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Just opening the app gets my heart racing. The silence, I can’t run from my worries or drown them out. It’s torture. Just me and my mind. How long until it gets easier? I’m about two days in right now and it’s my most dreaded part of the day.",-0.7162686567164194,1.4596496865671682,1.6409104477611969,95.23151492537315,96.91044776119404,3.8740298507462687,20.13283582089552,5.6839178017228535,-0.07043164179104401,247,9,54,2,10,83,51,67,0.227,0.7340000000000001,0.039,-0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,5,0,3,1,1,2,0,11,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,7,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929070043153502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868829089098736,0.0,0.5016328696408192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27092102259395284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072421800137482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294502584005745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306810771591094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617938872787281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807696106076357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214194741736606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532740475709696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633063965598449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ABrokenBeing,2018/01/01,"Rant about anxiety meds - I've been self medicating with Benzodiazepines (Valium) First it started with cannabis, a very no nonsense substance at face value but ultimately terrible as an anxiety medication (currently). You simply can't dose this stuff appropriately, too much causes the exact symptoms your trying to treat and so does tolerance buildup. Queue Valium, decided to self medicate trying for once a week. Now it's twice a week. Now it's three times a week. Fuck. Time to take a break, take some time off and do some research, something isn't right about benzodiazepines and I need to know what... (nah it's just me with my messed up coping skills) Take any amount of time looking at the benzo withdrawals list and it's sure to leave a sour taste, that shit is no joke. No other withdrawals are as deadly (other than alcohol) The system that these drugs work on in your body is the last thing someone with anxiety should be messing with, the only way to take these things therapeutically is short term, which our condition isn't short term... is it? Such an incredibly important and fragile system needs respect (GABA) and as soon as you throw that out of whack you've immediately doubled or tripled the amount of anxiety you could have been experiencing, unless you keep on the pill... eventually needing more of the same. This makes me question, are the benzos worth it? I'm thinking fucking nah they're not! These things are more abhorrent than opiates in my mind and I'm sorry for anyone who's been forced onto big dosages to battle anxiety, I believe you've been lead astray. I'm mostly writing this in attempt to convince myself to flush the rest of the fuckers down the toilet, I'm not interested in losing months of my life tapering if I can cut it off now. My only saving grace has been BETA BLOCKERS, I don't think there's anything better and safer than that in conjunction with therapy. This has all been just my biased opinion. Take it as you will. 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I dated this girl for about a year, before she moved away temporarily for a service opportunity. She’s been gone a few months now, about a year left on the trip, and we’ve been communicating via email. She just confided in me that she’s been having some fairly serious anxiety problems. She told me “I’ve been having a lot of anxiety, to the point where I just can’t really function or do normal work, like we just have to stay inside for hours until I can breathe again”. Do any of you have advice for her? Or advice for ways I could help her? I feel like I’m out of my depth here. I’ve had my own bouts of depression (a side effect of my ADHD), but for me that mostly manifested as just “going through the motions” of life, going to school/work, hanging out with friends/family, but never really feeling anything, constantly afraid that somebody would notice what a failure I was. I’m planning to suggest that she try to write down exactly what makes her anxious, and try to figure out WHY that gets to her. Sometimes that helped me, mostly so I realize that what I’m afraid of is actually not that bad. Other times, though, it has been... counter productive. Anyway, what would you tell her? What advice have people given that helped you?",6.582938775510204,6.555884906122447,6.8398979591836735,77.19331632653063,65.24489795918367,9.775510204081634,30.1530612244898,9.424239791934726,2.4988367346938767,1002,31,190,17,14,324,141,245,0.075,0.863,0.062,-0.4705,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,0,4,13,10,0,2,10,0,21,2,1,2,2,35,33,10,0,5,9,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0,5,0,0,7,3,6,0,0,10,2,30,4,34,20,7,32,0,1,0,0,25,12,0,7,13,138,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.12044620779688753,0.0,0.148334357597035,0.4824427810207008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393407706405391,0.0,0.18884147468024265,0.1394365216398922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015692806144471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159630173547562,0.0,0.10305575659892537,0.0,0.0,0.10502664121711278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337991968639756,0.0,0.09854581099674456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630684142432066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635527635586393,0.0,0.12481603305396285,0.0881757319863134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535880844019387,0.0,0.06448511724382089,0.0,0.14029195543822467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481900250092209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154998610170975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341029731338162,0.0,0.08717960491156106,0.1205996547362189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493257723156224,0.0,0.0,0.08238797499264902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851764885381477,0.13118256218977434,0.0,0.0,0.0951939268598118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209315113420504,0.0,0.140521594644026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855682154282171,0.0,0.0,0.13548494957228396,0.11667769362970475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181022445692033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814002234085853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249139463729329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207170939391368,0.0,0.0,0.131555951647302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078799757885054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212656561504547,0.0,0.07197083431021803,0.0,0.0,0.11793906359961268,0.0,0.1675966328890008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797000592513017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137298573138786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971154843197926,0.0,0.0,0.17535692216895138,0.0,0.0,0.15896490639112212 anxiety,coffeegreentea,2018/01/01,"Feeling like I’m back to where I started. I’ve been feeling a lot better even since beginning 50mg sertraline in early November. My social anxiety has been almost non-existent, lessened general anxiety, and rarely a depressed mood. I was triggered recently by someone who popped back into my life. Today I experienced paranoia that everyone didn’t like me at work, I kept stumbling over my words, and I was hyper aware of all my actions. I have a checkup in March, and if this persists, I’ll bring it up to my PCP. I also want to make an appointment to begin therapy as soon as I get some extra money. I may also express to her concerns that I possibly have borderline personality disorder.. which isn’t on a whim (there are many reasons why I believe so, only recently understood all of the symptoms clearly). I think I just need to vent. I was so happy that I thought I was over this shit. I feel like I’ve been catapulted back to square 1.",5.459157509157508,6.349314054945054,6.922802197802199,72.44303113553114,67.79120879120879,10.242490842490843,36.04578754578755,10.317481424215053,4.0352622710622725,746,38,131,19,12,256,122,182,0.056,0.815,0.129,0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,12,8,1,0,6,0,14,4,1,3,3,27,30,10,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,7,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,11,5,24,5,20,18,5,23,0,1,1,0,5,9,1,5,15,93,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860604633918054,0.0,0.0,0.23735865154397706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270586479754578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423425676230695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720147540738725,0.0,0.13125205288517408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782090229500334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008484516600647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802002100122274,0.0,0.0,0.14180721883136896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251138932182197,0.21204094622708786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753542255859511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157979750148667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482275281831747,0.21750937867658332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261685186218872,0.0,0.0,0.09906140715614686,0.1504592512635748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004033517085283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286859562727937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958141353705532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673041995209332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258492939204213,0.29306382283310745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523354726453654,0.12276204705465545,0.0,0.0,0.15128008208155302,0.12574296989786266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504173511452364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424948944372008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971390939354195,0.0,0.0,0.0950918522562052,0.0,0.11781689461010456,0.0,0.0,0.14067046998294302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753304094090117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391231774682089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804051726887516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,applicant_unknown,2018/01/01,"Never had physical symptoms until medication Hey guys so I’m on 20mg of Celexa and while it has helped the mental symptoms of anxiety I was experiencing I’ve found I have the physical symptoms now where I never did before. It’s all the normal stuff.. tension, rapid breathing etc. this ever happen to anyone else?",2.9814043583535117,5.902439101694918,4.89714285714286,74.96474576271187,81.71186440677965,6.761259079903147,25.37772397094431,7.957251820313856,2.155443583535109,253,10,40,5,7,86,47,59,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,5,5,1,0,4,7,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,3,0,5,4,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171552895998275,0.0,0.0,0.1386711176079901,0.2032039797712236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875712768209694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567230091454282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211810776189686,0.0,0.17939329783438865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174494664685847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19636962593355475,0.17537519115567465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293082991302174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19978821044234796,0.19986159001784629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30591578448047946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943131215455276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703085548715346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183964299467881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,missflem,2018/01/01,"Zoloft breakthrough panic attacks I’ve been Takin Zoloft 100mg for just over a month now. At first it was great and I felt more energetic and a little calmer. But now I still get anxiety just as bad as before I was on them and feel even sicker in the stomach than usual. Additionally, I have trouble sleeping and my sex life has gone down the drain. I am currently coming down from a huge panic attack and I was wondering if anyone else has had this type of experience with Zoloft? I don’t know if I should discontinue or just keep going and hope it eventually helps. 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So great that I wanted to get off them and see if I was good to go without it. I have great weeks/months and then anxiety comes back. Ive learned how to deal/manage anxiety better by reading DARE, which really helped but its not a cure all. I hate taking medication to the point where thinking about taking a medication gives me anxiety. I take a BP medication but my suspicion is that my BP is typically high from anxiety. When Im anxious my BP gets up to 170/90 and that makes me fear for my heart since my fathers side has a history of stuff. Anyone in the same boat? 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Some times are better than others and I have managed to conquer my daemons on more than one occasion, but these thoughts always come back when I'm stressed or unhappy in some way. Recently I've been having a nice time and I'll get bad intrusive thoughts in my head, some really awful nasty things (that I'd never mean/do or say!) and it's really getting to me. I'm a worrier, I always have been, so I think this is what fuels these thoughts. A bit like, you're scared to say something because you're afraid it might happen. E.g. like when people don't talk about illness because they're afraid if they do, it might happen, etc.. and other bad things of this nature. Has anybody had any experience with these kinds of bad intrusive thoughts and if you have, how have you managed to get over it? Thanks",6.868852459016393,6.487372743169399,6.6355245901639375,80.08345081967215,64.73770491803279,10.161530054644807,33.60054644808743,9.642632912329526,2.9349785792349734,744,28,146,13,10,234,109,183,0.256,0.684,0.059,-0.9913,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,2,7,17,0,4,3,1,17,2,1,1,2,27,32,15,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,16,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,9,3,10,7,18,21,7,16,0,2,0,0,6,5,0,9,12,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993537830197536,0.0,0.0,0.08146295484581641,0.0,0.09164087497592947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211297820545282,0.4000866746893719,0.14604869720760466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594666246831877,0.13078229890468085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319056444332254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031770375713062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360021627362595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717997512076735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775978880133426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118640863825617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294158512979166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474537340228704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755735793824277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048906595574625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541616582943765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092391300847435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117444542797783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304898217140493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348418604089129,0.0,0.1182805649010982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905274842472688,0.11993311242113347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922220590162315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722181471288106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628461118114294,0.0,0.11028876759688597,0.0,0.0,0.15916952457118372,0.07675814703857804,0.0,0.4755090107901927,0.13970384927577714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508564873874334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771423922462796 anxiety,sa3ak,2018/01/01,"I’m either overwhelmed or left out I’ve been going through a really tough couple of months and I decided to take time for myself and be distant from friends because the way I see it, I can either devote what little energy I have to school and studying or to social interactions, and I wore myself out trying to function like I usually do. So far, keeping to myself has been great. My anxiety’s calmed down so much and I’ve been able to care for myself more. The problem is that being distant and seeing friends bond without me makes me feel left out, which only makes me anxious again. I’ve told my best friend I need to be alone for a while and she’s been understanding, but seeing the rest of the group make plans without me makes me feel like I’m being purposefully excluded. I understand these worries are completely unfounded and while I’ve shared some of these worries with my friend before, I know not everybody has my crazy person brain and she doesn’t mean to make me feel bad. Still, I can’t help but feel hurt in a way. It’s a catch 22; being with them makes me anxious, not being with them makes me anxious. Does anyone ever experience the same thing or have any tips on dealing with it?",5.044449152542375,6.036572809322037,5.512500000000002,81.81205508474578,68.78813559322033,8.272881355932205,27.885593220338983,8.472884824447931,1.9071322033898312,957,31,183,14,16,307,129,236,0.135,0.725,0.14,-0.4464,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,5,17,0,1,9,0,20,1,1,7,1,49,47,18,0,2,11,0,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,1,9,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,7,30,12,28,35,8,22,0,2,3,0,16,10,0,4,10,127,39,1,0.09725614010755614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072803023422364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613751032828917,0.0,0.07440068098051876,0.32961526638559585,0.0,0.06800375448109464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120481459812316,0.05928644031071007,0.0,0.08275781197833812,0.0,0.10206431881586307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857001689670516,0.0,0.0,0.09915911662161143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197121252727397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761206918766172,0.0,0.0,0.100266809948109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510950360568496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797374674638615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513516701532247,0.0,0.0,0.1967025066336946,0.06947980592553375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30055941037124506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05527290569175245,0.0,0.0,0.10722523781291672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518874064264711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411470948447286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644572597730532,0.0,0.0,0.05344943113531685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21133816158897026,0.0,0.0,0.09502887491832207,0.09747620249253257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4544346010966888,0.0,0.0,0.10594044819158907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762892315615147,0.0,0.07149445341395846,0.07211419556167623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739676770813156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492031019771769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306099135430887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230477373869664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842840604636044,0.2325016556124441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914038708512772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766887912077204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312451368490554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461265795722708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671083740987683,0.0,0.0,0.09293240969309108,0.0,0.06603053507232676,0.0,0.0,0.2024941435479302,0.0,0.0,0.1071138980844937,0.0,0.0,0.15439479423336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875028969404619,0.0,0.0,0.19753666240921694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,converse220,2018/01/01,"How can i help someone i am not very close to with their anxiety? So I am moving in with my girlfriend and her family in a week. It is her, her mom, and her sister. My girlfriend and her mom work most days, all day. And her sister stays at home and does her thing. While I am looking for a job, I will be with her sister a lot. She has pretty bad anxiety, mostly I believe agoraphobia. Last time I was there we didn't talk much. My gf told me she just likes the company so I didn't really try to initiate conversation but later learned her sister was a little upset we just sat there! Dumb anxiety haha. I would love to take her on walks or something. I dont know how much we will click but I would like to help her get out more. I don't want to be pushy though. And since we are still kind of strangers, it might be hard at first. I don't know how receptive she is to advice, new people, facing anxiety, etc. I guess I just might have to feel it out and see but I also would like to know if anyone has any advice or opinions!",0.9610515873015864,2.854887023148148,2.8436507936507947,92.99500000000002,81.5462962962963,6.151322751322754,18.61904761904762,7.2636822038024595,0.1708825396825402,791,18,181,11,21,264,121,216,0.101,0.78,0.119,0.8326,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,1,2,13,9,1,1,5,1,27,2,1,3,1,47,40,21,0,5,10,6,2,3,3,7,0,0,1,0,4,17,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,6,5,39,6,20,24,8,22,0,0,3,1,34,9,1,10,13,132,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315957160280795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476524968174124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058477996366367,0.0,0.3626119263456668,0.0,0.0,0.08285869190358705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894342989171806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335101076878243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284675233769174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370107049444142,0.0,0.13888235216838893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215999900672554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171224692913424,0.0,0.05991769321484909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079693558255426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191190951034895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305422703723636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615366796937056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885751655060662,0.0,0.11886621865967155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175940105999351,0.0,0.0,0.12340061180121335,0.19537523982272592,0.0965941747386785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736808870822881,0.11876918696460785,0.0,0.0,0.09951103969863473,0.0,0.0,0.10074535805966454,0.1069518273862366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514217824238922,0.0,0.2775740033338085,0.0,0.12594786621725929,0.17422381847724086,0.0,0.0,0.11444905591043948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215370983234829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205581733212891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591480927384035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944299972673867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802529602272077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004055580917964,0.09122790043259377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630635597884507,0.0946350944101786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909804460431157,0.09524665807427177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787268344167393,0.0,0.11642668341460533,0.0,0.06909891726413052,0.0,0.0,0.11323283488352792,0.0,0.0804544367224304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777577958318087,0.06989499161887247,0.0,0.09505439725541784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627017829878829,0.0,0.0,0.2525392453646597,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,enemyn1,2018/01/01,"Anybody else feels like emotions are ruling their life? I feel like my whole life is being ruled by my emotions. Every day, no matter what I'm doing, my emotions (mostly anxiety) are at the forefront...and I constantly think and am aware of how I feel. I don't know if that's the case with ""normal"" people but it's so exhausting to feel so much all the time....",2.8212499999999987,4.518011958333336,4.003888888888889,87.73,75.25,6.466666666666668,23.11111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.8354277777777774,279,8,56,3,6,91,54,72,0.087,0.847,0.066,-0.5286,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,1,15,14,6,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,8,2,5,13,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373386832940133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030402679967693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117226918863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569563830987981,0.6340464090506372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830381249022002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800074383183894,0.2684545664055936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325837607718454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654218174177085,0.18358525237931253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811935882650267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409042777860013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025793862674154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039109624989593,0.0,0.0,0.10955905147233357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20977033349551494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,clockworkgirl21,2018/01/01,"I hate when people call me. Whenever my phone rings I feel my stomach flip because I’m sure someone is calling me to tell me someone is dead. I’ve told people to text instead, and two people who can’t fucking get this is my mother and my mother in law. What’s worse is that they call over stupid shit that could have easily been sent by text. My mom will call and leave a voicemail where she just says “call me.” And when I call her? It’s stupid shit. I’ve started not answering my phone ever and if someone doesn’t leave a voicemail or the voicemail is something insubstantial, I ignore it. They know it gives me anxiety. I explained to everyone why I’d rather them text. However, these two either don’t care or really think their trivial calls are important.",3.7856000000000014,5.508413626666666,4.389000000000003,85.85950000000003,72.73333333333333,7.4,27.166666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.7058666666666669,604,22,118,9,12,192,94,150,0.206,0.7340000000000001,0.06,-0.9697,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,7,9,6,0,3,0,13,4,3,0,2,22,26,10,1,3,7,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,1,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,3,3,22,2,6,21,1,8,0,0,0,1,25,3,3,3,4,72,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803365488744036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401645719960401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7506277706096257,0.0,0.10707027293070928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838463094499018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499250695038704,0.0,0.10034678412795696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309897816000246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708511195048497,0.054866249926313136,0.1007404101498141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368103748217954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05771375718773041,0.0,0.0,0.2223924442705952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299285194405385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841351744846355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727560063432847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351251859046661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559374641925214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669378066913578,0.08084604117323871,0.0,0.0,0.07433049181013535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897583984171124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178815154009692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728967431501587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034678412795696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205169714196818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476012964469824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701973800301058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,relapsemachine,2018/01/01,"Strange symptom of anxiety? Since my breakdown 6 months ago and my subsequent anxiety/panic, I’ve become hyper aware of my mental sensations and thoughts, to a distressing extent. For example, if I’m having dinner with family I dissociate but become incredibly sensitive to what’s going on around me - I can see everything, hear the knives and forks and the chewing, and notice subtle things which would otherwise go unnoticed. In summary, since my breakdown I ha e become incredibly sensitive to everything and notice everything so much more, which induces a lot of anxiety and concern about my mental health. Any ideas?? 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(I'm 15 and a sophomore in High School.) Admittedly most of the bad things I've posted, preponderantly YouTube comments, were when I was youthful and immature. Still, I'm afraid I may have already blew my chances of entering college. :( ",6.80828125,7.614975765625001,7.243750000000002,71.62625000000001,64.78125,10.15,37.875,10.125756701596842,4.05004375,275,14,47,6,4,90,46,64,0.181,0.7559999999999999,0.063,-0.8231,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,5,5,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031959079570621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588132561584581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902908063696646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785556279696237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5262733582687946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780639159150378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194174785567624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650663342206958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PinoyDota88,2018/01/01,"to coffee or not to coffee? I read that coffee is bad to anxiety, and I'm really a bit addicted. I think that if I stopped in two weeks I would control my addiction. But coffee is something that I like, isn't the addiction. So I think I would lose some part of my fun if I stop. Is possible to drink less, but is this possible? I think that if I try to drink less I would be anxious because of the caffeine addiction. What do you think? 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I’ve been on Zoloft for 11 years but never taken anything for the anxiety/panic attacks. It got bad over the last few weeks and I went to talk to a doctor because I couldn’t even function, if I left bed I paced back and forth until I ended up in bed again. Dr thinks it happens at this time of year because I had to go through my dog having cancer and passing away around this time a few years ago. Ever since, it’s always something this time of year. Anyway she gave me hydroxyzine and I’m not sure of its effectiveness. It knocks me out and helps me stay asleep, but I usually wake up with my mind racing the next day as usual. The dreams are weird too, last night I was fighting aliens that wouldn’t let me leave the car wash. I go back on the 19th for a follow up, should I ask for something else?",3.3015340151178307,4.543626196531793,3.991907514450869,90.14503334815477,73.16184971098265,6.710360160071144,23.134281903068032,7.010146845296331,0.6116068474877729,664,17,142,6,13,211,115,173,0.14400000000000002,0.816,0.039,-0.9552,0,0,2,0,2,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,2,0,9,0,10,7,2,1,3,21,22,10,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,0,10,8,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,7,0,17,1,26,11,2,42,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,23,91,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12179437432462407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432552079999145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510852214078033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306623185784398,0.12231268469358897,0.1284478838842172,0.15630921010613094,0.1290892416274836,0.21130001239521345,0.11472096680620028,0.1675121797790532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886098613144781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14063191002220612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22955554817837184,0.0,0.12169318410902095,0.0,0.0,0.09074958949601752,0.12428368108782675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617204990927536,0.0,0.10988913435555618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214999366834222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209448218573932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223994198017908,0.0,0.14548385187109922,0.14928251693275835,0.14049799969821591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387320575385511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596923145145497,0.0,0.14612353684263235,0.1289380139887917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365642714728452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21155023529668351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644718995004302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949528451451126,0.0,0.1033056346311697,0.11043470709776404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803861158690145,0.0,0.0,0.24035232867340364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302647324729387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021178833456767,0.0,0.0,0.1273686296535889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539173036285646 anxiety,mtnwarriorgoddess,2018/01/01,"Social media induced anxiety I'm currently sitting here, heart pounding, hands sweaty, all because of Instagram. I took a break of a few days right after Christmas, for no real reason just because I wanted to. I downloaded the app again today. I scrolled through it a few times, then a few times more. Then suddenly the familiar feeling of anxiety started creeping up my throat. I then deleted the app. Now I'm tripping myself out because I pride myself on being at least somewhat put together. The fact that I can no longer look at this stupid app, and that it has so much control over my emotions, makes me feel weak minded and helpless. I've battled homelessness, moved across the country by myself, so this small blip is seriously just that, tiny and insignificant. So then why can't I be happy for my friends instead of looking at their pics and overthinking them? I think they call it FOMO (fear of missing out) and admitting that I feel that makes me so horribly angry. And yet, when I tell my fam and friends how it makes me feel, they don't understand and think its a bit odd that something as simple as an app can have such a profound negative effect on me. (It's just an app you know!) If its just an app, then why tf are you all questioning why i'm not on it instead of trying to comfort me? You know what I mean? I just feel like there's no way they aren't at least somewhat affected by all this stimulus, and I feel alone af with my thoughts, once again. akfaksasg I don't mind not using the app because obviously it hinders my mental health. I just don't want to feel alone right now. I don't want to feel like everyone really is just mentally dying inside and just settling for that, because thats just ""life nowadays."" I refuse to believe that I have to be a part of social media to be included in society. But it sure fucking feels that way. 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I'm looking for some advice/personal experience as I'm trying to quit using Escitalopram. I have taken them for around 5 years, and for the last year or so I have gradually gone from using 15mg to 5mg. I'm unsure if it is wise to abruptly quit after using them for so many years. I don't want any regrets. I feel like my GP doesn't really understand the situation, so I'm asking you instead. Thank you.",3.740227272727272,5.505885989898993,6.399886363636366,71.21982954545456,72.93939393939394,8.586363636363638,26.516414141414145,9.188382445141503,2.4421808080808085,399,14,71,9,8,144,64,99,0.034,0.8270000000000001,0.139,0.8717,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,2,3,5,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,14,22,8,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,9,4,14,20,1,11,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,4,10,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492087759689591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383574088778333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592818039657914,0.1427463322868906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936199597603675,0.0,0.0,0.07720562207970452,0.10908313737856752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807073716265469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446429343056173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459755881267167,0.0,0.0,0.13512754330084614,0.25644551088382944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480563983037218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585735086660686,0.1333246939903142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4872199529416666,0.0,0.0,0.09781835315376347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163211439541634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057820412601107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903588583228582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366778997907236,0.0,0.0,0.15895767255501694,0.0,0.5275071707552368,0.0,0.0,0.09006164988430247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29498576873042803 anxiety,FurryVegaz,2018/01/01,"NYE-Party gone wrong, please help me... Hi, So I'm a 16 year old dude living in Sweden. I'm social and outgoing, people would probably describe me as an extrovert. Yet I'm extremely anxious over even the smallest things. Well, I was invited to a party this New Year's Eve and it was also the first time drinking alcohol. So I knew 3 people there, and we were 2 guys and 6 girls. I drink 1 beer and 1 cider before going to get a small buzz, getting in the mood making social situations easier you know... Well we get there and it's awkward from the start since I mistake the host with the host's mom. It goes ok and then we meet and greet and I start fucking downing alcohol like an addict. I drank almost all my cider instantly (atleast 3 in a row) and then a couple glasses of champagne and then some more cider. As you'd probably guess it goes black from there. We were supposed to be picked up at 3 but due to my drunken behavior my friends parents came and picked us up at 10, 2 hours into the party...I Had made people uncomfortable since I was so drunk, stumbling around and passing out here and there. It was going so great in the beginning and everything was so fun. Finally I had been invited to a party you know? I was living out my teenage years like I've always wanted to! Yet I fuck it up. I cried for like an hour while the people I knew tried to take care of me. I begged one of them to shoot me (I'm not a suicidal person...) and was behaving like a maniac. I've seen some videos from the night. I confessed my love for the host, I took my shirt off and was too drunk to put it back on and tried to escape the house. I have bruises everywhere. So much happened that I'm embarrassed over and I feel so ""tired"", I don't know how to explain it. The worst thing is that I barely knew what I did wrong. I started talking loudly that's the only thing I know they told me. Fuck, I've screwed up badly and don't know how to handle the situation... I wanted 2018 to be my year but how the fuck is that supposed to work out if I can't behave like a normal fucking individual. How should i cope with this?",1.7714516129032245,3.663953460829497,3.459472350230417,89.58492281105991,78.90783410138249,6.5519815668202765,22.37073732718894,7.554174236665415,0.8512398156682024,1638,50,352,24,40,545,214,434,0.138,0.7090000000000001,0.153,0.4642,1,0,5,1,0,1,57.0,5,3,2,2,25,28,7,2,28,1,25,18,1,8,1,66,69,41,1,7,4,2,1,5,1,2,4,1,0,3,18,32,8,0,11,6,0,7,4,14,2,2,24,4,47,13,46,40,6,53,1,0,2,7,26,21,6,5,30,223,65,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932150813221562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512771170194005,0.08204630957720327,0.0,0.0,0.06552358361299783,0.06817668523498284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256350178615497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293973686933024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630031437180976,0.06841250482892892,0.0,0.0,0.06972085632630093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371208931933052,0.0835384401562947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065978709989067,0.0900020162126505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605306886357341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054117454746590174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363811250596293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041428920352621176,0.0,0.0,0.089756052905519,0.0,0.06969407518851267,0.0,0.0,0.06330296490165889,0.3787390557970924,0.1284233469462379,0.0,0.09313137272117716,0.0,0.0,0.09033389382097992,0.0902609067828182,0.081128771653153,0.07245506411317951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491946574938631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613794180077113,0.09454226870307024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514733170346293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014710323554047,0.0,0.14470064003358385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394975508258718,0.07752910731410016,0.054692410429492216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596156543310212,0.0,0.0,0.0602318306325782,0.0,0.0,0.07913356752144164,0.0,0.07689067439208483,0.08027914089123253,0.0,0.0,0.08597725373442426,0.0,0.0555214406392194,0.062315443863190774,0.0,0.0,0.09097939011986317,0.0,0.0,0.22721432142672865,0.07154269313004229,0.0,0.08994029128264845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668009839100327,0.0,0.0,0.08236754911200361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355553581445614,0.18419729044858915,0.0,0.16704532222058524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398255851707986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962385637722321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061605105194062,0.06585644405673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330240256262693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777709865303322,0.09417250778816533,0.0,0.07829263521327635,0.09103306891170264,0.11125730221411577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855800798850052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665505747834008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733924559268088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964983219115622,0.0,0.0,0.05820444524684903,0.17916664994847606,0.0,0.2110544385877864 anxiety,dafinest0526,2018/01/01,"There's nobody I really want to buy some board and card games but I don't have any friends to play them with. My family and my boyfriend won't play. Oh anxiety, thank you for ruining a lot of things in life for me.",1.5217391304347814,3.1006274782608725,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,78.56521739130434,8.078260869565218,20.195652173913047,8.841846274778883,0.943669565217391,168,4,41,4,4,55,39,46,0.114,0.643,0.244,0.69,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,7,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28231415453939496,0.0,0.3175862720551509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913635869914314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207414952824549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932305603944781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529430817731024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659537595911714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822115247137477,0.0,0.0,0.27580517943892685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448644207295417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bubugugu,2018/01/01,"How to deal with Existential Anxiety? Any advice on how to overcome it? :) I am struggling a lot with deciding what to do with my life. I have tried to define a purpose for myself but I haven't been successful so far. I realized I am unlikely to come up with a single purpose which would motivate me to get out of bed and feel passionate about something. I think trying to come up with a purpose for myself is too difficult for my brain to achieve. The amount of things I can do with my life is astronomical, and I can't seem to like something enough to make me want to do it. (Don't worry I am still a productive human being, but I tend to treat my work as distractions and a necessity rather than feeling passionate about it.) So without a purpose to guide my day to day decisions on how to spend my time, the question I often ask myself when I am alone and not getting distracted by anything is ""What should I do right now or the next moment?"" And I am constantly trying to reassure myself to not panic and feel anxious when I can't think of anything. It is perfectly normal to not do something and just be still. Trying to ignore thoughts like ""If I don't have a purpose, then why am I still here?"" I wasn't always like this. Since I had a breakdown due to existential crisis, I can't be who i was before. I would really appreciate it if people can provide some advice or maybe reaching out to me to talk about it :)",4.971535139379661,5.46274007773852,6.219405182567726,78.47553101688263,68.7173144876325,9.398429524931293,30.916568511974873,9.444778638647367,2.7097626226933653,1114,43,218,22,18,376,137,283,0.115,0.72,0.166,0.9559,0,1,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,19,15,0,4,12,0,35,5,1,5,1,55,50,22,0,8,12,0,3,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,12,17,0,1,12,0,1,2,11,6,0,0,5,3,35,9,47,39,5,24,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,9,17,178,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372213024471643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571256499118752,0.0,0.0,0.10099747484653064,0.0,0.0,0.08254222827714439,0.0,0.0928549920156608,0.13712429566107714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976998710607144,0.0,0.11347345571582372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328502198110613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549967445490746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911539834147164,0.0,0.13116812817206508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565594834231315,0.12513694383530255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541747939721376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411938011408802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268315672061505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714678733937763,0.1778996906784058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031925178249927,0.0,0.0,0.08102176466353632,0.0,0.12194203112280948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290884846487483,0.0,0.11892614733200572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241270092209662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414926830914783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359728288820519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775882144894702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365743732444473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049934613262953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040638399571818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803316278637415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908014976037519,0.0,0.0,0.12689221693369085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756025141405904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063915221824237,0.15555017632199972,0.0,0.09636177177901344,0.07077736770009377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296348757095992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159277913565669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952612733361902,0.0,0.0,0.1170055150629514,0.0,0.0883657280426827,0.12326678310653436,0.0,0.17244904103253544,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway5435453,2018/01/01,"its my birthday in about 3 hours, and im considering deactivating my facebook. Only getting like 10 wishes last year made me anxious of this day. As much as it hurts that people dont send me messages etc, its more the people that i lost contact with that makes me the most worried. I just want to deactivate it but i dont want constant questions from people on why i did it. Just sitting here right now with a gut-wrenching feeling, and i dont feel like i can manage to be calm. ",5.0077663230240566,5.282288762886598,5.921185567010308,81.4052147766323,68.58762886597938,7.703780068728522,31.630584192439862,7.1686216300943375,1.8701285223367687,378,15,76,3,6,125,69,97,0.07400000000000001,0.7759999999999999,0.15,0.7336,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,16,15,5,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,11,3,11,11,4,11,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18300151451985253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505261191314614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446953415787467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5695498692072739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806606070377472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638130585631327,0.1157250073912876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463259109465124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952658087618307,0.0,0.1734126249222079,0.0,0.17497596798951687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204269352114498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827933175425155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683018009046172,0.0,0.0,0.15327795280077278,0.10812894659561707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908058808675855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231999695872188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369084261560797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146480533593268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383377608626403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109067357243492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616991894045406,0.0,0.18627940940135526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450774014724126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431563511104963 anxiety,EquinosX,2018/01/01,"I have bad anxiety and when I drink I start to get really moody. Does this happen to anyone else? This only happens usually around people I hold a grudge against or dislike. I will start to get very envious and jealous of them. Then I’ll think everyone is against me and I’ll just want to leave and go home. I will never act like this at a bar, club, or in public for obvious reasons.",2.3171978021978035,4.2341215256410285,3.883919413919415,87.06346153846155,77.33333333333333,7.534065934065935,25.24542124542125,8.418075326091056,1.7064190476190475,301,11,62,6,7,100,56,78,0.245,0.7390000000000001,0.016,-0.9456,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,2,0,4,2,0,1,2,14,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,5,2,1,2,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,1,11,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446262540123546,0.0,0.0,0.15032222624454628,0.2202771214934092,0.0,0.19138186737739826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950315545532236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813446631290856,0.0,0.0,0.2106030559002796,0.0,0.0,0.17959204144393148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542699181733232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464115362756892,0.0,0.12218069866861472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802203316354447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564707580689332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276376429321165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503061297305273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658093716978986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350547074709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490432478781679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772463543417082,0.22103996749940824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043344032507929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775344666028566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367751566756341,0.17738480444323204,0.12680348316044274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Swingmerightround,2018/01/01,"Cymbalta vs zoloft, not sure who to listen to So my GP wants me to try Cymbalta, and the Psychiatrist at this anxiety program said no and wants me to get on Zoloft. I've never taken an SSRI. My GP is very, very smart and has been my family's doctor for about 30 years. I met with the psych at the anxiety program for a vey brief, 5 minute interview before he said start Zoloft. So I'm torn. He's a psychiatrist but doesn't know my family's history and spent very little time with me. I definitely trust my GP more. So, thoughts from anyone on the two?",2.8541494591937067,4.3214093805309775,4.761533923303833,83.28757128810228,74.6637168141593,8.916027531956734,23.17502458210423,9.444778638647367,1.8229614552605704,432,12,92,11,9,148,72,113,0.068,0.841,0.091,0.7608,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,4,4,0,0,2,15,17,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,7,3,10,3,14,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,4,50,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020483442319181,0.0,0.0,0.1380392032160758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679881134882264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206561134731646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722160995135773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314271758403633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108495728545735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978646242001059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522608740353622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755793094708248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973342327846044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606405777954396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672778049561414,0.1151159795442196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340338120867884,0.0,0.192848626583926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886713897148301,0.23288441393909504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271306709707765 anxiety,daniellepurples,2018/01/01,I feel horrible today I just don't know what's up but i m terribly down today. Everything is giving me anxiety and i feel very heavy. I just wish things would calm down inside me. I am very strong though and i think I can handle whatever is thrown at me.,0.12929919137466328,2.479559018867924,2.502479784366578,90.60660377358492,90.88679245283018,6.8021563342318085,17.005390835579515,7.957251820313856,0.7869805929919136,200,5,43,5,7,68,37,53,0.156,0.5920000000000001,0.252,0.7707,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,12,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,11,2,4,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744483417863024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371072928787998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742240953535905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601316333775674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149028318460031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801537558411212,0.17375522754948727,0.26642382426095074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140762103471301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474884339680328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118329086469069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926318765674148,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chochochan,2018/01/01,"What do you do at night when you're very anxious and need to fidget and don't feel great? I'm watching youtube videos to try to take my mind off of it, but it's not really working this time.",5.891428571428572,3.7897457619047614,6.085714285714285,88.83428571428574,67.57142857142857,9.352380952380953,30.523809523809533,7.1686216300943375,1.4514380952380947,150,4,37,1,2,48,35,42,0.095,0.905,0.0,-0.4202,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,20,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948774752827582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176736479896015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3853659297257129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529328685557335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591773596019903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801692665949345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22392244165552846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628084280968563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038179166560754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23731277316288865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884047461683237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544672001616848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,1inakrillion,2018/01/01,"Any females struggle moreso than normal during their period? During my period and even a few days before I get really self conscious. Not just physically, but like...I question everything. “Why is so and so my friend?” “Is this person mad at me?” “What do I even bring to this friendship??” I get really down on myself. Not just with friendships but with everything. And while I KNOW these intrusive thoughts will pass...I have a hard time pushing through. Everything is so magnified during my cycle ...I cannot stand it :( ",2.9562903225806463,5.987285193548392,3.927123655913981,80.71068548387096,84.16129032258064,7.4010752688172055,23.87903225806452,8.344100000000001,2.2375741935483866,405,15,67,10,12,130,64,93,0.102,0.767,0.131,0.7204,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,16,12,9,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,5,49,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422043631652795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046291269316145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677288268110827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801512782747017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5718065856445786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385107742798755,0.0,0.22160419391349245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998039478479245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655262257291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036106873040778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20779159002198586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517848839573264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375761003533759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717254280844599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124379649046466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22171016306832286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836638724534078,0.1236644934853217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136757271778132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiousjeff,2018/01/01,"Anyone else Freaking out about returning to work tomorrow? I took off from work from xmas through new year's. I work as a contractor, so I didn't get paid, which was a dumb move financially but I desperately needed the time off to recover from bad work anxiety. The vacation ended up being great: very peaceful, lots of mental space. I feel so much healthier. I have to return to work tomorrow. It's a remote gig. I don't feel invested in it at all, and it's full of gross techie types who have no regard for other people's feelings or experiences. (I'm a techie myself.) It pays the bills, but at the end of every day, I feel wiped out and like I just lost another day of my existence to something completely meaningless. I'm dreading tomorrow. I know I should be looking for other jobs, or maybe even other types of jobs. I need to figure out a more sustainable work arrangement in 2018 or I'm going to lose my mind. But it's a scary job market out there, even for tech people, believe it or not.",3.067014260249554,4.9704044595959616,4.685686274509807,82.2132352941177,75.1111111111111,8.497207367795601,25.28342245989305,9.168548406835145,2.1545094474153297,785,27,154,19,17,264,118,198,0.197,0.738,0.065,-0.9791,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,8,7,9,1,1,10,0,8,0,0,0,1,27,24,12,0,3,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,4,3,4,7,0,0,5,5,15,2,32,16,5,28,0,2,1,0,1,13,1,5,13,98,26,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859691320954958,0.09381793656031934,0.0,0.0,0.08575152592274543,0.12565739455721456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239782813754147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817132756165768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285838868916751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818306980448013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244853327507708,0.0,0.21724220251658904,0.0,0.0,0.162002833962578,0.0,0.10332802706894216,0.0,0.0,0.11996375498277967,0.0,0.0,0.2480383653134552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407343142082023,0.0,0.06969815183615256,0.0,0.0,0.13520911940888572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650986619503968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739878282500297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991486126867637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298525482692797,0.13720084816660802,0.1338741526238531,0.10426266677371478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320662025351005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359052564806736,0.0,0.12382968676509006,0.0,0.0,0.13034506660340156,0.09015323524473866,0.1818694381594524,0.0,0.1184447999270542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004386182044814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441292746844028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715113581795782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625562415179646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118941181571812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356927024160386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897502139491466 anxiety,Esriak,2018/01/01,How to not sound unhinged when you speak? It's come to my attention recently that when I speak my neuroticism shows in my voice. People have always kind of had a put off reaction to me speaking which imagine is due to that unhinged quality of it and I've probably been in a feedback loop for years where I speak kind of shaky because I'm nervous people will have a negative reaction to it and then it shows and they have a negative uncomfortable reaction to it. Advice on how to speak and sound more normal would be much appreciated.,5.590249653259363,6.735360757281555,6.416532593619973,75.26699029126216,67.64077669902913,10.545908460471567,33.16088765603329,10.608840637214634,3.724063522884882,430,19,79,12,7,142,63,103,0.152,0.8170000000000001,0.031,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,4,0,9,0,0,2,0,13,11,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,8,8,2,15,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,59,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558413292176115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178499818169897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959920874899602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255293302905139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452773840714933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924632029686632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565218494146545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630173249166251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822794632009635,0.0,0.0,0.26319509396084106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585094551273629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859849491800718,0.0,0.0,0.1685994466080022 anxiety,JaeKing2k,2018/01/01,"Anybody else anxious to get a job? I definitely want to make money this year to buy my own stuff but the problem is I’m too anxious to. I feel like I would be to slow on a cash register. 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I have had anxiety/depression since I was 15. I’m 23 now. I’ve learned how to deal with most of the things that give me panic attacks. The one thing I still can’t do is control myself while I drive, specifically on the highway. And the horrible truth is, and it fucking hurts to actually type this out btw, is that I’m scared of crashing on the road. I’m scared of other drivers hitting me. Most times I’m on the freeway, my palms are sweaty, I feel lightheaded, and I have to get out. It’s my worst fear. I just would like to hear if any of you guys have any tips... thank you.",2.8681818181818173,4.051720969696973,4.039818181818184,89.6097272727273,74.15151515151516,7.4012121212121205,26.83636363636364,7.908726449838941,1.3770399999999992,496,18,111,7,10,162,83,132,0.199,0.741,0.061,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,6,11,2,4,7,0,13,2,1,2,1,17,24,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,8,0,1,2,2,15,3,14,20,3,15,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,3,8,74,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.18136554917813744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527725905186303,0.0,0.14217690365456484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143442085328445,0.0,0.14290935165221416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084497484289533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916061034639667,0.1600747672257833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091361000969405,0.09397277338628468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181794340775652,0.09710043111082807,0.1782869663767069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402351808299114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094696429606984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895929478485394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079830329242347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259386852194258,0.14134944948549374,0.0,0.2180582477975156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37214220344732457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373937872133772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484223074060774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110831262710896,0.0,0.0,0.37041707915235705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837227778472856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202451564515602,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FieldsofNope,2018/01/01,"First anxiety attack of the year. I made it until early afternoon until I had a severe panic attack, this year is already horrible for me. I hope you all have a better one than I am. 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I want to have a social life but i am terrible at meeting people and making friends. What are some ways y'all have gotten past your anxiety in order to better your social life? ,2.5108510638297865,5.071429872340428,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,80.06382978723406,5.4621276595744686,24.293617021276606,6.742157984588678,1.155828936170212,192,7,33,2,5,63,37,47,0.153,0.675,0.172,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,5,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392454580312104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263646575788775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575183825891264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24116598147931625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396387210766047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048562325432056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322040627627596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295129655814954,0.3333609882991457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901662303373875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562611703323973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763332880581249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418089550111423,0.19083825597760884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503233850982816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jrt364,2018/01/01,"I'm extremely scared. What do I do? I'm really frightened and I don't know what to do with myself. Every flicker of light, every movement, every sound. They cause me to panic. I feel as though someone or someTHING is out to get me. Or maybe that my house is going to catch on fire, or that my house is going to get hit by a tree. Maybe I'll be driving and get hit by a car, then get stabbed while we exchange license and insurance information. Or maybe my house will get broken into and I'll get shot. Something bad is going to happen, but I don't know what or why. I'll only know those answers once it happens. It's just my gut feeling. I'm predicting the future. These are premonitions. I want to escape. No, literally. I want to run away and escape from whatever or whoever is coming after me. I want to hide somewhere, like maybe in a hotel room. But then what if that someone or something follows me? Then I'm trapped in a room with no way out except the entrance that is blocked by that evil force (if it's a person or something else). I'm shaking all over, and I have to stay awake, alert.",1.5967573051948063,3.6839850312500033,3.3416233766233776,89.23974025974026,80.38392857142857,5.679870129870131,23.574675324675326,6.7829847944221076,0.7726232142857143,853,30,176,9,22,284,116,224,0.163,0.7659999999999999,0.07,-0.97,0,1,4,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,0,2,6,1,3,7,0,15,1,1,1,1,40,43,24,0,5,14,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,14,13,0,1,7,1,1,11,4,5,0,0,0,5,19,1,28,39,1,29,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,10,7,110,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329419663696733,0.0,0.09179703865530917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294079388884185,0.0,0.09470536093631596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184249451658118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778928147465369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111800309772938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446411726437161,0.0,0.18744784107275064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444282409487015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805751733428632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812638642295367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371214346968885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418063581118061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708471960319293,0.0,0.0836159006812619,0.0,0.12899333429974388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599717746318093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704317071790176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100711946032407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863071233218289,0.3385551162565661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718362153899604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801752849700393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454004943446587,0.08726690014969839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920562046941507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ooozu,2018/01/01,"Any tips how to become a social creature again? 2k17 for me could be labeled as the year social anxiety took the wheel... I never was a crazy social person but going out with friends was no biggie. This year I could literally count on my fingers how many times I've been out to social places such as bars, parties, etc. New year has come and I kinda finally feel ready to go out of my comfort zone but... idk where to start :(",4.073571428571427,5.1852335000000025,4.760476190476194,85.86785714285716,71.14285714285714,7.028571428571429,24.714285714285715,7.1686216300943375,0.9772285714285708,330,9,66,3,6,106,63,84,0.101,0.737,0.161,0.7732,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,7,2,1,2,1,15,13,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,2,6,2,13,6,1,19,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,9,42,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181082869953926,0.0,0.12578038929723107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158830711704613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163275253418625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625510204634875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833710908751665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831353877883376,0.0,0.0,0.18011341355601504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703001889640042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688666565614245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666954627453598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268103757337581,0.15879727897744775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356467622530725,0.17178327583778633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6704194810211855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637689603955965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587427309508137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267600075313167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31764210448466423 anxiety,throwaway22years,2018/01/01,"i'm 22 tomorrow and i'm struggling This will probably be quite a long post but I want to vent my feelings. Tomorrow is my 22nd birthday. 2017 was a really rough year for me; I graduated and moved back to my parents in a town with nobody else in it, I lost a lot of friends, I broke up with my girlfriend of two years, I started developing feelings for my friends ex-girlfriend, who’s sort of shown an interest back but has now decided that it’s not a mutual thing, and I’m working a part time job in a badly run café where things get really stressful. I’ve always been a worrisome person, but in the last six months or so my anxiety has gotten very bad. I can’t sit still easily, or be alone, I’m always reaching for my phone to find somebody to talk to. I am always stressed out about my future, about finding a real graduate job, finding the money to move out, and now I’m single all of these fears of never meeting somebody have come to my system. I really struggle to approve of my appearance and I dread photos at anything I go to. I had a birthday event a few days ago and I got way too drunk, started crying and talking about being depressed. I don’t know if I actually am or not, but I struggle to find true feelings of lightness throughout most of my day. I am always feeling heavy, always on the edge, always a little unhappy. I constantly worry about being shy, awkward, saying the wrong thing. When it turned midnight for 2018 all I was filled with was dread. I went into the bathroom, locked it, slid to the floor and just started crying. I’ve felt as though all of the secure parts of my life are unravelling a little, and while I know that my situation certainly isn’t the worst in the world, I have never felt lonelier, more isolated or low self-esteem wise. I can’t remember what it was like to not be anxious, to not feel dread and that something is about to fall apart. I hope to find a way to live with all of these thoughts and get back to a more positive head space, I just don’t really know how to go about it. I’m sorry for such a long post but I wanted to express myself and just vent. Thank you so much for reading if you made it this far. 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I really haven't enjoyed the experience much and just want to stay home. Since leaving for college in August, I've constantly been thinking about early high school and my childhood and how easy and fun they were. I really just want to go back to any time growing up and get away from my life now. I'm always depressed and worrying about the future and being sad thinking about growing up. I'm sick of feeling this way all the time, how can I 'get better'?",4.239122807017544,6.001693789473688,4.7728070175438635,83.40464912280704,71.63157894736842,7.171929824561403,30.21052631578948,7.793537801064563,2.0698842105263164,468,20,86,6,9,149,73,114,0.16699999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.141,-0.8034,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,10,7,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,2,1,22,17,11,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,2,2,10,3,17,13,2,25,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,12,56,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018599977326262,0.0,0.0,0.13091524694234902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087203176836328,0.14803039382975888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026185099729366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803785224885213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581091832468994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883143744131128,0.0,0.2166303247719641,0.19468042493817972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637512160332541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115989460725472,0.0,0.1094094117232266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034002518361443,0.1931059484923942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384316729776936,0.0,0.0,0.13597742305099214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151899545715416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665714809043204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948331441528335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924850624643833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20519293830441307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24670874739105156,0.0,0.0,0.22451142315364145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270979728912596,0.1528076315039943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955060056774519,0.1961869022075904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397187592519412 anxiety,hewtiehoo,2018/01/01,"Chest Discomfort I'm so sick of this, chest pains/tightness/tingling have been coming on and off for weeks. This current episode has been going on 4 days. I went to the ER for the 3rd time this year and once again they said everything was fine. Gave me 9 Ativan and sent me home. Yesterday I felt better but today it's back to worrying. My chest feels so tight and i'll get a palpitation that feels like a knife stabbing me just randomly in my chest. I need to call my doctor but they are closed today so I'm just going to have to wait until tomorrow. Why wont this go away? Anyone else been through this torture? :-( ",1.1255107526881716,3.6178938629032302,2.288838709677417,93.37659139784948,86.17741935483872,5.5647311827957004,19.55698924731183,7.03164865440522,0.3740415053763448,485,14,102,7,15,154,85,124,0.13699999999999998,0.8109999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9143,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,7,5,1,1,4,0,9,6,4,0,0,17,25,10,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,6,1,2,1,0,9,5,11,3,15,15,0,24,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,13,59,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788893247747455,0.202057792056144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527872303174345,0.15163694502966873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441004021118814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136632575243055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987293487755564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271796297304378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184564087548207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473781352777508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772333531183423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994235381732038,0.14088187249245754,0.18934581885153096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030304354787243,0.0,0.3362250519366262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978107018354537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634343145469787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622353601426194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001477373265748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758522520045925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499066323647596,0.0,0.37385079755995454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581843626024217,0.0,0.0,0.18280916952490445,0.17794504702664832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20026923301964555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699227536010532 anxiety,Syphergg,2018/01/01,Debilitating Anxiety I can't cope with the amount of anxiety I wake up with on a daily basis because of my emotionally abusive dad. It's a constant ache in me being afraid of him and it's causing me to sink even lower than I ever imagined possible. I hate myself. I just needed to express that to get myself through this day. ,2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,5.3365384615384635,76.09762820512822,76.69230769230771,7.410256410256411,29.294871794871803,8.344100000000001,2.505102564102564,260,12,46,5,6,92,50,65,0.247,0.753,0.0,-0.9337,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,8,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,11,0,13,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,37,15,0,0.0,0.3372394118635513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354815734138153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350749998761805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29239289898391085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075833705767908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356247923229724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32016987487593473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879950988534095,0.25746367605328896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870716492054348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810127019926177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104916604791116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208769923354335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nicholas-s-c,2018/01/01,"I'm jealous of those who's had success with ssri No ssri or antidepressants would for me because they trigger mania (I'm bipolar). I've had big success with 5htp until It triggered bipolar for me. Even with mood stabilizers, ssri still trigger mania. I'm stuck in my room being completely isolated from society cause of anxiety. This shit is driving me insane. Loneliness is fucking me up... ",5.383145539906106,7.785525366197183,6.6419014084507095,68.51994131455403,69.98591549295774,8.67699530516432,37.18544600938967,9.2995712137729,4.226913615023474,315,18,45,7,6,106,51,71,0.245,0.667,0.08800000000000001,-0.8805,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,2,6,3,0,0,0,6,4,1,4,0,9,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,11,6,0,7,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,1,2,31,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2978106261909183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373114288857946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999145665684965,0.0,0.0,0.4081697943617791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25712655381244354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35989818319170336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996070874561836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108925512732933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276544942717032,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,idgafabtwhatyouthink,2018/01/01,"Anyone feel like you can't talk to doctors/therapists/counsellors about your existential thoughts? Hi guys, I don't know about you, but I am currently struggling with getting help with my existential thoughts. I have always been embarrassed about talking to doctors about them, and anxious in the fear that THEY might begin questioning reality too. When I told a doctor once, and he was a young doctor, but I still thought he would know, they just asked ""Existential? what does that mean?"" I was thinking ""Are you serious..."" That experience just reinforced my view that I shouldn't tell anyone who could possibly help me, in case they don't know/freak out/can't understand it/are not equipped mentally do deal with such questions. I know doctors are intelligent and well trained, but that doesn't mean that they have questioned life before. It's like I worry that the thoughts are contagious. It's reassuring to know that others get this, but I do personally hate reading about people's *specific* thoughts that they get, because I am prone to worrying about those thoughts too, after I have been exposed to them. Hence worrying about the mental health of doctors/therapists, once I share. So has anyone here spoken about existential thoughts to them? Do you think that I should? Thanks.",6.828872982821448,8.9532744380531,5.832758979698074,76.92288651743884,65.68141592920354,9.565434669443,34.090577824049966,9.916854025145753,3.5823339927121287,1037,47,174,24,17,311,121,226,0.156,0.725,0.12,-0.8229,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,5,8,0,18,11,1,3,5,0,25,6,0,0,0,38,50,9,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,0,2,17,6,0,0,20,1,0,0,6,5,1,0,12,2,30,6,21,33,0,8,0,0,1,0,32,2,0,4,8,116,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338301351547959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963213493295676,0.0,0.18499820669816366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244784483073153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053761174524798776,0.0,0.07504510558806783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041433207622648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092233300590544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610740027826939,0.0771776286969559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626893924735576,0.0,0.09924079553210252,0.04459264940337918,0.06300455808673311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823042543322725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732418899801155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870715843210726,0.0,0.09374423332762244,0.0,0.0,0.11822680681700788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234075957819695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062292791427934716,0.08617255316063009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921344204379407,0.0,0.0,0.1777540816426158,0.0935580359861284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784372718242695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114139886201358,0.07700606737920153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942350611454157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29638649742733736,0.0,0.08821611196601994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043044149174546,0.0,0.0,0.0921976839956021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417711731698292,0.07708391014000618,0.08119557101523292,0.0,0.10239799489711733,0.0,0.1130200602412848,0.0,0.4901035444802972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427147034526572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918112382399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929542051965524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26869051996978405,0.0,0.06264924112237223,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nyvaariel,2018/01/01,"Struggling with the move Myself and my partner have recently bought a property together - 30 miles away from my family and all my friends - 30 miles away from the place I’ve lived my whole life. I knew when buying the house it was going to be a big change for me- I think I just assumed that it would be ok and that I would manage, but I am finding it too difficult. We’ve moved to an area that he’s lived in for 7 years, an area that he knows well and has friends. Soon after moving we got a puppy - the puppy and going to work are the only reason I leave the house on my own. I know no one here, I don’t know the area and my anxiety makes it very difficult for me to seek out people to speak to. I’ve never felt so isolated.. and I don’t know what to do. 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I am a piece of bait for anxiety. I guess im used to it but i hate it. Alot of you know this feeling like there is a spear though your chest, that hollow, numbing, tight pressure, that freaks us out at times. Ive been checked out over the last 25 years and so far so good, so its just the manifestation of my anxiety disorder as a damned physical symptom. My arms and legs get pains all the time too that make me think im stroking out, which exacerbates the damn anxiety. Anyway just wanted to type out my feelings. Sick and tired of it but its mine and its here to stay. I have started working with CBD oil, so maybe i can find a dose that will subside these pains. I go through tubs of blue emu oil too lol, what a mess. happy new years yall",2.090877192982454,3.8509760994152074,3.0021988304093585,93.84294736842106,77.47953216374269,6.197426900584795,23.68070175438596,7.03164865440522,0.6049396491228071,647,21,147,7,15,205,114,171,0.235,0.659,0.106,-0.9742,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,3,0,1,13,13,3,1,11,1,7,12,3,2,1,28,20,12,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,1,9,0,0,0,14,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,8,18,4,21,18,3,21,0,0,1,0,4,11,2,2,9,90,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32704758141559465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685957614965004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332296447920588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616428171463706,0.20361106184964992,0.0,0.0,0.13024689932534786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445292996009127,0.0,0.0809888202010462,0.11952635124097115,0.0,0.0,0.15698521641042673,0.0,0.0,0.15169911873560238,0.0,0.140694088482767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4617892464684095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831696766960998,0.1161605155332757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065542711021193,0.1392413944652831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512312908556003,0.0,0.14316532866965215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763212298070332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032705275181448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169840822695725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086570356223763,0.15189126534104708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811715800290104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913113875204097,0.14001034331374276,0.0,0.16619150945504266,0.1637884222746576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141585171843807,0.12307848141325252,0.0,0.0,0.08405308375590029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374526635219698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353697019578227 anxiety,reidonfire6,2018/01/01,"Really worried about being alone. Hello all. I’m a college freshman home for winter break. I’m feeling really alone. My old friend group from high school kinda grew away from me as I went to a different high school, so I’ve been seeing plenty of snaps and Facebook posts about them hanging out together and being really close but have never been invited or even reached out to. I was really close to church friends through my junior year but I basically vanished my senior year because my dad left my family, I had to work, and I had to get myself a scholarship to college (which I did). They’re all like a big family, and while they include me in stuff, I cannot escape the feeling that I’m just a guest there, not a member of that family. I did get a full ride to William and Mary (I’m from Florida), which meant I go to school out of state, while most of them going to state schools. Most of them still see each other all the time and are super close, while I’ve had to start over. It kinda hurts to see my college friends hanging out with their friends from home and still being super close to them while I don’t really have that luxury. There is one guy who I think I’ll be friends with the rest of my life. He was my best buddy in high school and we’re still really close. And my girlfriend, who goes to school in DC, is home too so I can see her. I’m grateful for them but wish I had a bigger friend group from home that I was still close to. I’ve loved college, but haven’t really found a new best friend yet. I’ve still kinda struggled with feeling like an outsider and not really fitting in. I have plenty of surface friends, but I want a close, supportive friend group more than anything in the world, and I hope it’s not too late. Is it? Can anyone relate to this? Is it weird to not be close with people from high school? How can I get rid of these feelings of loneliness and feeling like I’m a failure? How can I find what I’m looking for in college?",5.422702173913041,5.164753005000005,5.765608695652176,84.70182608695656,67.7,8.956521739130435,28.39130434782609,8.456263369488248,1.7538010869565217,1542,44,327,20,23,494,171,400,0.053,0.723,0.224,0.9977,1,2,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,7,5,18,22,0,1,16,0,31,2,0,2,4,63,63,27,0,3,11,1,5,3,11,0,1,0,4,1,17,29,0,0,9,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,14,10,39,19,55,44,11,62,1,1,5,1,29,31,0,7,23,213,56,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324340330331341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044704594373505976,0.0,0.052612769998943286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006870899902227,0.0,0.0,0.0389739696898086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341909430585871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679810225856432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422282338519558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808156961250683,0.0,0.16163640225474282,0.09134985457058566,0.0,0.0,0.05843511253050662,0.0,0.0,0.07010104456425939,0.44456177329774543,0.0,0.10020964866678776,0.0,0.07267107081512035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330535605440919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702018751803566,0.25652667054296285,0.06350153419910609,0.0,0.0,0.06844336597786997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212107086665341,0.0,0.0694651851325643,0.0,0.04515893461155708,0.0937057227077496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053689004294077344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577035184959268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931034412051468,0.061748484116310426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670886610179125,0.0,0.043323774003953236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432423672108258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123172226844927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276653953917594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529369592159202,0.20379055606824267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525327488530091,0.0,0.25529147346594355,0.0,0.0,0.06683837868641873,0.07318987890120282,0.0,0.07255228403463314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04096674264577613,0.0,0.0,0.03728080901320235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0377103135142063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059268061798240276,0.0,0.0,0.07352169311500725,0.0,0.0,0.046545187219041884,0.06492874131938726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234363783285506 anxiety,Lemonslicesfloor,2018/01/01,"My boyfriend broke up with me because of my anxiety Ive been struggling with separation anxiety since I was young and it ultimately ended up ending my relationship. A few months back I had a really bad panic attack and my boyfriend made it very clear that if my anxiety didn't ease up, he'd leave me. Since what I was scared of was loosing him because he's been the only person in my life I've had a secure attachment to, I tried really hard to just not be anxious around him. But that ended up making me feel like I was bursting at the seams with my anxiety and anxiety would either leak out in small ways, like me being clingy and scared when he'd leave me, or I'd just explode and have big panic attacks. He'd make me feel ashamed when I panicked or felt anxious by getting annoyed, but I don't think it was intentional. He really just didn't know what to do or how to handle it. And outside of all the anxiety, our relationship was still pretty damn solid. We still were very compatible, got along great, and had an amazing time when I wasn’t anxious. Ultimately, I felt like he put me in a position where it was completely on me to change my anxiety without him changing how he reacted to it. I tried to express that to him after we broke up, but he didn't want to hear it. Instead he left me feeling like it was my fault for having anxiety in the first place. I've just been left in a place where I feel abandoned and like I was justified in having separation anxiety in our relationship. I don’t know how to get over the breakup at this point and let him go.",7.600516877637133,5.8861766677215215,8.160177215189876,74.08018143459917,63.968354430379755,11.717805907172995,36.25654008438819,10.650279960617883,3.612188438818565,1241,48,251,26,15,416,145,316,0.182,0.6859999999999999,0.133,-0.5920000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,0,1,17,23,4,6,11,0,34,1,0,8,2,53,52,22,0,3,14,0,7,5,0,1,1,1,0,1,14,17,0,2,9,0,0,2,8,15,0,1,24,8,44,8,39,21,3,44,0,3,0,0,24,27,1,4,19,175,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380584763468005,0.26486061040596715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956976510638388,0.0,0.17781303808823867,0.0,0.060092263799690376,0.06525170086388386,0.0952786134069536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534395367185012,0.0,0.08193843049191557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076522051998488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15805926268729667,0.11166026385924213,0.150071856084523,0.0,0.0,0.06647405993330675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165994252882246,0.0,0.0444142521096188,0.0,0.0625034213255284,0.0861602748242585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000674421254531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808034531885879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589801747708352,0.0,0.0,0.16549840969969035,0.16981966610444502,0.07991332102151134,0.05519941523751894,0.1908998792217273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394709682614052,0.10433100830890484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062378312138744764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059436337148141415,0.0,0.18338357285722864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682372677742407,0.16329952047651325,0.0,0.07387668785785009,0.0,0.0,0.07950629840572654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856199227008874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019401787354228,0.0,0.0,0.2517104608794769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648288374421573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929241082845536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248208370871376,0.0,0.0,0.08169899158714786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05007514587498815,0.0,0.0,0.04556969456457775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611697702272052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896330616549193,0.046094693604108526,0.062031561663642036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533348239768928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551527545574829,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ViveValjean,2018/01/01,Benzo Withdrawal Who else is experiencing benzo withdrawal? I had my dose of Valium cut 25% and I am really feeling it today.,1.923260869565219,4.618151652173914,6.661195652173916,57.54657608695655,97.69565217391305,10.995652173913042,23.14130434782609,9.516144504307137,4.558139130434783,100,4,14,5,4,39,20,23,0.091,0.736,0.173,-0.0276,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5553872553628969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361623210511401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259125663623574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6301891591424029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tibijibi,2018/01/01,"Just back from my first walk Doctor’s orders. Two 15 minute walks, a day. I didn’t want to do it. The thought of the leaving the house, turned my stomach. My husband got me dressed, bundled me up, and dragged my fat ass outside. We walked around our block. I hated every single second, but at least I did it. 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I was breaking some frozen raw chicken apart and some juice of it splashed in my eye. Will I be okay?,1.0673809523809543,3.2885662142857166,0.6928571428571431,106.71880952380957,83.28571428571429,3.733333333333334,23.619047619047624,3.1291,-0.498038095238095,106,4,26,0,3,30,20,28,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,swagachu11,2018/01/01,"How do you overcome crippling social anxiety? My SO is struggling severely with social anxiety. There’s been a few major panic attacks; I want to support him and give him the opportunity to overcome it, but he just panics and flees. And I get it, I do. But I don’t know how to help him feel better or more comfortable because he doesn’t talk to me during these events. He just shuts down. I’ve told him to seek help with a therapist because I thought it could help, but he doesn’t want that. So I don’t know how to help. Any advice would be appreciated! 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I don't know if this is the correct sub to post and ask this, but I recently noticed that I always have my stomach sucked in. Maybe its become a habit because I want to appear thinner, or because I don't want to make a lot of noise when I breathe because I don't have the confidence to breathe full breaths of air. But I think its even making my voice soft, unable to project and be loud. Anyone else have similar experiences?",6.768791208791207,6.415994010989014,6.809098901098902,78.66090109890114,64.93406593406593,9.477802197802195,37.98021978021978,8.841846274778883,3.245402637362637,369,18,71,5,5,118,59,91,0.093,0.873,0.034,-0.7913,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,4,0,8,5,5,2,1,15,18,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,9,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,4,2,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19310501593455265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227225684763694,0.23778829338574586,0.0,0.0,0.21695882503448155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244123523660536,0.2563086372022807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386890817842994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532833684295264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270139108487757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275423670903561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973018912522478,0.0,0.0,0.30982376896396635,0.0,0.2331505604357268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26421895960741465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22226372708254868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291460941848415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870430831525905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737677308625265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jay_M_Coast,2018/01/01,"Is my anxiety really anxiety? I wonder if there's anybody else under the impression that their anxiety issues are caused by something more physical. Like in my case I kind of feels like my anxiety derives from digestive issues and not the other way around. Maybe gas build up. For example, I might start getting a feeling of pressure in my chest and start getting my anxiety attack and then I burp and then the feeling goes away temporarily. Am I crazy to think about that. I recently did another experiment and I stopped drinking coffee for about two days. I am not a heavy coffee drinker, I always have a morning cup and that's it. However, while I did not drink coffee my anxiety was pretty much non-existent. Today I had my morning coffee and boom, I've been getting anxiety attacks all day. I believe this idea is something worth exploring.",5.0403846153846175,7.288326371794874,6.0335897435897445,73.17807692307693,70.53846153846155,9.671794871794873,34.43589743589743,10.035473477838034,4.113258974358973,678,35,109,19,13,224,98,156,0.155,0.748,0.097,-0.7287,1,0,5,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,2,1,6,0,12,5,1,1,1,23,22,11,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,8,3,1,7,2,1,1,3,3,0,1,5,4,20,4,15,16,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,12,78,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674110981434003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219131278798512,0.6225924455173343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349976784562456,0.0,0.2645345738039461,0.10923402240154237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098991496712134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943533723448815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996155301237002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778926438495234,0.0,0.0,0.09712380201471407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372867541797806,0.0,0.0,0.17635998521379925,0.08305915198463322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18222970311375855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124810522300182,0.0,0.2426991908734743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210712501597796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360160926800945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680299375564653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333791976856885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546754834825968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182824667393127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448180953293057,0.0,0.11479684954727434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901168873649653,0.0,0.0,0.16458476717535495,0.0,0.0,0.0972020587624507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449739071235525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102048463182197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357320804755185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228509283409037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260835415291728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yteburk,2018/01/01,"Freezing still Do any of you just sometimes freeze and not move for like 30 minutes if not longer? Sometimes I just sit still for 30 minutes because the task I have to do is either too hard or has had such a buildup or idk.. Im sitting in the shower for like 40 minutes now... yes Im typing this from in the shower on my phone... and the place where I am at at that moment does not matter either, I can sit on my stairs, the toilet, anywhere.",2.54795031055901,3.677874043478262,3.516149068322985,93.26239130434784,74.8695652173913,5.257142857142857,24.01242236024845,3.1291,0.06650745341614916,340,10,75,0,7,109,61,92,0.09,0.867,0.043,-0.2946,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,13,8,5,0,1,10,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,12,7,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,6,53,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663621391174028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912897358531518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408424672747006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914747780543695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285017546602983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903541017585075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600113377566282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555945033710921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839062133248069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39073623452849626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OfficeChimp8,2018/01/01,"SSRI Symptoms Hi everyone, I've been lurking for a few weeks and I'm finally able to get up the courage to ask a question. My anxiety started in June when my brother passed away. I stuffed all of my grief into a box and went right back to work. Almost predictably, my work performance suffered behaviorally. After getting a terrible (the worst in my career) review, I started having panic/anxiety attacks. I sought out therapy right away, but I wasn't getting better quickly enough for my boss. This gets to my question: I went to my GP and got on Zoloft and Xanax. The Zoloft did pretty well to even me out once I found the right dosage, but the side effects were extreme. After taking the Zoloft, I would immediately dry heave, followed by tremors down my sides, then I would get really ""weepy"". Google said to stop taking and call my Doctor, which I did. My Doc told me to stop taking the Zoloft (after only being on it for a week) and call him back if I still needed an anti-depressant. I was pretty even for a little bit until I got an email from my boss while on vacation. So - here we go again, back on an SSRI, but it's Lexipro this time. I'm only on 5 mg, but after a little over a week, I see some of the same symptoms coming back (tremors and weepy-ness). Does anyone else have these symptoms? Is this normal? After speaking with a couple of other friends, none of them report any side effects at all. TL:DR I get weepy and tremors when taking SSRI's, is that normal? 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So I've been playing guitar for a year now and it's helped me in general so much. I'll always look forward to going to guitar center or some place like that because it's fun to try out new guitars and new gear and it's usually helpful for me to be able to try something before I go get it. The trouble is that usually when I get there my mind completely shuts down regarding what I should play and the longer I'm in there the more the panic sets in. It has nothing to do with being afraid of playing in front of people because I play in front of people pretty often with no nerves at all and the most I've played in front of was probably 300-400 people at a Christmas Eve service. I've even gotten compliments before and had a guy next to me at Guitar Center start jamming along with me. So I don't know why I freeze and can't think of what to play to try something out even if I'd just practiced something beforehand and I don't know why it's become such a stressful experience going somewhere I enjoy. I usually buy online but I'm looking to buy a bass guitar or a new electric and those things you need to feel and try before you buy it so I have to go in there. Anyone have any tips at all?",4.769215328467155,4.488723905109492,5.903348540145987,83.23998631386863,69.07299270072993,8.455839416058394,29.16879562043795,7.8658589789855275,1.7493948905109489,1026,33,216,11,16,344,137,274,0.057,0.857,0.086,0.7422,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,14,15,1,3,13,0,16,0,0,0,2,35,33,20,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,16,0,0,4,12,4,8,4,5,0,0,6,4,17,10,40,24,6,41,0,0,2,0,5,19,0,7,16,135,30,1,0.10730460386572142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892860264088723,0.0,0.0,0.07297081026034624,0.0,0.08208772825166043,0.0,0.0,0.07502987397922346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207447789283997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623567165365705,0.11850950447512475,0.27392494359663033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125068355976869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174735767897498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496449271983084,0.0,0.0,0.05425643185710586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212445337128164,0.0,0.2439347168498239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624842823285163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384802817443984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794360805354916,0.0,0.0,0.11362008193212095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242360928389087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021768378428488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834706080031424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888123046726847,0.07956500411473383,0.0,0.3109063652124696,0.11411966355538415,0.0,0.0,0.10296166143032974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589883256795048,0.0,0.0,0.1024343861588418,0.22317450423254653,0.0,0.11211047241895168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916735883287718,0.11569251186450152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24782497945337476,0.0,0.0,0.07595075090992273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291706118377152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128841077945412,0.06875645738715165,0.0,0.0,0.062570177434868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914111294625464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35454258383353826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936514296507076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910064676989264 anxiety,Uncreativitype,2018/01/01,"Worried I'm gonna drop out in last two weeks of high school? I'm graduating early so I have like two-ish weeks left of high school. But I've been working most of break so I never got a chance to sleep in or ""reset"" I guess... Anyways I don't think I can do it. I had been missing school more and more often before break started. It's so hard to get out of bed. Everyone I've asked just says ""push through it"" but how... I'm losing any will to go at all, I used to be able to force myself to just do stuff whether I wanted to or not but not anymore.",-0.07849862258953166,1.6257266528925598,1.995392561983472,98.71611914600551,84.12396694214875,4.694490358126721,18.34779614325069,5.46131890053228,-0.6349344352617079,419,10,105,2,12,140,76,121,0.102,0.8809999999999999,0.017,-0.7348,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,1,2,2,22,24,11,0,1,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,4,2,9,1,17,17,4,19,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,5,7,64,13,5,0.16069772768861254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927996538814397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936896509955994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023068279018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674193031610082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355356535629835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395793016318412,0.0,0.09132822192602637,0.0,0.12852465284938422,0.0,0.17702666427102146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395359975851624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395719444410007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099009610622273,0.0,0.0,0.1745985513288829,0.0,0.0,0.07850879259289717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797796523967444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393999429412796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779328299248988,0.0,0.4879040389893078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081378166569746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374267876466522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396045160895771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296861521301237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395665931736483,0.0,0.0,0.13879124102467952,0.0,0.0,0.09478368332530147,0.0,0.2578040480285924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698985965800955,0.16319634292111634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kweb92,2018/01/01,"Exercising with Anxiety I have been battling with anxiety for 4 years now and I am finally getting to a point where I am starting to break free of it's chains. However, the last hurdle (if you will) is exercise.. whenever I start to exercise or engage in anything physical my breath becomes very short and i start focusing on my heart rate, which in turn normally leads to me having a panic attack. Has anyone else dealt with this? How did you combat it? 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Essentially I keep failing my driving test due to anxiety, I get so stressed I can’t concentrate and panic, making silly mistakes. My instructor says I don’t need any more lessons as I can drive, just not under test conditions. Does anyone have any recommendations of things I could take before hand? (Non prescription) I’ve taken amiltryptaline in the past which has helped me calm down but it makes me too drowsy to be able to drive safely. Thank you for any tips too, I’m open to anything as this is getting to be an expensive problem! 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They started around 6 last night after I had a frozen drink (and I finally realized that's one of my triggers), and while it's calmed down, my heart keeps pounding. My wife swears my heart beat sounds normal. I managed to sleep for three hours, but I'm really scared right now. I feel this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach, and when I stand up I feel light-headed. Not sure if anyone is able to respond, but I'd appreciate any kind words. This *has* happened before and I should know I will survive, but I am freaked the fuck out right now. Every sensation of tightness makes it worse. EDIT: It's now tomorrow, and while I still feel like my heart is still a bit ""off"", I feel 90% better. I'm going to see if exercise and breakfast (and maybe some meditation) gets me the rest of the way there. Once my health insurance kicks in on the 15th, I will definitely talk to a doctor and see about maybe getting a 72-hour heart monitor. Thank you to all who responded. You helped me to calm down a bit even while I was still having these symptoms. EDIT 2: I'm in the hospital. I have afib. Stress caused it, but I will be okay with medication. So all the times I felt like I was dying, I actually had atrial fibrillation. I'm glad I went in--I will have an ultrasound later this week, but it looks like I will be fine.",3.338501498501497,4.9896704175824205,4.248080253080256,86.70790459540459,73.76190476190476,7.7475191475191485,25.229603729603728,8.438071523408619,1.514268864468864,1076,35,225,19,22,347,160,273,0.063,0.7609999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.9812,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,1,3,13,17,1,3,13,1,19,15,7,3,3,40,45,21,1,4,8,1,7,3,0,6,5,1,0,0,11,12,2,2,8,2,0,2,1,5,0,2,6,11,32,12,25,31,6,37,0,0,3,1,9,12,1,3,24,137,43,4,0.09477688045845166,0.0,0.09248856359807872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445152874946218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627019848878267,0.0,0.0,0.08437151747354596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064814462305178,0.0,0.0,0.08382244880400494,0.20694361292760485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973619637241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836343857620428,0.0,0.0,0.09700815318951647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284526091404978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625992356807592,0.0,0.07985360947958127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396101924320952,0.06770862233683403,0.09100066823972168,0.10382343988491616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761969876953328,0.09903401653611567,0.0,0.05386388529860535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762176476790874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726842248104564,0.10074339196059832,0.0,0.5615552983807638,0.06352694516040285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667227180570603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424204608608145,0.0,0.09869553633816903,0.05208689487041029,0.07725580727536517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890958928055208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795887094178006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632643036605545,0.0,0.1904322305981601,0.0,0.0,0.09547773602835813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894168194829802,0.092861219812186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093428450549198,0.0642232670435922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060716496522408736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187787611888182,0.0,0.0,0.18977638259877425,0.0,0.15104980584261454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948453271880421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708356380241867,0.0,0.2270668174872209,0.0,0.10856659634750314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893260881937829,0.09850946821572054,0.0,0.07617806642807921,0.0,0.08725781785066808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055265161170806064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522947620725921,0.0760242966504693,0.0,0.0,0.08785911771391806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965857382025846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lofty_Incantations11,2018/01/01,"People used to like me more when I was married Classic anxious person issue, is it just anxiety or is it a real issue? I used to have a lot more close friends when I was married. I have entire groups of friends that avoid me now. Fair weather friends or do I just carry around so much baggage now that people just don’t know how to act around me? It’s been almost three years . I’m not as goofy and lighthearted as I used to be. I’m in a great relationship but also profoundly cynical about it lasting because of the way my marriage went. How do I move past this anxious cynicism? 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I'm on 100mg Zoloft / sertraline but can't remember if I took today's dose....should I take an one just incase I didn't take it? Or just leave it tonight incase I did take it?",-1.7126785714285724,0.2188690416666681,1.3426190476190492,97.65000000000002,98.16666666666666,5.242857142857143,15.190476190476188,6.868970318607317,-0.2314023809523813,166,4,41,3,7,58,27,48,0.051,0.949,0.0,-0.212,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,0,5,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348220429064541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027685720574865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5024435738507372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5002295414064029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204234028859332,0.0,0.4927884918094714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AddisonsAddict,2018/01/01,"Hate Myself I am a 17 yo male, and I was invited to a nye party, but my anxiety prevented me from going. This has happened before with social events, and the morning after I feel so stupid and guilty, and that I should've just gone. Last night was the worst I've ever felt. I have great friends who wanted me to go, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. I'm just wondering if anyone else ever feels the same way as me",4.8811235955056205,4.272618235955059,5.936269662921351,84.20620224719102,68.88764044943821,8.917752808988762,25.665168539325844,8.238735603445708,1.3455420224719097,329,7,72,4,5,110,65,89,0.2,0.6729999999999999,0.127,-0.8554,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,2,21,19,9,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,4,3,12,2,7,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785221274159591,0.0,0.0,0.1631729006004177,0.23910806637148396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857480415443174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949449197185497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221805558481371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359907832126816,0.0,0.22406516551727398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029574678358956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652512472335309,0.0,0.0,0.2572836338965263,0.0,0.0,0.20636221246244071,0.0,0.0,0.2303977410449833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902220673668568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899545434800746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23788428522466026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764359849131985,0.18523276107987527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530723197750361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blobbi02,2018/01/01,"Stressed about school Hi Everyone. This is my first time posting here, so I hope I'm in the right place. I'm a 9th grader, and I'm coming on to the last day of my holiday break. Right now I'm struggling with a History report and a Math report (as well as an English assignment, but I can deal with this). They were assigned to me a few days before the break. During the week before the break, I had to deal with a group project in which I was the only one participating. Without going too much into detail, it took a lot out of me and I lost a lot of sleep. I was really looking forward to relaxing during the break, until I got assigned these projects. Anyways, I got home last Friday and I didn't even touch my backpack. I convinced myself that I needed at least a day or so to myself. However, I got ahead of myself. I was planning on beginning my work the day after Christmas, but I didn't. I'm not even sure why, I never procrastinate and I'm always on top of my assignments. I just felt lazy and sleepy, and I didn't even want to think about working (all the while the thought was gnawing at me, and my stomach and chest have been killing me and I'm shaking). I started working on the History project a day ago, and I'm about halfway through with it. I'm going to work throughout the week on the Math project if I don't finish with the History project, as neither are due the day I go back to school. I've been asking my parents for some moral support, but they've been too busy to hang out with me for even 10 minutes (which I don't blame them for, they HAVE been busy). And all I want to do is just sleep. I guess right now I just needed to get this off of my chest, and maybe if anyone has some useful anxiety or school related tips those could be helpful too. Thanks so much for reading this, and Happy New Year.",3.9454812834224597,4.561726136363639,4.820870588235298,87.14471764705883,71.05882352941177,7.588278074866311,28.328983957219247,7.554174236665415,1.4783708235294122,1421,50,304,15,25,462,175,374,0.063,0.8320000000000001,0.105,0.9539,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,3,9,22,13,1,3,25,0,25,5,5,1,4,55,60,29,1,8,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,24,0,0,3,3,0,8,9,5,1,2,20,3,43,8,51,38,11,58,1,1,1,0,10,19,0,10,28,211,54,22,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211641633589209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708075283352185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708664518572729,0.0,0.0,0.0647733962853131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660235720237368,0.0,0.0,0.07123153218627966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765319405911846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979789770850958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739624807798365,0.0,0.0,0.3584561751811996,0.19100774257511247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474138858019956,0.0,0.0,0.08851787444284602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894529487666357,0.0,0.0,0.07879631819955532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839859955984497,0.0,0.1579418894529391,0.0,0.22226893378869086,0.0,0.10204923607353668,0.0,0.0,0.09861297473721063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209210304940665,0.0,0.09292167797119508,0.09200866481503613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248824805801612,0.0,0.0,0.15102176043236187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779109060354539,0.0,0.10112337298904243,0.1575119966677126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930655303538788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361965555731665,0.13737716108635165,0.07144676079593665,0.08946863488495316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277269755961616,0.0704540167885008,0.0,0.0,0.1028615553631426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678512934377688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871988813026885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266128490284356,0.0,0.05934513220097733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733246750682316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28125838930018393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854062339892075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556839064154384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611447270306226,0.09684348667950332,0.0,0.0,0.1051224803857074,0.08730853748947345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528698183376775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05935754687186949,0.0,0.07354280811856875,0.05401692264275087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292224475676624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000794783424703,0.0,0.0,0.10927848090471418,0.0,0.14861436985394205,0.0,0.083291083550506,0.0,0.08358977650326406,0.0,0.0,0.08929800671185872,0.0,0.26976107482141515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965468605261305 anxiety,stpdbp,2018/01/01,"Stoppage from normal work can cause anxiety? During the holiday break I had experienced (in my own opinion) severe anxiety attacks. I feel on the edge and almost everything comes to mind. During the holiday break, I’m just at home lying down, not having much fun and started googling and googling different symptoms which in my opinion became a health anxiety? Could this be because of stoppage of normal work for 2 years? How can I cope up with this. Kinda losing my mind now. Help.",4.9047413793103445,7.566141356321842,5.33400862068966,76.18997844827587,72.2183908045977,8.02816091954023,31.5646551724138,8.841846274778883,3.150886206896552,386,18,60,8,8,123,63,87,0.2,0.7170000000000001,0.083,-0.8573,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,19,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,1,12,7,2,12,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,4,3,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821764176916447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175274032894899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697141480253975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109027191103698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868920222364652,0.0,0.15671641585451168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525614368770667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007792202969973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350677575921158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198917462059804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338287284171266,0.0,0.0,0.12194371182957013,0.0,0.1824904257506512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035329133723752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673944767262955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373933809086014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565051585694026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552889278375605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877085073377156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909472467550092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26489412626822034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715682813150965 anxiety,2123rffr,2018/01/01,"I have to stop pacing, it is destroying me I do this pacing around the room/house for a long time. I'm 30 now, have been through a difficult separation of a 5 year relationship and i've been pacing for literally miles in my 2 room house. If it's not pacing, it's walking in the town, which is also pacing tbh, just doesn't look like it because it seems like you have a place to go. But really is the same thing, come to think of it. I've been doing this whenever i felt stressed in the relationship but not only then, in regards to college work or something else. I remember first doing it very intensely when I was failing my first college year and I was alone for weeks in my parents house. I should've been studying but I was literally pacing for hours around the house. They had a large 4 bedroom apt and rooms were connected in such a fashion that i could walk in circles. And in circles I did walk. Actually no, scratch that. I've been pacing at 5-6 years old when I feared my mother would die whenever she was out at work. That's when pacing started. My feet hurt now, i'm feeling tingling and heat in my legs whenever I force myself to stop. My stress is through the roof now because other than losing my relationship, I had very little friends to begin with and I am now having to face that reality as well. I also changed my profession recently and I have to start working in the new field, which is also stressful, it's like the experience of my first college failure. I have to stop, i really do. I can sense I am very stressed and at least now it's better because for the last 10 years i've been ignoring this through mindless gaming, browsing, watching youtube/streams and masturbation. I cut those out and am left with this. 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I feel like everything is falling apart. I have nowhere to go. I'm in a burning building and the fire is getting closer. I don't want to jump out and fall to my death, but I don't want to burn either..... I'm just so worried and confused and....ugh. I hate my life so much.",-1.4563013698630165,0.5242576849315093,0.996726027397262,100.9186506849315,95.43835616438356,4.015890410958904,19.628767123287677,5.6839178017228535,-0.3473167123287673,253,9,63,2,10,85,45,73,0.298,0.6779999999999999,0.024,-0.9534,0,0,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,13,17,6,1,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,7,17,3,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285386844021874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735209599948623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041271855483998,0.21251679346178795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541884409637133,0.0,0.16906237037444347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936957969942253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348493732708896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101159771936599,0.14533166518605234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43735792832011744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340757559916858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509179055029763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021011467083196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mr830BedTime,2018/01/01,"New Years was hard. Just in general, I’m sure a lot of people here had a difficult night due to all the socializing aspects. Does anyone who chooses to stay in regret it ? I never have because for the fear of missing out, but I always think it would be much easier and this New Years shit isn’t worth it.",2.8503225806451624,4.384165967741936,4.471806451612904,85.08770967741938,74.80645161290323,7.540645161290323,23.690322580645162,8.238735603445708,1.326667096774194,238,7,49,4,5,80,51,62,0.197,0.69,0.113,-0.5789,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,4,0,6,1,1,0,3,13,9,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,2,1,8,5,3,11,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,1,7,33,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959656128942412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467610701348395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435664878145691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609894013323413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650175073071669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097331353889184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022465940265294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312909193183793,0.0,0.18164207994858853,0.4549196842409681,0.0,0.22101291784958746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327500230933312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417506241534741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400757593101339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510254327676038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219681364163288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090716715970978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673016185321282,0.0,0.0,0.3033251929846188 anxiety,staylovelys,2018/01/01,"I did it. You can, too. My 2017 resolution was to go for everything. To not let my fears hold me back. It was a direct attempt to address how much social anxiety hindered my life; I was scared to give hugs, talk to strangers, give high-fives or fist bumps, initiate conversation, and break any rules. But today I can proudly say that I think I did pretty damn well at fulfilling that resolution. I’m reading back on my journal entries from the earlier part of the year and wow, it’s crazy how much is different. This year I took so many chances, I let myself get hurt, I decided to push away my fear of making mistakes, and I embraced trying new things. And so many things have come from it. My mental state has been through hell but I’m so much stronger now !! I seriously don’t regret any of the choices I made this year. I was so happy and I let go of a lot of my anxiety that comes from social situations. Yay! I finally initiated a hug! And I’m really, really bad at them but I still did it! I asked someone to a school dance! In public! It was terrifying, but they said yes. I went on an overnight snorkeling trip and hated it, but at least I tried! Stepping out of your comfort zone is so, so hard. I get it. I had many breakdowns. I had public anxiety attacks. It was definitely not a smooth road. But I’ve improved so much. I’m so happy. Sorry for this wall of text. I hope that this provides some encouragement to you guys. I used to frequent on here to convince myself that I wasn’t the only one, that my situation wasn’t hopeless. So here I am to tell you that it’s not. It will get better. It is worth it. I promise. Happy 2018 ((/:",0.5820773989354038,3.005072163141996,2.7415774708675045,89.44368831822761,88.69788519637461,5.931837145734428,22.080348151345127,7.35660576581511,0.9911846640771116,1270,47,267,23,42,428,174,331,0.142,0.65,0.207,0.9831,1,0,0,0,0,1,54.0,0,4,2,3,20,28,4,3,10,2,27,3,0,5,0,33,50,25,0,3,10,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,26,10,0,1,2,2,1,10,6,13,1,1,18,4,43,15,33,28,8,34,1,3,0,2,20,11,2,4,11,184,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650980984784194,0.0,0.21347377509392088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695855203463994,0.105820525566304,0.08739274790462348,0.14304901386582475,0.07766550027771182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226617944468559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025221170192608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971832058399156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835978869883981,0.0,0.0,0.20934048427717603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189582692946753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457929878880869,0.1784612023668238,0.10572766882351718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210168014041158,0.0,0.2970557074423833,0.08332516608912678,0.09183525550567567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827780867313878,0.0,0.09238709574913012,0.0,0.0,0.09957686669685596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853492540647765,0.06570081917714297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907992115215716,0.0,0.08801515045664303,0.0620897221644232,0.2829146095198433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373948821599476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735134619274154,0.0,0.0,0.08983661869538763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303088118417847,0.07074379362025401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072859375950002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463196145324597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304240005836313,0.0,0.11917843655091245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848068482082032,0.07397103336274187,0.09312647249031536,0.0941384009674843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091105237012068,0.0,0.18963870058193336,0.07881319566540466,0.0,0.0,0.10412517162163082,0.0,0.0,0.0742836786559612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476372465775682,0.08130115741296767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359302657989693,0.059601684007794725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816945618602391,0.0,0.10334556316162136,0.1263051843755033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033701991125981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363365913958865,0.08622790251099895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797001359591426 anxiety,quilgee,2018/01/01,"Fuck the holidays THIS IS A RANT I could not figure out how to flair on mobile and I am extremely tired so thank you if you are reading! It seems like the holidays always bring out the worst in everybody. I feel like goddamn Charlie Brown, I always get depressed and anxious around this time of the year. Midterms and projects coming up, multiple holidays alienating singles, I can’t really think of what else to say I’m fucking tired I just don’t want to be on edge any more why can’t people just leave me the fuck alone I don’t want to socialize I don’t want to make small talk I don’t want to pretend to watch football while my grandpa complains that I don’t learn anything in school and I need to cut my hair I’m underaged so I can’t even drown my anxiety in whiskey like the adults do I’m worthless it’s 3:00 am on new year and I’m trying to sleep on a friend’s couch and I’m almost in tears because I’m writing this and fuck life I’m too much of a pussy to kill myself my life isn’t even fucked up i was never bullied j was never abused i wasn’t neglected my mom isn’t poor i have supportive people in my life i have friends why am i this fucked up I hate this i hate this fuck christmas fuck new years fuck valentine’s day fuck the holidays sorry for the rant it’s 3 am and my mind is racing what the fuck is wrong with me? Excuse my language. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you so much in advance. This is a wonderful community.",0.3158569500674773,2.68500005263158,2.08355263157895,94.00807354925777,89.59210526315788,5.354790823211876,20.9527665317139,6.900799576094004,0.5170525641025643,1152,40,251,17,39,377,148,304,0.28300000000000003,0.5720000000000001,0.145,-0.9946,0,1,1,0,1,1,12.0,0,3,0,1,10,29,15,0,13,0,29,19,2,2,2,38,65,14,2,8,4,2,2,3,2,1,5,1,1,1,13,13,1,1,6,7,1,3,14,21,0,0,3,5,33,8,31,58,5,30,0,3,2,11,14,17,11,4,13,146,46,5,0.0,0.08699743285738343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175073188547547,0.0,0.0,0.07352521956658756,0.07604686807018186,0.0,0.0,0.12219210777560753,0.0,0.0,0.09986397054981508,0.0,0.056170449850957586,0.08295012691917901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604230844184203,0.0653644288948826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044759617498481015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324972810089506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058624436649707214,0.0,0.0,0.04735349398784962,0.0,0.06324143692638985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061337740005953184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969939480064922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712623372129704,0.05245532571692932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134570078190008,0.7466895127243272,0.038361891109041715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498532979037568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123464413668799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774720107570769,0.0,0.0,0.15558820330129966,0.10761624589948708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901221646868146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413901291706902,0.08599527760335368,0.0,0.0,0.1079526573462924,0.0544442167995737,0.11326083327507964,0.1418299727820545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180825291022726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344555738790393,0.0,0.04703837549122816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839105367529136,0.0,0.07431071561273002,0.0,0.06684398809123415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347871450739832,0.07484824154267926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082194045543373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332259987569356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590167861796377,0.0,0.1352010157269227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047048215657209215,0.0,0.0,0.0428151087699236,0.16878405251721146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985122192474542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732334911816844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251052440400907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962702580542064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052159501610479074,0.08027946256422393,0.0,0.1418512059009921 anxiety,Karold_Harradine,2018/01/01,"I feel like the rattling tracks as a train passes by in full speed I've been running away forever, running away from my friends, colleagues, LinkedIn Connections and running from 2017, but I fell into 2018, and there's still a feeling that there's something behind, waiting to suck me up as if my back is facing a giant jet turbine. I don't want to look back and yet my fears persist, they break me down into bite-sized screeches, and I need to be someone with a poorly-fitting mask when I'm not at the mirror, when I'm presenting whatever I am to anyone, wearing a Glasgow smile that makes my face tired, makes me sleepy, makes my head lighter than air and yet heavy as a sledgehammer. I take deep breaths, but I sound like a buffering video, and sometimes I forget to breathe. It becomes voluntary, and I have a feeling of not wanting to do it. There's no symbolic ticking that ticks me off, going on and off in my head, there's a continuous, persistent hum that never shuts up, a tinnitus that never existed that will continue to haunt me until it breaks me. It makes my head hurt. I'll never know its reasons, I'll never know why I feel so paralyzed by it even with nothing to cause it. I want to get out, but I know there's no getting out of any place or anything, because the only thing I really want to get out of is myself.",10.446716981132075,6.3358414641509455,9.795566037735847,72.03259433962266,60.77358490566037,12.713207547169812,43.10377358490565,9.888512548439397,4.177271698113207,1048,44,207,14,10,338,149,265,0.122,0.8240000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.9565,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,2,14,6,1,1,13,0,9,9,8,6,4,46,35,20,0,6,7,0,4,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,14,15,0,1,8,1,0,6,9,3,0,0,1,6,28,3,41,32,1,46,0,1,1,0,2,22,1,2,18,141,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262185919453917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495325269348332,0.0,0.099981355546607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283001237827828,0.18684678280293004,0.0,0.07406320406049141,0.1341834571525821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481048337869798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024736319609206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13671746117133635,0.2457293406666163,0.08679720046232127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386797734002747,0.0,0.19043088802881716,0.0,0.06904932176413763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740717122883279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300646308639025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031407372473145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187142104978626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202655034846614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243997149797022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008819476344508,0.3748226940142281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657927139333585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240364462503176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693809529295394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783383767296666,0.12491874743651117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294368101209833,0.09353402401239892,0.12016325118442316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702734745624812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135032817767247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071694718214274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964247710744135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866473871885935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096317904127522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nate2018,2018/01/01,"Nobody is Ever Going to Love Me So my whole life I've had rotten luck getting girls I've asked people out probably about 5 times 3 said they'd go out with me but never showed. I just met this girl at work and asked her out and she said she would I thought 2018 would be the start of a great relationship and I would finally stop being so lonely. She's a few years older then me and in college across the state so she went to party on New Years. And she posted on her Snapchat ""new year who dis😉""with another guy holding her. We planed to go on a date sometime this week. Like I get it we live too far away but I can't seem to reason why nobody FUCKING gives a shit about me. I'm not mad a her I'm mad at myself. I've never felt love from anyone but my parents and now I'm 18 no dating experience and I feel trapped and alone forever. Is it because I'm short 5'6"", too shy and awkward, or maybe my face is just retarded looking? What should I do?",0.5124369747899173,2.4823178627450986,2.427983193277313,94.9573529411765,83.6078431372549,5.258263305322129,19.0280112044818,6.42735559955562,-0.11984005602240888,740,19,171,7,21,246,130,204,0.17600000000000002,0.7170000000000001,0.107,-0.9462,2,4,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,1,1,11,12,4,1,7,0,13,6,2,1,3,37,38,17,0,4,7,1,2,1,0,4,1,2,0,3,6,15,0,2,5,1,0,4,5,7,0,0,7,6,27,5,20,24,2,37,0,1,1,3,26,13,2,3,19,101,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465989906410294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363356776744054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091192087356938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430993925582369,0.0,0.12215661043404966,0.0,0.0,0.07925803819995368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760912855748773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718298926267735,0.0,0.0,0.06574123316855487,0.0,0.12483809825696937,0.14242885289134838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019995870164953,0.13585854396749816,0.12472554129381525,0.22167743826987493,0.0,0.0,0.14334579627375646,0.0,0.12873870350789696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183587386654987,0.06352044547540807,0.0,0.1148086703095208,0.0,0.10918274907906504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346934484540243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062100517812458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005564826504491,0.25114525165546714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437009819456767,0.0,0.0,0.09013841995525514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245217313306106,0.0,0.14018187591788495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368061754561467,0.0,0.13959115349774484,0.0,0.0,0.2473546330958901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836391054396472,0.0,0.0,0.13346206691889462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859156815342407,0.0,0.09202772563529947,0.0,0.0,0.10870124311621644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322012332108332,0.07581480173589368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429295519201016,0.0,0.0,0.12052840250631425,0.11732142489226212,0.1451609522929363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465497756558997,0.0,0.0,0.2770841219503847,0.0,0.0,0.251182850174979 anxiety,VisibilityNone,2018/01/01,"Noise induced Anxiety I've looked online but I can't seem to find anything quite fitting my situation. I have anxiety, and several things will set it off...but nothing quite like loud noise. Especially ""warning"" noises like tornado, police, fire or ambulance sirens. I love in the city so I hear all of these quite a lot and some days they just don't seem to stop. Even though I know they're not coming for me, I panic the second I hear them start up. The closer they get the more terrified I am. I know there's no reason to be afraid I just am. Does anyone know what this is called or how to deal with it? Loud music, yelling or people talking loudly, and unexpected knocks at the door are the other main things that give me anxiety, if that helps. 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So I'm straight edge, mostly, every now and then I'll smoke pot, but that's it. My girlfriend on the other hand is more of a party person per say. Tonight, new years eve, she's with her two girlfriends getting high on molly at one of their house, a totally controlled environment, but I don't know anything about molly. They've done it before, and they're knowledgeable about it, they only take it once every three months, and take low dosage to avoid overdosing or getting addicted, but I'm still freaking out. Just the fact that it's possible to overdose scares the shit out of me. I'm trying so hard to keep the panic I'm feeling down, I tried to distract myself with drawing and video games, which normally help, but the buffer wore off fast. Normally I'd just go to sleep and not deal with the panic, but I'm scared that if I do go to sleep and if anything happens I won't be there. I don't know what to do. I can't talk to her about it right now cause she's already under the influence, and I don't want to freak her out, I just need some reassurance. Please. 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Over the years, I have increased my dose to 100mg. I think I am a well adjusted, responsible adult. I am a college graduate, I've travelled, and really just been able to do things I didn't know would be possible when I was an anxiety ridden thirteen year old. I am so grateful for the decision my parents and our doctor made to put me on Zoloft, because it gave me my life back. However, now I feel the time is right to wean myself off Zoloft. There are side effects that maybe did not affect me back then as much as they do now, and I have been able to attribute some things to the Zoloft that I didn't put together before. I have done some research and have tried to prepare myself as well as I can. Basically what I'm looking for is some support. My dad is an MD and my mom is an RN. I haven't talked to my dad about it a lot, but my mom is not being overly supportive of me weaning off. She was in the trenches when I was at my worst, and I think she's afraid of me reverting back to that. She is also a big pill pusher in general, and while I totally get where she is coming from, I am kind of disappointed that she doesn't see how this could be good for me. And if it's not, then I'll go back on it! I have no problem with that. It's just that I was so young when I went on it that I really don't know how I am off of it. Anxiety wreaks havoc when combined with puberty, and I hope that I have learned enough coping skills over the years to thrive off of medication. If you've made it this far, thank you. I appreciate all of the words of wisdom and encouragement I've received on Reddit thus far. Happy 2018, friends!",4.710711041909954,4.231198931880108,5.8872946671856745,83.98059037238876,69.21798365122615,9.388296353963929,29.465291293629164,8.976282227363876,2.0354659141040607,1356,44,306,22,21,456,175,367,0.075,0.8029999999999999,0.122,0.9365,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,1,1,2,24,17,0,1,15,0,41,10,0,8,2,49,65,31,0,6,8,5,1,0,1,1,10,0,0,1,22,13,0,0,9,1,0,9,9,4,2,0,15,4,50,13,46,45,10,52,0,1,3,0,20,22,0,7,21,226,72,5,0.2188863279695681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752165869790575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674474417784938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366201503238056,0.0,0.06671553695040221,0.0,0.09312807168113696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427559501287874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738146097054529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120197158423624,0.0,0.11199835461136808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308404439811068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104577633271217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055337752109845866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455551700913773,0.0,0.057179536082037186,0.0,0.06219907221125655,0.0917957334546916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650428314916762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870175619743233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396821372232906,0.12029420148006525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730294334133378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380938756405188,0.0,0.0,0.0930446642952828,0.0,0.20711553597480453,0.0,0.0,0.10995036838377037,0.0,0.0,0.11025247370985512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563570218490513,0.0,0.0,0.08045331822066057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484219028024628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215236818798589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338072325528425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472232731129028,0.0,0.22004121641886945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022418660206046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346386405571704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872120320416649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746443476930379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372584416589288,0.0,0.0,0.08228763894674583,0.08796626957759915,0.0,0.10076056124437982,0.0,0.0,0.1454183501933194,0.14025352072034816,0.0,0.0,0.06381718903813834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430472430770707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968050960358568,0.10145490947803526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774528361701424,0.0,0.0,0.21143342811336388 anxiety,jingle404,2018/01/01,2018 scares me. I just feel unusual about it. I just know its going to be a bad year. I just can't wait for that! 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I need to get a job. I just sit at home all day and it's probably not good for me. I've always had a hard time finding jobs. I'm very picky about it. I have black and white thinking about it, if one thing makes me uncomfortable, I will only focus on that one thing and I will hate it and won't do it. I have an intense fear of judgement, criticism, and making mistakes. My thought process and actions basically revolve around these fears and it makes things, especially jobs, very difficult. What part time jobs would be good for someone who has social phobia and hates people?",3.1136046511627917,5.37651704651163,3.6040503875968986,88.37026162790701,76.2093023255814,6.470542635658915,24.703488372093023,7.492282038375204,1.1458883720930229,525,18,104,7,12,164,87,129,0.249,0.711,0.039,-0.9789,7,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,9,2,2,3,0,11,0,0,3,1,23,21,9,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,3,3,9,3,13,13,3,10,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,5,66,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990110870324403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688053484345693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259975441377731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742998523351327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702060061939988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097343904505349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627273810643182,0.0,0.0,0.20140443057214366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755186901442228,0.2370725156548187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043186282751375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957144895159953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404267274388784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583225347715542,0.0,0.0,0.08902436859089781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271408495563724,0.09131247595582946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300153246672303,0.0,0.08323579587930065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294470217657533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447759499601508,0.20345609603098647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392913503154421,0.07693080988988049,0.0,0.0953157279621145,0.14001810471164328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19812726285722995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528852043152496,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Addette,2018/01/01,"I went to the Houston museum of natural science yesterday, and I didn't FREAK OUT because of the amount of people! I didnt have to sit down to breathe, and my grounding technique helped me out with my breathing! This is so huge for me and a huge positive to end 2017! I have been out on a medical leave from my doctor due to my anxiety and depression, and my work tried to give me shit for going on the leave in the first place. But after this and journaling every day, I'm over the moon because if this accomplishment! Happy New year everyone!",6.322777777777778,5.965976092592598,6.9448148148148166,77.33166666666669,65.85185185185185,10.903703703703703,33.74074074074074,10.504223727775694,3.3942296296296286,430,17,85,10,6,142,70,108,0.096,0.738,0.16699999999999998,0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,7,0,6,5,3,0,0,12,10,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,0,12,1,22,6,1,23,0,1,0,0,2,12,1,1,8,60,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476584245562656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26258846438642514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890289913696455,0.0,0.1855073025216898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045153579380966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907635993014415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146774543848584,0.2058057342045423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320293185694375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661303952213989,0.12240596122576633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292770335441088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443653153311797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561146694675292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169736547859788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801627023550892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931803647824193,0.0,0.225027258393318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22108545708422125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462295317140504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966030479606625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679990175112815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869827466007054 anxiety,BiggerInTheInside,2018/01/01,"I left a NYE party 5 minutes after I entered due to my social anxiety My parents are recently divorced and my mom is now seeing a guy. I'm happy for her but it feels a bit weird to me. The party tonight was at his relatives' house. I meet him and shake his hand and then I see a table of young ppl my age drinking, playing games. I only know one person from about 10 years ago but she is with her bf. I don't know how to enter this group of people. Between meeting my mom's bf and being anxious to speak to people I don't know, I began to get dizzy and the room started to 'spin.' I got very anxious and I left 5 min later, saying I didn't feel well as an excuse. I feel like a loser. If I had a good friend with me, I would have been fine. I am always like this when I go to social events with people I don't know.",0.982197392923652,2.2500210000000003,3.369027932960893,92.16289013035386,79.22346368715084,5.443724394785848,20.31322160148976,5.6839178017228535,-0.09918800744878986,625,15,144,3,15,217,112,179,0.108,0.7120000000000001,0.18,0.9316,1,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,9,0,14,2,1,1,0,21,29,13,0,2,3,3,4,2,3,1,0,2,1,2,3,9,1,0,7,3,0,4,4,3,1,1,6,8,30,8,20,21,1,24,0,1,2,0,24,4,0,1,18,91,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221308891096074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464139933102747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105398934336945,0.3112973103684964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041666656183478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496888795152834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089923873078444,0.0984278289657928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644607394912342,0.0,0.07198273207302774,0.0,0.07830177467250046,0.11556070824421975,0.1101927552627181,0.0,0.0,0.1364207701836532,0.0,0.14666604827388988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589760186006894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028742752531212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29938996152520475,0.0,0.0,0.13462164614128447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32272522799632564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336117803053076,0.10478552396303048,0.0,0.0,0.15298491790376345,0.0,0.0,0.2865514178340126,0.12030145531525267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603804521314444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956570311466264,0.0,0.0,0.21958066700620252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808923523498596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751918317747682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368035327340455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387795939993615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787274091409004,0.0,0.0,0.08872379205344894 anxiety,mcmalyx,2018/01/01,"Anxiety About Getting a Cat - Advice Appreciated!! Hello everyone. I've been feeling down for about a year, ever since I broke up with my ex and he took back his cat. I was very attached to the cat and missed his company more than my ex. Recently I've been tossing around the idea of getting a cat of my own, and my therapist thinks it's a good idea, but I'm worried that I'll get a cat and he won't like me, or something will happen to him and I'll have to give him away or something. Do any of you have cats? Are they very expensive aside from their food and litter? I've cared for cats before but never had one of my own and that's making my anxiety soar. I know I can care for one and be a good cat mom I'm just scared that I'll screw it up. Maybe this is just a rant but I really want to do this right. Any advice would be appreciated! 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I asked if it was on purpose or if i was in trouble. She said it was on purpose and no. Just we'd talk about it later. I asked again after about 3 hours if she could please tell me because I have an anxiety disorder and i really didn't want to have a panic attack. Her response ""don't have a panic attack."" 8 hours later still worrying myself sick, trying to rack my brain of what i did wrong or what would cause them to take me off the schedule. I decided to text her, explaining my situation further that we need the money. Each passing minute so painful, I can't stop crying. And on top of this its about to be that time of the month so my emotions are in hyperdrive despite being back on my meds. I don't understand, why change my schedule and then not explain why?! I've really worked super hard and I don't slack off at all, making sure to that I don't have an attitude, and use my filter. I'm freaking out. 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I feel Like I'm Sick. I feel so hot, breathing hasn't been helping, and neither have any other coping mechanisms. My heart is beating so hard and so fast I can physically see it. Like if I hold my hand up in front of me, it looks like it could be shaking but its in time with my heart beat. My breathing is heavy and it's impossible to calm down. I can't shut my mind off. I feel like I'm going to puke. 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Luckily i excused myself to allow it to happen... and my boyfriend comprforted me for a few minutes. I feel guilty for asking my boyfriend of five years to stay with me instead of going back to the party... but when I did ask because I really don’t like to be alone when I’m having a panic attack he left and went back to he party anyway. This isn’t the full story of what made me have the panic attack or my history but I just need to vent. I feel at a loss and serious guilt as usual. 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Too anxious to decide what to do. Tl;dr at the end. Hi Reddit! Sorry if this is not in the right sub, but I thought you might understand better the amount of anxiety this situation puts on me. For a bit of context, I have always had severe anxiety, which gives me trouble taking decisions, getting things done, being independent among other things. So on Christmas my dad gave me a ""present"" that I was to open alone and not tell anyone. It contained a contract: he will give me a huge amount of money (many Ks) if I successfully fill my part of the contract in the next six months. He wants me to change things about my behavior and do chores. Like cleaning my room, which is a huge challenge for me. I never have enough energy to really clean my room thoroughly and maintain it. He wants me to keep all the dresser surfaces clear, nothing on the floor, drawers organized at all times, which is something I have never been able to do even when trying. I feel so overwhelmed by chores. He also expects me to clean other areas of the house, the bathroom and kitchen and floor. ( I feel so stupid and lazy and spoiled complaining about this). One other thing is he is imposing me a wake up time. But I just can't. I have hypersomnia (self-diagnosed) and I need to sleep a LOT. I know I can't keep my part of the contract as it is, I will fail. But there is more to the contract. I can choose to take the money right now but I have to leave the house. And I don't want to do that either. Leaving home and getting my own place is one of the things I dread the most (besides tragic events), I have always been dependent and afraid to live alone because of my panic attacks. So now I feel trapped like a rat. I am freaking out. And I feel so pathetic that this is even an issue. I know most people would love to be in my place and be paid to get their own place or even just to do chores. But I hate this situation. I even consider declining the money. I don't need it. I wouldn't even know what to do with it. I hate myself. I'm so lazy and pathetic. I should specify that I never got along with my dad and it has always been an issue. We can't have a conversation so I have been avoiding being alone with him in case he brings it up. Thanks for reading me. And a happy new year to everyone, I hope in 2018 we learn to cope better with anxiety. Tl;dr : My dad offers me money to either comply to his way of living in the house or get out of the house. But I can't do either because I'm an anxious and lazy mess.",2.6488216783216814,4.378312896153851,3.8371678321678324,88.60146853146854,75.80769230769229,6.727272727272728,24.125874125874127,7.520522993642371,1.0299423076923078,2006,64,419,26,44,653,223,520,0.197,0.7,0.103,-0.9951,0,6,1,0,0,0,67.0,2,1,1,5,22,27,5,6,31,0,50,5,2,2,6,85,86,38,0,12,17,4,5,2,0,6,1,0,11,0,30,28,1,4,14,1,5,3,12,17,0,3,11,5,65,10,60,65,17,49,0,4,0,1,26,30,0,10,17,306,95,5,0.07311916842132613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718822069124275,0.0,0.05847337256930656,0.18252301674299876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780789111904865,0.16520769554453496,0.0,0.05112662266553749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318360990514251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914553280411157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933592500493554,0.0798271942175003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735038493402177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421441680124229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748262957280601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476188030229472,0.07555164696499238,0.0,0.2414726056949235,0.0,0.0,0.06986849887970077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848562426950653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528069904710374,0.14028513808110982,0.0,0.0,0.058480078549689014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778367144299137,0.0,0.14438008181572926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334448769917414,0.07262383258765275,0.0,0.3374788127629512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526348297510263,0.0,0.12998335303145164,0.0,0.0,0.12055314819872233,0.0,0.0,0.15484528356743812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144466459760396,0.0,0.12913113064259266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216330222560456,0.06599290426318084,0.0,0.0,0.07413136027193751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775678827686557,0.0,0.0,0.05836302263634484,0.0,0.0,0.10843387378958877,0.16918203102082927,0.07061894849569463,0.07776306513496027,0.0,0.0,0.07015981413513997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990948817224858,0.0,0.0,0.08578958973749172,0.0,0.15836186797869967,0.0,0.05069162482144732,0.0,0.22918190513579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350495991326454,0.0,0.0,0.07313895550673374,0.0,0.046842011614014585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488674063092765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762792393615349,0.08260384777226748,0.0,0.060484931710758714,0.16437801775726701,0.07317197421029704,0.0,0.0,0.056290708130096935,0.0,0.08185092269318499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099530297201002,0.0,0.06390937605804503,0.0673183064122622,0.0,0.0,0.24288563241864505,0.0,0.0,0.05804845223616356,0.08527275023050312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049643115689809614,0.0,0.0,0.07611963301257395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938273996168284,0.0580385924757055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194175935508017,0.0,0.0,0.04708634715722945 anxiety,steff_marie,2018/01/01,"New Years Resolutions For 2018 I want to finally do what I’ve wanted to do for a long time. I don’t necessarily want to cure my anxiety - I don’t think that is possible. However there are a few things I do want to try and do: 1. Feel less like the need to control all situations and have everything planned out all of the time 2. Stop drinking. It doesn’t help anything, I wake up more anxious than before and always hate the situations I get myself into. 3. Be less insecure. I want to help my relationship by being more trusting, knowing that he loves me and won’t do anything to hurt me. 4. Finish my degree with a 2:1, put more effort into my last semester and ensure the bright future I always promised for myself. 5. Be happier, calmer and healthier. Stop overreacting to situations, become more happy within myself. Overhaul my diet and get better results from the personal training I’m paying for. 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I went to school for film (editing specifically) and I keep on thinking that I should make a video. With me talking about the issues I had, all the shit I went through and how I want to make 2018 my bitch. But most importantly, thanking the people that have been there for me. I'm just not sure if it is a good idea. My therapist tells me to have and make goals and I'm just wondering if people think this would help. Have something to look back on and help hold myself accountable when times get rough. I just keep going back and forth on whether or not I should do it. So I'm asking some strangers for help. Will this make my anxiety worse? If I make the video, should I make it public? Thanks in advance. 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Where do i go from here? I've been on antidepressants for around 4 years. I started with Paxil (which was a JOKE, I don't think they should prescribe that stuff to actual human beings...), then Lexapro, and finally, Zoloft, which I've been on for around 2 years. I was prescribed 150mg, which I decided was much to high a dose for me (I'm a 23 year old female, my weight when I was prescribed that dose was 100lbs.), so I just took 100mgs. I've been doing that for around a year. I'm still a mess. I have no control over my emotions, my panic attacks and general anxiety lead me to ruin friendships and relationships, I have fits of rage that also lead me to say things I don't mean but obviously can't take back, which has made me a very lonely person because no one wants to be around someone like that. I don't blame them. This past year I've done a lot of growing, I've realized how shitty of a person I am, how selfish I am and how I've ruined every good relationship and friendship in my life. I still have no confidence, I'm still constantly paranoid, I'm always worried about my family members dying or something. I live 400 miles away from my childhood home. I have no friends where I live. Everything has gotten worse since starting antidepressants. If I hadn't started them, my anxiety wouldn't have become a ""thing"" and everything would have been fine. So this year, my goal is to get off antidepressants. So I'm going to do that. But where do I go from here? How do I take care of myself? How do I rebuild my life? How do I make friends? I've ruined so much of my life. I'm 23 and I feel like my life is over. I need advice.",2.8465131022823336,4.519554340236688,4.024957734573121,87.70616863905327,75.12426035502958,7.0770921386306025,24.497464074387153,7.83500028581142,1.1822185967878274,1309,42,275,19,28,427,160,338,0.16,0.72,0.12,-0.8905,0,2,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,3,5,27,17,2,1,9,0,40,8,0,11,1,41,65,24,1,6,5,0,2,2,2,3,7,1,1,3,15,12,1,1,5,1,0,7,11,9,0,1,14,3,44,8,33,46,3,44,0,4,0,0,11,17,0,3,22,183,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.091160659328645,0.0,0.0,0.09128515295466336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470483876252508,0.0777296966528018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429261547982866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326406146762351,0.0,0.10627432440779687,0.08776752139532161,0.0718312313439924,0.0,0.056945600723108086,0.10317076707100434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524396191771907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094964085808207,0.10477412380567032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695118580721182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955971258701769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508056343128427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870711152532145,0.0,0.16791277333138388,0.0,0.08806440570428115,0.0,0.047233997965186375,0.06673649599838989,0.0,0.10233279516380668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434612777284414,0.0,0.048806067973055735,0.0,0.15927160418973274,0.07835301077291575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869926146296057,0.09370398673674084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26393027756093634,0.09127679685108987,0.0,0.1649762938240565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794190460658934,0.0,0.088392593047268,0.06235598661393375,0.0,0.0,0.10175754239128301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734319607286838,0.0692668705592954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802450542709276,0.0,0.06330118168312783,0.0,0.0,0.10960369117150273,0.0,0.0,0.0891762584044342,0.0,0.16313470845805267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20058790936779247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428824941382839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727478119478948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915117675835341,0.07191629437318636,0.0,0.0,0.1983612352199212,0.0,0.2238067063485258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693910971995207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047459545719554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412304069557445,0.059857278799155075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378874841878384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707808371921664,0.055099248899060885,0.0,0.0,0.11375566976467265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800804916854465,0.09486860609928173,0.09519900876127796,0.06636013260675104,0.0,0.0,0.3609415175901993 anxiety,leonardfurnstein,2018/01/01,"Stuck at a party I’m at a completely fine NYE party but I don’t want to be. Social anxiety of only knowing few people and being an introvert I am already exhausted!! I have already had a few drinks and brought an overnight bag knowing I can’t (and shouldn’t) drive so I’m here for the stay. I’m comfortable at the house but I guess I’m so anxious from being exhausted already. Anyway, it’s 9:30 and my goal is to make it until midnight and go to sleep in the room my friends made for me. I know it sounds shitty to complain about 2.5 hours but I’m a far drive from home and feeling kind of bad. I don’t want to be a downer and I don’t want to drink to much bc it will exacerbate the situation so I guess I’m hoping somewhere out there a lovely redditor can give me words of encouragement. Sorry this is rambling I love you all. Update: there are 2 dogs here. Petting them has helped me feel so much more at home. Also just realizing I can be whomever I want because I am NOT the center of attention. But yeah. Dogs.",0.5391509433962298,2.8427766509434,2.8011622641509457,90.08346037735849,86.73584905660377,5.656150943396227,22.15924528301887,7.087006719466742,0.8055918490566043,798,29,169,12,25,271,119,212,0.122,0.6859999999999999,0.192,0.9294,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,1,12,12,0,0,13,1,21,7,1,2,1,33,47,17,0,6,6,0,2,0,1,2,2,1,4,0,5,8,2,0,7,2,0,4,6,4,0,0,4,3,20,8,23,36,6,17,0,0,0,2,10,9,0,3,3,111,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353445203817233,0.1051614591897308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059805525278084,0.1485589215180283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097980061213797,0.08016190872875421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787650243010233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576422187372143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298191205990575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159749807661947,0.0,0.0,0.1261479300322264,0.07473516031683354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28972678665232593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881424799693075,0.0,0.2638128437290472,0.1306103594044645,0.12950218947971234,0.15173472486859316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369382600215049,0.21680885533782454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23736992766266926,0.12442961152708823,0.08777806966937822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333702003851236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001258547478087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116637198587013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781285435161856,0.13159616491468334,0.13404890931553698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472048231225063,0.0,0.14016277848980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102512506801673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,atc05040,2018/01/01,"I could do with some advice. Im really struggling tonight. Hey guys So I've suffered with anxiety now for a while. At the moment I'm at a stage where I'm having better days than bad days but when the bad days happen they are intense. I'm on propanolol as and when which does help with settling any panics down but recently the anxiety seems to be coming more physical and I don't know if it's me or something is seriously wrong. I constsntly feel tired. I always feel pressure in my head and ears. I feel lightheaded nearly all the time. I get weird shocks in my head before sleep and physically hear noises in my head. Tonight I spit blood which happens often. Only a bit and I know it's probably from my gums as stops quickly but then worry and now at a point of not wanting to sleep as scared I'm going to die. I keep telling myself it's okay and if it was something serious you'd feel more serious but I don't seem to worry and then these physical sesnafion happen. They happen and then I worry. I've been to the doctor's and had blood tests and everything came back fine. I have to go back because of some small blips but the doctor said nothing serious and he isn't concerned. I just don't like this. I came off antidepressants in may but surely it's not withdrawal still? I'm so fed up at the moment and just want to feel healthy. Sorry for such a long post. I guess I just want to know if these physical symptoms are normal and what I can to take my mind off them ? Thank you in advance and happy new year ! 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I've had anxiety and OCD since I was 3 years old. My husband doesn't have anxiety and says he rarely feels anxious or anxiety. He did have a mental breakdown a few years ago and had a couple of panic attacks, but with therapy and meditation He quickly recovered. He says stressful stuff like job interviews, tests, car accidents, pets being sick cause him to feel anxious but not overwhelmed. Is that how normal people feel? Everyone in my family has an anxiety disorder so It seems so foreign to me. 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How do I get out of a new years party with family?? It's at my house, and it starts sooner than I can say I went to bed. I'm thinking of leaving the house before everyone comes over, and then sneaking back inside somehow without anyone noticing. This just isn't happening. I'm not going to be forced to hang out with these assholes all night. I'm seriously putting my foot down. Most of them are complete weirdos. I'm having an anxiety attack over this btw. 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It's a bit problematic, you know that feeling i guess.",2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.6413157894736834,85.87671052631579,79.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,78,3,15,1,2,25,19,19,0.28600000000000003,0.64,0.07400000000000001,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945253630255845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786064684363519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575267793293407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218677154859873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753481877980088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38202990323330505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4109495632050064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058752323610373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254403034996253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Acornkramer,2018/01/02,"I’m so glad I’m not alone... I find my self writing many posts here, and deleting them. That’s anxiety in a nut shell. So even though I don’t make a lot of posts here, I just want to thank everyone. Because I’m reading your posts, I don’t always comment because I’m constantly in my head. The holidays are difficult for many people, but reading how many people let their anxiety get to them, and the amazing success stories of people who say “Fuck you anxiety, I’m going to do this”, thank you. Thank you a million times. My depression and anxiety made me wonder if I would make it to 2018, and here I am another day. You guys are great. Oh, and thank FUCK the hols are over. Im not gunna delete this, it’s a new year. Love to everyone. 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I'll just realise and it smashes me like a ton of bricks and I can't calm down. I end up putting on music and compulsively sorting a bunch of things out around the house but it doesn't do much. I have to be up for exams in around 3 fucking hours and it still doesn't seem to have eased.",2.800274725274725,4.837183166666667,3.1275091575091603,92.48653846153849,76.30769230769229,5.995604395604397,22.68131868131868,6.868970318607317,0.4200087912087905,309,9,67,3,7,95,59,78,0.08199999999999999,0.856,0.062,-0.1232,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,13,11,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,15,9,3,12,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,2,4,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847168703816582,0.26152639214432905,0.0,0.4544403790799762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336467754453534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322259133512209,0.0,0.22606934373361645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872190901372637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596783793882006,0.13335381822010026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513627243628267,0.29451589951217444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469872989679368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763281251196195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256589493251151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236344140823714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038372144717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957196198412994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Down_South_Donte,2018/01/02,"Does anyone else suffer from extreme discomfort when it comes to change? I have been in college and bagging groceries at a grocery store for the past 5 years. I was extremely comfortable, had plenty of time at home, and less responsibilities. I am now working in Accounting and today was my 3rd day. I work 8 AM-5 PM throughout the week and I nearly had a mental breakdown. The new environment, the more complex work, the new people, the little time left in the day are all driving me insane. My friends who graduated all seem to have adapted well, but I am struggling. I almost wanted to quit and go back to the grocery store I was working in to make half the money just to gain the comfort back. I don't see how anyone works full-time. I am not lazy at all, but I am not used to being away from home for extended periods of time. I hate being out of school, but this was inevitable. I know I sound weak, but how can I become stronger and overcome this? I want to do better.",4.756153846153846,5.704806073298433,5.461465968586388,82.07518727345953,69.41884816753927,7.761739830849779,29.35199355618204,7.882392219407189,1.8608732178815948,764,28,148,9,13,248,114,191,0.094,0.777,0.129,0.7170000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,8,8,10,1,2,12,0,19,1,0,4,3,28,29,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,4,3,3,5,1,1,7,2,19,5,25,20,5,31,0,1,1,0,2,12,0,2,16,105,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482448689351414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828959610446494,0.13795661251575211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265005657074652,0.2070627324554526,0.0,0.0,0.1487014808150986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190798834898978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424333544680732,0.1159821376614114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366586777058007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782609784450225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247609149974597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402405428940467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652013603979421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13293107325147951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27011375376209223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399570712878845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462888975420833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349466285881203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987456244070502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568744058022986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600761129199178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128530998215444,0.09334379102204134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320831161570996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626486479380906,0.10729222026767386,0.1225729953537232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075702400961165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355324515270751,0.0,0.1276248470619554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628743470931195,0.0,0.0,0.15883064817093415,0.0,0.10800166920328354,0.0,0.12105930351211175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49010479934440704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670501615438703 anxiety,wehrwolf512,2018/01/02,"I finally relaxed today after an anxious weekend...then I had a panic attack. My truck stopped working right Friday, so I took it to a mechanic. With my boss, actually, which was very sweet of her. I spent the entire three day weekend anxious because I was *sure* it was my transmission. I asked for forbearance on my student loans because I was sure I couldn't afford the work otherwise. I found out today it's my converter, which is also pricey, but something we can actually afford to fix. *After* finding that out, I had a panic attack this afternoon. I just don't get how it finally hit when there wasn't anything to be super worried about.",2.8744388398486755,5.529767049180329,4.609344262295085,78.73092686002525,79.327868852459,7.032534678436318,29.05674653215637,8.139509932561175,2.5533699873896603,508,24,85,10,13,171,80,122,0.16399999999999998,0.7440000000000001,0.092,-0.7785,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,3,7,9,2,2,6,0,12,0,0,2,2,14,18,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,2,2,1,3,4,0,1,10,1,18,5,12,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,11,64,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.29082874569741296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916497047540375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366826522369594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262431097997405,0.0,0.13930625439026809,0.3390456880739953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167285924930995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610051569933098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264710751367769,0.1361944146114059,0.0,0.0,0.16338414207884153,0.0,0.0,0.07785270332378069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.349667326475759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725557040868993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471684080496546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458083804103645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808843945327964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282492208196132,0.0,0.1655579925728688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295063777460045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21696525433971786,0.15132908165159795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coniferouslady96,2018/01/02,"What is your first psychiatric appointment supposed to go like? I had my first ever appointment with a psychiatrist today. I was so nervous and anxious but also extremely excited to get help. I was excited to tell someone my problems and get feedback. However, that didn’t happen at all. Right off the bat he seemed so fake towards me. Like he was reading from a script. Nothing about the interaction felt genuine to me. I started telling him about all of my symptoms and issues and he asked a few questions. And after that I didn’t receive any feedback. No diagnosis, no reassurance. Nothing. He was more concerned about the logistics of when I would have my next appointment and upping my dosage of Zoloft. He told me I shouldn’t have guns in my house which made me feel so anxious considering I already have an extreme fear of going crazy which causes me a lot of anxiety. And so he just sent me off with a prescription and no advice or feedback. I cried as soon as I left his office. I felt so defeated because I’ve always dreaded getting help and now that I was finally ready it was a terrible experience. Is this how these appointments go? They just listen I guess and send you off with medication? I could understand why it might take a few more visits to develop a diagnosis but I figured maybe he would give me some kind of answer. Any advice and comments are greatly appreciated. Thanks. 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I just returned home from vacationing at their house for the holidays and I'm crying like an 8 year old who just got dropped off at camp. My anxiety about this particular issue manifests into very long, depressive crying spells. How do you deal? I live states away from them.",5.159569892473119,8.079749258064519,5.378709677419359,74.9047311827957,72.54838709677419,8.649462365591399,29.68817204301075,9.2995712137729,3.227088172043011,282,12,44,7,6,89,51,62,0.212,0.715,0.073,-0.8289,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,11,3,0,11,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,5,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750366373993059,0.2030811934053587,0.0,0.12569457507993526,0.18418859191788914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688933980733544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949227613185949,0.0,0.185327915601364,0.15482973879225598,0.0,0.3731315401848411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016904619487076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939188270959636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377301375901705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803170977303261,0.0,0.0,0.20742254112021255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876260260086144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782319553035463,0.0,0.15873415599827054,0.15908473207076054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863118785674354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992114119346565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483234261303283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576157566112236 anxiety,metronomy94,2018/01/02,Do you wear a mask when around people? Can people tell you're wear a mask? *Can people tell you wear a mask?,-1.5580434782608703,0.2721748260869603,-0.008369565217391184,105.36396739130436,105.08695652173913,2.3000000000000003,5.75,3.1291,-2.757078260869565,83,0,20,0,4,26,11,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113704932219261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7274618578944364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6114308311326058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HoopsXI,2018/01/02,"What did you say at your first doctors appointment? It’s kind of all in the title. I’ve realised that this isn’t going to go away itself. I don’t necessarily want medicated, but I feel like I need to make that appointment. Ironically, not knowing what to say to my doctor is making my anxiety worse. I’ve been to my doctor around 5 times in my whole life, and never for anything related to mental health, so I really don’t know how to approach it. So, what did you say?",3.650345864661652,4.857659778947369,5.601804511278196,79.07263157894737,72.26315789473685,8.796992481203008,26.203007518797,9.23628265651192,2.1147744360902254,369,12,74,8,7,128,64,95,0.07200000000000001,0.88,0.048,-0.4871,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,2,14,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,4,11,2,14,13,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,52,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248776486449776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142518342332252,0.15417336177484348,0.0,0.0,0.16271511332231747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317934373345646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756867243582765,0.1237249991395021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731297820351422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968525996310148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408993793475514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803478600962425,0.19035835616212254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223272696430722,0.08461053762944093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120765556339345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446792447176793,0.17453200424007592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284161443020861,0.13357267644394713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094818090696752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131763343563672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098687260666167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215032150905844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335736902320674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764925937579153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,knoxtodd,2018/01/02,"On the Therapist Hunt Hey all, I'm starting a search for my first therapist. Aside from the logistical aspects (insurance, etc.), what should I be looking out for? How will I know it's a good match? How long should I wait to see it isn't? Any advice is appreciated. Thanks! 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I’m kinda new to the whole anxiety struggle, I used to get chest pains so bad I thought I was having a heart attack. Now recently I’ve been getting really bad headaches. My ears and constantly ringing, my head is tingling and it feels like it’s beating. Does this sound like something anybody else gets with their anxiety?",3.102656249999999,6.1332614531250025,3.3862500000000004,85.03375000000003,82.90625,6.95,31.4375,8.07648339933343,2.86400625,279,15,48,6,8,86,51,64,0.335,0.6,0.065,-0.962,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,1,2,0,4,6,4,1,0,7,11,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,6,2,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468753203076439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151939383074112,0.0,0.0,0.3251621450755356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104205637149432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039869431201296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266157908554962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845507516284813,0.13910630081470948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051957465615297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983644579428705,0.0,0.0,0.2307413075753952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025837917047925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880594828905532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719326762475315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474108818289653,0.0,0.19226015079781347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990313064679064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356112563564466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458403364354026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817349807774182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739525986786135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SimCity2000WasBest,2018/01/02,"Discussion about the new year and the passage of time How is it 2018 already? On New Years Day of 2017, I found [this website](https://waitbutwhy.com/2014/05/life-weeks.html), which basically gave me an existential breakdown at the brevity of our lives. Again this year, yesterday, I came across [this thread](https://www.reddit.com/r/dataisbeautiful/comments/7n8ocd/every_single_hour_of_my_2017_recorded_oc/), which was fascinating to say the least. But just look at that for a moment. When looking at the entire year as a whole, you can literally see each individual hour. It's like one of those orbs witches use to spy on people, you can zoom in and know *exactly* what you were doing at that one specific hour. Which is unnerving. And kind of anxiety-inducing... because it makes the entire year seem insignificant. An entire *year*, what did I do? Nothing. Does anyone else here track their hours like that? Has it changed how you spend your time at all? Has it helped or increased your anxiety? 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Anytime I sit down to eat a meal, no matter how hungry I am, I'll never finish it. I get a sort of uncomfortable fullness then give up only to be starving an hour later again. I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this and if so is there any advice. It's getting on my nerves a bit since I'm already a bit underweight. 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It got extremely bad around 4 years ago, I developed some insane form of Pure OCD which turned my life upside down. Have been on mirtazapine for around 2 years which helped me live again (it made me sleep, I had OCD about not getting enough sleep which caused panic attacks at bed time) Around 2 2 1/2 months ago, I got medication to fix my awful rosacea acne, which has cleared it 100%. I've never felt so confident! This has had such a positive change to me mentally, I no longer feel unattractive and self concious. I also sought councelling, as I started uni and negative thoughts and anxiety was through the roof. The councellor helped me to think differently. This also made me just stop taking the med, and the crazy thing is, I feel BETTER now, I even sleep better! I used to sleep 2 hours, wake up, sleep 2 more, repeat a few times a night. Now, I'm sleeping solid blocks of 4/6 hours easy! I feel 2018 is going to be the best year of my life, and I hope you all find happiness. The struggle isn't over yet, I still am one heck of a shy person, but every day is a step closer.",5.130389610389611,5.822801952380956,5.280935064935068,84.62997402597405,68.43722943722943,8.584242424242424,27.521212121212123,8.648137234880735,1.7692739393939392,925,28,189,14,15,291,148,231,0.129,0.77,0.1,-0.3882,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,3,16,10,1,2,11,1,14,12,7,4,4,31,32,10,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,10,8,0,2,7,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,11,4,22,5,22,20,8,37,0,0,0,0,5,11,1,2,24,110,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448891491954235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839332134643515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419539026462092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24778337543555498,0.0,0.10555139555854684,0.0,0.0,0.07746797605847039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736757907251123,0.1641139089262168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531129593252316,0.0981496365219906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983585046359086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693604285521497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586722412017608,0.0,0.06128075121847337,0.0,0.07817170805999847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073806907219102,0.0,0.08908398402102635,0.0,0.0847998428245803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847406572554401,0.0,0.052729387487693805,0.0,0.14841033973716772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876673834110154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437784198827885,0.0,0.0,0.09215213056007476,0.18274052268387014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660117306283925,0.0,0.0,0.08192702303327225,0.08210796489663601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558260859653788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305839790183516,0.18693350884650686,0.09350108352979884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811327604815624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715581651162666,0.0,0.0,0.08706836473566562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287057673047011,0.0,0.0,0.10885811437509682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101249402306646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877856178714487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679046360137228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5570859934411225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567062903434395,0.0,0.07409475531707284,0.07756878661270475,0.0,0.09699449118540006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975950999290231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061639348165204624,0.05945010092319453,0.0,0.07365748072880796,0.1082022985081893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009187159759017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013270130032685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358629404881192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924311026657658 anxiety,imapinkpartydonut,2018/01/02,"How do i get myself to do my breathing exercises every day? I go to a therapist every few weeks for my hyperventilation attacks and i get new breathing exercises every time that i have to do two times a day so i learn how to breathe through my stomach and not my chest. She told me it takes about 3 to 4 months for your body to adjust to the new type of breathing, since i’m used to fast shallow breathing. I was very happy with learning these techniques and i feel like this might save me from being scared of a hyperventilation attack, but i just CANT get myself to do the exercises every day. They only takes 15 minutes twice a day, but there is like a strong resistance in my head and i just don’t do it. It’s like i want to think that this can’t be the solution to my problem, it’s too simple. This may sound really weird but it’s like i’m so used to feeling on edge, it’s as if my brain doesn’t want to let go? However, i really really want to do this every day. I have set an alarm, i’ve hung reminder notes on my door but this only works for one day. Do you have any tips for me to push through and get my daily motivation to do the breathing exercises? 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Today, January 2nd, is my 21st birthday. I've been very anxious about but surprisingly things are going fantastic. I had a great time with my sister and got some nice gifts, too. I just wanna say that if you're anxious about your birthday, hang in there. :)",2.3773717948717947,5.096201480769236,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,82.26923076923076,5.7743589743589725,24.051282051282055,7.1686216300943375,1.170412820512821,215,8,40,3,6,68,44,52,0.07,0.607,0.324,0.9626,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,3,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7048250020875286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728726416451399,0.0,0.24949335047623256,0.3439238234960015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24807360794444194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724442140814686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189941503972465,0.0,0.295690273776589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25738980892058194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,paranoid23,2018/01/02,"Severe anxiety over ""Small things"", how to cope? Hi All, I have to share as I am in a terrible place right now. Over the last 7 months, I have been having severe anxiety over things that other would consider 'little' or insignificant or simply 'made up' I will take a situation and immediately choose the worst case scenario and I ACTUALLY BELIEVE its already happening. So right now I'm writing as someone that positive has cancer and positive that the authorities are out to get me because I made a mistake on my taxes even though the doctors and accountants say there is nothing to worry about. Then I'm in intense fear and dread and will look for a 2nd and 3rd opinion, waste money on needless appointments and then obsessively research on the internet on similar use cases FOR DAYS. My mornings begin with intense anxiety along with chest pain that is enough to trash my whole day. I am trying not to take any major decisions ever since and I really REALLY want to quit my job (its actually the best job I had in my life) because I can't take this anymore going to work and pretend I'm not going to go crazy because when I sit in meetings my only thought is like, ""wtf are you doing here when you are about to die of cancer?"" I think the length of the anxiety makes depression sink in as I'm beginning to hate my life over this. I tried so many things like distractions, video games, sports, going out for a week, it ALWAYS comes back. I think I'm causing my family great pain when they see me in this situation which makes me feel even worse. You guys have any advice for me? 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I don't know what to do, I'm scared and tired of it.",0.2687999999999988,1.11812488,2.029,102.7795,80.2,5.0,20.5,3.1291,-0.7557999999999998,82,2,23,0,2,27,20,25,0.415,0.519,0.065,-0.8782,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000471736029797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762951204404467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914528738411137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6975503900952706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291249621650307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40039553470292377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ArcticKid,2018/01/02,"The woman i thought i would spend my life with left me. Felt like it came out of nowhere, but looking back there were signs, but i guess i just chalked it up to my anxiety. I feel lost. Its been about a week, happened right after christmas and right before our anniversary. Ive never felt this gutted and empty before in my entire life. Where do i start to pick up the pieces? Ive had breakups before, but nothing like this. Im only 25, but and i know im still young, but this is eating away at me. 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I cant relate to my friends anymore and I feel like I burden them. Some teachers express concern and it just makes me feel worse. I cant even sit in class without feeling like shit. This is just me ranting more than anything, I still don’t get how reddit works lmao.",3.6083788121990352,5.193313337078654,3.820256821829858,90.31876404494385,72.93258426966294,5.984590690208668,30.69181380417336,6.18269132825596,1.4086937399678976,353,16,71,2,7,109,63,89,0.16,0.6890000000000001,0.151,0.0355,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,5,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,3,1,14,14,4,0,0,3,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,3,12,3,9,14,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,45,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458657132685795,0.0,0.18909818282423368,0.0,0.0,0.15690912801956516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246719758764475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259389184726398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28923275016146194,0.2724362550322397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731489078999446,0.0,0.09961972218131616,0.0,0.2167297854509015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145841316021126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863081686671818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545538422087734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20557970262269695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859461893259038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572495979914556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522731553315885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838037195473176,0.0,0.13881353785770936,0.0,0.3886278570923123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278833076619675 anxiety,forsaken_rebirth,2018/01/02,"Fear of being disturbed by others? I have a lot of problems, but I think fixing this one would go a long way. I really enjoy alone time - just listening to music, or sitting in the forest, etc. But I often have a nagging fear that someone is going to start talking to me... or I feel like, I have to be ready to respond to people. If I'm listening to music, I'm always waiting for the time that my girlfriend will need something. I can fight this one by telling her I need to be alone for X time, and I'll come out when I'm ready. In the forest, I always think someone is going to walk up to me. Even if I find a place that is well isolated, it's like I always have to be prepared for someone saying hello or asking me why I'm here or... something. I can't be comfortable as long as I know I might have to interact with someone, or even if someone might walk near me. Anyone else experience this? What are some coping skills or strategies you use? My strategies include: - Communicating with people to ask them not to disturb me - Wear big headphones (but this one can make me feel unsafe like I can't hear someone coming up) But it seems this is fighting away the symptom not the problem.",4.7263319386331935,5.049795468619248,5.731949790794983,82.34634867503487,69.20920502092049,7.712245467224548,29.74086471408647,7.3011,1.7237813668061372,923,33,183,8,15,306,122,239,0.13,0.745,0.125,0.1817,0,2,2,0,3,0,33.0,0,1,1,1,7,15,3,4,9,0,23,2,1,2,0,42,49,17,0,8,16,0,2,3,1,4,1,4,0,0,12,6,0,1,7,0,0,7,4,9,1,3,0,6,26,6,32,40,3,25,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,15,10,131,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059012953606666,0.0,0.0,0.24813165136493834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950429341508528,0.10184924789499487,0.0,0.0,0.18585518100419945,0.0,0.09339159059248138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712522984531781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303774002938592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085967129904896,0.13130836314160207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723437496622876,0.0,0.22371010490919108,0.10052142591885756,0.07101291471802491,0.0,0.0,0.09085176286647814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947759507183874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203344563733256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054628821200324085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568860621654411,0.0,0.0,0.1759355467596695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08450815196231229,0.0,0.0,0.06635170596431095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089994223982456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741086711925627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020724050235995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782586768252172,0.0,0.10385408846706007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902288630368716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636795616380086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904857816183272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049198267018893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053387068845696,0.15304926046110276,0.0,0.0,0.07035735229678121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331689264803387,0.0,0.07989568164198707,0.08688185907706268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738576609476146,0.0,0.0,0.17388657640573668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858515409214575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890079865473129,0.0,0.0,0.08937446917952309,0.0,0.08969497796584748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061243427574816,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lexgotlost,2018/01/02,"Advice for anxiety attacks I've been experiencing up to 2 anxiety attacks a day for about the last two months. It doesn't happen every day, but it's becoming more and more frequent and I don't know how to deal with them. I've been trying to work out the reasons in my mind, and identifying what is upsetting me. 1. My job - I hate it so much, but I have bills to pay. I work in a pharmacy, and the pharmacist scares me. She's very intimidating, and I don't like how she treats me. I get guilt tripped/manipulated into going in on my days off, and can't say no to her without fear of getting the closing shift (which interferes with any family time). 2. My mental health - I know there's something wrong with me, and I know that I need help, but I don't have health insurance. I don't have the ability to get help without paying hundreds of dollars in consultations. I don't qualify for insurance through my job. 3. My family - I've been with my boyfriend for four years, and we just adopted a new kitten. I'm constantly worried he thinks I'm pathetic or overdramatic (especially during an attack), because he seems indifferent when I seek him for help/comfort. My mother is an alcoholic, and spent our Christmas holiday drunk and saying hurtful things to me unprovoked. We live in different states, but I drove 14 hours to spent a few days with her. She told me not to come back. I don't know why. I am unsure what to do with my life at this moment. There have been times where I wish something would happen to me. I don't drink, I've never done drugs or smoked, and I don't take any medications. Why is my brain like this?",3.114422657952069,4.899486287925697,4.63840385276918,83.11488361426444,74.66563467492259,8.252677445247105,26.51404655429423,8.94667605116694,2.057684187593166,1273,47,260,28,27,426,172,323,0.18,0.76,0.06,-0.9888,4,0,6,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,1,2,10,13,4,4,11,0,25,9,1,3,1,48,48,21,0,3,10,1,0,2,0,1,6,2,0,0,10,23,3,1,7,3,6,3,15,10,0,2,9,3,46,3,39,38,4,34,0,1,0,0,20,13,0,3,19,166,56,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959880722169885,0.0,0.10497674203673442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359794060792446,0.0,0.15028956653321307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352484121202145,0.0,0.07553190413239175,0.0,0.05987938079442361,0.10848602121762403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965585639049392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461543609539962,0.0,0.10615046481630083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25339786681967275,0.10126960671714197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262821655889334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052219363997142,0.0,0.09622685368363726,0.1139142529366562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276202274465459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520279061562067,0.11053473884331104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539615225123725,0.0,0.05582570567882133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372685340877528,0.0,0.0,0.09698062960901777,0.0,0.20882529797099936,0.0,0.0,0.1975221351118036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673560722969334,0.0,0.10515599018676973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949539063215371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159359761472329,0.0800696038732644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938192499757093,0.0959792856153638,0.0,0.08673785327138278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895520831538164,0.09899155325867663,0.0,0.09918311268711187,0.0,0.07840531200670715,0.0,0.07220948969490126,0.07283543005939372,0.0757601264689357,0.09487001255727433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099559343940773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562310106036566,0.09834419129829157,0.0,0.0,0.08942383426017349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124269904658064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738558526603679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525886745238975,0.06294106559627771,0.0,0.0,0.11455603711876786,0.0,0.0,0.09386185304754614,0.0,0.06669092515816187,0.0,0.0959552901027325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104906906451419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727247446486102,0.0,0.11295830252147696,0.18937816652701328,0.0,0.1430235109135189,0.0997561412632512,0.0,0.06977893989123614,0.10739780135560756,0.0,0.06325614358807505 anxiety,Freakedoutgaydude,2018/01/02,"Trying to move out of state for a job. Super anxious and feel sick. Im a 23 year old male and I work in the IT industry as a systems admin. Im also very anxious and take meds for it, but they dont take away my anxiousness completely. I tend to think of crazy scenarios and obcess over them for weeks. I live in a small town and since I'm gay I really don't have much for me here and I'm started to become severely depressed. I want to move to Dallas, and I'm honestly not sure if it's a good idea or not. I've never lived on my own in a place where I know nobody at all. I'm anxious over leaving my job which I've been at for almost 5 years. Like what if I get there and I get fired, or if I get there and the job offer was a sham? I want to live elsewhere but I feel sick thinking about it. This probably sounds really silly, but I feel like I'm going to throw up over this. :(",0.6574479638009052,2.0334286512820507,3.043529411764709,93.67235294117648,80.43589743589743,6.434389140271492,19.67571644042232,7.285733465282438,0.2332413273001505,677,16,165,9,17,234,109,195,0.188,0.71,0.103,-0.9595,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,6,8,0,0,9,0,5,3,0,0,3,33,26,19,0,5,10,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,10,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,2,5,18,7,28,24,3,28,0,1,0,1,4,16,0,6,8,96,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032799350439768,0.0,0.0,0.08810981925320259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978820120701557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351645990463804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168365248384075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155202086580248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489670188750103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129128546467325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671288938812257,0.07871164301287435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269137711020638,0.0,0.06261706064286286,0.09241261652530328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243782744897321,0.2380236776594902,0.0,0.32800590049674505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605512995714654,0.0,0.0,0.11666327208309055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765543712805924,0.0,0.2918692752174049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238363194872268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342049172032605,0.08099397831582017,0.0,0.08497656009417894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561394949289874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511322932322615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187912097941274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116651718268378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447050301753892,0.0,0.09114091023671653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798500905511492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384206505735752,0.0,0.1656812519834946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119604843127684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748040647973663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090891751298713,0.12997243396551791,0.0,0.08837865978852234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080211362734502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190286467227922 anxiety,NeedYouNow01,2018/01/02,"Therapy is Bullshit I went five (5) times to a therapist LMFT and all she did was listen to me for 50 min and take my money. The only advice was sending me to some meditation website. What they did do in addition is send four (4) armed policemen to my door ... guns drawn ... saying ""we know your in there ... you want us to break down your door ... and other things. And I came to CHI Miami for an ""anxiety disorder"" I have. That should really help it don't you think. If I was suicidal ... I would have killed myself Great Therapy Go to a therapist if you want to be put in jail for the rest of your life or if you want to commit suicide",2.669296875000001,3.983067335937502,4.612937500000001,84.78831250000003,74.859375,8.870000000000003,23.7375,9.3871,1.8409412500000009,481,14,104,12,10,165,87,128,0.147,0.764,0.08900000000000001,-0.9101,0,0,0,1,0,2,27.0,2,7,1,0,1,2,1,0,5,0,14,2,1,0,2,21,24,8,3,8,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,1,0,2,7,2,21,1,17,14,3,13,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,5,2,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779629821814382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136024269804722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963943273640903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967983755693051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758865390218706,0.0,0.0,0.1893145745016588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509583889750133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899753802506339,0.0,0.0943691664306972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212862172241941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059574032335225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261934422738134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100039689382026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136553347935315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375653069242792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910706915896414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927383612286767,0.3987448681532123,0.11407871969410675,0.11002698115538956,0.0,0.0,0.10012743522766306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655001746133814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038429481885502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917999570961258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121980237095162,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wonderwoman91,2018/01/02,"The urge to cry even when anxiety isn't on my mind I was recently diagnosed with GAD. When I am anxious, I have a tendency to get emotional rather than tense or panicky. Lately, I have been finding that even when I am not worrying, sometimes I get the feeling that I want to cry. Does anyone else experience this? ",5.266639344262295,6.067623491803283,6.4132377049180365,76.24477459016396,68.18032786885246,10.69016393442623,34.92213114754098,10.686352973137794,3.9272590163934415,247,12,47,7,4,83,44,61,0.234,0.664,0.102,-0.8542,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129404822304533,0.2381921776825809,0.0,0.14742608145608044,0.216033208578006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632014957048804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140008489927197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450982165619267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613197723471974,0.23716959977423985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785191603167479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624456677076375,0.0,0.0,0.10660837768029464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19270636006314515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031316220137065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378396900205033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289096947566727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208181678143272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085287695935524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436045623030005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412094306498589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,starchybunker,2018/01/02,"Huge anxiety spikes before and during sex. it's killing my desire. Healthy male in my 40s. I've been with my wife for almost 20 years. Sex has never been a problem and always is mutually pleasurable. In the last 6 months or so, if I know we are going to be having sex, I can feel my anxiety shoot up and my heart starts to pound. This is literally just sitting on the couch in anticipation of what's coming. I don't have any ED issues so I don't think it's performance related. It's really distracting and is making me rush to orgasm to calm the feelings. Any suggestions on how to address this?",2.5112954545454507,4.565443841666667,4.5945454545454565,81.55227272727275,77.25,8.03030303030303,24.24242424242424,8.841846274778883,1.9178333333333333,471,16,93,11,11,162,84,120,0.102,0.762,0.13699999999999998,0.5212,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,4,0,13,5,2,2,1,20,21,9,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,0,2,2,11,2,14,18,0,16,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,3,5,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793715400158855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19771476057444992,0.0,0.0,0.3231727709211691,0.0,0.3635497331476001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021929104955506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468432987230786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24029062252423586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504211150829815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28157498406069964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248008382926618,0.0,0.0,0.26288585258437003,0.0,0.13058701997111735,0.19368798375585405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586098942187641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966206979573302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832633787983098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22736551687053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152222288613566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818515881576815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225413266792232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301630480322678 anxiety,Venixflytrap,2018/01/02,woke up unable to breathe felt like i couldn't catch my breath was this a midsleep panic attack? they cab attack you even when asleep?! geez man anxiety needs to chill out,1.4236363636363656,4.126565303030308,1.2870303030303027,97.59054545454543,92.93939393939394,3.852121212121212,15.690909090909093,5.6839178017228535,-0.6814800000000001,137,3,27,1,5,40,31,33,0.301,0.635,0.064,-0.8538,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,1,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,1,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510497685772497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7466833368863796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167537225092077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150954381036922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032767941094475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243334494634986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850377328439536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Research_Cookie,2018/01/02,"PTSD/Anxiety induced by external forced factors This isn't a new topic, regarding smoking weed and getting anxiety. Read it many times here, but important for me to share my personal experience last night. Talking about this helps. Got some new vape equipment for wax... took a couple hits, probably no more than 10 seconds worth of vapor (yes, this is a lot for a concentrate, but I have had more in the past. I'm generally a VERY cautious person. Read read read.). Started at 11:30PM. The worse came around 12:30AM... Lasted till about 1AM till I fell asleep. Time range seems to fall in line with the effects of cannabis. Had one of my first semi-panic attacks ever. Thought of calling 911... but remembered all the experiences I've read here. People in the hospital, everything turns out okay. (So no, that wasn't the solution! If I didn't know better, if I wasn't as prepared... I'm not sure what would have happened! So I thank the knowledge I've acquired through reddit that made me a bit more mentally prepared for last night. ;) ) Said some odd stuff to my friend.. maybe this helped me cope through the moment. And deleted my reddit account last night. I didn't want to be involved with anything bad anymore. Well, as you can see, I'm back... I can't escape reddit... I like to read and now, contribute. I'd say it was mild in comparison to others, like that guy's experience I read here who smoked too much when he was 14. .... 15 years later, he still suffers from what he experienced that night. Moral of the story, I guess being forced out of your comfort zone (with whatever it may be.... kidnapping, rape, abuse, ... weed, such as here) will surely leave someone mentally scarred. In a way, it's inevitable with some things. With anything that will force discomfort, you don't know it's coming for you, till it gets you!! Again, I'm pretty alright. It was borderline for me. As a general guideline of thoughts I've had, I think the theory here discovered is that that pushing personal comfort boundaries helps people overcome their fears... being forced beyond that, makes it worse. And that must mean, not pushing comfort zones doesn't help you recover from your fears. Glad I was able to fall asleep... I woke up with subtle regret. Felt more comfortable around my coworkers during the day... it was as if I beat some social anxiety by pushing my comfort zone last night. That's all for now. Being open helps. Stay safe!",3.256573472965929,5.957225037861915,3.5887513623655423,86.34831019286358,78.13140311804007,6.761142965455147,26.702411979339427,7.915984808538092,1.8269929488698289,1898,77,349,33,47,588,242,449,0.17600000000000002,0.69,0.134,-0.9676,0,0,1,0,1,0,112.0,0,7,1,5,25,26,2,3,19,3,31,3,2,4,6,58,61,21,0,7,8,0,1,2,1,5,0,3,0,4,29,17,0,1,12,7,2,9,12,8,1,3,21,6,32,18,56,29,13,55,1,2,1,1,29,13,0,11,33,213,61,7,0.0698516237577215,0.08276275193085555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030890294706515,0.0,0.06927404107644246,0.0,0.0,0.11496386921707767,0.12436550909720535,0.0,0.07946630613222869,0.0,0.053711586986271716,0.05832318813342389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177808478171005,0.07625988173149224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132631773636328,0.07989164889393667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017098878181636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728949308880119,0.0,0.045048518643076775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318479276979047,0.0,0.0,0.06277813537473936,0.20498487453233827,0.0,0.15720499326962573,0.0,0.0,0.06706851300480247,0.0,0.0,0.059415755484599375,0.0,0.0,0.05396719124077106,0.0,0.07298918078791694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055866724586318674,0.0,0.07694943871082582,0.06916408957678724,0.06176956020042305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341003549788264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767772512789314,0.2846919816728694,0.0,0.07396278378116583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825195005244189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938535260111085,0.0,0.0660952953411612,0.04662650126502685,0.0708185828444569,0.07017534476099199,0.07608889597735875,0.0,0.0,0.1407880149410764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134898069276527,0.0,0.0,0.1349262669964514,0.0,0.32775508508928924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047333268032463835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668127875272191,0.0968526415478918,0.18297523068754132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106421347364286,0.07531186472164475,0.0,0.08165281016353633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890936861939641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912827295724224,0.0,0.06644489005448179,0.055548814851026605,0.0,0.0,0.05566270041468911,0.06359029482551405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120493379859293,0.0591850541328306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944133882004968,0.07445253687145527,0.055783596963937206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996339734802625,0.0,0.0,0.1316686574632825,0.0,0.0,0.05614408924397546,0.0,0.06430999029448572,0.0,0.0,0.04640631500101991,0.04475810001899995,0.0,0.11090877352308448,0.08146208709001118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776077241693841,0.0,0.0759785082497004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057634905053957235,0.041200297485470584,0.055444967613421055,0.0,0.0,0.06280499860096417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236954440057425,0.04962058937649182,0.0,0.0,0.044982155524528035 anxiety,ChickenManLarry,2018/01/02,"I just want to vent for a little bit... So I moved over to a different country a little over four months ago, as I had just finished my degree in May and got offered a job overseas. I thought this would be a great opportunity to meet some new people and gain some really valuable experience. I have dealt with anxiety and depression for a number of years but when I turned 19/20 it started getting much, much worse and had to take a year out of college as a result of it. My anxiety kinda comes in waves, I can feel fine for months at a time and then all of a sudden I will become uncontrollably anxious for no apparent reason. So, about a month ago I was just lying in bed trying to go to sleep and I started to have a panic attack, my first one I'd say in about 6 months. It just seemed to come out of the blue and my mind started racing uncontrollably, and then it kinda dawned on my that I was trapped in a completely new country with all of my friends and family at home, with nobody to talk to. To add to this the job I have isn't anything like what was described to me when I went for the interview, which had kinda been playing on my mind for the few weeks leading up to that panic attack. I somehow managed to drag myself to work the next day, even though I had barely slept the night before. Anyway, after about a week of feeling constantly anxious I kinda snapped out of it and started to feel in control of my thoughts again and everything pretty much went back to normal. So I went back home for Christmas and got to see all my family and friends again and had a really great time, it was the first time I had seen most of them in four months. I flew back last night, but about half an hour before I was going to work I started to have a panic attack again. I tried to just fight it off and get through it but I couldn't and called in sick, so for the whole day basically I've just been sitting on the couch trying to shake the off the anxiety and I just feel like I need to tell somebody how I'm feeling. So yeah, that's basically it, hope everybody else is feeling great!",7.365707547169813,5.518654344339623,7.539320754716988,78.76888679245285,64.51886792452831,10.4611320754717,33.46415094339623,8.982922981607832,2.5810786792452842,1638,52,342,21,20,534,192,424,0.17,0.7190000000000001,0.111,-0.9845,4,1,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,1,8,29,23,4,6,28,1,25,3,2,5,3,70,60,33,0,6,10,0,6,2,2,3,1,1,4,0,16,26,0,1,10,1,0,11,3,11,0,6,23,10,37,12,74,32,12,79,0,1,3,0,11,23,0,11,46,245,53,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253464796785764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226098258999186,0.15974673676976747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818189145636547,0.0,0.0,0.2413018992476721,0.0,0.1630968970651263,0.0,0.0,0.07808503192029727,0.12032473996771666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718849742259458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219485747619328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180738042194485,0.0741299179994548,0.07640396744671747,0.07929853614596474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119414785918507,0.0,0.06089570656995591,0.0,0.0,0.07386875724614099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059062620942885585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669814036436129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354258399757344,0.06916032432019986,0.13330349527649127,0.0,0.21449495880726505,0.050509670212073365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202785208933936,0.0,0.0,0.10924869819913928,0.0,0.0738779691917465,0.0,0.08036338619441824,0.0,0.11309402608105718,0.2338482956967164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418401549803713,0.07022324371363219,0.06962743119878408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403220601810663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576317345231729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908305325281383,0.14172436942900918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277814658888813,0.0,0.2821691321171804,0.07514525600772774,0.15592276989670115,0.05242479000780613,0.0,0.13656926257721988,0.07519259835675199,0.13269846197628934,0.06927315054308468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04790964468566742,0.0,0.0,0.2488614158839912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901600751764393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192956157292031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905872874069989,0.07269364337462092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056225232122094834,0.0,0.0,0.05634050446893881,0.0643646331045152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075326645389557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502169271333298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315926003882905,0.056827755164389225,0.061796844515106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946455858354413,0.11225930836573056,0.12368107496270556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400647091636276,0.07690369765919411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170199302779781,0.0,0.11342609019032035,0.0,0.0,0.1966249603533687,0.0,0.07893648826317258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294409629635144,0.0,0.07205158834177393,0.050224818715044896,0.0,0.0,0.09105980541624528 anxiety,Baycake,2018/01/02,"Desperate.. looking for a natural way to relieve my increased anxiety and depression in the last month. Can't shake this... Hello! I am a 23 year old female that has struggled with anxiety her whole life. I have taken many things but nothing really ""fixed"" me. Xanax and similar drugs just slowed my thoughts but didn't give me the courage or confidence to engage. Antidepressants never helped enough to notice. The only thing that ever USED to help, and still does time to time was alcohol. I felt I could speak clearly and engage with all types of people. I had confidence and just loved life. But obviously I can't drink every day nor do I like drinking really. Depression has always been on and off for me. When I don't have a lot going on I get depressed. I was also pescribed an anti depressant for my migraines from the age of 15-18. I didn't know it was an antidepressant and when I forgot to take it on a trip, I had a complete emotional break down. Safe to say I STOPPED taking it. Now my depression comes and gos. I also have a stupid past of abusing ""rave drugs."" I have abused MDMA/molly a few times in the last 2 years. I really was uneducated at the time this could be very bad for someone with my issues and I feel like this past made my depression much worse/an actual problem. Trust me, not doing these things again. (I was very sheltered as a child so moving out was a huge learning experience) I currently am living a healthy lifestyle. I eat pretty good and workout almost everyday but I just have been feeling HORRIBLE lately.. Extremely depressed. Nothing I used to do for fun is fun anymore. I feel this weight on my chest almost all day/everyday. I feel like all my social interactions are forced. I don't genuinely care what anyone is saying nor care to respond. And when I do to ""seem normal"" nothing comes out right or I just seem so fake. My anxiety has been very bad. I have very negative thoughts, constantly think about my finance leaving me or people I love dying. Thinking I'm so disgusting. Literally no confidence at all. Going ""blank"" in social situations. Just not feeling human very dissociative. I run my own business and have panic attacks all the time (usually business related things cause this) or arguing. This unmangiable feeling has been going on for a month now. Alcohol doesn't even seem to help anymore. And this sucks because I am actually very fun, intelligent and funny. I used to be the life of the party (with the help of alcohol or being comfortable with the people I was with) and now I literally can't even force myself to pretend I'm fun. I hate living this way and really don't want to be on antidepressants.. I want to try something more natural because natural things have worked before. Can someone recommend something to me? I've been reading about nootropics the past 2 days and am very interested. Thank you!!",3.6587776509205057,6.195043899814472,4.871794990723561,78.5961383259598,75.67903525046383,8.15357499643214,27.99061652633081,8.950670267944501,2.668092307692308,2278,95,398,54,52,750,251,539,0.21,0.5870000000000001,0.203,-0.8432,2,0,9,0,1,0,75.0,0,1,0,1,23,41,6,3,25,0,53,17,1,5,9,85,95,37,1,6,16,0,8,3,0,0,10,3,0,2,20,27,7,3,16,5,1,10,16,20,0,0,22,12,57,21,52,67,13,65,0,7,1,2,20,17,1,11,38,273,77,5,0.0,0.1358422222403257,0.11188245450191447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837899481269121,0.11480602229960475,0.0,0.0,0.0916860495028772,0.04769924501013357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156110154137615,0.0,0.11370259523575835,0.040083185308589286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652158088414616,0.0,0.0,0.09572846841540487,0.06988994626528915,0.0,0.04877961134018437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689393554542725,0.05888887800180385,0.0,0.09876134661820382,0.060104490392637974,0.06194828823895945,0.0,0.09153918099098884,0.0,0.0,0.11091023567382416,0.0,0.3456194012462841,0.0,0.059494614863835164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016575967871188,0.0,0.0,0.112313947539243,0.13295830569668954,0.058658097082636175,0.0,0.0644832510192363,0.0,0.05923236286265009,0.0,0.0757256450466991,0.05185401923810868,0.04829904088595065,0.0,0.0,0.056075146996463016,0.0,0.0,0.173912376255365,0.08190641700208552,0.055041281472480205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02995010522975075,0.05499165495960348,0.09773787366413496,0.04808174506112944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056596869425037326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536957711321194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059832723603502724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03150448779164379,0.09345554743456166,0.06466543962012139,0.060699219621819185,0.0,0.0,0.12147167218989018,0.08401874349621667,0.0,0.10123858703742676,0.0,0.04813881745963317,0.0,0.0,0.04873592333299792,0.10347664964836813,0.05424258853955901,0.0,0.05811886050828049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915130211829496,0.06092772580433733,0.04214069423953183,0.0,0.04421280829659583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056166626426259074,0.16501552525337926,0.06526523834527476,0.060153263201954466,0.0,0.0,0.043598476729994534,0.0,0.06725889260261349,0.0,0.0,0.16417046696013698,0.11922644321357675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832044280067929,0.0,0.054852573801536166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057340816858399375,0.0,0.1468962300940126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04895549623962799,0.0,0.09117476492908416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565604108216248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443604332644849,0.0,0.11687185619150482,0.09714308779310027,0.08826363907863928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04578006167841536,0.04792652084824717,0.0,0.05992885420745798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620298849668342,0.0,0.0,0.05277743785728181,0.0,0.0,0.1904219231674943,0.07346347998330588,0.0,0.0910197758643394,0.1671342282680376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038920118360011684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148531970675462,0.06313572329656758,0.3310956546839148,0.06762389887741581,0.09100431579344348,0.0,0.06980677652241138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640016545071226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173350391989074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383123234854312 anxiety,helpmeihaveanxiety,2018/01/02,"Freaking out over upcoming storm I'm still a relatively new homeowner on the east coast and on Thursday it's going to be super windy and snowy. And it's absolutely frigid out - single digit weather and lows below zero. Anyway, I'm always anxious about bad weather events but this time I'm a little off my rocker. If the power goes out for an extended period of time (again, super windy) I'm afraid the house will get so cold the pipes will freeze and burst and the house will get major water damage. I do have a generator but I'm afraid I won't be able to get it to work when I need it to. I don't have a working fireplace. I'm afraid a tree will fall on the house and kill my SO and dog, even though I had my trees checked out earlier this year. I'm afraid a tree will fall on the neighbor's house. I'm afraid that the insurance company will come up with some excuse to not pay for repairs in the event of the above situations, and then I'm really fucked. I've run through so many scenarios in my head. With anxiety I always feel like there's some impending doom on the horizon, but now it feels like doom is the day after tomorrow. I'm meditating and doing breaths but having a hard time tamping this down. It's so miserable and it's constant and I'm trying not to lose perspective. But part of me feels like if I worry to the extreme like we do, nothing bad will happen. Like anxiety is preventive. Anyway, thanks for letting me vent. I know you guys understand.",3.731818181818184,4.992417720538722,4.971296296296295,83.46583333333336,72.13131313131315,8.362962962962964,26.2946127946128,8.841846274778883,1.8766107744107736,1161,38,236,22,22,385,155,297,0.16,0.731,0.109,-0.9614,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,6,14,24,2,6,21,0,21,4,2,0,0,38,46,26,1,3,9,0,5,5,1,8,0,0,1,1,11,20,1,1,5,0,2,5,4,16,0,1,1,6,16,8,34,34,5,42,2,6,0,1,5,19,1,4,23,143,27,3,0.11464717338132617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079126489367115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540954766720304,0.12951867290041136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145120191555204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875838831351677,0.0,0.1238928652706961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739379423069434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572337675512206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739071668711734,0.2457118907136235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598946439109633,0.1796952486124905,0.0,0.06515663067775504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351872645043512,0.1013821167930022,0.0,0.10270134834986937,0.0,0.11766107559956195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5291497810316108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684011095453,0.0,0.06300708820776896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723450236605105,0.0,0.28005408930851605,0.11490658662122237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826086140248932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162342392232616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500942637319425,0.0,0.11072695446344094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000705491074744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241517164864892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344591497673146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288682264088741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155738075811833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555171391600317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264026575165965,0.0,0.2005550663003911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783790508781081,0.0,0.0,0.11935175073968946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692901532570065,0.11642976967496615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382902080234427 anxiety,stankybaby1,2018/01/02,"I over think all social situation! what can i do? I always over analyse all social situations I am in, it drives me insane. My brain is always working and I have too look at every detail, its ruining all my relationships. help",0.7547093023255833,3.0344340930232576,4.069040697674422,75.46309593023258,103.41860465116278,6.801162790697672,19.328488372093023,7.6454224807358475,1.802072093023256,178,6,30,5,8,64,33,43,0.117,0.82,0.063,-0.3164,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,0,4,7,3,5,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,25,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014563959904812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692998564924973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325226195667564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169582543856315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025780089441909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25899785616607257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423201503551444,0.0,0.4918207213698198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457468930981644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756231369298883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PM_If_Gay,2018/01/02,"Release anxiety through plush toys Hey all, I'm new in this sub therefore I'm not sure if this is posted already. I have an old 'baby blanket' from back when I was still a baby, and I noticed that I use to grab and smell it as I feel more relieved and am releasing anxiety through this. Does anyone have the same thing? Any adults who do this aswell? 2018 started rough for me, first 2 days I've gotten anxiety attacks. I feel like this year isn't going to cut it for me",2.501365979381444,4.066071546391759,3.6150386597938144,90.74049613402063,75.8041237113402,6.499484536082474,26.55798969072165,7.1686216300943375,1.159001030927835,368,14,79,4,8,119,71,97,0.109,0.815,0.076,-0.2767,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,2,12,15,6,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,5,8,3,9,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,10,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968215122187106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770132220752813,0.0,0.4984650419746474,0.0,0.0,0.1518691042658971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470927995487024,0.0,0.16701098921796975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007401537600034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007044795892653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21964253089600166,0.1551654900673556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474754993093426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234379887056602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611142151904053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097700941914528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24728008043495475,0.2279115826454534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801456637483146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373306520821656,0.0,0.17345370401110854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047054831722374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442959519379306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758836294793466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986766567199238 anxiety,IamJenface,2018/01/02,"Pregabalin I don't post here a lot because I`m always scared that people won't like what I have to say, or that I ramble and there's no point to my post.. but I came to a) ask about pregabalin and b) just whinge at someone because my anxiety is awful at the moment and I`m scared of moaning too much at my boyfriend. so Pregabalin. I got put on this today after a hilarious (!) situation for someone with and anxiety disorder. I got stuck in the lift at work and since then, my anxiety has been through the roof. At the time I was fairly calm, but in the weeks after, Ive been having multiple panic attacks a day. It really doesnt help that I need to commute to a big city every day for work. They upped my medication and Ive been taking that everyday for 2 weeks without much improvement. I got put on pregabalin today and I`m kinda worried about taking it. a) because Ive read the side effects and b) because I feel like a huge failure for needing it. So does it help? Or how has it helped you because I keep trying to tell myself my anxiety isnt that bad, but I had a full blown attack 2 nights ago in my friends kitchen for absolutely no reason. I`m frustrated. I was doing so well before the lift incident",4.5579475308641975,5.213937230452674,5.969338991769551,79.31598379629631,69.69958847736625,9.202572016460906,30.413837448559672,9.354420925462401,2.6357491769547328,949,37,187,19,16,322,130,243,0.248,0.6759999999999999,0.076,-0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,1,30.0,0,1,1,3,11,12,3,3,15,1,19,2,0,3,0,26,31,18,0,2,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,12,10,1,1,3,1,0,3,7,7,1,0,11,2,26,5,30,19,4,35,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,4,16,128,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316694352667593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745362336392537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216122189802192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825656406810256,0.2391383252537132,0.0,0.0,0.08775612088019087,0.3203472631648088,0.0,0.08943440838690128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020915560403353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556471702032447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045646566753733,0.0,0.09197582586003657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855331210339702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314293565908225,0.07508518155860999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120186000901072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521799918462122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211343786652612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341984974639173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269545562922268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935430912065095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587961912487973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545247268184397,0.1558642081558166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863149044731204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331503067384078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286477635446457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935574803491397,0.0,0.20131810850866128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131389983608684,0.0,0.0,0.10513085060044307,0.0,0.06733129411950375,0.10806278061256433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358165365833985,0.21045169213572107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869417983235532,0.11813951065547534,0.0,0.0,0.1781058591275749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804786191546966,0.0,0.09186413751434112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128605954693017,0.0,0.19924958771486495,0.0,0.0,0.07135763619765367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861362467157318,0.0,0.09449968743988953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131497110562612,0.0,0.15303161015196992,0.10673659751852542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,clare33,2018/01/02,"Anxiety newby struggling Hi, I'm 33 and I've never had problems with anxiety until about 10 days ago. I don't know what's triggered it but for the past week and a half I've been freaking out about the inevitability of death and it's overwhelming. I've been tense, panicky and on edge 24/7. I'm having trouble eating. My heart races, I get tingly hands and a prickly scalp. I've had a couple of panic attacks where I start hyperventilating. I try to distract myself from negative thoughts but I only ever manage it temporarily and it keeps coming back. I'm really scared that I'm going to feel this way for ever. I just wanted to share this in the hope that someone out there can give me some advice or just let me know I'm not alone. 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I find it hard to tell if I'm actually falling asleep or if I'm starting to panic. I hope this makes sense. When falling asleep I feel like I'm slipping into a weird zone (like the wave of doom, lightheaded), it's probably me actually falling asleep. However, my anxiety really focusses on this weird feeling and it keeps me awake. It's hard to explain and was wondering if anyone else gets this?",3.0629430379746836,5.615561670886077,4.691629746835441,79.01440664556964,77.86075949367087,8.506962025316456,30.128164556962037,9.188382445141503,3.165213924050634,328,16,59,9,8,110,50,79,0.244,0.6729999999999999,0.083,-0.8126,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,1,0,15,13,7,0,4,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,4,6,3,6,12,0,8,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,6,4,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.4253976477850504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667398264391668,0.0,0.0,0.1524036348855253,0.22332714753107916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820787291164807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204156022768073,0.15571162290952612,0.0,0.0,0.19921271357898426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387580271071628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905010924813516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164847879368483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373405130038854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129697994933572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454908851374901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25573066691426144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349991863516826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963161388592704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427415637353495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905078158248345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363697726810451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,josetres3,2018/01/02,"Moving isn't falling in line, redo room? So here is my situation. I am in a living environment right now that I absolutely cannot stand. I suffer from adjustment disorder, anxiety, and depression. I am in therapy and on medication just for background before people start suggesting those things. I have been trying to move but my budget is tight and I live in the city. Things just arent working out moving wise. I've been looking and looking and also looking to find someone to take my spot in the place that I currently rent. (I have a puppy that restricts some of my moving options). So here's my question. Does anyone have any suggestions as to how I could redo my room so that it actually starts to feel like my own safe space. I've had a lot of bad stuff happen since I moved here and I'm having a hard time associating it with anything good. I had a friend who went through a personal struggle so her parents redid her entire room to try and help the environment. Has anyone had any experience with this or any suggestions? Anything will help. My anxiety makes change really hard for me so the thought of this and moving has me heightened as well. Anyway sorry for the rant and thanks for any advice! 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For me, my New Years resolution is to be more vulnerable and open with my feelings, especially in my current romantic relationship, and to stop using my hurtful coping behaviors when I feel like I’m too vulnerable (i.e. pulling away from/avoiding my SO when I feel like I’ve expressed too much affection or haven’t received enough, etc. in a misguided attempt to “regain control” or “have the upper hand”) Anyone else made resolutions related to conquering some aspect of their anxiety?",9.822527472527467,10.228205098901103,10.180527472527476,54.48947252747254,58.45054945054945,14.312967032967036,45.672527472527456,13.348371206891418,6.941446593406594,428,25,61,16,5,144,66,91,0.139,0.7490000000000001,0.112,-0.1645,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,4,0,15,10,7,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,4,9,2,11,8,5,15,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,3,10,40,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066373790909957,0.0,0.0,0.14013643939556467,0.2053512129082808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829865511988814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478504907424685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16742294110779454,0.0,0.0,0.20708465069963264,0.22351827268615268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040110333999094,0.28635632507631603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145508698334269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958275432354596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963969961498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732977928078272,0.0,0.0,0.3871285635581841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517318118817624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755784083984596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173096202697954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258124346602124 anxiety,Free_From_Compulsion,2018/01/02,"My Former Psychiatrist is refusing to treat me, citing Resistance to taking meds I'm pretty frustrated that I cannot go back to my former doctor because I didn't like the idea of taking medications and when I did, I didn't stick to them long because they made me sick. Every anti anxiety medication or anti depressant gave me stomach problems up to diarrhea, on top of that I already having Irritable Bowel Syndrome. Fast forward to now, I lost another job because my social anxiety triggers my IBS, turns my stomach sour, couldn't sleep, was spending more time in the bathroom at work than working, going to the bathroom so much at work that it drained all my energy, leaving me exhausted and giving me symptoms similar to that of a fever or the flu. I wanna go back to therapy and take medications and actually give them time to adjust to me because I'm living with my parents and not working but now I have to a new therapist/ doctor which won't get to happen until the end of fucking February. 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Take the time in 2018 to periodically stop and think of positive things in your life, then be grateful for them. It's so easy to get engulfed in the negative that permeates our world and to forget the good things. Even if it's the most minute detail, if it's positive, revel in it. For me, it helps when I get overwhelmed with my anxiety to remind myself that, in the grand scheme of things, my life is actually pretty good. If your life isn't great for whatever reason, keep telling yourself that it will get better because eventually, it will. Happy New Year and I hope this helps anyone who needs a reminder. You're not alone and life is good.",4.860858585858587,5.818473290123457,5.377093153759823,82.74237373737377,69.18518518518519,8.360044893378229,26.455667789001122,8.575989854853784,1.6789432098765436,651,19,130,10,11,209,91,162,0.066,0.6629999999999999,0.271,0.9895,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,4,1,2,6,11,0,1,6,0,9,5,0,2,0,23,19,13,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,19,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,14,10,19,15,1,16,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,6,8,87,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.1253221148463531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300727698654916,0.0,0.0,0.10685804647129914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648616100509236,0.0,0.0,0.08979619860886631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828533894306132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113579518883741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482203959150901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923635696865627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012868171675099,0.0,0.0,0.5385747035484305,0.0,0.1415865759766005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670844471253246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721581741030599,0.0,0.0,0.12755280428827764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414807370530924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535440616532501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952238692787932,0.0,0.12403152788230493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299353055396935,0.13065214314603424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320400137620655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212695469007976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073672002758465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931159067357672,0.0,0.11224717625139076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559551797182118,0.08228813638802572,0.0,0.0,0.07488435981498848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574708705848653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270006428464237 anxiety,movimento9,2018/01/02,"What hypothetical life conditions, if present 24/7, would totally eliminate your anxiety? For me, it would be having a constant monitor of my own blood pressure, blood sugar, electrolytes, EKG, vitals etc. If I had constant reassurance that my body was functioning properly I'd never have anxiety again. What about you? 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Because I do that shit all the time. 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Completely frozen, anxious to my core. It also doesn't help that when I went home for xmas, I forgot my medicine, so I had to make do with what I could get. I was doing well before this and the holidays, and I feel like theyve totally screwed me up. I just want to get back to that good place I was in for a couple months where I was able to get up and go in to work without problems. But I skipped a lot of parties during this holiday time, I didnt want to see anyone and I didnt want to go out. Like someone mentioned in another thread, I only feel content at times with nothing on my plate and being at home. Now I have that constant knot in my stomach and anxiety that is just there. Always there. Back once again after two months of managing it pretty well. My friend talked me into throwing a NYE party and it went alright, I guess it was a good way to get me potentially out of my funk, but Im wondering if it only made it much worse. I fear I may be fired for not showing up now, but the anxiety is winning at the moment. I need my comfy space. It annoys me though that anxiety and depression are illnesses that keep us from working, but we lose our jobs as opposed if it was something physical, we'd go on leave and people would be understanding. its just so fucked. thanks to whoever read my venting and ranting. 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I've always had a problem with anxiety but my head doesn't feel in right now. I went to my first day of my job and walked out during my break and didn't come back. I made up a story for my boss about something or other. This morning was supposed to be my first day back but I woke up crying and I can't even get myself motivated enough to leave my apartment. I'm already on Klonopin and Cymbalta but they obviously don't seem to be helping. My entire life seems like it's in a rut and I have nowhere to go.,1.1628603104212836,2.778007089430897,3.065218033998523,93.00252771618624,79.73170731707317,5.773540280857352,22.563932002956392,6.574015621080383,0.3618357723577237,444,14,103,4,11,149,80,123,0.093,0.823,0.084,0.0,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,3,1,22,23,10,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,7,2,15,1,18,14,1,23,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,3,10,68,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955567458008116,0.0,0.14745374858252844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556593041672724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27252864176946984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526515856888171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465796297956606,0.2285728701827832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831063351137482,0.0,0.11704619458435417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960320650183831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30147117317653405,0.0,0.19430271536811555,0.0,0.0,0.09258543370298032,0.0,0.2014261909484526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818696119979777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187807982594833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517091479935035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764086239457106,0.0,0.0,0.12516937048082655,0.08657634362332219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881260877913216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16768133355734374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144812999316342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956699471276704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133722625415633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.322652478746289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364256860136439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427637296398714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,reeeeidk,2018/01/02,"Anyone else? Does anyone ever feel as if their thoughts are invisible? Like, I don’t know how else to explain it other than it feels like my thoughts don’t exist but I know I’m having them. They feel so distant and blocked, Idk man, I’m a mess and just getting anxious about every symptom my anxiety/depression is giving me. It’s probably the Prozac though. Most of the time my mind is racing too so it’s rly frustrating cause I’ve just became obsessed w focusing on my symptoms ;-; ",1.5170701754385971,4.166938873684213,3.0238157894736837,87.48379385964914,86.57894736842104,5.692982456140351,24.758771929824558,7.1686216300943375,1.3768771929824561,383,16,72,6,12,125,70,95,0.173,0.76,0.067,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,9,5,1,1,3,0,6,3,0,2,1,20,18,9,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,10,2,6,16,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479986255040634,0.0,0.2658953987591584,0.19481707569220685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195322322542736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637640889026524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663895293142892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31766890809627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719891397905876,0.16019800618618465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884158299643911,0.135833387753721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933835237436632,0.1823960335404846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898784065115472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185781952649879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198342878637809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499905533746893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39524876837671297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868079178027224,0.3018939165150585,0.11086998682739696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,patmeonthebacksnail,2018/01/02,"I quit my job today. I’m so worried I made the wrong choice and messed up my life. I quit my job today. I am 21. I have been working part time for 4 years and decided I had enough. But now I’m freaking out. What if I made the wrong choice? I decided to quit because of how depressed work was making me, some various health problems that have popped up, and because I’d like to start college this Spring ( I have signed up for a couple of classes ). I didn’t think doing all three would be good for myself mentally. So I feel like it was a good reason to leave, but I still feel wrong for doing it. And now what do I do? I live at home. No income. Lots of free time until school starts and doctors appointments are scheduled. Also means lots of time to panic... about not having a job, what my first college classes are going to be like, worrying that my parents think I’m a disappointment... I don’t know what to do. I haven’t been able to go to therapy and I wouldn’t be able to for a couple more months (therapist is on maternity leave). I don’t know what to do. I’m scared. 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Have you have those very weird, random and detailed thoughts that freaks you out? I have been having this very creepy thought about a lady that stares widely at me and I don’t know why it keeps entering my mind! It’s the same thought every other day and it’s not making any sense. It just randomly pops into my mind whenever I’m alone. I don’t even know who that lady is.",2.4177857142857166,4.247735350000003,3.17464285714286,92.65750000000004,76.75,6.071428571428572,20.17857142857143,6.868970318607317,0.19860714285714293,308,7,66,3,7,97,57,80,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.754,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,19,18,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,1,9,0,4,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,1,42,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23666239366996075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539131927099484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736690044168685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509254785189293,0.0,0.192525421294782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986472718355302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20310585231096445,0.0,0.0,0.2511608791191073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252894383294865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614500690571237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442226296734566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770813145864853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619033161873868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,limeknuckles,2018/01/02,"Anxiety because of my coach I'm a student and my extracurricular activity in school is judo. I really love the sport loads. But recently, for almost every single training, my coach comes to me and yells at me when I do something wrong. I usually try my hardest to pay attention when he teaches but sometimes when I do it myself I don't seem to get it right. Then my coach comes to my side and yells at me and doesn't even tell me what I'm doing wrong or how to fix it. He just kind of stands by the side and keeps saying I'm doing it wrong. Even though I want to ask him for help, just how intensely he stares at me makes me so stressed out. I understand that he just wants me to get better and he does not have anything personal against me, but his presence makes me so scared. It's getting to the point where I get too anxious to go for training and I might have to quit. What should I do?",4.074495495495493,4.496322967567568,5.028986486486488,86.46600225225227,70.67567567567569,8.32882882882883,27.849099099099107,8.344100000000001,1.6390450450450451,699,23,154,10,12,229,100,185,0.128,0.8109999999999999,0.06,-0.92,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,15,8,0,2,4,0,12,1,0,4,0,31,31,20,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,8,10,0,1,3,4,1,3,3,5,0,0,0,4,28,3,22,29,1,20,0,0,1,1,13,10,0,4,6,103,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141044169843835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775234015871404,0.15912406462330486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591021191690393,0.0,0.13167876205529175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586282543343443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457324109973075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426651819722833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232616161895125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860644681796864,0.0,0.11867492644653375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943600096407304,0.0,0.08005014009505783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094410955164294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251968281474813,0.0,0.14667697041958214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271255449456129,0.0,0.18804125781007452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494230247530476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298761288494038,0.0,0.0,0.1331518359958829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981475466343291,0.0,0.0,0.09023418986126787,0.0,0.1390755780838584,0.0,0.0,0.12028789410353236,0.0,0.1120121468590742,0.14101866147927614,0.1425509948271109,0.0,0.1282274961564849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108435702691229,0.13930745220710616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134690617065905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231119367941798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838758941295787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563010152875136,0.0,0.0,0.1466331863376172,0.0,0.0,0.1551299400760635,0.0,0.1661577761814224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620027068110548,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DustDevil67,2018/01/02,"I gotta turn every situation into something bad Every time i have something good going with somebody i’ll be happy while i’m talking to them and then whenever i get a chance to think about the conversation my brain has to turn it into something bad. It’s like i desperately search for any little bit of negative energy and magnify it so i become convinced that this person hates me. Fuck anxiety, i’m so sick of this.",4.760284552845526,6.199026573170732,6.432682926829269,73.28528455284554,69.85365853658537,9.369105691056909,29.52032520325203,9.725611199111238,3.0012861788617884,337,13,59,8,6,116,60,82,0.253,0.5820000000000001,0.165,-0.8608,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,2,0,3,3,1,0,0,6,13,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,8,4,10,11,1,7,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557124564996364,0.0,0.14126002236182109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083572293920805,0.0,0.2039361498824989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20159465383387132,0.0,0.0,0.20613525054518836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111583978395685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070991071032887,0.09647424242255012,0.0,0.1049432853452538,0.15487925312926382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656791967798304,0.0,0.1823078770302506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021275624813024,0.18507210367397012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123299893778392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755915269542005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4264676692242783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841811944855396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831900961191699,0.0,0.0,0.10767339834932978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017016738458184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shitjustgotreal_3112,2018/01/02,Nervous laughter. What do I do about it? I communicate like a retard because of these frequent bouts of nervous laughter I get during conversation. And it seems like I have no control over it.,3.6690000000000014,6.689136971428574,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,79.28571428571428,5.7857142857142865,34.464285714285715,7.1686216300943375,2.7865714285714294,154,9,24,2,4,50,25,35,0.227,0.509,0.264,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31751242970569604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5841906345247186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721287163490736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089333886363288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741728874422715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,quiexotic,2018/01/02,"Numb is the new freaking out. Anybody experienced this? Basically you freaked out so much in your life that you grew numb. People would think you are nonchalantly calm and you usually are upon friends freaking out and even calming them down but in fact you would not even raise an eyebrow if you see something shocking -- like an accident across the street. That when life continues to turn upside down you only poker face back at it. I think this is what depression is about. When you can't get anxious you get depressed. And vice versa. Edit: I need to further elaborate. Numb isn't the same as calm. Numb is when suddenly shit happens and you don't even know what to feel or do because feeling anxious is just too much and ridiculous to everyone.",4.213204205866077,6.770391028776982,4.200143884892089,83.99381848367459,73.96402877697841,7.154620918649695,30.11676812396237,8.139509932561175,2.306998450470392,599,27,107,10,13,184,88,139,0.234,0.6629999999999999,0.103,-0.9767,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,11,1,0,11,17,2,0,5,0,13,8,2,0,1,23,24,13,0,4,5,0,2,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,12,0,0,0,4,14,5,16,22,3,21,0,2,1,0,13,12,1,2,9,77,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936403630258282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396522325968158,0.0,0.1062035269588329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30011264737707416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452140550229473,0.0,0.0,0.16647566672014436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618278190306302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460274084092302,0.0,0.18204660201706088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406308744921346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957473255396048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24611494120932734,0.08511559832537617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561450163228874,0.12918269122434514,0.0,0.16826376296044804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325029491704637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078293042774475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883160983860926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883539062932133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412386578165844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326761126075184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950245918464886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918798582485844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475232517630784,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,koka558,2018/01/02,"Need advice For Christmas, I had asked my mom if she could sew me a cover for my weighted blanket (which is amazing if anxiety makes it hard to sleep. Would highly recommend). I had measured the blanket and given her the dimensions, but had also suggested that she look up the dimensions of the original blanket, which she had purchased (I looked these up later and the original dimensions were even smaller than what I had measured!). She had worked hard and had made two covers. One was a ""mess up"" cover, but the other was supposed to fit perfectly. The thing is, now that I am home and put the cover on, it is way too small and also doesn't breathe at all! I thought it would be fine, but I tried to sleep under it last night and it was not a good night. If I don't use this, I won't have a cover for the weighted blanket, and I don't want to accidentally stain the blanket. So here is the advice I need: should I tell my mom about the issues with the cover? Should I ask her if she could make me a new cover, or does all of this make me come across really ungrateful for the hard work she put into this handmade gift? I do appreciate what she did, and I don't think she will ask me about it on her own, and I am really freaking out over this issue! tldr; Mom sewed me a cover that is too small. Should I let her know or will that sound ungrateful?",5.181770072992702,5.003747350364964,5.903348540145987,83.23998631386863,68.19708029197079,9.039781021897813,28.43886861313869,8.660442795831766,1.8655992700729924,1050,31,222,15,16,344,128,274,0.093,0.799,0.108,0.8156,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,10,6,0,0,20,0,37,5,3,7,3,46,55,21,0,14,10,3,5,0,0,8,0,1,1,0,21,13,2,0,3,0,1,3,6,2,0,2,15,8,37,4,25,28,3,27,0,0,2,0,20,15,0,6,8,172,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20825390718217346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042831231752192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151635072039051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988512027019196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179002540521763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015530946976662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324936350214283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038035750498578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937554522722115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286364314014257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258406307247368,0.1068860637510491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224371136153212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856132654716825,0.08685874957172543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896247027023476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789632656459712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082747452479887,0.21338428147785035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743972797803479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802237237220085,0.0,0.10291409303862194,0.0,0.19999437068334625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220625692168788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21423984481374925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652718552315482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132693143160368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313612867060614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707922026734819,0.06827787312471117,0.0,0.08459491314211158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234568533882395,0.0,0.10409139186335416,0.0,0.0,0.09203164212610218,0.0,0.0,0.06285049372558622,0.08458054435969929,0.0,0.25951714956739724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515055297350258,0.0,0.0,0.1513910690750183,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,r0ciobelle,2018/01/02,"Panic about medication side effects This is my first time posting here, I just wanted to see if anyone can give me tips or has had the same thing. I suffer from chronic migraines and when I have an attack I take Tramadol for the pain. I've been taking this medication for almost 6 years without any problems now, but recently I read about a lot of people who have had seizures after taking Tramadol and now every time I take it I'm scared shitless I will have a seizure. Yesterday it got so bad, I was shaking and my heart was racing so bad and I felt super nauseous. I logically know that it's super unlikely that I will have a seizure, but I can't stop thinking about it. But I also can't stop taking my meds when I need them or the pain gets so bad I can't stand it. Any ideas how I can calm myself down during an attack like this?",4.4941307814992015,4.955697339181288,5.446996278575226,83.69846889952156,69.76023391812865,7.621690590111643,27.826156299840523,7.348242739294969,1.4334982456140355,659,21,134,6,11,217,102,171,0.219,0.66,0.121,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,14,16,2,3,8,0,18,7,1,2,0,27,33,17,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,1,0,1,4,12,0,1,7,2,22,4,11,24,2,18,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,5,14,95,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710055285314625,0.0,0.0,0.10150467150865436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263145818281722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875135486432313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28879897386858283,0.0,0.0,0.31793997428891313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069427313292114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218712601441981,0.0,0.0,0.1079653129153046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631489980163405,0.1217613781520088,0.0,0.0,0.10151631250533293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041087758615382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328682094572126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697565813267778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062010851199238236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079100673528676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098894384622884,0.2557342101013718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941158706587122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701217353828075,0.14892324048600009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799623657147948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156241183169075,0.0,0.0,0.12145342754579964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696284354725285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253265759400118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707756624376426,0.0,0.10114557694281058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122358104261583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771721585706218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432565200033477,0.08133065438002171,0.0,0.0,0.14802605220910714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486571489233099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235453962382226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173778919750302 anxiety,RME123,2018/01/02,"I’m awake yet I’m locked in a dream, is this a form of anxiety? I feel like I could potentially suffer from anxiety so this may have something to do with this but I am unsure, however, I went to the doctors a few months ago about my lack of sleep but they were extremely unhelpful and basically told me to buy over the counter sleeping pills which I am not comfortable in doing. I started using spray for pillows which is supposed to help you sleep and a herbal tea also but this didn’t help at all. I’ve tried listening to music but I need it to be silent because I’m such a light sleeper. When I do finally come to sleep at night I never seem to be able too, however much I try my brain never switches off and literally makes up continuous stories like a live dream, it’s nothing scary or bad just a life situation that could actually happen and I could actually be in, like being out at a pub with friends or something. It does usually include my actual friends / family, and more recently it has kind of continued from actual events from that current day, even though I’m actually in bed. Sometimes I do fall asleep but then I wake up in the same situation where I know it’s a dream and I’m awake but it won’t stop and however much I try to make it stop and get some real proper sleep I can’t. Does anybody have any advise or anything at all on this, any information will be really appreciated! 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I had this on-and-off fling with this guy I met over a year ago. Now we're back together after we broke up 4 months ago but I'm not surr whether to be happy about it or not. Honestly, he is just the greatest person that came into my life; but we suddenly break up because I get a panic attack and I become distant afterwards. I got drunk on NYE and it was only till the next day did I know that I texted him an ""ily"". It then lead to a very long and serious conversation and before y'all know it... we're back together lol. I really am toxic and I just don't want to hurt him again. Please, did I do the right thing? Should I cut him off again? Please help guys. 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The first paper is physics (also my worst subject, which I failed last term), and I don't know what to do. Moreover, I have a few incomplete assignments that might cost me internal marks, and I'm certain that my physics teacher hates me. It's all descending upon me all at once, there's a queasy feeling in my stomach, and my head hurts. I know that these are the consequences of my own actions...but I don't know what to do. Could anyone help? 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The first time I remember having any kind of panic/anxiety attack was when I was about 12 years old on the return trip from Universal Studios in Orlando. We lived in FL so it was only about a 3 and half hour drive home. I'm sitting between my older brother and sister when out of the blue I just feel panicky and trapped. I started crying that I needed to get out of the car NOW! It was the middle of the night and we were on a stretch of road with immediate exits. My mom had me put my head between my knees and just try and breathe easier. After a while I was fine. Thought nothing of it, just a random fit from an exhausting day. Some time later-maybe a few months? I wake up feeling incredibly nauseous, faint and shaky. It freaked me the fuck out. I thought I was getting majorly sick. As I still had no real frame of reference for panic and anxiety (other than my mother having it-but it was such a foreign concept to me a kid I never put two and two together) I just thought it was the flu hitting hard. I can't remember if i woke my parents up or not, but it did pass within an hour or so. I fluffed it off again. Then not too long after that, I guess about six months later, I got sick for real. Stomach flu. A BAAAAAD case of it. Took me out close to three weeks. Had to go to the hospital and everything. It was a horrible, horrible experience. I couldn't sleep. I would lay in bed half conscious with fever sweats, tossing and turning. For a few nights...every little move I made had me in the bathroom on the toilet. I couldn't keep anything in. One night I was laying in my parents trying to relax with them...and I shat myself. Got it on the sheets and everything. I think after that my parents felt it was best to not just wait it out. I was so weak and out of it in the hospital that I remember shuffling, zombie-like, to the bathroom only to puke up bile everywhere. This sucked because I thought I was over the vomitted stage. They pumped me full of liquids, gave me some meds and sent me on my way. I got better after a few weeks. Ever since then, an upset stomach ROYALLY fucks me up. My anxiety really manifested in high school during my Sophomore year after another, less bad, bout of the stomach flu. Any time I felt as if my stomach was slightly upset, I would freak out and think I was gonna puke. I know fear of vomiting in a thing, and I don't think I have it as severely as others, but boy, is there not much in the world I dread more than throwing up. When I puke I puke HARD. I can't breathe it comes out so strong. It's all I can do t gasp for air between projectiling again. MY whole body aches for hours and hours after as well due to the strain. I worked myself up into such a tizzy in my sophomore year I basically became a recluse for a few weeks. I had this constant pit in my gut that freaked me out and I just could not stop stressing over getting sick again. I was home from school for close to a month. My mom let my girlfriend (now wife) sleep over just to keep me on an even keel. My mother took me to get some tests done-everything negative. Went to a psych, got some meds and evened out for a while. Ever since my panic/anxiety has been erratic. I never sought professional help, choosing to just self-discipline when I would feel bad. General anxiety here, maybe a bad but brief panic attack there-nothing so serious as to seek counseling. So many people have it worse, right? Don't be a baby. You can deal with this. This was my mantra...for years, I'm almost 30 now. My gut and my anxiety are a 1-in-1 thing. And ever since a particularly bad vacation experience three years ago, my anxiety and gut problems are basically a constant. Long story short, on the long drive back home from a nice vacation, I shit my pants and had to pull over three times so I could go in the woods...as we took the scenic route home. This fucked me up so bad I had a repeat of my recluse days in high school-only longer. We live in a rural area, so anything fun to do in a bit of a drive. And that drive, no matter what route, has long stretches where public bathrooms aren't readily accessible. I would literally map out restroom stops whenever I did force myself to leave the house. And I've have to pull over suddenly I don't know how many times so as to not crap myself. This has slowly turned into depression. I have stupid mood swings out of nowhere where I get really quiet and angry and everything sucks. I get to where I just want to do nothing and lay down forever. I get angry and lash out. And even admitting all this, I was still too stubborn to seek help. I would work on it on my own, looking up self-help shit online. I can go weeks, maybe even a few months, without much incident. But then BAM here it is again. I did go to the doctor to check out my bowels. I'm not that dumb. Everything was fine there too. IBS exacerbated by anxiety. But even the comfort of the diagnosis didn't help for long. Within the past year of so, I've woken up in full panic mode, shaking, nauseous, the works. It can last hours. It's happened enough that I told myself the nausea was a bluff, that it was just my panic attack making it worse. Until one night I did actually vomit. Felt better after, too. What prompted me to type this was that I just had another episode of the wake-up shakes and nausea. Puked again, too. Feel better, but still have an uncomfortable gut like I may puke again. I don't think it's a real bug, I have no fever and other than the fatigue of the puking and the mild upset, I feel fine. I'm sick of this shit. I through being stubborn. I through putting myself through hell and my wife through hell. I don't want to wake up puking at 4 am in the morning ever again due to this shit! I'm finally getting over my stubborn jack-assery and am going to seek help. 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I have given almost my health to it. I have a troubled background that forced me to take responsibility early in my life. Since that I have been taking responsibility of everything and landed in a high profile job leading a sales company. Now I am empty. I can barely function. The company is not doing well. I can’t change that even if I try as hard as I can. I have made a big decision and resigned but my contract keeps me there for January. How can I push this month and all the challenges there still are? How can I show example to my team and keep them pushing. I have nothing to give. I gave too much. My stress is keeping me from eating, sleeping, smiling. I am very anxious and every little thing feels like a huge catastrophe or even things like writing one mail are hard. I am done.",2.569126506024098,4.83139318674699,3.881551204819278,85.7128087349398,77.97590361445782,6.318674698795181,25.435240963855424,7.413659706084162,1.301266265060241,663,25,130,9,16,217,105,166,0.142,0.762,0.096,-0.6846,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,13,8,0,1,7,0,21,4,1,4,2,23,32,12,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,5,1,3,3,2,1,3,2,3,1,1,6,3,26,5,13,26,3,15,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,3,6,98,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566125431639604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766880861990584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654510273956168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005204776906728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003679209956853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660215580930785,0.0,0.13177419570880602,0.0,0.14056271552958505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908080948913204,0.1117325730062213,0.0,0.0,0.14294725498214286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003364394148455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802083172046401,0.0,0.0,0.16624645441956354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524575155004287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552033973666365,0.4170479433630141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047032274080228,0.15281880199680375,0.15675442333617076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798996723024474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483741438822113,0.0,0.11497238844012553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500705308764244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598104976864232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293761382316941,0.0,0.15651348496824813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490166878091165,0.0,0.1791562837017776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351874751233445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781113090814726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061856964384134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290468204465633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406228633502157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386145174476095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hunhi,2018/01/02,"DAE get ridiculously anxious the day before you have a date? I’ve been talking to a guy online for a few weeks and we’re finally getting coffee tomorrow and i’ve felt so anxious all day. I know i’ll wake up anxious and spend the whole day thinking about it. In my head, i’m going to be socially awkward and not know how to talk to him and ruin the whole thing. Wish me luck. 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I feel like garbage. I woke up at 3 am with heart palpitations and stomach cramps. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't and ended up lying in bed for hours until the chills stopped. I don't know what to do at this point. My interview is in 3 and a half weeks, and I just want it to be over with. I have been practicing like crazy, yet I still have a strong feeling that something will go wrong. I just wish I didn't care. This bullshit isn't worth my wellbeing.",2.096454545454545,4.013236645454551,3.3963636363636382,90.30454545454548,78.0,7.309090909090909,23.72727272727273,8.238735603445708,1.2575636363636362,421,14,93,8,10,137,74,110,0.198,0.633,0.16899999999999998,-0.5473,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,0,13,4,3,0,0,16,22,6,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,4,2,13,4,16,15,0,20,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,11,63,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319567606872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516569950112548,0.0,0.17009594677471482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553715944790415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195925377688454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369967640865948,0.15803164248864693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25143616782549666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621335454437009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178461523983376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157059565553265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614293516141905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595409165484036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091138587763744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136859857131544,0.0,0.0,0.17029737554344887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766576687169048,0.18494049881884173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018628467482786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047470762653526,0.0,0.17744039169708462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437925382865445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24185714517516896,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Art3mis2093,2018/01/02,Maturity and anxiety Anyone here think that their peers/friends/coworkers are immature and that this is thr reason they struggle to interact with them? ,14.8084,12.650153840000005,12.568,49.48400000000001,50.6,18.0,53.0,15.903189008614273,8.583000000000002,126,7,17,5,1,39,23,25,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012580765697736,0.0,0.0,0.36675814472386425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5392962199616664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5483445293915887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360926709816948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dankeesnail,2018/01/02,"Those of you that have been hospitalized for your mental health, can you go WAY out of state for residential mental health care? Those of you that have been hospitalized for your mental health, can you go WAY out of state for residential mental health care? I was in acute care for a week last month and I’m looking at going somewhere for a longer term stay. Unfortunately the state I live in doesn’t have ANY residential care for my age group and if I’m going to have to go to another state then I’m going to go somewhere that I’ll enjoy at least. I realize that you can go to a mental facility in New Jersey if you live in New York, that’s simply a state line. I’m more curious to know if I lived in say, Georgia, if I could go somewhere in say, California or if that’s frowned upon. Thanks. (Posted here and /r/depression. Probably going to post anywhere else that’s applicable.)",4.14076923076923,5.520687771428573,5.370857142857144,80.53268131868133,71.28571428571428,8.584615384615384,25.461538461538463,9.057496981413335,1.8454835164835157,700,21,141,14,13,233,80,175,0.014,0.8590000000000001,0.127,0.961,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,8,0,0,1,6,0,0,5,0,12,4,0,0,0,14,33,10,0,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,10,1,0,0,0,3,3,14,6,29,29,3,39,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,6,8,82,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061667612724737385,0.0950891295513228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698298270736725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240307060926768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781052149050514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575408779106982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153729140166886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855675482362824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049837056206822335,0.07391882390119295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402244968646225,0.0,0.07615095878822803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569361429972663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238237946468801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516459211725136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369867146190615,0.0,0.0977717116112274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422967021288294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665611110048776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348880814507567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396003614647604,0.07274050708301955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,littlesocksx,2018/01/02,"New year anxiety Has anyone else been hit with sudden really bad anxiety as soon as the new year started? Since yesterday my anxiety has been through the roof, I’ve taken my anxiety tablets and they just aren’t helping. Feel like I’m going backwards :(",6.746524822695032,7.706598404255325,7.090212765957446,72.13333333333334,64.95744680851064,11.373049645390072,36.94326241134753,11.20814326018867,4.6087219858156026,203,10,34,6,3,66,36,47,0.244,0.67,0.085,-0.7778,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,1,4,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,17,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667951241104637,0.0,0.0,0.15236611853415735,0.22327217233483085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194381326462825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18203390781295145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101806718996942,0.155673292249227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238419579127522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605892659369726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645868695380603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209131961499745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959724155161524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025548714337294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542361795663423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806508068891033 anxiety,transonabicycle,2018/01/02,"Where is the line between anxiety and annoyance and depression and laziness? So in many ways, I *love* the modern rhetoric about anxiety. Wow!!! It's something people have and we can talk about it!!!! Sometimes I forget that not every single person has anxiety, because I feel like people are talking about anxiety on social media all the time. It's great. Personally, I've struggled with anxiety my whole life, but I only started calling it ""anxiety"" in the recent past. Depression hit me like a truck in 10th grade, and I did call it that at the time, and 5 years later it's much quieter, but still forever a part of my life. Overall, I'm kinda new to this anxiety journey. And what I'm having a hard time figuring out is, what all is anxiety, and what is just normal annoying shit that *everybody* hates? And am I confusing things just because of the modern rhetoric? For instance, I have to go see the eye doctor tomorrow. I don't really need to, but due to other physical stuff, it's recommended I go get checked out once a year. For whatever reason, I'm *completely* dreading it. I know I don't have cataracts, and I hate getting eye drops in my eyes (I will never be able to wear contacts and I've accepted this), it feels like pointless suffering. But I don't just feel annoyed that I have to go; like there is some intense dread and I have no idea why. But is this anxiety? Or is this me being annoyed at something that all people find annoying? Like, *who* enjoys going to the doctor and getting 3 rounds of eye drops? No one, I would think. Another example, this Saturday, I'm getting on a plane and moving across the country (doing a semester away type deal). Obviously this means I have to pack. I have no motivation to pack, which is bad because I need to ship stuff ahead of time, and if I don't ship it tomorrow, it won't get there before I do, which is bad because if it doesn't get there first I won't have bedding when I arrive. Now, is the procrastinating and the not wanting to pack a depression or anxiety thing? Or is it a laziness thing? I don't know! I guess my point is, though I love how mental health stuff is becoming less stigmatized, it's making me wonder if I'm blaming things on mental health that are not mental health related. Like, maybe I'm just a lazy piece of shit. Maybe I just need to deal with the world like everyone else. I dunno, does anyone else know what I mean? 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And then, everytime I don't get a reply, or something that doesn't suit my 'agenda', if I will, makes me so anxious. I feel physically sick, I can't eat and feel like I have no control. I'm a smart person, I will log into their social media, and do stupid things like that so I feel like I'm in control of the situation. I don't know what to do anymore, the last time this happened it ended horribly. I can't control myself because of my anxiety, I keep doing stupid things. I'm constantly on edge. I don't want to do anything. I want to lay in bed. I've never been 'happy' per say, but when I'm with this person I am so happy and it feels weird but I enjoy it, and am the happiest Ive ever been around this person. But when there is any uncertainty about anything or something isn't going right I am anxious all the time.",3.0160491071428592,3.999358744791672,4.938779761904762,84.08062500000005,73.53125,7.360714285714287,25.693452380952376,7.7094869923839395,1.3411014880952383,717,23,149,9,14,247,98,192,0.14800000000000002,0.726,0.125,0.5585,0,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,5,10,12,3,1,6,0,23,2,0,7,3,32,40,18,0,3,6,0,4,3,0,2,1,1,1,4,13,8,1,6,5,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,2,5,23,7,15,36,1,18,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,13,103,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221345350691936,0.0,0.08123574791674218,0.2399309821426797,0.10531283854992436,0.0,0.0,0.1747721254571061,0.09453241486432527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473298707068156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147546379961958,0.595510620270112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865980138625203,0.0,0.0,0.09405361835670398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605574868127924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147732390738489,0.1517256004941334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548036243278364,0.0,0.06035073569523877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390426225472706,0.2260843755295183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438735118312867,0.0,0.0,0.058359741561220264,0.08655975668948984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556385296331721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088325040043683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190096861595349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719577021476564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708871919621101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068644846540798,0.0,0.0844472659475784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193630209330541,0.0,0.1082482497132585,0.0,0.1635018858249289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21164554644674646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238415356220301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125268288376834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tamakerii,2018/01/02,"Should I confront my friends about this? Hey. First time poster here. I've had anxiety disorder for most of my life, but through the help of therapists and self growth I've managed to keep in under very good control. None of my friends know about my anxiety. On New Year's Eve I had a party at my house. I was logged on to my Facebook on the computer where we had music running, and at around 8 some of my friends decided to ""face rape"" me, making a status which made me seem like I was completely shit-faced (basically Hpft Nww Yaerr). Facebook has given me a lot of anxiety over all so I never use it nowadays, and was only logged in because I wanted to log in to my Spotify account (connected to my Facebook). This post naturally blew up, with a lot of my Facebook friends commenting things like ""Jesus Christ it's only 8 pm"" and ""someone's had a little too much to drink?"". Since I don't use Facebook anymore I don't have the app and didn't see the status until the day after. This has given me a wave of anxiety and I don't know how to deal with it. I really want to confront my friends because this is just not okay, these are some of my closest friends, that I feel I should be able to trust, and this really screwed me up. Do you guys have any tips on how to talk to them about this? Tldr: friends ""face-raped"" me at new year's eve, it spurred my anxiety and I want to confront them about it. 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How do you know when it hits you? Was talking with a friend and she mentioned her anxiety and commented that coffee makes it worse. Then it just occurred to me that my definition and experience of anxiety can be entirely different to another persons. For me my anxiety is based on mostly the awareness of my existence sometimes. What does your anxiety feel like, what does it feel like physically and what are you thinking when you start realizing it’s there. 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Instead I can barely go to the grocery store or leave my house. 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I am just realizing that I have never experienced calmness and tranquility. I am always stressed about something. My childhood was traumatic, right now is traumatic. Whenever I am alone, I get suicidal. I should be calm. I shouldn't feel this way, but it's like something else is controlling my body. Like I am Watching myself float away in the ocean and drown. It's like this every day. When people feel sympathetic, I feel guilty. When I should feel good, I feel guilty. I have no self confidence and constantly fuck up interactions with woman despite them coming up to me. I am a suck up and a leech. I can't work because of panic disorder, I can't sleep because of panic disorder, I can't love because of panic disorder, I dropped out of highschool and I will be homeless in a month. I am falling further and further into a state of depersonalization. I am numb and dead inside, and it's only my fault.",3.3885561497326218,5.626265288770057,4.917112299465241,79.40155080213906,75.2566844919786,7.822459893048128,28.11229946524065,8.671277953709913,2.373665240641711,767,32,141,16,17,257,102,187,0.354,0.532,0.114,-0.9951,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,6,16,2,4,5,0,23,6,2,1,2,26,34,11,3,3,2,0,5,3,0,4,2,0,0,2,7,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,8,0,0,1,7,29,8,17,26,0,27,0,0,1,2,5,12,2,0,13,97,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300142831883031,0.0,0.0,0.10445347525063103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794234402875425,0.0,0.0,0.22957117364032895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943881423381213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813552575635052,0.0,0.13565652854699112,0.14079588393000186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191674249122473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4316149281668086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486667632261684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135517451897372,0.21153385848090744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173661708396177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605319459224635,0.06558578809171815,0.0,0.0,0.10529108724221654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866763895350196,0.18398718349749016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329839351511545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019920746348238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681875417919608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547346942523327,0.0,0.44185762724500616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702874530323189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720445813685267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095825035599526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256236139463477,0.0,0.0,0.1932828043310252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379757644767988,0.0,0.0,0.13731267854543344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964221703521302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138948672861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Campione69,2018/01/02,"I just got a call from a recruiter Asking me to come for a job interview and I was awkward as hell I am so awkward during phone conversations! My voice is the softest and quite unclear. I am sure the other person felt my awkwardness through the phone...I kept interrupting the person by saying 'Yeah, right, yeah right' again and again and I didn't even complete one sentence while speaking. now I feel really embarrassed! Are any of you awkward like this during phone conversations? How do you deal with this afterward?",3.4634449760765587,6.458965315789478,3.9255502392344495,82.30066985645931,80.05263157894737,6.822966507177035,26.5311004784689,8.00094639256281,2.075526315789474,415,17,71,8,11,130,67,95,0.222,0.715,0.063,-0.9321,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,7,8,1,5,7,2,7,0,0,1,1,13,13,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,5,5,11,2,8,8,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,2,1,1,6,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918991183953693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21884349124763547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903309072553602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164867438819872,0.2454399666968433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133754894677126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461490212248238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836344660618467,0.0,0.2247640767487788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872239626324067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322992032577633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436504145203275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862612442380267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087984753783065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24898460039582426,0.0,0.0,0.14996469309796553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998248812422671,0.0,0.18615856420710908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062800340725292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,reddit420xxx,2018/01/02,"Eye-contact and hyper awareness anxiety? Hello everyone, I have recently found that I have trouble looking people in the eyes for quite a while without interpreting or worrying about how I look or how I will react to certain words or things they are saying, this is especially exacebated in a group situation where people are looking at me, I feel like I am staring or that when certain people look at me I tense up and feel like I am slightly shaking or jerking. I also struggle with this issue of who to look at when I am asking a question to a group, where do I direct my attention? I feel like if I look directly at one person when answering or asking a question it's like I prefer that person and they know I have a special thing for them or anything but that isn't true at all. I feel like eye contact shows who I want to focus on in a group situation which throws me off. Also figuring out where to look when sitting side-by-side with someone and for how long to look. I have had a weird problem with tensing up or feeling like my body is very slightly jerking when certain words get brought up or certain people look at me. I have trouble staying very still listening to someone else in conversation because my mind races. Can anybody help me out with this issue or has anybody else felt this mind racing insanity when having eye contact or listening very still? I just want to be able to look into some ones eyes and intently listen and absorb their information and not feel so self-conscious or like I have to worry about each body movement and eye action I make",8.194057017543859,7.071049151315794,8.34492105263158,71.33078070175442,62.42105263157895,10.606666666666667,38.68771929824561,9.558583805096642,3.713455087719298,1258,56,223,19,15,413,146,304,0.102,0.777,0.121,0.2398,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,1,20,21,2,2,9,0,21,7,7,6,6,70,50,35,0,5,17,0,7,7,0,1,0,4,0,2,14,16,0,0,17,1,0,5,3,8,0,2,4,27,34,13,39,44,3,39,0,0,16,0,25,21,0,16,18,164,48,0,0.07378125371822734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800568388406728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644245714627182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071568523986304,0.0,0.13795102497880876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497636745379322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390868017584856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326954015577125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050114975393196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383611255138164,0.26354671199246593,0.07084157401515749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808973364609898,0.0,0.0,0.03854765985882736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049454019125247835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540169198206352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04054824749705797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523205561215345,0.0,0.0,0.06529408777997732,0.619576708397282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924955977774122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899606716848196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999217398665064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20460252560802106,0.12884588974226807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059869543237786,0.0,0.0,0.16530377959513845,0.07847544524336905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285008700997889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05867381431941844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696993872164075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586644098527395,0.0,0.0,0.125029233692472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864099955545117,0.11784360905301425,0.0,0.0,0.07713218601394442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803397307109113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826317839465499,0.08703619009875697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112249569419232,0.0,0.0,0.14985688915628598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PMmeBassetHoundPics,2018/01/02,"What exciting, yet anxiety-inducing thing are you looking forward to this week? I have an interview at a pet store tomorrow that's really ramping up my anxiety, but it's an extremely exciting opportunity that will hopefully lead to me having a more fulfilling career (and spending more time with doges and cattos). What's something positive that's making you anxious right now?",8.871363636363641,9.934420833333334,9.617727272727274,55.49659090909091,60.36363636363636,14.47878787878788,43.77272727272727,13.427899808715575,7.1515272727272725,309,18,42,13,4,105,52,66,0.052000000000000005,0.688,0.261,0.9551,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,2,0,7,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,5,6,2,10,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,6,33,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28597469403741244,0.42231524278369903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712920441150945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139184021656705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495307345039477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394815258701647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192440522590397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877883380925184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248352365149725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798005291297656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998594386673969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pistonnation,2018/01/02,"My Life has been utterly ruined and I feel like it's my fault. I just feel so disconnected to everyone and everything around me. I am a 24 year old Male and still cannot find a good girlfriend, even if I did have one I feel like it would be short lived because of my horrible anxiety and panic. My whole body is hyper sensitive to everything inside. Like, I literally feel my food go down my esophagus and make sure it does not get stuck in my throat, and then if it was something greasy/fatty, I wait and see if it is going to give me an upset stomach/constipation. And if I do end up with ANY kind of digestive tract pain or uncomfortableness, I freak out... It's horrible, I shake and have to like shut myself from everything until i stop shaking, and if i Can't shake my fear of whatever the heck is going on within me.... I call 9-1-1. And bam... another night at the hospital. I have had 2 CatScans, EKG's, scopes down my esophagus and everything came up negative, nothing is wrong.... But I feel HORRIBLE. I wouldn't wish anxiety and panic on my worst enemy. It is a living nightmare. I take 100mg Zoloft and it just barely keeps me in check... And I have alprazolam for my panic attacks. I get sick of taking all of my meds because I just want to feel normal. All I do is pray and hope it will go away. I cannot escape my own body. Am I stuck with this for my whole life?",1.824913769504516,3.746427441281142,3.910409252669037,86.27658020804822,78.85765124555161,7.881795784286887,22.907336435806194,8.730908602173464,1.5580248015329865,1065,34,229,25,26,364,152,281,0.234,0.684,0.083,-0.9925,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,0,7,23,1,8,6,0,26,10,3,1,3,52,51,26,0,11,11,0,6,4,1,3,6,0,0,1,10,21,2,3,7,0,1,8,6,15,0,1,7,7,42,8,29,40,6,31,1,1,1,0,4,15,1,7,12,152,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801622514867546,0.10487845011324592,0.15302824202686138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903795208525593,0.0,0.11378584318363318,0.09397097070956828,0.0,0.0,0.12194108464079753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221967154552727,0.0,0.0,0.10213039462676493,0.11439488099020327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752714051076405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858698444029141,0.0,0.0,0.06606148513169358,0.0,0.0,0.09557226557091268,0.35956185280462843,0.0,0.0,0.1125489756759131,0.30343511372207443,0.142906925273116,0.0,0.0,0.09141538647191406,0.0,0.12094315016954275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451140720466308,0.09594716279381302,0.2273719938649519,0.08389103808895562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934125286984234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890131987170008,0.0,0.10415420628486184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412924962887753,0.195456566779934,0.0,0.1766368951549305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676333680737331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109835772763636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386088401429583,0.09799720436234016,0.09597075214789827,0.0,0.1049529231527354,0.0,0.06777533870454434,0.0,0.10642707282175226,0.3520515934253167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970204743158027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699937157441042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798751562177279,0.0836202093089544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426655106748696,0.0,0.15040340532904942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589936894889783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22333487393966386,0.11501670312809067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105049770500264,0.10935487484666266,0.0,0.06440883871032145 anxiety,vmarnar,2018/01/02,"Every Time I drive i feel anxious as hell. Basically, every time I have to drive a car--even if it's ten minutes away--I get freaked out as hell. All I can do is look out my rear view window. And all I can think about is how the person that is driving behind me is pissed off because I did something wrong without my knowledge and wants to kill me when I stop with a gun they have in their car. I also live four hours away for school, so every time I drive one direction or another, I spent too much time looking in the rear-view mirror to see how long the car behind me has been following me, or how close behind they are. And every time I have to go somewhere with someone else, I ask them to drive because I'm too paranoid something will happen to me while I'm driving. I don't know how to appease this since I cannot avoid the necessity of driving. 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I am so restless I cannot chill out at all. My anxiety gets a bad at night but tonight it is terrible. My body feels so weird. I don't know how to explain it. I just feel weird. Everything is too bright. My anxiety is just SO bad. Any suggestions??,0.5009090909090901,2.932422352941177,2.4385561497326202,88.58986631016045,97.52941176470587,7.178609625668449,28.240641711229948,8.00094639256281,2.699335294117648,272,15,54,8,11,90,46,68,0.359,0.563,0.079,-0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,1,0,6,1,1,1,1,12,13,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,9,1,7,13,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572683418100018,0.0,0.7634222123173154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33329565479406914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169751914516514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793770231542222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183560258269226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855321512894245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177403180995752,0.0,0.0,0.10968846635989778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730002455801545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086529434217788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iSoConfusedThrowaway,2018/01/02,"21(M) New Year, No Motivation, No Idea what to do with my life. 21 (M) with severe anxiety | mild depression (probably more than I admit). After graduating high school I did 2 years of generals in college. I didn't get my associates but I know that I'm really close and need to get that finished up. Before summer semester of 2016 I dropped all my classes because I hit a wall of depression, also couldn't see the Major I was in working out, and I couldn't pick a new one. I didn't want to waste money aimlessly taking classes with expensive tuition. I am currently on a leave of absence until November when I will have to begin paying my loans back if I'm not enrolled in any courses. Financial Standings: March of 2017 I got a full time job (40 hours a week) making $8.50/h I got a raise and will start making $10/h this pay period and my boss said that I'll get a $1 raise in the springtime. I live with my parents and they don't accept any money so 0 expenses on that front (I try not to take it for granted, I'm really grateful to them). I have a car payment of $150/month, but I plan on paying it off by March (~$3000 left). Also car insurance is about $150 a month.. I currently have ~$2000 saved up but I owe at LEAST $10k in student loans. I'm super demotivated and bored, nothing interests me career wise... Or at all really, I don't have many friends to hang out with, used to waste life playing video games but they're such a drag that I get bored in like 15 minutes.. I just don't know what to do at all except keep grinding my dead end job while sleeping in my parents basement. I guess this is just my Year-End Review... and I don't know what I'm doing... 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Stayed at the university where I completed my undergraduate degree because I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. I've been out of school for the past few weeks since it was the winter break. But it's basically like I'm at school, because I keep on having nightmares about school. I have these really realistic nightmares where I'm either being put on the spot or ridiculed by one of my (sharp-tongued) professors or where I've lost all the tests and exams (I'm a teaching assistant as a part of my funding) and I have to deal with the aftermath of it from my professor who's very disorganized and passive aggressive. Sometimes I have nightmares where my classmates mock me for being a *sjw*. I'm liberal but not extremely far left, but it's really all relative so any left leaning is only magnified (especially when I've had white nationalists as classmates). What can I do about it? I'm returning to school soon, and I definitely do not want to continue having these nightmares.",7.610638173302107,7.876495930327869,8.085011709601876,68.13926229508199,63.05737704918032,12.053395784543323,37.51053864168618,11.629938488055165,4.6629915690866515,1053,49,182,31,14,349,129,244,0.066,0.903,0.031,-0.4270000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,3,2,17,0,20,0,0,0,3,24,29,17,0,2,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,6,0,1,5,1,18,2,33,21,5,34,0,1,1,0,3,18,0,2,12,128,29,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13763501066714046,0.0,0.08638353765568876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487043354462013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318665963418147,0.1372723656203408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309605050110799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290850816831882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760330400870276,0.0,0.0,0.06205956615344035,0.12731563626678544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866629505723838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607760148866597,0.09661067655467244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755917082625788,0.12126279840417505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553968696213157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275504601459925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6427966427743173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507904661409914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12563414615348756,0.0,0.0,0.1353951684520471,0.0,0.0,0.1455103834726769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972258304559474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144347260579416,0.1498490569354512,0.0,0.10189436650884512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,billbobb1,2018/01/02,"So once you have anxiety, does it ever go away? I had my first anxiety attack, in my mid thirties, five years ago. I was diagnosed with anxiety soon after. I dived right into therapy, doing all the work I was told to by my therapist. I had successfull results. I thought I was fine. Then had another anxiety attack two years ago while swimming. I just had my third anxiety attack driving across a bridge that I have driven over at least 100 times throughout the years. I was with my family and in laws and it was humiliating. As my mother in law is old school Peruvian and no considers me as less of a man and calls me a scaredy-cat. We’ve never had the best relationship. I am use to living an active life. Before this happened, I was studying to get my pilots license, now I’m heartbroken and afraid to follow through with my training because I’m afraid of what might happen in the air. My point being, once you have an anxiety attack is it just a matter of time before another one hits? Once you have anxiety, do you always have it? For the rest of my life, is it just about managing anxiety? Does anxiety ever completely go away?",4.1160882352941135,5.726302731818187,5.601604278074866,77.95152406417115,71.68181818181819,9.358288770053477,28.850267379679146,9.773937934552695,2.922628342245989,891,35,165,23,17,301,124,220,0.18,0.795,0.025,-0.9836,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,0,4,9,8,4,2,11,0,24,3,0,2,4,23,37,10,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,1,1,0,6,2,6,0,5,14,0,28,2,28,20,5,37,0,0,0,0,9,14,0,1,17,126,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545187046528697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252154083773572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278326347842186,0.6000732587735997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3966143231958698,0.16377359390783702,0.0,0.0,0.053130050498163314,0.0,0.14832824188745589,0.0,0.0914658121541468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899696176889572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138237415738884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846244087196442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254321901417248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576768509848874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821637889976732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413563306152747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553589431137558,0.0,0.09906657425180312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541451560126156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312302264568555,0.0,0.0,0.0769611586370982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245972061415986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067220791057623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145652793659156,0.2784578313024565,0.05905978577293738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239146259947913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357391632280378,0.0,0.07443153490206274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820745783167128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996715357483792,0.10119590369598376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919286029563887,0.10164380386439154,0.0,0.0,0.08328217369829123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513964809066396,0.0,0.0,0.07527559660368804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345127702095017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837860004055746 anxiety,kaylatransformed,2018/01/02,"Does anyone else find that they still have physical anxiety symptoms even when they're not really anxious? I get chest pains, headaches, and tingling extremities among other symptoms of anxiety, and even when I feel calm I feel these symptoms and I'm wondering if other people feel the same. It makes me think that my body is in a permanent state of anxiety even when I think I'm calm. But it also puts me in an anxious state because I then wonder if something is actually wrong with me. Does anyone know what will make these symptoms occur less frequently? Will they only go away when my anxiety gets better? 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It's not the spending money part its the standing there placing in my card, number and signing. I'm just terrified something bad will happen like it's declined or I find out my pins wrong. So I've yet to use my credit card off line. Anyone have any words of support?",1.984818763326228,4.364114731343285,3.289125799573561,88.52895522388063,80.7910447761194,5.0226012793176995,24.49680170575693,6.18269132825596,0.7984771855010657,265,10,50,2,7,86,54,67,0.214,0.637,0.149,-0.7290000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,11,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,5,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,29,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521275445377552,0.0,0.1971037038304936,0.0,0.0,0.18015684407664165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512934445250032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354900118051081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471640647269317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278415398458116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587615442760816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27901289846351696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691923606926569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465389541646092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835373038230014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923813694186649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450586262105508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23249159679024656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28170291416422105,0.0,0.0 anxiety,papertiger94,2018/01/02,"Benzo or daily meds? I know this is mainly a discussion for me and my doc, but just looking for some more opinions. I’m looking to try meds to help with the transition between college and work, and for my severe social/dating anxiety. I don’t usually have problems daily going to class or anything, just during stressful school times like finals or when trying to talk to new people. Benzos or daily meds? I’m happy to explain my anxiety more if that would help. I’m worried about getting too addicted to benzos if I take them too often, but I’m not sure if I have enough daily anxiety for that either. 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I kind of have a constant chest pressure/feelings and ive had a few EKGs and 2 echocardiagrams and my doctor has never told me i have heart issues other than a murmur thats kind of always there and sometimes more there if im sick or recently been stressed. What kinds of things do you guys feel due to anxiety, mainly feeling like its your heart?",4.1355416666666684,5.573052137500002,4.359999999999999,87.55166666666668,71.375,7.333333333333335,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.327083333333333,321,10,64,4,6,100,55,80,0.122,0.826,0.052000000000000005,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,8,6,4,0,1,10,12,6,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,8,5,7,9,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784835748713784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166946908356852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305282120398714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144965354108382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28645160433917016,0.10118123158240458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402369805941704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.503500334794558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298580952897473,0.14782599177736871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5899476653772866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691937640875919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923457670117387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984354934327006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007670386861934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223785904995858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881867175890407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353345125452049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marriagewithanxiety,2018/01/02,"Helping cope with spouse’s anxiety *throwaway account* Tl;Dr - support and help for myself while being supportive of a wife with high anxiety. Been having trouble figuring out who to talk to and figured anonymously on the Internet is as good a place as any. My wife goes through various ebbing and flowing of anxiety and has been doing really solid for a long while but I must have forgotten how bad her anxiety can be. During the week we spend time apart because she is in school and I work and then we make the most of our time together on the weekend. Its been stressful on the relationship but we’ve been doing it a few years and only have a semester left. This past few weeks I’ve had some rough stuff going on in my life and it’s coincided with my wife’s high anxiety. I’ve been feeling really alone and unable to lean on my wife. I’ve always tried to do what I can to help my wife when her anxiety gets bad but I’ve realized that when I do, I do it at the cost of my own sanity. So I’m here asking for advice and also some words of support... 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We spent all day together, laying around and napping. Then he left. He was texting me but very short messages. I started texting him about a job opportunity and then he didn't reply for hours later. So I called, rang once then voicemail, called again and rang the full time but then went straight to voicemail. I kept texting him and texting him, just because my anxiety doesn't let me stop. I become so impulsive where I HAVE to text him and call him, and I know that's incredibly annoying but I can't help it. I have attachment issues from my mom just leaving me out of nowhere when I was 7, so my biggest fear is someone just disappearing from my life, which is what is happening right now. Someone I love... I have no Xanax left and my anxiety and nervousness is ruining me right now. What should I do?? Do you guys have any advice or something to ease my mind?? Please help.",3.514815573770492,5.61368898907104,3.8946687158469935,87.51118340163937,74.40983606557377,7.1979508196721325,30.016734972677607,8.07648339933343,2.053470218579235,747,34,149,12,16,233,107,183,0.155,0.7559999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.905,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,0,1,14,6,1,2,2,0,17,3,0,0,1,29,24,21,0,1,8,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,13,0,4,1,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,6,2,32,2,13,16,2,29,0,1,0,1,20,12,0,1,15,101,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392423128822339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689998880537133,0.0,0.2180132006281635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684880028927192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686228698211004,0.1573721001041164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43650323467919183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189606646030443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034401290593192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410902725297869,0.1260059105245233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101983752197166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032670286658708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872546013531324,0.14140211483918502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078310315174509,0.0,0.0,0.15087929855797186,0.3096376835243461,0.14570853995567082,0.10064687711452566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860531332484096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438771056698901,0.16688584263576933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175017921885914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641430222472885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433761415455616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414673703763701,0.10969791733180737,0.0,0.0,0.1008571357049933,0.0,0.0,0.2382607187690504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453031335827404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830886963068791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175714812563712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320922511554779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bunses88,2018/01/02,"New Years Resolution: less social media I find that social media sites, specifically for me, Facebook & Instagram make me crazy. I end up only stalking people I hate to hate read/watch. I've been on Facebook for 11 years and Instagram for 5. I cannot bear the thought of looking back on my life and realizing how much time I wasted being on social media/being negative. So my resolution is to be off those sites as long as I can. I've been weaning myself off the past week and so far it's been wonderful. I know I'll be challenged as soon as I go back to work. Anyone have similar resolutions? Feel the same about social media? Share away! 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I'm about to turn 31 and things I'm experiencing seem far removed from those diagnosis. For example; I hallucinate sometimes. Normal things in my life will contort or twist but never change into anything else they just move. Usually if I close my eyes and count to ten it'll stop. I have extreme anxiety dealing with other people, conversations, even having to go to work. I don't like going outside. I have moments where I feel like I'm not really paying attention or zoning out of myself. I'm extremely emotional and self conscious. I sometimes hear things that no one else does. I have this voice in my head that sounds like me, like normal, but it always seems to try to control my thoughts in a negative direction...I don't know what I have anyone else have emotions or issues like this? 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Or maybe i am? Idk anything about anxiety or anxiety attacks in relationships or general anxiety or if clingy/needy and anxiety go hand in hand. They probably do. It had never hit me until i saw someone mention different types of anxiety attacks. I’ve had problems in relationships where all of a sudden my heart starts beating faster and im wondering wtf did i do or say something wrong? Might she be with someone else? Should i call her? Etc. My heart literally races i can feel it in my chest, it’s not exactly faster beats but more like big powerful beats i can feel tremendously. This whole time I thought everyone feels this way or something like this just that some ppl know how to control it but now i am thinking it’s an anxiety attack and now i am worried for my health since as far as i know anxiety is a mental disorder. I mean everyone gets nervous about the future and everyone gets nervous about a presentation in the morning but this literally makes me sick to my stomach and its only when i am in a relationship and another reason I believe it’s an anxiety attack is because it’ll pass completely on its own and then i can calmly tell myself “everything is alright, she’s just busy, she’ll get to me later, she wouldn’t cheat on me if i really believed her capable of it i wouldnt be with her.” I mean if im nice and calm and if anyone asks “hey you ever think she with someone else and thats why she’s not answering your text?” I’ll honestly say “no lol she wouldn’t” and i mean it. It’s only during these little “episodes” but they pass after a while and just like that im right as rain. Another thing i read about anxiety is the feeling of having to have everything under my control and when it just isn’t ill go into a panic and it feels exactly this way. I’m starting to get bummed out, should i seek help? Is this anxiety? Or what is this? I have never had a real reason to be suspicious of a partner or anything and yet i feel what i mentioned above (heavy heartbeat, mind starts going to the worst case scenario, i start thinking there is someone else, etc) If im right does anybody know any relaxation techniques or something? Id apreciate any input, thanks everyone.",2.589775335775336,4.947458487912087,4.276849816849818,82.40870573870575,78.4065934065934,7.824664224664223,28.35286935286935,8.713453558529999,2.523577777777777,1832,83,346,43,45,614,211,455,0.177,0.7070000000000001,0.116,-0.9578,2,0,3,0,1,0,33.0,0,2,2,6,18,23,7,3,14,2,37,9,6,7,6,89,75,45,0,11,25,0,8,3,1,8,3,2,0,1,28,21,0,2,21,2,0,5,9,13,0,0,7,11,52,10,38,56,8,48,0,0,1,0,27,17,0,18,27,231,80,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745878570833775,0.11943852183779576,0.4792503538173954,0.0,0.0,0.039822244741048604,0.0,0.09373348009367502,0.0,0.05324254186817445,0.3239562775109112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03471748220217772,0.0,0.0,0.19249660095773716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815447957020745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059713211612918884,0.0,0.12775328496959934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595028411208359,0.06527206072615138,0.0,0.04983918179571944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272855864222378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703333119345872,0.0,0.05151645082619013,0.0,0.2176807555060805,0.10236978178518104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278021088943785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902052307441932,0.0,0.0971016024689245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060537437674604275,0.0,0.134977066842717,0.03817380384422636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607223962071664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093898183012769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347178350680537,0.057080983567823165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03801598065484979,0.0,0.05721605688828109,0.18611265604613125,0.0,0.0,0.057394339133581815,0.06041719657223715,0.0575054034258161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087849967966434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662930340053154,0.0,0.06682103883743074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140401519867422,0.05449548487188533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696752952658968,0.06482397809157395,0.03648498479665262,0.11711252425167185,0.0,0.18343578129879504,0.0,0.09727359428474336,0.0,0.09058121941310728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711138010207394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302137727906832,0.13153356738237948,0.0,0.0,0.20155500939791568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977866093914078,0.05243385801247165,0.0,0.0,0.03783645621004162,0.14597046900848176,0.0,0.04521361966171394,0.03320923769633577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049188343712136935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041187989721984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139042768577663,0.06358500528321342,0.0,0.0,0.061762141986710525,0.0,0.05783763981720023,0.0,0.0,0.062268199965480525,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CHCubs,2018/01/02,"Help me out please Hey guys, I’ve always been “weird” when it comes to socializing. Things freak me out. Pretty much when I’m at work, co worker or someone higher up will ask me things, talk to me, etc and it freaks me out. I say stuff in my mind with what I want to say, but I always say something different when I do talk back to them. I sometimes stutter because I’m nervous or something, I’m not sure. I sweat badly on my hands and feet too. It’s just a lot. I always think someone is talking about me and going to judge me and I put so much though into things just to not say what I want to say because I’m scared of a outcome I won’t want to hear or just because I’m scared. It’s just a lot. Is there anything you guys have done to stay relaxed during situations like this or anything? I need some ideas, thanks guys and happy New Years UPDATE; for years, I’ve always tossed and turned while I slept, I have headaches on my temples like if I put my fingers on my temples you can feel it throbbing/pounding. I don’t like socializing, I’m terrified of death, and so much more. From what I said, does it sound like I have anxiety? I know you guys are not doctors but if you have anxiety, you know what it is. So, does this sound anything like it?",1.141923076923078,3.1768351923076965,2.4700000000000024,95.16500000000002,81.69230769230771,5.0769230769230775,21.538461538461537,6.093298490706669,0.07273076923076928,970,30,218,7,26,312,124,260,0.126,0.7190000000000001,0.155,0.8035,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,5,1,2,15,17,0,3,3,0,15,6,5,0,1,42,37,23,1,6,15,0,3,5,0,2,1,9,0,4,18,13,0,0,5,1,0,4,5,8,0,0,4,12,36,9,25,31,8,24,0,0,0,0,25,10,0,9,14,138,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901606329487764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338384596574507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522339787806735,0.0,0.08150087361941451,0.0,0.0,0.06703549753114704,0.07279107085638817,0.1594310694077861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509724430523873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108380937545246,0.0,0.08923170377729375,0.1525823792141661,0.08921468803125235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722796008392656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04408047161015671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954600308563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34528483824198275,0.0,0.0928039819113796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825740283053476,0.0,0.05843444459101455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841481392429903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958229225264289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129570026671271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823344015865916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802623715158063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19226044108526816,0.06464234349723805,0.0,0.08419830753129022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569668779078314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869268577156156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527854355490805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08292747455670975,0.3466423773473589,0.17456336812120887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979931816129636,0.0,0.1777366274834171,0.14773346954787364,0.13422976283995386,0.08622255312368891,0.0,0.0,0.0929215301888162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979943670023786,0.0,0.0,0.08216545495635141,0.0,0.0,0.21021424800937144,0.0,0.08026298304527775,0.0,0.0,0.17375415190072213,0.055860972867723666,0.08565321589600751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948260401148606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426182293267762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346756594361777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228121695160062 anxiety,Throwaway_panic123,2018/01/02,"Why do I always think I’m dying? I know it’s anxiety and health anxiety, but is there an actual reason? I’m early 20s, seemingly healthy, but its to the point where I won’t take medicine because I’m afraid of overdose or allergic reaction that results in death, I quit driving because I’m afraid of dying in a wreck. I’m constantly checking my pulse because of heart palpitations. I feel like I’ve been sick with a cold for months. I developed a snorting habit that is absolutely disgusting and unnecessary because I’m so worried about my breathing. I leave the house once a week maybe and thats only if I absolutely have to. Nothing helps. It’s not the thought of death and not being alive anymore, I don’t WANT to die, but it’s the thought of the act of dying suddenly. I feel like I have a terrible breathing disease or cancer or going to have a heart attack or brain aneurism at any moment. I feel like if I were to go to the doctor for it, they would put me back on antidepressants. Which I don’t feel like I need. I’m not depressed per se. I’m actually happy aside from this driving me absolutely mad. Not sure anymore :( I just want it to go away and let me live a normal life. 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Worst month of my life. Since then I haven’t cared about anything whatsoever. Even good things that happen to me don’t excite me. It’s terrifying to see myself become so empty.,2.0176285714285704,4.869948019999999,3.2437142857142867,84.52900000000002,88.8,6.057142857142857,21.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,1.1978857142857144,211,7,38,4,7,68,43,50,0.249,0.557,0.194,-0.505,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,5,7,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391328542495963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637160825251652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219958917917477,0.0,0.0,0.3068997871654717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793731112598554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750462240454363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817907008020448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262684092698648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238554751082438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081965203923156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19054495632256552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306521259621488,0.0,0.0,0.20002938574979487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149699884363356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231546898471686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179221721634432,0.17285629643971898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,karlaofglacia,2018/01/02,"Therapy advice? I'm starting to look into seeing a therapist or counselor, and I was wondering if anyone here has any advice? I saw a counselor in college for about a semester, but I dont know how much I got out of it because I just felt unsure of what to do. What to talk about, or how to make goals, or anything. Anyone have any words of wisdom?",3.5812676056338053,4.475581492957748,5.404338028169018,81.60791549295776,72.09859154929578,7.933521126760564,28.284507042253523,8.238735603445708,1.9751554929577464,270,10,53,4,5,93,49,71,0.038,0.885,0.077,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,16,15,8,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,5,1,13,11,1,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,40,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458367491065319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31026183854030354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31901669397922755,0.0,0.1877251340871081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390611763279742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26735752051439393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190330872228369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824501634365016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253699957154535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156519472955744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522733405129625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769606575408744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178385905344627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146606795069898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335598398523992,0.0,0.0,0.2608776178005796,0.26486745778685783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473887958576843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,insertlaughtrack1975,2018/01/02,"How do I start getting help? i have so many warm and understanding people in my life. my parents and SO and friends and family are supportive, but i personally don’t know where to start. i would love to hear other experiences. i very nervous for therapy and receiving possible medication. a little background on me. anxiety started coming hard my junior year of high school. senior year had its up and downs and this year my first semester of college was a roller coaster. im an 18 year old female and i would say my issues aren’t from an event but are from a family history of women with anxiety. as of the past few weeks (i’m home on break) i have begun to have panic attacks where i wake up in the middle of the night with a fast heart beat, sweating, hyperventilation, and a sense of failure and doom. it all feels weird yet i’m in a spot in my life where i’m ready to get help. thank you all for any advice you can give me. here’s to a happier 2018!",2.0456003289473657,4.270080276041671,3.9614692982456137,84.65940789473686,79.57291666666666,7.375438596491227,23.126096491228072,8.371475516178862,1.5101208333333331,751,25,153,16,19,254,117,192,0.131,0.733,0.13699999999999998,0.2912,2,0,0,1,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,8,10,1,2,12,0,13,7,3,1,2,23,30,16,0,2,2,1,3,0,1,2,3,2,1,2,4,13,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,5,18,5,27,26,3,35,1,1,0,1,13,15,0,0,17,98,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787818641084267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899159009332196,0.0,0.2002202644646667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488759938218666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127272197506139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800950239074874,0.2467327078786877,0.0,0.06616846005309672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131232942585843,0.0,0.0,0.10110472753541082,0.0,0.13674143617502352,0.1255360844166242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722788982103635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474925470764526,0.15507374269582724,0.17542993853788733,0.1382643523886235,0.13126664627829746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413549133349979,0.13658737578789934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191909466662863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848653594860339,0.0,0.13115949198890106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810931526746556,0.0,0.0,0.1326749337572239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183109404127122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280642299302486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373191101959594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535399875805307,0.1453083037057805,0.0,0.12492390960145887,0.09072419473432376,0.11426486116881515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752880532324533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406781715526957,0.0,0.13244073326827552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778773348469506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850221982609382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048142393626625,0.149653686944266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362334001496866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797599871396164,0.0,0.0,0.10497071482898117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592318976447167,0.0,0.0,0.33708692067909835 anxiety,derpy_snow_leopard,2018/01/02,"Urgent, start work tomorrow. How soon should i put in my vacation request? Im really nervous as I have anxiety and I also dont want to screw this job up!! I got offered an all expenses paid trip, It would be for 5 days, 6.5 months into my new job. I've already signed the offer letter and gone through negotiations. I start the job tomorrow (I had already asked for one day off in January ahead of time for a wedding which they were ok with). The person paying for the trip needs to know soon if I can go, so they can buy the tickets. Would it be totally innapropriate for me to ask my employer about this trip on my first day? First week? I was going to respectfully bring it up and ask it if would be ok if I went, and emphasize that I wanted to give as much heads up as possible and I would only go if its ok.",3.2325000000000017,4.135260107142859,5.111666666666668,83.35000000000002,72.92857142857143,8.933333333333335,26.5,9.2995712137729,2.0329428571428574,630,21,137,14,12,217,104,168,0.033,0.884,0.083,0.8023,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,4,6,6,1,1,7,3,15,2,1,1,2,24,33,15,0,12,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,1,1,4,10,1,2,0,3,7,0,18,4,26,18,3,34,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,4,16,95,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877764288190673,0.10427255113428548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974772070659513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656901472710861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252271600386743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281569158275968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218187290174204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508162768108572,0.22231031841065496,0.0,0.10428450956342357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381739207502766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408431904087566,0.0,0.38817480641524577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165873831461267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040757697871214,0.0,0.09585139110586244,0.09668226880544753,0.0,0.1259311306071655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835539723065107,0.09916719978348833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385120770786128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699473211571573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107760600083304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353094471275603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845809221566783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603124993545023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381438052631582,0.0,0.1045907073704882,0.0,0.0,0.12087250623171605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492521370687156,0.0,0.0,0.3705002479162853,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tinypopplio,2018/01/02,"Anxiety after people leave I’m a long term anxiety sufferer and have always had pretty severe anxiety regarding dating and relationships. I’ve only been in my current relationship for quite a short period of time, but I’ve started noticing a pattern in my anxiety that’s concerning me a lot. Due to our current circumstances, my boyfriend and I generally only see each other once a week - maybe twice if we’re lucky. He’ll usually stay with me at my place. When he’s here, everything’s great. But when he leaves, I get this awful, awful pang of anxiety that hits me like a freight train. I’ve never felt anything so awful before. I don’t know why it happens, I just know it’s horrible and it’s pretty concerning. Does anyone else experience this or know what might be causing it? Or what I can do about it? 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I have been on Effexor XR (37.5 mg) for five months now, wasn’t helping. So my family and I decided I need to see someone who specializes in anxiety/panic disorders. He diagnosed me with bipolar (which is new), anxiety and depression (already knew that) and agoraphobia. He had me stay on my Effexor but added 300mg of oxcarbazepine to take right before bed. Has anyone else been on this combo or on oxcarbazepine in general? I’m nervous to take it. My first dose is tonight!!",4.785289473684209,7.021941463157897,6.18230263157895,71.88924342105265,71.21052631578948,11.48684210526316,33.98026315789474,11.20814326018867,4.827026315789473,409,21,70,16,8,138,71,95,0.076,0.907,0.017,-0.6524,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,0,10,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,1,9,1,12,9,0,14,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,1,6,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448755417821817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975523151635438,0.0,0.0,0.15515977721954244,0.2273659055705972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882315789351745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19112477815919096,0.2252269322127727,0.0,0.0,0.2543201285308411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18537153045825255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091904536266111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875062724378627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873694184263875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712090331791874,0.0,0.0,0.16453830531999314,0.0,0.42863071115613377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895039985403835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682800684203695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801774041103986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365191340202828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33368696593925745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bluecruiser,2018/01/02,"Getting help for phobia Hi, I am wondering if anyone has experience with getting treatment for a specific phobia? What are effective treatment options? 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Like the title says, I suffer from emetophobia ( the fear of Vomit) It starts to make living really hard for me and I wondered if there are people out there with this phobia or how they overcame it/have an effective treatment.",2.6758823529411764,5.5059466862745134,3.9210784313725497,82.08985294117647,82.13725490196079,6.537254901960785,20.264705882352946,7.793537801064563,1.153258823529412,215,6,38,4,6,70,42,51,0.2,0.703,0.096,-0.7257,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,4,0,11,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34800142862924355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798399962001767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342296828571735,0.0,0.0,0.3023804103631164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491092241650335,0.0,0.29806471885473906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253186708002268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340161481666904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624454076787072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684350055694449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389211380497269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36606089067033376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,115652256511,2018/01/02,"Vomited from anxiety while hanging out with new girlfriend. TLDR: Invited girlfriend to new year's party, psyched myself out to the point I threw up and couldn't enjoy the rest of the night. -- For background, I'm prescribed Xanax daily but rarely take it unless my anxiety is particularly bad. I have rather mild anxiety, so I can usually push through the day without the meds. I invited my new girlfriend to a new years party with some friends. All day I was relatively nervous and felt slightly sick to my stomach because I knew we would be drinking and I don't always handle my alcohol well, especially when I'm nervous. About an hour before she arrived my friends convinced me to chug a beer to loosen up which, well, didn't help. Afterwards I felt incredibly sick and the moment my girlfriend arrived I had to excuse myself and throw up. While throwing up was probably directly caused by the drinking, all night I was paranoid that I was sick or had a stomach virus or would get sick again. Whenever my girlfriend would try to show physical affection I would feel ill again and have to step out and get some air. Being a new relationship, I hadn't discussed the extent of my anxiety with her. But I had to give a little insight as to why I was so psyched out and unwell. She handled it like a champ but now I feel bad that maybe she didn't know what she was getting into. To be honest I thought I was better, but whenever times like this happen it feels like I'm taking steps backward. Long winded story, I guess I mostly wanted to share but also wondering if others experience the same thing? Any advice for a stranger?",4.777305825242717,6.5813061197411,5.393709546925567,79.32415655339807,70.32686084142395,8.127346278317154,31.32160194174757,8.72156446121922,2.6765349514563117,1297,57,230,23,24,418,167,309,0.145,0.6990000000000001,0.156,0.7039,0,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,2,12,17,0,2,17,0,26,13,2,2,2,53,48,24,0,8,11,0,5,3,7,4,8,0,0,0,10,17,4,0,10,4,0,7,6,4,2,0,18,5,37,13,36,22,8,43,0,0,0,0,19,13,0,8,26,161,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809897050073864,0.0,0.10728531246096472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028104830658557,0.08353169132292096,0.0,0.0,0.0682679635706689,0.0,0.3071892457759168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764124616213075,0.06119620359575286,0.0,0.0854236463586518,0.0,0.0,0.08878591388577141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312715806203608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294852021087556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668600614357007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819970669977804,0.0,0.0,0.15227908667645132,0.07171792279868514,0.19277836925932298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512058721440425,0.0,0.1573473297916378,0.09630227787559924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058980321384952,0.0,0.08877366257136544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728863166030724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886294474739116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055171169877830134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713498600606031,0.10061615273596124,0.0,0.08884110735460159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085424530186106,0.0,0.11150954969248422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847816165232671,0.0,0.18841655492030815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490005510090536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108236322951411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778021817879133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509600712692308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669399192278562,0.0,0.0,0.07969765370674321,0.058537634137455836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815754237639117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110564302406418,0.0,0.05921203413052618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052353733801998,0.0,0.09058545942984113,0.0,0.0,0.09677141514844093,0.10886758992250453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285253865729858,0.0,0.0,0.1292944512899344 anxiety,etical13,2018/01/02,"SSRI aND XANAX FEAR so.. yeah, my history with anxiety starts in june 2017 after two weeks after getting high on dextrometorphan, in the beginning i started having random panic attacks, after a while I became hypochondriac and after 3 months of battling anxiety symptoms and those panic attacks my mother took me to a psychiatrist which prescribed me serlift (sertraline) and xanax 0.25g. Short story, i didn't took the pills, months passed symptoms dissappeared, but I started to act weird as i read more and more about mental disorders. I don't know who am I anymore, i have moments when everything scares me, even people's faces or when i look at something and it looks weird, paranormal stuff makes me anxious as fuck which is weird because in the past i was a huge horror movies and creepy shit fan and now it's like every creepy shit i saw and read about is against me. well, i went back to the psychiatrist after so many months and got me the same pills.. now I am scared of taking xanax, I am scared about losing controll on it and start destroying stuff because i have anger inside me, i am scared of taking serlift, i am scared of having hallucinations. I have moments when i feel normal and i have moments when i feel those kinds of stuff.... 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Recently a bad event happened and my anxiety has skyrocketed and I think about the even multiple times a day and has led to a lot of cutting and panic attacks. Would this just be ordinary anxiety or something else?,9.405238095238094,8.176301269841273,9.269841269841269,66.00571428571429,60.11111111111111,13.47936507936508,41.63492063492063,12.45797560212912,5.382073015873016,272,13,46,8,3,89,48,63,0.369,0.631,0.0,-0.9764,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,2,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,10,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,5,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,36,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44249933371091854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387003699674789,0.0,0.0,0.16098901192941575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243470519588526,0.0,0.16606770865643167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106873012403053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734975264499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109578853394595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050200412967192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392089569009552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417381650399438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524439946777202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599228674371784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037746047068504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843521765023954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354541184224799,0.0,0.0,0.1124295612949633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739346016819921,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Vulpineshadows,2018/01/03,"How do you get over helplessness/ lonliness----yet, terrified/fatigued to make any sort of effort (even getting out of the house). How to stop crying....I feel a bit pathetic ....err, first with the crying, can't write what I want to write....",4.208953488372091,6.743924255813957,3.9699418604651164,85.7470058139535,73.88372093023256,8.020930232558143,24.703488372093023,8.841846274778883,1.946586046511628,185,6,34,4,4,56,35,43,0.231,0.769,0.0,-0.8490000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,11,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,8,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23759327717374545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38143712135032176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3837822029441957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307650081005619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665917928951633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971860724187449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650777102892376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031425259238407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23321670604983985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29210088510852783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060758883283844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FactorySquirrel,2018/01/03,"Jealousy toward mentally healthy, functional people? I feel a lot of this. What about you?",3.678000000000001,6.505024800000001,3.666666666666668,77.68000000000005,101.0,7.333333333333335,31.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,3.8196666666666665,72,4,10,2,3,22,15,15,0.141,0.672,0.187,0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214216450860044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404370059141551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6406213816260932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4407042252035095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fujibabana,2018/01/03,Going to an event with president of the company I work with tomorrow. Just me and her and I’m already sweating from anxiety. Help please. Said yes to an unexpected invite last minute and I’m regretting doing it. I’m socially awkward and terrified of having one on one conversations especially with an executive outside of work which I will be forced to do. Can I get some tips please?,3.3491666666666653,6.227745583333334,5.2922222222222235,73.15000000000003,79.27777777777777,9.711111111111112,29.83333333333333,9.827888789773867,3.88105,310,15,53,11,8,106,51,72,0.161,0.695,0.14400000000000002,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,1,6,1,1,0,0,10,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,5,0,11,9,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,36,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925042780275013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027729314030481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384847928935058,0.0,0.15064175443791375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776665463323345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160622146724288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35922791568219364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5819204797523321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521361861770604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27019896383674297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859389209307616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,he_who_melts_the_rod,2018/01/03,"So I was prescribed Zoloft today, took one, and hate it. My appetite is gone, I'm twitchy, and nauseous. It was only a 25mg dose. I'm good in the head even though I feel kinda funny. How long until it's out of my system? I know you have to take it for awhile before seeing improvement but I don't want to continue with it. CBT sounds like a way better route at this point.",0.1295218002812959,2.263899392405065,2.023206751054854,96.19137834036572,86.72151898734177,4.523769338959212,16.372714486638532,5.82211442006289,-0.62292517580872,288,6,65,2,9,95,64,79,0.048,0.787,0.166,0.847,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,0,3,0,5,3,1,1,0,10,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,4,3,7,3,9,11,0,12,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192577589066504,0.0,0.0,0.2410543548991661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800212066040869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781291572389398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860772611964497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690934284581125,0.2797219261400024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497900982473747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315749305465982,0.0,0.0,0.24120420553921945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846915525327663,0.2072917406565148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576542895270025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719249452001246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20492880572336072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677856881421649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583519925952423,0.0,0.3028206515457061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607610719417148,0.21634291428236813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fatcatattack94,2018/01/03,"I’ve never had anxiety as severe as I have this last year. I’ve always struggled with social anxiety to some degree or another but nothing I really needed to take a medication to manage for. However, last fall I took an incredibly stressful class at college. I have never felt pressure as high as I did in that class. As soon as it ended I began feeling extremely crazy anxiety. I couldn’t walk down the halls at my university without feeling like I would pass out, so I would have to run to the bathroom to calm down. I couldn’t work out because I would feel as if I would die if my heart rate got too high. I would be sitting at my desk at work and for absolutely no reason I would have the most intense and sudden panic attack. I’ve always been able to drink pre workout and feel absolutely fine until this year. I made the mistake of taking it once after my intense anxiety started and I ended up going to an insta care because I was so incredibly anxious and I couldn’t calm down. I ended up getting on medicine and that has calmed it down for the most part but I still don’t feel like myself and I will have bad panic attacks if I forget to take it. I honestly believe that all this anxiety came as a result of that class I took. Has anyone else been in a similar situation? 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I like listening to something when I'm feeling anxiety, but I'm having a lot of trouble finding classical or instrumental music that I can tolerate. I'm highly sensitive to high-pitched noise - feels like scratching a blackboard (this includes ASMR!). Can't tolerate most piano for this reason - I start feeling squeamish right around A3 (which is 2 notes below middle C). So, I'm looking for something in a low key, or deep bass, maybe with a muted or muffled quality. Only thing I've found so far is some Yo Yo Ma and Gregorian chant. The very best example of what I'm looking for was a song from a Looney Tunes episode, where, if I recall right, Buggs Bunny was drowsy and going to bed, but I don't know how to find it. 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Hi, I'm new to this subreddit. I want to share this song with all of you, it really comforts me that there are also other people who share this problem with me. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dFRywBkXgdA I'm 20 and I don't have any friend, I feel like I'm missing every opportunity life has to offer me and that I'll never have any other occasion. It's been some months now since I've broken with all my friends, I don't go out of my house anymore and I started living with blinds closed cause I don't want people to notice I still exist. Night comforts me, so I sleep most of the day. I'm now trying with all my strenghts to become a better me, without all those fears and all this pain. 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With work, finding out my parents are trying to sell our place and just trying my best to not let my thoughts and emotions drown me I wasn't focusing on my studies like I should've. Even with the good things about finally getting my mum to accept I have mental issues and seeking out help (2nd counselor i seeked out was really helpful and cool. Super intelligent and instead of asking me why I felt the way i feel he just straight up explained what parts in the brain were causing this) I'm freaking out because I don't want to lie to my parents about not being able to study for a semester but also because I just found out today and they're gonna assume I knew before hand. My parents are reasonably supportive but studies is one thing they're hard on (they want me to be a professional and post sec is expensive). I don't want to lie to them but at the same time I'm scared that me telling them will destroy the good mood they've been in the last few days. I also don't want to lie because it'll be a lot worse once they find out. Just when I finally was able to regain my balance, I get knocked back down. 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Please help me. This is one of the worst anxiety spikes I've ever had in my life, and I really need guidance and some perspective on why my life isn't over. I'm a woman in my 20s with OCD, panic disorder, and PTSD. I've worried my whole life about accidentally breaking the law, being a creep without knowing, or just generally doing something bad without knowing at the time and then finding out later and having it somehow ruin my life. I've worried about people with past grudges coming out of the woodwork and destroying my life the moment I let myself be happy, so I typically don't let myself enjoy things, be loved by others, or spend much time attaining my goals because I'm convinced I'll lose everything one day due to some fault or slight from my past. Right now this anxiety is latching onto online friends I've had over the years. I've been involved in fandom on tumblr, not so much anymore but definitely heavily between ages 18-21. I've stepped away from it lately because I have my own projects to work on, but when I was active in tumblr fandom, I made a lot of friends in these spaces due to shared interests. I'm friends with many of these people to this day, which SHOULD be a good thing, but lately I've been obsessing over how affectionate our friend spheres were with each other. Not in sexual ways of course, just friendly affection like complimenting each other's selfies, our pieces of writing, just general stuff. I'm terrified right now that my life is ruined because some of these friends were younger than me and I'd do the friendly gushing to them as well. One of my closest friends was 17 at the time and I was 20, and we'd reblog each other's selfies saying how pretty we looked, how pretty all of our friends were, etc. None of these comments were ever flirty or sexual in nature, just the way that girls compliment each other to lift each other up to feel more confident. But I feel like I'm an evil horrible person because I feel like I should have known better than to tell my 17-year-old friend that she was beautiful because someone else could potentially read that as flirting which would make me look like a predator and my life would be over. I always meant the compliments from a place of friendship, not a place of attraction, but then I get intrusives telling me that I AM a creep, that everyone around me DID think I was disgusting (even though we were all friends with each other?) and I can't get past it. I'm a writer whose career has just started taking real steps forward, and I'm terrified that at any moment some part of my past that I thought was inconsequential and innocent will come up and bite me in the ass. I've always tried to be a good person, and my OCD makes me hyper-aware of ever fucking up and doing something bad, so I've always been extra careful not to make mistakes in my life. But does this count as a mistake? Complimenting my friends' selfies equally, even though some were younger than me? I never said the compliments from a place of attraction to any of my friends, but always just a place of fondness and friendship and support. But what if someone else wouldn't think that and would assume I meant the compliments sexually because I was older? How would I defend myself and tell them I always only meant compliments as a close friend? I can't function today. This obsession sprang up out of nowhere after years of not thinking twice about my old online friendships. I keep getting these intense cold sweats and shakes and fits of sobbing, all over this stupid issue that no one else would ever dissect to this degree. I'm still friends with the one who my anxiety is latching onto, who's 21 now, and she recently got back in touch with me and told me I've been a positive influence in her life, that my friendship encouraged her to come out to her parents recently even though we hadn't talked in a long time, so I'm not sure what the issue with my brain is right now. Shoudn't I be happy that I was a positive person in this girl's life? Like, shouldn't that alone be enough to tell me that I WASN'T ever coming off as creepy to her and that everything was fine? I was assaulted by a man in his 20s when I was 17, and I'm wondering if maybe this obsession is just misplaced guilt from that assault? I'm absolutely obsessed with thoughts of being a horrible person like the man who assaulted me; it's like my brain is looking for proof as to why I'm just as evil and perverted as he is, and the only evidence it's able to dig up is how I had a friend who was 17 who I used to compliment and tell her she looked pretty. It's asinine but it won't stop. I had to have a skype call with my girlfriend because I was so hysterical over this, and she told me that everything is fine, that I'm not a creep, even read the tags I left on my friend's selfies and said they didn't seem weird or overstepping at all. Yet still I'm so scared. Can someone please help me, especially if you've struggled with moral scrupulosity and obsessions of accidentally being a creep? The panic got so intense today I felt like I couldn't go on anymore, as if I had committed a crime of such enormity that I had to die to repent for it. I'm not going to hurt myself, but the thoughts are extremely distressing and I can't talk myself down from this on my own.",9.440997150997152,6.867395226970563,8.933150997151001,72.6942564102564,61.11775878442545,12.057056030389367,38.974548907882244,10.30485914683132,3.809550275403609,4286,164,822,71,45,1374,377,1053,0.13699999999999998,0.643,0.221,0.9987,1,1,2,0,0,2,87.0,7,0,3,5,49,91,9,12,45,0,86,17,4,12,13,174,151,80,1,18,37,1,6,9,19,11,11,3,0,9,63,63,0,2,21,2,1,10,25,33,1,6,47,14,104,58,132,78,30,120,1,5,4,3,77,60,3,19,58,574,167,6,0.0381122319309555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947277823271096,0.0,0.0,0.1585621503689934,0.0,0.0,0.05183524927434138,0.0,0.08746725932824438,0.0,0.0755941860265793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03392796668094703,0.0,0.0,0.035807696477089486,0.029305953827225,0.06364424342671314,0.18586290272130435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033707171985253886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509171061362122,0.038916850004489766,0.0,0.03885796050071602,0.0,0.0,0.13132125248349766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030429515976330607,0.0,0.0,0.04915847329837129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955447959891458,0.0,0.04367991968180069,0.0,0.03335227099657787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551363797058277,0.0,0.0,0.03938012362645572,0.04250521311654195,0.1006910789815044,0.17237347874002842,0.0,0.0364178708738461,0.1027584497059242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708275843492203,0.08168215831997587,0.036593719449804184,0.0,0.03483388952359553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300174852707903,0.03523414428784484,0.05973620447868321,0.0,0.043320119406183036,0.06393346384217803,0.06096366698766185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114235916915039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109165138389948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040799932538017634,0.0,0.0,0.0795585365344,0.0,0.033875902891512294,0.0,0.0,0.04189097189656128,0.0,0.08598451534018559,0.0,0.04140905150786875,0.07794467866423388,0.29611776177980725,0.16757740258443168,0.0,0.0,0.03372812593689892,0.128018704044448,0.04263783879936478,0.0,0.032401656681387,0.03439777731856861,0.036062715368286334,0.07632063228073163,0.0386398212266493,0.038288859606789634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603375143772498,0.028259737058466208,0.02939450280972352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998475248811683,0.0,0.1291291735436522,0.0579721395728741,0.0,0.08943298486373855,0.04231912328076298,0.04127183317133582,0.14552975146811847,0.05284444568678921,0.13311252345918045,0.1592766823711287,0.0836715715434795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632152440546598,0.0,0.0,0.044551159605978025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076245091284366,0.04338006376685928,0.024415671694443718,0.0,0.07526246227579855,0.0,0.0,0.0976429134820159,0.07250692035926558,0.030308376544475175,0.0381569928955034,0.0,0.0,0.0346959445546164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687711130869382,0.05868131627126805,0.0,0.0,0.026976033923311504,0.0,0.060872955303276084,0.03186353244705658,0.0,0.03984317986695877,0.04362938728934335,0.0,0.04324930914486635,0.03592032755518757,0.0,0.028655655286292023,0.061266336720830275,0.16655885286138286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050640146792130684,0.07326233795063918,0.1123352230973788,0.09077056492668192,0.08889419571756206,0.0,0.07225187904847097,0.0728357417476922,0.0,0.02587570372851028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0329167315804713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060503431456836565,0.0,0.0,0.03426747360097962,0.0,0.06878072267844777,0.04255094588464355,0.0,0.07347766308654607,0.041331089770153685,0.02774615876022714,0.07740964307529638,0.0,0.13536918035198228,0.0,0.0,0.07362908341478383 anxiety,987590Way,2018/01/03,Skin is crawling and weird sleeping WellburtinXL Anyone else having issues? have been on this for about a month? 150mg,3.8257142857142883,7.131753476190479,2.873333333333335,86.93000000000004,85.66666666666666,4.704761904761905,21.285714285714285,6.42735559955562,0.7339714285714289,97,3,15,1,3,28,21,21,0.103,0.897,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31381666925882057,0.4598563652757914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37492111232866576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4684384708794909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358233898832526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4491316662942014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TillyManilly,2018/01/03,"Anxiety: what helps and when to consult a psychiatrist? I've had long and short bouts of anxiety throughout my life -- the type where you feel you are going to die, all day. I'm only really recognizing that in the last few years. *My question is if going to a psychiatrist has helped you and what kind of medication(s)?* **Here is how I've managed so far over the past 10+ years:** I've had 2 good therapists, one I'm still with. I do not drink, although had a relapse, now sober again 6 months. I do meditation (but that doesn't help when I'm in it, or right before it, in fact it makes it worse), I walk every day and eat normally. No coffee and very little sugar. Talking to people and being with dogs also help. **As far as medication**: when I can get RX valium periodically it helps. I cut 5mg in half and wait for heart rate to come down. In a few hours I might take the other half if needed. But if the heart rate comes down I don't take more later. I've tried SSRIs but they increase my anxiety. **Next:** I've heard of klonopin, buspar and beta blockers, but have not tried them. Is this what a psychiatrist is for -- to sort out what would work? Do they listen? I can see taking something as needed, not everyday as I can be fine for periods of time. But when it hits it's disabling. 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I sometimes have this strange feeling that I cant seem to place. Its like the room expands and turns black. Whether Im alone or in with people doesnt seem to matter. At that moment Im alone in a large dark room. The question here is, does anybody know what this might be? 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My sister plays video games a lot, and when she does, she always invites one of her friends into a phone call to chat together while playing. However, hearing her laugh and talk with her friends gives me such bad anxiety. I can’t do much else besides whimper and cry and scream. And every time I ask her to quiet down, she just gets louder, which makes me more anxious, which results in more screams. It eventually becomes so bad that she ends the phone call with her friend and hides out in her room. It makes me feel guilty every time. I’m not sure why this happens. It doesn’t happen (that bad) when anyone else in my family takes a phone call. It’s just with my sister that it gets that bad. 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It makes it harder to think of the appropriate things to say or write to coworkers and friends. Does this happen to anyone else? For example, I work in a job with daily deadlines, and by the time my work is ready to look over, I’m a bit frazzled. My bosses offer me corrections and I can’t think of anything to say except one word answers, and usually finish with an awkward expression of gratitude. This is compared to others there who seem to be able to say or type something witty and considerate. They are cordial and sociable with each other. It feels lonely, like a prison I can’t escape from bc my communication is wrong or weird. Afterward, I have a harder time taking to people in general. A friend texted me today and my responses were sort of trite and skewed toward the negative, just “off.” It feels like my anxiety makes me act strange, and it annoys people. How are other people so eloquent? *I feel like anxiety makes me hyper focused on my own internal feelings, so there is less focus on what’s actually in front of me, how others think or feel in a situation.* I’ve known this for awhile and try to focus on others, and fail over again. It’s frustrating bc I had sort of a outside focus and wit years ago, as well as a better understanding of social norms and behaviors. I felt friendlier, more considerate, more confident. Maybe I will go for a work out and try to clear my head. Maybe it’s just a matter of keep trying, keep focusing on improvement despite these faults. 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Hey guys. I started taking Cipralex (escitalopram) on Monday for anxiety and some depression. Before taking it, I was spiralling into panic attacks almost every morning, and was a real mess. I know with the meds come side effects. I'm only on day 3, and my palms are really sweaty and warm. Like, my trackpad on my laptop sometimes doesn't work because it's wet from sweat. Other than that, I've been getting some minor stomach problems, and my anxiety has been through the roof. I can maybe deal with the other side effects, but this anxiety is really killing me. How do I even know if it's anxiety from the medication, or my own anxiety I was having before? I'm only on 5mg, which is practically the lowest dose, and I'm supposed to go to 10mg on Saturday, but the thought of increasing my anxiety even more really scares me. I feel like I have no way out here. If I stay on this medication, I can't function. If I stop taking it, I still have an anxiety disorder, and can't function. I've been staying at my mom's place these past few days, because I usually live alone, and dealing with this on my own is really scary. My mom has been off work for 2 weeks, but today is the first day she's back to work, and being alone has really fucked me up. I just miss who I was before this anxiety. I know this medication might make my anxiety better, but then I'd eventually have to come off the medication, and the withdrawal symptoms would make my anxiety come back. I feel like I'm just postponing my anxiety disorder. I feel really hopeless. Im off work until Friday, and I find when I have nothing to do, I just stay at home, stay in bed, watch movies to try and get my mind off of everything, but I find everything I watch recently is causing me anxiety for some reason. I got really anxious today and even googles psych wards near me. I really feel like I'm losing it. 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My brother is in college(I'm only in high school), which means he can't live in the dorms over winter break. My parents said his friend who's family is out of state can live here over break. I don't like someone I don't know being outside my room. I struggle with leaving my room anyways, I don't think I can with practically a stranger here.",5.7477419354838695,4.926626139784947,5.747870967741939,86.98180645161293,67.17204301075269,8.300215053763441,30.42795698924732,6.742157984588678,1.4425544086021502,353,11,78,2,5,111,60,93,0.066,0.8290000000000001,0.106,0.6721,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,16,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,12,4,12,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,2,3,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012477101498872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298645741258404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255508363913277,0.0,0.2120314544994265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732172229737987,0.0,0.0,0.22604198599374145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429438664346356,0.0,0.3770093160293969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325397217292553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235935696951426,0.0,0.0,0.23704164427953126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303868651860384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20445255847483115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823087292433134,0.20306611162025304,0.0,0.0,0.2160507581663412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808789027859553,0.0,0.0,0.23897072864902424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231731694045327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678784518894152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123887768066773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheCrackle123,2018/01/03,Walking slow to avoid people that I don’t even know! I’ve just noticed that my entire life I would walk slow because I didn’t want to pass people (usually groups ) on the way to school or work. I would get out my phone and just look at my home screen and risk being late. ,5.587894736842107,4.5108902456140365,5.483157894736844,89.59210526315792,67.59649122807018,8.301754385964912,26.017543859649123,6.42735559955562,0.7403964912280694,212,4,49,1,3,66,42,57,0.087,0.889,0.025,-0.5093,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,9,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,6,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,1,4,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16381176458825555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748978504858995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039729172680926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695522607784375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476837803826282,0.0,0.30313257737639365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898078339086722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566062945081625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30594425753400045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725990187346374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719632144477206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959617167971157,0.0,0.15850048247853535,0.21330074426848836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956344019386806,0.0,0.0,0.3817878916926178,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FryFroAllFrizzy,2018/01/03,"Struggling w Nausea and Anxiety, wondering if anyone has had luck w natural remedies? I’ve had a lot of stomach issues since high school, a lot of which is directly related to my stress levels which I’ve now realized is connected to my anxiety. I don’t like the idea of needing medication to feel normal but I’ve been looking into natural remedies such as St John’s Wort and L-lysine... has anyone had much luck?",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,7.6125000000000025,68.9825,66.5,11.4,36.0,11.20814326018867,4.523949999999999,330,16,56,10,5,115,56,80,0.08199999999999999,0.754,0.165,0.8229,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,9,2,1,0,0,15,13,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,2,3,3,8,9,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,34,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34023491203988904,0.0,0.0,0.31098171574956085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124402679527634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349530398382688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510360629993766,0.0,0.23210334833593324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864195217363284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674029936118505,0.0,0.0,0.3781131898588664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22402098411556967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347235501115506,0.16488939792216933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178818090357676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505694593157494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395218439771568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547315925947569,0.23247625857153326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115788811368585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,awkward_turdle,2018/01/03,"Unable to live in the moment - have a need to plan out my life My bf and I recently broke up and I'm still coming to terms with it. This post isn't about the break up itself, it's just one of the things I came to realize during this reflection/mourning period. After moving back home from university (and perhaps I did it even then), I have this incessant *need* to plan out the next two weeks of my life. I get a rush of anxiety about needing to fill out my time, making sure I'm seeing my boyfriend/friends at least x times a week, etc. It's gotten worse now that I'm no longer together with him, but it was always present. At the beginning of the week I'd always ask: ""So what are we doing this week?"" or ""When are we meeting?"". Yes, I was excited to see him, but I was also perhaps scared of not filling up my time? It's weird because the days I don't see anyone are fine, I'm fairly introverted and like spending time alone as long as I'm certain about the next time I see someone (whether that's my ex or a friend). Has anyone experienced this? It's quite exhausting and unhealthy and I can't break it and live in the moment. One thing to add is that my core group of girlfriends, my best friend, and a few other close friends no longer live near me (they're hours away) so although I do have a good number of friends in general, people I can reach out to and hang out with, I no longer have that solid foundation of close friends except for perhaps 1 or 2. And now I no longer have my boyfriend who was also my best friend. I'm just trying to learn to be okay.",4.376111111111108,4.476705006172843,5.150222222222221,86.992,69.92592592592592,8.331851851851853,27.31111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.4455844444444441,1218,36,270,15,20,396,162,324,0.093,0.732,0.175,0.9853,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,0,0,5,15,19,0,1,15,2,22,3,0,1,2,44,42,25,0,3,10,1,0,1,8,0,3,0,1,0,23,25,0,0,2,0,1,7,8,4,0,3,7,5,30,15,46,34,6,55,0,1,4,0,17,17,0,3,29,179,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964715925491544,0.0,0.1489783059082293,0.15501055511151152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125675111726311,0.0,0.0,0.13026027569203674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707932246652389,0.0,0.0875141213596893,0.07162384213790904,0.0,0.05678118891082341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550282787651546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653468217163484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023738719342312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060071730680068436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388287281982853,0.061522327409859134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5037528142540826,0.0,0.048665156401590255,0.0,0.0,0.07812679206004673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343344709747008,0.0,0.09173045405011866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158413256840285,0.04550663246470455,0.0,0.2467499680347559,0.08243164450316448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062175954080501625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989998960843704,0.0,0.2072006553208368,0.0,0.0,0.19812453424516166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623684041564565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457599466050712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892085157640242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907267601818992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197084573211056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325580909999123,0.0,0.296902526338714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892265360204181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438684587463379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778939206423893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376467597893424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715721128967408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324030024698966,0.0,0.0909905109577138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298865736539466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492415273448404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LieutenantSauron,2018/01/03,"Strangers make fun of me I was in Amsterdam not too long ago because I had a very long transit time till my next flight, took the opportunity to go downton. The whole time I was walking around people would look at me and stifle a laugh and if they were behind me they’d talk about me. There was even one instance where an old man walked past me and said, out loud, “shit, your face is fucking ugly”. These people think speaking in a different language means I don’t undestand but little do they know that I can and it hurt. so much. It got so bad that I was only in town for 2 hours and had to literally rush back to the airport before I felt like I’d break down. I don’t know if it matters but I have gained significant weight over the year due to a really bad life event that had happened, and I don’t think I’m that ugly but even if I were it still doesn’t justify why they do what they did. It really sucked cause I had already planned what I wanted to do in town and only managed to do two things before I had to leave. I’m now at home lying in bed crying over what had happened cause honestly this wasn’t the first time I’ve experienced it, in the same place too. It really is a shame, I always frequent to Amsterdam as a transit destination and have loved it in the past when I was ‘thinner’, received close to zero hate then. I know that I shouldn’t let it beat me down but it’s hard not to. Words can really hurt... in any languages. 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Over the course of the year, I went from 110 pounds to 150 due to purging less and trying to eat ""normally"", and I'm still not fully recovered. So now I'm just fat and bulimic (woohoo!) Every day I have severe anxiety over my weight gain, especially when I see myself in reflective surfaces in public/school. I try not to look at mirrors or windows, but sometimes I catch a glimpse of myself and it ruins my day. I guess the natural answer is to lose weight (which I'm trying to do) but in the meantime, everything sucks and I'm constantly anxious and pissed off over my body and having to be seen in public. Anyone else feel the same body anxiety? Therapy isn't helping at all. 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Hi! My doctor says that panic attacks come from nowhere and I concluded that what I have is not panic attacks. I wish we would've talked more. What I feel is similar to the symptoms: feeling of impending doom, loss of control, sometimes tingling and numbness in hands, feeling like I can't breathe. The issues is that these symptoms happen for a specific reason. Last time it happened because something my very new boyfriend did that upset me and I thought about the last breakup I had and how much of a toll it took on me and how I don't want to feel like that ever again. My last breakup was very very devastating to me. So to conclude, what I felt was in response to a thought about the breakup. Is it a panic attack if it doesn't come from nowhere? If not, then what is the name for it?",3.0722360248447202,5.036230602484476,3.4800931677018667,90.594798136646,75.27329192546584,5.8422360248447225,29.51242236024845,6.5431188927421005,1.364880745341614,641,29,129,5,14,199,87,161,0.25,0.7040000000000001,0.045,-0.9883,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,4,7,14,4,5,10,0,14,7,2,6,1,29,28,11,0,4,4,0,6,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,16,8,0,1,10,0,0,3,5,12,0,0,8,7,16,2,17,20,2,14,1,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,10,90,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810077390796981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443530647452385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821068115584225,0.0,0.0,0.11855442197975632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081910609047145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561402748431674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137855845758969,0.1510278763622597,0.10149104499143716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18694486973204624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103260222282337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25848511105585703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328187435778834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770355232686775,0.0,0.0,0.10208820220364036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960767709319464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867984821330497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405892742638955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137500368080089,0.1045425459951688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973088910571767,0.0,0.08495972300825518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783206931649838,0.0616360194638331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743944620919222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26164707460367576,0.062346115314336474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155274061369672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508807401992873,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RapThought,2018/01/03,"How do you deal with a break up with anxiety? I'm going through a break up and don't have a support system of friends around me due to extreme social anxiety. This is also part of the reason for the break up. Has anybody got any tips on how to not completely break down? Thanks in advance.",2.67135593220339,4.4139354576271215,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,75.77966101694916,6.753898305084746,27.0542372881356,7.554174236665415,1.4554176271186448,228,9,47,3,5,74,45,59,0.092,0.8,0.108,0.4526,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,3,0,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,15,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,34,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187768608649362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860395583101471,0.0,0.4185664007878272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353867393512105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868369136479243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820425647007597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113624313716705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554782892547694,0.0,0.2188019511457363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29625375478404903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812794195665035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788740267431122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104482946708921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518699898515754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_CorrectsIncorrectly,2018/01/03,"Experiences with anti-anxiety medication A good friend of mine has struggled with severe anxiety for her entire adult life. It's getting worse, and I think it's leading to other problems such as severe paranoia/insecurity. I care about her very much, and my concern is growing daily. It's getting to the point that she can't even leave her house. I have recommended seeing a doctor about trying anti-anxiety medication. My friend has always hated the idea and refuses to give it a shot. I'm wondering, did any of you change your mind at some point and give it a try? Did it help? Did you wish you had done it sooner? Can anybody attest to the effectiveness of meds? I realize everybody is different, mentally and physically, but I can't help but fantasize about a life where she can take a pill in the morning and be free from this horrible struggle. If anybody has anything to offer on the subject, I'd greatly appreciate it. Thanks",5.432654945054946,7.133446902857145,6.652000000000001,71.34753846153849,68.54285714285714,9.727472527472527,32.89010989010989,10.035473477838034,3.642112087912088,748,34,126,19,13,252,110,175,0.112,0.71,0.177,0.9026,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,2,6,11,1,2,11,0,16,6,0,2,0,22,29,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,11,8,0,1,5,0,1,2,2,4,0,0,5,1,17,8,19,23,2,8,0,0,1,0,18,6,0,3,0,88,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058737946820308,0.0,0.0,0.08652749925174882,0.0,0.2920145392191074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470760101002012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972956415643327,0.0,0.13460294902880734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329386200281178,0.0,0.13023543530128395,0.0,0.1302106004836253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404075781634798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244650433902454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966104713264364,0.0,0.13295519839469966,0.2441202239230929,0.0,0.106722796209338,0.0,0.1402824454469564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562306451347602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705724536403185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681776784750666,0.0,0.1436383660623034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472868835208393,0.0,0.0,0.1797466169311928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133485126726092,0.25636163774692056,0.12822789799817508,0.0,0.12847603293536308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353597124496577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056567728827166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217514058180796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139373119316973,0.0,0.0,0.2874897525269697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660375527764353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566857403231847,0.0,0.0,0.1171454101287849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153019397610613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727750877135602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498624800536348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631961229986445,0.0,0.13798625025350095,0.0,0.0,0.12966833451756546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Myssenberg,2018/01/03,"Cause of anxiety not at all related to the panic attack/anxiety triggers? Hi guys.... So my best friend mentioned to me today if I’d thought about the fact that my anxiety may be due to my boyfriend and I recently switching over to a long distance relationship. I can see what she means because my anxiety HAS increased drastically the past 6 months, which is the timespan where my boyfriend has been living far away. And although I’m thinking lots about him, there are nothing to worry about - we have an amazing relationship. But I still DO spend a lot of time thinking of him. BUT, my anxiety attack triggers are not at ALL related to my boyfriend... My anxiety comes when I’m eating food and I’m afraid of getting nauseaus afterwards... and also I can’t stand feeling like I’m trapped... like in a train, bus, car, theatre etc... But my question is: Can my anxiety have it’s roots in something, that isn’t at all related to my triggers? Hope it makes sense.... Thanks",4.692107728337233,6.386871907103827,5.305671350507417,80.3052049180328,70.36612021857923,8.725839188134271,34.929352068696325,9.23628265651192,3.3356794691647167,761,40,140,16,14,245,109,183,0.086,0.773,0.141,0.9088,0,1,1,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,1,9,10,1,2,8,0,16,2,0,6,4,32,31,12,0,2,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,0,6,0,1,3,4,3,0,0,2,2,20,7,21,27,8,23,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,6,12,95,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491785776901132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6355927715083017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005830882529763,0.11151493331003358,0.0,0.0,0.07235347160294417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455981088450245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219292613578355,0.0,0.10224254946319317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145143009386175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323728268600765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001418348513132,0.08479350655335323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352269880392618,0.0,0.09170105613241307,0.0,0.06201161122718444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752362712989682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788782328272435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597371956940487,0.0,0.1048071092304244,0.10503858344901308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018151927908191,0.0,0.0,0.07922775507597765,0.0,0.0,0.1292902587785931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473873043666417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388806505535995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925935377018805,0.0,0.0,0.11330483475791632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296207541753668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719391760936836,0.2548613311659588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458206547078714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137481204246596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478749289796884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927554119982244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210593502675054,0.0,0.0942280988929242,0.06921019279636967,0.0,0.11250602895902552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053737093390413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thatoneguysbro,2018/01/03,"i recently was diagnosed with anxiety/Depression haven't worked long enough to receive FMLA. My doctor requested FMLA papers, However, my employer will not give them to me because I haven't worked here for 12 month/ 1250 hours. my question is, what else can I have on record so that actions cant be taken against me?",8.760112994350282,8.107673372881361,8.680000000000003,67.85977401129946,61.03389830508476,12.612429378531074,40.00564971751413,11.855464076750405,5.0191988700564965,255,12,42,7,3,83,48,59,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,3,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,9,0,6,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,30,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161750200995268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424805669797185,0.2857460699133817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881569224725405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351814047364204,0.0,0.0,0.2908947765977523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27006832770302264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772494145384005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491443590310055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22471380986884096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153769783216326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779759829804987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099130175701008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,6ix5ense,2018/01/03,"I [M/18] was feeling anxious and kicked off at gf [18/f]? Basically I accused my girlfriend of blocking someone on Instagram / like she was hiding something from me? and of talking to other guys. In our relationship she has lied about things before, so there's some trust issues - she knows this too, but in this situation I feel everything was me? I was just paranoid and couldn't control my response to it..I got verbal, said things I shouldn't have and I regret it, I feel sorry about it..but I don't know where my mind stands. I just feel confused..like I felt stupid after it because I was acting out..I think what I'm trying to ask is what can I do? I don't even wanna apologise because I just feel weird? like my minds been emptied after the situation happened..thoughtless.",3.0523935666982034,5.286923761589407,4.0892762535477765,84.95504966887421,76.28476821192055,6.168590350047302,26.67975402081363,7.1686216300943375,1.3964508987701043,612,24,115,7,14,198,95,151,0.17,0.7509999999999999,0.079,-0.8795,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,1,10,6,1,0,1,0,15,0,0,1,0,26,28,6,0,4,4,0,6,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,9,4,0,2,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,7,24,3,16,17,1,10,0,1,0,0,11,6,0,1,4,79,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806506555344016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562809482367512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295858997781632,0.0,0.14165472526892864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867115998754484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995265388744303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961357542046802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208641889934056,0.0,0.15983845281298806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314222161101266,0.0,0.0,0.1648326550400928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375267640076045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297642971120687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626588336179525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361769015230322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787277627021544,0.0,0.0,0.15835222741373411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742411947962988,0.0,0.0,0.1410505028129548,0.12815765851152494,0.0,0.1863508729562036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380324025834262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119212900945173,0.10666801957236853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302301355525315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwaway1738692848,2018/01/03,"Does Sertraline affect your periods? I was wondering if anyone could provide me on their experiences with sertraline if they too have had it affect their periods. I started taking it at the end of November/start of December time. A few days later I came on my period, it was nowhere near as heavy - just very spotty, and it remained spotty for about 2 1/2 to 3 weeks. I told my doctor and he made a note of it in the follow up review. I've become really bloated being on it, gone up from a size 10 to a 12, and I've not come on still. My paranoia is kicking in saying I'm pregnant but I know that pretty much isn't possible, so I put it down to the sertraline side effects. I just wanted to know if it messes with anyone else's cycle too. (I have the coil and my boyfriend always pulls out in time, so the chances of my getting pregnant are, hopefully, very slim! But the coil has caused my periods to be weaker and a bit all over the place)",4.653202443280975,4.9669610523560195,6.062526178010473,79.94659904013963,69.36649214659687,9.298603839441537,29.005671902268762,9.2995712137729,2.3855336823734734,735,25,147,14,12,250,118,191,0.029,0.912,0.059,0.7513,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,1,8,2,0,0,12,0,12,1,0,5,1,30,27,13,0,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,10,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,7,1,19,1,29,17,4,34,0,0,0,0,7,16,0,5,12,102,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218729448962414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23896896784608465,0.17508853374002087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872545335884236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655859915682968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954431840644616,0.0,0.17554261575476005,0.0,0.1471994857865264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364351624657747,0.0,0.0,0.1102045838693209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490469901246442,0.14953975986868026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274976445402598,0.0,0.15135049886683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715512872040578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927865485906727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169724122283912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782426776036215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169243158702548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561773882501834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853504516156127,0.0,0.0,0.19264348336031772,0.0,0.17384815993426653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717833438456402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947121659554372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589201619689995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419019463781212,0.0,0.13646637614996024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848179995993278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19928503043597315,0.0,0.0,0.1632848229723946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819906589223803,0.1007904760565597,0.0,0.13707102223982578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531395478208412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ashwinr136,2018/01/03,"I'm sick of it. What do you do when the one person that causes 90% of your anxiety and uneasiness...is your dad? I think I can say with confidence that he is the one person in this world that I truly hate. He is loud, hot headed, short tempered, self-absorbed, childish, stubborn, and inconsiderate. My mom is the sweetest, most hard working person I know, and there have been many mornings when I wake up to him yelling, screaming, cursing at her for the smallest thing, even if it is his own fault. My mom is not only a full time doctor, she is a full time housewife, since my dad does not help around the house at all. She has to cook for everyone, clean after everyone, and take care of my little sister, all the while having to quietly bear his verbal abuse. Just this morning, my dad was saying he was overwhelmed planning this stupid summer trip. My mom asked how she could help, and said that we don't have to do every single thing that TripAdvisor says to do (my dad follows that religiously). He started screaming at her saying that she is always ""coming after him."" It makes my blood boil because she is the last person on Earth who deserves this treatment. Their marriage was an arranged marriage, and they are a complete mismatch. My parents are pretty traditional Indians, so divorce is out of the question. My dad expects her to always ask about his day or make him coffee, but refuses to reciprocate it when she needs it. My mom always calls to check up on his parents when they are sick, but when her dad falls and gets a fracture he doesn't give a shit. My mom undoubtedly gets overwhelmed, but you don't see her screaming and yelling. I'm just glad I'm home from college so that she can have someone to confide in and cry to, and it tears my heart apart. Because of all this yelling, my anxiety flares up whenever I'm in the same room with my dad, and I hate spending time with him. My mom, my sister, and I are much happier when he's away. My heart is pounding and I am shaking just writing this. It ended up being a lot longer than I wanted, sorry. He is toxic to my mom and i, and yet we cannot remove him from our life. I was wondering if you guys have gone through something similar, or if you have any advice. Thank you. TL;DR Dad causes my anxiety because of the way he treats my mom and verbally abuses her. 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Over the past year my anxiety has decreased drastically and I haven’t been experiencing it much, or had any panic attacks in about 5 months. The past few days it has been increasing again, purely because of workload stress and studying pressure. One of the main things I have noticed with anxiety is no one understands it, and if it is not understood point blank - no one gives a fuck. My whole life I have kept it a secret about myself. When a few years ago I finally plucked up some courage and spoke to a boyfriend at the time about it. His advice, and everyone else’s advice is to “speak to someone, open up”. Now something people without anxiety don’t understand is how scary it is to open up to people. We are told all our lives that to be down is to be “weak”, and to not get up and carry on is to “fail”. So to openly admit your struggling is the biggest challenge of them all. After months of debating I finally opened up. I got help. And I felt better. Now it’s creeping back again, and I am no longer with my ex. I decided to open up to some friends to help me. They all say “always here” “will help you with everything” but reality is when you need them most they ignore your calls and messages and never even ask if your ok. My ex told me to not speak to him about it. And my parents had a go at me because I am seen as some sort of “freak”. So I come across like I have this amazing life with great friends and family. When reality is none of them actually give a fuck and I’ve never felt so alone. All I want is for someone to ask if I’m ok, and be there. But no one, not one person, cares even. I don’t know how to deal with knowing I’m alone in this...",3.2816554712892727,4.359111121126766,4.393591549295774,87.88169826652218,73.0,7.7150595882990265,26.611592632719393,8.139509932561175,1.4613596966413862,1348,46,295,20,26,441,174,355,0.146,0.7390000000000001,0.115,-0.7847,1,2,1,0,0,0,36.0,2,5,5,3,22,25,3,4,13,2,31,5,0,2,8,68,59,30,0,5,11,3,2,1,2,1,3,5,0,1,13,28,0,2,10,0,0,3,15,12,0,5,13,9,38,13,52,42,16,48,0,2,1,2,39,21,2,9,25,216,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0902486268156326,0.0,0.0,0.1807437498474664,0.0819792910209119,0.0,0.0,0.19156593581650466,0.0,0.0,0.07695203651852862,0.0,0.0,0.06289060765484802,0.0,0.28299245094491643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729154817265743,0.10521108463011042,0.0,0.07111258342154532,0.0,0.11275175731066513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179239255741083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443397607066044,0.0,0.09429107730085914,0.0,0.0,0.07966464406269437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059642932182242765,0.09534439040643056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725644634218122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216634879199335,0.0,0.0,0.08837005940224925,0.08311643053902437,0.0,0.087183350193791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759353218261975,0.20261797818825047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290199208288973,0.17099535744360975,0.04831777926220684,0.1774334096804558,0.05255938133365989,0.07756911458520077,0.0739659231005129,0.10196120671185173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596524835544487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165085399255562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064487082674398,0.04518180121011836,0.0,0.08166288004278928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763574028257986,0.0,0.06798456120946307,0.06857387822587062,0.14265490524655247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529082805124244,0.0,0.0,0.3133393705564194,0.0,0.0,0.10850714217075226,0.10268978796500353,0.0,0.17656815834431566,0.12823008848038436,0.08075129958873377,0.0,0.0,0.08742493286175547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354501983103298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671859036320526,0.0711967954230169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593727329346013,0.09668176878913183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144061518122732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392672036819777,0.0,0.0,0.1767401188044985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255305606552575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454799897602841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325231885393647,0.0,0.08914888893682849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786652080138601 anxiety,papilio-bianor,2018/01/03,"Welcome back anxiety Do you also have this disturbing feeling in your gut when you are coming back from a holiday break? I didn't go to work yesterday because coming back gives me chills. I was away for only a week, but it feels like it was a month. I have extreme anxiety about work related problems. On top of that, I absolutely hate these generic fake smile conversations about ""how was your holidays?"". I would not come back for another week, just to avoid this phase of everybody's new year excitement. 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I guess I’ll get right into it. I’ve always been a quiet and shy person. I felt as though I have been suffering from some sort of anxiety in the past but I’ve always either been able to deal with it or suppress it. However, it feels as though things are getting worse and my anxiety is getting more severe. I find myself having to excuse my self or sneak away to try and calm myself down in private a few times a day. I am having trouble focusing, and I’m not sleeping well. I wake up in the middle of the night with a pounding heart and a sinking feeling in my stomach. Everything seems fine on the outside and I don’t think anyone would know I have any type of anxiety but on the inside I am constantly nervous, scared, and worried. I find myself avoiding certain situations and areas through out my day. There are some times through out the day that I am totally fine and it’s great. However, more often then not I find myself worrying. Mornings are by far the worst for me. I’ve been reading that getting into a morning routine sometimes can help take your focus off your anxiety. I have a very steady routine every morning but it just doesn’t seem to help one bit. I’m embarrassed to tell my parents and I’m worried about my job. I’m in the coast guard and it’s known as the “life saving” service. I’m worried that my anxiety will put my crew at risk or someone who needs help at risk. What if I have an attack when something serious is going on? Or I’m out on the boat? I really don’t know what I should do about it. I’m worried about discharge, however the ironic part is I think it’s my job that is intensifying my anxiety. It feels as though all of this is building up and im worries it’s going to build up into bone big attack where I may lose it. As far as treatment - would seeing/talking to someone help? Medication? What impacts could medication have on my daily life or with my job? 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I've shut my self from almost everyone, and tried to talk about my problems to my friend. I've been more or less successful in trying to open up to her, but am still not sure my self in many ways so not fully. I don't know how to fucking get to know people and talk to people in general so i feel like she's disinterested in me, since all I do is request support and don't know how to help her, or just never know what to talk about. Really want to know her better and be someone better in her life, so that maybe shed view me as support rather than a burden. She tells me it's not true but I'm sure I'm not as indipentent as I need to be. Even if I want to help her and love her too much not to. I just don't know how to get there, or even start. We hung out a lot more months ago and I've fucking always been my quiet self and talk to her the best alone, but rarely were, and never are now. I try to tell her but I don't know what she can do about my problem, and probably has had enough of me. I've just been playing this anxiety, contusion driven game where I touch the outter layers of a problem and don't really get to the core. The big one is probably obvious by now, I want her to like me back, more at the least, by getting to know her better and being a positive support for her like she has me. How the fuck do I do that though??? My mind always goes blank and floods with my problems and I just want to feel less selfish to her. Before we hung out a few time a week at most but now we'll text once twice a week. And my social anxiety doesn't like texting, and making plans. But I also can't say what I want to say because it becomes too long, feel need to retype etc. I think the best way to start talking more again is to get her interested in texting me. How do I do that? What do I ask? How do I stop my self from dead ending the text and then say she's done texting me for the day. How do I coherently get my thoughts out without overthinking and making more questons/get too depressed to think clearly. I've been thinking of getting and taking some phenibut or looking at other things at /r/nootropics so I could just stop this shit I do but don't even understand. It feels too easy though, and she has anxiety too so it feels like a copout to me. I just want to stop this, talk to her, hangout happy, talk about interests etc without sitting there in silence struggling to get out a sentence that's got enough substance to keep us going/me from going blank. I'll probably try through text since I i know to ask is how are you and ask about things she says but then that's kinda it",4.116623132379061,3.9683699680284232,5.036324835440394,88.447687545711,70.45648312611013,8.115536516560443,26.860777348239473,7.618777277803332,1.192676146693136,2064,58,475,21,34,676,214,563,0.113,0.7140000000000001,0.173,0.9898,1,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,4,1,0,8,46,35,4,1,18,0,44,6,1,11,8,117,102,55,1,15,27,0,6,5,1,1,1,5,0,4,22,28,0,4,19,3,0,2,18,12,0,2,10,13,72,23,72,87,20,48,0,1,2,4,53,20,4,10,28,332,94,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050951956985756,0.0,0.057057451115431174,0.05901431485650209,0.0,0.0455670546082096,0.09482420123593258,0.0,0.0,0.03874849780406707,0.0,0.13076911767398094,0.0,0.056509058840411325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980641817160593,0.0,0.0,0.04381426552075734,0.0,0.03473460810344246,0.06293016697405189,0.048485963257380166,0.0,0.1195944332914648,0.15118310006450916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045494062418691895,0.0,0.0,0.03674752260902351,0.0,0.0490769727335421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831053954565819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05046755483048741,0.11775158065026956,0.12709599588425285,0.11290467705154705,0.0,0.0,0.054447033990923294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405453517446015,0.08141334906527295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402277011544994,0.15803186229586258,0.2679282789765229,0.0,0.03238316734618876,0.0,0.04557228043598149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065649476174135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638526945157993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050646630128286636,0.0,0.0,0.2818335070711952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04024680853876659,0.1391882659635193,0.0,0.0,0.05042569417904399,0.047849026887976084,0.0,0.0,0.04844253824735993,0.051426865600243774,0.0,0.07606946736658389,0.057768991136751435,0.057244281185634224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057533770455876765,0.0,0.045481061254306177,0.0,0.041887011733019466,0.08450020977485916,0.0878933037667879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060682065691867286,0.03861126602104704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900580845341022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184302916163372,0.21808946851719327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300596519019986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125180504298535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377711503703657,0.0,0.05848936835161191,0.09426923966019686,0.0,0.0,0.05808415001100031,0.048279148357672365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806617740532246,0.0,0.04550447056620307,0.14291402483897242,0.0,0.059568088865972466,0.0,0.0,0.19398140653952486,0.10740635014810512,0.0,0.08568405565551107,0.3205897498299129,0.0996064328378477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571024136055693,0.10953185644682062,0.11196553713144973,0.045235923237233584,0.03322561959069529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474329351384955,0.0,0.0,0.05931840976214731,0.06854017873340933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165043055130555,0.09045647947155712,0.09141217746029136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985378122475273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ddot995,2018/01/03,"Help :( I'm a 22 year old male Uni student. Was diagnosed with depression and anxiety over 5 years ago, and the symptoms had gradually improved over time. However, a year ago, I began to have difficulty sleeping, paticulary getting to sleep and also waking up every 1-2 hours, sometimes not being able to get back to sleep afterwards. I have felt fatigued, generally so tired and weak for the last 12 months. This year I have tried Flouxetine, Citalopram, Amitriptyline and Mitrazapine which haven't really benefited me. All have reduced my sex drive which is awful because I'm in a relationship with a lovely girl and I want it to thrive. I have packed in the drugs, stopped drinking every weekend, stopped smoking and even quit caffeine. I have taken up running also and would consider myself fit and well (10km in sub 45 minutes) After 2 weeks (around Mid December) on Mitrazapine, I have had constipation, dizziness, tinnitus and a burning stomach, in addition to my other symptoms, I have been off Mitrazapine for over a week now and things don't seem to be improving, also I have noticed that things have worsened since coming off caffeine?!? I have been off caffeine for over 3 weeks and I feel more anxious than ever! Whatever is going on with me is making me feel so suicidal, I sit in bed all day, knackered, googling my symptoms, watching my Uni life, girlfriend, family and job suffer, I can't take it much longer and I seriously don't see a way out. I have been to the hospital twice, bloodtests are fine apart from high bilirubin, and my stomach scan also showed as fine, awaiting a colonscopy for my cramps but I'm guessing that will come back as fine as well. I'd love to just be able to sleep through the night without interruption and face the day ready and healthy :(",7.578072849807443,7.922824807926832,7.367631578947371,72.98789473684212,63.11585365853658,10.319897304236203,37.99486521181001,10.064110947511567,3.9195707317073167,1419,68,244,28,19,451,191,328,0.098,0.792,0.11,0.7884,3,0,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,1,15,13,0,0,14,1,31,22,8,1,3,43,52,27,1,2,4,0,3,0,1,2,10,0,1,2,10,25,1,2,4,3,0,5,6,5,2,1,9,6,25,8,43,38,4,56,0,3,3,3,7,22,0,2,27,161,35,2,0.18901943689205047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755432602459222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30231755078346234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229967592673428,0.10676908072218118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413368664085058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534427949645468,0.0,0.057612247157205074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282350795774558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219018996075112,0.0,0.0814010820111145,0.09592537480877117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258354385151228,0.10960126854762316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624227776912165,0.08548945111792397,0.15925702792301782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909535140137004,0.0,0.09557390669123188,0.0,0.09074415081119402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875485428654088,0.0,0.05371205097019242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411310998816853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334787209500692,0.09985470648183434,0.0,0.0,0.0930730351363022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378631246889063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703803457759884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675500912285609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705974216066065,0.0,0.06308597094271283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543675558830856,0.0,0.06947551748540673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869096849768689,0.0,0.0,0.10759994085699592,0.0991720512632468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052271899853904,0.0,0.0,0.06054534569617405,0.0,0.0,0.10146806833626787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531200938698578,0.08603809813647639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781794157350346,0.0,0.3783118889376216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347252815036218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802871297186766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033782924319334,0.0,0.0,0.29469535377090583,0.07105954639182731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557611488248707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05510937685290022,0.10862501841248164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641658950439999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574428060183607,0.07501741543716317,0.2274299861971949,0.0,0.1699511740877461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110399599480072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713699236776402,0.0,0.0,0.2434446402256196 anxiety,gwent4lyfe,2018/01/03,"Anxiety and me. Hello everyone my names Karl, I’m 26 years old and have been fighting with the beast known as anxiety for the past 7 years. It’s hard, I used to think I was alone against this horrid monster, it felt like I could only see it, deal with it. I opened up to my family and they have helped me so much I couldn’t be more grateful. Over the past few months I felt great, wasn’t overthinking, not an intrusive thought in sight I was happy. Coming into the new year I went to see star wars with my brothers. It’s been awhile since I left my area of living and felt the anxiety building, something I almost forgot about,rearing it’s ugly little head. When I got home that night I cried so much, I thought I beat it but I’ve come to realise that I might have this the rest of my life but I will have good times and bad times and I will never let it win. I’m not going back to being scared of my mind I’m moving forward and I will continue working on improving my life and remember when it gets bad that it won’t last forever. Thank you for listening. 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What do you constitute as bad enough to miss work? Last night I started feeling very sick (flu sick, slight fever, chills, chest congestion). I was also exhausted but didn’t fall asleep until late. When I woke up this morning, I was very tired and felt better but still didn’t fell well, but when I took my temperature it was fine so I went to work. I’ve been here three hours and I feel dead and all I want is my bed. I have ample sick time to use, but it’s the third day of the year and don’t want to have to use it so soon. I also get really bad anxiety leaving work early (and calling in) because I’m afraid my boss isn’t going to think I’m sick and then I wonder if I’m just overreacting and I should tough it out. Does anyone else stress about this? What are your limits of sickness to miss work?",1.8611516853932564,3.671688640449439,3.0015589887640464,93.35773174157305,78.3258426966292,6.023033707865169,19.551966292134832,6.9077264865688965,0.0834146067415733,670,15,150,7,16,215,108,178,0.285,0.635,0.08,-0.9934,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,7,12,12,0,3,2,0,15,13,2,3,1,29,36,22,1,4,7,0,4,0,0,1,11,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,6,0,0,5,4,9,1,2,10,4,17,3,16,25,2,24,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,2,16,87,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21466089001651728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267291953191847,0.0,0.0,0.09384516270131976,0.1375175369761885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412524414986407,0.08181527151544869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870088705659144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704693526357412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655657005899486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745109184412048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211811300445912,0.0,0.0,0.13867836817943355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035870542698677,0.0,0.12886595651786126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012098655755576,0.0,0.07627659483211692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321732099715736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940187246618316,0.15139861404682958,0.2842253227830232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595022806186232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654332611809544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598057082572394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499696851953683,0.0,0.1071830320772116,0.0,0.1537410499816822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859985574819219,0.0,0.0,0.07826094021231626,0.15425861363361787,0.0,0.0,0.14911607787615472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318346516471325,0.0,0.2214802993488908,0.15832513668240786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067400716393775,0.12441720991755705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554875801740744,0.4885449391442278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642905945280803 anxiety,Smaaaaaash,2018/01/03,"[Minor TW: Nuclear Weapons and Whatnot] To people With nuclear war anxieties: A Couple of Ways to Ground Yourself and Stop Worrying (from a fellow panicker) **DISCLAIMER:** For geopolitical purposes and familiarity, I am writing this from the perspective of a citizen of the United States through their conflict with North Korea. My mind in organizing this long post will result in some presumably all-over-the-place points (some political and some with language if you're not into that), but hopefully my personal grounding methods and thoughts will benefit and calm you guys. Also, incredibly long post ahead! Hey friends! For a brief introduction about myself and the topic, I'm /u/Smaaaaaash, and I've been posting a lot about worrying with nuclear war, whether it be with North Korea, Russia, or literally anyone the POTUS is pissing on about on twitter. This is because I took a class about the Cold War during the political climate of the 2016 election, which was probably one of the dumbest decisions I could have made for the time, especially with my long-term struggles with anxiety and (I suppose) hypochondria. Regardless, despite my suffering, I have resolved to stop my endless panic over the idea of nuclear war so I can live without the constant worry that a cold war would bring (note: I do not believe we are currently living in a cold war. More on that later.) To help my fellow friends who are struggling with the freaky thoughts of nuclear war, here is a list of stuff that I am doing to separate myself that may just help you: **1. DISMANTLE IRRATIONAL THOUGHTS** Despite what the news, twitter, reddit, and anyone may say, the possibility of a nuclear war is statistically extremely low. Every global leader that has power over nukes has not used them in their reign of power (and they have not been used as literal weapons since 1945), and they each understand that nuclear war would be a big L for their side. (Yes, even Kim and Trump.) If that's the case, why does Trump keep talking about it? Besides off-hand comments and comparisons to Brigadier General Ripper from Doctor Strangelove that I could make, it's his weird-ass form of diplomacy. For example, the tweet he made earlier today concerning Kim's statement that the launch button was in his office was a way to say that if they attack us, they'll be blown the hell out as well. This is a way to stop Kim from attacking us. (Also, let me talk about that statement for a second: this headline actually led to [this article](http://www.cnn.com/2017/12/31/asia/kim-jong-un-new-year-address-nuclear/index.html), which states that Kim Jong-Un is willing to send a representative to Seoul's Olympics next month. He only used the threat of a launch button in the way that a dad makes sure that his daughter's prom date behaves: a threat that probably won't happen but gets a message across. I personally think CNN dropped the ball when they tried to make said comment the headline, since that triggered a Trump tweet, but I doubt anything will come of it.) Anyways, nobody wants a nuclear war because it will end with them and their shit getting destroyed, bluntly put. Plus, we all have rational thinkers on each side: Trump, regardless of his tweeting antics, is reigned back by General Mattis and Congress from declaring war or doing dumb stuff, and Kim Jong-Un has Russia and China, who don't seem to want anything starting, saying they'll drop support if NK chucks a nuke anywhere first. There's a lot going on, but a lot of it is diplomatic; the US Secretary of State, Rex Tillerson, is open to diplomacy with NK, and analysts have pointed out that [NK seems to want to talk now](https://www.npr.org/2017/11/29/567313555/how-diplomatic-engagement-with-north-korea-could-proceed). I could go on and on about how war isn't happening, but for the sake of character limits I'll leave it to the idea that nuclear war is not actually on the table, despite the dick-waving that global leaders tend to do. It's mostly just to say 'fuck you don't nuke us', and dropping a bomb gives more loss than gain, which nobody wants, not even Trump or Kim. So what do you do with this information? Every time your mind wanders to the idea of anything related to this, shut it down. Ground yourself. Rationalize. Take a minute to breathe, find what makes you sure your fear is just a passing thought, and use it to cross-examine your fear and call it out. (If you need help figuring this out, check out older threads on /r/anxiety about nuclear fears or PM me. I'll do my best!) I personally keep a note on my phone dedicated to debunking my own arguments, be they about Trump, Korea, Russia, or survival, and it works pretty well when I'm not getting influenced by things like sensationalist news. ""But /u/Smaaaaaash,"" you ask, ""what do I do about sensationalist news and the like?"" Well... **2. DISTRACT FROM TRIGGERS** Remember when I said that CNN made the headline of their article about Kim Jong-Un wanting to work with South Korea a headline that focused on North Korea's nuclear capability? They primarily did that to get responses. That gets them clicks, attention, money, anything that a news network needs to survive. Although it's good to spread awareness about worrisome stuff like nuclear work or climate change through the news, a lot of headlines and articles are sadly sensationalized for the moola. This is why you may want to consider taking a break from news sources that talk big up front but provide little information. Trust me, if something big is happening, you'll know it. From my point of view, most of my irrational anxiety/panic surrounding a nuclear breakout comes from the news or reddit posts, which I find validates my insecurities about war occurring. It's a matter of finding a way to either not look at these posts at all or debunking their bs. When it comes to debunking sensationalism and fear, rationalize anything you might come across with the knowledge of how leaders behave (a la part 1) and the knowledge of the past. For instance: remember when NK said the acts of the US in September were a 'declaration of war'? Even the comment section on /r/worldnews, which usually also freaks out and hypes up fights, [called out their strats up-front](https://www.reddit.com/r/worldnews/comments/72czz5/n_korea_accuses_us_of_declaring_war/). Also, this may not seem relevant now, but [this AskReddit thread](https://www.reddit.com/r/AskReddit/comments/6xs941/redditors_old_enough_to_remember_the_cold_war_how/) says a lot about the state of today in comparison to when the world could blow itself up like 300 times over. It's sobering, especially when you consider that we've gone through events like the Cuban Missile Crisis without blowing ourselves up. We may currently have a Cheeto Benito in office, but despite his bravado-based diplomacy, I believe there are other things that we as citizens can focus on when it comes to the quality of the USA. As for distracting yourself from these situations altogether, besides steering clear of the stuff I mentioned earlier, try picking up a new hobby or watching some TV. Something productive or calming, like starting a garden or cleaning your room/house/local area, is usually pretty relaxing, especially with music. Personally, I'm grabbing a blu-ray box set of the Star Wars movies so I can figure out how The Last Jedi stands up to them, but use something to help take your focus from toxic sites that can draw you in really easily. If you really need a news kick, I'd recommend stuff that draws a smile or a laugh, like /r/UpliftingNews or /r/nottheonion. I understand it's not healthy to distract yourself from a problem, so if you believe that, then focus on understanding any situation and preparing for whatever you feel fit. That being said, I believe that there is not much of an urgent problem right now and we can divert our attention towards things we can control. (Also, if you're worried about control, then there is a good form of control in our world, despite all the crazy shit that happens/that you think would happen.) **3. COMMUNICATE** I could not be as far as I am in overcoming my phobia without talking to my amazing girlfriend and her kickass mom. In fact, her mom also struggled with anxiety through her youth/young adulthood, which happened to be during the Cuban Missile Crisis and Reagan years (read: hot spots of the Cold War). She thinks nothing will come of ""Trump/Kim's pissing contest"", and as much as my better-safe-than-sorry side wants to say otherwise, I'm inclined to agree. Even if you're shy or have trouble with socializing (I still don't fuckin know how I got into a relationship), there are plenty of ways to talk and defuse personal tensions, whether it be online or with someone like a counselor or pastor. And if you need someone to talk to about your troubles, then you can always PM me or post on the sub :) **OTHER STUFF THAT MAY HELP** * Check out the essay ""On Living in an Atomic Age"" by the iconic C.S. Lewis. The first three paragraphs can be found [here](http://abamablog.blogspot.com/2006/10/cs-lewis-on-living-in-atomic-age.html), and the rest is probably found with the help of some Google-fu. * If you're really worried about a nuclear war breaking out and stone-cold convinced it will, then the best thing I can suggest is prepare. Check out NBC masks and suits, pick up a copy/pdf of *Nuclear War Survival Skills*, and work from there. I respect your preparedness, and if anything happens, I'll buy you a beer. (Hopefully US tender will still work.) ***TL;DR: Nuclear war probably will not occur, based on previous events and the rationale of world leaders. (It is arguably also survivable, but that has far too many factors for me to cover.) Dismantle your irrational thoughts, distract yourself from any sensationalist news/posts/sites that talk about them, and communicate with friends, family, someone you trust, or a rational Internet community. You'll be alright.*** If you've made it this far, congratulations and thank you! Please feel free to leave tips that help you feel better in the comments, and I'll add them to the post! Also, please focus on posting positively; I know it's easy to fall into a cesspool of negativity with a topic like this, but it helps to not panic in a thread where others can see.",7.3416458047322966,8.793832943623427,6.720032167756872,73.5561412824033,63.84400656814449,9.865369188941829,35.117719633547786,10.010101517602353,3.690771392679928,8256,368,1355,177,122,2550,684,1827,0.161,0.7240000000000001,0.115,-0.9986,4,0,5,4,1,0,404.0,14,31,21,25,67,101,36,16,118,2,108,11,6,30,7,310,202,129,20,39,67,4,5,9,6,24,2,10,2,8,105,96,1,10,45,6,6,19,23,61,3,5,25,24,125,41,237,137,30,193,2,4,5,2,143,99,8,57,59,884,230,9,0.0,0.0,0.061610484913813574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20195559687538034,0.026266617300989274,0.0,0.0,0.04293384809117578,0.0,0.0965959413725108,0.0,0.0,0.04414533976299522,0.0,0.15586375226248508,0.0,0.02951127084748774,0.07182498139956818,0.0,0.024273392862951104,0.0,0.03848640521138332,0.0,0.0,0.14226266261917495,0.06625610697799837,0.0558376248540348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446771838355618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03339413837335817,0.16315519219641295,0.0,0.03411316005690309,0.10621661726055942,0.15122406872218727,0.034928743222618366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03231058590428675,0.02762485676270526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02795935914188918,0.0,0.0,0.08339991703808435,0.0,0.053193815654171375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02975894853682065,0.14208846827134428,0.04788429911243719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655613364462897,0.05370245252650395,0.0,0.06922408028522734,0.07316671736205077,0.02918356561710815,0.08246335471631581,0.03028234000905225,0.03588097774996743,0.05295449839577583,0.02524734475256904,0.0,0.0,0.031256702929570834,0.16748975993948592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927177779229635,0.0,0.0,0.06270712981465643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690730418501593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611713608235912,0.0,0.0,0.05204587560522138,0.025731655695981917,0.0,0.06685066700474214,0.0,0.0322798196221103,0.0,0.13880019575087138,0.031638841933614555,0.08362381483941866,0.08380850419243575,0.026508677344174683,0.0,0.0,0.13418743281222273,0.0,0.1194794017625172,0.08428597600887561,0.032004403143409584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03348803774815593,0.06374817866115888,0.07394274761665211,0.025196808722645344,0.0,0.0464113630374078,0.09362735011021514,0.0,0.06097601039368646,0.0335723029648575,0.0,0.0,0.030289785157196325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021390896730216137,0.024008440865878732,0.0,0.07407511761269447,0.0,0.034184433192252575,0.030134668636442825,0.02188487019297569,0.13781724167521478,0.0,0.06930308221698697,0.08952422929670581,0.03558751624832564,0.24186285295240564,0.0642308175546273,0.1361400459157651,0.06041150394364224,0.0,0.031733970096793344,0.0,0.0,0.03157595663884645,0.0,0.060668681307499285,0.0,0.0,0.03389158891294484,0.07151945283422327,0.02695839911581709,0.12011135850000185,0.15062204804653398,0.0,0.0,0.02515514194961018,0.08621336448121202,0.0,0.0,0.06480699376927472,0.052225782218797694,0.07096619202615118,0.0,0.032179003244038086,0.08024090244894913,0.07290641273605246,0.0,0.0353371355648035,0.04468715627993193,0.0,0.05041955527250614,0.07917531491880107,0.0,0.09900334555104554,0.21682281988588475,0.0,0.03582232737121499,0.059503828311021224,0.0,0.07120430025348183,0.2029815332769709,0.0,0.02906303363982915,0.0,0.0,0.08388794884273493,0.06068137285748764,0.0,0.12530500319986765,0.05522163896992592,0.0,0.05984443487386844,0.0,0.03507255852344285,0.04286440399861458,0.0,0.0,0.0985883739267503,0.2278302738414829,0.13632055147012892,0.06953409352704762,0.0,0.13033495082422833,0.1503404635761169,0.0,0.0,0.08514868897029312,0.0,0.056969362362833675,0.0,0.0,0.09128958197025416,0.0,0.11490726696619848,0.16029120642389058,0.0,0.06727375567964218,0.0,0.0,0.04065675933754514 anxiety,Angrylion1012,2018/01/03,"I really need to go to the eye doctor, but I'm too scared. I needed to do a follow up with my eye doctor about my contacts and glasses, but couldn't and now it's been 5 months...And I'm too scared of going in and having him reject me or yell at me, even though I desperately need a prescription update and new glasses. I feel so pathetic and everyone thinks I'm a moron because of it. 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Possible anxiety-inducing post (financial) This is x-posted with r/advice. Backstory: My boyfriend and I are currently long distance due to the job market in the area. Once I find work we will be reunited. He just called in a panic, he is stressed beyond his limits with a lot of things but right now the financial part is at the forefront. He is behind in his office space rent and received a message from his landlord asking to meet. He has been unable to pay rent due in part to bad choices he's made plus some unfortunate circumstances. He knows this. He lives at home with his parents so his office has been a source of freedom to get his work done in a focused place. He has one other person who sub-rents from him, if he's evicted they will be too. He has deep anxiety and has sought treatment for it with minimal success. We had a good talk last night about him reaching out when he needs extra support (I also promised to check in on a deeper level when I pick up on signs and just in general). He reached out this morning with the above information. I'm not in a position to help financially (he wouldn't take it even if I was) but I'm there for him emotionally. Usually I'm good at offering support and providing him with the extra advice or information he needs. I'm currently at a loss. I want to help his emotional state as best as I can but I'm not sure how to do that aside from telling him it will be okay. Which is a bit overplayed. How do I show support in this case, and is there anything I can say to him to help ease his mind? Let me emphasize, looking for advice to help ease his anxiety not how to deal with the financial aspect. Thank you for any help you can offer. tl;dr Bf with anxiety, may be evicted from office space due to rent owed. Gf wants to offer emotional support to ease his mind. 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Hey guys, First time posting here and I'm not too familiar with anxiety (in all honesty I'm probably too relaxed about everything). Unfortunately my wife (and somehow all of her siblings) deal with what seems to be pretty heavy anxiety. My wife is concerned and stressed about almost everything. Unfortunately about a month ago she was in a car accident (the other driver rear-ended her while texting) and now she's has a ton of anxiety about just driving to work. We have a morning light for her to get some Vitamin-D (I believe?) that she uses but that's not really helping much. Is there any over the counter anti-anxiety medication that anybody would recommend that she could take before going to work that also doesn't make you drowsy? Any suggestions would be appreciated! I'm just trying to help my wife feel less stressed in general.",5.480478955007256,7.7402070817610085,6.17496855345912,72.57548621190134,69.37735849056604,9.923754233188195,33.61441702951137,10.214889679676881,3.9917456216739233,702,34,116,20,13,229,102,159,0.116,0.779,0.106,0.7248,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,3,13,3,0,2,6,0,11,1,0,2,2,25,21,7,0,3,5,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,2,14,1,18,15,6,14,0,0,0,0,20,4,0,4,6,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260423638244038,0.0,0.14238219000356633,0.0,0.0,0.11370884784186093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338739704758215,0.0,0.5438726814016386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099274499752725,0.16019881308190456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352670181897498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659107433800345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593764425881432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25558140958094283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189525573650546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094626932947185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428811639028204,0.0,0.08080953838394206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078990560088187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061317559604546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491255869585988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432409068083929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349425847946985,0.0,0.10452560264542622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361781835733622,0.1446577836529927,0.15330427089645907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109019947347008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944393051941686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32575505781365005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690876698941497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829118088709919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653729963459506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280602734194478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20703121894179316,0.0,0.0,0.2020146043105312,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,westy2036,2018/01/03,Anxiety changed into cyclical mini panic Anyone else have anxiety like this? I’ve had anxiety for a couple years now and it was pretty well treated with Zoloft. Seemingly out of no where I started having mini panic attack’s where I get an intense feeling of dread and fear. Luckily it is usually short lived but happens many many times throughout the day. I think it has something to do with my Norepinephrine levels being too high but can’t confirm and am basing this on purely anecdotal evidence. 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I burnt out at university, which resulted in me pretty much going insane for a week. I couldn't sleep more than 2 hours at a time, starved myself, had panic attacks that lasted 5-6 hours, and couldn't leave my house. With my parents help I was able to survive this and get my ass to the doctor's. I do not have a GP, so went to a walk-in clinic where I was prescribed citalopram. I then struggled through the rest of my semester and managed to finished. I've been on holiday for almost 2 weeks now, and despite the rest do not feel much better. I am taking the meds (20 mg for a little over a month now), sleeping (7-8+ hours a night) and eating well, practicing yoga daily, and seeing a therapist for CBT. I am not having panic attacks anymore, but am instead struggling with leaving my house and feelings of depression. When I stay home to relax as I know I need, I feel sluggish, lazy and depressed. When I do go out, I feel extremely anxious and take no pleasure from it. Because the medication was prescribed at a walk-in, I am not regularly monitored for dosage and have no idea if the meds are working as they should. My time with the therapist is covered by my dad's work insurance, and is only short-term which means I have ~2 sessions left before I'm forced to find someone else, and probably pay out of pocket which I can't afford. I will be starting my final semester of uni and returning to work in a week. I am dreading it. I actually have to go in to work for the afternoon today and am paralyzed despite it being an easy half day. Graduating uni is terrifying me (applied to grad school, second guessing whether that's a good idea, terrified of not finding a job if I choose not to go through with grad school). I don't feel like I'm getting better, I feel like something in me is broken and can't be healed. I'm living with my parents, mustering up the strength to get through 1 day at a time, and completely crumbling at the end of each day because it has taken so much out of me. I don't know what more to do.",5.86461910286156,5.41621585150812,6.718158352668215,78.8824656805878,66.81902552204177,9.596326372776488,33.967614075792724,9.075114841892004,2.8296750966743995,1676,69,335,26,24,559,217,431,0.177,0.738,0.085,-0.9913,4,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,1,9,9,20,2,5,25,0,39,9,3,1,0,61,68,28,0,6,10,3,6,2,0,2,5,0,1,0,12,27,1,0,15,3,1,5,16,10,1,2,8,7,41,10,58,53,10,53,0,2,1,1,5,19,1,6,30,227,53,14,0.0779145673107944,0.0,0.07603337838387972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802018442583072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802128356134034,0.07727031450352748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727813685634758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949919941115847,0.0,0.0662995581024434,0.0,0.0,0.2067273093787356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169194143869105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074535061239386,0.0,0.13421540531090667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974886116550194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972605375199579,0.06508762320925947,0.0,0.06900918036856467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363756778188587,0.11132436490979636,0.0,0.0853516000550127,0.14242500596132976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282858245886533,0.0,0.17712257657853098,0.06535104242868643,0.0,0.0,0.08583168005882952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222449209983433,0.0,0.0781546637782371,0.0,0.2301904623201954,0.1798058993332097,0.0,0.17591212540031725,0.0,0.0,0.07731818564100162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563961710408786,0.06351077147706888,0.0,0.16500055361345414,0.08465440535812528,0.0,0.05503336309911745,0.07613024394248417,0.0780908653366862,0.06879999039647719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487180523955414,0.17309103940083406,0.07849072953740999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438132855828872,0.0,0.17182851581534855,0.05777266440905642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311754334364114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925753940472814,0.0,0.1828319142157445,0.17302981286250527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926712574764946,0.08400508159278669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577074035574958,0.0620878225136673,0.07093049581324995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594167255898622,0.0,0.06601676004010848,0.059982440477202234,0.0,0.0,0.0551483317666574,0.08304656189025471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629064456389825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716411606034988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092963582516627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629783231383055,0.0,0.07385389949940323,0.0,0.0,0.05289887675750831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749509848740464,0.0,0.07005455317576989,0.07222758448975343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268909318411053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tifanimusic,2018/01/03,"Flight anxiety Good morning. So, I am not a fan of flying in general...I also suffer from I would say moderate to severe anxiety. Tomorrow I am scheduled to fly on a Beechcraft King Air 250 Turboprop Jet that my company owns. It's only an hour flight, but I am nervous, much smaller than anything I've ever flown in. I just started this job 2 months ago and I fear having an anxiety attack 32,000 feet above the ground in the midst of my new coworkers. I have created a calming spotify playlist that I plan on listening to, I also plan on doing some yoga in the morning to try to get in the right mindset. Any other suggestions? Also...forecast for tomorrow super cold, sunny winds 15-25 mph with gusts up to 40 mph. 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As much as I wouldn’t want to wish this upon anyone, I’m hoping someone else has had a similar experience. My wife has always had bad anxiety, mine has gotten worse recently. About a week ago she suggested we have an open relationship because she’s the only sexual partner I’ve had and she said she’s worried down the road I’ll feel like I missed out, but I don’t want that at all. The other side of the coin, is that she claims she hasn’t felt truly happy since we’ve been together. A little background, prior to us being together she was overweight, and slept with a pretty large number of guys because it made her feel better about her looks. Part of her suggestion to open the marriage is so that she can do things with other guys to make her feel sexier and desirable. Being a totally monogamous, anxious man, this completely crushed any and all self esteem I had because it makes me feel insufficient, and to me, the thought of my wife sleeping with another guy is extremely painful. I’ve never harmed myself before, but last night when the anxiety and pain wouldn’t go away for several days, I burned myself pretty badly with a curling iron. She is working with a paid, online counselor to work through these needs to have other men to feel good about herself. She thinks it’s f*cked up that she feels that way, but I’m so anxious that it’s something so deeply engrained that it can’t be fixed. The worst part is that my anxiety makes me feel like I need to constantly validate with her that she doesn’t want anyone else or wouldn’t cheat, but that’s just suffocating her and making her angry. I could go on for longer but I won’t bore anyone with details. There’s just a few things I’m looking for. Has anyone else had a similar issue and how did you beat the crippling, constant anxiety? If anyone’s been in a situation with a spouse like this, is the deeply engrained need for attention/physical relationship with other men something you can fix with therapy? I feel weird asking reddit about something so personal, but it’s gotten to the point where I can’t take it anymore.",6.67870283018868,6.958664672169808,6.859777358490567,76.08899622641513,65.01415094339623,10.18022641509434,32.29018867924528,9.98439552973466,3.100900679245284,1767,65,323,36,25,569,207,424,0.151,0.721,0.128,-0.8908,0,0,3,0,0,1,38.0,2,2,0,4,14,17,1,0,25,0,38,5,2,6,5,72,79,25,0,15,11,4,10,3,1,4,3,1,0,9,27,23,1,0,13,0,2,2,10,10,0,0,17,13,44,7,46,54,9,33,0,1,2,0,46,17,0,3,15,217,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541840248060052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614067191113771,0.0,0.0,0.05018588270987734,0.07738473554908215,0.28228034519967565,0.1667438343344767,0.07318882433457267,0.2580100482524312,0.1512316898579277,0.0,0.0,0.06899214690592073,0.0,0.06933663407304738,0.0,0.12323824349207745,0.1349616424152024,0.0,0.0627975535313501,0.0,0.0,0.06526925995013877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737689680599931,0.1595011046616042,0.0,0.05892253403177524,0.0,0.0,0.047594280141137514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494890251287435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218962899747045,0.0,0.0,0.3358351406747587,0.10544410799789099,0.07085865845869857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388339834116508,0.061899139341227725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921797791658829,0.0,0.07856045793304353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329910552784127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702703158526714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015607321976391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081634600477835,0.07396603290647387,0.0,0.06530983436906362,0.1239452256097364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983044275889631,0.19704574801150207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425079105079345,0.16416317497639885,0.0569183746958141,0.0,0.0,0.06925540642530914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056127500837254624,0.15705477868296686,0.0,0.0,0.159834352704353,0.0,0.0,0.0644384813718358,0.0,0.0,0.0697639534761395,0.0,0.0706790871876244,0.15016032428821954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286765583472321,0.23769767421141244,0.0,0.0,0.07019979361044086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698850110666297,0.08337191716723835,0.0,0.06104733438517181,0.08295322100706487,0.07385234389616772,0.0,0.06252969312675134,0.17044233587445176,0.0,0.08261199121924302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548769901968609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439564201751723,0.0,0.09805761534473234,0.04728744951121088,0.0,0.05858819996935565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877116703264484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411436020421045,0.05857824853059864,0.05919714409928889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486526207894897,0.0,0.0,0.10745317047252398,0.07494651462809335,0.0752075338309532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WaterBoyy97,2018/01/03,"How to instantly calm down? I'm at a huge public library right now, can't leave for an hour, I feel so tense and sick with all these people around, even when I'm at a computer! How can I stop these feelings so I can relax? 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I experience shooting pains in my chest, shortness of breath, and sometimes even heart palpitations when I am anxious. Is this normal does anyone else experience these things? Thanks.",7.672272727272728,11.79388706060606,6.5790151515151525,62.58852272727276,72.33333333333334,9.36060606060606,38.55303030303031,9.516144504307137,5.285612121212123,175,10,21,5,4,53,30,33,0.187,0.7340000000000001,0.079,-0.4515,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914197291617453,0.2826804996387429,0.0,0.174961574184535,0.2563827911291541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897162653063132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902901099220844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652697753622728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895317533074402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965151794829624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24516518087366665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26625466234449946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474767112474681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26007725982624386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037150211108026,0.0,0.0,0.1662368855176392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,spacenug99,2018/01/03,This odd feeling I get Hello I am new to here and need some help. So I don’t know if it’s my anxiety or not but I was wondering if this feeling happens to people too. It’s like an emptiness that just randomly creeps up on me. It’s not a sadness but more of an indifference towards everything and I takes around an hour to go away. It’s so awful and makes me feel so gross and I don’t know how to get rid of it. 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In my example: Dad tells me he is sick —> assumes he has cancer This is totally unrealistic but in the moment it feels real. I get these multiple times daily and it causes some stomach pain / butterflies. Are these panic attacks? Any advice? Thanks",3.224239130434782,6.1629258260869575,4.7041847826086975,76.69801630434783,80.59420289855072,7.507971014492752,26.01630434782609,8.472884824447931,2.5110130434782607,298,12,48,7,8,99,55,69,0.29100000000000004,0.6629999999999999,0.046,-0.9602,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,3,0,6,4,1,1,1,11,11,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,4,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353208799766676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376193531555905,0.0,0.18422222798661606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273960953442112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473825511193157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553052572756592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176291112207595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516309934721713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21295122964504692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897096655282876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25624332101881564,0.2825436143813936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740993164313667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853905605544011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27585188859680193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104822526783619,0.22170938998490675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808414299694329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869696112279686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BonglordFourTwenny,2018/01/03,"Anyone else feel sick and nervous before going to a party or meeting someone new? My nerves always hurt and I feel sick and lightheaded before showing up to a party, scares the shit out of me, when I get into it and have met everyone it ends up being good most of the time but I get really bad pre-flight jitters even though Im usually quite confident infront of people.",9.770228310502283,6.744322095890412,9.902739726027397,67.40515981735162,60.91780821917808,12.473059360730595,38.03196347031963,10.504223727775694,3.9662730593607294,295,10,52,5,3,99,55,73,0.223,0.652,0.125,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,2,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,11,8,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,1,9,6,1,10,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,5,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759767353163899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787882051778567,0.2166966371327283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658542965409846,0.0,0.0,0.3599250575905063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667287084948555,0.0,0.1873174869435057,0.0,0.0,0.13968724025102286,0.0,0.0,0.2020878882078561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387153471040565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22098973430687072,0.0,0.120194718110152,0.17738789203843672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640456478614016,0.0,0.22844563882515145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20425849127696905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146620631246559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22494579252615973,0.0,0.0,0.13548599666901298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117385209400651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709158546192134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919490596498402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077879848765043,0.0,0.1233215990902376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329265057593371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,boxspring888,2018/01/03,Feel weak in the knees Anyone else have such severe anxiety it's hard to walk because they feel weak in the knees? How do you cope and overcome this? It's like this for me everyday...,1.5258108108108104,3.884315567567569,2.368851351351349,94.55435810810816,82.51351351351352,5.8621621621621625,20.06081081081081,7.1686216300943375,0.3799783783783783,144,4,31,2,4,45,29,37,0.274,0.669,0.058,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,2,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992870193121011,0.0,0.0,0.2735544985940106,0.4008575380185848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384878978575916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268193405328298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39563150582608253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504618857496002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113338982968536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419743175116896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,datdude-,2018/01/03,"[HELP] Anxiety flaring up for vacation First of all, sorry for my bad english :). I was wondering if anyone had some advice or went trough the same. I'm going on vacation to Thailand in 2 weeks, and now my anxiety is flaring up :(. I dont even know why im getting anxiety over it, maybe the unknown? the uncontrolleable? Going to discover the world was always a dream of me, but its getting a bit scary. I tried looking up some things about it for a bit of help, but then i read some ppl even get psychosis from going on vacation, and that triggered the hell out of me. So some tips are welcome! ps. im going with a friend, and will be travelling around.",2.3833720930232585,4.464912240310079,4.06141472868217,85.09119186046513,77.75968992248062,7.40077519379845,27.02906976744186,8.344100000000001,1.9989116279069767,505,21,100,10,12,169,84,129,0.135,0.769,0.096,-0.5349,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,0,9,0,8,0,0,1,1,19,20,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,3,0,6,1,2,0,1,4,1,8,2,21,14,8,20,1,0,1,0,4,10,1,7,4,70,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288443819970346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018175047698036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590592364658509,0.0,0.0,0.10939584530230542,0.0,0.0,0.13927668369695775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063204235360742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416131531575301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833622033366381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066719719795028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330791703152411,0.0,0.0,0.12087549802219245,0.0,0.24522131062768776,0.0,0.35566425922232625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097348136499637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379930091056804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859826894057869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138144055436324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717845512878253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564957246350653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751367567416159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039406778110262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622157931013748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549746922817895,0.0,0.0,0.1450338563789833,0.1411748462119591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966702339992934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kahula_and_milk,2018/01/03,"Next week, school begins for some of us. College sophomore here. My anxiety absolutely ruined me last semester. I barley scraped by my math class with a C and had to withdraw from my other classes because my anxiety would make me want to faint in class or nauseous. I would arrive to my classes not knowing what the heck the quiz is going to be on, or make a complete fool of myself in lab by breaking equipment because I would be in full on panic. I got zeroes across most of my quizzes, and very low scores on tests. It felt like I had no control over anything my professors were throwing at me. I actually believed that my brain was decaying because after two and a half months, I entirely shut down, closed off, and burned down from multiple daily panic attacks. A little off-topic, but honestly I was never this bad. I had some drama at home and before the summer session was over I had to find a new home, so I started fall semester with that mess and had to end it with that mess. But I’m trying to put that behind me and overcome it fully this time even if I am still not 100% right now. This time I have a made a layout of every possible thing that I can think that could go wrong or would trigger my anxiety. From meal prepping to homework. I even included times to relax and just play video games. I feel a ginormous part of my anxiety was not relaxing(meaning setting time for myself because I definitely relaxed out of pure lazy-depression). I was constantly on the move from work to school to sleep to work with zero breaks inbetween, so now I’ve given myself a lot more time with no work, and I’m only taking 13 units. I’ve even put in times to practice meditation. Like maybe I won’t even follow my plan precisely, but knowing I already planned for the worse makes me feel so much stronger right now. TL;DR: I just want to remind everyone here to have a plan for school because I didn’t. I don’t wish any of you to have bad semesters or make the mistake of starting off poorly because that can really mess with your head sometimes. How are you planning for school?",5.484514967790831,6.156943086206898,5.933004926108374,80.33858658582797,67.64532019704434,8.709208033345964,31.62523683213339,8.730908602173464,2.499020386510042,1647,65,311,25,26,531,214,406,0.146,0.7759999999999999,0.078,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,3,0,8,16,20,1,2,16,0,29,6,3,8,3,61,54,21,0,10,13,0,3,2,0,5,2,0,3,0,16,17,1,1,7,6,1,8,9,14,0,4,16,3,46,6,61,30,8,60,0,2,0,0,5,25,1,9,26,219,62,18,0.0,0.0,0.07974768119704734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901808995940756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557292455865551,0.0,0.2500646553352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724922899618,0.0,0.0,0.09296917118327017,0.0,0.0,0.13646685558802593,0.2988973299766681,0.0,0.06953835454166467,0.0920713209826839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122740375898006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568267043624911,0.08831111836393972,0.09165679016023807,0.06524738356167614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038597772433036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238034443131655,0.0,0.0,0.21590318612545603,0.0,0.06885327162052989,0.07808769588230449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826409514615268,0.0,0.0784647527994515,0.0,0.07469130144754807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288759141063656,0.0,0.06535956349690722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838690844012554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394518679892556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982319381065376,0.06661333303855457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984927873027227,0.08190567834339382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947607458392242,0.0,0.07732616659891647,0.21819698882554164,0.0,0.08209949546508122,0.08901787360663757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522873734908655,0.08685624345901824,0.06007416738571693,0.0,0.06302809420046752,0.07892642696037759,0.08691096386069401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062152326536257685,0.0,0.19176342702949492,0.0,0.08849562810392038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212788713921992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430388651775102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052352416555113086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395781786998353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308231202832819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817797857526544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082392913806621,0.0,0.11568476039751582,0.0,0.0652623108809069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144384725442911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429164703007164,0.052363368388866516,0.0,0.0,0.2859122219805629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548303717402713,0.0,0.079829315835528,0.0,0.09830002188081544,0.0,0.0,0.06742819208403787,0.09640205254676897,0.0,0.0655514707619194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397485014716572,0.0,0.0,0.17848107716204362,0.0,0.08328044418370878,0.23220835559069136,0.08934883105745461,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Punnypenguin,2018/01/03,"I was sexually assaulted a few days ago and now I can't think about anything else and can't sleep. I struggle with anxiety all the time, but it's been particularly bad since the assault. I had one of the worst, and longest, panic attacks of my life after the assault once I was in a safe place. Since then, my anxiety has been really bad. I'm having intrusive and recurring thoughts, my mind is racing, and my heart is going a mile a minute. I've spoken with my therapist, and am speaking with him again tomorrow. I'm not trying to handle this on my own. But, I'm alone right now and I'm terrified and can't shut off my brain. I have no fast acting medication to help if I feel a panic attack coming on. I have nothing to take to help calm my mind or put me to sleep. I have to be up and functional to go to work tomorrow. Is there anyone here who can just talk to me? I'd appreciate advice too, but mostly I think I just need company. I don't want to be alone right now. 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I think a lot of people misunderstand high functioning anxiety and depression. In my friends, I'm not the shy one. I'd actually consider myself very outgoing. I'm always trying to make new friends or make people laugh. I take solo back packing trips and my friends really see me as someone fearless and free-spirited. It makes opening up about my mental health issues kinda difficult because they can't ""see"" me acting this way. I have a lot of anxiety and depression issues around my romantic relationships. I also have depersonalization issues, and want to be alone more often then not. I think the fact that I can be so outgoing and positive most of the time, my friends don't realize that I struggle quite a bit some days. 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I get very anxious when I'm walking alone on the street, especially when I pass/am nearing someone (even if they're on the opposite side of the road). I'm scared they'll grab me and hurt me. This also happens with cars driving past (ESPECIALLY if they slow down and I'm in an empty neighbourhood). It terrifies me and I wouldn't be able to do anything as I'm quite small and weak. I'm typically better when I'm with others, and feel much safer. I also get extremely anxious at the idea of someone breaking into my house or if i were to come home and someone was hiding and waiting for me. I even sometimes tiptoe and quietly look around when i walk through my door (or if i wake up with no one in the house). I have a dog who usually barks at people so he really helps. I hate being so anxious about these things. I'm scared of almost anyone (social anxiety woo) and even have a hard time talking online lol. Is there anything i can do to help myself without getting my family involved? They sorta make me feel embarassed about my issues so I don't want them involved. 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I’ve had anxiety, depression for as long as I can remember. And bad paranoia in waves. Intrusive thoughts have been a problem for me in the past but currently I am giving up some bad habits in my life and the intrusive thoughts are even annoying and more frequent. They don’t even feel like my thoughts. Like my anxiety is throwing them into my mind just to make me feel uncomfortable and stressed. I dealt with this when I was a kid and now that I’m paranoid again it’s back. I think it has a lot to do with the fact that I’m not very social so I stay inside a lot. I think it might be my anxiety, paranoia and the stress of giving up these bad habits all combined. I just want to know if I’m not alone. If others have dealt with thoughts that were intrusive and didn’t feel like their own.",2.9697160068846813,4.76281696987952,3.5354905335628253,90.83373493975904,75.08433734939759,7.634423407917385,26.917383820998282,8.418075326091056,1.6820925989672983,651,25,141,12,14,204,95,166,0.225,0.67,0.105,-0.9645,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,9,11,1,2,8,0,16,1,0,1,2,40,34,14,0,4,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,11,0,0,12,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,10,3,18,3,17,22,6,16,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,6,11,95,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164984685755052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917213282461721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774139308419398,0.3183999939563922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948150394210908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679127454582283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281515890814888,0.1816178830960806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24387510349668845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985751043900468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978306693075165,0.1863017196050332,0.0,0.0,0.11249024804403698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161323996445013,0.0,0.0,0.08484834360694796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484589812562736,0.128347030514057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134292512325755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162915557584293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143993280875577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957482387778116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548463340560624,0.0,0.0,0.29121306449701084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289665947784746,0.0,0.5045642215047734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488083161067026,0.07497403628647899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iamsmat,2018/01/03,Does anyone remember the video about a wrestler who uses a weird technique to reduce anxiety? He Would Make Weird Facial Gestures And Yelling Before A Big Fight. 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But I'm hoping I can get some advice and tips. So, to make a long story short, I watched the Logan Paul suicide forest video, and seeing that footage has totally thrown me off. I'm not typically a super sensitive person, I watch horror movies and play psychological horror games all the time, but seeing that footage really disturbed me. I guess its brought back a lot of painful memories of my past and its just messing me up. So now, I have a hard time falling asleep and I get anxious when I'm alone, and it makes it hard not to think about the video. I tried taking a warm bath tonight but as soon as it was over I became super anxious to go to my room and change. Its made me emotional and shaky and I have no idea how to make this better. If anyone has some ideas, I'd great appreciate hearing them. Thank you!",4.8053333333333335,5.615451311111113,5.337777777777777,83.51000000000002,69.22222222222223,8.222222222222221,27.777777777777786,8.344100000000001,1.7492777777777782,716,23,144,10,12,230,113,180,0.23,0.65,0.121,-0.9483,0,1,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,1,1,3,10,15,1,2,8,0,7,2,1,5,3,37,27,20,1,3,8,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,10,10,0,0,3,5,0,3,4,6,0,0,3,9,17,9,15,23,5,19,0,0,4,0,6,6,0,8,10,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401648681197789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855735898266134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972882768854217,0.32408571437859424,0.0,0.10029440805231096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029411401887433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685827228532934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173720979628388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478771345460761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613471943527658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149879709009982,0.0,0.08151848967731125,0.0,0.0,0.1581396767983515,0.15801190475026244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569825578216418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166379888437635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246519562846993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238455775783425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693713330945802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194491390679013,0.0,0.13572345278743028,0.28723571218294897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216387237323467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262696323733624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692674103181535,0.0,0.12524355909299825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724973145764172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837786883573597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860125982519616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689667611365904,0.0,0.13518757063237746,0.0,0.10784668979092314,0.0,0.0,0.13205741628720874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190856691733028,0.0,0.0,0.16727840724604928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973842323705444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,r_hove,2018/01/03,I love my life no matter how fucked my anxiety wants me to think it is ,2.760625000000001,2.5619788125000014,4.662500000000001,90.1325,73.375,8.9,22.25,8.841846274778883,0.9589499999999996,55,1,14,1,1,19,15,16,0.35200000000000004,0.424,0.225,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082185248949479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933239197472567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769122199260733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816136926374466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34192272352253394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147434301319895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,umaddybro,2018/01/03,So sick of this feeling I’m sick of double checking to see if the door is locked even though I know I locked it. I’m sick of being overly worried about the smallest things. I’m sick of getting in my car and rethinking my conversations to make sure I didn’t sound stupid. I’m sick of not being able to focus. I’m sick of being scatter brained and worrying about it. I feel like my chest and brain are going to explode all the time. I want help but I don’t know where to even begin.. ,1.1708823529411774,3.146163931372552,2.7330980392156867,93.63494117647059,81.25490196078431,5.2564705882352944,20.9843137254902,6.2581,0.10534196078431356,379,11,84,3,10,124,60,102,0.189,0.736,0.075,-0.8917,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,7,9,3,1,2,15,22,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,1,4,9,2,15,18,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,3,51,13,0,0.2239227521495862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999436941986653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957977318580585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22644414322544684,0.15997045887754585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169903959273916,0.0,0.12726046034845814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009070067683078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246124176991064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093973459251866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494701758485155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843744208676746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21104454388406546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876432662741532,0.0,0.22000296706905728,0.0,0.13057115751749554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207544085628256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548088485539123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Elporkojnr,2018/01/03,"Just wanted to say thank you! Just wanted to say thank you to /anxiety and the whole of reddit, every time I feel a panic attack coming on I grab my phone and head to reddit and get myself lost within random content, I genuinely don’t know where I’d be without it, it is the only thing that helps stop them in its tracks. Thank you ",3.4480882352941187,4.591912338235296,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,72.67647058823529,6.616470588235294,19.482352941176472,6.742157984588678,0.2303905882352945,261,4,52,2,5,86,50,68,0.149,0.7170000000000001,0.134,-0.2714,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,1,3,6,1,1,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,13,13,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,4,9,3,9,11,1,7,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560987316870613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321378795136419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577217847282167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192207124293318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317449854130152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066084135542396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941556391073407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367713252148656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121412909083794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22274616343568415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519025398779313,0.0,0.23941030533198165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32453966257237343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059607355671189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635892306481662,0.0,0.0,0.13556265648554994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189839888012702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407095575247707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22781605605422686,0.0,0.19669822919846472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChronoPsyche,2018/01/03,"Does high-intensity interval training have the same anti-anxiety effects as moderate-intensity cardio? I know that cardio can have anti-anxiety effects. I am going to start a cutting routine that involves HIIT (high intensity interval training) and was curious if it has the same anti-anxiety effects that moderate-intensity cardio, such as jogging, does? Has anyone tried this?",9.794032258064519,11.594757919354839,11.00983870967742,43.73475806451617,58.516129032258064,13.94193548387097,49.37096774193547,13.023866798666859,8.167083870967742,309,21,32,12,4,108,38,62,0.027000000000000003,0.922,0.051,0.327,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,7,3,0,3,0,8,10,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5951220441001661,0.0,0.0,0.18131793436976634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538537469518426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737376139180094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5479576155104865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251184395104194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835433346540504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605675327783726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mistakenj10,2018/01/03,"It’s all just stories Hey, this is my first time in this sub and wanted to share my recent experience with a therapist. I had never even thought of going before, or that I even needed to. Recently my anxiety had evolved to full fledged paranoia, so I sought help. The one thing that has helped me a lot has been realizing everything I get anxious about is a story I just tell myself. Just knowing this has helped me a lot, as I can take a step back and re-examine what actually happened, and what my brain was telling me. I don’t know if this will help any one, but I just wanted to share.",5.316302521008403,5.237014075630253,6.112268907563027,81.51949579831934,67.90756302521011,9.489075630252099,31.285714285714285,9.23628265651192,2.455635294117647,461,17,97,8,7,152,79,119,0.04,0.883,0.077,0.616,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,6,0,12,1,1,0,2,22,22,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,5,0,16,2,9,16,4,10,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,4,6,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.15959105882103686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111212536075918,0.0,0.1251073464445127,0.18475319841001966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575185777539058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916015441948446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256427949818452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21603272696706735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697884747040166,0.15997310968106596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910670029590486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544269120115892,0.0,0.0929433235051115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461752826550026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384685867053617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797541745635131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27807103953733603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126254126711974,0.12613182148921329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22163733092392834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229512510573729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296142651650498,0.0,0.285881637564023,0.0,0.0,0.18988208052297192,0.10864844349841657,0.0,0.0,0.1298321749242176,0.095361255965569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291978660101428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,not_cinderella,2018/01/03,"Depressed and anxious about going back to University My next semester at university starts tomorrow. After almost 3 weeks at home with my family, I really don’t want to go back. I don’t mind the school work, but living away from my parents gives me anxiety. I’m 19, so I feel weird saying that. I’m such an introverted person, and I’ve failed to make any real friends at University or in my residence. I just don’t identify with any typical students (dislike excessive drinking and parties, like time alone). Because of this I am almost always alone on my residence, eating and studying alone and I can’t break out of this habit. I don’t want to go back tomorrow. I have so much anxiety about this year and I know I will miss my family so much :(",3.8089770114942567,5.71605517931035,5.561120689655173,76.71386494252876,73.06896551724137,9.522988505747128,28.63505747126437,9.928628108626363,3.1025747126436785,591,24,109,17,12,202,88,145,0.165,0.741,0.093,-0.8357,1,3,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,21,21,11,0,2,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,4,9,2,0,2,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,0,2,17,2,19,20,2,22,0,3,0,0,5,7,0,3,12,68,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27343228067851816,0.4242150250783661,0.0,0.0,0.11360478386515052,0.0,0.0,0.18569161293234093,0.0,0.20889178298306305,0.15424124211926066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827543047070522,0.3149518856886368,0.0,0.08322807036178835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759400675103622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374846638061946,0.0,0.13970536513938922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741867541141805,0.0,0.06903420907314885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054835626121942,0.0,0.0,0.1309730389809202,0.2327812528415185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695179087189532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503390306474672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670218220771575,0.0,0.1205594323008331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113554647738124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785745563676366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007320853817431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520233718996406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160159100030304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921366024405672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540224312113626,0.08746529670904843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085749833307006,0.0,0.13817672744547085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663739096200008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961236231233998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105911979226326,0.0,0.10951698540734932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939624184297594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792152990757016 anxiety,peter_parker23,2018/01/03,"Medication withdrawal symptoms... I stopped taking citalopram cold turkey, due to it causing me to gain weight rapidly. I workout daily and eat fairly healthy, so the weight gain was frustrating. I’d only been taking it for about 2 months, but I wouldn’t have quit the medication so abruptly if I knew the withdrawal symptoms would be so bad. I’ve had a major pounding headache since last week when I stopped taking it and I’ve been extremely nauseous. I can barely hold my head up or eat. What can I do to ease these symptoms? Or make this all go by faster?",4.187568134171909,6.315878301886798,4.476918238993711,83.94281970649897,72.58490566037736,6.975262054507338,30.645702306079663,7.793537801064563,2.137923689727464,444,20,81,6,9,139,73,106,0.115,0.775,0.109,-0.5642,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,1,0,4,0,11,10,1,2,1,15,17,10,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,2,4,3,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,3,9,0,7,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,9,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316839816098491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620149586884287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32276006940713103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963207825369357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618593015914533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855735387207748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052748234727708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3177590275835848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588521678027828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994803850859775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774746174841182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046203565898876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637106889715587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917733829388179,0.35574222401592004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650806136209622,0.3841045167851362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203497250485826,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ScreamingIntoAVoid,2018/01/03,"What the fuck is wrong with me? Someone please here me out here. For as long as I can remember I have had great difficulty controlling my body. I get spurts of energy and talk to myself out loud (as in, pretending I’m having a conversation with another person that I wish I was talking to). When I have spurts of energy I move around really quickly and pace and make movements with my hands that are really weird. I can’t make it fucking stop and I want to already. 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I’m (25 F) in my last year of college and will be graduating this coming April but I keep getting scared that I’ll screw things up and not graduate?? I’m also very mad at myself about a midterm coming up. Backstory: I’ve been in school for six years. Four years ago I was suspended from school for a year because I didn’t maintain a certain grade point average. I ended up failing four classes due to depression and anxiety. During that year I went to therapy and essentially learned about anxiety coping skills that helped me through tests and exams. I was on anti-depressants for a year and eventually I was able to come off of the medication. I now do not panic as much anymore and I’m A LOT more calm. After working my butt off I’m currently in very good academic standing and this past semester I finished with an A- in one class and a B in my second class (my other classes are full year so I will be finishing in April.) all of my classes I’ve finished with A’s or B’s over the course of the past four years. However, this year is where my issues have come in. I finished well in two of my classes but I have four more classes to finish. I’ve hit a “road block” I guess you can call it and I’m having a hard time staying positive. It started in September when I found out a guy I really liked was starting to see someone else, which was expected considering we live in different states so long distance wouldn’t have worked out for the two of us. Naturally I was devastated. A month after that a family member committed suicide.... this had a very huge negative affect on me. I deferred a lot of assignments including two midterms because it was all too much for me to handle. However, despite facing all of this I still managed to finish ALL of my assignments and still ended two of my courses with an A- and a B, like I mentioned above. Here’s where I’m being very hard on myself and I don’t know whether I’m overthinking everything. I still have two deferred midterms that I need to write, one of them is this coming Thursday and I just feel like a failure? Like I’m letting myself down??due to the fact that I haven’t studied. I used the holidays to spend time with friends and family, I also started seeing someone else but that didn’t workout (I’m okay with that though) so I haven’t really touched any school work. I’ve had one assignment worth 20% in this course and I got a good grade, I think a B+ and now this midterm which is another 20%. I’ve been to every class so when I started to read my notes the concepts started coming to me. I guess I’m being hard on myself because I normally DO NOT leave studying to the night before and I’m doing that today.... and now I’m feeling guilty and crappy because I should have started studying a while ago and not let “boys” distract me. The family member that passed is a whole different story but I’ve been seeing a therapist to help cope. I don’t know, maybe I just needed to vent lol so here I am typing. I guess I’m already setting myself up for failure for this midterm because a day to study won’t get me an A and I feel mad and guilty because I had a lot of time but instead decided to do other things like hang with friends and family. Is anyone else hard on themselves when it comes to school?? Am I overreacting? Should I cut myself some slack because I could make up for the bad grade with other course material since I still have other assignments in the course?? 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However I have been having issues with a recent anxiety problem that is mostly based on rational thoughts. Long story short i'm afraid a person who deeply hates me is going to try and come and kill me. I know its not a high chance, but it is based on rational reasons and the fact that its possible is making me fear for my life at every moment of the day. I can't seem to get past it and I don't really know what to do. I can't think of any solution to help other than to hide. Any ideas or help would be amazing, thank you.",4.723125000000003,5.011916729166668,6.219444444444445,78.97000000000001,69.20833333333334,9.733333333333334,27.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,2.2877694444444447,555,16,113,12,9,190,89,144,0.131,0.726,0.14300000000000002,0.7772,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,0,0,8,2,2,7,0,17,1,0,2,1,27,31,8,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,13,3,19,25,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,7,78,24,0,0.14677742089678333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996273588440808,0.0,0.3368529757157143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264357515415383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465929388535596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366630756379453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651654050609038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533702888078568,0.0,0.0834169907826339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491231571226726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29514543387560394,0.1550784038170559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656938423833932,0.0,0.3063949868902097,0.0,0.0,0.16238746933816808,0.0,0.1613300639273987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367323310342733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989339867757815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797506819395492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883359778501774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42034696937200816,0.0,0.12816038245802655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546948834838304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404461690745434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940293742771417,0.15091163442682326,0.1449249957755782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336206514100292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513292899334148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404904469816112,0.0,0.11652487699503405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965223406596754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426646855513794,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rinlei,2018/01/03,I lost my dream job today. I came back from the winter break in a good headspace and found out at the end of the day that I have been let go. I don't know what to do. It was my dream job and now it's gone. I have never been so devastated...,-1.3464848484848488,0.3215478363636386,1.072272727272729,103.70174242424244,88.81818181818181,4.393939393939394,12.803030303030305,5.46131890053228,-1.5510606060606065,181,2,51,1,6,61,41,55,0.044,0.8240000000000001,0.132,0.5574,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,14,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,7,0,7,1,6,6,0,14,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,35,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108452683038609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136153126621511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768383235896323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24286257027024105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006495602661348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583594809780066,0.2299885616566477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5442085587197899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069485984166509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803912608118442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993250889775595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114823447861008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599124893399773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shadytaco10,2018/01/03,"When my girlfriend gets mad at me I get super anxious.. help Sorry I am on mobile... But as you can see in the title, whenever I make my girlfriend mad or upset I get overwhelmed with anxiety. I take some meds daily and I’ve gotten a pretty good hold on my anxiety and my girlfriend is really supportive of me but when I make her upset or angry I just crumple and get super anxious even if she is reasonably upset for something I did. I know the logical thing to do is not to make her upset, which she doesn’t a lot but i just need help or some tips to help me.. thank you",1.592116119174943,3.4519154537815173,3.899679144385029,86.372192513369,79.33613445378153,6.680213903743317,22.582887700534762,7.686295010490155,1.0973294117647066,445,14,91,7,11,154,70,119,0.196,0.609,0.195,0.2255,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,5,12,2,5,4,0,8,0,0,4,0,25,22,13,0,2,10,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,23,5,11,20,3,6,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,7,2,67,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27071942465072923,0.3997869109798892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686814805913764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697783840830909,0.0,0.0,0.14841007949897236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3558003393497968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724238443899832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042927928490082,0.0,0.0,0.3543293425225854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965420440390815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311998309311109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001304947355767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335321315103512,0.18192526320270627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099941382307132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621816009252133,0.0,0.19807144840623375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20079104189661506,0.0,0.0,0.1330379373666317,0.0,0.0,0.16290389914494666,0.0,0.0,0.11755202611596388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gorillazfever,2018/01/03,"how to turn down sensitivity there are certain days (like today) where im wayy too sensitive to things like light, a/c noises, and temperature. i actually had to take off my clothes because the fibers were driving me insane (on usual days this is not an issue) the headaches are getting worse ive read about hsp but idk.... this seems directly tied to anxiety. i just need things to be quiet/less nauseating. if uve experienced this, how do you manage?",4.53142857142857,6.652957857142859,5.525714285714287,76.81928571428574,71.61904761904762,8.609523809523811,28.66666666666667,9.23628265651192,2.605566666666667,356,14,65,8,7,117,69,84,0.07200000000000001,0.888,0.04,-0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,2,1,10,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,3,9,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,6,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.24320766240274405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065645345645998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519252552360076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214590321583937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302097833672256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920578221343755,0.2601261637953855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435175058764429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847971898705451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492924577044659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688509239602056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738619399925896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311480500493221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362361720386903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710852483330303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744861425399265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539815810284893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,YouPlayedUrself,2018/01/03,Need input on xanax (thinking to swhtching to it just scared) I’ve been prescribed Wellbutrin and Prozac for Anxiety and None have worked. I’ve thought about asking my doctor about Xanax or a similaf Type of drug and heard small doses of Xanax isn’t very dangerous but still worried to talk to my doctor About it. Any input on this?,4.906190476190479,6.863698666666667,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,70.26984126984127,6.9447619047619025,26.885714285714286,7.554174236665415,1.4626723809523812,268,9,49,3,5,80,46,63,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.6538,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,1,1,0,3,8,0,0,0,9,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,12,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,29,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845632428200805,0.0,0.20762243516011766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253725025336059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5555846286359406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147411379209399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012417721828192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27172159654464634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167426642698865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814332793226612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739039856473861,0.0,0.21546354459572772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239357724531888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975845050724268,0.2756227654256461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mlcirocks,2018/01/03,"Advice or relatable stories? The last two or three months, my husband and I have been struggling financially. As a result, my anxiety and depression has skyrocketed. And I have been slowly losing weight. I would say I’m probably underweight for my height. It’s not that I don’t want to eat; it’s that my body doesn’t want to each much. If that makes sense? Any advice or relatable stories? FYI, I have been going to therapy for about a month or so.",2.0848275862068992,4.723270183908049,3.6719655172413823,84.23208620689657,82.79310344827587,7.617931034482758,23.64252873563219,8.548686976883017,1.9635480459770118,354,13,68,9,10,117,57,87,0.163,0.8059999999999999,0.03,-0.8501,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,0,10,3,1,2,0,15,15,10,0,4,6,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,2,9,0,7,11,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,5,3,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148660001892724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443545066939164,0.0,0.16239004987220326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235790042585001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828324345579576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172106617926587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064096448546625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303272963201324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374818013819704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169543412621816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33887229355208986,0.0,0.1560467955732638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886871365132275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880986610541465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221916269539726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427553449838452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073621569976502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25041098430912806,0.0,0.0,0.258494170117456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079430715455738,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EnterpriseSpaghetti,2018/01/03,"getting medication I'm 16 and I've never spoken to a doctor about my anxiety before, other than the one time a different doctor formally diagnosed me and didn't offer me any treatment. During my next appointment I really want to speak to my doctor about medication but I have no idea how to approach that. Also, my mother who insists on going into my doctor appointments with me, doesn't believe in anxiety and thinks that it's just ""normal teenage behavior"" even when I have panic attacks almost daily. I honestly don't know what to do but I don't think I can continue without some type of treatment. 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She's not particularly well liked by the student body, and I don't really get along with her. I completely get that there are people in this world that I won't get along with, but this is just so stressful! It's gotten to the point where I get super anxious and paralyzed when I try to do school work. It really sucks, because she teaches my favorite subject(English) and I've always been fairly good at it, but now I can't function. I just turned in an essay almost a week late because I was freaked out that I'd be unable to write anything. Does anyone else get like this too? 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I was doing math work with my dad who was adamant about me finishing it even though neither of us understood it. Usually he doesn't care about school, and I rarely have math, or any homework, and hasn't sat down with me and my homework in probably 7 years. After a bunch of yelling, arguments, and accusations my mind started racing. I thought that i should go upstairs and shoot myself because I would rather do that than the problems that might as well be in French. It was this random fit of frustration, feeling of hostility, and itrationality. It was this feeling of I can't do this, I can't, I can't I can't. I wanted to escape and just run away.I know the last part may sound childish but I can't describe it in any other way. I am not suicidal and don't even own a gun. Is there a name for this? Why am I going through this? If it helps I'm 17, ADHD, OCD, ODD and I think I may have anxiety.",2.1487878787878785,4.078568323232329,3.5393939393939418,89.27909090909094,77.8888888888889,6.622222222222224,24.63636363636364,7.594959193182576,1.14889696969697,760,27,161,11,18,249,120,198,0.129,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.6025,0,0,0,2,1,0,25.0,1,0,0,1,10,6,2,1,6,0,27,0,0,0,0,35,40,15,1,6,6,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,16,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,10,4,1,0,7,4,22,2,21,27,5,17,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,8,7,118,38,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450598052784805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314368836424908,0.0,0.13017621665481144,0.0,0.0,0.118983742621785,0.17435476432208805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987618076674304,0.0,0.0,0.10373136907981201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734951680350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891306147665653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421515219001817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22478554512917776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208167843784278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19341806154582208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405841335744682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351856240898236,0.13870767401498282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446687061830355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148689934041414,0.18051880836016285,0.1718187451529144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427276004467727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346729542375972,0.16282549585563724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221666981561318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044408605430895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492411750239533,0.0,0.0,0.18613354514425515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903524416959508,0.16718683599097145,0.1350924770768457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468826237561416,0.0,0.1874133653083026,0.0,0.10036807849933868,0.13506953108238154,0.0,0.0,0.15299930860827934,0.0,0.15354798456865915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388258195751403,0.0,0.0,0.12088075848188982,0.0,0.0,0.109581065970396 anxiety,derwincrossing,2018/01/03,4 months On Cymbalta. I've been taking Cymbalta for 4 months now and it hasn't been helping. I have severe anxiety when it comes to school. I am 13 and need to continue on with my education but it's really hard when I stay home or am extremely late every single day because of my Anxiety. My Principal thinks I am completely faking everything even though I throw up almost every morning and have mental breakdowns and Night/Morning. Life has been very tough for me lately and Cymbalta hasn't been doing ANYTHING for me. 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Yesterday I had a dream that I saw my ex having sex with someone else and it broke my heart. The day before that, he was watching a different couple having sex. I think I always had a fear of being cheated on, and I'm reliving those fears even after the relationship is over. I woke up clenching my jaw and feeling utterly powerless. I'm so sick of this and so tired of my sensitivity. 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First post on this sub; hi everyone! As the title suggests, I return back to high school tomorrow from holiday break. Thing is, I haven't been there in two weeks, not including the two week holiday break. I previously had moderate anxiety symptoms that I experienced during school, especially in class (dissociation, general nervousness) but it finally came cracking down earlier this month when I developed agoraphobia and couldn't go to school or work without having debilitating panic attacks. Because of my panic disorder worsening, I'm on .25 mg Xanax, taking it once a day as needed. Feels like it doesn't do a lot for me. Either way, I've got to return to school tomorrow. I missed out on a couple tests and although I was given some review material by my teachers over the break, I feel really nervous and anxious to return. I feel like there's no telling how I'm going to react to being back to class and not understanding what's going on, I feel like I'm not prepped enough to make up my tests. I'm just...incredibly scared for the day to come tomorrow. I attempted going back to class once after it got worse, but I had to call and go back home because it was just too intense. I know I'm probably overthinking this, but does anyone have any tips on making it through the day? I really just want to succeed and stay in class so I can get caught up. My greatest thanks to everyone who reads. 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Currently I have been having these unrelenting headaches, nausea, fatigue, and dizziness. I’m going for blood tests and an MRI soon. I have suffered from general anxiety all of my life and health has always been an issue for me. My worry is that I’m going to die and it always cancer. Well anyway, tonight I feel particularly awful and I’m afraid if I go to sleep I might never wake up. What can I do? What should I do? Can I go to anyone for help? I’m more likely going to try to stay awake all night to fight it, but I know that idea is ridiculous. Thanks for taking your time and reading this. 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Sadly, I am only 18 (yeah, I know). Anyways, lately, I have had SEVERE death anxiety. Not just the fear of dying, but everything death associated... I know it is scheduled to happen... the idea of not existing scares me. Nothing is fun anymore. Any tips?",2.0939463601532573,4.952251689655178,4.419885057471267,74.85250957854406,92.44827586206895,7.40536398467433,27.13409961685824,8.167268648758528,3.022511111111111,250,12,39,7,9,86,44,58,0.36,0.575,0.064,-0.952,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,1,6,1,0,0,0,8,9,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,3,8,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844221597467995,0.0,0.3564757338480101,0.0,0.2310649705852233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180840208593465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209397745221077,0.0,0.0,0.26218022350979137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603362224853056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765907926080266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26301905422782274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560920805645549,0.0,0.2628245709382858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619015395612728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356163703339385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772005418572633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229414082536216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332651465529388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632140871646929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358592227678295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bananabob15,2018/01/03,Gerd/Anxiety. I’m a 25 year old male. I’ve had a hiatal hernia for about 6 years so I get pretty bad heart burn and stomach problems sometimes. I know anxiety and stress exacerbate the problem. Ive been taking Zoloft on and off since I was 12 because anxiety/depression. It’s worse at night. Idk why but it’s noticeable. I’m glad there’s a community where people can come and talk about their problems. It helps to know you’re not alone. That other people feel the way you do sometimes. I’ve always felt alone in this fight and I’ve came close to giving up. It gives me hope that people keep pushing and don’t give in. ,1.1614285714285728,3.636318952380954,2.670126984126984,90.88042857142857,85.66666666666666,5.582222222222222,20.304761904761907,7.03164865440522,0.5273371428571427,492,15,101,7,15,160,88,126,0.15,0.69,0.16,0.6459999999999999,0,2,0,0,1,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,6,8,1,1,5,0,7,3,2,0,0,20,22,8,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,5,2,7,2,11,17,0,16,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,4,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28215183629093843,0.0,0.0,0.1133403927868869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084056315916845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373243128674315,0.08303437465183591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579174868541004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733571270877605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732033160123663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887354656974941,0.0,0.13078614683018938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116583690218538,0.39200468089997736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141343822624662,0.09130091611563804,0.0,0.0,0.1352905599204011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107265607837175,0.0,0.0,0.14971855508807316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782697203905374,0.0,0.0,0.15507976589171846,0.14293296418578716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28329949250851705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385779144539892,0.0,0.39101324929044623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267706462639952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694369098609546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603189608843554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241546353136118,0.10948310571585272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811979199188057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291133329107574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881300854834355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543382232876045 anxiety,NerdyPrincess83,2018/01/03,"Today is the first day I am 34 years old and today I started college. It's part time and completely online and I am equally terrified and thrilled. I have 4 kids ages 1 to 17 and am a stay at home mom. I really hope I can do this!",-0.8335294117647081,1.1248812352941189,2.301470588235297,93.70161764705885,89.58823529411768,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.5173764705882355,177,6,42,3,6,63,39,51,0.083,0.785,0.132,0.3367,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,2,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752575286438075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070519720278204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251478752789036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655088313844992,0.2629000423330833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100054417432252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777509558489905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663690907042993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695692226298854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873511881737141,0.2821277007927187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434471609853578,0.0,0.501796351012774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704537232458111 anxiety,IntuitiveBinks,2018/01/03,"Extremely drowsy with Zoloft Hey guys, I was prescribed Zoloft today and took my first dose of 25 mg earlier this afternoon. Almost immediately I realized that it is making me EXTREMELY drowsy. I can barely keep my eyes open. Does anyone else have this issue? Is it a temporary side effect and will it go away/get better with time? Thanks",3.0322580645161317,6.082121500000002,3.9905645161290337,80.25584677419356,84.0,7.616129032258066,20.65322580645161,8.472884824447931,1.8528967741935487,271,8,46,7,8,87,50,62,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,2,0,10,11,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,6,2,3,8,0,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,4,25,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713764218588459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949583284687094,0.27768080367968445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546219286703117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396854862305528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23716185072438425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22639329070821454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305201641229583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159104598772687,0.0,0.1540206916198576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683415728810957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282863043529447,0.0,0.24088530060021746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090064893442775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495087270458641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802755963151516,0.0,0.25688489631197714,0.0,0.3011010323242099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,guava_dog,2018/01/03,"Can not stand therapists My mom told me she will not let me live away from home, travel, or basically do anything until I get a therapist for my anxiety. My anxiety was under control with medication until the recent polar vortex, the cold really fucks with me. I’ve had therapists in the past, and I can’t stand them. They don’t want to help you, they just want your money. Should I just pretend like I’m going to one to make her happy?",4.443448275862072,5.407759954022993,6.0695977011494255,77.37267241379313,70.14942528735632,9.47816091954023,25.99425287356322,9.725611199111238,2.3388252873563222,344,10,66,8,6,118,64,87,0.091,0.78,0.128,0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,3,1,2,3,1,0,4,0,9,2,0,2,0,13,17,4,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,1,2,4,1,0,1,3,1,16,2,12,11,0,11,0,0,0,1,10,3,1,1,5,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735297627604553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711927704050345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796806252303445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005150230791988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527762277232588,0.09340426329093847,0.0,0.10160380645511027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19031278466782547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983130078678338,0.0,0.17932917385192845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828128858776009,0.0,0.08734202855820547,0.0,0.15786448104785336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193358783721221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010029091697524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093829401738699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114477740396053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066408062019986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145299327572815,0.0,0.1765219661262945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6227260258566722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083029107465167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089610226917094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SnapBraceletsGelPens,2018/01/03,"I'm afraid I'm going to blow up. In light of recent (and not so recent) nuclear threats, I'm feeling terrified and anxious of nuclear war. I live in a big city on the West Coast so I'm living in fear right now. Any tips on dealing with big picture worries and anxieties? I know it's random and I know anything can happen but the small chance it does is keeping me unable to relax and imagining horrible, violent scenarios. 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I’ve always refused medications and have done quite well in identifying my personal distractions and ways I can calm myself down but recently non of those have been working. This is the worst I’ve ever felt. Ive never had issues with sleeping but it’s 2:30am here and I’m awake and my heart is racing. 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I will say the stupidest, most irrational shit on accident because I fear awkward silence and just try to say something but it comes out making absolutely no sense at all. I always feel like the conversation is a race, and I never know what to say but I want to avoid awkward silence so I feel pressured to try to find an answer immediately to keep up with the other individual. But usually I can’t think of anything and it just becomes super awkward and very quiet, and when I finally think of something it’s really stupid (at least to me)And then at that point I’m afraid that I’m making the other person uncomfortable. Today a guy at a gas station joked about my car and its mileage and I said “yeah man the cold is making it a little worse though”. I honestly had no idea whether or not the temperature affects it( but thank God it turns out it does affect it). I didn’t know that at the time, and honestly I thought what I said was stupid, so I immediately felt even more uncomfortable so I just moved the conversation onto traveling and we had a decent conversation there but I still felt like I came off as a complete dumbass, as well as rude. But I wasn’t trying to be, I just didn’t know how to respond or act. He was so nice though. I question whether or not I actually did well and just doubt myself. 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I'm finally back at the point where I can feel excited about things again, and it feels so damn good. I want to go out. I want to meet people. My sociable spirit is back and I am so grateful of that! I have been keeping up with my workout routine into the new year and I'm extremely proud of myself. Now. Onto the lifelong battle I seek some advice about fighting. I guess the most lackluster side effect of my particular anxiety-depression cocktail is my lack of motivation, discipline, and commitment. I have so many ideas for projects that I want to get started on, stories that I want to write, emails I need to get to, and the like... but I legit have never followed through with one thing. Not even once. I have not completed *a single* personal project, be it an essay, a video, a painting, a song. Nothing. It's like my creativity runs by so fast I just get bored or tired and then I struggle to do anything that isn't drown in hilarious Youtube videos or reddit starterpack threads. My mom is an inspiring person. She just keeps and keeps on going all the time, and I don't even know how. I wish I could have that type of strength and discipline. I really want to start a Youtube channel, but I can't do it if I'm this inconsistent. EDIT: This is specifically related to personal projects. I'm a procrastinator when it came to school but always turned everything in. Also, I manage to be extremely productive at work, for some reason. Anyone got some words of wisdom? Any help is welcome in regards to motivation, energy, commitment and strength! Also, congratulations to everyone for making to 2018 despite our struggles. 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Is there any way to stop it / make it feel better? Whenever I get anxious, even just a little bit, my face tends to get really warm and flushed, especially in my cheeks. I know it’s a common symptom, but for me it feels so incredibly uncomfortable and it’s impossible to ignore. I absolutely hate it. Does anyone know if there’s any way to prevent it from happening, or if there’s any ways to make it feel a little better? I usually splash cold water on my face but when it dries it instantly feels awful again.",3.708717948717952,5.1913797008547045,5.314188034188035,80.1169230769231,72.5042735042735,8.618803418803418,25.820512820512814,9.150863307647796,2.043984615384616,463,15,92,10,9,157,65,117,0.17800000000000002,0.753,0.069,-0.9372,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,12,5,1,0,4,1,1,6,4,2,0,22,16,12,0,2,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,3,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,9,3,9,16,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057337002319855,0.0,0.0,0.2956230731824477,0.0,0.0,0.3274049864125188,0.0,0.10132161909259198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25631509857527485,0.15819978211054198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680818539058974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141804484581032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663440460709773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141477058319416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813986519383128,0.0,0.0,0.14306463923883744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592730561285071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357015315508697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934517120463365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283047091403376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114787416305195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061277984939953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959344692147787,0.0,0.0,0.34505882764621604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Talloway,2018/01/03,"Heart Anxiety About a week and half ago I was at a party at a friend's house. I was offered marijuana, which I have smoked about 7 times in the past three months (recreationally, not self-medicating). Prior to smoking I was told that this specific batch was very potent, but I did not heed these warnings. For the first 10 minutes or so I had a great time. Further along my high I noticed that my heart was beating abnormally fast. I tried to convince myself nothing was wrong and that it was just a product of strong weed. This did not help and my paranoia began to set in. I believed that this was a precursor to a heart attack. My heart rate climbed further and further, my heart feeling as if it was going to burst out of my chest. Eventually I began to see black spots in my vision and nearly fainted. I stumbled to door and mumbled 'help' to one of my buddies. Despite being thoroughly inebriated he put an arm around my shoulder, brought me outside, and helped me calm down. I still have trouble believing how he brought me back from what I believe was bordering death. This friend was the owner of the weed and as we sat outside in negative Minnesotan weather, he told me that he had fainted when he tried the batch for the first time in the shower. This happened on a Friday night. That next day I felt extremely heart conscious, and still had chest pain. As the weekend went on the pain subsided, but the anxiety did not. Then Monday came along. I lift on weekdays. Lifting elevates your heart rate. Just that thought gave me sweaty palms. Never have I had such fear going into a workout. I had this festering belief that I would end up in a state similar to what happened on Friday, without a friend to be there and help me. I run to warm up at the beginning of my workout and for the first time had difficulty keeping calm. However I kept going on. About halfway things began to go downhill and I began to feel faint, which I took as a sign to quit. From what I have read, I did not almost have a heart attack, but rather I had a panic attack. As I write this I feel numbness above my heart. I have no clue on how to get my mind off of this. TL;DR: Smoked strong (or laced) weed that made me feel as if I was having a heart attack. Now I am extremely heart conscious and have random instances of panic. I have never experienced any heart-related problems before this. Is this hypochondria or is it worth getting checked out by a doctor? How do I stop my mind from focusing on my heartbeat? 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I'm not asking for a solution, or a second opinion. I just gotta fucking say it- and it's gonna sound like I'm a goth 14-year old. But I want a new life. I've destroyed my body. I have stretch marks everywhere and I'm fatter than ever. I can already tell I'm going to have loose skin, and now my skin itches all over (especially where stretch marks form). The itching feels like there are stretch marks forming on my face, neck, scalp, my calves, my knees, and even ""where the sun don't shine."" I feel like my skin might even fall off my body if I lose weight again. And at the same time I'm scared to eat anything or I'll pop another stretch mark- another one showed up yesterday. I've already fluctuated so much weight due to a string of medications combined with a slew of mental illness and one(1) sexual assault. Ive let myself go, and my body is now stretched, doughy, red-striped, and loose. And I've been talking to this PERFECT guy who I've liked for a long time but the last time he saw me, I was 20 pounds lighter (this past summer) with full breasts, a slim, clear face and only two invisible tummy stretch marks (now I look like a postpartum mother of twins) but at the time I had a healthy-looking physique. I like him SO much, but I've been ignoring his messages because we live in the same college town and he wants to see me. But after a semester of intense depression, anxiety and mixed bipolar episodes, I'm literally ripping and bursting at the seams. An obese monster who's afraid to go out in public, let alone start dating. The timing could not be worse, as it always has been. I used to be a 9/10 runner with a pretty face and I let every potential relationship slip away because I [please don't take the wrong way] could get anyone I wanted. Now I'm alone with nothing to show for it-- and it looks like I have Cushings or PCOS or something, but nothing shows up in my blood tests. I want a new body. I've ruined this one. ^^triggered because I got high and MASSIVELY binged on Monday and Tuesday and TODAY my stretch marks are GROWING- red/purple on the edges and new ones forming on my lower abdomen, boobs, upper arms and hips. I don't even remember everything I ate, but that by the end of 2 days, my stomach was rock hard, shapeless and I was in so much pain from being full. I'm afraid I'm never going to look how I used to, and I know it sounds superficial or stupid. But I spend so much time in my fucked up, racing mind, that I've neglected to maintain my body. I can't function in this flabby ass loose ass skin suit any longer. I have a great sense of humor but not about this. I'm a funny adult because I was a chubby kid- then got in serious shape- but my current body makes me want to set myself on fire and ghost this hot, smart amazing guy because I don't want him to see my body anymore. Thanks for reading. Sorry if I bummed ya out.",3.0182264580959286,4.738212820642982,3.7690382955212565,89.52280638143586,74.7698815566836,6.584219068337996,26.274422459339064,7.290443533043144,1.1694539935771258,2311,84,482,26,49,734,302,591,0.14,0.748,0.113,-0.9417,4,2,1,0,0,0,88.0,1,1,0,2,19,30,5,3,29,0,32,41,29,5,5,80,76,47,1,10,21,1,11,7,0,3,8,3,0,4,16,30,5,2,4,6,1,7,9,17,0,5,12,21,55,13,57,53,13,82,0,5,7,6,21,40,5,9,40,269,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593613053133976,0.13418351281053825,0.0,0.05058854370086239,0.0,0.0,0.041344510134634485,0.1275033459776265,0.04651006204427738,0.0,0.060294965955578775,0.04251115444746651,0.0,0.05003131384320627,0.0,0.056837627694065175,0.0,0.05712142569468729,0.0,0.0,0.1853085200898552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402601708014323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708400744959343,0.0,0.0,0.03920947667736464,0.0,0.10472991272173343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221120915108714,0.0,0.0,0.05384870254093572,0.0,0.0,0.1204688911608688,0.05499498614150233,0.05122467116721795,0.0,0.054641038350826544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061482271850398264,0.08686775555904043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241295882530386,0.03176428069120984,0.0,0.13821090018055232,0.0,0.09725092414530084,0.0670296615255037,0.0,0.12039853202094007,0.0,0.0,0.054462783210021085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423609143960099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033412817269587114,0.049558227226415605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18650925395874016,0.042943202390237585,0.2079187426204088,0.0,0.0536854690621243,0.053804037373873084,0.20421896994362265,0.06801705723567768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058292634177767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612472706458394,0.061269765960805536,0.0644967352158784,0.061388329625698686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877317359369804,0.0,0.04689092215558164,0.1761563469226623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166740355300222,0.0,0.06379694235401545,0.0,0.16479233722972272,0.04623937852428882,0.0646930226024769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580382690224934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673760010974959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618531020490789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608141369715185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652739599913994,0.06887192446036065,0.0,0.0,0.04834875875971347,0.06086908818074209,0.0,0.09689576569658424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680502764538814,0.0,0.0680580299434306,0.0430329138394509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571229219438326,0.04886687562859186,0.05313985580502862,0.05597433923525268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270971166569885,0.0,0.05762909578684281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939050326781605,0.0,0.0,0.10501935740484626,0.0,0.0,0.21516029632268194,0.04825837186212945,0.0,0.1480704008614854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061958034347032225,0.0,0.06647272355216227,0.0,0.03915171532965883 anxiety,bh219,2018/01/03,Headache in one temple Anybody else ever get a headache primarily on one side around the temple area? It's freaking me out that I'm having a stroke or something. My vision is a little blurry and I just feel like something bad is going to happen :( ugh I'm sure it's just the anxiety but this sucks. ,2.1744999999999983,4.465879450000003,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,79.5,5.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.7188333333333339,237,8,45,2,6,78,46,60,0.222,0.6990000000000001,0.08,-0.7753,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,5,0,3,1,0,0,2,10,10,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,0,2,3,2,5,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201601094522133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25619591543174075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402943176642525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404133060905482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032436070950893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455162937330448,0.2055986783412556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035945355200905,0.0,0.163558838527626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544935350040555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060064523210902,0.28844321217115343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900306450552865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431127182549267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712405752796616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,khadgarpls,2018/01/03,"Fear of being alone My GF has trouble being alone for long periods of time. She mentioned when she was younger that she used to like being alone but now she has these bad periods where she thinks about everything going wrong and she can't handle being alone. She has anxiety attacks somewhat often. She has things to do but she says she hates how it seems like she is distracting herself from the truth. I want her to be able to be alone. Is there anything I can do to help her, what are some popular tips for this type of fear?",3.3236431623931644,5.327773394230769,3.5532051282051285,90.16957264957266,74.67307692307692,6.92991452991453,24.055555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.1220888888888891,419,13,85,6,9,129,68,104,0.28600000000000003,0.5920000000000001,0.122,-0.9664,0,5,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,2,3,1,0,18,0,0,2,1,12,24,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,8,0,0,1,1,17,4,12,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,18,1,0,4,8,65,23,1,0.1484611720739984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.768805003609029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135723902805113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122170894905235,0.0,0.0,0.16889601578485433,0.0,0.0,0.12395887745448833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334273286284728,0.0,0.0,0.33412018649192465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437390537870633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657467141168418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951039421400366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506125922379046,0.0,0.0,0.13138346548485388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806228282836904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515347524449411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986310059245403,0.0951279244656278,0.0,0.0,0.08656890332946847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822278580102695,0.0,0.0,0.08756624578557815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231898583768065,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kagan123,2018/01/03,I have accepted I need help and have some questions Ive been dealing with anxiety or depression for two years now and im fed up. The reason I say Depression or Anxiety is because I dont have a actual diagnosis I refuse to feel this way and just accept it. I want to get some kinds of medication and i just wanted to know what the process for getting a prescription is like. Im worried that a doctor will tell me no I dont need help ,2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,5.0404395604395615,82.07956043956045,74.38461538461539,9.156043956043957,28.384615384615394,9.606745405546679,2.5845340659340663,343,14,73,9,7,120,59,91,0.18600000000000005,0.665,0.149,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,5,0,10,3,0,1,0,22,19,6,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,5,1,1,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,10,4,8,16,2,4,0,2,0,0,7,1,0,5,3,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.16490718996826936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25854958415542273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301306578365207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421844581948362,0.29109696044976113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729656221715491,0.0,0.0,0.3961036225315322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544503662840737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657773829435075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265371978138929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650704803413053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597422780470962,0.09287097921186073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255863981716523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023688703168272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060382550875165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893044068000224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737470490309674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438545254846465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770231447325885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507599912527368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19934612961824547,0.1341342220216036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161476631754974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088222555779226 anxiety,torrobeb,2018/01/03,"Tuned out to others I feel like conversations go bad for me a lot when I get wrapped up in my own agenda, and stop fully listening to another person when they speak. Then hours later I sit and ruminate on what they said and how I didn't address it properly. Anyone else do this? 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We came to this restaurant we've never been too and right when we walked in, I swear everyone stopped talking and stared at us. It was so weird and now the restaurant has weird vibes. It's kind of a nice, new place and everyone looked at us like we were rats off the street. We are dressed nice though. Did I just hallucinate this? Am I delusional? Im having serious anxiety and I just want to enjoy my date with my boyfriend but I'm getting super weird vibes from everyone here and they keep looking at me. Even our waiter seems a little off. I'm hiding in the bathroom now... to make things worse, i accidentally walked in on an old lady using the toilet because she didn't lock the door. 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Hi everyone. I'm a long time anxiety sufferer, first time poster on this sub. I recently came to the realisation that having anything on my schedule triggers anxiety. Friends will invite me to do something and I'll want to and agree to go, but the closer I get to the date the more anxious I become about it. I used to feel anxious about having a job, about having somewhere to be every morning. It felt like my life was not really mine. The weight of responsibility, and the expectation on me to turn up on time and do my tasks filled me with dread. I'm a stay at home mum now which has been in some ways easier on my mental health, but I often fail to take my child places (like a scheduled playgroup) because committing to stuff like that freaks me out. Currently I am feeling a tonne of anxiety about my toddler starting daycare next week. It'll only be a couple of mornings each week, but I feel so much dread, worrying that I won't get her there on time, that getting out of bed and getting in a routine will be really hard. The expectation on me to get her up and ready and somewhere on time (not to mention getting myself up and ready too) almost makes me feel sick. It's funny but I think I have always been like this (I found it hard to attend school regularly as a teenager) but I only just realised it very recently. Does anyone else have this kind of anxiety? It's like I don't want to have any social commitment or responsibility at all. I am happiest when I have a totally free schedule and can decide to do things moment by moment. Is this a part of social anxiety disorder or is it its own thing? Anyway just wanted to know if anyone could relate. Advice most welcome. Thank you for reading :) ",4.01106100217865,5.749482829411765,5.3205228758169945,79.34587145969499,72.17647058823529,8.213507625272332,27.886710239651407,8.841846274778883,2.2790108932461877,1382,52,257,27,27,461,178,340,0.125,0.703,0.172,0.9626,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,2,14,15,0,2,17,0,29,4,0,3,5,53,56,20,0,7,12,1,8,5,1,4,3,0,2,1,21,14,1,0,9,1,1,4,4,5,0,1,6,8,32,11,48,42,9,48,0,2,0,0,11,19,0,7,28,184,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738766470424435,0.0,0.0,0.08954887380168389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441096880268372,0.0,0.0,0.060813868688971234,0.0,0.4104714454227641,0.20205558014259392,0.0,0.12505978452598054,0.09162919562258824,0.07359133632227162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054514265478026167,0.0987658135880906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228140794379544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140070182973128,0.09894999392088902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024918346901338,0.0,0.07825873926563236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470532657300201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534665221222031,0.08545195203103909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808692276113145,0.0,0.08586456824711469,0.0,0.0,0.0760671135111636,0.0,0.09805280252635584,0.06909158065076627,0.0,0.2803335371972384,0.0,0.0508237944263584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602192182606403,0.0,0.0,0.09505741025614556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970322455907051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887431438350833,0.0,0.0,0.0931251361063656,0.04914709777294169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316539397224889,0.21844916342699144,0.0,0.0,0.07914065623552333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059693650874716724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012203771700024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573961251829162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510732044122676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360275153667918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968414304231832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343286067428558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894518505159629,0.0,0.11457928519031305,0.0,0.1765980317302996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050555623966056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232045482334674,0.0,0.06884577410498485,0.0,0.0,0.0632973510392111,0.09531797630450124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237326401390627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672384634847164,0.0,0.0,0.082332965250277,0.0,0.0,0.11882351413447477,0.057301627269079565,0.0,0.0,0.3128758916717808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727160353850728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723677690485377,0.0,0.0737871769733008,0.15824023510060384,0.07098350615378575,0.14346693347321465,0.10889878590157002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081811962215204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FiniteFascination,2018/01/03,"I feel like there's no out for me... I've been dealing with my general and social anxiety to the best of my ability for years. I've just started going to college, and high school was hell for me in terms of my mental health. I feel like I sacrificed my sanity and well being in order to get good grades. My emotional state has always been a roller coaster and I tend to obsessively rely on people who want to help. I've been in college for a quarter and I already feel like I can't handle anything. My GPA has never been this low in my life, and I don't think I've made any lasting friends. From the outside, everything looks like its working out. I've got relatively good grades (mostly As), some friends, and I'll be starting an internship in a week. Internally, I'm completely overwhelmed and I regret applying for any sort of internship at all. I know its good for my future, but every time I get an email about the work I'm going to have to do, I have a panic attack and spend an hour just sobbing. I'm terrified that I won't be able to manage this and my classes and any semblance of a social life. I'm scared my anxiety will tear me to shreds. At this point, I can't afford to try to escape the situations that I'm in. I have to deal with them if I want a bright future. I know this, but I'm struggling. All I want to do is quit and go home to cry. How can I handle my anxiety without giving up everything?",4.059570684390156,4.475499365187711,5.607145679899412,82.32870666427159,70.70648464163823,8.762277707921681,28.390335908029453,8.841846274778883,2.0510791808873714,1106,38,232,19,19,377,147,293,0.155,0.721,0.124,-0.9608,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,4,6,22,2,5,13,0,22,3,0,2,3,41,49,17,0,5,6,0,3,4,2,2,3,0,1,0,9,16,0,0,6,1,1,3,7,10,1,1,7,5,33,12,42,37,6,31,1,4,2,0,11,15,2,4,15,147,42,10,0.10684291386237166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790381226448535,0.0,0.08890186334087025,0.0,0.0,0.2179705356781307,0.0,0.2452036099883969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792261450248251,0.0,0.0,0.12154923886229665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212504641460334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202276241319456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736192392108542,0.0,0.22030070547100167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201838974321142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001976302613736,0.0,0.19204704341728748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206896255753933,0.22898579703450575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16509314042952242,0.0,0.11164202542888543,0.10249345860858666,0.182163870431706,0.2688443010601306,0.0854520385016686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356902123580608,0.0,0.0,0.07161455300998218,0.11288540457862005,0.10717215404267473,0.0,0.105218748288374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743614255034047,0.08709123493158569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509326195626839,0.20879220347646807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972113856892727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109734845015793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767252745173968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240384182737089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535713882568789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407142369471888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010010882816484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364059044685462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696839567325724,0.10813073289965763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200959117239134,0.0,0.21782579127455054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512479286984927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169541165262664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846062507523039,0.0,0.0,0.062300962281102074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253932515948985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189056156401416,0.0,0.08570294083517863,0.0,0.09606461088039384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299275626505387,0.0,0.1555658275695383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880333354483674 anxiety,cloudslikethis,2018/01/03,"thinking of taking medicine again, but not sure What's right for me This is my first time posting in here, so it might be long. I'm female, 23, currently in grad school, and have had anxiety pretty much my whole life. In 2016 at the end of my undergrad I started taking Lexapro. My anxiety was getting so bad I was having panic attacks weekly and had such trouble breathing that I thought I had asthma. The Lexapro was hard to start (I have anxiety about being allergic to food/medication and I was really dizzy and lethargic for the first few weeks), but once I got used to it, it was great. I had a lot more energy (I have had bouts of depression over the years as well, so I think it was helping that as well) and felt a lot less anxious, I still had the occasional panic attack but I felt loads better. Then, in July 2017, I switched my birth control from the Nexplanon insert to a Mirena IUD. The months after that my energy increased a lot and I was having hypomanic symptoms (increased sex drive, invasive thoughts, trouble sleeping, extreme anger, and like really really high energy). My doctors aren't sure if the hypomania was because of my birth control switch and still don't know why it happened a year after starting Lexapro. I stopped taking the Lexapro in September and have been going to therapy regularly since. Lately, my anxiety has been getting a lot worse. I actually got Shingles in November because of how stressed out/anxious I was. Since December my anxiety about being allergic to food/medication has morphed into being worried about choking on my food and feeling like I can't swallow. I know troubling swallowing and throat tightness is a symptom of anxiety and it's just kinda become an endless cycle where I'm nervous about eating, my throat gets tight, and then I can't swallow the food. It seems to be the hardest at dinner. I had an eating disorder in high school so I'm worried about not eating enough and falling back into that. I think it might be time to start taking medicine again but I'm not sure which one is right for me. The Lexapro worked well until the hypomanic symptoms, but I'm not sure I want to try it again. My stepdad takes Prozac for anxiety and says he likes it a lot. Any tips? TLDR: I stopped taking Lexapro in August and want to try medicine 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anxiety,selftaughty,2018/01/04,"Life crisis at 18 years old I feel like because of my anxiety I’ve missed out on so many things that other people my age experienced and now there’s no more time for me to be care free and just live life to the fullest.I have responsibilities now and even though I finally want to LIVE I think it may be too late.All of my teenage years so far have been a blur,I’ve just stood by,watching others have fun while I did nothing.Theres nothing I can do to get those years back now.All there is left now is work(and the career and basically only option that is available to me isn’t something I enjoy and will only make me more miserable) until I die",5.120469924812031,5.187354082706769,5.621569548872183,84.36964755639102,68.32330827067669,8.454511278195488,27.90319548872181,8.07648339933343,1.5113165413533831,515,15,111,6,8,166,90,133,0.105,0.7709999999999999,0.123,0.3477,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,3,0,15,2,0,1,0,14,23,10,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,2,13,6,12,16,2,18,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,2,14,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510108315288478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584859554821936,0.0,0.11562430063799264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933866066366577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685301257054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252787448948718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590552934223152,0.13550407018031135,0.0,0.2077800167686124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909751419980978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396199685557,0.0,0.2060827653320033,0.0,0.26794654347891605,0.09266576931640604,0.0,0.334973524785628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660973369804865,0.19230098059138007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819985631830328,0.0,0.1990323175358735,0.0,0.0,0.28851322115215594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149696869416266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460213104399021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260118392926454,0.1215362716585968,0.1863550164122628,0.0,0.11060119109440564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187540457444636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808587534447228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664340178401818 anxiety,CalciferousMarch,2018/01/04,"I'm too messed up to even get help. not sure where to go from here. I've been dealing with pretty severe anxiety(social,performance, and just general anxiety) for over a decade now, as well as depression. The time's I manage to hold down a job I'm so miserable I want to die and even when I'm not working I'm consumed with anxiety about the next time I have to work. Inevitably I will have a day so bad that I can't even bring myself to call in sick and tank a job/reference. This has happened with pretty much every job I've had. It's the same reason I dropped out of high school and eventually college. No matter how hard I try I eventually just break down and give up. This applies to getting help as well. I have an extremely hard time with therapy, I feel extremely exposed and even after a few simple prodding questions I am a blubbering mess. My fear of therapy has been made even worse after having someone who was once a very close friend who tried to act as my therapist, despite not being trained in that proffession, who I eventually felt was being very manipulative and exploiting my vulnerabilities in a form of narcissistic abuse, at least I think that's what happened. It took a long time and tons of research to figure out what happened in that situation and I am still unsure of myself to this day. We used to have ""therapy sessions"" in her office which was very similar to any therapists office I've ever been in, so being in that environment makes me feel physically ill. I recently moved back home again on the condition that I would get help, but I blew my appointment today. I had every intention of going but I was awake all night consumed with anxiety and when it came time to go I felt sick and couldn't bring myself to go. I feel like such a complete failure at the moment, even more than usual. Sometimes I feel like a burden on society and those around me and wonder if suicide wouldn't be the most ethical course of action since I'm so useless. I just don't know what to do anymore. I have periods where I try so hard but I eventually just get worn down. Just wondering if anyone has had a similar problem and how they worked around it. Thanks in advance for any input or advice. 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I'm not talking about the, ""do I have everything I need"" anxiousness, but the, ""I hate everything in my closet and I'm going to look like a total loser in a cool new destination"". I'm heading to SoCal this month and I'm currently in east coast winter hibernation mode (so, so much snow here) and I am convinced I'll be judged by my lack of SoCal cool. Nervous about being over/underdressed, nervous about meeting my husband's friends, nervous about keeping up with the left coast. Zoloft, take the wheel!",4.098700209643607,6.204937716981133,4.810880503144657,81.54848008385746,72.77358490566039,7.352620545073376,29.70230607966457,8.167268648758528,2.2598104821802942,442,19,79,7,9,142,72,106,0.198,0.6629999999999999,0.14,-0.7177,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,3,7,2,5,2,1,0,1,10,16,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,7,5,15,14,3,12,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,5,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890468211728555,0.0,0.1513447192001116,0.22177544819216904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941415842038872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808136279108142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890570704791203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672263535766731,0.0,0.11308458225347436,0.0,0.1230117727340791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369652248924825,0.2221369849967095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238796775143108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517021204206065,0.0,0.0,0.10574503202182964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18176089936376424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276586662786378,0.0,0.15911339100121452,0.16049264869130125,0.0,0.20904578423272796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274114679011478,0.17397183554107806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kjpeaches,2018/01/04,"Stuck I’m so stuck but I feel like I’m taking tiny baby steps forward even though it’s so agonisingly slow. Long story short, I’ve got myself into a life that I didn’t choose but have to somehow accept. I’m still stuck in the acceptance stage and probably denial. Everyday my body is so anxious I just want to run from myself. I run from myself all day everyday that it’s like a full time job going nowhere. And despite knowing this, I still run because that’s what I’m so used to. And when I stop running I’m so incredibly depressed and broken from being in a codependent relationship that I gave up my identity and my strength. I’ve managed to cope by a number of ways Over the years. And if I force myself I can usually get up and do stuff like a normal person. But I’m sick and tired of forcing myself to do that because it’s not real and not sustainable. Even as I type this my heart is racing and my Fingers are going at a crazy pace. I’m still trying to run from myself through my phone. How do I face myself when it’s the most terrifying and lonely thing in the world? Even the thought of going to get therapy seems pointless because I’d just end up begging them to take this away and make it better. How do you face yourself even with therapy?? When I do relaxation I loose control and wake up in a panic with no idea what I’m doing or who I am. I just don’t know how I’ll ever be free from the feeling of having a problem I haven’t dealt with and it’s been years. 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I hate my anxiety. 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Hands and upper body will start shaking like a leaf sometimes, and it is very frustrating. Its very awkward because I'll be at work, and randomly start shivering. It looks like I'm cold. I want to avoid at all costs the concerned ""take a break"" or ""go home"" since I can work though my nerves/refuse to cave to anxiety.",4.6065416666666685,6.161037237500004,4.507500000000004,86.4941666666667,70.375,7.833333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.344100000000001,1.8932083333333327,329,12,64,5,6,101,59,80,0.185,0.7140000000000001,0.101,-0.6353,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,1,9,1,5,4,0,5,2,2,1,1,10,12,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,6,0,0,0,3,5,3,8,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,4,31,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425866328626405,0.0,0.3208025984359453,0.0,0.0,0.14661009048188356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781633079859447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329023804294625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153946515416024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834885752957447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916350452264035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21032177400545435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487386404584487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607473879914773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344586535504256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737458037433065,0.0,0.2968190101493228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764999520384074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20600526266794644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460087424094678,0.12367213155376608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579391137742314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EmeraldJaneWW,2018/01/04,"Does anyone else constantly face not being believed that you have a real anxiety disorder? I feel like 99.9% of people think it’s just a matter of changing my outlook or any number of solutions that have NOTHING to do with have anxiety. Seriously, it can be debilitating. It is so frustrating. It is affecting me at work now, too. How do you deal with the constant eye rolls and disbelief?? Or assumptions that I’m just a drug seeker (I hate Rx drugs btw they make me feel depressed on top of anxious and I have tried over 10 SSRI because that’s all doctors seem to push and nothing helps bc I don’t have the chemical imbalance that they correct). I feel like I am drowning, and I feel helpless because it seems like nobody thinks having anxiety is real! ANY help, thoughts, advice would be appreciated.",5.365358217941001,6.926114602649008,6.330523780854907,74.12565924142083,68.5364238410596,9.464419024683924,33.59482239614689,9.800150414767053,3.5370874172185425,639,30,110,15,11,212,99,151,0.171,0.7120000000000001,0.117,-0.8707,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,2,7,8,2,0,5,0,18,6,2,3,2,29,30,8,1,1,5,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,1,5,14,3,11,25,1,8,0,2,1,0,7,4,0,4,6,72,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790599706141756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780218875547362,0.0,0.3003957118531966,0.14787052913834425,0.0,0.09152262213561974,0.1341141643469687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958090889912735,0.0,0.0,0.14747028774502846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846621746703214,0.0,0.0,0.2828951707701637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494374582179786,0.11273695519340195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001339549538092,0.1339733507806115,0.11454433653098925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035859719826895,0.0,0.10934334168852712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647314008636054,0.18701832192358275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922859933830455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754680906329239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19184143311250307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737132362110106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25118851288896193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907439252211977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979671533225874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831804135510298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677404195179817,0.0,0.10391350499177583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886697149224916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529082282882056,0.0,0.0,0.09298181195369044,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cannacorn119,2018/01/04,Anxiety and obsessions Are people with anxiety more prone to have less self control or become dependent on things that make them happy? I hate to try to make excuses but I ask this because I find myself dependent on things like weed and pornography to keep me sane. I also keep going back to the social media pages of girls that made me happy in the past. It's incredibly embarrassing and humiliating especially because they have all moved on seamlessly. Does anyone else experience this? How do I escape this hellhole?,6.585115207373271,8.652810645161289,7.354869431643626,65.9951612903226,66.20430107526882,10.905683563748081,31.565284178187408,10.914260884657429,4.13658648233487,422,17,65,13,7,140,68,93,0.136,0.742,0.122,0.4029,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,3,6,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,7,1,17,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,10,3,11,11,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413974390015299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705232029086687,0.0,0.0,0.12363188904720815,0.18116600135902786,0.0,0.0,0.16529645859095152,0.0,0.0,0.1359584241210086,0.0,0.2155673511389824,0.1952762697211168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831102007789486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473040844481964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770472668118356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295722129865326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160404652087074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048700687105863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37644184342670783,0.0,0.17456641300600778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314319363222886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638199030208828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673049094359049,0.2360483459887169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879244321165867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687881905241589,0.12257999861532595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445471196178756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023877401670899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349336450779012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004454530608563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IrvingPlace181,2018/01/04,"How can i get over this phobia? So I have an extreme fear of the ocean. I especially fear tsunamis, hurricanes and sea level rise. I live in the suburbs outside of NYC, and I love it here, but it depresses me that this area will eventually suffer from hurricanes, sea level rise and maybe even tsunamis. I'm seriously considering moving 45 minutes north to a mountainous region, just to get over my fears. But it's not really a logical move for any other reason than that. What should I do about this fear of mine? Is it rational at all?",4.396237864077669,6.105590019417478,5.58464805825243,77.95522451456311,71.13592233009709,9.421844660194175,28.408980582524272,9.827888789773867,2.819156310679613,424,16,80,11,8,141,74,103,0.23,0.747,0.023,-0.9727,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,12,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,9,1,13,8,1,12,0,2,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100706737350254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326169742332446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752940661806426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8009395671496855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593532447986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712657256365858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060014047418344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876725506119384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782496382014788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399458364952215,0.18295462526050907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Needhugs5,2018/01/04,"I fuck any relationship up Usually by me being too nice, which people take as not interested, or by not asking him or her out because I'm a weak fucking waste of introverted piece of shit space, or due to me fucking things up face to face, example being thinking of doing 1 thing then pussying out at the last moment and doing something cringey due to lack of pre-proccessing. I'm a fucking waste of space I just want to not deal with this shit and just either stay alone forever and live an unhappy life but less worrying or live a slightly better life with someone who will spontaneously get with me after my first flirt. But that doesn't exist so I'm so fucking tempted to give up, either on life! or love. Either being sad for someone, either me or my family, friends or all. I can't deal with it! I've never even been in a relationship and I'm already failing! 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Well my new boss (I transitioned to a new team) gave me the envelope.. and walked away. I had zero idea what to do and made the mistake of assuming UPS would know. They didn’t. Post office closed. My priority was getting the letter out so I slapped a stamp on it just to get it out. She asks me for the air mail number today... panic attack ensues. So bad that I had to call my mom crying, couldn’t eat (my eating habits are already terrible.. maybe 1 1/2 meals a day), and ended up getting a nose bleed. I did go into her office and tell her step by step what i did, assuming I’d get written up or fired.. she said I made a big mistake but it’s a lesson learned and I’ll never make the mistake again. I can’t tell you how many times I apologized and said I take complete ownership.. it took me 3 more hours to eat. My fear of the worst after making a mistake is horrendous. 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The hours that follow feel like bliss, I have no sign of anxiety or depression at all and absolutely no trouble with being myself and with my own thoughts. I only slept 3 hours last night and the morning was one of the worst. My head is an absolute cloud, my vision is distorted, my eyes hurt and my tummy gets real upset. I spent about 2 hours this morning drinking away some breakfast, and had big waves of nausea that got me sitting in the bathroom too often. I have no idea if this is something that is gonna hold on for this whole week, if it'll gradually get less *contrasty*, or if tomorrow will already be better than today. I would love to hear your thoughts/experiences or whatever else about it. Thanks",4.0098857142857165,5.788406531428574,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.25714285714288,7.514285714285713,27.92857142857143,8.192908349453996,1.947171428571429,713,27,133,11,14,231,120,175,0.16899999999999998,0.708,0.123,-0.8473,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,6,11,0,1,7,1,15,8,3,0,1,31,32,15,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,10,11,2,1,5,1,1,1,3,6,0,2,7,5,14,5,18,19,6,19,0,2,1,1,3,7,0,8,11,92,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190867387680034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917236209561355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636177478809728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777600907687293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046613026931754,0.0,0.134174311240809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260648779599453,0.0,0.0,0.13013538936418964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238412366877815,0.0,0.0,0.23630330431858,0.11129027961798812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277872760676418,0.0,0.0,0.13066206649566092,0.124592634765178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987668279623632,0.0,0.17557698541249497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602399652181473,0.0,0.16676723511995867,0.1758582646293015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698265150067173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761069343859256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405988162442298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461903124313826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556152378504152,0.11847879186501092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546267282175325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992815010956755,0.0,0.0,0.11026289290309332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712824275365186,0.0,0.0,0.1434226042755192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367304879727575,0.0,0.0,0.14766257382788087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249584608279481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392439534817355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066265321257313,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whosfeelingyoungnow,2018/01/04,"how to properly care for myself during a panic attack or give myself permission to use my medication? I have atypical depression that I take daily medication for. I was diagnosed in August and my overall quality of life has improved tenfold since then. I was also prescribed Xanax to use in the event of a panic attack, as strong anxiety is occasionally an unfortunate side effect of my depression. I'm unfortunately experiencing great trepidation about ever using that medication on the rare instances that I really need to. I don't know exactly why this is, but I believe it may have something to do with the fact that I know it's an addictive substance and subsequently do not want to take it unless it's absolutely necessary. This is problematic because I don't really know when I've crossed that line from ""this is bad but I can suck it up and work through it"" to ""taking medication is what I need to do"". I'm wondering if anyone else experiences this phenomenon, or has any advice about determining when to utilize it? I lost my boyfriend suddenly two and a half years ago in a very traumatic way, and have a lot of underlying fear about being left or losing people, which is what generally prompts these panic attacks. My current boyfriend is bearing the brunt of this, doesn't know how to help, and it just needs to stop. Any advice is greatly appreciated!",8.86528041679436,8.43505839043825,9.66350597609562,60.169166411278,60.71314741035857,13.141403616304016,39.6264174072939,12.367839424501927,5.2516525283481466,1100,51,181,34,13,377,143,251,0.215,0.722,0.062,-0.9908,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,10,17,4,4,11,0,24,8,0,6,3,38,45,20,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,22,7,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,13,0,2,3,1,19,4,32,40,1,21,0,4,0,0,2,8,1,7,11,132,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684563955136664,0.0,0.19154896429378124,0.08688017318356127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837876165800181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330066207278654,0.0,0.07497757312106759,0.0,0.0,0.06853104577696635,0.10042308362387553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33450242639312244,0.0,0.0,0.08183446500856294,0.059746138810853125,0.0,0.0,0.1104239892211706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999279820982292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883216972665718,0.09947834083210563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187498762392385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865588247960494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587283136755212,0.0,0.1102887799228691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402036276244136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161132936578068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656942047275641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215455481235556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648842359358288,0.0,0.06922753820886393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964839989920716,0.10698976587405926,0.08332480982245444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949400634161711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21802007587302788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3449817332907961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794796683272934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255757519210848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107509175803118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545307893536703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194095775811869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107453182537865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574177297851134,0.0,0.0,0.2539481631346767,0.0,0.08086872086141947,0.05780898491358232,0.07779597459044195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843900626730715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106287935481743,0.07135262942674289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311538772298636 anxiety,K_623,2018/01/04,"Addictive personality and anxiety So...I’ve come to a realization that I have a really addictive personality. It extends to a lot of things, but beauty purchases are the worst for me. Problem is, I use overindulgence as a way to satisfy my obsessive need to plan things and keep anxiety at bay. If I keep my mind busy and on other topics, I don’t have as much of an issue with anxiety. Only now I’m spending WAY too much money. I’m either chilling away at my savings account or I’m having anxiety attacks that leave me drained. I just don’t know what to do...I don’t have much to occupy my time. No job, no car, my “hobbies” cost me too much money and starting a new one starts the cycle of overindulgence and a need to buy everything. I don’t know any actual coping methods?",3.612575757575758,5.145831707792212,5.812402597402599,76.24812770562772,72.83116883116884,9.28917748917749,29.71645021645022,9.725611199111238,3.0289800865800864,609,26,115,16,12,214,90,154,0.212,0.7240000000000001,0.065,-0.9625,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,9,0,10,2,0,1,0,23,23,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,7,0,2,2,0,7,2,6,4,0,1,0,0,14,1,18,23,7,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,80,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.1338778461408917,0.2991151380011332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329404105530946,0.0,0.4198005126885187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607365892891814,0.12889470975818293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817721041321022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232977064816254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431909265923938,0.1361401055846485,0.24388190811389365,0.0,0.0,0.15079229314709452,0.0,0.0,0.14526461403763807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663420282574764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852299436531793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034023318338169,0.2034495912533293,0.0,0.1324991509024965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296363063104213,0.1043393298014494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395783834828373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127249430710886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788755564379724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420786060319928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18228614697568526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999670939132687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848828549938945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177903915710621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,johnwesley6,2018/01/04,"Anxiety, weird feeling in left arm... I thought I had most of this tackled. But this is new. So I'm going to be as brief as possible... I've had anxiety for forever, I've went through all of the motions and probably every symptom check you could possibly think of. However just this week on Tuesday my left arm has started to feel funny... with that being said I'm getting it in my head that something is wrong with my heart or that my arteries are clogged etc To explain better it's like my left arm feels week. It doesn't feel asleep but more like it was asleep. You know when your foot goes to sleep to the point that you can't feel it at all and then as you start to regain feeling in it it still has this very strange feeling that keeps you from wanting to move it? It's like that. I'm trying to convience myself that it's probably just some sort of trapped nerve and will work itself out. 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Does anyone have any techniques with coping with anxiety at work? 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I tapered off of Valium over the span of about 3 months after having been on a variety of benzos for 3ish years. My OCD about little things has come back (nothing too terrible) and my social anxiety has as well, but the main thing I've been struggling with is my throat. I cannot stop thinking about swallowing (okay I can for a little while) but most of the time I worry about swallowing. I worry about swalloing at the wrong angle (with my head straight or worse leaned back...) I worry about my throat swelling up and my dying I worry about a lump appearing in my throat... I don't know. I take Lamictal and Ambien but out of the research I have done I don't see anything about swelling of the throat. I think the swallowing is all in my head... how do I stop, if that's the case? Should I go to the doctor to rule anything out?",3.737140951534016,5.087427445086707,4.469364161849711,86.72191196087152,72.23699421965318,8.097643397065362,25.44642063139173,8.617729084823388,1.6203929746554024,680,21,140,12,13,218,94,173,0.16699999999999998,0.775,0.057,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,1,12,1,16,12,6,1,1,25,25,11,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,8,4,3,4,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,3,1,23,2,32,21,3,26,0,0,1,0,1,13,0,4,10,103,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280766207783104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118234983241145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066745857417051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576472487518552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947516831443266,0.0,0.0,0.13755343133412234,0.0,0.13752720103529778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637669622816251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758449642183443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385699945207197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26938733233117895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726848187576747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895042804509912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070910970514692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699325435451287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33706712333544825,0.0,0.14049316978698875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010442403677994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785649329461491,0.2583342524130857,0.0,0.0,0.07836364575899589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083237339161365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5459165741310065,0.13695446486595422,0.0,0.14693391064148506,0.0,0.08654248441008587 anxiety,hollowmoon,2018/01/04,"What are your tips for calming anxiety? Things or rituals you do that seem to work for you to break out of the anxiety spiral, even if only temporarily? Personally: * Put on music I know by heart and loudly sing along to the lyrics, it forces my brain to concentrate on the words and not the torrent of bullshit in my head * Cool shower, not cold, but cool. It feels like it shocks the nervous system and I reset * Chewing gum. Seriously. It tricks your brain into going into eating mode and your body naturally calms down. I reccomend cinnamon gum since cinnamon is a natural digestive aid and it helps calm the stomach, ginger too if you can find it * Weight. Put on the heaviest sweater/sweatshirt you own. My sister has a weighted heating pad and it is a freaking godsend when I am anxious. Weigh yourself down, it calms the nerves. Carrying something heavy sometimes works too. * Drop your shoulders. When you're tense you tend to pull your shoulders in towards your neck, stretch them down and then relax them. It really helps. What are your tips?",3.609818000498628,6.528113806282724,3.8964098728496666,83.32689354275746,78.47643979057591,6.77945649463974,27.419845425081025,7.957251820313856,2.0938389927698835,831,35,143,15,21,258,122,191,0.138,0.705,0.157,0.8518,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,12,2,2,5,13,1,1,11,2,8,15,9,0,0,22,13,14,0,2,6,1,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,13,11,6,0,4,2,0,4,2,5,0,0,0,7,21,8,23,13,1,23,1,0,0,0,18,13,0,4,4,96,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571183256314616,0.18985069374527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666765912609032,0.0,0.3752027614581879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195893995162168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099662533408194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497203669145499,0.12005623557027542,0.0,0.0,0.15359629565950125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550770757038024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246962410252353,0.0,0.0,0.1991421856222328,0.2252831509492477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235687132396836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210161816945713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781096242234888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467363448989043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378769393823981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765828276985373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529880421302562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390141810110462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293744816751668,0.1662075218353358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164614496546456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092836245718232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446874157687469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,roly_polygum,2018/01/04,"What are the best careers/jobs for people with anxiety? There’s obvious bad jobs for people prone to anxiety and panic attacks, but what about jobs that are lax, have shorter hours, etc? Have any of you had any luck finding a good fit? Personally, I’m at university so I would like to do something academically focused but most careers coming out of university are extremely demanding and unforgiving of a slower-paced lifestyle.",7.736842105263157,9.176192684210527,8.193263157894737,63.39384210526315,62.94736842105264,11.343157894736846,38.88421052631579,11.20814326018867,5.00394,348,18,53,10,5,115,57,76,0.131,0.632,0.236,0.9256,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,7,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,12,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,11,8,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,36,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665358175750888,0.0,0.2998366015722821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294682390214304,0.0,0.0,0.16362871494942274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056608762999855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688128150518981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21856095780036827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17911516494023502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643722977523852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299327552703024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5834169139256852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574218451779988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299313119213313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717250853928628,0.17111548495648018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086907874181846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921312490898094,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JonTheAndroid,2018/01/04,"has anyone here took Zoloft or Sertraline for a good period of time and then stopped/taper off I've been on Paxil for 7 years it has helped a little, in 2014 i tapered off without telling my Dr's, but my anxiety went thru the room and i had horrible withdrawal symptoms, researching it's supposedly has similar or as bad as heroin withdraws, its awful, i went to the hospital and told them they said i should start taking it again and in 6 weeks i'd be fine, as it was out of my system they did say i tapered off correctly, yet i felt like i was gonna die. I ask if Zoloft or Sertraline has similar or bad withdrawl symptoms? like i said 7 years i still have anxiety no pill will cure i know, i also get depressed sometime ect ect, so my Dr/Phy got me to start Sertraline and slowly taper off paxil. But i'm worried as i tried other meds and they didnt work paxil is the only one that ever gave any kind of relief, and im willing to try again. but i wanna know if i start using Sertraline if i ever decide to stop will it have the same or worse withdrawl symptoms? It seems to also have less side effect then paxil also. If you are ever offered paxil don't take it, its horrible. trust me, i wouldn't recommend it to my worst enemy. 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Here are some meditation apps that I have found, and what they do. I will hopefully add more as I find more, or as people tell about what they use! Thank you, and I hope this helps. .1. Breathe - Free (with a paid membership) - This is the one I'm currently using. It has a check-in system, where you share how you feel, mentally and physically, and gives you a session based on that. It also has achievements for checking-in, meditating, and how regularly. It gives you a fair amount of sessions with it being free, too! .2. SAM - Free download - Thanks to coloumb for sharing it! It helps with anxiety, and has ""help with anxiety now"" that you can use on the go. It also has the ""Social cloud"" feature, which enables you to share your experiences with the SAM community. I will have to check this one out! .3. Headspace - Free basic pack - Again, thanks to coloumb for sharing. This is another meditation app, that helps with stress, sleep, focusing, and more. They also have SOS sessions, which can help you during a meltdown. Plus, they have a sports pack, so that you can ""keep your mind fit"" during a sports season! Please share your apps that you think help. Thank you. 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I’m new to this sub-reddit, so apologies if I’m not following any rules correctly 😰 I’ve always been positive I’ve had some form of anxiety (which has commonly been labelled as merely overemotional tendencies) and have not needed to take any action on it. This is because I’d have very few panic attacks, I could possibly could three times leading up to before my relationship, so it didn’t effect me much. For context, most of my anxiety was previously socially based, believing my friends had ~secret hatred~ for me. Now, I’m in a LDR, coming up to one year with a girl I love very much. However, although I’m having some of my best times with her, this past year is when I’ve felt the worst mentally. I cry almost every week and I am becoming way too familiar with that gnawing, nauseating feeling you get in your stomach from anxiety. I feel like throwing up right now just from thinking about my relationship - what I’m doing wrong, what she’s failing to do, the future of our relationship, etc. If we discuss this it becomes an argument, because she’s evidently very tired of my tears and overanalytical tendencies, and probably wants to have a normal relationship with someone who doesn’t need reassurance 24/7z I can feel like this for an entire evening, but as soon as we speak again (on the phone), I forget about the way I’ve been feeling. Suddenly, I realise how silly my behaviour has been, and I’ve had no reason to be so anxious. My question is: what do I do? Broad, but I’m lost. Does the correlation between my peak in anxiety and this relationship mean anything for our comparability? How can I explain to her what’s going on for me without her getting mad? (As this has happened a couple of times before.) TL;DR - I haven’t had bad anxiety until I’ve gotten into my LDR. I’m tired of crying and burdening my girlfriend with this. How do I tackle this? Does this suggest incompatibility? 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I’m from Essex UK and literally just want a pal to meet up and chill with I’m geeky, social fairly decent looking and just need a homie haha feel myself sinking again and just want to get back to being a positive bastard about life. 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Hi all... Thanks in advance for reading this. I'm really not sure if i'm thinking crazy or if my intuition is right. I 29F met a guy 30M at a bar. He was fun, friendly, he came with a friend who seemed very nice and sweet. We have been hanging out ever since, for about 2-3 weeks. Going to dinner, movies, dancing, etc. It's clear he really likes me, he's told me and he wants to see me a lot. He asked me to hang out every few days. He's been really nice with planning things... like planning outings since I'm not super familiar with the city, making sure I'm going to have fun, inviting me to places I've said I liked, etc. He's gentlemanly, like opening doors and making sure I get home safe, and stuff like that. He'll buy me drinks but hasn't insisted on paying for dinner when I've offered to split. He texts me every day, like good morning and asks me how my day is going. I do like him, he seems nice and somewhat successful, like he has a steady job. But I'm starting to get this feeling in my stomach that's hard to describe. Kind of like this sinking feeling that something is wrong. Like I'm getting paranoid that something is wrong with him, like maybe he isn't as nice as he seems, or he's going to try to harm me in some way. But, the thing is, he hasn't done anything that I can think of that would justify me feeling this way. There was one time, where we were kissing and he started kissing me kind of aggressively and I didn't really like it because it was too intense for me for having just met someone. So I pulled back, and he apologized. And he didn't really do it again. I met a couple of his friends one night too. And they seemed like normal people. He seems to have a good amount of friends. But, he seems to like me a lot. It seems like too much for having just met me. And I'm just starting to feel this paranoia that I can't explain. I don't know if it's my anxiety acting up bc I'm afraid to get into another relationship, or if my intuition is trying to tell me something. Has anyone else felt like this? I would love to have an outside opinion because I feel like I'm going crazy and I don't want to abandon something that might be good, but then again I don't want to get involved with someone that might end up being bad for me. I know I should probably get him to meet some of my friends but the thing is... I don't really have that many friends and opportunities haven't really come up. update: after i posted this i asked him to hangout with some of my friends later today and he said he would. but he also said he ""wished it was just me and him"". is that weird? am i being crazy? tl;dr i met a new guy that really likes me and is really nice but i'm paranoid he's a bad person but i don't know if its justified or if its just my anxiety.",2.0045500848896443,3.589737755517831,3.5688859083191846,90.45690780984722,77.21731748726656,6.545616298811545,23.32499151103565,7.327094020958105,0.7975022478777589,2194,68,483,27,50,727,228,589,0.093,0.6609999999999999,0.246,0.9986,1,0,5,0,0,0,74.0,2,0,1,6,19,61,1,2,14,0,51,9,1,4,6,106,120,43,0,15,26,0,7,18,7,7,0,3,2,3,33,31,4,2,19,5,2,13,14,10,0,2,21,12,58,51,56,89,12,52,0,1,1,4,68,15,0,26,39,282,91,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04191399059040031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495872644521473,0.12028549167438822,0.0,0.0,0.03664780543968714,0.05370245833222328,0.04313074719915117,0.0,0.14699490158232653,0.0,0.0,0.040301720805791634,0.08752393949028857,0.06389994041645314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994555568169521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045148440523885336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799306530418049,0.0,0.10140453426921543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363584341476295,0.0,0.051343969620839855,0.0,0.0,0.04378363970372754,0.0,0.04642162273759205,0.0,0.11690684029005405,0.0,0.04740980522565367,0.0883190215390649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250583088420628,0.037443262198913765,0.05032389913688482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28345456860732066,0.0,0.16429916249039112,0.0,0.14893521021994854,0.1318825156709777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379257006957876,0.0,0.0,0.04695100635884193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052573676396674665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201098789193368,0.0,0.0,0.10915841195493096,0.08641306798672145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609068677398526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911789931268195,0.0946080530943096,0.0,0.10495658431844283,0.053137710386189405,0.05265506589352005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112020519982559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038528972976924834,0.0,0.0,0.0506199969780127,0.0,0.04918526773496064,0.05135279498438585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103168087577195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03633599692338461,0.04576428213046719,0.05475955860060309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050196367417685184,0.0,0.05650918015420114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242634994701999,0.0,0.3021891833805785,0.0,0.0,0.056271052083491216,0.0,0.04475970379052604,0.1495679177361683,0.0,0.052473722013257104,0.0,0.04176571085085595,0.3339984752395442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671177143342976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888173171329552,0.1613977855028199,0.0,0.0,0.1112928035751099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999939110766585,0.0,0.0,0.1481935398775757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581054365489664,0.04825408108931837,0.0,0.0,0.1044609434799281,0.06716719992743754,0.0,0.0,0.030561955756379326,0.0,0.049680605420189296,0.05008207113653581,0.0,0.07116884121690091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043245526384215374,0.0927421612099857,0.08320467631736081,0.042041878489424686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602714048216933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169629784619856,0.11460895247134048,0.0,0.0 anxiety,buttw0rm,2018/01/04,"What’s the most ridiculous thing you have done because of anxiety? When I first started dealing with anxiety about 7 years ago, I didn’t know what was happening to me. It came on pretty suddenly in the form of panic attacks and obsession over my health. I was convinced there was something wrong with me. I had recently began renting a small house in an old neighborhood and it didn’t take long for me to begin blaming the house itself. First I thought it may have been haunted, never believed in that stuff before but had no idea why I was feeling the was I did. The House was pretty old, old neighborhood, large cemetery across the street; that’s the stuff of ghost stories, right? Surely there wasn’t anything wrong with me! It must have been some sort of supernatural malfeasance. I started burning candles, going to new age shops to get odds and ends that supposedly helped that sort of thing. Of course there was no difference. Then, one day, I was taking a shower and noticed some mold. I had a light bulb moment and figured it must have been *everywhere*. In the walls, in the attic. I figured I had been breathing mold spores that were somehow causing me to become unraveled. I called up my landlord and gave her an earful and demanded my deposit and the rent for the remainder of the month to be returned. I was moving out and going to live with family several states away. When she told me that isn’t how it works I called the property owner and gave him an earful too. I’m usually a very reserved and respectful person, but at that point it wasn’t really even ‘me’ in control. The thought of spending another night in that house terrified me, so I posted a ‘free stuff’ ad on craigslist stating that everything on the patio was up for grabs. I then dumped all of my belongings on the patio, with the exception of some clothes and a few sentimental items and left town. The whole rest of the summer had me obsessed with cleansing mycotoxins from my system, whatever that meant. I followed a paleo diet, drank this disgusting tea made from the bark of a tree that supposedly had antifungal properties. I lost a lot of weight after already being pretty thin, stopped sleeping, and eventually went to see a doctor. After lots of doctor hopping and years of trial and error, I finally found a medication that works well. I still have my moments, more now that I’ve stopped the medication. But I can see how absurd my behavior was when all this first started. ",5.434118925831204,7.103935115217389,5.667774936061381,78.52482097186704,68.5,8.71611253196931,31.355498721227626,9.168548406835145,2.8451393861892584,1963,82,345,38,34,623,239,460,0.127,0.8140000000000001,0.059,-0.9798,4,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,7,16,15,4,3,35,0,40,13,4,5,6,60,69,27,1,2,4,0,4,0,0,3,5,2,6,1,30,24,4,3,9,1,6,6,8,10,1,4,41,9,42,6,56,23,14,77,0,1,2,0,13,26,0,10,41,260,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07040172726136576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764280287297764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832796100139403,0.1215133547774113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535653277802447,0.0,0.0,0.0903525999402954,0.0746184348154842,0.0,0.0,0.04841416879538689,0.08771400895413234,0.06758123201963187,0.08948001928858704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621949871666266,0.09083621150168038,0.0,0.0815870159329699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907715523067762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121983115822855,0.08187933422823149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297780861679349,0.0,0.1625810621965087,0.0,0.08127502966799822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034323551246592,0.0,0.0,0.05245667449098125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137827371859058,0.0,0.07487084074086127,0.0,0.04015753142172983,0.0,0.0,0.08700157967345575,0.0,0.2026658182595404,0.0,0.08708078318115149,0.0,0.0,0.04149407826209475,0.0,0.09027331618992772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023153123526586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442057257927131,0.0,0.0,0.05323407302734743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665636559013019,0.0,0.08965639064574159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364758227076705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862909071151198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013000157178143,0.07028488884453084,0.0,0.0,0.08669716047766912,0.13504140980086266,0.0,0.07514985996654533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600161556450068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339290686688594,0.08441171753698251,0.0,0.0,0.06125419972894056,0.07670508179329888,0.0,0.07453101955486477,0.0,0.0,0.09042108155943984,0.25001623786044924,0.0,0.05381757424697396,0.0,0.0,0.09318317021144892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06934715949417873,0.0,0.0,0.07507830578342634,0.0,0.07606315089612603,0.2423984489491104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087898373953696,0.0,0.07841843636845956,0.0,0.0,0.06782491002098273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657615401919955,0.0,0.0,0.08972287232794575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947813421662847,0.0,0.0,0.0611419946529654,0.0,0.0,0.16864330523256174,0.0,0.06342553548829387,0.13279865240217278,0.0,0.0,0.2727533668834873,0.0,0.0,0.0748531428695093,0.0,0.11942908125593933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055272710679068,0.0,0.0,0.12610245186589794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758899563857028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747076591234856,0.06553045903847728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671311088978107,0.07140881700731673,0.0736238564075693,0.07166489856485754,0.08867046177801344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563854380606435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366830498581362,0.0,0.1022887535705278 anxiety,Aishathewriter,2018/01/04,"How to stop Ruminating about Rude Criticisms Hi folks, I used to have debilitating anxiety everyday but it's gone. The only thing I struggle with now, is if someone is rude to me, if they criticize me in way that isn't constructive, I will be assertive and calm in the moment and ask the person to be polite and will diffuse the situation, but then I ruminate about the event literally all day every day for about 2 weeks. I think what is confusing for me, is that the criticism has elements of truth in it, but because it's delivered in such a rude way, I feel really disrespected and offended. If I was told the feedback in a constructive way, I would appreciate it. I don't know how to stop the ruminations. I don't understand why this is my trigger. In the ruminations I go over and over what else I could have said to have gotten the person to agree with me that they shouldn't speak to me in that way or at least for them to understand why I do things. I rationally understand some people are rude and they won't change or understand me, but I can't stop doing this. Does anyone have any tips? Or does anyone else go through this? The triggers are generally family members or once in a while new people I am getting to know as potential friends. The new people I can stop engaging with, but as family members are always there, I can't cut them off.",6.453734335839598,6.271191390977446,7.47336842105263,73.06724561403509,65.54135338345864,11.754987468671679,33.1468671679198,11.34169021259432,3.7626449122807024,1074,41,210,31,15,364,131,266,0.16699999999999998,0.754,0.079,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,0,8,12,6,2,15,0,31,0,0,5,2,46,48,24,0,6,12,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,0,2,15,9,0,4,8,0,0,3,7,8,0,0,5,3,30,4,35,35,3,34,0,0,0,0,13,12,0,9,15,154,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910132712690676,0.0,0.0,0.07281986103792468,0.0,0.08191791954725203,0.0,0.0,0.14974933065335894,0.10971880980602297,0.0,0.0,0.100107804807196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527657789701381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327922485145095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854967673877694,0.0,0.0,0.1381188764224154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741746385097252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789075951625933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022173497674156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018959486216122,0.0,0.05414419566059142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827317750102584,0.0,0.05594625497729297,0.0,0.12171505373144112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769962698959008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684214441183105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403950711896207,0.0,0.08144116613436514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271283993475366,0.1870008458800485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859987536770935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186010367009424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036536372795192,0.0,0.0,0.0907307656728319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581034971305705,0.0,0.1119460159577998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228188362039734,0.06861422607929002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232204275877878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44590718099186377,0.0,0.0924850117658875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399888325171304,0.0858952273903873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325083751499872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606842864690258,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxietyalt2018,2018/01/04,"Sense of impending mortality before sleep I've had this problem for about six years; as I'm falling asleep I sort of remember that I am really going to die, and instead of being a ""someday"" problem, it becomes so real and horrifying that I cry out and weep a bit. It only happens when I'm alone, and it's extremely fleeting, usually the yelling snaps me out of it and it's gone. I'm beginning to think about talking to a professional about it, but I'm in the military and the suggestion of mental instability will be taken very seriously. Does this sound like anxiety, or something else I should seek help for?",6.437300242130752,6.710861059322037,7.884285714285718,68.56059322033902,65.52542372881356,11.48861985472155,37.19612590799032,11.20814326018867,4.466310895883777,487,24,87,14,7,169,79,118,0.175,0.768,0.057,-0.8453,0,1,1,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,6,2,2,0,0,17,16,11,2,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,3,2,5,1,17,9,1,10,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347263730984195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576771584794006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276374595378269,0.1753884032074067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22502383653702726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640728672503665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391448627249876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803723368022745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218235882656138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713971694234145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822665220809552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381543186691346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069721656538884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771510879088145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675949450728274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944478058168757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460361883791744,0.13204233554518155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334877415897525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20626352366747447,0.0,0.0,0.15867714290831916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16566716435568996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320699580658303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270061894734195,0.17006618892162526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327310898209082 anxiety,Skrooby_Doo,2018/01/04,Skipping class I'm just posting this because I feel bad right now but I'm currently skipping classes because of my social anxiety and I'm in a bad habit of doing this and I don't get caught or anything either. I just feel bad for my teachers because I wanna be a good student and learn but I can't because I'm always so scared. just venting thanks.,1.3866666666666667,3.777807666666668,3.161666666666669,88.42500000000004,83.44444444444446,4.711111111111111,28.44444444444445,5.985473137389443,1.2821611111111109,280,14,53,2,8,93,44,72,0.241,0.6609999999999999,0.098,-0.9045,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,13,7,0,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,2,7,2,5,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284369124303024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810271263003493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082967865063104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504284140680611,0.5358129149930005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222172197248412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480659268634985,0.0,0.0,0.18430991405661726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21045295013455406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18765923102527532,0.0,0.0,0.22000097159101775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400020780139704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230973362628552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SionCrimson,2018/01/04,"Advice for watching a horror movie in the cinema Okay, so I know this doesn't sound like much of an anxiety problem, but hear me out. I'm gonna watch Insidious 4 in the cinema on Monday and I've never seen a horror movie in the cinema before. Usually with horror movies I look away or cover my eyes, but I'm worried about what other people in the cinema would think if they saw me doing that. 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Disclaimer: I’m aware I need to seek help but I cannot afford it at this point in time, my daughter is already seeing a therapist for her own anxiety and behavioral issues and we can only do one thing at a time. That being said, I’m struggling in ways I’ve not struggled before, dealing with constant anxiety over possibly having something wrong with me. A little backstory: about a year ago I had an abnormal PAP that showed some changes, which kicked back an HPV test which was positive for high risk HPV (the kind that can cause cancer). they ran me through a gamut and by the repeat PAP, everything was clear and fine and back to normal. Also had a follow up 6 months later which was completely normal. In theory I shouldn’t have anything to worry about- but in theory I wouldn’t have debilitating anxiety already where these kinds of things make it worse. Knowing I have this high risk strain of HPV makes me constantly paranoid that my cells are changing and I’m getting cancer as we speak. I have a PAP test every year but in my brain a year is such a long time between tests and I worry that something is going on and when I go back I’ll be hit with a diagnosis or something. I also do a full panel of blood work each year and that also gives me anxiety thinking I’ll get back some weird result I wasn’t expecting. In October I felt a lump on my breast and had to have a mammogram which came back completely normal as well, but because of this I am now terrified to even check my breasts for fear of finding something again because the debilitating anxiety that ensued after the first time was enough to incapacitate me for days. This has consumed my thoughts and my life as of late, I’m terrified to have some kind of diagnosis... every little twitch and twinge I feel I start panicking that it’s a problem. Short of having a monthly full-body scan to put my mind at ease, which is impossible, I don’t know how to calm myself down from all this and just relax. Would getting on anxiety medication even help with things like this?? Does anyone else have experience with this type of anxiety and have any tips on how to cope and calm these thoughts? 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I feel like because im a big guy people think I can take it and that the initial impression they get of me is that im hostile and rude (I am not white, and have a beard which I can imagine can cause discomfort to some people, especially women). it makes me try very hard to not hurt them by anyway and make the interaction as neutral or satisfactory to them as possible. If they get mad at me at even the stupidest reasons I have to stay calm and collected and never get angry myself. after that I avoid those kind of situations while thinking about them for a while. its the weirdest shit, I thought about taking fighting classes (adult karate or boxing) to just be ready and get some relief that if I get into heated situations I can handle them. plus it might also help me be honest to people and even honest to myself and not be afraid to voice my opinions. what do I do ?",5.870226480836238,5.628439890243907,6.6604181184669,78.60731707317073,66.76422764227642,9.304994192799072,29.766550522648085,8.841846274778883,2.1936745644599305,967,30,192,14,14,321,134,246,0.172,0.687,0.14,-0.8352,0,1,0,0,4,0,19.0,0,0,8,0,11,25,7,6,9,0,17,1,1,5,2,53,35,27,0,7,14,0,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,3,14,15,0,2,7,0,0,2,7,15,0,0,2,7,35,10,32,29,3,14,0,1,1,0,18,6,1,17,7,145,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406467255129496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998280548368387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170311018652538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241666559141214,0.0,0.1013235250153815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330706157700625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323608302819797,0.11894947169372914,0.08403132577883858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36872525623103736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646724613103725,0.0,0.0,0.10536889894969204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884156020708417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591999868905307,0.0,0.2541103759860581,0.0,0.0,0.10455050737436768,0.0,0.12248834019530988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149312701767838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703120599987094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478154025548388,0.11876772209890388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071965380866268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261854673609489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260451761099867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093809369207388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708024731126535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074037545396273,0.0,0.3966462956273337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537260289186478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687872756758086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814482550598323,0.15073870510456286,0.0,0.0933811136895223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985965605546687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705294631552654,0.06937827443799273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860447590180896,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cumcumber,2018/01/04,"Feel like I don't have a support system It's not like I don't have friends, but I feel like if I told them what I'm going through (suicidal thoughts, desire to self-harm, anxiety attacks) I don't know how they would react. Talking to my family is out of the question as I've tried to do that before and it didn't work out. I tell my girlfriend some of my thoughts, but I worry she'll begin to see me as emotional baggage and start to resent me if I keep dumping my issues on to her. Don't know why I'm posting this really because I don't expect much help but I guess it feels good to get it off my chest. Thinking about getting medicated but I'd have to go back home for that so I guess I'll just be like this for a while.",3.3723417721518985,3.4270612974683594,4.911240506329119,87.99293670886074,72.10126582278481,7.838987341772152,27.8253164556962,7.554174236665415,1.3500511392405063,567,19,131,6,10,192,95,158,0.112,0.762,0.126,0.4779,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,5,10,3,0,3,0,14,2,1,2,0,30,36,13,1,5,8,0,3,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,9,0,0,2,7,3,0,0,4,4,22,7,20,29,2,12,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,6,8,83,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480016507794015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707218668658663,0.0,0.11539157724742613,0.0,0.09147890912900493,0.0,0.1276952085840452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880417786960586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14146897503274,0.0,0.2276338059194533,0.21441452106931785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594070602452534,0.0,0.15680669974000122,0.0,0.1705720596673591,0.12586833506825976,0.0,0.0,0.3306294823653535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005861517444774,0.0,0.15052854617156355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663003272858644,0.0,0.13338565563768898,0.0,0.0,0.164944821385789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29325888913975995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117582027781365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031585928936084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372185337519433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810838989831967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613619413267108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958326229205644,0.0,0.1565516832193218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621756659560468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641479700225481,0.17029324575170202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061745657670572,0.13116439648753006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961563052886618,0.0,0.23827146106625646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143394601141502,0.0,0.1018850395801172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541132496275812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924991695461454,0.1523994213135045,0.0,0.10660266049416373,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Derailed94,2018/01/04,"I'm scared of exercising, practising the guitar, cooking, doing the dishes etc. because it all creates noise that could upset my neighbours I don't know what to do anymore. It feels like I'm completely losing my shit. My neighbours (downstairs) are driving me absolutely fucking batty. The walls are very thin over here and you can pretty much hear everything, from yawning to snoring to loud farts and talking. And of course every vibration like steps + going to the toilet, having a shower, whatever it is, you can hear it and form an opinion/judgement about it...and that is what freaks me out. They can know everything about me and probably already do, and the worst part then is that they can JUDGE me, potentially provoke me through the walls (which they've done before by yelling at me after I've yelled myself, out of excitement and not related to them that is). They could laugh at me, talk crap about me, get annoyed by me, whatever, I just wanna implode. Sometimes I'm too scared to even move around and go to the toilet, no jokes. I can't pursuit any of my attempts to build a proper hobby because I'm worried that my sucking at playing the guitar for example is gonna annoy them and they'll start provoking me over it or judge me or laugh at me. Like them laughing through the walls and yelling 'har har har is that all you got? damn, my 3 year old nephew can play better than that, faggot'. Because of all this I'm considering taking my own life soon. I'm 23 and totally fucked up anyway, completely isolated and a wreck. My only hope was to build good habits and hobbies and hope to get back onto track but I can't do that, the imagined psychodrama and shaming that I would have to endure by them potentially being nasty because of me doing my shit is even worse than death. So I don't know what to do...",5.5435242236024855,6.429476425714286,5.785925465838512,80.68420496894412,67.6,8.486956521739131,31.21739130434783,8.587818076936951,2.4016621118012424,1439,56,268,21,23,458,182,350,0.147,0.772,0.08199999999999999,-0.9776,1,0,0,0,2,0,46.0,0,3,8,3,13,30,9,4,14,0,33,10,3,2,4,40,58,20,1,6,5,1,2,3,2,3,3,6,1,0,19,18,2,0,5,7,0,5,6,16,0,0,3,8,40,14,43,49,10,27,0,1,0,2,18,15,7,4,10,188,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896231942120165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947152091366469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589767619264695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403372806688446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089861195039263,0.0,0.28495681543875906,0.0,0.0994426483966464,0.0,0.0,0.10335670266343612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450593410222984,0.0,0.0,0.18661277406089047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959243649707255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303342409044085,0.15437512698639888,0.0,0.09846295222037094,0.0,0.21005963828819985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059089944919742114,0.08348765809720272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160777520198098,0.12211322320853107,0.0,0.13283299775988858,0.09801997057881873,0.09346680885707416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634284212093333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23214462248612666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267617861071487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254449250316831,0.17128152805390345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074091261424675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420792721193287,0.08590847949213093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262909929286606,0.0,0.0,0.08888033079752351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12655231329791922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889269160672974,0.12599914737674872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340024829704908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23991841354398424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155814747168991,0.0,0.08271693390564554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786717688291694,0.18786169751953805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642503107284477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868105497127272,0.11909439019462355,0.08301682579335798,0.0,0.0,0.0752565782855982 anxiety,ToxicMM,2018/01/04,"Music helps me when I’m anxious or stressed Whenever I’m feeling down, I can listen to classical music or jazz. Or play my trombone and sing. Does any one else get less anxious when they do something related to music? Music is a passion of mine and I plan on doing music education when I go to college (note that I’m a sophomore in high school)",4.1052173913043495,5.318948507246379,5.69634782608696,78.80191304347828,71.17391304347825,7.838840579710146,32.64057971014493,8.238735603445708,2.628157101449276,273,13,50,4,5,93,49,69,0.092,0.773,0.136,0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,11,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,7,2,7,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,3,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898042831839447,0.0,0.0,0.6306294169250278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24425092876695026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331604824013213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112633695603502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582338762306873,0.0,0.1586245716272373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708146296897024,0.2948949026250104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18913207182912325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824740901469456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148724145650384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197194139111938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Freckles8919,2018/01/04,"After years of health anxiety I don’t know which symptoms are real or not anymore, worried some day I will overlook something serious So I have had many years of health anxiety and every test in the book all coming back clear. Since I have been to the dr so many times and every time been cleared I no longer go to the dr and try to fight through any symptoms I have hoping they will go away and assuming it’s just mental. Plus financially all the tests have taken a toll and I can not really afford to keep doing so. For the past week I have been feeling horrible. Nausea, fatigue, body aches, head pain, blurry vision dizziness etc. I went to the dr for the nausea before the other stuff started and was cleared once again and given acid meds. Now I feel like I’m barely functioning and should go back with the new symptoms but I won’t because I don’t want to keep living in this cycle and I assume anything serious would have been picked up at my earlier appointment. This approach gives me even more anxiety because now I start to worry I am overlooking or ignoring that one serious thing that shouldn’t be left. I started googling which I know you should never do and then become more worried I’m letting it run its course. What if it’s meningitis or it’s mono etc. The other issue is I have a number of continuing health problems like sciatica and tmj most likely stress triggered and it’s hard to say what part they are playing in all of it. What approach do you folks take when you have health anxiety and feel truly ill? Is it better to keep going to the dr or take their word for it and do the best you can to recover on your own. I almost feel it’s damned if you damned if you don’t type scenario. I have told my family I truly do not know what is real and what is mentally manifested anymore to the point where I can’t trust my own body and fear one day I’m going to have a stroke and just stay home chalking it up to anxiety. 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I am a 22 year old, 230 pound male. I just got prescribed 10mg of lexapro daily about an hour ago. My anxiety symptoms include a constant feeling that something is wrong, irritability, racing thoughts, lack of motivation, panic attacks (rarely), indecisiveness, loss in appetite, overthinking, etc. I am terrified to start taking it after reviewing some of your guys's experiences with the first few days being horrific. I do not have particularly bad anxiety at the moment, and I'm scared if I start taking my medication for the first time I will regret it. People who have taken lexapro, what is your experience with the drug? Any recommendations for going into something like this for the first time? Appreciate you beautiful people!",8.240151515151513,10.066629378787882,8.54515151515152,59.92106060606065,62.03030303030303,11.321212121212122,37.39393939393939,11.20814326018867,4.934084848484847,626,30,90,18,9,206,97,132,0.249,0.647,0.104,-0.9656,0,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,5,3,9,1,3,8,0,9,4,0,1,0,15,20,2,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,3,3,1,12,1,15,15,4,19,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,3,16,61,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001530531833195,0.12701247453104414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743792125459663,0.0,0.3288352249132363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300604750968953,0.0,0.0,0.11963601730743773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483892318765347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924062200394184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616375906560538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979935146601398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803181694070182,0.0,0.0,0.0724486122051591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656314707228637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143150544332013,0.0,0.11459717212695365,0.0,0.0,0.14187352376437948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411057152059626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000124426549381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886867792030753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624314815599673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035228196275624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681127082190001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866994023007328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434521149647352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206137928919431,0.0,0.0,0.20283407187024485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14892676703057514,0.2154632241474884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375136007997474,0.16709991296609944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665838056763853,0.0,0.09227009203521687 anxiety,reelvibes,2018/01/04,"Taking Buspar as needed when you already take Buspar daily I take 15mg of Buspar twice daily, once in the morning and once in the late afternoon. I know many people don't think it works, but for me it does. I found that it works at stopping basic anxiety and paranoid thoughts, but isn't so great at stopping panic attacks or when you get more anxiety than usual due to something happening. It's good at managing anxiety and paranoia, but it's not a miracle drug that will eliminate panic attacks and event-based anxiety. But what if I take an additional Buspar dose as needed when those situations arise? Let's say I take my morning dose, but then something happens during the day before my late afternoon/early evening dose that gives me a panic attack or extreme anxiety. Could I take a dose of Buspar then to help alleviate it, and then take my normal second dose at its normal time? Has anyone tried this?",6.405681818181819,7.2963529825581395,6.973298097251586,72.91757928118393,65.68604651162791,9.510359408033828,32.496828752642706,9.573946990214177,3.2007953488372087,731,29,121,14,11,240,99,172,0.276,0.687,0.037000000000000005,-0.9928,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,2,5,8,3,3,7,0,6,6,0,0,0,26,23,22,0,6,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,13,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,1,13,2,14,18,1,21,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,3,15,78,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047182104150149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629693664708956,0.0,0.0,0.06635229504984873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238678680485951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074805280924847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576537017922642,0.0,0.0,0.06119896763710935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304263401163424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004725124757332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267678459553458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040466926814786,0.0,0.0,0.049578350714372894,0.09103125131068847,0.0,0.07959282951806781,0.0,0.1046212914337068,0.0,0.0,0.1678294172385679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360564333622895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215142093254655,0.0,0.2140897883324174,0.0,0.0,0.09703584238885182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620791737776564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072582955757448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595251549487876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021186469597611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340140150292685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578775345112163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546374941388242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666515961058534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461085234926243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867175363202402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4994408825063473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080443035793906,0.0,0.07533546769083233,0.05533362451907341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442699493358746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451265557135676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816834885940188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dennisras,2018/01/04,"groin/prostate cramp Hey guys, first time i'm posting on this subreddit (or any anxiety-related page for that matter). I'm a 23-year old male diagnosed with GAD. Lately my mind has been occupied with the pelvic area, since i suddenly developed an urge to urinate, accompanied by a pressure in the bladder. I did tons of daily research without finding much reassurance from forum/discussion sites, which in itself made my anxiety go trough the roof, since this type of identification is usually where i find relief and helpfulness (the reason why i'm on this subreddit right now, lol). The symptoms have since become an on/off type of thing, which assures me that this is plain, good ol' anxiety. Today i got out of bed, and as soon as i woke up, i experienced a spasm in my groin/prostate area, that feels like the twitch you would normally get in your arm, leg etc., only this time in ""that"" area. It hasn't stopped since, and the lack of info only makes it worse. Basically, i just wanted to know if anyone else have experienced this type of thing? The fact that it's in the groin/prostate area, makes me suuuper anxious, and my occupied mind towards it only increases, as well as my state of panic. Have a lovely day ",7.9635526315789456,7.476604565789473,7.863859649122808,72.52368421052633,62.55263157894736,11.635087719298248,36.10526315789474,11.038039088145766,3.9337736842105264,963,39,177,23,12,310,139,228,0.08800000000000001,0.82,0.092,0.4689,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,0,1,5,9,0,2,15,1,10,9,4,4,2,31,24,10,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,2,20,7,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,5,3,16,7,30,18,6,34,0,0,0,1,8,18,0,2,13,107,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600516262667017,0.0,0.19350116554138053,0.14287713809713193,0.0,0.0884320249483148,0.12958530744321556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967816951496792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156384988386778,0.0,0.0,0.12836621736244494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565096251070674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104949113764684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639479434141492,0.09035148100122913,0.0,0.0,0.23118587257411136,0.10757685062807798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660762968933615,0.0,0.07187683992444507,0.10607854755228677,0.10115105390623476,0.0,0.0,0.12522696837806968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847713833279959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950559514983254,0.0,0.14266570198339307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061787734381074384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141457395766356,0.1196706775188241,0.1688418205234407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25540093500418626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297132689529608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391551397800896,0.0,0.0,0.13271088191331668,0.0,0.0,0.2885625145965545,0.0,0.14838741040263084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112502679323893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003407685489576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800622833465824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184751279218259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573608995166173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314526280221172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804449177990333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749345023484728,0.0,0.1198804808434136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929082269056986,0.0,0.07459634590652771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371333913180365,0.0,0.11412113035729132,0.0,0.0,0.12191430448689343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888557157148267,0.08984193986754364,0.0,0.0,0.08144369429158246 anxiety,chzkayla,2018/01/04,"just got hired! i just got hired for a job that pays pretty well, and the hours are well-suited for me, working about 4-6 hours per day, and i am super happy about it because i quit many jobs because of its long hours, and i hope this one last and that i wouldn't have any attacks at work! 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Self diagnosed. I want to get help for it but I have no idea where to start. My (26F) boyfriend (26M) of 9 years broke up with me two days before Christmas. I believe a lot has to do with my anxiety and insecurities at times. Since the break up, I haven't been able to sleep. My mind will not stop wandering and overanalyzing situations. I haven't had much of an appetite to eat much and have since lost 5 pounds. Might not seem like much to some but I'm already a small framed woman. I try to distract myself and write out my thoughts. I've listened to music a lot but a lot of times I just stay in bed when I'm not at work. I don't have many friends and don't have too many people I talk to. My ex doesn't really understand anxiety and thinks I'm just being over dramatic. I get very anxious and my heart starts beating out of my chest. My ex and I were at dinner two days ago and we were talking about our relationship and I couldn't even breathe and kept trying to catch my breath. I have been open to seeing a therapist but I have no idea where to start. Any other tips that would help calm down my anxiety and panic attacks? 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Good morning, friends! Last night was a huge struggle for me. I climbed into bed when I suddenly just started fucking bawling. I decided to try and meditate and preform some deep breathing exercises and they worked enough to allow me to fall asleep. Anyways, during this time I was looking up apps for these things specifically and found one named Pacifica. Basically, it gives you the tools for deep breathing, meditation, positive visualizations etc. it also helps you set goals, some as simple as “going to the store”, or “smiling at a stranger”; silly things like that but it makes a difference. Anyways, I know it’s only been a day but it’s got me looking forward to completing the goals I have set for myself, finding the positives out of my day, and stray away from the negative feelings that come up! 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What happened is I sent like a really dumb text to a girl I really like (remember that it was on afternoon) And my fucking excuse was sending another text now on late midnight that said like: ""Oh no! I am not 100% sober! Forget that!"" And then after that, on 7:50 in the morning, I said: ""Sorry about that, I was in a hospital examination and was on after effects of anesthesia, so I picked up my phone and sent you dumb things"" So now its afternoon of the next day and she hasn't responded yet, and I don't think she will ever do (she visualized all the messages). I don't know how to fell, because after vacations I will see her again (mind you that my classroom is very small on number of people) I feel so fucking embarassed right now and wish I didn't send those texts to her, and for me it seems like she now thinks of me as weird and insecure... 1 year trying to approach her, and then this fucking text screws things up Any advice?",3.2305639534883714,4.395481995348842,4.524113372093026,86.56058866279072,73.23255813953489,7.793604651162791,25.53052325581395,8.278499904357787,1.4485872093023258,819,26,175,13,16,271,117,215,0.098,0.809,0.093,-0.5069,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,0,1,14,13,6,1,8,0,17,5,0,3,3,31,32,19,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,3,1,2,0,1,17,10,0,0,8,0,0,7,7,8,0,0,10,4,28,5,25,18,2,39,0,0,1,4,21,13,6,3,24,126,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673461898429885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211395259546246,0.15745585791830916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153614530379564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968407807877562,0.15480837163536296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716566426620757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592541032350543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164615148863549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327859964967924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825240117161115,0.0,0.16938702613199866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606245227950237,0.36680296780309296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161879922872712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969686882916806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410204054840726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923926885195425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010201370392206,0.1282358237964649,0.2856731020708723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196580826912912,0.1367000289225448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680918317995081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951927004694034,0.19243293599766656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194878662289997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389773014014938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267659510999706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524947740018931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669812002089084 anxiety,Undedmekko,2018/01/04,"Rescheduled again Had my first panic attack back in Oct. Thought it was a one time thing but the feelings persisted so a week later I made an appointment. Evaluation was scheduled for Dec 19th and that felt like a year with these feelings coming and going. That appointment comes and I get scheduled for the psychiatrist, ologist, Doctor I don’t know, on Jan 2. A week before that appointment I get told they’re closed for the holiday, so I rescheduled for today. Get a call just now that my appointment in 2 hours is rescheduled again but this time the doctor is out with he flu. I’ve started using cbd oil and it helps but I really want to be seen and I don’t know. I know I’m not a doctor. I’m just venting.",1.326666666666668,3.941500425531917,2.863581560283692,88.4841666666667,87.29787234042553,5.970212765957447,21.30851063829787,7.3871296695380915,1.003740425531915,564,19,110,10,18,184,83,141,0.057,0.852,0.091,0.6694,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,1,11,0,8,4,0,2,0,27,29,10,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,2,0,2,8,5,10,1,11,20,0,24,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,17,68,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493788404275646,0.0,0.12500023883444294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832839408021616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599410392594782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28006575082408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4991676661421116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439258846834992,0.0,0.15608513198491106,0.0,0.0,0.13827525945197014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254796000530162,0.0,0.09238780119620184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896196491479757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009094628823095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680196756066275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941964235437968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382021211903274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015630222180814,0.0,0.0,0.1907316263028284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104141459141779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506230792213296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799905167643853,0.0,0.0,0.12905616792484778,0.18958256334533985,0.0,0.15408988546392174,0.15533507572934446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040148065017882,0.0,0.0,0.09588335245149683,0.0,0.2607950602184463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468467791300233 anxiety,anathematic-,2018/01/04,"I know I’m being ridiculous, but... On NYE, my friends and I went into town drinking. To cut a long story short, we all got way too hammered and we all can’t remember most of the night. I have random flashes of memory, like leaving one club to go to the next, and going to the chip shop (and falling over, the shame). I understand it’s dangerous to get that drunk - it wasn’t intentional - but nothing happened, and my friends and I all just laughed it off as a messy night and nothing more. But I feel like this is just my mind playing cruel tricks on me because I can’t remember - I just feel like something happened? It’s unspecific: at first, I feared I was racist to people; secondly, I feared I told my friends embarrassing stuff about myself and/or I was nasty to them; and thirdly - and most ridiculously - I fear that when I went outside (apparently I left the club to look for my friends because I thought they got lost) i had sex with someone? It’s completely stupid, like I can’t have, but I fear that I had sex with someone and now am pregnant/have an STD. It sounds laughable, but I can’t stop thinking about it. It’s been a few days now, and all these ruminating thoughts won’t leave my brain. Can anyone provide any reassurance? I’m making myself sick with these thoughts. Could this have happened? Would I have known? I hate alcohol blackouts...",3.8689009596233923,5.6020428935361215,4.279837045084193,86.68455006337135,72.53612167300379,7.290892630816586,30.014303820387468,7.957251820313856,1.9427832337497737,1063,46,213,15,21,334,141,263,0.245,0.633,0.122,-0.9904,1,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,2,2,9,26,8,6,9,0,21,8,1,2,4,49,46,18,0,2,8,0,2,4,4,2,3,1,0,0,16,17,3,1,11,6,1,5,6,15,0,4,15,4,37,11,23,27,8,25,0,1,1,3,10,9,0,3,14,141,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679554678561587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795631508388238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987388160614763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12183367647067635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155573048142256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477545667492344,0.0,0.0,0.07978654697282074,0.0,0.0,0.06444704611771511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789405972427126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497993610602196,0.10105594731520484,0.14278104996713162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500101777316357,0.0,0.0,0.3088248996859779,0.0,0.05220967572322211,0.0,0.11358586001033125,0.0,0.1598474482318409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26510521199032405,0.0,0.0,0.0986608954113292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491930925818723,0.0,0.0,0.2116244032398142,0.10857501761784276,0.0,0.0,0.1952844046883974,0.0,0.0,0.08843554088940535,0.08391663501636874,0.0,0.1090861834807448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670453031193507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009015382437084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627745239729966,0.18755641890401029,0.0,0.1917724383422876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771564081739627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927937748535473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264040465745376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934194633120062,0.07693154897281844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354655493976881,0.0,0.0,0.11439676401899665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403156913815855,0.0,0.238001483425025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548808358918318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403140179664523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932035264219547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18527355369856144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709879149916606,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,graciousgabe,2018/01/04,"Conspiracy Thoughts (Manifesting anxiety) This semester I have been a lot more successful..at this point I am aware of all A's. But there somethings bubbling to the surface these conspiracy theory like thoughts (that often make me guilty of doing something wrong) It started small in October but it is same type of thoughts ever since. Partly I think it is obsessive behavior but how can you neutralize these things I am kinda of worried that it'll bubble up somewhere else. What do you guys think? any suggestions ",4.7031868131868135,7.891779153846155,4.945813186813191,75.81168681318681,76.14285714285714,8.914725274725274,32.176923076923075,9.3871,3.819596923076922,417,21,66,12,10,131,69,91,0.123,0.858,0.019,-0.8065,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,2,2,16,17,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,1,7,12,5,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,3,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499891838412301,0.0,0.16872871933200884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425058630267974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19951023872003168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183902710988386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775506455867352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875132504919058,0.0,0.0,0.1472263180787546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388462931947084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850163190144053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182450509300546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339597584943549,0.0,0.0,0.15611435724043748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653106512042094,0.2826534306120301,0.0,0.5253028832987472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399061157890332,0.0,0.0,0.2411490551182141,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smithsonian_95,2018/01/04,"has anyone ever felt like this? A bit of backstory, I was taken off my medication about 3 to 4 months ago until a had a complete breakdown. I was put back on medication and I am now a couple months in. Recently I have had my dosage increased. Since coming off of my medication I have felt really off. It's a bit hard to describe exactly but I guess the best way I can explain it is feeling detached from myself. It almost feels like I'm in a weird dream and I haven't woken up yet. Nothing really feels real. I'm just waiting to wake up and feel somewhat normal again. Has anyone ever felt like this before? And if so does it go away?",1.5766923076923085,3.7195906692307723,4.013076923076927,84.1019230769231,80.76923076923076,6.461538461538463,22.30769230769231,7.61054688173877,1.1189999999999998,497,16,98,8,13,173,82,130,0.04,0.7979999999999999,0.163,0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,7,0,12,4,1,0,3,25,28,8,0,2,3,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,8,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,9,8,12,4,17,19,5,25,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,14,70,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834950343310255,0.0,0.13369204585940286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867080817235251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254380403847576,0.10266176775837348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136080826714302,0.0,0.14011162562962468,0.0,0.29151900760632943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500796052980874,0.13998381138854696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477274538857503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683643260517737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241536803701262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700288238790998,0.0953803314380651,0.3845746788914466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587741494376897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707749015286245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959968990060275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568028721058264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034950554171933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313451645934303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308124965143615,0.1281074675804946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421549622346793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196482114291388,0.17106121383642556,0.0,0.1318260696893518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044173254677324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597486888544967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unclesin,2018/01/04,How to prevent hands from trembling I’m planning on working as a barista. But my hands tremble and shake. Any explanations why and how to prevent them? ,3.758809523809525,6.648481071428575,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,77.57142857142857,5.161904761904762,37.904761904761905,6.42735559955562,2.629819047619048,122,8,21,1,3,37,23,28,0.214,0.7120000000000001,0.075,-0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059306325968519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6713245334464125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.541624930919087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,juanglzz,2018/01/04,Does anyone else have tinnitus due to anxiety? I’ve been diagnosed with anxiety a few months ago but lately I’ve been feeling this on my ear of a sound so annoying. Should I worry about this or is it normal? ,4.073571428571427,5.1852335000000025,5.884285714285718,77.81071428571428,71.14285714285714,10.361904761904762,28.285714285714285,10.504223727775694,3.1308000000000007,165,6,32,5,3,57,35,42,0.263,0.6990000000000001,0.038,-0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,0,0,6,6,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,5,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635153975832947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548274771295476,0.0,0.0,0.20786083997048505,0.30459226585304633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017267757962851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601464146198996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833421855940685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031062830709727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353379351720034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372812103738739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912653287753778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018961003451721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,A-Grey-World,2018/01/04,"Best way to support partner? Looking for tips/strategies to try help my situation. My wife has suffered from depression for most her life, it's been a long battle but we finally feel like we've made progress over the last five or so years and things were finally ""normal"". She worked for years, and we had a kid and she took a few years off as you do. There have been a few occasions where anxiety came up. A year ago we tried getting a dog - but she suddenly got crazy high anxiety attacks. She was throwing up, wasn't eating, having panic attacks. It was a real shock just getting a puppy caused it. Luckily we managed to rehome him with a friend and that was 'solved'. Symptoms went away pretty much instantly. Supporting things on my single income has become increasingly difficult, and she was honestly getting bored at home all day so she started applying for jobs, feeling really good about it. After working for 6 months in a new job (she was doing great, passed probation period no problem), the kid settled in a nursery, she suddenly started getting anxious again. It got so bad she went to the docs and got a week off and propranolol. Over Christmas she recovered well enough. Today she started back at work and pretty much immediately had to leave again. Work is definitely the 'trigger', but it wasn't for a long while. I want to support her as best as possible. Should I be trying to push her to get back to work and ""overcome"" it, even if it's difficult? I don't want her to feel guilty for having to stop work either. Moving job might help, going part time. There's options, but I'm not sure how to approach them best. Anyone got any general tips for how to help? Or any ""Whatever you do, don't do this!"" that I should avoid.",3.946817004747516,5.997360132930517,4.741807293914544,82.12144637462238,73.04833836858006,7.991411307725508,28.437742770824343,8.738905477910976,2.3356516184721623,1368,55,253,27,28,441,185,331,0.145,0.642,0.213,0.9868,4,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,4,2,1,10,17,26,3,2,17,0,28,3,0,5,2,48,56,25,0,7,10,1,3,1,2,3,2,0,1,3,13,15,1,2,3,0,0,11,6,13,1,1,21,4,30,13,40,31,14,55,0,2,1,0,31,14,0,6,30,176,43,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06976764858988553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704483436795144,0.0,0.12041893522889195,0.08891477624990657,0.0,0.0550326932378792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907766434237207,0.07394637803710312,0.12103929342857365,0.06571577827309147,0.0,0.08692400586143317,0.0,0.0,0.2477895988590459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001808804715981,0.0,0.08085219608287221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050758515736609985,0.0,0.06778890428354978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805353426334287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132378776984216,0.0,0.05198421934299845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938754840775115,0.056227202084706614,0.0,0.17243598626176193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080764936043692,0.0,0.2056017929789976,0.0,0.04473013124806336,0.06601441242555224,0.2517918106506541,0.08677305635466594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826384853564865,0.08315664820075465,0.07894800168286494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23430909769206665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415546112102773,0.0,0.08333772646832091,0.0,0.0,0.05559199966480675,0.038451516111325086,0.0,0.0,0.13930372497480867,0.06609277066417586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447301686591216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349406385484992,0.0,0.0,0.06282195368532269,0.08365145679061603,0.11571514993437725,0.0,0.0,0.07601423146545516,0.0,0.0,0.07711464791348592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234390868946042,0.0,0.0852303520815566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872858948675877,0.0,0.16014351222028775,0.0,0.07531050349636771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958405343471988,0.05042073818689504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846824369238074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712440609335585,0.0,0.0,0.0658012954682826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679420972457185,0.07417897217465384,0.0818051170657048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457683143458277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589379133925075,0.0,0.0746035809009342,0.0,0.08744467092792117,0.1603075392835232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928450484615731,0.0624727370819812,0.06313277901074922,0.0,0.07076566790314948,0.1459215147550583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437911086082805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273496379746456 anxiety,InbredAssian,2018/01/04,"Is this anxiety related? I got diagnosed with anxiety around 1 year and a half ago. Recently started having this one weird thing happening to me at night that prevents me from falling asleep and it's driving me crazy. I go to bed, get the urge to pee, go to the bathroom, try peeing, but nothing comes out, head once again back to bed, and get the urge once again. This happens all throughout the night, and I've gotten no sleep due to it. Have any of y'all experienced this? If so, how'd you deal with it? 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Around 2 months ago my girlfriend of 3 years broke up with me. I wasn't a very caring or loving guy towards her and I deeply regret the way I behaved. A couple weeks after the break up I tried to cope by smoking some weed (bad idea) and had a panic attack. The last 2 months I've now been suffering really bad anxiety, it's hard to go to class, get on a bus or in the car and I've been getting a lot of panic attacks if I am uncomfortable. Is it normal to experience really bad anxiety like this after a break up? I am in a really bad place and some help would be much appreciated... thank you",1.7931036931818198,3.3844260234375017,4.343494318181818,84.64752840909092,77.828125,7.467045454545455,21.01136363636364,8.296473431620573,1.0413031250000002,473,12,102,9,11,167,82,128,0.304,0.613,0.083,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,2,15,2,2,11,0,10,1,0,0,0,17,16,7,0,5,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,4,1,10,4,18,10,4,23,0,3,0,1,6,9,0,6,10,65,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264955288474733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169308215472968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317150256724775,0.0,0.3148134688091089,0.0,0.0,0.4621059178902214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106926673739462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309490654627933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353445725318828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457685469326387,0.0,0.07863430556904824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700012002861708,0.0,0.0,0.12394516297869362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274112310907937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619384145415535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112783486051866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759667774554158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763041318228325,0.12487709496841053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208784353947158,0.0,0.10171198032536526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271130739780298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246759591675337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455882720637134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26591469483628744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273851277923957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393870661914312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114163129429526,0.0,0.10982530478606664,0.11098563982794908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828838552010156,0.0,0.0,0.08910058302964395 anxiety,hiiiiiii2345,2018/01/04,"I have the flu, my boyfriend is going to visit his dad in the hospital and I’m afraid he’s going to get him sicker So two nights ago I starting come down with what I think is the flu (hopefully nothing worse) and I feel horrible. My boyfriend lives with me and was already a little sick before this so I’ve been worrying about keeping my distance so he doesn’t catch this too, if that’s even possible when you’re in such close quarters. Last night, his dad had a heart attack so my bf is going to the hospital this morning to see him. I cannot stop panicking that he’s going to bring my flu germs and get his dad really, really sick. He’s older, so already more prone to catch it, but he’s weak from the heart attack and I’m afraid he’ll die if he catches it. Am I being irrational?",2.5976313320825533,3.9750095792682965,4.080000000000002,88.28038461538462,75.15853658536584,7.4851782363977515,24.20075046904315,8.139509932561175,1.2649020637898691,617,19,133,10,13,205,94,164,0.194,0.787,0.019,-0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,2,2,7,0,11,9,2,0,0,17,28,14,1,3,3,3,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,2,0,0,10,2,5,0,2,3,2,17,1,13,23,1,23,0,0,1,0,17,5,0,3,8,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550211950951752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33737199387039346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34780308016175865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007351572111045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167628050982766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864566176724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096329809580452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729115227121032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972720472422572,0.0,0.3474978854844292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622822187595624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182553808341034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586994663265178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246021778820562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532069547786658,0.13497912940265308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868995268083868,0.0,0.14667432374962144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232789379530147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19585343722044896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218104854536487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081958553624049,0.0,0.0,0.1277987030183058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09794720433395628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493230582860074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523784129349902,0.15577849428836055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CrescentPhresh,2018/01/04,"How do I begin to seek treatment? Things came to a head over the holidays resulting in a line being drawn in the sand by my wife. I began some investigation to figure out what is wrong with me. My research led me to the Mayo Clinic website on Generalized Anxiety Disorder and as I read down the list of symptoms, I was genuinely surprised and relieved to find myself nodding my head as I saw myself in most all of the descriptions. Very few did not apply and as I came to realize that this is not just me and I’m not crazy, I realized I don’t know where/how to start the cure. My question is: do I try to find a therapist on my own (and possibly jump from one to another to find one that works for me) or do I see my general practitioner first (and wind up with one that he’s associated with, and not necessarily one that works for me)?",6.189503267973857,5.322117976470589,7.602549019607843,74.1992483660131,66.29411764705883,11.555555555555555,33.594771241830074,10.980518767755715,3.490339869281045,656,25,137,17,9,228,99,170,0.046,0.8959999999999999,0.058,0.2491,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,9,0,10,4,2,3,1,35,19,12,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,8,2,0,4,5,1,0,5,6,3,23,2,31,12,5,17,0,0,2,0,3,9,0,4,4,104,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651291865217332,0.12047007318215056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3602252630500494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804831828870775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317955229328046,0.1339505220199654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232352759967823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654567129704034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268440860608355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753253918913905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641115776997845,0.0,0.15752039901588544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548940456578336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146358554724167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636797140058973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828438440002158,0.10462124176845318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691707774156853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993566362292247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292914035747385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217723475239174,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SammyStar91,2018/01/04,"SSRI Medication. I was prescribed Sertraline yesterday, I had my first dose last night and I feel awful. Does anyone have any experience with Sertraline and how long the side effects lasted? Any advice to help ease them would be much appreciated. I really want to give them a chance and don't want to give up, but I don't know if I can cope feeling this bad after just 1 pill 😞",5.0645945945945945,6.037289243243244,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,68.72972972972973,9.703783783783782,26.962162162162162,9.888512548439397,2.4444248648648648,300,9,58,7,5,101,58,74,0.105,0.737,0.158,-0.2719,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,8,3,0,2,0,15,15,6,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,9,0,6,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809583343838765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035497383119717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560575970769372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863518909207336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19531251946988565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831979241751626,0.0,0.0,0.22570018933880015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898428179150541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282027721205469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959759646787413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265778340849798,0.3638545203896798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751354426237544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22483750462062907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406818548839325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20944595732849688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297935974676712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632830470566891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854569948674152,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,depressed_motherfuck,2018/01/04,"Thinking about giving up alcohol because of the anxiety it causes the day after. Any tips from people here in how to deal social situations where everyone is drinking? As the title says really. No matter how little I drink, the come down is always filled with anxiety. Sometimes its tolerable, other times its crippling. A lot of my social events with friends are centred around drinking, and I don't want to make a big deal out of things by not drinking. I'm pretty sure I can remain just as 'fun' in my sober form, but explaining it to people, at least initially, sounds draining and almost not worth it. How have others here dealt with it?",6.1932142857142845,7.409496588235298,6.473434873949579,75.14527836134455,66.31092436974791,8.975210084033613,30.00105042016807,9.188382445141503,2.7016798319327733,510,18,85,9,8,164,87,119,0.079,0.865,0.056,-0.1837,0,0,5,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,6,5,0,5,1,24,13,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,9,8,5,0,2,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,3,22,13,3,16,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,4,64,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747909949899452,0.14755607577884622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226122684216236,0.0,0.0,0.10020735533254584,0.0,0.2254543734407635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117837226612367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982704914545235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137553885960764,0.0,0.12693442777406244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503264034371617,0.3038358052082093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5774124047560162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408052851369889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384713260339213,0.0,0.0,0.14135761598372792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147689751415671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527707958924095,0.0,0.0,0.09836149242359384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043166463138337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991435997835326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440023626466837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171836655736199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563468538530116,0.0,0.30042243643986044,0.0,0.0,0.14573917516185966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388815941805791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789699586152513,0.09441998426794856,0.0,0.0,0.08592465920367467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691457945626736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mustydusterman,2018/01/04,"do i have anxiety or am i just a “worrier” hello everyone. this is a dumb question because, well, i think i already know the answer. ever since i was young i just had these fears. fears of discipline and judgement. i thought it was normal, but then when other kids started to act off in classes and i was too worried to do so because i was scared that a teacher would yell at me, i realized i was different. i am now a sophomore in high school and life has never been worse. every morning, i wake up close to tears, if not in tears about the day ahead. i have this same feeling of “fear” that i did when i was young, but now it’s about everything. will i miss my next class? will i go to the wrong classroom? will i forget about the assignment? did i forget about a test? over and over. is this just “worrying” or is this anxiety?",1.7826422155688633,3.82762988023952,3.248289670658681,90.3642907934132,79.53892215568862,6.5702095808383225,24.80875748502994,7.6454224807358475,1.2493715568862278,638,24,135,10,16,209,98,167,0.247,0.715,0.039,-0.9855,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,15,8,1,4,9,0,24,2,1,0,2,29,31,13,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,10,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,2,7,1,0,11,2,22,1,19,16,1,25,0,1,0,0,3,10,1,4,13,108,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754515272593459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325675331267754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383998634670327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253662945606012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661127071842985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438172858651731,0.13395754219575526,0.1519235843109034,0.14289167765678132,0.0,0.0,0.5367303064250918,0.08039108732201475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903587669328868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798368312450174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873777962314026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123006886160854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262436322429884,0.0,0.1690897009630445,0.0,0.15577831550020296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781073272130033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917863917117944,0.1609083020009518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151975167121324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253529285989212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187559669091988,0.0,0.12622181768356913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295282205744925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229280063341801,0.16202634026316948,0.1129432918005748,0.17383269559774436,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fdaglo,2018/01/04,"I miss sorry i feel like im going crazy and i feel like this is the only sub whos gonna get it I'm about to break up with my girlfriend. Anxiety got the better of me, I couldn't fix my own problems in our 5 months together and it got me depressed and stressed out, I feel like I have to do this. But I feel like I'm going crazy as well. I cry like 3 times a day, but I feel like I kinda ""make"" myself cry, like, if I want to I can just push the thoughts about her back and keep doing what I do, and then I wouldn't cry. I only cry when I start thinking about her, and about how she just wanted to help me and loved me but I couldn't handle my own problems. I can also stop crying whenever I want to and just be normal. And for some reason I feel more fake crying and talking about how sad I am than just being normal. Like I seriously feel fake being sad. I don't know how to explain this but I feel like I'm going nuts. I feel like being apathetic is my natural state and I'm only trying to be sad or depressed because that's what other people do in those situations. And it hurts me so much and I'm not sure what to do. I just want to feel like I'm normal again. I feel like I'm so different...",0.4958522012578612,1.999225256603772,2.920778301886795,93.78846305031449,81.33962264150944,5.6242138364779874,18.211477987421386,6.42735559955562,-0.2541540880503139,923,19,222,8,24,319,120,265,0.269,0.563,0.168,-0.9873,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,1,21,29,0,1,4,0,20,1,0,5,1,64,59,28,0,13,12,0,11,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,12,15,0,2,16,0,0,4,5,13,1,0,3,11,41,16,23,47,5,19,0,7,0,1,10,4,0,4,21,141,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056075070262218966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05364173395849122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391807828459775,0.0,0.04274460148188425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062015587295607674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621422490571416,0.04522170524254647,0.0,0.1207887899690828,0.0,0.0,0.07326064764542355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900034828254261,0.4508447361293476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0366348918777752,0.0,0.11955271631207673,0.0,0.11216300238974858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700006823267625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750650864176103,0.0,0.0757418104018102,0.0,0.0,0.06232602408487947,0.0,0.0,0.03853620863959696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41108604595257264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328618618636384,0.0,0.046805754333551455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596924636370986,0.0,0.05154638907866303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610862003463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998863464283794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861249315146885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419105509124016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720952076611306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07881800288137833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849378339871994,0.04963141337968871,0.0,0.0,0.058623597342468685,0.08032241158831302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608742525656228,0.0,0.0,0.05635993216599309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493017011973802,0.0,0.05566757815957691,0.040887631844396775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760698892546452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543475922527495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304644902963596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tropicalmishka,2018/01/04,"How do I get a diagnosis? So to begin with I was never diagnosed with anxiety but did struggle with depression a few years ago. Last year I saw a counsellor who told me I’m very anxious. I went to see a Doctor (a General Practitioner in the UK) who signed me up for an online programme that helps deal with anxiety. During this programme I realised I had a lot of the symptoms and generally anxiety driven thought patterns. Then 2months ago I went on antidepressants because my ‘anxious’ mind wouldn’t let me sleep. I’m currently waiting to see a therapist but was told the earliest will be in 4months. However I have actually never been diagnosed properly with anxiety. What if I have something else? My intense mood swings, irritability and occasional low key ‘mania’ drives me to believe that it’s not anxiety. I’m scared to bring this up to my doctor because I don’t want to run the risk of him taking away my antidepressants, which have despite everything made my everyday life better. 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I’d definitely like to hear from others on this if you’re currently in this situation or have been. ,4.93209677419355,5.525234306451615,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,68.83870967741936,8.780645161290323,26.79032258064516,8.841846274778883,1.7395032258064511,245,7,51,4,4,79,44,62,0.095,0.78,0.125,0.264,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,10,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,12,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,2,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564827522102487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120122432262158,0.4572122202126167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904961916075081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727653396067871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237690876088266,0.0,0.2331351524499048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514650892205142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090019685706178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252809960512152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331060825070437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507888815238272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132519810046712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fiorescuro,2018/01/04,"Anxiety flaring up after terror-type attack up the street from me Hi all, this is going to be a long one. I feel like my anxieties are coming true around me, and it's flaring up other anxieties, including some new ones. Recently I was on holidays and a car went through a crowd of pedestrians at the end of the street I was staying on, at an intersection I'd been crossing all week. I have pretty bad anxiety about terrorist attacks, so I'd actually been looking for out of control cars all week at every intersection, given that's been a common thing lately. And it was kind of terrifying to me that it actually happened a block from me. I couldn't get back to my apartment for over 5 hours because the whole area was cordoned off by police. Anyway, I'm having a bit of a strange anxiety reaction to it. When it happened, I couldn't stay indoors. I got overwhelmed with claustrophobia (which I don't normally suffer from) and got really nauseous. Then I got really anxious about throwing up, another of my major anxieties. Which in turn lead to more claustrophobia, and then a vicious spiral started. So basically, all I wanted to do was walk around the street even though it happened on the street. And that feeling hasn't really gone away. Every time I go to the shops, a restaurant, anything... if I'm not near an exit I get overwhelmed with nausea and fall apart. And I'm constantly scanning any room I'm in now. People with backpacks or baggy clothing freak me out, as do unattended bags or anyone just acting a bit odd in general. The state of the world is really not helping me with this part of my anxiety. I was in Nice on the Promenade Des Anglais just before the truck attack happened. Then in London on the bridges where the attacks there happened, again just before it. Now in Melbourne as it was happening. Has anyone else had the experience of their anxiety kind of coming true around them? How do you cope with it? And for those of you who are dealing well with emetophobia in closed spaces.... how? I've got a lot of solo flying coming up as well as a concert to go to, and I really really need to get a grip before then because I'm really not coping well right now.",5.470714285714287,6.446096928571433,6.499047619047621,75.18428571428574,67.80952380952381,9.619047619047619,31.66666666666667,9.784248007369934,3.1318095238095243,1730,70,310,38,28,578,207,420,0.129,0.802,0.07,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,2,2,2,26,19,5,2,29,0,26,0,0,4,6,55,60,27,0,6,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,20,25,0,2,2,3,1,16,7,10,3,2,18,6,28,9,72,39,12,87,0,3,2,0,9,45,0,5,24,227,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.13459463086779871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689676962979336,0.07231304741390003,0.4220481332210913,0.07790783746076599,0.0,0.0964401711534284,0.07066008742928541,0.05675014631785957,0.18417336384620608,0.0,0.31381856098308064,0.06479240733547975,0.0530277980585324,0.05758069005221311,0.08407762915842998,0.0,0.17604566716297218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057807208186658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821490042287738,0.0,0.07452381184819347,0.07734715074449895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710971650476456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760920273516348,0.0,0.06108018185974465,0.0,0.0,0.04554898838991778,0.0,0.11620752526844155,0.0,0.0,0.0674584209333497,0.0,0.0,0.06973888262057519,0.04926672377352543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808996037303734,0.0,0.11757869530295915,0.0,0.2206219965395656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658991232535641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622401625340483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791403320449102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362737148197235,0.0,0.0,0.07779254588506755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033691525679617154,0.0,0.0,0.06102951849371632,0.05791101379779615,0.0,0.0,0.058629332366800624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113471613169022,0.0,0.06660427703344694,0.0,0.0,0.06756847071854802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346135981114882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467951556253001,0.0,0.04780981726298391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015951255046589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092533759510427,0.0,0.06809201083298898,0.0,0.0,0.058893478648252985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881191336541922,0.14700940008248356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04581552768388122,0.0,0.06775516857299359,0.0,0.04021250670492932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501124465533715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067578668955365,0.0,0.11063489091603217,0.0,0.1860163310979566,0.06392879863754815,0.0,0.07699401216807546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BEHRINGERRR,2018/01/04,"Sweating Hi friends. I suffer from anxiety/depression and Irritable Bowel Syndrome and I have problems with my sweating. It's something that drives me crazy. My sweating body parts are my feet and my armpits and the latter is where my problem focus. When I wear something tight (like a shirt, a sweater) I always have this uncomfortable feeling under my arms that always leads me to sweat like a pig. It's overwhelming uncomfortable dealing all day with sweat under your arms. I can take a shower and after ten minutes I'm dripping. It's socially awful, I always feel gross and stinky around people. I can't wear anything nice and classy and I have to wash everything I wear once a day because everything is moist and stinky. This really depresses me. Romantic dates are a pain and sex is really awkward since you can guess how much I can sweat under the blankets. I always leave the blankets with moist spots and I don't think I would be pleasing for my partner. Has anyone ever dealt with something similar? Has anyone ever found a solution? I found some relief quitting smoking, but I'm not really sure about this. Creams never worked on me and made the situation worsening.",5.241666666666667,7.539602055555558,5.424259259259259,77.5466666666667,70.1111111111111,8.133333333333335,30.51851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.799224074074074,948,40,155,18,18,299,125,216,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.9524,2,0,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,3,7,14,0,2,11,1,17,19,16,3,5,38,27,15,0,3,2,0,3,2,2,1,2,0,1,1,8,17,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,3,4,27,6,15,22,4,16,0,3,1,1,7,6,0,2,10,103,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4131894739773799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173608096411959,0.0,0.1021595540064894,0.11051406872162904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567674846721148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789548448975694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601246236603215,0.12798653648770336,0.21384929463018051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224589874829835,0.0,0.0,0.2231444141509354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554140575293565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272233963283728,0.09591298945810196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675810310288164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145008176255565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130052380656806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746761726034854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125978452161354,0.0,0.09574714966270496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322088162952131,0.0,0.0,0.13209747713427705,0.0,0.0,0.13443535388538358,0.0,0.08606549807574858,0.0,0.0,0.1362723250491103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237577199707743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204193372521916,0.0,0.0,0.2385885878365732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026928174446995,0.13954253805056374,0.0,0.1265487031615195,0.0,0.28671528182325845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700381532638955,0.0,0.09334049067405514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954616641311943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037797415991157,0.0,0.0,0.08818800749772479,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xAllAlone,2018/01/04,"Experienced a panic attack like Ive never had before Im a person who rarely has anxiety attacks, maybe 5 in my life time, today being one of them. It was so.. Weird. I couldn't stop crying and it felt so painful emotionally and physically as the tears came out. On top of this I instantly started to lose my breath and I had pretty severe breathing problems for around 5 minutes. It took me probably 15-20 minutes to get back to normal breathing though. Shortly after my head started hurting too, and I feel as if I have a slight migraine right now, which is a few hours after this happened. *grammar",3.656637931034485,5.7255444913793125,4.904689655172414,80.55927586206899,73.91379310344827,6.708965517241379,28.84137931034483,7.554174236665415,1.933657931034484,475,20,84,6,10,157,88,116,0.195,0.6779999999999999,0.127,-0.8616,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,7,9,2,1,5,0,9,7,4,0,1,15,17,10,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,8,0,1,6,3,11,1,14,9,1,20,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,12,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448960624736015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486606458197668,0.0,0.3702624986561088,0.0,0.12513093518673252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847302593606645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612216284474184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875356359630998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305170224824596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822822361165929,0.0,0.1562483297322696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502080242797437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390345300963936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670100763251561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025833239012605,0.0,0.1742080719889393,0.0,0.17577858614115482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494249032547026,0.07950268105616652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820555875696904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348626078091275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255090227608547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594429005107225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027147821680094,0.0,0.1731584211405033,0.19093104934438787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420913873313293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555704251559988,0.17545272057749403,0.15571263620181616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389723188490945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384094600875087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303652269674392,0.0,0.0,0.13605131697672265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988345580397348,0.0,0.09489039248124907,0.0,0.15425099704372858,0.0,0.1808013437679864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,me_irl-throwaway,2018/01/04,"Seeing my doc today for a referral. What should i even say? I've looped through the scenario in my head, I still don't know what to even say, not even in this post. Just keep tracking back on what I type. Like it sort of hurts to reflect on and express, so instead I just don't, though I know I have to, and want to. I feel like they would know what to say and do, and that it would be easy to handle, but I have to go through the doc first and I don't know how to really do that. Any helpful insight or advice?..",1.3277477477477468,2.5121349279279284,2.614594594594596,98.28423423423423,78.09909909909909,5.654054054054054,21.34234234234234,5.82211442006289,-0.18277657657657675,391,10,98,2,9,126,63,111,0.021,0.8759999999999999,0.103,0.7553,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,11,3,0,0,3,0,11,1,1,1,0,24,20,10,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,3,0,0,9,5,0,1,7,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,5,12,2,16,16,0,10,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,6,71,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992883192100542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521410653135975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158391734952785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648466150018678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310120874810852,0.13154187053238342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662012399561748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046448145270533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896958460090196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341785886642614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971140168439961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636624101508274,0.0,0.0,0.4047701663396597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991236151035567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634478611867976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795782057118795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43928056786381103,0.0,0.0,0.14672705866946698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704574236505322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090591234154568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745328633877032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086041176822754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616000687863397,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,babia_majora,2018/01/04,"Propranolol as and when? Hello r/anxiety. It’s my first time posting here so I’m sorry if this is the wrong place or if I break any rules. Anywho I’ve been given Propranolol 40mg today by my Dr and he said I can take it as and when it’s needed as it’s not addictive or anything. I was just wondering if anyone else has any experience taking this way as opposed to a certain amount everyday. My prescription says one to be taken up to 3x a day, but my Dr was clear that I only need to take it when I face uncomfortable situations where I know I will become anxious. I am hesitant to take it everyday as I know weight gain can be a side effect, and as someone who’s struggled with eating disorders in the past I have a phobia of gaining too much weight. Also, I’m not every day put in situations where I need relief from anxiety. I’m self employed so I have reasonable control over when I need to face social situations etc. Hopefully that all makes sense and some of you guys can shed some light and on your experience with Propranolol. Thanks! 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My anxiety was just all over the place during the call but, I'm feeling better now. It sort of feels weird to be this happy even though it's a good thing and I should be happy about it. 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Maybe I just need to give up, I hate this feeling and it is driving me crazy.",1.3809574468085124,2.823572574468088,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,78.57446808510639,6.402127659574468,28.77127659574468,7.1686216300943375,1.546408510638298,169,8,37,2,4,59,38,47,0.349,0.595,0.056,-0.9458,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,12,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29118056682327337,0.0,0.0,0.27539233937619395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159107164426897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927631036887214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040763110736687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450807613789684,0.2663840781134776,0.1578167535414714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27415986838316714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27897538616139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590247763103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258075814238012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901253421185161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780145958145188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087871663271843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378785084875475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20216050919565665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rangedragon89,2018/01/04,"Breaking up with someone with anxiety? About a year ago I decided to come out as gay to my best friend because I knew she was starting to develop feelings for me and i felt i could trust her. She accepted me and suggested we tell people we’re dating to get them off our backs (our circle of friends and family is religious). I eventually agreed but little by little with all the pretending, the lines between friendship and relationship blurred. Now she treats me fully as her boyfriend and the past several times I’ve tried to let her off easily she’s had an emotional breakdown. We’re still ‘together’ but I’ve assured her of what my intentions are and she seems to want to just hold on as long as she can because it helps her ‘stay sane and stable’. She has anxiety (not sure what kind - she takes meds). Also she has a hormone imbalance disorder. I love her to pieces but not in a romantic way. She’s become infatuated with me and I know I need to break it off but every time I try there always seems to be something traumatic going on in her life. I don’t want to hurt her, even though I know this will but I want to do it the least painful way possible. I’ve been here for her and try to help her but I also have a lot going on in my life and she depends way too much on me and I feel like she’s unintentionally manipulating me with her emotions. I know now this whole thing was a mistake and I’m trying to correct it. She’s tried to commit suicide before so I’m also concerned for her well being as she says I’m the only person in this world that cares about her. TL;DR: GF has anxiety, knows we aren’t gonna work out but panics when we talk about breaking up. How do I break up with her and what can I do to help her heal/move on?",2.8070321580782647,4.383479842696634,4.345339015885315,85.77331460674158,75.0112359550562,7.719333591631153,25.197210383572262,8.433251757073789,1.5576926772568769,1368,46,289,25,29,457,182,356,0.1,0.7170000000000001,0.183,0.9783,1,0,1,0,0,2,27.0,5,0,1,2,20,17,0,1,11,0,22,5,0,4,5,65,48,32,1,6,10,0,3,1,3,2,3,1,0,1,12,25,0,1,12,1,0,3,4,4,1,0,6,4,61,13,54,36,7,44,0,1,0,2,48,20,0,5,14,206,73,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669998925773434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346486273488133,0.08138324516389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446622328087845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520753280441257,0.0,0.11924445827583095,0.1080201286233124,0.08322653886564413,0.0,0.10264239464121344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972073785072544,0.0,0.0,0.0842520555916367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809091744648337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209527632952654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200393832459458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460058995399585,0.0,0.0824066017138691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220371914812993,0.0,0.09890829893861793,0.06987332833004857,0.09391004204066948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113086517587646,0.0,0.051100111879746696,0.0,0.11117192501357608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966738774383416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470439839157204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185092204298987,0.21500864033932604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001426693240728,0.13816792943924627,0.047783551562590426,0.19605658393539047,0.0,0.08655610231236338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315199949298062,0.0882746209639439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864150931239276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189938645661963,0.072522638723816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438661806357183,0.10407352601377733,0.11475542107569482,0.0,0.0,0.09336783254081267,0.06780704709273283,0.08540128512584236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026267777170227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050080966989332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778003871348299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780796082362816,0.0,0.11049405134801034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828715394569048,0.07529659407259426,0.0,0.0,0.06922828610804868,0.10424923044189464,0.07810878311388818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698496488853468,0.0,0.09218192415366333,0.0,0.07353867912579784,0.0786135482213434,0.08548761432088778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497861362136167,0.0,0.09609486438598216,0.0,0.11406407687607205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320226068177543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306727832201593,0.2329038921355133,0.0,0.0,0.0879402240296934,0.0,0.0,0.10919800383719976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120464863415146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298449044316637 anxiety,RavenHairedRose,2018/01/04,"Continually worried I forgot something at work Tonight was a bad night. I had a death in the family recently (a sudden one) and have been grieving but I already agreed to more responsibilities at work before it happened and I now close the store I work for. Tonight something frustrating happened with one of the registers and because Me and my coworker were so absorbed in talking about it, I don't remember if I locked the doors when I left work. I know I wouldn't just walk away, but I just DONT remember doing it and it's freaking me out. The issue with the register almost gave me a panic attack but this is on a whole other level. This is far from the first time I worry about leaving things undone at work and my coworkers and boss finding out the next day and getting upset. If I forgot to lock the door I will be fired. Does anyone else have recurrent anxiety over locked doors or other tasks not getting done? On the one hand I KNOW I wouldn't have just walked away from the door without locking it, but my memory has completely blanked it out for some reason.",4.901594202898551,6.3131262125603875,5.525333333333336,80.028,69.4830917874396,8.418550724637681,29.74202898550725,8.841846274778883,2.4062730434782607,854,33,158,15,15,276,120,207,0.179,0.7879999999999999,0.032,-0.9841,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,6,8,7,2,2,16,0,18,1,1,2,0,39,27,17,2,4,12,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,11,14,0,2,6,0,1,2,6,7,0,4,8,2,22,0,25,15,3,31,0,1,0,0,2,17,0,5,12,121,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357350823534445,0.0,0.13618183785658208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440542426335884,0.0,0.0,0.08628850178091832,0.12644426087302704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039239631373848,0.23188842113782496,0.0,0.10303904310191113,0.07522728927793558,0.0,0.10500960808366806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938907889575754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958680591195484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799361902134214,0.1262874137888716,0.1446311764897818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030900657549014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163364059537812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127910538574324,0.1049692718495573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894931820212635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182554342302839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288040368416455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356416676961869,0.0,0.0,0.1306693737065687,0.13408122442501005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124392018389044,0.1158083822925722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508697552915325,0.0,0.0,0.14479061555219164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12688215246492066,0.12184875924123258,0.0,0.2795903923896977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900082820063569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918924902207536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198561232030245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719591621400836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777864299961576,0.0,0.1189591970328074,0.0,0.4492060074057764,0.2506500233135365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dizson,2018/01/04,"Why do I feel air between my frontal rib and back? When I take in air i feel like an airbag it gets filled betwen my back and frontal ribcage, is this normal? 23 yrs old male ",0.3801351351351343,2.4540815405405425,0.7742567567567562,105.98679054054057,84.94594594594595,3.7,20.06081081081081,3.1291,-0.9311027027027023,135,4,34,0,4,40,29,37,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5488795784771606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609262490401518,0.2549747450187803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646940554234945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743669461144555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34969351061311466,0.0,0.0,0.3745143178848951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683499756952994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220534493918201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,krazykatkook,2018/01/04,"Got into grad school, but my anxiety is ruining it all... I got into my dream clinical psychology program this past September. A lot of people around me doubted I could make it into the program, but I did. Somehow, I feel like I cheated my way into the school. I had a close relationship with my research referees and they REALLY advocated for me.. I feel like I barely did anything outstanding as a research assistant for each of them, and yet everything I contributed was greatly exaggerated in my reference letters. I also bombed the GREs.. like really bombed them... and yet I’m in. I had help from Grad students in writing a succinct statement of intent. Now, I seem to really be struggling with self-comparisons. Everyone around me seems to know what they are doing - they have their shit together.. and I’m an anxious mess. I’m afraid of sounding stupid so I don’t speak up in class. I dread presentations- and we have to do a lot of them for our classes - and I’m constantly worrying about that. I fake having it together to my supervisor so that she doesn’t think she made the wrong choice, but I’m internally terrified every time I meet with her. I have this impending feeling of doom, and a horrible feeling that I’ll get kicked out of the program. Let me be clear- I still want this. I want to be a psychologist one day. I love helping people one-on-one in clinical settings. But grad school scares me. I don’t feel good enough. I just want to feel adequate and smart compared to my peers. I currently feel like a weirdo, an outsider. I stutter during my in class presentations. I’m always scared that I’ll say something dumb and look like a fraud when it comes to research and so I never say enough. I feel dumb and anxious and I don’t want to. Any advice on overcoming this? 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I’ve had my permit for about six months now and have barely been able to drive anywhere other than a parking lot because I get so sick with worry driving at speed / at lights / around other cars. I know I need to practice to get rid of my anxiety but the anxiety prevents me from practicing for too long before I break down. If anyone has resources or suggestions to fight this it’d be much appreciated. 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So, tonight, the plan was to go see TLJ in 3D for the first time with just my family, and as a huge fan of Star Wars, I was so excited. I had already seen the movie three times, but never in 3D. Anyways, I got to the mall, and at the table my family was at, one of my friends was there. He said he just happened to run into my family, and at first I believed him, but when he didn't get up to leave, I got nervous. Then, I see a whole group of my friends coming over, and I realize my mom planned a surprise party for my 16th behind my back. All my friends were going to the movie with me. They came over, and I was so surprised and embarrassed, I just covered up my face with my coat hood and refused to talk to anyone. My mom told me to be nice to my friends, which usually I'd listen to her because I often do what authority says, but I didn't. When we went to the theater, I still kept my face hidden. When I got to the movie, which I was excited for, I tried watching as the opening crawl started, but I couldn't focus on it, and decided to just stare at the floor and hide my face for the whole movie. This was extremely unlike me, as I love Star Wars. In the end, I couldn't show my face until we were taking some of my friends home, and that was when I was sitting in the front where they couldn't see me well. I feel really bad about doing this, because when I went on the group chat I'm in with them, they were all talking about what happened and how worried they were about me. Then, my worry was doubled when one of them said my mom told them I'm like this because of something that happened at my 6th birthday party, and I remember nothing happening. What is wrong with me? Why did I do this, especially during something I normally would love so much? Is there a way I can prevent this in the future? P.S. If you read all the way to the end, thank you so much.",5.945597312618097,4.585800277136261,6.474823640562673,83.69675362166706,67.01385681293303,9.62792357757716,32.152949821541036,8.438071523408619,2.1636752886836037,1612,54,360,19,22,528,184,433,0.097,0.758,0.146,0.9768,0,1,2,0,0,0,55.0,2,2,8,5,30,24,2,3,22,0,32,7,4,1,4,59,68,38,2,6,11,3,2,2,5,1,1,4,1,0,15,25,0,4,6,4,0,9,7,7,1,5,31,12,69,17,61,32,10,59,0,0,6,2,39,24,0,4,25,262,84,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093591383939112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761945856203966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336432165822005,0.0688046929978763,0.20093317593065987,0.0,0.0,0.0928421622499572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424931234325408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196913930838267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597265705927945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330521651353852,0.0,0.08333283960946873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018722042432188,0.0,0.0,0.31832930812907423,0.0,0.043053186365519566,0.0,0.0936652666727348,0.0,0.1977203042380859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36435213525033056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265888590730686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528760663239794,0.0,0.0,0.08725494600345791,0.0,0.0,0.05820505471577565,0.0805177943825988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874737326015874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895350520667486,0.0,0.0,0.12115424294835038,0.0,0.06355577921126962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073935689047904,0.07906977407301041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167945648339776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242725211207345,0.0,0.05279072245418619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933487469138391,0.0,0.15677196009990746,0.06553172545158642,0.0,0.0,0.1969982336032809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687871623158356,0.0,0.0,0.05832664927601922,0.0,0.06580870124315755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06195826860277341,0.13246795820694526,0.0,0.07586740849601653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610198057712796,0.0,0.07811025929115165,0.1574829263543145,0.0,0.11189510662935373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075741272217296,0.0,0.0,0.13081843078233232,0.0,0.0,0.07409194843028394,0.1527804324675853,0.14871530411111278,0.18400437247610135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673724579035667,0.0,0.058538113702097674,0.09009687904271887,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Clay56,2018/01/04,"Feeling guilty for everything I've been feeling guilty for alot of things recently. I'm so nervous that I've said things to people that could've hurt them or acting in ways that were wrong. I know when I really look at these things they don't matter, but I still feel the guilt. Happen to anyone else?",5.067,5.9421097000000005,4.813333333333336,87.27000000000002,68.66666666666666,8.0,23.333333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.0108333333333337,242,5,49,3,4,74,45,60,0.23,0.727,0.042,-0.8445,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,5,5,0,7,8,1,7,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,29,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424253989964244,0.24067547973247386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875428246351389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19622283257385767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111065445795805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563066430007818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771496853598334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514576504948284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909096553332186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725083190035694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16284512409082552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047837233105893,0.0,0.23192834837034626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343688707288276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758573074814988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681571098627523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644700829878166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568184537012628,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Emdizzle22,2018/01/04,"Does anyone else obsessively research whatever they think is wrong with them at the time? To further explain, sometimes I get stressed out and then my mind starts jumping around so I automatically think I have to figure out what’s wrong, one time I thought I was a schizophrenic, one time I thought I was an alcoholic, one time I thought I was pregnant, another time I thought I was just plain crazy. All through these times I would obsessively research each thing...like every second I got just to try and “ease” my mind...I think it does the opposite. Does anyone relate to this in any way shape or form? I have GAD and persistent depressive disorder (those are the two most important). 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Too often throughout the day I find my brain caught on a run away train of thoughts, jumping wildly from one track to another until I've basically thought myself into a panic attack. I also have a hard time being aware this is happening, because it's become so normal to me. I know long term there's therapy, but I was wondering if anyone has any ""hacks"" you go to to slow your brain down? Thanks!",6.828666666666668,6.597515644444449,7.032222222222224,76.705,64.77777777777779,9.422222222222222,32.44444444444444,8.841846274778883,2.6487111111111115,368,13,67,5,5,119,73,90,0.07,0.885,0.045,0.2737,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,6,2,2,0,0,11,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,5,1,11,1,14,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,7,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490257047941324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672581637358274,0.19540642224035545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030171925596773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120024132136534,0.17508392964410166,0.0,0.0,0.11359850878820894,0.2058112504035073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160611416013227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018168616194473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032244077699274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181638263547767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647905441061485,0.0,0.1669348757983148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241423908618777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491574185292016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258548894767973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627700388481086,0.0,0.0,0.2186440342478229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156797389690412,0.21310986388085498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438282483082057,0.10866340647422526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209090015219616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BoxedIn57,2018/01/04,"I can't handle working this job - need advice I'm a graduate, I pretty much made myself depressed as a confused teenager by forcing myself to do a degree I didn't enjoy. Something about me stops me from applying to jobs, I don't know if it's fear of rejection or just feeling like I'm not worthy of a good job. I ended up working a min wage retail job over the christmas period that is extremely demanding. Not only was I away from home over the nicest time of the year, but I had just moved into a new place that is incredibly uncomfortable and stress levels are high even if i dont realize that. After just over a couple weeks I'm getting sick and I feel like I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. The prospect of working for another month, a week or even tomorrow makes me feel dizzy. I have enough that I could get by the next month and just focus on getting a good job. If not I could move home then. I just want some advice. I feel trapped in this new job and I just want to stay home and focus on my mental and physical health as well as getting a proper job.",4.453597402597404,4.820162463636368,5.6103896103896105,82.8277272727273,69.81818181818181,8.467532467532468,27.98701298701299,8.418075326091056,1.828246753246754,842,27,173,12,14,281,120,220,0.177,0.737,0.086,-0.9634,8,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,11,0,3,17,0,13,2,0,2,0,38,31,16,0,8,15,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,7,7,0,1,6,0,2,2,7,5,1,0,4,4,21,6,28,25,3,33,0,2,0,0,0,14,0,7,18,114,28,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421660258215432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347291325342076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375162279754028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423448920034252,0.09863366771938027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677767176866637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447348495194723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895314531277274,0.09210727257458873,0.0,0.11775459043186325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030926876547444,0.18029101963501235,0.1273657897780087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862915725601594,0.0,0.0,0.14953576673875724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475352797864263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418316918406563,0.2682493760916288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6192161303092777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0489899829097905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710032753012985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434809361479684,0.05950282048567715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796678659622538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423042130830999,0.18948717818409253,0.06552945422426291,0.06609748940406315,0.0,0.17218734466603286,0.09480327860940108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779632933635099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313417180385654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906892222781832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862568594378729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501326104192116,0.0,0.07452650723317286,0.10211159088809026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197928016251663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051562454278882,0.0,0.14300829423222622,0.0,0.0801491524340353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946888002740431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574043741781332 anxiety,DamnThink,2018/01/04,"Any advice? I feel as if I’ll only find satisfaction and happiness in my life if I can just be in love with someone again. The problem is I’m horrible at meeting new people and I have really picky standards. I don’t necessarily have “high” standards but there’s just a certain type of person that I like I’m mainly just typing this to maybe feel better but feel free to leave me advice or something idk",3.079417989417987,5.016493061728396,4.801869488536156,81.24555555555557,75.17283950617283,7.097707231040566,25.151675485008816,7.957251820313856,1.552952733686067,322,11,61,5,7,109,61,81,0.08,0.6779999999999999,0.242,0.9437,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,1,19,12,8,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,7,8,11,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,3,3,38,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423127178595256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390471661193575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016081044480308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433011394371377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20685151400532412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409208399299373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391185049012937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396391988632007,0.0,0.0,0.1598558399351307,0.110568057307108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042617811009664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273679077335556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21858035133113454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212583786622754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690113488015944,0.19761306723980368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655676832885712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498578035713194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917593988759293,0.1742314636772746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nosenut,2018/01/04,"Problems with Celexa I have been prescribed 40mg of Celexa for my Panic Disorder, I was previously on 20mg of Cipralex. In the first week its made me dizzy, tired and fidgety. Could these be possible symptoms of Seratonin Syndrome or just my body adjusting to a different medication? 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And why is it so scary to seek help? I’ve had a few panic attacks (about 5-6 anxiety attacks) since I was 16 years old. I can remember when I had them and why, it was always triggered by something. My feelings of anxiety aren’t a constant but when they do surface they are almost crippling. I’m in my early 20’s now, out of college, in a new city, and trying to get my foot in the door with a career in my degree field but find my anxiety holding me back a lot of the time. What did it take for you to finally take care of your anxiety professionally (medication and/or therapy) I’ve ignored it for nearly 7 years and I think I’m at my breaking point and can’t ignore it any more and may be calling my doctor in the next week but the idea is so scary. Why is it so scary to seek help?",2.714312087912088,3.739932897142858,4.6291428571428614,85.85039560439563,74.31428571428572,7.670329670329671,26.60439560439561,8.139509932561175,1.5327406593406594,647,23,142,10,13,222,101,175,0.17,0.767,0.062,-0.9584,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,3,0,8,6,2,1,9,0,16,3,1,1,0,23,24,14,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,1,18,1,22,16,3,27,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,3,14,92,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334625652505277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090121357837124,0.0,0.0,0.09063625898873363,0.0,0.4078411392757901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30325479338201844,0.0,0.10248555020689576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609571654085395,0.0,0.13588977466190175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403037916729713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364196671064553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739133075349096,0.0,0.0,0.14600380113697467,0.1218172373681772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06963428909773388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680081341454325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045903625694276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331150087058355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426748718348167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872448466313394,0.14174680731664754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985692830942462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637758652118094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519889424639673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098240521206588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025216078977644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260691428747876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042279571371768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15241946249387472,0.0,0.0,0.08540165658919924,0.0,0.0,0.07771774476292903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048965780951376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069106966792584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607985385266733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165834104293726 anxiety,Trrerain,2018/01/04,"Sleep I can't sleep. I don't know if it's the anxiety or it's just another thing, but I can't sleep. I mean, I sure sleep like 2 or 3 hours, but that's all I can do. To explain myself better: I ""go to sleep"" around 12. While in bed, I can't sleep. I know I'm sleepy and everything, but I just can't. I try to sleep for hours until it's 4 or 5 am. Then I can sleep (sometimes with some anxiolytic, sometimes without). But even so, I feel really tired. Everyday. So, does anyone experience this like me? Do you have, at least, one temporary solution to this? Because tbh I can't do anything in this state.",-0.4076744186046497,1.6345646666666696,2.3081860465116293,93.83158139534883,88.37984496124031,6.2306976744186064,19.452713178294577,7.554174236665415,0.5321448062015506,458,14,110,9,15,159,73,129,0.07400000000000001,0.8079999999999999,0.119,0.7337,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,13,9,8,0,2,22,20,14,0,1,11,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,17,4,12,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,8,71,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147191744519068,0.08132438810633473,0.0,0.0,0.07433216536763315,0.0,0.08748141381925692,0.09463556367985416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480362031274538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401969917253088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302977085086836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021461900853149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955416702120372,0.10398841976918036,0.0,0.0,0.053751897093374974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041658725432774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209381509242985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684684130376385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387223615855776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579923747133107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203621862007872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810283902817857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8510683481453168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028022765367627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019287267395087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062549432405417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221839938036003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217531869764622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247593275282604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mkg823,2018/01/04,"Social Media Anxiety Anyone have advice on how to get past social media anxiety? Or finally delete the account all together? I am 25 and have frequented Facebook for around 10 years now, and its always caused me anxiety - especially when it comes to sending friend requests. Thus, I have never had very many (less than 100) , nor the courage to actually delete those I'm no longer close with, or accounts that are clearly no longer used. If I did, it would get rid of over 75% of my so called ""friends"". I rarely post, and when I do, seeing someone removed me afterwards only adds to my anxiety. It happened about a half hour ago, which is what brought on these thoughts again. I know its incredibly stupid, but I have never really been able to get past it. As for deleting social media .... I guess the thing preventing me from deleting all together is I am concerned I will lose contact with those I am interested in staying in contact with, or that some would take it the wrong way. EDIT : I forgot to add, another factor in why I still use it in the first place is I frequently post in a few groups there. They help me avoid such negative feelings about it. Thanks",4.668436744560836,6.442118621004564,5.113569701853347,81.34571313456892,70.55251141552512,8.440612409347299,29.77733011012625,9.007467420416297,2.5371942519473545,914,37,169,18,17,291,140,219,0.13,0.805,0.065,-0.8726,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,12,9,1,1,7,0,18,0,0,5,5,36,35,14,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,17,11,0,3,3,0,2,4,6,4,0,2,6,2,21,5,27,26,5,36,0,1,1,0,13,11,0,6,17,120,38,1,0.12174847199028235,0.0,0.1188089462342923,0.0,0.0,0.11897119776504095,0.10792267453693613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130448176265784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276638883266383,0.3725489913293757,0.0,0.0,0.08512936240857802,0.0,0.0,0.1083819522463468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431880219728858,0.0,0.0,0.1250692178941139,0.0,0.10487552827318157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155968557056194,0.0,0.0,0.13336950004705794,0.0,0.10355918807969842,0.0,0.0,0.1881251348990988,0.0,0.1908256548961552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411966794139585,0.0,0.10766177170050333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160543442744013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989772054832755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690977620824858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620539810407511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343384141985328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877998543082532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925951991448727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324453852829601,0.0,0.0,0.12720124038849687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332027635612082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799518870477201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701776934844886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37232170514244944,0.10315708522864143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976767199198913,0.09722848700035208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153969915240401,0.0,0.0,0.11208963558557256,0.0,0.0,0.08088427495501628,0.0,0.0,0.09665468732399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030317930982328,0.0,0.10045523992344743,0.0,0.09663827014097884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985905920779848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297324273517148,0.1331128417260492,0.0,0.0784020242812916 anxiety,ndm2701,2018/01/04,"Image issues I guess I just need to vent. I constantly feel like I am not attractive enough. I always always want to lose more weight despite the fact that everyone one I know tells me I am skinny. As a matter of fact, they make comments about it regularly. One guy said I am one the skinniest people he knows, they say I need to eat something, I need more meat on my bones. I swear I can see a look of relief on my mom's face when I eat ""bad"" foods and always pushes me to eat more. A girl I was with told me she was with me cause she likes skinny guys. Whenever I joke about how fat I am they all give me these bizzare looks like I lost my mind ( maybe I have). I am an 18 year old male, 6 foot. Was 245 pounds, am down to 165 or so. Everyone always asks me how. Diet and exercise? Some of it was but most of it was by not eating whenever I could get away with it and purging when I couldn't. I still purge every few days. I feel like just a fucking fraud when people ask me how I lost the weight. Because I lost it in a bit more than a year and a half everyone of course wants to know how. This obsession with my weight is driving me insane. I logically know I am fine and it makes no sense but I can't shake it. When I see someone with a similar weight and build as me I would think they don't need to lose weight but I see myself as fat. I would never judge someone for their weight if they had a healthy bmi. I think having a little meat on your bones is healthy and something I find attractive. But on me, an ounce of fat is unacceptable. And it isn't like I am unattractive to other people. No one has ever told me so. I have been with 4 people in the last 4 months. I get constant matches on tinder but I never feel good enough. I am killing myself purging in order to lose a few more pounds. I swear I am going to have a freaking heart attack at 22 from the stress I am putting my body under. I know it is awful for you but I just need to be better. Just a bit thinner. I do 200 pushups, squats, and sit ups a day. When will it be enough for me. I know this isn't healthy, these thoughts are not helpful but I can't stop",0.96810992238305,2.6761347180616752,2.634965387035873,95.4241262848752,80.67400881057269,5.6453954268932245,19.62009649674848,6.5431188927421005,-0.07302206838682634,1638,40,387,15,42,539,202,454,0.16,0.7490000000000001,0.091,-0.9888,0,0,2,0,0,1,45.0,0,2,6,7,20,26,3,3,21,1,42,25,11,7,6,76,82,32,1,12,16,1,9,5,0,3,4,2,0,4,16,15,17,1,15,2,0,5,13,14,0,5,14,16,76,12,47,61,15,40,0,6,5,1,26,14,1,5,24,262,92,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996924423518928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795312592523285,0.071769029529289,0.05927104095776507,0.0,0.05267387922152792,0.03845642418932193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055794127181196564,0.13774637252625138,0.07007393093306298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480633606082309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363463432223574,0.0,0.050368754910331416,0.0,0.0,0.08137004529607746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582094603404917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555300815389634,0.0,0.0,0.0570645784208407,0.053152377516421226,0.18084311434605133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956939942071596,0.09013679604512884,0.0,0.0,0.05765913744248515,0.0,0.07628341341088436,0.0,0.0,0.058321663068520324,0.06591929241772232,0.06051749995548781,0.03585302636350778,0.05291324668686891,0.0,0.0,0.06949595127663431,0.12492941546680693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475679411464327,0.04228497864575709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584502413450914,0.0,0.0,0.06979492025138741,0.0,0.20802132686448796,0.05142322132208798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410229999223068,0.06322839036669049,0.0,0.0,0.10595210802841393,0.21173010317304405,0.20659630407555266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422031698740272,0.0,0.06337801057468657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369851864380167,0.07388514600030475,0.0503543606701234,0.0,0.0,0.23388603532758825,0.09731107842041646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619777320433227,0.0,0.1709938652735198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749425745214349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341849848281418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000889570046915,0.05016823767706851,0.0,0.0,0.15081327612338652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690452606879107,0.09713282457013836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05038027829169569,0.052742424744828896,0.07226439421264921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513963511247799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084546918774436,0.0,0.05008295609456583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056207623070092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441909686679181,0.0,0.0,0.4609279278673564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962846563665455,0.0,0.0,0.08125017520656165 anxiety,melodycat,2018/01/04,Does anyone else feel unsafe about showering while food is cooking? Or anything similar? The thought of leaving the oven/stove unattended freaks me out. I keep searching for the safety of showering while food is baking and trying to find house fire statistics. ,6.870681818181819,9.973267431818183,5.5954545454545475,74.53818181818184,67.86363636363637,8.945454545454545,33.72727272727273,9.516144504307137,3.8812454545454544,213,10,30,5,4,63,37,44,0.091,0.8490000000000001,0.061,0.0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,5,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,17,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808211948622704,0.2649692816846825,0.2128081927494433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630518349384734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602958080741064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075742123839793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363584105337397,0.0,0.6254074252106148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983930826200983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22985818329042865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273823183829474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530185539370166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557442732801576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ElizabethMalfoy,2018/01/04,"Deadly flu!?? So, a ""deadly Australian flu"" is coming to the UK (where I live) and I'm a absolutely terrified. My immune system isn't the best because I didn't leave my house very often for a few years and I'm terrified of catching it. The news is full of its usual fear mongering and unfortunately I can't help but be super anxious... 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I came home to my mom crying at the door, presumably scared that I was going to commit suicide or harm myself, even though i’ve assured her there’s nothing to worry about. She’s always there for me when I’m down, but I can see how sad she gets when I tell her how I feel. The last thing I want is to negatively affect the people around me. Should I just tell her I’m feeling better, even when I’m not? I don’t want to lie but hate seeing her sad ",2.6965244444444423,3.518608288000003,4.364266666666668,88.51057777777778,74.12,7.475555555555558,23.488888888888887,7.793537801064563,0.9266622222222218,456,12,103,6,9,154,78,125,0.28800000000000003,0.593,0.119,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,2,10.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,1,2,4,0,6,0,0,3,2,22,22,11,1,3,6,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,4,5,22,2,13,17,0,12,0,2,2,0,11,3,0,1,6,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344789631559123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236371807224992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387411405005465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698882377335786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293781740933553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484771683166715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775295730571594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349407580831276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451564593300561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443863413040775,0.0,0.09185112474788,0.0,0.1292605250938602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956412552300606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211583889512124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174008432940645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785696467284415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507664559462284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204543846010416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353650624007966,0.0,0.15957808764350515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618076202231623,0.0,0.2575769364329958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895802386869296,0.0,0.17678365027725024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151647800203365,0.1299022720650076,0.28252217550168823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737169019878252,0.0,0.1587886757429017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065274101640695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413072909912355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BigJumpParty,2018/01/04,"Paranoid Everyone Is Out To Get Me From the government to people on the internet. Mostly I worry about people finding my old messages like an employer, or some person that I made online. And I worry about it so much. 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I’m slowly isolating myself from everyone because I just find social interaction just so draining. Conversations just sap up all my energy. I work in a very social job where conversations happen all day and every day, and it’s gotten to the point where I just want to be left alone all of the time. I’ve found that I just don’t even really care about what people are saying, unless it’s someone really close to me, but I feel like I have to pretend to care. I hate it. I have lifelong struggles with anxiety which so guess must be behind this. Does anyone have any advice for how I can enjoy conversations and care about what people are saying? I don’t want to be like this.",5.6179409479409514,6.18540620979021,6.697575757575759,75.34414141414143,67.32167832167832,9.712198912198913,26.378399378399376,9.725611199111238,2.296237606837607,580,15,108,12,9,195,87,143,0.1,0.7240000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.9095,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,13,9,1,1,3,0,13,1,0,1,4,23,26,8,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,14,6,17,20,3,12,0,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,6,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024226773283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863939296347775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759586645795996,0.0,0.10978942039567732,0.0,0.0,0.10034979103436244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748607987526505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4389726732616063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851120178823908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559190249184207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711266296313156,0.0,0.0,0.09479102768250036,0.0,0.12091850043231647,0.13713577969601742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256605016607612,0.10252792744956014,0.0,0.0,0.1311711114636809,0.0,0.0,0.15735799131829292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580991595698945,0.0,0.12691080946526742,0.0,0.0,0.14169243228243528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241758009319036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593065790900812,0.0,0.0,0.14022943016970155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989919808042952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356690989455605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388017170021406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282595192423524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43888975849815015,0.12160072216592792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500341839189735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368538953311687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841580918041647,0.16929902324462662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044814269437654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yeahrobot,2018/01/04,"Anxious Dad being discouraged and needs your help! I’m an anxious dad of a 2.5 year old. Son is waaaay behind on everything. Life is stupid lately, I have anxiety and depression. On some meds (they help a lot.) As I try to read about being a good parent I’m getting discouraged. Everything I read makes me feel like I’m doing everything wrong. I try not to react to the anxiety and just give it room. I should probably spend less time googling and more time just chilling with the kiddo.",2.5609574468085095,5.133981478723406,3.6419574468085116,85.69400000000002,79.95744680851064,7.589787234042554,24.293617021276606,8.548686976883017,1.9415736170212767,385,14,73,9,10,124,63,94,0.236,0.6609999999999999,0.103,-0.8969,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,1,0,6,0,7,1,0,2,0,17,15,5,0,2,3,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,8,2,10,12,4,8,0,3,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25088026857743506,0.3704892906365282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123109858844332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421094417296733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291049396953369,0.11714350017757348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566997033236888,0.15729939553725916,0.0,0.13753413022481606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981746060811436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497051183253874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582012231010935,0.08010971589212562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940535681026994,0.0,0.0,0.1094543310928154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213883565576647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158510185878718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720637785535254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820744086903901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767923724236889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32803798460201633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912298373232168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265600468891805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792805040978436,0.0,0.10559427815664076 anxiety,willis321,2018/01/04,"anyone else feeling the same? My anxiety is based on many things. The most important and the one that holds me back the most is having many people around me. For example if i go to the store I feel so anxious I feel like im going to faint. For me it turns into a battle of staying conscious. I have rode it out many times when it is not so bad and it gets better. The problem i have is it seemingly resets every day or every other day. That is what i have been going through for id say 6 months now. I've Improved before but i have had a few resets where it comes back full force. Two of those instances were me hitting my head kind of hard and getting very overheated and dehydrated. The doctors want to prescribe me antidepressants. They never have helped me. The reason im so bad off is because i took an antidepressant and it made me what i can only describe as temporarily insane. Im taking Alprazolam right now, Im not happy about it because my anxiety still breaks through and now im reliant on it and go through terrible withdrawals if I stop. Please, If anyone has some advise or maybe you are going through something similar let me know.",3.3686842105263186,5.201415692982458,4.5645614035087725,83.71026315789473,74.08771929824562,7.080701754385965,26.91228070175439,7.85451343220497,1.6589438596491228,910,34,175,13,19,299,133,228,0.108,0.799,0.093,-0.6596,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,1,13,9,1,0,11,0,19,3,1,2,1,36,38,18,0,5,8,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,16,11,0,2,7,0,1,8,3,5,0,2,5,5,23,4,21,31,6,32,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,9,14,125,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463576967523948,0.11417975781608747,0.0,0.14134027775557012,0.1035576385238822,0.0,0.08997327596950265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543240159612287,0.16877760850070572,0.12322204861474742,0.0,0.08600269368004809,0.0,0.0,0.08938775246097609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706241816278412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036292230260849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344890787283513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443059171795649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031081241652352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331131605325016,0.07220406537000935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560927629357876,0.0,0.287200607615039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759035374852427,0.09053841287418314,0.0,0.10372645747125836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774475011912058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458619755442286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524832305755796,0.05554514967731013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335040336722544,0.0,0.04937744863590205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563439720844133,0.0,0.3074058045974705,0.10153788950440773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067270435639369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795102306472063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848730356411988,0.07686790312815668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006886000484845,0.0,0.0,0.11094395175634104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670985423226447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391627100647073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631279404194528,0.0,0.0803745167715883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200986972756388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780823284782082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772663088331373,0.08071422696922996,0.0844986210102645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599167982584577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714607959431833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589344336384495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229192458174797,0.0,0.10993458459866576,0.0987302078362692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339291585808825,0.059613405076619434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DeathZombi,2018/01/04,"My uncle's cat walked on me and I had a panic attack I usually don't have panic attacks, but around 10 or so minutes ago my uncle's cat was interested in me and hopped on my bed while I was relaxing. I was shocked and I ran to the bathroom and had a panic attack. Literally felt like I was gonna die or pass out any second. Still do but it's getting better. Do animals give you guys panic attacks?",1.1709705882352957,2.997022729411768,4.10198529411765,84.57768382352944,80.52941176470588,6.602941176470589,23.56617647058824,7.6454224807358475,1.2176176470588236,312,11,65,5,8,112,55,85,0.263,0.55,0.187,-0.8376,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,13,4,4,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,11,15,10,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,9,0,1,8,1,12,4,6,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314243918739935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446901445659232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236664864058722,0.0,0.632157191386239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228616959363992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417496809077807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338308043732114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725789296341771,0.13326281911742127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755067631712833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786832550765669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6519614400057164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094010687833727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529985682318282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,acnaib_,2018/01/04,"My struggle with anxiety I've always felt slightly anxious throughout most of my life, but not to the point where it impacted my life, until about 2 years ago when I started university. I started school in January 2016 and everything went downhill from there. I was absolutely miserable, I hated my classes, I would cry myself to sleep every night and would even leave class to cry. I would wake up in the morning with crippling anxiety about absolutely nothing (my heart was racing, I felt this feeling in the pit of my stomach, I wanted to cry and getting out of bed was nearly impossible). It got so intense that I dropped out three weeks in. I started to get a bit better, I found a full time job for that semester that I enjoyed and re applied to a different school for the next semester. Throughout the summer, I felt much less anxious, but would still have days where I didn't want to get out of bed and would cry about nothing. I started my new school and I absolutely love it. I've never enjoyed school so much in my life, but my anxiety is worse than ever. It grew from feeling randomly anxious only once in a while to nearly every single day. I have this fear of having a panic attack in public and not being able to get out of the situation (my psychologist says its agoraphobia). I have to force myself to go out to stores and restaurants and it's often extremely uncomfortable for me and I'll have to go to the ""restroom"" multiple times to calm myself down. I live in the suburbs and I'm now afraid to drive into the city because I once had a panic attack while crossing the bridge driving and I'm scared it'll happen again. Now I avoid the situation completely and take the bus any time I need to go into the city or to school. I started seeing a psychologist from my school, but I feel like it's not really helping. He introduced me to breathing exercises and meditation, but I just can't seem to get into it. I also only see this psychologist once every month and a half and I feel that I need to see him more, but there are never availabilities. I'd be open to trying meds, but I don't know how to go about it. Any one have any tips on dealing with panic attacks and fear of panic attacks? Or tips on dealing with anxiety when in public places or driving? I've noticed that my anxiety tends to be less intense when I am very busy with school and work and don't have as much time to worry or get ""in my head"". Thanks for listening to my story.",5.861873040752354,6.079441407024798,6.741692789968656,76.45409090909094,66.74793388429752,9.485779424337421,32.185522941008834,9.314750747691287,2.7983409233399823,1947,75,368,34,29,649,213,484,0.21,0.721,0.069,-0.9974,2,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,2,23,23,5,11,21,0,27,11,6,1,3,75,70,41,0,9,15,0,7,1,0,6,4,2,2,0,18,33,0,1,10,1,1,10,9,16,0,3,11,12,50,7,76,50,10,73,0,1,3,1,10,30,0,8,33,259,68,11,0.057510996495263186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050980028378085684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045991523119111234,0.047853756193931486,0.0,0.0,0.11732834925864452,0.0,0.2199787745217832,0.19491316855597124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617082442815466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03505816966574199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508638028185029,0.06278711295532663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029918563278619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526925165667908,0.0741796699468249,0.11858262417446905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060086750745913874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03798547078599543,0.052021988896652716,0.1453664849285969,0.0,0.05168717531948126,0.0,0.0,0.12943172013188756,0.11631715136041045,0.04108586738745648,0.16565872669217646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630578392101073,0.0,0.0,0.1802827319395852,0.0,0.13073929859876954,0.0,0.04599679762677589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085678426777858,0.0,0.0,0.0567802025006921,0.059022874327030614,0.0,0.0,0.06815080775153882,0.03854840867099785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707078992921145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03160653963130288,0.0,0.0,0.060895841356133525,0.0,0.0,0.12186515288049618,0.02809696789494433,0.0,0.050783263555617096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190591971619141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388175218014527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04590472871560755,0.0,0.1268315991722605,0.08528735036409417,0.08871205187523801,0.05554447878882765,0.06116359722074247,0.05397017430905792,0.0,0.1103667044347158,0.06547665069017537,0.0,0.1837420029347338,0.03897093962147826,0.08747940875880593,0.0,0.2699070518030637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060086750745913874,0.0,0.054366480884881316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036843017008094864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045735052735410064,0.057578540366215236,0.4074293917314065,0.13748645469872287,0.052355851247318015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292895393539411,0.05755253024913382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035328966341088,0.0,0.0459283560910999,0.0,0.0,0.060122980512922135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04324111203261388,0.0,0.0,0.05294839872677602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341404981902822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039046191499326206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745259514738991,0.06784295158289072,0.0,0.04613185237866834,0.0,0.0,0.05331326992912724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041868690401214034,0.05840520859114288,0.05860861873055994,0.2042708091956745,0.0,0.0,0.03703519617086279 anxiety,Kennytheanxietykid,2018/01/04,Paint as a trigger Just starting to develop this,4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000003,77.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,42.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.923133333333333,40,3,6,1,1,13,9,9,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theFormulaSurfer,2018/01/04,"Cold sweats and nightmares DAE get this? Can it be anxiety related? I haven’t had any uninterrupted sleep in two weeks now. Every time i manage to get some shut eye I get bad dreams and nightmares and then wake up in an hour drenched in sweat but at the same time i’m cold, like shivering, and with a racing heart. It then takes another half hour or so to calm down and fall asleep but then the whole thing just repeats itself till it’s finally morning. I’ve been really stressed over the past five months and had a really bad semester failing all my classes and setting myself up for potentially getting my study visa cancelled.",4.94966023875115,6.538363231404957,5.06159779614325,82.71946740128558,69.57851239669421,8.68356290174472,29.14692378328742,9.150863307647796,2.387291276400368,505,19,97,10,9,158,89,121,0.15,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,6,0,6,7,7,0,1,15,12,15,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,3,3,3,6,2,13,8,4,25,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,2,15,60,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979580216136646,0.2001402243675486,0.1460123917771332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318731201032831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608133041835604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090849809846838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988795880244944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261777860836387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759302181099689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324775749261888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234786283852542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822037232827481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445480044759876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19100439605525896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186369933230022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350789535741584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268032577535524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225916456885232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644888976338064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310163713663175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130956918752998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,uniquename98,2018/01/04,"No one is going to understand me, I’m seriously losing it! I’ve suffered from severe harm ocd for the past year and I seriously am losing my mind. I can’t take these thoughts being in my head all day anymore. I keep saying fuck it I don’t care just do it and get it over with. I feel like I’ve lost all my emotions like I don’t care anymore and I’m just going to act out on these brutal thoughts. Every time I feel a little bit of sadness or anxiousness i tell myself right after that I don’t actually feel this way and then it just goes away. I’m slowly getting rid of all my emotions by telling myself I don’t feel anything. This makes me feel like I’m just going to do it any second. I can’t even understand my thoughts anymore. I can’t tell what emotions I’m feeling and which ones are real. I’m not the loving person I used to be, I want to say I’m scared but I don’t know if I am or not. Please can anyone tell me what’s going on? I’m not even having panic attacks and I don’t even feel like I’m anxious I just don’t know what going on with me. It’s like I’m telling myself I want to do these things and it honestly seems like it’s working. I’m on the edge here.",0.19992307692307776,2.0008649923076938,2.6515384615384607,93.86346153846156,83.69230769230771,5.0769230769230775,20.0,6.093298490706669,-0.07649999999999979,918,26,214,7,26,316,115,260,0.147,0.73,0.122,-0.3233,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,9,23,3,2,4,0,21,3,1,2,3,47,65,12,0,3,12,0,7,6,0,0,0,2,0,1,20,10,0,1,15,0,0,6,14,13,0,3,4,9,31,10,22,59,4,23,0,5,0,2,9,10,1,4,12,129,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0834669896773229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816475978799599,0.0,0.0,0.1932538504156948,0.2544745747242827,0.0598060317729085,0.0,0.07038562900108378,0.0,0.0,0.09730510950267712,0.0803602217914807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933788986013354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441134903497973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551611274368799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886362944651372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947943254087164,0.0,0.07206448169195745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027331915685314,0.18331244410541409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907304652830285,0.08937398219141016,0.0,0.24304931243913225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778060875110802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602485883140676,0.0,0.0,0.09401240861227196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25071997668697404,0.08572563247212385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913770792163985,0.09336838894979542,0.0,0.0771960580101191,0.0,0.0570933397076589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636303670880703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591752663964648,0.0,0.0,0.10035348830275166,0.0,0.0,0.0816500658784323,0.0,0.07468332901033964,0.0,0.09388855900264104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973542530965046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304394451252101,0.0,0.13603711497119486,0.08563255148067096,0.0,0.0,0.07786520982878141,0.0,0.09662692520784738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643094932359027,0.0,0.3737941189777214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05682372545763286,0.0,0.0,0.20370879579794327,0.049874454283935686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808386132889395,0.0,0.07387227078820224,0.0,0.0,0.10089809514225502,0.0678913983496242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226838616273706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507986695263668 anxiety,ltwmj,2018/01/04,"Anxiety & Outsiders I wanted to use a ""fancy"" title to draw people's attention. Anywho, hey, everybody! So, I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for 8 years now (even though the year just started), and, for some reason, people still pretend like I don't have anxiety and depression, and like there's nothing wrong with me, and I'm completely fine. I don't get it. I just don't get it. I've told family and friends multiple times to look up the symptoms, but they're either not listening or they don't care. But let me snap on them, though, and then, all of a sudden, I'm public enemy #1. It's all MY fault for being aggressive, and berating them. Of course, all that does it worsen my anxiety and depression because they fail to realize that people with this condition take everything to heart. So, when everything is said and done, I walk away from the whole ordeal feeling like I'm a villain or worst (like wanting to commit suicide). I just want to know if anybody experiences stuff like this with their own family and/or friends?",6.445,6.905406681818183,6.935909090909089,74.72386363636366,65.51515151515152,11.044444444444444,33.16666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.7347090909090905,825,33,149,22,12,270,119,198,0.226,0.66,0.114,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,2,38.0,0,0,5,1,12,18,2,0,6,0,10,2,1,2,4,38,28,21,1,4,10,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,9,14,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,9,0,0,4,4,15,9,20,22,8,13,0,4,1,0,13,3,0,4,14,97,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865742292939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363350675926948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156246478620473,0.0,0.0,0.07238431112559209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210658678588427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449922671600633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241827859486824,0.3068181612587281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391234077222364,0.12151477926004735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842828538514318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134361613968858,0.11615292623629253,0.2238796767667546,0.0,0.06003976358142499,0.08482964844409895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348028451378054,0.0,0.1240760853909082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071040555686104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525775932082345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142222656397796,0.0,0.29005787883170403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971377362316693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139366080413949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469632449626143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208704166347525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295128624808715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404653554205734,0.0,0.09482789456729034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359317259133192,0.1298849958517835,0.0,0.0,0.12341889804791815,0.08927956412521579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333277591884985,0.0,0.06923969254615256,0.0,0.0,0.11346352423288418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255537409877448,0.0,0.0,0.2101121662315328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257173370290753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982625679143284,0.0,0.15293252259251006 anxiety,relentlessjoe,2018/01/04,"Social hangovers Lately I've noticed that I've become somewhat more susceptible to social hangovers. Basically the result of over stimulation. It happened three times this holiday season, and the pattern seems pretty clear (I keep a journal). Symptoms include: extreme fatigue, temporary lack or loss mental clarity, want to be left alone, upset stomach, dizziness, feeling very sick in general. It starts the day after and for me, the first day is the worst, the second better, etc. This also makes my already high baseline anxiety that much harder to cope with :( I think the main culprit of increased social fatigue is the fact that for the first time in about six years, I'm not taking SSRIs to control my anxiety. Does anyone else have these social hangovers?",7.923655640373198,9.72547839694657,7.381323155216286,68.06721798134015,62.74045801526717,8.570313825275656,37.456318914334176,8.841846274778883,3.8114369804919432,614,30,82,9,9,192,96,131,0.17600000000000002,0.698,0.126,-0.7762,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,2,6,0,1,10,0,4,5,1,4,2,19,14,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,5,0,5,0,1,5,1,14,13,8,17,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,3,11,58,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466462060066252,0.15624986236503424,0.11323075923933072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166343879599732,0.0,0.0,0.09900414577421453,0.1450773368109898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563768087886453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522627258990393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880703022282627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262974953990307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239077719464856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828162138896507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791207303159785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159297229070516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24087550200819174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520899297458835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959930972260474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258531285738678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597215032042943,0.0,0.15383969839066536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451349905001263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269104002413432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408612497727784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612029862741427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404957031740462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889968379611774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5773392607501836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021927021801016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716789709058106,0.1064592693119846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072618637159256,0.0,0.0,0.1651264127031725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682790679708573,0.08351440000011373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118035447844906 anxiety,Kratom__,2018/01/04,"Emetophobic, just ate rare steak and I'm freaking out Hey everyone, So I just had a very rare steak that I think was seared properly. My anxiety is going crazy and I also have some minor sharp stomach cramps that just popped up. I finished eating about 30 minutes ago and I also used the same tongs from start to finish. This is my first time eating a steak that rare and although it tasted amazing I'm really getting scared. Any thoughts? It was butchered, frozen and then placed in a fridge for a day. 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I feel like i shouldnt be with someone because i don't think it would be fair to have them worry about my problems, i've had multiple times where i would be interested in someone, and my brain would completely shut me down, i honestly have never had a real relationship. The only people i really see anymore is my family, and a mixture of different doctor, i talk with many people online but honestly i dont feel anything on most days while i talk, i act happy, put on a face and act like everything is fine, i just feel like these arent my friends, they dont see the real me, no one does, i'm so numb to the pain and its killing me to not be able to react, i cant cry anymore due to drugs, i refuse to eat pretty much anything, and i'm pretty sure im actually just slowly letting myself rot, i've completely lost all motivation to fight anymore, im just sitting still and waiting for something to happen eventually. Thanks if you read this, i just needed to get it out of my head",6.9347768479776875,5.691804677824267,8.026035564853558,72.9936419107392,64.98326359832636,10.811854951185495,34.56101813110182,9.928628108626363,3.2680373779637386,934,35,180,17,12,321,133,239,0.172,0.637,0.191,0.8102,2,2,2,0,1,0,26.0,0,1,2,2,11,20,2,0,8,0,22,8,3,2,4,43,38,13,1,7,8,0,4,4,2,4,4,0,0,0,7,11,1,2,6,1,0,4,10,7,0,1,3,6,29,13,23,26,4,20,0,2,2,0,12,7,0,4,12,117,36,3,0.09160003800888322,0.0,0.0893884236323326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725278721210669,0.06404887638277831,0.0,0.1507580529045113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055838532969400716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225593636931336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208179417732216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061834054633724,0.05907444663365573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570254364501107,0.0,0.09375652032804248,0.08015981054333687,0.0,0.3220636870347771,0.0,0.10622696300293896,0.09372970685764594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285747858018022,0.0,0.0,0.08232420775783722,0.0,0.08635236364015994,0.0,0.1852629259619276,0.19631725636829755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153992428388892,0.0,0.04785723920749503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100161109748431,0.09750994375624183,0.0,0.0,0.09400806560871956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19788751939006927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134187038211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366724495653296,0.0,0.17900460669800775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999226206165968,0.07787507666679508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928680613465398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733656757198532,0.06792026752371973,0.07064759627567146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207055638243581,0.06966595656155293,0.09746889872432676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051179850490466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638033892626613,0.0,0.08764886551915256,0.0,0.1841666765983813,0.0,0.0,0.09162482628006513,0.2085217941090792,0.05868132990151515,0.0,0.0,0.19668832092856567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598674159235947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283724485470436,0.07051818443219539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315190867848692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633195178145073,0.0,0.0,0.14724928160753864,0.0,0.08433300814534933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058693605708666,0.0,0.0,0.05341271879097247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302428496967667,0.0,0.19521011660408533,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RubixTwelve,2018/01/04,"Health anxiety Recently I've been dealing with hypochondria and stuff like that. It started when I had a scare with a testicular lump which ended up being nothing but I was fearing for my life. Recently I noticed I was having headaches after I had watched a movie and heard ""brain cancer."" I immediately started to think that was it and freaking out because I realized I was getting headaches and some disorientation. My parents keep telling me not to worry and that it's likely a migraine. I try not to worry but even when I start to not focus on it, I feel like a small discomfort on my head and it sends me spiraling again. Can anyone help? Thanks.",4.073104212860308,6.41108575609756,4.887982261640797,79.93423503325944,73.5528455284553,7.3995565410199555,31.507021433850703,8.296473431620573,2.6007788617886187,520,25,92,9,11,168,76,123,0.085,0.737,0.177,0.9147,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,5,0,10,7,2,0,0,20,19,10,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,0,5,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,8,3,16,4,12,10,1,16,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,2,13,69,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309459762826485,0.0,0.0,0.11968731877258122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434475470515736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910843646886144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647063366046034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160742892718534,0.0,0.0,0.11305737490904255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19261588977683655,0.08654961698246304,0.12228518474488467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943021280141097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567167374586307,0.18194764377928027,0.0,0.0,0.11473286498981013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521453813913953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090372092687658,0.2508777198789279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424398095589068,0.1948802553105855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900660529203012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380230503103701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137285625794166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634688925783099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19595078514271014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961171824032882,0.15759201720605226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967999273526953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621443198585092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476665908147245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OldBren,2018/01/05,Help Been getting pain in my stomach a sharp stabbing pain really hurts when I move occasionally worried I may have cancer or an ulcer 😭 have been taken medication for GERD need support and advice ,4.134166666666665,7.20772075,5.6200000000000045,70.80000000000003,77.6111111111111,6.933333333333335,28.44444444444445,8.07648339933343,2.5842444444444443,161,7,24,3,4,54,32,36,0.349,0.535,0.116,-0.8979,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,0,0,4,9,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,1,2,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733899895131581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461693383803499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752529420099925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995017442314947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818408864640841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29735339163325786,0.0,0.20744741508205627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5953943301002171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792291262309211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174819839132011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841220766699235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MSF_Terminus,2018/01/05,"Just because I'm dropping in just to make a quick note to anyone suffering from anxiety/depression and feel like there's no light. I recently had my first panic attack in months (3.5 years, 28 year old). It was full-on, felt like my heart stopped, and then pure fear, loss of control, etc. The thing is -- it took just minutes to recover. I knew what triggered it, knew the symptoms were normal for panic attacks, knew the symptoms after were normal, and knew that even though I felt off and jumpy for the next few days...like I'd slide back into one...that was normal too. A rare episode, but one that I used to have all the time. I used to be on this sub all the time, desperately trying to figure out what was wrong with me. Exhausted, depressed, feeling like I had drifted into another dimension. After this one, I actually looked back and how I acted during it and realized that aside from about 5 seconds of actual irrational thought and fear that I basically figuratively beat the shit out of the panic attack and all the parts that came with it. Aside from that one attack, I've been living panic attack free 99% of the time and happier than ever. Four years ago I never would have imagined it. Just remember: anxiety is in our genetics and is part of our evolution. You are always fine...you're just a little bit unique...and once you find the yin to the yang it's nothing more than a badge you can wear on your sleeve. 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Tried meds, therapy, etc...all pointless, get dangerous side effects from meds and nobody can talk me out of my anxiety. I have GAD, health anxiety, germaphobia/OCD, ADHD, DP/DR, mild depression. I can't really deal with the physical manifestations of anxiety. I've been anxious my whole life, but it seems to be getting worse.",3.7422814498933903,6.558088985074626,5.226439232409383,74.63940298507465,77.05970149253731,9.798720682302774,30.466950959488273,9.957137785484203,3.932059275053305,290,14,49,10,7,97,58,67,0.242,0.733,0.025,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,8,10,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,1,7,8,1,4,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269552986991077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433398310281533,0.2133413858461263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946911660670083,0.16265214168897058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061237866998214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548583525454947,0.1349110881332743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973277032078627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007336756023088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333869886498165,0.09226025280678099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195290130890484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436253263635506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097910621675995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719176279110508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065660584942444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178666289463266,0.0,0.0,0.21596100748497524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821353223377616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989657364947326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108389835112903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244944867202773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mynameisnotbecky1,2018/01/05,"Possibly anxiety or Extreme Nervous I really want to take a diagnosis on anxiety/depression, but my family never understood mental health. I suffer so much attacks, that all I wanna do is throw up when thinking about school or people I feel are better than me. Like literally, puke. I get very shaky, trembly in the voice, fidget, heart races like cross country, and headaches. I have certain fearful moments, like being near the popular kids, the dreaded school presentations, and the next day of school, then thoughts of death solving it. It interferes with any happiness or hope I have, I can't live with it anymore. I want to reach out, but my fam is so conservative on mental health and diagnosis and stuff like that. I'm not an edgy teen, I really need a release from everything. My fear is my friend, my thoughts are now part of my anotomy. I am one with insufferable pain.",5.668830227743271,7.4489400186335395,6.279767080745341,73.93633799171846,68.06832298136646,10.087163561076606,33.292443064182194,10.317481424215053,3.792428157349896,697,32,120,19,12,227,109,161,0.22,0.57,0.209,-0.7421,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,5,19,1,6,7,0,11,4,1,0,3,30,23,13,1,5,6,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,0,1,6,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,3,2,18,10,18,19,3,16,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,5,12,80,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175577815849756,0.0,0.10321967586931724,0.0,0.1338124820509053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350026500167152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933299591790485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701750321877068,0.0,0.11621342963021587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212647332606429,0.0,0.1271982643799345,0.30366339271288795,0.06822373367364913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424516452381773,0.0,0.07049439654686729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363353917287192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868446568460446,0.0,0.159890523566159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401411119755402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636763410771325,0.0,0.11914404049191207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27195170701095256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991877253082548,0.10004752366986837,0.10406491785594267,0.0,0.14349763275686725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143081565020238,0.0,0.1435730792549156,0.0,0.0,0.14611405256762808,0.0,0.093542199627194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211123117400818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728768733206445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096635152210147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544604660864931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144918703948096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645651909950086,0.0,0.2142357806146887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132986582272504,0.1591682535650803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blafc,2018/01/05,Sleep problems Hey guys is there someone who fell asleep badly? Every night i cant sleep or just badly...so many things goes in my brain thru night. I recap every thing that i did badly in my day or some big things that i fcked up in my life...when i woke up i feel tyred already. I even dont know when i have dream during sleep lastly... Is there someone with this kind of problem?,0.5468635724331925,2.7848988481012675,1.5751054852320685,99.40403656821381,85.83544303797468,3.5111111111111115,15.106891701828413,3.1291,-1.3183682137834034,295,5,66,0,9,92,53,79,0.161,0.813,0.026,-0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,9,9,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,11,1,8,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,5,40,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860807591804845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702798775891202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068073316781144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438136609205978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968973070996825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690194052183008,0.0,0.2727351450287264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183740348022549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602592576181893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854429995278666,0.0889498102788319,0.1319312548229006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432109045333183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16409286353179942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303774903643781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30974165110828433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859076671895855,0.0,0.27427391571140136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32258249778315456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RealGloryPatriot,2018/01/05,"Are these dreams perpetrated by my own Anxiety? The dreams I had for the past 3 days are super negative, waking up with tears in my eyes. I can’t remember the dream from 3 days ago but it was negative. All I could member from the first dream was North Korea. The second dream deals with blame and guilt. It was like those video games or movies where everyone is happy and likes you, and later on when they see the “wanted poster” they change moods and riot at you. Bioshock Infinite and Wolfenstein II comes to mind. Anyways they kept accusing me so I ran and hide somewhere safe. That dream made me wake up with tears in my eyes. The dream I had last night made me feel WTF and shocked. So I had a dream of a kid I member from last years college spring semester. We barely talked to each other but we sat next to each other. Its kind of ironic that he would be a school shooter and the dream was about that. I was his partner but i didnt kill anyone and redeemed myself he kept going through store to store giving me a nod. I kept avoiding his path but he wasnt gonna shoot me. At the end, the police came and told me to assasinate the shooter. (My dream was going through ac origins vibes at the point) i grabbed my sword and killed him. Boi thats enough. Could the pink eye I had recently be involved with this?",2.751307654157713,4.6616254334600775,3.137245825756324,92.93668044304844,76.03422053231941,6.24691684575963,21.70094230451314,7.079830092131019,0.4299374772689699,1031,27,221,11,23,318,152,263,0.157,0.665,0.17800000000000002,0.5554,0,1,0,3,0,1,24.0,2,2,3,2,6,12,2,2,17,0,21,5,5,3,1,42,38,19,2,4,5,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,21,0,5,2,12,2,5,5,5,0,3,21,7,34,6,27,11,5,33,0,0,5,0,21,11,0,1,19,142,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365377518290493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783205415485673,0.0,0.0,0.1077009239048238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616857690242504,0.0,0.0,0.16294266054470524,0.1326826722349558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459598529987027,0.0,0.0,0.1986724152219997,0.15879752744244208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642431239785913,0.15915352425861656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718167343878102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788188262727899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101731199966166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775901667015062,0.1750768926018895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396713924677753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34082137538734875,0.1603978966609275,0.0,0.2511090055653967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050194955316062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914926473893708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552576502790405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638119931272438,0.1445461389571982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703847206228424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456075508594571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208543057400994,0.0,0.17448526138358336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558859558646758,0.12274147366291277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380298116921908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718167343878102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085051912757264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941805228130157,0.0,0.0,0.09918987071201983 anxiety,prot0sapien,2018/01/05,"How to deal with post panic. Hey all. I just had an anxiety attack not rightfully so but still. My fiance and her mom were talking about her credit card and payments and bills, and basically i was triggered by being in proximity. I cant filter peoples voices... So everytime she was posing hard questions to my fiance about finance all i could think about was my 2$ in checking and 175$ in savings and my almost maxed out credit card. Because of this when they would come around me and talk about it i would leave because it was triggering. I know im not being rational so i apologized. How could i have better dealt with this? And now things feel odd. :/ fiances still mad. Idk just wanted to reach out cause i was feeling pretty shitty, but writing this out really helps. 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I’m on break from college, and being in my hometown has caused a lot of anxiety and stress. I have this horrible feeling that if someone isn’t constantly talking to me, and not seeing people often as I do when I’m at school, that no one really likes me and everyone has forgotten about me. If I’m not hanging out with people, or seeing them constantly, that they’re done with me. (Although that’s not realistic, idk) if i don’t have people always talking to me, I feel like I actually have no friends at all. Which leads to a lot of stress. just wanted to see if other people felt this way. much love to this community. 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This doesn’t not happen after every meal, but often enough that it causes me anxiety even before eating.",9.658857142857146,10.395787600000002,9.103571428571431,60.96392857142863,58.71428571428571,9.285714285714286,23.214285714285715,8.841846274778883,2.029285714285713,166,2,20,2,2,53,28,35,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,2,1,0,5,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202985505772887,0.0,0.0,0.13895841813395873,0.20362498027424272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910676077354633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415306991734547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739121917525938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100590298848814,0.16601554282397732,0.0,0.0,0.2053438463625979,0.0,0.1312609734836627,0.0,0.16744074272612516,0.0,0.0,0.19439856546500467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573853563237607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709980518373879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471570185919068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-picardy-third-,2018/01/05,"My first appointment is on Monday. There's no backing out now because I like to honor my commitments. I emailed my University counseling center to look into setting up an appointment, and was surprised that it happened so quickly. I thought I'd have more time to think about it, a week or two (so when classes resume) but they're putting me in a week before classes. Monday. I'm honestly terrified. I don't speak much as it is, less so in a setting like a counseling session (I imagine a situation similar to a one-on-one meeting with a professor). I asked the person scheduling me if I could bring written things to share because I am much more comfortable writing. She said that she'd let the counselor know that I would have that for my meeting with him. I already feel sick thinking about going. That's a big part of my anxiety - it makes me physically sick leading up to and through things I have to do (classes, meeting people, events, etc). I guess I just had to get this out there. Writing it down helps some. Thanks. 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So, I'm in a relationship with a woman I'm very deeply in love with. I have plans to propose to her, and want to be with her for the rest of my life, no doubt. But, this morning I had a dream that I was dating a different girl. When I awoke, this made me panic. I don't want to be with any other girl than my girlfriend. I have no desire for any other female than her. Also. I feel like dream interpreting isn't always factual, so. I don't know what to think of it. It's in my nature to tell her about my dream after she gets off work, and let her know how much I love her. I'm just anxious she might break up with me, or not love me as much as she did, feel betrayed, etc. I've been laying in a pool of tears, having an anxiety attack for the last half an hour, and I'm lost as to what I should do. 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Occasionally before I got to sleep when I've felt anxious or depressed it seems like my internal dialogue/ thoughts are screaming at me not as if they're in the room with me or as if I can't hear other sounds, but more as if it's my own thought voice just rapid firing, I can get to sleep but it takes some work. The other thing is when I get visual snow it leaves an imprint of letters like earlier today I was chilling started getting visual snow and then a capital A appeared in my vision, it wasn't like I couldn't see through it or anything it was more like some one put a bright light in my eye in the shape of a capital A... I have really bad health anxiety about being schizophrenic but I'm not sure if this is a sign?? My doctor assured me I'm not schizophrenic but that was like 3 weeks ago so I'm not sure anymore ",1.6511666666666684,3.812562672222224,3.191111111111117,89.99500000000002,80.6111111111111,6.4444444444444455,23.88888888888889,7.594959193182576,1.1285555555555549,691,25,146,11,18,227,107,180,0.123,0.7440000000000001,0.132,0.6922,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,0,10,0,12,7,3,0,3,31,29,19,0,5,16,0,2,5,0,0,4,4,1,0,14,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,7,3,0,2,8,10,15,9,16,19,5,16,0,1,3,0,2,7,0,11,12,95,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304009736049419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250720314027386,0.1661883928324666,0.14589004910444778,0.10286023570187984,0.1507279209641543,0.12105605696374155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228277237547598,0.0,0.0,0.12517673636137586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670255192560176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056966373454758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288854532431305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124524141497385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074281506832361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765444987118474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636725524864742,0.16579963709477316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576446804696895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35934385340814073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099683123580305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788259242932594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424014543044493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722477815065258,0.1339201682261234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29442533543747434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412268775091807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772921372038641,0.0,0.11060572714857624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195461949932572,0.0,0.0,0.2335721456980118,0.0,0.0,0.1394396941924058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370160594274076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179999041931427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709523249753844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,plantedtoast,2018/01/05,"Anxiety about therapy? I've tried several therapists. Each time I felt the overwhelming anxiety in each visit, feel like no progress is being made, and then inevitably quit going. Is therapy not for me? For the most part I have good coping mechanisms. Centering myself, being mindful, knowing what is a normal thought and what is anxiety. I just lose all control to overwhelming anxiety regularly now. I regularly have public panic attacks and cannot under any effort bring myself under control. Even if I stay relatively calm, I feel absolutely sick from the stress. What should I do? I get six free therapy visits from my work, so I'm going to try again. I'm just tired and scared watching my mental health decline while knowing what I can do to help and having everything still be bad. 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I always look for advice from others on how to lessen or even fully get rid of the negative intrusive thoughts, but on bad days, the thoughts are the only ideas I can think, hear, and believe. I am in desperate need of finding an effective, long term way of coping and assessing to push against these thoughts. One of the ways I try to deal with them is to play music loud enough that I can’t hear myself. I have tried the method of describing my surroundings or even trying to work through the thoughts to find a more positive outcome and reason they happen. I know it takes time and practice to reach peace of mind, but I am at war with my inner voice. If anyone has any suggestions, please voice them below. 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Don't judge. The bad part. Two weeks ago, I went to the ER because my heart was hurting so much that I truly believed that it was a heart attack. Turns out, I'm in perfect health. For me, the holidays were really hard. Being without a job for 2 months now, I spent a lot of time in my small apartment, alone. I only saw my family once on Christmas eve but that made me felt even more alone. You know, being in a 4 rooms apartment 24/7 without anyone to talk to is painful. I know people live worst. Some people truly love me, I know that. But, it's hard to convince yourself when the only person that you talk with in a day is the pizza delivery guy. Those days, the weather was cold outside. Good part. Here comes the part where I thank you. I read a lot of posts on this community in the last months and it made me a lot better. Knowing that people had the same anxiety symptoms and to know that I wasn't the only one feeling constant sharp chest pains was truly relieving. The good good part I met someone online and I have a date with her next tuesday night. She's gorgeous, intelligent and funny (I know her from when I was in high school). The fucking chest pains seems to get lighter, I love that. In addition to that, I got a job interview for a programming job next week. I'm thrilled. I guess reddit helped me getting through this tough batch. For the first time in months, I feel like there is hope in the air. 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My anxiety problems has started in January 2017, when me and some friends got caught by the Guardia di Finanza (it's a division of the italian police that deals with mafia, drugs, counterfeit objects and similar) with some weed. This is happened to a lot of people and it's not a big problem here in Italy, you do not risk jail for just 2g. But the cops weren't really nice to me, they made fun of me because i was scared of a little dog that has stared to bark at me (i was high and in full paranoid thoughts at the moment). Also, some old people where watching us while cops was searching us. I had to call my parents and tell them to come to take me. Luckly they weren't angry. But the problem didn't ended after i came back to my home. That day i was with a friend, and for like 3 months he kept to put pressure on me because we had to recive a letter for a meeting with a social worker (after a year i still haven't recived the letter), and everytime he talked me about this i was telling him that he made me feel really uncomfortable. Anyway, my anxiety and panic attacks started because of this ""friend"", i didn't know at the time that i was having panic attacks btw. Fast forward to June, i failed school for the second time because of the panic attacks (i realized only in July thanks to a friend that i was having panic attacks and now i go to a psychiatrist), at the time i was having like two or three panic attacks every day. I stopped going out, i was scared and i'm still scared, much less than before, i no longer have panic attacks (i had the last one two weeks ago), but that's the reason i'm making this post. Everytime i have to take step out i start to feel very anxious, here where i live i only have one friend, the others live in other cities. Tomorrow i have to go to Lodi, two hours by train, unless someone offers to bring me here by car wich is like 50 minutes. The last time i went to Lodi was the last time i had a panic attack, i had a great time with my friends and only god know how much do i love them, but now i'm here in my room crying and listening to music because i'm so scared about tomorrow. **TL;DR** cops caught me with weed, a friend kept stressing me, had like two panic attacks everyday for months, always scared to go out and tomorrow i have to make 2 hours by train to reach two friends. Nothing interesting, just a vent. (Sorry for my bad english guys) Anyway, i'm new to this subreddit, hi to everyone :)! 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I’m having a hard time determining if I’m going crazy or not. So if you worry about something for so long can you actually convince yourself you want to do bad things? ,5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,6.446190476190478,73.78214285714287,68.28571428571428,8.457142857142857,33.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.9048476190476182,177,8,31,3,3,59,30,42,0.267,0.626,0.107,-0.8370000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.6445737262017663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27575394133424985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876948019514265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29584877299762424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29227038173931963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25425086972896555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194105753453558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257770625463375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479635423515615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33539583512954485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chickadee712,2018/01/05,"Long time sufferer of Anxiety, finally Reached out for help and am terrified of what's next (Lexapro) Hi Everyone! I have been a long time sufferer of anxiety, pretty much my whole life, now 31 years old. Started when I was young, but would go through waves as life does. As an adult I learned to deal with it and unknowingly self medicated through caffeine (as it promotes more serotonin in your brain) for years. I sailed through my twenties only crippled with a few anxiety attacks a year during mostly stressful life events. Then within the past year (2017) my anxiety took a turn for the worst. My work life became increasingly more stressful and I started to pull away from things that I loved as I starting getting panic attacks more frequently and didn't want to have panic attacks in public. I quit caffeine abruptly which I thought would help my anxiety, but I feel this was the catalyst for total brain meltdown as my brain hasn't felt ""right"" ever since. I kept pushing myself to maintain normality, then around Thanksgiving had the worst panic attack I've ever had which lead to a month of complete hell. Every day I would wake up and it was as if my anxiety wanted to replay that panic attack every day. I would wake up in sheer panic and could hardly eat. I lost significant weight and spiraled into this cloud of anxiety doom. With help from my husband and family I have pulled myself out and am now eating a bit more and finally saw a psychologist who was really great yesterday. I have been taking ativan intermittinly when the anxiety is too much to bear, and she suggested I take it as I ease into my prescription of lexapro. I have read many success stories on here about lexapro and I am nervously excited as I know my serotonin levels are so out of whack and am praying this medication brings me my life back. I am also terrified of the side effects. I suffer from emeteophobia which is where most of my anxiety comes from, and on top of it I have a nasty cold right now that is causing bad headaches. I know I should just take the pill, but am looking for encouraging words and stories to help me get through this. I just want my life back!",7.43098843435425,7.534159637931037,7.3086335403726705,74.10375776397515,63.45812807881774,10.607667594774044,36.125080316984366,10.276239652853533,3.707453330477618,1727,75,308,36,23,551,204,406,0.251,0.64,0.109,-0.997,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,8,19,27,6,8,16,0,32,18,5,3,3,58,58,33,0,11,6,1,4,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,18,25,3,1,7,1,0,9,2,22,0,0,15,7,46,5,58,37,15,65,3,5,2,1,16,21,1,4,35,220,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050145298098205095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43172351894473404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05582089145367889,0.0,0.356680890146546,0.058913567000652936,0.09643280323395967,0.052356193894300684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845780009756222,0.0,0.0,0.2099991072160926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441547777618271,0.0,0.05401494767854055,0.06574517288336115,0.0,0.0,0.05006497218875853,0.0,0.0,0.08087928840008993,0.06464627213036604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054873712785127315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832607708722105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344082404612378,0.10566361256550323,0.05991747268971069,0.0,0.0,0.05911284930177376,0.0,0.031705615694634884,0.0,0.0602067922461447,0.1373808873351271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552172169971543,0.0,0.035636790525541966,0.0,0.0,0.06913266619816061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617151162920003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681198023394339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892223802024168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657430763120989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098419628647747,0.05265654621824738,0.0,0.06845009527736201,0.0,0.05659385992694688,0.0,0.0,0.06357319572863195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263377144011439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005066476271682,0.0,0.09219102300357374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668765475432137,0.0,0.061437748503427474,0.0,0.0,0.06579852292026478,0.0,0.0,0.04769010387310073,0.0,0.3678550049435139,0.0,0.0,0.059859175590860625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379369610351919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669466191110182,0.06272213428649882,0.0,0.04017053459880846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709973723558314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541516297789746,0.0,0.0,0.05187036077815791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331491163892436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365711016420918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143944183089768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041658525603146895,0.0,0.0,0.049780897075360216,0.07312777238723715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966774595744556,0.0,0.06820521368997923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095539352465436,0.0,0.0,0.07635799856075716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000807781422147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565010721025471,0.0,0.0,0.17817580154238855,0.0,0.0,0.1615202825358663 anxiety,Soap-Taste-Ok,2018/01/05,"I get horrible thoughts that lead to panic attacks, am I insane/sick? 😭 So last week one night I couldn't sleep as normally. Every time I tried to fall asleep I would get a ""mini panic"" attack over and over I didn't end up falling asleep till 6am that night. Since then I had some weird issues, I feel constantly stressed, I get headaches randomly that last for only a few minutes on small areas in my head. My short term memory is AWFUL I feel completely blank in my thoughts (feels like I don't think of anything). I get mini dizzy attacks like anxiety but these dizziness attacks I can get even if I'm playing a game or don't felt stressed at all. I get a ""pressure"" feeling around my face, I also have a very hard time concentrating since that night. I also get thoughts! Thoughts that I gonna die or someone will die. This is what kept me up 3 nights this week. It can be thoughts like: ""me randomly fainting when I'm in a corner at my house and when I wake up its fire all around and I end up getting burned cause I'm stuck"". ""What if my moms ex boyfriend comes to us on nights with a gun trying to kill us"" (even doe this will never happen) Last thought that have came a lot is... So I'm gay and my dads parents are homophobic, but they don't know I'm gay cause I haven't told them. And I walk with them sometimes just to go outside and we normally go in a forest. So sometimes I think that they gonna hit me from behind and try kill me cause they ""might figured out I'm gay"". Today when we talked I felt like crying cause I was so scared this was gonna happen. Worth mentioning: I have anxiety, social anxiety. I don't work, school I been home since June when I finished high school, just to take a break and this year I wanna try get a job. What is wrong with me, this drives me crazy! I have a appointment to my therapist on the 18th but that's such a long time. 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I work a relatively simple job, I wouldn’t say it’s stressful this time of year (retail). I only work a few days over my winter break over school. I have GAD and severe health anxiety. Whenever I’m at work this gets thirty times worse. I’m alone with no music to listen to or anyone to talk to most of my job. I usually get hot flashes and have panic attacks, and my health anxiety kicks in and I have an uncomfortable sensation or symptom that makes me freak out during my shifts and I can’t kick the worry or stop myself from feeling like I’m going to die. It makes going to work incredibly stressful. I can’t relax. And I’ll feel so worried that I’m close to calling my parents and I get worried something horrible will happen and I’ll need to go to the hospital or whatever. I don’t know how to handle it anymore. My job was a lot simpler when I wasn’t going through this. Help and advice please. 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My bedroom is shared with one other girl and it's small but I've never been a claustrophobic person. I don't know what reasons could be for this but I might start sleeping on the couch soon.,2.342714285714284,4.6758741285714285,3.1442857142857146,90.33071428571432,79.14285714285714,5.142857142857143,22.857142857142854,6.18269132825596,0.4481428571428574,279,9,55,2,7,88,57,70,0.06,0.807,0.133,0.6059,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,6,1,1,3,0,7,1,1,2,2,17,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,4,6,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617236426620855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25386395248779925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747416506310587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807631395798838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33730367245013204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24522916074296275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154568768216568,0.0,0.0,0.3730557370342367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776290572388474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32691424595283364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181880791457277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505262980665452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Three_Muscatoots,2018/01/05,"It took years, and many attempts, but Medication COMPLETELY changed my life. please consider talking to your doctor if you haven't already. I was on Lexapro for a couple years and it never did much for me. I'm finally on the right combination and it has completely changed my outlook in the last month. I genuinely cried the other day just thinking about how much my anxiety has decreased. It made life bearable and made my depression possible to tackle. Life style changes are also a big part of my change. I exercise regularly, have a decent social life, found a job and am attending college. I didn't even know it was possible to feel this normal. It feels fucking great. Please consider medication. I had my doubts too, but if your brain is firing too much and causing anxiety, meds are made to calm your ass down. I love you all.",4.708570719602982,6.906205187096777,5.275483870967744,78.47630272952856,71.3225806451613,9.156327543424316,31.92307692307693,9.661875296680813,3.345377171215881,664,31,118,17,13,213,97,155,0.133,0.746,0.121,-0.0111,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,5,0,1,7,6,1,1,7,0,13,12,2,5,2,25,25,12,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,10,3,18,3,12,15,5,15,0,1,0,3,8,6,2,3,7,80,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740489122461499,0.08508068276384673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627773386099528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876731617490666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092926562929973,0.4501894296883708,0.0,0.2230974551747147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771939445866307,0.11686529593256426,0.0686132632520937,0.0,0.09163423846579216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889548996982557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027011871750115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758876836128436,0.0,0.0,0.11654591892429188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665201867122835,0.0,0.09835657844013024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729623044428862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557645069666506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05846960024936429,0.08672270020263062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005878680538769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602184901556092,0.3020086366146204,0.0,0.10786357052816634,0.0,0.0,0.11817619254664607,0.21435507231450565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492011997728606,0.0,0.23462843414991014,0.0,0.08205514224196989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424039318518306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152108665821882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357029540701216,0.0,0.23987927858382765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908571602265353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845202050437673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855128934619908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817092751925917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820409126035003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702437157166714 anxiety,SadPangolin,2018/01/05,"I don't want to deal with my girlfriend My girlfriend is lovely and very supportive of my struggles with anxiety and depression. Unfortunately, when my anxiety is really bad, I get anxious when dealing with her. Does anyone else have this? I feel like I should feel comforted because someone cares about me, but any time I get a text from her, or she tries to make plans I feel really, really anxious. Even when we spend time together, it's not relaxing. I feel really tense. I think the issue is the anxiety drains me so much. I don't feel like I have the capacity to meet my own needs, so the idea of meeting someone else's needs is overwhelming. I don't know what to do about it. I feel like I'm being really unfair to her, but I have to help myself too. ",4.102581818181818,5.392070106666665,5.540181818181819,79.63009090909092,71.26666666666667,9.721212121212124,27.63636363636364,10.018931242160765,2.7124,596,21,118,16,11,201,81,150,0.19,0.6859999999999999,0.125,-0.8079,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,2,5,0,13,1,0,1,0,24,31,10,0,4,4,0,6,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,9,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,26,8,14,29,2,5,0,2,0,1,13,0,0,1,8,77,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345847042292423,0.0,0.2816571262920112,0.2772928284724577,0.0,0.08581347111248372,0.12574816694947355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024717982835478,0.07481315218234721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512820879784886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25305199881030005,0.10570446106168983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739909854675296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504508009892414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105993078719488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3723263149122818,0.26302827090301234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823943357606965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226122446742509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854368182685714,0.0,0.12809495201046708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744747035965963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798744277035981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076577893017446,0.0,0.0819211292319477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021836014138232,0.1820008170093697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931098321109502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20797213330060246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283007565327881,0.0,0.0,0.13926898157564988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863841369936048,0.0,0.0,0.14312603311307326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332347908152947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126250902590744,0.07238747929031389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,welliguessthisisokay,2018/01/05,"I've been on lexapro for five months and it makes me incredibly tired I started 5mg of lexapro in August after spontaneously developing panic disorder in the spring.It was agonizing and it took a serious toll on my mental and physical health. I was very reluctant to take the lexapro at first because, like many people with anxiety, medication scares me. Long story shot, the lexapro ended up working wonders for me and I haven't had a panic attack since September. I never even had to up my dose of lexapro. 5mg works just fine for managing my panic disorder. The only issue is now, that I feel tired all the time. I force myself to get up out of bed everyday, but all throughout the day I want nothing more than to hole up in my room with my cats and Netflix. For a lack of a better word, I guess I'm unmotivated to do anything besides relax? I don't want to get off lexapro because this is by far MUCH better than daily, agonizing panic attacks. Any advice?",4.980115178938711,6.1333760695187225,6.300213903743316,75.51375976964212,69.05347593582887,9.176306046894283,32.0316742081448,9.466822959209583,3.0264178527355,763,33,140,16,13,258,115,187,0.208,0.6970000000000001,0.095,-0.9634,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,3,13,2,5,10,0,10,5,0,1,3,21,22,6,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,4,8,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,8,0,2,6,1,18,5,32,16,5,27,0,0,0,0,0,14,0,2,13,91,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667173274055267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119291731403946,0.0,0.09133709915862433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825218184363707,0.0,0.0,0.27165884425142645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455645675834359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21119093020305346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700010926299901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736747797421209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574882224114064,0.0,0.0,0.07885948813265913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060369865290131025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155760504592952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475826209104705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131527414595033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126911650539569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461770260379634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833052639410648,0.0,0.0,0.10566110817210644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969730859308047,0.12104812280463235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202782319844796,0.12032240859322528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953002117513844,0.0,0.08776930391903573,0.0,0.09208503748041467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145630373734762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080552714132054,0.0,0.5603387692231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277368719585929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953555206111673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876504915997496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845086277179472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897704277614507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962037593756477,0.2744547316616547,0.0,0.0,0.13265260258704753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851364973128393,0.14084491581997216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947914020617468,0.1738424416233278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,j-to-the-eff-bee,2018/01/05,"anxiety starting to take its toll - just need some encouragement Bit of context: have had anxiety and OCD all my life; have recently gone through a really bad downward spiral. Been about 5 months and still trying to work my way out of it. I have been exercising (weightlifting and HIIT 3-4x per week) doing yoga, meditating, breathing exercises , gratitude practice daily, and am on 75mg of venlafaxine (for about 2 weeks). Have cut out coffee and alcohol. Am in therapy. While I haven’t had any panic attacks lately (about 2 months ago I was having one almost every day), I still have near constant anxiety and continue to fixate and ruminate over small things. I’m trying to figure out how to let these small things go. They are all very minor, and mostly linked to work (redoing things over and over to make sure it’s correct; seeking reassurance that things are okay or I haven’t messed up, etc). It’s taking a toll on me and I’m really frustrated with myself that I can’t let it go. I also feel like it’s starting to affect my relationships with others and my reputation. I just want one day where I don’t obsess. Feels like almost as soon as I let one thing go, something new comes and takes its place. Just feeling kind of down right now and seeking some support. I’m not sure what else to try to help. I guess just need some encouragement that t can get better and to keep working at it. Or suggestions of additional coping tools. 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They won't tell me when I do things that frustrate or anger them, they just ignore me until they forget about it. This is I assume, mostly out of anxiety. They're just ""really bad"" at opening up about those kind of thoughts and it leaves me in the dark about so many things. Which in turn, makes me think I'm doing everything wrong now, because how am I supposed to know? I do everything with the best of intentions and out of love but I hear about it like months later that they hated the gestures I was trying to get across and it's making me feel worse, help.",5.374545454545455,5.5690769090909065,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,67.7878787878788,8.721212121212123,26.34848484848485,8.472884824447931,1.5118303030303033,520,13,108,7,8,164,85,132,0.18,0.723,0.097,-0.8722,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,2,12,12,4,0,3,0,9,1,0,5,0,26,21,11,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,12,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,2,20,5,21,17,2,14,0,0,0,1,12,8,0,3,7,80,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14681659682083348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024335217959793,0.11699131364562465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014058977404416,0.16973570398809176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34496669945474984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703940955072796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026913288366474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947910124674106,0.0,0.0,0.2163053163085072,0.0,0.12863846037505272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985286256682366,0.105473007476255,0.0,0.0,0.203213246548102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376134620914213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321331351520916,0.0,0.2562132524724705,0.1945745332995763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318696230262233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294746130620288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354892443453127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25500332598602204,0.1229731812298518,0.0,0.15236130109013946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029959293136173,0.2087514631004875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558064102085665,0.0,0.20983199386080625,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Say_dee,2018/01/05,"Do I have anxiety? Hi y’all! Okay so to cut to the chase I just need y’all’s opinions to decide if I should talk to my parents about what’s been going on for the past few years. It’s getting to the point where I think it’s starting to take over my life? I don’t have many people to talk to without thinking I’m some weirdo. I wrote down the things I constantly deal with on a daily basis and would really appreciate it if I could hear back from some of you guys:) Background: 22 year old female in college. Good home life. Great family and friends. ————— Hands and feet always cold to the touch Hands and feet always sweating badly Armpits sweat Heart feels like it’s going to beat out of chest Short breath almost to the point where it feels like I’m going to hyperventilate Pain in chest-heart attack I am jumpy/get scared VERY easily Won’t shoot guns bc I know what they do, but I don’t mind watching people shoot them. Hyper aware of everything I do in front of people (hand placement, how I stand, where to look, do I cross arms?) Have trouble with eye contact because it’s like every person I look at can see right through me, but I make myself so people don’t think I’m some weirdo Blurt out talking- sometimes I don’t let other people finish their sentences before I try to finish them or talk. Get told all the time to stop overthinking and to relax because I automatically assume the worst When I get sad it’s like the world is going to end I am very sensitive and emotional despite my looks I can have VERY low self esteem/confidence like there is no point anymore. I can be harsh on myself over the smallest things Can’t sit still. Can’t relax/don’t know how to Can’t sit through a movie or a tv show bc I’m constantly bored or wanting to check my phone or fidget. I become disinterested. I bite the inside of my cheeks sometimes until I taste blood, I don’t realize I do this in public I still bite my nails - when I’m at home or in the car by myself Mind going in 100 different directions like I can’t sit still and focus on one thing Go in the apartment to grab something and forget what I’m grabbing when I walk into a room I hear what someone tells me but I end up forgetting sometimes Start drinking alcohol to help relax me at night When strangers look at me I freak out inside like there’s something wrong with me I can do routine activities (work, getting gas, hanging with best friend, family) things I do pretty much daily. I make myself go out and try to be social to hopefully get over it. If anyone has any advice about how I should talk to my parents about it, how to deal with it, or anything else I’d really love to hear back. Thanks so much!",2.75345862884161,4.642534618518521,3.7719621749408994,88.48329787234043,75.96296296296295,6.373522458628843,22.415287628053584,7.211369081168443,0.7071138691883365,2114,59,432,24,47,681,254,540,0.113,0.752,0.135,0.9259,3,0,4,3,0,1,43.0,0,3,4,3,25,30,2,1,17,1,38,22,15,6,1,68,83,33,0,10,14,2,8,7,2,4,4,3,3,3,20,19,3,1,10,5,1,12,12,12,0,1,3,20,61,18,71,72,9,78,0,2,7,1,34,37,0,16,32,261,81,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372942271699494,0.0,0.06969727606976492,0.06530553312819179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085317499136015,0.0,0.0,0.04434988345153746,0.0,0.049890924436410994,0.0,0.06467786664145896,0.0456013322928712,0.0,0.05366813950988676,0.0,0.0,0.07419389818529679,0.0,0.10029589168519194,0.05445357778443655,0.07951151184812189,0.07202719406046378,0.055494972485736885,0.0,0.0684413522912419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095309318413926,0.0,0.052070569966564784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344719906504869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681380180340308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388795705020503,0.0,0.0,0.05448054199062221,0.07336049104916582,0.1155260359322248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054948243157592586,0.0,0.05861294944936635,0.0,0.12296180826330895,0.0,0.06595147897560187,0.0931822585923631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077318267698654,0.0,0.2044395459503052,0.0,0.2594507775243492,0.05470103278652955,0.0,0.07190211389061303,0.0,0.06457521017272659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205133293815122,0.15456522144938598,0.043713666200967935,0.0,0.13083619378891284,0.06477532349195679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168325598093614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668893200707451,0.09212957245549233,0.2230325615801824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906384876974344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058861004294450375,0.0,0.08706587875967735,0.06611993159019736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170141599542598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588418616308847,0.04835767407158842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120185672746585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843440516652413,0.0,0.04419281378619044,0.0,0.06939562237415524,0.0,0.14483180550283414,0.0,0.062257128177226013,0.2260667248715552,0.0569450806545746,0.0,0.0,0.18495379808331947,0.0,0.0,0.06634926518804557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355952439303396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055695070997945385,0.0,0.0,0.06529372237877486,0.0,0.05196960735049454,0.0,0.06803568786321365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648064904077651,0.05525826094289302,0.100414662757368,0.1935042216602365,0.0,0.09232203778179186,0.0,0.15624744806931845,0.05452443926340884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04903516390741356,0.26209528565115564,0.05700264446017146,0.06004316929324825,0.0,0.0,0.1733094478865728,0.1253655068697181,0.0,0.0,0.038028631816993716,0.0,0.0,0.06231776065202445,0.0,0.08855629793635446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614328821466999,0.03846675183007167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286698414302283,0.0,0.04747884593864776,0.0,0.0,0.04632837658224497,0.07130469154537313,0.0,0.08399538444856662 anxiety,Irrelevantstars,2018/01/05,"GAD problems (rant) So I’m sitting here, 2nd day off from school due to snow and I have an anxiety stomach ache. I usually get these Sundays before school, but it’s a Friday and somehow I’ve had it overnight. Last night I was convinced I just had swallowed something from my skincare routine (somehow??) but now I have no idea. Generalized anxiety sucks sometimes because YOU DON’T WHAT YOU’RE ANXIOUS ABOUT. Like I’ve been working on a project, I woke up early to do it and I’ve gotten so much done!! But nope! Anxiety stomach ache. I haven’t seen my boyfriend in a week, but that doesn’t sound right as a cause for anxiety. I keep reading coping stuff and they’re all “find out what makes you anxious and try and face it and I agree I’m very much a “figure out what it is and try and face it” person when figuring out triggers. But I have no IDEA. It’s so annoying because I’m trying to get better and work through stuff but my mind is like “lol YOU THOUGHT”. Sorry this is a rant I’m just tired of these anxiety stomach aches because they make me feel like I’m actually sick and I want to actually participate in life. 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Trigger Warning: Death I have health anxiety (hypochondria), and lately I feel like it's gone into overdrive and taken a different form almost. I believe it's stemming from me finding out I'm pregnant with baby #2 and my fear of childbirth adding some major stress. I constantly have this overwhelming feeling that I am dying. Like in that moment, I feel like I'm going to die. This is different than my ""usual"" panic attack can't breathe, I feel like I'm having a heart attack, etc. This is like I've 100% convinced myself this is what it feels like to die and I'm laying in bed, fading out. Except I'm not. It sometimes comes with shortness of breath and lightheadedness, but not always. Does anyone else ever have these moments? We are currently snowed in but I plan on going back to my counselor as soon as the roads get better. I've talked on the phone a few times but it doesn't seem to help much. 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I came to the realization that anxiety really blurs the distinction between stress and excitement. I made the comment, something to the effect of “This game is stressful to watch”, whereas he thought it was exciting. Another recent example comes from New Year’s Eve. We were at a friends house playing party games. One of them was “Catchphrase”. Similar to Taboo, but you pass around a device, and have to get your team to guess the word/phrase before the timer runs out. Of course, it has to make a countdown noise/beeping which makes me even more anxious. My partner has gotten quite good at gauging where I am on a scale of 1-10. He noticed that I was getting more tense as it was passed around the circle, headed towards me. Again, he expressed that it was exciting anticipating it being his turn. I, on the other hand, found it incredibly stressful. Thanks for reading. I just wanted to share a new observation. Hopefully it resonates with someone. 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A quick background: I worked at a private company doing marketing right after college. By the end, I was really miserable because the work was dull, I didn’t feel respected, and I dreaded going in each day. Fast forward a few years and a move away, My fiancé and I decided we wanted to relocate back to the city we were in after college. I was talking to a friend who still works at my first job and one thing led to another and I got a job offer back there. It happened really fast, no real interview, and it is a big raise. Well I put in my notice at my current job yesterday and I haven’t stopped crying since. My job here hasn’t been perfect, but I’ve had the best boss I ever could’ve asked for. I’ve never quit a job where I wasn’t unhappy. I just keep thinking about how I’m leaving a job where I’m comfortable and have a good boss to go to one where I know I was unhappy in the past. It feels a bit like I sold my soul for money. I’m scared it won’t be any different than it was. My position they offered me now is supposed to be 50% of the time doing my old duties and 50% doing social media, which I never got to do there before. I hate change so much. I’ve tried talking to my friends and support system but it’s not making me feel any better. I can’t concentrate on anything because i keep breaking down. What can I do? Anyone else struggle with this crippling anxiety when changing jobs?",3.5050777934936335,4.270804118811885,5.147373880245169,83.85732673267329,72.16831683168317,8.147666195190949,28.289957567185287,8.418075326091056,1.9378531824611032,1140,42,236,18,21,388,172,303,0.12,0.7559999999999999,0.123,0.7026,9,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,0,1,8,18,18,1,4,18,0,26,0,0,6,4,43,48,16,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,5,6,0,2,7,11,7,1,3,14,3,36,11,29,31,5,50,1,2,0,0,13,17,0,0,27,161,47,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193464752810008,0.09201387850170872,0.06712876693918332,0.0,0.0,0.06135707530346606,0.08991058919733236,0.07221104980346862,0.0,0.0820347188360809,0.0,0.08244432933764144,0.13494918392370356,0.0,0.10698358084420076,0.0,0.07466907291003506,0.0,0.0920885639795498,0.07760804133186375,0.0958006398918485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856564406452748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006150307218915,0.0,0.096389623775998,0.056591707385305626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168042452559064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330414594081547,0.0,0.07772075211180349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937520281099605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331076196159809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464039106595721,0.0,0.0,0.1355913840054276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974107643462696,0.07360081864066823,0.14036391986222574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759733242013242,0.0,0.0,0.08663528989818868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6095506794155792,0.15599306123390197,0.0,0.0,0.048225289855264926,0.0,0.0,0.09291493578978396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287038178155374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303148973950097,0.058574030744438316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865294402860034,0.06450659372226157,0.0,0.13535693768581958,0.08474982141980246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990433926396504,0.09207921654970466,0.0,0.11892379748629545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376762497232472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821332459373421,0.0,0.09333328385294662,0.0,0.0998790934840255,0.11243022457277388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493830757631274,0.0,0.0,0.08785339461374435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258798481526903,0.0,0.0,0.08945041700143261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007753176736521,0.14672642037203065,0.0,0.09173570394041247,0.0,0.0,0.09957804152652523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106079247948108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829742416561445,0.05622687217455835,0.0,0.0,0.051167926653928816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957671813380876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051757421769153385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889809055256299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916498693636646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056508339445599486 anxiety,cassandraisntreal,2018/01/05,"Because of social anxiety I have few friends and accordingly, few social media followers. Felt embarrassed about my little followers and left IG. I want to get back on IG now but I'm still nervous. What do I do? Here's my dilemma. I've just graduated secondary school and will be going on to tertiary education soon. So, rejoining Instagram will mean keeping in touch with old classmates and schoolmates and also as a platform to make more connections in my new school. I'm constantly thinking about this and just need to make a decision. What would you do? EDIT: thanks for the advice, it was very reassuring. I think I'm probably going to dive in. After all, if I don't like it, I could just quit again.",3.1869924812030064,5.8862222481202995,4.528533834586469,79.5158082706767,78.3984962406015,8.010526315789475,28.296992481203013,8.841846274778883,2.7541518796992484,561,25,99,14,14,185,91,133,0.079,0.8340000000000001,0.086,0.4468,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,2,3,0,11,0,0,2,1,25,29,11,0,5,5,0,2,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,2,2,10,4,17,22,4,21,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,10,69,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727279315752043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135499432770476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522099863581558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591761213030815,0.0,0.10775132107293504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910148813283604,0.0,0.14112856295916545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971742315253502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656442079620695,0.0,0.09234986080914574,0.0,0.20091368537605309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711250542868066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205037429294952,0.0,0.0,0.08635606016199078,0.17716006453917438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23597748901193424,0.0,0.0,0.19254357637053807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106538019755054,0.0,0.17071601355310312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854799988615143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057729239434032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880061324527142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577813316844619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36036933990705017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116085040115736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273695877174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265214796065083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584560073216798,0.10425769126342847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556530906962587,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheNextGreatHacker,2018/01/05,"Not sure if what i feel is actually anxiety Hello everyone. I've contemplated for a while now about whether or not I have an anxiety disorder. I've looked through a ton of websites and I feel like everything I feel doesn't really fit, either because I've never felt it or I feel like what I experience is not intense enough to fit what the symptom actually is. I feel like maybe I'm just over-exaggerating everything in my mind, and it would be unfair to those who actually do suffer from anxiety disorders to classify myself a someone who has anxiety. What I do know is that I've been stressed for a couple of months now. It's been mostly about school because I worry insanely about it and I feel like it's gotten worse. At first it was just me worrying about my grades and doing well because I am a bit of a perfectionist. But it's slowly gotten worse. Now every single time I get my grades back I worry about whether or not I can keep up that grade. I think about things months in advance. I feel like I've become a lot more pessimistic too. Another thing is that I've been getting nauseous more frequently. Sometimes I can't even eat out because food makes me gag, but I can eat home (usually without getting nauseous). When I was younger, I went through some stress about starting middle school to the point where I was nauseous even at home and nearly threw up in the food court. For almost a full year I couldn't eat in the food court because I was afraid of throwing up, because I think my brain associated the food court with nausea. For a while after that, it got better but sometimes I just can't eat in the food court at all. Sometimes I feel like the worry and stress spreads or something. I've noticed recently like things such as going to a friends house or them coming over makes me nervous and I don't know why because it's something I was excited about. I just feel like all of this isn't normal, but I can't tell if it just stems from overstressing or if it really is an anxiety disorder. I feel like this is too specific to be anxiety and like I'm over thinking and overexaggerating it. I've never even had panic attacks. At most the stress has made me tear up and cry for a couple of minutes. I honestly don't know anymore but I just want these feelings to go away. I'm pretty sure it's been affecting my ability to get started on my assignments and just the thought of haveing to deal with the effects of procrastination from my inability to get started makes me more stressed. It's weird and I feel really stupid at this point.",4.6155952380952385,5.861883019841273,5.486269841269841,80.66428571428574,69.99206349206351,8.774603174603175,30.66666666666667,9.150863307647796,2.593895238095238,2038,84,396,40,36,667,203,504,0.159,0.733,0.108,-0.9561,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,4,28,29,2,8,23,0,38,11,1,6,6,88,84,32,0,7,29,0,13,10,1,1,1,0,2,0,32,16,9,1,21,0,0,7,15,12,1,1,18,14,48,17,61,62,15,55,0,1,1,0,7,27,0,14,31,273,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.15112303004286404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05169066062629151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054128790360420384,0.2369381018584341,0.0,0.0511938498080027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058725982744978325,0.04849933392428163,0.03969312132506357,0.0,0.2202724382273868,0.0570109922651597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565430202420261,0.056356419678621615,0.0,0.0,0.057625757773595215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446665034448016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142346148554713,0.056702899858676215,0.0,0.05321866080483389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748533573966807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128339636190294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053337967913154316,0.0,0.10228492914598816,0.0,0.043492654496743215,0.04932577781014511,0.09278668845244492,0.05049493632658605,0.0,0.0,0.3132116395869222,0.29502262822565484,0.049563953946690414,0.0,0.0,0.043908529302500436,0.3120996932156806,0.0,0.03988201409949672,0.0,0.13484838984427513,0.0,0.058674451121548274,0.0,0.041285778385312666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355951428346698,0.0,0.0,0.05956334113689271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045882837712646264,0.0,0.0,0.08510813739682764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521925981070144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334837539729762,0.0,0.0,0.043886061425257306,0.0,0.04884474140864938,0.10337162661842286,0.0,0.05185991756933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052122177648089435,0.0,0.08240627845305566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962611100767973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050577312356434624,0.0,0.05877049336655293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060565752945415864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975964674591142,0.0,0.0,0.052516795826578117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992086001889647,0.0,0.050969200046323326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044857806417229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04373803989305599,0.07948025237472461,0.15316253573735922,0.0,0.10961216212580364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565660811091593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730377165608828,0.05365365815880595,0.0,0.0,0.04511875500362312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288347049150147,0.09922935407517808,0.0,0.04098105874800336,0.0301004372397632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056852892922317676,0.0,0.030447218160533644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04641319627970948,0.04785289326335617,0.046579640202069054,0.0,0.0,0.04976049939836728,0.0,0.0,0.2096932502134195,0.105211778611762,0.036669854399306125,0.0,0.0,0.033242029455475317 anxiety,wimwestendorp,2018/01/05,"Should I discuss my 'performance anxiety' with my therapist? I have a problem. Everytime I am even close to having sex the sheer excitement fills my body with anxiety. I've had only one sexual encounter and the anxiety made me lose my erection. I am afraid to actually go along with having sex because I don't want it to happen again. Should I discuss it with my therapist. My therapist is female, young and pretty so I am reluctant to discuss this. I don't want to look for a new therapist because she's actually the first good therapist I actually had. I had to switch several times. I was thinking of going to my gp for this, but because of a hypochondriac episode of mine a few months ago I'd rather not disturb her again.",4.3792077922077945,6.149865985714285,5.977922077922081,74.87253246753252,71.28571428571429,10.233766233766234,33.44155844155844,10.436869588844218,3.9983571428571434,578,29,104,18,11,197,79,140,0.09,0.8390000000000001,0.07,0.3455,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,7,0,15,3,1,1,0,18,23,4,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,0,2,5,1,22,2,17,16,1,12,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,8,77,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.3558842876491565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775839521104856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27898642441497873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231129850690431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502925198765545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029131217578067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340155082987863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817427585110456,0.10196140027011172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749788951953712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208242711014873,0.13599806696556513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502598906793995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703054424188526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740644498524988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823743345596556,0.09245425122117444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236734233495504,0.0,0.11631951432115713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733175465839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7057209163582325,0.0,0.07789275616234508,0.0,0.0,0.07088444866386595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340218751419392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bassnectar_and_milk,2018/01/05,"Dentist anxiety...I desperately need to go, but I sure don’t want to. I’ve hated the dentist as long as I can remember going there. I have awful teeth due to a hereditary medical condition I have. I brush three times a day, use mouthwash, floss, and do everything I can, but I get cavities and abscesses like crazy. Almost all of my teeth have fillings or crowns on them. I currently have all of my wisdom teeth in and every one of them is sideways. They need to come out. And I have a molar with a huge cavity in it right now. I need to go as soon as possible but I’m keeping myself awake and having panic attacks about it. I know they’re going to give me the speech about brushing and flossing, and then speak to me condescendingly and treat me like a liar after I tell them that I already brush and floss a lot. Someone please help :(",3.438226623675728,4.922476922155688,4.894251497005988,82.853638876094,73.19161676646706,8.252233993551357,26.618608935974212,8.841846274778883,2.000361953017044,654,23,131,13,13,219,99,167,0.168,0.68,0.153,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,1,5,9,3,1,8,1,11,6,3,1,3,29,27,18,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,12,0,1,2,0,0,6,1,4,0,2,0,5,23,5,22,27,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,3,11,89,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270049124550035,0.0,0.19032129646878476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962057738487093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856479421018715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122675623547318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531063650863724,0.0,0.15500195279599466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010673451492257,0.1654457777683893,0.3920672094137434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702751642619193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156007962178322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532963308401051,0.0,0.0,0.09478319009879124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685170398437802,0.0,0.0,0.15262760578803775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662502423343274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374205981549215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836456269911943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686790207216445,0.0,0.0,0.20235251706198495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931665016158852,0.0,0.19443029510894452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537115520449566,0.1472856228340925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613047858405726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162547827416421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074350103290834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056672201568664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895585781712575,0.0,0.0,0.10172533044989886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Greeneyes_84,2018/01/05,"I hate myself I am just not coping. I have no self worth and last time I let my walls down and let a guy in, he crushed my heart. So when I met Jake in December last year I was terrified. He knew my experience and wanted to make me happy. Said he wanted to have me in his life. Then said he was uncertain. But would still ask if I could see myself dating him. Then last week he blocked me on all social media. Read my history to see what happened. I am a wreck now. I ruined this all because of my anxiety and self esteem. This amazing man who I could have had a great relationship with got driven away because of me. I miss him so damn much and wish I could have shown him the real me. But I was closed off. I showed him affection, told him how I felt about him, lots of compliments and never got possive. I encouraged him to spend time with his family when he apologized for not being able to text because he was with them. But he still called me uptight. Because I did not ask him that many questions. But I tried. I can never forgive myself for driving him away. He was kind, sweet, funny, smart and romantic. I never met anyone like him before. I paid for all the dates as he lost his job due to anxiety issues. I wanted to be there for him. I just couldn't enjoy the relationship as I felt he wasn't that into me and certain and I was scared. I am always the one to feel more. I am in therapy and on medication now. But I ruined it. I am so sorry Jake for scaring you away. I have all these memories now of us, despite being short. I will never speak ill of you.",1.1082118397598286,3.203033368421057,3.0960033774275293,90.29906464021015,82.1888544891641,6.144253682334178,20.00459705413266,7.348242739294969,0.5226478844169251,1210,33,261,18,33,407,159,323,0.152,0.7170000000000001,0.131,-0.523,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,1,2,15,22,2,4,7,0,31,4,1,3,9,58,57,26,0,10,11,0,3,1,0,2,3,3,0,4,8,15,0,2,6,2,3,2,10,10,0,1,22,9,64,12,36,24,7,40,0,4,2,0,50,15,1,4,24,194,72,2,0.0943815858242962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853304015701565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440330964365194,0.0,0.0,0.06599379928952312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646808433631325,0.0,0.26602382020123605,0.0,0.0,0.23013655480113224,0.0,0.08031177800421098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637415162051173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260680491434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232330134257306,0.0889745593691152,0.0,0.047722165642115226,0.0,0.1812422468009116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509711522112782,0.10405603156755457,0.0,0.09345260861783848,0.08346132464445127,0.1004709531284204,0.0,0.0931822761214262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184263363140907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850985449474603,0.09365916061301244,0.0,0.0,0.09828389780627332,0.0,0.23080076816776934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302313210684605,0.06666450526279706,0.04611007543570556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302865008225023,0.080239849150368,0.0,0.0,0.06300044142274258,0.09568811425017568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950795182715512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938132526530746,0.0,0.291171589711606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395540516918292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572897636384827,0.0,0.09440712682182027,0.10742690742679432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266100370565188,0.0,0.0,0.17955700256917145,0.0,0.188984864821782,0.0,0.15041980855370835,0.0,0.19692115574752508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621014099450108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565245819605787,0.0,0.0,0.15074651271389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793356882684893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006932338150953,0.0,0.0,0.09018564988911867,0.0,0.06407890140469208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352942684847345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670061139852156,0.0,0.07570721513875454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853416582464756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704597062959224,0.0,0.0,0.06077864684900443 anxiety,MoonYT48,2018/01/05,"Anyone feel that if the internet Didn't exist, most of the scary stuff you see on the internet Wouldn't exist. The stuff on the internet scares me, im only 12 but don't feel worried about anxiety, there a millions of people who are also experiencing anxiety. Hope you and i feel better soon!",1.8945864661654144,4.6008507894736885,4.147117794486217,79.83315789473686,84.96491228070175,7.4676691729323315,22.177944862155385,8.418075326091056,1.9342050125313284,233,8,42,6,7,80,40,57,0.129,0.706,0.166,0.6477,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,9,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,5,4,2,5,7,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,1,31,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902139418649018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639194963822491,0.0,0.0,0.1663149567766867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036494936881545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608025300030712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624540304154315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569260859262672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809007621788135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489990833683396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381360821975929,0.0,0.1895410192116269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5445781005971285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415550561957079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dissociated101,2018/01/05,"What are your 3 best coping strategies for anxiety? I would love to know! Mine are 1. Intense exercise/anaerobic exercise such a HIIT 2. Deep breathing/alternate nostril breathing 3. Mindfulness (I don't meditate often because it makes me dissociate more, so I find mindfulness much better!) 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I need to be clean for a month for a drug test, so I can do psychiatric diagnostic testing. That being said I’m finding I’m having a lot of anxiety/stress at work. I’ve been on Buspar and Clonidine and they didn’t help really. I’m trying to avoid benzodiazepines. What has worked for you guys prescription or non. Thanks ",1.6394666666666673,4.246524413333336,3.550666666666668,84.44866666666668,84.86666666666667,7.6,23.0,8.515128840125781,1.9122000000000003,301,11,59,8,9,101,56,75,0.079,0.804,0.117,0.5719,0,1,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,1,0,0,0,8,15,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,5,2,9,9,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,34,7,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3930786236038999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793989553700545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348157033934369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25438629390381673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220474401970096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184199900961048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853747057524678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506714363315345,0.0,0.0,0.19049925592151826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458636118916686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24438504769213426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942953243841045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365328625318193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744284561646378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740744358355656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,crexyisaword,2018/01/05,"Having anxiety about my body?! I am overweight, and struggle with my body so much. I know I have been eating a lot of sweets during the past few weeks because of the holidays, and I have been baking a lot for my family. I had hip surgery in March (I'm only 21), and have gained 15 pounds since. I have had really bad anxiety on and off for a while now, and I know it can make me eat more. I plan on excercising more starting next week, but I just cannot shake the anxiety that I will always be overweight, I look fat, people see me as a fattie, my boyfriend will think I need to lose weight. I need to go to the doctor for a medical issue but do not want her to see how much weight I gained, which causes even more anxiety. I HATE ANXIETY!",3.73627450980392,4.1322837058823545,5.03059477124183,86.24667647058823,71.41830065359476,8.73437908496732,25.10392156862745,8.841846274778883,1.5051207843137253,569,15,127,10,10,190,92,153,0.201,0.7290000000000001,0.07,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,6,6,1,2,9,0,16,13,4,3,0,21,30,11,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,6,8,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,6,22,1,16,23,8,14,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,2,8,88,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671120962439147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905404086939282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708031812587383,0.07817776471061844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849054950020156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174429498120288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126554005830796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624559987321932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470548308263402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089921435732587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288533758133929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661668745524987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385583586271055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096164415721715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076946069044468,0.1434748249649041,0.0,0.21806086573994804,0.0,0.0,0.08560541267280737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919467252224126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885515989092371,0.1901860386074755,0.0,0.0,0.13639141341285538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753710333675517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242562127342956,0.08890984872563966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215787482204807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043914216251269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608667896375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077340349277024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340708961435978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217506179154813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564300071409412,0.0,0.20574292014158907,0.31233892951989217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PM_ME_YOURTUBAS,2018/01/05,"Winter break ended 2 days ago and I'm only getting 3-4 hours of sleep. School is back in session and I can't sleep at night. I'm so fucking tired all day long, falling asleep in my classes. Then I go to bed and I'm alert and could run a damn marathon if I wanted to. I'm worrying about the long term effects and how I'm going to fix it. I usually don't drop below 5-6 hours each night (I couldn't tell you the last time I got 8 hours on a school night). Right now I'm just waiting for pure exhaustion to knock me out for a few hours. Any help?",0.3302086438152045,1.7736004262295104,2.373159463487333,97.80231743666172,81.62295081967213,5.419970193740686,20.10730253353204,6.11248444174946,-0.2165016393442621,420,11,106,3,11,141,83,122,0.113,0.828,0.06,-0.7147,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,2,0,5,0,5,6,3,2,2,17,18,9,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,3,0,0,1,0,9,0,14,15,4,34,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,1,21,49,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523428026810954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607377530588633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863393781401924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279885874973485,0.0,0.0,0.18222503736992565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251302320812249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060908585545114,0.07381183997446766,0.0,0.160582903576928,0.0,0.11299279401545664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469555763269363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556520853586437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516029508160006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500528839439201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3977390451068096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744816296432394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206505027808928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859614315469559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275973680929223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348305856749638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238024418640219,0.16237809339522116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559758033869514,0.0,0.08332932996561193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143474503536462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,all_the_kitties,2018/01/05,"Anxiety and scalp sweating I have been battling generalized anxiety paired with social anxiety for about 10 years now. Within the last year or so, I feel like my anxiety attacks decided to come up with a new way to “manifest” and debilitate me. When I’m extremely anxious my scalp will start to perspire. It doesn’t happen every time I am anxious, just very anxious. I am a female with long hair and it embarrasses me because the sweat/hair combo makes my head even more hot, thus, more sweat. Sometimes it gets as bad as it dripping down the sides of my face or the hair from my roots to about an inch or so out getting saturated in sweat. Then I look like I have gotten stuck in the rain and it’s noticeable. Nowhere else on my body sweats this excess when I am extremely anxious and it just makes me feel disgusting. I have talked to my doctor and he said it was fairly normal. I don’t know anyone else who has ever faced this symptom, which makes me feel even worse. Has anyone else experienced this? What helps? What prevents it? I am tired of being even more-so uncomfortable than I already am. 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He was verbally and emotionally abusive, and pressured me into sexual things even though I wasn't very willing but only ""consented"" so he would stop asking. The breakup wasn't very clean either, he left so suddenly when things got hard and we aren't on good terms. In fact, it would be nice if he were dead right now so I wouldn't have to worry about seeing him whenever I'm out of the house. At first I brushed off the anxiety attacks as me being overly sensitive and emotional since I kept experiencing them during the time of the breakup since I would feel that horrible feeling almost everyday. As time went on, they became less and less so I shrugged it off. But today I downloaded a dating app just for laughs to swipe on cute guys yet not wanting to date any of them. Then I saw his profile and everything came rushing back. My heart started beating very rapidly, I felt extremely nauseous and I was shaking. Like I wasn't okay for a good 40 minutes and during dinner I kept zoning out to the point where my parents noticed. I'm not sure if this is an anxiety attack but I searched up symptoms and they seem accurate to what I've been feeling since last March. I don't really have anyone I can talk to about this. I don't have a big social circle and I don't want to talk to my friends about my ex anymore because it's been so long since the breakup and I just feel pathetic for still letting him have power over me and making me anxious. Seeing a therapist also seems a bit pricey, I searched up prices and in my city it's $120 CAD/hour. I'm a student so I can't afford that. I've been to the counselors at my school, they aren't very helpful and I feel worse about myself whenever I finished a session with them. I just want to live this year with a clean mind that isn't surrounded by anxious thoughts and I really want to stop thinking about my ex.",4.6075119731800775,5.4193692291666675,5.160858876117499,84.5941666666667,69.67129629629629,8.273435504469987,29.479885057471265,8.433251757073789,2.0154951149425293,1705,63,345,25,29,547,217,432,0.2,0.723,0.078,-0.9939,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,6,3,25,18,3,2,19,2,35,3,1,2,3,73,68,37,1,11,13,4,8,1,1,5,1,0,2,1,15,28,1,4,12,0,1,5,15,7,0,1,20,13,51,11,50,39,5,60,0,2,3,0,25,25,0,6,31,222,66,3,0.0,0.09451065656064038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070848686214007,0.0,0.07987496351064664,0.0,0.0,0.06378950957264261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054244183497274674,0.0,0.1830642325994788,0.18022763889531734,0.0791072668803132,0.0557748260898519,0.0,0.0,0.07100939519323247,0.07457122351061349,0.2722388728668802,0.0,0.06133577282721962,0.0,0.04862512258401138,0.0,0.06787570195042228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708472499442192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123200974499136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636873275024605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794539073487994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052685242583708033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168928839964503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419950526845307,0.0,0.0765886712409637,0.0,0.0,0.06784962957233928,0.0,0.0,0.06162765927793368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338092742996863,0.0637968252307106,0.0,0.0,0.0789817081213328,0.0,0.0,0.07145541685211193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452408419245502,0.05346602845833898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855426521412301,0.09204021852763143,0.08539204723624923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004123462657094,0.0,0.0,0.1733338004455441,0.0815669937212342,0.0,0.03897004667262298,0.0,0.07043557718933119,0.07059113934833414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324498213115016,0.08087105135067899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054176493962277,0.0,0.12733825423655146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081507096793516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060666272869207824,0.0,0.0,0.08857163111287704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540544251720893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220135480341612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812044172354095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072829612758042,0.12712768097720056,0.14523346250895738,0.08321420598203458,0.0,0.0,0.3299197532852202,0.0,0.0,0.08131224357165215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291875352389985,0.0,0.06370189791152044,0.13337729248926924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035859701365842,0.08290828431524339,0.0,0.1282271218066892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261544410516093,0.10598708227997287,0.10222273475721454,0.07837051093232064,0.0633259573869617,0.09302536655752107,0.0,0.07560963321282213,0.0,0.08862388930171658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263263972759653,0.18819418518604464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394465570721158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100709347824905,0.08128922009975523,0.16999221406326065,0.0,0.0,0.05136722683759647 anxiety,joonbug07,2018/01/05,"Calling into work So long story short, I have called in to work due to my anxiety and panic attacks a couple of times over the past two months. It’s definitely not something I’m proud of nor do I want to continue with this pattern. I’m looking into counseling and what not, but my question is this: If you have talked to your managers about your anxiety, what did you say to them? One of my coworkers suggested that I talk to my manager and I guess I’m just so anxious to talk about my anxiety with my manager!!! Any help is appreciated!!",2.0975615972812243,4.457109495327106,4.19429056924384,82.31695836873408,80.21495327102805,8.003058623619372,27.48428207306712,8.841846274778883,2.5071943925233646,424,19,83,11,11,145,68,107,0.15,0.764,0.086,-0.4906,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,3,5,3,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,15,12,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,2,15,1,18,11,0,11,0,0,1,0,14,5,0,3,6,60,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967930272492908,0.0,0.4038958335962529,0.19881871902298595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002141451163809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35941113724659857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472969788609412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387293607227413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796245408849615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574570011163302,0.1477873594732826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404736185033175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925544618766196,0.0,0.0,0.206486462763082,0.0,0.0,0.16800246381816925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714918884308866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995439097320608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354857768148667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243625271551963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262124238531872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719167550039636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380352052438764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562457771656089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DoubleDexter64,2018/01/05,"Does anyone else almost uncontrollably say things? Hi idk if I have anxiety or depression or anything as Ive never been to a doctor so I'm not claiming to be. I rarely leave my house though. but when I get nervous or anxious or remember something embarrassing I like will just start saying certain phrases like ""I want to go home"" over and over again even if I'm literally at home. Often I say ""I could kill myself yes I could I could do it I could kill myself yes I could I know how"". "" Like as if someone was telling me I couldn't ( I don't hear voices). I can stop myself but it actually takes a bit of effort. Idk I was just wondering if that was common",0.5427436347673407,2.955761694029853,2.8065057067603187,88.98068042142229,88.77611940298506,5.541000877963126,20.568920105355573,7.048011613610866,0.6568846356453024,513,17,106,8,17,174,83,134,0.219,0.633,0.14800000000000002,-0.8893,0,0,1,0,0,2,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,2,3,2,2,17,1,0,1,2,30,27,17,2,11,13,0,0,3,0,1,1,5,2,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,5,22,4,9,15,1,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,11,9,75,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.1293910509515417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277213077818026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143281934338726,0.14979166555776996,0.0,0.09271168559275783,0.13585657784199826,0.10911224357729404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475655433883333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5293211917988785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420163562498804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357139348234016,0.1160324984915295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076393223597157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757602646631373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927405389949508,0.0,0.07535531373810439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944126581894496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660019664514736,0.0,0.0,0.15299382176962242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933876799991678,0.0,0.07286931276576618,0.0,0.0,0.14039620159872762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433384026120845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022634291763359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020133632521615,0.0,0.0,0.3163283833989921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234510610430024,0.10207610363962187,0.0,0.0,0.09384957971333513,0.0,0.0,0.1108531794124978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969297980103456,0.0,0.1158915975789011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808849563604883,0.0,0.13027135499438355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820642999068178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379079649181006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,katiecski,2018/01/05,"Health anxiety My body gets ""weird"" sometimes and I'm sure it's just normal things that I'm hyper aware of, but I can't help but think that it's all early symptoms of some sort of illness or disease. I've always been healthy, but I've always kind of thought I have some disease, though it's highly unlikely I dont. Like right now my feet don't have a lot of feeling and I'm starting the panic over it even though I'm sure I'm fine.",2.470775075987841,3.4510889042553217,3.706717325227967,92.40500000000004,74.85106382978724,6.222492401215807,25.130699088145896,6.18269132825596,0.5863209726443768,343,11,78,2,7,112,58,94,0.166,0.706,0.128,-0.6846,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,6,5,2,0,3,18,16,8,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,5,5,6,14,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,4,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32518200100771993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948280713498285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170487507567195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290109326834405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290618791694424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880165905266164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209003462143952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770431681700088,0.0,0.0,0.13097455314164097,0.2064540627494702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034822190226077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546406561379096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612469512899228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145351218099774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22926339062006826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166873146777754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19325862417528775,0.0,0.13830729259821428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683301457525127,0.203098599298252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298171113571902,0.12520639172007247,0.3839650314345294,0.1551282040237327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,radshrew,2018/01/05,"anxious about posting A lot of posts on this subreddit have something along the lines of ""sorry if this doesn't make sense"" or ""sorry this is all over the place."" I do this all the time in my posts and my comments, and a lot of others do as well haha. I just thought it was kind of funny and ironic that we're anxious about posting on the anxiety subreddit Lol. 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I've been going through CBT which has lots of research support, but I always find myself slacking off on changing my behaviours and when I do that. I revert back to being depressed and suicidal. I guess I'm kind of looking for an easy fix as crazy as that sounds. Those who have gone on medication like Zoloft, Ativan, Xanax, Prozac. How was your experience with them? Did they help things or make things worse? Would it be beneficial to take meds along with therapy? I'm honestly tired of feeling like shit constantly, it's eating me alive. 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The sweat patches are so embarrassing for me that I'm always wearing a black T-shirt when I have to go outside.,6.626097560975609,4.984619048780491,7.083048780487808,80.7933536585366,65.82926829268294,10.151219512195123,35.134146341463406,8.841846274778883,2.6828439024390245,155,6,34,2,2,51,35,41,0.13699999999999998,0.863,0.0,-0.6207,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,3,4,4,2,0,2,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45163230483389505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4152214114569653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330870619753036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35849778754578204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084715571711849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623065464983684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990020987262353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smellysadness,2018/01/05,"Asking for advice I suffer little to no anxiety and am a super calm person during the day. I really don't even get stressed by things that I should. I usually get severe anxiety attacks at night, though and have had trouble falling asleep because of them. I can't seem to find the source as to why it being dark makes me freak out. Anyone know what could cause it / got tips to help it?",4.865324675324676,5.491901246753252,5.587428571428571,82.43257142857144,69.0,8.237922077922079,25.78961038961039,8.238735603445708,1.5470228571428564,304,8,59,4,5,99,63,77,0.239,0.637,0.124,-0.794,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,1,1,3,0,8,1,1,2,0,10,15,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,2,10,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581627728982926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222487793008671,0.0,0.0,0.14727101002709006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690208244974008,0.2396116467260297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283925279139752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636565247795594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681636269399318,0.0,0.0,0.1358330374218584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911309873607425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250366017222095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008142385120544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845275094381634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117472998502775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157517223679148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109744460758115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059106674212613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19765341937599892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839060203375755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492912307596272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917413303895294,0.0,0.2379416331316931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126549586246565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399271477068388,0.0,0.20693393615873507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319691328693865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19005257589628197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Crossbowsaint,2018/01/05,"Constantly feel like a failure. I started a new job a few months ago and I feel like I can’t do anything right. I know there is a learning curve, but I feel like I constantly mess up. Sometimes I feel like everyone has a tally in their head and they are all keeping track. Anyone else have a rough time making mistakes? How do you deal? How do you allow yourself some grace to learn without feeling like you should be carted off to jail and publicly shamed for not being perfect? 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Fuck man, it’s another one of those nights. More recently than even I’ve been having these anxiety attacks keeping me up at night. Just the thought of talking to my teachers to fix a grade or studying enough to get a good grade in my AP classes makes me nuts at night. I get these butterflies in my stomach and all I want to do is curl up and cry until it all goes away. During the day I feel fine about everything, it’s just the 2 AM thoughts that like to creep up on me. Has anyone else been through this, and if so, what did you use to combat it?",4.921678571428573,4.669708858333337,5.354047619047621,87.21000000000002,68.75,8.857142857142858,30.47619047619048,8.418075326091056,1.935869047619048,453,16,101,6,7,145,85,120,0.141,0.7909999999999999,0.068,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,3,0,5,0,8,2,1,2,2,16,18,7,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,1,10,3,22,13,4,16,0,0,0,1,3,10,1,2,7,69,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780185224918211,0.2597469882108992,0.0,0.0,0.11870704797798083,0.1739493053211638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862754962943173,0.1595043914624627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648424224207685,0.1094875283823027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418209509847633,0.0,0.0,0.1754176691810733,0.0,0.11213140510811397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525782220074433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584075272949261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569495191328236,0.17739551141369725,0.0,0.0,0.14239492130914716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089927047972293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294098833439305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332271369608418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4779525977155195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504046488614066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762727606547734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171816182916632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645459939098364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26955664369712395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662666846038516,0.0,0.0,0.1001346742617702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,leavesonastream,2018/01/05,"DAE get anxiety from taking decongestants? Every time my decongestant wears off, I get extreme anxiety attacks. This has made getting sick even worse because I can’t take anything for my congestion! I’m currently dealing with congestion in my ears and this is causing me to feel dizzy. I can’t take a decongestant because of the anxiety, but the dizziness is causing anxiety as well! 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I have undiagnosed anxiety and my right hand uncontrollably twitches and flexes a lot. My first two fingers move up and down a lot and I always press my thumb in between them. I have to ball my hand into a fist or sit on my hand to stop this. It started making my hand hurt really bad and I'm afraid I'm going to pull a muscle or something. It's also very difficult to use a computer because I cannot control the movements. Does anybody else experience this? How can I stop doing this? Is it because of anxiety or is this more of a tic disorder thing? I have a few other small tics as well and have never been sure why (pulling my eyelashes, eye rolling, etc.) Thanks!",2.1103095238095264,4.590533221428572,3.8957142857142886,83.75595238095241,81.07142857142857,6.8761904761904775,26.47619047619048,8.021203637495839,1.930104761904762,561,24,107,11,15,188,87,140,0.172,0.691,0.13699999999999998,-0.5367,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,2,8,0,10,8,7,4,2,20,17,12,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,0,1,0,5,2,5,1,2,1,8,14,3,13,16,5,18,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,5,5,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004104793281715,0.13530651261241913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879602519536986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577453077365045,0.1982539743305501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238359230308526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863678560608984,0.0,0.2846063493557257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716835266308271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18135576937065775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181321877404254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831799288866894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241635329055196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407989780960545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649443188181433,0.0,0.0,0.10854501500146976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728312072494897,0.0,0.0,0.12541667907202506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417364365887624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887006949454256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518694155090646,0.0,0.0,0.11509786748551035,0.0,0.0,0.2719024335183944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532602276797398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971161618114406,0.0,0.0,0.10803242836766032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884865014067767,0.0,0.0,0.14044487118735488,0.0,0.13417222961102807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620804328765494,0.0,0.14673236486332622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stevenmiller706,2018/01/05,"Relationships make my anxiety go away... for a few months. Then it comes raging back. Then I run away from the relationship. Then I get depressed. Rinse. Repeat. Does this happen with anyone else? I swear the first few months of a relationship is my perfect anti-anxiety pill. Two problems with that: 1. The effect is so strong that I fail to establish any real empathic bonds in the short time I’m in la la land. I just scheme how to make the person keep wanting to be with me. 2. It wears off and I run away because I realize I’ve been using the other person and I can’t deal with the shame. Anyone have any ideas or solutions? 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Which medication have you tried, that has given you the least amount of anxiety. I have been on Adderall in the past, and now am on Vyvanse. I started having very severe panic attacks recently and want to switch over to something else. Does anyone have a med that has caused them little to no anxiety?",5.129354838709677,7.229255161290323,5.613741935483869,76.90061290322583,69.96774193548387,8.185806451612903,28.529032258064518,8.841846274778883,2.5300541935483882,268,10,44,5,5,86,47,62,0.245,0.736,0.019,-0.9289,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,9,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513835357440086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800469530719931,0.0,0.0,0.29251520018258265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796281697005406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487678442479047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304741903315305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473597639748972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964482845625784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232342419987602,0.21071831459839635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454177266882079,0.0,0.0,0.1996778975074036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653165523688816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630429517148302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103046611167676,0.0,0.0,0.14805268840372546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420137412428776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725884218101207,0.12337479023289602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ajc_129,2018/01/05,"Anybody else ever feel like their entire world is crumbling right in front of you? Tl;dr: I just feel like life is changing so much in my 20s that everything I know is just kind of disappearing. It’s freaking me out. Anybody else ever felt like this? First, sorry for the long post. I was hoping it would come out shorter, but my brain’s kind of a blubbery mess right now. Lately I [24M] just feel like a lot is wrong in my life. Especially tonight, I just feel super sad and lonely, but it’s a long time coming I think. Anything that’s constant in my life I feel like is disappearing, and it has me really scared kind of. Currently I’m off with my mom, 1000 miles away from home, while we finish the ripping apart of my grandparents’ household of 50+ years. Long story short, my grandfather died in May 2016, and turns out my step grandmother didn’t give a crap about him or anyone else; she just wanted his money. So since he died, between battling with her and the trustee of the estate (a formerly trusted family accountant), it’s been a painful experience watching the house where I spent summers for the past 24 years be ripped apart. I loved my (real) grandmother, and I really really loved my grandfather and identified with him so much, and it’s just been so hard. So that’s gone. My last remaining grandparent is my dad’s mom who lives close to me. She’ll be 80 this June, so she’s getting older as well. Because she lived nearby and my parents have full time jobs, she (and my dad’s dad when he was alive) kept me and my sister a lot when we were kids, and she’s always been a big part of my life. Also, my dad’s sister/my aunt has always been kind of crazy, but lately she’s become really insane (super super religious, her emotions are out of control towards other family members, says some really off the wall stuff, rambles for 2-3 hours when I talk to her, etc.), so she’s not the same aunt I used to be close with. I’m having doubts about being with my girlfriend of 3 years. Some days I wake up and I love her like crazy, some moments she does some things (occasional emotional abuse, acting like a child to get her way, loves to play the blame game about small things, etc.) that make me wonder why I’m still with her. Our sex life is also pretty horrific. So that’s a constant emotional roller coaster that makes me feel ungrounded. I’m currently in a PhD I dislike. I love my fellow students (about 8 of us), thank god, but the actual program is soul draining. I do not like it at all, but don’t know what else to do. I have some anxiety issues that make me doubt (and kind of hate) myself. Like summer 2016 I had a couple minor panic attacks and have since developed mild-moderate agoraphobia and fear of having more panic. It seems to wax and wane. Sometimes I feel like I cope with it awesomely; sometimes I feel so crippled by it I wonder how I’ll ever function enough to get through life and how anybody can love someone as broken as me. The panic in particular is something that is relatively new, so it’s been hard adjusting to it. (Note: I do see a therapist and have been for depression and anxiety for some time, so I am getting professional help) I also have some mild-moderate social anxiety which I feel makes it hard for me to connect with people sometimes. My social skills are good (I used to work at an Apple store where I was hired specifically for my social skills) so I know I’m capable. Just the thought of having to make smalltalk sometimes though makes me want to run the other way and isolate myself. Also, I became dependent inadvertently on tranquilizers prescribed (in a reckless fashion) by a psychiatrist. Coming off of those was pretty horrific, which didn’t help anything. That was 5 years ago. I just believe my 20s are kind of a complete disaster, and all of the constants in my life I feel like are disappearing before my eyes. I’m ready to feel stable and grounded again, and it’s just scary feeling like everything in my life that I know and love is just slipping away. Anyone else ever feel like this? 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I'm talking about prescribed by a doctor. I was on anxiety medication so long ago that I've forgotten what it was. I believe with after me finishing school, finding a job I'm finally interested in and trying to go to tafe this may be a good refresher to retry medication. Can anyone give me any reccomendations? Or should I just go to the doctor and take whatever they give me?",4.301045296167248,6.483555585365857,6.102961672473867,72.1718292682927,72.41463414634146,10.051567944250873,32.44599303135888,10.290406445055957,3.975579790940767,346,17,60,11,7,119,60,82,0.062,0.773,0.165,0.8943,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,3,4,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,0,8,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,4,11,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,41,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099196179289147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117688927690704,0.0,0.2951320617502432,0.0,0.0,0.13487839091162349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732938430074036,0.20243398612942226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948774533918136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113097414814216,0.17630478614800724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700896461903248,0.2192561465936721,0.16179323963752826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914209670244264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070818423679246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3886477993745402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522253041513707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503488545999305,0.15504367358002202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096471495650858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ASDNF1,2018/01/05,Everything gives me anxiety I have so much anxiety about everything from social situations to every time I personally get in a car and drive I’ll be afraid of getting into an accident. I’m afraid of my future and that I won’t have a stable job or wife/girlfriend or if I do find a wife/gf what if the cheat on me? Or what if I get a good job then get fired? Everything fucking thing give me anxiety! ,3.418714859437753,4.446295228915666,5.585722891566267,79.65440763052213,72.6144578313253,9.870682730923695,28.29116465863454,10.125756701596842,2.811065863453816,316,12,66,9,6,111,55,83,0.189,0.748,0.063,-0.8538,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,13,10,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,9,1,8,11,1,8,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,6,3,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40561180807105024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890922219655275,0.0,0.4765216253476338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153515064179375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633912515401535,0.3693528312496477,0.33908601152855306,0.0,0.14823928441586082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507699980229726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299226213797708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543206330341241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866069630289224,0.0,0.18016193368351824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741674347115845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305723458394396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,null_consciousness,2018/01/05,"Need some advice. I’m really falling for this one girl and my anxiety is seriously getting in the way. Hey guys. I’m really crushing on this girl at my college. I’m a freshman, and currently am on winter break. Before this girl, I crushed on a different girl for a whole year and because of my anxiety I couldn’t even bring myself to talk to her. I know, I’m pathetic. Well thanks to support from some of my college friends and some newfound courage, with the new girl from my college I’ve finally started talking to her regularly. However, my anxious thoughts are really getting to me. It feels almost like I can see into the future. I feel so certain that at least one of these scenarios are going to happen; -She doesn’t think I’m into her cause I’m too scared to make a move and moves on -She dates me out of pity because she thinks I’m disabled (I really don’t know why I think this one. I have a kind of paranoia that I have something severely wrong with my social abilities, but I know it’s false.) -We don’t have enough in common and she gets bored of me -etc. How do I act interesting?? We don’t have much in common as far as I know (she loves sports, I don’t know shit about sports). I’m sick of feeling like I’m going to fuck this up no matter what.",2.2039096860835983,4.046860285714288,3.882048010743664,87.28707067315761,77.41698841698842,7.129830451569582,25.54658385093168,8.04050195162591,1.5172768507638072,990,37,207,17,23,331,137,259,0.16,0.732,0.109,-0.9103,3,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,0,6,18,2,1,8,0,16,4,1,3,1,37,52,11,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,11,13,0,0,12,2,0,7,7,7,1,3,1,4,34,11,37,50,8,33,0,1,1,2,22,14,2,4,12,130,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151639035745668,0.0,0.0,0.11801205470601495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803133738259527,0.1331395536601098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368333641131895,0.0,0.10028362705561317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210667759952283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313056990143773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177292979059436,0.13143646733241002,0.07784033264890923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876899181421987,0.0841937066576434,0.0,0.12910143405920074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105239462352624,0.10895255228993196,0.18471888770436484,0.0,0.13395635597815594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669230569785301,0.10421639966397896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227250348343616,0.32384270984060104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515336164660755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636630199790836,0.0,0.07866732537842773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505166877734179,0.08663500074877517,0.0873859871381766,0.0,0.113822485710159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957930553501205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019968046052869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799071178544535,0.0,0.09391302469972644,0.0,0.0,0.1331395536601098,0.12097369235205666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013557834511668,0.0,0.09072845827127134,0.0,0.0,0.08341646451219523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13373739341060378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894504291251268,0.0,0.10850256387078552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265449854902073,0.0,0.09356156195883306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354567015546088,0.0,0.0,0.10596337117920576,0.0,0.1063433699842702,0.13157788418554106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885298927014652,0.0,0.075893017251228 anxiety,2normal,2018/01/05,"How do I stop blushing? I’ve always been a blusher. When I was a kid, my friends would tease me to get me to blush. They’d say “you like (insert name here)” and is turn red regardless of what they said. That feeling of all eyes on me was enough to trigger it Fast forward eight years and it’s gotten worse. I blush for no reason now. Once I associate something or someone with blushing, it’s like they’re marked. I fear blushing around them, so I always turn scarlet. Now there are all kinds of rumors spread about me because of it. I used to be relatively confident, but now I can’t even go to school without being anxious about it. I’ve been in therapy since school started in September and have seen no progress(it’s been helpful in other ways). Has anyone else struggled with this? If so, how did you cope with it? 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I’m in my 2nd semester of community college and I feel like I somehow lucked out on the first semester. I feel like I’m gonna fail and mess up somehow. Having social anxiety and going to college is such a bad mix. It’s also difficult to make friends, socialize, and even speak up in class. I start again in about 3 days and I’m constantly thinking about it with so much stress. I hate that I’m like this -_-",1.8229896907216483,4.122811762886599,3.3991855670103104,87.96888144329898,80.85567010309279,7.178969072164946,24.13298969072165,8.238735603445708,1.5851905154639176,379,14,78,8,10,125,66,97,0.225,0.629,0.146,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,19,15,7,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,0,4,6,7,14,14,2,14,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,3,10,46,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650827883455006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28030132032681265,0.0,0.0,0.12810058938319627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296779847154865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979785831289794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181515095757752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892988427653448,0.0,0.12100460189507675,0.16571862677954174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779005426818026,0.3926432072996199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558333417955671,0.0,0.0,0.14154305856717858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041191306283497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087615230113668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35801714121073475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229018126762213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467611736795576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541236322610133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37350708396001053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967282816377354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985971517494065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738981085898795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pickrich,2018/01/05,"statistics regarding anxieties and types of therapy? Anyone have some source of (or a list of) statistics regarding what forms therapy have been proven to best treat certain forms of anxiety (social, health, etc.)? Thanks",8.357047619047616,11.566385657142858,7.165714285714286,64.46761904761905,63.85714285714286,13.809523809523812,37.38095238095238,12.45797560212912,6.591380952380954,178,9,24,8,3,54,27,35,0.076,0.643,0.281,0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,17,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176088286087758,0.0,0.0,0.19085153439176694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864420060523754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30440908510837883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290130878946528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27823603475673536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512937761503183,0.6242794760947716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ActuallySuperBored,2018/01/05,"I think I might be developing an anxiety problem and I’m not sure what to do. I’m a 30 year old male and I’ve never had any sort of anxiety related issues before, so I guess I’m not 100% sure this is what I’m feeling. Anyway, I’m in the northeast and this mega winter storm is happening and the buzz about all of it and the actual amount of snow and wind is really upsetting to me. Combine that with the fact that I’m a newish homeowner (a couple years) and I can’t get away from stuff like “what if my furnace dies” or, “what if I burst a pipe”. I have absolutely zero reason to think these things but I can’t get away from it. My mind races and I can’t focus. I feel it in my chest and gut and weirdly in my face. I’m exhausted from worrying but can’t sleep. The thing is, this isn’t the first time this has happened. It always seems to be related to bad weather and me feeling worried about my house. I really hate losing power so that’s always on my mind in storms. And on top of that the extreme cold we have right now adds an extra fun complication to all this. After the storm I suspect everything will go back to normal. It always does. 99% of the time I feel fine in my everyday life. This is an entirely new feeling for me and I really don’t like it. I’m not sure how to handle it and I worry even more that IF something bad happens, I’m going to handle it really poorly and maybe have a panic attack or something. So, first question: is this anxiety? Second question: what do I do about it? 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anxiety,GamezRLife_YT,2018/01/05,Deppression Everyday i put on an act pretending to be happy am i normal i act happy trying to hold back tiers as my insecurity's tear me apart from the inside 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anxiety,BCUL1997,2018/01/05,"Beta blockers for anxiety? I have been dealing with my PCP(primary care provider) and at one point a cardiologist but not anymore. I am a 20 year old male from the US 6ft even and 135lb. My question is can an anxiety attack mess up ekg or echocardiogram results? I seem to have a bad case of white coat syndrome. Everytime i go to the doctor for whatever reason i am anxious as can be. Even in the waiting room, but im calm for a few minutes until the doctor comes in. I had my first EKG done in the emergency room at the beginning of December 2017. This EKG came back abnormal and prompted my PCP to message me through a thing called MyChart to make an appointment about my results. The ER had already told me i was fine i went in there for chest pains that they said was acid reflux. To me acid reflux pain is not actual pain and more of a burning feeling in the throat like when you have just drank all night and have some hot pipes. They told me otherwise and that was what was causing my pains. My PCP was very concerned about the results even after i told him i was in a panic about it all in the ER. The cardiologist was even confused as to why a 20 year old was there. I felt quite weird walking in seeing no one i would assume was under 40 maybe even 50. All in all after seeing him once he ordered the echo be done and a TSH and free thyroxine test and gave me a beta blocker, metoprolol 25mg extended release once a day. All of this has had me in a bit of a spiral of anxiety and i dont know what to take away from it all. I have asked my doctor several times why im on the metoprolol and i feel as if somethings wrong since im still taking it. I was just barely in the prehypertension stage BP wise. He said he wanted to keep me on it until the spring time and then we could maybe stop taking it. His reasoning for it seems to be anxiety/sinus tachycardia. I forgot to mention the echo came back good and every other EKG ive had done came back fine besides the one in the ER and one in my PCP office. The one in my PCP office he about scared me to death and while on the EKG he asked me if i had anyone with me for when he diagnosed me and within seconds after that i lost feeling in my hands and feet and freaked out even worse. On that EKG he even said i had AFib and thats when he said the cardiologist needed to be seen. The cardiologist said my doctor was in what us youngsters call it ""tweakin"" and thats what he actually said he told me i have P waves and plenty of them and that i needed to just calm down. Any thoughts on my situation would be awesome. 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I hope it's okay for me to post it here. I think it will help me feel better having it out there. If you choose to read it, thank you. ### My first experience with ""full-blown"" anxiety Near the beginning of 2016, I got sick with a cold. I spent a few days resting at home and eating pretty unhealthily. As I was getting over the cold, I found myself feeling dizzy whenever I moved my head. I chalked it up to the cold and/or dehydration, so I had some water and rested some more. It hadn’t gotten any better after a couple of hours and I was mildly worried. Later that afternoon, I tried multiple times to urinate and was unable. I had just moved to a new town and didn’t have a doctor yet, so I went to the ER, where I had to wait four hours (thankfully after two hours of bladder agony I was able to relieve myself, but I still wanted to know why it had happened). The ER doc told me “we’re not sure why it happened but you seem fine, here are some pills to help you pee, okay bye.” I felt a mixture of relief, confusion, and worry. The next few days were the true beginning of my anxiety woes. In a matter of 72 hours I became all but bedridden. Here’s a list of my physical symptoms: * Nausea/heavy gut feeling * Loss of appetite * Weakness and fatigue * Elevated heart rate * Diarrhea * Bladder pressure * Shaking/spasms (especially in arms) * Hot and cold flashes * Dizziness * Eyes sensitive to light and motion It was all-consuming. I was in a constant panic about my health, fearing I had some horrific illness. Heart problems? Neurological disorder? I ate very little, and I was afraid I was just going to waste away from malnutrition. My symptoms would always be severe in the daytime and then ease off a bit in the evening, then the cycle continued in the morning. Finally I broke down and allowed my mom to stay with me to take care of me, which was a huge deal to me because a) I usually hate asking for help, and b) I lived with four other guys. She lived in my bedroom and I took the couch, and thankfully the other dudes were very accommodating. Because my mom is a wizard (and I hadn’t the strength to even make a phone call), she called around to the local doctor’s offices and managed to land me an appointment with a new primary care doctor for the very next day. When my mom told the doc about my history with constipation of all things, he took an x-ray and determined I had a blockage in my bowel, causing some of my digestive and urinary problems. For the rest, he diagnosed me with anxiety and put me on Lexapro for that. My mom thinks it’s possible that the constipation triggered the onset of an anxiety disorder in me. Lexapro, of course, takes a few weeks to see results. It felt like a long and difficult climb to feeling normal again. My mom stayed for the first two weeks and left when I had improved enough to take care of myself. I got a therapist to keep me on the right track mentally. Another two weeks went by before I could go back to work. Two or three months went by before I could say I felt fully normal again. ### My anxiety relapse Everything was going swimmingly until a week ago, when I played some stupid computer game that I didn’t know was a horror game in disguise. I guess psychological horror gets to me in a way I never realized before, because upon a certain event in the game, I felt a sudden terror wash over me… a kind of fear I don’t think I’ve ever felt before. I quit the game immediately and thought I was fine, but for the next few hours, my hands wouldn’t stop shaking and I couldn’t get it out of my mind. When I turned off the lights to go to sleep, I had a panic attack, which I hadn’t experienced since my first run-in with anxiety. I turned all my lights back on, put on some classical music, and got about three hours of sleep. The next few days were just like the original onset of my anxiety, complete with all the same nasty physical symptoms. I’ve yet again been reduced to a shuddering nauseated pile of anxious misery during the daytime, and my mom has come back to take care of me. My psychiatrist put me on hydroxyzine as needed for fast-acting relief, but the results have been minor. My PCP doubled my Lexapro dose; yesterday was my first day of that. He seemed confident that it would fix me up, but I know it’ll probably take weeks, and that sucks. In the meantime, I’m just trying to keep up my nutrition and combat the nausea that steals nearly every second of my focus. ***** And that’s my whole story. I suppose this is just a way for me to unload my thoughts, find other people with similar experiences, and maybe get some advice for dealing with the rough times. I've been lurking this sub for the past two days and it seems like a wonderfully supportive community, where anxiety sufferers can interact with others who know firsthand what it's like. Thank you for reading.",3.9502167182662546,5.7024638403361365,4.96249004865104,81.79473905351617,72.36134453781513,8.119770013268466,27.54732419283503,8.766177420268882,2.1470890756302525,3864,143,735,74,76,1264,409,952,0.16399999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.117,-0.9949,2,0,0,0,0,0,132.0,0,5,0,11,34,52,4,9,67,2,51,34,14,7,9,135,129,52,0,14,14,6,12,4,0,5,17,1,3,1,38,49,4,4,26,8,1,19,10,23,2,14,53,23,107,29,122,67,26,134,0,5,2,0,36,44,1,17,71,497,145,9,0.04178182529821226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082871611673912,0.03703706715578328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03476582572035189,0.0,0.0,0.028413073962623717,0.043811886849633976,0.3196298199124748,0.047201569863236766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037194682776778426,0.039060366522004286,0.04753285809686003,0.03925540024125414,0.09638293384849468,0.0,0.07640943869072563,0.0,0.14221302380774112,0.0,0.0,0.0739052582245012,0.04561493182777046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532783023518704,0.0,0.17039742201684754,0.042921443914737636,0.0,0.035991342878763564,0.043807448892683516,0.04515130988199593,0.0,0.06671877536511044,0.046230794989453684,0.0,0.16167492475908807,0.08615045449732915,0.0,0.04240767317717229,0.0,0.0,0.09577118319867367,0.12829640592074848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275323812419186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043171794518970935,0.0,0.055193003111379785,0.03779405303687452,0.03520298984909255,0.0,0.03755081047038553,0.08174128489069299,0.0,0.09403233899873467,0.08450458509663739,0.0,0.20058552275728372,0.04576994733470549,0.03818783138097906,0.14215839701761598,0.0,0.045811614858324766,0.0,0.0,0.0873171169482876,0.0,0.09498229671806348,0.0,0.10025022760007976,0.0,0.04602739109061607,0.04137057597444591,0.07389506024922407,0.0,0.0,0.04125090236397538,0.04288020681285615,0.04441212648576559,0.0,0.0990233283000538,0.08401643032294072,0.0,0.04191057745591075,0.04149878002139469,0.24688008966571404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742752121679212,0.0,0.0435093414875844,0.09184879397907053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539607543847851,0.0,0.0,0.08164995743676484,0.041876365428158036,0.07378823443369212,0.03697560059155219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027889692827747253,0.0,0.04197545937107109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210625271040965,0.0,0.042187732891669966,0.2936062128747359,0.033349854331168036,0.08881493601842007,0.0,0.030980694043038375,0.03222471943780718,0.08070629446409258,0.1777417808364886,0.0,0.08187463534152764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804393918057018,0.0,0.0,0.03988547995922062,0.028966256839355605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04710273018912423,0.040015439072419785,0.042507137165617985,0.045047874414437215,0.07995912810325657,0.0,0.1260068239268584,0.0,0.04444011423118232,0.08358626410704048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035681450512658384,0.0,0.033226584476810726,0.0,0.0,0.033294705251517974,0.11410981360763595,0.0,0.047201569863236766,0.0,0.03456235764815042,0.0,0.08362399926551235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906773303828842,0.0333670196549363,0.034931476815597225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0474135202113805,0.03937887587597341,0.13028194338006396,0.15707366405969886,0.0,0.0,0.15386836467731535,0.0,0.04851191950512795,0.0277579881726384,0.08031631972479578,0.0,0.06634020442321155,0.04872663666385217,0.0,0.0,0.0798486491864578,0.09284229051808153,0.056734233492885415,0.09089325594258199,0.20407386089843926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601677767416476,0.10342314485326326,0.024644003090651376,0.06632893627567008,0.16757430006687435,0.0,0.0,0.11619651193691426,0.07540319716887395,0.04664791583045157,0.0,0.0,0.04531060724257079,0.030417666436236137,0.08486294345679674,0.0,0.0593612198254369,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,indigoiceboats,2018/01/05,"Does anyone else just get tired? Today I reached a breaking point after eating an Oreo out of a packet of Oreos my mom got from the dollar store, I was scared because I've only eaten Oreos bought from Walmart. It sounds so stupid and I'm embarrassed to admit it but like that's the reality I've been living. I have the worst anxiety about food and getting poisoned or having an allergic reaction it's literally obsessive. I obsessively check my throat to make sure it isn't swelling and read and reread the ingredient list on foods before I eat them. Someone will tell me they are allergic to something and then I, myself will avoid that thing because I'm scared I'm allergic to it too. It's really affected my quality of living and it honestly just sucks to be this paranoid and afraid at all times. I don't think people understand, Its not like I get a little nervous, I literally feel like I could possibly be dying multiple times a day. It's so exhausting to feel so petrified pretty much nonstop. Not to mention my anxiety about leaving home because I'm scared I'll be killed. Even going to the grocery store I'll feel such intense anxiety and feel like I'm being followed and I'll inspect everyone around me to see if they look like they would shoot the place up. (Hand position, clothing, you know) just recently I was at a clothing store and there was a nut job in front of us who happened to be talking to himself about how he murdered his wife or something. It seemed like he was on some type of drug maybe but either way that terrified me endlessly. I was already panicky before that happened because it was later at night and I'm already afraid of stores and such. I don't know guys, it's out of my control at this point and I guess I'm just looking for someone to tell me that I'm not crazy and I'm not alone. Sorry for the big wall of text, I just needed to tell somebody who understands. 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I'm currently sitting in our small bathroom, scared to go out because I heard a door make a noise or creek or something. I don't have any ideas how to deal with my Panik attacks (except from writing or texting, helps a little bit) and I would like to hear your tips, like breathing or just other things. I'll probably be sitting here for a while so I appreciate every comment! Edit: finally made it back into my room after sitting downstairs for a total of 1 hour... 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I hate the sound of people in my neighborhood especially in the morning when my anxiety is at it's worst, but also at night. To me people are never good news, especially in my neighborhood. If I hear people outside my place my brain automatically assumes that they want something from me and it's bad, even though I know that's not the case. And god forbid someone ring my doorbell. Scares the shit out of me. I remember being a kid and being excited when someone knocked at the door. Now it only signifies doom. Unless I'm expecting a package or a pizza. 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I’ve dealt with severe anxiety for a long time without treatment. Finally about two years ago I was sick of “doing it on my own” so I decided to go to the doctor to get medicine. (Escitalopram) I felt like it was working great but very gradually I started feeling sad or overly emotional. I thought it was my job so I got a new job. I thought it was money so I got a second job. I kept trying to fix things but then I realized, I love my life so I don’t understand why I feel so “depressed” all the time. This week I tried to trace these feelings back to something and I’m wondering if it has to do with my medicine? Does anyone have experience with this? I’m nervous to go to the doctor and present this problem because I feel that she would just suggest more/different medicine and I’m already not pleased to be taking something daily. Thank’s in advance for the help. 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I become paralysed at the most menial tasks, suffer from anxiety afterwards for not doing them Throwaway account. I'm stuck in a vicious cycle where, for no apparent reason, I become paralysed when I have to carry out certain tasks which are in no way difficult to do, and because of this inability to do them, I become anxious with my chest in pain and unable to move. These tasks are not related to any specific issue nor trigger any trauma, so I'm completely at a loss at the moment about how to deal with it. Just to provide a few examples: - I got a message from someone from my workplace requesting to check a certain document I had. It was a very easy task, only requiring me to take a photo of the document and texting it back. I felt paralysed and my chest started to hurt, but since it was a work related matter I agonized myself over it and finally after over 30mins I managed to do it. It happened 1h ago and I'm still feeling so ridiculous and embarrassed about it. - I need to sort out the utility bills and file them in a folder I purchased specifically for this. I still can't bring myself to do this. - I need to fill an online form to move my current cell phone contract to a cheaper provider. It's very easy but I can't bring myself to do it when I'm sitting in front of the computer and with each passing day my anxiety grows because of this. - A friend provided me a contact of a person from my professional field. I'm supposed to reach out to this contact for networking purposes. Nothing fancy, just a shoutout with my info to let them know I'm available for a posible future collaboration. Because I haven't done this yet, I haven't gotten in touch with my friend as I know I'll be asked if I did it and I'll be too embarrassed to say I haven't because I don't want to look like a lazy bum. For the most part, I go about my day normally. I suffered from depression several times in the past and used medication but I don't really want to return to this medication. One of my therapists suggested to use one of these charts for urgent/non urgent and important/non important tasks to sort out my daily routine but that hasn't worked for me. I have also tried meditation to no avail. It's not that I can't discern between what's important or not but rather I don't know how to fight this paralysis which in turn makes me feel more anxiety which in turn paralyses me even more, etc etc. I feel so stupid because I fail to carry out so many basic things because of this. Any suggestion will be welcome. Thanks in advance.",5.597813762585776,5.988645980119284,6.573054575771183,76.83697941383956,67.33001988071571,9.909805682036811,33.72083627268646,9.857291076455118,3.277855435131148,2020,88,382,43,31,675,231,503,0.141,0.7659999999999999,0.093,-0.9787,2,0,0,0,1,0,43.0,0,0,4,6,22,22,4,2,24,0,30,5,2,7,2,66,64,30,0,7,14,0,5,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,30,23,0,1,10,0,4,10,18,15,0,2,9,7,51,7,81,50,10,52,0,6,1,0,21,21,0,6,20,274,81,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381118314374286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561007888439032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928878441326308,0.0,0.21698710588132775,0.10681243738442676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838970749135686,0.0,0.0,0.07270165036493788,0.0,0.3458138536230739,0.3132628340822361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991318806848762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219514013869836,0.0974749362499791,0.08143413726639355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675552946633187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21089224127659914,0.06244812625908355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341907584563635,0.0,0.09078100008882076,0.10357281861475567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609525016518665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373386229643669,0.0,0.07561875017669714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360856978653304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337359632411729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121569315844664,0.0,0.0,0.09868364873517203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588348413225595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966818348493786,0.0,0.04619142430762743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939658879969325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311158881931246,0.09585693028608602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904945212058872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009793280129442,0.0,0.1402124315859016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092637060442358,0.09072144889512752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813647468676073,0.07190808814792912,0.10060584117520703,0.0,0.0,0.10238637523393056,0.09025685677480393,0.0,0.08255575127138165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060569931878673114,0.09721119051574914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518844149062683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681243738442676,0.0,0.07821116273987584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011029563313309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692162958038086,0.0,0.15101246453981496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108840216853153,0.0,0.0,0.08704718463368542,0.0,0.10977762772622553,0.06281355434148023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055131755603589225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419195145490361,0.2056823583868821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331839766271394,0.0,0.1560241635429674,0.11153383434697972,0.0750478784206566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766428112516418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LordNippleworth,2018/01/05,"Got initial exams tomorrow for a maths course. Stress always puts my mind on block! Advice? I've got an initial assesment for a maths course tomorrow and Im worried about an issue I have... Anxiety has always caused my mind to go to total mush, it can literally convince me that I dont know the answer to a question when I actually do. Any tips for dealing with this? Im terrified Il get to a question I actually know the answer to deep down but my anxiety getting in the way. 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My anxiety has peaked in the past year and manifests as nausea, sometimes to the point of vomiting. I don't know what to do. I've always been an anxious person, but in the past year, it's started to hit me hard. I was suffering with some debilitating nausea for months at a time. As an emetophobe, it's been my worst nightmare. All my medical tests came back as normal, so at this point, the only reasonable diagnosis left was anxiety. I'm on Prozac (today makes one month), and on the whole, I feel much better on it than off. Panic attacks and obsessive thoughts have become a rare occurrence for me. I also have really taken to deep breathing and muscle relaxation, they work wonders. Unfortunately, I still get really bad days where I'm plagued with awful nausea and nothing works. It's a chicken or the egg thing. I feel anxious, I get nauseous. I feel nauseous, I get anxious. NYE, I was supposed to celebrate with my boyfriend. I sometimes get anticipatory anxiety before seeing him, but it passes immediately once I see him. We went to lunch, I felt fine, but we got back to my place and I started to feel nauseous. I tried sleeping it off, but it didn't work. I then tried my acupressure bands and some deep breathing exercises. Didn't work. Started to feel progressively worse. I didn't feel panicky, but the nausea was dreadful. I tried taking Zofran. Didn't help. I was pretty much at a loss. It got to the point that I had to send my boyfriend home. I vomited shortly after he left. The thing is, is that isn't the first time I've had extensive plans involving my boyfriend, which ended in me getting sick. The other two incidents were our anniversary, and my birthday. Now, I would vomit outside of these incidents, so it's not completely consistent with that. But now I feel hopeless. Doctors don't help. They just give me medication that doesn't work. It's been almost a year of this, and I'm exhausted. I've been trying to identify triggers, but it's difficult. University is stressful, but I never really do badly at school, I have a lot of free time to engage in my interests, I've terminated some toxic friendships recently but I also don't have a lot of support systems, I occasionally have a strained relationship with my mom, and I lately have had a lot of personal insecurity in my relationship. It could be any one of those things or all of them. It's hard. I'm seeing my counselor on Monday, but I'm actually not sure how to broach treatment. I've been seeing her for the past 3 years for problems in interpersonal relationships, but I've never approached her with things related to my mental health like this. Is there anything I should prepare? How do I go about this? Is this even the right thing to do? Am I just going to be like this from now on? Tldr; Emetophobe tired of her anxiety manifesting as nausea/vomiting. I want to cope better, but there are days where nothing works and I get sick. I feel very depressed and discouraged. Can't pinpoint anxiety triggers. Seeing my counselor soon and I'm not sure it'll help.",3.517890222984562,5.935897941680963,4.918271012006862,78.68080274442542,75.58662092624357,8.08219554030875,28.267238421955405,8.89354638988153,2.579498387650086,2432,103,440,56,55,809,256,583,0.202,0.7170000000000001,0.08,-0.9973,0,0,0,0,1,1,86.0,3,0,3,12,21,30,1,6,24,1,48,18,3,6,6,79,94,38,0,6,19,1,11,2,0,3,13,0,1,2,34,22,2,1,13,3,1,7,15,18,0,4,25,16,64,13,62,62,12,71,0,5,5,0,25,29,0,10,36,300,98,9,0.0,0.0,0.06044004269638468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06201938382994152,0.0,0.0,0.0990594775791572,0.051535237009811136,0.0,0.0,0.042118214381541966,0.0,0.2369021615809031,0.20990821069839188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096757938058466,0.0,0.0,0.07046048977750577,0.0,0.09524904100821004,0.10342698940677204,0.0,0.06840281337051346,0.05270248682403272,0.0,0.0,0.1095537045346614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083762897991686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493811709347724,0.0,0.0,0.04945039892195767,0.0,0.0,0.07988645356336684,0.0,0.05334489272953077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633935342119812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054856405128551534,0.0,0.0,0.040907765567079576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505313037234476,0.0,0.05946772292528684,0.0,0.0,0.05268224277317349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415222666389115,0.0594141054287724,0.0703986612093628,0.0,0.09907083815037368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096395490406463,0.0,0.0,0.06583446292816755,0.0,0.0,0.12454203401463775,0.0,0.062126283430800865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034038091061402265,0.0,0.0698658596474346,0.0,0.13458604584028136,0.0,0.0,0.06051704254332431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579658562304988,0.0,0.0,0.04134237862118111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478685401981927,0.0624163432929963,0.0,0.0,0.07253802383296029,0.09887253425384916,0.0,0.09105933081040916,0.0,0.09553683937556436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068356856180515,0.11885742569474912,0.0,0.0,0.06595920866012564,0.0839380968026335,0.04710468333554683,0.0,0.07266787913638327,0.0,0.0,0.17737312032935962,0.0,0.10815925221559634,0.06470933918522383,0.0,0.17564699413169768,0.0,0.0,0.06301059569415865,0.0,0.05926383930940141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903226191736987,0.06367993453665129,0.06115376245685231,0.19948641051719104,0.0,0.052892516456102316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268195894457268,0.24677258352939455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06198015626784933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251144245621425,0.0,0.13151464254748324,0.0,0.04946171220151775,0.0,0.0709468226488984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028358886734454,0.1167468144017195,0.0,0.046567733327716285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20573572894531195,0.0,0.0,0.04916981097658973,0.1083451370907274,0.0711856625464259,0.058707543106947035,0.0,0.0,0.16820035819912754,0.0,0.060501912846854425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110321387815056,0.03653111967951216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057414761558759964,0.0,0.06914869267519616,0.0,0.0,0.06716632885659864,0.2705383720817214,0.0,0.06311749165220372,0.043997150499211934,0.0,0.0,0.15953753804699686 anxiety,longtimeo,2018/01/05,"Therapy is a joke as much as the treatment for mental illness This is from my personal experience from going through medical treatment along side with therapy for my mental illness. My first therapist was someone who I felt had no understanding of mental illness at all, and it was more of me teaching her how we are wired, and that's basically how my sessions felt like. I just unloaded my problems to her, and all I got in return was sympathy and I was given the most BASIC of basic things to combat my unhealthy thoughts. I was given a questionnaire of very simple questions, was given a score out of what I marked down, and just like that I was diagnosed with Anxiety, Depression, and ADHD. The process of going through a few sessions with a therapist and one questionnaire, I was diagnosed with 3 mental health disorders, just like that. I decided to take medication, where I was told that I would have to be on it for the rest of my life, SSRI's even though my doctor admit that there was very little studies done on the medication, and with better judgement I decided against it. I went to my second therapist, and this guy at first seemed like he knew what he was talking about, much more knowledgeable and, I had an episode where I was at the brink of committing suicide or something along those lines and I told him, and his response was basically, ""I didn't sign up for this, if we are not working out, you can seek out some other therapist, 'just a suggestion'. After that session, it was the last time I will ever seek out any counselling or therapy for anything again. I stopped seeking medication, and basically was given two options be spiteful, or move on from this. I was hermiting for a couple months, little human contact, was cooped up in my room, ate healthy, slept better, and gave myself my own therapeutic sessions which I believe to be infinitely more helpful than any therapist has ever been for me as I understand myself better than anyone else and all I need is a bit of soul searching and break down my situation and tell myself how I can move on from it. I've felt better than I ever had for the past month in years. We are not remotely capable of legitimately treating mental illness, it's way too complex to tackle efficiently, and we can't simply put poison in our bodies and kill the toxins like cancer. It's trial and error, cause and effect, and these effects are not properly understood, and the only real way of beating your mental illness is dependent on the individual and nothing else and that's the pill you will have to swallow as you come to understand your situation.",12.272438968742867,8.291183979466119,11.583432580424367,60.20400125484831,57.254620123203274,14.682591832078488,46.15206479580196,12.360288348925252,5.629428108601415,2086,93,352,47,18,686,228,487,0.11,0.805,0.085,-0.9397,0,0,1,0,0,1,47.0,5,5,0,10,18,16,3,0,21,0,43,21,2,7,7,91,70,37,2,4,11,0,3,5,0,3,17,0,1,3,26,41,2,1,18,1,0,7,6,5,0,6,40,3,56,11,71,24,14,53,1,1,0,0,30,27,0,10,21,286,82,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017152042714677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072911607107016,0.0,0.051032371697554084,0.0,0.0,0.04664463859433121,0.06835148054516277,0.054896005129660634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515844842246669,0.0,0.2359955406632108,0.07282919211451581,0.0740989063384701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852874616806437,0.0,0.05746408730531255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381248453042544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745655454920536,0.13541691078751472,0.0,0.0,0.07645454701703991,0.06827971470455806,0.0,0.0682666943291084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145398889905354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440608115140114,0.18102692950204088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525441891998354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215394153088,0.0,0.0,0.11348565910586834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582477555021153,0.0,0.05335345827091057,0.0,0.0,0.06605261708835397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090878277004962,0.0,0.0,0.04471378486229309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380386956668318,0.0,0.0,0.05437691891450538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711869582490785,0.16295377955283774,0.13372032975255932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688100891444623,0.4033632293189371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649332798507304,0.14180269001270368,0.09807790662265396,0.04946404231887591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640092969877507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045203894795979034,0.05073536882554526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368150002936722,0.0,0.05824791893794981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383171549974763,0.0,0.06706119260946461,0.07472959497004171,0.0,0.0,0.07592969833796191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060729569641511175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996791947903393,0.0,0.0,0.05652250672148521,0.05135601766860323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557718960416833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296906074919336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050157032346896134,0.05361834517447787,0.05830679973754872,0.0,0.2288634249425915,0.3872727376665663,0.0443186424342476,0.0,0.0655414712186131,0.05295967021387607,0.038898683396972986,0.0,0.0,0.12748703941161518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516521597375304,0.2083399559774525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008418784219358,0.0,0.10590134960656288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184011646918777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856510760389267,0.0,0.0,0.047388316825092335,0.0,0.0,0.04295855136460328 anxiety,TrainerAbu,2018/01/05,"My mom keeps yelling at me I was hooking up the Switch and my mom kept yelling at me ;-; here's a short video of part of it https://youtu.be/HC4L0Xso0-8 I lost track of the four wires I was dealing with cuz she kept yelling at me and now all of the systems are messed up but anyways now she kept slamming droors while making grill cheese for me and my niece, and I finally mentioned to her that its really loud when she slams the droors, and she pointed her spetula at me and said ""[my name]!!!!!! Fuck off!!!!!!"" and another time months ago I tweeted on Twitter that my mom looked straight at me and called me a ""Motherfucker"" but no one on twitter reacted, I guess I'll keep tweeting about this until I get the help I need I'm so lonely and my mom keeps yelling at me aaah",3.9951336898395695,5.130245150326797,3.871146761734998,92.08197860962568,71.35294117647058,7.132263814616755,28.28817587641117,7.348242739294969,1.2532143790849668,600,22,132,6,11,182,90,153,0.105,0.857,0.038,-0.8893,0,2,0,0,4,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,7,0,3,1,0,3,1,25,18,16,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,10,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,7,7,28,0,20,11,2,24,0,2,1,1,16,14,1,1,9,87,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251318836718726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675249852824533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526452242203678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411683863500475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375815145430622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820039017573055,0.07810195605648416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467924741413054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001994840330661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986187056721496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553330871467766,0.0,0.16318516042407052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978522607206974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7003199475595472,0.1193208822506417,0.0,0.0,0.11084437458839927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129777536818912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618822753562366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131564754985895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576663270175463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219849646736013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087168375881084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Qbanyto,2018/01/05,"Dr. Said to stop vitamin d for MAG RBC test?! Long time reader, first time poster here. I’m from Miami and moved to GEORGIA (a lot more cloudier days in my area. Less sun) and got hit with a panic attack due to work related stress a year and half in in Georgia. However, after reading countless of inspiring vitamin d success stories that help with anxiety and depression and SAD (winter blues) I did a 25(oh) test and I’m at level 19. So maybe this could of been a contribution to my anxiety?? Anyways level 19 is low. My DR said they don’t want to give me the typical megadose of 50,000iu and told me to just take 2000-4000iu a day and retest in 2 months. I started with the 2000iu a week ago (d3). This week I’m doing 4000iu. I feel good (got a cold and full of boogies but whatever) but I think it’s working just like it has for many people. I also got my SAD lamp today from amazon! I’ve also read to take magnesium every night with vitamin D in the daytime cause vitamin D uses magnesium as “fuel” so in return, it depletes your magnetism therefore we should supplement magnesium. So anyways. I was reading how I should also do a magnesium RBC test (not the serum, because the serum isn’t accurate). In fact my serum mag levels are one point higher than the higher reference range. So I’m high on magnesium according to the serum test. So, after my clinic being reluctant on scheduling me for an RBC test, they finally said “ok we’ll do it, we have to send it out to another facility but you can draw your blood here. Oh, and stop taking your vitamins or any other supplement” What?! This is specifically why I created my account and made this post. What’s the reason for this? Why do I have to stop taking my vitamins? It my head I say to my self “well vitamin D uses my magnesium in my body so if my levels come back low, then that means this is a good thing; vitamin d is doing it’s thing and I just have to supplement more mag.” Any thoughts? I kinda wanna just keep taking my vitamin d (cause I’m deficient and want to hopefully cure/help my anxiety like so many on here have) and just go take the test as is. What are your thoughts? P.S.- I asked the lady on the phone “whybdo I have to stop taking my vitamins that I need that you guys told me take?” And she said “..idk... I’m not surrreeee...” ",2.1744058229352348,4.318700732026144,4.006077936224997,84.92121434937613,78.71677559912855,7.8328579916815215,24.593038225391172,8.710501217029153,1.9189167755991288,1792,65,359,42,44,604,214,459,0.081,0.804,0.115,0.9434,1,0,0,0,0,0,69.0,3,6,2,4,23,17,1,2,22,1,29,16,3,8,1,66,71,34,0,9,12,0,1,2,0,3,13,6,0,2,23,23,0,5,8,3,1,4,4,8,1,3,15,9,47,9,49,50,5,56,0,5,1,0,26,24,0,5,29,223,70,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940201683155864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18783264132079128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648384382576137,0.08209703256932561,0.1796817824272822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319338227848028,0.08906958544570541,0.0,0.06020248101802635,0.0,0.047726683539300686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696586842116584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608569469324345,0.0,0.06744248333044127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251058637275687,0.0,0.0,0.1009850105227094,0.0,0.06743364254305534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596522569542641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039587291108611235,0.0,0.0,0.08576614994761465,0.0,0.06659598221604468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510577568902506,0.044495713765620185,0.13133690055157834,0.1878541827840682,0.0,0.0,0.07752237503129178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803512012020062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495628945410382,0.08272084862727411,0.0,0.07776261056038453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959041199676544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650000601407715,0.0,0.0,0.06928683753003886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656190522970318,0.0,0.07408272565422673,0.0,0.15875361830238416,0.07865583755674327,0.08528402478463956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249272227432132,0.08321306407062128,0.0,0.058053264325293084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347267282827748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053053360180437215,0.0,0.0,0.09185996138168487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054278505267615414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401218754650735,0.0,0.07498304777603428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349425489352537,0.0,0.0,0.08049823934377381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29789827161667704,0.06226173269647638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167666966837929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541618538622995,0.0,0.0,0.2618258008076351,0.0896843621436867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470932713155225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402877497101397,0.050166990364397084,0.0,0.12431178647658768,0.09130655091197898,0.0,0.07421260544148257,0.14962462528436046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524002118012193,0.0,0.0,0.09235847482741638,0.0,0.12560383731098826,0.0,0.07039480581867963,0.0,0.14129450199326538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399646678852972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05041812234681247 anxiety,A_Stupid_Moron,2018/01/05,"I have lived in my parents' hoarding house for a long time. I'm pretty old at this point but I have a huge psychological issue: leaving the house (getting a job) feels even more of a trap than staying in this hellish nightmare. My last job I had I basically went crazy because it felt like I was pushed back into the same situation. And instead of trying to break free, I ended up attempting to kill myself and locked myself inside my hoarding parents' fire hazard shithole of a home. It has been two years since I have even really talked to people on the outside, my youth has faded, and I am just more bitter and emotionally scared. I feel like any situation will just be more of the same and it is better to just stick to one hell versus a new hell. The last firm I worked for literally every single person remained me of my moronic OCD mother and compulsive autistic father. Plus they worked you to death: literally 100 hours per week, no overtime, for months on end, doing horrifyingly tedious bullshit client review work (auditing). Basically I cannot leave my house, I cannot move forward, and I am constantly stuck in the past. Every situation in my life has felt like this hoarding entrapment and I am unable to escape. I honestly look forward to my death more with each and every day. I secretively and not-so-secretively hope this fire hazard hell hole burns down and takes everyone with it. What would you do? I feel completely helpless. And like I said, I have not left this house for years, constantly trapped inside of all the stuff and avoiding people completely. 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Ive been going through a really tough time as of late Ive been reaching out to family and friends but there is always a reason that someone cant come over or i can get out. Ive tried going out on my own for the last few weeks but my anxiety just sky rockets and im really just sitting in my own head Ive called so many life line numbers and nothing seems to help Im feeling exhusauted and out of options",1.7317021276595739,3.2614338191489374,3.5542021276595754,90.50875,77.82978723404256,6.827659574468084,24.51595744680851,7.6454224807358475,1.095982978723404,345,12,77,5,8,116,67,94,0.07,0.85,0.081,-0.0086,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,1,0,18,16,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,9,2,15,14,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,5,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564967982358558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522948937167826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328192219846594,0.0,0.2029743132444252,0.0,0.0,0.17148893491685274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421537861071254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18767396808363448,0.0,0.10066032644730494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380794521912064,0.0,0.1040105632895638,0.0,0.2262823723333209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043124931492885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343846046654326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300789744785807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227595957739147,0.22456978860878868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406153885078338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183486411290133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910216742308037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550702162811529,0.2046863734259138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123404902349805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867899467363567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608456861017713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516157632395062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968916933555996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963783701226355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pineapple-wolf,2018/01/06,"I’ve been getting rejected from clinical year programs I applied to, and I’m afraid I’m not going to have a plan for after I graduate. I’m planning on going into medical lab science and becoming a med tech. Basically if you don’t know what that is, it’s the diagnostic side of medicine. They’re the people that will text your blood and urine and other body fluids for disease and report back to the doctor. I applied to five different clinical programs and heard three no’s so far and I’m trying not to completely panic. I need one of these programs in order to take the board exams to get certified so I can get a job in a hospital like I want, and it’s not looking good for the other two programs at this point. This has been my plan for over a year and I don’t know what I’m going to do if I don’t get into ANY of them. I’m going to have to get a shitty job and then reapply next year, and that just makes me sad to think about. At least I’ll have a degree after graduation...",3.5514078674948237,4.155248671497585,5.453723257418911,82.2970652173913,71.94685990338165,8.426363008971705,27.34610075914424,8.634040054169528,1.8823405106970328,773,26,162,13,14,268,112,207,0.066,0.899,0.036000000000000004,-0.7709,3,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,3,5,6,0,2,12,0,13,7,3,1,0,25,37,16,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,12,13,0,0,3,0,0,4,7,4,0,4,3,2,13,2,30,33,1,24,0,2,1,0,4,11,0,2,9,107,25,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808011452191334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220992047541868,0.0,0.0,0.1755293763342941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765391007829735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663857277330962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660515027161576,0.0,0.16267499793586734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151805262213334,0.0,0.3613018964560744,0.13330573674439042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154336126117841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469120351103484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764679705268329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346396889924744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608923197712183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765391007829735,0.1601086094381286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784705042983493,0.0,0.0,0.16902739961722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076973377004776,0.0,0.0,0.1864740187695802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018435951657292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024336873362573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949808473578585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183806047940606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790529847791593,0.0,0.15525476958844067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374299591166207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30704356124520465 anxiety,supportivepistachio,2018/01/06,My heart pounds before and while i drive I've been driving on my own for 2 months. I am still a really scared driver and I don't know if it will ever go away with my anxiety. Anyone else experience this?,1.4705813953488374,3.3254062325581444,3.695523255813953,87.71444767441862,79.69767441860466,7.090697674418602,17.726744186046513,8.07648339933343,0.5156558139534888,160,3,35,3,4,55,37,43,0.126,0.8740000000000001,0.0,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,6,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,4,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23149249656027784,0.0,0.0,0.21158890876849354,0.3100552521596672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843079725104893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574951230587242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527881938816494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27372413797415424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296006394468655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719777663604303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35858915623336685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630415327086798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153694549393856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385693020969375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029610490068443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24166126567327814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hydronecrotic,2018/01/06,"Anybody else have urinary problems when anxious? So when I'm anxious, whether it's in a public bathroom because of my social anxiety, or if I'm just feeling anxious at home I seem to find it hard to pee. It's sometimes literally impossible in some bathrooms such as at a bar or a gig. When I'm at home I can eventually get a stream going with breathing exercises and generally calming myself down but even in a cubicle in a busy public bathroom it's just the presence of other people that makes my body so anxious it just locks it off. I'm really hoping this goes away with my combination of therapy and medication because it really is the most debilitating aspect of my anxiety and is putting a halt on my recovery. I finally pluck up the courage to fight against the anxiety of going out and when I get there I have to leave early because I'll literally cause physical damage to myself by holding it in. 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These scare me and trigger moderate to severe panic attacks :(,7.755294117647058,11.846962470588238,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,71.3529411764706,8.105882352941178,37.911764705882355,8.841846274778883,4.71384705882353,90,5,10,2,2,26,17,17,0.59,0.41,0.0,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868153225468405,0.34975586905669304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38833762989821774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987197822391976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285156125634079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005034884466874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417532979933183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856310455982317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709956731423128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ucrstudent88,2018/01/06,"Terrified to fly next weekend because it is peak flu season and it is 'close to epidemic levels' in areas of my state Hi all. So I'm *terrified* of getting sick. Usually I can somewhat handle this, but I have to fly up north (SoCal to NorCal) this weekend (Saturday-Monday) and I'm absolutely scared to death of getting sick. Every day my newspaper has some sort of article about how the flu is reaching super high levels that are near epidemic levels and that everyone is sick. And honestly, most people I know are sick right now. I honestly don't know what to do. The though of having to go through a germy airport and then get on a tiny plane is enough to give me anxiety/panic attacks. I know how to be careful--hand sanitizer, don't touch face, clean phone, etc. etc., but that's not enough! I know I could technically wear a mask, but I really would rather not. I don't know if I'll end up next to someone sick and if I'll even be able to switch seats and.. I could go on. But basically I'm terrified and I don't know what to do. I wish I could just cancel the entire trip. Help?",2.1967808219178053,4.157408986301371,4.090545662100457,85.23855821917809,77.85844748858447,7.667671232876713,24.192009132420093,8.548686976883017,1.665657351598174,844,29,174,18,20,286,120,219,0.215,0.693,0.092,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,1,6,0,23,9,2,2,1,37,39,19,1,8,10,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,9,9,0,0,6,2,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,16,3,25,33,8,28,0,0,0,0,4,14,0,6,10,112,25,0,0.14158257234653004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107061556796046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630742198051919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391264900198178,0.0,0.0,0.09130904632954052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540013516514045,0.29258528928238403,0.31580398765833195,0.09351395373784142,0.0,0.11928942360822535,0.13528821526495252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221913151337664,0.1358189045385718,0.16092927727238626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489981381134097,0.1495897611067364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668604743450391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301149343819596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981555287567035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070142127414994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091074318990427,0.0,0.0,0.141748854198322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996245409640167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910415847648214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593320080454667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281297088549992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057619719252432,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ulyaoth13,2018/01/06,"I just don't know anymore So, this first week of 2018 has been rather challenging. I feel like I just don't know anymore. I keep crying about all the good things that are happening, about all the struggles, the difficulties I'm experciening (in my head ofcourse). About feeling alone, about the past and how much of life I've let passed me by. I feel shatterered and that I am repicking the pieces. I just don't know which order to place them anymore. A new puzzle, but one of which I don't know how it will look once I'm done. I had a great NYE. The first one in give or take in 15 years. I was at a friend parents house. There were like 20 family members. All seemed very loving and kind and caring. I can understand how this friend grew up the way he did. And I'm sure that they aren't problem free, but I felt so welcome. It felt so open, so warm. I didn't talk a lot with this friend during the night, because he was also hosting but had pleasant conversations with his uncles, aunts, cousins, dad etc. My NYE experiences previously consisted out being with my parents and my mother going to bed about 00.15. No friends of theirs over at all, no other family. Just us. This friendship/friend has brought me so much. It's been years since I actually take initiatieve into doing stuff. Into making sure I spend time with him, hang out and just be bro's. And yet it is a continous source of doubts and worries. I keep worrying I'll screw up or that he'll drop me. He knows so many people, often we meet someone he knows one way or the other. And yet he spends time with me, yet he asks me to join for stuff and or agrees to hang out with me. It's just so new and so strange. A friend like that, me. I've started reaching out to him, opening up about my anxiety and he didn't drop me once. I've started contacting old contacts/friends, made a potential new friend in a pub that I bravely texted the day after I suddenly had his phone number. I'm going to board game meetups with all lovely people (yet I think I'm one behind because they have known eachother for ages... ofc). I'm trying meetup and whatnot to meet people, to connect. It feels so awkward and forced and I expect too much out of it, I want those friends. I'm going to pubs, watching soccer matches, going to festivals. All these things I haven't done (regularly) in years. And I still doubt. Asking/informing about NYE took 3 weeks! and he reacted like it was the most normal question I could ask and ofcourse I was welcome. Yesterday I went to a 'start of the new year' meetup. I saw 2 familair guys there and I connected with 1 of them. We spoke so long. About his health anxiety and how it took over his life during 20 - 30's. About my anxiety, my worries. It was an open conversation and I'm sure we've bonded over somethign. Do I dare to contact him, ask to hang out some other time? Ofcourse not. Who am I kidding. I just don't know anymore. All my life I've lived and acted with the notion that I am not welcome, that I am not allowed to be loved, that I am not allowed just to be. And all of this. This friend, reaching out to others who react perfectly fine. I'm not trying to hide anymore during the weekends, getting lost in gaming. I struggle to be alone, I want to connect to people but I am still very much afraid to do. I don't know how to rebuild my social circle, but I desperately want to. I put great stress on myself because of it. It's almost an demand and I know that's bad. I'll be okay once I know enough people, once I have friends. I don't have peace within myself and even that is changing. When I'm mentally strong I can almost accept all of this, but for every moment with clairity like that comes the big crash before & after it. My beliefs, even though they are they have been distorted ones, are shaking. I keep experiencing all these nice things and I almost start to believe that I am welcome, because clearly I wouldn't have gone to the NYE party, to a wedding, to some festivals, to the pub with 'friends' if I wasn't. Everything around me is starting to confirm that I am welcome and can be loved as a person. And it confuses the f*ck out of me. It isn't normal, it certainly isn't me. And yet I am enjoying all of it. I discovered my love for authetic dutch pubs (with or w/o drinks). I'm almost curious in trying to learn pool and darts. I just want to have fun and stuff to do. I'm going to carnival first time ever in february with the friend I described above. I've surpressed so much it seems and it's all trying to get out. Overwhelming me. I feel lost. Lost within myself because I just don't understand it anymore. And my thoughts, as per overthinking, try very hard to analyze it all but just can't phantom it. I want to call my boss tomorrow. Saying I just don't know if I want to work again coming monday. If I shouldn't call in sick. Because clearly I am a mess. And yet I don't because I'll just be at home overthinking and overanalyzing everything and feel alone as I ever do when I got too much time. I'm trying to make up for the 25+ years I've lost (am currently 34 yo) As a teen, as an adolescent and now as an adult. I'm anxious and confused about every step I take and all the thoughts that scream ""No, you can't do this, you're not welcome, it's weird to try and contact your friend so much"". It's so difficult and I just keep on adding to that by thinking. I've had 3 nervous breakdowns, resulting into uncontrolable crying for the past days. The first time I called my dad to spend company with and was after a sleepless night. I kept myself awake till 6.00 am. The second one I was shaking, sweating etc. and after an hour I texted this good friend if I could call him. That added to the stress, because opening up like that. He would find me weird, he would surely think less of me, but I felt such relieve. It was a 5 minute conversation but he just listened and tried to understand. And the 3rd one was today earlier. Surely I am the only loser that spends a saturday night watching a television show with his parents coming over to watch to. I called an old friend. She recognized it all and cried with me. All three got me trapped in the feeling of loneliness, of not being welcome. I don't know how the road will go. I don't know where all these steps will lead me. It has it's awesome moments but it seems that also makes the 'downs' worse. I don't know how to continue, but the way back isn't any option. Thank you for reading this all and please, try to find all the pieces of me, with me. By posting this I'm trying to find sense in it all, but it seems I am an incoherent mess. 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I hate it and I don’t know what to do. So... From the beginning.. (sort of)... I am 17, I’m a senior in high school, and I have social anxiety. ( not been diagnosed because I’ve never told anyone.. not even my parents.) there’s a couple of things that are making me terrified. Sick to my stomach. Anxious.. it’s the worst feeling and I don’t know what to do. Just make it stop. :( One thing is - I’m going off to college this fall. A new state. New place. By myself for the first time. Not so bad... right? I wish. The second (and worst thing), is driving... driving gets me so worked up and terrified I can’t handle it at times. I don’t have to drive very far to school . About 10 miles one way. But it is the worst. I hate it so damn much. I don’t know how to explain it. But when I get to school. It seems like I’d been driving for hours. My fave is red. Hearts racing. Hands shaking. What is wrong with me...? 😢 I hate this I hate this I hate this so much. Nobody understands me. Nobody wants to talk to me. Be my friend. Try to help me... 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I used to drink coffee and feel anxious, now I feel nothing, instead my face and body start getting numb. My teeth are so numb I can knock on them with my knuckles as hard as I can and its like knocking on wood. I feel nothing. On top of that I wake up 4-5 times per night, and cannot think focus or do anything. my brain is fucked, my emotions are fucked ,and now my physical body is fucked. I am so fuckin angry that this is where Im at and I have to deal with this shit I honestly just want to end it all. I imagine getting my shit together and pulling myself out of this massive hole only to have to deal with this further down the road in life , maybe when I have a family and actual real responsibilities, and that thought just depresses the fuck out of me, and makes me not even want to try. so fucking pissed that the human body and mind is capable of doing this to me. straight up bullshit /rant",5.284905187835424,5.4373350790697685,5.6786046511627895,83.80660107334528,67.97674418604653,8.847942754919497,31.422182468694096,8.617729084823388,2.208602862254025,842,32,177,12,13,270,112,215,0.248,0.701,0.051,-0.9945,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,14,16,11,0,5,0,18,22,11,2,2,37,36,20,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,19,1,0,6,1,0,1,2,14,0,0,1,4,27,2,30,35,2,27,0,1,0,7,5,17,11,1,9,123,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.10294809791869697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070353970494673,0.11917954866153185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868135613190963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515441570237545,0.0,0.11776753322572732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060971069755704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32628275861565137,0.09086286169203216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033451341444027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23733580281546865,0.09343743509598217,0.0,0.0,0.0696785850465112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945148629204137,0.0,0.16002462959645042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5851716781589216,0.11023377631798016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450297836729388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395291971391312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451438004659726,0.05153962624411552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041886558329291,0.0,0.10598410852010746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065200793035172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900009932100616,0.0,0.20245098039150136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023385385111846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007663411998615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165786148156031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467004596458038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759706483414872,0.0,0.08375140534711385,0.061515099839034575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162431631968166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111398165886582,0.0,0.0,0.12444760519902855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hazboobs,2018/01/06,"20mg Valium for flying tomorrow... advice on how to take it? Hello everyone! I was given 20mg (2x 10mg pills) of Valium for my flight anxiety. I have two 2.5 hr flights coming up in the morning, with no layover in between. Normally, my anxiety is only during the flight itself--especially during turbulence :(. I have no problems going through security, waiting at the gate, etc. I've never taken any kind of benzo before, so I have no tolerance and idea what to expect... Any advice for when I should take these and how much? Should I break them in half? I wouldn't mind being put to sleep, however because my flights are so early in the morning, I will be needing to function for the rest of the day ;) (no driving, though) Thanks in advance... xoxo",2.846287726358149,5.2570256408450735,4.736136820925553,79.17239436619721,77.80281690140845,7.437424547283702,27.044265593561374,8.418075326091056,2.3223645875251497,579,24,101,12,14,197,94,142,0.087,0.8140000000000001,0.099,0.5853,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,12,2,1,2,1,17,21,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,3,0,12,3,22,12,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,73,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37403709721511996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029580938944,0.0,0.2928169714708189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166661089137961,0.0,0.16285396551271908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164860650733609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342705759768248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344411392495427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18287592532211908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876812305850413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160496089502336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929732477046147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324361196870474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406895007528122,0.1419090528885988,0.14760739086952845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751600497998552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555640421727845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312895319853287,0.0,0.19239410858172845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152254171646535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28779439052576794,0.0,0.0,0.17620097431114462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880341288243122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695467751100767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Brummiediv,2018/01/06,"A really bad week My dog had a seizure, i reached my overdraft limit, I got a letter about an issue I thought was long dealt with taking me to court,my landlady told me I have two months to get out as she's selling and all my local rentals are no pets. My job is incredibly stressful and my dog is my baby. What do I do? :(",2.398695652173913,3.1885677101449303,4.328231884057973,88.61060869565218,74.79710144927536,7.259130434782609,26.84347826086957,7.554174236665415,1.2640991304347828,248,9,57,3,5,85,51,69,0.181,0.7979999999999999,0.02,-0.9019,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,7,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,14,0,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,38,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25726876412725963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098088030622676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464330851955509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215990208689888,0.3057632609757091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27267802424602355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24593981551156316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739066234323369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529523867286203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23166918558000546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446142264195101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944235056434978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30099014647382266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247156656419992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,99problemsburner,2018/01/06,"Anxious about messy house after being sick I’ve been sick. So have my kids. I’m feeling better today but they’re not. I look around and my place is a disaster. Stuff everywhere. Dishes piled up. My dog chewed his beg so there’s stuffing on the carpet. Full trash bags that need to be ran to the dumpster. I guess I’m posting here because I’m so overwhelmed. My anxiety is making me feel guilty about everything being in the state that it’s in! But then, it’s also making me feel stuck. It’s all so daunting. I don’t know where to begin. I just want to lay in bed and hide. This sucks. 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The symptoms have been especially bad in the morning but seems to be less severe if I'm socializing or distracted (which has been difficult to do). I have a strong feeling that this is a result of an anxiety attack and not the health issue, as my mind has been racing nonstop thinking about this possible health issue. The doctor I saw for the health issue doesn't believe that these symptoms are a part of a potential physical illness. This is the first time I've ever experienced these symptoms. I'm freaking out because I haven't had trouble with anxiety in the past. How common is the continuous/chronic air hunger and chest tightness during period of anxiety? What effective techniques have you used to relieve yourself of these symptoms?",10.117293606455616,9.680046005586595,9.042644320297953,65.65559900682807,58.21787709497207,12.201365611421476,42.79391682184978,11.429527900616536,5.191595406579765,821,41,125,19,9,256,108,179,0.198,0.7190000000000001,0.083,-0.957,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,5,5,10,1,2,17,0,19,17,4,4,1,25,28,9,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,10,7,3,4,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,6,7,5,2,20,21,2,19,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,3,11,86,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888830142200217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182074825871664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482940313166448,0.0,0.08437268159406186,0.09161680110456766,0.06688807845969376,0.0,0.0,0.12362386259371685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076432727128225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123094242330214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925363782892684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055480868087117136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933330571754292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665353158212326,0.12366941200709736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581026170095544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944150515681801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107921914902301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882279141972195,0.10474608210564083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369981378773065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499316300019804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029341907536586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370558280528483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998906194888068,0.0,0.12395938365201388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980545178374436,0.11185205175282703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569100148630194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561901775490894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703081240668511,0.0,0.0,0.12796446952479698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947682143065496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DemonConsulting,2018/01/06,"paralyzed in fear of the future Visiting my parents right now and everyone is relaxed and happy, yet here I sit on the couch just staring into the air, overthinking my entire life. Getting more and more of a stomach ache and nowhere near a solution the more I think but just avoiding the thoughts doesn't work either because they'll come back to haunt me. I feel like I need to figure out a plan to handle the hundreds of problems and possibilities, yet I'm too scared to make a decision since I feel like those I made in the past already made it worse and lead to this comstant anxiety in the first place. At the same time I know that doing nothing will leave me unprepared and won't solve anything either... There just seems to be no sure way to avoid desaster, it's basically either I pick a path and it works or ... I don't even know - the consequences of failiure or bad luck would be desasterous and irreversible. Anyone have any tipps on how to deal with big life decisions and mistakes in the past or future that can't be fixed? o.o' ",7.058154815481551,6.689574950495054,6.935184518451845,78.04838433843386,64.34653465346534,10.315751575157517,34.205220522052194,9.800150414767053,3.0968356435643565,828,32,160,15,11,263,130,202,0.195,0.7190000000000001,0.086,-0.973,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,12,13,0,4,16,0,13,3,1,6,1,49,27,15,0,4,10,1,2,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,7,14,0,2,10,1,0,3,5,7,0,1,3,3,14,6,23,17,7,29,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,5,12,107,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741978584301626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317048477182664,0.0,0.11606052731668805,0.0,0.0,0.10608171189531226,0.0,0.12484740745908525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166584324521506,0.12667456102155622,0.09248323314395536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306878761965599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564101118642548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020543526027144,0.0,0.0,0.14496889452685005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072003563377122,0.15342196028016614,0.21676852435504065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904755354864553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07926412059711935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150200198139755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667557092378276,0.0,0.0,0.16064285007839188,0.0,0.0,0.21431967600187146,0.1482392524904434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871102486296881,0.1012700397345644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249374943353577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557333932267347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846005469703554,0.0,0.2896556921762773,0.0,0.0,0.15850847408977178,0.0,0.0,0.17103434545945745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516947408079392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295626285137426,0.0,0.0,0.15189183073584245,0.0,0.0,0.13811440938080355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549909939725698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298832006836495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721198126370124,0.0,0.12044369185833766,0.08846544961174052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042323401829777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22089868882067384,0.0,0.15460917104295285,0.10777302438471814,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beinn_fiadhaich,2018/01/06,"How to cope without a support system Does anyone have any tips for this? I can't speak to my family or friends when I'm having a bad anxiety/mood day, and I don't have a GP or counsellor to talk to. Literally all I have is my dog who, at the very least, is good for a cuddle. I feel really quite alone, and right now I'm struggling. I don't know what to do to make it better.",3.2698795180722904,2.8900458674698832,5.38520481927711,86.01973493975906,72.25301204819277,9.049638554216868,25.03373493975904,8.841846274778883,1.4022067469879524,289,7,70,5,5,102,57,83,0.13699999999999998,0.75,0.113,-0.2419,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,5,0,10,1,0,2,1,10,16,6,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,7,4,10,16,2,6,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693517752190781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685500028215762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184543019904867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21714572316643066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000880653288056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772219543192995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275870562632815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451687461463694,0.0,0.131498077617095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200927712360815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813250489073446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292644388330347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359725453884187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766140835459645,0.0,0.0,0.1666060715385564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209645280849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718792977851492,0.0,0.0,0.2951218210811101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090326206536194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458314502526155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506960477247266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hopeful_Dread,2018/01/06,"Vibes Hi, I've been battling anxiety in many forms for most of my life. A few years ago I started feeling really bad inside, like a gong had gone off inside me that doesn't stop reverberating. It gets amplified on my bad days but it's always there. I later learned that emotions are vibrations- well everything is a vibration/frequency. So I reckon that over the years, the accumulative effect of constantly being in a state of anxiety and depression has affected me physically. I was just hoping to find out if anyone else feels this low frequency or vibration inside them. Mostly around the chest area, but I feel it in my hands too. Anyone got any insights?",4.5769299552906135,7.075105426229509,5.758405365126678,73.53182563338305,72.60655737704917,9.6822652757079,28.30402384500745,10.018931242160765,3.3641540983606566,530,21,89,16,11,176,92,122,0.156,0.758,0.086,-0.8329,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,8,1,0,7,0,8,3,2,2,0,21,16,6,0,2,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,8,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,5,4,11,3,13,10,4,20,0,2,0,0,2,10,0,5,9,60,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109370636255075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606016467834899,0.0,0.0,0.13125494286497505,0.0,0.2953076728392125,0.0,0.0,0.2699172939747628,0.197763850507796,0.0,0.17182181587141845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223143189857434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20857766416389925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447692823773167,0.0,0.1662411607463888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123696095043735,0.21711279290568172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346695712359428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927783659543012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640969198338932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084092987666586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436952149983835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917047063559381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633025419372347,0.09429603175274133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956841183718276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364858424055175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366150579343527,0.0,0.0,0.16136687637711108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354118491140488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485871106914045 anxiety,HIFDLTY,2018/01/06,"Things In the news about Nuclear war are driving me insane and making me feel completely hopeless (why did the title submission force me to capitalize every word in it? No other post on this sub is like that. Whatever.) Saw this today: http://www.newsweek.com/trump-could-destroy-entire-human-species-says-yale-psychiatrist-who-warned-772328 Now I'm having another panic attack and pretty much feel like it's inevitable Donald fucking Trump is going to end the world by being an idiot. I was already on edge this week after that stupid fucking button tweet, but then I see something like that article and it pretty much just pushes me into the territory of feeling completely hopeless. It seems like a lot of people want a war with North Korea no matter what and it feels like it's going to happen for sure. I can't really handle it. I can't deal with constantly feeling like everyone I know and love are going to die because of the fucking dipshit game show host this dumb fucking country decided to make president. I need help. Somebody tell me that this isn't going to happen and if he tries to do something he'll be stopped.",6.479599880561359,9.254416380710662,5.700985368766798,74.82928635413558,67.93401015228426,7.680979396834878,27.83189011645267,8.4952907291091,2.3686443117348466,925,32,137,15,17,280,124,197,0.195,0.633,0.172,-0.8170000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,2,31.0,0,0,0,0,4,21,10,1,8,0,13,5,0,2,1,30,39,9,3,3,3,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,19,9,0,1,8,2,0,6,5,13,0,0,3,7,11,8,21,33,3,22,0,2,2,5,7,7,5,3,14,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232391475816792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171038329744826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704953553994178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807770515813379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341839417130629,0.120683947467205,0.0,0.08916557683800362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151348316583092,0.0,0.0,0.11590384785310545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891331744898446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940933006980269,0.10671285294857293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28233806879562784,0.23934776910809236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129770322029261,0.0,0.0,0.2538761009901079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975124883975811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485522561047535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061375157534002675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273605749119341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494440893342182,0.10079350782119204,0.0,0.14909149847023426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16419195669192985,0.0828076186972035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102974904238507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742327360731331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069563908447915,0.22723279223056506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154361088805307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899268858449001,0.10166720734428253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194993896751082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336757945634756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525493501637212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761125483831797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419371874652478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585742602671933,0.0,0.0,0.07582184517284328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587041621044408,0.0,0.08958113542654247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007717772725824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,k1ng0fn3rds,2018/01/06,"anxious about moving to a new city. I've been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder recently and I take meds for it. However, I do still have quite a lot of these random episodes where I get super worked up and anxious to the point of feeling sick. I'm 23 and need to move to a new city to find a job, my employer isn't likely to be around for much longer and I don't want to be caught without a job. I've never lived anywhere else but this small town I was born in. Is moving to a new city difficult? Part of me feels like I won't be able to do it, it's probably going to be extremely uncomfortable and coping is going to be near impossible. I don't even think I'm good enough to find a job.",2.482407862407861,3.4536518108108107,4.487002457002458,86.85701474201475,74.81081081081079,8.354791154791156,24.94103194103194,8.841846274778883,1.5849378378378378,540,17,123,11,11,186,88,148,0.118,0.805,0.077,-0.4119,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,9,0,16,2,0,0,1,19,28,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,3,2,9,4,24,19,4,21,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,2,9,77,14,5,0.12832396127633733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816747913827037,0.28993910055774863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423553179561995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024611949731815,0.0,0.0,0.1470703770893113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719820347531736,0.0,0.0,0.1325929551555389,0.0,0.08475676617091824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976890104987626,0.09167466357615522,0.0,0.0,0.2345715516439983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704397339070359,0.0,0.14585892884038118,0.10763205042948637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820251925641372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538521117192927,0.0,0.11331240881096158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090964429688608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425389924117333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40916418786312936,0.09433287668233213,0.09515059129939483,0.09897134985758843,0.3718082443137072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896234498353546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130762137597205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383549342490523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648832852599793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670443064234418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247968123810136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648364876577878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222481289142093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568879711997638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369971941915225,0.0,0.09342137214017608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TeezusRa,2018/01/06,"Getting my first tattoo today... And ofc naturally i’m extremely anxious. Doesn’t help that I’m in a high stress period and my anxiety has been giving me a lot of physical symptoms the past week. Any tips? I’m not getting it in a known high pain spot, and I chose this artist because she’s known to not be heavy handed. 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And a question in regards to Anxiety and travel And also,Is Japan THAT inhospitable to people with mental health issues? During my paranoia period on NK..I had people on reddit tell me that I would be doomed if I went to Japan(Just on account that I would berated/insulted/etc.) So,in general..if you have anxiety..then you should just stay at home then?.. Doesn't really seem like a good way to live..I doubt that other countries have health systems that are so shitty. P.S:Why do people on reddit have to be so damn mean?",3.6987945492662497,5.705705084905663,4.810880503144657,81.54848008385746,73.62264150943396,7.7299790356394125,24.041928721174003,8.515128840125781,1.7390557651991614,433,13,78,8,9,142,71,106,0.202,0.769,0.029,-0.956,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,13,2,0,0,1,14,16,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,3,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,2,13,8,0,14,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,4,4,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289567490129444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462608798902404,0.0,0.0,0.13368545603566634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322892422010892,0.0,0.17294354617179872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036225579383634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064549859198668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917805396595393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955412423463792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340644922438768,0.0,0.16882548844745526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082634589396497,0.0,0.0,0.19267593905949496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39764408217083497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141780981479144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248209167292723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740534487357321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378456877985215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167109690369469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517588156280245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723632169993495,0.17252047958911915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27163373697122073,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietycheesecake,2018/01/06,"The cycle of needing a job to pay for therapy, but can't get a job due to anxiety I'm going in a circle of hell. I've been to over 10 therapists, ranging from traditional talk therapy to ERP, ranging $50-$200 per session. And OF COURSE, the ONLY one that ever made breakthroughs with me was the one that was $200 a session. My mom made me stop going to her because she couldn't afford it, understandable. But I can't get a job due to anxiety/OCD. Self-treatment isn't working for me, I need a therapist. I've tried everyone in my area. The $200 one is an hour away. Every time my mom makes a dumb ""get over it"" comment about my anxiety/OCD, I say ""I need a therapist"" and she fires back with ""Well get a job"". Would't it be nice to get a job! But to do that, my anxiety/OCD has to be treated. Idk the point of this, I just know maybe someone here can relate to this vicious circle of hell.",2.52696715049656,3.554040203208558,4.511264323911384,86.50958556149733,74.77540106951872,7.909702062643241,27.79564553093965,8.418075326091056,1.814731398013752,686,27,152,12,14,236,98,187,0.157,0.8079999999999999,0.034,-0.974,6,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,4,0,16,0,13,0,0,3,1,19,29,5,0,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,4,4,1,3,5,4,16,3,26,21,0,16,2,0,0,0,8,7,3,0,7,92,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305874461989718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200876327756307,0.08348663557560343,0.0,0.06618564830716298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982113183369501,0.09147820264496206,0.10374702464929356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836269359793884,0.0,0.1234101112448962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069234316377664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387142664435536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596693819497364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547051930600305,0.0724739285821819,0.0,0.10907708677367342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25432090431628784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415185374793121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071747571927214,0.08257535172873864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263743994202322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634233174509733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326626810597965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919943223270039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077265108796913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726759683406801,0.0,0.0,0.24832745873279746,0.3781880364886602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331032054452343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371455848802783,0.0,0.0,0.11302927025880467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976209850560764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904310020737053,0.0,0.0,0.07712779112969911,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Iwilldisgustyou,2018/01/06,"having a very strange Anxiety attack. I went to the ER last night. They kind of blew me off. The strange thing is it lasting for hours. I am having to force myself to breathe. Hands numb lips numb. I have a history of substance abuse and I could tell last night when I went to the ER that they thought I was trying to score a pill or something. . Slamming some whiskey right now. Hoping that helps. Pretty scared. light headed, hands numb.. If I try to slow down my breathing, well, then I just stop breathing. it'll pass, it'll pass. 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My anxiety and depression never used to be this bad, so it still feels mildly pathetic that this is a ""proud"" moment for me, but nevertheless, here we are! For the first time in about 2 years I went to the grocery store by myself! I add the ""by myself"" because I went a couple of times when my mom was visiting, but I live completely alone and my mom lives 5000 miles away, so I only went with someone a couple of times in the same amount of years. No one else knows I suffer like this - even some mild friends who somewhat know of my limitations don't know how bad it truly is. But I made it to Trader Joe's yesterday and didn't freak out, die, or run into anyone!! I bought some good food, was rung up by a lovely employee, and made it home in one piece. And I bought some flowers so now my living room has some pretty proof of what I accomplished. Maybe 2018 will be the year I stop spending all my money on takeout because I'll actually get able to get to grocery stores! 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So I'm usually always tense and on edge, antsy and waiting for bad crap to happen. My problem has been my heart racing and chest tightening and hurting, while I feel as though I'm not getting enough air. Usual panic attack stuff, however my pulse soars to 168bpm and has gotten higher before. My resting pulse (like right now is 125bpm and fluctuating up and lowest 115bpm. It's causing me physical pain and I feel like my heart is going to just burst one day (figuratively of course). I also do have a diagnosed heart murmmer but the Drs at the hospital never put me on anything. Should I be worried about these symptoms? Am I worried over nothing? It feels terrible and constantly feeling my heart beat rapidly pulsating the vein in my neck and left wrist to the point it's noticeably distressing and scared the shit out of me. But the anxiety sometimes keeps me from asking because I feel crazy and worry they will just dismiss me. This constant pounding in my chest has to ease up I'm losing it here :( I also get dizzy spells quite often, have staight up passed out for a few min before with no idea how I am now laying on the floor, it fucking sucks my ears start ringing blocking out other noises, voices of people next to me then my eyes quickly blur and i usually have to be grabbed and held up until my vision and hearing go back to normal. longest 'out of it' moment like that was 5min, but one time I passed out in my hallway walking to the bathroom. I woke up to my great Danes hovering over me and licking my face. I was home alone and don't know exactly how long I was out but I think maybe 3min of blackout so not to long but still scaring me to no end. Any advice on beta blockers or something else that may reduce heart rate if someone's gone through this? (Also for reference I'm only in my early 20s, diagnosed bipolar and have had ptsd for a long time now, but more recently this racing heart has just been getting worse daily)",6.452071611253199,6.654880959079286,6.521841432225068,78.58306905370847,65.49616368286446,9.15294117647059,32.856777493606145,8.841846274778883,2.695123785166241,1609,62,295,23,23,513,221,391,0.172,0.7609999999999999,0.067,-0.9905,2,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,3,20,19,5,4,11,0,26,23,16,3,2,68,55,38,0,5,13,0,6,3,0,3,6,4,1,0,15,26,0,6,11,0,0,7,6,15,0,2,10,12,40,4,51,39,4,62,0,2,1,1,4,27,4,5,31,201,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528463224008579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979236371849345,0.0,0.18483157876456052,0.06410518509560831,0.0,0.0,0.05239125859285837,0.0,0.11787396584439735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339907022151606,0.0,0.07202394805567824,0.08764649201582819,0.0,0.05924060660522485,0.06432692158319173,0.04696413895761506,0.0,0.13111427709977488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914344186320615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651024489259394,0.0,0.061511834617938514,0.0,0.0,0.04968577025595518,0.0,0.0,0.15639218584158374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435877485064323,0.0,0.06823641858435611,0.07960506679201602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947739610955188,0.05503887976970381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122416465724682,0.12075392633436202,0.0,0.0875695828555143,0.0,0.0,0.08493916892324259,0.0,0.0,0.06812805990905271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683202723199382,0.5477714385833278,0.05163968452091637,0.0,0.07727949127071082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247514369448812,0.0869711345560896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847854358961522,0.0,0.0,0.04234031420825631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370644902860105,0.0,0.0,0.11291661119963553,0.0,0.0,0.2045394582895078,0.0,0.08619038471505502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739912792810441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059419604206477274,0.0,0.08193512971184809,0.0,0.07548488414200878,0.07392395685207431,0.08771292257443457,0.0,0.0,0.1044114191437892,0.05859397606962344,0.08197820860092198,0.09039228521751616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053411280121754764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282967100844083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371886904647977,0.09005807269007901,0.07744857297619434,0.0,0.08194373898596086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606976292440548,0.0,0.0,0.06579351826684017,0.0,0.0,0.15426513115303842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908259147843949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527750724788865,0.05931075973158567,0.07619659043666017,0.0,0.05453078315900084,0.0,0.06152590731697545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819475332803824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007622353221287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987309124305184,0.07569345576961138,0.0,0.08984771676497609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545529113015352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23471992619197735,0.07851246486680047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hotcrosscum,2018/01/06,"Blushing So I'm 99% certain I have social anxiety and I've always been an easy blusher but now it's significantly worse. It's especially bad when I'm working (I work in retail) and I'd say I blush roughly 1-4 times a day, when working. And the thing is, I'll even blush at things that aren't even embarrassing ??? Like the other day I had to ask a woman her email in order to register her for a store card and I had to ask whether the letter she had written down was a C or an L. Afterwards I had said that i was grateful her handwriting was neat (normally people write down their emails so messily) and she said ""well it obviously wasn't that neat if you had to ask"" in a light hearted joking manner and I said ""ahh well it was only one letter"" and then less than a second later I got really red... like I'm sure this isn't something a normal person should get red about. Also, today something embarrassing happened and I got so red I became dizzy, it was really strange. I make sure to wear makeup in order to not let it show too much but I still get even redder knowing that I've gone red, if that makes sense? Does this happen to anyone else? Thanks if you've read this far.",0.8361393152302271,3.177620719008268,2.9451770956316423,89.34101239669424,85.61157024793387,5.6059031877213705,19.386658795749703,7.021680442328713,0.4086394332939789,922,26,192,13,28,311,136,242,0.064,0.7509999999999999,0.185,0.9824,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,3,15,14,0,2,12,0,18,2,2,2,4,27,39,22,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,2,17,8,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,3,2,2,19,10,20,11,17,18,2,22,0,0,4,0,22,8,0,4,13,119,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956416880824226,0.09951429552830904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149138758930726,0.0,0.0,0.08362501225475394,0.12254127313389608,0.0,0.0,0.3354211882192677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099858510279766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426035873474214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466015202146037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990795800331567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23697809740955306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496900620981233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913053133733845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151848723151967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172303623554755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572739060963316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122296048732328,0.0,0.1168581189412036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966386971959484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791756555957989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343593597686265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104203120003944,0.09095891763005984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291351014203269,0.104427498674884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962937764463838,0.0,0.15323381796152585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412924403942666,0.0951083450057691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191409354081598,0.0,0.184143247169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551032906709912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254375387494495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010886119980963,0.0,0.0,0.15890988239443352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973798005074455,0.0,0.11336398420702792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506415541165969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612041495604516,0.0,0.1218795736999755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,austintraveler352,2018/01/06,"My anxiety is getting the best of me....advice requested I am 42 and have had a very successful career to this point. I took a new job about a year ago and it's falling apart. I have found myself on the verge of being let go due to being caught up political nonsense. I have two really strong options for new employment and enough money for my family to make it for close to a year if need be. Rationally, I know that things are going to be ok, but that's not helping my anxiety. The current uncertainty will not leave my mind. For the last 4 days I have been miserable. My wife and children are being very supportive, but I just can't shake this anxiety around my current uncertain situation. Looking for advice......",3.965376062786136,5.673268179856117,5.552570307390454,77.76017004578159,72.23741007194245,9.371092217135383,28.463701765860037,9.800150414767053,2.8850661870503598,563,22,106,15,11,191,90,139,0.147,0.746,0.107,-0.705,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,3,8,1,18,0,0,1,0,19,29,7,0,2,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,3,0,1,5,1,14,5,16,17,2,23,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,3,10,76,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137915187776203,0.1423252879254407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36848009015338296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429309700261677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849608051553713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354685177003876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589969338895286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136012112462158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760439412660772,0.0,0.0,0.08388511000488255,0.0,0.18249801842243268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761887620929056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932938578549236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823866907233274,0.13087648302028965,0.0,0.17000810768868216,0.0,0.16418178894453447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348285746286807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717394401574287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621181613941842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190519805809438,0.0,0.31013650591401565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177953586153448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285778903122517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804743102321144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219971055644776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666783204741004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783862322854045,0.0,0.0,0.15684217591128247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649549041861574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067886239411762 anxiety,Holly123456789,2018/01/06,"I get so so easily annoyed. I cant stand when my friends talk about how anxious they are and i dont know why. I am obviously always there for them but it just annoys me and i feel selfish. Also we have his project to do for school thats due monday and my friend was texting me freaking out saying ahe spilled a something on hers and shes going to get her mam to talk to teacher. I just thought ""but you have an excuse for not having it done?!"" I dont have mine done and ive no excuse. Even wen other friends say like ""they cant deal with this"" if they have a lot of homework one night or something i just get so annoyed coz i think ""i feel that way all the time"". I dont know why i get so agitated, i just do. It makes me feel selfish. Im always there for my friends but it just annoys me. I dont know if its anxiety causing this or not",-0.2284426229508192,1.721808819672134,1.9708497267759562,97.22971721311478,86.4863387978142,4.534316939890711,20.62540983606557,5.6839178017228535,-0.20348065573770527,646,21,155,4,20,217,99,183,0.188,0.696,0.115,-0.9485,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,4,0,16,12,4,0,4,0,20,0,0,4,2,37,34,19,0,2,14,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,10,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,4,5,33,5,13,30,2,10,0,0,0,0,22,2,0,5,6,111,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494626552587623,0.19758142952702307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082614238154288,0.13412817697061696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196575329826467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240274465867595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429987199419165,0.5565905531879277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784183334401001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009643499428785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669140045591681,0.0,0.2481206821836173,0.0,0.0674755222135024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282459746941434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574843584213564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800421454441618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009377968079726,0.0,0.0,0.07925146697652043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141762987832662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804527645564366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883360090554493,0.0,0.12015847575771366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280431881793774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085718696132048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760757292387319,0.0,0.09425630021337232,0.06923090656273301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942402904059448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426603825509968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,abcdefgh987654,2018/01/06,"I’ve had the flu for days and I can’t take it anymore I’m on day like 5 of the flu and I’m having the worst panic attack. I can’t stop sweating, the second I cough up phlegm there is immediately more and I’m like gagging on it, my nose is stuffed and I have to actively try to breathe, I feel so uncomfortable, I’m losing my mind. I’ve hit my breaking point and I’m just sobbing uncontrollably. I’m stressing because I’ve already had to use sick time at work this year and it’s only the first week, the house is covered in all of my sick germs and I don’t have the strength to disinfect it, the laundry is piling up and the house is messy. I probably sound like an absolute baby right now but I can’t do multiple days of being incapacitated. I feel like shit and can’t do anything I need to get done. 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Literally woke up to it. I must have dreamed something that freaked me out again. Ativan please kick in faster while I'm trying to remember in through your nose out through your mouth and count to 5 on on each. I just coached my husband through one the other day, why can't I take my own advice. 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I get chest pains, shortness of breath and loss of appetite where the thought of food itself makes me extremely nausea and more. It's been this way for months and I just can't take it anymore. Is anyone else here under 18 and have seen a doctor about it? I'm curious to see what help they can provide",3.6129,5.292819090000002,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,73.1,7.8000000000000025,28.5,8.472884824447931,2.1595000000000004,399,16,76,7,8,132,75,100,0.08900000000000001,0.826,0.085,-0.09,1,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,6,6,2,1,0,10,14,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,6,0,12,10,2,12,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,1,5,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232363764896015,0.0,0.19747014178416936,0.13922694147193926,0.20401846531914836,0.16385597838374935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406374140013125,0.0,0.1284137207153674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380425552375347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633635136738462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947742213799055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407725572553524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403019410254763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692729092204565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608972097409794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291186240376096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005890048472324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589329533826821,0.0,0.14637359594315824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492654685995015,0.0,0.2118740784291892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586701334609492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971088676879896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807632189772455,0.11610647825458842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31609894401163185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,0TW9MJLXIQ,2018/01/06,"I'm terrified of going to a therapist So I've always thought I was just really weird and didn't even relate how I felt being anxiety. Now reading most of the posts in here I can see what I've always gone through in other people. I didn't think this would be something that needs treatment but I've seen many people in here who went to a therapist but I am so terrified by the idea alone. I feel like that would be like officially saying that there's something wrong with me and I can only think of what would even the therapist think of me if I tell them everything. How did you cope with this? Only thinking of going somewhere and asking already makes me feel so anxious.",3.5114747474747467,5.26423014074074,4.492659932659934,84.71151515151516,73.51851851851852,7.575757575757577,25.60606060606061,8.296473431620573,1.6530000000000005,539,18,105,9,11,175,78,135,0.153,0.799,0.048,-0.9249,0,1,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,12,4,0,0,5,0,13,0,0,3,0,26,31,11,0,5,4,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,9,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,6,13,2,14,16,1,9,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,3,73,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934680341394273,0.14847243203450058,0.0,0.22390244401950907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292564088018198,0.15199620079423995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257802935406024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772982567447013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091929452305256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605877857026907,0.09611811960415696,0.12918314997476238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292868738992052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188357663436566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146261195716752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980903311941782,0.13640629855533734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976252497860602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465324961222348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655146443514112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885577174115026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458021226481814,0.0,0.08619220526528801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699463218018028,0.0,0.0,0.10721399138752576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715678522337935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759721390623246,0.0,0.0,0.4686471750439658,0.0,0.3448409447769246,0.0,0.10681275073538342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472345313320628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28672817177863064,0.14710252732288667,0.0,0.0 anxiety,acerhys,2018/01/06,i feel like am gonne lose something very immportant i feel like am gonne lose something very immportant every time i try to do staff like some one is gonne take it away from me its like doing any thing is wrong and theres this voice that feels like if i follow it i wount lose that immportant thing and it oftn tell me to do insane things...and am really feeln fucked up i was just thinking if anyone could relate to this,3.259781512605045,5.005301599999999,3.3057142857142883,92.99000000000004,74.17647058823529,6.739495798319329,19.201680672268907,7.447530270364453,0.2115210084033614,336,6,72,4,7,102,52,85,0.191,0.68,0.129,-0.7951,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,2,10,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,0,11,17,4,0,3,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,4,8,5,6,15,1,4,0,3,0,1,1,2,1,3,6,42,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10802799293367736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110762874514338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925108439337922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683413634101914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384360818067986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409681384797947,0.3404617415881033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686044510007165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880467595928235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5331599881941816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764540070619733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176765989177797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459127363083286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944045683637862,0.0,0.1388477442037303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107464501105888,0.10178894911901808,0.0,0.0,0.09263061026288218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785326119464114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621468031719981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368484683435126,0.0,0.0 anxiety,udbhavs123,2018/01/06,"Welcome me to the club Hi, I'm finally sure I have anxiety. No one knows about this. I'm really happy to at least know my problem so I can deal with it. Next step is trying to convince my parents lol. Here's the link after which I was pretty sure: https://www.reddit.com/r/mentalhealth/comments/7o49mv/i_need_your_advice_on_how_to_deal_with_myself_long/?st=jc3fetf6&sh=242c7b59 ",11.417222222222225,16.29971257407408,6.2755555555555596,66.10000000000002,62.148148148148145,6.562962962962962,21.962962962962962,7.793537801064563,1.2010962962962966,325,7,42,4,6,84,44,54,0.103,0.5920000000000001,0.305,0.9184,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,6,5,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274663206346742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19392402592487706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26134362206809786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776928778405656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269851595053513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27862994619280823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26959626079559484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171775697948622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814777148585023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25789693752462944,0.0,0.24256178656097466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239626302493498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778346493675661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721073923846512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TeaBoneJones,2018/01/06,"Wondering if anyone else feels this weird sensation I’m currently coming down from a mild anxiety attack. But there’s this feeling that I get when these attacks happen. I’ll do my best to describe it. It feels like my brain sends a flood of...emotion? Warmth? I don’t really know how to describe the actual sensation, but I feel it come from my brain, and I feel it flow into my chest, where it spreads out, then goes away. It lasts about 2-3 seconds. Right after I feel this, my heart starts racing, my breath gets short, and I start trembling. Then after about 30 seconds of that, I start to calm down. I’ll be fairly calm (as calm as you can be during an attack) for about 4 or 5 minutes, then it all starts again. It’s almost like I can literally feel my brain dumping its imbalanced chemicals into my body. Does anyone else feel this sensation? Is it normal? What is it? I would love to go see a doctor and ask them about this, but I do not have insurance and can not afford a doctor visit right now unfortunately. 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Please someone help me I feel so anxious. I just need someone to talk me through it. Please. ,-1.3386363636363647,0.4682328636363664,-0.035909090909092,105.11613636363636,106.72727272727272,2.2,23.681818181818183,3.1291,-0.4213090909090904,81,4,19,0,4,25,18,22,0.223,0.511,0.266,0.0474,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32349417923666096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390904262706781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478724689018593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193447907532574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232501844055326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286529819497049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852471298070966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301574152498761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272914318560686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,antoastio_breadler,2018/01/06,Does anyone have any tips for dealing with bodily fear For we quite a while I have been having panic attacks about things like me having carbon monoxide posing and decreased cognitive ability and things that I don't have but I still freak out and think I do. Does anyone have any tips for counteracting things like this? I know it's oddly specific but reddit's a big place.,4.587089201877934,6.79174773239437,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807516,71.67605633802819,7.550234741784037,23.10093896713615,8.344100000000001,1.4866319248826287,303,8,53,5,6,95,48,71,0.142,0.764,0.094,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,10,11,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,2,6,10,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013539037756319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098573983591861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25207079606988075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284315999121283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877993143780144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493307524178703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177049489210184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649834024515335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599676811850062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314961859203911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23566971186255176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769481479476775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416089283996269,0.14197476202796594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rapturesraptor,2018/01/06,"My partner doesn't tell me when he's seing other friends He knows I'm an incredibly anxious/self conscious person and I've asked so many times if he could share plans with me. Obviouslys not tiny things but I just like to know what's happening in his life. I've been away for about a week and wanted to call him and talk because I've been homesick/stressed but he said he had people over so he couldn't which just stressed me out more because I didn't know about it. I think the worst part is that I think they're the friends of his that bullied me real badly in the last half of high school (about my sexuality and gender identity ect.) which he knows about but doesn't want to stop being friends with them because they've been friends since they started school. I'm just really anxious and stressed about this relationship because I want it to work but it just feels like sometimes he doesn't listen or accommodate my little tendencies to make me more comfortable. I apologise for the rant it's just that I need to talk to someone and I don't really have anyone else",4.775352112676051,5.966247943661973,4.739549295774649,86.37411267605634,69.56338028169014,7.933521126760564,28.284507042253523,8.238735603445708,1.7141695774647885,864,30,176,12,15,267,115,213,0.105,0.726,0.16899999999999998,0.9273,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,13,12,0,2,6,0,14,1,0,1,1,39,33,15,0,7,12,0,1,2,5,0,1,2,0,2,13,9,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,3,21,8,23,24,4,13,0,0,0,0,28,7,0,2,8,103,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563629528357339,0.0,0.07933632820102081,0.11625678013540786,0.0,0.0,0.10607307055084034,0.0,0.10660270780987956,0.0,0.0947372960745982,0.2766652236925148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585893531475612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059138452249584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478420788625068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057370562637805225,0.08105835814967856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506465224908648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033541204431512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988043371300833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942632318268446,0.09248790891233938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014263651778555,0.11086508482689293,0.11372025047362125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573777765992913,0.11503419592170552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413175905786623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286993035581108,0.0,0.07866131526399893,0.09907196524938364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914632097239906,0.14537526686700114,0.0,0.0,0.12181735311981365,0.0,0.0,0.1079297861312923,0.0,0.0,0.2296622704432685,0.0,0.0,0.11836719214762817,0.0,0.0,0.0938581925274652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961372684865252,0.0,0.11221831809154953,0.0,0.08031006026975568,0.0,0.0,0.09486057952422304,0.3899162209820993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18239535168678428,0.09917211366048713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538011800598386,0.1454056785625704,0.0,0.0,0.06616148834187566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077116355402208,0.0,0.09101358812640843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260279063344651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,comments_when_angry,2018/01/06,I'm so so tired but my heart palpitation is keeping me awake. I'm currently in a different city right now attending a convention and it's super awesome but I only slept 2-4 hours last night because of palpitations and just not feeling too tired. I spent the day posing for cameras and taking pictures and was exhausted when I got back to my hostel. I tried sleeping at 12am but whenever I laid down and closed my eyes my heart started beating/palpitating like crazy and my heart rate just really prevents me from sleeping. Now it's 2am or so and I'm so tired and going to be fucked if I can't fall asleep. I took a beta blocker (propanol or w/e it's called) but it really just soften my palpitations and I still find it extremely hard to sleep. I was prescribed lorazepam to potentially help with my sleep but I left it back home (never taken it before but it was always my back up plan). Now I'm just laying here with my soften heart palpitations unable to sleep. I don't know what to do. I'll probably fall asleep by 7am as I usually do but what if this time I don't and I stay awake for 24 hours and still can't fall asleep? I don't know. Anyone want to talk or leave some advice for me?,1.9405368773103329,3.916086299595147,3.7901637035733167,87.01656398521385,78.7165991902834,7.048688611160007,22.884879422636857,8.04050195162591,1.1931332159831016,944,30,199,17,23,318,131,247,0.133,0.7879999999999999,0.08,-0.9034,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,19,4,1,0,4,0,12,19,14,0,1,41,30,29,0,3,17,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,11,14,0,3,4,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,8,3,27,2,20,21,1,33,1,0,1,1,3,7,1,6,20,119,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804885867326617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348902088833136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015846675956218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314605394988496,0.0,0.06116494278250571,0.0,0.08538000945801415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024560305019762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470952863743402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483156155615922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05073376601956287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170685826628386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927606052763774,0.0,0.0,0.05702423853314295,0.0,0.08024924067183753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988288874147997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756027250079424,0.06725425865635615,0.0,0.10064691415081817,0.0,0.197624885318993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918477573427314,0.0,0.0,0.11028597365656136,0.08178863365905413,0.0,0.10624315780752616,0.1090172263135028,0.0,0.0,0.049019941715197295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738663525223673,0.0,0.0,0.09416015311264599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631135741533511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818103266738137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285578253925261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568786460415892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020509132735119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101955461837961,0.10694665911180774,0.1602596655324971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544147822158619,0.08064765857320869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850773139935809,0.3459703464344293,0.0,0.0,0.11147889877166103,0.0681227255073957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050782292229576,0.0,0.05918178688915862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tk_96,2018/01/06,"how do i not look so annoyed and serious all of the time? Anyone else tired of always looking annoyed even when you're not? My natural face makes me look like I never smile and other people always get the wrong impression of me. How do I go about changing this? It's really getting me down because I feel like I'll always be judged by people and it'll prevent them from interacting with me.",5.210000000000001,5.82197948717949,6.227333333333334,78.20100000000002,68.23076923076923,8.804102564102564,29.70256410256411,8.841846274778883,2.371268717948717,312,11,58,5,5,104,55,78,0.221,0.6859999999999999,0.093,-0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,2,0,2,0,4,2,1,3,2,13,12,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,4,10,3,8,10,1,5,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885516425551981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684846945477785,0.20053313262695807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193060394657804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070405052805086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349475797330873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292679030288532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895937796428153,0.13981882576156324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045060056553263,0.0,0.11122933732044796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123291332682565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930538908020921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064127352107788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094746335915848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713682582310255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253800321897995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412298277145767,0.22494558662723332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139836143439782,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pinkdalmations,2018/01/06,"I can’t put my phone down at night. It’s a constant cycle of checking to see what’s new on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, and Reddit and Googling things I want to know about over and over and over again. I’m pretty sure I’m doing it as a way to try and keep anxiety away, but it causes me more anxiety because I don’t fall asleep until the sun comes up and makes my sleep schedule totally backward. I can’t put my phone down until I’m exhausted. I hate it. Does anyone else do this? Is it a form of dissociation?",2.9530140186915896,4.077718074766358,4.624380841121496,85.7304030373832,73.85981308411216,7.592990654205607,26.45911214953271,8.07648339933343,1.5151317757009348,402,14,86,6,8,136,70,107,0.119,0.8320000000000001,0.049,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,6,3,2,2,2,15,16,10,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,18,16,3,22,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,0,7,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31648430110917025,0.0,0.0,0.1446365841421817,0.21194557327569485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943454136024619,0.0,0.0,0.1260958057084089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249524189689067,0.0,0.17818573686405645,0.0,0.22353484972209475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101865071266315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17279932623745173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042247342309977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386065026048606,0.0,0.0,0.11368112250190812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807613359035234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997801331988795,0.0,0.19411773856448689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044409438543746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158892477178577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483523854326124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070026114173782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949567160768187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742409092836974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043976122813825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220073911879182,0.16419046137707402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SakanaMusume,2018/01/06,"I want to date but anxiety makes it seem impossible After what has been a long journey of recovery respecting other mental health issues and more severe anxiety, I find myself wanting to get back into building a normal life for myself. I would love to start dating (never have actually done it, so I'm a new to it) specially since there is a guy I fancy that shows mutual interest in me, however...the thought of being in a relationship absolutely terrifies me and steers my anxiety greatly. The prospect of opening to someone with the uncertainty of the future and chances of failure, stress and getting hurt...yikes lol I don't know how to begin dealing with this issue, what mindset to take or steps to follow to control this anxiety. Anyone who felt like this but successfully managed to find a SO and maintain their relationship? Experiences to tell?",8.167633477633482,8.738494493506494,8.783333333333335,62.56722222222224,61.85714285714286,11.77950937950938,39.18903318903319,11.429527900616536,5.028510245310244,688,34,104,19,9,231,107,154,0.157,0.665,0.177,0.6857,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,9,1,8,3,0,3,1,26,23,11,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,9,0,1,6,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,4,1,11,7,23,17,1,17,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,11,77,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.137624197416314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315479394022593,0.0,0.0,0.0986109257710215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844278262077237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817628793983435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539495691872192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432187985563796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795366100513998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541018958045656,0.0,0.2577963462109885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736391735875135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548523824062044,0.0,0.1396411231166228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990749044201288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097472142510976,0.0,0.0,0.294395778205717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750598369761091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961312503302393,0.06889976444814894,0.0,0.0,0.12480644208834138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272843979208741,0.0,0.09413811478597398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212430647196705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087704463479791,0.1362069216598296,0.0,0.0,0.1381787147575238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028252564369545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283877261030583,0.0,0.15932290216702494,0.0,0.1166608471326888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949361990301338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982122404078238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154852132287226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603643940025287,0.0,0.12326577446274822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196146579111876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636540287927054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001831278722941,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,standmasternick,2018/01/06,"anxiety attack and ocd i was diagnosted with ocd around 1,5 month ago and started pills but i have anxiety attack and phobias a long time ago i think i might lose the battle i constatly have anxiety attacks and what the doctor told me is to look things more logically but when i try that i cant stop making things more terrible i cry constantly i don't want to ask all the time my parents to calm me down i want to be ook iam crying constantly i feel weak and worthless please if you have any advice for me it's more than welcome .all this made me weak i hate my self",1.721410256410259,3.9804352649572654,3.4415598290598304,87.75413461538461,80.96581196581197,6.976923076923077,22.570512820512814,8.07648339933343,1.251353846153846,454,15,95,9,12,151,78,117,0.392,0.524,0.084,-0.9929,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,1,2,12,5,0,4,0,9,4,0,2,2,21,20,9,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,0,0,3,2,19,2,9,15,5,13,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,2,11,61,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578768661052826,0.2463549259566703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094495883040925,0.0,0.3189063821665997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370165924469385,0.12990652934119,0.4742527406816705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003274410481745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052766357196466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222891645357874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026110057836522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371917889013541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297303816769517,0.11668932486858055,0.15545792813605724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148497137705922,0.0927552279265867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474119762849872,0.0,0.0,0.11091457187826684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542958886054002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15253363587733007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496300559518702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835485243000824,0.0,0.0,0.11617471421626667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846344121205253,0.0890383720885628,0.0,0.0,0.16205450227673418,0.0,0.0,0.13277987141456435,0.0,0.09434303904626112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16392149872821046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Butters48,2018/01/06,"Fear in my heart and mind I have a distrust of pharmaceuticals after taking and coming off of Zoloft, but i am really anxious all the time-particularly fixated on doing something wrong that would bring shame. I worry about everything and everyone. Recently I have been having full blown attacks. I know I am becoming difficult to live with. Ugh. I hate living each of my days with dread and fear in my heart and mind. 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This is a long story and explaination but basically me and my long distance boyfriend met off a game that was a MMORPG. We have been dating for about 8.5 months officially but have not met yet. He says he is planning to see me at the end of April as he is caught up with work, and I can’t visit over there yet due to money and school. Our relationship has been really rocky as of late, we tend to fight a lot but he tells me he still loves me when he is no longer mad. He also has some anger issues that he needs to work out, because of this he is often short tempered and won’t tolerate some of my bad habits. Don’t get me wrong I’m not perfect myself which is why I forgive him when we get into a big fight and sometimes he says hurtful things because he is angry. I have an anxiety disorder and have anxiety problems so I often overthink and overworry that he will break up with me or end up with someone better or prettier in real life. I think he is very good looking and other girls would probably think so. He tells me I am overthinking and I have nothing to worry about and im just as good looking, but he trusts me. I want to trust him because hes never done anything wrong to lose my trust over another girl or cheating on me. Yesterday his real life best mate tried to set him up with his girlfriend’s sister. His mate doesn’t know about our relationship because we’ve never met yet and he met me off a game. He never thought in a million years that he would date someone off the net and would think it was cringe before he met me. So, he never told his friend about me and I fully understand because some of my not so close friends don’t know about him. Well his mate felt like his girlfriend’s sister was getting jealous of his relationship because she was over while they were having sex, and she looked at them with a dirty eye and seemed a bit jealous. His best friend begged for him to come over to their place and try to set him up with the girlfriend’s sister. Then the girlfriend came on the phone and tried to make him feel bad about not going, and I can’t help but feel like the sister really wanted to meet my boyfriend because of how his mate made him sound like a super nice guy. My boyfriend told me all this and even let me hear on the phone about his mate asking, telling me I have nothing to worry about. Hes not going and he kept making excuses to them saying hes not going. Because I have such bad anxiety issues and I overthink a lot, I get worried that if they were to ever meet and because its his best mate, he will fall for her and get with her instead because she is closer to him. I think shes decently pretty too…? I tend to overthink a lot and I’m not sure what to do…. I feel like the idea of him hooking up with her instead in the future is driving me crazy. After awhile he got mad at me for asking him “what if” questions like what if she were to make a move on him and flirt with him closely. I don't know how to stop these negative upsetting thoughts and its always been a struggle for me. I tend to make up what if scenarios in my head like, what if hes at a party or at his friends and meets a really pretty girl he hits it off better with.",4.499023952954675,4.828767733433737,5.112461273666097,86.56724899598395,69.7078313253012,8.010556511761331,27.556511761331038,7.793537801064563,1.4288644291451529,2541,78,544,28,42,818,255,664,0.16699999999999998,0.69,0.14300000000000002,-0.947,0,0,0,0,2,0,39.0,5,0,5,11,32,47,9,2,26,0,50,6,2,8,8,124,108,57,0,12,22,4,4,6,14,6,2,5,0,4,21,48,0,2,19,2,1,10,20,19,1,1,26,14,92,28,89,74,11,77,0,2,5,2,130,36,0,19,34,365,113,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04757957344225857,0.04950610792820159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062387587637431824,0.1820595718213645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048960801037434734,0.0,0.1112429623451431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903204091074146,0.3626870008288969,0.0,0.050627398886289664,0.0,0.18731467847774905,0.105240178086204,0.06495510149443116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804849476077952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051251229278121785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061338593432453466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681884930618745,0.0,0.0,0.06088588833807392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053930192396403,0.0,0.0,0.03929707855772277,0.053818266355525717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902501168217546,0.08500905872317448,0.05712626312018638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386833573942213,0.0,0.15542312479474646,0.0,0.10144021611372772,0.09980619441112124,0.047585030074433,0.0,0.0,0.058911190998803986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106088673217265,0.0,0.06705722330199028,0.0,0.039879454235378295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369256026706302,0.06716465083987222,0.06426675907512178,0.12419841327568072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809366411383327,0.0,0.06711498750930373,0.0,0.0,0.06083951411797836,0.08404870576566786,0.17440280166413227,0.0,0.0,0.10530560029378926,0.1498869945752578,0.0665617060728064,0.0,0.15174616788953635,0.05369818939956498,0.05629731543914261,0.15885831728214395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04748978209777135,0.06323568787825871,0.0,0.044116127007085684,0.18355041543111672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141775780208838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062161497948605926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210592802924891,0.06414761871718393,0.05693040714127831,0.0,0.0,0.06665003805457992,0.0,0.0,0.1354407791378161,0.11434553030768856,0.0,0.0,0.2555092099383951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194274202711354,0.0,0.060213943016704234,0.04741125048712421,0.05416365670478519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008228995604079,0.0,0.05884386144884082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751422530754665,0.049741993048998234,0.0,0.062198978700345776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607503457241232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600848992583094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0395270335126811,0.15249260100708806,0.0,0.09446763458380546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370349366480904,0.0,0.12118327531388255,0.0,0.0,0.06193827224565855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490910951131951,0.07018551416568349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053494772950828814,0.0,0.05368661235318352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662876524947953,0.18126568048480068,0.0,0.1267944696208139,0.13010083254872404,0.0,0.03831399172400515 anxiety,nnowak,2018/01/06,"I don't know how to stop comparing myself I don't think I can type normally right now because I'm frantic I was at the gym yesterday with my boyfriend and I had to stop 3/4 of the way with my workout because I couldn't stop comparing myself to the others and I couldn't stop thinking of myself as a failure (I'm currently on a weight loss journey) I have been like this all my life, all through my childhood and I don't know how and if I can stop. My boyfriend had a long and gentle talk with me yesterday about how much he believes in me and that I can get through it as long as I keep practicing some of the methods my therapist taught me but they don't feel like they're helping and i don't feel like I'm improving. I think I should go on medication but the last two that i tried were absolutely awful and I couldn't even go to work or school because of my reactions to them i just feel like i have this barrier in my mind that won't let me think for myself because I've been manipulated and abused all my life to believe I'm worthless. I don't know where to go from here or how to stop. Please help. I am scared of my depression coming back because of this.",3.0754065040650396,4.095665239837402,4.322113821138212,88.41699186991873,73.4308943089431,7.90569105691057,27.894308943089428,8.344100000000001,1.6836845528455284,923,35,207,15,18,304,112,246,0.173,0.722,0.105,-0.9311,1,0,1,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,2,2,11,9,0,2,8,1,24,4,0,5,3,52,45,21,0,6,6,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,13,1,8,10,2,0,5,10,5,0,1,7,4,41,4,30,32,5,28,0,3,0,0,6,7,0,4,19,141,49,4,0.0,0.1251715754422517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123417607225128,0.0,0.3219998369182885,0.0,0.0,0.2380505735016624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910034681789024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099153886856537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977726170517735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025125153118586,0.2264175692777557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055194942992565915,0.0,0.18012078167083734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14162269649405146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390177423739474,0.0,0.0,0.17417852735379913,0.08611444890460236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080287607739158,0.14923981001737624,0.20645046027970348,0.0,0.0,0.18698429248187706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642581976310457,0.0,0.0,0.106670929747732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766093635983752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350927717618293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596604592836413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021991086144604,0.0,0.0,0.10576867409043048,0.10691797493306293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5299416945133127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491312744542445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226615227404388,0.0,0.2707711748328852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172574846284238,0.0,0.1031994230889052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385576584397164,0.0,0.12864666154234242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691052676002785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jester070993,2018/01/06,"Wellbutrin is giving me more anxiety... looking for alternatives So I am really trying to tackle my social anxiety/general anxiety. For the past week, I have been feeling great about myself, have had a great attitude, feeling positive and a good sense of well-being. I started wellbutrin about 3 weeks ago, and I ahve started to notice that my anxiety is actually getting slightly worse -mainly my social anxiety. It's been really helping with the depression, however. It is only fueling everything I have been trying to treat - it is making me extremely nervous, making me sweat/blush/flush extremely bad, no matter the social situation. I am currently also on buspirone, which I have noticed as helped with my general anxiety, not so much social anxiety. I have propranolol which I take, but even that doesn't help with the physical symptoms at all (or very, very slightly). I also have 15 ativan which I save for panic attacks. I see my doctor this Wednesday, so I have been doing some research on what other medications may help me for social anxiety. My doctor is extremely open minded and is very supportive of me trying different medications. I am also in the process of trying to contact therapist to try out CBT counseling alone with the medications. Being said - I am deathly afraid of SSRIs and their side effects. I do not want to try them at all. What other medications are out there? I have social anxiety and also extremely bad blushing/face turning red and sweating - no matter the degree of the social situation. The social anxiety fuels the flushing, which then just fuels the social anxiety right back. Buspirone is helping, so I am not going to stop that. What medications may help with social anxiety and sweating/blushing? It is really starting to take a toll on my life - friends, goals, meeting new people, etc. I am 24 years old and in the prime of my life, yet can't get out of my head. Suggestions/advice?? **TL;DR** What other medications help with social anxiety and sweating/blushing? I am open to trying any medications except SSRIs or others that may cause very bad side effects (yes I know some people have had success with them, but I am not trying them). Currently on buspirone and propranolol",5.720038358266205,8.149462544303798,6.822991944764098,67.46449175297279,69.12658227848101,9.749904104334485,33.48868431146912,10.090330364082071,4.198434599156118,1775,85,256,49,33,594,175,395,0.159,0.741,0.1,-0.969,4,1,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,4,4,15,16,1,3,15,1,40,14,2,5,2,54,60,24,1,1,10,0,2,0,1,3,12,1,0,0,21,22,0,1,5,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,7,6,41,8,42,49,8,34,0,1,3,0,27,16,0,7,17,201,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.04808730289415431,0.0,0.0,0.04815297335712403,0.0436811410596196,0.0,0.0,0.05103617365075923,0.0,0.15762739039794085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03351009102525476,0.0,0.4523617982514313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056059770358237324,0.0,0.037891017949375945,0.12343286201876152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062111527989737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04244226013252896,0.0,0.0,0.05148404029281994,0.0,0.1008743192487791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495694842884582,0.03254703381711674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428704471012162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983192495054866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03807133482211416,0.0,0.05149046070919636,0.04727104675108868,0.028005289158408195,0.04133126053995313,0.0,0.10865626666259708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050572480660514604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120562527067476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02708138382745327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961169046757272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041380320202184566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578564125469964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474901807748909,0.0,0.0,0.04975578394680847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03622430946992918,0.0,0.0,0.04759209224176849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112204520315192,0.051707985859653686,0.0,0.0,0.03747742513466418,0.0,0.05781601333839035,0.0,0.0,0.04704053020724396,0.06832501859000419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470444059330987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04208234055087414,0.04687376901267461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926743741648884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077896159980144,0.0,0.5525493350009983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463567146976142,0.0,0.0,0.04119782918515122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055919024467439266,0.0,0.051217733866177416,0.07410043400773593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721446544520788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676471164078285,0.05359929172437285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263494299419948,0.0290648870967191,0.0,0.07905417141589388,0.0,0.04430599546254163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021753466068165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031732811447502916 anxiety,amethyst397,2018/01/06,"Binge drinking Hi, I'm a 20 year old girl. I have never been diagnosed with any kind of anxiety disorder, but I don't know any other sub reddit that would be more appropriate. My dad and sister have quite bad anxiety, my sister has panic attacks. So I think anxiety is something I'm kind of vulnerable too. I've always been quite an anxious person for as long as I can remember. Not in a clinical way, just my personality. I sought counselling earlier in the year for anxiety related issues (feeling that I wasn't good enough for my boyfriend which was causing severely low mood). Anyway, the actual issue is as follows: For as long as I can remember, binge drinking has been ""cool"". I started doing so aged 14. Getting absoluted wasted has always seemed ""normal"" to me, especially when I started uni. I can't believe how normalised it actually is. People laughing about how much they threw up or how little they remember- I just don't get it anymore. I've been with my boyfriend for 3 years. Sometimes when I can't remember things from when I was drunk, I worry that I may have cheated/done something inappropriate. I got extremely drunk New Year's Eve and I decided it was the last straw. I was extremely anxious for the whole of New Year's Day, feeling like I'd ruined the best relationship I could ever wish for. I spoke to three different people that I was with quite a lot at the party and they've all told me I didn't do anything wrong at all. One of my friends said I talk about my boyfriend a lot when I'm drunk, so there's no way he'd leave my mind long enough for me to cheat. I know I wouldn't cheat anyway, I have no desire to. But I lose so much control when I'm drunk and when I can't remember stuff, I fear the worst. I think this is such a persistent fear because if I cheated on my boyfriend, it'd be the worst thing to happen in my life. Ruining this relationship would be so so so devastating. The reason that I sought counselling last year was due to my fear of ruining the relationship. So I think this is why I fear I've cheated when drunk so much. This might actually belong more in the OCD sub reddit, as I'd say my thoughts are pretty obsessive. Well anyway, I didn't always worry that I'd cheated when drunk. So now I'm worried that all those times I didn't worry, I did do something when I was drunk. There's been so many nights that I've barely remembered. What if I danced inappropriately with a guy? I can't remember doing so, but that doesn't mean it never ever happened. There's nothing to make me think that way, none of my friends have ever mentioned anything to me of the sort. I just don't know what to do and I can't get these thoughts out of my head. There's no way I could ever prove/disprove anything. I know that I haven't kissed or slept with anyone, but what if I danced with a guy inappropriately??? Is there any way for me to stop obsessing about this? By the way, yes, I am giving up binge drinking because as you can probably tell, it is awful for my mental health. I never went out too much anyway, maybe one every couple of months. 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Hi guys. How are you today? I just had an anxiety crisis, sadly. It’s been a while since the last time I had, and I wasn’t remembering how bad it is! Anyway, I’ve been thinking that most of my anxiety crisis happens when Im alone at home (since I live with two other friends and they go to the university when I get back from work) or when Im at work like working normally. Any hints or even kind words for this guy here? Wish you guys a better 2018 with no anxiety at all cause it sucks! Thanks for the support indeed. 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I feel like most people starting in childhood get put into more and more social situations of varying complexity and that they learn these skills that eventually as an adult allow them to talk to and interact with other people. At the very least at a semi-functioning level anyway. I feel like I missed that. When I talk to people I feel like a completely socially incompatible creep that obviously and seriously lacks a fundamental ability that other people have to communicate with each other. I know this sounds lame and whatever but these thoughts constantly run through my head and are one of the main roots of my anxiety. Wondering if others have similar thoughts...,9.074054451802798,10.04375784768212,9.239426048565123,58.70356880058871,59.92715231788079,13.333627667402506,37.96983075791023,12.650343791298138,5.630310669610008,709,32,104,25,9,234,92,151,0.069,0.838,0.093,0.337,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,3,9,0,0,7,0,5,1,1,3,2,32,18,12,0,2,2,0,5,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,12,11,0,0,12,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,6,14,5,19,15,7,13,0,3,0,0,10,6,0,3,10,78,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101910999239816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857497658436855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272913674990247,0.13119622631600866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069313686594633,0.4336606033522699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342936819744892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459707884886825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672129332030527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965629990182673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936354137982219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226751564025525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208364716057866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220460700732372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777754785331671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646488003922402,0.0,0.3712728857590037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593144491658447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927434507682068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276482777808604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017226044267802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316590968866331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brittfox,2018/01/06,Anxiety when excited about anything Does anyone else get like this? When I get extremely excited about something I can't stop thinking about it. I get so anxious. I feel like I obssess and worry until whatever I'm excited about is over. Like currently just got supplies so I can start my own business from home but I haven't been able to use them yet because life stuff. But all I can think about is starting on business stuff. It's getting late and I'm tired and I know I have all day tomorrow to work on everything but yet I can't sleep. I feel like if I wait it won't be as successful or something. Or if I wait I won't be as excited about it. I have anxiety medication but it doesn't help when I'm too excited. ,1.2393918918918951,3.5267570608108163,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,83.12162162162161,7.483783783783783,26.817567567567572,8.472884824447931,2.151262162162163,567,26,119,14,16,192,76,148,0.125,0.728,0.147,0.0621,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,15,10,0,0,0,0,15,4,1,1,2,23,33,19,0,2,9,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,8,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,18,10,15,27,3,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,17,79,26,2,0.15265253062951253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335575362064536,0.17245390879601252,0.0,0.10673819876428163,0.15641055727140246,0.12562002586952944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305556580218728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844825362726484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358725826113707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752160139606056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719425143780914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437141236324398,0.2181099967662832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190185870122702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209017381848385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231977350371828,0.0,0.15312293474796365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389383862541408,0.0,0.17219870362630846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078229968552906,0.2983132627536846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378136474849274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276277446149722,0.0,0.0,0.2350387520129493,0.0,0.0,0.2160964937556644,0.0,0.0,0.12762435093411825,0.0,0.0,0.3495012515456414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956271555767208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175451627864204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318427738610102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113286038115018,0.1550260547844417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Trashbagkitten,2018/01/06,"Anxiety after drinking DAE have severe anxiety during hangovers? I know being inebriated often makes anxiety worse, but sometimes when I go out and drink heavily, I feel super anxious the next day. Even if I've not done anything I regret (my drunk texts turned out to be sensible and coherent, etc) I just feel horribly anxious the next morning, like I've made some huge mistake or fucked up my life or something. I don't have alcoholic tendencies and I only drink socially. 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Any recommendations slow paced game on pc/mobile? I find myself being unable to play fast paced games anymore as it makes my heart race leading to irrational thoughts and panic. Any suggestions for more relaxed gameplay?,4.807272727272732,8.098132454545457,4.737454545454547,76.77118181818186,76.72727272727272,7.156363636363636,29.25454545454545,8.238735603445708,2.7045418181818186,204,9,31,4,5,63,38,44,0.198,0.6829999999999999,0.118,-0.4528,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,2,0,6,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,15,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775682018311021,0.0,0.2686176063666996,0.0,0.34823194635884197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209313780767605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160971186873008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438559430229136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119817147952402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787622713506576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chogiwang,2018/01/06,"Help, i cant get a memory out of my head [trigger warning: animal violence] Well the tittle kinda said it all. A few hours ago my dad's wife told me one of her cats died in a horrible, violent way. She gave me the details but she didn't know I'm very sensitive to violence. I had a massive panic attack, started crying like crazy, I said to her I wish she haven't told me, she said she didn't know it would affect me so much and was so sorry. I know she didn't mean to hurt me but now I can't get the mental image out of my head. Its driving me crazy, I keep thinking about it and shaking and my heart is still racing. Im definitely not sleeping tonight. I need help I don't want to think about it anymore, I don't want to even talk to her because I'm afraid it will trigger me in the future. Any advice please??",0.9947499999999998,2.66153685714286,3.2401964285714304,91.31286607142859,80.42857142857143,6.203571428571429,21.794642857142854,7.1686216300943375,0.5744357142857153,630,19,143,8,16,216,100,175,0.213,0.662,0.125,-0.943,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,3,8,0,13,4,4,3,1,25,35,7,1,5,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,9,6,1,1,11,3,30,2,15,22,3,14,0,1,0,0,20,4,0,1,8,88,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517848055788462,0.12262483219222475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407193102189138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719025476103006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573750082107716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432718280078727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519535121206088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356895466027178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136836775237299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445477144323604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839413899960122,0.0,0.0,0.16392657340868325,0.18544486125042486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623122226680054,0.0,0.14808951411039525,0.0,0.14942456520791192,0.0,0.0,0.12295770328983822,0.0,0.0,0.2280744092405085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758305326304823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506863878794154,0.0,0.0,0.1394082352995155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016914797158453,0.1025729816091291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373876562044668,0.0,0.0,0.1623052594703735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518492997896645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947622191154169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843400226649658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485369828970216,0.09791358729836863,0.0,0.11047379018244773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111877088014476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772778099504977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643683196102177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414011922236528,0.16318607144701616,0.10980316889134087,0.0,0.0,0.12437896828950085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907738689379192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826857495496016,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bobbiefabbio,2018/01/06,"I have 0 motivation. Looking for advice. Basically, I can't even push myself to do mindless activities like watching tv or playing video games like used to be able to do. Everything has a dreadful feeling to it, even sleeping. My stomach is constantly in pain from these feelings. The only thing I've been able to do lately is drive for long periods of time and listen to music, and that's getting expensive. It's been getting worse for the past month and the semester is starting on Monday. I'm running out of ideas, any advice would be awesome. 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I just want advise on what I can do. My anxiety manifests itself through anxiety attacks and serious indigestion and its horrible. I usually have moments when my mind is like blurry and I can't think straight at all and I shiver, but worse of all I have gas and nausea. If it's bad enough, I will throw up. So far I can kinda handle it, but it's getting worse and worse and it affects my normal life and I just don't know what to do at this point. Any help is appreciated. 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On and off since I was young I've had anxiety that makes me feel as if I am going to suffocate or I am having an allergic reaction. My throat will get tight, I will start to get paranoid and itchy. It feels like its driving me insane. No matter how much when it happens I try to tell myself it's anxiety my mind tells me no. My mind continues to tell me I am going to suffocate or have an allergic reaction and I start to feel physical symptoms. It has gotten to bad I couldn't go anywhere without it happening or I couldn't eat because when I did I would feel as if I was going to die. In addition I look up why my throat feels tight from anxiety and when it says you should see a doctor to see in case it's something else it makes me freak out even more like what if I am wrong? What if it isn't anxiety?",0.7932646691635483,2.7776884887640456,3.1823970037453186,89.85957553058675,82.65168539325843,7.326342072409487,22.81023720349563,8.344100000000001,1.4028042446941331,653,23,146,15,18,225,92,178,0.209,0.758,0.033,-0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,18,7,2,4,0,32,40,18,1,8,8,0,7,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,13,6,1,2,5,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,5,11,26,2,20,29,2,19,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,7,10,101,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746316199045826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036075804382772,0.07564237002189994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287828625524564,0.0,0.0,0.12700844784919293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697212464474167,0.10365888461836974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819583869906953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31371093695798385,0.08864787903144852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449123054559905,0.0,0.2820863295289346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945969971537752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124541938535005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420194712631332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656582616615648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505852802840271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121832701220854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184552177822492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867907580365053,0.0,0.0,0.19776277309921705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026461661352826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552834425316664,0.0,0.0,0.17565903554709178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897405264571282,0.0,0.0,0.3253728943843451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424702411729533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119693451257064,0.0,0.0,0.11961557681838428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814794543567403,0.1356698102401874,0.0,0.0 anxiety,popbuggie3,2018/01/06,Anxious about returning to college My winter break is over in about a week and i’m super anxious about going back. I don’t like being around all those people and i feel like the odd one out. My boyfriend has a huge social group and he’s always having fun. it makes me sad because i literally have made 0 friends while i’ve been there. I barely leave my room and feel like my roommates judge me for that.,2.1329268292682926,4.330097597560975,2.941646341463418,92.22881097560978,79.12195121951221,5.0756097560975615,21.22560975609756,5.985473137389443,0.10233658536585376,321,9,66,2,8,101,63,82,0.105,0.659,0.237,0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,1,11,13,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,2,10,6,9,10,1,13,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,8,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920618003549076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5215247041984794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20547988116835766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774873209046515,0.0,0.14070651331658882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334203548400633,0.3297975451539817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833195270364327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118105590424806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444064135234807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383028627814202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184086814918124,0.15407500051715367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564104768472218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002241634814773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352932326936365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851509124100369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,duckydonut,2018/01/06,"DAE get random dull/stabbing physical pain in different parts of their body? Hello r/anxiety Pretty much my whole life, I've had random pain (they can be dull to very acute) in any place around my body. This happens every day at any time. I'll just be doing homework and all of a sudden my wrist will start hurting, or it's my thigh, or my chest, or my right side. I think my anxiety has really ramped up these past couple of months. I'm more sensitive and curious about things when in the past I usually brushed them off. Google can be your best friend but also your worst enemy. I need help getting peace of mind. Essentially, every time I experience a pain somewhere in my body, I completely convince myself that I have cancer and it has spread all over. It puts me in a horrible mood and I can't stop thinking about it. I have awful health anxiety and these aches and pains don't help me at all. Please share your physical symptoms and experiences with anxiety! I've gotta know.",4.055312499999999,5.713335989583335,4.828041666666668,83.24612500000002,71.91666666666666,8.661666666666667,25.82083333333333,9.21078282632365,2.0614620833333333,778,25,153,17,15,251,124,192,0.22,0.6409999999999999,0.139,-0.9647,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,3,1,6,12,0,0,4,1,14,14,6,0,3,25,24,13,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,0,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,1,1,25,4,19,18,9,26,0,2,0,0,11,14,0,5,11,94,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792664363832434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149538976667795,0.0,0.33644452722784113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787844158008688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538530641885555,0.0,0.0,0.3663876087157467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528004830551075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165712485660145,0.0,0.0709083866143226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487391505904285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852745353989135,0.0,0.0,0.21510358418354286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494677685872773,0.0,0.11488824063180818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972280551640604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168712676963163,0.0,0.0,0.14739377877358803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770330509185635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0604254166491681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766064369081332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110177380464617,0.0,0.08776071000383902,0.0,0.08082559615472637,0.08152622433159303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679764431126669,0.0,0.0,0.119064686367787,0.2099186404417796,0.0,0.0,0.11487391505904285,0.12069162741532027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185825583648222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052970150272234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043651976129815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938963450893152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782288238063037,0.0,0.0,0.09192277652482583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427971806790115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304561891391004,0.1409025093772986,0.0,0.0,0.12822497475565406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109393464424364,0.09071992272211707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275478545805005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KasperAura,2018/01/06,"I just feel burned out all the time Hey everyone. For a couple months now, I've just felt burned out about everything I do. I went to see family before Christmas, and I could barely spend time with them because I just...couldn't. It's hard to describe. I've talked to my mom about it, and her solution seems to be getting involved with a community somewhere. I really would if I didn't live forty minutes from the nearest town (I live deep on a lake in the sticks on a dirt road.) If I talk to her further about my issues, she just says ""well maybe I should just take you to a mental hospital."" I can't even tell her my issues anymore because that's the response I always seem to get. I've talked to dad but he says I need to get more involved too, but it's hard for me to do when I'm burned out and can't force myself to leave the house. I just hate feeling like this all the time. It's disrupted my sleep. I'm terrified of the semester starting Monday because my last semester almost made me fall asleep behind the wheel more than once. I just want to know that I'm not the only one. I just need some reassuring and maybe somebody who actually understands the situation I'm in. I'm sorry for dumping everything but I'm just getting sick of all of it.",3.4660999177631564,4.672846847656253,4.645205592105267,85.75686677631582,72.7109375,7.889473684210527,26.75493421052632,8.371475516178862,1.6656515625000003,987,34,207,16,19,325,136,256,0.092,0.8420000000000001,0.065,-0.8912,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,0,16,5,2,0,15,0,9,3,2,1,3,42,35,10,0,8,14,2,5,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,9,0,0,7,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,4,8,30,3,33,27,6,23,0,0,1,0,20,12,0,6,10,126,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.1132758278523714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623580548282493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658657365911684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151186364442267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122810468451846,0.0,0.0987742158763912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267920116558477,0.12843860293973774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07666872496234775,0.0,0.0,0.11091793847016278,0.20864766167968452,0.0,0.10942843693699536,0.0,0.11738550953201494,0.08292647165846746,0.11145352061871147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258480772658425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079669916295906,0.11460344280995312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393895242216244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423114984032789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379368331792028,0.09461943385292276,0.0,0.12291032375477284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671006990935076,0.0,0.20499880536805065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983624106260488,0.0,0.0,0.23323282070334145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697978099633086,0.0,0.0,0.13594968391617507,0.09265271556580693,0.0,0.0,0.17214140755740984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236197665014218,0.07865776544396406,0.08828289594965891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436283082262456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846204934020399,0.0,0.0,0.09249950014424037,0.211346932202832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304770472515836,0.11616228577019096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994032722300886,0.08216092811245916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727655224209596,0.2798983961843972,0.10145768629547937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030588422874317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084176569182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846608042383667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043684717749666,0.10760589100153092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245880419011885,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Animalsarefire,2018/01/06,"Anxiety ruined my life in a week ! Please help So I've always been an incredibly anxious person and one of my biggest triggers is confrontation. I was really mentally abused my whole life and and it has just been engrained in me that confrontation means getting verbally abused for days. There have been very little times I have been able to pluck up the courage to confront people and it always ends bad because i get too emotional. Well earlier this week me and my best friend got into a huge fight because she asked me for a huge favor and I couldn't do it because I was too anxious and I started to panic and I said a lot of things that were not okay to say and I apologized and she told me she would rather not be friends with me from here on out. So I lost one of the two friends that I do have. Fast forward to today at work I was already on edge because I started a new position at my job that I was really excited to be working , except my coworker has been unrelentingly mean to me . I'm talking insults under his breathe every five seconds. I held my own for three weeks but it was definitely starting to get to me . I was already anxious about seeing said friend from before at work and then when I got there not only was he being just a mean to me as always , she was chiming in on the insults. I had a full blown panic attack and had to leave work in the middle of a busy shift . Luckily my boss was really nice about me having to leave but I don't know how to go back and face my coworkers. I feel so embarrassed and now I feel like I lost my best friend and my job that I love all in one week . Please help ! 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I ask because I suffer really bad from anxiety, especially health anxiety and I’m trying to see if anyone has crazy thoughts like mine. Maybe it’ll help people understand we aren’t crazy if we put it all out there and maybe relate to one another. The craziest thing for me is anything can feel different in my body and I instantly think I’m going to die from it. Another crazy thing is I was scared I’m like some secret psychopath or something. Though I wouldn’t hurt a fly, I found myself asking if I’d be capable of doing crazy things like hurting someone? And I how I would do it? Then I usually get freaked out and try to stop thinking about it. (Which never works because well.. anxiety) What’s yours?",3.571674208144799,5.550521692810463,4.656209150326799,82.64217194570136,73.90196078431373,8.62926093514329,28.109100050276517,9.265573868473778,2.5658219205630965,621,25,119,15,13,203,99,153,0.268,0.6559999999999999,0.076,-0.98,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,2,0,1,6,11,0,1,3,0,12,2,1,1,2,28,26,12,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,7,1,1,3,2,17,4,15,19,2,11,0,3,1,0,8,4,0,5,8,76,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26786235739778097,0.3908382095034055,0.0,0.0,0.0893085429146125,0.0,0.10510709006884476,0.0,0.2388119437383429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664534222777072,0.15572039041508035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187408362639478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255876058374486,0.13344581839465666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458178077502667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004426691625815,0.0,0.0,0.06673123000619367,0.0,0.07258926669055499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576608716208471,0.0,0.0,0.08561161785342179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27346528352699817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720048073514176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25663458728858224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850967323911597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655001088988941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854868392919045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283992668515462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182413753014953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787536929115573,0.0,0.10178057690307388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822128478857417,0.09832922381003198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678412184489122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33942022054705284,0.16368250936733644,0.12548951972640476,0.1013996704138788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734342734509207,0.0,0.0,0.13296660638079616,0.0,0.0,0.14067144140534008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484043969084867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298558478105858,0.0,0.0,0.09073243258742612,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,romgal,2018/01/06,"Anxiety is like the voice inside your head wants to scream - except you can never change the volume of said voice I am dealing with some stuff where everything on the outside seems to be going well and any onlooker would conclude my life is filled with joy and love, all the while my actual situation is of such a nature that the slightest change would tip the balance into chaos. The only way I manage to go through this period because I know it's temporary is just setting myself on sleep mode and keep up the numb state until something changes and the situation shifts. Of course my thoughts have all sorts of opinions on this state but that's not something I am down to deal with right now. So I'll just have that little voice of reason inside my head whose volume you can never change shout at the top of its lungs. It's slightly tiring.",11.753148148148153,7.675340734567904,10.090617283950618,70.8077777777778,58.320987654320994,12.77530864197531,39.345679012345684,9.725611199111238,3.6528567901234563,677,20,126,8,6,208,104,162,0.045,0.89,0.065,0.5023,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,7,6,0,0,11,0,13,8,4,2,4,29,22,8,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,10,8,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,2,6,12,4,23,17,3,24,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,4,7,88,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.12987149040221901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050217423387467,0.0,0.10180944761595796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112721092875902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631439554241949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744090081031417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960796625822813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127022824104852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731666382360925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829181527000265,0.0,0.0,0.07313988242525157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400167452041296,0.06501847251595462,0.1333858534717515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201141570542847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528628314096345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012169276657041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136833258846876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136536249285078,0.12659404616318026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115533206647808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991856058104133,0.13318083361230848,0.0,0.0,0.20491024095775934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235016578310914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565440309834644,0.0,0.15296130971672456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849681679863983,0.1056364572778162,0.0,0.0,0.1196591473874016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907913541646715,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SpookyChemist,2018/01/06,"""minor"" obstacle averted I have a terrible phobia of medical needles, stemming from a traumatic experience early in my childhood. After years of therapy and a prescription for topical lidocaine, and a lot of willpower, I got my flu vaccine today. This is two years in a row and I'm so proud of myself!",5.997727272727275,7.704925454545452,8.223409090909094,60.59511363636364,67.18181818181819,12.045454545454547,41.02272727272727,11.698219412168324,6.106181818181819,240,15,34,9,4,86,41,55,0.268,0.6659999999999999,0.066,-0.8779,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,9,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425733162542288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28009553124531994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977366582373833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528004892424708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004965168107277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319588444318784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421050177142126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510484851760132 anxiety,phm_throwaway,2018/01/06,"I miss high school I'm leaving for college in about two and a half weeks and I've been crying pretty much non-stop since before Christmas. I can't sleep, I can't eat, I'm a totally anxious wreck. It's a small college maybe 30mins from my house, and it's amazing, but I don't know what I'm doing. I have all these forms and files and papers and shit to fill out and I just don't know what to do EVER, and it's going to be the same way once I'm actually at school, I just know it. I have no idea what I'm doing in my life, everything is so totally overwhelming. I miss having a routine of going to school 5 days a week and then going home, to my pets and my mom. I'm going to miss seeing my mom and giving her a hug every day (crying again as I'm typing this), I'm going to miss my pets. I'm going to miss the familiarity and privacy of home, I'm going to miss the few friends I still have here. I'm stressed and scared to the point of wanting to do harm to myself because I see literally no other way of getting through this",2.7747999999999986,3.0805822133333365,4.7871111111111135,87.45800000000004,73.53333333333333,7.4222222222222225,24.333333333333336,7.3011,0.8428666666666662,798,21,185,8,15,277,111,225,0.175,0.753,0.07200000000000001,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,8,14,1,3,10,0,15,5,2,0,4,27,47,17,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,11,14,1,0,4,0,0,8,6,11,0,2,1,2,19,3,25,45,7,25,0,7,2,1,5,7,1,0,8,113,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.11081892465065388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829133990850136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922558790376551,0.0,0.09663184630086166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494823344316181,0.1464745966927694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620101238733847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027222128145784,0.09567984178515546,0.0,0.10206109254107752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773676482310191,0.0,0.05933081231567205,0.10893783291604092,0.4517743956502666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119983182435168,0.2278214116071401,0.0,0.0,0.13103387507883396,0.0,0.1281962802668732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872300786186208,0.0,0.0,0.1202444525474505,0.0,0.0,0.08021132623834851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408705137546238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660019893709639,0.0,0.0,0.08348022825289395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093850779096905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735162837643496,0.0,0.0,0.11553212315717752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369413593165645,0.34478866867095137,0.18098645282146356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656849267457108,0.09393863775983316,0.0,0.113642776557691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068977308780417,0.09494188389581697,0.13008347186031802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093236572774699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698108106085164,0.18027849781621216,0.1821831905345393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coldglassofkraken,2018/01/06,"Anyone else struggle with employment due to anxiety? Pretty much as the title says; I have been struggling to keep a job since my hospitalization in June. The job I was in earlier in 2017 was causing a lot of stress (I was a social worker) to the point where I left and was hospitalized three days later. I was at the hospital for ten days. I was diagnosed with Major depressive disorder, GAD, and social anxiety disorder. My last job went fairly well (I was a deli clerk at a grocery store); my managers were kind and I liked the work...until they moved me to another store in another city and put me in a different position where I worked alone with no backup. I didn’t last a day. I tried going back to work this week after I was offered another deli job at another grocery store, but I didn’t make it a full day (the girl that was suppose to train me didn’t show up to work and I cracked after three hours of being on my own). I have a wonderful husband who loves me no matter what and assures me that it’ll take time to feel normal again, but I feel I’m disappointing him. I’m going back to school to be a chef so I can (hopefully) work in the back of the house with a small crew to deal with. It’ll be two years though before I complete that. Does anyone else struggle with work? How did you overcome it? I want to be able to pull my weight around the house, but I feel trapped.",4.531742063492064,4.997581325000001,5.521666666666667,83.18111111111112,69.67857142857143,9.07936507936508,28.055555555555557,9.150863307647796,2.078246031746032,1081,35,227,20,18,357,144,280,0.116,0.799,0.085,-0.6747,6,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,1,6,11,12,0,4,20,0,24,3,0,3,1,30,39,13,0,3,3,1,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,13,1,1,4,1,3,6,5,6,1,4,16,5,33,6,38,17,5,43,0,2,0,1,12,18,0,3,20,152,43,13,0.0837929029383488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678417682681211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514566590746219,0.12820268279315156,0.0,0.0,0.11717989203305737,0.17171146249496702,0.0,0.07459344874218844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329471039710094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713015887616153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607839313509548,0.0,0.0,0.08785526450416632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161579615253232,0.08638680359541652,0.07217070451785637,0.08504803265567383,0.0,0.08754574916029854,0.19206785248802072,0.0,0.07332773403175738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999643666905687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710462826197327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524287549613923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322525934599125,0.08251913059933247,0.19337151948070727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33260610683712866,0.07447898218293234,0.0,0.0872574140109821,0.0,0.13660479916906118,0.0,0.0,0.09104123421724104,0.0,0.0,0.04093697983266355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123772961561882,0.07562636639521245,0.0,0.05593241337390257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905859497700737,0.06159742499466811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820992539617324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921137753649712,0.0,0.0,0.08524750638067763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423501120812787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663547961743488,0.0,0.08480289126319424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931435520256893,0.0,0.0,0.17083262451311326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598448720921153,0.26279560662273305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300183485420062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232610169712194,0.0,0.048860315548026716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688988078453305,0.0,0.08185349058576763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04942322515229306,0.0,0.0672136124271533,0.10203718183942677,0.0753398828646698,0.0776768605090209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086982887070827,0.36601338784665216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395988223405955 anxiety,eblam,2018/01/06,"Losing control, going mad I feel like I'm losing control. I feel like I'm going crazy. Sometimes it feels like I'm forgetting how to speak English. I'm afraid I might have dementia or something. My creativity has gone completely out the window. My imagination is gone. I used to be able to come up with stuff, and that was somewhat of a solace for me, and now I can't even do that. Everything stresses me out. Reading, writing, watching videos, just being by myself. I really feel like I'm at the end of my days. I don't know why I have this feeling, but I just don't see any of this getting better. It feels like time goes too fast. I don't remember anything from last year and it's already been almost a week of 2018. I haven't done anything. My phone conversations have devolved to one-word responses and I'm unable to make decisions anymore. I feel like I can't do anything. I've lost confidence in everything. I don't know what to do. Sometimes I wish I could just start over in another life.",2.1038500000000013,4.3776816850000015,3.7089999999999996,86.28200000000002,79.65,6.8000000000000025,26.0,7.908726449838941,1.6761,787,32,156,14,20,261,114,200,0.065,0.785,0.15,0.9443,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,6,7,13,1,2,4,0,22,1,0,5,0,37,49,7,0,2,5,0,7,6,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,8,0,2,12,2,0,5,7,6,0,0,6,10,23,7,21,39,1,21,0,3,2,0,4,7,0,4,15,93,32,1,0.10371478269086083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385537329557706,0.0,0.11445184173081395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052960876122766,0.10875399270985882,0.0,0.0,0.10285719543587253,0.0,0.0,0.25604528724713554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172729699765014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934110175370781,0.10874297639505157,0.0,0.2326498956695516,0.0828078146299758,0.0,0.0,0.06688745472570964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613623169617953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186051328566547,0.0,0.0,0.0685026358099019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642431822950428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36708917286327103,0.44456316886526653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05418669328618116,0.0,0.1178870022226425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399786438201093,0.08454139052069855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325681822507461,0.30401882392035323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232060625234194,0.11321693697863873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923042280463587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002499452380106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027982091100055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374284938400637,0.0,0.06644234556055681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748863080017252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264725380643438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984470676125606,0.20515314412277572,0.0,0.07340985700564821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188049331567084,0.0,0.11872861263667815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047692383922961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957627223057224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319374269535622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358645957600743,0.0,0.1192668816138862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678891963019286 anxiety,SweeneyToddler69,2018/01/06,"Major panic attacks, fear of dying. Please help me. Edit: I don’t know if this is the right or active subreddit for this, can someone maybe help me redirect it to the right place if needed? **Edit 2: tl;dr** **Extremely anxious, severe panic disorder and more as history. Very familiar with those attacks yet this one I am unable to get out of. Starting to get suicidal thoughts. Unable to reach out for help. Psychiatric appointment made but takes too long. Completely down. Don’t know what to do. Help me please.** Hi all (if anybody even reads this), First of sorry if my English is bad it is not my native language. Also I’m on my phone so kinda hard to type. I feel like I have to share some of my story though since I’m going crazy at the moment for the 100th time, but this time it seems like I’m unable to cope with it for real and my thoughts are getting darker every day. I am 26yo atm, and my psychological troubles started age 12. Diagnosed double ptsd, chronically severe depression, hypochondria, generalized anxiety disorder and social anxiety and some personality disorders but somehow nobody can actually tell me which ones exactly. ‘Symptoms of’ is what they say but nothing fits. Needless to say I am unable to work or study or basically do anything but sometimes groceries. Annoying part is btw that I am fully aware of everything ‘wrong’ with me, I sometimes wish I was dumb and would stop thinking and worrying but I have this iq of 159 and keep thinking I know best which sucks and ruins my therapies because I am so fucking stubborn. During those years I have become very familiar with my panic attacks and from time to time suicidal thoughts. I also have been on and off dozens of kinds of medications from anti depressants to antipsychotics to benzodiazepines, name it and I probably took it. I also tried pretty much all available therapies. Nothing worked except the benzo’s but those are of course no long time solution. I have never been (I don’t know the English word but, institutionalized?). I always turned those requests down thinking I would be doing even worse without my only comfort being my home and my pets (birds I love). Family support is hardly there (not their fault but mine, they are part of the ptsd, they want to help but I cannot accept that help - and yes it would be wise to still accept it but it is impossible due to the nature of the ptsd and my therapists agree). Anyway, during all those years nothing worked making me sad and frustrated (understatements), but hey I always found a way to get out. This time feels so different though. Currently I am having the worst panic attacks I ever had. My heart keeps exploding and going to 220bpm, I feel like I faint and during an attack I am scared to die. Normal stuff but my hypochondria keeps telling me it’s no panic but it’s my heart being bad. Had a cardiologist check all that 5 years ago and my regular doctor quite recently (although he only listened to my story) and they of course try to assure me it is all fine. I just can’t believe that. The feeling is so real. At this point I am completely down. It’s the worst and my experience is huge and I still have never been this low. I have had a trigger recently (too many social activities compared to my normal life) but it did not feel like that. This only made things a bit worse since before that I would also already feel my heart go crazy. Now for some kind of questions, can somebody please help? Any form of help? Comforting story, people going through the same things, maybe even psychologists or psychiatrists around here that have advice? Advice on when to call crisis services (I have numbers but I am so scared to call) (I live in the Netherlands btw). I hardly ever use reddit so I have no clue on what kind of people are here and my story feels so long that probably nobody sticked around this long to read this part even. (And I still feel like I can go on for hours). I’m just emotionally broken and I need some rest. I am starting to slowly feel suicidal and the only thing that saves me is my fear of dying. I take way too many pills combined atm to slow my racing thoughts but it does not help. I need to take 0.5mg alprazolam 50mg oxazepam and 20mg temazepam at the same time to feel comfortable enough to go to bed at this point and to stop being too anxious to even stand up to walk around. I also need to take 60mg of propranolol to stop my heart from going nuts but i am new to that completely and it does not feel right and makes me even more anxious. And that is without being used to the other meds as well btw, didn’t take them for a long time. (I actually had a very good time of almost 1 year completely without anything.) The anxiety is just so big that I need this dose for it to work against it according to my psychiatrist. Can’t be right in my opinion. Also that guy is super weird and I miss my old psychiatrist but due to bureaucratic insurance bs I had to switch. So to finish up again. Please help me. I don’t know how but please help me. I am so scared at the moment. (Chances are i might fall asleep soon though because of all the pills so I will read (potential) reactions tomorrow, if I even make it through the night and don’t freak out again. I need to stabilize asap and am unable to arrange that somehow. Kind regards Dennis.",3.26340842935112,5.648535900980395,4.232795633717404,83.44474530018195,76.26470588235293,7.108146351324035,24.829189407721852,8.118805670719704,1.6364992925005055,4209,146,782,74,97,1359,396,1020,0.195,0.695,0.109,-0.9987,2,1,0,0,0,0,122.0,0,0,6,8,56,61,11,10,28,1,82,17,5,9,12,174,156,88,6,19,41,0,14,5,0,6,10,3,3,2,62,45,0,7,28,3,3,10,22,36,1,4,19,17,102,25,114,124,27,104,0,6,0,2,37,36,3,21,60,544,164,12,0.0,0.0,0.06903840558426898,0.0,0.0,0.06913268793708444,0.03135626403809269,0.0,0.035421214015737904,0.0,0.03903527619032856,0.1697279175768535,0.058866778311816,0.0,0.0,0.02405503236955869,0.0,0.08118134990657809,0.11988515840782668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582183641828517,0.09446911298803927,0.0,0.20121097098499646,0.0,0.0,0.0590703954238912,0.04312642655192404,0.03906699070598973,0.030100042110615562,0.03985355502046431,0.03712205797747413,0.0,0.03861844244996671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224011456950065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835277626454768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02281282877934868,0.0,0.06093388051711225,0.035903118132746575,0.11013558924859963,0.03695753183201125,0.12162247465439124,0.03620603436973401,0.06191076301570796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03979016063847692,0.0,0.03655003735153357,0.0,0.16354594978261136,0.06399428448852587,0.029803500368848213,0.0,0.03179120860194588,0.034601839571485916,0.03334676494951225,0.07960951220467684,0.1967436351487991,0.10108266684205584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030088480098648524,0.0,0.03878495793057786,0.0,0.032702012365062684,0.07392428138435901,0.0,0.14072408687331134,0.029669415383382344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03502509251627231,0.0,0.0,0.09506248898248533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766995156755454,0.26080948380979474,0.0,0.03548226772840648,0.0,0.03483553941940273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943241464460432,0.0,0.14734324335885818,0.09720110340656392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02498518231769607,0.08640794954543435,0.0,0.031235239983712495,0.156521126556686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03192575162356265,0.06694207495189723,0.07083578474800388,0.07172587483406638,0.07107439590847925,0.0,0.03929172172524113,0.0356348417996757,0.0,0.03752544287733951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02600341897631217,0.15737296126783434,0.05456408343540022,0.03416371858100796,0.0,0.03319541180452072,0.06931657609370452,0.10182480184995438,0.0,0.03711828991097753,0.0,0.04793967800570794,0.10761184433221996,0.0,0.2075145172368632,0.0,0.11491739271472315,0.0,0.04904673438799633,0.030886569520070194,0.03695753183201125,0.19414610617938605,0.0668783358379241,0.0,0.0,0.03598732617953568,0.07627672237397277,0.0,0.12404835721937912,0.0,0.03962615098245298,0.03762382020840882,0.10614850885495344,0.08052503674343167,0.0,0.0,0.06985366103576156,0.0,0.0,0.12083429595880946,0.0,0.05626047826933209,0.10624442387092403,0.0,0.0,0.032202490816103664,0.0,0.0799234389385511,0.0,0.05852225866783685,0.0,0.0,0.07211717552189921,0.02997165160804345,0.0,0.06997012473579771,0.039597472747081364,0.07511213450058016,0.0,0.08474740243850855,0.0887208972835216,0.0,0.0,0.040493924045955185,0.11607782777845177,0.04014116054249571,0.0,0.03676636524555587,0.1329814605181965,0.0,0.06183558336238808,0.0,0.0809048198800139,0.041071085639672884,0.07050127397883832,0.06799727735637731,0.10426215618438846,0.11232968082951726,0.18563791115588396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393009976079018,0.04803224828572672,0.03847595330145498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110228500899769,0.0,0.08755994161277553,0.020864067465595045,0.056155300593259135,0.0,0.0,0.03180481229411572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406775076202538,0.10229569195076577,0.0,0.10300862929405233,0.035923266425073035,0.07209675562335771,0.10051260671589196,0.03867511095265093,0.0,0.09111688845864388 anxiety,thatgirltag,2018/01/06,"fear of needles Every time I have to get a shot, I faint. The days leading up to getting vaccinated, all I can think about is the shot and how much it will hurt. As well, the days leading up I get nauseous and I feel so sick that I can barely eat. After I get the shot, I'm like wow this didn't hurt, when I pick my fingers until they bleed, that hurts more. I wanna volunteer at a hospital but I have to get a TB test and that has been deterring me from getting the test. I don't know what to do",0.5858333333333334,2.202440731481481,2.716444444444445,94.82300000000002,81.5,5.801481481481483,20.985185185185188,6.742157984588678,0.1828896296296296,381,11,92,4,10,129,69,108,0.112,0.831,0.057,-0.6674,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,1,8,0,11,5,1,4,1,13,21,9,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,2,2,14,3,14,18,3,11,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,64,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449687093999136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943382175354019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16001796821369554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137157084875682,0.09603056494542203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5953602678737868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.609948162351059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043764851963849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278658112403647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961495192518344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169472301318066,0.0,0.0,0.11074538597802627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076321169448752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway17151321,2018/01/07,"Avoiding almost every risk? Normally I don't have that much more anxiety than other people, but when it comes to taking risks, I avoid them so much it's having an impact on my life. Some examples: - I don't want to get a driver's license because I'm afraid I will be the cause or victim of a car accident. - I don't want to go on any far vacations because I will probably get lost somewhere or get bitten by some poisonous animal/insect. - I (sub?)consciously keep myself away from dating even though I really want it, because I don't want to get rejected and make things awkward/creepy, and I don't want to end up in some miserable marriage either. What if I don't want kids but my girlfriend does?? - I avoid applying for jobs because most jobs I've had made me almost literally cry (constantly getting scared from dogs as a mailman, awkward attempts at talking to customers when working as a salesman, getting criticized for working too slow, etc.) - Being scared to live on my own because I might need immediate medical help but no one will notice. I could go on for a while, but anyway, I'm really getting sick of myself. Normal people my age love to take risks and slowly change as they get older, but I'm more worried than most parents with toddlers. If I go on like this I won't even have much of a life, and I might get some kind of illness from the stress, lack of exercise, lack of social activity, junk food diet, etc. so it's also very counterproductive. I really don't like making decisions anymore, and it's getting depressing, since life doesn't mean much if you don't make any decisions. Then it just turns into a boring movie you don't have any influence on (which it already feels like because of the shitload of things that seems to be determined by genes). Can anyone help me? I want to get out of my head. My life circumstances are almost perfect, yet I feel like I'm constantly at the verge of ruining my life with just simple actions.",7.818400167084378,6.806949648148152,8.120799220272907,72.27517543859652,63.1005291005291,11.13249791144528,35.767752715121134,10.307518312809881,3.6063206349206354,1549,60,282,30,19,511,193,378,0.238,0.682,0.08,-0.9953,3,5,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,2,2,5,13,26,2,12,12,0,27,14,1,6,1,64,68,26,0,16,13,1,2,4,1,6,10,0,0,1,15,10,2,4,6,1,0,6,12,19,0,1,3,2,35,7,48,55,18,33,0,5,0,1,13,15,0,17,16,187,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21868513975186496,0.0,0.08033260167331595,0.05821522874618437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851207847182504,0.0,0.05568902184398191,0.0,0.07219443553925582,0.05090091271828647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839458352565725,0.0,0.0,0.2662559395427761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478192204962598,0.07700890430430139,0.06270762472408102,0.0,0.15733402365219878,0.0,0.05812197591152141,0.0,0.07996339138566122,0.0,0.0,0.06269940461191602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370459171830016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644759744508065,0.0,0.16237438510657784,0.0961626282787462,0.0,0.06133407925507126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361606133388805,0.1040114788980442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802565647312875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183640717455648,0.0,0.12411555963799566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471007475239667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758774123534196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447832405332542,0.06470475617729306,0.0,0.07580621448846205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570911358582809,0.14225851219079969,0.0,0.06428052614633974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946583439320261,0.0,0.06570156378020729,0.06888168302019587,0.14577642163034096,0.0,0.0,0.0792965851353892,0.0,0.07333468163584378,0.0,0.15445088389188685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405482452161928,0.0539775840619916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426499679301178,0.0,0.08287914682866086,0.0,0.0,0.049328702566394565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808317511798232,0.0,0.0,0.10093567053956264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07848679647529459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990565113081985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14576372648540392,0.0,0.0,0.0662710788827365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06021790740846465,0.0,0.0,0.07420672914875791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338799295645817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946761739978003,0.058510962675927786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967253437188274,0.0,0.07152206140862144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791815437784116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006462699552286,0.3005602852606104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059932450028826,0.07392824476145986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SpodermanFreedom,2018/01/07,"I have a fear of going crazy. I’m a healthy guy. I’m young and I play sports and stuff, but one day I had heart palpitations and now all of that is good, but that branched off to other things. I’m afraid I’m going to go crazy. Anxiety has put me in a place where I fell like I’m disconnected from reality. I don’t feel like I’m here. I guess that makes me think that these are early stages of terrible mental illnesses, when really that isn’t the case. I’ve been feeling like crap lately, my room is a mess, and I’ve been playing too many video games. This has led to the past 3 nights struggling to get to sleep. I’m afraid I’m gonna wake up and I will hallucinate or something like that. Paranoia gets the best of us. On top of that I have shit eyesight and my contact prescription was messed up so everything was out of balance, double vision. Sometimes I think my eyes are also tired from looking at a screen. I hate this. Someone please tell me I’m ok. I know I am. But something tells me I’m not. My family has no history of illnesses like schizo (my worst fear ever) or anything like that. It’s just...what the hell? Edit: also 2017 was tough on my head. I received a concussion that isolated me from people (because I wasn’t going out anymore). That gave me time to overthink things and freak me out. I believe I have another one right now as well.",1.2580867630700787,3.4419597598566334,2.8380546285996817,91.85064516129036,82.2258064516129,6.142182672104808,21.80706958348783,7.372421405659032,0.7164108515634653,1059,34,231,16,29,347,157,279,0.241,0.607,0.152,-0.9876,0,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,1,0,0,2,11,27,4,5,10,1,21,10,7,2,2,26,48,17,0,0,6,0,2,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,18,10,0,0,5,5,0,8,5,15,1,2,8,5,30,12,27,38,4,35,1,0,3,0,8,15,3,3,17,137,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870451193226307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262923907941392,0.08946421718261229,0.0,0.11598010607108668,0.0,0.0,0.09623750497986644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128987130279306,0.0,0.0,0.1317593427290779,0.1227287743176526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542120958129163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578535413335333,0.0,0.0,0.10510451947899016,0.0,0.11024732497847817,0.26319601846521856,0.11826394289622795,0.16709407401137372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222000737690913,0.0,0.2658549450866335,0.09808968530067427,0.0,0.0,0.12883042370725922,0.1157960228792513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546105707784095,0.12002147159458347,0.0,0.0,0.1385828855331306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427107188211283,0.0,0.1319214311814843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342806697153948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820611646600463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806310240331059,0.1185660114882092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785517816396406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097469382276896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849277339078702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116392470039738,0.08107639936577447,0.0,0.12218483647379387,0.12837280554003466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756414410239313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491931170269522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987219086533404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004452533192166,0.0,0.0,0.11703156535921848,0.0,0.09908890472513507,0.1800631938318557,0.1156636797034336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225850875765736,0.13387645880214627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443385331405847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538892354344955,0.1498699688102707,0.0,0.0,0.06819279888007361,0.1344134965219957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067297107321972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514949447652967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwaway101496,2018/01/07,"Is this a normal emotional response? My boyfriend and I met online when were 16, and continued to ""date"" through our phones for almost four and a half years. We fell very much in love, even just through texting/calls/snapchat. He lives the next town over, but I've struggled so much with self esteem issues that I couldn't bring myself to see him in person. Until last night. We spent an amazing night together at his house. He was even more perfect than I ever imagined. However, it was overwhelming. Even when I felt safe in his arms, there was just four years of emotion crammed into one night. The next day (today), when he dropped me off at home, I cried my eyes out. I had such an incredible night with him, I finally got to be with him physically after all this time and it was almost surreal. Is this a normal reaction? I had the best night of my life, and this is a new chapter for us, but I am so emotional right now (I'm not a very emotional person otherwise). So why can't I stop this overwhelming feeling and crying? Any insight is much appreciated! Also, I am diagnosed with Panic Disorder if that has any relevance.",4.161339116291682,5.861335976958525,4.885931146652208,82.76822445107075,71.7188940092166,8.423854703171589,28.432908647329906,9.007467420416297,2.3196735700731907,885,34,171,18,17,285,134,217,0.079,0.76,0.161,0.96,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,4,0,0,2,16,9,0,4,10,0,17,5,2,0,3,34,26,17,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,9,14,0,2,4,0,1,2,3,4,0,4,11,4,25,5,25,13,6,39,0,2,2,1,18,11,0,3,25,122,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977487715209698,0.0,0.0,0.07896277256035204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342939035873782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362210281830173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169236889773187,0.06367947840565352,0.0,0.0,0.10021956759257884,0.0,0.0,0.11316521102090712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442792605236425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565158230383156,0.08931646961865021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992618283130707,0.0,0.09480640105898304,0.10816543297377748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897182835413417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904481042000733,0.0,0.0,0.11393332368743242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305946806927332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048671718969534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974336209025228,0.0,0.0,0.08718970405979673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911719062816548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775696997395885,0.0,0.0,0.09536422688647524,0.21002336468859265,0.4633065302024997,0.19348952526697213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669091439703871,0.0,0.0,0.1158507464993276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243285835367414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432387993830197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868342480119042,0.0,0.10300791563959147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255151107214741,0.0,0.10322504918128253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05757640175505595,0.0,0.0935944845908678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877270960579055,0.0,0.0,0.16294256958255848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909797743195114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717133826571006 anxiety,marauding-bagel,2018/01/07,"Help on finding the source of anxiety and not depending on others? So I'm facing this pressing feeling of anxiety. Right now it's manifesting as worry-fear over my bf not texting me for two days. (he's dealing with a lot of mental health issues atm so that's not a strange/worrying thing). But while that's what my anxiety is attaching to I don't think that's the problem: I think it's got a different cause and is attaching to him not texting me because he's one of the biggest sources of comfort and just really grounding person. Basically what I'm saying is that I have this pressing, general anxiety that's leading me to have this secondary anxiety because my usual source of comfort is unobtainable at the moment. I've tried getting support from other friends but it's never quite the same. IDK if it's because I am autistic but I've always had a person who I sort of latch onto as my grounding person. I don't want to be so dependent on another person anymore though. The problem is I don't really know how to do that? I'm sorry if this is a confusing word soup. I'm really anxious right now and having trouble putting my thoughts together well. What I need is advice on how to not look to another person as my grounding source and ideas for how to find the source of my general anxiety which is the root cause of all of this. ",4.498533834586463,5.715746372180451,5.973007518796995,77.17462406015038,70.2406015037594,9.209022556390977,33.548872180451134,9.549672527348893,3.3376796992481195,1069,52,196,24,19,363,127,266,0.116,0.833,0.052000000000000005,-0.9206,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,0,1,13,0,18,2,1,9,2,47,33,21,0,6,11,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,23,6,0,0,8,0,1,2,9,4,1,2,3,5,19,5,32,29,3,22,0,0,1,0,14,13,0,7,7,138,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990562448658994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434681452323378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258767870171436,0.4652803132554951,0.11451769017323354,0.10053043511614668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853801145099281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082669974857777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537437559805379,0.10450659888001307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590863546699153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406788264587545,0.05125502140264393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529816932553875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831714641050405,0.0,0.05296092150365141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107374774021152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077501056758836,0.0,0.0,0.0679452510093826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443283635070965,0.0,0.10580250566088413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570954399481009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512411269345825,0.0,0.0,0.08617997800832289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215572948564458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516354926439993,0.07818173097188436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686900021542262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4425558566784013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399216350603649,0.0,0.10190346397361434,0.0,0.1078180079081095,0.0,0.0,0.1948180061016115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313649976386522,0.0,0.08061239737693036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347387389523478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503191172076176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734480862811935,0.12990584062843735,0.0995941570857331,0.08047536340611618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882264077422591,0.0,0.09902241490075933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164321660760984,0.0,0.05978984001465368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114256565250398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294475686012354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pechepop,2018/01/07,"How Long Have You Had Anxiety? For me I don't know how long I've had it... I've always been timid and introverted, even as a young child I was incredibly shy and remember sometimes being afraid of other people... I'm not sure if what I had back then was anxiety but I don't feel like one night the switch suddenly turned on or anything. I think that my anxiety kicked in when I was in middle school, I had an awful middle school experience... though, my experience in elementary school wasn't great either so it could've started earlier and just got worse in middle school. I think for me I've had it for such a long time that I almost wouldn't know what to do if suddenly my anxiety went away. It wouldn't surprise me if I had it from birth, from the stories my mom tells me I've always kind of been the way I am. So to answer my own question... I'm not sure... but I definitely wasn't a teenager yet when I developed it. How about you? Do you remember when it became an issue in your life? Do you feel like there's a stark contrast between the you who didn't have anxiety and the version of you who does?",3.1656191950464425,4.326245149122808,4.7528689370485075,84.8746904024768,73.3859649122807,8.347162022703817,25.253869969040252,8.841846274778883,1.664157585139319,866,27,187,17,17,292,112,228,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,7,0,0,16,9,0,2,11,1,25,1,0,3,2,32,37,21,0,5,10,1,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,14,4,0,0,10,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,16,2,29,7,20,18,3,28,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,6,18,130,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095589060547344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843984176194658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238302398593124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911836399033645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410559130296404,0.08520273438512466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846932546486944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696680420693904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318611183918165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677844946455613,0.0,0.0,0.11205337030358116,0.15831921118307013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862143092349223,0.12216366211250085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565234996911188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153870727321579,0.1217918165257481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782653342928439,0.10826812421445182,0.0,0.0,0.2941786408780828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977428249233147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398363193168812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508480180972336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681871226791243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412772954567612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510424882754905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448565087241844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958965864901014,0.0,0.07842883622497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886609907015766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684905520226328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199962136573624,0.10886602579220672,0.0,0.06461168770308473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052476980491796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795239749228763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271798281842297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112920462387322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kingfisheraye,2018/01/07,"Do i have anxiety? For a while now i've had a constant feeling of dread and somewhat sickness and it's always there in my stomach. I don't know if this is because i have anxiety or because of my schoolwork. I'm in a vicious cycle. I can't find motivation to do work and then that piles up and then i have constant thoughts that i must do work. I am quite a sensitive person so when i don't do my work i live in fear of what the teacher will say and that's what i thought the source of anxiety was. But i've noticed that this feeling has affected me on weekends and in my holidays. It's less intense but it's still there. It's affecting me and it's slowly degrading my motivation completely and it's putting me to the point that sometimes i find no point in doing things or even work. I'm confused and i don't know how to get out this situation. 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If my heart starts racing/pounding out of my chest, and i take .25mg xanax i feel a bit calmer and even a bit sleepy, but my heart is still going at it. Shouldnt it slow down if its a symptom of anxiety? Im also on 50 mg of metoprolol. (Ive had EKG, ECG, blood work, they tell me its all due to anxiety.)",0.34090909090908994,1.8216558181818208,2.3389610389610382,97.88558441558443,81.72727272727272,5.9584415584415575,17.493506493506494,6.868970318607317,-0.32748831168831183,266,5,68,3,7,89,55,77,0.03,0.913,0.057,0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,0,5,8,5,0,1,10,9,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,8,6,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,4,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363106486053485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29392871628949113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194708228237481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268874768719334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713707338395493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091810854514952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6829572357622432,0.12876792659088002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751280260695248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597712588498226,0.0,0.15342006037276604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996768448361525,0.14444353299888135,0.0,0.1679134461883881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985906650657728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,onestepatatime90,2018/01/07,"Ive been drug free for a year, but Ive never held a job before. should i be embarrassed about applying for a minimum wage job? Im 27. I gotta say, it's causing me quite some anxiety. My whole entire life i've been in such a terrible place. I had a massive drug, gambling, and video game addiction forever. Ive been 1 year free from everything & trying to get my life together. I feel good enough to finally work now, but ive never held a job before. Is it weird for a 27 year old to work at like McDonalds or something?",1.4541818181818194,3.211438781818188,3.9327272727272735,86.45909090909093,79.36363636363637,8.4,24.63636363636364,9.120678840339163,2.022109090909092,406,15,89,11,10,142,71,110,0.11,0.759,0.13,0.4841,4,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,0,1,7,0,11,5,0,1,2,12,16,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,4,0,2,3,0,0,6,2,11,6,10,7,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,9,48,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655962003367326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645863486440264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620503439777033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585157625141924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604576155878852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523174625159373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695593948225012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652021652955285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680649305979224,0.0,0.0,0.1664018177612471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936281243461883,0.0,0.0,0.1274086513400652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640808197942025,0.0,0.4522195235369326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21458652564932326,0.07421191266755013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343132209475509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939617267470615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587058331527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156705917769193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079900408245725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694200369681368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313185979295064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959377148059251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117373000370474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29346078418150623 anxiety,kanisterph,2018/01/07,"First day of work and got no sleep at all. My body feels like it's gonna shut down. Anxiety = sleep depravation. (First time to post) I just watched the San Junipero episode of Black Mirror for the first time and it cheered me up enough to express myself here. My first day of work this year starts in two hours and I had bouts of crying last night. 1. This year I'll be more confident so that I don't come of as disrespectful when I isolate myself. 2. I'll try to adjust my world views so that I can react more proactively. On that note, during the times that I'm not terrified of disappointing people, I tend to be entitled and snobby. 3. These things are gonna take practice but I know I can weather through it. I already knew that it's gonna be a shit week or two but I know it's not permanent. Additionally, it's hard to force office chemistry. SLEEP DEPRAVATION 1. I have a hard time falling asleep without browsing my phone because I get really upsetting thoughts. (I had the epiphany that I can be extremely happy in private and there's nothing to be ashamed of.) 2. Hence, I'll focus on the pleasant things until I fall asleep. Practice practice practice. Good luck everyone!",2.345025035765381,4.771924824034336,3.3387392703862666,88.4170931688126,79.72961373390558,6.458440629470672,26.01734620886981,7.6454224807358475,1.4707655221745355,936,38,188,15,24,299,136,233,0.096,0.765,0.139,0.9216,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,6,10,1,2,7,0,13,7,7,1,1,23,28,13,0,0,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,4,0,6,5,6,22,6,25,15,4,32,0,1,3,0,2,9,1,2,20,111,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394835071324668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669424260854413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705114210314583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039985578140832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888081847555532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884243806811736,0.1630327066339244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306030824723018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207788537770681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639107050079537,0.09029886718802016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4300568242921508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603781909638727,0.0,0.0,0.1060167754947118,0.10109215124523648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455318636234906,0.2264558395055627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447672170623605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389302407820774,0.1030313664625609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061751753915903214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861610602228112,0.0,0.12128243870022927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762856566552589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105449281345235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097389470316074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974588971788756,0.0,0.0,0.3794683147096711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894652646772037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503568211602087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679466354813311,0.0,0.0,0.10034601625960604,0.29481512259169623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581605025264953,0.0,0.246945262130792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013889757223551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184331089196072,0.0,0.18403872447048825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279253538826388 anxiety,tank8681,2018/01/07,"Help me get back to school I’m 17(m) and I have a pretty interesting past that would take me forever to get into. Long story short I would like some help with the scariest thing of my entire life coming up. On January 19 I need to go back to my high school. I’m a junior and this whole school year except for the first 2 weeks I have been on home instruction, but now that my psychologist thinks I’m ready to go back I actually need to go back. I keep having thoughts of trying to hurt myself to the point where I’m hospital ridden or committing suicide just to not go. But I know from past suicidal ideations that suicide and self-harm are obviously not the right paths of choice. So I was wondering if anyone had absolutely ANY advice for me having to get through an entire school day after being out for many months. I kept up with my school work but I have only seen 1 of my teachers during this instruction and I’ve seen 3 of my friends. I am fairly well known in my grade but no one actually knows why I have been out. So that is currently one of the scariest parts of this (people asking me why I’ve been out). On top of that I have Dysthymia, Cyclothymia, GAD, Social Anxiety, Pure-O OCD, and the list goes on. I’m pre-everything transgender MTF. So going through the hallways and seeing girls wear beautiful clothing is the most painful thing imagineable for me. Lastly, due to my OCD, it is difficult for me to walk in the hallways of my school because I have a need to avoid all cracks at all costs. Basically, if I step on a crack I will start shaking and last year I had to go home because I was shaking so bad from it. I could keep going with what scares me but I just want to know if anyone has any mindsets or self-talk or tools or ANYTHING, that could help me do it. I’m so scared and I have been having nightmares the last few days about me walking through the school. My Psychiatrist has me on 2,000 MG of Depacoat, Lorazepam, Lexipro (As everyone is lol), and Trazadone. Btw Depacoat might be the greatest medication I have ever been on and I highly suggest it. If anyone has any thoughts about possible medication changes I might need, that would be helpful too.",4.122518851508122,5.494579902552204,4.830329901392112,84.42083127900234,71.32018561484921,8.078915313225059,27.853900812064968,8.567472430010655,1.9120098027842225,1722,62,347,29,32,554,209,431,0.124,0.782,0.094,-0.9688,1,1,0,0,0,4,45.0,0,0,0,3,18,13,0,5,17,1,41,5,1,0,5,68,79,29,3,14,18,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,2,1,17,18,0,4,9,0,1,14,3,9,1,3,14,3,45,4,59,54,8,60,0,1,3,0,9,23,0,13,24,232,62,12,0.0,0.0,0.1348742653160069,0.0,0.0,0.06752922823118936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098260774737212,0.0,0.05286562280491162,0.0,0.0,0.14496080357073773,0.0,0.05686805069301192,0.0,0.06460444159244366,0.0,0.0,0.2125518754606205,0.05770031996899644,0.0842523092425075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310460038203531,0.05952838685051288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035045520544368,0.0,0.0,0.08913483720706326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251000462545557,0.0,0.0660333971737823,0.062107690167635995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878121914080245,0.0,0.0,0.05339084336913987,0.0,0.10831452859118154,0.0,0.2749202805116428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18528020596175807,0.1460277983407072,0.13863717596355202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397901319599884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284852994314918,0.0,0.0,0.11393595172643504,0.16899095156684354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881135478675649,0.03376152335435327,0.0,0.0,0.061156313712948836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700622688960018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923331707065187,0.0,0.14662031939776413,0.0,0.0,0.05515945978235265,0.0,0.0,0.20496381544902495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365553557886758,0.052557950610159485,0.0735332695913479,0.0,0.0,0.07483467008089482,0.13193829909201935,0.04790914716777335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532716344880735,0.0779062218894858,0.0,0.07030527628897545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059015836020896176,0.0,0.0,0.1383735955105201,0.4895701548872443,0.05506824518780649,0.0,0.14418450058722124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044449377751852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04891332522985927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267710502379273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195883837771642,0.055544492978235584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918214284862241,0.04428010153341788,0.0,0.10972431248118826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046918190999543925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04076029489833605,0.0,0.05543237324701632,0.0,0.06213426650542168,0.0,0.12471417657168635,0.07715397529564702,0.0,0.0,0.07494211498173657,0.05030972644742649,0.0,0.0,0.14727198438761074,0.0,0.0,0.08900352843273349 anxiety,Diormouse,2018/01/07,"Mom found out I have anxiety Had to see a doctor while I was on vacation with my mom and ended up disclosing I was on cipralex in front of her. After three weeks she’s still adamant that I just have to ‘get over it’, eat healthier and exercise. She even said our family doctor was brain dead for giving me the meds when I went to see him about IBS (probably cause I had a break down from school related stress during the visit). It was a good two years of secrecy while it lasted. Now I just hope she doesn’t find out about the Concerta and that I’ve been going to therapy ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ",6.724435028248585,5.566381838983054,6.98,80.04790960451977,65.35593220338983,11.595480225988705,30.683615819209038,10.864195022040775,2.93021581920904,459,13,98,11,6,149,83,118,0.076,0.853,0.071,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,6,0,10,5,1,1,0,12,19,6,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,10,3,15,2,20,9,0,23,0,0,2,0,11,8,0,1,10,69,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000937947197586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971762543004814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458290627965478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478969541871635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389872948856447,0.0,0.0,0.15052305017467604,0.0,0.0,0.11224872710046634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021138685694458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532894467046449,0.0,0.0,0.18633867209169916,0.0,0.0,0.08879055930104847,0.1630291367358279,0.096585085995105,0.14254390772247838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687962231090623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852990269726428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877337094404092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980809378738388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323215902559467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165899896250865,0.0,0.0,0.17199595250819935,0.2708523235183442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572030048245756,0.0,0.19467429774678627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434978799312155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601402227815673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632164091016788,0.0,0.0,0.15754304378174044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944062406166312 anxiety,buffalowingpassion,2018/01/07,"Am I having an anxiety attack? What should I do? My chest kind of hurts and I'm really short of breath. I feel like my chest muscles are contracting. My eyes are watering. I have to pay attention to slow down my breathing. I can't snap out of it and I don't know why. Nothings wrong, I'm totally safe in my home with my dogs. How do I stop it? 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When I'm busy on a day-to-day basis (usually classes and work), my anxiety is pretty high, and I'm yearning for more free time. When I have plenty of free time on a day-to-day basis, my anxiety is at it's absolute worst, yet I'm yearning even more for more free time. Why? Does anyone else experience this? If so, has anything helped? I'm just very frustrated that what was supposed to be a break from the stress of normal life has left me feeling far more stressed than before.",2.2476923076923083,4.421373000000003,3.4429230769230803,88.90207692307693,78.61538461538461,6.467692307692308,23.861538461538462,7.554174236665415,1.116476153846154,408,14,83,6,10,132,67,104,0.162,0.65,0.187,0.4356,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,1,3,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,4,8,11,10,5,15,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,44,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983401262818914,0.0,0.0,0.21007302030292788,0.3078339203177834,0.1236173110960104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782517412905842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875149144815605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262915049549208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509771409792705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921813128670362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694285649690333,0.0,0.0,0.07595516230134143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068852625153377,0.15871445878807736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321321612693318,0.0,0.10610401369768906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718257497193096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282657141918185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441503619849463,0.1570413542453271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35037526940995833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544483652946826,0.12394628045427153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554914381160052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936110926290156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TA4319,2018/01/07,"I feel like I have nothing in common with people. Every friendship I have is forced. I talk sometimes when I'm with people, I'm not THAT shy. I'm pretty ""normal"" in many aspects, but I always feel anxious. I feel like I'm forcing friendships. I feel like I'm under test every time. I don't know why I feel so alienated. It's like no one wants to talk about the things I want to talk about. They all want to do things, and most of the time I can't do things because all I want is be at home relaxing. So I develop interests about some stuff, watch documentaries, and then I want to talk to people about that, and though sometimes they like the topics, I also feel like I'm forcing it. Why can't I be happy around people? I always feel anxiety. I always feel I don't belong. I always feel like I want to be somewhere else, doing something else. I'm now on my apartment, while my friends went to a party. I'd like maybe to go, I'm not sure, but I prefered to stay here. On my own. No one judges me here. I feel like sooner or later I will realize that I must be on my own. Until I find someone that likes me the way I am. My friends like me the way I am, but I feel like I am a weight sometimes. Like they don't have fun with me. Am I clear? My anxiety is very low when I'm on my own. And when I project a future on my own. When I project a future around people, I feel anxious.",0.3468700564971776,2.2381934779661066,2.4450000000000003,95.04738700564975,83.71186440677967,5.018079096045199,19.66384180790961,6.079149491110277,-0.13578192090395502,1056,29,244,8,30,355,115,295,0.095,0.648,0.257,0.9933,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,3,0,17,21,0,0,9,0,24,1,0,0,5,45,54,19,0,9,6,0,13,13,2,2,0,0,1,0,10,9,1,0,16,1,0,2,9,1,0,2,1,14,49,20,29,47,8,32,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,3,27,156,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055623822857005935,0.23150430140614436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064201362030245,0.15715672258670202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383898374115886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042400627048765065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621004750966865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720768029466025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220345957501776,0.3478352092182973,0.0,0.0,0.06357282649620692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747742146736468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039530217160199235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404354195731014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697702323648457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03822609999284806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441759449724621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051875872266007,0.06987824391161512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815000746022595,0.06674075569196758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426574703612778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411064930503143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076334942722844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058934482797368425,0.05354752496638947,0.20637767146597288,0.0,0.0,0.07413732770478701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962485689123087,0.0,0.0,0.0655556064104194,0.0,0.0,0.22362556967824407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862953476288725,0.0,0.06833831215379038,0.0,0.08111720164129857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057390896573434526,0.2461552085046103,0.11042046131039113,0.0,0.08470033974752858,0.0,0.06447901007290714,0.12552675021142312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LivinThePieLyf,2018/01/07,"New job stress I've just been offered a new job and I'm so anxious about it. I feel so sick just thinking about it. It doesn't help that the induction is a week long stay in a hotel 2 hours from home with almost complete strangers. I need a better job for the money because I'm part time at my current place of work due to my anxiety that has been getting a lot better recently. I've got to quit my current job tomorrow and I feel so conflicted. I'm so terrified of not being able to cope and feeling overwhelmed at this new job, but I'm bored and unhappy with my current work. I just needed to write this out somewhere to collect my thoughts. If anyone's been through something similar to you have any advice to help cope with your anxiety?",4.523311258278148,5.214025735099341,5.3029735099337785,83.93763907284769,69.79470198675497,8.424105960264901,32.318543046357625,8.548686976883017,2.4592564238410595,590,26,119,9,10,192,90,151,0.159,0.799,0.042,-0.9469,8,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,5,9,5,0,2,7,0,8,1,0,0,0,25,21,10,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,8,0,1,5,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,3,11,2,21,15,2,19,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,3,13,70,18,7,0.12181805184868877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903919039738872,0.0,0.0,0.12198318234532984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284045257610183,0.0,0.18638095246715286,0.1376197244591253,0.0,0.0851780142633881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425915373268202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547633484237064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772390967792502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478460171283914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364490423626636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742902435421603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330414467969898,0.0,0.12219343844106954,0.0,0.11996624269306275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6044280981303217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780514249555392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035653514269968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065308378974496,0.0,0.3529579007153753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191707906963754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727393653121366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129568493021473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028062996130275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937814878046611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984183486315562,0.0,0.0,0.13954216681243847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805608882729262,0.0,0.09670992595942406,0.07103308566779322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771509324140358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736998518368127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,geminisimmer,2018/01/07,"Avoiding Roommate Drama My roommate moved her girlfriend in back in September. I thought it was temporary. It seems like it has become permanent and I want her out. She started verbally calling me names like we lived in a cliched daytime soap. I found out she deals with drugs and addicted to pills, has people all times of night. The apartment is very small 1 bedroom, that I agreed to share with one person and that's it. I constantly feel like I can't live in my own home. 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Im new to reddit this is my first post. I was wondering if there is anyone who has a physical disability that causes them daily anxiety. I am legally blind and about to move out in to my own flat. I went to a boarding school for people who are blind and visually impaired, as ive got older ive found that socialising with sighted people makes me extremely uncomfortable. Ive suffered with anxiety for five years it causes panic attacks and makes socialising difficult. I also struggle with overthinking and being to internal ( something that has got worse as my vision has got worse) If anyone has had similar experience and has advice it would help a lot. 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I’m becoming more daring because I just don’t care what people think it seems like. Im doing weird things I never would have done before.I’m worried I may act out inappropriately because it seems like I’m losing all emotions. ,4.2526190476190475,6.442515499999999,5.48,76.55333333333336,72.57142857142857,8.095238095238095,27.380952380952376,8.841846274778883,2.3899523809523813,295,11,51,6,6,98,54,70,0.204,0.648,0.14800000000000002,-0.4779,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,2,14,14,2,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,11,3,9,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,3,7,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589533420514346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533250422314764,0.2294798772287805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184850426302104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785640683169846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789630986089263,0.0,0.0,0.21708889561817168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263403705251632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372778433203376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506127231384864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444117682157927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438815019979564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302444897796315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324559050001297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025497410447856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440504935552197,0.1814280049063824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744545267344022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783154783819781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804171931997086,0.13313888594649634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110136107212019,0.0,0.14760300340698607,0.0,0.0,0.1338053686699258 anxiety,poetikplay,2018/01/07,"My Battle With Anxiety. Hi guys/girls. My name is Luke. I am 25 years old and I have suffered with anxiety for most of my life. Social anxiety mostly. I could never look people in the eye when I was talking to them. I could never speak to girls. I was convinced I was the ugliest kid in school and people were always saying mean things about me. Of course there was rarely proof of this but I was still certain it was happening. I would say It was somewhat under control until around 1.5 years ago when I was laying in bed one day and all of a sudden decided I could not catch my breath. Of course this spiralled into my first ever 'serious' panic attack. My hands and feet started tingling I felt complete dread. I could not breath and I had crippling chest pains. I completely lost my s**t. I was outside the front door at 2am in the morning sitting on the floor gasping for breath saying my goodbyes to my girlfriend because I was genuinely convinced I was having a heart attack. An ambulance was called and they done all the relevant checks and came to the conclusion it was a panic attack. Life has not been the same since this day. I constantly monitor my breathing and this has turned into 'air hunger'. I have had this every day since my panic attack. I have chest pains and palpitations every day and also I am extremely self conscious. Life is a battle with my mind everyday and it's seriously taking it's toll on my work now. Some days I deal with it pretty well but other days it's unbearable to the point I no longer enjoy doing what I used to love because I'm too busy focusing on the negatives and monitoring my breathing and convincing myself I'm dying of something or the other. Sorry if this is a long post but I needed to speak to someone. I've tried therapy and all the meds and nothing helps! I've never posted on forums or tried speaking to others suffering like me though. So yeah! That's my story. edit: I'm currently on 40mg propanolol 3 times a day for the past 5 months or so.",3.393152222721149,5.413230908396951,4.501147283340816,83.37912999550969,74.52162849872774,7.16805867385122,25.29928154467894,8.027739517013583,1.616108576560395,1589,54,295,25,34,519,207,393,0.172,0.745,0.083,-0.9874,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,5,14,25,6,4,20,1,35,19,11,2,9,62,50,29,1,7,10,0,2,1,1,1,6,6,2,3,19,23,1,1,5,0,1,3,8,17,1,2,21,10,46,8,38,24,8,53,0,3,2,1,20,17,0,8,31,210,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140622527589631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644189727841844,0.06702734784177854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487067695910006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717101029153552,0.0,0.366567035018766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820989279749667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225459972909599,0.09213227052821776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891858911160154,0.08705021354349242,0.09034811588817768,0.25726312960010306,0.0,0.0,0.3636544813864872,0.0830475957448559,0.0,0.0,0.08360229274789859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243466891419635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286566870667655,0.13574037128676272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773444342385167,0.0,0.0,0.0685191573053263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123360087798014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545683056411466,0.05399362144670403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706929328349859,0.039354595964455175,0.0,0.0,0.07128771979829035,0.06764503844606405,0.0,0.08793416316145193,0.0,0.07270309402181876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774687774545947,0.08947729007454353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133653634266055,0.0,0.06429740241777923,0.0,0.0,0.05972974071450968,0.18638454005686386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729369726293893,0.0,0.08452783048450536,0.0,0.05458544811286988,0.0,0.17143018603393168,0.28353814755163,0.0,0.0,0.07689786978072409,0.11169194648002932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614952963016221,0.0,0.15429685319848227,0.08195233708745725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921792267989506,0.0,0.08152490818625907,0.0,0.0,0.08403534854441316,0.0,0.0,0.13327013642356167,0.0,0.0,0.08211461791688826,0.06825310898054328,0.06201437399112185,0.0,0.09017356327588333,0.05701650756380621,0.0,0.06433049658721694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056655292699626,0.06474622179413954,0.0,0.0,0.09212047371523363,0.0,0.0535164717099254,0.0,0.07914385679799864,0.0,0.0469716619288587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938170240663056,0.08761957693081343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957275782159641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242768426660326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058644242341791136,0.0,0.0,0.05722322204507053,0.0,0.0,0.10374821847099742 anxiety,aequusnox,2018/01/07,"I'm having a difficult time with my anxiety. Today I drank 3 glasses of coffee. Normally I do well with coffee. Today, not so much. After the 3rd glass I began having a full-blown anxiety attack. I'm still panicking. I don't know if I can drink coffee anymore, and that really blows. I smoked a cigarette but even that wasn't enough to offset the anxiety attack I'm experiencing. I have always dealt with anxiety poorly. Smoking cigarettes was my first mistake. Right now I would love a joint, preferably indica, but I'm trying hard to reduce my intake. I've never abused benzos but I have abused psychedelics and I believe they have increased my anxiety. Psychedelics killed my social anxiety but I am overall a lot more on edge. It's gotten to the point where I avoid people overall because of how high-stress they are. I can talk to people but it's tiring and just not worth the effort most of the time. I don't know how to handle my anxiety in a healthy way. 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Im tired of feeling lonely so I’m really trying to push myself to open up more (which I’ve had luckily a lot of progress with in the past few months) and make new friends. I feel like not only will it be a huge milestone for me, but it’ll also help me network myself. I want a better me this year. Obviously my nerves are still very much still there. I was feeling pretty anxious earlier but even just writing this post helped. I think I’m ready for this change in my life, I can do this.",2.473423423423424,3.942368954954958,3.7839639639639664,89.90045045045046,75.66666666666666,6.7351351351351365,23.144144144144143,7.3871296695380915,0.7801063063063061,418,12,91,5,9,137,80,111,0.066,0.682,0.253,0.9598,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,0,4,0,8,2,0,1,1,17,17,5,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,14,3,12,12,4,15,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,8,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431517714653742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179971300074138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066311811322118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041328869700252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745250115232065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927088613298769,0.13785524970969934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908537818073106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868264886014525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843684787016215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362978898382339,0.09427364618388173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405315057871772,0.0,0.0,0.128806584417706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402395622486212,0.0,0.14185252242648658,0.0,0.0,0.18636817183922105,0.20522197787609892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675965856064435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420828343784407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848084904601489,0.19631622282447467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361923047194175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082064661303739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364509092595598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217865144174084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101153320169895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592175063928151,0.2276331893715299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426404846306592 anxiety,steelhustlin,2018/01/07,"How do you do deal with your anxiety? I'm 18, and I have really bad anxiety. I haven't been to a doctor for it, and I don't want to. I list my symptoms. - I feel uneasy a lot. Sometimes I'll just get worried and I get butterflies for no reason - Can't concentrate - I'm on edge a decent amount. This really annoys my friends, and even has caused them to get angry with me. When I'm having attacks, I just don't wanna talk to anyone. - I always ask for reassurance (kind of what's going on here) - Sometimes has caused me not to be hungry - Sometimes my anxiety will effect my memory. For example, sometimes I'm scared I forgot to put my car in park or pulled the emergency break. What makes this worse, my car won't turn off unless my cars in park. I'll get scared my car would roll down the hill. Another thing, sometimes I think I forgot to take my acne medicine. So I'll start worrying I'll develop pimples if I forgot to. - I'm sort of a hypochondriac. I'll get worried that I have something I don't. Like I had a kidney stone, and I was convinced I had kidney blockage. The stone ended up coming out a week or two later. - I'm a vaper (JUUL). I don't know if this has anything to do with anxiety, but I'll just throw this in there. It's just so hard to live with this. I haven't learned to calm myself down yet. If anyone has any advice, it'll be greatly appreciated. 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I somehow made it through the interviews and passed, and even though I feel like I could do the job just fine (I'll be mostly working by myself), it's these next two weeks of group training (around 100 people) that terrify me. I don't do well in group settings, and usually get panic attacks. I have no idea how I'm going to get through this. I'm trying to take it minute by minute right now, exercised, meditated, cried, but I still feel so overwhelmed and scared. Especially because I know the chance of getting a panic attack tomorrow is super high, and I'll be surrounded by people when it happens. It's also the first time in 6 years that I'm trying a full-time, not work-from-home kind of job, so it's a huge step for me to begin with and may also be why I can't stop feeling terrified about it (and unfortunately my psychologist is still on vacation!). Any advice on how to deal with this? 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It's mainly been felt in the forehead, cheeks and stomach. Currently I can feel it in forearms and forehead/cheeks. I am yet to see my psychiatrist or therapist this year and am wondering how to deal with feeling on edge/anxious when there is nothing on my mind that I am presently worried about. The only explanation I can think up is that my body is reliving the anxious feelings I had last January leading to me going being very unwell and undergoing psychiatric care. Any one have suggestions to tame it?",6.243534482758622,7.654944387931041,6.4425862068965545,74.69853448275866,66.32758620689657,9.248275862068963,37.77586206896552,9.516144504307137,3.8684517241379313,503,27,84,10,8,161,80,116,0.091,0.855,0.054000000000000006,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,5,0,13,5,5,3,0,20,24,9,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,9,2,13,19,1,17,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,3,10,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098232362969383,0.0,0.0,0.5531122654256742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127959711236846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663943670862233,0.16765245412958102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825313646888665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375039398167267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41259682178902396,0.0,0.15669862001812435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275092873902406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169948799775836,0.0,0.1330306537589984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647865567500899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531531481359576,0.0,0.15659582769524807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058926833675266,0.12412176743919485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579388737673674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005012263861435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948902035373444,0.0,0.1045726555337267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346579740955943,0.0,0.0,0.13091005377669399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698459812788886,0.0,0.16573860799574186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509613796908653 anxiety,daneeth,2018/01/07,"How has medication affected your daily life? I have PTSD and ended therapy ~1.5 years ago. Life's a whole lot better today and I'm doing pretty well considering. But I've started experiencing anxiety. Before it used to be a situation that triggered anxiety, but now I have it for no apparent reason. It's a sort of anxiety felt in the body: stomach ache, stress-induced rash, head ache, digestive problems, restlessness, difficulty concentrating etc. And it lasts for weeks with no relief. It's kinda bad now and I fear it'll only get worse. So I'm wondering if medication might be an option. I'll be very grateful if someone could tell me about their experience with medication. Does it dull all your feelings? Is there a lot of side-effects so that it should only be the very last option? What happened when you stopped? (I've read about it online but it doesn't give much information about peoples experiences) Thanks! tl;dr: I'm concidering starting with meds against anxiety and wondering what to expect if I do start with it. 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I feel very anxious while I am taking certain types of tests. Specially ones that require me to do math, for I have a bad history of making stupid mistakes (like forgetting the negative sign, writing down a different number, adding or multiplying wrong etc.). The only anxiolytic I take is propranolol (I don't think it's a good idea to take benzos during a test). It works okay but I still find myself very anxious and unable to fully focus. I've thought about breathing exercises but the ones I've tried at home actually seem to make me more anxious by raising my heart rate - so I am probably doing something wrong. I study a lot (like 10h+ per day) so it breaks my heart when I make a stupid mistake for being unable to think straight and utilize my full potential - feels like I wasted my time dedicating myself so much too. I don't think there's any amount of studying that can make me feel self confident in the subject and stop worrying. Does anyone have any tips for this sort of situation? 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Hello, few months ago I've had my first panic attack, which, perhaps, was induced by methylphenidate (ADHD drug that I'm prescribed), I was hospitalized then. Blood pressure was constantly at least 160/90 (my blood pressure before issues was around 130/80). The panic attacks stopped after a few weeks. Now I have a lot of anxiety about my heart. The ECG shows no problems whatsoever. Blood pressure in a calm state is constantly 140-150/60-75. Pulse stays around 75-95 I feel my heart pounding all the time, tightness in my left side of the chest. I feel pulsating pain whenever my heart is pounding. Of course it is worse after eating carbs and physical exercise. I will see a doctor. I'm really concerned about it, especially the tightness in the throat doesn't feel well. The thyroid doesn't seem to be enlarged. There are more. Can it be some other problem, not just anxiety?",4.493441352588938,7.417790221556892,4.210038746037338,82.37549489256783,74.92814371257485,7.043184219795703,28.985206058471288,8.124751697461798,2.3310270517787948,745,32,124,13,17,226,110,167,0.251,0.736,0.013,-0.9885,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,1,8,14,2,6,11,0,16,15,9,1,1,19,23,3,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,4,1,3,5,2,0,0,4,12,1,1,5,6,11,2,15,15,7,24,0,1,1,0,1,10,0,3,12,76,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485731235927482,0.0,0.1068452831960655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844149186155156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459995187832606,0.0,0.2742475079420202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256475451333263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605068306690625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337069208695238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978008034122702,0.12333540924594567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283540691895173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025253573950588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5713290153744875,0.0,0.12734979329564644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125805196877449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095951998069627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247289544334112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620833678794084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825567171755045,0.28283914607342514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306677159497742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721656325557287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604924160342128,0.10972876892111348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847220218706631,0.0,0.10077103343849662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028379530758999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966843485296426,0.0,0.10837369440550232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228334833310669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kriketgurl,2018/01/07,"Body-Focused Repetitive Behaviours? Help? I have always had these symptoms (https://www.anxietybc.com/adults/body-focused-repetitive-behaviours) but just now googling it. Basically, I have always bitten my nails/cuticles, pulled my hair, picked at my face and eyelashes, bit my lip and chew my cheeks, etc. These descriptions I found scare me as how real these ""problems"" are that I don't notice. I've had anxiety since I was young, and I've since sought some anxiety meds (low dose, 10 mg) that helps with my panic attack-like symptoms and blushing, the need to lay down on cold floors and get out of a crowd, plus much more. Any ideas how to ease the BFRB? Anyone with ideas? I don't know how to stop it.",6.154919354838711,8.5095452983871,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,67.79032258064515,7.863225806451613,24.49677419354839,8.548686976883017,1.4818283870967748,563,15,102,9,10,166,88,124,0.142,0.7909999999999999,0.067,-0.8628,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,3,0,8,8,4,4,0,24,12,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,13,0,12,8,5,11,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,1,4,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836091433000548,0.0,0.0,0.11589265317440076,0.0,0.2607443876860413,0.0,0.0,0.1191628698073865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19387937556682167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860564429193348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006533163361453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868586834046587,0.0,0.0,0.08903834519971489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284602511547154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3847708875108787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365935237336487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930017671857235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527961594364986,0.12636558911419252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194026324006228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995323727120973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307062575468154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397729364463984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062193027807473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819493120016372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248023754082406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542669617255409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hollybob98,2018/01/07,"Room mate and course mate (f,19) makes me (f,19) anxious. What can I do? I’m (19,f) in my second year of uni and living in a uni house. One of my flat mates (19,f) is also in my university course and I feel anxious whenever I’m around her or even just thinking about her. In first year we were really good friends and she seemed really lovely but this year she has completely changed. She has a new friendship group now so even if we invite her to activities she doesn’t reply. She goes out late pretty much every night until the early hours of the morning and is really inconsiderate when she gets back. She also has severe mood swings and can one minute be lovely and the next absolutely horrible. I’m also a people pleaser so it makes me anxious when people don’t like me. Her room is right next to mine and we are in the same friendship group on our course. The living with I can kind of deal with as she’s moving out in 5 months to live with her new friends, but it’s fact that we are on the same course that makes me more anxious as we have the same course friends and always sit together. If I could I would just cut her out of my life but it’s kind of awkward when we sit in a row together in every lecture. Any advice? 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I just had a massive panic attack and for some reason after I started claiming down I though about how nice it would be to have a dog to hug since I didn't want anyone else to interact with me. I found online that psychiatric service dogs are specifically meant for people with mental issues! I was wondering if anyone has one and what was the process of getting one/getting your dog to become one? ,8.919285714285714,7.569649976190476,8.614285714285717,70.7057142857143,61.14285714285714,10.780952380952382,36.476190476190474,9.516144504307137,3.4595333333333333,354,13,60,5,4,114,60,84,0.101,0.828,0.07200000000000001,-0.3343,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,4,0,10,1,0,2,0,14,17,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,7,0,8,2,12,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,46,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201506477918842,0.2052248639502064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278633307213755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120897732240516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731992874245655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196120234569339,0.0,0.0,0.20929068746803395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019340221439474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20905488912310846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018492337918912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071731768880069,0.0,0.0,0.2350018432849558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885863434714024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593558218882652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656852595575608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417691180978592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678782970982991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181385856306134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21721028982227966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228310485290732,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,forthehighestgood,2018/01/07,"Someone talk to me about viibryd I hope this is appropriate for this board ... I know we're all different and have different reactions, but I need some advice/reassurance. My doctor recently put me on Viibryd ... yesterday was my third day taking 10 mg. I woke up in the middle of a panic attack last night ... and now this morning I can't get rid of the burning feeling in my chest and going into my extremities. It's been the entire day. I think it's a reaction to the medication. My doctor did tell me with Viibryd the anxiety can get worse before it gets better, it typically takes around a week. But ... this is awful. I don't know what to do since it's a Sunday. My BP and heart rate are normal but it's been like a day long panic attack and it just won't end. Does anyone have any advice or thoughts?",2.6626708074534164,4.524939211180129,4.7260559006211205,81.66187888198759,76.14285714285714,7.58136645962733,23.922360248447205,8.418075326091056,1.6030173913043482,627,20,123,12,14,216,101,161,0.16,0.777,0.063,-0.9618,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,2,2,10,1,14,5,2,0,1,23,28,9,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,6,1,16,3,14,21,2,21,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,13,80,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706039400499875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538157166332677,0.0,0.10729847327966742,0.0,0.0,0.09807301407654292,0.0,0.0,0.12486108702757195,0.0,0.31913186984923764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935088174215175,0.0,0.0,0.12404852239694088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713681814638816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29308357742187746,0.0,0.28712399208839745,0.1227424222215321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422867905944375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091964204469275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198400952302957,0.0,0.0797129584876916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662087090086987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393097721759417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541663942562003,0.11433057463520438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852392385286299,0.0,0.0,0.12412563674937242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129713752239012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400097127585828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162445600918654,0.13742496515001396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291296472675941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099998381329676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848977365043685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602447511336343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884179542150852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091604470026196,0.112735630064386,0.12259337329529102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987290869035174,0.0,0.11135072837729657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125080667567759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293686571557104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Overman768,2018/01/07,"Trouble Sleeping Okay, I've had trouble sleeping for so long now. And I've tried a lot of medicines and herbal remedies. And nothing seems to help with the sleeplessness, and I'm starting to wonder if it's something more serious like a illness that was caused by something I ate? Like what's the possibility that it's a parasite? I have a tendency to worry beyond healthy levels and I think the lack of sleep has just made my paranoia worse. But, my question is do you think I should visit a doctor and have some blood work done? Or is this approach too extreme? I'm new to reddit, and any helpful comments are greatly appreciated. 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Whenever I get upset/angry/sad, I can't breathe. My throat gets tight and I can barely speak. Its so annoying because I find myself unable to fight back or defend myself anymore. I can't control my tears. Normally before I cry my face/eyes will hurt but that hardly happens anymore. And any emotion I DO feel comes in late usually because I'm trying to feel strong but my body gives up before I try. Like in the moment lets say someone insults me. For example every time i play my game i have to prove my gender but i cant so i get shit on all night. I get called so many things thats not true. I dont feel anything like annoyance or frustration in the moment like in my gut but my throat gets so tight. The emotion and my body are not in sync. And 20 mins later all the shit i was supposed to feel hits me late as shit. Its not that I feel weak or anything. Its more like its hard to tell someone to go fuck themselves when you feel like you're asphyxiating or at least that's what it feels like. Like im to the point where i can see my hand knocking someones teeth out in my head or i beating someone to death in my head. I'm a physically weak person but I feel like I could beat the shit out of someone if they tried me and I couldn't say anything back. I feel numb because I don't feel the emotion but I know I should? I feel like that doesn't make sense but I can't describe how I feel to the tee. Like to my core I do not feel the sadness or anger like weight bringing me down. I do not feel the words themselves slicing away at my soul. If I get replies I will try to go further into detail with better wording I was trying to say what I was thinking before I lost my thoughts. Thank your reading if you managed to finish this",1.5338840469874953,3.3965316949602133,2.9461356574460043,93.12534217506634,79.53050397877983,5.369579386131111,23.238272072754828,6.18269132825596,0.3760093823417958,1407,47,309,10,35,458,179,377,0.175,0.688,0.13699999999999998,-0.8961,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,3,1,6,9,33,11,0,12,0,25,19,14,3,4,65,62,28,1,7,21,0,20,11,0,3,3,4,0,1,14,10,1,3,19,3,0,4,13,17,0,0,5,25,62,16,34,50,5,39,1,3,1,1,15,20,5,10,26,187,76,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441488211359018,0.0,0.04996404398227144,0.0,0.12954531550812096,0.0,0.0,0.16124038469179106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061363440517933375,0.10044288415194884,0.0,0.11944206446224286,0.0,0.16672891577342952,0.0,0.0,0.05776378395265596,0.0,0.1450953930683562,0.0,0.0,0.06669157877619357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05626111603316553,0.0,0.0,0.0732537573324994,0.052146883975007385,0.0,0.07174294451351579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654600908507178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040402193869807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502877464966053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623369567551169,0.1866376508060208,0.0,0.0,0.059694633223811286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060380547477852924,0.20473917011892245,0.06265390229030725,0.07423743585717392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05775581329326295,0.0,0.11701471793831862,0.0,0.1340593652840726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991860632627432,0.0,0.07054893395394918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035894157054444466,0.05323857539615335,0.1473511622261627,0.0,0.0,0.06678667051317277,0.0,0.3509933985666647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129653768804603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04359674073836995,0.06621683617604766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0612915534412526,0.06399258808763081,0.0,0.07435895263094558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570285386879441,0.0,0.0,0.06174162139048884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533038402520669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581786411242496,0.0,0.0,0.05204577338932706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681702308431197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766962339667114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708618685837025,0.06013116784850332,0.0,0.0,0.043390862038368484,0.04184974702217233,0.0,0.05185099582545012,0.03808436612778399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217152124851188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193272218042633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953328479838158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042059243542831054 anxiety,infinitywave8,2018/01/07,"Does anyone lack concentration on during a heightened anxiety episode? Hey there. I have been suffering from OCD and Anxiety since I was a teenager. It’s only been amplified in the past few years. Whenever, I am going through an anxiety episode, my chest is tightened as if there’s a large weight and cloud on it. Additionally, my speech tends to be quicker and it is harder for me to express my thoughts. It’s as if I want to finish the sentence a lot sooner. When it comes to reading, I tend to jump words quickly, and at times I have to re read the sentence a couple of times. It’s as if my eyes are reading the next few words a lot faster. Does anyone experience the same issue/s? I feel like I am the only one here... 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I’m a high school student so I recently got a part time job at a grocery store as a cashier. It’s fairly easy and I’m good at it, but the anxiety that leads up to all of my shifts is debilitating. Im currently sitting in my room just watching the clock for when I have to leave and i can’t bring myself to do anything else. This happens before every shift, i get so anxious and nervous I feel like I can’t walk or breathe. But once I actually get to my cash and start ringing people though I feel just fine, barely nervous at all. If i didn’t need the money I would quit my job because I can’t handle how horribly it impacts my anxiety, I seriously don’t know how long I can last. How can I calm this anxiety? Will my whole life be like this once I graduate and start working...? 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I'm pretty sure I had anxiety most of my life but really came out when we had kids. I saw a doctor and was put on meds. This helped a lot but I didn't realize it made me numb and not care about things. We started seeing a marriage counselor and realized I needed to change. Was switched to Prozac which was significantly better. I started working on myself and trying to be the best husband and father. We had always had a dead bedroom after kids but I was accepting it and hoping it would get better. I know there is a sub for this. Now we are splitting up and more than likely getting a divorce. I didn't want this but I understand. Something is missing. If I didn't have anxiety would it have all worked out? Is it more Complicated? F-ing anxiety. Thanks for reading. 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As always, we're all here to help. Much love to everyone.",-0.5997101449275384,1.5585783043478258,2.2782608695652202,92.38376811594203,92.04347826086956,6.544927536231885,16.36231884057971,7.793537801064563,0.5159971014492761,83,2,19,2,3,29,20,23,0.0,0.557,0.443,0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971931962677647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6825805162882997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995763872952935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394028326123893,0.0,0.0,0.35474937874268075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223589413369635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625602902378931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gaystress,2018/01/07,"I can't sleep anymore It started going back to school for a masters. So many group projects to coordinate and so many assignments, I barely had time to do it all. Never sleeping made each assignment take twice as long. I also have a lot of issues at home. My sister constantly cries in the middle of the night, waking me up. Any kind of noise, I'm up for hours, worrying about everything. If I wake up any time after 7, I can't fall back to sleep. Recently my ex, who haunts me, texted me and I didn't reply back to her right away because we were supposed to be no contact and I felt she kind of breached that - then I had multiple panic attacks for several days in a row. It seems my high stress level has made me permanently tense, and so anxious that I can't fall asleep and wake up too easily. It's only going to get worse. I have no downtime to destress - hectic, loud family environment with no sense of personal space, applying to summer jobs on top of heavy workload. just had 3 weeks off, lots of running around for christmas but even the days I had nothing to do I just couldn't relax. Very desperate for a solution, including medication, or going into debt to move to a quieter environment. Not sure what to do, does anyone else have this problem",4.319918699186989,5.649284406504066,5.473333333333333,80.16333333333334,70.78861788617886,8.71869918699187,28.707317073170728,9.150863307647796,2.421692682926829,988,37,189,20,18,328,157,246,0.14,0.8220000000000001,0.038,-0.9585,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,2,13,8,1,2,8,0,18,8,7,2,3,27,29,14,0,3,6,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,9,10,0,0,2,1,1,7,10,4,0,1,9,2,22,4,41,18,4,43,0,0,0,0,9,18,0,5,18,128,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078193595510296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439504160409367,0.0,0.0,0.1282453343907745,0.11258137715157736,0.07937585229793738,0.1163146974142821,0.0,0.10105690433787692,0.0,0.12914543518030006,0.10665581558346304,0.2618697135874558,0.0,0.06920076347669406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226748358322712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469643479674078,0.14642207062468493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934215307529408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483142787113784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497891659703987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020244932397882,0.0,0.10701659184332106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899704189708144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930953617388661,0.0,0.19354816649804524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994015623846305,0.11386985720849838,0.0,0.11179437373707432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184854296077422,0.11265112448750166,0.0,0.0,0.23642730800543044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046166421800784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930213590712155,0.0,0.21483081561640285,0.0,0.23018300825713786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435949862155935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065383843778442,0.0,0.0,0.08755365408236622,0.0,0.0,0.10653086863250028,0.0,0.10892554120918801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633710676166077,0.0,0.13319130911993318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991213213267951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862334823723316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208734555126816,0.0,0.0,0.0969454949443912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488834226688645,0.0,0.1033443820179524,0.0,0.1282453343907745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408060721276646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803500694645023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003682368067546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699129540139216,0.0,0.0853529432588195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238889788622346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366592279227452,0.0,0.0,0.0910589296485005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528511225935725,0.11568662029816155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietymods,2018/01/07,"/r/Anxiety Community Map **An Update to the r/Anxiety - Community Google Map of Subscribers!** Interested in adding yourself to the map? Awesome! Now we have a nifty form you can fill out, and we'll let you know when you're added. #[Click Here To Add Yourself](https://goo.gl/forms/Kx9Rbg6oPIyfKc3e2) --- If you're hesitant about using the form, you can still message [me](http://www.reddit.com/user/ri0tnrrd) with the following information: * Username * City/state/zip/country * Color/shape you want your icon to be. And don't fret - your icon will be placed **randomly in the city you live in, not at your exact address.** Also - if you don't want your username attached but still would like on the map feel free to message me and you can either put your diagnosis, or we can come up with something else. I want everyone to feel comfortable so by all means PM me and I'm sure we can figure it out :) --- The following info is **OPTIONAL**: * Greeting/General Info * Personal URL (do not post companies or private information) * Diagnosis or Anxiety Related Issues * Interests/Hobbies --- **Here is the [Map Link](https://goo.gl/sA8XNJ) take a look**",2.6361164569454694,4.935783212435236,3.2601739452257585,79.87342400690851,108.06735751295338,7.226696274364668,25.83876141130027,7.62386473244151,2.866380804342462,892,41,141,26,42,279,121,193,0.018000000000000002,0.83,0.152,0.9754,0,0,1,0,0,0,92.0,4,12,0,0,9,5,0,0,11,0,17,0,0,1,3,41,31,13,0,6,9,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,13,0,0,9,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,19,6,19,25,4,25,0,0,2,0,21,14,0,7,6,90,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280251019933225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385152740053582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164594087712922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961854164096234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258023342203328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322639805900235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994325289016002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050097554253621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953870075740955,0.0,0.0933495333959383,0.0,0.16872261715089976,0.0,0.16045477334321315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813655670324405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683921259951412,0.19963257837577494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829969143063887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920830267406844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709877548078593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051852873788658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008581040721927,0.0,0.1436645280323048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502734485142495,0.0,0.0,0.3381027393140331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573411049993112,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,greyorochi,2018/01/07,"Worrying about panicking while alone I didn't have anxiety until a few months ago, so all of this is relatively new (and infuriating) to me. I've been trying to manage it without medication as it was caused by a very traumatic experience, and I'm hoping that I'll feel better soon. I force myself to do things that give me heightened anxiety so that I can stop feeling so pathetic, and to desensitize myself. Lately however, I've been dreading being alone at my apartment for extended periods of time. I think I'm just worried about having a panic attack and not being able to reach anyone if I need help, even though I've dealt with it by myself thousands of times before. This is by far the most annoying thing I've ever had to deal with, especially since I'm an introvert and liked having the apartment to myself. Is there anyway to make this easier for myself until I can get used to this?",8.926744186046513,7.299632488372098,9.60313953488372,64.50668604651165,61.32558139534883,12.786046511627907,36.03488372093023,11.698219412168324,4.272532558139536,716,25,124,18,8,245,108,172,0.185,0.708,0.107,-0.949,1,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,2,2,6,0,16,1,0,3,2,23,28,14,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,2,14,3,26,21,3,17,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,14,96,26,1,0.16016374809535613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197549895895706,0.0,0.0,0.3317626803353301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450496578109817,0.0,0.0,0.1119902166609044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220938544787654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136287553011695,0.0,0.0,0.14165181962141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453228842884313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512179151973352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057866450766989,0.14487727969987713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667087865096052,0.0,0.0,0.16196720683837054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367894786490257,0.15364366145192565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735438424140432,0.0,0.0,0.15907874062877878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067168409338427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824791713598317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069105455455365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613481261251746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784117567842507,0.0,0.0,0.11875938978522342,0.0,0.1546871459539806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187917649182564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248910751098336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339040650656177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128113548694847,0.10262646265080462,0.15736006930792154,0.0,0.1867855390342912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874067153220343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383300541025251,0.0,0.13215186588330902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439213770724408,0.0,0.0,0.3253081214483564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,niighthawkk,2018/01/07,"7 weeks of brain fog/imbalance Could this be caused by anxiety? I've had ever other physical test under the sun and all came back perfect. I am a worrier. Have always had anxiety but never been treated. Could this be my brains breaking point? 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I've been dealing with insomnia for about 2 months now. I've been taking the busbar for 3 and on top of that I've developed tinnitus. Which is another side effect of buspirone. has anybody else experienced this? Will the tinnitus go away if I switch medications? The worst part is the stuff doesn't even really work all that well. When I really need medication it's basically non-existent, in the rest of the time it only serves to dull the sensation.",4.674862385321101,7.269801302752299,5.873844036697246,72.36416055045872,72.6697247706422,9.864587155963305,29.24862385321101,10.125756701596842,3.560140550458716,478,20,81,15,10,159,77,109,0.117,0.847,0.036000000000000004,-0.8645,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,7,0,9,4,0,4,1,13,14,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,1,5,1,12,10,4,12,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,4,54,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.20858565348339791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241317376919668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082177925964964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036315322037325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478779644516543,0.0,0.17855769017969828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411774815616624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147700512453173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267738202264615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306540222450627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061033752489715,0.0,0.0,0.1584902475120714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256376927181224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231466522178496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380424319304528,0.0,0.2738628347475421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468849005856075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071069201913932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369600626630887,0.0,0.0,0.12463724496546677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218368385368845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560992518506828,0.0,0.21782584285459705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Inhaleexhale8828,2018/01/07,"Dating...the struggle I’m 29(f) I’ve had boyfriends and dated from ages 16-22 and that’s when my anxiety hit me hardest and I stopped going to work school and lost all of my friends. I finally got my life back together, have been in a FT job for three and half years and I do have plenty of guys who ask me out and if I say yes, I always wake up the day of and panic and cancel or I just come up with excuses. Since having no friends I have such a routine that seems like I can never break out of. The thought of having a boyfriend and going to his house, staying out late, etc. freaks me out like how will I cope out of my comfort zone. I feel like I’m ready and I should...I just can never get passed the anticipatory anxiety. No guy has been down for me to say last minute ok I feel like I can come out let’s go on our date now! I can do things more spontaneously than planning anything??! Uhhh anxiety sucks Man. Any tips? 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Quick background--I have extreme anxiety/OCD so I'm having trouble rationalizing thoughts here. I just received new glasses a few days ago. I've been wearing them on and off since they distort my vision and I'm getting used to them. Well, I hadn't had my glasses on for several hours before bed. But I woke up in the middle of the night and legitimately thought I had my glasses still on my face. What freaked me out the most is that my vision is distorted now. It felt like I had lenses in front of my eyes and I was wearing my glasses but I wasn't. I've been panicking about this for hours and wondering what on earth to do. My family thinks my eyes are just adjusting but I wasn't even wearing them before bed. Any help is greatly needed. Is there something seriously wrong or are my eyes just adjusting? 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Not enough time for reading books, for working out, for watching a movie... I fear that there is no time for doing any of these things so I just mostly don't to them, because I fear they would be time-consuming, so I instead go do something else like browse reddit, which ironically, is far less productive. Has anyone else had or still have this kind of problem? Could you offer some advice? Thank you so much in advance! P.S. I'm 20 so having these kind of thoughts this early in life is not very natural, which is one of the reasons why I'm writing this post",5.9814992025518325,6.812492391812871,6.2750664540138255,77.76162679425839,66.60233918128654,9.259117490696438,31.919723551302496,9.339509955726095,2.7947847953216374,713,28,132,13,11,229,108,171,0.117,0.826,0.057,-0.8828,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,2,14,8,0,2,5,0,19,2,0,1,0,20,26,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,13,4,0,0,4,2,0,2,6,4,0,1,3,4,11,4,20,20,9,19,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,5,11,99,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016439594413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058258404908906,0.0,0.20379980754566265,0.0,0.0,0.09313861037951042,0.13648217902865886,0.1096146907178406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514857056338302,0.0,0.0,0.08119929123063976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635172887510297,0.14738654741465695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22254797035929447,0.0,0.0,0.2752685408631918,0.0,0.08797930223661954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029805959453467,0.0,0.2997807369202645,0.13470284299613164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570231477732213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774207808281576,0.0,0.1085781949874911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817038717757825,0.06507624044699922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791950593948368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026177652817627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630769132035546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757161994534,0.0,0.0,0.12745724822722235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323901179762013,0.0,0.0,0.13695483313116474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102546150306342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127521201216606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263539395819532,0.0,0.0,0.0884941312576464,0.0,0.13087123698439768,0.10574827544010666,0.3883586009418564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21981279283885324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019495768223533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697334509324892,0.0,0.0,0.09462356468658488,0.0,0.0,0.0857783423474146 anxiety,theskyrimwarrior,2018/01/07,"Me vs khabib nurmagomedov Khabibs childhood was tough growing up in the arsehole of the world, dagestan, a war torn place with threats from warfare, gangsters & the environment. Khabib speaks of being forced to fight on the streets & how it has toughened him up. What I dont understand is how is he not riddled with anxiety or any other condition. (Obviously I am not in his head) I grew up in Wales, got bullied severely when I was younger, forced to fight, got my ass whooped by bullies on a regular basis, physical/verbal abuse. How come I am such a socially anxious person because of those reasons ? & khabib seems calm & composed considering he grew up dealing with a far worse life experience than I did? I guess nature doesnt give a fuck about equality so he probably is just naturally tougher than I am. ",6.519602649006625,7.706148013245034,6.553304635761588,74.97340066225165,65.55629139072848,10.27841059602649,38.941059602649005,10.355215969177356,4.3018392052980134,654,36,115,16,10,208,105,151,0.259,0.674,0.066,-0.9869,0,0,0,0,3,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,5,0,9,0,13,4,2,4,1,17,21,6,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,5,1,12,1,22,15,1,19,0,0,0,2,12,13,2,3,2,71,16,0,0.0,0.17973222178498965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6574402145740803,0.0,0.1031569134494624,0.0,0.1160452604035446,0.17137069587985684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924710676513432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306706851627009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638953725850555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778387914879545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838554008287289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023837537774675,0.0,0.14551841338456864,0.0,0.0,0.2426466085163044,0.0,0.16710770560359306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556814932698815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714574190834464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245308215692653,0.1584876234598257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355145832391446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596638157441928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809624144084476,0.0,0.17137069587985684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463261739249795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791848480772105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458883333779105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sheepishcloud,2018/01/07,"Is this anxiety i'm experiencing? Yesterday I was talking with a friend and drinking wine, and suddenly I felt high. Like baked, but when it's not fun. It lasted for the whole night, and I still feel weird this morning. My face would sometimes go numb and tingle, colors where overwhelmingly bright, my mouth was super dry, and light headed if I stood up quickly. I thought I wouldn't be able to hold a normal conversation, but I was surprisingly good at acting normal, despite feeling just super weird, hard to explain it really. Does anyone have any idea what is going on?",5.456886792452828,7.260647094339625,5.830330188679247,76.86172169811323,68.62264150943396,8.318867924528304,28.34433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.3214377358490563,456,16,79,8,8,146,81,106,0.14,0.6509999999999999,0.209,0.9246,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,0,1,3,0,9,8,3,0,0,22,18,9,0,5,5,0,4,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,6,6,3,1,6,2,0,3,2,4,0,0,6,8,9,8,7,9,1,15,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,1,8,49,15,0,0.20531309609740475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961994583229553,0.0,0.15706395654785815,0.0,0.0,0.14355969055856602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796708739753779,0.0,0.0,0.20112867066342704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076249407102804,0.0,0.19713276964650212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862438874369947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333683279086228,0.1722068839926369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839202065013516,0.0,0.2107104694255954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692455849809192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317734946980212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735757609328636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030560798812677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926724323968538,0.4023264841551642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152882670228686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030599018826068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639633037571255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502288952123864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629956646059584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22922473963938925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584853274709106,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,adelihseneg,2018/01/07,"Increased anxiety symptoms for no reason?? I recently moved to another country for a job, and I understand that culture shock and anxiety is completely normal. I was prepared for some increased anxiety. It's been about 6 months now and I've settled in, but I've recently noticed an increase in my physical anxiety symptoms (bad stomach issues, headaches, etc). They've become more extreme, too. I've been feeling some dizziness, heart palpitations, and even sometimes feeling like bugs are crawling on me. I've even had some ""brain zaps"" lately, but I'm not on any medications. I'm pretty certain these are from anxiety, but I don't actually consciously feel stressed. I even went to a doctor who did blood tests and a check-up, and he confirmed everything is normal. When I try to journal or meditate, I can't think about what's stressing me out. It doesn't help I don't have access to counseling or the same sort of support that I had before. Sometimes anxiety just sucks :( ",5.513192338387867,7.539652486033527,6.074640861931367,74.28319832402238,68.83240223463687,9.360095770151636,37.36671987230647,9.784248007369934,4.184782601755787,781,44,127,19,14,253,115,179,0.16399999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.132,-0.5933,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,2,5,0,15,8,4,1,1,29,25,12,0,2,7,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,7,0,0,5,6,5,0,0,7,3,12,3,16,18,9,16,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,6,7,81,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.11242848595842754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834685190373768,0.12080788636762553,0.5288126908966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619566191121556,0.0,0.12724055774043536,0.0980353509946214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861262833708625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079564904489133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792246916187488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284897703319025,0.22828565011540736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354345294207476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476113872250176,0.08230615331795844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365245810352142,0.07722293421039264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024946280376385,0.11432829545968785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12996206603962118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628585921097208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606210418678944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195964159782063,0.12245015530928753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257629687732265,0.0,0.13116751800881507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721014011885572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845522118262397,0.22751224575479986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278915661447587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26394567237636474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307391115485232,0.0,0.2394949155485289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382201136478461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782201284378157,0.0,0.0,0.11993782799787372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068009621724114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RonanTheo,2018/01/07,"I don't think my friends actually like me As the title says- I don't think my friends actually like me. I don't know why they keep me around, either just to make fun of me or just because no one wants to tell me to leave, but it's driving me crazy and I don't know what to do.",0.9438095238095237,1.9171573492063525,2.9970158730158722,96.01742857142858,78.6825396825397,6.309841269841268,22.123809523809523,6.742157984588678,0.12267238095238088,215,6,57,2,5,73,38,63,0.153,0.754,0.093,-0.4027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,12,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,13,5,7,12,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.4798900084377268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188867826309548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988716082550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799350782728319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855089231757086,0.0,0.0,0.27026022944284794,0.0,0.0,0.26035314604203474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402506911074646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412789882543424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661575747559826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955349429269862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491138425341708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151020433543508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450273572712858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186992865935495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Oojun,2018/01/07,"I want to do something with my life, but don't know where to start? I really want to do something with my life. For a long while I wanted to do film/music/or art as a career, but as I grow older and more mature I've realised it isn't really a viable career path. So, recently I've been thinking about getting into teaching or hairdressing. I dye my girlfriends hair and everyone who sees her her hair tells me I'd make a good hairdresser so I think maybe I should train in it. But I have terrible social anxiety, almost zero social skills and I am the shakiest person ever, so I ask myself how could I even be successful at it? Teaching seems good. I don't know how I'd get the courage to stand up in front of people and talk, or even show discipline... I just really want to do something with myself but I don't know how to start. I get called retard or mong almost everday and it really fucks up my self confidence so that makes me think I'm not even smart enough to be a teacher. I'd have to retake my maths GCSE and I failed that badly in school.",2.8590349688262404,4.235570723502306,4.3965302249932225,86.27698021143942,74.48387096774194,7.502195716996478,22.902954730279212,8.124751697461798,1.1565860124695042,825,22,171,13,17,276,115,217,0.131,0.736,0.133,-0.2953,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,14,9,1,0,7,0,16,5,2,5,1,41,38,23,0,6,9,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,7,10,0,1,7,2,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,3,27,5,24,33,2,18,0,1,1,1,12,8,1,6,7,112,34,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512966626930673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599050960147353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730521541119797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047690885706819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812731161483146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018416380919833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296525636256626,0.0,0.2486315808963551,0.1135022511950898,0.0,0.11989983488549692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160026102865418,0.1966716033040835,0.0,0.0,0.21049038766953776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687867630934775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725798247415206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104429319440713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751539815009192,0.0,0.12605975678015274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699081193420254,0.10956275861948826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321538292551273,0.0,0.12389462348312133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269906771165822,0.09998991098512744,0.11423067640899455,0.1309011693579769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558185262008713,0.0,0.28979783673356746,0.0,0.0,0.1776282871931126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085465570342132,0.10967351180949753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412041674274687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960412662297517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,herr_leutnant,2018/01/07,"Anyone else get a sore jaw and neck from clenching? Hello everyone. To make a long story short, sometimes I get a sore jaw so that's nothing new, but for a few hours now I have been having a really bad go if it. After dinner I got pain in my sinuses, upper pallet, and back of the neck. Over the course of several hours it has migrated down to my jaw and neck and I have developed a low-grade fever (everyone around me is getting sick so that could be unrelated, but it's worrying). Does anyone else have experience with this? It's starting to worry me. 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Simply, I am a college student priming for what should, and will be, the most incredible opportunity and transformative experience of my entire life with a semester spent abroad in Europe. Of course, my underlying fear is the trip of a lifetime being ravaged by my anxiety I've done terrific of late but with my departure tomorrow I find myself completely unnerved in bed- there's no specific root, trigger, or cause at the mommet, but just the fear of being fearful next semester (I'm sure some on here could relate to circular anxious logic) Does anybody who has conquered/coped with anxiety, depression, etc have any tips for falling (and staying) asleep without meds??? That would be incredible and I'm going to a country with casual alcohol consumption twice daily- I don't want to be subjugated by my Kpins Thank you so much and wishing everyone the utmost look in their battles. 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Im wondering if I can get rid of these symptoms, if its possible, sometimes I think that im neck deep in this anxiety that there is no way back to 100% normal... but then again sometimes I tell myself everything will be good again. So yea, some tips ,similar experiences / symptoms / if and how did you get rid of them are gladly appreciated:) Thanks !",2.7903289473684225,5.798381585526317,3.987157894736842,80.01310526315794,85.11842105263158,7.513684210526316,27.99473684210526,8.395991825355821,2.8171015789473683,659,31,111,17,20,214,104,152,0.117,0.7809999999999999,0.102,0.5224,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,4,4,1,9,10,6,1,1,20,17,14,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,1,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,3,12,3,14,14,2,20,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,7,8,69,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697242774740375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396782367388412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642079193514978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020862944117636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982964917749513,0.11953958556956708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553875189773576,0.0,0.0,0.1024994527153274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773350901950868,0.14481308487549105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280079194967296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973459911320793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280902564878756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670437658283903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377673681917899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565748411526914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234816179227664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708718706466775,0.0,0.3625905363740024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810522317988148,0.0,0.19644691860462588,0.1068122403336555,0.11250961231151108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830379786838981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700035379021316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325257174248076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,and_andrey_isnt_here,2018/01/07,"Waking up with dread This doesn’t always happen but sometimes when things are starting to spiral, I find myself experiencing an overwhelming feeling of dread as soon as I wake up in the morning. I think I’ve just realised it’s probably a symptom of the anxiety I’ve only realised I have in the last year. DAE experience this?",3.7921505376344085,6.372695741935487,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,75.45161290322581,7.359139784946238,29.68817204301075,8.344100000000001,2.602894623655914,264,12,44,5,6,88,47,62,0.13699999999999998,0.833,0.03,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,5,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,7,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,10,7,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587786914962404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379157832333861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30421976620638763,0.0,0.0,0.15725202482346778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842503185553219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750181622773277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535082502148913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23653113916206364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353129043856069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075890653816192,0.0,0.22012891299050624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32325030049786274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066160003120092,0.1992776114045553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027517935191508 anxiety,darlingmoonie,2018/01/07,"I hate myself I hate that I always think I’m dying. I hate that no matter what anyone says, I can’t think logically during an episode. I’m obsessing over my heart rate. I keep checking it (using my pulse, just ordered a bloody pressure machine ) and it’s freaking me out. I’ve been dealing with anxiety (among other mental illnesses) all my life and I’m just so tired. I keep thinking I’m dying...how can I tell the difference between real and panic attack??? :(",1.91,4.431124444444446,3.9155555555555566,83.02000000000002,82.33333333333334,5.822222222222222,24.555555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.3970222222222222,360,14,64,5,10,122,63,90,0.389,0.6,0.011,-0.9889,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,3,3,0,3,4,1,1,1,17,16,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,1,1,13,0,5,15,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,38,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950739644022373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745401183380265,0.0,0.0,0.1256357972803358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044109038740306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18524125182071574,0.0,0.0,0.1864785274613076,0.18772640601436166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321877060700003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212920586441298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194140614002573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691265481240901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107426146654867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081469776582545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451414086215214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288802393728514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704744409322266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453933167100183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20651468177321744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551850434187952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ploopduhdoop,2018/01/07,"Something I just wrote (possibly trigger) Alone. Swimming. no! Drowning, In my own emotions. So much inside Turns straight to: anxiety. Fear. Stress. Overwhelming. I want: Happy. Joy. Love. Peace. Breathe in, breathe out. Tears fall. So much inside. So little words. Hatred inside me stirs. Not at the world. NO! Only at myself. So many: Hopes. Dreams. Beliefs. Strengths. All these things locked inside, this shell of me. Screaming to get out. I’m screaming with these things, Only at myself. Isn’t there anything I can do to help? 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I've done alot.of different breathing exercises with mild results. But for me for some reason this ratio is perfect. Within 4 sets I'm noticeably calmer. Also big thing is No/very little drinking, watch caffeine and sugar intake, good diet, lots of water, sleep, and daily exercise. Mediation too. And avoiding watching the major news stations sensationalizing every little thing (npr, bbc, nutral news the exception) and Facebook:) stay happy and anxiety free friends!",6.666370967741938,9.472703526881725,6.960954301075272,65.86143145161293,67.49462365591397,8.951075268817203,34.20564516129032,9.516144504307137,4.00353870967742,440,21,59,10,8,142,76,93,0.041,0.765,0.194,0.9468,1,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,2,0,3,10,4,2,1,18,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,7,4,2,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,6,9,3,3,8,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,2,0,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470116639287572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671201381659029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282426135982253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355887075020786,0.0,0.21400614099616397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18406069023985994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878047864056847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323260713988135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325531126664132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379055732757349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572558633887526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487164257954147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246117001875996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186162466797477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328476713399038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536471313161643,0.2902682121392251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831896696409513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025112365050402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fatcatspats,2018/01/07,"My wife Told me about Peak oil and I was paralyzed I seriously can't imagine how to go forward. There seems to be no hope, and I'm too anxious to read the book she's reading and she hasn't gotten to the ""solutions"" part yet.",1.84,3.2930430000000044,3.84,88.905,77.33333333333334,7.3000000000000025,26.583333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.5072333333333336,176,7,40,3,4,60,38,48,0.126,0.812,0.062,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,10,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,1,6,1,5,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,26,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664815783104635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843649592251172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222040801665099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512954231928148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6489789658221092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953231196392216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099797216978082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thisvelvetglovex,2018/01/07,"Am I overreacting? Can’t see past the anxiety? Hi. I have panic disorder. We just moved in to a new house and i have been struggling to feel comfortable being ground level. (Been living in apartments the last few years) made lots of progress the past two weeks. Then today I’m home alone and a big guy walks across my front deck (right in front of my entrance/living room window) and then circles my house fully. He hangs in the backyard for a bit and leaves out the back gate. I go into full anxiety mode and text my boyfriend to ask if he could stay home tonight because what happened has me scared, panicking and I need to wake up for work at 6am and would be way more at ease with someone here. He says no because he is going out with his friends and that I’m being selfish and overreacting. He says I’m being childish. Stops by the house checks out the backyard and leaves. I try to explain I didn’t need him to check the house for anything. I needed him home tonight to help me feel safe and get some rest for work. Now he isn’t replying to me. My phones outgoing calls are cut off (forgot to pay the bill) and I’m anxious, alone and can’t tell if I’m being a terrible person and was asking way too much. He works hard and we have a good relationship usually. But I’m so hurt he would rather go drinking than help me feel safe. He knows how this would mess with me. I’m so tired of having to figure out if what I’m feeling is valid or anxiety based? I wish I could trust myself. TLDR; weird man circles my house, triggers anxiety, ask boyfriend to come home for night, he wants to go out with friends, feel upset and not sure if I’m being ridiculous ",3.5132142857142834,4.747184988095238,4.050409523809524,89.96125714285714,72.63095238095238,7.042666666666666,25.642380952380954,7.404127859558343,1.045798952380952,1300,41,279,14,25,410,178,336,0.175,0.72,0.106,-0.9554,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,2,0,0,4,9,19,2,4,14,0,27,3,1,3,1,66,61,27,0,15,9,0,6,0,2,3,1,2,9,3,4,29,1,4,8,1,4,10,6,11,0,1,6,9,27,8,41,44,8,51,0,1,1,0,33,22,0,7,16,156,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585194264244524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450062300602273,0.09045369021171797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588888001275123,0.0,0.2245574227620777,0.0,0.0,0.06156710511457275,0.0,0.09761703147596974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741317131046046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175805534534827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897121829829236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278550576954701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176450022067632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843584619819527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242312872083046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372018487214068,0.0,0.041832059132276236,0.0,0.18201723518574608,0.06715697281030679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927959332529418,0.07080358669559303,0.0,0.0717249161061726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733535887535048,0.0,0.32125765314799665,0.0,0.0,0.4619367742232296,0.08571410949614076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440031040332704,0.06526584725716449,0.0,0.16956022858849198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070123004460939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807067992224937,0.0,0.07576197658967111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850992745798564,0.058858958917852824,0.17810751483261233,0.0,0.07732986613308078,0.0,0.07513809554979482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939421731890643,0.0,0.0,0.1528673244822298,0.0,0.06991201149938324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859627258902066,0.0,0.06837736287857071,0.0,0.12734606869081028,0.0801617175234563,0.0,0.06380357609370302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784108706262955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534149558424113,0.0,0.06694016727983397,0.0,0.08370412570189183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546284264891052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998268312531786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920260219369251,0.07589480039325898,0.0,0.0,0.05436070024401542,0.0,0.07821449094808071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881832397596229,0.0,0.047225993279401066,0.12710799813090842,0.06422546482929671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207388274911826,0.0,0.0,0.17487067812100113,0.0,0.0,0.17063335194901375,0.0,0.0,0.05156096203537088 anxiety,ekrumholz,2018/01/07,"I had to quit my dream and move home I love Comedy and writing. I’ve had several viral videos and been featured on sites like HuffPo and CollegeHumor. However, I’ve always been riddled with anxiety. Am I gonna make it? Can I do this? Am I funny enough? At 28, I moved to LA from NYC to go all in. 2 months later I’m sitting at my desk, writing a screenplay and I totally lost it. Just couldn’t think and that led to- I don’t know what. Before I knew it I was crying, huddled on the floor. I spoke to my doctor and the only way for me to relax was to get away from writing and Comedy. At least for awhile. And the only way to do that is to move back home and be near my support system. Friends; Parents; steady job, my doctor. I’m ashamed and having trouble recognizing because of my anxiety I’m not cut out for this stuff. Part of me is really stubborn, I want to find a way but the other part is trying to accept that the way I’m made up it’s not worth it.",0.5124369747899173,2.4823178627450986,3.0064145658263333,90.81029411764708,83.6078431372549,5.8464985994397765,20.498599439775916,7.07126945348624,0.46765994397759103,740,22,164,10,21,256,117,204,0.073,0.8059999999999999,0.121,0.8097,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,2,11,2,1,7,0,18,3,0,3,2,33,35,12,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,2,1,2,0,13,13,0,1,5,3,1,5,4,5,0,0,10,1,20,6,29,22,6,26,0,1,0,1,7,12,0,0,4,109,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855722142764633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961053371331255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257603804663995,0.10031943031067003,0.0,0.07953017254964359,0.0,0.1110159934037936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433095312459976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670726411608808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348050840133286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924252570361805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079683331875676,0.0,0.06816250874655629,0.0,0.07414619099995348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617337999470231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294662503459188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170007945483158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06373854442807021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424178149478042,0.0,0.11774963698149135,0.12344901252937315,0.08708631240932753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413581286202553,0.415990522689775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19844882204238687,0.0,0.0,0.14486579634303473,0.28256147648598673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387654462652448,0.0,0.0,0.08357913512999206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738816539531474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935106031609288,0.0,0.14804998603090624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359661941922703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857708137519554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695155932422834,0.4142277580436124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,herbertsupertech,2018/01/07,"How can I get over my social anxiety without alcohol? If I have mislabeled my problem as anxiety, please forgive me. Its just the best way I can define it. Just some quick background. I was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age. I’ve always had trouble interacting with those who aren’t close to me. I was considered the “weird kid” up until i was about 16. That’s when I started making friends through my high school swim team. I was an outcast that was constantly bullied and berated before then. Nowadays, at 25, I could be considered a good looking, successful young man, with quite a few of the best friends someone could ask for. The trouble comes when I am in a group of people which includes a lot of strangers. I usually end up latching on to one of my close friends or my cellphone in this situation, instead of being social like everyone else. I feel insecure and closed off to the world. I freeze up. I usually do pretty well in one on one situations. I even enjoy public speaking. It’s the two way interaction that I have trouble with. This all changes when I get hammered drunk. I turn in to the life of the party. Alcohol numbs my insecurity to the point where I can be normal. I can talk to strangers. Girls like me more. I’m just happier. I would just appreciate any sort of advice on how to stop using alcohol as the terrible crutch that it is and face my social anxiety with a clear head. Drugs shouldn’t be the answer, but they’re the only key to fulfillment that I have right now. tl;dr Social anxiety is an issue until I’m hammered. Looking for other ways. 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I drink a couple of cups of coffee daily up until last week. After a night of drinking, waking up in the morning a bit hungry and dehydrated I drank a cold brew that was a bit concentrated as my first cup. About 30 minutes in, I felt all the symptoms of a panic attack happening. I didn't know what it was at the time, so I went to the ER just in case. The symptoms of numbness, left arm pain, derealization, and loss of presence of mind all occurred. EKG was normal and they attributed it to the concentration of caffeine on my blood. Since that day, I've only had 1-2 cups of green tea a day as a substitute, and didn't experience the same symptoms. Fast forward to today and I drink my first venti coffee since my ER visit, and sure enough the panic attack symptoms came back. Is it normal for high amounts of caffeine to be a new trigger? Obviously I'm going to stick to tea or no caffeine moving forward, but wanted to see if this is a common occurrence despite being a daily coffee drinker before this happened. 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I want to keep this relatively short but I just feel like I need to get this out there. The past 3 weeks or so, I've been better... like MUCH better- barely any anxiety no suicidal thoughts, and just overall pretty happy. I of course have my daily stresses or annoyances but it's been nothing I can't handle. The problem is, though, that I really don't think it will last, it never does. I've had the last month off from school so I've been able to relax and not stress about grades but I'm starting again on Monday and I'm nervous for what this semester has to offer. I've had these points in my life where it feels like everything is fine and I'm gonna be okay but then it comes back 10 fold. I'm trying to prepare myself and just thinking about my anxiety coming back is giving me anxiety. I want to stay like this but I also feel like I don't know how to deal with life without my anxiety if that makes sense...? It's also been weird because my depression has been better than I can ever remember it being and like I feel like I shouldn't be so happy? Idk I guess I'm just scared what will happen when this bliss ends... I feel anxiety coming on now just thinking about it.......... I really hope I can make the best of 2018 and not let my anxiety consume me but I feel like that's just wishful thinking. Sorry, this ended up being longer than I thought but I needed to get my thoughts out to help me process them and prepare for possibly some bad anxiety coming up. 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(VENT) Ordinarily I enjoy watching the Golden Globes with my mother and celebrating the film's we've watches and the red carpet. However, ever since certain events happened, all the fun has been sucked out of these awards shows. All they are are a soapbox for celebrities to complain about the president and rub in my face how awful everything is. I just want these kind of shows to be fun again, not something that I dread watching. The red carpet won't be fun at all with everyone wearing black and protesting. I just want this political B.S. to end. Why can't things be like they used to? Life isn't fair at all!",4.258239083750894,6.498565346456694,4.52217609162491,83.20455261274161,72.70078740157479,6.822906227630638,27.29348604151754,7.686295010490155,1.6668960629921261,537,20,97,7,11,168,83,127,0.106,0.6859999999999999,0.208,0.9274,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,6,12,2,1,7,1,11,3,2,2,6,21,17,5,0,2,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,7,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,8,9,8,15,12,4,9,0,0,7,0,5,5,1,0,6,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634495586134487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905764004095456,0.0,0.284223143381913,0.2673259847767473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26303120363860005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097450471629427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009545599646867,0.14531747121661104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978037981156914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460510486660368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289890618013301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761042253732425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568985142505719,0.0,0.0,0.3508836327378446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26839945244832314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sarahismwih,2018/01/07,"anxiety is taking over my life. lately since the new year started, i haven't been able to sleep very well. i keep overthinking, and i scare myself sometimes into thinking i might have a stroke or even a heart attack. lately ive noticed my anxiety is triggered by memories. and it sucks because there are days where i feel free and ready to let go of my past but, i start remembering things and i end up getting really bad anxiety attacks. idk what to do anymore. i either just stay up listening to music or stay up watching Game grumps. i sadly get so fearful over the fact that i might have a stroke if i don't calm down. and im just extremely scared. im lost and i don't know what to do.",2.2226868131868187,4.257227807142858,3.6971428571428615,87.73708791208792,78.07142857142857,6.87912087912088,24.340659340659343,7.882392219407189,1.3371153846153845,543,19,111,9,13,179,91,140,0.272,0.69,0.038,-0.9868,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,3,3,5,0,15,5,2,1,1,23,28,11,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,4,1,1,1,3,9,1,0,2,5,17,4,14,23,1,20,0,2,1,0,2,8,1,5,9,73,22,0,0.13025817818842975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29894144934550976,0.0,0.12918111134632534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963749647410001,0.0,0.0,0.1087601378996011,0.0794041764109677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400574894132001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537008319932796,0.0,0.0,0.08603429819932115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657666439115688,0.06586244871240762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610904379082575,0.0,0.07402872446537896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435656832196473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814023697182117,0.0,0.0,0.1157794537756405,0.0,0.0,0.07158648818670722,0.0,0.2938737972868668,0.0,0.0,0.13319781245924972,0.092005203446471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219218869569367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763666850574266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580416018446974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829979921291933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434617010093868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344672439878591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755712357320552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608223201790598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775091104834154,0.0,0.130352249086905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128828668921349,0.0,0.18439481791386875,0.2776757730935532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793793916740752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653774562832624,0.08346418098843393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074766387454481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711774556971773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388199607122146 anxiety,keinthrowaway,2018/01/07,"Advice for overcoming writing anxiety? I went back to my house a whole week before school started with a plan to work on applying for internships/scholarships. I have done pretty much everything BUT do just that. After already cleaning, exercising, cooking, laundry, etc (all necessary tasks) earlier this week, i procrastinated today away by binging netflix and wasting time on social media sites. I just could not bring myself to write cover letters or start on essays. I'm not usually a cryer but i just broke down sobbing after accomplishing so much else this week only to have so much trouble with something so important to my future. I think theres something about applying for things and the possibility of job thats a bad fit, or getting a rejection that gets me so uncomfortable and restless that i cant even start. Anyone in the same boat? Any advice for overcoming this?",7.1880244755244735,8.98684781410257,7.4139860139860145,67.16737762237763,64.44871794871796,10.288111888111887,35.97668997668997,10.436869588844218,4.333764102564103,713,34,106,18,11,231,106,156,0.191,0.759,0.05,-0.9764,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,11,6,0,1,7,0,6,2,0,0,1,20,15,11,0,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,8,5,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,11,0,22,12,7,23,0,3,0,0,4,8,1,2,13,80,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876308721236092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624087080836231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000824667155219,0.0,0.11258669461375156,0.0,0.0,0.10290655727138152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827357410246985,0.11316670372150475,0.12288303738401428,0.0,0.0,0.12523310783334254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750540655268203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060874521514803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294388634365215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413643752180165,0.09720616474111136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226931179593476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537832981775929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981750877942225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604617220670596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245665531691336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193145225408936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591507953572793,0.0,0.14972752142715515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489466056871386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002400969374255,0.0,0.2266014329924073,0.0,0.0,0.3125087335404833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977749866498922,0.09430230846245988,0.0,0.0,0.08581757113792751,0.0,0.13950248877421628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208991065128978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3541591310580844,0.0,0.0,0.13643054547921335,0.0,0.16431303735706485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714346123453856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ManiaT,2018/01/07,"Terrible chest pain at the gym I was at the gym working out like I usually do when I started getting this terrible chest pain while at the gym, when I checked my heart rate it was at 200. I was running on the treadmill so I know an elevated heart rate is expected but is this normal? I couldn’t tell if that gave me anxiety but every exercise after that I was getting the chest pain and I started to shut down. Like I couldn’t think clearly all I could think about was the chest pain. 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I've been on the same medication for many years, and I've often wondered if there might be something better for me, but I'm a bit hesitant to try. Adding to the hesiation, my psychiatrist told me that if I go off one medication and then the new one I""m on doesn't work, when I go back to the old one there's a risk that it won't work as well as it did before, because of the physical damage in the brain that's done when the illness is really prevalent. Has anyone ever heard this? I don't want to miss out on some new medication that might be a big help to me, but I don't want to get worse either. 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I watched this movie last night. I actually ended up pausing it so I could explain to my husband how this is an accurate way of describing my anxiety. Any situation I'm in, the entire time I'm thinking something crazy like that is going to happen. And it's not ""what if this happens"", it's ""this is 100% going to happen"" which leads to panic as bad as if it actually did happen. What's funny is if something bad does actually happen, I usually handle it pretty well. It's just the anxiety of it maybe happening that gets me. Good movie either way.",2.6827272727272726,4.912909655172417,5.002037617554863,77.98308777429467,77.44827586206897,7.666457680250784,26.062695924764892,8.575989854853784,2.200958620689656,464,18,84,10,11,162,70,116,0.13,0.76,0.11,-0.3612,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,12,21,8,0,4,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,1,0,2,2,7,3,10,18,1,12,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,6,54,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.3736440316539621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679245703955897,0.0,0.1952724823073226,0.0,0.0,0.08924153494790009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313065301154252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190179443846438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116894618301802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304188117602113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668116173844454,0.0,0.14506960630633445,0.10704959446696784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.677174231540715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403510148018842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062353341567638686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822101751369336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197716680938804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974575419950426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984511570886936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346093924799508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651089529996354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177984940383079,0.0,0.0,0.07442180534377958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056589598991334,0.0,0.0,0.20261276058192967,0.0,0.0,0.11475427520860647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwweiwei,2018/01/07,"How to respond to my depressed friend‘s neediness? My (f) girlfriend is a lovely outgoing person but lacks self esteem. She’s having boy troubles (unrequited love), suffers from anorexia, and was in a car accident 2.5 years ago which also damaged her self esteem and vitality. I only became her friend two years ago and didn’t realize was an anxious person she was. We clicked really well. She was going through a hard time post-accident, a hard time last year (not sure why) and now a hard time because of her break up. I’m starting to see that her sadness and anxiety is not temporary but quite constant. I have been a very supportive friend to her these past two years, but I’m finding she leans on me a lot. She reaches out to me when feeling sad and wants my support and advice in return. I find it very draining to constantly hear about her problems. Furthermore, I have a lot of stable relationships and a newborn baby. I don’t have the energy/time for her! Problem is I’m not sure whether to confront her or step back a bit. She is a lovely person with so much potential but I don’t owe it to her to help her through her internal struggles. Looking for advice from those who can see themselves in her shoes better than I can. TL;DR Realizing my friend of two years is anxious, depressed and needy. She’s always telling me about her problems and wanting to hang out. I’ve tried to be supportive but it’s draining!",3.718598901098902,5.8928854065934075,4.579583333333332,82.48937500000002,74.05494505494505,7.333882783882784,30.42261904761905,8.212053250817874,2.388584981684981,1128,52,205,19,24,364,148,273,0.192,0.632,0.177,-0.6014,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,2,9,27,1,1,13,0,20,4,1,1,2,40,39,21,0,6,10,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,8,14,0,0,5,0,1,4,6,12,1,3,6,9,35,15,31,32,5,31,0,6,4,3,42,7,0,3,19,141,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17016066309263822,0.15435831702899988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962701210772576,0.07244626478853201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660559928577924,0.19672062192641235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694872912315163,0.0,0.053074902465602286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700320351463312,0.09505401816390532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817581251034526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998041914753135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044023415386422064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915432391451448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906930669087603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04948187246874123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339833245774779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981302218781832,0.0,0.05835880908570777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097078092077866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311389342842822,0.0,0.0,0.14804157196810422,0.2357426231252683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400386196052163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621796191715007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311478247593704,0.0,0.2280692089525745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338559590065596,0.0,0.0,0.2499325147671213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260589144989413,0.0,0.0,0.05577700013683173,0.0,0.0,0.09347678828818218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876138321061482,0.0,0.18165860080325055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061626084535455775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910207622670855,0.0,0.0,0.2964059419229568,0.16411820571921282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609991873337689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523074491484405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911240732869865,0.0,0.25515382402227743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367788639282508,0.10270810120926188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828319874425907,0.0,0.07856393275308114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803397101594505 anxiety,Syflan,2018/01/07,"I come home shaking after working Knowing that I have to spend the majority of each day from morning to early evening working is ruining me. While I'm working my legs are in excruciating pain from standing all day, I barely have time to eat, drink or use the bathroom while working. I come home exhausted every day and I will be trembling as i lie back down into bed. I've got no time to feed myself a proper diet, nor to focus on hobbies or learning. Having a job literally stops you from being able to enjoy having a life and/or freedom. I can't think of anything that is worth the few hundred dollars I earn per week from living this life. Which is fine because it goes straight to paying rent, power, internet and food. I really think I will be happier living at home and running a small online business combined with crypto investments to earn money. Idk how to escape the current situation I'm in.",6.8495375722543335,6.993992364161851,7.526942196531793,71.91133815028905,64.66473988439306,9.232138728323699,35.797109826589605,8.841846274778883,3.2480224277456653,721,32,121,10,10,240,117,173,0.12,0.778,0.101,-0.34,4,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,7,3,7,0,2,8,0,14,10,1,2,1,18,23,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,0,5,8,5,1,4,1,7,4,3,5,0,0,1,0,14,2,24,17,4,26,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,13,80,19,9,0.14674220260575846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075632949856438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128356959482283,0.0,0.08945268469658818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528108282045219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839097430035443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375149321364966,0.0,0.1501539074967324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692184086242983,0.0,0.1236366346346536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774412538677492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736314457914747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415831815243408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456189933929035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064567691198994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20729671476589567,0.0,0.0,0.2591521066853283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614404966707815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400681253809526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494438398614628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268305205928967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880529564786492,0.0,0.0,0.17113311681790294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673814809511705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770774357712699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4273202847527607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lildoxie,2018/01/07,"A big step!! So being in the dark or being alone are two of the biggest triggers for my anxiety. Tonight I went to the ATM by myself (in the dark!), and I'm sooo proud of myself. Sometimes I feel ridiculous being 22 and scared of the dark, but tonight made me feel a little better. Just wanted to share :) ",2.6606557377049214,4.2331121147541,3.676196721311477,90.43560655737707,75.39344262295083,5.5357377049180325,23.67540983606557,5.6839178017228535,0.3972990163934429,233,7,48,1,5,75,42,61,0.095,0.713,0.191,0.862,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,7,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,10,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,2,6,3,9,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,34,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359433423375982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24813761752978936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28687365127217057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280164288482985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250980008997721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30692111569060765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247450091122464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32080434860069085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168565539805444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131832614946612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30068873262193313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway117296,2018/01/07,"I used the ""flooding"" technique for panic attacks and I fainted ... three times. I have social anxiety in certain settings. I had no idea it was called flooding but it's basically what I vowed to do from 19yrs old. Put yourself out there. Force it. Over and over until you get used to it. Disregard the consequences. Of course I assumed the consequence would be having a panic attack in public which I was getting the hang of hiding. I never imagined how intense and embarrassing it would be. I was out living life. Socializing. Traveling. It was uncomfortable and I rarely had fun but thought once I got used to it, I'd be set. Then I felt a bit sick one day at a casino. I held it down. Forced myself to stay. Suddenly the room was spinning. I had enough and tried to stumble away. My vision went, my ears were plugged , and my legs just went completely paralyzed. I couldn't breathe, and I lost consciousness. I woke up to people freaking out saying I turned blue and had a seizure. I was still freaking out. It was chaotic. The hospital couldn't find anything. Doctor after doctor. Test after test until they gave up and told me it's anxiety. With my overall anxiety at an all time high I stumbled back into the world to try to take it on again, twitching from stress. And it happened again. This time I landed in snow and couldn't get up, and was alone. So I got violently sick from laying there for 10 minutes. Then it happened again months later. Back to the doc and he puts me on lexapro which made my already severe anxiety completely debilitating. I would be frozen on the floor daily in absolute terror unable to speak. He got upset that I stopped it a week into it but I was going to lose my job. I even tried cbt and it didn't work. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried to tough this out and went as deep into it as I could into the fear and it knocked me into unconsciousness. I can't fight this.",2.0597992545609074,4.592488278820376,3.301212319361799,87.59829464460867,81.76139410187669,5.998273720002617,23.84286928660171,7.313800181584829,1.148739540966456,1500,55,291,22,41,485,195,373,0.245,0.732,0.023,-0.9981,2,1,0,0,1,0,49.0,0,1,1,3,12,18,4,7,16,0,32,10,3,5,3,57,58,27,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,3,7,3,1,0,26,27,0,3,8,2,1,8,8,16,0,2,29,5,42,2,53,18,3,66,0,2,1,0,13,32,0,1,23,208,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624625260926538,0.1025492860188188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28436123368247523,0.0,0.09216043878660456,0.0,0.0,0.07647251746119595,0.0,0.0,0.21143994281538586,0.08730970442901011,0.14291308396798647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145422517553848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948907359448301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486824187769225,0.0,0.0,0.07419611723728547,0.0,0.0,0.059931414138972884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902332114206458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602033340523873,0.0,0.06137862254095375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457078101728344,0.0,0.0,0.08922625981162287,0.0,0.08493527642482747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565445057550008,0.0,0.052813601450225074,0.0,0.22297104823568906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435333303119387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981844218532531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049053492854448,0.0,0.0,0.09221753477570696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051071260292781896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656383880886839,0.0,0.0,0.08205786846077948,0.0,0.0,0.10396360194368204,0.10144280665840216,0.0,0.0,0.08793151555356696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417491368091571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167245046876218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975131855107346,0.09896618197860868,0.06297098715898751,0.0,0.0,0.2180639427518914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442515698518153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683830310359087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390074364360114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498313832025293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945849962493505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099049779112461,0.07421309185093626,0.07769267151258004,0.10644967251281726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987092271815183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737751188926059,0.16256266216092907,0.0,0.0,0.08879748922033437,0.0,0.25237033003498005,0.1010798929849819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407820430643025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454191025346488,0.0,0.0,0.2584378977298592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765330246657426,0.0,0.0,0.1980419455279566,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ShijoKarasuma,2018/01/07,"Back and forth about my travels... could someone help me think straight? So I'm 20, in college, and going to [Country] in about a week. On the whole I'm pretty excited! I'll be doing this super cool program for a week, meeting people, seeing cool stuff. I have this eyes bigger than my stomach thing where like I love the idea of chilling in whatever country I'm going to for as long as possible, but then I realize that after a couple days of taking in the sights I'll be exhausted and lonely and this will just make me anxious and sad. My first ever trip abroad was last year for a week, and I bumped up my flight a couple days because I was just getting anxious and lonely going on adventures by myself. I did the same thing when I went on my second trip, for a couple weeks, in the summer. When this happens I feel like such a stupid flake, and I should have just toughed it out, and I'm sacrificing awesome experiences because I'm being a weenie. So when I first got in to this event next week I decided to be ambitious. I found an awesome deal on a flight and booked it immediately, giving myself a full extra week to travel the country sightseeing. In principle that sounds awesome, but now that I have time to actually think about what I'm going to do there I feel more and more like I don't want to be alone running around [Country] for that long. I could cough up another $200 to bump my flight up a few days, taking the extra time off my hands and putting me back home where I have my friends and my space and can get over the jetlag and ready for school. If I'm being honest this is what I want to do. I just feel so STUPID. I'm doing it AGAIN! I guess this time I'm anticipating it ahead of time... and I will *definitely* be learning a lesson from this, because after several times I finally understand that I get so anxious because it's just too lonely and overwhelming to do for too long. It'll still be overall cheaper than expected. I'm just beating myself up. I'm so embarrassed and ashamed of myself. I feel like I must be doing something very wrong to be throwing away time in an exciting new place... Does anyone have some advice or input? Thank you so much in advance. <3",5.241522070015222,5.545694324200916,6.0120091324200935,80.8530060882801,68.08675799086758,8.680669710806697,29.92085235920852,8.515128840125781,2.1285199391172003,1726,60,341,24,27,567,200,438,0.127,0.7120000000000001,0.16,0.9304,0,7,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,0,8,31,26,2,3,22,2,34,6,3,1,2,55,73,34,0,8,10,0,5,4,1,5,2,1,1,0,24,20,0,0,13,3,0,13,1,12,0,3,6,11,42,14,57,50,10,82,0,5,3,1,7,29,0,4,44,241,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.07948907755025235,0.0,0.0,0.0795976318714471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436360787634255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541347298503253,0.0,0.2760654905963071,0.0,0.05695576557807944,0.0,0.0,0.07251290142889066,0.0,0.0,0.07653037358401311,0.12526891228919768,0.0,0.19861871580836568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007160218414388,0.27038776753400223,0.0,0.15759669134613985,0.0839773181090165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128248980987839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736814038422757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967936935397457,0.0,0.0,0.1647459311906655,0.17457604667130386,0.0,0.08923081020492249,0.0,0.13857246601741732,0.0,0.08931204313413238,0.06293252280706597,0.0,0.1276718274287666,0.07813979314559713,0.18517275602916514,0.0,0.06514761725321061,0.0,0.0897327097320098,0.0,0.07203106492521656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054598082983859736,0.0,0.08170677486690928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195364506478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639732110453514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918069125142995,0.0,0.0,0.21625736912937465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351700912495336,0.0,0.0543723563671065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059879360483109524,0.0,0.0,0.07867048645484716,0.0866291313125437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056471171956532236,0.0,0.08510393856865224,0.0,0.0,0.09182913729185006,0.0,0.08286979797120783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188554313539673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824375839801468,0.06490969944538942,0.0,0.0,0.092021830198769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690172062584182,0.06270862829050096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650506800053913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932473640305621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248919758118335,0.0,0.0,0.0749935254713117,0.0,0.0,0.10823118305950387,0.10438713171786,0.0,0.0,0.2849850734772135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847983251722974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720953774690874,0.09608944255017836,0.0,0.39203341323887175,0.0,0.0,0.07551031121866683,0.0,0.0909424538657055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890590930587881,0.0,0.052454842717842065 anxiety,tiffany_twisted1,2018/01/07,"What are my options for prescriptions if i dont want to be on SSRIs? tried them one i hated it, doc prescribed me ativan for 1 week to test ?... what are others i should try ?",1.84,3.2930430000000044,3.512222222222224,91.255,77.33333333333334,5.911111111111111,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.1155666666666666,132,3,29,1,3,44,30,36,0.166,0.8340000000000001,0.0,-0.7151,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,5,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,22,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933832655402722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156287753495331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852656946564813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716330706897528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830382457821315,0.0,0.3376832850942661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,justynebean,2018/01/07,"I thought I lost me for so many years until I met a man who tried to take me away from me, and I've never felt stronger. So much of my anxiety has dissipated because of a bad relationship. I am so worthy of love. Who knew? I messed up... message in title ... sorry guys and gals. 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I always feel like I'm forgetting something, or like I'm supposed to do something. It's the same feeling of not doing an assignment you were supposed to do, or forgetting an important object when going out, except nothing's actually going on.",8.250512820512817,8.725418923076923,9.09692307692308,60.714743589743605,61.69230769230769,11.548717948717947,44.256410256410255,11.20814326018867,5.735441025641028,232,14,32,6,3,79,36,52,0.0,0.807,0.193,0.7783,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,12,3,0,0,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,2,7,11,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,24,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.2920910139373893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490564030094543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234562274122023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4540322478876352,0.21383270948626185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402184282988195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924631341802323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28720351968947105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608589603625897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,achodeisstilladick,2018/01/07,It's funny cause I'll still get anxiety or have a panic attack. And be overthinking work. But every time I wake up and end up doing a good job everybody tells me. Idk why I was worrying the night before lol. What I really want to work on now is losing about 20 lbs. getting skinnier and much more leaner than I even got to. And tone up a bit. Gotta cut down the alcohol. And I want to get off of pills too. Then I feel like I would have a girlfriend which is what i really want more than anything now ,1.1548113207547177,2.9858869339622665,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,80.60377358490567,6.881509433962264,19.090566037735847,7.908726449838941,0.5925086792452832,389,9,87,7,10,132,74,106,0.152,0.703,0.145,-0.183,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,6,2,1,6,1,8,3,1,1,0,13,17,8,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,2,13,12,4,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,8,56,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970176761400467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102981561433514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170710715313865,0.0,0.0,0.20972856083509925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568711308839618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012661217496078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938168293728175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328235776571598,0.0,0.0,0.12176365543945175,0.0,0.15532565668779982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321459789021028,0.13170207704367032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889510647011379,0.0,0.0,0.15462685157559133,0.14744422279504366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294226336559885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006573952782683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624425380136774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355209313884957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300313968987618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21629894652077872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362029657917249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722483123834162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113296212808745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749792660289847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262091640409572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635023284701064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684228830773939,0.18721978555503807,0.0,0.13095933741282076,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fuckyouimmillwalll,2018/01/07,"making strides towards overcoming my fear of abandonment I'd say for atleast 5 years of my life, I've convinced myself that I have no friends and any form of social contact was because of pity. I convinced myself I was only invited to hang out with people because they were just being nice. For so long, I've kept to myself because I was so afraid that if I tried to make plans with people that they would eventually disconnect me from their life. I've only recently learned otherwise when I was drinking with a few friends, and one brought up how I never talked to anyone and told me I could hang out with him whenever. Not entirely sure if he said that because I said something emotional, I was too drunk. But it made something in me snap. I realized that I was lying to myself for so long. I always told myself that I was just that guy that tagged along sometimes, but that's only true because I never talked to anyone, they just talked to me. So I've been more active socially. I've been hanging out with people more often, and honestly it feels like I've been released from jail (I've never been in jail or anything legal related). 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It was starting to clump and “mat”. I’ve been feeling anxious because of the holidays and also moving out of my house soon. Sorry that there’s no photos. I didn’t feel well enough to maintain myself. The more time I put off on maintaining my hygiene the more I avoided it, making my hygiene worse. Finally as I was voice chatting friends, at 3 am. I finally took the time and energy to do it. I thank my friends for helping me through it all. To anyone else who neglects themselves because of their anxiety, I just want to say it’s never too late to start. And any little self maintaining is good. Febreezing myself made me feel better than not doing anything. Rinsing your teeth with just water has improved my insecurity. Thank you for reading, I just felt like sharing ",3.6817564870259503,5.941277095808385,4.4382275449101805,83.07239121756491,74.44910179640719,6.609021956087824,29.69620758483034,7.554174236665415,2.028469381237526,693,31,123,9,15,222,110,167,0.104,0.693,0.203,0.9452,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,1,8,12,0,2,5,0,10,4,3,2,2,22,22,7,0,1,4,0,6,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,8,7,1,2,4,3,0,3,4,3,1,1,8,8,24,9,20,14,4,21,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,0,14,88,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031660133473427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380906054439077,0.0,0.10552949380769244,0.15584145984751396,0.0,0.09645613041218798,0.14134356101821308,0.1135190750633922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818308524050776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200339274186126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523747221735547,0.0,0.0,0.14253668896113225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925126976855246,0.0,0.13245127558826605,0.4533443758619435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315586105939724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570385527888832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246333113242332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15917294492618414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561083853840604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739420214359929,0.13825967950517226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052930184531028,0.09208105699806543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202168275220483,0.1466164083681708,0.0,0.0,0.10639365035771416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347682612572927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386753833852514,0.0,0.0,0.13798487486097982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970142403348132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390937394263267,0.0,0.0,0.11411163415254888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442098190799336,0.1952799637301732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540071299020365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608766448479601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326479746168195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136503572363167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403140915650412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058033282641946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mirrorteru,2018/01/07,"So, my dog died on New Years and I've been freaking out about Rabies We had an old dog, like, 14? He mainly was outdoors, but we brought him indoors like late November/early December, I'm awful with time. We had a cold front blow through, which seemed to affect him a lot making him unable to move a lot. He started sleeping a lot more, then on the past Thursday he just collapsed on his front legs, and stays like that... the whole time We fed and gave him water, which he did accept the whole time, had fine eating--- but I scratched the inside of my nose at a similar time, which is when I started to get paranoid about Rabies I've pretty much been anxious about it ever since. For a while he couldn't move his front legs, though his back legs were fine, as was his temperature. Still could eat fine and drink fine too. His back legs still worked, his front legs started moving when we started giving him pain meds(via a vets advice, I started talking with one that Friday night... Saturday morning? Ungodly early.). Never had that mouth hanging salivating/foaming thing either. Unfortunately, despite the pain meds seeming to do well, and him eating fine earlier in the day, he bloated and fell into a coma-- dying later that day, which was--- as mentioned, New Years. I did bring up my paranoias with the vet, and while he worded it better than anything on google did (like paralysis being being all the way through, also lasting a day to a week before death), and outright stated it wouldn't be a worry, and shouldn't even be a consideration with everything I told him and showed him, my anxiety is still eating me up alive about /what if/ I have kind of gotten a little better with it, but it keeps coming back and I keep thinking what if, what if, what if, what if that's wrong and I die, what if that's wrong and my mom dies, since she did get bitten during that-- but only because she had stuck her hand in his mouth for fear of him accidentally swallowing something Technically I know better, technically I do. But I can't get that fear out of my head, and my brain also keeps punctuating it with that one... jem song that's counting down until the singers life ends and it's just I want relief from this, I don't know what to do--- I keep attempting to ignore or distract but then I remember, or fear if I let my guard down it'd just happen or something. I swear, knock on wood, if I get an ill-timed cold or flu I'd probably have a panic attack, like I did... it was either New Year's Eve or the night before, which was out of essentially feeling the symptoms of anxiety leading to a panic attack feeding into itself due to this fear I absolutely hate this. I can't even properly grieve my dogs death because of this stupid paranoia of mine. I don't know what to do.",4.364034195933455,5.7701074343807806,4.887337800369687,84.11230060073937,70.77449168207023,7.258428835489835,26.27915896487985,7.6454224807358475,1.384050979667283,2186,69,422,25,40,697,255,541,0.193,0.696,0.111,-0.9955,1,0,3,0,0,0,89.0,5,0,0,6,24,35,4,7,28,1,40,27,12,3,3,87,74,47,7,13,24,1,3,5,0,2,6,1,0,0,38,32,9,6,10,3,0,13,8,18,1,2,24,7,57,17,54,40,11,81,0,1,0,0,37,18,0,18,52,288,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338962173804306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103752063021899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924981879184698,0.07328395168041257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338198461366295,0.0,0.0,0.14759660265940697,0.0,0.14964168114397391,0.0,0.07908756183552072,0.0,0.1103981540788652,0.0,0.0,0.17211512419010974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241569809050033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055879239611790366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179293320327896,0.0,0.0,0.12550617922569748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26929676059922425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354731077689264,0.0,0.2655103417918059,0.0,0.0,0.05745502945444391,0.0,0.0,0.0856912468129901,0.058678081355901225,0.0,0.0,0.05830042916041605,0.0,0.0,0.2919844152449087,0.03279991507135555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556632539662836,0.062228634366761126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057363791505407866,0.0,0.0,0.06404509732142391,0.06657471379075783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306355943388139,0.0,0.06755149221649336,0.106951568550089,0.05287721468941923,0.07317550274205127,0.0,0.0,0.06633335112441235,0.04581917189784854,0.1584595478720509,0.0650161752984118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654489188865192,0.0,0.0,0.04330082468638522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205527376184717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597425106736908,0.0,0.2068377015382548,0.04768646907825688,0.0,0.0500312762697841,0.1879537969059659,0.0,0.12175106511942065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806951753882914,0.0,0.08791436137391331,0.049336097801958856,0.13805121920242008,0.1522205155948072,0.0,0.0,0.06192517737335169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599549538592839,0.06994017913934124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348437867089039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181093212353233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732126728780396,0.0,0.06491624260859304,0.0,0.0,0.09987925855548783,0.0,0.0,0.2295744572746799,0.06914214361062589,0.15541434722595354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742413914874923,0.0,0.0521395622569183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309634340304976,0.04156568881723267,0.06373385094024724,0.0,0.1513034628792702,0.0,0.0,0.061985486559888364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0382616497065674,0.05149030609705706,0.05203431557281541,0.0,0.058325376343192216,0.0,0.0,0.14484872514264913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722569193784814,0.0658780191608548,0.0,0.0,0.14184899948901258,0.0,0.12532129009501272 anxiety,Welcometomelancholy,2018/01/07,"Having a particularly bad day. I’m delivering pizza right now. I’m stressed about having to move out of my apartment. It’s dark out so the addresses are difficult to read from my car, and all the clutter in my car is moving around with each turn. My music is distracting and I’m worried my customers can see the panic in my face. I feel like something bad might happen and I can’t stop it. I just wanted to park and vent on reddit, so here we are...",0.772687747035576,3.1584076521739166,2.9348616600790542,88.91764822134388,86.6086956521739,5.519367588932806,20.3201581027668,6.980632752743323,0.5311173913043485,352,11,73,5,11,119,64,92,0.226,0.748,0.025,-0.9577,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,4,0,9,2,1,0,1,16,17,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,10,1,1,1,1,0,4,1,6,0,0,0,2,10,1,13,16,2,15,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,1,4,49,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740991962677715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703141157182893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301432140135062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121265333282823,0.1584225825705355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19609816263472205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833881573782847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352481492012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471383221259785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601829711747495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218160829371996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893784743411869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671087900238533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707186587047952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539800626870545,0.25402083192154545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412069281236565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079747711801587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252040560157319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iloveslater,2018/01/07,Bedtime Routine Tips? My anxiety has been getting progressively worse the past few weeks and it's preventing me from falling asleep at night as millions of thoughts flood my mind about everything from work to finances to health to that one thing I said 5 years ago that I regret. Anyone have any bedtime routine tips that get you focused and ready to sleep instead of lay awake worrying for hours?,6.965,8.60385327777778,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,64.83333333333333,8.537777777777778,36.62222222222222,8.841846274778883,3.2607355555555566,324,16,55,5,5,95,59,72,0.16699999999999998,0.768,0.065,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,6,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,6,0,12,4,1,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22004640391411925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880912096315845,0.0,0.18990000520188371,0.0,0.0,0.17357251519094166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230986803926442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25938632645780474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26386346095564783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444626428816863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250647786798416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329528474807868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821126613077356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696953099712995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361294613403569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24841546229747336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491709377495814,0.0,0.0,0.1970718058864416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991200975122752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071890213660768,0.25209589969274165,0.252973884094132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985596703110996 anxiety,ItsReyn,2018/01/07,"Anyone else start to tremble or have their head shake? I never thought anxiety was this big a thing, but does anyone have their head start to shake or tremble. It happens when someone is talking to me and staring or when I think people are looking at me.",4.111734693877551,6.023293591836738,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,72.26530612244899,5.716326530612244,30.617346938775512,5.985473137389443,1.4811591836734697,202,9,37,1,4,62,35,49,0.152,0.8220000000000001,0.025,-0.6532,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,5,2,2,0,1,8,11,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,4,9,0,9,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,5,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18730940536619128,0.0,0.0,0.3424093071905505,0.25087752638051225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142696854557931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454056603616935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21651984471554045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025730103839985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561214145564985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18884323864528232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974800241572552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074604172142636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466118576564597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968009719570216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266730870737958,0.1568898472715712,0.0,0.1943833689514016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vriano,2018/01/07,"Possibility of a relationship gives me extreme anxiety As it turns out a girl at work says she likes me right, and I like her back, but the problem is I cant muster up the courage to talk to her. Her friend is the one who told me originally. I never been in a relationship before (social anxiety too extreme) and never put in the thought because I always figured it was impossible for me. If I talk to her there is a huge chance of her agreeing to go out with me but thats where the anxiety kicks in. How do I talk to her, and even if I do, I am like the most boring person ever to hang out with because nothing comes up in my mind for conversation. Im in a weird place because Im not afraid of rejection but of the huge wave of expectations when she agrees to befriend me and I know I can never live up to any expectations of a normal boyfriend. What do you think I should do?",4.621683316683316,4.605775983516487,6.09899100899101,80.80509990009993,69.38461538461539,9.255544455544458,30.281718281718287,9.095868883498916,2.2537626373626374,687,25,150,12,11,235,100,182,0.075,0.752,0.172,0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,13,0,13,0,0,2,4,33,21,12,0,7,6,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,5,10,0,0,4,0,0,4,5,5,0,1,4,1,27,5,31,16,1,28,0,1,0,0,23,17,0,3,10,112,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421739497118436,0.0,0.0,0.09334647527829863,0.0,0.3150273404621624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555008542398016,0.0,0.2510306272793675,0.0,0.11680436731858244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824362977004108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066376111308518,0.12416613711399845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106052380224989,0.0,0.0,0.13167930799126354,0.07801217341119057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29654449165936625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543852160969368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011856164358844,0.0,0.12120954618382145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860084870085235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317607026290964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344928154180239,0.1317116823703641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301587915284752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985651708310625,0.14341511906961793,0.0,0.0,0.1547482628920535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134627363064316,0.0,0.13799155616481634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294747431899047,0.0,0.11722552943603208,0.0,0.10916047135649336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992673214014864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309907832699761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879553471698382,0.0,0.10897490817598177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116479348721874,0.0,0.0,0.14930741179165294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993223372271323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,YourWorstThought,2018/01/07,"Nervous while reading aloud during class. Any suggestions? Hey, I'm 16 years old and get really nervous in class when I have to read. I recently had to read and it got so bad that I literally couldn't read anymore. I could read about 2 words before I had to stop! A classmate later told me I sounded dyslexic, which I am definitely not. Is there any way to help this and prevent it from happening again? It is really embarrassing for me and I didn't use to have it. It only started around a year ago and I have no idea why. Can anybody help? Thanks Edit: By reading, I mean reading aloud from a page.",1.593634615384616,3.97432499166667,3.3500000000000014,87.48576923076925,82.41666666666666,6.35897435897436,24.23076923076923,7.61054688173877,1.3151346153846148,469,18,95,8,13,156,77,120,0.141,0.759,0.1,-0.7192,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,15,21,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,1,12,1,12,14,1,14,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,11,59,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406751363256754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967128009955192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642869109266905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451038524866033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802362254618384,0.0,0.0,0.0998982703705374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373389415058833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133635811491025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389505099092092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381593063943152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573807301608839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252966963628315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788239905846527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319095593261915,0.0,0.0,0.08928755880694385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8220184187380486,0.0,0.15041816557336346,0.0,0.11591777664093893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309592273295409,0.0,0.0,0.09815118255510263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808562454017794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218018900905688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013954160870384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318620520178196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593472771892616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120277116412234 anxiety,driftingjoanna,2018/01/07,"Where do you draw the line between putting others first and taking care of yourself? It's just something that keeps popping up in my life. I joined a sorority to help ease my social anxiety, and I met some of my best friends there. But now I get anxious over trying to keep them happy and wanting me around, fearing that I'll get kicked out because I'm not doing enough. It's a service based sorority, so we do a lot that involves putting others and/or the group first. When I rushed and for my first semester as a sister, I did a lot of putting myself first and trying to take care of myself because rushing is a busy schedule and marching band in the fall takes over my life. I started going to therapy around that time too, so I spent those 2 semesters trying to take care of myself, and failing. This year I want to take better care of myself and build better relationships with my sorority sisters. But what's that balance between putting them first because I genuinely love them like sisters, and putting them on the backburner when classes and life get busy? I want to believe that they love me too, like they say, but I still feel like I have to work for and earn that love. We don't get to hangout much outside of sorority events, and part of me wants to think it's because I'm not doing enough with the sorority or with caring for them, even though it's more likely due to them knowing each other longer than they've known me. I don't want another semester of putting my classes and myself on the backburner because of sorority stuff. But I also don't want to put my best friends back there just to take care myself, and end up neglecting everyone and everything just to put myself first.",10.616125874125876,7.194478775757577,9.363939393939397,73.14052447552449,59.72727272727273,12.335664335664337,42.354312354312356,9.851270322608157,4.069186480186478,1356,56,258,18,13,421,151,330,0.032,0.779,0.189,0.9935,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,8,13,20,23,0,1,12,0,10,6,0,0,0,50,46,27,0,6,10,3,1,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,18,24,0,3,4,2,1,12,5,3,0,6,3,2,44,20,45,43,11,43,0,2,0,3,27,12,0,4,23,186,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051399028362032584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739575734756595,0.049168605446736936,0.07261010145134765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144330452439481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049421905706349925,0.0,0.1959008676776831,0.0,0.0,0.07241356757578075,0.13490092176336824,0.1136883436931751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931831335972532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569267270925892,0.13282220862322214,0.0,0.04245165538914791,0.0,0.0,0.06141552637953083,0.057764353298736915,0.0,0.0,0.07232490036018308,0.032498317930681024,0.045916584620548526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280230612938633,0.0,0.0,0.09931419220287224,0.0,0.13431978509241024,0.0,0.03652777980034999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841971510790881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04308078133138657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425744326850455,0.0,0.0,0.03532271420382646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619358578375138,0.1256020024367717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928507092298688,0.17402645044438345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047247989201355416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960130556907752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168962696453213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900505920004679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111240318348092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551814462157671,0.0,0.04948043146080607,0.0,0.0,0.045492701338069375,0.0,0.05132843439940405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357711260148825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899514075253482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350168182712226,0.0,0.0,0.04118348987341917,0.06314781444698381,0.0,0.037478054668483515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091127461285998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745898957566785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467914489337475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138965116353386 anxiety,Pinkisacoloryes,2018/01/07,What are you doing to ease anxiety? Meditation/hobbies/apps/music? What do you do to ease anxiety? Does meditation help you? I'm trying to compile a list of other activities people do to help with anxiety. Any help is appreciated. Thanks!,2.4530564784053155,5.363399023255817,5.740598006644517,64.846511627907,93.65116279069768,8.9687707641196,27.07308970099668,8.841846274778883,3.811388039867112,190,9,29,7,7,69,29,43,0.095,0.522,0.383,0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936805343356026,0.0,0.6536365026009742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24923910884405026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727063231286668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745136023397872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221473895477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933672624172518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AdaminPhilly,2018/01/07,Its Saturday night and I am alone watching playoff football and being really anxious about my job. My job makes me anxious. I am on the phone all day and I dont like it but I like the company I work for. My doctor just prescribed more anti anxiety meds. Please talk to me. I live near Philadelphia if anyone wants to meet up.,1.1826538461538476,3.7152516307692345,3.1910576923076945,86.65581730769233,86.53846153846153,6.3269230769230775,23.509615384615394,7.6454224807358475,1.4519615384615383,256,10,50,5,8,86,49,65,0.219,0.737,0.043,-0.8368,2,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,9,6,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,11,2,7,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,34,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235635923959122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651306342239543,0.4877157688238816,0.0,0.15093280006420354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921043031846944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093961575246032,0.0,0.0,0.252983746311958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284111390819452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21091444564815506,0.0,0.1906064013933052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408676468979945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397693658348905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256793257000308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694705507415145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13828404077840215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349833155265235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731852933154705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571470569173988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Uberskinny,2018/01/07,"Not a new idea, but I'm up till midnight most nights anyway so if anyone needs to chat I will be here probably. I like hockey, computers, gaming of every kind, music, dogs, and I love helping people. I have had anxiety all my life and I've seen a few doctors and therapists so hopefully I'll be able to help. Although I'm not really here to be a therapist I guess lol, I'm just here to talk to, vent to, or just take your mind off something. I'm not saying I can't be a therapist it's just my help there will be limited, just so you're warned ;). I can talk on Reddit or Twitter. Don't need any personal info, but that's up to you what you want to tell me. Again, this is not an original idea I'm sure. I sit there and play video games pretty much all day so I would love to have someone to talk to or maybe help to make me feel like I deserve a spot on this earth :) Edit: sorry for the late responses, Reddit just decided to stop giving me notifications lol",0.9210891089108912,2.8680269009901025,3.2450396039603966,89.78647029702972,81.97029702970299,6.812277227722772,20.4960396039604,7.908726449838941,0.8321358415841589,742,21,165,14,20,255,120,202,0.06,0.653,0.287,0.9956,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,1,16,8,0,0,7,2,15,4,0,2,3,39,32,16,0,6,15,0,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,1,5,4,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,3,18,8,21,22,5,14,0,0,1,2,19,5,0,7,10,102,23,3,0.12525305008459686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851763691676279,0.0,0.09581824048204243,0.0,0.0,0.08757984489762212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077785537826476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282018041877557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553109681602647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333170555583698,0.08948080400717875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201541388227344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798035582191126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33581791700289365,0.0,0.0,0.12440454038018818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282790895383709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043177720446344,0.0,0.0,0.1412908961342748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846993344751054,0.1223846269907922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260915358138391,0.0,0.08360738353734191,0.0,0.1258335239641549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646987495450626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207540361283248,0.18574709912418735,0.0,0.1209701762728606,0.0,0.11754150263008613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868346940988799,0.10936613209851052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12742738122036484,0.1350439725877068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802403111718407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960625271658803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612650287516832,0.09642591726549317,0.0,0.14021053495145902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471715833104446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804951739577213,0.0,0.09417470572920324,0.3020209714703611,0.1094766865255942,0.0,0.0,0.4362853350786264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738774941345224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088976173094529,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tearful_Turtle,2018/01/07,"I [22F] am really struggling My anxiety has been terrible lately. I'm trying to get in with a new counselor but honestly it's just so hard to wait. I moved away from home a few months ago for a job. My grandpa was diagnosed with cancer. I was able to visit him a couple times but wanted to stay when he got the official diagnosis (I was boarding the plane in an hour) but my family said no you'll have plenty of time to see him. They were optimistic and thought he would live for the holidays. Within 5 days he took a steep turn for the worse. I visited home again but he wasn't really himself. Went back to my current state and he died. I was informed via text. I was able to talk to my aunt for a little bit but not long. I had to sleep through the night alone because the rest of the family was grieving together. I started feeling really alone. I feel like I want to be home with my loved ones. I'm struggling here. I feel so alone and my anxiety is so bad when I'm alone for so long. I am moving back to my home state in July but it's still so hard. I've been alone for a week (since I was home for the holidays) and it feels like a year. I can't get motivated to get out of bed and do stuff unless it's for my dog. I've been texting and calling my boyfriend crying just about every day. Every day there's a new worry. Every day I feel like I've done something horribly wrong that will ruin my future. I don't know if I can take another 6 months here. We have visits scheduled but just one week has been way too much. What can I do? I don't want to leave my job. I like my company. But right now I'm so overwhelmed I feel like I can't do anything but cry. 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I have general anxiety. Some seasons I experience no anxiety whatsoever and other seasons anxiety seems to get its grip ever so tightly. Most of the time my anxiety doesn’t manifest in my thoughts but moreso my body. I get internal tremors which seem to be the worst when I’m idle. Is this common? I get hyper aware of my heart beat and have muscle tension in my limbs it feels like. Also do many of you use lexapro? I’ve been on 10mg for 6 months and it’s been great! But the last 3 weeks have been really difficult as my wife and children are in the Philippines and I’m home working and occasionally worried about them. We’re up to 20mg today and I’m slightly shaky. Just here for support and to find common ground with those who battle similarly to me. 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I've had lifelong mostly health related anxiety, but I managed just fine, until I got pregnant. After having a child, my anxiety got worse, but I felt off. Lots of detached feelings, and a sort of brain fog. It peaked 2 years later, and I was having several panic attacks a day, and couldn't stop contemplating my own mortality, and that of my loved ones. Thoughts like ""everyone you love is going to die someday and there is nothing you can do to stop it, and then you'll die, maybe alone or surrounded by strangers in a hospital somewhere."" I thought this must've been a nutritional issue, so i tried a bunch of diets and that obviously didn't work. I eventually spoke with my cousin, who provides therapy as a social worker, and she convinced me I needed to see someone. I took her recommendation and a week later I left my doctor's office with a Prozac prescription, a low dose ativan prescription, and a diagnosis of ""mild"" OCD and panic disorder. I took the Prozac for a year, decided to stop taking it, a few months later, I was symptomatic again. The crying, constant upsetting death related thoughts, the vomiting, all back. So I went back on, got better again, and a year later I tried again to go off. Same deal. 2 weeks ago, for reasons I don't understand, I decided to stop taking it again. Guess who is symptomatic again? Me! I'm handling it much better thanks to months of therapy, but it's still too much, so back on Prozac I go. Anxiety brain tells me ""you're probably going to need to take this forever! and then they'll find out it causes some horrible disease! or it'll stop working and you'll go craaaazy!"" fuck. TL:DR: I've taken Prozac for 4 years and stopped taking it on 3 occasions. My ocd/anxiety symptoms always come back. My brain is broken and i think I'm gonna have to be medicated forever. that's terrifying because what if years down the road we learn it's actually really harmful? yay anxiety.",4.214599511496672,6.1067637624020925,5.649797018445216,76.56167944074794,71.95039164490863,9.432797102669923,29.84831129453382,9.857291076455118,3.17318334035206,1583,67,288,43,31,533,204,383,0.198,0.682,0.12,-0.988,0,1,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,4,1,5,16,17,2,3,19,1,24,18,3,2,2,60,61,29,4,4,7,1,3,1,0,6,11,1,0,1,19,21,1,6,13,0,0,9,3,7,0,1,17,5,37,10,34,35,10,59,0,1,1,3,18,13,1,9,38,180,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.07180318190119946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522397240825703,0.0,0.0,0.07620638795760258,0.0,0.0,0.061224212165525836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814413796203098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370754120338307,0.0,0.22631301740746154,0.0,0.04485350761290048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015054628879488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24641786826233425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558662952015789,0.0,0.06338240403827533,0.0,0.07951352566749109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082385520704316,0.04745282515324288,0.07585744901800613,0.0,0.0,0.15272824223342948,0.0,0.08432872106452721,0.07531194991454025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703085650581932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03720411165070908,0.0,0.07064805939837493,0.0,0.06725052094021493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802325524501705,0.0,0.0,0.20908522110951272,0.0,0.17654524456286705,0.0,0.08105634482047874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591296666083958,0.0,0.0,0.0782117898351807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679809949955974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994456902833179,0.0,0.0,0.035947329121599585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255483728491637,0.1328171200802772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739207073909779,0.0,0.0,0.14824763150935813,0.0,0.07805644345467422,0.0,0.0,0.11746124333043145,0.0,0.10817910448584787,0.10911684367190837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060171516042679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04985951501917535,0.0,0.0,0.1726598695575116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933137106940404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427409129516684,0.07565219544865003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058633501608859565,0.0,0.0,0.08312412744337508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500524712841235,0.06234384858917099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876085058693704,0.3690955880092281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647749073087286,0.22129113598767,0.0,0.06431190874935308,0.06774231022400051,0.16828961936085327,0.0,0.0,0.04714690645481125,0.0,0.17524220983769356,0.04290491998114376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634995279080884,0.09991158490976122,0.0,0.0,0.07659907190914687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804240846525145,0.0,0.0,0.06820912732849929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713380884160204,0.0,0.07498400947558753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369146006812645 anxiety,roxyafterdark,2018/01/08,"Form of Social Anxiety? Does anyone's social anxiety real pirck up when they see someone they've gotten with before? My friends are just like oh that's awkward I just bumped into so and so! And then they laugh. I on the other hand walk around school avoiding eye contact. Is this just me?",1.4146428571428549,4.12182975,2.522142857142857,89.44785714285717,90.78571428571428,4.228571428571429,19.5,5.985473137389443,0.2136142857142862,230,7,41,2,8,73,46,56,0.116,0.6759999999999999,0.208,0.833,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,3,6,3,1,7,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,3,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41220505260730383,0.0,0.0,0.18838195312159586,0.0,0.0,0.2398373871203928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925319896687846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357677843052874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081501572481229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316230640253702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066544259724892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27266340682430523,0.21468969530916726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5492714305213688,0.22827532879236326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,derpy_manatee,2018/01/08,"Is sudden dizzyness basically a panic attack? How can I control it? My anxiety manifests itswlf in strange ways and it seems to go through phases. When I had to speak in front of a group, I used to get an uncontrolable racing heart. It was so fast it was scary. I cut out caffeine entirely and that doesn't happen anymore! Now I get dizzy. Like really woozy. I just started a new job and I feel so horrified when this happens as I basically have to clam up in meetings and hold onto the chair for dear life and hope I don't pass out (never have). It occurred to me that this might actually be a mild panic attack. Is It? Either way, what is the best way to cope with It? I've tried breathing exercises but it's hard to do in a room full of people. I'm worried I'm going to completely dissociate and pass out. I've considered taking valerian the morning of a meeting even though it makes me really tired. That a certainly less embarrassing that this :(",2.5570626477541367,4.791947909574468,4.551418439716315,81.0338888888889,77.88297872340425,7.794799054373523,25.86997635933806,8.680891452615391,2.099662174940898,749,29,145,17,18,256,118,188,0.185,0.755,0.06,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,9,12,3,4,11,0,14,5,2,4,2,24,29,14,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,17,10,0,2,2,1,0,5,3,7,0,0,3,3,12,5,24,24,4,27,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,3,9,99,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.14532197114385942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392145853410272,0.0,0.14768611698226605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33883024582447513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627969946723078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613713619959685,0.0,0.16702360764438204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835858583293987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529714835167982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556064656368051,0.0,0.16926646237206103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26337445750093635,0.0,0.13340080460880924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646792142129442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790865097373387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777761269384052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518481454107123,0.0727535547449137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940356897473153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579779046410612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148543349369752,0.14382542249577768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494451348418598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324062468002622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908006917250689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355688736300866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540455321034796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196740599407493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631066022066114,0.0,0.0,0.17115872750776553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110518834090162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861688249829326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35461127339162457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123292152063142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,popfilms,2018/01/08,"Asking a teacher for a recommendation I applied for a summer program that I am really looking forward too, however, the last part of the application is a teacher recommendation form. The teacher I want to ask will 100% do it for me, no questions asked but I still can't bring myself to ask him.",7.584404761904764,7.1835405357142905,8.96857142857143,64.00976190476193,63.28571428571429,11.038095238095238,40.095238095238095,10.504223727775694,4.417316666666668,234,12,40,5,3,82,41,56,0.034,0.942,0.024,-0.1154,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,12,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,11,2,5,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,4,33,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8539264629205642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861402533892416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176115117337109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472868101280834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558104802750847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629041422484762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236503909973195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346900212748154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,redshininglion,2018/01/08,"Toughed out 2 major panic attacks at the dentist today... Went to the dentist today and had to wait almost 3 hours. As soon as I sat down I started to feel it... heart racing and my face turning red. I tried to calm down but it just kept getting worse than somebody decided to sit down next to me and I lost it... After 15 minutes of deep breathing I finally felt it start to fade. After waiting for another hour a girl infront started to facetime her friend and then tried to point her camera at me without me noticing (I have severe eczema and a very noticeable rash on my face...) I made eye contact and shook my head... I felt angry then felt another panic attack heart beating out of my chest and instead of just saying fuck the appointment altogether I went outside took a deep breath and called my mom and told her I'd be late coming home. Then after another hour I finally saw the dentist fixed my cavities and almost had another panic attack because they were so close to my face but I told myself I'm not leaving and calmed down. Sorry if this seems out of place but after dodging human contact for months before after one panic attack I felt this was a major win for me...",4.024149758454108,5.684284004347828,5.041159420289856,81.67859903381644,72.0,7.024154589371983,28.42995169082125,7.594959193182576,1.8426618357487925,931,36,167,11,18,305,128,230,0.245,0.708,0.047,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,5,16,5,5,8,0,6,15,11,1,0,37,32,21,0,1,8,1,5,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,6,16,0,3,7,0,0,5,2,12,0,1,18,9,28,4,36,13,2,44,0,1,3,1,14,15,1,4,23,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654652163817427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3465396611670861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37597149366614585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036475809394126,0.0,0.07030405534264995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436488218171605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117034133317257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177546379559,0.0,0.317314975864422,0.181013683517453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383247972416542,0.0763814242744384,0.04316585962332162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479258374959654,0.0,0.0,0.19581164556157696,0.0,0.0,0.08287521010413619,0.0,0.24409397989204365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319964880623463,0.08748329841719299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019015762396952,0.0,0.0,0.07817762056402912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676426197925432,0.06594698408881243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786795795526467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812822827054912,0.0,0.0,0.055985864791090564,0.0,0.0,0.387749945348508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632095442581195,0.0,0.07810318348882853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570322664857875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752147019657518,0.0,0.09333777430711858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248701065631,0.17543788282512013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566293588157475,0.15789507039888984,0.0917945397117179,0.11218794409994186,0.08986750052793821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817065746200136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318026975043775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964332144776781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419746189628158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,osu26b,2018/01/08,"Intrusive thoughts! Hey guys, Could do with hearing some experiences of other people in regard to my issue. My current anxiety is in relation to obsessive distressing thoughts about harming myself... the main focus that I have is imagining slitting my own throat. I don’t believe I have any desire to do such a thing, but I can’t stop imagining it, worrying about why I would be thinking about it, worrying whether I could do it, even though I don’t want to do it, have never self harmed and the thought of death scares me. It’s really distressing and I’m getting fed up. Does anybody else suffer with this or have any advice?",5.86271186440678,7.0580723474576335,6.262500000000002,76.43493644067799,67.0508474576271,9.967796610169492,34.24152542372882,10.125756701596842,3.648403389830509,499,23,88,12,8,161,78,118,0.253,0.6970000000000001,0.051,-0.9785,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,3,0,17,2,1,0,1,21,26,6,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,9,4,1,1,6,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,12,0,14,18,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,67,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748435446861688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335041801712115,0.0,0.13687721784126058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015873253608981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857142788571189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657856772100298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946896852282068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118178346317287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502308861031352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348098404174526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716398743469194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166160053902707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18675132649608195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799807363311936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404414107958013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146240057912245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17913524679418175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18665790970665405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495894019811646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188698912692743,0.11464798449437102,0.17579301010728438,0.4261396487484905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105534664457887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145207990352256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634142647068204,0.0,0.12710326307467545,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nuts1897,2018/01/08,"Vomiting all day Hi, Today i started off feeling rather well, which switched suddenly at work. Got really nauseous and i started to shit water. I went home, laid down and vomited like 20 times. I did not feel anxious that day. Its nighttime now and i feel great, better, still have an upset stomach. The only thing thas had been bugging me is. What caused this sudden 2 hour long vomiting spree? Coudl it be that i quickly recovered from food poisoning? Or is it hidden anxiety which triggered it or hidden depression? I do not feel depressed at all but my mind keeps creating these answers. Im not on meds btw",2.596954887218047,5.477670675438597,3.526065162907269,84.28578947368423,83.47368421052632,6.76591478696742,27.441102756892228,7.957251820313856,2.27736290726817,483,22,84,10,14,154,89,114,0.087,0.7809999999999999,0.133,0.5285,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,2,1,2,0,8,8,2,2,2,21,17,6,0,1,7,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,12,3,2,1,5,0,0,1,3,5,1,0,5,4,9,4,7,11,2,19,0,2,0,0,1,5,1,2,14,54,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628589751675213,0.20126120631587016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575610881846316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301131941433899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297867809786889,0.0,0.3068843498541138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603162942471905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154222717459722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248453881719425,0.19641336045844687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787011194884207,0.0,0.1754439693618154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243487949405425,0.0,0.0,0.15834980535176987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870361355404922,0.0,0.0,0.15765903551241106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978868631698763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798828733474453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354927283648917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141288210894173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182870608965806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521939996462437,0.0,0.1422725270870329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835636400894417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388194400203696,0.0,0.16886739550920712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018016676897484,0.16514881623555194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296968778370805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beeboobsie,2018/01/08,Someone to talk to I am just engulfed with anxiety right now. Heart rate is so high. Have so many thoughts racing thru my head. Asking for someone.,1.5828571428571436,4.33182442857143,1.8900000000000008,93.98000000000002,90.42857142857142,4.228571428571429,24.857142857142854,5.985473137389443,0.7332571428571426,116,5,22,1,4,35,25,28,0.061,0.939,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23130676951697626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826684693821097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31031153841708503,0.0,0.0,0.3583014592032823,0.0,0.3194629751976296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30654849453240995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582162406506036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5123821605718138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430278232541768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004234614953684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mavfie_,2018/01/08,"Not Sure Where to Begin From the beginning, I suppose. I'm 22, highly intelligent, and completely lost. I've always felt like a stranger to everyone. I think better than I act. I was always a social outcast, my parents were criminals. My academic history is wrought with a lack of trying, a complete distance from it, born of a cut from an unhealthy tree, maybe. Yet, when I get these moments of clarity, like I'm in the centre of an ocean beneath the water. When all is calm, and still. I find myself. For a day? An hour? I claim it as my own and become someone else. That silence in my mind gives me breath under the perceived ocean that deprives me. But it comes at such a speed, like at that moment, the universe made it so; gave me the subtle reprieve I longed for. And just as quick as I gain it, I lose it. I'm tired of the isolation, where no one gets me. I'm tired of the pain, emotional, born physical after the breath is gone. Self medication was my answer, and even that ceases to be enough. It's like an obstacle course you keep running but never seem to get better at, because it changes in the most silent ways. The wall I climb, the handholds move and I fall. My feet never find the right place a second time as a sprint through it. I am not happy. I never have been. I've seen too much, and those that *look* rarely ever *see* and it hurts. The ignorance of our world is climaxing. I want to let go, focus on change for myself to in turn make a difference. But doesn't it all seem meaningless sometimes? **Tl:dr** - I feel like my true self comes and goes, and I want to stop existing and start living for myself, and in turn help those who are lost, just like me. One day. 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Background in short: First panic attack November 19th 2015. Several attacks/day for a few months. Anti-anxiety meds, SSRIs, 10 CBT sessions. Started meditating, running, be more actively social, read a lot about the science behind mental illness. Up and down, on and off meds, different therapists, different jobs, travelling. Life was and still is an emotional roller coaster and all of a sudden here I am, two years later, still anxious a lot of the time, still depressed from time to time(although not suicidal like I was 6 months ago) realising my first Lesson: * You can live with anxiety Yes. You live with, or against it. With or against yourself. Choice is yours. Probably takes decades to perfect so start now. * People want to help - don't keep things inside for too long Contrary to what most people believe, especially in anxious times, friends, family, and even strangers actually want to help people in apparent pain. Time after time I've broken my own ice and asked if I can borrow some time from a family member or friend. The help might look different, but please, please, super-please, talk. You're not ruining someone elses life or your own by speaking your heart. If you don't have anyone you trust even remotely, try online chats! Even writing it down helps sometimes. * Know it Can you be curious about your most scared, weak, phobic, anxious self? Can you examine it closely? Tons of meditative/psychological practices on this! Can you tell it ""Try me, I'm here, what do you need?"". It's the ancient part your human brain being overactive, leading me to the next lesson... * Know it some more You have a really really old model for a brain that nobody cared to update through the ages. And now its primal parts, including the amygdala, limbic system, connected to the sympathetic nervous system, are overactive. This fight-or-flight system was designed for immediate threats and dangers, but is now running amok because of the state of our world. It's not your fault. Reading more about the science behind it sometimes helps me get a good distance to my anxiety. * Help others Participating in this very forum, reaching out and responding to others has helped me immensely. I am very greatful to all of you who come here. * Allow and trust This goes with the first one. ""Not allowing mental illness is the reason why it stays"" someone said, and I believe these words are very true. So, allow. Every time you change your automatic response to anxiety from ""No, please, not you again, go away"" to ""Ok, you need some space. Here, I can provide that for you"". Treat it like a really scared and unreasonable puppy/kitten/other cute animal. Trust that you can do it. Trust that this life will challenge you, like it does now, and that you will make it. Trusting your life's ups and downs. Let go, and trust. * Don't get hooked on self-help That includes this little list. Don't do it all at the same time. Don't buy three books by Jon Kabat Zin because they have nice titles and flowers on the cover. Do what Jon Kabat Zin did instead; practice mindfulness, or some other shit that you fancy. Then write your own books. Cheers, here's to many more years!",4.445339315426672,7.045589322795342,4.557931720941291,81.49961210482532,73.40931780366057,7.420976943189922,27.371077965295928,8.362691859325677,2.142292821487996,2617,100,450,47,56,813,304,601,0.1,0.726,0.174,0.9944,6,0,0,0,1,0,125.0,1,28,1,8,24,36,4,4,25,2,41,12,4,6,6,77,64,28,1,7,15,0,0,3,2,4,8,2,0,2,40,23,0,2,7,7,2,8,12,13,0,7,5,3,44,23,67,50,24,74,0,2,1,0,53,23,1,16,40,301,84,9,0.0,0.0,0.05851223663149959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05315085496976537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077480452435926,0.0,0.2293458892239451,0.20321294207182386,0.0,0.041925373091994365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056054435070265834,0.06821306979783766,0.05633432248366335,0.0,0.0,0.07310202644807749,0.0,0.0,0.13510860352170387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387021054150555,0.0,0.0,0.06113313877382143,0.0,0.06342964933129032,0.051650165426706925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03866919070550745,0.0,0.05164339479626101,0.0,0.0,0.18793607670136211,0.0,0.0,0.05247133367224263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008882272433024,0.06744684426531558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188088931844872,0.0,0.05051882213300673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304976035341432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300564251287788,0.0,0.0,0.0926497772974244,0.0,0.06265317121055837,0.0,0.10222981998661138,0.050291539584056966,0.0,0.06610602803458615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105279879427208,0.3215189859671693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595009727346756,0.10659027112435092,0.0,0.0,0.06590481243284872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131308483590801,0.1694058705651577,0.08788017071698717,0.06009559601928077,0.10589142305366958,0.05306264602959215,0.05035123497957263,0.0,0.0,0.10195156662267182,0.0,0.0,0.040023714955719214,0.06078995198939676,0.0,0.0,0.1332039174305729,0.0,0.12085100160431125,0.06360800411766808,0.060542430722088564,0.0,0.09571887878502977,0.0,0.0,0.08891904799147063,0.0,0.0,0.06376805954675109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291785403348311,0.0,0.04063039636806208,0.0,0.06380158676728923,0.07035005188359353,0.0,0.1298615095697978,0.0,0.12470598520745678,0.0,0.0,0.2632719642862886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464693950055614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995230028153282,0.0,0.11523558828505588,0.06164878832075715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057035618535663024,0.0,0.12006068830244165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251025552901059,0.06773764735727461,0.06154800047603137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611215917230606,0.10160769828243553,0.0,0.11860379627913704,0.0,0.0848798858278076,0.06390930120481526,0.14365221859981178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558642511283448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508240084395063,0.04819351577714912,0.052407616533532674,0.0,0.0,0.06961809333003212,0.03983470930381136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146680255259373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141770522805278,0.0,0.11714426672187868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484196507647739,0.07073183352430377,0.04759339687263085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05410450536110605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583667583640453 anxiety,eternalplatoon,2018/01/08,"Effexor side effects or something else? I recently upped my Effexor/Venlafaxine dose to 150mg. I started the 20th of december. Now in the past days I've been having some periods of dizziness, that just came up out of nowhere when I was studying, I'm already studying the whole day for a couple of weeks and never experienced it before. I'm also taking Xanax during exams to calm down, but whether on xanax or not I'm still having this dizziness. Do you think it's maybe because the dosage is too high? I'm only 63kg so...",4.904327323162279,5.879071776699033,5.843717059639393,79.373786407767,69.09708737864078,8.604160887656034,32.190013869625524,8.841846274778883,2.722315950069348,415,18,77,7,7,137,79,103,0.0,0.978,0.022,0.2523,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,13,14,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,13,11,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,3,11,49,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26282437505919465,0.1904629103930328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451850379100685,0.0,0.20266347593918205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724008103126844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635284267820879,0.0,0.3071973892553243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989588518799218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516376302161096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23927182679937134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836898893665304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811375408084758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273583611854327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351622250321052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335340732801794,0.0,0.0,0.16857657770219892,0.0,0.19020131923057532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907273966624795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260847512883255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104405051138296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659061319249752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BreakfastAtMissys,2018/01/08,"Whats the best way to talk to My boss about my anxiety? I work in retail as a supervisor, and I finally made an appointment with a psychiatrist for next month [I am ready- with my multiple reminders and alarms of course]. Today, my boss called me and asked if I could come in to ""go over somethings"" with her on Wednesday. Today is Monday, and I am not scheduled until Friday. The thing is, she said it is not to cover a shift, and it ""shouldn't take more than 1 hour"". The last 2 times she wanted to ""go over some things"" with me on a day I wasn't scheduled, I was getting written up. Either for spending too much time at the register or not completing my tasks fast enough, I even got a 20-minute verbal lashing because of other employees complaining to her that I was being ""lazy"" among a list of other mess ups that I have mentally blocked out. I tried to explain to her that I was obsessing over the details of the paperwork or tasks while I did them to make sure I wasn't missing anything. I don't know how to explain to her that minute tasks to her take way more time for me because I have to rethink everything I do multiple times. She just says, ""don't overthink it"". -_- And lately, when I have been messing up or calling her to check if I'm doing the right thing, my boss (in the most condescending way) tells me I'm completely wrong or 'yes and she's gone over this before with me'. One day she even made me write everything I did all day down on a list for her to see if I am working hard enough. Or she leaves a giant list of things for me to complete by the end of the day to keep me on a leash. Now I know how I can be, but I work really hard and bust my ass. I worry so much about making sure I'm not the one bringing the store down. I am one of 3 other supervisors and she doesn't do this to anyone else. They even apologized for how she treated me. I wish I could just drop to a regular level position and not have so much responsibility, but we have a shortage of supervisors and a plethora of regular associates. I worry that I will lose my job if I ask to be demoted, or lose it if I keep messing up and focusing on the wrong things. Or lose it when I tell them about my anxiety, and they'll just say it was due to my job performance. Where do I start this conversation? TLDR: I have anxiety and overthink everything. My boss singles me out and thinks I'm lazy or dumb. How do I tell her about my mental health and not lose my job? 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Hi all, trying this here in addition to r/mentalhealth I recently switched to my wife's health insurance (Kaiser) and accessing someone in-network has become really difficult. I can't afford to pay $150/hr out of pocket (or more) for someone out of network. Prior to the switch I had been seeing someone for the last year about my work stress/anxiety. Has anyone tried the peer-based alternatives? I recently saw a Facebook ad for a service called Lighthouse (www.lighthouselabs.co) that seems more affordable but figured I'd ask here before trying it. Any thoughts?",6.498134171907758,9.200333509433964,6.703333333333332,67.98055555555557,67.67924528301887,10.37148846960168,35.36268343815514,10.504223727775694,4.639433123689726,496,25,73,15,9,159,80,106,0.02,0.941,0.039,0.188,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,10,10,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,2,6,1,13,6,3,8,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,2,5,41,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24889185116329954,0.0,0.13999410565301226,0.0,0.0,0.1279574953369128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107981599539834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021085543933439,0.1557190837640477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186862935447608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534912862359699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945198958353057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916900544458533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723415649577165,0.0,0.3613798297716301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582689706308571,0.16659585878238067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465164611080771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096252925548663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20927586043754925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528115038841902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727339151234657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322580508785406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784566890362393 anxiety,F1Gilbert,2018/01/08,"Why do I instantly become anxious and guilty-looking whenever I’m in a group situation discussing an unsolved incident? Here’s the story: Someone in my department at work has repeatedly found her personal belongings vandalized over the course of the last few months. She did not mention it until today during our department meeting (consisting of roughly a dozen people). She begrudgingly brought it up as she did not want to seem like she was accusing one of us. But clearly there is someone among our group who is secretly an angry, vindictive, untrustworthy dick. It is NOT me - today was the first I heard of this and I am not that kind of person. So like clockwork, I immediately start to panic - sweating, turning red, squirming in my seat, unable to look people in the eye or ask questions. I had nothing to do with this, so WHY do I always react like the guilty party in these situations? Anyone scanning the room would immediately assume it was me, and I wouldn’t blame them. I have a history of ups and downs with anxiety, but this kind of behaviour has been with me my entire life. Now I’m sitting here wondering if or when I’m going to be called into someone’s office to “confess”. It’s agonizing. What do I do to make this stop?",6.320833333333336,7.275592060344831,7.277344827586209,70.43547126436783,65.89655172413794,10.324597701149427,34.8632183908046,10.355215969177356,3.87464735632184,986,45,167,24,15,331,142,232,0.106,0.855,0.039,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,3,0,1,2,7,6,0,1,12,0,22,4,3,2,1,31,37,14,0,4,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,1,2,13,8,0,1,7,0,0,4,5,1,0,3,10,6,24,5,31,24,1,29,1,0,4,1,23,13,1,7,14,126,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266249779628085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357957314511428,0.1529619000990632,0.0,0.094673862773666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265794315545654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495371372629518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825712875569066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516999638918594,0.0,0.14845759739854786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695015559791665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819936525536373,0.0,0.11036794612430112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563604900871876,0.1984467783919394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740147835921906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037962975536716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807388612927432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299186269178988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174960856637147,0.0,0.0,0.15886110646012114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877367086621508,0.236449703570145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516774410207392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326181777390735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043874420957729,0.0,0.0,0.34416843218657783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583583961761748,0.0,0.0,0.11319930846498599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566841186604925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727481708184045,0.0,0.0,0.16286786779878076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986161370724222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443523879801813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683402688824754,0.0985718074239306,0.0,0.0,0.0961832943587013,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sexcrazydwarf,2018/01/08,"I use Mind tricks to overcome my anxiety for a day Its been almost 9 years since I first noticed that I can sometimes use what I call ""Mind Tricks"" to overcome my non-stop anxiety, albeit very temporarily. In the beginning, the trick's effects only lasted for a moment, so I had to constantly repeat them - it was more like iterating a simple task with my mind's eye - say focusing and following a specific pattern or path at the corner of my eye mentally. It sounds extremely weird and it was weirder that a specific yet seemingly random mental exercise with my mind's eye gave me relief. My theory was that I can somehow emotionally associate a trick with a feeling of great bliss (i.e. having a clear mind) and by repeating the trick the feeling was replicated. I suspect that by also occupying my mind with the constant repetition - over and over again obsessively - my mind could not wander off to anxiety rich thoughts. Obviously, the tricks at this stage were neither practical nor healthy solutions, since they also made it extremely hard for me to focus on other tasks. But the results where mind-blowing - I had confidence I never felt before in my life - confidence I could not dream of - the kind you see in movies. I would go to bars and parties and charm the hell out of people - pickup strangers etc. Have you seen the movie or TV show ""Limitless"" - it was exactly like that. Anyway, as you can imagine this caused a huge dependence on getting the mind trick to work every time all the time and it became like a stereotypical drug addiction. I had felt being limitless, I had to feel like that again and again - always. I could not stand going back to chronic anxiety. I fell into a big depression - I sought treatment and got medication. I went cold turkey - and life slowly became ""normal"" again. During this time I started talking about my anxiety more and meditating etc. During random moments of sharing and meditating, I would sometimes get sudden ""aha"" moments or feeling of being present. It's like I manage to convince myself or realize that I'm grounded in the present now - this now, the one where you are reading this. A single exercise gave a longer effect than the tricks before - usually until the next day. It did not make me feel like superman, but it does make me clear-headed and attentive, and more importantly relief from chronic anxiety. Acknowledging my addictive personality I started pursuing this effect less obsessively. I managed to classify it into 2 techniques A and B. A consisted of talking about and articulating my thoughts to someone (or sometimes myself) to death continuously - either I would slowly realize that life is not so bad or I would get so frustrated by the increased pain that it would suddenly stop - like a breaking point where I said screw it and I dropped control - accepted the cards I was dealt and thus managed to take a step back and observe the anxiety. Technique B was somewhat similar to the previous mind tricks but more like the feeling of sudden revelation or insight. Basically, I would try to convince my brain that I was living in the present - this was easier to do in new surroundings - where I imagined with my mind's eye that things I perceive around me are real and only exist in the now. This is sound really strange, but it's like waking from auto-pilot or a constant dream-like state. My anxiety forced me to constantly live in the past and future. Anyway, neither techniques/tricks work predictably and consistently - the effects wary and usually doesn't work when I most want them to - before an important meeting or social gathering etc. But when they work they almost always work until the next day - I'm guessing my mind goes back to default when I fall asleep. This is the first time I talk about my discoveries like this outside doctor-patient sessions. The less obsessiveness nature of the ""second generation"" mind tricks allow me to have a relatively normal social and work life. I'm still kind of desperately trying to figure out what is actually happening and allowing me to have pockets of relief from a life otherwise filled with relentless anxiety (my diagnoses is GAD btw). Does anyone recognize any of these tricks or moments?",8.825604278764057,8.842443092470278,8.741775300447852,65.27376228372589,60.6116248348745,12.035299803460386,39.07107645713181,11.498500363169658,4.836230879273126,3379,156,532,88,41,1099,336,757,0.1,0.773,0.128,0.9797,0,0,1,0,0,0,93.0,0,4,5,13,31,43,14,3,51,0,43,24,7,16,5,134,82,52,1,12,21,0,9,10,0,6,15,4,0,1,40,36,1,2,26,7,1,9,10,21,0,4,27,20,71,22,77,44,17,102,1,1,6,1,23,30,2,20,68,376,111,11,0.0,0.0,0.044021767316556666,0.09835516021140793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903441745662835,0.0,0.0,0.07215040026353535,0.07507182692262426,0.0,0.0,0.030676984174334457,0.0,0.3105876909340728,0.0,0.0,0.03154261612898288,0.0,0.0,0.040158298127601064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040625783833058,0.037665748225796984,0.0,0.0,0.1151582547828134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035872492954792,0.04606331052385393,0.0,0.0,0.046341358821085615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949955883721012,0.05059575186200968,0.10805223778491176,0.0,0.0,0.08727846755943318,0.0,0.03885398405594688,0.045786651618117666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046172955675640864,0.07895377017481382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231436530634145,0.0,0.0,0.050743732515009535,0.0,0.0,0.15093185834238726,0.0,0.0,0.03800791015820616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685667149628233,0.0644545250111039,0.08662714798575193,0.0,0.0,0.07674268017066499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070580830926873,0.0,0.05127517031587156,0.0,0.03607933739243431,0.04973496745112786,0.04969478311041383,0.0,0.039891452730685305,0.0,0.04041053898530597,0.0,0.046296836010091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395219834405334,0.0,0.03677143464469936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15931594495020934,0.22038925244569185,0.0,0.07966756792848714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04268505945756367,0.060223801664636686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454445232560549,0.09092242886052636,0.0,0.5921394287582711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034792335722505334,0.04356842419269728,0.09595198683908053,0.0,0.08839828087434141,0.0,0.05135910092580485,0.0,0.0,0.030568338485481995,0.06861780094147964,0.04800121767323947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04306349390792065,0.03127424381534832,0.03938913029964288,0.0,0.0,0.0426444167396367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045123144799054334,0.05134612250495328,0.028899221462679564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429108315196615,0.035874027833213244,0.0,0.0,0.0359475763669054,0.04106730292285556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463246672955838,0.0,0.0,0.09196983891747676,0.03822235064718321,0.0,0.13384761094185466,0.0,0.06385950698312727,0.0,0.03602565267122074,0.0754295267641822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033917810602983094,0.1087753875007233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02996970215202858,0.0,0.0,0.07162609029526656,0.10521820087272997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061254730315125926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779227315698301,0.09936664806639348,0.03722124753903823,0.02660759950854508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041818290674809536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19704779703429892,0.0,0.0,0.19227309268433268,0.0,0.0,0.02904996449721776 anxiety,psychotic_muffin,2018/01/08,"DAE reach the end of their day and realize they didn’t speak at all? I can speak I just choose not to. I live with 12 other people in a pretty big house. All of them are family or extended family. For some reason everyone was blessed with a social and outgoing personality except me. I don’t really mind it but it does feel weird to only open your mouth to sigh, eat, drink, or blow raspberries ( not sure why I do that). Sometimes I forget what my voice sounds like. Sometimes it’s a game I play. I see how long I can go without speaking and time it. I only stop the time when I’m forced to speak by someone else. It was so easy to pass the 24 hour mark in high school. I had a lot of after school activities and homework where everyone knew I was shy and asked yes/no questions that could be answered by a nod or shake of the head. Plus teachers always saw that I knew the material and never really called on me. I don’t feel sad about not speaking it actually makes me feel way less anxious. Maybe I see how much control I have over my life and it helps my anxiety. I’m curious if anyone else does the same thing?",2.2300218340611337,4.004805048034939,3.870259825327512,87.70844650655027,77.12227074235807,7.374759825327509,22.36703056768559,8.238735603445708,1.1228024454148475,872,25,188,16,20,291,145,229,0.115,0.774,0.112,-0.1659,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,3,1,7,8,0,1,11,0,14,5,2,5,4,47,27,17,0,2,11,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,13,11,2,2,10,3,0,3,8,3,1,0,8,13,26,4,24,17,7,23,1,1,3,0,16,9,0,7,11,117,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.12019516491834895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248646485272868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422393866850544,0.13914589774723374,0.0,0.08612262021005611,0.12620118361258995,0.0,0.0,0.115146377160507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257693078355221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814449327968942,0.09834041454206947,0.0,0.0,0.07943380772433885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155720227869637,0.0,0.0,0.12065871728689245,0.0,0.12603262386459954,0.20578376949876384,0.0,0.10909116484870413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353864925922128,0.0,0.0,0.2322255201973164,0.0,0.18683382339451504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999977429364458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640691591084227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255757634527851,0.13013479823672225,0.0,0.0,0.12129664264693905,0.14212047513220347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699789874274784,0.0601741460161204,0.0,0.1087604729377466,0.10900067845120323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471386900718126,0.0,0.0,0.0822162558926671,0.0,0.12373980345279358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436556631782705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090543378163152,0.0,0.09499551664951628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873511311163029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538986783633001,0.10754640944584022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253071408157002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379774550732265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781041523120548,0.1266382333988706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493071830076239,0.1962994733385047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555527219874418,0.10436068380828688,0.0,0.24363455704987955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297478908489956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608531351638113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182800265181706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364165476783675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977658096058956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114085393213197,0.0,0.0,0.11873050910724335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,uncoolchick-com,2018/01/08,"Is this a panic attack or just anxiety? I have this happening to me and I just want to know if it is common/if it happens to other people too. Is this a panick attack or anxiety? So sometimes (like last night) I lay on my bed, its completely dark and i lay on my back. I all of a sudden start thinking that one day i will lay in my coffin like that. On my back, in the dark. And I start to become very scared of death. First of my own death and then of the death of my parents and husband and others. I start thinking what's the point of living and what will happen when I die. This is a very scary experience and sometimes it makes me cry. But most of the time it just leaves me feeling like shit. It only happens to me once every month or so. What can i do about it? And what is it?",0.7391092814371272,2.524908401197606,2.7536788922155715,93.91039857784432,81.75449101796406,5.372604790419163,18.820733532934128,6.322622252153567,-0.16535898203592847,601,14,138,5,16,202,83,167,0.235,0.723,0.042,-0.9897,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,3,2,8,0,10,1,1,1,1,25,23,18,5,2,8,2,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,20,9,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,1,20,3,18,21,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,17,105,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19879290207713526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29562932543912723,0.0,0.1998170168196188,0.0,0.0,0.14349799184421194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622962182247345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272251610039036,0.08379440184576271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484731058241733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947202166258073,0.0,0.0,0.12709692768484826,0.0,0.0,0.06569674770483275,0.09282235104346416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051878820906012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595883287776646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140638627046841,0.10591067157423233,0.0,0.13757760327026314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043238829109127,0.0,0.11473098212674905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672959514206073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370925854411908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193094083543113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383717060743219,0.08804424655137953,0.09881797446685556,0.0,0.152445407050231,0.14427240652594125,0.0,0.0,0.09007742551968366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282628783528887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008306325972327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133371756444782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25700910685031536,0.0,0.2758963582601477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650839280910776,0.0,0.0,0.07576349973789838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441248413507533,0.07663635537087875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trynagetthrulife,2018/01/08,"Missed the first week of school and I feel scared to go back. It's the beginning of second semester of my 3rd year at university and I missed the first week because I'm sick with the flu. I'm having a lot of anxiety about having to go back. Even though I probably haven't missed much, the anxious thoughts I'm having is enough to make me stay home. Last year I was debating whether to take this semester off because I wasn't doing well in my courses and I was losing motivation in continuing. I wanted a break from university but I knew that I'd do nothing with the free time I would have but climb into a hole of depression (it has happened before during my year off after high school). I'm also a bit stressed out because I have this job opportunity to work while being at school but I've never done this before even though I want the job desparately and taking a lighter course load would do wonders for me. I guess I'm really scared of this new experience but I know it's going to help me find balance in the long run and get my priorities straight. I've never been the type of person to try new experiences and I've always stayed at home if there was no reason to go outside. Right now I'm struggling to simply take care of myself and mentally prepare to go back to school tomorrow now that I'm almost recovered from being sick. The weather isn't helping much either (I live in Ontario, Canada, and even though we just got out of that deep freeze, the thought of going outside makes me feel uneasy). Any advice for how to get over these thoughts? TL;DR: Just having anxious thoughts about going back to university after missing the first week of school. Got any advice to get over this phase?",5.297046815459988,6.1394284760479065,5.805160587915079,80.48293957539471,68.1317365269461,8.467936853565595,28.95427327163854,8.575989854853784,2.062861077844312,1357,46,260,20,22,438,162,334,0.15,0.797,0.054000000000000006,-0.9816,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,8,20,14,0,4,17,0,23,3,0,5,2,47,66,20,0,5,9,0,3,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,12,14,0,0,12,0,1,9,6,10,1,4,13,3,24,5,49,49,6,58,0,6,0,0,4,18,0,5,28,170,36,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450232903110605,0.0,0.0,0.07430495119833185,0.0,0.0,0.05934120264266469,0.06174397477905565,0.0,0.0,0.10092302344579117,0.0,0.05676613493393015,0.16765961853518865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823430052802665,0.0,0.13570287365963962,0.0,0.12628489577479152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810119461271261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075656294000126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391210950784075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593682701533676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766729435218182,0.0,0.1470338466645895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517221231262234,0.0,0.0,0.07503991150520745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782144386904945,0.18935458093294397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163061516933608,0.0,0.2952043485269961,0.0,0.11869601629913985,0.0,0.08174447221545711,0.0,0.0656186735362647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947524132104199,0.07840098408850271,0.14886605359115973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727276160849748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040780777541050514,0.06048646013722572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552381241441169,0.06566852657921353,0.0,0.08301570196087056,0.0,0.06308589623310239,0.0,0.0,0.09906397762006648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478054530631073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909749040031036,0.0,0.11446195929500692,0.1433340732357423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120108803422155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479238796990422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000485430917947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047537215338189234,0.07629444434716341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337012094161194,0.0,0.0,0.1485830257411338,0.3754938869727806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581839564686191,0.0,0.0,0.08500084762303048,0.07757451217386946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737733940508992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187162310041576,0.2356399034898407,0.0432691610641061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037989188105375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753531226461816,0.0,0.17856679326716018,0.0,0.0667186343284666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047146681665727,0.054021660362211635,0.0,0.0,0.10542530153713996,0.0,0.0,0.14335553153094693 anxiety,monsterrat88,2018/01/08,"DAE feel like their lives consist of building a tower of blocks that you have to continuously make sure doesn't topple over? And the anxiety that's comes with knowing that at any stage, if you make the wrong move, everything you worked for will all be over.",10.717346938775512,7.8309224693877555,8.895612244897956,74.92260204081633,59.0,12.248979591836735,36.74489795918368,10.125756701596842,3.2581346938775515,207,6,41,3,2,62,41,49,0.128,0.7809999999999999,0.091,-0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,2,11,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,25,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128282342052436,0.0,0.2394188332483768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695932851770672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28127448286309753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824547576251866,0.223583626517755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199843162131492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289982603659208,0.0,0.27635551965098065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178156918089394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33263430117975445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949676134548371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278436414442236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421801910423113,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Karinasada,2018/01/08,"Does Anybody worry that the bus you need won't turn up and you'll miss work/class? I'm beyond stressed right now. I have to go on work experience next Monday(for two weeks) for college, but I have no idea how to get to the place I'm supposed to be working. I live very close to the college I attend, so I've never had to take the bus before in this city. I don't know how to take the bus. I can't understand the schedule and it's too far to walk. I don't even know which bus number to take. This is all so overwhelming to me. I'd drop out of college right now, but I'm not financially able right now, and I don't know what else to do. Also, we have to wear business casual clothes and this just makes me feel stupid and out of place. I'm in my early 20's but I look 13, so I'm going to feel so intimidated by everyone who knows what they're doing.",2.4367493796526034,2.995255247311828,4.200752688172045,90.4288213399504,74.48387096774194,7.443507030603808,23.44747725392887,7.61054688173877,0.7220311000827131,660,17,160,8,13,224,106,186,0.115,0.8640000000000001,0.021,-0.9474,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,2,14,5,1,2,6,0,14,1,1,3,2,28,37,15,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,1,0,4,8,4,0,1,1,3,15,1,24,33,1,27,0,2,1,0,4,14,0,0,8,93,24,5,0.14631580150267684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170086935992476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450397041078548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804194389977913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222280773219112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664020695532904,0.0,0.0,0.13981101856173012,0.0,0.14312492967070226,0.0,0.0,0.1479633310753743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644396732314562,0.0,0.16630928368588013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517273027595272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216453520683541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919953335661274,0.0,0.12286842268599585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766693366385552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849131285344588,0.11284776620190864,0.0,0.15560851481467414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057377416788133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748586850819868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760425627182554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3300338205115285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914957639483346,0.14292927755063176,0.15231990946817148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072585967005885,0.0,0.0,0.117365710332353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195589383202025,0.14859079876398845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FacilitateEcstasy,2018/01/08,"I've made a stupid career choice. Hi, So basically I went on holiday and became extremely ill with gastroenteritis and was admitted to hospital for 4 days because I ate very little for a week and dropped from 60kg to 53kg. I was very happy to return home. I have recently accepted a very good job opportunity.... In the same country I became ill in. Now I'm absolutely dreading it. It feels like I'm going back to my absolute worst nightmare even though it's a great opportunity. Now that I have my contract and a fly out date I'm as scared as nauseous as ever. The country is in Asia and I'm a very picky eater anyway. My diet is very strictly western. I think I have panic around foods I am not familiar with (sweating, extreme nausea, need access to a bathroom in case I throw up, dizziness, vertigo) and now I'm going to a completely different culture where I am way out of my depth. I wake up every morning thinking ""what the fuck have I done"" but all of my family and friends are very happy for me. I'm absolutely petrified I will end up back in hospital just because of my relationship with food. It's unlikely, but i constantly think that maybe I didn't have gastroenteritis and maybe I was just admitted because I couldn't eat the food because I'm fussy? Things have become so bad now I have a leaving date I have constant nausea and I'm eating very little. I feel like my hospital experience has changed my relationship with food forever and I'm worried I will arrive in the country and not be able to eat because of constant nausea because my brain associates the country and culture with illness. Does anybody have a similar experience? 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I thought it would reduce my anxiety at night because I have this fear that my family members aren't breathing. During the first night, I slept well having checked on them 4 times. It's only the second night now and I can't sleep. I constantly check the CCTV and I figured I'd be better without it, but when I turn it off, I get more anxious. Either option, I'm anxious. I've also been sick since before Christmas. Fever, chills, cough, colds. My doctor today said it was bacteria and I was happy I was finally going to get better but the medicine she prescribed me gave me nausea and rapid heartbeats, and I panicked so I expelled it. The trauma from vomiting has had me not wanting to eat anything since last night. I'm starting to wonder whether my being sickly is an offshoot of my anxiety. I eat healthy, get enough exercise, and I don't get out much, so I shouldn't be this sick all the time. I've forgotten how it feels to be well. Help. I just want to feel better and to stop worrying.",1.7444239423942385,4.176033064356439,3.120612061206121,89.0431773177318,82.21782178217822,5.652925292529253,24.033303330333037,6.980632752743323,1.0352,797,30,155,10,22,259,125,202,0.183,0.691,0.126,-0.9096,0,0,0,1,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,4,9,8,0,1,8,0,18,13,3,1,1,29,37,16,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,10,9,2,1,5,1,3,1,6,2,2,2,10,4,27,6,13,21,5,20,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,15,104,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572004535627852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313268921414716,0.2704425521545845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849878334177252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296495882125896,0.0,0.10185162596186594,0.0,0.0,0.3175814921482854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934776865461814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251290070082885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449557263599509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367692774448727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128377900002388,0.13469014811141616,0.12104277319862285,0.0,0.0,0.13112001788334018,0.0,0.10181250277014726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501427815080716,0.0,0.06802542481204576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741754936033775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022903300775873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756739752377877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798959461824057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493025829451253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103343840610713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385735143075867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802587579031755,0.0,0.11978143866965148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847207345008152,0.0,0.0,0.10007037655644407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502445706071637,0.13959022989556227,0.0,0.11345686099469245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301937847722789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411984201045003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152403530641693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538170517935507,0.1298041177217167,0.0,0.12155607895194966,0.0,0.08502789120740703,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,icycafe,2018/01/08,"Venting. Not even sure if this belongs here or not. Sitting down to my textbook to read the two chapters that are due is, as usual, unproductive. My eyes glaze over the words and I'm unable to register much information. I zone out in class, constantly. I'm pretty sure I will fail out of school. I've been back and forth with doctors for years,due to see a new one this weekend. My therapist, also new, is for some reason confused to say I dissociate from everything and can't focus. I really wish they could experience what I feel when I try to follow a program,read these 1,000 page textbooks, or sometimes even follow a conversation. It almost seems to me like they think I'm making everything up. I feel like every time I reach out for help, it's fruitless. I give up. I really feel like staying home from this exam I'll surely fail.",3.5203856266432965,5.538088282208591,4.732309377738826,81.87148773006136,74.15337423312883,7.601928133216478,25.753286590709905,8.418075326091056,1.8186795793163888,662,23,125,12,14,218,108,163,0.097,0.795,0.108,0.1781,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,6,9,0,1,5,0,7,2,1,2,3,29,21,9,0,3,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,8,7,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,3,0,2,1,6,16,6,23,18,3,21,0,2,2,0,7,8,0,7,12,77,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378253790080547,0.0,0.0,0.11006970078196687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583574333072078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873864862512873,0.0,0.109893384174964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408791468064901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181826214575947,0.0,0.115966627577421,0.0,0.24740176170926986,0.1346371598442968,0.0,0.0,0.20878294266684652,0.1966583762835075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203568132180835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225638814024356,0.0,0.13806294147795356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017300997664904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187496957697776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118035689920453,0.0,0.0,0.2658648266352398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326761482151807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002814437634026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753520994052436,0.0,0.1763498828896487,0.14151561287335593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945590031442608,0.0,0.1392978165051079,0.10968030558638238,0.12530119661513886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612829527338385,0.0,0.0,0.14670465023985174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38916882793501256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598092584304176,0.0,0.08819338715112532,0.0,0.0,0.08025829270923295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344771217677532,0.0,0.13445311052581393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158969569712288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582778304090185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SmallFemale,2018/01/08,"I can’t stop thinking ‘what if?’ Hi guys, sorry if this isn’t formatted correctly etc but I’m getting a little desperate I get periods of what I think is anxiety (doctors app pending) where I cannot switch off. I can’t stop thinking of the worst case scenario even if it isn’t logical. Like I kind of know it isn’t true but I’m like ‘omg but what if?!’ It makes me want to cry, and then I have a sleep condition and I keep waking up at 3 and cannot sleep because I panic so much. This is obviously awful when I already have (usually well controlled) narcolepsy, and I can’t cope with a bad nights sleep on top of my problems. Can anybody give any advice? I’d love any suggestions or support. All my family try to be kind but just don’t really get why I can’t just switch off Edited to add, I don’t hyperventilate with these panic spells but I have racing thoughts, racing heart beat, wanting to cry etc Also it’s like my brain looks for things to be worried about :( ",1.7237767786299898,3.741351211055278,3.61533985718064,87.79717535043638,79.60301507537689,7.0035440359693215,24.041523406506208,8.032893268588372,1.3681095477386929,757,27,160,14,19,255,116,199,0.197,0.6409999999999999,0.162,-0.8242,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,9,14,0,2,4,1,19,8,6,2,4,35,37,16,0,5,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,4,6,0,0,0,11,5,1,0,1,1,18,9,18,34,5,15,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,3,10,96,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164698676697259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315277501281692,0.09531520081125104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210487515967575,0.0,0.09117906799239688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951762825250188,0.07265635610960132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305406378138412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336803186485158,0.0,0.0,0.2618464917729114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199473672211768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265853926135286,0.07872304569040398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236054655990696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681360859825524,0.11433671019391345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801560194513636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123924335934052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594043794573174,0.0,0.24823348502885034,0.06550302028711362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468880929371006,0.11945844013221425,0.0,0.0,0.10008853206914768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075725008764847,0.0,0.07955941655645819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761744574108757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185056839199298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796846364095683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404753755353628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635536565127703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35782448193886635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342204819535744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19929426487906152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352539817560251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918370981838307,0.2291140163045977,0.0,0.0946225544817734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092133791773325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312695699510333,0.0,0.14060122638261022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716500080330456,0.0,0.10754930881273092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104196181697073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,musicandsilence,2018/01/08,"My anxiety disappeared on Holiday! This is just a positive post, because it always helps me to see these. I recently went on a two week holiday overseas with family (who I haven't seen in a year due to living abroad). It was somewhere I really wanted to go but I was so worried that my constant sickness from anxiety would ruin it. The first two days were tough: panic attacks, stomach pains, nausea and sleeping problems. But then.. it gradually got better! For the first time in months I felt like ME again. I was able to eat, drink alcohol, go hiking and just spend quality time with my family. I am not sure if it was due to them, being far away from stressors at home, or a combination of the two, but I was so thankful. Within 24 hours of the holiday being over all my symptoms returned and I am now battling with anxiety again but it was such a relief for me to have that break and remember that I am still there, underneath all this. I had got to the mindset where I thought I was never going to get better and enjoy life again. I have 6 months left in this country before quitting my job and moving home, and I hope that once again I will feel better. If not, at least I can see a doctor in my home country which I have only had bad experiences with here.",5.558674698795179,5.747322859437755,6.522554216867473,77.86551807228919,67.39357429718875,9.692208835341368,31.057831325301212,9.558583805096642,2.7570260240963864,988,36,190,19,15,330,139,249,0.166,0.677,0.157,-0.1814,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,14,17,2,1,11,0,23,10,2,0,4,34,39,17,0,6,11,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,3,0,16,11,3,0,4,4,1,6,4,8,0,5,16,5,28,9,30,19,3,46,0,1,3,0,3,15,0,4,24,148,44,2,0.10616875656516032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346211278752168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834091046397534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436564245270459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078228761221135,0.0997490416547209,0.0,0.08864647705998452,0.06471948857935045,0.0,0.0903417921385393,0.0,0.0,0.2816929124081892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473070870517595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847006486243942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866822109985504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040049625660952,0.0,0.1086371430252922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038534161078732,0.20017290982454072,0.0,0.05368211333354941,0.0,0.10193865578689634,0.0,0.0,0.18061418019598188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055468793351466116,0.0,0.18101445304780736,0.0,0.16982570665129515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116267958428732,0.0,0.31948775791843675,0.1054495308042731,0.104554839149267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053561087830378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535266465363588,0.0,0.07499013254512167,0.05186869166669999,0.0,0.09374895714882564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948577716258054,0.1128405862380238,0.0,0.0,0.08188389015928245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306626076852072,0.0,0.08074612351520268,0.11297104243923747,0.12456616049271454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168032103445514,0.0,0.0,0.10158916162909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129235411776084,0.0,0.0,0.06801442406202536,0.0,0.1048288388138686,0.0,0.12026850482613667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920550653436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624543037143476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478650613671078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006279660703986,0.11034998936204796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774592682290127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428613354754852,0.12381571147933755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31113434472139984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262108335976348,0.0,0.085162172515897,0.0,0.0,0.09841950099515988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781952584600372,0.0,0.07541923853345199,0.0,0.0,0.06836919834854786 anxiety,IlluminAwesome,2018/01/08,"Your is NOT a horror movie In a way, the scene that is taking place in front of your eyes right now, is like a movie. Take a step back and watch it. And then remind yourself, that you are NOT watching a horror movie. You are watching a nice, light romantic comedy. Nothing bad is going to happen. And if it does, it's only to be resolved later in an amusing way. And no matter what happens, like all movies, this one will end too. And it will have a happy ending. Always remember that. Now smile and enjoy this movie :) ",1.4973521624007091,3.816676281553399,2.8404589585172104,91.37556928508387,82.3009708737864,4.910503089143866,18.101500441306268,6.11248444174946,-0.15231262135922294,399,9,80,3,11,129,67,103,0.018000000000000002,0.657,0.325,0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,0,1,4,8,0,0,9,0,10,1,1,0,1,13,15,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,5,4,7,6,12,1,17,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,1,9,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043057918739455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673872706633175,0.18105467913846696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976059416208116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841167140688072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323675947783372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835067409904731,0.2308331910776158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187687629575566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080665133522483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693829213498613,0.1649187194977582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265545716962696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456406196156527,0.18518256502898175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260775959627154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442394403449194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hannahyedwards,2018/01/08,Parents have gone overseas without me My parents have traveled halfway across the world without me and I feel so much sadness and anxiety. I had the choice to go with them but I chose not to for medical reasons. They have never travelled overseas without me only locally and I feel so anxious at the fact that I can't talk to them when I need to. I don't know what to do to distract myself. I'm staying with my older sister at home but she works all day and almost everyday of the week. Most of my friends are also away or they are working most days. I have no car or drivers license yet so I can't go anywhere to distract myself. I also have a broken ankle so I can't even go for a run. I can walk in the evenings but only if I've rested my foot the whole day and I have to walk with someone as it isn't always safe here. I am mostly fine during the day but as soon as it's supper time and starts getting dark I can't handle the feeling of being alone. I don't know what to do to distract myself and o can't watch tv for very long because I get bored and there isn't much else to do inside for 2 weeks when they get back. I do get panic attacks very easily in general but that's usually when I'm in hospital. My boyfriend is also quite busy at the moment with a bunch of assignments so I can't see him as much as I'd like to in order to distract myself. I'm also on holiday at the moment and the school year only starts mid February so I don't even have that to distract me. I'm out of ideas on what I can do to calm myself and keep myself busy. I dread nighttime. Please help! ,1.879677623261692,3.2975178348082643,3.7860630004214073,89.48253318584072,77.14159292035399,6.140792246101983,24.49652338811631,6.7097532225279775,0.7989603034134012,1242,42,268,11,28,421,158,339,0.147,0.7759999999999999,0.077,-0.9686,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,3,21,15,1,7,14,0,31,3,1,1,3,45,53,36,0,2,12,3,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,8,15,1,2,7,4,0,10,17,10,0,0,2,5,44,5,49,50,10,51,0,1,2,0,13,16,0,7,24,198,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423428246265247,0.10780914050380573,0.0,0.33297311030696825,0.08661386359448227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963099696039037,0.11759566323737625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842101840392147,0.09779896813589553,0.08004122930316361,0.0,0.06345423571338933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685259559655125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695649404502685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625768885709486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578979167403417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042213182146891,0.0,0.2175375587985859,0.0,0.17747565723024894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697714636419194,0.0,0.10441394569861223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750852873856794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252280021926143,0.0,0.0,0.11441377772833752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085466927212432,0.0,0.0,0.0921191877253748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486292660689182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295613908688179,0.07718377321138327,0.08028307672619958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23750265956725564,0.0,0.12213091733760305,0.23116631319316744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426305186228194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071590886706764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702512462711752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534785433947984,0.08294878661217317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881978127061643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735537561243414,0.11094947869355527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366615423861734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606975697250615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464393040992847,0.1717755482618283,0.0,0.0,0.16699453865623518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621631688559038,0.0,0.30102632972351195,0.0,0.1515621479991675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703259439736081 anxiety,everynameistakenkill,2018/01/08,"Will therapy help me? I'm a 22 year old senior in college and am not sure if I have anxiety or if it's normal. I do know that I bite my fingernails until they bleed on an almost daily basis, and sometimes feel like I can't breathe from a weight on my chest. Often I feel an irrational fear of going to public places even though I always enjoy being there (other than my inablility to breathe at times). I found out I'm offered 5 free sessions at my school, I have no problem going, I'm just not sure if I need to go or not. Would it help, what would it be like, what would I expect, am I bad enough to go? Other details: in 2017 my parents divorced and I haven't spoken to my mom since april, lost my GF of 7 years from her cheating, had two surgeries where one led me to the ER and almost dead, broke a few bones, and recently just had another breakup. Nothing crazy I guess, but it does weigh on me a lot.",6.5277660818713485,4.522195378947373,7.175964912280705,81.21564327485382,66.26315789473685,9.91812865497076,32.16374269005848,8.167268648758528,2.1507777777777783,702,21,154,7,9,234,120,190,0.123,0.805,0.07200000000000001,-0.752,1,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,1,1,7,12,1,1,7,0,15,7,4,1,2,36,29,13,1,10,11,2,3,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,9,6,2,0,4,0,1,5,6,6,1,2,4,3,25,7,20,19,3,23,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,10,10,103,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27833183319365035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564043453205905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573005323429422,0.10631742666317504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604042875620045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216201691797143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360093494859852,0.0,0.0917933449110186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638835431879247,0.14054242547165938,0.09928557203654864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523816834222566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159365220800702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15309941288062096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863074117387211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637841347722908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579479793549462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517103863665786,0.11815372235664685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627687982601775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305007423265278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616846733638147,0.13335268402943432,0.0,0.1458335345500231,0.0,0.09417476809316556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431809526468754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520193436263973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298272264611086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372235401272027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065267553326874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149636453059943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745232643529742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26196934623737683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893291250125754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365447132455236,0.0,0.08103891278778164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576084825803836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923718538142507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29617694011571083,0.0,0.0,0.1789939398204121 anxiety,AlexMilaychev,2018/01/08,"Weighted blankets help with anxiety when falling asleep I just bought a weighted blanket and now I'm hooked. I sleep more deeply and wake up less than I used to. It's marketed not only towards people with anxiety, but also other sensitivities like OCD and ADD. Something about the pressure on your body which simulates being held and releases calming hormones. I'm no expert, but I am thoroughly enjoying my new blanket and thought I'd recommend it. :-)",5.637936507936505,8.210486197530866,6.112980599647268,71.84555555555556,69.74074074074075,9.073015873015876,37.4973544973545,9.606745405546679,4.351965079365079,366,21,55,9,7,118,64,81,0.105,0.6779999999999999,0.217,0.923,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,6,4,1,0,15,8,9,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,2,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,2,6,3,8,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012130228555672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849630643539041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794828174789451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686493794709777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292430125821024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430072265946064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136131052227331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443521068832155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517924565016769,0.0,0.0,0.19370224503661765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997508273134312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731089933055592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6127882091565806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anotheraccountdelete,2018/01/08,"I've been having bathroom anxiety lately and it's ruining my life. This has come up in the past few months of my life. I have panic attacks if I don't have access to a bathroom and a feeling like I have to pee or I'll wet myself. The crazy thing is I have never wet myself as an adult, but when ever I sit still I feel like like I'm gonna pee myself. If I'm sitting in class and realize that I just went to the bathroom and would be weird to keep getting up. I have this feeling of being trapped and start to panic. I don't know what to do about it and it's hindering my ability to have a normal life. 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I just noticed that I've been editing my posts, comments, and replies a lot. At first I thought it was because I'm a grammar nazi, but now I think it's anxiety. Anyone else been doing this? Am I right to think this? I'm still new to this haha.",1.1807103825136631,3.1697287377049186,2.689754098360656,93.88632513661207,81.29508196721311,4.722404371584699,23.281420765027317,5.46131890053228,0.21634207650273216,227,8,49,1,6,74,44,61,0.036000000000000004,0.87,0.094,0.6416,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,7,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,6,1,3,6,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673583619659027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600959693197642,0.0,0.0,0.2926620253350856,0.4288570634017119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757302761176004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313929790029584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496473668340879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801050582288655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791941832220384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384232603047604,0.0,0.0,0.20212057257319335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382627115466817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008581244271433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872100945160566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712850373070462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681918948625905,0.0,0.16614218496437044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tahrahnah,2018/01/08,"Insomnia Due to Anxiety; Really Want To Deal With It Without Drugs I've always been the kind of person who worries a lot about all kinds of stuff, and that has historically affected my sleep a little, but I never had trouble sleeping on the long haul - if I had to pull an all-nighter for a college exam or if I slept little due to a tough day of work ahead, I could always recoup the lost time 1-2 days later. Not this time around, though. I'm on my last year of grad school, and for the Fall 2017 semester I decided to simultaneously work on my year-long thesis, take an extra course to relieve pressure later and apply to as many full-time jobs out of school as possible. I wasn't working part-time so I thought I could handle the load just fine, but my anxiety went off the charts in late November when I had to juggle multiple interviews, term projects and thesis resets at the same time. I thought I could just man-mode with little sleep until I did my last interview for the year so I could relax and shift gears to focus almost exclusively on my thesis. Alas, for two weeks I got what I thought was virtually no sleep, averaging maybe four hours a night and never getting more than 7 hours. But things got a lot worse. Even after things I had slowed down, my anxiety remained crazy high - I wondered whether I had bombed my interviews, whether my thesis was worth anything, whether it was worth to sacrifice some grades to put in time into other things. I started getting literally getting no sleep - waking up after <1 hour of dreaming, sweating uncontrollably while trying to shut off my brain, throat suddenly going so dry I have to fetch water, everything that could possibly hurt hurting the closer I think I am to sleeping. This pattern has lasted for over a month now and I experienced it as of last night. At first I tried to self-medicate. During the 2 weeks mayhem, I first tried Passionflower, which didn't do much. Then I tried out 50 mg Diphenhydramine Hydrochloride (Benadryl). I think this made things way worse; the sedation effect made me believe I was dying and my body fought every inch to stay awake, and it ""succeeded'. It was fucking awful. Then in the beginning of December I was prescribed Zolpidem (Ambien). This helped me get a few hours of sleep (2-4 hours) most nights but it never made me feel refreshed; I guess because it doesn't help much with deep sleep. I took it for most of December and I gave up once I started noticing certain parts of my brain experiencing a burning sensation even though I was technically awake and not feeling drowsy. I went to ER during this period where I did a blood and urine test; nothing came up (as an aside, they gave me a Tylenol/ibuprofen/gravol cocktail and put me on an IV, that was hella relaxing but I couldn't exactly sleep in an ER setting while being looked at by nurses and doctors). Then I tried 1 Mg Lorazepam (Ativan) which I thought was the ""nuclear"" option - I'd take it and just get so fucked up I wouldn't even be able to think before falling asleep. Wrong. After three days I couldn't take it anymore, the burning sensation enveloped most of my brain and I felt no closer to getting sleep; I didn't even get an hour in any of the days I took this drug. I went to ER again and had a CAT Scan of my head which showed nothing wrong again. Last week my doctor prescribed Trazodone Hcl, but I've become so deathly scared of developing a life-long dependency that I haven't touched it yet. I've been trying to sleep as naturally as possible, taking only 10 mg melatonin right before bed and 400 mb Ibuprofen to manage the random pains and headaches. I was really close to falling asleep a few days ago, but the same ""near-death"" experience I had with Benadryl replicated; once I realized it was just anxiety fighting to keep me awake it was too late to try again. All the while, I've taken steps to try to manage my stress and improve my sleep hygiene. I've dramatically cut down on caffeine; even though I'd only have about 100-150 mg per day (1 cup and change) I'm down to just 20-30 mg (less than a soda can) and I don't even have any on most days; I now switch on a small lamp stand instead of using the strong overhead light when it gets dark in my room; I shut off my computer 1-2 hours before bed; I always read for .5-1 hour before bed; I've installed Blackout curtains to curb undesired light during nighttime; I drink 2 liters + of water when I used to get liquids from sugary drinks; I've resumed working out at least 3 times a week. Over the past few days, I've also mulled over school and I'm determined to go on a break to figure out my insomnia and anxiety, lest I never sleep again in my life. I've convinced myself no job is worth not being able to sleep well. I feel my ""everyday"" anxiety has gone down from doing these things, but the subconscious stuff is still going strong and keeping me permanently awake, now I feel it's getting worse because I'm starting to believe I can't ever fall asleep again. If I were to suddenly have a done thesis and a decent job out of school, I'd imagine the anxiety part would go away. But I can't exactly accomplish either when my brain feels like it's made out of jello every day - no doubt doing bad in interviews and having to redo a lot of research comes a lot from not being able to sleep and having the memory/cognitive ability to do these things well. I feel like I'm stuck in this negative feedback loop, though -> get anxious -> can't sleep -> can't do what I need to do -> get anxious. And my body fights drug effects like its life depends on it; given my ""near-sleep"" experience I feel like it's now fighting sleepiness in general. So, tl;dr: get anxious -> can't sleep -> can't do what I need to do -> get anxious. Body hates sedatives. Need to find a way out before I suddenly drop to the floor.",7.343747909111093,6.481588765065503,7.3444082599363485,76.97240248686258,63.969432314410476,10.38279920065132,33.729923765820445,9.570044569638256,2.9332546073569685,4636,164,897,75,59,1491,457,1145,0.134,0.8009999999999999,0.064,-0.9974,6,0,5,0,5,1,158.0,0,0,1,14,46,39,8,5,53,1,71,53,34,11,10,147,153,73,2,16,27,0,9,4,0,2,12,0,5,1,48,45,6,3,23,8,3,20,30,22,5,5,54,15,100,17,141,86,26,182,1,3,2,2,16,64,2,21,95,551,148,31,0.09176621354229517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02711507048291768,0.0,0.03063020242017537,0.0,0.0,0.024461802605184556,0.07635684090528556,0.0,0.0,0.04160278133753875,0.0,0.16380210509759582,0.13822626811811986,0.030335808505600807,0.0,0.0,0.025171924919060205,0.027230461873237983,0.0,0.0,0.02873912612733816,0.0,0.025540318410172028,0.037293221354788735,0.033782857717409236,0.13014381470583125,0.06892606543062257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019315760334986,0.0,0.13658859096286616,0.0,0.034985367164718895,0.0,0.0,0.032358828720686544,0.026349489143611758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122113090714611,0.0,0.0,0.17754484831604267,0.031535645573730495,0.0,0.0,0.03174628054674653,0.0,0.0,0.0626177386852999,0.0,0.031302899000865296,0.0,0.0599306356727214,0.10641967386445662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122143715382755,0.027669264621293384,0.05154466183581339,0.0,0.02749118520406921,0.059843310266787776,0.0,0.0,0.1082660946107792,0.06555780129037213,0.029369985288197217,0.0,0.02795755223084224,0.0520375295735229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565575904791913,0.223738942303616,0.0,0.06953713854574306,0.0,0.04892921598194536,0.0,0.033696943343744026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03020004581838205,0.03139286988254758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04100597239242537,0.03231868097405734,0.0,0.0,0.2409899611816172,0.0,0.06549175303399937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106380718168984,0.05437735133280845,0.0,0.06370692669259953,0.0,0.12466951985056185,0.06901085728708381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481719047427241,0.059776448861702136,0.09197385381868327,0.0,0.08121021127059704,0.0256868358213559,0.0,0.033391220762148364,0.10402180421707813,0.0,0.11577521342391787,0.0,0.031012179085046068,0.030730498573554487,0.0,0.0339771920111662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024415638716238256,0.0,0.0449724838062967,0.06804348457614215,0.09436768145524724,0.0,0.0,0.11482183332754035,0.0,0.058701437894865184,0.03482548078009039,0.0,0.06515201499821599,0.0,0.04652822702857935,0.032548573736041114,0.0,0.0,0.09937386671407762,0.02920041146320608,0.0,0.02670890602575696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345261764198783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150026040550662,0.0,0.0,0.030597015594312143,0.0,0.03919185746892437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026122614987682605,0.0,0.0,0.030624662833741483,0.12382974302550034,0.0,0.0,0.031910724730711715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509949160254676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495259826334554,0.0326035245842863,0.02442820555804246,0.0,0.03503929585567585,0.0,0.07003357308779555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199569618349376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193078937907625,0.058800084280602426,0.12021311851038688,0.0971361642227476,0.08918269513475534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797042650825035,0.1661419608073568,0.0,0.02988075215949315,0.0,0.0,0.05283769656594186,0.0,0.0,0.018042030109285016,0.04855983262948276,0.09814576166794327,0.0,0.055005897769150866,0.08506819932005986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029486451723268574,0.03317218136734304,0.08907586185215904,0.031064348096736288,0.09351761140655074,0.02172936173305177,0.06688796587130533,0.0,0.05909443284774427 anxiety,exogensays,2018/01/08,"Very strange anxiety symptoms? Hello all, first time posting here. I've had general anxiety for a long time but I feel like my anxiety spells hit me out of no where and with very strange symptoms. I rarely ever get the racing heart, shortness of breath, etc. Instead manifests as a very strong gag reflex (like if I talk at all, I'll wretch), dry heaving, nausea and dizziness. I suppose I'm just looking for some clarification; if anyone else has experienced these symptoms with their anxiety. My doctor seems to think it's all anxiety related, especially considering the symptoms seem to subside when I take .25mg of Xanax. Thank you all in advance. 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After all the anger I will end up just being really depressed, this happens for no reason at all. Why does this happen? I think it might have something to do with anxiety. Should I see a therapist or something ",5.0155714285714295,6.361203700000001,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,69.14285714285714,7.885714285714287,26.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,1.809942857142857,289,9,52,4,5,92,54,70,0.272,0.728,0.0,-0.9579,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,0,7,0,0,2,2,17,14,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,12,9,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,5,2,40,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485129710575209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365397576793166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588885847600531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372799214058358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123850708186386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580838311779809,0.0,0.0,0.11788698677246665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325051392764637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4734983874262933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910707941985728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746608145421146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934329928649532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237383198728292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434140919723294,0.3670225198726093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422286252356364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27481137852669585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723365972556934,0.0,0.1143653287827471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527447692982103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32210806465125924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Weedsmoker4hunnid20,2018/01/08,I have to do a 10 minute speech to the class then answer questions in front of the class and then ask questions as well for a total of 18 minutes. Kill me? I have no idea what to do. I’m in an English class and we’re doing a debate and we already did the first one and I only spoke for 6 minutes and it was a complete disaster. Now we’re on a second one and I don’t know how I can possibly do this. ,-0.8113333333333337,1.0338772000000027,1.948888888888892,97.12000000000003,88.11111111111109,4.488888888888889,19.0,5.6839178017228535,-0.3681999999999994,308,9,75,2,10,107,56,90,0.131,0.8440000000000001,0.025,-0.872,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,9,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,14,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,1,4,3,2,7,1,11,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,57,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739269996964137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320607129443747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26026350307244256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114355739822094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28022045493903097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27462873622695416,0.0,0.1364202291973936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336412943474173,0.18878942668417706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798410287101885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556146834735593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318778443261736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxthekitten,2018/01/08,"I’m probably going to fail Anatomy and it’s all because no one ever picks me for a partner, and I’m too afraid to ask. So I’m 16, and in high school. I’m taking Anatomy and well, as I’m typing this, I’m the only one sitting at my desk, since no one wanted to be my partner for a lab. And labs are like 40-50% of the overall grade for this class. I want to cry. I’m so scared and I can’t do the lab by myself because it’s about nerves and the eyes and so on. I sometimes would be partners with this girl but she went to her friends (when we were supposed to just have 2 to a group, not 3) /: So I am alone, and my parents will probably yell at me when they see I got a 0 for this lab. The sad thing is that this always happens, I’m always alone and left out in schoolwork groups. I wish the teacher assigned us. And I’m not even close enough to the teacher to talk to her comfortably. I don’t even know why I’m posting this, just need to tell someone. I feel like no one ever wants to be my friend or talk to me because I’m me. :(",1.0973119844735564,2.055055589519654,3.026688500727804,96.02238112566715,78.25764192139737,5.612906356137795,23.20257156720039,5.46131890053228,0.06617302280446324,786,24,196,3,18,265,122,229,0.117,0.773,0.11,0.1056,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,1,1,15,10,0,2,11,0,13,1,1,1,3,33,38,20,0,6,6,1,1,2,5,2,0,1,0,4,10,15,0,0,2,0,0,2,7,4,1,4,3,4,23,6,28,30,2,17,0,2,2,0,19,9,0,1,6,123,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661303057155772,0.0,0.0,0.21380908789262795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011021118840474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349582104602227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411277838501469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275280850564686,0.0,0.16971789694025488,0.23243262140755955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496267486780882,0.0917851860550869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852460030687696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301738778833236,0.0,0.10275612750969278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361326176130784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357447666580527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060851589815267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395924486517241,0.0,0.0,0.1255363749048464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526530433800323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482418818292721,0.09771381644686113,0.0,0.0,0.1426603563337675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304704911249414,0.0,0.277043468420027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862955990328842,0.13002727111462398,0.10238086416733172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627888179057232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885955842542007,0.0,0.1270686877940747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659996893126384,0.2065325732263292,0.11229601871525363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535551809793314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454401838330256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273401413741228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551775215522815,0.11910101236280482,0.11593201424687564,0.0,0.14774412752746388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126755947896684,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kittiesarethebest87,2018/01/08,"Does anyone else feel that they are living way below their potential? I have such a hard time with this. I have a degree in education and got As and Bs without even trying that hard. Because of my anxiety, I am so afraid to get outside of my comfort zone and I keep getting messages from society that I should be working as a public school teacher for the money and benefits. Right now I am working part time in a preschool and I have lots of time for my mental health but feel so guilty because I am not doing more. I worked full time before but I'm scared that I wouldn't be able to handle that now. What are your experiences with this? I just want to feel less alone and that I'm not the only one feeling this way.",3.4656787048567885,4.7645082328767145,4.376774595267747,87.32345579078456,72.83561643835617,6.952926525529268,25.601494396014942,7.348242739294969,1.1179671232876711,566,18,117,6,11,183,88,146,0.107,0.845,0.048,-0.8479,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,3,7,4,0,2,6,0,13,1,0,0,0,23,24,12,0,3,6,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,4,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,17,2,17,19,5,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,6,86,27,4,0.15399464766866885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949201262896048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780548396464548,0.0,0.0,0.10767663820383523,0.15778571478207198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187747415784354,0.0,0.13103810292430046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476175392646988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286427679655787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171201242704378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063631467609853,0.0,0.0,0.3114572835308975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609116950243775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316358741942195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27589791335948266,0.0,0.0,0.16368910935742345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368775184745705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598009520416707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309207425471885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519038492233864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043507586730966,0.1171198688166126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676119675630344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151058769658347,0.0,0.0,0.15417550689982992,0.15585080482255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591820697910112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455225729287017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083003305872388,0.2444675669171027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14844534504077966,0.0,0.3363298127105783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Oh_my_Brothers,2018/01/08,"First time reaching out to a doctor- told me i am not sick My doctor has commented on my anxiety several times when I’ve seen her for other things. She asked if I dealt with it Okay and I told her yes because I didn’t want to talk about it. She seemed genuine. Well, it’s starting to take over my life with the shaking and the panic attacks and the “feeling like something horrible is about to happen” at *all* times. She always told me to contact her via the “Mercy Website” if I had a non-urgent question. I sent in an inquiry about my anxiety and asked what her opinion on best managing it would be. I got a reply within 24 hours, but I was so anxious about it that I didn’t open it for a week. I finally opened it and I am freaking out, I don’t know what to do. It just says **“(My doctor) is out for the week. You are not sick and do not need to be seen for your issues.”** Okay, now what do I do? I don’t want to go in, I don’t want to message again for fear that someone who is NOT my doctor will read and/or reply to it. I feel paralyzed and like I should just not exist. I just want advice I think. Are Anti-Anxiety meds worth this? Should I go in to see her? Should I send another message? Help. 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I have used all of my sick days for the year, and am afraid I may be fired if this behavior continues (increasing my anxiety about the situation). I have made an appointment with a psychiatrist but the soonest I could get in is at the end of February. I am currently prescribed 2mg Valium daily and 0.5 Ativan as needed. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. 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I’m sorry if this is really weird but I can’t use bathrooms at my work or when I’m out and about. I just stand/sit there for ages with a full bladder but I just can’t go. I’m scared that I’ll see someone I know in there and that people will hear me pee. I can only use the separate disabled toilet but often it’s occupied and I feel like a jerk for using it because I’m not disabled and I’m terrified someone will see me coming out of it and judge me. It’s getting really uncomfortable and impractical because I spend 8 hours a day at work and I can’t go to the toilet the whole time. I get dehydrated and grumpy from not drinking or eating much. I have no problems using the toilet at home. I’m 22, male, and I have a diagnosis of ASD but not anxiety. Please tell me I’m not alone, and hopefully you can share some advice on how to get over this?",1.08263440860215,2.990200811827961,3.6023655913978523,87.64021505376344,81.20430107526882,6.713978494623658,21.623655913978496,7.793537801064563,0.945959139784946,685,21,149,12,18,239,102,186,0.187,0.768,0.044,-0.9756,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,8,7,1,1,8,0,10,4,2,5,0,38,33,19,0,3,13,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,8,14,2,0,2,1,1,3,8,4,0,0,0,4,17,3,17,31,4,17,0,0,2,0,6,9,0,6,6,93,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142576447148988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989375257738854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22143185448083932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644874012652598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466968509200292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933370839800926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417775774695266,0.0,0.14809207735206126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317843104879218,0.1033931549570642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268419973190489,0.0,0.16450362884546746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631180955062863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517320209620052,0.14374678528658755,0.14252715871974606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953829522298415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070640928643374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639115930062563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007157254410248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033563156064704,0.0,0.0,0.15886702690091115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848440379736354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543192629622754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448971951874427,0.0,0.2306577130461545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452538078657248,0.0,0.0,0.16201027390954192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649796947754968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439160590558635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999914006651479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161582772734276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072627985085174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CantCopeNoHope,2018/01/08,"Travel Anxiety Next week (on Monday) I'm supposed to travel to another country for two weeks for work and the anxiety is ruining me.. The idea of being so far away for so long, with no escape makes me feel so sick inside, it's like I'm constantly at the point where I'm about to fall from the top of a building. I spoke to my therapist today and he said if it is making me feel so bad that I should tell my work I can't go; just make up an excuse about health (my own or someone elses)... But I don't know that it would work; I would get confused or it will seem fake and everyone will know. I don't know what to do but I feel trapped and I wish I would get hurt badly enough that it would mean I didn't have to worry about this... I hate life and I'm so confused :(",2.827442497261778,3.1014379216867525,4.299069003285877,91.11893209200441,73.39759036144578,7.723110624315447,23.52464403066813,7.686295010490155,0.7607903614457832,589,14,142,7,11,197,96,166,0.227,0.7040000000000001,0.069,-0.9823,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,1,2,6,0,16,3,0,3,0,32,38,15,0,7,6,0,3,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,9,2,0,4,5,8,0,1,3,5,17,1,20,27,2,19,0,2,0,0,5,8,0,6,8,90,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158846064437428,0.20659185180847314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686309793535874,0.0,0.22548520796446375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591712254279085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279843162374552,0.0,0.0,0.1395198510891662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902488497750791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048223949294091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410929437830881,0.0,0.07673943162351023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331203437898612,0.0,0.14352827680406852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455009248188522,0.15242999260366746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226233041989069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953741546930146,0.06596778075792231,0.0,0.0,0.11949538688272285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703963896061808,0.0,0.0,0.14708489952565615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436036367664362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276449510496453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844239428266668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292427173605915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440864831496915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802028134411913,0.0,0.0,0.15677772630996026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799060131673826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190257667528688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21662237256714206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527534900366136,0.0,0.0,0.2949056210622921,0.13712732312850398,0.0,0.3836796057609713,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Xch4vez,2018/01/08,"When should I call about an interview? I applied at a collision center for a entry level detail position, and after that I went in and spoke with the hiring manager about 2 weeks ago. He seemed like he was interested because I already have detail experience. He informed me that he would start calling for interviews after the new years. I then went in Wednesday last week just to check in and he said that he would start getting interviews ready by the end of that week. So far no calls. How soon should I contact him about the job? 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Once again I've woken up and called out of work because of my anxiety/ specifically my OCD. I feel an overwhelming sense of dread, my mind can't stop the slew on intrusive thoughts pounding my brain. I'm a massage therapist, I've cancelled on clients so many times it's embarrassing. I had to lie to my manager because I'm not in therapy anymore. Although I did manage to muster up enough courage to call a new therapist and leave a message about getting an appointment. Idk why I'm writing here really, I guess I'm looking for people who understand the personal hell that is anxiety/intrusive thoughts and physical manifestations of it. I've been having a lot of good weeks, I haven't called out expect for when I had the flu. I'm just at a loss sitting here balling my eyes out because that's the only thing that seems to work. I'm sick of this illness controlling me and how I live my life. Therapy is in the works, but right now I'm just looking for some solidarity.",5.332951334379906,6.236166204081634,6.304285714285713,76.71763736263738,68.08163265306122,10.316483516483515,35.485086342229195,10.389873798559362,3.813412558869701,800,40,153,21,13,266,116,196,0.106,0.8490000000000001,0.046,-0.7101,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,6,10,7,1,3,12,0,9,6,2,2,0,26,27,10,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,5,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,7,4,15,2,26,20,3,20,1,2,3,0,7,11,1,4,7,90,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448641868412966,0.0,0.12606467802836308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324657644379539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190322914009704,0.3893982135585756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257113499268864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313445614439383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064273548234383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664127386868425,0.0,0.07224281644054667,0.10661866947900353,0.0,0.0,0.1400323420549279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459723698181775,0.0,0.0,0.08978562135387093,0.0,0.0,0.11224554595659664,0.0,0.21349044887257884,0.0,0.0,0.1080692744198187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887543018978584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835068212268702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276919421884915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537413700598708,0.0,0.0966772644036419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812606340850171,0.11099257954523313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143361157229846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085561654660728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572141480906364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062744681812471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907359022273444,0.29518239226329696,0.08445006337411153,0.0,0.0,0.20183143075599985,0.07412222255944735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233199032633505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196459608315196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147022028382969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701671522095133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mynamesnoteli,2018/01/08,"Think I’m developing anxiety. Hi all, on Friday i smoked some marijuana with my friends. I had a major panic attack, heart going 200+bpm, tunnel vision, sweating, the classic panic attack symptoms. It is now Monday morning and i still feel strange, i find myself quite anxious for no reason, upset stomach, diarrhea, light headed, slightly elevated heart rate, and shortness of breath at times. My question is, should i see a doctor or wait a few days? I’ve never had any symptoms of anxiety in my life, part of me feels like i am just freaking out after the traumatic panic attack. Is this normal? Should i see a doctor or wait a few days and see if it clears out? Any answer is appreciated. Also, I’ve never had a panic attack or anything like this before.",4.387340425531914,6.57666895744681,5.813776595744681,74.30875,72.19148936170212,6.969503546099293,28.062056737588648,7.793537801064563,2.12314609929078,597,23,94,8,12,201,90,141,0.277,0.632,0.09,-0.9826,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,4,13,4,5,8,0,10,11,6,1,4,28,20,8,0,4,5,0,2,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,7,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,3,6,12,3,11,15,6,16,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,6,11,64,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579235208812466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459091352326959,0.0,0.16413891252794596,0.12119667603424958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828289068664727,0.0,0.0,0.4881892208618219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128799012520764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13837437706459382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961272318961644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848870972978623,0.07664136696716516,0.0,0.0,0.09805263345564702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288481724598461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060970104795677264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010096800672337,0.0,0.0,0.2542563366978615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577554437672868,0.10482388052289324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654830080149664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511232659909883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5034832344948794,0.0,0.1161745640621156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017895743442787,0.11410624991938167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103024465347397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564665296757576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567452063702283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230114878339247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874115282007973,0.0,0.0,0.06255624987789887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MultilaneDee,2018/01/08,"I never thought this would make me anxious I was never anxious about this. I was sure I didn't have depression or anxiety. I am having intrusive thoughts about coming out as homosexual although I admit having homoerotic thoughts. This is keeping me up every night. Before December, I was completely fine. Didn't have anxiety nor depression. Here are my other intrusive thoughts like doing a blowjob or you know, better not mention any more. Some background here: 20, M, Christian. Before my anxiety, I was just an ordinary guy having homoerotic thoughts and fantasies. I would end up using porn a lot and sometimes I'd orgasm to some heteroerotic fantasies. Before, I would always try not to fap, but then I end up doing so. I know this is another problem and not my anxiety. So, of course, I would always stray away from doing homosexual acts because, you know. And I was completely fine with that. I was and still am single and was fine. I know I am not my sins nor temptations. Here's what led to my anxiety. I was apparently watching a TV series that had a lot of erotic jokes and most of the cast were playing straight roles. It kind of made me feel that you really have to be sexually attracted to your partner to be bf/gf. So I was a bit confused. (more background: i'm one of those people who don't like sex or erotic jokes but then i make some just to fit in. also kinda innocent like i thought you just have a gf because you romantically love her.) Sometimes, ignorance is a bliss. I'm a carefree person I don't usually worry about this, but I ended up looking up about mixed-orientation marriages and ex-gay stuff and that made me feel like my homoeroticness was set in stone. Well, scratch that. I probably knew it was set in stone before my anxiety; I just didn't care about attraction. Now, I'm anxious af. I'm having these thoughts about making out, having a boyfriend, marrying a man, etc. Every time I had those thoughts I would feel ashamed af and anxious. I know that I'm not my sexuality. I know that God forgives and loves. I know that temptation can be beat with God. I know that you can keep all your mistakes and sins to yourself and God and learn from them. I was happy being ""in the closet"" before my anxiety. (I put those in quotation marks because that phrase or state never even crossed my mind even once. I really dgaf about sexuality and all since it's just what you're get aroused by.) I'm afraid I might become that ""gay guy"" and you can insert all the gay stereotypes here. But, of course, I know that I don't have to come out (because idgaf about these shit). What I imagined about my future was that I'd have a wife and love her (i think this is hope that has turned into despair) or I'd be single and just tell others that I don't really care about having a SO and just need friends (which I know it true before my anxieties). But after that triggering moment, I just felt so anxious for days. Whenever I see a couple, I'd get frustrated for no reason. It felt like I just realized I was gay (although I need not adopt that identity) and my world just crumbled since I never really paid attention to sexuality in general. I'm now 20 and honestly, I wish I still had thoughts of a child. I would just enjoy non-sexual stuff like yeah and things were still exciting. We're all getting older and this also made me anxious like what am I going to say to people when I'm not married. I'm usually that kind of guy who enjoys the now and goes with the flow, so I never thought of that. Like I said, I'm carefree and chill. Another cause, maybe, is my depression. Before my anxiety kicked in, I noticed I was getting depressed after coming home for the holidays from college. So of course, I can't just not gaf and live on with life with depression blocking my way. Moving on, I got depressed because I expected to have fun and relax during my break. It wasn't like my past breaks. I'd always feel happy to be home and I was completely devoid of depression or anxiety. But now, it's just different. The way my family acts, the way the people of my hometown act, the way my old friends act—they're all different now. Things have drastically changed after high school, and I felt like I couldn't accept that. I miss old times so much. I became nostalgic. What started as reminiscing end up becoming a ""oh damn i cant experience that again im so sad"" fest. Rumination. I can't help but compare every single thing to the past. What's weird was I was okay with these changes between high school graduation and the beginning of my anxiety and depression. This made me feel so lonely. Maybe I'm just exaggerating these changes and relating them to negativity. You see, my parents aren't so talkative anymore. They don't ask how I'm doing or about anything anymore. They don't praise or scold me anymore. They don't remind me anymore about having good habits. I just miss it. Same thing goes with my friends. They don't talk to me a lot anymore. I also can't find things to talk about because whenever I do they'll ignore me. I know this is a toxic thought. They're probably busy and just need other things to do. Maybe when you have nothing to do and are really content, you tend to notice the flaws in everything including yourself. You tend to panic about everything you noticed was off but brushed them off when you were still not depressed. There was nothing to do after my final exams, so I fell to my sad state. But I don't know why I was completely okay in my past breaks. I'm worrying about things I shouldn't worry about, and I can't move on with life because I can't enjoy it. I haven't had enough sleep for days. At least I'd do something everyday to alleviate my condition but they don't last long. I was able to meet up with some friends that I really enjoyed with back in high school and noticed my depression temporarily became less severe, but this was before my anxiety kicked in. Now, when I look at that experience, I'm mind-reading thinking that it was all fake and all even though mind-reading is a big no-no. Intrusive mind-reading sucks. I wish my anxiety wasn't triggered. Depression was already bad enough. Why was I completely okay last year whether I was in my hometown or in college? I've had history of depression and anxiety (however isolated), but those were before some certain time. See, I was completely okay from December 2016 to December 2017. I used be depressed in college in 2015, but now look at me. I'm now depressed in my own home. I don't know what to do anymore. I just need to know I'm OK and I don't need to do anything and just live on with life, but intrusive thoughts are hell. Maybe if I signed up for something to keep me busy during the break, this wouldn't have happened. It'd also be nice to un-know stuff. I hope I'll be fine when college starts again. Maybe I should set a goal like meet up with friends, tell them how much I miss them and how things were back in college. Maybe I just need to catch up with my friends. Maybe I just need to tell my family how much I missed things and how much I still love them. Maybe I won't feel lonely anymore. Would these work? I don't know how I survived being an introvert. I would be completely fine being alone most of the time. Now being alone gives me WEIRD THOUGHTS and DESPAIR. I wish this break was as exciting as before. I can't even think about making things exciting again with this depression. Another thought: I feel like, once people reach their goals, life becomes really dull and boring until you have another goal, and that's how it feels like right now with my family and friends. I feel they too are just waiting until they die, or maybe they have goals but they haven't been telling me because they're busy and I'm the only one without a goal since I'd just go with the flow and am lazy. Okay, so that's that. Sorry if I sounded so repetitive. I hope I was able to express everything. I think I should seek professional help too. I wonder if it's okay to post this in [/r/depression](https://reddit.com/r/depression) too. I hope I can relax a bit after this. Edit: my history of depression and anxiety were not related to sexuality or whatsoever",3.8189611529916254,5.598743931789738,4.777583316354747,82.87335385316918,72.76095118898624,8.234137633281911,28.03215259384308,8.885960800737653,2.2332212203238546,6465,250,1260,131,129,2104,460,1598,0.124,0.684,0.193,0.9991,6,7,2,0,0,0,211.0,0,16,17,10,103,119,5,4,40,8,151,17,4,22,15,281,282,122,1,33,63,2,13,13,9,15,4,3,4,7,90,72,0,7,56,9,1,17,52,47,1,2,72,24,198,72,151,180,35,152,5,27,7,11,79,50,4,32,83,851,288,19,0.04933891965686037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051100240924881635,0.027223362365652082,0.07891263244786108,0.06158090041943112,0.0,0.0,0.01677607863515605,0.10347231839974394,0.2830810386820231,0.16721680634136155,0.1712583268774173,0.0,0.0,0.040601726929191014,0.0,0.023062614807294542,0.0,0.023177769577769097,0.03793858370636924,0.02059796851271377,0.12030618990210612,0.08173644059843159,0.20991893322422456,0.0,0.0,0.02181813247585789,0.05386532159713536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050304316856790696,0.025342330759258253,0.07829105233451669,0.06375166577681121,0.18105821491796187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02729628807953294,0.0,0.03181952147169158,0.0,0.3612120832291265,0.0,0.025603004496499483,0.051548669787674715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739927649752055,0.050980293130112035,0.02751296878590093,0.06517578221384522,0.0,0.062355251671590985,0.0,0.06651395939352185,0.048262930820820296,0.06976851360163183,0.0,0.11226258111226946,0.052871601091865006,0.07105965036961476,0.02702418740837524,0.02254743935823784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341694427742914,0.0,0.05155509826379673,0.02366519377296656,0.028040445056843426,0.0206915724694933,0.01973042062283932,0.0,0.0,0.07327993127128513,0.02181512185413859,0.052522197428210925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033070837826203084,0.07819391626820257,0.07423643889816899,0.09800935975005966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026647249915265247,0.0,0.0,0.06578204816615782,0.0,0.051378892345104905,0.2169230393535144,0.0402178046982261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696990761576879,0.15667927560510006,0.0,0.043567169987919215,0.0218316956455324,0.06214839928097515,0.0,0.0,0.06291927767369855,0.08906060262070209,0.0933713574889811,0.06586822398788854,0.0,0.2230540937858365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02617039839555424,0.09963648781692894,0.0,0.0,0.052439463346393315,0.07253956591329669,0.1280446431403336,0.09513304121821507,0.0,0.0,0.023150616893942,0.0,0.04734202408877924,0.11234537409098634,0.05177289648024717,0.052544339186414615,0.0334333288607656,0.0187622358479559,0.0,0.028944295776609088,0.02739251570573116,0.0,0.07064937244140106,0.06841078908144774,0.021540420776761462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02362652324708977,0.0,0.0531957002975012,0.02360534137248417,0.0,0.024799620878097558,0.0,0.0,0.07402840720384059,0.0,0.11062721364599523,0.025364313396358668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02106758390184091,0.023466305546294527,0.019618144615182628,0.0,0.07490043115792289,0.058975096552583366,0.0,0.0,0.027869467723560252,0.025322846004220044,0.06122049629172367,0.0,0.02468727581728581,0.0,0.0,0.037983510833372515,0.04879745313354382,0.0276154405595037,0.03492234127915158,0.0,0.09850531242912353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472188816099817,0.0,0.0,0.02325067393723057,0.0,0.0,0.03965675469512467,0.08624878096201878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638929293431905,0.06322877499571508,0.024237619027743743,0.27418713697718755,0.057539841649993574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01674894387763141,0.02683328827961343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04261298518957127,0.05433984945196653,0.0,0.0,0.0783258757718831,0.0,0.0,0.022180807068781002,0.0,0.044520700812281835,0.0,0.08510598398318305,0.023780478942879785,0.026752976855231002,0.017959660566945687,0.07515910181954276,0.0,0.14019581168588988,0.0,0.0,0.01588632330949754 anxiety,tookie92,2018/01/08,"random anxiety attacks anyone? Hey y'all. So recently I discovered I have anxiety attacks that are pretty severe. I never knew what they were when I was younger. I just thought maybe my stomach would randomly tighten and I didn't really connect the dots with any of the other symptoms. As a kid I constantly told my doctor i got this strained feeling in my stomach sometimes but i didnt know why I had a couple life changes in the last 6 months and they're freaking me out: moved in with my boyfriend and transferred to a new university from city college. Thats kinda sent me into a spiral I cannot even describe. I think I'm freaking my boyfriend out and ruining our relationship. I'm having pretty severe anxiety attacks about once a week everywhere..on the train, washing dishes, in my sleep(which has sent me to the E.R. because i was 100% sure i was dying). Also I hold my breath which only makes things worse. Does anyone know how to work on this? What can I do to help myself?? What do you guys do?? Maybe I could work out. I'm desperate.. Lately I can barely interact without alcohol or feeling like im going to cry and it's not good. 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I’ve had anxiety my whole life and have been medicated for 2 years. I’m in love with an amazing man who is the best boyfriend I’ve ever had, yet am riddled with anxiety over our relationship whenever we spend time together. My brain constantly is predicting our relationships demise and all the ways we aren’t perfectly compatible and now over-analyzing every relationship milestone that haven’t even happened yet and how heart breaking the breakup will be. Do you guys have any strategies to help me shut up that annoying voice and just enjoy time with my SO? 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After that my life has turned pretty miserable. A few days after, i felt pretty great actually, didn't think i would feel that way for a while. Today school began, and all of my friends went away for college, and im stuck here alone at home. Now im scared to be alone, as im afraid that i will just lose control and have a breakdown or something, that will not leave me the same. My question to you is: How to cope and get rid of anxiety? Also, how to get rid of the repetitive bad thought loops?",3.4094166666666688,4.666575108333337,4.458333333333336,86.84666666666668,72.91666666666666,7.333333333333335,24.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.0564166666666668,463,13,98,6,9,151,83,120,0.231,0.642,0.127,-0.9103,0,2,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,7,11,1,5,5,0,9,1,0,3,1,18,19,11,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,8,0,2,7,2,10,3,14,8,3,16,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,2,13,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.1267300713969414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151179998048592,0.0,0.0,0.2690031480793934,0.0,0.10385345630225074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869362437120489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954816873648866,0.12201298602572334,0.0,0.10843233365779008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565528911518394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375255469781054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566393857366619,0.0,0.1246913211162561,0.0,0.0,0.2209271896624467,0.0,0.0,0.1003338238953283,0.0,0.1356988096483805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317725889290805,0.0,0.12858734026972005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026576394663872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4208313298601912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750889664795735,0.0,0.0,0.09172789875983774,0.06344576194935403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528636414583454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047385508140624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423996194702193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454791691868537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001809943070375,0.13143089875449426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997686707881814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083212619036641,0.0,0.1030987632973672,0.0,0.0,0.12309738374700802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125645769750592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308125156242036,0.10417033379699248,0.0,0.0,0.1203866924471126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225278102526273,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goshenman,2018/01/08,"Propranolol vs Clonidine experiences Recently began taking propranlol for panic attacks. Since taking propranlol I've noticed that my panic has somewhat increased due to the fact that my adrenaline is so up and down with the medication. What are your personal experiences with propranlol and clonidine? And which one would you recommend for someone with panic attacks who wants the least amount of side effects",11.297727272727272,12.963434984848487,9.796515151515155,54.21477272727276,55.21212121212122,13.26666666666667,46.80303030303031,12.602617957971056,7.05728484848485,343,20,40,11,4,106,49,66,0.201,0.7440000000000001,0.055,-0.908,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,1,5,2,3,3,0,4,1,0,1,1,12,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,4,0,9,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125498096246352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35472673925277937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265837007411995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643124828754408,0.0,0.0,0.12286547384757075,0.0,0.0,0.6382112826253366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831950307040113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902922005701716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998776255855864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362978351160844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27265648563705164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694579697605812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288027951536532,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dream_Penguin,2018/01/08,"I constantly worry about my wife dying A little bit of background to this fear: One morning when I was 12, my father was supposed to take me to school but he wasn't home. This wasn't uncommon at all as he worked late nights very often and would sleep at his office but would be home just in time to take me to school. When he was an hour late, I was a bit confused so I tried calling him. He didn't pick up and I ended up not going to school that day. The police later showed up at my front door and I saw my sister drop to the floor and start crying. My father was found dead. It never hit me that somebody could just die like that. I knew it happened, but it just seemed like something that just wouldn't happen to me. I constantly worry about my wife. She's quite small so she would be no match for a mugger, drivers are aggressive so she could get hurt (or worse) in a car accident, and if she catches so much as a cold, I fear for the worse. My fear of her death doesn't only stem from my fear of being left alone. I legitimately think the world will be a far worse place without her. Does anybody struggle with this?",3.1575380324543616,4.2073247284482775,3.872008113590265,91.60909736308321,73.26724137931033,6.493306288032454,21.836713995943207,6.522977012572876,0.2350209939148073,875,19,194,6,17,278,128,232,0.284,0.6920000000000001,0.024,-0.9973,1,1,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,13,10,1,6,11,0,21,1,1,1,2,32,34,18,4,7,11,5,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,10,6,0,0,4,1,0,4,9,8,0,1,11,2,30,2,28,11,4,34,0,1,1,0,18,15,0,5,16,127,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191216744035132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485345565808006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004768529472776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126697238584868,0.0,0.15712792796219996,0.0,0.10808718908994236,0.0634595129377543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424621363793435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611003274916372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871527172804764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4429070080335066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078899317305985,0.0,0.0,0.05140965787605031,0.0,0.055922682163785084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402863946562022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740536780866155,0.0,0.0969036495149793,0.0,0.10533865976841132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22199775939167848,0.0,0.1069113039355026,0.0,0.0,0.09614601407199737,0.0986221119063774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233492693580111,0.0,0.07589173162602295,0.0,0.0,0.09234122980794177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666780223982783,0.07483722529226698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028064950701806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465994061396834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987565280853292,0.0,0.08957917504831195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847052543004016,0.0,0.0,0.07575271360683951,0.0,0.0,0.06964764602737991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286848303453366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796829969416692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305040238346528,0.0,0.0,0.05737751790001985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668067759373357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118986180026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948535704714636,0.0,0.07163598064287144,0.19985886121514146,0.30083237641219024,0.20970046485648933,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ValKilmsnipsinBatman,2018/01/08,"numbness in hands and feet. I've had chronic anxiety my whole life , much worse last year or so after stopping my ADHD medication, my question is does having tingling in tips of fingers and numbness a symptom of Anxiety, I could not find anything online saying it is. 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My regular anxiety was increasing and my normal maintenance methods were not working as well as they usually do. I was originally supposed to up to 20 after the first 2 weeks last year but I tried and couldn't get past the side effects. Seems like the same thing is happening again. Twitching, nausea, depressive symptoms (cyring)and my brain running wild again. I feel like I've put myself right back where I was 6 months ago when I started taking medication. I'm going to stick with it and trust that I'm strong enough to make it through the first few bad weeks. Wish me luck. This group is a great source of inspiration and I just wanted to post this to say you're not alone and you're strong enough to overcome what you are dealing with.",3.803602484472052,5.949250944099384,3.773260869565217,88.49293478260874,73.72049689440993,7.084472049689442,26.40683229813665,7.957251820313856,1.5020857142857147,666,24,132,10,14,203,110,161,0.061,0.708,0.231,0.9868,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,6,8,12,0,0,5,0,9,4,1,3,0,25,24,9,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,2,1,2,4,3,15,10,20,19,5,30,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,2,21,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634815278598408,0.0,0.0,0.15930646118076328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766843021634235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827461873137635,0.12842951077655107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171708958687383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857701803137528,0.13248105770025725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178650410065533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554746858612106,0.21977163615301826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616707574987058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803622459657806,0.0,0.08741688866997648,0.0,0.0,0.1695821227271236,0.0,0.0,0.13601853141626846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538015529812918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254394393202933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267303517411636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495292577916744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277405807026423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507065238439133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683429150984856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731272261639056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546270533840324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313575895645884,0.0,0.12232025278203446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002784682988104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774279356164955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987319088129714,0.11565010726029892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021881780345952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443062221890499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694060333299354,0.0,0.0907243622862755,0.0,0.24676301903083894,0.0,0.13829859962715804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768802245452951,0.0,0.0,0.11197950996488164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905213368092892 anxiety,imaginelife2014,2018/01/08,"My Anxiety Might be Bubbling Over a Little Having a really hard time coping with life right now. I monitor and manage my anxiety pretty well on a regular basis but it's been getting harder to handle lately. I'm 19f diaganosed with GAD, not on meds. This past week has been a whirlwind of emotions. It all started when I had a weird PMS/ period cycle which had me feeling extremely vulnerable and upset even more so than my usual cycle. Then I found out I have to interview with the DM (not just the store manager) of the retail company I want to work for (that's today). On top of that my parents decided to sell the car I drove this past weekend so I am currently car-less (huge deal as my parents are controlling and I have no other rides). And college for me was supposed to start this week but my parents refused to pay and I wasn't prepared to pay either as I had gotten laid off a week before Christmas, so I stressed last minute to try to find a loan I could get but there was nothing. And for a nice little cherry on top my SO is getting his wisdom teeth out (which I was already anxious and felt horrible that he had to go through it for) only to find out that he will be awake during the whole thing as he is getting one tooth pulled and another actually cut out (they're not impacted so they can get away with local anesthetic). All I saw was fear from him when he found this info out. Last night I had horrid dreams about what he will have to go through. How he will feel the pressure as they pull out that one tooth, and how he will see the scalpel when they cut into his gums. I'm terrified for him, I would take his spot just to spare him. I'm being extremely empathetic and anxious towards him and it's effecting me greatly. So much so that I have tried isolating myself from him because my anxiety is spiralling out of control and I would get angry and annoyed with him because I feel like I can't handle his problems on top of mine (he's not putting them on me or anything) I just feel I need to be there for him during this vulnerable time and with everything I have going on it's been hard to be the supportive person he needs right now. He's been so understanding with me but I just feel horrible because I know what's happening and I can't seem to stop it. Thanks for hearing me out. Any support is greatly appreciated!",4.710049416609471,5.416809557446811,5.7131159917639005,81.10629032258069,69.38297872340425,8.787920384351407,30.26767330130405,8.933256019334266,2.3902868908716544,1852,71,366,32,31,613,219,470,0.162,0.741,0.097,-0.9851,4,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,4,7,24,18,3,4,16,0,43,5,3,5,2,77,81,38,0,7,14,3,8,1,0,7,2,1,0,1,23,31,0,4,16,2,6,9,8,9,1,2,20,11,57,9,65,48,6,63,0,0,2,0,33,29,0,3,26,261,80,7,0.0,0.0,0.08283253299775711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366933595142904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057722632660786824,0.08900611930001298,0.1948033645339957,0.1917848721199392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985060751968357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797493805513198,0.0,0.0,0.15522973569011145,0.0,0.0722282825120618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040463575754785,0.06777132539484998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750955713293683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548076222732757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056063723485792964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628641806754857,0.0,0.0,0.09551578560979693,0.21459430657265344,0.060639677769468416,0.08149997752739754,0.0,0.15516111813990946,0.0,0.0,0.18613734082719,0.0,0.0,0.266083874270439,0.0,0.14472109467846087,0.0,0.0,0.18716528588748904,0.0,0.0,0.07506082277165191,0.0,0.15207509866141058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566811994447952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04664889657983176,0.13838022684002382,0.0957505300539598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995462731998871,0.04146903029650267,0.17014801439352809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428470454382347,0.0,0.0,0.09004632882486309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239799549776026,0.125877771914081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965595440398274,0.0,0.08144651456771458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503640406245055,0.06455654335555219,0.0,0.0,0.2827540612065172,0.0,0.1620588403221591,0.0,0.07411563947072644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635545267999838,0.0,0.08122055687203224,0.0,0.08532979829227469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543775468668334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497743281530065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763991968312442,0.07727333389468284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015975372735535,0.0,0.0,0.07096510596417416,0.0972319800909476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264604835904095,0.0,0.0,0.06382065821620515,0.0,0.0,0.07814788980653915,0.0,0.0,0.05639179191943072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899068832337783,0.0,0.08045815794756744,0.0,0.0,0.11525853638747673,0.0,0.0,0.0883650972493461,0.0,0.0,0.09348546930941186,0.0,0.05006556979946026,0.0,0.20426152648332693,0.0,0.07631906158736956,0.0,0.0,0.09476765919148776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179506618702619,0.0,0.0,0.1205953953024343,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrChaunceyGardiner,2018/01/08,"Jury service I’d been stressing about it for weeks, but I decided to man up and perform my civic duty. This morning, as I sat in the court and heard what was involved, I succumbed to a panic attack, was excused and sent away. But instead of relief, I just feel like an utter failure.",6.491011904761906,5.818575125000002,7.0721428571428575,77.6061904761905,65.60714285714286,8.180952380952384,36.52380952380953,6.42735559955562,2.5719595238095248,221,10,40,1,3,73,47,56,0.224,0.665,0.112,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,7,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,2,5,2,9,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457460572964368,0.3681230329023392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198113405854642,0.27991267067400233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142098783380349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4597104096128163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488226887624037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142903101126737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jyapps,2018/01/08,"20 y/o leaving country for first time to study abroad I’m excited and nervous. The most anxious feelings I have are coming from leaving my parents and family, my dad is an alcoholic, mother has her own issues, and my cousin is depressed and suicidal. I know that I need to get away from this for a little but which is the main reason I chose to study abroad, but I feel like my support to them is going to disappear which is kind of petrifying me. I’m nervous to fly too. Not of the plane crashing, but missing my flights and rescheduling sounds like a nightmare",6.833575757575757,6.425467509090911,6.900000000000002,78.2466666666667,64.81818181818181,9.515151515151514,36.51515151515152,8.841846274778883,3.106878787878788,446,20,84,6,6,143,72,110,0.17600000000000002,0.727,0.097,-0.8169,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,1,9,0,2,6,0,8,1,0,1,0,16,19,8,1,1,4,4,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,13,5,13,19,3,7,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230730865877787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350004206888079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954391686067041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918854695237835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791650577840179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610026534947395,0.0,0.2103596671189316,0.1486076521963306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693947044760164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868049132494643,0.0,0.11822106633003565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711609186865327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166180824726959,0.11432090758517575,0.0,0.0,0.4405207234455543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20325356129529407,0.20848805497463094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424224563801442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309786745273819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387650376932274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275372424982199,0.2360556487484516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212966025063762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vinchensko-123,2018/01/08,"Feel like I’m dying... again. Currently got a trapped nerve in my neck and I have convinced myself it is blood cancer, ino this is stupid but I can’t get it out of my head, pain killers are not having any effect, it has been like this for about 2 weeks now and it is really bringing my mood down Evan lower than usual and I find opening up to complete strangers on an anxiety sub red much easier than talking to real people, has anybody else had a trapped nerve in their neck? And if so can you give me any advise, and if it’s not too much to ask just some reassurance that it’s nothing more sinister, thanks in advance I hope everybody reading this has a wonderful day. 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I didn't call in or anything I just... didn't go. I just turned my phone on airplane mode and sat in bed staring at a wall. Which is more of a depression thing, I think, but here's where the anxiety comes in. They called and texted me a couple times while my phone was off and one of their messages said to call and confirm that I would be at my next shift, which is tonight. I didn't. I hate calling people even on good days. And I definitely can't call now, two days later, but I also can't just show up like nothing happened. I don't have an excuse, I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to do, and I don't know where else to ask for help. I'm freaking out. 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Why? Alright, I've just returned to my home country for couple of weeks and I just can't handle the anxiety as much as I could where I live and study now. It's really weird, last time I came back I had my biggest panic attack ever, where I thought I was going crazy and losing control and also felt out of my body for most of the time, like I wasn't 100% there, then I came back to the country I'm studying in and in a week I felt alright again, didn't have that much anxiety and over time I thought I actually just killed it. But now after 6 months I came back and right after day 1, I started felling anxious and having that similar not 100% experience. What do you guys think is causing this and how should I try to handle it?",4.096451612903227,4.482034935483874,5.224032258064518,85.21604838709679,70.61290322580646,8.006451612903223,28.403225806451612,7.908726449838941,1.6269225806451617,585,20,125,7,10,194,92,155,0.168,0.789,0.043,-0.9505,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,2,15,8,2,1,4,2,11,1,1,3,1,31,23,15,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,14,0,1,5,0,0,6,4,5,0,0,12,2,19,3,16,9,3,34,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,21,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1149169097231183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417274156611574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702585547700086,0.1330354393258963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396915987441346,0.0,0.2716508367243957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080496863022192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5387449148821855,0.0,0.12097210250090144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207801057348936,0.09402188971363376,0.13029935528897826,0.0,0.07594554837062223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652078869908256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519201350722715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613640368104435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692580145470887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166010530131205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624604437538746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028414750633022,0.0,0.0,0.09599023149316367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05753165620345683,0.0,0.1039843612554724,0.0,0.0,0.13174347499775738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399502040412316,0.0,0.17313450539328112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816615167589458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544016122783223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056651629364316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335123333613688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545594288909001,0.0,0.18697679475456572,0.2060006542440572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995140521186918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892016256001254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626021010533447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bilbobagginzs,2018/01/08,"horrifically anxious starting zoloft - help. I 23/F started Zoloft/Sertraline 12 days ago - 6 days 25mg and 6 days 50mg at night. At first I felt sort of apathetic/unable to cry but probably the same level of anxiety as before. Since I started taking the 50mg my anxiety has SKY ROCKETED like truly, so debilitating and disabling. My GP today advised that I should feel better in 5 days or so but I am just so unsure now. Any advice on this, how to get through this working week/if it'll actually get better? I feel like I need to opt out from life right now but have to work so I go to work then spend all afternoon and night alone in bed extremely anxious and depressed. I feel desperate. Any advice is helpful.",1.7494414893617003,4.277776014184397,3.9149601063829818,82.69031250000003,83.18439716312056,6.929255319148936,25.124556737588648,8.07648339933343,1.8562514184397159,562,23,108,12,16,192,94,141,0.196,0.654,0.15,-0.6446,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,1,20,18,15,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,11,4,16,15,2,26,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,18,58,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.1309444048798212,0.0,0.0,0.2622464584184029,0.11894618072286882,0.0,0.0,0.13897434424117558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249968963445612,0.0,0.20530106319604025,0.30317986225747856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418085535654965,0.0,0.0,0.23735000841634254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739502261531828,0.3461507852455659,0.0,0.11557263893634112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035426619068733,0.09586120610173987,0.12883785716576895,0.0,0.0,0.11413699626787502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021139321109996,0.0,0.07625996264350403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988165680702153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477825571771382,0.13111122638893227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949587036855148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518455289746149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467324285540953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459255786321206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099854158898732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849287630035496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088980508885004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719091435313407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763445656441664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29306304685581963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,motheroftuna,2018/01/08,"fear of squiggly things and intestinal worms sometimes I just want to die because of the sheer amount of things in the world that I have to worry about this vent is going to cover a few things: - intestinal worms and why I fear them - having panic attacks over snails I mean, today I found out that intestinal worms are pretty common and let me tell you I don't think I'm going to be able to sleep tonight -even if you can easily get rid of the worms, you'd still have to SHIT THEM OUT. if they're some big boys, you'd have to feel them slide right out your asshole -just imagining having long, white, wriggling bodies inside of me is so revolting I think I would rather die than someday find out that I have intestinal worms - apparently they sometimes TAKE A LITTLE PEEK OUT OF YOUR ASSHOLE thanks to my anxiety, I can't stop thinking about it. I'm terrified and anxious about potentially having intestinal worms. I eat a LOT even though I'm a skinny 5'9 girl (approx. 120 lbs) and i just don't gain weight even though I don't really exercise and now I can't stop thinking about the fact that intestinal worms are apparently not uncommon worms and other slimy squiggly things are honestly the worst for me. I have an irrational fear of snails due to a really stupid childhood ""trauma"" (basically my father, instead of crushing them or throwing them away, kept any snails he found in a see-through plastic bag in a pile to starve and rot where everyone can see them) and I honestly have to swallow down vomit every time I see a worm spasming on the sidewalk. even typing this makes me nauseous. i mean , one of my friends once showed me a ""cute snail"" up close and instead of being grossed out, I proceed to start sobbing uncontrollably and then start hyperventilating. this obsession (?) with squiggly things makes me so sososososo anxious and I'm literally ready to despair and make myself miserable while thinking about intestinal worms damn intrusive thoughts ",7.616474358974358,7.933900519230767,6.9249450549450575,76.28672161172162,63.03846153846154,10.230036630036633,34.366300366300365,9.957137785484203,3.3027212454212465,1575,62,281,30,21,486,192,364,0.195,0.733,0.07200000000000001,-0.9933,3,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,6,7,1,22,21,4,7,16,0,27,16,11,3,1,53,56,22,2,5,8,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,14,21,4,3,13,2,0,4,6,16,0,1,4,5,42,5,45,46,5,40,0,3,3,0,19,20,3,5,16,183,56,1,0.09384544365421264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381811978225065,0.0,0.07179150752919773,0.2120372785714702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067627401247936,0.08817088351623084,0.0,0.0,0.057207311409691826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424113195896316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947935084566211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602731739895183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479361218245962,0.0,0.07906883379946995,0.08967334306973591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316806644092108,0.047451076051651234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857730353463898,0.0,0.0,0.2057933702135009,0.07250475697355645,0.0,0.049030370981479325,0.0,0.10666905659557348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596332435976923,0.0,0.0,0.0940577886241742,0.0,0.08305026449008811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797840402499884,0.0,0.0,0.18792768708299887,0.0,0.0,0.20445039974794105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999423347077862,0.06359210135926588,0.0,0.0,0.11010740799781353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547455424233403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023958850962148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014349611790503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243480051455751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633099931578673,0.0,0.0,0.09391321771128253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18563108679159415,0.0,0.13284857607659875,0.0,0.07494509252735572,0.15691798603144458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705600944184021,0.0,0.08202505415914815,0.08640027598380608,0.0,0.0,0.31173371393148513,0.3006618549034347,0.18440534382184234,0.07450279962366592,0.05472203287983792,0.0,0.08895450752448597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535247411885861,0.0,0.0,0.11427846826111253,0.0,0.0,0.08468091617292055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953046033970925,0.0,0.06666511061463523,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DutchFarmers,2018/01/08,"Getting help and where to go from there First time poster. Let me be up front, I don't know anything about anxiety from a medical/categorical view. All I know is that I *think* I've been living with chronic anxiety for a long time and it has gotten really, really bad with college. First of all, some background just to get you into my mindset: I study and work in the physical sciences, chemistry to be exact. Currently conducting research as well as taking several junior level classes. And man, I have never felt shittier. The only time I have felt this garbage is when I was a freshman in a new state with no friends, feeling crushing loneliness. I am constantly, constantly worried about my research. I am always afraid of something going wrong and when it does go wrong my anxiety goes through the roof. I am terrified of my boss being mad at my shitty results and these thoughts consume my thoughts. Also, knowing school starts tomorrow after a pretty good 2 week break is stressing me out to the point of me suddenly shedding a few tears thinking about the troubles I'll face this quarter. Well I've gotten sick of it and I'm pretty sure my friends are sick of me talking to them about the bullshit I feel. I'm ready to do something about it and plan to go to my school's counseling service. The question I have is, can my school counselors prescribe anti-anxiety medicine? And what do I do moving forward? Just take the medicine until one day I don't feel like I need it anymore?",5.445425531914894,6.850392939716317,5.7260212765957474,79.12350000000002,68.18439716312056,8.476879432624115,35.02198581560284,8.841846274778883,3.1565270921985817,1187,59,208,20,20,378,163,282,0.184,0.713,0.102,-0.9752,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,4,14,14,1,2,14,0,24,4,1,2,5,38,50,15,0,1,2,0,5,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,10,14,0,0,13,0,0,7,4,7,2,4,8,6,30,7,36,38,4,38,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,2,22,142,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348471695255087,0.08686507904119943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194478370104473,0.0,0.1035318789662746,0.0,0.0,0.08590826526305168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871655408133872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256280137432368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732619762456778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135684807437416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583558849459323,0.07457987422396392,0.2004713183456113,0.0,0.0,0.17759682299270926,0.0,0.0,0.1613107774533843,0.0,0.10908425311645216,0.0,0.2373205451323229,0.08756164975538916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997382927577424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211843635631438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067510540386434,0.0,0.051002168505257066,0.0,0.0921827783978252,0.0923863708521315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095546096526082,0.0,0.07740763755898232,0.08051593031506643,0.10082542989395678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707408157639841,0.07939717130579935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868710493944376,0.0,0.0,0.21241467752885804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169463944147377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13375633760303507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169602179460788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793673850923445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607368834328732,0.0,0.0,0.07389138307955098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958422459462563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983911382699467,0.0,0.15698423335130776,0.08390882012880976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337843186833612,0.0,0.1657560832061052,0.1826208521234492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373944538335203,0.0,0.18772744920299647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600086994872468,0.1060182828726565,0.0,0.0,0.2282792886700133,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pnkfb9,2018/01/08,"i think I have an anxiety disorder for at least 1 year but facing it only now Hi guys, first time posting here. I am a little afraid to finally say that I have an anxiety disorder, but I think I have it. I've always been an anxious person, but the one capable to manage it quite easily and also I always got anxious for let's say an exam, for some big event etc etc, so that type of situations that are quite common in life. I've started to see a switch in my approach to anxiety during the last 2 years of university, in which some things were not so manageable(i am quite sure that my excessive weed/alcohol consumption played a role in this), and starting from university stuff, my anxiety entered in every aspect of my life. Most important, it kicked in with health (fear of being ill at every signal in my body) and with social relations, mostly with girls.At the time I was in a relation, and I started to care a lot about possible signs of a future break up(when in reality they were non existent), I've then started to fear levery aspect of life, I became Ipochondriac and as the time gone by, I've reached a point in which this continous anxious state reflected into questioning my entire reality, the mortality and the sense of our lives, giving me really scary times. DP/DR kicked in, with problems in understanding if my reality was ""real or fake"", and these type of sensations became unmanageable. I've started to think that I was going mad, that I have picked up some sort of serious mental illness. I've stopped using weed and moderated my alcohol consumption, started yoga class, meditation and lot of sports, and I have to admit that I've passed my last year quite good, with no extreme episodes of paranoia/anxiety. Now I'm 27 and after my last big breakup(august '16), during these last holidays I've boozed heavily on the new year's eve and the status of DP/DR/extreme anxiety and finally paranoia that my actual girlfriend will break up soon returned powerful as a train. I am fucking scared of the possibility to break up, I've already told her that these 2 weeks I was freaked out for my anxiety problem and that, if I could have seemed not the usual guy I am, there are in reality no problems with us as a couple and that I love her madly. But obviously my shitty brain started to kick in with thoughts about the fact that by explaining her my state, this will lead her to think that actually there is something wrong with us. Sounds silly, right? I know it, but cannot switch off from these patterns. Finally, I live in this constant feel that I'll never return to my beautiful self(I was a really strong guy - mentally speaking - with a lot sense of self and positivity in life), and this in particular scares me REALLY. Needless to say, I understood that I have an anxiety problem. I've finally decided to take a visit to a psychologist next month, beacuse I need help to understand my mind. Sorry for the unexpected venting, I needed to share this with someone and ask if you guys have ever been in my shoes, and if yes how do you overcome/battled this situation. Thank you!",9.188021541950114,7.469972280612247,9.499591836734698,65.743820861678,60.88775510204083,13.200907029478458,39.46485260770975,12.06081838636515,4.801941723356012,2463,104,437,66,27,827,275,588,0.156,0.73,0.114,-0.9645,1,0,3,0,0,0,75.0,3,3,1,8,13,25,3,5,30,1,31,15,4,4,5,88,67,37,1,11,12,0,1,0,1,2,8,5,0,6,35,31,2,1,16,4,0,7,6,16,0,2,14,7,54,9,83,48,11,89,0,0,1,2,35,32,1,16,44,292,89,6,0.0,0.0,0.11135584248890602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194991970681415,0.0,0.0,0.06296214447848762,0.04562724929625909,0.09494946527289998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34917830780238546,0.19336936743309424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333917486183401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337577959000322,0.0,0.06369278862513775,0.0,0.0,0.058171867664389636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616567080004209,0.0,0.045554160683083635,0.06313080694096716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078105358998746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726389139319833,0.0,0.05160995103657408,0.09614341074666216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840656192243527,0.02884896662808495,0.0,0.0,0.2500059719539486,0.0,0.04853136485757916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274687483257781,0.0,0.05473281843116061,0.03242594594298898,0.04785543232363791,0.045632482027419284,0.0,0.0,0.2259755944473948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606473106000078,0.0,0.0,0.03824308770663048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031356201433352694,0.1860313355863936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834309719260278,0.1611999004426558,0.0,0.05718458317313217,0.10076207392952924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551959446316534,0.051494801176918334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114997014932356,0.0,0.0576097733354721,0.0,0.045541142343986034,0.0,0.0,0.08461183568114711,0.044004705997790536,0.055104541203496234,0.06067915365662554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038662272019422766,0.04339326598719222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049818647191980925,0.0,0.0,0.05393587357979895,0.12864296911357126,0.054643381307097436,0.0,0.0,0.21837756761943167,0.0,0.0,0.0639151989374606,0.24274211789810726,0.0,0.06494163090911635,0.10965361056869102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04872507090138036,0.0,0.13611843082463476,0.11424498417241323,0.0,0.045465833106903816,0.05194116904527078,0.11904262461866907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282655072810463,0.0,0.058160879949342686,0.04834292575780656,0.043924098441058164,0.0,0.06386894223390732,0.28268915267120953,0.0,0.0,0.047700938725181066,0.0,0.0,0.06531487785179355,0.0,0.0,0.05377411768596031,0.0,0.04289862271901355,0.0,0.0,0.05252902327864941,0.0,0.0,0.03790512780055467,0.14623539932381313,0.0,0.04529568049631711,0.13307804431267273,0.0,0.0,0.05451895925040042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879354034822873,0.13726144245083566,0.0492776185051742,0.06283855399968394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576646708412816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062381214152281664,0.0,0.1469674421564555 anxiety,funkydiabeticc,2018/01/08,"Does anyone have trouble with restless legs, tremor or head shakes? Anyone successfully treated it? I can’t sit still, and feel uncomfortable all of the time m",4.936309523809527,8.118443821428574,4.485714285714288,79.5259523809524,75.07142857142857,6.590476190476192,27.190476190476193,7.793537801064563,1.93124761904762,129,5,21,2,3,39,27,28,0.243,0.657,0.1,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,5,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6248937547302342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3910401541591973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22594003976896246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.458595500895895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568538080714414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605609675036822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Agent_KD637,2018/01/08,"GAD and difficulty deciding what to eat Hi everyone. I have GAD (previously medicated with Zoloft by a psychiatrist, but I now prefer ""natural self medication"" if you catch my drift), and I've recently (past year) started having real difficulty deciding what to eat when I'm hungry. At home I will search through my fridge and change my mind often until I give up and stay hungry until I have to force myself to eat. If I am out in a mall or something I will often walk back and forth between restuarants struggling to decide. My appetite isn't that great either but I'm stuck with stomach cramps and low energy as I sometimes go 16+ hours without eating. Anyone else experience this? Not sure if it's part of my anxiety or something comorbid.",6.365277777777778,7.286523321428575,7.502380952380951,68.98039682539685,65.78571428571428,10.793650793650794,33.41269841269841,10.746095033038511,3.8943174603174615,595,25,101,16,9,202,98,140,0.159,0.8,0.041,-0.9401,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,7,9,1,0,1,28,13,17,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,5,9,4,0,4,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,0,15,2,19,10,2,20,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,7,10,69,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227871870778644,0.0,0.0,0.1026250609514644,0.15038330381495665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285714122636906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526329639262446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007297815338537,0.12260757879941295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024511266905593,0.0,0.14356931301917228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079524615130515,0.08341282564270168,0.0,0.0,0.16181454465348685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472223692502053,0.0,0.14453897610742472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957108535317461,0.0,0.0,0.14819595354276172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589377070730764,0.14010866026494928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705649684048907,0.0,0.0,0.14491775944540827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531132153989418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598157483014175,0.14515937396089254,0.0,0.10388462659018556,0.15643738976677216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534359674372958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832907482530835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148113125460268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451512724797513 anxiety,poison4eva,2018/01/08,"Accidentally told my landlord that i need to be screwed? My landlord came over to fix something and I accidentally said ""oh I think I need to be screwed...I mean I think it needs to be screwed."" I'm really embarrassed. I'm very awkward and shy and he's like 60. What should I do?",-0.3322807017543852,1.9122161228070205,1.9922807017543889,92.05929824561404,98.2982456140351,5.340350877192981,23.87719298245614,6.937597516519254,1.0062140350877191,217,10,49,4,9,73,34,57,0.265,0.6920000000000001,0.043,-0.8959,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,11,16,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,8,1,5,9,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,0,1,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193633766915052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364170945042422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30416203801624386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6211338841687905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888112880390353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656105456011635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496398349532408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578370994780854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668150986004161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303930153921636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,winter-anderson,2018/01/08,"Health anxiety? My anxiety has come in various forms over the years when I’m stressed. During high school, it was extreme paranoia (couldn’t be home alone, horrible anxiety in the shower, in the dark, etc) and at the start of college it was panic attacks. There seemed to be a blissful break from it for the past year but now that I’m starting my last semester before I graduate college, I’m becoming quite stressed and I think it’s back, this time in the form of health anxiety. I’ve been getting headaches almost every night before bed and although they are nothing crazy (and possibly caused by the anxiety itself) I am CONSTANTLY worrying about brain tumors and aneurysms. I felt a little faint the other afternoon and convinced myself I had some rare condition that I would die from. I worry that I have some sort of terminal cancer growing in me. Scared that I’ll die in my sleep. Nervous I’ll have a terrible reaction to any medicine I take. Paranoid after every meal I cook that the food was contaminated and I’ll be seriously ill from it.... the list goes on. I know it’s all invasive and irrational thoughts but there’s always that part of me saying *yeah but what if-* and then the anxiety has a mind of its own. I usually read or play a game or something to get my mind off these kinds of thoughts but the headaches make it unenjoyable. Any advice with this? Does anyone have similar anxiety? Can stress be causing these nightly headaches? Any feedback is very appreciated! 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For quite a few years now I've been dealing with one delusion that I can't seem to shake, and it is that I'm afraid people are putting drugs in my drinks. I know that it is an irrational thought and I've never actually been drugged, but I don't know how to overcome those thoughts. I do have anxiety although I exhibit no symptoms of schizophrenia or anything like that. My anxiety can be very bad at times but otherwise I am functional and reasonable, but these thoughts make me afraid sometimes. Is this typical of anxiety? I take medication for it. Perhaps a side effect? I have had bad experiences with drugs in the past and I am sober. I think maybe my fear of drugs has led to this, but it has been a hurdle I cannot seem to overcome. I don't like to take food/drinks from other people unless I have prepared it myself. I still eat and drink so it hasn't been a debillitating issue, I wouldn't say it has effected my life negatively other than the anxiety of it all. Has anyone had similar thoughts? What did you do about them? No matter how much I tell myself that they're irrational they still creep up on me.",3.6031859649122815,5.559843302222222,4.394643274853801,84.64726315789477,73.75555555555556,7.9368421052631595,28.73099415204679,8.6894789155246,2.2129555555555562,913,38,181,18,19,293,124,225,0.154,0.7959999999999999,0.051,-0.975,0,0,7,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,3,7,8,0,4,7,0,30,10,0,7,2,34,44,15,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,0,0,20,7,3,0,13,2,0,3,10,6,0,1,12,1,27,2,22,30,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,3,9,131,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.10105402094460607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31687490518137623,0.0,0.0,0.07240754711242768,0.0,0.08521633348431701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729269650958516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675989613410047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30433125705535463,0.4803602662615056,0.10596186144732858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129593785333828,0.0,0.11652733352744722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521822356027504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808374433897903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138214274371816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314343707301868,0.10118276248412576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912327339131039,0.0,0.10403417390620114,0.0,0.0,0.104320023589962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07612429700903676,0.0,0.07986743007229245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701710473216714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885425962174473,0.14358297188828664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041006342768731,0.0,0.11014270341790644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647102734099873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235050478451514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854382014526247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241781209615793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539713335004755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763252749359624,0.15571983370962642,0.0,0.09051098853372896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635338917032436,0.0,0.4110525809214756,0.06038332240438946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854431104809298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668554898380501 anxiety,AeshmaHendrix,2018/01/08,"Do I care too much? I think I care and worry too much about people, even strangers. Im a very emotional Person and I think its a Problem because I will legit cry over someone I only know as a singer or youtuber etc. A good example is when I cried because of this man that had died off leukemia. Because a year ago I found a picture of him on the Internet and it inspired me to finally start writing my book, and the Main character is inspired by him. And when my friend found out who he was recently, my Main character and he had so much in common, and then I found out that man had died last year, which in my eyes made me way too emotional. Or when I get super happy over a youtuber being happy or my favorite singer. Its just weird and I feel like I have no right to be emotionally invested into any of these people because I infact dont really know them. So that worries me even more, I feel like I seem like a pretentious idiot to others and that upsets me. And I just worry too much in General. Idk ",3.950257839721253,4.722810468292689,5.259250871080142,83.43689024390244,71.14634146341461,8.393728222996515,28.301393728223,8.634040054169528,2.003724738675958,786,28,161,13,14,263,111,205,0.154,0.653,0.193,0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,14,16,1,1,10,0,12,1,1,1,0,34,27,20,2,1,5,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,12,13,0,0,12,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,8,3,28,12,19,16,8,24,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,4,15,117,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123949923532734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699945983622871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509759171326341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098839979744492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261232428224709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136461154688241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063089908565093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34734058178016564,0.0,0.0,0.11479197503805474,0.135966002491367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408702172442903,0.14706362806545611,0.0,0.11275263932969795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385658573818169,0.07952195020842312,0.0,0.05377565393828893,0.0,0.0,0.08633115854924989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21913763007693335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117994829672724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313312056770923,0.08390009215163212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085632721231054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973930023832707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026558167673148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828141433505878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271468945574986,0.0898727964748872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848823580912708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659383395632282,0.0,0.10162902450551084,0.0,0.0,0.08789998579184788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937018240636758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721059628313793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285299815483956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190426699270566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492641444910776,0.0,0.08169948912462813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31358526980820883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256456931138802 anxiety,snek1337,2018/01/08,not sleeping makes my anxiety so much worse slept 1 hour this night and i'm currently at work. it feels so terrible,1.4481159420289842,4.115035260869568,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,87.69565217391305,8.284057971014493,25.057971014492754,8.841846274778883,2.4851275362318845,93,4,19,3,3,30,22,23,0.335,0.665,0.0,-0.843,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060648263482569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022955897099667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940042880076606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26706062640113304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941093707829953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754537696602007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003751092553626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912674980787193,0.0,0.40772198938911103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,qtmori,2018/01/08,"Social anxiety? Or something else? (I have been diagnosed with depression and have been taking antidepressants for 4 years now) So, for the past 2-3 years I have had this problem that really disturbs me. I'm not sure if it's something to do with where I live, or if it's some sort of condition. I live in Istanbul, Turkey, and where I live the climate is very humid. Now, whatever the weather may be, freezing below 0 or, hot summer weather, wherever I am I start sweating lile crazy, as if I just ran for miles non-stop. When I'm at home, it's not so bad, yet I still sweat, but when I leave the house, even on cold days, I start sweating like a bucket of water has been poured over my head. When I'm outside, the sweat is often accompanied with a mild headache, clogged ears, fast heartbeat and heavy breathing. The sweating increases when I have to interact with people I don't know, and before I know it my clothes are soaked in sweat. It's really embarassing, because my family always points it out and tells me to shower, but showering doesn't solve it, only temporarily. Please if someone could give me some insight as to what this problem could be, I'd be grateful.",6.365151821862347,6.263705346491232,6.67280701754386,78.45977732793524,65.71052631578948,9.997840755735494,33.327935222672075,9.661875296680813,2.9951939271255066,921,36,178,17,13,298,136,228,0.092,0.851,0.057,-0.3577,2,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,8,0,22,11,9,0,1,35,32,22,0,8,12,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,11,10,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,4,20,2,22,21,3,29,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,12,17,116,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386588482975873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138797357494042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429433045693535,0.09074546183084428,0.0,0.12667139110944076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377098766999648,0.0,0.0,0.09600427620672476,0.0,0.12821542545412087,0.15109274273864426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243558782576587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832256282065788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033472410540335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280288919409462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277631549099632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493216586328207,0.0,0.0,0.17176783714778898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636223489739198,0.0,0.0,0.1576243511891056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272690936186002,0.0,0.3943460895337438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321696803048195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210651306683433,0.10320281366170628,0.0,0.0,0.16340679695960125,0.14072358777010635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848834436550715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073081256197166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517470127229643,0.1261310794545174,0.229203916130066,0.0,0.0,0.21073189934247855,0.0,0.11888213002434625,0.12445607703893068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030155196697328,0.0,0.11192639886483294,0.0,0.1301127642245897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282750933029468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917256954692036 anxiety,yep_its_just_me,2018/01/08,"Anxiety gets better than worse again, is the normal? I was doing alright for quite awhile, but these last two weeks have been difficult. My anxiety has come back, and is worse than it ever was before. I can't even do simple minorly stressful things, and am also having daily panic attacks. Am I alone, does this happen to anyone else?",4.825483870967741,6.849909935483872,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,70.61290322580646,7.540645161290323,23.690322580645162,8.238735603445708,1.6431187096774198,264,7,43,4,5,85,53,62,0.361,0.596,0.044,-0.9776,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,1,2,1,1,13,0,0,0,1,6,16,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,4,2,4,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657704438162733,0.0,0.1595054943030154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051677421110523,0.0,0.0,0.13946480016428814,0.20436701542635316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269108524585708,0.0,0.1533699322789421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972300717310151,0.0,0.0,0.17640329044299746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181433266871962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454594974970788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662052443481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173930505326645,0.18042005332366387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042079218158223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763789490573105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258387584297515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542527047524547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401952574075366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121468097501164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284770380864992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251020475043526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948402666913717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999217720440273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40652694527310895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Crystalkat12345,2018/01/08,"Moving with Anxiety [F/25] I am from Perth Western Australia and I want to move states to Melbourne for a job. I have been searching for jobs in Perth for a while now after I finished my degree and I haven't been able to land a position in the field I studied. I applied for a job in Melbourne out of curiousity to see if I would get hired and I was told that I would get the position, so I'm giving myself a year to save money and get ready to move. I really need this job, it's good money, good experience in the field, and I think the move will be good for me to give me some independence and do something different with my life, but I am scared to move. About 9 months ago I tried to move to America for 6 months for an internship. Before this I wouldn't have considered myself someone who had a diagnosed anxiety disorder, just someone who was maybe a bit more anxious than the average person, but in trying to move to America i suffered panic attacks, and constant 24/7 extreme heightened anxiety (for the first time in my life) where I wasn't eating or sleeping. I flew home after about a week of this and went to the hospital as an out patient to get treatment. I am ALOT better now, and I understand that moving to a country that is on the other side of the world is different to the state over, but after all this I am questioning my ability to move states. I lost a big chunk of my life after coming back from America. I had a proper mental break down and it did take me a good 6 months to get back on the horse again after that. I am really scared that I am going to go through the panic attacks all over again, the not sleeping or eating again, that I am not going to be good at my new job particularly now since anxiety has now become an issue for me, or just not having my support system is going to make me crumble, but there's basically no work for me here unless I go back to uni. Has any one else with anxiety ever moved away from their home before and have any advice for me?. 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I've had a few panic attacks before but I had a weird one today, and I was wondering if anyone here has any insight or experience with this one. I'm not even sure if it was a panic attack this time, I'm just kind of assuming it was. I woke up from a nap and was almost immediately struck with like a feeling of dread and really strong sadness, almost like someone I loved had just died. I didn't feel like crying but I couldn't really focus and I think it lasted like over an hour. I just listened to music and it eventually passed. Now I just feel kinda shaken and confused.",3.192177419354838,4.810929346774196,5.137935483870969,80.31190322580649,74.08064516129033,7.218064516129032,22.883870967741927,7.908726449838941,1.2242477419354838,485,13,92,7,10,167,74,124,0.276,0.5379999999999999,0.18600000000000005,-0.8636,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,19,3,5,6,0,10,1,0,0,1,32,20,11,1,3,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,11,0,2,9,4,9,8,9,10,1,9,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,9,9,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779320381470008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437372997990746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703673348395847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736396830318984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808977027717013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244100516052753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440295485956705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166149321374874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357514142720481,0.0,0.0,0.21051082610240407,0.09914295852573128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301990015351308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366682754928028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445158257270699,0.0,0.11312250984032593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711994853546861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525247178384774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807899145293855,0.0,0.0,0.4884778880964407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17780935097461464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758606317607062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307965271100232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892327384990277,0.0,0.0,0.08092250872595849,0.0,0.13154522104780544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15049871121868394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sleepyserenade,2018/01/08,"Hyperfixation anyone? I'm just curious whether or not others here hyperfixate on various things to distract themselves from anxious thoughts or energy. Since middle school I've been ""obsessed"" with various bands or movies. In 7th grade, I hyper fixated on The Beatles for 7 months straight, which consisted of me listening ONLY to their music, watching interviews, and thinking about them 24/7 until I finally got sick of them. This cycle repeated with different things up until about a year ago. Although this was a good coping mechanism for awhile, I haven't been able to hyperfixate on anything this past year. Without hyperfixation as my coping mechanism my anxiety has hit me hard and has been far more difficult for me to deal with. I just kind of feel like I have nothing to look forward to or point in being alive sometimes if I don't hyperfixate on something. Anyone have similar experiences?",9.28222222222222,9.954898312101918,9.026072186836524,61.420608634111844,59.50955414012739,12.837650389242745,41.6482661004954,12.261556223090626,5.7662334041047405,733,38,108,23,9,237,106,157,0.084,0.825,0.092,0.3109,1,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,5,6,0,2,3,0,11,1,0,0,0,18,19,12,0,1,10,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,5,14,3,29,11,3,21,0,0,2,0,7,12,0,5,11,80,21,3,0.1884908879713596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708579929721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419501337584206,0.21294105160945054,0.0,0.2635944230020285,0.0,0.15511194033592407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432582889135516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693285968960555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843802570016711,0.0,0.0,0.09530665647581243,0.13465792802899956,0.0,0.2064825544108083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580972139407689,0.15075338208100786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885081223882914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19628425406284974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208712682029496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582848732527361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504516284707725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808620906358803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335581402693098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993588075720188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818481477213238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907628416752537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592161034099988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451094943919518,0.18642230790320016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504499409307989,0.12077735008357116,0.0,0.14964071041276047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816984896913676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427639038740839 anxiety,ProcrastinateFTW,2018/01/08,"i've never had a girlfriend because of my anxiety and shyness I've honestly never had the guts to socialize or anything, all i do is sit in my room watch YouTube all day. I only have one friend i socialize with a few times a day and thats it. I just described you my life. Also add depression onto that.",2.738095238095241,4.1571005873015885,4.870031746031747,82.5888571428572,74.87301587301587,8.214603174603175,30.06031746031745,8.841846274778883,2.5406088888888894,239,11,48,5,5,83,46,63,0.124,0.775,0.1,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,5,2,1,0,4,10,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,8,2,5,3,3,9,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,1,5,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614814789848416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676855848726472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222422894915414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476424193075054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486250766081803,0.0,0.232797508024764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882280646906004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091146441824203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4169234765164587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315323889644994,0.205565187887995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5510464327827544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760632762106366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gshay7,2018/01/08,"How can I get over my anxiety involving job interviews and (if it goes well) starting at a new job? I literally lay in bed every night and have the worst anxiety over having to get a job and going through the whole process. The interviewing is scary enough, but I absolutely hate not knowing where to go, where to stand, what to do, etc at a new job. I’ve only had one job in my life and I’m going to graduate with my BA in May so I have to start getting myself prepared. I have been told many times before that everyone gets nervous at a new job, but it literally feels like I’m dying whenever I think about it. It’s not normal ",2.9837209302325576,4.331086635658913,4.899914728682173,82.90894186046512,74.11627906976744,8.570852713178295,26.853488372093025,9.120678840339163,2.105368372093023,492,18,104,11,10,169,81,129,0.121,0.835,0.044,-0.8355,6,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,7,0,10,1,0,1,0,16,26,9,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,1,1,3,1,10,2,17,22,4,21,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,8,69,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080714627355268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055824502173946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264702187208827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210639433800037,0.13179639463453713,0.0,0.0,0.09956755813106236,0.1129213037534706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975284503545969,0.08442426378009506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24696629902330605,0.0,0.2014847756633387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667337452559508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7036228848744898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494590497129904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834705172897292,0.057734349541999325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981093032123935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34240253597962433,0.0,0.11089925859802298,0.11578643673127137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007845752250821,0.08987743413973716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728978644964254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572178639136941,0.0,0.0,0.06890880929939419,0.0,0.0,0.1129213037534706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106253542629237,0.0,0.0,0.13193819874538634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aster_2100,2018/01/08,"I went to the gym today. Its been 4 years since my arm injury and after all this time my doctor finally gave me the okay to start going to the gym again. I got all dressed up, packed my bag, shovelled the drive way, started my car, and made it to the parking lot of the gym before my anxiety kicked in. From there i proceeded to have a massive attack where i couldn’t move i was so scared. “What were people going to think of me What if i make a fool of myself People are going to watch and laugh I cant do this Im so scared Im going to mess up” All these thoughts and more ran through my head. And at the same time it felt like my lungs were burning, like i was breathing in fire and their was an elephant sitting on my chest. After 30 minuets of heavy breathing and shaky hands. I pulled enough effort to call my friend and ask for her help. And she managed to calm me down by saying simply: “ Why? Who will judge you? The 67 year old doing 5lb bicep curls? The 13 year old trying to get ‘swole’? Or the big dude who smokes crack on the side, but has the bumper sticker on his car talking about pounding iron? The only person who will judge you is yourself if you don’t go in there” And she was right. The only person judging me was myself. And i realized that yes this was going to be a big step for me. But i knew i could do it. So i did. I walked in. Paid for a membership. And ran my ass of for 2 hours. I did it. I may not have beet my anxiety for ever. But i kicked its ass for 2 hours today. And I’m proud of myself for the first time in a long time. 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I feel like everyone would rather blame someone else for my problems and that just makes me feel like complete shit. For the past couple months my temper has really shot up, half of the time I feel like punching a hole in the wall or even hurting someone, like myself. I did it once but it just caused pain for the ones around me. Tiny little things set me off into a rage that is unexplainable, a rage that makes me feel like I need to break something or scream but I can’t, which just creates more rage and anxiety. What do I do?",4.3371267361111085,5.4085626953125026,4.43010416666667,88.63225694444445,70.484375,7.563888888888887,25.159722222222214,7.793537801064563,1.1206118055555558,507,14,106,6,9,157,79,128,0.275,0.627,0.098,-0.979,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,16,6,0,9,0,7,2,1,3,0,27,18,7,0,4,9,0,5,6,1,1,1,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,10,0,3,2,6,16,6,13,15,2,13,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,3,10,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111978565839412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288336052196752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180336738860452,0.0,0.0,0.14473054033379648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527367629937953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531329419057094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091173000994918,0.0,0.0,0.13190151941956502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348981582209934,0.3944583811318397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777286438909076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4046312701409592,0.13835064923502235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735523372002905,0.0,0.0,0.18428328582163206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018086100442813,0.0,0.0,0.1023536567890362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700629363225715,0.1870766608053672,0.0,0.14688249283103985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177318496934726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208401889999527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884308751959249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169434016836158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339188219406474,0.10626863394255948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170651860250316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16098249570030834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437027474900458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138960611797784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805845395443284,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Quirky_TayTay,2018/01/08,"rough last couple of days Whenever the new year comes around it causes me to think about all the things I did last year, or more importantly the things I didn't do. Like I'm sure it does for a lot of us. Yesterday it got so bad that I started dry heaving while driving, because I was so stressed about everything. When I tried to go to sleep bad thoughts started racing through my mind, and I cried myself to sleep. Even though this year has stressed me out so far, I made a deal with myself. -I will not just settle for feeling shitty. (seems basic, but I usually just tell myself that feeling shitty is the norm) This Tuesday I'm having my first appointment with a therapist, which will be helpful and hard, but until then Im going to try to go to the gym so that I can tire my brain out. Do you guys have any tips for starting therapy?",5.417499999999998,5.4674647976190505,5.571523809523812,85.04014285714288,67.69047619047619,8.624761904761906,29.895238095238096,8.238735603445708,1.88723380952381,658,22,137,8,10,208,108,168,0.128,0.812,0.06,-0.8914,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,1,0,1,12,6,0,2,8,0,13,4,3,2,2,25,29,14,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,5,1,0,5,2,4,0,1,6,4,20,2,21,20,3,27,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,19,94,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723733646247225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419971877316418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21422311478934072,0.07820057204111996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320707034088273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178272963955426,0.0,0.11050507567682297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194350891874175,0.14091365532227795,0.08273239417475461,0.13225489426566098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112261957932023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473019478877078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529314609720788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297282182912432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091180764874754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187198027483402,0.0,0.10260021902935748,0.0,0.0,0.12702106293309146,0.0,0.0,0.11491702593895775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598588112523757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385684436281826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913672596221186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267295135355226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906224105899548,0.0,0.12138516852434053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295299992426328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12389722727757375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678469116546218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567527529706746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723996563036757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938971620353249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090589877129232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212563567289982,0.0,0.14670362701819076,0.1489472997492744,0.1704520219757435,0.08219903528068792,0.12603811487515912,0.10184295338599968,0.0,0.14744327806992874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419246585814596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430953384564056,0.0,0.1412864064676935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478315514326441 anxiety,Weenars,2018/01/08,"How do you deal with the initial ""panic"" of a panic attack? Recently I've been having anxiety and panicking mainly at red lights, left lanes and drive thrus. I've exposed myself to them every single day since I drive to work and I tell myself constantly, red lights turn green. It will be over soon but I find myself looking for an ""out"". I get a deep sense of dread and fear and I feel like I need to leave or find a way out ASAP. This is the initial panic I have troubles with. After the light turns green and I'm able to go, I can feel the anxiety melt and my head becomes clear, I can see how ridiculous this phobia is and how much of my life it can affect. It's really embarrassing since I need to do these things but I avoid them as much as I can. I can't even pinpoint the fear because I loved driving but this recent spell of anxiety has brought new challenges. Any tips and suggestions would be great! 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I've been meaning to ask this: I have been on zoloft for about a week now, and before this I was taking about 200mg of 5HTP a day. I have been told I can't take 5HTP and Zoloft together because of Seratonin Syndrome. I have a sleep aid that I have taken, called Super Sleep. It is three things, 100mg of LTheanine, 15mg of 5HTP, and 1.5mg of Melatonin. This is taken per capsule, and I take 2 at night, or used to. Is this okay to take? The dose of 5HTP is so low that I don't want to call my doctor to make an appointment and ask about it. It usually takes an hour / hour and a half to get in and about 2 weeks to get an appointment. Thanks in advance for any help! I posted this too but looking to take one tonight! 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My girlfriend and I have been dating a bit over 4 months and we have had sex multiple times, but have failed probably just as many. I have extreme anxiety and it really kicks in when we are about to do it. It often causes me to not be able to get erect, limit my erection, or get rid of it. I know it’s a psychological thing and I kind of always assumed my body is reacting to the stress and anxiety with a fight or flight response, pumping blood to more important areas in the body in (what my body thinks) is a life or death situation. With that being said, we’ve done it before but it’s very inconsistent and was hoping if anyone has any tips or advice on how to consistently overcome this. It really kills my self esteem when I can’t do it and can’t please her. Help please?",2.7243859649122797,4.641833251461988,4.589333333333332,82.46400000000001,76.13450292397661,8.068771929824562,23.09590643274854,8.841846274778883,1.6829513450292397,670,20,134,15,15,228,108,171,0.166,0.7490000000000001,0.085,-0.9354,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,2,0,0,2,6,6,2,1,6,0,18,6,4,3,0,32,25,18,2,3,9,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,13,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,1,16,2,19,18,3,12,0,1,0,1,9,6,0,9,6,94,29,1,0.1375334333641275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687921586625697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443883413258812,0.0,0.0,0.093527450909995,0.0,0.420850800311985,0.0,0.0,0.09616657441980332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117030821976858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501508883866861,0.4583059193232039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128472139277948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407444529196549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371108489926213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218576130362313,0.0,0.0,0.1366017318781255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216036674398115,0.14321990663380132,0.07558477816691075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097143931331923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394373147052776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977787436575473,0.0,0.0,0.10197929815969416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30194081863781475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828430279800814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762148783157871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082578996862154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347736592606236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459334152624676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754408324164187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137110189456348,0.08812587074309235,0.0,0.0,0.08019685100919594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347948619175816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,itsdelicate,2018/01/08,"Getting anxious over something really stupid I recently got my first ever job, and this week my manager didn't send me my roster. I already sent a message at the weekend to ask him to send it to me, but it's Monday now and I've still heard nothing. I'm getting so worked up thinking that I might miss work (I usually only work weekends, which is relaxing me a bit), but I'm also getting worked up thinking about messaging him again because I'll feel like I'm harassing him, or maybe he didn't send my the roster because I'm not actually working any days this week. I know the obvious and simple solution is to literally just message again, and I'm telling myself that, but my anxiety is also making me question everything. I feel like an idiot submitting this, but I'm hoping some of you guys also deal with getting anxious over 'dumb' things like this. 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There's a lot of things that give me the stress like class difficulty, the fact that now I'm not used to doing hw or school everyday since break was nearly 3 weeks long, the long days that make a week at college feel like an eternity. Basically I really would appreciate some advice or anyone's take on how to look at this differently. I have stress occasionally but my HIGH stress kicks in during school time and it gets bad I start getting in glum moods just no motivation sometimes panicky and it's no fun. Especially this night before the first day back, so anyone can relate then plz comment ",6.382885138813283,7.494962988023952,6.511747414262388,75.41707131192163,65.82634730538922,9.90506260206859,29.55307566684813,10.018931242160765,2.79657365269461,717,24,132,16,11,229,115,167,0.175,0.711,0.113,-0.9092,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,1,3,8,0,8,0,0,4,1,21,22,12,0,2,6,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,3,7,6,18,19,3,36,0,0,2,0,4,11,0,4,25,79,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368866028733393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927239813267616,0.0,0.0,0.16950325662491628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27960499307710296,0.10120382788446636,0.0,0.0,0.10313929538537897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633859098286826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663682589972305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135179241383944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142643531073854,0.0,0.061286534315477724,0.086591199735297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309967757477476,0.0,0.0,0.09364519513653076,0.0,0.12665261838893407,0.11627400032064188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363252617708954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966805542601487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561263469173363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843245931763545,0.0,0.0,0.21453097835087626,0.10178440494013943,0.0,0.0,0.10304692174495413,0.0,0.0,0.08090744967654448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987438333267629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374573400806914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764911020408151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368007667294956,0.09658728427989498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026471891932748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987806091361093,0.0,0.17158364981266847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4165309308232893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113352125396673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052537706566278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135501341433468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468501338146048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445189781730454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861028648724771,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bourbontequilastout,2018/01/08,"Flying and possible ways to deal Firstly, sorry if this is the wrong subreddit. Not posted before and a little lost on how/what to do. I’m old lol(35) bare with me pls. So, I’ve just accepted a job where I have to travel a fair amount 3-4 flights every 6 weeks. I’m a terrible flier and last time I had to fly in this （3rd world country) I thought I was gonna die of a heart attack. I really can’t take it anymore, but have a family and need to earn. Would anyone have any recommendations on what I could possibly either use as an herbal supplement or prescription? I used ambien, but really was only moderately helpful, usually with a lot of beer lol. Ugh. So I know that’s not ideal, so any other suggestions would be appreciated. I’m a bit worried to go to get a script for something here in the US as when I got the ambien they really made me feel like a lowlife and like I was lucky to get anything. I’m starting to stress about the job already strictly because of this and really if anyone has any ideas or thoughts I’d greatly appreciate it TL:DR Fuck flying what can I do",1.9046649429002365,3.9493352217194615,4.2654169360051695,83.22573152337858,79.13574660633485,7.829433311786254,23.64598146951088,8.704169506293173,1.7778841198017663,848,29,173,20,21,295,142,221,0.145,0.722,0.133,-0.1521,2,0,2,0,0,1,23.0,1,0,1,4,8,13,2,1,15,1,17,3,1,3,0,34,38,18,1,7,10,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,6,2,0,2,3,7,0,1,9,1,15,6,22,24,4,19,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,6,10,102,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341562116929928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246647448081391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989983222012544,0.16907150389603856,0.0,0.09948999954610373,0.0,0.0,0.13754065194339393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369922220074701,0.0,0.10287658260260514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199095768994934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652842505159956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246420912943702,0.0,0.0,0.12547460900754245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186305574839218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139733029691764,0.0,0.06113042741251293,0.08637063767928152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283706570509356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176965347697262,0.12633001329745827,0.0,0.06870998051002075,0.0,0.09669438653356473,0.13329214211018367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432665073941118,0.08103639645811911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648083650559514,0.0,0.0,0.23994822709042815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664432116534686,0.09854924097563572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813079232600213,0.12117307548121407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197610231049506,0.10278444425306567,0.0,0.11439804432947688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964545846696736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686370351446766,0.0,0.0,0.09194952910512648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725920753733887,0.11578831566590245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098053004950584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307435326980444,0.0,0.1353371088634737,0.08557329898974565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384899859659655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090138915646546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19196142062051375,0.07049747944988215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542723059114696,0.2088367268004304,0.13315373522756746,0.0,0.0,0.0959644076049168,0.09697829839387824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277932609373478,0.0,0.17176709337167032,0.13218464053849605,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sageadvicewizard,2018/01/08,"my general anxiety has been improved but i'm Having a health anxiety flare up. Last week, I partied by drinking too much wine (for the last time on NYE, since i've now quit drinking) and have been weak and run down health-wise ever since. Even though I've been super healthy since new years day. I've had a bunch of random health symptoms, along with the realisation that I've put off getting a blood test for two months, i've pretty much convinced myself that I'm on my last legs. My general anxiety is doing better but this is starting to cross over and make me want to do things less as I feel so weak and are worried my health is at risk. I'm getting the blood test tomorrow which will hopefully chill me out with my health concerns. Is there anything else I can do in the interim to chill out and know that I'm going to feel better soon and are likely suffering from a virus/cold triggered by a night on the town, not a chronic illness.",10.710634920634924,6.373892232804238,9.7368253968254,73.34428571428573,60.534391534391524,12.916402116402118,40.75661375661376,9.957137785484203,3.8002994708994695,748,26,153,10,7,237,113,189,0.108,0.713,0.17800000000000002,0.9496,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,8,10,0,1,11,0,18,15,3,2,1,25,32,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,6,11,3,0,3,3,0,4,1,4,0,1,4,2,11,6,25,27,4,31,0,1,0,0,0,12,0,2,16,93,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657410230217839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528671101434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481671508461508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467607356642003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268635863413371,0.0,0.0,0.0967291154113739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764793322187465,0.10474023065086996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709553518171477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099277841423264,0.0,0.06580709706030284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6154058638902977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500729458493787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363609545254305,0.2831570938296374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056569980508682824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729186538183827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242383798878014,0.0,0.1702404596322027,0.0,0.0,0.11183235480061582,0.0,0.10866267563565044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780179666602865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640265016302816,0.0,0.12315873638065825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873522965403955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195796812323687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035192226281137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692686679487974,0.0,0.11376476690266404,0.0,0.0675190771155656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311167521229545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829695045824168,0.0,0.09288112509678588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759210189370695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456606468550415 anxiety,marasara11,2018/01/08,"is someone out there going through something similar to me? I have been going through anxiety for years now. And a lot of my anxiety now is attributed to my job. I currently have a good job. Good pay, good benefits. But I find myself feeling really depressed and constantly anxious. I take phone calls all day, and I find myself hyperventilating over what my next call is going to be like. Being there is what made me start taking medicine. I find myself to be hard working individual, but for the first time in my life I find myself actually skipping work. I get super bad anxiety about going in, and then bad anxiety about not going... And I have anxiety because I think people just think I'm lazy. But I'm not, because I literally cannot control the way I feel. My mind gets sucked into the fear, and I cannot get out. My medication sort of helps, but its making me gain a lot of weight so I need to get off of it. I've been driving myself crazy thinking I might have to quit my job, my good job with so much opportunity, and go back into part time retail and college. Thing is, I don't know what I even want to go to school for. And who even knows if I could get a job that has as good of pay and benefits as my current one. I just know I want a job that doesn't make me feel like this, and where I don't have to talk to the public. Because talking to everyday people is too much for me anymore. When they get mean to you and when they start raising their voice... I used to be able to handle it, and now I find myself falling apart at the seams every time. I've been to a a few different counselors that I did not like, and the one that I finally do feel more comfortable talking to tells me that medication is what is going to work, and I just dont believe it anymore. I've tried several and they dont work and when they do they are addictive with horrible side effects. I guess this might be a cry for help? Because I just dont know what to do anymore. I have lost interest in everything. My days off are literally spent just wandering around my house until the day is over, and I never find myself wanting to see my friends. The things i used to enjoy doing, are sometimes enjoyable for a few minutes.. but then the interest dies. Horrible awful thoughts run through my mind at practically all times. Sometimes I find comfort knowing there is someone going through what I am because I am not alone. Though I would never wish this on anyone.",4.5047385742672645,5.3443056946721335,5.55596125186289,81.56792598112273,69.92213114754098,8.702036761053153,29.95181321410829,8.927757054556999,2.319234153005465,1921,74,387,34,33,636,206,488,0.125,0.72,0.156,0.961,9,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,1,6,12,25,25,1,1,18,1,47,5,0,8,4,88,97,35,1,8,15,0,6,3,1,3,4,1,0,0,21,25,1,1,22,0,4,12,14,6,0,3,8,8,68,19,57,80,10,60,0,2,1,0,19,18,1,7,32,278,89,14,0.056348438301160736,0.0,0.054987947421987336,0.06142811509014485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583599882801603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553200533964986,0.06365769633502172,0.1676475285531138,0.03940013822662011,0.0,0.0,0.05016205665069932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04332847087207189,0.09409718461125796,0.17174742490546085,0.0,0.0,0.06348539394843486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507611127714615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089264365410806,0.06319956495971328,0.044989642869321785,0.0,0.0618961135550034,0.10902024334276847,0.0,0.048532827340614274,0.0,0.05848078268550989,0.05887212487097523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811985008307026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443522412627644,0.0,0.04747598955694389,0.0,0.05064234297680708,0.0,0.0,0.06340765888716145,0.11396585394479646,0.04025533558129957,0.0,0.06172695986901701,0.36051016238460265,0.04792995283335428,0.0,0.0,0.043534663653132015,0.0,0.1766383998979938,0.0,0.2882170443313789,0.23631198306733106,0.0,0.0,0.062074157567834826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047713275660428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553834083833194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501853231339459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3355027818434215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548381402567377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039800568393407135,0.08258700205316549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151097676213312,0.09581085440884883,0.0,0.053318254768798014,0.07522604023763814,0.0,0.0,0.061379968420701064,0.0,0.11353024686409564,0.0,0.11955357673533,0.11379171910011453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284517137152259,0.041781653011841516,0.08691877877777578,0.0,0.05992720339237936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763663202038238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610198675649304,0.0,0.07812982437595145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059933500199653975,0.0,0.0,0.03609825245994894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057027627860320874,0.04490240986912477,0.0,0.0,0.06365769633502172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548769782995946,0.043379780739851694,0.11146009261136906,0.0,0.0797674293067637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847340259056025,0.13587222079669845,0.049251018733168415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487079718258212,0.10831741203950218,0.05536205453424257,0.04473436582948512,0.1314289100621763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03825689079785473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733391746241693,0.0,0.0,0.09970730654315864,0.04472676751955038,0.0,0.06861721749315204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479792316610722,0.0,0.0,0.16408933675962473,0.0,0.0,0.04002831385346862,0.0,0.0,0.03628654680982843 anxiety,UnfedPei,2018/01/08,"Why do I zone out so much? How can I cure myself forever? Stimulants like adderall or caffeine help me but I don't want to rely on them forever. Meditation also helps me but I don't do it as much as I should. It's like i'm so in my head i don't even notice what's around me. You could be talking to me and I wouldn't notice a single detail about the room, the person i'm talking to, etc. I'm just in my head thinking about some random stuff or if i'm nodding at the right times and smiling at the right times etc. It get worse when i'm tired or don't exercise. I have social anxiety and I think that's the root of it. It is the worst when i'm in social situations. weed also makes it incredibly bad. Can anyone relate or give advice? 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My symptoms are: brain fog, heavy head, tinnitus, slight movement when sitting down or laying down and heavy eyes with my vision sometimes being off. I've been to a doctor and he says it's anxiety but I don't feel anxious and haven't felt any anxiety since this started 9 months and a half ago. Is it possible to have anxiety symptoms without the anxiety? It doesn't make sense to me... Should I get a second opinion?",4.825569823434993,6.7128253932584325,5.676436597110754,77.01089887640451,70.34831460674158,8.681219903691815,34.06260032102729,9.23628265651192,3.3708285714285715,376,19,65,8,7,123,64,89,0.113,0.843,0.043,-0.5831,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,10,7,3,1,0,14,15,8,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,5,6,0,8,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,3,4,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186275639922474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883035023153682,0.0,0.6121376604882061,0.1807957627693464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17865373076280325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380420281369593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369001233390662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091929444465958,0.0,0.15366019686407273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361249852084553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424368343892268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068256480198679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773965716649266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041717802471133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726749771481405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238389808240614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232039643148958,0.1582802522098806,0.0,0.11327470247876463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499017795313138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426953511077293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gingerbeardkyle,2018/01/08,"Have a nap with your Cat! Ever hear/feel a cat purr while it's napping? It actually releases a feel good chemical called oxytocin which makes us feel calm and safe. So, if your feeling really anxious or worried about something, cuddle up on your couch or in your bed with your companion. It works wonders for me!",4.267966101694917,6.407105288135598,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,72.38983050847456,8.109830508474579,30.444067796610174,8.841846274778883,2.661858305084746,248,11,45,5,5,79,46,59,0.075,0.759,0.165,0.6899,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,5,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,13,6,6,0,1,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,4,2,29,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.2456060324144651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28432983885552104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569962004543202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276614324652181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090333887770392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21109952742099936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836647210673975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680001722489232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123439734429235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937576566144782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027433274297646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729391775115532,0.18322802019582968,0.25559602263005754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,callmeathrowaway9,2018/01/08,"Is this anxiety? Should I do something? 25/f The last few days I’ve been getting worse and today it culminated in this huge feeling of dread like I was expecting something bad to happen for no reason. I’ve been sweating like crazy all day and can’t focus my eyes. I drove to go see a movie thinking getting out of my apartment would help but the entire drive to and from and the whole experience felt like a dream. I went to a Target after to try and find some kind of anti-anxiety relief pills in the vitamin section or something but couldn’t find anything but those Olly gummies for stress but they haven’t worked and my eyes won’t focus on anything. I’m home again now and everything just feels frantic and awful and I can’t stop sweating and shaking and jittering. A panic attack can’t last this long, can it? Thinking of how I’m going to function at work tomorrow...and every single day following... is putting me even further into this “panic”. Even a text from my mom and a call from my dad is too much right now and I feel like I want to just quit and leave everything and be away from everyone and have zero connections because this expectation is all stressful. Is this gonna stop? Even if it does, should I do something about this? This has happened before and I’m still clueless what triggers it. I have a therapist and have mentioned the sweating and stomachaches I usually get daily to her at work and otherwise but she doesn’t seem concerned or isn’t equipped to do anything but ask me how my day is and offer nothing constructive. No clue what to do. Everything seems awful and spacey right now. Is this anxiety? 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I really **really** didn’t want to go because I often feel fidgety, constrained, and just generally nervous and uncomfortable when I’m showcasing something or putting something out there or just even being in the front of something (god I’m such a pussy) I still went because it’s my mother country and it’s my dads birthday and one of his regular hobbies is just watching news, YouTube videos, political reports, really anything related to my home country, so I know it made his day when I went. Me, my parents, and my cousin went, along with some other families. No one of my age showed up so I had really no one to talk to (besides my brother). Overall it was an okay experience in itself, but it was nerve wracking as someone with anxiety. We were a small protest group and we still got recorded by a fuckton of people (I probably can’t return or visit my mother country now) , some hick told us to: “fuck off you friggin mexicans” (we aren’t Mexican but me and my brother actually laughed about it a lot), and we drew a ton of attention to ourselves :/ I know I sound like a pussy for writing this up because it’s a good cause and I’m just writing about how much I hated it because idk, to share my experience I guess. Maybe one of you has been to a protest and had a similar or different experience? Maybe one of you had the same experience I did? Does anyone have any tips on how to counter anxiety in these sorts of obligatory situations where there’s a SHIT TON of people? Really any discussion is welcome, I just wanted to share. First protest: not fun, 5/10.",4.129214647627824,5.785089793413178,5.459520958083832,78.80094426531554,71.72455089820359,8.611515430677107,33.2054352832796,9.162432508145574,3.126379917088899,1357,68,252,29,26,454,174,334,0.14400000000000002,0.789,0.068,-0.9692,4,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,5,3,0,1,22,17,8,1,15,1,17,2,1,4,0,54,38,23,0,2,12,8,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,15,20,0,1,4,2,0,10,6,9,0,6,17,3,39,8,44,20,7,34,0,0,1,1,30,14,2,10,11,182,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.09492404744082952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322974373185103,0.0,0.14882657934380214,0.0,0.0,0.06801527908465728,0.0,0.08004707983696145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718595036042264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999257778901302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273279410160193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101629186689015,0.0,0.0,0.08512392712238566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642476495077008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38060515832910413,0.09169997108933696,0.0,0.0491839604571456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274004268016757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992697171613491,0.0,0.0,0.16584681839101764,0.0815876603626429,0.07779780192934364,0.0,0.10715675987321156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603657592643798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514474221443653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069169784322834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475224897359713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269770482117843,0.0,0.09204170699981183,0.0,0.0,0.1954468464892264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150656958664349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32957223090540305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800973542115154,0.0,0.0,0.1348731768198533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048763387853758,0.0,0.0,0.09778585210513384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115766626769093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989037544004282,0.09984894875698187,0.0,0.109338502821539,0.0,0.0,0.08241877705733681,0.22465565044582508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536408334808713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818404903544063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220307197684573,0.09294815895852512,0.10807346229486073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700698754353984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474782554156132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705180857028241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,prettiawkward,2018/01/08,"Outbursts My anxiety is so bad, especially at work, and it's getting worse. I keep having outbursts at work and I am just waiting for them to fire me. I hate my job. I hate being screamed at by callers. I hate my boss belittling me and treating me like I'm stupid. But I have rent, a car payment and other bills to pay. I don't have a choice. Like my mom says, ""That's life! Suck it up and deal with it!"" God damn I hate hearing that shit. I love my mom but she doesn't get it. She has anxiety and depression just as bad as me, if not worse. You think she would understand. I just want to go outside and scream!!",-0.5849521203830363,1.5860693100775194,1.45623347013224,98.1375923392613,92.33333333333334,4.895759233926128,19.991336069311444,6.522977012572876,0.08871418148654843,467,16,111,6,17,154,78,129,0.34700000000000003,0.602,0.05,-0.9902,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,2,4,17,8,0,2,0,10,3,1,1,0,22,26,13,0,3,7,2,1,2,0,1,1,4,1,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,3,2,3,13,0,0,0,5,24,4,12,24,0,6,0,1,0,1,12,4,3,1,2,70,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279461958417188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487924616781537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359696709523785,0.12832054047265934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556770003943851,0.0,0.08467159453051293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5883672725830902,0.0,0.0,0.16791689448105818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784459871556174,0.13242469103516671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052324936999313,0.14557306631656994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446475650540407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489788036601038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184788317682075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293093564537796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546355609273087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509861298871602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787519819589737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169256720922036,0.0,0.30365683489717604,0.10583465149964452,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FIREtoss11,2018/01/08,"Anxiety about going under anesthesia for surgery I'm having general anesthesia for the first time this week and I'm terrified. It's a short outpatient orthopedic surgery so I'll only be under for about 25-30 minutes, but I'm so anxious. Some of my concerns giving me anxiety: - I won't meet the anesthesiologist until the day of the surgery - I won't know what anesthesic drug they're using until the day of the surgery - My vital signs will be monitored during the surgery by a nurse anestheist and not the actual anesthesiologist - What happens if I'm allergic to the medication? I can't know if I've never had surgery before - Will they be able to reverse the anesthesia quickly if I'm having a bad reaction? - I'm afraid I'll be so nervous before they apply the IV and administer the medication that I'll panic and cancel the surgery - I'm afraid that I won't be spending a night in the hospital after the surgery, instead they're sending me home",5.976739926739928,6.995451527472532,7.31181318681319,69.65402014652015,66.69230769230771,10.462271062271064,36.04578754578755,10.504223727775694,4.12361391941392,766,38,132,20,12,262,93,182,0.156,0.81,0.033,-0.9678,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,7,6,0,4,19,0,14,6,0,1,1,16,27,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,2,6,5,0,1,1,0,10,1,17,16,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,11,83,16,0,0.1947954620505873,0.0,0.19009227137815413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980359905801463,0.22006342579331253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626460742003548,0.0,0.0,0.3315131816826756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512539159922566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259008925125272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569292050892165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18686555715375167,0.11070675014653332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225698376944165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953957310878991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410898320313201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924718689879501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502382690927287,0.0,0.0,0.1828023453279856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815072670917218,0.0,0.2285505036894119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358680042530715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824073565224845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562531697758415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,liz1414,2018/01/08,"Need some support through a rough time. My husband and I are in the middle of moving to a new Town 4 hours away. The last few months have been a busy whirlwind of having a hard time selling our house, finding a new one, endless paper work, quitting my job and working overtime to get the position ready for the next person. Then the Christmas holidays were crazy too, lots of travel, family and chaos(and the death of my grandmother). Anyways, here I am now, holidays are over, House is sold, new house purchased, husbands at work In the new town, and I’m in the old town doing the final cleaning and packing. I should be so relieved, but instead I have this horrible anxiety and depression all the time. I spent about 18 hours in bed today, most of that was restless sleep and nightmares, the rest laying awake panicking. I haven’t showered in a few days. I don’t feel like myself at all, none of my normal calming techniques are working, I can’t even meditate without panicking. I feel like I’ve lost myself completely. The only reason I get up at all is because I have a dog that needs walks and to be fed and let out, I think her cuddles are the only good part of each day. Any advice for getting out of bed when you feel like you have no purpose, no job.....",6.333020408163264,6.243892812244897,6.358265306122451,80.64637755102044,65.77551020408163,8.959183673469388,34.234693877551024,8.418075326091056,2.660020408163265,989,41,188,12,14,314,146,245,0.142,0.757,0.101,-0.9101,3,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,2,0,6,9,10,0,1,20,0,23,3,1,1,3,30,38,13,1,4,2,2,5,3,0,1,0,0,4,1,3,12,1,0,6,3,4,3,7,3,0,1,7,5,22,7,29,27,12,40,0,2,0,1,7,17,0,3,23,131,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021016068304638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105343450629158,0.0,0.07993079701718993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816716817509212,0.0,0.0,0.06369313242694559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955061408978838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134768460143746,0.0,0.08999284270379597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690114071595835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849923055332548,0.0,0.15849238128573515,0.22393247713747733,0.0,0.11445829337511798,0.09549746639645687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16376741896682967,0.0,0.0,0.08763712434038984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935981049779537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579350554191586,0.3616852471985163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073706308874254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516928223392453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068430691105894,0.0,0.15313839090781742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405780292711527,0.08882947504396001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339899067700865,0.1110511000651785,0.0,0.1549487195959289,0.0,0.4036493492744461,0.11112106349624687,0.0,0.10237319002545096,0.0,0.0,0.1096395107957849,0.0,0.07080179147341067,0.15893121688409753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314715512116587,0.0,0.0,0.0912323380323346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113273946110716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742805991195577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456053369625593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856842584099506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694981766561828,0.0,0.0,0.18277826387922344,0.0,0.09903963476198144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071988453578427,0.0,0.3042655184447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,indifferences,2018/01/08,Feel bad every time I say something remotely not nice to someone Always with the stupidest shit... I'm trying to talk to my mom and my little sister keeps butting in so I said can you stop talking... Now I'm the one who feels bad about it. Honestly fucking sick of saying shit then feeling bad about it right after. ,3.61,5.3325290322580665,4.471806451612904,85.08770967741938,73.19354838709677,6.895483870967742,26.916129032258066,7.554174236665415,1.5384412903225804,248,9,47,3,5,80,49,62,0.328,0.614,0.058,-0.9687,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,3,0,2,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,9,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,6,5,2,9,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,9,3,3,0,5,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660422915921984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4714377450293701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857345468396886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854910347001672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399537006284416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672880207241209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886339758076689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22042707021860056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753468994783002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607287023114364,0.17902901709436206,0.29934129518106417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863858519376757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946812553063394,0.14489180235202204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735041198510594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025491081335333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097456656954488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778095614008886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,littlebunnypaw,2018/01/08,"My partner left for a week and I'm completely lost. My boyfriend just left for a business trip and my anxiety is sky rocketing. I love my boyfriend, he's been here ever since I started having severe anxiety issues. Every weekend we spend the whole day together, then on Monday I get heavily depressed because I won't see him during the day. It's an absurd feeling. Now that he's gone for a week, I doubt I'll be able to handle it. The thought of coming home and not having him here is terrifying. I know this makes my relationship sound like shit, because I'm basically putting all my hope and happiness in someone else's hands. It is shitty, and I absolutely understand it. He's just helped me so much, I cannot process the idea of not having him near. I feel worse than a dog left home alone. Thank you for reading, I needed to vent.",3.2534509466437167,5.117024861445788,4.53067125645439,83.69879518072291,74.48192771084337,7.634423407917385,28.122203098106713,8.418075326091056,2.0550444061962136,661,27,130,12,14,218,106,166,0.17600000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.1,-0.9041,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,1,7,9,1,1,9,0,10,3,2,1,2,23,28,7,0,2,4,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,6,7,0,0,6,2,1,4,4,4,0,0,4,5,22,5,12,22,3,21,0,2,1,1,12,7,1,2,11,77,28,1,0.13763982842796038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255335225099885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21058818402122464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678079237659702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856452472737886,0.14431274139939493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775326053542586,0.0,0.118548982539386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498041509453473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450310484198075,0.11596749180767955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918966573457503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191112947918943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652015676377364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922570756721986,0.0,0.2761279407577784,0.13670740618310975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537861271767006,0.0,0.14366022092870775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564325011152201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486382289470449,0.0,0.0,0.06724386771362187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025013191540146,0.0,0.12422531897392015,0.0,0.09187565426644724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118111093618767,0.10205818875139927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383660439458038,0.0,0.0,0.13767707572028326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777366546379586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968112296842444,0.0,0.0,0.15549382850404755,0.14128530594381894,0.11385708840635007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662177996888523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974221789896194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672026152231491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927064925377196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328791552276754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081273611688787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366995303816974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402667440676051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gowyo,2018/01/08,"questions about Exposure Therapy and CBT for my teen-aged daughter: I just read this article in the New York Times: https://www.nytimes.com/2017/10/11/magazine/why-are-more-american-teenagers-than-ever-suffering-from-severe-anxiety.html?smid=pl-share and it raises some questions for me. Suppose you have a child who, you believe, absent of anxiety and depression, WOULD most probably be a very high-achieving student. In fact, she was before mental health issues took over. Professionals and commentators seem to stress that getting that B or C shows that the world won't end. But at the same time, doesn't it validate the child's fears when she consequently doesn't get into the school BECAUSE of the lower grades? And how do you deal with the reality that if the child hadn't had the anxiety in the first place, she likely would have gotten better grades and consequently gotten into a better school? Separate question: How do you recommend establishing accountability with your child's therapist? For instance, if CBT is supposed to be the best thing, how do you assure that she is actually providing that kind of therapy effectively?",10.823666666666668,13.128594255555555,8.615555555555558,60.01000000000002,56.444444444444436,11.111111111111114,34.44444444444444,11.038039088145766,4.2476111111111114,946,35,131,23,12,280,114,180,0.09,0.8109999999999999,0.099,0.5789,1,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,6,0,5,6,9,0,2,14,0,17,1,0,4,2,30,23,14,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,4,11,10,0,0,5,2,1,1,4,3,0,1,6,0,13,6,18,12,4,16,0,1,0,0,21,9,0,9,7,93,24,8,0.0,0.0,0.13030479076192766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429824479719946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139788195570054,0.0,0.11362312486668075,0.15044116688708326,0.14013017700713265,0.23619064298637574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766227011535492,0.11500811010768487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182668322743428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078439210271535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502569583219523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135794800131416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952651334418506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193480901183905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410804475088589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936931513666898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904963718074762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523539870538711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456556597378164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896289141306536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950911559130266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439665685328473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487482526953637,0.0,0.1335648771045489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702764319955998,0.0,0.12155955202886125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295672319307088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30540350800044586,0.15503716157263733,0.08871056311836499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572336692524194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483553458887977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017519668384956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897099748496301,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,roselove122,2018/01/08,"Shakti Mat - something that helps me with relaxation and sleep Hi guys, this isn't something that will fix your anxiety, but if you're into meditation, have muscle knots or back problems and trouble sleeping then this might help you. The mat has a lot of spikes on it and you're supposed to lie down on it with bare skin. Not going to lie, almost died the first few times! But if you soldier on for 5 minutes or so your body gets very warm and relaxed. When I've had trouble sleeping this mat really helped me. It has amazing reviews from so many people and even thought it's a bit expensive, it's definitely one of the best purchases I've ever made. Before I bought mine I checked with some friends that have one, and they all love it. I was actually surprised by the amount of my friends that owned one! https://www.shaktimat.co.nz/ ",6.278301886792453,7.004150823899372,5.750622641509434,82.15310377358493,65.91823899371069,8.624150943396227,32.252201257861635,8.548686976883017,2.3671906918239,667,26,128,9,10,204,106,159,0.086,0.672,0.243,0.9863,0,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,2,6,12,0,0,6,0,9,6,5,1,2,26,15,16,1,3,7,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,10,0,0,1,2,4,1,2,3,0,4,5,2,12,9,16,8,8,12,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,8,6,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1505686865369117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450315298439474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803448745454136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864256177440195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312928294605286,0.0,0.16192203350909834,0.0,0.16844908588438606,0.17138585058202535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013281181481048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190973162504914,0.13956775623309506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124239732957574,0.0,0.0,0.23841432286149555,0.0,0.08061224659687269,0.0,0.08768883574005845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277531777792366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102600468768543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311752409451753,0.13925635877543574,0.14599671319552227,0.0,0.15642989830195475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636815508104479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136608220845117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696803197042694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476385198596977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884468713591264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632162869647095,0.0,0.0,0.2375661181943651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249220096027807,0.08997007202857953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273087087330643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,robshamrock,2018/01/08,"Can't Sleep! Back to college tomorrow. Got up extra early and went for a 2 hour walk today, meditated and read before bed so I could maybe sleep a bit better. Think I could sleep? No! It's probably because I thought about it too much but it's really annoying. I thought I'd get on my phone and rant. Probably the wrong thing to do but for every other person in the same boat, best of luck with your sleep. Right, I'll give it another go... Night everyone!",0.23172240802675506,2.6430287608695657,2.4330434782608705,90.22366220735789,92.91304347826087,6.309030100334447,19.03344481605351,7.61054688173877,0.911413712374582,354,11,74,8,13,119,70,92,0.139,0.741,0.119,-0.2419,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,0,4,0,4,4,4,0,0,13,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,10,6,5,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546567200781256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400435405630067,0.0,0.0903791610601272,0.0,0.12616007266711815,0.0,0.15559185979807694,0.13112572250330945,0.16186374384042626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367503431950875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491715986477996,0.14167072907968636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746079454840749,0.14222645476622284,0.08426073178951979,0.0,0.11857869422723245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600824040043944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894914298845632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898965574829132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391338772910308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294566911491395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197031021466968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830215786668535,0.0,0.09498045676267727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661496870021907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934764364937327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849870880144927,0.09500032614485174,0.0,0.2354069911936789,0.0,0.0,0.14053507435446044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744039279594966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210126186084312,0.0,0.0 anxiety,almost30wahh,2018/01/08,"Anxious for decision to improve life Hi All, I'm finally making a decision to make my life better. I am trying to move out of my parents house as I feel the need to leave and start my own life. I fear change is the problem, I alwas think of the worst case scenario and also criticism from my always critical parents on my decisions. I live outside Boston but I want to move to Worcester to get away from my family and also move to a more rural area. Does anyone have any tips so that I can stick with the actions I so yearn to do even though as I write this I feel fear and terror but I know once i make the decision i will feel so stupid for waiting so long. I just feel that I wont be resilient and be able to survive on my own. I know this is my fear talking but I just hate being in a stagnant life with no motivation to do anything. Anyone know of a place for rent in the Worcester area for $600 a month? Anything would help me out so much. I aspire to go to nursing school but I have been holding it off for the past few years and I should have just gone and I'd be an Associate RN by now whereas I am just screwing my life up by being fearful. Regards",2.1123877551020414,3.5273568408163314,3.829132653061226,89.42818877551022,76.51020408163265,6.53265306122449,25.311224489795922,7.1686216300943375,1.0276897959183673,906,32,197,10,20,304,131,245,0.183,0.769,0.047,-0.9877,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,14,12,3,5,13,0,20,6,0,4,1,45,40,21,0,6,8,2,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,13,0,1,6,2,11,0,0,2,4,31,1,38,29,7,25,0,1,0,1,6,12,1,0,7,140,36,2,0.1039924757101172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16632549050786818,0.08653007045435508,0.0,0.0,0.07071844953682138,0.0,0.0,0.1174818972710624,0.0,0.1454279139240191,0.0,0.1711538935524957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770435415262292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197289390669856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001025039110517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100451628685073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686860494301355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980348510061718,0.4680817872123852,0.2103268813732656,0.0,0.0,0.11391867402837855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433177642738592,0.0,0.059101320453602786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267104013499563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970396440118352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999335467242002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145463503626673,0.0,0.0,0.1101130164488882,0.0,0.0,0.3672648050846681,0.0,0.0,0.09182726128250901,0.09203006855108632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082473551539334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300580196572531,0.3315826323049493,0.07644643517454937,0.07710910305517678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074859268402333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309426751926185,0.0,0.09927258505920493,0.0,0.0,0.10865000344688812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950675476396484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524593731194604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073606409553956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358521281082415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663417940291379,0.10217207938655168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060406476178349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133745652596637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738732710545775,0.0,0.0,0.06696774483007069 anxiety,Helyces,2018/01/08,"My anxiety is going through the roof; I’m having to choose suffering through the worst pain I’ve experienced, or go completely broke. I’m a 23F who moved out of my parents’ last May. I have an incredible job at a local hospital with the most amazing coworkers. I also have the best, most supportive boyfriend and roommate. Lately though, I’ve been so incredibly stressed and full of anxiety. At the end of May, I was diagnosed with Endometriosis and told I would eventually require surgery. I tried to postpone the surgery closer to when I would qualify for FMLA. However the last month and some change, I have been in the most extreme, never ending pain. I’ve been in and out of the ER and told there was nothing that could be done. I caved and scheduled surgery for February 23rd. The problem is I haven’t been able to make it through more than 2 days of work without almost passing out from the pain. But I need to work so I can build up substantial PTO for when I’m out in recovery after the surgery. I could get a leave of absence until February 23rd and then a separate one for after the surgery, but the first would be unpaid and I’d have no PTO for after the surgery. Guys, I can’t go broke. I have a car, a dog, and I need to pay my bills. But at this point I’m so raw from anxiety and emotions; I feel like I can’t keep this up. 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To be brief, I've been to 3 doctors in the last 4 months for my anxiety and panic attacks. Every visit the doctor has given me either an ssri (mild relief) beta blocker (no relief) or antihistamine (mild relief). I'm quite shocked, when I asked about benzodiazepine on my last visit, I think the doctor played coy with me and pretended not to know what they are. Really sucks because benzos (legally obtained) have helped me out tremendously. For the limited time I was on them I felt like I had my life back. So am I flagged looking for drugs or something or do doctors not prescribe them anymore? Should I try a psych doc?",4.877109375000003,6.739247492187502,5.534812500000001,78.17893750000003,70.171875,7.620000000000001,30.76875,8.238735603445708,2.48031625,541,23,91,8,10,175,86,128,0.13699999999999998,0.826,0.038,-0.8954,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,3,4,9,2,1,6,0,11,7,0,0,0,18,19,8,0,1,8,0,1,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,2,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,2,16,5,13,12,1,13,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,4,7,62,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905143090793364,0.0,0.2839750795546349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338459155778451,0.16287811606739533,0.0,0.11008995541779576,0.0,0.08727594567917547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7327098815170185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603334936805705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062806437761008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746697911800193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596475952012484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868324736484543,0.23340757053542904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112618128089504,0.06994630544403235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022790235720343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427803128340695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798076893478942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228038821155965,0.0,0.0,0.09171925350676664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022032468637784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173844066339652,0.0,0.0,0.0834843842751483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720397045154047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,inspirationalkid,2018/01/08,How to calm down? Winter break is ending soon and I am growing more and more anxious. 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As my title states - I have been struggling with anxiety (and I think also depression). I have been cycling between okay and holy shit I can barely stop from crying. It doesn’t take much to set me off. I think a big part of it - is that I always am worrying about something. It feels like if I am not thinking of the next thing to worry about then I’m worried about not being conscious enough of the things I should be worried about. Mainly I am looking for some tips in order to break this cycle. I am currently seeing a therapist, however when I see her I have other issues I am trying to resolve and cope with. So then during the sessions we only briefly touch on it or I forget to tell her how much my anxiety is messing with me. It doesn’t seem like an hour is enough for me. 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It’s irrational, excessive, but can be controlled with coping methods and being more conscious of my intrusive thoughts. Before i would identify an intrusive thought as a normal thought, but now sometimes i can recognize it as irrational. The learning process has also brought on frustration, sadness, more overthinking and anger, but the whole learning/coping process is still exciting. 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Every ""entry level"" or ""___ service"" job is like ""must be positive and happy and super comfortable talking to people all the time,"" and every job that isn't about that is too skilled for me to get into. I don't really have any skills besides fast food and customer service, and I'm too messed up to continue working in either industry. I can barely get outside my house, let alone go and talk to people day in day out. I wish I weren't such a wreck. I wish I could talk to people normally. I'd be happy enough in retail or working as a server somewhere. But I can't. I sound slow when I speak and my mind is so foggy all the time I struggle to keep up with people sometimes. I'm not stupid, but it sure feels like it. And only feeling qualified for jobs you would expect teenagers to have, not 26 year olds, really doesn't help.",3.763907528641572,4.578017952127659,5.0510638297872354,84.60653846153849,71.6063829787234,7.486743044189852,25.631751227495908,7.61054688173877,1.2930756137479542,717,21,145,8,13,239,111,188,0.069,0.779,0.152,0.9135,4,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,5,9,11,1,1,5,1,19,1,0,1,4,38,33,17,0,8,7,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,11,1,1,6,0,1,1,7,4,0,0,1,6,19,7,21,25,4,19,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,12,93,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191170698388497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821165983712225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836544039715558,0.0,0.0,0.14834560827037996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883746587636372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938040404180647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326127709008028,0.08216412924562058,0.0,0.0,0.10511828751142688,0.0,0.13907217726378748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017736373229555,0.0,0.0653635989125463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448634349236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708968152936804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327076526680354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565240612469091,0.10222736962655456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176068945195271,0.0,0.11237746935020594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677096717078237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612867437585682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268670079561978,0.0,0.0,0.12068506163919665,0.0,0.0,0.08747131196971393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31893754680040204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735842778755112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113749162971873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023483147890973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839683340251616,0.0,0.0,0.27732529239218484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369462717466584,0.0,0.0,0.13412808261342876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808515503993846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645147460323791,0.0,0.0,0.1674592607247955,0.0,0.0,0.08170076104069293,0.0,0.0,0.07406353664444483 anxiety,NotUrAvrageFish,2018/01/09,"What’s everyone’s “guilty pleasure” they sometimes go to when going through an anxious time? I absolutely love Game of Thrones, and when I go through a rough patch I sometimes flip it on. I just delve myself into this “alternate reality” where I have nothing to worry about. 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How do I find a balance? Or, should I be ignoring the feedback of others and just doing what I want, even if it results in people thinking I'm combative? I feel like there is so much conflicting advise out there about this, it's overwhelming :(",1.8385714285714272,4.378100645161293,3.8513824884792633,83.22564516129033,82.87096774193549,6.768663594470048,26.599078341013822,7.957251820313856,2.0941400921658992,248,11,45,5,7,84,47,62,0.188,0.7490000000000001,0.063,-0.8185,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,15,13,6,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,4,10,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,38,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34782917308870553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699856330805138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066840235118295,0.29202202020236945,0.0,0.0,0.3736040892922449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19970208365973866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004895370834033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28338639863333503,0.0,0.0,0.44870156209483697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619203063817951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411003714597952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,walla71,2018/01/09,"Health anxiety in high gear, talk me down please I am 46. I have battled health anxiety since I was 19. I had a major episode when I was 19, again at about 28, then at 38, and now I've been hit again. These have lasted months but I've managed to get them under control with time. The last episode when I was 38 was pretty bad. I had this feeling that I had to go to the bathroom all the time and just pain and discomfort all in the groin area. This lasted about 5 months and I went to numerous urologists, pelvic therapists, and GI's without any diagnosis. Recently, I went to the Gastro on Dec 20th to get a checkup for constipation and he noticed I had 3 internal hemorroids. There is a banding technique they do in the office so he did the banding on 1 of the hemorroids. I felt crappy for about 3 days but everything was fine until last week. The scary thing about this banding technique was that the side effect for a couple of days matched the same issues I had when I was 38. For whatever reason, just last week, I started having this discomfort again, feeling like I have to go to the bathroom, etc. I haven't completely gone off the rails but there are times when I feel like I want to run away from myself and I feel the fight or flight kicking in. You'd think after these episodes and the fact that I'm 46, that I would have learned to cope with this better... I feel like I may be coping better than last time but time will tell...",4.2112629757785465,5.142054235294118,4.621970588235296,87.66236764705883,70.66089965397923,7.717716262975777,27.59878892733564,7.908726449838941,1.5021818685121107,1130,38,237,14,20,357,150,289,0.115,0.794,0.091,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,1,2,4,17,12,2,2,19,0,29,4,0,3,3,36,47,20,0,2,8,0,6,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,10,3,0,6,2,6,0,0,18,6,28,6,39,23,5,51,0,0,0,0,11,15,0,2,33,157,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081002451764226,0.0,0.15931395113633068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783087381497756,0.0,0.08694181084382584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418398353320464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917532310044484,0.0,0.11678743938704582,0.0,0.1152146976768373,0.0,0.1343067795848566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612928364559068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358275748562486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26324904823821144,0.2231653445970592,0.09997838180417548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880426384085508,0.0,0.118355704282392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213645569975697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100160382828023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868167900134364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092650908465381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526137798984883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166226576255443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854943677295827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079861635038024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430032874089467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059347337367171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706004022331604,0.10281298679208743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861350445809721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370172422201428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836934492655286,0.0910117082090158,0.0,0.0,0.12089963282659165,0.06917744365324728,0.06672046556643693,0.0,0.0,0.3035868577057517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141688383866562,0.0,0.16704901851691645,0.0,0.0,0.19305380027848826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037484525482672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073968931287859,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iamhawks,2018/01/09,"Weird smooth or crusty feeling I don't experience very often but sometimes when I do it feels very strange. Wherever i am, or whatever im doing It feels like im trapped in a tiny tiny room. Then everything starts to seem really smooth, while other things seem crusty. One second my mouth feels really smooth and the other it feels crusty. Same goes for my hands. I don't know if it's triggered because of anxiety or if i get anxiety because of the feeling. The link below is a picture that kind of depicts how everything feels. It doesn't look that way but it feels like it. Am i posting in the wrong subreddit? https://imgur.com/d8UZpMy",2.2811673553719025,5.166859074380168,2.9626807851239683,87.29129390495869,86.35537190082644,6.661363636363637,24.09142561983471,7.8658589789855275,1.7249871900826448,512,20,95,11,16,160,70,121,0.13699999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.077,-0.8095,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,6,0,8,2,2,2,0,24,22,12,0,2,7,0,12,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,1,0,0,12,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,13,8,3,8,22,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,8,6,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226817009518048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744468461549978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26161133369702644,0.14237007331191726,0.0,0.0,0.5887318258571317,0.2079534913040693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604079357167275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144252418554479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156180002856615,0.07998723992348412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221100685818422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222040133589425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862445980829757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939103115316015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18647857533969528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649957941596305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394685241660587,0.0,0.10301687451587092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669304358047402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401782768580651,0.0,0.11552614487154747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591296431017755,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AfricanGirl23,2018/01/09,"Does anyone have a problem expressing love and affection? I struggle to say the words ""I love you"" to ANYONE. I cant say it to family, nor friends. Took me a while to say it to my bf without feeling fucking weird about saying it. Im not sure why? Anyone else have this problem? Please share 😘😘 ",0.7537142857142847,3.090780466666672,2.6995238095238108,90.97500000000002,86.0,5.428571428571429,23.57142857142857,6.868970318607317,0.9096428571428579,228,9,47,3,7,76,42,60,0.18600000000000005,0.56,0.254,0.7899,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,1,9,8,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,5,6,5,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,0,1,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36038609676500855,0.17603254467616564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034602151065676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351941701720744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619606412906961,0.0,0.08686879267491747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273462322804322,0.1588291668520395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557679369030716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31011795083980515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885881758456144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287846648191096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464987775346748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960586785665608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192235724626328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908795286612349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502554552272407,0.0,0.0,0.16561202558134852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Criminalis,2018/01/09,"Other disorders that incorporate severe social anxiety? I'm an intelligent teenage male trying to understand what I've been going through for all these years so I can at least attempt to overcome it. Without going into too much detail, I've had stress, controlling thoughts (paranoia to an extent), depression and poor communication skills (e.g. while other people easily contribute to a conversation, I always feel I have nothing to say). I've furiously spent years searching for something that may not even exist, examining disorders and wondering whether I might have it. If anyone has anything that could bring closure then I'd appreciate it.",8.433888888888893,10.862369981481486,8.358333333333334,59.18250000000002,62.148148148148145,11.325925925925928,39.425925925925924,11.20814326018867,5.522292592592592,530,28,69,16,8,171,82,108,0.147,0.7809999999999999,0.071,-0.8271,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,18,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,10,3,0,1,5,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,11,11,4,9,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,50,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262982021714215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951849717745513,0.0,0.0,0.13666298531730192,0.0,0.16083846223486656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21921347505105135,0.1560506937188026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834055332771072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480046132333209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909269357571024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882524862443587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221571546052376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734126119096244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367802942257574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753927306601345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355002231225672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15542945832378527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220802545654232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923637110849632,0.0,0.1504667395890679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22388698843417046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551652419433194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326975269812739,0.0,0.0,0.20347004645327169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840655083720206,0.21195687883446715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172641706808424 anxiety,MrsTrustIssues,2018/01/09,"I feel like I'm Forgetting Something... For the last couple of weeks I have had a feeling that I am forgetting something. Every morning I leave the house and I go through a checklist to make sure everything is turned off, I have my lunch, car keys, tea, wallet, fed my dog, lights off, house is armed and locked, and then I head to work. Then most of the day I have a sinking feeling that I'm forgetting something. I don't know what it is but it's the feeling I get... In December I graduated from University, so maybe this feeling is stemming from having free time now... I don't know but I can't get over it, and it's making me more and more anxious, and feel like crap. It kind of feels like I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop. I know I probably just need to calm down...anyone have any advice? Anyone else feel like they're forgetting something?",2.938721804511278,4.574162625730995,3.940822890559733,88.56381578947371,74.78947368421052,6.9909774436090215,26.249373433583962,7.7094869923839395,1.347930325814536,663,24,139,9,14,214,95,171,0.063,0.774,0.163,0.925,0,0,4,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,8,0,14,7,4,2,1,30,37,11,0,1,3,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,3,1,11,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,9,18,9,16,35,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,11,82,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776324281590195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195250907815896,0.0,0.0,0.13614461736202302,0.0,0.1685300301991263,0.12347911172186925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333445881655619,0.0,0.07772047565414926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067257824811053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015368259337643,0.0,0.1083087011287365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874771935193126,0.34437609747311576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592542483781333,0.0,0.06848992777313608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368040651731807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781100703569597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549503471312246,0.1986912556246867,0.09823362408805077,0.0,0.1276051446157962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550492589679184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088581669548874,0.0,0.12107082182282612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08935835711228046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993266204696224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711050817166552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358143391871847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027170201287422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310827964720863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666771265623744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773440311425786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,okayellie,2018/01/09,"Worried about what people will think of my coping skill I’ve been a caregiver to my little brother since he was born. On his 14th birthday I sobbed because I realized he didn’t need me as much anymore. I found myself looking longingly at baby dolls in the toy aisle and finally shamefully brought it up to my therapist. She informed me it was very normal. Caregiving is a big part of my identity and now that I don’t have that I am becoming anxious for something to soothe my feelings. She told me I should get the doll and accessories for it and take care of it how I’m comfortable doing as it will help me cope. I am glad to know my feelings have a reason but I feel very embarrassed by what others may think. I plan on keeping the doll hidden but if someone finds out I’ll die of embarrassment. I’m 19 and my friends would never let me live it down. I searched around on reddit to see if anyone had a similar situation but all I found was how creepy everyone thought people who own reborn babies were. :/",3.68355,5.381016855000002,4.802000000000003,82.89850000000001,72.95,8.200000000000001,29.0,8.841846274778883,2.3688,801,33,155,16,16,263,130,200,0.113,0.8109999999999999,0.075,-0.8638,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,3,7,0,20,0,0,3,2,35,40,14,1,6,5,1,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,13,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,12,5,27,4,24,22,4,17,0,1,2,0,11,11,1,3,5,108,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014542823036669,0.14936376997429002,0.10530939347259732,0.0,0.0,0.13407404133557446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180991723046587,0.16633593227771287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535560280220039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563084809243859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391346144641295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22845747811496964,0.0,0.0,0.16498492130470802,0.1376540005413321,0.0,0.0,0.33027023679842465,0.11636022691025324,0.0,0.07868704525110808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095011357392214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338682994848351,0.0,0.0,0.08277082960000964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400802186865475,0.0,0.0,0.15094989741124432,0.1329906058470056,0.13328432539326646,0.12647372283748434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071502717944696,0.11167474874458064,0.11615903251174504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756495315465412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630949923596823,0.0,0.20882679065305929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548512518215171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200159634359013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458541442020565,0.16929095300787392,0.0,0.0,0.12761061248985234,0.11594625309211574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132393092542688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486878810159695,0.0,0.19300847624428766,0.0,0.1195668123240613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391346144641295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24853658216560345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295086474011546,0.0,0.1069883925125801,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrR18,2018/01/09,"It’d be great to hear someone’s input on this Hi, so I’m an 18 year old guy who’s really struggling to fit in and if anyone could take a few minutes out of their day to read this that would be much appreciated :) Ever since I’ve been a little kid I’ve felt quite odd around people my age and somewhat out of place. I have a small group of friends who I’ve been with for the majority of my life. There are around 5 of us and it kind of feels like that everyone has their own “pairing” whilst I kind of just float about. Plus they have their own very similar interests in their pairings and mine are quite different. During group conversations I can just drift off without speaking but there will be other times where I talk WAY too much. I feel really awkward when it’s just me and somebody else 1 on 1 and that can even be with someone I’ve known for years. This is because I’m not really used to being the one holding the conversation. So I feel more disconnected from my friends than ever. I’ve never had a girlfriend in my life (yes I know that I am very young and it’s irrelevant) but it is a bit concerning. I feel that I’m average looking but I lack so much self esteem and actually never find myself in a position to talk to girls. And the majority of girls in nightclubs are 100% out of my league. Most of them are with their boyfriends for a starter. It’s not a desperation but it feels utterly hopeless. I can barely get a match on tinder and my page isn’t cocky or awkwardly cringe it seems just fairly normal. I started my first job last night working in a bar and almost had a panic attack just purely out of sheer fear because I was making a lot of mistakes. This is another issue, I absolutely crumble under pressure yet I want to become a Firefighter. Doesn’t exactly sound like a great choice for me does it? It’s because I’ve always wanted to do something extraordinary and challenge myself, but every time I do I just panic and essentially shut down. This crumbling under pressure can cause me to fail and go silent in situations and then people will speak to me like I’m stupid, whilst I can barely defend myself. It is so frustrating. I’ve always wanted to be a leader but I’m not even a follower, I’m kind of just wandering around getting lost. Any advice? I’d really appreciate it and yeah that was a mouthful (sorry) ",2.5973484848484816,4.773560720085474,4.190660450660449,83.96216783216785,77.48290598290599,7.075058275058275,24.097902097902107,8.07648339933343,1.4634641025641026,1859,63,365,33,44,620,233,468,0.129,0.7809999999999999,0.09,-0.9738,3,0,1,0,1,1,34.0,1,0,7,7,25,27,3,8,22,2,38,4,1,3,6,78,66,31,0,9,19,0,6,3,3,3,2,4,0,5,26,27,1,1,10,2,0,3,8,15,0,2,8,11,41,12,57,47,15,53,0,3,1,0,28,27,0,7,25,247,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.08428938631135541,0.0,0.0,0.08440449617798038,0.0,0.0,0.08649192768930432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437415761861157,0.0,0.0,0.058737854646860335,0.09057155325621301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039529801355074,0.0,0.0,0.23067576638688506,0.0,0.09826385253196963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579599063926692,0.0953942271340526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429895684467544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887307560320173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896328314858798,0.0,0.0,0.05570462763628691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024332619907494,0.0,0.0,0.0755872065193065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215509731889506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140995373659518,0.1562619797291847,0.07277452990869414,0.08253486327864411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719571116236143,0.21836857756613084,0.0617062045590859,0.08293339394027231,0.0,0.07894504100068274,0.07347039668987942,0.0,0.0,0.13346597771447224,0.0,0.09025458016683068,0.0,0.049088813357449496,0.0,0.0,0.19045713701249495,0.0,0.08552467365694015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735072474361813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015289441634293,0.08571370307240231,0.0,0.0,0.2698383194412749,0.04746935440115508,0.07040702472715392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201821097188245,0.1265951548788395,0.08657028341578353,0.0,0.0,0.0725331134267779,0.0,0.09428834364199408,0.07343280208400091,0.0,0.0,0.057655877910878776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048634240271306,0.0,0.1332352063605432,0.0,0.0,0.08105693825563458,0.08462900628565535,0.0,0.0,0.09063586712483893,0.0,0.058529828504409125,0.0,0.0,0.20268453375265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976288001304185,0.0,0.09024332619907494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374055363631733,0.0863982165050482,0.0,0.2213357427882333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863241236859965,0.0901077981157596,0.0,0.0,0.07145016207892194,0.09708894164858196,0.0,0.0,0.14637024707623714,0.06649557345399645,0.0,0.0966895642819602,0.06113655791062569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029773910444353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494313188727856,0.13884965275299938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073173024350347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389830016817488,0.07460013107260233,0.0,0.14253658151650872,0.15283835955514366,0.06856032935694026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326226563175637,0.0,0.06288191387452878,0.0,0.0,0.061358209716300335,0.0,0.0,0.11124513299202428 anxiety,TragicBoi,2018/01/09,"How do people with social anxiety cope at uni? I've always considered myself an anxious person but at uni I just feel like my anxiety has increased tenfold. I never leave my room apart from to go to class and feel like my next door neighbour judges me everytime I make any slight noise. I just picked up the phone to my dad and said hello and heard my neighbour and his friends laugh next door and knock on the wall. I hung up, sat down and almost cried. I'm in my second year now and just feel drained all the time. How do people cope with this?",2.5246363636363647,4.54776855454546,2.9672727272727286,93.38090909090911,77.0909090909091,5.854545454545455,21.0,6.742157984588678,0.25965454545454536,431,11,91,4,10,133,72,110,0.09,0.7490000000000001,0.161,0.8927,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,4,2,23,12,10,0,0,4,1,3,2,3,0,0,2,3,1,1,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,5,14,4,13,9,2,18,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,8,52,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992073535693684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553208926494306,0.0,0.0,0.13528444666623188,0.0,0.30437356677259403,0.22474295703187652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852370396694992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017666106084645,0.2842422417310899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536987608112713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306087007247308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21064628252746476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19438180688729167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279244853465175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343300565975607,0.0,0.4231449666721417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758366823427168,0.1737047118767796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923529331094205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279191554857684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600216308251665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810934576703867 anxiety,ghannna,2018/01/09,"I was wondering if exercise could help me with these constant joint pains and muscle tensions? At first I did some yoga in my room, the next step was walking - I forced myself to go out and walk for like 30min. The idea of a crowded gym and the fact that I’m nowhere near to that good physical form I used to have stresses me out quite a bit. 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She died in the dream, and I spent most of the dream crying. At the end, it became so intense, that started having a panic attack and couldn't breathe, and that's how I woke up. This isn't the first time it's happened either. I can't even escape in my dreams",1.4692018779342746,2.899452000000004,3.1517605633802823,93.54247652582164,78.29577464788733,4.733333333333333,17.467136150234744,3.1291,-0.7909737089201879,256,4,57,0,6,85,46,71,0.271,0.594,0.135,-0.9114,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,2,7,0,6,1,1,1,0,7,11,5,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,8,0,7,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5033867355032426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430226478914655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592260755230936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959536953709946,0.0,0.0,0.14612747250671387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881873252110387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564252307778646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803407937947845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191568575511973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659538840349355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900729907870548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DarkSkullMango,2018/01/09,First therapy session First time going into therapy .... ahhhhh so nervous. 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Hi, Theres this girl i fell in love with, got rejected. She’s an anxiety trigger for me. I’ve told her everything and about this issue. She understands it. But i cant get rid of it. Just the sight of her makes my anxiety flare. My anxiety symptoms with her differ compared to my usual anxiety. 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Every single day feels like the world is closing in on me. Some days are better than others. There's a rare day that I feel like I am the King of the World and can accomplish anything. Then there are the days where... I just want to die. Or runaway, or never leave my room. It gets so hard, it affects my job performance, my relationships, my ability to be a parent. Sometimes I can't even escape into my hobbies because it's all to much. I can barely explain to my SO whats wrong without freaking out. Sometimes I get angry with her and I can't help it and I never mean it. For the past 6-8 months my job has been my biggest stressor. They've pushed me so far where I feel like I stop existing. How do others, or we as people get so far? In a few years I'll be 30 and I just don't even understand what it is to be a person, I'm just a ball for freak out. 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Im so fucking tired of my anxiety. I just want it to stop. I hate this feeling of always thinking everything I do is wrong. Always feeling like it's my fault when anything happens. I hate that feeling like there is a million tiny webs attaches to my insides and they are all pulling me inside out. It makes my skin crawl. I become restless and I can't sit still. I always feel like the world is out to get me. That everyone around me is always looking for ways to hurt me or are doing what they do to in the end turn their back on me/use me. No matter how irrational i sound in my head i always find a way to justify why bad thing's will end up happening. I continuously fidget with my fingers. I need to find something soft to rub between my pointer and middle finger or between my knuckles. Sometimes I get so bad I literally have to stop everything I'm doing to just find something soft/smooth it helps calm me but I never really understood why I just know it calms me so I do it. I also pick at soft linens with my finger nails with the same thought in mind. Oh and I'm a terrible nail bitter. I hate being in public alone. I hate having to speak to new people about something I'm not fimilar with. I always try to find someone I can trust (very very few people) to go with me just so I don't sound stuoid when I talk to someone. I'm afraid I'm not going to say the right thing or do the right thing. Go to the right counter or line. I don't like large crowds of people. I always find and make up some excuse to get out of things. I honestly dont even know where I'm going with any of this I just can't live like this im getting to the end of my limits. Anyone I try to talk to always tells me life isn't bad and I just need to get over it or just do this and everything will get better but it never does. Nothing ever helps me. I started to self medicate with pot years ago because when I would complain my parents would just say get over it and eventually I didn't know what to do. Now I regularly smoke and I feel dependant on it to help me just function normally. Most days I just want to go home bash my head into a wall a few times and cry my night away. Sorry for my long most likely incoherent rant. I don't even have the energy or motivation to proof read this and if I started I'd probably feel like I sound like an idiot and not even post it. 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I’ve done pretty decent at dealing with things, but right now it’s really hard. My girlfriend of 9 months just left to study abroad in another country and I’m so anxious and scared. I’m at work and it’s been a good distraction but it’s slowing down so my thoughts are becoming stronger. I usually get a tightness in my chest when I’m anxious but this is like never before. It’s so tight it hurts and I can’t stop taking little tiny breaths. I know it’s anxiety because this is what it always feels like just not nearly this bad. I have an appointment with my therapist today but until then does anyone have any suggestions or breathing exercises I can do to calm down? 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Hello , so the case is that I am now in the age of 18 , I went to a psychiatrist and got diagnosed with OCD and panic disorder , then went to a second one and got re-diagnosed with OCD and panic disorder...I had previously OCD when I was 12-14 , I never talked about it and it finally got away , I fought it with logical thinking and after 2-2,5 years it stopped...Now it came back in an unexpected way , the only way it could win this time , it made me doubt my sanity and thus my logical thinking thanks to which I beat it the first Time...I am now obsessive that I am losing my mind , going psychotic , getting permanently crazy etc...I keep having thoughts about jumping into traffic , lowering my pants on public , feeling dream-like etc...I strongly believe that the psychiatrists were wrong and that I have something much more serious that OCD , I do take medication and the symptom that lead me to ask for advice here is that the few days (after starting medication) when I go to bed I sometimes imagine noises that get louder and louder into the point they almost sound real (Schizophrenia?) And I also feel like dreaming before totally falling asleep even if my eyes are open.. Throughout the day I feel disconnected from the world (derealization?) And I feel like I should be aware of going crazy at any Time in order to take my Life before doing so in order to end this nightmare before being crazy and unable to suiclide...Do I really have Just OCD?What should I do I am desparate does anyone else feel that way?Am I going crazy or have some serious permanent mental illness? 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On Thursday, January 11, we will be hosting an Ask Me Anything thread with a team from iTherapy.com, an online counseling service that assists practices in managing their offices. The AMA will cover a wide range of mental health topics with a focus on anxiety and related disorders. The team will consist of the following professionals, whose licensing information the /r/Anxiety mod team has independently verified. * Courtney Glashow (/u/courtneyglashowLCSW) - Licensed Clinical Social Worker from [Anchor Therapy](https://anchortherapy.org) with a focus on mental health and anxiety. * Dalila Jusic-Laberge (/u/dalilaj) - Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist from [Be Here & Now Counseling](https://behereandnow.com) with a focus on anxiety, trauma, coping, parenting, and dating after divorce. * Daniela Paolone (/u/Daniela-P-Counseling) - Licensed Marriage and Family Therapist from [Westlake Village Counseling](https://westlakevillage-counseling.com) with a focus on chronic pain, chronic illness, anxiety, and trauma. * Dr. Mona Ghosheh (/u/DrMonaG) - Licensed Psychologist from [Dr. Mona Ghosheh](http://www.drmonag.com) with a focus on depression, anxiety, and low self-esteem. **The AMA thread will be posted by /u/iTherapy and will open on Thursday, January 11, 2018 at 10:00 am EST.** While all answers will come from the iTherapy team, the subreddit mods will be monitoring the thread. Please remain respectful and keep all questions on topic to mental health. Thank you and we hope everyone is looking forward to this as much as we are. Your /r/Anxiety Mods",9.606942148760329,13.846292884297526,8.27445619834711,52.98004793388432,64.37190082644628,11.475305785123966,41.911404958677686,10.878246069084,6.6562232727272725,1346,78,144,46,25,412,136,242,0.107,0.8490000000000001,0.044,-0.9098,1,0,0,0,1,0,107.0,3,2,1,5,2,8,0,0,17,0,15,10,0,1,2,30,22,13,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,10,1,0,0,3,22,0,1,3,4,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,7,3,32,11,3,24,0,2,1,0,20,15,0,2,7,90,10,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280315451284235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069301274572166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326864017019848,0.0,0.10595700648875356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763182710525224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761902890769318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298967314336503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166012404210688,0.0,0.0,0.21369253255881493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614233346925192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257156282763543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074123514940003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517652126472552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426582663381299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331747419351047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206010752694288,0.0,0.12584995190820347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441258748402942,0.0,0.0,0.10854778167681016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696602761645406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823767598422198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553520934936015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434765957293192,0.0,0.2631914765516121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,noctide,2018/01/09,"I keep making mistakes at work. Hi not sure where to put this but I don’t feel very well. I make many mistakes at my job for some very simple tasks (copy and pasting) and I feel extremely stressed every time I discover it after submitting my work. I don’t know how to face my manager afterwards. I don’t think I’ve had a panic attack but I feel like I can just hold back my reaction until I get home and just insult myself. Is this an anxiety issue? Can someone tell me if this is a normal feeling when people make mistakes?",2.694164070612672,4.4056721028037416,4.3756386292834915,84.86684319833853,75.6355140186916,7.372377985462098,24.973001038421607,8.167268648758528,1.5697381100726897,413,14,82,7,9,139,72,107,0.248,0.682,0.07,-0.9667,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,2,2,3,0,8,1,1,4,1,27,19,9,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,1,4,16,3,7,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,8,53,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454764542377484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000887820462499,0.0,0.13524079002705378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818640505349134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557206569580719,0.12564863881056676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188999084786237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642188443455206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357292510836026,0.17453366635356685,0.1563301401803135,0.0,0.0,0.09665899577424727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592603722860105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35220360565168385,0.17831461756899236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232496342408352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206357172313112,0.0,0.0,0.1678972699286887,0.12193298033152325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680788222794225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902247220443846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20146983619749528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576472839731196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537267886230488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269674098861715,0.0,0.0,0.10255698661558477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902386814459104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813715633860073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25608533017363977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,enohes,2018/01/09,"Do not use BetterHelp free trial, they will charge you after it ends, not refund and delete your account. I posted this in /r/depression and figured also here, since the service is advertised on Reddit. I signed up for BetterHelp's free trial service over the holidays, as I had a friend recently pass away, thinking it would help me through this tough time of year. I have been looking into what route for therapy I want to choose and figured online and email based would be best. I was set up with a therapist and stated explicitly that I was testing out with the free trial to see if this was how I wanted to go with it. The woman I was matched with was lovely and I had high hopes to continue after I checked other options. The free trial ended at 3am on new years day and I was immediately charged. I used their contact form and I was told I had to quit with my therapist and would be refunded. The therapist told me that to cancel, I had to go through the contact form, but she emailed them for me since I'd already done that. A few days later, I still haven't been refunded nor have I had any emails returned, and my account has been completely deleted. I tried signing up again with the same email and a few hours later I got a rejection email. I set up a PayPal dispute on Jan 5th and still have no response from them. I'm currently now very behind on rent and have to scramble to catch up due to that missing money. DO NOT use BetterHelp's service, they are just a scam to get your money. The therapists do not chat in real time and only respond once or twice a day, unless you pay for video chat. I'm incredibly discouraged now and not any better off than I was before BetterHelp. Infact, I'm way worse off. Thanks for listening guys, just wanted to vent and make sure everyone stays safe. Hope your year goes well.",5.674049126361107,6.0364792423398335,6.123951633324893,80.22134907571538,67.16155988857939,9.31278804760699,31.081413015953398,9.218907990703514,2.565266295264625,1444,53,280,25,22,467,192,359,0.119,0.797,0.084,-0.9093,2,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,5,3,11,18,0,0,17,0,34,1,0,5,2,61,59,24,0,9,11,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,2,12,24,0,2,4,4,14,4,8,4,1,1,20,3,38,18,51,33,6,55,0,3,2,1,29,19,0,5,26,196,50,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126834814446973,0.08165918333998727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887975483766876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593788353790128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689006118769331,0.0,0.10716057729162627,0.09031004667899667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070628220354266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756199156308493,0.0,0.0879491893579148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044963533489963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088240936604869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757269521173507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889172312980637,0.0,0.05334947131583807,0.0,0.11606556632587316,0.0,0.08166854836987117,0.0,0.0,0.10110724831079916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844373392412664,0.10788726969809492,0.0,0.20284114288426128,0.10056006368810706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857486289794394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921603531928656,0.0,0.06816076478579228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862071245594707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874628545529427,0.0,0.07766101874695931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779537362641204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086090188182982,0.0,0.1162261724429684,0.0,0.0,0.1008235945198414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137029644884426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893672832095474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883814388207598,0.16309405717371792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623965070854948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401130264789773,0.11677433413414501,0.4742410832731142,0.0,0.0654294498811622,0.0,0.0,0.11908502689363815,0.0,0.0,0.19514539042347015,0.0,0.06932756069230497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26457677020660697,0.0,0.08425335592959994,0.18068547134062204,0.08105200462229206,0.0,0.0,0.09181123654721356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406117513932624,0.2176129816259865,0.0,0.0,0.19727095358310814 anxiety,blondeboy1900,2018/01/09,"Anxiety fucking sucks Ever since I was a kid, I've always had extremely irrational thoughts that caused me immense fear. When I was 10, I was convinced my heart would stop beating, even though I was always healthy. These obsessive thoughts caused me immense anxiety. They made it difficult for me to focus and study. They made it difficult for me to go out with friends. That caused me depression. It feels like a constant feeling of tension in your body. Constant questioning. Constant uncertainty. And the worst part is that you don't realize how severely it hurts, how severely it limits your life, and how severely it takes joy out of your existence until you finally get rid of it. Living without anxiety and depression is so different. It feels like you're a happy child again. But when you live with anxiety or depression for so many years, you forget how life is suppose to feel like. Anxiety is often a subtle feeling too but immense in the amount of emotional pain it causes. That's one of the worst parts. If a person has cancer or leukemia, they're aware that it's a big problem but if a person has anxiety, they are often forced to question their own anxiety and ask themselves whether it's a big deal (which it is) or just their own made up fears. I hope anyone who has anxiety finds complete freedom from it soon. It suddenly went away from me one day because I realized that my obsessive thoughts, which were wholly irrational, were largely controlling my life and from that moment on I feel so much freer, lighter, and happier. 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Just as I went ONE fucking day without fearing about total nuclear annihilation THIS article is the first thing I see when I open up r/worldnews http://uk.businessinsider.com/tillerson-mattis-trump-north-korea-strike-2018-1?r=US&IR=T With every post here on this issue its always ""don't worry, it likely won't happen"" but EVERY time I open up the news its like the stars are aligning in a way so the worst possible scenario is exactly what is going to happen. Hell, Puerto Rico STILL doesn't have power, He pardoned Arpaio, He is likely going to try and fire Mueller, they passed the tax bill, every thing that has happened in the past year has been the WORST possible thing to happen and I am all out of hope. All I do now is smoke and drink, I quit my job because my anxiety about this whole thing made me a shivering, sobbing wreck, and I don't really want the last thing I am going to experience before I am vaporized/ burn to death being in some job that I fucking hate, I'd rather be drunk and high playing Splatoon. If any person has any comforting words that would be appreciated, but at this point I fucking give up, we are all going to die because some stupid fuck with Alzheimers wants better ""ratings"" and all the people at the top want short term profits, even if it means ending fucking civilization.",9.999492753623187,8.871707707509882,8.630128458498024,70.74055500658763,58.88142292490119,10.80487483530962,34.91732542819499,9.516144504307137,3.0971293807641618,1122,35,193,15,12,343,156,253,0.221,0.67,0.109,-0.9908,3,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,5,11,22,10,1,13,0,26,8,1,1,6,36,49,13,2,8,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,18,12,2,0,1,3,3,7,5,14,0,2,4,2,18,8,25,40,11,40,1,1,1,5,6,19,9,5,15,131,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953184026434369,0.10356300413350678,0.0,0.12999800884875976,0.0,0.07311993100776146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165317405186111,0.0,0.08133320048231615,0.0,0.0,0.08453446840420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061642451191958575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919897484612064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936339236947174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465723848964743,0.0,0.0,0.06313097727740741,0.0,0.2415957487700082,0.0,0.0,0.09349748895972726,0.0,0.10755626840400392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130195881714378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.441819868239452,0.0,0.09169091706147407,0.21728570209392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380912149384069,0.0,0.0,0.09436738836469437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098757919953782,0.0,0.0949344442549686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976272402641703,0.18970067595176826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791204733747148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400895398980081,0.0,0.0,0.08458701897605139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044195324970504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411676560767827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476880377720155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124378769253373,0.06626449003496486,0.08345847297339512,0.0,0.0,0.09035583865032523,0.2155085769312192,0.0915410879066863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016631704592174,0.0,0.0,0.06123224542018056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616644002682213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811349930232836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633186965382824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175020060164234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055734604363209386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489387066441392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497331853399118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913013368748825,0.07586850384646968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886054263073896,0.0,0.10671383502679747,0.0,0.0921375900553376,0.0,0.0,0.09706811104758184,0.0,0.06789867571431657,0.0,0.0,0.06155164276097558 anxiety,nopeyikes,2018/01/09,I've always had extreme anxiety about sending and receiving emails to the point where i've missed out on opportunities and i just sent one and i'm super nervous about the response Anyone else have this problem? I feel extremely anxious right now and don't know how to calm myself. I even went so far as to log out of my email on my iPhone because I'm so nervous to see the response...how do y'all get over this??? 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Sometimes I just don't know what to say when I talk to people, so I just stay silent. I know people have told me I come off snobby or rude when I don't speak to them, but sometimes I don't know what to say to them or I'm too anxious to talk. I've had people tell me they thought I hated them initially because I wouldn't talk to them. That totally was not the case. Does anybody else feel like this?",3.990396825396825,4.385386240740743,4.521587301587303,90.125,70.85185185185185,7.282539682539682,26.539682539682538,6.868970318607317,0.9582682539682548,406,12,90,3,7,129,61,108,0.157,0.812,0.031,-0.9044,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,6,0,7,5,3,1,1,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,18,7,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,4,17,1,13,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,16,4,0,2,3,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324075597467345,0.0,0.10722520802454936,0.15712420421951173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696029193853386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641932235273801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341967704374726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562068761814614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753787770133977,0.10955257839391508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140042017412875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25282985105792016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491859059258775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189387289753001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438986088766633,0.15352913199546558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563200254155446,0.0,0.0,0.30333222558632666,0.0,0.0,0.16344966331852198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4930245694701722,0.13403381223462218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098259867108532,0.0,0.12174200136871725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653157075811998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MotherofParrots,2018/01/09,When does my anxiety hit a point where I institutionalize myself? I am barely functional and really want to die,5.0005000000000015,7.993790050000001,7.780000000000005,57.09500000000003,73.5,12.0,25.0,11.20814326018867,4.323499999999999,91,3,14,4,2,33,19,20,0.273,0.652,0.07400000000000001,-0.6452,0,0,0,0,0,1,1.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787263364663113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138033338775604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332381111872805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680001099391963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31715380009220023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920044509283465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Unoriginium,2018/01/09,"Any teachers here that can tell us about their experiences in a class? I really want to become a teacher but I'm afraid (ironic) my anxiety will be a big wall preventing me from performing well. Any stories?",1.7469230769230784,4.523599461538463,3.5860256410256426,80.9298076923077,92.84615384615385,7.728205128205129,24.448717948717945,8.344100000000001,2.5889794871794867,165,7,29,5,6,55,35,39,0.085,0.8,0.115,0.2747,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,19,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695704321861545,0.0,0.2641191038909048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38130698450522654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377256058607562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117917189896388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017680579044284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415299213826364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364032412150707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31042567777724056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,harryandmorty,2018/01/09,"Strange feeling in head-anxiety and social media For the past one-two month, I have been feeling some kind of tension building up in my forehead. It in really in the centre of the forehead, where the third eye is said to be located. I also am experiencing some kind of movement in my crown spot in my head. I have shown this to the best doctor in Delhi, India and he's saying that it is some kind of the start of migraine stage. I was really worried about this when I heard this and still whenever I hear this, I feel a little depressed. He suggested some heart medicine and I requested him to delay it. He relented on the condition that I should exercise everyday for an hour and sweat like anything. I really don't want to be on meds as before this I have got off one year of anxiety meds and therapy. I really don't exercise and feel even bad about that coupled with the strange pressure I feel in my brain/head. My social media usage on my phone is also very high~4-5 hours per day and I am also unable to control this. Is social media related to this? Please help, suggest something. Thanks",3.535571059431525,5.432962404651164,4.929728682170545,80.9932493540052,73.79069767441861,8.126614987080101,27.29328165374677,8.841846274778883,2.284157622739018,867,33,161,18,18,289,116,215,0.106,0.812,0.083,-0.4531,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,2,10,0,16,10,6,1,0,22,28,13,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,13,9,0,2,5,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,5,11,21,6,31,20,5,28,0,1,1,0,16,15,0,4,12,113,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633363890043576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347348650312707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792498815089644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921177863056881,0.0,0.0,0.09091790479049226,0.0,0.11212807345650934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927524693258565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983664807883393,0.0,0.11822284358209738,0.0,0.06890670077272555,0.0,0.09202612951521792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936120200668543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057064209204478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27012222989375456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545434545189756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289638422156095,0.0,0.12042298000295194,0.12661278543086413,0.07161648638936502,0.11288845214792916,0.0,0.0,0.21044317776164914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337903711727325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219946006084042,0.10708755929741756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373631905059772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528329683663961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14480295624146802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199640433376723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172846013450394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737926173423095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016348216272471,0.0849680672864362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326747507882066,0.0,0.08225511554663982,0.0,0.0,0.07562600597077966,0.0,0.08532719254268045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836925589117113,0.122187482062506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437281963978612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815897339673838,0.06302042011796324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108507094594609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880519102967686 anxiety,buffybot93,2018/01/09,"Afraid of my phone TW: suicide/grief Idk if I'm doing this right as I haven't posted in this sub before even though I subbed a long time ago. My brother is currently suicidal in a city across the country. We are doing our best to help him, but it feels really hopeless. My mom is freaking out. She keeps freaking out at me, especially over the phone as we don't live that near each other in our home city. Now I'm afraid of my phone. Every time it rings or buzzes I go into an immediate full on panic attack. I'm confused as to what I'm expecting that's making me feel like this. Like maybe at most that he's dead or at least no one can reach him? Idk but it's killing me. Most of the time when my phone rings or buzzes it's a friend messaging me or notifications from various apps, but I still feel the panic every time. When it is someone calling me, like it was this morning, the panic attack is debilitating even if the news is good/neutral. My mom called me this morning. I was at work and my bosses were there so I had to decline the call. I then had to wait 10 minutes until they left to call her back. By the time I called her I was shaking and in tears. I talked to her and the news was neutral, everything is still the same. But I got so jacked from the panic attack that it's effects are still going on. Why??? I'm still shaking. I'm sick to my stomach. I feel like crying. I have no idea how to get rid of this. I know techniques for dealing with a panic attack while it's happening, but how do I calm down after? How can I stop being afraid of my phone? Any tips or personal experiences are welcome",1.1554556628621595,3.241361182089552,2.9057813871817406,91.77874231782265,81.95522388059702,5.612818261633012,20.599209833187007,6.794906146795322,0.2905311676909572,1256,36,275,14,34,416,164,335,0.247,0.675,0.078,-0.997,1,0,0,0,0,2,37.0,4,0,1,3,17,27,5,11,16,0,25,2,1,6,0,44,44,29,3,3,12,3,4,4,1,0,1,2,1,1,20,10,0,3,7,0,0,4,4,19,0,1,8,6,42,8,40,35,8,46,0,1,0,0,32,20,0,10,25,188,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237901545386596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055525733470811765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715608966863717,0.0,0.06278486566954343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947930437247264,0.0,0.0856880782980657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168759041624797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969019900313567,0.0,0.08417898009030261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785992336653057,0.0,0.13758960641201293,0.0,0.07338298899071527,0.07987071029999873,0.0,0.0,0.16514154981294166,0.11666351413215376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06308364810521054,0.0,0.04265947226871799,0.0,0.0928087136743888,0.06848529760854832,0.06530406184881317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07220403933776105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547291940723879,0.0,0.0819029843967584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217446128835344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257549182726923,0.09033514638154612,0.0,0.044873459140730286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871445549093486,0.0,0.0,0.1595629455827553,0.0,0.07209965813337547,0.07225889553768401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05450292539882947,0.0,0.08202977870043028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125820203875826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055329083385272336,0.0,0.0,0.4790014662378784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129482931685527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781994446491602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230796023923435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972982626322205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918294323204764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608275672688596,0.0682642037942165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931334932440926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562828058353258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022205924102455,0.0,0.23805786060716516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736776639224879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059443171885036776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dom_Ramon_,2018/01/09,"Today I missed my first day of work Received the e-mail that said I would start at 3pm. Ok. Read it twice. Got it. Just to be sure I read it again today, and uh oh: it's actually from 9am to 3 pm. So I basically just shot myself on the foot. I honestly don't know what I'll do.",-1.6426813186813192,-0.08114401538461102,2.0098901098901116,97.19153846153843,89.15384615384615,5.560439560439562,15.439560439560445,6.868970318607317,-0.5490439560439557,209,4,58,3,7,77,49,65,0.037000000000000005,0.835,0.128,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,1,6,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,2,2,1,7,3,6,5,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,32,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.26119806530123724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726188978666679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276719087907943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407257588020775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709922652515633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354659224409561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25460645622892786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894514996994489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522668804603261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074217685501669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486005255507752,0.0,0.0,0.1901383598765878,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ihim99,2018/01/09,"How did you survive your driving test?!! I am having my driving test next week and I have no hope to pass, its my fourth driving test and the thought of it just makes me wanna puke my insides. The thing is I am not a bad driver,my instructor says that I drive like someone who had a license for more than 20 years,but everytime I go into a test I have this episode of shaking and not being able to go faster than 30km/h,and losing every pit of focus I have. I tried meditating before a test,not thinking about the test,even taking a xenox before the test but nothing helped. I am quite an anxious person I do know that,but what I feel in these tests I never felt before, so does anyone have any advice on how to not let my anxiety make me fail for the fourth time?",5.174233473980308,4.767964215189874,5.74527426160338,85.1401617440225,68.24050632911393,8.034880450070323,28.31504922644164,6.937597516519254,1.3172509142053448,598,17,127,4,9,194,101,158,0.106,0.8440000000000001,0.05,-0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,4,5,6,0,1,11,0,14,0,0,4,1,21,25,7,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,0,0,8,5,4,0,0,4,3,20,2,15,19,1,16,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,1,6,82,28,7,0.17732741102624272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328229374451387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058872031387273,0.0,0.13565498406860774,0.20032950021884835,0.0,0.12399144885722095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480609812360058,0.0,0.0,0.4526776980071137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518041237740032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712308256818915,0.0,0.14940599185813416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966206710740983,0.0,0.1702621232367105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155850839600886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885882570949065,0.0,0.0,0.17612613066610933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745450758758632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813292920740065,0.0,0.08663321587391212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983840143432944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367348476598604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136765831271567,0.0,0.18858971336202585,0.0,0.0,0.1701504334264025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548354554710192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860952928888028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101787464918855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024893991333638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333281444231397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780845242684128,0.11362424481858285,0.0,0.14077815669081298,0.1034010393986666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039367200985092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224135290070733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RensworthMuggin,2018/01/09,"Whoever you are, wherever you are... You are awesome. Whatever you have going on, you got it in the bag. We all believe in you, and we're all here for you, through thick and thin. Have a good day \^_^ Edit: Forgot to mention, if anyone wants to talk or just vent or anythin', ill be here, and ill try my best",1.1647619047619069,3.0341444444444465,2.927222222222224,92.77750000000002,80.74603174603175,6.104761904761905,23.198412698412696,7.1686216300943375,0.7499650793650791,232,8,52,3,6,77,45,63,0.077,0.769,0.154,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,7,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,2,12,10,6,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,9,2,7,7,3,7,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,3,1,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27646672851008725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44547049739128586,0.4149386829587001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549946216346424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247099373916716,0.33163538914802737,0.3162304716549084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178004787953071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844467856979576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332119808817921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AdherentLatchet,2018/01/09,"Does anyone else feel like growing up sucks I think I'm getting some separation anxiety vibes right now. Heart beating fast, not knowing what to do. I'm scared about when I might not be able to see my parents again. I know it's weird. I'm in college now, so I go faraway every semester. This wasn't even my choice. I just wanted to stay in my hometown. You see, I feel like my parents and siblings aren't the same anymore. I'm not sure if they have changed or not. I started feeling depressed and anxious when I came home for the holiday break. I wish I never went to college there and just stayed in my hometown so I could be with my family much longer.",1.9233545401966483,4.075050323308272,3.0390977443609053,91.49588201272415,79.6015037593985,5.596067090803933,26.772122614227875,6.67199483983844,1.0776898785425095,515,22,107,5,13,165,88,133,0.129,0.76,0.111,-0.0849,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,1,12,7,1,1,2,0,8,1,1,0,2,27,28,9,0,4,8,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,6,1,0,4,7,4,0,0,3,5,19,3,11,21,3,20,0,1,2,0,4,5,1,4,10,67,22,2,0.15332401365756165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11729245078175445,0.17321249348766296,0.15205622215682346,0.1072077153102516,0.1570985709858318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17536182564095384,0.0,0.0,0.16219647641100066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241674881702305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205774829537978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341748775840271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808253930317534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126906498760743,0.0,0.12918209431698074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454023458857765,0.0,0.23257568452923336,0.21906941198509705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010546892078327,0.0,0.08713757031487357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18168969441055371,0.0,0.0,0.15379648697447648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852573627366318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981273675601614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265254889770814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271079172542665,0.0,0.11825293145833067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404963449860632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093786991537987,0.0,0.0,0.1535040852616624,0.0,0.24435877591621905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852352602118953,0.3268459962996136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450606835708327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824383699943794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043447574344474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213289674812069,0.0,0.0,0.17631504893538813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SugaryCornFlakes,2018/01/09,"I'm suddenly no longer anxious? As the title, i have had crippling social Anxiety for nearly my whole life, but ever since i got back on my antidepressant, which had never had this effect, and now i've suddenly been able to talk to people with little discomfort. Has anyone else had an experience like this?",8.397368421052633,8.018169789473685,8.79543859649123,65.84473684210528,61.631578947368425,11.810526315789476,33.03508771929825,11.20814326018867,3.8642561403508777,246,8,40,6,3,82,47,57,0.136,0.809,0.055,-0.4254,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,1,2,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,0,4,1,7,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,7,31,7,0,0.262272971709079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063810548475347,0.2962938049978996,0.0,0.1833873599693228,0.2687296535018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167172609989573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190954137302679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724091832186536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565532925690275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097636545676832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852511562513757,0.12813332605754066,0.2628664192344005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228108439787665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182705533621787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21695491245185694,0.0,0.0,0.2673542658432594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080507993616188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29281840660539565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,grn721,2018/01/09,"I started crying Today I tried techniques to calm down anxiety and I randomly started crying at school today and I don’t know why, I did the belly breathing and was trying to think positive all day but I started crying. It was terrible",2.956666666666667,5.737758000000002,4.964444444444447,75.50000000000001,80.1111111111111,7.1555555555555586,29.0,8.238735603445708,2.8364666666666682,190,9,29,4,5,65,31,45,0.282,0.637,0.081,-0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,1,8,9,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,4,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,21,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500185831685606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6676975381334511,0.1306715467899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135329734578957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505976084206484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302411986176706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298291339433755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841154600730019,0.0,0.0,0.2751280097704187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283080858050446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Gaullic,2018/01/09,"I regret not playing football and it makes me anxious I regret not playing football even though I know that if I were playing I would dislike it. I played football for years part of league etc. I had probably 5 seasons until i convinced my dad to give me off. I started playing football in highschool but there was a problem with the paperwork. I started playing in sophomore year as well but i skipped practice a number of times do i didn't have to play and got cut from the team. It fucking sucks. Whenever I'm not playing football i want to be playing football and when i am playing i fucking hate it. How do i stop worrying about this shit? I keep telling myself i could be a walk-on in college if i really wanted to. The football coaches wanted me to play, i don't want to brag, i wasn't the best kid on the team but i was up there but then i didn't play and disappointed them. I quit football years ago and my dad was really angry, he told me i would regret it. I don't know if it's true or if he convinced me i wanted to play. I do have the talent but not the drive to do it. What should i do? 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I’m 25 years old. Small town girl. It’s 3:10 am and I’m watching family guy on adult swim. I’m insecure my credit score is probably at a “steady ok credit” I have anxiety and depression. I have a dark sexual past that I’m still working through. I live my cat jasppurr. I fucking work at McDonald’s. Not exactly a fancy career or job. It’s stupid. I have low self esteem. I’m kinda buzzed writing this reddit post at the moment. I’m feeling insecure and angry. I am terribly shy ☺️. Blah blah blah I’m lonely and stupid. I tend to cry at night because of my insecurity and past trauma. Anyways hi that’s me take it or go past it I don’t care. ,-1.3791034482758633,0.5087086068965547,2.378206896551724,88.3424827586207,104.3103448275862,5.630344827586208,18.90344827586207,7.087006719466742,0.8473117241379313,528,19,113,12,25,193,89,145,0.29,0.63,0.079,-0.9819,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,2,15,3,3,5,1,7,1,0,0,1,12,22,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,11,0,0,0,2,12,4,8,22,0,19,0,3,1,1,8,8,1,3,8,49,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973838885374105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931955374606995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956707609931854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500807514477768,0.0,0.0,0.1685881259502084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845235708486204,0.0,0.09897058749547608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095584698165346,0.0,0.0,0.11124193671983884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938105585411633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423892494146533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283949513047248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368606163849788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053932190585124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5605597915789562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746208903849906,0.0,0.211037760430194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419654276357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563159459073446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471699817876418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849979620862496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604831119645335 anxiety,hazelhazelz,2018/01/09,"Getting anxiety about taking SSRI Finally saw a doc for my anxiety five days ago who is starting me on lexapro, and requiring me to see a therapist and a general physician too. The thought of taking an SSRI is seriously freaking me out even though I know I need to try something and make some sort of change to get my anxiety under control since it’s ruining my life. I’ve been able to take it once within five days, and I didn’t like it. I took about 1/3 of a 5mg pill so practically nothing. I’ve tried other SSRIs in the past and hated them. I’m going to force myself to keep taking it, but has anyone else experienced anxiety about meds? After I took it, it was like I could see the anxiety sitting in the corner staring at me waiting for it’s turn, just no symptoms. I felt numb and high off of that tiny amount. I know they take 3-4 works to work, but there’s so much stress for me to even take it. (I also hate therapy. I’m going to keep an open mind and try it again because it would be great if it helped, but the looming thought of it is not pleasant for me)",5.577972972972972,4.768510986486486,6.720495495495495,79.83047297297298,67.51351351351353,9.922522522522524,32.46396396396396,9.2995712137729,2.642434234234235,837,31,177,14,12,284,131,222,0.157,0.7959999999999999,0.047,-0.9597,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,4,13,11,2,1,11,0,10,5,0,2,0,33,41,15,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,15,9,0,5,5,0,0,4,3,7,0,2,9,6,21,4,30,29,3,24,0,1,4,0,4,11,0,3,10,114,36,3,0.10208963617110806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049630272951703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164104516206548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904914611963773,0.0,0.0,0.07138344731311136,0.1046028966523444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223289464816285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799729846635232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145022078238596,0.08151026737332906,0.0,0.0,0.1316787393309725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852827911649699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485848372145412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802206051710624,0.1118342063234559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667524261011868,0.0,0.116039785785259,0.0,0.0,0.1125541842867228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158476007262127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684285311683217,0.10786330572474563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148391872863867,0.0,0.0,0.11221158833000508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210892917688079,0.09975167897299166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814562488323135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133985713250694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308143004893464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504762916985418,0.07569817164779374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979577592788917,0.0,0.0,0.108722130676943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745610940843892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270444487724126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844496020059316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859358957287506,0.0,0.0,0.07225956993438397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694333330912855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611022140532413,0.4605522071321368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674839616167708,0.11853393615267692,0.0,0.0,0.10030254920071922,0.16209553519368108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268506843019328,0.2079364848613922,0.11104420837716056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864494202853035,0.0,0.0,0.07252154844119889,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,J4yJayJ4y,2018/01/09,Psychologist today I've seen my current psychologist only once before in December and she kept threatening me with admittance to the local mental health hospital. I'm going to give her one last chance today but if she does it again I'm cancelling all future appointments. I don't want to feel nervous and anxious for days before I have to go see someone who is suppose to help me but now I feel no trust. Anyway in 6 hours it will be all over. Next appointment is on Thursday so she better up her game if she wants me as a patient.,3.5124761904761894,5.518538914285713,4.9180952380952405,80.58190476190478,74.14285714285714,7.7142857142857135,26.904761904761905,8.515128840125781,2.0971904761904754,426,16,78,8,9,142,78,105,0.121,0.758,0.121,0.4739,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,2,14,18,8,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,4,13,2,13,14,2,19,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,2,11,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343344854546129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530117309179513,0.0,0.0,0.1834531214598166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377383567999332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152155347748114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976355791292486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989837431047784,0.2357721119574485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204861583659498,0.0,0.0,0.1390345492498385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20427469873151607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908142386418312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903853604667244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060192530029224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209039442183536,0.14055851359154553,0.15775826531814285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529318084299935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575298688525395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932347913547243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24469269986240555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jobroyo,2018/01/09,"Does anyone else not sleep due to immense anxiety? I have AWFUL sleeping habits due to anxiety- I always have. Melatonin doesn't work, and neither does any of the other medications I've been prescribed. Before I go to bed, I always get this awful feeling like ""you haven't done enough today"" or ""you weren't productive enough"" and my heart starts pounding. I am going to college soon, so I NEED to reset my sleeping schedule... but it's so hard due to the anxiety piece, and the YEARS of sleep deprivation. Edit: grammar was bad whoops",4.095955555555555,6.466909040000004,4.791333333333334,80.50122222222225,73.6,6.844444444444445,28.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.9942777777777776,424,17,72,6,9,136,67,100,0.197,0.774,0.029,-0.9443,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,2,9,6,5,0,0,8,15,7,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,2,10,1,8,11,4,10,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,46,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474029978534945,0.0,0.0,0.10109755098483283,0.0,0.3411858082379459,0.0,0.0,0.10395028481850567,0.1523252421833475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412937595166988,0.0,0.0,0.12650328194006086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26019613793624113,0.15213629117904906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419084207057407,0.0,0.0,0.3072221402886434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751696790313651,0.1062065715371878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767152098836974,0.0,0.16897991392523434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317497255188318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616918174132848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263039143293139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497647220062859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023348968442126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5950909458386588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105226115553014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091738977068094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823016148911813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573562545050186 anxiety,insipidaria,2018/01/09,"seeking treatment... So recently I have been considering therapy, but I really don't know how it all works. I want to see someone who can treat me medicinally for several reasons including cost, time, etc. Is specifying what kind of treatment you would like frowned upon? Im interested in cognitive behavioral therapy if financially possible, and meds that can control the physical symptoms of my social anxiety. Does anyone have any tips on how to get started? Do i visit a mental health clinic, or should I go to a Psychiatrist who has their own office? 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It is my greatest fear and the center of all my other fears. I constantly think of all ofmy grandparents' deaths from recent years. I fearfully imagine what it will feel like. I'm always scared of it. My panic attacks make it worse and today alone I've had over 40 heart palpitations. I'm terrified. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm dying. I don't sleep well anymore and I wake up in panic when I do. My brain fills with stress and worry and fear and I break down silently and alone all the time. No one usually seems to understand this shit and I'm reaching out to anyone here to hear my words. At least you beautiful people can understand this kind of suffering too. Thank you anyone who reads this, I'm desperate ",1.330165165165166,3.881774689189193,2.685585585585589,90.45295795795795,85.89189189189189,6.2618618618618616,19.708708708708702,7.594959193182576,0.7984717717717711,586,17,119,11,18,189,93,148,0.334,0.5710000000000001,0.095,-0.9912,1,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,4,16,2,8,2,0,8,5,5,1,3,23,23,9,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,11,1,1,1,3,16,5,16,21,5,16,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,1,9,72,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541052362094321,0.0,0.0,0.10207407351935306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216590227263593,0.1715521494400835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955867152390355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369440548209284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256633573043453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731559357651356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521665995428813,0.12405468665205754,0.1752757644067846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826180703314447,0.145368537688919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277454405227162,0.06741807763101121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986402718134585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188542907137464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831266523764648,0.0,0.0,0.28786154359008864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504627084033259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270657018618558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121125156440387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281744694522875,0.0,0.0,0.11167723151614932,0.0,0.0,0.12592245455078185,0.0,0.0,0.1227619662721452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405219343349382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129411601978768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860414410343816,0.0,0.0,0.0715318303264869,0.0,0.11628001381071094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554146152646149,0.0,0.0,0.1351073892281157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029809483313104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458076501843107,0.1250146473962594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899763022631251 anxiety,bpollock2,2018/01/09,Work I was up panicking all last night and I work today. I know this is negative but I know it’s going to suck and I’m pretty sure I’ll start crying. Should I even go? ,-2.602556390977444,-1.1358126842105258,0.8113533834586484,98.91447368421056,110.05263157894736,4.276691729323309,10.691729323308273,6.18269132825596,-1.0199744360902256,130,2,32,2,7,46,29,38,0.282,0.551,0.166,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,18,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292441148592305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797171481555215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406918829991626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32945232588780554,0.2443235045833768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812803878897208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049375957889205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121535194076712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824960826626179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28411312180891585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364203609589448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MisunderstoodToast,2018/01/09,"Has anyone been able to submit a PMC successfully? I'm a girl from England and I don't know about America but over here we have to submit a Personal Mitigating Circumstances form (PMC) if we feel unable to do an exam or assessment at university. It needs to be supported by a doctors note of some kind. I was wondering if anyone had ever been successful in having a PMC approved for anxiety attacks? I only ask because I went to bed prepared for my exam and when I woke up this morning I had an awful anxiety attack and was nearly sick. Just the thought of this exam is making me shake and tightens my chest. (P.s sorry about the format, I'm on mobile) Edit: clarified that I'm at university. 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If I have a conflict of any kind, I replay it all day, and try and resolve it even though the other person probably isn't thinking about it. EG: Boss super pissed at someone else, irritable and rude to me as a result, I not only put up with it I try all day to be overly nice to him to avoid conflict. Friend wanted me to pick up something for him, I was at a wedding, he was annoyed and I spent so much energy trying to resolve things. A guy at soccer lost his temper and tried to punch me in the back of the head, and got sent off. I went to go shake his hand at the end of the game. TLDR **basically I'm able to stick up for myself, but completely unable to deal with someone being annoyed at me even when I'm in the right**",1.8047916666666663,3.3595033806818217,3.7360000000000007,89.17566666666669,77.69318181818181,6.284242424242424,21.96060606060606,7.03164865440522,0.5631769696969688,649,18,141,7,15,220,107,176,0.141,0.7609999999999999,0.097,-0.7155,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,9,17,7,2,11,0,9,3,3,3,2,25,20,13,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,9,0,4,3,2,1,5,3,11,0,0,8,1,18,6,35,10,3,28,0,1,0,0,14,15,2,1,8,100,25,1,0.15941893666428705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841034363998986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258332195114174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714772202030925,0.17227523591927635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056240514977792,0.16435392363886148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331740653918562,0.0,0.1411978598372634,0.0,0.0,0.315884112452885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316667501105752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060145551715144,0.0,0.12750188684744782,0.0,0.0,0.15784981110716245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360982138189964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660102904889327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402460128870928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719126142619915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124528502560368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052101796692652,0.1391984664202169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718805769465318,0.0,0.0,0.1602600631533708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614290086102984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27015029540329444,0.12272848594873338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328136935879575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591085781528098,0.102149217559943,0.15662829585851035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329399738448557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402941924682133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778295143777578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429958123845762,0.0,0.0 anxiety,[deleted],2018/01/09,"My mind is racing and I just want it to be quiet. I’m a senior in my last semester of college which has basically made me a ball of anxiety. I’m playing the waiting game for some clinical programs I applied to for my intended career path, and I’m currently laying awake thinking about it, even though I literally can’t do anything about it. I’m homesick after being home for almost a full month on winter break and having home cooked meals and my family around me. It makes me anxious thinking about moving out within a few years, because I’m afraid I’m going to miss my family. 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I am a shy/reserved person but I have set the goal to myself of not being shy anymore by the end of the degree. I reach out to people everyday on campus and do some small-talk. Sometimes my approach might be awakward for the other person as I do not always know the rules of this ""social game"", but when I make mistakes, I ignore them and move forward. However, I have already a few acquaintances, but have difficulty reaching the next step, which is actually becoming friends with them. How do I do it ? I try to lunch with some people I appreciate every week. I don't mind feeling I am the only making an effort if things actually move in the way I want them to. Additionally, I have had some problems in my childhood and have developed a high interest in some areas that are not common for my age: politics..., by spending my childhood with another friend, we have grown together talking about those things separated from the rest, like in a bubble. People often tell me I sound old or something, I might have grown up too fast and I feel I cannot relate to most of the conversations people of my age have, even if I make a big effort to focus. What can I do ? Do you have any recommendations ",6.576341900777045,6.7727142761506345,7.558233711894799,71.2798849372385,65.23430962343096,10.175851763299463,33.389420203227736,9.957137785484203,3.3069997609085484,988,39,176,20,14,334,140,239,0.062,0.825,0.112,0.8959999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,3,3,6,7,0,0,16,0,27,1,0,4,0,40,35,13,0,5,9,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,10,10,1,1,4,1,1,7,5,3,0,0,1,3,33,4,29,30,7,33,0,0,0,0,15,11,0,12,16,140,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.2545269357023308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391307488831084,0.0,0.10851337434267894,0.0,0.0,0.08868474909622262,0.1367485333618966,0.0,0.0,0.12933383199179274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440299981923792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550647615484752,0.0,0.0,0.08613600976857767,0.0,0.10987787967998366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318806253880537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151224142679328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778762001755646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167111924900943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371279994662088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611534127620053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27669341160504474,0.13167911755545655,0.0,0.0,0.2772150006420255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386948245914484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684563699867036,0.0,0.0,0.09918433352912363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616455190218751,0.22774175700522786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478683621346587,0.0,0.0,0.1460914790526366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876628697138495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465887455694218,0.0,0.13293878633024708,0.0,0.10039766149498504,0.128980972901918,0.0,0.09230640668624307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964072812209167,0.1139859866214878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732801047675894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885413044203127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692047800586288,0.10351511207772099,0.10460877816990384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MsRealLoser,2018/01/09,"I nearly got fired because of my anxiety and I don't know what to do. So, Ive had this job for about 3 weeks now and it's a pretty nice job. Its retail, so it isn't amazing but its doable. This is my 5th job I've had because of how bad my anxiety is. My family really wants me to apply for disability but I'm afraid to because I don't want to become disabled at almost 19. But after today I feel like it may be my best option. So today at work after I clocked in I couldn't have been there but for 30 minutes before my boss calls me into her office. She sits me down and tells me she has to suspend me for a week because I took one day off. I took a day off of work because my anxiety was especially bad. She said that her boss saw me slacking off during work and the day I called in was what made her decide to suspend me. At this point I'm close to breaking down because I've been fighting for so long with my anxiety and it's just been one set back after another. My boss told me I needed to go home but I told her I didn't have a ride so she called her boss to see if I could stay till the end of my shift so that my sister could get off work and come and get me. After she got off the phone with her boss she said that she convinced her to lift my suspension and let me work my regular hours and told me that she ""stuck her neck out for me."" I feel like it would have been better if I had been fired. I hate feeling like I'm a nuisance to people. I don't want anyone to have to make room for me. After all of this happened I went and cried in the bathroom for 10 minutes. I feel so stressed and anxious about everything I don't know what to do. I just want to feel like I'm doing good, and I know I'm not and it sucks.",2.4128285887341008,2.798176724409452,4.1549212598425225,91.37394457904304,74.40682414698162,7.121380981223504,23.315263476680798,7.010146845296331,0.5357529981829194,1336,33,323,12,26,453,155,381,0.14400000000000002,0.76,0.096,-0.9439,3,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,0,7,15,17,3,2,9,0,34,1,1,8,1,59,74,29,0,11,10,1,7,4,0,2,0,2,2,0,19,19,0,0,9,0,1,6,8,7,0,2,24,11,65,10,54,43,2,48,0,0,2,0,28,19,1,5,23,218,84,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241255125135115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862997620015488,0.25184012258330696,0.09297669053326434,0.0,0.05754676448837985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328437972920893,0.13743577473505175,0.30101951081509504,0.09089497532080468,0.07003207913785152,0.0,0.08636980946686174,0.07278853587529004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25211553202484555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089501383982012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142128424655902,0.0,0.09040377089563706,0.15923198624398185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289424724885885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396682132594827,0.0,0.07758604700130824,0.0,0.2080692623131216,0.2351833694362617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599773889174073,0.0,0.0467735481769022,0.06903016409302724,0.13164723707945428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277849199333704,0.0,0.0,0.08125518694454366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255460149904026,0.0,0.0810498950288501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450130943816729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569141214565095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415833641756652,0.0,0.16083242245222462,0.0,0.0,0.07283378462714943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787518491593537,0.05493654864926227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102513986063007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153855903592956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570571425031654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780103580581885,0.0,0.0,0.08372969265966845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272412042837042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657417288184422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558323198859728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772190284342883,0.0,0.0,0.09427550382804847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193469118175623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602342707591976,0.23592636324657776,0.18287885209983887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417302055836155,0.0,0.13203377670522035,0.0,0.0,0.07629384052766189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995804977652553,0.0,0.0,0.05846426063135447,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gamer7200,2018/01/09,"Does anyone else stress clean when they're feeling anxious? As the title suggests, some of my recent stresses have left me feeling anxious. I interviewed for a job that told me they would let me know within a few days if I was hired or not. It has been almost 2 weeks and I have not received any sort of call/email to let me know what happened. Even if I don't get the job, I just hate not knowing and it has caused me massive amounts of anxiety. So much so that I started looking for anything to clean. I cleaned every dish in the house, cleaned all the countertops, did all my laundry, polished all the tables/chairs, dusted the TV's, etc. I did every conceivable thing I could to keep everything clean, but it didn't feel like enough. I cleaned everything a second time, and a third. Frankly, I'm spending most days just waiting around until something needs cleaning again. Does anyone else have this happen to them? If so I would appreciate any and all advice to work on this, thanks in advance!",5.334302884615383,6.389027510416668,4.981458333333332,85.6536057692308,68.16666666666666,7.366025641025642,31.43589743589744,7.321109707123232,1.8898320512820512,790,32,151,7,13,241,119,192,0.07200000000000001,0.836,0.093,0.7155,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,2,9,5,1,2,10,0,16,1,0,1,4,36,34,15,0,7,10,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,7,0,9,5,1,2,6,1,1,2,5,3,0,2,6,4,20,2,17,23,11,17,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,8,10,104,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146793835109073,0.0,0.0,0.1175155518393704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596128468192322,0.0,0.08977737775162856,0.2651588121059604,0.0,0.16411674393617,0.24049114256942444,0.09657437476724397,0.1044721386420461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983407633632118,0.0,0.0,0.12055742123916725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936995913072157,0.0,0.0,0.1513704280057202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20539887417057068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960725423975489,0.0,0.0,0.1212606040890264,0.13088348498687974,0.07751284111936144,0.0,0.19775577375941691,0.0,0.21094485473243768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801687104889613,0.08383948507567802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131391146949423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075558763506665,0.0,0.0,0.1158652169919652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541360892451798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329163746455588,0.1043118220666614,0.0,0.0,0.19348813907636656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127508147212226,0.24000988188875094,0.0,0.05733444296758757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854987718153853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627050810155643,0.08701833492479252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587535538689575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034674354110968,0.0,0.0,0.08306551296017935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688628780220211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804606953947056,0.0,0.0,0.07796642348584991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843150097094987,0.0,0.0,0.11213913556208382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413628079312612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543690731724571,0.0,0.0,0.1667333372563626,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,letstryforkarma,2018/01/09,"Are there medications for anxiety/depression that can be taken as needed depending on how you feel that day? I'm trying to stick to my antidepressant medication which I'm taking primarily for anxiety. You have to take it every day for several weeks before you see the effects. The issue is being on medication for anything gives me anxiety because i worry about the side effects (very bad body image issues). I'll ask a doctor next week, but for now I'm asking you guys. Tldr: are there medications for anxiety you can take on the fly if you are feeling bad one day, or all they all like antidepressants where you need to commit to several weeks to benefit?",9.038536585365854,7.996250048780492,9.865162601626016,60.84701219512196,60.70731707317073,13.403252032520324,37.57317073170732,12.45797560212912,4.971136585365857,528,21,87,16,6,182,78,123,0.107,0.804,0.08900000000000001,0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,7,1,2,6,4,0,0,5,0,9,6,1,4,3,14,24,5,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,3,11,2,17,21,2,13,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,3,9,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28008720761779565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10043081985465688,0.0,0.2281870736314409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380126871746046,0.07439615380480137,0.0,0.10384942789990788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556203035774508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361225152583813,0.0,0.10511527871237984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249159699512588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282631669900624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341700615365413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707456763025467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084155253302528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547619361943685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596239440019438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917810972623074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098636910561156,0.0,0.0,0.12979389481749698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269935497603118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097252305024907,0.0,0.0,0.27574723580318644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27528297559235154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285904529448912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006980855156254,0.0,0.0,0.2936861009219346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394038031010282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wlanny,2018/01/09,"what to do? hey guys I am a guy (17) actually back then in my primary school days my classmates used to mock me by saying ""You are a gorilla"";""your face looks like a monkey"" ""you are fatty"" etc due to my muscle and chubby body they used to say that to me, I am not sure if I should have taken that as a joke, but not only that recently a few a days back I was hanging with my friends one of them was a girl she suddenly said to me that I look like a monkey for information xD my height is 6'1"" and my weight is 94 kg I just want to ask should I take that as ""friendly-joke"" or take a step? I mean there is a limit you know and it makes me feel bad too because of that I don't usually want to go outside from my house but if I go out the only thing is lurking inside my head is my appearance what to do? 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Except for the part where I dread having one less day of vacation as each day passes and getting that sinking feeling when it's over because I'm not sure I made the most of it I need a mantra or something to help myself stay in the present instead of dreading the future,8.743333333333332,6.413278823529414,8.520588235294117,74.34598039215689,62.235294117647065,10.831372549019608,40.31372549019608,8.841846274778883,3.604866666666666,272,12,51,3,3,88,53,68,0.12,0.8190000000000001,0.06,-0.6324,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,11,10,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,2,4,1,13,8,4,13,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,2,6,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137974464791832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049408861855866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874150688535013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164024836112793,0.0,0.17842384399869465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104326802676232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636371920535553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297065123053288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327884126581717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273924293703148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339975015038926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112308355784425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416924552273602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346267221167055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29589220934483584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ArleyDino,2018/01/09,"I quit my job today... Hi So I graduated this past may and I continued school to get my masters. The problem was that the professor wasn't teaching one of the fundamental classes. And I don't mean like a dick of a professor. I mean that he would read the book verbatim to us, like we were in kindergarten. The subject was thermodynamics and it's all about problem solving with math and shit like that. So I had this professor who wouldn't do any examples, give us any kind of guidance. He just read every class. I understand that in master school you are on your own and have to investigate and whatnot, but the professor said ""yeah this book that i chose is really bad, it has wrong examples and wrong solutions"" I had an assistanship and everything, but I had to quit because the stress of that class was affecting my physical health, not just mental. Fast forward to November and I had applied for many engineering jobs, but got nothing. That's kinda normal in my field, but oh well. I finally got a job as a translator. Pay and hours were shit but at least I had a job and I didn't feel that much of a mediocre. Everything was fine in the first month, but then the stress from the job got to me and my panic attacks (that I hadn't had in 3 to 4 years) came back with a punch. I had to file for a disability and even then they didn't guarantee that I would go from full to part time. This past week I missed two days because I couldn't function. I went to see my doctor and she increased my meds. I had time to think about the job in the weekend. I decided I would push through it bc I'm not a failure and I can do anything that I want to do. Or at least I thought. I also didn't want to be a disappointment to my parents because I quit the other job because of severe anxiety and I would be doing it for this one too. I came in today with a positive attitude and a mindset that this job wasn't hard, I just had to sit there and take calls. That's it. But then panic started happening again 1 hr into my shift... I talked to my parents and my bf about it and they said it was my choice. After an hour I went with HR and submitted my resignation letter and I left... I've been depressed and upset all day. I mean I did apply for more jobs today so I didn't just curl up in the darkness. I got a phone all from my family and they said ""well, what are you going to do? You quit the last job because of anxiety. I thought you had it under control. What about the next job, what if you can't handle that one either?"" And I mean it kinda sucks to have your family tell you that, but they live in Mexico where disability is only for physical problems not mental. ""You're not depressed, just lazy"", ""it's all in your head, you're not sick"". My dad told me to keep in mind that I can't do that in normal jobs. Before he could even finish the sentence I broke down and I said crying ""don't you think I have it present every day when I did go to work? Don't you understand that I'm super frustrated and I don't know what I'm going to do job wise because this sucks. So don't think for a second that I forget that. I think about it all day, everyday."" He kept quiet and said ""ok sorry, we can talk in person and see what we can do, okay? Just calm down, it's okay"" And so here I am. I feel like a failure, a disappointment, that I can't accomplish anything, that I wasted my time and money on an engineering degree. I don't know what to do... Sorry for the long post, I needed to vent with people that actually understand. Ps. My bf is very understanding so I do have some support. 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This One is A conversation I Recently had with my disorder **Progress** Hey; that’s the way I might greet a good friend But they see you as neither friend nor good And usually, even now I tend To agree with them; You know what you’ve done Sometimes I truly think you mean no harm, But to help me get through what approches. I beg you don’t raise your piercing alarm. You ignore me; you must know more than I. The thing is, you do not know better than My judgement, really, I swear to you and That’s why I think I must finally ban You away for good; I hope I don’t miss you. Funny how you still cause me to worry Even as you fade. You are truly something. I'm hoping reading this might help some of you. I've found that treating your anxiety like someone you can have a conversation with really helps. Maybe give it a try or even try writing like I have. It's really helping and I hope it might help or inspire anyone here. Stay positive guys! 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This is gonna be my first time ever taking the road test, I'm pretty much scared shitless to have to drive with a stranger. Plus since I'm an adult I'm not allowed to have anyone else in the car. im going to have my therapist right a note and hopefully the instructor will allow for my dad to come along.",3.681071428571428,4.695245916666671,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,71.97619047619048,7.028571428571429,27.095238095238088,7.1686216300943375,1.2471095238095231,323,11,67,3,6,104,60,84,0.035,0.871,0.094,0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,11,17,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,13,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,40,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801656324299275,0.2608594690815959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930836298151188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126788486463205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029293266087025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165557245184417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301375029752735,0.0,0.2893808668883201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25286718372467115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750029204257302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715432676922797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25901147112581746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174200759081476,0.0,0.0,0.2548908874977904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060103542482211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914214106902137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29560079732501443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845457359483008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534592205462588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639488246941556 anxiety,brearose,2018/01/09,"My University won't acknowledge my anxiety? I was diagnosed with social anxiety and general anxiety when I was 5. I was in therapy for about a year after that, and it helped enough that I stopped going. It was in my school records, and they gave enough support that I didn't need a therapist for more. It's still in my medical file, and my doctor acknowledges it. I can even get medication for it whenever I want, as it's a chronic thing. However, my University won't acknowledge it. They say that a diagnosis from before I turned 18 isn't valid anymore and I have to get re-diagnosed. I can't get even basic counselling services from them, because as far as they're concerned, I don't actually have a problem. My doctor is booked solid, so I can't get an appointment until february 21, which is halfway through the semester. University makes my anxiety really bad, I'm too scared to ever ask professors for help which makes my grades worse, and I can't make any friends. All this makes my depression worse, so I end up lying in bed all the time because I'm either too depressed to go to class or having a panic attack. I know I'm going to end up failing the semester, and that's just making my anxiety worse. I' sorry for rambling, I just really don't know what to do, and I have no one to help me. Can anyone give me any advice please?",5.168570477247503,5.776171841509434,6.697713651498336,74.80765815760269,68.32075471698113,10.763596004439512,32.569367369589344,10.718039707386858,3.631768035516094,1058,45,202,30,17,364,135,265,0.168,0.745,0.087,-0.9788,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,1,12,10,1,2,10,0,22,6,0,5,3,31,46,16,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,0,17,9,0,1,5,1,0,3,10,8,0,1,6,1,34,2,28,38,6,20,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,1,10,139,51,9,0.0,0.0,0.09574536644448337,0.0,0.0,0.09587612117937576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344212512243192,0.0,0.37528570894624064,0.0,0.0973029836983972,0.06860377317816786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09172359040795658,0.11161913712560306,0.0,0.0,0.08192131043608142,0.11961908675932485,0.0,0.08348801040480411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901133998160112,0.19916782104265016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008482089871223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380022834346462,0.20275652023919435,0.0,0.1296070892709458,0.08874996701984315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758028353471465,0.0,0.20504260926626375,0.09412014026570592,0.1672817882149179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729176473904245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784206484154572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32746015838009457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976795934046639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727504819842653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648476306835394,0.0,0.0,0.11511594641994892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076999963866516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388209800065264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257090170418429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802439906674925,0.0982294923153373,0.09929687109511524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001513416843312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983088344405867,0.0,0.0,0.07835417627838913,0.08202791619924778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133890167717968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220220920487058,0.11391822020117058,0.0651827559339897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721121511743511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672014270816374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787033371092223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2999604449812053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318236784962644 anxiety,ShezDinkDink,2018/01/09,"Advice? I don't feel like myself anymore. So backstory, I left my job last year to complete my University, right choice at the time, now I've been unemployed/not studying for about 6 month,s some time was spent dealing with some family issues and a little bit of travelling, now I've been actively looking for a job and just cannot manage to get a job. For the past month and a half I've just be riddled with anxiety and guilty about it, like I wake up and instantly it just feels like theirs this pressure on my chest. Rationally I know I'm doing all I can but I can't get rid of the feeling of constantly being on edge and panicky or agitated. In terms of moods don't know how to describe it I feel sort of I don't know if numb is the right word, Like I know the response I should give but I just can't work up the energy to do it. Like if someone comes and tells me about something their excited about I know I should be excited for them and ask them more but I just cant find it in me to care. Like I can carry on the conversation enough not to be rude but It not like I used to be I'm usually so charismatic and now I'm not. I also started getting really bad stress migraines if that's a thing. I'm naturally an anxious person but It's just always been something I've dealt with it, its never been bad enough to stop me doing something, this is the first time where I get physically unwell. The last time I spoke to someone about it was to family members and they just responded with well what do you have to be stressed about, because I don't work or have any real responsibilities. And another who when I brought up that I've been getting headaches basically told me that yeah I've been a bit of a bitch which I didn't realise and I apologised for but It took so much effort to tell her and the only response I got was that now I don't know what to do. I just don't know if its something that I should get help with or If its something that I need to accept? It's not so much the anxiety caused by having to be social that's worrying me its the constant , I don't know how to adequately describe it the panicky/guilty feeling I feel, that pressure that sits in your chest. I guess I'm just at a stage where I don't know what to do or how to get back to 'normal', or if theirs anything wrong with me like mabye everybody goes through this and I should just deal? I don't if somethings wrong like I don't know what to do?",3.1872192428184576,4.193194049115917,4.4961567461371,87.32965220623373,73.14538310412574,7.860266553390325,26.330430627090745,8.27314431278463,1.4724774703977062,1917,64,424,30,37,635,199,509,0.14,0.769,0.091,-0.9758,5,0,6,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,6,4,33,26,2,4,22,1,49,5,3,5,2,91,92,41,0,13,32,0,6,9,0,4,2,1,0,1,35,21,0,1,18,1,1,4,20,11,1,2,16,8,54,14,56,65,11,46,0,0,1,0,23,17,1,16,32,290,89,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888657655941847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056374562874748416,0.058657213425198786,0.0,0.0,0.047938793598563456,0.07391980901507057,0.10785646062011106,0.07963891264206355,0.06991177108071582,0.0,0.0,0.05801110764123508,0.0,0.06590300123970434,0.0,0.0,0.05420605056983091,0.1177202113265499,0.042972897091849184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539238453945942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187401523800717,0.07241744569727374,0.0,0.06072491698257799,0.07391232125424163,0.15235939117218328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535382063914246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567967897081632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329122037779911,0.0,0.21386534250441908,0.10072281399766347,0.0,0.0,0.06443085211257626,0.05996273108195605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578138920095693,0.06762491190133244,0.0,0.0,0.05638102815451757,0.0,0.07765782767031698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047251091961371436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357812136179473,0.2098652501794812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874202754893552,0.11492513121482888,0.0,0.0,0.07659266623149563,0.0,0.0,0.3099612185430363,0.07065417988772624,0.0,0.0,0.05919776904574702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253634755796696,0.0,0.1036433887106232,0.05227090526083709,0.05436983608084072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906981007683803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361437385479682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729514004221998,0.0,0.06155322755100871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802383687673859,0.045160691317813584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040412759800764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186043941123002,0.11945981183249656,0.32562145044563434,0.0,0.0,0.04989649091926385,0.0,0.0,0.058936701440989975,0.1615028147503774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323089914472933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683352696965985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442403809270226,0.0,0.0,0.06736067905762479,0.078322173240019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060884761750596574,0.07763992061874964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338317523688447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264192005094996,0.0715907602235072,0.0,0.0,0.15414971244910344,0.0,0.04539625682119164 anxiety,melstoeckel,2018/01/09,"Nobody seems to really care.. I rarely open up about the anxiety I feel around other people. But when I do... I regret it instantly because of such blunt and obvious responses. “You must love yourself first”. “There needs to be better communication”. All I’ve ever heard. Is this the best advice people can come up with? I fucking know! Easier said than done. Oh, and thank you for such great advice!! Wow, I’m changed and now see my destination in life. I honestly have come to believe that some people just want to put there opinions out there, instead of actually trying to understand and help. Why don’t you just listen instead of trying to be a therapist. You’re giving me generic ass lines. Or listen, think, and maybe take a minute instead of jumping to all of the basic advice lines every one has already heard. Do they really think they’re helping and feel good about themselves? Because I go home feeling like nothing is helpful and that people are tards. I can’t just tell myself to love myself. I don’t fool myself that easily. My mom always shoved the same “advice” on me. But all I ever saw was a woman who also hated herself and called herself fat and ugly while looking in the mirror. When you’re a child seeing that 24/7, you start to see the negative in your self. I could rant about that woman for a while. This isn’t about her. This is about my frustration with hypocrisy. And people who apparently don’t have enough time to think of something more creative to say to me. 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Im going through mid term exams right now, and the first exam made so nervous and anxious that I couldn’t sleep the night before the exam. I now have insomnia AND anxiety during crucial stages of 8th grade. Any advice would be much appreciated. Thanks in advance.",4.115652173913045,6.338806289855075,5.483405797101451,76.23206521739135,73.05797101449275,8.657971014492754,30.34057971014493,9.2995712137729,3.0849014492753626,290,13,50,7,6,97,57,69,0.204,0.7120000000000001,0.083,-0.7189,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,4,0,5,2,1,1,0,7,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,5,2,16,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,10,27,5,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20368649151450532,0.1847706952963852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14174727738294576,0.0,0.4783712258933373,0.2354794143398937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773682509648623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442743785155462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730012036781226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184620324526949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450304890359337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723226144572847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532283883851576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956081028122447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872415115309415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800778859397304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859190095645075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475358724709432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919048058392628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807076670857391,0.0,0.0,0.13422940638985376 anxiety,shuffleboots,2018/01/09,"I'm moving to college tomorrow and i am nowhere near ready. i need advice/help right now. I am almost 20 years old as of right now. My life has been fairly difficult, I was bullied harshly in school and only have 1 friend who will not be attending the same university that I am about to transfer to. The night before my orientation, I had been so stressed about the thought of dealing with my severe social anxiety and depression that I spent the most of the night crying on the bathroom floor of my hotel room thinking about how it wouldn’t get better. I had planned on going alone, but my mother did not wish for me to go alone after I told her that I was thinking about killing myself and could no longer find a reason to live. I had a panic attack the next day when I saw a thousand people in one room and wanted to leave. While asking for paperwork and help from the student employees, I felt humiliated. I was so ashamed that I could barely choke out words to communicate what was going on. One employee laughed in my face. I cried the entire way home and had anxiety attacks in the bathroom in between the few orientation activities I had to attend (just signing up for classes- I skipped all the others) while trying to suppress my nausea that never seems to leave when I’m around other people. I filed for help with the Office of Disability Accommodation at my university, but I hate myself for having to ask for help and I am afraid of judgement. I have a hard time seeing legitimacy in my issues, and I am afraid others will not see any of my failures as having any legitimate excuse. I do not know how to deal with this. I do not know how I will live always having anxiety or panic attacks and feeling like I am going to throw up all the time or if anyone else will understand or care. I suffer from severe social anxiety, generalized anxiety, depression, and I have obsessive compulsive tendencies and get panic attacks when anxiety is particularly extreme. I had selective mutism as a child, and I am afraid that since it has been such a long time since I have practiced social skills I will revert back to those habits/impulse behaviors. I have filled out the forms for the disability accommodations for my university with my therapist and faxed them over- I know how to do that part. I just have a hard time knowing how to go about asking for help, and coping with the fact I am mentally ill. I have been going through CBT for 1 year, and it has barely helped. Medicine makes me dizzy, and is difficult to keep down when I'm already feeling nauseous. Very few people in my family or otherwise are understanding. I move in to my dorm tomorrow. I'm absolutely terrified and need advice. But please note: - I do not wish to discuss specific medications. - I do have a therapist. - I have already filed for psychiatric disability accommodations. - Helpful or encouraging posts only, please.",6.381507498026835,7.327484604051566,7.0414185740594615,72.21175690607737,65.75874769797421,10.036285188108394,32.45719547487504,10.09235958154656,3.3426165640620886,2312,92,403,52,35,763,249,543,0.221,0.698,0.081,-0.9977,2,2,0,0,0,1,53.0,0,0,1,3,23,26,6,9,25,0,55,4,1,7,4,84,97,43,1,9,17,1,5,1,1,6,3,0,4,1,17,26,0,2,15,1,1,12,9,20,0,3,20,8,62,6,75,68,8,64,0,3,3,0,24,25,0,9,26,299,79,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257672540545826,0.0,0.0,0.06412432813282219,0.13264712027658634,0.14133399595348814,0.0,0.05328434828506756,0.0,0.0,0.08709542186927254,0.0,0.2939311745420096,0.0,0.0,0.044776524364358986,0.06561400894512327,0.0,0.057006971368157834,0.17959931606190568,0.2914077043578009,0.0,0.049240901656607584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05449121467873181,0.0,0.0,0.05663598429976131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529052160774801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102257501153686,0.0,0.14068442200450065,0.04129890403064351,0.13203974671210794,0.1103108478142343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053495132557956765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060368876595831476,0.0,0.06475859052210628,0.04574841854828012,0.06148606359310296,0.0,0.058529135016757064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049475230684383815,0.0,0.06691392444041509,0.0,0.2183639971599256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473008301234898,0.06322379529586887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004610082425949,0.0,0.06423485591719309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668385355503197,0.0,0.056919491945016026,0.07084803020079965,0.0,0.14077338957259994,0.0,0.0,0.13561297912676393,0.0,0.0,0.04523159563888689,0.03128549861376256,0.0,0.11309261038501435,0.056671191871517985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042745543228311214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451106637701191,0.06453476044111714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612350305694354,0.0,0.09496602236810994,0.04938968479346462,0.0,0.06810463119070527,0.12018975284762845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719660712146153,0.0,0.08678696449122297,0.09740684232154632,0.0,0.22540270341454466,0.0,0.06934639596987648,0.0,0.13318666414179925,0.0,0.0,0.14058793820929222,0.0,0.0,0.06133024451844187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584123810229596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937538787234354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480939111538503,0.10205922821686372,0.05829735499377705,0.0,0.14468834472251962,0.0,0.10594499997156834,0.0,0.0,0.19583456788595305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335476514880737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870499758475098,0.0,0.08206531681648095,0.0,0.050838639447583434,0.14936317633535912,0.0,0.0,0.06119059658710632,0.0,0.04347727393903897,0.0,0.0,0.13333063771845965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283766224362711,0.03777098966045378,0.050830004302499315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472799800203116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824761292959614 anxiety,ijustwannaknowpls,2018/01/09,"I’ve never been the type of guy who has a group of friends Well I have some friends, but I guess I just deal with them more one on one. I can’t seem to keep any close friends. Like the ones you do everything with. I imagine hanging out watching TV, poker, exploring the city, drinking. Just enjoying each others company, killing time. Nope. I’m one to spend a lot of time alone and hardly get invited anyways. I have fun when we hang out from time to time. But these friends don’t know me. They live on a different frequency. Even though I can keep in good standing with many people personally, I don’t have the ability to gain any kind of friend group. ",2.5368205128205155,4.6256294769230815,3.158076923076924,91.71608974358976,77.30769230769229,7.102564102564102,26.21794871794872,8.07648339933343,1.5044102564102566,512,20,110,9,12,160,87,130,0.057,0.6659999999999999,0.277,0.986,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,2,1,7,12,1,0,7,0,10,1,0,0,1,23,17,5,1,0,4,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,2,4,3,1,3,5,1,1,4,1,2,13,11,17,16,4,16,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,4,7,70,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370399956878854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18871062471085692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304599802102855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496507035708833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592297598277722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164360489926172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247002860652654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359926784772696,0.0,0.07249157425265758,0.0,0.0,0.11637760086511804,0.0,0.0,0.1528496659310252,0.1373851214946955,0.0,0.0,0.1242934770491496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466561996631909,0.15350721945860912,0.1444876225585602,0.0762538194280293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778663976914147,0.0,0.12251951192090747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179609813709909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067154888760722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070131824567838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760845733195928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961923449550118,0.12115186002999942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631353111049756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632197153166029,0.0,0.323626864766215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475364623556792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,amai_momo,2018/01/09,"Having a good day is giving me anxiety? hi. i posted this in r/depression; but i wanted to post here too and ask you all as well... i have chronic depression and anxiety. i am seeing a therapist, no medication. i wanted to know, if anyone has had good days? this past week has been mellow for me. (minimal crying, no self harm/ideation, feeling low but i can get out of bed, appetite is normal, no panic attacks) for me personally; i have cycles or waves of deep, dark depression. i have been down so low these past couple of months, it feels like i just come up for air but still treading water. but once i come up; i know that i will always go back down again, sometimes i fall super hard and it hits me out of no where. im scared that this is one of those times. like being in the eye of a storm. do you feel odd feeling normal, even if its for a short amount of time? personally my anxiety is flaring because i feel somewhat normal and i know that this isnt normal and my mind is going a mile a minute and i feel a weight on my chest, like i dont know what to think about myself right now. any advice?",1.6655541508638834,3.564419318584076,3.4354614412136577,89.60016224188793,79.26548672566372,6.2516645596291625,20.496418036241046,7.2636822038024595,0.4954081753055202,850,22,182,11,21,284,132,226,0.202,0.693,0.105,-0.9748,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,2,0,1,12,14,1,2,8,0,21,6,2,0,1,38,43,15,0,8,8,0,8,3,0,1,2,0,1,3,13,10,2,0,11,0,0,5,6,7,1,1,3,10,27,7,25,37,3,36,0,4,2,0,8,17,0,4,15,125,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058099383655483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564514476779808,0.0,0.0,0.06999522612812636,0.0,0.23622113064742176,0.0,0.0,0.07197032589885417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962246883583138,0.117096557570029,0.0,0.07914602104758983,0.0,0.062744542019823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17732837965845752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138889425912384,0.11306263543553613,0.13276133529992287,0.0,0.2659577014988913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063198099710375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798361096995982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122638657726795,0.07353247352306058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377613624005674,0.09873884270150324,0.11699380619103793,0.17266386566806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922041357834134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118094544472416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262682704665395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508576802088428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369010407006446,0.0,0.0,0.10392891341042193,0.0,0.08215691826660154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033941292256375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109615989024954,0.06974733084885584,0.0,0.0,0.12076496373577475,0.0,0.0,0.19651468845975584,0.0,0.17974720504764558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971549935198668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790077414708733,0.0,0.0,0.10304985057386924,0.0,0.08202105924951872,0.0,0.10737735899513788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179937877142876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219920481117966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950846220080508,0.0,0.06595272500623223,0.0,0.0,0.12003741503773716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142034130495764,0.0,0.08256340754874279,0.12533975076052276,0.09254550126095233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sunandherflowerss,2018/01/09,"Sugar and anxiety I’ve been skimming through the posts and noticed some people mentioned cutting out sugar and helping decrease their anxiety. I was wondering what has been others’ experience with it? I find myself consuming a lot of sugar when I’m particularly anxious and hadn’t though of the effect it may have on my anxiety symptoms. Thanks!",8.046311475409839,9.537699491803279,8.347663934426233,62.375922131147576,62.278688524590166,10.69016393442623,41.47950819672131,10.686352973137794,5.206603278688526,283,16,39,7,4,93,47,61,0.147,0.7709999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.2698,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,7,4,0,1,0,12,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,5,1,6,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,1,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5689522236164015,0.2800681336014204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425038951442675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265855710338689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616908364543284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21076451645235733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822475796139498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186982369279616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237429589073533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767377956666365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282425449001971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435706627544909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26884820228527045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NoxiousAppeasement,2018/01/09,"words/images/thoughts/sounds/whatever stuck in head Title. They make me anxious unceasingly. I constantly mumble incoherently to distract me from them briefly. The main issue is that I have to interrupt my own speech very frequently for a few seconds each time, to distract myself. Sometimes the pauses last entire minutes. Does anyone have this problem, and how I would fix it? Throwaway account, as you can see by the name. I'm 16 and in the UK, if it helps.",4.583644578313251,7.346269216867473,4.8056475903614455,79.08750753012049,73.69879518072291,7.041566265060243,30.856927710843372,8.07648339933343,2.5511457831325304,367,17,60,6,8,115,69,83,0.16699999999999998,0.802,0.031,-0.8528,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,5,1,1,2,0,9,9,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,10,0,9,7,4,6,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,4,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337896909659452,0.0,0.2065949715406798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192911128991331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585621280681802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032308252053883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804297748861074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30838716371720537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24084221368535536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19722420201450744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827186970351144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354461813220789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922209882681251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228716164485852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24378835745873695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098888159684548,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Interfer,2018/01/09,"Was given a work phone, it's causing me anxiety. I recently got a work phone given to me during my shift last week, we initially had radios that we would use so that when operations had issues we could go to the area to help fix/diagnose what's going on. They decided to give us phones so that we could be more reachable and so we could escalate things easier. The problem now is that it's making me anxious having the phone outside of work, I get text messages asking questions or sometimes phone calls from my boss. I missed a couple this morning on my day off and I tried calling them back but I haven't got a response yet( which increases my anxiety) It's hard not to ovethink on this phone, I can turn it off which will ease my anxiety but I'm worried I will miss something important. If I leave it on I keep trying to check emails or notifications. Not sure what would be best to do in this situation.",4.267450063748406,5.463605281767959,5.3560220994475145,81.4610879728007,70.76795580110496,8.663153421164472,28.840203994900133,9.057496981413335,2.318960560985976,720,27,142,14,13,238,111,181,0.103,0.8140000000000001,0.084,0.3832,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,6,0,2,4,7,5,0,0,7,0,17,0,0,4,1,28,33,11,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,2,1,1,3,3,3,0,0,7,1,25,2,16,17,3,19,0,2,0,0,22,8,0,4,8,100,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118987923052287,0.15353294882692553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705198729109818,0.0,0.0,0.1045018636260469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262296776763347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775465610777296,0.0,0.0,0.13961094665352894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32552509440702554,0.15037530111624872,0.0,0.08764690108667765,0.0,0.0,0.13793980019403734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100428273349389,0.1303715959186606,0.15447486326970972,0.0,0.2173898468293476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174337883141377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091093653133203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184857084368438,0.0,0.12079780801706255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077997993919386,0.0,0.14390281832629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071704170280663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300418689345796,0.0,0.0,0.15224369451055733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418890262495764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276190195265255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046256154385959,0.13441262942569746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280880053829864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028864484796296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18453992510919232,0.14782463436893134,0.0,0.0,0.16347589822110098,0.11737750680006875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901407097865967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968194090527366,0.13801720994456335,0.0,0.19308474595589886,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ladymaemargaret,2018/01/09,"Insight and opinions on the SSRI Effexor? Just looking for as much insight, as many opinions and even experiences people have had on this medication if possible, please! I've been prescribed it for about a year now, at 187.5 mg's about 6 months in. Withdrawal symptoms are excruciating, I don't plan on stopping this mediciation anytime soon. Any insight on when or if I should, how does one go about this and do day to day things?",6.881875000000001,7.706848437500002,7.022500000000004,73.21250000000002,64.625,9.9,37.25,9.888512548439397,3.756074999999999,345,17,61,7,5,111,61,80,0.055,0.8759999999999999,0.07,-0.4781,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,9,10,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,14,6,1,15,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,5,8,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806796939526098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377450534667407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291479737909118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295041715300166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561409693895216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881621685260554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988927412269488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265476277241758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637877938181312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090073340248492,0.0,0.1924909492246529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743732340061028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181534829464448,0.0,0.0,0.2874342662461713,0.0,0.2951981728124039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218919542204882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721639239864693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739624721669138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862375257056106 anxiety,Sulaco99,2018/01/09,"Doctors give me panic attacks and I have a checkup coming Finally bit the bullet and set up a doctor's appointment for next week. I've been putting it off for years because doctors terrify me. Honestly left to my own devices I'd probably put it off even longer but I can't support my vision of myself as a devoted father and husband if I'm not trying to keep myself healthy. I am our family's only source of income and they need me to be able to work. I've been phobic of doctors my whole life...I had a bad experience as a kid that made me hyper aware that I don't know what I don't know when it comes to my own body. No one can guarantee that I'm not already dying of something horrible and I have a great deal of trouble with that uncertainty. I hasten to add that I feel fine physically, and my family has no history of cancer, heart attacks, MS or any of the other diseases that really scare me. I have no reason to believe I am sick, but...I just don't know. It's less that I'm afraid of needles (though I am) and more about being afraid of what the doctor is going to tell me. My wife has generously offered to come to the doctor's office with me and even into the exam room, which I appreciate. I hate having her see me like that though. My anxiety makes me feel like a weakling. I'm a 45 year old man, I should have a grip on this by now. The last time I went to the doctor's office, she came with me, and I kept it together ok. But that was five years ago and I just don't trust myself not to freak out. I really wish I didn't have to do this.",3.3685454545454547,3.8217997939393946,5.349696969696971,83.4245454545455,72.27272727272728,8.424242424242426,25.90909090909091,8.575989854853784,1.6145454545454545,1212,36,263,20,22,422,174,330,0.197,0.684,0.119,-0.9822,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,1,9,19,3,4,16,1,27,12,2,3,0,42,52,19,1,4,9,3,3,2,0,1,10,0,1,2,20,20,0,2,6,0,0,8,12,10,0,2,9,4,43,9,37,40,6,29,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,2,14,178,63,9,0.0884556425745143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841059003423735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761300116986953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06015287022390139,0.0,0.06766832445576278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126212659937867,0.0,0.0,0.07385676675506077,0.053921738697832684,0.0,0.0,0.09965921834056064,0.0,0.0,0.09657065188080101,0.09825427800309533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116969025318433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285901110402365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119388342009277,0.0,0.0,0.0918029916474322,0.0,0.0,0.6337666885306606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684823535086585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652659174492862,0.16677621493732825,0.0,0.08945166136070673,0.06319272872950611,0.0,0.09689883276272952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485471252295994,0.05027138013617954,0.0,0.0,0.09752265821425256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733163401408697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482036234811323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862343941150136,0.0,0.0,0.14583872353215194,0.07210315471557464,0.0,0.0,0.0961073144749269,0.0,0.06247883629451378,0.08642991778963525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369886777196693,0.059044828287809686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558873815162505,0.0,0.0,0.09407357938538173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281931704127412,0.0,0.05993983265851398,0.06727450214183044,0.0,0.10378363772830444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537014358526748,0.0,0.0,0.17784470479960662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333389933882335,0.09094713283306773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855952942870098,0.0,0.07048769474123698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809747520555645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037841494676956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731413045039283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17381443943126468,0.0,0.051579196526633696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060055574927221266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095378091116608,0.0,0.0,0.08199926686573576,0.0,0.09875756600133516,0.10171962354161557,0.0,0.0,0.06439676129586487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708876010574785 anxiety,StephenBrocker,2018/01/09,"Medication stopped working recently (I think) I have a family history of depression and anxiety. Recently, I got out of a relationship with someone in what was an extremely messed up situation. In November of 2017, (about a month later), I started having major anxiety attacks at school. I went home for a while and my anxiety was nearly gone. My doctor prescribed me 10 mg of Lexapro, which worked really well and stopped my panic attacks completely. However, I was still not doing well at school. My doctor upped my dosage to 20 mg and I was great through December and winter break. I felt like old me again. On Thursday, I had anxiety because I was supposed to go back to school Friday. Then Friday night I just couldn't sleep, and began to feel nothing like myself. Then Saturday and Sunday (and today), I felt nothing but depression. No appetite. No motivation, not able to sleep. It's awful. Has this happened to anyone else? What should I do?",4.139230506155951,6.879571808139538,5.369835841313269,74.5841928864569,75.1046511627907,8.930779753761971,31.047879616963066,9.478462496947786,3.5934147742818063,749,36,121,21,17,248,110,172,0.157,0.747,0.097,-0.8294,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,3,7,11,2,1,5,1,13,5,2,1,0,23,24,12,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,5,10,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,6,2,0,12,3,21,5,23,10,1,34,0,2,0,0,1,9,0,0,23,89,26,8,0.11354247581179608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3474387328664048,0.0,0.0,0.0793915390816658,0.11633768429820147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583419155198655,0.0,0.08730715534050555,0.0,0.06921443939171197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904712565266595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19558793608256075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324310704000486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485016908848047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703774117379122,0.0,0.057410487340122,0.0,0.21803716523451985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645288055912256,0.0,0.09081029020925474,0.1251809804226571,0.0,0.0,0.10040523638058647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389236092683973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109422368593208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438209910609255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062852093456984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065519219711198,0.0,0.21789413559785026,0.0,0.11914372846422305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321763127207625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273821742629255,0.0,0.22421899399560646,0.12190212693650132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447331417950518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762650005570852,0.2272489496598501,0.0,0.09620417129607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036594877950508,0.0,0.09067516785209556,0.1898531877483566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275343385596654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076249908963566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417664331594265,0.10525501261092317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653205493506957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,askaworkingwriter,2018/01/09,"student loan panic I logged into my student loan servicer, great lakes, to make a payment and saw I had over $9 grand due immediately. NOT TRUE at all. Clicking around I saw all my loans as original balances not reflecting what I have paid off over the last 18 months. I logged back out then in again (after running upstairs to tell my wife) and the amount was much lower though still about $2 grand higher than it should be. Now I'm freaking out there's something wrong with the system and I'm going to have to fight them to update the amount due to what it should be. I'm hoping when I log in in the morning it all looks good and it's just some account maintenance meanwhile I'm totally wired with anxiety no longer relaxed. 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I never understood why I always worry myself about being sick? I’m one of those that goes and checks the webmd right away and think of the worst case scenario. I do have anxiety so it may be the reason why I’m this way? I don’t know. ,1.9166071428571383,3.7119131607142855,3.5280000000000022,89.71700000000001,78.10714285714286,5.908571428571428,18.34285714285714,6.742157984588678,0.0458542857142854,211,4,44,2,5,70,41,56,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,9,12,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,4,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44571471386576095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048904502818342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516366161838916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719324968934713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206568250660282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814896319953853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753755046822665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287267334521384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34323136512313684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125922672665298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833527430216324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719960030929877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,erinclod,2018/01/09,"Always thinking I have a serious health condition. Hello there everyone, I mostly just watch and read on here. So this is my first time posting. I have generalized anxiety, clinical depression, and OCD. However, my OCD does not show itself in actions. It’s more so in my thoughts, I obsess over a lot. I’m not sure what first triggered my mental health issues. I remember being a child and always anxious about things happening. So now present day, I’ve become quite the hypochondriac. I literally drive myself insane almost daily. I always think I have some sort of cancer or some terminal disease. It’s gotten out of control. I guess I came here to seek assurance and to know that I’m not alone. For the most part I usually know I’m 100% fine, but I second guess myself. I see a therapist bi-weekly, have been for about a year. However, I feel like it’s not going anywhere anymore. I also don’t take medication because of how intense the side effects are. Sorry for the almost life story, I just need to get this out there! 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I've noticed that on the news, whenever they have a segment about anxiety and depression among teens, they always claim that the main factora are cell phones, screen time, social media, etc. But they don't always mention factors such as school, isolation, uncertainty of the future, etc. I have anxiety and I don't use social media and I don't spend lots of time on my phone, and I know quite a few who have anxiety who are just the same way. So, I just wanted to know what you all think. :)",3.584607843137257,5.742059225490196,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137256,74.3921568627451,8.454901960784316,25.058823529411764,9.150863307647796,2.1324823529411767,419,14,80,10,9,135,63,102,0.183,0.7879999999999999,0.028,-0.9231,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,3,1,5,2,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,2,1,18,13,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,9,13,9,8,0,2,1,0,12,4,0,1,3,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284713150839384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235187788232659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575160782657753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947108303260971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816104008853255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880478817397259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545050229051446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19478161180139109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819701486194702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314733634092574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34879959225414925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962447546721904,0.0,0.0,0.19952228901397684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776266501496196,0.0,0.0,0.10091047204909953,0.13579945282168027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,meinebescheidenheit,2018/01/09,"I feel too ugly to be loved. All of my (17F) anxiety lately has mostly been triggered by my appearance, and more specifically, my hair. It’s really discolored, damaged, and frizzy and there’s NOTHING I can do to fix it except wait for it to grow out. This has absolutely destroyed my self esteem for some reason; I feel absolutely hideous. I know it will grow out, but that will take 2-3 years and I don’t know how I can get through that much longer with such low self esteem. I just want to hide in my house and let nobody see me. I can barely get through a school day. I feel so vain for caring so much, but I’m just scared that people only care about my appearance and won’t love me or want to be my friend because I’m so ugly and odd looking. I hate looking in the mirror. Every time I do I wanna cry and I hate myself so much for messing up my appearance and being so ugly and stupid. I don’t even know if I’m actually bad looking or if it’s just my OCD trying to ruin my life and take away whatever happiness I had left. Rant over. Thank you for reading. 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I’ve never sought out any medical professionals for what i believe is anxiety and don’t know how to navigate my way. All the articles I’ve read say your primary care can recommend someone, but i don’t have a primary care. I’ve looked at my health providers network, but how do I know this is the right person. It’s all very overwhelming. Do i start with establishing a primary care physician? How do i know if i should see a psychologist or psychiatrist? How do i just pick one to see without referrals from someone who could recognize what i need? I have so many questions. At the same time, i keep closing the web pages because then i think that my problems would be a waste of time to a professional. What if this doesn’t help me? Any advise would be appreciated. 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I'm not sure if this is the right place to post this but i literally cry over everything. I feel my eyes start to water up when im talking to someone in authority or if attention is placed on me and everyone is watching me. I'm not sad or anything, my eyes just start watering. However if someone says something just the slightest bit hurtful or insulting, i get all sensitive and form tears. The worst part is i hate showing my emotions in front of people so i try to hide it but once they see me tearing up they ask me if im ok which just makes it worse and i feel like crying more. I really hate it because i feel like i can't have a normal conversation or i just feel like a cry baby... 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My anxiety is the best it’s ever been thanks to intense CBT and I feel great. BUT, about 3-4 Times a week I’ll wake up about 30 min after I’ve fallen asleep in the middle of a full panic: sweating, heart racing, can’t catch my breath. This literally happens when I’m asleep. I take an Ativan, get out of bed and distract myself for about 30 min. I’m usually able to fall back asleep. Does anyone else have nocturnal panic like this? I want to start weaning the Prozac since I’m doing so well, but I don’t think I can until I have this under control. 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I had a job interview last week for a secretary position for a few doctors at the hospital I currently work at. They should be calling me this week to say whether I get the position or not, and now I'm starting to wonder if I should even take the position if they offer it to me. A little background: I think I have generalized anxiety. I'm not on any medication or anything, I have seen a therapist a few times but couldn't really manage to take time off of work to go every week. A lot of my anxiety is social anxiety and this is why I'm wondering if I should take this job or not. I'm not anxious talking tp all people, it's mainly just certain types of people/situations. I've been working at this hospital for over 3 years now and know a lot of the nurses and other admin staff. For the most part, I'm not very anxious conversing with them anymore. I don't directly work with the doctors often but when I have to talk to them, I get so anxious! My face turns red, I get sweaty palms, I have a hard time listening to what they tell me or I stutter with my words. I don't know why, I think it's because I'm intimidated by how smart they are/how much money they make or something. And sometimes they can be not very nice to admin staff so maybe I'm scared they're going to be rude to me? I don't know. It's so ridiculous/embarrassing though and I hate it! Also, if I had to take minutes in a meeting for them I think I'd pass out. I already am on the brink of panic attacks in meetings with my fellow co workers! (although I don't know if I'd have to actually take meeting minutes.) So that's why I'm turning to my fellow anxious people of reddit and would like to know your opinion. What would you do? Or has anyone been in a similar situation? Do you think it would get better over time or am I putting myself in a job that I'm going to dread every day? I'm also worried if I end up hating it, what everyone will think of me at the hospital if I quit because it was too much for me. Otherwise I think it would be a perfect job for me if I didn't have anxiety issues. TL;DR Should I start a new job as a Secretary for Doctors when talking to them makes me very anxious?",2.89552663438257,3.955006724576272,4.9444285714285705,83.63301694915256,73.91525423728814,8.021404358353509,28.104358353510897,8.505502328695277,1.9695148184019369,1762,69,372,31,35,611,192,472,0.147,0.813,0.04,-0.9928,7,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,10,8,18,14,4,3,23,0,40,6,2,4,3,73,87,38,0,17,25,0,1,1,2,10,4,2,0,0,21,12,0,0,13,0,1,6,12,8,0,0,7,5,57,6,54,65,11,43,0,0,2,0,29,17,0,22,21,255,78,19,0.0,0.0,0.05985660497847844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768751645917784,0.0981032400757177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041711640299447184,0.0,0.18769224469980725,0.4157638641199843,0.06083037200384402,0.04288864415741478,0.0,0.050475580916083375,0.0,0.0,0.0697803230283714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478160761117217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424808226229478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263250092165944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03955764821423626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834475785751847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054326867186602734,0.0,0.0,0.08102575229475645,0.0,0.10335906998179978,0.05861066172642164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281853620950281,0.0,0.13943818260322371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549464007570894,0.12111627229754827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402047072465795,0.3652083488017657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854757872347634,0.049998293394093264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029966430766586918,0.06147634339337204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042939904810454,0.0,0.0,0.12282988142958838,0.0,0.061621817653146976,0.0,0.0,0.0617911329504915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018032004549334,0.0,0.0,0.11848038438276165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196640409306809,0.0,0.06642259403944675,0.0,0.0850474741095583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166118364884759,0.0,0.06524003921982714,0.0,0.0,0.039294407942286134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04877808511317952,0.06140959230820722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894598101083582,0.0,0.06252591222010365,0.0,0.047220646005783684,0.060664409630569724,0.0,0.08683007331629362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305910365204764,0.14790240823800238,0.053611726047445164,0.0,0.0,0.07121762816988697,0.0,0.2358157686805049,0.12052767140488305,0.0,0.14306568477582454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343529118003514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518297183343052,0.0,0.0,0.1476038587802762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604280701238486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303592237417414,0.1786178803188796,0.062291263818878985,0.0,0.17428975494535992,0.0,0.0,0.039499373958455514 anxiety,JinTheMiddle,2018/01/09,"I'm experiencing some new found performance anxiety with a new girlfriend and it's effecting my daily life. I've been seeing an incredible woman [27F] for the last few months and I'm completely smitten with her. We get along great, have similar life goals, everything. But every time we've attempted to have sex, I can't get or maintain an erection. This boggles my mind. I'm insanely connected to her emotionally. I have a lot of thoughts of her being my ""one"". I should be able to get rock hard for this woman right? Despite this happening every time we attempt sex, she's ridiculously supportive. I always always always make sure to go down on her and finger her to multiple orgasms. I'm the first guy who's ever been able to make her cum from oral, so I think that helps in how okay she is with my being unable to perform. But because this has happened multiple times now, it's penetrated into my consciousness on an almost constant/daily basis. Despite her support and understanding, I feel so emasculated and inadequate. Her past is a bit more colorful than mine, so I just feel like I'm letting her down compared men she's been with in the past. That of course leads me to dwelling on that her sexual past which just makes it so much worse. I don't care about sexual pasts, but in this instance - not being able to get a fucking boner - makes me compare myself to all of the guys she's likely never had this issue with before. Anyway, it's having a huge effect on my masculinity and mental health. I dwell on it all day. I obsess over the fact that I can't get hard all day. I've started taking ginseng, zinc, and potassium which are known to boost testosterone and bloodflow because I think I can overcome my mental issues with physical fixes. I read articles all day, and watch youtube videos on dealing with performance anxiety, and nothing's helping. Each time we get together, I just feel nervous. I obsess over whether or not I'll get hard for her. She starts to use her hand or her mouth to try and get me hard and I can literally feel my legs shaking because I'm so anxious. The best I've been able to do is get like a 3/4 chub. I was able to cum, but... come on. That's like hitting a triple when you need a walk off home run. The thing that makes this so much worse, is that I've never had this problem until her. With my ex (who I was significantly less attracted to than my current girlfriend, and less emotionally connected to) I could get a rager after 30 seconds of making out and pound away like it was nothing. When she and I broke up, I got a FWB and had a couple of casual encounters with girls I'd known for less than a day's time. And not once did I have boner problems. Not once did I feel nervous. I was able to be completely in my zone. I was able to achieve and maintain strong erections with no issue. It's killing me that I can't make this happen with her. I used to could sit at work, think about what I wanted to do with a girl/girlfriend later that night, and feel turned on, ready to go at a moment's notice. Now I feel like I can't even access my own sexuality. Nothing works for me anymore. The anxiety I've gathered from this issue with my girlfriend seems to be wrecking my own libido. I don't know how to deal with this, and I don't know how to make it go away.",4.361748381128585,5.399981902735566,5.3215223998942776,82.38751552795033,70.3981762917933,8.274930619796484,28.43808642791066,8.587818076936951,2.0106839170080613,2604,93,518,42,46,855,278,658,0.093,0.805,0.102,0.8958,1,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,3,1,0,15,21,29,3,7,25,1,46,13,5,16,9,112,108,40,1,7,15,1,13,6,3,1,3,0,1,6,34,42,0,0,21,4,0,8,14,13,0,3,17,17,79,16,84,80,19,68,0,1,3,6,42,26,1,7,39,343,113,6,0.3854376138646449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513715627678177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374492734995118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636802269313333,0.062204970458872,0.054607220396758346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346609315891776,0.0,0.0,0.10069679653255598,0.0,0.0468541457967346,0.0,0.057784713734270486,0.0,0.06011400669620327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613990505791146,0.0,0.0,0.04743148219509443,0.11546400139417135,0.05950301876667995,0.0,0.08792587752195187,0.060925626942949576,0.0,0.14204307113398745,0.11353407296731954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387583917520048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036368272686983664,0.04980719835148735,0.09278508956255342,0.0,0.04948663916867567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488883867445225,0.07867334524542259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683614820748152,0.0,0.06037320701815953,0.0,0.050904409022699854,0.28767892127632944,0.0,0.0938798907311035,0.0,0.04403852431481064,0.060706618571440225,0.0,0.1090410960403789,0.1460748038628162,0.0,0.19730079677706935,0.0,0.0,0.05852887995181801,0.0,0.0,0.07381448797064827,0.0,0.055232193338334484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298838451650233,0.0,0.0,0.06091851605824726,0.0,0.06052183786159473,0.044883299853246086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630515348198571,0.07778456726201477,0.16140458479574687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681218227545912,0.0,0.0,0.29403725740202585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098013110893694,0.0,0.055597444870092216,0.0,0.04395037515677524,0.0,0.08095457006022037,0.040828158116908916,0.08493521408216895,0.10635944265264832,0.0,0.051672441478848516,0.0,0.15850190820559634,0.06268903972117172,0.0,0.11727956555513022,0.03731178605121917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102536089193636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537478342334022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055077416965273136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702308803500917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043877696496289885,0.050126846805426985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794706483711625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496858187749298,0.051895769942947804,0.0,0.04140015961761632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03658108913071404,0.10584551128960358,0.0,0.04371348737275264,0.16053698017975546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0373838341463764,0.05989220609824111,0.0,0.057322021317232436,0.0,0.09511266993595116,0.0,0.0,0.03247729871451351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017233526665342,0.0,0.11222681639561548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,livecactus,2018/01/09,"How to find a therapist? Hi everyone, I have a lot of anxiety issues that I’ve realized the past couple years. I’ve never seen a professional, however I believe now it’s time for me to get help. I have really bad relationship anxiety due to abandonment issues. I also recently lost my mom a few months ago. So I feel I need someone who maybe specializes in grief and anxiety/relationship anxiety. I have health insurance and I’m wondering the best way to find a therapist? How does it usually work in terms of insurance - is it covered, is there a copay, etc.? Is it best to call to see if they accept my insurance/how much it will be? Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!",2.6238311688311704,5.204175712121216,5.340173160173162,73.56954545454549,79.75757575757575,10.438095238095238,28.36796536796537,10.290406445055957,3.955169264069264,542,25,98,22,14,193,86,132,0.128,0.7190000000000001,0.153,0.7601,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,4,6,10,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,2,1,16,19,7,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,12,6,11,13,7,14,0,3,2,0,8,2,0,3,11,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12986586657222504,0.11780558584617183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627805627769453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037483475078112,0.0,0.3049985953017005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096383374343813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972993566882914,0.2789353848110984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570317254817088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704851939164504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162994688778718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821580546949234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698922483346908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719695239450522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429317542400812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943344132261771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651992644347592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126379276532244,0.0,0.0,0.08907837071500421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277420855227545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450732841163711,0.11298467391306286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351336815013085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564790704719342,0.10607749017606176,0.0,0.09769492956132957,0.09854178778006313,0.10249871935409492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686566983255398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513752034011847,0.0,0.13122021570906428,0.2853642879570653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059020748385102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260359244881794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235413219789132,0.0,0.3086084043202403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774935816914748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636778419458446,0.0,0.0,0.10548782336952103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441216338433361,0.09675093871558613,0.0,0.0,0.0944065474820814,0.0,0.0,0.08558161147889537 anxiety,LargerFries,2018/01/09,I’m starting to believe my ocd thoughts please help I really starting to believe I’m a murderer. It’s all I think about and I’ve been told by a a lot of people you can fully convince yourself you are. I’m really fucked up right now. I keep telling myself I want to and I’m starting to believe it. I’m freaking out right now complete meltdown. But once I start to cry I tell myself why are you crying you like these thoughts and then I stop. I’ve ruined my life there is no going back I have no idea what to do. It’s my 5th day on Zoloft and it’s not doing anything so far. ,-0.009714285714284898,2.052884240000001,2.146542857142858,95.57570000000004,86.6,4.531428571428573,21.728571428571424,5.773587663045528,0.07409714285714307,450,16,102,3,14,151,75,125,0.217,0.6970000000000001,0.086,-0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,6,6,2,0,3,0,8,3,0,0,1,16,25,7,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,17,2,12,21,2,17,0,1,0,1,8,6,1,1,11,62,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835668331074455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059344704287896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861285255851082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079900307285435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31597258886962243,0.09275598135252708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296497678840102,0.0,0.0,0.08173972701390406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640365017584486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623622396017072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783930850876282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158867747465174,0.07026620183115441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227586665224174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317017731055246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971095702988098,0.0,0.0,0.1578779447180423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427745505060503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24565352703754145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407203614216184,0.0,0.0,0.12024511841716393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514208243423312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921580024335591,0.0,0.2283638272380769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743206918450526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483240160591142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978074789777522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,holymolyholycow,2018/01/09,"Anxiety with my girlfriend only getting worse and I know that it’s all in my head So this is my first ever post. But I feel like I need to post and see that hopefully I’m not alone, but I’ve been with my girlfriend over 3 years now and when I’m with her everything is perfect! But last year she moved country to study and see her with other guys in pics. I know this is something everyone does but my mind ruins through only the bad possibilities first, it’s gotten so bad that even when she says she’s going out I feel too depressed to see her Snapchat stories because I see her with her friends and Guys in them, I know she loves me and there’s never been a problem with us ever, but I just need to know if anyone has any advice on how to overcome this and if not, just make it more barable, my biggest enemy in this relationship is my own mind and I’m afraid it will jeopardize it",2.596213768115941,4.124232135869568,3.6874782608695647,90.47346376811596,75.46739130434783,6.6457971014492765,24.766666666666666,7.3011,0.919464927536232,699,23,153,8,15,226,98,184,0.131,0.759,0.11,-0.7299,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,3,13,11,0,1,2,0,8,2,1,2,5,45,29,20,0,6,11,0,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,2,13,15,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,3,7,27,5,19,25,3,23,0,2,4,1,19,8,0,3,12,105,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111958250622053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837172067133434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428821631891674,0.0,0.0948191224863559,0.0,0.0,0.08666663047564523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698115018268146,0.0755569461396891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675537707188723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846686267903197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186583035088539,0.2242343311484857,0.0,0.11843667855605655,0.11139557937455316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253426636965674,0.08854776786393181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085852476105688,0.0,0.0,0.09576115154739033,0.0,0.06475719638222663,0.0,0.07044194147007027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454540512976073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272053897581223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310734671003043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27247213820382515,0.10103335517193393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060554247702251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186701467075284,0.0,0.08273559084897501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503022911674704,0.0,0.0,0.13173605484079176,0.0,0.18381027302043185,0.09559557428961403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853457094138498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397316290597463,0.2374139446558565,0.0,0.0,0.1186005480277312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330727015952351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985676362791395,0.0,0.0,0.3950788742120849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542046288952193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909299041297158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263125910727082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963561983038144 anxiety,amred320,2018/01/09,Let’s hear some success stories. I could use a few glimpses of hope out there,0.8212499999999991,3.2852086250000028,0.8049999999999997,103.54,87.75,3.2,26.75,3.1291,0.03322499999999984,62,3,14,0,2,18,16,16,0.0,0.625,0.375,0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688387531141552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5206643055527242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588321112037095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723870421199231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989865051477696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,desertsunrise93,2018/01/09,"How do you deal with your anxiety? I feel like I'm losing my mind. Everyday, during every waking hour I'm plagued with anxiety. I've even become afraid to eat because I think if I do, I'll die (because I believe the food is poisoned..chemicals). Everytime I feel any kind of pain or hint of illness (no matter how minor) I believe it's the start of some life threatening illness. I won't even believe a doctor when they say everything is fine. I swear they are wrong. This fear has me obsessing over my mortality. I keep myself busy to try not and listen to my thoughts, when I run out of things to do, I'll make myself sleep. I pretend to be OK, and I'm not. I don't want to talk about what's going on with me out of embarrassment. I'm even to embarrassed to seek help. I just feel trapped in my own head. Does anyone else feel like this? If so, how do you manage?",1.8459846368715096,3.6286004245810086,3.671449022346368,88.66627967877096,78.27374301675978,6.933100558659219,24.03666201117318,7.8658589789855275,1.2023097765363129,672,23,145,11,16,226,109,179,0.229,0.693,0.078,-0.9803,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,2,1,11,13,0,5,3,1,11,10,3,4,0,28,27,11,2,3,6,0,4,2,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,7,2,1,6,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,1,6,26,5,22,24,2,12,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,4,7,87,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193450108918816,0.0,0.20684145661631168,0.0,0.0,0.0945286753217401,0.13851913332219842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482233105734925,0.14930781403380036,0.0,0.4569418125672779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393759623340557,0.0,0.0,0.14030689149473136,0.0,0.0,0.13837369474554406,0.11830653608063495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833412118890248,0.11293471497956747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267877098303419,0.0,0.11390422989365374,0.0,0.1215009340640443,0.0,0.0,0.15212743583235666,0.2734264824998475,0.1931609237127689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347346749525113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683214840259105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387449462570262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061566300071026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331358814028606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016395309662725,0.0,0.14078060007312285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548938599253837,0.1320949664013275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124412412081095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024102774034684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650434939146808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385273250409186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750929205307587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528861153268187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956888702118109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866138735402672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981487878601394,0.08662492007414117,0.0,0.10732653573185434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178580004590764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973914163457986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781011205374614,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BlackHeronBlue,2018/01/09,"Die in my sleep? It's 1:30 AM and I should be going to sleep, but I know that as soon as I lie down thoughts of death will come to me. I've had this for years, and I think it might just be an ego trip, but whenever I attempt to go to sleep, my mind just automatically drifts towards death. I think about life ending, whatever it means. I'm not doing it on purpose, it just kinda naturally goes there. I start thinking about what it means to not exist, I realize a thought process and consciousness are impossible without a functioning brain. When I get to the point that I realize that I will die one day and won't even be aware of it, my heartbeat becomes very fast and my body just locks up in this sheer terror. I try thinking about other things, but in the end it's just a struggle to get out of that gripping fear. Because what if die in my sleep tonight. It's irrational, sure, and the odds of me actually dying tonight are very, very small. But still, I might just die, and I won't know. And there's so many things I still want to do. 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I've been having issues where I think I'm having a panic attack, and it's happened 3 times in the past 3 months. Almost all symptoms of a panic attack, first at a concert, then at the mall, then while at work. However during these times I'd always be VERY hungry and wouldn't really notice until then. And once I was able to sit down at these things I would have water and food I'd feel much better and could go about business ""normally"". I was googling around and found that the loss of appetite while still being hungry was related to anxiety. Would someone mind helping me develop the habit to eat properly again and/or explaining how the ""panic attack"" (or passing out from malnourishment)? 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I usually wake up with anxiety, and immediately go into self talking and by the end of the day I’m able to call out the irrational thoughts and work things out, but then I go to sleep and it resets and I forget everything I reasoned out the day before...",9.60625,6.730790458333335,9.831111111111118,67.32500000000003,61.08333333333334,12.933333333333335,39.27777777777778,11.20814326018867,4.279327777777777,291,11,54,6,3,98,47,72,0.12,0.856,0.025,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,1,3,3,1,1,16,6,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,1,13,5,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,35,8,1,0.19149527703906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29298672557851674,0.0,0.0,0.1338979501926756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294837646663954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19553808831238595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370495835043562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757880740078096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960797664708244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613430300289833,0.0,0.1721036073159635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682576586023274,0.13680426417927002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766235790337785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355491956121977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929821990855332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196889038289507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977133751982806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38326714527592975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078332999436487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722095306338324,0.0,0.0,0.15202585973899915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210904993409564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394108423821777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sassyall,2018/01/10,"I survived the doctor's office So, I went to the doctor's office today (new doctor, new insurance), which always drives my anxiety nuts. The doctor was very understanding of my anxiety concerns, and even allowed me to speak with a very nice gentleman from the psychiatric team. My chat with him was super helpful, and he told me something that makes me feel better about it all. He said that he sees around 4 - 6 people every day with anxiety issues; much more common than I had realized. I've spent so much time looking at myself as ""abnormal"" and the rest of the world as ""normal"", that I just assumed there weren't that many of us with anxiety. After my appointment, I bought some flowers to reward myself for getting through it.",7.122132352941179,7.491368713235296,7.264999999999998,73.25500000000002,64.07352941176471,10.03529411764706,32.44117647058823,9.827888789773867,3.2029147058823515,579,21,97,11,8,187,91,136,0.064,0.797,0.139,0.9273,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,7,0,4,4,0,2,1,18,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,2,2,2,1,0,0,0,9,5,16,4,20,6,6,12,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,2,7,68,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546500989336475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42462457949679616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235317823125133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272786846348685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08949304093899793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5681343856878551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165409591536484,0.0,0.11691692882249048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07016461246098055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249987281613794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930123932284898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483638098166318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652907783027945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262784908898594,0.14068765243881795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401898085586395,0.0,0.0,0.268043485108368,0.0,0.0,0.13596190200929067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620335669381268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199890795403127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057909287662032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682938437782752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091597808891528,0.0,0.13153460503865105,0.13259752756122434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446102747553813,0.16691925294166735,0.0,0.0,0.2289941189132416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286381201690275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,enragedbiscuit,2018/01/10,"I had a severe panic attack this morning So to start off, I have a lot on my plate right now. Within the past month I have dealt with euthanizing my young cat with cancer, accidentally gave my other cat ringworm and stressing about all the other animals in the house getting it. I am a mess. So this morning I was getting ready and was in the shower. Everything was fine until my heart rate started increasing and I started breathing heavier. My arms and legs went numb. My hearing faded to muffles and my vision was nearly gone. I tried riding it out and fell in the shower, which ultimately led to me calling my mom because I was home alone. It was terrifying. My last semester of vet tech school just started and I've already missed 2 days because of my anxiety and depression. I could barely enjoy my winter break and lost 10+ pounds in a week due to my appetite decreasing. I finally saw a physician yesterday and was given medication for anxiety and depression as well as for sleep issues. I saw a therapist today and she recommended starting another short term anxiety medication so I go back to my doctor Friday. I just need some support that everything will be okay in the end. I know in my mind that ringworm is treatable even if it's a bitch and I know that as long as I stick through with school work I should be fine. But something is still triggering my anxiety to the point of not being able to function and it has never been this bad. Does anyone have any advice or kind words to share? I am terrified this is hurting me.",5.503474576271188,6.6096091355932245,6.4025,75.43120762711865,67.8135593220339,9.289830508474578,32.377118644067785,9.516144504307137,3.100793220338983,1225,52,218,25,20,406,174,295,0.194,0.727,0.078,-0.9892,2,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,11,20,2,2,14,1,24,11,5,2,2,37,45,25,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,3,0,15,18,0,0,2,0,0,7,2,12,1,0,16,3,36,8,34,23,5,47,0,5,2,0,6,14,1,4,25,155,51,4,0.10721380519673616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476808959229957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104116819195008,0.11831310007475385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290906405181723,0.11242302289266157,0.3280730700736543,0.0,0.0,0.07496638543869476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197118129874775,0.0,0.08244079828304805,0.08951904901563984,0.1307130810507367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947728232790907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560149938286463,0.0,0.0,0.06914403477508961,0.0,0.1846861866280423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973787265677502,0.09382352342874728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495960866096846,0.0,0.0,0.07081370717496535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271370984951847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744748302362827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202957625734572,0.0,0.060932076236415486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208377505187393,0.1270488753724778,0.0,0.0,0.10754418829167328,0.0,0.0,0.12371033639600243,0.11477459591176804,0.0,0.0,0.11190335760431457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164667960755033,0.11784380690578122,0.08739356087129972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948808437774168,0.0,0.0,0.11703653337807687,0.09114934317630917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601325854267334,0.0,0.0,0.10825538002843006,0.12556751285608336,0.08557703642866857,0.0,0.0,0.07949767805218699,0.08268989608915828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257922998935624,0.0,0.0,0.1023477085552118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135170047529657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915600038317336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701218946195566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112108267595792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729123372463416,0.0,0.0,0.08253842523305177,0.0,0.0,0.3794324157233838,0.0,0.08562108332383157,0.0,0.12281305161522554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216649555961828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448349133672428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162615114531162,0.0,0.0,0.07279113602957676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600044749178541,0.0,0.09639808673224612,0.0993882715465249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805292709348098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ashywalker1,2018/01/10,"Advice/guidance on guilt in a relationship Before I start I'll just say as a disclaimer that I am seeking professional help I just thought I'd ask for advice whilst I'm waiting. I'd never talk shit about the NHS here in the UK however I've now been on the waiting list since last October and sick of waiting. Any who, back to the post. Myself and my partner have been together for six years. My anxiety has always been there but we deal with it our own way and it has worked so far as he is incredibly supportive, patient and understanding, that said I'm at the point were I'm seeking professional help as it's become too much. Like most others with anxiety, I have the usual issues such as over thinking and over obsessing over past present or future events. I have a slight OCD issue as well with checking things are off a ridiculous amount of times before going to bed/leaving the house. My main issue is the continuous guilt that I constantly deal with on a day to day basis. I feel guilty about EVERYTHING. The guilt is mostly around my relationship and my anxiety but I feel guilty about other important people in my life. I feel guilty and ashamed of my anxiety and how it affects my partner, as mentioned above he is so supportive but I know it can frustrate him a little sometimes that I don't listen to his reassuring words. This makes me incredibly guilty. Aside from current events causing guilt, I am extremely guilty about past events, anything and everything I have beat myself up for over and over again and it is exhausting. I have my own view of perfect and how I must be that perfect person but its just an impossible task, yet I still strive to be it. Just to reiterate I am seeking help and have no issues with my relationship, just wondering if there's any help out there for dealing with guilt. Thanks in advance people",4.851785563973063,6.601705565340907,5.350694444444446,79.92115740740742,70.05113636363636,8.51026936026936,29.514309764309765,9.049649993220411,2.5092528198653197,1477,58,272,29,27,473,180,352,0.156,0.7240000000000001,0.12,-0.8836,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,5,26,19,3,7,16,0,26,4,1,5,4,56,49,29,0,2,11,0,3,1,2,1,3,3,0,3,18,22,0,3,8,0,1,2,3,11,1,1,6,7,34,8,48,40,7,48,0,0,1,0,27,20,1,5,25,191,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367955944853544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976854398348009,0.0,0.0,0.13038491064900168,0.0,0.2933502060696863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888989812499904,0.08534144170475375,0.08962216488065095,0.0,0.0,0.07371536212787028,0.0,0.0,0.10587693282366802,0.1631505308673088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848122447277136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359754654483368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365182454755184,0.2965022191926861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231711973225386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541883243278164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054483097671483384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570289713605055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061698135287393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002385566818471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052685679187392906,0.0781439302073889,0.0,0.10150870038168018,0.0,0.0,0.06771328996764063,0.04683549208232303,0.09608334127869804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399158204700878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047285174485128,0.0,0.07393809571809619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183030697330269,0.13292341458033008,0.08370686318894385,0.0,0.0,0.09062475689719507,0.0,0.09181353370813244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087739852330104,0.0,0.0,0.091190921861321,0.07623682769909675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984055060018484,0.07930169610829396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481434405926613,0.0,0.06785474791758102,0.0,0.07655904957793966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757616245421632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705379978843176,0.0,0.08826092262381874,0.0,0.0,0.06368939194059835,0.06142733321023097,0.0,0.07610723181109659,0.05590048243284186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980032768995056,0.0,0.0,0.10558332148949408,0.0,0.0,0.07609430469511197,0.0,0.0,0.08619542774809047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396304680982607,0.06979189801245915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061734833577534724 anxiety,cle_bron,2018/01/10,"Am i losing my shit? I want to preface this by saying I've never really felt like I had super bad anxiety before. Like I'm a 19 year old frat dude, pretty outgoing, and so on. Until like about like 9 months ago. It began with me feeling like strangers on the street were staring at me. So I was like....ok I'm sure I'm just catching their eye or something, no big deal. Then it got kind of worse. I started thinking basically like ""I'm mentally retarded or something and everyone is pretending to be my friend and I'm basically getting free hand-outs so that I can like stay in college and stuff because people feel bad for me"" or something like that. Like some fucked up Truman show kind of thing. And then I was like ""nah, that's stupid as shit, there's no way"". And now it's gotten really bad. I'm really considering seeing a therapist again because I just feel on edge all the time. In one of my classes today I thought I heard some people talking about me saying like ""wow look at him"" and laughing and I looked up and there were people looking at me. But like I've never met them in my life or anything. And I'd catch random people staring at me multiple times in all of my classes today. I hear people laughing behind me and I legit can't cope w this shit anymore I feel like I'm going crazy. I don't know if this is the right place to post this, bc idk if this is just some general anxiety or something else. I legitimately can't trust my friends anymore because I feel like they are only pretending to be my friends because they feel bad for me. What can I do to help myself?",2.27902743674602,4.188370996904027,3.9513163232625175,86.57148606811145,77.42105263157895,6.684274580975766,25.0698195793744,7.6298220110432995,1.3112249172627304,1244,45,253,18,29,416,162,323,0.246,0.64,0.114,-0.9924,0,0,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,4,2,12,36,5,0,5,0,18,6,4,0,5,44,50,26,0,3,11,0,7,14,3,0,1,4,0,0,14,12,0,0,10,3,1,3,7,10,0,1,12,18,39,27,31,36,5,40,0,1,7,1,16,17,4,11,31,148,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587803075765533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137054563132162,0.0,0.14740609485410194,0.0,0.0,0.0611570176478775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482082254362004,0.18121317331707407,0.0,0.0632387677805276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661813862433256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06208278316360522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101361110664123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254631407264345,0.15927743402076788,0.0713565098562689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225268197364754,0.0687053844745551,0.03882785650787463,0.0,0.04223638063933656,0.0,0.05943853985991394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376128866359643,0.0,0.04981349232002963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478059991674284,0.0408429860911782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249268877220895,0.5446170708613192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722409311517754,0.08314233727211785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489461839617716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931956545454897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463656392399785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798377515434661,0.0,0.05035950039098189,0.056521851440861436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576121849728109,0.0,0.07764603001806965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117567692133865,0.07560767373501914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14282919124702328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346678813588565,0.0,0.11820060940183685,0.0,0.0,0.059221471489652636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288577147482569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288531467064072,0.0,0.0,0.05260234978770715,0.07921262814805223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507582314515617,0.0,0.0,0.07004341853656161,0.0,0.0,0.059733637708981366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628841241206889,0.049373283011750715,0.0476196901059212,0.0,0.05899983939169773,0.08667033097832938,0.0,0.14088870978333298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04383442098071682,0.058989818034347836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573594033257194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785807050489353 anxiety,butterfingers1,2018/01/10,"I went into the gym and was there for 25 minutes! I’ve wanted to go the gym for months now, but after many times pulling into the lot and 1 minute later going back home because I was so scared, I’ve finally done it! Even tho it’s 25 minutes it’s good progress. 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Any Klonopin help? So I got the prescription from my doctor who happened to be taking my pulse while I was thinking of my future flight and went ""Woah."" He prescribed .5 mg for the flight and told me to test it out at home. I did exactly that and didn't feel anything except a bit tired. Pulled up images of being on a plane and anxiety and dread were definitely still there. More recently I've taken up to 1.5mg of Klonopin and honestly I don't remember feeling anything except laughing at a Will & Grace rerun. For some reason that makes me nervous still, because I'm worried I didn't give my flight enough thought at the time I took the medicine so I'm not sure how I'll react... My issue is, do you think I should build it up in my system before the actual flight? Or will taking it an hour before the flight be just fine? Anyone else here have success with Klonopin and flying? Please and thank you!",3.687343750000004,5.2539726302083345,4.213458333333335,87.65237500000002,72.69791666666666,6.786666666666667,25.82083333333333,7.3011,1.171462083333334,763,25,152,8,15,241,120,192,0.093,0.777,0.13,0.8542,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,1,8,10,0,2,11,0,15,2,0,4,2,32,35,14,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,12,0,0,7,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,11,2,17,7,24,18,4,22,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,3,7,96,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.15178918687417162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853261442952527,0.0,0.10577572795044883,0.0,0.11899126761288625,0.0,0.0,0.10876046887608104,0.15937392370255582,0.2560000650557616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481860369899428,0.0,0.26471416181660584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981452361823132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592065885766191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993763545038775,0.0,0.0,0.16071925192530864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729614499835112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126568441599484,0.14921264693992548,0.0,0.0,0.12440330362876628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754766203906685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425833179117457,0.0,0.1560240136302826,0.0,0.15318019464803906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234825209501152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382729320488364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074136832887946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599258546535898,0.1535816234321936,0.0,0.17620182030020745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484363922172332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659903631443694,0.0,0.2339005090348862,0.0,0.0,0.14320465909195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933352269139165,0.0,0.1234851150649454,0.09069936379421677,0.1787757478812551,0.0,0.14862962389546508,0.1728158818200304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441914926393644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796319032514058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lonely_Avocado,2018/01/10,"New to this sub, need advice on where to go from here. The older I get, the worse my anxiety becomes. I am only 21 now, but I do not remember having any anxious thoughts 1-2 years ago, but now they consume my brain everyday. I am starting to have panic attacks and breaks downs from my exhausting habit of overthinking and worrying about everything in my life. I am looking into medication, consoling, meditation, anything that really will help improve my situation. Through your experiences, what has worked best for you? Thanks for the help.",6.475066273932256,8.250584371134021,6.966863033873345,69.79474226804126,66.11340206185568,10.903681885125184,36.53755522827688,10.914260884657429,4.617068924889543,432,22,70,13,7,141,77,97,0.16899999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.18,0.6463,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,2,5,5,1,1,3,0,8,4,1,0,0,9,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,13,2,14,13,1,15,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,8,51,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679132819177865,0.1694445386569603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998977994592908,0.0,0.14623060499977975,0.21594712658320064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730164550761086,0.0,0.0,0.21746276986220708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111121468058298,0.0,0.0,0.20060202262452456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338862825460667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179491371675454,0.18698314109582356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986892682354416,0.0,0.10863597393036084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25625004657804273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501617048315842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051937051201018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925653298978629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173663879256093,0.0,0.18461560110390102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537955872825006,0.0,0.22427545319242012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245673881089347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165377283683248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148626339174088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529822900807245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598689683625166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175317858752566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916078815394356,0.19412393322919044,0.19480001636072689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309549305663828 anxiety,16-bitch,2018/01/10,"Does anyone have tips for making sales w/o anxiety I dropped out of college due to anxiety and depression and have been working as a bank teller for a few months now so that I have something low-stress to spend my time on while I think about what I want to do with my life. And it’s been great! Everyone I work with is super nice and the bank isn’t too busy, so everything is usually pretty low-key. I’m at work rn actually, haven’t had anybody come in for an hour. But but but Now that I’m not super new anymore, my supervisor and manager expect me to do sales, and I even have a quota to meet. It’s not that bad, pretty much just one sale every other day, but man do I hate it. I’m in the drive-thru, which people go to when they want to spend as little time as possible at the bank, and people can barely understand me through the speaker system anyway. I had less anxiety at my old job where I literally cold-called people. I think it’s because these people are at the bank because they have to be there, and can’t avoid me, so I feel guilty subjecting then to my sales talk. Especially my regulars. Whereas at my last job, the people I called could just hang up or not answer, and I had a script I could stick to. Rambling over, any tips would be gr8",5.677992277992277,4.89337268725869,6.477509652509652,81.57255791505794,67.3011583011583,9.871042471042472,29.31081081081081,9.23628265651192,2.1391266409266416,982,28,212,16,14,326,142,259,0.073,0.81,0.117,0.9062,2,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,5,14,8,1,1,11,0,25,1,0,1,0,36,38,23,0,6,10,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,11,13,0,1,5,0,10,3,6,4,0,1,5,2,26,4,32,28,3,33,0,1,0,0,6,13,0,1,15,141,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.12069933597051136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411047182168592,0.0,0.28385751217714666,0.0,0.12266291264502985,0.08648387044899697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327233722795852,0.15079522777346244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629686020673644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654422098119712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750582716627385,0.0,0.0,0.07976700104742179,0.0,0.10653025449066507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823813096758916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169319410952701,0.0,0.10421048034563933,0.11818692279181095,0.11116067167197766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253917239757223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029339558765198,0.0,0.0,0.13636384706454974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211395590172452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218054339613702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547781155262224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082029902123037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736282042803233,0.0,0.12396549767804355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256112048240677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987246922550162,0.0,0.09092317172860756,0.0,0.0,0.11945635511462815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297872657023459,0.0,0.0838125859506746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287402223482191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943696713380765,0.0,0.25166550915908725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521924304002773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168147474607753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941382670124707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850551887769398,0.0,0.0,0.14424417454696306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876110599267235,0.0,0.0,0.13622225060826235,0.0,0.14590598189104675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701338418045173,0.0,0.0,0.08786272499054977,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kiyxkx,2018/01/10,"talking on phone. hi! i have a REALLY hard time leaving the house, or talking on phones or asking for help in general. was wondering any techniques to help this as i need to do this to get help and to find a way to live on my own. im too afraid to talk to someone about my problems or ask for help while my mother is in the house bcuz the walls are paper thin, and im also just scared of talking to others by myself on the phone. im too scared to leave the house bcuz im afraid people are watching or listening or looking at me. ",0.8791069991954963,2.7570591150442496,2.722558326629123,93.84004022526148,81.7433628318584,5.525020112630734,20.892196299275945,6.574015621080383,0.2136619469026555,412,12,93,4,11,137,66,113,0.104,0.805,0.091,-0.1576,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,13,10,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,7,0,22,12,1,12,0,0,2,0,16,9,0,6,2,58,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566168801924653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813470771814884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22366088613872012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933236125132416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062497569437586276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715783582577504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207204801087418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140832589402582,0.0,0.0,0.5168492453269496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533248991294789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562843727256176,0.0,0.10045237116022486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869821381418745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293084844918658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446212003911417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663293058567164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23952502511610296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135535131108704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845906013090944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697525631810009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495039335907028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972498045618544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NoSteam97,2018/01/10,Just had to call out of work because of panic attacks I'm 20M and going to college and work nights at Giant. Was driving to work when I got a panic attack and tried to fight through it. Turned around and went home and had my mom drive me. Ended up having to turn around again and calling my boss apologizing like crazy and crying. I fucking hate that I'm 20 and can't go to a shift of work and can barely drive because of this stupid disease. And idk what to say or who to say it to so figured I'd post here ,3.5969069462647414,3.8225867247706447,4.5562516382699885,90.13091743119269,71.66055045871559,6.595543905635648,25.66317169069462,5.288315135182226,0.5149648754914806,399,11,90,1,7,130,71,109,0.258,0.722,0.021,-0.9796,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,7,9,6,2,2,0,6,1,0,1,0,17,16,13,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,8,0,0,5,2,5,1,19,11,0,17,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,5,54,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604248519131201,0.0,0.3328093320535182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833119566416664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987186056462332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067210241004648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295529140326726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522541587498654,0.0,0.0,0.1662586471406396,0.0,0.11698648269024008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444125791298298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672199240213896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146074548408801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131112298936016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726566170598867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432355976163867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008742670578045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23264154163870196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930857889325426,0.3182022395621365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355949164185566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259488553640834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,emcoha,2018/01/10,Nervous about first appointment I have my first appointment with a therapist tomorrow and I'm really anxious about it. I'm worried I'll be to anxious about it to even bring up the issues I booked it to talk about. Any advice for first sessions?,4.28712765957447,6.451565744680856,5.06058510638298,79.70875000000002,72.40425531914894,8.955319148936171,30.89893617021277,9.516144504307137,3.1966212765957462,198,9,35,5,4,64,31,47,0.194,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.7837,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,25,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303539242164904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030538573953318,0.0,0.0,0.532618601872599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569831806181622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6015388382475007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460422601716481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510155241408293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947191107157293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737022393094353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393966049525213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tseWrevilOneB,2018/01/10,"First job Hey! I'm not very good at interacting with strangers and I don't like touching people, so I got an apprenticeship as a hairdresser. I know I'll settle in eventually, and I'll get better, but Im not sure if I'm gonna let myself get to that point. I don't want to give up, but the thought of going on scares me. I spent most of my first day making tea and coffee, and sweeping up; but then at the end of the day they started teaching me how to prepare clients for the stylist, and I did ok, I was just really awkward, and I don't know how to get past that. People keep telling me to just be confident, but I don't know how, what does that even mean? 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Honestly it doesn’t help that much. I feel like when I eat, I feel like something is going to get stuck in my throat. The feeling they really gives me panic attack’s is when the food is sliding down the throat towards the esophagus. when I feel it, I start tensing up and sometimes gulp really hard. It’s embarrasinf when I eat out with family, friends, dating is horrible because I avoid eating meals that contain too much bread like a burger, pizza, anything bready or meaty. It has seriously taken a huge toll on my life. I’ve gotten slightly better over the years because I used to refuse to eat at all and lost 30 pounds. I gained it back towards mid high school. I eat pretty slow but almost too slow where ppl always tell me “you barely touched your plate” it’s so embarrasing...so gained some social anxiety off of that. Either way :( it still has taken over and I want control back 😓 I don’t think I even remember back when I was normal. Sorry I rambled a lot. Any advice would be greatly appreciated 😓",3.6601376936316683,5.624722839357432,4.862398164084912,81.32048192771086,73.61847389558233,7.4737808376362596,25.511761331038446,8.269060116576782,1.7569520367183018,1013,34,186,17,21,334,152,249,0.138,0.745,0.117,-0.0478,0,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,1,5,18,12,1,2,10,0,15,14,2,2,2,32,32,15,0,3,3,0,6,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,9,11,4,6,0,0,4,2,5,0,0,9,6,24,7,27,21,6,49,0,1,0,0,11,21,0,5,26,119,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194354615738153,0.0,0.0,0.18843485609993108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829032126993933,0.0,0.0,0.0639843479252718,0.0,0.21593551227306115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774279579484121,0.0,0.0,0.10704082685149988,0.0,0.2893972533692522,0.0,0.11471264053520835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321485668822852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552980606835614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700253942478372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.577664648323961,0.0,0.0,0.08333571029101175,0.0,0.0,0.062145481315479416,0.08510968725871193,0.0,0.08990691675300709,0.0,0.0,0.08869956930143158,0.0,0.19029869070895472,0.13443566454354955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137738617912276,0.0,0.07269361134834902,0.0,0.04915808122345603,0.09025959075533284,0.10694689930319634,0.0,0.0,0.10373442980446017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428605535634187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306646623656381,0.09941112884508334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664584679759108,0.13790269467824873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271022360550944,0.07999185509785188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833378242571012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218810961528408,0.0,0.0,0.09873150613842484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039420663786748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523007887637118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572323843910492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055277861274236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658549738779513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09522398631184104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783212473898497,0.0,0.0,0.09591278820768738,0.0,0.07243498988770775,0.09305730162174962,0.1053259224218289,0.06659730451214385,0.0,0.07514030328570896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822387062140913,0.0,0.10759998291636524,0.0,0.0,0.06028899879105935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812634504701885,0.0,0.0,0.05549665165050322,0.07468417077572262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683875436314399,0.0,0.0,0.1817724022391227 anxiety,poopybttholelicker,2018/01/10,"Work anxiety I recently just started a new job and I really want this one to work out. Since March I’ve worked almost 11 jobs. Sometimes I just hate the job so much that I can’t go back, or I’ll sit in my car outside of the place debating whether or not to go in, have a panic attack and drive away, or just leave mid shift because I can’t take the social interaction. I’ve been trying to find a job where there’s very little interaction with people but no matter where you go, you have to go through training. That’s the dilemma I’m in today, I’m so freaked out about going back to my job because I’m training in a different section today, which means interacting with different people and having someone over my shoulder the entire time. I’m just sitting here debating whether or not to go but I know I have to because jumping back and forth from jobs has not been good for my financial situation. I’m finally doing something I’m passionate about and I don’t want to disappoint anyone. Any words of advice? 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I've been out since the summer, resumed my job, work out routine and recovered from the head injury. I found the right meds but am slowly coming off them. The first one I got off of is zyprexa. Since getting off it my world has turned into an anxiety fight again every day. Work stress and health stress is bearing down and I'm starting to become run down and helpless. I go to therapy and acupuncture, I've been practicing cbt for years but it all seems to be impossible right now. My MRI looked normal but I believe I screwed up my brain and can't get back to where I was. I've always had anxiety but never needed meds. Now I can get off them. It's been months since the head injury in June and I just don't know what to do anymore. This is more of a vent but I am just so stuck. In want to live that somewhat normal life I had before but it's just not working out.",2.6516715200931884,4.355336188118812,3.5896622015142685,90.49025334886431,75.73267326732673,6.337099592312173,23.26849155503785,7.048011613610866,0.6999967384973798,778,23,164,8,17,249,118,202,0.165,0.826,0.009000000000000001,-0.9849,1,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,0,2,4,9,6,2,3,12,0,18,8,3,0,2,32,34,14,0,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,12,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,6,0,5,10,1,18,0,25,23,3,37,0,1,1,1,3,20,1,2,14,112,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956440004645684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307490529651368,0.0,0.1186678182848423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200902308043496,0.0,0.0,0.13215200840986466,0.101819488684842,0.13481272150864468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357704055564812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307410758527327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239844794197256,0.0,0.07716901369214157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081637618388584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178037783767686,0.0,0.13119797542614747,0.0,0.0,0.18754789040549005,0.0,0.06800396072739115,0.0,0.09570081690575828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456056760757875,0.2543800779484464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187413363425773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576048373678765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451743950843739,0.0,0.0,0.10565952540539147,0.0,0.1004819358942901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658244131957683,0.0,0.12058634312437097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955092585698513,0.0,0.0,0.0887243191123819,0.09228703161830708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344773575169128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216567021132733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422636455259158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437323949423603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893144724596998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969450889309413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469400253960582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741339030184401,0.12509171609256098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683846956175885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015270468456785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057693386029254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613356634096172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411066468476728 anxiety,taft-attack,2018/01/10,"Anxiety over making dinner plans Someone I know from work asked me a few weeks ago to have dinner sometime with me and my bf. Lately I’ve been feeling very anxious and exhausted and not really feeling like entertaining guests or going out in my free time. Since then he has asked two or three more times and I’ve let the proposed date pass by, and then today he texted me and said we HAVE to all go out sometime next week. I was honest in my response and told him that I’ve been feeling too anxious to go out most days and now I’m awaiting his response hoping I haven’t offended him. At the heart of it I don’t really care if he’s offended because he’s already made me have all these hours of unnecessary anxiety and feeling cornered. But still, it’s hard for me to feel as if I may be being rude or unfair to anyone for any reason. Can anyone relate, please?? I can’t tell if I’m being rude or if I’m simply putting my needs before the needs of some person I just met. Edit: well, resolved quickly, he was really understanding and said I had no need to apologize. Let this post then be a lesson to anyone who needs it, maybe the anxiety is just anxiety after all. ! Best wishes everyone and thank you for your help in the past. 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I got the key then lost it the same day. I can't go back down there and ask for another one, so now I climb through my window.",3.415952380952384,3.506768333333333,4.412817460317459,91.47732142857143,72.01587301587301,7.56984126984127,30.035714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.4226857142857146,227,9,54,2,4,74,43,63,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,4,0,9,0,7,5,1,11,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25780186337034106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298425381189745,0.0,0.0,0.1890483894513347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600834630841485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855703349109393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284498173443915,0.2358478536499504,0.1397258531979659,0.0,0.19663381589645212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28368526677592965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367625884972149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4748992703730662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659865386760492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Neli_Brown,2018/01/10,"Numb? I have been thinking About it lately, i feel like i have become really really numb about alot of things in life in General but i wont call it depression, i mean i cant say i hate my life i am happy with it and i dont force my self out of bad, quite the opposite actually. Im dedicating my life into track and Field over the last year and its really the ""only"" thing in my life, i sleep early dont drink dont smoke and dont go out almost at all. It kinda took away alot of my social life but the thing is that i dont seem to care. I never was like that and now i find my self not caring AT ALL about what ppl think or about going out or even having friends, like i lost intrest in every single person/friend or a relationship (i remember myself being obsessed about having a relationship and loving someone) and all i care is the sports and my other habbits like music movies or video games. I mean im not a deadlift body among People, i laughe talk and have fun when i do get the chance in school but i just feel like i just dont care about it and i wont activelly search for it if it will go away. i feel like i can go out for a month without talking to anyone and i wont care (which happened but not for a whole month but again it was becuse my friends contacted me) and i was never like that. 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So I’ve been in a rut of about 3 months of horrific anxiety. It’s just about constant. My memory is shot and I’m overwhelmed by even the most menial of tasks. I’m constantly making mistakes due to my forgetfulness, and it’s really messing with me. I’m so frustrated I could break down at any second. I’ve had anxiety for my entire life but this is particularly bad. This is even more irritating because I have a huge job interview next week and I’m terrified. How do I ease this? I know this isn’t rare for those with anxiety disorder- so how do I help overcome this? 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What a tremendous weight off my shoulders it has been. Firstly I decided to deactivate Facebook. I would spend hours each day refreshing my news feed, despite that I can name no more than ten people from my friends list who I even give a shit about. My news-feed is 99% toxic people who I went to school with, complaining and engaging in gossip. So Facebook went first. It was a bit strange at first, worrying too. My brain had a reflex to check Facebook every time I was idle. But after a day it was like a constant buzzing in my head had been switched off. So Twitter quickly followed, then instagram, snapchat and all of my online dating apps. Gone. Life is challenging enough without having to worry about a virtual profile of yourself floating around in virtual space. Subconsciously knowing that 24/7 there are multiple online 'versions of you' spread across different platforms for anyone to judge. It's just been such a revelation to switch that off. From now on it's simply up to me in person to represent myself. My anxiety is somewhat better, not even that much, but it's relevant to me and I can start to address these issues in my own time and space. I also understand it's kind of ironic posting this to Reddit, which some might consider a social network. But it doesn't have that same distinction in my own mind. I've seen alot of other folks on here and other subreddits talking about the positive effects of quitting social media, so thanks I guess. 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Has anyone tried inpatient treatment for their anxiety/depression? 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I haven’t taught in over a year and I’m so happy to be back. Everything seemed to be going well. We had a meeting and they gave me more paperwork to fill out. I was given permission to leave at 2:30 to turn the paperwork in to the main office about thirty minutes away. I went out to my car around 2:05 to get something for said paperwork and realized my tire was flat. I talked to people in the office and the custodian pumped my tire up so I could get down the road and get it fixed. I talked to the office staff and was a little hyper and shaky due to the anxiety but not rude (I was extremely thankful and apologetic). They told me to go get it fixed. I know they said it was okay but secretly I’m thinking that they are displeased with me having to leave a little early to fix it. I’m scared I’ve made a bad first impression and that they think I’m irresponsible or lazy. Please someone shed some insight so I won’t make myself sick thinking about this all night. Thank you!",3.0686252268602563,4.737931715517245,4.176415607985478,86.86803992740472,74.51724137931033,7.470417422867515,24.279491833030853,8.20500826718156,1.3472896551724145,906,28,187,15,19,295,127,232,0.124,0.764,0.112,-0.4731,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,5,4,10,11,1,2,14,1,15,3,0,2,1,37,43,17,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,18,0,0,8,0,1,5,3,4,1,3,15,2,27,7,33,24,5,33,0,0,0,0,16,16,0,5,12,125,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245832253325917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759190045657632,0.0,0.0,0.11355287368593857,0.18586927396002745,0.10091387391108304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649766178607244,0.0,0.0,0.15589067318572344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862205994443534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084128756947264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525795047436373,0.1159408695577163,0.13737616576753092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865876568196544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642203643838064,0.0,0.0,0.25594866383265713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422689161066068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436158607988245,0.08067564583077685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11341984685320095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378978901805023,0.0,0.0,0.26533813479623664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22993294679483145,0.0,0.12100293011784748,0.0,0.0,0.11002730130784777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481024036332865,0.09304469080466143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942869628408472,0.0,0.2225451131702296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23232851665195045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778238452338272,0.11456208165208405,0.11548785032554533,0.0,0.0,0.13146204531758915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108668540123432,0.11203934373045248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798823635544177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783051160486118 anxiety,DoneWithLife96,2018/01/10,"3 more weeks to my first exam and everyday i feel so stressed and anxious :( I feel like i will have death sentence, i think that i will fail",1.1064367816091938,3.2385725172413795,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,82.44827586206897,5.2459770114942526,23.459770114942533,6.42735559955562,0.3785080459770112,109,4,25,1,3,34,22,29,0.43,0.466,0.104,-0.9166,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,1,1,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,16,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560038462981185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081899812394384,0.2883639986355445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34334014743277136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972005102220199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623738714587021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586393547300325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237795928932681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MY-eyeholes,2018/01/10,"Does anyone else have so much they have to do that they just end up doing nothing? I'm under a lot of stress right now with going back to school, starting a new job and being a mom of 2 at the same time. I have to hire a sitter for my daughter, which means I have to post an ad and then actually *interview* people. In person. And then tell them if I want to pay them money to watch my kids. My house is also just disgusting. Toys everywhere and laundry and dishes and just random shit. It's not like hoarders level and it's respectable enough but it needs a good deep cleaning. I have to work by myself for my first time ever tomorrow. Customer service. I have to figure out school loans, find a way to buy these ridiculously expensive textbooks, buy supplies for school, clean my car out, go grocery shopping, sell stuff on eBay and donate the rest of it, and try to get 8 hours of sleep because with my anxiety I've been managing about 4 and that's not cutting it anymore. I feel like I'm constantly about 30 seconds away from a panic attack. If I think about how much I need to do I can feel myself start to hyperventilate and my chest seizes up and my whole body feels tense and I start clenching my teeth. So the only way I can stop it is to lay down, get out my tablet and play candy crush. I actually did that for two straight hours last night after the kids went to bed without even realizing it. Anyway this is rambling and stuff I just needed to get it out. 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Helps me very much when I'm feeling stressed and anxious. It might help you too :) [Here is the link.](https://open.spotify.com/user/1148883947/playlist/5CcKh9d2GNVEikgv51IDdj) The genres vary and it might not be for everyone, but I'm sure someone will appreciate it. Going to try add new songs at least once a week.",7.818440860215055,11.399019983870973,4.2367741935483885,83.09182795698926,66.90322580645162,7.359139784946238,31.30107526881721,8.344100000000001,2.442894623655914,317,13,51,5,6,83,52,62,0.047,0.6970000000000001,0.255,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,10,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,3,4,5,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,3,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27182377768794297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299156736527014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166097239707925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674569925422114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225551402126119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22767348279000374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105039411616917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687796403200307,0.0,0.0,0.23238517180666515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562445920288148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387029566906112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756209480784425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267745507771483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336017760584307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985306139593551,0.0,0.0,0.19300493360526186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jappu90,2018/01/10,Finally decided to do it and got a job! Took me 6 fucking days to call and finally today I fucking did it my dudes!,-0.4957333333333303,1.5809919599999986,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,89.4,8.133333333333335,28.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.9491333333333336,89,5,19,3,3,34,20,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,4,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785868100635808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595080617019376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.597737155139592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044482203127026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820462748027866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707386404930841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586080387144773,0.0,0.3031207694270262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mimzanon10,2018/01/10,"I’m dishonest about my feelings, and I’m so afraid of letting others down that I don’t do things for myself. Honestly; I feel unsure of everything I do. I’m uncertain about my degree choice, and nearly every question asked of me is: “how’s your course going?”. Inside I’m screaming into a dark cave to try and find an answer. My family members think I’m some smart arse who knows everything. So, that’s all they talk to me about; my education. Reality kicks me because I feel like I know very little. No one ever talks to me about what I’m actually interested in, everything feels superficial. Every conversation about my degree emotionally wears me down more and more. The expectation from my family for me to “be fine” and “do well” exhausts me. I’m so afraid of letting others down that I never do things for myself. I’m untrue to myself.",4.135028490028489,5.961333500000006,6.023086419753086,74.07542735042736,72.0246913580247,8.935232668566002,26.04178537511871,9.466822959209583,2.4991865147198475,665,22,118,16,13,230,90,162,0.092,0.8170000000000001,0.092,0.0038,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,11,11,0,3,3,0,9,2,1,1,3,23,26,9,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,10,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,0,5,24,6,24,23,4,10,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,3,3,87,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.15555010773007827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901623858341073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716794933766028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930204852015025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418522215361906,0.26860050743489977,0.0,0.4297717377206228,0.0,0.3005337586491514,0.0,0.32238702642635864,0.11387444121760044,0.0,0.0,0.1456874960158217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058993712313088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520268005515635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32599187795718665,0.0,0.07787413829609112,0.1597593422000559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293808040235832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801266360694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856298974706902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562372249838452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21179478619583253,0.10213623106949392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822123327055932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315205957750761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433185467368873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,truthhere101,2018/01/10,"The truth I want to write this as a way to ask for help and vent. I want to write this and I want to hide at the same time. I want to curl into a ball and make my head stop spinning, I want the noise to stop. I will turn 26 this year. I have been living in isolation for 10 years. I don't go out because of panic attacks. I don't go out ever. I buy stuff online. The only reason I'm not the size of my own house is because I like to dance, so I dance here. But I let everything else go. I was always alone and introverted, and to make up for the lack friends I created this world inside my head where my favorite characters hang out with me. I've done this since I was a kid. As an adult, I put on some music and start 'acting'. I have a script in my head and I play it out like I'm in a movie. I know they're not real, but it helps me somehow. It's an escape. Now it's turning into a problem because when something happens to these character in their respective media, I lose some sense of self. Because it doesn't fit my own narrative. I find myself having to stop watching/reading the things that make me happy so I won't get upset over something I think it's not right for the character. It's a huge problem. I get panic attacks and migraines and my joints ache and everything else seems too heavy and too much. When I finally snap out of it, when I snap out of my day-dreaming, I realize how silly I was being. I realize that even if something happens in fiction that I don't like, it's fiction. Which means I can turn it into something I like. I can write fanfic or create my own world. But I am less of a person. I feel that way. I feel that way because here I am, writing about my sadness over fiction. I haven't enjoyed anything for what it for a long while now. Therapy is not an option because I'm unable to leave my house. I built walls around myself and now they're suffocating me. I don't want to stop with the fiction thing, but I want it to be healthy. I'm writing here because with so many people in the world, someone must know or do what I do. Someone might understand. I need help. 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I switched to another drug didn’t work then now I am on vibryyd. I love this too now but I am afraid I am going down the same road of having an insanely big appetite. Anyone else have this problem/have any tips?",0.8137499999999989,3.3642617638888908,1.6402222222222242,96.12700000000002,91.08333333333331,4.546666666666667,23.86666666666667,6.2581,0.5717566666666674,285,12,60,3,10,88,56,72,0.0,0.833,0.16699999999999998,0.9152,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,4,0,0,0,5,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,10,8,2,12,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,4,41,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190679957271,0.2940212918686487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19606049478364332,0.2873004379223089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29662344100213694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251721513622056,0.0,0.2342361830606487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935639613938274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5061394939654507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28247104420112085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683025981316152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041327645144894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18056683660866166 anxiety,Freesoul-111,2018/01/10,"A letter from an anxious girl to women suffering from relationship anxiety. Eventually you'll know, and it will be a lesson or a blessing. You don't know what you're going to learn from it yet, but i'm sure you will. Untill then, keep on being the loving and caring woman you've always been, and trust me I know it's hard after all the heart-breaks and tears, but you'll get there. If he ever breaks your heart it's absolutely okay, you've always been a strong woman and you can sure as hell get over it. Keep in mind that you can't live your life being worried about what would happen all the time. Know that if he ever deceive you it's not your fault, so stop blaming yourself on everything. Finally, learn that if you ever want to love someone you need to love yourself first.",3.1484615384615395,4.894185031847133,4.151847133757961,86.80622243998043,74.47770700636944,6.61420872121509,21.63106320431161,7.321109707123232,0.6634972072513476,618,15,124,7,13,200,92,157,0.156,0.61,0.234,0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,12,0,3,7,13,1,0,8,1,13,5,1,0,7,33,30,15,0,6,7,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,11,5,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,1,14,10,15,20,2,17,2,1,0,3,23,4,1,4,11,81,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332570853228039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722587286542082,0.15834660015732058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429076010083881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38036191308219497,0.0,0.0,0.12597130113184174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535439514157982,0.0,0.11922431243693847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464608978510824,0.0,0.07965902301563745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394748302639,0.0,0.12556034569068544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321924973683594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491702576170941,0.0,0.0,0.3081241640325959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900271376860498,0.0,0.0,0.12376829931759037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.379513266260601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415267350449733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393060202114393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048479894086755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187613845515894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718425061392207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642077850819147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173136269808111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267297284767794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234440310631258,0.0,0.0995692237332793,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Groundlery,2018/01/10,"Does anyone else feel extreme embarassment constantly? Apart from anxiety I often feel embarassed about my interests, actions and thoughts. It's not that I have unusual interests and hobbies (gaming, movies, books, keeping freshwater fish) but every time I even think about sharing it with someone embarassment overwhelms me. If I'm listening to music I always try to keep it as low as possible in the fear that someone may hear it. Admittedly Lady Gaga, jazz and edm combined seem like a weird taste. When using my headphones i'll compulsively take them out and listen if they are too loud, or even if the sounds is coming only from the headphones and not the speakers too. Hell, even writing this is embarrassing to me. Whenever im in public and think about something private i feel like someone can read my mind, or atleast see it on my face or by the way I present myself. And the weird thing is that the only reasuring thought in that moment isn't that a person reading other's minds cannot possibly exist, instead what sometimes calms me down is thinking how such a person wouldn't be where I am now, after all if they read minds, they would probably be ruling the world. I also often don't speak my mind, say no or anything even a little confrontational, and if by some miracle I do, I feel terrible afterwards. I always feel embarassed to ask for something I may need, be it homework help, emotional support, or just a simple favor. I tried to try journaling (not a grammatical error) to calm and organise my thoughts. But then I got paranoid if someone would find it and curently im devising a secret alphabet to encrypt it with. It seems stupid when i say it (write it) out loud but even then it feels completely reasonable to me. Does anyone else feel that way here? How do you cope? 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Getting all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow and I can barely function today. All week I’ve been fine and I was actually excited for it but today has been bad. When I woke up, first thing I started thinking about was tomorrow. I can feel my heart pumping fast and hard, my breathing is really off right now. I also want to say that I do have anxiety but I’ve never had a panic attack before, my ex use to have them often so I know what they look like. I can’t function right now so any help and advice would be very appreciated, thanks ! Edit: I’m a 20 y/o male ",1.7143291592128804,3.916491798449613,4.104806201550389,83.30726296958858,80.62790697674419,6.449850924269531,22.326177698270726,7.61054688173877,1.1593322599880738,498,16,96,8,13,173,90,129,0.149,0.67,0.181,0.5294,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,9,11,2,2,3,0,15,4,4,1,3,19,28,10,0,2,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,6,5,15,6,8,20,2,21,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,1,15,63,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.16347572747226685,0.0,0.0,0.16369897822789867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396598875371155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139196041015921,0.0,0.128152633507346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811572365126401,0.0,0.0,0.13987252142154644,0.0,0.0,0.14254750640127628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430397560035033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940667686364766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249275112987747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752248531016395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006535768237347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851245894061706,0.11228538070195948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206482076762072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184199673664222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067492957501276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920204570153046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393098147377636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731784614691883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861229813796073,0.0,0.13321893133511753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857178841796212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423026043272706,0.0,0.0,0.11129309793946847,0.10734029644218918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175794684900746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446838235548665,0.0,0.1382218590888127,0.09880786145344526,0.0,0.13437474555785034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900167279325415,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sciaticnerve11,2018/01/10,"People who suffer From Anxiety; How do you Cope with Exam Taking Anxiety? Hey all. So I am preparing for this exam which is probably going to determine where I end up in life. And f that isn't stressful enough theres always the pressure of seeing your parents overworking themselves, seeing peers doing way better than yourself (exam/life/marriage etc everything). But you're stuck with this one exam and nothing is going to go forward unless you take it and do well on it. I have been working my ass off for the last year and while I feel somewhat ready to take this exam, my brain starts to go into full panic mode whenever a practice test draws nearer (I have taken em before, didnt do so great but now I hope I have worked harder and it will pay off). But I do notice my exam anxiety makes me forget things and revision seems too overwhelming. If anyone could share how to cope with this and not let it hinder my performance I would be really grateful! 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I want to explain my story to you guys as I think it will help you understand my situation better, therefor I'll do in depth a little. I attend school and during school hours I really feel like a quiet little mouse, when hope with family I'll be really loud and feel comfortable, maybe because I feel like they won't judge me as much. I'll talk to my friends but very little, I'll probably talk no more than 1 sentence at a time and the other 2 people I'm friends with will probably talk lots more than me, I probably drop 1 sentence in every 5 minutes and they just continue to talk whilst I listen. The issue is, when I'm alone with them I'll talk a little more, maybe 3 sentences in 5 minutes, amazing right? For me anyway... now when the teachers are around I feel somewhat weird, I don't know why.. I feel silly talking to my friends when the teachers are around, I feel like they're judging me too much. My teachers are like ""Omg! Stop talking so much"" as a jokey sort of statement but it makes me feel bad.. I don't want to be quiet but when ever I start to get loud I feel like omg I need to shut up because I'm embarrassing myself, I feel uncomfortable and unconfident when I begin to get loud, I feel like I'm being judged so much. I think a little bit of the problem is my other 2 friends aren't into the same things as me and I don't understand the topics that they talk about like 50% of the time, but other conversations I either feel like what I'm about to say sounds stupid or I'll just be judged too much for it, but then I end up feeling I'm being judged for not saying anything, like what the fuck? Someone help me please. I don't feel suicidal, I'm not depressed at all, I'm just quiet...",1.9802247191011235,3.820336558988768,3.5650421348314616,89.3178441011236,78.07303370786515,6.247752808988763,22.360955056179773,7.1686216300943375,0.6850438202247195,1349,40,286,16,32,447,147,356,0.085,0.684,0.231,0.9935,0,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,4,1,20,25,2,1,16,0,19,1,0,2,2,58,57,25,1,5,12,0,13,9,4,3,0,10,0,1,10,12,0,1,20,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,0,23,43,18,37,49,14,39,0,1,0,1,27,19,1,5,27,170,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580929152033857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052288811859814176,0.11312988596016706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530540635443423,0.0774679823389429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619683252154548,0.06937029234428961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472775229892439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627844763146123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057476453498663885,0.05353601549696693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990078021093183,0.0,0.4176669677561101,0.2723621295262733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963664117158718,0.058742611407750535,0.06639507817564677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291555933120484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777053696434093,0.0,0.0,0.06311052952759004,0.06257506518099037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632027384615452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03492046044185646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938621583420786,0.3821085239854381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054020268290116684,0.0,0.0,0.0424140970364315,0.0,0.12767090823905658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354965424549096,0.04711483097046225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044051314439158086,0.0,0.0,0.06974891419102851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552376770510852,0.06080013572157216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141195670250513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426364907607927,0.0,0.10106067405565404,0.0,0.12861372653322029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142272291148999,0.0,0.0,0.053838065499013016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497463213903161,0.0,0.0,0.053123103808751085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950351815382655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40857465769188017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04221380318391624,0.08142898763009201,0.0,0.0,0.0741025119381532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229680053228468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052427962410244784,0.07495623167373794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573358505834093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,j49gffds67s,2018/01/10,"Coping mechanisms, anyone? note: this is a repost from my post in the intro thread. posting here because it's way longer than just saying hi, and would appreciate as much feedback as I can get to try to find new coping methods. Hello, I'm late 30's male, I've dealt with anxiety and all its bullshit since I my late teens. Been on venlafaxine for 15+ years, and up until very recently (Last 3 or 4 months), I genuinely thought that I was not just managed, but really not in need of it anymore. I have a pretty decent life, and I've done quite nicely for myself. But, I've also fucked up a lot (a lot, a lot), and buried it way down deep in my mind. Not that I let anyone get close enough to see that part, but it’s there, and it requires so much energy and effort to keep it there. I’m very senior in my field globally, and have had some amazing experiences that if I told you, you would think I was making it up at first. By nature of my career, I have to deal with clients on a very regular basis, and by position, I’m expected to be extremely articulate, intelligent and insightful about the state of the industry and the direction in which I see it going. I also have to interpret clients needs and provide solutions that are extremely complex and in many cases ground breaking. I’m married and have a 3 year old, and divorced before that with 2 kids that are 7 years older than my 3 year old, that my ex-wife weaponizes as often as possible. I am required to be ‘on’ all the time – which is overwhelmingly exhausting most of the time. I’m well aware that life in general creates scenarios that can induce stress, and when there is enough of it, anxiety follows, and it has flow on effects to the physical. I have been in a state of constant anxiety for 4 months, give or take, and it is crushing me, and my spirit. Yes, I’ve spoken to my Dr, and I’ve been attempting to treat the mental and physical causes, but I feel like I’m trapped in a perpetual causality cycle. The primary physical manifestation is extremely high blood pressure, I wake up and take my bp and it’s in the 150/100 range, it can peak around the 170/114 level - yes, I know, really really bad. My cardiologist has tried a bunch of things and I’ve had all sorts of tests, but even with decent levels of usually effective blood pressure meds, it still is high, crazy high. Internally, I believe it’s situational. I have high stress and anxiety, ipso facto, I have high blood pressure; but conventional medicine sees the symptom, and tries to fix without respect for the potential cause – at least in the majority of cases as I’ve experienced them. I have started seeing a naturopath who also has a clinical background, however, I am very complex (read: fucked up), and have had more than my fair share of medical issues in my life, and it can be overwhelming to try to consume in 2 or 3 sittings, let alone start to help someone. And yes, I’ve tried therapy, but, I’ve been told by more therapists than I care to admit, that they cannot help me – it takes different ones different lengths of time to get there, but they usually do and all for various reasons, but it all stems to my head and it’s absolute requirement to remain in control, and the need to keep the public side of my personality in tact, and my private part, deep and buried like I need it to be. From experience, the 2 sides mixing is like lithium and water interacting. There are 2 common responses to me, I need more/different meds, and/or, I need to ‘deal with things’. Additional meds, or a change in primary med isn’t a real option for me, as it would mean having to realistically step away from my life in order to deal with the side effects of a transition, or mentally put me in a place where I can’t do my job – I can’t financially afford to do it, pun intended. As to dealing with things, that is all good and well, and very easy to say, but much much much harder to implement. I only have 2 people in my life that I really lean on for some level of support, but one lives on the other side of the world to me, and the other is more emotionally invested than I am in the friendship and so I can’t tell her half of everything because she would have an emotional reaction that wouldn’t make me feel like I was safe in telling her things – which is what has happened when I try. I think this is probably way to long now for your typical ‘hello’ message, so I will go back to saying, Hi, how are you? Me, I’m screwed up! 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To write things down, in a planner, so the plethora of thoughts have a home. I'm trying to put myself out there, emotionally, and with a want to learn, but not put myself down with what capabilities I bring to the table. At the beginning of the day I will ask what I can do for myself *in the moment*, no need to jump ahead. I am drinking more water. I am stretching. I will not wither away. It's so exhausting.",1.3491461988304074,3.2444789789473703,3.3077192982456154,90.14847953216378,80.26315789473685,5.906432748538013,20.029239766081872,6.937597516519254,0.2485204678362569,353,9,78,4,9,119,61,95,0.08199999999999999,0.905,0.013,-0.7913,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,0,7,3,0,0,0,12,16,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,2,1,0,5,3,1,0,1,1,0,9,0,20,13,1,20,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,6,60,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410725910895969,0.0,0.2422762993042373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630409328055745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526133286273705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900677794268071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586635098691648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912065055124851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473862535886625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184588922875892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938853039972216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713166241909846,0.0,0.0,0.20471908481334591,0.15036541642560913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501520822623933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209774533315146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660591027994062 anxiety,romeheroadrian,2018/01/10,My anxiety is starting to take a physical toll on me It all started over thanksgiving where I had a really bad panic attack and couldn't eat anything for about a week. Ever since then I've been slowly getting back into the swing of things. I went home for Christmas and being with my family definitely made me feel better but I left yesterday and I woke up sweating with a huge stomach ache. I ended up just throwing up bile but this was how I felt over thanksgiving. I've been to two doctors and the first told me it could be because of finals (I'm a college student) and the other told me that I have moderate anxiety and told me to take antidepressants (Escitalopram Oxalate) but I'm scared about the suicidal thoughts side effect. I'm going to make another appointment with my doctor to see what other options are available. But until can anyone help me at least get back to eating normally? Usually After the anxiety goes away I'm fine but I dont have anxiety attacks in the morning its mostly in the afternoon. 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I've greatly adapted to my world despite of the anxiety and only a few people actually know the depths of how I feel. I used to have a pretty decent case of social anxiety during my schooling years, but have since gotten over that. What I now have issues with is social anxiety in the workplace. For instance, on my team, I don't really have a strong relationship with someone who works 5 feet away from me, so when we talk, my whole body instantly starts sweating. I get red in the face too. I start overthinking the situation while speaking to my coworker and the cycle continues. The same happens with other various people that I don't have much of a rapport with. I feel VERY comfortable and confident in almost all social aspects outside of the workplace, but something just changes for me when I'm here. I become a very introverted version of myself that I thought I had gotten rid of. Can anyone else relate or give suggestions on how to improve?",8.121740259740257,7.6247532000000025,8.431645021645021,68.61487012987014,62.23809523809525,11.445887445887447,38.138528138528144,10.832165505486646,4.310190476190476,892,40,149,20,11,295,127,210,0.055,0.8590000000000001,0.086,0.9064,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,3,10,3,0,0,15,0,15,5,4,3,1,24,29,14,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,21,3,27,23,7,24,0,0,2,0,12,12,0,2,12,109,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.11651869974773628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195634159181828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567093371111418,0.0,0.0,0.08348834774311233,0.1223410095668455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218169710901876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318696433266426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262821722285448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631101955788293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974468302228442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207460338115688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623823875551232,0.1145408573917103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164064263321554,0.0,0.0,0.10558640614775082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462420828507174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561997535794054,0.0,0.13469016168256054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433685372599133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105666624222223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262821722285448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777388592548528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908102676541472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655560168111443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147431327100708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649169749000168,0.0,0.0,0.12819259183060666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084075437457414,0.09514758522152617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877020520054992,0.134212357401546,0.0,0.4868594197781224,0.10116855524418757,0.091921155164419,0.0,0.0,0.16902607900085295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597045195846092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863441530732684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479150222666716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312461217218877,0.0,0.19703758529504653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333075788884514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869257585438388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689069061206594 anxiety,LOOOOPS,2018/01/10,"I have to go to a job interview tomorrow but the interview place is 16 miles away in a city I've never been before and I'm scared shitless I will have to go on the bus, I've never been to this place before so I don't know where I'm going, I'll probably get lost. I just want to cancel it. I only learned about this today so I didn't have time to prepare. 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Hello I’ve had problems with social anxiety for as long as I can remember. These problems showed up a lot in school and I was always exhausted from it, which made me depressed as well since I felt like I always was on edge of falling over and always completely drained. I rarely asked my teachers for help when I needed to or talked to anyone about my problems. I had a few friends I felt comfortable with, which was enough for me. But now I’m done with school and new problems shows up. I’m trying to get a job, but my anxiety keeps that from happening. I’ve cancelled interviews because I simply cannot leave my house and can’t help myself from crying my eyes out before I have to go. The thing is; I am completely aware of how irrational it is. I know that it wouldn’t kill me, I know it wouldn’t be a completely disaster if something would go wrong even if that’d be very unlikely. I know that it’s nothing wrong with being shy, and I know that others wouldn’t have a problem with it. As a person I am very rational and aware of these things. I know I don’t have to worry about it. So it’s not like I lie awake thinking about what people would think of me or how I’d ruin everything. I can keep it real in my head. It’s hard to explain for me, but it’s my body that reacts. It’s my body that makes my heart go crazy in my chest, makes adrenaline pumping through my veins so I feel like I have to run away. I know this is a fight or flight reaction, but I can’t turn it off. It feels like an alarm in my brain that comes on whenever something is triggering it. It can go on for hours and when it’s done I’m usually left all blank from exhaustion and breathing like a fish on dry land. It feels like I can’t go on like this. I’m very sick of it and I just want it to disappear and I’ve tried so many things. I’m doing 30 minutes of yoga almost everyday, I’m working out etc. I’m practicing by asking for help in shops which I’ve never been able to do before. I’ve been taking pills (some kind of anti depressants) for a few months which probably helped a little, but not enough for me to keep a job. It feels like I’ve been taking every tip, and it feels like I’ve been trying everything but nothing helps. I set small goals here and there and sometimes I manage it and sometimes I don’t and I know that it’s fine but it stings a little from knowing that nothing have changed for years now. I want to be able to leave my house like a normal person and I want to be able to work but I am so terribly tired of this. Another problem I have is that I have a somewhat phobia. I have a small bladder and have always kind of had this problem, but the last few years it got better and I didn’t need to think about it at all, but now it has returned, about a half year ago. During that time, I had a job as an assistant that worked quite fine even with driving to work and back for a long period, I quit though to start with studies after i worked there a year. Me and my somewhat abusive boyfriend (now ex) fought a lot and I felt awful during that time, being stressed and very tired. And then I got urinary infection which probably triggered my phobia among those other things. After I quit my job, I tried to study, but I simply couldn't manage it mostly because of my social anxiety and this new phobia problem. About a month later I broke up with my ex, but this problem still remains. Whenever I leave the house I want to go to the bathroom or always have a toilet nearby, this cause me to never really want to leave the house and I feel highly uncomfortable being in a car even worse in bus. I can hardly drive the car alone anymore, it usually feels better when I’m with somebody who knows about my problem. And yet, I practice to leave the house by taking walks, sometimes I drink water before my walks even if I don’t like it. But if I were to leave the house for a day I wouldn’t drink anything before I leave or the entire day until I get back home again. I don’t drink even if I get so thirsty my stomach hurts. And even if I don’t drink I still feel the urge to be near a toilet even if I know that it’s not possible for me to need to go. As soon as I have a bathroom near me the feeling goes away, and when I’m not alone in the car I don’t feel it as hard. When I’m in the car I try to distract my body by singing very loud to music and talking but I still have a little panic inside even when I know how long it’ll take to get to the next bathroom. I’ve tried to drink as much as I can when I know I’ll just be home for the day, and taken time for how long I can hold my bladder, and leave my house as often I get the chance (but only when I haven’t been drinking). I do not impulsively leave my house anymore. It feels like this is killing me and every tip I receive is to keep trying or try harder, but I’ve been doing that and it doesn’t help. I hate my body. I don't know really what I should do now, and I hope maybe there is something I've missed that could help, the therapist I went to didn't really help me out as she just listened as I talked about myself and then gave me the pills. I wonder what others with social anxiety have done to help them make the anxiety much more bearable, does a psychologist really help? Does medication help? I'm not really sure what there is to do that is constructive, as I do have the willpower to work through the troubles, but it just feels so hopeless sometimes when I feel I'm not making any noticeable progress. 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I've [29F] had anxiety for as long as I can remember. I always remember my mom, friends, teachers, etc. telling me that I worry too much. I never thought anything of it until recent years when I really started reading into what anxiety is, what it does to the brain, how it makes a person act, etc. Ding ding ding! We have a winner. I also get seasonal depression. With living in Wisconsin, the hardly-above-zero days, the constant darkness, the post-holiday blues, etc. I've really been suffering lately. I feel like everything is setting me off. Yesterday I had a full-on panic attack while driving home last night because of some miscommunications with my SO and the fact that work is causing a lot of stress right now (we've been slow, we've already had layoffs, we have a sudden company meeting today with no disclosure of why, other than it's mandatory). It got really bad to the point where I just wanted to hop on the highway and go as fast as I could and I didn't care if that resulted in me flying off a bridge, or spinning out into a ditch, or whatever. I kept doing 40-50 in 25mph zones because I felt so out of control and rushed and I couldn't even see where I was going because I was bawling. Luckily I got home and fully broke down in my car when I pulled into my driveway. My body hurts, my brain hurts. I normally can keep a slight handle on everything that's happening but for some reason I feel completely out of control with my emotions right now. And never have I had a suicidal thought. Though last night debating driving off a bridge certainly felt like one, and it scared me. I just need to talk to people who understand. My SO is great and I love him, but he's got so much going on in his life right now that's taking a mental toll that I feel like we can't be there for one another and that's making my anxiety so much worse.",4.209990097048923,5.425404625668451,5.5876232917409405,79.67376609229551,70.92513368983957,9.070152505446623,29.0924935630818,9.444778638647367,2.633248880966528,1486,57,285,33,27,500,196,374,0.111,0.792,0.097,0.7562,0,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,0,3,21,19,1,3,18,0,24,5,3,8,4,62,51,31,1,6,7,1,5,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,18,23,0,4,11,1,0,9,6,11,0,2,17,7,42,8,42,31,10,60,0,5,2,1,14,24,0,6,29,196,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002083641350406,0.06523607445264337,0.06787753460177827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553925597873371,0.18721560939225898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06712986751794497,0.0,0.0,0.09280415906538626,0.0,0.0,0.06811231944930618,0.14918340672679667,0.09009397454662108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061223588086732,0.0,0.1821309662507589,0.0,0.0,0.08317188409415202,0.0838007363298547,0.0,0.0,0.08553059121757177,0.08815437388091961,0.1829882148069348,0.06513157518336253,0.0,0.0,0.052609591326110185,0.0,0.07026104879245118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713874630026712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176170611009657,0.0,0.0,0.27293547678559577,0.05387999423059321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662999564749665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374140654053473,0.11655542248070425,0.15665096950196072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302519953408804,0.0,0.04261994720518983,0.0,0.13908408613453185,0.0,0.19573066802716765,0.08993752017149494,0.0,0.0,0.07213714049701032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365419848369975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465699261486953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250824882653563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299020043964901,0.0920209662526418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761934408293374,0.1195613299047144,0.0,0.07203285600441033,0.07219194587129782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935276065024484,0.07362527295233941,0.0,0.10890485416200957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220913975383995,0.0,0.0,0.09554049827555887,0.0,0.0,0.2398701640480133,0.06048736333227407,0.12583244973191535,0.0,0.0,0.1531065757630808,0.07992688622018251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055563922299404,0.0,0.0,0.09571153188989233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655433346277086,0.0712287728818336,0.0,0.0,0.07711542376078777,0.0,0.0781269909160677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159779635030613,0.0,0.1567784868338926,0.0838734274012872,0.08054618292341748,0.0,0.18481877886393866,0.20899565952752194,0.0,0.0,0.08167152752208168,0.0,0.06500528783479864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05773971505139173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344471256278553,0.0,0.0,0.08923059828183369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133478981918102,0.06556747434704263,0.07130077557614788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801477315051377,0.1295240204402661,0.0,0.0,0.07732424492136418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492320227690697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811547368290404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360939973185752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059388096305801476,0.08284410425387086,0.08313262870575883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253208963124565 anxiety,CrazyStupidNSmart,2018/01/10,"Involuntary shouting, growling, whining, laughing and a strong urge to scream and punch things, and restlessness at bedtime. Been happening to me for years now. I've had a lot of traumatic experiences in my life. I feel like old ""junk"" might be coming up from the past. Anyone experience this?",5.188235294117646,8.161330960784321,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,72.72549019607844,8.785882352941178,31.768627450980397,9.3871,3.4678909803921574,233,11,38,6,5,73,46,51,0.17600000000000002,0.672,0.151,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,3,8,3,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,5,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013407641777991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480427247267276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.56333910894207,0.0,0.0,0.14559575902653593,0.20571095414829169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25463251190438657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20338702389691526,0.14067742612895415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24480409855735036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054685793439332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021542297007644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27488007767434114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191300642559132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542983331789864 anxiety,first_order_general,2018/01/10,"Nuclear war anxiety? Here's a tip. First close your eyes and hold your breath Then slowly release that breath and remind yourself threat is only in your head. Repeat if needed. The power of saber rattling propaganda can be quite effective to those who have encountered it for the first time in their lives. You guys have seen me around here quite a few times because of it. But I just tried this technique just now and it seems to have worked.",3.902680722891567,6.49617027710844,3.3839608433734973,89.28027861445786,75.144578313253,6.559638554216868,22.423192771084338,7.6454224807358475,0.9483746987951812,355,10,67,5,8,105,65,83,0.124,0.8370000000000001,0.038,-0.7655,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,1,7,6,2,2,0,4,0,6,4,4,1,0,13,9,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,7,0,8,7,1,11,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,2,7,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953956578073305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205634012744236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103525942349494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214976069845787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453263280767273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542783956178545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21878105613110052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371462644227635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188436466051608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5270572036696083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22555597314036865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28894755682530204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821618809047376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037588889441286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Heston94,2018/01/10,Eviction or suicide attempts In October I had a mental break down because of work and was sent to a mental hospital for a week. I've been without a job since then but now I either have to get a job or be evicted. I would rather kill myself than work again and i know when i do get a job ill start the suicidal depression and anxiety cycle that led to the hospital. So those are the options for the rest of my life. Homeless or suicidal. If it wasn't for my girlfriend I would just end it. But i dont want to hurt her. She knows all of this and tries as best she can but cant pay all the bills herself. She would be better off without me. Shes strong and I'm holding her back. I'd be better off dead. Ive known it since i was a kid and have always wanted it. I just can't do the things I have to to survive and i want to die more than anything. But i cant kill myself because of her. I should have never tried to have a life.,0.6272746221990602,2.3159024257425758,2.692949452840022,94.69147212089634,81.67326732673267,5.638770192808755,21.522668056279315,6.5966054737557815,0.2499267326732673,718,22,169,7,19,242,106,202,0.256,0.6629999999999999,0.081,-0.9923,6,0,0,0,0,4,15.0,0,0,0,8,8,8,2,0,14,0,27,3,0,1,3,37,37,19,7,9,14,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,8,4,0,0,6,0,27,4,24,24,6,16,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,5,9,129,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020041706260088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378052731946604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088060063723103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426365332437978,0.0,0.14945867596798632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864997353397878,0.21684065929370816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558603890719033,0.0,0.1272284046552528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367382069285262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857778935986973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809576518342713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123444877774015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649530814326315,0.0,0.2712539345496409,0.0,0.13474381607093053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317698527725564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708248959438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945484743077771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281437611391165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676938224926323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022785989031439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144292572171022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664602612949396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691914781950253,0.0,0.09833379269659663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363435430598851,0.0,0.17849303290906834,0.0,0.0,0.2612518991069397,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,galacticmilk,2018/01/10,"Maintaining eye contact?? I have a huge issue with maintaining eye contact with people I’m not comfortable with. I want to stop doing this, but I don’t know any tricks to maintaining eye contact. I’ve tried the thing where you look at someone’s nose, but I think I have an issue with people just staring at me as well. Any advice??? 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I love to meme but sometimes you just want to be taken seriously but nope. Reddit seems like the only place where you can actually post wholesome shit. The internet is supposed to be my safe place but I don't even feel safe here either, no fucking way I'm going out there nobody could possibly understand what we people with social anxiety go through, loud people and forward people are a fucking nightmare. Stop asking why I'm so quiet! So now all I have is sweet, sweet YouTube to keep a smile on my face and escape from harsh reality and the toxic virtual reality. What a shitty life I live that my only relationship is with a video posting site... 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So I still actively have anxiety, but have been medication free for almost eight years. I have never felt the symptoms were worth the temporary relief medication gave me solely due to the withdrawal symptoms, and wonder if others had my reaction. I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and my psych thought I had bipolar disorder (which I steadfastly felt was a grossly wrong diagnosis, she was never able to answer why exactly she felt I had this disorder). I was on the eventual doses of 1.5 mg of Klonopin and 30 mg of Celexa daily, and I think I remember a third medication but can't remember what it could be called. While on these meds I became a zombie, I would frequently have to skip college classes to find a bench in order to sleep because I was so out of it. I was completely blank and disconnected. After six months of these symptoms I discussed how unhappy I was with my meds and symptoms and asked my psych to lower or discontinue my meds, instead she gave me refills at a higher dose. After leaving the office I made the decision to seek another opinion, and called to tell the office I would be finding a new Dr. That day I stopped by to fill the prescription I received, and was told the Dr. had canceled all my scripts because I told them I was going to seek a new opinion. I was completely out of all my meds, so after this happened I went off meds cold-turkey. I tried to call the original dr to tell them I was completely out of meds, and was informed because I told them I was going to look for a new Dr. I was no longer considered a patient, and so would not be getting my prescription filled. My body freaked out. The best way I can describe it is that my brain was having a seizure; I went through days barely having a coherent thought and couldn't even get up to eat or shower for weeks. At the beginning of this episode I had just accepted a position as a nanny during the summer. I had to quit after 2 days. On periods when I could think and interact I had crippling nausea and kept throwing up even when I had nothing in my stomach. These symptoms went on for three weeks, decreasing as time went on. I had felt burned by psych drs so never looked for help, and had a fear this might make them commit me. I never went back on meds. I'm really looking for answers. Was my reaction psychosomatic? Could it have been a legit reaction to stopping meds? I have problems with anxiety now and have thought about going on meds, but don't feel comfortable after this last experience. Has anyone else had a similar reaction?",7.0009826839826825,6.983376543434348,7.41939033189033,73.35670454545456,64.37373737373737,11.031024531024533,36.46645021645021,10.686352973137794,3.975645021645022,2059,93,372,49,28,676,226,495,0.107,0.8340000000000001,0.06,-0.972,3,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,4,2,16,10,0,1,29,0,56,23,4,4,8,78,92,33,0,9,8,0,5,0,0,4,18,0,1,0,18,23,1,3,20,0,2,12,9,5,0,4,50,8,61,6,63,31,3,67,0,1,3,0,24,18,0,8,35,278,79,5,0.05352159657157845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053594147787828936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056122060639272366,0.12283162464661675,0.0,0.0,0.03742354476195215,0.05483920057724431,0.0,0.0,0.05003546790997072,0.0,0.0,0.0411548040725496,0.0,0.0978788055016054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616761358176888,0.0,0.0,0.05945042821076649,0.0,0.05974780242860416,0.16395460251845032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834912714293768,0.0,0.0,0.12819791931136612,0.0,0.0,0.10355100617237104,0.0,0.04609807270113681,0.05432329389939504,0.0,0.0,0.12268077312939857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476595497395687,0.044710426194284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070101952265688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052354391436188925,0.0,0.06022667603259926,0.02706212737063193,0.0,0.20555650406348067,0.0,0.09783553928189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592565037243054,0.0,0.09125267021191512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047328971090459734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03587439799509323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043627244638172594,0.0,0.056671642860826876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483398408474162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064342877409368,0.03572608131353712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5945042821076649,0.16175213336498095,0.0,0.05677795601467245,0.0,0.0,0.04272042775761778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511661911107695,0.15507447444902556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051355415395871455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121293966949752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05692680605741685,0.0,0.0,0.03428730526255912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212590710077834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356024922853511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042742416158727314,0.08949290254458249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337765913471167,0.0,0.0,0.09356046892684132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858895595143466,0.0,0.12747050777244628,0.031208873370165636,0.0,0.0,0.15342653742532694,0.0,0.036337650822232885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04248295213325979,0.08586359279356458,0.0,0.0,0.2480752811589197,0.048294916154038095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580418884034221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406061978447453,0.05851746389003249,0.0,0.034466153417624136 anxiety,Nan_the_pepper_man,2018/01/10,"Need a drivers license, but my anxiety is getting in the way. So I have had anxiety my whole live as I would assume many of you have. I have gotten very good at dealing with it in everyday situations aside from behind the wheel of a car. A few years ago at work I fell asleep behind the wheel of a pickup. Rolled it over and got it stuck upside down with my seatbelt stuck and the roof of the pickup was crumbling in toward my head and I could smell diesel leaking from the tank. I ended up fine, the seatbelt came loose and the windshield fell free with just enough room for me to wiggle out with only minor cuts and bruises, but the damage is done. I continued driving after that but never was okay with it and now after almost 3 year’s without driving, I don’t think I can physically force myself behind the wheel of a Car without throwing up, much less take a supervised driving test. Any advice is appreciated, I’m lost. 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However 2 days in, and I am starting to regret this decision. I feel like my employers and colleagues have expectations of me that I am failing to meet because of my anxiety. I don't know what to do.. I don't want to disappoint them by quitting but I feel like I am struggling so much. 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I was assaulted at the end of October last year. I wasn't hurt or anything, but it left me feeling really unsafe. More than anything, though, it made me angry. I got along okay after that, even managed to finish my semester off pretty strong despite my classes being in the same area as my assault. Thing is, my home life has gone through some changes in the last year since the death of a family member. I can't reliably relax at home anymore, so I don't always get a chance to de-stress. Over the winter break that wasn't a big deal, but now that a new semester is starting it's going to take its toll. And that brings me to last night. While I've always been uneasy in the dark, I have never, in my life, been so terrified by it as I was last night. I had to stop myself from sprinting back to the car between classes. I couldn't get enough air. I was so scared, over...what? A lack of sunlight? It's not even night classes - those are easy, just need a bit of caffeine now and then. But I've never had anxiety that bad over nothing before. I still haven't calmed down. I just want to be held, but at the same time can't stand to be in the same room as another person right now.",2.224777759818977,3.899199817843873,3.491006950056573,90.86502828511395,76.84386617100374,6.3139486019072235,22.104574106998548,7.079830092131019,0.5717769839987064,1017,28,218,11,23,331,146,269,0.212,0.716,0.073,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,15,11,3,1,16,2,25,2,0,1,2,28,39,19,1,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,3,1,13,4,0,2,1,1,0,4,12,6,0,0,14,1,22,5,37,20,8,56,0,1,0,0,2,19,0,2,30,151,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819402094074653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488203343099084,0.09110774432711917,0.0,0.11811075068581055,0.0,0.0,0.1960109253622268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831542020906327,0.09943978185460603,0.0,0.0,0.20268302589242398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002145881136806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259872652086469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278224829205682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548327840922124,0.12305750503048785,0.0,0.1573229311800274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227265395264838,0.0,0.06021827168348976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444498402064247,0.0,0.06768472672044137,0.0,0.0952515643192558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389250274896529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274942138619321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883149664389746,0.0,0.0,0.12939762740648136,0.0,0.1682413710922534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126910575482456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506090522413546,0.0,0.0,0.0883078166086869,0.18370760903077424,0.1150231921983566,0.0,0.33528922412599355,0.0,0.1142753603356071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398961148889432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140605839951277,0.12116295613542535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762956376384581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017069205688702,0.0,0.0,0.11923538863733382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851704214620564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842964197296322,0.0,0.09510983351028847,0.09956918473863308,0.1364235120435971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954500696833337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791217693693427,0.0,0.11701074051580565,0.0,0.06944555355170431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024562143152434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338721616096396 anxiety,SarahBlackfyre,2018/01/10,"Work-related Stress. Was having a good morning... Brief background: Got laid off a year ago (was given notice weeks in advance, just in time for the holidays, yea). I was unemployed for a few weeks, got a temp job, which has led to a full-time position with the same company. It's not the direction I was intending to go, but it was this or unemployment, and this job pays very well for me and has benefits. But I've been dealing with a lot of job-related stress and anxiety since being given notice over a year ago (yes, I am seeing a therapist). I just need to vent I guess...I work from home alot so I don't get to talk to a lot of people about anything personal. This new position I've had for a few months, and it's been a huge source of stress and anxiety for me. It's a huge step outside of my comfort zone. Yes I am learning, but I am one of those people afraid to try new things or ask for help. I'm afraid to do tasks I'm not familiar with because I am afraid I'll screw it up. Which kind of leads me to this morning. I was actually not too anxious about starting my work day (which led me to wonder what would happen to ruin that mood). I was getting a little work done, and even made myself a nice breakfast (it's sometimes hard for me to eat much until after work due to stress/anxiety about work). As I'm eating my breakfast, I get an email for a meeting invite. Ok, that comes with the territory now (still working on being more confident leading meetings). But no, not just a typical meeting about a project, a coaching session. With me and two other managers. I know it's about me, but I don't know specifics. Yesterday I had two brief discussions with these managers and I felt they went well. Why have another meeting? I feel like if I talk to someone incorrectly (not phrasing things right or using the right type of communication), we have to have an effing meeting about it. Now I get to stress about this until tomorrow morning. What did I do? Was it that instant message I sent to someone? Did I not word things correctly? Is it just a follow up from yesterday's talks? It just makes me more anxious about talking to people, and that's a huge part of my position (project management). I don't know...I'm just trying to hang in there until things get better or I find another job. Thanks for letting me vent.",3.3107092405580545,4.909692559395253,4.505389060767033,85.04911855700195,73.73002159827215,7.769984239098711,27.84828673165606,8.441846121484758,1.9515575156149665,1817,71,367,32,37,597,208,463,0.07,0.7959999999999999,0.134,0.9829,8,0,0,0,0,0,74.0,1,0,1,10,23,21,1,7,28,4,35,5,0,8,1,62,66,24,0,3,22,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,32,17,4,0,7,2,1,14,10,9,2,3,23,4,40,11,64,39,10,51,0,1,1,1,19,14,1,9,24,252,72,22,0.0,0.0,0.06971590464969502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665589799474958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982379270055887,0.1639560242309571,0.16141551361624626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587896822338801,0.0,0.06678749395895411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043549641912082215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318357233569734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615399139620445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607339878466954,0.07365231655033481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310873090466936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620352481007254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047185967389748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03612260949642001,0.05103731396791838,0.06859436089448312,0.0,0.06529558692763199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186624318329547,0.0,0.0406014467676054,0.05992114436522816,0.11427545047829625,0.0,0.0787000834382647,0.0,0.06317485381520126,0.0,0.06399691458281817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788525498931037,0.0,0.0716609363375039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835758385282176,0.0,0.0,0.07439458818501139,0.11778596796241016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305304705952195,0.0,0.03490236091349005,0.0716024387912617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147280819764245,0.0,0.0675990019598976,0.047687281434006266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057023356230416475,0.0,0.05251720003023139,0.052972439853528015,0.0,0.13799591846977813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267162366699545,0.0,0.0,0.04841012755868968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736341268109763,0.0,0.148584143667634,0.062379341393945374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202008699628612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569290593983093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590965589463345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210630974465231,0.0,0.07065676710123273,0.0,0.05056615818940347,0.0,0.057052706414747974,0.0,0.4091759123860847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296856004198308,0.0,0.0657730801794396,0.0,0.08294826237897138,0.1898483432149504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041657698603440936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700721252928853,0.0,0.13957454028760188,0.0,0.0,0.06170190402740711,0.0,0.058946132846382386,0.0,0.0,0.11461098345902618,0.0,0.1284676980896703,0.06622632717886735,0.06446420020873353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774744882587051,0.36406821696048736,0.0,0.0,0.05074948680082279,0.0,0.0,0.09201105173273497 anxiety,boralk123,2018/01/10,"Need to offload A lot going through my brain rn. Had an arugement with my gf last night because what it boiled down to was I don't like to argue with people and it makes me very uncomfortable. She likes to get everything off her mind and out in the open and I would rather keep my thoughts in due to fear of saying the wrong thing and having to backtrack on myself, as I tend to get quite flustered and say stupid things, so I'd rather stay quiet. She feels like it's not healthy and if rather be quiet and keep my rage in than let it out every other week at her. I just feel it leads to a toxic relationship. Anyway this is starting to affect my work as when certain colleagues make jokes about something I've said it really upsets me. They don't know that because I've never said anything to them but it seems to happen in every job I go to and I don't want to keep moving onto the next one because I can't speak about it without blowing my lid. Then again I feel like if you don't explode with rage and let everything out and have a meltdown in the middle of an office how else is that person supposed to get the message without creating hostility in the workplace. I feel like it's better off only me being pissed off, than several others over something I've said to them. It worries me further because I get paranoid about my friends there, to the point where I will leave the room with a phone on record to see if they bitch about me when I'm not there. Then it gets worse because I feel like this isn't normal and nobody does this, it's not right I should be thinking like this and I need to be stronger but I can't be. Urf. The never ending spiral continues. I find medication helps but I don't want to be reliant on a pill for the test of my life because I don't have the mental strength to survive on my own. Does anyone else get like this? I'm not looking for a way to mask it all I want it to stop and to fix it and for it all to be over. Whether it's changing myself or my environment. Anything Thanks ",3.2730359623398684,4.427130961722487,4.122298194165769,89.52399058496681,73.11483253588517,6.446179966044142,25.44559345578021,6.532088108194933,0.7803405463806139,1594,50,340,11,31,512,201,418,0.157,0.763,0.08,-0.9795,1,0,2,0,0,1,22.0,0,1,4,6,17,24,7,2,19,0,28,6,2,5,5,74,66,30,0,14,18,0,5,8,2,3,3,8,1,1,29,22,1,4,10,1,0,4,17,10,0,1,6,15,45,14,66,48,4,50,0,0,2,0,23,28,2,6,24,235,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057159623185441065,0.08375978440110213,0.13454214941559378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989944258835089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229885676181952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125703870920662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647781968703645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307525202754315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365787837566924,0.0,0.07240385697049033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775127680122554,0.0,0.14693843078075305,0.0,0.0,0.09198845618801378,0.20666949282078675,0.2336011919344932,0.0,0.0,0.07471556469422122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315777258458133,0.0,0.2562575877316839,0.0,0.09291776566787392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228888044928733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054793501910295965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112159606113774,0.21798230820748346,0.0,0.0,0.04492618630373179,0.0666349721812648,0.0,0.08655860292844637,0.0,0.16718433574186567,0.05774054595566031,0.31950087012197376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864715579367224,0.0,0.0,0.06949864367969184,0.0,0.0,0.10913393473353517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235181934612322,0.08238206608356463,0.0,0.08254148434676781,0.0,0.0,0.0868844584508487,0.0,0.12122919612541573,0.12609713737805253,0.0,0.08693919662828388,0.07671431716783812,0.08009501184613803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539409610446632,0.06217251653430075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056673295093375764,0.07137860208941478,0.0,0.0,0.07727763549583386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694833170108535,0.0,0.0,0.05236942308160539,0.0,0.0,0.08776602295147268,0.0,0.06981176012760093,0.23328124879128945,0.13001749155526468,0.0,0.0,0.06514202598668331,0.07441968512421165,0.0,0.09235119720734064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586615339748686,0.0,0.0,0.05786117012357815,0.08713176068574187,0.0,0.06834441552448088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526194431381215,0.0,0.0,0.10861856701960852,0.05238037847302938,0.0,0.06489823663931822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674500959312805,0.1446500526993484,0.06488721341573922,0.06557276496183373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760298849786208,0.0,0.059513018736011176,0.08301836622681992,0.0833074975878016,0.05807094694573892,0.0893778557589378,0.0,0.0 anxiety,block_head_green,2018/01/10,"Anxiety makes it difficult for me to enjoy my relationship I’m sure there’s as many posts about this online as there grain grains of sand, but this particular situation is just extra worrying for me. I find it extremely difficult to let go of the anxious thoughts that she is cheating on me. She has assured me multiple times before that she doesn’t but I still can’t let this thought leave my head. It’s bad enough to a point where I even had a dream about it. If she tells me she’s taking a nap, I feel like that’s a way for her to cheat while I don’t text her or anything. I feel like since I know she naps often that that’s a way for me to easily believe her excuses. If she’s at work on break, she usually doesn’t text me often and I think it’s because she’s being entertained by someone else. We usually text extremely often throughout the day. I have been diagnosed with Generalized and Social Anxiety Disorders. I’m going to start taking Celexa for it later today (first time on meds). She also has anxiety disorders, and before me has never had an intimate relationship with anyone else. (We met junior year of high school.) It’s obvious to you that there’s no way that she could be cheating, but the thought is reoccurring and I think about it daily even when I’m not that concerned about it. I’ve had relationships before where they ended with the partner cheating and I know that that along with multiple stories I read online (I used to read a lot of red pill shit) have more than likely distorted my views on loyalty in relationships. It’s so obvious that it’s part of my anxiety, but for fucks sake why do I think about it so much? Tldr: I think my partner who hasn’t had a relationship before me is cheating. I have social and generalized anxiety disorder and so does she. I’ve had relationships before that ended from the partner cheating. I understand that it’s part of my anxiety but I am unsure why it’s a thought that appears in my head so much. 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Hey, I'm in kind of a sucky situation at the moment and I'm trying to get in to see a professional but that probably won't happen for a few weeks so I was hoping to get some advice to get me through until then. I work in the deli of a large supermarket chain and have done for around 6 months. My anxiety about work has been slowly increasing over that time and I'm at my wits end. We don't have a proper manager, so the deli is extremely unorganised which frustrates me greatly. I usually work the closing shift, alone. This means I have to try and close while serving customers and cooking chickens. I'm constantly anxious about not finishing on time and not getting everything I need to do, done. More often than not those who have worked during the day have been lazy with the cleaning and organizing, so I'm the one who is left to deal with it. We go through massive amounts of waste and are often out of stock for things which of course leads to annoyed customers which adds onto my anxiety. There have been a few times where I have had to fight back tears at work. What annoys me the most is that I know that a lot of these things aren't my problem, but I want to do well at my job and am very afraid of getting in trouble or fired. I wish I could just not care and do what I need to do and not worry about everything else. I'm also moving at the end of the month and that is why my anxiety with work has gotten worse. And before anyone suggests it: no, it is not a feasible option for me to quit. This is my only source of income and I need it to survive. While I have been looking for other jobs, I don't have much experience and have just finished high school and it took me months to get the job I currently have so I cannot just quit. 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I really don’t know where to start. Urgent care? My general practitioner? Or should I schedule with a psychologist? 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I've also been really struggling to eat as a big symptom for me is feeling nauseous. I've tried everything it seems, ginger, crackers, BRAT, no gluten, no dairy, anti-nausea tablets, it seems like nothing works. I have a full-time job and they seem to be understanding about it but I have that constant feeling that my 'time is wearing thin' or that soon they'll 'get sick of it'. I know that stems from me and no pressure from them but today I took a sick day and was open that it was due to anxiety. I woke up feeling really really sick and just couldn't face getting up and commuting feeling on the edge of throwing up. The thing is I never do throw up and so I feel like a weak person for not going in. Yesterday I went in and stayed all day but was completely unproductive because the day was spent either having a panic attack in the toilets or sitting at my desk trying to keep the panic at bay. I really try not to take time off work but there are obviously times where I just feel too overwhelmed by the physical effects of anxiety (like today. These days are awful because I take them off but punish myself all day by beating myself up for taking time off, convincing myself everyone at work is sick of me. I've tried to be very open with my team and manager just telling them that I have anxiety and occasionally, I'll have to take time out but if it is effecting my work/causing a problem please tell me and we'll try to find a work-around. They've all been very understanding and lovely but I just am constantly paranoid that they're going to end up hating me. I know this is totally irrational because I get on with everyone really well and I also know that, actually firing me for this, would be very difficult as they pride themselves on being forward thinking in terms of health and wellbeing and I've been very open including offering doctor's notes etc and been referred to OH. I know my rights under the Disability Discrimination under the Equality Act (I'm UK-based) so getting fired is not actually a massive fear for me, more humiliation of coming across weak. I feel like I'm doing all I can atm including: - Trying to go about my daily life as much as possible - Eating healthy and small portions often (when I can) - No caffeine or alchohol - Doing exercise most days - Staying off screens before bedtime (to avoid bad sleep) - Weekly therapy - Meditation Yet still, my anxiety is through the roof. My main fear is that this will just be my life from now on. I was on Escitalopram for a year until recently and tapered off because I felt more depressed on them and they didn't ease the anxiety massively. I don't want to try another one because the process of going on then feeling depressed then tapering off was so hard for me, I'm just worried it'll happen all over again. However, maybe I should just bite the bullet if there's a possibility a new anti will help. I'm not exactly sure what I'm looking to hear but I just know that today will be spent beating myself up for being too weak and pathetic to go in to work. I just feel so depressed and although I have amazing, understanding friends, there's only so much they can understand. I feel so isolated. Guess I just wanted to rant to people that understand. 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Does anyone have any input it maybe or something I can do to convince myself of any form of non anxious reality. Sorry is this is a little all over the place but in not quite sound of mind. 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I’m so nervous about starting the new semester. I’m supposed to go back today, but I’m skipping because I’m so nervous and just don’t have the motivation to go. I can’t deal with going back just yet, especially not with the teachers I have. They really don’t give a shit about their students and just teach to the test. Pretty sure I’m making a C or D in my ap geo. because the teacher never told me about these damn tests I needed to make up until the day before we left. I am just so stressed out and I’m dreading the thought of going back at all. This vacation has been the most relaxing thing I’ve had in a while, and I’m just not ready to go back to my normal worrisome and depressed self. I just don’t know what to do and I’m seriously considering just skipping the rest of the week...",3.4405098039215685,4.315766482352942,5.136176470588237,83.47112745098042,72.41176470588233,8.254901960784315,28.87254901960784,8.59863814320734,2.037078431372549,642,25,136,11,12,219,95,170,0.195,0.723,0.08199999999999999,-0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,1,18,10,2,4,13,0,11,1,1,3,3,32,32,13,0,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,3,1,0,5,7,8,0,0,4,0,11,2,20,28,3,25,0,1,0,0,7,6,2,2,14,89,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750073863597547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724242530396219,0.0,0.18726174104320767,0.0,0.13069912677140805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990568979833744,0.15835102682273372,0.1322922563548702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734355369932678,0.4364615457644862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844125020806852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688281452138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505342764878048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388970010711127,0.11846292493348305,0.2966885009258581,0.0,0.0,0.15049174903040966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626264206601656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839771408491664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023442475441446,0.0,0.15766438068657562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871624202479244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17594402705089354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476268213486182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204254766425774,0.0,0.0,0.12193829447958733,0.0,0.0,0.14559131990473395,0.14676783381886666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320567611405048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sad_ness_,2018/01/10,"alprazolam doesn't work the same way anymore for me? Around two months ago I visited my second Psychiatrist, I am taking 0.25mg or 0.5mg a day as needed (or every 2/3/4/5 days). I know it's a low dose, but 0,5mg used to be a miracle for me. I used to feel floaty, lightheaded and lightweight. It reduces my anxiety almost completly, I could sleep like a baby. But now I can take 0,5mg of Alprazolam and still feeling anxious (and depressed), and wake up every 1 hour and half everytime I sleep. I know my current Psychiatrist prescribed me 1mg a day (0,5mg x 2), but I don't think I want to up my dose. Heck, I don't even take my meds daily because I am afraid of tolerance and withdrawal (My first Psychiatrist used to prescribed me 2mg x 2 of Diazepam or 0,25mg x 2 of Alprazolam and 10mg x 2 of Amitriptylin a day.). And I've stopped taking Escitalopram (SSRI) days ago, she prescribed me 15 tablets of 10mg Escitalopram once a day, I've only taken 4 and half of it. I couldn't stand the side effects of Escitalopram, it makes me anxious, makes me feel nausea to the point I want to throw up, it causes dhiarrea(actually, it worse than normal dhiarrea, It likes you pee from your butt) to the point of dehydration. 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First, I keep a ""To-Be-Done"" list instead of To-Do list. I feel that by saying it is to-be-done I assure myself that I will in fact get it done, instead of having a list telling me what To Do :p :D I also keep a Been Done list to remind myself how much I have accomplished, this helps remind me of my capabilities, as well as my successes, failures, and struggles with individual tasks. I also color code these two lists. The Been-done list is blue, my favorite color, the color of the ocean, and it is also very calming. My To-Do list is green! I associate green with the call of the great outdoors, investment profiles going up, important purchases being made, and life being created. This may not work for everyone, but it surprised me with how significantly these little bits of psychology affected my relationship with myself. I feel differently about my ""to-do list"" when i see it. Lists have been an indispensable tool in my struggle with anxiety, ADHD and life in general. These small changes have made my attitude towards my day-to-day life even more positive and forward-thinking, especially on tough days. I also get to use two more fountain pens everyday! hopefully this helps someone <3",6.846268260292168,7.285700824701197,7.390183266932273,71.88253917662686,64.65737051792829,10.677397078353255,34.26321381142098,10.504223727775694,3.6744866401062417,1061,44,188,25,15,350,131,251,0.056,0.7759999999999999,0.168,0.9765,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,4,13,11,0,2,11,0,19,3,0,8,2,32,35,18,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,15,11,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,3,1,3,7,10,28,8,27,24,5,15,0,0,7,0,8,9,0,4,5,128,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477444128074184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587237925091263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157861909377214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243142731814853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451083698972644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237265461323314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169694331074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716586908473176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34428456154762044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406958509129402,0.0,0.0,0.10715771894865038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134060334384911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538902479259416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577072072005545,0.0,0.0637336157875652,0.0,0.0,0.12363837261623205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22550184929468906,0.0,0.0,0.11138359011835776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993562168285581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237630365615302,0.0,0.11239703721631872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222538414431366,0.07485651657352749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243822118270003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184186287108463,0.0,0.0,0.12039992450928635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891808449426725,0.0,0.0,0.08936368252114169,0.10209103898799364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501864530681517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344730302874617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980181779717796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450301853542224,0.07185689178838156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909539764266645,0.0,0.0,0.1937115919613777,0.0,0.09252995846422853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008302851623096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164165040379395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HazeyGhost98,2018/01/10,"How long for a black eye to heel? Got a black eye like 5 days ago, I’ve stayed in since I got it. - I thought it’d be there a week tops.. but it’s still really noticeable and I need to go out later. It’s making me anxious af. I’m not a make up person so literally own nothing to cover it up. I could ask my sister but I have no idea what to ask for..fml. 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Will appreciate any advice for coping. The last few weeks my mind has been completely transfixed by thoughts about my inevitable death at some point in the future and my thoughts start spiraling out of control with fears about what it's going to be like. I just recovered from about a half hour long panic attack that was triggered by my thoughts, and I'm still shaking and sweating right now. It's the middle of the night where I live and I don't know if I'm going to be able to sleep at all right now. I don't know how to get over this. Death is completely freaking me out. Life is also freaking me out. Time freaks me out and existence in general is completely freaking me out and I can't take it anymore. My girlfriend has noticed but I haven't told her what's triggering my anxiety attacks because I'm embarrassed of it. Today is our anniversary of dating and I'm worried that I'm going to be too preoccupied by my anxiety to have a good time with her. I have always been terrified of death but it wasn't until these last few weeks where it has been triggering bad anxiety attacks. I need help coping with this, and any advice is welcome. Edit: weirdly enough, simply writing out this post seems to have calmed my nerves a bit and I might be able to fall asleep soon since I have been hit with a sudden wave of tiredness. Comments are still welcome, I will reply to them when I wake up. Edit 2: thanks everyone for the replies. Simply making this thread and reading the replies has been therapeutic and I really appreciate it.",4.438365384615384,6.102254054487183,4.948589743589746,82.73807692307696,70.9551282051282,8.02051282051282,29.34615384615385,8.59863814320734,2.2572538461538456,1283,51,241,22,24,409,153,312,0.187,0.726,0.087,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,1,0,1,1,15,19,3,4,11,0,33,5,4,6,1,46,56,19,4,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,17,22,0,2,6,1,0,5,5,13,0,1,11,0,30,6,42,37,7,48,0,0,0,0,11,19,0,4,24,167,47,3,0.20171751920109635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971160251724768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065671361329219,0.08392256761443012,0.0,0.0,0.13717483024522034,0.0,0.30862670012741794,0.0,0.10002478796657993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34422419846674124,0.0,0.0,0.08421285139325478,0.061482563715332825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011164329408428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172454715689157,0.0,0.11312167508641753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421405991325758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963748670055116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349414495489292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269453909949876,0.0,0.17196107211605588,0.0845955423415019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760350054883997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932556175655892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964789971304353,0.0,0.0,0.11085867318405217,0.1644267010275394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123952465374954,0.04927449536809738,0.0,0.08906013254541895,0.0892568284064128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732400521446942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069952053585658,0.10183859559613688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478549226710399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946491135253636,0.0,0.0,0.11482836629258172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833602315750195,0.0,0.0,0.09628109844525247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953441282546316,0.0,0.0965948117610902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088605341328444,0.0,0.06461270403625166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226565923193654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181802675024474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343140818723695,0.0,0.10093159859051927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138834916245472,0.0,0.1610918714031376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583323519210769,0.0,0.0,0.0928571950384779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24021176727018936,0.11762310761547802,0.0,0.09560231099610284,0.0963748670055116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427084397348936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242696617505362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ImperviousBurt,2018/01/10,"Dropping in a resume with anxiety I have pretty bad social anxiety and plan to hand in a resume tomorrow for a small grocery store. I'm 15 and haven't had a job before. I know it's a small thing but I don't really know what to say and don't want my anxiety to get control of me, any advice?",3.3493749999999984,3.2969601875000016,5.9531250000000036,80.87937500000002,72.125,9.525,26.9375,9.516144504307137,2.175825000000001,228,7,50,5,4,83,43,64,0.147,0.778,0.07400000000000001,-0.2808,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,10,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,8,9,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,30,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463412234599547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143109232722856,0.0,0.5785486910712045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104861522558984,0.0,0.0,0.21451158405625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28274242864063753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317075790268264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501622477268852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770861593765521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564680247406897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149648461528168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004735453353465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256975879003992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747861352493645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869029569639147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IrisGoddamnIllych,2018/01/10,"I had some really intense fire safety stuff as a kid that messed with me- last night we had a small fire at our house and I can't sleep. I'm 25F, and like...in elementary, from kindergarten to maybe the 4th grade, we had these intense fire safety talks at my school. I'm not in an arid region or anywhere that has concerns about wildfires. All of these safety talks focused on having a plan in place with your family, rehearse it even. ""Stay low to the ground and feel doorknobs and other surfaces with the back of your hand so you don't get burned!"" It felt like it was expected that one day our houses would just burn down. I vividly remember going to my dad one night (because he'd stay up until 3am or so) just having a moment because my family didn't have a plan incase of a fire. I wasn't even 10 and he was upset because I was so scared. One VHS/talk from a real firefighter (i don't remember anymore) mentioned that we shouldn't hide in the bathroom and how he had found the body of a little girl in the bathtub. Cut to now, and last night my mom left a heat lamp on outside in a goat pen, it fell, and a small fire started. Luckily, miraculously, my fiance and I caught it and my mom put it out with a hose before the fire dept got there, but still. My fiance, the best man in the world, had to go under the shed that was on fire to pull out some rabbits that were caught in a pen. I heard one screaming, and I think it had a heart attack or something... They were the only ""loss"" from this, one of three bunnies. But now I'm back to worrying about the stuff I did as a kid: what about my stuff? I'm a toy collector, and I like my stuff! My sentimental stuff too! My memories in sketchbooks and old computer hardrives... My dad's guitar... What about my pets?! My bird can't just leave his cage, we can't wheel it through a flaming house! Would my cats get out okay? Would they know to run outside? Would they run away forever? What about the one who's still new and has to be let out? We got hit by Harvey, and our only loss was my mom's cat who ran away because he's afraid of thunder. The morning after all of this, my fiance noted that all of our cats (barn and indoor) were accounted for except for one. I started freaking out bad asking him to please not say that, I don't want to think about losing another cat. Fucker was just sleeping underneath our bed. 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I received bad news yesterday and feel like my world’s been turned upside down. My great-grandmother has been admitted to hospice as her health is beginning to decline. This is the woman that I would consider to be my biggest maternal figure in my whole life to me. I’m truly distraught. It’s causing me to dissociate from reality and fall into a depressive state. I’m lying awake trying to get some rest without any luck. Any tips? I’ve tried getting up for a little bit and even drinking some sleepy time tea on top of taking a klonopin for the butterflies in my belly but I’m still wide awake but tired as heck! Ideas?,3.3058020050125343,5.491165037593987,4.3475375939849625,83.63353696741856,75.3157894736842,7.741604010025062,26.87280701754386,8.59863814320734,2.0939979949874687,542,21,103,11,12,176,96,133,0.098,0.8370000000000001,0.064,-0.7443,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,5,0,8,6,1,1,0,18,18,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,4,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,12,2,19,14,5,20,0,1,0,0,4,12,1,3,6,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747519992727157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867270215236185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054624805564801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075233489829155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739937951269166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789616750824526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342790690884918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214401534639726,0.1443183716197084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108726640973605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22272042230919986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147307355756104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280484735440128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268799743266025,0.09869351462901224,0.2024704391153952,0.17838148170917464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021592332424456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132811557146964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188889202999853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779560404868232,0.2321846188326865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743075969161333,0.2197325060945728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255406816098406,0.0,0.19473365246175006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350448184311748,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ScrumpcSliggin,2018/01/10,"Im not sure what disorder i have, looking for help First of all I know everyone deals with anxiety and not everyone has a disorder. However I would not be making this post if I did not think I actually had a condition. I've never been diagnosed and hope my anxiety is not so severe that I need medication. What I expierience is a constant worry about any sort of thing at the drop of a hat. What really made me start to think I had a disorder was that I was s Drinking with my friend on New year's and got pretty drunk. The next day my friend didn't text me back and I had convinced myself that I had said something to him and his girlfriend to cause them to fight and break up. I've never had a issue like this before but it was the only thing I can think of for two days until I saw my friend. Of course nothing was wrong at all and it was just something I had convinced myself of. Even that I didn't think was a issue but earlier my neighbor rear ended my girlfriend's car when we were coming home from dinner. There was no serious damage but some paint scratched. I told him I'd figure something out and will probably just ask for a couple hundred bucks for repair. But I am laying down wide awake and freaking out about it. I can't sleep, again it's not the biggest deal in the world but I cannot stop thinking about it and the anxiety won't even let me close my eyes. I:m thinking of the worst possible situations that make no sense and I can't stop. I don't want these issues to grow I don't want to always have to be scared of the next thing to give me anxiety. Is there anything I can do to control it without a professional or medications? Thanks for any help at all",3.00794321699221,4.382785962536026,4.418764008965741,86.27279111964991,74.10086455331412,7.792037570711923,25.24378268758673,8.401726058763845,1.5155875547016753,1327,43,281,23,27,441,174,347,0.119,0.753,0.128,0.265,1,0,4,0,1,0,19.0,1,0,1,2,13,16,1,1,17,0,39,8,2,5,6,62,63,21,0,6,16,0,1,1,6,3,3,1,2,0,20,18,3,3,8,2,1,3,19,7,0,2,23,5,41,9,39,34,5,37,0,1,3,0,20,13,0,5,19,201,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.08395442058138934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158517382950276,0.0,0.0,0.11700886123088755,0.0,0.26325572018423593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079666731587046,0.0,0.08042792223067803,0.0,0.0,0.0661529814674965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320654564618033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837814031412708,0.0,0.07410859609830224,0.0,0.09296958434214084,0.09649174238984247,0.0,0.09519231679455853,0.0,0.11096651527706,0.17738958108714678,0.0,0.08732025180450373,0.0,0.0,0.2957989629937437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427820457500204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619845225590785,0.0,0.0,0.11364610619869432,0.0,0.0,0.16441374003429568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317842558728753,0.0,0.0,0.19940337657027649,0.0,0.0,0.08252933937673303,0.0,0.0,0.0688073207956614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153303211719056,0.0,0.08629669827516595,0.08544877965618952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929288791298947,0.26938388137628144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472807113507802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797312849061574,0.0,0.042030688723586805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224486708463508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140516959422735,0.11485350730254512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733355497122276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379133308291507,0.13270573011081846,0.08308984467705355,0.1829911416500168,0.0,0.0,0.08254962985487009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543090010659794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096987690025114,0.08239448085900529,0.08752505484758212,0.09275660375641027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551140388277871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183574209988323,0.0,0.08613262884235734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719120756298326,0.0,0.0,0.09670311052993058,0.08609371990603365,0.0,0.0,0.198693960824534,0.0,0.0,0.06089360144072686,0.0,0.0,0.14385252115567831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108375441638832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920632837032651,0.0,0.0,0.17146669472018705,0.33075341026516725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220687001714784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404036149741524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101487320294904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293138167582215,0.0,0.0,0.08736925462238912,0.0,0.06111437240289161,0.09406203702046677,0.0,0.05540152260894314 anxiety,kaserdan,2018/01/10,"Haven’t slept in 3 days A few months ago I was prescribed Trazadone for occasional use for sleep (along with Zoloft which I take daily). I haven’t had the need to use the Trazadone for a while, till a few days ago; I wanted to fix my sleep schedule before semester break was over. When I took it, I ended up more awake somehow and haven’t been able to sleep the past 3 days... running out of ideas on how to get some shut eye. Any suggestions on what to do? (ie: up my dose, listen to a particularly boring podcast, etc) Won’t be able to make an appointment to see my doctor till I get back on campus, but not sleeping is making me more anxious than usual TL;DR: haven’t slept in 3 days, Trazadone didn’t work, need suggestions on how to sleep ",6.125600000000002,5.317432593333336,6.118500000000001,84.59175000000002,66.4,9.1,29.416666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.670666666666666,579,16,126,6,8,183,92,150,0.036000000000000004,0.964,0.0,-0.5770000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,0,13,11,8,6,0,18,28,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,0,0,8,3,11,0,28,18,6,30,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,2,16,78,14,3,0.2574078199593249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22817650129481554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752307223130057,0.0,0.0,0.145398784165533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896536235611507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951754790180422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320134981122633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173390551580938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139934628976056,0.0,0.1435388809694576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448496181277309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529104847327348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718217186273289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273023303884143,0.0,0.0,0.19086463689719574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228624452265566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256035290239257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6439842920211273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676932290547972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429947796184015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22231770974906945,0.1417491736911564,0.0,0.07591290070932899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093697979321364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lol555556,2018/01/10,"What should I do now? I have been sitting in my room for 2 weeks drinking alcohol non stop... after I got into a fight at work.. pretty much after getting bullied for a month i called someone out and got fired, but the other person got rewarded for bad behavior. If you want more insight on this ask me in the text I guess. But long story short.. Ive had anxiety or w/e it is for my entire life and im 25 now and can't hold a job without wanting to freak out etc.. ive been in my room for the past 2 weeks drinking and playing video games and I just swang on one of my roomates who i t hink has alteriour motives to harm me tbh. He hardly comes home, but when he does, he always eats food and never provides etc.. anyways i cant move my fucking left hand, probably a boxer fracture.. But Im thinking I should go on SSRI. I used to get into trouble when I was a teen and I live with 3 roomates now, 2 have been in prison for 2 or more years for very bad shit.. I only went to juvy for violents (fighting other kids) maybe 8 years ago.. but these guys now are ahead of me.. i havent been in trouble for over 8 years, but these guygs just got out of jail and for the past 2 years have been doing roofing/gutters/concrete w/e etc, and make almost 50k a year each, meanwhile i cant even keep a factory job without thinking ppl are out to get me or to harm me or judge me etc.. ssri time? I could easily go to prison like they did, but for me it isnt because of drugs, or other issues, its probably mental tbh.. 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I am fine. Everything is okay. Yet I feel like my whole fucking world is crashing down and I’m panicking. Why?????,-0.4248809523809561,1.168473892857147,1.8228571428571416,90.30547619047621,113.64285714285714,6.152380952380952,26.095238095238088,7.1686216300943375,2.1884809523809525,111,6,22,3,6,37,24,28,0.08800000000000001,0.608,0.304,0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,2,8,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127458162429168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366345328219387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939112877306047,0.2675890428925716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462789600951605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312262608082021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299335575149248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594048596855149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379863142001021,0.4181880272620374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kiwiinacup,2018/01/10,[vent] I disassociated today and it was hard to describe how that was bad to my husband. I called in to work yesterday because of my anxiety and struggled to find the courage to do it again today and forced myself to go in to the office today. We have an open floor plan (so no cubicles) which can be a struggle for me. My anxiety was through the roof and I ended up disassociating during the second half of my day. I was very uncomfortable and when I came home I didn’t bring it up until a few hours after i came home he tried his best to understand but ultimately didn’t get why it was bad. My cat on the other hand could tell and was cuddling me. I just wanted to share in case anyone else had a bad day too. ,3.838972602739727,4.604704267123292,5.540986301369866,81.3406575342466,71.39726027397259,8.305753424657535,26.24383561643836,8.548686976883017,1.6262569863013696,557,17,118,9,10,191,93,146,0.159,0.765,0.076,-0.8292,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,3,6,8,0,2,9,0,14,2,1,1,0,17,21,11,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,5,0,2,11,2,18,3,21,8,2,24,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,12,87,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254545583760485,0.0,0.0,0.10303505446719577,0.15098409448798294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36910943633746895,0.08982712282861352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464150073174626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046740858009122,0.3370730400157087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765213301633405,0.0,0.0,0.19006543659381955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309740371957605,0.0,0.1305140749858839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468112364633622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698766203055088,0.0,0.08374606508076167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320024334181314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956210635852112,0.0,0.14511641832694774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308097907383568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879603032225714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190300475582447,0.0,0.0,0.1000453552835331,0.0,0.0,0.15340325890057616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215845018003409,0.08691465075039344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132966274255213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727724896083636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jackpassion2015,2018/01/10,Fearful and feeling alone at night I need some reassurance that I will be ok Seeing my doctor for the first time about my anxiety and hopefully that'll lead to help and medication. I've been having anxiety also before going to bed I would love some kind that'd it's be ok ,4.285,5.5667978181818185,5.863409090909091,77.51511363636364,70.81818181818181,9.136363636363637,26.47727272727273,9.516144504307137,2.336727272727273,220,7,42,5,4,75,42,55,0.13,0.545,0.324,0.9153,0,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,1,2,8,3,0,1,0,10,14,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,2,5,6,5,7,2,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,3,3,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617795903540684,0.0,0.2021293463794964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867161850351862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21507723389320926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25870707070335075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844214239575929,0.1278013217583294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21499461854194252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364738966919532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941740825714754,0.0,0.0,0.2510443158570545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632070837145177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281226824840833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546256638555786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874158020260256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371949289182005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014142704248273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738439490251942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795510230883191,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,heybigirl,2018/01/10,"Do i have the right to be upset or not? Okay so my girlfriend and I are currently in a long distance relationship. Lately, my anxiety has been acting up and i cant sleep at night. The only way i can sleep is if my gf calls me until i fall asleep. She knows this and she says she understands and will do anything for you. For the last two weeks she has been going out with her friends until 4 am everyday, causing me to not be able to sleep. She also goes to smoke weed everyday, which also worries me and doesnt help me sleep or my anxiety. Last night i did not sleep at all, and i was hoping she will stay in and talk to me today. But she didnt. I feel like im being unfair because she has the right to go out with her friends and have fun, but also i feel like not because im not there i have to be less of a priority. I would drop everything for her. I know ive created a dependency and im going to work on it but im really going through a rough patch. Am i being unreasonable for thinking she should have stayed with me? Specially since she and her friends are doing nothing but smoking and hanging out at a friends house? It wasnt even actual plans. 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Im currently on 37.5 mg of Paxil Cr, and I want to go back to 50mg but that would cost me $130 a month. My insurance company refuses to help, and its very irritating. Americas healthcare system sucks. Just a rant.",1.6081920903954838,3.8127976440677966,4.445000000000004,80.7084039548023,81.03389830508475,8.679096045197742,25.08757062146893,9.2995712137729,2.4384553672316382,227,9,47,7,6,81,48,59,0.208,0.716,0.076,-0.8438,2,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,11,8,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,7,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29132708713361105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19156768975565555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153201406664222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25394808956345744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40924383250671015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528981837800428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816709366242077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024098415773997,0.0,0.0,0.28092676760981217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31260683120167626,0.2234669152216299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691378634669864,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,reward160,2018/01/10,"Irrational fear of anaphylaxis. I have suddenly developed a fear of anaphylaxis. I got an allergy test done 2 years ago (blood test) which said my allergies were all outdoor things and what I was allergic to most was dogs. Every time I try a new food I have to sit there for 15-30 minutes and talk myself through a mini panic attack. I start to feel the sensation of my throat closing but it’s from anxiety and typically not food. It’s making it super hard to eat healthy and try new things because every new food is a battle with my anxiety. Anyone else have this fear? Any tips that helped you get through it and try new things without panicking every time? 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I'm a sophomore in college and I am doing a lot better than when I was when I was in high school. I don't usually have panic attacks anymore unless I am extremely stressed out; however, I still stutter when I am presenting or talking to a group of people. This is a huge problem for me because I am a Spanish K-12 education major and I am in my first semester of classroom field experience. I'll be entering classrooms and will have a host teacher, but I don't want to appear unprofessional or unable to handle students. I stutter a lot when I am presenting, but not at my part-time job or with my friends. I almost got fired from my first job when I was 16 because my manager believed I wasn't able to handle interaction with customers. Luckily I was given a second chance and I have been there for 4 years now and love working there. I don't want that to happen in my practicum. How can I improve myself and stop my stuttering?",6.091818181818184,6.01462052356021,7.306425511661117,73.60567348881486,66.27748691099478,10.086815801999046,37.25892432175155,9.800150414767053,3.7142732984293194,764,38,141,15,11,261,106,191,0.152,0.71,0.138,0.4434,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,11,11,1,2,8,0,24,1,0,3,0,27,32,19,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,2,5,8,0,3,8,1,30,3,20,22,3,24,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,7,14,112,32,9,0.16778706935343252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801451316550967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639968706812958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190882013917328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045628802691584,0.0,0.0,0.1890385699852945,0.0,0.1483940277715476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881874655039683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412794964202085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854391909559312,0.0,0.0,0.12963187356864064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419464700242678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837355130393431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772762509212492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330055527275196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852931324838153,0.1514343809360289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686197414259354,0.0,0.1816970453792211,0.0,0.1163224275274123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054956523255515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698094719097884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339949703250444,0.1402775029870993,0.19219952105102456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486089068506282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479375211419807,0.0,0.19793032143544248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215098482365015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804937154845408 anxiety,DrGonzo14,2018/01/10,Developed an addiction to main lineing lexapro...help! I have GAD but i cant stop myself from just snorting the pills instead of using them properly. This propbaly has something to do with my constant obsession with feeling calm right away. Should I stop taking it? ,4.715531914893614,7.823700553191498,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,75.38297872340425,7.164255319148936,34.93191489361702,8.238735603445708,3.3590204255319147,214,12,33,4,5,65,42,47,0.062,0.7440000000000001,0.194,0.6763,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,8,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,7,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560789272711091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068830971800621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529749724411669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515580430331953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21893567248548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789433804751825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514585669515435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5461607691355705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24558787945513494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821066287501348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WastingMyLifeHere2,2018/01/10,"If you get the flu or a cold, don't stop taking your regular medicine. When your mind is foggy from being sick, and all you want to do is take a bunch of NyQuil and sleep, time will get away from you. More time has passed than you think. Stick to your medicine schedule. When you are throwing up and nauseated it can be different to get yourself to take your meds, but you simply must do it. You don't want a relapse. Last time I caught a bug I stopped taking my meds. It was just for a few days but it took a few weeks to get back to where I was before. Get up. Right now. Go take your meds. 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For the last 5 - 6 months I’ve had terrible stomach pains a got an ultrasound I believe it’s called and they saw nothing but the pain is getting worse. When I drink alcohol it hel Is it anxiety or a serious issue ?,1.677727272727271,4.310440333333337,4.4335606060606105,77.97034090909092,85.06060606060606,9.36060606060606,29.46212121212121,9.516144504307137,3.809248484848485,266,14,48,10,8,94,50,66,0.28,0.667,0.053,-0.9238,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,5,5,1,0,1,6,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,5,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227373738774873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188811418731195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348177348723617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128199110646417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852418728128248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775432346775325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041720505908484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18852763474496795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889073946997192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669234772331018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753611440456613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988994846021022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131233588968606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663586900830651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998441219740395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4435467082168645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724070062625468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752060199562858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315620584355109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239757455050026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aikoiscutexx,2018/01/10,"I don’t want a job what’s wrong with me? I (18F) have been living on my own for a few months now, and I have had jobs here and there but my anxiety got me fired or forced me to quit the job every single time.... I have worked in childcare, retail, restaurants, and even doing office work. It gave me so much anxiety that I was having panic attacks during work and had to be sent home. It seems like I’m hopeless, and that my anxiety will cripple me in whatever I pursue. I have a job interview at a hospital next week, and I’m absolutely terrified! Idk how to handle my own self without harming myself let alone keep watch of patients! I am on the max dose of Prozac but it’s not doing a thing, and I have online therapy but all it says on there is the same bull crap they have told me thousands of times! It never works! I talk to myself positively all the time, I try to replace my negative thoughts with neutral or positive ones, and I even do the damn exercises but NOTHING HELPS! Talking about my anxiety just puts me into more of a panic, so when I’m talking to a therapist I end up unable to speak anymore because my throat is closed and I can’t breathe because I’m thinking about my anxiety.... I honestly think that I couldn’t even handle a job at a library because I breakdown at criticism and it even hinders relationships I have with people, I can’t even get on the public bus because people terrify me so much.... if someone is or was in the same position as I am, please tell me there’s hope.... I’m seriously considering ending it all since if I get this job and bail no one would understand and I can’t even imagine all the criticism that would be... I’d rather die than receive all of that....... TDLR; afraid of working because anxiety cripples me in most situations and makes me think slow or even unable to. Meds and therapy is not working, thinking of ending it all... not even library job is suitable for me Edit:TDLR ",5.112755411255414,5.477117283116887,6.2361201298701285,78.92465638528141,68.37662337662336,9.325757575757576,32.40530303030303,9.2995712137729,2.814231601731602,1514,63,297,28,24,508,188,385,0.209,0.732,0.059,-0.9963,7,1,0,0,0,1,56.0,0,0,1,7,22,13,3,3,17,0,34,6,3,2,7,61,56,30,1,8,16,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,1,1,16,19,0,1,8,1,1,3,12,10,0,3,10,4,45,3,38,39,16,30,0,1,1,0,16,14,2,9,14,219,61,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280098690399303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226376802434843,0.0,0.06971046368327859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799669394421809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424579407579414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295167151139417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867727079721943,0.0,0.0,0.3714159605926469,0.0,0.059223776355077924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344900856835704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056218681844773584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711503483963397,0.0,0.07050829139232932,0.0698155036697546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882755589608202,0.06247847942768304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187801042552965,0.0,0.03434096677132981,0.0,0.0620688457496131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046920245630355226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807821602370953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056106152427687496,0.0,0.10334495283179497,0.0,0.054213280896623084,0.0,0.07475600454917627,0.0,0.0,0.06744676763387929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526292997825538,0.0,0.0,0.16494429455828247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746280780420497,0.0,0.0,0.07715916204658567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706625582225493,0.0,0.07476385948193834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546696387218399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589876929582638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399091014701096,0.07332955760967022,0.0,0.0,0.05814600829170882,0.07901079916230276,0.0,0.0,0.05955791668291462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949338165305272,0.0614380310117475,0.0,0.16076933579352504,0.08161406413612624,0.046698672205128376,0.1801602942414792,0.0,0.055803746314628866,0.12296294056353467,0.0,0.0,0.06716671740022323,0.0,0.04772344011777213,0.0,0.0,0.07317612316198875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04145985706870887,0.0,0.056383749860809684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677586760749811,0.0,0.3070391035509353,0.0,0.0,0.09986639266087556,0.07685292308690457,0.0,0.0 anxiety,apertxre11,2018/01/10,"Social anxiety & awkwardness Hi. So. i guess i’ve sort of developed social anxiety in result to bullying, and things like that in my life. But, sometimes i do believe it’s something beyond that. I’ve always been really bad at picking up on things socially. Things like knowing what to say and finding an appropriate physical response to something is very difficult. Am I making too much eye contact? Should I cry? Smile? Laugh? I never really know. i’ve been told i laugh inappropriately at things a lot. Also the worst thing ever is having an ‘intellectual’ conversation. i never seem to be able to memorize, concentrate, or retain information much, even if I enjoyed something. Which always makes me feel like a ‘fake fan’ or something. It’s been like this my whole life - me doing the wrong things and never rly knowing. It’s why I was labeled as ‘slow’ and ‘lacking common sense’. Anyway. yeah. normal day to day interactions can be tough. i’m wondering if this is even anxiety related, actually. 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Long story short, was once perfectly functional in social settings and all of a sudden in junior year of highschool im now a social retard with very little friends. Dont know what happened to me and im pretty sick of feeling anxious all damn day and feeling anxious about the next day and so on. Jesus, i cant even ask a classmate what page were supposed to be on.",5.3937037037037,5.747043185185188,6.0242962962962965,80.72533333333331,67.76543209876543,7.467654320987655,32.24938271604938,6.742157984588678,2.0111708641975308,322,13,59,2,5,105,59,81,0.151,0.698,0.152,0.022,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,1,3,12,11,6,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,4,2,12,8,3,14,1,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,7,38,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4108100155573028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997728915660876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345179003860369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309185267636813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009048921749875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838674540846748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047379093410448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078295138566556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3927939084030344,0.1897729902288429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992359521301004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223154847254075,0.0,0.1609051044093234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336778406466515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936325176060956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018897510861309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497645026319975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37068547589497947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891881843715652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002065916189555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708621044825092 anxiety,duraznopie,2018/01/10,"Paying attention to people Hi, I've been having this problem since forever that I'm talking to someone and I might like that person a lot, or be good friends, it happens even with my mom, and I would get lost in my thoughts while they're talking, and then I have to remind myself that I'm talking to that person. I'm also very quiet and rather be silent for a while. Is this anxiety related? It makes me feel bad not paying enough attention to a person or just sit there in silence. I also don't want people to think that I'm empty or cold. 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I've been dealing with anxiety for the past 4 years, and despite medication it feels like it's gradually getting worse. I'm constantly worrying about something, but it's a bunch of different things. Sometimes it's my health, and if it's not my health it's my finances, and if it's not my finances it's my relationship, and if it's not my relationship it's school, and if it's not school it's the future, and if it's not the future someone's lying to me, and if nobody's lying to me I feel like I'm gonna die or pass out for no reason. It's like even if there's nothing to be stressed out about, my mind will find something to be stressed out about, no matter how improbable and ridiculous it is. It will also go from something pretty minor happening in reality to me panicking about some hypothetical scenario I constructed in my head to freak out over. Missing a test turns into oh my god, I'm going to fail out of school and I'll be an embarrassment to my family and my girlfriend will break up with me and I'll go insane or I'll die in some horrible way and everyone will know about every embarrassing or wrong thing I've ever done, and oh god, now I can't stop imagining everyone's anger and disappointment at me and pictures of my lifeless body keep flashing into my head. And then I don't feel like I can do anything for the rest of the day. I'm really tired of this, I guess I just want to know if anyone else feels a similar type of anxiety.",5.101378446115284,5.187322666666667,6.496741854636593,78.01308270676692,68.36507936507937,9.933166248955724,31.49958228905597,9.811843763644266,2.8341111111111097,1220,47,250,26,19,417,147,315,0.247,0.657,0.096,-0.9959,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,13,18,2,4,11,0,15,7,3,2,1,65,37,32,2,10,18,0,5,5,1,5,4,0,0,0,19,25,0,2,11,0,2,4,9,12,0,0,2,5,26,6,40,27,4,31,0,3,0,0,5,13,0,14,17,159,45,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735664532947052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219994323295896,0.0,0.0,0.06763735085989679,0.09911349322767476,0.07960229667666023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074475840607934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453306229359603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06238421810767601,0.09972657327248316,0.0,0.0,0.2007853472142768,0.10106448213106672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899054844310418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808072779538749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389065619016612,0.08749974498539252,0.08150098724562961,0.18486338140094105,0.0,0.0,0.09119043841152136,0.0,0.2445533441080645,0.27642179740939604,0.0,0.0,0.08841140970302151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05053854278595446,0.0,0.16492528731005748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656134124705904,0.0,0.08553989858111855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855013472014146,0.20564345072871568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597995717855518,0.0,0.0,0.10632289215638394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362921504745253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744743909514267,0.0,0.0,0.0976718709139603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342448899876034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281708271573977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234175867951316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984113468439546,0.0,0.0925595795648472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061969076174790534,0.09945673510380218,0.0,0.20770820229824455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29369422402356626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196081551517452,0.2234073469425825,0.0956705449543098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087238778931112,0.2216126444849508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285290510675676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117934769536653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521677455588453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705511350548565,0.07678145823115244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823616831905638,0.098578299323732,0.0,0.10576139330835012,0.0,0.062292316944517874 anxiety,spin1t,2018/01/10,"Hi Could use some help dealing with Anxiety I never thought I've had anxiety before, but right now its out of control. I kind of realize now I always have had it and stress brings it on full force. I run a business and have had $40,000 stolen and now I'm struggling to run my business, pay for orders, deal with customers and also trying to get the money back. There are so many things I NEED to do yet I just feel overwhelmed and paralyzed in fear because of the scale of the situation. No need to feel bad or pity, I should be OK. There's just A LOT to do right now and take care of. But my anxiety is making it really hard. I read the side bar and tried the breathing excersizes and have tried to medititate but right now I'm finding it impossible to be present or focus for even a few moments. Ironically, I can't meditate because I have so much to do and yet when I try to do that all I end up doing is procrastinating or escaping. Is there anything I can do to get your mind straight, get rid of anxiety and just take action and do work? I will try to meditate and calm my mind down tomorrow morning and start the day off fresh. I appreciate you taking the time to read this and thank you for any advice or tools you can offer! 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Anxiety digging a deeper hole for me. i have 3 major assignments due tomorrow that i haven't started I didn't get home from school until 930 and at school i had to yell a lot because i'm directing a play and its tech week so i have a massive headache and no energy my anxiety (undiagnosed) is flared up so high that my heart is pounding out of my chest I am in pain my breathing is fucked up and im shaking my best friend has been gone for the last hour and a half and I am really really worried and cant do anything until i hear back from her im crying and as of typing this i just got dizzy and im so tired and i need to get my work done and i want to die and i want to feel okay and im such a fucking mess please help And my dog just started barking outside of my room because I made a noise and now I’m collapsed in a ball on my floor really tightly hyperventilating I tried to stand up 5 minutes ago but I fell down so I’m just stuck I’m in such a large hole and there is no way for me to get out Please help",0.19375948196114834,1.9204291234042576,2.6552081406105468,94.22434782608696,83.29787234042553,5.959296947271046,20.855689176688248,7.079830092131019,0.3219861239592969,824,25,201,11,23,284,128,235,0.133,0.758,0.108,-0.5472,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,2,1,11,1,17,7,3,1,0,30,39,24,1,4,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,5,18,0,1,1,2,0,4,5,5,0,1,8,4,28,5,29,31,3,34,0,0,0,2,5,16,2,2,12,124,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473640493457187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077499552925527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723068663849707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908531440127066,0.0,0.14405118126432698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399534879570052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297866369492458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262521303808856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091257912997501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059742219910947914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128549858361557,0.21846296517223227,0.18519178799880756,0.0,0.06714964935557388,0.0,0.0944985590475353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316816162256875,0.14001307618635264,0.15839229080870904,0.12483620352683965,0.11851811032987218,0.11735359633984482,0.11635790406383935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5105064443800489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963112917024737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045031798246984,0.0,0.11180018545584433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760970469928463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572420200819445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344579745334068,0.2593952540847584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227077461771082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090288288291553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391563414270576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672600393336764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580065862107532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021882007786815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938059814805098,0.09378515717008147,0.0947760235690856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601752983383568,0.11999113715518447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FleischMasterEasyE92,2018/01/10,"OCD Does anyone else have perserverative OCD-- OCD where they obsess over ""small"" interactions, others' responses, criticism, things they might have done wrong, things they should feel guilty about? It's a difficult concept because, for me, it's all mental. To look at me, one would never guess that I'm struggling because it's all just a constant, repetitive, nagging whirlwind in my head. It's constant, constant guilt. I will find myself feeling happy, but then it's like my brain feels obligated to find something to perseverate on to override the happiness. Anyway, what I'm asking is...does anyone have anything they've found to help with this in the moment? Any tips or tricks? (I do have a professional to talk to, but we're focusing on something else right now. My story-- like most peoples-- is long but dull, so I ask that you please refrain from recommending medication or therapists. Just wondering if anyone has a quirky, helpful trick offhand. Much appreciated!)",7.374745098039213,9.22717143529412,6.663235294117648,72.52289215686277,64.05882352941177,9.431372549019608,34.75490196078432,9.725611199111238,3.619196078431373,784,35,123,16,12,241,117,170,0.124,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.8881,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,3,1,7,13,3,3,6,0,12,3,2,0,3,25,23,8,0,3,8,0,3,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,9,0,1,2,4,13,4,17,17,4,18,0,1,1,0,10,9,0,7,11,79,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562089871913008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641107540658013,0.12900633107624945,0.1036105166418619,0.0,0.2354116059608358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535031565616651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055355840437328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081813606857038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101818340618854,0.12884630588627882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035784560920506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909866879780184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301529533393787,0.0,0.0,0.13805023846079534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387004657102409,0.0,0.0,0.2680601256293033,0.0,0.0,0.12921663630653074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878526368732474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230233438541503,0.0,0.0,0.1114235002341842,0.10572994869892274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683779151606395,0.12688437736453814,0.13356715113204945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255593874566777,0.0,0.09710703751612276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853176635161961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728787833295587,0.0,0.0,0.1382077881959936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075236654969051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938583148535007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162505884680362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119906597734754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618742597450365,0.16729368297866615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654048550754527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944053355866492,0.13765925179209368,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bluegrassinthebreeze,2018/01/10,"Couch sleeping? When I’m particularly anxious and am suffering from a bit of insomnia- i really like to sleep on the couch. Anyone else feel like this? 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I can’t pinpoint what’s causing my anxiety. I feel like crying 24/7, finally cried in the car a little. My brain won’t shut off. 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Hey guys... So I have this new girlfriend, a girl that I met only a few weeks ago.(I ASKED A GIRL OUT SHORTLY AFTER MEETING HER AND IT WAS AMAZING; never done that before.) Everything so far seems fantastic and I'm really enjoying being around her, but she doesn't know about my anxiety or depression yet. I keep worrying about her finally being around me when I do have an attack or when I'm having a really awful day, and I'm so afraid that she's not going to want to subject herself to being around someone like me and she'll just want to leave. I've lost friends before to this sort of thing and I have no idea how to approach her and talk to her about this. Please help.",3.0060256410256407,4.783455097902099,4.323234265734263,85.2920308857809,74.94405594405596,7.563869463869463,23.804778554778558,8.344100000000001,1.4513827505827508,561,17,112,10,12,185,90,143,0.179,0.684,0.138,-0.6781,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,1,1,6,1,12,0,0,1,1,25,25,15,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,17,4,17,17,1,19,0,2,0,0,21,7,0,4,11,80,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232022445267893,0.13817467015390494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192447143614124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162880664289845,0.14572301952439606,0.17733145449613302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652779926333302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005271255540732,0.0,0.13425577153294016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951526834608284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009129904734194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075454029159032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042941195571212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858792371623732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434174810068696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448039796232586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759650322026015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854975204632633,0.0,0.0,0.0856653738180126,0.0,0.0,0.16505017868419308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615314064590899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701570688430536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558007988403705,0.1202211816716666,0.3010920268069503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855072304846488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110504076896674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971631576245027,0.0,0.0,0.16735249045685538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190365731210147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320732300850042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12528722538616935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355708900377676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387940837755326,0.0,0.12503432596658134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829964574559185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,passengerplace,2018/01/10,"Zoloft Help! I started Zoloft (very apprehensively and new to medication). Anyway, was eased into and currently at 200mg/day. Based on everything I’ve read on Reddit and web is saying that it’s is a very high dose, be cautious etc.... so now I’m worried about this... anyone out there ever been on this dose and or know much about it? When I said to my Doc that it sounded high his exact words were, “it’s really not that high of a dose.” Sounds like everyone reacts to Zoloft differently so not sure what to think at the moment... ugh ",2.046695804195803,4.4761020961538485,3.414580419580421,87.42132867132868,80.92307692307692,6.4741258741258765,19.06993006993007,7.686295010490155,0.6141653846153852,414,10,84,7,11,135,73,104,0.1,0.8290000000000001,0.071,-0.2723,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,0,6,7,0,1,3,16,11,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,4,4,2,14,6,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,1,8,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325995591926962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223010617135734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813173653676147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149691370447915,0.0,0.1715387647066413,0.0,0.1812075914638613,0.17043474103024747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271106035174143,0.6010900564706095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042202899196354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926477296797668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104070907860432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394060236784304,0.0,0.0,0.18315392163567976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968969109207945,0.0,0.12148719723480278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038951876508935,0.15080804514435114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422701594565914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787319215726872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151261167934682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129430352952685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258697229092306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,449user,2018/01/10,"General anxiety caused by perfectionism? Hey I have been thinking a lot lately why I still have general anxiety and am struggling with motivation to study and do new things. A few weeks ago I watched a video series on what makes people happy (according to some studies) and I was introduced to the terms ""Maximizers"" and ""Satisficers"". These are two types of people that look differently on the same problems. Say that a satisficer wants a new TV with some requirements (size, full HD etc.). The satisficer then looks for a product that fulfills the requirements and buys it when she/he finds it. A maximizer on the other hand would not settle with a product that fulfills the requirements without knowing that there is not a better product out there (for the same value or acceptably higher price), and so would compare before buying, making sure that she/he did the best possible choice in terms of value for money (not counting in the time spent on actually comparing the products). Anyway I realized that there might be some similarities to a perfectionist and a maximizer, perhaps in more severe cases they are interchangeable. Not long ago I was helping my dad with a project of his and I couldn't help but get slightly irritated at how perfect he wanted everything to be. Always maximizing everything, wanting every aspect to be as good as possible. It was as if he always was looking for more work instead of settling and enjoying what we (mostly he) had built already. At one point we were fixing a thing and it was a bit stressful because we were going to have guests and we had to prepare other things. I then told my dad that ""You know, I could fix this for you while you prepare the other stuff"" and he rejected the idea ""No we fix it later"". It reminded me that my dad always has been afraid of trusting me in these kind of things. He always wants things done his way and if it is not perfect he will make a remark, if something is wrong he might even get irritated and with a annoyed voice tell me ""No not like that"". Not screaming, but with an obvious feeling of disappointment and annoyance. Additionally when my dad asks for help with something he will always do the interesting work and let me be ""the tool holder"" of sorts. Many times I just watch him work, waiting for him to say something. Just handing him the tools when he needs it or giving him a second hand in stabilizing something. He has always been open and glad to hear about ideas to make things better but when it comes down to the physical work he always seem to want to do it himself, it really is as if he doesn't trust me. I also have an older brother and what I have come to realize about my brother is that his anxiety problems (he has been out of job for a very long time and basically has given up on studies since a very long time) could very well be related to this. And I think he knows it because he himself has told me a bit about how when he was younger ""dad was even more of a perfectionist, always complaining and craving perfection"". However I don't think my brother realizes that he is somewhat of a maximizer himself craving for perfectionism for the sake of perfectionism. I don't think he realizes that this behavior is kind of bad for him. I think this is a way for him to deal with his anxiety and perhaps make up for the times he felt he disappointed our father, and I can relate to that because I also find myself maximizing many times just for the sake of it. It is not time efficient but more over, it is not even a process of happiness, it is a obsessive process. A way to calm down the anxiety. Yet I have found myself doing it over and over prioritizing perfectionism in unimportant things over doing studies, for example. The thing is that although my father has become a much better person these last few years he continues to gives us remarks daily. He will point out stuff that he thinks we should be doing that we are not, or he will point out something we could be doing better, or he will point out for us not to forget to do something, or he will ask us for advice or help about how he can maximize something. This is my relationship with my father in a nutshell. This is how he is, I believe it is some driver for him to avoid something that might be causing him pain, something that happened in his past. Anyway I don't know how to fix this, everyday he tells my brother these stuff and they are always well-meant but he doesn't realize himself that he just keeps breeding this mentality of perfectionism. For him near-perfect is just about good enough, less than that is a disappointment and should be fixed. Another thing about my father is that he never took keen interest in neither my brother's or my interests. At first I thought he just needed to complain for the sake of complaining but I am starting to believe that he is a serious case of a maximizer and it is doing me and my brother no good. I mean I can't pretend not to be affected by it, I believe it does breed a sense of ""You are not good enough"" ""You have to do it perfect"" in us. But I am not sure, there could be other reasons and I am just biased because I have been thinking about this for a while and seen some patterns. It pains me to see my brother stuck not doing anything to further his path to a career, year after year. And it pains me that my dad doesn't realize that he needs to chill down and see the real value in things. I mean if I had a son I would rather let him fail and encourage him and let him fail again until he succeeded, thereby growing his confidence in himself and improving our relationship, rather than doing everything myself and pretty much excluding my son from it. I am thinking this could have a connection to the general anxiety I am having, loosing motivation about studying, feeling like I have to learn it almost near-perfect else I have failed. Even now when I am studying things that he also finds interesting he rarely shows interest in my projects. He has sometimes told me that he thinks it is cool what I am doing and that ""someday I would like to see more"" but that's a old story told anew. He has said these things since I was a little kid. ""I would like to see more SOMEDAY"". Seeking my dad's approval seems silly, he has told me many times that he is proud over me and my brother for who we are yet his actions seem so contradicting to this. It is as if he is saying it because that is what you should say to your sons. I would just love not to have him make remarks every day about something that should be done better and etc. I want to feel happy about trying out new stuff, looking forward to experiment but pretty much everytime I share something new with my dad he will answer ""yeah that is good BUT remember you shouldn't do this and that and this and that"" and he becomes all serious. Never like: ""That sound awesome let me know if I can help or something"". He downs me with his attitude, yet for him, he is being correct and doing the right thing. It truly is as if he is more concerned about some notorious figure of perfection looking down on him and taking notes of every word and action he takes rather than thinking about what these actions are inflicting in me and my brother. Sometimes I don't share anything with him and I feel great, motivated and on a roll and he will interrupt what I am doing with his daily remark about something that I have either forgot to do, or didn't do perfect, or could have done better, or should do. And he will always do this with his voice of disappointment and annoyance. I bet there would be a difference if he had another tone but probably his tone reflects his thoughts. I am getting tired of it and I don't like how it might be affecting me and my brother. Perhaps someone here can relate or give me a second opinion. Perhaps some advice on how to deal with this. 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Back in college I was able to handle tons of tasks at once and just tackled them. It was easy. I was top in my class. At some point after college things fell apart. So many things happened I can't really figure out the cause, which I hope would help me figure out the solution. Now I struggle a lot with simple things like focusing on tasks without getting anxious about them and shutting down. I went from top in my class to only getting by financially thanks to support from loved ones. I've gotten better the past few months since admitting my anxiety had become a problem, but it's still an issue. Especially when multiple tasks come up. In fact, now that I'm writing about it, I think my anxiety may be to do with the knowledge that I always have other things to do so it makes it hard for me to think about what I'm doing right now. Even making a list only helps so much. Anyway, if anyone could shed some light, I'd appreciate it. I'm trying my best to tackle this thing and plan to talk to my doctor (who has already suggested we look into my anxiety problems) the next time I see him. Thanks a ton!",4.773792553191488,5.729167536170214,5.503231382978722,81.7671875,69.38297872340425,8.257978723404255,27.027925531914892,8.472884824447931,1.8154734042553184,941,29,181,14,16,306,150,235,0.049,0.7859999999999999,0.165,0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,2,5,16,11,0,1,10,0,15,2,0,4,1,36,36,11,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,19,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,7,4,23,8,35,25,8,33,0,0,2,1,13,18,0,6,13,130,42,5,0.2274047210209095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547338221159132,0.0,0.09460947245088948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479279782938057,0.12845130328661825,0.0,0.07950333418047234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743009680468057,0.0,0.0,0.12557532404302113,0.09675233421983563,0.0,0.11932361247753888,0.10056049794717843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336072900018361,0.0,0.09794451568470998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078208282231776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163791839639962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509933676465387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188095809496927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100546621891583,0.0,0.10185498159772917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242459101452505,0.0,0.0,0.11293209937715595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867572357224244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055549230017336935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548134615753344,0.0,0.0,0.0966656808710989,0.1026208195972263,0.0,0.1517944171080552,0.11527634726644187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075613937565018,0.0,0.0835843177364618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209237503280247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108930310002465,0.07704766212210297,0.1729515375855889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854176879749353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748548253318234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175956063386038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284064365833498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710119461678536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060606023259132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405576758202132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080285197897583,0.0,0.0,0.11886639463474374,0.0,0.0,0.1290280912733314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138965040943632,0.0,0.20936371432823453,0.0,0.0,0.3776939800647381,0.14571176303001165,0.0,0.0,0.06630076078380805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719643916763479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105403227328396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960501805388152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077089462653245,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,swiggle_wiggle,2018/01/10,"Am I the only one who gets really annoyed when the therapist asks ""so how does that make you feel?"" I get they are trying to understand the situation more but I feel like there is a less cliche way to achieve the same thing. And at the same time actually act like they care about what you're about to say.",3.0022580645161305,4.5738385806451625,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,74.48387096774194,8.185806451612903,22.07741935483871,8.841846274778883,1.1658606451612905,240,6,54,5,5,77,48,62,0.029,0.797,0.174,0.892,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,2,1,6,4,1,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,9,11,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,3,6,11,4,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.2494427094441292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389648894870621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606158412402351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236898193070445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25849256723425906,0.1826109256256199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670958705689809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24976049628858746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062454753608775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321088270247806,0.19440621340642047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375308266566374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032747717065249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873212123342106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967879340511961,0.16981880014671574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905076913313334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354534844319827,0.0,0.0,0.2661035281725322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028947541746795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,killiskill,2018/01/10,"What do you for work when you have terrible anxiety? Firstly, I'm not lazy. I've had a full time job and always been very productive. I just despise the 9-5. I could get the same amount of work done in 3 hours but I can't otherwise I'd have nothing to do. I'm sure other people feel like this and maybe have had a change which can help combat this. I have some ideas but nothing concrete and nothing which makes me feel better about anything. I just want to live how I want to live but people's expectations just make me miserable. 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I am on vacation, and even the plane ride to get here was hell for me. The take off and that stomach lurch you can get during it is pretty much the basis of my anxiety. I feel out of control and that makes me anxious. But now i can get that stomach lurch from just walking certain places, it feels like someone is punching me in the stomach. But now that we are on this island and taking taxis to places, i get a very bad panic attack at least once every time im in the car, the poor driver thinks he did something wrong, my parents make up some excuse, and I feel like i look mentally disabled lurching around in a car seat and yelling. I just dont know what more i can do for this. I take a daily med that helps with almost all my day to day anxiety, i have an as needed xanax style med, and ive seen a few different therapists, nothing seems to give me any solid control over my anxiety. It just becomes something i know is going to happen and that i need to prepare for, and even knowing that its gonna happen makes me even more anxious. I cant take a xanax every time i get in a car, and my doctor says that i shouldnt take too high of a daily dose medicine so that i can still feel anxiety, so what am i to do? I just feel helpless and embarassed.",5.1834079601990055,4.614572514925374,5.907850746268661,84.52869154228856,68.25373134328358,8.48995024875622,30.55323383084577,7.554174236665415,1.784246965174129,1006,34,215,9,15,330,139,268,0.165,0.777,0.058,-0.9824,2,0,2,0,1,0,23.0,1,1,0,2,16,12,4,2,15,0,19,7,3,5,2,43,51,17,0,3,6,1,5,2,0,2,4,2,0,0,17,15,0,2,10,0,1,7,3,9,0,0,3,9,31,3,29,46,7,31,1,1,2,0,8,16,1,3,10,145,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918928938231577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240572484235981,0.0,0.2808105961236023,0.2073445615132992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169341838971353,0.0,0.20879982695752405,0.0,0.0,0.07662286183031175,0.0,0.10135109506243206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058523452598412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836617750566915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587854744606024,0.0,0.09392894525346653,0.0,0.0,0.1075519950391158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183668035654268,0.0,0.15463783334677192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320045471142839,0.13111886519970192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397262604123304,0.08803270436763427,0.05215415165638325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230115767089806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061510489148620284,0.09695845553072104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991257243234882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513006980087903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966690446609138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706242500147432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376855304384096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20386822490174464,0.0,0.0924810608048003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746040432063262,0.13609035547638842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805434789073535,0.0,0.0,0.09773045431544954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21534111722696295,0.10189805585970163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917570948921205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933615528289375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07297799213977764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354259309380642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777551497161816,0.1412957448021755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328644025404435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34499244510415744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655029808440218,0.0,0.05880154743423105,0.0,0.0,0.10702189717797098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571862080738502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033444541996052,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rockerblocker,2018/01/10,"Lymph node concerns Hey guys, hypochondriac here. Looking for some advice/support/comfort. I have had, for nearly a year now, really bad hypochondria. Back in June, I had an extreme concern of an enlarged lymph node, which I of course thought was lymphoma and I had 2 weeks to live. Talking to people close to me helped, but I eventually ended up at an urgent care, where they said I was fine. Shortly afterwards, I suffered a bad injury, and I've been healing ever since. I'm nearly 100% healed now, and I'm back to worrying about my lymph node in my neck. I had tons of blood tests while in the hospital, as well as a nearly full body CT scan and even an MRI. Everything was fine. My PCP dismissed it as being perfectly fine, and just my anxiety. But I can't help feeling that it's something like cancer, and I'm gonna die any day now. It's definitely a little enlarged, as I can see it thru my skin when I turn my head. While thinking about it, I'll occasionally feel some pain in that side of my neck in short 1-2 minute bursts (makes me believe it's just anxiety and nothing real). Has anyone else had a similar situation? I feel like I'm alone here and that I'm either completely crazy for feeling like this, or I actually have something wrong. Before I send myself to the hospital and waste $5000 just because of anxiety, I'm reaching out here. Thank you!",4.794675753820734,5.629491096654277,5.679225526641883,80.96304316398185,69.26022304832713,8.654357703428337,30.5578273440727,8.841846274778883,2.3907743081371335,1071,42,210,18,18,352,156,269,0.201,0.6659999999999999,0.134,-0.9691,0,1,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,1,1,18,15,0,0,11,0,15,14,6,1,2,30,35,19,1,0,7,0,5,3,0,1,8,1,0,1,11,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,11,9,26,10,31,22,5,34,0,1,3,0,9,18,0,3,18,129,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.1265485077442319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343088763097212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881865223956006,0.0,0.29761343995118794,0.0,0.0,0.09067493753188437,0.13287199591246626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994310967682215,0.2165539696200181,0.07905143344925056,0.0,0.11034772254372227,0.14610441459243625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440447156608109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221691616866627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359665123861884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363256407848027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458687089685376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833060117577176,0.0,0.1148575662678424,0.0,0.0,0.08565210176422415,0.11730255265379542,0.0,0.0,0.11654759329721676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26227945261954344,0.1852861539807092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284031157448364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308860292287564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738429011944486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006459340431567,0.12997294986577373,0.11450939446007305,0.0,0.10889813851883832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656208843843942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443099959036877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798815533173475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990345292595969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760368739240812,0.08307602293142635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335492248251848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333778999696737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727224132076707,0.14576521697180314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966726441966184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471587856870192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423148824331677,0.0,0.11939148158907542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309340197239352,0.0,0.1029510557497602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105408238006426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402109103164353,0.0,0.1165974648702734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169585018421442,0.0,0.0,0.1417842007352435,0.0,0.0835093609647786 anxiety,optimusfeline,2018/01/10,"Anxiety gets worse in relationships I've been struggling with general anxiety for most of my life. I've noticed that my anxiety seems to get worse when I'm in a relationship. With that being said I've been dating my current boyfriend for about 4-5 months and he's great. He also struggles with some anxiety, so for the most part understands. Maybe, I just seem to feel like I have more anxiety because I feel I have more to be anxious about? Sometimes I get stuck in my own head and my anxiety makes me think things that aren't true with my relationship. What are some things that help you during a bad day of anxiety? 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I just feel pressure and I'm a person who likes guidance but I'm not getting enough and I have no idea if what I'm doing is right. More accurately I'll know half of what to do and will leave the other half. I'm one of those people who's so afraid to fail they don't try. Yes I know how dumb that is but I can't help it. I'll wait till they ask me 3 times for something and sound annoyed and then I'll send what I had prepared since the first email it's so stupid. I know it's anxiety bc I'll literally be curled up in a ball on the couch with stress when I have something to do and Im not 100% sure its correct (I work from home a lot). I don't want to ruin this opportunity. 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I had written a long post but I just went too much into personal details with my story. So long story short: I have a sea of anxiety. I don't know how much of it comes from a facial wound I had when I was 9 years old (in the nose which required surgery and left me with a list of secondary problems and the need of a second surgery). Since the second surgery, I have had a very sensitive nose and the sensation of having even a larger wound right in my septum. I'm happy with my life right now, I have a wife and a child. But sometimes I just can't concentrate and sometimes I get depressed. Do you think seeing a therapist would help me? Would it make me more productive or will it make me ""slow down""?",3.933565062388592,5.053384352941174,4.719512774806893,85.99962566844921,71.48366013071896,8.178015448603684,27.63458110516934,8.575989854853784,1.8453058823529411,598,21,124,10,11,193,86,153,0.07400000000000001,0.866,0.06,-0.2477,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,14,0,15,7,3,4,0,27,27,12,0,4,6,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,4,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,6,3,19,1,13,17,5,18,0,1,1,0,5,8,0,2,7,89,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970016577388588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604654656685903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602740186158006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198175525463806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857938025144098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804820029177122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364130484445505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09317656757181683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18420929910315587,0.0,0.11975345170627764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000809829087001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33951442178944163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707970449147322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492676770561225,0.1257142138450171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790718041411302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803867605859378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623756219813556,0.0,0.0,0.16223004744938374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895781155720557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351040648115076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402479755402348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353653316148078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968528469448646,0.0,0.10863650524959324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989098426421387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571683441456531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408774016769628,0.0,0.0,0.1091803309949258 anxiety,vadersfist,2018/01/10,"New job and I’m terrified I left a job in a field I had been in for 15 years and moved to something in the same company that is as different as night and day for a title and $10,000 pay increase. After just two days I can tell I hate the work load, the hours (which went from 35 hours a week to 50), and just the utter isolation of it. I am an anxious person in general but my stomach is killing me. My wife is depending on me for an increase in our standard of living but I feel like I won’t see her nearly as much nor have the alone time each week I need to stay sane. I am freaking out. 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For example, being told I have done something horrible to the company and being disgraced/fired. With that in mind, I recently got an outside-of-work opportunity that is kind of similar to my daywork but different in a lot of ways. My fulltime job is not one that turns a profit or has ""clients"", so I'm not taking away money from them. But I would be doing similar work. Because of this, I want to email my manager about it prior to accepting the opportunity. I know this is the honest thing to do but I'm getting anxiety and wondering if I should just say no to the opportunity to prevent myself the worry. I'm mainly worried that: • My honest approach will backfire, and we will be banned from doing any freelance (ie; opening pandora's box) • My manager will get mad or be suspicious of me in the future (thinking that I want to quit or work elsewhere) • I will get in trouble for something related to freelancing and be suddenly terminated Does anyone have advice? I know deep down I shouldn't just give up on a lucrative opportunity that would help me pay bills just because I'm scared of a reaction, but I'm really tempted to...",6.207987804878048,7.180530398373985,7.626575203252032,67.7683993902439,66.15447154471545,10.865447154471548,36.513211382113816,10.820120047756994,4.3922040650406515,1042,52,175,29,16,359,134,246,0.184,0.6579999999999999,0.158,-0.8113,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,8,5,15,1,3,13,0,27,0,0,1,0,37,47,15,0,7,14,0,2,0,0,8,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,2,5,0,4,2,4,5,0,2,3,3,22,10,34,28,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,6,5,132,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056645580801147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782147188065662,0.0,0.22008642557941852,0.0,0.0,0.1005817625086214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351497918146822,0.0,0.0,0.17537663044681387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029038852837284,0.0,0.0,0.12588222435973753,0.14720629515379094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186882519887155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225463696170984,0.13799196686890142,0.0,0.0,0.11504826772246772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641818278397654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274679668322085,0.0,0.0,0.14979540159830718,0.15811003465015794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229429943202527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524532376186666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495005419064107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529998968206445,0.0,0.0,0.0921526172070566,0.0,0.14203239957843442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143935852686763,0.1440167939705669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148220795346804,0.1422692034700937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038100727031462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815568236101324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095566120831039,0.0921718950209572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374527867237534,0.0,0.0,0.1564651556537808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969037975476828,0.1141797290799924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599685898488835,0.31416884768064385,0.2921689517997589,0.0,0.20437077324312292,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AmRoxx,2018/01/10,"Experience with outpatient partial hospitalization programs Does anyone have experience with Partial Hospitalization Programs? Do you mind sharing? I just left one after two weeks, six hours a day. I was satisfied that I had gotten what I needed out of it, and I couldn't really spare anymore time because a family member is sick and I have to work. What I don't like is the staff's attitude towards me as I was leaving. Like there could be no good reason for me to check out (I'm voluntary and not a threat). There's no need for hard feelings, but they literally turned their back on me. 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Unsure Hello, I'm trying to find out what exactly is wrong with me. I'd go to a therapist except that I'm just a painter living on a very low income with no health insurance, and I simply cannot afford therapy right now. So I'm trying to find out some ways to cope at least until I'm in a better place financially. Pretty much I am very happy right now, if you were to look at a timeline of my life, it's like I'm peaking in this moment. My art is doing well, I have many friends, I have a loving partner who cares about me, I have the cutest and cuddliest dogs in the world. And as such, my nightmares are becoming more vivid, I'm on edge more often, I'm triggered easily by someone asking me to ponder myself (A friend asked me ""whats your inspiration"" about a painting and I just burst into tears because I don't feel as ""deep"" as I should for an artist), and all around I am constantly waiting for the rug to be swept out of under my feet. Some background; I grew up in a very neglectful, emotionally abusive household. My step-father would treat me well for short periods and then treat me awfully for longer periods, and it was a constant cycle. I didn't ever know when the flip would switch and I'd be pushed outside in the cold without shoes, or when I'd receive ice cream after he chased me around the house in a mask with the power turned off. I was a constant play-thing for him, and while he never physically abused me I still get cold-sweats if I even see a picture of him. (I accidentally ran into him during my little sisters high-school graduation because my mom claimed he wasn't coming, and I ended up hyperventilating in the bathroom). For some weeks I would get the bare minimum of food (The last bit of mac n cheese, a couple carrots for breakfast) and then he'd turn it around and feed me almost too much for a few weeks. Fast forward to today; My nightmares include themes mostly of me losing my current life and waking up back to where I was at some point when I was unhappy. I get anxiety attacks when I think things like ""Wow things are going great for me right now"" because my its like my mind is trying to peak around a corner for danger. It's getting worse, the longer I'm happy. And I'm filled with extreme guilt because I feel like I should accept this happiness with open arms and that I have no right to be worried or upset or scared. But I AM scared. I've been with my partner for almost 2.5 years now and when we were first together I was worried he would just up and leave and I argued that away as usual new-relationship jitters, but now it's so much worse rather than better. A lot of my nightmares concerning him are things like; I lose my voice and have to watch him take care of me and being miserable, I watch him drown, I watch him get kidnapped, etc etc etc I just, I just want to be happy. But not just be happy, I want to be able to feel and enjoy the happiness and safety I should be feeling. I'm not being abused anymore, so why can't I move on? It's so frustrating I want to cry",4.757190635451501,5.0935245555555575,5.59326892109501,83.3223522853958,69.14492753623188,8.301597918989224,27.51727982162765,8.139509932561175,1.6193674470457076,2403,72,495,30,39,788,291,621,0.14300000000000002,0.652,0.205,0.9939,4,0,0,0,2,0,69.0,1,2,0,7,38,43,4,6,30,1,45,11,4,1,4,99,84,48,1,13,21,2,4,5,4,7,3,1,1,2,18,40,3,2,11,2,0,10,12,15,2,1,11,13,74,28,83,56,18,89,0,5,7,1,28,44,0,14,41,338,92,1,0.06060921481271639,0.21543602598275832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138274730398965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636588343701189,0.0,0.0601080549123658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158202043322472,0.11332286841460178,0.06895173167980823,0.056944352449894826,0.04660474500741992,0.0,0.14778725918175484,0.06693811593647711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720785029249852,0.06616956492647648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359026778796685,0.0,0.0,0.05220947185451106,0.0,0.196491088183539,0.0,0.0,0.06706294338458073,0.0665763764822957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817720888701706,0.05368177455601893,0.0,0.2027858875156825,0.040031814764680415,0.05482450474113528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820221702904318,0.1225833604498058,0.04329923517249833,0.0,0.0,0.11079144862063196,0.05155416715746482,0.0732889031330795,0.0,0.09365305803329356,0.0,0.15832906593277424,0.0,0.06889122703594039,0.0,0.0,0.0668218733003445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516374533433457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442476113125849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640369631264389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993489634492492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03330923939316631,0.04940459947650529,0.0,0.06417640720690672,0.0,0.0,0.0856201616993006,0.14805300433899946,0.06074635585438722,0.05351904709191916,0.0,0.050896475621868616,0.1356124162773946,0.0,0.05152778702773909,0.05470218271021213,0.0,0.0,0.06144823082766731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611980292158785,0.07098477986326117,0.0,0.06441800348952692,0.1336642400189505,0.0,0.046745562903139665,0.05853675734604428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332372946549786,0.0,0.05729529862753479,0.0,0.0,0.06166136087057871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446536048904095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507161434341242,0.0,0.20703975314774534,0.0,0.0,0.1213607947810827,0.061339761162016775,0.04829769710424004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135399102647844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840259724154978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04557058662931166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931191928378873,0.0703719698523873,0.1207982075399851,0.0388359375591572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745044879298144,0.0,0.0,0.12344903509345598,0.13185084268414854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675248731083559,0.1500268491928792,0.1072466556814438,0.04810877359160128,0.09723411246256257,0.0,0.10898992598142454,0.0,0.05469038920816886,0.0,0.0,0.058425120234584266,0.0,0.0,0.12310319936722522,0.12353193576848125,0.17222018895851002,0.06626666180376531,0.0,0.03903034718822502 anxiety,CouchPizza,2018/01/10,"Has anyone had wellbutrin cause shortness of breath and tightness in their chest? Its made me quite anxious, and honestly my anxiety has been okay for a few years. I just added this to help with lack of motivation/depression and I wanted to hear if these effects went away for anyone. Let me know your experiences with it!",5.1461016949152585,7.503348694915258,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,70.52542372881356,8.109830508474579,28.749152542372883,8.841846274778883,2.3866040677966107,259,10,46,5,5,79,49,59,0.099,0.772,0.129,0.4334,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,5,2,2,3,0,14,10,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,2,10,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322645685909335,0.3001161720179719,0.0,0.3715063328500248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495929793346642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272902352241634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288095108251823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598629832472169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994141260937165,0.0,0.17806391841198946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599783721883905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27165171855632386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513705559760761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825583345161491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566910569329566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462661903363791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107404369462473 anxiety,cherry_pips,2018/01/10,"My vivid imagination is ruining my relationship and I need coping mechanisms Because of past experiences, I (36f) am terrified of being cheated on, lied to and left. I am irrational as a result. My mind takes off and I imagine all sorts of scenarios that might happen involving those things. They seem so vivid to me that I actually FEEL the emotions as though they are real. That means I break my own heart over and over again and my SO (43m) bears the brunt because I start to feel a blur between reality and my imaginary scenes. I try and tell myself that it’s not real-that it’s just my anxiety. But then I start to think “what if it IS real and I’m doing myself a disservice by ignoring my gut?” And so on and so forth and it spirals and gets out of control like anxious thoughts do. How do I cope with this? Does anyone else experience similar and/or have methods to deal with it? I hate how anxiety makes me feel so out of control of my own brain. (I’m very new here- I’m sorry if I stuffed anything up in this post) ",2.4371270860077026,4.517449092682932,4.216919127086008,84.04661103979463,77.58536585365854,7.827984595635432,26.399229781771503,8.6894789155246,2.0525609756097563,804,32,163,18,19,271,121,205,0.139,0.8490000000000001,0.012,-0.97,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,2,11,5,2,0,5,0,11,3,3,6,1,45,29,26,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,16,0,3,9,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,27,1,26,26,3,18,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,6,7,114,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.12788486026635834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005041590242574,0.14804799928624626,0.0,0.09163246507309644,0.13427512448365794,0.10784211056804037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977243352320014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629395622617525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939650564420165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351057015993892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468180949780656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947457256417653,0.14741241748453845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563820170010829,0.0,0.0,0.19878684316518208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846766169585355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588614381610805,0.0,0.0,0.1293836959540493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552936234956275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423850554883511,0.0,0.0,0.06402389197724068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747618428411341,0.0,0.0,0.1427507127042923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390222146119567,0.13232207037035199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717112763114866,0.0,0.12656788174456088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251010406146132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550865813144366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474871479747909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069751661263238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930203206154218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466985578912411,0.185514226825334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853249276232333,0.0,0.11454254875766748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870630918648984,0.08397086848130175,0.1287549170336761,0.10403821912654876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897362719075945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081290990941016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_Tia__,2018/01/10,"Anxiety It's almost 3am. I can't sleep. I've had this constant anxiety after massive panic attack few weeks ago. Yesterday when I walked to school, my legs started to feel weak and I felt like I couldn't breathe. I've also had heart palpitations when I try to go to sleep. I always convince myself that there is something wrong with me, even though there really isn't. I went to get EKG last week and there wasn't anything abnormal. I still think that there is something wrong with me. I can't stop worrying. Should I seek help?",1.8298571428571435,4.3931951523809545,2.88154761904762,89.98803571428573,83.19047619047619,6.166666666666668,22.083333333333336,7.492282038375204,0.9913333333333338,421,14,84,7,12,134,69,105,0.182,0.711,0.107,-0.8306,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,1,1,0,0,10,6,5,0,0,11,17,6,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,5,0,0,5,2,14,2,8,10,1,15,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,49,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484111669859596,0.0,0.16765083052460647,0.0,0.0,0.133888815575927,0.13931007940466056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25615761840535123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777558700701914,0.0,0.0,0.19046883249856572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092573481443608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058189309058887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465454376493442,0.0,0.1607531794441712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874720666301555,0.0,0.09515084874055252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983981027713476,0.11222069697343902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647280718121316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817948503898481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964358485579599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072560240434342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694419039180061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350895811168407,0.0,0.0,0.2577821633440379,0.0,0.0,0.118503483307143,0.0,0.1337049260678108,0.13997385961853268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727846140586507,0.16449311109469247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366982387289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685946738187859,0.0,0.0,0.15520361321376633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002707610880685,0.0,0.0,0.3661034581684514,0.0,0.0 anxiety,slightlywarmtree,2018/01/10,"'Cosmic dread' night panic I have GAD (and depression apparently). I was on Citalopram but came off it around 2 months ago, but my mood and anxiety have been suffering since so even though my psychiatrist is certain I'm medication resistant, I think I want to go back on. Been getting random crippling waves of panic in the middle of the night. I put 'panic attacks' but they feel different to the kind I used to have, which was like a mental panic that triggered physical symptoms. This feels really physical, like a sudden pang in my stomach/chest that makes me lose my breath and i have this overwhelming feeling of 'cosmic dread' - the closest explanation i have was like this post (idk if this is against sub rules sorry) https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_the_Matrix/comments/7kjvxx/impending_doom_for_the_human_race/ I just suddenly feel like SOMETHING bad is going to happen. I don't know what but like a terrifying event like the end of the world or some otherworldly being is gonna crawl into my room or something Its like the anxiety comes after the physical symptoms which doesn't usually happen to me?",7.947936507936512,10.255718687830688,6.8443121693121745,70.03726190476192,63.17989417989418,9.632804232804233,30.96031746031746,9.957137785484203,3.2895015873015883,908,33,139,20,14,275,115,189,0.217,0.637,0.146,-0.959,2,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,6,22,1,7,11,0,17,4,1,3,1,28,35,12,0,2,8,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,5,2,12,0,0,6,4,18,9,18,27,1,28,0,4,0,0,1,11,0,5,18,91,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000208600388093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263596681252585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044651064178976,0.0,0.12836538398014727,0.0,0.08676266487337837,0.09421198497934204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290524586610689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719681781346153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718407663967248,0.0,0.0,0.11788789998256075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993775987553608,0.0,0.0,0.07452603652585482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820978894028385,0.08060889572396457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058951300710059676,0.0,0.12825274428780795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955811964427975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174996318419588,0.06201081830179109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858762122973285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623279694236494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531781744802404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136687559404566,0.11371050497579692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900633167940128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177482330146655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529547281764295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806413515463888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342970585757448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228458603915164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333775599445987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373081961396306,0.0,0.1263088381547925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345562256966613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229970757166779,0.11085919460297118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745266670659372,0.1242711162799494,0.0,0.06655263424499132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PostsRandomManga,2018/01/10,Is anyone else not good with receiving compliments? I feel like whenever I'm complimineted I have to always one-up myself and set these ridiculous expectations and always end up over thinking and doing too much rather than sticking with what worked. ,6.509186046511626,9.615479395348842,5.890872093023257,71.9749127906977,69.0,8.951162790697676,29.3546511627907,9.516144504307137,3.304027906976744,206,8,30,5,4,63,36,43,0.109,0.7759999999999999,0.115,0.0757,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,10,6,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,21,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416706711601429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275915046844799,0.3335049166095612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719067164099078,0.0,0.2882892124640693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457848467916986,0.23253147854026154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27300716303035616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901890120748244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392739982260953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056173537307924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20856206686218567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23696197993646576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alphajasper,2018/01/10,"Less anxiety at night ? Well i dont know i might been just using it as an excuse for my fucked up sleep schedule. As a teenager i used to play alot of MMOs until very late. In uni days i could party till morning. But right now i just feel calm after 12 am , i either check out for some movie , wait for nba games , or just play some games myself. I usually wake about 9-10 , i try to go to bed before 2 am too to get 7-8 hours of sleep. But anyway i just feel less anxious at night , especially that now im back at uni and i spend day time studying then hit the gym and just chill after that. But then i feel guilt because im not much of morning person... 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Like terminally ill. Every so often, I go through phases where I won’t sleep because I’m scared I’m going to die overnight, and tonight is one of those nights. This morning I woke up feeling extremely dizzy/vertigo and I got paranoid. It subsided but now it’s 12:30am, I’m feeling dizzy again with a slight headache and my mind is telling me “you have cancer”, “you have a tumour in your brain and you’re going to die”. It’s fucking annoying. I just want to sleep. I haven’t slept much recently and now I’m having an episode of ‘How many days can Elise be deprived of sleep due to anxiety?!?!’ Does anyone else have this problem? How do you deal with it? I just want to sleep:( ",0.9506571428571426,3.295622965714287,2.319642857142856,94.01660714285715,85.05714285714284,5.328571428571427,23.607142857142854,6.742157984588678,0.7088000000000001,669,26,144,8,20,215,100,175,0.268,0.677,0.055,-0.9931,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,0,0,11,7,2,2,6,0,14,11,6,2,1,24,36,11,3,4,4,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,6,0,1,3,3,17,1,16,30,3,18,0,1,1,1,7,4,1,1,10,83,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903218464276875,0.13235458811456094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748720928274318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420151457257882,0.13190165463997533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330689620154459,0.13317328549036098,0.0,0.0,0.4021883559628853,0.0,0.0,0.1322156220205104,0.1130415162054984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079087583531725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883512674753963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062906402505267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941978682381033,0.0,0.0,0.3670643582546914,0.0,0.1033126852207378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310815860141059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096271548699065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042946852352671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495815475132677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122156144309998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753201582725867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360259567505195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275442810159515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586525116201356,0.0,0.1029353893406398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170713395773004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129042473109618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276983360992744,0.0,0.0,0.07532271690593867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238098874189462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kazmazza,2018/01/10,"I confessed to THE woman today, feel like a weights been lifted. Like many of you here I’ve been doctor diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and I’m on medication for it. So this woman, let’s call her T, she’s... everything I ever wanted in a partner. I fell head over heels for her and it was ruining my life. I was constantly worrying about every little thing I said to her or every thing she did and put that on top of all the other ridiculous things I worry about and it was quite honestly, killing me. I don’t know how I managed to find it within me to say but today I told her everything. As I was saying it I could almost feel some of the anxiety just... leaving. Ultimately, she rejected me. But T is a wonderful caring person and treated me with respect. I have feelings of disappointment of course but they’re almost drowned out by this overwhelming feeling of relief I have. It didn’t turn out how I had hoped and dreamed (and panicked and freaked out) but... at least for now, I feel better. 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As always, when things are going really well, my OCD and anxiety kick into high gear because my mind can't understand living in a situation without high anxiety for one moment. I've been in fight of flight since I was born. Abuse or whatever. You know how it goes. All of a sudden, I got a compulsion to start reading into tax law. Which led into a full-scale investigation of every financial-related thing I've done in my life. I'm only *20*. I've become fixated on the idea of losing all of my financial aid and being thrown in jail because of a possible mistake, or being arrested because I might have forgotten to file taxes when I was 17, or all of these all-or-nothing possibilities. And I'm not really sure what the right or wrong thing to do in these situations is or was. As far as financial aid, we've always just done exactly what was asked of us and no more questions were asked, even in verification. But now I'm seeing *potential* holes in what *they* asked for and I'm freaking out thinking that we didn't give them enough info, even though they didn't ask for it. We reported all of our financial information. I've been verified. But I'm still thinking that they're definitely going to come back one day and tell us that we made a mistake and that they think we did it intentionally and throw me or my parents in jail (even though, even if we did make a mistake, my family is so fucking broke it'd be a trivially small difference). But on the other hand, there was a form I was supposed to give my financial aid office last year and I called them about it in tears saying I forgot a year later and they said ""well, we were able to verify you anyway, so it's not a big deal, just hang onto it"". So maybe my worries are for nothing. But it's the same with taxes. And new jobs. And with my classes. I've gotten into this habit of never getting above a certain grade on exams, because I fear that if my professor ever sees me struggling, but then I manage to pull an amazing grade on an exam, I'll be reported for cheating. Even though I know I'm not cheating myself. It's become hard to function because I'm terrified if I make a mistake that it'll ruin my life. I've been hospitalized because I was so sure that I fucked something up beyond repair and I figured I'd rather be dead than deal with the hell I caused and I attempted overdose. I don't even want to be dead. I just don't want my life to be in ruins. Nobody else spends the amount of time I do thinking about these things, or going back two or three years to evaluate any possible mistakes. Right? Normal people don't do that, right, and those mistakes go unnoticed, or, if noticed, it's understood that they're mistakes? I don't know what a reasonable amount of anxiety is. I'm only 20, and I'm afraid of ruining my life before it even starts. And in this act of fear, I'm ruining my own life because I spend entire days crying in bed or on my computer for hours looking up information and reading the same webpages over and over again. 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Jaw tension seems to creep up on me, any thoughts, exercises or solutions? Tried progressive muscle relaxation, maybe didn't persist enough but didn't really feel it worked. 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Hi guys. So basically my anxiety has gotten worse over the past year to the point to where I can’t sleep and the anxiety never ends. I feel nervous all the time and get anxiety attacks often. I want to tell my parents because I want to be put on anti anxiety meds so I can feel better and be able to even sleep, but they won’t understand and they will just think I’m making stuff up, or “you just need to drink more water” or something like that. What do I do? And how do you get diagnosed with anxiety, do they just ask you questions ?",2.2521428571428572,3.5504492936507965,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,75.90476190476191,8.214603174603175,24.50476190476191,8.841846274778883,1.6383866666666669,465,15,103,10,10,160,75,126,0.146,0.782,0.07200000000000001,-0.7416,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,3,1,9,5,1,1,4,0,14,5,2,2,2,27,29,12,0,3,6,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,7,2,0,6,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,2,16,2,11,24,2,11,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,4,6,70,20,0,0.13759036130042435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6315374987606683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862841448239756,0.15652889916871596,0.0,0.0,0.11488220453262338,0.08387380718117643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168749340811312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965132046557835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347861728767958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186422112930753,0.0,0.0,0.0908771359933277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391396416025688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377056989346448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623608961320852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561606427190536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672197005737889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918426345746984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528318738781425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102021509503127,0.1061181688116055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277781350265307,0.0,0.13134556853514995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130067364563915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831631581971776,0.15413269368992816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814390865160844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753794548277088,0.0,0.0,0.10592378218592853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575080454834542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026004031723128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816234786602205,0.0,0.0,0.08023004614665298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323641849845056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230871987665796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021633283855095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860368160027975 anxiety,damnitjeffy,2018/01/11,"Dae feel like talking about their anxiety/depression is looking for reassurance about their suicidal thoughts? I feel that way currently. I'm having a flare up of my severe anxiety and mood swings. I feel like I'm only taking about it so that someone will tell me it's okay to want to die... I'm so sick of being alive.",3.859523809523811,5.557065111111113,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,72.49206349206351,8.84952380952381,28.473015873015875,9.3871,2.589973968253968,254,10,49,6,5,84,45,63,0.183,0.631,0.18600000000000005,-0.4101,1,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,6,14,3,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,4,9,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927056674551038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169643174668654,0.0,0.26143630601285184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821102911766031,0.3599201566189133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461348811234381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21153569346195772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158414135739973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845795185165933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134372168425292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755417999888741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940025858996296,0.2024706799033824,0.22017496712060372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199983427328272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857934925001862,0.1999494593478508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Morganalol,2018/01/11,"Open when anxious letter for my anxious girlfriend Hi guys, Most of her life my girlfriend struggled with anxiety. She has been doing better but still gets episodes. I have decided to give her a gift of ""open when"" letters. I want to write an Open when anxious letter and I am having trouble. I am not sure what I could write in there. I have a couple of ideas but I would really appreciate if you guys could tell me what YOU would want in a letter such as that. What would you want to hear the most from the person you love when you are anxious. Thank you. 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Did it help at all?,6.812000000000001,10.829450533333334,7.001666666666669,58.2225,77.0,11.0,40.833333333333336,10.125756701596842,6.828333333333335,78,5,8,3,2,25,15,15,0.376,0.501,0.123,-0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6272417925958704,0.0,0.0,0.2866559573234288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663925776394055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747898406230162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4810037450637531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dragonflyzmaximize,2018/01/11,"[X-post from r/depression] Frightened of taking Abilify. Am I over-worrying? Any experiences helpful. Hey all. I've been on a number of medications for the past, I don't know, something like 10 years or so since I was about 17. Nothing really seems to work all that well. My psychiatrist sort of thinks I've got medication resistant depression. I generally like and trust him, and he's usually very straightforward with me and never pushes anything (always makes it clear that taking the medications is my choice, which I really value). Anyway, he prescribed me Abilify (I'm actually not sure what dosage, I forgot to ask and I didn't get it filled yet, but I think it's 2mg because I'm sensitive to meds and he said ""low dose""). I'm absolutely terrified to take it. He brought up that there's this rare condition, [Tardive Dyskonesia](https://www.webmd.com/schizophrenia/tardive-dyskinesia#1) that it is possible to develop from taking the medication. Some higher risk factors are being older (I'm not, 26), being female (again, not) and I think high dosage and long use. Anyway, am I being overly anxious about this? I've been searching on the r/anxiety and r/depression subreddits the past few days and am seeing mixed things. Does anyone actually know the rate of people who take it who develop this? I can't seem to find that information anywhere. Any insight you might have would be appreciated. Thank you.",4.390009085402788,7.3058200118110275,5.594803149606296,72.35072683222292,75.25984251968505,9.104542701393095,28.27316777710478,9.565088089820216,3.2906594791035744,1129,47,185,33,26,374,156,254,0.095,0.838,0.067,-0.7858,0,0,1,0,0,0,60.0,0,2,0,1,10,9,0,1,7,0,19,5,0,2,5,38,45,12,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,19,10,0,1,10,0,0,3,7,3,1,0,8,2,18,6,20,31,4,19,0,2,1,0,14,6,0,6,12,109,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.21011851029117834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958057229046303,0.0,0.0,0.14642306767436233,0.0,0.0823585276506049,0.1216235643407069,0.0,0.07527739020618206,0.0,0.08859384751258967,0.0,0.10064625000027096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562767799012567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943088499912697,0.0,0.2781785607335992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421275872291336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531076033064718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839800202522506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056247170496528325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610441024183847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216128438570818,0.11374721254851765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833269249833155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519309930262326,0.0,0.0,0.09527446545979236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186294565850837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195844250140733,0.4338188178039716,0.0,0.11420875219632687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830329425326578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330132189631534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554461439039926,0.07463691170904682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136888566161486,0.1031071708578201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793770065267888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240797387155268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578995864111683,0.19601667624510796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905629921559756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288084328613192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014669481892893,0.0,0.4047293118077948,0.0,0.0,0.09911756645781787,0.0,0.0,0.07152358428470207,0.20694983467627484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298245659661504,0.11857072839784565,0.08882961272139175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679800283297504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837673665559816,0.10933252531181514,0.0,0.07647757436564623,0.0,0.0,0.06932860305532661 anxiety,Vicology,2018/01/11,"Can't go #2 when anyone else is around me (desperate) Okay, so I'm a 19 year old male and over the last couple of years I've noticed I need more and more privacy to poop. It's gotten to the point that if anyone is even in the house, I can't go because I get so anxious and my bowels tense up. Even if I physically try to go, my body just won't relax and let me when I feel I'm in the presence of others. I usually have to go to my grandparents house (they're often gone and I have the key) or just hope everyone has somewhere to be and I can find myself alone in my own home. The straining of trying to go around people when I can't find somewhere private has resulted in tenesmus and rectal swelling. I'm a healthy body weight, eat better than 90% of teens my age, and don't have underlying bowel issues. However, my doctor believes this will cause problems later in life (no sh*t, it already is) and I just don't know how to overcome it. I noticed by coincidence that If I take Valium or Lorazepam, my state of mind becomes altered and I can relax more, and I read that it supposedly cuts off the mind-bowel connection [""diminishing the GI system’s reaction to stress and anxiety""] , which explains it all. Unfortunately, that can't be a cure because obviously you can't take benzos long-term, everyday just for that. It's embarrassing and I just can't take it anymore. Help.",3.892906137184117,5.030434924187726,5.445435018050542,80.68988537906141,71.59927797833934,8.428086642599277,28.6514440433213,8.841846274778883,2.2076875090252703,1082,41,216,20,20,367,151,277,0.102,0.8490000000000001,0.05,-0.894,5,1,0,0,0,1,38.0,0,1,0,1,16,10,1,3,11,1,23,9,5,3,2,40,42,24,0,6,10,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,15,15,2,0,5,3,0,6,10,5,0,0,2,2,26,5,28,35,5,31,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,7,11,141,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606137714614766,0.12366207554092885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572634126897018,0.12659700798989956,0.11113437826395814,0.15671128240732216,0.11481971447811115,0.0,0.1995160570428835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366226638712931,0.12376254576207735,0.0,0.12625434766966714,0.0,0.09910882829799576,0.0,0.24894896792474966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151174927858524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399334046763714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469915917686832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466635631154935,0.09361256757547697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803043788846473,0.0,0.0,0.1070790665260673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056661397415694724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484340705032766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854723573805806,0.0,0.3184341805621022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511211125458958,0.0,0.11240629759603944,0.1113018359593036,0.0,0.2586066455013054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696254643488267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061585782734142724,0.09134465346127407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458994213242688,0.0791519826351408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917043897232523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262992851058641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309179509628739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551643318505394,0.11758914548319906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768897219211944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059338453008057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072272215593979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120913030611566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283654714199713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252767727364798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216409605888312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341933515696395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364600815195723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443271912396371 anxiety,missdovahkiin1,2018/01/11,"how do i manage my driving anxiety? Hello, I got in a horrific rollover the day after I turned 16 and so I've never actually driven without anxiety. I got in another accident when I was 18 and its just manifested itself since then. I think the major problem was that my parents were always too busy to teach me to drive and lied about how many hours I had and then I snuck into getting my drivers license through a high school drivers ed course so I never actually took the test. Anyway, that was several years and several cars ago and I just can't seem to have a positive driving experience. I live in a rural community where driving is an absolute necessity. My main triggers are anything to do with the highway (I can't even bring myself to go near the highway) or long empty stretches of road without any other cars. I know those are ironically probably the safest places to be. I drive to work and back every single day amd I force myself to get through it but its a miserable experience. I have to leave very early for work even though I only live 15 mins away because I have to constantly pull over, hyperventilate, cry my eyes out, sometimes vomit, and then continue on my route. And this happens every single day with varying intensity. It definitely gets much worse when I'm stressed about other things in life but even on my stress free happiest days I go through this terrible experience. I am just at a loss. Everyone always assured me that I would eventually get over it but I drive every single day and it never gets better or easier. I don't even know of a therapist who would deal with this because the resources are so limited where I live. I don't want to feel like this anymore, especially because my husband can't always be there to bail me out and I would hate for it to start affecting my kids hobbies because I can't handle driving them anywhere. Any ideas??",4.9140000000000015,6.544860844444448,6.130000000000003,74.8616666666667,69.72222222222223,9.111111111111112,32.22222222222222,9.53975657930432,3.2246388888888893,1504,68,265,34,27,504,191,360,0.145,0.78,0.075,-0.9691,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,6,23,11,1,3,15,0,26,3,1,4,4,47,49,27,0,5,10,2,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,20,17,0,1,6,0,1,15,11,7,0,0,9,2,42,5,42,35,6,59,0,2,1,0,7,20,0,3,25,193,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.1680702092551036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763351038272145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149619113878064,0.0,0.0,0.11712131210953802,0.09029831972024176,0.13175436049872422,0.0,0.08540221547336205,0.0,0.0,0.07086470615806965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090719064204001,0.06621655751475579,0.0,0.20997783693481795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07616107312459643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930589323738802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459248112530386,0.2776828979607569,0.08878003030254057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751065063125936,0.0,0.21766495769138566,0.08228587458712049,0.0,0.2527088379942085,0.0,0.0,0.043541961962694435,0.061520051138316476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495575716433924,0.0,0.09788144740543422,0.0,0.13774689556934913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615056387587095,0.0,0.0,0.08502001256405246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098445343402352,0.0,0.0,0.08480520878465217,0.0,0.0,0.0972125280862494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946523005629238,0.0,0.0,0.09118257718672124,0.0,0.0,0.06082505505267539,0.04207108214189319,0.0,0.22812143222751946,0.07620841840304886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730635282163686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330389631264534,0.0,0.199249899599874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549378220057338,0.0,0.0,0.0956197050338432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997108284861116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284574710404496,0.08239972565892756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715223787362006,0.0,0.0783951964735311,0.0,0.1945692255362652,0.0,0.07123461338036627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516921419627063,0.0,0.06095212298272095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19728720888707008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998530382293437,0.05721049402428401,0.055178546575375034,0.08460683228414204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567612166002083,0.0,0.09366759657813738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105329072362519,0.0507924271306488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660221650694124,0.0,0.1253844272185627,0.0,0.08775779728459457,0.1835193183476976,0.0,0.0,0.055454766011454826 anxiety,Epic3777,2018/01/11,"Does anyone else ever feel like they are going to faint? I sometimes have episodes where I am hot and cold at the same time. My heart pounds, and I feel tingly in my hands. I get light-headed. This happens without warning. Sometimes during meetings and/Or normal conversations. It is also triggered by the feeling of being stuck (e.g., in an airplane, in traffic). Has anyone else experienced this? If so, how do you handle it?",3.132179487179485,6.038485294871798,3.523333333333333,85.23833333333336,80.66666666666666,4.4923076923076914,25.333333333333336,5.82211442006289,0.8841948717948718,335,13,56,2,9,104,63,78,0.026,0.888,0.086,0.5538,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,3,2,2,1,12,14,6,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,8,12,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257108253985494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842904394984749,0.4165896238054965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790060541645367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396457175232658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388760530722295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30836886776353056,0.1452305443542092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106210727930433,0.0,0.11553449343620067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976883373695066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863437266707785,0.0,0.0,0.2408998406823651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931731277824488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918121263239771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021183698997528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854013807474795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596447793650973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AshleyAllTimeLow,2018/01/11,"anxiety at malls? about a week ago i was at a mall that had a shooting scare, thankfully it wasn't a real shooting but someone let off fireworks in the mall. it was a bunch of loud popping sounds and everyone started running and screaming. The day after I went back to that mall and the store i was in and had a heavy feeling of being anxious so i left quickly. i assumed that was normal since it was the day after and it was the same mall. Now today I went to a different mall and i felt anxious the entire time, so i went to one store and then left. i'm really just terrified something like that is gonna happen again, and it'll actually be a real shooting. a part of me feels like i'm being really dramatic since it wasn't a real shooting, but idk. any advice on how to get over this? am i being dramatic? 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No relatives that I know of with schizophrenia (however my dad is adopted so I can't know for sure) I KNOW only a psychiatrist/gp can diagnose me properly. I am asking here to see if it's worth to do so. For maybe half a year now I've had constant anxiety of having schizophrenia. It started with me being in school, walking through the corridor and hearing my name being called, even though I know I probably just misheard someone else talking. I went home and googled schiz symptoms, and since then have been constantly worrying about it.. Other symptoms - Music playing in my head. Can be hard to make it stop. Sometimes when I’ve smoked weed it feels literally impossible to make it stop. Constantly repeating conversations in my head, or preparing for future ones. Also, it feels like most of my thoughts are thought of as if im in a conversation, if you understand what I mean by that. Auditory hallucinations (?) - Heard my name being called a couple of separate times when walking around town & in school. However, one time at a night club it happened like 5-8 times in one night, (was quite drunk & anxious the day/evening before). It's NOT in a distinct voice, its just someone else next to me who's talking about something completely different, and my brain just misfires and I hear my name instead.. Also, Idk if it counts as hypnagogic hallucinations but when I meditate I, a random word or sentance can pop up in my head, but it can be in a different voice than my own inner monologue - often someone i know. However it really doesn NOT feel like a voice talking to me, more like intrusive thoughts that are in the voice of someone else (but i’m the one thinking?, its not loud or anything) Quite often, several times a day, when seeing some random person on the street I recognize someone I know for a split second - then I realize it wasn't them. Saw some interview with a dude with schiz who said this was one of his first symptoms but with cars Poor control of my inner monologue. I tend to overanalyze every single thought that I have. Because of this I have somehow caught the habit of thinking- Would someone with schizophrenia do this, or does this mean I have schizophrenia? Seeing things out of the corner of my eye. Slight sensation that people in school might be talking shit about me (however like 2 seconds after that happens I realize how ridiculous it is) I have smoked quite a lot of weed the last 2.5 years but lately have not been smoking much at all. It tends to make my anxiety worse and hyperactive - the last time I smoked when i was walking home i was paranoid about anyone looking at me through windows and when I walked past 2 guys I was convinced they were talking about me. No delusions, paranoia (when sober), depersonalization, social life is good etc. I feel ''sane'' but can not stop having thoughts of schizophrenia. What do you guys think? I posted a similar post in r/askdocs and r/schizophrenia and most of them said I'm fine, but I'm still extremely scared. 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I get really bad itches all over my head when I’m having a bad episode of anxiety. Isn’t it just great when your heart is thumping, you’re talking to yourself, your body is shaking, you’re over analysing everything then all of a sudden you skin itches. How I’ve survived 37 years of this hell I’ll never know. 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However, the back of my neck is the absolutel worst, and it literally feels like where all of my stress is being poured into. I feel like I can't function at times, where it's hard to drink something, and it seems to cause a myriad of other issues. Does anyone have something similar? Ways to help relieve it? What to do in the moment when it's bad like at work or class? Thank you so much.",2.884285714285713,5.180756714285722,4.350714285714286,82.57178571428574,77.09523809523809,7.628571428571428,23.833333333333336,8.548686976883017,1.7459333333333342,425,14,81,9,10,141,76,105,0.17600000000000002,0.677,0.146,-0.5632,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,2,4,0,6,3,2,1,2,15,13,6,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,6,14,12,4,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,10,51,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654402151732784,0.0,0.0,0.1339442533132998,0.0,0.0,0.17053034646964327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729896744995716,0.1599458491635839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19678642632024976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070099256913703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354131861662107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763675766605365,0.0,0.0,0.1876573396549568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371849816931253,0.2737031446590447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886881375639966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160147554791105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839963405610447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994043450072005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37434908678979534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942132920392757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408197422575751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280462275720542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439039308279333,0.0,0.2164099667416499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29494679976367894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194330485518944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763640901080746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117010498846744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205260052808822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394590519107168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DepressedGorilla,2018/01/11,"Any suggestions for going places out of the home to be alone? Library is a big one, although it always seems to be packed. I will try to find others though. Sitting is the car is fine, but in winter it can be tough on gas. Also don't want to scare anyone. I really want a place to just go to sleep or be able to lay down like a motel without the price :( I'm a god damn mess",0.2628703703703685,2.037950888888893,2.343935185185188,96.29145833333335,83.32098765432099,5.037654320987656,16.297839506172842,5.985473137389443,-0.6488901234567899,286,5,68,2,8,96,61,81,0.142,0.703,0.155,0.4828,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,7,0,10,1,1,0,0,9,16,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,1,3,2,4,0,1,0,0,2,2,14,11,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,2,2,43,5,0,0.22620268959741585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23427776726110244,0.0,0.18089420914627266,0.1882187584647026,0.0,0.0,0.1538255857469872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581661800410152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674516028479176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25711240268247765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268997411061759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051120819810734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532807966428289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726673316820279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491123520700622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646835366526816,0.0,0.0,0.2059264330306116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263660504745898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222429940356752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357677790213228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668404140683098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21805132071010652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,I_only_wish,2018/01/11,"I'm scared. I finally, finally, finally got insurance (after five years of none) and went to a doctor who screened me for depression and then, seeing the results, got me a rush appt to get depression medication. I don't know if it's my generalized anxiety but after having read the horror stories of having to find the right meds and people literally getting hospitalized I'm feeling really sick to my stomach. I've never reacted well to meds in the past - however I'm older now, so that may have changed? Not sure. It could be fine - but I'm at a point in my life right now where having a mental breakdown could cost me a lot - money is tight and if I don't get the motivation to make more money soon (or if it gets worse from the meds) I don't know what I'm gonna do...",5.472820512820512,5.2578144871794885,7.130256410256411,74.8147435897436,67.58974358974359,10.77948717948718,31.43589743589743,10.504223727775694,3.1764666666666663,604,22,121,15,9,211,95,156,0.18600000000000005,0.789,0.025,-0.976,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,11,0,13,5,1,4,2,27,31,12,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,1,3,2,6,3,1,1,3,4,10,3,15,23,3,22,0,2,2,0,1,7,0,6,13,78,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227110514540673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142438650300834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21347829474754434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302908971748305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368355349665812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759676952273838,0.0,0.0,0.4393466571093889,0.12218859052351967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27938626160905233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384532833526487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694307416442826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442792750419143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11365692475552773,0.0,0.0,0.08923790991843912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454923486339477,0.13467679424135556,0.13472625925217388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310857950636992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762051162189642,0.09268256321321333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637855845525806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372437539688445,0.0,0.08564408258251656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283379803624067,0.0,0.0,0.13384520776410475,0.0,0.10653218471592373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599954398254865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020174483442042,0.12393029842129845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623969452622356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860908160322533 anxiety,Tay-Rex,2018/01/11,"What would you put in your personal relaxation box? Hey everybody! So I'm in a really bad way at the minute in terms of my anxiety and I've decided I need to be creative and proactive in order to get me through this current dip. I want to put together a box/kit like a mental health first aid kit so when my mind goes blank, I can just look in the box and find something that may help. My current ideas are: Colouring book/my scrapbook Lavender spray A candle Tea bags Moisturiser What would you put in yours?",2.279117647058825,4.529658284313727,3.3115294117647056,89.48788235294118,78.90196078431373,7.217254901960787,25.88627450980392,8.238735603445708,1.7217145098039213,403,16,83,8,10,129,72,102,0.052000000000000005,0.792,0.155,0.8677,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,0,6,2,0,0,0,13,11,6,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,11,2,12,7,1,17,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,6,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830055492046044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277754778161133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891298784473026,0.17601418682285347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811215980062253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995645681055487,0.0,0.0,0.13870052911207986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23359829736220586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109533565274983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376872254322193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085363365503321,0.0,0.2089398770557849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343565441350018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068291917699345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240641175735282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325643814955393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930449291335816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205242194798725,0.16425106115877502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939936593430264,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,attentionallshoppers,2018/01/11,"Perceiving danger absolutely everywhere I guess this is kind of the basis of anxiety in general, but is anyone else here constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop? My therapist described my perception pattern as the entire ground is filled with land mines. Each step has to be careful and calculated, because I'm this close to something exploding at all times. In reality, of course, there are no mines and I'm not constantly one step away from utter disaster (or so they say). The result: hyper-vigilance, constant stress, inability to be happy in fear of it being snatched away from me. Simply wanted to know how you're fighting this particular battle. 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I'm a sophomore in college and my whole life I have been plagued with the anxiety of talking to professors or having to plan out every word I say when asking a question before I ask. But today I was in class, raised my hand, and asked a question with no former planning. I hadn't even realized what I'd done until the professor was halfway done answering my question and my face got hot, but yay! Small wins!",4.689810606060603,5.634468965909092,5.5504545454545475,81.39151515151516,69.56818181818181,8.139393939393939,31.71212121212121,8.344100000000001,2.4349939393939395,351,15,66,5,6,115,59,88,0.034,0.818,0.14800000000000002,0.9131,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,1,8,3,2,0,0,16,14,8,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,10,2,10,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,5,5,45,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045930205237348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5399472208333957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286675377208416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955258067842241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536939644002762,0.0,0.12165628632373382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154832818198743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198817106293456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6470072723226383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482612391727898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160566281394274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737330125452829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161208244782684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Toasttimebitches,2018/01/11,"Literally shaking but was brave and made a phone call I’ve been wanting to go back to college even just part time (been dealing with a lot of depression as well and feeling stuck), haven’t been since 2015 when I dropped out because I wasn’t sure I wanted to be a nurse anymore and then I got pregnant/married, but I’ve been working as a CNA the whole whole and my job is making me even more anxious and unhappy as much as I love the core of what I do. I’m tired of being considered below and bullied by people in my field I’m smarter then and care more then and today was a little (big!) step for me, calling the school and finding out what my best option to get my foot back in the door! Semester starts next Tuesday :O :3 ",11.467999999999995,5.556387133333337,10.584666666666667,72.60900000000002,61.0,13.333333333333336,44.66666666666666,8.841846274778883,4.028666666666666,570,22,122,5,5,184,96,150,0.14400000000000002,0.65,0.207,0.9224,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,0,1,9,0,12,3,1,2,1,24,26,19,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,12,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,1,0,10,1,12,6,19,14,8,22,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,2,11,83,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148210798985234,0.15931578129471993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470507945640015,0.0,0.097927152593249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858607247501536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280711753051875,0.0,0.163787366782791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656170137111942,0.13836252832851134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220782656097906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081226484005621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682579750337724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392991214744447,0.0,0.0912977443338034,0.0,0.12848176225239752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941448191108426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100759137620665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657386952016212,0.1449875726258292,0.15200533206317066,0.10723118447615876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809189778214547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170846823302374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396190614036938,0.0,0.11137039227748374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625804060405186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328864599474025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370472113329312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514051635347947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367286684143693,0.18463676177215813,0.15227182361050204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895041051879607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443833889068464,0.0,0.0,0.3587068024547703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169508183938561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxiousfella,2018/01/11,"Weird mild anxiety Hello everyone, 7 months ago, something just snapped in my head. Like, a literal ""zap"" went through my head, and I suddenly felt anxious. I had never experienced anything like that in my whole life. A foggy feeling and a general feeling that something is *wrong*. This was very strange to me, and I couldn't stop thinking about it. I was worried about having developed an anxiety disorder of some sort, and things started escalating. I ended up having heart palpitations 24/7, hot and cold flashes, and just constant derealisation and brain fog. I also experienced two panic attacks. I started meditating, exercising and fixed my diet. I sleep well, and I'd say that I'm living a really healthy life. Since this all started, my anxiety has slowly gotten better, but has unfortunately stopped getting better. Now, pretty much all that remains is physical sensations that aren't frightening (okay, ONCE during these last weeks, I got a bit worked up over my high pulse after sprinting, but it subsided after a couple of seconds). Basically, I can go about with my day, not having spent a single minute on thinking about my anxiety, when I suddenly just feel a tightness/lump in my throat. Like I said, this doesn't scare me or frighten me in any way, but it makes it impossible to really relax. Really all that I feel is this. Previously, it would have been caused by something such as negative thoughts, but now it's not really like that. Has anyone experienced anything like this? Maybe the reason it's sticking is because I'm wondering if this will ever go away. I'm hopeful, because my anxiety has gotten SO much better, but I also don't want to get disappointed. It's not really having a huge impact on my life, but it's definitely a nuisance that's having a negative impact on the quality of my life.",6.100010040160644,7.793559804216869,7.114036144578314,68.69717871485946,66.92168674698793,10.232128514056226,34.315261044176715,10.411451182825502,4.0725718875502,1453,68,233,39,24,487,181,332,0.153,0.718,0.129,-0.3077,0,0,3,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,0,4,16,18,1,2,14,1,25,12,6,3,5,50,53,22,0,5,14,0,6,5,0,2,5,2,0,0,25,10,1,2,10,2,1,3,10,6,1,2,12,12,29,12,27,38,9,38,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,6,26,165,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935173503364175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317399469750408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087487184366125,0.0,0.342402662066412,0.10112913231507413,0.0,0.06259261678245767,0.0,0.14733031343011713,0.0,0.0,0.10183891573349828,0.08410450280745717,0.0,0.0,0.1091378988433932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375124808164417,0.09772976809287327,0.0,0.0,0.09993097459890472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195898342754584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673646034412142,0.0,0.0,0.0990492519012784,0.0,0.05773128911236279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259464553543693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928580736480596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0809735735773878,0.0,0.08553766995625403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18105065980282767,0.0,0.08595070007283293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353824776187918,0.0,0.101749552824428,0.0,0.07159520725659152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374126627735465,0.0,0.0,0.10607849801341823,0.0,0.09458000158641827,0.0,0.08891093300196425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296859296150818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252915023885817,0.21866829252362235,0.0,0.07904546548940626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059753530324862324,0.0,0.0899322161746418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145189961090559,0.0,0.13161111349683652,0.0,0.06904130361097006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953330627391013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502932981690297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107133324616104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867355527721737,0.09203875118766286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515150493997364,0.07118779455152134,0.08962248990680778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740496820306611,0.0,0.08958200448566339,0.0,0.0,0.20674450249431267,0.0,0.0,0.19008253621861784,0.0,0.0,0.14968103607913494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594713537461679,0.1147182145006691,0.0,0.07106678157487847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744544955027098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386119381630192,0.05279965595527078,0.07105471059941124,0.0718054234771029,0.0,0.08048685375564579,0.08298348596078169,0.0,0.09994293126073343,0.0,0.0,0.09707775415917236,0.06516970140312564,0.09090922041740486,0.0,0.06359056141039919,0.09787317624903273,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kajjaznam1,2018/01/11,"an interesting thought that could be of help to you all I'm a part of this comunity for about a year now, i made this account just for this subbredit. I want to say thank you to all of you first, this community has it's hands in my ongoing recovery. I go to a psychiatrist and a psychologist for quite some time now, besides that i'm trying out things to try to find myself. The thing i'm in battle with for the last couple of months is starting to take responsibility and have faith in myself. The only difference between not succeeding and succeeding is how you cope with failure, if you always think in your head and imagining negative outcomes that's what you are picking, if you build positive thinking and believe in yourself and keep trying, things will work out. Today was the first time i put those thoughts into words when i was at my psychologist. I don't understand completely how to do it but if you are certain that you are a failure you are a failure, if you believe you can do what you want, even thought bad thoughts apper too, you really can. I'm constantly going back and forth between smoking pot and making myself believe everything is ok, doing things i feel comfortable doing and short spurs of energy where i do things like study, work, go out etc which are really draining psychologically, i feel fatigued and give up. Comfort zone is dangerous, if you feel comfortable it doesn't mean it's good for you, the magic happens outside of the comfort zone. I stopped smoking again, hanging out with toxic people, i'll switch my bad habits with new, good ones like reading books, going to museums and art galeries, studying, hanging out with people i really do care for and the other way around. Comfortable doesn't mean good and uncomfortable doesn't mean bad. I've been going back and forth a couple of times, today was again a hard day, the whole day i felt sick to my stomach (except when i was working out and riding my bike) and was afraid something terrible will happen but i did lots of useful things and it makes me feel like i did something. Hope the post is understandable and helpful to anyone, i wish you luck in your struggles, keep on going!",7.828135368281353,7.479636092457423,7.687636584826367,73.220399800929,62.77128953771289,10.684406104844062,35.4701393497014,10.125756701596842,3.497359124087591,1738,69,312,33,22,557,199,411,0.146,0.6970000000000001,0.157,0.4686,0,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,19,0,8,16,30,2,2,18,1,36,5,3,7,3,81,79,29,0,10,10,0,7,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,24,31,0,3,18,5,1,10,6,9,0,3,14,8,44,21,51,61,7,55,1,1,0,0,23,19,0,9,27,224,68,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467702698834152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435015286786117,0.0,0.0,0.06919558077311072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195381093275819,0.19470222434150852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26272300209667165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925022945791779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149772069598367,0.08399778884260205,0.0,0.06206054286799585,0.1720120441997726,0.0,0.10025797130101728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121060306919124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668874663613843,0.05133948752600196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985810726208289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157209133328144,0.055529846875320664,0.07463234368829554,0.0,0.07104319686582201,0.13223305199889634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456505341332402,0.26505220748946484,0.19558701541111773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137471574657477,0.0,0.06963020956609743,0.0,0.07977271460799037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420065910261472,0.0,0.0,0.07720276046415805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817879490597665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335977605464461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392386901463313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608269434957294,0.0,0.07354936880332688,0.1037698589543816,0.0,0.0,0.2540100733277886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204280738171925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507146856183343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0526714037544876,0.05911665594533778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417328667872308,0.0,0.10777545687652212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444320907707279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813944280979891,0.0,0.08267470735816787,0.0777503618494665,0.0,0.14938619211254273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181348080793823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967966716382207,0.0,0.0,0.05501721785546665,0.0,0.0,0.06498519801939973,0.0,0.08125956962490065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844278051247163,0.0,0.0,0.07156272121174552,0.0,0.0,0.309839466715067,0.09961162858087877,0.0,0.2468336133538391,0.13597378730088075,0.0,0.1473566270481833,0.0,0.0,0.15831933262414166,0.0,0.0,0.16183794175270474,0.0,0.06713318190513295,0.0,0.0,0.09169354214772826,0.06169792192075217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678201793290996,0.08938489020879667,0.0,0.0,0.1697636278375932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005513825402018 anxiety,xxxuire,2018/01/11,"Any Ideas On How To Cope With Daily Anxiety Attacks? I don’t have access to my medication thanks to my parents (it made my depression and suicidal thoughts worsen but lessened my anxiety quite a bit which is why this pisses me off) and my anxiety has gotten to the point where I at least skip 2-3 classes a week because of some sort of episode. I’m supposed to be in Algebra 2 right now but I’m hiding in the bathroom because I can barely function. I used to never skip classes, I’d always get mad at my friends for doing so. But now that’s me. Any ideas on how to cope with literal daily anxiety attacks/suicidal episodes? ",6.150171428571426,5.826518280000003,7.2334857142857185,75.00760000000002,66.2,10.342857142857145,37.85714285714286,9.957137785484203,3.819834285714286,495,25,93,10,7,168,81,125,0.211,0.743,0.046,-0.9564,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,3,0,4,0,7,2,1,4,1,17,15,8,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,12,2,19,11,3,14,0,1,0,0,2,10,1,2,4,60,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579304461311004,0.0,0.0,0.22195922232582047,0.0,0.4993812802742854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856602392261607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989668513452158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816894448407514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405614064979205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126085659744312,0.0,0.08526373897043564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684592794549766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442102372727434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16440388963202976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586764944004944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121104507851385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15427399124825014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735801836823327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936941524991506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3570222367216649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024994571710604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956025280898786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094987957790658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309068542656287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472599816769201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,st2384,2018/01/11,"Does anyone else think they are dealt a shitty hand in life? Made a throwaway just to vent. I hate my life. The thing is, objectively, my life is pretty good and I should be enjoying it. I have all the things I need, I have enough money, roof over my head etc, but I'm my own worst enemy. I can't think of a single redeeming quality about myself. I'm anxious all the time, I'm weak and intimidated by everything and everyone, I'm over-sensitive, I ruminate about everything. At least, I could be outgoing or kind. Nope, I'm quiet and I can't connect with people. Failing at everything made me bitter and jealous of other people. I'm also lazy yet somehow ambitious (in a daydream-of-the-day-that-I'm-finally-going-to-show-them way, not in a productive, proactive way). Right now, I'm stuck in a job that I hate. I'm thinking of alternative careers that I could pursue, but I can't bear the thought of starting over again, of trying to fit in again, pushing myself to be more sociable, hearing ""why are you so quiet"", while dying a little inside. I'm a pushover, too. I just posted a question on a forum and someone replied to me rudely, this made me anxious and scared, so I replied passive aggressively and drove myself to tears, because if I got intimidated by this, how am I going to succeed at anything in life? I envy all outgoing or tough people. I envy people who can work in something like PR or sales, where I now I couldn't last a day. Yes, I've spent tons of money on therapy and I'm meditating. This just made me realize what kind of a deficient person I am. I also made a post that's formulated as a question, yet I'm just venting about myself. This also shows what a self-centered person that I am. Edit: I just thought about a guy I once saw in a coffee shop I used to frequent. He was new there because I never saw him before (or after). There was a small queue and people were starting to get annoyed. He was tall and lanky, and he reminded me of my nephew, which I guess made me somehow protective of him. His hands were shaking so bad, and I could see that he was desperately trying to calm himself. It took him about 5 minutes just to make two latte's. Every time that I think about him, it makes me so sad. Other people don't realize what kind of private wars we have to fight every damn day, they think it's like some kind of switch you can turn on in your head to be ""normal"". My heart goes out to all the people struggling with anxiety, but especially boys/men. At least for us women, I think there's a lesser societal expectation to be tough (of course there are other disadvantages). 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I would only leave to work, and couldnt hold a job very long due to the anxiety(eventually stop going after successfully alienating myself from everyone) and went to see a psychiatrist. He started me on 40mg of fluoxetine and 50mg atenolol a day with 1mg lorazepam 3x daily as needed. I averaged about 2 of the lorazepam a day, some days 3 some days 1 or even 0, and 1 time i took 4(christmas with the family, not all at once but over the course of the evening) I went back after about 2 and a half months and he increased my atenolol to 100mg and switched me to .5mg alprazolam 1x a day(from the past i knew this wouldnt be an effective dose but he wouldnt listen) For the 2 and a half months i felt like i was leading a normal life, doing well in school, seeing friends again, working, going on dates(have a girlfriend who understands my anxiety and we met when i was drinking to deal with it so this is the worst shes ever seen me and wants me to find a new doctor) interacting with my family and not hiding in my room all day. With the switch to xanax ive gone back to my old ways of hiding away, crying, not eating, and have almsot purchased cigarettes again(quit smoking about 10 months ago). When i call my psychiatrist he doesnt have time for me but seems to have time to take phone calls during my appointments with him. I know benzo withdrawl is basically anxiety so its hard to judge whats actually going on with me, and dont even know what i want to be responded to just had to get this out of a notebook and into the world outside of my little circle. my family and friends wish i could get back on a higher benzo dose because they all said i was me again on them, and i understand the addiction thing as why he doesnt want me to be on them but is it really better to not be dependent on a chemical and live half a life at best, or be dependent on a chemical and live a full life?",7.4505319148936175,5.652457096926717,7.889705673758867,76.16775,64.31914893617022,11.391442080378251,34.152364066193854,10.241411754978122,3.1219419385342784,1644,55,342,31,20,546,204,423,0.07200000000000001,0.831,0.097,0.9249,1,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,3,7,22,9,0,0,31,0,29,12,0,4,4,74,60,33,0,11,12,0,2,1,3,3,10,2,1,0,11,30,2,2,10,1,1,9,11,2,1,3,16,8,41,7,59,33,10,66,0,1,4,0,24,21,0,7,36,231,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.078564491645405,0.08776593528317303,0.0,0.0,0.14273150853954106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317726503138,0.09095146820990016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564020216815101,0.24762366645283576,0.0,0.04907711511962902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448849851468908,0.07120305281610445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441596034923056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516711104966372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427933005412119,0.0,0.17686918403979787,0.3115271763665841,0.08300052674291472,0.06934168462169102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480732199310005,0.0,0.0,0.09435513317849,0.0788674884939919,0.0,0.08238009433561842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15952492732037335,0.07282437052975717,0.0,0.07692913497504154,0.0,0.0,0.2276881930373723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730059762539551,0.08819291227056257,0.07358313170336522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440103256134208,0.0,0.08412453239704316,0.0,0.13726417413901454,0.0,0.06438984561334438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211962731226658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289577404174308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798920694956023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849051726361648,0.0,0.0,0.17049333978561995,0.0,0.0,0.17059618896281364,0.03933229090508253,0.08069047131315267,0.1421806155559167,0.07124731595767976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942657690575839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570438419564915,0.0,0.0,0.0596958876058625,0.0,0.077755422081913,0.0,0.0,0.07888104479404152,0.0,0.0,0.08447992252785143,0.0857387166939566,0.0,0.0612301933498863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685428626756495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563049170722105,0.0,0.0,0.05157568134047802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658183371379293,0.0,0.0,0.08147870220007422,0.19246408551762814,0.07329173665793591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056984192238104976,0.0,0.0,0.06730854741323203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053222553712155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348614010443813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18778015893744288,0.09253245267372773,0.0,0.0,0.08944768848849645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676239683453754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642778265316253,0.14245765152462408,0.06390374469061587,0.0,0.0,0.0723866343267373,0.14926400953968672,0.07264622246781556,0.0,0.09258057686997108,0.0,0.0,0.11722200892514842,0.0,0.0,0.05719078955951376,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Stn2Stn,2018/01/11,"Anxiety comes in waves? For a couple weeks at a time I'll be anxious every day, overthinking my breathing and constantly feeling either the tightness or hollow feeling in my midsection. Then randomly, I'll have a really good few days where I don't experience the tightness feeling and life just feels much more smooth. The thing I dont understand, though, is that I don't do anything different on these ""good days"", it just seems completely random whether or not I'll have a good day/few days. Does this happen to anyone else?",7.06656462585034,7.767086744897959,6.914693877551024,74.57911564625853,64.20408163265307,10.61496598639456,34.70068027210884,10.504223727775694,3.7768517006802726,423,18,73,10,6,134,67,98,0.039,0.807,0.153,0.867,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,8,2,1,0,0,20,16,7,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,5,3,6,15,4,14,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,8,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909432722494458,0.17587342784107993,0.0,0.10885466748371428,0.15951195916581715,0.12811089472777507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341040321970708,0.16322690588581296,0.16823414270901785,0.0,0.0,0.172256312876283,0.0,0.5020017218303678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265185517953085,0.0,0.0,0.13623610615905646,0.0,0.18245511626272254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300501758289377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116662248635838,0.0,0.0,0.15228434151146086,0.0,0.0,0.3148647617504201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917295242659575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766679354319866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996097559881116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444228355759276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973222037114657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172469353335654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342648653506677,0.0,0.15295423591860832,0.0,0.09077791948518543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620677625191808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487663718060042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,soshifood,2018/01/11,"Need help overcoming inferiority complex Hi, everyone. I'll try to keep this short. Writing has been a hobby of mine for a long time, and just recently I started writing reviews for shows with a focus on implicit meanings. I've run into a snag, though. I intended to write a review for this one show that just recently aired, but now I'm not sure if I want to anymore. I stumbled across a review written by someone else that delves into the subject material using deep knowledge of history and iconography, written within 24 hours since the airing. I have a different angle that also works, but am not well-educated enough in those aspects to justify my arguments as profoundly. Basically, I'm jealous and also fearful of putting out work that I myself would consider mediocre. Justify that it's practice all you want - it's still proof of how bad I am. And yes, this person's review was really good. Just looking for some help about this inferiority complex of mine, I guess. I consider writing to be one of my good traits, so seeing anyone write so effectively, as well as touching on things I would have never even thought of, hurts. The worst part about this all is that I know I'm not as good as I could be because anxiety holds me back most of the time. I'm 23 now and that's a lot of time wasted. I should be able to write like that now. Seems like it's better to just give up and focus on my job or something instead of chasing stupid dreams.",4.9482857142857135,6.277205828571433,6.0107142857142914,76.90428571428572,69.28571428571428,8.885714285714286,31.857142857142854,9.255337874911486,2.918835714285714,1152,50,210,23,20,383,160,280,0.15,0.7090000000000001,0.141,-0.1982,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,5,20,16,2,1,12,1,15,0,0,4,6,57,35,21,0,8,11,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,18,10,0,2,8,3,0,2,4,8,1,2,5,3,21,8,40,23,8,30,0,3,2,0,12,14,0,7,16,148,39,7,0.12522910180944216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029133494596515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579992011709844,0.0,0.1241936189315045,0.08756309970680885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629344936032358,0.10456106918780714,0.0763384981285362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075496391543688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998524781008324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308377577352251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046128455144194,0.0,0.0,0.12939513801815294,0.0,0.08271264068134879,0.0,0.0,0.1196617733541814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409175552983365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013116545501555,0.0,0.31510868742980275,0.0,0.0,0.13795397409687596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787685445339046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332543980071466,0.0,0.13406034353689686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427056037846874,0.1113093796178946,0.0,0.0,0.06882263933052521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236122715565928,0.0,0.0,0.11082381437133823,0.10516090576470408,0.0,0.0,0.1064653041233284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641120403966867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092855792219514,0.09658440344468468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697169606814128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561091377274134,0.0,0.0,0.1093452213883735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258898358284998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022496929354599,0.0,0.2472972605708265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979138067565743,0.11400387101117974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359080709860163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610621157934487,0.09640748071327226,0.0,0.0,0.08863780281137287,0.0,0.10000812247004592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802694642985505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831966507467389,0.0,0.12303695670489838,0.09941791861028426,0.21906628899253705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502233987447656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815773628247798,0.0,0.0,0.14772673764271554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519200387442986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823365551773561,0.0,0.0,0.17791832185393744,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TexasTemplars,2018/01/11,"Does anyone have panic attacks from working out too hard? I hear exercise treats anxiety by a very large amount so in the past month I have been trying to go to the gym maybe 5 to 6 days a week and doing hard cardio (I have a bad neck injury and haven't done upper body lifting for a year). In the past I never worked out, ate whatever I want, smoked pot all day, played video games, no sun... Right now I am doing 15 minutes speed-walk on tread mill, 5 minutes stairmaster, 10 minutes speed-walk on tread mill, 5 minutes stairmaster, and then finish off with another 10 minute speed walk. In the past I guess I was pushing too hard but I would do much more stairmaster. That think made my heart go crazy and I guess I was pushing myself too hard but I guess the point of this thread is has any one ever had a panic attack from going too hard? As soon as I would get off and be heaving for breathe I would get hit by some sort of invisible force and I would instantly get a great amount of paranoia like some one was following me. Is this normal, have yall had it and if so does it dissapear over time as your body is able to handle more?",5.521007957559679,5.046924655172417,5.814827586206897,85.15908488063664,67.5344827586207,9.035013262599467,27.759946949602128,8.384062270229773,1.5918510610079568,888,23,193,11,13,284,134,232,0.14300000000000002,0.8059999999999999,0.051,-0.9324,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,2,11,9,2,2,11,0,25,8,5,1,3,30,41,16,0,7,3,0,5,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,5,10,1,0,1,5,0,7,3,5,0,2,9,6,20,4,27,26,8,36,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,7,17,118,25,2,0.10163382898210653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911448888033142,0.1065719313045336,0.07774960098728842,0.0,0.0,0.07106473632851648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312463056061705,0.0,0.0,0.08486000195218628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225784544584928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109082347313633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778808972810575,0.10400669356042797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193361696083492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929844258466194,0.0,0.17328254148911745,0.0,0.0,0.11205165525170788,0.33588336276895714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552197392475141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454871178453305,0.1204365766916037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496531551176601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961683863860478,0.0,0.0,0.10210484172761444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112315265022955,0.0,0.0747125584400907,0.0,0.07838627443781382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957957349734547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773942564488667,0.0,0.0,0.23849080015746654,0.0,0.0,0.2910629696126354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607681934476807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679473463291194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512285381758523,0.0,0.0,0.059263502997068535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690026984591017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385855286587124,0.05994626557535615,0.0,0.08152452715138624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798127590406926,0.0,0.0,0.28879102436751736,0.0,0.0,0.06544885366850241 anxiety,handsii,2018/01/11,Borderline Got diagnosed with borderline today. I don’t really know how to react to it. Everything makes sense finally.. kind of. But I’m afraid as well. Any tips? ,1.8230000000000004,4.551341966666673,4.056666666666668,76.66500000000002,96.0,10.4,22.66666666666667,9.3871,3.7618666666666662,129,5,22,6,5,44,27,30,0.0,0.925,0.075,0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,6,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390971664529181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35686228480105664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31599158870632377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851559578109384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281203239829784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661328681859101,0.19322782895122653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346928930367967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252412403108053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332716595990147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31612680383308545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theemptyhollowness,2018/01/11,"How do you deal with overthinking yourself into a panic attack I have been in situations where I would focus on a very small sensation in my body and blow it up so much in my brain that it results in a panic attack. For example a simple heartburn for me will blow up into heart attack resulting in a panic attack. I have tried reinforcing my thoughts that this is just a heart burn but some how my brain can seem to stay on track. This all started with me experiencing an anaphalactic shock and in the after evernts I had severe anxiety, fear of dying and panic attacks.",7.2617575757575725,6.95999941818182,7.972727272727273,70.55575757575761,63.90909090909091,10.606060606060607,32.878787878787875,10.125756701596842,3.281878787878787,456,16,80,9,6,153,72,110,0.293,0.7070000000000001,0.0,-0.9862,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,5,11,5,5,8,0,9,6,5,4,1,18,12,7,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,3,1,11,0,19,7,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,2,2,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660168039280787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6439363802457756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257454747000982,0.0,0.2527489205641046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670960688392346,0.0,0.0,0.11748914142172867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738734093687665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682974520719508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321885932785117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5312877182543659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305777696667368,0.0,0.12788967150981656,0.0,0.0,0.1272474059100032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080127234557278,0.12066169783542062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987229636811929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685891068654384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934061590191428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804177374385377,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poppaknuckles,2018/01/11,"[Meds] fluvoxamine with alcohol? I'm not sure if this is the appropriate place for this, and if not I apologize. Cutting to the chase, I know that luvox is not recommended with alcohol, however, my social life is starting to take a bit of a hit due to my fear of trying to drink casually. The luvox really helps my anxiety, however, I'm starting to feel anxious just from the FOMO i experience when I have to constantly pass up going out. I was just wondering if anyone here had any experiences on drinking socially while on the drug. I'm not trying to smash through drinks and black out, but just a beer or two every so often. Thank you in advance!",6.7907314285714255,6.626178016000003,8.271885714285716,67.56280000000001,64.84,12.262857142857143,35.457142857142856,11.765960540728905,4.437354285714287,512,22,93,16,7,179,82,125,0.077,0.856,0.067,0.3473,2,0,7,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,7,5,1,1,8,0,6,8,0,0,1,23,18,10,0,3,12,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,6,6,0,3,5,0,3,4,2,0,1,2,2,9,3,20,15,1,16,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,6,6,66,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277579047233833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042797200585862,0.0,0.11730834962346805,0.17323597221965656,0.0,0.10722224717896807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741280185835106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571124831359968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45065856488148703,0.17783128022578035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919960478467146,0.0,0.0,0.30000127113467345,0.0,0.17255552848912262,0.07753573662195364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714938170110098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278378474551306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427428986085485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831196473463248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033149983672974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021267459924546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982366032760354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126314177966555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170764724927305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452565596985928,0.0,0.11529620299632855,0.0,0.0,0.14117928612308833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082221020562268,0.0,0.14979558434091386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629589058738778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bdgtcollective,2018/01/11,"Newly developed Travel/job anxiety Does anyone else out there have anxiety related to work travel? Let me start by saying I have been traveling for work 85% or more of the year since I was 20 (now 26). Last year I suffered a major workplace injury including a major trauma to my right arm and also my head. The rehab process was a year and I am still recovering mentally. I developed a stutter, severe mood swings, memory loss, depression, and an addiction to alcohol for about a year and half. I have kicked drinking in the last 6mo, and bought my first house after moving away from the city I was living in with my girlfriend and dog. I still have some minor stuttering and memory loss as well as depression that comes and goes regularly. Now for my anxiety issue, as of the last 3-4 months I have been having absolutely crippling anxiety in the 48-72 hours before I have to leave for trips. I typically go for 2.5 weeks to a month at a time. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I sweat, shake, ball my eyes out, feel sick to my stomach and like I can’t live on for another moment. I force myself through these feelings because I need my job and I don’t not like the work I do. However I don’t think I can keep this up. My girlfriend stays up with me despite her job and will sit with me until I can finally drift off. Last night was one of the worst I’ve had yet, she stayed up with me till 3:30 am. Why is this happening to me all of a sudden and why is it getting worse . What can I do? Once I’m at my destination for work it’s easier to adjust to being there after a week or two. I hate this and I have no idea where to start or why this is happening to me :(",3.2680000000000007,4.367094505882356,4.949882352941177,83.79747058823531,73.05882352941177,8.734117647058824,25.07058823529412,9.174902378510234,1.8449494117647056,1292,39,274,28,25,439,183,340,0.16399999999999998,0.802,0.034,-0.9905,4,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,7,11,15,1,1,18,0,33,12,6,0,1,33,48,22,0,1,4,0,2,2,2,1,4,1,0,0,9,20,3,1,5,4,1,8,7,11,1,4,8,4,44,3,50,37,6,56,0,5,1,0,5,15,0,4,32,190,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222439733446027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021284436215812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498875675182437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832722942239187,0.2869386999070485,0.0,0.0,0.06556697009504764,0.09607962706782708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810108450332264,0.0,0.0,0.05716202419345572,0.0,0.07979234418040514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077554478778905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615299124367129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820597674393061,0.0,0.0,0.09186003037019456,0.0,0.0959512989708793,0.07833376543736507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482702439361523,0.0,0.0,0.10272171403336804,0.0,0.07976169438812572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04899155690408154,0.0,0.053292306905864034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658430408907995,0.0,0.0,0.09257959956265116,0.0962362554125546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234569642288812,0.10819931999466828,0.0,0.10585621727493387,0.0,0.09787272066862053,0.2791601991014128,0.0833481088397022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057440189288124,0.0,0.09929011098036952,0.0,0.0958873565907214,0.0,0.09162369706613516,0.0,0.1656032911966561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449926647950907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969447854545004,0.0996638950975836,0.0,0.06953012138668513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799787436119412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09986321702140097,0.06354175973029924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008005185266738,0.0,0.07457058414276325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593471139393107,0.0,0.07756846632769113,0.0,0.09383887287505237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274340871174298,0.19989514376875792,0.14977152698365426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008476818970991,0.0,0.0,0.05467871309299877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160079048200943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043512464572112,0.0,0.08431152753338668,0.0,0.253841639803776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730660632293281,0.0,0.09556081546079724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154219113120745 anxiety,mycatwearsbowties,2018/01/11,"Seroquel induced panic attack? I had the worst panic attack of my life last night. I recently just started Zoloft again, I'm on 50mg working my way up to 100mg. I took half of 50 mg of seroquel for sleep as I've been having bad anxiety lately and thought it'd be nice to get a good night's rest. I haven't taken the seroquel in over a year, and never had any bad reaction except for the fact that sometimes I'd get scared of ""nodding out."" The only sedative I really like are benzos, but my doctor will not prescribe them anymore due to the fact I used to drink when I was anxious too. I no longer drink when anxious and drink, on average, 0-3 drinks a week. I smoke weed frequently though and had maybe 2-3 hits of a bowl before bed. Not enough to really get me high as I usually take dabs but have tapered back due to heightened anxiety. About 40 minutes later I started feeling weird and started pacing. I live alone and called my mom and calmed down for about ten minutes. But then I couldn't lay down or sit still. I had to pace. Couldn't stop moving. My heart was racing. I would feel tension and bursts of warmness in various areas of my body (back, sides, neck). I kept trying to look up side effects, and couldn't tell if I was having a bad reaction to the meds, if the weed fucked things up, or ifI was just having a panic attack. I honestly felt like I was dying. I couldn't do anything for more than thirty seconds. Nothing made me feel comfortable. I was petrified that if I fell asleep I would never wake back up. But then I was so tired that I couldn't keep moving and couldn't fight the seroquel. About an hour into it I called a friend who came over. Once she was there I finally was able to curl up on my couch and fall asleep. Has anyone experienced an attack like this? I don't think I'll ever take the Seroquel again despite having good experiences in the past. I'm cutting back on the weed as well. I'm so scared it might happen again. I've called my psychiatrist to make an appointment. I just need a little advice or reassurance if anyone has it. 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This week hasn't been the best in regards to my mental health, but I'm happy to say that I messaged TWO girls on two different dating apps. One never got back to me but the other did respond once. She may have gotten bored of the conversation but honestly I don't care if neither ever respond again. I was so anxious leading up to sending the messages but after I clicked the send button, I realized how much I'm over thinking it. One of my New Year's resolutions is to put myself out there more. I ended a 1 year relationship about 6 months ago and ever since then I'm been struggling to better myself. I've never really gotten into the whole dating scene but I figured it's a good place to build some confidence (and a thicker skin). I have to say that I'm feeling better about myself. Cheers to the new year!",4.139535256410255,5.330485293269233,5.4756923076923085,80.50264102564105,71.06730769230771,7.8543589743589735,26.84743589743589,8.238735603445708,1.806679743589743,823,27,155,12,15,276,125,208,0.106,0.733,0.161,0.9444,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,9,12,0,1,13,0,11,2,1,2,4,27,24,13,0,1,7,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,11,5,0,0,6,0,0,4,5,3,0,4,8,7,17,9,25,15,7,39,0,1,1,0,17,11,0,4,24,108,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205604970190272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518438402429303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670434982249886,0.142808863249227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972025383859772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266093080181182,0.22360116296474927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12888481362659984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207297332349574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119629503622013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286926374447045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783477087694914,0.0,0.0,0.13847747371083008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602785717035047,0.10110271816188234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456725087959606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436937195711632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739292575821007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090034717830096,0.0,0.09292689989117328,0.0,0.19499247863036825,0.24417777211370276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326474650826142,0.13462398033260847,0.17131922778730307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207297332349574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270783389816559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098235870739133,0.0,0.0,0.13571850012366835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015821786777137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187462517204565,0.0,0.0,0.20913757831558374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215260773527865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679641905345793,0.16199859953094406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469710747183063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139957366534147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113377694840076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256191033919352 anxiety,sara4887,2018/01/11,Overthinking social interaction I was invited to a mystery dinner on Monday. For the past two days I have been replaying all of my interactions. I’m convinced I acted like a total idiot and that everyone hated me. Ugh. 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I tend to go to the same store for my groceries, the same bar for my drinks and my job. That is it. I know I need treatment but I am horrified by the idea of having to sit in a waiting room or drive over there to start with. So I don't go. I was wondering if someone else was a bit in the same situation and how they are coping with this. 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Even now, just thinking about it, I get so overwhelmed I start to cry. I'm so fucking scared. I'm scared of having a panic attack on the plane, I'm scared of having some kind of medical episode on the plane. I'm scared of throwing up on the plane. I'm not scared of crashing. I know it is safe. I'm just scared of being in a situation I can't escape from. There's no escape on a vessel traveling thousands of feet in the air. Ugh. I hate anxiety",0.2037637362637348,2.3944100357142872,2.52,92.34038461538464,87.03571428571428,5.231868131868132,19.32967032967033,6.67199483983844,0.19129587912087945,412,12,90,5,13,140,62,112,0.349,0.615,0.036000000000000004,-0.9893,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,8,14,3,8,8,0,6,3,1,0,0,7,19,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,3,12,0,3,0,0,5,2,20,17,2,15,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,5,55,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723012463302448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946429213913402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397082118601405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258135871247562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384580799439201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958546017127404,0.07323335269160085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383894469835468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596610890974032,0.07703409547696216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120713187898262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164459996578606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8420113358316988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755762628471898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921347148351707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981566005026306,0.0,0.0,0.08173460354612308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JPATX1148,2018/01/11,"10 Days and my anxiety is gone I have been struggling with pesky, irritating, draining anxiety for the better part of 10 years. I had tried everything. I have spent so much time trying to biohack and supplement through the horrible symptoms....and I think I have the answer. 10 days ago I cut out all wheat, dairy, alcohol and processed foods. The first five days, nothing was different. Then slowly I noticed the anxiety I would wake up with just wasn't there. I would go through my days, get a little spike here and there, but overall, it had decreased. Over the next five days it simply disappeared. Today I woke up and I can say in my 36 years on this planet, I do not think I have ever felt this good. Now I do not want this to sound like an advertisement for the Whole 30 diet (the one I am following), but wanted to share my experience, see if anyone have also had these results, and maybe shed a little light with my anecdotal evidence. 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Anxiety reduced. I guess I'm gonna explore nudist sports like gay saunas...",3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.048965517241381,83.2509195402299,78.3103448275862,5.2459770114942526,26.90804597701149,6.42735559955562,1.3895425287356329,121,5,20,1,3,39,27,29,0.058,0.722,0.22,0.6908,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955528631236276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938596234792485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5696047487993957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526115558216581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666708231609761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887680915200353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Spinningalltheplates,2018/01/11,"Having trouble being interested in things Lately I’ve been having some great difficulty finding fun in the things I am usually interested in. I have been so overwhelmed by my life lately that I can’t even enjoy the things that would normally help with my anxiety. Things like reading or journaling which I usually use to help during rough times, I just don’t want to do. I’m too stressed and anxious to even think about it. Im wound up so tightly that I feel like I can’t slow down, while at the same time, I don’t want to do the things that I need to do because I’m wound so tight I can’t get up to do them. I’m locked in this awful cycle of wanting to stop and slow down but can’t slow down because the anxiety says I need to keep going, but can’t find motivation to start.",6.604629629629631,5.096047703703704,7.239598765432099,79.22569444444444,65.79012345679013,10.569135802469138,32.595679012345684,9.516144504307137,2.62184938271605,616,20,133,10,8,205,85,162,0.09,0.754,0.156,0.813,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,0,2,5,1,19,3,0,2,0,26,34,9,0,7,4,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,12,3,0,4,5,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,2,5,14,7,23,30,2,23,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,2,14,88,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134528625773444,0.15605285666543778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684112233052002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824732912153314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984503875542053,0.09868343460665847,0.0,0.0,0.2525051685410695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216966286847568,0.0,0.07850511528771446,0.0,0.0,0.15229395941656962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18517751276374672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920914575055128,0.0,0.0,0.12278044005548215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116438450433297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756860132059623,0.13497124292197027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485021243581686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353426461292092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817204946455305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098502325211911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977724291707562,0.0,0.0,0.11548676792765157,0.15823279578527125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4588526782241028,0.0885111177885554,0.0,0.0,0.16109487182576435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193040020684163,0.3042716431423081,0.0,0.24442621885951246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812690505575083,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Trashcansmashcan,2018/01/11,"IVs & Shots I was just wondering if anyone has the same reaction when having blood drawn, injection for anything, or any needle going into your body. Whenever I have to receive a shot, or have my blood drawn, I start to have an anxiety/panic attack before anything happens. The thought of a needle piercing my skin makes my mind spiral out of control. The pain is nothing, I can take pain, it's just the thought of the needle. When I actually do receive the shot I'm fine for a minute or so, then my body starts to go in the fight or flight response, my world starts to go black and I feel like I just have to get out, but I have no where to go, so I will literally throw up. My doctor and nurses know this, I know them by name and the whole office knows me by name because I have been in there so many times checking different medications for anxiety and depression. I had to get blood drawn the other day and I told them that I was going to get sick, so they put me in a special room, while they are getting everything ready I was cracking jokes but shaking, they stick me and I look away and she takes 3 viles in about 10-15 seconds (or thats what it seemed like) because I was so hydrated and my veins are large. I tried listening to music while she was doing this but after she pulled the needle out is when everything started to go black and I had to get on the ground and throw up in the trashcan. They allowed me to sit there and drink a sprite for awhile but I literally felt like I was dying, like i always do when this happens. In turn, I am always afraid to be sick and have to go to the hospital and have an IV since i will be stuck there with it or get blood drawn. I'm not sure what to do! Thank you. 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You’re not alone! Can anyone else relate to my situation? I struggle hard with anxiety and my stomach. I have developed this fear of puking/puking in public. I have no idea how or why. I think the last time I actually puked was 5-6 years ago in college. I’ve never feared it before, and this is a recent development. This has caused me to be hyper-aware of my stomach. It’s almost like every time I eat, I expect myself to feel sick. Now, this hasn’t kept me from eating anything, and it really hasn’t changed my diet at all, but it’s been driving me crazy. The biggest effect this has had on my life is when I’m out in public eating. If I’m with people I’m super comfortable with, close friends, family or in a location I’m comfortable in, my house, friends houses etc, I’m okay. But if I’m out at a restaurant, I struggle getting through a meal. I feel like it’s because I’m afraid to get sick/feel confined to my seat in a restaurant. It feels good to type it out, but was wondering if anyone had any suggestions or can even just relate to my situation. I’ve contemplated going to see someone about it, but haven’t committed/am still wavering. Thanks!",3.087333333333333,5.153951233333334,4.705648148148146,81.36291666666669,75.55555555555556,7.462962962962964,26.435185185185183,8.344100000000001,1.9745185185185181,1083,41,201,20,24,364,142,270,0.099,0.727,0.174,0.9798,0,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,4,8,20,0,7,7,1,18,10,2,3,2,43,38,16,0,6,13,0,4,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,13,12,6,2,7,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,6,5,21,12,36,31,3,30,0,1,1,0,7,17,0,10,13,123,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.09108694480638492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274079528925214,0.0,0.0934671112034439,0.09667269430119983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347479746145981,0.0,0.21421587232985626,0.0,0.0,0.261063624613641,0.19127691623917495,0.15362269392414096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689955325281738,0.0,0.0794259615701272,0.0,0.09795518356710352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588649094516344,0.0987419606622465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039410766412221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820428770677156,0.2339222405549808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409942390165022,0.06165057498518275,0.0,0.0786434672168304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799319488107718,0.21006821298616196,0.1887832140453993,0.06668253139396445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939545251253875,0.0,0.0,0.1442294063062902,0.0,0.09753320461738872,0.0,0.053047604551114826,0.0782896527981128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836148287205736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154050020733902,0.0,0.10537015714475834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608503343012324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592921442751316,0.09120298841746446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719900121422236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471060781784345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059796367814805074,0.0,0.09216256536402608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438036008209346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983745300001827,0.0,0.0,0.07908717336890853,0.0,0.0923162236434629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454191043446161,0.0,0.0,0.3903193765139435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593546844373846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980887688167265,0.0,0.0,0.10885528955032338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505469442962863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422535827233718,0.0,0.10733706435166053,0.0,0.10122388099792748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010827538471684 anxiety,MGPythagoras,2018/01/11,"Increasing Zoloft dosage for the first time from 50mg to 75mg. How long do side effects last? I took 50mg before, went off it for years and am back on. The only side effects I ever had were nausea. I recently upped my dose to 75mg after talking to my doctor since the 50mg did not seem to be cutting it this time. Lately I seem to be a lot more tired and today I feel incredibly anxious. I am about a week into the new dose. How long does this normally last for? Is this something I will be experiencing for weeks or what?",2.1509292929292947,3.587320436363637,3.9803030303030313,88.29489898989902,76.45454545454545,6.707070707070707,22.222222222222214,7.3871296695380915,0.6696464646464642,408,11,90,5,9,138,70,110,0.075,0.925,0.0,-0.7598,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,0,6,0,11,5,0,4,1,15,16,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,5,2,9,0,16,7,3,26,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,17,59,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181855470514526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736735496937375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201415444595656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828512292551009,0.15633387249677136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159507369038545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032852762935537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195576285080847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912398363011471,0.201519894391427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161912746700352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518780074925591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253692781346516,0.0,0.0,0.17503465053720166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358679455033309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763908697915206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252642899617238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777739570871382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753002631869393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358847819150453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833924413180607,0.20532671137134226,0.1693350364053887,0.0,0.1984817130252704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865972732958911,0.0,0.0,0.1656061593490336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504183867821195 anxiety,Libbiebub,2018/01/11,"University Collaboration Class Anxiety I just got an emailed syllabus of the class today, as spring semester starts next week. I knew presentations and student groups were unavoidable due to the course (and a collab studio is required to graduate), but after reading through the syllabus I feel sick and scared. I think I can muscle through the earlier projects as they are mostly group proposals, but the final is a group performance/installation project. In high school I took drama classes to get over my fear of being in the spotlight, but it did not work and I cried everyday I had the class. Having flashbacks even now is making me cry. The class is a creative writing collaboration class, and I thought it would be less being in front of the class kind of thing. Now I am debating changing classes or dropping it. I wish I didn't need it to graduate. I also have not made any friends my first semester so I don't have anyone I could take the class with for support. I guess I can't run away from it forever, so is there any advice for calming myself down or just getting through it?",5.568784893267652,7.270234778325125,5.731349753694585,78.0760065681445,68.21182266009852,8.763087027914612,33.7303776683087,9.21078282632365,3.14708367816092,872,41,154,17,15,276,125,203,0.104,0.813,0.084,-0.6316,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,9,6,0,2,14,0,22,1,0,2,0,29,38,15,0,4,9,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,4,2,0,3,5,2,0,1,9,1,22,4,24,24,2,24,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,13,113,29,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146498736316792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321377623450912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472989918205646,0.0,0.1264037416349237,0.0,0.0,0.11553562277049385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552430080281551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479591705777853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192609572159605,0.0,0.3630041085398487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913565741858527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18593445829582494,0.08354739667630807,0.0,0.0,0.1810060337650735,0.0,0.14054816046864968,0.0,0.0,0.1276595642466624,0.0,0.17265614162752582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215291647770114,0.0,0.18202414446627646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457904696490742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206603443972462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15634863345699926,0.11029513852747873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251909557622608,0.0,0.0,0.17572848919993608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527895512546442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654282999800598,0.16722587271317152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695364580639528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875058578840586,0.0,0.0,0.12423558512087418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097742872126341,0.10587542937786637,0.0,0.13117753002857999,0.0,0.0,0.15662273956030212,0.0,0.18358132083320167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254094086782453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001122189395486,0.0,0.0,0.1202924949366785,0.0,0.0,0.11737766357349165,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,britishprincesspeach,2018/01/11,"morning anxiety Hi all, I suffer from mild to medium GAD. I generally find it is worst in the morning, and as the day goes on, it gradually slips away. Any tips on how to get it start going away faster? Usually by mid afternoon it has decreased substantially, but I'd really like to start enjoying my mornings some more. Thanks in advance.",3.626458333333332,6.0472645625000006,5.348125,75.71770833333336,75.25,9.266666666666666,29.416666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.3065916666666664,268,12,48,8,6,91,51,64,0.083,0.746,0.171,0.8566,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,12,7,4,15,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,7,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375069510803592,0.0,0.22920715326364266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5630024471425485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19322899465539875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27384566692003426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653817760484598,0.0,0.1702799651730827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637835037812785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194313325063928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42414270135310456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758482441866418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299871900547161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iTherapy,2018/01/11,"We are licensed mental health professionals here to answer your questions about anxiety. AMA! Good morning! We are licensed mental health professionals here to answer your questions about anxiety. This is part of a large series of AMAs organized by [Dr Amber Lyda](https://www.dramberlyda.com/) and [iTherapy](https://itherapy.com/) that will be going on all week across many different subReddits. We’ll have dozens of mental health professionals answering your questions on everything from anxiety, to grief, to a big general AMA at the end of the week. There's a [full list of topics here](https://www.reddit.com/r/IAmA/comments/7oz2ej/we_are_licensed_mental_health_professionals_here/?sort=new). The professionals answering your questions here are: Courtney Glashow u/courtneyglashowLCSW AMA Proof: https://www.facebook.com/AnchorTherapy/photos/rpp.1393485707355705/1527661640604777/?type=3&theater Daniela Paolone u/Daniela-P-Counseling AMA Proof: https://twitter.com/ChronicPainAlly/status/948688514811490304 Dalila Jusic-Laberge u/dalilaj AMA Proof: https://www.instagram.com/p/Bdn7QQjg11C/?taken-by=behereandnow_counseling Mona Ghosheh u/DrMonaG AMA Proof: https://www.facebook.com/drmonaghosheh/photos/a.1794021984201713.1073741828.1790883054515606/2042607019343207/?type=3&theater Jana Scrivani u/DrJanaScrivani AMA Proof: https://www.facebook.com/drjanascrivani/photos/a.1233746449969852.1073741828.1218917404786090/1799349253409566/?type=3&theater What questions do you have for them? 😊 (The professionals answering questions are not able to provide counseling thru reddit. If you'd like to learn more about services they offer, you’re welcome to contact them directly. If you're experiencing thoughts or impulses that put you or anyone else in danger, please contact the National Suicide Help Line at 1-800-273-8255 or go to your local emergency room.)",18.08077519379845,24.92169479069767,8.719418604651167,45.313391472868226,54.581395348837226,9.192248062015503,35.53875968992248,9.21078282632365,4.827359689922481,1640,61,147,34,30,392,136,215,0.097,0.84,0.064,-0.7872,1,0,0,0,0,1,137.0,3,8,3,0,7,5,1,0,8,0,12,4,0,0,6,29,15,6,2,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,13,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,1,1,14,3,26,10,4,17,0,1,0,0,25,11,0,11,4,78,18,7,0.10067077023159607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272302124583924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23103859103746696,0.0,0.0,0.07039134325792827,0.10314910082349506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517952821080567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409751073740837,0.0,0.08916442175752247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904763969954214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442703736285287,0.08443786577792008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210249635362192,0.0,0.0,0.06747749523747723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049182653258137185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206436011265213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043573751267784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722845720895104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901663386587576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105062748493696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101201929536068,0.6766458134849543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011748310617896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992134652973144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150403902507016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Datrando,2018/01/11,"A question about how to help My wife suffers from anxiety. She convinces herself of bad things happening and she obsesses over them. 99% of the time the bad thing doesn't happen and she moves on to the next thing. This is not normal for me and I have a hard time just ""moving past it"". I don't know what to do to help. There's nothing I can say or do that will alleviate her worries. In the past I've tried to solve things but that doesn't help. I've tried just listening and agreeing or offering comments like ""that does sound bad"" or ""I understand"" but those don't seem to help either. Does anyone have advice on what I can do or say to not cause anger or start a fight? I'm at a loss as to what I need to do or be for her. Thanks.",1.821796526054591,3.3024255419354844,3.0677419354838733,94.30468982630276,77.45161290322581,6.575682382133995,21.60049627791563,7.321109707123232,0.42060297766749377,569,15,134,7,13,184,87,155,0.139,0.6970000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.7308,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,2,1,8,0,15,0,0,2,0,25,25,14,0,2,13,1,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,13,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,0,5,15,3,21,23,1,13,0,2,0,0,19,5,0,8,7,91,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279489360473698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395920314226212,0.0,0.0,0.095020852408431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403996188884274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960146485435196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784503200978094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034276844890096,0.0,0.1217351105236852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36434986571328215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468426627290813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639136888143023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888694796416141,0.0,0.10076432375397383,0.0,0.0,0.14452573531709126,0.0,0.13314811881443456,0.13039479230909226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594540593642157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223335474729438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161381091597884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371358526154112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618708801936293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251137377063014,0.0,0.0,0.3611300512636804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848278238756722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845273919192673,0.0,0.0,0.1414713516515375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13800783638540465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DarrowAuLykos,2018/01/11,"Jet lag exacerbating anxiety?? So I was diagnosed with GAD / depression a couple of years ago. I take meds to regulate and I’m generally ok. Wasn’t even using Ativan any more to regulate acute episodes for the past 4 months. Then I went away on a 10 day business trip to a time zone 8 hours ahead (+14 flight). I found that I had to take Ativan to manage the flying to/from and once while away. Since I returned home, my anxiety has been off the charts. Also, just had one of the worst panic attacks I’ve had since starting medication years ago. I’ve never experience this degree of time change / jet lag. Does jet lag exacerbate anxiety disorders?? I have to travel again next month (6 hour time difference this time). Are there any coping strategies for people with anxiety and long distance travel? I’m planning on meeting with my Doc before I travel, but would appreciate any insight the crew here has. Thanks!!",3.4860784313725475,6.0838080584795335,4.5493154454764335,80.36213622291022,76.60233918128654,7.766219470244237,25.263501891984863,8.671277953709913,2.1034434812521496,722,26,130,16,17,235,111,171,0.125,0.821,0.054000000000000006,-0.7222,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,1,1,8,1,11,2,0,1,1,14,20,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,3,0,5,2,4,0,1,8,0,10,2,20,11,2,33,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,23,69,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945287093041596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898946811189037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525306860892623,0.0,0.3787755726971033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082138481711806,0.23259698847727445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533047955388372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309463286694017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696387787885225,0.0,0.0798299944723996,0.0,0.10661438333474857,0.12563745381167496,0.0,0.12932721278887468,0.14186639709449794,0.0,0.10832360855222084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175770868355843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108382912281004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572201006536816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241647523866509,0.0,0.2438032517748442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954433392447306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749535221938472,0.12469866194183413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976053138144656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546931950374092,0.0,0.13164495424539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182518506883048,0.08387877424628498,0.0,0.0,0.14523304342649285,0.0,0.0,0.11816517556144793,0.08581576123140451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478966598806606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761446377369785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613928786787387,0.0,0.0,0.11396304083614656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887161734942044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690903617649768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474836830087415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793211175327573,0.0,0.0,0.15942478621021464 anxiety,merrymerrylands,2018/01/11,extreme hypnic jerking while falling asleep Does anyone else here have the same problem. Like you're literally on the very cusp of falling asleep but then you get jolted awake. Either in the form of falling sensation AND/OR sudden muscle twitch. And it happens all night resulting in very little sleep. I have had it for 2 month now. But 3 days ago it really turned to shit. I have not slept more than 3 hours a night since. Im too tired to type any more. Can any one else relate,1.8831528046421653,4.506465148936176,2.5554932301740827,91.96136363636364,83.68085106382978,5.120309477756287,19.18375241779497,6.574015621080383,0.14794893617021246,380,10,75,4,11,118,71,94,0.163,0.8190000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9144,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,4,0,5,7,5,1,1,9,9,5,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,9,7,6,17,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,11,40,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221741394851314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642339956125182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358450270806946,0.19906272200791905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529446660025706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700156544349762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245918629988786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150323195829704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180107871613426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132657210128365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985563641912366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949153483159244,0.19471950436210989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15507236694297902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36463706065145396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164909189496715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589963138280666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446068221340292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942553100441254,0.1607103453708172,0.0,0.19442021201306334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22329617151587647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113207481838576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206025371669722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Steve_the_bandit273,2018/01/11,"I managed to hang out with some friends without being physically sick for the first time in God knows how long Whenever I have to go out into public (I.E going into town, seeing a movie, going shopping) I generally spend the days leading up feeling worse and worse and when the day comes I can't handle it and start vomiting, sweating heavily and shaking. But last night one of my friends asked me to come get some food with him. I accepted as I've been trying to work on building confidence out of my comfort zone. About 3 weeks earlier I got dragged along shopping and spent the entire morning before hand in a combination of panicking crying and vomiting and I assumed I would also feel the same way today. But regardless we went along and met up with another mutual friend and got some pizza before seeing a movie. It's a wierd feeling, when I'm with out with people I find it hard to eat and I generally spend the time stressing myself out, I'm not sure why tonight was different but it felt nice having a normal heartrate and an (albeit small) appetite again",5.611280788177339,6.865654044334981,6.108349753694582,77.09483990147784,67.66995073891626,8.952709359605912,31.74137931034483,9.23628265651192,2.894473891625616,853,35,150,16,14,276,131,203,0.075,0.8079999999999999,0.117,0.8111,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,6,9,0,2,12,0,7,8,2,2,1,53,29,19,0,3,5,0,6,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,4,28,3,0,8,2,5,9,3,2,0,2,8,8,16,7,31,19,4,39,0,0,2,0,8,14,0,4,15,96,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964103668023037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376420992609154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817258365822734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23332872057176826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362037951436795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060095643041746,0.17683989052729554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324321517829988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029036279129914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079698419502972,0.0,0.13164016104024004,0.0,0.12530944914834516,0.1166195472346334,0.16578521527847198,0.0,0.3177757830406571,0.0,0.0716305392996306,0.0,0.2337559934048825,0.0,0.21930722158122454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281715336221227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534809756302327,0.11175705747821796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133163823396555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286616632750517,0.13433160620608958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290438608513976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504979877535208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850631595185732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704204719508797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705076131009915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921773941206646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15989145700062346,0.0,0.12995739619263494,0.0,0.0,0.09308378205508873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882579825467442,0.10997557323068476,0.0,0.0,0.127095642575349,0.12371392613252664,0.0,0.0,0.13216217901601127,0.0,0.0998124503975207,0.0,0.2794388739582642,0.0973938750657149,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,eli_dutch,2018/01/11,"New job opportunity So I’ve got an interview coming up this weekend and if all goes well I’ll be moving from the U.K. to Japan for a year. Trouble is I have panic attacks from leaving my room and even the thought of going to the interview is making me feel sick! How in the hell will I be able to cope, I keep imagining myself arriving in my new flat on the other side of the world and just crumbling into a pit of anxiety. 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Idk if it’s because I’m a bit disappointed we didn’t talk much. All we did was watch the office and makeup videos, which is fine I guess but that’s not my style lol I was hoping I could talk to them more about deeper things or something but I couldn’t. I was scared... This is also the first time in a while where I slept without my bf in 4 years. I’m a bit shaken and restless since he isn’t around. I also smoke weed, but I 100% thought I didn’t need it to go to sleep, but I do need it. I wish I can close my eyes and wake up and it’ll be morning, but I just keep looking up in the ceiling....what do I do? I just really want to go home and feel safe in my bf’s arms. I also hate myself for not enjoying the sleepover to my max effort. I could’ve done more to get the conversation going, but I just stayed quiet...just quietZ",-0.1778414774913415,1.5854603539823025,1.9740323201231256,98.41107926125432,84.84070796460176,4.638399384378609,17.790688726433242,5.511479884284512,-0.6780517121969987,784,18,195,4,23,263,122,226,0.103,0.805,0.092,-0.301,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,1,2,10,9,1,2,10,1,20,7,7,0,2,42,43,19,0,9,16,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,10,11,0,2,2,1,0,6,9,4,0,1,10,6,28,5,22,29,6,26,0,1,5,0,10,13,0,4,8,121,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200177984934516,0.0,0.14452890984794362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874612024417408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813138125953087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29125647944130073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213003449164936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650513259935335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06744641218807619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346217285466373,0.0,0.0,0.10305742527549294,0.0,0.06969120378537902,0.0,0.30323633339850964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694503915447338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169582979617425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676037593840934,0.13248719318245195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856389968675835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240294056953052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805760905932556,0.19781522225426226,0.10287923228600954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854535821181066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354749222475568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068454794144607,0.0,0.2669743288758687,0.0,0.0,0.10269077872484964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421768778176505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21442899468706686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886189410746192,0.0,0.0,0.1058974200524702,0.07778126635875461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735473652848564,0.0,0.10699807875763193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533928728129223,0.12858400118972832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858993218864695 anxiety,psychedelicwaves,2018/01/11,Hard times making decisions without worrying I have a really hard time making decisions because I feel like it's going to alter my future in a way. I'm always afraid to do more than what I would because I feel like if I make the wrong choice bad things are going to happen and I'll just be fucked in the end. Is this normal? Does this happen to anyone else? Any tips on how to get through it?,2.3816402116402102,4.1454040246913575,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,76.65432098765432,6.603880070546737,20.213403880070548,7.447530270364453,0.5928292768959436,310,7,63,4,7,103,58,81,0.173,0.7440000000000001,0.083,-0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,4,0,6,1,0,4,0,14,18,3,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,2,11,16,1,10,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,6,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855254887447825,0.0,0.0,0.1214075739911436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248334086490042,0.1829266676684196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906638438341352,0.21766234782549126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623415978416358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914019875681936,0.0,0.15812595957181566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054182875824806,0.25508594553751895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650495382785252,0.09327536463088884,0.0,0.2029271847146208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157497146063548,0.0,0.31985839768338103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444299166499574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35751358160287416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492301011323802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143718804976967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860842678789445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082063614056044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171003195985502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209804028649592,0.0,0.0,0.18130745199182746,0.0,0.12682368858859952,0.19519622016978386,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IceCreamSundae18,2018/01/11,"Nausea and Anxiety Does anyone else get severe nausea from their anxiety? I have had it mildly in the past, but recently it's so severe I wake up frequently during the night. And on a similar note does anyone ever get stomach pains and dizziness coinciding with this? Any tips? Argh screw you anxiety ",3.8773333333333326,6.8428371272727295,5.363181818181818,72.93810606060606,77.72727272727272,8.757575757575756,25.53030303030303,9.2995712137729,3.0429393939393945,242,9,37,7,6,81,43,55,0.264,0.736,0.0,-0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,0,3,0,2,4,2,0,1,6,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,5,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054906602574996,0.0,0.4743274809523143,0.0,0.0,0.28903005665376696,0.21176744948280268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617330371922893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17265410182477392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695333221065746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159628917885968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395459768201245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21992143275012452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729885487334192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407095418171173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669777418630634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aquarin77,2018/01/11,"I am applying for jobs and going to Interviews, but I'm secretly relieved I don't hear back and I hate myself. I got my degree in CE, I spent a month ""relaxing"" that was supposed to charge my batteries and help with my anxiety. So, for the past month and a half I have been applying to a lot of developer and IT positions (I have no real work experience). I have gone to 4 interviews with 4 different companies and while the interviews are stressful themselves, I notice something else. After I have left an interview, I find myself secretly thinking that they don't hire me. Either because I didn't like the people, or thinking that I will fail the real job and not handle the pressure, or feeling intimidated by stuff the interviewers say. I am 24 and I need a job but I feel that I'm applying just to escape guilt of doing nothing and I'm not 100% doing my best in those interviews either.",4.930689655172412,6.016020402298852,6.6799425287356335,72.9968103448276,69.11494252873564,10.397701149425288,32.31609195402299,10.504223727775694,3.6787678160919546,706,31,128,20,12,245,100,174,0.157,0.738,0.105,-0.8856,4,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,3,9,1,3,11,0,15,0,0,0,0,31,29,15,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,11,0,0,7,1,1,2,6,5,0,1,6,4,24,4,15,22,4,11,0,1,0,0,12,3,0,3,7,97,31,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122277655811885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184727588028164,0.0,0.09659678933037297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629579126583022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555876301270192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237442767595867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550059615306137,0.0,0.0,0.16024600646008758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483113471712936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005744313205563,0.0,0.1267363074737813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564481349536873,0.0,0.0,0.17859786696457855,0.0,0.10621354585582277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717463967119516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216911460267068,0.0,0.0,0.07741638866053871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471848157241764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25296525467742875,0.0,0.0,0.11749735217518448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520482871612308,0.18040971029237066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126963517777905,0.10985739946053263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607282416854352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260151142006974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199156824714605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151735661852186,0.0,0.1814007495157396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030717343088834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536201418343732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nosepickingisgreat,2018/01/11,"Extreme anxiety at night, in a really bad period I had a bad experience on weed a half a year ago and I’ve been developing anxiety gradually since summer. I know it’s only anxiety, but my anxiety makes me think I’m going insane and the thought of having my life ruined by some stupid mistake sometime ago is tormenting, and it seems no reasoning can make it go away. In the daytime I’m fine, but at night there’s really no way for me to escape, and I’m worried I’m in a bad period where the anxiety will develop. Also, I don’t know when or wether the anxiety will start affecting my productivity and life quality in the daytime. I usually try to sit through it for a few minutes just so i can face my fears, but i also try not to overdo it. I also do some minfulness a few minutes a day. The anxiety starts coming around 5-7 pm, and from there on there are really no activities that make me forget about the worries completely. I can do with the feelings if I just concentrate, but when the «worst case scenario of becoming insane»- thoughts come in, it’s absolutely frightening. Does anyone have any tips on how you got out of such a vicous cycle? If the best advice is to just sit through it all and suffer through the pain, I’m ready to do it, as long as I can get rid of this horrible thing. 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I wont lie Im not sure about how this subreddit works, if people here check and comment daily, or is it a place where some people vend off and look for others feelimg similarly, so.. Sorry Im rathet new, but I was expecting maybe some tips or tricks how to deal with this problem Im having.. By no means am I anxious person (unless it comes to hospitals, but well.. Not related) Even more so I'm super confident as almost anything i pick up just works for me, be it programming, sports or economy/investing, but it comes at a cost, completely everything gets boring so fast after i research in and outs of it... HOWEVER there is this one activity which I cant climb over mentally, drawing seems so fun, just drawing whatever you want, expressing yourself, but no matter the research I do, no matter how much will do I save up through days, the second I pick up my drawing notebook.. I just cant put a pencil on it.. I sit there wondering What? How? Etc etc. And I just cant start drawing (or for that matter redrawing even) I know I cant learn drawing from research, I need practice. I know I should do it for fun, but even tho i know it would be fun without anxiety, the anxiety about knowing that it will be bad, might not improve no matter how lomg do I practice and so on, just makes it umbearable to even start... I guess its so exciting exactly because I cant overcome it,but its the first time Im actually encountering this problem in my life.. Thanks for any responses, stories, tips or anything really! 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TW: needle phobia I’m so tired of having to justify my life experiences to people. It seems since I’ve decided to try antidepressants people have to have an opinion on it. How do you get them to stop? I mentioned it briefly at work and one guy I work with kept trying to tell me it was a bad idea and it’ll change my personality. Apparently his opinion of my life was valid because he studied med - even though we work in the same marketing office. Like why? And I had to explain my extensive seven year therapy history with him to get off my case. A ‘friend’ sent my an article from the Guardian about a guys book and his experiences with depression and how taking medication isn’t the answer to my anxiety. I’m already really anxious about this and I don’t need more anxiety you know? No one gave this much protest when my heart valve was replaced with a pigs valve. It’s medication and trial and error here. I had to have a full health panel blood test today before the doctor will let me take these meds. It’s not like it’s being taken lightly. Separate rant, when you tell a nurse you have a fear of needles she shouldn’t continue to ask about needles and your fear of them. She legit was like ‘numbing cream only numbs your skin you’ll still feel it.’ What is wrong with people? Honestly I’m so sick of it and I’m so upset that I just don’t want to take them and have people judge me. I’m already struggling. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to make it stop, please? Or how to get through it? Snappy retorts would be good. 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I was on Zoloft for about a year and stopped it cold turkey last month for several reasons (was having acid reflux and am now to conceive). The past month was fine, although I did feel more anxious, but this week I've been experiencing the symptoms of SSRI withdrawal. I've had the shakes, been lightheaded, and have been feeling very, very irritable. Has anyone experienced delayed symptoms of withdrawal when stopping an SSRI? Are my symptoms a 'normal' part of withdrawal, or should I head to the doctor to look for other causes?",8.268095238095237,9.267048734693882,7.757551020408165,68.5362585034014,61.6530612244898,10.206802721088435,37.76190476190476,10.125756701596842,4.1432802721088455,448,21,68,9,6,141,67,98,0.142,0.782,0.076,-0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,0,14,7,1,2,0,15,17,7,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,7,4,1,11,8,2,14,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,12,49,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116016326947295,0.0,0.12450557740567035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291943871076333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822547148091443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006769885315185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274369747649347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514486318293834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952781864253326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28425589071332924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446363606815074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282454799247845,0.16998099181712098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830781080801276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116016326947295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977367744263197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5552259612833301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938407453368565,0.0,0.0,0.14283115438274768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466653839206935 anxiety,babichee,2018/01/11,"Mistakes in my life I’m thinking about my mistakes/bad decisions all the time. I dont know if its because i’m doing more mistakes than the average person, but everytime I do something wrong, I think about it for weeks and I can’t sleep. I have generalized anxiety disorder and I feel all the time like a complete fuck up. I just can’t help it. I keep thinking about all the bad decisions ive taken, all the things i shouldn’t have said and all the mistakes I did at work. I Know i have a problem because i’m losing my sanity. I’m constantly scratching myself until i’m bleeding without even realizing it and I can’t sleep unless i’m completely worn out. Seriously anxiety makes me feel like complete shit. I’ve always been anxious but it’s just getting worse and worse with the years. I’m trying so hard not to show it but i can’t keep up with all the pressure I’m imposing to myself. It may just sound like first world problems and like i’m acting like a little bitch and overdramatizing things but it’s a lot more complicated than that. I did something wrong at my job today and now I’m writing this instead of sleeping. I’m going to be haunted by this for at least a month, feeling like shit and being scared of losing my job. I had a panic attack earlier but it’s no big deal, i have them regularly. I don’t want to get too much in details of my sad and boring personnal life but I don’t have much besides my dad who lives in another country and a friend that I can’t see too often. I’m not on meds and I have a mental illness. Perhaps i should seek some help. Am i the only one feeling like this ? I think i need to talk/chat to someone who can understand my fucked up situation. I’ve had very irrational thoughts lately. 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I’m going out on a huge assumption that other people play silly games on their phone as a way to cope and get past anxiety especially at night. Is anyone else does this. 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I recently had to go on meds due to my anxiety getting worse. Before I dealt pretty well with lots of workouts but right now I just need the extra help. My doc prescribed Lexapro and I was wondering if anyone had success with it. I know it takes about 4 weeks to see if it works or not, am on week 2 and the side effects are getting to me a little.",2.1148051948051965,4.036145155844157,3.4116883116883163,90.19467532467534,77.96103896103895,5.9584415584415575,26.584415584415584,6.868970318607317,1.1488753246753252,295,12,61,3,7,96,56,77,0.042,0.775,0.183,0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,16,13,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,8,3,11,10,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,5,5,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17546404524123593,0.0,0.0,0.3207555010408855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951732198369936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396681036009723,0.0,0.1303537480718983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373891725985211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605332745947898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298845733491612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499841875111826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25477345891652103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007167549827265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333472590494151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22647084498501904,0.0,0.0,0.19587695693538326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18277467572161146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17245437552932166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679664754215244,0.0,0.2062272072225622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24873719358523524,0.16698087810336545,0.0,0.2337431270544464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WhoKeepsYourFlame,2018/01/11,"Health Anxiety Consuming my Life I had to cancel my appointment with my psychologist this week, so I'm coming here because I need to talk to somebody about this. It's been a bad week for me so far. I've been obsessing over my health pretty much 24/7 lately. My main fear is that I have either a brain tumor or a heart problem. I'm pretty much always dizzy, and something about my vision just feels ""off"" to me. I've been dealing with it for over a year now, but it's only really concerned me lately. To me, that screams brain tumor or that my brain isn't getting enough blood-rich oxygen. But I've spoken to three doctors - one psychologist, one general physician, and one psychiatrist who was formerly also a general physician - and all three of them have told me that it's my anxiety. And while that helps a lot, it isn't always good enough for me. I need like constant validation that I'm okay and that I'm not going to die. My doctors have all told me that I don't have any of the other symptoms. No morning headaches, no seizures, etc. The only other thing is that I swear my short term memory is getting shaky. But they've all told me that's due to the tremendous stress I've been under. Other than that, I've had a lot of arm pain/tingling recently, which of course also makes me think heart. But I had an EKG with a FOURTH doctor who told me everything with the EKG was fine and that it was my anxiety. And my dad reminds me every day that I tend to sleep on my arms, which is probably what's causing those symptoms. I just don't know what to do. I don't know how to accept that this is really just my anxiety. I start to convince myself that something serious is wrong and then I start imagining things like my doctor telling me I have a brain tumor or something, and I'm sure you can all imagine how awful that is to think about. Idk, if any of you guys have gone through something similar, I'd love to hear your experiences.",4.838868894601543,5.378760208226222,5.5544925449871485,82.9536822622108,69.02570694087404,8.691866323907455,28.670539845758356,8.726425361277474,2.014986755784062,1527,51,310,24,25,497,173,389,0.142,0.7609999999999999,0.097,-0.8747,0,0,4,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,1,0,14,18,0,4,14,2,30,21,9,4,5,52,57,25,1,4,13,1,1,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,37,14,0,0,8,0,0,3,8,9,0,5,15,3,45,9,36,42,14,26,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,7,18,213,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266040653193624,0.13173036385993955,0.0,0.0,0.1076593031784292,0.0,0.2422203506181017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609300615469375,0.04825353131754098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534627265873956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131631145139889,0.0,0.06818697089728408,0.0,0.08554087751792372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104988453521155,0.08160765983898992,0.0,0.0,0.08215273912674062,0.0,0.0,0.3240832413954746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635812204265121,0.08828126978532176,0.0,0.0,0.06669340603442142,0.0,0.07114144168886788,0.07743098990114378,0.0,0.08907392514233604,0.04002428934147503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271280307938561,0.0,0.04498689534791741,0.06639335455496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837813302703676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828093279943945,0.08921598560948812,0.18760346974805445,0.05305744318035535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700552050944588,0.0,0.17858567548630658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591111408175,0.07734447822993303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345933444510919,0.07144251814830166,0.0,0.05283808608046928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637938890447108,0.11738821139328888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091702505535244,0.12040532721558073,0.08422890622248037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106278304770094,0.08534491508218102,0.07574280792070667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142033608617224,0.0,0.07815824518583102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921442697261039,0.0,0.0,0.2437565057677833,0.0,0.0,0.11205583286888847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906743745106552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746047812766414,0.1645494049614858,0.0,0.0636236076029115,0.06918693471444809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517713318286014,0.10144155265520803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30255261864524724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699035943484915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654603809180453,0.0,0.0509746805187121 anxiety,trishamyst,2018/01/11,Doom Does anyone else's anxiety get worse when things seem to be going well? I just keep waiting for the other shoe to drop and the longer it takes the worse its going to be I feel. 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This is probably the dumbest question but i scoped put my classes and found out this class is in a lab room where you have to sit at the same table as other people. This class doesn’t involve grouping up or anything and is normally in a normal classroom setting... but it being in a lab scares me. I get super irrationally nervous when people sit next to or around me. I clam up and just feel nervous. I can’t explain it but it’s how I feel. Anyway, I know tomorrow I will have to go to this class... I’m so afraid someone will try to talk to me and I’ll just feel all awkward and stupid because of my anxiety. Any advice?",1.5913879598662175,3.5253411376811634,3.428260869565218,89.39081939799334,79.65217391304347,5.695429208472687,25.108138238573023,6.67199483983844,0.921558974358974,519,20,108,5,13,174,85,138,0.161,0.7909999999999999,0.047,-0.9342,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,9,7,1,5,6,0,11,0,0,2,1,28,21,15,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,3,13,1,18,16,2,20,0,0,0,0,6,10,0,3,4,77,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713370435622685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718713334958574,0.0,0.15432719030865344,0.22790381877215565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601121893842924,0.17958746430272748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297615607778245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060107593309123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119268491667685,0.0,0.0,0.1053985304638608,0.0,0.2293019935620449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086861601265677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948375102841918,0.21454811103406346,0.0,0.3953161326832255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797161436940193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175051091810172,0.0,0.0,0.20280000889439634,0.22599005378350798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20197253976227286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092992861914885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621474425844354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696523765632518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Selia707,2018/01/11,"does anyone feel their face burning and turning red when anxious? (ears, neck and/or cheeks) I recently started getting this ""symptom"" after feeling anxious... I get a feeling of a hot wave over my neck and ears (sometimes on the cheeks too) that passes after a few seconds. When I look in the mirror I do seem flushed/red. It's a new symptom and I'm scared because it's new and I'm always thinking ""what if it's not anxiety? What if it's something dangerous?"" I suffer from severe Generalized Anxiety Disorder (as well as OCD, Social Anxiety Disorder and Panic Disorder). When this symptom first happened to me it was after I was already feeling anxious for a while. It only happens for a few seconds at a time before it goes away but it still scares me. So I was wondering if any of you have ever felt something like that...? 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I am really self aware and never quite calm. When I'm alone my mind goes crazy. Lately it has been ""good crazy"", like, I'm positive and stuff, but still, it's constant noise over there. And now I can't shake it off. The feeling of going crazy. The feeling that nothing is certain and I don't know what I believe in and that I'm either fundamentally different from every other person or that everybody else is crazy too. What do I do?",2.2485876623376626,4.497714410714289,3.4469805194805225,88.48438311688312,79.0,6.572727272727272,23.574675324675326,7.686295010490155,1.1461500000000004,442,15,90,7,11,143,68,112,0.134,0.737,0.128,-0.3886,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,4,0,11,0,0,0,2,17,23,9,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,3,8,5,6,20,1,16,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,12,56,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191216102606086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800945923696415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995143306236417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857882292890612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30846144974121936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555475520087125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800562559687839,0.13189633181562832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049267972531014,0.1548549193818526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014652215916674,0.15049423898162068,0.20826534948835174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18039716506586606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641889483181584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14239439221081018,0.0,0.0,0.17325831171299724,0.0,0.1771529286730222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120766692596675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963717036525668,0.0,0.0,0.11827567738954715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260442486090146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067871838599301,0.0,0.14744198139011394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135176620646945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183004200020392,0.0,0.1465718438017054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654694799115214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,carpathianroses,2018/01/11,"Big step: I got a job I wanted to share with you all that I have finally done something that it's taken me two years to finally do. For two years I have been absolutely terrified of getting a job. I had gotten a job that was way too fast paced for me and I had a breakdown on the second day and quit. Since then I have had panic attacks every time I came close to employment. In the meantime I had been taking classes and volunteering in a few places, while my mother supported me. Well, last week one of the volunteer places told me they wanted me to apply for a job opening they would be posting. It's an administrative job that I can zone out and do mostly alone. Perfect for me. I applied, and today I got the call that I got the job! And I'm only halfway terrified! I feel like I have taken a huge step. It is quite possible that I'll feel very anxious in the coming days before I start work. I just wanted to share this victory. I've faced the biggest fear I've had since spiders. 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So back in late October I had a severe panic attack, due to getting super high as weird as that sounds. Ever since then, my anxiety has gone done considerably since it started. But it’s never really gone if that makes sense. I also feel disassociation a lot. Any advice you guys have?",2.647759562841532,5.001157737704919,5.011065573770495,77.24370218579237,78.18032786885246,7.3453551912568305,20.002732240437158,8.344100000000001,1.274374863387978,246,6,45,5,6,86,53,61,0.194,0.746,0.059,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,8,13,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,2,4,1,4,7,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,7,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239010912192282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18323346543104385,0.19065273308295236,0.0,0.0,0.15581480071365475,0.0,0.17528218438215304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606660166884936,0.0,0.1761851797469011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344773504447643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725926557078908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585392963414827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970984901251408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268726030610788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420861621940225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25846620417089594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947963113626494,0.0,0.0,0.15294462456392385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671752953800102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26883217325760184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678517312515066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588492611284056,0.0,0.3790738641109233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217787735753025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Student_of_Design,2018/01/11,"I feel like a bumbling idiot If you were alive during the 90's, you probably remember a sitcom called Home Improvement. Tim Allen's character (Tim Taylor), despite being an experienced handyman, was an accident prone buffoon who would often embarrass himself on live T.V. I'm basically the Tim Taylor of technology. Despite the fact that I have a full-time tech job, I often do stupid things that you would think only a non-tech person would do. Today, for example, I rebooted my Linux machine so that I could load Windows and use Photoshop/Illustrator. I have a dual-monitor setup, wherein the cursor can move smoothly from the left monitor to the right monitor. For whatever reason, on Windows, this setup was backwards. It's really easy to fix; all you have to do is right-click on the desktop and change the display settings. But my brain decided that it would be easier to physically pick up the two monitors and switch them...uh, okay brain. Good one. Now the wires are all crossed and I, the supposedly tech-savvy web developer, look like a total moron. Before this job, I would do similar things. I worked in the kitchen at a local restaurant, and I struggled to keep up with all the orders coming in. Other people had to constantly step-in to help me because I couldn't keep any of it straight. I made mistakes constantly and subsequently slowed everyone down. I also burned myself, cut myself, spilled things, had to constantly ask people where things were despite working there for several months. Before that, I was a bank teller. Even after a year of working at the same bank, I had to ask my co-workers for help for simple procedural things. I couldn't ever seem to memorize the combination to the vault, my till would come up short at least once a week and I ended up accepting checks that I wasn't supposed to accept. Before that, at my first job, I worked in a pizza restaurant. I started out on the phones, and I would constantly screw up orders. Wrong phone number, wrong address, wrong toppings, wrong size, you name it. I'm surprised they didn't fire me. Eventually I became a delivery driver, and I earned the nickname ""grandpa"" because I was seemingly a slow driver. In reality, I drove at a normal speed but my navigation skills were awful. So awful that I was reduced to tears on numerous occasions because I was trying so hard to find the place but couldn't. This only scratches the surface of my embarrassing foibles. I try so hard to be the best employee that I can be, and all I end up doing is making really dumb mistakes. I've never been fired, but I suspect that's because all my bosses can tell that I'm trying my best and they're just giving me a chance to improve. But at some point, I just know that one of them is going to be fed up with my sheer incompetence. I can try all day long, but eventually I have to have actual results. And that's what scares me. In every job I've had so far, I've been the weakest link on the team. 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I’m panicking because I think I have MS. I just need to vent. My anxiety is at an all-time high right now, and hypochondria is in full swing. On Sunday my left eye started aching, which started the usual panic of “omg I have multiple sclerosis.” It’s been hurting and feeling numb on and off until tonight at the gym. Everything seemed normal, but when I left... tunnel vision, and now my RIGHT eye feels numb. I’ve had two panic attacks this week. I’m miserable, disappointed, and exhausted. My eye sockets feel numb. There’s pressure and fuzziness behind my eyes, and my vision feels weird and mismatched. I’m genuinely worried that I have MS and have been for years. I’m a very fit 26 yo female, and that’s my absolute worst fear. But it’s hard to decide what is all in my head and what is real sometimes. If I go to my doctor will they do tests and scans? Or will they see Generalized Anxiety Disorder and just tell me it’s my sinuses. How can I fix this?",2.5609743589743594,4.655782558974362,3.884230769230772,86.50993589743591,77.25641025641025,7.205128205128206,25.19230769230769,8.167268648758528,1.6054615384615392,769,28,154,14,18,252,119,195,0.281,0.674,0.045,-0.9941,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,2,0,9,14,1,5,4,0,16,11,5,1,1,33,31,20,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,10,14,0,0,7,1,0,1,0,14,0,1,3,11,22,0,14,26,3,27,0,3,6,0,5,14,0,3,12,96,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294520650698411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17061162272003932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141983635535704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718777034409305,0.1534998376539429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478265278620669,0.0,0.0,0.1687570513016841,0.3033157476296036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523095612998477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14849309261984295,0.0,0.0,0.1343429521239264,0.0,0.15391167204808898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845070061183775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054513735979184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32588396346365595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120026641160463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693798095166796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351913102455897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069778950338765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561457659694809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950604104999404,0.13652633320308072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832337999089718,0.0,0.2122979525814125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107969669412256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609421207273676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649812343148924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516989353634418,0.12374030145819312,0.0,0.0,0.1202962514996457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230100894058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657525209130637 anxiety,jokamp,2018/01/11,Fuck me Every night I just get to see snaps of my ex with guys at parties while I’m just sitting at home on 2k with 2 fucking snap chat friends and she’s one of em. God I’m such a fucking loser.,-1.1253333333333302,0.6418871333333342,1.2933333333333366,101.82000000000004,88.77777777777777,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.7630888888888889,151,5,39,0,5,51,37,45,0.146,0.6890000000000001,0.165,-0.0076,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,4,1,8,7,0,6,0,1,1,3,5,3,3,0,2,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161126479081245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238353544691407,0.7624092154954147,0.143621521786746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27218970512565177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757425404571715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25797074901084976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862762648539765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905607527083856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,babblerdabbler,2018/01/11,"Panic Attacks Getting Out of Control Hello everybody. I've never posted here before, but I just felt the need to express what I've been going through. During the first week of December I had my first panic attack. I've always been a depressed person, since early childhood. I've had one anxiety attack, maybe around 2013. My first panic attack was terrifying. I didn't understand what was happening to me or why. Everything was normal, then boom. I continued to have at least one a day, though usually more, up until the 23rd. Holidays always stress me out, so I figured that was a logical explanation. The attacks ended, and I was okay for the most part. Two days ago I had a few more attacks, still not sure why. Today, as of 11:53pm, I've had seventeen panic attacks. In fact, the first thing I did today was have one, before I even got out of bed. I had two attacks every hour until 3:00... when I left work. I serve food, and had at least two attacks in front of customers. That was very, very difficult, but I was somehow able to keep my cool just enough. The only noticable symptom was my beat red face. I'm exhausted and honestly fearful of tomorrow. I basically woke up mid-panic, how the fuck do you avoid that? I have a lot of stupid shit going on right now that I need to take care of and have been procrastinating, maybe that's why. The build up is too much for me right now. So, that's my life right now. Thanks to anyone who actually read that, it felt good to get off my chest.",3.2461855670103077,5.196943130584195,4.561283848797249,83.09256494845361,74.73883161512028,7.54259793814433,25.042061855670106,8.364918446050245,1.6774966597938148,1165,39,225,21,25,385,159,291,0.274,0.655,0.071,-0.9973,0,1,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,1,0,7,16,29,12,7,14,2,26,8,3,2,3,32,44,16,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,12,8,1,3,5,2,0,3,3,22,0,10,24,5,26,7,34,20,10,47,0,1,1,1,5,17,2,4,26,157,38,3,0.06564034556906015,0.0,0.06405550854171954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058186205835151085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923605170381392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05021468469480441,0.0,0.0,0.04589725583594046,0.0,0.0,0.05843382411786997,0.0,0.6720783230949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171019887875176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692470700736372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362122906757451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466518520348461,0.0,0.05653593345489093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058137863087415524,0.06782402374323654,0.0,0.04335482917952122,0.0,0.05530482218682346,0.0,0.05899331008355571,0.0,0.0,0.07386363786754012,0.0,0.0,0.12605005105415582,0.0,0.0,0.22333457763462594,0.0793725664141648,0.0,0.0,0.060683441764159074,0.06858874270896052,0.0,0.07460984213850826,0.0550560075782259,0.05249858071126226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058045540806149626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464251814481088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834415513347878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131842752184289,0.0,0.04636371729106893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055805074481844116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318890995724422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482532066682204,0.09734296902731887,0.050625881101804784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431360189269436,0.0,0.07473196849165609,0.0,0.0,0.13343879082927226,0.04992244067252455,0.0,0.3080592100910396,0.0,0.07108209764631238,0.0,0.0,0.05731461788474674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286530638774399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565810877879028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816948938966744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737887144952821,0.0542983721633414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242046476254245,0.0,0.0751907940737807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061865248877258125,0.06822545228568583,0.049353370826134065,0.0,0.0,0.06043281114143486,0.0,0.0,0.04360852889861252,0.0,0.0644913062473637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443874495063377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923632391171627,0.06833391466851113,0.0,0.0,0.07229356704614888,0.1083203190151618,0.0,0.0,0.05265272585089124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769060652031782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047786953347018386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ezbree976,2018/01/11,"DAE have less anxiety when they're busy? After finishing my first semester of college and taking on a lot of new involvement and responsibilities, I've found that I have pretty much no anxiety at school- I'm constantly with people (normally friends/roommates), and when I'm not I'm learning, studying, socializing, working, or at the gym. There is literally not an hour in the day for me to sit around and worry, whereas at home I'm an only child and have fewer friends so I have entire days to spend worrying, which my brain falls for hook line and sinker. Is anyone else like this?? I literally thrive on being busy to keep myself sane now!",7.142774498229045,7.367565851239673,7.534899645808736,71.82884297520664,64.04132231404958,10.881227863046043,34.64108618654073,10.608840637214634,3.698890436835893,512,21,92,12,7,168,86,121,0.091,0.836,0.07200000000000001,0.3222,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,5,0,7,1,1,0,0,16,14,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,8,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,7,2,16,12,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,12,57,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29171055133651513,0.0,0.0,0.1333147254245388,0.1953549032824215,0.0,0.16972886670229845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128409247749052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060369946529013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459213674727313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927294513707185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621762965611265,0.0,0.2090501354285003,0.1473043494919945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19124870232450875,0.0,0.1877628498756116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946841113005376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314741857863834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209331138305824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401579000893118,0.0,0.0,0.1841417492029874,0.0,0.0,0.18680746857797326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450064137727563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218045104610934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397095711712325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929592862360787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19435505559344735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335347420290245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880360488446314,0.3872513526835596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Vparks,2018/01/11,"Does anyone Else Just suddenly Space Out? I'll be doing something...then a weird sensation in my chest, or a passing thought will pull me out of it, and I end up just sitting there stewing in the anxiety. It takes actual willpower to start doing whatever I was doing again. Anyone else?",3.6822222222222223,6.0678983333333365,4.792370370370372,79.9396666666667,74.92592592592592,8.023703703703704,29.31851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.7626118518518523,226,10,39,5,5,74,43,54,0.076,0.924,0.0,-0.4137,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,7,5,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.2633529788575017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644886127403056,0.0,0.0,0.3773970208325599,0.553024868551004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361639688162589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4508814371596386,0.0,0.2390236183748118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910144959815467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029077205008232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424564928905585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ribbykenobi,2018/01/11,"Hearing or seeing the same thing? So has anyone else had any issues with seeing or hearing the same phrase when that isn’t what is being said? Like listening to the radio, or reading a poster? And not crazy stuff or different stuff, but the same phrase only different places or people saying it? I don’t have a tumor and I’m not schizophrenic, I just have bad anxiety and my medication isn’t helping me. The fact that my doctors don’t know what it is doesn’t make me feel any better. Just looking to see if I’m not alone. 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Panics attacks can goto hell Ex Boss fired me because I had a panic attack, I got denied employment insurance, my dryer just gave out. Went to turn on my tv and that didn’t come on. I dunno what to too, Canadian government fucked me over big time. I’m going to loose everything I worked so hard form for the last 10 years (I’m 27), I don’t drink nor smoke. I saved up money for a rain day and all that is gone. I got 20$ in my account with a mortgage and a car payment coming up this Friday. I’ve tried to apply to soooo many jobs but no one is hiring here. I can’t afford my anxiety medication, I have 4 pills left. And about 10 Ativan. I had to sell my computer, all my rifle. Sold my extra tv I had in the bedroom. Only thing left to sell are my tools of the trade. I can’t believe being with the same employer for 10 years and not to much as a goodbye. I can’t sleep, I have lost 30 since November. I have my wife everything I had so she could enjoy Christmas, because we are having a baby and I’m trying not to stress her out. I am just at my wits end, starting to get sucidial thoughts, to the point I had a gun to my head.... only thing stopped me was thinking about my wife and our unborn child. At the same time how the he’ll am I going to support my family. Sorry for this long Rant, also on mobile. 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I'll get straight to the point. There was a big murder case in central Indiana a year ago, I work in a town a few miles away from where it happened. I talk to a lot of the same people in my job because how small the area is. There's a man who I've talked to. He has some kind of disability where he lives in a group home but is still able to drive. I was in the store and saw him by the newspapers two days after the murders and he was chuckling literally saying shit like ""They're not going to catch him."" ""Wow those girls are pretty."" And laughing. So I started asking about him and he works at the slaughter house a mile from the murders and co-workers seemed to think he would have been off around the time of that the murders happened. He's a bit of a voyeur too, he's been known to watch people and someone I know said he was looking in her car windows at her daughter while she was in the gas station. A year ago when this happened I wanted to call the tip line and say something but everyone I talked to acted like that it couldn't be him and I shouldn't waste anyone's time. Here we are a year later and I still feel that gut feeling that I should, but my anxiety gets the best of me. What if I am just over reacting and ruin this guy's life by making people think he had something to do with it? The what ifs kill me and it's been working me up again. Any advice? What would you do?",2.205692640692643,3.3895125779220834,3.2838311688311705,94.37669913419914,75.81818181818181,6.042424242424243,22.573593073593074,6.21433560688645,0.18157748917748906,1126,30,263,7,24,362,167,308,0.128,0.7759999999999999,0.096,-0.9342,1,0,2,0,0,1,25.0,1,1,0,4,15,14,6,0,27,0,26,3,2,3,0,44,48,21,6,8,7,1,2,2,0,4,1,3,2,3,16,15,0,0,10,0,1,5,4,7,0,1,11,8,28,7,37,31,6,45,0,1,3,0,32,24,1,5,18,172,44,4,0.11094269138820168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084119140220927,0.19668800403336992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754448345309698,0.0,0.08487085524847439,0.0,0.0,0.0775737093646899,0.0,0.0,0.0987625165519696,0.10371644028548904,0.0,0.1042343105692929,0.0,0.0,0.06762963493741543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642750999178902,0.0,0.12112068509076672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328489204386515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071548857885527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601049596601764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112191916441542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592595451922345,0.0,0.06305128819124135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098507068594126,0.2943187668021656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128456517650936,0.0,0.0,0.12801297041111015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11009350246467887,0.0,0.12274165049380745,0.11552974075949465,0.18291360535476436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836210389266145,0.10840199016095158,0.0,0.09796442906011163,0.0,0.0931639191352697,0.0,0.0,0.09431950887006108,0.0,0.0,0.07405510798574176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307410796629929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048767032087635,0.0,0.0,0.11286860175931315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553190513087392,0.17645216221094825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099805952373307,0.0,0.0,0.11388107842067467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400138239058194,0.1708182080002769,0.0,0.0,0.07852580798346798,0.0,0.17719795330626925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675145987101332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213262790916064,0.0,0.0,0.12938315105190218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837488888271757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543687380677954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32307040260675235,0.0,0.0,0.1576210097217182,0.0,0.0,0.21433036756495535 anxiety,rachulll,2018/01/11,"People with anxiety/ptsd, how do you get to sleep? I’m struggling with my sleep so much I need some advice. Any time I lie down to go to sleep my brain keeps overthinking about past traumas or just being stressed about everything and no matter what I do it won’t stop. I get so stressed and often have panic attacks all night and it’s affecting my whole life. I only ever sleep when I’m too exhausted to be awake anymore so I can skip the bad thoughts and as a result my sleeping schedule is a disaster and I’m usually asleep all day and awake all night or sometimes I’ll stay awake for days then sleep an entire day so making plans or doing anything with my life is just impossible :( please help! 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Up until now I’ve had them like twice every year. By 16 i started wondering if I should go see a therapist. Now I finally am! My panic attacks have gotten worse and after reeling from an attack I thought to myself “Fuck this. I don’t have to go through this anymore.” My first session will be this Friday. After canceling it once. And always second guessing myself. Here’s to progress! 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In terms of anxiety, writing these tasks down can really get them out of your head long enough to find the energy to do them, and that’s great. I am not one of those people. To Do lists lord and loom over me every day, and even that one little task that didn’t get done just laughs at me and makes the entire effort feel fruitless; nothing matters because it wasn’t everything. Plus the cycling in my head never stops. I know what needs to be done in my house and my life - it confronts me in every room, at every meeting, even when I’m using the bathroom and realize the tub needs a good scrub-down. So I’ve started making a Done List. An “I Did This Today” list. In my calendar at the end of each day, I write down whatever big or small thing I did to help me remember that _I got something done today_. The dishes got done, I made dinner, I put on a load of laundry or cleaned the bathroom. Whatever. If it took energy and I got it done, I write it down. I’ve been bad about it the last week or two (ironically since the new year), but looking back at November and December when I did it daily, I was able to think “_Damn, I did something every single day! That’s insane!_” It helps me remember that I’m productive, and that even if things aren’t done, it isn’t because I’m lazy and not trying. Things are getting done and they will continue to get done. I can do this. Just wanted to share and shout out to al the people who can’t handle a to do list. :)",1.956360973411445,3.714080552050476,3.566051149166292,89.66046924290221,77.86435331230285,6.926047769265435,21.416065795403334,7.83500028581142,0.8256084722848129,1193,32,258,19,28,396,158,317,0.035,0.8759999999999999,0.08800000000000001,0.9367,1,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,4,1,11,9,2,0,17,0,32,5,2,4,1,49,55,23,0,5,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,25,18,2,1,7,0,0,2,8,3,1,3,22,3,28,6,36,31,5,42,1,0,1,0,13,20,1,6,21,177,53,0,0.0744637794583335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696458746929794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725805002866115,0.06217414549356259,0.0907848576199741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920919100634012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6858206969210947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595280657938322,0.07694098960340763,0.0,0.14754787214279808,0.0,0.2509557831604778,0.0,0.06692324352493308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037651124280365184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805854539980863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561700555128702,0.0,0.0,0.06245668529956296,0.17866646048561902,0.08209657973304721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152842641050288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982300348363173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592120379651076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040923345794230175,0.06069791880679388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259596958700339,0.036379241332556864,0.07463226935402376,0.0,0.06589810158213877,0.06253082056291719,0.0,0.0,0.06330644244552253,0.0,0.07045942858233975,0.09941030201832264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042789788246156,0.05743105726465756,0.07191758221403806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145000468950878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009171681974525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487142643656907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748566653895174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311021162516466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870589256003002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061597207855398274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146517107962738,0.0,0.0,0.05270584636357797,0.0,0.0,0.06225505389449362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841127892869838,0.047713383161267255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116591221060631,0.0,0.08273199885598052,0.050556018321351065,0.0,0.07274029252045253,0.0,0.0,0.06431279714443966,0.0,0.0,0.043920666414525265,0.0,0.05973035229553862,0.0,0.06695188047344673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047952232580257666 anxiety,CrayRaysVaycay,2018/01/11,Third night not sleeping.... I’ve been riddled with anxiety and panic attacks for the past few days...I was awake for 2 nights...last night I slept like a baby and was in such a good mood all of today. Then tonight a big panic attack hit me and my stomach has been churning since. I need a hug lol.,1.2579234972677575,3.2661197377049227,2.4963114754098363,95.2732103825137,81.13114754098359,4.722404371584699,21.642076502732237,5.46131890053228,-0.04988743169398946,228,7,50,1,6,73,48,61,0.212,0.621,0.16699999999999998,-0.4588,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,2,5,1,5,4,3,0,1,7,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,4,3,5,2,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691946466478552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032262091229863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550712415412995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028328442316488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805261928555956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399494837348275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151066206998972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189913021933578,0.0,0.0,0.21113204299675106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295432795340924,0.0,0.22132999059479574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096435495830516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,constellation-,2018/01/11,"How can I get medicated? So a little while ago, I went to see a therapist about anxiety issues that I was having. I guided the conversation so that the social aspect was left out. I have SAD as well as general anxiety and they basically diagnosed me with general anxiety disorder. The reason I didn't want to talk about the social aspect is because its bad enough that my parents know i have an anxiety disorder and if they knew that it was social too it will be much worse for me at home. my question is that im under 18 and I want to be medicated but I don't know how I can let a therapist or psychologist know this and medicate me without my parents knowing. Should I just go to CBT for GAD and ask about medication for that and hope it works anyways?",4.1176760987357,5.368538178807945,6.2523780854906725,74.6859241420831,71.18543046357615,10.259121011438893,30.2835641180012,10.436869588844218,3.383776158940397,599,25,115,18,11,211,87,151,0.127,0.836,0.037000000000000005,-0.7183,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,11,4,0,0,8,0,17,5,0,3,0,28,30,16,0,5,5,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,11,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,6,1,19,2,17,19,2,9,0,1,1,0,11,5,0,4,2,92,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039768179484472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34657272204346623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058823106152412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094566922195496,0.06904191846083492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149559726042372,0.0,0.0,0.2596103178324913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702730322563527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591733957074984,0.0,0.06436796386937076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360847773281885,0.1124922039301287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233965732617892,0.11821345544156912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489777592908317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305673981789515,0.11581547624619493,0.0,0.0,0.1135157379847868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563879808471075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325873837489911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515224644492374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687652113969064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644959307589553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025312963456636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463612835633757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103366755476304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630059360395355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360673349428775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183386070388584,0.10499265849934332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091780823227727,0.0,0.08245423923449373,0.0,0.11542107058291692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PenTheGuin23,2018/01/11,"I know WHAT to Reply, I Just Can't Get Up the Nerve to. So, long-ish story: I was referred to this person who has a business that's not quite in my field (animation) but is similar enough where I could do a few things for her (art-wise). I had talked to her on the phone about it months ago, but she had the nerve to basically be like ""well, here is this series that I want to produce, it's personal and has nothing to do with my company, and I can't pay you."" Like, um, really, that was kind of rude; you know I want to actually have a job right? Anyway, I did look over the parts of the series that were finished and said I'd think about it (not going to happen for multiple reasons, aside from the no pay thing; the program used was not one I worked with and knew how to use, the scenes done were a mess, and she only sent me the finished video parts, none of the storyboards or anything. If I wanted to tackle it, I'd have to Completely redo it!). I accidentally ended up never replying... Totally my fault, I forgot all about it and took on a seasonal job while working on my portfolio. Anyway, she just texted me the other day, with something that my anxiety determined as condescending: ""Hey [my name], what happened, no time for animating?"" I know what to reply: In fact, no, I haven't had much time. I've been busy with a job and personal projects and really haven't had much time. The problem is, I don't actually want to talk to her again. My stomach twists just Thinking about it. But I'll also feel guilty about intentionally ignoring her... I just don't know what to do. It's been a few days and I still haven't replied... Should I reply or not? 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Like wait what am i forgetting? Is everything really okay? Just before, i realized i had nothing to be anxious about at the moment (besides the run of the mill existential dread on the back-burner of course). But anyway, yeah, i’ve been not missing work, which i’ve been having issues with, i have everything well-budgeted although its very tight, and basically “all my bases are covered” on a surface level. Its just so crazy how used to the constant state of anxiety one can become, but i think me noticing this is a positive thing. So if you’re going down a spiral of thoughts, really try to break things down and if you can’t pinpoint something, it could just be what our minds and bodies have become accustomed to. It just helped me feel better about things for some reason, and i hope it can do the same for any of you. Peace and Love",6.199301103520758,6.992905514450867,6.504330005254861,76.44176037834998,66.10982658959537,9.759117183394643,30.17813977929585,9.800150414767053,2.849397687861272,726,25,130,15,11,234,117,173,0.053,0.784,0.163,0.9751,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,2,1,2,10,7,0,1,9,2,18,2,1,3,1,32,28,13,0,4,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,2,13,5,20,21,3,14,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,4,3,96,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940546207089283,0.0,0.3354753165584818,0.16513855096772867,0.0,0.10221044915652522,0.14977574567130694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240119117419124,0.0,0.0,0.3228823144518122,0.1243859724813983,0.0,0.0,0.1292817938836773,0.0,0.16236983985942516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796554881143945,0.0,0.11671054498885475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792059287615287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211223635724658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627491605347235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739115498352139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637151798816852,0.0,0.08307583250437822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797944998589052,0.0,0.0,0.145186874494172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257094731096044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714147627756435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193056834614542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475972324337906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026090012639789,0.3328472662150802,0.0,0.0,0.09905340742168044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872896270807592,0.15029443698435058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253429742376253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29134077264106417,0.09366440351343623,0.0,0.1160483142943587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924467699301023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262501081186081,0.0,0.12061144242362445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143079641728156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641869271835484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnxiousCity,2018/01/11,"Made an appointment to see my GP After years of avoiding it, and seeing a psychologist a few months ago, I finally have an appointment to see my GP about my anxiety next week. I've dealt with my health anxiety, and general anxiety for over 10 years, and CBT just hasn't been helping enough. I'm finally ready to have the talk with my Dr. about going on something to help me. I'm admittedly very nervous about potentially being on medication, but I need to try just to know for sure if it will help me. 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I have ADHD and being on medication has helped me with a lot of who I used to be. I’m encouraging her to do the same; we’re gonna start looking for her. How can I help with this fatigued feeling? Not sure if anyone else feels this way",2.95804166666667,4.103089387500007,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,73.875,8.833333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.2995712137729,2.3360833333333333,301,12,65,7,6,104,59,80,0.184,0.652,0.163,-0.4399,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,11,3,0,3,1,17,20,8,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,10,2,10,15,4,4,0,3,1,0,9,1,0,3,2,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342891981285451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298268846091867,0.0,0.0,0.13631193365220526,0.19974691115378368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556498400733017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790813022929987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285375123399254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957141767914677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5226772172893295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370693199991293,0.0,0.0,0.16573752551604246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963892536245124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433089579336902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19248729138286427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798495412287914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837358584242508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323566615472807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33674436426931176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474037505998786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,castleTERR,2018/01/11,Tips on getting the courage to ask questions in class College's gonna start soon and screwed myself over simply by not clearing up my doubts due to anxiety. Sometimes I'm good to go but most days I'm just scared. 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I made a lot of mistakes on my first day of working alone (before I would generally observe only). I messed up an experiment and my boss said ""That's okay, it's your first day. But I will have to redo the experiment myself."" I apologized for the inconvenience on her and she said no problem. Then I struggled doing something basic and a coworker had to do it for me to show me how. I thanked him and he said no problem. Then I ended up messing up the second experiment. My boss emailed me and told me she would show me how to do the experiment again. Obviously it sounds like no one cared, but I feel they just said that to be nice. I don't know, I feel I'm just a huge inconvenience. I'm an undergrad trying to learn research skills in a lab in hopes of having my own project. But I feel like a hippo standing in the lab, messing everything up and forcing people to fix my mistakes. It's making me really anxious. I have work tomorrow and I can't bring myself to go. I will go, but I'd rather melt lol.",1.9885023041474668,3.93491433640553,4.0304400921659,85.49137442396314,78.44700460829493,7.104976958525348,25.135714285714286,8.07648339933343,1.5075070967741944,829,31,174,15,20,283,111,217,0.14,0.741,0.118,0.0285,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,5,6,17,2,1,12,2,15,0,0,7,1,38,37,16,0,8,7,0,3,2,0,4,0,5,0,0,6,8,0,0,6,2,0,3,5,10,0,4,7,8,36,7,22,25,2,23,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,2,11,120,42,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998956154861524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178954245262293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679898801527306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279648779313849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618859547403012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116379713629702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127994736350496,0.4910878777007732,0.0,0.0,0.190383495041334,0.08966371612491231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21351592889101306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265941187734452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391423821056807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465884182717545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897651132606099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263479943335455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670333668005884,0.0,0.11875973186734813,0.0837782895070709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504820488244405,0.09545531556818773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870121971730487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401904898824476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040433434314416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775515283558487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966230262312331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120934764395684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555190372239145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042115448174951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992931025823607,0.0,0.085212430769404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274421884554995,0.0,0.0,0.1783161073427294,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThePlesiosaur2003,2018/01/11,"immediately imagining the Worst-Case Scenario Nowadays, much of my anxiety has happened when I made a mistake and then I immediately start imagining these catastrophic worst-case scenarios that would result from my mistake. Often, these absolute disastrous scenarios are unlikely and even unrealistic, but I still end up worrying that they would come true. Does anyone else experience anything like this? What do you do in this situation? For example, last Thursday, I sent somebody something and told them something that I shouldn't have (that's about as far as I'll go in describing what I did). Right after I realized my mistake, my thoughts were ""What if I face criminal charges for this?"" or ""My life is ruined"" or ""I'll have a really difficult time finding a job now"" or ""I'll lose my friends and family"". Now, looking back, those outcomes are most likely not going to happen. But that did not stop me from panicking and posting about it in another online forum asking others whether I was in trouble and what I should do (most of the people who responded said I would be fine). On top of that, I did not sleep well that night and I could not concentrate at work the following day; in fact, all I could do was spend hours researching similar situations online (not a good idea; there are a lot of horror stories out there, and none of them were really applicable to my situation, actually). I even took some precautions that probably were unnecessary to ensure that people would have a really difficult time finding out exactly what I did. I felt better after going out and meeting some friends for dinner and drinks (I did not talk about it to them, though), and I really began to feel better after writing about it in my anxiety journal. But it certainly was not pleasant when it happened, and I really wish it didn't take 21 hours for my anxiety over this to subside. I have been in similar situations where I would just jump to the worst-case scenario and frighten myself into believing that it had a nontrivial probability of happening, but these were some of the worst sets of worst-case scenarios I remember imagining.",9.053571428571429,8.701534584415583,9.142435064935068,63.802224025974034,60.298701298701296,13.31038961038961,39.76948051948053,12.516099999999998,5.349314285714288,1705,79,279,54,20,562,193,385,0.16399999999999998,0.737,0.099,-0.9767,1,0,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,4,5,19,21,0,0,12,0,38,5,2,2,5,75,61,28,0,14,17,0,2,2,2,7,1,1,0,0,32,18,2,1,11,1,1,8,10,9,1,0,23,4,39,12,45,28,10,51,0,2,1,0,16,19,0,11,24,221,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.08529344495469926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165044533109487,0.20059087231245812,0.0,0.0,0.061114729292405176,0.08955546352459877,0.07192583314690805,0.0,0.08171070099820163,0.0,0.0,0.06720808319934901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847408765076117,0.0,0.15460301565719226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529058527481268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956955323892287,0.0,0.0,0.056368183456302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648760443834679,0.0,0.0,0.08562239311544137,0.0,0.0,0.0730146118117013,0.0,0.07741377342747426,0.0,0.0,0.11545869575714755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854976320453829,0.08239647009711965,0.0,0.044193958612232916,0.0,0.08392129994661078,0.0,0.15977087516488606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350558299411992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902068397540566,0.0733101127241922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309163364858186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172150161278528,0.0,0.0,0.09866818694378328,0.0,0.0,0.08673472823570047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712457161072085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061735848464702064,0.08540210772053246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339713086303945,0.09778243132308538,0.0,0.07430753664862387,0.0,0.08270353489107822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425180785448027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202249184452808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211895003752386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370862509741937,0.0,0.18847203570447904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996537909708863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901140239424301,0.07464231889323175,0.08314097477876778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929818764903129,0.08746686486427127,0.0,0.0,0.13457534293058507,0.0,0.0,0.06186481910792172,0.0,0.06980074200506288,0.07307344276702953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657167371506551,0.07025181776932443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858737336521738,0.06938880879075864,0.10193165076536337,0.0,0.0,0.08351802197131764,0.09710877439203634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785864616584026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050999085914694,0.0,0.0,0.06363096582399372,0.08876274362043282,0.0,0.31044555619519976,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SisyphusCo,2018/01/11,"I am getting my very first tattoo tomorrow ..And I'm absolutely **terrified**. I've nearly had several panic attacks already :( I don't think it's going to hurt THAT much, it isn't a massive tattoo either, (about the size of my palm), but I'm more afraid of what my reaction will be right after getting it. What if I start feeling like *""Oh my god what did I just do? This is permanent, it's never coming off""* and that sends me into a never ending cycle of panic and regret? What if I don't like the design my artist draws up? I have a lot of trouble being assertive, especially when I'm nervous. He's a bit of an outspoken guy, and not always open to changing his designs a lot from what I've heard. He's an AMAZING artist, and fairly friendly despite his strong opinions, but it still scares me that I might have to ask him to change the design if I don't like it.. I don't want to have to deal with possible conflict. He said it's gonna be a little bigger than the original design I brought in, too. I know the design isn't something I'll regret as it's very personal and meaningful for me, and I've been wanting to get it for over a year now. But what happens if I have a really bad panic attack while he's tattooing me? I can't back out of this and reschedule with this artist either, because he's very popular and is booked up for at least the next 6-8 months. I had to book him months in advance already. If I back out of this tattoo, I'm going to be losing my $100 deposit and many months of waiting for an appointment, but I'm so scared. I have no idea what to expect. Does anybody on here have tattoos? How was the process for you, and did you have any moments of massive panic or regret?",1.9427268573517296,3.671141878186969,3.8934606597825088,87.43007127844284,77.81019830028328,6.367869871150508,24.418258247281365,7.233258080335977,1.0579310792287302,1325,46,274,16,31,450,176,353,0.191,0.716,0.093,-0.9894,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,4,11,24,2,8,18,0,30,1,1,2,2,53,54,26,0,11,14,0,1,3,1,3,0,2,0,2,23,18,0,2,5,5,1,6,11,17,0,1,9,3,32,7,43,38,8,42,0,5,0,0,19,16,0,10,23,190,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257836825395161,0.0,0.08512273566141805,0.0,0.0,0.06956827672391201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956377472819311,0.23276460899026544,0.0,0.15732650920382646,0.08541717075884275,0.06236181956409397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168633863098157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21644206262441895,0.08812336547424428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546797340979344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952440860391002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906084369458586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517265253328065,0.07308394799499658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701728925352104,0.0,0.0,0.07903759957433329,0.0,0.16034435492398927,0.0,0.11628017986802842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129420285196457,0.09046455175372137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951547593026666,0.11548552407968653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622202585946038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993749464406694,0.10253260812716176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144487972964012,0.0,0.17394552547775433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037172894233056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852533283562577,0.0,0.0,0.2449673588149783,0.0,0.07520310175933045,0.0,0.15780187685069352,0.0,0.1087984127562164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801133380350702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932540112246001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532915349318887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553672370126085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736460639354109,0.09731180172888497,0.0,0.2048425562039861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557115848740415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875640815918207,0.0,0.0,0.07240926663468497,0.0,0.08169781488128952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555043361858559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25322743925116153,0.12067971447585416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587857390013828 anxiety,heyss123,2018/01/11,"I want People's opinions. real, honest opinions. I need help. Do you guys think this is anxiety? I feel no motivation in doing anything. I feel scared to get help. I can't hold a conversation at all with people because I think they're thinking I'm stupid in their mind and I feel like something is wrong when they are starring at me. I feel different, like I'm about to slip into insanity and have to be admitted into a mental health hospital for the rest of my life.",2.4753763440860226,4.72886643010753,4.300215053763441,82.63698924731183,78.24731182795698,7.1440860215053785,25.387096774193548,8.167268648758528,1.765206451612904,370,14,71,7,9,125,66,93,0.17,0.6409999999999999,0.188,-0.0516,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,1,2,6,1,1,3,0,8,2,0,1,1,22,21,3,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,13,3,13,20,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,3,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120486043577805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265249914908278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048811670503742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650648637183894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39975944670053903,0.1412041424839392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326611958042346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957086534690909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100970863349104,0.0,0.0,0.26496677989913897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960894994936207,0.19312763781229725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918886373913727,0.0,0.19957431586745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465580251637319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27405695901221044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497366001652105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978862546874328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521637977192168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3799463366099121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658152073924788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216103751440328,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SoundTrax,2018/01/11,"I've screwed up at work I'm having a super tough time right now. I spent three extra weeks (I think it's anxiety related-- didn't want to mess-up on anything and just sat around sometimes) on a big project and now it's way overdue. I turned the project in and it has errors. I'm struggling with depression and anxiety and I just might have ADD. I've got a therapist appointment scheduled for next Tuesday with my previous therapist. I just gotta correct these project errors and get through this. And book a psychiatrist, time to try some medicine.",2.9835591766723866,5.591216858490569,3.4191252144082362,87.71258147512863,78.52830188679245,7.250771869639795,30.391080617495714,8.296473431620573,2.448841509433963,441,22,85,9,11,137,70,106,0.199,0.763,0.038,-0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,5,1,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,1,19,15,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,0,1,4,0,6,1,12,9,2,17,0,1,0,1,0,8,1,2,8,48,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301183527158451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755571788321106,0.1920760617926827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858375626055888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272799428866935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725665021064536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889193272572225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294678884881179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842616197227193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133965098851364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255637996261239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010381997055802,0.0,0.1382531161152251,0.0,0.0,0.25162791496205106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648986527912258,0.2346897102166608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726343410070093,0.17126373867990807,0.17307318794828205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707905382764348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shwin280,2018/01/11,"Study hall social anxiety bruh We had a study hall in gym again, as usual. I usually love these since me and my 2 friends in that class can get a table to ourselves and be loud and stupid and just laugh and stuff. But today I guess there weren’t as many tables, so we shared with a group of “popular” girls . This wasn’t a big deal for my other friends, but for me it was a fucking nightmaaare. I just didn’t have the confidence to speak and tell jokes and stuff. I was actually sweating at the presence of these other people. I was avoiding eye contact and trying to face as far away from them as possible. When I rlly wanted to speak to my friends, I’d quietly mumble a joke to them. But one time, he didn’t hear it and so he was like “what!?” reallyyy loudddly. I felt my heart rate increase and started sweating more. I would just say “nvm” cuz I felt like I was in the mf spotlight. ",2.1976666666666667,4.04331271111111,3.2852777777777797,91.54625000000004,77.44444444444444,6.277777777777778,24.027777777777786,7.1686216300943375,0.8346111111111107,688,23,148,8,16,221,109,180,0.036000000000000004,0.764,0.2,0.9827,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,0,8,14,2,1,9,0,14,7,5,1,0,26,23,21,0,2,6,0,2,2,3,1,0,6,0,1,11,13,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,3,0,1,12,9,20,11,21,9,2,17,0,0,1,2,21,9,1,1,9,99,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.15659745589539456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276058766552858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507686611963019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543951413295122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30815643743908844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719406465033562,0.14835371401437544,0.08383996049529041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767779233033512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180863528512482,0.1901600103838861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679695906576213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448321825942444,0.0,0.0,0.16269335054640413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873993320970983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125103136633677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180907990382472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761372007181795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327440392499976,0.0,0.0,0.1635809245233255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358285841162498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674039358905956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025954041679065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357247320442713,0.0,0.15210862670298933,0.0,0.0,0.10894990721214777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534743204686807,0.0,0.09465050234261296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139946553220338,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jawboy,2018/01/11,"Chest discomfort Hey reddit So I have been having issues with chest tightness and discomfort over the past month. I know my anxiety has played a part on this, on top of moderate drinking over the christmas period off from university. Earlier today, it got so bad that I went to A and E, with my chest feeling like it is squeezing and my ability to breath being limited with a sore neck. I thought other factors such as poor internal health would be involved, however a scan/blood test showed normal healthy lungs/heart/blood which reassured me a lot. However my chest is still slightly tight and uncomfortable and I was wondering about any remedies/tips to help relieve this. I have had social anxiety for a while now and anxiety that has turned into physical discomfort such as panic attacks and often fast heart rate. Any suggestions would be great, just if this problem persists and especially for anyone else who may suffer this. I know going off the booze for a while and being more sensible with drinking will help reduce the unease of course, but any other suggestions would be perfect. TL;DR: Suffering from chest tightness. Been to doctors, all fine. Hoping for any tips and remedy suggestion to help with this anxiety fuelled issue?",7.921870129870133,9.14987092727273,7.487662337662339,69.36863636363638,62.45454545454545,11.194805194805195,36.16883116883117,11.062562989136584,4.491155844155845,1004,45,154,27,14,316,135,220,0.15,0.708,0.142,0.2672,3,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,9,18,1,5,11,0,21,14,8,0,2,39,31,18,0,7,3,0,5,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,13,16,3,4,5,4,1,2,0,10,0,0,7,5,12,8,28,14,4,19,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,6,10,111,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398470108642421,0.0,0.3823072400516144,0.0,0.0,0.08735917247727326,0.128013185608593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213438999333453,0.0,0.0,0.1043175550907943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787877778303586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447822806283224,0.0,0.0,0.1043692108346168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317213047590661,0.08925534179474724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100483404909995,0.0,0.09992389487425304,0.13774398362989407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280267080716748,0.0,0.2961029680638455,0.25122882468028,0.0,0.0,0.12409108183204648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608044835170997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732471417178507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103812898020816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621735522037463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997238834674716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241217776638892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658718248729175,0.0,0.1352950871513328,0.11926693640098378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954826989570423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273580001710208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977521181002294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918638248632024,0.0,0.0,0.1184260974322266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589607279222646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581827115502595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354893389227061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662559471583532,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hoozierwins,2018/01/11,"Zoloft and Melatonin Safe? Is this a safe drug interaction? I don't want any negative interactions with my medication. Thanks ",4.296428571428572,7.402792809523812,5.000357142857143,68.5633928571429,97.09523809523807,9.719047619047616,29.059523809523807,8.841846274778883,4.285180952380953,103,5,16,4,4,33,20,21,0.046,0.495,0.459,0.8965,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33926843064371875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5785644546002615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025882596155892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593191736175639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942635585414913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,needhelpnow55,2018/01/11,"Do you Obsess about Your F*ck-Ups? Does your anxiety make you obsess about your f*ck-ups, mistakes, tribulations, past relationships, etc.?",7.834090909090907,11.175964227272733,5.863636363636362,72.61545454545455,65.81818181818181,9.854545454545457,29.181818181818183,10.125756701596842,3.582836363636364,111,4,16,3,2,32,15,22,0.349,0.6509999999999999,0.0,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386013682979213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873377769699127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4936357934931332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954507860208375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225287269225885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752058198991594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cheapdopaminehit,2018/01/11,Physical effects of anxiety How do you deal with the physical effects of anxiety? I find that even with the techniques I've been given like deep breathing and thought challenging I'm having a lot of trouble with the lingering effects even after I feel like I've calmed down. Just wanted to hear other people's opinions on dealing with them.,7.303571428571428,8.359978682539682,7.222341269841268,71.33446428571429,63.76190476190475,10.109523809523813,39.55952380952381,10.125756701596842,4.45744761904762,279,15,43,6,4,89,45,63,0.095,0.762,0.14300000000000002,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,4,4,5,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,4,0,16,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,4,11,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,30,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40395657208887303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5443960499707002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34877184403928185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349889620271396,0.1886194041585981,0.0,0.0,0.2413139278492915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975751924260136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579784086352593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446448414304634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830415857674999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960623744222268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572869599233824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SmallK3,2018/01/11,"Celexa and Weight Gain I have a high level of anxiety and have been experiencing panic attacks/dizzy spells on and off for over a year now. I can get them under control for a certain amount of time but then they return. I have been on Wellbutrin for years and am happy with it but may need to add something in to help with the anxiety. i just got a new Pysch and she was great and suggested Celexa. The one thing is I REALLY don't want to gain weight. I am small, 5'2, and weigh between 110-114 and I exercise 6 days a week. There was a time when I weighed 140 and I just cannot go back to that. Of course I read a TON of horror stories and am now starting to panic and dwell on the possible weight gain. I know everyone is different but still very concerned and curious if I should stop taking this to avoid the risk. Been starting out with 10mg for 2 weeks. Thanks",2.125758426966293,4.0020173483146095,3.200435393258428,91.93188904494384,77.76404494382022,6.6971910112359545,22.360955056179773,7.6454224807358475,0.7738640449438203,680,20,150,10,16,218,110,178,0.173,0.688,0.139,-0.6681,1,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,4,8,9,0,5,11,0,18,6,0,1,1,32,28,18,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,17,5,3,1,2,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,4,15,4,26,20,2,30,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,18,101,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22095693869428013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104761758132356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197573973181528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313689934650644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088483570478164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799645702600982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545182604437227,0.0,0.08207540491185245,0.0,0.11550332089365195,0.15922005004303558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537343865991384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679954793361538,0.15258429568066392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936770553015983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708323954642868,0.0,0.1394786613075415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097860572406598,0.0,0.0,0.3388840356760072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628082615943266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445589775572767,0.0,0.09251711066291772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117912091990624,0.0,0.0,0.20443793207602726,0.0,0.115331456219033,0.1207389251628356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858347312409278,0.0,0.0,0.13295960163504358,0.0,0.0,0.09594411579961032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842121415738784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915899817675435,0.08518078009075934,0.0,0.23168491823918302,0.5275823291921556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859993898876284 anxiety,WaysVLS,2018/01/11,"Work blues.. anyone relate or have advice? So at work today someone who works in my building ( I work in the school system) lied and said I watched a incident occur and said nothing and that I do absolutely nothing and just collect a paycheck to my supervisor. May I add, this man only comes in my building once or twice a week and I rarely see him). My supervisor told me that he is very bitter and miserable so he likes to pick on others I still feel like he can get me fired. Although I know this is not true I just feel like everyone feels that way there about me because I tend to mind my business and keep quiet people seem to think you don’t do anything when that is the farthest thing from the truth. I am working hard to be more confident in my abilities and stuff like this knocks me 10 steps back.. Anyone relate? Any advice? 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So after trying to figure out what to do, I and another friend called the police, who brought him to the hospital. I visited him a few times, but then I couldn't see him because I was travelling for the holidays. I haven't really spoken to him since, and I'm going to see him soon, which is making me really anxious. I don't know what to do or how to feel. I want to be there for him, but I can't take on his problems and my own anxiety. But I feel like a bad friend if I tell him I don't have time for him. I also am worried that he's angry at me for what I did, and I just don't know if I can deal with it. I really just don't know what to do. 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I took a flu test at urgent care two days ago and it turned out negative so they prescribed me antibiotics. I spoke to my regular physician later that day and he said that the tests can sometimes be wrong and it sounds like the flu, so he prescribed tamiflu. I didn't take it, figuring I would try the antibiotics first. Now I'm 4 days in and the fever is down (still there, but down), the cough is painful, and I feel this mucus in the back of my throat. I spoke to my doc again today and he told me taking the tamiflu wouldn't help anymore since it's been more than 2 days since the onset of symptoms. I'm a hypochondriac and I struggle with anxiety a lot. I can't seem to get a deep breath right now and I can't figure out if it's my anxiety because I keep thinking about it, irritation from the cough, mucus in my throat...or if there's a legitimate issue that I should go seek help for right now. It also doesn't help that I was supposed to fly out of town with my girlfriend tomorrow to celebrate her birthday, which I won't be able to do now and there's no refunds for the travel and housing. I keep thinking about negative scenarios. What if I'm not seeking help I need right now? What if I'm not going to get better? I can't stand feeling like this and I feel like I'm stressing myself out so much.",4.046216216216216,4.76597010810811,4.892135135135135,86.34881081081083,70.89189189189189,8.352432432432431,27.975675675675674,8.548686976883017,1.8006410810810811,1136,39,243,18,20,369,148,296,0.191,0.74,0.069,-0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,19,10,0,2,16,0,18,17,2,0,1,42,45,21,0,8,7,0,3,3,1,4,15,4,0,0,18,19,0,2,8,1,1,4,12,5,0,2,9,7,28,5,31,30,4,39,0,1,0,0,15,15,0,6,22,155,46,2,0.11537153248407984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226990242720027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226257284493204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765178131291,0.13033699250590167,0.11441755896863867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871358702056123,0.0,0.07032941536244589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020367449140282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762896647709015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720254700174304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102424434269448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17500594005189754,0.16484289171789768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813496659338362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055372787706573,0.0,0.13113660129742402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30932442518619313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331232584081656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041790544821372,0.0,0.20509503814712227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909410939155126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808475119292033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481135119446506,0.08554652946956523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227634448609139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29557997508618145,0.10974474720746008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050299101217818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908730477747025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410539566920187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213585487327017,0.0,0.13215770066079432,0.12061137559766695,0.13207280229696014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991519722177088,0.17349006852730653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785083903498902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093587227556984,0.1102424434269448,0.12818201765902185,0.07832969737040026,0.12549109757313634,0.1127012230976098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195662650571219,0.12614065944475142,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PotatoeCat,2018/01/12,"Any advice on getting through a long distance driving weekend trip? I’m going away on business for the weekend and I am taking a friend with me that wants to see the place I’m going to. My friend and I have a positive, low maintenance relationship and I believe there are safety in numbers in a new place anyway. However, I am massively shitty at doing long distance drives, even by myself. I’ve had a few close calls in dangerous situations far away from home and I have a lot of residual stomach turning anxiety about the whole trip. Too many times in the past for long distance I’ve had to pull over and desperately talk myself out of turning around and driving home. I don’t want to do this with a friend there. I don’t want to be an inconvenience and embarrass myself. I will be the driver the whole time (I am worse as a passenger) so medication is not on the table in this situation. I was hoping I could hear from you guys anything that might help. Have you ever had to overcome anything similar? Any advice or words that have helped you out before would be very appreciated. Thanks guys!",4.285550599386673,6.1707884834123234,5.300825202118761,79.16502090883748,71.74881516587678,8.187454697518817,28.999442431000837,8.841846274778883,2.431052746027321,874,35,160,17,17,287,120,211,0.095,0.762,0.14300000000000002,0.8915,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,0,9,8,1,1,16,0,24,2,1,0,1,25,39,10,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,2,2,5,13,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,3,0,0,4,2,19,5,33,28,4,38,0,1,1,0,14,20,0,4,10,117,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900488422787925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240748584772199,0.0,0.08572458108352121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442948608342025,0.09975598022884437,0.0,0.0,0.21056563132119266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535368050044404,0.1262517553385079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442443799017607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946973517905522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401369921867941,0.10136348870457823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25972876731664163,0.0,0.058546033610556776,0.0,0.1273710569110282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219114158725556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629827300324736,0.0,0.15022113801395134,0.0,0.22480797920295645,0.11129955064222137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297505208233423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526827981428633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360991003614475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288732777060742,0.0,0.11887654766773745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822696839788228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069726867710794,0.0,0.0,0.2341549337003584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030908216373193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929625717548066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519172957411971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425417912795875,0.09006851975672643,0.0,0.10316857409910367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306846312638005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437753239396989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246014414752356,0.19828533286527428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502190217470849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419736516587305,0.07960326892428014,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,besuperhuman,2018/01/12,"Why am I so timid and how do I gain confidence? I am currently at a veterinary clinic doing my hours for school. I’ve been there since October but it does not feel like it. It feels like I’m never certain about anything. I am constantly moving slow in fear of doing something wrong. I get that being wrong is ok but I can’t shake the anxiety of making mistakes. I don’t tend to ask for help because I can just feel that I’m being judged. I always feel so literally thick in the head. I can’t imagine why. I think it’s anxiety telling me I’m going just fuck up. What I’ve noticed is my voice. My voice gets so small when I ask questions. I am literally so timid that I can’t speak right. How can I make this go away?",0.3932198142414833,2.5527012631578962,2.647058823529413,92.00970588235296,85.71052631578948,5.944891640866874,20.78328173374613,7.285733465282438,0.6124647058823536,560,18,125,9,17,190,90,152,0.25,0.6829999999999999,0.067,-0.9821,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,1,4,3,1,18,3,1,4,2,20,36,10,0,1,5,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,9,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,1,8,19,4,11,33,0,18,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,8,75,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272473496882929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23397716937526605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258457275547679,0.0,0.2859318318948336,0.0,0.14367976419811046,0.0,0.0,0.0932227588741278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16525954434833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338272746845315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208516804442786,0.3092975434137649,0.2185018753182637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137836390114614,0.1597958840883797,0.0,0.1738236511610501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694701788220888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250361159126167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060209487262852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942462131581274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415965520266136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253698836302038,0.0,0.0,0.11794657707523815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410817727715866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713130167972236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059865303621515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477008764796768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265026306316514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773052324218995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366476516881168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979893195874344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759853045039623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344029015182354,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jfergy06,2018/01/12,"Damn, what a rough day... I’ll try to make this story as short as possible but a decision occurred today that flared my anxiety badly and I don’t know how to handle it. Pt. 1: my grandmother, who pretty much raised me, was admitted to the ER last Sunday vomiting and they unfortunately found a tumor that has been localized to the ovary area. A couple of doctors have been in and all but confirmed cancer, preparing us for the diagnosis. Since last Sunday, the hospital has been all over the place, from a lack of testing, to a lack of communication and still haven’t determined the best option. They decided today to move her to a cancer center where I live in Columbus (which is about two hours away). They’re supposed to be transporting her by ambulance tomorrow but hellacious weather has hit the area and we’re not sure whether it’ll actually happen or not. This would give me a chance to catch up with family that would be staying at my place and visit my grandma much more often. Pt.2- My wife and I have been undergoing a very stressful relationship as of late and she even went as far last night during an argument to say “she wasn’t sure if we were going to make it through this”. Anyways, her immediate family has had a gatlinburg trip planned for quite some time for this weekend. We also have a two year old son and I’ve been very nervous with my wife driving about 6.5 hours away in some of the worst winter weather we’ve had. In addition, I have a feeling that skipping out on the trip would resonate badly with her family, especially the driving with our toddler part. All in all, I decided to stay home in hopes they would be transporting my grandma to the hospital in Columbus tomorrow, and now I’m basically alone at home regretting the decision I made and the one I would have made had I left on the trip. Really looking for just support or any clear, concise thinking since it seems I’m incapable of that at the moment. This decision has torn me in half and sent a shock of anxiety I haven’t experienced in a long time.",7.0039633580705,6.913067721938777,7.433580705009277,73.50362708719854,64.38265306122449,11.208905380333952,34.654916512059366,10.832165505486646,3.743179591836734,1625,66,302,40,22,534,200,392,0.17600000000000002,0.755,0.069,-0.9933,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,4,0,3,3,11,13,1,2,30,0,34,4,0,5,7,66,55,25,0,10,10,3,2,0,0,6,4,1,2,0,17,20,0,0,11,1,0,13,6,8,1,4,16,5,32,5,56,29,14,68,0,1,1,0,23,29,1,9,24,216,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0921034827150706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775156964058948,0.0,0.0754774688595776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418318150049937,0.0,0.14440435956630945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735050293210178,0.0,0.15761050962441214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990483715937728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044321888446062,0.0,0.0608687574221549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660425476320356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233860054908678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26692561884691834,0.0,0.04772251261880915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348528973495537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905400755568568,0.05363962024673178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346193147220325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18934622865389267,0.09374289222159607,0.18589505221807728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187002840941722,0.2308024462661209,0.1064673138756064,0.0,0.102546614741898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334127538416003,0.08352534072798434,0.07925733773996517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17861357576449924,0.12600179896840566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031341849748783,0.13876365944136054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885713686891397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903831771015537,0.0,0.06395587017396101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220680314565096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972187721007817,0.0,0.0,0.10640183054021243,0.0,0.09602070171486474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038716406943504,0.0,0.0,0.06046370027188405,0.0,0.0,0.10133123860318197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505657096173943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592207572473383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561479815196713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20119788809033892,0.0753738043782485,0.0,0.1081145737496784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071038838426203,0.1779083488789713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047634894098222,0.0,0.0,0.110070123669791,0.0,0.17892671614933842,0.0,0.0,0.06407936730738238,0.0,0.1843955310260656,0.0,0.11353025229435715,0.0,0.0,0.1557505179059822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749331176652965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352322905257412,0.0,0.0,0.06077908875631649 anxiety,CAwildcat,2018/01/12,"Issues with anxiety and new relationships I have never been diagnosed with anxiety but in the past 10 years I've determined that I do in fact struggle with it and with self-worth. I typically manage it by meditating, listening to music, venting, ect. Work and relationships are my 2 biggest triggers. It has even gotten tot the point that I would rather not date than get the anxiety of not knowing whats going on... I'm a bit of a control freak and I need to know my future. So that brings me to my latest string of anxiety attacks. I have been seeing a new guy for about 6 weeks or so. In the beginning, I did a great job at not getting anxious from being unsure about things (probably because at the time I didn't know what I wanted and I was just starting to like him). Now that we've been hanging out more I'm getting more invested and interesed. I had a big panic attack last week because he didn't ask me out for a week (I know this sounds rediculous but we would hang out 2 times a week before the holidays and now we hang out 1 time a week) so my mind is racing and I have convinced myself that he doesnt like me as much and he is uninterested. We still text every day so I know that he is interested. He asked me out again and my anxiety faided away but my trust issues came up... meaning that I felt he only reached out for sex, ect. We end up hanging out and having a great time. He mentions me meeting his friends and I can tell he really likes me. After an awkward conversation (discussing safe sex, I brought this up) he mentioned that I am the only person he is seeing. Because of my insecurities, I am still convinced he isn't being truthful and he hasn't exactly done anything to prove otherwise (i know he still has dating apps on his phone). I am trying to think the best in people and not assume that everyone is lying but its difficult. What advice do you have to keep a steady mind and not create fake scenarios when starting a relationship? TL;DR: Unneccesary Anxiety in new relationships; How to fight it?",3.8616129032258053,5.4255858,5.2542580645161285,80.37422580645162,72.25,8.161290322580646,28.153225806451612,8.748949900417786,2.210044354838709,1600,61,306,30,31,536,202,400,0.125,0.727,0.14800000000000002,0.9501,1,0,0,0,1,0,43.0,4,1,0,3,17,23,3,4,20,0,35,3,0,3,5,69,65,27,0,5,12,0,1,3,1,2,1,2,0,2,20,31,0,3,11,1,1,8,11,10,0,0,13,5,43,13,46,48,5,64,0,0,2,2,39,23,0,2,36,209,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743932230351037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36374276239169656,0.08952663540581568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521358857103815,0.0,0.14817063087372534,0.1803099714252661,0.07445523348674349,0.0,0.0,0.1449248399798568,0.0,0.06743342207305751,0.0,0.08316491367740254,0.0,0.08651727861251918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063753954546064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888233058540011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110780596601474,0.0,0.0,0.08043411068619373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109726940181122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018938466405368,0.0,0.0,0.052341944143186936,0.0,0.0667690766757524,0.07572397405505156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760896174241984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061226091812633214,0.0,0.12420997410201805,0.0,0.04503793768365761,0.0,0.0,0.17474035490969678,0.0,0.07846706121267208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542670979470495,0.07864049166355648,0.07043843942811504,0.0,0.0,0.26131271210428303,0.06459694124327582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614835043921284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632329428165926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16003390531856682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825571674379136,0.05876070029548861,0.061120227918738,0.2296119499958221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054193964658128,0.0,0.09297936511646956,0.0,0.0,0.07565029791681277,0.05493994209603554,0.0691954872083444,0.0,0.0,0.07491409865024598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544174781037119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05076770403001474,0.0,0.0,0.3403267949046313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629931363017366,0.0,0.08267198000485616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121829719256895,0.0,0.1898604439565131,0.0,0.0,0.0828462468046997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926543452474215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264823381788115,0.050778324350740436,0.0,0.0,0.18483842159470096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380356047121597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046741976718764316,0.0,0.31783610818326824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769281277768695,0.0,0.0,0.11258969351982356,0.0,0.0,0.05103251662269668 anxiety,lubbdubbs,2018/01/12,"Letting something off my chest I was feeling better with medication and decided to look for a job online. It’s difficult to get a job coz I don’t have the necessary job experience. I called my husband to sit beside me. I told him that just by looking at the listings, it makes my chest tight and painful. He look at me like I am so stupid. Haha I know it’s hard for him to understand anxiety but the look he gave me hurt me. 🤷🏻‍♀️",0.05594861660079431,2.2636477173913083,2.8066007905138366,89.83721343873518,88.13043478260867,6.388932806324111,23.58102766798419,7.686295010490155,1.3036173913043476,338,14,75,7,11,118,63,92,0.149,0.77,0.08,-0.7276,3,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,5,1,5,4,2,2,0,12,16,4,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,7,15,3,11,12,0,4,0,1,4,0,8,3,0,0,1,45,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365965737365593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452487341611867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840776803609268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709088365842115,0.0,0.0,0.08834324261119009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912835349448888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565140234931763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870404439026055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5201453352418963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960210653748435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866214954668885,0.0,0.08535894224888027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5868802653043124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662637699555008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601114360589662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185913474535499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450732343662408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669516175764466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188877769731088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hooooooolyshit,2018/01/12,"[Question] At 22 years old, I have come to realize i have struggled from social anxiety for the better part of my life. What steps do i take moving forward? Long story short, in middle school I changed from being very outgoing, to afraid to talk to most people for whatever reason. While I could still bring myself to talk to others, it was always with a feeling of nausea and tense muscles. This feeling had been seemingly gone the past four years, as I had met an amazing girl and after meeting her, all of these feelings began to subside and I was extremely comfortable in my own skin. We recently broke up, and almost immediately I began to feel those same feelings I felt throughout my childhood. It has become crippling at this point, and is really beginning to ruin a great life I've made for myself. Those who've dealt with social anxiety, what do you think my best move is here? While I've never been medicated for any mental illness, I am completely open to any option that will help me become comfortable within my own skin again. 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I've been gently trying to bodybuild, I live pretty sedentary. I want the musclez. I'm a guy. So check this shit out brothers and sisters, during workout I feel okay, but like 1-3 days after each exercise sesh I feel AWFUL, like more tense, bitchy, fragile, weak, scared, depressed and negative, exhausted, sooopo much irrational panic and fear, poor sleep. I'm so sore, WTFH. Can anyone else relate to this? How long have you been struggling? I get it can be a temporary thing, and should improve with time right? Does it? I just started this sh!t, but at this rate I'm gonna like die from sleep deprivation and chronic anxiety if this fitness level doesn't increase, or something? I want to continue my workouts, but this is so so so so bad. DAE relate? How often has this plagued you, or not? Did it get better with time, or do you experience the same sh!t years later? Are you consistent with the exercise, or does it just happen to you, too, when you exercise once a month, lol. 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My doctor gives me Lorazapam to take on flights. I’ve only taken 1mg and it takes the edge off but sometimes doesn’t alleviate the panic. I’m flying next month and the nerves have already started to kick in. Have you ever taken 2mg? What does it feel like? 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I feel like I have to worry about people doing something stupid that will embarass me or get me fucking killed. Most of the time I'm fine but ugh tomorrow I'm going out with my family and I bet I'm the one who suffers for someone else's actions.",4.516438356164387,5.450436260273976,5.2985205479452055,83.07901369863015,69.95890410958904,7.4838356164383555,29.668493150684927,7.554174236665415,1.852010410958904,289,11,55,3,5,94,56,73,0.23,0.716,0.054000000000000006,-0.93,0,0,2,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,3,9,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,11,13,4,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,6,1,1,0,2,9,2,10,12,2,9,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,4,4,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237731626919133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007468944387525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706779283526866,0.0,0.12715307115106034,0.17965344433283228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324841376485747,0.2627701105528028,0.0,0.14291876256030078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834300559150702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782192926808545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228577459502979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040564011611692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34868153131927804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307354116970847,0.387194736388573,0.0,0.0,0.1779949566138131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663681246610133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18307644254772426,0.2553845776560085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dddaannoo,2018/01/12,"Chest pain and trying to remind myself that I’m okay. I’ve always had chest pains when it comes to anxiety and I’m okay with. It normally just comes and goes and I’m fine. But last week I had this sharp stabbing pain right in the middle of sternum that wouldn’t go away, and after about 2 hours or so of it.. I finally got myself to go to the ER to see if it was a heart attack. So I go to the ER.. blood work, chest X-ray and EKG all came back normal. Which obviously is a good sign. But they had me follow up with a cardiologist to make sure. Now I went to cardiologist and had a echocardiogram done and a pretty intense stress test done. And all that came back normal too. So woo right?! I got a little bit of comfort that everything came back normal.. but does that mean there is literally nothing wrong with me heart? I feel like none of the doctors have really given me a straight answer. The amount of anxiety that is in the back of head is becoming overwhelming at this point. Whomp.",1.4692963752665236,3.7205489502487543,3.1130063965884847,89.79164179104478,81.88557213930348,6.415636105188344,19.02416488983653,7.62386473244151,0.5022582800284301,773,19,166,13,21,255,112,201,0.068,0.8079999999999999,0.124,0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,1,13,14,1,2,13,2,13,11,7,1,4,37,33,18,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,13,17,0,0,3,0,0,10,2,7,2,0,14,3,12,7,24,18,5,32,0,1,1,0,1,11,0,2,12,104,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848355154562313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559920408367204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598960859412034,0.09579096842673103,0.31359131962873743,0.0,0.0,0.1126023332315158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130948780671128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34983132611174955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17565204115341584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435623203676747,0.08922233632194397,0.20867266433718548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163143104032566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0515519902558468,0.07283734893569854,0.0,0.11168775641279367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17383174283222658,0.08551581110831921,0.1630869693985835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463621595240603,0.0,0.0,0.24163657627751725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040607037085623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310770471493792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981052572895125,0.102186643720405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06805638634875913,0.0,0.0,0.11105991573444064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995807231998725,0.09782948095004508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254649482315019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963813250253309,0.0,0.0,0.1037258519622306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531559040376422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413964338521942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124568950831262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679019285882546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609227348423073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922139547465922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178291082595099,0.0,0.0,0.09451418435713653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422514373312229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147282277333316,0.0,0.0 anxiety,moonstruckgirls,2018/01/12,"For those that also suffer from depression Do you ever feel a little relieved when depression takes over your anxiety? Whenever I go through periods of depression, my anxiety is at a minimum or non-existent because of the emptiness. In a way, it makes me feel free and ""normal"" even though the depression brings on a whole other set of problems. 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In July I'm taking a 12 hour flight to another country. I used to be terrified of flying but took a specialized program that got me on a few short 1-2 hour flights. Going overseas is a whole different story. Any success stories from anxious people on long haul flights?",5.565000000000001,8.107897913793106,6.430551724137935,69.61962068965519,69.86206896551724,8.777931034482759,37.46206896551725,9.3871,4.278140689655172,261,15,38,6,5,86,49,58,0.087,0.8190000000000001,0.094,0.3421,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,8,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,20,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972564582856718,0.27713015738376884,0.0,0.2985714477409925,0.0,0.1847970785748537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761258507032269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502015818702903,0.0,0.2113761306219636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205430384589025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338875302601089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832247797101292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871250645336333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936349063377589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282609199216961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950693335826017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheGreatJLK,2018/01/12,I cleaned my horribly messy closet and did a whole load of laundry This weekend has a really productive start to it! ,4.194545454545455,6.632443000000002,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,73.54545454545455,9.854545454545457,33.72727272727273,10.125756701596842,4.172381818181817,94,5,16,3,2,31,21,22,0.267,0.733,0.0,-0.7345,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361043993801911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481836716147467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7600304808449907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Crabby2222,2018/01/12,"Severe Anxiety and OCD Let me,preface this by saying I have sever OCD and Anxiety. I think about past situations all the time. Also when I was around 7 I was molested by an older teen. Now around the age of ten. I remember being with my friend one day and showing him how you can masturbate with a pillow and how good it feels. I tried showing,him then asked him to try. He started too then started crying and getting worked up. I then left his room and he shut his door loudly and was crying. His mom tried to talk to him but he wouldnt come out. That was the last time I saw him. Until a year later when he came to my school, when I saw him I freaked out and felt awful. He still wanted to be friends and asked to hang out with me all the time. I,couldn't even look at him. I had massive anxiety about him and that incident. I still too this day feel awful about it. Is this just my OCD? ....thoughts?",1.6904269449715343,3.52861743548387,3.0146932321315627,92.9361574952562,78.94623655913979,6.0969006957621765,21.156230234029085,7.048011613610866,0.3865152435167616,697,19,155,8,17,226,103,186,0.128,0.828,0.044,-0.9111,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,18,5,1,0,7,2,12,0,0,2,2,34,28,21,0,2,2,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,7,20,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,2,0,2,10,8,27,3,23,14,2,36,0,0,3,0,23,10,0,0,23,107,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569414912693166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30332288850947275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531385192481635,0.24711718497640794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116419153772984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385043367053845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903591653194433,0.17047396054357492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729526098785337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365552506347048,0.0,0.12690134308616238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422426990594636,0.0,0.06905196386329708,0.0,0.0,0.11085566801773153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773399683860983,0.0,0.0,0.14360016776870008,0.13515002789588745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098725223651268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479275473156714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955998898539569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616865132848962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971979643627226,0.0,0.0,0.10510474879523686,0.0,0.13376037261980958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29862287811609084,0.0,0.0,0.148561592726958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709740291373567,0.0,0.2110979671308325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623107643522198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468747482129467,0.0,0.10492607998563064,0.23120346193415944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919878103277745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795570308948516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621937493903908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511141361617043 anxiety,prettylittlenutter,2018/01/12,"Cross posted in r/healthanxiety: Paranoid about a healing bump on my head. So almost two weeks ago (last Monday), I decided to go to Urgent Care because of chest pains. On my way to the car, I opened the door and it whacked me in the forehead. I had a huge egg on my forehead above my right eye and it has almost gone down completely. The only bump is a small vertical line raised that isn't much longer than 3/4"". But because it is a line and it hurts to touch it (as well as after touching it), my brain is telling me I'm going to die of a blood clot or a stroke. Can someone please help convince me this isn't the case? Dumb brain trying to scare me.",4.62638888888889,4.440873888888888,5.063842592592593,88.8135416666667,69.37037037037038,7.935185185185183,27.98611111111111,7.1686216300943375,1.2238333333333329,505,15,113,4,8,161,88,135,0.105,0.762,0.133,0.2737,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,1,11,0,8,12,8,0,0,9,13,8,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,4,1,1,2,4,12,3,19,11,1,22,0,1,1,0,2,10,1,3,5,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137751141543258,0.0,0.36459620076097066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195359066804404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064589636824715,0.0,0.0,0.18561345449561525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087734603888895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889405286465199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20692792180886616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683717680267967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202516276010575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488970403966424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839612440259226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382866777726452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845823290731954,0.19371544075288805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983768109723712,0.0,0.0,0.17435484155755104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554708331306571,0.0,0.0,0.18226513108861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425149321489784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912087849210976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360089656443406,0.0,0.17783768719163753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445038645470749,0.1460305882656935,0.0,0.16368600075647113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cory667,2018/01/12,"I just want it to go away.. What is wrong with me ? let me name off some of my problems : I feel like nothing is real. I Dont have any emotions I have horrible short-term memory (cant remember anything) I Feel numb Nothing looks real to me everything looks distorted and fake like a movie constant neck stiffness constantly feeling anxious for no reason I have an adrenaline feeling all the time (heart palpitations) I cant focus on anything no matter how hard I try I dont recognize myself obsessive thoughts 24/7 feeling of zoned out All of my interest/ hobbies vanished Waking up exhausted after sleeping 10+ hours a day constantly having nightmares isolating myself in my room for weeks at a time panic horribly when I have to answer the phone or open the door walk dog in the back yard to avoid socializing with the neighbors cant drive/leave the house unless someone comes with me run inside as soon as i hear a car coming down the street when guest come over i stay in the bathroom until they leave when guest come over i will wait hours to come out of my room to get food or something to drink. The derealization feeling is horrible when i have to drive.(it gives me extreme confusion/anxiety and i feel so zoned out that it feels like i am going to pass out. I have no sense of time. I get horrible anxiety even thinking about going in public alone. 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Ive been up all night. Im not kidding. Not one second of sleep. My eyes are tired but my brain is still racing a million miles an hour. My son will be awake in about an hour. How do i stop the obsessive thoughts????",-0.97890756302521,1.121194470588236,0.9024089635854368,101.56941176470586,94.49019607843138,3.698599439775911,17.089635854341733,5.288315135182226,-0.8270246498599443,182,5,44,1,7,59,41,51,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.8024,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,8,4,3,2,1,8,9,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,1,6,0,4,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,6,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31177992078552513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.550088630958484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016810432259414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620946731124995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925407990138832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279491622837178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230412932772577,0.2334988813986786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172500187084815,0.0,0.321002681275277,0.26473419048566665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thefamilyjules42,2018/01/12,"I'm having an incredibly hard time making phone calls but I have to find a place to live. I am looking for a new apartment but I'm very limited in what I need. I'm low income but can afford a little bit more if it's short term. Of the places that I was able to contact via email, none of them offer short term and are out of my long term price range. Now I'm left with a list of phone numbers and fear. I punch in the phone number and start crying. I know it's not helpful in any way for me to have someone call for me, but I'm not seeing any other way to do this. I hate fear. I hate phobias. I hate anxiety. 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I have this problem where if I do or say something weird/awkward/accidentally rude I dwell on it for MONTHS. Sometimes years. The moment will continuously comes to my mind and I just cringe so hard and literally face palm and tweak out. I wonder if other people just don’t do as many awkward things as me or if they just don’t dwell on them at all? Sigh I’m just so sick of this!!! It’s really taking a toll on my self esteem!,1.8229896907216483,4.122811762886599,3.2775360824742283,88.84104639175258,80.85567010309279,5.9418556701030925,20.009278350515466,7.1686216300943375,0.3844688659793811,379,10,80,5,10,124,69,97,0.231,0.713,0.055,-0.9626,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,2,4,2,0,7,3,2,1,1,21,12,13,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,7,1,0,0,3,11,0,11,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,6,5,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22856799911707595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416451281645414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769364911499466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901438897337937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679190306073381,0.0,0.2117928608831862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395421893494726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538957490870811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998440452735444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101001862979174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768088011999613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042726640513201,0.2624292892312238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183717314578488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950360412529566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525618834233049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28775127594155164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087107079951386 anxiety,Chunkyman47,2018/01/12,"I can't look people in the eyes I can't look people in the eyes because I have unnatural eye contact. I end up staring at them or look at them with such piercing vision that it makes them uneasy. I can't casual look at someone. I have a natural catatonic stare. Not entirely present in the real world. I don't even want medication I've been down that road. What should I do? If your advise is ""find out where your anxiety comes from"" I will tell you. It comes from a blank mind. There is nothing on my mind. I'm a blank slate ",0.5220324629498947,2.8412521559633066,2.51119266055046,91.99250529287228,87.07339449541284,5.922653493295695,20.31122088920254,7.321109707123232,0.6164489767113621,411,13,90,7,13,137,69,109,0.07400000000000001,0.88,0.047,-0.1566,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,12,4,3,1,0,14,21,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,16,1,13,18,0,17,0,0,9,0,9,13,0,2,2,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262096977603014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364801370428587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211915725708255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512457390957572,0.0,0.0,0.12313744116165322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703966653264752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6262280947355795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444568028534132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781194330226392,0.0,0.0,0.37648898837472106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178887786465791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258498762245758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220191912578865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579643362563291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295092794020674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996319495204293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kokkirii,2018/01/12,"Super tense Body and Face from anxiety When I'm anxious my body and my face get super tense feeling and I hate it. It makes me feel like I can never relax. I tried stretching and it helps a little, but not that much. Has anybody found a way to help relieve this?",0.9505555555555568,3.2333770185185173,2.342222222222226,94.30000000000004,84.37037037037038,4.340740740740742,20.11111111111111,5.46131890053228,-0.1746444444444446,205,6,43,1,6,66,40,54,0.16699999999999998,0.5660000000000001,0.267,0.8018,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,2,0,2,4,4,1,1,11,9,6,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,5,2,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18837617580230245,0.2781859097232097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470436957114027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490169813101894,0.17591694005012234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699941080811009,0.0,0.0,0.12865245627977512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24311521490228005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33010465780132875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030250134804632,0.24680142728911494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436994772986388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101785558553976,0.0,0.1899187446170857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718368056821506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954572224216568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,autumnwolfmoon89,2018/01/12,I keep thinking i'm choking on everything and everything is out to kill me. it's hard even leaving the house :( My anxiety continues to grow worse and worse anything I eat if its crunchy I assume it's stuck in my throat and I will choke to death. I just can't deal with my brain anymore it's broken,1.7410215053763451,3.81211546774194,3.0948387096774184,91.2789247311828,79.80645161290323,6.713978494623658,26.46236559139785,7.793537801064563,1.5032172043010754,237,10,51,4,6,77,45,62,0.435,0.565,0.0,-0.984,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,10,7,4,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,7,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750285598489172,0.0,0.2269044717097498,0.0,0.0,0.18827987803991847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554123624913952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358789612484571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341157561520457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511178126459999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112547621239457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495656405572707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640002364467916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336468327304266,0.2531292309534778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422622690876191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660344454767116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663259968351344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iSpeakGood2,2018/01/12,"Generalized Anxiety Disorder and being at home I'm a victim of GAD, but I don't mean to say that in any form of pity as it doesn't really effect my life to the point of inhibiting. However, for some reason, I feel the need to leave the house at some point every single day. This seems like a normal thing for a busy-body to say, but I'm honestly very lazy and when I leave the house for even as little as 30 minutes, I'm completely content with being home the rest of the day. Anyone else experience this?",6.994807692307695,5.278468096153848,7.952769230769231,75.0922307692308,65.15384615384616,11.781538461538462,30.415384615384607,10.793553405168565,2.9146830769230765,398,10,83,9,5,136,67,104,0.147,0.7829999999999999,0.069,-0.4921,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,9,0,4,1,0,2,0,15,11,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,18,9,5,9,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,4,51,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924427179423846,0.0,0.12289316870816155,0.0,0.0,0.11232688682542877,0.16460003230639408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17844064649224053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843347748082266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072057795873432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411336241151974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341984842694018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610466577765257,0.0,0.13535054306700445,0.0,0.0,0.15714186988630482,0.0,0.0,0.08122706007013065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222805473754668,0.0,0.0,0.37072607607187386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34020022712071685,0.0,0.0,0.11346848368398453,0.07848314964040475,0.16100873325450302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498976086033707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911640975080548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573982267471293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037233533998597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291345414430224,0.1651700618963077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555030849639017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624539286082178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672555909937696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254914692941908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gebryan,2018/01/12,"So... what the hell just happened and is everything back to normal? Anxiety Nuke? For context, I have absolutely no idea why I had anxiety. I never expired a traumatic event or anything. 6 months ago I got a severe anxiety attack for no reason as I watched prank Youtube videos. It was so bad, I literally thought I was going to get a heart attack from how fast my heart was beating. I even had to be restrained by emergency personnel and even then they struggled. Days later, I get a prescription for Xanax and Setraline. I try the Setraline for two months and I see no difference so I stop it. I get the Xanax to use in case of emergency. During this time, I get anxiety attacks twice a week and my life is miserable. I begin to buy different things to try and help it. L-Thianine, Magnesium, Honokiol, Vitamin D, etc. None of seems to work and I simply have anxiety throughout the entire day. I struggle with regular anxiety attacks for months until exactly one week ago ... One week ago I said ""Fuck it"" and I decided to ""nuke"" anxiety by taking all of my medication at once. I took a Xanax, a setraline pill, L-thianine pill, Honokiol pill, Vitamin D, Vitamin B complex, Magnesium and then I proceeded to take an anxiety tea and passionflower tea. Let me tell you I was dazed, confused and dizzy as fuck. After drinking it all I thought man this was a terrible idea. I couldn't handle how dizzy I was so I climbed into bed and fell asleep. I always get anxiety when I sleep but this day I slept like a baby. I wake up and I'm still dizzy as fuck. I go about my day. I end the day and I realize I have not had any anxiety. I wonder if I should try the anxiety nuke again and decide not to. I go to bed and anticipate the anxiety I feel every day. I get nothing. Next thing I know I wake up and I feel perfect. Repeat this for a week and ever since then, I have had absolutely no anxiety whatsoever. In fact, maybe the only time I've had anxiety was yesterday when I wondered why I don't have anxiety. Other than that, panic attacks have totally gone away. I wonder what exactly ""worked"" or why it worked? But I do have questions. I mean ... is this the end of my anxiety, probably? Should I drink coffee? I avoided coffee when I was anxious because it was a guaranteed anxiety attack. Now though ... I feel somewhat confident to try it. Should I just not to do so I don't exacerbate my anxiety? 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I've recently met this really great guy and I have some suspicion that he likes me as much as I like him! I'm very happy about this; we recently made plans to get take out and watch a movie together at his place (one of my favourites that he insists on watching with me rather than alone). Neither of us have called it a date, it's just testing the waters so there's no pressure. Obviously I'm really excited for this, but the problem is I'm RIDDLED with anxiety. Yesterday he invited me to hang with him and his friends just on campus (same uni) and I basically had a panic attack before going to him and during I still felt pretty anxious for a good 20mins. Based on this I have no idea how I'm going to deal with our movie night. I feel anxious just thinking about it! It's not being one-on-one with him that scares me, we've driven places an hour or so away together before and he makes me feel comfortable and I always love our one-on-one chats. I think it might be just the fact that it's new situation, as I've never dated someone I like so much before. The anxiety I get makes my feel moderately ill and I can't eat at all, which might be a problem for the dinner portion of the movie night :') For anybody who's experienced anxiety like this, how did you push past it and go on your first date? How do you get over this intense anxiety and/or enjoy yourself? TL;DR: How do you get over extreme first date anxiety?",4.397423208191125,5.277567675767918,5.507800341296932,81.6676390784983,70.19453924914676,8.863412969283276,28.64317406143345,9.120678840339163,2.2642410921501703,1151,41,231,22,20,382,152,293,0.145,0.6970000000000001,0.158,0.8752,0,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,4,0,4,17,18,1,3,12,0,14,5,0,7,4,48,39,21,0,3,8,0,4,4,1,2,1,0,0,1,19,16,3,0,7,1,0,6,6,6,0,3,6,7,32,12,33,28,7,36,0,0,2,1,26,13,0,4,21,148,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852068482248072,0.0,0.0,0.07915151829030764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43662162504806895,0.2149280704800935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082182807135735,0.0893729536350424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428327931626453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713313542239538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806957167814173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733649752998297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429398858580425,0.0,0.09133479987503873,0.0,0.0,0.1618263442405987,0.0,0.0,0.073493244310349,0.0,0.2484941115300283,0.0,0.1621849799370838,0.07978623399232793,0.0,0.10487551315177696,0.0,0.09418858413608748,0.0,0.10126220083023732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367884278980948,0.0,0.0,0.1073844079426382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858928406143296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585391577500391,0.0900094590174419,0.12699318864008588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182492491942214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398554601926277,0.0,0.07336616971212878,0.09187219935176216,0.0,0.17853650700448945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193377236328488,0.0,0.0,0.11160854782692277,0.0,0.0,0.09080745908076757,0.0,0.0,0.19877050116594527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677619832465104,0.0,0.18204332154944444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187886454589945,0.0,0.18784868095990984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523659694458107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069243477716454,0.0,0.0,0.0805989999275568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596684996797519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152206936634814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121904360925062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442351509274068,0.0,0.0,0.07848798613655122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,puriuh,2018/01/12,"touching dirty dishes it makes me feel like a spoiled bitch but my whole life (all 22 years lol), when my parents have asked me to put the wet, dirty dishes into the dishwasher i have immediately started crying and begging them to not make me do it my anxiety is usually pretty well controlled, but for some reason, touching other people’s dirty dishes (especially when they’ve all touched each other and i don’t know where to grab each dish in order to not get any substance on my fingers) makes me nauseous and dizzy my parents know i have anxiety but they don’t see my symptoms except for moments like this, and then they just think i’m being lazy or dramatic it makes me feel like a pile of shit for making a big deal about it but i can’t control it /rant ",8.344085714285711,6.612253313333337,8.028476190476193,75.66900000000003,62.53333333333333,10.438095238095238,36.095238095238095,8.841846274778883,2.9843238095238083,607,22,116,7,7,194,93,150,0.183,0.726,0.09,-0.9393,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,2,6,6,2,0,5,1,9,8,2,8,2,32,24,12,0,0,9,2,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,7,4,2,6,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,9,18,4,13,23,6,14,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,2,10,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011621213269018,0.0,0.22760248091576596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390708214947176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336947047599724,0.0,0.0,0.1634062303410853,0.0,0.15336536169389836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043537882368802,0.2125488099542816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772112927888103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350956697721447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050738159968604,0.2180303399612778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964933560729835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303614697495678,0.0,0.0,0.1031316777840993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513427295076954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954521319862274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295038876360922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854271792725354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527003345378352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105293322782167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546189356380543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953196087502782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383847985862407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337533964056644,0.0,0.0,0.16608558887696934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579677116593516 anxiety,IrrelevantPancake,2018/01/12,"Had my first really bad episode today in years. I forget what I need to do now. I've had my anxiety under control for so long that I had honestly forgotten what it felt like to have a panic attack. Until today. I'm 30. In cosmetology school with people 10 years younger than me. I'm white and most of the class is black. Normally that has absolutely no affect or relevancy to life. But today it did. We were asked to create a ""jingle"" to remember the textbook definitions assigned to us. Everyone wanted to do rap songs (I guess they're called trap music?) but no one was willing to come up with lyrics. So I led that part. But come time to perform they wanted to make me the main performer. I have INTENSE anxiety in situations like this, I had no knowledge of the song we were using, was totally uncomfortable and had no connection to the culture these kids were referring to. I had a full blown panic attack. And no one understood why and I sure as hell couldn't explain it. I made up some excuse and booked it out of there. I left my classmates high and dry because I was probably a 25 on a 1-10 anxiety scale and now I'm terrified of what they all think of me. I even made a comment making fun of myself about how I can't lead the group cuz I'm the only white person so clearly I have no rhythm. And in my mind they now all hate me and think I'm an old racist asshole who cries and panics for no reason. HOW DO I STOP THE OVERWHELMING FEELING OF JUDGEMENT? I just want to cry and never go back but that's not possible. I have to go back. I want to go back. I won't let this ruin my career. But how do I process and move forward?",1.7586138059701495,3.786589334328358,3.7799766791044784,86.60802472014929,79.5373134328358,6.93376865671642,23.30457089552239,7.972316293177498,1.2722108208955225,1277,43,266,23,32,434,182,335,0.248,0.672,0.08,-0.9968,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,3,5,16,15,4,4,15,0,28,1,0,14,6,69,57,27,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,15,19,0,2,10,4,0,9,12,10,0,3,17,7,37,5,39,36,8,40,1,2,3,0,16,13,1,4,22,188,52,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306242535586644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394480022057854,0.2286442885940175,0.0,0.23181235280957235,0.0839051448868934,0.06125791172255515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261176069846002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731268709171491,0.0,0.0,0.11270833822798434,0.0,0.0,0.2207675988276835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637284941951797,0.0,0.0,0.09602272154152748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081087987329976,0.0,0.09648638013653947,0.0,0.0,0.08547693862507784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713327411682782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070131813142252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992132979427917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061734456921088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918292933743164,0.10275806898412908,0.07097922156599773,0.09818890121133987,0.0,0.0,0.08893069164244577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017257147381444,0.13415601819506806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146648613843308,0.0,0.0,0.10680521157108948,0.0,0.07451223251908091,0.07750426069462414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845908967545768,0.0,0.0,0.10544759250670764,0.0,0.13618956162508014,0.07642734846657938,0.0,0.3537109005608708,0.0,0.10882112679919607,0.0,0.06966727284492454,0.0877441930782281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11328763581796587,0.0,0.0,0.10834546470120676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437661478031717,0.10332069345403894,0.0,0.0,0.11383584161995122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170147806108934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295522932180894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401433225165401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471085287935628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878016401864326,0.0,0.0,0.05859666145512937,0.0,0.2857589651557277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087737411044015,0.08679129434990474,0.0,0.0,0.23708696595894266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906768026617492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294248273251495 anxiety,SchleppyJ4,2018/01/12,"New job/imposter syndrome/etc. Background: mid-20s, female, diagnosed with GAD, panic disorder, OCD, and chronic depression at age 11; currently take 20 mg of Prozac a day; live in the USA Hi fellow anxious friends, I just started a new job recently after completing a masters degree. I was feeling pretty good about it the day or two beforehand but the day of, I realized I had gotten in a bit over my head and may be a bit under-qualified or unprepared for the job. Basically I am expected to jump right into the thick of things and take over responsibility for some major projects, with little supervision or guidance. It seems like a pretty hands off kind of office as well. Previously I had been in a pretty supportive office where they had you shadowing and lots of structure. I feel intense social anxiety and obsessive thoughts over whether I am capable of doing this job. I get very down on myself saying I will end up quitting anyway, or that I am not good enough, that I somehow misled them into hiring me. etc. I put a lot of pressure on myself and feel real or imagined pressure on me from others. I've been overeating and compulsively eating and pulling my hair out. I am also having troubled sleep, waking up numerous times a night and falling into spirals of anxiety and obtrusive thoughts. I am left wondering how to address this. As a new person in the office, I am afraid to look weak or incapable or ill. I don't want to let anyone down. I just don't know how to help myself. My spouse is supportive and believes I am capable, but it's hard to explain to him how/why I feel this why and the intricacies of the job. Any advice? As an aside, I am lucky in that I can potentially take breaks from working (or work part time at a less stressful job) because my spouse makes enough money to support us.",5.7154782608695625,6.751654402898552,6.6089855072463815,74.39608695652177,67.28985507246377,9.478260869565217,33.55072463768116,9.653516015845867,3.342594202898552,1439,64,251,30,23,478,199,345,0.12,0.742,0.138,0.8643,8,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,1,2,4,10,19,0,6,20,0,24,11,5,3,0,56,46,29,0,2,14,2,8,1,2,2,5,1,1,1,11,18,1,0,12,0,1,4,3,9,1,1,9,10,36,10,51,33,11,48,0,1,1,0,15,28,0,16,16,184,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795395673279986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509262853982645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535230652327478,0.0,0.1245359638949864,0.09195470250373387,0.0,0.05691421772737966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049618457067147764,0.0,0.0,0.09170580856613528,0.0,0.0,0.17772745686654176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534252021799188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748172837906582,0.0,0.07010655359383487,0.08261557787550765,0.0,0.0,0.09328726443825036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328878264371714,0.0,0.0,0.07209300289736932,0.1682083681982045,0.18155688402784045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646257530263825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288661505681084,0.0,0.04252623130823628,0.0,0.0,0.13654278651028667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291513820177957,0.0,0.08353613390824588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545582550054754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846398828387075,0.0,0.0,0.08476176881863216,0.04473330309851802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843736816121439,0.08323327862178298,0.0,0.039766143198703086,0.08158052234366643,0.07187446482485117,0.0,0.06835243050030379,0.0,0.0,0.13840052532575273,0.0,0.0,0.05433269305081873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358392947245337,0.0,0.0763849568415224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550107428381703,0.0,0.08814431077147616,0.0,0.0,0.07107214977980618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484280393856657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182580961612736,0.0,0.0865750333135233,0.0,0.09264686174899887,0.0,0.0,0.08036907201001088,0.0,0.0,0.06951203479672173,0.0,0.0647296414003379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410017642385787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145512953184376,0.08297332432885451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05761275268891315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323923940695952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27710282676983583,0.0,0.0,0.18359976702000216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407611551719047,0.0,0.0,0.129239213429733,0.09492572792418573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951240275302804,0.0,0.09790978224744257,0.0,0.0,0.06716051001790592,0.04800967381525453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318509041987245,0.0,0.14689508386233846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827086517093256,0.11851501872103636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,offtospain,2018/01/12,"Insomnia/Anxiety without Stress just before sleeping? I've had this problem 2 of the past 3 nights. At bedtime, I begin to feel like I've just drunk a strong cup of coffee. My stomach is upset, and I feel shaky. No sense of dread or other mental symptoms. It also happened once in the morning 3 days ago. Long walks across the city at 2AM seem to help. My life did change this week in that I'm a juror on a criminal trial, but I don't feel stress from that. Please let me know if you've experienced something similar, or know what could be wrong with me. 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Convinced it’s Insomnia. So I’ve been having trouble falling asleep for the past two weeks. This comes in bursts for me and has been happening for about a year now. I’ll be fine for a month, and then out of nowhere I’ll start freaking out which leads to trouble falling asleep. It doesn’t help that when I started researching this I came across Fatal Familial Insomnia which freaked me out even more. Just found out about this subreddit and just need some pep talk, and some wise words to clear my mind. ",3.6389189189189177,5.900625369369369,3.0903513513513525,92.67660810810813,74.58558558558559,6.602162162162162,26.41531531531532,7.554174236665415,1.273532612612612,460,17,93,6,10,135,69,111,0.153,0.715,0.132,-0.1473,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,9,0,0,4,0,8,5,3,1,1,21,15,9,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,6,0,2,5,0,5,3,16,9,3,23,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,11,59,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488995095897323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746051441754646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437360755107221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051529366416452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386092932561093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19244080519441595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586621844885794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197343438010164,0.0,0.17370235030490674,0.0,0.0,0.1613626049431837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154861693342352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30806536493213144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491485621657038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251665859988661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491235611798404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014026003153146 anxiety,anum2qs,2018/01/12,"I Don't know what my problem is (I don't know if this is triggering to anybody, but just incase it is: I'm explaining my anxiety in this post) I'm 19 and I feel so lost. My mom tells me its like 'my mind is always somewhere else'. And it is. Unless I'm consuming some really light-hearted, pre-watched content (i.e. a show I'm rewatching for a hundredth time) I'm always worrying and unable to concentrate on any real work. I'm just stuck to my phone. Its like an addiction/escape - it makes me feel stressed out but I'm unable to let go of it. I've become so stressed out by political discourse lately and I feel constantly scrutinised for everything I'm doing. I don't know how to live my life and I second guess everything I do. I have a fear of missing out on something online. Everyone is always calling each other out and I just feel like I'm not doing 'enough' and somebody will call me out too. I keep thinking and thinking about everything. And then I feel guilty for feeling anxious. I tried to quit social media for a few months because of this (and even before that I only used Instagram) but I felt like I was a coward who couldn't handle anything. I'm so so scared in the back of my mind. And because of this taking up most of my headspace, everything I do is so slow - I get barely anything done even though I have plenty of time. And then I feel underachieving, cowardly and stupid. I don't know how to fix it. I don't want to run away from my problems so...if someone could help, I would be so grateful. I'm really unable to talk about this to anyone in my real life, I get really hung up on every word. I'm really sorry this was so long. I didn't know where else to go.",1.599795987759265,3.6895893468208096,3.5892281536892234,87.45501530091805,80.38728323699422,6.729547772866372,23.182250935056103,7.827709963407826,1.2384422985379129,1318,45,271,23,34,446,163,346,0.16399999999999998,0.769,0.067,-0.9859,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,3,20,13,1,4,7,0,28,2,0,5,0,64,69,30,0,7,9,1,8,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,17,19,0,1,16,1,0,3,8,9,0,1,7,8,37,4,41,56,5,29,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,4,14,174,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087730782170334,0.0,0.0,0.060172148498972775,0.0,0.06769001134397977,0.09996172448400052,0.0,0.06187006424664066,0.0,0.14562957144098398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313362277557794,0.0680387277106705,0.0,0.10787803993963292,0.09772361683219508,0.07529335965464433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070409695061015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561976035104497,0.0,0.07064726724429916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905498443407604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783404184348975,0.0,0.0,0.09142761653244147,0.0,0.1168856838120002,0.0,0.07455157916365858,0.08455024582363507,0.31809482449566995,0.0,0.0,0.09956909050707882,0.3131811534170398,0.06321298124285127,0.08495850803029993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245846708501236,0.0,0.1005749830238546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747509246511317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485395601988497,0.0593089543730917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864863728296438,0.0,0.0,0.24314243849637665,0.0,0.0998137965591483,0.0,0.0,0.09048087633313667,0.124997720027753,0.17291523508800033,0.0,0.07813298564002227,0.07830554809241529,0.0,0.0,0.09659072925727813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059063751448700234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17868721502867976,0.1036313814816362,0.07062707786823527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729606281470861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474320466995677,0.0,0.0,0.16933445977744735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411361672262683,0.0,0.20142830798859165,0.2267404429946422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858791169811163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019828633283634,0.07497219889842753,0.06811929963145323,0.0,0.09905058424850162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027162267273453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652894967655372,0.07112008069340398,0.07733890870400201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133939379157814,0.08693507243955277,0.0,0.10319145408376852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060074822020314375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642175887987422,0.0,0.0,0.05219015075702448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441739968723917,0.08985978853360874,0.0,0.06285648886697441,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sgt-SR,2018/01/12,"School Work Experience My secondary school has a 'work experience program' where we are sent to a random place in the city to work for a week. The school has chosen a place for me that is literally in one of the dodgiest areas in the city working at some warehouse from 7:30 in the morning til 3 with no pay. I can't do this. I just can't, but my parents are forcing me to go or they'll ban me from EVERYTHING for the week. I don't know what to do.",2.708345864661652,3.6816895789473705,4.235488721804515,88.86842105263159,74.26315789473685,7.112781954887217,26.203007518797,7.447530270364453,1.0935112781954883,350,12,80,4,7,117,58,95,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.7717,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,9,14,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,10,0,17,12,1,14,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,3,3,57,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599015755722527,0.34807664813600464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111512046236286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777929349386044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056210478688707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975573154946189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37177369650794395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.540188724099293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28543079918067665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181068240560348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Muzikis4lyfe,2018/01/12,Most people get sick of me complaining and shutting down from being so anxious and having panic attacks so I make music for people who feel the same way. Give a listen I KNOW what you deal with https://open.spotify. com/artist/0PiI8uea1wH6TqlVnYoVIp?si=LyKjH5bdQzG5az-J2OpEAA (combine the . 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Keep trying y'all! Therapy and no medication is the way.",1.3585714285714303,4.0518315238095255,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,90.90476190476193,8.514285714285714,26.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.038733333333333,86,4,16,3,3,30,20,21,0.252,0.551,0.197,-0.1007,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32464391344164395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27368524988034754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772019074519593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.427510795645806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853071063556698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812117080136457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503059823519545,0.33684725431518675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,D116h,2018/01/12,"To all those having a hard time We are much stronger than we think. We must deal with this constant sense of doom. We must act 'normal' when we are in a world of pain. We all get on with our lives, although having this burden hanging over us. We are a much stronger than we think. YOU are much stonger than you think <3",2.029589743589746,3.9924147538461554,1.7057692307692314,102.12839743589744,78.38461538461539,4.333333333333334,20.06410256410256,3.1291,-0.7842820512820508,249,6,58,0,6,72,39,65,0.15,0.778,0.07200000000000001,-0.6783,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,10,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,4,18,12,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,0,11,10,5,9,1,1,0,0,13,4,0,0,3,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584570435075483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536219692832497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852827812560805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203735641288866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21722830641116675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5425293996207269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24103420429790026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617683328852583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728932259972541,0.0,0.0,0.1434484080129689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959156110661462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sir_tr810,2018/01/12,"Stayed home sick from school. So I have a really bad sinus infection and have had to stay home from school the past couple days, which makes me freak put to begin with because I hate having to be absent. Anyways, now I'm freaking out because of all my make-up work I'll have to do before the term ends in a week, so then I'm having very bad anxiety about emailing my teachers on picking up all my work. Instead of being able to relax and get the rest I need, I'm a nervous wreck and this all just turned into another terrible situation. Sorry if this isn't really the best place for this, but I just had to vent.",9.187619047619043,5.517860936507937,9.315777777777779,73.15700000000002,62.650793650793645,12.302222222222225,36.31111111111111,9.888512548439397,3.2852653968253964,482,14,99,7,5,161,84,126,0.19,0.795,0.015,-0.9426,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,1,1,7,0,11,3,0,2,3,16,20,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,2,18,16,6,17,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,8,66,12,5,0.1596080190734059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736292447801418,0.12209969772479615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26653205818976683,0.19459113399815006,0.0,0.13581466854539193,0.0,0.16749876898528912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660323731168262,0.0,0.10293396826037383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136533072911034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338860238780313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575798750847369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201997135461038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307918421615635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834732375706422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523639142293676,0.0,0.0,0.16675640909652306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604501431994471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449796803065853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230636727354942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794061007523607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786681100516926,0.0,0.34024182361914257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360769215542535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13169333123954868,0.0,0.0,0.12802792549338782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239307761554426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,diggity72,2018/01/12,Just sent off an email and now I'm shaking I have deleted it from the sent section. I can't even. The reason I'm freaking out is because the people I sent it to are pretty fancy people. Ugh. I think I made a couple of typos. ,0.19530612244898293,2.0595566938775534,2.9217959183673483,91.56963265306123,84.10204081632655,3.92,20.004081632653055,3.1291,-0.3821542857142855,174,5,37,0,5,61,36,49,0.157,0.774,0.069,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,11,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,4,0,5,0,5,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480926075531665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080560343248996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435804746300516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489553757773983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113412346813561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751891747970912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791746741437945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630395371705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chunkopunk,2018/01/12,Has vistaril stopped being as effective for anyone else? I just noticed it's not as helpful at calming me down as it used to be.,3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,5.364615384615386,79.75538461538463,72.84615384615384,8.276923076923078,36.07692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.3905230769230768,102,6,19,2,2,35,23,26,0.141,0.6659999999999999,0.193,0.3753,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001487653458149,0.43982787976156346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35859187860641545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28772411417046984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4887156686406565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588808112223385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707430540545344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Claire2209,2018/01/12,"My anxiety is causing me serious heart problems, which is increasing my anxiety.... it's an endless cycle I thought I had my anxiety well controlled (I recently made a lot of changes in my life to do so), no general feeling of anxiousness or impending doom, no palpitations or breathlessness. Except a few days ago I suddenly became tachycardic. My heart was racing at 174bpm and I wasn't even doing anything, I was just sitting at lunch at work. I've been for bloods and ecgs and nothing has been found suggesting there's anything wrong with my heart. But this is really fucking scaring me. I have to get a cardic event monitor to wear 24/7 so if it happens again I can go straight to hospital. Anyone else experienced anything of this magnitude? Also, shout out to everyone who says anxiety isn't real - welcome to my fucking nightmare",5.080105580693818,7.433611228758174,5.9673202614379095,73.24217194570137,70.69934640522875,9.936450477626947,37.25942684766214,10.214889679676881,4.620070286576169,670,39,108,20,13,220,104,153,0.175,0.79,0.035,-0.9568,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,2,1,4,0,15,9,5,3,0,21,24,10,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,0,2,4,7,1,0,9,4,17,2,17,15,3,15,1,1,0,2,4,6,2,4,6,78,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185406641150956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069412055593865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092022833670495,0.15107312399571224,0.0,0.09350482833108242,0.13701882246607214,0.3301370762256241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737417288013734,0.1414651327922369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149985881728822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624266814958388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171151082824453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832523395832491,0.0,0.0,0.12778160678116765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761624507140432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662444050035506,0.0,0.2472563860889338,0.06986668914772083,0.0,0.07599997378827414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182540923114134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754004029342779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944551334743956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368967086136868,0.0,0.12653545097719954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831438953758528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279584059336621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221027801434936,0.08566875780753194,0.0,0.1320389980131324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634485105396496,0.13388377038885615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616407417981458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12023637659194053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735464109554516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620916992798466,0.0,0.0 anxiety,happy-peach,2018/01/12,"Numbness and tingling I just had a panic attack, and I haven't had one since last March do I'm feeling extra nervous about it because it's become somewhat unfamiliar. Anyways, the numbness is has been going on even after I had my panic attack, and wanted to know if this is normal. 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I (26F) try to go to sleep but my thoughts keep racing and somedays I can put the brakes on it. But lately it’s been free falling and I feel myself spiraling with no stop. I’ve been even trying zzquil so I can fall asleep but I feel like that’s not even helping anymore. I literally just wait till my mind is exhausted from thinking so much so I just fall asleep. Im starting therapy end of this month. I really hope it helps. I don’t know why in my adult life I can’t get a grip of my anxiety. I look back at my teenage years and college years and feel like I did a better job pushing everything down and go about my day. 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Didn’t sleep and eat well, not really feeling at my best today. Depersonalization is so terrible. 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I have suffered from GAD and panic attacks for many years, but a couple years ago I was diagnosed with bipolar and had a series of severe episodes that landed me in the hospital, committed involuntarily, and treated quite horribly. I was made to feel like a crazy animal that had completely lost its mind, told I was just making it up, and left to try to kill myself because my suicidal ideations 'weren't real' (I was being overdramatic, I was being anxious, I was too smart to want to kill myself, etc) -- so many different messages at different times; I honestly don't want to get into all of it. There was very little consistency in my care, and having to go through 6 months of involuntary treatment made me so much worse off than better. Having now been out of that for upwards of a year, I have been trying to ignore all my mental health problems, not attending therapy or taking meds (except for one anxiety medication) because I cannot bear the thought of going back. Even going to an outpatient clinic will have me anxious, bad dreams, panic attacks for days in advance. The irony here is that I need to address these issues because they have started to generalize to ANY health care (i.e. going to the doctor for strep makes me anxious) but I'm afraid to even see a therapist again because all those experiences destroyed me as a person. I'm so much better off after leaving the ""system""; when I stop worrying about my mental health problems I can love and accept myself, and life actually feels manageable. However, there is always the concern that my severe symptoms will come back and I know, logically, it's better to have supports in place because it could mean the difference between life and death. Sorry if that was lengthy...it's hard for me to talk about, but I know it's something I need to get out there in some way. I'm just not sure how to get out of this paradox. Thanks for listening. :) ",8.675953608247424,8.148381389175256,8.581154639175255,68.0934845360825,61.13917525773197,11.368247422680412,37.44123711340206,10.686352973137794,4.119607835051546,1681,70,277,35,20,546,203,388,0.252,0.621,0.128,-0.996,3,0,1,0,0,2,51.0,0,0,1,6,22,30,5,3,15,0,32,14,0,5,5,61,71,22,4,9,11,0,3,1,0,3,13,1,1,1,17,16,0,2,9,1,0,7,5,15,0,1,18,5,32,15,58,47,7,42,0,2,1,1,7,18,0,5,16,198,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.06349113222258639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576735424058665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413680072247812,0.0,0.0,0.04424439492392481,0.0,0.14931676875518846,0.2205046417158689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148034848201701,0.0,0.10005733263799556,0.05432405708907783,0.1983059738505737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726261704105418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900515279470066,0.0,0.0,0.05604515689732,0.13643255016808206,0.0,0.0,0.05194671738048693,0.07198987176998545,0.0,0.041959611208949615,0.0,0.0,0.0660365662062382,0.0,0.20392784453596974,0.0,0.06659371971209263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256133468175613,0.08594568225562743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364312596113951,0.0,0.0,0.06579460991824312,0.04648030984758852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596885050032162,0.0,0.1479049486973337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058282777596188766,0.0,0.0,0.3457893479305298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679078302752547,0.0,0.0,0.14396293906200072,0.0,0.07151275359086395,0.0,0.0,0.06889126978798606,0.07069005952465607,0.0,0.09191043742758333,0.03178600955942014,0.13041844415843876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710228648611719,0.0,0.058721000303603166,0.1231264857887636,0.08685878799323382,0.13192532371889099,0.0,0.07087159775050322,0.07226922111534942,0.06554312583805348,0.2622687958559644,0.06902050634782204,0.06569407862941894,0.0,0.051931872194630656,0.0,0.09565612058923564,0.0964853056068911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044087698857028124,0.0,0.0,0.15267249051294987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056809633788753665,0.06797594817865657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676665781887636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920145166606242,0.0,0.07405480633334333,0.041680386837325036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051845994909302855,0.059230006400024265,0.0,0.2940061889544918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008791060346854,0.0,0.07283158863790623,0.04605122248249677,0.0,0.0,0.05439475002029984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711672742074603,0.07383159300980106,0.06132017036272469,0.06762433568371377,0.04891853119410575,0.052294375649127485,0.0,0.059900353460848973,0.07440407368876073,0.07554200323154094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165196500201971,0.03793817871846682,0.0,0.0,0.0621695345845877,0.0,0.08834566212960332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536829685186647,0.07675051328015599,0.05164319171035577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607362493844188,0.06630374217600889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569339552121558 anxiety,Swamprone,2018/01/12,"Health Anxiety I suffer with this every day. Im convinced every little sensation spells impending doom. I need some encouragement, and clarification. What are the physical symptoms of anxiety and hypochondria?",8.180625,12.472475812500004,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,72.125,11.95,39.25,10.686352973137794,6.909162500000001,174,10,18,7,4,56,27,32,0.252,0.604,0.14400000000000002,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715470343945333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876465042952807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5193465825468362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276040787003602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3329108087956669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088991498708877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285277137702533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203396565275017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jweezy61,2018/01/12,"I used to be really depressed for years...Felt better recently and now I'm having panic attacks? The title sort of sums it up. I was previously depressed for years (5+), but managed it day-to-day very well. It didn't generally impact my professional life, though personal life did suffer sometimes in maintaining relationships. 3 months ago, after some major life changes, I actually felt a lot better, like my depression was going away. A few weeks later, I had to give a job talk and had what I now recognize as my first panic attack. Since then, I've had one or two more and am almost constantly thinking about the possibility of having another attack and am having a lot of trouble coping. Has anyone else experienced a swing from long-term depression to a panic disorder? 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So i’ve been dealing with anxiety issues ever since I was 16. I’m 18 now and my anxiety is worse than it’s ever been. It’s hard for me to live my life since my anxiety prevents me from doing a lot of things. My main issue is that I feel like everyone’s eyes are on me when I go outside and constantly judging me at the same time which is making me paranoid. I hate being the center of attention so whenever I catch people staring it makes me uncomfortable and very anxious. Due to this issue I don’t like going outside, but when I do go outside I make sure to do it at night so that no one can see me. I don’t understand why I am like this but my home is like my safe space and other enviroments are huge trigger for me. I feel like I truly never can be calm unless I am home. I’m afraid of going outside I guess. I’m afraid of people’s judgements and i’m afraid of crowded areas. I just feel like I can’t function properly. Heck I can’t even breath properly, make eye contact because of fucking anxiety. How can I cure this horrible illness? I eat a very healthy diet, I make sure to get atleast 8-9 hours of sleep everyday, I exercise and I sometimes meditate. I make sure to take my vitamins and all that shit. I have tried to change my thoughts but it doesn’t work at all. Anxiety makes me feel awful and I just want to be a normal functioning person. I sometimes lose hope to be honest.",1.5047766720666509,3.5370520604026865,3.741747280722056,86.53855704697986,80.40939597315436,6.929136773894932,25.04096274010646,7.990435384864732,1.5759764869243231,1126,44,232,21,29,387,149,298,0.158,0.6809999999999999,0.16,0.6903,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,12,21,4,3,6,1,28,13,5,10,8,48,58,18,0,3,6,0,5,6,0,0,5,0,2,1,14,9,2,2,7,1,0,5,7,8,0,1,4,9,44,13,25,50,5,25,1,1,4,1,4,8,4,3,18,148,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857569011589101,0.09494489242411763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123195377963135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890656034294797,0.0,0.0,0.09082084074692973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664484738788793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599717353141716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555097400166703,0.15204376931760732,0.0,0.08030687781344352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699790656241269,0.18012143352541593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769658281196397,0.04390910249097578,0.0,0.19105474606504455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258305832461276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528619814061738,0.08297525905798023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860436123262576,0.08347385937119457,0.08276562136557289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631577925553376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872439318705945,0.2463555697743427,0.0,0.14842336813735926,0.0,0.0,0.09402284176774743,0.0,0.07145052200001076,0.0,0.0,0.4487959011438808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06481929582606835,0.0,0.0,0.07886884860341674,0.08234449052530032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694984639735391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652994370782525,0.0733832792827585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697154814039713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626913558563039,0.13904280464973912,0.0,0.08410389354997308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662417447039558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762916008895185,0.0,0.06319002600981477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055834566701853335,0.0,0.0,0.06672091193794752,0.04900626493613477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705981507981778,0.0,0.0,0.0874919336405116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138688881050755,0.049570855993158455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583591461445456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061184449499220424,0.0,0.08564719934099085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mymomsaidicould69,2018/01/12,"Scared to get excited for big events in my future. Hello all. First time writing here. I thought I'd reach out and see if anyone has ever experienced these same things. So I am getting married in December to my fiance of 5 years. I love him so much, he is my entire world. We have been long distance for the entirety of our entire relationship, and are finally planning on closing the distance this May when he graduates from school. My anxiety is preventing my from getting excited about the events we have coming up. I am convinced that something is going to happen before we get to live together, and all of this long distance will have been for nothing. I am so scared to lose him, I am scared I'll drive myself crazy with worry, which is funny because I already am. My main worries are health worries. I am convinced someone will get deathly ill, mainly myself. Any symptom I experience I am immediately convinced I am dying or will have some debilitating disease. I recently started therapy, and I am very eager to see if this helps. I have been told by my doctor I should start therapy for some time now, so I am very happy I have a job with health insurance that provides me the opportunity. Has anyone else ever felt this way? I'd like to see if I'm not alone, that would probably help me to feel better. Thank you!",4.756708966091119,6.356529513833994,5.880628250468067,76.61828791345955,70.06719367588933,8.488371125442063,31.102350738506345,8.99025400887824,2.7839296442687744,1049,45,186,20,19,349,142,253,0.107,0.726,0.16699999999999998,0.9407,1,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,4,1,0,5,10,16,0,3,5,0,33,6,0,0,4,32,53,13,2,5,5,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,0,0,10,12,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,6,6,35,12,26,41,8,29,0,1,3,1,16,8,0,7,18,136,45,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942641108644056,0.11659259476909715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184882278138853,0.0,0.08082556050340811,0.0,0.0,0.14775245333331896,0.10825573146084766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440612780976697,0.0,0.08990437252766934,0.0,0.0,0.09344300105947788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101217346501014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965290356264312,0.0,0.0,0.10814206803312668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826094911377975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911414599074268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335057550900884,0.0,0.0,0.05342219365994997,0.0,0.10144508613223938,0.11573956549335895,0.0,0.08986983850850637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27600111438364644,0.0,0.06004600393856178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343010712692806,0.11247139862591386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246120225793214,0.0,0.0,0.1416362439567691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048459924015078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161755227275938,0.0,0.0932950406237625,0.1870021791822005,0.0,0.11820059000636092,0.0,0.0,0.09535749673181844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776683653148426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013785394322958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391364235136307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432127538396016,0.1134336135169923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31733637539697834,0.10692820258240944,0.2525793633228534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952088909167152,0.08133815410124734,0.0,0.0,0.14956588868263795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981569345908172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727265764965498,0.2416507272330858,0.0,0.07019229160517099,0.0,0.0,0.08387803440688099,0.12321621683734706,0.0,0.0,0.10095759882014016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435239415561427,0.0,0.08386378738917273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218924460525713,0.0,0.07505407139219337,0.0,0.0,0.06803816630425047 anxiety,Jury7,2018/01/12,"Advice for me, new life Hello, I have decided to fight my anxiety, but I do not do anything in the meantime. I think I know why I have it. From time to time things have changed a lot, I made a lot of mistakes. I was two years at home and just played games, my parents left me home alone. Then I somehow got together and found a girlfriend on the internet who is with me today and I'm second year in high school and everything went really well except some things I wanted to change me .. self-realization etc. Reasons why this happened: I'm a little out, actually with my buddy even for the whole year, I'm just with my girlfriend really. I did it, I knew it all the time that it would not work well. I can do something about my life. Everyday I have ideas how to improve, but the more I've been angry, the more I've been coughing for life, I've been doing nothing for the past two months, maybe for a whole year. Nothing. Yesterday I was behind my doctor (just my doctor for..idk how to say, a normal doctor, not a psychologist or so), and there was a second doctor from my doctor, who only had practice there and just could not tell him much , he's not as good as my doctor. He gave me Neurol 0.25g and Zoloft 50g. I should take my neurology when it's really sick. A couple of years ago I went to a psychologist, but it was just my infancy, I just wanted to bark the grass and be home and my parents thought I had psychological problems and I had lots of pills and I lied to everyone that something was wrong. I was just stupid, my parents did not care too much because they had a lot of work, and I was often alone in my life, but the money was giving me a burglary, and I still had a lot of time and my life ran through my fingers. I know very well what to do with life, how to be better. But I did not do anything, and I'm very sorry, now I'm 22 and I can still do something. My question is, should I take Zoloft? I have 56 drugs (1x per day). Meanwhile, find a psychologist or do not take it and wait for a psychologist? I'm afraid what then what's good and can be changed to other drugs? The more I write, the more I tell everyone about my life, I have every day so much in my head, so many thoughts, but I simply do not do anything. I'm really stupid .. I have to get up and be just good and start doing all the stuff. I'm sorry, my English is not great. And thank you very much for reading. I appreciate it EDIT: my anxiety is mainly due to the fact that I can not travel by means of transport (bus etc.), and now I just want to go to the shopping center, but I can not just drive and I do not have a driving license yet. I'm afraid I will never be able to fly with my airliner. I've been flying six times in my life when I was 10.",3.0353795811518296,3.734266078534034,4.515074607329844,88.20611976439794,73.20593368237347,7.475200698080279,24.62168411867365,7.6454224807358475,0.9834209773123904,2105,59,476,25,40,705,223,573,0.12,0.83,0.05,-0.9902,3,2,5,0,1,0,80.0,0,1,1,3,34,19,3,2,30,0,60,24,2,5,4,103,97,44,0,10,33,3,1,0,2,4,22,1,3,0,21,29,0,1,13,5,2,8,14,8,3,5,31,2,72,11,53,56,21,52,0,0,0,0,22,13,0,11,31,342,93,11,0.05819180326084902,0.0,0.05678680571405086,0.0,0.0,0.05686435665988,0.05158352249824785,0.0,0.0,0.12053831689722574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903314043315948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366068746211455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03547318315102318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051465921077488604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059330421704820335,0.0,0.18467763567666814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646141979366096,0.06438812348234206,0.0,0.07505779803095369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573706586118757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496803421555428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979848588868814,0.03843513723382335,0.0,0.04902910403916006,0.11120952354136904,0.05229904054171616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318625394701206,0.0,0.0,0.06380430868853132,0.0,0.0,0.03040281542568646,0.05582288018237371,0.0330717428237729,0.14642557105138382,0.046541300990096526,0.06415666853019826,0.0,0.0,0.05145881944218726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972157848127831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148283509678691,0.17511337002076488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569146275086138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396138645006756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322556450983086,0.0,0.328820732633707,0.0,0.05832347440261446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473629508689831,0.0,0.05506249126435516,0.0,0.05899735494182017,0.058461487885490826,0.06338793326275707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046448142180622765,0.0,0.17111068412569144,0.0,0.04488110608564458,0.056202006205405934,0.0,0.0,0.05701561190592349,0.11167320934079504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044257488602958785,0.0,0.0,0.19384533295665496,0.0,0.05555066075226764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556816967459392,0.0,0.0,0.06518813747196216,0.0,0.05820755078924692,0.0662350119178883,0.1491166370207308,0.059830865583299836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04627645760098663,0.0,0.05889321161208376,0.0,0.0,0.060706741961783724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343966794334503,0.0,0.13028191903483355,0.0411884578595966,0.0,0.0929440985070614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661569246672047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125898197866118,0.0,0.10172440191507094,0.05357519412725382,0.0,0.0,0.07732009672292904,0.03728695784752086,0.0,0.09239558340322704,0.16966054223743318,0.0,0.0551590253023247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368987237225342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404299608655194,0.10296909978264886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696425905838188,0.10788876924307284,0.10501810257384483,0.12993814038327475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472865166985992,0.0,0.0,0.04133778743210672,0.06362360176342141,0.0,0.18736806703386732 anxiety,SpamBunii,2018/01/12,"Anxiety on holiday pls help Hey guys I’m 13 and on holiday. I’m getting anxiety because i have to go visit my cousins today there having sort of a party type thing. And also my moms not here she’s gone to another state and left me here :( what should I do :,( I’m so worried that my stomach is aching and I feel sick. I don’t have any one to talk to the only person is my mom who understands but she’s not here. Plssss i think I’m gonna cry 😭 ",-1.2238304552590265,0.7938327551020451,1.9193877551020435,94.72835949764523,93.89795918367346,5.464364207221348,18.762951334379906,7.010146845296331,0.3231858712715856,342,11,81,6,13,121,67,98,0.155,0.757,0.087,-0.7636,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,1,0,0,12,19,7,0,1,3,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,12,0,7,16,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,1,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294829712345625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706868304140966,0.22677435426419915,0.33088666673044376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183409317087336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375586709907585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935087538813744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299035624806075,0.0,0.12290927504842995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413790472759206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495892252148113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349742600454981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5065775836980908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654782420186874,0.1644804710970248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888356262921546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738268761594289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367789876586745,0.13857488497720866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20499542006033614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514112541710046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196291986855515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,YodaHead,2018/01/12,"Reading about Norovirus freaks me out It can be across the state, I'm just sure it will find me. It hasn't done so for about fifteen years, but still...",1.665053763440859,3.717279161290328,1.0012903225806475,106.28860215053764,79.96774193548387,4.133333333333334,20.010752688172047,3.1291,-0.9511376344086018,118,3,29,0,3,33,27,31,0.04,0.905,0.055,0.1154,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,20,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659341167155758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161396490416742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554272572222288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36360639886160095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291186745641039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932008775604727 anxiety,letsgonope,2018/01/12,"DAE have extreme itching from anxiety? I feel this creeping, crawling, pins and needles, intense itching feeling all over. I’ve felt it before but never attributed it to anxiety but idk what else it would be.. I feel like new symptoms of anxiety keep popping up or I am finally associating one with the other now lol. 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Like you're stuck in this weird state of being awake but being asleep at the same time. And like your brain just comes up with the most bizarre things and it feels like your mind is going a million miles a minute but you still can't sleep. It's currently 5:30 A.M where I am and I haven't gotten a lick of sleep because of this weird state I get in. I wish sleeping was easy for me",2.9575155279503065,4.1891654347826135,2.7465838509316782,98.77978260869568,74.0,5.691925465838509,18.577639751552795,5.288315135182226,-0.6768621118012428,348,5,82,1,7,103,66,92,0.087,0.748,0.165,0.8541,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,7,6,6,0,0,14,15,6,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,3,3,8,3,10,10,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,7,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279066577910949,0.18743010333168955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115104671843128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420678392750888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757522347126668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600804578442604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281185198523808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498655254130875,0.13068292813714485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557169249241568,0.0,0.1039615045872191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681063540652674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847039011726749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7322355498771448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460855627534551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152842432553702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666607643917804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419527594769705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103567692151196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PajamaWarrior1,2018/01/12,Anxiety and sleep I was just woken out of a sound sleep by my anxiety. I wasn't dreaming about anything related to my anxiety. I jump awake and have been laying here awake for 30min now. Does anyone else have this issue?,2.0386046511627924,4.688440767441861,3.4058604651162803,85.96181395348837,83.18604651162791,7.1609302325581385,22.55348837209302,8.238735603445708,1.6631525581395352,175,6,33,4,5,57,33,43,0.127,0.873,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,6,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6124495572777976,0.0,0.0,0.18659716898774034,0.27343319940307176,0.2196059280256926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335340533468301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22293021693046108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785361680037721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.53411246528861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kentang_rice,2018/01/12,"I’m organising a lunch event and I’m not sure anyone will turn up I’m organising a lunch event in a restaurant in town as a part of my job as the winter break activity coordinator at university. This is going to be the last event before the break is finally over, so I understand that students are busy or they’re not interested in joining. I’ve contacted multiple groupchats asking for students to let me know if they can make it to the lunch, but I’ve heard back only from 2 people. I’m just scared of turning up to my reservation and have no one there for the rest of the time. I just want to fast forward until the event is over ://////",6.22265780730897,5.611706038759691,7.330476190476192,75.33000000000003,66.13178294573643,10.782281284606864,32.38205980066445,10.290406445055957,3.0297455149501658,505,18,104,11,7,172,82,129,0.08,0.908,0.012,-0.8079,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,11,0,9,3,0,1,1,14,22,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,6,2,22,18,2,24,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,2,12,67,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615676668006379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601678459147816,0.0,0.0,0.1776765326196314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966212997046093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25312299229436525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313209024715071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292986949935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698857506103253,0.18835073400894198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362820251963081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542392533490449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657721943150466,0.1757371353373372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502234274977429,0.0,0.1601930094681415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23133873180973746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21777824697990605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473723256223136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5026698579161037,0.0,0.24054926498894905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628951239118572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thefluxthing,2018/01/12,"Anyone have any luck with vitamins, etc for stress/anxiety? Quick Backstory- I’ve been on medicine for about a year. I came off of medicine in roughly October and I’ve been doing great (yay success story!) However, I’ve noticed that my average resting heart rate is high again while I’m at work (new job). While I don’t actually feel anxious, I know this is a sign of anxiety, for me personally. I’m not against going back on medicine, but wanted to dabble in vitamins or something else since at least for now, I think something a little less “hard” than prescription drugs could help :) So- has anyone had any success with vitamins or other things (tea? Idk hahaha) to help with anxiety. 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I can literally be smiling then i remember how i’m doing shitty in my engineering classes and how I must pay a bill. I remember little details in my life that make me feel so worried about tomorrow. I’ve always been a nervous person when things don’t come out the way they’re suppose to. I get so anxious about everything going on in my life. I’ve realized that i’m not really happy. I can’t remember the last time i breathed in and felt calm. I have an amazing SO and he has no idea that i get suicidal thoughts all the times. I feel it’s unnecessary to express to him or anyone how i’m really feeling because “I don’t have it bad”. I’m in my early twenties and i feel that i won’t make it. Idk what anxiety or depression feels like. Is this it? Anyway, It feels relieving that i was able to type this because it feels real now. 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I am a 20yo guy and this is my first Reddit post. Last July my girlfriend of three years left me due to a variety of reasons that mostly centered around my ,at times, crippling anxiety. I have barely been surviving since then and have had bad thoughts throughout the process. She goes to a college 2.5 hours away from the town we live in but this Christmas she came to me talking about how she wanted to get back together with me. Immediately all of the walls that I've built since she left were broken down. I am afraid that my anxiety will break us apart again and I know that I will not be able to take it if it does. I am ecstatic about her wanting to come back but I am absolutely terrified about losing her again and it makes me super anxious. I am trying to keep my symptoms under control but I have so many questions that I need to ask her. If anyone has experienced anything similar or has anything helpful I would be grateful beyond measure.",4.600296352583587,6.109532175531921,4.962036474164137,83.40500000000003,70.32978723404256,7.711854103343465,29.91793313069909,8.192908349453996,2.08424650455927,771,31,147,11,14,244,121,188,0.108,0.779,0.113,0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,5,11,4,0,1,6,0,19,1,0,4,1,31,32,13,0,7,7,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,10,9,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,5,1,29,1,23,22,2,28,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,5,11,109,39,1,0.1427429751286507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183959705374273,0.1612589317228695,0.0,0.0998092071494372,0.0,0.2349306120823391,0.12707151113263848,0.13344541286005052,0.0,0.1341117239447728,0.21952107375182464,0.119184421854369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325993638470698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122960433746534,0.0,0.0,0.16009838428831955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249153394630168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141710172414764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457731300568743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133798739594464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913552146719112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057307711901199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687651493787747,0.0,0.0,0.07844780607940557,0.11635457638095212,0.0,0.0,0.31018132027517475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604466221113408,0.0,0.0,0.15969287692998566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952820443157416,0.14471897238459192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116842147364482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566889217803228,0.0,0.0,0.13670831237047115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990480040861332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676355224118906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361569281832481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483646064676871,0.1073249527143036,0.11473139640061175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133219777071021,0.08323457670611452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691311021738097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170222360080226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838701014767568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014005140353605,0.0,0.0,0.09192179597057727 anxiety,LocalTourist23,2018/01/12,"Always feeling terrified. Help everyone, I'm losing it. Between health anxiety, ocd, agorophobia, and social anxiety, I feel like I'm constantly losing my mind. I'm too scared to kill myself. Too scared to take medication. Too scared to exercise. Too scared to brush my teeth. Idk what the fuck is going on. I smoke cigarettes and weed, male, 23. Former acid and opiate fiend. Help.",2.4403208556149742,5.353537470588236,3.653262032085564,79.88104278074869,93.41176470588236,7.766844919786093,22.35828877005348,8.296473431620573,2.4613941176470586,300,11,49,9,11,97,47,68,0.375,0.521,0.104,-0.9732,0,0,2,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,2,4,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,6,9,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,4,5,1,6,9,0,4,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,3,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369835563145591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25187970386770786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779042169067715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730896226163193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648157136459513,0.11761016640352825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219579127230068,0.0,0.0,0.09356179899208014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499170243929466,0.0,0.0,0.2206931505489599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821363204606664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042885010547092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683529000276484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584523557819594,0.0,0.0,0.16622719479855794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6592847754564168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781735738998466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237796523478523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sum_yum_dish,2018/01/12,Anybody have any experience with a certified recovery specialist? My therapist recommended I see one and I've been kind of hesitant because I don't know much about them. So please share if you've worked with and what was it like? 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As a visibly disabled person, sometimes my work is deemed controversial because it explores elements related to my impairments, but it kinda has to. Because art has to reflect life. For the whole generation process, I have been trying not to write about it because tutors, and students have given me some really fucked up responses to some of my work. But, tonight i wrote about it- made something I actually care about. And in a few hours, I gotta play it to 2 tutors. So, even though I'm anxious- really, edge of panic attack anxious- I'm doing it. Let's see how it goes i guess!",4.155715883668904,6.006587295302015,5.7249832214765135,76.13275447427296,72.0201342281879,8.993512304250556,31.208612975391496,9.516144504307137,3.2161673378076054,613,28,108,15,12,208,93,149,0.173,0.76,0.068,-0.9494,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,2,1,5,0,10,2,0,3,0,19,22,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,12,3,20,15,5,7,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,4,4,70,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.15244949292181956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195088977237005,0.5294569436664289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772432742252742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856932371365046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17055324262208582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592780680301513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904319035223676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031827219016672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711328422467065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442411177910655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209541887685784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384655179105367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974690476410056,0.11034375265931366,0.0763218558200144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782040945448105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881336889221865,0.0,0.1832920830598348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640644860147624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015878172905074,0.16062155644353726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244881821644176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026682003783537,0.15450690011415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348667365388213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106064035417447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441554744584853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746199263367944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThirteenJesters,2018/01/12,"Stuck between a rock and a hard place So little backstory here. I'm in highschool right now and have had increasingly worse anxiety for the past year and a half. It's gotten to be a really bad part of my life that, combined with the depression, has reached the point that it now interferes with my day to day life in a very negative way. Now to combat this I've done 2 things. The first was to talk to a therapist, who I will be having my first appointment with in a week. The second thing I did was join a small business program. The program is really simple. A few teenagers (in this case 11 of us) create a product, market it, and sell it. I feel like it's helped a lot with my anxiety. I've had to talk to new people, teach people some skills that I had expertise in that we needed (IT related skills in my case), and even go to a giant seminar with a couple hundred other people. It's also made me a couple new friends and gets me out of the house an extra 3 hours a week. However i'm in a situation with it where I'm stuck. In about 14 hours I have to set up a booth outside a local bank and physically walk up to random people just minding their business and try to sell them our product. I've been absolutely freaking out for the past day and I've had 5 panic attacks about in the 2 days that I've known I had to do this. I could send a few texts and get someone to cover my posistion but there's always a chance that they won't let me or maybe there simply won't be anyone available to cover me. I'll also get those voices in my head again telling me everyone hates me, and that I'm so fucking stupid for having done this or even tried. But if I do go I might just breakdown in public and I just can't do that. I really don't know I have no clue what to do or what might happen. Does anyone have any advice? 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Usually I’ll be doing fine just going on with my day as usual and then suddenly I fear that I cannot breath and then try to take in a deep breath but feel no matter how deep I breath in, it’s not deep enough. I know that over thinking my breathing is just making it worse but I don’t know how to not focus on it. Even when I distract myself I still feel that heaviness in my chest which makes me feel I can’t breath and that something terrible is going to happen to me. I hate feeling this way and especially when I’m around others and have to play it off like I’m fine but in reality all of these things are going through my mind. Also recently the last few days I will have sudden thoughts that I am not myself and I may have multiple personalities trying to take over( I watched a movie the other day where a guy had multiple personalities so I believe this is where it’s coming from) I know it’s ridiculous but it terrifies me and sends me into a panic immediately even though I am aware that there’s nothing wrong it’s like I’m doing this to myself and I just don’t know how to stop. Tl;dr : constantly feeling unable to breath also experiencing intrusive thoughts that I have multiple personalities. 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Hello- I was just wondering how people deal with trying to get counseling for anxiety and how to let your guard down enough to actually get anywhere?! I feel like I am very good holding it together or feeling 'good' the day I go that if the therapist isn't in tune to that, they think my anxiety is way milder than what it is or it's not even there? I tend to cover everything up, explode in private, or distance myself so that I don't have any family to talk to. More so, I don't want to burden my family with my negativity...",4.080526315789474,5.07494560526316,5.907850877192985,78.0870394736842,71.01754385964912,9.559649122807018,29.16228070175439,9.827888789773867,2.7846175438596483,445,17,88,11,8,154,79,114,0.046,0.83,0.125,0.8740000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,9,1,1,2,0,18,18,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,2,13,4,17,16,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,5,2,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.18966755431865576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321716259226558,0.0,0.2973700983341008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534627371682006,0.2003768698146926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082608038388675,0.0,0.12837310335343313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467844841825894,0.0,0.366451067279817,0.0,0.1965487511987354,0.13885099200718465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030904036134103,0.0,0.11045940160864708,0.3260402905430173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690008619087505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874651044015124,0.0,0.09495459418724857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474491596323382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953857206447879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562193961074559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256672152424044,0.0,0.12453819182106628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195784264832536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036755041325915,0.11463870336659512,0.1542741092499869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21077538596040135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,eieegle,2018/01/12,"Anxious about encountering ex-girlfriend in public I broke up with my last girlfriend about a month ago. Relationship was going down in flames, and not working at all. Now, every time I'm in public, I fear that I'm going to encounter her. She became really unpleasant and said some extreme things upon being broken up with. The words didn't hurt me, but the idea that she's so angry at me is a little unsettling. I don't know what I would possibly do in the situation that I'd encounter her in public, because I don't know how she will be towards me. I'm assuming probably angry and bitter. This has been freaking me out for a while now, and I don't know what to do. I've had nightmares about it, even. Can anyone help me out?",3.7237608966376112,5.086691849315071,5.1849937733499365,81.52893524283938,72.28767123287672,7.774844333748442,26.28642590286426,8.296473431620573,1.7387890410958908,574,19,111,9,11,193,90,146,0.193,0.77,0.036000000000000004,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,1,1,6,0,16,0,0,1,1,21,25,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,2,17,0,22,16,2,24,0,2,0,0,12,15,0,3,7,83,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868709774966949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815610082247746,0.0,0.14740375213289256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850825397928484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923848774282813,0.0,0.17761711790613374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372206610081207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23961717268174804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130197723444135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567722837279325,0.2379796350250831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475681640888515,0.17183886763779674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128771640188465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826709987657915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376574040320654,0.0,0.0,0.22728960396800085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505074087384358,0.0,0.0,0.2263318120705139,0.0,0.0,0.2005292632442298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236960074050822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14005327045321045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292542205354567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347270981796082,0.0,0.0,0.14975388207059265,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rys1997,2018/01/12,"Starting college soon and very afraid I'm gonna be a college freshman soon and I'm so nervous. My stomach is in knots and my mind is racing. I keep having thoughts like what if I fail and drop out? Or what if I'm not cut out for it? I just can't seem to calm myself down. 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What the fuck is health anxiety anyway. I needed to write this down so others could read it, so I could reread it later. Anxiety tells me that I have to keep myself convinced that these things are true so they don’t actually happen. If I start to think i might be having irrational thoughts, anxiety tells me that it will actually happen. It’s just a cold. I barely even have a fever. “No”, anxiety says. “If you go to sleep, your sore throat will close up and you will choke and die”. Who the fuck is this cruel entity that says these things to me. It’s so mean. 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I had to reply to a voicemail today and I stared at my phone for 30 minutes before just holding my breath and going for it. Then I had to leave a voicemail (it was awful I said um a billion times and said things I didn't mean to say) because the person didn't pick up and now my heart is pounding and my hands are sweating and shaking and I can't focus on anything. But I don't know why I'm reacting like this. The same thing happens with emails; I avoid them and phone calls until I start to freak out about putting them off too much. I usually don't get this freaked out over anything else, I can even talk in front of groups of people with just the normal jitters. Idk why this happens. Can someone be anxious about just a couple things?",3.2149783549783564,4.64948064935065,3.743571428571428,91.08059523809523,73.67532467532467,5.912554112554113,26.46969696969697,5.985473137389443,0.7833307359307362,596,21,124,3,12,187,97,154,0.131,0.851,0.017,-0.9092,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,8,5,0,2,7,1,13,4,4,2,0,24,23,11,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,8,12,0,2,2,0,0,4,5,4,1,1,7,5,17,1,22,15,2,19,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,8,86,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645891915010238,0.18674914339117327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27206611189846325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076922768909287,0.0,0.14066354388272784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879628421278034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290835214990864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809225891628849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918329710326438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636575457514578,0.0,0.09394741849062872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923597507957004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958888421440088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084805678498872,0.0,0.0,0.17503557548617454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076034151735725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006709610754373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151920096435513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196514289457667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146026216431318,0.14433914448050147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617855788811375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314488421723342,0.13145825884260878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400635492705506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700469818414308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286699700273896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294666170122423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639147261068808,0.0,0.15669110821361598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206161017889175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29832657093912474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,k123d98,2018/01/12,"Really really bad anxiety/social anxiety Does anybody else have 'crippling' anxiety?? When I'm out in public I feel like it's the end of the world, I always wanna go back home and I feel like my whole family will die if I'm not there (irrational thoughts) I know they're irrational but my anxiety is so bad that it ruins everything. How did people find helps cope with this? I've been on many medications but they don't help. It physically hurts me in my chest and stomach ",2.2625806451612926,4.790068860215058,4.277860215053764,80.95679032258064,80.82795698924731,8.881290322580645,23.27849462365592,9.3871,2.4581320430107527,376,13,72,12,10,128,69,93,0.277,0.657,0.066,-0.9692,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,6,3,2,1,0,15,13,8,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,2,9,2,7,9,1,9,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234575648366355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201906242727112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078510208439254,0.3057454249992648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001877506047765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022351310188224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294841168245413,0.0,0.16216361895633655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645497125165838,0.0,0.17260119470464153,0.0,0.18515186503033296,0.26159942482104664,0.0,0.0,0.16734117311070024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405440936786353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24544307269945595,0.0,0.18365445073983053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600190122680766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062161412048892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889729748718544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856247780907532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444416653450774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269317273286687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345846070888155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535320848454092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441372751334375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,myballsaregone,2018/01/12,"Shaking, quivering voice at my first career level job interview. I couldn't keep it together no matter how much I told myself to relax. It was a tough hour long interview. I went home and had all the negative thoughts: 1) I'll never get a job 2) I'll be stuck serving the rest of my life 3) I'll end up on the streets cuz I can't pay off my loans and I have no money left 4) I'm socially bankrupt. 5) I made a huge mistake going back to school and getting this degree 6) I don't deserve or belong in career role 7) I should just drink so I can stop feeling this terrible 8) I shouldn't exist. I really spiraled out of control. I cried...a lot. My eyes are still puffy. By some grace of a higher power I somehow turned it around. 1) it was your first interview don't be so hard on yourself 2) I won't end up on the streets. My parents will help me if I run out of money 3) I learned a lot from this experience 4) maybe this position isn't for me and I'll find something better later. It's not perfect but I at least stopped crying. My fear is I'll have some form of ptsd from this experience that will affect me in the future. Can anyone here relate? Thanks for reading .",0.12404579086975075,2.3165795506072904,2.5414407371213166,92.01186234817814,87.50202429149797,5.350216389780818,21.067848666759733,6.8039241337230125,0.4956819489040911,907,31,198,12,29,310,150,247,0.135,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.8999,4,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,6,9,10,0,2,10,0,21,3,1,5,3,37,34,11,0,5,5,1,2,0,0,5,1,1,1,0,11,7,1,4,4,3,4,4,12,5,0,2,8,4,28,5,25,18,9,35,0,0,1,0,9,18,0,7,13,127,39,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983025807252082,0.0,0.0,0.12515335847010406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081036944871413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433889181024675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768168884373984,0.0,0.0,0.15442960286891685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772297298160768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903894035714785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750445914844249,0.0,0.15820087915682304,0.07108564881732067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284951233137931,0.23916860547321034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146903127304364,0.0,0.0798995484167105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12593946724355956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423334767759026,0.0,0.14102148835379769,0.0,0.138451117446438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790243112515434,0.1249613057554892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274955661229273,0.0,0.09930164622515594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244161866698608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390462235361802,0.0,0.13302801156153715,0.0,0.0,0.1412398042253168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334854791119116,0.0,0.10843033364748401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561066260145837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643401533861136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062630588553307,0.0,0.09006443977614144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228282548305224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331202709217358,0.0,0.10823171161211717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227396660472196,0.2350761621508968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943478182916146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116113751391067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433810788171874,0.0,0.0,0.15291965671231572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032672616756866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,justwantstowrite,2018/01/12,"Mentally - not So bad. Physical symptoms - terrible Anyone else ever like this? Most of the time I’m ok mentally. But my physical symptoms suck. Tightness in chest especially, muscle spasms, tightness and pain in legs and back. It’s a pain! 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But today my mom got some CBD oil and for the first time, I feel almost completely not-anxious. It's such an amazing feeling to not be anxious. I don't think I've ever felt this way before. 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It's been a week of quiet days, not lazy, but simple, quiet without any rush. I've watched the vibrant red maple in my back yard loose it's leaves. Every morning I sit in bed with my coffee and enjoy it's company through my window. I can't remember the last time I took time to notice the change of seasons. It feels wonderful.   It's not all sunshine and roses, there are some definite issues and emotions I am dealing with. They ebb and flow , and I'm not pushing them away , I am feeling each one ; I need to ride the waves to prove to myself I'm strong enough to do it. I'm allowing myself the time to heal, to sleep if necessary and eat properly.   Through my entire diagnosis , treatment, ups and downs of anxiety I have firmly believed in explaining to my son , and for that matter my husband, what is happening, why ( if I can even determine the why) and that it's not their fault.  I've taken alot of criticism for this , kids don't need to know this stuff apparently. But there's this that I can't let go of ; I dealt with my father's mental health issues my entire life, walked in egg shells, said sorry without knowing why. He did not ,could not communicate what was going on. I never wanted my son feeling that my mood, irritability was his fault . I've described to him how our brain works , and like diabetes that anxiety is a health issue that requires medication and rest, he is a kid who gets it. In return my son is VERY good at communication, he has broken the cycle , we have broken the cycle    So right now there are wonderful hours and sometimes rough days. I'm just learning to ride the waves. 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I am a 21 year old college senior. I have started having panic attacks recently and have recently been diagnosed with an unspecified anxiety disorder. Almost every day I end up with pressure, numbness, or pain in my temples along with feeling like it's harder to breathe, like I have congestion in my chest, and like I'm having chest pains. If this goes too far, half of my head with go numb and I will start shaking uncontrollably. Xanax can help knock off some of the symptoms, but it can only do so much. I've tried distracting myself with Xbox, friends, music, reading, stretches, and exercise, but all of them work rather irregularly. Does anyone have any advice?",6.28736111111111,7.843188500000004,6.458229166666667,74.09163194444444,66.34375,9.126388888888886,33.75347222222222,9.444778638647367,3.348736805555556,560,25,92,11,9,179,96,128,0.203,0.7070000000000001,0.09,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,1,1,4,16,2,6,3,0,13,13,4,1,1,21,18,10,0,2,5,0,1,3,1,1,9,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,1,3,0,2,0,12,0,1,1,1,12,4,14,16,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,13,61,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192373411155996,0.0,0.0,0.15568100302806118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572510489057448,0.0,0.11893431974609668,0.0,0.0,0.10870841735316022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537397195847276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026545292034472,0.0,0.0,0.15779903648298255,0.0,0.0,0.17818238185867868,0.0,0.13605306808845724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770050015884908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099039544799246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861043242654006,0.1110679814343086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011593356636067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883573288873531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595573350839266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420843493983703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278647408672295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142885262654334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313988000128585,0.0,0.0,0.11824213489616743,0.3308626261654772,0.36482169325946795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555123277360461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30701624202936023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220085293772134,0.0,0.0,0.1299800949087684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615931237303456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555409799749392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318419748345347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011774710583804 anxiety,Quality-HDMemes,2018/01/12,"My Anxiety I’m only 14 years old, yet I’ve suffered from anxiety and panic attacks almost my whole life. I do wrestling and right months before a match I get horrible thoughts in my head and start to have panic attacks. It got to a point where I couldn’t go to one of the meets because I was getting nauseous and threw up from the anxiety. I need some help with getting rid of my anxiety.",3.516371308016879,4.876036860759495,4.631075949367091,85.31133966244727,72.79746835443036,7.79831223628692,30.888185654008442,8.344100000000001,2.2833021097046413,308,14,62,5,6,101,55,79,0.299,0.67,0.031,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,4,0,4,2,1,0,0,10,14,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,4,0,9,0,10,9,2,12,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852248757834004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5149788871398052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829182516824973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025906774350773,0.0,0.1432061015875955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26378056492780466,0.0,0.09564556092428528,0.0,0.13460037056601493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271856229540974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280415941013383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887128077839773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433094942801696,0.0,0.0,0.12478813260814915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659661658329032,0.0,0.11404061119470693,0.12799544145848082,0.0,0.3949143317090905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590925640704897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437224605762268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911961146346317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360692009215475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878946384628276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837604758991576 anxiety,anxiousthrowaway09,2018/01/12,"I need advice, don't know how much longer I can do this I won't get into too much of my long and illustrious history with mental illness as that would take all day. I've been diagnosed with everything from Bipolar 1 to Schizoaffective to Schizophrenia to Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Different combos of those over the last 4 years from many different doctors. And it sucks, but I can deal with the delusions, the mood swings, the social anxiety, and the crippling depression. But what I'm going through right now is most likely going to lead to my death. Either by my own hand or by what's happening to me because I don't know if it's real or not. My psychosis related symptoms are completely gone because of my meds (Seroquel/Depakote/Zoloft). But worry not! My brain shall find a way to fuck me over in another way. I am currently having anxiety attacks/panic attacks where I AM SUFFOCATING. I *know* it can't be real. When I look in the mirror there is no swelling. When I get distracted with something, it magically disappears. I keep waking up in the morning and not being dead so it must not be real. Every day feels like a long walk towards an execution; the night. When I lay down to go to sleep, I begin to die. I can't breathe, I can't swallow, everything is swelling up, sometimes the lower half of my face becomes paralyzed. But when I look in the mirror or I somehow distract myself (ie, hour of being talked down by parents), it's all gone. So it can't be real, right? God help me, it's happening right now. It used to happen maybe one night out of a month. Then 2 months ago it began to happen every night. Every single fucking night is 3-4 hours of being waterboarded until I eventually fall asleep. Now it's happening in the day time. I can't do this anymore. I live with my parents because I can't live on my own. I'm 22 but I'm so crippled by all of this bullshit I've gone from being one of the highest potential kids in school to being a constantly-dying shut in. I don't know if I can do this any longer. Right now I'm gasping for breath. I hope it goes away. It always does. But it always comes back, I get just enough time to recover before it begins all over again. I feel like I'm trapped in some sort of hell. We're dirt poor and I know we can't afford another ER visit that amounts to nothing much less an inpatient mental hospital which is probably where I should be right now. I'm trying to be strong. But my brain is trying to kill me. Do you guys have any advice for me? Techniques or something? I would just not sleep, but if I don't take my medicine (which forces me to lay down and become drowsy), I begin to have manic/psychoses symptoms. Why do I have to live with a broken fucking brain. Any advice is dearly dearly appreciated. Maybe somebody else has gone through these types of symptoms? I think I'm maybe being punished by God or some interdimensional aliens or it's a test or something. I don't know. I don't know if I'm going to make it much longer. Edit: it's gone for now. That was a bad one. Maybe shouldn't write while simultaneously having a panic attack, as all that reads a little more dramatic than I feel right now lol. Hopefully I'll have a couple hours of peace before the next attack/episode I'll get when I try to fall asleep. I can do this. As long as I get a small break between episodes I think I can make it. Fuck mental problems. 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I’m not really all that social, I’m actually a very nervous person and it’s hard for me to get close to people, but that’s a story for another time. So I have about 2-3 best friends I’ve had since 8th grade. 8th grade we we’re all really close. 9th grade, I went to a separate school, but we all still talked and occasionally got together, but 10th grade was different. My friends talk to me occasionally, but not as much as usual. And I don’t know if I’m overthinking this or not or if this is my anxiety kicking in. Like I have constant thoughts of them not liking me, them going out without me. All of them ended their (snapchat) streaks with me. When they’re together without me I can’t help but think their talking about me or not missing me. They rarely text me anymore (one still texts me often, but she left me on read today, she claims she does it on accident but...). I feel like I’m an annoyance to them. Sometimes they keep secrets from me. Do they do this because they dislike me? I mean they act like they sometimes enjoy my company and laugh when I’m around, but, are they really enjoying my company? From time to time, they walk and talk with me at school and during classes, but I’m still not sure. I know sometimes with best friends you don’t need to talk everyday, but I just get these feelings that everyone doesn’t really like me. Is this how anxiety feels? All these constant fears and overthinking things like these constantly? 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I've been on it a month now. My side effect for the first week were normal, I was spacey, slight headache's and dizzy, with some heart burn but over all not bad and they've gone away. Now its been a month and I get off and on horrible, painful migraines on only the left side of my head and its always slightly lingering for days now, along with pretty bad insomnia. I'm going to see my doctor next week, but has anyone else has this problem? Will it maybe just take a bit longer for this to go away? I did make the mistake of taking dayquil while sick a few weeks back but I've been told that should not be as much as an issue with how far apart I took it. I just really want these side effects to go away because the medicine is helping my stress so far and I'd hate to have to switch. 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Fuck you anxiety!!!!! 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I had the worst panic attack of my life and now I feel like I'm near death. I managed to calm myself enough to write here. I saw a psychic and they told me I wouldn't live to be very old, but that id have 2 children. She told me if I didn't lose weight id die soon... which sent me over the edge. Then she said my partner is all wrong for me and I'm going to leave him soon which is far from the truth as I love him to pieces and he's amazing. On top of all this she says I shouldn't go to school or work for a while or I'll take ill.. I literally started college 2 days ago now I'm fretting myself. Between thinking I'm going to lose my partner, die young, and also fuck myself over by going to college for something I love I can't handle it I'm out of breathe my mind is boggled. I can't handle this. It's bad enough i fear these things so badly already that I'm in therapy but I totally out did myself by doing this and seeing her.",0.3023611111111109,1.848560810185188,2.4979259259259265,96.3896666666667,82.10185185185185,4.8755555555555565,20.059259259259264,5.341637118332708,-0.3548418518518517,749,20,182,3,20,254,119,216,0.198,0.67,0.132,-0.9494,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,4,7,17,3,2,6,0,14,7,1,0,4,24,38,17,3,3,5,0,2,1,2,2,2,2,0,3,11,9,1,0,2,0,0,5,5,11,0,0,10,7,34,6,26,25,7,25,0,2,3,3,19,9,1,3,12,119,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207023884502755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519647073435241,0.11012540382205513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666325080398488,0.0,0.0,0.2299616200866521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881056284137609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583927533760245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845792970665246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549603000752151,0.06962953385899871,0.09837894965350487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730925008370558,0.0,0.0,0.3130515598779755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581337310921405,0.0,0.0,0.09726755615409208,0.06727739648005501,0.0,0.12159909103206627,0.0,0.0,0.3081210792798897,0.0,0.0,0.24857451903459446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904628594794755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450186123728068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157120409587744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099227813518274,0.10951129272814024,0.0,0.13936831103540884,0.10973581156500832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601469851783994,0.0,0.0,0.0974707550991713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035396221163104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574816227224875,0.0,0.0914873802463682,0.088238019231935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26317266528275096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11362389954942186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769180253109867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025339726177347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056258059355246,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RisetteVI,2018/01/12,"Need to Change my Life for my mental health, but struggling to put myself out there I'm stuck in this cycle currently where I want to improve my life and eliminate things I know that are contributing to my anxiety but not being able to push myself to do anything about it. My current job is 'safe'. I know my job, I'm good at my job, I know my managers and they all like me and constantly are making me one of their 'go-to' employees when they need help or someone is out of the office and they need to hand off some work with deadlines approaching. I like feeling valued but man, banking is so stressful. My job was tiring when I first started simply because of being stuck in a basement all day in front of a computer doing repetitive tasks, but it was easy and I didn't have issues with my job contributing to my personal anxiety. At the beginning of this year though, a bunch of new policies rolled into place that make my job more difficult to manage my deadlines and often has me suffering team punishments for one or two people's mistakes. Lately I've just really been feeling the drain and how much it is causing issues with my mental health. I'll get so stressed I'll have anxiety attacks as soon as I get home and then I'm too exhausted to do anything but push through work and sleep for the next couple days. I need to change my career, I want to, I just struggle with the back and forth of having a job I'm familiar with and valued in and putting myself out there over and over during a job search to ultimately have to figure out a whole new job and show my worth again. I'll go to look at jobs and just get wide eyed and feel inadequate and I might manage to apply for one or two before I give up for the night. Does anyone else feel this struggle when trying to apply for new jobs? Do you have any tips or advice for pushing through it? Your best interview tips are also welcome.",5.9157149746804905,5.914039217506634,6.242253436218956,80.83045032553655,66.63925729442971,9.294863756932722,30.398963105859657,8.97023862654752,2.332109814323608,1503,50,295,23,22,484,185,377,0.139,0.738,0.123,-0.7867,14,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,4,5,23,17,2,5,12,0,24,9,3,4,2,65,53,37,0,7,13,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,1,2,10,27,0,1,8,2,2,8,2,11,0,6,6,7,41,6,57,44,8,50,0,1,2,0,13,19,0,7,25,205,51,20,0.06426354311027467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627975905690625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139153220750803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437014130057793,0.0,0.14748430374692273,0.0,0.0,0.04493456354450599,0.0658455942306507,0.1057668407420375,0.0,0.0,0.07310905767424271,0.0,0.049414697900018185,0.0,0.03917445940738127,0.0,0.05468354195324211,0.0,0.06744062374869476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601636098191238,0.1359646151378836,0.0,0.0,0.06944606006026184,0.0,0.0,0.07110638813939389,0.0,0.0828893378317025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623745964017625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053683944150891484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997431319990685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466253694055343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007251466855722,0.06164744630887265,0.07304490500700248,0.05390121099774687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661828245493565,0.0,0.0,0.043074498329466304,0.0,0.06446157346863607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414888562892407,0.7014881556053238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595268796968928,0.0,0.07249207575130276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078248199508547,0.06279184217346939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396519102571768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579282808139747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295250730170139,0.06817346375649372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047241098444091814,0.1906024117434825,0.0,0.18619839116216108,0.06834500715177833,0.06030698187719361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063991989527007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044552249257977385,0.05611244708348173,0.06714172475231593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292052210710691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04116887127850926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430995347255412,0.0,0.054450291534256026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548606657609357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722734301794374,0.20154662510996169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269384252255652,0.0,0.06313860482201487,0.0,0.0,0.07386148925617159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04363072740211797,0.0,0.12555228752141848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580860547485847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174795089919052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356924951876884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04138361479999303 anxiety,whateverelsethereis,2018/01/12,"Have the stomach bug and I'm a hypochondriac I'm a hypochondriac, so even mild illnesses make me incredibly anxious. Ive thrown up a few times tonight and I live alone in a dorm and i feel so shitty its my first time living on my own feeling ill more than just a cold and I feel like its not safe for me to be alone because what if somethings really wrong with me and I'm dying and theres noone there to call 911. Can someone tell me if its logically safe to sleep alone tonight even though I threw up a few times and feel kinda shaky? or is this concern at all reasonable and should I call a friend and see if someone will let me stay over with them?",2.622112299465244,4.114953617647064,3.461229946524064,92.26826203208557,75.32352941176471,7.0042780748663125,24.128342245989305,7.686295010490155,0.9008764705882356,516,16,117,7,11,164,85,136,0.207,0.742,0.051,-0.9645,0,3,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,1,8,0,8,4,2,2,1,30,18,16,1,4,6,0,4,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,6,14,4,13,13,5,15,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,6,8,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751888617774721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277492768733324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322878654721764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123309191053788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872413834160107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202648236160786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30931754222630503,0.1092580016952634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300878701493974,0.0,0.0,0.1181585071029996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563881270180204,0.0,0.0747171414673554,0.0,0.2700917979083276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208642796198596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797515960337252,0.1572443886034468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187074092809898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304713876982215,0.0,0.2591655218054874,0.11773813555827425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630101623690968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367340777409176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025952114942634,0.0,0.2675358409827278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672122618067363,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lapis1323,2018/01/12,"Sudden, severe anxiety after hospitalization. Hello, everyone. This is my first post on reddit, so i apologize if i don't do this right. A little back story; When i was younger, about 10 or so, i had severe food poisoning that lasted a few months. It was bad. I lost an extremely unhealthy amount of weight, i was dizzy and weak all the time, couldn't even move without vomiting. My family thought i was gonna die. I honestly went to sleep every night wishing i would because i felt so bad. It finally cleared up, but i ended up with some ptsd from it. It scares the hell out of me anytime i feel nauseous because it brings me back to that time of my life. Back to the currant issue; about 3 weeks ago i ended up in the emergency room because of a medication. After i took the meds i got extremely dizzy, and sick on my stomach. All i could do was lay still or i would throw up, and even then i would still vomit. As bad as i physically felt, mentally it was worse because it reminded me of what i went through when i was younger. After several hours i realized i needed to go to the ER. So i went there, got an IV, and all was good in a few hours. Went home. Everything was fine. Only now though am i realizing that things aren't fine. I don't know when it started, but i constantly have very bad anxiety now. I always feel that fight-or-flight feeling, i have headaches everyday, my body feels numb, my tinnitus is unbearable right now, i had an episode of depersonalization the other day, I'm having nightmares, but worst of all i feel sick to my stomach all the time, which is a bad trigger of mine. It's nonstop. I don't know how to deal with this. I have ""Normal"" anxiety, like most people have, usually only in social situations. But this is different. It's causing me physical issues, which makes me worry and feel like a failure for allowing it to have that kind of control over me, which makes me even more anxious. It's a cycle. I don't know how to deal with this. I don't know if the hospital stay and the reaction to the medicine triggered my ptsd and broke me somehow? I just want to be healthy again. So if you guys have any suggestions or ways of coping, I'd be extremely grateful. I'm sorry this post was so long.",3.5469117647058823,4.962919804054053,4.890779014308428,83.25732114467411,72.80630630630631,8.466772655007949,28.374138844727078,9.007467420416297,2.2565884472708,1739,68,354,36,34,579,211,444,0.202,0.7290000000000001,0.068,-0.9964,1,0,0,0,1,0,64.0,0,1,0,3,29,20,2,1,21,0,39,16,4,9,6,65,71,32,1,12,12,0,9,2,0,4,10,0,2,1,29,11,2,1,15,0,0,9,8,13,1,1,23,9,54,7,46,40,12,65,1,2,0,0,8,15,1,9,39,246,83,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596363882261355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061918519669534065,0.0,0.0,0.050604162063573606,0.0,0.17077982370170972,0.08406678890698098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716596244055788,0.3106634629779971,0.1814486586364469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265732605943757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644381268711559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041524143627603,0.08346177748122925,0.0594136298962325,0.0,0.0,0.04799095951912433,0.15343540677676104,0.0,0.0,0.07723012135506788,0.07774693052018072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181766872656495,0.0,0.0,0.14744949866552606,0.0,0.06269711632712466,0.07110589282427332,0.06687862429674454,0.0,0.0701510217020744,0.0,0.2257561285855889,0.053161471330702,0.14289847433711333,0.08151704513258473,0.0,0.06329662333298089,0.08998186474301634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229126653643744,0.06241504402597104,0.1190315596981402,0.0,0.0,0.07368169083106578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464344254151299,0.0,0.14656586241657202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533804245908772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749086814096245,0.16358424512514347,0.0606574501422887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052560902673847484,0.07270997295205002,0.07458251034532755,0.0,0.06585416583908728,0.0,0.0,0.08123181636529908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934402293924012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265732605943757,0.07496441001769802,0.07499194345709569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939665083725279,0.07909044656439257,0.0,0.05517713656249302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983262266771369,0.07291005051352185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319060242544204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158939006043725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253633848484862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739722781221016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709852561403126,0.0,0.0,0.07450152856884143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522003667209429,0.0,0.0,0.08364460308099282,0.0744678737823794,0.07585583718223703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330052927873093,0.05267070619310954,0.07931556443406472,0.11885444513451875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943744326624922,0.0,0.07311150764069428,0.05907650929249896,0.13017443774971696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267683957587071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195665411388096,0.061399452826582976,0.043891383520664747,0.059066474912461524,0.05969052872933829,0.0906163664488071,0.0,0.2759305864622987,0.0,0.0,0.08557258025403927,0.07173256853082784,0.0,0.0,0.07557116399177301,0.07583435868577856,0.1585849946554202,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aspiearchie,2018/01/12,"Alcohol, social anxiety, bad dreams and getting better Ok, background: I moved to a new country, and still haven't connected to anyone in the group of people I see the most socially, who I have met through family. I haven't opened up to them and feel unable to, due to/resulting in being very quiet and tense at parties or whatever (real fun right), and that's a cycle I feel kind of stuck in now. Putting pressure on myself and being constantly worried/self-critical is not conducive to good friend-making. So, when one of them offered a place for me to live with them I did a bad thing and froze, and didn't take them up on the offer. (Online messaging triggers my anxiety and I avoid it). Anyway, I now am stuck in thoughts of feeling pretty low and a general feeling of apathy towards me, and I don't know how to break it/open up about why I was a douche, that I know I was and am not trying to excuse it but this is what I was feeling. But also that's kind of heavy on people I don't know that well, still. Anyway, woke up to real bad anxious dreams and panic attacks this morning and would love some perspective on how to just make this better, not keep avoiding the issue. Thanks <3",4.538022151898738,5.373813527426162,5.472107067510551,82.21297072784813,69.8438818565401,8.287869198312237,28.314609704641352,8.472884824447931,1.9985698312236293,934,32,181,14,16,307,133,237,0.165,0.693,0.142,-0.16699999999999998,0,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,4,2,14,19,1,4,10,1,17,2,0,4,0,45,37,22,0,1,7,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,12,16,1,3,9,2,0,2,8,9,1,1,10,8,22,10,34,24,2,29,0,1,1,1,14,18,0,3,8,131,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309185672752229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796569150577122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742908519734253,0.13839364333664966,0.0,0.08565702171270219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936497089585007,0.0,0.0,0.3068549355965836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166880884906916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238234012335873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548502807548365,0.0,0.3097062619967073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464559764595036,0.0,0.06400281799492458,0.0,0.0,0.1027497951816526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786141783340513,0.0,0.10888639139868203,0.0,0.2551362721660267,0.2019735138842464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817248905328274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056383814622407,0.0,0.08177177609039997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020141717652736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183142654306661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301127663809266,0.0,0.0,0.1437310029050965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985646153035278,0.0,0.12798967479101225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462970187655498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314945949922572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788707133412825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461698520390142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761911684141354,0.0,0.12779745896698205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975298360967174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956622811788648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921070917956458,0.0,0.0,0.11278440337707495,0.0,0.0,0.08138562183498596,0.0,0.0,0.097253784317215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317156926922359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010778939701115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014500645812013,0.0,0.11054000116593396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702269340143749,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dfetz,2018/01/12,"Anybody else feeling this way at night? Hey guys. I’m not sure if I’m the only one and if not how do you guys handle this. It seems like every single night I start to have my anxiety symptoms (upset stomach, increased heart rate, shakiness) and they all start when one of 2 things happens. 1) when I leave my girlfriend to head home or 2) if I’m staying with her that night right at about 6-7:00 every night without fail. No matter what I have the next day or what I feel that way. I’m perfectly fine in the morning and through the day but I’m getting tired of feeling like this every night. Any advice?",1.769146341463415,3.875962764227644,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,79.89430894308944,5.0756097560975615,23.258130081300806,5.985473137389443,0.3659544715447156,472,16,99,3,12,150,78,123,0.071,0.79,0.139,0.7551,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,4,8,0,2,4,0,3,5,3,1,3,23,16,12,0,3,9,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,1,2,9,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,2,0,3,9,5,11,16,3,20,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,7,14,55,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458471256563948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669963176452798,0.0,0.09753181835878698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644449131716585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10650406633154533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32225512743974555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339291887065155,0.09108104552036694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660984566572482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524762866270085,0.11274166465150985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084462967829238,0.0,0.0,0.15107985343307512,0.0,0.0,0.12788590341355144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499670936124322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457330827120412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355902829096074,0.5982178563529846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278515223553495,0.09696419374716833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887835030948002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160648654619957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804804445129768,0.13589060561836885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201606711839454,0.13251407352682404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470070349507658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465344820599473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20239606450179407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289873052997945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Llamasus,2018/01/12,"Panic Attack during Surgery So when I got my wisdom teeth out today, I was supposed to be completely knocked out. They gave me laughing gas before the IV was put in because I have a phobia of needles. Of course I got a shitty nurse with no bedside manner who, when I got nervous and asked what something was that she was putting on my face, laughed, and said ""it's just oxygen, what did you think it was?"" So get to the actual surgery. The IV is in, the laughing gas is working, although I still did not enjoy the needle and I'm still anxious. My head is still clear. I say ""I feel like I'm going to hyperventilate."" I say it again. No real response. So, the anesthesia doesn't work. I am having a FULL-BLOWN-uncontrollable sobbing panic attack while they are performing the surgery. Furthermore, they keep telling me to calm down and stop moving, and I try to tell them that I'm sorry, that I'm trying to, and that I can't seem to control it. The doctor swore a couple times as well. Eventually they said they were done and I opened my eyes, as I was already conscious anyway. TL;RD I was supposed to be knocked out, but instead was awake and sobbing uncontrollably during the surgery on my wisdom teeth. Note: I could feel them doing things in my mouth, but there was no pain.",3.729578313253015,5.460180943775098,4.287989959839358,86.49463554216871,72.89558232931728,6.42578313253012,26.907831325301203,6.961326702584282,1.2203749397590358,1001,36,195,9,20,317,137,249,0.154,0.768,0.078,-0.9356,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,7,4,14,18,2,4,13,0,26,10,6,1,1,28,44,19,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,12,13,0,3,5,0,0,4,6,9,1,0,19,7,33,9,22,22,0,24,0,2,1,0,18,10,2,1,11,136,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.12088969976476635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670544036894186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994993736718964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581173812931984,0.2818643758168813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551652900537575,0.0,0.1054133571847224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988656408062546,0.0,0.13894274639152296,0.09890866406156552,0.13707164575152458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679715261637736,0.0,0.12677297345071806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527561504607734,0.08850040164269404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472255628045362,0.0,0.07040426046845298,0.0,0.2972361536772749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713734469296406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011086411906988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060521855853616725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316655862195142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181780620331096,0.2906946355239812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490686526952031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100336520051907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356778409992336,0.19702982040336856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277634277589575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953694203069152,0.0,0.13867430892491314,0.0,0.0,0.2967938772609651,0.10356981783976278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165543958958863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230083697333931,0.07937775479089801,0.0,0.0,0.07223583631835054,0.0,0.11742442499218207,0.0,0.0,0.16821373625729572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138363282788463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18037325982765104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,makemeanegg,2018/01/12,"Depersonalisation I’ve probably asked this a million times, but anyone have any advice or thoughts on dealing with severe depersonalization? Or even just reassurance that I’ll be ok and I’m not “insane” (for lack of a better word) and won’t lose control. I feel like all my anxiety stems from obsessing over control. Big things like moving and flying are hellish, but even little things like when my partner moves a piece of furniture without telling me and I throw a fit and cry like a toddler. My control is everything to me and i think that’s why my anxiety and panic attacks are all about the biggest loss of control of all–myself; my mind. I obsess over it almost constantly and if I’m not, I’ll remember when I’m reading a book or watching tv and everything is fuzzy and terrifying and I can’t breathe. What if I start yelling and screaming uncontrollably? Why do my eyes see what they see? How do eyes work and how do they convey information to my brain? How do thoughts work? Am I real? It’s gotten to extreme levels where I feel like I need to kill myself (I wouldn’t) or knock myself out to make it stop. 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I'm just trying to get an idea if this a condition I have, because it's really beginning to become a problem for me. Every now and then(I would guess half of the time) I start feeling like I'm almost having a panic attack in certain public situations.. for example.. standing in line at the checkout, or at a bank, my heart will start racing rapidly. I probably look weird as hell but I'll start touching my neck and feel my pulse and it's just going crazy.... I feel like I'm going to pass out... It gets so bad sometimes I have to walk away and leave.. going outside is the only thing that calms me down. I'm just trying to see if anyone else has experience things like this or might know what's going on? If I go to the doctor... I need to know what I can tell him I think might be going on with me. ..",1.7262032085561498,3.5510237593582943,3.718181818181818,87.99727272727274,78.78609625668449,6.1112299465240625,21.16042780748663,7.048011613610866,0.5392802139037438,701,19,147,8,17,238,107,187,0.1,0.797,0.103,-0.4635,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,0,5,13,2,1,9,0,12,3,2,0,2,34,41,13,1,6,10,0,5,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,0,1,10,0,6,0,1,0,7,18,7,24,36,0,28,1,0,2,0,5,11,1,10,10,90,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253867920771628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785831377607498,0.11515308026171553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785567940552647,0.10559066021138264,0.0,0.09383789440882263,0.06850966600051768,0.12412187602375215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663927105278388,0.0,0.0,0.11503217494207515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388436085668184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469033347605296,0.0,0.0,0.10993539978054293,0.0,0.0,0.2273036289632756,0.2408664581374372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743444175401482,0.0,0.4471022044133759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238062173152458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317834676594198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687049123803112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352917988691332,0.0,0.0,0.11900090027249635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962514352149806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437621523704894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844827996149734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833330425293547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547487123728753,0.0,0.13186114781886002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233664456166946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117147631425886,0.10753854341646177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199756329955992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955735739401684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526538961660257,0.0,0.0,0.09522457598840063,0.0,0.11115295791763664,0.0,0.2386428767069331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646121887719328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932897279230492,0.07201262478851869,0.0,0.0,0.06553337507191262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260588694252786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141118574996973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983602706633171,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GR1929,2018/01/12,"My overly guilty conscience causes me anxiety…any tips? I have an extremely guilty conscience. Like to the point where I feel sick anytime I may have done something wrong or that looks bad. Part of this is good because I try to be the best person I can, but everyone makes mistakes and its hurting my life. I’ll give a couple examples one socially and one at work. Social: A few weeks ago, I started a new job and some of the younger people went out to the bars at night. One thing led to another, people were buying drinks, and we all got a little drunk and had a good time. Everything was fine, but the next day my mind started running. “Did I do anything that makes me look bad? Did I drink too much? What do they think of me?” Sure enough I ended up talking to someone the next day and they said no I was fine. But still, just the fact that my mind goes there. Work: I feel like I can never make any mistakes. Ex; I had to send an email to a big list of people. Making the list, I accidentally added someone who shouldn’t be on it and they got the report I sent out. Now I should note that in my career, sending information to people outside the program is a big problem(really big). That person who mistakenly got it deleted the email and told me about it. I told my boss, and explained to someone who deals with this kind of thing and that person said I was fine. Regardless, my boss said lets change how we distribute the report to avoid it again(and I agree). I ran an idea by him and someone else to make sure they were good with it (they were)…guilty/nervous, I was sweating like crazy while I talked to them. One way I look at this is a mistake was made and we came up with a way to avoid it. But I still sit here with my anxiety through the roof because I feel so guilty. Do you have any ways to get over this? Maybe the work thing is rightfully guilty (it was my fault). I just feel like that one thing is going to follow me. 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Since I was about 12 I've been tirelessly thinking of ways to make myself free of stress or anxiety by changing the way I think. It's like I'm trying a bunch of techniques to get it right. I'll say to myself ""you just need to be organized"" or ""you need to be more competitive"". Basically what I've thought forever is that something makes me not think like everyone else, and if I could just tweak that one thing that makes me different, that would make me happy. I don't know whether to file under anxiety or OCD, but I'm desperate to know whether other people have had a similar experience.",5.9251562500000015,6.512503703125002,6.321875000000002,78.23562500000001,66.65625,10.4625,33.1875,10.411451182825502,3.3888718749999995,526,22,102,13,8,170,88,128,0.061,0.841,0.098,0.5499,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,4,1,28,26,8,0,5,10,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,0,0,7,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,12,7,14,18,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,4,62,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483809926842585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717353570171971,0.0,0.0,0.17543305522237693,0.0,0.1296161576883068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961189585093156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561515700971266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512387701232316,0.0,0.15880074557809348,0.0,0.0,0.0820845374284139,0.1159765135201681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481652381449434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281511854231732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843684478204014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379349823296116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334557765675193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16391823168440167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074773569513366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000653006254647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254687735450457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863841147824074,0.0,0.12910015777184874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342902346299655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497810923266732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596118034268636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785221258651316,0.3120648634638309,0.0,0.12888069888180365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110218949830793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577176159651376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532245889344706,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kanty_21,2018/01/12,"Hi all, worried a bit My doctor prescribed me with Toprol XL due to fast heart rates (25mg) but I’m also taking Celexa (10mg) for my anxiety and depression, I did inform him of that and he still went through with subscription, but now I’m reading online there’s a possibility of a severe interaction, anyone else on the same meds together? Thanks in advance!",2.952919254658384,5.483928971014496,4.5006625258799176,80.35173913043481,78.1304347826087,7.421118012422363,25.799171842650104,8.418075326091056,2.059056314699794,285,11,52,6,7,95,58,69,0.174,0.772,0.054000000000000006,-0.8197,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,9,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,9,4,3,8,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,30,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645687541167467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879317742424616,0.0,0.0,0.1717735115640571,0.2517111116661506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682007289773297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158946525717665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514468268346562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522018851421184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911122276375653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728765776387012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769484918062424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457298089433053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775296364355702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618705184179616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18470825019759976,0.0,0.0,0.22617378739499605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277323671392671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494830353382034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alloooora,2018/01/12,"Does anybody else ever enjoy mild panic attacks? Sometimes when I'm at home I'll have a relatively mild panic attack and I really don't mind it. I mean, 'enjoy' is probably the wrong word, it's more of a conscious appreciation of what's happening. Like I understand the physical symptoms and I recognise what's going on and because I'm at home, I don't let it overwhelm me, but the symptoms are still presenting themselves.",6.498518518518517,7.126267493827164,7.772444444444449,68.19200000000001,65.41975308641976,10.430617283950617,37.18765432098765,10.355215969177356,4.2061091358024685,341,17,56,8,5,117,54,81,0.138,0.763,0.099,-0.4514,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,3,5,0,6,2,0,0,1,10,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,11,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038233520662608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819152931611244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553159087672666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826364180309132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054285179338829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008672500017792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694696324683666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560583258172846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148762046144035,0.0,0.08670886000846224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333019567733806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920647310618604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164743480078456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913558786264073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369967093919478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755344786679843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173755024429396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689440189088877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476527645436375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404897344785715,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dajr9603,2018/01/12,"Exposure therapy catastrophe. I used to be slightly anxious of eating in public... probably because of all the terrible memories of being constantly bullied in the cafeteria at school. That was fine. I got over the bullying. But a feeling of general unease and tension has always haunted me, an anxiety that flared whenever I'd be in public eating... which of course has mostly been restaurants. Most times I would be shaking from so much anxiety that I couldn't firmly hold my spoon to eat. But, still, that was fine. I just generally avoided eating out in public, so all was good. Then my family started doing dinners out to restaurants. They badgered me into going. I went, every time. Anxious and on the verge of panic, I still went every time, because they told me I was selfish or lazy or anti-social for staying home. Dozens of times I went and it never got easier, but I still braved through it. Then one time we went to the **largest and most crowded** restaurant I had ever seen. I knew things weren't going to go well. Long story short, I had a major panic attack. Didn't eat a single morsel of food, even though it was a buffet. Instead, I actually broke down and cried in the restaurant, although I don't think many people noticed as I buried my head in my hands. That was probably the second worst experience I had ever had in public (the first one was in school). But it didn't end there because I still went the next time -- because, again, family badgering and shaming me. Though the next restaurant we went to was actually lightly filled, not many patrons. So I thought all was good, I looked at my plate, felt alright, and was ready to gulp down to eat. But when I pushed the food to the back of my throat, my body and mind forgot how to swallow. I panicked as it was slipping down, and it took a little more than a minute for me to remember how to swallow. Yet that was the start of the spiraling down of my life. I thought that incident was a one-off thing, as immediately afterwards I was able to eat just fine. Then I had other discrete incidents where I forgot how to swallow, even when eating alone at home. They happened rarely, and far from each other in time. Then it started happening more and more frequently. Then it became particular foods I couldn't swallow. First it was hamburgers, then eggs, then all forms of meat, then even vegetables and fruit... then everything. When I couldn't eat at all any longer, I started to subsist on Ensure nutrition drinks and became so severely underweight that had to quit my job. I'm smarter now, though, and don't drink that anymore -- I instead make my own healthy shakes now and occasionally eat some mashed beans or potatoes. I eat morsels of solid food from time to time, but never a full meal. What I think is wrong with me is that I never feel safe anymore. I never feel I am in an environment safe enough to eat. You know in video games where you can't save the game or log out until you're out of danger or combat because there's still enemies around? That's the sort of mode my psych is in, I believe. Permanently. It's gotten so bad that I can't sleep on my back anymore. I will choke. Swallowing is not a natural reflex to me anymore. I have choked at least three times. It is horrifying. Waking up in pitch black unable to breathe with my heart thumping out of my chest from utter terror. Then the pain... your throat burns when you choke. It burns so much inside. This has made my mental debility way worse. Oh, also, my family still doesn't give a fuck. They're angry and embarrassed. They still try to shame me into going to restaurants. ""Just eat!"" they say in frustration. I think the only hope for me is electroshock therapy or something to rid me of my memories. You'd have to erase my whole life, though, to be honest. The eating nightmare started in adolescence, but the prelude was the other nightmare that was my childhood. Most of the time I felt like bullies were going to kill me or humiliate me in public (which they did often, in cafeterias). I'm okay with only drinking liquids till the day I die, I just hate how my family is mad at me for having this phobia, or having anxiety. I suffered in silence my whole life being bullied, and now they're giving me shit for it. 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So, let me start off. I have been battling with severe anxiety for 3 years now. I am to the point that I cannot get out of bed and I cannot get these thoughts out of my mind. My thoughts are generally irrational and my mind starts to convince itself that they are real and I start to believe it. I am continuously suffering. In the mornings I am always thinking about suicide and look at the window in my condo( I am not looking for sympathy here just want to get it off my chest). I am in college and I am miserable I love school but I cannot even make it to class. Every little mistake sticks in my mind and I cannot let go of the past. Honestly I do not know why I am posting this maybe I am just looking for help. I feel like I am losing a battle that I was never winning and when the anxiety episodes come they come very strong and fast. I feel like I am a fragment of a person, and I also feel like I am a failure. I have had to take some class online because I was to weak mentally to go to class because of the horrible thoughts. I have an appointment with a psychiatrist on the 25th of January which I believe in a Thursday but I doubt that will even help. Is there a cure for this suffering? Does medication help? If the answer is no to these my only answer that I feel is logical is not to live anymore. I do not want to be like this because I cannot actually live and enjoy live. I just sit in my bed and suffer everyday. I go to therapy, and he says the same damn thing ""mindfulness"", I get the concept of this damn practice. He says ""confront you thoughts, and tell them you are in charge"". This is so much easier said then freaking done! I cannot confront them even if I try and nothing works. Maybe I do not deserve to live, and or I am being punished but this is taking everything out of me.",2.4536955591683096,3.9911906816976166,4.176775904851547,86.77776247112179,75.87002652519894,7.304834431419526,27.01540172841619,8.049812674583475,1.6373067339779248,1425,56,303,23,31,480,167,377,0.19,0.693,0.117,-0.9797,0,0,0,0,0,2,36.0,0,2,4,4,15,26,7,2,18,0,44,4,1,1,2,64,76,26,1,5,14,0,4,4,0,1,2,3,4,1,19,22,0,0,13,0,0,5,14,16,0,0,10,10,54,10,43,61,3,37,0,5,3,1,17,16,2,5,18,224,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.08352144855953611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844461628298121,0.07121599282351122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309490253110352,0.0,0.0848802030787289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652077650098048,0.0,0.0,0.19285651905697015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745280246066966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489855196882347,0.08758614175903151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959001111199284,0.07741915959354971,0.07211150089242689,0.0,0.07692088979812496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310326451625002,0.18343204816493927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788645903013518,0.0,0.14592473545381154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210330475288985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703687397990156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503886215800335,0.0,0.16725570764892467,0.08578156502868904,0.3023027507621179,0.0,0.2156168516719225,0.0957509725643634,0.0,0.0,0.07724642535949577,0.0,0.05713059083501259,0.0,0.1719691076736795,0.0,0.0,0.08622080944977653,0.08625247721627054,0.0,0.3456775405848713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291695765630474,0.0,0.06601066825457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212390265796986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509345808848091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170333929032322,0.0,0.07473205690424822,0.0,0.0,0.08090823418012608,0.0,0.08196955380072744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741777286429346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141369658433474,0.13612587376373647,0.0,0.08661952864426481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668997042319374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817386779081883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361927601168647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870290523132613,0.0,0.07480760094678958,0.0,0.09787722782182597,0.0,0.05686080067244026,0.0548412732965668,0.0,0.2717889435514251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058108568997852085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061898467861663,0.10096392712565508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722977143765616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623090138015288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551158043693123 anxiety,AlpacaFart,2018/01/12,"vomit came out of my fucking eye -_- You know like how theres those videos of people sucking milk up their nose and then they squirt it out of their eyes? *yeah*.... I'm so over this shit. I went from not vomiting for 7+ months to vomiting 1-2 times a week. all because my anxiety is a fucking ass and decided that any minor change to my sleep schedule (we're renovating and I have birds who like to wake up at a different time every morning) I need to suffer with fatigue and nausea for the first half of the day. And you know why I vomited? There was a tickle in my throat, so I coughed. and of course the nausea decided that meant I was going to fucking vomit. *ugggghh* I can't take pills to stop the nausea because the act of swallowing anything other than water sets me off. All councillors/psychologists do is spout the same mindfulness and whole thoughts-feelings-actions cycle shit...... Anyone else been through this? Any tips that might help other than wait out the nausea and hope you don't gag while brushing your teeth or cough? Sorry if this is angry or rambly but this just happened and I'm sick of it. (but also the rambly-ness might be because of a possible ADHD diagnosis -_____-)",2.0562037962038,4.642968961038964,3.1996753246753262,87.94698551448552,82.33333333333334,5.978088578088577,23.17032967032967,7.321109707123232,1.1021960039960041,934,33,179,14,26,300,147,231,0.092,0.8690000000000001,0.039,-0.8952,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,3,1,7,11,6,0,13,1,13,26,10,1,2,37,30,20,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,10,0,0,0,13,14,3,2,5,1,0,4,3,8,0,2,6,4,19,3,30,21,4,24,0,2,2,4,9,9,7,6,12,118,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054629689209022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348408095433893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300513054725832,0.0,0.10855952298606426,0.0,0.0,0.0992256394758282,0.14540190621259652,0.11677850612226448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595180955947581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230538295230734,0.0,0.0,0.15012025063711668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151916590813593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482640544056904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854624297576265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956393138622785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070719631949473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935760344474297,0.0,0.0,0.08064980315867701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254891125909175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951181964326516,0.0,0.0,0.14094704195183866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597826986142274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865853369993553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010847331284413,0.14328701120056028,0.0,0.1132699157681135,0.0,0.0,0.10522326634011862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838140340076376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998037736506707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133382747923353,0.0,0.0,0.142010865458938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885481423345404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864176068861194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066974417384684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549583622678155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383034339514995,0.0,0.0,0.13155049083520146,0.12805024134667145,0.15843563946050496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beesbuzzlots,2018/01/12,"I wish it was illegal so that I could call the police on him and never see him again. [long] [may trigger] I am not the Mary J police, and even if I was, that’s besides the point. My older brother has crossed the line for so long now and I have had it. I get panic attacks every time I smell it or accidentally ingest it. I live in a small house, two brothers. One seven and one nineteen. The nineteen year old, going on twenty is addicted to marijuana... and I don’t care what anyone says- if you think that weed is not addictive, it is. Maybe not chemically but he has grown dependent on weed. Dependency is addiction. My parents and I have tried so hard to get him help to the point that we all have given up. My mom still is soft for him but in my opinion, he should be kicked out. He’s a grown adult now. He can survive on his own. For him to smoke in the house and outside the house is absolutely unacceptable. Weed gives me extreme anxiety and panic attacks. I have fits, tantrums because I can’t take it. I shake and I get migraines. I can’t stand it. Asking with STILL smoking, he is on Zoloft, like I am. Zoloft works wonders for me but for him, it seems just as effective as drinking water. Who knows, he’s probably just selling his medication on the side. Not only is he hurting me, it’s embarrassing. It’s embarrassing for my friends to come over and think that my family is a bunch of bums that just smoke weed all day... embarrassing for my dear little brother who has his friends come over and their parents pick them up with disgust in their eyes. It’s harmful for me and my little brother. My little brother shouldn’t have to smell and ingest pot for his early years as a kid, it’s just not right. Neither of us are voluntarily asking for it... so what gives my older brother the right to assume it’s okay? Or to belligerently ignore the rules of the house. It’s also embarrassing because the smell sticks on all of the furniture and all of our clothes. It makes me crazy because I seem like such a bumbling idiot with the stench all over me. It’s disrespectful to my parents who ask him, beg him to stop. It’s wasting our lower-class family’s money. We are in debt, we don’t know if we can even keep our house at this point. My older brother STEALS money from my parents. He uses their money for marijuana while I can’t even borrow money to buy a new coat. All of this scares me. I was talking to my therapist about this and she says that it’s a control thing, much like my eating disorder. I get all of these panic attacks because I have no control over the situation and it feel like things are constantly spiraling and nothing is getting done. I get the sense of control when I decide to stop eating, and that’s just about the only thing I can control for now. I am too young, seventeen. I have no escape. I need help and I just- I just want to run away and take control of my own life. I’m broken down. I have been tortured enough my whole life with my older brother but this has really pushed me off the edge. Three years, this has been happening for two years. I’m sick of it. Help. 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Hello all, I am a 34 year old male. 14 years ago I was diagnosed with ADHD and given ritalin. It immediately gave me a panic attack and I thought I was having a heart attack. This happened on maybe too other occaisons when I ate too many weed brownies. Other than that I really can’t remember any times where I’ve truly felt anxious. Last week I just felt off, a tension in my chest, fluttery feeling, heart palpitations, hot/cold sweats, numb/cold/heavy arms, constant belching, shaky hands and my heart-rate monitor continued to bouce from 65-95 in a matter of seconds. Of course, I’m sure staring at it had something to do with this. I’ve also been having terrible nightmares. Nothing in my life has changed to cause this. No extra stresses or anything. I stopped smoking weed, drinking booze and coffee since saturday and my symptoms have only gotten worse. I went to my doctor who checked my thyroid, blood, urine and everything came back clean outside of a little high cholesterol and blood pressure. He considered my heart-rate a “normal arythmia” for someone my age and I shouldnt worry about it. He put me on a 24hr holter monitor which I dropped off earlier today. A few hours later, I am at work feeling okay. All of a sudden my left arm felt heavy and it really freaked me out. Gave me a full-on panic attack. I called the doctors and they said that normally if there is any cause for concern from the results of the holter monitor they would have heard right away, so I shouldnt worry too much. I had another bad panic attack when I got home today. I am now just in constant fear of having a heart attack and keeling over. Why would this happen when I don’t really have a history of anxiety, and nothing seemed to trigger this? Thanks so much for taking the time to read this. Just typing it out is helping me to calm down.",5.310300187617262,6.637736403794039,5.74228997289973,79.17127110694186,68.43089430894308,8.170148009172397,30.99447571398791,8.502166056373571,2.490609672712112,1539,62,270,23,26,494,209,369,0.199,0.705,0.095,-0.9941,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,1,17,23,6,9,18,1,27,21,11,4,4,49,49,21,0,7,6,0,6,0,0,4,7,2,2,1,17,17,3,1,8,2,1,3,6,19,0,1,20,9,34,4,40,25,6,52,0,1,1,0,13,20,0,5,28,176,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817350184456228,0.0,0.06028691993952388,0.0,0.06810236994220133,0.0,0.0,0.05438771535424429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249850740155023,0.0713146023089177,0.1040552011437488,0.07683214363047794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596658224713552,0.0,0.0,0.4642283794009359,0.06389780166945308,0.05229562942101823,0.05678565844754192,0.0,0.0,0.057871652907836565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944599647111575,0.0777855263420028,0.0,0.13973037563113322,0.07194575126219185,0.0,0.0,0.2204845264262897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690288998019236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922259952423685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662408340414082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611231633155617,0.0,0.0,0.07653035901977047,0.06877597968023988,0.0,0.19590131098608315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439395277370867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028235287727525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40296194622137865,0.04558578920570936,0.07185648783990749,0.06821975447127628,0.0,0.06697632643596674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087474571551936,0.0,0.0,0.0738932581788079,0.0,0.04803760053275062,0.0,0.06816406599655386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895164660656898,0.068325365717662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999061342731214,0.0,0.052453642526534304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327107044278058,0.1305152014608324,0.0,0.07136524202745087,0.0,0.0,0.051724805575687385,0.0,0.319181164484382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836901415510706,0.0,0.0,0.06802858324431596,0.0,0.13070718597239842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704227470237987,0.05808032102905927,0.06469325414081706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191391242672362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625872263835219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762480373153937,0.05235755825850194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568595547075441,0.07790542994602308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409878858003898,0.07068861632665804,0.051135190429332296,0.0,0.0,0.06261463511344946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053992485096235485,0.07931456427475862,0.0,0.12893139441791218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910732612342833,0.0,0.0,0.0630461170420441,0.061368607991875164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951222010844796,0.13813527557387525,0.06930818239195387,0.09662495931646096,0.0,0.0,0.08759265059401705 anxiety,Hildandia,2018/01/13,"Anxiety over leaving home? I never used to get this, but I now seem to get bad anxiety over leaving my flat when I'm going on longer trips than to work, or just to the shops. It seems that if I have to leave to go on holiday, or even just go shopping an hour away, I get worried that I've not locked the front door (Even though it has an automatic top lock so even if I did, it couldn't be opened without a key) or that the heatings still on etc. etc. My poor partners been great with convincing me everythings okay because he checked before we left (heck, even I always do, usually twice but I still worry) but I'd like to stop these feelings. Anyone else get the same and overcome it? I want to kick this particular one of mine in the butt!",3.3584988038277537,4.378235125,4.238564593301437,89.28586124401916,72.75,7.632535885167465,26.31818181818182,8.00094639256281,1.3213868421052632,577,19,128,8,11,186,103,152,0.115,0.7490000000000001,0.136,0.6654,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,8,1,7,1,1,1,1,25,20,12,0,4,12,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,10,4,0,1,3,3,4,5,4,1,0,2,2,1,13,4,19,16,3,23,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,7,9,85,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794826341076534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19849080687100729,0.0,0.0,0.09071234240950514,0.1329268077588443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218884406665268,0.0,0.1083216508166941,0.07908404344352682,0.0,0.1103932427631989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837528930007448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893732161904658,0.3427497385635581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165956710636089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559691178346704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27112058883400936,0.0,0.22119079094989227,0.0,0.0,0.1430311099974631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013279452354526,0.0,0.1277608896951296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4121056012839617,0.14095530331037545,0.0,0.0,0.0633809993739195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005810102689576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791045030145099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23620813374131944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720991101526984,0.10846261184614156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746203118675495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204767351480804,0.14288259043930696,0.0,0.07651989509824947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505799951652574,0.0,0.09444718198876073,0.263500353702931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,suicidal_sasquatch,2018/01/13,"I took myself off my anti-psychotics because I was too anxious to find another psychologist in my new city. I just need to vent because I think I’ve made a terrible mistake. It’s obviously a mistake to do something like that without consulting my doctor. My prescription was running out and my psychologist in my old city (3 hours away) refused to give me a refill. She said I have to find a psychologist and get a prescription through them instead. I started getting bad at taking them consistently. When I didn’t take them twice daily I would start getting really bad reactions; dizziness, fatigue, nausea etc. I started lowering my dosage until I finally stopped them all together because I don’t have the courage to find a new psychologist. It was so hard the first time. Now I’m back to having extreme paranoia episodes. It doesn’t take much for me to start thinking someone is actually plotting against me or screwing with me, or that people just hate me. I finally had it all cleared up and I’m right back to where I started. I fucked up. Don’t do this, people.",4.1884079601990045,6.56089532835821,5.202810945273633,77.65008706467661,73.32835820895522,8.048756218905472,35.04726368159204,8.841846274778883,3.430723383084578,855,48,147,18,18,280,117,201,0.194,0.77,0.036000000000000004,-0.9813,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,1,10,11,3,0,8,0,15,4,0,1,4,26,37,8,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,5,0,0,2,5,9,0,2,8,2,32,2,23,28,4,31,0,1,0,2,9,10,2,2,20,106,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.11637387998948312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504733431283324,0.0,0.13472212477486653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120422677617043,0.183396635291686,0.1991428118831756,0.21808685522739427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220606606708367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329987946116268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612720116568777,0.3269856785969004,0.1014366754977298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102476231940545,0.1869145595989636,0.11439849587108322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682740609592974,0.117737804726782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744033916931045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826106941744874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284022176888403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766479276732106,0.08842470580049412,0.0,0.23035088672711804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251361290562365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535024913279006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639662683470892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018415455681404,0.11343706220626625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010428140048414,0.09180690741278702,0.0,0.0,0.4220399960548029,0.0,0.0,0.09970098011054876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689906013246118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528252171664815,0.0,0.0,0.06953747559146252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249464672257913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495578900634505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471402208954404,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,starlightshower,2018/01/13,"How can I feel secure in a healthy relationship? I hope this post is ok, it's my first one here. I'm in a great relationship, my boyfriend is wonderful and I trust him - when I've got my head on straight. Sometimes when I'm alone though, the terrible thoughts of him suddenly leaving or cheating will try to eat me alive and it's so hard to not let it affect me. It's all I can do that I agonize by myself and don't bombard him with texts. I've read so many relationships posts where a loving partner suddenly leaves with no signs of having other thoughts before and that absolutely terrifies me. I don't really even know how I would survive it. How do I know this won't happen to me? How can I get over this fear?",2.766020408163264,4.34333616326531,4.198384353741496,86.7808418367347,75.12244897959185,7.8931972789115665,26.535714285714285,8.59863814320734,1.760138775510205,564,21,122,11,12,187,90,147,0.147,0.665,0.188,0.7601,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,1,1,4,1,14,3,1,5,1,23,27,14,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,1,6,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,2,20,6,12,20,1,13,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,3,5,83,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590974336923539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071391819269826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718513314768195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146037965219792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285808483990076,0.07767168665341675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066370843282984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025680191591181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285888402674698,0.1693596124476908,0.0,0.0,0.1358400602369557,0.0,0.1376076746823832,0.0,0.15765194200495042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15257303421511506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884411034687105,0.0,0.0,0.3253093909533027,0.0,0.15708038426312596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864233380892865,0.0,0.0,0.15574014981283574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040925977112238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942388644476576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365523910512932,0.0,0.09840884990562926,0.0,0.0,0.4947707767939413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519278465963068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092464991684099,0.24390418884801265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429359782884792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658747138022625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912274311206326,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ImPuLsZx,2018/01/13,"Help Hi! Does anyone else experience panic attacks in crowded places, such as malls, public transport etc? I can’t go shopping anymore, it’s too much for me. As soon as I get there, I feel like everyone is looking at me, my legs get weak, I get sweaty and hot and I can’t think straight. What should I do? Thanks!",1.1623809523809534,3.497814761904764,2.3422222222222224,94.30000000000004,83.92063492063492,4.8698412698412685,23.285714285714285,6.18269132825596,0.3978952380952383,242,9,52,2,7,77,50,63,0.136,0.701,0.163,-0.2603,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,5,13,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,2,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,6,12,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23639800274648096,0.1666731516729289,0.2442372162651442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711791569163649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859832389433214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991267180552504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584445220512226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277718007527577,0.0,0.23317062774500846,0.0,0.0,0.12052653185390474,0.17029086584405514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37361390267370304,0.0,0.1354705995876459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977372042774088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645505607320945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016993065881816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522864683817732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27967466961031234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490448774948221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945815526318269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273723442152326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,paleandtired,2018/01/13,"Brain zaps when angry? a brain zap is when it feels like your brain gets struck by a jolt of electricity, like a vibration feeling going through your head. they are usually brief/quick, and are associated with anxiety or medication withdrawal i only get them when im angry, never any other time.. hmmmm... i have never been on any medication for my mental health but i do have OCD. but it isn't anxiety that causes them, it's anger not just a bit of anger, it has to be a decent amount... is this normal?",4.458061224489796,5.665221336734698,6.125102040816326,76.08418367346937,70.3265306122449,9.681632653061223,25.22448979591837,9.957137785484203,2.3601877551020416,393,11,76,10,7,135,69,98,0.196,0.747,0.058,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,3,0,4,4,2,0,5,0,11,7,4,1,2,13,16,7,0,1,5,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,2,9,2,8,14,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,9,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284237564772797,0.0,0.2569628483092223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833580923567236,0.0,0.0,0.5624638191832426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253109370232855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984130960909058,0.11998363855884595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549406907125806,0.0,0.09544995485053892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236533314909874,0.1785231822922034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141500936571944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410394400171385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338384264061784,0.16925427407019747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590670574783036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455551227509807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773367619181106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979330976463701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497338991092213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coffeesoda,2018/01/13,"When I cant Reasonably escape/ anxiety at work I’m sure many people can relate to this, one of my biggest ‘triggers’ of anxiety is being ‘stuck’ somewhere. Not necessarily in the physical sense, but in a place where escaping would cause further issues or embarrassment. (The highway, work, a meeting, the checkout line at a grocery store.) currently I’m at work and I want to leave badly. Except I ‘can’t’ as I don’t really have a reason and I don’t want to be fired. I feel ‘suffocated’, I feel like I can’t breath. I feel incredibly irritable and my muscles hurt. Does anyone have any tips for getting over this? 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How can I improve mine? My anxiety gets really bad at night, and it's sometimes really hard for me to get to bed until like 3 am. I know that sleep is important and that I feel way less anxious when I get enough, but I don't know how to actually get to bed. Does anyone else struggle with this or have any tips?",3.62875,4.438958819444443,4.939888888888888,85.294,71.91666666666667,8.537777777777778,25.511111111111113,8.841846274778883,1.6379577777777783,273,8,59,5,5,91,51,72,0.162,0.767,0.071,-0.6691,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,5,2,2,2,0,11,12,8,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,9,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.1616780088418436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126668469013,0.0,0.1267433577674167,0.1871691902213045,0.0,0.2316920778179911,0.3395137582086313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833436379085814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899721917256935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768057278105199,0.0,0.0,0.1711898533021004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377186822574223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462400534351473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841511092428825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821047948370843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094199228607657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547775293532712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122753750237654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315956708843161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638599609878141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464056223496295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150763128142234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,imalittleteacup30,2018/01/13,"Health anxiety is exhausting. I suffer from some serious health anxiety. For the last few months I actually felt like I had it under control and was able to diffuse any intruding or worrisome thoughts. However, a few days ago a man close to my family had a heart attack and is in critical condition. Ever since then I have been on high alert once again and every single ache I feel I assume the worst. Then I dwell on it and it brings my mood down because I can’t get my fears out of my head. It. Is. Exhausting. 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It's driving everyone I love away and making me miserable. I genuinely don't know what to do anymore.",2.6714864864864865,5.3145495945945935,4.6012837837837814,78.54895270270273,80.08108108108108,10.186486486486489,33.57432432432432,10.125756701596842,4.4897081081081085,153,9,28,6,4,52,31,37,0.35600000000000004,0.5479999999999999,0.096,-0.8555,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,5,8,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,1,3,7,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119296911035344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040042957437565,0.0,0.2986877558690976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829667482582092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30818039544016057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877885905409459,0.27067946493890704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228470166363964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332089551548316,0.0,0.16551961261359338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127310057894768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287714844763188,0.0,0.2718250027999705,0.0,0.2010387269238504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thisismyaltaccount20,2018/01/13,"I've been touched inappropriately a couple times, and other stuff has also happened (that made me feel unsafe). Lately been having nightmares, panic attacks and...and just too many racing thoughts/daydreams....I am feeling tired;going to sleep, will write more when I wake up later It has made me feel really anxious and jittery about anything. I feel I can't trust anymore; I don't really have friends that I could talk to. I just had to get this off my chest, it's been on my mind and I feel that not many people would get. Thank you.",5.342184873949577,6.495138764705883,5.363445378151262,82.56264705882357,68.21568627450979,7.397198879551821,28.296918767506998,7.447530270364453,1.5677154061624647,422,14,79,4,7,132,71,102,0.142,0.8170000000000001,0.041,-0.8737,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,1,1,0,14,3,3,2,0,17,25,5,0,2,3,0,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,6,12,3,7,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,52,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370431837336778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359742374952008,0.16995132557653764,0.0,0.0,0.14102152598034526,0.0,0.0,0.1949562037378515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682365929600665,0.1896157868007976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332448586226227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239873907299082,0.0,0.17906574865415767,0.0,0.09739256554235633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154043958194266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331092944082506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243056961324874,0.0,0.3474811586806707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303315176433262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010638003630948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880521592850295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956586808690726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149208033061794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19617572709385184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773936444348506,0.0,0.15777292516112307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992624560404624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217351378580342,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yakman123,2018/01/13,"Best remedies for anxiety and/or panic (not SSRI) Do you know of, or use any remedies for anxiety/panic that really work? I know SSRIs work for a lot of people but any alternatives??",4.046372549019608,6.318515205882356,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,73.41176470588233,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.9916980392156862,143,5,23,4,3,50,25,34,0.117,0.8079999999999999,0.075,0.163,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,15,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177258555136478,0.0,0.2349581044033619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223201529899272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33758769020623325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611159384159027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603577742591938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292934434276434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19675910677158495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652667837554292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44719715126635295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxious_arthur,2018/01/13,"Can anyone please talk me down from my panic As the title suggests, I really need help rationalizing right now from someone who is much calmer than I. I have the feeling that someone hacked into my cellphone (it wasn't jailbroken or nobody had access to it besides me) because I accidentally clicked on a sketchy hyperlink and then quickly closed it. I've reset my phone multiple times and changed every password to every possible thing that I used it for, but now I'm paranoid to use it and I'm afraid to put any of my information back on it out of fear that someone may still be in it. I feel incredibly stupid, anxious, and bummed out, and I feel yet again that this is a sign the universe is trying to put me in my place... 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It is really starting to put me in a position of extreme depression. So here goes. I'm a 17 yo high school student, who lives in a fairly affluent area. My mom divorced my dad 12 years ago, and shortly after remarried a man who we will call ""Greg."" I didn't used to be anxious, back in elementary school, but shortly after moving in with Greg and his daughter of my same age, ""Cynthia,"" I developed an irrational anxiety when being around him. He is a very gruff man, tall, fat, and one who mumbles their words a lot. We went through a long time of him thinking I hate him, and him and I not really ""jelling,"" so-to-speak. I expressed my feelings to my mom, who of course said we would grow to like each other, but that never happened. Over the years, I have lived in a very toxic and emotionally manipulative home environment, which has contributed to my extreme anxiety (or at least I think). Fast forward to present day. I have never been the ""top-of-the-line"" academic person, but I am by no means a dumb person, I am just not great with math or physics. I maintain a 3.5 GPA. I don't do drugs. I hang around with friends who care about me and whom I care about. But when it comes to activities, and extracurricular activities, I never hit the mark. I am apart of a few clubs, but I never was able to make it into the desirable honors societies all of my friends made it into. The talk of college has been going on for some time now, but I am getting entirely deflated because of the things my mom is saying to me. This morning she told me that she was upset because ""Cynthia is already getting on top of some scholarships, and you seem entirely unmotivated! I feel like I am doing all of the work."" she says. So I got frustrated and left the room, but came back to try and reason with her. I told her that *Cynthia is a different person then I am* and that the reason I hate talking about college, and am so unmotivated, is because I feel like a failure. I told her that all of the people around me are rising above and beyond, and I am going down. To this, she responded with, ""Well, if we are being entirely honest, you are right. You haven't done anything."" She said, ""I have presented numerous opportunities for you over the years, but you consistently reject them."" After this, I left the room and felt angry and ashamed of myself. But she doesn't realize that this ""activities and things"" to which she is referring were all things that put me wildly out of my comfort zone, due to my anxiety. She refuses to understand the idea that my anxiety will over rule *everything else.* I get that by doing this certain club, and by getting in front of these people to talk to about science, it would look great on my resume. **But my anxiety pushes harder.** I reject her offerings and ideas. And she stops making me try. And I never get it done. My home life only got worse as I grew older. My mom and step-dad tried to drag me into a lawsuit between my dad and them, and I couldn't do anything. I stopped talking to them during that time. I have to work 20 hours a week to pay for car insurance because I wrecked my car. I have volunteered 150 hours over the last years, but I still feel insanely unmotivated. And my mom doesn't understand. The irrational part of me keeps trying to blame her for my lack of academic prowess. That maybe if she forced me to learn an instrument, or forced me to do these clubs, I wouldn't be so anxious, and I would be better off in this stupid search for college then I am currently. I can't take it any more, and all I want to do is leave, or bash my fucking head into a wall. Let me know what you guys think. Am I being irrational in thinking my mom is partially to blame for my anxiety? People say this kind of stuff gets better during/after college. Is that really the case? <3",3.626015625000001,5.177412070312503,4.889500000000002,82.80550000000005,72.828125,8.245000000000001,27.253125,8.841846274778883,2.066956875,3042,111,607,60,60,1008,320,768,0.16,0.76,0.08,-0.9963,3,0,1,0,1,0,128.0,4,7,4,7,24,30,6,2,34,0,64,5,2,7,11,128,116,55,0,11,21,9,5,3,2,6,3,5,4,7,43,50,1,5,22,3,2,17,16,11,1,1,20,11,120,19,94,81,15,98,0,3,1,1,79,42,2,11,44,442,163,16,0.055170968635896635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048905734869959055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088253580275552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03751815056553781,0.0,0.2532338399812748,0.12465498153337712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080201263232036,0.14734157703164566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484613876069738,0.0,0.13452684160810194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758847667448027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633572746133765,0.06310089040571823,0.11250095895321482,0.0,0.0,0.0475249043084058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03558071058979581,0.0,0.0475186744432855,0.0,0.0,0.057641919682417476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291811173139868,0.0,0.0,0.06398080799435192,0.0,0.046088264911221775,0.06205991390601904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958410916535001,0.0,0.052010279139456106,0.0,0.11158439777774676,0.07882830203433068,0.052972781853695326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049211944353604,0.08524990702117753,0.05100467149074178,0.17294732408700025,0.0,0.06270986578250241,0.0,0.08825052716405465,0.1216523753834104,0.0,0.10925586583374064,0.04878750535980142,0.0,0.0,0.1089398188940634,0.05662133064526676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03697993732253475,0.05829115746019494,0.11068195981525507,0.05479722043369665,0.10866458152206236,0.0,0.0,0.12456261631308885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807698375294018,0.0,0.05745207389689471,0.030320521516810407,0.044971703009348864,0.0,0.05841808972641425,0.11988683770195452,0.056416053377691525,0.038968886746916134,0.08086124544669175,0.0,0.09743395216899736,0.048824571113633294,0.04632971849063856,0.0,0.0,0.04690438460173057,0.0,0.05220410450149966,0.07365409994810697,0.0,0.055426653476955814,0.06009735876816779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387693430006983,0.0,0.05863800844623559,0.0,0.0,0.2127562609716694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03738527618357449,0.041960007746660914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059744782661030615,0.0,0.1147458089380164,0.144519485308205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092412360572657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137574096618727,0.11344988893910493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04711570576600455,0.10496045039486113,0.13162250597940228,0.0,0.1116719313939367,0.0,0.05022557776945077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03905029556390482,0.0,0.04405960681987257,0.0922508003441068,0.0,0.0,0.0631575595495019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148170230243053,0.17737733900154026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995942019797894,0.14140531598322972,0.0,0.0,0.09651190645430507,0.0,0.0,0.15815467449455606,0.0,0.14982986474511664,0.0,0.0,0.1148698481173595,0.0,0.04765000299411437,0.0,0.09104365419173978,0.0325412667319597,0.0,0.04425482317818909,0.0,0.0496053265706411,0.05114404065975852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033024449999576,0.0,0.05622393042769254,0.11757561955956032,0.0,0.0,0.14211317980103105 anxiety,throwmefeat33,2018/01/13,"Worried about a bite mark on my leg Hello, I just need to get this off my chest. I have so much anxiety. I worry about everything About a week I was walking in my backyard. It was really cold in PA like below freezing. I had a coat and jeans on. When I was walking back I felt something near my knee. I didn't think anything of it. but I get random feelings all the time but nothing is ever there. But then a day later I found this and I am concerned. The scab fell off. It doesn't itch or painful and its gone now. But for some reason I think it is a bite from a bat. My parents think I am crazy. It has since healed. https://imgur.com/a/EMPVa",-0.2586466165413519,2.0329353157894765,1.4242105263157931,97.31947368421056,94.33834586466163,4.003007518796993,18.27819548872181,5.750287758089431,-0.3889609022556395,499,15,111,4,19,161,86,133,0.079,0.88,0.041,-0.3843,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,8,0,12,7,4,1,2,21,22,11,0,1,6,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,4,18,1,15,14,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,10,80,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577050895776853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16964485714555058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585175336112178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295045759799792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864755460337279,0.0,0.0,0.18527538921645234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042362315102487,0.0,0.1979374630507662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260341299478532,0.0,0.0,0.2154109675024329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071505417661933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515448384525976,0.15285848894117968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978076185657996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21935939184218206,0.0,0.228906490694858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206572566387356,0.2119577490004058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705303876343618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870525114490108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962800592328144,0.0,0.0,0.12020841174951047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653620429420572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187130632349937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GMLittleVietnam,2018/01/13,"Flu anxiety (health anxiety) So I was just reading about this flu season and apparently it's really bad this year. Multiple deaths, two young and healthy people have died, and it's really active. Obviously, as someone with health anxiety, that scares the crap out of me. What's worse after today I have two long travel days ahead of me. So how do I calm down? This is one of those very frightening instances where the threat is more real than it usually is. 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I'm on day 5 of 50mg and most of negative sides are gone. I know it will take a while more to really work but the lethargy and lack of motivation is something I hope goes away. Thanx in advance!,3.9824615384615383,5.533114630769234,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,71.92307692307692,9.507692307692308,28.384615384615394,9.888512548439397,2.7115230769230765,261,10,53,7,5,87,52,65,0.121,0.721,0.159,0.4025,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,2,0,15,12,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,1,11,7,3,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,6,2,36,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21482797199818607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28866023986243605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453045642365036,0.0,0.0,0.19814311013636596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005377445930905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051566847199098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884998457620445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34417690477316665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968245472654172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23652684334421803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310047599305578,0.0,0.26853957751200697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438712449431832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331865341983647,0.22367294271813484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,See_Related,2018/01/13,"I don't know if i'm anxious or insane Hi everyone, I'm just looking for some support I guess. I started having panic attacks 5 years ago, when I was driving. It used to be a strictly driving thing, especially on highways. But as time has gone on, my ""panic attacks"" have become a full-blown, constant anxiety. I'm at the point now where everything is overwhelming to me. I feel like I'm in an alien world, like I do not recognize anything. My apartment, boyfriend, kids, trees, everything seems unfamiliar and strange. I'm terrified to go outside, the colors and light are so bright my mind races as soon as I leave. The world is so big and I feel so small, I guess. I'm just terrified, flat out, all the time - inside or outside. I assume these problems I had before have gotten so bad recently because between 2015-2017 I left my boyfriend of 3 years for someone else, my father (and my safe haven) died, I moved out of my home of 10 years (with my father), I stopped a heavy opiate habit, gave birth to two kids (who are now 18 months and 3 months), lived on my own for the first time in my life, and most of my family fell apart after the death of my dad. So part of me is like ""Well, yeah, anyone in my situation who already had a panic problem would be out of their mind right now."" But then the other part of me says I'm dealing with psychosis and not anxiety, and that's why I'm terrified to even go outside and everything feels so strange to me. I'm sorry if this post is scattered, I'm just in the midst of an ""attack"" right now and feeling awful.",4.986487854251016,5.12529210897436,5.6776720647773296,83.60417004048584,68.61538461538461,8.619703103913631,31.16464237516869,8.371475516178862,2.1549589743589745,1206,46,250,16,19,393,167,312,0.194,0.7440000000000001,0.062,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,1,1,18,17,3,4,14,2,18,1,0,1,1,46,45,27,2,5,11,3,4,3,0,1,1,1,1,2,8,15,0,2,7,0,0,7,3,10,1,2,6,9,32,7,36,36,6,53,0,1,3,0,12,22,0,10,26,153,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584823395566639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687209161271044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148174019522866,0.10940853917103804,0.0,0.06771705252770688,0.0,0.07969609744984227,0.0,0.0,0.33052929693248273,0.0,0.0,0.08086245733935968,0.05903649031344613,0.10695892068000504,0.08240890732545045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046562406750698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984408784266888,0.0,0.0,0.10051097308842613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090249863804183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396594287409295,0.0,0.0,0.09254060921684756,0.2611171194193631,0.0,0.0912978942763258,0.0,0.19587321429066928,0.0691868809799649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237725246034475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007975329150213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337381937377092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714454558506504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322408980775501,0.0,0.0,0.10254604797190978,0.1052235828641482,0.0,0.06840527221064377,0.14194235370376246,0.0,0.08551689023046773,0.0,0.081326341842327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557392857861405,0.0,0.15460328351417266,0.10293208927689483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408841334536297,0.0,0.20974980104695806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155087823289307,0.0,0.09275180350751393,0.0,0.0,0.18533729756265574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562385091496768,0.0,0.0,0.1654120991062284,0.0,0.07701591450843473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881650620806618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885908634810232,0.0,0.0,0.08205739549071445,0.0,0.0,0.10841129224817364,0.06854817576143353,0.0,0.0,0.08096768519680339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989981897453588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434025277325946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16941523825022747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460457806206027,0.0,0.0,0.08364394515089225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707628445226544,0.0,0.08738855164113538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879669853491771,0.0,0.0,0.1870971605914365 anxiety,Azule97,2018/01/13,"I can't go out with friends without wanting a do-over after I get home. I don't hang out with my friends often, usually once every couple of months and I always blame myself for that. When we do go out I'm always too quiet and act like I'm hanging out with strangers although I've known them most of my life. Being with them makes me happier than anything else but my anxiety makes me visibly uncomfortable around them that I feel it gives them the wrong impression. I also feel like I'm too busy micromanaging myself that I forget to have fun. After every time we hang out I always dwell on things I said/didn't say, conversations I should've joined in/should've stayed out of, or things I should've done to seem like a fun person to be around; For example, I hung out with my friends last Tuesday because for one of them it was their 21st birthday. She offered me what would be my first drink but I refused because I made a promise to myself that I wouldn't drink until I cured my depression(I didn't tell them that was the reason.) I regret that now though, I haven't felt really depressed in a while so I had no real reason to hold onto that promise. Maybe drinking would have made me think about things less? Maybe make me more fun to be around? I don't really know but I feel like it would be better to try and do something even remotely interesting than staying quiet most of the night. I made this post to organize my thoughts and maybe make myself feel better. Sorry if my post isn't really clear or understandable, I've never really written down my thoughts before.",4.7441319648093865,5.979235512903228,5.13126099706745,83.37143695014663,69.67741935483872,7.958944281524928,26.67155425219941,8.296473431620573,1.6729999999999996,1259,39,243,18,22,400,155,310,0.085,0.728,0.18600000000000005,0.9871,0,0,4,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,7,3,13,20,0,1,7,0,23,4,0,9,2,64,50,17,0,7,7,0,5,4,3,4,1,3,1,1,15,21,3,2,14,3,0,6,10,4,0,2,12,8,50,16,42,29,4,38,0,2,0,0,20,14,0,7,18,166,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009694600682717,0.21880568004646084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705514075003056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213184941510807,0.23409217789184195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686624227656984,0.0,0.07458717658545462,0.0,0.0,0.1550458431496887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698758600973184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549634132511683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970056935443348,0.0,0.2576029208093936,0.0,0.0,0.07322374665507246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057894701330806625,0.0,0.14770470663839766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728217127017815,0.1252402022191542,0.08416167468098723,0.0,0.0,0.07455852619934887,0.0,0.0,0.20316400300960166,0.0,0.04579564547871045,0.08408579253724809,0.09963168137652127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792420153384661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048172396818870464,0.07144978432464111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191267768667132,0.17129344782835096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488212647885124,0.2340391492322985,0.0,0.2641809519160425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996466026798928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676042397459697,0.0,0.0,0.08225742784650336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933487476633876,0.059396681501660026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765361724892711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789678133974745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976954705014086,0.2246138243568523,0.1802460114678877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337911443748329,0.06970605243732977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979699364424192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674804027047463,0.0,0.0981215800718986,0.0,0.18685519945554616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661354024964052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470045232609785,0.05616520307925168,0.08611970071809971,0.1391751165833771,0.051111806161654776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951137495951221,0.0,0.0,0.0912510014539969,0.0,0.0,0.09653859907842573,0.0,0.051700654724278455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449541710964514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680085692152384,0.0958359898463422,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SarahAB227,2018/01/13,"Anxiety ruins everything. I have almost lost multiple jobs due to anxiety. My husband knows I deal with and is so supportive but I know it gets to him and my attitude gets to him. I had intended for this to be much longer but I feel like I'm slowly ruining my marriage with my constant self-consciousness. I'm studying for my A+ and can't get my shit together because I'm in a constant, why does it even matter, no one will hire me anyway even if I manage to pass somehow by the grace of god. I had a bit of a breakdown last Saturday and haven't been able to get it together since. I have a psychiatrist who offered me Prozac that I said no to. I'm currently on 150mg of wellbutrin which I think is making things worse. My therapist I was seeing all of a sudden isn't doing Fridays in 2018 and has no a.m. appointments so they said I can switch, but they needed approval and they'd call me. Have yet to hear a damn thing and I'd really like someone impartial to talk to. I don't really require replies I just needed to get something off my chest to other people who might understand. 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Can someoe help explain what attraction is? See post for more info. Hi everyone, I am a woman in my mid 20s who is also a virgin with no experience of dating (this is a choice I have made for non religious reasons). I consider myself romantically attracted to real life men but I dont really form sexual attraction to anyone outside of my fantasies. In contrast, I feel no romantic or sexual attraction to real life women at all. In the past a few times (maybe 1-3 times) I had active (meaning I was awake and it was intentional) romantic fantasies of being with celebrity women (actress and an athlete) and imagined being in a dating relationship (living together, kissing etc) and I was turned on. Yet as soon as the fantasy was done I couldn't help but laugh at it because I have no real life attraction towards these women but I had been watching same gender movies/content and maybe it got me curious at to what it would be like but it doesn't crossover to any real life desire. My question is does actively fantasizing about being with these celebrity women mean that I am attracted to them? Yes/no? TThis question has been going through my head non stop for a weeks and I don't know the answer. In real life (when I am not actively fanatsizing) I feel no desire for them romantically or sexually? Pls if anyone can answer this one question as it been really hard working the complex situation out on my own as I have no knowledge on sexuality and I also have learning difficulties which mean that I can only comprehend basic Yes/No type of information. I tried reading stuff online and it only add to my confusion.",4.870388349514564,6.9232132168284775,6.68217993527508,69.16921165048545,70.55339805825244,9.604194174757282,31.13022653721683,9.98439552973466,3.6369641682847895,1320,58,212,36,25,457,165,309,0.08,0.721,0.2,0.9917,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,0,1,11,0,34,8,1,3,1,55,46,22,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,6,18,13,0,1,19,5,0,1,10,1,0,1,12,5,29,9,38,28,7,27,0,0,2,2,18,15,0,7,11,164,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536060008308922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531036334324544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430653472800702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854497604763813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404508389958214,0.09828206873268512,0.11255794067033496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710977381168227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177015302348056,0.0,0.09394536162080802,0.0,0.0,0.09712122602594238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05458163659089572,0.0,0.07681180851717631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860328045621511,0.0,0.09856455133524518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874691884005807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527809672697067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391787860221237,0.04692019943152269,0.0,0.0848049107192765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908751892512915,0.0,0.0,0.1929697931755316,0.3138465205204194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507905998649084,0.14608520465489175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168086464995387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09197958899473856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227596968649332,0.0,0.09606579855661612,0.5465716411378702,0.12305112154040265,0.09874491887494204,0.0,0.10311081277800824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653129331389333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079527690243787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029358055182219,0.0,0.0,0.10994260377641037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200316970971716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520472597042988,0.10446373347124578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703734160375925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991812464985321,0.0,0.0,0.06822392466928187,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,emotionalmazochist,2018/01/13,"vent no need to comment god everything hurts so bad i can’t even fucking concentrate anymore. i keep on thinking about how much of a failure i am/how i won’t succeed in life and it’s really getting to me. it fucking sucks because i’m being sucked into a self fulfilling prophecy. i worry about school because education is the only thing that can determine my worth. now, i can’t study or work for shit because i’m in a quiet location and i can’t focus on the work and the thoughts are coming back. increased heart rate, something is fucking gnawing my insides. i fucking hate this and i hate me i don’t deserve to live if i will end up a failure fuck fuck fuck ",2.676990049751243,4.674077470149253,4.263507462686569,84.38441542288558,76.5373134328358,6.556218905472638,31.315920398009947,7.492282038375204,2.1759472636815915,527,27,100,7,12,176,87,134,0.318,0.62,0.063,-0.9905,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,7,15,12,0,7,0,11,10,2,1,0,13,30,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,5,6,0,1,2,0,1,2,6,14,0,0,1,1,15,1,13,26,2,11,0,1,0,7,2,6,10,2,3,64,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893620171694153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221711401659044,0.10013474543743577,0.21932071285863974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330722371696027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622047870999306,0.0,0.0,0.07921121391948012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077834186705556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7760995544309839,0.06265735183376005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23680784645332964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211507978947485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283852439306133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659738351390638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470858720808637,0.0,0.0,0.1058984888115797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816076889313906,0.08892498124317873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121053415110164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682885169724425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137338693576262,0.0,0.0,0.12511090293851898,0.0,0.12310421471024399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232631814569986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967473466447121,0.07684492386480828,0.0,0.09520931690244608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746178064020084,0.12179255320511992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,26crystal26,2018/01/13,"Tips, tricks, home remedies to dealing with anxiety? Lately I’ve been having more panic attacks than normal. I think I’m becoming a hypochondriac because every little thing I feel, I correlate it to a disease. I obsess over my resting heart rate and my general heart rate on my fitbit, I tend to get dizzy when I drive worrying about something happening to me physically and then I lose control of the car. I also realized that anxiety attacks for me happened more frequently if I drank the night before (especially red wine) so I’m working on cutting out alcohol completely. My go-to anxiety help is to drink water [so much water] and eventually I feel better, but I’m curious if anyone else has suggestions that helps calm themselves down. Thank you and I appreciate your feedback. 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As a young (18M) living on the west coast, those 10 minutes of fear made my anxiety spike like no other. Personally, the spike was because of the idea of combat with NK, which probably means lots of deaths and the possibility of being drafted. Edit: just had my first panic attack in months after thinking//reading about the possibility of being drafted. This is awful ",6.0287445887445905,8.162118909090907,6.425389610389612,71.85332251082255,67.70129870129871,8.25021645021645,28.417748917748927,8.841846274778883,2.5065774891774892,344,12,54,6,6,111,58,77,0.241,0.731,0.028,-0.9509,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,2,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,13,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,38,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16965683026741835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523004280536944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519163276996446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852640769797864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24955788827095654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864121501953648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586798513975086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035633454507417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834778317918216,0.0,0.19583088287065029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18854468781333344,0.0,0.20984832589503224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415773673093245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770182324432513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602045070898262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364487614358192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5000346903187277,0.0,0.0,0.23911034288136726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218344431408025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yaspretty,2018/01/13,"Randomly obsessing about the future If this doesn't belong please remove it :). I have an anxiety disorder and social anxiety, but in therapy and improving! I am going through some issues with my partner and we are seeing a therapist. My partner is improving but slowly and my therapist says they should be doing better than they are, the progress is too slow and if they don't make a big change by the end of February I should give an ultimatum. For context my partner will get upset that I have had more physical intimacy in the past than them and they deal with feelings of inadequacy/insecurity that they sometimes take out on me, which I know is wrong and I don't tolerate and my partner knows is wrong thus we are in therapy and working on this as a team (which I'm so proud to say). I will randomly be overcome with anxiety that things aren't going to work out, 'what if' I have to give that ultimatum, I love my partner and I don't want to lose them, I fear that things will fail and I'm going to lose someone I love, I fear that I am being too forgiving and nice and I really should listen to my therapist even if it's absolutely horribly heart wrenching, I fear if I do what my therapist says I will ruin something great... I will be run over by these thoughts one after the other faster and faster until I have to hide at work or go into a corner at home and do breathing exercises and shake my arms out until I calm down. Even then I feel that dread in my stomach I'm sure so many of us feel. I try to use what my therapy has taught me but it's so hard when I face an issue that is close to my heart and so big for me. 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Do you guys pace around a lot too? I would say the for every hour I spend about 5-10 minutes pacing. I'm not really sure if it helps anything, but hey, it's probably my main exercise for the day, haha.",5.101666666666667,4.441570277777782,6.18,82.81500000000003,68.44444444444444,9.422222222222222,26.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.6562666666666668,268,6,58,4,4,90,58,72,0.023,0.866,0.111,0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,1,4,1,0,0,1,11,6,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,10,5,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,3,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884336717073777,0.6115308141384956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17607395467775225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767522754239795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929282309133808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013643551627313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267293792042271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348261932056806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255023373067786,0.2642158811826812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467333715317064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683290069525891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688262998233804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669250817424884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820966397991998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581396610563744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175621430009392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266310297613915,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,remylebeau615,2018/01/13,Does anyone know how to go about obtaining a service dog? It was recently suggested that a service dog may help with anxiety and depression. How does one go about getting one?,4.656770833333333,7.333481968750004,5.532500000000002,74.39583333333336,73.0625,10.516666666666666,35.666666666666664,10.504223727775694,4.824091666666668,141,8,23,5,3,46,24,32,0.162,0.7609999999999999,0.076,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,15,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24182785141313026,0.0,0.0,0.22103563593047204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722702213133002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532704303389387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515754685354128,0.0,0.3593119807141817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188587091114056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372906968542665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4284167241453419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121263833576112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anster98,2018/01/13,"College anxiety I'm a CC student and I'm currently having anxiety over this problem. For some of my classes such as Calc3 or physics, the homework is optional. In the past, I've been successful with just paying enough attention in class to understand the material. I really don't want to do the homework but I fear that my grades will suffer. Also, I guess the bigger problem is that even if I figure this question out, another question that gives me anxiety will arise soon enough. This is an endless loop which is likely due to my boredom. For example, I had already answered these questions during the week and now I am doubting myself. Has anyone experienced this before?",4.361908602150542,7.083968040322581,5.473870967741939,74.22247311827957,74.24193548387099,8.326881720430109,32.913978494623656,9.075114841892004,3.5949107526881736,543,28,84,13,12,179,87,124,0.202,0.779,0.018000000000000002,-0.9686,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,22,19,7,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,7,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,11,2,12,15,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,9,7,67,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18357521621779355,0.1330328282869365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17443614208687394,0.3817799005517166,0.0,0.0,0.11631823024905615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155457006834193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437752548162375,0.0,0.1098749132396515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871939287006697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595814288241488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18325712744868689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127191386271987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880323240239308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31835565262989235,0.0,0.0,0.5590619519903679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657030736983517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317985303180305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811960026885122,0.0,0.13343873783339671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pingusbeak,2018/01/13,"Does anyone else get annoyed with advice like ""It's okay to do nothing"", ""You Deserve some You-Time"", ""Sometimes you're busy just looking after yourself"" ? I subscribe to a few anxiety/depression-related help pages and newsletters and something I see really often is how 'it's okay not to do the thing', 'sometimes you just need to do nothing', 'there's no such thing as doing nothing, sometimes you're just busy looking after yourself.' Now that's fine to an extent, and I see what they're trying to say, that sometimes you do just need to take some time out. But they never acknowledge the subsequent impact of not doing the thing. For example, say I get up one day and my house is a mess and I panic and don't know where to start. And I've got to make a phone call to renew my car insurance and can't face it. And I've bought salad ingredients for lunch but the kitchen is too much of a mess to make it. And the advice I'm seeing is ""it's fine not to do the thing"" / ""you deserve some you-time"" So I curl up with a duvet and watch a movie, have takeout for dinner, and have a great, relaxing day. The next day, I still have to do all that stuff. The advice hasn't actually helped me face or tackle what I needed to do or what was panicking me or my inability to start any of it. And actually, it's made it worse, because my house has another day's mess added to it, my car insurance is a day closer to expiring, and the salad ingredients have gone bad, which only stresses me out more. Does anyone else think it's not useful to encourage people to totally check out of facing up to anxieties, and actually compounds the anxiety when the things are still there and are now twice as stressful? 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Also I feel like she won’t be my friend anymore if I don’t go and i feel like everything would be my fault heLP (I guess this stems from my BPD?). I was thinking on telling her I'm sorry I just got told that I have to take care of my baby brother for a couple of hours! But I'm too scared but I don't want to go help me please edit: i'm 20, i feel so pathetic.",-0.642352941176469,1.1817178407643318,2.44233795429,94.00130385912328,87.15286624203821,4.968002997377295,18.152491569876357,6.2272716619740125,-0.28652761333832943,539,14,131,5,17,192,86,157,0.223,0.605,0.172,-0.8322,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,9,12,1,3,4,0,16,0,0,1,0,24,40,16,0,5,5,1,4,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,6,6,0,0,3,4,24,6,13,31,2,10,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,2,6,79,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607202529893532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146910801746148,0.14984525512538374,0.1315430714246608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286672718919795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896166850833017,0.0,0.16705522444932153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135235148157164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676345066309968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424249247941408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920812785259348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26826673667336404,0.1895158441986908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495440952086127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015290916245205,0.0,0.10608419009958774,0.0,0.1461177283025271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309543730598777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781136620303334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130623515730951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728953825404021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440336526737986,0.26587991371843944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810437575737668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919557582236523,0.0,0.0,0.14559870395175134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26559122099885674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484794319390782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866395103936086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972864602893698,0.0,0.2318661180705183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499024823937383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257270510578318,0.12674304311731172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646881835197402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09422353064812476,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DudeBored,2018/01/13,"What online therapy or apps do you recommend? I have a few different diagnoses but anxiety is my main concern these days. I don't have a lot of free time or the transportation to get to an office but I really need to start going to therapy again. Cost is a concern also. I don't expect the service to be free but I'll most likely be paying out of pocket so affordability is important. I'm located in Massachusetts if that's relevant. My diagnoses are Borderline personality, PTSD, major depression. 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I’ve developed anxiety about being outside I (29/F) find myself paranoidly aware of everything around me and walk into any space thinking of how to survive any eventuality. It started with a fear of flying (I’m aware this has to do with aviation related terror attacks) and its kind of spiraled into not wanting to leave the house, once having a panic attack about getting on the underground, getting off tubes if I see weird people etc Just being over aware and i feel it’s limiting my freedom and turning me into a bit of a home Kermit! Is there anything that can be done? 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I'm suffering from it right now. I need to have a bathroom near me 24/7, which is obviously complicating my life in every sense. I am taking medication for overactive bladder but it does nothing, and I've read that it may be a consequence from suffering anxiety and depression. Does anybody else suffers or have experienced it?",6.839178082191782,8.35008880821918,7.723178082191782,65.69545205479454,65.02739726027397,11.867397260273972,39.257534246575354,11.602472056035307,5.350640547945206,325,18,52,11,5,109,51,73,0.263,0.72,0.017,-0.9629,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,6,4,2,1,1,9,10,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,10,8,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33027141603285426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175224551603034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592372841104404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5667132861538541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606540859433024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187510334977072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247143993172005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746071618966736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320121498490872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071277549150745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592285894263455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434705482343453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230319644353333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rychertate,2018/01/13,"Almost quit my six figure job Has anyone experienced the same thing? I’ve procrastinated work to the point I got myself into a bad situation. Spent most of the day staring at my computer with zero productivity. I went to an empty office at work and started crying. I then went home to my wife and told her I don’t want to go back into the office. Has anyone been in this place before?",2.9005451127819555,5.070822250000003,5.257443609022558,76.7071052631579,76.5,6.974436090225563,20.06766917293233,7.957251820313856,0.9984721804511274,305,7,56,5,7,107,56,76,0.117,0.866,0.017,-0.8156,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,12,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,6,2,9,0,11,6,2,14,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,2,4,40,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502159082017447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028913457869666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511450982679546,0.1792910088962297,0.0,0.0,0.18271985075111127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587138535289276,0.13848341654987809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220362988961186,0.0,0.17173960709923314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153922124035466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21308690050152654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434768282576467,0.0,0.20298974164023656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283923320739339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136609325342576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198736217828646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265741126248432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051842070632245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126653619930656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981146733342903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126527415064284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CheesiestOfCakes,2018/01/13,My girlfriend’s invited her friend round. That was 3 hours ago. And I’m stuck upstairs getting hungry. Really don’t want to go down and say hi.,0.7101724137931029,3.2320888965517263,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,91.06896551724138,5.658620689655173,21.043103448275854,7.1686216300943375,0.8672,114,4,23,2,4,37,28,29,0.069,0.764,0.166,0.4173,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42554548223758587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708942610769394,0.0,0.2508122773535584,0.0,0.27282996714421537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727637961980205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075396373560441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817641082329722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28315266258436034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glustix21,2018/01/13,"Being robbed triggered severe anxiety So I know that many of you have stories much worse than this, but I live in what used to be a good area that has turned bad. I was robbed twice last year and my dad was the victim of an armed home invasion (Guns, Knives, Tied him up, etc.). Ever since these events took place I've had sever anxiety wherever I go. I feel like I'm afraid of everybody and I always try to get into my car as fast as possible when I'm out. Sometimes I don't even like to go out because of this. I feel like this is ruining my life. If anyone can help, please do.",2.0976033057851247,3.5725869008264475,3.4645371900826447,91.7749876033058,76.68595041322314,7.1540495867768605,21.19090909090909,7.908726449838941,0.6901034710743801,449,11,102,7,10,147,89,121,0.13,0.718,0.152,0.7140000000000001,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,4,8,1,1,3,0,11,2,1,2,1,13,22,8,0,1,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,1,4,2,13,4,15,16,2,17,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401450888015556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576929991859006,0.0,0.0,0.11776835384560155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062984334514791,0.1026717794338677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18784107218792107,0.11124470887715424,0.15235222547649216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032390770419747,0.2406491356778474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799636464157108,0.0,0.19144234506612454,0.1412689116964888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289333557144555,0.0,0.16894641440501462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256329399489337,0.13729081027836126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896525323974542,0.24685535936199585,0.0,0.14872447947016745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17075894734283098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381351811970435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597078450763118,0.1848827068256587,0.0,0.18987658622720932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38055004090892003,0.0,0.13932488532713433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166579004759056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871290380653824,0.11435114837922708,0.183200645484435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546719566008762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164190922117098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846172315323492 anxiety,Syr_Enigma,2018/01/13,"I have nobody. I just argued with my best friend, because she's back with her manipulative ex-boyfriend and he made her chose between me and him, and this time she conceded. Not even taking into account how betrayed, angry, depressed, and terrified I feel... I realised I have nobody. I need someone to vent to, a shoulder to cry upon, and I'm alone. I only had her. Fuck.",2.112852112676056,4.716081183098595,3.6599823943662,84.62969190140845,82.23943661971829,5.240140845070423,25.77640845070423,6.6274283507984215,1.2236887323943662,288,12,52,3,8,95,52,71,0.309,0.602,0.08900000000000001,-0.9538,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,15,9,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,15,2,8,7,1,4,0,1,0,1,9,2,1,0,2,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.314055769679656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316584992182104,0.0,0.18484674623390884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31822212871641115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33308491237830296,0.0,0.0,0.2611723356080256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028115403342606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332265749443186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342754463159697,0.2803320870420323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28692441573164845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484187508966647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306207686497193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569265632214068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279919042828739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681638021236115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Inflexuhty,2018/01/13,"Am I alone? Thank you so much for reading this, just seeing that people have read this makes me feel better. I’ll start with this: I’ve never actually been diagnosed with anxiety. I’m not an expert by any means. I know I have separation anxiety (by the way I’m 17, almost 18, if that matters), and just last year a new form seemingly took hold. I had my first girlfriend last year, and went on the first date knowing that being nervous was normal. But every single date I’ve gone on since then results in unbearable nausea and dizziness and I usually end up in the bathroom to calm down. I have a best friend who I’m not dating but I still feel that major anxiety around. Lately I’ve been thinking that she doesn’t want to talk anymore but have realized I’m just playing through worst case scenarios in my head. I’m starting to think I’ll never be able to date or anything because of it. My dream is to have a family with kids, but with seemingly no end in sight for my romantic anxiety, that dream seems impossible which saddens the hell out of me. Most of my anxiety is experienced in the morning and slowly diminishes throughout the day, pretty much gone by 3. Am I alone with this romantic anxiety? 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Last semester I took a sociology class, but for some reason I just now started getting weird thoughts last week. For some reason, all the walls of society have been broken down. I feel like I’m no longer able to be happy ever again. I feel like, I’m another animal on earth destined to die. Destined to just die and live in eternal nothingness, which sounds pretty terrifying. I keep thinking how extremely rare it is for life to have been and how so lucky we are to be humans living in this exact time. How instead of being born into the wild as a rat, I was born as a human. Life is so fragile and the thought of being able to die at any time sucks... How once you die you become forgotten and the world just keeps on going with you left behind. I can’t stop crying about this. I keep picturing myself in animals perspective and keep thinking how terrifying it would of been to be born as that instead. I can’t brush these thoughts off and it feels like they’re going to last forever. I also have been having severe intrusive thoughts, I keep imagining my twin brothers death and my moms. I picture myself in their perspective and imagine how death would be terrifying for them too. I’ve been having panic attacks at least twice a day now for the past week when I’ve started having these thoughts. I feel like I’m going completely insane. I can’t even think of anything anymore without over-analyzing it and thinking about the societal aspects of it which just ruin it for me (Video games, tv, etc..) I feel like I’m a new person yet I don’t want to be. I want to go back to being able to live my life the way it was before, where that stuff just didn’t matter. I have no appetite at all, I don’t want to go to college anymore, and it’s hard getting up everyday waking up to a panic attack. I also have really really bad nightmares about death and I even think that kind of stuff in my dreams too. (Last night I had a dream about my brother and cat dying in my own hands....) it was horrible. I’m on the brink of insanity, I feel like I’m going to throw up constantly, I keep thinking that one little ache of pain is going to lead to my death when in reality, it’s just my anxiety. I can’t get over this, I’m so torn and depressed and just want to end it because it doesn’t even matter. Nothing matters to me anymore and it sucks. I’m not even interested in girls anymore. I just don’t care about anything anymore when it comes to thinking about this kind of shit. I want to get help, but it’d be another month as I called all the psychologists and therapists around my area aren’t available for the next couple of weeks as they’re all so booked. I want to go the ER, but I know they wouldn’t give a shit about my anxiety. Urgent care wouldn’t give a shit either. I talked to my primary doctor about it and he just told me that I just need to find god :/ I’m literally being tortured by these thoughts, it’s impossible for me to enjoy anything anymore. I can barely even sleep anyone and when I do, I always wake up with a horrible panic attack. This has been the worst two weeks of my life and there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it. I’m only 18 right now if that helps and all this is exacerbated by the fact that I live with my twin brother in our own apartment and have bills to pay and shit. My brother is the only person that helps but I don’t like to talk to him about those thoughts as I know he’d start having them too. Well anyways, I’m pretty screwed and there’s absolutely nothing I can do about it.",3.9939390658830805,5.17472241803279,5.126742963192084,82.90585369625737,71.40437158469945,7.983544695329416,27.60913496236725,8.393068210462019,1.8402637591504285,2878,101,576,45,53,951,277,732,0.251,0.6459999999999999,0.103,-0.9993,1,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,2,3,4,1,60,38,12,4,24,0,60,15,8,11,8,119,130,52,10,12,18,5,9,7,0,4,6,1,0,6,41,33,0,7,27,6,2,12,18,22,2,3,20,11,71,16,99,94,13,84,0,2,0,1,33,33,7,4,45,391,112,6,0.13934920602335088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429167314092816,0.038649900814525635,0.0,0.0,0.03158741286125484,0.09741319506438774,0.14213568158975176,0.0,0.2763939362530328,0.03247873496064984,0.0,0.11467252323537605,0.04135011236936273,0.0,0.21137311860815108,0.0,0.03571697930626724,0.038783588803091296,0.028315327533088644,0.051300083313899215,0.03952530359062715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04743037317502955,0.0,0.09471720178569898,0.0,0.0,0.04001233405572383,0.04870166376196405,0.05019566233295237,0.0,0.0,0.05139574866685976,0.051022853160677666,0.029956236604292006,0.0,0.0400070889858401,0.0,0.2410374590831698,0.0,0.0,0.047543272365446934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114067850034951,0.0,0.051803733338365215,0.1533980605746017,0.04201644491357523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409182910811338,0.1991022012527396,0.0,0.0,0.042454216593873315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707227829443003,0.08911763736988927,0.2111876402314221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049446606999938025,0.041609839207813436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340283544225557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477199540456316,0.0,0.09674050295983834,0.051055119555908315,0.15145093546640562,0.0,0.0,0.05046777335821492,0.0,0.1312352870132128,0.15885096094637516,0.04655483759511743,0.1640638692192294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440136863815865,0.037075735592955066,0.0,0.0,0.034441890192978816,0.0,0.04486144383907223,0.04939982049603614,0.043589930026271886,0.0,0.13370932144827466,0.0,0.0,0.049467452182923415,0.03147554279574008,0.07065423366431496,0.0494257933527937,0.21799502507291904,0.0,0.0,0.04434152828020401,0.032202397918418765,0.08111623450009979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945121596464094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951377974593885,0.09551612824632967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03966782018427185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052474979543950216,0.1907199433080949,0.0,0.0,0.04648328078446835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863208524975503,0.0,0.0,0.07766811725328232,0.0,0.0,0.10634766792752794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466907556497378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053931722844075436,0.0,0.20834180393935106,0.0,0.2581313096254241,0.054170428432564005,0.0,0.0,0.044384712678114564,0.051607365071392665,0.0,0.0,0.0453746420177484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16438354425201293,0.0368696378565648,0.1490367035431988,0.0,0.04176389046062122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477588730616567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599311855663204,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TopCornsBeauty,2018/01/13,"NEED ADVICE!! Emetophobia anxiety I'll try my best to word this without sounding like a moron. Basically I self diagnosed myself with Emetophobia (fear of throwing up) ever since I was probably 13 it was my biggest fear. I'm 20 now and it's gotten worse. Now I've dealt with anxiety since I was 16, I ate an edible and had a horrible reaction to it and I've had panic attacks ever since then. Whenever I get the slightest twitch in my stomach, my anxiety goes absolutely bonkers. I start to sweat, my heart starts pounding and because of this, my stomach becomes very bloated and upset causing me to panic even more. It happens the other way around as well. For example I went out to eat with some friends the other night and after awhile I began to feel anxious out of nowhere for no reason at all, I started to feel very nauseous so I got up and went to the bathroom and just started pacing around until my stomach felt better and I eventually went back to the table. It still came and went as the night went along. Are there any suggestions out there as to what I can do to control and or maybe cure it? It's starting to effect my daily life and my ability to be social with friends. Any advice is appreciated. 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As I’m just a part-timer, I’m not always there at the same time as my manager. However, when he’s there, I feel more anxious - like I need to say and do the right thing ALL the time. My other coworkers seem relaxed around him and I wish I could be like this. He’s a good manager and a caring person, so I don’t know why I feel afraid and uncomfortable. He usually gives me many tasks to do (more so than my coworkers) and has said he trusts me, so I don’t really have any reason to feel anxious. I suppose my anxiety may stem from negative memories of past experiences with managers at my previous jobs. I am also far too critical of myself, and I really don’t like letting managers or coworkers down. Perhaps this comes from the feeling that I’m never good enough. Can anyone else relate? How can I relax a bit more and not let myself feel so much pressure when the manager is there? 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I think I was in year 8-9. Ended up cheating on my at the time girlfriend with her. Broke up with girlfriend after telling girlfriend what happened Few months later me and my ex got together We were together for a few years, on and off really for around 5 years. Lots of fighting, silly things really, break up, get back together, feel amazing, fight, break up again. get back together. I was madly in love with her, I couldn't let her go.. One time we broke up for a while, she found another partner, but few months into that she basically appears at my house saying she needs somewhere to stay. Let her stay. We start getting all ya'll know what, back together again. Few weeks later she tells my she is pregnant with my child I accept, feel good and help her throughout pregnancy Go to birth, stay in hospital with her for a few days. She tells me the child isn't mine. Emotionally destroyed. Lose love of my life. Lose what I thought was my daughter. Ruined me, couldn't work, lost my job due to depression. Alone for 4 years. --------------------- tl;dr (Tried to make it as small as I could) Shes back. We're talking again. Feelings are coming back so goddamn strong. She wants to see me, later admitting she wants to ""see me"". She isn't really showing much feelings for me other than sexually. I'm losing my mind because in all honestly all I want is her back in my life. I have been emotionally numb, practically dead for the last few years. Having her back for the past few days (only by message, haven't seen her.. yet ugh) has literally made me feel so good, talking to her again, just having someone who knows me really. I just want to see her, hold her and never let go really. I don't care about the sexual side I just want her back. Is it wrong for me to even consider going back? She has hurt me so much more than anyone else, but yet has loved me more than anyone else. The emotions we had for each other were undescribable, like that stupid feeling of looking into someones eyes, seeing them smile and just feeling the love, I don't know how to work it. I've just never felt what I have felt with her. I want it back, but it would probably kill me seeing the kid. She has another one now aswell.. not a bad thing, but yeah.. idk, reddit tell me am I just letting my stupid feelings get the best of me? I've literally none stop for the past 3 days thought about her. Constantly check fb to see if she has replied or at least read my message... I don't know. Reason I post this here is my anxiety is just sky rocketing. I can't focus, I can't think for 5 seconds without trailing off and thinking about her... thinking and thinking and wishing it was all the way it was years ago :\ what do I do End it here? Don't go further with her? Keep it to messaging, don't see her? See her, feel it out? Remember how emotionally ruined I have been because of her? Deal with the fact the kid isn't mine (afaik) and how my ex feels about me? Love or Lust? Help me Half of this is me just needing to vent, half is I really just need another human to either tell me I'm not stupid, or to tell me I'm really stupid. Thanks",2.0359208804741016,4.130412655712053,3.2500264244849784,90.41936042484416,78.93740219092331,6.506282870263475,22.36899356063521,7.578289261198853,0.852889150568255,2473,76,525,37,61,799,257,639,0.13699999999999998,0.731,0.132,-0.7375,1,1,0,0,3,1,124.0,6,0,1,9,44,41,10,0,18,1,52,10,1,6,7,111,126,28,2,15,21,5,12,1,4,1,3,1,0,6,24,29,0,3,28,2,1,7,19,25,0,5,21,24,100,16,76,97,21,93,0,11,11,6,79,27,0,6,53,356,124,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0429093015458447,0.0,0.0,0.050134371763263484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227481076318075,0.037030719165696224,0.0,0.0,0.06769367971408083,0.09919603563119464,0.0,0.043091907155008345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722148908266056,0.040417273668138964,0.059016113630856966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079946953574184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04935349182213642,0.0,0.0,0.04169777747597938,0.0,0.05231005907588224,0.0,0.038648525258080116,0.0,0.0,0.09365425817478916,0.049904813126654964,0.04169231146750927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087457481454442,0.2178024779125263,0.0857473025657188,0.0,0.0,0.0319719323855417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475700982656695,0.0,0.09295535897074092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307505553800333,0.0,0.0,0.10116126326873093,0.0,0.13755219852619593,0.0812018861576033,0.0387149737319278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042805568400509884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489150141341732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05585441955288429,0.05181999031631284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0480358252523995,0.04302578094115187,0.0535544454696882,0.0,0.10641143859725664,0.039457629470028996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19799505745873788,0.06838166185522017,0.023648893621376114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04064913586381963,0.2166172595146104,0.05284124050385728,0.04115334097421399,0.218443067998945,0.045803251253496866,0.03231160919230404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977532127244341,0.0,0.0772749607838553,0.0,0.07116846220723362,0.10767806780170856,0.0746679102733003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560278026293677,0.036815204393818766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241866153560714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635989492434,0.0,0.0521902238942966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841944148241728,0.0,0.2170723955769743,0.04976978168076672,0.0,0.0,0.05483494927752863,0.041338751613374455,0.0,0.03849466607755762,0.0,0.0,0.3085886993175316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202907304991333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03426225804113668,0.15478415983383034,0.0,0.04046986943695124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781436826227761,0.2538556592268051,0.04456605615216736,0.0,0.0,0.06431804547567947,0.15508414708018622,0.0,0.07685845707586139,0.05645225463262865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032864728768601366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713078881973572,0.038422701180639056,0.03882864775798313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055664904418792995,0.046661986341057775,0.0,0.07048078704199291,0.0,0.0,0.034386476538560286,0.052924736064546916,0.0,0.18703258325232866 anxiety,booty_shortss,2018/01/13,"Panic attacks because of music. When I around the age of 10, a specific song came on that happened to be really popular and really catchy. I happened to hate the song when it came out - not necessarily because it was bad, but because it made me feel absolutely shit and caused me to get panic attacks because of it. The song gets stuck in my head and at night, I can't sleep because of it. This has been going on for a long long time now. Recently the panic attacks have stopped, for the most part. However, today I heard the song, and am freaking out again. I'm scared of whether the whole thing will restart, because it's the worst and most painful thing in my life. Sorry for formatting, on mobile.",5.173349673202615,6.0200234264705905,5.660686274509803,81.39281045751636,68.41176470588235,8.691503267973857,32.02287581699346,8.841846274778883,2.5528277777777766,550,23,107,9,9,177,82,136,0.327,0.6609999999999999,0.012,-0.9947,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,5,14,5,4,10,0,8,5,3,2,0,19,21,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,10,10,0,1,1,4,0,3,2,13,0,0,7,6,8,1,20,12,5,24,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,2,12,73,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519925198308312,0.0,0.40331741607402005,0.0,0.0,0.09866973262030727,0.4322239199055648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27031744619058884,0.0,0.12139648618493586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059751948918738876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348129762803225,0.0,0.06716058466167257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900043993160636,0.0,0.0,0.11667162476854633,0.12127985359263985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346926547776623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20915922564528705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181839209223904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089759543571004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574467616771975,0.4159525620303284,0.0,0.12797012029705088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140962752491832,0.0,0.11668183372546885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831204469983668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130314904012927,0.0,0.0,0.1182585992648671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322852850520853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879813342458416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570181205653369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890777587017106,0.0,0.1120144290070256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193622006092476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kalgooksoo,2018/01/13,"Nudexta. Has anyone used it to cope? I heard it has off label usage as a social anxiety medication. Otherwise it is used for MS or Alzheimers patients who display pseudobulbar affect (inappropriate show of emotion). I don't know how to go about asking my psychiatrist since most do not know about its usage in anxiety.",5.423684210526313,8.011572421052634,6.866526315789473,66.13768421052632,70.40350877192982,9.472280701754386,32.452631578947376,9.888512548439397,3.900553684210527,256,12,39,7,5,87,46,57,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,0,9,12,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,9,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4376378425087072,0.0,0.0,0.2000049999635808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267407692701674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217551828394805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256245828220053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439891970212835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28815402739599244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366142751839113,0.0,0.0,0.2915805644357885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940914178157147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ninebees,2018/01/13,"everything seems different today A couple days ago I had a panic attack and ever since, the world and myself seem different. Like I was someone else before the panic attack. It's really strange and I don't like it, anyone else have this happen? I couldn't get anything from gogle searching. 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When I see it on other people, I just think they’re going through a stressful time, but when I have it, it’s all I see in the mirror, and I know that people who knew me before my breakouts got severe look concerned for me whenever they run into me these days.",5.4944117647058786,5.459361382352946,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,67.52941176470588,7.976470588235292,28.764705882352942,7.1686216300943375,1.6099,266,8,51,2,4,88,52,68,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.7227,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,10,0,8,9,1,9,0,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,4,40,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29205756978233943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759331054104694,0.0,0.2199841564858427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672604236361135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14692466178666444,0.0,0.206764576742109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420775603157377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709433228631653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5376821959124444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120189532065208,0.0,0.0,0.29205756978233943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613739078156004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565119352774502,0.0,0.0,0.15074692567371148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jshel98,2018/01/13,"Success Story Let’s share some more positive stories within this thread. I am pleased to say that after suffering from anxiety for a little over 4 months I have seeked help and am back to feeling like myself after a combination of medication and therapy, it can be done people! Just having a little trouble sleeping, anyone have any tips? 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I am a 2nd year college student going back to campus tomorrow. This is my first time on campus in about 9 months because I went abroad last semester. While going abroad, I had the experience of a lifetime traveling and building connections with amazing people, but it took an emotional toll to get so close to people, only to never see them again. These ranged from friendships to romances. I definitely grew as a person, but was ready to come home to consistency and be around the people I love. I am going back to college as a nobody. Nobody knows who I am, I have no roommate, and no friend group. My roommate from freshman year is going abroad this semseter, I never kept in touch with any of the people I hung out with freshman year, and I really don't think they cared for me too much to begin with. I feel like everyone will have an established group of friends and I will have a hard time finding anyone, which is absolutely terrifying because I don't even have a roommate to talk to when I stay in at night. I'm thinking about rushing a fraternity but I fear not being accepted or just feeling left out even if I do get involved in Greek life. I'm feeling sad to leave literally everyone I love to go back to school, where I really think I'll have a hard time connecting with anybody. My parents, the girl I have strong feelings for, my best friends will be away for the next 5 months. I also would like to say, going to Europe was different because I was not bound to a college town. I met people everywhere I went who saw me as interesting because I was different. Going back to school I'm nothing special. I guess I'm just looking for some comforting words or advice before I head back. Any is appreciated :)",5.482801793945434,6.375239530085963,6.286565341970849,77.01743241559737,67.73925501432664,9.164121091316806,31.79282421826336,9.318704503766252,2.840960782359536,1432,58,264,27,23,472,174,349,0.096,0.7090000000000001,0.195,0.9922,3,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,20,18,0,1,16,0,29,4,1,0,2,44,66,18,0,2,10,1,8,2,3,4,1,2,1,2,8,15,0,2,11,1,0,15,9,2,0,1,11,13,36,16,49,48,3,56,0,1,3,2,18,14,0,5,28,177,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903629420814183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468076597449683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000414838648014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655410266915022,0.0,0.0,0.07200152663430734,0.0,0.0,0.07599066681046349,0.3731564761680242,0.0,0.1972180187876223,0.0,0.06882404995151126,0.0,0.08487996007299697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246390077712347,0.0,0.0,0.06967209932780173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16900753876313382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196120744930006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106842704033827,0.0,0.0,0.15457114328991106,0.0,0.07911745526237153,0.0,0.09101397640001632,0.20448013937476395,0.0577816343778144,0.0,0.0,0.07392406529679114,0.06879761329450476,0.0,0.0,0.1874661320027573,0.0,0.08451430758683831,0.0,0.3677337649564797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909989756889962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490756006701502,0.0,0.08300757319129591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113056312540827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04445026071133664,0.06592907454741716,0.0,0.08564164429552107,0.08787779571593217,0.0,0.057128871433514535,0.07902905934640263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791994209103415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599710634322982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911740311306108,0.0,0.05945707982596524,0.0,0.1247613272471802,0.0,0.08601820617567925,0.07590164398439768,0.0,0.07760781223129302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06151389192810251,0.0,0.0,0.08980913918874846,0.0,0.0,0.2803646324706863,0.07062245280814537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720374761456605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362929510828696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432007557455938,0.0,0.16371243686712025,0.06445194387960365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620873030563261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500934489641175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554764606688576,0.0,0.0,0.14148765222469967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986212752029743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995559623847898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057455772320426875,0.0,0.0,0.15625476352304693 anxiety,distinguishablepen,2018/01/13,"Anxiety helps me sometimes? Curious to know how common this is - anyone else also feel more anxious in relaxing scenarios than in stressful ones? I’m new to this thread and I’m curious about this. How many of you are like me? I have anxiety and occasional panic attacks, but have notably NO social anxiety (I’m extremely outgoing and I love making phone calls, which seems to be the kryptonite of my socially-anxious friends). Sometimes, my personal brand of anxiety seems to give me a real boost in situations non-anxious people often find stressful. But on the flip side, my anxiety is most consistent in situations most people are “supposed to” find fun and relaxing. (TLDR Yeah. A ramble ensues below!) Like, consistently in multiple settings over the years, I am GOLDEN during high-stakes meetings with professors/bosses/authority figures, throughout a day of work...but a lunch break? Makes me super anxious. I would rather work while eating than take a break to eat. It’s the break that gets me, not the activity. Basically if anything is a “real” reason for anxiety, I don’t panic at all, and I do super well: I love & am great at: job interviews, public speaking, doing difficult work against very tight deadlines, etc. In true emergencies, I’m the person you want: I have literally put out fires while my non-anxious friends froze in fear and shock. I once got myself and my non-anxious friend out of a really dangerous rural snow car crash with no cell service in 2 degrees below 0, while my friend freaked out. I also once wrote a 15 page term research paper from complete scratch in the 10 hours before it was due, and my professor liked it better than any other work I’d done and gave me a 100. But give me a mundane or deliberately calm situation and I get really anxious. It’s like I’m wired backwards from other people: you’d expect them to be totally fine on a boring car trip, and very anxious in a car accident. I am the precise opposite. And going with that example, it doesn’t seem to be the fear of an accident that makes me anxious, because I’ve been in accidents and I know I’ll go all calm if there’s a real crisis. It’s perhaps more that I’m in a situation where I should be calm, maybe? Idk. My most consistent anxiety trigger (besides physical triggers like caffeine or sudafed, or not eating enough, or getting enough sleep) is: Going out to eat at a sit-down restaurant I can’t figure out what makes me so anxious about eating out. I don’t have problems with food, or with people. I do get more anxious if it’s a dinner, and there’s a clear positive correlation between how nice the restaurant is and how anxious I get. So. Idk. But that’s supposed to be, like, what you treat yourself to to feel less stressed out! I’d be all set if the restaurant, idk, spontaneously combusted while I was there - I’d calm down immediately if there was a big problem. But just sitting there and enjoying a nice served meal? Gah! So uncomfortable! And I don’t enjoy it in the end. I know there’s nothing wrong, I just feel uncomfortably adrenaline-filled and anxious. Though it serves me well in certain settings, I’d just really like my brain to stop being so good at putting out fires and to be better at enjoying relaxing breaks. Can anyone relate?",4.768396137223121,6.5794628557536505,5.774826782820098,76.55463347514858,70.36142625607779,8.836966504592114,31.65481496488385,9.354420925462401,3.0941356293895192,2590,116,454,57,48,855,281,617,0.175,0.597,0.229,0.9947,1,0,0,0,0,0,94.0,0,4,1,7,27,54,2,7,32,1,39,13,2,11,8,101,75,49,0,12,21,0,8,7,4,2,0,1,0,2,22,32,9,2,14,3,0,9,9,16,2,1,8,9,47,38,68,56,16,67,0,0,0,2,26,37,0,17,20,289,69,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391220677316172,0.0,0.0568456183919492,0.0,0.035677881616891664,0.0,0.28094814463745715,0.5334328913283287,0.0,0.07336925414450872,0.053756415510966785,0.04317408252323575,0.0,0.0,0.059686315050709926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031982071722885544,0.0,0.04464370376175459,0.0,0.0,0.09280175236470883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058568098356852276,0.053572454528536935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055008373173110484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383547326113838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368973366262247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684230806107477,0.04382763101710318,0.0,0.046468264546429175,0.10842038253677114,0.05851215082024905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807503346415407,0.07958337912843619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590380322865842,0.0,0.06344067734854185,0.0,0.16213678151536534,0.0,0.13705353412778087,0.10065808586558866,0.08945091111398235,0.04400500790970748,0.0419609150947802,0.05784265724614035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03516606778601097,0.0554319704950151,0.0,0.0,0.05166728659400323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052063245577288586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864998909274198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942165141121685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470310989040268,0.0,0.1400827183076047,0.05319110013828587,0.05270797071185427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067085707473381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0503414167183232,0.0,0.0,0.11174665748181048,0.03555152473633797,0.0,0.0,0.1231123411687025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549002107388687,0.09162052696162512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040350827265553,0.0,0.10548328451183717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791493782251381,0.10083093530052176,0.05394258040449428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328602482696198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589065601888226,0.052502716707996784,0.0534812843168525,0.0,0.0,0.10377811131952892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043862944789765004,0.1802948470202455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03944702075407441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051546426382086286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657795406380664,0.030945114421311305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094344360917419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278007632707669,0.0,0.0,0.037269507979886506,0.05736205251733545,0.0,0.03378562861383772 anxiety,clairoxide,2018/01/13,My anxiety has been non stop and I don’t know how to deal with it. I’ve been having constant panic attacks recently and I don’t know why. I feel like I can’t breathe and I’m losing my mind. I don’t have insurance so I can’t go see a doctor. Is there any over the counter medication that would help me? ,-1.0470315091210622,1.0236611791044794,1.7551243781094534,95.73859038142622,93.92537313432837,5.365837479270317,19.38474295190713,6.937597516519254,0.29165140961857405,237,8,57,4,9,82,48,67,0.199,0.72,0.081,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,12,3,1,1,0,11,18,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,2,2,9,1,3,15,0,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544130987616493,0.0,0.1861114223380549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27677041618400905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629033331391171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508148899554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490112530104292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301158673750333,0.1738019778066142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826377607676427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306798649606968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26740480115654924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885616395678532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721723151719253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450828090353727,0.0,0.0,0.24564726081679966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544109209707536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402133783038853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19386567099349894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339612981979646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195257669916207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282181394181648,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,duggawiz,2018/01/13,"Asbestos anxiety Anyone else suffer from an OCD like obsession with asbestos? My partner and I are doing up a house weeks out from moving into it and I've spent hundreds getting shit tested in labs. It's getting to the point where I know shit ain't asbestos yet I feel like I'm breathing it in, it's clinging to me and will follow me home. I'm not sure I'm gonna cope living in this place, and there's no sign of it containing any more abestos than the average 50s renovator. 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I got a prescription for some very mild anti-anxiety meds. My mom (a nurse) has been suggesting it since college, and I got to the point where I figured I might as well try it. I actually specified to my doctor which one I wanted to try. Non-addictive, not a Benzo, no noticeable side effects or negative influences. Took my first one an hour ago. Time will tell, but fingers crossed it does something. *sigh* I just hate taking pills, and I hate the fact that I need medication. My mom has several health problems and has been on a laundry list of medications since I was a toddler. She’s a total badass, don’t get me wrong, but it really gave me negative feelings about swallowing pills. Just..*shivers*. Thank God the little pills are downright tiny and I’m only taking them once a day to start off with. I seriously hate it, but if it helps, it’s what I need to do. Adulting sucks sometimes, doesn’t it? Edit: This is way more negative sounding than I realized. My bad. I should mention that I’m going through a massive sinus infection at the moment (been out of work most of the week) and am thus even more tired of medicine. I’m glad I got the prescription. My anxiety comes in waves, from non-existent to crippling, so I’m optimistic this will help. I just wish it could help without me swallowing it and seeing a doctor. lol",1.7114695945945932,4.380858509652511,3.2391493725868727,86.25536498552124,85.52509652509653,6.944063706563708,25.082166988416986,8.07648339933343,1.9243753861003856,1050,44,202,24,32,344,158,259,0.188,0.6920000000000001,0.12,-0.9738,0,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,3,7,12,4,0,16,1,18,14,1,3,2,36,44,13,0,8,9,2,2,0,0,4,11,1,0,1,16,9,2,0,4,0,0,4,8,8,2,3,9,4,28,3,23,30,5,22,0,0,1,0,12,9,1,5,8,131,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.10910765309212178,0.1218863002818414,0.0,0.0,0.09911029520394207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106433224997766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335430268674888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631196235103504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926891395407183,0.0,0.0,0.07210636420242883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288787178338024,0.097843193170811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384757017277464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056533056058318265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510310734698044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841462284730749,0.0,0.06354258172819277,0.0,0.2682671824395476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33115924866779284,0.0,0.11884577545313885,0.0,0.0,0.2248259338749466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010752401023524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206014024263318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419254202378716,0.2252678881655737,0.0,0.1186097207471407,0.0,0.2618943729114245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580717470492742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729318490646865,0.0,0.11907096910688225,0.15152684112353368,0.08503437818875864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569389898606396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698434567228066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162652528937757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890958253342941,0.0,0.0,0.12631025841106333,0.0,0.184976064926757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860746088929934,0.110580133360227,0.0,0.07913767846308689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813012918373826,0.0,0.0977243799470033,0.10293700484958138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519565012716629,0.12850587504156205,0.0,0.0,0.12422186106089117,0.15181943554003136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922526107355526,0.06594675574736837,0.08874731397054779,0.08968495414804206,0.0,0.10052805817511903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857270826353154,0.1077781057825771,0.0,0.08139693910508958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224357018125186,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jaimeuntitled,2018/01/13,"Advice and thoughts for school anxiety Yes, I titled this to be more towards in-school anxiety, but, to be more specific, I get extreme anxiety from the results of school. What I mean by this is, grades and results. I need to check my grades online often, but I don't because I have panic attacks. If I see something I don't want to, I eventually stop viewing my scores etc. This has caused me to be so discouraged and is draining my confidence in myself academically. Does anyone have some words of encouragement, advice, thoughts, that would make me feel more optimistic and confident about my ""results"" and not ""failures""? Thanks in advance, sorry if this is stupid. 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I've been so proactive for years between almost weekly therapist visits, extreme medication management (1mg of Klonopin 3x a day for example) and coping mechanisms. Yet now extreme emotions to stess or anxiety, whether brief like ripping duct tape off a hairy body or like being in a restaurant with family for hours, cause a seizure lasting a minute or 2 usually. I try to fight it but usually within an hour my eyes are shaking and the boom, epilepsy like seizure and can't speak a complete sentence either. What the hell do I do? I've done so much to manage this and yet I'm getting even worse? I don't even care if it's recreational like using shrooms to alleviate depression almost instantly.",7.89339928057554,8.25769253956835,7.570422661870506,71.7331879496403,62.453237410071935,10.978776978417267,41.1160071942446,10.686352973137794,4.682186330935251,609,33,101,14,8,193,98,139,0.195,0.7,0.105,-0.9369,0,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,8,11,2,2,9,0,8,3,2,3,0,18,12,13,0,1,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,3,4,6,13,9,2,18,1,1,1,0,3,3,1,6,16,59,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099128660034973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367615520311451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188866091194707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777453942603914,0.3179349060564425,0.0,0.0,0.16224893524010048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979879777008444,0.0,0.13328307676991633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835956632768206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406917104437702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441742703306648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588138470997322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084874611051082,0.0,0.0,0.12979416162905796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047885895567604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613918664382864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024056180255491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589098593306155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375660497206636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726178319710234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967280645449873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506282845223253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336514345477221,0.34086318055652026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412844138018897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577000731458631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965177940750716 anxiety,NoMoreSoloDolo,2018/01/13,"Hello people with anxiety, you are not alone and you can overcome it. Hello I just wanted to share my story with you, to give all the people in need help with anxiety because I have been there. I was in my junior year in high school and I was enjoying life but it took a twist that I would have never have expected. I was playing video games and my heart beat went to 150 at a constant rate and I freaked out. I went to the hospital and they held me overnight and keep in mind that I thought I was gonna die that day because it was something that I never experienced. They told me that I had a pretty bad anxiety attack. After that I didn’t wanna go to school and I just wanted to go to stay in bed no matter what consequence it would have on my life at the moment. I got put on antidepressants which was a huge thing because those are pretty heavy duty drugs. I have been on them for a year and now am off with them happy with life. I just wanna say I am a survivor with heavy anxiety and if you are on antidepressants you are not alone and there is light at the tunnel. Set goals and you can reach them you are not the only one. Please get help because it might be hard but it is the best thing for you. No man I don’t care how strong or smart you are you need a helping hand with anxiety because it can overcome you. Everyone with anxiety can win the war and there is living proof!! Have a good day everyone and anyone who had sudden anxiety and found out the start is rough but keep a clear mind. 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Whenever I exercise it I can't seem to remain calm, I have to expend a huge amount of concentration and energy trying not to make my legs move too fast when I run or my arms when I'm skipping. Even when I go for a long walk I have to consciously ensure my stride isn't rushed otherwise it will make me hyper and anxious. It's so frustrating.",5.7632499999999975,6.310383825000002,6.727500000000003,75.3275,67.0,10.9,32.25,10.793553405168565,3.5913249999999994,326,13,61,9,5,109,57,80,0.132,0.752,0.117,-0.2944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,1,2,0,5,5,2,2,0,10,10,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,0,5,3,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,8,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650548636803155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827809395241385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699410012735577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21343012833376912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364722551029927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859676674431961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313953134532879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34344540292750536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941734252470705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378148323861929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193900322993648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rebirthwolfx,2018/01/13,"Social anxiety? From young, I always felt I acted different from the rest of the kids that I simply cannot explain. When talking to people I feel a weird pressure in eyes. I begin to stutter and digging my nails into my flesh to get rid of this weird sensations. Talking to friends, even old friends always felt weird to me, am I talking to weirdly? Am I too fake? I never acted like the other guys too. I never could do small talk with them and talk about anything under the weather. Conversations die really quick when I quickly run out of questions that I looked up from google. What should I do?",3.692434782608697,5.810471852173915,4.3889130434782615,84.07902173913047,73.95652173913044,6.339130434782609,27.15217391304348,7.1686216300943375,1.502234782608696,473,18,85,5,10,151,75,115,0.196,0.7509999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9197,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,0,1,5,0,7,2,2,0,2,14,14,4,1,2,0,0,3,1,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,2,5,16,3,19,10,1,18,0,0,2,0,14,6,0,1,10,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677909920499503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310075309530462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242064494738776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284788055021052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700601794254186,0.1681235901952759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628389194823634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136426435627069,0.0,0.3090103284881059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248647520956622,0.0,0.08407227818565527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933272620919314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861571906383502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512941012890187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821759322488934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688548951295869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155930420550617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802634115035679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308728989556402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403420172370228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6466933096721595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MattChap,2018/01/13,"DAE get even more anxiety from anxiety caused tension headaches? I often get tension headaches from nearly daily anxiety attacks. But I have health anxiety, so the headaches are misdiagnosed by my head as a brain tumor. That causes more anxiety that will eventually cause more headaches. The increased anxiety also causes other symptoms like nausea, tightness in my throat and a racing heart. All causing even more stress I hate heath anxiety.",7.205244618395303,10.60022275342466,6.257964774951078,68.77054794520548,68.04109589041096,9.102935420743641,37.82583170254403,9.606745405546679,4.702355772994129,363,20,47,9,7,110,50,73,0.35,0.596,0.055,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,3,4,0,3,6,4,5,1,10,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,5,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678709750173843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6481096496834152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768831535914747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351087395777824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6216522151224008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987743893986628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264656409901594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949138934516633,0.1242109916109593,0.12864849963117178,0.0,0.14342031807877836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591288086743352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863866858515078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257957970124097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ILoveBeingThin,2018/01/13,"How do you get past anxiety long enough to admit fault. I work at a restaurant and yesterday I took home $60 without realizing it. A guest called today saying her final credit card receipt hadn't reflected the cash she put in. I honestly never saw it. I told my boss there was no cash. I even said they could look at the surveillance camera. Well, I always double check everything, so I looked in my apron (at home, different than I was wearing today) and sure enough, there was $60 in it. Now all I have to do is call and tell them the honest mistake. The problem is, I am so scared of being thought of as dishonest or a thief that I can't bring myself to call. I want to cry and hide and quit immediately. I have just been hired elsewhere and was going to put my two weeks in tomorrow, but now the two things look related. I hate thieves and I don't want to be thought as one. I also do not want to keep the money. How do I fess up to my stupidity without having an anxiety attack at work tomorrow?",2.9538235294117685,4.360408254901961,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,74.29411764705883,8.041176470588235,25.495098039215684,8.660442795831766,1.719839215686274,780,26,163,15,16,264,123,204,0.184,0.746,0.07,-0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,3,12,13,3,1,10,0,21,1,1,3,3,31,39,16,0,6,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,7,0,1,5,0,5,5,8,8,1,3,12,6,27,5,24,24,4,26,0,0,4,0,14,9,0,1,12,118,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378851808926153,0.09758608921931232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943726908158586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342256756391935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592669992020407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363828171024127,0.0,0.12882622195217844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253230436972308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423625214930448,0.0,0.07746212285065747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054034145570537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847415735485046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127379249833675,0.0,0.06665274511485357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578940396377554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352821637974897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042435686657516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378882662788504,0.2954561818240484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045331963118784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947174669946362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195672546839773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222081523027093,0.0,0.23579694344821714,0.0,0.1247413764069428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155983289093466,0.09326550916088094,0.11741741974285826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053471088245652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250761003034198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791540842874274,0.0,0.0,0.1862139320304173,0.0,0.0,0.22233484783975976,0.1120657605866922,0.13030204026649989,0.0,0.0,0.22913041280427915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075237824353598,0.0,0.0940746854611126,0.0,0.10544851745399723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610685365025224,0.0,0.17076200833349725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Snedwardowden,2018/01/13,"Havent hung out with friends from high school since graduation, and missed 3 days of work due to sleeping in late, but was too anxious to call in after the fact If my shift is at 6 am, how am i supposed to call in a few hours ahead when i was asleep? Also when i have to stay home from work due to the flu/cold, should i just miss work until im better? This is my first job and the whole calling in sick thing makes me anxious as the manager i talk to always sounds super condesvending on the phone. Also, its winter and this is when i usually get sick. I have a feeling i might get fired soon, but im thinking about quitting and finding somewhere else to work. Ive only worked there a month and feel like im working too many hours, but i feel like my anxiety will prevent me from quitting and ill just start hating myself more by the day. On top of this, i havent really had any friends for like 6 months, and every time i have to help a customer i cringe inside cause i just sound so fake. I hate being like this, and hopefully this post doesnt come across as whining",3.2866891891891896,4.261892657657659,3.9599887387387414,91.38430743243244,72.87387387387388,6.8112612612612615,24.23536036036036,6.9077264865688965,0.6590441441441429,838,23,186,7,16,266,132,222,0.182,0.6579999999999999,0.16,-0.8208,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,13,15,15,2,0,10,0,19,5,2,3,1,31,33,22,0,3,7,0,4,4,2,3,3,2,1,0,7,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,6,21,9,31,26,3,35,0,3,0,0,8,11,0,3,25,117,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911818905809247,0.08278050506704984,0.0,0.0,0.06765404141563497,0.0,0.07610668631798295,0.22478222290282068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798747730236599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047596628350458,0.0,0.0,0.10219975311528633,0.0,0.0856985697826037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832076376658474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310797137059939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382143151204331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090966681727785,0.14214595149723214,0.0,0.0,0.09092860312195067,0.08462292826940898,0.0,0.0,0.15372561422543826,0.0,0.10395488805759256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644409194414372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668351647014316,0.10511265404963058,0.09979279069505984,0.09881226459196203,0.19594777428765472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32238656993455866,0.0,0.0987247227943778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222478995210984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19441576822269424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640782465564367,0.10086341252937586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553915819195993,0.0,0.0,0.15881790397577164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566375365262537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528029863405592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116316828419875,0.0,0.0,0.06373342029336387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068536638409112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822960295963005,0.0,0.0995580681817853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041685886830258,0.1060390739082962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799632555051112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609422422638045,0.06374675296966653,0.0,0.0,0.0580112151757557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095700164887942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107281224474036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4345629200595079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bluewillpower96,2018/01/13,"Classroom icebreaker activity... First day of class was this week and we had this icebreaker where the teacher read out our short bio/description that we wrote and we had to guess who the person was in the class based off of it. There was literally nothing to be worried about or be anxious about yet my freaking heart was pounding so hard I thought it was going to burst out of my chest or pop a vein somewhere. It gradually got worse until I knew my turn was close. It was extremely uncomfortable, I was almost out of breath, and it made my skin crawl because I could feel my fingers pulsing from my increased blood pressure. But I played it off very well so nobody noticed. Why does this happen to me? How can I practice staying calm in situations like this where *my turn* for something public is approaching?",5.558564593301437,7.124744473684213,5.403038277511964,80.93717703349283,68.07894736842105,8.158851674641149,32.239234449760765,8.575989854853784,2.559084210526316,648,28,118,10,11,201,101,152,0.095,0.821,0.084,-0.3896,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,4,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,4,0,15,7,7,2,0,22,26,10,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,10,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,1,1,15,4,18,4,20,8,1,20,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,6,84,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856292212469965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20942429758270453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300466681410945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800919447065994,0.0,0.0,0.11955343029377945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622254776517124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373265247140028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768237437418967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535455086878988,0.0,0.14826366692523169,0.0,0.20421469194024192,0.0,0.16392909316749776,0.0,0.16606221525683754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967374214064173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056629384042077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540908163759736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17787512555459575,0.21105400441305375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186485998064426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542809803676946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837256275131025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271298890433018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758821033784474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716937119971674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032759151005685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295620835949114,0.0,0.0,0.14869899533469458,0.0,0.16667702398456627,0.0,0.16727475005953907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882602885426756,0.18891595012599832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KiwiiKat,2018/01/13,"How do you deal with intrusive thoughts? Tl;dr - essentially a bit of a rant and a bit of a plea for help in dealing with/getting rid of invasive thoughts. I - like many people here surely do - have horrible issues with invasive thoughts. They’re at the very least not good and can often times be overwhelmingly negative. I find it affecting not only me, but the people around me. I really want to know, how do y’all deal with thoughts like that? How do you get them to go away or even just get them to not be as awful? I’m losing my mind over this. The feeling of that inner voice that screams at you, and when you try to get it to be quiet it only gets louder. I hate feeling trapped in my own thoughts, I want it to stop more than anything. I feel like a lot of my issues would disappear if I could just stop thinking, yet I suppose that is the hallmark trait of GAD. I feel like every attempt I make to change and be positive gets lost in all the doubt. Even the small moments of just feeling okay for once are bombarded by truly intrusive thoughts; the what if’s and the why’s. I find that I’ll be thinking about things in depth before I even realise what I’m doing, and by the time I realise what’s happening it’s already gotten such a grasp on me that getting out is nearly impossible. Any advice at all is greatly appreciated. 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I'm so mad and frustrated that I had a really bad panic attack today. It's been months since I have had one this bad and I feel really discouraged. I want to get back to work and to a normal life, and then this shit happens. I know what it was triggered by too. So a little back story, I've always had varying issues with lactose. I try not to eat too much dairy in a day and I avoid dairy products with high fat content. So today I had a Beef and Cheddar from Arby's and it did not agree with me. This triggered a terrible panic attack, my hands were tingling so bad and I had to take an Ativan (which I also haven't needed in months). So now my body isn't being reliable how it was before when it comes to lactose and I have to avoid it completely because who knows how much is too much now. And I can't risk triggering a panic attack like that. Sorry for the long post. I just needed to vent.",1.973552941176472,3.5573229200000007,3.9842352941176493,87.45182352941177,77.3,6.505882352941178,20.764705882352946,7.285733465282438,0.5958588235294116,744,18,155,9,17,254,105,200,0.31,0.657,0.033,-0.9962,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,17,21,7,7,10,0,18,7,4,5,0,34,31,21,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,15,2,3,4,0,0,1,5,20,0,1,11,3,16,1,17,19,3,20,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,14,110,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002681349504526,0.08326716234317935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4553812406037098,0.0,0.15389698041270033,0.3342207164375877,0.06100240685771409,0.0,0.0851531259171381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115642015632332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620238203290125,0.1049226325912414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453757355006781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023977065356944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119789851367723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228301357455757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849253326563708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573059951716672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444821733905868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999290655138064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068316941693195,0.04888967916286822,0.10029752051617444,0.0,0.08855976446407186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15975157656555405,0.0,0.22069129360969444,0.14840288858008666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804841984208433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781075957710049,0.0,0.0,0.4696474443714555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584044079028582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232430570296133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272153451134287,0.08277983869564304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202139088182514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524100471711492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845670733050893,0.0,0.0,0.06794170040239328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902452087981967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285294442939283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BasedGow,2018/01/13,"Family issues I don't know if this the the best place to post this or if anyone cares but I need a place to vent. My family just had the biggest fight yet and everything seems to be coming down. We were just eating and out of nowhere my mom got really pissed off at a comment my sister said and that of broken the last straw. A little background, we are 5 people living in a house (parents, sister and her husband and me) since I can recall my sister and mom always had issues since they think they are right all the time and want thing to be their way. The get along and love each other but at some moments one of the loses their shit and goes ape shit. My sister and I lived away from them for a long time (I was 5 and my sister 16 when we started living away) during this time my sister and I lived with an aunt (she is basically a second mother for us) but talked on the phone with them often. They worked their ass off to give us the life they never had since there were basically poor growing up. They sacrificed so many things to make sure we had everything, now this came with dad having some kind of thing about us. He always causes us for being good for nothing and pretty much that we were a waste of time and money (that's the way I take it at least ) I don't really have bad thoughts towards him but he is done some things that don't sit well with me. He accused accused my mom of cheating, he was on some kind of drugs for a while and there was some suspicious activities he is done that would imply that he sleep with some man(he was doing this shit when I was living with him and my mom). I moved back with my dad when I was a freshman in high school and my mom was working out of town. Then my mom moved back with us when she could and all that stuff happened (drugs, etc). I'VE SEEN MY MOTHER CRY BECAUSE OF HIM AND THAT IS ALWAYS IN MY HEAD. As for my sister we is not really emotionally that stable and could be considered a control freak. She has broken down a couple times and even attempted to jump of a balcony. At some point my sister and fiance at the time moved with us because that's the only place they could go. We lived in an apartment at the moment after a couple month my now brother in law found a job and they my sister and him moved to a house. Now some time forward (I'm in college at this point, my timeline my be a bit messed up) something happened to the complex we lived in. One of the apartments caught fire and that spread to the other apartments but somehow the fire didn't reach ours (my parents and mine) most people lost all of their stuff either by the fire or water damage, only 3 of the 12 apartment we saved. The complex didn't let us get anything from them because of ""SAFETY"" but guess what happened the next 2-3 days.... Well some people broke into the apartments that we saved and stole everything, there we're things on the parking lot, and the apartment looked like a fucking tornado was inside and not only did they do it once but twice and they even had time to open some drinks we had there. Anyways after all this shit we did have a place to go BUT WAIT my sister and husband have a house and they offered to help us. My mom was on crutches because she had a knee operation and it was really rough. Here we stayed for a while and fights happened often but the ended fairly fast. My sister is a borderline control freak and wants stuff the way they like it. She wants her place to be like in the magazines at all the times and my parents are not like this. If our luck wasn't shitty enough my dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer so we had to deal with that while the tension was building up every since day and night. The treatment worked but he still has therapies and check up. We moved to this current house and fight keep happening but they didn't seem to be that severe. We support each other me and my parents pay rent, my parents buy the groceries and sister/her husband pay for appliances and whatever. I would say we are a good family but when things like this happen idk anymore. Recently my dad got fired and my mom is working 2 jobs and stress is running super high then this happens and it doesn't seem to be any better, all the years of fighting kind of reached the limit. We all need each other since it a good relief money wise and emotionally (not at this point it seems). My parents are tired of this and are planning on moving by the end of the month and they looked like they are ready to end the family relationship or at least keep it faaaar away. So this happened not too long ago I was just sitting in the middle of this bullshit going on while a bunch of yelling was happening I don't know what to do anymore, I was having a mini panic attack, I couldn't breathe so I decided to write it all down as a way of letting everything out. As you can tell we are not a healthy family from what is seems and I'm not sane at this point. It took my a while to get over the anxiety I had when I was a kid and depression and the lack of motivation have always been there. Sorry for this mess of wall text my head is not in a healthy place and I guess I just need someone to tell me everything is going to be OK. If you made it this far I appreciate you for taking the time on reading my story it may be convoluted and it's not even all of the things that have happened but I needed it to let it out",4.733844302619332,5.128194033944958,5.131420023932988,86.40919890971945,69.21100917431194,7.823427735673448,26.164073926339587,7.532745179798804,1.1807157292913175,4227,113,886,41,69,1345,372,1090,0.151,0.757,0.092,-0.9975,10,0,4,0,6,0,76.0,29,3,21,15,38,52,12,3,74,1,95,23,12,6,11,200,157,93,0,18,34,36,5,6,0,3,6,3,1,1,65,95,3,6,14,2,8,18,20,25,2,4,48,11,126,27,129,89,34,152,0,5,3,4,126,74,7,31,60,653,191,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02957776471924092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110558143388128,0.0,0.0,0.02269065239647756,0.0,0.02552560539110697,0.0,0.0661820449341542,0.023330928952823148,0.0,0.027458135255647186,0.0,0.0,0.03795969284793815,0.0940479698955439,0.0513142095967461,0.027859987650280263,0.081360668234252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03501652797086656,0.02951033258228315,0.036428038851217065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038162871797298936,0.03401980262084909,0.034277022102760395,0.0,0.02874265035943508,0.0,0.0,0.07484768461691207,0.07992232073093486,0.07383973311007727,0.03665199902349525,0.04303781097111506,0.034399833319142606,0.028738882590987263,0.03386672530654212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829189562763978,0.0,0.03268688242059035,0.07739007666220778,0.034142693126973774,0.0,0.07506659645906327,0.0886595720238657,0.034476951844448274,0.037212940204497814,0.06611561547153227,0.0,0.028113072419874367,0.0,0.14994019807754164,0.0,0.15727683097487052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036585109722340116,0.0,0.030847183401838906,0.0522985215769633,0.03200859375279595,0.07585276698620379,0.08395977784544345,0.053373154206722034,0.0,0.07351485681047773,0.0,0.2950626053586421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848818038903533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022365145690307963,0.0705079739688743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400380062583086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965279893302755,0.06622304657613948,0.05931611001308541,0.0,0.1042395495460766,0.03667517741931645,0.02719849633526655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235982084496753,0.023568045069475827,0.09780836129286616,0.033442423470552964,0.20624523528869654,0.05905735516527168,0.056039624664407775,0.037329052823223775,0.03642393893142421,0.02836736541715797,0.030114951476984,0.031572590094592214,0.02227268074659632,0.03382882360517305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126315032087262,0.05326632050422592,0.212782556733605,0.024528528253329164,0.0989646048797028,0.025734628653667026,0.0,0.03548610201941732,0.031312597665322794,0.0,0.03201646331381078,0.0,0.0,0.03553468488705788,0.0452205822430384,0.07613114740316147,0.0,0.03914889579448858,0.22230012114080064,0.0,0.0,0.06939727106262909,0.0,0.2091680016094628,0.0,0.12617011260177022,0.0,0.031956289547519966,0.03394615714805134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03337595338096756,0.0,0.08550282322564222,0.0,0.032945811854106284,0.03582358895735702,0.0,0.028495170626377537,0.031739585499120405,0.02653471706994036,0.0,0.033769108278362506,0.0,0.15187997134721262,0.0,0.03769512639651944,0.13700267121237014,0.13800732093059678,0.0,0.03339102101083995,0.0,0.02827168627081412,0.025687488115123464,0.0,0.037351539423411725,0.023617280416646583,0.03556470117898218,0.02664686846247453,0.0,0.0382216984978877,0.0,0.11459143441339592,0.0,0.03786438973217149,0.031447930816678106,0.0,0.05017554829172171,0.02681906944790269,0.05832832424640382,0.0,0.038157985341565816,0.0,0.15517251078696678,0.021380177484926245,0.0,0.026489610389543262,0.19456521607682328,0.03835037045544301,0.0,0.0,0.03707188008959873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32109040793194266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590420285242575,0.10594044409550132,0.0,0.0,0.060001743436792175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716607174916214,0.0,0.0,0.047405810672288905,0.0,0.0,0.02148720496090561 anxiety,ThrowawayShits2Real,2018/01/13,"Does anybody else forget how they felt after a panic attack? So lately I've been getting more and more panic attacks, mainly because I'm home for the holidays and don't want to go back to uni and leave my family. But after these attacks I feel like I was just being childish and that everythings actually fine, then later on I'll have another attack. Its almost like after I have a panic attack I lose all my feelings until they slowly start coming back to me. I keep my anxiety on the low for the most part but lately its been really getting me down.",4.3953440366972485,5.7628308623853215,6.070538990825689,75.80745986238534,70.65137614678899,8.018807339449541,25.551605504587158,8.472884824447931,1.9426412844036696,440,13,75,7,8,151,72,109,0.238,0.7020000000000001,0.06,-0.92,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,5,13,5,3,5,0,7,0,0,1,1,18,18,10,0,1,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,1,10,0,0,4,3,12,3,12,13,6,17,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,2,13,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.1153755467184358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839039149037595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239745943276101,0.09044572171624513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6725191749918107,0.0,0.1818233358294152,0.0,0.07207198658965651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184478354047218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346397878459138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876609815307114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625761247664488,0.0,0.1114568392702804,0.0,0.1195614068407345,0.0844636246445782,0.11351946058462722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354072068013297,0.0,0.06719290442991381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859445487853545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508836709907793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26673746060270204,0.12518863087920473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552253369993948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226926734347255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161527313777498,0.0,0.12803170351063725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075741245280259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368389072577083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973519073163129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jakelaser1080,2018/01/13,"Alcohol induced anxiety I've never had anxiety in my life before. This is something new and it's worrisome. I went on a cruise a few weeks ago and got pretty hammered for the first time in my life. I'm pretty sure I was something close to having alcohol poisoning. I threw up for about six hours and had the shakes. I figured it was a one time bad night of drinking so I shook it off. Now New year's Eve comes around and I get pretty buzzed but not drunk. I didn't have the spins or dizziness but 4 hours after finishing drinking I started to get nauseous and the shakes. I couldn't get to sleep because I was hyperventilating a little and struggled to shake the bad feeling. Despite hydrating and eating breakfast the next day was pretty rough feeling on my stomach. Once again, I figured I drank too much and didn't Pace myself. Recently, I had some bourbon with dinner and about an hour after dinner I feel myself starting to freak out depite the fact I know I can handle one shot of bourbon. I feel pretty helpless and that I can't drink anymore without being sick. I think the horrific experience from the cruise is messing with my mind and making me feel like I'm going to be sick even though I shouldn't be. Anyone have any suggestions or relationship to the symptoms I've been having? Any help is greatly appreciated.",4.458112840466924,6.193967058365763,5.216052529182878,80.55333949416345,71.02334630350194,7.474630350194553,29.19241245136187,8.07648339933343,2.079551128404669,1062,42,192,15,20,344,147,257,0.126,0.721,0.153,0.8092,0,0,7,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,14,1,5,15,0,24,19,2,2,3,41,45,17,0,2,6,0,6,1,0,1,8,0,0,0,5,17,11,0,10,6,0,10,8,11,0,4,14,6,27,3,27,26,3,44,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,3,25,128,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599919967988152,0.2073620895372009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194898024474766,0.0,0.14843458630608825,0.0,0.09621421617795073,0.06783613423044567,0.0,0.0,0.08636517944835556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200931096438687,0.059140307085261065,0.0,0.0825538249294933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357105247990877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256756273881316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28511746119603004,0.0,0.09927201435629283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640784281803845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490067142515517,0.0,0.0,0.2452720762494445,0.06930854740351325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252211439871557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206122040500453,0.0,0.055136665297720634,0.0,0.07759289097297946,0.10696094179903867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502805902838348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866248836448911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05331768536462656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705112832112054,0.04739732066205005,0.0972359365598825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475921142501899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795892449399053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131822905263165,0.0,0.0748250413539401,0.1873981193987991,0.1031780596808682,0.0910433349063775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331931740520613,0.13148166938489902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935028685654558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579200724434626,0.10415932404755472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708648069535533,0.0,0.0,0.14937595458320904,0.0,0.0,0.1373374380198309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014226231522269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143682450294402,0.10083720376939216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062164202405781674,0.09531813672980348,0.0,0.11314210540910302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782071745611865,0.0,0.0,0.08993519015366623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935203635630638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247539148194588 anxiety,greenfladingo,2018/01/13,"Anxiety medication Hi everyone. I’m new to reddit, I think that this post is supposed to go here. I’ve struggled with anxiety my entire life but have never cared about myself or my relationships enough to get help. Now I’m starting to realize that I really do need help. I made a doctors apt (with a GP)to try to get on some sort of anti anxiety medication but I’m worried that the doctor won’t take me seriously and won’t prescribe me anything. I don’t have insurance so I’m paying for this visit out of pocket, and I feel like it would be a waste if they don’t prescribe me anything. Has anyone had experiences with doctors not taking your anxiety seriously? 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I've had Anxiety ever since I was taken from my parents, I was taken for a good solid reason so I'm not complaining about that, but as a kid I felt like I was taken from a home I should never of been removed from. I was put into a heavy religious family where everything I say was shut down immediately, I had to basically stress every time I talk because I didn't know whether or not I was going to look a villain for saying one word. In my teens I learned to not speak, I basically just stuck with myself not talk to people besides the friends I had at the time, I can't handle crowds, during this time I got the taste for video games. Video games became my best friend so did animals they were the greatest of friends I've ever had cause people suck, all people do is judge critisize and hurt each other including these so called Christians and Catholics they're no better then Satan worshippers. Anyway I had yearned for an adventure that didn't involve the tv so I started looking for it, yep you guessed it I fell into the wrong crowd who did drugs and such and I started smoking cannabis, All this started with a cigarette then escalated I quit school years ago I get stomach sickness, vomity feelings, headaches, suicide thoughts, back pains, neck pains sickness and more sickness well thankyou anxiety you have officially killed my life, my whole goal as a little kid was to reunite with my parents and what do ya know, they all schitzophrenic and bipolar to the max. I did a few online test and the internet thinks I got severe anxiety, I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case cause my anxiety has been growing for over a decade , I don't even have a life goal or dream I can't seem to find an interest cause all my energy was spent as a little kid trying to get back home confused with religion and cursed for trying to live. Anyway maybe I might be able to find a real doctor who can help one day in another decade or so. [The purpose of this post was not to rave about myself but in fact to make any Anxiety casualties feel better. I think I might go get sick now laters.]",5.989322033898302,6.326236387409202,6.3099428571428575,79.24734527845037,66.4818401937046,9.31986440677966,32.01636803874092,9.174902378510234,2.6752311670702174,1680,64,320,28,25,541,216,413,0.16,0.6970000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.8076,2,0,2,0,0,1,30.0,0,3,2,6,19,24,4,2,25,1,40,14,2,5,8,63,70,26,3,4,13,2,3,1,3,4,11,3,2,3,13,16,1,0,13,6,1,6,13,12,1,2,32,9,45,12,42,32,10,37,2,2,2,0,28,12,1,9,19,219,58,6,0.08391617150816827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438662282993268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05706587423369033,0.08799342261209576,0.3851738490905205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905271210728686,0.0,0.05115451926963525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806484478146485,0.14843406864726097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568779350027816,0.0,0.0,0.2586150717365711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054118988411110014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589175737125875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731611732826996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542583984888263,0.15181396284124865,0.07070299377043145,0.0,0.07541844400556673,0.0,0.07910869814989198,0.0,0.08486107542672916,0.0,0.0805726844608487,0.0,0.1533957209776742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945002778324412,0.0,0.1315282083022975,0.0,0.09538298823404663,0.0703849032852611,0.13423085648647892,0.0,0.09244312370907687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056247240884947085,0.0,0.16834952425819746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983399719503507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928408105586066,0.0,0.09223626652682268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854494726448996,0.04099720262934136,0.16821209884089947,0.07409951685724435,0.0,0.1409368984780158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05601469610145319,0.0,0.08430507338001972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804359361509126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472132473497601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137275391630466,0.0,0.17858544602939316,0.0,0.18635795530092905,0.0,0.0,0.17453072187717625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036849573250966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435893016780388,0.0,0.08925517784466082,0.0,0.09551497476426524,0.0,0.08627980052902551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346701546358686,0.0,0.08492764563684638,0.0,0.0763941308700493,0.0,0.09480138801565577,0.0,0.06941632423734584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781888943229377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612569093945868,0.0,0.0,0.09179067148416144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489727994036918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754018863187738,0.0,0.06662006665016812,0.14679658332716405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394714410375804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754507161128976,0.0,0.0,0.0936894086696175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917491601628839,0.0,0.05403926315150447 anxiety,BelkoCAN,2018/01/13,"Looking for an anxiety oriented podcast. Hello everyone, I was wondering if anyone has come across a podcast where the main focus is anxiety. I have been looking for one but all I find is a bunch of miscellaneous podcasts where they dabble in it for a session and then move on. I have been trying to look for on since I came across the [iProcrastinate](http://iprocrastinate.libsyn.com) podcast which is hosted by Timothy Pychyl, who is a Associate Professor in the Department of Psychology at Carleton University with his main academic focus being procrastination, but again all I have found is random one offs. I bring him up for a frame of reference, but maybe its a one-in-a-million type of deal that someone with such credentials would host a podcast. Can anyone help me out here?",10.134099378881988,9.796835681159424,9.627556935817804,61.15108695652175,58.1304347826087,12.813250517598345,40.00414078674949,12.031772070788634,5.090648861283644,636,28,99,17,7,205,90,138,0.022,0.95,0.029,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,11,0,15,0,0,0,2,18,23,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,5,3,11,0,23,16,5,19,0,0,3,0,7,12,0,3,2,83,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946037484116152,0.0,0.0,0.2692738925526695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022837283132915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586663480514646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851282046546376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399183907790664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17598918448265927,0.0,0.0,0.2111235031472884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290636530100113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850859528918278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934445239715627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046524716712072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914349776439454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928113528137314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314881903253142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073027615853178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881460215638106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678352879941236,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hylia_91,2018/01/13,"Fear of death Hi everyone, I’ve just discovered this community and hope that someone here is experiencing the same problem as me and might offer their thoughts about it. I’m constantly afraid that I’m going to die young, more specifically, that I’m going to be killed. I’m afraid that I might become victim of a violent crime, and get incredibly anxious when I have to leave my home alone (I don’t live by myself) even for a short while. I also fear that I might die in a car accident, which is why I still haven’t learn to drive, or of illness, even though being killed is at the top of my fears. What scares me the most is dying before my family and thinking that they may lose me...but I’m also scared that they might die and leave me. So, basically, I’m obsessed about death, mine or my loved ones’. I try not to think about it, and in my happier, more relaxed times I think in a more rational and way and push these thoughts aside because obviously thinking about possibilities I have no control over anyway it’s pointless, but eventually this fear creeps back. It makes me so mad because it prevents me from fulfilling some of my dreams, like travelling more frequently and even alone, going live in some other country for a while...I feel so helpless and despise myself because if only I was stronger I could enjoy my life so much more. Any advice? Thanks.",7.2863932645301475,6.74724660456274,7.2603829440521475,76.46864068441066,63.94296577946768,10.404019554589896,33.2343834872352,9.784248007369934,2.9392794133623035,1079,38,209,19,14,346,146,263,0.24,0.6579999999999999,0.103,-0.9843,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,3,21,24,6,9,8,0,17,3,0,2,1,40,38,24,8,4,6,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,18,10,0,2,8,3,0,7,4,18,0,1,3,2,29,6,25,27,10,24,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,12,9,141,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804991923954643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664396629953856,0.0,0.1441144546936456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061274737628367215,0.0,0.0,0.10179341428602684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928546334207138,0.0,0.16478218140930365,0.0995142957474764,0.07667302852041889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737188838616348,0.1010608279756651,0.07194180152349841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740605697289207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854123012280845,0.0,0.0,0.08609953705318722,0.0,0.0,0.08494331837283169,0.4055743428752961,0.04555997959778954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707633393090389,0.0,0.15362686518172236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038302722339987,0.08949495788640384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937647094960426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908171413984588,0.0,0.0,0.06364408359937007,0.044020929642164655,0.0,0.15912937512261438,0.0,0.0,0.10080485469045287,0.0,0.0,0.08132360930837149,0.0,0.06014603040853669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823502095315523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623781048120306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105772685439233,0.06852918992021341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158025976756516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621866472394217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042237752037124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634598284289837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195826039401178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295691349087139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309435168184324,0.08852806302117718,0.143067188914225,0.05254116258272348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117562774791833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152144419162079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130607636717926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,janetsnakeholelounge,2018/01/13,"SSRIs and appetite I started taking prozac about a month ago, after switching from celexa that left me in a zombie-like state. It has helped with my anxiety, but I barely have an appetite and don't think about food at all. I know I need to eat when I get dizzy or my stomach starts growling, but otherwise I could skip every meal and be fine. I've lost weight as a result, and as my doctor doesn't want me to lose any more. Does anyone have suggestions as how to make food seem appetizing and try to eat more than a few bites a day? ",3.4447018348623857,4.57607194495413,4.121915137614678,89.77810206422018,72.6697247706422,6.917889908256881,22.799311926605505,7.1686216300943375,0.6031000000000009,418,10,90,4,8,133,78,109,0.113,0.865,0.022,-0.8091,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,0,7,9,1,3,1,19,18,13,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,11,1,15,15,4,11,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658191105784614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779370838985887,0.0,0.14376015792001287,0.0,0.0,0.1313997446598073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15004078288666262,0.0,0.0,0.1211944321582033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234658790375514,0.16445220013578785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845831572291205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833276699113885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454473138746908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818172257084312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596045527926789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327726251269087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041782889897933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21023714997728507,0.20513955036987144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254396929033564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999790465642415,0.0,0.0,0.13934211361500606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107753826962555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26602495104944496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129429323259488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204131163393186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758700625369535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084152839880426,0.0,0.0,0.2288389143714964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jeanne2001,2018/01/13,Being forced to tell someone something I don’t want to because my anxiety Does anyone else do this? I am quite literally forced to tell someone something that I don’t necessarily want to tell them. I have so much anxiety I feel guilty and end up not being able to not tell them... help?...,3.2623214285714326,5.3918705892857135,4.5815714285714275,82.16342857142858,75.25,7.337142857142857,27.271428571428572,8.238735603445708,1.894961428571429,227,9,44,4,5,75,34,56,0.22,0.735,0.045,-0.8738,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,10,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,6,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,28,10,0,0.18655568845442705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854291820845253,0.0,0.0,0.13044407500314506,0.19114834895285912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372261613452116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632561401430686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584333940058356,0.0,0.16523296730866555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432816145381184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504434554586305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713989638663168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984249382648759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161360588626896,0.28723936651704585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6522315779359478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007075708328186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blessthispsycho,2018/01/13,"To help or not to help? Boarding school troubles I heard the girl in the room next door to me, who has anxiety and panic attacks, have a breakdown today. We are reasonably close, but I don't know whether to go see if she's ok or just give her some privacy. What would you prefer? Or what do you think she might prefer?",1.1833186813186811,3.4467665846153857,2.3729670329670327,94.58846153846157,83.15384615384616,5.560439560439562,21.59340659340659,6.868970318607317,0.4503406593406592,248,8,54,3,7,79,52,65,0.118,0.785,0.096,0.1506,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,1,7,0,0,1,0,19,13,7,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,10,1,6,0,0,1,0,12,3,0,6,2,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20909905435540585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109558326436743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26220599207757833,0.155341485579241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664187973377949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021670983301275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899631982819624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906928263337001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32069747080466343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28103192482861034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766276646230285,0.21781107235366112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751407978596406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590877952584584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416797428789875,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sighsighsigh214,2018/01/14,"Dealing with Uni? Hey everyone, As the title says I need some advice or tips on how to power through the anxiety and really hit the books. Every time I open a book or sit down to study or even think about the deadlines I have, I get really anxious and can’t force myself to be productive at all. I cant go on like this or my grades will really suffer. I also can’t stay home or I get lost in really bad thoughts and I’m pretty sure I have depression. If I’m idle at home, it gets really really bad. I’ve been losing sleep and it’s really taking a toll on me, I’m worried about failing. Any input would be appreciated. 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""Sympathy""? I don't know if it's sympathy what I feel, but I am feeling dizzy as I type this: On October I was being given a road safety lecture by this wheelchair bound man, and I felt uncomfortable, my face was white, almost faint (the closest I've ever felt to fainting). I didn't know what it was at the time. Right now I was watching some BBC videos ""BBC Stories"" on YouTube about people with rare diseases and how they cope with them. Happy stuff, made me smile a lot. But even though I was happy I started feeling something weird in my back, my neck, just like the last time. So ive stopped watching those videos because I'm very dizzy. What is this type of anxiety called? Surely I can't be the only one. I would like to read on how to stop and prevent it.",3.723416666666669,5.058565175000002,4.359999999999999,87.55166666666668,72.25,6.583333333333335,28.333333333333336,6.816661863887847,1.3293958333333338,628,24,126,5,12,200,105,160,0.127,0.677,0.196,0.9436,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,10,7,0,0,6,0,15,5,2,3,2,29,26,11,0,2,4,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,5,0,4,7,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,10,8,19,5,16,12,2,18,0,1,3,0,4,8,0,4,12,84,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188751868377192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313154765826761,0.19392110046987213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199197012987718,0.0,0.1046391922989223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527877555616567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113376397571175,0.15527162290073976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26038152201564546,0.0,0.32963111544061435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365459520985549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886740129285876,0.13992159848408625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772376051614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593479966774173,0.0,0.16242395240762034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163177565743362,0.1305512347419205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900384709780099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170128416033098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659228855786866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214827591217346,0.0,0.0,0.12149817353907445,0.0,0.0,0.2870222513677187,0.0,0.0,0.1965037144953814,0.0,0.0,0.16178264763780492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865000082711096,0.0,0.20018662581409905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416332134864049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193866758177925,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-dorian-gray-,2018/01/14,"DAE do the thing where the start of the semester, EVERY semester, sets you off? [DAE] I’m a junior in college and I spend the week before the start of every semester and several weeks thereafter panicking. As in can’t stop crying, calling Home desperately, trying to drop out, wasting hours and burning energy panicking, and not sleeping at night. I go back tomorrow. I spent three weeks panicking last semester. Nothing like I’ve ever done before. It was the closest I’ve ever been to true insanity. I’m scared. How do I stop this?",3.1469696969696948,5.975327737373736,4.84525252525253,76.35454545454549,79.7070707070707,8.44848484848485,28.191919191919194,9.095868883498916,3.152325252525252,422,19,70,12,11,142,66,99,0.29,0.6659999999999999,0.044,-0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,7,0,6,1,1,1,3,12,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,5,2,10,8,0,24,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,15,42,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452311111176418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977332859565291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864000496753546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217058884284466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903107805313515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31649837121799457,0.2948000559339528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942616559436293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548567083635427,0.0,0.17228712805935126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260480180187687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547005567761322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417550179696389,0.0,0.16786594924157613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515203310680466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763982399653016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750729111829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476561609435919,0.0,0.0,0.29252632697501096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622672535751592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877723510680513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4209947499736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,In_Rainbowss,2018/01/14,"Dealing with emotions Hello all. I have literally just made this account so I could ask for some advice. Basically, I’ve been suffering with OCD, anxiety and depression for 7 years now, I just turned 26 and have until now never had a girlfriend. The reason for this is that until about half a year ago, my aforementioned mental health conditions were so bad that they made it pretty much impossible to seek one out. Now, for the past few years I’ve been somewhat emotionally flat. Depression and anxiety made me numb/low constantly. Now I have a girlfriend who I really like, I’m beginning to feel happiness and fulfilment in my life, and things are in general beginning to feel more positive. However, I have also been experiencing some pretty intense mood swings. For example, today I had a great day, my girlfriend stayed over last night, had an awesome night talking and watching movies, we then went for a walk today and got something to eat afterwards, then I dropped her off at her house. All good. But now I’ve been home a few hours, I’ve all of a sudden been hit with an absolute tidal wave of sadness, anxiety and dread. I feel like I want to cry and I have no idea why. I feel as though maybe I’m vulnerable to emotions as I have been so numb for so long, and now experiencing them again they’re fucking me around. I think part of my issue may be that I fear something will go wrong with this relationship, even though there’s nothing to suggest that, and I really don’t want to fuck things up by overthinking the shit out of everything. Has anyone else experienced this? And does anyone have any advice on how to deal with the mood swings? And how to not overthink the shit out of everything? Cheers",4.6002136752136735,6.542059524691362,5.1854320987654345,80.08098290598294,71.03703703703705,9.05868945868946,28.2022792022792,9.565088089820216,2.6473655270655283,1362,51,255,33,26,437,178,324,0.132,0.738,0.13,0.3127,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,2,0,22,21,4,2,14,0,25,8,2,6,4,51,47,29,0,3,4,0,4,2,3,2,3,0,1,0,12,23,1,0,7,0,1,3,4,13,0,2,15,8,27,6,44,27,11,46,0,4,1,2,16,11,4,4,32,174,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772242983995112,0.08060892179723239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272116568765344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183932565282727,0.0,0.20869645306160528,0.0,0.0,0.1271685703951446,0.09317426747493612,0.0,0.08095196260047366,0.08501250968657834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592742680491975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826907708463352,0.0,0.07260467632591039,0.0,0.09988848552423643,0.058645938457916685,0.18750121925587893,0.15664539638519304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957835551259364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304981990166314,0.07596502438573655,0.3068709279246202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060062105523181336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345410568813645,0.0,0.0,0.10232783050663703,0.18391908470805465,0.06496441011458108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813699196722348,0.0,0.0,0.051680796538666834,0.07627246605345739,0.07272950566684502,0.10025681895797978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680263610468616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666028942523487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121582025948388,0.0,0.08955324745995624,0.10492747202976234,0.0,0.10265522258216964,0.0,0.0949131395737004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741246502196154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423050287783147,0.08885308069999014,0.0,0.0,0.08047514356235197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581363875900465,0.0,0.0,0.09135703179773057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164169553792348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684812846886963,0.0,0.07013513997137172,0.0,0.0,0.17067379908058075,0.0,0.08725515981294099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162031533240131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847439213665568,0.08680831884864454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502839229658044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651134655139796,0.09349694110224364,0.0,0.09763080165693806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866881712428016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001333368456553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692524919618363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309058991852088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082714262688707,0.05826786003785615,0.17868752867727195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239263011391606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989118189266149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072723447323435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429821134268134,0.08205523399411445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942380222638146,0.0,0.1756786329977132 anxiety,lostboylastchance,2018/01/14,"Am I being selfish? For context: 15-yo brother has been diagnosed with ADHD for a while now (I think since he was 10). I am 18 and have been diagnosed with general anxiety and major depressive disorder for about two years now (although I have shown signs of anxiety since I was 12). For a very long time I have struggled with feeling like my parents pay more attention to my brother, and then being angry with myself for thinking that way. My brothers adhd is pretty bad—a lot of his behavior is affected by it, or at least that’s how my parents explain it to me. When he is angry he throws things and screams (and sometimes hurts people—a few years ago when we were home alone he slapped me so hard it knocked me down and then kicked me really hard in the ribs). He is very stubborn and gets angry pretty easily when things don’t go his way (not sure if that’s adhd or just plain anger issues). I want to be clear—I love my brother, and want him to succeed. But I also feel like it’s taking a toll on me, especially when my parents are involved. My anxiety is pretty annoying. I have panic attacks often and don’t really have many friends or go out because I am shy and don’t like to be around a lot of people. Because of that, I have been depressed for quite a while. I sleep for most of the day and don’t really do much when I’m not sleeping. I struggle with school and can’t keep a steady job because I can barely manage to get out of bed some days. I struggle with self harm and recently have become a little too dependent on alcohol to help ease my anxiety. I’m medicated and go to therapy, but for right now it seems like I’m kind of just stuck in a loop of pretending to be okay, and then feeling terrible. The worst part of it is that I’m really good at hiding it from my parents. I can smile and laugh and pretend like I am a productive member of society. In fact it was my pediatrician doctor that I rarely see who told me “hey you seem really depressed”. My parents seemed confused when he told them I needed to see a psychologist. They know I’m medicated and go to therapy, but other than that my illnesses are not spoken about. I think they think I’m magically cured or something. However with my brother (I’ll call him B since I don’t want to say his full name) and his ADHD, they’re so involved with it. They go to seminars and parenting groups. They have dozens of ADHD parenting books and are constantly on ADHD mommy blogs. They constantly lecture me about being sensitive around B and making sure that I be a good role model. A lot of times they talk about their struggles with B with me like I’m their personal therapist. They talk about how B needs more help at school or how they need to find more ways to make his life easier or how they need to make sure he’s doing okay mentally. And I know this is stupid but I can’t help thinking “what about me?” They know I’m depressed. They know I have really shitty anxiety. But whenever I go to them to talk about how I’m feeling I don’t get much of a response. My dad avoids the conversation completely—he always changes the topic or gets my mom to talk to me instead. My mom listens but her only solution is “make sure you tell your therapist”. Maybe they’re trying to get me to be more independent since I’m going to college soon. Or maybe they think that this is something I can deal with by myself. But I just feel alone and heartbroken. I feel isolated with no one to come to if I’m feeling down. It’s not like Bee doesn’t deserve the level of care because he 100% does—in fact I’m glad that my parents care the way they do about his ADHD because I know there are parents out there who aren’t so kind. But I feel invalidated. Like maybe my problems don’t matter as much. And lord knows I’ll never tell them because of the damn anxiety. Am I being selfish? I feel like an asshole.",4.72384318766067,5.235164875321338,5.797166066838049,81.21383650385606,69.26992287917739,9.206005141388175,29.6988174807198,9.281916038205594,2.4180844421593832,3035,110,615,58,50,1010,296,778,0.14800000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.14,-0.7944,12,3,3,0,1,0,66.0,1,3,18,2,37,51,6,7,22,2,61,12,3,12,7,137,133,65,0,10,25,17,11,9,1,0,8,3,2,2,28,44,1,3,27,4,1,9,17,25,0,3,10,16,96,26,89,114,18,60,2,5,2,1,85,20,1,21,36,398,124,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524546614588975,0.0,0.037138140091116205,0.04477391859159774,0.0,0.08678292374136694,0.0,0.033504093327174016,0.03486070051267951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230124749260846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459237167989044,0.0,0.04766257369967506,0.0,0.0,0.0349812818552784,0.15323591506011675,0.04627067089417308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278034353552393,0.0,0.08543121548217121,0.0,0.04432025042938333,0.036089562067017036,0.0,0.09054905263648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054038710099701855,0.04319277812384168,0.1443393248756111,0.0850468046385887,0.0,0.0,0.048016269800252184,0.042882174194395495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065418947822046,0.11972160450630785,0.0,0.0,0.03829204471394735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236862709583667,0.0,0.109444253102514,0.0,0.16667262548071524,0.07028049665553174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506089860179821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424570839167163,0.0,0.042024950040196365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044850370212420256,0.0,0.0,0.04372837888642712,0.04157516303801844,0.037238953386714235,0.0,0.0872561540924177,0.13814916946503508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02959227540594207,0.18421374932775147,0.041990644648947716,0.0,0.03707650578665759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685505151032948,0.037812637209256365,0.0,0.11186321152033683,0.04247581256028121,0.12627002704789295,0.0,0.0,0.08441131540883777,0.04222115928601432,0.0,0.0,0.09813581818362553,0.0,0.0,0.09239480337489332,0.12426095734318528,0.032312659634857875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028389709876407838,0.031863679179208675,0.0,0.04915574892927678,0.4186834157127122,0.04536911906299923,0.0,0.029045304799391068,0.03658183718496776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786941322505704,0.0,0.04008866696398991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456138983794091,0.0,0.0,0.16103731251913242,0.0,0.04136709408799292,0.0,0.0,0.03577882401486044,0.0,0.03331725873052616,0.0,0.0848016667857303,0.06677113080916393,0.11442121552731567,0.043706505067166494,0.0,0.0,0.13862670873126548,0.0,0.08385220640282409,0.0,0.0,0.06450693899716847,0.04143606348438239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519454139371718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157945358120422,0.0,0.031500462582189866,0.13469717779202706,0.07323763298900801,0.0,0.09582310351451052,0.09728861386850236,0.05566747761462648,0.16107100062735855,0.0,0.0,0.04885961004902335,0.0,0.0,0.08006655351785907,0.0,0.0284445296729154,0.0,0.04092615434749814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913692213746714,0.07413376728807207,0.13301989151243632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053959103101900635 anxiety,lolash5,2018/01/14,Fetzima? Has anyone had success with Fetzima for anxiety? My pdoc put me on it over a month ago for severe anxiety and it still hasn't helped. Is it a med that is used for anxiety?,1.1439189189189207,3.4075708918918965,4.6012837837837814,78.54895270270273,83.32432432432431,9.105405405405406,25.466216216216218,9.516144504307137,2.826735135135136,141,6,29,5,4,52,27,37,0.201,0.708,0.09,-0.3695,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503984916482956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6482815536278451,0.0,0.0,0.1975142298275201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893381328679126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31376785966315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547015361908584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283967036914359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31911819171515005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22558620414657896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24396911545218536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LeCheeez,2018/01/14,How do you guys do relationships? I'm amazed how many people on this sub are in relationships. How do you do it? Any time I come reasonably close to one I start to panic and have to break away from it. ,1.4264285714285734,3.3608028333333344,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,80.19047619047619,7.057142857142857,17.642857142857142,8.07648339933343,0.3084571428571432,157,3,37,3,4,52,30,42,0.083,0.8440000000000001,0.073,-0.1179,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,4,0,7,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918541330601005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613778829036184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23964450614932506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27546155423834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820509460712676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851539374239645,0.0,0.0,0.3264075400716108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928687223103789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28603574276633376,0.0,0.5973649734332271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691126013991686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16222054868806274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,radiobrainwaves,2018/01/14,"I Tracked The amount of time I spent in an anxious state During one week I thought I had had a productive week. I had lapses where anxiety paralyzed me. During these episodes, I can't work, relax or connect with other. I roughly tracked my time spent in an anxious state; this accumulated to 19 hours for a week. I was shocked to realize that I had lost so much time in a week that seemed productive and ""good"" for my standards. Has anyone else tried doing this? Was anyone else as shocked as I am right now at how much time anxiety takes up?",3.387756813417192,5.317413037735848,4.0316352201257875,87.13527253668764,74.28301886792453,7.352620545073376,28.758909853249477,8.167268648758528,1.9215085953878408,426,18,86,7,9,135,65,106,0.16899999999999998,0.831,0.0,-0.9196,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,8,16,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,10,1,13,2,13,6,3,19,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,2,10,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23790939605644354,0.3513344587859088,0.0,0.2174540870453076,0.31864988663348404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259795403437288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042341689312606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531331177808917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16974322803311415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286162170686868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536871942820003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327934975561572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155853192369006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169143121973056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344716438620433,0.36268595663987935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557218370389933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4989209146306606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320359053596635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ihy138,2018/01/14,"What Would you do (med question)? I'm considering weaning off of Zoloft. I've been on for about 6 weeks (3-4 weeks on 25 mg, 2-3 weeks on 50 mg), and I'm just not impressed. I don't think I'm any less anxious than I was prior. Most of my anxiety symptoms are physical, and I'm still having a lot of them. I get dizzy, heart palpitations, short of breath, panicky. Since starting the medication, I've noticed it is harder for me to work out (my heart pounds, short of breath). I've recently discovered that I've become anemic since being on the medication, which may be a coincidence but would certainly explain the dizziness I feel most days. I told my doc around week 3 that I was feeling worse and she just increased the dose. What would you all do? I can't stand not being able to exercise. I guess I'm afraid that I am overestimating how well I functioned before the meds. I went on them for a reason obviously but I was very much on the fence for a long time because I function. Any advice would be appreciated.",3.382518472906405,4.923161103448277,4.820193965517241,83.1020150862069,73.43349753694581,7.833620689655173,26.973214285714285,8.472884824447931,1.791916502463054,796,29,164,14,16,266,120,203,0.064,0.856,0.08,0.7182,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,2,1,7,4,0,1,10,0,21,10,4,2,3,31,35,6,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,6,1,0,2,4,1,1,0,6,2,22,3,22,20,7,25,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,6,11,100,29,1,0.12715809145874718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425741530104185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294372525740484,0.0,0.09727559191893992,0.14365244923664733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319766047920955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751439231451791,0.14043612171231987,0.10820217019541918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200644946445101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285899034293922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643485453051491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007897367180144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013659012419104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253090950920892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810526214184488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824879477418542,0.2561967988699598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347582821970284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477032992393918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244616393013645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307396961698184,0.1255532748490567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21037297454027154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900031516136062,0.0,0.1015486160957584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216594498927842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814777705880691,0.0,0.0,0.07414690570787925,0.0,0.0,0.12150500562912768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491874252611304,0.0,0.0,0.4079942036414744,0.0,0.11433039529428393,0.11787682472466282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257260502752794,0.0,0.1295849586161353,0.3613178393136727,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,elleaeff,2018/01/14,"DAE feel resentful about parties? Hi all. This is partially a venting post, as I am still upset. Last night I went to a party with my SO. I had a panic attack on the way there in the car, and a panic attack with full out uncontrollable crying when we parked there. It was ridiculous. I was angry, frustrated, sad. Why do I have to be the kind of person who needs to work SO HARD just to go to a social situation? I was already heavily (over)medicated and practicing breathing activities. Anyways, we stayed for a little while, I tried to be friendly but talking was mostly frozen within my throat. I was so relieved when my SO said we could go. I'd love to hear your own experiences. I am sure many of you have felt similarly. Sorry if this is scattered.",2.4379680365296816,4.880175719178087,4.208739726027396,82.22415981735159,79.4794520547945,6.90703196347032,24.11689497716895,8.021203637495839,1.5897421004566208,589,21,111,11,15,198,100,146,0.188,0.691,0.12,-0.5978,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,2,0,1,12,15,5,4,9,0,16,3,2,0,2,18,25,12,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,9,5,17,5,18,13,4,19,0,1,0,1,14,6,0,2,6,84,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748233599173165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604573240707658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648761402259812,0.0,0.17401986816354106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496777385952987,0.0,0.0,0.08010326391896579,0.0,0.15211061079704447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239696475821354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007051269314642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419155982995927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855386713042656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497283597734938,0.0,0.12913562350243346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587811382316237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429826482974852,0.0,0.0,0.16061572576508568,0.0,0.0,0.1759718767058391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746840522247518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866894747226372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717497471577435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832856807495286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517251293849089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506962411676844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807372294977275,0.0,0.16149196525486598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734121301271286,0.0,0.16885749141472106,0.1265165519031718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931149515818698,0.0,0.0,0.12733414421955894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755859634181357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574854445775355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685940573917686,0.14295182199273276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533359329813908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ApolloTheHusky9990,2018/01/14,Somebody to talk to I could really use someone to talk to because I have pretty bad anxiety and depression and I have never really talked to anybody about this but I would love to have someone to chat with and maybe get a new friend ,5.383840579710146,6.172463326086959,6.037826086956525,79.08471014492756,67.91304347826087,9.611594202898553,30.55072463768116,9.725611199111238,2.8569942028985515,187,7,35,4,3,61,30,46,0.112,0.659,0.23,0.85,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,9,8,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,9,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,2,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162679635341152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873225082657227,0.1367614070681585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912486506534975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932319439360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333191052846006,0.0,0.11721338338170717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20248423358193499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253892837436895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303220838446248,0.2166781993028723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22824415368652898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874481408872209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801813017025672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5409710249763738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376598389966446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593714877582473,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PeWaRaW,2018/01/14,"I just can't imagine any one actually liking me. There is this girl I really like and I had a moment of courage and I was able to talk to ask her for her number.She actually gave it to me and we text a ton.But no matter how much she shows me that she likes me I just think it isn't true even tho rational thought says otherwise.She literally told me I mean a lot to her and that she really like,but I'm still sitting here and doubting there will be anything in the future between us.",1.6026816239316233,3.1793662980769213,3.7801282051282072,88.5426495726496,78.32692307692307,7.314529914529915,23.09401709401709,8.167268648758528,1.1205504273504272,381,12,87,7,9,131,69,104,0.07,0.804,0.127,0.6869,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,14,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,1,19,5,8,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,14,1,0,2,6,61,24,0,0.21850187466656806,0.0,0.4264526208004389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858876752181469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798084252842931,0.0,0.2042697572283032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144318427477009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269959160243287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576248014053526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380125975314148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16062401902785212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480625251470296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799557919433384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376146075793572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744958793590992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756235301530792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000717856732975,0.0,0.17346608158901214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878790493603314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628308517976466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nugular,2018/01/14,"Haven't taken meds in about a week...think I am experiencing Discontinuation Syndrome. Hey guys, just a quick background I went to my primary care doctor back in June when my anxiety was really bad and she prescribed me lexapro. Ever since June I have been taking 20mg everyday up until I ran out of refills last week or so. So, I haven't took my meds in over a week which I stupidly know it would result in discontinuation syndrome and well aware it would be a possibly if I didn't see my doctor right away. Well today I just woke up and I felt off...it feels like I have the flu and I'm nauseous. I can still eat and have cravings for food and haven't thrown up or anything crazy like that. But I still feel off. And other symptoms I noticed is that my brain feels weird...almost like twitching I guess? It could be brain zaps but I'm already self-diagnosing too much but I think that's what it could be. Also yesterday as I am remembering now I had a pretty scary dream and woke up sweating. I plan on calling my doctor and getting back on the meds but I think this is what I have. I stupidly should of called earlier but my life has been a bit busy so hopefully it doesn't get too serious. Anyone go through anything similar?",2.4553951769054727,4.5588230485829975,3.837936982925545,86.67405386375641,77.62348178137654,6.724801971483894,24.504312621017426,7.7425588080867325,1.23325467347298,971,34,200,15,23,319,140,247,0.076,0.8220000000000001,0.102,0.629,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,19,11,2,0,8,0,27,12,3,1,1,37,50,24,0,7,10,0,4,3,0,3,7,0,0,1,13,10,2,0,8,1,0,4,5,4,2,0,12,6,30,7,22,30,2,36,0,0,1,0,5,15,0,5,20,136,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425271217704314,0.0,0.11488972149891828,0.08325799586130678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964507655585505,0.0,0.0,0.0727972400299741,0.0,0.17134992498778914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781626001921707,0.16011076286401835,0.08692882363623818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136628847242014,0.0,0.0,0.23244591832896602,0.21261913463792045,0.0,0.10614869824386568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624925587738393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567106591232492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31968785247249903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653214159881537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417488794700647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792583474811858,0.07437733618962508,0.09996344721762652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258921402556358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878801086030168,0.0,0.0591690122626279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469064707674112,0.1030868362515998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340629396480072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721700364212892,0.08486483629419239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353709050458848,0.15259098273310787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34693349760474346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765339932434854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853172807641944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737016755601427,0.0,0.10591890940128597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669654644038879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793812897889708,0.08891072361404903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296345282764661,0.0,0.10861108767993227,0.0,0.0,0.086122177886643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662872904402873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821179906589172,0.07827895408738185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001314969584986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868560788885336,0.0,0.1156718002400148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505360975632637,0.0,0.18721763406924014,0.09651248112866984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791576389025587,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,laura104,2018/01/14,"Questioning the meaning of life.. Does anyone else constantly do this? I feel like I don't fit in and never will find a place for myself to flourish. I also constantly have the thought that life is so short and that everyday my family are getting older.. this terrifies me. But because your brain is always churning out these thoughts you don't have the energy to try and help yourself.. ? My mum always mentions going to the doctors to try and help me but I just think there's no point. Sort of like I'm not worth it. Bit of a babble but just some thoughts I was thinking people might relate to.",3.4942241379310346,5.522791008620693,4.192620689655172,85.66444827586207,74.25862068965517,7.053793103448276,26.255172413793105,7.908726449838941,1.6240889655172417,471,17,89,7,10,150,79,116,0.103,0.821,0.075,-0.3063,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,11,4,1,0,1,24,21,9,0,0,6,1,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,9,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,4,1,12,2,11,15,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,7,62,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878409887287062,0.2679973373857078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260332248820401,0.16500511180525138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816884682948587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581461135434426,0.0,0.0,0.17977455389714034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480553266643203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483186419659196,0.14092770251363393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345287457766053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518147327437909,0.0,0.08142695928233501,0.11504742720088665,0.0,0.0,0.14718817860042446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413705976153026,0.0,0.09152307651188236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158842211344248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274954576168804,0.15735259221744632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754204094066418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083861328500516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420442817611835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116452658052857,0.0,0.16825313719161827,0.0,0.15223540719700973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804023127932893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637661064060397,0.0,0.3835447119116555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21867197455649046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,acid69,2018/01/14,Taking a psychology class with bad anxiety So my spring semester starts tomorrow for college and I have a psychology class. I have very bad anxiety and i’m afraid if I take the class it might be bad for my anxiety learning about all the crazy things about the mind and become self aware and all those kinds of things. Anyone else take a psychology class in a university and if so how is it with anxiety and stuff. Sorry if this is a dumb question.,4.165665024630544,6.013859195402304,5.261740558292281,79.47517241379313,71.98850574712644,9.569129720853859,27.37110016420361,9.957137785484203,2.7342065681445002,358,13,70,10,7,118,50,87,0.263,0.737,0.0,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,8,0,6,0,0,1,2,18,11,12,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,3,48,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515281916757193,0.0,0.0,0.1177445706608493,0.17253892351524555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4218043299259897,0.0,0.1859772645695437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067106603065194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535579819105246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863877129953268,0.17002931605390348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863913068191465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756710265748523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850260878271755,0.11918970515310087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927701389244443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798326078160682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22374616603102448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389421788295583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tomhaffisaperson,2018/01/14,"a possible start to my recovery :) In the next week i have an appointment at my doctors, it was originally for acne (as im 15 and its terrible) but i've decided that i should also mention Anxiety, this is already really scaring me so i'd like to know how to say it if anyone here can give me some advice?",4.16357142857143,4.44007801587302,7.035039682539686,72.67732142857143,70.42857142857143,11.37936507936508,33.21031746031745,11.20814326018867,4.040622222222222,237,11,47,8,4,88,54,63,0.096,0.818,0.086,-0.1709,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,8,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,5,34,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26944005069215904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30427478257684304,0.22050108798219464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093260594749536,0.0,0.0,0.19279674537746336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822212191379348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645052287513708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29783558934910137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153393285117445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470769328058171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932418588779948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31084401413968205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663962364959418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927147011337872,0.276053714557269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516303050785247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22117388053850856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,4655434b594f55,2018/01/14,"Again deleting my social media because everyone is out to get me Hello, so this is happening again, it's 4 time im deleting the accounts in F site, preceded with deletion of all images and change of name to be not trackable. I have a constant feeling of being followed by everyone and everyone want to destroy my life, kill my family, cut my car brakes etc. But the worst is something else: I also fear that once I delete the media, someone would take some old pictures of me, and make a fake facebook account, role play me for some time inviting real friends and then start some rampage like writing trash to my employer or similar. Even maybe some hate speech so I could ger arrested. I'm now torn apart, I dont know how to react to these 2 fears, any recommendations that don't involve killing myself?",9.144025974025977,7.2900640519480575,8.697792207792206,71.88811688311691,61.077922077922075,11.397402597402596,41.480519480519476,9.957137785484203,4.144633766233767,640,30,115,10,7,205,114,154,0.19,0.713,0.097,-0.9581,2,0,1,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,5,2,5,0,10,1,0,3,1,26,21,11,2,3,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,2,2,3,9,0,0,0,2,14,3,15,17,7,16,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,5,11,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206722466638728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103801345678417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304874426309603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147429848657258,0.0,0.0,0.16495106200264156,0.0,0.12187168966695935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889451398344644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751225328688082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702354433174862,0.1008181656537884,0.0,0.0,0.43756602578770004,0.0,0.0,0.1438966708754732,0.3435278892455475,0.07718004799978767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179303208496427,0.0,0.0797488002522608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498023309528706,0.0,0.0,0.15070172208266902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648788408774579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377500546261288,0.0,0.08388768869666169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078150927736632,0.07457284864417245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018892799098789,0.0,0.15334874269213195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017140957652187,0.16255804571347254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373926266983292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155598623828355,0.1293325122711808,0.11751076112126607,0.0,0.0,0.1080403262840078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476729143410686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801278604154566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900318172921992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843202863404093,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CypherVI,2018/01/14,"Social Anxiety I tried to go the gym today, biggest mistake of my life. To many damn people in there. I feel like it’s all eyes on me. My hearts racing and I’m not doing anything yet. I realized why I don’t go until later in the evening like I did before. 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I've tried different prescription drugs and therapy, but I still battle it constantly. I get tired of obsessing over little things that end up consuming hours and days of my life. Does anyone else obsess about keeping things pristine? Electronics, cars, etc? Whenever I get a new item it takes me months to get over the inevitable scratches/dents, etc that these things will get during daily use. I know better than to obsess over these things as they are only temporary material possessions, but I do anyway. My main focus will be thinking about how to fix them until my mind finally gives up and I move onto something else, losing all interest in whatever I was previously obsessed about. Now I feel as if this is more anxiety related than OCD, because I don't have rituals that I perform or worry about actual real life problems much, just these things that are usually out of my control and petty in the grand scheme of things. I definitely feel like I'm going crazy sometimes as my mind pulls me back into these thoughts while I'm attempting to spend time with family and friends. Xanax seems to help short term, but that's only putting a band-aid on the real issue. Anyone else get anxious and obsess about damaging/damage to things?",8.55121374527112,8.335123774590171,8.12426229508197,70.24570617906686,61.254098360655746,11.769987389659526,35.57250945775536,11.20814326018867,4.118994073139975,1067,41,178,26,13,339,156,244,0.17,0.733,0.098,-0.9259,1,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,5,12,13,1,5,6,0,12,5,0,3,2,32,32,18,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,2,5,0,0,0,20,9,0,2,6,0,1,5,1,8,0,0,3,2,21,5,34,26,9,35,1,1,0,0,6,14,0,3,17,120,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.09328226039856173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21937875758873834,0.10798973382886556,0.0,0.13367780126760268,0.19588694237997847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350297459810205,0.0,0.0582709075858595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454177676019965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032990629402556,0.10721255387849724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164778043796242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987142892035004,0.0,0.0,0.0836516409704114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085430105520204,0.0,0.2395600752978065,0.0,0.08466455745962986,0.0,0.2132167148294409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011394701672618,0.0,0.09666656933599302,0.06828966841240497,0.0,0.10471440768510708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385276268070765,0.0,0.29965165073758315,0.091698844122191,0.05432612183639904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407210589332744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941371062018131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977134892838103,0.0,0.0849649748444437,0.0,0.0,0.05253388204587767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503639102557316,0.046700550406915016,0.0958065074829058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694099911111617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19303773408447847,0.0,0.0762991973124877,0.10159727026501926,0.0702698064844638,0.0,0.0,0.09232162492416897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454013313316573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091466925634862,0.0,0.09609456787072107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176051831595636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702174125743553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735900173169459,0.09454116647809367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633846886108643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437438900653408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931574116864944,0.0,0.4445412375375021,0.06125034975408055,0.0,0.07588795286441223,0.05573942285131029,0.10986688979783016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489948100913942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255925398218059,0.10527911650170636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707650298905884,0.09741459518123567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061556964156213284 anxiety,Phoenie81,2018/01/14,"I messed up Hi everyone I've made a genuine mistake and there's going to be consequences and that's not my anxiety talking it's verified. My anxiety is going haywire I feel sick and my chest hurts. I'm so anxious I'm too scared to write out the mistake I made sorry for being cryptic. Right now I'm in the calm before the storm and I don't know how bad it'll be. I know nothing THAT bad will happen but there will be badness. :-( Does anyone hear me? I hate myself right now. 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I recently got started on a low dose of Buspirone and it’s been working great so far... but this is my first period on the medication and I feel my anxiety coming back. I can’t live like this every month! I am also on low estrogen birth control pills. Any advice or personal antidotes would be helpful",3.621142857142857,6.2718336857142845,5.167142857142856,75.82785714285714,76.42857142857143,9.142857142857146,30.0,9.606745405546679,3.5431428571428576,298,14,50,9,7,100,58,70,0.102,0.741,0.156,0.7177,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,1,0,8,10,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,9,2,4,6,0,16,0,2,0,0,7,6,0,1,10,34,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285945585778668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707444844871385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590810272298367,0.0,0.35791298155103873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798784149415804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151074832898047,0.0,0.0,0.26237338500856866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970968644266335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828248696786615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898149577777172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18709590295913853,0.2579096323942855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135978894208842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428681669043855,0.0,0.20656526193943384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356607611902013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672140479930405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042594302669264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309785325293585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557748818356935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030447423521716,0.0,0.0,0.16617779265750807,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,StasiaAsia24,2018/01/14,"Claustrophobia Lately I’ve been feeling very claustrophobic. Yesterday I was in the car with my boyfriend and started feeling it, I began screaming and scratching at my own face leaving marks until he stopped the car and let me out. Once I was out I felt like a weight had been pulled off of me. Also when I came home after and tried to shower I immediately felt trapped and shut off the water and began shaking until I opened the curtain. Does anyone know why this sudden spell is happening so severe? I am very afraid of flying also because of that fact but have been on an airplane 3 times with no incident. Can anyone tell me there ways of getting over it, or calming yourself down in the moment? 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I’m torn on this issue because while its a rather mild drug it can be abused. Kentucky recently scheduled it and other states might follow suit. Do you think it should be?,2.879999999999999,5.885309307692308,1.9750769230769265,94.79492307692308,84.12820512820512,4.1456410256410265,23.18461538461539,5.6839178017228535,0.32146769230769223,169,6,31,1,5,48,31,39,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,2,0,1,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.3612849949760384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587879724655226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7072299026538056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182613607167143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234761025138949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010755941246987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538294176118104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chickenkiev77,2018/01/14,"I know my anxiety is bad when i'm working out how to run away I'm a grown woman with a good career and I'm currently considering backing out of something I really can't back out of. I made a commitment to do something and it's making me so anxious and miserable that I'm wracking my brain for ways to avoid it. I know I won't even feel that good if I run away from it, I'll feel like a massive failure, but I still want to run away. I hate my comfort zone sometimes. I'm one of those high functioning anxiety sufferers. No one would have a clue all this irrational fear is churning around inside me. The only thing keeping me going at the moment (and not hiding away from the world) is the knowledge that in a week it'll all be over. That, and people are relying on me.",3.0066563146997893,4.12554597515528,4.740636645962733,84.9711206004141,73.72049689440993,8.099585921325051,27.702380952380953,8.59863814320734,1.943421946169772,606,23,128,11,12,206,97,161,0.203,0.703,0.093,-0.9651,1,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,3,10,0,11,1,1,3,3,28,26,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,10,0,2,5,0,0,5,4,6,0,2,1,2,15,4,23,21,2,27,0,2,0,0,1,14,0,1,8,89,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273892533285339,0.16789938013410516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230416277679155,0.0,0.0,0.5585371322623046,0.2285606869369919,0.12409229266990313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591014188749406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816274158879157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672398977003533,0.15029444462678535,0.10617484263991753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446471583934169,0.2493124178823773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673242769152722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702620279552498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210113687379754,0.0,0.0,0.16335638433036626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260869331957437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406287446909765,0.0992056440384726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141881600403705,0.11303293626015673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030350596860337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521039184409552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288313500458061,0.14698992844988593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868888965385227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873716110416292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766049211778486,0.11796839933403748,0.11921476844586194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819782805037008,0.0,0.0,0.10557606496535027,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnxiousEngineer2,2018/01/14,"This thing keeps getting in the way of my using gratitude to overcome anxiety. Is it the same for you? I know that keeping a gratitude diary or practicing gratitude meditation is supposed to help with anxiety. However, when I try to do these things I feel guilty that not all the things I'm grateful for are profound. I feel like I can only feel gratitude for things like good health and a happy marriage; I can't ""waste"" my gratitude on small things like a good sandwich or a funny tv episode. So then I just write the same few big things in my gratitude diary over and over again until I feel numb to them and give up the practice. Has anyone else run into this? I know it's silly. How do I overcome it? 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Hey all, I'm not depressed. I took lexapro for over a year because of social anxiety and generally just feeling like everyone's watching me (the entitlement!) and judging me and hating me. All that went away on lexapro. I didn't care what people thought, I wasn't constantly judging my every movement, wondering if I should move my arm to look less nervous, wondering if I should look here or there when talking to a cashier, wondering if the bartender hates me because I said something stupid or looked stupid, wondering if my LOVELY AMAZING PATIENT boyfriend is upset just because he isn't smiling. Those thoughts didn't come into my mind. I think they're all back now. I'm constantly anxious, constantly assuming the worse. I'm wondering also if it's all placebo, and labeling myself as an anxious person and thinking this behavior is normal FOR ME is not helping in a way? Maybe I should start thinking more positively instead of constantly expecting myself to be an anxious person? I'm seriously considering needing to go back on this drug. I had zero side effects starting and quitting. I would love some advice. Thank you.",6.365491071428568,8.046410995535716,6.621785714285713,72.52321428571429,66.27678571428571,9.707142857142856,39.44642857142857,9.978442167317967,4.446514285714286,989,57,158,23,16,318,132,224,0.17800000000000002,0.7140000000000001,0.108,-0.9015,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,12,15,4,2,8,0,17,4,1,1,4,48,51,17,0,13,12,0,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,2,6,8,0,0,14,0,0,7,6,9,0,2,10,6,24,6,18,36,7,30,0,1,4,2,11,8,0,16,15,110,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358012616480802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839929218275484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308623107223639,0.2898778266551146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035940428381264,0.19730470456524649,0.07141500279328124,0.1564171282705293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720478737076445,0.0,0.0,0.07367757952630367,0.0,0.3697154880553674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366792140306243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991890701887698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206374857717672,0.0817287537772649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0432471588359965,0.061103526420258736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972187359556019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888876026056154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05732977925169388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178623768381337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547406995545745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439054538322494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859276147706624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636215813426887,0.0,0.06827021022672349,0.09090615948483773,0.0,0.06342032184864277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380244350540539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059296584154969335,0.14936513850784616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097298929509788,0.0,0.0,0.05479349485130914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135978434486026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718831581169594,0.0,0.0658461180428939,0.0,0.0,0.12107888690378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874676125407066,0.0,0.07874566332022237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441487203510982,0.0,0.13580448230694986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502834148328304,0.0,0.0,0.08355158164690926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789070768778294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928830531783701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565298099176075,0.0,0.0,0.08716362853643878,0.06075893040722896,0.0,0.0,0.055079306623003615 anxiety,sqr4g2,2018/01/14,"Looking for advice on overcoming task anxiety When I have something to do I get very stressed and avoid doing it for as long as possible, even if it’s something I want to do. The worst is filling out forms, sending emails or taking care of basic household chores. What has worked for you to overcome these avoidant tendencies?",9.215500000000002,8.493178883333336,7.746666666666666,75.14500000000002,60.16666666666666,10.666666666666668,41.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.116666666666667,263,13,45,4,3,79,50,60,0.16699999999999998,0.764,0.069,-0.7548,0,2,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,11,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,11,11,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838104838772175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218257755539847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961186353237108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918300942269323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174070831054784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570265267595999,0.24389290797218655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274227043703831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471833073412788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326932059274349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837156218034445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396399362724848,0.17130654860248934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144070768722129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wakaawak,2018/01/14,"Need help on starting this new semester I've had the best time at university, I'm not going to deny it. But now, in my final year of my final semester, I have had a perfect storm of event that has led me here. I suffered a bit of anxiety in my teens, but not to the extent that I have now. Firstly, broke my foot. Not on crutches anymore but still have a limp and cannot do exercise easily. Secondly I've come from the back of a year abroad. I still have friends but by no means the same quantity as before the abroad stint. Those replaced now are over in Australia -- whom I can speak to at certain hours. Thirdly, due to family circumstances, my housemate has pulled out for the rest of the year. My house here is now really quite lonely. Fourth and finally, due to the way my university does studying abroad applications -- none of my work over in Melbourne counted towards my degree at all. This means that my final year (the year I'm currently in) counts for 100% of my degree. I struggle relaxing at the moment because every time I relax, I physically feel as though I'm losing marks. I don't feel healthy. I'm lucky that I'm not lonely -- I still get invited to parties from my sports club. But because of my foot I cannot play the sport I enjoy; nor can I go out socially as much because of the constant thought of my degree failing (because of this year's 100% weighting). I just need some coping mechanisms really. I'm not thinking anything negative; I just feel homesick and have the blues a lot right now. Not that anybody would know that. I'm constantly asked why I'm so happy... Hmm. Thank you for reading.",4.614545454545453,5.665224100946375,5.477494981359335,81.4558295096071,69.82018927444797,8.665844565529106,30.497418984800692,8.97023862654752,2.487196845425867,1268,51,246,23,22,415,162,317,0.114,0.7609999999999999,0.124,0.6653,1,4,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,7,15,19,0,1,18,0,18,4,2,1,3,38,43,14,0,3,13,0,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,12,6,1,0,8,8,0,5,13,8,0,3,3,7,31,11,42,39,10,55,0,7,1,0,7,17,0,3,32,164,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832352674433103,0.0,0.10153747750485666,0.0,0.0,0.08425335885645276,0.0,0.09571527658987902,0.0,0.0,0.07872702343653708,0.0,0.2496494941742781,0.0,0.0871212953210054,0.0,0.10744575585953783,0.0,0.11177687782483954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819480320394238,0.0,0.22128159556905366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959698209754376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862629875297878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651858115314764,0.0,0.15530537324351087,0.0,0.0,0.4486269391432978,0.0,0.0870878303359604,0.0,0.0,0.07910167187393273,0.0,0.05349144634259894,0.0,0.11637444308657385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898973719925678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862587820252003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082767679431147,0.11813746052471967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056267602578697236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454157589378602,0.0,0.08704326772563294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22305251559224332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526406560049821,0.1518329684697325,0.0,0.09888316450926203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889805201718243,0.1024117679952268,0.0,0.13117970287126995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743542903068317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436765708285038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246796563681282,0.0,0.2452921311006898,0.0,0.0,0.10703405095309416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426148801768784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560357246698563,0.10059182050713676,0.08128150835220307,0.1194019391228138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126770236477103,0.0,0.12467620437570795,0.0,0.0,0.09238569060423678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453681609779292,0.0,0.0,0.07273069968638836,0.0,0.0,0.3955918725444408 anxiety,michelle_obamaa,2018/01/14,"It's getting out of control again. I've been living with anxiety and depression for over 10 years. Some times worse than others, but this is by far the worst. My anxiety effects me in every way possible. It causes my body to tense up and gives me pain all day long. I tend to sleep 10-16 hours a day to escape my depressing thoughts and body pain. I live with my mom and we are constantly fighting. I run to my boyfriends house sometimes, but even he is tired of dealing with my issues. I have one good friend that I relate to. But that's not enough. I feel like no one in my life truly understands depression and is always putting me down in situations where I'm anxious or depressed. It's hard for me to open up to others and explain what's going on in my head. Sometimes I think I'm going insane or that I'm a bad person. I just want to find someone that understands me, loves me and keeps me company. I feel so alone ",2.5835106382978736,4.324811127659576,3.80526595744681,88.70875000000002,76.02127659574468,7.040425531914893,25.04787234042553,7.8658589789855275,1.3026851063829792,724,25,152,11,16,236,114,188,0.29100000000000004,0.619,0.09,-0.9928,0,1,0,0,2,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,5,13,1,0,3,0,6,9,4,3,1,35,24,13,0,1,7,1,3,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,11,13,0,2,9,0,0,4,2,9,0,2,2,3,25,4,27,22,4,26,0,4,0,1,10,13,0,3,9,97,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872877965273156,0.0,0.0,0.09538670169824813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539312617567485,0.1295065476209265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957166393181956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546704845686352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177632022919698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388126666808577,0.1285745155778445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786204076890394,0.11818513632332127,0.3949447923523148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845008712531345,0.0,0.07571628768382345,0.0,0.09658614521720213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592725735302326,0.08189629588571525,0.0,0.0,0.10477562965829593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856782944018601,0.0,0.05989280863406639,0.10996971936160203,0.130301061688241,0.09615160726973374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269173365474993,0.0,0.11765006040465464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289380198437515,0.13227506077147946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965066023473865,0.0,0.10189413540217042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097110801581073,0.05600557424079868,0.0,0.20245215411773487,0.10144964230420288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034638631140399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426081342786386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536123758016687,0.0,0.24396250998762364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009611797293724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923536204384972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524128534091628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885616202289074,0.1147192294081547,0.0,0.0971310838924035,0.0,0.2267567414887072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345440215452162,0.0,0.09100852861684357,0.06684543024520953,0.13175772447142114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868115453430425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676155426414211,0.09099307045633737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682432637351105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738221090768666 anxiety,nnervouss,2018/01/14,"I'm making myself miserable :( Hi everyone. I will introduce myself later. This is probably going to sound a bit crazy. Back in 2005 when I was 18, I snapped some sexy photos with my ex. We used a digital camera, transferred the photos to his computer, put them on a CD and then deleted the photos from the computer and the digital camera. The photos were mainly me posing in my underwear and then nude. There were also like 2 photos of me with his dick in my mouth, and me sitting on top of him, having sex. Anyway, I let him keep the CD for about a month, and then I took it from him and broke it, because I was trying to get over him, which I felt like I couldn't do, if I didn't get the photos back. It just felt wrong for him to have that, when we weren't a couple anymore. He was sad that I took it back, but he understood why I felt like that. Fast forward to 2016 and I learned that when you delete something on a Windows computer, it doesn't disappear instantly. The space the file occupies just gets marked as free space, and then eventually the space will be overwritten with new data, and THEN it will be gone. Then I started getting really paranoid. I started having these crazy ideas. I started thinking; ""what if he gave his computer away shortly after we deleted the photos, and then that person ran a recovery program and recovered the deleted photos! And now they have had them since 2005 and will upload them to the internet! My life is ruined."" I don't remember him selling his computer though. And rationally I know that he used his computer every day, so the deleted photos were probably overwritten quickly. But still, it torments me. I do suffer from anxiety and is generally a person that overthinks things too much. But can someone please give me some peace of mind and tell me I shouldn't waste my time with shit like this?!",4.679524632670702,6.086257168539326,5.42808988764045,80.53337510803806,70.01123595505618,8.73535004321521,28.86084701815039,9.162432508145574,2.468735868625757,1456,54,271,29,26,473,175,356,0.09,0.825,0.085,0.2461,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,3,1,4,1,18,12,1,1,22,0,30,6,4,3,0,49,55,35,0,4,7,1,3,4,0,5,1,1,1,2,20,23,0,1,9,2,2,8,6,7,0,0,18,4,51,6,29,28,5,48,0,5,0,3,30,14,2,4,31,201,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452885563682628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042684568667722,0.0,0.1172280436211422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105791133495227,0.27267808392638915,0.0,0.07205694516012211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904973642720854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079208209135493,0.0,0.07623273633959111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959318976136984,0.1129503730323198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340487307191574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470298754431137,0.11339343861125548,0.0671788812652278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343956500251344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506643514821322,0.0,0.0,0.06496262396549207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087308126148745,0.08349200506627913,0.2309968482752924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890305573723158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935380788658714,0.0,0.09435046242254556,0.0,0.08689460662342822,0.0,0.0,0.11416356016854855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20642487903906376,0.0,0.12975408763975266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548909353515637,0.0,0.0,0.11882912578705886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757254380761338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133903732043888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213361957391592,0.0977807697189478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001550941708024,0.09100033038487282,0.0,0.0,0.2509992776726619,0.0,0.0943990250405134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331677339236844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785304485591214,0.07574127941571825,0.1161362544364636,0.0,0.06892654846221029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626612085247603,0.08025374132203793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20418311240095408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066620329188776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923910334288874,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shorttoad,2018/01/14,"DAE get anxious when taking flights? This is pretty last minute, but I’m desperate for advice. I’ve always been very anxious about traveling. Today I have a 24 hour journey to fly and return to college, and I have been awake all night feeling very ill (shaking, nauseous, being sick etc). Does anyone else have these feelings and how do you cope with them? I’m calling my therapist as soon as I get back to college as well. 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I used to smoke pot every now and then, basically 4-5 times a year. The last high was the most horrible trip I have ever had. I was feeling really sick while I was high. Coldness would hit me in the chest and transfer to my hands and feet afterwards. In short I tried to sleep it off. The next day I wake up, happy just to be alive and then it hits me like BOOM. What is wrong with me? I don't know, maybe fogginess in the head? In short I feel cloudy these 9 days. On the seventh day I though that the weed 'hangover' was over since I was feeling back to normal when exercising. That night everything went quiet well but I woke up, in the middle of my sleep and then when I tried to return to my sleep I felt like i was going to pass out(weird huh?) and I was afraid to go to sleep again. I ended up in hospital. My blood tests and everything seemed to be really good. Doctors said that I was okay but I had to consult to the neuropathologist. I did, I went to her and she prescribed some relaxtion and sleeping pills. They include Melatonin and Sertraline. In short I would like to address the ones who has experienced this kind of feeling - is it permanent and how did you cope with it? What helped you the most overcoming and defeating it? (As I have previously said I am not sure whether my state really is depersonalization and derealization since I just sometimes feel dizzy and faint but cloudy in my head almost all the time after the sleep incident. I am also having anxiety attacks from time to time that I am always defeating with good thoughts and the thing that i know that I am healthy and nothing is really wrong with me) Share your thoughts and experience. 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I'm looking to help my moderate work anxiety, especially right at the beginning of my 12hr shift. Any suggestions bfor herbal or other anxiety reducing remedies?",8.795855855855855,11.835141918918922,9.311891891891893,50.26801801801803,62.24324324324325,16.825225225225225,47.468468468468465,14.06817628641468,9.464160360360358,189,13,23,11,3,63,32,37,0.122,0.7440000000000001,0.133,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,5,4,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23830516546112976,0.0,0.8042364992336063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23488658021655145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29427386649544784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992662455142176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25511801512796783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MagnetHat,2018/01/14,"Has anyone ever totally conquered their telephone anxiety? I have had a degree of telephone anxiety for as long as I knew that telephones existed. These days I am generally fine with most simple calls. I begin to struggle a lot if I feel like I need to explain something more complicated. For example today I had to call up a company about an appliance delivery that had a problem. I realised I was going to get a customer service rep who was not familiar with the issue (it was a somewhat unusual one), and I was going to have to spend a couple of minutes explaining exactly what had happened. I was on hold but began to become extremely anxious. Yeah, you probably know the drill. I began to panic a bit and had to hang up, then bullet point everything I needed to say. When I called back I was fine, but only because I had the bullet points for safety. I wondered if there was anyone on here who has ever completely conquered telephone anxiety and if there was anything else that helped them in general?",5.800659340659339,7.0834606084656135,7.062010582010586,70.32608058608061,67.25396825396825,10.04818884818885,35.702482702482705,10.214889679676881,4.133820187220188,801,40,128,20,13,272,114,189,0.08900000000000001,0.843,0.068,-0.4082,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,2,8,6,0,2,12,1,19,0,0,0,4,30,34,12,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,17,2,20,3,25,17,6,21,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,7,12,107,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219653740520612,0.1584882484892788,0.0,0.19618865454724504,0.0,0.1154470664900346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787467743245133,0.0,0.08551974112464132,0.15493975266754187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316080950883554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297566288753296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709184177352078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552286872105106,0.0,0.0904757183710426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719464865082213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538014428960946,0.0,0.0,0.12608398826665998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093505427936245,0.1002235078544354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329595693726075,0.0,0.15946056336634085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240583597626361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403371487279964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464267554000129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709994882465382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853881545079638,0.0,0.0,0.12415261169435172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192699027436033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080471454695252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506442291736544,0.10669719015736624,0.0,0.16460058681035994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652395955329124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125680639003153,0.1342389903612626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156457703141497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800242335388464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666201282411231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297891944062226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213898183191146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Youngleader12,2018/01/14,Hi all Hey I'm can and I suffer from anxiety due to personal reasons. Always feeling like something is wrong with me when I'm with friends and I asumme the worst or overthink things I have over cone some stuff but not all of it and spend plenty of time prob too much trying to deal with them or just making myself feel worse hope you can accept me with open arms love to you all :),1.6811538461538476,3.93018012820513,2.281730769230773,96.06951923076923,81.05128205128206,4.925641025641027,18.724358974358974,5.985473137389443,-0.3096717948717949,302,7,65,2,8,93,59,78,0.128,0.643,0.229,0.8945,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,3,23,11,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,9,5,11,11,6,5,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,4,4,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706000405525505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956048380512906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689396500024084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638016673515399,0.18636151581484234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20154311948292253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25909712118412165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274451255299869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23544022539064602,0.0,0.1741289531560524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917652839280952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277766542536828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682119584728491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082609119149405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986272247164555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733066567664318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521120774885429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771097435034954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26584301904688323,0.0,0.2852141727801945,0.0,0.0 anxiety,facelessaf,2018/01/14,"I need help, give me your tips hi there everyone, I'm 24 and have has anxiety since I was a youngin. I don't know how to make it feel better naturally, trying to avoid medication....should stop smoking weed because I feel like when I'm high I'm more on edge and more likely to have a panic attack, recently I have this new phobia where feeling a prick I straight away think I've been bitten by a venomous spider....it gets in the way of me going out in public with friends and my partner because my eyes are darting around looking at my surroundings and feeling this constant nausea and possible panic attack on the horizon. any tips are welcome ",6.746428571428571,6.494851579365082,7.163333333333334,75.765,64.95238095238095,9.422222222222222,35.460317460317455,8.841846274778883,3.0606317460317465,513,22,93,7,7,168,88,126,0.177,0.6809999999999999,0.141,-0.7003,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,3,3,6,0,9,2,2,2,0,19,24,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,6,12,5,14,22,2,19,0,0,2,0,8,12,1,0,7,55,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485489398476174,0.0,0.1292047778030203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503530154021127,0.0,0.38428657066033656,0.15868310619856268,0.0,0.0,0.20591454933276904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937455569674826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251629220377732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138711617759394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415950409050468,0.12065914946069045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304884287409675,0.0,0.08824105254629531,0.16202018248930528,0.09598734049625332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320725346851808,0.17844762093602345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282068097393777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502785333252207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182988301331453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127392170664904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252340501618479,0.0,0.16312055687409954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963255174447508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040456831180308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667641662137798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397123003573518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120440018789515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822156963577648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466911995695865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340615759154668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shittythrowawayacunt,2018/01/14,"Somebody else got butterflies in their stomach all the time? I never feel calm, i always feel nervous. I hate it so much. I just want to be able to relax.",0.5253225806451631,2.952523387096776,2.277661290322584,92.53649193548388,89.32258064516128,4.390322580645162,20.65322580645161,5.985473137389443,0.18692903225806434,119,4,24,1,4,39,26,31,0.227,0.643,0.13,-0.5103,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,6,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,3,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.3820688696159923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179119064195068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191695145576217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863710007257885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30557537768738324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37721390878339867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808645805753305,0.0,0.29467506604653504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278743038954468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253541183625854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TurquoiseCorner,2018/01/14,"How long do Sertraline (Zoloft) side effects last? Just started on 50mg a couple of days ago and I'm already getting unpleasant side effects. Most notably it makes me very sleepy and lethargic, but when I go to bed and try to actually sleep I can't and I'm very restless. Such a horrible and frustrating feeling. Other than that I'm feeling depersonalisation, loss of appetite and my anxiety has actually gotten worse. All around not great side effects. So just wondering if others had similar issues and how long they lasted for you?",4.728832199546488,7.341341520408168,5.754625850340138,73.19910430839005,72.57142857142857,8.43718820861678,33.337868480725625,9.150863307647796,3.496030385487529,431,22,70,10,9,142,73,98,0.268,0.701,0.031,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,4,8,4,1,1,2,0,4,2,1,6,1,24,15,13,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,2,6,1,8,13,2,14,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,3,8,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.3835646143128609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420960435395325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687277580974448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503428558002947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495097393535328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745373277548669,0.0,0.12674385797417692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874022791625706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267740918110063,0.0,0.11169100041240623,0.0,0.0,0.21667205533885756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512345438285706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32039197894538096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478409736230033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118350685379432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19666924172565586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391030429903954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334291444912243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243112288948292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312548662571576,0.0,0.0,0.20027812077820456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,luciferr92,2018/01/14,Does anyone else get violent vertigo cause of anxiety or is it just me? I’ve been to emergency rooms. Urgent care. Everything else and I’m healthy. They even did a cat scan. I’m just trying not to feel alone in this. Vertigo can be freaky. I’m okay now but I’m just fearing one day it’ll come back again,-1.174427083333331,0.6091495781250025,1.2399999999999984,95.67166666666668,107.90625,5.883333333333333,17.833333333333332,7.1686216300943375,0.6929833333333328,239,8,54,6,12,80,51,64,0.184,0.696,0.121,-0.7375,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,1,1,1,6,2,0,1,0,10,14,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,2,2,4,10,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714561453439389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005054801823545,0.0,0.0,0.18326613771189906,0.2685520184933827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20153841755616372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26722801499465065,0.2692484926657053,0.0,0.22577560154713844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903256205957126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936513031390146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379011756475863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311431697117252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355582244066891,0.0,0.0,0.2949349232930469,0.13252543533838335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693622568327132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760547532253576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794842690809956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CourtK1212,2018/01/14,"First really bad day with my anxiety in a long time I suffer from OCD, specifically the one involving intrusive thoughts. Not too sure why, but not being able to do my hair the way I wanted to was the trigger that set me off. It’s been quite a while since I’ve had these feelings so strong. I’m on medicine and haven’t missed a dose but I’m just sad because I have had to fight it all day, on my last day of my vacation. :( I used to go to therapy and see a psychiatrist but they did not really help. It’s just so ironic because I am a psych major but I’m not able to get a grip on this and a lot of the things I learn in psych can be triggers too. I want to seek out CBT but I’m worried it’ll be too expensive. I’m just so tired of dealing with the exhaustion of anxiety. 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I’m being sued. I’ve fallen out of touch with my family. I’ve moved away from home and away from what is left of my friends. I take vyvanse to keep up with work. I smoke after to take the edge off only to get panic attacks. I can’t make new friends. I’m lonely. I don’t feel love. I feel only anger or nothing. I have nothing to look forward to. I have no energy. I have no direction. I’m totally lost. My thoughts are just aimless. Can anybody relate? What’s after this? 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Drank a lot of beer, then some jaegerbombs and some bourbon. Today was pretty sick. Throwing up, stomach ache, diareah, felt like passing out a few times. I'm now terrified I've some some permanent damage like cirrhosis. I'm pannicing bad about it. Does anyone know if it's possible to get something like this from one drinking session?",3.8171621621621625,6.744783621621625,4.122905405405408,81.97868243243248,77.64864864864866,6.943243243243244,32.22297297297297,8.07648339933343,2.878086486486487,324,17,53,6,8,101,58,74,0.215,0.659,0.126,-0.8225,0,0,5,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,2,7,1,0,0,10,8,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,3,8,4,6,13,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,11,29,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510732331079222,0.0,0.0,0.1417712874887363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692922869289604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743261376928285,0.0,0.0,0.5958692961772479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946769768746724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059313262196012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142906337180288,0.16527270950100018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971681353899802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237538745182698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805444090636986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137392303978751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857624492815226,0.0,0.20627513006042827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609100991205913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822830217995947,0.0,0.1921884082590309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlmaLlama6,2018/01/14,"Can’t stop thinking about Hawaii.... I can’t stop thinking about those poor people dealing with a false message like that. I would be an absolute mess for at least a week. Just thinking about that, got my anxiety racing even more. “What If that actually happens in my lifetime *here*?” “What would I do?” “How could I even bring myself to call my mom and say goodbye?” What if, what if, what if. My anxiety has been so bad lately with “what if’s” and this situation today did not make it any easier.",1.675511363636364,4.205893937500001,2.9323863636363647,89.5830681818182,83.58333333333334,5.990909090909091,22.26893939393939,7.348242739294969,0.927116666666667,382,13,77,6,11,123,66,96,0.181,0.767,0.052000000000000005,-0.9028,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,2,0,21,17,9,0,8,7,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,9,1,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,5,6,59,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.19094529713291888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306203306624353,0.0,0.2993734062150299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633759370674688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980053167004874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622624826602555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172675860547706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584758416035015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649484831487367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302997492015032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207238237213256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559427950844053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061097275623304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291658625027388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356526587173859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560431399107447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199408208161505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271770825785376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761315232923464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18547189516082502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569543449320753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27799612972729737,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LilMoGo,2018/01/14,"My anxiety makes me worry and I didn’t realise until recently that it’s really affecting me. My anxiety always makes me worry about big and little things. Someone told me that all I do is talk negatively and worry about things I’m going to do. I over talk. This seems to be daily. How can I change this? I am a positive person, well I thought I was but at the moment I feel like I’m always anxious. What things can improve this? 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(The call of the void). Hello everyone! I'm creating this thread because I really need help with my problem. I'm suffering from what we call ""L'appel du vide"". Examples for this disorder: make a sudden 90 degree turn while driving, jumping off a cliff. We can also call that Suicidal Ideation. So I'm driving for approximately a year now and everything was fine until a month ago. Now, I'm not suicidal at all, but when I'm driving I feel like I have the urge to make sudden 90 degree turns. It's even worse when I'm driving on the highway. I'm also aware that there are other drivers around me and it would be really... selfish to do this kind of move. In about a month I'll have to drive a lot and I really need to get rid of this. The worst part is, I was so excited to drive all by myself and now I suffer from this. I really need to talk to someone about this but I came here first for advices/help on getting rid of my disorder. 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Basically, my anxiety is productivity based. Whenever I try and be productive I will get anxious. Things like folding laundry, cleaning the kitchen and filling out forms all trigger it. I don't really get social anxiety and I'm functional in most other ways. I live a healthy life style. I eat well, exercise, am reasonably social and have a good relationship with my family. I'm pretty happy most of the time. I was diagnosed with adult onset ADHD a couple of years ago. They put my on dexamphetamines which worked really well but not condusive to a healthy lifestyle; the side effects were too much. So I got off them and was doing pretty well. But over time I've developed this anxiety issue and its basically preventing me from living my life how I want. Here is what makes it unique. Lets say I have an idea for a program I want to write. I'll get excited and sit down and trying and get it done. But my anxiety will well up and I feel like I physically can't touch the mouse. I think the difference is that I get anxiety from things I like doing and I really want to do, whereas most anxiety seems to be about things you don't want to do. I've tried about 12 different medications from my psychiatrist, mostly for ADHD and none are effective. Has anyone had an experience like this? 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Hope this is allowed here, my apologies if not! So, let me start by saying ... I am safe, not contemplating suicide or anything like that... Insomnia and my brain are just screwing me good... No, GREAT tonight. But seriously, What the ____ is the point in living? Like work and school and family I guess? I mean I dont particularly love spending time with my family so... I'm not one of those love dovey people when it comes to family relationships. I love my fiance to death, probably too much... And he loves to get as far from me as he can lol (not really funny, but it kinda is too) but hes the only person I'm like that with. I mean, does anyone really honestly enjoy it when they sit back ans think about it? I mean, maybe just because things are pretty messed up.for me I'm feeling this way, but I also cant remember a time I didn't not understand the point? To me, it feels like what the ____ everyday. I dont get it at all! Sure, you could say go find a hobby you love. But I mean, screw pottery and yoga and bars and classes, and all the bull____ everyone thinks is so great. I just don't? So clearly I must be missing the bigger picture here.... Anyone care to fill me in? Seriously though. Or let me know I'm nuts, whatever. Just type something. Anything? If you dont know the point, just tell me something to distract me... Idc? Did you know cats arent always fighting when you hear them making those weird loud scream screech noises in the distance lol... Male cats have spike type things on their peen that scrape the female as they pull out! - just incase you needed a distraction from any thoughts my post may have given you! 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I had my last panic attack in May of 2002; they lasted for two weeks back to back. I've never dealt with more pain and fear than I ever had in my life. I still have aftershocks from it. As much as I wanted to slap someone that said this, but it's truly ""all in your head."" Anxiety attacks have reasoning; like being in crowds, breaking up, etc. On the other hand, panic attacks seem to blindside you when you're calm, relaxed, etc. it's pure torture... My first hypothesis to what was happening to me had me questioning what I was putting into my body to cause them. I needed answers and reassurance that I wasn't losing my mind. The internet back then didn't have the information we have today in regards to panic. I felt alone in my battle because reading anything about panic made the feeling come back...so I just slowly forced myself to move on past this. I remember visualizing Kevin McAllister from 'Home Alone;' in that basement/furnace scenes. Kevin had a huge unnecessary fear of the furnace and the more he let that fear control him the worse his mind handled it--then BAM; he finally fights back to reality and tells his imagination to shuttup. The more you let this control you, the more intense it will be. Face your problems! What causes the attacks? In my opinion, I always consider a low fuel light on a car. We live in an angry, self-indulgent, depressing, entitled, world that forces us to push back emotions. When you lose a friend or family member when they die we know we have to let the emotions and grief out -- bereavement. We don't do the same for very much more in our lives and it builds up. Basking in your pity digs you deeper into the abyss of depression as long as you allow it to. When your body repeats the cycle of life problems avoidance for a period of time your brain starts bogging itself down leading to depression and anxiety. If you continue not letting it out your brain officially runs out of fuel and can't handle the analytical overload. Your braing immediately goes into fight or flight mode to wake you up to let you know you've exhausted its fuel and can't take much more of your problems if you won't face them. Your body's alarm mechanism to let you know it can't take much more. Also, it's a proven fact that many people are unaware of the impact caffeine has on our body--it's a huge trigger for that adrenaline/panic if you're sensitive to caffeine. The most important cure though is EXCERCISE! Think about it...that terror of adrenaline that comes with an attack is what I feared the most--if you force yourself to burn off that adrenaline by doing cardio when youre going through a rough time; the panic is so much easier to deal with... I hope this at least helps someone out there! Hang in there",5.473684131058433,6.687346614525144,5.8914993205496025,78.67361618601846,67.95716945996276,8.933897025517139,29.78353213548744,9.21561531244674,2.5550300367406518,2240,82,409,42,37,720,263,537,0.247,0.6609999999999999,0.091,-0.9986,0,3,0,0,2,1,77.0,8,22,4,6,21,44,10,14,32,0,35,16,10,9,5,73,54,28,2,9,8,0,4,1,1,3,6,1,1,0,29,26,0,3,13,2,0,10,9,38,0,2,11,6,60,6,76,32,18,72,0,8,0,0,50,33,0,11,29,288,89,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392195069800555,0.0,0.04398159803390344,0.04576244765547533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414609807073259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0452583769642168,0.0,0.0,0.3754065756532839,0.0,0.2537387721264936,0.0,0.03352605483514258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326996078029947,0.0,0.12279112460977835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129954655036866,0.0,0.09475120526623934,0.0,0.0,0.12336907418337267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670015860031082,0.14210817701822254,0.0,0.057078874055774026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372989965756336,0.0,0.0,0.12267382763187755,0.0,0.049748519931622166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051846886452598086,0.3094382128275215,0.027808462563487388,0.0,0.05280636542023973,0.06024723347422688,0.0,0.04678097001516498,0.0,0.0,0.04249104525636427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031256429925758215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863423716517275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644345212777601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03686376314660371,0.0,0.05516712367093599,0.054625072442431206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067580460684677,0.0896608446670243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374329184891362,0.07769292838956464,0.02686907204022192,0.0,0.09712785892167214,0.04867118647523218,0.0,0.12305659715498428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204010290334163,0.0,0.0557589813264554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05542469208491548,0.0,0.11106388979152257,0.0,0.0,0.05845379444257021,0.20214799142966208,0.04078005800520622,0.042417575476188164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704274699134555,0.3871673295590032,0.0,0.0,0.05250147669522602,0.03812844323182807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787596031096174,0.0,0.05528782518182234,0.061609950879831836,0.0,0.05501252964165839,0.0,0.0,0.05654674044446158,0.0,0.0,0.062301612331160626,0.0,0.052315356153391605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500677918041276,0.057374539837846725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319865480635096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03892761726222377,0.0,0.04392119153621482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270277124904059,0.0,0.04807036715816103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03524027116792808,0.054034908445435285,0.0,0.06413913990403361,0.0,0.052131338173563815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05372470915741023,0.0,0.06615539705481857,0.0,0.0,0.04537881817988356,0.03243903684407847,0.0,0.044115794613352466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05604730036128458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ijdk1000,2018/01/14,"I'm scared of making my best friend upset So I have a really good friend who means the world to me, he makes me super happy and I don't know where I'd be without him. But the thing is, my anxiety tells me that he hates me and doesn't want to be my friend. He tells me that he loves me and cares for me, but my brain keeps telling me that he's lying to me. Starting recently, he's been getting upset when I ask for help with anxiety stuff, and he he's told me that he wishes that he doesn't have to keep telling me that he loves me, and that I should just believe it. I wish I could do that, but I keep getting so anxious when I go a long time without talking about my feelings, but I'm becoming afraid to talk to him now because I don't want him to be upset at me for asking for too much help. He really is one of the most important people in my life, and I would die without him, but I'm afraid that if I try to help myself by venting to him, it'll push him to far and he'll start disliking me. I don't know what to do.",5.279811774128959,3.2283687312775338,6.285494593512214,86.75428914697639,68.73568281938326,9.6642370845014,29.446936323588304,8.00094639256281,1.5766334801762114,790,20,196,8,11,266,103,227,0.139,0.6829999999999999,0.177,0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,10,17,1,6,5,0,19,4,1,2,0,35,48,17,1,8,10,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,8,7,0,1,2,1,39,10,25,38,3,15,0,0,0,2,37,5,0,2,8,127,54,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524722375499418,0.12201502943175252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194039243213333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583891127438915,0.11928315608306715,0.0,0.1216847711600753,0.11334469729640095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056941978737412,0.0,0.0,0.11011840560981877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623329015763166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209225013439182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461062771619224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503334352055077,0.0,0.11285642220386218,0.0,0.061381791766296434,0.09058956019171303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149734456465034,0.0,0.10663268362917244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21718064141312945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879997071594361,0.0,0.0,0.11871356538668705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628720176055664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558112171919177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949576532598805,0.0,0.14418849631823524,0.0,0.0,0.11764922522418708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793961814921484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318705626909346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487714266754511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838167542711782,0.0,0.10664201416241792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813195459500742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289314246210686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236400084854493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17362082904808673,0.3776048990931043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717537944959033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297864693776671,0.0,0.0,0.10320350900192753,0.0,0.07332837858443678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740842184420653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24840108761143764,0.3123392093703732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672372979427787,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,greenbeansandwine,2018/01/14,"Conflict and negative feedback The recent post about anxiety and its impact on your personality made me think - I don't care, or don't want to care, about the opinions of others. I don't need to be seen as perfect and capable and intelligent and, above all of that, ""good"". Or at least, that's my personality, but not my current anxious reality. Have you had any success in working through fears of conflict? Of getting in trouble? Of receiving negative feedback? A lot of the tips I read are reassurances for people who generally perform well but doubt themselves. But what about when we're really struggling, genuinely not at the top of our game, and could actually benefit from some feedback? I think what I'm asking is: how do I put conflict and negative feedback (and the anticipation of it) in its proper place in my mind, rather than letting in inflate my anxiety disproportionately?",7.529499999999999,8.51532795,8.202500000000004,64.7525,63.25,11.15,40.375,11.00357731598739,4.9091375,712,39,115,19,10,238,103,160,0.236,0.636,0.128,-0.9636,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,5,7,12,0,3,6,0,11,0,0,2,2,34,22,16,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,2,2,0,2,8,4,1,0,3,1,13,8,26,16,4,16,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,6,3,91,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.17660058114680646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230657822995055,0.0,0.2768830566205056,0.20444455002036646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918248864094346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690218817912427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444897918326837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364152389062706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454933774073546,0.0,0.0,0.15178902104266498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850540508666127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385419316460136,0.0,0.17123815707545656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272807646879885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418693639426546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254617878696615,0.31603198716504033,0.18907509650749985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331920227932987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18192479961905209,0.0,0.0,0.18101893859421272,0.0,0.11593399393304213,0.0,0.17868600860270206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918910078645476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319164933568132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674077445235304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627137326498675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317482902633159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FeralNarwhal,2018/01/14,"Sending love to those in Hawaii Just want to send out some love to all in Hawaii. I know what that kind of text would have done to me, so you all are in my thoughts. 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The title basically says it all. I'm a 39 year old male who suddenly has massive anxiety in the morning, gradually dissipating until I feel normal in the early afternoon. In the mornings I fidget, worry, tremble, feel sad, and even dry heave at times. I am a teacher, and the anxiety makes it very difficult for me to focus on the task at hand. I have always been a bit on the jittery end of the spectrum, but this is a whole new ballgame. I am married with 2 kids and I'm worried that this is changing things for my wife and family (though they are very supportive). I'm a wreck. Dr. Gave me busparizone but said it won't work for a couple of weeks. Does anyone have any experience with this, or advice for me?",4.123858998144712,5.544584836734698,5.836784168212741,77.01784786641933,71.38095238095238,8.88286951144094,31.050711193568336,9.339509955726095,2.9399442176870747,589,26,109,13,11,202,98,147,0.131,0.8540000000000001,0.015,-0.9089,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,14,0,10,2,1,2,1,16,20,9,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,9,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,10,1,19,16,3,18,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,10,73,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405203449010927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396910062967665,0.0,0.0,0.11416529915755408,0.0,0.3852870765548088,0.0,0.0,0.11738677394468315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328331334438852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775965568894239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188293579140689,0.0,0.18575788551444566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691438930893452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486933383613161,0.0,0.0,0.11088426616393866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642204967921585,0.15826390660839293,0.0,0.16977204315227368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877112486235181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112062324874828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214117246714047,0.0,0.0,0.1644884015273582,0.0,0.0,0.17616358218940587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969392198729193,0.13350625003717678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905101407248492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153312830247812,0.0,0.1649428980006358,0.0,0.09789315754761156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770399356183691,0.0,0.0,0.13466455705157948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874339000723924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221986233998175,0.3409839899716768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811029756034167 anxiety,whatnowmed,2018/01/14,"Psychiatrist vs therapist vs psychologist? I have an appointment set with a psychiatrist. I was talking to a close friend I trust and he said his wife sees a therapist. He recommended for me to look for a therapist instead because (he reasoned) psychiatrists are trained in medical approaches more than therapeutic methods. I recently saw a school psychiatrist who said I likely have an anxiety disorder, however, I can no longer see him as I am no longer with the school. So if there is a time to switch over to a therapist/psychologist, now would be the time. I would really like to get through this without medication, if possible. I would appreciate any insights.",6.687692307692307,8.91025982051282,7.734700854700858,62.76307692307694,66.17948717948718,13.063247863247865,39.49572649572649,12.261556223090626,6.135352136752138,537,31,86,23,9,181,77,117,0.077,0.8009999999999999,0.121,0.7178,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,11,0,11,2,0,1,0,14,18,5,0,5,5,1,0,2,1,3,2,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,12,4,15,10,1,9,0,0,4,0,11,3,0,2,6,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939985858851207,0.0,0.10574269830153232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426143535955989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841925095930134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679325321261128,0.0,0.0722175074008327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506072146104864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607523177264392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784967973394547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582932121073498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855127137776224,0.1421196003581179,0.13648174019024614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629696230294681,0.0,0.0,0.2797846769060162,0.220296840477136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110101899269516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6419652921825215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612016688995108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324516658006216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945758734524973,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chasingmoonrocks,2018/01/14,I just need someone to talk to Idk if this is allowed on this board but I really need someone to talk/vent to. For the last few months shit has just been going crazy and with all this shit plus my anxiety I'm having a hard time. I need to get this all off my chest. I can't really post it on here because of the details of the story so if anyone has the time for a long fucked up story and maybe if you are good at giving advice I would love a message. ,3.5666666666666664,3.3121644040404057,4.909646464646464,89.25113636363638,71.62626262626263,7.8121212121212125,23.570707070707073,7.1686216300943375,0.6457191919191922,352,7,83,3,6,118,64,99,0.208,0.6809999999999999,0.111,-0.8779,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,3,0,7,0,8,5,3,1,2,17,17,8,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,16,15,3,12,0,0,0,2,5,5,3,3,5,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074931646866893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150058333207693,0.0,0.0,0.12933444695708934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275522988619485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100062382976747,0.09663853474654836,0.1774388743484247,0.10512200015870493,0.15514300718212562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656956635914581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077421429293167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369151833803358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669415136573037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858259654329155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14764028722952988,0.0,0.0,0.411455941156206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714892723673542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369914283635948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37973551650526416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134468340951017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973417408249873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157135249030671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139648914646124,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RenegadeBuckaroo,2018/01/14,"DAE feel anxious about things they can't fully remember? I've always been an anxious person. Lately, for the past few weeks, most of my anxiety has revolved around past events that I don't completely remember. I just think to myself, ""Remember that one time you might or might not have done that really shitty thing over two years ago?"" I start to feel my heart rate increasing, my mind tensing up, and all of the other physical symptoms of anxiety racing through my body. I start to ruminate over the event that I still can't entirely remember if I did or didn't do, and I project the potential consequences of that event into the future. I start thinking to myself, ""If I did do this one shitty thing, how will it affect my future?"" I desperately look for answers to my questions, hoping I can gain some sort of closure to whether or not the event in question did happen or not, and whether or not I can fix it. I get agitated by the fact that I can't remember said event, and frustrated I have no control over the past, or it's potential outcome if this event did happen. And the cycle continues. I get so depressed about my past mistakes/poor choices that I feel could potentially screw my life up, and anxious about the consequences of those actions in the future. I sure hope I'm not the only one who feels this way. If anyone has advice on how to handle these situations, I'm open to anything. Take care everyone <3",7.165604395604397,6.911366073260076,7.3277802197802195,74.94221978021982,64.0915750915751,10.796483516483518,34.683516483516485,10.355215969177356,3.515622417582417,1130,45,208,24,15,366,141,273,0.134,0.8140000000000001,0.053,-0.9612,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,2,9,7,2,0,13,0,23,5,2,4,3,57,44,21,0,7,18,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,20,9,0,1,14,0,0,2,11,3,0,4,8,6,30,4,31,32,5,37,0,1,1,1,7,11,1,19,23,154,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780426228085704,0.07965012540100024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476570341404466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137476086488411,0.30452824001296425,0.0,0.06282798698460547,0.0,0.07394216355258276,0.0799890859327458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998075076429617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161211371409704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421018092830573,0.0,0.10077887092382963,0.07174108578954279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739109510083034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195181079851944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858593216094966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173147381232804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388998439498372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589151427840883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647739038770143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784905386157975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135919507215843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346651828016676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545470684337127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064173125198428,0.09072689803087487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266213220743466,0.06833799528286856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343103136872968,0.0,0.07845702321206581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131402714794416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057562755812575986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5089351759368824,0.0,0.08547170447725401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100999630151301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079731325262547,0.0,0.07175749874024034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468630597771132,0.09339268220186957,0.06755900507416951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908496071224936,0.11514959524052375,0.0,0.0,0.052394574121114985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777427512420545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713219012435644,0.0720754370650929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786301249937895 anxiety,DaniG963,2018/01/14,"Reading a Eulogy I've always been very close to my grandpa, so when he passed away I was honored that my grandma invited me to give the eulogy at his funeral. I wrote it out and I've been feeling pretty confident but the reality of having to give this emotional speech in front of my entire family with so many people, I'm honestly freaking out and I feel nauseous every time I think about it. I can hardly formulate a proper sentence in front of a group of two people, I can't comprehend speaking in front of a whole group of people. I don't know if I can do it, but I really feel like I owe it to my grandpa to speak well on his behalf. Has anyone ever been in this situation? I feel like I'm torn between my family and my anxiety. Any advice or feedback would really be appreciated. 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Each bite makes my stomach churn and I get ""full"" after a few bites. I can drink a fluid with no problems. My question is if anyone deals with similar symptoms and how they push past the feeling of not wanting to eat and nausea and puking and maintaining a healthy mindset throughout your day? Also if I stop eating full meals for a few days I get panicky because ""what if I starve to death or pass out while driving cause I'm so hungry"" and it just gets worse. Any advice at all will be helpful ",3.7192553191489353,5.74264753900709,4.6421453900709215,82.70875000000002,73.60992907801419,6.402127659574468,30.18971631205674,7.1686216300943375,1.8927205673758871,577,26,104,6,12,187,96,141,0.226,0.71,0.064,-0.9709,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,2,6,0,5,8,2,3,1,31,18,17,1,7,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,13,5,1,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,14,0,16,15,6,16,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,6,7,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227474703263393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11643308569938687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901028724227902,0.0,0.1113805578458774,0.1644820619054911,0.0,0.1018041234286777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875398326303276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495672202325524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18779477787031384,0.30020620989668484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14262867197329462,0.0,0.4469432338910759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361772308334101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5324753834373146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517988820423374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718647484628568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795760501667108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13898787694543174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931572929349048,0.0,0.0,0.1631008651663088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417386088077584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172479323634293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133001394018966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587630567585687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14837478440765864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Luke5523,2018/01/14,"How does dating even work when you're a male with anxiety?! I've suffered with anxiety for a few years now and I'm literally stumped on how people are dating with anxiety. I'm always far too nervous to even speak to a girl never mind getting as far as dating! I hate online dating and get verbal diaroriah when I speak to women in person Can any males shed some light on how you get by with this? I know if I can get over this hurdle I can start living a somewhat ""normal"" life",4.855748299319728,5.007156683673472,6.312653061224491,78.89544217687076,68.89795918367346,8.574149659863947,26.537414965986393,8.344100000000001,1.6640965986394556,377,10,75,5,6,129,62,98,0.14300000000000002,0.857,0.0,-0.9071,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,9,3,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,3,1,16,13,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,0,15,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,3,10,47,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106470257371204,0.0,0.0,0.147978788929949,0.0,0.49940144159092004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904275078920132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28745195850940924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547583002057257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148397805221132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195899580909352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370077095574786,0.0,0.0,0.19214910683617972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971890930287136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678303080577261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320659281460008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085983348933926,0.1900041987706755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402186295960776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841895344482942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013041635144902 anxiety,babycakestrash,2018/01/14,My girlfriend is coming over to my house and my anxiety just kicked in. What do I do? Of course my parents are gonna be there but my girlfriend and I are also gonna have privacy. I’m nervous and I have no idea why. How do I calm down? ,-1.785576923076924,0.11371121153846175,1.0142307692307675,99.36826923076923,100.34615384615385,4.138461538461539,18.03846153846154,5.985473137389443,-0.3143538461538462,181,6,44,2,8,62,35,52,0.14,0.802,0.058,-0.4956,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,8,13,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,5,10,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108187751289077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973310236938294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348042690506401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484722986116894,0.0,0.4387604384756519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315713677391331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35071367574759144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pitifulthrowaway1,2018/01/15,"Help help help help help help I start class tomorrow and I’m fucking crying my eyes out and panicking and I hate everything. Asked my parents for a semester off. They said they’d sooner see me fail. Told my parents I had to go to a hospital. They said no. Told my parents I gave up. They said I’d ruin my life if I didn’t finish my degree. Told my parents I was suicidal. They said it was selfish and I’d hurt my siblings. Now I’m sitting here in my dorm room weeping my eyes out. I’m out of options and terrified.",0.13313338038108924,2.3557598715596377,2.6194495412844034,91.21635850388144,87.89908256880733,5.922653493295695,23.980945659844746,7.321109707123232,1.1824122794636565,402,17,87,7,13,138,59,109,0.28600000000000003,0.59,0.124,-0.9726,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,5,1,2,7,2,0,2,0,5,4,2,0,0,10,22,6,1,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,12,7,22,0,10,9,0,13,0,4,3,1,24,7,1,2,4,48,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369213239671595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335866328731839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092983014687798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242964842467837,0.0,0.0,0.06911570995967782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200680759205646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4890894771504105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018968286913654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589915606558042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401492499124724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627288517496737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691015150697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607860560236194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133025344346233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34862050730725685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,moonruler,2018/01/15,"Help with nausea from anxiety! Lately, my anxiety has manifested entirely as nausea and extreme stomach pain. I don’t actually ever vomit, but I feel sick and like I’m going to pass out. Usually before some kind of social event where the only thing that stops the awful feeling is to cancel and not go. I don’t know how to get over this! I’ve tried a lot of grounding techniques/breathing exercises/CBT but I can’t get my body to listen to me when I tell myself that I’m not actually in any danger. :-(",2.8242555555555526,4.879349270000001,5.263333333333332,77.11722222222224,76.3,7.644444444444447,25.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.9921777777777785,397,14,72,8,9,140,73,100,0.242,0.695,0.063,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,1,5,5,2,1,1,17,15,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,3,9,2,13,15,2,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,7,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.4052651660423536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120642857987314,0.0,0.31769730650643657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669148730485731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23064794145098455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878277323289857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20998415510790908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697297262482215,0.0,0.23602006096761405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918076450226635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623139859509133,0.114116833893212,0.0,0.2342337790274511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144536717947893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653323883269692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579241713084922,0.22095002809285394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166898963732428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17360138831298927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814917924784325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795080319632844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409780318082697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869277849593234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sit_ur_ass_down,2018/01/15,"Having to wear glasses is making me panic. Last night I had some drinks with my best friend and when we crashed, I drunkenly took out my contacts and threw them in the trash instead of in the proper case. Now I am forced to wear my glasses. The thing is, I have confidence issues exaserbated (sp?) by my anxiety. I feel super ugly and homely in my glasses but have no choice but to wear them since I am practically blind. I ordered new contacts but they won't be here until january 29th! I am panicking and cant calm down. I have to go to new york in a week to visit my friend and go out and the thought of doing that in my glasses makes me want to die. And my new classes start tomorrow. I can't seem to calm myself down and I don't know what to do ",4.002307692307692,4.314325384615387,5.319641025641027,84.7086923076923,70.7948717948718,8.291282051282051,27.779487179487177,8.238735603445708,1.6431917948717945,584,19,127,8,10,196,90,156,0.16899999999999998,0.741,0.09,-0.9236,0,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,1,0,3,2,4,7,0,1,5,0,17,5,3,2,0,23,29,13,1,1,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,12,1,0,4,1,0,5,5,1,0,0,4,2,26,6,23,23,2,26,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,2,11,92,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433813180731575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19669331472771392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945198739784508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360733127996212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476883913474526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896116262000622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21303842834158795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800479374800386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562533317978645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300510405877683,0.15277820817198418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250218263076512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430551605086801,0.0,0.17588775885067282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21990547115791784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17062671107705585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504174162049986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266195820068286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451832348877395,0.0,0.0,0.14879628493435734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082385490668356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054943642943413,0.0,0.15034281861032014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrjuicepump,2018/01/15,"Something on neck, bad thoughts, just need to vent. I noticed something on my neck about a month ago. It looked like a pimple and what seemed to be a yellow bruise down below it. I then forgot about it because I then started worrying if I had colon cancer because my stomach would make noises non stop. After my stomach issues cleared up by themselves I noticed my neck and the stain got darker and a bit bigger. For the past week or so I’ve been constantly looking up melanoma, the deadliest skin cancer and now I feel like I have it. I’ve been obsessing, taking 50 pictures a day of my neck, crying, can’t able to eat properly, feeling like I’m going to faint, shaking, and not being able to be happy with my wife and daughter. I spoke to a virtual doctor earlier and said I should get tested to see if it is melanoma and I’ve been crying and worrying all day. I feel like I’m going insane and the thoughts of suicide have crossed my mind at least once because the thought of leaving my wife and daughter behind and the fact that I’m only 26 scares me so much and if I do have cancer I should just end it now to avoid and drag out the pain. I want to grow old with my wife and thinking that I might die so soon scares me so much. I’m going to an actual doctor tomorrow and I can’t handle it. I don’t know how I’m going to be like at work tomorrow morning. I constantly keep googling melanoma and once I start I can’t stop. I feel like it can’t be anything else but melanoma. I feel like I have melanoma and it’s already to late because it might be advanced. I’m scared and all I want to do is cry and not move. I just want to be in bed and hold my wife and have her tell me that I’m going to be okay over and over again. I just dropped off my wife at work just now and i feel scared and hopeless. I’m scared I’m dying and I won’t be able to grow old with my wife. I fee like I won’t be able to do things I’ve always wanted to do because I’m going to die young. I’m scared, terrified. I’m sorry if I’m coming off as repetitive but I’m typing as my mind is thinking. 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He is just as upset and is worried about the whole thing too, but he booked it a long time ago, before we got together. I’ve always had anxiety and other mental health issues, i was with an ex for a long time and when he went away for a week and I was an absolute state, calling him crying every day, although he was violent and all around horrible, I think I was broken in that relationship and I didn’t love him, but that’s another story. I am very happy in my relationship and I have a lot of trust so I’m feeling better now than with ex, but it might have just not sunk in yet. I just thought about it and I can’t stop crying. It’s also the 1 year anniversary of my dads death on Wednesday and my SO goes at about 4am. I don’t really know why I’m ranting I just don’t know how I’m going to cope. I am only at college 3 of those days and I have no hobbies or friends so I’m just going to be in the bedroom upset, also have no money to go out. Does anyone have any advice? I also just realised reading this back that I sound like a teenager with teenage problems and I just wish I was normal",1.0874585769980492,2.6537388618421107,3.5899269005847967,89.37856237816764,79.78947368421052,6.345808966861599,22.114522417154003,7.2427474758485975,0.6819889376218331,1090,33,244,14,27,381,146,304,0.17,0.71,0.12,-0.9326,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,27,12,1,3,11,0,29,2,0,1,1,50,50,30,2,5,13,4,1,1,2,1,1,1,1,0,15,20,0,1,7,3,1,5,11,5,0,0,10,2,30,7,35,37,3,37,0,0,0,1,19,12,0,3,19,168,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630525973606032,0.09643298683700822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347987247921242,0.09051938156892958,0.0,0.0,0.14795758940155682,0.11407250714816748,0.16644329901549484,0.0,0.0,0.07606630135708611,0.0,0.0,0.09684336882111086,0.0,0.0,0.1022088352412982,0.08365037969511399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256960462892387,0.0,0.0,0.0962131364717976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108354631983072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23899451313733114,0.21047557337073006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520011356758007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165762079546287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055005904679323515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168096915085498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473043162579788,0.0,0.08700678915263425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158056344774407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563534420237233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354521726755094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391456511263135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053147764357418574,0.0,0.0,0.1925458940978189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248669741746472,0.09818438772988083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096315671081598,0.11540566614209118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131760487126348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273730852779848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418773962627913,0.0,0.0,0.10409433224622897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881629844616757,0.0,0.06969164763557736,0.0,0.0,0.2335927488213424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095068542514853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743875663356022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227315534502017,0.06970622673983141,0.0,0.08636461457652235,0.1268689848538188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976055190265789,0.06416530811298023,0.0,0.08726225650967319,0.0,0.0,0.10084650834606784,0.19632643938760005,0.12145664326850965,0.12509951925844415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110478336134145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011034118553142 anxiety,Throw_Away_9777,2018/01/15,Today's the first day back at university and I can't will myself to get out of my bed Fuck it and fuck them ,-1.2493333333333323,0.6402158000000036,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,91.0,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-1.0664666666666665,85,1,22,1,3,30,23,25,0.259,0.741,0.0,-0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,4,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058471127921308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565174506213911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383280645565842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7354315348799623,0.20780925924561666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3770228522685415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Coolbeanz7,2018/01/15,"Feeling real nauseous which makes me feel so anxious which makes me feel more nauseous...good times. I have an intense fear of vomiting which makes feeling nauseous even worse. It makes me incredibly anxious as I fear passing out while sick. This fear stems from ptsd early on in my life when I passed out during a vicious assualt. (I'm safe now & this was a long time ago don't worry). I also feel quite weak which makes it even scarier. I'm trying to distract myself with typing this. Please give me some gentle reminders that I will get through this and I will be okay? Maybe some personal examples of your own, so I know I'm not alone in this matter? (Thanks in advance.) I'm so greatful for this sub. Right now I'm in bed and trying to keep myself as calm as I possibly can...which is very hard right now so thank you for reading! 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I’m supposed to take Valium 5mg 3x a day as needed for anxiety but I never do, usually I take 15mg at once maybe 2-3 days out of the week. However this week I have a social event Thursday that is causing extreme anxiety that I have been losing sleep over. I need to go and to be normal there, but I know i will have a panic attack without the Valium. do you think if I take the Valium 15mg (or the 5mg 3x daily every day) until then and then maybe an extra pill the day of my anxiety will be lower? Will taking it everyday cause it to build up in my system and lower my anxiety overall or will it backfire and cause a tolerance and by Thursday I won’t feel the effects? The reason I don’t take it 3x a day everyday even tho I need it is because I am afraid of building a tolerance, however this week I was thinking maybe taking it everyday 3x a day through the social event it could build up and prevent any anxiety. However I don’t want it to backfire and end up creating a tolerance and then when Thursday comes the Valium doesn’t work at all. I just don’t feel like the 3x a day only on Thursday will be strong enough because it is barely strong enough for minor social situations and this is a HUGE obligation I have. It’s not professional however it is important i show up so that I do not let someone extremely important to me down and ruin a relationship",4.420472056429734,4.978557525773198,6.5219895098571214,75.58225718936521,69.96219931271477,10.250027129679873,30.436064387773555,10.307518312809881,3.2032914089347084,1124,44,217,30,19,398,134,291,0.11,0.7709999999999999,0.119,0.3797,6,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,5,6,8,1,2,22,0,30,3,1,5,2,40,48,23,0,7,9,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,0,0,17,12,0,1,7,1,0,2,9,5,0,0,2,2,23,3,28,35,4,45,0,2,0,0,5,13,0,3,30,151,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941170297854216,0.0,0.3341727816691912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939114826810758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651469536458703,0.0,0.07434181480381481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692460605241468,0.0,0.0752578540331408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975443893009148,0.0,0.0,0.450749427135813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738011916754868,0.1805443392985774,0.0,0.05770425107224565,0.0,0.07360940881025993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834949215087942,0.06241410618822344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04965196662860706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801392902788501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893373941938319,0.0,0.04268249033723818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773992215172993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633119029453637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943417802989579,0.06738184901515189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559988128679955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304166786644297,0.0,0.06644558646000548,0.0,0.10250487858344348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982653732924051,0.0,0.09379811516967558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820275865378214,0.08742884020180247,0.2671751265556749,0.0740247128233688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941290078141649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196088434726012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962210259545824,0.0,0.05153058038528587,0.0,0.21023859415225812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421746120580864,0.0,0.06360330339432077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,siwelpeolhc,2018/01/15,"Job interview advice? Hi (awkwardly waves), I thought I’d post in here because i’ve been suffering with anxiety for years now and I need a bit of advice. I have a job interview on Friday for an apprenticeship that I really want and i’m concerned i’m going to get so anxious that my mind will go blank and i’ll mess the interview up. Does anyone have any interview tips and how to stay calm enough to get through it? Thank you!! 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My ex left and I’ve been struggling so hard. I’ve started finding bugs that have come up from the neighbors. I’m moving to a nicer place with my best friend and our kiddos (we each have one) but instead of being so excited about moving I’m starting to breakdown and panic over all the things I need to do like bug bomb and pack. I just want to be happy. Why can’t I????,2.2828723404255307,3.949501489361701,3.3031382978723407,92.30875,76.65957446808511,5.5510638297872354,23.45212765957447,5.985473137389443,0.3752382978723405,356,11,76,2,8,114,67,94,0.114,0.6779999999999999,0.209,0.8433,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,6,8,0,2,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,15,17,7,0,3,2,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,2,2,1,7,6,12,11,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,50,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193449612961192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575408682982848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586976790189454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866437603877275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204836268204046,0.17237187141899515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684920725192128,0.0,0.0,0.20906652622852925,0.0,0.0,0.09400742687077432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135408172809166,0.0,0.14267810644787327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038979046599142,0.0,0.0,0.2257651744589884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010395159993521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27239386068516924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20116073431676304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783629655851614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879678486740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349518804791868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363047737447432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391313926452645 anxiety,Fr-Jeffery,2018/01/15,"Anxiety Disorder? Panic Disorder? Or What? I have spoken to my GP (doctor) and she reckons I have PTSD and/or anxiety disorder but I reckon it might be something worse. I've had ECG (was all fine), blood tests (all fine) and urine tests (all fine). I want to know what you folk think of my symptoms from experience.. I have constant fear of having a stroke or a heart attack, and my biggest fear in public is dying or collapsing. For months, I've been getting chest pains, heart racing, dizziness, depersonalisation, emotional outbreaks, forgetting certain words, out of breath often, backaches and the faint smell of smoke every now and then. I get major panic attacks in the night and have had to leap out of bed (screaming for my life) several times because I thought I was dying. I have hand numbness and tingling in my fingers too. My doctor has put me (back on) antidepressants but they did nothing for me when I was on them for a year and still aren't doing anything. Do my symptoms sound like anxiety/panic or should I get more medical advice despite my test results? 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Hi, i’m a 21 year old male with generalized anxiety disorder. I was on lexapro 10mg for a few months and it seemed to help with my anxiety but gave me undesirable side effects. my appetite (which i didn’t struggle with previously) went through the roof and i gained 15 pounds in a couple of months. i also would get very light headed if i ever missed a day. for these reasons and a hope that i could handle anxiety without medicine i weened off and went a few months without it. i realized i needed it and decided to try prozac, i’m currently on 10mg and feel like it’s not doing much for me so will probably be upping to 20mg which i understand is a normal dose. do you think if lexapro worked for me, prozac will too?",3.371491228070173,4.918563342105267,4.488157894736844,85.44543859649123,73.47368421052632,8.224561403508767,28.456140350877188,8.841846274778883,2.1507614035087723,596,24,124,12,12,195,97,152,0.113,0.802,0.085,-0.2982,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,4,4,0,1,8,0,10,5,1,2,1,30,23,11,0,7,6,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,5,2,16,2,21,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,4,9,80,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913704483506055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705997141422372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893018495062428,0.17867668930630987,0.0,0.104142488812167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507228730103767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606965494831575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165011817185347,0.11536272641287228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843676459579106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572705253800668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082379369340418,0.0,0.0,0.1603879973546883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889191652517727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38668001894192944,0.0,0.11870780235155028,0.1197368084473692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821801014153855,0.0,0.0,0.16944812627884515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410483774925836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16603032364635706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700708851047334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881597963187306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034711033988441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096356337064118,0.0,0.0,0.16810838898546693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323950788100986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29939074256405857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113256451025028,0.0,0.1175607716996899,0.0,0.0,0.11471213326542112,0.0,0.0,0.1039890715514184 anxiety,mistakeprone1,2018/01/15,What kind off fidgeting do you do? I pick my nails and the skins around my nails. 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My father earns a very high income as a very successful and well-known physician in our community. He also came from a severely impoverished and dysfunctional ""hillbilly"" family. As long as I was under his care, he repeatedly made very unsound spending decisions that would strain our family and his marriage. I believe this made me wary of prosperity because it was always pulled out from under us growing up. He was also verbally and emotionally abusive to us and our mother. Now my parents have divorced and my mother has no health insurance. She has severe epilepsy and cannot afford her medication. Thankfully, I graduated with a B.A. with no student debt and landed a cushy local government job with wonderful benefits, including retirement and health insurance. This is something to celebrate and my boss praises me for my work, but I cannot enjoy it. I live in complete fear of making a mistake and losing my job. I have seen no indication that this is likely but it terrifies me. I cannot accept pleasant circumstances because, in my childhood, I never had time to enjoy living as a member of an an upper middle class family. It never lasted long. I don't know if I want advice or just someone to listen. Thanks, y'all. 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Seeking short term adrenaline rushes in order to not feel ""empty"" and anxious for a few moments? You can feel the moment when it hits you, just this full-body high making you feel invincible for a few moments, making you forget about things that normally haunt you. Like a drug but without devastating effects and it's not fake. You can be weak everyday of your life but when you feel it you know you exist and you understands what it feels like to be alive.",4.7346875,6.906701427083338,5.192083333333336,79.21125000000002,71.1875,8.55,27.625,9.188382445141503,2.519525,411,15,72,9,8,131,62,96,0.112,0.7170000000000001,0.171,0.8609,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,12,0,1,4,5,1,0,4,0,5,3,0,4,0,22,16,7,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,12,2,9,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,9,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976031933859166,0.0,0.16847126067104554,0.2487911792050403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461994906237344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25539068670342685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567610207494328,0.15732853975515634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326794424636049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102971272366275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555118883840197,0.21518128794859848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940033387188612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577340682334367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630747726907714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292616357298938,0.0,0.1902033964178992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228871168063665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tumblob,2018/01/15,"Hard to accept that this is all anxiety. Ok ive got so many symptoms that i cant keep track of them, so before i fully just accept that anxiety has me feeling this bad and it would just make me feel better knowing anyone else here experienced: Light uncoordinated limbs that dont feel like they are mine. vision problems that include hazy/dream like, double vision, warping objects, black spots/floaters. hard to breathe. chest pains, left arm pains and numbness. feeling as if im walking on wet sand, sinking into the floor. off balance/lightheaded/dizzy. feeling as if something is pulling me to one side. feeling like my head is heavy. the feeling as if my brain has completely shut off for a split second, kinda like a mini blackout. feeling like im watching the world on tv. the list goes on honestly it even just felt good to write this down!",3.865283018867924,6.369574773584907,4.054691823899372,84.87222641509437,74.84905660377359,6.001006289308176,28.838993710691824,7.03164865440522,1.6468797484276725,675,29,120,7,15,209,107,159,0.177,0.66,0.163,-0.5215,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,2,1,7,16,0,0,6,1,10,9,5,1,1,28,23,10,0,5,6,0,13,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,3,0,1,12,1,0,2,2,5,0,2,2,17,11,11,16,20,2,14,0,0,2,0,3,12,0,4,5,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608617709648546,0.0,0.0,0.0896134018443823,0.13131645731084204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070093811409078,0.0,0.0,0.10905587665219854,0.0,0.0,0.11334830677359327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307046172164825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343747461370815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020415780206234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706236981739672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846493686473658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184178698740226,0.2746755006095508,0.12305500265634248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749566703270023,0.10250234624820642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296148077274321,0.0,0.13153052849296226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768725198098633,0.0,0.0,0.11391570419670342,0.0,0.0,0.0704341309863174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924769113145394,0.0,0.0,0.31306583069772226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554870206549815,0.1299355019160637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684545344029226,0.0,0.27274544323032224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263311162604547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866487526013436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320872370988926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104215203185216,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ViveMind,2018/01/15,"Chill Netflix Recommendation: Japanese Style Originator My fiance and I suffer from anxiety, and for some reason we find that ""Japanese Style Originator"" soothes us. It's interesting, super G-rated, cute, and mindful. Anybody else have any recommendations for shows that calm you down when you're feeling anxious?",7.685200000000003,11.345305120000004,7.898,56.24900000000002,67.8,10.4,38.0,10.355215969177356,5.431799999999999,256,14,32,8,5,83,42,50,0.123,0.648,0.229,0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,11,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,4,2,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460864307847716,0.0,0.27683228382156,0.40881412093467695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022989257760343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829741456233764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307458790385681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653891382491476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720662908634615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352893377994297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lernjergi420,2018/01/15,Antidepressants? I’ve had anxiety for years and lately it’s gotten a lot worse. I can’t even go to school anymore. My mind feels so foggy and I’m always disassociated and I’m always paranoid something bad will happen to me. My doctor has given me lexapro and I’m really scared of the side effects. I’m also worried since I’m under 25 that my feelings may worsen. Has anyone had a bad experience with this medication?,1.5967849223946755,4.323218634146343,4.297760532150775,77.52717294900224,88.26829268292683,5.9086474501108635,22.088691796008874,7.348242739294969,1.3723756097560975,336,12,58,6,11,118,60,82,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.9676,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,11,18,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,6,0,6,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,33,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656164327921638,0.3466117113843581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933382365269436,0.0,0.20655804465634875,0.14563439583367516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347810623193489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318366479749096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756714293771646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20373805353150046,0.0,0.0,0.21062550833521626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837046774568764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841815400981548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349491977220017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707242314588548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20982044296141164,0.0,0.0,0.2103036817625152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334296635564651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208524868293182,0.2107907358470692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229157780208793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034431460895776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151870734552344,0.21225537194767666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412565436050414 anxiety,TheGodPlant,2018/01/15,"Anyone else constantly anxious about work? Recently changed position and have to travel around the country (UK) the thought of having to navigate round new city centres, introduce myself to new people and not mess up is driving me insane, can’t enjoy my spare time as I’m just constantly making up scenarios in my head.",14.22157894736842,9.878263526315793,12.707456140350885,54.71802631578949,54.087719298245624,16.312280701754386,51.307017543859644,13.816669648895859,7.044585964912281,259,13,38,7,2,83,49,57,0.077,0.836,0.087,0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,10,6,0,12,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642193437762673,0.0,0.1635352717155192,0.2396390727844482,0.0,0.208203979310889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741544733428697,0.0,0.0,0.5054852837405942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537784949844475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400297307464713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15611761130869584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517681133000874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214387351786547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309296086900002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856756600413036,0.13637809082463406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026840184074726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GarbageCat23,2018/01/15,"Thoughts on anxiety medication? Although I believe I’ve had a generalized anxiety disorder my entire life, I first started taking medication halfway through college. I took Buspirone for about a year and hated it. It made me feel foggy and high for a few hours, I would crash and absolutely have to lay down and sleep, and give me headaches. After the initial side effects went away I noticed I was having extremely vivid nightmares every night. I started to dread sleeping because I didn’t want to experience another nightmare. I eventually stopped the medication and was conveniently at a time in my life where I didn’t feel I needed it anymore anyway. I had left an abusive relationship, had a new boyfriend, graduated college, was living with my friends and had a laid back job. I had very little anxiety until I started my first teaching job two years ago and it all came flying back worse than ever. I’m miserable. I skipped a staff meeting today because I couldn’t stop crying and I am so embarrassed that I don’t know how to explain it to them. I dread work every day. I’m always crying and nauseous. I leave school with my blood pressure through the roof. I want to try medication again but keep reading about horrible side effects. My other option is finding a new career. I’m a teacher and I hate my job. Medication or new career? Any anxiety/anti-depressant medication success stories?",5.08642400568182,7.4957280898437535,6.04896306818182,72.42018465909092,70.8359375,8.404545454545454,35.85511363636364,9.095868883498916,3.7521625000000007,1125,62,178,24,22,371,152,256,0.17800000000000002,0.7829999999999999,0.039,-0.9777,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,6,10,9,2,5,13,0,17,11,3,4,2,38,40,17,0,5,2,0,2,0,1,1,8,0,0,0,7,14,0,3,8,1,0,3,4,7,0,3,15,3,32,2,22,23,2,38,0,1,1,0,6,11,0,2,24,118,39,14,0.0,0.10273993619707517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686525195332719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215160806659708,0.0,0.0,0.05896736044783092,0.09092544253256107,0.1990040939475359,0.0,0.0859953347884488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146909196079641,0.13335286445340808,0.0,0.10571806764776616,0.0,0.0,0.0976951062844192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917580938946596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049885387054813,0.055922281741297986,0.0,0.07468520600464147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937984689056062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843627025859556,0.14611776212622699,0.0,0.0,0.08482130120730581,0.0,0.0,0.08768872272396107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792535021281183,0.1475149335944913,0.0,0.0,0.06699373396192065,0.0,0.0,0.0831823718538085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122095495155634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161634145244577,0.0,0.0,0.08539418188179428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814583396563645,0.0770739064348757,0.0,0.0,0.047654830909769366,0.0,0.0,0.09181584117676024,0.09421320434455722,0.0,0.12249497144279956,0.0,0.0869085385726162,0.07656857935160889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204930681801148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241213219638977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429609675331016,0.0,0.2512419368456888,0.0,0.0813736511769768,0.0,0.0,0.0987225667085694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673579934665236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309659527071744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775751111330554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354991273613216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841263084188036,0.0,0.0,0.14499078748536529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065196883502671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883990714190696,0.05056265913620527,0.0,0.08219315339519807,0.0,0.09634059336528766,0.05887198267437039,0.0,0.08470535028634098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154675660030144,0.10229036217872912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038320212704413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312761171448399,0.0,0.08836727614097385,0.06159795400304222,0.0,0.0,0.1116797999287878 anxiety,Mr_MindFuck_666,2018/01/15,"I need help with no voice So basically, for the last year or so I've been battling severe anxiety which eventually lead to me becoming completely socially isolated for a long period of time. I just wanted to 'get away' from the problems I had in my life. However, the reason I've come to this specific subreddit to ask for you guys advice is because I've noticed something very peculiar. It's that whenever I talk, it seems that my voice is absolutely horrendous now. The tone comes out sounding just terrible, it's weak, there's no range, I basically sound completely retarded. I also notice that it seems I have to clear my throat a lot during my speech as It seems there's a phlegm build up that I simply can't change. I don't know what to do because this is affecting my relationship with the people around me and even when my brother came round today, he asked me if I was on drugs.(which I'm not btw). What's going on? Has my voice become weak as a result of me not using my voice? I want to kill myself. I sound like a fucking retarded drugged up girl.",5.5611409642988585,6.018909162679424,6.601531100478471,76.36764078027238,67.42105263157895,10.641295546558704,31.387927861612074,10.560738912317856,3.285453882959146,841,32,163,22,13,282,128,209,0.197,0.752,0.051,-0.9854,1,0,3,0,0,1,21.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,3,0,10,0,11,6,1,5,1,29,28,9,1,5,6,1,1,1,0,0,4,9,0,2,14,8,0,0,5,0,0,5,6,8,0,0,4,10,26,1,25,24,1,21,0,0,1,1,11,8,1,6,9,104,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289472329920353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552627604543707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094704115018334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747005250835565,0.2467246909388956,0.0,0.1239783104281672,0.0,0.0,0.1608799986994799,0.2914731368436005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092409879035742,0.0,0.0,0.13959342028875893,0.227339212068999,0.2767096228546655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302867716033702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715661069753024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199247949345672,0.06894228924031427,0.0,0.0749944249410368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065856109554386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844825608390612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459912994509682,0.0,0.07252032982982383,0.10756288388505073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093205406062049,0.06446771467956931,0.0,0.0,0.1167781365171205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218545300734777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978447316736662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046872321960305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148263831985118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262653997236945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567417302600313,0.0,0.1416728517587079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603871520199234,0.0,0.14907428902103662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451393996444727,0.0,0.1015872446537794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606235055683633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694541450736432,0.0,0.1250801750877919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396881585989227,0.0,0.10887866534942024,0.1556637734726037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497623191129716 anxiety,GraveTheConqueror,2018/01/15,"I Had my first Panic attack exactly two weeks ago. My mind has been a rollec coaster Ever since. Hello. This post is part ranting and part questions, since I can't seem to gather my mind. This is probably the first piece of writing that is of personal relevance I wrote on the internet since I shut all my social media accounts 6 years ago. I am at a complete loss. Even as I type this post, I have absolutely no clue what's going on with my life. This last semester at college, has been absolute hell. I'm a CS undergrad (and have been for the past 8 years with fluctuating grades) at a prestigious school in my home country. After a shitty run at high school, my first year at college was good, high CGPA and all. What came next was all downhill. Fluctuating grades, an unrequited love, a shitty relationship. And then this semester. It started good actually. Real good like most of my other semesters did. I attended most of my classes, did my homeworks, until the middle of the semester where I started crashing again like I usually do. I am, for whatever reason, obsessed with getting good grades but I often find myself not studying at all due to stress, and I am stuck in a godawful loop that is of my own doing. This time I seemed as if I almost was about to break free. Until one the project group of one the classes I've took failed miserably and I had shoulder all the weight. As I spent the last month of the with a completely bizarre and random sleep cycle, from deadline to deadline, mostly failing to deliver other projects. And then, as the semester was nearing its end, my grandmother had a stroke, I failed the group project and finally another class because I couldn't finish the projects. Suddenly from 6 classes this semester, I was down to 2 again. New Year's was good. I was with my friends, had some fun, smoke a lot weed (I wish I never started hence the reason why I stopped after having had a panic attack eerily similar to a bad weed trip, 14 days sober). But, January 2nd, was by far without a doubt the second worst day I ever had in my life. Never have I felt something as intense as the panic attack I had that day. The noises I heard before falling to sleep, my pounding racing heart, the feeling of depersonalization, a racing mind which I could not even make sense of. Since that day I had another 2 more panic attacks (one of which, I consider the worst day of my life) with noticable bouts of anxiety in between. My heart probably has been calm 30% of the last two weeks, sleep included. Last couple of days infact I've gotten so much used to the palpitations. I have had fixations on random, senseless, meaningless fears within the past two weeks, including but not limited to; heart attack, schizophrenia, self harm, suicide, kidney damage due to the drugs I've taken (given by professionals within the last 2 weeks), fever, psychosis, etc. On top of that, the first couple of days when I started Paxil, I had vile and violent intrusive thoughts of self harm, that I truly do not wish upon myself, but could not stop anyways. You get the idea. I have been prescribed Effexor and Xanax but I just want to know if someone else is out there, that has been through the same path I am going throught right now. Today is the second day of Effexor. I'm having random bouts of happiness and restlessness, I find my jaw to be shut tight and grinding at times. Still my mind is racing. I am now anxiously worrying that this fake happiness will last, or is somehow a symptom of an undiagnosed BPD (because I read something about SSRI's bringing out mania in people with BPD), or I will commit suicide as a side effect of SSRI's. (even though I'm 26 and have never been diagnosed by ALL the professionals I've visited, and have never had real suicidal thoughts. I infact really enjoy living minus the worrying parts) I just wanna hear that it will get better, even if it does not stop. I wanna hear that the drugs will work, and I will be able to drive again without having what feels like mini heart attacks. I'm here mostly looking for support, and answers to few questions about medicine I'm taking. Thank you all. Ps: If there are any issues with my English, please do tell, as it is not my native language, and I am always looking for improvement. Edit: Typos 'n stuff. 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This disease literally destroyed my life; I became addicted to benzodiazepines and pain-killers within a year and my loved one left me because I changed so much. There’s so much more to tell, which is sad. I just finally want to get rid of this sickness. I count every beat; when my heart is too slow I’ll panic, when it’s too fast I‘ll panic, when I feel a palpitation I’ll panic, when body parts go numb I’ll panic, when my chest is too heavy I’ll panic. It’s weird when you’re 25 years old and your doctor tells you your brain is missing something. It’s got like a missing link I guess. But I sure as hell am going to kill myself if this goes on. 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But while I was waiting for my delivery time slot, I got really hungry (and lazy, clearly) and so I ordered food delivery too (from Postmates). And then my worst nightmare happened and the two deliveries were suddenly scheduled to occur at exactly the same time! Luckily, they happened about two minutes apart, but I'm sure they passed each other, lol. So much anxiety!! 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Anxiety made my life unbearable, I'm dealing with anxiety and panic attacks at least for 4 years now and it felt like hell almost everyday for 4 years, I couldn't leave home etc, couldn't eat in publics areas, restaurants etc. I was anxious going places I didn't know. So yeah, I never felt okay while doing anything, I always had a bad feeling or a voice in the back of my mind telling me something wasn't okay... Idk how to describe this. So how could a person who barely can leave her house, go on vacation away from home, for a trip with friends??? It is impossible for me, 2 years ago, I traveled with my family, and I was in the plane and I started feeling bad, everything seemed so dark and I felt like I was going to faint/pass out, everything seemed louder etc. Last year I booked a trip for London but I had to cancel because I couldn't sleep at nights because I was so afraid of going away from home. I promise it felt horrible, I felt like I was loosing my mind at that time and wanted everything to stop so I canceled and as soon as I cancelled the trip I felt better (it was radical). Idk what to do I can't deal with it anymore, I really can't do anything because of anxiety and I'm trying to do things anyway but feel worse, I can't force myself please help me !!! do you guys feel like this too?? I feel like I'm crazy to be like this while everyone is having fun, I never enjoyed anything for 4 years, never enjoyed vacations and stuff always stressing out for no reason please help, talk with me! please please please",3.1484615384615395,4.894185031847133,4.151847133757961,86.80622243998043,74.47770700636944,7.123762861342479,25.771190592846647,7.882392219407189,1.4573825575698185,1236,43,247,18,26,400,148,314,0.205,0.664,0.131,-0.9721,0,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,1,12,21,2,3,8,3,27,3,1,4,3,49,52,23,0,5,3,0,11,6,1,0,1,1,4,2,13,16,1,1,15,2,0,9,12,7,0,0,17,12,36,14,39,30,4,43,1,0,0,0,14,14,1,4,26,157,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947081668071316,0.0,0.06718046903735635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164771980849596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052932144519006,0.07579206789164195,0.06653478211072228,0.0,0.0,0.1656268900320804,0.0,0.0,0.07632402096793219,0.18909845385350213,0.05158770415903995,0.1120339034409137,0.12269145669496608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059335233606959276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05356552723533612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833271043900044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864933382268831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446766678203806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821383394092295,0.1808872195228176,0.0,0.06324603411930907,0.0,0.16961240032261554,0.09585754128837802,0.38649879492439504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183320121847843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064261798436652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642917835268203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993738992862488,0.0,0.26918505813429183,0.0,0.0,0.07741230517323333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03687064884281045,0.054686917855339474,0.0,0.1420762417411741,0.0,0.0,0.047387316152995414,0.19665932092918093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348173147882766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548259198939466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523073472954496,0.0,0.0,0.06295897520409817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871510329284019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585799861741414,0.07009427519436254,0.3682207636675728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042979268159738175,0.06897920627800624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221515691831341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713797706375384,0.0,0.0,0.051648794666648214,0.0,0.0,0.047486311676612464,0.0,0.0,0.05608984764773906,0.07685082514415598,0.0,0.07680145602467657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392401954046205,0.058639202648984076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04457129985743523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912044201981555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045549384153238975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039571140552747734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836995841950576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21601727502748952 anxiety,awarebang,2018/01/15,"Anxious old buddy who takes everything the wrong way Hey fellow anxious redditors, I'm sleeping at one of my oldest buddy. We met when we were 8 and built a nice bond than we kept to this day (we're 30). We didn't see each other a lot but still it is pleasant to be with the other's company. For context, I'm a quite anxious person and starting to learn to let go, helped by some meds. My buddy is the best, suuuuper nice with me. He's very attentionated about my well being. He cooks some nice meals I do enjoy. I'm trying to express my thankfulness but I have the feeling I'm always saying something wrong. It's hard to explain but I think it's related to anxiety. To give you an example, he cooked this meal which was quite spicy. I like spicy! So I smile and say ""niice so spicy! I like it"". So he says ""yeah it's true it's a bit too spicy..."". Oops, it's not what I meant! I was trying to give him a compliment but he took it wrong. So I'm trying to say that I ""genuilely like spicy"" but that makes the situation kinda worse. Generally I'm trying to show him my grattitude, but he takes it wrong. Makes two days I'm at his place. Makes two days I'm having a good time. But makes two days I sometimes feel super anxious close to him because I cannot share with him my gratitude without I say something wrong which does the opposite and kills it. Does it make sense? Any advise? I would like to get over his anxiety and my anxiety and just say the right sentence which makes us relaxed and enjoy; to kill this non existent irony. We're going to do some sport this afternoon. It'll probably help. Cheers.",0.9952068226763338,3.323354362804878,2.8331509558338834,90.53960118655243,84.64024390243901,5.984970336189848,20.755108767303888,7.329194593529364,0.6773578444297956,1253,39,266,20,37,416,167,328,0.135,0.624,0.241,0.9937,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,5,1,0,4,10,27,2,0,14,1,16,5,1,6,1,47,48,19,2,1,10,0,3,4,1,2,0,6,0,1,25,16,4,1,6,5,0,3,4,7,1,4,8,10,33,20,27,35,7,21,0,0,1,0,37,6,0,5,15,148,58,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302049904191964,0.0,0.0,0.05150477698538597,0.0,0.17381923491411194,0.34225178625363106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046169486442770184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794828827496377,0.0,0.08268682558189333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953802664881144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255854297474884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680688798910623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659132227949496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03957024010623044,0.14531054057392356,0.08608786955714309,0.06352586016644475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784681918109653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015318397106817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675868566696021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744774739196905,0.0,0.14800802103210728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439016401751772,0.0,0.0,0.303336220045808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412839915324198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947481485674977,0.0,0.05132236753004416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613193657506684,0.07913061207711705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816589126693356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111443455171745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468026492265724,0.0,0.3613817693324014,0.0,0.0,0.0603537783708089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513324699074032,0.07579319714688439,0.0,0.0,0.1166143946473368,0.07490731283981668,0.0,0.053608099917371116,0.0,0.06048486370236405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389185201593267,0.0,0.0,0.06972983474294382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853017242642355,0.0,0.0,0.04416372825272249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414825995660488,0.2056858787846585,0.0,0.2219565269413788,0.0,0.09110408971343956,0.0,0.0,0.06249219423661295,0.0,0.06011769573137734,0.0,0.0,0.06809800706580983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730092109840243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718400172369078,0.05380245714897783,0.41404079901013424,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OneM0reLight,2018/01/15,"Applying for jobs Does anyone else deal with intense anxiety over applying for jobs? There is this incredible job opportunity but I can't bring myself to apply. All I have to do is send in my resume online but I just can't do it. My anxiety hasn't incapacitated me this badly before -- I feel frozen by fear. I can't focus on anything else. Fear of rejection. Fear of having to answer a phone call if they want to schedule an interview. Fear of going to an interview. Fear of actually getting the job. Fear of failing. The one action of applying will open myself up to all of above fears and my head keeps telling me it's not worth it, that's it's just too much. But I know have to do this but I can't seem to find the courage to do it :(",1.040183093104794,3.375157046357618,3.5032567199065063,85.76643163225555,84.49668874172184,6.731749123490458,21.46513439813011,7.928766900206844,1.15953338527464,578,19,121,12,17,200,86,151,0.28600000000000003,0.648,0.065,-0.9924,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,4,12,0,7,6,0,15,1,1,0,2,20,23,6,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,5,0,1,4,6,10,0,1,0,1,15,2,24,22,3,10,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,2,1,84,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.09899751192725688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521315684379064,0.0,0.0,0.0709340107586148,0.1039443074803256,0.08348213076187415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470389960536588,0.0,0.0,0.08632381506028232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358859743641154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045872691862684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887768401979097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949168620242694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7990915342142507,0.051294585969073096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092720601965161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053001802881507465,0.0,0.057654594469319365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411375677276508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40268146268832666,0.09017063989040712,0.0,0.0,0.05575254707809448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457512259939833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874302505966802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235342101762006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866903645355557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05983599274334861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,YsAtNaF996,2018/01/15,"I need some relieve I'm indeed a hypochondriac. I am now worrying so much a bout heath and illnesses than ever before. This is the consequence of reading about a serious disease ALS (Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis). From birth until now I have never been so terrifying about a disease like these days. It is a horrible disease that I will not even wish it happened to my worst enemy. But this is my problem, I'm so afraid this disease or another equivalent disease will eventually get me one day in my life. This fear is crushing me these days, I can't think straight or do my homework because of it. I keep creating imagination of me suffering from the disease and if it do happens which means my life is done. Please someone, professional, researcher, anyone tell me if it likely that I will be caught by the disease, what is the chance of getting a fatal disease in one's life? 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Long story short life has thrown a lot at me lately. I was dealing with some major changes and this weekend went out with friends got too drunk spent yesterday hungover and I also have the stomach flu. Spent all last night in a full blown panic attack. My hot water heater is broken and that’s my safe place so my wonderful husband boiled pots of water and brought them upstairs for a bath. (I don’t deserve him) Finally got to sleep around two but still feeling icky. What is your comfort place when dealing with anxiety? And what do you do if you can’t achieve that comfort? 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Just last night, I had a girl ask for my number at work. This has never happened to me, and I immediately got nervous. I gave it to her, and we texted a bit last night, and I began to feel sick. I drank some water, and went to bed, thinking I just had something bad to eat. This morning, I woke up, and my mind immediately goes to her and the situation at hand, and I begin to feel sick. I couldn’t eat breakfast, and I can’t get out of bed. I haven’t texted her today, but I’m terrified of whatever becomes of us. I just want this to end, and I barely even know her. What’s the best way to break myself out of this?",1.7670303030303032,3.0865075481481483,3.88080808080808,89.09818181818181,77.22222222222223,6.686868686868688,22.643097643097644,7.348242739294969,0.6449259259259255,489,14,113,6,11,168,78,135,0.105,0.813,0.081,-0.4767,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,0,0,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,6,8,1,0,1,25,22,10,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,6,12,5,0,4,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,3,24,1,19,13,3,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,9,76,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733189937442388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547968088453653,0.0,0.20475385170801985,0.0,0.0,0.19456027241563006,0.0,0.20240296720327736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794100706565791,0.0,0.0,0.16420465310522342,0.0,0.0,0.1224514336750792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666207786693828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748223531738706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686106527955766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14827705691981966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639438979387262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188806433822443,0.30224280720736585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719577065452914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298780180428694,0.0,0.0,0.3479606851298834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839138130305246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272587760584882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879342118734998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757324733173001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300696577220708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935058213279758,0.14715766280570708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718627201833966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349695307084854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trueedetective,2018/01/15,"What are your coping mechanisms? I'm a female ISTJ in my early twenties with a history of mental illness (GAD and major depression), I'm also pretty sure I'm on the autistic spectrum, but I've never got a diagnosis for it. I like to think I'm mostly over my past troubles and I've functioned pretty well up to the last few weeks, but lately I'm under great pressure regarding my college education, and my usual coping mechanisms aren't quite working anymore. I can't study, every time I try I get overwhelmed by a crushing sense of duty and guilt for not being able to fulfill what I have to do; I've entered a vicious cycle in which I'm anxious/frustrated because I can't study and I can't study because I'm anxious/frustrated. Do you have some suggestions about coping mechanisms related to situations similar to mine? Any advice is welcome, really. I just want to be able to study! 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I was diagnosed by my therapist as someone with extreme generalized anxiety disorder. I'm on 4mg of clonazepam per day. I've been trying to explain to my dad what it's like, but because he's never experienced it he can't grasp the concept. What prompted me to write this was due to a situation that just happened. I was taking deep breaths on the couch because I could feel anxiety coming. He asked why I was doing that I merely implied ""I can feel intense anxiety coming on"" he replies ""why? Youre at our place, nothing is wrong"" I've told him several times there doesn't need to be a reason for it to happen, but he just doesn't get it. Does anybody have some comparisons or talking points I could use to help him understand?",4.044779249448126,5.79562649668874,5.493658940397353,78.08808222958059,72.11258278145695,9.006843267108167,33.113134657836646,9.516144504307137,3.3667479028697582,615,31,113,15,12,207,97,151,0.073,0.841,0.085,0.5846,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,15,2,1,2,1,24,32,4,0,4,5,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,3,16,1,16,23,1,13,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,5,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42541965883618266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997103809304786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949856424834386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23951809021968665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22200274259114436,0.0,0.0,0.08966061029627295,0.0,0.0,0.1411090011877584,0.0,0.0,0.31867289552234257,0.0,0.1216630530476191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405919814199005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263562367411364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458814021913881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637310464548626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06792133992349543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20617282038807588,0.10722583043939407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339970483959465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452531332765594,0.0,0.13142500793798045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294242739550228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706040626347942,0.0,0.0,0.15627164439674807,0.0,0.0,0.11779672747980753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045306482898316,0.11174425836346308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142051648224834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106748750572998,0.0,0.0,0.13284580700548682,0.0,0.0943898877437532,0.0,0.0,0.14473152048003746,0.0,0.12007428402221927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508996377709985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152003685506544,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deadaselvis,2018/01/15,The waiting When i wake up i play the waiting game. Is this gonna start right away or will I feel like normal for a few hours and then the feelings creep in. Am I hungry or this the beginning and I'm feeling the weight starting on my chest. Ughhh the feelings that this anxiety causes me.,0.9856416464891034,3.410976813559323,2.297142857142859,93.60542372881358,85.94915254237291,4.727360774818402,21.987893462469735,6.18269132825596,0.3439181598062957,228,8,47,2,7,73,44,59,0.033,0.853,0.114,0.5461,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,3,3,2,1,0,12,14,6,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,5,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813795619570505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25562504706527023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794977519878584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502806852000379,0.19437167256575827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679407765234225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292294871773996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665774311814938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235204355577885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851546242687168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313161631460383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,foodyfirst,2018/01/15,"Anxiety must go untreated-my life, although stable, feels like it’s falling apart. Anyone else stop meds for health reasons? Any safe options out there???? Fml for which i should be thankful but can’t be because anxiety. I had to stop taking my meds (docs orders) because I want a child. Unfortunately it’s taking longer than i had hoped (panic) and I now remember why i started taking meds in the first place. I live every day with worry. I have a beautiful home, a flexible job, teach graduate level classes part time to the tune of outstanding reviews, and yet now my emotions have come back and are hitting me hard. I fear being fired, professionally reprimanded, arrested (that one is particularly irrational!), the loss of my health and home, you name it. I also sit around and worry about dying, which keeps me from living. Wtf!?!? I fucking hate anxiety. Hate it. It’s crazy that a teeny tiny amount of Zoloft seems to fix it right up-but I can’t take it. Anyone else go off meds and hate it? Or just have advice for me generally? Would be much appreciated!",3.5958293460925006,6.096961469696971,4.74390749601276,79.61217703349284,75.71717171717171,7.602764486975015,25.5725677830941,8.532816995589336,2.016642424242425,833,30,150,17,19,273,129,198,0.276,0.6,0.124,-0.9905,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,2,9,11,4,2,7,0,16,5,0,1,1,29,35,10,1,5,3,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,2,1,12,10,0,4,4,0,0,4,2,7,0,2,2,3,19,4,17,25,3,24,0,1,0,1,3,8,1,4,11,91,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743092310501998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973433976343758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780306332715352,0.0,0.2288229807441537,0.0,0.0,0.1394326108944456,0.2043198463557437,0.0,0.08875890848926704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766672668127232,0.0,0.12155892312472436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588733847130556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430170829265303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034784214472897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658206746920992,0.11215510917301487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840060654184408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219624888737018,0.05041402544370327,0.07122952856470434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480932763691358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217599798866456,0.0,0.0,0.11332970673650153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931641775261147,0.2953152005621896,0.0,0.2119642688833412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000252095960324,0.09902991888493333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894218425857287,0.08862270447900322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042484387055108,0.048711002213513585,0.0,0.17608331779545636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430007086152665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329491128869121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756293181749723,0.0,0.0,0.11698275635097685,0.0,0.10797118784297982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417087920414728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025137152051194,0.0,0.0,0.11294673562323612,0.08514783201201608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076801438269744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705719664523007,0.0,0.0,0.16671628967386998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998640866603186,0.0,0.0,0.09179529895274123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05813899678338937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058808804157834425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996857853951998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025112642475417,0.0,0.07082782651915351,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,procrastination55,2018/01/15,"How exactly do you go about getting help? I am in university about to start the semester, and I want to get help for anxiety before classes start thursday. I think our student behavioral center doesn't open until next week. what is another avenue for getting treatment? I believe you have to get a referral from somebody before going to a psychiatrist. Thank you.",5.217897435897439,7.972621584615389,6.244230769230772,69.58993589743592,71.61538461538461,9.256410256410255,35.44871794871795,9.725611199111238,4.347256410256411,293,16,43,8,6,97,49,65,0.026,0.825,0.149,0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,16,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,11,16,0,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,30,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425400474171121,0.17694520198036692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.393641497980229,0.2605978596382139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833824609665294,0.0,0.2629082243005221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310073368357455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459920300855751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32743313151792514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212951570614342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820881877161646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642776214291208,0.0,0.1855363080964801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cumbercube,2018/01/15,"Panic attacks daily, terrified of my inevitable death, terrified of people What am I meant to do. When I talk to someone (especially people I want to impress) it's like the words have been stolen from me. ( if that makes any sense) I used to know what to say but for the past year and a half I have been unable to talk to peers with the confidence I used to have. It's really affecting my life especially my love life. Even messages are too much for me at this point. I dread to think what would happen if I tried in real life.",4.403787061994606,5.043609216981135,5.23269541778976,84.51783018867927,70.0377358490566,8.698652291105121,25.52021563342318,8.841846274778883,1.596791374663073,411,11,87,7,7,134,69,106,0.153,0.7290000000000001,0.118,-0.2692,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,4,0,9,4,0,4,0,16,18,5,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,13,3,17,14,1,6,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421180981780914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245258967538899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035465375204738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745251109698763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846409020834996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182043681299896,0.09642030085824776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812542670341924,0.0,0.13173957012179205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450825701934254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23155985403763826,0.0,0.0,0.18840279153958328,0.2736496416523895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656932887294447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22463929274645614,0.126434097719322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694887651238504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722278913392122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172615564628983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646054702787554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339947266128749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409119609183722,0.0,0.0,0.11640825136706125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401991343183238,0.0,0.0,0.1270935985153529 anxiety,psychedeliccolon,2018/01/15,"Anxious over the fact that I have to deal with my awkward, prone-to-stupid-mistakes self tomorrow again I hate myself. I hate that I’m awkward and I do dumb shit and that I lack common sense. I wish I’d die in my sleep tonight so I don’t have to deal with my incompetence.",1.7482758620689651,3.3431910689655204,2.971931034482761,94.41617241379312,77.9655172413793,6.019310344827588,23.66896551724138,6.742157984588678,0.4781406896551723,214,7,50,2,5,69,37,58,0.441,0.518,0.041,-0.9758,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,7,8,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,11,0,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,4,30,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29198676896177483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5329228016387545,0.0,0.0,0.26824116745964416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103524197569502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696306436165065,0.0,0.26530596346618146,0.0,0.0,0.2586471321181225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972167908987926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IPetCats,2018/01/15,"Going on my first flight next week... I'm super anxious about it but I think there is a bit of excitement mixed in there somewhere under the anxiousness. I think it's the 'unknown' part of it - like never having done it before (even been in an airport!) that is triggering the anxiety. It's a short flight - like an 1.5 hours but ugh. I'm dreading it. Did I mention it's for work? If the weather was nice I would've driven the 9 hours up there but my boss is like ""no, I don't want you driving in the middle of winter, especially going further up north"" so here I am. Any tips guys/gals?, aside from the usual anxiety coping mechanisms I guess. 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Lexapro. My dosage is 5mg. I'm a musician, I make a lot of music, but I feel like a lot of the stuff I make is coming from my sadness. On the other hand, my depression is so crippling that I don't have the will and motivation to write/create new music. Now, I'm scared that Escitalopram will turn me into an emotionless zombie, with no good or bad feelings, leaving me completely numb. Right now there's at least something going on, anxiety, sadness, a lot of different weird emotion. I'm scared that I'll become a plant, unable to create art anymore and when I get off the meds everything will become even worse than it was before getting on them. I'm only 20 years old and I feel like everything's going nowhere, because I always thought that if things were to get really bad, the meds would be the last resort for me, but after reading some stories of people from Reddit and other websites, it seems like it's not really a salvation. The post SSRI sexual dysfunction is a thing, there's a lot of people claiming that SSRIs actually killed their creativity and their drive or what was left of it. Can someone please help me? I just don't know what to do. I feel like shit, but I don't want to feel absolutely nothing, to be completely numb and become someone else...",5.7135227272727285,5.9922480037878785,6.623030303030308,76.96704545454546,67.06818181818181,9.47878787878788,30.13636363636364,9.354420925462401,2.5677772727272727,1059,36,200,19,16,353,140,264,0.219,0.66,0.121,-0.9854,1,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,1,9,18,2,3,17,0,20,4,2,3,0,37,45,14,1,3,9,0,6,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,17,10,0,0,9,2,1,4,5,13,0,0,5,6,23,5,25,33,6,22,0,3,0,0,4,9,1,9,12,131,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.09084576020621736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746119252566193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121622025128263,0.0,0.09232366904710283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545825349095307,0.05674889174989658,0.3084431431710427,0.07921565350869278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019174813837263,0.19521338339723499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018123609669821,0.0,0.0,0.09726282193833168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776761648821656,0.10471758034787523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148733348762778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673327469762012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353541804286806,0.1995178980863684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459124269287293,0.0,0.10581428486394934,0.07808235351227655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06239856477558446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029940889600034,0.0,0.051161715321331284,0.07588357164648799,0.0,0.09857250227512576,0.10114628565807192,0.0,0.0,0.1819229931023576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31657882546453153,0.0,0.0,0.12428117675036406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31021744778712124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991021619624805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932565821995488,0.0,0.0976858963059793,0.0,0.0,0.07080174956836788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907852762246347,0.0,0.0,0.10218863229924967,0.0,0.0,0.0891577739277763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931186238546034,0.0,0.11927607196077065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950128180438726,0.0,0.0,0.2796082954854606,0.0,0.0,0.08474876364726655,0.0,0.0,0.09555906959481407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775552473587354,0.07166787166372876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065697066018526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123694278586174,0.0,0.0,0.07390578593405757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025178419315089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05490891783681852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487015984184624,0.0661309027210093,0.0,0.0,0.05994911766572385 anxiety,fallenangelrane,2018/01/15,"I had a complete break down last week, but I learned a lot. I've got a lot going on in my life right now. I graduated from law school in May, failed the July bar, am studying to take the February bar, started dating an amazing man who now wants to date other people to be sure that he isn't getting into something because it's ""convenient"" (which was super offensive), I work in immigration (need I say more?), my home life is a disaster (I currently own the home I live in, but my family lives with me because I bought my mother's house). It all culminated last week. I had the worst panic attack I've ever had on Wednesday. I had to leave work and go home and I just had a complete mental breakdown. I've been told by my close family and friends that they believe that this has been building up for a while and that they were surprised I didn't snap sooner. I actually posted about all of this as it was happening on Facebook. Some members of my family don't think that more than one person in a family can have a mental illness and my cousin is in REALLY bad shape right now, so my aunts all think that I'm faking this. And I also really hate the stigma surrounding people with mental illness. So I've started posting about it openly and discussing it openly with people. I've learned a lot through this process. I'm a lot stronger than I thought I was. And it's okay to have a moment where you just need to break down. I'm never going to get rid of my anxiety completely, but I think that I've finally found some way that I can put it to good use. 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The last few weeks have been very rough for me. I just moved to the northeast US, and I've never experienced winter like this. The snowfall, temperature, and road conditions have made me very anxious, especially considering my car is very ill equipped to handle it. Anxiety got really bad on Friday evening and Saturday. I took xanax Saturday and yesterday and restarted propranolol last night. I'm only taking 5mg of propranolol tonight, then I'll move up to 10 tomorrow. Now I just feel numb. I feel like I should be panicking, or feeling anything, but I just don't feel anything. I feel like I should be worried about going to work with the road conditions, or worried about the massive report I need to do today. But there's nothing going on in my brain and it feels wrong. I know I need this reprieve from emotions to come down from the panic over the weekend, but my body wants to fight to push anxiety back to the top. How do I accept that this is better than anxiety? I know I don't need the anxiety in my life, but I feel wrong without it.",5.526093432633715,6.479994341232227,6.058473256601221,78.47020142180098,67.67298578199053,9.440893703452947,32.133039945836146,9.606745405546679,2.9979286391333777,870,36,162,18,14,282,120,211,0.211,0.741,0.048,-0.9834,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,1,1,0,3,12,12,1,1,9,0,14,7,2,3,1,39,35,15,0,6,10,0,8,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,10,1,0,8,4,7,0,0,4,9,23,5,26,27,1,34,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,19,103,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32910528474196704,0.12150216533584215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701083448037508,0.0,0.0,0.12235493861969987,0.0,0.08270018135656905,0.08980070235422873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512023572520313,0.0,0.1194650613835735,0.0,0.12006263200260962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264577652364214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098054690446945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710365079895741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38066758530798855,0.15366909960761466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224757304952055,0.0,0.08601846481033851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821457828921315,0.1753370535942274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596654481409132,0.1576321506396501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017674810637622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286196639575565,0.0,0.23924340360350024,0.08295006289786748,0.0,0.0,0.10092945116050983,0.0,0.10319821130465157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179748191391657,0.0,0.25237615916188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300425405872436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890000881654099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086506595346253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194589699910207,0.0,0.11949326436992246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937076872324188,0.0,0.0,0.2662228413572565,0.06343644388805503,0.0,0.08627103027190372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367545275508336,0.0,0.07829850462970651,0.21844678930487754,0.0,0.0,0.2351805571811758,0.0,0.0 anxiety,2martin4u,2018/01/15,"Driving Test I suffer from anxiety and I'm looking for advice for getting through my driving test, I took my first test before Christmas and I think that it contributed to my failure (2 serious faults and 6 minors), my first question was something like ""Show me how you would check your screenwash level"", I was feeling really panicky and told him that it's in the boot; luckily he have me another shot and I gave the correct answer. My next test is in just over two weeks and this morning I was feeling very anxious just thinking about my test and going over the questions- I had a lesson on saturday and for a while now I've been throwing up in the morning before my lesson but I start to feel alot better once I start driving, my Mum told me to go to a homeopathic chemist and I bought some ""driving test tablets"" (they didn't say what's in it) but I'm not that sure if they helped much, I've heard of people taking beta blockers before their test, I'm considering asking my GP if he will prescribe me some; could someone please advise?",6.2163628899835786,6.40406997536946,6.411440886699506,79.22615968801315,65.99507389162561,8.737110016420361,34.1580459770115,8.344100000000001,2.6782942528735627,827,35,153,10,12,265,123,203,0.077,0.856,0.068,0.068,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,3,5,5,6,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,1,2,35,33,15,0,4,7,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,9,0,1,10,1,2,8,2,3,0,3,12,6,29,3,19,18,4,26,0,1,1,0,19,9,0,7,10,100,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484714208370944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543047156612802,0.11339437127211426,0.16745597576484475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857360695049928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3783945227435497,0.0,0.0,0.13109603309799758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834836916411325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484629952396254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521661160288227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744325592302398,0.0,0.16848330705307024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935441667703868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724169414987012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447457969713226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896497837757768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764265590315246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785847933402858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276295507424,0.0,0.0,0.1627103442143433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3320996126642405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495895134616786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787722613927153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255934987774409,0.11411351541888,0.0,0.0,0.2098337432526387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397035756107296,0.0,0.11144935966446527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899576324590581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832773041609631,0.16468728048659045,0.0,0.0,0.14479767348358266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230400873143385,0.0,0.0,0.1188999349475665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529724982941847,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PaperTownCitizen,2018/01/15,"Finally decided to go to the doctor again. Well to start of the post I think I should explain that I was diagnosed with depression 8 years ago, although i probably had it a year or two before actually going to therapy. Back then I got put on extremely strong meds and had regular therapy. Things were going better. Eventually the medication and therapy got too expensive as my medical aid was cut off. So eventually I stopped taking the pills. Everything was going not that bad until recently (more or less 4 years from last pill). I started to notice my depression(which I realized never really left, I just shoved it down) had come back stronger than ever. And on top of that my anxiety had kicked it up a notch as well. I've had my fair share of severe panic attacks before, but it became very regular. The one time I even passed out from the hyperventilating that accompanied the panic attack. It's been going on for a few months now and it really started to take a toll on me. Barely got out of the house but the worst part was, I so stressed out that I was struggling to breathe on a daily basis. Now finally I went to my doctor and he prescribed me some stuff. I haven't taken them yet (have to start tomorrow) but just the thought that I finally did something about it is giving me a little relaxation. I just needed to share with people who understand how it feels. 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I currently see a psychiatrist and am on lexapro, but I want to go off it and try other things since it's not working as well. Basically I have access to a doctor that will prescribe it, but I never talked about having panic attacks. I'm looking to search for a new job, and the whole job searching/interview experience is hell. I get so many calls from recruiters and the interview process is horrible because I spaz out and start stuttering like an idiot. Had a guy literally roll his eyes at me when he thought I wasn't looking. Legitimately can't form words. It's so embarrassing. Would a doctor prescribe it if I say I have this issue even though it's ""temporary"" ",4.668552875695732,6.224567605442179,5.917056277056275,76.44233766233768,70.22448979591837,9.154978354978354,32.41125541125541,9.573946990214177,3.1813047619047623,606,28,112,14,11,203,101,147,0.16899999999999998,0.732,0.099,-0.9372,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,4,3,9,0,14,4,1,1,1,18,24,16,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,3,5,13,2,12,19,2,10,1,0,4,0,7,4,1,3,6,79,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522606324297373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437695057858056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15808872349551512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169300486554066,0.0,0.0,0.18144810914649886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022572750732374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144385307390634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177431817516247,0.0,0.08798788157066513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532963284791779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159205437289473,0.3072702980208905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563732435867324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001993357121744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696337224392948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940687456560367,0.14952630384148882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632962691962745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311922878097058,0.0,0.0,0.12337164645729755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806886068780807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119188145768364,0.0,0.0,0.10958252703947076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443860389940427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285565459524408,0.0,0.15211005019676313,0.12290993694308427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511274606029006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913169590667505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920194358922025,0.0,0.0,0.1728512127177297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127109419133914,0.0,0.0,0.10997982066899106,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,victory_on_head,2018/01/15,I always feel like Everybody's looking at me Wherever I go people stare at me i don't know why. Now i fear to leave my house.,-2.145,-0.5047683571428561,1.3440000000000012,95.40100000000001,107.57142857142857,5.097142857142859,16.314285714285713,6.742157984588678,0.14703428571428656,98,3,23,2,5,35,23,28,0.17,0.7340000000000001,0.097,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,3,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934346345846848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968314352028229,0.17831139872830848,0.2519345907680697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20042020397895616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069129494060168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19380826386150746,0.0,0.0,0.3734074475501676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228790721837092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29613878181101944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444844273026059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182134919754397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,imgoodreally1,2018/01/15,"anxiety over things that are meant to relax me or bring me joy So I don't know exactly when or why this started but, for a while now, everything that is meant to relax me and take my mind off this anxiety is making me worse and dangerously close to having panic attacks, or in some instances, actually triggering one. I'm a writer of original stories and fanfictions. My brain's been a little foggy since last year because 2017 was just brutal and I had a lot of problems (family issues, work issues, a whole lot of issues) in a row from June to the end of the year. So I thought I'd get back to writing, but I feel anxious for not being able to come up with something good and original. So I tried fanfiction, and I'm anxious about that too. I have a tumblr. I sometimes want to scroll through the dashboard and see things I like, or follow a tag and check something cool, but all I see is fandom discourse. All I see is people tearing at each other because of pairings preferences. All I see is censorship and attacks upon attacks because someone doesn't like something. I'm nearing my 30s and I realize the people there are younger than me, some aren't even 18 yet. And so I feel really lonely and like I have a lot to say but I'm trapped. Either I post something and risk getting attacked or I don't post anything and risk not getting out of this writer's block. And yes, I have my stories on othe rplatforms, but tumblr used to be my 'home', you know. Not my safe space because I don't think there's a safe space on the net, but it used to bring me comfort. It got bad to the point of seeping through my other hobbies and activities. I also suffered a huge heartbreak in 2015 that I'm still trying to get over, and I think that is really starting to haunt me. I'm a big comic book/books in general reader. I loved waiting for Wednesdays and finding out what was going to happen with, say, Catwoman or something, but now that brings me a lot of anxiety. Because all I keep thinking is that something's gonna happen to the story and I'm either going to love it or hate it and apparently my overworked brain can't handle that. And if you read comic books, then you know there's always the title of the next issue at the end of the previous one, and god forbi I pay attention to that because I'll keep thinking about what's going to happen until the next month, when the issue is out. It's hell. And dear god, if my favorite characters or any character I have a slight fictiobal crush on get in a relationship, my face goes red and I start shaking because that 2015 heartbreak (with a real person who dated me and used me for sex for 5 years and then ghosted me like I was nothing so he could go and date someone else) comes back to me and I start going 'oh not again' as if I had a relationship with that character and I'm being replaced. And then I just cry because I feel insane and out of control. That happens with regular books too. Then there's TV. I no longer have the patience to sit through an entire movie. I get way worked up. If I start a show, then I get too into it. And that's not even mentioning the huge storm that happens if I watch the news. Flu season, yellow fever in another country, rabbies found in a bat somewhere, nuclear war and so on. They all get into my head and every day is hell because I keep going, 'ok, what's gonna happen now?' And finally, music. Used to love to listen to it and just relax. Now I can't because if a song hits too close to home, I'll freak out and feel like I want to scream it to the world but feel, once again, trapped. I feel out of control. Insane. Isolated. I don't know what to do to get over this. If anyone here ever went through something similar, please help.",4.718642365734579,5.185527800266313,5.6271879161118505,82.58537131047494,69.26631158455393,8.175776742121617,30.159814691522413,8.07648339933343,2.0168688193519757,2922,109,582,36,48,962,304,751,0.187,0.703,0.111,-0.9969,1,4,7,0,0,0,79.0,0,3,1,4,36,41,10,4,38,3,36,10,4,10,7,149,120,77,2,12,33,0,6,5,0,2,2,5,2,1,35,55,0,9,22,11,2,14,14,22,0,2,12,19,67,19,89,101,15,100,3,4,7,4,18,39,2,21,48,388,102,6,0.05169915755399351,0.0,0.05045092007956277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134379761753745,0.04301784061808465,0.0,0.0,0.03515719997636881,0.054211074427949375,0.11864914206596415,0.1168106649117468,0.0,0.03614925302703901,0.0,0.04254400161322948,0.0,0.0,0.2352610210015242,0.0,0.0795069219209477,0.043166637082330886,0.3151532659068276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115426715536419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906849295301683,0.0,0.0,0.11597000253079805,0.04127757050812632,0.0,0.056789096967645274,0.03334167965773297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318801224535943,0.0,0.09158021693979436,0.0,0.0,0.0682936119560906,0.046764847840215486,0.04355877000562112,0.0,0.04646386922860635,0.0,0.048737364634711434,0.0,0.15684388467105234,0.03693388848655309,0.0,0.056633900065542864,0.0472520933951406,0.0,0.0,0.05668545779077633,0.0,0.0,0.24309608416131326,0.0,0.17629093587292727,0.043362800506373325,0.04134853910385125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430436571544,0.0,0.0,0.051042214774920734,0.05305825085771276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03465285553697181,0.0,0.10371694063661158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26980244311776624,0.0,0.1378577600003735,0.0,0.0,0.1136500197676006,0.042141713601145374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262879847778211,0.05181613772511712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581109989214286,0.13998152448706086,0.0,0.034509589117828275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220141135637657,0.0,0.04126577432086389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996528114565383,0.0,0.0,0.049606736007046584,0.0,0.0,0.0550579155170295,0.07006537428659983,0.0,0.0,0.06065782218384001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168337263385967,0.04514171024667996,0.0,0.056750150028646425,0.048872414533021616,0.0,0.09902700393923557,0.0,0.0,0.04946911165543416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171314808025508,0.05884495968244693,0.06623960832335225,0.0,0.0,0.11101109468677534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222649027835614,0.0,0.0,0.16479014023216004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276607737301643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760905685078244,0.278603760941634,0.051131788764935265,0.0,0.182964649054101,0.0,0.04128701400514352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03887133244105962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869324610289458,0.1325069305604447,0.0,0.04104335624593333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020066871466334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786058916963182,0.0,0.0,0.060987005208659614,0.041036384868654685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047925637004247484,0.04665044840292376,0.05772026312567854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527520486660398,0.0,0.0526858583301146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987768732392907 anxiety,danfoolery,2018/01/15,"Occasional anxiety suddenly became nonstop heart palpitations over night I've suffered with anxiety and depression for about 10 years, since I was teenager. It's usually triggered by something I identify, and has been perfectly manageable for the last 4 or 5 years. Well a week ago today I woke up at 5am with my heart feeling like it was about to explode out of my chest. I've never been particularly prone to heart palpitations, up until then I could count my lifetime total on one hand. I did my breathing techniques, went for a walk, had a mug of camomile tea, nothing worked. The heart palpitations went on non-stop for about 30 hours. It wasn't racing the whole time, for most of it I had a normal resting heart rate, but it was so powerful I could feel it all the way down the side of my body and head. I eventually conceded and went to the doctor. He took my blood pressure, pulse, and listened to my chest, and told me everything was normal and that it was my anxiety. He prescribed me 40mg Propranolol to be taken twice a day. This has helped ease the anxiety and partially ease the physical discomfort. Every time one of these tablets starts to wear off (they have quite a fast half-life) I can feel my heartbeat start pounding through my chest and my temperature start to rise. This happens without me even thinking about it. I won't be feeling anxious and it will just start again. I know one answer would be to increase the dosage or decrease the interval between tablets, but I just feel so confused and defeated as to why a week ago I was absolutely fine and managing, and then literally overnight I'm the worst I've ever been. I'm desperately trying to get back to how I was, but with each passing day it seems further from my reach. Edit: Also last night the tablets didn't seem to work at all, my heart was pounding against the bed, and it took me 6 hours to fall asleep, so I'm running on 2 hours sleep for work today. It seems my anxiety is strong enough now to override the Propranolol",5.479786767636508,6.5330114585492245,5.760103626943008,80.20812275807097,67.83419689119171,9.254523714627343,32.98086887206058,9.466822959209583,2.9712147469111203,1597,70,306,32,26,509,203,386,0.095,0.8140000000000001,0.091,-0.5659,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,8,17,12,0,3,21,0,29,19,17,2,6,53,57,28,0,5,8,0,6,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,16,19,1,0,11,0,0,11,5,7,1,4,24,7,33,5,51,25,10,59,0,3,0,0,6,13,0,7,35,198,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579446374839374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125334192258133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929764917025343,0.08653103984584419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588971617785055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508026139447543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231044489223285,0.0,0.0,0.09879543835044233,0.0,0.0659715361727869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839867363856087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914355989772377,0.0,0.05059056261561284,0.0692849563848273,0.06453495775989412,0.0,0.06883903833010901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364476757183205,0.05471979427060858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04001795357531779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06773309046037515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860901438388845,0.0,0.0,0.5445957576174029,0.05134030570765885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262932243345579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042094848087806176,0.12487100562428716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742066069435436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907512164899066,0.0,0.0,0.14375925459186764,0.1500945276529807,0.07349538594427353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570914775945413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146867374187393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918882267461744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336053558141844,0.0,0.07665075159024269,0.0,0.0,0.05896690819518342,0.0,0.0,0.2168585733111661,0.0,0.0,0.06403721361307606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907926214117158,0.0,0.0,0.08932682855528726,0.0,0.14520703315807268,0.07319022083809583,0.17020069382176806,0.05200327270068101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435905064254688,0.0,0.0,0.060797891303533975,0.12288047603704695,0.0,0.06886849506132159,0.21301420765228246,0.0691154666849936,0.08551606811268872,0.0,0.07383526629825124,0.0,0.16728716739958807,0.0,0.0,0.05441119959458658,0.0,0.0,0.09864989808441778 anxiety,autumnautumnspring,2018/01/15,I have severe anxiety and depression and I'm struggling to keep up with my unpaid internship at a law firm I'm not very good at my internship. It's unpaid and I've been doing it for two weeks now. I can take constructive criticism but when I have to redo do a task that I wasn't good at the first time I get quite panicky and stressed. I'm a freshman at college so I'm still learning but I just feel really scared that it's going to end bad. ,0.7222105263157914,2.809247589473689,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,83.63157894736842,6.747368421052633,22.13157894736842,7.908726449838941,1.1270842105263157,351,12,77,7,10,120,62,95,0.315,0.685,0.0,-0.9814,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,16,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,2,1,8,2,10,14,0,13,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,48,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013745560336028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966114891915942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20281396297961196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085606390727203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906305355281233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029460907635274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302578090173748,0.0,0.13382566481782426,0.3950099131797233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930068004907806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25045626551740346,0.0,0.0,0.15085108449707116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357511942112011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26601931878496377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805035222788194,0.0,0.2697354053215535,0.2461692214722229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770476246162463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730715662167106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23002450814799075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429123946639504,0.0,0.0,0.1888835531479934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PurifiedTissues,2018/01/15,"Is This Anxiety? How do I approach it? It’s seems like I’ve always been a strung out person, worried about things pit in the stomach etc, mostly identified as an occasional pit in my stomach and overall dread/impending doom feeling occasionally when everything is going right / fine. Unfortunately seems like things have been getting worse the past 8 months. It’s been a rough time at work the past year with no end in sight, sister had multiple suicide attempts, and found out my Brother is an alcoholic. Also started a new (amazing relationship) It’s not an always thing but, sometimes I’ll get incredibly anxious when going to work. There’s been a few times where I’ve almost had to pull over because I just felt awful like I couldn’t do it. Generally when things like this happen, I start to get hot flashes, stomach gets knotted, feet start sweating, and most alarmingly my heart starts beating really fast and seems irregular. Probably happens 2-3 times a week now. Almost feels like a fight or flight. The other day I woke up and just dreaded having to deal with it all. Then I noticed I was pacing, hot, and my heart rate was up to 120 (normally in the 60s). And I wasn’t really upset or thinking anything. At the same time I feel like I have a hard time Focusing at work. Kind of like I have to shake my head to get it cleared. Just really overwhelmed. Sometimes it feels like I’m going crazy or losing my Mind. It’s all just a lot now. Already cut caffeine, took an online stress management and anxiety course through my insurance company, but things like breathing etc don’t seem help (also cut caffeine). Does this sound like anxiety issues? It’s definitely not an all the time every day thing, but when it happens it really puts me in an awful spot. Haven’t been to the doctor in 11 years (27M). Not sure if this is something I can work through with a GP (don’t have one) or do I go find a therapist? What can I expect. 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You know, when all your friends are going to a party, drinking a bit alcohol, dancing and singing? I would love to do that. Going on concerts and theater. I want to be loud and I want to be a great Talker. Sadly I'm more of a ""Oh a party?"" Throws up and gets diarrhea kind of person. And I also can't breath when there are to many people. That is my anxiety I know. But I keep asking myself if I just want to be like that, because I can't or wouldn't I be like that even when I fight my anxiety? Can social anxiety make an introvert when you're actually an extrovert? (I hope you can understand what I mean, because english is not my mother tounge)",1.5747115384615356,3.3325695694444484,3.971666666666668,86.31692307692309,79.0,7.20854700854701,24.27136752136752,8.139509932561175,1.4660893162393158,534,19,113,10,13,186,82,144,0.083,0.716,0.2,0.9528,0,0,2,0,1,0,20.0,0,3,0,0,8,10,1,0,8,0,17,4,1,1,1,24,33,14,0,7,6,1,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,1,7,5,2,1,4,4,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,2,20,8,10,27,3,10,0,1,0,1,12,2,0,4,7,82,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.15384751699145846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848413091634812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260758098449854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824193723650212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738516502506682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922087738144357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721172854651992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444085517560566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412894957369599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218030535799656,0.0,0.08236768390080683,0.0,0.17919675009149566,0.0,0.0,0.1738140405628205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565859485303764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401300778434067,0.0,0.16417233237345885,0.17328497993397796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310652751618709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422888484693022,0.0,0.10523523832272093,0.15983636432321716,0.0,0.1717313734602698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929740103749114,0.13765735140701474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214167040094415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641233258059217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896515976221825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119928454221319,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SkySky25,2018/01/15,"What should I do I don't know if this is the place...but I will say it anyway. I've been having a lot of anxiety attacks in the past, until I met a certain girl...she helped me get through some really difficult times...we talked about a lot of personal things and overall got really close. We met online in a certain video game. To the point now...recently, while we were playing, there was some guy in our team she couldn't stop talking to since he was being really nice to her and all. They legit became best friends and felt like they've known each other since forever. It was getting late so I had to go to bed, while they continued playing through the whole night...the next day she tells me how friendly he is and all...and the fact she doesn't talk to me as much anymore is honestly depressing me. I feel like I am boring now and got replaced and thrown away...I don't wanna lose her, but I feel helpless about it. I realize that she is a free human being and can do whatever but are people really like this? After everything we've talked about and gone through for like half a year or so...she just gonna start slowly cutting contact with me for some random...I don't even know, I am feeling like a mess right now.",3.22352226720648,4.585673052631577,4.194170040485833,88.14688259109312,73.53441295546557,7.629149797570848,25.14574898785425,8.20500826718156,1.387992712550607,952,30,201,15,19,308,142,247,0.073,0.7659999999999999,0.161,0.9483,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,3,0,2,3,11,23,2,0,12,0,26,0,0,1,4,40,42,18,0,4,5,0,4,5,2,3,0,1,1,3,9,13,0,1,8,5,1,2,5,8,0,1,12,5,26,16,24,24,10,22,0,3,0,0,30,6,0,7,19,130,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513969686388958,0.0,0.1233377151372371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148434935288226,0.11684600893140301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130514509071539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020582130647162,0.0,0.10711630678369846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214261088753072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177219716621367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864965286806756,0.17769427878349695,0.11941092252054912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216982167002647,0.0,0.12995226852994654,0.0,0.07068009893184474,0.0,0.1989338013376283,0.0,0.0,0.1231419539757304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335994969325777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669667021173898,0.0,0.1402903347026236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037948790889751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913381153557094,0.0,0.2114631567215145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142336515756523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322647176150681,0.11670912420113043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872147829104633,0.08621976809712249,0.10859164813173997,0.12993606460282042,0.0,0.11756612705449596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186883350288117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620793724339564,0.0,0.09890088402301836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575378295096486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802693864303245,0.0,0.0,0.1039755963994209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998429182540005,0.10870141965986224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262328530608977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885026661957536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008766629076883 anxiety,tossaway34211,2018/01/15,"Anxiety about the future prevents me from enjoying life at all. I'm always looking towards the future and thinking about the consequence of *every single action I take* and obsessing over the thought that I'll grow up to work a miserable job and just be a miserable person in general (18 now). It paralyzes me and prevents me from doing anything or getting any work done. It gives me horrible, dull headaches that make me feel like there's somebody squeezing on each of my temples. I can't help but think that I'm a failure and that I shouldn't even try not to be, which *does* turn me into a failure because I don't do anything I need to do in life. I just read so much about how people hate their jobs and how they hate their lives and *fuck* I do *not* want that to be me. I'm surrounded by it, too. Everybody in my family is the physical manifestation of [this Spongebob scene](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgH-XWr6vSQ): hated job, hated partner, mental health issues (everybody in my family has some sort of anxiety), etc. ***Fuuuuuuccckkkk*** I'm so scared. This shit keeps me up at night. I bombed highschool in the social aspect AND the grades aspect and now I'm trying to start community college early to get the ball rolling. I want to fucking **crush** it but I'm afraid I'll fuck it again. I've started to take a lot of changes in my life and I'm trying to turn into a better person but it's so fucking hard to persist through this horrible fear. I can't even listen to music I like because my anxiety holds me back. Speaking of high-school, I just dropped this advanced program and I'm in my last semester of the whole thing. I feel like this was a good thing for me but I don't know. This is the first time I've taken initiative for what I want but I still have my doubts. I have no clue what I want to do with my life and I'm afraid I'll never find out. Not to mention what I *think* I want to do is things like Psych/Counseling or Journalism and woof those are rough paths (apparently). I'm trying to take life in stride but I still think these thoughts. Honestly I've been feeling a *lot* better lately and I *have* been taking a lot of things in stride. I just still gotta tackle this anxiety shit. On a lighter note, I've started to look into therapy and I'm PUMPED.",1.1474274646817548,3.7185565925110136,2.7195868145222555,89.5062995594714,87.70044052863436,5.774206288926022,22.58529545799788,7.237678284180719,1.0191248367005934,1799,67,362,30,58,587,209,454,0.179,0.73,0.091,-0.9942,4,0,0,0,0,0,77.0,0,0,3,7,23,28,10,8,20,0,26,12,2,3,2,70,80,28,0,7,15,0,6,4,1,2,6,2,0,3,28,21,0,4,11,2,0,3,10,19,0,1,7,10,44,9,55,68,10,45,0,3,2,4,12,22,6,8,23,232,72,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060725688711202826,0.0,0.0,0.0496292968463171,0.0,0.22331977503367992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201135975852669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561175610117404,0.0,0.08897656807873985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909078418450684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720377650467407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06386579715388115,0.07468447140876351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139263797544978,0.09640596926814987,0.0,0.06148928607290936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759919098159734,0.08212344203694154,0.11070352184049488,0.10427468152298726,0.0,0.0,0.0667029277443483,0.06207724386020967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698774799723794,0.07625868152266249,0.07000962216658371,0.0,0.061212647761054874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653762646166287,0.2882128531806533,0.0,0.07757494355724079,0.0,0.0,0.04891734424734882,0.0771079894264494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617276431771285,0.2172658929655707,0.0648684925442075,0.0,0.0,0.040108218028080136,0.05948891309118804,0.0823252727775948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577417088769937,0.14261849951360098,0.0,0.06444318899272634,0.0,0.12257061273645152,0.0,0.0,0.18613643730067025,0.0,0.0,0.04871510369211226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354725918075207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053649123375435634,0.054114175157164136,0.05628712221958177,0.0,0.0,0.06848733026304889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050595544892401145,0.12744765450540904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300032933958385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306629190307147,0.07386024296253578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498270327254366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439451040239757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15496808994558744,0.0,0.1748471558033576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21948925373191508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345965327413712,0.0,0.19394021733637432,0.1870520347296969,0.0,0.11587685663634885,0.0425555629513036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819609233908256,0.15876382775185402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522918401514504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148021101331464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626146251701236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GooeyGreenMuffins,2018/01/15,"I cant sleep because one part of my floor is warmer than the others This sounds really stupid, but theres a spot on my floor that is slightly warmer than the rest, and it's making me think that inside my floor is on fire! Im scared to go to sleep because I'm afraid that if I do then I'll burn to death. Of course this is ridiculous, because, if the insides of my floors/walls were on fire, they would be HOT, and there would be smoke. But nonetheless, I can't stop being anxious about it!",8.958883495145631,4.914087388349519,7.970946601941751,83.77836165048545,63.46601941747573,11.076699029126212,33.51699029126213,7.1686216300943375,1.956225242718446,383,8,90,2,4,118,65,103,0.194,0.727,0.079,-0.9407,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,2,4,0,13,2,2,1,0,11,17,7,1,4,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,1,4,9,0,12,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,2,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276161763225557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470479557575227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892799864959166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640506662956689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163173953100417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564735179501733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26471825385943576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660254176078794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447396143004332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892581147629008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20437324981814675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156635302139689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473041083529844,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,broadwayrocks,2018/01/15,"Does anyone have anxiety that presents itself as anger? My anxiety has increased SIGNIFICANTLY since moving away from home, and I've been noticing something about it. When my anxiety acts up, it usually comes across as anger. Example, I was recently shopping with my sister. I was trying on a dress that showed off my stomach(which I feel horrible about. I hate it.) and she wanted to see what it looked like. I said I didn't want to come out of the dressing room because I could feel my anxiety acting up at the thought of my perfect sister seeing me like that. She asked me to come out once more and I ended up snapping at her. I came across as very angry with her, but I wasn't. I was just scared. Does anyone else seem to appear angry when their anxiety acts up? I don't want to feel alone with this... 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I can't breathe without kava, but I'm not feeling the reverse tolerance that it's supposed to have. Maybe THC edibles are what I need. Vaping makes me sneeze and smoking weed is unhealthy. I eat healthy and exercise daily, dunno why I still have anxiety/panic disorder. Had edibles before and they're amazing, too bad I don't live in Colorado.",4.387190476190471,6.610511242857143,5.48,76.55333333333336,72.28571428571428,8.666666666666666,35.95238095238096,9.2995712137729,3.8715238095238096,297,17,49,7,6,98,57,70,0.188,0.662,0.15,-0.4414,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,0,11,12,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,4,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597516409263298,0.0,0.0,0.26471924807944625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565422480335696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31832823031730034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729916731318214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27470291276281306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20765857632023996,0.0,0.3125371149556961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33064514699870273,0.0,0.23067327625744724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484411657162453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807151851902894,0.0,0.0,0.2998848368767235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,waxdrab,2018/01/15,"What are some small ways to help my girlfriend with anxiety feel more at ease? Hey all, my SO suffers from a generalized anxiety disorder and I was wondering if there are any small nuanced ways in which I could maybe make her day to day life easier and relive some stress. We've already talked tons about bigger gestures and affirmation which help her alot. However from what I understand, seemingly insignificant behavior changes from me could help her beyond what I could fathom Also just wanted to say thanks to the entire sub as it has helped me personally further understand anxiety and my relationship :') ",13.822289719626164,10.404213074766359,12.156518691588786,55.55103971962618,53.76635514018692,16.681308411214953,47.310747663551396,14.554592549557764,6.774048598130841,497,22,78,16,4,157,76,107,0.13699999999999998,0.7040000000000001,0.159,0.5793,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,1,1,22,15,8,0,5,2,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,12,1,13,11,6,11,0,1,0,0,13,7,0,6,2,55,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155003037539046,0.1243184467040055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571569965479627,0.0,0.3567712182817644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644522845942719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37235791666428303,0.0,0.0,0.20051306674322814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816653087120848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860343929418645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4167966585040794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980347019031432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376837065644956,0.0,0.1561768734203686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573855385382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690202223364595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362518852151967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152169055318564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780748093133775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494998562561085,0.0,0.14312338967616994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236712412503952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169222705189473,0.24678814812381375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16858586130923964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nynetwentytwo,2018/01/15,"Anxiety is bad. Heart palps. Need peace. Long post here. •28/F. •Diagnosed with depression a few years ago. Used to take meds, haven’t in a couple of years, due to trying for baby. •Always have done well with managing my depression and anxiety issues. Pretty self aware of when I am triggered. •Around a week ago I encountered a run of the mill daily stressor and started experiencing chest pains and mild heart palpitations. •Heart issues run in family as well as me having a Heart Murmur, so I was scared. •Said chest pains sent me to the ER where I was diagnosed with Costochondritis, Hypokalemia and Anxiety. I was also given Hydroxyzine for the anxiety. •Within all of this, I felt I had been experiencing a heart attack and was nearing death. •My heart palpitations have absolutely not let up. I am fixated with checking my blood pressure because it always feels high. It has been high for the last few days. I get relief here and there, but for the most part I know it’s still there so I get upset and start trying to deal with it in my head. •I am at unrest with all of it and want to make the palps stop and cannot! I have tried everything. Breathing, essential oils, shocking my system, nothing. It just makes me feel worse and like something is really wrong with me. •My anxiety is taking me over and I am simply searching for any peace whatsoever to get me through until i see my Psych. I cry at the drop of a hat just because I feel so out of control and feel like I cannot talk to anyone. •••HELP, friends.",3.0758965517241386,5.591161279310343,4.05689655172414,83.78775862068967,77.58620689655173,7.310344827586206,24.82758620689655,8.326086129247049,1.7618965517241376,1201,43,227,24,29,387,160,290,0.175,0.74,0.085,-0.9717,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,15,17,1,3,14,0,24,13,10,5,2,41,45,21,1,2,4,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,7,20,0,2,6,0,1,3,4,11,3,0,11,9,28,6,39,33,6,33,0,2,1,0,5,12,0,1,17,147,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444613908558726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651558870853516,0.13558820076937686,0.0,0.0,0.05540609919505148,0.0,0.31164247717552657,0.0,0.0,0.05696952830115583,0.0,0.0,0.07253042335966801,0.0,0.09269008535307878,0.0,0.0,0.06802859663761646,0.09933335489865487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913816439902876,0.0,0.090151034570257,0.08949695487415579,0.052544924274051455,0.08399761028772924,0.14034936957902222,0.165391731269668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833776719427974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322487994483218,0.0,0.07680780213644076,0.0,0.1647857402004457,0.05820607700614407,0.07822920804416239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294772974661109,0.0,0.12770267789645362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361731628554989,0.0,0.0,0.579292795735604,0.05461127599933379,0.17216657024669782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007840142557512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04477677597331239,0.06641336527379703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331416667720512,0.0,0.07960957774164358,0.0,0.0,0.07210320843380391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087709896765417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050085645314007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041301302133442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817789066810188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339124424830873,0.0,0.0,0.08822997148330791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780309581953905,0.08288982253007904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219525889251538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750180963712959,0.0,0.08157113790131369,0.0,0.06492538414753278,0.0,0.08499666238518823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272378112844287,0.0,0.0,0.11533748423074885,0.0,0.06506639877390855,0.06811712354744108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251879572439235,0.06548687962714303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659494449349481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036862832363218,0.0,0.0,0.04805633074407761,0.0,0.06535469062066385,0.0,0.14651242681991009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303044311767906,0.0,0.08908061319152202,0.0,0.10493503568660302 anxiety,venVin,2018/01/15,"Anxiety because I don't want to go to bed because I don't want to deal with daily life tommorow I have nothing big happening tomorrow or anything, I have some money in my savings...it's just, I don't want to deal with life. I don't want to have to talk to people, I don't want to have to plan out and execute my day even though I need to, I don't want to deal with being alone another day, and something about the weekday just makes all of this sink in way harder and sharper. I think I'm really sad and don't know how to deal with these feeling. Christ, why is life so hard? On paper, it seems so simple; wake up, go to work, eat three meals, take a shit, and go to bed. But I just feel so empty and, for lack of a better way to say it, dead inside, everyday. What do I need to do to get my shit together? 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As of right now I'm hiding in the library during my break time. So I just found out that two of my close friends in class is dropping out of school. I honestly feel sad because I feel like there's no one there for me now. No friends to laugh with or hangout during break. I'm a total loser(not exaggerating) This new semester is making my anxiety even worse. Just the second week of school and I have skip three classes that I hate. Getting a diploma is so important for me and this might be my last chance to achieve my dreams, how am I going to survive three years alone in school. Sorry if I sound whiny and annoying but it just sucks, knowing that I made a friend and then they leave. I know we could still be friends even if they're not here with me physically. I'm starting to feel like I should drop out too.",2.363950980392154,4.499589872222227,3.0927450980392166,91.74794117647059,78.05555555555556,6.0130718954248366,25.032679738562088,7.048011613610866,0.9219640522875824,707,26,149,8,17,222,107,180,0.13699999999999998,0.71,0.153,0.7896,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,2,16,13,3,0,6,0,12,0,0,3,1,33,30,13,0,4,8,0,4,3,4,2,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,7,2,0,2,3,4,0,5,2,5,22,9,20,23,1,25,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,4,14,100,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14108453666855314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084183633801449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303944733670023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876189502696908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17994621687142626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755110166001123,0.29195030034929803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935999706141512,0.4209780043846547,0.0,0.0711701845216529,0.0,0.1548357944002762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449066737590634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972770160180898,0.11103881780159597,0.0,0.14423904783192504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996530373443676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889620940155333,0.09092900243046416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372793733760112,0.1445096330365988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156370869345266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230730865912072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633253619631455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135907164009086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248897326973118,0.09641837787013527,0.0,0.10878677761135157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794319337075617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306874843144156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926878278777316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388214888271484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772226991188058 anxiety,spaghettialt,2018/01/15,"Guys i got a new job! (Advice) So i got a interview and they gave me the job! I was a little bit anxious so thought i had messed up the trial shift, but they seemed to like me, its a small shop but gets a lot of customers throughout the day (train station) just wondering if people could share some tips on staying calm throughout my shifts when I start, thank you in advance 🙂 ",3.0616228070175424,4.531731039473687,3.4789473684210535,92.68096491228071,74.13157894736842,6.119298245614036,25.824561403508767,6.42735559955562,0.7479982456140353,293,10,63,2,6,91,59,76,0.043,0.7859999999999999,0.171,0.892,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,2,1,4,5,0,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,11,4,5,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,5,38,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146416084194437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24814448846247605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23980333614854546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537442538233078,0.0,0.0,0.14165751131369306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475921977770227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3513518938479748,0.0,0.0,0.21749023268339485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359418733393656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073109802271076,0.2201492303740387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674046364568653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21214148399640653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227919340184634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999631326405607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547097272513044,0.23412004216529755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022262540951424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743793282595397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820346417946195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HolyUnprepared,2018/01/15,"Should I Get Help? I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember, never so bad that I can't function or that it's really hindered my life (so far as I can tell), but always there. It was at its worst in high school when I would get anxiety attacks about once every one/two, but it has gotten much better while at university and only have them about once a month. When I am upset I sometimes engage in self-harming activities (biting and hitting) and occasionally I lose control of my body becoming partially paralyzed or my movement is out of my control. Any advice would be great. 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Just sitting here mad as hell at my anxiety right now. Health anxiety is a big issue for me and, typically, I can control it. I avoid google whenever I'm sick, keep the rational voice in my head on loud, and stay informed (but not obsessive) about my health. Then I get a stupid news alert that essentially says the current US flu season is a deadly mess and, even with a vaccine, we're all screwed. Rational brain says (1) they're trying to get clicks and fear monger, (2) I practice good hygiene and disinfection procedures, and (3) I have absolutely no symptoms of any sickness. Anxiety brain says ""My throat is a little scratchy and my niece had a stuffy nose today when I saw her . . . My end is nigh."" F#%k anxiety! It's so frustrating! Sorry for the rant but I'm just fed up and grumpy now. This sub has helped me stay grounded these last 4 years and I'm eternally grateful for it. Just trying to beat my anxiety up tonight. 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I know this sounds crazy, but I’ve always dealt with yelling, screaming, and fighting in the household since I was young. Especially around the time when I was 13 and my parents were torturously screaming at each other daily, and it’s never really affected me(well except from the fact that I had problems with my parents( mostly my dad he may have anger issues) and I’m sometimes scared of their screaming). Something weird happened. I was in the middle of class and my teacher was yelling at a student. I suffered an anxiety attack just by hearing him raise his voice. I don’t know why it happened but could the yelling and problems in the household be a cause? Or is yelling just a normal thing that can cause anxiety attacks?",6.8699206349206365,7.916507357142862,6.238095238095237,78.04468253968255,64.71428571428572,8.507936507936508,37.698412698412696,8.515128840125781,3.2977460317460316,610,31,103,8,9,187,90,140,0.321,0.667,0.012,-0.9941,2,0,1,0,6,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,5,13,5,1,10,0,13,0,0,3,2,31,19,11,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,13,0,0,6,10,14,0,13,10,2,11,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,4,4,74,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291126258990858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561104433115172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138132866494297,0.0,0.3530531490745851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31880159417401704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238894245379289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27442999186880546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488618169252734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195560448600935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705531039546083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967551638047172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203218885847491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445925222262189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492917414510975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969506053747873,0.1813836779518702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994049171956756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535074220696826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835699025562752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945629548676552,0.1534656184388482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030870594437541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048000271165348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400154402482762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,apldeap123,2018/01/15,"My health anxiety is Flaring Up again... Hello all. For a while now, I haven't really had any anxious thoughts concerning my health. That all ended a few days ago. You see, I got a cold or something similar. That usually isn't a cause for concern for me, except that my symptoms was just a tad worse than usual. Because of that, my mind gravitated toward a rare disease that I had obsessed about in the past, Kleine-Levin Syndrome. I also began to research causes and symptoms... Long story short, it's a sleep disorder that causes sufferers to sleep >20 hours a day, for weeks or months at a time. What got me worried was that many of the cases seemed to have began with a viral infection, *like a flu or cold.* That's what is currently making me very anxious. I can't help but obsess over the thought that a few days from now, I could develop that disease. All because of my cold. It also doesn't help the fact that the disease mainly is found in male teenagers, as I am a teen. Also, I have been feeling unusually sleepy today, which I don't know if it's because of my lack of sleep last night, or what. Please help.",3.773542780748663,5.298677204545456,4.636149732620321,84.87334224598929,72.4090909090909,7.358288770053476,27.486631016042786,7.928766900206844,1.6890828877005348,875,32,171,12,17,283,126,220,0.129,0.838,0.033,-0.9316,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,18,0,17,9,3,4,4,27,29,12,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,18,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,12,5,19,1,24,16,7,30,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,6,24,118,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819901274085976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657700853705217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533360566394096,0.0,0.08474572953070003,0.2502977647173015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025897842275796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34140203921475554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844811934724156,0.0,0.0,0.21433011865541532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696247788163825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811742621991934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056013255542495095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146359570616096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720037669230201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550606511473585,0.0,0.0,0.2227587426677692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909512610063893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060881311499680776,0.0902997746283923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412108616010879,0.0,0.0,0.09803604206343874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394592800264338,0.11231264809039772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185533947145154,0.0,0.08842284289404953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395870703123784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575121237911582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160221594726378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709679459132046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827662221322663,0.10084915735166557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33257739340330444,0.0,0.0,0.0852831847383236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028386065364026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589250660655933,0.06459620026670643,0.0,0.1050056600655834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24401511696981185,0.09140438214170288,0.0,0.0,0.08886033420569117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250158160052352,0.11289339532655948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BrettAnon13,2018/01/15,"Do I have anxiety? (Serious question) Maybe for about a month now I have been having chest pains, I went to the hospital because one day it had gotten bad. They told me I probably have anxiety but, a few days before the pain started I had a menactra shot which we didnt tell the doctors. It turned out I had a bunch of the symptoms of the side effects of this shot and they all pretty much went away within a week. I even got ECG scans and ultrasounds, nothing was found... But I still have chest pain every day but not as much as before, I never notice it throughout the day when im busy at school, it only starts after school when im alone and I worry about stuff thats happening in my life. Overall im still feeling slight chest pains and a recent sensation of my toes feeling detached from my body. Any thoughts? Thanks",3.4879362101313305,5.086444829268295,4.223902439024393,87.24867729831148,73.26829268292683,7.241275797373358,26.03001876172608,7.882392219407189,1.4439874296435278,648,22,130,9,13,207,104,164,0.166,0.765,0.069,-0.9356,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,2,1,8,7,0,0,12,0,12,12,5,1,2,18,26,11,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,13,3,17,1,17,13,5,24,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,16,87,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290593193069515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741334584010792,0.0,0.1667912735481988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242251805034897,0.0,0.09102238223204426,0.06645410198699539,0.0,0.185526270378408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109030548265196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812208052507084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158074957377252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720029132639874,0.0,0.09184924471756556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102418054484862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952854692362445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718868981776491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640098044719336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532624344565315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770000200181099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951951116746188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701416967393118,0.0,0.1602760993500702,0.0,0.08407854430223463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046021555375166,0.12411349663196106,0.0,0.0,0.07387090714736963,0.08291028320711834,0.4639955809681474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090672867573534,0.11753584734804735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212095873835045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763846406440564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065657170651914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432175723478853,0.0,0.17411791253640152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247952855617942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330759263244773,0.0,0.0,0.09528329824039558,0.10036571568297248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654517267995566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416782993338644,0.0,0.0,0.11857624798397258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744469126740304,0.0,0.0,0.20211468601525195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070930756776584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lionheart78239,2018/01/15,"Is this just anxiety or start of an eating disorder? I’m not sure if my anxiety has led to me having an eating disorder or it’s simply just anxiety. My social anxiety is pretty bad in the sense that I can’t eat or drink anything when in company, if I I even manage to be outside in public. This caused me to lose a lot of weight in high school and I never ate breakfast. Sometimes I wouldn’t even eat dinner because I’d be hungry enough to not feel it. This lead me to border on unhealthy skinny and I didn’t notice it. Transferring high schools made it a bit easier on me because I found private places to eat food, but then my awkwardness with food became worse. I wouldn’t eat much even if given the opportunity. I can’t talk about food without feeling uncomfortable and I get upset when I’ve eaten a little too much. I think it’s gotten worse because now I’m at my heaviest. Ever since I started dating my boyfriend he’s been encouraging me to eat more healthily and have actual set meals. Usually I eat whenever I remember to, which is not often. I didn’t lose or gain significant weight that way, but it did fluctuate. Either way there was balance to it all. I started listening to my boyfriend and now I’m at my heaviest. I blew up. Now I want to lose weight and I’ve become so self conscious. I only gained 10lbs and I know I can lose it in a week. I’ve done it before where I basically only ate a table spoon of peanut butter a day, but it’s big 10lbs to me. There’s not much of a physical difference, but I’m so self conscious. I feel like I’m weak when I eat food. I want control and the only way I’m able to feel better is if I eat, at the most, 400 calories a day. I alternate so I don’t enter starvation mode. I rely on water and tea to keep me full for as long as I can. My biggest problem is craving food when bored or too hungry. Another weird thing is that I actually enjoy the feeling of a grumbling stomach. I love it and once I pass that feeling and I no longer feel hungry, I love the feeling even more. It’s difficult to reach that mode because it’s been a while since I’ve eaten so little, but I know I can do it. I know my ways are unhealthy, but is this on the way to an eating disorder? I don’t really want to tell anyone because I want to lose weight. I’ve done it before and didn’t blow up when I went back to eating normally. I want to do it again. What should I do and what is this?",1.8986417428725133,3.5620321360946754,4.125165411511567,86.01043773534161,77.73767258382642,7.2126412049488975,23.94876277568585,8.07648339933343,1.3428426035502965,1891,63,400,33,44,654,209,507,0.153,0.736,0.111,-0.9396,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,11,28,21,0,2,20,0,36,36,2,5,4,76,76,41,0,14,23,0,12,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,30,14,32,2,16,1,0,5,16,13,0,0,18,14,59,8,45,53,12,57,0,5,0,2,11,23,0,12,24,264,89,5,0.04911797429793355,0.0,0.09586411512361856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05150447872645647,0.15030046358444574,0.0,0.0,0.03434442967890187,0.0,0.04041990772455888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037768690363497615,0.041011456879617464,0.14970930617732708,0.05424694360881496,0.08359155683558564,0.0,0.0,0.04344085673667916,0.05362410648953353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045768977269848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550899847612606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335405998707458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051317828913418684,0.16888036178148064,0.0,0.0,0.10052948220643272,0.0,0.04811691540386169,0.0,0.6031194002701477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075199751192331,0.0,0.12976783512454704,0.044430019809579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19868418908025884,0.03508989065267905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969682474470092,0.05385532357903725,0.0,0.0,0.025662114301042496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379167321937377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043658312390598385,0.0,0.0,0.08098186238443034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023996561197255677,0.09845822800274588,0.0,0.043467861601159535,0.0,0.27475224674071297,0.0,0.041758345272720265,0.08866177899527368,0.04647661490363871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832208808661492,0.0,0.037882809805632335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812518607857357,0.0,0.055921139289939005,0.0,0.052309039590034,0.0,0.1120692983828063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051317828913418684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997063809150757,0.0,0.04699926787579787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03146623207286943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055641089902710564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994200245460098,0.0,0.0,0.1024815188497966,0.0,0.0,0.08126179182078369,0.0,0.0,0.05006958922438413,0.0,0.0,0.048578932524007,0.0,0.10429786505071097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629310948845352,0.0,0.0,0.03947916718488074,0.04293127449874645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03263179958976884,0.0314728146332398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409650935403383,0.0,0.14485526921876746,0.1949378087209269,0.03939947623126516,0.23924984094225954,0.0,0.04553285426611145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734797444420764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011082415106937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,petuniathemurderef,2018/01/15,"Do you ever just want a break from life? As in, wanting something drastic like hospitalization just to escape for a while Lately, I've been super overwhelmed with everything. Like, I just want to sleep and watch Netflix and not do anything. I don't want to go to school, or even activities I normally enjoy doing. Something that sound really nice is being hospitalized for whatever reason (note: I don't want to hurt myself per se, but if I were to be suddenly hit by a car and had to spend a week or longer in the hospital, my wants would be fulfilled) and just staying there for like a week or month. I don't know if anyone else experiences this. It fucking sucks. 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I made friends and generally had a pleasant time, until the anxiety showed up. I would walk into the building one of my classes would be in and just sit down and do nothing. I sometimes tried to study or something, but usually I just sat there and wasted time. I would see my friends walk out and they’d wonder why I didn’t enter the room. “I just didn’t want to go in,” I would say. Other days I would feel fine and I’d go into class and get through everything perfectly well— but those days where I would wait outside the classroom became more and more common. I remember one day I just drove around my neighborhood for a while and then went back home, never actually stepping on campus that day. I would be a sophomore. I’d actually be able to go /r/physics and not feel like a charlatan. I would be able to say that I could go through with something and actually reach a goal. I could have maybe gotten into the spring semester, but the college I thought I would get into rejected me due to unmet prerequistes, despite the fact that I had attended there previously when I was younger. Did they email me? Text? Call? No. They sent a letter. *It never arrived*. I never knew they had they had sent a letter and rejected me until it was almost too late to apply to a different college. I was rushing to complete paperwork that would rarely arrive to its destination, and I couldn’t do it. I say this like it’s not my fault, but it is. It’s not like I’m in a wheelchair and the only way into the building is a staircase, I’m just stopping myself. If I just didn’t drop out I would be in a better place. I’d be around friends more, and I’d be learning at a decent. Maybe I’d be dating, or maybe I would have joined a club. I’d be a sophomore. I would be a college student. I just want to die now. Thank fucking god my therapy appointment is Tuesday. I feel a mixture of anger towards myself and fear of repeating what I always seem to do in school: giving up. 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One of those changes was regular heavy exercise which I've kept up. I still live with a fair bit depression and anxiety, but mostly manageable. However, the last few years I've had a very difficult time keeping up with strict exercise. When focused, I can overcome some fairly challenging workings (i.e. 2 hours of muay thai, crossfit style workouts and fairly heavy lifting), but in the last 2 years I have days I feel physically fine but I cannot push myself to even do 5 minutes of cardio. The main symptoms I feel are an extreme lack of focus, low drive and at times a bit anxious (especially when crowded, but I'm a very social guy). I've tried the following: - Meditation/Yoga - Different trainers and workout classes (the motivation levels have been declining) - Workout changes (i.e. low weight/high rep or pure circuits) to get through plateaus - Pre-workouts/coffee (not too much) Usually a stressful situation (personal or work) put a massive damper for weeks until I get back into a groove, until another one happens. I generally avoid very heavy lifting as I find stress levels can increase, but I still do miss being able to challenge myself. In the past, even after 13 hour work days, I could push out a workout or try to fit in a short intensive one. Nowadays, even sitting around for 3 days rested I feel anxious/distracted at the gym. Anyone recommend anything else to keep focused even when you're in the gym and anxious?",7.807216828478963,8.259477763754045,7.449336569579291,72.23025080906153,62.624595469255674,10.620711974110034,39.82038834951456,10.380263240014207,4.357823300970875,1355,70,226,29,18,428,184,309,0.131,0.778,0.091,-0.8786,2,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,7,17,14,1,3,22,0,16,5,0,1,1,38,30,21,1,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,14,0,4,5,9,0,7,2,11,0,3,7,3,18,3,34,21,11,59,0,5,0,0,6,20,0,5,31,132,21,10,0.08382183545517399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860599922172998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878945030352193,0.12824694938551054,0.2840844453823865,0.0,0.05861017630500739,0.0,0.06897822849636187,0.14923840963242527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445381745190787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830234693040064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660171625984837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692491496612872,0.0,0.0,0.16217444838346695,0.0,0.14439124810440535,0.0,0.0,0.08757597748240856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700223877397964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22145412710233767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271485157114683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661163904544205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758689881330665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599359110163892,0.07412337226714766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856237129650478,0.0,0.0,0.16509524660078714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900939746651082,0.09273644169301752,0.0,0.0,0.20497795034194413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920584128816661,0.0,0.0,0.07401621639413379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161869372355268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039953509173442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001742658034333,0.0,0.07318999356054427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426409637875196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421925504884872,0.0,0.08544580531390215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13388045214316174,0.0,0.192035258618964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712298184550013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775437266251323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312914339600513,0.11381904812855413,0.09117408692925287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231790949415997,0.2766471711331318,0.0,0.0,0.06723682034696796,0.10207241385045444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24409317809843484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32387108295783085 anxiety,imnervousallthetime,2018/01/15,Tried on some lingerie I ordered from Victoria's secret without washing it first and now I'm terrified I'm going to have an STD Can someone please talk me down or tell me why this is unreasonable or reasonable,5.162357723577234,6.700965073170736,6.1448780487804875,75.34869918699188,69.0,9.369105691056909,35.61788617886179,9.725611199111238,3.7522617886178864,172,9,30,4,3,57,36,41,0.097,0.847,0.056,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,7,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,5,6,1,6,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077182797774827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056001584751626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3971108252935688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37195606869530096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065234616264785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29077409553948536,0.3161997428737828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24561561049061856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264378694373288,0.0,0.0,0.3487298599833099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yoginurse26,2018/01/15,Is this health anxiety? I have anxiety and depression and formerly panic disorder but sometimes I overthink like crazy about possibly having some worse and undiagnosed mental health condition and look up all the symptoms/take online quizzes all that.. Is that health anxiety? I think of a million situations to fit the criteria for having those illnesses and I make myself panic,8.195714285714285,10.970261269841274,8.054158730158733,59.76028571428574,63.28571428571429,12.65904761904762,39.584126984126975,11.979248473330829,6.34108507936508,312,17,40,12,5,100,46,63,0.348,0.57,0.08199999999999999,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,5,4,0,1,2,11,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,8,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164856020277651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630488985624166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798705464096687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.578701049915256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865993711074993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523940141552747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211365438401472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288498044425572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42584563444857376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458676170390636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398646699277506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948426306092505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628240159679412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18493940236641532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NewStudentStarfish,2018/01/15,"Just To vent About two months ago I had a major panic attack and started getting help for them. About 2 weeks into going to a therapist, I started to feel better and eventually I was prescribed a daily pill, took it once, and it reacted very badly with me. Since taking it, and it reacting badly with me, I have not only stopped getting better, but been getting worse in some symptoms. There is no correlation other than I was getting better, took the pill once, and then have gone downhill. It sucks because sometimes I cant even go out to eat without having a panic attack and then other times I am totally fine. This makes me question what the issue is and how I can address it since every-time I think I pin it down, it changes. At first I thought it was caused by driving, but then all the sudden I was fine going on a drive, then suddenly it restarted with not only driving but other things like going out to eat or being in the cold. Just wanted to vent about it; perhaps that will help the frustration. I feel great and then I think ""this would be a terrible place to have a panic attack"" and before you know it I feel like I can't breath and start twitching. 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I currently have a decent job as an administrative assistant in a car dealership. I enjoy my job but I don't want to do this forever. I am a university graduate in Human Relations and have a certificate in massage therapy as well. I enjoy massaging but not enough to do only that as a career. I have thought about working HR but am not sure where and am not sure I would enjoy it. I have always wanted to work with athletes but not sure what I would do. I also don't really want to go back to school and can't really afford it even if I wanted to. I feel lost when it comes to my future and this causes a lot of my anxiety and leads me to lose motivation. Whenever I think of something I might want to do, I discourage myself by finding all the reasons why I shouldn't or why I wouldn't succeed. Has anyone else dealt with this? If so, how did you deal with it? How have you chosen which direction to head in? How did you figure out what you really wanted to do? Do you guys have any suggestions for me according to my experience and interest in the athletic department? Thanks in advance!",3.3365011820331003,4.701720978723404,5.5195390070922015,78.74361111111112,73.25531914893618,9.64775413711584,26.6725768321513,9.994966539143718,2.682356973995272,910,32,182,26,18,319,118,235,0.102,0.769,0.13,0.7705,4,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,9,11,13,0,0,9,0,27,1,1,7,4,54,43,23,0,13,11,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,13,12,0,1,8,0,0,6,10,3,1,0,4,1,32,10,32,34,3,19,0,3,0,0,10,9,0,5,4,144,45,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475890277427836,0.09859576554620536,0.0,0.0,0.08057938279388822,0.0,0.18129382019664125,0.0,0.0,0.08285314243844266,0.12141020113242044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111389275223973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172507148722025,0.0,0.10207132811145386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221612005082519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898579446500576,0.0,0.0,0.12243506496408706,0.0,0.07826358617702787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590900537435544,0.0,0.0,0.059913680224269725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830056216248343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366939493996205,0.06734236900903033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732681519196946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216081232041098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351722694700753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512071818533594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256348844525812,0.12934923450998098,0.100738610634136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570247171855292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011935490653994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772917462677486,0.12183065917360733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992136034805448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122179043927846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33503508110849195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909254198888227,0.13550720595230314,0.0,0.0,0.07592560476694737,0.0,0.09407029900873726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892321727875419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653954254405892,0.0,0.2138432151532209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587932010475023,0.0,0.0,0.16834822102382366,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Purple-Brain,2018/01/15,"getting surgery tomorrow morning but anxious about something, and can't call in to ask the doctor because today is Sunday. I am getting put to sleep for oral surgery tomorrow, but I have an extreme phobia of throwing up and have recently learned about how common nausea/vomiting is after being put under (up to 60% of people in one study I read). I have had a similar operation when I was in 6th grade and felt fine after, but I'm wondering if that means I'll feel fine this time or if it varies based on the procedure. Does anyone have any experience or know somewhere I could find this information? I'm considering taking gabapentin before my surgery, which apparently significantly reduces post-operative nausea, but also decreases the dose needed for the anesthesia to work, and I don't want to risk being knocked out for too long or (even worse) not being administered enough for it to work!",15.705487804878047,9.18283028048781,14.182487804878047,51.80153658536587,54.12195121951221,17.266341463414633,52.9219512195122,13.662883650711644,6.871964878048779,722,33,118,17,5,236,111,164,0.048,0.91,0.042,-0.2273,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,7,3,0,1,6,0,15,3,1,1,0,27,28,16,0,5,10,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,2,8,2,24,21,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,6,11,80,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990537578264808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897023393112666,0.0,0.0,0.19764076973624087,0.0,0.12232729261582427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355220658881794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664631368338667,0.0,0.14886735533012266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864085978992494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968126650476134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906608116381806,0.15309765220175514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076743473461965,0.0,0.11555111038249498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113213089983115,0.0,0.0,0.08845866405043654,0.0,0.16797694326930726,0.0,0.15989875782866433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18280559581822275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614651797581174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482294727798812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056901055936354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297212833253254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854888863378805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128650201032355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755125311555416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35174092366110005,0.0,0.0,0.17499474726537587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273945565101395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507374893616892,0.0,0.0,0.13468305876624712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153867534490427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201323816988714,0.0,0.16582968294154649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318851161796168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972299689576666,0.254727587470358,0.0,0.17828635086437622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,helboudicca,2018/01/16,"A friend invited me to an exercise class, is it dumb to take a beta-blocker beforehand to calm nerves? My friend invited me to a spin cycle class at the local gym and I accepted the offer, the only problem is that I have anxiety rooting from ptsd, I take propranolol daily as I developed agoraphobia early last year and started having near daily panic and anxiety attacks. My doctor says I can take two extra a day if absolutely necessary, I can't talk to her without an appointment so I'm unable to ask for her advice I'm trying my hardest to get out of the house more and reconnect with lost friends so I accepted the offer without putting much thought into it, but come to think of it I'm terrified about going but I really miss my friend and I've been going crazy stuck indoors recently. My current plan is to dot lavender oil on myself and take a propranolol an hour before the class and hope it isn't as bad as I'm scared it'll be... TL;DR: Is it okay to take a beta-blocker before intense exercise? Edit: I didn't realise I'd selected a flair and Reddit won't let me change it, sorry about that, this has nothing to do with school or exams ",3.70940805434255,5.3159336550218335,5.6546360989810776,77.18133309073266,72.71179039301309,8.757011159631247,29.31610868510432,9.2995712137729,2.822723241145076,913,38,165,21,18,316,134,229,0.14,0.746,0.114,-0.6155,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,4,17,2,2,16,1,17,3,0,1,0,26,38,17,0,3,6,0,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,10,13,0,0,4,3,0,4,6,8,0,1,5,2,20,9,29,29,3,18,0,2,0,0,11,6,1,3,8,109,30,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256992165218733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19190905671566214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726124452747455,0.1426961033057825,0.0,0.0,0.10472981674977262,0.0,0.0,0.2134654336937261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268958310265466,0.10804787650421448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089275043650085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283841530962424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876313507564824,0.0,0.06553262753012858,0.0,0.142570888511295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458148821873727,0.12352447054376599,0.14473076963253367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022431729984336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826190514032962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692297704785925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220636783329447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035462391159713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539608340305948,0.0,0.14716649317938546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002072314705098,0.14662236614994714,0.12609300516329436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803544416495787,0.0,0.12384818261462252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974792850326199,0.12557851766342626,0.12694307571814584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404099645785904,0.08878085235398545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715432795479469,0.10081685117509444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037125135091062,0.0,0.0995783658160319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515955454412237,0.0,0.12252806123054175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418224108239013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077358347277704 anxiety,meeka-chu,2018/01/16,"Just fucked up a perfect relationship This guy was perfect. Why would he like me anyway? I fucked up because I let my anxiety monster talk me into how I’m not fucking good enough for this guy and that he doesn’t like me at all and whatever. Turns out he did like me and I said I didn’t want to see him anymore out of insecurity. What I meant to say is “I always want to see you and I want to know if you’re serious about us” How wrong that went. Fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK",1.2228555555555545,2.8801999300000034,3.139333333333333,92.34522222222223,79.7,6.4444444444444455,22.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.5647777777777776,363,11,86,5,9,122,63,100,0.294,0.555,0.151,-0.9671,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,0,2,5,16,7,1,1,0,7,7,0,2,3,21,25,7,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,6,4,15,6,13,17,2,7,0,0,2,7,12,6,7,1,3,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038125941361108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228845627612256,0.0,0.1196414084325306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735403760056252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465227030183912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7807012703917223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118621632302503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890302807048225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630000456053513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336148618534101,0.0,0.176814272106563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295210700192312,0.0,0.0,0.11475525472074992,0.0959369244563204,0.0,0.0,0.19226722654804335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696500749680063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122052065023873,0.0,0.0,0.14511378681851686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21346791131594067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183350283425096,0.10885787607215486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569843924226606,0.13189973892656465,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hi5yourface,2018/01/16,"Couples counseling causes my anxiety to spike I have my own therapist who is lovely, and I have no problems seeing her. However, I've also been in couples counseling for a few years with my boyfriend with a different therapist, and I'm finding that even thinking about going causes my anxiety to spike. I get triggered a lot during our joint sessions. Usually it's because I'm speaking up, which is terrifying bc I'm afraid I'll make him mad or he'll leave me. This is rooted in childhood stuff that I'm working on, my boyfriend is a wonderful and patient man. Anyway, so the pattern now is that we'll go to therapy, I'll speak up about something important, but then I'll spiral and have a much more extreme reaction, which usually ends in me questioning our whole relationship. My boyfriend, on the other hand, is very introverted and in his head, and really needs time to process things. So what we have is me being overly emotional, and him clamming up because he's overwhelmed. This didn't happen overnight, and actually now we're much better at talking outside of therapy. But since this pattern is all our therapist sees, she thinks that I'm just terribly miserable and that he doesn't care. She's pretty young, and has alluded privately (just to me) that he's not good for me, and that I'd be better off without him. I know that we should take a break from seeing her so that I can untangle myself, but I'm worried that a) I'll stop speaking up without her or worse, b) that she's right and we should break up. We see her tonight and my stomach has just been in knots over it. I know I'm going to lose control and have a panic attack, and that she's going to think I'm stupid for staying a relationship that so clearly makes me miserable. Any words of wisdom would be greatly appreciated.",6.634340974212037,6.6464191604584535,7.174239255014326,74.70720415472779,65.13180515759312,10.53300859598854,36.36117478510029,10.241411754978122,3.740605616045844,1433,66,264,31,20,472,176,349,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.103,-0.9534,2,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,8,0,0,5,14,18,3,5,11,0,27,4,3,7,2,57,58,26,0,5,11,0,1,0,0,5,0,3,0,1,25,21,0,2,8,0,0,4,6,11,0,0,3,8,40,7,35,47,8,36,0,4,4,1,34,17,0,5,12,180,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.09385885486486732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691597088868242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540642915596385,0.0,0.14715651815596995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941985790704893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726218113877546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170128689443206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806301604469778,0.19760891654130114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10787525399983547,0.0,0.2128450600789813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048875222503263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819076370058976,0.08518788435066846,0.0,0.0,0.0635266928995106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790776003770537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025064193418418,0.0,0.2186476855525381,0.08067212238832099,0.0,0.1060399746819942,0.0,0.0,0.08505260693588552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870953114005017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057172068808083,0.0,0.0,0.10184187092172788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760202070348757,0.0,0.08176971045516128,0.08680717530274343,0.0,0.1284032287755462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140831364994005,0.0713170483698507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284776808417935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785073094530806,0.0,0.09203229918976633,0.0,0.0,0.10774481601767584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061616059470496136,0.0,0.0,0.20652495946881425,0.0,0.08213811248329693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065754565193152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956197910689168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074044890479099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251622859804724,0.0,0.08041168536209929,0.0,0.0,0.11010431969779716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231619848033981,0.07730670477087867,0.0,0.0,0.21998288293948476,0.3350209235198471,0.06389843243691415,0.1848868476201477,0.0,0.0,0.05608395827137637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185973139620595,0.07935945973123074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738273535807366,0.0,0.18543024804531608,0.10430427297389276,0.07002096807506791,0.09767655035275513,0.09801673235371533,0.06832427607501129,0.0,0.0,0.061937458847737624 anxiety,SammyB05,2018/01/16,So sick of the anxiety and depression I just want to stop crying and stop worrying ,6.293125,6.971867062499999,7.6125000000000025,68.9825,65.875,13.9,34.75,13.023866798666859,5.4077,67,3,12,3,1,23,14,16,0.695,0.257,0.048,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953509454882514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42409190300321936,0.0,0.0,0.3325310414961263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455620885193204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772060552524176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39208404575243294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_TopCheese_,2018/01/16,Hi! I joined this sub Reddit recently as I suffer form sh depression anxiety and ed.Just wanted to come to places like these and just help other people going through the same stuff,4.461960784313725,6.837325588235295,4.794705882352943,80.87284313725492,72.52941176470588,8.062745098039215,23.098039215686285,8.841846274778883,1.8487568627450983,146,4,25,3,3,46,30,34,0.228,0.644,0.129,-0.6114,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834192220311959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31913913418186274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190972994051389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055457724455512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483275947833081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099975326101428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25684693564618066,0.0,0.3870768938460229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658082236172977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241155067008192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852104367481764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ikatheboi,2018/01/16,"I feel like anxiety has ruined/is ruining my life I've had anxiety since I was a little kid, but growing up has made it a lot more relevant and it's scary. To elaborate, I dropped out of high school due to anxiety. I was that loner kid that no one talked to, and everyone thought was weird. My saving grace was the fact that I'd get to go home and play video games with my friends. I'd stay up til an hour or two before I had to get up and go to school, because I didn't want the next day to start. I was so scared and anxious of going to school, and my grades definitely showed. I ended up making the decision to get my GED. Fast forward to now, 3-4 years later, I still haven't had a job, and I still have anxiety and social anxiety. I really don't like going out for any reason. I have a girlfriend that helps, but it's not like that makes it all go away. Every time I hear one of my friends talking about their job, a job opportunity, college, life in general, it immediately kills whatever mood I'm in and gives me a lot of anxiety. I feel so crippled by it. I've tried getting a job before, and I actually did get the job, but on the first day, I bailed and didn't go in. Also, my relationship with my family has suffered too. I'm grateful to have an amazing immediate family (Mom, Dad, two brothers.) but all the others, I feel, look down on me for not doing anything with my life. And even interacting with them gives me anxiety too. I don't know, I just feel so trapped. I think about killing myself often but, I'll never actually do it. I've told myself I'll run away and try and start anew before I ever did something like that. I just wish there was a path of life that was suited for me, but right now I really don't think there is. I don't know what to do and I'm scared for the future.",2.9396825396825403,3.7697138148148137,4.854126984126985,85.19642857142857,73.55026455026454,8.351322751322753,25.375661375661373,8.735056554316923,1.5731280423280416,1394,43,312,26,27,480,170,378,0.154,0.718,0.128,-0.8199,6,1,1,0,0,1,50.0,0,0,2,2,19,19,2,2,17,0,29,4,0,4,5,58,64,27,2,2,11,3,4,4,3,0,4,1,1,2,16,21,0,0,11,4,0,9,11,7,0,5,17,6,41,11,43,47,5,49,0,2,1,0,21,18,0,4,26,199,57,10,0.0,0.0,0.14391936991027568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896991862021868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050145785849188516,0.0,0.3948767375540213,0.08330530576244669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068180615915145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385624727906307,0.0,0.0,0.04495127084198588,0.0,0.1882421410881904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511250777039887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653118273038232,0.0,0.0,0.048704630094541033,0.06670212777586333,0.0621292012453813,0.07046181042780332,0.0,0.0,0.1390311771966362,0.0,0.14914080866803908,0.05267993082126533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272327787277386,0.0,0.0,0.1139428121244846,0.0,0.1926307521854744,0.14147641589278853,0.25144913483948883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311043405664646,0.0,0.0494264240038416,0.07791044747246223,0.07396731676004335,0.0,0.0726191290383361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658782759815491,0.0,0.16316495512789064,0.0,0.08105124351274867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20833920863754865,0.14410272136008204,0.07390693649216347,0.0,0.0,0.06192309873660873,0.0,0.0,0.12538236507781553,0.0,0.06977465054435407,0.09844415748747222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863634952825792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568728987966652,0.0,0.07842341601268363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099936378800948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447957220568223,0.07581708785747321,0.0,0.07916925387671304,0.0,0.0629736289199087,0.0,0.0,0.14765337650910587,0.2238867057398095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099855958377165,0.0,0.0,0.07516872944112032,0.0,0.05676871936148122,0.0,0.0,0.104387222140624,0.07859711822955236,0.11777785284641493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185389727637638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449933680559908,0.0,0.05854138993503263,0.04299843604586734,0.0,0.0,0.07046181042780332,0.0,0.10012935336720533,0.0,0.1440666946419373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043493812147048255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479745754095623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047486196502417935 anxiety,PhoneWalletSanity,2018/01/16,"First time taking anxiety medication My doctor finally yielding to giving me medication for my anxiety despite her worry that I would use the pills to commit suicide (I don't blame her, I don't entirely trust myself either). I took a dose right after I got home and wow... Ive had this weight on my head for so long that it became ""normal"" but now that the pills have kicked in at least 1/4 of that is gone. I only truly feel anxiety free when I'm with my long distance boyfriend so it's really trippy feeling even somewhat okay without him around. That's not to say I'm going to stop trying to make steps towards better mental health but it feels good to be able to just relax for once. 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I'm part of another anxiety/depression group and ive vented in there but no one is replying to me, I don't know what to do. I literally have no friends, I can't talk to my family because they don't give a shit. All I wanna do is go sit in the field behind my house or if i could drive id go to the beach but I don't want my family asking questions I'm too scared to go to the doctors because I don't want to be dismissed and I have no fucking idea what I'm supposed to say Over the past few weeks I've never cried so much in my life It's affecting my life/work so much I honestly don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore, I don't want to hurt and I don't want my boyfriend to hurt and there's fuck all I can do about it I don't wanna be here anymore I can't stop crying and i can't breathe, it hurts so bad ",0.009414062499999432,1.6825781757812521,2.7848500000000023,93.33515000000004,83.6484375,6.2835,22.74,7.404127859558343,0.7575186249999999,887,32,216,14,25,312,110,256,0.156,0.7190000000000001,0.125,-0.1751,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,10,13,5,1,7,0,27,8,2,2,3,35,51,20,0,9,5,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,10,10,0,1,6,2,0,5,17,11,0,1,1,4,32,2,24,47,6,16,0,4,0,4,18,5,5,3,4,134,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097753687382161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114147116475953,0.16216662174410046,0.0,0.315345664166712,0.0,0.0,0.08722208475714004,0.0,0.0990878711613067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849858817946685,0.12922303416736916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462569614770472,0.0,0.23285366872744445,0.0,0.0,0.09129044014964756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848692995214897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19983896144299496,0.0,0.10718511097275828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818888744883698,0.3919502355340583,0.0,0.10167683461640184,0.1807124667116708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223001163957894,0.3403987131929547,0.11965165487713172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650046165071858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973005307686654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075023958332369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583209495916325,0.0,0.08174728329965626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182267514612678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477861219130026,0.10118100907168184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151068779749876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655086853555486,0.11873488883113595,0.0,0.10602031811487964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685776051237911,0.1061161172986354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879889046710037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861375307956178,0.0,0.0,0.1213350641111225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519206154072309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127954967517956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25006645053058313,0.0,0.08502009649918958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771631728330928,0.0,0.10801453146200878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PinkyPomegranate,2018/01/16,"Anxiety/Panic worse than ever Hello, I'm not sure if this is the best place to write what I'm feeling, but I desperately need some help... I've suffered from anxiety most of my life, and I'm now 28 years old with daily panic attacks and extreme fear/nausea. The feeling is much different in the past year than it's ever been before. I used to just be nervous and paranoid about a lot of things, but now I constantly feel like I'm going to faint/pass out (especially while driving or talking to people). I'm still eating plenty and drinking water, so I'm not low on fuel. I've also been taking supplements (Vitamin D, Zinc, Magnesium, Fish Oil, etc.) and an anti-depressant (just started a month ago). I constantly feel like I want to throw up and it's almost impossible for me to take deep breaths. I feel like I'm dying at some point every single day. It's terrifying and I haven't felt normal or relaxed in a very long time. Basically, does anyone else ever feel like THIS? I know anxiety and I know it very well, but this just feels different - the worst it's ever been. My therapist tells me to keep breathing and do x-y-z, but nothing ever works. When I'm way too deep in panic, I have to take an anti-anxiety med to calm down. I just can't take it anymore. It's literally destroying my life at this point. Thank you in advance to whoever can chime in. I'll try and respond to all of you!",2.6336170212765957,4.387362734042554,4.683989361702128,82.40875000000003,75.91489361702128,7.67872340425532,25.57978723404256,8.472884824447931,1.8196,1089,39,216,21,24,375,162,282,0.163,0.7170000000000001,0.12,-0.9507,2,0,1,0,0,1,47.0,0,2,0,3,18,18,2,3,9,0,11,8,2,1,7,53,40,21,1,4,13,0,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,12,3,1,10,2,0,4,4,8,1,0,4,9,18,10,31,35,10,44,0,2,0,0,8,17,0,8,26,129,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916800649757046,0.0,0.08943115474289598,0.0,0.0,0.0714212470445016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496592416359968,0.0,0.088571611362525,0.062447691786861326,0.09150874181665794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160312107954557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599630895107444,0.0,0.09372542990432804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302495951294632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057597619883459024,0.0,0.0769226500140537,0.0,0.09268977361434044,0.1866200716167209,0.0,0.0,0.07815586197932857,0.0,0.0,0.08748988790810258,0.0,0.0913865187913424,0.07460712052799809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960435887796837,0.0,0.4039304494343036,0.07524760309407187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004986814091076,0.3161050563011649,0.2552125857730338,0.08575169249861933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050756982539285976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059862671034691076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938291191882647,0.0,0.0,0.09816498007177704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616471615798158,0.17452959581522365,0.0,0.0,0.07903661959979147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592824511865796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920337694138867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128646210775008,0.0,0.06565319261168429,0.06622230040467776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750492628696359,0.08569544046741774,0.0,0.0937159163247599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095722963550792,0.0,0.0,0.08525658695621724,0.06191637151027277,0.0,0.09331003580836043,0.0,0.1688538060443482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321414167797887,0.0,0.07132315357843004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841737032822612,0.0,0.26860029288109977,0.07178406767598508,0.0780609555313652,0.08222473207251595,0.0,0.10369589855583053,0.059333655625801285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207743193842829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063568892897728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077135243068692,0.0,0.1473803558167502,0.05267740527619468,0.07089019273532339,0.0,0.0,0.08030049700103621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501880950605593,0.0,0.09101461211561666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502554017227715 anxiety,holly54321,2018/01/16,"I have to get a blood test... im so nervous ive always had a phobia of blood and needles and have anxiety attacks every time. I really dont want to get one but its for a good reason...:( Im so scared i dont want to get it. Any advice please?:( (P.s i dont know why the flair is school/exams haha)",-1.7065298507462678,0.06111885074626855,1.941921641791048,96.05676305970152,91.83582089552236,4.544029850746268,14.345149253731346,5.985473137389443,-0.8070880597014924,221,4,55,2,8,81,45,67,0.236,0.7040000000000001,0.06,-0.8038,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,2,4,1,8,2,2,1,0,7,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,5,2,5,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037925559748204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450786620262316,0.0,0.0,0.11856846972964932,0.0,0.13338232490028673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19835580809859116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130339243893916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690295889159932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27328238801393845,0.0,0.0,0.14624204722471132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3766701043395697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582182979337328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181485473214767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139119299453372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116973052414626,0.17926762806459134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745613774580396,0.1764581918024463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166873798846222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568008504219296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732971576389818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Infoguide89,2018/01/16,Sick frequently I am in college and I generally get sick about 10 times+ per year. Does anyone know if this is a mental health thing?,2.1056410256410243,4.756979307692311,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,82.84615384615384,6.543589743589743,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,0.9179128205128202,106,3,21,2,3,34,24,26,0.239,0.7609999999999999,0.0,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,11,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074806854723554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848247601706046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297491782430663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674295222172642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24167294657478944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431606217525814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921477572889329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564194770356088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831820594723807 anxiety,rebeschka,2018/01/16,"Anxiety & nausea I usually get anxious at school, on a bus, in crowds or generally in public. I‘ve always thought that I‘d never get anxiety at home. However, I‘ve been experiencing nausea especially in the evenings. I lose my appetite, get cold, start shaking and feel like I'm going to throw up. I‘m lowkey clueless and I‘d just like to hear if someone has had similar feelings.",6.289565217391306,8.045835927536235,7.064463768115946,68.99321739130437,66.53623188405797,10.157681159420287,36.98840579710146,10.355215969177356,4.361200579710145,305,16,49,8,5,101,55,69,0.14300000000000002,0.769,0.08800000000000001,-0.4735,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,14,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,5,3,2,9,11,0,13,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,25,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893152502077776,0.24601865418482796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473994824913895,0.2565123765323254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997052467827834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296160065631571,0.16221120763970395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35588733455136096,0.0,0.12904303146188953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591233066590396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277589888685233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185940728827647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540212745982456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512212814170403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297961313815891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238660609909666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607137395741359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025971959771767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25007373771170216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EternallyPessimistic,2018/01/16,"I’ve (19/M) been having Nightmares for about two months I’ve been having nightmares for about two months in a row now. I’d say about 85% of my dreams are nightmares. It’s not that they are necessarily scary, but they scare me and make me feel uneasy/anxious. I’m on 15mg Lexapro/Escitalopram if this helps. Thoughts? 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I can't talk to people. I'm terrified of people noticing that I'm awkward or shaking and I also suffer from facial muscle twitching from anxiety and I'm embarrassed of people noticing it. I know that all my friends and family judge me for it. My sister makes fun of me for not having a job. Friends patronise me over it. My parents aren't aware of how severe my anxiety actually is so I'm assuming they think I'm lazy. I know that even if I get a job and make it through the interview I wouldn't last there long. I guess I'm asking for advice, or to hear about other people's experiences with this sort of thing.",2.5557918552036227,4.2823185359477165,4.964705882352941,80.43040723981903,76.05882352941177,8.106385118149825,26.148315736551037,8.841846274778883,2.122684665661137,588,22,116,13,13,207,91,153,0.17600000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.043,-0.9398,6,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,6,0,6,2,1,3,2,23,23,11,0,2,4,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,1,15,3,19,21,1,11,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,6,7,73,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.1273156704115483,0.0,0.0,0.1274895391568516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433334620528432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994176328610215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196778642143995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617134214107239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762045604136518,0.12299141904200822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015949003007702,0.0,0.13632585174136974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372264026027087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704428787748924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5178681704863302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340103645462776,0.10634693105616368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545800916164818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417369067737545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413645012671832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062316480484512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970720516095206,0.13690177009600915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486668285704624,0.0,0.0,0.36179386341608905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738906734509896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299331686550447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486336062146218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667559151094965,0.0835971309932238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744599857370878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401561161321065 anxiety,aint_that_a_bitch_,2018/01/16,"A subreddit for people who are off meds https://www.reddit.com/r/nomed/ I am not on medication, and I think those of us who aren't have our own unique struggles, so I created a subreddit for others like me. 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I've played a little bit of D&D and a few other similar games, but it's always been with family and people I'm close with. I'd really like to try ""the real deal,"" but I feel pretty anxious about the whole thing when I consider it. There's a lot against me here: new game, I'd have to make a character, we have some differing beliefs, and finally: I'd be forced to... talk to other human beings. :/ Anyway, thought I'd see what a group of like-minded people thought about my predicament. 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I started feeling off a few hours ago. I'm fatigued, sore, and my throat hurts. I decided to take my temperature and found that it was right at 100 F. I stay home with our 4 month old and my husband works from home but is unavailable for the next 3 hours. Knowing that I'm not feeling well but need to care for my son is what brought on the panic attack. For the past 2 min I've been dizzy, shaking, and nauseous. Every time I think it's stopped it starts up again. Help :(",1.6880188679245298,3.6515304433962283,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,79.47169811320755,5.372075471698114,23.807547169811322,6.2581,0.4432633962264148,401,14,88,3,10,128,76,106,0.262,0.647,0.091,-0.9536,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,1,2,9,2,3,5,0,5,4,1,0,0,17,19,6,0,1,3,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,7,1,0,4,3,10,2,11,15,1,21,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,13,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429600991062694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669460152311371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831142840346692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443008457256827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588070827788076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446356742328421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682914721128776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809888694302376,0.0,0.32354291345460445,0.0,0.3176457604622909,0.0,0.1726476704215524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863223858148354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872775428761132,0.0,0.0,0.11958298620527233,0.0,0.0,0.1715172430961606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923044141617585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784417163235002,0.0,0.0,0.1539547433355813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772752794084492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22830181935878224,0.17189714143356785,0.0,0.13483268981535315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125834092915246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333817721412754,0.0,0.0,0.0940404484145522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500512918565306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174097449459291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Estonedia,2018/01/16,"Anxiety about the sensation of needing to urinate. READ: If reading other people's sources of anxiety can trigger the same condition in you please don't read any further because I imagine this could be 'contagious' for some but not sure. This is quite a funny predicament I find myself in but also a bit crippling at times. Hi guys was looking for advice for anyone who has had something similar. What has been happening to me recently is anxiety about the sensation of needing to piss. Backstory: A few years ago secondary to anxiety over other health issues(which were minor) I developed symptoms of frequent urination for a while which made me anxious and depressed. However this went away instantly once I realized it was an anxiety problem and not a genuine medical issue. Though sometimes it comes back(even though I now know its not a medical problem 100%) and recently its been pretty bad. Occasionally I worry that the sensation of needing to urinate will return and it does because I worry about it, if I don't worry about it I won't need to urinate frequently and therefor can't stop worrying about it. Some people get a similar problem when out and about when there is no toilet nearby but not me. I get it mostly when at home studying and get filled with this anxiety and it can be a little crippling and quite frankly bizarre considering how illogical it is that I worried about needing to piss when there is a toilet right there available, but its a bit of a 'don't think of a pink elephant situation which would cause one to instantly think of the elephant'. I feel a bit fucked after a whole day at work with this issue and its pretty tiring being anxious all day over an imaginary problem that I know is imaginary. I have had similar issues that I have got rid of with extensive meditation but this one seems to be a little more stubborn. Any advice? Thanks guys ",7.070514976353128,8.080508011560696,7.322827115081452,70.57355228586444,64.26011560693641,10.45275880189175,38.270625328428785,10.436869588844218,4.404657803468208,1516,78,242,36,22,492,170,346,0.205,0.7340000000000001,0.061,-0.9944,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,19,12,4,0,22,0,31,12,6,5,2,59,53,26,0,13,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,29,15,0,2,9,3,0,3,10,10,0,2,10,3,20,2,42,35,11,34,0,1,2,1,5,13,3,6,18,189,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283064386184233,0.06478318021915452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844400690956765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939714088907813,0.0,0.3354472340865001,0.16512472730171882,0.0,0.05110094658531796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866336520944287,0.05619589106317677,0.06102079105651381,0.08910076341133426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23936131364182306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507580513055276,0.0,0.06295405741057017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05835038760357573,0.0,0.0,0.09426426543199602,0.0,0.0629458049944496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395494235345676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827026735623358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369526813680596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667960330694368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756354513411413,0.11454768744954387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845070952216867,0.0,0.0,0.1447262261803717,0.06462656701859368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768322426669183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330765368097301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288372635092079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032840381543276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649562380545686,0.0,0.0,0.06137084966543201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915237894068801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14724575450601882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709485442061046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783042149806571,0.0990451157101854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133233439923037,0.0,0.0,0.08022258117348934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870224556484934,0.0,0.27972012925817663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554643577521473,0.21930667412390029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432020046616292,0.0,0.0,0.062412010900313585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653151547362106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214773309167342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056262438616833416,0.07228040934993392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061100198575326274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887934192982001,0.0759606457839671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728449877652239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365656291277942,0.14360626733519335,0.0,0.042614962885562734,0.08399752260758618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774816106959516,0.0,0.08159394277579063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320489223124447,0.3710938650167341,0.0,0.051915673908586486,0.0,0.0,0.04706270012631245 anxiety,TherapistWow,2018/01/16,Buspar I’d like some feedback on Buspar. It has been added to my daily dose of Lexapro. I have PTSD and was recently attacked again by my long time abuser. My doc started me on Buspar 3 times per day and I am having great difficulty keeping up with the regimen. Is it worth it in the end?,1.5283615819209049,3.7131391525423725,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,81.20338983050847,5.967231638418079,23.39265536723164,7.1686216300943375,0.9621841807909599,226,8,46,3,6,76,48,59,0.135,0.737,0.128,-0.128,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,8,7,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,9,30,9,1,0.0,0.35517674183954384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410300290842079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19332593108689008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26550598066403697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33049591126876715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664480822323532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645178343075307,0.0,0.0,0.2652857549497131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504134214888936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959853026160349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217773967884876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34959493251567914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,robotbobby,2018/01/16,"I had a Meltdown in front of my GP due to anxiety and now I have more anxiety about again. I've been basically trying to move forward with my life and I've been going to see my local GP until I have an appointment with a psychologist. My anxiety has been getting worse and today I go in and after we talk my doctor says ""you are really intelligent, could be doing anything you want""... I immediately started crying, I'm 25 years old, haven't worked for 18 months and I want to get out there, meet people, have fun, but I seem to be stuck and I know that I'm wasting my life. Anyway, now I have even more anxiety about going to see him next week, what should I do? He was really sympathetic and courteous but I just feel worse and highly embarrassed, especially as I never cry (first time in years).",3.169912917271412,4.855751874213841,5.2101886792452845,79.49246734397681,74.28301886792453,8.665892597968071,24.18045476536043,9.265573868473778,1.9951418480890184,624,19,124,15,13,216,98,159,0.14400000000000002,0.743,0.113,-0.2918,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,2,9,2,0,1,3,0,18,3,0,0,1,23,34,12,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,12,0,0,3,0,0,6,2,1,0,1,6,4,22,1,19,24,2,29,0,0,2,0,8,7,0,1,18,85,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4448244948509703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962547956745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606452097064762,0.0,0.31935984869108497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487903099136147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601419438528323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350242967883883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364994832049128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189756250293313,0.0,0.2478479567920583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358927547021506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989045224957181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535543784412946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160313523803687,0.15450318066550114,0.0,0.0,0.1121167648685129,0.0,0.1546005193917631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525392646683917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077986911404363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862529290046189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156024699100953,0.0,0.0,0.23167895362162985,0.13233756946669975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289222008764404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684129364168475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847652510399377,0.0,0.137791868551456,0.0,0.0,0.09869533121604712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148362798105907,0.0,0.1166054428176697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582963684950572,0.0,0.2962848265407628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722445454367334 anxiety,mywifeslasagne,2018/01/16,"I feel like I'm falling behind I had to leave university a little over a year ago because of some severe issues with anxiety which was definitely the right call as I then went back home and got a job and went to counselling for a while to help me and I felt great. Unfortunately I think I'm slipping back into a bad place. I'm doing a university course online now. It's part time so I can continue working and not overload myself with studying. The first few months went great, I was enjoying it and I was getting good marks for assignments. Now I'm falling behind on work. I'm not sure what's causing the anxiety itself, but everything is suffering because of it not just studying. The flat is a mess, my physical health is in bits because I'm not properly taking care of myself and I'm freaking out about the smallest pains in my body. I feel like I'm on the verge of a panic attack, and if I could just get it out of the way I could carry on with my life. I feel so miserable. Can anyone suggest anything that I could do to get everything back on track? Thanks ",3.383017783857728,4.941570344186046,4.874445964432288,82.64102599179208,73.46511627906978,7.84952120383037,27.53077975376197,8.4952907291091,1.9800533515731868,844,32,167,15,17,283,117,215,0.204,0.693,0.103,-0.9712,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,10,17,1,2,15,0,14,4,1,1,1,32,37,14,0,4,8,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,13,0,0,5,0,0,5,4,8,0,1,9,4,19,9,28,25,4,33,0,2,0,0,3,14,0,2,15,112,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323061742769173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817600685865584,0.0,0.0,0.08142826964184986,0.0,0.09583280828553004,0.0,0.0,0.1324847420775195,0.0,0.2686408653477533,0.09723533045738922,0.21297025221164947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271390511753178,0.12935561100538595,0.0,0.0,0.11891390538421988,0.0,0.1187339632542924,0.11963169593234232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27894029834990697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093250706630445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664993137087476,0.16639141220182502,0.11181537282202117,0.0,0.0,0.09905683834882116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252929943124974,0.0,0.0,0.09767719984193356,0.09313996028981733,0.2567848097113216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378656277286874,0.0,0.0,0.0780575483098921,0.0,0.11681418426915575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154910128732395,0.11556393883866675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330937235560012,0.0,0.0,0.08225583870788512,0.113788376975009,0.11671882767049445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929535278603311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391667450317193,0.13663522997221064,0.0,0.12610976644315589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167102640121015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945220963756017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156136742802005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097577638420112,0.0,0.08755990993731061,0.0,0.0,0.10721641525649424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461986879105897,0.0,0.0,0.067906035416182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924368149381162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32386575372555665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16956172440516368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749934099471251 anxiety,HelloHomieItsMe,2018/01/16,"I successfully made a phone call! Nobody in my life (except my therapist) understands how big of a deal this is for me, but I just made a phone call I’ve been putting off for weeks. I have huge anxiety surrounding telephone conversations and have anxiety around the topic I needed to discuss with the person on the other end, so it was a double whammy. I’m feeling really proud of myself and really wanted to share with all of you who can understand. What wins did y’all have today against your anxiety ? <3",6.3673539518900375,6.9795653402061895,7.137680412371132,72.68356529209623,65.70103092783505,11.00274914089347,30.59965635738832,10.864195022040775,3.46713883161512,406,14,72,11,6,135,71,97,0.06,0.747,0.193,0.9411,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,7,0,8,1,0,3,1,17,16,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,11,4,15,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,14,7,0,0,3,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340947863862821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683824731905226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862840065933287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500403702601896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752963408529115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563928209783228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360134308562102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579542069692002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025138795867215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515737682915152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014671872161298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24234704208354385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196162562943764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792908811961917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938210010511789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156482270926832,0.0,0.15172370340013966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrJoeBlow,2018/01/16,"I'm constantly thinking of all of the ""worst case scenarios"" that could be happening, and it's haunting me This has been going on for a number of years now, and I can't seem to shake it. My mind is in CONSTANT worst case scenario mode. Every single bad thing that can happen, my brain is trying to figure out what will happen and how I am going to handle it and deal with it. My girlfriend just left to go to work? My brain imagines her getting into an accident on her way there and I have no way of knowing if she's dead or brutally injured. These thoughts run through my head every single time she gets in the car by herself. It's gotten to the point where if I can, I'll drive her to places and then wait in the car while she's doing whatever she's doing, just so I know she's okay. I haven't heard from my mom in awhile? My brain automatically assumes she passed in her sleep and no one found her. Same goes for just about everyone I care about. It also pains me that there's so much suffering going on in the world and I can't help everyone. I hate feeling others' pain, but I can't turn it off. I've always had a great deal of empathy for others, but it can be too much at times. But when I'm driving down the road, alone? Calm as ever, I wouldn't mind if I died. Because then all of this worrying would be over. I'm pretty sure the only reason I haven't killed myself is because of how my girlfriend and my family would feel. I could never hurt them like that. I sit around most days terrified of what could happen to them. Because if they're gone then I'd probably follow soon after.",3.2859090909090902,4.319556696969698,4.433106060606062,87.7696590909091,72.93939393939394,7.3181818181818175,23.75,7.6454224807358475,0.94490909090909,1250,33,268,15,24,410,178,330,0.129,0.762,0.109,-0.3901,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,19,17,3,1,10,1,28,8,5,3,5,54,57,28,3,10,11,1,2,1,2,4,3,1,0,0,20,13,0,1,12,0,0,13,9,11,0,1,7,3,41,6,43,40,10,54,0,2,0,0,21,22,0,8,17,193,61,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004708860840822,0.0,0.07757714994846147,0.0807183099859355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635756154202309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099751040495398,0.1774052717084983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32487855985303193,0.0,0.0,0.09890597768190272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966206622801256,0.0,0.23235864589217956,0.0,0.0,0.06256204391936022,0.20002168645382773,0.0,0.0,0.1006788422762804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774916244458603,0.16346661056908918,0.1853903332782824,0.0,0.0,0.09145037616854157,0.0,0.09810017673577352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636411051574236,0.0,0.0,0.10136520515294584,0.0,0.2205272077049103,0.0,0.0,0.10695150722782536,0.0,0.0,0.3431349180430671,0.0,0.0,0.09577517735371142,0.09955805029980784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502232317898418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384891963009617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732482328668526,0.0,0.1066259648752836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539932285407927,0.0,0.0,0.04739313994533621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590056790511892,0.11361443224567648,0.0,0.0,0.14262387674800356,0.0,0.07481844135426431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657350359721307,0.07377884825763284,0.20644640348739052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135256578607674,0.0,0.09170378264824262,0.0,0.0,0.09869186775392673,0.10459087957354088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974023588627202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883123116486824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097077917108493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914287592483026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644477111496686,0.06215871916503366,0.0,0.07701340431601461,0.1131321256236528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586196862875514,0.10551669429369227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540006465660528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062287685034288,0.0985161898837722,0.0,0.13782319975814392,0.0,0.0,0.06246988079252876 anxiety,Glaziola,2018/01/16,"My friend [M27] stopped responding to me [F26] for nearly 3 weeks. What should I do? I've never been the person to have many friends. I often feel envy when I see someone on their phone constantly texting to their best friend. I have problems with keeping a conversation alive and tend to bore people. Up until I found my friend. Or better: He found me. We met 1,5 years ago and for over a year we have been texting nearly daily. About everything. At first, it was mostly him who started conversations but with time I felt comfortable enough to text him first. We had a really funny time but we could also talk about serious things. Because of my anxiety disorder, I avoided taking exams to finish my master's degree for approx. 4 years. He was one of very few people I talked about this. Also, I've been seeing a therapist since last february and even if I never told my friend directly, I think he knows. When I started learning for my very first exam in years, he was the biggest help, very supporting. Then, it somehow began to fall apart. He lives 6 hours away from me, so we could always just text. Then last summer he visited me for a weekend. I felt discomfort and got sick after the first day, I think coming from the stress. I mean, it was still fun, but after that weekend, our conversations weren't the same anymore. When I felt anxious about my upcoming exams, all he did was making jokes. Laughing is good, I know, but sometimes I want a serious talk. And I didn't feel like he wanted to talk seriously about it anymore. So with the time I stopped talking about my problems. In November we met again and again, it was very uncomfortable. He started to respond to my texts not until days have passed, always because ""discord was fucking up"". I don't know, if I believe him. The last time he texted me was on December 29th, which was his birthday. That I forgot. I only realized it on January 1st and send him a message, that I'm super sorry. I still feel very bad about it. He is still active on Twitter, but he hasn't anwered me yet. I feel like he thinks I'm just using him to load my emotional ballast off and that I don't care about him. Maybe this is why he doesn't talk to me anymore. I don't want to ask him because I'm afraid of getting that exact answer. Should I just wait until he gets in touch with me again? I don't know how to react to this.",3.4473887945670647,5.19955602580646,4.4589275608375765,84.88944397283534,73.68817204301075,7.131295981890212,25.785229202037353,7.85451343220497,1.4855806451612898,1852,63,359,26,38,602,221,465,0.127,0.742,0.131,0.6896,0,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,7,0,2,8,29,29,1,4,14,0,34,2,0,4,4,78,81,29,0,11,12,0,8,2,5,2,1,0,0,1,19,19,0,6,20,3,0,5,11,12,0,5,27,10,64,17,57,50,6,72,0,0,2,1,59,17,1,6,52,241,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623811221129293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255399069515468,0.11711139062367393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383489665374401,0.0795010814753662,0.20937232407061365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578894283222017,0.0,0.06611743596601745,0.0,0.05875823640406042,0.12869557153372654,0.0,0.0,0.07928589577335225,0.07385177101975038,0.06223890405115801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174962278905449,0.0,0.0,0.060619820292057786,0.0,0.07604785129072224,0.0,0.11237369459547407,0.0,0.0,0.09076909520197167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065317171156337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915977702785296,0.0,0.07271377548321059,0.0,0.04648048200453489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324641428922681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423301369906831,0.10054849289626007,0.20270638498308904,0.0,0.0,0.23943581403014702,0.0,0.15431999130208698,0.27184873482345834,0.06505839548376202,0.07353362662315349,0.0,0.0,0.05902525319347887,0.05628344943787865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047169314436833525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930290023555072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255045871642853,0.0,0.0,0.15469990669169426,0.17208934521761926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687610596156907,0.0,0.062140353113608424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046974300817664086,0.07134683760866714,0.07069880144017336,0.07665646341783998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855147627372784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04768633954758731,0.05352158339024883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757509132405284,0.061446697302341535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346742741068726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045082531652309736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215580679069062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821299629075369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962653129263733,0.0,0.06960036581682948,0.07877643777327126,0.14943040499822474,0.0,0.16859910523293756,0.11766939923473245,0.08061165081245161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985806709989797,0.0,0.0,0.0529114866315936,0.3393772981965256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170808886819332,0.0467524721253805,0.1352758879999822,0.0,0.0,0.16413946920229985,0.0,0.0,0.06724409784530003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077938841653448,0.0,0.29032409618441657,0.12452286459533668,0.0,0.05644870762304975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635003850401034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812707578486943 anxiety,LifeSucksThrowaway77,2018/01/16,How can I stop my chest from hurting? I just feel like I want to break down and cry.,-0.8147368421052619,0.8905593684210551,0.5360526315789471,108.13986842105264,86.89473684210527,3.8,14.76315789473684,3.1291,-1.7018631578947372,64,1,18,0,2,20,17,19,0.35100000000000003,0.482,0.16699999999999998,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5234178370150753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409350011626835,0.3404149221672189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101079407677859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327960378417715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983791126862804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810547099430956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hw73djb13,2018/01/16,"I’ve made some progress! Hi guys, Just wanted to share My progress today! I went to the doctor, and finally got to Talk through My anxiety that i've had since My childhood! And she thinked that it sounded like a reasonable idea for me, to start on medication. Which was my idea! I've been under threatment for almost 2 years with CBT therapy, but I've never managed to shake off the anxiety symptoms like bad stomach and thight throat, so hopefully the meds will help on that! There is still a bit way though, since I have to go through some checks, before we decide on what type of medication it will be! But I'm so proud that I took the step, and I'm looking forward to finally beat the anxiety for good! 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I feel intense guilt and anxiety when I think about all the horrible stuff I've done in the past, I used to be really rude and selfish in the past and I did stuff that really wasn't alright. I think really badly of myself when I get these anxiety attacks, especially when I know that ex friends still hate me for it. I really don't know what to do, I have changed but I still beat myself up for the past mistakes.",6.2004347826086965,5.59930426086957,6.977304347826087,77.8111739130435,66.17391304347827,10.838260869565218,32.53043478260869,10.355215969177356,3.122132173913043,360,13,73,8,5,120,53,92,0.28,0.6859999999999999,0.034,-0.9508,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,11,3,1,4,1,7,0,0,1,1,14,16,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,1,14,2,11,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,9,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273730209931312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690657264844748,0.0,0.0,0.24816686851558495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721004459456275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520799838072976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514185787818163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148159872722104,0.0,0.07764277387502222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467219530980894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334472302455774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674615763055113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38081438074391616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373608339346296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34024659060698265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856705337424039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835162707999054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnxiousJack,2018/01/16,"Can’t stop worrying about this despite nothing even really happening! For a couple of years now I’ve been really badly trapped inside my own head. I overthink EVERYTHING - whether it be thinking I’ve said the wrong things to someone even when I haven’t, looking at somebody in the wrong way when I haven’t and more recently I worry about the things I do on social media like tweeting something out which may cause offence even when what I’m saying isn’t offensive to anybody at all. Just a lot of things like that. There’s this one thing that’s been pretty much playing on my mind for months which is when it happened. Basically a friend and I were walking and talking while in a shop about a guy who was formerly seeing the girl that my friend is seeing now. This guy we were talking about has quite the reputation where I live, and has been to prison before for beating someone up if I’m not mistaken. I’ve met this guy personally a couple of times and we’ve always been cool and I want nothing more than to keep it that way. We have quite a lot of mutual friends which is how we met in the first place. My friend jokingly said that he’d beat him up before saying something like ‘only joking, he’s been to prison, he’d f me up’ or something along those lines. This next part is what escapes my mind. I can’t for the life of me remember the time scale between my friend saying this and then a girl I think this guy may know walking past us. Even though I can’t remember properly, my anxiety has convinced me that this girl heard every word of what we were saying about him & then went and told him we were shit talking or something. I’d been worrying about this for a while so I just wanted to make sure that me and this guy were cool so I messaged him just making general sort of chit-chat. We spoke a little and he was completely cool with me. He didn’t even realise who I was at first until I showed my face & he recognised me. I then felt pretty reassured for a little while, before then getting more anxiety by thinking ‘what if he was just bluffing and he has actually been told about it’ and just general stuff like that. A few weeks to a month had past since we spoke to each other and although I was still feeling anxious about the whole situation with him, I’d also kind of let it go. I have the guy on Snapchat and while I was staying away with family he put something up on his story where he was pretty much threatening someone. Instantly my anxiety told me it was about me even despite it not even really making sense and it being about 3/4 months since this whole thing happened anyway. Like why would they tell him now if they were going to tell him? I spent that night so fearful, feeling as if once I returned home I was going to get beaten up if they saw me etc etc. Again I had to reassure myself properly, and the only way I could think was to message this guy again and just ask for one of our mutual friends’ Snapchats. Again he asked who I was and to show him again as my name on Snapchat isn’t very clear basically and he had told me before he was shitty with names. Again once he realised who I was he was very cool with me and gave me what I asked for with no problems & was very helpful. This again was some nice reassurance that he had no problem with me and that we were cool and I felt a nice weight off my shoulders for a couple of days. But then soon after I just began worrying that even despite it being months since all this happened, and me even speaking to the guy on a couple of occasions and being completely cool, I’m still worrying that this girl is going to tell him we were talking about him. • I’ve also got a lot of mutual friends with this girl and went to the same school • We follow each other on Twitter Since all of this happening I feel myself constantly checking Twitter for ‘clues’ almost. So like if she unfollows me on Twitter then chances are that she has told him and is trying to get me in shit. I’ve checked numerous times that this guy hasn’t removed me off of Snapchat and I’ve also checked a number of times to make sure none of his friends have unfollowed me on any social media. None of the above has happened. I understand this probably makes me seem like a complete psycho but I’m just so worried about it escalating even despite months passing without a single word being said about it. I’ve completely created this problem in my own head and I know it, but I’m still convincing myself that there’s actually something in it when everything is pointing towards there not. • I have since seen a doctor and chances are that I’m going to get put into therapy. I explained all my symptoms and she thinks I may have Generalised Anxiety Disorder and mild depression. So I’m in the process of getting the anxiety and stuff helped, but this one problem I’m having is still eating me alive and I don’t know how to separate myself from it and accept that nothing is going to come of it... 😞 PS: If this girl did hear what was being said, it was my friend that was saying the shit and not me so if the heat was to go to anyone it would be him and not me. I just still feel like it’s gonna come to me! 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I wanted so badly to do good this semester but I’m already going off track. It’s just this professor made me uncomfortable. I gave him my letter from the disabilities office about my accommodations and he started asking all these questions. I don’t think they’re supposed to do that. He told me if I was going to have a panic attack then come stand outside the classroom and do it so he knows I tried to come to class. Then he tells me I should do my first project about my anxiety so I can face my problems. I’m afraid to say anything to anyone about it. If he finds out I said something the class might be even worse. 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I'm just sitting here thinking about all the ways I could mess up. And all the questions she could ask me that could completely throw me off. I already avoid phone calls like the plague so now that's it's high stakes it kills me even more. Any tips? 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A year and a half ago she got engaged. Been suffering severe anxiety and depression ever since. Last month I went on a few dates with a girl. She’s awesome and I really think I could develop something real with her. I had never felt like I could with anyone except my best friend before. It’s been almost a month since I’ve seen her though, and she’s much slower to respond to texts. There’s been the holidays and bad weather, so the gap in between seeing each other isn’t necessarily indicative of anything. I’m trying to hang on to hope and stay calm, but I don’t know what to think. I don’t know what to do and I feel awful.",2.2371428571428567,4.188868558441564,3.7948051948051966,87.44792207792213,77.70129870129871,6.7376623376623375,21.38961038961039,7.7094869923839395,0.8520571428571433,594,16,122,9,14,197,95,154,0.101,0.743,0.156,0.7532,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,0,0,7,1,13,1,0,0,2,30,29,11,0,4,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,0,6,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,9,4,15,10,20,18,5,19,0,2,2,1,10,5,0,2,11,81,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349898156872429,0.0,0.1524895678131204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116496185555541,0.0,0.0,0.1064799124967339,0.0,0.12531604914904215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715006132676795,0.0,0.0,0.12958173626022945,0.0,0.31962352136228456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431713923657287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116124564649814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774881882689607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699893136071917,0.0,0.14621569592778608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23530715296974705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654601803102224,0.0,0.12179473867281992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125151899233946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738166278366146,0.12413108435065033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743978502597165,0.0,0.0,0.13476578714465925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13744147970261708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24310189953352224,0.0,0.11194563008482848,0.11291601900177968,0.11745014580085232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333155274810438,0.19511295829025327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134994669959145,0.0,0.0,0.17203660293042167,0.0,0.2519403747071195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11723500132763752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231356570361835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728091030398506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515377483365173,0.14961741221665886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339025617428964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411679967700982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613069918159115 anxiety,-CunningLinguist,2018/01/16,"chest pain...even when not feeling anxious Starting about a month ago, I started experiencing some chest pain fairly regularly, mostly on the left side of my sternum. A few weeks ago, after having a panic attack from worrying about the chest pain, I went to an urgent care clinic where they took and EKG and a chest x-ray and everything came back fine. They said it was either a musculoskeletal problem or just anxiety. I've dealt with some anxiety in the past, though my problem is more with depression than anxiety. I saw my PCP who also said everything seemed fine and have started talking with a social worker every week. I'm feeling a lot less anxious lately, but I'm still getting the same/similar chest pain, usually anywhere from dull to sharp that only lasts for a second or two. Despite 3 doctors telling me everything's fine, I can't seem to convince myself that it's okay. Does anyone have some advice for dealing with it? My anxiety lately has largely been from the chest pain...which is likely giving me more chest pain... so I feel trapped. Thanks in advance.",7.145435510887773,7.736808798994978,7.006143216080407,74.36874581239532,64.02512562814071,9.447403685092127,34.17127303182579,9.2995712137729,3.1739644891122283,857,35,144,14,12,272,127,199,0.192,0.7070000000000001,0.101,-0.9437,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,2,10,18,1,1,14,1,9,13,7,0,0,27,29,11,0,2,6,0,4,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,2,10,0,2,8,8,14,8,20,21,10,27,0,2,1,0,10,6,0,9,18,91,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939553894848891,0.1621872492877721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315843931983823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799351312775614,0.2066981369227444,0.0,0.06396661860869553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407443269049384,0.0,0.0703443159318467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463149025084036,0.09327240007422133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431433367174301,0.07879365393701203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936361091186117,0.08005686154628053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06042326000675486,0.0,0.07707786453925737,0.0,0.2466554370963732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876874501881262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477957763030183,0.08775825055770094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457036302866436,0.20639225558042426,0.0,0.09939589132231484,0.0,0.0,0.04469367790864872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777506194639851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302037598400178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957648478874844,0.5840623183127379,0.10733488114859624,0.0,0.0,0.08733029877742955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507259670385092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740414163984367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656427562077272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325478244228154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942551330091949,0.0,0.07305795990814724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353008490502147,0.07995964667113192,0.08422469952350428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988098994518387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164030843322723,0.0,0.0,0.0893650083345897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075493505827388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676332045868382,0.0,0.0,0.08480509795144145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290481416785468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vacafrita,2018/01/16,"Mixed feelings after 1wk on Lexapro Hi all. I've dealt with anxiety for most of my adult life, but over the past three years it's gotten increasingly unbearable, ranging from general nervousness to full-blown chest pains and panic attacks. I've been meditating, exercising religiously, going to therapy, and journaling, all of which help me be a functional adult and hold down a job and relationships, but they don't take away the pain. A couple weeks ago, my therapist gently suggested I consider medication. I decided to give it a try, and for the past week I've been on 10mg of Lexapro. On one hand, the anxiety is mostly gone. I still feel nervous about things, but this morning I woke up for the first time in years without a debilitating sense of dread and fear stabbing into my chest. Such a relief! On the other hand, I feel a little numb. I still feel happy and positive about things (like playing with my kid or eating a good meal), but I don't get excited or amped like I used to. I also feel less motivated to kick ass at my job or to keep my house clean (probably because it was my anxiety that motivated me in the first place.) I just feel cloudy and a little high -- not sad, but not terribly happy either. Like I'm in mind-purgatory. **TL;DR: I started taking 10mg of Lexapro and my anxiety has gone away, but so as my excitement and some of my work ethic. Instead of major highs and lows, I'm very much stuck in the middle.** Does this change? Does it get better? Do I need to call my doctor? I'm so glad not to have this anxiety anymore, but I'm not sure it's worth losing the highs as well.",3.9725,5.464331047619049,5.374464285714287,79.90741071428573,71.85714285714286,9.05952380952381,27.410714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.4407380952380957,1260,45,248,30,24,423,176,315,0.163,0.62,0.21600000000000005,0.9824,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,1,7,11,27,1,5,18,0,10,14,5,3,3,51,35,26,0,1,17,0,8,3,0,0,7,1,1,3,13,14,2,2,9,2,1,4,7,13,1,4,8,9,26,14,42,26,10,41,0,3,0,1,10,23,1,6,17,155,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300922434491867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488659347627799,0.0,0.10146258522155972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581847250059271,0.0,0.09286909047543612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065328867677723,0.17596211447682192,0.0,0.0,0.05708414772394986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281997781334616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562038177949758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906230096309288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361464142887113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584798833132603,0.16389594150287667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582057672103272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053748598774321,0.2840935015030901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930605710375048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784962345189532,0.08983128255336907,0.053219702466601945,0.07854364138373843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937028205900914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627671973773551,0.2968181817411275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080519112707294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858532509884621,0.08323455693967748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614310307467622,0.13724830598991852,0.1877105764316965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476301200579116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433587412873734,0.0,0.0,0.09455313968242512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883867404986009,0.06943539485356615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345519162877017,0.0,0.19928636077596046,0.10987035378459616,0.0,0.0,0.17878644332790894,0.0,0.0,0.09783742244774456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096342396122583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053796697716504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628128079086916,0.0,0.14956748106473233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825779666328044,0.0,0.14081636608825251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708938947329097,0.1087272054416707,0.12442502846645337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460421983995379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357772196485256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087783158952454,0.0,0.07726561246936284,0.0,0.0,0.15023017465379232,0.0,0.08419666308980564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026889632370373,0.0,0.06817351078675142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206065592904506 anxiety,christianphonesex,2018/01/16,"Hurting my relationship I've dated two guys in my life. The first one was completely wrong for me, but I was still happy. We dated for less than a year, and throughout the relationship my anxiety would make me worry as to whether or not I actually loved him and wanted to be with him. I eventually succumbed and we broke up(which tbh was probably for the best). I thought it was just with him and how different we were. But I've been dating my current boyfriend for a year. I love him so much. I actually think he's my soulmate. He's the male version of me, and we get along so well. I can't picture my life without him. But the feelings keep coming back. They last a couple weeks or so then go away for months then come back. I know it's just my anxiety, but I still hate them. Then I get anxiety about whether or not it's not anxiety. He knows about them and has promised he'll stand by me. This is the worst it's ever been. Now I'm starting to get stomach pains which I don't even know if they're from the anxiety or acid reflux or something. I want them to go away but I don't know what to do. I'm not on medication. My mom doesn't believe in anxiety medication. I think I'm out of options.",1.4625602409638567,3.449982409638558,3.289181726907632,89.95979668674701,80.32530120481928,6.720281124497991,24.832831325301214,7.793537801064563,1.2466879518072287,936,36,208,16,24,313,127,249,0.162,0.745,0.093,-0.9325,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,4,0,4,2,16,12,1,0,10,0,16,8,1,2,1,52,43,27,0,4,20,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,7,16,0,1,8,0,0,4,9,6,1,3,8,2,39,6,28,32,5,31,0,2,0,2,24,6,0,7,20,147,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.2048905523845734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48185619250379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726421542523528,0.16144618497630875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827644096827937,0.11016996844420056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180861842483996,0.11006946792653848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615830492151576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968169162870478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933825912368959,0.09496036436056723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053081011072601145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929588184506182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454305454287455,0.0,0.11932503634038286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394664378829467,0.0,0.11175309635944032,0.0,0.10364595495654808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238319514163787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331099265197408,0.0,0.0,0.2307769143950088,0.085572661158155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830087002091732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894969859192384,0.0,0.07007492396338648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151248667121866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295123488479599,0.08379398514283966,0.0,0.07717233375908232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113712305927154,0.0,0.1117060559322799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131861291481585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254183320672821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081868531935706,0.0,0.0,0.0743053406209936,0.0,0.16767422858657186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453381105090995,0.0,0.08334234459633456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255014548704833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383977503063424,0.0,0.08420857417060648,0.0,0.09438957206905547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101196914253624,0.0,0.0,0.10661222313871818,0.0,0.07457473611008854,0.11477908244782678,0.0,0.13520727665898616 anxiety,Cody37855,2018/01/16,"Worst Anxiety Attack About an hour ago I've just had my worst anxiety attacks it started with a gut feeling that something was wrong then all of the sudden I've rushed into a worried panic state I was shaking very very bad my heart rate had went up 20 more beats a minute than usual I tried to take a nap but I couldnt I felt helpless and fear over nothing I didn't know what to do about 30 minutes in it randomly passed I still have an odd gut feeling is this something else or just a very bad panic attack Thank You. 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I guess I’ll just go back to bed and feel like ass the rest of the day :(,1.2247619047619054,2.6626112857142914,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,79.0,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,-0.06261904761904757,125,3,30,1,3,41,29,35,0.32299999999999995,0.619,0.057,-0.8909999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,5,1,7,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,5,17,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257681671274332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33574483925796017,0.0,0.2269312494403468,0.0,0.17990414587688705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013534194405603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903298188475248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949258544482351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984459537654581,0.2108358180254408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33545022559946497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32511108403563466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441821138714401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797419473794841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21485294461834567,0.0,0.30075539009239244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,purplefrenchfries,2018/01/16,"Conquered a majority of my email inbox! Every so often I get really anxious about my email and I just let it build and build. I finished exams a month ago and basically went into hibernation for all of my winter break and really haven't checked my email because my unreads kept growing and got to over 500. There was also someone I was avoiding because I needed to send her some work from my graduate position (it wasn't done), but that's another story. I finally responded to her even though I am guilt-ridden about taking so long, it took me like a two hours to work up the courage to actually hit send, but I did it! I also went through almost all of my emails (which were mostly junk) and unsubscribed from a bunch of newsletters and notifications I don't really need. I got 500 something down to I think 80, which are all probably junk... I feel like I finally accomplished something today after falling down an anxiety hole for a few weeks. I can usually manage my anxiety when I have a structured schedule but being off of school and work for a month really did not help. This is the worst I think it's ever been and I was feeling physical effects (my right eyelid has been twitching so much and one of the causes can be anxiety) Thankfully I start classes back up and my first one is in an hour so hopefully I will start feeling less anxious now that I'll have a schedule again. If you made it this far thank you for reading this stream of consciousness and I hope you conquer something that has been making you feel anxious today too. 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Some days before falling asleep, i find myself gasping for air, like right before i doze off, i instantly shock awake and it feels like i get no air. Then after falling asleep, i wake up really early in the morning (06;00 ish) and feel a sense of malaise and am very short of breath. Then falling back asleep and waking up around 10 am im fine and well rested and feel only this general nervous feeling which im used to. Is this all caused by anxiety and how should i cope? I do not have depression and its not sleep paralysis since im able to freely move around. 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Told a coworker later and embellished the story a little, saying the customer swore at me and called me a name. Boss asked me for the story in an email and I told it exactly how I told my coworker. Boss has now said it’s quite serious and they need to consider contacting the client to ‘follow up’ with them. Do I stick to my story or do I come clean? Is this even something that would worry other people or am I over stressing? 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I’ve been dealing with really intense anxiety for about a year now. I got on lexapro at the end of October and am seeing a therapist. However, I noticed that the past couple of weeks I’ve started to feel shaky. I know I’ve had an increase of anxiety due to health paranoia and also from being sick with the flu, allergy issues and bronchitis. Is this normal with anxiety?",4.425043859649122,6.233793171052637,5.963157894736844,74.87043859649127,71.23684210526315,9.803508771929828,32.40350877192982,10.125756701596842,3.770761403508773,315,15,54,9,6,107,55,76,0.225,0.726,0.049,-0.9022,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,12,11,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,13,7,1,10,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,7,34,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852245166822807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4836286326248502,0.0,0.0,0.14734884304647444,0.21592002601703825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317115376397785,0.0,0.0,0.2172556288185808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603969943917636,0.0,0.1866461666846945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131050483754836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685417785550696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239984576549038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994965049362972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158128973815796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647279795798454,0.0,0.2399199885760549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011677147806579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500043338374124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792626731811597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915732469692075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24467630818151276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690366470950702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570461757840954 anxiety,supzaffo,2018/01/16,"Is this anxiety? I'm curious how many other people deal with thoughts that range from somewhat morbid, to completely disastrous, and this requires you to constantly push past these ideas. Not sure if these thoughts directly correlate with my anxiety or depression, and I'm just wondering if other people suffer from this. Say for instance, you're putting away dishes and when you grab the large knife to put it away into the drawer, your mind says, ""what if you just stabbed that straight into your abdomen?"". Or your kid is playing on the couch, and in a worst-case scenario, he falls off the couch, splits his head open, and eventually requires you to have a funeral and burial for him. I imagine out details of scenarios like this on a daily basis, within a span of seconds, before having to tell myself to stray from those thoughts. I'm almost constantly terrified to the thought processes I have will manifest these scenarios into being, pretty much always leaving me on edge, internally. I am on 50 mg Zoloft, which I take once a day. I don't notice that I'm medicated or being affected by the drug, until I forget to take it for a few days, but it does make the symptoms a little more bearable. Can anyone relate to any of this??",10.23803493449782,8.146884790393017,9.62396943231441,66.85088864628821,59.174672489082965,12.828122270742359,40.803930131004364,11.407655852321104,4.680080873362443,983,41,166,21,10,316,145,229,0.095,0.867,0.038,-0.8689,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,7,0,2,5,5,0,0,14,0,11,7,2,3,1,40,23,16,2,3,10,0,1,1,0,1,4,3,2,1,19,13,1,2,7,1,0,4,2,2,0,1,4,4,18,3,35,16,4,28,0,2,0,0,15,17,0,9,8,120,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096926779312326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882939880904643,0.0,0.0,0.0889430264807187,0.0,0.2001110022372069,0.0,0.0,0.09145278837345604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457667275115675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129433547980476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371328949497052,0.28267931556833664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870000447718672,0.13484078079270115,0.1126509344311868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445693669728856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167716462352893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423029747050913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476482171194657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848981421440654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389835130124306,0.13108791692488087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730465739048714,0.1326025317012724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175915247720466,0.0,0.0,0.13206260782206453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614714904837134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890752779706284,0.0,0.13928918233237847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485573735794228,0.18134937124361747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306245679416748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629641150882573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802205258553572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326988640599072,0.13594293898242815,0.1966785724101953,0.0,0.11431794902532635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415336866860085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418383151761336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fishingoon,2018/01/16,"I can't work Hey all, my first time posting on here so please forgive me for any errors. I recently moved back to my house and started up my old job back after a couple months of not leaving my room. Yesterday was my first day back and I feel like puking ever since I woke up to go to work. It lasted all through the night and into today. I was wondering if anyone else feels like this I feel so ridiculous for feeling this way, I literally don't ever want to leave my room.",2.5737755102040802,4.103342244897959,3.997704081632652,88.2196173469388,75.53061224489795,6.53265306122449,23.47448979591837,7.1686216300943375,0.8161591836734692,372,11,78,4,8,123,67,98,0.108,0.772,0.12,0.3116,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,8,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,4,17,13,6,0,2,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,3,4,14,3,13,10,2,28,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,20,53,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102233577397618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511836721041323,0.15403691073286693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467971167206886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634383044668236,0.0,0.09695422815658164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558636624938793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719748839141936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040574227306489,0.2148000153438275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25575130489822784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543936495311354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734674613548388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918519836606384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225438357436543,0.0,0.3183680542586336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689306855893786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999669301708725,0.1597832858114516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410800721373351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775225350697633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650236895765238,0.0,0.0,0.14398024982764426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843857934366844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435942236712695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640853436947907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766208097111397,0.0,0.1425008690462991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867201770105815,0.119329651718793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303288685201728,0.21889267313734315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arbitrarypoop,2018/01/16,"I don't know what to do anymore I can't enjoy things like I used to. I can't enjoy being with friends or family. Christmas felt like a fucking nightmare and my first couple of hours of the 25th was spent in fucking A&E panicking for no fucking reason. I have no hopes, no dreams, and each time I feel as though I'm getting better my anxiety hits again. General anxiety, health anxiety, emetophobia. I can't do it anymore. I want nothing more than to move on and live, but my anxiety is crippling every aspect of my personality. I want to try medication, but I fear that if it makes me worse during the adjustment period it'll get too much and I'll try to take my own life. I don't even know anymore. Sleep is the best part of the day. 😞",3.694381818181817,4.882483020000002,5.3828484848484885,80.75809090909092,72.13333333333333,8.654545454545454,28.96969696969697,9.095868883498916,2.3911333333333333,583,23,117,12,11,199,93,150,0.185,0.7090000000000001,0.106,-0.7922,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,4,12,3,1,5,0,13,7,1,3,0,22,31,10,0,4,4,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,6,1,1,1,8,4,0,1,3,2,17,8,15,25,6,9,0,0,0,3,2,2,3,3,8,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058353670898638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970320710950627,0.0,0.3860299388629047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616410276869467,0.11475289502761404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356536170545886,0.0,0.08367769815565672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569832572750866,0.0,0.10931955576259256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223162878616313,0.14600426797163316,0.06560524931453184,0.0,0.12457987423360242,0.0,0.0,0.11036486443699504,0.0,0.0,0.1002441473099994,0.3598539856105117,0.13557752446846788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791765866219796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887053673781526,0.12777712842280348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261387169335432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164591399716428,0.12677811051398258,0.0,0.11457119187001663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660880349522604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070897803945974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790319220381567,0.09538081687110482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449815140378664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405060721670574,0.0,0.0,0.11329226490770734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340410302488115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984321061912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755548179639413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619980714434547,0.0,0.12747823192876714,0.0,0.07565798099440246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618279664769187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120619150535218,0.0,0.0,0.1530592419354638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222583252180348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,knappinhappy,2018/01/16,"It’s ruining my life I used to be on meds, busparine I think it was called. I stopped taking it because it made my down days worse and I was having suicidal thoughts. It wasn’t so much that I was blatantly trying to kill myself, I was just being less careful. I felt great for awhile after I stopped, I felt normal and could do things I didn’t think I could like go to the store alone. It’s been maybe six months or more since I’ve stopped and this past month has been awful. There is also an increase of stress in my life right now, so I know that’s playing into it. I live with my boyfriend and his house is my security blanket but our relationship is a little rocky right now because I haven’t been feeling the same way about him. I do have some feelings for another which is stressful. I talked to the other guy and told him that I need to work on myself before anything happens because it isn’t fair to anyone involved. And my boyfriend is so great and understanding and helpful, I hate that I don’t have the same feelings anymore. (He’s aware of my feelings and we’ve talked about it) I’ve become kinda numb today after feeling like I’ve disappointed everyone. I’ve had some attacks in the past couple days. Some aren’t bad, I can just power through them but other times it can get awful. I feel like I just need to run away, hide, lay down and try to distract myself with my phone or tv. After that happens I shut down. I sleep and feel numb. Does anyone else get a lose of appetite when they’re like this? I’ve always been thin but I’ve lost ten pounds in the last month and I know I need to eat more, I just have zero appetite. I have to force myself to eat. I don’t know how to fix myself.",2.4089904761904752,4.140973822857145,3.3222857142857163,92.02304761904765,76.4857142857143,5.695238095238095,23.095238095238088,6.2581,0.37412380952380975,1338,40,287,9,30,426,168,350,0.171,0.731,0.098,-0.9787,2,1,0,0,0,1,31.0,1,0,1,4,15,22,3,3,9,2,35,7,1,3,1,59,66,23,2,6,9,0,10,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,21,15,2,4,16,2,1,3,7,13,0,3,17,10,47,9,35,45,10,38,0,4,0,0,15,15,0,6,23,189,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916123658295647,0.0,0.07073717091681375,0.07360137480411152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275243829481512,0.0,0.0,0.08772326822331608,0.12369912960313648,0.09063226670117132,0.07279065995436403,0.0,0.0,0.10062996151561657,0.08310607806305001,0.0,0.07385595811599238,0.1617634449670409,0.09769123800828527,0.07526841266114509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032211207750993,0.0,0.09018543543591563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124771928670626,0.09787341445248383,0.0,0.11409189423867873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774072813869789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102242866770174,0.07389252995137413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452223174055265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130773869197788,0.12638407369658844,0.16986071735491695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242783276629027,0.0,0.05027082972754692,0.0,0.0,0.19504318092664247,0.0,0.0875840341791354,0.15644035235417084,0.0,0.0,0.08733067784210337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928930350207229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206481775495856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978619912369912,0.0,0.14583712678083566,0.07210236527636116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495630445905938,0.17285794298062931,0.08865482132091299,0.07810709779156158,0.0,0.0,0.09895815448410464,0.09655872579368026,0.0,0.0,0.08369795137422256,0.0,0.0,0.08886460924575124,0.0,0.0982532022418439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118110308699416,0.0,0.06502436318583904,0.1967640601113351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866667999085387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887999055934766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496721674147876,0.0,0.1510796167397888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317062047762925,0.0,0.08851855500381056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22185620484723645,0.20264906063974408,0.0,0.0,0.09675505668652104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06650690660020936,0.14219303286979498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05876535502812659,0.11335636703509536,0.0,0.07022313074928384,0.05157863179905002,0.0,0.08384468830948291,0.08452223174055265,0.0,0.12010983478782655,0.0,0.0,0.09208443525561187,0.0,0.07639643801319061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021120307126434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439605623200481,0.0,0.0901428697980922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,twopercentpls,2018/01/16,"Anxious about seeking help for anxiety Hi all, Just stumbled across this community and it's well timed, since I have a doctors appointment on Thursday that I'm freaking out about. I went to see my primary care physician in September about my anxiety. I wanted to try therapy first before going to medication, and she was amenable to that. The issue is that apparently mental health care is horrible in this country because it took months to get a referral list (list of therapists that my health insurance will contract out to) and now none of them will answer my calls/call me back and the few that do aren't accepting new patients. In the past couple of months, my anxiety has gotten worse and worse to the point that it's hurting my life in big ways. I cry all the time (even at work) and am all around miserable. So I made an appointment to see my primary care doctor again, this time hopefully to get some sort of medication. Ideally not something like xanax (no hate to people who take xanax, but I took it before and hated it) but some sort of SSRI or SNRI. In true anxiety ridden person fashion, I'm overwhelmingly anxious about the appointment and looking for reassurance from others who've gone the medication route. Some specific worries: 1. My doctor will think I'm crazy and make me do inpatient or something (I don't know how realistic this is, I'm generally somewhat functional and not a harm to myself, I don't think. Still, the thoughts are there) 2. My doctor will say she can't/won't prescribe the medication and that I have to see a psychiatrist and I'm back to the cycle of waiting for someone to call me back. 3. She will give me medication and it'll make me worse. 4. She'll give me medication and it'll turn me into a weird zombie. 5. She'll give me medication and I'll become dependent on it for the rest of my life. 6. She'll give me medication and it'll do nothing and I'll still be miserable all the time. I guess I'm mostly just looking to vent/for kind words/examples of other people's experience getting and starting medication. Thanks! 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Desperately Need Help. I just can't take it anymore. I've lived most of my life relatively free of Anxiety, and Panic Attacks. That was until about four months ago. I started experiencing Panic Attacks (After heading to the ER, I was told that I am completely fine). Then came the frequent urination which I believed were signs of Diabetes (Admittedly, I am quite an Obese guy. I'm currently working on the weight loss) After getting my Blood tested by the Doctor my results turned up normal. Next came vision problems, and again after a medical visit. Turns out I'm fine. Now I find myself struggling to sleep at night, and I can't even enjoy my favorite pastime on my Xbox One because my hands are beginning to cramp, along with Joint pain. I feel my body shaking when I attempt to get work done, or leave the house. This whole thing as just been stressful, and I desperately want it to stop. About 5 months ago I was perfectly fine. I don't know wtf happened. 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I’ve been constantly feeling my heartbeat so I went to the ER and they found nothing wrong with my heart. Is it common with people with anxiety to always feel their heart even when they don’t feel anxious? What can I do to stop feeling it? ,2.5592142857142868,5.3447233500000015,3.486190476190476,85.33500000000002,82.16666666666666,6.761904761904763,25.23809523809524,7.957251820313856,1.8798095238095245,251,10,45,5,7,80,39,60,0.179,0.7340000000000001,0.087,-0.7101,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,11,14,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,5,8,0,6,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404941367162153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583348140704422,0.19074892289135167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649270035754601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152177697838096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42687029883932576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851318974232876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002531251316536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046664392430931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201314269803802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705717221504384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116355868852198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652275662241855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846075658129188,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Metallic999999999,2018/01/16,"My new relationship is being clouded by my anxiety and it's really starting to get to me :( I've been dating this girl for the past month/month and a half. We're ""exclusive"" at this point, but also long distance. I really like her, and I think she feels the same way. However this entire time, I have anxiety surrounding a few things. (The top ones are the ones I think about the most) 1. Her past sexual interactions. We've probably had about the same. I do not guilt her at all in this, but it just makes me sick to my stomach thinking about them. And I don't know why I can't stop. This one I just feel horrible about because I rationally know it doesn't make sense and isn't fair to worry/think about. 2. Her past relationships and/or her dating other people close to when we went on our first date. I think about the connection I felt and feel like maybe she didn't find it as special as I did. I worry that it was just convenient to continue dating me. 3. Worries of a decreased interest in our relationship. This comes up seldom and was mostly in the first few weeks. I feel like my brain constantly has to find something to feel shitty about. I'm just so sick of not being able to enjoy this relationship it makes me want to cry :( She has done nothing wrong throughout this. I lose sleep at night. I get distracted. I get nauseous to the point where I can't eat very much for hours/days at a time. I rationally know that she likes me and that the things I'm concerned about dont matter, but my brain goes down these holes where I imagine images/situations I have no or little information to infer. Or that have zero benefit in me thinking about. Should I see a therapist? I just want to be happy 😞",2.616812144212524,4.675062647058828,3.9580075901328255,86.2203889943074,76.94117647058823,7.5635673624288415,22.73244781783681,8.460557738077197,1.3668358633776094,1340,40,276,27,31,440,170,340,0.146,0.721,0.133,-0.5996,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,3,0,1,4,19,13,0,2,15,0,25,7,4,4,1,55,53,18,0,3,12,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,22,11,1,1,19,0,0,2,10,4,0,7,9,7,47,9,40,40,8,42,0,1,1,0,20,19,0,4,24,190,69,0,0.08887721733956938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107507859599943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598165599425807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417872676169475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984327360229977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655985301139298,0.0,0.09604469773416292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762744989490477,0.057318452555282125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095225084914983,0.10416343679900007,0.0,0.0,0.09094358156001256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469495774234802,0.12698780365179216,0.08533606645487095,0.0,0.162464333003629,0.15119783133218034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930403336417194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461145052311264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653378292937697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368367612183852,0.08907832065701733,0.0,0.07865354054259342,0.0,0.09943087229123244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797869815119696,0.0,0.0892891107275434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418818938846611,0.0,0.0653349810882781,0.0,0.0,0.08583817033555201,0.0,0.08340524776536708,0.0,0.08528008706912392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806765078892679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545300818521469,0.06161627181796076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803539608259496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582467248478184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387404251788953,0.0,0.0,0.3816834802105172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082363524751703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889414034030119,0.0,0.0,0.06842202405597538,0.0,0.0,0.06290775188147436,0.0,0.0,0.07430533335423241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319329954216803,0.11809214796723293,0.3416935929986977,0.0,0.0,0.10365004032470353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733330122803303,0.10484417103235356,0.07054659823020483,0.07129194275869542,0.0,0.0,0.08239007089651865,0.08019786468212481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805182568222559,0.0,0.0,0.09717328498149913,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FireForLight,2018/01/16,"Getting married in a few days I'm excited to BE married, but I'm not excited to GET married. The whole concept of the wedding makes me very uncomfortable. Wearing a dress when I'm not accustomed to dressing girly, walking down the aisle with my dad, having everyone's attention on me and my fiance. We're having an extremely small wedding with only our immediate family, but even that feels like too much attention on me. I would really rather just sign the piece of paper and get it over with.",6.295567375886524,7.143633946808514,7.215744680851063,71.23333333333333,65.91489361702128,10.947517730496457,35.87943262411348,10.864195022040775,4.264892198581561,397,19,68,11,6,133,66,94,0.041,0.873,0.086,0.4957,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,1,0,17,12,5,0,2,6,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,13,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198817437466292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361842990231754,0.0,0.0,0.2945782193506927,0.0,0.0,0.29062236950879705,0.0,0.15587746604584,0.2202378866314606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831964176889002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061180944724906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578171666375392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266239393736572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23446359215347976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749438721761164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436628054809196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441876630791131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899584542537168,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,grabasnack,2018/01/16,"So stressed [vent] I'm so stressed, depressed and panicked about most areas of my life currently that I go into this lockdown state and get nothing done which in turn heightens my anxiety. I was supposed to finish my BA thesis last year, but it's still a little bit unfinished and that's something I need to finish within the next couple of weeks or I'll be missing some important deadlines regarding my future studies. I only do a few courses per semester because I can't deal with the pressure from the required amount, but this is mostly okay as my doctor writes me a note whenever I need it for the professors and such. The few courses that I'm taking now, I'm already swamped and behind with the coursework in less than two weeks because I keep getting anxiety attacks every single time I get back home from campus and let down my stoic facade. I'm usually left too shaky and with too much brain fog to do anything productive the rest of the day. I also have the attacks at night when trying to sleep if I forget to take my sleeping meds. Those in turn have me disoriented the next day until noon usually, so the time I could effectively work on things is that much shorter. This is also the time of year when I should be applying for a summer job, which I sorely need but have never been able to get one by myself so I'd have to put in that much more effort during the application process, in the lack of earlier work experience. I also have four large course projects waiting for me in a month or two, and all I can think of is I can't do all of this. I doubt I could do it with support, but I don't have that and never really did in these things and it's really all I can do at the moment to not cry and have another anxiety attack. Sometimes it's so hard not to be intensely envious of people with support and friends, and who don't get this level of anxiety and depression. This is definitely one of those times. I'm trying to take deep breaths and calm down. Writing all this down for a vent helped some I suppose, gives me the illusion of someone else knowing what I'm going through. Thanks for reading all of this to whoever did that. I should get back to my homework.",7.7630342021335075,6.337968415704392,7.930412405146817,74.93022324865281,63.457274826789856,10.926602881337292,36.55438249202683,9.842372674337009,3.4280243923897515,1736,69,332,29,21,568,213,433,0.129,0.797,0.07400000000000001,-0.9626,2,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,18,18,4,5,22,1,36,7,4,1,7,60,67,34,0,9,9,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,2,0,29,21,0,3,3,1,0,3,8,12,0,5,5,1,35,6,58,54,21,57,0,3,0,0,7,20,0,9,33,247,64,10,0.08085377201663849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922414797676723,0.19397619681012765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478222972969626,0.24741165714489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653576518184183,0.0,0.0,0.27594851429531897,0.0,0.12434311975059285,0.0,0.09857541792752628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827137809881336,0.0,0.0,0.09025954951842442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291103156479564,0.08946316087308848,0.08881407195963267,0.10428798817012436,0.08335668867193888,0.13927847072347602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275726172670067,0.0,0.08274148060307518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754295159048193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812279011861057,0.0,0.0,0.07909050365473111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246742369360155,0.0,0.253456552573916,0.0775623055938947,0.09190212382592593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242909842759572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419457905838546,0.0,0.08110292574630212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023489278482572,0.07186654757480772,0.0,0.0,0.044435118591532194,0.06590661560275816,0.0,0.0,0.08784785987102177,0.08267845989766616,0.057109410305464986,0.0,0.08103672060872373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981031353233948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453670943370055,0.0,0.1783104767594185,0.17985614236773664,0.12471882691233613,0.0,0.17197780761147927,0.07587578785288858,0.0,0.07758137488825473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957721686108188,0.061492937029159124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056053825077021294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128037283840125,0.0,0.0,0.08087565219562524,0.0,0.1035939934660318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182432728764912,0.0,0.06850713864929038,0.062245183856310775,0.07996644795005263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456992677556259,0.0,0.18523544533735836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350380464786767,0.0,0.0,0.1823759225412924,0.0,0.0,0.07443929022606006,0.0,0.0,0.10743130685806022,0.05180783237603822,0.0,0.0,0.18858593868685064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978880763662488,0.17589137241799593,0.15796477349536578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809801388291446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971203777480306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772501798377985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413435656734116 anxiety,Thenaze18,2018/01/16,"I tend to remember embarrasing moments most of the time. I think every 2 hours i remember 6-5 embarrasing moments and most of them are because things i've said. Actually i don't want to see my reddit profile because i feel ashamed. This also made me to block my insta/fb/twitter accounts. My only question is, this is normal??? (It's Highly Possible I will remember this post like an embarraing moment in a future :( )",4.768396624472572,6.439035227848103,6.871582278481017,69.24804852320676,70.13924050632912,9.823628691983123,34.685654008438824,10.125756701596842,4.086719831223629,329,17,54,9,6,116,59,79,0.14400000000000002,0.823,0.034,-0.7999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,12,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,11,1,6,9,2,9,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,7,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.18824219421852892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426174921247315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23517962485472624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252624194736834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975358392991164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380902992984265,0.0,0.0,0.18996726015319856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424100619185084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825262760320422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900066230045934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670884654392727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174653276871185,0.18474450494669908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160917114537575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555529671446039,0.0,0.18349170361374115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371601515869585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815393013655374,0.1236022817746624,0.0,0.0,0.11248131442328173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377718841589095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,indynator,2018/01/16,"Today I fainted for the first time due to stress and anxiety because of negative feedback during thesis defense. I need advice for how to deal with this. Today was the presentation of our group thesis and after we were done we knew our grades wouldn't be too amazing since we had a couple errors and some aspects were missing because we would execute these in the second trimester. But then the feedback came. I was overwhelmed. They naturally told us about blatant errors and mistakes we made in the layout of our document (which was our fault as we had to make a deadline but i was prepared for this). But they also told us we made mistakes in terms of the actual content we produced. But these comments felt like a personal attack to me and my groupmembers and I was starting to get angry because this feedback partially contradicts what was stated in the guidelines mentioned in the beginning of the year and I felt this was an injustice. We were free in how to write the thesis and the length of it but then said it was too short (110 pages for part 1 of 2) and parts were left out. We left out certain parts and details as they were still uncertain and/or would mess with the 'reading feel' of the report and we felt they were unnecessary as we already briefly mentioned and summarised it. Otherwise the text would consist of too many numbers and words/sentences being repeated too often. I understand teachers have to give feedback but feedback is supposed to be constructive. The way the jury spoke to us was as if we spent no time or effort on it and was very deconstructive which I did not expect from college level teachers. They could've given the feedback in a much more friendly and constructive way but afterwards, they didn't even give us concrete examples of what they expected our work to evolve to, since the structure and content was below average for them. I became very stressed and angry because of this and the blatant factual contradictions in some of their statement. At the same time I became very worried, stressed and anxious about my future because this is my final year and I don't want to waste another year of my adult life (5 years in college already, changed courses multiple times and now finally found something). I have felt constant stress and failure anxiety in life from my parents to perform because of their supervision and their overestimation of my skills/intellect and not feel like I'm wasting their money. I want to graduate as quickly as possible, find work and start living with my cousin who is really my only friend in life and we're more like brothers to eachother. All this finally came together in me fainting for the first time in my life. I just feel so stressed that these 4 people get to decide not only my future but also that of my group members and I would partially feel responsible if they would have to repeat a year because of this incident. Again, we can do the second part of the thesis but without constructive criticism and unclear guidelines and contradictory feedback, I feel like we were treated wrongfully as students. Could any of you please help me and give advice on how to deal with this? Sorry for the long post, everyone",8.487222696245734,8.501008581911263,7.781909129692838,71.88672034982937,61.303754266211605,10.533191126279863,39.13161262798635,10.05249126169394,4.073044539249148,2583,122,424,47,32,806,260,586,0.14300000000000002,0.7809999999999999,0.077,-0.9888,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,24,1,13,7,19,25,2,7,30,0,42,6,0,7,5,119,78,57,0,16,17,3,9,4,2,6,6,2,0,2,23,53,0,1,15,1,3,2,9,15,0,4,39,11,68,11,80,29,13,66,0,2,0,0,62,23,0,8,41,324,91,18,0.0,0.0,0.05855420779652905,0.0,0.0,0.11726834479280082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242945888450322,0.09596864885624146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04080405252696963,0.06291830777161835,0.09180416014156692,0.0677862359626606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682619994264841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560406203374073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372547424540979,0.0,0.0,0.06347514778482938,0.0,0.0,0.06484185493304921,0.0,0.09581492020589744,0.0663921049019449,0.0,0.0,0.12372077991827103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140383378287359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963137182975144,0.0,0.0,0.05733537455147869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169643091015275,0.08573221569655876,0.23044890440237545,0.19719084295406156,0.054841594387509913,0.1020769295621994,0.0,0.06579011976963056,0.0927162355173927,0.0,0.06269811269186014,0.17268084469086534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04021870167392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038672613506294,0.0,0.16952738637381207,0.11725761022750444,0.0,0.05298368979128041,0.05310070817183146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355245341753263,0.0400524241974472,0.060833556972797916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04410906032007582,0.04449141506888825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126986987996598,0.0,0.0,0.0666261570424558,0.2599093199601729,0.0,0.04159847917678868,0.052392247314941534,0.0,0.06586520269642544,0.0,0.06764429217792467,0.057466224173725225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001917137940481,0.0,0.03843941581253196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570765305140103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927009367491978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04619318986606654,0.0,0.0671683718019789,0.08494077065978213,0.0,0.04791842038842616,0.0,0.34366578931417463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494096595372302,0.0,0.11375153044071187,0.11467074910295738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246517013356107,0.28870456525954674,0.0,0.0,0.14852611303684696,0.07078256987670782,0.09525507178177002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057840686909294274,0.0,0.08736570077878393,0.06093589181796207,0.0,0.2131218127796027,0.06560378861910875,0.0,0.19319961025419036 anxiety,Sevith9,2018/01/16,"Losing job over anxiety I feel overwhelming workplace anxiety. Anxiety to perform and social anxiety. My current job made me feel this deep sense of perfectionism and crippling anxiety followed. I would make a bunch of small(but frequent) mistakes when in the midst of an anxiety attack, my hands would literally be shaking as their watching me work. I was extremely persistent though and tried to work my way through it. I even took my work materials home with me and made detailed notes on what to do and planned things out for the next day. But in the end it wasn’t enough and in performance review I was given the old “we really like you we do you’re nice and all but you’re just not up to par”. I was basically given a development plan to learn everything I struggle with and everything else I haven’t learned yet and I’m responsible for learning it in two weeks which given the nature of my job isn’t possible. So I was given the plan as an incentive to resign. Further validated by the fact that during this same meeting my manager basically told me to resign after describing the plan. My anxiety is worst than ever and I feel utterly devastated emotionally. I feel a profound sense of inadequacy and failure. Pragmatically speaking I had started applying to jobs before this meeting ever even happened and I kept a side job to help be a windfall until I get the next one. But it doesn’t really help me in accepting these terrible emotions or this terrible & increasing anxiety. I feel so bad but I also think I’m making a bigger deal out this than I should since I never truly enjoyed this job, I just felt constant sharp anxiety and slowly (now quickly) eroding self confidence. I’ve never had this happen to me at a job before and I don’t know how to deal with the emotional fallout. Any suggestions or advice? Beyond maybe exercise which I’ve been doing. 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I went out of the house in the morning had a couple of things to do downtown, I also went to the university to do some paperwork around 3:30 PM I started to feel like I was going to shut down and got even more tired and anxiety. I was up for more than 24 hours, literally felt drunk. I went straight to bed and slept at 4 PM to 11 PM then forced myself to sleep so slept again from midnight to 8 am. SINCE THAT DAY I am going to sleep at 1 AM waking up at 5 AM then at 8 AM feeling super tired, falling asleep and waking up at 4 PM. Seems like the 4 hours I am sleeping at night is counting as a nap. I am becoming exhausted and more anxious, don’t know how to fix this. Please share your opinions.",3.1251143451143477,3.891430027027027,4.5664864864864905,87.66968814968818,73.05405405405406,7.2058212058212066,27.2037422037422,7.321109707123232,1.2677900207900206,685,24,150,7,13,229,107,185,0.119,0.7659999999999999,0.115,-0.1822,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,8,0,16,15,11,1,1,17,32,13,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,7,1,0,6,2,0,7,1,3,0,0,11,3,16,4,34,20,5,40,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,3,19,95,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850398654082532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953997258024801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565445152970902,0.12649084428617768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967437186989853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365875902612865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388936018824588,0.0,0.14441890945530622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395315010153483,0.10128056527531383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322776282544846,0.07998924997071613,0.10750588253173526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272668572138485,0.0,0.08955024141327719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504912256274157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22052988964664075,0.12919488954306976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061534137162928375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940284488451796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937099429940891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507344832370136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290614724116446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101930555179904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262026267563607,0.0,0.6722871908919185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850164332760394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438590220232129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573791999829762,0.0,0.10698927048369644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113836031427564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gremicethemenice,2018/01/16,Social fear and paranoia I went outside on the train and got off in a couple of stations and I was getting the worst anxiety and paranoia I thought everyone was watching me judging me in every way also thinking badly of me and all sorts of different bad thoughts and I started insulting myself and telling myself I should not look at anyone and super self conscious I feel so lonely and afraid it was horrible I felt so fat and disgusting and the anxiety wouldent go away I want it to go away I wish I didn't have this social paranoia and phobia it's killing me,2.592787878787877,5.239241400000001,3.754090909090909,84.4744696969697,80.45454545454545,6.212121212121213,30.07575757575757,7.492282038375204,2.2227575757575764,454,23,80,7,12,147,70,110,0.336,0.604,0.06,-0.9872,1,2,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,3,2,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,24,20,15,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,12,1,0,6,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,9,4,16,1,11,10,2,12,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,1,1,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940797041457426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667169287778933,0.0,0.0,0.12189238257988985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275689293683964,0.0,0.29110887785100786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19288775462070484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213295412287564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687667969966628,0.16657540341438784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961645558478552,0.08814416709772699,0.0,0.16737973510037607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107783368180684,0.0,0.1981462999591964,0.0,0.1394239583262284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928652418842355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463894425944164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185942552834689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554056120550902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338842511858412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236809534380338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170068619591893,0.0,0.2767898124008237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10282164566077316,0.13837139927522804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616014050618728,0.0,0.0,0.20046562262081186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chrispatrock,2018/01/16,Today I got out of bed Today I got out of bed and instead of laying in bed thinking about the interactions I’m going to have during my day I simply got up and began my day. It wasn’t as straight forward is it has been in the past however everyday gets better and todays victories are because yesterday’s losses and tomorrow victories are because of today’s losses. Everyday will get better. ,4.487017543859646,6.31115963157895,6.584210526315792,70.41780701754391,71.10526315789474,9.27719298245614,31.08771929824561,9.725611199111238,3.5176035087719297,316,14,50,8,6,111,48,76,0.07,0.83,0.1,0.3182,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,17,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,6,0,5,2,12,10,0,20,0,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,13,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258197322879373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276283515406868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890627160961656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193542136069344,0.0,0.10526616795234653,0.0,0.44441786145202894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681575524373655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868304576884155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7022767747683928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Alien8Me1313,2018/01/16,What coping skills do you use to deal with your anxiety? I really want some ideas for some because I feel like I don't have any coping skills that truly help me.,5.08909090909091,5.2127223030303025,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,68.39393939393939,9.024242424242424,22.560606060606066,8.841846274778883,1.1671333333333336,128,2,27,2,2,41,27,33,0.048,0.6779999999999999,0.274,0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624319282396173,0.0,0.2952199753988416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352470598299446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978561052949474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512761309434487,0.27569407061506895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586672346969902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43564524227431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853605737098345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472237287073304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333022011446187,0.0,0.0,0.22761962535733746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mookie47,2018/01/16,"Following through with negative thoughts So when I get a thought in my head such as “I don’t want to do this” or “I don’t want to go” I find it incredibly hard to sway from that thought and I usually give in and don’t do whatever it is I didn’t want to do. Now this is sometimes okay if it’s not something important. But today, it wasn’t. I was eating breakfast and feeling okay about going to my counselling appointment until I got the thought “I don’t want to go” and then it turned into “Damn it. Now I REALLY don’t want to go” and so I cancelled. Does anyone else experience that? Is there any way I can learn to get out of that way of following through with a negative thought? Gotta mention that I also have depression and it could be related to that as well.",1.6139622641509457,3.5590799559748447,3.4609811320754718,89.12883018867926,79.62893081761007,7.510440251572327,26.952201257861642,8.447377352677275,1.8855589937106925,599,26,132,13,15,201,83,159,0.131,0.778,0.091,-0.9034,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,3,2,18,3,1,0,0,28,41,17,0,7,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,10,2,0,8,0,0,6,10,2,1,0,9,2,15,3,24,29,0,19,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,7,96,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11163914732445587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493370357473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976125082095208,0.14303807804952004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146031667873683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202384362199066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221660801349984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284703021859738,0.1166190127552503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655690545555035,0.0,0.0,0.07058663595166903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759310271225285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458718846871977,0.13391833333288428,0.31735465206411106,0.0,0.11165195058684653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505538704603114,0.0,0.1432712577368442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943219803770701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747193776937236,0.13806930247912647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5541393822862368,0.0,0.0,0.1323257544687945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184617876873555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537511617690629,0.0,0.4117024591180047,0.2216181038033867,0.0,0.0,0.1255183770361772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Abysmal0ne,2018/01/16,Simp hours Why do we experience late night feels? Are we lonely?,0.5875000000000021,1.791742750000001,1.7033333333333331,89.97500000000002,121.5,4.933333333333334,12.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2378666666666657,51,1,10,1,3,16,11,12,0.206,0.794,0.0,-0.4329,0,2,0,0,0,0,2.0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310548894949247,0.0,0.0,0.22281344512357276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43396622205314456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4970892707842629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135342150689511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976315868616073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alxnta,2018/01/16,I start school tomorrow... It’s my first day of college tomorrow. I am soooo anxious because it’s something new that I have never done/experienced before. I can’t sleep. I’ve been on the verge of panic attacks all day... I am seriously contemplating dropping the classes and getting my refund. Please help.,3.0921428571428566,6.1201367857142905,4.597857142857143,76.34714285714288,82.92857142857143,6.771428571428572,31.214285714285715,7.957251820313856,2.923850000000001,244,13,39,5,7,81,43,56,0.18,0.7290000000000001,0.091,-0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,2,0,5,1,1,0,2,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,7,0,3,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,24,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911931857114749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932369498578158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712689172023706,0.0,0.2193330834770156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324651879635141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637759379939916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21924883337109846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346679227247302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276976216913215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987988691677404,0.2489442942264457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024234900704908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829408939488688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608648692346625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579441618002657,0.0,0.0,0.19843471059057424,0.0,0.0,0.18244244759979236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,myneighborsdog,2018/01/16,"I asked a guy out.. Ok, I kinda knew this guy back in college. He's a year older than me. And I happened to find him in my network of friends on LinkedIn. We have common friends. He's handsome and I remember he was nice although we weren't friends and we never talked to each other but he knew some of my friends. So I added him on LinkedIn and he accepted my invitation and then I messaged him and said that I knew him from college and he was friends with so and so. He was very nice and he said he hopes I'm doing well after college . I told him everything is well and I asked him to keep in touch but I didn't ask for his facebook or anything.. and so he actually gave me his facebook and I added him. I messaged him and thanked him for adding me and he said it feels nice to be remembered and it's nice that I remembered him. He was out of town so I invited him for tea/coffee when he comes back, if he doesn't mind. I even said it's totally fine if he does mind lol. Anyways, he responded 4 minutes later and said sure, no problem and he said he'll be back on the 20th but a bit late so he offered to meet anytime during that week. I'm a very anxious person and I know it's rare to meet decent/good people and so I took the step and asked. I didn't expect him to answer me immediately. I know my luck in these situations. Now my mind keeps wondering and I want to look nice and I want to be nice and cool during this meeting. I don't want to screw things up. I keep thinking about things that cause me to be insecure like my thin hair or my slightly fat ass. I bought a nice blouse and I was thinking of doing a bun or a pony tail but I'm still not sure. I'm not sure how I'll do my makeup. I even got myself a new perfume. I'm obviously overthinking it because I kinda like that guy before even meeting him. I even keep thinking that we don't have anything in common. He travels a lot and he bikes and joins in marathons. I'm kinda introvert and I like reading and stuff like that so I'm worried he might find me boring or whatever. I even thought of meeting him in our college instead of going to a cafe just to make it less awkward. I think he probably thinks it's just coffee and getting to know each other but maybe he won't be serious about it.. MY MIND DOESN'T WANT TO SHUT UP...HELP",0.58394487442742,2.675899145790556,2.503567761806984,93.79402167903964,84.23613963039014,5.3888643184331055,22.917746011688514,6.67199483983844,0.5306048333596589,1792,66,404,20,52,596,196,487,0.054000000000000006,0.747,0.199,0.9966,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,5,0,0,0,28,35,1,2,12,3,25,4,3,3,6,106,78,52,0,9,15,0,4,4,5,3,1,6,0,4,23,39,1,4,21,4,1,5,12,6,2,0,23,13,68,29,43,47,7,38,0,0,1,2,76,16,2,15,21,249,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.06809911591001629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883605489063716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485256929174888,0.0,0.2609544731753101,0.0,0.0,0.1609787616262881,0.0,0.042539677672009724,0.0,0.05938104274685749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618605228229136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168738917480626,0.0,0.06011273546619656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610684472070849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304583637512024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271735800331757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035284886331597265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275626204648786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695747200260801,0.0,0.036459258900564805,0.0,0.03965985442539347,0.058531506922163176,0.05581263835629555,0.0,0.0,0.20729138932213312,0.06170975926048671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677474309891207,0.0,0.0,0.06931125615398767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810889639688025,0.0,0.0,0.11505438142343212,0.0,0.078719389696397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363717466379534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05860098305044925,0.0,0.0,0.059327859883136574,0.0,0.0,0.04658136076876065,0.0,0.07010740593216679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402979435727061,0.28184778053745546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053821721561278214,0.06739782044141981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837943781912892,0.06093269564989209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523895307577742,0.06677386186963953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980288287379925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371549996007284,0.0,0.3982833767357951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844013796096261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572959121222633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988598241571332,0.0,0.0,0.1973117777068534,0.0,0.0,0.0560897344890158,0.0,0.06424772988896513,0.0,0.0,0.09272277534718916,0.22357384188647306,0.0,0.05540069972797466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668160093452401,0.07753258983401583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515821399215175,0.164641641030911,0.0,0.05597651415666832,0.0,0.1254883904449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567776940583436,0.0,0.07086903770283089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04493860696805456 anxiety,Alternaturkey,2018/01/16,"I feel like i have to make a difficult choice regarding therapy... I've been going to therapy (or counselling) for over a year now and I feel like it's been really good for me and I've made a lot of progress. However I also feel like the benefits I'm getting from it have started to diminish, like I just keep talking about the same things over and over....or about things I'm working on but where nothing of note has really happened with it. The thing is its pretty expensive (at least for me) and when I factor in the cost of actually getting there in the first place it's even more expensive. (I have to travel some distance to get there) and on top of all that....I have a lot of things that I feel like I need to buy but I can't because of therapy. New glasses, new shoes, new coat, new laptop (the screen is breaking off the one I have now), potential dentist appointments, antidepressants (not really sure on this but it's still something I can't afford if I wanted to go down that route) I know a laptop usually wouldn't be considered a ""need"" but it is if I want to work on improving my digital art skills.... I also don't sleep very well so I'm becoming desperate and considering buying things like weighted blankets or those natural light alarm clocks....and they're expensive. I just keep thinking ""$249 is a lot but if I wasn't going to therapy I could at least try to save up for it"" The thing is my therapist doesn't like having breaks if we can avoid it (it's not how he works)...so he usually convinces me not to take them. I understand where he's coming from but I also feel like maybe it would be in my best interest if I could at least go to therapy bi-weekly instead of weekly but I'm not sure if he'd agree to that. 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Does anyone else get severe nausea with the anxiety that lasts all day? I’m emetophobic, and have been nauseous for 18 months everyday. Anyone else? 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Well, I started having anxiety and stopped talking to him. Well the other we started back talking. He wants to meet, Im totally fine with that but my anxiety would get the best of me so I have to mentally prepare beforehand. Usually takes me 2 weeks to really prepare, if I don't I freeze up and won't talk. Now he feels like Im just wasting his time.. I feel like Im crazy for having to prepare to just meet someone. Why does my anxiety always do this when I try to meet new people.. I've already had 4 guys ghost on me for other people. It's literally crushing my spirit and my anxiety is ""killing"" me :(",0.5738571428571433,2.825234885714288,3.1625000000000014,87.97375000000002,85.85714285714286,6.357142857142858,25.892857142857146,7.6454224807358475,1.647642857142857,524,24,109,10,16,182,83,140,0.189,0.674,0.13699999999999998,-0.7027,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,3,0,9,0,0,0,1,16,18,7,2,3,4,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,4,19,7,14,15,3,15,1,0,0,0,14,2,0,1,16,67,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002127921443721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475446738193427,0.0,0.09406739610312452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459344831090962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692915555289188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863993349298982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893159494472108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148577908280854,0.2422907334241672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906442358529348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238763082174952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884574397123823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507405897826118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569286207499453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113928706425336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918525322016084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675050422503956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242329443250925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578765152543636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005400366199425,0.0,0.0,0.09451560542559828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500019929527078,0.36346408967677096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659208826032339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675413288772003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245095827058429,0.0,0.06668034347700988,0.0,0.18136520832717293,0.0,0.20329265245049646,0.0,0.1020108435303787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030810807429174,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,toothbrush_wizard,2018/01/16,"Thought my Anxiety was Getting Better Until this Last Math Test. My test anxiety has been steadily improving since starting therapy, and usually now I can get through test without most, sometimes any physical symptoms of anxiety. Until yesterday. I was sick as a dog for half the weekend and couldn't study, and after first period I asked one of the students who already took the test how it went. He replied with ""Good luck, it's super hard."" So naturally I freaked. I ended up finishing that test all sweaty, cold, tense, short of breath and with a stress headache (So pretty much all of my symptoms). God I feel like such a failure. I worked so hard to get these symptoms lowered only to waste all that work today. 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I have too much anxiety to go to my lessons or leave the house and I really want to stop all this and try and get my life on track but I physically can't see my GP . 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I have a lot of anxiety because I often wake up during the night feeling dizzy and so a lot of the time I daren’t sleep. I felt pretty bad the other night and had difficulty breathing where I make myself think it’s a conscious effort to breath. My boyfriend was falling asleep and I was lying awake really worried. Then my cat came over and laid under the covers between us which he loves doing to get warm and to have hugs. He was purring loads and it made me laugh and feel so much better that it took my mind off of my worries and I fell asleep. I just wanted to make this quick post about my cat as I’m happy he was there to help even if he just wanted hugs. ,3.879796725014117,4.638005223602487,4.483399209486167,88.98778656126484,71.29813664596273,7.096781479390176,23.33201581027668,6.980632752743323,0.6199639751552799,615,14,132,5,11,196,99,161,0.152,0.6809999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.6793,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,9,0,10,11,7,3,0,31,25,15,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,10,4,20,7,16,15,5,16,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,6,6,88,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175001594613523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274065618171044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213655341555102,0.08186924769942733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877919787558056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536057002432156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870519899950409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581424482811316,0.0,0.12895097356234145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403344952861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296696768361872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275673711614767,0.0,0.0,0.18003958837523534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425362524158466,0.12121279116473595,0.12707979199602845,0.17929524489384244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560672659690515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987274170114942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520666430117248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862418371431833,0.1366334081719112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603729499253919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687979663296206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228247885048456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605529351511668,0.0,0.0,0.0783125714888371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14921445458143884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615487600544537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842958890199618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5455607676812009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,keilx8,2018/01/16,"Its like I'm not smart anymore I still get good grades in school, but I still feel like my performance is decreasing, and it is. Few years back if I get a low grade on a test, forgot to do an assignment or didn't study well enough for a test I would get afraid. I would have this fear, this pressure and I don't have that part of me anymore. Now whenever I get a low grade on a test I couldn't care less. I don't even study hard for my tests. In addition, I've been having short term memory issues (I've been forgetting things more and I keep misplacing things), I struggle at finding the right words when talking and explaining things, I get distracted easily and I easily lose focus). Don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. It could be my sleep quality, or I use my phone too much, or have a vitamin deficiency, or could it be a combination of all three. Most of the time I wake up with morning anxiety. Can this form of stress contribute to this? It just fucking depresses me, because I've always been that A student that works and studies hard. Now it feels like I lost that reputation of mine. 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Intense fear of death and what comes after Does anyone else have those moments where you just think about the fact that one day all of this will end, and you can't do anything about it? It's such an intense, painful anxiety of mine. I only experience this maybe once a year but this has been happening since I was a very young child and for some reason just scares me so much it makes me physically ill. How in the hell do I stop being so afraid of the only inevitable truth of life? I dont believe in a heaven or a hell of any sort either, so no help there, and even as a kid when I did believe I was still terrified because there was no way of knowing if it was real or how I would experience it; or if it would even be nice at all. Like wtf brain????",3.9983544303797487,4.208560481012661,4.836556962025316,88.52837974683545,70.77215189873421,7.838987341772152,25.92658227848101,7.554174236665415,1.0416967088607594,588,16,134,6,10,191,104,158,0.279,0.637,0.084,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,17,10,2,3,9,0,17,4,1,4,4,30,22,17,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,12,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,6,0,12,4,15,11,5,15,3,0,0,0,5,4,2,7,10,98,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069717469154861,0.0,0.12033671628524616,0.0,0.0,0.10999023666820697,0.16117598395753185,0.1294473443960671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589072913324773,0.0,0.0,0.35445426435813354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560268465559006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550300212642172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014477182620218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765731783096427,0.0,0.18435848349878506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140685602945634,0.0,0.13932417535431982,0.0,0.0,0.20779490343433998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30774593595104344,0.0,0.17701012538234687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910293011032346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543719337408712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644986773471305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110808576205193,0.07685052481540161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050012809823036,0.0,0.15803246851819525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563614261403073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752305099213427,0.10659289549171716,0.23927273927892265,0.16738197208032202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904577550640438,0.0,0.16173415565866622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748820519685455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012304758027862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562274629444206,0.1315127360812031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079370548555687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979182859036822,0.0,0.12486016461626084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348772935002784,0.0,0.0,0.101298270796127 anxiety,PatternsInMyLife,2018/01/16,"I don't understand what is going on I started having anxiety and now I don't know who I am, what I look like or feel like myself. I feel like I am another person. I can't remember what I look like. I have trouble connecting my name to myself. You could say I am Marie and I'm 24 and it feels like it makes sense. All my memories feel like a haze existing in a vortex - like they could have occurred at any moment in time. I feel like all my memories are falling out of me. I'm confusing reality and fiction. I'm so confused I'm literally crying. I don't understand what's happening.",0.5703395784543304,2.8292778606557363,3.670866510538641,84.2654098360656,85.96721311475409,7.748009367681497,24.288056206088985,8.634040054169528,2.1175203747072606,457,19,95,13,14,164,68,122,0.119,0.7120000000000001,0.17,0.7192,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,2,2,0,14,0,0,1,2,23,32,6,0,2,1,0,5,8,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,8,21,8,7,30,2,11,0,0,2,0,6,5,0,3,12,60,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353585705354336,0.1442287585990912,0.1052221564787787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196382497559997,0.0,0.15108759684320308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477364329870529,0.4913137161423273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817044488150869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163129201589823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559157164293474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5375834207364941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310076515366292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181288603390908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009968255788367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581257246364716,0.0,0.0,0.10938193664257312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097355621444707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020405901321133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28638004622586216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kdupont,2018/01/16,"My 8 year old has anxiety As a mom, I want to help him so bad but often feel helpless. I still lay with him at night for a bit to calm him. He sleeps with the lights on. Has bad thoughts about things that can go wrong (people breaking in, kidnapping us). Now he has asked me ""what is the point to life??"" We are getting him help and counseling but I would love your advice from the perspective as a fellow person having dealt/dealing with it. Much love and gratitude.",2.0195698924731182,4.159848591397854,2.7776344086021503,93.55311827956993,79.21505376344086,6.2838709677419375,21.086021505376344,7.3871296695380915,0.5450989247311829,361,10,78,5,9,113,71,93,0.147,0.629,0.223,0.8697,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,6,0,8,4,1,0,0,13,16,7,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,3,14,14,2,11,0,1,0,2,17,4,0,1,5,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897747826857896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856621854175645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155536772564787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243059626130713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120214544609008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021672655302697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981958337044814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146404583376847,0.0,0.11037112131525993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603429044235037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371726656721565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505550128156996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745043416740685,0.0,0.0,0.14276294854347876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822481448168582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037853759696002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463722643621825,0.16957222967853414,0.0,0.0,0.18358640505313126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943451545543812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550922856790958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902110755075816,0.0,0.0,0.15417699936668175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360458540338064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145470829321247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795759043862146,0.21233257364642447,0.0,0.12506158969242678 anxiety,MidnightRanger_,2018/01/16,"Anyone here have a therapy dog? Has it done anything for you? Just curious if anyone here has a gotten a therapy dog, has it helped your anxiety at all? 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I'm 19 years old and I've had anxiety for about 10 years. I've tried reaching out to people about my mental problems but people just don't understand, to them it's just a phase and that I'll ""grow out of it"". It's gotten to the point where I have trouble sleeping from heart palpitations, I start crying randomly during the day (sometimes in the bus and in public, I even begin tearing up), I get tension headaches, and I've even been avoiding people. Anxiety is torture, it's like I'm chained and I'll never feel free. So tomorrow, I'm finally going to see a doctor and I really hope it helps. What are your experiences with reaching out to a doctor/psychologist/therapist? Do you think it has helped? Edit: I went and my doctor is referring me to a therapist and wants me to talk to a psychiatrist as well in case I might need medication. I'm really glad to have finally gotten help, I'm excited to see how things work out :)",3.998603839441536,5.67205266492147,5.747727748691101,76.53370331588135,72.08900523560209,9.281815008726005,29.48726003490401,9.725611199111238,3.004955741710297,773,32,143,20,15,265,109,191,0.135,0.6970000000000001,0.168,0.7725,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,1,10,11,1,2,8,0,11,6,2,1,1,31,31,12,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,15,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,5,1,0,5,3,14,7,27,25,0,25,0,0,2,0,8,11,0,3,12,87,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761282488213636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645052497089068,0.0742408863894005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4713081591507733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206727250701044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252128629323181,0.0,0.0,0.05820657078602005,0.0,0.0,0.3783148584938909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060143836487328475,0.0,0.06542359531161956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641409780482402,0.2314813234424397,0.0,0.0,0.11433707054292855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624030958537528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596818032268227,0.1160107739062804,0.12212085438042902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535773337051265,0.08878526110134101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079583689087725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394227215762871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882269316267697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101513401813234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749368617581982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346655304499165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520005043730625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385357185218943,0.0,0.0814803445005904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252661522620184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26731922045761736,0.07647856274783252,0.07376227051645065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815682839026518,0.0,0.0,0.11984076768402616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789893867683047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350393101188513,0.10671453293585843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380648470336206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826303720688758 anxiety,ThrowawheyGetawhey,2018/01/16,"Anxiety related body pains? Please bear with me, I’m not great at putting my thoughts down. For reference, I’ve been diagnosed with Crohns Disease, ADHD, GAD, depression, GERD, Social Anxiety Disorder, and Panic Disorder. I feel like it’s not a complete picture of what I have to deal with on a daily basis as I’ve had neural pains as well for the past two years. It started a few months after a big move (Midwest to West Coast) so I thought maybe I exacerbated an existing lower back injury, although I never experienced neural pains before. Ive been dealing with neural pain in the form of pins/needles, cold pain, hot pain, sharp pain, dull pain, zapping pain, shooting pain, pressure pain ALL over my body, my tongue, my scalp, my face, my penis, my legs, you name it. I’ve had an X-ray of my spine along with an MRI of my entire spine, and it looks great aside from some minor osteoarthritis in a few parts. Everyone from two different primary doctors I’ve had to my psychiatrist and therapist have all suggested it’s anxiety. Even my SO is kind of tired of the whole ordeal and is now telling me she thinks it’s from my mental health. I’ve asked for a scan of my brain but my doctor doesn’t think it’s necessary. I’m at the max daily dosage of gabapentin (3600 mg/day) and I still feel the pains and sensations, just dulled. I’m at my wits end and despite my best efforts to get exercise and try to relax and have tried to change my diet multiple times and have no luck of sticking through because the pain is too much and comfort food is sometimes all I have it seems sometimes. Blood tests all seem normal and I don’t know what to do, anyone else experience something similar?",5.526998689384012,6.232066951070338,5.855334207077327,80.81715596330275,67.56269113149847,9.286675404106598,31.16775884665793,9.362217197678863,2.650744692005242,1331,51,258,25,21,426,187,327,0.197,0.7559999999999999,0.047,-0.9903,2,0,1,1,0,0,45.0,0,1,0,2,9,27,0,2,15,0,18,34,12,0,5,41,34,18,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,20,0,0,0,10,18,2,0,10,2,0,2,6,18,1,2,7,8,30,9,40,27,12,23,0,3,2,0,9,10,0,4,12,153,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161167330030199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675106235757645,0.0,0.0,0.041664428994624005,0.06105364932975295,0.0,0.0,0.05570555149728199,0.0,0.0,0.04581851941005068,0.0,0.03632351921622656,0.0,0.05070392079426276,0.0,0.06253259980477101,0.0,0.0,0.13237485442083302,0.0,0.06651850025715061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630348623235527,0.0,0.062475555596264075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03842851313198772,0.12286261002726928,0.05132196559846517,0.06047927944352675,0.0,0.06225545332711897,0.13658311615237734,0.12197909173754345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977706920443992,0.0,0.05277615893122736,0.0,0.0,0.039356475001054964,0.0,0.0,0.05693767666950696,0.0,0.058287258420467676,0.0,0.0,0.060257684911959625,0.04256877377776893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205251375605003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03113160850664902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138916641815482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633379105048313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620504126986132,0.032747309988003015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029111067776222174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500378482022052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986288204182692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004941165608237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047561561585070515,0.06333126686503038,0.043803104703629865,0.0,0.04595696169714592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058382346627102524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8242583026060072,0.06991219219541757,0.0,0.06452662487622181,0.056882278782778926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540833899207328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990112437298225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084910471365651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074117009754479,0.0,0.04587277801012308,0.11786560462376768,0.0,0.042175796126901616,0.0,0.047586041740078834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052081430809158384,0.0,0.0,0.06918478936193652,0.0,0.07636154467011727,0.0,0.09461041979100708,0.03474550304639954,0.06848618372587281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091096031360485,0.0,0.1164151591984995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357562881510063,0.0,0.0,0.06652645914293273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383719022588792 anxiety,Anon_with_a_name,2018/01/16,I'm having a breakdown. I thought I wanted to be a pharmacist when I grow up but everyone is telling me it's terrible. I'd already made so many fantasies about what I'd do when I'm a pharmacist. But now I don't know and I'm so scared. I'm lost and I'm a nervous wreck. I'm gonna end up nowhere.,-0.7331677018633513,0.8823064492753652,2.4484886128364387,95.06478260869568,85.95652173913044,6.2616977225672885,25.799171842650104,7.447530270364453,1.16644761904762,231,11,59,4,7,83,42,69,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.9643,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,17,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,4,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36628545859471096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939853979346377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171668016797345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241628707116125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36233333649138,0.0,0.0,0.3140737176225269,0.0,0.3365179847659445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323129855752893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901154701574197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635099112391533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957768783939056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,billli,2018/01/16,"Weighted Blankets Hello: I hear that weighted blankets are good for helping anxiety. I am wondering what brands are the top notch that I can purchase and get shipped to Canada? It will be a gift for someone else. Thanks!",2.6273333333333326,5.632448400000005,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,90.0,4.666666666666667,31.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,2.0789166666666667,176,10,29,2,6,53,33,40,0.038,0.6709999999999999,0.29100000000000004,0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150688798563522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348537188326545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688237270459215,0.0,0.0,0.2358042065021076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168616021131152,0.0,0.18844006861888024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23820629539437216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883299034442936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6846977590106005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048808633668565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nothingfallsintoplac,2018/01/16,"Afraid that I am scaring my therapist After a few nights of less sleep than usual, I was out of it and cried a bit (and was a bit dramatic) at my last therapy session. Afterward, I sent the therapist an email that was especially anxious, explaining something I hoped to discuss at our next session (which in hindsight was sort of silly). It’s the first time I’ve emailed her in the six months I’ve been going, but she hasn’t responded and i sense she may be setting some firm boundaries very soon. Things had been going well, she is someone I generally feel comfortable opening up to, and her kindness has helped to see myself in a better light to create a more productive and better life. But the last session felt awful. I sensed she was growing a bit impatient with me, and the one thing that has worked well, her empathy, I’m afraid will be replaced with a sort of harshness or firm boundary setting. I’m afraid that by behaving in these ways, she will begin to treat me as my mom did. This isn’t to blame my mom, but to explain how my fear of rejection for making mistakes/acting anxious and less nice is ingrained. I often do not believe that people can trust or like me again after a mistake or a particularly bad anxious outburst. It feels like it’s confirming my worst fears, that I’m a mess who should know better, or more so, that I can make progress and it will backtrack bc I’ve shown my true “colors.” Does anyone have any tips for fighting this voice that says you are a failure, or that you’re too messed up for even a patient therapist to have to deal with? 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Hello. My name is cyn and I'm 19. I'm a recent flood victim because of hurricane Harvey. I live with my parents and we lost our home, our cars, everything. Every since that day (We tried to escape to a hotel, got our car stuck in the water, had to escape the car and walk in hip-deep water to our home and were then stuck in the attic for the whole night with tornado warnings going off every 10 min, well yall get the picture) I have developed what I think is bad anxiety over the weather/global warming. In the past few months we've seen record-breaking hurricanes, wild fires, snow storms, etc. And now every time I see something else on the news I can't help but feel my heart racing, a huge lump in my throat, the need to cry, and just plain hopelessness that the world is ending and there's nothing we can do about it. I just don't know if I need help or is this the reality that we now live in. I feel scared in my own head. (Sorry if this is not the right sub, just looking for some help) Also i feel that it is important to note that I have never seen a doctor for any mental health reasons and am not diagnosed with anything related to anxiety. I just don't know when it's time to get help. 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I feel guilty almost all the time. It makes me not want to do stuff. I do graphic design and i paint in my spare time. The moment i start to enjoy something this guilt and anxiety calls me back. This is all becaise of my dad and i have worked a lot tru therapy and it helped. I’m way more relaxed but i can’t seem to fully enjoy anything. Not a movie, work, painting sex a walk or what ever. Anybody have this? 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I have anxiety since 2015 and I take Prozac daily(sometimes it doesnt work at all and I find myself the gong through an enormous wave of anxiety and depression, but usually it is only when something really stressful and big happens). After various crisis for many reasons, now I'm going insane over the possibility of my boyfeiend leaving me. I'm 18 (please don't refrain from taking this seriously only because I'm young) and I've been dating my bf for two years now. He's everything I can ask for. He's sweet, he cares for me, sometimes I'll go 3 days in a row calling him in the middle of the night because im anxious or not feeling well and he doesn't even complain he just stays with me till I get well and he has to spend the day exhausted. I libe in Brazil and here we have an entrance exam for university, which I didnt pass this year(2017) and he did. I know I can take it again in 2018 but it made me really depressed. I'm overweight. My height is 165 and rn I weight 92kg. I'm cute yes, my face is really pretty but that is all. Anyway. I'm always burdening him with depressiin and anxiety and MOST OF THE ANXIETY IS BECAUSE I FEAR HIM LEAVING ME!! Sometimes we will be chatting normally and he is being a sweetheart with me and ill go like ""please please promise youll never leave me"" (even though he already did a thousand times) -_- but even though i know i have to stop doing that, he's the one that makes me calm so whatever is happening i meed reassutence from him. I love him. But that's the reason I fear him.leaving me so much. I don't think I could go on with him and I'm serious. I have gone through breakups before but this time is differente cause 1: I have grown used to him, my longest relationship 2: he helps me whenever im feeling down and i dont think anybody would stand me. 3: we are lovey dovey since the beginning and we never stopped with time, i feel so good doing these little lovey things with him and i really dont wanna lose it ;-; I can't bear the fact that someday I might not be able to rely on him or wake up and say morning to him or tell him news. Like when we break up ill get anxious and depressed... but I'll not be able to have him by my side to help. I'm afraid he'll grow tired of me. I'm afraid he'll meet someone else and fall for that person. I'm afraid someday I'll have to live without him and I just can't live with this fear anymore I just wanted to be happy and not fear our relationship ending. I wanted it to be forever. Please tell me your opinion and advices. Don't be rude please. Thank you for tyt and reading.",1.4089885297184566,3.5791982043795656,3.062559958289885,90.53498175182483,81.55474452554746,6.104066736183525,23.65432742440041,7.310402129719878,0.9578867570385824,2088,76,446,30,56,689,250,548,0.151,0.701,0.14800000000000002,0.5031,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,6,3,0,2,22,32,1,8,15,1,47,10,2,6,5,87,88,44,0,6,18,0,4,2,2,6,6,1,0,1,20,37,2,3,10,3,1,9,18,18,2,3,6,6,73,14,50,68,5,53,0,4,0,1,51,17,0,6,25,274,93,4,0.1245064035262494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083310827144394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869795616953472,0.0,0.051799650866935686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19049411581713632,0.21098519496883011,0.12347689642939895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05819834008400724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384692194441726,0.0,0.052972889535454135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635674793253711,0.0,0.06347128815591141,0.06395118664437886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970411601872417,0.0,0.0,0.08029633011665929,0.0,0.1608557743742075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592057765745658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200456191671503,0.0,0.055137859032901804,0.0,0.0,0.12335295792184467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594916363507433,0.0,0.0,0.28020863761532394,0.0944312679325764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056898298599654375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06504945703016816,0.0,0.14151971675032549,0.05221503205575664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101006014495502,0.06626969087042929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834540178012971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173242182169526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842546325427536,0.0,0.0,0.32958576007206297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060827539701561975,0.06239406266956475,0.10994143537673373,0.0,0.0,0.0696454090206282,0.0,0.0,0.05618594511849154,0.05890548472771594,0.041554495580919726,0.0631149755614263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604080927877637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045763266241096515,0.0,0.09602701397575047,0.0,0.0,0.05842041270715101,0.06099492012160208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042184380640218185,0.09469273035513033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054357094561630924,0.0,0.34167660625139384,0.0,0.07018113127247795,0.0,0.06333388662312121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454009672727395,0.0,0.15952398053517108,0.12801331933720916,0.0,0.13367328216641974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049506244702595834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029929836105866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527469358346201,0.04792555613351344,0.18471002506193293,0.0,0.0,0.06635363002743136,0.0,0.10409292837564624,0.07131083228804598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041998065795497,0.0,0.10882408452381932,0.05731438420205168,0.0,0.0,0.0413582610600697,0.07977867603139042,0.12232690931100107,0.0,0.10890102772519547,0.07155089761078165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081233237856639,0.0,0.0,0.05376677850234536,0.06856310667598342,0.0,0.0734371026494638,0.0,0.0,0.07580762863728578,0.11194620938804996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060009864988966724,0.0,0.04532107231560936,0.0,0.0,0.044222888400907635,0.0,0.0,0.08017804176811713 anxiety,wormonastring,2018/01/16,fear of being poisoned? idk if this counts as paranoia or health anxiety but i have a chronic fear of being poisoned by my food. it's gotten so bad that i refuse to touch foods that i feel that are poisoned and if it hasnt been eaten by anyone else then i also wont touch it. this only seems to be triggered by packaged foods. i get scared that someone in the factory that it came from poisoned it and i'll be the unlucky person who consumes it and dies. I'm not sure how to cope with it anymore because i get so scared of eating. any advice?,1.5460096540627504,3.5896043893805327,3.0358326629123087,91.59402252614643,80.3274336283186,4.817055510860822,23.54706355591312,5.565023196281405,0.3602106194690271,428,15,88,2,11,140,73,113,0.343,0.657,0.0,-0.9925,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,4,4,3,0,9,11,0,2,1,16,17,13,1,2,5,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,15,5,5,1,2,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,4,3,7,1,13,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677634440480415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283007274617343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910208041876672,0.0,0.12273321204949478,0.0,0.15910954569568547,0.11218068314556673,0.16438579036389278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13395747993383308,0.09780038508275707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349620958833016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650738925873831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416622960698266,0.1340238127122475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610705348143661,0.08112133564900356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5820000713235729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676425283613917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17053612016047415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201891805811214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008665379735466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212491395876608,0.0,0.0,0.14605504115426776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359370253087714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120916829600067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hookerbot123,2018/01/16,"Lead engineer At work is pissed at me for a misunderstanding over instant Messenger conversation and is going to my boss TL;DR: My instant message was misconstrued by a senior engineer and now he's pissed at me. I'm not sure how to reply without appearing to grovel because of how he confronted me. So i am an engineer (29M) and am having a senior engineer (50sM) (let's call him Lou) review one of my projects focusing on plastic molding. Some background: I only know Lou in passing and have never worked with him directly. He requested that an engineer of my rank (lets call him Tim) who knows a lot about plastic molding review it first and comment. Tim reviewed it with me, and confirmed my thought that the project we were doing was well-trodden ground, and requires little review at all. At work, we use skype to instant-message, and its pretty common around the office. The problem, I now see, is the lack of context that verbal communication would provide. I IMed Lou the results of my conversation with Tim, saying something to the effect of: ""Hey Lou, I reviewed the project with Tim. It's right in the range of our normal operation and is well-trodden ground. I'm considering removing you as a reviewer and having Tim endorse it. I don't have a problem with you reviewing it too, I just don't want you to double-work it if Tim's review is enough"" I send this at 9 AM. I get a reply back at 4:30 PM from Lou: ""I'm glad to see that you don't have a ""problem"" with me reviewing projects. Tim is not in a position to endorse projects. I will forward your message on to [my supervisor] so he can explain project review with you."" What the actual fuck? I only wanted to give him the opportunity to delegate a review if he didn't think it was worth his time. I didn't mean to assume too much. I just replied ""to clarify: I'm not trying to go around you, but didn't want you to have to spend time on it if Tim's review was sufficient"". I left it there, because in my experience, when someone sends you a message like Lou did, any reply is just more rope for them to hang you with. But seriously. I work for one of the, if not THE best engineering companies in the country. This isn't fucking McDonalds. How can someone act like this in a setting like where we work?! This is NOT inspiring the next generation of technical leaders. And i don't know how to reply without it sounds like ""oh please sir don't go to my boss pretty please"". My boss knows me and would understand what I meant. But worse, my boss is half-way around the world for the next week, so he can neither have back, nor help me smooth this over. UGHHHHH. I am thinking of sending him an email saying something like ""Lou, I think we got off on the wrong foot due to my instant messages. As the key technical engineer over molding, I need your review for this project. I was unsure if Tim's could endorse this project as a representative of the molding group, and didn't want you to spend your time reviewing it again if you were comfortable delegating to him. Please review the project when you are able, and let me know if you have any questions. Thanks!"" It's just so uncomfortable. I am also going to talk to Tim about Lou and see if he's usually this prickly, and ask for advice.",4.6030248860848255,5.804040725552052,5.575960042060988,80.17957273045917,69.97791798107255,8.600855240098143,31.281317910970913,8.96741613852259,2.6022237364178067,2556,109,493,47,45,842,246,634,0.084,0.845,0.071,-0.64,0,0,2,0,0,0,93.0,5,16,1,12,29,23,6,0,36,0,52,6,4,12,3,101,90,42,0,21,22,0,1,5,0,3,0,4,0,1,28,31,0,1,17,0,3,14,20,11,0,3,15,8,71,12,82,68,9,66,0,0,3,2,62,32,5,13,26,339,99,37,0.07803619449391644,0.0,0.07615206896967475,0.0,0.0,0.07625606610248023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240551654308445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613457646199136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840627320073526,0.07295330773988974,0.0,0.0,0.1200100333580086,0.0,0.0951402797154417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081894171670761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936735909577046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230555144045431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806322493018983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633437218677093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663775471717169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428640870228052,0.040770690797920735,0.07485942849365397,0.17739907070280214,0.0,0.062412673478819576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230601623689005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443325835531088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478655364846371,0.2393918879518957,0.0,0.19062271434644595,0.07821276772678197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634358195800454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500429289820458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057365581912647276,0.057862849424208974,0.060186323972500275,0.0,0.16598475629120935,0.0,0.07645890195112315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575868996333013,0.11870008471644647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569809231747707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878172863729242,0.0,0.22401029733722613,0.0,0.0,0.0874183972552835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664248371528192,0.0,0.1241150280101281,0.0,0.0,0.1865542308944733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322396287153453,0.12015215004987224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354818979008898,0.0,0.0,0.06272253717569966,0.0,0.07184524339661631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000732740481576,0.0,0.061952021700658215,0.13651059767956564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529814536310302,0.0,0.0,0.08123843056237855,0.0,0.06739821672924264,0.085945843364533,0.0,0.18411107744237631,0.061941498903402975,0.06259592815233013,0.0,0.1403278212404682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504482135280819,0.0,0.3408676739889716,0.0,0.0795255490079096,0.11086934720135667,0.08532032835205525,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aloeuvmuch,2018/01/16,"How do you know if it's your gut telling you something or anxiety messing with you head? Sometimes I get feelings that something isn't right (a situation, relationship, etc) but a lot of times it's been proven to be my anxiety. How do you guys tell the difference?",4.339117647058823,6.089776196078433,5.115833333333335,81.09375000000003,71.35294117647058,9.02156862745098,34.318627450980394,9.516144504307137,3.322486274509804,210,11,41,5,4,68,41,51,0.079,0.921,0.0,-0.4137,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,9,8,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,3,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,3,1,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3590951787610638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452152775555489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26175652271923266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867317753595408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262292879944728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23239343530368786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408735757976284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898694457675342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995365829600212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25198379986291697,0.0,0.20043556721030828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638166474650129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613725510242613,0.2321278330446245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102825320137751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685753966903644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,meghanmua,2018/01/16,"Antidepressants advice? So, 5 days ago, I ran out of my zoloft and couldn’t get more until yesterday. However, every day since I’ve been off it, I’ve felt happy. except last night and today, all my my anxiety/depression symptoms are coming back. On top of that I’ve felt lightheaded and drowsy. This “experiment” didn’t turn out well. Can I just start taking my meds again as normal?",3.2694911937377715,5.6869226027397275,4.479882583170255,81.51849315068493,76.39726027397259,8.007045009784736,21.38747553816047,8.841846274778883,1.6370133072407052,302,8,56,7,7,99,58,73,0.0,0.885,0.115,0.7882,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,13,13,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,5,2,6,2,9,7,2,18,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,11,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097734095046912,0.1902923381942335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16506827036191926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491952298336486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276889269969996,0.0,0.1848952825624096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808690526610899,0.0,0.0,0.20998882232528626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122344566090839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215641264588128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22852060984096564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749850102647646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845039669554002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145360818268396,0.21033139222940211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757755555288107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194479890324514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231247192261364,0.16140540867846967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348241820148644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23349972780849704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301445127275188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CactusKeeper,2018/01/16,"I'm Okay When you ask if I'm okay Of course I am okay. I am alive, But not quite living. I am okay but I am trapped, Watching those around me Live their lives. I am okay but I feel lost, Or rather I cannot feel at all. I am okay but I am screaming As loud as I can inside my head. I want to be heard But suffer in silence. I am okay but other's are not I make them feel helpless As they watch me sway Between okay and isolation. Isolation from others From myself From my passions. Isolated from my own feelings Sometimes there's nothing left but the dark. You feel helpless? I am helpless I am drowning in the darkness. I am okay But I'm not really here Here or there I'm everywhere My brain can't straighten up. I'm okay but I'm not living I feel trapped within myself. I am not okay. ",-1.1890674603174602,0.8285555297619069,0.9545238095238098,99.30158730158732,100.84523809523807,3.67936507936508,18.12698412698413,5.5874745759252304,-0.4397039682539679,611,20,140,5,27,201,79,168,0.238,0.604,0.158,-0.9752,0,4,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,3,2,7,18,0,0,2,11,17,3,2,1,1,29,34,17,1,3,18,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,11,31,12,16,31,2,8,0,5,2,1,7,7,0,3,1,95,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15675415422079425,0.16461693609425468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657056454151267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5342071947797045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807153617118224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131829818279245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6219497743543291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221901535627495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175389836479722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895956983009294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728947257304268,0.0,0.0,0.11280540334721532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415386961035795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038602717564107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheDesertFox929,2018/01/16,"Please Help Me figure How to handle this situation So this is a bit of a long story so I'll try to keep it short and answer any questions you may have afterwards. So some information you may need to know to make an accurate judgement is that I'm 19 years old, work part time and go to college full time, and still live with the parents for the time being. I also have a history of anxiety issues but it is currently under control under medication. This has caused me to worry quite a bit though and would love for any advice you can give me. So earlier today my parents told me to clean my room, which was a bit of a mess, and I complied. Once, as I was going to the laundry room back to my room I sat down on the couch in the living room to pet the family dog for a minute. In the time being, my dad happened to mop the hallway leading from the living room, where I was, to my room. So, with my mother sitting on the couch next to me, I asked if it would be ok if I could sneak into my room to finish cleaning it. My father said no, but he said it in a bit of sarcastic tone of voice and my mother laughed. I thought that maybe I was missing something, I was just trying to check to see if walking back to my room would cause too much of a mess on a newly cleaned floor. So, thinking that my dad wasn't being entirely serious I tried to take large steps to my room to leave as little dirt as possible. In the process I fell on my back. The first thing I heard after hitting the ground was my dad saying that I was an idiot. My mom and sisters did try to see if I was ok though. So, I got up, and told my dad that it was kind of rude for him to be so mean and asked for an apology. I pointed out that if I had said the same thing to him or my mother, I would be in big trouble and likely would have been slapped. My mother stepped in and defended him, telling me to get over it and she mocked me in the following conversation. It all ended with me going to my room. An hour or so later, I was doing homework when my parents tried to get me to go with the gym with them, which I had twice earlier in the week. I told them I would like to get my schoolwork done instead (to be fair to them, they do say that they want me to go to the gym to benefit me mentally and physically, so it's not them trying to aggravate me). They did not like this and the thing soon escalated into an argument and the previous falling event came up again. I still wanted an apology, and I still never got one. It ended with me being called several curse words by my mother and her trying to justify their actions by saying that they've done a lot for me, which is true. In the moment, I tried to undermine their argument, but ended up saying that they hadn't done much for me. The argument only escalated from there and my mom proceeded to slam my door, knock stuff off my walls, and throw a framed picture with glass in it across my room. My dad told me to leave the house, which I did. I got a ride from a neighbor to my grandparents. I stayed there for a few hours until my father came to get me. My grandparents were mad at him for kicking me out and my dad was mad because they hadn't called him to let him know I was over there (I couldn't call or communicate with them because they had taken my phone and car keys). We argue for a bit, but my dad gives me a half hearted apology and I apologize to him. When I get home I'm told that I have to issue a public apology to the whole household, including my sisters, which I did. My parents gave no such apology and my mom never apologized at all. Afterwards they took me to my room and told me that I would now have to start paying for all kinds of stuff, even though I pay my car payment, for much of my own food, and paid for my tuition in full for college this semester. I thought that this was unfair and asked them if they were getting any similar punishments for their actions throughout the day. My mom went on a rant in which she proceeded to call my grandparents who had taken me in ""Dirty shits"". At this point I was fed up and told her to go to hell, the first time one of the only times I'd ever said anything like that to my parents. More yelling ensued but it ended with my mother getting in my face, mocking me some more, and telling me to get out within 30 days. Just want to know what you think about the situation in general. Who did wrong when, should I seriously try to leave, or do I have a lot of apologizing to do. I've no doubt I have some things to apologize for that I did today, but I don't think that I'm the only one who did something wrong either.",5.979536644846617,4.744363568134175,6.685031874384976,81.81130727762803,66.88259958071279,10.051906045437043,30.9997860779532,9.126234315654434,2.2769063705985544,3580,110,786,54,49,1187,343,954,0.13,0.813,0.057,-0.9975,9,0,2,0,1,0,86.0,1,4,17,6,39,31,10,1,55,2,73,7,3,6,7,118,144,66,0,20,21,26,0,4,1,10,1,11,23,0,50,45,2,2,13,2,5,23,12,19,0,7,61,13,146,12,142,61,26,138,1,1,2,1,109,63,2,19,54,583,196,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0438826008949786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03591211186300743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161490025816464,0.0,0.03435373226346077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03695463486852441,0.0,0.12594594965923672,0.0,0.0,0.10359213370969983,0.0,0.05474978106238245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451340672244457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183420272571836,0.10272328981360393,0.0,0.09226371888654283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036701928262943,0.03585458557131218,0.0,0.0,0.05792260017551745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786635785180112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590970924153956,0.0,0.0,0.02966065012682342,0.04062095268630941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042334323200331835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763957429172793,0.05430172293679872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876964332351827,0.08615777319009539,0.15313009869265914,0.0,0.1077486912600088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03971111199964527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053215011496554936,0.030100215658188288,0.0,0.04504538272810883,0.0,0.08844869880911586,0.051816648941247184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374248207956506,0.0,0.03991540516037004,0.0,0.09352746053752188,0.07403913872795401,0.0,0.0,0.14265008756785544,0.0,0.04592045028203903,0.0,0.08775716789734085,0.045008611727145,0.11896111182410996,0.03974128206656945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635665141954456,0.04053032099790505,0.0,0.02997577136504206,0.0,0.045115117646545695,0.04891688819350792,0.0,0.04523907828013257,0.04525569399710997,0.0,0.0,0.21037814370697852,0.0,0.0,0.09903543671389416,0.03329797165928309,0.06927009401905693,0.0,0.04775910420810785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712234257548041,0.04782448964371035,0.09129043668341646,0.10246139179560727,0.0,0.0,0.24931954687568386,0.04862990509864242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929440093830924,0.08490326089351062,0.05062589536352737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05030611771235242,0.047764122461217993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086736329002195,0.1428473960856576,0.0,0.0,0.0715701301158133,0.0,0.0,0.05073212799546389,0.04609639040969088,0.0,0.10095469958606497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914320547595933,0.0,0.0,0.03178540590097897,0.04786488718337727,0.10758836518781674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028155427254559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03376447543114278,0.0,0.07850139512206829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193368621383643,0.08632377745504778,0.1323626991750496,0.07130228405104193,0.15711379781529358,0.0,0.08513317076901751,0.30037394219838576,0.049893329603257916,0.27440014847626976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946193671553874,0.0,0.036021686839548574,0.0,0.0,0.04162923912128368,0.0,0.050137062040288116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032692831010443825,0.04560523857571122,0.0,0.2233045116522208,0.09819751027466103,0.0,0.028918635817124713 anxiety,XylophoneBonez,2018/01/16,"I take Lorna Vanderheague's SleepSmart for my anxiety... Risks? Hello! I'm very sensitive to pharmaceuticals. I originally took this as a sleep aid, but took it once during the morning and found that it really helped my anxiety! I don't take it every day, but its the only thing I've found that works. Is it wrong to take a sleep aid to help with anxiety? Any long term risks? Here's a link to it: http://healthyimmunity.com/products/sleepsmart.asp And a write up about the ingredients: Valerian is used to ease insomnia, anxiety and nervous restlessness. Its medicinal use dates back to the second century AD. Valerian is a mild sedative believed to increase the levels of a chemical in the brain called GABA. GABA lowers the activity of some brain cells, inducing a relaxation effect. Benzodiazepine drugs including alprazolam (Xanax) and diazepam (Valium) also work using this principle. Studies have found valerian to be effective in treating sleep troubles, in reducing the time it takes to fall asleep and in improving sleep quality. Hops - A sedative and calming agent, hops is another favorite in herbal medicine for relieving nervousness and improving sleep. Passionflower is used to treat anxiety and insomnia. Its calming properties are well known. Like valerian, passionflower is believed to work by increasing GABA in the brain. Several studies have found passionflower to be effective in reducing the symptoms of anxiety. Chamomile - Medicinal use of chamomile dates back thousands of years. Studies support chamomile's main use as a calming agent and sleep aid. It also has ability to help relax muscle contractions, particularly in the smooth muscles of the intestines. For this reason, it is also used in herbal medicine to relieve mild digestive disturbances such as bloating and belching, as well as inflammatory conditions of the gastrointestinal tract. Melatonin - identified in 1958, is a hormone manufactured from serotonin (our feel good hormone) and secreted by the pineal gland. Melatonin is most well known for its ability to control our sleep-wake cycles where it is secreted in darkness and suppressed by light. It is also used to treat jetlag where it resets our internal clock when we travel by air across several time zones. Children have much higher melatonin levels than adults and sadly as we age it is dramatically reduced. Anti-aging specialists believe melatonin to be essential in slowing the aging process. Low levels of melatonin are also found in those individuals with sleep and depressive disorders. An interesting animal study further suggests that it may benefit women with endometriosis. This promising Turkish study, which appeared in Fertility and Sterility in 2008, noted that melatonin significantly shrunk endometriotic lesions in rats over a two-month period compared to rats that did not receive melatonin.",9.695568181818183,11.994558846320352,8.88997564935065,57.040677759740284,59.02164502164502,12.528246753246755,42.792478354978364,12.048122262838008,6.367175108225108,2345,131,299,78,32,738,240,462,0.091,0.713,0.196,0.9959,4,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,5,0,0,7,16,30,0,6,27,0,24,19,12,15,0,55,47,29,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,7,0,0,3,29,20,1,2,16,3,0,8,2,11,3,2,8,3,10,19,65,35,7,52,0,3,0,0,19,27,0,4,18,194,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24737410629582998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207151459317747,0.06487268640393208,0.2839673873489038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514343087914068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910793997791144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719127591490996,0.0631728735100288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938882586105803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03989893857372659,0.0,0.05328574503684301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090466059478777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174579387956773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212540899685228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03128168998680291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33916851544898097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051890898465497035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440394443234255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030224971261046587,0.0,0.0,0.05475013094061367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049381453235921385,0.0,0.0454791830718495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588607447981082,0.0,0.047052454655507836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963342715141484,0.06360932756744342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978364593245687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952914718156724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020565990540258,0.0,0.06430324633127378,0.18606440002611388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041101522701085635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215000419090213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747248134903314,0.0,0.0,0.06043482960111185,0.0,0.0,0.4274640974810205,0.0,0.051046551711724494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687692670808588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511920241849906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764158409099917,0.0,0.039840161546861035 anxiety,BryanBlitz,2018/01/16,"How can I fix this? Hello all. I am a stutterer myself and have anxiety but I would like to know if anyone else has this weird problem. Whenever I am talking to someone and I get even a bit anxious, I will stutter if I start off the sentence with a vowel. Like if I talk I will try to insert a word in there like “so” or “but” that will make the sentence awkward but it will allow me to sort of “go with the flow” and be able to say what I’m trying to say. I know in my head that if attempt to say a sentence with “I” or something then my throat will feel like it is closing and I will not be able to say it. It is beyond frustrating to me. Is there any fix to this? Oh and this also includes the sound of the letter “H.” Thanks everyone! I’ve had this problem ever since I can remember and I feel like I am trapped, not being able to speak freely... :(",1.0885704419889493,2.634262121546964,3.0992230662983467,92.9914865331492,79.7182320441989,5.850966850828731,22.914709944751376,6.6274283507984215,0.4708146408839777,648,21,149,6,16,219,94,181,0.162,0.7020000000000001,0.135,-0.7442,1,1,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,8,13,1,1,10,0,21,2,2,3,2,36,31,19,0,7,11,0,2,5,0,7,0,6,0,0,12,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,8,20,6,20,20,2,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,7,8,109,32,0,0.41117623017399385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096058275720875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932046454506808,0.0,0.10484956354809072,0.15483736781193644,0.0,0.09583466015373257,0.14043287945736646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496326498800177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449499310963443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052600737817963,0.12397748015860352,0.0,0.13096550283382924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860203762623208,0.1958295873287978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160753653095114,0.0,0.07789364238927449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066181216793158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064780194415442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347998945823191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148777549229806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262293414475785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526083825713555,0.0,0.0,0.4359784555197445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133764088592834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161294285030416,0.10551451674700756,0.0,0.0,0.09701088400986506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032525249005155,0.0,0.12618527649182365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861077799810236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736259889774466,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GeneticallyModifiedR,2018/01/16,"New - Amazing.. Hi everyone! I’m new to finding this group and I think it’s because up until now I’d never fully understood why I am the way I am.. I just want to say, reading through this page overwhelmed me with emotion. This community does amazing things for people and provides support in ways people can’t always find. I’m really grateful it is here and I can be a part of it. I’m not one to talk about myself, really dislike to so I may never post again because this alone feels like too much, but I thought I’d at least put my appreciation out there and thank you all for existing! 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Also I get weird obsessions like I can’t be upclose to a persons face because I’m afraid of doing something to them like kiss them or something . I can’t look at anything sexual or anything really violent because I get obsessive thoughts over them , and I worry about the future all the time . I have a psychologist and he tells me I’m GAD with obsessive thoughts that are health related. Also I can’t sleep very well, I almost got an anxiety attack rn because I forgot my username to my last reddit account, it was fifa player something I can’t remember. But anyways please help me, I don’t want to hurt anybody or go crazy",3.0096153846153832,5.588599641025642,4.702243589743592,78.71567307692307,78.23076923076924,8.002564102564103,28.98076923076923,8.841846274778883,2.9073153846153854,648,30,111,16,16,218,90,156,0.225,0.645,0.13,-0.9308,0,0,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,8,14,2,6,5,0,11,6,2,0,1,18,26,12,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,4,0,1,1,5,10,1,0,5,2,21,4,10,20,1,8,0,1,1,1,8,3,0,4,6,65,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240137238591815,0.0,0.0,0.3172139894668042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229914828247128,0.14937338111229967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761510806625486,0.0,0.0,0.1504217708951482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24180416539527336,0.14602896394693754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685548612021945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816122032947795,0.0,0.07514488844172483,0.0,0.10575012298171216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810919007476845,0.0,0.0,0.1772514247963336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154653408280496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077786904342198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919411626925684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110332954495641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545127140287745,0.0,0.2902804052973666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25411466323616155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978190789814216,0.11291698393739605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231762787354762,0.0,0.0,0.30537318631134464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556797708608227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993921742620456,0.0770997923352865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819422357858706,0.07798804311929572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888358186555845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427799999038406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cosmo703,2018/01/16,"I won’t take my medicine I hate taking my Setraline for my anxiety because it always gets lodged in my throat and feels weird going down. The feeling can last for hours. But when I’m off it, I’m anxious and depressed and get these awful, intrusive thoughts. Should I talk to my doctor? Are there any non-pill alternative medicine that won’t make me feel sick? Thanks guys. 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I've been on Zoloft for a few months now, and it's working well but I've also been drinking regularly to which I don't see any negative side effects. Has anyone else experienced negative side effects of alcohol while taking sertraline? I know the internet says to avoid it or cut it out completely but my job is very very social and it's almost impossible to avoid drinking. Am I at serious risk here? 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Long story short I grew up with unbearable anxiety, have tried every self help process/exercising/getting a job everything, but I think it's just my chemistry. I don't know what to do. I feel hopeless. I've been dealing with anxiety for as long as I can possibly remember. Every since I was a little kid I remember there would be moments or times when I would enter situations where a ""switch"" would just flip, and I wouldn't be the same person I was a minute ago. I would fell taken over, as if I had lost control of my own mind body and everything. I'm sure this is a common experience for everyone. Throughout the years this has led to some severe social isolation, and I think that I'm finally at my breaking point. I don't know exactly what my anxiety is. I've never seen a professional which I'm now making arrangements to do. I started experiencing OCD like symptoms as a child. I would get stuck in repetitive thought loops, trying to ""think something the right way"". It makes no sense I would think the same sentence over and over again, but it would feel like I never really ""thought it"". I grew up in a heavily religious family and these thoughts were related to religion typically, so I would be trying to think a pure thought because I just had a terrible intrusive thought. I think this deeply affected my decision making abilities because nowadays I have an extremely hard time determining what I think about something because of so many years of trying to ""think things right"". I also experienced more physical symptoms like checking the lock on the door 40 times before going to sleep or adjusting the placement of something until I knew it was just right. The physical symptoms had a much lower impact on my life, but the internal thoughts gave me more trouble with each year. I remember having my first real panic attack in the year 2007. I was about 11 years old at the time. It was the most terrifying experience of my life. After this they became more and more frequent. The first week of high school I had four in a single week. I remember this made me terrified of going to school, and thus terrified of being around people. I was scared in the middle of conversation I would have a panic attack and embarrass myself(because this actually happened). This spiraled into a very serious social anxiety condition. I was terrified of speaking to anyone new because of the way my mind might go. Luckily, I had a few great friends who got me through those years. If it weren't for them I'm scared the kid I was might have just ended it. It wasn't until after high school that anything truly changed though. I had a psychedelic experience that equated to an 8 hour long panic attack worse than any I had ever experienced before. I don't want to go into details but I have never felt more fear in my life, though, something strange happened. I let go. I accepted the fear near the end of the trip. Suddenly, all my anxieties melted. I think this is the first time I had touched reality in so long. After this I started living my way out of anxiety. I felt like I could feel for the first time in my life. I could make a decision and act upon it. The whole world looked different. This feeling lasted for a few weeks, but slowly my anxiety returned. Not in the same way though. I've been able to make progress the previous me could not have hoped for. I've gotten a job that requires me to be very social, enrolled in community college, got my GPA to a 3.7 when I was a straight D student in university, transferred to university for Computer Science (I used to be ABISMAL at any science or math course), started running and doing calisthenics, changed my entire diet, gained new friends, attend social events. I even got a girlfriend for awhile, but this is where things take a turn. My girlfriend and I clicked very hard right away. It was amazing she was everything I could have wanted in a girlfriend. We practically shared a friend group. We always had fun, great sex life, but my anxiety started taking over. She wanted to take things slow because of current life situations and I was totally cool with that. I have a very heavy work load so I was more than fine with this. But I don't know it just started coming back, I didn't really become clingy or anything like I have in previous relationships but she broke up with me because her feelings weren't developing any further. She said the energy wasn't right. I was doing all the right things but something was missing and I think it was my true personality. Little things I logically knew were no big deal would act as triggers. I've really analyzed it over the past two months after this happened and I wasn't pushing the relationship along or anything, and I was making time for her going on fun dates, we had a few deep moments where we shared secrets like it was good. But at times I know I was noticeably different, I would be somewhere else, the switch would flip. I would no longer be able to be in a genuine fun conversation with her because I was hardly there. I've gotten incredibly good at listening and faking the conversation/feeling despite how I'm feeling but sometimes it just can't work.. This is the way it has been all my life with people. It's so hard for me to connect with anyone on a personal level because of this ""tuning out"" I do. I remember when it was at it's extreme in high school I was totally silent all day because I was so consumed by this nervous feeling, it was never outwardly shown, in fact I was so quiet half my grade didn't even know my name and the other half thought I was perpetually stoned because I was so out of it(I also came in with huge bags under my eyes due to spending half the night checking my door locks). I've done everything I can think. I've fought all my personal insecurities (social rejection, body image issues, intellectual inadequacies), I've achieved goals I never thought I would have in a million years, I literally look like an entirely different person, I took a goddamn heroic dose of mushrooms, experienced trauma panic attacks for a full year after, read every self help and philosophy book I could get my hands on. I've given my whole life to fighting this, and I'm so goddamn lonely. I miss out on so many good moments because I simply can't be present. I can change everything in my entire life but I can't change this fucking switch in my brain, I can't change my goddamn neuro-chemistry. When I'm with people I care about I want to be present. I want to be able to hear what they're saying, feel and respond. I want to feel like I'm really with people and in the moment. But there's this shadow, this nervousness, this uncomfort, this dissocation I carry with me everywhere I go. I don't want my whole life to be lived in my head. Facing things was my only hope, and if that doesn't work I don't know what will. I feel utterly hopeless. I've broken down crying everyday for the past five days. I just don't know what else to do anymore. I'm sorry for how disorganized and long this is. I'm never gonna give up on getting better. I just wanted someone to hear me. A sincere thank you to anyone who read all of this.",4.3998743162281855,6.191702249999999,5.360457410784061,79.23467283146655,71.27077363896849,8.428799166449599,29.52471997916124,9.020812199043975,2.5667122636103152,5775,235,1061,117,110,1893,483,1396,0.147,0.735,0.118,-0.9875,7,3,5,0,2,2,152.0,4,1,2,15,49,65,7,12,72,1,131,26,9,15,20,216,252,73,0,34,35,0,18,8,6,19,14,7,2,10,72,51,1,2,52,3,3,21,32,32,0,11,79,35,156,33,153,135,30,196,0,8,5,2,61,83,1,14,94,725,228,23,0.08743637358669341,0.0,0.028441762590696317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02583568985856857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661522424492469,0.02425135573532597,0.0,0.0,0.05945973235996028,0.0,0.17836956391984454,0.0,0.05780892516236566,0.06113754540876337,0.0,0.07195268539999404,0.02594563669328333,0.0,0.13262866357279252,0.02738311707137037,0.02241105805430755,0.0,0.2132016071334791,0.032188868366504725,0.049601275952708815,0.0,0.0,0.0257767889986328,0.0,0.06474806662358097,0.0,0.0325359699558835,0.0,0.03333463935582461,0.029715736733486743,0.0,0.15416014934220468,0.02510623123310507,0.0,0.0,0.032689109281076906,0.11635138257750395,0.0,0.03201491689639364,0.037592818355137864,0.060095374566400336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135240051462114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02982592247989722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869458036085211,0.0,0.05162844967145088,0.0,0.0,0.038500600081287986,0.026363735245340917,0.0736689158466596,0.02784973398851915,0.130970291083008,0.08552955109245525,0.027475743793187818,0.06559348602924532,0.1621050113998507,0.041643041840631535,0.05596842033175761,0.031927424469348764,0.0,0.09916444627459904,0.0,0.0,0.06755312533777677,0.026944506149981555,0.07613649399302076,0.02795897894434854,0.11594824752312174,0.07333748177387163,0.06993085542201585,0.06426594037122961,0.0,0.0,0.07731969639965479,0.0,0.10443442197286606,0.0,0.029911648231445976,0.0,0.0656980984761826,0.0,0.039071172090338224,0.09238132928436923,0.0,0.05789603186624352,0.028702405088893157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030420285780492187,0.057844739420680275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281406513720831,0.023757438150160338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029803205329316188,0.2058629882168359,0.11391198814035625,0.058422811128933376,0.051471946523782564,0.12896406527001153,0.0489496882662804,0.0,0.03181571016580419,0.0,0.0,0.02757813693693257,0.1167289166473717,0.059097839423607725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061837449946626113,0.05885720800952371,0.0,0.0232636264017454,0.0,0.021425265048102413,0.021610987704088768,0.1348726431830181,0.05629772964037246,0.0,0.02735103783624187,0.0,0.0,0.033182296950944185,0.030583255232684983,0.0,0.0,0.022166434048857663,0.0,0.1367836602464913,0.0,0.0,0.05564527481359551,0.08082316290515205,0.12724344806291998,0.0,0.0,0.027551878324323785,0.0328571245541516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830669007410042,0.03317391179997994,0.07468530647458606,0.0,0.0,0.06258262872184148,0.16508061095226104,0.14934037059761499,0.0277240046696754,0.023177637905067442,0.058359375572653124,0.11798703743324455,0.0,0.0,0.06081013787695747,0.03292607145956808,0.0,0.0241094239244888,0.06552143156792507,0.029166506363336432,0.14855061958244326,0.024694851866082813,0.11218798690292443,0.028825603073174427,0.03262595390298745,0.10314652542867778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02746924911282709,0.09087987094608108,0.0657412713462389,0.0,0.0,0.026833221783784732,0.0,0.0,0.11617768283482224,0.20542755811720093,0.08590579311020964,0.18510590370701133,0.13595960688824338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032381676085409636,0.07915141092141924,0.03170188882519768,0.02847087733073632,0.0,0.0,0.025172317773963213,0.0,0.09619222038245696,0.13752596943934972,0.1156715392082136,0.07013618481049373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761958857662716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365472133329624,0.0,0.02970171152773882,0.2898573585780745,0.0,0.0,0.15014975433524258 anxiety,orfeu_negro,2018/01/16,"Feeling guilty and with anxiety about going on vacation and leaving my job. Hey guys! So, just doing a small background: I'm really young and work at a really nice company. We work with independent projects that come and go, so sometimes I have a ton of work, sometimes I don't, and it goes that way. I have a ""partner"" that takes every decision with me, manage the projects with me and is a really good friend. He is older than me, more experienced, but we get along really really well. We have no hierarchy between us and things are very transparent. In the next month, I'll be going out on vacation for one month after one year working at this company. I took two day off last year and during christmas and the first week of january, we had a collective break. The thing is: we planned one of our projects for it to be finished just before I travel. Leaving few or zero things due for my partner handle. Which is very good. But, because of third-parties problems and burocracys, this projects is getting delayed and will probably start to speed up just one week before my trip. Even though I'm antecipating everything that I can and am planning everything by its bets, I'm now feeling guilty about going on vacations with my girlfriend, because I'll left my partner alone and dealing with everything by himself. Should I feel that way? Or things got out of my control and there isn't much that I can do? Thanks a lot Reddit.",6.2408431372549025,6.96633570740741,6.5122657952069725,76.66107843137257,66.0,9.908496732026144,34.03050108932461,9.916854025145753,3.3594553376906315,1131,49,206,24,17,364,147,270,0.067,0.853,0.08,0.547,2,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,7,0,0,8,12,7,0,0,11,0,21,0,0,2,0,47,39,21,0,2,7,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,16,29,0,2,4,1,1,8,3,1,1,7,3,4,25,6,34,32,5,42,0,0,0,0,17,12,0,4,19,148,41,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333974209800112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632976805526953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164728005443932,0.0,0.1698071713811916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594976697374407,0.0,0.0,0.11190932239893693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434844695546874,0.10286656312977728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590231673188396,0.0,0.08406712648929443,0.0,0.26902164393892786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135200890672684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487097257097984,0.0,0.0,0.07708810516960454,0.0,0.10425959764553107,0.0,0.2268241642732789,0.16737782240540314,0.07980144679343394,0.0,0.0,0.09879574031318712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901410187182297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133224990801921,0.0,0.21130063372472704,0.10840890595838128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482754432085346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928342646328478,0.0,0.07334818679622887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611485584085062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27044816379852943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757737830526813,0.09547390953219624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196011693398349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736565349163848,0.0,0.07062326274647135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502051184430307,0.0,0.0,0.09186202174502367,0.0,0.0,0.265151830887192,0.0,0.09803121292827624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085684218865538,0.0,0.0,0.09746844316832944,0.0,0.12002044607116265,0.0,0.0,0.1646543212678099,0.0,0.15839799686590667,0.1600715159759653,0.0,0.08971225342686223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905577989558345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850730438647087 anxiety,UppinDowners,2018/01/16,"Attached to my therapist/experiencing transference I started seeing a therapist back in August 2017 for my anxiety and it has taken me a while to feel comfortable around him and be able to open up. I still get anxious before sessions but I feel a bit at ease now. Once we passed the point of my first cry in front of him it became a bit easier to open up and trust him. Before I started, when I was still looking for a clinician, I originally wanted a female therapist because I thought I would be more comfortable. I saw his bio on the clinics website along with a picture and although his practice really resonated with me I noticed that he was a young looking, attractive man and that could be a problem later on. He happened to be the main doctor accepting new patients at the time and so I went ahead and booked, reluctantly because of the urgency to be seen by someone. Oddly enough, once I began therapy the attraction went away. But now that I am becoming more comfortable, and I think he is as well because we laugh and sometimes engage in friendly banter etc the attraction is coming back. I feel like I have made some progress so far, which makes me happy. I am worried because I dont want this to interfere in my treatment in any way. I already am overly sensitive to what people think of me, and I dont want the added pressure of being attracted to my doctor. However, I am battling with whether or not I should bring this up. I have been heavily researching and there is just no way I will know, given that every clinician is different and I will not know how he will react or want to proceed unless I tell him. I am just terrified he will terminate, that would be so damaging. I am also worried that if I tell him, the therapeutic environment will change and he will act differently around me. I am aware of the important boundaries that are in place, and want nothing to change. I want these boundaries to be upheld. I have been trying to analyze why I might feel this way, and get to the root of it. It is a mixture of sexual attraction (he is a good looking man), and admiration. I am in the same field of study so in a way I also see him sort of as a mentor. I think I might be putting him on a pedestal, as I see many qualities in him that I wish I possessed and he is in a position that I hope to be in one day. It is an extremely uncomfortable feeling because on one hand, I have a strong admiration for him, and want him to be attracted to me/want to be his favorite client. But I know this is unrealistic, childish, and a one sided fantasy. He is older than me, married, and a person in power who is there to help me. If he were to break boundaries that would be hurtful, and I have put my trust in this individual to know how to handle this situation in a professional manner. I feel stuck. TL;DR I am attracted, and attached to my therapist. It is intensifying the more I try to ignore it and hope it passes. I am not sure if I should bring this up during therapy or not for fear that it will go badly. 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I have the chest flutter and tightness, heavy breathing, and feel like crying, but my brain is only mildly anxious. I've noticed since finally adjusting to my meds (Wellbutrin and Effexor) when I get anxious I'm disconnected or I just withdraw instead of freaking out. I don't know if it's better.",6.41769230769231,7.329633589743594,7.588871794871796,68.43946153846156,65.66666666666667,10.342564102564104,38.67692307692308,10.355215969177356,4.447166153846154,332,18,54,8,5,113,56,78,0.213,0.701,0.086,-0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,6,3,3,0,0,14,12,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,11,2,5,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,3,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161283214727213,0.4668448349352539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23506071256236605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273909202931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306568753907465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269629799643097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447356198908464,0.14760976737054776,0.0,0.2263427209134842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795071320417708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355325465975133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094436745557624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.459017719626534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352388738792972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714424445305353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17091866009938625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059547418958027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239411010117266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sttetts,2018/01/16,"need help overcoming a fear im scared that there are so many creepy youtube videos out there and even more scared that i can just easily search them up and give myself major anxiety ",7.236571428571429,7.371864228571429,5.732142857142858,85.13535714285717,63.85714285714286,10.428571428571429,26.07142857142857,10.125756701596842,2.018428571428572,148,3,30,3,2,43,30,35,0.256,0.622,0.122,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23708925652618734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047003636379714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34874808221481435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973051404274667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207733986425347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347686249293966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142119653898714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980301773284498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6205713872606939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Gryfyy,2018/01/16,"I cant stand my dad and I need help Ok so recently, I get very titled just being in the same room as my dad, it didn't used to be that way, I actually loved that man, but now he became my physics teacher, and things started to change, my dad became very annoying, to the point were even my mom cant stand him, he always tries to be that ""I told you"" guy, he's constantly trying to criticize you for everything you do, its very annoying, I actually got In very awful scream fights with my dad before, I need help, cause now everything he does just makes me mad, and that ruins my day, when he arrives at home, it can make you change moods in like 3 secs.... I really need help guys, and answers, cause I really want to not get tilted by everything he does, cause its making my days worse and worse...",9.921481481481482,5.3887320123456846,9.726419753086422,73.4188888888889,62.20987654320986,13.762962962962966,36.25925925925926,11.20814326018867,3.5486592592592583,614,15,135,12,6,203,94,162,0.193,0.711,0.097,-0.9716,0,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,4,0,0,7,10,4,0,2,2,9,1,0,7,0,23,23,9,0,4,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,4,1,23,3,14,16,1,17,0,1,0,1,25,6,0,0,9,72,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.21977070630312598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369562736777047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581779095882148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34702627063746433,0.23824040297568805,0.0,0.0,0.12168502309996057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524065123404678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970812043033027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743739425956556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30360389885387185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766198390083835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005978116082919,0.0,0.0,0.2229915148094741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264284533791545,0.0,0.11295108822277528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501267284808794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162959187990392,0.0,0.2254923229158733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318805548474261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048352839370297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644726640983793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427413299408462,0.0,0.11118295891806136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970175784249411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480915705045371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759803808736423,0.0,0.15290157763270495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725378374194474,0.0,0.37164068413315865,0.06641681256200245,0.08937988913273068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295063851984375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pumpkinpie19,2018/01/16,"How many days in a row can I take klonopin without a high risk of addiction? My doctor has prescribed me klonopin (clonazepam), 1mg taken 2x daily as needed for anxiety and panic. However, I have read numerous stories about how addictive it is, and how careful a person should be when taking it. Right now my anxiety is severe, to the point where the physical symptoms make it hard to function at all, let alone as a university student with assignments and studying to do, and lectures to attend each week. If I were to take 1mg per day, but skip a few days here and there, would I be less likely to develop a tolerance? Is 1.5 or 2mg too much for one day? And how many a days in a row is too many? Any advice would be appreciated. I feel like this drug is a life-saver for me, but I really don't want to let myself get addicted and deal with withdrawals when I stop taking it. 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I'm 21, and near NYE17 I started having a weird back pain, but ignored it, until one day I went to Google check it out. Worst mistake I made. Supposedly that was a symptom for lung cancer, and being a smoker, needless to say I freaked out. I didn't go to the ER with fear of what I might hear about my health. Since then the pain is almost gone, but I ocasionally feel some sort of very mild pain, and begin to stress about it. I played football today for one hour and didn't feel pain at all, but then again I Google symptoms and now i'm worried about pneumonia. I read that it can trigger joint pain and since then I feel my joints kinda ""numb"". I haven't been in full happiness this year because of that, being paranoid about my mucus, fingertips, etc etc... Any way to help this go away? 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I went to the doctor today to finally get some help with my anxiety, and she puts me on Welbutrin. Reading about it, it says it can actually INCREASE anxiety. So now I am getting scared thinking its going to get worse. Has anyone had this medication help with theirs?",4.831428571428571,6.7703676984127,5.993841269841273,74.53171428571432,70.42857142857143,8.84952380952381,33.234920634920634,9.3871,3.4152120634920635,267,13,45,6,5,89,50,63,0.133,0.748,0.119,0.0085,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,7,13,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,2,7,0,9,9,3,10,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,3,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.19627853017778815,0.0,0.0,0.19654657810670126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30773511067570397,0.0,0.0,0.14063811403206558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586996902712787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219290069234424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22033331890816196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152538613495455,0.0,0.1143095300086902,0.0,0.16086585670794085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696328051315492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890255719786634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026221293022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404392013211242,0.0,0.0,0.2011892088400292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995044915000292,0.2013710019371453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887904486062116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065225233651226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864539551348741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497352313658124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Avo2015,2018/01/16,"Afraid of Hurting Myself on Purpose I'm a 30 year old man and I was diagnosed with GAD just over a year ago. I started out with a lot of anxiety over my health because I had high blood pressure at the time. I've since gotten my BP in check but now my anxiety has transformed into a fear of hurting myself. Example, today I was putting window washer fluid in my wife's car and I felt the physical sensation of anxiety at the same moment I let myself recognize that I had a jug of poison in my hands, as if I would suddenly become compelled to drink it. This was not the first time, it has been happening off and on for a few months. I try not to let it get in the way of my life. I know how much worse anxiety can be because I've been there, I just wanted to share my current experience and see if anyone else here has experienced anything similar. Fear of self harm seems to be known system but I don't see it very often in other people. Thanks for reading!",3.608912255257433,4.5713070812182774,5.2917657722987705,82.1860025380711,72.09644670050761,8.471211022480059,27.777012327773754,8.841846274778883,2.0908393038433646,753,27,153,14,14,257,120,197,0.182,0.779,0.039,-0.9819,1,0,1,0,0,2,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,10,1,4,11,0,17,7,2,2,0,27,29,10,0,4,8,1,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,7,8,1,0,4,2,1,2,3,8,0,1,9,5,22,2,30,15,4,33,0,2,2,0,4,15,0,5,14,109,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653765239371673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40228788841137936,0.0,0.0,0.09192485348826536,0.13470358060794824,0.1081862220548623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028224856078824,0.1451950837457014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343633972853458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878770852102472,0.0,0.0,0.10982389304516324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860005092654708,0.0,0.2958740763654541,0.0,0.0,0.12622903335179553,0.0,0.0,0.11182584859381899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868613394886565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625592286661594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397433802383501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890220980804358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814765004774608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722508803173663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688680350243876,0.0928591010841103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176862760557987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049357854140963,0.0,0.09664344572517426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795260691260014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114273429085054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216074754028792,0.0,0.0,0.13150267744505587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952451611961867,0.11968271080955008,0.13714885781477434,0.0,0.0,0.10875094414376524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305309044836868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210372430525634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331904715787545,0.0,0.12461543930577608,0.0,0.0,0.08925753156706738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847412632754498,0.07754270211753415,0.10435246515101056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397620704020372,0.09339045627703764,0.0,0.0,0.16932100491134264 anxiety,TinySkeletons,2018/01/16,"Anyone else get really restless towards evenings? I'm guessing it's because of the anxiety. As soon as it's time to wind down and enjoy the evening I get really restless and can't relax. I usually do a lot of stuff during the days, even when i don't have stuff to do i create stuff to do, lists and tasks. But as soon as the evening comes, i feel like i should be doing something, like it's bad of me to just sit down. Anyone has any tips on how to deal with this? I haven't found anything that really helps.",2.0338836967808898,3.581393925233648,3.493395638629284,91.19207684319835,77.03738317757009,6.6247144340602295,23.10384215991693,7.3871296695380915,0.7822614745586707,398,12,88,5,9,131,65,107,0.115,0.76,0.126,0.2871,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,13,18,10,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,8,4,17,15,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,8,63,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078852619802248,0.0,0.12136436523309975,0.0,0.0,0.22185905793595245,0.16255239122080306,0.13055279609341716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246344855571046,0.0967096147563946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666016780174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231405934355,0.16355788123077006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252904152286235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191388519228505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021658720976227,0.11333730325505108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739480239705516,0.0,0.0,0.16577280673178615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747673325529484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633760369090743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550136226078045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487583328339858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304899601030618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213405487381293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448378788922844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925082229541609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472703310432625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CDavis01,2018/01/16,"Finally got a job interview for a place i really want but.... So I got a call for a job I really want, working with dogs... but there is one problem...I just found out, my biggest life long phobia would be there and i'm not sure how I can handle it, right now I am in therapy but we have not worked through this yet and It's so severe that even the sight of it gets me to flee....I'm unsure of what to do. I have therapy tomorrow but there is no way to overcome it in one session... help? 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How Should I Explain This To My Employer? This is frustrating. Following each panic attack that I have, I always forget what happens during the duration of the event (like me grabbing on to random people and asking them to ""please help me!""). However, I usually forget what happened up to an hour or two prior to the event and about 30-45 minutes after each one. It's highly inconvenient because I just got hired and they are about to send me back to school. I uptake so much new information daily and, literally, cannot afford to immediately lose it. So... How should I approach my managers about this? They all saw me have at least one attack today as well as almost all of my co-workers. Should I explain to them what happens and how to help me? Is there anything else that may be useful for them to know? Thank you!!!",4.904813450023031,6.753328730538925,5.883473053892215,75.76142330723171,70.07784431137725,8.252233993551357,28.415016121602946,8.841846274778883,2.4487451865499765,706,26,120,13,13,233,105,167,0.16399999999999998,0.754,0.08199999999999999,-0.9431,3,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,6,1,12,10,4,2,4,0,11,0,0,4,2,28,24,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,7,1,3,2,2,23,3,24,17,7,17,0,1,1,0,14,4,0,5,10,97,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782419388725786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145255250703882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623942355868756,0.14102600610241967,0.11326403309287005,0.0,0.1286725942124143,0.469747985457949,0.0,0.10583483327960123,0.0,0.08390261514069029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044760806043832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995713908832505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346360021380797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008137748716423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651374762341487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451118970818803,0.14542170148425054,0.0,0.0,0.13554532989676124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564203596189241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724278838245938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398128951329831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117948687841406,0.0,0.0,0.13293127027002788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653362568024226,0.0,0.0,0.3229761808318228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542059494099504,0.0,0.0,0.1510847740488797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392966187232445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267182275356953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046436943009607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445195440218394,0.0,0.0,0.11887471124356312,0.15158839222092535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375274924864064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020182601291047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kupeoxo,2018/01/16,"How can I learn to be independent? I want to get a job, and move out eventually but I don't know anything. My parents didn't teach me anything about being on my own. My only source of income is from selling my art online so I have zero Job experience. Well Unless you count my very first job which I promptly got fired in one week because I was too quiet and not aggressive enough, which I know I shouldnt take personally but it still killed me on the inside. :( I have no idea how anyone lives on their own because if I did I would be having anxiety attacks left and right over the smallest things. Any advice?",2.223087431693987,4.471007237704921,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,79.08196721311475,6.033879781420765,22.461748633879786,7.1686216300943375,0.7980633879781425,481,15,96,6,12,158,88,122,0.187,0.77,0.043,-0.9705,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,7,4,3,0,3,0,14,0,0,3,0,19,20,10,1,4,5,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,1,1,1,5,3,1,3,4,2,20,1,12,11,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,3,73,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356478542179692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382621811036675,0.0,0.1280475799408189,0.0,0.0,0.1170381248321347,0.0,0.27548398678906505,0.0,0.0,0.1904223907719236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20407031508434734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172951441494736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373274737589266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237594220211092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745073844877291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338715208760522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18895509665494,0.0,0.0,0.4983055673189101,0.0,0.1851845519602724,0.0,0.18397870062191626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818621804529932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780230533445474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790169926685087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134230908731588,0.1273023569043198,0.0,0.0,0.1858590755993555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615242851726884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294421553580705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336723249984091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585122727778775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120186503579413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810855123963414,0.09872686336575474,0.0,0.13426459139335392,0.0,0.15049746953284626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890412075856338,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,johnydazzles27s,2018/01/17,"I can't see it or feel it but it's killing me So I have IBS and a major cause of it is stress and anxiety, but the problem is I feel sick and terrible even when I don't feel anxiety. It's like it's subconscious, and I don't know how to deal with it.",1.35228813559322,1.427367576271191,3.9625000000000017,92.92476694915257,76.62711864406779,8.611864406779661,24.91949152542373,8.841846274778883,1.2845898305084742,193,6,53,4,4,69,36,59,0.381,0.5710000000000001,0.048,-0.9744,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,15,11,10,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,11,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449513704062632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29875115054827683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998215466895877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208316027874395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411403669406268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32174805728806377,0.0,0.159826478183188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142079439212876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27827443975484184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317450345057329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331321013803507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WazzaShrek,2018/01/17,"Is it possible that I have an anxiety-related condition or just symptoms of anxiety? I've always felt that there is something not quite right with me. Like most of the time my mind wanders and thinks back to something I did/said that I felt was really embarrassing or ashaming or just plain stupid or pointless. Then I can't stop thinking about that and I keep hitting myself in the face lightly or saying something under my breath inaudibly to others like ""f***"" or ""I'm stupid"" or something like that. When I'm alone I think about those thoughts and then I say those things more audibly enough for me to hear it louder but not for anyone else in the house to hear. And I always pull my head down or hit myself slightly harder or on a table at a moderate severity. Not too hard and not too soft. Also sometimes in class I think, ""What if I said something really stupid like someone's name in the class or a swear word or something related to the topic that's just stupid?"" and then I somewhat have to strain myself to prevent myself from saying said thought out loud. Then I hit myself lightly or swear under my breath like the other mentioned situation. Another thing I want to talk about is my constant worrying. I am always worried about forgetting to do something or something I have to do that's coming up. Like I am always freaking out thinking about everything happening in the day and if I forgot to do homework the day before or if there is a test that day I forgot about even though my teachers never mentioned one before. At the same, recently I did everything that day that I had to remind myself to do. Yet at lunch after I completed everything I still felt worried that I needed to do something. To keep going, I have this really bad habit going on that deals with me eating away the skin around my fingers and biting my nails. I have tried to stop myself but I always end up doing it when I am not paying attention to what I am doing. It's caused me to have my fingers looking pretty rough. They recover decently quick, which causes me to stop for a little bit. Then I do it again. One more thing I want to talk about is me in social situations. I feel like I am extremely socially awkward. I have a decent amount of friends and people do find me pretty cool on the outside I'm pretty sure, but I personally feel really awkward. Like for example, if someone makes eye contact with me for more than a few seconds I always look away then look back at them. Also, I can not bring myself to try to approach people to talk to them because I'm constantly worried about how they'll judge me and if they'll find me stupid or a loser or something similar. It's weird for me. Like this year I'm trying to open up and approach people more often and try to talk to initiate conversation more often. But often times I try to start one and then feel like they don't find me interesting to talk to. Also I'm awful at keeping conversation going. Like others can talk for hours to other people. When I talk to people either they keep it going or I try to keep it going but make remarks that are not interesting, or there are decent moments of silence. When I'm with my friends I am more comfortable but a lot of times I'm not sure if I should talk to them because I'm like, ""do my friends actually want to talk to me right now/do they find me interesting enough to talk to me right now or only if they don't see anyone else to talk to?"" Also texting is a whole other issue. When I send a text I'm always looking to see if people respond. If they don't the whole day I think, ""shoot. Am I interrupting their alone time? Am I being annoying?"" Also I always put much thought into what I text even if it is my closest friend who is comfortable with me and who I'm comfortable with for the most part. Sorry one more thing. I have a really weird memory. Some things I just forget extremely quickly, whether it's a random piece of trivia or something from class or something like that. Other times I can recall details of it really well. Details others would forget about. There doesn't seem to be much of an in between for me. I do remember situations of people I recognize really well. Like if it is a person I talked to only once or twice I can remember the conversations we had because there was not much. Those people are often like, ""how'd you remember that?"" or would forget those details or something along those lines. I can do the same most of the time for people I'm comfortable with but a few things I would forget. Really I bring myself down too much. I am really pessimistic and really hate myself. And this is the first ever time I'm opening up about it. I just saw a couple of said symptoms above on askreddit and it made me realize that this may be my problem. Like others I know do not realize I have these problems. They just see me as quiet and gets good grades and is chill and someone who they can talk to if they recognize me somewhere or if there are not many people in the room. They don't know this very negative side of me. Thanks for the help. I really want to figure myself out and I feel this is the first step.",4.5718085062096705,5.666326771428577,5.5404260043016755,80.80281828904464,69.95566502463055,8.358703947824882,27.399222923749388,8.678591145306115,2.00492839797405,4063,133,772,67,71,1338,321,1015,0.099,0.77,0.131,0.988,0,2,13,1,0,0,88.0,1,1,16,4,55,53,7,5,38,2,74,12,8,6,4,186,150,87,0,24,64,0,13,16,4,7,2,11,2,2,63,38,2,11,30,0,1,14,19,19,2,8,18,36,126,34,124,119,30,103,0,1,9,0,61,41,0,51,64,590,189,7,0.0,0.0,0.033787844069317605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171965044502815,0.0,0.1384432419598884,0.2304782689727625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03630608374858401,0.026487119922761523,0.0,0.0,0.04841954606868239,0.07095237010843451,0.0,0.03082253162321893,0.0,0.0,0.06506041858615201,0.0532471454645406,0.028909435158655274,0.06331905972935645,0.0,0.05892462438588578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780023309219381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113638098842279,0.0,0.02982534656097126,0.036302406097418964,0.07483207667179978,0.0,0.0,0.038310587270786456,0.0,0.11164746564661501,0.035695627840606675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03542880153021834,0.05784750094185517,0.0,0.030666418817696887,0.0715513026298941,0.0,0.04573739999317911,0.031319218445545124,0.0,0.0,0.09335294376460386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002735477217853,0.04947051364332762,0.09973286217469024,0.0,0.12658214050931374,0.058901990290896836,0.0,0.0,0.10700107904257186,0.0,0.01808951170882931,0.0,0.09838754580218677,0.02904080915883598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030617720885004574,0.0,0.03101613300016409,0.034183844240063,0.0355340180861707,0.0,0.07804710062835753,0.0,0.02320761004146864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409747846904334,0.03995122812208196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613826214946216,0.0,0.1538761662255892,0.0,0.0,0.038056681031057145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27064711482904513,0.034702153676673154,0.0,0.0,0.11630112086821245,0.0,0.0,0.029435925149843292,0.0,0.032761886243019685,0.046223324140395206,0.035103108974188627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03496017801709123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180993702913288,0.0256731164392936,0.02670401680482349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036873227709966816,0.09384795905884802,0.05266593551136727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037494212224220634,0.0,0.24003790348085066,0.0604643508753372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903314351428322,0.0,0.10567458693190486,0.0,0.06626062035045277,0.0,0.03480649226607338,0.0,0.03682668392282276,0.0,0.0,0.2439898924621995,0.0,0.03418683538203079,0.0,0.11766608185275887,0.08870563381780175,0.13174068854121493,0.08260273036183352,0.0,0.0,0.08277208156280061,0.0315202162949738,0.0,0.03911505008676955,0.0,0.0,0.11675583954876036,0.0,0.0705892281443058,0.08800992570401123,0.34651630710936265,0.03424383347321286,0.03875852066381712,0.02450691096490687,0.0,0.02765061943555364,0.08684116667342683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526506244230063,0.07197479173507906,0.0,0.361780990945759,0.0,0.031876952443323885,0.0,0.0,0.13801512544942132,0.13311323661153146,0.034017717584637217,0.08246231300036183,0.14132595456381197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104376556575718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02856826939434346,0.08168808097038414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062261926784262726,0.0,0.0,0.07731249487838125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14064863916353113,0.0,0.07378728377291137,0.0,0.0,0.022296598489403414 anxiety,raechellyn137,2018/01/17,"At what point did you drop all the charades and admit you needed to be medicated? Was the decision made for you? Or did you just admit to yourself you would be better off? I'm really struggling with this. I know there are a variety of reasons I've put it off, and at this point the idea of making the decision to call my doctor is terrifying.",3.9004347826086985,5.0633028115942045,5.69634782608696,78.80191304347828,71.6086956521739,8.998260869565216,26.84347826086957,9.3871,2.294968695652173,270,9,53,6,5,93,48,69,0.126,0.787,0.087,-0.6037,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,5,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,0,8,2,0,3,1,17,15,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,1,11,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,0,41,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22832067663099576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636092262281536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26423669901058106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914301135614383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418774475108321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442763094346885,0.17232315238297405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600680558040291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914216443143244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880874419073787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595211219541723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538328057050886,0.2654304718034549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698838630050076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338876288090405,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TouchOfClass8,2018/01/17,"Constant restless anxious feeling Hi everyone I am new to this sub. I'm usually in the SA sub but I feel as though my anxiety is no longer just SA. Let me explain. Back in November I had a presentation in my one university class. The night before I could not sleep which is new. Although I get real anxious before presentations I never had that restless feeling before. Anyways I did some deep breathing and it relieved the tension I was feeling in my stomach. The following week I had another presentation but this time the breathing exercises the night before did not help and the feeling continued for 2 days after I did the presentation. I have doctors appointment roughly every 3 months to follow up on my anxiety. I told my doctor and he says that it is nothing to worry about. I asked if I could try a higher dose of meds from what I took in the past (wasn't on meds for about a year bc they did nothing and I was trying therapy instead). He said there's no need. Since then I had no feeling similar to what I was experiencing until last week. Since Saturday I have had the anxious restless feeling with me throughout the day and night. School and the thought of what I'm going to do after school is really anxious (I'm in my last year). The classes I'm in require lots of participation so everyday and night before I'm dreading it. After the classes I have some relief but in an hour or 2 it comes back. Especially at night. I'm always worrying about projects and my schedule. I honestly would love to disappear for a week with no school responsibility. I have a doctor's appointment in February. I hope he takes my feelings more seriously this time because it is really annoying feeling something I only used to feel for presentations almost all the time now. Also this really hasn't effected my diet. I still eat. It's restless anxious feeling. Any thoughts or comments?",4.183946869070208,6.417599571428571,5.7253799584349885,74.5259609650312,72.89355742296921,8.528020240354207,32.804644438420524,9.19923166143015,3.3638020963224005,1505,76,256,35,31,509,172,357,0.157,0.742,0.101,-0.9575,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,14,13,1,6,21,0,29,12,4,2,2,49,63,21,0,6,9,0,12,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,16,11,2,1,15,1,0,6,9,8,0,1,18,15,37,5,38,41,5,63,0,0,0,1,13,14,0,8,43,181,53,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036546228416025,0.0,0.0,0.05619505953652891,0.058470441855122575,0.0,0.0,0.0477861507567861,0.07368443951857916,0.10751303277353308,0.39692666418437017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656931582162206,0.0,0.0,0.1080669040673369,0.0,0.04283606625738065,0.0,0.29897385461507764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053156159753147,0.0,0.07593713034097159,0.0,0.11221008547330394,0.0,0.0,0.09063694103511233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577360488863429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190396523202347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059205680533941374,0.06714619461395041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3908380111579586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03671328311420667,0.0,0.03993617829036938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047100638843705085,0.0,0.0,0.0697941715470039,0.06920199951574971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455919587721552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185604810396959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974121751596642,0.06342160578581929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561087184594386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608900919634568,0.0,0.0,0.05210446845835718,0.05419671603205839,0.1357348085376458,0.0,0.3297191474437258,0.0,0.13485231855655044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761691119799915,0.05344365928792972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708086428259473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998288022232998,0.1350506828560485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684305903228767,0.05588168943038744,0.0,0.21335160456152025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625648356507234,0.0,0.07032095578682925,0.0,0.0,0.05409743881242462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611787846795136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052834450792274855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036010636654771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690401220710859,0.11157339096691173,0.12292536924478728,0.0,0.0,0.06714619461395041,0.07807278609027868,0.09541771644729766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060690897400726335,0.07739270584280314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909956542876894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272561339282247,0.0,0.04991793924544281,0.0,0.0,0.09050341944008572 anxiety,MyChemicalMidwest,2018/01/17,"I'm scared to spend any time away from home I am 17 years old. I am very close to my family, and have lived a pretty sheltered life. The thing is that I have never been away from home by myself for more than a couple of nights, and in the build up to being away I get really anxious. This year I was supposed to take a couple of short trips, and ended up cancelling them because I couldn't take being worried about going away the whole time. When I go on holiday with my family I kind of just wish I was at home most of the time I'm away. Now here's where all of this starts to become a bigger problem - I've come to a point where I'll be moving away from home to go to university soon (and I will need to move away - I can't study what I want to study in my city) and I don't know how I'm going to be able to do this. I've always thought that I'd be able to deal with it, but now that I'm seriously contemplating going away I'm worried that I'll just get there and have a bunch of panic attacks and be miserable. If anyone is in a similar position, or has learned to deal with something like this, any advice would be welcome. I'm kind of just hating myself for being a pathetic human being right now. 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Hey there! I had a little bit of a weird incident earlier today and I wanted to get some input on it. While sitting down earlier today, I suddenly had this very bizarre, almost slow motion feeling take me over for a second. After it happened, I wanted to panic. Was the strange feeling the onset of a panic attack or was the feeling of panic simply the result of something else? Has anyone one else had this sort of sudden feeling before? I was honestly feeling fine and it just came over me out of nowhere. It’s really hard to describe the experience. It was almost like rapid derealization, and the conscious recognition of that caused me to panic or something. Not sure how else I can describe it. I should note that I do suffer from GAD and most likely have an undiagnosed panic disorder (which has gotten significantly better over the past year, but attacks do still occur here and there).",6.127980392156861,7.670740288235298,6.871470588235294,71.02995098039219,66.70588235294117,8.490196078431373,30.637254901960784,8.841846274778883,2.8029607843137248,739,28,114,12,12,244,100,170,0.17800000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.078,-0.9576,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,6,17,3,6,12,0,14,0,0,3,1,31,26,11,0,3,6,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,11,0,2,9,6,11,6,20,16,3,20,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,8,12,89,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19121342074011666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675993840300251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258575894834137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124413824205938,0.0,0.0,0.08444190068166785,0.10423646802778327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092005798663696,0.0,0.09808147326005813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094252416419698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31903608465621225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339510646677536,0.0,0.0,0.2413809231340374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498829413108829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443024878522379,0.0,0.08552889470104176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329075849506968,0.09569332346156256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469788003721663,0.0,0.0,0.6721321410914589,0.0,0.0,0.09114387306857673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116519431533365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205092383283767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624828401753157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998621222792204,0.0,0.07178703685707483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18100260672547516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877876022800358,0.11262995415336262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148424190667168 anxiety,spiderpockets,2018/01/17,"Anxiety and relationships Hi again, r/Anxiety! I only seem to post here for advice, but y'all seem to be a lot more calming than Google for answers. A little preface: I was diagnosed with clinical depression, GAD, and later a panic disorder, which is basically GAD but in surprise party form. I was on a couple different medications until I moved out of my parents house and was taken off of their insurance, which meant I quit cold turkey. That's a whole other story. I can't afford doctor's visits or medication at the moment, though I'm working towards it. It's been a bad, bad month or so for my shitty depression/anxiety cycle. I've been struggling to sleep, I've been on massive binges followed by long periods of not eating at all, I've been afraid of my own shadow and disgusted by my own image in the mirror. I want my bed to swallow me whole. I usually go through it alone, but now I'm in a relationship and I got a bit too comfortable. I have an amazing, supportive boyfriend, but my /awesome/ brain can't seem to put trust in the love of other people. I'm terrified that I'm going to drive him away. I try to be sweet and fun and all when we're together, but I can't help but feel super vulnerable now that he's been through a couple bad times with me. It's strange to me to share my breakdowns with anyone at all, especially someone I don't want to push away. I love him, and I don't want him to leave me, and he always says such reassuring things but I just can't bring myself to believe that someone will continually support me through my crybaby bullshit. So those of you that have been in my situation, or something similar, what should I do? My actual question: Should I let my boyfriend be there for me through panic attacks and depressive episodes, or should I suffer in private and just let him think I'm getting better like everyone else?",6.727295081967213,6.310655909836067,7.6027377049180345,73.14902459016396,65.03825136612022,10.817267759562842,35.51311475409836,10.355215969177356,3.6342681967213117,1477,63,277,32,20,498,193,366,0.189,0.639,0.172,-0.8571,4,1,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,2,1,4,14,28,2,4,13,0,28,11,2,0,3,47,53,27,0,6,14,1,1,1,0,4,5,1,1,0,16,15,2,0,8,0,0,9,7,12,0,0,12,4,44,16,49,32,11,40,0,3,0,2,21,17,0,9,14,196,60,2,0.0,0.0,0.09276353121421446,0.0,0.0,0.09289021380348242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845209447339984,0.0,0.0,0.07909641280378372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815882398613368,0.0,0.0,0.06646721915588365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814293887379184,0.17862146391893954,0.0,0.23811000949544064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709854794157178,0.0,0.08407165214363575,0.10377942715606717,0.0,0.0,0.10611689254359437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21036117905822105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374775400781608,0.09648253001814834,0.0,0.09931605832103027,0.1089454497920151,0.09729655750233693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726873161507972,0.07940930543356299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083261488852463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806451024909274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966422186065735,0.0,0.10804804423019153,0.0,0.07602708715268912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371581016156183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968492068762528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065338625495984,0.0,0.19440782258368328,0.0,0.04644085538754431,0.09527374132490933,0.0,0.08412391500729295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808154659366497,0.17158828812491736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152318085115366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587490849037776,0.10103230251111506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229638775874096,0.0,0.22306169134926415,0.1055513827455004,0.0,0.0,0.06590169975467806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910399112293754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556019985049084,0.10648744455933756,0.10110657657180827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411483340364966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755944548240407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596134777488908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684990677123908,0.09512730143981923,0.0,0.16108577340133767,0.0731807938537084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937594169978653,0.0,0.0,0.21574286181412386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631527439838794,0.06090974540087162,0.09339464218329332,0.0,0.05542946396707968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453858436379023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046936745323716,0.0,0.1682041661206504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225917869119487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692038302303259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,helioswan,2018/01/17,"made a counseling appointment i finally got the courage to make a counseling appointment with someone at my university. it's only short term, but i really hope it helps with my anxiety, otherwise i have no idea what to do. has anyone benefitted from just a few (~5) therapy sessions?",8.034117647058824,8.629869274509804,9.31843137254902,58.532941176470615,62.137254901960794,15.42745098039216,42.49019607843137,14.06817628641468,7.138772549019607,227,13,36,11,3,79,41,51,0.086,0.672,0.243,0.8716,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,8,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,3,6,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421630455231008,0.0,0.0,0.22134201024932965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467695799797189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531772581655778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21217956287217965,0.0,0.0,0.31440968049307866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35735108538732696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29953117488146536,0.21130234205683573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407536828456023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027926836199408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682152898829671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620072393878954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cluelessNY,2018/01/17,"Walking out store without buying stuff I get this anxiety every time i leave a store when I didn't buy anything. I feel like the security is watching me, and just get this loop of irrational thoughts. Anyone feel this? Or am I just weird.",3.67195652173913,5.784907282608696,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,74.0,7.208695652173913,28.89130434782609,8.07648339933343,2.006278260869565,189,8,36,3,4,60,36,46,0.159,0.732,0.109,-0.0708,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,6,2,3,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461860520815555,0.0,0.0,0.22501912108583694,0.0,0.2648246657634317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711413188790813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254366284320373,0.2299032602225593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626800381968097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407534841541426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572215686844278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683988738412056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554835626054235,0.18765173904567156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102162328575587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nottodaysunshine,2018/01/17,"Suppressing Panic Attacks at work So I work at a job that involves a lot of communication with strange people. And I mean “strange” as people I don’t know or see regularly. Some of them are also just strange. But this constant contact with people (and angry people) has been heightening my anxiety to the point that I’m getting triggered then pushing down my panic attacks deep into myself to not look like I don’t have it together at work (I’m in the middle of a promotion). My racing thoughts have increased and now I’m having seriously bad chest pains. I know this isn’t healthy, but I’m working 50 hrs a week and still just keeping my head above water. It’s been really hard to be this exhausted physically and emotionally. I don’t know if I’m venting or looking for advice, I’m just a mess. And the chest pains are super distracting (well, and they hurt) has anyone experienced this ? (Pushing down a panic attack to keep face ?)",4.0608007448789625,6.0932755642458165,5.346681564245814,77.98411918063317,72.68715083798881,7.901824953445066,29.81042830540037,8.648137234880735,2.5409237243947858,742,32,132,14,15,247,105,179,0.25,0.7040000000000001,0.046,-0.9845,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,6,10,17,3,4,9,0,14,8,4,1,0,30,31,16,0,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,10,1,3,5,0,0,3,5,14,1,0,3,5,13,3,18,27,3,18,0,1,3,0,4,10,0,5,6,86,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654610289221115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537758927004687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123874915005137,0.0,0.0,0.08339409551892267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070494909522494,0.0,0.0,0.0995827674055105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288850031967521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415905830509256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231196241273779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683959549617814,0.0,0.12240210985232332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276775391877342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835386158201773,0.21201956228337868,0.0,0.0,0.19663768564880615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058267717219918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003080898132304,0.0,0.0,0.10139633899714047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991647186572586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538164948207048,0.41980155551640097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307382324096824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127456438106386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640534397103327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504017057294553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524659298106836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946844895696838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566860521326637,0.0,0.10723514553552008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34731050293938737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,comic_ho,2018/01/17,"Feeling Bad I’m a total hypochondriac and had a total health related panic attack on campus and feel so stupid. I’ve been having this pain in my left shoulder for over a month, and I assumed it had to be muscle ache or something, but I decided to look up my symptoms and of course found that pain in the left shoulder could be a sign of heart trouble, especially in women. Cue huge freak out where I think I’m having a heart attack smack dab in the middle of my college campus and all the symptoms I read about are happening to me at the exact same time. I eventually had to call my mom to pick me up, and she brought up a good point by saying mom “if you were really having a heart attack you wouldn’t of been able to walk halfway across campus to the parking lot for me to pick you up.” Since that took a good 15-20 minutes. I know she’s most likely right, but I still feel awful am resisting the urge to google my symptoms again, thankfully I have a doctors appointment in a few hours so I’m just trying to relax until then. Just wanted to vent and see if people have been through a similar experience. 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It's mandatory. I don't know anybody there and I will be completely lost. I can see it right now. I hate these kind of situations. Why i have to do this kind of stuf??? ,-2.286187245590231,-0.5616129701492518,1.0511261872455933,98.37511533242878,104.07462686567163,6.018453188602443,18.031207598371786,7.348242739294969,0.4965343283582087,229,8,60,6,11,81,41,67,0.165,0.813,0.022,-0.8567,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,16,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,2,8,13,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,3,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490151736817589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995446792487343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448296753957285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4946412768226411,0.13052428276060976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926028659571804,0.2019147709934475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962757793807021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028244698382944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892574669481476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669609610776483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214307620208204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ellencetera,2018/01/17,"After 18 months of incredibly intense anxiety, I am feeling steady at last! For the last year and a half, I've had anxiety-induced chronic sickness and regular panic attacks. I've had months and months in and out of work (so thankful my employers have been understanding), spent hundreds if not thousands on therapy, gone through multiple medications and for the first time since 2016 I am feeling healthy and happy in myself. I'm taking Citalopram, practising mindfulness and yoga when I can, I'm back in a routine with work and have taken a break from seeing my therapist to just enjoy this feeling for a couple of months (with her approval - I know it's not sensible to just up and leave therapy). I'm not all the way better (and I may never be, and that's OK) but I'm feeling good. I hope this is allowed on here and it doesn't seem braggy; I am feeling really happy for the first time in a long time and wanted to share with people here. 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Does anyone experience anxiety in cycles? It seems like for me, I won’t be anxious for awhile. Days, weeks, a month maybe and then all of a sudden I experience severe anxiety (lack of sleep, obsessive worrying, etc.) for a period of time. It could last a few days or up to a week. Is this normal for generalized anxiety or could this be something different entirely? Any info would be appreciated ",3.0576169590643296,5.994271749999999,5.713859649122809,69.13757309941522,81.5,10.219883040935674,26.86549707602339,9.994966539143718,3.9125690058479545,327,14,54,13,9,116,53,76,0.203,0.725,0.07200000000000001,-0.7536,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,0,1,12,9,4,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,11,2,4,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,11,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159589020962665,0.0,0.5217868794208483,0.19263815755244407,0.0,0.11923098811717517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722914089029184,0.0,0.0,0.21994155221433326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815626890825373,0.0,0.0,0.14922249941198776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017398065458246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33360099172415003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899590538861906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330706695999328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713094538823485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610679711740553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670726095357516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523427374498236,0.0,0.19263815755244407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170642345078251,0.0,0.0,0.13127400955218968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943111572188064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735604303971721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317052292287408,0.0,0.12113194593284267,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fluffiemilk,2018/01/17,"Do you stim? I have anxiety and I'm curious how common this is. I'm pretty sure stimming is most common among autistic people but there are some more socially acceptable stims that your average person probably does too (eg: leg shaking and pacing.) I'm curious if you stim, if so what are they? :) I have noticed when I'm very excited I sort of do a 'jazz hands' thing infront of my face and bounce around like a child. When I'm having a meltdown, I also stim and the higher my anxiety is the more apparent they become. This has become a problem at work because often after someone scolds me I feel so guilty I burst into tears and self soothe using very odd stims. I pace, repeat words to myself, snap my fingers, skin pick, snap myself with a rubber band and tap my chest quickly in order to try to bring myself back to reality. I try to not do this in front of people but I often can't leave the situation and I realize this makes me seem very unstable. 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I'll start of by saying that I have GAD and Panic Disorder and it really sucks I've seen some therapists but i always alienate myself from it. The issue here I medicate with Marijuana, and contrary to popular belief it helps me actually concentrate on things better especially when i go to college. The problem is I cannot drive if i decide to medicate and my college is about 30 minutes away driving. I need to convince my mother who is currently unemployed and staying at home to at least drive me to a bus stop so I am able to be at school taking my medication (vaporizer at a smoking section) so I can literally pass my classes. She is pretty hardstuck an anti-marijuana but it helps me and I know it helps get better grades since im actually able to concentrate and not worry about everything else. at this point i realized that some more info would help: my mother knows i do it but she thinks its only 2 times a week she doesnt really know about vaporizers i dont want to lie to her i want to let her know as like calmly as possible she tends to yell and its annoying Update: I ended up doing it by letting her know that she'll see my grades exceed, she isnt happy about the driving part but she says for the time being she's fine with doing it. 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Or making light of it. It sounds really stupid probably, but it helps me to talk about it out loud and sort of joke about it. I've had an extremely anxious day and I've been walking around talking about ""my chakras"" outloud and how I'm trying to center them. lol",3.2151960784313722,5.280894441176475,4.447647058823531,83.36107843137258,75.17647058823529,8.062745098039215,27.509803921568626,8.841846274778883,2.3247862745098042,274,11,52,6,6,90,51,68,0.134,0.7390000000000001,0.127,0.3670000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,12,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,2,12,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20933170782188773,0.3091321464953171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435951210587439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764733555474821,0.2821079362134617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30002906421552594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834132460838166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18265495478046687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950271813656902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505979923918359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091321464953171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398784298122237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578169571730765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Momentumjam,2018/01/17,"Anyone else antsy/fidgety? One of my friends recently commented that I'm extremely fidgety. I'm always tapping my foot, or running my hands through my hair, or biting my lip, or something similar. I had never noticed this before. Recently whenever i notice this behavior I try to force myself to sit completely still, and it's like a wave of calmness rushes over me. It's almost a gamechanger. I've been doing a lot better with my anxiety lately, but now whenever I'm feeling anxious I sit completely still and just breathe deeply and try to relax. It's awesome. Any one else experience anything like this?",5.3143650793650785,7.4409975000000035,6.331190476190474,71.83603174603178,69.53571428571429,9.263492063492064,36.5515873015873,9.725611199111238,4.215889682539681,488,27,75,12,9,162,73,112,0.05,0.753,0.197,0.9498,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,3,0,3,5,5,0,1,13,7,7,0,0,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,3,12,6,8,5,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,9,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664474781210672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831014926196888,0.0,0.0,0.11303676582780932,0.0,0.12715949408557053,0.1877837226044016,0.0,0.11622639607290125,0.17031424166671036,0.13678667103651582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144281159939553,0.0,0.0,0.14700998875299615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485615353347519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777145637325281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259716373539992,0.0,0.0,0.08404691630259924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12842282510650754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750583167615592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624154980691488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131613255460912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820077369136249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784900517916037,0.0,0.0,0.22527286903381566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282486509852661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279659362824049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265490456405278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22570786512545835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zebrakangaroo,2018/01/17,"Potential Trigger-Catastrophic thoughts- Afraid of Nuclear Winter The news keeps talking about the North Korean Nuclear situation. I keep obsessively googling the topic of nuclear war, nuclear winter and I have convinced myself that everything is going to end. My future hopes for my life, family and friends is disappearing. I hate this feeling, I want to be anxious free again, I hate these dark periods of obsessive anxiety. I will have a couple of good days but then I will wind up back in this self destructive path. Does anyone know how to cope with this feeling? 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I've been reading up on amino acids and supplements and am interested in 5HTP, L-Tyrosine, Gaba, L-Arginine, and L-Theanine. I read 5HTP and Tyrosine work well together. Gaba and L-Arginine work well together. I also found supplements that mix and match a few of these in different ways. So what is the best way to mix and match these? Which cocktail should I try first? 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Food is one of my biggest anxiety triggers. I enjoy cooking for others, especially baking, but I have a tough time cooking and shopping for myself. Often, I find the idea of feeding myself overwhelming if I’m home alone and as a result, I end up not eating which makes me feel awful. I’m capable most days of heating up leftovers or microwaving something quick, but any real cooking isn’t going to happen if it’s just for me. I don’t really want to live on leftover takeout and canned soup though, it doesn’t seem very healthy. Does anyone have any suggestions for quick, easy things I can prepare for myself that won’t overwhelm me into not eating at all? Preferably options that are less sodium- and preservative-filled than canned or frozen entrees. Thanks!",5.174978494623655,7.059156341935487,5.434596774193548,79.10522849462365,69.45161290322581,7.489247311827956,30.336021505376344,8.07648339933343,2.346860215053763,663,27,110,9,12,210,107,155,0.08199999999999999,0.794,0.124,0.8668,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,1,13,10,0,3,1,30,22,13,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,5,10,0,5,4,1,1,7,3,0,1,0,1,15,2,17,21,3,13,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,9,6,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816853546870604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858735238191275,0.0,0.26839627621967793,0.0,0.0,0.12265986165141532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313334222934902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351387606688965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5385046635515006,0.0,0.0,0.15537273662943366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869915504769353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033347173875054,0.0,0.2121222246942149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969695080742767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736963800756312,0.15512600644826774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596360262104266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803124876844466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490174975109258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709623498095073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887118538964896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966981359568287,0.11238048524417657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969853845717324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350492192035995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615059575742633,0.0,0.0,0.11654326656577448,0.0,0.17235223670662828,0.0,0.10229057974681738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474237187436273,0.10346904838992016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Guenhwyvere,2018/01/17,"My doctor reduced my lithium dosage. i've had awful experiences with withdrawal before, and now i'm having a panic attack as i start to feel the symptoms roll in Fuck knows where the line is between the natural withdrawal symptoms and acute panic, but I know right now I'm feeling increasingly more and more distressed. I can't stop sweating, I'm hot, I'm shaking, and it feels like i have ants inside my bones. I don't have much to say here. Just that I'm in hell right now, and I would give anything just to hear from somebody that I'm gonna be okay.",5.07357142857143,5.449405642857144,5.7160714285714285,82.57892857142858,68.46428571428572,8.185714285714287,30.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,1.9476107142857144,440,16,88,5,7,143,73,112,0.201,0.6809999999999999,0.119,-0.9128,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,3,4,4,2,9,6,2,0,0,16,25,7,0,1,3,0,4,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,6,9,2,9,21,4,12,1,0,0,1,3,5,2,0,6,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656656742451794,0.0,0.0,0.21644655597901125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189600442193952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947376777375372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610935996986094,0.0,0.0,0.288601303512991,0.13592073906328034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758909545376791,0.0,0.18251332821045985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21443520226282028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912223589715973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295071236305512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986191840209647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44645480663095055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249595073817207,0.0,0.1513012275065875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466597393849464,0.0,0.0,0.1590646587375346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955029437167407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515420810323187,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,flatmatewontpaydabil,2018/01/17,How do I not feel guilty for having anxiety? I'm trying to better myself but I'm scared of my impact on the people around me. This spirals into feelings of guilt which exacerbate my anxiety and delay my recovery/progress. How do I show myself compassion while accepting my condition may always be problematic for the people in my life?,5.4332258064516115,7.608600387096777,6.9460000000000015,67.34900000000003,69.3225806451613,10.121290322580649,30.14193548387097,10.355215969177356,3.8337638709677417,272,11,41,8,5,93,46,62,0.227,0.626,0.147,-0.7222,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,12,9,5,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,9,7,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697455772654688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4959970229217134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885909069881437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28671282976390394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278325426789354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22897948964253406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4494942668816165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3245629569023767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22009844793206554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Khristy7,2018/01/17,"Sometimes we all need someone... Someone to talk to.Someone to support us.Someone who can make us feel better.Someone who won't be gone when you feel bad.Someone who can share your pain.Someone with whom you can be yourself. Hope you have that someone. And if no, i wish you to meet this human and never let him go.",0.5361904761904732,3.0251908730158767,1.5622222222222213,96.33000000000004,92.65079365079364,2.8000000000000003,24.46031746031746,3.1291,0.016669841269841612,247,11,49,0,9,77,42,63,0.035,0.8009999999999999,0.165,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,13,17,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,2,9,3,4,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,16,0,0,2,2,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474035276563327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109448677328615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268563325749756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129261570495027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245940213499558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827480852838866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837347262216521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301500557473603,0.09675000998970447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348107256851574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8503051560411137,0.0,0.1240671489549349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235216424308672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008269935392842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017869481729153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425420609420586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bumblingbee123,2018/01/17,"Seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow for anxiety, not sure what to expect I'm seeing a psychiatrist tomorrow to try and talk to them about anxiety issues, I've been insanely anxious about it and I haven't been sure what to expect. I have a general idea of how the appointments play out but I have no clue how to bring up and talk about anxiety and go through my symptoms etc. I'm worried I'm not gonna be able to say the right things or not be able to accurately describe what's been going on Does anyone have experience with this sort of thing? Apologies if this post is all over the place. EDIT: Thank you guys for the replies, this is just my first time seeing a psychiatrist for anything so I've been pretty nervous about everything but your replies have helped me a lot with relaxing and looking forward to the appointment. Thank you",4.908209109730848,6.4993988633540365,5.546847826086958,79.19099637681161,69.6832298136646,9.341821946169773,30.80797101449275,9.725611199111238,2.9877697722567285,671,28,126,16,12,217,93,161,0.105,0.7909999999999999,0.104,0.6940000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,1,1,8,7,0,1,10,0,13,1,0,2,3,27,26,12,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,9,8,0,0,1,2,0,4,5,1,0,1,4,5,10,6,24,19,3,15,0,0,4,0,10,7,0,4,5,87,19,1,0.2915845956014113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345921262994175,0.16470379838710095,0.0,0.10194136446202164,0.0,0.11997463878114073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758382228235493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259695050123985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102871652164388,0.14261284259768975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401085403125035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571424524992456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435729625510665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772150404607076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458175831751684,0.0,0.15216928087581527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242881142411648,0.0,0.0,0.1239473980082532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232192089292992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962872057965928,0.14832318014049006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450582572622115,0.0,0.11593988688547704,0.0,0.0,0.34853275666420364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748150305923848,0.1515340202887503,0.0,0.2343646529162393,0.0,0.2684519200038704,0.0,0.0,0.1937158488950419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501266127819311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898340014890916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805915534316227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NYECareer,2018/01/17,Need some advice with an upcoming trip.. I am going to Las Vegas next month with my older brother and some of his friends (they are all a few years older than me). I get along good with them and have no problem hanging out with them but they also want to take me to a night club (never have been to one). I am almost sure they are going to make me go up and talk to women which I have a very hard time of doing and I am so nervous for that. They are all married so it's basically going to be them watching like I am in the zoo. I also can't have sex and can't drink a lot due to medication I am on. Any advice for how to avoid this awkward situation and just chilling in the club? ,1.5164285714285732,2.7833756938775513,3.636479591836736,90.80941326530613,77.77551020408163,5.98843537414966,21.093537414965986,6.42735559955562,0.15510476190476208,525,13,121,4,12,180,90,147,0.104,0.82,0.077,-0.4526,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,7,0,6,8,0,3,7,0,17,3,0,2,4,28,26,12,0,3,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,12,1,1,0,3,0,6,4,4,0,1,1,2,20,4,24,24,6,20,0,0,1,1,12,5,0,4,10,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624017481392148,0.0,0.0,0.185682204230204,0.0,0.0,0.29657795693723715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609933220312622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816516322676736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432634096258389,0.0,0.09687996229803746,0.0,0.4215384862272395,0.15553059373290345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610961335237034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059214360908044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764667198467056,0.0,0.0,0.12377652786022217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868020664062649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480091300844061,0.0,0.0,0.13749462079166613,0.14301569787506915,0.0,0.197207805617576,0.17401428509633013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565273847236091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774322741465495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20843203722369655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476637541584422,0.0,0.139420917079802,0.1490422879253479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812621597893343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529998656897571,0.10937191578182752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941138355733295 anxiety,loweffortmetajoke,2018/01/17,irrational fear of finding dead body from succide i don't know why but when ever i go to the bathroom i have to pull back the curtains to make sure no one's slit there wrist in the bath and when ever i go to the basement i expect to find a dead body hanging there. i don't have anyone in my life who would be suicidal but every time these images pop into my head and i need to check for dead bodies. ,4.42174418604651,4.015668848837212,5.387767441860465,87.07002325581396,69.81395348837209,7.8102325581395355,26.50232558139535,6.742157984588678,0.9957237209302324,315,8,70,2,5,104,58,86,0.281,0.688,0.03,-0.9787,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,5,0,6,6,5,1,3,15,11,6,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,1,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,12,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12957606476530514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249525510821648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175272213119104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352547809467004,0.15613528719732192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853010381136464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387478191864869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106367703469138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018593120943214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184389087493592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089296789206933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369873178876188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740820261909795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557376316427654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270376245663632,0.0,0.17465653118555474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805825644758736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672173286420714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164195918527738,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,4n0therThr0way,2018/01/17,"PROTIP: Buy an eye mask for sleeping A friend of mine recently got blackout curtains for their bedroom and my anxious brain noticed how nice it was when the lights were off and the room was well and truly a safe dark place. I'm not in a situation where I can hang up a curtain rod and install new curtains in the space I'm currently living, so I did the next best thing and spent $12 on an eye mask. I thought I was tossing and turning all night due to neck pain and nasal issues. Not the case at all. Ever since I've been using the mask and making it well and truly dark for myself, I'm sleeping through the night, and when I do wake, I'm getting back to sleep more quickly. I'm waking up feeling more rested and my anxiety is far from gone, but there is a marked decrease in my number of attacks and I'm handling ""highly-charged"" moments with more grace and mindfulness. If you're having issues sleeping, for $10-20, it's worth a shot. Darkness helps the body produce melatonin naturally and sleep is kind of a big deal when fighting anxiety disorders. A simple eye mask is obviously no magic bullet, but it has definitely helped me and might help others.",6.9728550724637675,6.14935125652174,7.122391304347827,78.13648550724639,64.69565217391303,9.405797101449275,35.2536231884058,8.344100000000001,2.7409710144927537,919,37,177,10,12,297,143,230,0.083,0.768,0.15,0.9151,1,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,12,11,2,0,18,0,15,15,14,4,4,34,30,23,0,1,5,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,6,16,0,1,2,0,3,2,3,3,2,0,10,6,12,8,20,19,7,30,0,0,3,0,7,14,0,2,14,111,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260988008198994,0.13483524495254592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135781597589967,0.0,0.09177531264575363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525391417112802,0.0,0.0,0.13257459873575858,0.0,0.13323774396096064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304800103659075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678921043732006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796188376237707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034860950669781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221205565943996,0.0,0.0623571678144664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545772901318438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399999829551304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24914765126327765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242880847861724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539114157971896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966924775969078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126614979273077,0.12051279893703998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527215106201134,0.1269335777752152,0.2240099545968975,0.0,0.0,0.13588451154771833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270003154192021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469878482686543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178469748258779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873027471604297,0.1341580984836164,0.5971974267776866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929302236116174,0.0,0.0,0.09475318023874207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982210618272105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308292130275838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146258826347033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,confused123456,2018/01/17,Is there an anxiety hotline I can call to talk shit out? I don't want to bog up the suicide hotline as I am currently not suicidal but I do need someone to talk too. A lot of shit is happening and I just need to vent/cry/be lied too that things will be OK and I will get through it. HAS to be anonymous. Thank you.,0.8391304347826072,2.2484751594202947,2.918188405797104,94.62336956521742,80.01449275362319,6.918840579710146,25.99275362318841,7.793537801064563,1.2057710144927545,242,10,60,4,6,82,49,69,0.21,0.664,0.125,-0.6559999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,1,7.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,3,1,11,2,2,0,0,10,17,4,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,7,2,10,13,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,2,1,1,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173040985616892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309736283130717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817921104869512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000263001313022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230560043248696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354461629250196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4643783545089784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165698060417566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4948481824992063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.363619051496408,0.0,0.2082528899080268,0.0,0.0,0.1502760172205044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334175448811311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pkp_thunder_22,2018/01/17,"Experience with Kava Kava? I was officially diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) when I started having chest pains after I drank, had starchy meals, or smoked too much reefer. After my diagnosis I made several lifestyle changes (paleo-ish diet, consistently going to the gym, taking ashwagandah, meditating, etc.). But the problems with alcohol and pot persist. As a young 20-something, I still want to cut loose without worrying if I am going to have an attack or feel suddenly uncomfortable. I’m wondering if anyone on this sub has had experience drinking Kava Kava (note in supplement/pill form). Did it work? How did it make you feel? Would you recommend it? 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I'm in the process of trying to get myself to a doctor and get this all figured out but I don't know what to call it by to quickly describe it. I thought it might be agorophobia since I'm not leaving the house, but I looked that up and it seems to be more of a fear of not being able to escape a situation, which I don't have. I don't go out because I have a skin condition (dermatillomania) that makes my face look really horrific, so I don't want to be seen by anyone. I tried looking up ""anxiety over being seen"" but all the results are all things like ""being seen alone"" or ""being seen as weird"". What would you call anxiety over being seen at all? I don't mind voice chatting with people, but the thought of having someone look at my face, seeing how gross my skin is, gives me panic attacks and I end up cancelling all my plans.",6.008469387755103,4.709082908163269,6.743795918367352,81.62263265306123,66.85714285714286,9.880816326530613,31.33469387755102,8.841846274778883,2.225283265306123,734,23,161,10,10,244,108,196,0.179,0.794,0.027000000000000003,-0.9839,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,2,10,0,21,5,4,3,5,34,44,14,0,3,9,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,7,13,18,1,27,27,6,18,0,0,10,0,6,12,0,6,6,110,30,2,0.13214137569482812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685861346605538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032633721590792,0.0,0.0,0.09239632232584374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032989140124722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055215613166082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698622377518487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525229733317548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703803722736332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869578514592674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807682973279062,0.12676204841909886,0.07509898900656871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049468118222405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262144428635421,0.0,0.0,0.13991863715239675,0.14357199133287785,0.0,0.0,0.0645576014457889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44386189971105977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820539437089626,0.0,0.13275377289352236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018111748376771,0.13342512017993974,0.0,0.1054739853773508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503943292796907,0.0,0.0,0.12614389520903535,0.09161019175593432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465314894341278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052995680271932,0.12029654554958386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093087114860603,0.148532442787594,0.0,0.0,0.1119629588112558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778885837259362,0.0,0.0,0.20981098393359046,0.07705269882044832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943064021815835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794040704979938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330168516734312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386944197232047,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ghettobuddhist,2018/01/17,"Does anybody feel sudden claustrophobia? If I am just watching TV or cleaning or something sometimes I feel a really intense and sudden need to open the doors and windows in house. I cant stand to be touched or stand next to anyone. I feel like my house has gotten 10 times smaller somehow. I also become hypersensitive to sounds and nearly every sound is almost painful, even the sound of my adorable dog breathing. This will last maybe 10 minutes or so then I feel fine again. It doesn't sound that bad, but my husband feels like I hate him. If he tries to even put his arm around me or my dog tries to out his head on my lap - I feel like I have to go outside or I am going to vomit. I don't feel like this happens when I'm especially anxious but I know that has to be the root problem. Anybody else feel this?",2.41715447154472,4.438802341463418,3.3520487804878063,90.50352032520328,77.41463414634146,5.348943089430894,24.95772357723577,6.079149491110277,0.6120167479674796,640,23,132,4,15,204,101,164,0.08,0.8079999999999999,0.112,0.3336,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,4,0,12,5,3,1,0,31,28,17,0,4,11,1,9,4,0,1,2,4,3,0,6,6,0,0,9,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,14,21,6,15,24,0,19,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,10,12,80,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070909418426396,0.0,0.0,0.10438651422466293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746417645521398,0.0,0.09127111520392324,0.0,0.0,0.11620128906904212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898889399347796,0.0,0.1441625057067824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422956523235413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904286288090756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243050969473767,0.0,0.10997896726525767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280078219462281,0.3730087798454473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836885938260969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154291502945048,0.0,0.0,0.1288734752416757,0.13396364574755434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30123315400738426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173705663695203,0.10640112519348316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255085662741772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113709068192064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678793621281324,0.0,0.0,0.13882242374924786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889541217087714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490164003006247,0.0,0.1312208652660628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362223858154566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049002728505348,0.12909963532182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611434712750745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724552473756355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,madison_alexis,2018/01/17,"DAE Have Trouble Falling Asleep Due to Exploding Head Syndrome? If you're unfamiliar with what this is, it's similar to that phenomenon when you're about to fall asleep only you're jolted awake because you have a quick dream that you're falling. Only with Exploding Head Syndrome it's purely auditory. Some people hear phantom things like bombs going off or crashing noises right as they are falling to sleep but then it causes them to suddenly be jolted awake. For me, I mostly hear noises like something has fallen to the floor, almost like the sound of someone dropping a stack of books. But recently it's morphed into phantom dog barking. I do have a dog so this one is concerning because I keep thinking it's her barking but it has been proven NOT to be her. Anyway, this has been happening almost every night for quite some time now and I have the hardest time falling back asleep for fear that it will happen again or the noises that I thought were hallucinations are indeed real (i.e. I start to have anxiety that someone's in my house or that my dog is indeed barking and needs me to let her outside) so I lie awake for sometimes hours just trying to figure out what happened. Anyway, does anyone else experience this? Have you found any remedies to help reduce the occurrences?",5.295789473684209,7.336224000000001,5.413815789473684,78.7464473684211,69.41666666666666,7.385964912280703,29.714912280701753,8.032893268588372,2.224333333333332,1040,41,173,14,19,327,135,240,0.07400000000000001,0.87,0.056,-0.3591,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,1,11,5,0,1,8,0,22,6,6,1,1,29,34,14,0,2,9,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,20,6,0,1,4,2,0,7,1,2,0,1,5,3,18,3,25,25,3,28,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,9,17,118,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26577512506388695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024576675427827,0.0,0.10152100477927152,0.0,0.0,0.09279228889707776,0.13597469120621605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204400714293664,0.0,0.16179472851076654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363273337260748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161333768514376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108602301177392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181193612326308,0.0,0.0,0.12981356646141826,0.0,0.14933302436410192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550711107779896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542082745675294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520588645380602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723927124181456,0.0,0.29914237935287313,0.0,0.08895115425179707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069032362564062,0.1531268342102476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179566751867171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570258441781166,0.0,0.19450279360906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840105622403143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453715900270695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992615210639382,0.2018603270701272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920027893464722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115094300308587,0.0,0.15105038255994546,0.0,0.0,0.13103281475404238,0.0,0.0,0.11333162559797676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280351050193953,0.0,0.22488555730923765,0.1021648483452418,0.13125127955898075,0.0,0.09393117229991756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816507955074566,0.08503371682557935,0.0,0.10535506687315586,0.1547658198782377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009979718345316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whatthefl_lck,2018/01/17,"How to deal with extremely social parents.? I am not officially diagnosed with anxiety but after a lot of research all symptoms match. My parents do not believe in anxiety ,they think I am simply a spoilt brat. I feel worthless and its worse without medications. Advice will be helpful.",5.2360000000000015,8.2877826,6.245999999999999,68.09300000000002,73.0,8.8,38.0,9.3871,4.6578,230,14,32,6,5,76,42,50,0.207,0.726,0.067,-0.7717,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,1,12,7,3,0,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270057807230801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35542541481906315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617282111247901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949627912493285,0.0,0.23578470924013184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746040005086884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570916071663365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749742398333128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23402287181544776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158944751108904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368057169683739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24145386780022016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488516792266285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393375318127046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367386656913439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,buddyzz1,2018/01/17,"I need some advice For about the last 6 months my social anxiety, anxiety and what ever else is holding me down has been killing me. I(15M) have been having some of the worst times of my life I’ve been so overwhelmed lately that I’m just done with it. Right now I’m really thinking about smoking weed to help but I just don’t know what to do with myself I have had to go into the homebound program at school because I’m so afraid of doing anything that would make someone be disgusted by me. Also I’m afraid of what people will think about me when I tell them i was molested by a long term substitute teacher in 8th grade and having autism and anxiety which i posted on my Snapchat because my therapist and mom thought it would help me cope with them. But at the same time i want to go to school so bad and just hang out with my friends but I’m so scarred to go back and I’ve went back twice for a few classes and while i was in those i was having a great time i was joking around with my classmates and doing stupid stuff high school students do. But when i would get home after those few classes i would be so overwhelmed by stress and anxiety that i would completely shut down. Also everyday i miss of school causes me more stress because there’s more makeup work .If theres any advice you can give me about being overwhelmed after getting home from school and any other type of social events please let me know because i want to get better so bad i mean i go and see a talk therapist a behavioral therapist and a ptsd therapist so that i can become normal again. Damn after rereading this i feel like i should just suck it up and go to school but I’d still have to deal with being overwhelmed after school. Please i need your advice on any of these problems ",6.566735659373151,5.875240629213487,6.30163808397398,83.25530751034894,65.46067415730337,9.18013010053223,30.534594914251922,8.20500826718156,1.9670696629213482,1408,42,287,15,19,440,172,356,0.153,0.741,0.106,-0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,2,2,28,24,6,8,10,0,36,1,0,2,1,58,66,31,1,13,10,1,1,1,1,7,1,0,2,0,17,22,0,1,7,1,0,7,1,19,0,1,11,2,40,5,48,43,9,46,0,5,1,0,14,15,2,3,24,203,57,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941028048173405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424976740283012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573051405409942,0.0,0.21858396607204186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058783210164458664,0.06359044722709227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985501888837247,0.11928701595923777,0.1741793903849027,0.07889205261591943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317661654939412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733812902922445,0.0,0.0,0.07489606199042348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364420827541902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310068247229569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05967304212433872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461516958116824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611863281160966,0.05103169534528711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518890006566564,0.0,0.1119622638801314,0.06852496996322466,0.20298488507102347,0.0,0.0,0.07875505114765748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957599667444076,0.0754728063922349,0.1433060945813982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902994699598923,0.0,0.07851533405259549,0.058227367275584085,0.08057944993440667,0.0,0.0,0.07304500475730068,0.050455186908568435,0.034898518564046736,0.0,0.0,0.06321589008349103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047682031611516455,0.0,0.0,0.0778113957694509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366137752093697,0.05701707861322,0.0,0.0,0.10593321639148334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998909910280712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049522595419456986,0.0,0.0,0.1568237998073568,0.0,0.0,0.06841299553150901,0.0,0.0,0.06835166126418632,0.08350126579853835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576176040845476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06100332699242434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506057530621844,0.05692279216211201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563374099128815,0.060524884894326975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057046425566432975,0.0,0.16365234672531664,0.0,0.08177360806981071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741507866769805,0.06243552431354341,0.0,0.0,0.3317565229083512,0.0,0.0915426670273516,0.0,0.056709762706223785,0.12495933770649978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426597895217214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621903642017055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05200401960390922,0.0,0.0,0.25371949932329946,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sasquartch,2018/01/17,"Tips for dealing with heartrate scares Particularly at night, I'm having a lot of difficulty dealing with raised heartrates resulting in little/fractured sleep. Once I notice that my heartrate is elevated it seems like that's the main issue my mind wraps around and I can't seem to get it to slow down. I've tried breathing exercises but they don't seem to chip the surface really. If anything, the breathing exercises make me worry even more that I can't control my heartrate. Any advice would be super appreciated.",7.548226950354607,8.70742410638298,7.215744680851063,71.23333333333333,63.255319148936174,9.670921985815603,35.87943262411348,9.725611199111238,3.5429773049645386,422,19,71,8,6,133,71,94,0.076,0.804,0.121,0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,5,3,3,0,15,13,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,11,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,5,3,42,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532581468831685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896991580305409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606749996220584,0.1688305571003222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21271093079269987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39104592757303297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526340820349316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908538262878433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19794749522570207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265442512305096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16123541383822326,0.0,0.0,0.12659423406630438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19149453403449992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797562687525442,0.0,0.0,0.21592014666367748,0.0,0.20197327242487534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214959768416172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987481414377105,0.0,0.0,0.5179563841856145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897890414563205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876131118993814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260089011875006,0.0,0.1347233941129373,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Adaruto_uzumaki1,2018/01/17,"DAE feel like they are in a race against time? Lately I have been feeling anxiety towards not having enough time for things. If I feel my schedule is tight a certain day, I get anxious. Or if I want to practice on a certain hobby but also get school work done, I feel like there is never enough time and I end up being lazy and waste time to get rid of the anxiety. I was wondering if any of you guys can relate?",3.4405098039215685,4.315766482352942,4.511470588235294,87.94995098039217,72.41176470588233,7.0784313725490176,27.10784313725491,7.1686216300943375,1.2390784313725491,321,11,68,3,6,105,60,85,0.141,0.738,0.121,-0.5733,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,3,18,19,8,0,4,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,10,4,10,15,2,13,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,11,48,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008644383154956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912420734361885,0.0,0.2680149919050943,0.19789655996845554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297262476539595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926364109078302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155152013792943,0.3620027743875345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3542925953657973,0.2502884298542292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745632791530503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734496266327161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760370360165475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711621641517852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351048522574152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728526205730635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637770495613613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085810621362213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332206004212473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899685398042323,0.12752863024344974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zensama,2018/01/17,Are there any documentaries on youtube that calm you down? After a full day of browsing and my head starting to hurt i'm wondering if there are any videos you watch when you feel the anxiety mounting again.,5.238461538461539,7.1010748974359,4.608205128205127,85.17846153846155,69.25641025641025,8.276923076923078,30.948717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.4319333333333333,167,7,32,3,3,50,34,39,0.123,0.821,0.056,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,6,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,6,1,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,5,21,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146864263946905,0.0,0.2894954801376569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440539912815825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19134396974509046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883750916322224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40511373571287934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678524496874344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103877417510277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,approvalmatrix,2018/01/17,Has anyone tried the app Joyable? Has anyone had experience with the app Joyable? I have GAD and don’t think I can afford a therapist at the moment. Joyable is $99 a month and seems intriguing. ,2.407894736842106,4.913615315789475,4.262368421052631,81.4240789473684,80.05263157894737,6.957894736842108,25.28947368421053,8.07648339933343,1.8794526315789468,154,6,28,3,4,52,28,38,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5444268723043084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808182490769612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310742194726943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544116821641831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520169769782705,0.0,0.2494530582336909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643148011482273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fangsiety,2018/01/17,"Anxiety and low self confidence I've known for a while that I have low self confidence, but I've discovered last year that I have Generalised Anxiety disorder... Fun fact, I studied 2d-3d animation and then car body repair before figuring out... Such great fields for anxiety! Hehe but the experiences were still good and I only regret the lost time. I've switched to a pretty much stress-free job (I classify papers in employees' folders, basically a librarian for employees folders), and I saw a psychologist for a while, but recent events make me think I still need help. But a recent event at my job (caused by a new boss) insulted me and made me feel worthless, and basically made me want to throw everything away and quit the job and leave everything behind. During those times, I pile up and spiral down, and I probably even had a depression episode... So I was wondering if anyone would have any idea to help... I'll be going to see my psychologist again starting now. But I really need help with how I feel vs life... I often feel like I don't belong, like I wanna make a difference with things I don't like, but how useless and worthless I am... And the fear of, if I lose this job, if I'm not good enough to classify papers at a government, then I'm not good enough for no job... And I can't see nothing in front of me, no future, no purpose... 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I've been suffering from anxiety and panic disorder, have accompanying depression issues that I think are mostly caused by anxiety disorder and being unable to do what I want to do in life because of it. My psychiatrist first wanted to try Zoloft, but I was hesitant to take medication every day that's mostly designed for treating depression since I feel like anxiety is my biggest obstacle. I also didn't want to deal with the side effects. I feel like a lot of my anxiety is situational, since I do have days where I feel mostly level, but fall apart and have crippling anxiety with some (mostly social and job related) obstacles. I'm not anxious to the point that I cannot leave the house, and feel higher than normal anxiety levels in everyday social interactions and situations, but I'm functional. Also I tried taking atarax, but it made me far too tired and groggy to even function, so that's not going to be an option for me. Anyone else going through the same situation and have some wisdom and experience to share? Which route worked better for you?",10.26381111111111,8.562717270000004,10.599666666666668,58.648444444444465,58.8,13.888888888888893,39.22222222222222,12.650343791298138,5.2079055555555565,874,34,138,25,9,297,124,200,0.181,0.711,0.108,-0.9195,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,4,6,10,0,1,6,0,16,4,0,3,0,39,31,16,0,4,7,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,6,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,4,4,16,6,22,25,8,17,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,8,6,98,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793749878265796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481949924764872,0.1186205188374903,0.0,0.07341869259788565,0.10758527646445404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400724444714298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928642850313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786429267442353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543309056246813,0.10825075988116742,0.18087331120170466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24067901710945305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771432683779266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935174703130241,0.0,0.08846733133303279,0.0,0.0,0.10271049937821082,0.0,0.0,0.21236534626610407,0.15002455531850528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931325197548842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934824784131172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115631700646212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959309515250767,0.1041966547774499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111802196366598,0.0,0.0,0.074164858998449,0.1025957435554654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926755062284812,0.0,0.09935387876586993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577681539002223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785643596131771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287805842032584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319529803953293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925927864767996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371476450251125,0.3540744095650612,0.0,0.214069286585108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578944054653479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727999050651153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206824668309018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425767031112024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18579579713020936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644151211382234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Molly_Malicious17,2018/01/17,"Away from home today... Im worried I may be slowly becoming a shut in. I'm visiting a friend a few hours from home today and my anxiety is going crazy. My alarm is set. My dogs are taken care of. I've got nothing to really logically worry about, but it really seems like simply leaving the house lately is driving me over the edge. Ugh. May be my own fault, I missed my morning 12.5mg of Seroquel. Fml. None of my usual self soothing methods are working. 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I woke up very sick this morning, sinus infection and possibly an ear infection as well. My husband went to work this morning and his shifts are 48 hours long. Being home sick with him at work tends to make me anxious as I have three kids I need to take care of. I need to drive myself to the ER after my two oldest are in school later to get antibiotics. I'm trying not to panic but I'm obsessively thinking about it. The stand alone ER isn't far away...I have to back out of the driveway, go to the end of the street, make a right turn, go a few miles down that street, make another right turn, then it's on the left about four miles down. Two right turns and a left. It's the second right turn that scares me because it's a busy intersection and I will feel pressured to make a right on a red light. It's also icy today and I live in Texas so I've never experienced driving on ice before. Then once I get there I have to deal with social anxiety while keeping my toddler from being destructive, all while I feel like crap. Sorry for the vent. I'm new here and just needed to get it out. I'm scared and I don't feel good. I don't want to drive. 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I was going to post it on r/Advice but I thought here would suit my problem better. My native language isn't English so I'm sorry if I have grammatical errors. I'm 17 and I have social anxiety. It affects my everyday life. I'm worried about little things such as eating, walking, talking, I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging the way I do everything. I feel like I have eyes always pointed at me and it makes me anxious pretty much all day, when I'm outside that is. I have a girlfriend for two years. She is 1 year younger than me, 16. I won't get into much detail, but on the 4th month of our relationship her parents found out about us and punished her for 3 whole months. She couldn't go outside, talk to her friends, she had to stay home all day (this on summer vacations). I got threatened by her dad, accused of being a monster and that I would ""get her into an human traffic network"", simply by loving her. Before all this, we would meet regularly, so this affected me a lot. Her parents are really really strict so it's really hard for us to meet. Since that accident, we met each other twice only. But I have a huge problem, but it may seem a small problem for everyone else. I can't feel comfortable when I'm with her, in public. I feel like everyone will judge the way I kiss her, the way I caress her and the way I hold her hands. She's the same height as me, but she's a big girl, which is totally alright, I love her the way she is. But this creates a huge contrast between us, I feel small and I think it's sort of a ""weird"" and ""laughable"" thing that society decided to establish, when the man in the relationship is the one who seems to be protected, and not the one who protects. To worsen things up, I look much younger than my age and I'm really feminine. This triggers my anxiety even more. I can't focus when I'm with her, I can't enjoy the moment beacuse I'm too worried about what the others will think. I have a really low self esteem and I feel like she's so superior to me. I can't stop feeling anxious when I'm with her and even when I think about being with her. This is making me really frustrated and I feel guilty. I should be happy about the idea of being with her. But I can't. The anxiety takes over the emotions I should feel. I wanted help for a way to cope with this. How do I stop caring, how do I reduce my anxiety. I've got prescribed with anxiety pills before, but I had to stop beacuse of the secundary effects. I'm taking anti depressants now, which are not made for anxiety. I need help beacuse I can't deal with this myself. I'm sorry for typing so much. And please tell me if I'm posting this on the wrong place",1.7720626477541366,3.811972742907802,3.6517730496453886,87.48388888888891,79.54964539007092,6.660047281323878,23.919621749408986,7.728297695733946,1.2513820330969263,2153,76,443,35,54,725,240,564,0.158,0.691,0.151,0.6255,2,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,6,0,0,3,24,25,2,0,30,1,44,8,2,9,4,92,92,39,0,14,12,3,11,4,3,9,2,0,1,4,31,29,1,6,19,0,0,3,11,9,0,4,9,15,85,16,58,68,13,60,0,2,3,3,56,26,0,8,25,310,116,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06057231995226237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157758850208821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33193558582312105,0.14005380839457032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549159511691736,0.0,0.0,0.05482186770861645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319919009903407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995210399436199,0.06390517986072074,0.05338873139106688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342748596966269,0.05178162110902989,0.06972627314416516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188276687490705,0.0,0.0,0.17769177136683734,0.055709312528356286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820793382373423,0.17713217351413085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679648065541447,0.04789048137800268,0.0,0.06477059344675773,0.0,0.07045651460307005,0.0,0.09915225424701472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598559620905403,0.05552757236293046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309625483882879,0.0,0.062177338611015175,0.06156640766996601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997501657632749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043782774909328095,0.12113355050909025,0.06212658262139924,0.0,0.0,0.10410580366136266,0.0,0.0,0.05269855735462189,0.11189015788414336,0.0586529600287614,0.08275270731033446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895378738498484,0.0,0.1822683261520919,0.045962074990369466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400707686103145,0.04714339381304245,0.0,0.0,0.13765695793509886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952503422472406,0.06804237134066586,0.05859711342247049,0.0,0.17809729590280765,0.06306237759935115,0.0,0.17793762642668715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382601644959191,0.0,0.0,0.13310023187248918,0.0,0.052935983356269666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286004552567,0.06466525629336746,0.0,0.0,0.0512757290673164,0.0,0.0,0.06318725280494525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877723317918805,0.0,0.06606917552332753,0.0,0.1554700312419508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321200508283957,0.09964452099898136,0.054178780713257546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235428811440021,0.1191550035971859,0.0,0.04921021856934892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060551633124539275,0.0,0.2236857524868934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03656114083635064,0.2952111601081611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920551884877611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259002450250544,0.0,0.13209992164860604,0.06777231624337204,0.0,0.07983432274171665 anxiety,Roseu,2018/01/17,"Starting Uni please help About to start Science at Monash and I've definetely started worrying about wether I'll be able to make friends? I've had trouble during high school due to anxiety and none of my friends are going to Monash with me, is anyone else freaking out too?",7.3447435897435875,7.594678346153848,6.1469230769230805,81.86474358974361,63.615384615384606,9.241025641025642,36.56410256410256,8.841846274778883,3.0554410256410245,222,10,41,3,3,66,42,52,0.154,0.66,0.18600000000000005,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,10,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,20,2,1,0.24758985014538776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940555767800074,0.0,0.0,0.17312057997240876,0.2536850602887827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068295497608111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825746080982969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071101754795953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595425758240198,0.2615922703046505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526814753874086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27177930562304664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505741465383777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257361108126118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514395111199682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tbrownie49,2018/01/17,"College / need advice How do you guys deal with your anxiety when it comes to school? I just started a new college and feel like my anxiety has gotten 100x worse to the point it has made me physically ill. I get so scared and anxious just even thinking about going. Last semester I eventually stopped going to school (I still passed somehow) and I’m worried that will happen again. I feel like my anxiety is taking over my life And the medicine I take now doesn’t help it just makes me drowsy.Please help thank you in advance",3.1595049504950516,5.662411534653463,3.4202871287128715,88.53003465346536,77.21782178217822,6.4162376237623775,25.941584158415843,7.554174236665415,1.3954031683168315,419,16,81,6,10,129,72,101,0.184,0.7,0.116,-0.6865,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,12,4,0,1,3,0,6,2,0,3,0,18,23,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,2,14,3,7,20,0,16,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,10,49,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958615716980865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747986676646722,0.18449556741677486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067844026689835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836703770394318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786573895713608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515045391388755,0.23333960878941115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532354476370016,0.0,0.18562743546794752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170411092002596,0.14441586486931393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21892857984278846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312071065827247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535177789982302,0.15957154889655673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452933790551993,0.1090117281743718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109344547219494,0.0,0.15772731324827408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926704104342986,0.1543822022947993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16350335210179595,0.3305600160316888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559275608935544,0.0,0.13042081528391794,0.13653576892617342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455799233872244,0.0,0.0,0.1503553342128496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046434474064276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585080698675891,0.16642842217871506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peachblueberrymuffin,2018/01/17,"Does this happen to anyone else? Waking up into anxiety attacks. Recently I’ve began to experience anxiety attacks more often than not. But lately now I also wake up into anxiety attacks. They aren’t full blown panic attacks accompanied with hyperventilating, at least they don’t become that way because I’ve been able to slowly talk myself down from the negative tunnel vision accompanied with it. Has anyone dealt with this sort of issue? It’s really quite uncomfortable. I don’t want to talk to my doctor about it. I’m really worried I’ll be diagnosed with an anxiety disorder now that I experience anxiety attacks so often. Recently I went to the ER for a severe panic attack but I didn’t mention that, I just said my stomach hurt. But I was hoping that this would just pass if I can learn to cope with it. Sorry if formatting is wonky I’m on my phone. 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And now this morning I just feel so bad and panicky. Like I'm not breathing right and having skipped heartbeats (ectopic beats technically) and my brain might just malfunction totally. Any support/shared experience appreciated ☹",6.710040160642572,8.555106771084343,7.0074096385542175,69.46163654618478,65.6265060240964,9.870682730923695,34.315261044176715,10.125756701596842,3.9075718875502004,374,17,58,9,6,121,60,83,0.205,0.708,0.08800000000000001,-0.8862,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,3,0,5,5,4,0,2,15,12,7,0,0,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,4,2,5,9,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,7,35,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009511117857495,0.0,0.15759848869407975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343682013595166,0.0,0.0,0.3440225515865412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22997733831081035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151910366518727,0.0,0.0,0.10416577294475496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170812724823241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412501452179264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064697575380901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21854599948819725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866563000977768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474777149975495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639529114583304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593298011892058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123212254228479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23377978722466924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012715677578938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986851192645586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ghosted67,2018/01/17,Hey. Im ghosted Just spent 2 days in a physch ward. 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So I've had bad anxiety all my life, and find it difficult (painful) to change routines. I worked a menial job full-time throughout my 20s. 6 years of that has overlapped with a PhD program in humanities at a mediocre university. I've done some publishing, conferencing, teaching, etc., that has helped me negotiate the anxiety. But I finally quit the menial job that I was balancing against all of that (midnight shift), and the anxiety is coming back. Lack of comfort zone, loss of routine, self-doubt. How will I explain to employers that I have no meaningful experience outside of my teaching, tutoring, and academic stuff, which is all very specific? And should I even mention the full-time work? At 30, is it all lost?",5.902611940298506,7.7484477686567175,6.455402985074631,72.64743283582092,67.58208955223881,10.733134328358213,38.02686567164179,10.793553405168565,4.718539701492538,587,33,100,18,10,191,89,134,0.166,0.777,0.057,-0.8994,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,7,4,7,0,0,7,1,11,2,0,1,4,19,14,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,4,0,10,2,12,8,7,8,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,67,19,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184245598635084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027382758081985,0.14145895478380427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922431566214894,0.14594067049132814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337588761625666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889485268923841,0.11190057436364048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572565747205353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559176368828967,0.15484717353067334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355892086716855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33624720401358976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966663674354157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849423766810806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027524741313306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019944655737632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767424232660445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939458210675455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397895706480469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700202003664476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091011809893787 anxiety,diddlebunions,2018/01/17,"Dating with Anxiety I got out of a 3 year relationship (my first relationship) recently, and I’ve started looking around again. I’m moving in a year, so I’m not looking for anything serious, just using tinder, but whenever my snapchats are opened without a response it keeps me up all night. Or if they give a short response. And then I start wondering why I’m the only one asking questions. Are they not interested? Why are they still talking to me? Are they mad? What did I do wrong?!",3.1337634408602177,5.550781086021509,4.55397849462366,80.81763440860215,76.84946236559139,7.574193548387097,29.68817204301075,8.515128840125781,2.5662817204301085,383,18,70,8,9,127,67,93,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,4,1,5,4,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,18,19,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,2,11,1,9,17,1,18,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,4,11,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748297421147995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789173629404598,0.15998618697104947,0.16801108747319604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528671451592824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240087363391393,0.0,0.0,0.14373606171050124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597406819212109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30183394887245296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910106754363272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865218244014107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178085587176238,0.13668283820300434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132411323130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744880609540506,0.3858974924452035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544091632473757,0.0,0.14352218776050782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444967618932522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552177418302668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243331868932056,0.0,0.0,0.17324072578981636,0.19489536516782704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964922714828589,0.0,0.2314636460333417 anxiety,clkse,2018/01/17,"just a tip my anxiety has been through the roof lately, and it’s become increasingly difficult to fall asleep because my mind just thinks about literally everything at an uncomfortably fast pace <sigh it’s lonely, because I don’t even know who would understand in any case, I guess I’m just here to ask for any tips or tricks because some shut eye would be nice :’(",7.4002173913043485,7.707700000000003,6.870833333333337,76.52625000000002,63.49275362318841,10.957971014492754,34.64130434782609,10.686352973137794,3.573982608695652,296,12,56,7,4,92,57,69,0.154,0.8059999999999999,0.04,-0.7269,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,0,6,2,2,0,0,13,12,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,8,2,7,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,3,2,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354613492310813,0.0,0.18868681858107747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058475250106555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510672345924069,0.2724058985099145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291020918939153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167340221066545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271713133488407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355525646133811,0.0,0.27823230265892995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490465096359679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804356482510706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567716802038641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504266191127219,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ATLwaters,2018/01/17,"Anxiety & Avoidance Behavior Anyone else tend to shut down and avoid things that cause stress and anxiety even when you know that just addressing it will be easy and alleviate the compounding anxiety of not dealing with it in the first place? [Wow, I sound insane.] I know the simple solution is ""stop avoiding and just take care of it,"" but that is obviously easier said than done. 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I had to use a throwaway just in case. I had an instance of severe psychological harassment and bullying at work last week. Well it has been going on for months just subtle enough I didn't know. The individual had a substance abuse problem and often his problems would spill into the workplace. He was always mad and angry and would cause issues when there was no need. He would threaten physical harm to himself if things didn't go right among other things. He would ask us to hang out and when you said no he would harass you behind your back and manipulate people into doing what he wanted, including get money for more drugs. He eventually went crazy and harassed us to our faces, to customers and to other staff and made up lies to get is own way. He lied and said my friend came and threatened him about me which my friend have never set foot in my business. He got other staff to be nasty to me and I eventually told a manager. He said he was gong to deal with it and he individual ended up no showing and was fired. He has continued to slander me to people, his ex harassed me and my co worker until we blocked her online. I even deleted my social media because of fear. He has one of my co workers ignoring me and being rude but I can't complain much because she hasn't said a thing about it. It's so long I won't type it all out. I feel unsafe at work. I feel so uncomfortable knowing he's slandering me and making up false statements to defame me. His harassment is hard to prove as it was mainly verbal. Only a small chunk is on text. He did harass my manager so that's the only proof I have of anything really. Our head office is in the loop about it but I can't even function now. I get so anxious at work. My chest hurts and I have extreme fear. I'm starting to push everyone away. I take everything as a personal attack and am paranoid everyone hates me now. I can't even function knowing what he's doing and how he continues to lie to people he knows about things to turn them against me with help of his ex. I don't know what to do. I can't sleep. I feel sick. I'm scared to get another job because what is it doesn't work out. I may have my boss on my side but it doesn't help me think clearly. It's irrational but he damaged me so badly I dunno what to do anymore. No one understands. My family said to get over it he's just some jerk. Etc etc etc. but I can't get past it. I'm literally panicking and almost crying st all times. I think I'm ok but then I get to work and that sinking feeling is back. Any ideas on what I can do to fix this without quitting? I need to learn this is life and it happens but I can't even function anymore. My life feels ruined. I can't enjoy anything anymore without thinking of him and what he's done. I do worry about retaliation but I don't think he will at this point but he's unstable. The toxicity isn't leaving with that one co worker being so mean to me. What can I do? I'm so stuck and I'm ready to quit my job I love and they desperately need staff so that would screw them over. 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I'm a 23 year-old female that just graduated from college last month. I recently accepted an amazing job offer for a dream position in New York City that starts in two weeks. I currently live nearly 1,000 miles away from New York and I have never even been to NYC. I have traveled extensively though to other major cities such as London, and L.A., but I've never really lived in a big city. As my date to fly out to NYC gets closer, I am getting more and more anxious. I guess I'm just really stressed about settling in, and I am worried about not being good enough at my job and failing. I'm sure I'll love New York once I get all settled in but I'm just so anxious that I'm not good enough for NYC and that I won't make it. I've been struggling with anxiety and depression for nearly five years now and the thought of this new chapter of my life makes me insanely excited while also insanely anxious. I've never had this kind of anxiety because I've always lived in the same town. Has anyone else ever experienced this or a similar situation? How did you cope? Any tips and advice? Thanks. 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I keep getting bad glasses prescriptions, so I have bad eye exam anxiety. I think the anxiety is making my eyes even harder to test. 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I feel like this has something to do with anxiety, but my memory has always been kinda bad, but more recently it’s been shit. I can’t remember anything going on or how to focus. I can’t pay attention when I really really want to. I can’t remember a conversation I had seconds before. It sucks. Any help? 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I keep telling my doctors that antidepressants dont help me with my anxiety and they just prescribe me a higher dose or a different brand. My anxiety is the biggest problem in my life right now, Im really behind on my classes and I get anxiety attacks before school starts so I skip a lot. I take a mood stabilizer for my bipolar disorder and that helps, but nothing is helping my anxiety. My doctor told me that the antidepressant was for my anxiety but it just doesnt work. I know theres ""different types"" of antidepressants and Ive tried so many of them. I see a therapist and even shes ran out of ideas for what to do about my anxiety. Im not trying to get a prescription for xanax, i just want something besides an antidepressant because they dont work. Every time I go into their office I get prescribed a different antidepressant for my anxiety and every few months I come back to let them know that it hasnt helped one bit. I push myself to do things despite my anxiety and i end up having an anxiety attack. im just so frustrated right now. im tired of getting prescribed the same shit that doesnt work.",4.438720400728593,5.84920255327869,5.800765027322402,77.61791438979965,70.59836065573771,9.684517304189436,31.588342440801448,9.994966539143718,3.27271839708561,989,44,188,26,18,333,125,244,0.189,0.797,0.014,-0.9888,5,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,4,14,6,4,0,12,0,18,9,1,0,1,29,34,14,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,8,5,0,1,4,2,38,0,24,29,5,20,0,0,1,0,14,8,1,2,8,127,47,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313849670838656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560763289732104,0.0,0.059346942804432076,0.0,0.04704843904031125,0.0,0.06567481285040147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842609778137515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648405735308642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32254825126960024,0.08845539409298511,0.2369921466437633,0.0,0.0,0.2713644671656605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683589021613412,0.0,0.0,0.05097690848472325,0.0,0.13005558608973974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612942376351682,0.0,0.0438633846186496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069295086138734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712724673014388,0.3334721883887634,0.0,0.0,0.06860146177816608,0.0,0.0,0.08483262915871127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892216055938119,0.054514779969996936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561599315879367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649756863952427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061604637413479685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740566494940385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052299418212823724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385119355822048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494437232831452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318232337323887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811065797570954,0.06150276473296385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792245438095038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059417221854838026,0.0,0.0,0.05462866527995148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05803003530699714,0.0,0.0674590478959497,0.0,0.0,0.08961236177131604,0.051275210371905536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450044961853038,0.0887074851131403,0.0,0.07374915392794745,0.0,0.10480081407715372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552298369103786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22475292313552586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970162977713825 anxiety,Scdsco,2018/01/17,"Off my chest I have a really bad eating disorder, frightening hallucinations, a 7AM-5PM sleep schedule, horrible depression, I only get out of bed for a couple hours every day, my family doesn't know or care enough to help, all the doctors and therapists in my state are either too expensive or booked up for months, I left college a few months ago because my mental health was so bad and since then I feel like I haven't even been living, just on standby mode, and nothing is getting any better. If anything I'm worse than I was and I'm slowly losing fight and giving up hope for my life. I don't have any friends anymore and I completely don't have a life. My mental illness is my life and there's no room for anything else. All I can do is spend hours and hours sleeping or on my phone, that's all I have the motivation to do. I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I know I'm not overweight but when I see my face it's the most disgusting and horrifying thing I've ever seen and I have to hope that losing weight will somehow fix it otherwise I'll never feel comfortable or confident enough to leave the house, I'll never find a partner to have a family with, and I'll live alone doing nothing for the rest of my life hating myself and wanting to hurt myself whenever I catch a glimpse of my reflection. I've been making myself throw up as well as spitting food out after I chew it, and I'm trying to eat fewer than 1,000 calories a day. And my hallucinations are so fucking terrifying, it's like having the sensation of dying a painful and unspeakably horrifying death every single night. I hate my life but too I'm scared of dying to end it. I feel like I'm trapped in a place I can't get out of and the only thing I can do is scream inside my mind. The worst part is there's no sign of things getting better, I keep relapsing into my disorder, my sleep cycle always comes back sleeping all day even if I work really hard to get back on a natural schedule, and I still have another month before even seeing a doctor, and who knows how many months after that till I start treatment or if there even is a treatment for me. I really feel like I need to go spend some time in the mental hospital again but I'll never tell my mom that cause the last time it went it cost her 1,000 dollars and there's no way she could afford that again. But as things are I'm totally hopeless.",6.3270686070686075,5.703664004158008,6.982172557172557,77.95438149688151,65.92307692307692,10.061122661122662,30.97401247401248,9.466822959209583,2.5672228690228693,1890,60,376,32,26,626,225,481,0.225,0.698,0.077,-0.9977,1,2,0,0,1,4,35.0,0,0,0,6,23,29,6,1,25,0,34,24,7,4,9,73,73,40,3,8,15,1,6,4,2,1,11,1,2,1,17,25,6,1,10,1,5,5,12,17,1,0,6,11,50,12,48,65,15,59,0,5,4,1,11,19,1,13,37,251,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589269113472604,0.0,0.0,0.06884902745825539,0.0,0.0,0.05531330873258924,0.0,0.0,0.09041183976346474,0.06970582096810159,0.0,0.0,0.06592627150215892,0.0,0.0,0.1094080717274792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223179163350242,0.11100926915791406,0.04052311702475294,0.0,0.056566130162901164,0.0,0.0,0.11758513656531636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777665290528148,0.06828910371930512,0.0,0.05726313755257977,0.06969876006625744,0.0,0.0,0.053075630213929366,0.07355436504727461,0.0,0.12861444884771542,0.0,0.05725563113823745,0.0,0.1379830644778833,0.0,0.15237437668142292,0.13608188621892686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604296809766053,0.05553211924519828,0.0,0.0588779532004074,0.13737483573530224,0.0,0.17562693005110122,0.060131295045315336,0.11201769585430414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125335203167741,0.0,0.13444893391481774,0.14247127799991566,0.0,0.0,0.06075780635831751,0.0,0.08038297251659736,0.0,0.05135914762099684,0.06145593687985405,0.17365467910391352,0.06376978058772953,0.037779809580512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059549386516153435,0.1968936894791553,0.0,0.07066081742277948,0.0,0.0,0.04455742243780901,0.0,0.0,0.1320512189075069,0.19639623591069905,0.07670431143767313,0.07116387042848442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059086871326886614,0.0,0.0,0.10960031711053712,0.0541867648735618,0.0,0.07038842384309515,0.07222630511279735,0.0,0.23476961758604484,0.12990714905007095,0.0,0.1173989487519692,0.0,0.055823048595439184,0.14873914964644838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044373207248035666,0.06739617102530329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20097634163596714,0.0,0.06712175090951157,0.07785581943400385,0.21224184964223589,0.0,0.0,0.04929106842266955,0.15381103294558454,0.0,0.0,0.062383168038273026,0.0,0.12757091776569934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111589829669056,0.07073508882198119,0.0,0.0,0.0719869667778052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945321034523824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775857131151735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655401441720471,0.0,0.1059454376577444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498958587942207,0.0,0.2660957991352597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0470520136523298,0.0,0.05308777287517229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810290305112529,0.0,0.0,0.0771836918927781,0.17665464723191018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752531232734594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513280078749432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03920923271965035,0.05276550828436991,0.0,0.08094978821133736,0.059769854986385484,0.06162386390700185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048395277248585854,0.0,0.06774466374376653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hawan90,2018/01/17,"Girlfriend problems. Needing Space...Or. Online girlfriend who has AvPD (avoidant personality disorder), today asked for space for the first time ever. We've been online dating for 5 months almost. I was a little surprised because she's usually needy, and I'm sure she's had some bad days within the past 5 months but has never asked for space before. I also understand space is a good thing. For it to get to the point of asking for space in my experience, that however is usually a bad sign. Things have been going somewhat downhill the past few weeks (being disrespected, ignored, put down at times). Today she was having a horrible day with anxiety, so I cheered her up, made her feel better. A little bit later when I asked her if she wanted to watch a show we frequently watch she said she needed alone time and apologized while asking for it. I told her that I understand and I'm here if she needs me. Is it more so she needs space for her anxiety or just from me and the relationship is going downhill? With the way things have been going the last few weeks, do I need to be start preparing for a breakup? 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Have you ever just hit blank. Like you know the feelings abd emotions and anxiety are all there bubbling ubder the surface but you cant or dont want to get them out anymore? Like there is no point. Just. I will get on with everything myself. Screw you all i dont need help kind of blank?..,0.02124999999999844,2.360606125000004,1.102875000000001,98.554625,97.125,3.8100000000000014,18.9,5.6839178017228535,-0.28695125,248,8,53,2,10,77,47,64,0.134,0.773,0.093,-0.4119,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,4,1,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,3,14,15,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,6,12,2,6,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,3,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194900247465707,0.0,0.2488398866980391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881401470429016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28224518260602843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269666447857987,0.0,0.0,0.2255058872128751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686997428991487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26218507243436073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818278507708356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26128897169725823,0.13789611672974247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451684246228481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605001620819275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23719542479943004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479959476724742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yesphil133,2018/01/17,"When I remember upsetting or bad memories I regret I panic and mentally grab and blow them away. Whenever I think of a memory that I regret or just don't like I panic and cringe. I then quickly and as fast as I can, close my eyes with a mental image of the memmory and mentally grab it by grabbing the space in front of my face and then blowing it out of my thoughts by blowing my open hand until the memmory or thought is gone. Does anyone else feel this way or do something similar and what does it mean or say about me?",7.405700934579438,5.456786766355144,7.9746915887850465,76.00371962616823,64.51401869158877,11.550654205607474,36.35327102803738,10.355215969177356,3.5221454205607468,412,16,84,8,5,138,68,107,0.187,0.785,0.029,-0.9494,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,5,0,4,3,3,0,0,25,10,18,0,2,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,3,7,14,1,14,7,0,15,0,2,1,0,2,6,0,5,7,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922614063177398,0.18936362899363596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363869520482994,0.0,0.1543118445636927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234636900851208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154388256372852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934474352880579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029071150540892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013164620257168,0.0,0.0,0.5587466745212417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336784637891649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935806405572424,0.0,0.0,0.14697139092224293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142278730450649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842125223501,0.0,0.2934431050218257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669663127174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PennyroyalTea531,2018/01/17,"What is the best over-the-counter anxiety medicine? I would love to find an anxiety medicine that works that I can also get over the counter. Anyone have any recommendations? Thanks in advance.",4.430588235294118,7.696479411764709,3.3426470588235304,86.23691176470591,78.41176470588233,6.929411764705884,32.029411764705884,8.07648339933343,2.612376470588236,156,8,28,3,4,45,26,34,0.085,0.624,0.29100000000000004,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689948741858614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287430552910536,0.0,0.5146440801518776,0.0,0.0,0.2351976434258777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529994402004973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074359795253249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757393808940867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035869524781277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30968419586724866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448812812229166,0.0,0.0,0.23894751420659802,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jsnava,2018/01/17,"Weighted Blankets Just wanted some insight from everyone here on their experiences with weighted blankets? Is it worth it, how has it helped you. and which ones do you recommend? 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She knows I can't speak in public about it irl, so she asked me to record some videos and I got the support of lots of friends that said *""it's good to understand a pov of someone who actually lives with anxiety""* etc And, I am really doing this for myself, I decided to try to share it with others, outsiders from my social life. [So here I am to give the link and I hope it is relatable and also may help like a way to express and explain to others how we feel.](https://youtu.be/tRjcebk1kIs) The video has English subs because I speak Portuguese :) It's a really hard thing for me to do, the videos and this post, so I am saying thanks in advance because I'll probably not even check if there are comments or not, I'm already expecting the worse (many thank, anxiety)",3.178418514946962,5.452009863387978,4.470530376084864,82.18423336547734,76.04918032786884,8.240308582449371,28.797492767598843,9.007467420416297,2.6474817743490835,747,33,141,18,17,246,113,183,0.058,0.794,0.14800000000000002,0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,1,10,8,0,0,12,0,11,1,0,2,0,28,25,14,0,3,4,0,2,1,1,1,1,4,1,1,14,10,0,1,5,4,1,1,3,0,0,0,3,6,19,8,24,21,4,5,0,0,0,0,20,2,0,7,1,102,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.1399598319091107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827047707396574,0.1146950532499581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32915383809698906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340808309824731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485825056258966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437479945584904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995418335832615,0.09472931747098584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251880870858797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080799507485624,0.0,0.0,0.13758408892286533,0.0,0.12029612661987568,0.11470820697691556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569570732164955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613318901769577,0.0,0.0,0.1424510675518858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748065437716932,0.0,0.0,0.07882134576562484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130366968382107,0.0700690694788905,0.0,0.1266448406727765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438656415963765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540807106352496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523113886231155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137359267223877,0.0,0.15463389039319994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756406949181864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642779771618124,0.114055459639643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462013451554093,0.12152155848906275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275434041728426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640886406714397,0.0,0.16652476817231454,0.09528364559744636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474914982158234,0.0,0.0,0.14930805216334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138422355690814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615994840611762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,christineyvette,2018/01/17,"Pretty sure my brain is broken.. Bear with me this is a long one. So back during Thanksgiving in October (i'm Canadian) I went through something tramatizing (atleast for me) I forced myself to go to thanksgiving dinner 30 minutes away to see my dads side of the family. I'm agoraphobic. I only went to make my dad happy cause I didn't want him to get fed up because I didn't go somewhere again because of my anxiety. The WHOLE time was absolute hell. I had panic attack after panic attack and had to eat infront of everyone at the table. I'm not comfortable with this side of the family and it sucked. I sucked it up even though I wanted to leave 10 minutes in. I was tired of letting people down. When we finally left my anxiety was so damn bad. I remember repeating to myself over and over ""im almost home. Almost to my room. Almost to my comfort."" I dry heaved so bad in the car which doesn't help my emetephobia thinking that I was sick and I don't need that ontop of what I thought was me dying. Once I got home the derealization kicked in. Everything looked foreign to me and I was still anxious as hell. The anxiety lasted all night and I slept like crap and kept waking up with my heart racing. The next day I couldn't eat and was dry heaving due to the anxiety and worrying that I possible got sick somehow. I had a loose stool which further ingrained that hell im sick! GREAT! I felt like I had no control over anything. My body, my thoughts. It was fucking awful and I remember saying that i'm never leaving the house again after feeling like this. The anxiety gradually went away after a week but I still would eat and then get anxious about having a loose stool which would make me anxious which would stir up my guts. I kept thinking something was wrong with me cause of the nervous poops. It went away and I went back to normal. Then about 3 weeks later I went to see my therapist and I came home and went on Netflix and then fell asleep. I dont remember falling asleep. I woke up within an hour full of a lump in my throat and bad derealization. I thought ""what is wrong with me?!"" I can't feel like this again. I'm dying! That night the anxiety came back and still hasn't left. I remember wanting my mom because she knows how to deal with this and she didnt live with me at the time as my parents seperated a year and a half ago. I then convinced myself that something bad would happen without my mom coming home. I needed her around. She would always be with me during my bad times when I was younger and I wanted her to be around this time because my dad nor my sisters helped and made me more anxious. I got set in my mind that I was gonna get them to let my mom come home no matter what. They kept telling me no because she and my dad are toxic with eachother and it would do no good. They called me dramatic and too old to have my mother around. I cried and threw things and tried to get them to understand. My mom came and stayed the night with me for 2 nights and on the second night I was determined for her to stay and move back in. My sisters and dad did not agree. It was a shit show. Arguing, my grandparents came over and me and my sister got physical. I was so set that if I didn't have my mom with me with this anxiety, or what felt like my brain dying then something bad would happen. I remember she said she had to go and that she couldn't move back in with these people who didn't treat her well. (They don't) And I remember thinking ""okay If I sit here and stare at the wall and not say anything then they'll think i'm bad enough that I need my mom to come home and get me through this bad time like she used too.) I did that. Nothing happened. She left and I cried for hours till I finally fell asleep. I couldn't eat cause everytime I did I would dry heave. My mom suggested that I go to the ER. I did and I explained the family situation, my anxiety ect. This was fucking tramatizing because back when I was 13 and my panic attacks first started I had to go because I was so anxious and thought I was dying so this brought back those memories which furthured the anxiety. I went home and I still wanted my mom home so I shut my family that I lived with out. I told them to leave my alone, thinking they would get the message that ""hey shes not okay we'll try to help her"" They just ignored me and didn't talk to me. The nights were the worst. I would get intrusive thoughts because I punched my sister in the face during our argument and I kept thinking ""oh my god what I could kill her!?"" So I avoided her. I would never hurt a fly. The intrusive thoughts, the anxiety, the tramautic hospital flashback, it all felt like my brain was breaking. My dad told me my moms not coming back it's not happening and she and I should get a place. I still wasn't listening. I wanted my family to be a family again. I wanted her home. I remember telling my dad I was running away when I just went to the forest and sat there because I was expecting him to see that I was bad and that he would let my mom come home. He didn't do anything. I came back home and I woke him up and just kept asking her ""why? why cant she come back home"" He explained rationally and such but my brain couldn't take it. I wasn't going to go through anxiety without my mom in the house to tell me im okay. To be a family again. We all fell apart when she left and I kept it inside and didn't deal with it. I got mad and I went to my room and cut myself. I felt out of control of everything. I was just trying every way to get them to see how I was suffering. He grabbed me and asked my why I did that. I didn't want to die nor was I suicidal. I just needed them to see. It was stupid now looking back on it. After that I looked online and applied to all the places and was just rushing. I had to be with my mom. I wasn't gonna stay there and have horrible anxiety where nobody cared. We got a place and I had to leave the house to sign the lease twice which was terrible. I had 40 heart palpatations in a 24 hour period and thought If i did any walking or exersize my heart would give out. I wasn't thinking I was rushing when I went to the rental office. I would tell my mom ""lets get this over with"" I couldnt even enjoy any of it cause of my anxiety over my symptoms and what happened. We got the place and moved in on January 5th. It's now the 16th and the anxiety is still here. When I shut out everyone and didnt touch my phone or do anything that would show them I was getting better so they wouldn't think that this was a one time thing im stuck in that cycle. I still get intrusive thoughts. I watch tv and wonder ""do we ever wonder why we live day in and day out doing the same old thing?"" If I hear a song or something that I heard in my childhood during that first scary hospital time then my whole body flares up in anxiety. If I get a text, anxiety through my body. Eveything is so hypervigilant and I feel out of my body and all that is in my head is what happened and how I felt. I still feel derealization, depersonlization. Whenever I see cops or abulances I panic. When I see my own father and sisters I get instant panic. I only feel semi normal if i'm in my room on my computer and even then i'm still always anxious. My thoughts don't stop. ""Why do we do this? What is the point of life? How come i'm not like so and so? Does that person worry about things?"" My mind wont shut up. I'm scared to exersize because of the heart palpatations and getting my heart rate up. I still get scared to eat heavy foods because it might lead to a loose stool which might lead me into thinking I will throw up. The only time I feel calm is when I take my Seroquel at night and sleep. Even then I wake up every hour or so. I sleep all day and im up all night. I feel like my brain is broken. It's a tumor. I'll never feel normal again. If I become fixated on a show, for example i've been watching ER and I can't watch anything else because I get a surge of anxiety. Like what the hell? I swear my brain is misfiring. What the hell happened to me?",1.3906753194815558,3.453234235752852,2.9391440257403083,91.98498333060664,80.96760647870425,6.320756212393885,22.10063078293432,7.463857097105799,0.756218268346331,6289,200,1385,95,165,2061,454,1667,0.17600000000000002,0.773,0.051,-0.9996,3,2,5,0,0,2,156.0,9,0,13,7,83,71,20,9,64,4,133,47,30,16,12,284,300,133,7,46,30,28,15,10,0,25,7,7,15,1,80,123,8,11,44,6,0,47,48,45,3,7,118,36,273,26,164,142,15,239,5,2,14,2,110,84,12,21,110,927,353,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01825372589689812,0.0,0.06186028387755354,0.02132728912406224,0.0,0.0,0.03426868820953829,0.0,0.0,0.02800677828082512,0.0,0.26780035428422194,0.1395798184390968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472805152014908,0.054994220360942536,0.03850181878203651,0.0702797356345821,0.07738812719300234,0.1741752762649137,0.15474249815623348,0.15063362808181302,0.022742445946286268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.018212110590388214,0.0,0.09149308317067928,0.0,0.13792610469058675,0.021026919031397324,0.11775984558650525,0.02099510081313179,0.08461536860068232,0.0,0.12416838335627994,0.0,0.0,0.04619176371113059,0.016441180838765158,0.0,0.04523908754423482,0.05312101249883841,0.04245926859362261,0.0,0.0,0.1068571633828896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01802035626412099,0.0,0.02413388263921186,0.0,0.0,0.10535470946461728,0.017202124801724186,0.0,0.0,0.021277227495143398,0.0,0.05440376507049943,0.018626806538600712,0.03469960106472867,0.03935342259570858,0.037013848782881234,0.0,0.1358873283941126,0.0,0.08329620306581206,0.04413317442459402,0.0988586146925986,0.04511545525184594,0.0,0.035031397089129265,0.02490014686921275,0.0,0.0,0.038074278827582984,0.18289559825982013,0.01975389628847172,0.08192107662303487,0.017271744340191374,0.11528613731855525,0.02270295212677978,0.0,0.0,0.12746718287323142,0.02192075946626522,0.0,0.0,0.02113351843632572,0.0,0.023208884455893933,0.12200916750406705,0.04140751435582633,0.0,0.2478676369842493,0.0,0.08111660078635384,0.07128183595993041,0.022044355539166092,0.0,0.11121544497988514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022782197168127356,0.0,0.01131692408447644,0.016785375826212378,0.0,0.08721658514051964,0.08949385915072425,0.08422760048729776,0.014544866344957316,0.10060299431075348,0.0,0.05454981897338318,0.018223432088520182,0.05187673702014307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01948481945516665,0.02749088128847104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369009953548845,0.041584465053726566,0.3135250739288245,0.0,0.06565868825999778,0.0,0.0610753648261248,0.04764587810757534,0.0,0.021900017988527386,0.1545949344930277,0.060527895411368986,0.019758752937074388,0.0,0.04321605973042418,0.02193000059058045,0.02790758940027655,0.04698384445561719,0.0,0.1208024371993791,0.022865179956796745,0.0,0.0,0.028552050861953063,0.01798029807473019,0.08605778482639098,0.0,0.0194662669210707,0.02321458992018393,0.0,0.02094965098665713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632884871894343,0.0,0.019587879587304232,0.03275145750492437,0.04123273080954857,0.0,0.1148651146285558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021137577764849102,0.0,0.02314647409766392,0.041214104631303664,0.0,0.0,0.07926433445598888,0.0,0.0,0.014575251620525788,0.06584557485210374,0.16444942257867565,0.01721598527993053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02252450364623741,0.0,0.019407886789322936,0.02140316054879224,0.030965514599818906,0.016551214980536716,0.07199389493599144,0.0,0.0,0.0239091091541982,0.05472211991532521,0.11875174233998136,0.020231713171115957,0.14713102311163465,0.0960597301939248,0.023667682699591186,0.0,0.03935342259570858,0.0,0.04194221735189574,0.0,0.0,0.02143718652759255,0.0,0.01778503269511686,0.0,0.0,0.09716641450619136,0.016345114702472432,0.0330356108157192,0.0,0.01851484364061368,0.2099807378705092,0.09290620171685683,0.045980869146528935,0.0,0.03970025508639191,0.044662683540737415,0.0,0.04182471852181869,0.0,0.21942141727395995,0.0450286343745659,0.0,0.01326068935127112 anxiety,earlobevein,2018/01/17,I hate myself my brain keeps screaming at me that I'm a pedophile. I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not I'm not just stop,-5.564075630252099,-5.117433794117648,-0.8545378151260491,109.84029411764706,122.23529411764706,1.9428571428571428,10.739495798319329,3.1291,-2.2814151260504203,97,2,31,0,7,37,16,34,0.209,0.7290000000000001,0.063,-0.6609999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,9,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795731822423689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125797560524962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614683310180007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340551803377984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheOtherKC,2018/01/17,"How do I make friends in a college setting? Hey all, I've been at UNI for over a year now. I have extreme social anxiety and I haven't made any friends, but there's a lot of people I'd like to try talking to. I just have no idea how to do it. How do I make words come out of my mouth? How do I even message people without a professional reason to? How do I not sound retarded or desperate for friends? What should I even say if I think someone in my class is cool and I want to hang out with them outside of school? Help.",0.0342625368731575,1.9748839823008884,2.0754203539823024,96.95495943952804,85.28318584070794,5.18259587020649,22.69100294985251,6.42735559955562,0.2991126843657814,402,15,97,4,12,134,73,113,0.061,0.727,0.211,0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,4,1,11,1,1,9,1,28,17,10,0,3,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,13,5,18,14,2,11,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,3,67,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918228958334475,0.0,0.15657161985729195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630466571956052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703645706243447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4743814820475276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371856626090383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310469715806323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999118746691026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17400270381032998,0.0,0.1936632451398331,0.2732369829922903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837841447823724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104343505410533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627614142911941,0.0,0.20713647740247434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20863479735167825,0.17341581708619225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645056045560544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131143961929991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895716679024733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071938358967865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729411018153226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180045822171713 anxiety,Red217,2018/01/17,"Medication questions - anyone been there? Hi all. First time poster in this sub. So I have generalized anxiety as well as depression coupled with worse depression during the winter time (seasonal affective). For about two or so years I've been taking citalopram (brand name Celexa) 10mg worth and I have loved the difference it made for me. While I would still get mild anxiety and stress it was really mostly caused by intense pms or when I would screw up on my routine in taking one every day. Because of the type of medication it is, basically every 90 days I have to go for a check-in in order to be prescribed more. The last time I went my doctor told me that 10mg is considered ""half of the starting dose"" and he felt that if I took 20, I might be able to be the ""best happiest version of myself"". There was another time prior where he wanted to start me on 20mg and I didn't want to go that high so I refused. (well technically I took the 20mg script and broke all my pills in half to prolong what I had) Anyway, I agreed to 20 this time and I am not having fun. I'm approaching week 6 soon. This upcoming Friday will be my 5th full week on the 20mg. I think I feel worse. My insides are being torn up, I'm losing weight, my appetite, and I actually feel more depressed than I did before. While my anxiety has calmed down I think it's because I literally cannot bring myself to care about anything. I do not care. I don't care about my job. I'm planning a wedding in the summer and while I'm excited about it i don't feel naturally enthusiastic. I don't want to get out of bed. I want to sleep all the time and literally do nothing. I am NOT suicidal. I just don't care. I don't feel like I have any emotion towards anything - negative or positive. I'm thinking about halving my doses again but wondering if I should pull through and tough it out for the full 6 weeks. because I know the recommended time to let it work is between 4-6 wks. Has this happened to anyone else before? Have you ever increased dosage and felt worse? Is it possible that I don't need more than 10mg and this dose is too much? I know I should discuss this with my doctor before I make any decisions or changes however I'm curious about others' experiences and if there are similarities.",2.863653846153845,4.698121364035089,4.496315789473687,83.65151821862351,75.49122807017544,7.8348178137651825,26.16599190283401,8.617729084823388,1.8817301619433189,1786,66,363,36,39,600,218,456,0.105,0.813,0.08199999999999999,-0.6306,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,0,5,23,20,1,1,14,0,45,13,1,4,4,65,89,30,1,12,12,0,7,1,0,6,9,0,1,0,20,17,1,1,14,0,1,9,12,8,2,5,14,7,51,12,50,63,13,57,0,5,0,2,11,18,1,11,30,241,71,5,0.07796734674720683,0.0,0.07608488350029304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604093880468664,0.08175556116264171,0.17893442056680198,0.0,0.0,0.10903316335350824,0.07988676049727819,0.12832096624894285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258451273104508,0.0,0.19903340854632365,0.0,0.0818219202081577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179716250401856,0.08009394220348548,0.08247911475729858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626938621314842,0.0,0.10056497714856694,0.0,0.20145948452009074,0.0,0.0,0.08145928284698586,0.0,0.15960576631025258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513171365587271,0.0877027709726335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052592884768975,0.1313817046772267,0.0,0.0,0.07626702587964211,0.0,0.0,0.15769053268815147,0.05569988809481707,0.14972175958005407,0.0,0.0,0.0663189853135366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146944138370188,0.0,0.08862127982929703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894626723743817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237678254280281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737056108764034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569762949998941,0.06355379376212257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972689449837712,0.0,0.0380909073378809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872255177351992,0.0,0.0,0.07036857448780771,0.07377458866378478,0.05204380938013013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570877985338344,0.0,0.08271103382114728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05731497089709245,0.05781179969239044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481177199491505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052832691966700936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789646864836018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734127202242171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994787879427485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802365383258332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103713786468088,0.0,0.06226482382684696,0.0,0.08931133227475822,0.0,0.0,0.08528362272899864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172434831957504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987498283639172,0.0,0.0,0.3182437081956295,0.0,0.0,0.07450114103419757,0.17324918205375536,0.0,0.0,0.07616276867344363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18394864470320454,0.0,0.1876221079282553,0.09494322381259124,0.14020401645532035,0.0722765115560823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455226168300442,0.05676115701858464,0.0,0.2383661618165549,0.11077153227350836,0.0,0.0,0.050208415045326416 anxiety,s71n4,2018/01/17,"Fear of illness leading to deeper general anxiety and panic The last couple weeks of ramped up my anxiety so badly, I'm so afraid of the flu. Every sniffle from my kids, every time someone mentions feeling tired or rundown or a slight ache, my stomach churns and my throat tightens. I'm terrified of my kids getting the flu. Or myself and my husband getting it. To make things worse, it's mentioned daily on the news. I also work with seniors, and we have daily calls for cancelled appointments because they're sick or even in the hospital from the flu. I've always suffered from mild, generalized anxiety, and it's gotten better with time. I also suffer from SAD, so these months are always hard for me. I fell into postpartum anxiety with my first child in 2014, taking a few months to level out, and again to a lesser extent with my second in October. I was feeling good lately. We have so much good going for us, and I try to keep sight of that. My fear and panic about the flu has led to other triggers coming up that didn't before. I'm afraid something will happen to my girls. Or to me and they'll lose me forever. These thoughts have always been there, but small enough that I could will them away. But my fear has given them room to grow, and it's getting harder and harder to quiet the panic. I'm just venting, I suppose. I've not been able to go to therapy since high school, but maybe it's time again. It feels a bit better, voicing my feelings here. Thanks for reading.",4.535416048772447,5.873841816608998,5.211052891744939,82.21337946943484,70.280276816609,7.3040698632394125,27.602735211731755,7.62386473244151,1.6701773274015488,1171,40,214,13,21,378,158,289,0.185,0.762,0.053,-0.9816,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,3,0,3,6,13,18,0,8,12,0,14,9,2,4,0,44,36,25,0,1,10,1,5,0,0,3,7,2,1,4,13,20,0,1,5,1,0,7,2,13,0,2,7,8,29,5,39,25,5,32,0,4,1,0,14,13,0,5,12,143,42,5,0.1016198703318314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625307471802353,0.2536676181425017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109556906321379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954752132983303,0.0,0.08484834706225977,0.061946529752748676,0.0,0.0864710249952786,0.0,0.0,0.17974903451467142,0.11094257908669444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376524939142906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753652025262118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113519757586089,0.11244045368134692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500049075639617,0.0,0.06711896595435198,0.0,0.1712382471672738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3430518183868964,0.20552823910095988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643780979172097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927656412872185,0.0,0.11550582828082115,0.17046785182449645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986211572966298,0.0,0.09103144364061466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736697232361556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032440990193373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283375734386163,0.11463163998430212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368664154517155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783205253772266,0.0,0.10209081838724296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622240219775065,0.0,0.0747022972260356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357687067830584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016473701119408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102844734001765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406100684925571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610218636321723,0.07823194087911749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640549574063346,0.0,0.0,0.0935579235413918,0.11621117798396535,0.0,0.06751172641796281,0.0,0.0,0.08067482599380832,0.17776609078752187,0.11679709205962005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899322145183477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223619188457345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151333036410834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398047588838763,0.0,0.10355932949653876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,princessbananaham92,2018/01/17,Constant irrational fears. For the past month or so it seems that I have had these irrational fears. I know in the back of my mind they aren't logical or real but I'm still struggling. Journaling has never really been my thing. But I'm super into coloring and certain types of ASMR. I'm wanting to find new ways to control my irrational thoughts. Does anyone have any books they recommend to help with anxiety? Thank y'all in advance. ,2.985809906291834,5.7146475542168735,3.929558232931728,83.31540829986615,79.48192771084337,8.02623828647925,27.29451137884873,8.841846274778883,2.627076037483268,349,15,63,9,9,112,63,83,0.16399999999999998,0.652,0.184,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,3,3,6,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,1,2,18,14,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,8,3,10,11,0,12,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,3,7,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410957447162917,0.0,0.1587241406312109,0.0,0.0,0.1450771329973967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595418344759608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421571495912854,0.2327101402107053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157001577577636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669527456231672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963595825243346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390716684440609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402738405582134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20949896509164967,0.0,0.16561117389923846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600238958069818,0.20038864389828145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980662671563078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616139552568985,0.13291910152658531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888498479709367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569641473391775,0.0,0.0,0.21690657280108688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19102272716938895,0.0,0.0,0.1378426712363639,0.0,0.0,0.16471854752564255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237901373994672,0.1646905694252964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ponchoponyo,2018/01/17,"Am I just lazy? Is it something else? Hi. I'm a 20 year old female that lives at home. Every time I have a deadline to meet and I have to physically get myself there (walk, drive, bus, etc), an appointment or anything like that, I get knots in my stomach. My face gets really hot and I get really nervous. I dread it. The thought of people interaction in a professional setting, having to walk outside of my house or take the bus makes me nauseous. I don't work but when I did, I HATED it because I would get incredibly worked up on what time my shift starts. I'd think about it days in advance about making it on time. I think that this all is the result of me staying at home so much ever since I left university. I stay home every single day in my room and don't go anywhere (mainly because I don't have school or work right now, I don't have a car and my friends are all busy so I don't have much to do besides be a lazy bum). Do you think this is what is causing it? I've stayed home for months and months just in my room watching Netflix because well, there isn't anything else for me to do. But it's resulted for me to dread it and get worked up when I do have to leave the house. What should I do? Is this anxiety or pure laziness? Another really important thing that's been happening to me: driving really fucks with me now. 2 years ago, I used to drive perfectly fine. I was never scared of it and was perfectly capable of taking myself places. But ever since I stopped (1 year ago+), it takes a lot for me to get behind the wheel again. I have to talk myself up to it, even if the drive is a couple minutes away. I hate it, I dread it, I'm afraid of hitting a pedestrian or hitting someone else's car. So many bad things can happen. So now, I only get to places by my parents and my boyfriend (pathetic I know). If they are unavailable and it is mandatory that I go somewhere, I will take the bus but not without anxiety. I never drive on the highway alone either. How can I overcome this? I don't have access to the family car often btw. But I really think it's going to hinder my ability to be an adult when I have to be. What're some things I can tell/remind myself of? (Sidenote: I'm not in school or working because I'm going to start a CNA program next week. Which lead me to post this because I would have to drive there and be there at 9AM everyday.) I know this was long... and all over the place. But I'm so lost. I'm 20 years old and I feel worse than I did at 18. I feel like I can't drive, I can't do anything. Any words of advice would be so helpful. Thank you.",1.9671924419798759,3.4425136469500934,3.6687221195317328,90.17255535017458,77.04066543438077,6.80519203121791,23.482481002259192,7.554174236665415,0.8914371821729299,1997,62,446,27,45,668,228,541,0.109,0.8029999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9101,1,1,1,0,0,0,73.0,0,2,1,10,27,19,3,6,21,0,55,3,2,8,10,69,100,36,0,6,20,1,3,2,1,5,0,0,6,1,33,13,0,1,9,1,0,18,14,11,1,0,8,4,66,8,57,80,11,81,0,1,1,1,11,25,1,11,35,298,99,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542755766608324,0.11870296583360435,0.0,0.0,0.06934508840869473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045531630968873214,0.07020805516191875,0.10244063719431737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16529454416404715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290633669807795,0.0,0.0559045484600895,0.20407544132567346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878113038905279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408432820843093,0.0,0.08636074858513693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779669346449327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467241712807553,0.044223082884960005,0.12112908852851825,0.11282478938522154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311912502800772,0.0,0.0677088228619551,0.047832597076718025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05172919304535775,0.061898730214549225,0.27984939266939163,0.0,0.15220806057211042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841600166586246,0.0,0.0,0.13220821274320915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044878461065944,0.0,0.2686449131023475,0.0,0.0,0.15451394026440124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359332886495129,0.0,0.0,0.07089557622738563,0.07274669953060811,0.0,0.0,0.06542156852731619,0.0,0.0591224072499006,0.05925298344000584,0.0,0.0,0.07308918742749912,0.05692266538505165,0.0,0.0,0.08938583719161629,0.06788176406690517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688553179919304,0.0,0.09843911731806672,0.0,0.1032794998139106,0.0,0.07120730040898772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051581826686885,0.0,0.0,0.05092222189456525,0.0,0.0,0.07434549774991638,0.0,0.0,0.04641810029756284,0.0,0.20986087339774284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412429036363948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446513116294832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057179122516402725,0.0,0.0,0.06703353967509408,0.1355238755953099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077157761387678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673067321547344,0.051545156522545925,0.0,0.0,0.09478205188900428,0.21409505834892326,0.0,0.05597729811486594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136702185206454,0.05381581594454509,0.0585215375965196,0.0616430802901464,0.0,0.0,0.1334455901087104,0.17160799685844086,0.0,0.05315471515279778,0.11712582956624315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05782753998504879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053707185646642966,0.0,0.0602005000102407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454213854370089,0.0,0.2437198391365279,0.0,0.06823276769417169,0.14268852915260405,0.0,0.0,0.17246705290578107 anxiety,yo_aloha_hola_oy,2018/01/17,"I hate my heartbeat. Right now, my thoughts aren’t particularly stressful, but I know I must be having anxiety because my heartbeat just won’t leave me alone. I can feel it pulsing in my head and rattling away in my chest, going off like some kind of alarm. The feel of my heartbeat puts me on edge because it’s so often symptomatic of my anxiety. If I could just make peace with the feeling of it, I’d be able to relax way more easily. Any pointers? 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Hi everyone! Thanks in advance for any advice you have. I’ve have C-PTSD and GAD so anxiety is something I’ve struggled with a lot over my life. I’m 20/f. I’ve been able to deal with most of my anxiety so it doesn’t come up much at work any more, but I just can’t get rid of anxiety about my work schedule. If I look at my schedule and I’m working a day I didn’t expect or I’m working less or more than I expected it makes me feel super panicked and then I usually feel anxious about it from that point until I work the shift. This means that I can have anxiety about work for weeks at a time. This wasn’t a huge problem before because my old manager was pretty accommodating about things but our old assistant manager has moved into the management position now and things are getting really unstable. I’ve tried talking to my manager about it but she said that she wasn’t going to do anything about it. Should I go above her head and talk to our old manager (who’s now a senior manager) about it? Is there some way I can alleviate the anxiety? I see a therapist once a week but I’m not on medication and that isn’t an option for me. What should I do? 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I’m so relieved I’m not alone. I need to ask some advice. I grew up in house that was filled with mental health problems. When I was three years old, my mom had a breakdown which landed her in a mental hospital. She was diagnosed with severe depression, bipolar disorder, and panic disorder. Some of my first memories where going to visit her around the holidays. Growing up, my mom’s illnesses took a toll on my dad, my siblings, and I. We all disregarded our own problems to make sure she stayed level-headed. She ordered us around one minute, cried the next, threw something at one of us, then acted like none of it happened. I suspect this is where my suppression started. I went to a therapist weekly starting around the 3rd grade. I cried constantly, dealt with bullying, and felt like my problems were invalid and didn’t matter. I often understated my feelings to my therapists, or flat our lied about them. I felt invalid Fast forward to senior year of high school. I was diagnosed with depression and was prescribed Zoloft. I took it for a year, felt better, but ended up convincing myself that other people had it so much worse than me (like my mother) and that it was a joke that I was on medication in the first place. I weened off of it, and haven’t been on medication since. I finished my undergrad, and am currently one semester away from finishing my master’s degree. When I started my master’s degree, my anxiety started to spiral out of control. I didn’t talk to anyone, I didn’t try to make new friends, and I kept convincing myself that I’m not worth the amazing opportunities in front of me. I avoided eating, Sleep evaded me, I didn’t get out of bed, I avoided every social event, networking opportunity and symphony concert (I’m a classical musician getting a Master’s in music so concert attendance is vital). It all comes back to the same thought: So many people have so much worse than I, What the fuck are you even doing? Stop being so worthless. I’ve suppressed my anxiety for so long, and I’m so embarrassed and ashamed, even though I know I shouldn’t be. How can I help myself through this? Thank you all for any words of wisdom and comfort. 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So today I was going to make a trip to the grocery store and then to see my mom, and at one point I was at a stop sign, looked right just in time to see the guy who had been behind me's middle finger aimed right at me. I always thought something like that would immediately crush me but my first reaction was to laugh, in that moment I really didn't care. Id been going at or just above the speed limit even so the whole situation just seemed pointless and funny. But when I got to the store I couldn't get out of the car, it was like all of the shame and embarrassment I thought I would feel caught up to me and i couldn't bring myself to face anyone inside. I ended up just leaving. I haven't felt this way in so long, it scares me that I couldn't bring myself to go into the store, that I let something this dumb mess with my self esteem this much. I feel like the biggest baby right now",3.4052373417721533,3.959672147679328,4.526115506329116,88.99524920886078,72.24894514767935,7.275210970464138,21.563554852320674,7.1686216300943375,0.3847301687763718,877,16,199,8,16,288,130,237,0.134,0.7879999999999999,0.078,-0.8905,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,12,11,1,3,17,0,19,2,2,2,1,37,41,14,0,5,7,1,5,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,14,10,0,2,7,0,3,10,5,6,0,3,15,8,25,5,36,20,6,46,0,1,3,0,5,20,1,4,18,139,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786804262797826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917165010497232,0.0,0.0,0.09064493034666493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152960008626725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217316143774935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364965027563772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481955629112045,0.0,0.0,0.08562375679314359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680947770346446,0.0,0.0,0.19664449208222565,0.0926124184859628,0.12447147318391945,0.0,0.0,0.1102688323352877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772977700063898,0.0,0.22102641499946335,0.0,0.1036822377547188,0.0,0.0,0.1283606231202834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726644956875958,0.0,0.13256221458292244,0.0,0.19000169505982067,0.0,0.0,0.11472431844096236,0.1088621007039632,0.0,0.0,0.11021240806811207,0.0,0.0,0.08653344232418278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151828828214634,0.0,0.0,0.1905956457649051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878451204395753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375281079430768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254849658734272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304853046575444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321268641125123,0.0,0.0,0.12978885965627288,0.0,0.20660718455217295,0.1180162988937109,0.13523925458670275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571697868255495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960118824967726,0.0,0.1451175688812929,0.0917574582080898,0.0,0.0,0.10838200882993257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583397202278056,0.07559214849451322,0.0,0.2457606922905366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663612884512931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289950515203834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14473464297325372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184180253392647,0.0,0.0,0.08348172509393892 anxiety,julesiax,2018/01/17,"I am going to the doctors in a week I finally booked online to meet with my NP to talk about medicine for it. I was feeling so confident and calm at the time, and now with a week left until it I am terrified. I knew I needed to book it though. I want to get better. I am just so so scared. 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I went to therapy and got on Zoloft and, for a while, I've been managing pretty well. Recently, I feel like I'm slipping back into my old ways. Today was the first day of class this semester, and I had to leave my first class to take an Ativan to calm down, the first time in a while I've needed one. I feel lost. I'm so disappointed in myself; I thought I was past this, but it's just coming back in a different form. I don't think I can take a repeat of what I went through all those years ago. I just needed to vent but any advice is appreciated. EDIT: Thanks everyone for the love! It blows my mind how supportive this community is and I appreciate the fuck out of it. 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Usually I have medication on me and that definitely helps me out. I take ativan which is kind of like Xanax I guess, but everytime I have to get a new prescription for it I have to call my psychiatrists secretary to organize one. Now that alone is anxiety inducing! I hate explaining what I need and what dosage over the phone, it kills me. Since I ran out of my last prescription I've turned to alcohol. I'm sure most of you might be thinking that alcohol would definitely make my anxiety worse but this is how I go about my day to day: I usually take the medication for heart palpitations and fear of an underlying heart condition and because I don't have the medication anymore I will usually wake up and see how I feel. If I wake up with anxiety or I'm not feeling great I will take an aspirin and drink a beer. Thereafter I will usually go surf or go to college (which usually takes my mind off the anxiety). When I get back say late afternoon (5-6ish), If I still have some sort of anxiety I will proceed to knock back a few beers. I can honestly say without a doubt it helps my anxiety and quite frankly I look forward to it if I have anxiety. Sometimes I end up having around 6-7 beers and it completely rids me of any anxiety and I feel great. On top of that I don't get much of a hangover. Now I'm usually not one to drink during the week and I definitely don't want to turn into an alcoholic (even if I might sound like one). It just helps me so much even though I know it's very bad for my health. Any advice would be much appreciated keen to hear and discuss things with anyone. Ciao",2.955729483282674,4.789480203647418,4.737788753799396,82.02303571428574,75.23100303951368,9.441641337386018,28.16337386018237,9.871247098662263,2.838536170212766,1293,54,269,39,28,439,159,329,0.154,0.727,0.119,-0.9103,0,1,9,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,2,15,13,2,2,13,0,24,19,4,4,1,54,55,24,1,9,12,0,3,2,0,8,9,4,0,0,17,18,9,0,7,6,0,5,6,5,0,3,1,9,41,8,40,44,6,39,0,0,2,0,11,14,0,13,24,178,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207139187887765,0.0,0.21665855114310126,0.0,0.06998963947914398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190967982122572,0.0,0.4652676265036368,0.0,0.06701846264187143,0.04725157682814405,0.0,0.0,0.060158070006130535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392545114851666,0.056424171945758224,0.041194457726411116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900391670989546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085344948610155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716345738863984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985999021846248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059853375855817,0.0,0.0,0.0892682581795244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604318157887023,0.10250724767418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591895484698244,0.0,0.11521710689670855,0.0,0.0,0.14900828935383498,0.07444394759450768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671853305272431,0.0,0.0718314451096717,0.07616445983040751,0.1601587074116363,0.13588679670601098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747642026637607,0.07037129545744841,0.03713868331215653,0.05508446928086548,0.07623006916271981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602965113262242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05674786108184957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045108331845448144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423087672288448,0.0,0.14337754308618475,0.06823374738610521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903113882697405,0.10021533304987308,0.0,0.06526651862369759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737625838158793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718767120301667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748026576898354,0.0,0.0,0.05385031030846133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590059050785758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668356174159284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053967270438741215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369074810845095,0.0,0.20323869484962395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044895314895963136,0.043300766166282624,0.06639429430786209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470092616972869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4465606897726665,0.05575829951892279,0.0398588064873694,0.0,0.05420638501019904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514204699348533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886697992846569,0.09600986354257704,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,badbitchesonly00,2018/01/17,"Date Have a date tonight, starting to feel anxious. Just need some words of affirmation if you can spare some ",4.2940000000000005,7.111812400000005,3.0599999999999987,90.935,75.0,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.5790000000000002,88,4,17,1,2,25,18,20,0.1,0.9,0.0,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,10,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7029609517779639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146263129661334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613875816913932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44042897602873904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CouldHaveBeenAPun,2018/01/17,"The weekend, i felt like the sensations I have while in a panic attack is kind of the same as the one I have when overly (sexually) excited, and this troubles me. **tl:dr, because I always speak too much**: I kind of discovered that some of the hardest physical feeling I have in a panic attack can be the same as when I have intense physical pleasure, but I feel one being negative and painful and the other as positive and pleasurable. And it does not make any sense to me. Am I alone in this!? I've had panic attack (while sleeping or in between being awaken and asleep) for over 20 years now, those are common to me, and being the [too] rational type of guy, I've tried to analyse them a lot over the years... Up to where, at some point, I decided that they where part of life and tried to accept them without trying to think about them too much. So it's been a while (years!) since I've ""analysed"" the attacks, and the feeling of them. So I might just be realizing something that was there all along, or is just not there at all, I don't know. I guess I'm posting this to see if anyone relates because this feels so... Weird, I can't wrap my head around the fact that this is something. Here it goes. Last friday I had one of my attacks. Was sleeping, woke up in panic because if the idea that I will one day die. Had the usual search for my breath, heartbeat accelerated and _that heavy feeling_ in the chest that I can never really describe well. Like always, I calmed down, knowing what was happening and went back to sleep some time later in the night. Then the usual happened. Since my early twenties, every one of those attacks triggers some kind of libido surges in the following days. It's like the idea of one day dying triggers a need for _sensations_ (seems reasonable I guess). Now I'm married with a low libido woman, and I don't often have sex... So when it does occur, it's normally _really good_ and, last sunday, it did happen, when I was on that ""sensation need"" phase of the attacks. At some point, my wife touched me and I had an immense burst of good sensations that culminated as what I can only describe and felt as _the exact same heavy feeling in my chest_ that I have while in a panic attack. But it was a bad feeling, a difficult or negative one. It was so good. It physically felt the same in my chest, but it wasn't painful, in was intense pleasure. Since then, I've only had that on my mind. I can't seem to be able to bring together in my head that I have (or had) the same physical sensation on two such different and opposite end of the scale. Does it make sense!?",3.478828125,4.993666726562502,4.612937500000001,84.78831250000003,73.140625,7.698125000000001,26.6671875,8.317959484511023,1.73705453125,2012,71,403,33,40,660,209,512,0.16,0.7490000000000001,0.091,-0.9926,1,1,2,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,5,0,27,36,8,5,34,0,43,14,10,5,5,82,74,45,2,5,14,1,11,3,0,2,3,1,0,2,34,19,0,0,21,1,0,3,11,20,1,8,21,13,44,16,62,45,16,67,0,1,1,1,9,31,0,18,35,302,78,1,0.05780396464904738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059867474612791786,0.0,0.0,0.0961950583341388,0.0,0.0,0.03930867814376083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040417876091735715,0.0,0.0,0.05145778368982422,0.0,0.5260828371165767,0.0,0.0444476807893171,0.048263896008738164,0.10571028099917022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183632558785782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998277847328385,0.0603928401115254,0.0,0.0,0.15175391699527546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119715555336985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048702333281375014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459194938954792,0.0,0.16650261280569986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544966917128108,0.0,0.0,0.12735516787504678,0.057235012928933036,0.15334756511588327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186470883482552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050728033203074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180581802204745,0.0635350945336871,0.09423589236272653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040828649697947465,0.08472029200947072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914286365528287,0.0,0.0,0.07716919051676144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061320871807851264,0.058365526237502276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498513005293205,0.08572181471178413,0.04458198103873115,0.0,0.0,0.05424510507517736,0.05663561241229219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741862369719049,0.0879250397240129,0.12301498773824045,0.3391024897785833,0.0,0.06259606075968448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928686097176653,0.0,0.05536021964213307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406139981857468,0.059432102895938164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046062275920758886,0.10524511690281757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434481106621425,0.0,0.17353712994304485,0.0,0.0,0.08900063206607663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037038446525315134,0.0,0.0,0.0337059566340296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773529293443295,0.0,0.05646607421755093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273258011566242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0519727061965728,0.05358485434280751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572095918239287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167157416968476 anxiety,Vivaldaim,2018/01/17,"I get the impression that people think that i am mentally challenged / developmentally delayed Hi all. 25F. While I am always preoccupied with what people are thinking of me and how they are judging me when I do basically anything, my thoughts have shifted recently after I began being more open about my interests and hobbies through clothing, accessories, dialogue, and other forms of self-expression. I dyed my hair pink; I have anime/Disney-inspired clothing and a Pusheen knapsack and lanyard; my room is pink with shelves full of Disney, Nintendo, and Hello Kitty items; my bed is filled with stuffed animals; and I own a large collection of Disney Animator's Collection 16"" dolls. That said, most people do not know that it is to that extend: most only see the knapsack, hair, etc. I go into a MacDonald's everyday for caffeine before heading to work/university. Recently, MacDonald's has been selling toys that are to my taste - Hello Kitty, then Mario, and now Pokemon -, and I have been taking full advantage of these promos by asking once a day for the type of toy they have and buying the ones that are not in my collection. After seeing me with a Disney store bag (I had bought a few stuffies that were on sale), I am now known at that store as ""Disney"", and the way the staff talk to me, while friendly, makes me think that they think I am developmentally delayed somehow due to my interests. This is disturbing to me because it feels like I'm not allowed to like the things I do. Furthermore, someone near to me made the comment that I am reliving my childhood through these childish interests, and that I am exploiting my excess funds to having the things I want now that I couldn't have before. Some days, I am on the fence as to whether I love my room or am embarassed by it. I feel very much alienated from my self-concept. To clarify, I do not have any developmental delays. I have a 4.0 average and am on track to graduate from two undergraduate degrees with *summa cum laude* honours. I wrote novels when I was in my preteens with lingering aspirations of publishing one one day. While I do suffer from social anxiety disorder and GAD, and while these do affect my daily life and activities, I give my all for the things that are important to me. Does anyone else have experience with something like this?",10.826403851157947,8.412951173302114,10.270097580015612,63.682939760603716,58.34426229508197,13.516991933385375,43.16016133229248,11.958738252310605,5.164072183190216,1849,83,313,43,18,601,219,427,0.052000000000000005,0.87,0.079,0.8519,1,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,3,3,8,14,0,1,18,0,41,6,3,5,2,58,65,28,0,2,6,0,4,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,27,25,1,4,9,4,7,2,5,2,0,4,11,10,53,12,50,52,14,40,0,1,4,1,15,13,0,5,27,241,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096155488326074,0.0,0.0,0.08251287196093514,0.0,0.09282196794344813,0.0,0.0,0.08484119009785802,0.12432341913582673,0.09984946924606576,0.0,0.11343309864385125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396550662544098,0.0,0.2064965768938221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347557040728689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390619576610166,0.0,0.10618224875439293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136094248244802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532209284825705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186902230814672,0.0,0.0,0.12270259844751615,0.08668270549869803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374415525136924,0.0,0.06339322964693707,0.11639687355944164,0.06895823818607882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452609031539286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668327921268613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570344524290066,0.17783642028115473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095107840846348,0.11481137864306593,0.08099294910339289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227849204979108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919617099556454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921924204846355,0.2466619324615364,0.09228175415075787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25235802133736523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396099951351717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541864502708747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337870692973708,0.0,0.2531605300638906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368711832525217,0.1028078870815344,0.0934106424445627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122982714254732,0.09752555390649542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418314182050472,0.3109897091525933,0.0,0.09632750051323988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185279732635567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011518782163874,0.07156731701394672,0.09631113890420473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833430058659596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ghostmelons,2018/01/17,"I went to a meeting by myself I plan things to cope with my anxiety down to the last detail, I'm not spontaneous by any means of the word. I had a meeting/information session for a program at my university I'm interested in and my friend was coming with because she knows that I have a hard time doing things that are new when I'm by myself. She was going to meet me outside the building, but got caught up with work so I went alone. I didn't cry, or walk past the room the meeting was held in three times before going in. I did something by myself and I didn't feel stupid or like I was about to have a panic attack and I'm very proud of myself.",4.597317518248175,4.274130802919707,5.817217153284672,83.8575045620438,69.43795620437956,8.30985401459854,27.34397810218978,7.6454224807358475,1.3704897810218974,508,14,111,5,8,171,80,137,0.102,0.762,0.136,0.6924,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,7,2,1,10,0,12,0,0,0,0,16,27,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,7,3,3,0,1,13,2,19,4,22,14,0,20,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,77,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130406174543268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874116801054825,0.0,0.15607538488793268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23210315997182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243692109827918,0.0,0.17360670879322146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757458892281952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410731368969397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315906731859646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762599561308174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318994911343221,0.0,0.1631741041565923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276259970326053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212451857355922,0.16630421566333162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967427739154623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222238506540442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970445995122006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393744980948088,0.0,0.0,0.19476097811461807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706521091048745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27108476230068634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379323860861195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833856056477706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782587270936366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485296020793152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwmeaway23735,2018/01/17,"What is this that i experience? Most days I'm normal, but there are these days where my anxiety(regular + social) gets so out of hand where I'm driven to thoughts that put myself down. (you're a loser! you aren't worth anything!) To the point of tears, is this what an anxiety attack is? Is there anything I can do when this happens? I am too embarrassed to tell this to my friends or family.....I don't even mention it much to my therapist....whom which I should honestly tell everything. Thank you so much for your responses.",2.6485294117647062,4.990823068627453,3.774274509803924,86.17023529411766,78.11764705882352,7.609411764705883,23.925490196078428,8.548686976883017,1.6571066666666665,411,14,83,9,10,133,68,102,0.17,0.6890000000000001,0.14,-0.3458,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,2,9,6,1,1,3,0,11,1,1,0,0,7,18,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,3,0,0,2,1,11,3,10,15,3,10,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,2,3,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290827429666405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504839443659429,0.0,0.0,0.24226450107402706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27467381899012955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406532859260039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913882044499709,0.20830865630718096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452676985585368,0.0,0.11125902491279377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883134174956759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130895543953664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864848523534707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20130918539282885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21407633619363406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21707851541534134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722601873688934,0.196058285216436,0.0,0.2472545612785181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906070000028042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deshka44,2018/01/17,Adderal I have crippling anxiety and nothing else is helping but Adderal. My doctor does not want to prescribe it because of its highly addictive properties. What a BS. Any help is more than welcomed,3.287238095238095,6.342401200000001,3.8792857142857136,77.63988095238098,94.14285714285714,5.761904761904763,37.26190476190476,7.1686216300943375,3.779761904761905,162,11,22,3,6,51,33,35,0.105,0.7140000000000001,0.18,0.7132,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3574547079220877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229803173396764,0.0,0.2508393099918076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19988217289708612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356151390422191,0.28694373326751266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739147793969089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395631466415776,0.3464398056046608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31462476376024706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934013770175672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thr0waway72,2018/01/17,"Anxious to practice driving A few months ago, I had been practicing driving. It was probably only a few hours total, most of which was practicing in a parking lot. Suddenly, however, I just stopped practicing. I have been wanting to start practicing again. There's a part of me that's afraid and anxious though. As much as I want to get over it, I find it difficult. I've driven in the street before so I know I can do it, yet I'm too scared now. I don't know exactly why I'm so afraid of driving. Maybe it's because I'm afraid of something happening to me on the road like an accident. I think another thing that scares me is parking. I haven't had much practice doing it. I feel like I won't be able to get it no matter how much I practice. I feel like such a loser because at 20 years old, I see people I know driving like it's nothing. I wish I could drive like that. Another thing that makes thing worse is that my learner's permit expires in like 2 months. I want to be able to drive well enough by then to pass my driving test, but a part of me feels like that is a bit unrealistic. I'm not sure how to get over this fear. I mean I know the obvious answer is to practice driving. I just get so anxious thinking about it. If I drive with anxiety though, that'll make me nervous and I feel like I'll be more prone to making mistakes on the road. Does anyone have any advice they'd like to share?",2.129381443298968,3.802751656357393,3.6691876288659806,89.4884412371134,77.10996563573883,6.855312714776634,26.07298969072165,7.699297019823105,1.343888412371134,1096,42,237,16,25,363,141,291,0.135,0.764,0.101,-0.8572,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,2,17,22,0,7,12,0,24,0,0,6,4,41,54,14,0,7,5,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,21,3,0,1,13,0,0,11,5,10,1,0,7,5,32,12,30,40,13,35,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,3,22,152,53,1,0.18160587826254768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873158120535607,0.08049132680403476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06174911237472658,0.19042959786650532,0.06946399989685062,0.3077444255678878,0.0,0.0634915263140818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070525778402868,0.0,0.07726661324823239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913329177630427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249875819391828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946226394398638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382370927824717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021785512424555,0.1836507773912844,0.25947855143466864,0.0,0.0,0.08299224133204057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976315177194825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802967391924738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942260418510424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961168257814976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992555648332935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719741170557719,0.0,0.0,0.1818350008995095,0.0,0.09122375710191173,0.09891102050772574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144956079408023,0.0,0.20025182454471027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712786906526827,0.0,0.09528240991981173,0.0,0.0,0.06905972694647991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966614687946952,0.0,0.06295132483734242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979009262819935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181916554242486,0.0,0.07235818619146463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990453877348395,0.0,0.0,0.06427078767727845,0.0,0.0,0.07591532300021117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558069552258163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809763139204847,0.11636571386667185,0.17842685332954605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606737783679658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164274727361202,0.0,0.08193552907227415,0.0,0.10441889873927156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253595248688476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058474115709238675 anxiety,FungicideEater,2018/01/17,"Symptoms of withdrawal from medication. Hey there, Wondering if anyone knows about or has had symptoms that feel like withdrawals from SNRI even when still taking them. The last few days I've been having chills and dizziness the same as when I've missed a day of meditation except this time I haven't missed anything. Anyone experienced this? 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I saw a comment on this page discussing journaling to help anxious fits, and I was wondering if anyone else had any things they do? Doesn’t matter how small. Edit: Not sure if this is the right flair",2.419565217391302,5.013882695652175,3.1327826086956527,88.98830434782612,80.73913043478261,6.288695652173913,22.243478260869566,7.554174236665415,1.0578052173913042,188,6,36,3,5,59,39,46,0.131,0.7859999999999999,0.083,-0.3009,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,8,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,3,5,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,0,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058185323139268,0.0,0.2315333444902472,0.3419185775162629,0.0,0.21162624461762947,0.3101099628540311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25283279953666715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057319622666215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584691746133481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852525723766048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402146448018623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282208286645217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WholeGrainCereal,2018/01/17,"My finest trick to forcefully break out of anxiety. I'm not really interested in whether or not your anxiety likes this idea, and you shouldn't be either, this is about you having fun. Get yourself a goofy sweatband, preferably with an irrelevant slogan printed on it; the shiniest and craziest workout clothes you can find, we're talking peak neon 90s disastrous and ill fitting clothing; make yourself a playlist of power pop and the like, and just go absolutely crazy to it. Mime with every fibre of your being, sing to the point of screaming, dance until you explode, throw yourself around, slide across the floor, perform elaborate and barely respectable hand movements, perhaps even make a cup of tea in the most exaggerated and dance-y way possible, vacuum your room, lean against the door frame and reach for the stars with a clenched fist and tightly shut eyes. If you're good at this, you could try to take it deadly seriously, as if this is the climax to a very 80s film, and the entire world depends on you getting an incredibly high score from some imaginary judges. Bow for your 10s, feel the applause, you've earned it, and who's that very attractive person at the corner of the stage? Oh it's the love interest, and they're making eyes at you! stuff like this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8MJT42wEGqQ works well, it has the right sort of vibe. It doesn't matter what you look like while doing it, it doesn't matter what weight you are, or whether you can dance *at all*. Think about it another time, this is a time to be silly, this is a time to dance. Bonus points if you buy yourself a stick on moustache. The more uncool the song, the better. Just a side note, I'm not sure if all of these will be available in every country, but enough of them will for you to get the idea, so no worries there :) **For Beginner Wigglers:** [Duran Duran- Rio](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3W6yf6c-FA) [Wang Chung- Fire in the Twilight](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ypy0z2rRzhE) [Chesney Hawkes- The One and Only](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVEohM8BOQQ) [Loverboy- Turn me Loose](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TnHm4ro_l8s) **For Intermediate Wigglers:** [Four Tops- Loco in Acapulco](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=weGiFoK4JeI) [KC & the Sunshine Band- Give it up](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IeqtAB1WgEw) [Huey Lewis and The News- Power of Love](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymMyhqSrsG8) [Soup Dragons: I'm Free](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVGf3ePIO04) **For Master Wigglers:** [Pete Rodriguez- I like it like that](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIJfdVPACyw) [Paul Engemann- Scarface (Push it to the Limit)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhsTmiK7Q2M) [D Train- You're the One for me](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pAQGetcjC-A) (ok, I admit there's no real difference in skill level when it comes to each other these tracks, I just wanted to use the different category names.) Add and take away your own tunes, and give this a try, it might be weird to think about, it might feel weird too, but that's not important, what's important is the joy it brings. It can also be a really fun way of learning how to experience joy while having negative thoughts and/or feelings. Enjoy.",5.671886549204987,9.294459629422724,3.9146815642458144,81.71099097550497,76.54189944134076,6.805546483311847,28.000830826529153,7.986872661495105,2.239085282910758,2619,106,414,47,65,741,297,537,0.093,0.7759999999999999,0.132,0.9801,3,0,0,0,0,0,234.0,0,17,1,10,17,29,1,0,39,1,27,7,3,6,3,77,55,34,1,8,18,0,7,6,0,5,1,2,3,1,36,24,2,1,12,8,2,10,10,5,1,3,1,13,23,24,58,42,9,52,0,0,4,1,27,30,0,12,14,242,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378262319119235,0.0,0.11351566616947265,0.0,0.0,0.10985797830192402,0.1602938761396253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326538862528833,0.0,0.0,0.09843262224103612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265844087348607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024802283915667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364841488734556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891971629163487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825295157448474,0.0,0.06919802106490013,0.0,0.17654246703765372,0.0,0.0,0.1024828299761776,0.0,0.0,0.1589209608996281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575570131566198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642102628222861,0.20100528405887705,0.059541849496988174,0.08787410409050653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069273649979952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365397680546291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071049855679545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08797840949540467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891137243579067,0.0,0.20979958795430745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22228376466713973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198649352216186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914790396080902,0.0,0.0,0.1980785185310121,0.11810974334061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924848146228452,0.13423363271625233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947097005098628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993385277959845,0.0,0.0,0.09874223647076244,0.0,0.15754441471372746,0.0842082397340487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426171364405595,0.0,0.08317378298592115,0.18327251500426744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226066577385418,0.11395707942689098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048558058302317,0.0,0.17288850766614056,0.0617946532660678,0.1663193111762348,0.0,0.12757872948567667,0.09419866721329154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627207088377452,0.10639659771914237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ReallyNotJamesFranco,2018/01/17,"I'm not sure if it's a placebo or not, but chamomile tea has been helping me with my anxiety at night. I usually drink about two cups before bed, and 1 during the day. It doesn't fully go away, but it's something!",3.2336231884057973,3.488183521739132,4.7552173913043525,88.2803623188406,72.47826086956522,7.872463768115942,28.3768115942029,7.793537801064563,1.5204724637681168,166,6,38,2,3,56,40,46,0.09,0.845,0.066,0.1434,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,9,5,5,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568797938719329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31548743246468364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857340739643786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21655791981354855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289481087662157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908382078454084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250741530637174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151178399343759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25850891882860383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164797802876615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32801977823343026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36982720719946993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hunteran,2018/01/17,"Health anxiety completely crippling me Title says it all really. I am ridiculously preoccupied with my health to the point that it is interfering with my daily functioning. My whole digestive tract has felt ""off"" for nearly 5 months. Nothing major, but through my self destructive habits of searching the internet I've convinced myself that these minor but chronic symptoms mean something terrible is around the corner. I've had every test with the exception of one more possible exploratory test (which the doctor doesn't think I need to have) that have all told me I am fine, and it is very likely a psychological or less serious cause (such as IBS or something.) My whole family and anyone I talk to thinks I'm crazy with how much this is impacting my life, and maybe I am crazy, but I am just unable to shake it! I don't know what to do. To add to it, I am moving abroad for several months to Australia, which, while so so exciting, makes me SO nervous because of course I'm thinking ""oh NO what happens if (insert terrible medical condition) happens when I am over there"" I am a wreck, especially because I don't feel 100% healthy from all these GI problems, and I have no idea how to cope and where to go from here. Thanks for reading this to anyone who does. I needed a place to write down my thoughts was all. 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I’ve been struggling with anxiety for years but it’s starting to become unmanageable and is affecting my relationships with people I care about. I HATE talking to strangers about how I’m feeling, and I’m terrified that once I get there, I’m not going to be able to physically tell the doctor what is wrong. My voice shakes, a lump forms in my throat, and I feel like I can’t talk without tears welling up, even if I’m not really upset. I just hate talking about it. I’m so scared of finally going to get help for my anxiety, but not being able to do so...because of my anxiety. 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So quick bit of context: I’m a 17M and I started to acknowledge my social anxiety about 2-3 years ago. But it’s really bad. I fear everything. I’m actually a really loud and enthusiastic person with a quirky personality but only when I’m with people I’m comfortable with. But it’s so easy for me to get that anxious stomach feeling or blush because I’m embarrassed over nothing. I blush for just answering a question in college. I blush at reading out a text. I get a crazy amount of anxiety every time I am in a specific English class for some reason. A common sign of anxiety for me is excessive yawning and I do it all through this one class. I’m worried that I’m sounding arrogant at times and at other times I’m worried I’m just seeking attention from people. I fear people’s perception of me. Do I look okay? Is my hair alright? Do these clothes look good? What will they think if I...? I’m just always worried about everything. But generally I’m actually one of the most randomly enthusiastic guys in my social groups. I’m the one who people find funny because of my general behaviour. Would going to a doctor to seek advice or just diagnose me with anxiety actually help my case? I’m not too sure what to do. Tl;dr - in my social groups I’m enthusiastic and the most energetic, outside of that I’m worried about everything and what everyone thinks of me. Would going to a doctor help with anything? 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I have ALOT of anxiety about everything but most especially about my career and everything that has to do with that. I have some pretty high goals that I want to achieve and even though I know rationally that it would take time, any roadblocks along the way feels like a mountain. I cant handle challenges like a rational person. I eventually go through them but it takes a lot of emotional effort and reinforces my anxiety. I cant handle failure or feeling like I have been less than stellar about anything. I just got my masters and had the opportunity to get a graduate assistantship. I feel like I did a bad job at my post and even though I have graduated, I still feel the guilt that I could have done more. At the time I felt overwhelmed and don't know if I would have even done things differently. but I feel bad about it. I have feelings of guilt about money. I try really hard to please everyone. I am 21 with a masters degree and that's the only thing that makes me feel valuable as a person. I feel like if you take away my academic achievements I will be no one. I think the reason I have those achievements is due to my feelings that academics is all I am worth.I would like to get over myself and just not take life too seriously. So what if I screw up here or there. I know I have these feelings because of conditional love I have received over the years. I just need a way to accept that I can do bad/Stupid things and still be okay.",4.576305144131234,5.699558772575254,5.235766841853799,82.88433667781497,69.96989966555185,8.504602643733078,28.284917980570153,8.841846274778883,2.0180175505653764,1199,42,244,21,21,387,149,299,0.097,0.7140000000000001,0.189,0.9838,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,9,19,21,1,4,17,1,34,3,0,2,1,55,62,21,0,9,12,0,13,7,0,4,1,0,0,2,18,12,0,0,18,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,7,13,43,13,29,48,8,18,0,1,0,2,6,7,1,10,13,182,61,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858500713671583,0.0,0.13180914747423814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089417359206114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094083400880092,0.0,0.21579514949167247,0.05251628782929532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878382705193571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000849522338444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632288057729953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969072420757256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070394171872166,0.0,0.0,0.08232009124741989,0.15485226992974438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4791607465838246,0.3077281640781654,0.08271758485347783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900197199060912,0.0,0.048961074560335695,0.0,0.06890208720034975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717354813624035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910222871953015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991829876202928,0.08549065907158461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420374892692278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060850347732091775,0.2946200349358986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648343083092796,0.0777538087655356,0.0,0.05750584591810586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387919110756476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583775223194136,0.06552101626120073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504458499961834,0.0,0.09456691507493978,0.0,0.0,0.08250796048045951,0.08764560066555824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518994585696898,0.08857662828484633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759912687989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590965480759355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170285101859434,0.0552014912860372,0.16928402812105178,0.0,0.10046960636695344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849024780720824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081354797591698,0.136763843651434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359563057267891,0.0,0.0,0.0554778255815222 anxiety,GodThisIsExhausting,2018/01/18,"Me and My Weird Triggers So I just made this account as sort of a permanent throwaway because a few people know my Reddit, but I've been lurking here for ages and have finally found something I need to get off my chest. Luckily for me I managed to score a relevant username, but anyway. I appologise in advance because I have a tendency to ramble. Background: So the biggest issue with me, and probably a major cause of my problems, is trusting people, specifically with my emotions. I've basically been fighting everything alone for as long as I can remember because discussing things that upset me, ever really minor ones, give me a full on panic attack. I think it's because when I was a kid I never really got any of my issues validated and talking about them tended to make them worse so I closed up. I've recently been trying to be better about this because I don't think it's good for me so I've been trying to talk to the people I feel closest too, but it isn't going well. There's one person I'm rather close to who's actually told me that they want to help and they don't want to be kept in the dark. So a couple when I was feeling a little off because of a minor issue, I told them about it when they asked me how I was doing. They almost immediately went to the subject at hand and put me on the defensive, saying that it didn't really sound like something worth getting upset over and seemingly skipped over me calling it minor to assume I was overreacting. So in the most extreme and illogical overreaction of my life I went into full fight-or-fight and basically backed out of the conversation as quickly as possible. Talking to people about my emotions or even generally about my opinions has never been anything but a negative experience for as long as I can remember, but I'd had a few discussions with this person before about other stuff and was starting to trust them and a couple others. I know that this is an isolated incident and they're not the kind of person to do that regularly but now even thinking about them puts me on the verge of another attack and I really don't know what to do about it. If I can't get this under control I don't think I'll be able to handle talking to them like that again and I don't want to throw away one of the few people that's actually demonstrated that they care about me. I tried to tell them about what had happened later but couldn't even bring myself to reach for the phone. I haven't had an attack this bad in over a year. I can't let this happen again. I don't want to give up on trusting people again and I'm going to try to keep trusting this person and others, but I need to find a way to handle these attacks if/when they happen, because I can't bear to cause such damage to the few decent relationships I have left. Well, that's my rant I guess. Thanks guys.",6.177999338624339,5.9346999629629655,7.157702270723107,75.30443700396826,66.1252204585538,9.838822751322752,31.651730599647266,9.435801123606538,2.7515079805996474,2257,79,429,39,32,761,237,567,0.135,0.7659999999999999,0.099,-0.9794,0,1,2,0,4,0,38.0,0,0,13,3,39,26,6,3,29,0,41,3,2,7,3,78,86,43,0,10,13,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,6,33,23,0,4,15,0,2,9,17,13,2,3,22,5,67,13,83,59,8,59,0,1,0,0,39,29,0,9,22,322,100,1,0.06542145106399247,0.0,0.12768379816137093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551013313156152,0.06775689322497218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04448883012066302,0.0686000956419954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383627995677685,0.0,0.061160225498100775,0.2977053805304654,0.06146560681709925,0.050305057643034674,0.0546241789825972,0.279162165440582,0.0,0.05566883633790538,0.0,0.0,0.05785995704827201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680261609306473,0.0,0.06670152947089321,0.13441170282161188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337572026716356,0.0,0.14477518253284272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718065392082186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296307542701018,0.059177447936139264,0.0,0.0,0.05879658181680005,0.06399473253282152,0.0,0.0,0.0661581027052353,0.0,0.0,0.07166600186533897,0.059794021062971936,0.0,0.0,0.07173124434428671,0.0,0.0,0.10254002403035976,0.12551643425558945,0.07436103655519664,0.05487240925275458,0.05232351077916605,0.0,0.07206910402659747,0.06477752209923679,0.17355591935468545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043850619623191214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20484899365263773,0.0,0.05814959163977965,0.0,0.06812637395902214,0.10786175575805196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108059800161018,0.0668978661518519,0.046209105628660034,0.06392323284946261,0.06556948079799013,0.0,0.1157918509972548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190335882126032,0.043669326591107976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701835402350792,0.1009141123301568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299380508426772,0.0,0.0,0.07675797698451882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721299810332637,0.2284939505843052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375285632100143,0.0,0.0,0.07053538926330921,0.06259949330828456,0.0,0.13153325569068747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764262705435426,0.0,0.06459579042302879,0.07023815514814045,0.14821950181160176,0.0,0.0,0.05202576371086146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595572319907932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072925846395536,0.0,0.0,0.046305639785454565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489190952323721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033313697886055,0.05718123179710876,0.06023128249057279,0.0,0.0,0.04346310511591856,0.167677696957566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502600013267648,0.0,0.17766748358247228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543490673955704,0.0519285027367042,0.0,0.0,0.11764348261389992,0.1212926811315846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667004774513555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04212926955868379 anxiety,davidlk89,2018/01/18,"Freaking out, need help Yesterday was my first every full blown panic attack. Heart pounding, lost sense of who I was- and other aspects of my life, thought I was going insane. Am I going crazy? This went up and down all day at work and I found it very hard to control. Lately i've been eating extremely unhealthy everyday, drinking caffeine, doing nitrous, and smoking weed. When I have these attacks I experience ego death, become very forgetful and feel like i'm loosing touch with reality. The uncomfortable on-edge-like feeling hasn't gone away, the whole out of touch with reality and confusion goes up and down in waves all day long. I'm at work right now and i'm finding it very scary to cope with. If anyone could give me any helpful tips that would be really great. All I care about at the moment is going back to normal so I can get on with my job and my life. (I'm 20 years old) ",4.291790450928385,5.74460182183908,5.0242528735632215,82.88064986737403,71.01149425287359,7.652696728558798,27.177718832891244,8.139509932561175,1.7268732095490722,703,24,135,10,13,227,119,174,0.203,0.708,0.08900000000000001,-0.9644,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,5,9,2,2,3,0,13,5,1,1,3,31,31,12,1,5,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,15,2,1,5,1,0,5,1,6,0,1,9,5,13,3,23,19,5,32,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,2,14,79,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236687744620817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949732523171587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090451729563759,0.1276137438685972,0.10444242030272054,0.0,0.0,0.15001002232276384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848446860487632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234129877235222,0.10844664247903822,0.0,0.0,0.17519409059120608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305854807021655,0.0,0.138984719197948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443993189221907,0.0,0.0,0.13286466740146105,0.0,0.0,0.13735621611254567,0.09703468859131023,0.0,0.0,0.12414322877360501,0.11553420137283014,0.0,0.1489270686022256,0.0,0.0,0.07096389368788619,0.13029743723229978,0.23158049104588896,0.0,0.0,0.14974951961519353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167412809482775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095540456901172,0.18208367348344334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478713437438158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532185395437059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19187696259600906,0.06635811054772399,0.0,0.0,0.1202024382448926,0.0,0.0,0.1482709903885049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071384650728417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330814191117097,0.0,0.0,0.14252737150995504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936347694283345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701412211723915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599533971372245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783130223389142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362139893180594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259127985925573,0.0,0.15164576456247958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776704707215848,0.0,0.0,0.09648745721575634,0.0,0.0,0.0874680019157856 anxiety,Itmeansnothing123,2018/01/18,"Not sure of the right place to post this. Does anybody else feel like they're tripping balls as they fall asleep? Let me preface this with saying I am a 19 y/o male. I've smoked a decent amount of pot in the past, drank a good bit, ate 3.5g of mushrooms once. Lately I have been doing nothing of the sort though. I go to bed sober just about every night and spend most of my time sober. I have been dealing with some intense anxiety and depression lately, however I'm at least ""managing"". Also, the experiences I'm explaining in this post only happen when I'm falling asleep. I'm clear headed throughout the day and wake up fine in the morning. Anyways, when I lay down to go to sleep, as I'm fading into my slumber I often wake up with a little jolt of adrenaline right before I'm out for the night. This naturally wakes me up a bit and gets me kind of anxious and unsettled. I'll feel full of energy like I have a fight or flight response going on, but I'm still sleepy and out of it. I'm often confused during this state as well, feeling like I'm in a half dream world. When my eyes are closed I see intense closed eye visuals of geometric patterns all moving about, I often see vivid faces and figures with strong detail. Occasionally I'll get some auditory hallucinations, but they are infrequent and small. Like maybe a familiar voice saying one word or something of the sorts. When I open my eyes I often see patterns on my wall and bed, sometimes I see things on the walls like spiders or other objects that simply aren't there, like vents or electrical boxes. Now I've hallucinated spiders in the middle of the night before in years past, but this panic-trip feeling is almost every night now and everything is becoming much more deceiving. The weird dream state that I wake up in makes it hard for me to realize what is real and what isn't in terms of emotion, and I'm always stressed the hell out during it. I don't know how long I stay in this state, but it feels like it's usually not more than 5-10 minutes until I fall asleep for good. But again, it's hard to tell because I'm always so out of it. I'm posting this because it's making me dread going to sleep. I really don't like that it's making it difficult for me to sleep and causing unnecessary stress in my life.",6.705702614379085,5.838489224400876,7.139338235294119,77.94077205882354,65.25272331154684,10.00294117647059,31.76116557734205,9.188382445141503,2.528015904139433,1810,58,361,27,24,594,226,459,0.095,0.7929999999999999,0.112,0.6795,1,0,2,0,1,0,45.0,0,0,2,1,22,24,2,4,21,0,17,18,15,5,3,68,52,34,0,0,12,0,7,8,0,0,1,3,2,1,25,25,2,0,9,3,1,9,6,9,1,2,4,18,31,15,61,47,13,77,1,1,8,0,9,37,1,16,32,210,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006105854535568,0.0,0.0,0.06393812824457991,0.133054067054415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06116358034080738,0.0903237692694904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747682164398687,0.08830145202571063,0.1360676815066222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745752350861554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213342497084246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051562863420692426,0.08242770099622372,0.06886312498081952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996712789383737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679020372335001,0.08993600216499648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472716021685335,0.0,0.07185631220819072,0.07820906145336781,0.0,0.0,0.20213238321834728,0.1713546288468578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354394935767731,0.0,0.1817557991885896,0.1341210270749082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070188969821181,0.0,0.14324379155972186,0.0,0.08205451466157777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325841138289955,0.04393990125267009,0.0,0.1803802080618039,0.0,0.0,0.08175703089759724,0.05647294142472601,0.31248672185058285,0.08013358834753039,0.0,0.07075560465698404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010710156056202,0.0,0.08032321209228327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849770443213626,0.05877441829399059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001206911471873,0.0,0.0767167515174791,0.0,0.0,0.08514699340811928,0.05417800425692902,0.06080761493259116,0.0,0.09380724164976434,0.0,0.0,0.15264775724527074,0.0,0.0,0.08353353214770834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971769560632674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100365219298226,0.051219733259974067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655830145667505,0.0,0.1271631582844514,0.0,0.0,0.2548477335603244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400312586086164,0.0,0.0,0.06155147817298265,0.07907524358721278,0.0,0.0,0.08521891741754099,0.06385031246323783,0.0,0.18317104656425853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535445344337155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988216521267136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053117007047754725,0.0,0.07855310084924963,0.0,0.04662104989363877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880565799232864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188706005310533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051486903710562734 anxiety,gellimary,2018/01/18,"Graduate Student having Horrible anxiety for the first time. Hi everyone. First time posting here so if I break any rules please let me know. As the title explains I am a graduate student who is having horrible anxiety for the first time. I am in my last year of school which is strictly rotations. I am currently at a site that is involved with ambulatory care. I had very little background in this area before starting and it was clear by the second day that I was seriously lacking in the clinical knowledge needed. I have never had anxiety like this before. I can't sleep, I constantly have nausea, I have no appetite, and when I force myself to eat I have diarrhea. I have never had these symptoms before. Luckily my preceptor is a very kind individual who is working hard with me to catch me up to speed. He is going above and beyond and I am really grateful. I have made improvement which has lessened my anxiety somewhat but none the less is still there. Just a couple days ago I tried to be proactive and answer a clinical question from a doctor which I involved a different preceptor in. This went horribly as the other preceptor was not helpful at all and caused me to upset the doctor which caused me a great deal of anxiety. Then I found out that preceptor texted my primary preceptor about the incident which has caused me more anxiety. When we talked about it together he wasn't mad but I could tell he wasn't pleased either. He did tell me he was happy that I was trying to be proactive though. I am also anxious about my next to rotations which multiple graduates have told me are extremely intensive sites. I am trying desperately to work with my current preceptor to prepare but I feel like its not going to be enough. I am so afraid I am going to fail and get kicked out of school and be left with over $150,000 in debt with nothing to show for it. I feel like I have no one that I can talk to about this because all my other class mates are at different locations. And when I try to speak to my local friends none of them really understand. I honestly don't know how I made it this far. Any advise would be greatly appreciated. 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I’m a bookbinder & graphic designer and thought it would be interesting to hear other thoughts and maybe make it into a little zine for an upcoming project! I want to help illustrate how constricting and scary anxiety can be. For me... Imagine you’re walking down stairs and you miss a step, your heart jumps up into your throat, but imagine that feeling staying with you all day. 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Just lost my job. Have no skills or education. Anxiety/depression has been snowballing for years, and I’m petrified. This is more of a rant than anything else, but if anyone would like to chime in I would appreciate it, lol. As the title states, my life at the moment is falling apart. I’m a convicted felon, (ran from the cops in my car when I was drunk), I live in New Jersey which is ridiculously expensive, and I have no idea what to do with my life to support myself. I’m considering going back to school to do something with my life, but that will take years, and in the meantime what do I do? I managed a small restaurant for the last few years but don’t want to go back to that and don’t know where to turn. My thoughts are starting to scare me and everyone just acts like it’ll be alright but I don’t see how this ends well.",4.2935207566999445,4.613775052023122,5.003751970572782,87.20014188124017,70.15606936416185,8.60304781923279,27.866001050972148,8.575989854853784,1.6689352601156069,656,21,147,10,11,212,105,173,0.107,0.7609999999999999,0.132,0.7551,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,8,8,1,1,8,2,21,4,0,1,0,22,37,14,0,4,8,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,3,1,1,6,5,3,1,0,5,1,15,5,22,27,2,26,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,2,13,97,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015694250504297,0.0,0.14141252523120232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642740263225508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480085199405053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355316001664573,0.0,0.15220229935599827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420378982828335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19532519643858515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399034901974646,0.0,0.0,0.17052811776264748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444067129615552,0.14007535520718267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36413435257063786,0.1679080684148713,0.0,0.1517409231364303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18758743575277775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659674840967625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17204528138387673,0.1739147553899172,0.13693698864581702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229349070450885,0.0,0.0,0.12163168517150265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500592150603324,0.0,0.0,0.12920489542954705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364245118140567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869163379427007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135772477691923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450790774159426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24414532652656815,0.0,0.0,0.3319846616012085 anxiety,SakeM99,2018/01/18,"Feeling like you don't fit in your enviroment I live in an european country in a rather conservative city (lots of old culture / traditions), and when I go outside and look at my surroundings and people, I feel often so out of place, it's getting eerie / scary and I feel out of place and want to get home. I was always much into the Internet and its ""culture"", jokes and memes and nerdy things, yet these things are not respresented here at all. I'm rather lonely and there is a certain longing to connect to people in real life but social groups here are usually very demanding/tight revolve around sports or traditions and I have a big fear of not connecting to others in these groups. I'm very moderate in my worldviews and not a flashy person so I rarely attract the attention of people in a group. I feel kinda lost, even though I'm well in my thirties. ",5.509454545454545,6.494459339393941,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.72727272727272,9.151515151515152,30.75757575757576,9.339509955726095,2.68439393939394,681,26,127,13,11,220,103,165,0.12,0.8190000000000001,0.062,-0.8537,0,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,14,8,0,1,8,0,6,1,0,0,2,35,19,17,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,15,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,5,13,5,23,17,3,25,0,2,1,0,9,19,0,4,6,89,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794781680251356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475853134336745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095005529745277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865561309840508,0.335306951074636,0.11843805289951208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323341820491805,0.0,0.09422040319522136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629757933783407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710005038434765,0.08099500829507307,0.0,0.14639269505227295,0.14671601409945528,0.1392190750734174,0.0,0.1809757691608589,0.14094592529113315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187230149346542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396525522560585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34480687362971146,0.14475855333015594,0.34642363498340223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887015619889782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899866448462966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028263606026627,0.0,0.16288459278422476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18259062987598226,0.2735827831640981,0.09778529211344572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906215511054546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RippleInAWaterbottle,2018/01/18,"I don't know what to say other than my brain is being very unhelpful. I've been sleeping badly. I don't sleep well and it messes with me during my working hours. I can't keep my temper in check. I feel that my chest is tightening every time I breathe out. I find myself flicking to /r/watchpeopledie absentmindedly just to see if I feel _something_. I hate my job. I know it's a cliche. But I _hate_ it. I'm the primary breadwinner and literally the only thing that keeps this family afloat. And it's killing me and I'm killing me because I'm eating crap and not doing anything to make it better. My job is literally a hindrance to human evolution. All I do is talk unimaginative and incurious morons through installing email on devices I can't afford. Every day, 30-50 calls, saying the same things over and over, begging the people that phoned _ME_ to _please listen to the words I'm saying_ and to _do the things I ask_. But I need to spend the first 10 minutes of each call _proving_ to these troglodytes that I know what I'm doing. I make nothing. I change nothing. I often speak to the same people several times a day, because they screw things up after the call ends. At the end of the day when I leave, all I have done is log a fuck-ton of calls we don't even charge for. I am Sisyphus. And if I stop pushing this rock for one second, my family loses everything. I need to get out. But I'm useless. I can't think straight. And all I want is a connection to _someone_. My messages to my friends go unanswered, my attempts at finding middle-ground with my co-workers fall flat, talks with my SO just end with ""It's going to be okay."" And I don't think it will. I can't see how. I get so angry when she says that. But I can't let her know. She's barely holding on as it is. She has three degrees and can't find a job. I have no degree and I make almost double the country average. The situation would be comical if it wasn't making my life hell. I keep thinking about self-destructing. Ramming my car into a storefront. Causing a scene in a shopping mall. Hurting people. Killing myself in a public and messy display. But I'm too much of a coward, won't ever do it. So I'm stuck waking up at 6am and putting on my flesh-suit and just bumping my way through awkward interaction to awkward interaction. And I envy people. All the time. I covet their lives and their bodies and their possessions. I sit and stare and lust after things I can't have because I'm too much of a chickenshit to do anything to change. So I sit and stew and fester. I'm in pain, physically and mentally. And all I want is to get obliterated. I want to get drunk that I can get some sleep. I want to get so stoned I can't feel my face. But I can't. I need to go to work and deal with the masses of people that somehow, _somehow_ have wormed their way into their jobs without knowing how to Google something. I'm angry. I'm sad. All and all I wish my stomach would stop being so goddamned knotted.",1.3878901461574742,3.604503140264029,3.174299858557287,89.43701320132016,81.95379537953795,5.62979726544083,23.150400754361147,6.868970318607317,0.7603509665252237,2317,82,480,27,63,771,267,606,0.155,0.816,0.028,-0.9969,5,0,2,0,0,1,76.0,1,0,6,6,23,23,10,2,27,1,46,17,11,7,9,106,100,47,3,13,14,0,3,0,1,4,2,6,0,1,28,38,2,6,15,5,3,7,18,19,1,4,4,12,80,4,63,87,14,49,1,4,3,2,33,20,3,8,18,321,108,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478509258436807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648088210699724,0.0,0.06048332802832211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401961992087161,0.11831678901905973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721958565970193,0.0,0.07186421754595937,0.0,0.07222368620121415,0.2642530833986132,0.0,0.0,0.06646204331651256,0.13688252436820714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517339670442565,0.06670017031478208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620789448633915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620158375323346,0.0,0.0,0.17190805836657244,0.0,0.0,0.04273201725044248,0.0585224950733972,0.1090206862969858,0.0,0.058145844231395585,0.0,0.12198188654310055,0.0,0.0981388360261138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773967326295963,0.05503156859750148,0.0,0.0,0.04998504458216936,0.05981169639822127,0.2028103022495518,0.0,0.11030705650276768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775056054525658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371389883784577,0.0,0.06925989625562401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568087144151513,0.17251804406628551,0.21473423564634095,0.0,0.1777799733430677,0.0,0.0,0.06850519657821097,0.0,0.06615746671802075,0.04569768130956975,0.0,0.0,0.057128982460642914,0.0,0.0,0.07237983271311328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274404621467154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651997541623799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512005461710052,0.14391688920491147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415778507390615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04384062721120547,0.04920528200374446,0.0688425866095364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426512731011047,0.0,0.0,0.07101830817056516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503874851491566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20579985157482625,0.0,0.0,0.10311089007315992,0.0,0.06749348984882111,0.07308963759676004,0.0,0.0,0.07272257933961518,0.19423234709408785,0.0,0.05481789030355653,0.09961442640387654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817983336440457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400262601642536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149103622857947,0.12436642931155867,0.0,0.0,0.11317670870022645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533821240716101,0.1526407922489066,0.10270755673198867,0.0,0.0,0.05817072526614276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439880790389057,0.06236597717089187,0.0,0.1413014157879861,0.0,0.0,0.09191834205755954,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Obvious-alt-a,2018/01/18,"Do I need help? I'll give you a quick overview of me: I am 17, male and in high school. I go out with people, talk with people and have friends in general. I am part of some clubs and internet communities. I am quite confident in conversations and make jokes. But I often think people don't like me and think back to awkward moments about how stupid I was and what people think of me, for example: I'm not really part of any group am I. I get stressed out about all the things I have to do. Even though I am doing really great at school I still feel like I messed up everything I hand in for no reason. I also feel watched and worry about things like how to sit sometimes in class, like: where do I put my arms? When I am thinking about stuff like having no real or close friends I feel stressed. I can usually calm down. I don't feel trapped in my thoughts. But I do think too much about stuff like that. I read John Green's turtles all the way down and don't really think I suffer from anxiety, not that serious anyway. Therapy appeals to me. Someone to talk to, who can help me figure out what I mean. But it is really difficult. I'd have to figure out how to explain to my parents for one. And I don't think I really need it. I can also work on myself right? I'm doing some meditation and it calmed me down when I needed it the other day. Any input would be appreciated. I feel like something is wrong. I can't quite communicate it clearly, but I tried my best. If anything, putting it down here helped me define it better. If anyone is reading this, thanks for listening.",2.1913038793103468,4.118526031249999,3.684698275862072,88.29875000000004,77.75,7.038793103448278,22.90948275862069,7.990435384864732,1.1129030172413796,1230,38,261,21,29,406,159,320,0.095,0.767,0.138,0.9627,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,5,22,25,1,3,4,0,30,2,2,5,3,60,56,25,0,6,9,1,6,7,2,1,0,1,0,1,18,17,0,0,18,4,0,3,9,9,0,1,2,9,44,16,42,52,8,34,0,1,2,0,16,21,0,6,15,185,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356081943049539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531607351887754,0.0,0.0648617883801281,0.0,0.0,0.05928501021868191,0.0,0.06977243951617346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651959346852017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897867816465083,0.07498717141674971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468057162172092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05600098402668385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762010479153477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435415964902507,0.12114363495716805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101238197174794,0.0,0.04429768445113782,0.08133537295309985,0.04818638035143732,0.0,0.0,0.0934779170348102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049272578987154,0.08958207291479202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899583636605059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056595950736870425,0.0,0.0,0.0923578499677714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232816751910283,0.18860535804568931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057453834902893484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414587948966537,0.18363201932552425,0.0,0.2351223952500051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704686158555543,0.0,0.1803627262087737,0.16961979878726444,0.09650611683407018,0.2715834718212633,0.08717511082240884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240759616489509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161784971414487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183971169145283,0.06527314015128785,0.08385646633310173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771097165861102,0.0,0.1942463406068929,0.0,0.19412155638004988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629708525446926,0.0,0.07806043652958684,0.09696127211536974,0.0,0.11265737065488997,0.38029639979783,0.0833027526429404,0.06731137134781533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057564776774144275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933808521449718,0.0,0.0,0.06729993824370957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172591293092524,0.08610526829625599,0.0,0.060230220061414874,0.09270122503785393,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yousuf-R,2018/01/18,"Should I talk to this person? A classmate of mine noticed that I haven’t been feeling very well. We don’t know each other well but he offered to listen if I wanted to talk. The problem is that I have social anxiety and depression and don’t know if I should tell him because I feel that it would be too much for him to take in and that I would be a burden. He probably thinks that something bad happened that made me feel like this, not knowing how serious the situation is. 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My anxiety has been pretty balanced for a few months but it's acting up again knowing that he'll be away. I would love some tips for coping while I'm home by myself.,2.125,4.0488721060606085,3.8969696969696974,86.71545454545458,77.93939393939394,6.824242424242425,21.60606060606061,7.793537801064563,0.9857151515151524,253,7,51,4,6,85,47,66,0.061,0.7929999999999999,0.146,0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,6,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,10,8,3,15,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,8,38,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4960176357228371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091850510804176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283192232220362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448676928901661,0.0,0.2167964756558304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187796496531727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506618031379785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450265456370073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988238022774545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803716928719726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353287916784286,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tohereknows_when,2018/01/18,"very odd stomach/anxiety connection Hey all, every once in a while I experience this insanely weird sensation, usually after eating something that doesn't sit well. Most of the time I'll eat it, it'll make me feel a little uneasy before I go to bed, and then I'll wake up in the middle of the night experiencing it. Sometimes there will be panic thrown in there with it, sometimes not, but I'm going to tell you how it felt last night (no panic), because I can't find anything about this anywhere online and it always confuses me/leaves me feeling weird. So last night I went out and had a burrito for dinner. I've eaten at this particular place many times before, and usually get the same thing each time. Later on I began to feel really weird, I couldn't tell if I was hungry again, or if I wasn't feeling well. It was a really weird sensation, but I began to gag as if I were going to throw up, so I decided I'd lie down and try to sleep it off. A couple of hours later I woke up with the weird ""anxiety"". Basically my head feels very spacey, and I keep thinking the same thought over and over. It's very hard for me to change what ever that thought is at the time, and although this is a pretty abstract explanation, it feels as if it is moving in a circle in my head as it replays itself. The thought ending and replaying sort of makes it feel like my short term memory is nearly gone. Every time this has happened to me over the last six years (I want to say that it has happened about 4-5 times), my stomach has been involved in some way, and at times I've thrown up and gone into extreme panic attacks during it to the point where I couldn't feel my arms/hands. So I guess I was hoping someone would know a little something about this. I'm currently forcing myself to eat because I know I'll feel worse if I don't, and get through the day so that tomorrow I'll hopefully feel 100%",8.096716326217173,5.683778180156661,8.416313930271851,74.8491091998157,63.54308093994778,11.413853478728305,34.80095223467978,9.773937934552695,3.075651328520965,1485,47,301,23,17,494,188,383,0.106,0.84,0.054000000000000006,-0.9346,1,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,0,15,15,1,4,19,0,23,10,5,3,2,64,63,31,0,11,9,0,12,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,28,17,5,1,19,0,0,8,8,10,2,1,18,14,30,5,49,39,7,70,0,0,0,0,6,29,0,13,32,192,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385021831599882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740514346401858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314691188610984,0.0,0.0,0.08729789394564065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355469517775586,0.0,0.13059279377602973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117615607599718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490655095445622,0.0,0.049488154090965034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23555921926636506,0.0,0.0,0.06796502057072289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941179987674549,0.12930621037570447,0.0,0.0,0.07506220228570161,0.0,0.0,0.3879985657844304,0.054819972579789836,0.07367826970140888,0.0,0.07013500528660488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018243295467073,0.0,0.13083193601640308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453298343296041,0.0,0.13571418574490535,0.0,0.06874008112626259,0.0,0.1575058558055921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243165432210776,0.07556917028149933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820618256756449,0.0,0.0,0.0843438265323832,0.1876494199835943,0.0,0.08125198676919397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748916860025523,0.15381858589385874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024433010820365,0.07779791757589498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815578651879664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160336629513856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817209761177147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700982987544249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017243489680616,0.0,0.07254000416402963,0.0,0.0,0.0780677556703044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831766057625528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102327871641499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679108001790104,0.0,0.06501787776894546,0.11814972382347695,0.1517870645583332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341407024679358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097976441268128,0.0491691140414337,0.0,0.1827586335625444,0.31321627302512345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520984777357234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902698209029973,0.1899448737655695,0.045260681859689,0.06090919709394783,0.0,0.0,0.13798915223264607,0.07113472786377073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820019573761168,0.0545108129438063,0.0,0.0,0.0494152507339708 anxiety,bluntbangs,2018/01/18,"fear and psychologist's confusing answer For a while I've been getting more and more catastrophe thoughts, they started with things outside (someone will get hurt, the building will collapse and hurt us, etc.) but in the last few months they've turned inside (my breathing / heart will stop). I went to see a psychologist today for the first time (although I had CBT for depression a decade ago) and she said that these fears were just language my brain was using to signal that it felt there was a threat but had nothing to latch on to. That makes sense I guess. But then she said that I can only reduce my level of fear by sitting out the fear, exposing myself to the thing I'm scared of to see that it's not dangerous. But if my fears are simply expressions of an inarticulable generalised fear, surely this will just cause the specific fears to fade and new ones to arise in their place until I address the underlying problem, right? So how do I do that, without having a firm fear to actually face down?",9.006713450292395,7.616853800000001,8.107543859649121,74.53669590643277,61.0,11.181286549707599,35.847953216374265,9.994966539143718,3.30851461988304,802,28,150,13,9,249,122,190,0.276,0.6920000000000001,0.032,-0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,2,1,5,17,2,10,13,0,15,4,4,4,1,28,30,16,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,12,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,16,0,2,11,5,16,1,25,15,4,24,0,3,2,0,8,9,0,3,13,106,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.08793788885422818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988028224376972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059659631224503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257150518420594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761472425417071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050050079416886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8112229564686662,0.0,0.0,0.08652320176687632,0.0,0.0,0.07665059458761621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416128870577084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927030603687192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678506724162462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293697651610175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345462324453121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601515375232571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192782748043078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703229056345302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646644363530323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106331744622475,0.068535464617114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414954760515326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622655911155927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695653453956583,0.17143736668651596,0.0,0.090219448712874,0.0,0.14361776765572473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635297326409662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378288026223779,0.0,0.0,0.0753390168688316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493101535778466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197349628372692,0.0,0.0,0.07154014424449437,0.05254597337751612,0.0,0.08541716998079367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801773596448124,0.0,0.0,0.1083955830284806,0.07782923001172183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353622359118977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686630881176807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wildeaboutoscar,2018/01/18,"How do you stop thinking you're boring? Anyone worked out how to stop comparing yourself to others and thinking you're boring? Being quiet and introverted is who I am but I can't stop feeling like I'm boring and I'm worried it's going to cause trouble in my relationship.",2.3461111111111137,4.975555092592593,4.527407407407409,78.63333333333334,81.40740740740742,5.822222222222222,25.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6259111111111113,221,9,37,3,6,76,37,54,0.392,0.608,0.0,-0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,14,11,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,23,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190171032818666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27939293409238297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751857941516146,0.19429877885010768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456948873626503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287309964508773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919990423470724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6821490781445032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348540809701692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980008196076868,0.2762035081486303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Smokinghot19,2018/01/18,Hot and itchy feeling when stressed Does anybody else get this sudden hot and itchy feeling when you get in a stressful situation? I have had anxiety all my life but I am just starting to get this feeling over the last couple months just wondering if anyone can relate ,7.438933333333331,8.06010956,6.722000000000001,76.55433333333336,63.4,9.066666666666668,36.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.2468666666666675,218,10,37,3,3,67,39,50,0.161,0.757,0.08199999999999999,-0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,1,11,12,6,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,3,11,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781344904454605,0.0,0.0,0.16252515397578324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571868016381297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340693368866733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19417104787296327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525809577207017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36431576681704586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946694380397053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417692418377805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552876653943065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612686038446443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645199016278463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5325109382610745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252067699888281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Alexanderismyname,2018/01/18,"My anxiety is back! My depression has made me feel numb for a long time now. Sadly my anxiety is back in full force in it’s place. The reason is probably because a lot of stuff is happening in school and life as a whole but I can’t even enjoy my free time. I haven’t felt this way in a while, I just feel uncomfortable with existing in a weird way, it’s like I’m on a edge of a cliff all the time, I can’t relax. Everyday I feel like I’m going to blow up, I just want to relax. I’m also getting extremely tense around my neck. Thanks for reading, I just needed to vent.",1.520887096774196,2.724530604838709,3.9008387096774193,89.18125806451616,77.62903225806451,7.863225806451613,22.07741935483871,8.548686976883017,1.115296129032259,441,12,104,9,10,154,75,124,0.133,0.6509999999999999,0.21600000000000005,0.9423,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,9,0,8,3,1,2,1,17,22,5,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,5,3,1,1,3,4,0,0,2,4,13,8,17,20,4,22,0,2,0,0,0,10,0,1,11,66,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416512803698089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27100885512742495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768379181458628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724050023790601,0.0,0.10797717239572724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256233004640954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169930936696972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868766734196936,0.1265421391995389,0.1700731580441187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254343002032324,0.0,0.1006674044758422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663600851758885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511258428557112,0.1730741322273995,0.0,0.0,0.15675501094843872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059010563885972,0.0,0.16760526075365784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313400987735747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18506378130546136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097675045344176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717853849048446,0.0,0.0,0.18211976241797204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179265628238175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277216395034325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307806231497388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30985883967498673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447621979049096,0.28119605809638826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19775999415124915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ItsallLegos,2018/01/18,"Wife having complicated pregnancy, I’m going to school and working, she is on bed rest for at least a month Hi everyone. I’m having an awful panic attack and I am just trying to keep it all together right now. I need to be strong for my family, and I feel weak. Like the title states, my wife is having complications in this pregnancy. She is bleeding a lot and has been put on bed rest by the doctors for at least a month. We have a son who is almost 2 and has some mild mental problems, and is a handful to watch. I can put him into daycare while I work, but it puts our budget in the negative. I am going to see if the daycare can work out something where we pay hourly so that if I have work or school they can watch him. My wife can’t work with this issue, and my job has been so slow for the past month that I haven’t brought virtually anything in terms of income except for my VA disability and GI Bill for going to school full time. Work should start picking back up, and I’ve thought about taking up another job, but if the schedules conflict that could be a huge problem. I need the current job that I have because it’s a perfect fit for the process operations career that I’m going into, which is very competitive, and I’m getting looked at by multiple companies at the moment. This new career could be a huge break for us. I hope we can make it. It’s going to take a lot of initiative. I’m just so afraid of losing the house, not providing for my wife and my child, but most of all, losing this baby. My wife is high risk and says she doesn’t know if she can take losing another baby if this one doesn’t make it, after so many miscarriages. Thanks for reading. It feels good to get this out there and type it out. 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Little victories. I started therapy about six months ago to work out some specific problems, and it developed into overall GAD treatment. Platonically, I *love* my therapist. I'm very lucky to have found her. Sessions are at her house (which is very relaxing) rather than a sterile office building, she is very flexible with her hours and can often meet same-day as a call, and she even makes efforts outside of our hours to send me relevant material and support information. Anyway, as our sessions kept going on, I kept getting worried that I was starting to use her as a crutch. Some session would just be me ranting for an hour and her nodding her head, mostly because I have no one else to talk to about these things. Going back to the fact that she can usually meet same-day: I started to develop a bad habit of calling her on days where I was on the edge of an anxiety attack just to see her, thinking that it would alleviate the pain. And it usually did, but not for the right reasons. So I told her about this, and we started to shape my treatment towards a way for me to handle my anxiety on my own, without the need to constantly vent my issues. And I think it's been working! This is usually a particularly hard time of year for me, but things have been going relatively well. Admittedly I'm feeling pretty on-edge today, and I'm tempted to call her, but I know I don't need to. This will pass. Just wanted to share my first little victory of 2018.",5.76498139287613,6.4989252996633065,6.478032961190858,76.45985645933015,67.04713804713805,9.4849548112706,34.48679780258728,9.549672527348893,3.270485521885522,1222,56,225,24,19,402,162,297,0.059,0.882,0.06,0.518,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,3,0,0,5,14,10,1,0,15,0,19,3,1,4,1,49,50,16,0,8,10,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,15,13,0,2,8,1,0,5,5,4,1,4,10,3,38,6,44,36,4,42,0,0,1,1,29,13,0,5,23,164,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878871519765394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359892928013825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111634388791554,0.0,0.06834493214561126,0.07421293168108012,0.05418176946979756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630346909789887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605009165900197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196501477651258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424968028186835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058705860601150565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044941515347788806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120632268836426,0.0,0.09745475419625804,0.0,0.0,0.046437285585966236,0.0,0.1515414225455894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962100078123907,0.0,0.09121878867957503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26259321493826643,0.1025581353259905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09276993359616194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04884733744998347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781666466923168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021966357612416,0.08410249498661024,0.05932956451202996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188986205250054,0.0,0.0,0.1977150946630604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022888492822993,0.0,0.09457693675531384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042516001396003,0.0,0.08504826995455679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913857138901642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590492061523954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082761274314528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352428154869083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145564240829576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086247717023544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144015258267078,0.0,0.0,0.1016445518493542,0.2063981898730991,0.118098780089414,0.1139042609017264,0.0,0.0,0.1036558613699071,0.0,0.08424994115655181,0.08493075940931852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676569067111083,0.293673587211999,0.22001139211199885,0.05242502957030836,0.07055056016727662,0.0,0.0,0.07991577997658518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135855490234342,0.0,0.12941461308162064,0.09026419741510394,0.0,0.12627874185986598,0.0,0.0,0.057237228307422186 anxiety,FJ98119,2018/01/18,"The worst part of my anxiety is the guilt i feel about my reactions and interactions with people I love I've struggled with a mix of depression, anxiety, panic and ADHD over the course of the past 7 or 8 years. I see a nuerologist who specializes in ADHD, a psychiatrist who prescribed me mirtrazipine (antidepressant) and a therapist. Over the past few months, I have been home from school (mech engineering major), as I needed to take a break in order to help myself, and overall, it has helped immensely. &nbsp; One of the things I still struggle with is irritability. A mix of my antidepressant making me feel a bit foggy, my innate anxiety and ADHD medication, tend to make it hard for me to be around people sometimes. I'm sure many of you can relate. I just need some alone time at some point every day, and when it feels as if that time won't come, I lose all hope. The point being that it can be really hard to connect with my family on an emotional level, or just a daily enjoyment level when I've been in my head a lot, and tend to have at least one anxious though rattling around in my head somewhere. I feel a lot of guilt about my parents or my sister thinking that I truly dislike them, or that I really don't want to be around them, when that is far from the truth. I talk to them sometimes about this (they are very good about listening to me), and apologize, saying that my irritability has nothing to do with them, but I often can't help but feel as if they think I truly wan't nothing to do with them. And I really doubt they feel this way in actuality but the guilt is still there. &nbsp; Sorry if you didn't want to hear somewhat of a rant, but I needed to write about this somewhere, and figured this'd be a decent place.",9.768131545873482,6.728031504398827,9.688757855048175,68.98170821114371,60.935483870967744,13.144616673648931,36.967113531629664,11.35114627814755,3.9182474235441984,1377,43,267,29,14,456,164,341,0.123,0.795,0.08199999999999999,-0.7225,1,1,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,2,8,1,18,17,0,7,22,0,24,4,2,2,3,61,49,28,0,9,13,2,8,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,16,20,0,0,9,0,0,1,4,10,0,2,3,12,41,7,51,40,12,35,0,2,1,1,25,19,0,15,12,197,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0866142198465485,0.0,0.3200067041057512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192568721193252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923367694118186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369703583798046,0.10027036766754673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370381659833376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689987004146182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645646519297547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572410486741138,0.0,0.07644644279582058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983989902732668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478176563603331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367238513301815,0.0,0.26926983070004223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444532488798951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590180277234988,0.0,0.18218097894808827,0.0,0.1000358104876678,0.0,0.17847623252796624,0.0,0.08903070433545945,0.0881559224101312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992965990322698,0.0,0.15091638798169496,0.08010683463754963,0.0,0.1184922349860756,0.08998586567850017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894135371671263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084514699689767,0.0,0.0,0.1974370084273854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032984657596215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028834603055386,0.0,0.0,0.10413744561563004,0.09855436237236584,0.09611539386470777,0.16945757319917118,0.1230661281669333,0.0,0.09273237873885734,0.0,0.16780847802653082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058039740861602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058328465514623,0.0,0.08982702079994226,0.07072799372193117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556627257735288,0.09935641418303283,0.0,0.0,0.14176322264131122,0.0,0.0,0.18557658487507345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365260676412123,0.0,0.06673436536873141,0.07133967202431171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305394543299304,0.0589663370910394,0.11374405458467468,0.08720349435462144,0.0,0.103510069424466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323398204634435,0.1047025875562827,0.07045133082044748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057156724158825924 anxiety,MeesterBacon,2018/01/18,"Advice: having a bought of creeping panicky feelings and sweating throughout the day Hi everyone, first, thanks for reading. As the title reads, I’m having creeping panicky feelings and shortness of breath, sweating throughout the day the last 2 days. I’m not sure what’s triggering it, I actually had a massive reduction in stress due to some changes at work recently. It’s making it hard to function at work because my brain is tripping over itself and I’m emotionally exhausting myself fighting back he anxiousness. I took some anxiety medicine but it doesn’t seem to be making a dent, unusually. Does anyone have any tips or tricks? I’m trying that take a deep breath and hold it thing currently ",6.1023809523809565,8.35699415873016,5.993841269841273,74.53171428571432,67.73015873015873,8.532063492063491,36.40952380952381,9.120678840339163,3.7252914285714285,568,30,88,11,10,178,88,126,0.136,0.848,0.016,-0.8037,1,0,0,0,2,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,1,6,2,1,8,0,7,6,5,3,1,17,20,7,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,2,1,2,2,4,0,1,3,3,4,2,11,16,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,9,50,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.1688368794086883,0.0,0.0,0.16906745162567324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176555734443756,0.0,0.1323553720417377,0.1954567737739087,0.0,0.12097553551878135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303722278358274,0.0,0.10546783659693856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931410410437478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302605867773655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33473949367691475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140587244043674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461766234362834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532246072969342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496233303201886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716577079131654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498671937544267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102964635989496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309766135936306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461219947029888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17083062745640235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750560901762042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19818715549514604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306381452697655,0.0,0.1300851294179825,0.0,0.0,0.15928820923135814,0.0,0.0,0.11494293156770387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222511695080088,0.11746526940931075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519127632654517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SpacePotatoes77,2018/01/18,"Boys don't really talk to me I'm in high school, and a lot of boys barely approach me. I do have like two guys friends, but one of them can be moody and sorta rude to me and the other is nice, but I'm sorta his last resort (he doesn't really talk to me all that much). Boys don't really wanna date me and I feel so lonely, it makes me so sad. The boys are cool, I just don't know what I'm doing wrong. I feel like a terrible person because they don't really seem to care about me. I still like them though. 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I have just recently, under the supervision of my doctor, weaned off my paroxetine. It helped with my paranoia and anger, but did not help with my anxiety or depression. So, I asked me doctor to take me off of it because they weight gain was bumming me out pretty bad and it wasn't helping significantly. Anyways, I have been on 30 mg since December of 2016, and he told me to half my dosage every day for a week, then for another week take half a dosage every other week, and then stop. My withdrawal symptoms weren't bad, things I could deal with - the bowel troubles, vivid dreams, all that was fine, but, then the God-awful brain zaps began. THEY ARE CONSTANT it seems. I am on day 3 of absolutely no medication. The brain zaps themselves wouldn't be so unbearable if they didn't make me feel nauseous, like car-sick nauseous. I feel car-sick all the time. I have moments throughout the day where they will go away, but then they come back with a vengeance! I just picked up some Flax Seed Oil because I read that Omega-3's help significantly with the brain zaps. I just took my first dosage, nothing yet. But I'm hoping after a day or two it will really start helping. Does anyone have any advice on what I can do to make the process easier? I have no intentions of getting back on the medicine ever or any type of medicine like that. The brain zaps are awful, but I will not go back on it for anything. I'm too far in now to quit. Anyone else experience these? If you do/have, did you find anything that helped relieved the brain zaps? They're driving me insane! 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It started my junior year of high school. I would constantly think and play out situations that’s could never logically happen or were very unlikely to happen in my head. I would worry all day about those thoughts and it would eat at me to the point where I would be scared. Whether it was when I drove home from work and a car turned behind me and I bought they were following me. To thinking there’s someone or something behind my chair in my truck ready to grab me. These situations feel so realistic even when I know that they will not or cannot happen. I’ve just figured that I would be able to deal with it and that it would go away but this has been happening on almost a daily basis. 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I've had anxiety for ten years now and I don't have the money to go to a psychiatrist. I have a great support system and I've worked hard to improve my social skills and nervousness, but no matter what I do I'm always scared of having another panic attack, and my anxiety makes it near impossible to do day to day tasks. I'm tired of it and I just need a little more help since things are getting harder for me, especially lately. My insurance helps with normal doctor visits only, really. I haven't been to a doctor since I was young, not including urgent care visits, so I'm thinking I can just look up a family doctor near me? My boyfriend says they can't prescribe anxiety meds and I don't know for certain. Any help is appreciated. 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Hi everyone, I hope you're all well! I've recently started dating a great woman. Our second date,we got into some deep conversation which led her to telling me that she suffers with anxiety and is on medication for it, I don't know the ins and outs as I've never suffered or dated a person with it before, but I really appreciated her honesty and told her so. It's not a deal breaker for me as we all have our problems and she seems pretty on top of her's. At the moment we see each other around 1-2 times a week depending on our schedules but we message everyday via Whatsapp. Someday's she tells me she's having a bad day, she's not looking forward to something, or something up and coming is making her anxious. Now after much trawling of the internet.......I know what not to say. But what would be good things if any to say in these situations to try and ease her mind a little? I really like this woman a lot and I'm very open to learning more about anxiety and how to deal with people who suffer from it, especially as she also confided in me that her ex was not very understanding at all. I want to be understanding. So any good blogs/books or websites about being positive with an anxiety sufferer without coming across as a dick or like it's just being brushed off as nothing would be fantastically helpful!",6.403295597484274,6.243541354716983,7.552830188679246,72.37880503144656,65.64150943396226,10.387421383647801,34.270440251572325,10.047579312681364,3.4078855345911947,1069,44,197,22,15,365,156,265,0.111,0.711,0.17800000000000002,0.9665,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,6,0,0,1,10,13,0,0,12,0,13,2,1,4,4,59,29,25,0,6,14,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,3,15,23,0,0,6,0,0,4,7,6,1,1,3,5,28,7,41,19,8,36,0,4,2,1,35,19,1,10,17,146,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504013109063582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163705741034493,0.0,0.3636637388774822,0.1342607784690728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057970546104639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992304307649373,0.0,0.0,0.10112815813219014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474851692649848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664505410864263,0.2450475083729066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356128440790995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936273308548969,0.0950510307057364,0.1310267942819056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965915379533611,0.0,0.0,0.11803968654713705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130627970815438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612311708264635,0.11911369554297115,0.0,0.0,0.09979968701275876,0.0,0.0,0.10103758570699344,0.0,0.0,0.07932981638462587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972361710624482,0.0,0.0,0.11999935333278995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736459093811921,0.0,0.0916604242232458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140347758254407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239200950000575,0.1037706816192446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090787113401695,0.0,0.11371840826434948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227002407184148,0.0,0.11734488698348927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890202851579103,0.0,0.0,0.09470390622428752,0.10819182815537703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358651698730625,0.0,0.0,0.10069680009624224,0.1829850424149249,0.0,0.0,0.08411895003896683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077511595992888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895519389698087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929934946680444,0.0,0.0,0.11356128440790995,0.0,0.08068780738300857,0.0,0.0,0.2474432235462868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611878700858987,0.07009773295955797,0.0,0.09533011738201433,0.0,0.10685573379678512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456213110734514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884784992806587,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OzUnder,2018/01/18,"Does the world ever feel unreal/dreamlike to you? Something that's started happening to me recently is sometimes the world becomes so unreal that things like houses blow my mind(Don't even get me started on wheels). It's weird because these things in a normal state of mind are just their and barely have any impact on me but when I get into this kind of trance, everything becomes surreal. I googled this feeling and most of the results seem to be related to anxiety so I wanted to hear if others here experience it too.",5.940942562592047,7.583797144329902,6.236966126656848,75.0277319587629,67.24742268041237,9.25419734904271,33.444771723122244,9.606745405546679,3.4517081001472767,421,19,69,9,7,135,72,97,0.037000000000000005,0.924,0.04,0.07400000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,8,3,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,14,7,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,2,12,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,6,52,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534411178027655,0.0,0.14100451055778465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235993257795447,0.407134538398498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612999201294668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217418073205042,0.1667282468174821,0.0,0.0,0.16565518363945975,0.1803006032342785,0.0,0.0,0.18639574468838488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19259947870291946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16299381587633255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774235282369555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268085710955792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919412088280224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004957898317824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37222188027146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059474060634453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18199404105164124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16779826135528406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189875748818884,0.18229747109512248,0.0,0.2609256873504292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24490840919808016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871687738438722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Darkencypher,2018/01/18,"Called out due to weather and now I feel horrible So it snowed pretty hard around me yesterday. It has been below freezing for about a day and a half. My street is pretty frozen and I also go to work around 6:30 am. So I called out. Shouldn’t have done that. Now my anxiety is exploding. My job has stressed that it is our (employees) right to call out. If we need to we can. But of course my anxiety won’t let me think anything other than me getting fired. I’m technically still under probation but I have called out before (dog got hit by a car). I didn’t call out at my last job ever for this very reason. Why do I have to be this way. I HATE anxiety. 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Worth it? I have been reading a lot about weighted blankets and the comfort they provide. Any experiences? Is it worth it since it would be pretty price for my king bed,2.6108823529411747,5.615707735294117,2.6796470588235297,87.96241176470592,89.29411764705883,3.896470588235295,30.329411764705892,5.6839178017228535,1.4784305882352946,149,8,25,1,5,45,29,34,0.0,0.74,0.26,0.8343,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,18,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20231570458812045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910200013619316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529307408795319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30267268571498684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29758860197509995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610176811599244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7245694139653565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211341212675402,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Weezyf3893,2018/01/18,"Need to vent Every morning I feel like I have to force myself out of bed for work. I’m just so tired of all my time being spent busting my ass at my job, ending everyday physically and mentally exhausted and getting paid shit for it. I couldn’t even afford a one bedroom apartment let alone starting college to pursue a career. Throw anxiety and depression on top of that and it’s like I keep sliding down a slippery slope no matter how hard I try to fight my way back up. I’m just lost.",4.0532467532467535,5.092038191919193,5.301471861471863,82.24363636363638,71.12121212121212,8.08138528138528,29.294372294372288,8.418075326091056,2.117261471861472,387,15,76,6,7,129,75,99,0.268,0.66,0.07200000000000001,-0.9654,2,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,2,0,3,0,4,4,2,1,1,14,14,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,5,0,1,3,2,10,2,14,8,1,15,0,2,0,1,1,7,2,0,7,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402043143919445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742196014021994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783359789161489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19975662882060552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20541667621782886,0.0,0.0,0.15318424921566698,0.0,0.19540678224367694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726822870271453,0.16568723827538698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117121962369015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077592100955437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301497369008377,0.2061455613914853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715898572762895,0.0,0.2266136416458769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531734915675078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337258110675036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196941965945073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715835564544778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380676393224092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415768090509328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523730968387573,0.26656362480158197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746182437103368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840912385970065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884413361325934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PLATANIUM_R,2018/01/18,Im moving out and i feel very nervous Im 30 years old and I have lived my whole life with my mother. Tomorrow I move out to my new house with my G/C and I feel very nervous. This feeling just started a few days ago the close the day was approaching and im not sure if its because of this new change in my life or because im not prepared and I dont know what do.,0.4444750430292608,1.6103667349397632,2.682478485370055,96.94939759036146,80.44578313253012,5.7067125645438885,22.70051635111876,6.18269132825596,0.14353838209982772,281,9,72,2,7,96,52,83,0.11,0.866,0.023,-0.6859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,20,9,7,0,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,3,10,1,7,8,2,16,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,9,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293955899170009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796665437946282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441928258952034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18828004726540834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107838688533988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142386288198693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684323749664254,0.0,0.0,0.6307003049059453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022252970313226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062090305946253,0.0,0.0,0.1288961688478439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102907957373093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819618124262244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531733185403215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331990807132384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757711572592185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24088478321948306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297280132607286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400134147984544 anxiety,tangynerd,2018/01/18,"To cure my “anxiety” BF(M32) refuses to help me (F30) Hi - Some background My BF read something to cure anxiety in people, you must make them learn to be self reliant. However, I find this behavior extremely painful as it makes me spiral into thinking he doesn’t want to help me ever. As you can imagine this is increasing stressful and anxiety inducing. Compounding this bad dynamic, I grew up in a very poor household of absent parents /family who never helped me do anything. I grew up being incredibly self reliant. When my BF and I started dating 3+ years ago, we built up a sort of trust. A trust I had never felt before which meant someone who was supportive. Within the last year or so I’ve had 3 major issues. The death of my one supportive family member (Grandmother), Job change, and a major orthopedic surgery. As you can imagine there’s a lot of moments where anxiety might come in as I lost some of my self reliance. But now I’m finding my BF ignores my requests for help or support. And almost goes out of his way to unsupportive. He’s even so bad to not even refer me to others who might help. And just pretended to fall asleep after scheduling when I can talk to him about my problems. It’s made me feel even more closed off when he does this to me. And I brought it up that refusing to help me without explaining adds more anxiety to me. Like what’s wrong with me asking for my BF to be supportive? Why doesn’t he even act emphatic or interested? He told me that he doesn’t want me to be reliant on him. And therefore he’s completely closed himself off from helping me. But now I feel as if - why stay with someone who doesn’t see this as a relationship ruining tact? He seems so lazy in my eyes and I can’t rub the impression out. Plus I’ve never felt more anxious before dating him. It’s only after dating him that I notice myself articulating myself to not annoy him. And to not be an inconvenience as I feel like my quota for help has been surpassed. TL:DR - What advice should I share with my BF to realize that ignoring my issues for my “help” is actually creating extra stress and anxiety. Is there any articles I know around abusive backgrounds/neglect and anxiety which Would help me? Otherwise, I don’t think I can be with someone who is so dismissive of my problems/refuses to be supportive.",4.414913725490198,5.966571037777778,5.724653594771245,77.59317647058825,70.84444444444446,9.294117647058824,31.013071895424837,9.701314574385464,3.1225856209150327,1837,80,338,45,34,616,218,450,0.127,0.725,0.14800000000000002,0.5675,3,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,1,3,1,1,20,25,1,2,10,0,32,4,2,5,5,80,61,32,1,7,11,1,6,2,5,5,2,0,0,3,23,25,0,4,19,2,1,7,13,12,0,1,11,8,59,13,63,38,10,49,0,2,2,0,54,19,0,12,23,236,82,4,0.0,0.08095798522514862,0.0666786655072144,0.0,0.0,0.06676972527914006,0.06056900716804167,0.0,0.06842102627448303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04646565758756442,0.0,0.3658972925793047,0.07719164725878644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622845427661628,0.06082676574373279,0.06387783379030837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410272599765847,0.0,0.0,0.11628487782482175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228239107722208,0.05885886956550983,0.07164103126292623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059794646522970125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052106485742125,0.0618069530093004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882787584670854,0.0,0.10364668182800607,0.04881382524623668,0.13121196572708885,0.0,0.12490184619196106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579908869007073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426342023440432,0.0678053974131195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03755150372392286,0.055696768674985714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676361328039823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458852415546445,0.0580903653673527,0.0,0.06465398767977203,0.09121948007886636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497127692638012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809723170630982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779234047459571,0.0,0.0,0.046301094690902385,0.05196682999931203,0.07270623903300559,0.0,0.07587060617236101,0.0,0.0,0.04737031176779639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06538105437541747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834689432284895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335913436797471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0544488912298266,0.0622036124807431,0.2138442807481767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368330412834992,0.05260254338157533,0.0,0.0,0.048363195813609434,0.07282898694632375,0.0,0.0,0.15653991113042445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876913138756411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491978264921145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756416420447716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652907178717824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637808897061985,0.08060372564428755,0.05423590642087757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331151304731865,0.0,0.0,0.06586614284893398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853853754115573,0.07470638305858612,0.0,0.08800250347867894 anxiety,liftedup_sky,2018/01/18,"Sickness anxiexy and going to work I wanted to make this bit of a rant post somewhere where there's people that can understand/relate. Now that I'm an adult with a professional job, I get so anxious whenever I'm sick. I never know if I'm ""sick enough"" to warrant calling out sick and I start to feel really anxious and guilty whenever I take a sick day thinking that I should be strong enough to push through or that people at my job might think I'm lying. I finally called it and took off the first half of this week cause I had a minor fever and flu-like symptoms but now I'm back to find that a lot of people in my office had a stomach bug this week and suddenly I start feeling nauseous and it's just so hard to tell if I'm talking myself into being sick or not. And then the whole anxiety about possibly needing to take off work again starts to run through me and makes me feel even worse. Anxiety makes it so hard to tell what's real and what's not. It's so frustrating.",4.433092155369383,4.883006574257427,5.249207920792081,85.1040555978675,69.89108910891089,8.393602437166795,28.409748667174412,8.384062270229773,1.807486214775324,776,26,163,11,13,253,112,202,0.202,0.778,0.019,-0.9857,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,14,2,1,0,9,0,7,9,1,4,1,39,32,20,0,5,8,0,5,0,0,2,8,0,0,1,14,13,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,3,5,14,1,23,25,5,27,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,6,15,104,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190190136676834,0.2686249771053985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141949965301288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979769585420844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280110290603654,0.0,0.0,0.1221333519450068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667457369137336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456914536499336,0.0,0.07852609161162709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803439136345772,0.0,0.0,0.13023879386347015,0.10866381520935373,0.1011282470446488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211540900309035,0.0,0.06756824337420023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213005173164414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23596106540722145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653391408677567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107649999056824,0.0,0.0,0.2380811099833341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612409285272935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815584155498955,0.09169572692486767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472712275093625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403123937738035,0.11386428921576265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532348231566127,0.07616433517767641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25245404450212633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235728110990016,0.1787818054956712,0.09555972621829642,0.207831174254044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236053666417654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209178337232005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376926273244912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012473086374632,0.0,0.190733666907029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273706105831554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310748294406986,0.0,0.12115963468231285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawaycareer1,2018/01/18,"Need advice - trying to break the long-term cycle of quitting jobs due to social anxiety **THE PROBLEM** I'm now in my early thirties and have spent approximately half of my time since leaving university unemployed. I've never been fired, but I've never been able to hold down a job for longer than a year before leaving, often with no other work in place. Despite going through the same cycle a number of times, it's only recently that I've been able to identify the problem and understand the causes of it. I suffer from low self-esteem and social anxiety, which makes working in an office environment very challenging. I'm a designer; so the option exists to work freelance and occasionally from home, but I actually want to work in an office and feel like I'm part of the world. Once I land a job I find it difficult to settle into the office socially - it's only a matter of time before someone points out that I'm very quiet, or suggests that I should try and be more involved. This leads to me feeling very conscientious about my place in the office and if anything makes it harder to interact with others from then on. I'm ok interacting when others initiate a chat, but find it difficult to come up with small-talk topics of conversation, and can go a couple of hours with my head down not saying anything. **HOW I CURRENTLY COPE** I basically ride out the stress and discomfort for as long as possible before finding an excuse to quit. After a few months of slowly feeling like I contribute less and less to the atmosphere in the office, and that this is only becoming more and more apparent to my colleagues, I feel like the only control over the situation I have is to remove myself from that environment. It's an avoidance technique that saves me from confronting the more challenging prospect of changing myself. The short-term relief is amazing, but the long-term impact is that I become less employable and end up feeling worse about myself and more concerned about my future. I also flirt with the idea of changing careers, but the older I get the more I believe the same problem will follow me wherever I go. Yes - some careers may be less anxiety-inducing than design, what with all the presentations and critiques. However I believe my habits, low self-esteem, and social anxiety are the roots of the problem and the best place to focus my attention. **WHAT I WANT TO DO ABOUT IT...** Now I am able to acknowledge the problem and have an understanding of what needs to change. From here I'd like to develop a strategy to buck this long-term trend and become somebody who can hold down a full-time job and live a full, adult life. **...BUT HOW? HELP!?** Identifying the problem is a start, but I'm struggling to identify what action to take in order to move forwards from here. I was wondering if my situation sounds familiar to anyone in this sub. If so, sas anyone found any books, talks, reading material, *anything* that has helped them to make a significant change to their habits? I'd be very grateful for pointers from anyone who's been through something similar and managed to change their behaviour in the long-term! Thanks guys :)",4.554942250872955,6.906789205479456,5.403964544722002,76.71430969648137,72.18493150684931,8.210529143164115,28.745500940102072,8.95278374424137,2.6758710448562986,2512,101,422,53,51,818,268,584,0.102,0.775,0.123,0.8696,10,1,1,0,0,1,85.0,0,0,3,11,15,29,1,4,47,2,25,2,1,9,3,92,57,41,0,14,12,0,6,4,0,3,1,3,1,2,30,31,0,4,15,3,2,11,4,16,0,1,7,9,37,13,87,44,18,64,0,3,0,0,22,29,0,9,28,293,67,18,0.17293637582919935,0.0,0.056253652145725135,0.0,0.0,0.056330474989964886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046099052423473015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039200888601623435,0.0,0.13229585416166142,0.0,0.0,0.12092113495079455,0.0,0.14231190217325296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19099464018234336,0.14715611846471138,0.12989338336646386,0.06049535236874293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059217765164578766,0.304906258470288,0.04965645831454976,0.0,0.0,0.06465428352365257,0.0,0.06378360351752364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051056766249622416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457363796265655,0.12354578144670175,0.0,0.0,0.15806071450128004,0.0,0.0,0.0632052699783221,0.0,0.0,0.03011737289502229,0.0,0.0982837277040789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707806702972791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916087124879772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727707158397462,0.0,0.0578230951089657,0.0,0.056769164937212735,0.0,0.0,0.065074706141051,0.0,0.0,0.2288168913199129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207643464112106,0.0,0.0,0.04071669219479932,0.11265063716852235,0.0,0.050901996066154184,0.2550720843641009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543637373895665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601205509253405,0.06126799968208894,0.0,0.08548675427232652,0.08891946281924924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139053207511973,0.0,0.17536787550620908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062424414165407886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806817051101982,0.0,0.05449359104505167,0.06498659319315966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309535122016685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226260819024124,0.05766105828950927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569179359771672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584198240575064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027357067465776,0.0,0.0,0.04768491905370385,0.129591821454753,0.0,0.23504914235536825,0.048842810013443115,0.044378290340069765,0.0,0.0,0.04080175230351627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603267807377497,0.06026354950982115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334221080867865,0.09266647211868108,0.0,0.05307219337622511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084059146350097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827496489745256,0.0,0.0,0.12002191077803903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025416189535768,0.06800157006070595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251404087162382,0.16786632168793675,0.0,0.05874564711262461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03712178536406783 anxiety,OfficialXanderZone,2018/01/18,Looking for support My anxiety has been peaking the past few days. I'm looking for someone to help me focus. I play xbox to try to help so if anyone what's to play sometime please let me know,3.1346666666666683,4.323583800000005,4.359999999999999,87.55166666666668,73.5,6.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.5735833333333336,152,7,31,1,3,50,31,40,0.036000000000000004,0.64,0.324,0.91,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,3,6,6,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120372052474168,0.0,0.0,0.19380637188359054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787541768051696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715675232350328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232747671979474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834289988299986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4655123831497862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645937635862904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042536085787081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348484689253915,0.0,0.2741319844434402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145335538253594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881828221625248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_coldbody,2018/01/18,"Anxiety and relationships Hi everyone! I have been really struggling with anxiety and depression, linked to PMDD, for basically my whole life. I am currently in a relationship and trying to reign in my “crazy” as I like to call it for my partner’s sake. I’m curious how others in relationships deal with this. Thanks in advance! 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Every time things are starting to go my life implodes in on me. I have a very caring wife that I keep hurting and have pushed her to the edge. I haqve a hard time getting out of bed in the mornings. I dont sleep properly. I force myself to eat most days. Constant headache. Chest pains. Cant focus on my job properly. On top of all of this a co-worker does his best to shift the blame from him to anyone else, which is usually me. I need to make things right with my self and with my wife. I love her dearly and dont want to lose what I had / have with her. I am trying! Sometimes I only see one option to me and it makes me so sad and cry. I am burying myself in my own personal pity party. I need out. So sad right now but I have to smile like there is nothing wrong with me and hide how I really feel. I want to scream. I need some one to hold me and tell me it will be ok. 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Do i just put the mask on and pretend again? I hate having to wear a mask,1.5010975609756088,3.5413370975609766,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,80.46341463414635,5.0756097560975615,20.006097560975608,5.985473137389443,-0.05583414634146333,155,4,33,1,4,50,32,41,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,0,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,7,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,25,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22430388518651392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168683996243573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313515572774712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940618310419674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769210315039544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722602570102695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819650614385577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677319229201139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658671402364365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314296359826224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TrinidadTestMatch,2018/01/18,"Decided to get help, need insight on elements of anxiety Hi all, I've been having panic attacks on and off for coming up to a year now and have finally decided to get help today as it doesn't seem they'll resolve themselves. I've never really considered myself as someone with particularly high levels of anxiety before but looking over thought patterns I'm beginning to think a lot of them could be a result of anxiety. Just wanted the thoughts of the community on whether these sounded like results of anxious thinking that could potentially change given time and treatment: -Avoid moving out of home because rent money would leave me unable to save -> I would never be able to afford a house -> I might retire homeless -Avoid potentially buying a place because losing a job would mean I couldn't afford mortgage repayments -> homeless Add to this extreme indecision. Is this something I can work through with therapy or is it separate from anxiety? Any thoughts would be welcome, would like some insight before I discuss with a counsellor. 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Caffeine used to work so well for me. I never used to panic from it. My life isn’t stressful enough for me to be panicking all of the sudden, so I don’t know what’s happening. How can I wake up without caffeine? And do you think I need anxiety medication if I stop taking caffeine?",2.9703030303030324,4.344033844155845,4.89292207792208,82.84033549783553,74.1948051948052,7.2112554112554115,29.71645021645022,7.793537801064563,2.002551515151516,294,13,58,4,6,101,52,77,0.261,0.6759999999999999,0.063,-0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,4,1,0,8,3,1,3,2,14,17,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,0,0,11,1,11,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,44,14,1,0.19943344098064011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152566036476857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268843302618205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20606805645218929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913147291606777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635833322012676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960340352789537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086573731217292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20090821032587264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787736947518973,0.15381536436591695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679843453108869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673528669816365,0.2284503328280622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994912781947414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778889621099312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34449292063619724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931461443500088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38449344061279866,0.0,0.14518992027472433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheNobleson,2018/01/18,"Anyone here take chlordiazepoxide/librium? (read description) If so what brands worked best for you? I've had interactions with some generics like mylan and santoz. Im just looking for an effective generic that won't make me throat swelling up or get a rash all over back and arms.. If anyone can help it would be much appreciated. Thanks, TheNobleson",4.573410138248854,7.7922076774193565,4.232027649769584,80.49661290322581,77.06451612903227,8.058986175115209,26.599078341013822,8.841846274778883,2.5601078341013834,284,11,48,7,7,86,57,62,0.038,0.6970000000000001,0.266,0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,3,3,2,1,12,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,5,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,4,2,30,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232826384008239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274270464630706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176446248050301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581381253065562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028804317040888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269469975297843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787445636869848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541754791558793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202041656586883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225050741904126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30276251826075185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275781485927285,0.0,0.0,0.27866763796686905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220355087961748,0.0,0.0,0.21501562001101007,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OneSF,2018/01/18,"the most difficult thing ab anxiety This isn't necessarily a rant, but hopefully this post strikes a chord w some of u. I think what has been the most difficult part of having anxiety is the stigma around it--the fact that it isn't necessarily physical. If u have a physical disability, it's readily visible and understandable. With anxiety and other forms of mental illness, it's almost like it is an unspoken topic. Ever since I had my first panic attack out of the blue during my third year of university three years ago, I've had trouble coming to grips w just what anxiety means to me and how I can relay that to close ones. Luckily, after the first few months, I have rarely had panic attacks, but I think the biggest thing w anxiety is the knowledge that it can be triggered at anytime. I've found it just easier to slide it under rug, to not talk ab it, which is the problem itself. Especially in the UK, I do feel that mental health is becoming a bit more prioritised, but I'd be interested in hearing what u all feel are steps that should be taken going forwards in your respective countries",7.804510986643693,7.1793324928910005,8.668160275743215,67.08109435588109,62.93364928909954,12.412063765618267,36.243429556225756,11.741389052700956,4.4201146919431284,880,36,156,25,11,300,127,211,0.179,0.708,0.113,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,5,12,2,2,14,0,23,2,0,2,3,35,35,8,0,4,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,23,8,0,0,8,0,0,5,3,8,0,5,6,5,10,4,19,25,9,23,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,6,10,114,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663147037902433,0.0,0.13175129116934514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5032646850326221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712780939944532,0.0,0.2993664216357173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453119722358485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364357058658447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333843533586467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901525460244786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133054460982762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383174673565776,0.0,0.14426293472132182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747759324436325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985587986507794,0.14829226291865025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068161451534302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427989122478102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332150079463732,0.0,0.0,0.2651891492979095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502026338127693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915722754008916,0.0,0.0,0.3087449862129803,0.0,0.1424806695525496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601050394320512,0.0,0.0,0.1258975318116054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088384934831444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575334321566457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482242650160054,0.16861325125149315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697206803830667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694573158393968 anxiety,ta56486542,2018/01/18,"looking for a job when you have anxiety /rant It's nothing, just me complaining... I'm feeling unwell just by looking at job offers... And if I go through with it and actually send applications, I'll be paranoid because someone could call me anytime... Haha edit: a word",4.790399999999998,6.762781840000002,6.277000000000001,72.32350000000002,70.6,8.200000000000001,38.5,8.841846274778883,3.9116,212,13,34,4,4,72,41,50,0.077,0.83,0.093,0.2023,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,8,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,5,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,1,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.275285451231662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158030191214805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17196338317611284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880520250720173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22523106823733416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263644579889426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032191865314124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598744150268931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737799557626603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27067916074263404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390194144042752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway728182561,2018/01/18,"I have a job interview in 2 hours & I haven’t eaten in 16 hours I can’t eat because my stomach is turning but I feel so weak I’m on the verge of gagging just thinking about it ",-0.22207317073170785,1.3901720975609777,2.509939024390245,95.32393292682929,84.12195121951221,5.0756097560975615,24.88414634146341,5.985473137389443,0.4970926829268296,140,6,34,1,4,49,33,41,0.142,0.858,0.0,-0.7279,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,5,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517840567917924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19982791226808824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354280752527499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574890916249801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6456471051716551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252975529463824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004528716175813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35655954065645584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cairotay,2018/01/18,"[advice] worried about friendships i get very anxious about my friendships — i’m in school now and i sometimes don’t get enough sleep which means that i can zone out a lot around my friends, which made me feel very guilty and like they might slowly begin to hate me, which makes it harder for me to sleep sometimes and begins a vicious circle. i’m quite insecure about my friendships now and since we just moved up to a new school, we are all beginning to make new friends and i’m scared that i will be left behind, or that the friends that are currently very close to me and that i don’t want to drift from will drift from me. is there no way to stay close to people? it gives me a lot of anxiety and i don’t know what to do about it. thank you for reading this post and any advice would be appreciated!",5.0687730061349665,5.2901934539877296,4.738779141104295,90.11994785276077,68.4478527607362,7.7469938650306736,26.729447852760728,7.1686216300943375,0.9880287116564416,635,17,140,5,10,193,90,163,0.132,0.715,0.152,0.5539,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,1,1,9,9,2,2,5,0,14,2,2,3,1,28,32,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,4,0,0,1,1,19,5,23,25,4,21,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,4,9,92,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545730509910761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857984789454018,0.0,0.09964694727381702,0.1471543657813691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595715927064965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345912447507549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586231486338051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30191082248718043,0.0,0.13610876718308573,0.12495525983117793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286027221736078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158634270499517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152560411587986,0.0,0.0,0.06363743694063544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214812399321554,0.0,0.1232531872309584,0.17389633742249075,0.0,0.0,0.14188905418588835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381830617054776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844354774185955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516078090376795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030443620002354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475107449235928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854532474002745,0.13029316311241534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304108950613197,0.26365592514175257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775069207144508,0.0,0.2607039683568335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576568142183161,0.0,0.0,0.13883760439334314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992398602160648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224292609778253,0.07682949223143114,0.10339266870656744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228323399950548,0.0,0.09253148444776743,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KekyPowa,2018/01/18,"Should I go to school. It’s 4 am and my anxiety causes my insomnia. Advice Well these past few days I have not been going to school. I had the flu since last week I still have it but it’s faded and fading slowly. So I’m I feel better. Since I haven’t gone to school the whole week I decided that I’m going to go Thursday, I felt excitement on my shoulders because I want to see my friends and socialize not really the academic part lol. Since I got excited I fell asleep for an hour around 7 pm woke up at 8. Now It’s 4 am in the morning, and I wanted to sleep so I can go to school. But I got anxiety and put myself down the whole night so I couldn’t sleep. Which is a disappointment. Now I feel all shitty, (excuse my language) and I know if I stay up for the last 2-3 hours I’m going to feel really shitty when I’m in school although I don’t like paying attention I have too; I know if I go I won’t be able to stay focused. Hmmm I really wanted to go to school today but should I? Should I just tell my mom I’m staying home another day because the flu is still intact or should I make the effort. What should I do? 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I know there are kids staying at the apartment downstairs, but as wind conditions are strong sometimes and the distance between my window and my neighbor’s one is quite large, I assumed that the smoke wouldn’t reach their apartment. Today, though, I heard the kid’s mom telling him/her not to stand at the window as someone is smoking. Needless to say, I quickly stubbed my cigarette out and felt terrible about it. I feel like I would’ve contributed a large amount of second hand smoke to the child, and have possibly caused damage to him/her, and can’t get it out of my head. I’ve decided to stop smoking indoors, but I’m going crazy with guilt and feeling like a horrible person. Is this anxiety or is this warranted? 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It's currently 4 am and I've been awake the past 20 minutes because I'm feeling really anxious (mind racing, restless, etc.). I know being on the phone doesn't help with going back to sleep, but I feel like just lying here waiting to fall asleep is making my anxiety worse. This has been happening a lot lately! So I was just wondering if y'all have any strategies with decreasing anxiety/falling back asleep in the middle of the night?",4.74642857142857,6.025212214285716,5.7638775510204106,78.67397959183674,69.71428571428571,8.865306122448981,29.306122448979593,9.23628265651192,2.6281469387755094,399,15,72,8,7,132,79,98,0.17600000000000002,0.779,0.045,-0.9027,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,0,11,4,4,2,0,16,22,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,7,1,11,16,2,15,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,9,49,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968594129261327,0.0,0.29177760994861435,0.21544237086966872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399211263493814,0.0,0.1162519994995048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126864884429328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928523586750129,0.13623969193208088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21676409550441514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863980394907735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782554332568588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480648203918537,0.0,0.21512354941063025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316883136806912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213057349936535,0.0,0.0,0.1272970700560643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925576886983313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17896372618949727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820495036624169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122170507919317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816854548602081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068114403433622,0.0,0.0,0.19434468999074944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ywBBxNqW,2018/01/18,"Today I freaked out in public. I was having a bad day already. I need to get out of the place I'm staying and the person doesn't really want me here. Anyways, I was down at the library and had checked out a neat documentary about Prohibition and another one about Svetlana Geier. I decided against checking out a Coleman Hawkins CD because I was/am having a shitty day and didn't feel a piece of shit like me deserved it. I walked across the street eventually to Dutch Bros (a coffee shop). I took my plastic Dutch Bros. cup out of my bag, zipped it back up, and went in. There was a gaggle of teenage/preteen girls hanging out at a table in front of the counter. They were loud. As I approached the counter one of them got really loud and practically yelled in my ear. I almost dropped my cup but I turned right back around and walked out. I walked to the sidewalk by the street and walked down the sidewalk some. I think I yelled and I got mad at myself for being an idiot. I think I cried a little bit. I went to the store and found out I don't have any EBT benefits for this month for some reason and I freaked out a little then. I went to Taco Bell and got some chicken soft tacos and a coffee then I took the bus ""home"". I'm 40 years old this year and too old for this shit. I'm too old for this shit.",2.5431159175397084,4.074764252788107,3.391275768840824,92.52692041230148,75.61710037174721,6.229199053734369,24.12318350794187,6.7829847944221076,0.6002550185873603,1020,32,227,9,22,324,137,269,0.134,0.838,0.028,-0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,0,10,11,5,0,23,0,12,4,4,1,0,37,31,18,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,2,6,24,0,0,6,2,4,12,3,8,0,2,15,7,31,3,42,15,5,54,0,0,0,0,7,27,3,4,14,144,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796282586062605,0.0,0.1299986919029727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011017333344951,0.12352686140917488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486976834150474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116668280117126,0.0983606994075756,0.07181169938268298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861051571270174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294012152442754,0.15194655651784986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595648060507999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916506013440635,0.0,0.0,0.0615472773458623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826537924169945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816615227604672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057552662653928485,0.23613938410448795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402934067006022,0.0,0.0,0.0873495339871769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708437294442343,0.0,0.15965290986043587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028611560323523,0.12307920586237048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093541316971593,0.12112124572473595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060323600037577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36276968416977984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556247066932658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096698801690184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166360025793437,0.0,0.26176724123063466,0.0,0.1281359858841801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694833428378491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32761406682900385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151722716807977 anxiety,TribalTopaz,2018/01/18,"Caffeine reduction, clearer thinking! So I suffer with quite severe obsessive negative thoughts and subsequent anxiety attacks, on a regular basis. Sometimes it makes it hard to concentrate either at work, or even just following the thread of a conversation. This has made it difficult for me since childhood to cope in social situations and I have developed a little bit of a phobia around large groups of people. Socially awkward is what I am! I've had CBT before to try and get a handle on it, maybe about 6 yrs ago, and since then I have tried meds when things have gotten bad, but I don't deal well with the side effects. It all got a bit hopeless until I got a new job with a company who offer an occupational health care line - things became pretty bad in the last 6 months and I ended up calling the occupational health line to seek counselling and further CBT. They got me set up with something really quickly and during my first session the counsellor told me more about triggers for anxiety than any doctor has ever told me before. One of the things mentioned was caffeine - something I have drunk (and eaten in the form of chocolate) since I was probably about 12! Apparently caffeine stimulates the adrenal gland, which also occurs as a glandular response during an anxiety episode as a result of the 'fight or flight' nervous system response. So, it makes sense that if the adrenal gland is already in a state of 'heightened awareness' that it is more susceptible to reaction when the anxiety starts to creep in. I can say that after 12 days caffeine free (after suffering an unexpected 4 day withdrawal which caused a headache and brain fog!) my thoughts have become much clearer than they have been in a long time. I was actually able to actively switch off the obsessional thought stream a couple of times too! This for me is an absolute breakthrough, and whilst I am by no means free of anxiety I have a glimmer of hope that there is a chance I can be better. I just wanted to share this in case it helps anyone else as it is so easy to feel hopeless or like there's no way forward. It may not work for everyone but give it a try if you haven't already! Good luck and hugs to everyone going through anything, we're all in it together. ",7.9013448168517115,7.820543276849643,7.708100031130018,72.24649579744735,62.53221957040573,10.914641485939608,37.3104700632977,10.472087959537523,3.967272408425859,1799,80,312,38,23,575,235,419,0.157,0.727,0.115,-0.8604,2,0,2,0,1,2,34.0,0,1,2,6,19,23,2,3,33,0,28,9,1,8,3,48,52,29,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,26,16,2,0,7,1,2,3,6,12,1,2,16,3,25,13,56,34,9,47,0,4,0,1,19,19,0,8,24,215,51,5,0.08817676031173112,0.0,0.08604779841365669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816337773507293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461049531608302,0.07051492336390533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059963220721928535,0.0,0.33727490144033984,0.0,0.0,0.06165524102175856,0.09034751118681006,0.07256196058966267,0.07849601123623473,0.0,0.1003137944650228,0.0,0.0,0.1472478234291134,0.0,0.0973843040680876,0.1500638570000226,0.0,0.0,0.07798517888730523,0.19253236935942916,0.0,0.0,0.09843442631338384,0.09003833103110148,0.0,0.08990208381082472,0.0905818222466496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756590813614503,0.0,0.11373343143938115,0.0909063680528424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025265054831108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366036864569768,0.0,0.07809843738713701,0.0,0.0,0.05823991857106589,0.0797609279167593,0.0,0.16851334641981408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044584819428815765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500310727603961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606871790130952,0.08458718324447118,0.0501128849193956,0.07395848303142301,0.21156903096492907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898905755850986,0.0,0.0,0.1874555457603332,0.0,0.0,0.059103023750617774,0.0,0.0,0.0875794188755163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750182871207451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187582844948658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04307871110810898,0.08837627869845956,0.0,0.07803365811505379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343498263183048,0.11771734442369132,0.0,0.08858540749525634,0.09605034188254144,0.09794450267864896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703818488254599,0.0,0.06482006457719837,0.0,0.0,0.08516166457324181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597508548197224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061130663110622575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970746535458203,0.09506946133740964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378683848349204,0.0,0.0,0.056488290550684314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701216989558995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961464063529422,0.0,0.2188221819700887,0.09911437305181772,0.0,0.17977020555308604,0.0,0.1357655560294227,0.08720907062222512,0.0,0.062411964791937925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574216437638476,0.05650010758622604,0.0,0.2100074947434284,0.10283315607298617,0.0,0.0,0.16851334641981408,0.0,0.17959869653131197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052008937812941976,0.06999060804509775,0.0,0.0,0.07928149712344597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838746337417406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blueblueamber,2018/01/18,"Need help - University exams Hello everyone. I was wondering if anyone here could help me with a problem I am currently dealing with. I am in the fourth year (five-year Masters programme) of law school and although I have never had problems with not being able to pass the exams, my anxiety is literally crippling. I am afraid of failng the exam and because the most important exams at my school are oral, I am also afraid of being humiliated in front of the professor and other students. I can't study, can't breathe, can't sleep, I experience nausea, cramps, migraines, rashes etc... I am shaking and don't know what to do. I visit psychiatrist and have Cipralex prescribed, as well as Neurol to calm down at the moment, but nothing seems to help with the symptoms. I also have regular psychotherapy sessions with a psychologist, but I feel like we are just talking about the problem I have and why I have it but with no solution. It is the exam period now and I don't know what to do, my anxiety from the exams in increasing and I tend to even faint before the exam. I failed my last exam due to not being able to say anything at all to the professor - I just felt horrible and my head was completely empty. Does anyone have similar problems? And how do you cope with it?",4.199586776859505,6.196652636363638,5.6587520661157065,76.04358264462813,72.22314049586777,8.476363636363638,29.45537190082645,9.120678840339163,2.7935332231404963,1006,42,175,22,20,339,128,242,0.109,0.7979999999999999,0.092,-0.73,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,0,2,10,11,0,3,14,0,30,8,4,1,2,43,38,20,0,7,8,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,18,0,0,6,0,0,5,9,8,1,0,4,3,26,3,31,30,4,20,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,4,9,138,32,15,0.2623933937391469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983590217307374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073022800814586,0.0,0.0,0.18347156185269795,0.0,0.10796370284061542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997628868797745,0.0,0.1116387259426886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755724054613405,0.0,0.0,0.10474988687796856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525803364490266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148111135495022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631899729016382,0.08665418093683608,0.0,0.0,0.1253640661698049,0.0,0.12833554421080492,0.0,0.0,0.06633699195692502,0.09372694645796284,0.1259694033842906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464566123614566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638151412119884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420454701895974,0.10694281853857356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409607908934009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728068834147892,0.10118698064562387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588676904083745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5021500816129832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433287920051527,0.0,0.2655561229787354,0.0,0.11943654542672738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312914455550161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636360236552048,0.0,0.10545093530121254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179615865756284,0.0,0.11838461258398775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227722127865522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689727426626687 anxiety,3CatFishWhisker3,2018/01/18,"Technology security I just get really anxious and over think things really bad especially around technology, even though I have nothing to hide. Like I get really anxious entering my personal info like my phone number and email into anything online. I made a booking the other day and I had a small panic attack just entering my phone number into it thinking I'm just going to get spam calls and texts by doing this. Like I always overthink this sort of stuff the extreme and it's really affecting me. I just don't know what to do?",4.331455555555556,6.760901590000002,6.2073333333333345,70.34922222222224,73.1,9.244444444444444,27.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,3.156377777777779,429,16,68,12,9,148,64,100,0.204,0.711,0.085,-0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,4,0,5,0,0,2,0,19,14,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,11,4,9,12,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,4,48,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881372293572995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40408885416734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471745484590126,0.1592103481720453,0.0,0.20346249308350672,0.0,0.0,0.1493284618321042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262117789845492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534050541606793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812571832861128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803180633535736,0.0,0.10164197811161699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828876990530458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212452657055463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922786808319196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716070114592195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983657511985668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616092916273247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4582918425830324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047352264340137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881695531707535,0.2291938573410894,0.17571472476285793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,secretss5,2018/01/18,"I have some serious issues with my family and I shouldn’t. It embarrasses me constantly. I know the title sounds so weird but I’m just trying to get everything out. I got diagnosed with anxiety last semester and have since been trying to help myself get better since. Now, I was never not functional. I have a job, decent grades, my house stays relatively clean. But my anxiety was causing my relationships with others who I’m close to be strained, and causing my own self image to plummet. I’ve had feelings of anxiety since I was probably a teenager. Over the break I finally broke down and argued with my dad because he said he doesn’t believe I have it, and that I definitely didn’t have it in high school. His reasoning? “We watched your diet and your hygiene and your sleep schedule and you never had a problem.” That made me so angry. I never needed to make my own food, I’d just eat whatever was put in front of me, or mindlessly snack. I was forced to take a shower everyday and wash my clothes everyday. And as an adult I really struggle with basic stuff like that, my boyfriend has to basically force me to take care of myself. Anyway, I’m kind of rambling. But ever since that heated conversation with my dad, I’ve been constantly anxious and panicking that nobody believes me about anything. I got sick and can’t stop taking pictures of my symptoms, the mucous I cough up, the hives, the thermometer, etc. just so I have proof. I’m so afraid of calling out if I’m sick because I’m worried they’ll think I’m faking it. I went in even though I’m sick as hell and got sent home early. I constantly feel embarrassed and thoughts that I actually am faking it... all of it. Like I’m on BC for TERRIBLE menstrual cramps, and now I keep having thoughts that I should get off it since my parents think I was faking bad cramps, I probably was. I should stop taking my medicine since I don’t actually have anxiety. I’m not actually sick, it’s all in my head. I won’t do any of these things, I recognize they’re just thoughts, but I’m so tired of that being all I can think about. This sucks. 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Like I couldn’t stop it",4.386666666666667,5.092797888888889,4.420000000000002,90.09000000000002,70.1111111111111,7.777777777777778,32.77777777777778,7.793537801064563,2.037444444444445,175,8,38,2,3,54,34,45,0.128,0.6609999999999999,0.212,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,1,0,8,6,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,3,2,2,2,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594794022540384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150464273487828,0.242317385710552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33403380047802744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33142217699776844,0.0,0.0,0.3001724539377238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28357800678434786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778440195048594,0.0,0.6430248711762614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,asdawnrises,2018/01/18,"Separation Anxiety Does anyone else here suffer from separation anxiety? I had mild anxiety all through high school. It got worse when I found myself in an emotionally abusive relationship for two years, and then my freshman year of college my grandma died unexpectedly. Ever since then my anxiety has kind of morphed into mostly separation anxiety. I always find myself thinking and dwelling on terrible scenarios in which my loved ones die. I have at least two nightmares a week in which someone close to me dies and even though I make it seem like I don’t care I am always so worried about my family and boyfriend. My current boyfriend is the most perfect human being on the planet but when I’m not with him I get so anxious so easily and even when I am with him I worry about my family at home. Especially my sister who is spending the year in Argentina. I don’t really know what to do and when I’m alone my thoughts come crashing down on me and it’s so overwhelming. Does anyone else experience this? And if so, how do you combat it?",4.666046954314719,6.688532314720813,5.863651649746193,74.95304092639596,71.03045685279187,9.188959390862946,30.58661167512691,9.673873057562805,3.1930408629441622,834,36,146,21,16,278,121,197,0.172,0.758,0.07,-0.9458,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,17,9,0,2,5,0,12,1,0,2,3,29,25,23,3,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,13,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,4,0,3,4,0,27,5,22,20,4,26,0,2,0,1,8,13,0,4,13,110,36,2,0.0,0.13118271616304505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467044924754395,0.0,0.0,0.1842524780928788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234948053943271,0.12507981670178334,0.0,0.15483318910801702,0.22688733436447525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288437214099785,0.0,0.0,0.09537374674550876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447233877448436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19378012239503573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498135112732148,0.12454283912937522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625637944659126,0.1001507627811254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830344160925144,0.2087501390268911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119423915795857,0.0,0.0,0.12139656384087524,0.0,0.0,0.057845581272320964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855129274204031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697963772917895,0.11105917369358737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529575126104015,0.060847713055248616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05409121846736093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992731079082046,0.0,0.07390511961511388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502537700244218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092878097853918,0.0,0.0,0.11886968870331148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205251918269896,0.0,0.10079350193416806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158706737801046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381099560208052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094361888419333,0.10877986531170676,0.08789771858495904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163107810927512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881129503541887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22487899116713952,0.11283109308016885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389627107274134 anxiety,Hopialikeit,2018/01/18,"I need someone to chat 1on1 I saw some online counselling on google...but they charge around $100 to $260 per month...the problem is, that's a big chunk of my pay day... also i am too ashamed to even go face to face and talk to a psychiatrist personally",1.2881132075471695,3.1522978113207567,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,80.32075471698113,5.749433962264153,21.92075471698113,6.742157984588678,0.257697358490566,196,6,46,2,5,64,44,53,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,8,4,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058619701428801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340480333803524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24666219398435646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526185293172325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21736711861528527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30528475274600764,0.0,0.0,0.2835974462410023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33395897879037073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659731525420144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240664897142069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074157519339608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fak_ire,2018/01/18,"Today I had a panic attack in a job interview... I felt so embarassed. I'm still having flashbacks to my shaking hands and my stuttering and mumbling speech, avoiding eye contact, and figiting. I could hardly breathe. It got so bad that my interviewer felt it necessary to take me in his office to reassure me. I don't think I got the job. 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I'm sorry if this isn't coherent at all, because I honestly am just... freaking out. I (20/F) have been suffering from anxiety attacks since I entered high school, so the past 6 years have been extremely rough for me in terms of social situations and general.. positivity throughout life. However, this past year I managed to get off of my medication (and not be so dependent on it to survive) and I was basically going.. maybe 2-3 months without a huge anxiety attack. But ever since this New Year started, I've been having a panic attack/anxiety attack nearly everyday. I'm unsure of what's triggered this daily attack, but it's horrible. It's become so hard to breathe, to communicate, I'm dizzy all day long, and find myself wandering back into like.. pits of death. I can't help but think ""god this would be so much better if I was dead."" I'm not suicidal, I've never even thought about it ever, but I find myself just being in so much mental pain that I would much prefer not even being alive for it. I know I have stress in life that gets to me - I'm basically a college drop-out because I can't afford college and I take a bullshit online class that I'm already tired of, my mom is physically ill, and I babysit my brother everyday (whom I love, but this is so much for me to handle)... but I have been able to get over it in the past. My parents try to take care of me financially, and mentally, but there's only so much they can do. I find myself reclusing everyday and just crying my eyes out at night at how miserable I feel. I cannot go just one day without feeling so horrible, without shaking and crying, and fearing that I'll amount to nothing. I just need some reassurance. Something to help with getting rid of having an attack everyday. I'm tired of feeling so miserable, of crying and fearing my own mind. My family, my boyfriend, they all care for me so much, but my mind has just been shutting them out of my head so much. I know I can make it through, and that everything will get better at some point, but I can't find any... reasoning that it'll happen. I've basically given up on myself. I want to find myself again, but I'm afraid it won't happen this time.",4.813725490196077,5.477347660130722,6.21316557734205,77.76824509803923,69.13071895424837,9.344400871459696,30.76840958605664,9.473421319101043,2.7557525925925934,1812,71,350,37,30,616,209,459,0.213,0.685,0.101,-0.9948,4,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,0,3,4,29,26,6,8,7,0,35,11,3,5,7,80,70,39,3,8,26,3,5,1,0,5,7,0,0,0,26,19,0,0,15,0,0,4,13,18,0,2,9,6,49,8,53,52,16,59,0,3,1,1,14,25,0,8,29,243,75,5,0.0629194681312799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943319767455679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04278739592976792,0.0,0.19253288360908627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5010598484407047,0.0,0.09676237441193676,0.0,0.07671024755087795,0.06948960921944553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129431293154823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830118224514273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073422438147977,0.0811557034938967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311543058614727,0.11382852226454915,0.0,0.0,0.0565479608856688,0.0,0.05931487486490813,0.14160378860216394,0.0954419208169875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753626994857623,0.053519267450041486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643641259665747,0.0,0.07151716743743691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127895574751256,0.0,0.05636348480259699,0.0,0.06457352656968852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843471864058614,0.06647787259921012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691577883974099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888376218171855,0.030739273943847432,0.0,0.0,0.05568174933598812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056787276528527365,0.0,0.041999233555306464,0.0,0.06321106268918669,0.0,0.0,0.06338474467849323,0.12681605011897815,0.0,0.12706145297687382,0.07369052062814882,0.05022171917564686,0.0,0.3237713407829701,0.04665398836965821,0.048527372685015266,0.06076801439721255,0.0,0.059045658559543114,0.0,0.060372926619402585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426358599743893,0.0478530907736596,0.06695075024402815,0.07382243909531856,0.06986462334274833,0.0,0.1801912554525733,0.0,0.0,0.06573745247104305,0.0,0.0594792347534418,0.0,0.060259457922342566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469169246157505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367786085894125,0.0,0.0572795206967589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409526846007593,0.0707241184019318,0.0,0.06413847412437879,0.0,0.048438480534548974,0.0,0.07043319328024032,0.04453472338804512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207403816168867,0.0,0.0,0.06882368589270435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461521922059687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040316254601752234,0.0,0.04995102952344512,0.036688847852308665,0.1446333455784678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04271818871877929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371115324910362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195636597629264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939236982545824,0.0,0.0,0.12155422374224872 anxiety,AllanTheCowboy,2018/01/18,"I don't know what I need I want to make a hole in the wall, or break my hand, depending on which part of the bathroom wall I punch. This is the first time I've realised in the moment that this irascible anger is anxiety. Which explains why I've never known how to deal with it, because I only knew how to deal with depression and I thought this was depression. So here I am, I know what it is. But I haven't spent 25+ years developing coping strategies for it because it's not what I thought it was. Wtf do I do?!",3.640117955439056,3.8765303119266052,4.772765399737878,88.57862385321104,71.56880733944953,8.43040629095675,28.415465268676282,8.418075326091056,1.6695520314547845,400,14,93,6,7,132,67,109,0.16,0.797,0.043,-0.9245,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,5,0,10,1,1,4,1,20,20,6,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,6,1,12,0,10,14,1,11,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754965128988871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796900081987686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4730192055633488,0.3951775953635921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513435075237054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215330443369033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313163954574174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010314535825818,0.17693361314125075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17447514221544302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484265378202551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642486969601599,0.13376966551710912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353107982059691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700506242171404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477312480861426 anxiety,kateinna,2018/01/18,"Cognitive behavioral therapy? Hello everyone, this is my first time ever writing something in reddit. Right now I'm not doing well, but next week I 've my first appointment to a cognitive behavioral therapy. Does anyone here tried it before? Does it help? My mind scares me sometimes and it was time to make a move. (English isn't my native language, sorry if there are mistakes)",3.265718954248367,6.3966883823529415,4.362549019607844,77.24258169934643,84.29411764705881,7.7281045751634,28.1437908496732,8.515128840125781,3.1229947712418307,302,14,46,8,9,98,53,68,0.094,0.8540000000000001,0.051,-0.2375,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,9,7,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,2,1,0,6,1,3,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,8,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367710125204343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644477683066358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34234912681173235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693520761511078,0.0,0.186908206270015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327616843052316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110937963146585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056732989141226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19750449285541244,0.0,0.0,0.20789632073080094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802729773054507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704492763202222,0.0,0.0,0.19583393887746656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058567816636093,0.1934575664988226,0.2189629001257053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44738092524809947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811677715785225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280241963138753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569018995891278,0.0,0.17587167702228093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,athymetobalive,2018/01/18,"my current biggest worry about college next year is so ridiculous I really, really really do not want to share a room with another person. my probable college suits me perfectly other than that. i spend so much time alone in my room rn, it’s where i recharge, i love decorating it, i love doing silly little messy projects, i love my cat, i love how safe and contained it feels. it’s seriously made me contemplate going to a college with small suite style housing despite that being totally ridiculous i just don’t want someone in there being near me all the time, i wanna be able to pace to clear my mind, damn i wanna be able to lie down on the floor face down if i want to i def have it great that i can go at all, don’t get me wrong, but i’m so nervous 😟 i kind of wish i could put up room dividers/curtains like some people do without seeming weird or antisocial",4.297952380952381,5.1857707142857175,5.471214285714287,81.81120238095238,70.42857142857143,8.347619047619048,29.440476190476193,8.59863814320734,2.165333333333334,685,26,136,11,12,228,112,175,0.132,0.706,0.162,0.8579,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,18,3,1,4,0,13,5,1,2,5,29,28,8,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,3,4,7,0,0,1,1,24,11,22,22,5,24,0,0,0,4,6,16,1,4,6,89,33,4,0.2881806957815474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923414503958934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109129323234916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150444180524646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285640932410968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528125966313676,0.0,0.1637797305393938,0.0,0.0,0.158860117233192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662609155255249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500479241081111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039526569482894,0.14441638247916944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.520188658536814,0.13634177113310966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454901758287678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592298494763748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324171965119435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989410456069367,0.12581413395441646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535376565738196,0.0,0.0,0.14485059765136174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769238995091657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117444106476225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208728417700007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804048119798634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549646613144876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569678899888313,0.1388979534906505,0.0,0.0,0.14633074259501178,0.0,0.0,0.15754017573679974,0.0,0.09278945985403324 anxiety,JSTUDY,2018/01/18,"Help with Effexor for Anxiety Hello. I’ve been on Effexor 150mg in the past but stopped when I ran out and it took insurance and the doctors fighting to get a 3 month supply instead of 1 month supplies. So, I’m off Effexor now and have been for 2 months and I have a 90 day supply of 150mg. The 2 other times I’ve started Effexor I’ve started at 75mg for a week. Is it possible to just start taking the 150s again or should I cut them in half and start there? Any help is appreciated. Thank you!",1.743700209643606,3.265012216981134,4.0316352201257875,87.13527253668764,77.77358490566039,7.7299790356394125,25.928721174004195,8.515128840125781,1.7061312368972747,389,15,87,8,9,135,68,106,0.092,0.779,0.129,0.6996,0,0,0,0,2,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,7,3,2,0,7,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,17,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,14,12,0,23,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,15,51,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643586564641005,0.0,0.15348205978533175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939030779657498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535418805378888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482134432426927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895727449766377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804249182091408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152485901797509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618115083627585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5680302252322011,0.0,0.0,0.16773638374759708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084943891976896,0.0,0.0,0.18471394152884252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698946868642295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290826913154324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093397511153382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marleyshea,2018/01/18,"Recently overwhelmed with anxiety Hey guys, so on January 2nd I experienced my first panic attack. I was sitting downstairs in my living room with my boyfriend watching tv and I got this horrible feeling. I felt dizzy, my heart started to race, my arms and legs felt heavy and like jello. My boyfriend got very annoyed with me because I couldn’t really describe my feelings and what I was going through. We ultimately decided to go to a doctor though, and as soon as I described my symptoms they sent me away. (Thank god they gave me a refund on my copay) Since that day I’ve had on and off days filled with anxiety. Including today and yesterday, I’ve just felt like I have a lump in my throat, like it’s hard to breathe and heart racing. I even felt another panic attack come on while watching tv in the living room again. I try to keep myself occupied by cleaning or walking, but the feelings ultimately come back and never quit. I’ve been having trouble sleeping as well. Sometimes I’ll stay up until 5 am just rolling around in bed consumed with my thoughts. Because these feelings have stuck around, I’m thinking about going to a psychiatrist because honestly I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I’m even starting to push my boyfriend away because the thought of experiencing my anxiety symptoms around him drives me crazy. I can tell he’s getting frustrated with me because I haven’t done much with him. I basically keep to myself during my anxiety ridden days and I know it’s hurting him. What do you guys think? Should I stick it out or head to a doctor? I’m worried about prescription drugs just because of the stigma and possibility of addiction. Any advice would be appreciated. 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I was really confused and started to get worried about it. One of them asked me, ""you okay?"" I thought I was ok so I asked, ""why don't you think I am not ok?"" One of them answered, ""Oh you just looked anxious that's all."" The only thing that I think gave them that impression was that I was shaking my leg fast subconsciously. This surprised me that I didn't look okay. It made me anxious that I looked anxious. I had others look at me strange and family members concerned about me more than usual lately too. I shake my leg because I feel this uncomfortable pain and it feels better to shake it. It feels like I have this nervous energy running through my veins. Is that normal for people with anxiety? 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Work- this coworker who means well and has a good heart but she puts up a wall and attacks for no apparent reason. Well, my boss even warned me about her and I feel it. When I’m around her lately it’s as if my energy is drained and I feel this negative energy. Can anyone relate? And how do they deal? Personal- always something in this category. Long story shortish: I have this friend B, we have been friends on and off since I was 5. We have baggage and this year I kind of have had it with her. It’s been a year and a half since one incident. I have refrained from telling any of the other girls because I don’t want them to change the way they think about her. Last night one firmed and I were texting about something unrelated and B was brought up. I basically told her that I have distanced myself from B because of XYZ. She said she understands but B has been really nice lately and has been supportive of her pregnancy and has bought the baby tons of stuff... I don’t know why but I feel weird about that conversation. I even told her that I refrained from telling anyone for so long bc I don’t want anyone to view her differently. I also said that I just needed to vent and that her relationship is different from mine and hers because we have baggage and that we need to talk about it. This friend kept bringing it back to herself. I don’t know why but it rubbed me the wrong way. Anyone relate or have advice? 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For a couple of years now I had suffered on and off from sleep problems. Seems to manifest itself in waking multiple times throughout the night with a strong urge to use the toilets. I get up, go to the toilet go back to sleep and repeats a handful of times. However its only like this at night, not during the day and I’ve had bladder/prostate checks that did not find anything. Additionally my sleep has been horrible. I only use my room for sleep, exercises, meditate, stop all screens an hour before bed, take melatonin however I find myself waking up at least 5-6 times throughout the night and looking back I believe that I am always anxious about my sleep and thinking about whether or not Im asleep or had enough rest. I wake up the morning and I hope I feel refreshed and for the last 3 days I haven’t. Its ruining me, my life, my work, my mood and will to live. Can someone just put an end to this. What else can I do? 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This nervous feeling lasts for about a second or two, but it's happening every time and I am a bit concerned. Literally, I would try to change text editors and get anxious about it. I feel weird when I change positions sitting, and get scared or nervous about almost everything. I feel nervous talking to people and get tension headaches. When something changes it almost is like a wave of energy passes through my brain. It's hard to explain. I'm not sure if I have anxiety.",4.4027027027027055,6.854114720720722,4.897558558558562,79.71985135135138,72.96396396396396,7.683243243243242,33.62252252252252,8.548686976883017,3.0847938738738736,478,25,81,9,10,152,70,111,0.228,0.695,0.077,-0.9365,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,3,0,6,1,1,0,1,20,17,11,0,2,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,0,5,11,3,11,16,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,7,51,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.13501395151481174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27708392343326715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058407490481518,0.15630110832405048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510471880800624,0.0,0.0,0.15444928408016365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5854425051874393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656956210727512,0.0,0.1243440273701343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798245979389707,0.0988404219687753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685341495348856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223463525693232,0.0,0.1239383805746823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277731442604515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351859575746615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362355648354948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751741888002244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591753115645052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770338117715079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302397663934572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039739910777182,0.0,0.0,0.111204038284215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865192284823964,0.0,0.0,0.08067557220586426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393356619861133,0.0,0.13515216011168024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828300708076436,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,call_911_to_diddle,2018/01/18,"How do I get rid of stress hives? I had minor hives for quite some time now, but this month it's starting become more frequent. It acts up to minor things at home like ripping tape off a cardboard box or taking a dump, and at school. It's making me unable to do my work or do anything active, I just want it to stop. It's the second day I've been taking Zertex but I don't know if I can fix it. Does anyone have any advice for this?",2.0699240121580544,2.950676053191493,3.581185410334349,93.30500000000002,75.70212765957447,5.371428571428572,18.74772036474164,3.1291,-0.6184662613981766,335,5,77,0,7,111,68,94,0.087,0.82,0.093,0.1306,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,3,0,8,0,0,2,0,13,15,7,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,7,1,10,13,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,8,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24074479998128664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675364904550828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722639740591883,0.0,0.20273721243406095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720905303709193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588848941180995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559546870895227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871542295472635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471239496699926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539563350332812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036138128487185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445039570085285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966460073690736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620392564179898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493342980139611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437825083040626,0.0,0.0,0.20597197754092772,0.2822100093764815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704712901405841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367380476519552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365727743996493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531232326369126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935648530194398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rhsrfsfxSgcx,2018/01/18,Anxiety at university club I just feel like I never fit it even when I’m with all of my friends. I feel like I can never lose that feeling that people are watching me no matter how drunk I am. I feel like I can talk to anyone I want to but when it comes to just enjoying myself I find it impossible and just leave. I hate it.,1.4266190476190452,2.9146049000000005,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,78.57142857142857,6.9523809523809526,21.666666666666664,7.793537801064563,0.7689523809523808,253,7,58,4,6,88,45,70,0.187,0.599,0.214,0.2474,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,18,12,5,0,1,4,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,5,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,5,13,5,6,12,1,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,7,42,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415286562654147,0.0,0.0,0.1500390994318774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484139161090424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172785295421692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339917284937143,0.459887292517069,0.0,0.0,0.19612193740144274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578372621475804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118530065367956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22720889515544396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144983741316821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24005977128329264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309941507445005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487625299778561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17247101629347622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656465310237722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,firemaster298,2018/01/18,"Got a D in math... waiting for report card So I fucked up last semester(I’m a senior in high school) and got a D... and I have pretty Asian parents who are strict about grades. Everyday I have been waiting for the mail super nervously and it is only then when I receive the mail where I get a few hours of relief, until the next day where the worrying starts to happen again. It’s been a terrible and exhausting two weeks and I just want it to end but at the same I don’t. Right now I am anxiously waiting for the mail to come in, and the anxiety is even worse today.",2.9205651340996184,4.257202646551722,4.084942528735635,88.7320881226054,74.25862068965517,7.569348659003833,24.09578544061303,8.167268648758528,1.2232118773946357,441,13,95,7,9,144,76,116,0.16,0.772,0.068,-0.8572,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,1,12,0,9,2,0,0,0,14,20,11,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,4,0,8,2,14,16,2,26,0,0,0,1,6,9,1,0,15,66,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090085116112127,0.2376115210156432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811795190201776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356445872930489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18628876617086024,0.0,0.0,0.13892009796193647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194445459342888,0.1098880451905413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364380906713896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599294167794336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222237798361982,0.0,0.0,0.20713136513579394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714459321764686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368691875585786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599644256470038,0.0,0.0,0.23354508905031196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21397986433942015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961952860725844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128638354189084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488717099134204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993669790188916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20546054136805286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405729460376767,0.0,0.16871296627375093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135989664227161,0.2143428760257712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,butterz1995,2018/01/18,"I become livid when people stare at me I’m a 22 year old female. I’m attractive. I’m not supermodel attractive, but I’m confident that I’m at least decent looking. But men, women, children young and old stare at me frequently in public and I don’t think it’s because I’m decent looking. I don’t stare at people. Ever. If I accidentally make eye contact with someone I smile and wave, because that’s the polite and friendly thing to do. So my blood literally boils when people stare at me and don’t look away when I catch them. I used to try to ignore it but lately I’ve been sort of lashing out. Asking what they’re starting at, telling them to take a picture, asking if I can help them, etc. I really am a kind person, I just think that it such an outrageously rude thing to do so this has become a reaction of mine. Does anywone else feel extremely anxious and mad when people are looking at them? If you’re a looker, why do you do it? Are you zoned out??? Are you just thinking it’s not a big deal? ",1.2001191526919683,3.4456177233009697,3.3559929390997354,87.67945278022951,82.93203883495144,5.8813768755516325,21.984995586937334,7.1686216300943375,0.8051631067961158,785,26,161,11,22,267,110,206,0.11,0.769,0.121,0.5011,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,4,0,10,8,3,0,8,0,14,3,2,2,1,28,34,18,0,3,10,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,12,9,1,1,4,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,11,22,4,19,33,2,25,0,0,10,0,19,12,0,4,12,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135993387271346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505075365478153,0.0,0.1258791773637777,0.0,0.0,0.16334665168960988,0.29594207698749525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812810817099566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724731969143005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192359332070148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494237772096211,0.0,0.12119311677594445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774461341660888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351307369072474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980436720464705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395201699750096,0.0,0.0,0.1511359445304013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500398165127065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943308611067965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28118018849080395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715410934380521,0.11698668581333553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858313985555337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352132154717072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948321532209274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073673174051724,0.0,0.11710494359367705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802150506534034,0.25754806201717245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096402783512594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157162146832072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089664570839875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627910907581977 anxiety,brokenerdgirl,2018/01/19,"Advice on Sleeping with Anxiety? I know, I should take her to dinner first (bah-dum-tiss!). But in all seriousness, I find my anxiety worst at night and it's very hard, rather, almost impossible to fall asleep naturally. So I've been using gravol for the past few weeks. I have racing thoughts at night and usually bad dreams. I might have undiagnosed PTSD (definitely not sure yet) but I am going through trauma from abuse from my mother whom I thankfully am not living with or around. So despite journaling, deep breathing and watching fun movies, I'm still a wreck of a nervous Nancy before bed. My question is, what helps you guys sleep when your brain is wild with fearful, sometimes angry thoughts? I personally don't want to rely on gravol forever. I've tried melatonin but it unfortunately doesn't help at all. TL;DR: What do you suggest to help a very anxious person sleep instead of gravol?",4.9299480519480525,7.2393853757575775,5.1688528138528165,78.99613636363638,71.0,7.865800865800867,28.75541125541125,8.634040054169528,2.3438138528138537,717,28,125,13,14,226,117,165,0.267,0.6609999999999999,0.071,-0.9858,0,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,3,0,1,8,9,0,2,4,0,12,7,6,1,3,27,21,10,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,7,1,0,5,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,2,15,3,20,16,4,19,0,0,1,0,14,8,0,4,9,77,20,0,0.0,0.1622750206862726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383557558598194,0.0,0.0,0.1371455011286362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954781335821426,0.15472564097155778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192329937426714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435574990000084,0.0,0.0,0.11654274067002007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289248254949447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411790291921812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517881724814692,0.11649797433523072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783743625071296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561177951401568,0.0,0.0,0.12268911961671515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754038916825088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526954909578577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209380525053758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452927521400067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25705507355449114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074366954382152,0.0,0.23917610802907105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009872979393056,0.0,0.15342637132292822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111762677952451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545678892683558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937630927062897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908303321909026,0.0,0.10297675870444654,0.0,0.0,0.12609422429658182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21746163700288648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929867445897568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828933212086536,0.15084191991305462,0.22601243172039565,0.08078246518821633,0.0,0.1098609265044869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,activegamedev,2018/01/19,"I'm so used to worrying about something, that when I have nothing to worry about my brain creates something to worry about. I just discovered this today. For the last 3 years I have constantly been worrying about my health after facing constant problems. A few days ago I hit a big milestone and suddenly felt some relief. I was feeling great and then a few days later I had a major panic attack out of nowhere. I just can't win. 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Please help Hi everyone. I've started developing a pretty high anxiety disorder ever since summer of 2017. I've been seeing a therapist and have noticeably been getting better. I can find myself stopping spiraling thoughts and controlling myself. The only thing is that my boyfriend is the source of my anxiety. I broke up with him over the summer, and it quickly became one of the biggest regrets of my life. Ever since we got back together, I haven't been the same--constantly worrying about the what ifs and the fear of losing him even though he is very dependent, loyal... everything. I would call him my best friend. It's classic case of relationship anxiety. Things have been hard for us since his actions trigger me. They all revolve fears of losing him and sometimes small things like the fact that he hasn't answered a text. He truly feels like there is nothing to worry about, and I know, deep down, there isn't. He gets frustrated when I ask for constant reassurance, and I know it doesn't help me to seek outside validation. I've gotten to the point where I can rely on no one else but myself to fix the problem (i.e. exercise, breathe, write in my journal), but the self-discipline is hard to establish sometimes. I've gotten to the point where I recognize patterns and can stop myself, but I sometimes want to eject myself out of the relationship in hopes that I will ""relieve"" myself of the anxiety. But TBH, I still feel like this is a cop out because I wouldn't be completely addressing anxious thoughts head on and would only be looking for a quick bandaid solution. It's this constant dread I feel, and I catastrophize the relationship over small things... Does anyone who has anxiety and is also in a relationship feel like this? I find myself going in circles a lot. I ""press the anxiety button"" because of a lack of self-discipline, I spiral thoughts, and I think we need to break up... until I realize I am the problem and I could bring this issue in other relationships, and a breakup is a sign of impatience. What has been the solution for you? EDIT: TL;DR: i have relationship anxiety and I sometimes think the solution is just to stop being in a relationship for a long time, but will this help me? Am I alone? 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Hi there! Title basically. I'm sorry if this is a really basic and maybe vague question. I'll be honest and say that only now, after about 10 years, I've decided to do something about my mental health. I want to know a little more before going to a professional though because it's going to take a lot of courage for me. I'm just unsure if medication will help me. I've avoided looking into it in all ways, so I just want to understand things a little more. I'm sorry I find it difficult to put my thoughts into words but any answer would help. Thank you for reading. :) ",3.00090909090909,5.072583089430896,5.175787139689579,77.87082039911309,75.82926829268294,7.724759793052478,25.00295639320029,8.575989854853784,1.9676894308943096,492,17,90,10,11,171,84,123,0.068,0.759,0.172,0.9312,0,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,5,0,5,3,0,0,2,25,18,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,16,14,4,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,4,3,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.15357594087750645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702084434683476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593474064681412,0.0,0.13391509402539448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772049919339624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383850066849793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888042677361346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16728296565156847,0.0,0.0,0.31645675944799595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648954612240509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31546350755243874,0.0,0.0,0.132155916975654,0.0,0.0,0.13379515695682384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581050015794723,0.0,0.0,0.31707883813894355,0.15859764850776206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969127982476305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582060041309948,0.17629675450879784,0.0,0.15741824647872346,0.0,0.10081887659901416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251514401485532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115547050804755,0.0,0.35233833006653903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832690946733285,0.0,0.0,0.144890362159466,0.0,0.0,0.1045533945222904,0.0,0.15462078532883053,0.12493869373044975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383361053522466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564848156288485,0.12491747239646632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179515239240392,0.0,0.0,0.10134476423985922 anxiety,Jetter_2017,2018/01/19,"What if the way you feel is justified? What if you are frustrated and emotional And angry And hopeless And keep crying And keep trying to fix the thing that’s wrong But keep messing it up So you go through the cycle again What if you get upset for a perfectly justifiable reason. It’s not an imaginary fear. It’s not making a mountain out of a molehill. It’s real and it’s there all the time. And you can’t just give up it’s not like you’re trying too hard or reaching for an unachievable goal. It’s something that most people can easily do, and you can’t. What if you’re honest to goodness justified in your response to your situation. If it is genuine and appropriate and nobody would say that you’re overreacting? “If I was you I would feel the same way” is told to you when you explain your predicament. What do you do then? 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It’s worst when I take my adhd meds. Will it go away? Also will I continue to gain weight? 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My anxiety hasn't been totally awful lately, I haven't had a panic attack in a few months. I'm just so nervous that I'm gonna have some bad side affects that I don't even want to start taking it. Do any of you guys take it? What was it like when you started? Thanks in advance!",0.8109999999999999,3.0591592111111114,2.9977777777777765,89.60000000000002,84.66666666666667,6.2666666666666675,22.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.0694666666666666,339,12,71,6,10,115,59,90,0.18,0.65,0.17,0.3227,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,1,8,7,1,3,2,1,8,1,0,1,1,7,21,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,4,0,10,2,10,16,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,8,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356975544351086,0.0,0.3230145047850355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401810103853731,0.0,0.0,0.17627750598439804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160916443671127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944365838975226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904332572468745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23815407492271784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031432258666366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851504475372753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477054117655402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4482983275771924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762109351208983,0.0,0.0,0.1943721710318527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452484027346775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957116035634005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wildfireflower2,2018/01/19,"Anxiety at work I’m new to this community so I’m not sure that I should be posting for advice, but I’m in some dire need of some right now. I’ve been having really bad anxiety at work. Im at a new job, and I just left my old job because of the effect it had on my anxiety and depression. Nothing is wrong with my new job, (okay there are some things I don’t like about it [ex: I have to commute and work nights and weekends sometimes] but I like the people there and the work is easy) but my head won’t stop associating work with anxiety and depression now since my old job. I just want to make it through the day without feeling a cinderblock in my stomach just waiting for me to cry when I get off. Today was the worst it has ever been. I didn’t even manage to make it to my car without bursting into tears and hyperventilating like I usually do when panic attacks happen. I used to have these a lot when I got off work at my old job, so I think it’s just my mind carrying that over but I don’t know how to make it stop. Maybe just time to get settled into the new job? Its only been a week at my new job. Any advice would be helpful :/ Other info: I am on Hydroxyzine for anxiety and I just got back on antidepressants (Effexor) after trying to get off of them for good. My doc said that would help. I also see a counselor who tells me that I should write about my thoughts during my breaks, but I only get 2 -15 min breaks and I don’t want someone to see me writing while I’m in the break room. 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How do I fix this? Every time that I get close to a relationship, I start to get extreme anxiety that seems to only affect me when I’m about to eat. Because of this, I feel sick when I eat and then I feel sick from not eating. I also have stomach issues such as gas and diarrhea. Like I said, this seems to only happen as I get into a relationship. The first time I started experiencing anxiety was about 8 months ago. I’m talking to this girl now that I’m really interested in and I have no doubt that she’ll say yes to dating. I don’t think the anxiety stems from asking her out but rather the thought of her at all. Maybe I feel like I’m not good enough?",1.3351981566820292,3.0356708193548414,3.649147465437789,88.61943548387094,79.51612903225806,7.009216589861751,20.74884792626728,7.957251820313856,0.7582073732718904,567,15,129,10,14,196,85,155,0.116,0.809,0.075,-0.4446,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,5,1,6,7,1,3,1,23,30,12,0,1,4,0,4,3,0,2,2,2,0,1,9,6,4,0,8,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,7,20,5,20,25,2,20,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,3,16,78,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924527854982984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985553934339907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771146193871116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521324307366212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512627262929338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5044232458406459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734039382447573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383544722035147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492564246188816,0.1760860937116879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482831709557863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575523251628268,0.0,0.0,0.10336829489733323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898117832100546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863107630753326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806272680739578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226399916659395,0.0,0.12381165959933975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836940140752487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745992658839386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895102815194978,0.0,0.0,0.2646283782056884,0.0,0.0,0.1172299493156742,0.09800580216465236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22438706823809287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446053832645486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099056055793744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896754426700002,0.0,0.09783920093865664,0.1437250679906408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MAdelexo,2018/01/19,Any remedies for derealization? I’ve been struggling a lot lately. I’m at work right now and need help getting through this. ,3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,84.21739130434783,4.8057971014492775,29.40579710144928,6.42735559955562,1.50860579710145,101,5,18,1,3,31,22,23,0.119,0.7659999999999999,0.115,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757460275303956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21185096133535294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27179033777796235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574085948481974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34473175070535783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006645223864249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462848915372829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239045331621977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29520039604198595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vhjgtyggh,2018/01/19,"Mirazapine and thirst I started Mirazapine a few days ago for anxiety and sleeping issues after having no luck with Zoloft. So far it's been great, however I'm now so thirsty all the time! I cant stop drinking water and my throat is so dry. Has anyone else had experience with this? Thanks",2.082857142857144,4.860168714285717,3.7550000000000026,82.39,85.07142857142857,6.771428571428572,24.07142857142857,7.957251820313856,1.7638500000000006,232,9,43,5,7,77,48,56,0.064,0.727,0.209,0.8675,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,1,8,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,4,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25988727050979993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242826655825557,0.0,0.0,0.20499897478942705,0.3003985851184349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907749331584486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872057687387001,0.0,0.0,0.2449151086709771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867872789286045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232330919215832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060047973519921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933927358072948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075150236202282,0.0,0.0,0.2451124471140628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269921678366141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095620112719845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cykackykaboomboom,2018/01/19,Working/Studying is misery Hello guys. I have a problem for 4-5 years and i hope you guys can help me. I diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder and using SSRIs for 3 years. So lets get to the main subject. I want to change my mentality. When i see some people that enjoy their work-studying etc. I wonder why i am not like this. So i figured out that i can handle my problems and pass my exams too but it feels like torture. It feels like misery. Me and x person give equal effort on one job but x person is happy/energetic .. but me. Me. I always try my work done with minimum effort and i always play to save the day. How can i ge rid of and be more enjoyable person ? ,0.14978913219789547,2.500742912408761,2.8819829683698286,87.95643755068939,90.67883211678831,5.0882400648824015,18.560016220600158,6.691623216298621,0.3478697485806972,517,15,103,7,18,180,89,137,0.193,0.68,0.127,-0.8222,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,3,5,11,1,0,3,0,10,1,0,2,0,25,19,13,0,4,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,9,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,3,22,8,10,16,5,7,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,7,71,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479896049841765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399825998502965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764114368248175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610419594555533,0.0,0.0,0.15124999768592529,0.0,0.0,0.17078738530006274,0.0,0.0,0.1524970153174606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661943122304035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069582156651504,0.2129167871912984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785568475541378,0.1429515161923525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951022327614332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988353474644952,0.0,0.0,0.14800836527818184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787723865733715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238086475539636,0.0,0.21840780715152952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15017496004568806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097836294633612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331022552495968,0.390349959396082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851799458569721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874794618433353,0.0,0.0,0.1683477728844033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117334955706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287035910369362,0.0,0.0,0.08789459857560375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446544626082704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616035195318318,0.21697356319792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192524055381152 anxiety,mots4322,2018/01/19,"Does it ever end? Something finally clicked with me recently and I realized this needed to stop. I've been putting myself out there more hoping to break through this. For the past few years, the thought of talking to girls, going out to bars and other social events made me physically ill. I simply couldn't even imagine doing these things. The past two months I have gone on a handful of dates with girls from dating apps, I have made more of an effort to talk to coworkers and break through my social anxiety. I figured after the first few times I would realize that it isn't so bad and I really have nothing to worry about. But that isn't the case. Before each date I am still feeling physically ill. Each time I get up to go talk to a coworker I freeze and sound like a bumbling moron. Every time I go to a bar or party, I feel super uncomfortable and leave shortly after. Does it ever end? Should I keep putting myself into these situations hoping that one day it will?",3.7399007936507935,5.742732206349206,4.62534060846561,82.94055059523811,73.4973544973545,7.264682539682537,25.56911375661376,8.07648339933343,1.6214256613756608,773,26,144,12,16,250,117,189,0.085,0.7879999999999999,0.127,0.8408,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,1,0,10,0,12,5,1,2,2,34,26,9,0,6,2,0,4,1,0,3,2,1,0,2,13,13,2,2,7,2,0,6,3,2,0,3,5,6,18,4,27,17,6,37,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,3,24,103,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09820114963811076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718189732394208,0.0,0.0,0.10923169211227228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278672435999587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22467136023649126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22739184871464524,0.0,0.0,0.08478583692537664,0.232232365473354,0.10815555553691032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981341053306195,0.0,0.0,0.1406208422097365,0.0,0.109189734093518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706696882783986,0.0,0.21886343557219093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549967276392392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409935447358707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359231508210842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06271410854585427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24292976380665784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024620930700718,0.0,0.0,0.09518322703576378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317253426858953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698546215711375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24508351485702054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580905410150803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223581193678099,0.0,0.12674788904169565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429098248614816,0.0,0.26170996982879946,0.0,0.09882393876931417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251483078172882,0.10732137517043908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095319478212183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528197872590873,0.0,0.0,0.10190983343435524,0.2245571958695419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539685913412166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036390990386085,0.0,0.09118892649588796,0.0,0.0,0.08266476729307225 anxiety,jetfast07,2018/01/19,"New to health anxiety help? I had my first panic attack July 2017.I am a 26 year old male who was an athlete in college. To be honest I had no idea how bad anxiety truly was and just didn't get it. Welp, in July I had this sudden fear that was going to pass out. I got up started pacing around and constantly moving my hand as if i was fanning myself. Went to the ER and they said i was fine. ECG and everything came back ok. In short i have done the 24 hour halter monitor and everything. I have had panic attacks since then but become less and less frequent as time goes on. I only tell myself that I am ok and not to call 9-1-1 anymore. Am I oK? I really feel like my heart is going to stop. I check my pulse all the time. Sometimes my resting is up over 90 but usually below 100. Every day I go through these panic feelings especially after meals. I never worried about anything before and i loved playing flag football. I can't even enjoy activities anymore cause my heart racing gives me anxiety. I keep thinking it's too fast and I'm going to die. When it slows down i feel like it skipping beats. Please help everyday feels like hell. I never understood why people would kill themselves either until I had this in my life. I'm NOT saying I would but that i understand why they would choose to. tl;dr will i ever go back to normal or will this be an every day occurrence? Do you all get the deep feeling in the chest? Thanks just for listening",1.7467804323094391,4.006882136518777,3.5630273037542683,86.91295961319683,80.87713310580205,6.090967007963598,21.712059158134245,7.3011,0.8751880318543805,1138,35,223,16,30,381,177,293,0.147,0.6970000000000001,0.155,-0.322,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,2,11,21,4,4,8,3,28,8,4,2,5,45,55,20,2,5,10,0,6,3,0,5,2,3,0,1,12,12,1,2,10,1,1,9,7,9,1,1,17,9,37,12,29,31,6,51,1,0,0,1,14,15,1,2,30,150,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110435016897416,0.0,0.18239581128939492,0.0,0.0,0.07567383059001137,0.08186236711372286,0.0,0.2092316422130635,0.0,0.1414204849575819,0.07678132422534119,0.0,0.1015606974823732,0.0782497247870752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389968729739104,0.1051757764440022,0.0,0.0944664865106197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937423387659698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861096851882093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543817819583593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941052495422808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060737577867359366,0.08318153062328952,0.15495763713442684,0.0,0.1652923484032886,0.0,0.0,0.1034786329792592,0.23248435164409725,0.19708504473349864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821966754492649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608881363272788,0.08821476325765468,0.2613100537079016,0.0,0.07354743852577107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774735341871726,0.0,0.2179420134531343,0.1232753958221696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056038401408828,0.0,0.0,0.10380970698187043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173674611544382,0.10173821408834832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495285398371932,0.13477851452495748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299593963967407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977371005037974,0.0,0.0,0.1418477919860877,0.08881388161660249,0.0,0.0,0.09009959159827588,0.0,0.0,0.09649474772915737,0.0,0.0,0.06993841712812797,0.0,0.3236796906150623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375229399117614,0.0,0.0,0.10094257889201708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05891083006460007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747338425189094,0.07312891664380515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760688409977545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094909209383698,0.0,0.06508854518365517,0.0,0.0,0.07688124122645353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037559154192428,0.08466283092126943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058923153881905915,0.0,0.0,0.10724322728418617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573181446464232,0.0,0.0,0.1012790556639698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524624854400255,0.16595609230576766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933880989562927,0.0,0.19597357499317866,0.0,0.0,0.05921811852572938 anxiety,craftylawyergirl,2018/01/19,"Currently having a “moment”... I am currently having what I’ve come to call a “moment” aka my anxiety is refusing to let my brain shut the heck up. I am on meds (Paxil, Wellbutrin, and Propranolol) but sometimes the anxiety gets to be too much even for those. Or maybe I have ADHD that’s never been diagnosed. Idk. In any case, my brain is refusing to be logical about dating right now. You see, I’m 29 and due to my anxiety and insecurities, I’ve never dated much. Recently, I’ve been working on that with my counselor and have since gotten more comfortable talking to guys on dating apps like Bumble. Anyway, to make a long story short, I messaged a guy yesterday and we’ve been chatting since but he hasn’t responded to my last message I’m a few hours and now my anxiety and insecurities are creeping in again and I cannot concentrate for the life of me. Like, to the point where my brain just keeps going “OMG did I say something wrong? I shouldn’t have said that. Shit! He hates me or thinks I’m weird now.” Ugh. It’s a struggle. This is not the first time this has happened and I know logically that he is likely just sleeping or busy because he worked overnight, but my brain keeps being an asshat. Has anyone else experienced this or have any suggestions? I really do keep trying to distract myself or step back and use logic, but as many of you probably know, that doesn’t work all the time. I’m seriously sitting here practicing humming with nervous energy. tl;dr: I’ve been chatting with a guy on Bumble, he hasn’t messaged me back in a while and my brain is being a jerk telling me I did something wrong, despite me knowing that the man is probably just busy or sleeping. 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I’m new here and I don’t plan on exposing much of my identity, but I’m in the end of my teen years. I have a boyfriend who I am with for the past 1 year and almost 4 months. We have a very healthy and happy relationship. The problem is that I say “sorry” too much. Whenever I do something that he might not even care (he doesn’t get offended easily, it’s too hard to offend him) I have to say sorry and make sure that he is not mad at me even if I ask him and he says no. What happened was that I was kinda stupid to him without meaning to (at least I thought I did) and I apologized to him and asked too many times if he was mad at me even if he already had answered that he wasn’t. So once I got home, I still wanted to apologize again, so I called him and after advising him to sleep a little (he is sick) and take some meds, I said “I’m sorry for what happened, I was kinda stupid”. And he said “What were you stupid about? Seriously whats your problem?” All of this because of my anxiety and fear that he might break up with me because of something I did or said, or that he secretly gets mad at me. But this doesn’t happen only with him, but with my friends and family. Also, one thing I noticed is that I ask for REASSURANCE A LOOOOOOT to my parents, friends, etc, it looks like they are tired to hear about my anxiety doubts. Does anyone else here have the same problem with saying sorry? 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Controlled Rx early pickups = no. I understand that one. But what about filling a regular prescription and they ""only have 7"" out of 30, then 5 days later because you're going out that way anyway, you call to see if the rest are ready, and a different person tells you ""it was a 7 day fill, you can't fill the rest until you're out"". Wtf? It's a sleeping pill for Christ's sake. So it's ok to give me 30 at a time every month, but not ok to pick up the remainder they didn't have in stock before I run out? I've rarely used any other pharmacy however her shit tone by itself has possibly lost them a customer.",2.393048530416955,3.9452495488721837,4.208161312371839,86.42738892686262,76.06766917293236,7.54313055365687,24.120984278879014,8.296473431620573,1.4347203007518805,502,16,105,9,11,170,98,133,0.098,0.8490000000000001,0.053,-0.7706,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,3,2,3,4,1,0,9,2,8,4,2,3,0,15,14,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,2,0,1,3,1,10,2,15,11,2,21,1,1,1,0,11,7,1,1,8,64,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953722628470764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404692429986118,0.0,0.18711580758338112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453901107369006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246632731308843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28363022647093106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297451408746178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852723667240937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109448526834851,0.12497230338447632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004311127758896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551936549498914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545197623019474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900762484584193,0.1672412706580483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920052263710932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790037263071904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522911740659602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257206964427557,0.0,0.0,0.22005540332328796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921993177903582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822347385714455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892011216290814,0.0,0.18992005663368008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454368306165002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Golden-Elevator,2018/01/19,"Emotional Support Animal / Service Dog for OCD? TL;DR - College student with OCD / depression / generalized anxiety disorder, would an emotional support animal or psychiatric service dog be helpful for me? Looking for advice, opinions, or others experiences! Hi all! This is my first time posting on this community, and I am really hoping to get some opinions on whether acquiring an emotional support animal, or a psychiatric support animal, would be helpful to me. I don't know if I would be approved yet, but I would like to get some insight on if it could help me before I ask my therapist. Firstly, I have suffered from OCD since early childhood (like most sufferers) and it never really interfered with my life until I reached college. When I began college I started spending hours rewriting notes because of one mistake, checking doors, rearranging the freaking pillows on my bed, etc. Another large problem I have is picking my skin, particularly on my face, I have scars because of it and although at times it has calmed down, I always return to picking my pimples, my eyebrows, and bumps to suppress my anxiety. I have been on medication for about 3 years now and it has helped me a lot, but I still suffer from some of these things and it often makes me fall behind on my work and feel isolated from the small social life I have. Like many people, my OCD is also accompanied by generalized anxiety disorder, depression, and occasional panic attacks (maybe once a month but in the past I had several a week, but they are more under control now). I am still a college student, a junior, and next year I plan on living in a single dorm or possibly an apartment (finally!). I consistently see a psychologist, but only recently have we began to go deeper into my family issues and the root of all of my anxiety. For the past year I have been feeling so isolated from everyone and it is often hard for me to socialize. Additionally, about two years ago I began horseback riding for anxiety and fell in love with the sport and with horses. I truly believe they have helped me cope even more then medicine sometimes because riding forces me to relax and I feel like we are a team (me and the horse lol). I still ride in school, but I can only go about once a week as I have to drive to the barn. I have considered buying my own horse, but that is extremely costly and would be difficult to manage while in school because I would have to drive to where my horse was kept, and would not be able to take it home during the summer. That being said, the dog breeder from whom my two pet border collies are from at home expecting a litter of puppies soon and it has made me consider if pursuing an emotional support animal would be helpful to me. My thoughts were I could get a puppy as an emotional support animal, if it were approved by my therapist, and then train the dog to become a psychiatric service dog. I feel like the dog would not only help with my loneliness, but encourage me to get out and take it on walks or hikes (there are lots of beautiful places to hike where I go to school). My OCD also does not concern germs or contamination, so I am not worried about that being a problem. I am more worried the dog might be too much responsibility and actually overwhelm me, but being that I have absolutely no friends even though I am in a sorority (my attempt at making friends), I feel I would be able to give the dog more then enough time and attention. Also, as I mentioned, my parents have two border collies at home which I have helped to raise and train; they have also provided me a lot of emotional support when I am at home. Anyways, I was looking for any insight or advice. Maybe some of you have support animals and can let me know how it has helped you! Thank you for any help!! 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Ever since I found out about it, my stomach has been in knots. I'm not particularly worried about him cheating on me or anything, I'm specifically worried about him dying (usually by car accident- he isn't driving on the trip but he will have to take cabs to and from the airport) or I also have anxiety ABOUT having anxiety, because every time he goes away there's at least one point where I'm positive something has happened to him, and I hate having that feeling. I've covered the basics: made some plans with friends, I'm going to try and keep myself busy. But let's be honest, I know I will be miserable the entire time he's gone, even if I am ""distracting"" myself. I'm already in therapy, but my therapist hasn't really been able to solve this issue other than encouraging me to focus on stuff that I enjoy. I'm still dreading this moment so much that it almost feels like my husband has been diagnosed with a terminal illness and I'm just waiting for the inevitable. I can barely even enjoy the time we have together because I'm so worried about him being in a cab. If anyone has dealt with separation anxiety or anxiety about loved ones' safety, please let me know.",7.551191260101768,6.542270326848249,8.190038910505839,71.55522298712962,63.630350194552534,10.864890751272075,36.5007482789584,10.035473477838034,3.626251960490872,1042,43,189,19,13,350,144,257,0.105,0.708,0.18600000000000005,0.9751,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,1,16,12,2,3,10,0,24,4,1,1,1,34,49,16,1,3,11,3,2,1,1,2,2,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,5,0,0,8,3,5,0,3,6,2,24,7,32,36,3,31,0,1,0,1,16,13,0,9,11,129,33,0,0.12109503038325857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212591807879358,0.0,0.13363137724661212,0.09683965204706244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705494671660764,0.0,0.0,0.0846724608436729,0.0,0.09965089204014446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377276724971233,0.0,0.0,0.1476368131163968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809627665528897,0.0,0.0,0.12290890680864312,0.12567752309814564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996425098742145,0.10953738780298407,0.1020277858837298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224585717206545,0.08651031390173107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277445045973954,0.09355772008489484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376421928057523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339982834160102,0.0,0.10708393544543626,0.0,0.0,0.11955627212189238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116744629221002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263917502435185,0.0,0.10763482698519446,0.0,0.0,0.13310132358000534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765574601240875,0.0,0.05916091509900996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929299278653397,0.1145830457039821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901878070447017,0.08979043063962773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363948281235953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641142531034299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292597920568208,0.11447394508505505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757657727898395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017106049454724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932248705569401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670664768889796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862483805664472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104839238573348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848272077980067,0.14060066367361462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183445811074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221557674367336,0.0,0.11829224888833555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336906779012994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713512903381798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689336443405665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anareii,2018/01/19,"Pre-Interview Panicking Longtime lurker, but I feel like I need to get this off of my chest. I'm freaking myself out over something that I should be excited about. It's a long one. I was medically retired from the Army two months ago. My anxiety became horrible since I don't have a purpose other than SAHM activities and the panic/PTSD making me a hermit. I applied for a part-time job at a barn scooping poop, feeding, etc. It shouldn't be a big deal since I did it as a volunteer for years at my previous duty station. My mind is already thinking of ways I can get out of it and why I'm not qualified. I'm petrified of messing up the interview. I tend to panic in new situations and talking to new people - my brain shuts down and I don't remember anything if I don't write it down. It's been a few hours since she called, but I'm still shaking and my stomach is in knots. I've also got to work out before/after school daycare since I have one kid doing part time preschool and my husband has a crazy schedule (which has me worried about working evenings). Part of me wishes it was another volunteer position so I can let the kids play around the barn while I work. I'm obsessive over planning for *everything* that could go wrong and preparing as much as possible, and I'm not sure what to expect and it's driving me up the wall. 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I have a distorted view of reality. I can be sitting at my favorite coffee shop on my day off, playing games on my computer, money in my bank account to cover the bills, yet I still feel like the world around me is twisted and something bad could happen any moment. It kind of feels like i'm in hell. Anxiety to me isn't just being nervous all the time, or having panic attacks, it literally feels like the world around me is distorted in my eyes and I'm the only one who is seeing it that way. There is a small rational part of me that says ""no, everything is fine,"" but no matter how many times it's repeated to me, it's drowned out by intense feelings of dread. Sigh. I need to go back on anti-anxiety meds :(",5.442628205128209,5.220123134615385,6.676410256410258,78.06858974358975,67.65384615384616,10.01025641025641,32.07692307692307,9.725611199111238,2.887492307692308,603,23,121,12,9,205,99,156,0.185,0.721,0.094,-0.9609,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,2,3,7,0,12,1,1,1,1,21,24,5,1,2,3,0,6,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,7,3,5,1,3,6,1,1,0,10,15,8,21,21,2,26,1,0,3,0,3,15,1,1,13,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189715838866493,0.0,0.3101361601163915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24059949717866586,0.0,0.1537367831069313,0.0,0.10391129273200993,0.11283296985332608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789515198691188,0.0,0.0,0.08715158256375108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145158183022242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099731298737483,0.4827061601093717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680094009804415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950037621405983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407234166683539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33010327749404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700675972760448,0.0,0.0,0.15010570425659642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002016800860418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157169516777004,0.10277706709313188,0.0,0.1585530558885979,0.0,0.14633918976113552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657162376107609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746562305776897,0.0,0.0,0.10768594788538408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403434518651844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791983627751853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759785277493635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726471853582664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mzlapq-1,2018/01/19,"Fun, lighthearted book recommendations? I've recently gotten back into reading before bed to try and help with my nighttime anxiety and was wondering if anyone has any recommendations for fun, nonstressful books to read? I'm open to any and all types of books, even fun kids books.",8.748707482993197,9.867033530612249,8.359591836734698,64.21993197278914,60.63265306122449,12.247619047619047,34.70068027210884,11.855464076750405,4.600014965986395,229,9,36,7,3,73,38,49,0.029,0.701,0.27,0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,7,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,17,1,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969608931074615,0.0,0.22327844383036388,0.0,0.0,0.20408109542890734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442869991906828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835841863016705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927762536112536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563316322014065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5838945496551086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881847262308475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19815941093463607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165187114550312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fleetwell,2018/01/19,"Need to finish Major Project, All I can do Is Stare At my Screen Where does this paralysis come from? I have a major project I need to finish that I've been working on for a year. It's a film so there's no external deadline but my self-imposed deadline is this month because I need to finish it and move on with my life. I put a lot of time and money into what I hope will be a big step forward in my career as a filmmaker and now I feel like I'm failing at the final hurdle. I've got all the video and I just need to edit it. And every day I fire up my computer and look at the files and just...don't make any progress. I move a few little things around, never finishing anything. This has gone on for weeks. I feel a massive sense of brain fog and lethargy but the doctor assures me my blood sugar and hormone levels are fine. So why do I feel stuck right now when I should be finishing this major project and moving on with my life? What is this anxiety-induced paralysis? How do you find the energy to push through and finish your stated goals?",2.4176395289298505,3.9908394608294975,3.739316436251922,89.72580005120331,76.05069124423963,6.481208397337428,24.037122375832052,7.1686216300943375,0.8752050179211475,821,26,174,9,18,269,127,217,0.08900000000000001,0.84,0.071,-0.6056,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,4,11,5,0,0,13,0,15,6,2,2,4,36,30,18,0,6,3,0,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,12,16,1,0,4,2,1,9,2,1,0,0,4,8,23,4,25,22,7,42,0,1,3,0,2,17,0,2,18,116,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013467161686772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264045086280626,0.13266987455566606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084838556813243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663687464532881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837767627895078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611316450486644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254033469962533,0.13041870887439388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255656964543149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260648270231168,0.10646832842115536,0.0,0.1632570227243853,0.1362123405991376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919432319309176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480221775970871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053109734981,0.07280939641037924,0.14936898861440326,0.0,0.0,0.12514915472295096,0.0,0.0,0.12670148399224326,0.0,0.0,0.0994798657393945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189557393759556,0.4751915680104857,0.0,0.4420206852688606,0.11494249086793015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981809473379204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727231986057047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547264187849402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901008783655413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690162532786501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954429885610313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344779947382189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849690571607754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597157562420497 anxiety,Pearlspear,2018/01/19,"Does Anxiety Make it Hard for You to Let Go of Anger? Just want to vent and see if I'm alone in feeling this way. I work as a theatre tech. I'm working on this festival, trying to learn new dance pieces every week so I can light them and get their sound right. Performers are emotional and stressed, I'm stressed. But ultimately we all just want it all to work out. This one performer was the Absolute worst last night. However, although they were being rude, the circumstances were never really in their favor, so I understand their frustration. They never really got to rehearse their piece before opening. That said, I took the berating like a champ and carried on. But I'm still so frustrated and I've got some anger in me.. I've got like 2 more days of this and then it's over but guuuuuuuh. My Anxiety is like : why don't they like me? How am I supposed to talk to theeem Will I get shit for the sound being too loud? At the same time I'm keeping my cool and trying to stay logical (its no ones fault, they just needed space to be a diva, you know thair piece) but I have waves of anger that triggers my anxiety and vice versa. So, have any of you been so angry it keeps you anxious. Or the anxiety triggers the anger? What was it like for you? What helped? 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For as long as I can remember, whenever my heart starts racing (often) I press my body against the wall because the coldness calms me down. I also have always liked to fit in small spaces, it just makes me happy and calm. A heavy pressure blanket sounds wonderful. 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I had dreams of being a doctor but it's a high stress job and because I'm so anxious and depressed, I messed up early in my college career and my transcript looks bad. Every job that is well paying is high stress and I just shut down whenever I am in a stressful situation. I don't know what to do.",2.7714133738601845,3.8263985425531963,4.710972644376903,85.20500000000001,74.21276595744679,7.073556231003039,27.258358662613983,7.447530270364453,1.4131294832826753,349,13,74,4,7,120,64,94,0.294,0.6609999999999999,0.045,-0.9795,4,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,7,0,10,1,0,0,0,12,16,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,2,6,1,0,2,1,10,1,11,10,0,11,0,1,1,0,0,9,0,2,2,52,13,9,0.14877542110995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11381278993288135,0.1680738786142625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422126227332182,0.1813842316501901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814005219924487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227794766041405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826476250871184,0.0,0.12534970891643496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772901705089334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189892951549993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143788014801928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5905465961102301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176308062863928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493388368508275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722980677338006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112652266653294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376697078764405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134059785917776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SoonSpoonLoon,2018/01/19,"Train instead of Plane So I have to go to Florida at the end of the month for work. I have always gotten out of flying for work. Either by driving or taking the train. This is further than anywhere else I had to go (18 hours). I keep on getting crap from non work people about oh just fly. I try to psyche myself up to do it but after the 5 minutes of feeling like “yeah I can do it” I feel beyond tense. Anyone been in a similar spot? What did you end up doing? Thanks!",-0.8145887445887432,1.3370201313131318,1.709271284271285,95.40295454545456,95.16161616161615,3.6366522366522367,16.162337662337663,5.288315135182226,-0.6990207792207794,359,9,78,2,14,122,73,99,0.048,0.83,0.122,0.8127,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,0,5,1,10,1,1,0,0,8,19,3,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,9,2,23,15,1,16,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,1,6,57,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680695430358505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538311282901316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758549081754373,0.0,0.41898020243269496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391873294098333,0.16897282613881234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357405216973293,0.0,0.268844132744106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329285417435181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102334402266743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555370186950642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879123741171916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397599274599553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783664724981496,0.0,0.0,0.21775956408600766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058430178384686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5165769687012133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,insidedude,2018/01/19,"Do you ever feel like something is wrong? Like you are in your house, nothing is bad, everything is Ok, you don't have nothing to worry about but still you feel uneasy, like something is wrong? I love those moments where I do feel good, relaxed. But almost always it's like I'm hiding from someone and they are gonna come and get me anytime. 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What can I do? Getting in stressful situations is a bit common for me but it seems like lately my anxiety is taking over my chest, there’s a pressure and it makes breathing feel very labored. I started to attempt to do relaxed breaths by breathing in through my nose out through my mouth but people will just ask me what’s wrong with me and why I’m breathing like that. I understand the best solution is just to calm down overall and all symptoms will subside, but what can i do about this painful feeling in my chest to make it stop in the moment ? Thank you so much. 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I did the morning routine with my step son this morning which is kind of out of the ordinary for me because I go to work so early that my wife usually does it. Anyway, I cooked him breakfast and what not and I checked everything before I left including to make sure the stove was off. However, on the drive to work today I have just been terrified I left the stove on and something is going to happen to the pets before I can go home for lunch I just need calming thoughts and maybe some meditation during my break at work",7.4363712200208605,6.507271510948904,7.632638164754955,75.19919708029198,63.81751824817518,11.332221063607928,35.629822732012514,10.608840637214634,3.621065484880084,555,22,107,12,7,181,86,137,0.085,0.809,0.106,0.4594,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,6,0,9,4,0,1,1,16,17,6,0,1,4,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,7,3,0,1,1,1,5,2,1,0,1,4,1,18,6,21,13,1,18,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,5,75,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239885540514004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557681187629068,0.0,0.2668309240795545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372066693897212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091139038425785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673195463315198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864754917152342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727164519596806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326542182547787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407023192252813,0.0,0.0,0.07659893943103943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540622203018594,0.0,0.0,0.14150773903145458,0.0,0.10465753853294607,0.0,0.1575151179935325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162566830912135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624394257764168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070344417943335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17948531655008618,0.0,0.0,0.14777130192246296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447255234375044,0.0,0.0,0.1486171613682147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34536075476632755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424316771928199,0.15922632833755598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jlthrowawayaccount,2018/01/19,"Foods that are easy to stomach with anxiety? My anxiety has been through the roof for several days. My stomach hurts, so I've barely been eating. I know that it's important to stay nourished and keep my energy up, but it still feels like I'm force feeding myself. I never want breakfast anymore. I've never been the type of person to skip food in the morning before. All I ever want is coffee and my B12 pill and St. John's Wort. I've tried smothering a piece of toast in as much peanut butter as I can fit to get in some extra calories, but eating it still feels like a chore. Even if my stomach is growling, I don't want food. I went to bed without lunch or dinner the other night because I just couldn't bring myself to eat something. I felt like a zombie the next morning. So yeah, my energy has been low. I'm worried. I have a history of disordered eating and I don't want to fall back into that. But I just don't want to eat anything right now. Any ideas? Much obliged. 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First time posting here. Also sorry for any formatting issues for I am on mobile. I have an anxiety disorder and my first day back to class I missed my last class. That on its own is making my anxiety worse because I don't know how to explain to my teacher and when. I ended up not emailing them which doesn't help at all. This is my second semester and my first went okish. But for some reason I'm really struggling with the start of this semester when my last when pretty ok at first. I understood why to an extent but I'm really struggling with going to classes. I've always had a problem with school but unfortunately college isn't much better. I cry when I start getting anxious and that's really fustrating when in public. I hate going to class when I look like I've been crying. Does anyone have any advice to help me get though this? I feel like college is worse than high school. 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Any time I have to think about anything that involves deep thinking (math, science problems, etc.) I freeze up because I don't want to confront what's going on in my brain. I've found being ""numb"" is a great coping mechanism with anxiety, but ultimately fails when I have to interact in the real world or get anything done successfully. I'm in therapy once a week and take anti-depressants as needed, but since I'm trying to transition from freelancing to a full-time job, I've been going to job interviews and failing to use my brain ""properly"" when needed. Not to mention the added anxiety of it being an interview, I've experienced the same problems when I'm working the actual job. Just getting stuck in my brain. Does anybody else get this? I like to think of myself as a generally great problem solver, but I've been not doing well at it lately and it's making me feel horrible about myself, perpetuating the cycle.",6.704128999492128,7.345713765363129,7.566419502285424,69.79862874555612,64.97765363128491,10.754900964956832,34.70848146267141,10.637119530657019,3.952503910614526,760,33,128,19,11,255,110,179,0.171,0.7240000000000001,0.106,-0.889,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,4,7,12,1,0,10,0,10,5,4,3,0,29,31,13,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,7,1,0,5,3,12,5,24,24,2,17,0,2,0,0,6,9,0,1,7,79,18,10,0.0,0.0,0.10888507222981324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587759059275581,0.0,0.2560730385785631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18364012712934968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801756254912658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982365530147935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610288541861074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764359193579417,0.11418412319519015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320999152011453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244401523698772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641772797628379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234068588233768,0.0,0.0,0.17488636904240148,0.0,0.12682590826697313,0.0,0.0,0.24603262673766976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33217501604467004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586604566650908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054511895214616586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447989249333971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546892616894615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882806296575807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202982891443033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700140404335736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229935581755662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389357089700354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276003853481609,0.0,0.0,0.21448607897940308,0.0,0.0,0.06506265025398765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575486107609906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273697474054424,0.0,0.0,0.06581222361011943,0.0,0.08950199581409718,0.0,0.10032297978473402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123088841678461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,frooteetootee,2018/01/19,"Looking for advice from people who understand Hi there! I am a first time poster to this group so bear with me. I am a 24F dealing with anxiety and I just wanted advice from people who understand what I am going through. I do not have severe anxiety. It does not affect my job performance, my sleep, or my social life. However, it does affect my relationships especially my boyfriend at the moment. This all started in high school. I was bullied and outcasted by girls and ever since about that time I have had anxiety. I get anxious for the smallest things such as how I am going to carry a big load of groceries out to the car. I also get anxious about what others think of me. If I meet someone for the first time, I go through our introduction in my head over and over wondering if I did the right thing, do they think I am nice, maybe next time I should say this to them, etc. With my boyfriend, I often fear that something terrible has happened to him when he goes out. I won't hear from him for awhile sometimes and I am ok. But if I send a text and he doesn't respond, I immediately think something awful has happened. I then seem to fall into this hole of terrible thoughts and can't control them or my actions. I start to panic, I call and text and I can't seem to stop and get myself together. I fear he's been in a car accident or anything else that could happen to him. It's effecting him and I'm trying to take steps to stop this from happening which is why I am on here. Can anyone tell me what they do when they seem to have an attack? What do you do to calm down and get your thoughts together? I would love any advice :) ",3.4819090909090917,4.8178833727272785,4.540424242424244,86.0206363636364,72.84848484848484,7.704242424242422,26.53333333333333,8.238735603445708,1.598282424242424,1283,44,266,20,25,419,171,330,0.118,0.82,0.062,-0.9551,2,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,5,5,13,10,1,3,11,2,30,4,2,5,2,53,60,26,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,21,18,0,3,12,0,0,9,6,6,0,2,6,3,51,4,44,50,2,39,0,0,1,1,31,14,0,11,16,194,72,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696036431852202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354498894230206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253987375382172,0.0,0.211060675218512,0.2077902745836116,0.0,0.06430460110946183,0.0,0.07567998849914576,0.0,0.0,0.10462433415146907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390732832385444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031474253123327,0.07342717992837501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481266538046564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16095972117272953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682559576185717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025661378850038,0.0,0.08318829946666963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697410697249288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645206523980065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219326559586844,0.0,0.15679879058694424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253000886209481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943834068830951,0.0,0.10365210087962172,0.0,0.0,0.09716687985876676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126183108574144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495813948030024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772280803232365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300269338070765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239197185347588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780663427086453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790200994700866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751496358592473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873681424645613,0.0,0.0785382607087977,0.0,0.0731348674622093,0.0,0.09307426386893024,0.0,0.2511665350423313,0.0,0.1038951372918058,0.0,0.07607503105060591,0.0,0.09203218144813308,0.09374751576575246,0.07792229413636631,0.1415994776793641,0.0909564930175196,0.0,0.1301876834440399,0.0,0.0,0.15377499477569867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914680990353964,0.0,0.0803821320538222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122195935452848,0.17678384614659548,0.0,0.14602108926644478,0.2145039082652116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243871755714205,0.0,0.0,0.1914792091585434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424379087266519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298479843784645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973294900745423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653298407387961,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwthatawayahsdkka,2018/01/19,"Does anyone else have issues with their brain replaying traumatic physical injury? I can’t stop fucking wincing... like painfully wincing like it’s distressing and making me scared to do anything with my legs or else I’ll break them again. I’m literally squeezing my pillows so hard and almost screaming remembering the injury and the pain. I have ocd, so it’s really hard. It was the worst pain of my life, and it’s happened more than once. I’m a runner so it’s hard not to just stop and hold my legs in a protective embrace, wincing again. If anyone else deals with this, how do you cope? This is honestly really distressing for me....",3.8052892561983462,6.146504900826451,4.6933884297520665,81.00553719008265,74.37190082644628,8.036363636363637,27.52892561983471,8.841846274778883,2.407836363636364,507,20,91,11,11,164,75,121,0.309,0.616,0.075,-0.9845,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,0,7,12,1,3,5,0,7,8,3,2,0,19,12,11,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,8,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,9,0,0,1,5,11,3,9,11,2,7,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,6,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593038525792668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037995762690034,0.29864102697016365,0.119925707663705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626860429097215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024415590870172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753178779361282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652232560208616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472765956081428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887106652828542,0.0,0.39164399149695545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210721931823706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029354126524556,0.14239540588202554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727780037626536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520071527110468,0.0,0.0,0.465210040704914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672037425540264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508689547819144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590399320307254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436783545450243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheCamino72,2018/01/19,"Can't Approach Under Anxiety Help! I can't move under anxiety. When I want to approach someone new, I just stand there like a brain dead idiot. I constantly think to myself: ""Is this a good time?"", ""What if I screw up?"", and ""What if they say no?"". In particular, there's this person that I want to meet. They seem cool, but I can't move my legs to go over there and talk to him. I've tried breathing and counting to 3, but that doesn't work either. What should I do or what did you do?",1.3422992299229932,2.9863212277227764,2.9233003300330047,94.09196919691972,79.29702970297029,6.073047304730473,20.133113311331133,6.937597516519254,0.13907832783278318,368,9,86,4,9,121,64,101,0.064,0.7909999999999999,0.14400000000000002,0.5435,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,1,5,5,2,0,2,1,9,4,3,0,0,15,14,9,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,5,2,0,0,1,2,14,3,11,12,1,15,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,4,5,59,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35436600736307794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585562584911105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502909367855185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163077707898213,0.1942656585959398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524504239827314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131542162827403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923350749888274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369289062376024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223518704539054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841876343481289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085141065246388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624460285475476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616143311448088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840800082819747,0.0,0.0,0.13505516859729289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724975073652184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732222226032872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861672999194105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThaRealGoldeen,2018/01/19,"Anxiety brought on by nighttime noises, looking outside Lately whenever I hear noises while I'm in bed, I get nervous enough to get out of bed and walk around to make sure everything is fine. I live in an apartment complex, so noises made by other people who live here are very common, and, in my rational mind, normal. Sometimes I will look out the window if it sounds like the noise is coming from outside. My apartment has a great vantage point in a large apartment complex near a busy street, so I can almost always see someone outside when this happens, which adds to my anxiety. I think I am hoping to find out the noise is coming from something familiar to ease my mind, like the next door neighbor is taking his trash out to the street, or a snowplow is clearing off the driveway. But when it is something less familiar that's making noise it makes me more nervous. This really started a few months ago when I woke up to a fight outside my apartment. It didn't involve anyone I know, but it's made me paranoid about noises at night. Any advice on how to ignore the noises, stay in bed, and not go looking around for something that will most likely only give me more anxiety? After all, the only thing I have gained from this behavior is sleepless nights, while staying just as safe as I would if I was asleep.",10.701547619047616,7.407813043650794,9.596730158730157,71.14271428571429,59.436507936507944,11.667301587301589,41.46984126984128,8.841846274778883,3.802924126984127,1045,41,186,10,10,328,148,252,0.062,0.857,0.081,0.6808,0,0,3,0,1,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,1,2,15,0,17,1,1,6,3,42,42,18,0,5,7,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,7,0,14,12,0,2,5,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,6,6,21,8,36,33,7,45,0,0,4,0,7,24,0,6,17,129,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172401367219988,0.10134851621245153,0.0,0.11448709191176625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513347363164973,0.0,0.0,0.07774975472637838,0.0,0.2623912513034187,0.0,0.0,0.07994366895780203,0.0,0.0,0.20355963362669768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697397647138987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813563148299505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027543273807604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449747631351486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946761612408373,0.10967777699518702,0.06497757232191782,0.0,0.0,0.1260515537862025,0.0,0.0,0.10110350638980267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288605962331663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355758170874887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283393705640923,0.0,0.1289715988937123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757067993976804,0.0,0.20191469379409246,0.0,0.2880305288154069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636761191688772,0.22895271165701925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088567531300055,0.0,0.09125879860164644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159349497739615,0.21458587843005766,0.11202119180221956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739094417738422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792634886166753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808079839641374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324407665817667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110788823475624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687322492314704,0.2640553297794533,0.11307737925280904,0.0,0.08092485520528371,0.2437256316184244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775665965551544,0.0,0.08596351715185849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595717291833133,0.07325939891078252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433596374154736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121824987605393,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xsyndicated,2018/01/19,Am i going crazy? I haven't slept for 5 days and i feel like i've gone crazy i sleep for 1 hour and then i wake up with feeling that i haven't slept at all. I have trouble concentrating my mind is racing and i have fear that i'm developing/already developed schizophrenia i have no hallucinations i don't hear any voices and i don't see things i don't have any delusions but i feel like i'm losing it. Also i have absolute nonsense thoughts when falling asleep. I'm going crazy or it's all anxiety? Also i'm doing weird things i act like i'm drunk please help.,0.551764705882352,2.8542491764705886,2.5989495798319338,91.56884453781514,86.64705882352942,5.416806722689077,20.264705882352946,6.868970318607317,0.3547714285714285,448,14,98,6,14,150,66,119,0.246,0.615,0.139,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,13,6,5,0,2,14,29,10,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,5,1,0,4,1,0,5,6,4,0,0,4,6,16,3,5,25,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,7,53,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694882829761905,0.31443586794121675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673843557192534,0.0,0.15039557771605888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267883042431278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22122541556947894,0.29821488258068696,0.28089677175149536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22346033595399456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157823920256228,0.0,0.13177430878758173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19360768509247567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28814096231438474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199408938170751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850614884777995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158036236187749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566617417786341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967382092807849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121959888490043,0.0,0.0,0.1560754464768408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OkSuggestion,2018/01/19,"Work related anxiety, CBT? A feeling of dread or severe lack of confidence can shoot through me when an email pops up or I'm meeting with superiors. Are there CBT techniques to help me realign my mindset in these scenarios? I have to think there's a way to improve this. Some healthy anxiety when dealing with your boss, etc, is probably a good thing but this extreme discomfort and performance loss is no good. It's remarkably deep cutting. ",4.2750925925925936,7.046712851851858,4.674799382716053,79.58034722222226,74.80246913580247,8.988271604938271,36.050925925925924,9.516144504307137,4.1067888888888895,355,21,61,10,8,112,64,81,0.232,0.595,0.174,-0.6681,0,0,0,1,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,4,7,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,8,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,10,8,3,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,2,41,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4307328974635707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902407141924323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31397565918272663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234789168607107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722609294686903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870079392392167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035324031471616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31804399473097505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703321668538445,0.18039035030244802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234620577291516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20495411851353734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EconomicsExpert,2018/01/19,"Feel like my heart is going to explode/fail Every night for the last week I've been having panic attacks. I did some research and figured out that mine are caused by a release of adrenaline. I've got the episodes down to a science now but in the beginning I was clueless. Mine start with a tingling in the extremities and a tightening of my abdomen. Soon after that my heart rate jumps to... And I'm not even exaggerating... 210 beats per minute. Which of course causes palpitations/fluttering/light-headedness which makes me afraid I'm going to die. At first, I used to just jump out of bed at the first signal and dial in 911 with my finger hovering over the call button until it passed. Eventually though I learned, (like many of you), how to hack my own brain using breathing techniques and thoughts. I'm scheduling a doctor's appointment today though. If anyone has experience with these kinds of panic attacks please tell me if you have found any success with anything. Also I have no idea why these are happening. They only happen when I'm trying to sleep.",5.771564967695621,7.203073281407035,5.84502871500359,78.47383165829146,67.44221105527636,8.49978463747308,29.792175161521893,8.841846274778883,2.418563244795407,849,31,150,14,14,268,134,199,0.118,0.8340000000000001,0.048,-0.9331,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,1,4,9,9,2,3,11,0,10,9,7,6,0,29,27,14,1,2,5,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,6,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,6,2,17,4,30,21,2,28,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,16,98,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332513456216677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786378193875467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034309010249783,0.0,0.10632464710100346,0.0,0.0,0.29397851737141795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442354307313366,0.131932677874873,0.0,0.0,0.2654581052076178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409431685323406,0.0,0.0,0.13224671910045438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533863664844156,0.0,0.10886072474107067,0.0,0.0,0.1263872124585541,0.0,0.0,0.06532989397348417,0.09230402666634532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198032921877722,0.0,0.14166653504189758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468602766785496,0.0,0.10333698433745668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285109829591073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062169245063344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585663728727452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454705034002293,0.0,0.1053192613992385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262460032478309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624529300066452,0.1309935178836435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125007272285285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826617024634304,0.0,0.30318828944415505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182821187296402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929823865550294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145191333664736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112930802360592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538863722902999,0.10257428082018086,0.0,0.0,0.12247116458881528,0.0,0.0,0.08772166515032298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318314785492446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364040004248576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658735134125345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,athomedontcare,2018/01/19,"Bad things only happen when I step outside my house. Most of my problems are caused because I have to deal with people, work, and tend to outside obligations. I was supposed to be off from my laborious, anxiety-causing job today, but I volunteered to come in today to help out. Bad choice. I went out to warm my car up this morning and throw away some trash, and two things happened: the dumpster only had a small opening, so when I threw my trash in there, it fell and I had to kick it in because I don't like getting too close to it (it's dark behind the dumpster with woods in the back). When I did that, dirty snow flew onto my mouth. Rushing to get back inside from the cold and to wash my mouth off (I'm a germaphobe) I slipped on ice, that I didn't even know was there.",4.415696202531648,4.729559936708863,4.836556962025316,88.52837974683545,69.8860759493671,7.332658227848103,28.458227848101266,6.742157984588678,1.2078992405063294,602,20,130,4,10,191,96,158,0.124,0.8390000000000001,0.038,-0.9081,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,0,6,0,10,3,2,1,0,18,21,10,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,3,0,1,9,2,18,2,28,11,2,31,0,0,0,0,2,15,0,2,8,90,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374037992361182,0.2680188052176922,0.2910305220361913,0.2124771019881404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580640365543045,0.0,0.15012548899543324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796734724813729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151093001605031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210663775020888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30822778943342594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681519940659993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109398043488635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294451147833695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577890130549133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514366793662502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650932925752562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082276249107167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667609798081847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23156577191264566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303912647148615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024476281289966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16155790790073293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687681766201447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrSebasss,2018/01/19,What is your go to subreddit when you just want to chill out? I usually find myself going in /r/Currentlytripping I don't do drugs but I find watching some of the videos they posts really relaxing. Does anyone share similar ways to relief?,1.9849523809523824,4.814757844444447,3.4371428571428595,81.87000000000002,92.77777777777777,7.904761904761906,19.761904761904766,8.418075326091056,2.0385238095238103,193,6,34,6,7,63,39,45,0.0,0.732,0.268,0.9217,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,6,6,1,8,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132455192913587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668855628856437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536740247077391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5574830100148207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466484921874955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920816214804565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537471028798276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358867314700925,0.0,0.17988207925095645,0.24207485545028715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,excitedspoon,2018/01/19,"Got bad news and now I feel like I can breath. Edit: title should say *can't breath. Mobile sucks ass Last night, my mom told everyone that her oncologist said the chemo didn't seem to be working on her very aggressive type of blood cancer. She can either do a clinical trial high-dose chemo that may or may not work and will definitely take months to get her where she needs to be OR spend about six weeks inpatient, at a facility about 3 hours away from home. I'm terrified. I have to go into work and I feel like the dam in my emotions is going to break at any moment. I feel like I'm suffocating and I feel sick to my stomach... I thought her treatment was working.",2.5116666666666667,4.435302777777778,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000004,76.7777777777778,7.166666666666668,22.36111111111111,8.07648339933343,1.0242222222222224,525,15,112,9,12,171,93,135,0.145,0.768,0.087,-0.8829,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,2,0,4,0,14,8,5,0,0,20,31,6,0,2,4,1,4,3,0,4,3,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,6,0,1,2,3,3,0,1,6,6,16,3,16,19,1,17,0,0,0,1,10,7,2,5,10,63,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926842040513808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096485450239636,0.0,0.13416171513540767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074421741935226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353734304787944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249800617366388,0.34437108106371983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394906035000746,0.0,0.1826371469431207,0.0,0.12851107474357393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697680350244465,0.16117589398805332,0.0,0.15823817269670498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309762575363795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550149537669554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818735314219293,0.12825384216793426,0.0,0.0,0.11914274061267666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078799965234038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284418936941171,0.1277797821529245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627772062528993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081192750652818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756256778506098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15353734304787944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257844711808528,0.0,0.0,0.12888840604076018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679100006243734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jenguin1607,2018/01/19,Anxiety about anxiety I might not even have My husband and I are in a position where we are considering our next child and the thought of going through the post partum period and the possibility/probability of post partum depression and a massive flare up of my anxiety that inevitably comes with it is already giving me anxiety. 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I use anxiety and depression interchangeably because, for me, one seems to always follow the other. I have always had bad anxiety. For example, my first memories are of having a panic attack in the third grade. I needed to get up and sharpen my pencil. Now I would rather starve than go to the grocery store. I want to go to the doctor, but I don't want to be treated like a drug addict. I know this is the anxiety talking but I have had bad experiences at the doctor before. Last time I went to my doctor, I had a very painful procedure done. When I asked for pain medication, my doctor told me to take Advil. I sat up for 48 hours crying because of the pain. Can you share your doctor (and therapist) experiences with me? Good or bad, I want to hear them all!",2.76325,5.200860825000003,4.608750000000004,79.83125000000003,78.25,8.0,24.375,8.841846274778883,2.1439375000000003,652,23,120,16,16,221,91,160,0.252,0.6609999999999999,0.087,-0.9839,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,1,1,3,15,1,1,10,0,14,12,0,1,1,17,31,7,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,12,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,10,0,3,7,1,25,5,21,22,1,14,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,2,7,85,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287799417740418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704796690752654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657998482783453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822386671162169,0.1073602966525524,0.0,0.0,0.3151823752475911,0.11505500732672083,0.0,0.08030251617072535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366178419394786,0.0,0.0,0.1625626936862244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795544703430207,0.0,0.09657399235182162,0.0,0.0,0.1094400529227372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693796289535494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027167041145572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930479648052675,0.0,0.1072660887718182,0.07915366695649131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636263914459733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293613136029333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186366948878877,0.07692471714022796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610475786148036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506855337091012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997467932992403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394802960948416,0.0,0.3012512397935008,0.11072368480306212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591154224949736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095502288286178,0.07585159509605023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191433159202069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055028314902211606,0.0,0.0,0.09017524936639558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150598613735564,0.0,0.07786571196399213,0.1669868542594661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748258566820072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703823865513861,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Xactor92,2018/01/19,Positive>Negative Negative>Positive My cousin has this kind of thing which if there is positive signs of an event coming soon he tends to think the least posibility of negative thing about it will happen and opposidely if there is a sign of negative event going to happen he tends to think the outcome will be positive. Do any of you guys feel that way? Thank you :),6.721818181818186,8.862508151515154,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,65.96969696969697,10.128484848484847,26.83636363636364,10.355215969177356,2.820221818181818,302,9,53,8,5,93,46,66,0.092,0.7490000000000001,0.159,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,9,17,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,9,14,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974534281880334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501177467053125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468137524198179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501716893449778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875001157218512,0.5135253225879128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023632235719579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26732267806704524,0.0,0.0,0.38580196788987065,0.3720994236659888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23047270198439446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,playwhaat,2018/01/19,"Suzie’s Nail Career Education Male or female, I’ve found this YouTube channel to be VERY relaxing. Even my fiancé will watch it with me at random whenever he wants to take a nap. Her voice, the music, the technique, it’s just an all around relaxing set of videos. Let me know how you feel if you watch it after this! ",3.4857142857142875,5.090410269841269,4.308126984126982,86.61742857142859,73.28571428571428,7.5796825396825405,23.711111111111112,8.238735603445708,1.2542596825396823,249,7,51,4,5,80,53,63,0.0,0.867,0.133,0.8672,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,8,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,7,4,1,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,3,1,31,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752372380929021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784063272411772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313037745307592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4621688518001242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316533251655249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43102709662867256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169264178571857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477935763249256,0.24862015118629585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,julietides,2018/01/19,"I'm crying I can't breathe and I feel like I'm going to die. I managed to write to a couple of friends, but everyone is far away. My phone isn't working. Please, help me. I'm desperate. Or maybe don't help me, maybe tell me how to die more quickly, because I can't do this anymore.",-0.5164285714285697,1.4381751451612956,1.9481566820276512,96.8708064516129,87.87096774193549,4.833179723502305,23.37327188940092,6.18269132825596,0.3702691244239631,217,9,52,2,7,74,40,62,0.319,0.623,0.058,-0.9532,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,6,11,4,2,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,6,11,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,28,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209416394897822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20931268876204207,0.0,0.0,0.1358069204989398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650600792193436,0.24471751402924305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624287676661574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128794427329544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264616976640505,0.15915677227641126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212219073862212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661315251320945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986545345439698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884089847105287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.447632489236342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445496825510233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472283759913675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621892404231439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stacey2109,2018/01/19,"I can't go to school because of panic attacks When I go to school, I get panic attacks. Especially in genetics class. The people in that class are very VERY loud. They are so loud that they manage to give me panic attacks even if I am wearing (active) noise-canceling headphones in class. I can't leave the class or leave school if I feel overwhelmed because I'm only in high school and they are ""responsible for me."" I used to be less sensitive to noise but for some reason I am more sensitive now. I also have depression. I used to sit in class and ignore the teacher and instead think about how I'm gonna kill myself when I turn 18. But now I'm less depressed so when I'm at school I try to think about the actual thing we are learning and it's really overwhelming with all the noise. All the words and sounds feel like they blend together, which gives me anxiety. If I want to listen to the teacher, then I can't wear noise canceling headphones. As a result, I hear stuff like pen clicking, which gives me anxiety. But in genetics class,even if I wear noise canceling headphones, the kids yell really loud so I get panic attacks anyway. I have kept trying to go back to school. I had maybe 5-15 panic attacks this school year. I have not counted them, but they are really terrible and I get physical symptoms and I feel like I'm dying but worse. So, I stopped going to school to avoid getting panic attacks. Now, it is January and I failed the first semester at school. So, I'm not going to be able to graduate this year. **I want to go to school and do work and graduate, but I can't because I'm really scared of panic attacks.** My psychiatrist is being a bitch and refusing to give me xanax (or anything for anxiety.) She keeps telling me to take another SSRI medication. I already tried 2 different SSRIs, and they didn't work. I also tried a different medication (SSNRI - i think). I don't want to take those anti-depressants. They have this zombie-effect where I can't feel any joy (and all my emotions are flattened into a mild sadness) and I still get panic attacks (but they are less severe). I feel like SSRIs just turn down the intensity of life for me. they don't make life any better. there is no point to live in the first place if you can't feel joy. So I'm not going to take them. I wish she would listen to me better and actually help me. Is anyone else in a similar situation? Any advice? 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Some of my friends got a perfect job. All of my closest friends have partners. I get jealous when I see someone more good-looking than me. And here I am sitting like a duck. I live with these insecurities everyday. It's taking a toll to my health as I have difficulty of falling asleep and can't breathe properly. I hate every person that I see and it now affects my relationship with my parents. I'm losing my confidence. I can't think straight I feel light headed most of the time. I see no evidence of pushing forward with my life. I wish I wasn't born at all. Suicide is such a selfish act, but the bravest thing to do. I friend of mine did this months ago. I will not lose to this battle yet, hopefully. 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My thoughts are killing me Today I was having a good day, actually better than usual, I have chronic back pain and today I was feeling really good. But late afternoon I was suddenly hit with a wave of anxiety. I can only describe it like a sudden onset of guilt for doing something really bad (although I didn't actually do anything). My mind starts to wander uncontrollably, I lose focus over what I was doing. My mind searches until it finds something that terrifies me, or disgusts me. And finally it hits me, my stomach drops, I can feel that cortisol release, heart rate speeds up, feeling like I'm being choked. It takes that thought and replays it over in my mind, The more I detest it clearer it becomes, it eats away at my soul. Makes me feel hate for myself, guilt, the need to confess my thoughts, like its the only solution. It feels like I'm going insane. All I can do is lay down, try and fight it, empty my mind, deep breath, but it always lingers. Ready to jump back into the forefront of my brain any chance it gets. Sometimes it lasts a couple hours, sometimes days, when I was a kid I had one episode that lasted for months. 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what if they don't let you re-enrol?' things i know i really shouldn't be concerned with because they won't happen, but i'm really struggling to stop worrying over. has anyone gone through anything similar?",5.060980694980697,6.782664708108111,6.019787644787644,75.43979729729732,69.48648648648647,8.745173745173744,32.67374517374517,9.23628265651192,3.1632934362934364,781,36,134,16,14,258,120,185,0.172,0.758,0.07,-0.9621,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,3,5,8,1,2,7,0,12,0,0,4,2,26,29,12,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,4,0,3,3,8,5,0,2,4,0,13,3,20,21,0,26,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,18,78,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31306349548310064,0.0,0.09824365224953063,0.0,0.22103628011083104,0.0,0.0,0.10101585580921794,0.0,0.11888540903720975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357330746856574,0.0,0.0,0.08806676265989741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751866855131726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203390212632146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14894085912542107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288498016196098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858751607046566,0.1642097532443386,0.0,0.2310895918602927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775317115692522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939620495734402,0.1177612511523409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772900704812325,0.0,0.07058009664106205,0.14479556446480046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928679232046327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587217718355533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284629494515115,0.0,0.15364407358460094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15159557094282294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001563881345508,0.0,0.15093901556748074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18510066358067995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163208480060126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112190432187795,0.0,0.0,0.20451134183280387,0.0,0.11537286954220526,0.12078228020482645,0.0,0.15103002540406835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611844765224925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919571349982472,0.09256969280391472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588405593414552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607210149421505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467149509554728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303308935803466 anxiety,sploooon,2018/01/19,"My birthday is soon, and it scares me My birthday is soon, and I will be turning 17. I'm sure to many people on this subreddit, that that doesn't seem like all that big a deal. To me, however, it's terrifying. I mean, 17 is only a step away from adulthood. Sure, you might not reach peak maturity at 18, but you're officially considered an adult at that age, and you finally have the ability to vote. You're also in your last year of high school at 18 (unless you're anything like me and are a year behind, that is). I might be 17 physically, but I've felt like a 12 year old mentally for the past 5 years. Compared to anyone else my age, I am an actual idiot. A birthday is just another dreadful reminder as to how behind everyone I am. At best, I'm capable of grade 5 level math, and probably have the same reading comprehension as an 11 year old, too. The average teenager isn't having to read over the same chapter about how to do goddamn *long division* fifteen times over, but I do. I'm a 17 year old who doesn't know how to wash *their own fucking hair correctly*. It's honestly a miracle I even know how to make toast. Someone like me shouldn't be given the ability to vote. Someone like me should be in elementary school. Everyone around me is learning to drive, getting a job, going to college... And I'm here searching for Disney movies to watch online. My parents probably feel the same way about my birthday. To them it's probably a reminder about the mistake they made- that is, not deciding to abort me. A reminder of the fact that even though I'm 17, they're probably still going to be stuck with me for another 13 years, if not more. When I eat cake this weekend, the only thing that will be on my mind is how stupid I am. Every birthday that comes after will likely be the same.",2.9603806870937817,4.705637651810587,4.525467966573816,83.93117316620244,74.98885793871867,8.017864438254412,27.56555246053853,8.745826893841286,2.13435034354689,1403,56,283,29,30,470,176,359,0.109,0.816,0.075,-0.8538,3,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,3,1,20,16,3,2,24,0,34,4,1,7,5,48,55,21,0,4,9,1,3,6,0,7,1,0,0,1,17,9,1,0,8,3,0,5,7,6,0,0,4,4,29,10,45,37,8,44,0,0,1,1,10,15,1,4,29,186,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.08791917957264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204849309425564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894375682109535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299612897621984,0.09231240318071526,0.07414004961006622,0.08020315493068203,0.0,0.0,0.08464669442969057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945485589884836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760838468209659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288341415445217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218910675059386,0.07526234601860805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901305910304145,0.0,0.07590845352370393,0.1721782013881135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045554457148711015,0.0,0.08650479346794247,0.0986940579460022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329086030242311,0.04707062768039124,0.0,0.10240549576762206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518972499930584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940483235246169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990270988182593,0.0734389953593496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640935624731106,0.0,0.0,0.07973074648053595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524953985904535,0.06013873994455628,0.09134162378422574,0.0,0.0981392599423498,0.0,0.0,0.09079400757228168,0.19115193191121235,0.09096970385770556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836168855721254,0.0,0.0,0.13704176662132234,0.0,0.0,0.10003921640620184,0.0,0.08600533973773164,0.062460142461523774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885481882065884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023764661435085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020025401656548,0.18236077138782267,0.0,0.08201859671546277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526734574772189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194953813749821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982589161096998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985474427447135,0.0,0.08851733229380701,0.0,0.05253479392546221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799688213859864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151277488278754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061250696253659 anxiety,_Interior_Crocodile_,2018/01/19,I could really use someone's opinion here I am afraid to be in public. I feel like people are watching me or staring at me and sometimes even following me. I sit in the back of all my classes and avoid crowds at all costs. Whenever I'm out I start getting nervous. My head starts hurting and I start breathing heavier. I get sweaty and nauseous and that increases my nervousness. I try not to leave my apartment and I try to avoid most social interaction if at all possible. I haven't told anyone this and it's been going on for quite a while. How do I approach telling someone or fixing this. Should I tell my parents about this? I'm just really unsure of what is going on.,1.562350746268656,4.14191096268657,3.0866977611940314,87.84930037313438,84.8955223880597,5.738059701492538,25.53917910447761,7.1686216300943375,1.4176134328358208,535,23,102,8,16,175,89,134,0.109,0.862,0.029,-0.8420000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,5,2,0,9,2,2,2,3,25,22,12,0,3,5,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,6,0,0,2,3,20,1,15,17,5,20,0,1,2,0,8,9,0,5,6,73,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645042890783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905798233957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438933194889855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944585019576096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144023194333796,0.12919509116454989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889672002352141,0.0,0.20555578688371728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855982632072299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359739429660425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148783452359516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835131298075019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080601820697386,0.0,0.0,0.1253745576475884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387459775028816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235000554067894,0.0,0.0,0.23170677626200425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843478285083227,0.3064573092756799,0.0,0.1788594805904996,0.0,0.384007243478422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161315022366647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280432756689462,0.0,0.2455626029657114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15619127450276946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Glittertimebomb,2018/01/19,"I'm bored, a little tipsy and very anxious My fiancé and I just had a bad argument and he hasn't responded in the past 3 hours. I'm going to try to not pester him, but when my anxiety kicks in I have trouble letting things be. I wish I didn't have a morning class tomorrow or I'd find something to occupy my mind. I should be sleeping. I can't. I've taken my meds but it's not working. I must sound like a whipped idiot.",-0.8044927536231903,1.302932608695656,2.150000000000002,93.30333333333334,92.47826086956522,5.240579710144927,20.71014492753623,6.816661863887847,0.5200188405797102,328,12,74,5,12,115,64,92,0.198,0.7240000000000001,0.078,-0.815,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,0,1,14,16,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,12,1,5,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,5,45,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641210106830834,0.2900530217455796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437449283906534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346637181360073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459162388837568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528458136167931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625430055962565,0.0,0.12543447680104128,0.2573297110107271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851899960099298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592430599507426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509574616829036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569341840503429,0.0,0.0,0.1976577414934251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705724697373386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431555675701682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184461851613176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952484067009379,0.0,0.0,0.18691615744651388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blooomie,2018/01/19,"Anxiety Causing Bowel Issues? I've had chronic diarrhea and abdominal pain for the last 3 1/2 months. I've had x-ray, stool sample, and blood test, but all are negative. I'm going to be getting a colonoscopy soon and they'll see there if there something else. If that comes back negative then I'm worried that it's my anxiety. My mom mentioned the issues to my gynecologist the other day and she talked to me privately that she thinks it fits with anxiety. She asked me if I had a traumatic event before this, like all the other doctors, and I said no. But thinking about it an event may have triggered it without necessarily being ""traumatic."" A little before this started my mom came home one night drunk at midnight. Her friends put her in the bedroom and left, so I couldn't see if she was okay or not. I began sobbing and then had 4 panic attacks within an hour. I was hyperventilating so hard and was light headed enough to where I couldn't hold my body up. It was scary to have that many at once, since I've never had that happen before. I didn't sleep at all that night, and when my mom came out at 4 am to kiss my dad she grinned into my door way and then looked away. She didn't even pay attention to me, and neither did my dad. The rest of the day went on with me being angry and having fits of sobbing. I told her I couldn't sleep because of her but she shrugged it off by saying, ""I'm sorry, buy I don't know what you're talking about."" Two days later she talked to me saying that she was embarrassed but that I needed to get over it. She always apologizes even when she's not in the wrong, but she didn't this time and hasn't since. Her attitude since then is just disgusting. She gossips about her friends kids, making me think that she's gossiping about me, and she makes fun of others, saying ""ew"" when she sees them or just making derogatory statements. She acts like she's a teenage girl in a clique, and I can't stand it. I don't know what to do at this point. She's with me for all of my doctor's appointments, so I can't ever talk about it, and I don't know how she would act. I finally told my dad how I was feeling a month ago but it didn't really solve anything. He just said that he was sorry and glad that I told him, but he also tried to defend my mom and her actions. I'm almost thinking of typing a letter and leaving it for her to find, just so that I don't have to be there when she reads it. I don't know...",3.5983451202263086,4.387236811881188,4.641103253182461,87.48702970297029,71.97029702970299,7.593210749646393,25.121640735502123,7.760100539840176,1.1119323903818947,1910,54,416,23,35,625,225,505,0.133,0.774,0.092,-0.967,1,0,1,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,0,29,19,2,2,17,1,43,12,6,7,6,80,80,47,0,9,20,7,2,2,2,3,4,5,3,2,33,27,1,1,12,2,2,9,23,10,0,2,26,13,72,9,48,44,7,62,0,2,4,1,64,22,2,8,31,287,105,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06786880096197981,0.0,0.07666714762145603,0.0,0.0,0.06122769303618152,0.06370685065772022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571228740582848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300512341422349,0.0,0.07157640830018967,0.08710187747212292,0.07193379903571867,0.058872499505977775,0.0,0.04667231492084365,0.0,0.19544934605131986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504463535529325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17513617913550747,0.0,0.07865166325933677,0.0,0.06595255709419075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481311039406132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156731690821133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395886466607607,0.0,0.0,0.07911041976016754,0.0,0.1011387572051653,0.06925594438450614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03871273636607875,0.0,0.0,0.08387142082912936,0.06997752592730913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830532732065305,0.0,0.08000239335651463,0.0,0.043512723103558255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770472827982797,0.0,0.06858573389424252,0.0,0.07857609807897105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679929481437607,0.0,0.07539948918616313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982451656176966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830888609359154,0.06240935891421605,0.0,0.08106954562207166,0.08318631697888175,0.0,0.0,0.07480998274676592,0.07673660277420212,0.0,0.0,0.06429394121623054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331991624408928,0.07762323210799876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586803375292744,0.12222429039496098,0.0,0.0,0.056770762890782624,0.05905038485852876,0.0,0.0,0.14369905763486554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153748191382251,0.051881315656708914,0.0,0.08146881542791394,0.08983060896515317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723771246813465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696732588618603,0.0,0.0,0.07658408126614302,0.0,0.04904845029933506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565858044399424,0.18265877578950954,0.0,0.0,0.1830332607842746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000201302112035,0.0,0.15323731055496356,0.0,0.0,0.05894221671742605,0.0,0.1714128311462294,0.05419194178720165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615492125558225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623484384705076,0.0,0.0,0.04464471216600239,0.0,0.0,0.2194787207066604,0.0,0.05198149713722516,0.0,0.07479127971230973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077243313001319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097500375279525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380434892626561,0.0,0.0,0.07775381072010369,0.0,0.054388415749110144,0.0837100173744937,0.0,0.0 anxiety,geber02,2018/01/19,I feel ugly/fat/disgusting. I've been really sick this week and I feel like I've been eating way too much to balance out my activity. I feel like I'm just going to gain weight and look worse than I already do. I can't make it through a day without wanting to change everything about my appearance. I wish I had lost my appetite this week so I would have not eaten.,1.84699248120301,3.7555924210526337,3.549548872180452,88.9518421052632,78.73684210526315,6.974436090225563,24.01503759398497,7.957251820313856,1.2522879699248115,288,10,62,5,7,96,54,76,0.121,0.7290000000000001,0.15,0.2748,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,0,14,19,3,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,5,11,2,8,13,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342212303536425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22376446873260145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641555653799015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164419787868809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19010423724284864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208588474938989,0.30222574295753296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021403028971693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066799981809803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17762698460444493,0.0,0.2309035607768628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119399063670335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549456430214068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550776576117732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476240463181094,0.16789799847010214,0.3393437755048307,0.25757938962729937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324229556391236,0.2039017005720195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155611462758853,0.15026066382268266,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cool_guy22,2018/01/19,"I turn 25 Monday. So I'm turning 25 on Monday, I finish college this semester, I've had a high paying job for a few years already but I'm going through a quarter life crisis right now. I'm scared as hell of getting old. I'm not doing what I'm passionate about and I'm just now realizing how fast life passes you by.",1.4835784313725495,3.119184514705882,4.1005882352941185,85.84931372549022,78.85294117647058,6.298039215686276,24.568627450980397,7.1686216300943375,1.0896392156862746,249,9,52,3,6,88,49,68,0.219,0.7170000000000001,0.063,-0.9231,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,7,11,1,13,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,8,27,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960916434091596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018321438416712,0.0,0.15248927276669536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834889247144344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662606682397545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790368310578021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815508568888253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291390555057549,0.0,0.0,0.2686295503040004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5836980985719009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278569462724402 anxiety,Bugsy_Corleone,2018/01/19,"Anyone else hate people romanticizing mental illness I hate seeing casual jokes about suicide, or depression, or anxiety, or OCD from subs like me_irl. It's really serious and I feel like people fake having mental illness just for fake ass internet points. I especially hate when people say things like ""omg I'm so bipolar lol xddd"". Meanwhile I'm over here actually suffering from diagnosed bipolar disorder. The same disorder that led me to an actual suicide attempt. Sorry I know this post is kind of negative, but it's something that's been weighing on my mind recently. It's not my intention to downplay anyone's ACTUAL anxiety or mental illness. I just hate the whoring out mental illness for likes. Everyone gets anxious sometimes, and everyone gets sad, doesn't fucking mean you have disorders. Sorry I just had to vent. I hope everyone is doing well :) best wishes from NYC",5.002307692307691,8.076228910256411,6.290705128205129,67.32721153846154,74.0,9.797435897435898,32.82692307692308,9.978442167317967,4.505007692307691,714,36,100,23,16,239,102,156,0.301,0.528,0.171,-0.9618,0,0,1,0,0,2,20.0,0,1,0,2,8,23,5,0,3,1,8,11,1,2,0,21,23,9,2,2,9,0,1,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,3,1,0,3,2,0,1,3,12,1,0,2,3,11,11,13,21,2,8,0,3,1,3,2,4,2,5,6,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.2863975635998642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967605108893686,0.11051760727867103,0.0,0.13680699283675926,0.1002361770947498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266427669822482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842589704145901,0.09929319264966434,0.0,0.0,0.33635752086314835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172260264223664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804360642481876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04946469246688729,0.06988822443764074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044025652006712,0.10222201155127962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386338932417873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716511307223624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187263536807936,0.05376361936377345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117495363951428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656319086690297,0.0,0.0,0.39434979086574196,0.0,0.09877822515666924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346450808609826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247892425236476,0.0,0.09369202323784788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267101573733999,0.0,0.09659318442570078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779662043147025,0.0,0.0,0.07795611819920187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531264635167466,0.09675422966641813,0.21902050264150716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140155454529163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499246623784392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795897177035689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249718160167688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,triotone,2018/01/19,"I am ruining my College society. I became president because I thought it would be away to keep the group alive, it was a mistake. I have isolated myself for so long that I occasionally yell at myself negatively. It was worse I used to also attack myself with punches to the jaw and single hand choking. I feel scared when I reach out to anybody, advisers, fellow members, other societies like mine. I am ruining the group and there is only seven of us max. I am ruining chances for jobs, internships and partners because I am a coward. I am not antisocial, I am unsocial. There are five months left, ten meetings, and a convention feel unprepared for, but I can't resign. What techniques help?",5.134687499999998,7.060801843750002,6.456687500000001,71.56956250000003,69.625,9.495,34.675,9.888512548439397,3.9450818750000014,548,28,89,14,10,185,87,128,0.14300000000000002,0.743,0.114,-0.1769,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,0,5,8,1,1,6,0,14,2,2,1,0,15,19,8,0,2,2,0,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,3,4,20,1,12,14,1,7,1,4,0,0,8,4,0,0,4,74,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19785759662756192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814701531902991,0.23245443177300135,0.0,0.0,0.3016436387314433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502008028211167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583698421353985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24552109969887104,0.21991372057351408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26881699985027824,0.0,0.0,0.12087441691848196,0.0,0.0,0.2189543902788168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748420320822493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817017134430475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477054648674692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641978464272716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29760964699642106,0.21368702508575335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521369082223557,0.17575643782855638,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tiatiaaa89,2018/01/19,"I just want to reassure, you’re not alone. And you’re worth every bit of clear happiness you want. I saw this on another social media platform, and it really hit me. I feel like someone else might feel good too. “Dear person reading this I hope your day has been going well, if not, I hope it gets better. You are an amazing person who will inspire others to do great things so keep up the hard work. I know you may feel unimportant or insecure at the moment but know that you are a beautiful human being inside, outside and you are important.”",2.843301886792453,5.093758047169813,4.12890566037736,84.34015094339625,77.01886792452831,7.258867924528303,22.864150943396226,8.238735603445708,1.4804332075471698,427,13,80,8,10,140,79,106,0.04,0.631,0.329,0.9785,0,1,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,6,0,2,4,13,0,1,4,0,10,0,0,0,1,23,24,7,0,5,6,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,6,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,2,5,13,12,6,17,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,6,3,53,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931557330092064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167151586837947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166312264924182,0.19955961174802947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788458998519295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269779951349513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400867008153327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772727292976017,0.1305853917826343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550036171789916,0.0,0.10388391200254556,0.1533157900495259,0.0,0.20152689694891804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945836210784739,0.16374416116275775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631039265982033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247237372509898,0.0,0.0,0.20091348305851406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930208350878255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391157012551102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192107931146789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283971656090647,0.0,0.11710011535317312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633164149693854,0.15487758643030178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143772051558195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156288518530053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435038780643932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307347969334984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shivpanda,2018/01/19,"hand tremors and anxiety I have been experiencing hand tremors for past five years.I consulted a doctor and he checked for hyperthyroidism and tests came negative and he told me this is because of my anxiety.People on this sub who have experienced this,please help me",8.157500000000002,9.299308083333337,7.6125000000000025,68.9825,61.91666666666666,12.233333333333334,38.91666666666667,11.855464076750405,5.005616666666668,220,11,38,7,3,69,35,48,0.103,0.7240000000000001,0.173,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,4,4,0,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,22,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836869935805809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22605696332596434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241353025988847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37956431070602653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24856221212624496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540030119920672,0.2570896019742436,0.0,0.0,0.4070643706278905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543477769905759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,st_psilocybin,2018/01/19,"Friend says ""I don't believe you"" about one of my triggers I'm sure other people have experienced some form this as well. In my specific situation, I'm dealing with a friend who smokes weed a lot. They (like any smoker) will always offer me a hit. I always pass, and we've had conversations about it before, where I explain that smoking weed triggers my anxiety. I get jittery, anxious, short of breath, paranoid, and it usually culminates in a sense of doom and me sobbing trying to reconnect with reality. Today my anxiety was especially bad, and they offered to pack a bowl. I said ""no thank you, that would probably just make this worse, as I've explained before. Thank you tho,"" because I know their intentions are good, they just want to help. Then they respond with ""I don't believe you."" They explained how smoking always helps *them* ""calm down."" I got kind of defensive and said ""what, you think I'm just making this up?"" They responded with something stupid and contradictory like ""no, but I think it really would help you if you just would calm down."" That kind of statement from a friend kind of seems to lack empathy. They can't understand my experience, so they just pretend it isn't real. What the fuck? This is one of the worse instances of someone trivializing one of my anxiety triggers. I'm sure you've all experienced some sort of that as well. It's so frustrating. Should I confront my friend further about how I felt when they said that?",4.167585784313726,6.469834900735292,4.838088235294119,80.56181372549021,73.15441176470588,8.062745098039215,28.98039215686275,8.841846274778883,2.491477450980393,1151,48,210,24,24,369,142,272,0.158,0.701,0.141,-0.5808,0,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,7,11,0,17,26,5,0,8,0,14,2,1,8,3,50,39,18,0,7,7,0,1,2,4,5,0,4,0,0,18,10,0,1,10,1,0,1,6,8,2,3,7,7,38,18,30,26,6,13,1,2,0,1,39,8,2,6,6,142,56,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508980195976474,0.0,0.0,0.0683504930507143,0.0,0.23067045628502594,0.11354810032747514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839219542483969,0.0612701839900601,0.0,0.17105383085756212,0.2264815190121883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362177019602964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831842081267454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650570999343996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106162265246247,0.09292021039768804,0.05251251591990039,0.0,0.0,0.08430332326415553,0.08038731857413617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021099316634343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139982263341505,0.05523786657896728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982085721473512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545031579230937,0.0,0.0,0.13418289469961076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432526828747327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968122982427058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836717037951624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144027968822354,0.06438951184153639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868251137318938,0.07992987433773288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150085898563122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297785850963694,0.0,0.0,0.08516210385758824,0.07737778743530578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894596540625144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507287533260727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288059635370683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527207114730933,0.0,0.0,0.06823993836770667,0.0,0.0,0.10463483190312264,0.0,0.0,0.1106979641404426,0.0,0.0592836158525174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807417731384338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485729216683504,0.21419903290811254,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,polyygons,2018/01/19,"Road trip car anxiety Hi everyone, I'm lucky in the regard that I don't normally suffer from anxiety. However, my friends and I take road trips around the state every few months (I am always a passenger) that are 2 or more hours driving. Whilst on our way to do something fun (music festival, theme park, camping etc), I immediately remember just how dangerous it is to drive- especially in Florida. I also irrationally think that somehow, the fun I'm about to have with my friends is something I don't deserve. I am convinced after about an hour in the car that we're destined to crash. Even if it were just bad enough to total the car and put a halt to our plans, but usually I think we're all gonna die. Silly right? I never used to feel this way, I'd go on cross country road trips with family as a kid and loved it. This fear has progressively worsened over the past 3 years or so. But every one of these rides I'm so tense the whole time in ""crash position"" and closing my eyes so hard as to not look at the road, speedometer, etc. Basically forgetting to breathe and almost throwing up. How will I reverse this?",3.88058823529412,5.432310181818185,5.0116042780748655,82.18152406417114,72.18181818181819,8.631016042780749,28.850267379679146,9.168548406835145,2.422173796791444,880,35,175,19,17,290,139,220,0.156,0.754,0.09,-0.9463,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,2,0,0,2,13,13,1,1,12,0,12,3,2,3,3,33,24,18,1,2,8,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,13,4,4,0,1,1,4,15,9,28,21,8,42,0,1,2,1,7,16,0,6,10,109,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469394112940145,0.0,0.0,0.11734832257029627,0.12209984878087908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22451215737600932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306301532725812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252218578158752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229346872487473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162215978318438,0.3273088868845009,0.09692071443764128,0.0,0.24727039546153,0.14021683347098826,0.0,0.0,0.13833388116127593,0.1651238556019208,0.07419640442733827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267426882147035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339600617731821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145066269254976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890196621788396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322506008350533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243902782668354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712686485441964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131753176815582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377453126818696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994351585557392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400804085813132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751472965228274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622837794231285,0.1253155828060083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22593600762574764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033059179101072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880507709288304,0.0,0.0,0.08556556395515648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673667514546608,0.16161392629054402,0.0,0.0,0.2329515528899081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638305246841024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449606910075722 anxiety,Lavishlust,2018/01/19,"People shamed me to death. My father got laid off and we had to live with a relative. I lost my important stuff such as college degree. I don’t have a room or bed. I had to argue with 50 people everyday for my job situation. I have no friends, no male role model, I had no guidance in my life since when I was born. I LOST EVERYTHING, job opportunities being swept away from my hands. I’m dead from the inside, I just want to die.",1.7023876404494374,3.47349141573034,3.863356741573035,87.17908005617979,78.66292134831461,7.146629213483148,21.2373595505618,8.07648339933343,0.9190325842696624,332,9,73,6,8,114,63,89,0.295,0.619,0.086,-0.9692,2,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,1,0,0,3,3,6,1,1,3,0,8,2,1,0,0,7,13,4,3,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,1,15,2,13,5,0,7,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,48,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267008978293128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492309071041456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343530278838373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488305164161547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810385728115482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492492908679188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598828214952595,0.0,0.0,0.19987760085866774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4941913603067164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138552354499899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872450582332185,0.25443503560859354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591248984121504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13351137213452144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sdlkjfkdsj,2018/01/19,"Post-workplace bullying anxiety attacks Looking to see if anyone has experienced this or has any tips. I'm in the medical training pathway. When you are in a residency program, there is one physician who is in charge of all the residents known as the program director (PD). For reasons I never figured out, my PD decided that I was public enemy #1 and made my life a living hell for the last 3+ years of my residency. Anything I suggested we do to better the program, she refused and often did the opposite. Same when it came to patient care. I was trying to walk my intern through a surgery and she told her every step of the way that what I was saying was wrong (when it wasn't an unreasonable way to do the case). More egregious offenses included outing to my entire program a complaint I had made aimed at making it more fair in terms of what you were allowed to leave work during the day for, telling me she could and would ruin my chances of getting a program for subspecialty training, and actively encouraging other faculty to make my life worse so that I would quit after I had a meltdown in her office and told her I didn't want to do that job anymore. The list goes on and on, but the moral is that it was years of psychological abuse on top of the rigors of residency. I've now moved on to my subspecialty training (on the day I matched, several of the residents who had been ahead of me texted congrats and said they were convinced she was going to ruin my chances of getting a spot). The transition was very abrupt and I don't think I ever really processed that this was all really over. I've been even busier in my new position and just threw myself into work. However, in the past couple of weeks, my daily schedule has changed and along with that has come minor panic attacks. I'll get tachycardic and tachypneic where I have to sit down and calm myself down for a few minutes. They thankfully have only been when I am by myself and not witnessed or in front of a patient, but this has now happened three times in three weeks. I've realized that I think it is due to my new daily environment being too similar to what I did as a resident (as in now I'm in a hospital that feels similar to where I was). I cannot really identify a specific trigger, but these mini-attacks are getting very annoying. I will also randomly get tachycardic and have palpitations throughout the day, but I can usually just tough it out through those. So I guess why I came here is just to see if anyone has had a similar experience and what they did to push through it. She bullied me for years and it causes me even more anger that she's still affecting me to this degree. I know that I have gotten away from her forever, but these symptoms don't seem to be going away. Thanks for your thoughts.",9.089656862745102,6.845620808823532,9.193014705882351,69.52502450980396,61.5,12.596078431372552,40.31372549019608,11.20814326018867,4.422476960784314,2216,96,414,48,24,735,255,544,0.11,0.828,0.062,-0.9791,3,0,0,0,1,0,47.0,1,3,3,6,24,18,6,1,31,0,54,5,0,9,4,71,90,36,0,6,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,0,33,26,0,1,11,0,0,11,7,11,0,3,33,7,61,7,76,51,8,72,2,2,3,0,28,28,1,8,30,316,94,9,0.0,0.10831906367469801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310942702787646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06216948839471152,0.0,0.06993689737967862,0.0,0.09066517353883796,0.1278475287026604,0.0,0.07523178229028689,0.0,0.0,0.3120141249455288,0.17178628070576038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085454075719455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912278535273413,0.0932099124904659,0.09391466100611724,0.09671141024419763,0.07875118955290797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299231572456681,0.1011557171306404,0.0,0.1768771547166633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207655592251641,0.08269562613168632,0.07702622643932369,0.0,0.0,0.08942738594679464,0.0,0.0,0.046225259095304366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23881877828130996,0.0,0.10391344493884208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007106573548182,0.0,0.0808433838702897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072134316897966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024265008127605,0.07452040482235985,0.0,0.09680175319258746,0.0,0.0,0.12914686442953674,0.0,0.0,0.08072651326509392,0.0,0.07677070571489449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730097256949247,0.12204859895606955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209714830880364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971661697241494,0.0,0.0,0.07050959441231087,0.17659015155015811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194930876903959,0.06952987221721403,0.0,0.10726297244494633,0.0,0.0,0.08727179208783112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755615032342548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723760159106767,0.0,0.0,0.17570010824369767,0.0939961251749389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696240891896258,0.07270173444606194,0.0,0.0,0.14570157347019044,0.08322634317491417,0.0,0.1032798300417927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730090149320865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502153571582343,0.0,0.0,0.0799060779293129,0.16833654684289326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715790915137685,0.0,0.07257814790502856,0.05330838325644773,0.0,0.0,0.17471357289468306,0.0,0.062068931284214535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006874345711178,0.1508639769649146,0.0539225381301196,0.14513164043595958,0.1466649967823113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249333031478821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311131086973493,0.0,0.09316591936277904,0.12988586422884302,0.09995463005810634,0.0,0.17661658855509807 anxiety,bo0omers,2018/01/19,On the surface I’ve had a perfectly normal life Growing up I basically had a double life and it has drained me from my soul. I don’t feel anymore. I am constantly paranoid and anxious. It started when my friend group shifted to a very dark crowd of people. I’ve done some things many people would hate me for. Lost many friends and I am basically dead too. I have nightmares every night and I don’t know if I can live like this anymore. Thankfully I’ve cut out that part of my life. But I’m not the same person. I honestly don’t remember what it was like to be happy or content. I’m just a numb body walking around faking emotions until I die hopefully soon.,2.5012437810945265,4.454680044776122,3.999328358208956,86.27844527363185,76.91044776119405,6.854726368159205,27.58457711442786,7.793537801064563,1.7143800995024874,522,22,105,8,12,173,91,134,0.18600000000000005,0.618,0.195,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,2,0,6,0,14,5,1,0,1,20,23,9,2,4,5,0,1,2,2,1,4,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,1,14,9,11,16,4,13,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,4,8,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785603289237925,0.31350173993269725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070495557840432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755665884355994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080433483947735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640390462307783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174800978020615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17779375527120636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331705166749268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991877470465489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244230134266208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825547121327736,0.0,0.15604935843991016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569870627613955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686443539736037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349227034361351,0.1544381182529024,0.0,0.13956793650467034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253876397389584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204916097908297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832654173285048,0.15486308887032674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116119889003692,0.0,0.2191547596367048,0.13800997770057413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904868017293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187412704553873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551838999928254,0.0,0.0,0.10500658161857952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041424128363632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122797289164221,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,darkoxbow,2018/01/19,"Working through it We all know those days where you sit around like a useless shit because everything is just too much to do. At least, for me it is anyway. I’m working through it and coming to terms with it, but damn. Prime example, even tho it isn’t the only one, when I’m trying to go to the gym, I’ll just drive around for a few hours debating where I want to go because I don’t want to see people I know; I work for one. Or it’s the constant waking up to arguments in the morning. More than anything though, I’m just now coming to terms with how bad it is when things like this happen. And the anxiety just S c r e a m s at me relentlessly all day, but it’s not like that outward anxiety and freaking out but it’s just silent and always there. I hope I’m not the only one who experiences this silent day to day anxiety. Please let me know how you got through it if you do. Rant over, thanks guys.",1.7664062499999993,3.2011703281250057,3.3483333333333327,92.43000000000002,77.48958333333334,6.6750000000000025,23.458333333333336,7.413659706084162,0.7484833333333342,701,22,163,9,16,232,103,192,0.14400000000000002,0.747,0.109,-0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,3,0,3,20,10,2,0,9,0,8,2,2,2,2,34,26,15,0,4,12,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,16,12,0,0,3,1,0,5,4,5,0,3,1,1,12,5,26,24,8,28,0,1,1,0,6,11,2,3,14,109,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140881940678296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072809013951219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018165776032862,0.2383844255391813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117941766951869,0.16323856698707026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306721003114543,0.0,0.1446896204647966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453968971325434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843436318203292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033344169428152,0.1309720085424946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218774935797935,0.0,0.10708561516727227,0.0,0.0,0.1325740704266807,0.11840019979073615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298490667802199,0.13185658979183848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207505248858831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691357945157906,0.0,0.19623851528396788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842598123326804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721859297819867,0.20366170656960636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282381218453616,0.0,0.0,0.14697314242201528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669454062174047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374381516737161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232697088129059,0.0,0.0,0.08895185508597746,0.0,0.13154815061425768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090383792741327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579458697095943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292424779497177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Xub543,2018/01/19,"Anxiety with jobs in increasing responsibility in corporate environment I've been reflecting and find myself feeling anxiety and worry about taking on a job with increased responsibility. Increased responsibility would include leading others, having direct reports, leading a highly visible and impactful project, etc. Has anyone felt this way also? If you are interested in exploring management roles, but have this sort of anxiety, any advice for how to overcome? I am not looking for commentary on whether this is the right thing to do or not. I am specifically looking for input whether anyone else feels this way when considering higher responsibility jobs or careers which cause anxiety and how to manage the anxiety. Thanks in advance!",11.33243697478992,12.74741199159664,11.16941176470588,45.26235294117649,55.13445378151261,13.858823529411767,47.252100840336134,13.023866798666859,7.3273159663865535,613,36,72,21,7,203,82,119,0.092,0.8270000000000001,0.081,0.2268,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,5,0,27,17,14,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,5,4,2,16,14,4,18,0,0,2,0,2,8,0,4,1,58,11,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458177207702429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933254167049526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147587480977653,0.0,0.5707709703212033,0.0,0.0,0.2086785680944106,0.152895268536082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329179359742062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246555848258379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16642164339362622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090195290729175,0.0,0.14327623560018446,0.0,0.13638593281285533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766092165483905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442385436827853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506172955042532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743451870138334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219614949795484,0.0,0.0,0.13738329520170714,0.0,0.0,0.09913626862349556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368904836776769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154188240137612,0.0,0.10600281615930823,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,23air45jordan23,2018/01/19,"How can I overcome my anxiety when I’m going to present in front of the classroom? I actually don’t have anxiety in general, I can easily talk to a group of people normally. However, when I have to talk in front of everyone in the classroom in my high school, my heart start beating hard and I get scared if they couldn’t understand what I’m trying to say. I guess you could count that as anxiety. I was hoping if you can help me out on how I can overcome my worries when I’m going to present in front of my classroom? I’m just going to present about my slideshow.",6.345804597701148,5.275832775862072,7.208620689655174,77.81511494252874,66.06896551724138,11.1816091954023,36.574712643678154,10.504223727775694,3.6402057471264366,446,20,93,10,6,150,60,116,0.136,0.795,0.069,-0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,7,2,0,1,3,0,10,1,1,2,0,14,22,9,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,2,18,1,20,19,0,22,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,4,7,62,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.1889164473697038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4442887140059366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456629857592213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498406308416915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114307026141406,0.0,0.33006590619231296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132618122874961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341910438310998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294057294104883,0.12975966243898518,0.2045390409735333,0.0,0.19227909350019845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967763216186184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134211309447984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395097253498052,0.19381790894187306,0.19592396811279264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702438504207734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31120149599522995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143527328775173,0.0,0.0,0.20153458598539864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660059682741346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SynisterSilence,2018/01/19,"Experienced first ever severe Panic/Anxiety Attack, haven't been Able to sleep in over 36 hours Wednesday night I went to bed at around the usual time I do, around 11-12. I took an antihistamine to help put me to sleep. It worked -- kinda. I dozed off for about two hours and woke up with severe rushing thoughts; I couldn't clear my mind. This meant going right back to sleep was out of the question. I thought to myself ""I've dealt with this before, I know the drill."" so I started doing what I normally do: Quick shower, tea, relax. So I was sitting down in my shower when I noticed my heartbeat was going crazy. It was like a jazz drummer was playing my heart and I could feel it almost convulsing my body. I've had palpitations before due to stress, so I've dealt with this before. Except I couldn't ignore it, it just kept getting worse. I could feel my heart pounding in my neck and stomach then all the way to my extremities, moving my arms and legs. Noticing this sent me over the edge. My vision began to tunnel and fade along with the other senses. In a panic, I stood up, swung the door back, grabbed my towel and proceeded to my room. In retrospect, I noticed I couldn't even feel the cold of my house at this moment. I couldn't see but a small circle of vision and the podcast I had put on low seemed to be fading completely away. I had no idea what to do so I just laid down and grabbed my phone to talk to someone. Luckily they answered and I was able to distract myself enough from the anxiety to calm myself down to a manageable state. But since then I haven't been able to sleep. I *almost* fell asleep, then my leg convulsed bad and woke me right up again. I've been up ever since and I have work in 10 hours. The thought that is keeping me up is: If it is just anxiety, I had no idea it could do ***that***. I've heard horror stories, but never experienced anything like that -- especially with my heart. So my worry is: What else can my anxiety do? I know it is best to not think about it at all, but the idea seems to always just be there now no matter what I do. Lurking, waiting, almost taunting me. I want it to go away. I've managed to keep myself focused enough on ""mind-demanding"" stuff like writing this post, but I'm afraid when I let my guard down that *thing* is going to be there. It almost got me again here about 3 hours ago, but I managed to get a hold of someone else to just talk to get my mind off of *it*. Problem is: it just keeps coming back no matter how hard I compartmentalize. I just don't know what to do. Focusing my mind on something helps, but I can't fall asleep that way -- I've tried, unless there's a trick to it. I'm really interested with any advice at this point.",2.150839416058396,4.09628031751825,3.3698014598540134,90.4237386861314,77.94160583941607,5.989839416058395,21.543941605839414,6.918507183188421,0.4516908321167881,2106,58,445,22,50,682,237,548,0.111,0.805,0.084,-0.9238,3,0,1,0,0,0,86.0,0,0,1,4,34,18,2,4,19,0,45,16,15,1,6,94,85,31,0,11,18,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,34,22,1,8,18,3,0,14,14,10,0,2,27,11,66,8,78,47,5,88,0,1,1,0,10,37,0,9,35,306,100,5,0.18932286842169666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166803862704825,0.05594109992253756,0.0,0.2527726734568613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052510597621875904,0.0,0.0,0.04291534756151425,0.0,0.1931086348574924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193219645240763,0.11235832778287086,0.0,0.07179403145545883,0.11858337800660886,0.14557759961304206,0.052692229036873234,0.0,0.0,0.16109981673871848,0.0,0.06622755670526714,0.0,0.0,0.07009834234365482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436162911762398,0.06616714184061423,0.0,0.0,0.15115890509271268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543664212430626,0.0,0.0,0.13041408818159633,0.0,0.04168198968201112,0.11416891561746388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572733078971833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367931172128767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891338473710648,0.0,0.14346206542835346,0.0,0.05047293095000098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653203443490552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243485106337816,0.08459941863218237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24859318561023835,0.07281772372791781,0.0,0.21372247398934888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827886431355385,0.0,0.0,0.1040468972638154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645318199926539,0.0,0.09249359044337382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548828362971196,0.0,0.0,0.06707341579615883,0.0,0.0,0.04867248917047752,0.0,0.0,0.05922222897697705,0.061832071334062676,0.0,0.21554534052162466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808639613471788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059657101739182615,0.0,0.06043965809114856,0.0,0.0,0.060385472155896736,0.0,0.12688118272729376,0.07069498040206576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040428359133349266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778713012636698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050288604805895656,0.11490161929430096,0.0,0.1425873018030076,0.0,0.10440655544464496,0.0,0.25261279351077176,0.0,0.1069417680251826,0.04858333119650283,0.0,0.0,0.04466790023611097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228956870728377,0.0,0.07224312974780703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144703347637572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041925900435982856,0.04043681652074965,0.0,0.15030120995721,0.036798562356956284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011489096941458,0.04284593339295361,0.0,0.061646977586425976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950413074437199,0.0,0.03722251099383243,0.10018378713265624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850139859052221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918862020236503,0.06408885427765347,0.06431205907561863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,itsmeallijean,2018/01/19,Help me take my mind off things Feeling very anxious and should be asleep right now but need to take my mind off the anxiety. What are some of your favorite funny subreddits? ,6.801818181818181,7.350849939393942,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,64.75757575757576,9.024242424242424,31.65151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.3462242424242423,140,5,27,2,2,41,29,33,0.08900000000000001,0.648,0.263,0.8049,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750196511634094,0.3359652082337988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036894223519645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933374808148555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.60055674024948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205103634382227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25396879778157505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44719941651740464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757220583112806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24537727945275764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Memmzer,2018/01/19,"Anxiety has Peaked with Beginning of Nursing School Hi all! I have anxiety along with PTSD and depression. It was pretty much under control with medications last semester and over Christmas but with the new semester it’s overwhelming. I’ve been having terrible panic attacks that manifest as agitation and frustration. It was especially bad last night and I’ve started to realize I have no idea how to cope with these specific kinds of attacks. If anyone has any suggestions or things that have worked for you that would be great! I do see a psychiatrist that I will be talking to about my medications and I am seeing a therapist starting next month but in the mean time I thought I’d get some suggestions. Ain’t no rest for the wicked ;) ",4.660752136752137,7.439167177777778,5.4170370370370415,74.72128205128206,73.51851851851852,10.07977207977208,31.866096866096875,10.214889679676881,4.067678062678064,599,29,101,20,13,194,93,135,0.273,0.664,0.063,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,2,10,3,2,5,0,16,2,0,2,1,24,24,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,2,8,2,18,16,4,13,0,2,2,0,5,3,0,3,10,72,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642992472170247,0.0,0.2394543984705463,0.0,0.0,0.10943312553330674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560979368660349,0.0,0.0,0.13067655951695725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553557518267535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479899375742238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176829261722192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725491923123405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667701735700306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297764702636378,0.0,0.25514770284483235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048168081996068,0.0,0.3153280753850709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492215698361547,0.0,0.11505043442211617,0.0,0.0,0.15115514878256686,0.16644665391725524,0.14687093848736607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836268944383463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592235818842759,0.0,0.0,0.1829479602975842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839313868926358,0.2494311582204541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155249950109288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257941593115893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171634465978376,0.10397609901434998,0.0,0.0,0.12424884002471327,0.09126031697410633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393874359659485,0.0,0.0,0.11117787124547863,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Angiemonsterboo,2018/01/19,"I finally spoke up about my anxiety. Hi all. I apologize for the wall of text ahead of time lol A little backstory about me is I have pretty bad anxiety. I’m learned to recognize it & tame it over the years by various techniques but I still get it pretty bad in public especially by myself. I have a family - husband & 2 kids. My husband is aware of my anxiety and is generally supportive. He asks me questions about it to try to understand from my perspective because he is complete opposite - no anxiety at all. However, sometimes he can be a little inconsiderate. My oldest is in Pre-K and his parent/teacher conferences were today. My youngest got a little stomach bug that had him throwing up this morning so when my husband picked me up from work he told me he would drop me off at the school & he would drive around with my youngest so he didn’t have to get out. This immediately made me panic because I assumed we would all just go in together as the baby seemed to be feeling better by afternoon. When I got quiet and in my thoughts my husband asked why I was getting anxiety. “It’s easy. You just have to go in and the teacher will talk to you and you walk out. Why are you worried. You’ll be fine” That was the last straw for some reason. I blew up at him - of course I knew I would be fine! The actual conference wasn’t making me nervous, I know my oldest was doing well at school; it was the fact that I didn’t want to get lost going to his classroom. What if she was already with another parent and I had to stand in the hall and feel like an idiot? What if the teacher didn’t know who I was? What if conferences really weren’t today? I told him all this and he got quiet. I don’t know if he felt bad but hopefully it made him understand. I despise when someone tells me “you’ll be fine” because yes I realize it afterwards but that does NOT help the anxiety beforehand. Hopefully he will start to understand more. Good news: I survived parent/teacher conferences by myself today :) ",2.5596722185209866,4.8126859645569615,4.266985343104596,82.98459526982016,77.96202531645571,7.90473017988008,27.10359760159893,8.766177420268882,2.326012658227848,1576,66,304,37,38,529,184,395,0.126,0.735,0.139,0.7593,5,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,1,6,0,5,13,18,2,2,16,2,40,1,1,5,5,60,77,21,0,11,10,5,3,1,0,8,0,3,0,1,19,14,0,0,17,0,0,6,8,8,1,0,26,6,55,10,49,38,7,49,0,1,0,0,43,24,0,10,18,210,74,5,0.0,0.0,0.07734343961306901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746211623097162,0.0,0.0,0.257624914305025,0.0,0.0,0.08310791864182844,0.3637885192202375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705555704717827,0.1481892699199214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852895744287835,0.1449430707235029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009641251933986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309950016475076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935837118746427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471648510235847,0.0,0.08014948325754981,0.05662124633863168,0.07609918907740555,0.08682221499358353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563413204007973,0.0,0.13513080962167198,0.06647704614958748,0.1901672892520451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312432430206356,0.0,0.0,0.15744025111678198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067279189939346,0.06460506718135721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038720987086522274,0.23830913169501475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651842339619,0.0,0.0,0.14998985818975372,0.05290469069339728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299106140656067,0.2640166956969484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126580940837684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878602539187419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077409032651023,0.08148943898238323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042471481405554,0.0,0.07215263396503582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715423412903537,0.0,0.078387240716567,0.0,0.05609854196167463,0.0,0.06329477578357035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993995154269463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370380781589842,0.06927414773346836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292123791436975,0.04621541831156256,0.0,0.22537922439598526,0.15146699942468872,0.0,0.0538103286616679,0.0,0.0,0.2475281262928237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04674785660102047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126159876541073,0.0,0.14303430475733733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057700070214577126,0.08048937294939254,0.0,0.2252077133616225,0.0,0.0,0.0510389362311523 anxiety,blowinaway,2018/01/19,"Marriage in ruins.... I don’t know if this is the right place to put this. Hopefully it is. This is pretty much my last ditch effort to try and save my marriage. I don’t know if it even possible. My wife and I have been married for 8 years. She has always had a bit of anxiety and suffered from depression when she was younger. She has been on antidepressants basically for as long as I have known her. I guess it’s kind of a mixture of anxiety and OCD. She likes to have a clean home. Which is fine with me..... to a point. She spends a lot of time cleaning everyday. Laundry is done everyday, Vacuum everyday. The house is spotless everyday. If there is even the slightest mess she gets very anxious about it. We all know it is physically impossible when you got 4 kids running around like little tornados to keep up. She usually ends up yelling at them to pick up their messes. But the kids know that they don’t have to because mom will do it for them because it will drive her nuts if not done in a timely manner.(meaning right now) It has gotten worse and worse over the years. I have even noticed that if I do not have the house “in the proper order” when she get home, she makes sure that I know it. Not by telling me directly, but just by complaining. And now I find myself getting mad at my kids when they make a mess. I only get mad at them because I just don’t want to her her complain anymore. That’s not who I am. I am slowly falling out of love with her over this. Our marriage, our relationship hell even our sex life has taken a back seat. Her OCD and anxiety associated with it is ruining our marriage. I have talked with her about it before and she just says “ that’s who she is, and has always been”. Which is true. But it has gotten so much worse. I am just at a loss of what to do. Hoping to find someone who has been through this or is going through this.",2.2835060690943045,4.201776388888892,3.4802738873327117,89.91249299719891,77.43915343915343,6.880921257391846,24.08061002178649,7.827709963407826,1.1261986305633362,1457,49,314,23,34,472,172,378,0.135,0.79,0.07400000000000001,-0.9722,0,0,0,0,1,0,47.0,5,1,6,2,20,23,3,0,16,0,46,3,0,3,3,54,68,25,0,8,17,2,0,2,0,2,1,2,5,3,29,16,0,1,8,0,1,5,8,13,0,0,12,2,52,10,47,54,5,45,1,5,0,2,49,20,1,10,21,233,81,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630663854513051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248797993530785,0.11069763518833182,0.0971769637946518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722937471993662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534610169715054,0.0,0.17919624693921432,0.0,0.08337988267186923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697663440520372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439622425755161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200549834187746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678756732468668,0.0,0.0,0.25887846277462856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791170352635924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20477705266253685,0.0,0.05568837891361755,0.0,0.0783693081577229,0.0,0.107943938355916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657828445914294,0.1946467808117164,0.0,0.2261281254235152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709551783895551,0.0,0.10203858103093384,0.2692559886737575,0.07987263906005945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921125101848423,0.09574318425919,0.09820890780986474,0.0,0.08671558079556706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330520596138928,0.08843726579522229,0.0,0.13081442210951466,0.0,0.0,0.10673677722088706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147614141365992,0.0,0.0,0.1440637202662057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155906671395836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452367443166726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023757593650739,0.0,0.0926295680079688,0.11046583530924424,0.0,0.09968820055124528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850419146870884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520157273976988,0.0,0.16736105190082426,0.0,0.07792334741461635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830242291813756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235176813981892,0.0,0.0,0.0787583926528123,0.08564512412898191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427423844160302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652687082317311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791904765618222,0.08084969484537861,0.0577953841707666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995719575477559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262010770813528 anxiety,Nickibabii13,2018/01/19,"Does anyone else have really bad anxiety, where you have a really bad panic attack?? Every time I am taking a shower and my hair falls out and gets on me I start to freak out , and it’s all over the walls and my hands and then I start to panic , then I’m in the shower for like an hour or two but don’t notice and then cold water comes on and I freak out as if I’m dying , I get out the shower when I’m done and dry myself off but I can’t touch the floor with my bare feet unless I have socks near me and grab them and put them on me then I’m okay, or when I have flip flops on the bathroom floor and slip them on. But other then that I cannot touch the floor or I’ll freak out and go into a panic attack , to where I cannot breath, my hearts ponding , and I feel as if I’m going to pass out. Can anyone relate at all? I need some advice on what to do. It’s not just taking a shower though , it’s being seen naked, or someone else will barge in ( family or not) and I need to lock the doors always. Whenever I look myself in the mirror it sometimes makes me uneasy , because yeah of course I know that is me but whenever I’m happy, and look at the mirror and I see a happy expression I get so happy but when I am depressed or sad and I look at myself in the mirror it’s like looking at another person but at the same time it is not , it is me. I have a good Conscience then I have a bad conscience at the same time. I know how I sound ... crazy, insane, but I am not , it takes a lot of courage to admit things to yourself. 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This is my first post here. I’ve had anxiety for a while, and lately it’s been getting harder and harder for me to have social interactions. I used to be very carefree and outgoing, and then I went into a long depressive period that I have only recently been clawing my way out of. Now, I avoid leaving the house or going to popular venues in fear that people will see me and that I will have to talk to them. When I talk to individuals that are outside my group of “safe” people, I become overwhelmingly distressed and panicked. This makes it hard for me to enjoy sociable activities, visit old friends and acquaintances, and I believe leads to people thinking I’m weird and not liking me because I tend to clam up or blurt out the dumbest things because my brain feels like it’s short-circuiting. I guess I’m just posting to feel less alone, and also to seek help. Normal social interaction shouldn’t make me feel like crying and throwing up and curling up into a ball. I don’t really know what to do. 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It seems that whenever I eat too much at once, my anxiety and agitation goes through the roof. Along with that, I wind up getting gas that leads to me needing to burp frequently, which exacerbates my panic. Perhaps it's what I've been eating, but even then, I always wind up on edge and overwhelmed if I eat too much food at once. Anyone else like this?",6.236538461538463,7.1034854743589815,6.378615384615388,77.11638461538463,66.05128205128204,9.82974358974359,32.266666666666666,9.888512548439397,3.1161405128205133,329,13,60,7,5,105,57,78,0.109,0.833,0.058,-0.2406,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,9,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,12,4,2,9,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824153352358493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25419282038626384,0.0,0.0,0.23233747219236736,0.3404594973622304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538996470253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100071474437101,0.27757678939021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973370014655744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008967759206118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868011322878146,0.1593763320782203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811674618272202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442635808673177,0.1231904770099408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538667010861704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194929132620612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124733648974842,0.0,0.18769056300005046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnhappyPreparation,2018/01/19,"Is there a way to get walk-through explanations of how to do basic life things like taking the bus? I'm trying to move out of my parents' house to a new city alone in the next few weeks, and I find its like really basic things that are stressing me out more than anything else. Number one is transportation. I don't drive but will be moving to a busy city with a public transit system. And that freaks me out more than anything! I've never really had to take busses. I mostly have social anxiety so the idea of going and approaching something new that everyone else there takes for granted and does every day is really scary to me. I don't need a pep talk or anything, I just wish I had someone to give me like ELI5 tutorials with steps on getting from point A to point B, dos and don'ts, etc. Knowing what to expect and what not to do makes everything a bit easier. I'm considering asking for help in a sub related to the city I'm going to (Mississauga) but I'm worried they'll be hostile or think I'm an idiot for worrying about something like this. I'm from a small town and I've been pretty sheltered. 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I was feeling really great; happy, cheery, and just super excited about things and then one day I'm struck with this overwhelming feeling of despair. A few days ago, I came home from practice and buckled on the floor and started crying. I've been crying everyday since then. I've meditated, I've journaled, I've sorted out some thoughts and while there are things that don't seem like a big deal they amp up my episodes. Now I just feel like a zombie... I don't know what to do. 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The sexual side effects were frustrating so I switched to 50 MB’s of Sertaline and have been doing really well for about 5-6 months until recently I had a really bad panic attack and episodes of anxiety. Right now I just have some lingering anxiety, basically worried about having more anxiety or a panic attack. Does anyone have any experience with this? Or can someone offer suggestions or insight? My doctor is out of town so I won’t be seeing him until the 7th to talk about my medication, and I’ve stopped going to therapy because I was feeling so well. Just worried that my anxiety is back while I’m on this medication and that I had a full fledge panic attack the other night.",5.918333333333332,7.297219722222222,7.3982222222222225,67.66900000000001,67.05555555555556,10.76,34.53888888888889,10.793553405168565,4.315318888888889,616,29,99,18,10,212,92,144,0.27,0.69,0.04,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,14,10,4,3,6,0,15,4,0,1,0,16,20,14,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,8,2,0,5,2,11,2,17,13,3,20,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,4,12,75,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361632277983616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948950791636501,0.0,0.4471043353785161,0.0,0.0,0.08173251386899227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989392529243509,0.0,0.08988153356480325,0.09759863534027648,0.07125532761996843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964231897252504,0.1022916122339768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434128037254775,0.0,0.0,0.059103318905625535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643153110445647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532644640609605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660166889047208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969376007831393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4114372395907008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976601873116105,0.0,0.11541520827292726,0.0,0.0,0.09982379754912786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314654726007647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904089095215846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827356554513819,0.0,0.0,0.09772564230524153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939521083809624,0.0,0.0,0.13367440586907914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019708805970694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741583274617886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,funsanity,2018/01/19,"Taking anti-anxiety drugs irregularly? Hey, everyone! I've had anxiety for a few years now, mostly I think because I don't go out much and don't like to socialize. Recently I had a presentation for my bachelor's, which I was extremely anxious for and was contemplating not going at all, but then I thought whatever happens happens and decided to drink some alcohol before going, since alcohol relaxes your nerves, I would take some meds if I could get them. I have to say drinking worked really well, I had absolutely no anxiety before or during the presentation. This got me thinking that I could get some anti-anxiety medication and take it only in cases where it's extremely needed like a job interview a conference or something like that, basically using it irregularly without a plan. Of course it's not the ideal solution, because there are situations where you are surrounded by people all day so you need to be anxiety free all day, but if that's not the case this might be a decent solution. This could help you not get as addicted and not have as many side effects. Thoughts? Maybe some experience?",7.747692939244665,8.31574566995074,8.852820197044338,61.7227114121511,62.74384236453202,13.269129720853858,38.591543513957305,12.602617957971056,5.590658784893268,893,44,144,33,12,307,121,203,0.138,0.792,0.07,-0.8344,1,0,6,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,1,4,6,7,0,0,9,0,18,7,0,2,3,41,37,15,0,9,12,0,0,3,0,2,5,1,0,0,11,6,4,0,6,3,1,3,9,0,1,0,8,1,17,8,15,22,10,18,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,10,11,104,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097435023651115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371876782486625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4244610837052938,0.12536520842909413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352933138335248,0.0,0.1888556399993285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658030189678765,0.0,0.0,0.14313373262024606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174179115066169,0.12869068257053362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603717818121172,0.0,0.10855055506919728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393269859508584,0.0,0.1892014734833264,0.0,0.08875333818036636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962618967306778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438126407957614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012121234847352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264391145164714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250678609118993,0.1114848982397902,0.0,0.12326333673930168,0.11179121991957486,0.0,0.1177222859824309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157617047336563,0.16456660984949578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439815324088054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693305194293541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109061753901141,0.0,0.10957009472548472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824828708857357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179603947317,0.12473562075530566,0.0,0.11312056714140632,0.0,0.08543060096675198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503082760673504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221097859994394,0.0,0.17619654555646852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958429817007293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977590992713893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697171287191563,0.0,0.08078792937934527,0.0,0.0,0.07883034099907436,0.0,0.0,0.07146143775051311 anxiety,2739748,2018/01/19,Paranoid that people will be able to find my threads in Reddit I sometimes ask for advice on how to deal with office politics or relationship problems on the relationships sub. I am often scared that the people I am talking about in those threads will happen to come across my threads and know that I am talking about them. 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After my anxiety got so bad that I was having constant panic attacks, stopping by the side of the road to throw up almost every day, I had to take some time off and get my medicine sorted out. Well, it's been two years and I'm somewhat better than I was, but still bad. I've been through five different medicines, all with varying successes. And even the thought of going back to the workplace makes me panic because what if I can't handle it again? It was a nightmare. There are few other careers I can really pursue where we live with my degree, so I'm a bit stuck in that one. And I've been out of the workforce so long, how can I explain my absence to an employer? ""Mental breakdown"" doesn't seem great. I feel like a bum. I've been trying to start writing fiction because I've always wanted to do that, but I just hate everything I write. I volunteer for a few places but shortly learned I couldn't make a huge commitment anywhere because I'd panic and not be able to show up. Am I just commitment phobic? I don't understand what's wrong with me. I just want to do something with my life. I don't want my whole life to be this way. I hate having to explain my employment situation to friends and acquaintances and people I meet, so socializing is difficult too. Everyone's first question is always, ""What do you do?"" I'm so frustrated with myself. 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As far as history goes I have had ""situational"" anxiety/depression at two other points in my life but it is not a constant, so I have never opted to use medication. This time included. What is eating away at my mind is this; I am currently in Canada waiting on Sponsorship/Permanent Residency to go through. I am an American citizen moving to Canada via immigration to live with my husband, and with that I am only considered a ""Visitor"" here. I cannot legally work, get any further education, etc. And that also means I'm not covered medically here. See where this is going? If he gets severely hurt, sick, etc he goes to the hospital and bam comes out a new guy. If I get severely hurt or sick I have to either a) suck it up at home, b) google self-remedy and pray, c) go to a hospital here and have a medical bill hanging over my head for a long time, or worst of all d) leave and go 1100 miles all the way back to Ohio where I can be seen under my previous insurance (it expires in March though, also there is such a thing as traveler's insurance and they do recommend getting it before going through this process, but it was very expensive in my area and not something remotely affordable prior to moving). The problem with leaving is that my ""Visitor"" status will be cleared once I leave the country and since we chose to do inland Sponsorship I have to stay here through the duration. Part of the inland paperwork was me proving I have ties to my sponsor and this address and keeping my status in Canada valid throughout. I have also covered other milestones like converting my license to a Canadian one, MOVING EVERYTHING I OWN, forfeiting my own vehicle when moving because she was too old to make this trip for the 12th+ time, etc etc. I literally cannot leave this country right now unless my husband takes a requested and approved leave from work to drive me there in his car and doing so before whatever I might be suffering from kills me. So if something DOES happen to me I am at the mercy of the hospitals here with zero government coverage. This terrifies me inside. At night when I wake up for whatever reason (to roll over, to pee, etc) my panic immediately sets in with the ""I'm dying"" bit. Until the front of my mind kicks in and says ""oh no I'm not it's just that weird tingly feeling again"", the subconscious is a strongly-felt paranoid little shit. I absolutely hate this feeling. I have specifically left my Gameboy on beside my bed recently so that if I do roll over or get up to pee and I have that massive wave of ""holy crap he's going to be burying me here"" and watching my life flash before my eyes in 5 seconds I have something I can flip open and immediately see, hear, touch, etc ground with that will ""wake me up"" so that feeling goes away. As far as the tingly feeling goes, the most I can say about it is a weird little tang or pressure feeling I get in my chest, behind my breastplate and slightly more on my left side than right. I do not want to use the word ""pain"" to describe it because it's not a pain per se, it's more like a dull roar or echo of pain most of the time. Only once have I felt this be ""painful"" and that was back when I felt it for the first time. The most I can understand of it is that it occasionally tangs when I am hungry, occasionally does it in my sleep (because of course sleeping is like the longest period of time you go without food) and is most frequent upon waking up. It then vanishes as soon as I start eating breakfast. My appetite is unchanged by this, it doesn't make me more or less hungry. It does not cause any other side effects and it doesn't accompany any either. And of course when I am actively thinking about it or hoping it doesn't happen I will notice it more often, and when I'm preoccupied with say shopping, playing a game online with friends, etc, I can go a whole day and not feel it. After googling it I found it's something related to stressed back muscles that cause your stomach to get distended, and then your stomach acid is going farther up than it should and causing that feeling. This makes complete sense considering a) how food will immediately relieve it and b) how much more often I've been going to the gym with him and then waking up sore/stiff the next day. I'm going to give the stretches a try I found in relation to it, and perhaps ask for a massage for my birthday. Here is what I know. I am physically healthier now than I have been in a very long time. I know I have made very good strides in my stamina, I have made better food choices, and am overall stronger than I was at any other point in my weight loss/health journey. I KNOW I am running at the best I have been in YEARS thanks to my husband's knowledge on training and overall body health coupled with his undying encouragement. I really couldn't do this without him, and when I tried prior to moving it was filled with shoddy attempts and lackluster results. Two years prior to moving I had bloodwork, an EKG, etc done because I was feeling palpitations (anxiety's favorite weapon for me) and they all proved I was PERFECTLY HEALTHY outside my weight. No sign or hint of disease, infection, imbalance, nothing except a little short on Vitamin D, and I mean like 1 or 2 points under passing so very minute overall. A year ago for a new job I got caught up on a couple shots, had more bloodwork done that came back perfectly fine (Vitamin D was on point that time), and again all was good. Knowing this has been a partial mental lifesaver for me this whole time, but recently I feel like it's not enough. Maybe I needed to get it off my chest, maybe there's someone out there with an idea on how to help cut down on the paranoia, maybe what I looked up on this odd pain really is the solution to fixing it and I don't know it yet. When none of these issues are fogging my mind I feel like there's not a care in the world and I can truly enjoy myself and the time I spend with the hubby. When they are affecting me it's the only thing I can think about. I'm quieter, I feel withdrawn, and even sometimes on the opposite side of the same coin it will make me want to go clean the whole house out of fear of being too stationary. I've noticed recently hubbs will ask ""Are you okay?"" shortly after one of these instances because of how quickly I get quiet or after he notices the blank stare on my face as I'm internally mid panic over it. I've talked to him about feeling paranoid before but let's be real, there's only so many times you can have that talk with one person before you start to worry about them looking at you differently. I'm aware that being active and exercising is greatly beneficial to being healthy, but I still cannot shake that feeling looming in the back of my mind saying that what I'm doing is pointless because I'm still going to die. I also have the whole ""if an emergency happens I have nowhere to go"" feeling sprinkled on top of it all as well and I'll admit that maybe I'm not exerting as much of myself at the gym as I could be solely based on that fear alone. A fine ""damned if you do, damned if you don't"" situation if I do say so myself.",6.459049443725058,6.034735675713294,6.982825859077014,77.39733067307948,65.59011830201808,9.920347418584779,34.125851149106346,9.393697787810321,2.9752055689155505,5734,229,1115,95,79,1885,528,1437,0.104,0.773,0.123,0.9802,4,2,4,0,0,0,152.0,1,9,4,12,69,56,9,7,69,1,113,44,18,20,11,193,217,109,3,16,41,3,20,7,1,8,18,7,4,3,85,64,8,2,36,7,5,34,26,29,1,8,30,38,138,27,186,166,42,204,1,4,8,0,47,97,5,26,77,787,223,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029556963329722588,0.0,0.0,0.03453376620876171,0.0,0.1066590039713669,0.0,0.0361276223744894,0.0,0.09069877824457608,0.0,0.02550765379586401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234326363264056,0.0,0.06265455202184697,0.1281953036124875,0.0,0.12195517360633205,0.0,0.14186413276239998,0.0,0.06998380323823675,0.029489578616299375,0.03640241981500099,0.03703706464468392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038136032691337814,0.033995877244054395,0.102758747487533,0.0,0.028722436287425563,0.034959980903551666,0.03603243218092417,0.0,0.026622037708547926,0.07378780325449383,0.0,0.04300754342796148,0.0,0.028718671168766183,0.0,0.06921048946315009,0.03483681639460568,0.0,0.0,0.08753725331949971,0.06824386744378684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823736264799353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445270496468815,0.2974941533157829,0.02202303927250334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02996694968870507,0.0,0.0,0.07504131965696585,0.26975126430924456,0.07146171830670703,0.09604484473362816,0.0,0.0,0.02836192799762307,0.1209571238346073,0.07311876044328994,0.025761072626627458,0.0,0.17420580393435955,0.03198608281483612,0.26529797492904145,0.05593382052374635,0.02666780902232085,0.0367612797123083,0.0,0.033015265270950694,0.08845652830098262,0.0,0.0,0.0329197612586774,0.03422000708121961,0.1063276086424517,0.0375805000393479,0.0,0.02234941677666104,0.0,0.033446206628119146,0.03311757689023871,0.0,0.03847387328744371,0.07138972196456837,0.03764070504624804,0.0,0.03480190682794895,0.0330882366840955,0.02963719715063632,0.03688959558570325,0.0,0.0916234614399917,0.0,0.0,0.17652953589464346,0.07245552847933395,0.03409594448025308,0.047102940366456736,0.11402950396806208,0.10025671245533754,0.02944288393770752,0.05901582143003593,0.05600021323246997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310077157677617,0.08902806744601906,0.03380503253970758,0.13399193928186404,0.07264160058312626,0.0,0.1007700768548778,0.03360236279181946,0.035372139286418296,0.13466954808256332,0.0,0.0,0.2126329114548852,0.049022555760888535,0.024723751313998312,0.025716530056974017,0.06440663824485618,0.03546114542659837,0.031290576206059406,0.0,0.03199394684136227,0.11388524241589915,0.03498834977368396,0.07101938825395948,0.06778316940749332,0.10143680806193113,0.17739894885337218,0.07824272647919871,0.0,0.03610771528021835,0.0,0.0,0.029114221055690927,0.0,0.0,0.1576017249307033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03190518578703812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795215455608447,0.042721345488019,0.034282627753682834,0.0987679253739852,0.0,0.0,0.05695026120281104,0.0,0.1325802789435603,0.0,0.0,0.053140837423968385,0.0,0.03478449821049582,0.07533723249116285,0.03422658006390745,0.027582052685173924,0.07495888674796887,0.06673507568456456,0.0,0.02825180341745988,0.10267769068532566,0.03297753215242228,0.0,0.047201341808530924,0.035539689309108,0.05325625661529127,0.0,0.038194818020405606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025070130467675256,0.053600416375838095,0.0,0.0306981759195642,0.0,0.0,0.04430382325223805,0.042730282555384656,0.03275977779406431,0.0,0.2333140591823521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04527603797125415,0.0,0.0651434261547702,0.034711715277599725,0.0,0.057596083359267976,0.0,0.11004737810420516,0.03933367037860687,0.026466484629485046,0.0,0.08120669714424275,0.029979772767057912,0.0,0.0,0.1489071185695491,0.0,0.06428380651692152,0.0,0.04854886849706616,0.0338618997186606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441628045082574 anxiety,okanako,2018/01/20,"are there any jobs that don't require Excellent communication skills... currently browsing jobs online only to find any job I could be remotely applicable for require *excellent social skills* or *telephone skills* etc... I can't do any manual labour jobs anymore so they're all out of the question. The last job I applied for wanted me to record myself answering their questions and I couldn't bring myself to do it. 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Is Pom juice ok to drink with Zoloft? Thanks ",3.7396153846153837,7.011228730769233,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,88.61538461538461,7.215384615384615,18.03846153846154,8.07648339933343,1.1741076923076923,121,3,22,3,4,34,20,26,0.0,0.705,0.295,0.8316,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43915207782245214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39405119751761897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031594952035416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023581762504764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703371316782726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362222307621189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stormy-storm,2018/01/20,How can i get taken more seriously at the doctor? No one takes me seriously because of my anxiety/OCD. It’s so hard to communicate when I’m dealing with anxiety. All they can see is how anxious I am. So they just don’t take my true issues seriously. ,1.8635294117647088,4.010847901960787,5.278196078431375,75.38788235294119,79.78431372549021,8.785882352941178,27.84705882352941,9.3871,2.8951458823529417,197,9,39,6,5,73,41,51,0.257,0.691,0.052000000000000005,-0.7873,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,2,6,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,2,7,1,4,10,2,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435771420474881,0.359704344563044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409528921963726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328259132678825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32589858582549913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635223368641092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28522621770789697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323296243078727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575786383346987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537256740531588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787983072801583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jlay08,2018/01/20,"Saying No I have such extreme anxiety/ guilt over saying no at my job. I work myself ragged to make sure nothing is left undone and that others don't have to do more than their share, but in the process overwork myself. I just said no, and cannot calm down. I deserved to say no and it is more than fair to say no in this situation. But at this rate, I'd rather overwork myself than feel this soul crushing anxiety. Does anyone else feel this way? If so, how do you overcome it?",2.7927061855670097,4.4297736701030965,3.6150386597938144,90.74049613402063,75.18556701030927,6.087113402061857,23.465206185567013,6.6274283507984215,0.558382474226804,374,11,79,3,8,119,64,97,0.2,0.736,0.064,-0.9101,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,13,12,8,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,7,10,3,13,11,2,8,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,0,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108064222161491,0.0,0.0,0.142041735028398,0.20814316888232107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777710900200079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696992241352831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542957914516613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20158726756147965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071457215023807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559898207985072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949203997732996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19323473156570195,0.6461872579052894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22834032081009514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145909986209386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124480640518107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478899259117878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,augustpepsi,2018/01/20,"Instrustive Mental Images I'm 24 years old and basically I have experienced frequent unwanted frightening images flashing in my mind since I was very young. The images I see generally are focused around faces or picturing demonic type images somewhere in the room (a typical one I have is picturing someone being under the bathtub when I'm in the bathroom). Obviously this causes me a great deal of anxiety and distress. I experienced this to a much worse degree when I was younger, to the point I honestly had no idea how I was going to function as an adult as being alone caused me so much anxiety. Generally the images don't happen when I'm around people or if they don't cause anywhere near the same amount of anxiety. However there was a time when I was quite young that I literally couldn't even cope with being at one side of the room alone for a period of time. That is something that I wouldn't ever want to experience again. I live with my boyfriend which I must admit helps me significantly. The images tend to happen most at night as the dark is a big trigger (being in a dark room or seeing the dark through a window). Especially around bedtime. However because I always have someone with me at night getting to sleep isn't an issue. When I was younger I would have kept a light on or kept the tv on. Another big trigger for me is using the vacuum when I'm completely alone in the house as not being able to hear around me seems to cause my anxiety to increase and the images to get more frequent. Things have improved for me immensely and it is not affecting my life in the same way it used too. Generally I function quite well and have a good job. But there are times I struggle with the anxiety and it does have an effect on my daily life (like going to the bathroom can cause me a lot of anxiety at night if I have the images, but most of the time I am okay and obviously even if I have anxiety I will eventually have no choice and have to go). I was just curious if anyone has experienced anything similar? And if so if you have any suggestions on how to help? I've never discussed this with anyone so it's quite strange for me to be typing this out haha. 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I do not have friends and I want to leave the house so my family doesn't think I'm a loser and worry about me. Does anyone have any suggestions? Where can I go to pass the time? I should be home around 1130-midnight.,1.8213207547169823,3.81794132075472,2.347773584905664,97.10996226415094,79.18867924528301,5.749433962264153,18.147169811320754,6.742157984588678,-0.2317366037735851,202,4,46,2,5,62,39,53,0.17600000000000002,0.746,0.078,-0.6271,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,13,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,5,10,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29962438066509944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673183844423456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022831457333174,0.0,0.0,0.257535609580697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531657002253496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27272340664098904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351009688203569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288282337486816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901884169240885,0.0,0.0,0.3338098250231708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063236864568243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536979675060053,0.0,0.0,0.16869137117465707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063482962198812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937950836295764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dplayerz,2018/01/20,"Depression, anxiety and a little story Anyone experience Headache if they stay in public for too long? And how to cure it.. (I speak French sorry for the grammar) I stress in public I don’t know why, I was not shy before sixth grade (troublemaker).. the last thing I remember is I ended my sixth grade being accused of insulting a parent ( they didn’t believe me.. they trusted the fucking bitch who just wanted to get a revenge on a school troublemaker kid (never bully anyone tho)) So, I couldn’t go out anymore for the rest of the school year and I was forced to help the janitor.. people were making fun of me but most of my friends didn’t care at all, they stayed with me so it’s cool.. After that everything went to shit, high school was a nightmare.. since I was still new in the city my friend circle was very little and they ditch me very fast. I started to stay at home and after a while I choose my Xbox over social interaction.. For 2-3 years it was ok, I was going to school but the only thing I was interested in was gaming and chatting with my Xbox buddies.. going out was a pain, I knew I was stressed to go out but didn’t care at all because I was kinda a big shot in my house ( I literally never paid for a game because every time a game was released, there was a competition to win a copy and i always win) I even stacked some money and tried to participate the first bo2 championship but I was way too young they told me.. After that, I started pc gaming because I wanted to start a YouTube career but it didn’t last long when my friend ditch me(again) because I sucked at league of legends and I was too scared to start alone on something I’m not good.. Now here the important part, I got tired of living online and I choose to invest in school and people.. I met a girl and I thought she was into me but I got rejected because I was not fit and I was gaming all day.. I kinda understand but I got super depressed about it and I started not eating and not gaming.. I lost 70 pounds in 2 months doing absolutely NOTHING I got a job that involved walking 1 hour to go to work and 1 hour to come back with my earphones on of course so the days would pass faster than doing nothing (bonus: getting fit) I converted gaming to working & school.. I was way richer than other kids at school, because well, I was working 30h and they were not. People got interested in me for a while and I enjoyed it. Sadly, I was too stressed of social interaction I never got the chance to get closer to all these people around me because I avoided them.. I lost my job after high school and while I was waiting to start college I decided to restart gaming but I didn’t enjoy it like before and I was not good like before so I said fuck that, even my Xbox buddies were different with me.. In college, still Super stressed everyday, can’t make friends but this time I met a girl and now we’re dating for 2 years now.. even now I’m still stressed about people and getting rejected I just don’t understand, I lost my weight, I have a wonderful girlfriend, I have few friends, but real friends.. but I still stress when it come to social interaction et I prefer avoid everything in my life than actually going out.. when I’m with people for too long my head hurt like hell and I’m sure it’s because of anxiety. I take course to know how to interact with others, I work on myself like a demon and I still can’t take off the fear of being rejected.. Advise? 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Being sick gives you low motivation to do stuff and I struggle with idle time. Anything you all do to keep your anxiety and anxious thoughts at bay?",2.9964285714285697,5.32075316666667,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,76.85714285714286,7.057142857142857,27.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.7772666666666672,171,7,34,3,4,54,31,42,0.317,0.637,0.046,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,6,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,1,8,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,5,6,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,23,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4747865702576966,0.35057228815950303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553662031507121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976863861563219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31127538934352705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582590111606864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32441293226422097,0.3552411607378962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463587262987237,0.18094958026881192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ZiPL0K,2018/01/20,"Need quick advice: anxiety + peer pressure let me front this by saying im in highschool. most of my friends either vape nicotine or smoke weed and i used to aswell. recently though the school found out about me smoking and i decided just to up and stop for a while until my brain is fully developed, for financial and emotional reasons. so anyways, all my friends still do that shit. im going out to see a movie with a few of them later and one of them wants me to buy him $17 worth of vape juice. im a highschool student, saving money is a priority of mine. he's asked other friends that are going to buy it for him, saying we can vape in the theater we going to and get a good buzz during the movie. the thing is i just dont want to. however hes hyping up the rest of my friends getting them exited to hit his juul in the movies. my mind is telling me not to waste money on something im not going to do, but my anxiety is asking all these questions like; what if they dog on you for being a square? what if they no longer want to hang out? do they only like you because you did these things? Anyone have suggestions as to what I should do? I like my friends for who they are not what they do. Is there a way I can just brush all these things I used to do behind me. Is it just an issue of confidence? No clue.",2.9319454545454526,3.8776769854545488,4.232863636363638,89.20529545454546,73.69090909090909,7.245454545454546,24.65909090909091,7.554174236665415,0.9959272727272724,1021,30,226,12,20,337,146,275,0.06,0.816,0.124,0.9631,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,2,3,8,0,11,12,1,1,15,0,24,2,2,3,3,42,41,15,0,7,12,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,0,17,12,0,1,4,0,5,6,6,2,0,1,2,5,37,10,41,35,7,25,0,0,2,0,31,11,1,5,10,167,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720282402442707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784862516403332,0.0,0.0,0.07670854987626362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051194353804963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687537913549367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246748168151488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12857388396425398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340378238185487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028628262249795,0.4237905079132905,0.0,0.1146330623740809,0.0,0.24939237401902697,0.09201566469242382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4740025277041325,0.1145039104910776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121811800191449,0.0,0.16078951626230836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077115656157058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134514644433831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433920216888859,0.08343588217913536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289512869522135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279539822668908,0.10832082412727524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448423694811918,0.0,0.11102769769200596,0.08742098129704105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261099224902245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844565583847635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761085521425951,0.09171860685672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588733433421084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2186501318950472,0.0,0.10778497519643536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950044335817612,0.0,0.0,0.1941212199054232,0.0870790213309309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glorifiedconfetti,2018/01/20,"I feel like I am wasting my time. Sorry for my bad english. I feel like I am wasting my time. I feel like I supposed to something productive all the time. I should not waste any of my time doing nonsense like watching youtube, playing video games etc. If I do such things I often feel like, what have I done wasting my time again. I could have read a book or do something to improve myself (For example learning stuff). I could not stand waste my time. When I eat, I must watch something otherwise the time will be wasted. I enjoy listening music and drinking with friends(friends are optional). I do not have any much friends. I am no one’s favorite. I believe that I can’t be happy without money. We are not rich unfortunately. I am so bored. I read almost everything about it online. I want different responses. I do not want to hear, “find new hobbies, go to gym, go out more”. If these are the only answers, I think I am doomed. Thank you for listening. It is hard to explain in foreign language.",1.7520770443793658,4.375448010362696,2.9675827889164204,88.73233385897726,84.44041450777202,5.429060599234061,26.526019373732826,6.8959733430537185,1.3751245325523769,778,35,148,10,23,250,114,193,0.152,0.648,0.2,0.7954,1,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,0,6,14,0,0,4,0,26,2,0,0,2,32,40,6,0,8,9,0,5,5,1,3,0,3,0,0,7,4,2,0,9,8,2,2,8,3,0,1,1,10,34,11,14,32,4,15,1,1,2,0,8,2,0,6,15,105,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159346137988812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746557339594766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096669519533877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304417885778029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487809930320556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096302453101633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848075493161968,0.0,0.11341804089518367,0.0,0.11846946171004337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291227079914197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040535056147054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341626774409013,0.33084636616034363,0.0,0.0,0.10581869411707882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889908335955462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159823744210605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324748402044355,0.10371405247006413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130489850067109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828156103077726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851099099858576,0.0,0.0,0.11181879643828767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845394645091877,0.0880541361971536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316180048479493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673939233526021,0.0,0.12960362420963073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253773412122966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659252455085684,0.0,0.0,0.07691754031387492,0.07418565689838143,0.0,0.0,0.472576238531591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657734050689754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160554363770099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cheesescrust8899,2018/01/20,"How do you avoid self medicating? I have a lot of anxiety and I'm at a point in my life where i need to get sober. However, I've always masked my anxiety by smoking weed/drinking/taking xanax. I was hooked on xanax for 6 months with a script from a doctor, and I'm scared to take it again because of how bad the withdrawals are and the addictive potential. I have tried 6 different antidepressants, and they've just made me suicidal. I don't know what to do anymore.",3.7735410334346495,5.077430670212767,4.962036474164137,83.40500000000003,72.08510638297872,9.201215805471127,28.322188449848017,9.606745405546679,2.4760018237082075,369,14,77,9,7,122,67,94,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.9382,2,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,6,0,7,6,0,3,0,13,14,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,12,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,46,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533584620650129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338164436562866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3555821780857648,0.0,0.23048577425763397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405054137482985,0.14167344504651724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428163552458192,0.0,0.2378789077020796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214233180634696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772507516105627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415627897208224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758453182665908,0.0,0.21990958062752686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341260895042767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550543633830824,0.0,0.0,0.17232720447436442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197001930064608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268043517978745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24245169187834215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542160661064695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474150441142725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778942592833453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sakamotoot,2018/01/20,"I have 3 presentations and multiple exams for next week. Help! I feel extremely uncomfortable and distressed in front of people. But for next week, I have multiple oral presentations, with two of them being some kind of sketch/theatre/discussion! To top it off, I have multiple exams and the exams session approaching, stressinge out. I'm terrified and I am in a lot of distress just thinking about it. My parents, teachers and friends don't know about my social anxiety (I haven't been able to get diagnosed because my parents don't believe in it but my behaviour is extremely similar to the symptoms of social anxiety). I've been in this situation multiple times but I can't take it anymore, I would go as far as to injure multiple seriously to avoid going in front. What should I do?? 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Plot twist it's back and it's frustrating as hell man. I assume this is all related to getting older and drinking like an idiot. When I quit drinking I was pretty in control. Now that's gone. It's weird. How do you guys deal with it? I'm thinking of going in to the doctors to get meds. I'm already seeing a therapist and they suggested going to a doctor. 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No waiting in long lines (most of the time) No uncomfortable interactions with cashiers You generally don’t have someone behind you breathing down your neck Just in and out. It doesn’t solve all my anxiety about supermarkets but it sure as hell helps a lot. 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I'm almost 27, have had anxiety for forever really, but it's always been manageable however where my life is now it's actually seriously affecting my ability to deal with important stuff and decisions. My plan is to go on it short term, and develop strategies to help for when I come off of it. If anyone has started anxiety medication and wants to share how they felt, I'd be so thankful! I think I'm expecting a lot more than will actually happen. 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They began shouting at me, my mum calling me pathetic and telling me to get a grip because I can barely speak to receptionists, and my dad telling me to grow a backbone. They tried to blame it on stuff like my acne and they said I'd fail my exams. I feel like complete shit right now...",3.927003745318356,4.60083430337079,4.911853932584272,86.26680711610489,71.13483146067415,7.7310861423220985,29.44007490636704,7.793537801064563,1.6871558052434459,339,13,73,4,6,111,61,89,0.193,0.73,0.077,-0.9081,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,4,1,4,6,1,0,3,0,3,2,1,1,0,9,8,6,0,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,4,5,18,3,12,4,1,9,0,1,0,0,13,5,1,1,5,47,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814181767752482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445637024677218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421554314565279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24864599646746946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23197702386148505,0.0,0.0,0.11990955475914927,0.16941914438940306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239004558645938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355422598536053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750520511262046,0.2317178418460881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069815891820882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633256688486577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025237726090552,0.22558280771897565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434298270683356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174332859245865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714786294886667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145569939283303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100846291248658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vandalizmmm,2018/01/20,"I’m in a funk, and I’d like advice on how to cope Background: I have general anxiety disorder. Typically, I’d consider myself to have high-functioning anxiety, as it doesn’t interfere with my ability to live a (mostly) normal life. It mostly manifest itself in obsessive worrying and nervous ticks. For the past year and a half, I have been using CBT and ERP as well as a lot of self-talk to get me through even my most anxious days. I am not on any kind of medication for anything. But for the past month, I haven’t felt happy. I’m not sure what’s causing it. I have a short temper lately and tend to get upset/worried pretty easily. I also had a few panic attacks in the past month, and I haven’t had panic attacks that frequent in about a year and a half. The more I worry and the more I think about my funk and my panic attacks, the worse I feel. I am afraid of what could happen if this funk doesn’t end soon. I don’t want to be a downer around friends. I don’t want this to affect my relationship. But I’m not sure what to do to change my situation. Tl;dr does anyone have advice for how to effectively get through/cope with a deep blue funk?",3.906864406779661,4.61643930508475,5.5625,81.4535805084746,71.20338983050847,8.78135593220339,27.03813559322034,9.017664075816787,2.001623728813559,900,29,186,17,16,308,119,236,0.193,0.7040000000000001,0.103,-0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,1,9,17,4,6,16,0,19,2,0,6,2,39,33,18,0,5,6,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,12,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,10,1,2,4,3,21,7,32,27,7,21,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,5,13,128,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063288872166316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442646888714153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717930722625453,0.0,0.1615256891135876,0.11926712753976215,0.0,0.0738189030000021,0.0,0.08687735610940127,0.09398210668400064,0.0,0.3603126420621261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845226843941938,0.11168194308102064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429122923054519,0.0,0.0,0.0680856728815493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209954875895612,0.0,0.09238740182783592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350609742808802,0.0,0.0,0.06972978823014113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053380741136457036,0.0,0.10136637062978536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156522433662412,0.0,0.16547217211709944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933576107832684,0.1123841273445528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154337878400676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993774561749188,0.0,0.0,0.11909063059784647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456913680553617,0.051577500046303584,0.0,0.09322264908387463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975415425288537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635341217108583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168534281443289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343885387544056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716005325446995,0.0,0.0,0.3023433313169971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740541393794817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133455956126896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013537522670412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866816460316988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19900208510353654,0.0,0.0,0.08485535617241205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764673841637253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118093660536794,0.0,0.0,0.1245390552991857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492255725324676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216426761860038,0.10758762463593699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597074526758804 anxiety,Codyis301,2018/01/20,"Am i having a heart attack My heart is currently up at 70 plus bpm im having nausea nit really chest discomfort but fatigue in dizzy or is this just anxiety help im scared of death and feel like i might be dying ",0.7586666666666666,2.9938275333333344,3.391111111111112,86.78000000000004,84.77777777777777,7.1555555555555586,17.88888888888889,8.238735603445708,0.9593555555555556,169,4,35,4,5,59,38,45,0.348,0.535,0.117,-0.9079,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,1,0,7,4,3,0,0,7,8,4,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,2,2,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842820145150308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27404986331203657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500082627338441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218024274270584,0.1720935673616123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709172701130995,0.1614650872949726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204102244219729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768785094608665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255548751663878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432182968159364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411753005395175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gumbaline,2018/01/20,"How do I stop feeling like everyone I meet hates me? Many times when I (21F) meet someone new, I feel like after the encounter, they just don't like me. I like to think that I'm fairly good at reading people's emotions, and I'm majoring in neuro/psych so I know that I likely have a kind of maladaptive cognitive pattern that I go through when someone doesn't say hi or something. I know that realistically, it's unlikely that most people I meet don't like me, as I like to think I'm very nice, albeit a bit quiet. But I often feel like people only tolerate me, and no one actually wants to be my friend - and I'm pretty sure it's my social anxiety that's picking out the smallest of verbal/body cues that may not even be accurate. What I'm asking is - how do I get out of this cycle of thinking people don't like me? I feel like it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. I'd really like to not think this way, but it's very hard. Any advice? Thank you all <3",3.357394113424263,4.189280306532663,5.192767408470927,83.15021356783922,72.56783919597991,8.097774587221824,26.27458722182341,8.418075326091056,1.6528346015793254,747,24,157,12,14,257,111,199,0.047,0.775,0.17800000000000002,0.9505,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,0,8,18,1,0,5,0,11,0,0,3,2,31,32,12,0,1,6,0,5,11,1,1,0,2,0,0,14,5,0,1,10,1,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,7,23,17,15,29,4,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,17,88,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.10380519427081793,0.0,0.0,0.10394695591591227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233762967671506,0.0,0.08137543856352482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944486584670087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613231467409887,0.11815698153530176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965587328353085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025869543486903,0.0,0.0,0.1016444405599004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514255693510104,0.30397300691262985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821839044717839,0.0,0.05557576486226474,0.0,0.06045451307797078,0.08922104737816734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528976471556758,0.105021811542141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077163407756753,0.1169201905758417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5716559242362175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078460359619191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273619195873072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208143853479844,0.08090184233116507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29498397295868395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822009441669952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064022890833466,0.0,0.0681455898087167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084592479028048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097076272652782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084343902782599,0.1802598476288763,0.08189151947368767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889330115168607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025576760714736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793442974201842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726393819451617,0.0,0.0,0.06202724497564537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553856045842572,0.0627418480544702,0.08443433532520164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,allthatisman84,2018/01/20,"Tips for making it through the workday? I hate my job. It's a toxic environment where I get blamed for absolutely everything that goes wrong. I work retail, so I'm used to dealing with insane customers. But the back of house is supposed to be a refuge where the team unites and has each other's backs. This place isn't like that. I've been applying for jobs daily (including on my phone on my lunch breaks), doing everything I can to get myself out of this situation. It's destroying my mental health. I get so stressed just thinking about going in, I get stomach aches and nose bleeds. I frequently break down crying, trying to explain to my boyfriend why I'm so anxious my skin hurts. It takes a monumental effort just to start getting ready for the day. Does anyone have any tips on how to just get through each day? Sometimes I feel like my brain is barely tethered to my body and is going to eventually snap off and float away. 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I have 21 years, I am going to college, pursuing my degree, i have lots of friends, gf etc.. Everything seems perfect, but it isn't. I am a very very anxious person. There are periods when i just lock myself in my room and cry, watch tv shows, eat and smoke, and that is the only thing that gets me through the day. Since the year started most nights i cry myself to sleep. The problem is that i don't know why i feel like this. Really, i don't have one problem in my life. But all i think is how everything i do is in vain. And I fear death every time i get up. I try to calm myself everytime i feel like this, but to no avail. My bpm is high, i feel nervous etc. I tried to talk to my family, but they don't believe me. They think that there is not such thing as anxiety/depression etc. Should i seek medical/therapist help? Thanks in advance.",1.1932535885167432,3.0976435353535337,2.956028708133971,92.43035885167463,80.81818181818181,6.592663476874003,21.53216374269006,7.669130373188453,0.7562383838383848,732,22,165,12,19,243,112,198,0.192,0.7,0.108,-0.9625,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,2,9,12,0,2,5,0,19,3,1,1,2,28,32,12,1,4,6,0,3,2,2,1,1,0,1,1,11,5,1,0,7,2,0,2,7,6,0,1,0,4,33,6,17,31,6,17,0,0,1,0,10,7,0,4,10,110,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946276360585992,0.13211479728820574,0.0,0.08177080816029228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317572019590189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569176381190592,0.07541998416938576,0.0,0.10072473581487726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966414262401978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912744581275076,0.0,0.0,0.09853138108175423,0.0,0.2102056235704456,0.0,0.11024553372658276,0.13159587108382867,0.17739303209057414,0.1670913591375494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035157718045612,0.0,0.12219808831399025,0.0,0.06646265639698934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882833052503734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567718149086271,0.123559032407967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427002763292718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260185850233935,0.1142670424585864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942263337348378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097451551058664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924509913362818,0.08894210001831868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211204435808836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357023092021485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491809444541378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646252470732258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967382840807647,0.0,0.11702966387985547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277441974652924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879922558845769,0.0,0.1076674349354853,0.0,0.13578239940009992,0.15538639884995809,0.14986753378642093,0.0,0.0,0.06819169091232681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23819435811981815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929840872777086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552486005986914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061775879665393 anxiety,counterfeithypocryte,2018/01/20,"Im scared it will come back Hi guys. So ive been suffering from generalized anxiety for about a year and a half. Ive been seeing a therapis for a long time. It was so bad back then. Constant anxiety and panic. But i got better. Much better. However, ive had some rough time lately. One day my mouth became so dry out of nowhere. It was hard to swallow. Next day i got a lump in my throat. And i've had it for a week now. Constantly dry mouth and that lump is the worst. So the point is that it gives me lots of anxiety. Ive had a few panic attacks as well. Im so scared im going to choke or die. That it is cancer or something. Im not sure if i am sick or something. Is it just some kind of sore throat? I know this might me an anxiety symptom as well. Nonetheless it scares me a lot. Im teriffied. Im gonna visit my gp to check if everything is ok. But as i said. I feel awful and so scared. Im scared that im gonna go back to the point i was like a year ago. This feeling never goes away. Please any advices?",-1.676294642857144,0.2631775312500011,1.2578571428571443,98.51214285714286,97.34821428571428,4.764285714285714,16.375,6.4784943948869325,-0.34129642857142795,773,21,192,11,32,268,115,224,0.273,0.6559999999999999,0.071,-0.9939,1,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,14,19,1,7,13,2,20,11,4,0,2,27,33,22,1,2,9,0,4,1,0,4,6,1,0,1,14,7,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,11,2,2,11,6,17,8,18,18,7,28,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,10,20,115,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740905599921954,0.06720997638511328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05156029288237606,0.0,0.23200878793061794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625635115139127,0.0712355141973191,0.17490301488069498,0.06330664706541554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411349875819767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653123341212641,0.0,0.16386926417050424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779543134826342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786893313519584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814224988012828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667387842684438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273358384809384,0.08618066182959166,0.0,0.12128057910675205,0.0,0.0,0.07507385567506716,0.0,0.0,0.06791994981567501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6551900667712466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895500476893885,0.04166876421646239,0.0,0.08552841659591802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037041888927708835,0.0,0.0,0.0670984349848974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891913759492485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043318319309306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573652438973576,0.0,0.058477163521672974,0.0,0.0806355754521658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137768681178562,0.0,0.0,0.17791718791644814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322774164502754,0.14334907267275215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212231255871297,0.0,0.37954591841362295,0.0,0.06041883241703741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674009080795975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145958146643394,0.07880615295617874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867069340112039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842266278074144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081834019348298,0.0,0.1363428169008684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765136424018576 anxiety,princessnaway,2018/01/20,"What are good ways to hide you've been crying due to your anxiety? My anxiety makes me cry a lot. Then when I'm finally feeling better, I still feel a need to hide out because I don't want people to be able to tell I just got done spending hours sobbing uncontrollably. Like right now I'm starving, but I'm afraid to leave my bedroom and go buy food because I feel like everyone will be wondering wtf is wrong with me. Ugh. It's a never-ending cycle.",4.34967741935484,4.798155956989248,5.553924731182796,82.85088709677422,70.07526881720429,8.780645161290323,29.478494623655912,8.841846274778883,2.176062365591398,356,13,74,6,6,119,70,93,0.302,0.597,0.101,-0.9456,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,13,20,4,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,3,3,9,4,8,14,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,9,38,11,0,0.1777792995772743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720013551465471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674522186901066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723134339455955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905644254256916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819299471220006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745969173373736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987573931059627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696716666096294,0.12700556713998845,0.0,0.19474853290339214,0.0,0.0,0.2149714347240136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103607287533148,0.1491128418036793,0.14218634632003574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507679917079189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18824260894790626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370797158834755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114160305268368,0.0,0.0,0.1186690629467159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182109800322342,0.1371143555801681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324978182550607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518225504694024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197477828929445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538694377035706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485883699350122,0.1411129330591839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279406683436284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943737558257524,0.0,0.0 anxiety,efroni,2018/01/20,“Jolts” in chest and brain right as I’m about to fall asleep. The last couple nights I’ve noticed that as I’m about to fall asleep I get these weird jolts in my chest and head that keep me up. It kind of feels like this sinking feeling? It’s hard to explain. I was just wondering if this has happened to anyone else? ,1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,2.1090909090909093,99.53363636363638,78.69696969696969,5.006060606060606,20.090909090909093,5.46131890053228,-0.4371636363636364,248,6,58,1,6,75,47,66,0.049,0.882,0.069,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,6,6,0,0,9,11,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,2,12,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,3,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474812682606286,0.2560700125674653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899058260743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765289601715805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087740024827784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527315942959098,0.17854111188965002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057157875177386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100121982756,0.0,0.223876991142317,0.0,0.2564874561340861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221381569579784,0.0,0.2602506178415623,0.0,0.2037161184916404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220970666478539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453064381352856,0.0,0.0,0.28453273011836605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342817941871892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710248679130285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aj102opa,2018/01/20,"What is this I'm not sure it's anxiety, but it's definitely stems from it. When I'm overly stressed I will play online card games or if I'm driving try to find a particular band or singer. In my head, I say, if I hear so and so everything will be ok, if I win the next hand of solitare everything will be fine, etc. It's a huge waste of time and it's gotten worse as I've gotten older. What is this so I can start looking for help. Everytime I Google it, it just gives me game options. 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How do i explain this in a job interview? Hello all, As you can probably tell from my username, I have taken it upon myself to attempt to get out of the rut I am currently stuck in, caused due to anxiety. After a bad experience with management in my previous job, I ended up quitting after having time off sick. When I attempted to look for other work, I ended up having anxiety attacks before attending an interview, and didn't go. I have always been anxious, but never to this level before. Actual attacks isn't something I'd previously experienced. On occasions I couldn't even face going to the supermarket. From this, I fell into bad habits without realising, and before I knew it, months had gone by. I was sleeping all day, up all night. Either on the computer, watching TV, and drink a lot of nights. I don't have any drinking issue, it was just a case of never having anything else to do the next day, most days. So why not have a beer, right? I have now been having therapy since the end of last year and I am attempting to get my life back on track. I had six months out of work, my finances have seriously declined, as well as my general quality of life. Since the beginning of the year I have been attempting to turn things around. Sticking to a strict sleeping schedule, getting out a bit more, using methods from my therapy to do so, and now trying to get back into work. My question is, how do I explain such a big gap on my CV to employers? How do I explain it in a covering letter and during the interview process? Does anyone have any experience with this? Thank you EDIT: Sorry the title formatting messed up for some reason. 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Recently I've noticed how isolated I've become in the past few months, but I noticed most of my stress comes from interacting with people(particularly men). Ive tried reaching out to friends and forcing myself to go to the store or out in public to work on the issue, but have had no luck. This has left me lonely and awkward which doesn't help the original problem. Any advice on interacting with people without completely shutting down? 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I went to see a counselor for the first time in 10+ years and I have a few questions for those of you who are currently in counseling: 1) Does it matter if they're a psychologist, therapist, or counselor? The person I saw was a Counselor and licensed in a couple of things. 2) How long did it take you to ""click"" with your counselor (for lack of a better term). Idk if it's just my anxiety but I don't know if I felt the best vibe from her. Like almost that she wasnt super genuine. But I'd hate to judge someone from the first time meeting them. 3) How long did you see a therapist or counselor before you started seeing some results with your anxiety? I know everyone's situation is different obviously, but I'm just curious. 4) What should I expect to come out of these sessions? She just basically asked me a bunch of questions up front. What are the steps with this? Any insight is much appreciated! Thanks! 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I used to do a lot of weightlifting until about 2 years ago when I started having panic attacks. Since those panic attacks anytime I tried weightlifting I started getting panic attacks and very bad derealization followed by difficulty at coordinating myself for the following hours after a workout. As my panic attacks and my anxiety got better I used to slowly being able to weightlift more and more. Nowadays my anxiety is very low and my panic attacks are gone... The problem is that almost every single time I do workout or do cardio, I still get derealization but most of all my chest tightens, my head becomes pressured and I get a sort of mental confusion (like a cloud around my head) and shortness of breath for the following 1-2 hours, so I am unable to lift like I used to be and I have to do easy workouts (note that I am not out of shape I do about 45 mins of cardio every day or every other day) Can any of you relate ? I scheduled a visit to the GP next week to talk about this since I no longer have anxiety but I still get this and I am starting to think it may be related to an health condition. I had 2 ecg and an echocardiogram about 10 months ago that ruled out possible heart problems, I am thinking about exercise induced asthma (since I suffered from asthma when I was a kid). This causes me several distress because it happens 4 times out of 5 times I workout and I love exercising a lot. I have been exercising for the past year like that (4 times a week and it feels like hell) every time it''s the same my head becomes foggy, my concentration goes away, I become confused I start being uncordinated , difficulty breathing, tightness in chest and around the head and some headache (note that most of them are symptoms that I used to have everyday when my anxiety was at his highs)",5.7995967741935495,6.915661357526886,6.58094193548387,74.38341290322583,67.14516129032258,8.855225806451612,33.15956989247312,9.065960079200117,3.014844602150538,1563,68,270,27,25,516,180,372,0.175,0.759,0.066,-0.9833,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,1,13,29,6,9,18,0,32,20,9,6,1,53,55,26,0,4,5,0,5,4,0,1,10,0,0,1,15,22,0,1,4,11,0,5,2,22,0,0,6,5,45,7,44,44,10,52,1,2,0,1,9,13,1,13,37,192,60,0,0.06652741287515121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794507495884456,0.0,0.06661759412958437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045240922077297456,0.0,0.2544664437797705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844700417896248,0.0,0.3784226817732023,0.06250469434471946,0.0,0.11109522179771808,0.040554493403570535,0.22042290218168728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058838090395208625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834197884206784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858093552578476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22420885860441755,0.06356979397185261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363825887477378,0.047527197050813666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903130963823987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320804947108389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058829971495341186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731052750759372,0.07071552892420875,0.0,0.0788353045740584,0.044591922512536485,0.07028986431102226,0.0,0.06607673199036923,0.13103220151041814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000773400549825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131184547673114,0.060043587523438816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683572812513927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704398476365117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310154624840426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075265832976704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39027792438564746,0.0,0.0,0.06350794332300687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499966208926724,0.06371487165892761,0.0,0.0,0.19097324819447498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515704027370983,0.0,0.16509649021692166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636846103950085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18835378099098768,0.0,0.10625775571811663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914745486871968,0.0,0.053472214455435714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852561598224027,0.0,0.0,0.19396334723391534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04516774636815492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983329827775234,0.0,0.10978416587261948,0.0,0.0,0.10672855547352486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568294540937542 anxiety,Rs3vsosrs,2018/01/20,"Would a doctor give me benzos? While I wait for my new prescription from my doctor. Do you think there is a chance I could convince them to prescribe me some benzos to help with my anxiety? It's been crippling the last few days. I feel completely exhausted from continuously panicking. I was just hoping they'd give me just like 15-30 Xanax or the longer lasting ones I don't remember the name, I had them before and they helped a lot. I only had like .25mg ones too. I'm calling off work today because I'd have a panic attack there if I went in. Tldr:anxiety at maximum, need benzos.",2.526899766899767,4.685614230769236,4.190660450660449,83.96216783216785,77.63247863247864,7.331468531468532,23.45687645687645,8.296473431620573,1.5392974358974367,463,15,90,9,11,155,83,117,0.12,0.75,0.13,-0.1663,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,4,1,5,7,1,1,7,0,11,4,0,0,0,17,20,4,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,5,1,19,4,9,12,3,11,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,5,9,60,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666094423211405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824040185931285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622432873015476,0.0,0.14827830745957699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793400221313554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270322090079774,0.0,0.0,0.1391285667378629,0.0,0.0,0.11238016303551857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567150820878132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810864515223908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343228573489589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335991224718012,0.0,0.0,0.17307469311751644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840824273827156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702645393327327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814550640635188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920799385673926,0.0,0.16829672028699913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361596136218201,0.13252890213198054,0.0,0.2044508859894352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739712832977965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165567101435148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517351744849154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153627997770226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685983253214728,0.0,0.0,0.12378586670586708,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnxiousInTampa,2018/01/20,"Hello. I am a very anxious person. First post with this alt account. It’s not a throwaway account. I am ashamed of my anxiety so I felt compelled to create this alt account. I hope that’s okay. I rarely answer the phone when it rings. Hearing the phone ring makes me very anxious. I panic when someone unexpectedly knocks at my door. I rarely answer. If I am alone when this happens, I will often scurry to a place out of sight from the front windows and door. If I see someone I know at the grocery store before they see me I will avoid them. Small talk makes me very anxious. At parties or gatherings, I often disappear without saying goodbyes. I hate this about myself because I know how rude it is...goodbyes make me anxious. I get nauseous on first days at work. Unfamiliar social environments make me ill sometimes. I feel very misunderstood because I feel like my outward appearances disguise the trembling and confusion inside me. I think people see me and expect one thing but discover something entirely different. And I think that is very unsettling to many people and it leads to them labeling me as weird. I’m glad there are other anxious people in the world. I don’t feel so alone.",3.11614349775785,5.957296004484309,3.9219838565022407,82.83142421524666,79.98654708520179,6.079210762331837,28.202511210762328,7.404127859558343,1.956648215246637,951,43,162,14,25,303,127,223,0.16,0.767,0.073,-0.8999,1,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,3,4,10,12,2,5,9,1,8,1,0,7,0,38,30,16,0,4,6,0,4,1,0,2,1,4,3,1,12,7,0,1,10,0,4,4,3,8,0,3,1,12,36,4,18,27,0,22,0,0,4,0,12,11,0,9,7,105,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041122849387319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538166367702714,0.5566021445421687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013627953970725,0.0,0.08384898453861216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354916450189961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295173354839553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947204115683999,0.07039590624170634,0.09461238891359212,0.0,0.0,0.1676335530236456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051482286171279805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713724803001811,0.0,0.0,0.09728634359668246,0.0,0.0,0.111060022903399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787093955865336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830833773217394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048140921523117004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26310078895298794,0.0999025474429323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677222086790705,0.0,0.0,0.11561366913300622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494251427898175,0.08603999557946705,0.10295173354839553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943726205168128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836175037902095,0.0,0.0,0.2355672203096957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044756603798058,0.1669826602264585,0.07585973222309908,0.09745707141498554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920149364829468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546458429171925,0.12627895196447408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065228083685481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498757356357486,0.0,0.07173718340060481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chocolaturtle,2018/01/20,"DAE keep more than one reddit account--one for their awesome self, and one for their anxiety-ridden self? Since I feel like I have two sides--the super confident one, powerful, happy, and into fitness/health etc, I keep an account for that. For when I'm feeling low, anxious, sad, or just feeling like a hermit some weeks, I tend to switch to this account. I guess I don't want people to look at my history and make assumptions about my well-being. Weird, right? Anyone else?",4.3619047619047615,6.0706838888888885,4.764285714285716,83.805,71.2222222222222,7.365079365079365,27.301587301587304,7.957251820313856,1.7524920634920638,370,13,68,5,7,117,66,90,0.103,0.63,0.267,0.9525,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,15,13,5,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,2,3,0,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,4,10,4,11,13,3,6,0,2,1,0,4,4,0,3,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298349450348654,0.0,0.1256341055615585,0.18409998192468394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009680242545811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003869827627296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725497695444626,0.25672209832096304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979341092578489,0.0,0.0,0.1912691566040852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909878984646416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194097604066145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556189057478694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088315032279054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199355726347183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652606855838181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456517978054238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344289469604444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37488390628869694,0.0,0.0,0.14863039839624087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551799883777466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597795540252217,0.0,0.14412578698168532,0.0,0.16155090489663795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Curlaub,2018/01/20,"Does anyone else worry that you will, at some point in the future, kill yourself? My anxiety is coming back full force after about a year. I was seeing a therapist and taking meds for a while, but I quit the therapist because I was feeling better and then quit the meds because I couldnt afford them. So I was fine for a long time and (perhaps foolishly) thought I was ""better"" or ""cured"". But the last few weeks/months, the nightmares have been coming back and the other day I had my first legit panic attack. So now I wonder if this is a permanent thing, how long can I really live with it? To be clear, I am not suicidal and have NO plans to kill myself.... but int he future, will I reach a breaking point? Will there come a day where I really just dont want to live with this anymore? (Quick note because I know people are going to tell me to get back to the therapist/meds.) My therapist is actually a co-worker of mine now, so I probably wont be going back to him (conflict of interest), but I am going back to the doctor for meds. I was on lexapro before, but I dont want to go back on that because while it helped my anxiety/depression, I feel like it also kept me from being actually happy.",5.313574392412568,5.121518854771787,6.497845287492591,79.13677385892119,67.92116182572613,9.541315945465325,28.41760521636041,9.23628265651192,2.2172119739181992,928,27,186,16,14,314,133,241,0.121,0.774,0.106,-0.5667,1,0,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,1,6,18,10,3,1,16,0,26,1,0,1,1,32,44,20,3,4,9,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,9,10,0,2,5,0,0,7,6,4,0,1,9,3,29,6,23,27,3,39,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,4,24,141,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.16870005693692985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912362550641434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612405677465001,0.0,0.08572226259936447,0.060438749524008836,0.0885649055659381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833454864501784,0.0,0.3987882351934746,0.0,0.21076473459154396,0.0,0.07355150767012893,0.0,0.0,0.152892977636451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337342622440085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148940887028468,0.0,0.0744480483408441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847191657952079,0.07564158787683925,0.0,0.20260700484572972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722070094390249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741027329956907,0.06175059920371745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352325510460922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515975699692515,0.0,0.19649652158524267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201377759639078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793688889018388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125943392711756,0.0,0.047503506317232026,0.07045767919317825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04222874466683699,0.0,0.15265088233415527,0.15298802304879405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880360128294395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899317660111709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141517776034838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059924521820871865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342177905504388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319368906734762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838727461223303,0.0,0.0,0.1107474916018053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887908584216197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454803206811972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649898553453489,0.0,0.07554973456933432,0.0,0.0,0.4014400058771406,0.05742489190715114,0.0,0.0,0.06862131081704997,0.05040210093790051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196554626643467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373722284804513,0.06292715438543298,0.08778095380364932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055662584255826236 anxiety,texandad,2018/01/20,"Morning nausea and anxiety and depression Having these morning depression bouts. Just getting over a cold. Depressions symptoms seem more severe. Anyone know of good therapies or medication or natural remedies to help? I experience SAD in winter (now) and summer and have bi-polar. Just had a 3 month hypomanic episode. Taking Q96 and Lithum Orotate at night to help. Doing Yoga a lot. Eating healthy—no dairy, no gluten. No drugs. Minimal alcohol. I’m. 40 yr old male w family of 3 kids and wonderful wife of 16 yrs and successful business. Trying to keep it all under control. Thank you for the love and support in advance.",3.1701013513513523,6.314234900900903,4.656165540540545,74.03668074324327,87.37837837837839,7.8200450450450445,29.46002252252252,8.472884824447931,3.466661711711712,498,25,74,14,16,165,88,111,0.173,0.622,0.205,0.6456,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,3,9,0,0,4,0,4,6,0,1,1,19,14,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,8,2,2,3,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,5,12,13,3,12,0,4,0,1,7,5,0,5,6,42,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881702369663593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346966137424522,0.0,0.0,0.12311547864427475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974826749432068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549584750412872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419067645893946,0.18016830855864074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223477898195472,0.1659874955196145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919917295100052,0.0,0.0,0.14768304992927928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236038232526358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565032256183225,0.0,0.0,0.09676601457818236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496923580828035,0.15891423238804886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773766706461988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054109370779222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523411720797926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476071036042885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029173469004268,0.0,0.19891421975730472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998074090781357,0.0,0.1830089634094619,0.13238621266785755,0.0,0.0,0.1621058674203056,0.20135669003696635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954311923802804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19094543068164813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Patarecu,2018/01/20,"I need help Hello, Im 15 and I suffer from anxiety. My doctor told me to take pills whenever I was anxious or before an anxious activity. I started taking them at the age of 8, but now they dont do as much as they would. Im a freshman in higgschool and the program is very difficult. Back in september I had headaches over a month, I went to the eye doctor, she said it was anxiety that as causing my headaches but to verify it I did an MRI to be sure. MRI came up clean and my doctor said the best option is to see a psychiastrist to calm me down. I havent been with a psychiatrist because I dont want to take pills to the rest of my life just for my anxiety. In a few days I'll try vaping to see if it helps. If not, I have to see the psychiatrist. Could you give me some advice? Sorry for bad english.",1.005058139534885,2.7442581686046523,3.6269186046511632,88.20630813953491,80.68604651162791,7.090697674418602,22.959302325581397,8.07648339933343,1.1753069767441864,623,21,141,12,16,219,101,172,0.124,0.7609999999999999,0.116,0.5539999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,3,1,3,6,0,0,13,0,15,9,1,1,1,20,30,11,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,10,6,23,3,26,17,5,15,0,1,4,0,12,7,0,5,6,98,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253779229834452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877881271564234,0.28332882902902584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642357187412498,0.1047023638372237,0.07644165527310101,0.0,0.106704738912473,0.0,0.13159780607028046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342227778962854,0.0,0.12881862276861686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012035909620427,0.0,0.0,0.08087154595364683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850514989594628,0.0,0.0,0.2939318069571238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029350016561885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681037084964812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709034198365172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857254571580978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000917469833754,0.0,0.09218219770265604,0.09298126938524943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385650468110056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997786899602581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037315879969953,0.08875758015652217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11818643768359845,0.0,0.2828518041133726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982347376950785,0.0,0.08513723160041678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346675124957737,0.07396318129347007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624550397981748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890793725272632,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xgabrielalax,2018/01/20,"Skin problems due to anxiety? Every time I get anxious I feel how my skin changes. It gets too blush and also more hot than normal. Is anyone else experiencing this? It drives me crazy because I feel the urge to scratch it, it's just that I don't want the blush to get worse. Also my mind is always thinking things like ""what if this is not due to anxiety and you have other disie that is causing this?"". Thanks for the help. 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Since then, when I have to leave home for college or even if we're just having a nice moment, I think about how we may only have around 20 years left. I don't know if he'll see me get married or my future kids. Sometimes when he falls asleep on the couch or something, I stare and make sure that I see him breathing. It makes me feel so devastated, and now that my grandfather on my mom's side died yesterday (I didn't really know him), I feel even more anxious and upset about the thought of my dad dying. I've only talked to him about this once a bit but it wasn't reassuring, and now I'm up at 7 in the morning crying and feeling sad about this. 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I'm making this post to look for support I guess. I've been suffering from generalized anxiety disorder for about 5 years now, and I'm able to control the symptoms whenever I feel anxious. However, since a yesterday I started having this feeling of ""dizziness"" and depersonalization, I have felt this before obviously since it's a common symptom of anxiety, but I was wondering if anyone out there has tips to make it go away. I realize the more you think about it, the more you feel it, and I'm trying to chill and calm down, but since I hadn't felt that in years, I'm kind of panicking thinking I'm going insane or something (even though I know it's a common anxiety symptom) but anyway, any tips?",10.388738095238095,8.088532207142856,10.62,60.48166666666667,59.07142857142857,13.904761904761903,43.33333333333333,12.45797560212912,5.472690476190476,599,28,101,16,6,203,85,140,0.138,0.816,0.046,-0.8798,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,3,1,27,28,11,0,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,10,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,10,3,16,23,2,14,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,4,7,64,19,0,0.13938250732028634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478488460763078,0.0,0.3198817097799594,0.1574625596185504,0.0,0.09745948992306053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095445381897874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11860424772281712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563293338948613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974442892317564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920608315373149,0.0,0.0,0.13318595885066128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142795103066847,0.0,0.2676581302469505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15842858196252085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354554593611727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514543261597418,0.07660098085575408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704620176754825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860778119183964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348991312915834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34589595118328675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730346374835102,0.0,0.0,0.09865565607912677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816961754962042,0.0,0.4346153811439606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17862136534372994,0.13694260575853798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463157316240192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115438352915778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951552975851115 anxiety,ViktorCage,2018/01/20,"Anxiety every time before bed And it happens without reason. I also have a disorganised schedule (I spend my nighttime awake), and when I want to get asleep at 6-7 am, my heart stings and also I feel that adrenaline rush in my entire body, making me going to bathroom and chill myself. And all of these without thinking about any sort of problems. I want to mention that this anxiety comes with migraines. What should I do? Thank you.",3.577314814814816,6.17562381481482,4.2377623456790126,82.71368055555558,76.28395061728395,6.0253086419753075,27.40895061728395,7.1686216300943375,1.6737024691358033,343,14,58,4,8,109,62,81,0.08199999999999999,0.8540000000000001,0.064,-0.3544,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,2,1,19,14,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,1,11,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,43,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495670438931661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148629288738669,0.0,0.3343978399222325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859797060828836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427725127790977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882713464884888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18414745794939186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110511242065814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418934293951315,0.0,0.12421351542727788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932731787590272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589963844308672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589147283327786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913380146379856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247175839737244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20122202926243785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004535952365982,0.0,0.0,0.12744494593409247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782642566977243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42137089936360334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nanotech23,2018/01/20,"I feel like I've tried everything and still can't find a pill that helps my anxiety Medications that I have tried in no particular order, over the span of four years: Adderall XR, Ritalin, Concerta, Adderall IR, Strattera (currently taking), Vyvanse, Lexapro, Anafranil (currently taking), Intuniv, Catapres, Tenex, Risperdal, Seroquel (currently taking), Abilify, Lamictal, Neurontin, Paxil, Zoloft, Wellbutrin, Effexor, Buspar, Klonopin, Requip, Lyrica, Geodon and im still a person who cannot function because of my severe ADHD and debilitating anxiety. What im taking right now helps but ive tried everything and still not enough. Is there anything I can try before I give up on my dreams?",10.99480825958702,11.351001946902654,9.924911504424779,57.450140117994096,56.079646017699105,13.551032448377581,46.2669616519174,12.745084868956482,6.630658997050147,552,31,73,17,6,174,82,113,0.056,0.861,0.08199999999999999,0.5859,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,8,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,6,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,9,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828745602971968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269741593185297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207912546270708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043257246553353,0.0,0.12623462953076098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532848494846162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666542076887286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750100427352282,0.10598102283292207,0.0,0.0,0.13558889665346271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142310506385489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887129270057025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32048616762682064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247614776946586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944666975674686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953319621659554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668979439393466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759288356068794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35541667719948106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461619114360968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028787099762794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553231367835914 anxiety,Marcotheernie,2018/01/20,"Any one else feel They've Plateaued in Their Success with anxiety? Ive long since held the belief that I can achieve all the things I want despite my anxiety, by facing it head-on and getting what I want. And I've been right, Im well on my way to graduating with a masters, great friends, socialize frequently, several good relationship, etc. But while externally my life is the best its ever been my thoughts are slowly being poisoned by the fact that while my life has improved exponentially I still feel like shit. I can reap all the benefits of my willpower to achieve anything but if I can't relax and enjoy them I feel I'm just pushing a rock up a hill I know one day ill be too weak to hold. Ive already pushed this metaphorical rock much farther than I ever thought I could but i guess in my mind there was a top to the hill, or at least a ledge when in reality I'm starting to doubt their is.",5.346298701298704,5.510368445054944,5.9044855144855175,82.19960539460544,67.84615384615384,9.255544455544458,33.028971028971036,9.095868883498916,2.6100813186813188,715,30,150,12,11,232,118,182,0.133,0.741,0.126,-0.7431,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,6,10,14,2,1,11,0,15,7,2,0,5,31,29,11,0,4,6,0,3,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,7,3,0,2,1,4,1,2,6,3,23,10,17,20,6,22,1,0,0,0,6,9,1,4,11,97,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300969856356402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066152031025016,0.0,0.239871252314424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290158879500192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453005300711024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12517539981169604,0.0,0.0,0.1011095863970136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309688684032651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485020300957413,0.0,0.2836314469806146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781675774563066,0.1120030612507756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112718796806625,0.0,0.08191063883137592,0.0,0.0,0.13149891874744654,0.0,0.17284957432466852,0.17270991712686773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090064610551466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16934839324641113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616172468420748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214755105235444,0.07659437700125785,0.0,0.0,0.1387446205958241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830225608803294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525071980478185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124752288305006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832214190289466,0.0,0.13388854364730798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771158222565372,0.160931551919146,0.1296893389714243,0.0,0.0,0.15981660713074106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096909442499724,0.0,0.12520403748344364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415710565620903,0.0,0.0,0.24893027687698505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849448178838199,0.12444399753975866,0.0,0.0,0.14096329076926098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GardevoirRose,2018/01/20,"I'm freaking out right now So I'm just now finding out that I probably can't get the job I wanted with the degree I have and my parents really wanted me to graduate on time so switching majors again is probably no longer an option and I'm kind of stuck in a degree with basically almost zero job options and now I've probably ruined my own life worse than anything else and my parents always yell at me all the time and if I talk to them about this thing then they're probably only gonna tell me that it's too late to switch majors yet again and I'm totally screwed and I've never had a panic attack before but I honestly think I might have one right now. Any advice?",2.4359047619047622,4.1745729714285735,4.3842857142857135,84.40904761904763,76.42857142857143,7.238095238095237,23.095238095238088,8.07648339933343,1.3026666666666666,536,16,107,9,12,183,91,140,0.087,0.855,0.058,-0.218,4,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,12,7,2,1,6,0,6,2,0,0,3,25,16,12,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,1,13,2,13,12,5,19,0,1,0,1,5,7,1,5,12,71,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622874031313895,0.0,0.0,0.13959785189077314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159993527665186,0.0,0.0,0.09480281631401484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472162666290694,0.0,0.0,0.15859772233601152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862668565218605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645822746453867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274171871936106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07283538389763043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766835968668226,0.0,0.0,0.1451728916912416,0.0,0.0,0.15725928451703736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984686120328911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789078698993824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752071956916112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446706240727304,0.1060267323143387,0.0,0.16356627883813338,0.3095941180660829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012253892791173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893088958280523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23810883702474264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205157393257767,0.12184950244741605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261706274509107,0.0893275787512901,0.0,0.0,0.16258087355558876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644539342218568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206955482727107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,i_want_to_act,2018/01/20,"Sometimes our anxiety is Legitimate Does anyone have a hard time trusting their gut instinct because they don't know if it's their anxiety acting up again or if this is a real thing to have anxiety about and totally normal to be anxious about? It happened to me yesterday. I was going to meet a talent agency and I was very nervous and had worries like what if this is a scam and stuff like that and if I should not go. But I kept going and I met the guy and I saw red flags everywhere. I made a rule to myself to not give them any money because no real talent agency will ask for money, they only get the percentage you make, you pay them nothing. You only pay them when you get work and they get 20% percent. I have done my homework. But I walked out of there and did homework again by doing research and found out this agency is a scam because I saw three bad reviews about it and I googled his name and typed in ""talent recruiter"" and i found some rip off reports about him and couple of them said he was a predator and I found out he had used different names for his agency and then changes the name to a new name and he moved several locations in the city. I also had it confirmed on here that place was a scam as I thought. Scams are things I always worry about so I like to be educated on scams so I know the red flags and not be a victim of one. Sometimes our anxiety is real and it's normal anxiety, not us having abnormal anxiety and not the disorder. 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I had the day off and stayed in bed until 5pm because, well I don't feel anxious when I'm asleep. I have a drinking problem, but I've been doing pretty well with only drinking to deal when my anxiety is out of control. Well, I'm out of booze. I'm prescribed gabapentin, and I usually use 900-1200 mg a day. I also use gaba when things are tough, maybe 1000mg a week. In the last couple of hours I've consumed 1200mg of gabapentin and 2000mg of gaba. I've been working every breathing exercise I know for hours. I still feel like I'm having a heart attack. My chest is so tight that it hurts all over. Usually when I'm anxious I only feel it under my heart, but today it's all across my chest. I don't really know where I'm going with this, perhaps I'm just venting to get it off my chest, as it were. Any thoughts or suggestions are welcome. I only realized the extent of my anxiety in the last couple months, so I'm new to trying to deal with it. TL;DR: I am much more anxious than I am used to, with no booze and my meds aren't helping. Thanks for reading",2.8503350707371524,3.6859743164556975,4.385455448001989,88.45179448994789,73.76793248945148,7.095457930007446,26.177463390419454,7.285733465282438,1.142504790270539,871,29,191,9,17,292,118,237,0.094,0.775,0.132,0.6879,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,13,12,1,1,10,0,18,12,7,4,2,29,38,16,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,10,4,2,7,4,0,2,5,6,3,0,6,4,19,6,30,32,5,34,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,21,112,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212925730841474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983961052183989,0.0,0.2356959563391613,0.3480657453260079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683622479009105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260504636436631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151869291981689,0.0,0.22727148216527046,0.0,0.1986992641341053,0.2117586501301376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121405921158853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652928942144908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578481542218134,0.07336899379619907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365657942871902,0.0,0.058366850925612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434002984031028,0.06883773269197806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022778824815126,0.0,0.10994261386461517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288261183631987,0.1674286272288569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017409621016144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317608498845487,0.0,0.11407669297073986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197426440070384,0.0,0.0754964127938598,0.0,0.0,0.09918842606484143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343242314197617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448295414816328,0.0,0.0982701549952548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272792267901963,0.0,0.06579233342717347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946467449527003,0.08201645693249514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945524820266914,0.0,0.0,0.06822940331613064,0.0,0.0,0.08153243195282378,0.0,0.0,0.09734771536468917,0.0,0.0,0.0697266472401136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609981571401703,0.22621936890470798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237984996298321,0.0,0.2770192535037545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476691820408038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ilikemeenough,2018/01/20,"Don't want to take meds My life fell apart two years ago. I won't get into it, but I was really sick. Suicidal thoughts, panic attacks, all of it. I've slowly gotten my life and myself back together, but I do still have panic attacks. I have an angry jealous ex who said he would get me fired, sue me, and kill me. He's tried at two of those things, however instead of being fired, I quit my job because of him. He tried to have me arrested, but luckily I was somewhat able to prove he's harassing me, not the other way round. So, given that he's attempted two of the three things, wouldn't it be a natural response to assume he'll now try to kill me? I think it's silly to not worry. I get followed home. I am afraid, yes. Yes, I started a home business because I'm scared of being in one place for long periods of time and feel safe in my home because I'm rarely alone. I do frequently let things get the best of me and cry. I lock the door immediately after getting in my home or my vehicle. My boyfriend and best friend are pushing me to get on meds saying I don't have any reason to be afraid. I think they can't grasp the very real concept that he has so far done everything he threatened to do to me when I moved on from him. I'm afraid anxiety medication will make me let my guard down and I can never do that ever again. I have more anxiety about taking meds than I do about everything with my ex. I'm going to be forced to see a doctor. They've talked about putting someone in charge of my mental health saying I don't know what is best for me. I don't know what to do. 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It's starting to get really hard. I took 100mg of Zoloft and 150mg of Wellbutrin to help control my anxiety and depression. My doctor took me off of them a week ago and I feel like I'm reverting back to how I was before I was medicated. I snapped at my boss today (which normally wouldn't happen because my boss is great). Driving is making me really anxious again. I had to nap after getting off of work because I was so angry and irritated I just didn't know what else to do to calm down. And, the biggest thing, my harmful thoughts are creeping up again. Is there any ""safer"" medication that could work until after my pregnancy? Or do you guys have any exercises I could try to self soothe? This really sucks. I was doing great with my meds but for now I can't use them. I don't know if I can go 8 more months like this.",2.415666666666666,4.011691455555557,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,76.1111111111111,7.466666666666668,25.333333333333336,8.238735603445708,1.5165666666666664,682,24,145,12,15,231,111,180,0.081,0.8440000000000001,0.076,0.2067,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,3,8,8,1,0,2,0,20,6,0,6,0,24,37,11,0,5,4,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,7,6,0,1,4,2,0,5,4,3,0,0,10,2,28,5,22,24,1,24,0,1,0,0,6,7,1,2,14,96,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345778845811336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407882333321942,0.0,0.09791405010553543,0.14459529708193272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841847064148812,0.0,0.2340694497950236,0.0,0.10891234383719184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355467440582065,0.2043834807361921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023990800121801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100593181120349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692146073672254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471694491431823,0.09143799638738406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337417855174884,0.0,0.07274118981246787,0.0,0.0,0.2822247637905605,0.0,0.1267328764871184,0.11318350449553435,0.0,0.1146563012329727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579079564167179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406828596008716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12506151687861028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543610798616404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28434202787945584,0.2578783197981942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216253630179042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254056512843202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459861653388157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335242797293513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059387789790356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503264950400516,0.0,0.0,0.10161189124476118,0.0,0.0,0.1213220951422899,0.0,0.4266137318565617,0.08689862827008275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054458079630168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026680077449656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636039130182844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnxiousThrowaway880,2018/01/20,"Has anyone's severe emetophobia/agoraphobia been helped by seeing a psychologist? I've had a fear of vomiting for as long as I can remember, but it wasn't as severe as it was until a few weeks ago. It's now gotten to the point where I fear being a passenger in a car, not because I get carsick (I don't) but because I might need to throw up and I'll have to make them pull over and that'd be embarrassing. I also fear throwing up in public and embarrassing myself. I'm not eating as much either as I have no appetite and I also seem to have a fear of overeating. I also have gotten to the point where I fear having panic attacks because I've actually panicked so much that I have been sick, and my gag reflex has become so strong that even a brief thought about throwing up or even eating food if I'm not feeling up to it makes me want to gag. It's pretty much ruining my life. I'm waiting to see a psychologist (its all through the public health system so I have to wait a few weeks) but I'm worried it won't work. ",4.4966738894907925,4.532556854460097,6.2009389671361514,79.78771397616471,69.65727699530515,8.61957385337667,28.591188154568435,8.384062270229773,1.8985452509931384,802,26,166,11,13,278,110,213,0.276,0.674,0.05,-0.9944,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,12,11,1,8,12,0,21,7,0,2,1,26,39,23,0,3,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,10,5,3,2,4,0,0,6,7,10,0,0,8,3,17,1,30,26,7,25,0,1,2,0,4,12,0,4,6,121,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.10556123361843807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588882841410074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595177018830764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563706941124958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306239192510972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19782375113599324,0.11946856819138398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137594736616095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289447873249395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6086234353884502,0.05469551372989154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080320829368786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651592234241561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498282944992685,0.0,0.0,0.0725060746784297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076405781544832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957296917090812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14441262094718768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475444743216352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385587814961425,0.0802089010651803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691769601498026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045168793703456,0.0,0.0,0.11005081922130903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225389100484682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239973486736238,0.0984766269546901,0.0,0.2444093758533661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08587727062914045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380323187731257,0.0,0.17353969457828924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875122469588303,0.1098549216872005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rbradenn,2018/01/20,How to support brother with social anxiety? How can I help my brother? He has had severe social anxiety his whole life and it’s ruining his life. He was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder in middle school and when he started high school it got worse. He stopped going out and seeing his friends and stayed inside all day. He started to stop going to school and his psychiatrist recommended that he stop going. He finished high school through tutors and homeschool... He started college and did fine the first year but now he won’t go in for his classes. He sleeps all day and has zero motivation to face his anxiety... I’m worried how he’s going to take care of himself later in life and I don’t know how to support him or help him. ,3.080395136778116,5.573176234042556,4.2385663627153,82.61250000000003,77.43971631205673,6.8654508611955425,28.511144883485308,7.957251820313856,2.137808105369808,583,26,105,10,14,190,79,141,0.12,0.73,0.15,0.8661,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,8,6,2,5,2,25,24,16,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,12,0,3,2,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,4,1,12,5,15,19,3,27,0,1,1,0,27,7,0,1,14,62,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34139238029050456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137495195098402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390237278212287,0.0,0.0,0.11323768611843765,0.0,0.0,0.12786491653213986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489843897664198,0.0,0.0,0.08619602936851578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170291688025819,0.0,0.08922995105824791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956139542567448,0.23575234253877034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06131405075861174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364082324918753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516451648764598,0.08890408504437275,0.0,0.0,0.12603843012419458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164710854607607,0.2274560681694298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23690210635228456,0.11891508353846235,0.0,0.2798238604678264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532087670566464,0.0,0.0,0.08388415084202032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456005376242607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330123341240385,0.11369583211756175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184519167123447 anxiety,izzyr525,2018/01/20,Anyone been on Buspirone and feel like their anxiety was worse? So I haven’t had insurance for like 8mo so I haven’t seen my doctor in that long either. But she stocked me up on buspirone before I lost my insurance......about a month later I stopped taking it and realized my anxiety was worse when I was on buspirone. My SIL even said she noticed I was more tense and triggered easier when I was on it......but if they started me on buspirone is there no hope for me? Like if they started me on that does that mean it was the simplest or something....? I can’t afford to see a psychiatrist unfortunately.....but I’m gonna go see my doctor in March....,2.7624735729386884,4.557530279069766,4.168132487667375,86.06670190274843,75.66666666666667,7.171529245947852,26.45595489781536,8.00094639256281,1.5851798449612406,502,19,103,8,11,166,74,129,0.147,0.7509999999999999,0.101,-0.6166,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,12,2,0,1,0,14,26,11,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,11,5,22,4,12,14,2,19,0,1,3,0,6,9,0,4,12,70,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806281341369735,0.0,0.0,0.12824994665932812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607498516593266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3754716525915133,0.16051009802209515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114568569356267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274151911178932,0.1310336682414706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424052702331356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821751989466078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882592510592057,0.0,0.0,0.16231892577236165,0.0,0.0,0.2002221272253509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979568677217407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464022880790398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882230970541624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744722704990628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923203790538856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412039352242796,0.0,0.0,0.2596480371439994,0.0,0.0,0.15334544136235967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790731189975153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37383668843635737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MuensterHunter561,2018/01/20,"Taking Steps I've finally decided to reach out for help with my Anxiety and Depression. I've told my family and I plan to see a therapist soon and I'm going to start taking anti-anxiety medication and maybe even anti-depressants. Do any of you have advice for what else to do beyond this point? I'm looking to reconstruct myself after losing a lot of my former, much happier, side of personality due to Anxiety.",6.204303797468356,6.962414746835448,8.496050632911395,62.29167088607596,66.08860759493672,12.90227848101266,32.255696202531645,12.340626583579946,4.850051139240506,331,13,54,13,5,120,54,79,0.121,0.7879999999999999,0.09,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,12,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,6,0,15,11,2,12,0,2,2,0,4,4,0,1,6,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190890292894362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328422866701593,0.0,0.4483185052873826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365032272341923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16318689506754486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290244897675243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841552503812655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139924906651524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101989092951686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093660963547193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404182115347732,0.2185427130794183,0.0,0.16607656857888567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625176826057653,0.0,0.0,0.1967909997821857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360211971391726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705689877863275,0.0,0.0,0.18466553952027984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556658313506951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382672247874522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937524427916423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268122881141724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18666190711018926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ToastedEnder,2018/01/20,"I Should be Happy but my Anxiety still hurts me, is this a mental health issue at this point? Hey there, I've recently been going through a REALLY rough time in my life as of late, and for the past half year I've been struggling with intense anxiety. It sucks more so that I perceive things to be worse than they objectively are due to my anxiety, and made dealing with these problems all the more worse. However, I have recently hit a HUGE milestone in my life, and I have essentially gotten closure with the biggest issues in my life. I have every reason to be happy, and for a little bit I was, but my anxiety is still here. I had a deep conversation with a friend recently, and the conversation on its own was able to give me closure with many things hurting me. This conversation was exactly what I needed, but I keep thinking ""I should've also said this!"" or ""Why didn't I say this?"" and ""How did I forget to say this too!"". The conversation was amazing and I had communicated everything I really needed to, but my anxiety is still making me second guess it with really incidental things. No matter what I do, this crippling anxiety is still preventing me from being really happy. Is this a disorder at this point? I feel as if my brain is just hard wired with this frame of thinking. I had considered looking into medication before, because this anxiety seriously prevents me from functioning efficiently throughout my day and I struggled with dealing with it, I figured that once I had solved my own problems (which I have) that it would go away. Now that I have every reason to be happy, it's hard to feel this way consistently with all this anxiety eating away at me. Is this something I can work through mentally? Or should I look into medication? I also saw a comment browsing this subreddit that I think I can relate to pretty damn hard. "" [–]cyu 3 points 5 hours ago I suppose some might say you've just defined an anxiety diagnosis - now that you mention it, it seems similar to the old saying ""if all you have is a hammer, everything looks like a nail"" - our thoughts get trained to flow down certain paths, and the more we do them, the deeper and wider these mental ruts, and the more naturally all our thoughts start flowing down those familiar pathways. The first time you pick up a pencil in your right hand is awkward - the millionth time you barely think about it. I suppose if you've trained yourself to look for danger in every situation, you'll go into every situation and immediately spot a laundry list of potential risks - not always a bad thing of course - I suppose it's your subsequent reaction to your observations that determine whether it affects your life in a positive way or not."" Thank you very much for your time, I truly appreciate it.",8.925222437137332,7.7549999593810455,8.999764796905223,67.37207272727278,61.011605415860735,12.372580270793035,38.86181818181818,11.446984129993634,4.489427141199228,2197,94,385,53,25,724,242,517,0.146,0.722,0.132,0.7409,1,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,3,11,2,2,16,22,3,4,26,0,42,10,2,7,6,80,73,29,0,10,15,0,7,1,1,5,7,5,0,0,44,26,1,3,13,0,0,5,4,13,0,3,18,17,64,9,57,44,13,56,0,2,5,0,32,26,2,10,24,288,108,2,0.0610059029900111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407805211508839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975727971605724,0.05076179836868374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200241392617314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463410810127896,0.0,0.05093738077838902,0.037188632226391016,0.0,0.05191153014742998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660264567474515,0.0,0.0,0.06810276360031757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03934376053612434,0.1257888144449808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699180501301227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242426889915916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560041772842086,0.0,0.10965634384817802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169283514807549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051891589918423464,0.0,0.0,0.047133009318397104,0.0,0.0318730663864906,0.05852242106613172,0.10401318165242823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720488000981541,0.0,0.0,0.2597676725320937,0.1639479188955559,0.0,0.0,0.0648464221137473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06007852574181428,0.0,0.1306161618098077,0.0,0.0,0.12734862578076198,0.0,0.054224849629446084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881731580282936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723610937629468,0.029804402673732286,0.06114394162175996,0.0,0.0,0.204918375129303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772526047017321,0.0407219139644327,0.061850410376772726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291405823185625,0.18443880441724406,0.06471762238949352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04484635812682178,0.09047020812820653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401543289054723,0.06496929566707559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823703736577439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301089152808555,0.0,0.0,0.06206493535886146,0.0,0.11674882026855485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632777440330306,0.12544845758505302,0.18070790818698293,0.0,0.0,0.052098707822878634,0.05803058395471568,0.19405737062123565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553748286062831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714638201581833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696532460046599,0.0,0.0,0.04318029213198933,0.0,0.1948775717294414,0.0,0.0,0.12755323121357334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056166039071643865,0.0,0.0,0.16211844471335818,0.15636047730240432,0.0,0.0968637450971563,0.14229213051980638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033625902177463,0.0,0.09684729240484603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504833858727837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04441302395352597,0.0,0.12434045405384607,0.04333684313923783,0.0,0.0,0.039285801368470034 anxiety,thewolfiluv,2018/01/20,"Well, time to add another thing to my list of triggers! So I just moved to Hawaii with my husband because he's in the navy... It's great living in paradise and all but the entire time we were prepping to move here all I ever heard about were the giant bugs in every house. So we've been living here for about a month now, and I went to lift a pile of laundry off of the washing machine to start a load and LO AND BEHOLD THERE'S A COMMON HOUSE GECKO UNDER MY CLOTHES. I guess it didn't register to me that there was a tiny lizard in my clothing so I leaned in closer because I thought it was fake? Nope. Real lizard. It dropped its tail and ran. I screamed bloody murder. Dropped my clothes and ran. Husband thought I was being stabbed. Wow, I feel so pathetic. A tiny lizard has given me permanent anxiety that there are tiny wet things crawling around in my clothing... Am I being pathetic??? My husband keeps reiterating that the tiny thing was harmless, and I agree, so I don't know why it's freaking me out so much. I've never seen one before.",2.465315789473685,4.453670519047621,3.2738596491228087,91.27657894736844,77.14285714285714,5.754385964912281,25.814536340852126,6.5966054737557815,0.8854761904761905,819,31,170,7,19,259,117,210,0.174,0.748,0.078,-0.9792,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,0,18,8,1,0,11,0,14,1,0,1,4,26,27,14,1,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,12,12,0,1,4,0,0,5,4,4,1,1,16,5,23,4,24,9,3,27,0,0,1,0,6,12,0,1,8,113,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164805561808713,0.12522591709832742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572289479057007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957341146777635,0.0,0.1392920436407285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480711328405289,0.13791975635010748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276890568781893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047386884435385,0.18032805144851966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777631690709393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454992773194277,0.0,0.0,0.08996226841064164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28909065276061385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306594639655256,0.34796289714087003,0.12033436224260982,0.0,0.12625136309061274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092369399939324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863202863806221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586387684945243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262542456152888,0.0,0.0,0.25991044708100314,0.19090326944522126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718109980632668,0.151746529520841,0.1477089108926679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-Naught-,2018/01/20,"Anyone else have a fear of losing themselves or for getting who you are and what you can do? I have this ongoing obsession with writing down everything I am good at so I don't forget that I know how to do it. It makes even having fun hobbies and developing new skills stressful. I feel as if I do not constantly keep in the front of my mind every single little skill and ability that I have that I will suddenly wake up one day and forget that I can even do something I know how to do. It is a stupid and irrational fear, I know, but it still plagues me just the same. Anyone else have any similar types of anxiety? Anyone have tips on how to overcome this fear?",5.2577611940298485,5.294002947761194,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,68.02985074626865,9.685074626865672,30.182835820895523,9.516144504307137,2.5007492537313443,521,18,107,10,8,172,85,134,0.153,0.784,0.063,-0.9017,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,8,9,1,5,4,0,18,1,1,4,0,25,25,13,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,0,1,15,2,14,24,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,5,83,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610337817681643,0.0,0.11935985421138635,0.0,0.0,0.32729209385122643,0.3197351987226596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860922946563364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062419214705888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606802588974345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061080786100261,0.0,0.1314590652819314,0.0,0.14022656786190832,0.0,0.0,0.5267196100688312,0.07889169227147154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151741248642032,0.0,0.0,0.13086763519353456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386835323799032,0.0,0.0,0.2572442707747568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637955412847268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455375629921172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104148907972098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157542298426271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506913770406836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572760217008503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011683129545125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460297360778945,0.0,0.17872784173059708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Centavo10,2018/01/20,"Help with medication Hey all! I'm a 22 year old college student. This past weekend was my first experience with an anxiety attack. I didn't know why I was feeling like something was about to happen, and my breaths we're gettting smaller and harder to gasp. I got prescribed some Xanax to take. It's been 3 nights of taking the one dose before bed and I'm able to fall asleep quickly and comfortably. During the day I have some problems here and there where I feel as though my breaths aren't getting through and I feel some pain. I've been doing research and I read that tea is a good drink that can help anxiety. But some of them say that it is not advised to take Xanax with certain herbs(kava, chamomile). So I'm asking you guys if you know what Teas are good to drink while in on Xanax. My dose is .5 of it and I've been taking one at night and one in the morning. Im trying to get back into my active lifestyle without having a sense of fear because of the breathing. Thank you all in advance for your feedback.",3.117753228120513,4.863469882926829,3.675868005738881,90.18651362984218,74.5609756097561,5.994261119081779,27.18077474892396,6.522977012572876,1.0369426111908178,806,31,165,6,17,253,127,205,0.075,0.797,0.128,0.8478,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,4,1,2,8,10,1,1,8,0,16,15,4,0,3,30,34,15,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,7,1,1,1,8,13,4,0,5,4,0,2,4,4,0,4,8,4,17,6,26,26,6,20,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,5,12,105,25,6,0.13320302701047734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379990214059465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452684916789178,0.15153767303775845,0.0,0.10242490563889124,0.0,0.08119932891978934,0.0,0.11334596511940045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590493281027607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609765110965128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029812007317906,0.0,0.14989043803266713,0.20205435827892493,0.0951602691115083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330242672831416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918616772155978,0.0,0.0,0.2234487585631544,0.10653462902837244,0.0,0.0,0.1318919388904465,0.11779099687561287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856636241163945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388212692551225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640980016970906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650762706525358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341880360438736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500040348576371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977416968654907,0.0,0.2707854552712022,0.0,0.14173741225084313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271573615181729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745730738728672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323907364132556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592839345675736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025461979037673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400608395962518,0.0,0.0,0.1226354508801664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087129772908587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904361116637824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019501347146293,0.0,0.0,0.12840296467699647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577838216195889 anxiety,qwerasdffzxcv,2018/01/20,"I need help I'm in my late 20's and have been dealing with some form of anxiety throughout my whole life. I've known about this subreddit and seeking mental health for a long time, but I have always told myself that my situation is not bad enough to seek help. I graduated with a Bachelors in CS a few years ago and instead of going straight into the CS field, I applied to places I was well overqualified for (maybe out of fear of being rejected?). I ended up with a job handling orders and quickly moved up to helping with developing a new database for them and then helping with other projects this office would accept from corporate. At one point I was co-managing over a dozen temps on a very expensive data project with the same pay and title I started out with. I'm the only one qualified to do some of this work because we're understaffed and no one else has a technical background to assist me. I'm also the frontdesk IT... I've been slowly realizing how bad this job is for my health and that I really need to get out of there and shoot for something better. Around the middle of December, I finally decided to quit. I didn't have a job lined up because I have no time to look for one and I'm exhausted when I get home. My thought was that I am qualified enough to find something easily. I was originally planning on having my last day be the end of the year, so I opted to not enroll in the open enrollment for health insurance. The end of the year came and I ended up extending my stay to help them finish up some more things and eventually they offered me a raise I asked for a year ago. I mentioned to them that I did not enroll in insurance and would need Health insurance. They told me that they would take care of it for me. I heard nothing else about it and got my insurance card in the mail last week. On Monday, I decided to set up an appointment to see a Doctor and a Psychologist for Friday afternoon. On Thursday, I was asked if I got my insurance taken care of. I assumed so because I got the insurance card, but later they emailed HR only to find out my insurance was terminated at the end of 2017 and I can't be enrolled until a ""Qualifying event in the future""?. I'm not sure what to do. I'm still stressed out thinking about what would had happened to me if I was injured during these last 3 weeks and how I would have not found out about my insurance if I had not finally decided to seek help. I had to cancel my appointments because there is no way I could afford it out of pocket with my pay. I'm just seeking advice. I know that I should be looking to apply to insurance (I live in CA). But I also need to leave this job, it's really unhealthy for me. I'm sorry for the bad formatting. If I try to proof read this, I'll end up deleting this post like I've done in the past. Thank you",5.551106673057465,5.403289634446398,6.563719444000642,78.71460723225225,67.41827768014059,10.130713106460028,31.653672045587694,9.873865916822265,2.8610264792032813,2218,82,449,46,33,744,247,569,0.076,0.8190000000000001,0.106,0.9692,5,1,2,1,0,0,47.0,0,1,7,4,19,15,0,2,31,0,40,8,0,3,2,83,78,33,0,15,14,0,0,1,0,6,8,1,1,0,23,36,0,0,13,1,3,3,11,7,1,5,25,4,65,8,93,42,10,84,0,1,3,0,24,36,0,8,41,315,88,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646142635728937,0.11722743435420455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575647815082573,0.05501932071538073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05058362690252202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05886315478491407,0.12363145637449408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656288890176484,0.16123095313285346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058480088140499716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562666737753064,0.1348328454274395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05279353536829067,0.0,0.0,0.04264362273700696,0.06816952262102621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676793082260676,0.0,0.06766640234315509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104739365177842,0.0,0.3513901154450161,0.1366446939936933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440633596054884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486820659979754,0.12086976210923152,0.0,0.0,0.07250004503428659,0.0,0.0,0.06909268458001716,0.0,0.037579011408000115,0.0,0.15865291014474064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05847201864033981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811410320499828,0.0,0.0,0.2659236091489288,0.0,0.06632638387368121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624660084671556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03633926527377949,0.16169629317532966,0.07458920074950225,0.07001431219376128,0.0,0.0,0.04670436529711191,0.0323041744409133,0.0,0.05838748902420598,0.058516442093291376,0.11105270266261222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642906398625928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663605348055139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027788565155375,0.0,0.19611635348458634,0.0,0.06386164296207777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344644172742403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922560702858756,0.10057847135316393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312152719785992,0.0,0.0,0.06908406931813256,0.0,0.06250725305344426,0.0,0.06332719647166077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032955055292232,0.06614051841164248,0.0,0.08471969308639808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052691170953117136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432460058130612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180885389155694,0.0,0.07401886480181008,0.046801934087099116,0.07047792002473258,0.05280561349177616,0.0,0.07574324317774751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231979124151867,0.0,0.049715984704953926,0.0,0.0,0.060876828960059325,0.0,0.0,0.0439289337169432,0.04236870798700027,0.0,0.05249397803527348,0.07711326840199026,0.0,0.0,0.12636600302888418,0.0,0.044892921761657545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05455809029098642,0.0,0.05248506172434734,0.1060791621426961,0.0,0.05945218060459725,0.0,0.0,0.07382354909169472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813805829122153,0.0,0.0,0.2348580771461447,0.0,0.0,0.17032320954066651 anxiety,loganinu,2018/01/20,"Anxiety of getting brain damage I normally don’t post here but I’m currently experiencing an anxiety attack. Over the past year I have developed severe health anxiety. I’m constantly thinking I will experience major health problems that will prevent me from having a normal life (going blind, deaf and recently brain injury). 2 weeks ago I bumped my head against the door (unintentionally). I first didn‘t think anything of it as I didn’t experience any symptomes but after 4 days I started contemplating about it and was suddenly extremly afraid of having a concussion (with long term damage of course, lol @ my brain). Within a day I actually experienced some of the symptoms of a head injury: headache, dizzyness & light nausea (all things that could easily be imaginary). But I went to the doctor anyway and he told me it is possible that I had suffered a mild concussion (there is no way to actually diagnose a concussion tho, so he had to go by the symptoms I told him about). He advised me to get some rest and make sure I don‘t bump my head again the next few weeks. I was going crazy during the last 2 weeks and have been deeply depressed because I was sure that I‘ll habe permanent brain damage. I didn‘t go to university since then and have just been laying in bed or on my couch. Today I have finally come to terms that I overreacted and that I‘ll be good. But just now I bumped my head at my kitchen table again and I just can‘t handle it. It wasn‘t a strong bump at all. A year ago I would not even have thought about it for more than 5 minutes. I don‘t have any visible marks on my head and no symptoms other than headache but that could easily be delusion tbh. So basically I‘m absolutely panicking right now. I feel like absolute shit and don‘t know what to do. I‘m super embarrassed to go to a doctor about a laughably small bump to the head like the one I had. Also I don‘t know if it‘s a good idea to do what my anxiety tells me to, even if I know I‘m most likely overreacting. I‘m not even sure what my question is but I just needed to tell someone, so I can calm down. But I would appreciate an external opinion on the whole situation, because I can‘t think clearly anymore. Am I overreacting or is there any legitimacy to the whole thing? & should I follow my need to go to the doc or should I try to ignore it completely and go on about my life as long as I don‘t have really obvious symptoms? Figured I would post it in here because I don‘t think without my anxiety this problem would even exist. Grammatical errors are most likely due to this not being my native language and me being super confused and not able to think straight right now. Thanks in advance. 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I feel extremely worried about things that usually never happen (i.e not doing something and getting kicked out my recently accepted into high school), and I sometimes end up getting bummed out, or even crying when I get worried. I feel like I just worry too much and I really just am looking for an excuse, but I never want to let down my parents, as they only want the best for me, and I don’t want to be a disappointment to them. TL;DR: Worry about dumb stuff too much that almost doesn’t ever happen.",5.241785714285712,5.659400321428574,6.453571428571429,77.29142857142857,68.10714285714286,8.9,28.5,8.841846274778883,2.236717857142857,444,14,82,7,7,150,77,112,0.217,0.696,0.087,-0.907,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,2,1,10,5,1,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,3,25,22,10,0,5,6,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,3,17,3,14,20,3,13,0,1,1,0,7,6,1,3,8,67,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667286603925335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044128315848405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275977151450067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432355778320441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992549413230527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088772326547967,0.0,0.0,0.0901489376070752,0.12346107430552955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802471581434655,0.09750694723546567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392780472325573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351444299837394,0.24139150980552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420690711541875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501015283581422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956807385083722,0.0,0.06668106919035928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461541856713495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006685483299946,0.0,0.21053568809379905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103805160222062,0.0,0.0,0.15155360505867235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743761161290332,0.0,0.13476528575291355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813299083074165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507501504103066,0.13498997352993902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624593369604864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067646269667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032208379948125,0.0,0.32201628058171594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5544401473789106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Stock_Magic001,2018/01/20,"Constant, nonstop anxiety. Like for 5 years. Hello friends, okay so heres the deal. I came to a realization a few weeks ago. I can't calm down. Every day of my life I wake up and I feel this horrible anxious pain. I am a student, and obviously that is incredibly stressful, but even over my Christmas break, I felt so anxious for no reason. I am going to visit old college friends in another town tomorrow, and I am anxious I won't be able to see everyone and that people will be mad at me. Does anyone else have this problem? Any suggestions on how to be less anxious? 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[https://youtu.be/vx4ltQhdlhg](https://youtu.be/vx4ltQhdlhg)",6.7928571428571445,10.740019714285722,4.387142857142859,77.85785714285714,75.07142857142857,7.485714285714287,25.857142857142854,8.418075326091056,2.3993857142857142,288,10,42,6,7,80,44,56,0.111,0.812,0.077,-0.2227,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,3,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,8,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,2,29,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20603252916723425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788441023869244,0.2797304139361641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376309287787867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543651261556598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761521756867503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251997689752538,0.17689364104589822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936674213605287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596870894880794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097042777302555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820228771585232,0.0,0.19097318443926056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5970620169139893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604762522869394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fhockey6,2018/01/20,Why do I let anxiety control me? What I don’t understand is the fact that one day I was happy and a silly kind of person and in one day my life turned to constant fear. It’s like even when I’m happy and try to change do something that would help I can’t because I’m to scared of what people think. Like taking my meds I wanna take them but people say I’m different and I wanna make them happy so I worry. I could chose to make a different choice why am I so afraid to just try and fix everything about me?,1.679929292929291,2.9993353363636364,3.65848484848485,90.60217171717173,77.45454545454545,6.707070707070707,20.404040404040398,7.3871296695380915,0.4338282828282827,397,9,90,5,9,135,67,110,0.096,0.752,0.151,0.6121,2,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,0,3,3,0,10,1,0,3,1,17,20,9,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,15,7,11,16,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,57,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900580483216506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686165309958975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073738620246038,0.0,0.0,0.15398296924427116,0.15981662288670084,0.11376807408147654,0.0,0.0,0.18379079168697945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977471185139023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411446226931552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806240414443604,0.0,0.0,0.16034284278630295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45505537795683004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550922177187672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838323870627512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570747663924494,0.1006461426381684,0.13922855081768926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022870982707066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827622064046226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311220583621755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757168718574436,0.12441830689860425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331516514042615,0.14265910761901898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096971168049651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427213735505835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913029649440119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934851005178876,0.1549901151361633,0.0,0.14833894529152056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25715329679071475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470729693599538,0.0,0.10122205657567744,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,6_003kl099,2018/01/20,"Literally scared of dying, how can I stop this? Hello so I have really bad anxiety, mostly me dying.... how can I stop it? 2 days after Christmas, I had the flu, and I remember laying in bed and me just staring at the wall and I felt...... nothing. It literally felt like I was about to just... die. I then close my eyes, and I wake up, its dark and my parents come in and tell me to get up, dad takes me to insta-care and the doc gives me medicine, I feel better like 1-2 days later. So that means, I probably took the medicine in the early stages. And know I’m here. I was watching tv and apparently a lot of people were dying from the flu, this might so really dumb but I never knew you can die from the flu..! But then I was like “I could have died” “what if I died?” and started thinking about it ever since. It mostly hurts me so much because my parents love me so much and I love them so much and I just can’t imagine what they would be like after my death... they would be destroyed tbh. How do I stop thinking about this? It literally scares me because I could get the flu again and actually die. 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I really like meeting new people, and talking to them about all sorts of things! The problem is that I can never start conversations with completely random people. Can anyone pm me?",5.292073170731708,8.273900097560977,5.675792682926829,72.62637195121951,72.41463414634147,8.002439024390245,24.88414634146341,8.841846274778883,2.3914829268292683,188,6,28,4,4,60,32,41,0.135,0.8009999999999999,0.064,-0.4765,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,8,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318884601469452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28968548906134045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349816552308825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309238145946324,0.2668432306961375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5746354438037062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643728374397397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769988647190307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27661513916625824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39111988716122703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220719581421266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835552305008255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jaywhojay1,2018/01/20,"Cardiophobia Hi All, First ever post. I have dealt with GAD for 5 years now, more specifically, cardiophobia. I am 25 and have been to hospital multiple times, checked out intensely and assured I am perfectly healthy. No one in my family has ever had a heart problem. Yet, like most of us, I always have that imminent feeling that something will go wrong. Even if I am not concerned about my heart, another pain will arise. Stiffness in my arms, a pain in the front of my neck, a headache, etc. I am prescribed Xanax but afraid if I take it, then that will be what kills me! Wondering who can relate, any fixes you all have found, or a better way of thinking day to day. Thank you!",3.645167832167836,5.622127530769234,4.3590909090909085,84.85954545454545,73.69230769230771,8.111888111888112,27.97202797202797,8.841846274778883,2.192307692307692,529,21,105,11,11,169,94,130,0.107,0.769,0.125,0.3555,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,0,3,6,11,1,1,5,0,16,8,4,0,6,22,23,7,1,3,5,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,6,0,2,3,1,15,5,12,16,5,18,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,5,11,75,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415270815683088,0.0,0.0,0.11566586879484406,0.1783524008233135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504292691506945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193857501327316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896934025498537,0.11234171045118363,0.3077091894765782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034410098170868,0.0,0.08600174927577442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14467701135712105,0.0,0.18649302924609065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666509407321087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031108817669493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817749061205136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309654629774313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11525622624587252,0.0,0.3619718622817408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628975636922316,0.0,0.0,0.16275152122412906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094227429327782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788522524633492,0.0,0.0,0.15659444402122108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898570744338114,0.0,0.0,0.09917984887149332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045952687157225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500816649855335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445349345966894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596484263044985,0.0,0.10953128126725206 anxiety,AltZazz,2018/01/20,"I feel extremely anxious in friend's party I'm using a throw away. I got invited to a friend's birthday party and I don't know what to do. I feel extremely nervous my heart is beating. I only know like two people and there are a bunch of people. I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do. Please help. I'm anti social or anything I just have some social anxiety and I don't really go out much. Please help, thank you",0.6780676328502402,2.5233809130434786,3.274927536231885,89.78987922705316,82.26086956521739,6.262801932367151,20.004830917874393,7.3871296695380915,0.5599164251207731,332,9,73,5,9,116,52,92,0.128,0.648,0.224,0.8278,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,9,1,1,1,0,14,21,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,3,11,4,8,20,3,5,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,1,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359255548146489,0.20072906756759284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621640551176984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693724192331905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968180529569308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27455195349739103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098026353194857,0.0,0.14210780678063847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21055295845775085,0.2381917913315927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39059554218314935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680601021694265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061605241230168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513448281825807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463634045703983,0.0,0.0,0.39008098132743857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11382706215082895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129914195249438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622470101480267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635848842491756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356861617845085,0.0,0.0,0.15345942140371768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alicenowonderlandtho,2018/01/20,"I’ve taken what feels like a huge step backwards. I’ve struggled with anxiety and depression since I was around 8 y/o. It’s been up and down- the worst including being suicidal and not being able to leave my house for a few months. In the past couple of years however things have been so much better than I even thought possible, this has been down to a number of factors including CBT and medication. In the past month or so I’ve found things very hard. My panic attacks have reappeared at a frequency I’ve not experienced in years, I’ve had to add beta blockers to the antidepressants that I take, and tomorrow I start CBT again with my therapist who I was discharged from almost two years ago. I’m not sure why I wrote this post, also I’m aware I’m taking the correct steps. It’s just terrifying to see how unstable my positive mindset can be and it’s breaking my heart to feel like I’m slipping back into how things used to be. ",4.614491315136477,5.7138960322580665,5.533010752688174,80.87720843672456,69.86021505376344,9.163937138130684,29.36145574855252,9.466822959209583,2.5498805624483043,746,28,147,16,13,245,116,186,0.175,0.745,0.08,-0.9555,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,2,9,0,14,2,1,3,2,28,29,12,1,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,10,5,11,4,23,15,3,27,0,1,1,0,2,11,0,2,14,91,22,0,0.13974470255206115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123875247099535,0.0,0.13993413352542822,0.0,0.0,0.11175378814251287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690431495425556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440241286877365,0.0,0.15897977335325392,0.0,0.1074550503368361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359283317450102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462485538713294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203619075381717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230005807195757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131824093764772,0.19966728685100865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532228533845337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251838048297296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559814536870185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124662426216232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479694624604755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654440577871746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407780859328474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308577666964946,0.0,0.10272843560732252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396029876664325,0.0,0.0,0.266804262057262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754115510005728,0.1338367960411891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113584351263612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559826203297525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989120197283856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609150493529846,0.0,0.15285802310892505,0.0,0.13170772834469488,0.0,0.21014124975266876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622543704849512,0.27852051265900235,0.0,0.0,0.11094168419158676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651026869390184,0.0,0.0,0.12069455475691625,0.0,0.11530401485464707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260978581552009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26997302020044417 anxiety,panicpanicpanic32,2018/01/20,"Strategies for coping with anxiety inducers Hi everyone. In addition to the day to day struggles of generalized anxiety, I seem to have extra trouble particular trouble with my email; I have had a few panic attacks when trying to answer them and just feel generally extremely overwhelmed at the thought of opening my inbox. This of course leads to emails piling up while people are trying to get a hold of me, and then of course I get even more stressed out about tackling the flood. As someone in a relatively fast paced and high pressured work environment this is really starting to cause problems so I was wondering, what kind of strategies do you guys use to get over these mental road blocks/anxiety inducers/panic provokers?",13.157906976744187,10.12706494573644,11.85184496124031,56.04334883720934,54.58139534883721,15.28124031007752,49.05581395348837,13.348371206891418,6.598992558139534,594,30,89,16,5,190,92,129,0.183,0.8059999999999999,0.011,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,2,5,10,1,5,6,0,7,0,0,5,0,23,16,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,3,1,9,1,25,13,3,17,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,7,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183059448570626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073573436025505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18724051004064876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350969011574565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120386980384197,0.0,0.0,0.17416587649554358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216070203567213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28568414797194064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047500362565588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925772456003643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898051544549922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368431987187828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385344368926176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12636240093281415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440685311286375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676621281954505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659308863807106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443596416242175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901096302148748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878856686876696,0.1905471730606311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470125628902622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24749742429624075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574219269144183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976629963149348,0.13269403026331042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MisogynicPaintbrush,2018/01/20,Do you ever get angry or short tempered while having an anxiety attack? I just lashed out over something small on my SO. I realized and said I was having a panic attack. But I behaved as an asshole and of course I am now full of self doubt regret and pretty sure this person would be better off without me. ,4.880573770491804,5.585668491803277,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,69.0,7.411475409836067,26.72540983606557,7.1686216300943375,1.4925049180327865,242,7,43,2,4,81,51,61,0.27,0.615,0.115,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,4,8,3,2,3,0,7,0,0,0,2,14,9,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,8,2,8,5,1,10,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,2,3,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19296027426413576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5739109909982705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22308273521642316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281624049203418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317831893697288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29594525003016925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024323071233312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566152572343505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399347255079798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631377377376021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418402329363896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23772996810253574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24314703805214585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918161173614114,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ElectricalNature,2018/01/20,"Skiing anxiety. Any tips? I love to ski. And I'm a natural (or so I've been told.) I've mastered techniques it takes some people months to get the hang of and I'm now starting intermediate slopes. I'm good at them, I can feel it. And for someone who is really only a beginner, I apparently ""*look* like a pro!"" The above isn't me being boastful. It's something I'm ashamed of. I've got all this potential ...and yet I'm underachieving. My anxiety keeps kicking my ass and wasting what I ought to be great at. I'll be a short way down, I'll look at the steep steep slope and suddenly my stomach is in my throat, my eyes are watering, I'm too hot, my neck warmer is too tight, I can't breathe, I can't move, my goggles are steaming up and I can't even see... It's Hell. And the worst part? I start crying. And not just weeping either: big ugly babyish blubbery sobs and gasps with swollen eyelids and a red flushed face. It's so embarrassing. I apologize a lot when I panic because my parents, friends, and friends' parents were always super impatient with my panicking as a child. As an adult, I'm terrified of the people around me losing patience with me as well. And when people yell or scold me, my panicking intensifies. I can't cope at all. And then I try to get over it. I tell myself I'll just take it slow. And taking it slow means I have less control. So I fall. Yesterday, I fell on every slope. So I went to the green slopes to calm down and remember my techniques. I was so rattled that I fell there too. My tailbone and spine hurt, my arms are a mess, my legs are spotted with bruises. I'm so sore that I've chosen to take today off. I feel like such a loser. I am panicking in the lead up to pushing off the slope and then I'm panicking even more *while* hurtling down the slope. That's actually pretty dangerous because suddenly I can't remember what I'm meant to do. Then there's my husband. He's a darling. He's handsome, athletic, strong, and insanely smart. He began skiing at age 2 and now at 27 years old he is an almost Olympic-level skier. He wants me to ski with him. He says I have lots of potential and believes we will one day be skiing black slopes together. Until just recently, he was very supportive and patient with my panicking. But yesterday, when I had the million-and-first meltdown on a slope he actually lost his temper. He didn't yell, not really, he just told me how pissed off he was and how he couldn't believe this kept happening. ""You were skiing fine. Then you fell. Again! What the hell?"" Me: ""I know. I panicked. I started going really fast and then I couldn't think and I..."" Him: ""Exactly. You panicked. You're not learning anything. I can't teach you anything."" Me: ""I'm sorry."" Him: ""You should be *past* this! We should've been on the advanced track *days* ago!"" Me: ""..."" Him: ""You skied well for all of five minutes today. *Five minutes!*"" Me: ""..."" Him: ""You've got the skill. You've got the techniques. You just won't use them. Now we're stuck up here. We've got a long walk back. I'd ski back with you but I know you're just going to bloody panic again. So we're walking now."" Me: ""C-couldn't we get a ride? Snow patrol? Or a shuttle?"" Him: ""Are you fucking kidding?! All the way out here? I'm not paying for that!"" Me: ""Okay. I'm sorry."" Him: ""STOP FUCKING APOLOGIZING!"" The thing I was most afraid of: him losing his temper at me because of my stupid panic attacks, finally happened. I'm mortified. He left to go skiing this morning. He wanted me to come but I refused. I am very sore after yesterday and frankly, I don't want to ski with someone who talks to me like that. Sorry this is so long. I've decided to cut it a little short. Other things were said yesterday too. Things that stung a lot. Someone help?",0.031450446105619534,2.3961841127320973,2.0601958041958035,92.50071328671328,94.47745358090185,5.129086086327466,21.310778876296123,6.7829847944221076,0.6770879575596824,2887,109,605,45,110,957,317,754,0.152,0.78,0.068,-0.9958,3,0,1,0,0,0,181.0,3,9,2,11,43,44,11,6,34,1,46,18,11,5,5,96,107,55,0,7,17,3,4,3,2,4,3,4,0,3,29,40,1,6,11,11,1,17,16,26,2,3,24,15,92,18,63,72,14,97,2,7,7,4,59,29,7,9,52,364,121,4,0.0,0.0,0.1408018596876608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395020644026538,0.0,0.07224055601520075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060028557945242964,0.0,0.0,0.04905955263330268,0.0,0.1103780322663906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873469376278352,0.06422235410947619,0.0,0.08207280763361925,0.0,0.1109466630822256,0.0,0.13193267592446778,0.0,0.0,0.16256037822879574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062144602256928576,0.0,0.0,0.0809142429839141,0.0,0.0,0.0792454374510651,0.09305222766037882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529922896391664,0.0,0.06078338921100311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295509711053208,0.051538804210133515,0.0,0.0790288704152279,0.0,0.061364597244265025,0.0,0.0,0.11147463927316496,0.13338964356323088,0.113074848052727,0.0,0.1230011840113176,0.060509926706328925,0.23079663134027326,0.07953765075204426,0.0,0.0,0.12759121390409106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835577324852397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723031974594502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641238023998261,0.0,0.0,0.07929555155575796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078383322946651,0.0,0.0,0.1057359296017718,0.07230600098098029,0.0,0.12768814988166974,0.12116350238571505,0.16141859649805185,0.0787523477903971,0.18399959143094985,0.06511166013295433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858461814260108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758366504184584,0.07667633980664751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570169391458598,0.0,0.04888580319103846,0.05486782204109933,0.0,0.2539319646089437,0.16021200129661733,0.07812358192880567,0.06886843028452216,0.15004412446215715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339512563163314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138649503649316,0.0,0.07123227496774512,0.0,0.16344737388432384,0.0,0.0686242880171675,0.05737082063381393,0.0,0.0,0.05748844165350956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337898660646795,0.055539023434904376,0.0,0.24227374985862615,0.1531890566314181,0.0,0.0,0.06031458009957385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186675237604553,0.0,0.0,0.21696951760670152,0.057985620076742815,0.06305595457059257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14378533806741933,0.046226169450902216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13676580754047196,0.13787100306761085,0.0,0.048980200414353116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230818402904061,0.0,0.11905066954048135,0.12765501208825647,0.11452713439622245,0.0,0.0,0.12973001563781372,0.06687706394920022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04645757399579023 anxiety,Offf_My_Meds,2018/01/21,"School Is Not For Me, What Should I Do? I really do hate to say it, but school just is not right for me. As soon as I made it into High School, I realized the stress was too much for me to bare, primarily because of the social interaction, but for many other reasons as well. I’m nearly constantly sick, as my immune system isn’t the best it could be, and that’s always making me miss school. I’ve missed for weeks at a time due to bullying and sickness. It’s brought my grades down, which rises my stress. I’m afraid for my future, and I’m worried that I won’t be able to support my girlfriend and I once we reach 18. I’m ashamed to admit that I’ve cried for the past few weeks almost nightly due to the stress, and it’s really starting to get to me. I want to be homeschooled rather badly (I have since I reached second grade), but there’s no good alternatives for homeschooling in my county, as it’s sort of a backwater state. I’ve talked to the school’s counselors since freshman year about homeschooling, and they always give me the same story, that homeschooling just doesn’t seem to be right for me and my situation. My dad recently passed (suicide), and my mom just doesn’t seem to really understand exactly how terrible school is for me as a anxiety ridden person. I really would appreciate any help, if there’s any good reliable homeschooling sites online for cheap (as I’m near dirt poor) or anything, because I’m terrified that I won’t be able to make it over the next two years. 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They recently prescribe me 1 mg of clonazepam every night, but I’m a casual drinker.. 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Like how do you know that someone actually is a friend? Cause my friendships have fluctuated over the last 12 months, with loads, to loads of back stabbing, to more new friends, to being uncertain of all of them. Do you have definitive things friends do to categorise them as such? I feel betrayed about fake cheeses, let alone fake friends. Should I just ebb along with the Fakeness that is life? 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Recently I’ve had a lot of stuff going on in my life, a fair bit of stuff that I’m really dreading (such as flight mentioned in other post) and once again it seems like my anxiety just skyrockets about 5pm, when it starts getting dark out. I’ve never understood why this is, but I can wake up in the morning as happy as can be but do a complete 180 in the afternoon. Maybe it’s because that’s when I have more time to think about stuff in my life, or perhaps problems just seem that little bit less confronting in the light of day. Do any of you seem to have specific times that your anxiety seems to crank it up a notch?",8.20783454987835,5.650271547445258,8.215729927007299,76.82850973236012,63.45255474452555,12.345012165450122,36.701946472019465,10.864195022040775,3.6218574209245737,530,19,112,11,6,173,86,137,0.08800000000000001,0.85,0.062,-0.1584,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,1,1,8,0,9,3,1,0,1,16,19,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,2,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,7,2,24,16,6,27,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,6,13,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070288849154068,0.0,0.30610571688472804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130713354449642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912325558696036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398462608177797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720379696988813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935358045593768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968547940625577,0.0,0.07580285645282397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419853566577356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884202998263832,0.06516266943228388,0.13368167445936166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133947996414018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399801146907953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287078186906268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204521335813122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774105022568902,0.0,0.0,0.12762652660833018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544656302997332,0.0,0.13169653505996926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856961136064351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440696171596567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580641365471471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546443797471674,0.0,0.0,0.2333246324053008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035459087796775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mythology-Section,2018/01/21,"Scared of developing brain trauma/concussion I use an electric wheelchair, so I'm regularly subjected to neck jolts due to go over curbs and bumps in the road; as well as being on trains and buses. Sometimes If I experience a particularly bad throwing of my neck, I feel fuzzy headed, have difficulty thinking/concentrating I've even had trouble get words out. The doctors have told me it's not possible to get concussion this way, but two nights ago; when I was getting in bed, I pushed up with the top of my head bumping/bouncing off the headboard. luckily my hand was on the top of my head so it was my fingers that took the impact and I didn't actually feel any pain just the force of bumping my head traveling down into my head. I began to feel on edge and that I couldn't think straight. I went to get checked out the next morning and the doctor examined the moment of my eyes and their responsiveness.She Concluded I'd had a mild trauma, when I asked whether it was a concussion, she said she didn't think so based on her examination. Two days later, I still feel blank and am having trouble concentrating along with an general sense of unease. I usually am very good and communicating and thinking analytically, and I'm extremely frightened I have lost that. I'm currently in the application process for my dream job that requires a lot of analytical thought and the processing of information. I'm plagued by the idea that I won't be able to do it anymore. Looking for any insight, Thank you for your time. 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These physical symptoms make it impossible to live life like everybody else. I avoid social scenarios because if I start getting physical symptoms I don't want to have to explain myself to others about what is happening. It has and is ruining my life, I just want to have the confidence and reassurance that things will get better, l know I have a lot to offer the world. The anxiety isnt to worst thing for me it's these physical sensations and the palpatations. They really scare me into believing something else is wrong. Does anyone else get physical symptoms from anxiety and how do they deal with this.? Thanks! 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Do you or someone you know how to make one? I’m trying to gather the essential details on how to make the best quality blanket for myself. I have seen some that try to cut the cost down, but then creates issues with spilling or washing ability. What materials did you use? Fabric? Filling? Did you follow a certain instruction? Did you go by the weight calculator for what yours would be for you? How big is yours? Can you wash it? My plan is to try and price materials and then determine if I should buy one or make one. I’m looking at the ones made by My3BoysDesigns if anyone has experience. Thanks 🙏🏻",2.095952380952383,4.802956055555555,3.5129841269841293,84.83757142857142,83.6825396825397,6.5346031746031725,26.653968253968248,7.793537801064563,1.9153530158730159,517,23,97,10,15,169,80,126,0.012,0.868,0.12,0.9338,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,10,0,2,3,4,1,0,7,0,14,5,0,8,1,22,27,13,0,4,6,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,4,5,5,14,3,14,19,2,9,0,0,2,0,11,4,0,6,2,72,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413788744987195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713053319268044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596754042210768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277035859286983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037519897433126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970982854892923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707650444637073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544571475059699,0.3268824057630583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424497401633933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830870395779105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028509375366933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324780743878749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098285204586553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5963297033865722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595764347670605,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lost_as_a_Man,2018/01/21,"Took 20mins to write and 3hrs to finally post it Existential dread, anxiety, and a dash of depression. I don't know what to do. I have little ambition on the things society deems valuable. I'm guilted and shamed for enjoying a life of laziness(which is only half true). Therapy only works for people who want too change. I feel like I'm needed to change, FORCED to, but I can't. I see my flaws, I read about them and how to manage them. I just don't have the will power to do so. What does it benefit me for remedying my condition anyway? Great my anxiety is manageable and my depression is a shadow of what it was before. Now what? ""Get a life!"" huh?(That's what my psychiatrist said during a session) Cause doing things I enjoy devalues my life cause it doesn't benefit anyone. I suppose getting a life means get a job, with that comes meaning and purpose? Yeah, for some people it does give them meaning, and purpose, and maybe an identity. My identity disappeared when I was done high school, or more accurately morphed. In high school I was the sarcastic friend who cared and listened to my friends problems. Usually happy, unambitious, bad to good grades, no social life at home/rarely I'd invite a friend. NOW my identity is...difficult. I don't know if it's my anxiety or depression or just me, but I see life as mundane(and hectic like my thoughts)Everything we do is just to distract us from our mortality. We work ourselves to old age for what? Money, power, respect, items to fill the void in ourselves. We believe in religion to make us hope for a better existence after death. I'm rambling now. I know what I value. I don't think I ever really could be an Atheist or Nihilist. I'm just sad about myself. I want to WANT TO get better. You almost get addicted to this way of thinking.(you get comfortable hiding from the world and blaming it for all your problems, never being asked to be alive)This is one of the most common thoughts I have, "" Am I even ill?"" and ""can I even get better"" I'm afraid it's me now, this dreadful pessimistic scared little loner. I just want it to click already, I'm cured, I'M CURED,but I want it to click because of me. Not because someone else wants something of me. I want to socialize because I want to and not because it's what's best for me. Get a job because I want it NOT because I HAVE TO. Find someone I love and truthfully care for and not just some relationship to have, to be socially accepted by friends and family. (Fuck I sound like a bratty child) I AM DIFFERENT. I am not perfect, I am cracked but not broken. I'm anxious and lonely. I'm tired and a little jaded. Social issue with friends is that I have nothing new to talk to them about. (no life) Social issue with strangers is that I feel the conversation has to be perfect. That I have to be charming and witty and funny. That I won't stack up to the rest. That I'll do something stupid or embarrassing. (Go back to title) Self esteem and confidence are pretty low. Why? I don't know. Best bet would be childhood. Finally the worst things that I have are the fear of responsibility(man child)I can't change if I can't take responsibility. I hate criticism and usually take it personally. I can be very defensive to the point of actual anger. I see a psychiatrist but he doesn't help. Probably doesn't help that he's also like 75 and I'm 22. Here's also some background about me. Like I said I'm 22yrs old and male. Never really had any interest in a relationship, had a crush here and there but now I'm feeling really inept in love. Never had a real job, I've worked just with family members and I was usually a laborer(and forced to work). Only have a high school diploma. Not so great family life shitty stepdad, though I'm only still at home cause my mom also suffers from anxiety so she can relate. Oh and I'm overweight can't forget to add that. Lastly I literally just made a Reddit account just to post this and get help. In conclusion, I'm a lost cause in a world of noise and panic and need help getting back on track, any help would be awesome. 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I'm so uncomfortable that i want to cry Stupid anxiety, its ridiculous to feel this way. I""m a grown woman and i feel so helpless. 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I’ve been struggling with anxiety for years and have been too embarrassed/nervous to seek help. I finally got the ball rolling towards therapy last week with an initial meeting at my school’s mental health clinic. They’re suggesting I start with group therapy so I have a group therapy screen this week but the group doesn’t start for over a month. But ever since my initial meeting I feel like my anxiety has ratcheted up to maximal levels. I’m not even anxious about anything in particular, even though I normally have pretty focused anxiety. I just feel a constant stream of dread. Somehow starting the path towards getting help has just made my anxiety feel more real and pressing. I’ve been looking into ways to calm myself down (meditation, warm baths, attempts at exercising/eating healthier). But I still feel like I’m constantly on the verge of a heart attack and can’t focus on my studies/job/anything. I know a lot of people wait longer than a month for therapy but it feels like eternity right now. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for years so a month should be nothing but I guess this is what happens when you put off seeking help... I guess I just needed to share that I’m struggling with this wait, and ask if anyone else struggled with their wait and how they’re dealing/dealt with it.",4.843636363636363,7.1556039767441835,5.128597603946441,79.18065539112052,71.24806201550388,8.256800563777308,32.65750528541226,8.97023862654752,3.129986046511628,1118,54,189,23,22,353,146,258,0.101,0.773,0.126,0.8253,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,1,17,11,1,4,12,0,14,3,1,3,1,47,42,18,0,4,10,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,7,13,0,5,7,2,0,1,3,5,0,0,6,9,19,6,34,34,2,37,0,0,2,0,15,15,0,6,23,117,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31335495076303616,0.09254984784888212,0.0,0.057282575525631776,0.08393995461448114,0.1348315542647347,0.0,0.07658709210323647,0.09319941682942227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770596559336512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445917666448037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843628473861582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821894388431252,0.07410418484575929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071140460975973,0.175577757175543,0.0,0.08974281309184964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04280146778794505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552143172417044,0.0,0.1804951849974508,0.0,0.07244437634876467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708048399263672,0.0,0.0970793343760986,0.1647340939236542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129609143951635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502282409513162,0.06677830632714693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007054785786685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879481821658369,0.0,0.0,0.0696481376827012,0.0,0.07751767108332172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255927277686033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961708447245486,0.0,0.0,0.06074498217418722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026729900611695,0.07860747771961582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359040264980585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334530161958766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235539916815758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932464868580059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996192765499476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291060760160897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776768126363372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395689454699745,0.0,0.06542393825422761,0.0,0.0,0.2569316104152781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5621176117729432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048908488268364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502678807164687,0.13142762852598594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884216813954969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551165309333883 anxiety,torroxy,2018/01/21,"Please, I need help with a weird complex. I don't know which fucked up part of my brain this is stemming from so I'm posting it here. Due to a past trauma of being abused by people under influence, I've developed an odd complex that has gotten much much worse by itself since I started college. Any mention of alcohol and drugs completely sets me off and I start dissociating and panicking and I get an extremely sick feeling in my stomach that doesn't go away. It's gotten very ridiculous to the point where someone can even barely reference either alcohol or drugs (specifically weed) and I have a mental breakdown and completely shut down. Given that I'm at a rather trashy college I seem to have nonstop panic attacks and my heart is starting to hurt now. I seriously need help I can't survive in society like this and I see no solution other than holing up until I die. 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I'm 23, I've had anxiety loads in the past and got over it. Infact thinking back to the anxiety I had in the past makes me think how good It was just to have a moderate case of generalized anxiety. At age 20 I had anxiety and didn't sleep for 12 weeks at all, subsequently I fell into a depression with psychotic features. I recovered but it was only up until last year that I realized something had changed in me, I realized I was very dissociated and stuck inside my own little world that the world around me seemed pretty irrelevant. In contrast before the depression with psychotic features I loved life and saw everything around me as it was, in such an appreciative awe inspiring way whether that be beautiful sites in nature, different countries and cities etc. As well as being dissociated I have now fell into anxiety and depression again since being taken off my meds after slowly tapering off them for 2 years. This time, it has ruined me in every way and I would like to know if anyone has ever felt so far gone yet somehow eventually seen light at the end of the tunnel? I have never wanted to really end my life, but I think what choice do I have when all I do is suffer. Thanks",6.889242685025817,6.7870877951807245,7.790605278255883,70.88611445783134,64.62248995983936,11.772920252438324,32.243545611015485,11.35114627814755,3.745518416523236,1027,36,189,29,14,347,144,249,0.122,0.738,0.141,0.8499,1,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,1,0,15,12,0,0,10,0,23,4,1,2,4,40,42,19,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,15,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,5,1,0,16,5,25,7,35,22,4,51,0,5,2,1,2,25,0,3,23,135,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446097750930055,0.0,0.0,0.08154850608627975,0.0,0.0,0.2076460117247042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967917955762601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924122550731954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337619830343323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013527168107573,0.0,0.0,0.12185068503412674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20659430702237566,0.0,0.13007024653373894,0.0,0.10549605204481684,0.09826351372343174,0.0,0.10481707933901044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897025716375611,0.08331855233032896,0.11198047866204278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782142934923513,0.09327749013920313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409530317121423,0.09506679945831108,0.0,0.0,0.12671588126353034,0.0,0.16475459427064965,0.11395639613991453,0.2337823478390329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526067387949777,0.0,0.07784961520796174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295466166451073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995014839037399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870030207421199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22266787134499985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865187230184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149428844310262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617309574630934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964752914349612,0.0,0.11671150710010984,0.0,0.0,0.08978537824761185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737473030618963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241901559874592,0.0,0.0,0.13601261003796628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622972042218053,0.0687897916137069,0.1851466130554518,0.09355136938597414,0.0,0.10486193133879827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828486737058618,0.0,0.0,0.15020828944057302 anxiety,sub4himonly,2018/01/21,"Generic help for my SO Hello people of Reddit my SO has severe anxiety and depression. It sort of has control over all aspects of his life. I don't really understand these feelings. I love him and I want to be helpful and supportive. So I'm reaching out. Has anyone been really helpful to you for coping with this? How can I be motivating and not be pushy? How do I celebrate his accomplishments without him feeling like I'm making too big of a deal about It? Any help, advice, suggestions, stories, explanation of your feelings is warmly welcomed and appreciated. Thank you in advance for reading this and replying or even considering replying. You are all wonderful, and I hope today is beautiful for all of you. : ) ",4.558180661577605,7.117879671755728,6.2323854961832055,69.82328562340969,72.89312977099237,9.557506361323156,33.05407124681934,9.928628108626363,4.085991857506362,571,29,90,17,12,195,84,131,0.08199999999999999,0.602,0.316,0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,5,0,4,8,8,0,0,1,0,13,2,0,5,3,28,26,13,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,6,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,17,7,18,22,3,6,0,1,0,1,18,4,0,4,2,73,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857577592218574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427250258623172,0.0,0.13979901531936134,0.0,0.0,0.12777917875463982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496345626387988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18840151884670892,0.15739753968767758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070099544532828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720327666195355,0.1305526821120532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899590504628607,0.0,0.0,0.18150648727125654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907781982961092,0.08927971468410849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649340142326056,0.0,0.12198334923650685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669200216483256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18279391797029684,0.0,0.2341415670817873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064492289929485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073762529475722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824655062361996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732203848078301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024343260615054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778742003933714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761591427413673,0.1981785766349423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MaisonScarlet,2018/01/21,"Now what? Just like a lot of people here on this forum, it's harder for me to deal with life. Though of course, I'm not the most tragic person out there, I still live with a lot of pain and issues in my own right. I'm not here to be wallowing in self pity. I just want suggestions. We all are interested in the diagnoses of our issues, because that's the easiest part. What you do after you know what's going on is the hard part. I'll get to the point. I never feel... validated. Everything I do, makes me feel inappropriate and miniscule. Every interaction I make, or decision I make, I second guess myself. I'm miserable. My family, friends, people I can't isolate myself from, do not make feel make me feel any more confident in my own choices. What can I do to train myself to not invalidate everything about myself? I can exercise more, sleep better, and it may lift my overall mood. Then what? My thoughts will always follow a specific pattern. I don't want it to work like this, every time someone looks at me funny I get defensive. I'm 20, there's got to be a better way to live my life. What can I do to change this?",1.921142397425584,4.057911106194695,3.9756556717618663,84.8559694288013,79.53097345132744,7.2949316170555125,21.777152051488336,8.296473431620573,1.300387610619469,874,26,178,18,22,298,122,226,0.052000000000000005,0.792,0.156,0.9663,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,2,0,3,10,12,1,1,9,0,16,6,1,5,2,36,40,6,0,2,7,0,5,2,1,2,5,0,0,2,13,7,0,1,7,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,2,6,31,6,27,34,10,19,0,3,1,0,10,10,0,6,8,126,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112260155769537,0.0,0.0,0.08264449061164553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408349112834085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496661809703105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856250618020998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529197715916646,0.0,0.12335027714223815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20478834271239327,0.0,0.21844645232415308,0.0,0.11456756160038688,0.0,0.24579664976929336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389368924446563,0.0,0.12698870001467355,0.0,0.06906823545135052,0.0,0.09719855261711426,0.0,0.13387887195418746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088669078682377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369125518793106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678964762559356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168030653728586,0.11874672817345623,0.0,0.21462623354048566,0.0,0.10205449701342102,0.0,0.0,0.20664072799064773,0.0,0.0,0.4056107164076087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373134095044053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293163682844211,0.0,0.0,0.26321004928530484,0.0,0.16850704324098978,0.1061152097204269,0.0,0.0,0.114885025165759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037858594878689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678217684635842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121617654451928,0.0,0.10297187889346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705392476148443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940249695714282,0.096481155274522,0.07086505443937778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336295219150794,0.09646476756661457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847520516521927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cainmak,2018/01/21,"Dreams make me feel weird Have you ever had a dream that made you feel weird and uncomfortable whenever you thought about it afterwards? It happens to me from time to time. I have really vivid dreams, the most recent ones being about some kind of big family gathering at the countryside (which is uncommon for my family since right one there are only 7 of us and we kinda lost contact with other relatives). After waking up, whenever I think about those dreams I feel sick, anxious, like I'm in danger. It got to the point that going to bed in the evening has become a source of anxiety rather than relaxation. I guess I feel weird after leaving my family home. Right know I'm renting an appartment with my boyfriend. I still cannot comprehend that this is my ""home"" right now, I still use my parent's address in resumes, correspondence, etc... It feels like college when I'm waiting for the finals to end to come back home for the summer. This 'leaving the nest' feeling has triggerred my dreams. I did some research and found out people with anxiety tend to have feelings like this (the dream part, I mean). I was diagnosed with anxiety and will probably talk with my doctor about it. But right now I just wanted to talk about this unsettling feeling. After that I'll probably talk to my boyfriend and maybe watch something funny to feel better. 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For the first 2-3 months, I felt really anxious but I eventually started to feel comfortable with my coworkers and I ended up making a lot of close friends. When I left for another restaurant, I knew I was going to be shy and nervous at first but it's been almost 3 months now and I can't stand the idea of going to work. Going to work makes me so anxious that hours before I get worked up and upset over it. I think all of my coworkers think I'm stupid and ugly and I know that's childish to say but everyone there makes me so nervous. I'm not expecting to be friends with any of them but I would love to walk into work without my heartbeat raising and feeling sick. Has anyone else felt this way before? I feel more comfortable with my tables (but when I share a section with a particular co-worker that makes me nervous, I mess up sometimes - which is stupid, I know) but I just can't feel normal at work. I was thinking of quitting but I don't want to seem like such a fast quitter. How do I fix my crumbling self-image in a ""not-so-new"" workplace? 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A few weeks ago I went to a show, and had a seat, so I was far from the crowd. But last night, I went to a crowded place with my best friend! I had a panic attack, in the middle, BUT my best friend noticed and he pulled me away from the crowd, brought me to the bathrooms and gave me some space. When I got out, he was waiting for me and I was crying because I felt so bad and I thought I was annoying him. He looked at me straight in the eyes and said: ""Don't feel bad. *I* bought the tickets. I knew what I was getting into. I know you. I know anxiety is part of you and it's fine. It's you. I'm here for you."" He understands anxiety better than most people in my life. He works with kids and teenagers, he knows how to deal with all the shortcomings. He checked on me the rest of the show, I caught him glance a few times, just making sure I'd be fine. I almost had another freakout and he took my elbow and started singing offkey to make me cringe and laugh. Then when the show was over, he sat me away from the crowd and we waited for the place to be empty before getting our coats. He made me use him as a meat shield to go through the mass that was outside, and we made it out without me crumbling down. I'm probably taking the next few days to stay hidden in my room, to refill my energy, but it was worth it. I'm starting to emerge. To do things I stopped doing since anxiety caught me. 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I use this as my mantra of sorts, and this weekend has been extremely difficult for me. I have had mood swings, freak outs, and have alienated everyone from me in my angry, near suicidal mood. SKOL Vikings, maybe that will cheer me up. 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I suffer from health anxiety and I'm constantly tense and on edge. Every pain or sign of illness/injury sets me off. I constantly think I'm dying and even when I try to curb my thoughts away, nothing seems to help. I was wondering if anyone had any tips or advice? 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I got rid of everything my abusive ex gave to me (which wasn't much). He is the main source of my panic attacks and anxiety and I feel like this is a huge win for me.,-0.22207317073170785,1.3901720975609777,2.797743902439024,93.26051829268292,84.12195121951221,7.0268292682926825,22.445121951219512,8.07648339933343,1.0448975609756106,140,5,35,3,4,50,34,41,0.243,0.584,0.173,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,7,2,4,3,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,24,10,0,0.0,0.3982244629961593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571161756556577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823631567040384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020657078729323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994265234205308,0.2401104633645517,0.0,0.36818197444415096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688104960106672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420186330187314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470727444981568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943418466904477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kjersleif,2018/01/21,"Worrying About My Neighbour Being Murdered Hey all. This is probably just a triviality (as usual), but I feel I gotta share it somehow, thought it could be a fitting place. I have crazy anxiety about everything, constantly think I'm gonna die and always imagine the worst possible outcome for every scenario and always overthink everything 10000 times. I live on the top in a 3-story building with 6 apartments. The guy living across the hall is a average man in the middle of his 30s. He's a nice guy, but seems to have kind of shady friends. I just got home from a family dinner, and was parking my car when I saw 2 men exit the building. I was focusing on backing up, so I didn't really look who they were, and just assumed it was one of the tenants. When I get up the stairs, I notice my top floor neighbour had left his apartment door open. I fucking haaaate ""being nosy"" or getting involved with anything in any way, so I don't go inside or touch the door, but have a quick glance inside and see all the lights turned off. Then I just went inside my own apartment. I thought, the by far most likely explanation is that he just forgot to close his door, or maybe he's out for a minute and is coming back. But after about an hour, he still hadn't returned, and I was thinking.. ""Should I close the door for him? Is that appropriate? Will he be mad that I touched his door, or will he be mad that I didn't close the door?"" As I'm the only one in the building that would have seen that his door is open, the ""responsibility"" falls on me. Eventually I decide to just close the door. But then the real anxiety starts... ""What if he's in there, injured? Should I go check? What if those 2 men murdered him and left him in there? Is that my responsibility to check his apartment now? Or is that trespassing? What if he's been murdered, and I become a suspect for touching his door? Or what if I'm implicit by not checking his apartment?"" I mean, the by faaaar most likely scenario is that he was one of the 2 men exiting, and he simply forgot to close his door. But who the fuck doesn't check that they've closed and locked their apartment before leaving? It's just one of a billion scenarios that happen everyday that I overthink and worry about, always thinking about the absolutely worst possible outcome. I don't know why I'm sharing this... I guess I just want someone to say ""that's ridiculous, calm down, he's probably just drunk and forgot to close his door or something"" ..but who gets drunk on a sunday? ughhh",4.257222222222222,5.5580683975659255,4.949616294793781,83.96759324994366,70.90669371196755,7.668447148974532,28.70458643227406,8.07648339933343,1.8344474194275409,1972,74,390,27,36,635,219,493,0.15,0.8009999999999999,0.048,-0.9954,0,0,1,0,0,0,74.0,0,0,2,2,26,18,8,0,34,0,38,6,0,0,3,83,75,39,4,9,28,0,4,2,3,7,1,1,13,6,27,26,3,3,13,2,4,6,7,10,0,5,20,11,47,8,46,42,7,69,0,0,5,2,43,44,2,17,20,259,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25508626676885143,0.0,0.0,0.06949146961015121,0.0,0.1563473628102631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409216880716205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715281228823424,0.0,0.0,0.11285882121035574,0.08695461845402151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802607254597718,0.0,0.11042912437600627,0.0,0.08158895015741804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605520202847502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609795274185039,0.0,0.18368030210824693,0.0,0.09633392578670637,0.0,0.05166941647079666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895033781958294,0.18894265977653585,0.16016732614464455,0.0,0.1161518003044711,0.0,0.08172922617531504,0.0,0.11257180597268733,0.20236473722374992,0.09036467403006518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250308092156783,0.0,0.10063477744391247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641326896623347,0.05615995372343223,0.0,0.0,0.10820253252661922,0.22205552281340388,0.0,0.0,0.09984797039825707,0.0,0.1804680780925308,0.0,0.08581233818855535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266176630849724,0.11131289036204713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163419252983882,0.0,0.0,0.2769814337452255,0.0777187190524032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676490310694696,0.0,0.0,0.2304036478276511,0.0,0.0,0.22035229275021395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631252574812374,0.06546436763855701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126414581036767,0.0,0.0,0.08143075266014449,0.09302828520614853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865837170737759,0.07866945685485582,0.0,0.0,0.0723293229154835,0.0,0.08160761610596985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643418725819012,0.0,0.16225200784931618,0.059586752130114926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115140060893247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254584813694747,0.0,0.060273238794903435,0.08111222435027146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472947076747787,0.0922089421134422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755412328893288,0.0,0.0725915543131176,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sassy_manatee,2018/01/21,"How do I handle my extreme anxiety at my new job? Just started a new job and I haven't had such bad anxiety in a while. I think it stems from feeling liken don't really deserve to be there or at any moment they will realize that and fire me. I feel like if I make even one mistake it will all fall apart and I'll be fired. Because of this I hyperventilate and get really dizzy and I think I get what is vertigo. I try to do deep breathing exercises but the anxiety attacks come on so fast and once they do it's mostly too late. Idk what to do, I feel so helpless and I'm worried everyone can tell how anxious I am and that my anxiety will cause me to lose my job. How do I handle this come Monday? More than anything else I'm just really embarrassed and I can only imagine what they think of me ",0.730952380952381,2.868576857142859,3.2214285714285715,88.59023809523813,84.0,6.828571428571429,23.023809523809533,7.984000788550335,1.3113666666666668,624,23,136,13,18,216,97,168,0.22,0.7509999999999999,0.029,-0.9831,3,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,1,11,7,1,1,3,0,17,3,1,5,1,32,31,18,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,8,1,0,3,2,6,0,1,1,5,23,1,12,25,3,17,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,3,9,93,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409041338882286,0.0,0.4233839946571225,0.15630886073346356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138595423325562,0.0,0.0,0.15740592777004928,0.0,0.0,0.1155258874543996,0.08434375061137535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213514547899053,0.0,0.23837197864169565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155830933162703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138631894865852,0.0,0.0,0.13221013010376767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20987885776067985,0.09884532437430447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457611380577842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119066556136247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560775477431798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759633134477983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479087820743184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235722720118199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672603682092172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473502450367564,0.09375718253017824,0.1052299864244372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659133321501921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793282443774023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093385515599807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659689597371912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393822522803608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051259363464128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Itsnickbrochacho,2018/01/21,"Did I have a panic attack? I’ve never been one to feel a lot of stress or anxiety, but I’ve heard people talk about panic attacks but had never experienced one. Don’t really feel like telling the story so basically I had some reason to believe my girlfriend cheated on me on a cruise she went on. It was late like 3 AM, she was asleep and first thing I did was blow up her phone hoping to wake her up, that didn’t work. So I called my cousin because I just had to talk to someone, I walked up and down a 2 mile road all night until around 9 when she woke up. The whole time I was breathing hard, heart rate seemed up , I was sweating, and I was just thinking of worst case scenarios, getting more and more upset. Was this just me mad and upset or is this what a panic attack is? Is a panic attack even worse? Edit: the reason I ask is from my understanding panic attacks are in response to the unknown rather than a single incident. I’m just confused and curios.",4.1794819466248025,4.796202693877554,5.220612244897961,84.4870251177394,70.53061224489795,7.45934065934066,25.79120879120879,7.321109707123232,1.1572901098901096,752,21,154,7,13,248,115,196,0.316,0.637,0.047,-0.9964,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,11,20,7,9,11,0,22,5,5,2,3,31,34,14,0,2,9,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,0,8,1,0,3,4,17,0,3,17,5,20,3,23,17,8,24,0,0,0,0,14,13,0,7,10,114,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753086163383955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763513040903886,0.09203090491519944,0.5599655524731783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000993174508064,0.0,0.0,0.11091153651218433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052129729211552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502066510904644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955146518589242,0.0703276902678118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373555526837688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051432398124133534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818558103792808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665541471602668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777609936389764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110479782925918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618854273883816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369270800825357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185060226350566,0.0,0.0,0.0923820754887126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133415032731263,0.0,0.0,0.5775081782166321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824797272268894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630650988633643,0.2024315745568695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961879897789732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341042423816501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127661101029982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582494895348141,0.08604351052657762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540114693276647,0.06307829173054873,0.0,0.0,0.05740289793648287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248262224384773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125763609616763,0.0,0.10990808045454634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166766768454426,0.0,0.1003218149500595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,random87623487,2018/01/21,"paroxetine interaction with siberian ginseng? Has anyone taken siberian ginseng with paroxetine/paxil? I'm about to start taking paroxetine (10mg) tonight but I took some siberian ginseng yesterday (425mg three times through the day) and I've discovered that there *may* be a negative interaction, but maybe not. There is so much vague misinformation on the internet that I'm not sure whether it's harmful or not. I would like to start taking the paroxetine as soon as possible. Anxiety and depression are eating me alive. Any help is appreciated, thank you. 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I’m visiting a friend out of town and we went out last night... I was very drunk I’d say, not incoherent or stumbling but definitely uncooperative. For whatever reason I ordered myself a hotel and paid for it on Priceline when the bar was closing and we were sitting outside waiting for an Uber. They wouldn’t let me order my own (even though clearly I was going somewhere different at this point) and they all literally tried dragged me on the cement against my will into the Uber, me screaming for them to get off me the entire time. I understand they were trying to make sure I was safe but I definitely feel violated. I was physically abused as a child and I’m especially sensitive to being handled like that so I’m not sure if I’m overreacting or if this is completely normal.",4.645820203892492,6.464147530120485,5.9526506024096415,75.12844763670067,70.68674698795179,8.963113994439297,31.443929564411487,9.466822959209583,3.045437071362373,694,31,127,16,13,233,105,166,0.106,0.74,0.155,0.8684,2,0,0,0,1,0,13.0,2,2,4,0,4,8,1,0,8,0,14,3,0,2,4,33,26,16,0,6,9,0,1,1,2,3,0,2,0,1,5,11,3,2,3,4,1,3,3,2,0,0,9,3,22,6,20,12,2,20,0,0,0,0,13,10,0,5,5,89,27,0,0.0,0.2310607627356336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446940818429585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037490595570192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880549960514398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860539097983567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013360498503052,0.0,0.1018872342379034,0.0,0.11083145953958534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589631685640645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941594386436576,0.0,0.0952744276222653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017395742219756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830082692622007,0.3821463850724974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435211114277986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005077928142092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550836726558087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675984632224448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160114521460925,0.0,0.11371475414918587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648046265943912,0.0,0.0,0.20301738434735667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090771284513422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078076239973545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dyntex,2018/01/21,"Reading really has helped me a lot Well, a lot of my problems in life were due because of how my parents raised me, but at the same time I always fought for my life and my happiness, and I came across reading many topics/terms such as cognitive thinking, progressive overload, conscious, subconscious, unconscious,sugar, positive thinking, summarization,conclusion, muscular strength, muscular power,muscular endurance,human migration and many other terms. Reading/research and learning is really helping me, and I would like to help people by considering that reading can really change your perspective in life, read about thoughts, everyone should read about the importance of thoughts.",21.107675840978594,13.809050348623854,17.091926605504586,37.23556574923549,45.51376146788991,21.50581039755352,67.52599388379205,17.505862848430098,10.578557186544339,564,34,68,19,3,171,77,109,0.065,0.7020000000000001,0.233,0.9716,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,1,0,4,0,6,5,2,1,0,20,12,8,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,5,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,11,4,13,5,4,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,48,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882210434020856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797242285826231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958114679084394,0.0,0.0,0.1383512908714012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496895806658075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139221154849491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26298367887010105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771281386659169,0.06389406840951106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223744100324096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651872875984716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521927327954204,0.0,0.0,0.0906686080023797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514186562683802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.654092989709991,0.0,0.25134921226338863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676011954117877,0.0,0.20765451411290173,0.07626073923618981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758980875963065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290463729478143,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pikachu121212,2018/01/21,Uncontrollable shaking? I think I get panic attacks but I'm not 100% sure. I have episodes where I reach a tipping point and start shaking uncontrollably. This lasted for almost 10 hours yesterday. I always have to use the bathroom when this is happening and it feels like my intestines are trying to squeeze everything out. I also have a stomach condition where my rectum doesn't have full muscle control so I'm not sure if the shaking is from anxiety or from my body trying to push everything out but can't do it efficiently. These episodes always happen when I'm really stressed out or I don't get enough sleep. ,4.193620553359684,6.831419634782609,4.699446640316207,79.99059288537548,74.3913043478261,7.6600790513834,29.58498023715415,8.575989854853784,2.619869565217391,498,22,85,10,11,158,72,115,0.236,0.727,0.037000000000000005,-0.9613,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,7,4,0,11,4,4,2,2,19,22,11,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,0,2,10,3,9,22,2,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,4,7,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704709965403165,0.0,0.0,0.14139283652610501,0.29423588817292434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525719869993494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20114397443090026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963931944505468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983045650699199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268933703007456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178062318795747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939914821309003,0.12631126209938234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847491676498462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31270044984569595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411970172305968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412165223083326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863791785751551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074454218117392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714016894694622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326736597660934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693511650189386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514520776770172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20253231173819397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33327781746991697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113291060878268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24008127573131385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270484995616682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throaway2099,2018/01/21,"How to sleep less? Hello, I'm not sure if anyone else can relate to this but I get sleepy a lot and if I have to sacrifice sleep to do some work then I'll get terribly anxious, can't focus etc. Figuring out a regular sleeping pattern is almost impossible at the moment so I was wondering if anyone might have any advice about feeling less tired or sleepy or getting through the budding panic that comes with it. Thank you!",3.622306368330463,5.577495120481932,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,73.69879518072291,7.634423407917385,27.5197934595525,8.418075326091056,2.095104647160069,337,13,62,6,7,111,65,83,0.189,0.755,0.056,-0.9191,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,4,0,8,4,3,1,1,20,16,10,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,2,9,14,5,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,10,2,44,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115174946617832,0.0,0.0,0.18563186471228785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606514594591886,0.0,0.0,0.2094272799033656,0.0,0.25924481254211096,0.1899443032994147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596889480796592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548616804092741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20674834094611685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373398727748204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29056109274227593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760393306145662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665949146689227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175041587927157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5565433549634178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747189952421606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067352405289013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21306769695594974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010373225525306,0.13495926430426575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,camrynchr,2018/01/21,"Always anxious early in the morning I’ve noticed my anxiety is at its worst in the early morning (5, 6 AM) before the sun comes up. Sometimes it rattles me awake and out of bed and I can’t get back to sleep for that last hour. I’ve also noticed it more at twilight when it’s just starting to get dark. Anyone else have this happen to them? 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Hey everyone, ex broke up with me a few weeks ago, and I'm wondering if it's a good idea to check up on her? For the most part, we broke up because she couldn't handle the uncertainty brought on by her anxiety and some part because of the long distance. She was saying how it's all her fault it's ended, super apologetic, and hope we can be friends, possibly more one day. She's in a very intense program in a remote country and I don't want her to beat herself up for our break up or feel alone. I've read up on anxiety to better understand it and I want her to know I know it's not her fault she has these thoughts. But I also know we broke up for a reason and I don't want to cause any more stress/grief. I'm usually a believer of no contact until everyone has had space, but I don't know about this one because of the anxiety factor. Does anyone have any thoughts?",1.8708531746031731,3.4094580000000043,3.6263988095238098,90.10245535714287,77.46560846560847,7.264682539682537,25.04001322751323,8.07648339933343,1.327880687830688,698,25,157,12,16,234,103,189,0.119,0.799,0.08199999999999999,-0.3629,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,4,0,0,3,3,11,0,0,10,1,11,0,0,3,1,37,27,14,0,7,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,11,1,2,1,6,5,0,2,5,2,23,6,27,20,8,22,0,3,0,0,21,13,0,7,7,103,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079071674814887,0.0,0.0,0.14112946332936027,0.0,0.10897108571019416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532977001271966,0.0,0.3127270975230091,0.0,0.0,0.09527966894598963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491976707268871,0.0,0.0,0.15352401261947304,0.0,0.12051533501351465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998170947283226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787966372405694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924643557675295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069036039968553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26041412852793033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889968743606299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527801493201143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142926320974844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534190927899392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382661915305212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29955076114747403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059025297173025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846734056056622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29512347125658506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361833366577915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363018933076204,0.0,0.0,0.14010313347085632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836341163747328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609111779458326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163584067764712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185668944287627,0.0,0.0,0.150076666014702,0.11243291072542536,0.2411179144673629,0.0,0.10930357810735272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777359940794813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,eiauey,2018/01/21,In need of good places online for someone to talk to I’ve had a lot going on this week and I’ve not really got anyone to talk to. I’m not a fan of 7 cups and was wondering if anyone knew anywhere online that is good to have someone to talk to on. I’m based in Europe if that’s any help!,2.7340909090909093,2.272796803030303,4.9692424242424265,88.82386363636365,73.39393939393939,7.8121212121212125,22.560606060606066,7.1686216300943375,0.5312242424242424,223,4,55,2,4,79,41,66,0.03,0.8340000000000001,0.136,0.7802,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,11,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,14,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,1,30,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234986749066198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132976410099554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732290369207447,0.3758158735969005,0.17917935608178162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016434621583258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904645263982848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611735282266493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340664103414022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435210363379224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37964423250913104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5402068136099671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970545843517213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295382535546134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iloveh900,2018/01/21,i cannot eat or sleep i used to have an eating disorder due to anxiety where i couldn't eat because it made me feel so sick and i'd have to make myself throw up to ease the nausea. i haven't had those symptoms in over a year now but today they are back full force. i have been unable to sleep for 2 nights in a row and lay awake all night with crippling nausea. currently taking small bites out of a pizza and having green tea - but every bite is horrific. please help. i feel not like myself - not like a human - i feel really afraid and alone. please help. i don't want to feel like this anymore. ,2.470483870967744,3.9099844354838735,3.5201935483870948,91.91029032258066,75.61290322580646,6.572903225806452,18.851612903225806,7.1686216300943375,0.0990864516129033,466,8,103,5,10,150,85,124,0.184,0.703,0.113,-0.8123,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,6,0,12,9,2,3,1,21,21,8,0,2,5,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,4,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,3,5,12,3,14,17,2,17,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,11,62,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742996936183928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628239825624467,0.0,0.1507468047971781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688144639680327,0.0,0.0926600317705452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420938492581015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666131336240175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280696552832164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074305088735681,0.2171829170626812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037697236458408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278395842886026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382955620866955,0.10146363595012817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852903111496952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33370878702505385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737744893820756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30422690814752423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799002347847838,0.11428784939251925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14408171421171975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128237423914368,0.0,0.0,0.08965570805627464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788538553322934 anxiety,Dreams_and_Schemes,2018/01/21,"I have to see my ex after 6 months and my anxiety took a jump off a cliff Background story! I broke up with him in July. I still have his stuff because I was in a tight spot any everything was in storage. Between work and trying to find housing I didn't have a chance. I had appendicitis and had surgery last week so I have the time off work and his things in my car so now is as good a time as I'll get. I broke up with him because my life was a mess and he was very Co dependent and hindering me from being able to take care of my problems. I felt like I was juggling his life and mine. I'm a bad juggler. He just recently stopped messaging me with his ""I love you"" speaches the end of December. I feel alot of guilt for leaving him high and dry even though I know it is what was best for my life. In the past 6 months I've accomplished most all of the things I needed to do when I broke up with him. He accomplished almost nothing if anything. When I broke up with him I had a car that was falling apart, no housing, a temporary job, fighting an employer with the department of labor, and other stressors. He was fighting custody, had a shit job, no car, living with his mother, and other odds and ends. He seemed to think I was able to save him from these things and I couldn't. I couldn't even save myself. He was a very nice guy but we where going nowhere fast and I wasn't happy. Leaving him is the best thing I did and his life continued to fall apart more after I left. I feel guilty about that. I know I shouldn't but I'm anxious to have to see him. 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I am not good with words so i will keep it short. I had chronic shortness of breath and decided to try hibiscus tea ( a natural ACE inhibitor ). So i boiled 500 ml of water and added 10 packages of hibiscus tea ( around 15 grams of the herb),added some sugar, consumed it and i experienced a huge improvment in my shortness of breath. What i also noticed is a huge boost in mood. Sugar alone doesn't have this effect. I noticed that a lot of people with anxiety ""forget"" to breath so to speak and suddenly gasp for air during the day. I hope this helps someone. There are a lot of natural ace inhibitors like green tea extract , strong hibiscus tea ect, aronia, grapeseed extraxt ect ect. Consult your doctor and do your own research before trying.It will not work for everyone obviously but hibiscus tea is very cheap so you do not lose anything if you try.",4.828630239520958,7.630168251497011,4.944098053892216,78.20620696107784,73.07185628742515,8.007335329341316,30.79678143712575,8.841846274778883,3.0149404191616767,746,34,120,16,16,233,106,167,0.052000000000000005,0.83,0.118,0.87,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,6,7,6,0,0,7,0,11,14,3,1,1,24,13,13,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,6,9,9,1,2,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,13,4,17,10,4,11,0,1,1,0,8,9,0,5,3,75,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056152197591312,0.0,0.15876283525150606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037468782912964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633716955937264,0.17673208315756014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893277528750242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803418891214188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320190402912305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897020898488516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665159358732205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306918840655318,0.0,0.0,0.1971831803404256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646088087625622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096990792703673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221021419647788,0.0,0.337562951349713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520510738216929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376343748707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821219942118446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695750715692356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638064589887639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453080797409149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hemispheres211207,2018/01/21,"Getting anxiety help from the NHS Has anybody in the UK recently went to their GP or a psychologist for help? I went around this time last year, was put on a course of CBT with I gave up on after 2/3 months because it was having no effect at all. I’m considering going back to a doctor because it’s getting to the point where I don’t enjoy anything anymore and have no motivation. For those who have recently got help, how long did it take to be put through to a therapist and how are you finding your treatment? Thanks 🙂",7.640857142857143,5.973690419047622,7.996190476190481,75.13714285714288,63.85714285714285,11.066666666666668,37.19047619047619,9.888512548439397,3.4412476190476187,414,17,83,7,5,137,77,105,0.056,0.787,0.157,0.897,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,5,2,0,0,7,0,10,1,0,4,1,11,20,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,7,0,6,2,18,12,1,22,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,9,57,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746286708744954,0.0,0.17820485561390084,0.0,0.0,0.1478701068704625,0.15996278871302494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381710299406367,0.0,0.21907552342573533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18392101003707606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423401267500387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18776191227727948,0.0,0.10212234603917092,0.0,0.1437150400615514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613285956174835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647187517894514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902058421792406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342737466005226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986575982472266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612774989582746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35484570779794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510501749486095,0.0,0.0,0.16543502236738195,0.0,0.208634712021442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477907194603617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333150093875954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571489703632305 anxiety,cyberv123,2018/01/21,Very anxious about going back to work tomorrow Starting a 3-week contract tomorrow to finish up a project I was working on before the holidays. I know it’s not that long but my anxiety made it very difficult for me to work before the holidays. I’m worried it won’t go any better this time around. I find myself being anxious about getting anxious at work and having panic attacks... any advice? ,4.032335907335906,6.5884096081081065,5.276100386100385,76.06445945945947,74.54054054054055,7.471814671814672,32.19305019305019,8.418075326091056,3.1005158301158287,317,16,49,6,7,105,55,74,0.24,0.654,0.106,-0.8876,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,4,4,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,11,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,0,6,1,10,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,33,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531554814051782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316457801436847,0.0,0.11989859979965307,0.5311834299281577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952360221424864,0.0,0.17830386200667162,0.0,0.12051627740471316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26673266018314645,0.0,0.0,0.13861561761314947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324907210530086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188535149434002,0.0,0.17814740166248372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613512495793542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870178755199755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830243147568448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388977332921733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093483620248394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139096456241344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586385767172489,0.0,0.0,0.1257199590822094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564074298044275,0.15916769120811844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fishnetsnchokers,2018/01/21,"Should I quit my job or am i being over dramatic So I work in a small business owned by an old couple. It is a hookah lounge where we get lots of Arabic, Persian, Turkish, etc. People. It is very cultured and the customers all know each other and u and the owner really well. I work my ass off there. My coworker is lazy and whiny and she is always so rude to me all the time. Shes manipulative and nasty. Some of the customers can be creepy men hitting on you. Anyways. I am liked there kind of. I don't get any respect but everyone there likes me because I work really hard. My boss yells at me. I worked Christmas Eve and New year's Eve for him without getting paid time and a half and on new year's Eve and today he yelled at me saying he's allowed to yell at me but I'm not allowed to yell at him and for me to zip it or he will send me home. Should I quit or am I being dramatic. He's done this sort of thing 3x. He's not the only boss that I have ever had yell at me. 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The other day I was at my boyfriends house after staying the night and we were talking about my living situation since my lease is almost up, and he said “are you thinking about getting your own place?” (I have a roommate) and in my head I thought “so he obviously doesn’t want me here”. Is this normal? Do other people do this? It leads to me fucking a lot of things up and just makes me go straight to wanting to kill myself. I don’t know what to do. 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I've been in the same job for nearly 11 years now. For 8 years i've been on the same team, with the same people. Obvioulsy some come and go over the years, but there's about 25 of us. I applied for a new job (internally) which i've always wanted, and got it. Just had it dropped on me that i start in 2 weeks, and a totally opposite team than my current one, where i know nobody. Worst thing is, the shift pattern is the total opposite of what i'm on now, so i will never see my current team again, save for maybe 5 minutes once a week where there's a crossover as they go home. I'm not very social, so i dont spend any time with them out of work, but within work they were great and i'll miss a lot of them. For the past few days i've felt sick in my stomach, anxious and even woke up 3 times last night dreaming about this new job. It just makes me feel horrible. I'm pretty introverted and i dont manage change easily. It's worse because 2 other teams would have seen me crossover with my existing one a lot, and i could have handled that. There's no scope for changing or staying, unless i reject the job, and that'd let so many people down, my work life would be hell, heh. I want the job so much but don't want to go. I've become too attached and it's making me feel so scared and anxious about having to brekeaway from that now :/",4.49750360750361,4.156792415584416,5.25865800865801,87.83735209235212,69.64935064935065,8.013275613275614,26.202020202020197,7.1686216300943375,0.9913349206349203,1136,28,258,9,18,370,168,308,0.17800000000000002,0.773,0.048,-0.9902,7,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,4,7,23,9,1,2,16,1,20,3,1,3,3,48,44,24,0,7,8,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,14,16,0,0,4,5,1,5,7,6,0,2,8,5,24,3,39,29,11,44,1,2,2,0,12,15,1,4,22,163,38,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564284831308415,0.0,0.0,0.061820647124886774,0.0,0.0,0.2054006263521086,0.0,0.06356507960574054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541675348144117,0.20080177898430573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233749931148825,0.07830930615201155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258274613082744,0.0,0.0,0.05862822449049356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955431892226525,0.0,0.3196309609264043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004396380342071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193176603429676,0.0,0.08728606300783315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549955591634393,0.0,0.07270753776714113,0.10022653645126804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911882685805264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510614682187359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049960731887862,0.07410226091741019,0.0,0.09625858567783216,0.0,0.09295972417266857,0.06421110209637128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457368582219144,0.0,0.0,0.12136376803113325,0.0921665772408595,0.09132943746592016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662095741975696,0.06682793703530862,0.0,0.07011395569813238,0.17559928071792294,0.0,0.08531112358549799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681419364733093,0.1232034059127702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678209845261071,0.1890727569586719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924862522957432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101489917238173,0.0,0.07244201127934345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266939223130724,0.0,0.0699855213742682,0.0,0.0,0.06434524372307862,0.09689597298794334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950369178260288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06039532343367043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601852565270316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935128955915364,0.07851543789327281,0.0,0.07500872956032238,0.2144798863813036,0.0,0.1458420399744387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985466083948584,0.0,0.09264315299531982,0.1291570573658654,0.0,0.0,0.17562556938131124 anxiety,Aedda,2018/01/21,"Anxiety over fear of losing Sole close person I'm not sure I'm in the right place, I'm not sure where the right place might even be and I think I butchered the title and I'm sorry for that and... Things keep slapping the term codependency in my face but the descriptions of that are so far off the mark nothing said is helpful. I thought about using a throwaway account for this but this is who I am and hiding it won't probably do any good. I'll summarize first: My mother is my only IRL friend, and only one of two family I am remotely close to. So by all accounts she is my very best friend ever. Our lives are intertwined around each other and for the most part we are inseparable for long. This is not a good thing I know, but I imagine is no different that any sole relationship, be it best friend, child, or significant other. Occasionally I get stuck in a dark place in my mind about how I'm going to cope without her and knowing I very well may not be able to. I like to think I'm strong, but I don't think I'm that strong. And I get anxiety attacks over thinking about a thousand what-ifs all resulting in her being taken from me. I need advice, I cannot sever this relationship, the thought is unthinkable BUT I need a plan for carrying on, or for making my situation better/healthier. I'm in a unique position in the family for this, there is no one I can ask, or even anyone who can relate. I'm alone, I'm with her but alone, because I know when she is gone I cannot turn to her for help, it will be the first time, and it scares me enough to make me nauseous my chest feels like it is being crushed I cannot think eat drink, I just want to curl into a ball and scream. Details: For at least 20 years (I'm 38) my mother and I have been close friends. She is not big on friends, and nether am I. I've never been comfortable socially, I'm bipolar, and suffer from depression. I have anxiety too. Since my father passed some years ago, we were not close, and she was not especially close to him however what closeness she had with him slowly shifted over to me. This mainly means who she chose to talk to, about her day, about her life, about her hopes and her fears, and as such I reciprocated the same. This is amplified by an especially strong sense of family my mother has, and has in part passed on to me. Blood stands by blood, no matter what. We are a perfect match, too perfect. We fill in for other other almost to 100% I really don't know what else to say, I doubt anyone will even reply especially because I've been so wordy. I just, I dunno what to do or how to cope with the anxiety waves that are crushing me. **TL;DR- I am getting crushing anxiety over the thought of and eventual loss of my mother who I am dependent on emotionally and is my only friend and I need help, I need to fix this, I need to know how to cope with this anxiety before it kills me because damned it is trying.**",2.979975159304459,4.470226480541458,4.3485603196889535,86.28206717788099,74.38071065989848,7.737063037765057,24.080390250927024,8.399286722034276,1.3514442956402777,2274,68,484,40,47,753,247,591,0.141,0.715,0.14300000000000002,0.9363,2,2,2,0,0,0,73.0,5,0,0,12,26,34,3,4,22,0,54,8,4,8,8,107,102,38,1,7,20,5,1,2,6,5,2,3,0,2,35,37,2,1,16,2,2,5,18,12,1,6,13,4,73,22,73,78,14,53,0,4,0,0,48,35,1,13,14,336,108,0,0.06872438175947379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715667046925347,0.06092001783785705,0.0,0.0688175411157356,0.14235546662742324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346987251181996,0.0,0.3154437836345555,0.0,0.0,0.09610737129538156,0.0,0.0,0.06117927018098029,0.06424801983550611,0.07818390562528335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568123573177692,0.0,0.05847938708741932,0.0,0.14424399739831034,0.06078113083860929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443215408086108,0.0,0.05919220930661171,0.0,0.0,0.07180235169962056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732373047889349,0.0,0.07032219960065672,0.057410402439984076,0.07730567943050964,0.0,0.07101065754277293,0.0,0.13617541799115415,0.06216513784655309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436169242845955,0.154668071989708,0.03474911235421623,0.04909671206074885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691384803348345,0.0,0.0,0.3185777212150173,0.0,0.10771695892521532,0.0,0.0390576499079081,0.11528550162727776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819351333674412,0.0,0.0,0.06825881780863177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06108538820242183,0.07603334605258541,0.0,0.18884561458576907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048542063258143815,0.06715052305013956,0.0,0.0606848881826566,0.0608189152269608,0.0,0.07688500417280562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174811695603788,0.0,0.0,0.07486099897895149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290570862280768,0.06939203445805156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547912913558524,0.05300447993665215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594289780504095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313883936239796,0.156803967501982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488436166067951,0.0,0.0,0.06000747932939465,0.21540705509886166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409650719216136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044026598743487994,0.0,0.0,0.1475685332555622,0.0,0.11738049303789655,0.065372624778328,0.054652386769839134,0.06880509520656566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763898977066362,0.0,0.0568495187696022,0.07724908453636853,0.0,0.07005585253831158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693131883172477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954383297730773,0.0,0.0,0.05523805482495195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131485101169017,0.2201790443127989,0.0,0.16367844758725986,0.04007373967078733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04665934402778486,0.07475239265129521,0.06713373493576971,0.0,0.0,0.0593558002981465,0.0,0.1134096247021412,0.040535420949070984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179147266821779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624785158085057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851249727147434 anxiety,sober_afeemchi,2018/01/21,"Tics and spasms Does everyone with anxiety get a lot of tics or spasms? Tics or spasms on face, or chest? I'm not sure if I have an actual health issue or if this is just anxiety. I don't get panic attacks a lot anymore and I think my anxiety issues have become more passive now, and now there's not a lot of thing up front. I used to have very slight facial tics, very rarely when the issues started showing up (a few years ago), but now I get them more often and last night I got what felt like a spasm in my chest. I felt very worried about tetanus last year, and I'm still worried about it. Thanks for reading. 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Without any warning or whatsoever I tend to think of the worst case scenarios. For example; I'd think of my family's death in some gruesome way. Or the death of my little sister who I love unconditionally. Or say I'm travelling by air and would think of (before or during) that we all died by crashing. And it goes on and on in various ways. (Irregular and often) now bear in mind that I get no pleasure from or fantasize about these. The thoughts comes in with a package of fear which startles me. Now, I want to know what causes these random gruesome thoughts to appear in mind? 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I'm a single 25 year old Male in Spirit Lake Idaho. My name is Chad. Soon I will be homeless. (Around May or Sooner) I am not helpless and not all hope is lost, I'm able bodied and I have resources to make this work. But I'm scared. I have never been homeless before. I have Army training and am fairly confident in myself but going into a situation like this, not by choice, has me on edge and at times spiraling in doubts. I have been following several pages like this one and YouTube for communities that are about support and mental health. I am currently building a living space in my car and preparing for it already. I'm a college student currently and attend school regularly. But the idea of being alone on the streets has got me super stressed and I guess I'm looking for a safe place to do this and other people who have more experience by choice or not, just any support really even if it's just a friendly voice is much appreciated. Please help me to stay confident in this. Thank you. 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And i also mouth breath because i feel that my nose is clogged. Are all these anxiety symptoms?,1.677727272727271,4.310440333333337,3.0032575757575763,88.22488636363637,85.06060606060606,6.936363636363637,29.46212121212121,8.07648339933343,2.438339393939394,133,7,26,3,4,43,26,33,0.3,0.7,0.0,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,5,0,1,4,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395010285552154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291080581168672,0.3383370179414147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028834643444604,0.0,0.18256554957883975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028610002465311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073618386805499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6373542468317455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112834618462865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cam077,2018/01/21,"My anxiety is only getting worse I had always been shy as a kid, and certain things that I now recognize as anxiety, left me crippled in some situations. Last year I started trying to make friends, and it worked for a few months. But then I started to worry what they thought of me, as in being paranoid about what they really think, if they are being manipulative. My general mistrust in others (I am convinced at this point that I have something along the lines of paranoid personality disorder) started small, like worrying about judging and talking behind my back, but then evolved into not having any friends for fear that they don't even like me, that it is all some big act. Then walking down the hall and in class at school I start to listen to conversations and pick out stuff that could be about me or that they are laughing at me when there wasn't any laughing at all. I can't make any new friends as I see it all as a big ruse that would leave me hurt. I decide to not take chances and isolate myself wherever I go. I sit by myself in the corner during lunch. I know it is normal to worry about people judging you, but it feels like malicious intent, it feels far worse that just judgement. The next odd thing that seems to all be connected with anxiety is delusions of being followed and everyone having it out for me. As if everyone is in on this conspiracy against me. One time I was driving, almost to my house when I noticed a car behind me, I became so fixated on it that I almost crashed. It was genuine fear, and it is alarming. Almost every situation has me feeling anxious, asking employees for help finding things, Ordering food at a restaurant, or worrying about whether I would be the first to the door to hold it, or if I would get there too late and it would be weird or something. Even writing this I am breaking a sweat, and I have a few weeks still before I get in with the psychiatrist, any tips on how to get through? It all sounds stupid when I type it, but it is exhausting with my mind constantly spinning and I don't know if I can take much more.",7.81411111111111,6.605935367901236,7.7203395061728415,75.7790277777778,63.22222222222222,10.667901234567902,37.040123456790134,9.642632912329526,3.3792938271604944,1644,68,316,26,20,529,199,405,0.154,0.764,0.08199999999999999,-0.9784,2,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,5,2,19,17,1,3,14,0,37,4,1,6,6,71,62,38,0,10,16,0,3,3,3,4,1,2,1,2,35,18,2,1,10,0,0,6,6,7,0,2,6,6,48,10,57,44,11,59,0,1,1,0,17,27,0,14,26,247,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25632228810941743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070997318649263,0.0,0.0,0.2320959763367364,0.0,0.19582040441094545,0.09639307644471934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976745068063562,0.0,0.0,0.06560973527888495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260537581193416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220612106005907,0.0,0.06812514957342711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977899570927314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271284797399404,0.0,0.07189007699189194,0.16306357960845172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202891911526013,0.12942880323818035,0.0609562686587709,0.0,0.0,0.07798559582298491,0.07257748667407435,0.10317544989626344,0.0,0.19776588235739204,0.0,0.1783153728428053,0.0,0.04849222078294812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719161611359393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845370970737563,0.0913422845404509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378488729328784,0.06955134488337583,0.0962504295682054,0.0903469611801268,0.0927059710664343,0.0,0.0,0.12505660211695846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391033393822088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615402778845803,0.0,0.06810568096101227,0.0,0.0627237663067746,0.0,0.0,0.08240751350419002,0.09074421209524433,0.0,0.08360048199907692,0.0,0.09714319215189177,0.0,0.0,0.05781849615220285,0.0648935836272523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05915368107296914,0.0745025863852609,0.0,0.0,0.08065979923457857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05466144408650706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635355673052633,0.06799305781169825,0.07767676667000348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918179752980861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137486154085662,0.0,0.0,0.2415741804572795,0.0,0.0681407352689725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767682592110392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283077130784265,0.06858108351393198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005861565384398,0.054672878955950535,0.0,0.06773859868276881,0.04975375211504336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579301421749074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844264868019749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621176891902854,0.3466071242823685,0.1739071333394893,0.2424500124493424,0.0,0.0,0.05494656705995744 anxiety,johnny5thethird,2018/01/21,"What dose offre Trazodone works for you (for sleeping ) I take clonazepam 1.5mg/Day. Been trying to switch to non addictive meds for years. So far only clonazepam and propranolol have been effective to reduce anxiety but nothing helps me sleeps. Seroquel did work but it gave me lung ache ( as bad as the flu) Olanzapine doesn't really work and it makes me gain a lot of weight. Benadryl works well but it takes about 3 days tout build a tolerance. So now I'm trying Trazodone. I tried 25mg ( I always take small doses when trying new meds) but it really didn't do anything. And the doc said to take 25mg And if necessary 50mg. So if 25mg does absolutely nothing I don't think 50mg will have much more effect. Any suggestions on other meds that could work for sleeping? Thanks a lot. PS: I've been in CBT for a couple if years and have seen a psychiatrist also for years. No need tout suggest that. Or relaxation, yoga, eating more vegetables or whatever. Edit : offre = of. My autocorrect is set in french and I dont know how tout edit the title.",2.254157754010695,4.7872200931372575,3.6440106951871662,85.45259358288772,80.91176470588233,6.846345811051696,22.01782531194296,8.00094639256281,1.3134392156862744,825,26,158,16,22,270,123,204,0.098,0.802,0.099,0.498,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,8,0,15,11,4,4,0,25,28,23,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,6,3,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,8,3,10,3,18,18,5,13,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,7,7,88,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065015639976752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850534183860446,0.09208899299195436,0.0,0.0,0.07526159137052284,0.0,0.08466471782578333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910746381063891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240752400969772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836356838538574,0.12245782366975487,0.0,0.1427501548299552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685088915993366,0.0,0.12970820100504654,0.0,0.0,0.11324634362696252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741819330037187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082311271055636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881808444270092,0.0,0.0,0.07387524024371657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687990262451238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135755808453354,0.08206279751742272,0.0,0.10688889493223867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123878976196757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417197834463397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141800209843973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527558539812627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322594698712805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328499812468782,0.0,0.0,0.1018930405279998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091493682876943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30055943284969944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134770178282645,0.0995085248575715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028571468156407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380979416617305 anxiety,Lola9595,2018/01/21,"I hate being around people. Today I have to visit my family. I need to vent. I've got to go on a 2 hour drive later today to see my family. I don't hate them. But I hate being around them. It's so frustrating. And they are always doing things for me, even when I say no, they go out and do it, for example putting money into my bank account and buying shit for me, and so I feel guilty, and have to force myself to see them. Otherwise they start saying shit like 'You only come here for money, or food' when it's them that always offers and argues with me when I say 'No I'll be ok', and they just go ahead and make me take the stuff. Or they've already spent the time to go out and buy something for me so then I feel guilty rejecting it. It's like forced bribery. It's annoying as fuck. I can't be myself around these people, I can't converse. I want to talk about life, how we ended up here, the control we are all under, modernised slavery, and programming of the population. You know, huge topics people should care about! But all I hear is shit about some tv programme, what they ate for dinner the night before. They can talk about this shit for hours. And it is draining. It sucks the energy right out of me, trying to hard to listen to this pointless crap and to work out a reasonable responce, to show them I'm intersted, when really I couldn't care less. It's hard to keep my mind from thinking shit like 'Why do they care about this shit when there are more important things going on!' Then they start asking me questions about what I've been up to recently. And if I tell them I pretty much sit alone at home they start to worry. Saying shit like 'so you don't have any friends over there? Why don't you go out?' And then my grandad starts clutching his chest and shit and says he has to go and lie down because he gets anxiety. Over stupid shit like me not having a social life. I begin to feel like a loser outcast. The cousins that are around my age comment on how weird I am. And so now I have to make stories up on the spot about all the 'friends' I go out and drink with and all this bs. It's extremely draining. It's like I have to put up an act for a whole day. Remembering everything I've said so I don't contradict myself at any point. It's gotten to the point where I had a breakdown and stopped working. I tried to take my own life. Obviously I haven't told them. They still think I'm working. I have to make up bullshit stories about work. I feel really guilty. But they're the type that'll constantly complain about me not working, then I'd have to explain why. And I don't want to. Why should I have to? It's my personal business. I don't want to show any weakness to these people. I don't trust them. The comments and back chat that'll come from this. I don't want it. And if they worry it'll be constant calls from them checking up on me. I don't want it. And I'm also bankrupt now and behind on bills and shit. I had a crap piece of shit car and the clutch went on it. And so they went out, bought an £8,000 car, said 'here you go, this one should last you a while' and said I can pay them back monthly for it. I've been struggling like hell to pay this stupid car that I never even use. This month is the first month I've been unable to pay for it. And so I had to make up shit and say that my agency isn't giving me much work. And so now they've started advicing me on new jobs to apply for. I can't leave my house. I hate it. I go to the shops purposely in the middle of the night to avoid people. When I'm around people, and they start looking at me at shit, it freaks me out. I think it's possible that the government has spies and shit monitoring the public and forcing them into the system. I can't do it. Now I'm in this massive web of shit lies. And I've got to go over there today and pull more bullshit from up my sleeve. I know that it'll be hours of my grandmother surfing the internet showing me jobs to take. When I've been signed off sick by my doctor for a year now. Wtf do I do? How to I make it through today anyone? 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Hi guys. Just found this sub but I've been dealing with anxiety ever since I was young and need some help. For the past 7 months I've been unemployed. I worked at a small community college for a while and it was fantastic. Quiet, boss was chill and we could do what we wanted, and it had the double edge sword of short hours. However, I had to leave that job due to graduating and moving on to getting a Bachelor's and just because I was exhausted with school. During those 7 months my depression came back with vengeance. Not suicidal but some days are struggles and I almost feel like I'd get buried under it. I felt like I wasn't doing anything and I'd waste away, so I figured a job would help me out of that. It took a long time but I finally got accepted Started this new job on Wednesday. Full time, 40 hours, some 9 hour days, and a high stress and fast paced environment. My anxiety has destroyed me. My stomach can hardly handle food at times, I'm exhausted, can't sleep, just tense and scared and in terror at times. It's not even when I'm at work either, it's often the night before or (like now) it's the thought of going back after the weekend. I'm tired beyond belief and that makes it harder to fight the anxiety that's just telling me to run and hide. My psych started me on medication but I know that takes time to really start working....not to mention I'm nervous about side effects making the job even harder. So, I guess I'm asking for tips or what worked for any of you out there who went through the same. Sometimes thinking about how others have made it through this makes it easier for me, so anything helps. I'm trying not to quit since I feel like I'm admitting defeat and really need the money. Not to mention this would be the second job I would quit from anxiety and I don't want to let everyone down who was proud of me getting this one. Thank you.",3.0719072164948464,4.778321538659796,4.071224226804123,87.46987757731961,74.59278350515464,7.32422680412371,24.753865979381448,8.07648339933343,1.3492587628865982,1519,49,313,24,32,491,198,388,0.151,0.741,0.109,-0.9271,9,0,0,0,1,0,41.0,2,2,0,8,20,18,2,5,17,0,24,7,2,7,1,73,62,28,1,8,15,0,4,4,0,3,4,1,0,1,26,24,1,0,12,1,1,6,7,11,0,2,18,5,28,7,45,38,7,59,1,2,0,0,18,19,0,8,38,193,54,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678394472363782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429006046878347,0.0,0.29329995489178873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262022147329717,0.0,0.07168545001275373,0.0,0.07204338520837482,0.11792437538250865,0.0,0.046743416967861065,0.0,0.06524903320856801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770149350180394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122274138996421,0.0,0.0,0.0989045142950238,0.07905371415249343,0.06604437260879736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101292835113713,0.06936145103062415,0.0,0.07327102712435091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754342509024995,0.10956041625041156,0.07362482611011358,0.08399919314377292,0.0,0.0,0.0927217617332914,0.08407566337299831,0.0,0.0,0.12018640721269384,0.0,0.04357901173075002,0.0,0.061328001751206174,0.0,0.08447166621913507,0.07592525672651564,0.0,0.0,0.06869021952098596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541909652274336,0.08101663121293523,0.0,0.0,0.2265430652949181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565584151907053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04214132326311645,0.0,0.0,0.08119304947342929,0.0,0.07841049637950384,0.0,0.1498479011731592,0.0,0.0,0.06785938801685497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255647110949281,0.15355348854304168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724703398833736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241049065644513,0.08149870601889679,0.0,0.11371449845108553,0.0,0.1481160458200284,0.0,0.07195898661023392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051960353256438094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731997375969499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311723984903448,0.0,0.0,0.09824634444885108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677005806064108,0.07760425488854683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686097864000634,0.0,0.07673537850492805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583848181533892,0.0,0.16282349839857255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878366822141949,0.08016258618921328,0.0,0.08387547556313307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057653817902238336,0.0,0.06702170079125384,0.07059664275299447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913344851826342,0.0,0.06087535565413803,0.2235636265015872,0.08813238120952574,0.0,0.0,0.08519430267319959,0.052060687356518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045570274789053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108312926708463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747186222057509,0.0,0.0,0.1634138182278156,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gabe_lynch,2018/01/21,"might get my first job tomorrow today i finally got myself to apply for a job position at Publix. im 17 and have never had any job experience, so im really nervous as I have no idea what to expect. the main part that’s making me panic is the in- person interview. i have no idea what they’ll ask me and im afraid i won’t know how to answer the question or say the wrong thing. so what happened was, i went to Publix and started filling out a job application at one of the kiosks, and my dad was with me. while i was filling it out, my dad talked to an employee about if they were hiring and whatnot. long story short, the lady said to ask for a woman named “Carrie” tomorrow morning. apparently Carrie is a manager there. so i have no idea what me and this lady will even talk about, i don’t know why i have to talk to her and im kinda freaking out. im mainly nervous because before applying i read all these reviews people wrote about Publix saying that they didn’t get a follow up interview for weeks, or even months, yet here i am possibly getting it THE NEXT DAY. i was not mentally prepared at all to get an interview with a manager this quickly, and im hella nervous.so now im staying up late anxiously waiting for tomorrow’s possible interview.",3.259330708661416,4.763869381889767,5.344102362204726,79.36812204724411,73.68503937007874,8.54456692913386,27.660629921259844,9.120678840339163,2.4316289763779526,989,38,189,22,20,344,138,254,0.103,0.897,0.0,-0.9656,6,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,14,6,0,4,15,0,20,0,0,2,3,35,37,17,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,2,12,13,0,1,7,1,0,4,8,6,0,2,11,3,24,0,29,22,5,33,0,0,0,0,23,10,0,6,18,134,36,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799138745500927,0.0,0.0,0.09633890827949283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944525059780296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051984160181126136,0.0,0.07256457516381325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499670806355544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264950890030336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341741779509917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341695140673104,0.0,0.07253670169827643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821516837859658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820392845510391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541030364333551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888025730001137,0.6447977025130134,0.0,0.33849765844936197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937321848020092,0.0,0.09619634156350353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546759576619805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056923160968174735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593931154439652,0.09046558174972588,0.0,0.0,0.06806740891995676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577099658435835,0.0,0.090693218313788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05778600500275275,0.0,0.0,0.10005436356719324,0.0,0.09234684512657244,0.0,0.05912043961530125,0.0744607195981641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922743508977252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552992653138906,0.0,0.08530022893905337,0.0,0.05463072704495176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111809956714243,0.1356316276609867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060359606914077435,0.0908940972588408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562763296011227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665435036028019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083276864506958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684041872798668,0.0,0.0,0.07905277400957862,0.07694936542450125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932371783859628,0.0,0.0 anxiety,canadianbroo,2018/01/21,"Health anxiety advices New on reddit. Need advice about my health anxiety. Im 22 years old, I have low body fat, dont smoke and drink 3 times a week. About a month ago, because of chest pains, I went to the ER and did multiple tests. Echocardiogram, electrocardiogram, bloodtests and x rays. After all of this, the cardiologist said that my heart is in perfect health. The doctor also did blood pressure test and it was for about 160/80 with a heartbeat of 120-130/minute. Doctor said that it was normal for someone stressed as I was (for about an hour my heart rate stayed above 100) Chest pain passed 2 days after my visit to the ER (I realised that it was maybe anxiety) A month has passed and my father proposed me to try his new blood pressure machine. He tried it and had normal results. I was stressing a bit when he passed it over to me. Then when the machine started pumping, my heart started racing and I was really stressed. My results were about 170/70 the two times with an enormous heart rate. This is an really big blood pressure. Any advices about what to do ? 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I do have bruxism but it never was a thing during the day. Especailly when something stimulating happens, even if its good or bad, (like excitement or looking forward to something....) I will start to get super tense and uncomfortable especially around those muscles i mentioned, and I will feel some kind of emotional numbness... its hard to explain the feeling but... Is it possible that my anxiety and excitement is almost ""numbed"" out by my body now? I show all the symptoms of being anxious like stiffening up.. shallow breaths... but I don't really feel anxiety. I DO feel anxiety still for lots of other stuff, but this sometimes happens still. 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So I never really had bad anxiety in my life. It started happening last year in very specific scenarios (like going on a plane for example). But lately it hit me hard. Im 24 btw. The bad first started up when I checked for a lump on my testicle and found a marble sized lump on the top. My stomach dropped when I found it and I never been the same since. Many times a day I would think about it, wondering if it was cancer and if it spread blah blah blah. Once I found that, my stress levels have obviously increased by a lot, and at that week I also started having bowel changes. Yellow stool, thin stool, diarrhea, constipation. I went to a urologist and was diagnosed with an epididymal cyst (harmless) and that relieved me, but my poop hasn't changed. Its causing me the same anxiety I would get when finding the lump on my testicle and i'm still very worried about it. Anyway, i plan on getting a colonoscopy (rather be safe than sorry!) but I just want to know if anyone has had a similar experience? I think it could be IBS because it only started when I started getting bad anxiety but its been 2 weeks now. Could the anxiety keep the symptoms going longer? Thanks for replies!",4.1040131578947365,6.030485168103452,4.990208711433759,81.03355716878404,72.31896551724137,8.504900181488201,31.176043557168786,9.134995656068208,2.8831517241379307,957,44,177,21,19,311,130,232,0.102,0.802,0.095,0.6341,2,0,0,0,1,0,32.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,0,1,16,0,16,12,4,2,3,40,40,20,0,9,9,0,2,4,0,2,8,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,8,0,1,4,3,4,0,1,10,3,22,5,19,23,4,38,0,0,1,0,0,12,0,5,22,118,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917591330861637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787006648195771,0.0,0.0,0.06922804117602384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800028873051844,0.06035378726259485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034150549529868,0.3142090375238044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809816864793233,0.0,0.0,0.06385136562840889,0.0,0.0,0.10049008587524276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684790655574163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090490662829612,0.0842153580585793,0.0,0.3256684061841921,0.0,0.0,0.15518131371863295,0.0,0.11253599217704628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755161971723051,0.0,0.08869088237261212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694461881489356,0.0,0.0,0.08800202758087243,0.0,0.0,0.054411693114671165,0.08070397145484971,0.11168428063345948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993161728824479,0.04836985042925622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417226528464893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037762312040242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272070269368054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543929191643284,0.0,0.07529933359934872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342646041762942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189966644958659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083030231759948,0.350388547420327,0.0,0.07906716920112432,0.0,0.11341225729930304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290624862124784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115240251043646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687945775927387,0.0,0.0,0.05773181521072027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338239331314489,0.05839693153036215,0.0,0.15883498944967825,0.0,0.0,0.091780540235107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073689375468099,0.0,0.1005464794068196,0.0,0.14066355522491494,0.0,0.0,0.06375730314035527 anxiety,r0924,2018/01/21,"Just talked to doctor and now I feel I exaggerated I finally got myself to talk to my doctor about my anxiety and she is going to prescribe me some medicine. At first she said she would give me something to take at night that also helps with anxiety (because I have trouble sleeping). She then explained that antidepressants can help, but she was like ""you dont have anxiety during the day though do you?"" And I said kinda. Which I do, especially at school. Then she asked if I do at home and I said yes. So I think she is maybe giving me an antidepressant (I was a little confused at what the conclusion was and figured I would wait until she posts on my online account what exactly she is prescribing). But now I feel like maybe I exaggerated and maybe don't actually need the antidepressants. Like I feel like maybe my anxiety isn't as bad as I made it out to be. Idk. 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I'm (40M) in a relationship with someone who has an anxiety disorder (34F). Any advice? My gf has a diagnosed anxiety disorder - I don't know more than that other than she's had it her entire life. I do know she takes meds - Klonopin daily and possibly something more. The Klonopin is new. I'm considering a serious relationship with her but there are times I just don't understand what's going on with her. I'm extremely laid back and I think she likes that but we can clash at times because of it. Any thoughts would be most appreciated. 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IE a teacher asked me to stay after class and the thought of not knowing the reason why made me leave the class to throw up minutes later. for anyone who experiences anything similar to this- have you found a way to manage it?",4.210080645161291,6.406329618279573,5.628696236559138,75.41304435483872,72.70967741935483,7.4456989247311824,29.90456989247312,8.278499904357787,2.541656989247312,783,34,128,13,16,263,120,186,0.185,0.787,0.028,-0.9795,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,4,10,3,4,11,0,7,4,3,3,1,21,20,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,8,5,8,0,0,4,1,18,2,31,14,0,39,0,0,0,0,13,14,0,4,15,85,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.2207504783171428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325942235157455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822667411490146,0.0,0.0,0.07691602748607511,0.0,0.2595775738249649,0.12777770014474565,0.0,0.0790864159062076,0.0,0.09307668414009918,0.0,0.10573893655346052,0.3860235564105985,0.0,0.0,0.09443887017560257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222751387211055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848348254177055,0.2917763133252769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059353721365488,0.0,0.0,0.11063947047176632,0.0,0.12727580937776747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240150021169696,0.17477098665010501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138672633281474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217399855385153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432031063499682,0.0,0.0,0.11976303008944628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987475968486748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702372788096748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386674098292395,0.08723439812495945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204543065454678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654112797079225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19751976997234635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629190997420473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994651153369175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713599686834046,0.0,0.11529742653100962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800570806838118,0.12055605478497801,0.09032667863686852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756054684711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247382271578212,0.0,0.08979361039146776,0.06595307726772208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768735624653584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897783585896536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206066393253237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shonuph,2018/01/21,"Is this fair or a mental game someone is playing with me? A ""friend"" just told me that an ex friend of mine (let's call him D-who refuses to speak to me) told him that I had done 'very bad things' to him, and then D told him all about these supposed things, but then made my friend agree not to talk to me about it. So in other words, I'm not allowed to know something I'm being accused of, but I am being punished for. This has had me very fucked up worrying about fretting about what I could have possibly done, and I am also having serious doubts about my 'friend' and his choices & sense of justice & fairness",12.225476190476193,5.612684166666668,10.836269841269843,73.47678571428574,60.5079365079365,13.869841269841272,43.404761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.8251333333333335,479,15,105,4,4,151,79,126,0.16399999999999998,0.7140000000000001,0.121,-0.8009999999999999,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,1,3,0,15,1,0,2,1,18,23,10,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,8,1,17,5,18,11,1,4,0,0,0,1,18,2,1,2,2,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262427464294012,0.0,0.3322831320971348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803075348720588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657515467713426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242784732563453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31383584817161203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4738739687780804,0.14175843088917292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427050755036514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679840630349026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14509204203874335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452855212268585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286545889540586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12992271716135573,0.11804701781839515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324720715395375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20374179348883306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395628447132676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25303967623789514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572209514153856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thedesignist,2018/01/21,"Worst weekend ever: health problems, ruined trip, PMS, fight with SO & altitude sickness. Anxiety is at an all time high! [needs a hug/support] So to start, I have some digestive issues that have basically been the root of all my anxiety this past year. That aside, I got a bad cold two weeks ago, was on antibiotics which messed up my stomach and also delayed my period by a week (so I started Thursday..this is relevant later). I had a super fun big family trip planned for this weekend at a beautiful cabin in Lake Arrowhead (which we all decided to forgo Xmas presents in favor of saving for). With my stomach issues and crazy PMS I haven’t been eating as much as I should the past two days. We drove up yesterday (1.5 hr drive). A few hours after arrival I ended up getting super sick - turns out I had altitude sickness which I’ve never experienced (just at 5,000 ft!), I think due to a combo of a lingering cold cough, lack of food, and slight anemia from heavy periods...was pretty much having a panic attack because I couldn’t breathe and there’s nothing you can do to help altitude sickness other than decreasing your altitude. My boyfriend and I decided to drive home at 12am despite my family’s protests because it had been raining and it was supposed to snow. As we drove, the fog was so thick we could barely see 3ft ahead of us driving down the curvy mountain road, which made my anxiety even worse. Luckily we made it back safely. Woke up today feeling terrible (cough, headache and some fatigue, but loads better than the night before). Been freaking out all day because my physical reaction last night scared me so badly. My SO and I had a talk about my health which turned into a huge fight about how mentally exhausting it is for him to have to “take care of me” when I get sick, especially because I get hyper-emotional. He left angry and now I’m just here feeling sick & sorry for myself, and looking at photos of my family having fun in the snow without me. Edit: Ok I just realized that’s not how you add those hug/support tag things. CAN I NOT HAVE JUST ONE THING IN MY LIFE GO RIGHT lol ",5.386791336791337,6.304786186732191,6.0608790608790635,78.45766493766497,67.96805896805897,9.272872872872874,31.29029029029029,9.444778638647367,2.8590215488215502,1666,66,306,33,27,544,230,407,0.16,0.74,0.099,-0.9697,0,0,0,0,2,0,61.0,6,3,0,5,22,26,4,2,18,2,27,21,3,5,6,57,50,24,0,6,8,0,3,0,0,1,16,0,1,0,18,21,3,2,6,2,0,8,6,16,0,3,17,8,42,10,51,30,11,65,0,2,2,0,15,25,0,2,32,204,60,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842482421431893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760043707221347,0.0,0.2059540856014083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811865138434994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081230250186485,0.0,0.07308077531431495,0.1587107753372725,0.23174480368599226,0.0,0.08087301577683692,0.0,0.0,0.0840561708674666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690078327657872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588262211495297,0.0,0.0,0.1225873541974799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972508201781285,0.0,0.10690849791015826,0.08417824631756989,0.0,0.0,0.06277378107692914,0.08597015844776344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687890041440103,0.0,0.09611131893200643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492413191078392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896522950162586,0.0,0.05401407392465573,0.0,0.07601308723354233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204858935124828,0.0,0.0,0.0637040772881342,0.10041618966715242,0.09533401937618367,0.0,0.0935963849720464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839652949309086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747121957777851,0.0,0.0,0.10326248403538156,0.0,0.0671303726533178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798106265492945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798604621157545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577912201222974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397323568780873,0.07047180605644693,0.07330159147789853,0.0,0.0,0.17837935593045595,0.0,0.09119454358482344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440234072504447,0.0,0.0,0.11151030795734876,0.0,0.0,0.18145505741412574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669101415832693,0.0,0.09094154185679862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116462003232004,0.0,0.0,0.09515276796333658,0.0,0.0757354889445668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063907826583466,0.13454122569383314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570313409687186,0.0,0.0,0.07145911434271403,0.07639047366659503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628222959123056,0.06089852924696122,0.0,0.0,0.055419256973191694,0.0,0.0900878942536428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067549518331072,0.18568278072074731,0.0,0.11432279743788555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247255026568715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916162739200848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685504813513572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06120338246348635 anxiety,painlessazeroth,2018/01/21,"Anyone else have trouble recognizing when you're having a good time? As many of you do, I suffer from a mix of anxieties. I've noticed over time that I have trouble recognizing when others around me are enjoying my company & when I'm having fun. It's caused troubles for me in the dating world because I run up against feeling as if I didn't have a good time or enjoy their company in the moment or even afterwards. Now this extends past dates because this happens with friend outtings too. When I notice it in the moment my anxiety rises to the point where I question my every word flowing from my mouth. Only when I receive affirmation that things I'm saying/ doing are liked does it subside enough for me to get comfortable again. Perhaps, this is normal for all people and I may be hyper aware of it or this is unique to me. Anyone else deal with something similar? How do you attack this problem in your life?",5.4768644067796615,6.576389638418082,6.095833333333335,77.62985169491526,67.87005649717514,8.385875706214689,31.69915254237288,8.59863814320734,2.608827118644068,734,30,129,11,12,239,111,177,0.112,0.7390000000000001,0.149,0.8042,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,1,0,12,14,1,0,7,0,15,2,1,2,1,18,20,13,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,13,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,1,2,20,8,24,17,2,31,0,1,0,0,9,11,0,6,17,97,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423268973376715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319106720208952,0.0,0.0,0.211971129750601,0.3106153458984071,0.0,0.1349349050212014,0.0,0.17243974713209206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479882217453855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571045444226206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626834976514484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326453059060534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324483857202085,0.0,0.0,0.15661867659882556,0.0,0.10011461419585682,0.0,0.12770943955234468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664145324415657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171073535933942,0.0,0.07919227966569861,0.0,0.0,0.25426975781797445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403828439814208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706271382274657,0.07405244801948854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367442017036875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485124393956643,0.0,0.34514089134841336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152804885229752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469658156037693,0.10508381369711224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328845072477056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450378999189505,0.0,0.0,0.16979997218297338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120539434291304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166907217288274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070045549610164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651558072036189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hdhdeyey5,2018/01/21,"DAE use gaming as an unhealthy escape? I've reflected upon my life so far and I've noticed a pattern of escapist obsessive gaming whenever faced with any issues in my life. I spent my whole college years alone just sitting in my dorm playing games. I spent my high-school years doing the same things. Now I'm working full time and it's just the same shit again, avoiding everything in my life by retreating into gaming. Has anyone else noticed an unhealthy relationship with gaming that relates to their anxiety? I really want to push through my constant avoidance of social interaction and I feel like quitting videogaming would be the best first step.",6.360470809792844,8.451697796610173,6.023333333333337,75.23061205273072,66.79661016949153,8.295291902071563,34.29755178907721,8.841846274778883,3.268533709981167,532,25,82,9,9,165,84,118,0.16699999999999998,0.741,0.092,-0.8647,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,4,6,7,1,3,6,0,4,5,2,1,0,17,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,2,6,2,2,0,4,0,1,2,1,12,3,14,6,5,17,0,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,8,53,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120260209098585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189767033013382,0.0,0.13384156286648774,0.0,0.0,0.12233394453636574,0.17926403723935455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836064907362268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906627303204165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461540544339277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723999599398822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846347426074927,0.12498925668662413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881826448985985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485158894275536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826095664408716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707317343672611,0.08547511238400174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983792199355292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608821743526385,0.0,0.0,0.112081881258769,0.0,0.0,0.18783825339593188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17706574082502813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17959076142358227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17834654435671715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623360173568105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020187854516096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511066026198553,0.0,0.0,0.10319412280877116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953331501085121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737071953086754,0.0,0.0,0.12428437430013906,0.0,0.0,0.22533303712374264 anxiety,liizard,2018/01/21,"reoccurring issue in relationships Hi r/anxiety. I'm 24/f if that's relevant. Every time I try to do the dating thing the same things happen, I'm wondering if anyone else has has this experience. Here's how it goes down: >1) start seeing someone >2) I am interested in that person but I am very reserved, not open with my feelings, difficult to talk to. >3) I start feeling anxious around the person when I hang out with them, a lot of thoughts about how much I hate myself for not being able to hold or start a conversation >4) after hanging out with the person, I feel super depressed and inadequate and it takes me a while to recover after hanging out, sometimes days. >5) I am constantly wondering if we're just incompatible and that's why it's difficult/uncomfortable to talk or if I just need to give it more time and wait until I can open up and then everything will be okay. This usually ends with me breaking up with them mostly because I just can't handle the anxiety. but I can never tell if I break up with them because I actually think it's a bad match or I'm just trying to avoid bad feelings. any thoughts on this are appreciated. It feels shitty to feel like I can't connect with people enough. 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But I’m here in bed riddled with worries, regrets and fears. So over the years I’ve typed things into Google like “I’m worried about the future” or “why am I feeling this way”, and I always find myself reading posts on Reddit. I decided to join tonight, just to see if I can fit into this community and vent a lil. It’s currently almost 3am, I’m jet lagged, the town is fast asleep, and I’m lying here with a wet pillow from tears. My mother is a single parent and has a lot of shit going on, my sister is 12. I’m 21, graduating in a few months. I’m scared of the future, of moving out and leaving my mummy on her own. The thought shatters me, I harvest so much guilt and regret even thinking about it. I think about how time is just slipping through my fingers, and how I’m probably not making people happy like I should do. I only have so much time left before it all ends. I don’t even want to type it out, but basically the thought of not having my mum anymore destroys my entire being. I don’t know what I’m saying or if I’m even making sense, or what I’m trying to say. I’m just in a really messy emotional rut. 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I know my dads gone to this doctor before for the same reasons but im still not sure what to expect,-0.6667479674796724,1.5244111463414676,2.328658536585369,90.53819105691059,96.07317073170731,3.7089430894308943,14.150406504065039,5.46131890053228,-0.7041739837398375,151,3,30,1,6,53,30,41,0.139,0.8059999999999999,0.055,-0.3056,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,8,5,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,1,5,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,20,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359932098609478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197577854826533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6566722998291704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462002543078949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752971243798825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175685228387692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198796748225813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408312261397933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078574709869254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155683084479067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hesgonnaletyoudown,2018/01/21,"Anyone here worries about death and possible afterlives? **Please don't read this if you don't want to feed your imagination with worries about existence, reality, death, all that stuff. Get your anxiety in check first, or else your brain might make all this sound a lot worse than is is to the mentally-relaxed human :) Get well fast!** I have a tendency to worry a lot about death and the possibility of an afterlife. The way I see it, I came into being somehow and don't remember having chosen it, so after I die I could have my awareness instantly skip to the next thing, whatever it is, and possibly still with no control. In other words, I'm scared of reincarnation. On the other hand, nothing happening after death forever is also possible and not that much better. I look around and see myself in the midst of this universe that is so strange and chaotic, and somehow within all this consciousness rises, apparently (sample size of one) into a savage environment where every being is fighting to exist, because the ones who don't stop existing very quickly. Animals who experience suffering just as well as us are being processed industrially with pretty much no care for their well being, just so we can eat something that tastes good. At the same time, I think about how Einstein or Feynman were so intelligent, able to process this reality way better than I possibly can, and still passed away so peacefully and with what seemed like no worries. I also rationalize others being happy while I am suffering for no reason by thinking that they're only happy because we only have our own perspective. If I had never gotten into this mindset, I too would be blissfully ignorant, and perhaps if they realized the things that make me stress out about existence, they would share the discomfort. But then again, didn't Mr. Feynman ever thought about this? Why wasn't he affected in this way? Do you guys worry about this? How skewed is my perspective? Do you also worry about possible afterlives, and how little we can control our conscious experience? Thank you!",7.358765765765764,8.596327178378381,7.548445945945946,68.40275900900903,63.7027027027027,10.815315315315315,34.60585585585586,10.775791032727817,4.1424504504504505,1656,71,260,43,24,537,205,370,0.199,0.69,0.111,-0.9884,1,0,1,0,2,0,50.0,6,7,3,5,35,19,1,3,15,0,36,5,2,9,5,70,54,33,5,7,9,0,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,3,27,25,3,4,10,1,1,3,12,7,3,3,7,7,32,12,44,37,9,36,0,2,3,0,24,15,0,11,16,218,59,1,0.07435038072137692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783739178024973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05687783774591215,0.0,0.0,0.05198751493284487,0.0,0.0,0.06618760203811974,0.0,0.0,0.0698546301526027,0.0,0.0,0.09064660398493468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151373945691286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299961403227843,0.0,0.08503702837782852,0.07580516833856364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678054824043914,0.05936272906047781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716395677752441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760790010708642,0.06211020266023513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725417600211367,0.06264340246338611,0.0,0.0,0.1454578781300299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324239585969361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769001045624442,0.0,0.0,0.06236157181917041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361856626436837,0.06574779612601052,0.15829472563523495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632384043767133,0.07451861402867614,0.0,0.0,0.06243559418407538,0.0,0.0,0.1264200697890785,0.0,0.0,0.09925891294337437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887400445214318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931216938932516,0.0,0.057343597167906275,0.0,0.0790724733838633,0.0,0.0,0.07134119554301807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076348435956417,0.1130936297901546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161439103177791,0.0,0.5029132974802124,0.0,0.07564106663800335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437050099031851,0.0,0.0,0.07644457441999825,0.0,0.0,0.08422448761680584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443770163088496,0.0,0.1184952545173898,0.06768579420373086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572385555102667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187526201727874,0.062160247472738614,0.08516810991262262,0.0,0.08511339775323823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845184127955962,0.0,0.0,0.09879017845510203,0.09528144365893157,0.0,0.059025897274655424,0.04335430490855823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943435348689377,0.0,0.0,0.061346850696916574,0.043853780901408304,0.17704761447381148,0.0,0.0,0.2005497641708458,0.0,0.06708965413910131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4530385240555413,0.07576938988581182,0.10563275449565926,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tricermetops,2018/01/21,"Being outside alone makes me anxious I’m off of anxiety medication cause I have more depression than anxiety and my doctor didn’t want me taking two medications but I was like okay I guess since I’ve been at home a lot and don’t really go outside unless I have to, but yesterday I went out alone and I thought I was going to have a panic attack I was so anxious. I never thought I’d experience something like this cause I used to be okay with being alone outside",1.909574468085104,4.320810595744681,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,81.34042553191489,7.164255319148936,25.35744680851064,8.238735603445708,1.9432757446808508,372,15,71,8,10,128,59,94,0.246,0.629,0.125,-0.8734,0,3,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,2,2,12,3,0,4,1,18,23,7,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,8,0,13,4,10,12,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,48,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646864520193295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228820705896637,0.33791266842664586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014216861847456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072715523652512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881283911568558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307746825596574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629500553725147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999287010097006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475340321530954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001741578153188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461315538567942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714763234260826,0.0,0.0,0.09983015980538096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013249840449893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153472327941629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547239004740167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580975684450924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371472531360557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513594042439125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244791458366912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23746239336497535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609501991591395,0.0,0.0,0.12916884238571374,0.0,0.0,0.0882123292636762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864042207436736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WolfofWallStreetDude,2018/01/21,"Immediate Relief of anxiety? I think I have depression and/or anxiety. I typically go through months of feeling perfectly fine, then out of no where, I go through bouts of anxiety/depression systems. My emotions are easily altered by what people say. If I am watching a movie, I feel a lot of empathy for the tragedy of the characters, even if I know it is fiction. If someone I respect does something disrespectful towards me, I over think it, and it can ruin my whole day. Growing up, my mother was really judgmental and negative, and always made me paranoid about everything. Growing up, my mom would make me feel bad about doing stuff like working out, hanging out with friends (especially girls), and watching movies. My dad was uber successful, and she wanted me to just be like him. I still feel a little bit of shame when I do stuff like that. My bouts are manifested in one of two ways. One of the ways is that I feel a lot of fatigue. Even walking half a mile wears me out and can induce an anxiety attack. No matter how much I sleep, I feel shitty, and awful. If I push my body, it gives out and I get a full on panic attack, and doesn't get better until I take a nap. With the other kind of anxiety I have is negative energy. I feel jittery, my muscles tense up, my neck is tight, I speak at a fast pace, and sometimes my face hurts until I leave where I am (and this scares me a lot when it happens). Sometimes I get really bad headaches, but I'm surprisingly sharp and can recall a lot of details. I've tried journaling, meditating 20 minutes a day, and exercise. Is there anything I can do for immediate relief? 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I often feel tremors in my legs/feet that make it feel like the ground beneath me is moving either up or down. I often get them in situations that aren’t making me anxious at all, but then I’ll get a tremor and that’s what will make me get anxious. Anyone else experience similar things? 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This attack was partially self-inflicted. So my other half was cleaning the house, and when he does this I always get extreme anxiety. The thing is I have and do a couple of things that I would like to keep to myself (a secret). The problem is that I don't always dispose of the evidence properly. And when my SO cleans the house he goes through my stuff, which is a major anxiety trigger for me. Every time I hear him rustling bags/papers etc, it freak me out. Just a second ago, he found a script for a medication I didn't want to tell him about. And guess what he did: he put it with a bunch of other paperwork. This point of me sharing this was mostly therapeutic, but also illustrate how anxiety can be caused by our own action sometimes. This is not a discussion about if it's right/wrong to keep things from our SO. but sometimes I wonder, how about him NOT going through my shit in the first place. Thank for reading.",4.668113360323887,5.632313989473682,5.387894736842107,82.46564777327937,69.63157894736842,8.582995951417004,27.77327935222672,8.841846274778883,2.03485020242915,758,25,149,13,13,246,112,190,0.11,0.852,0.038,-0.8447,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,1,12,8,3,0,16,0,15,2,1,4,0,26,26,15,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,18,6,0,2,3,1,0,3,4,5,0,3,7,1,20,3,21,17,5,15,0,0,0,0,15,5,1,4,8,115,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22225260948521686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002523571742074,0.20862330850216765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836079203898027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28523591524897673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878183459829187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871123733642826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970558082705598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981234122277575,0.0,0.0,0.10562332490763543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663329038887973,0.0,0.13745352600637206,0.0,0.0,0.06549673943152813,0.0,0.07124640570113439,0.0,0.10026385455003788,0.0,0.13810094269422585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129266437708093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893030193849145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22285592505143784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124579204783315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628954407561735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097714510598146,0.0,0.11850809649987445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995499534536296,0.0,0.12602395195464586,0.0,0.0,0.12539643890248914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705890200889803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078044267731462,0.0,0.1286828191397551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479734637654091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435100858408441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957236283502862,0.11541695993002105,0.0,0.0,0.2498558516855463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309989006707944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394205880315988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595029885416626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905393313768936,0.1370642293500697,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wesker1812,2018/01/21,"I would like some help or advice. Hi there, I am a 22 years old Spanish student. I started having anxiety problems at the age of 17. I have always have some social problems, I had some problems being accepted by others on the past, and despite everything is better now on that aspect, I still have the need of being accepted and loved by others. This is just some background. The problems is that I am trying everything I can to feel better about anxiety, I am going to a psychologist (it is a public one, I don't need to pay, but I can only have a session every 2 months), I am trying breathing exercises and mindfullness. I have improved a lot, but I still feel so tense very often and I feel like everything is so scary, my mind goes so fast sometimes and I can't stop overthinking sometimes. I have had some periods (2-3 weeks sometimes) in which I havent feel anxiety, but it always returns. I know that I have to accept it and avoid trying to avoid it, but sometimes I just can't, my mind goes so fast and I don't what to do about it. All these feelings make me to enjoy things less, I don't feel the magic and passion that I felt in the pass about the things that I love like films, videogames, tv shows, music, reading, sex... This affect my relationship with my girlfriend who has always supported me and who has stand with me all this time. Anxiety makes me angry sometimes and, for example, I don't have sexual desires. When I feel good it is great and I love her so much and sex is fantastic and I cam hug her, kiss her... When I feel good I love doing all what I love, but then everything comes again and I can't enjoy them so much and I can't show her how much I love her. Do you think that you could give me some advice? Thank you so much :)",4.123713408876299,4.907473745042495,5.1553151558073695,84.29867622757321,70.75637393767705,8.149622285174694,26.889636449480637,8.344100000000001,1.6666979225684604,1364,43,280,20,24,449,153,353,0.093,0.6459999999999999,0.261,0.9975,0,2,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,3,1,2,21,30,0,2,12,0,42,13,1,4,3,69,69,32,0,9,8,0,9,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,25,18,0,3,14,6,1,3,9,6,0,1,3,9,53,24,22,62,15,29,0,0,0,11,24,5,0,9,23,210,78,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943130205380975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908620855054796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339662115662946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524499439969506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586336456994006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104694454350359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644206958932546,0.0,0.27486862362860404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092830581398165,0.05462291056521045,0.07341341753941716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334722627690694,0.04345387762763403,0.12826173852661382,0.0,0.08429722129140182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051249405529404664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0420203173825051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206321750537188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650034045919385,0.41404783553307006,0.0,0.1020750469158746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440524357110436,0.0,0.06102949872048714,0.0,0.2248270606239036,0.11338797517279553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023171898734771,0.0,0.051811152713697316,0.0581511383934976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298954963837218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926468858191294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648051094489236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208923221054197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794115750633013,0.0,0.0,0.37810358443075337,0.0,0.05411865401345932,0.0,0.12212182176965344,0.06392383302345751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676569745523359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039392940032653,0.0,0.0,0.10159301368114852,0.048992365235987184,0.0,0.0,0.04458433581748805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573359613414844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630873588813256,0.0,0.0,0.0613314554838096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431486226908767,0.0,0.0,0.04923761713799611 anxiety,_whiplash_,2018/01/21,"Quitting Oxazepam After a bit of a breakdown last year, I was prescribed Zoloft and Oxazepam for sleep. My doctor reassured me that taking 15 mg of Oxazepam each night, long term would be fine and if I stopped taking it, I'd only suffer a couple of nights before things went back to normal. Now I'm at the point where my anxiety is more under control and I really don't want to be taking benzos each night. I've had a pill each night for about 8 weeks and now I'm worried after reading other people's experiences quitting. I've had 7.5 mg the last 2 nights and have hardly slept at all. Is this going to be a long road of insomnia and anxiety all over again or am I over reacting? I guess I'm just wanting to hear from anyone who's been in a similar situation because all I can find is horror stories :/ Thanks!",6.176476964769645,5.66467480487805,7.0581300813008125,76.915054200542,66.19512195121952,9.484010840108402,31.636856368563684,8.841846274778883,2.5210238482384817,644,22,123,9,9,216,105,164,0.12,0.833,0.047,-0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,8,0,15,6,2,2,3,24,29,8,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,2,9,3,20,19,9,30,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,3,19,79,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907357786130316,0.0,0.0,0.08640857179189583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502381094320493,0.0,0.07533196766802218,0.0,0.10515572841876628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491510846731522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386031722687799,0.0,0.1367366445724932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648726215441186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088294200378052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294800203471345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023219344367589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613503764303495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110701564663578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392813242864478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014650362160665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872518338025174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798476453350554,0.12108014706161607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398659506568094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567338647198378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168211010241668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26288070995864915,0.12361138597069578,0.0,0.07916719533587926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890678679585935,0.12366719053725182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331669465809996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278745703323464,0.0,0.0,0.11377396763689886,0.0,0.0,0.08209969488249932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457789463589599,0.0,0.0991267725893774,0.0,0.0,0.1145579921846884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549940077252308,0.0,0.08778622581022069,0.0,0.0,0.079580144289408 anxiety,worldwide_pitbull,2018/01/21,"Constant Intrusive Thoughts (Help!) Hello r/Anxiety. This is my first time really on this subreddit but I think someone here may be able to help me. I have never been diagnosed with anxiety, but I've taken enough tests on the internet to self diagnose lol. I get anxious and worried about bad things that may happen to me or my family, and also get constantly bombarded with thoughts about harming someone or self harm. I also have really rude and mean thoughts that run contrary to my personality. These too seem to be at their worst when I get anxious. If anyone has any remedies to how they deal with a constant barrage of negative thoughts, I'd appreciate the help. This has been a problem for a couple years. I overthink things a lot. tl;dr: I get anxious and when I do I get negative intrusive thoughts. Problem for a while. Plz help. 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Hey guys. I'm 21 and I've been dealing with anxiety for quite a while now. It has actually improved a lot since I was in high school, but it's still pretty bad sometimes. My voice is shaky sometimes, it cracks (I believe this is from anxiety, not 100% sure), and I have a strong fear of public speaking. I know a fear of public speaking is common, but mine is on a different level. When I get ready to take exams, my brain freezes because of my anxiety (i still do well on them), and it's harder to think. When I do interviews people ask me questions I'm prepared for, but I can't say what I really want because of my anxiety. I'm sure some of you experience all of this or have at some point. This leads me to my question.. do meds for anxiety work well? What's your experience with them? Thank you. 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I have gone through (and still go through) emotional abuse from my family. They call me names, yell at me, blame me for everything and keep me locked in the house. The only place I'm allowed to go is to my community college. I am not allowed to have friends and they've made it VERY clear that no one will ever love me, and that I don't deserve to be happy. Recently, I made a few friends and fell in love, despite not believing anyone could ever love me. I am dating him now, and I'm going off-campus secretly and socializing/hanging out. However, being in a mental and physical cage all of my life, I feel like this is wrong...that they're right; I don't deserve to be doing this. I feel really panicky and anxious because the more that I do, the more guilty I feel. Any advice? 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So I'm applying to phd programs for the third time and people STILL ask me this. like my top choice is whoever lets me in. if anyone. every time you ask that its a reminder of every single rejection ive ever gotten and trust me there are many. and i anticipate at least several more this time. im just so frustrated and i wish people would just stop asking me about it. anyway here's hoping im able to post a ""i got in"" update in a couple weeks. not optimistic but its mostly out of my hands at this point so what else am i gonna do.",1.9747058823529429,3.5029060084033614,3.924949579831935,88.11784453781515,77.15126050420167,7.1129411764705885,19.463025210084034,7.908726449838941,0.5958564705882354,441,9,96,7,10,150,82,119,0.069,0.838,0.093,0.1914,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,11,5,1,0,4,0,9,1,1,0,1,17,18,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,13,3,12,11,4,18,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,9,68,22,2,0.1645528533604791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150591811140589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461504114668989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820746023980778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746279402172285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488474766931995,0.27728575212514794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160794902160824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343811249891768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554906380814508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682664413580014,0.0,0.08039221226625183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668307657159176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281604587673389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555563460827884,0.0,0.1575961469093793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858978861898105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314121212552647,0.13757355359838458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878562762804651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319943732906717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922766043360587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23378725155054997,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Oh-Darnit,2018/01/22,"How does someone with social anxiety go to interviews? I [25M] have been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder about 6 or 7 years ago. I have had it for as long as I can remember. The only thing that helped was taking Xanax. It doesn't help unless I take a really huge amount. So, feeling a little less anxious requires me to take a lot of Xanax to the limit that I have to pass out at the end of day and sure I won't be able to go to interview in this condition. What should I do to go to interviews? Has any one been able to overcome their anxiety and sat in front of a couple of strangers without having a nervous breakdown? I feel like I'm going to be unemployed for the rest of my life. 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I started to wonder what others did when I had my recent down days (im on Lexapro so ups and downs here and there). So, what do you do to cope/get through anxiety?",-0.4219696969696969,1.8131092272727287,1.215454545454545,99.4098484848485,93.0909090909091,3.8424242424242414,20.96969696969697,5.46131890053228,-0.19023030303030275,162,6,37,1,6,52,31,44,0.05,0.95,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,5,9,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,7,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976295754091881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363634917088695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509112949449692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967202543033139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032676147862993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42025119635502667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841494782750541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753784302085624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219186056805237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lalaladoom,2018/01/22,"Divination rituals are making my anxiety worse. I wanted to come one here and talk bout this because I feel like it has gotten out of control at this point. I come from a family that believes in Wicca and divination practices such as tarot cards, astrology, lenormand cards, tea leave reading, rune readings you name it there's someone in my immediate family that believes and practices it. I've noticed that during stressful times I turn to my tarot cards (mostly) and look for an answer. I have started setting all of my expectations on what the cards say. I realize this is unhealthy and I create unrealistic expectations by doing this. I don't want to give up my beliefs, but I need to get to a point where I am not obsessing and worrying over what the cards might say and what they mean. Any advice would be much appreciated *TL:DR* I have started obsessing over what my tarot cards say to the point where I worry about them all the time. 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I do not know what do at this point. I have been to therapists and psychiatrists. I have been to emergency rooms for panic. Nothing seems to work and my symptoms in the past 2 years have gradually been getting worse to the point now that i had to move back in with my parents at the age of 27 and can't hold a job. My symptoms are racing thoughts about guilt of things in the past, my future, things i should have done, what to eat and my health, getting out of bed and cleaning my apartment to the point where i was basically living in squalor. Anxiety about connecting with my friends than paradoxically causes me not to connect with them at all. I am fatigued all the time and pretty much stay inside. Suicide even crosses my mind even though its usually vague idealizations of not existing, I have no real plan My problems have cause me to loose connect with almost all of my friends. No more sexual contact because i don't try and meet anyone new. I am ALONE. I dont even use browse social media other than reddit. I have no more hobbies, cant even play videos like i used to a short time ago. I was diagnosed Bipolar-2 about 5 years ago and was put on seroquel and lamictl. The seroquel help me sleep for a while but now it makes my heart race. I do not like taking it much anymore. I do not know if Bi-polar was the right diagnosis. I am just depressed and super anxious all the time. I am now safe with my parents in NH. They are going to help me get into a routine again. Before all of this started happening I was in a really successful suit and tie sales job that i quit on my own volition in september because I was afraid of failing. When things get really bad I can abuse alcohol pretty heavily, but even that was starting to cause me anxiety so I recently stopped. This is crippling stuff. I am just looking for a solution. Any Ideas?",4.508733759937948,5.658137020942409,5.2801337987201915,82.4060432421951,70.15183246073298,8.486484390149313,30.116734535582705,8.841846274778883,2.35274314523948,1530,61,301,27,27,497,194,382,0.129,0.747,0.124,0.6339,4,1,1,0,1,1,39.0,0,1,2,8,20,18,0,3,15,0,39,9,2,6,6,55,57,18,1,4,10,2,0,2,2,1,6,0,3,0,17,18,2,3,6,2,1,4,13,8,0,1,13,1,47,10,49,43,11,53,0,3,1,0,14,22,0,3,27,218,64,5,0.0,0.10052928099677434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042268466434708,0.09067515256508676,0.08496155823673485,0.08787543170020237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057698559757007425,0.0,0.19472212287133825,0.09585244465140012,0.08414497317554072,0.05932667667942133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524175543892866,0.07084332059657861,0.10344333199323943,0.0,0.07219816010747085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261482319705634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307820443202033,0.0861174566394142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682747309201161,0.0994395182240965,0.0,0.0,0.08681919696401846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802017121044175,0.0,0.0,0.08107450926748874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217042738908816,0.0,0.0,0.13110445958545955,0.0,0.17731527031104646,0.0,0.048220246516217966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502951907185702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018790917679684,0.0,0.10054356372658428,0.113741700550376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957814211587447,0.0,0.0,0.16839420671560892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398883257487858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290347173486996,0.0,0.07492105323480662,0.0,0.07124972821322548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05663572728326367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567082289176962,0.0,0.0,0.09017844918706566,0.1247439455196854,0.0,0.0,0.08194532136911176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141254775057584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995491387356413,0.1884240934624341,0.0,0.1619912545816992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062222807545955,0.0,0.08125953585874175,0.17263887723489696,0.0,0.08118668428929716,0.0,0.08529421197319816,0.0,0.09024474401992276,0.0,0.0965739428884699,0.1087097380250602,0.0,0.0837757267086058,0.0,0.0,0.07245848539054778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772411074793963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490781963768136,0.08649036711799762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010964176855694,0.09043512722155878,0.0,0.07093551036035603,0.0,0.0,0.09712899406936568,0.09280834850748652,0.0,0.0,0.17637609374853522,0.06379404216469196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851337768577324,0.16910482210620212,0.0,0.08336129916017435,0.06735867886452544,0.14842410720883062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057605234227092086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656034499221218,0.09344648171297493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176929489743337,0.0,0.08646587746614168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927678568116793 anxiety,sleepybaby96,2018/01/22,"Things I have cried over today - not doing my makeup well - the kitchen being messy - not knowing why i'm angry - not being able to stop being angry - got a small cut on my finger when trying to move a sub - can't find super glue anywhere even though i know there are 3 tubes somewhere in the apartment ",7.083672316384183,6.0148450508474625,6.880000000000003,80.76485875706216,64.59322033898306,7.866666666666667,28.141242937853107,3.1291,1.0737751412429375,234,5,44,0,3,74,48,59,0.293,0.674,0.032,-0.9437,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,0,4,0,7,2,1,0,0,7,11,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,1,4,2,5,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,29,5,0,0.2943297336951985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233073918046216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440201321584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901204436469744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23540237556892185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235118485027233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128259270613553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24607283658224116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955395966656513,0.0,0.2891774689618508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789901724706078,0.0,0.0,0.1998305688679028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646377781719886,0.0,0.2655868045983958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sensitivethrowaway12,2018/01/22,"Have a job interview. I already feel sick. Its a job interview at Sprouts. I know it probably won't be too hard (I looked up reviews and most people say the interview process is pretty chill and easy) but I'm feeling extremely sick. I have really bad workplace anxiety, I need to work to get over it but I don't know how. Any words of encouragement would help.",1.3544444444444466,3.968099718309862,3.1092018779342747,86.82214397496088,87.02816901408451,7.662597809076682,26.198748043818465,8.515128840125781,2.3738813771517995,284,13,57,8,9,94,53,71,0.181,0.6629999999999999,0.156,-0.6107,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,13,15,5,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,1,6,12,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,0,32,9,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702998894553788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656914526835695,0.0,0.18738016863340987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451656695488227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477003461385464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797222817659518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942016530580508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641796426274278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861348220629621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692277352170458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056898192790393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816215919952104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981213119362265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491943502767689,0.2640891987695441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691629237748972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947879269863468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832089220641226,0.0,0.0,0.17399996321089747,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PDXthrowaway26,2018/01/22,"How the fuck do I go about finding a psychiatrist? Moved to a new city, and I have a new insurance plan. I have this website provided by my insurance that shows me all the doctors in the area that take my insurance. I limited it to only those that are accepting new patients and specialize in psychiatry, yet I've called like a dozen of them and none of them are accepting new patients. Half of the Drs on the site are PSYD or PHD so they can't even prescribe medication. I'm addicted to benzos and fucking miserable, I need an MD so they can prescribe me something to taper off of this stuff. Why does this have to be so difficult. Seriously I've spent hours trying to find someone that can help and all I get is automated messages that tell me to fuck off. I haven't even had a chance to talk to an actual doctor in like a year aside from urgent care and all they will do is talk to me for 5 minutes, take my vitals, and send me away with some hydroxyzine and a $300 bill. Fuck the healthcare system. Everyone gives me shit for self medicating, well I wouldn't be self medicating if I could actually get some professional help. It's not like I can keep my job and function like a normal person when I'm having multiple panic attacks a day, self medicating so far has been my only option. 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It’s only 4 in the afternoon where I’m at so I don’t want to jink myself, but I’m so excited to say to a group of people that know what I’m going through that I finally had an okay day. To start off, I didn’t wake up every hour in the middle of the night. I didn’t wake up with a panic attack (which is amazing). I got up early to put some dinner in the slow cooker. I watched a few episodes on tv. I fell asleep for a couple more hours. When I woke up I didn’t immediately check my temperature or heart rate. I didn’t google symptoms. I wasn’t angry or sad. I got OUT of bed! I’ve painted, worked on the blanket I’m crocheting, drank a sugary coffee drink (AND DIDNT HAVE A PANIC ATTACK), and I watched a movie. I feel unstoppable! This has been such an exhausting journey and maybe it was just a good day but holy shit I’m so excited to feel human today. I hope you all have a kick ass day soon too. Better yet, a kick ass life!",0.046564206268961066,2.010071706976745,2.654721941354904,92.67904954499494,85.41860465116278,5.599595551061679,18.185035389282106,6.8959733430537185,0.04209605662285122,767,19,177,10,23,266,127,215,0.16699999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.141,-0.8712,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,11,16,3,2,17,1,16,13,7,0,1,18,33,12,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,10,5,3,0,4,2,1,4,7,7,0,0,13,6,18,9,25,19,4,35,0,1,2,2,5,15,3,4,17,108,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34028748693983873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227184099474906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548301192129775,0.0,0.2893574889571593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465098403108502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260090117462102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268629589780133,0.1068442196034163,0.0,0.1638334089248103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499722178524709,0.12544210127262642,0.23923028813501634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722687465468162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854477649727565,0.29456888228291883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219313053378538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563719338962464,0.07306645323189842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025104900509498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034999192136136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137455499242596,0.0,0.35094802847172524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368464195685896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503470341995344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893447379250985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351907244632346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058578771109664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544796056691335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28352687259708736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821314576504867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887995888095812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nar_shredder,2018/01/22,"Had to stop lexapro today Ive been taking lexapro for anxiety and depression for three weeks now and it has only made everything worse. I read it can take 4-6 weeks and to give it a chance to work but the anxiety and constant suicidal thoughts are too much and I had to call my psychiatrist. He thinks it's best to stop lexapro and start up on Zoloft. I'm just so frustrated I couldn't give it the full trial. maybe I set my expectations too high in regards to how well lexapro would work. I know it's not a cure for anxiety but I thought it would at least help not make it worse. Now I face another month before I find out if this Zoloft works for me. I don't know what I'll do if it doesn't i hate taking these pills the side effects suck and all for nothing fuck I just want to function like a normal human ",2.8679321266968363,4.1071363000000005,3.7394117647058813,91.54427601809955,74.23529411764707,7.58371040723982,25.429864253393674,8.139509932561175,1.224285067873303,641,21,147,10,13,205,103,170,0.19,0.679,0.13,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,5,9,8,4,0,6,0,13,5,1,4,1,35,31,13,1,8,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,12,8,0,2,7,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,6,0,15,3,17,22,5,19,0,1,0,1,6,8,2,2,11,90,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964861874853,0.3056421400987304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332456652097365,0.0,0.1397619682126642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598950524602293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391797553362534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470591254766402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969169082068395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172216922905818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312080368576135,0.0,0.2555127148146917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13148558419842993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926632542327044,0.14070974176502998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463821594458749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506398489554974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601612977914767,0.08889726877280626,0.0,0.13379508037677884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630131290159683,0.0,0.09790106514550563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304860456618229,0.12778776729862112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128777865704726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321391942054134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426398864008363,0.0,0.0,0.2226853413041354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456749846323306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003995737913418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853350077573506,0.0,0.2114567205697513,0.0,0.0,0.1262370577752761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855176390497598,0.0,0.2136545236904008,0.0,0.11974290777621398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29086524745802306,0.0,0.2714392740236101,0.18921148920842187,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kidy_the_Cat,2018/01/22,I hate my fears! ...and I hate myself for having these strange fears. 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I got a nosebleed and laid down and somehow fell asleep. When I woke up I still had that sinking feeling in my stomach. I had to go to my aunt’s with my dad and as that’s when it hit me like a ton of bricks, in the car, we’re gonna die and like nothing is real, like I’m having a heart attack. Right now, I’m trying to sleep but my heart is going crazy and I keep getting that intense fear. I have to take an exam which means I have to wake up at 4:30 to catch a train and last time I missed that exam because I had a panic attack on the train, it was so fucking scary, first time an attack was that bad, I ran to the bathroom, kept splashing myself, kept yellig that I was going to die. When the train stopped in the first city after mine, I was taken to the ER, my blood pressure was very high, my heart beat was 140, I was shaking and crying so badly. They thought it was an allergy attack(and that’s what I thought at first). On the train I got a Diazepam from an old lady and in the hospital they gave a shot for my allergies and the blood pressure and that was how they calmed me down. I can’t do this. I don’t want to do this tomorrow. I need to go to the hospital but I know my parents will think I’m just using it as an excuse but I have studied a lot for the exam, it’s just that I feel like I’m coming apart. I’m not on any medication currently and I’m not in theraphy.",2.514641460234678,3.419475118644069,4.120000000000001,89.77470664928293,74.6497175141243,6.689091699261191,24.067362016514558,6.8449194561589275,0.6610968274663187,1288,37,292,11,26,432,162,354,0.194,0.745,0.061,-0.9952,3,0,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,0,3,4,12,20,4,5,26,0,30,13,11,2,0,45,69,26,2,3,7,3,4,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,18,16,0,5,8,0,0,12,7,13,1,4,29,4,42,7,36,36,3,50,0,1,0,1,8,17,1,2,27,191,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028004673369437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033752787514583,0.0,0.0,0.14802583268339592,0.05403574121349045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635780041238258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736979684033203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18399416706806812,0.09261271037884314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468526200510811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974763372626824,0.0896407820135483,0.06332633217443234,0.08511085215078959,0.0,0.0,0.22619819736193195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194870841855344,0.04631212991260762,0.0,0.2518883249208715,0.0,0.14179126160362546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201679033747184,0.0,0.09365583438671077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878966680140075,0.0,0.0,0.048715686313764266,0.21676679033220728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25983794941899946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536081744937055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655784041882774,0.0,0.08929815167285368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572740729191381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663702583458589,0.0,0.170110041005584,0.0,0.09301555766518348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104003059358075,0.0984271809166786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017895009889596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570034510375219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17741334817959367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079014072217357,0.07410923076084938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664824666705599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679863564284755,0.0,0.14074473702544632,0.10337649277711324,0.0,0.08402287452285823,0.0,0.0,0.060182545733176586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655879525107175,0.0,0.07313947578382869,0.05228373599998175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unlost0692,2018/01/22,"Magnesium L-Threonate, pros/cons? I’m taking a multivitamin and folic acid and now 5mg of amlodipine besylate (for bp) but I’m thinking of trying to add magnesium l-threonate. I keep having panic attacks in stressful situations at work where I feel like a can’t breathe and have to get up and walk away. Also, I’m not suicidal but I can’t stop worrying about what happens when I die. Having anxiety symptoms certainly doesn’t help that. Thoughts, suggestions? I don’t have a PCP so I’m not sure who to turn to for advice on taking supplements together. ",3.4202803738317797,5.777711822429907,5.2353364485981295,76.58571495327105,75.6355140186916,9.139813084112149,31.260747663551413,9.642632912329526,3.517404485981308,443,22,79,13,10,151,74,107,0.246,0.63,0.124,-0.9378,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,3,0,8,2,1,0,2,16,21,9,2,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,1,2,5,3,14,20,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,46,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20350816466836014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654454899098228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593174711584866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369245382361577,0.19566607075220405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613983487375973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530194587742182,0.1487801836052669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880666785768253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18416263747284534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959153559242835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511005912392053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174476792078983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434692071193806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340917038688638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17411374669660631,0.23855984039411324,0.0,0.0,0.2278014100592674,0.0,0.19628152727871184,0.21646071448745144,0.3131695152904249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344387949383496,0.0,0.16533428588949076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14139410726253146,0.2265258555365484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516149430766669,0.21149699909577827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Elle934,2018/01/22,"Losing friends How do you deal with losing friends? For months now I've felt really left out and unwanted in my friend group. Everybody barely talks to me, and they constantly leave me behind because they just forget I'm there. It's been a constant source of pressure on my anxiety, and it's caused many panic attacks. But I stayed because I had one really close friend who took care of me. And then one day, he just stopped talking to me. Overnight he completely dismissed our friendship, and acted like we were never friends. Losing him like that devastated me, and every time I see him I just want to burst into tears. But he hasn't even noticed the loss of my friendship. I just feel totally worthless, like I never mattered. And then to make matters worse another guy in the group, a guy I've been friends with for over 10 years, lied to my face to exclude me from a big group outing they were all going on. And then he did it again. He's acting like doing that was nothing, but it completely broke my heart. How do you stop this sort of scenario from causing anxiety attacks? It's getting so much worse, I just stumbled across a ticket from the last movie I went to with my ex - best friend and I felt an anxiety attack coming on. I couldn't breath and my chest hurt like Hell. How do you combat this? Sorry for the massive post! I've just been going through this for months and I need to get this off my chest :-)",3.0885971223021578,5.205927183453241,3.5180230215827386,89.6460417266187,75.72661870503597,6.318503597122303,25.148776978417267,7.24861992348623,1.0973575251798566,1119,39,222,13,25,348,149,278,0.22,0.642,0.138,-0.9733,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,3,3,5,14,27,4,2,9,0,14,5,5,6,4,51,30,21,0,4,9,1,3,5,7,0,0,0,0,2,12,19,0,2,3,1,0,7,4,13,0,2,12,4,35,14,34,17,4,39,1,7,1,0,32,13,1,1,22,143,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134449699969656,0.19992125807920447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29730732862868514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620529792425187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141863915648486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881646011728432,0.1789759805756985,0.0,0.07503924957369723,0.1826704883848444,0.18827418705810894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056180014685162497,0.0898086170011589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057536635256258,0.0,0.0733955926547283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044046429946698835,0.0,0.1672823062340977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711174487915394,0.0,0.09102481884059332,0.0,0.09901548120221992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250909397914066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322810503286732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325516662110876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710078830243082,0.0,0.0922389992866055,0.09464741135025416,0.0,0.0,0.21279254411323725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923680394246013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814791706118681,0.08831786580390541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390638882707306,0.0,0.06403732189828673,0.06459242268600167,0.13437224459678496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358628557312307,0.09917755632901024,0.0,0.0,0.11805865201604022,0.0,0.0,0.1022071286162016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342918822092975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161231847185137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941696244197419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751471954412597,0.0,0.0928497704425355,0.0,0.14565901670148898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003460505338328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079569081129101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678460501804094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138089747425073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075366983108558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754908121431354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609725322958255 anxiety,ahopsa,2018/01/22,"Im so scared right now that I can feel how Im slowly losing my mind...save me I just watched ""Happy Death Day"", its basically a newer version of ""Groundhog Day"" and its about a person whos stuck in the same day over and over again. The sole idea of that happening in real life is driving me insane right now and I dont think Ive ever been this scared in my life before. A lot of scary thoughts are running through my head as I write this: ""What if I wake up tomorrow and its the same date?"", ""What if I get stuck in a loop forever?"", ""What if I start killing myself to escape that hell but keep coming back to life?"", ""What if everything I do stops making sense?"" etc. Seriously, Im going crazy right now. Im lying in my bed, covered my head with a blanket, crying and screaming out loud (I live alone). Please help me...I wish I had never seen that movie :(((",3.351742424242424,3.964056750000001,4.477727272727275,89.08242424242425,72.4090909090909,7.2303030303030305,24.32575757575757,7.1686216300943375,0.7770962121212119,652,17,146,6,12,214,109,176,0.219,0.708,0.073,-0.9729,0,1,0,0,0,1,41.0,0,0,0,1,10,8,2,2,8,0,8,6,3,2,2,30,23,13,2,5,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,13,8,0,2,4,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,6,5,19,1,18,17,5,31,1,1,2,0,4,12,1,5,15,89,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521764853194844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296590689909852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028784002772621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041460670776082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280478665309794,0.23391468908850124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169583468620986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348372999089296,0.0,0.1093624651898022,0.0,0.0,0.1086586082447856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061131507495325414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316612267950006,0.0,0.06871119451214926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069129308031528,0.128702055776199,0.0,0.0,0.24815994835627234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103782824949872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648324791693292,0.5223781201560597,0.0,0.0,0.10746294261234916,0.1337597638963671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561892350217453,0.0,0.0,0.10675837296145893,0.0,0.0,0.13525802216060676,0.0,0.10278626029977643,0.0,0.0,0.08070279094049289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207620244646498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932468066954846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055666583654584,0.0,0.13271370684727749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761254771650855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097480483877966,0.0,0.0,0.2420872884729328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557481094137694,0.0,0.0,0.10107919395537936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746889624412705,0.0,0.09598240614521053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903093211161846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bitcoin_slutty,2018/01/22,"Subliminals to Help Mood I think my post was removed because I specifically linked to a certain brand of subliminal audio that I've used. Is it ok to post the name but not the url? I'm wondering if anyone else has successfully used subliminals. Thanks ",3.7134042553191478,6.572668425531919,5.399404255319152,73.09400000000002,77.51063829787232,8.866382978723406,28.54893617021277,9.3871,3.1458289361702128,204,9,36,6,5,69,38,47,0.0,0.738,0.262,0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,1,10,9,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,4,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006445580310626,0.29401776963107784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749241891737669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397128267831334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233888120812115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496442602469925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641882278406899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838682150532037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956713790786586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111888283183946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,0ranged00rhinge,2018/01/22,"Alternative to caffeine So as many of you know, caffeine is anxiety's enemy for many who suffer from this disorder. I've been off it for 2 months now and I feel as though my productivity has decreased at work. Does anyone have any experiences with alternatives that enhance productivity the same way caffeine does without the anxious side effects?",6.675737704918027,9.2454441147541,7.35160655737705,64.08478688524589,66.8688524590164,10.125901639344264,36.790163934426225,10.355215969177356,4.586807213114756,285,15,43,8,5,94,52,61,0.151,0.8220000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,6,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,11,5,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16737564565433807,0.0,0.1882874325692641,0.2780548574980045,0.0,0.17209859059849994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28208429056364026,0.0,0.430776968973039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407606504173467,0.0,0.0,0.12444983522292878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526564579955447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990708150393706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645721573456687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24181974954451224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536514333700344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23725884359487984,0.0,0.17918429261686206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yance-Pants,2018/01/22,"I started Writing. These past couple of weeks have been the worst for my mental health in waking memory. I've been the most paranoid I've ever been and I was so anxious last night that I couldn't sleep until 4:30 AM and I threw up as soon as I woke up. A friend reminded me today of a story I wrote a few years ago that had to deal with my depression and letting go of a friend who had died. I decided that since I've felt so trapped by my anxiety that I should write about it. I just finished the first draft where I use a roller coaster as an allegory for my anxiety, and I honestly feel a great weight lifted after writing that all out. I would highly suggest you start writing, no one even ever has to see it, it just helps to put it down somewhere. If anyone wants I'll send you either story I mentioned.",4.126597713663582,4.678267898203593,5.169232444202503,85.04222101252044,70.61676646706587,7.988894937397933,27.157866086009804,8.00094639256281,1.5393880239520958,637,20,133,8,11,210,109,167,0.153,0.753,0.094,-0.8472,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,0,10,0,13,4,2,1,3,27,24,11,1,5,4,0,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,11,6,1,0,3,1,0,4,2,2,0,2,10,4,20,4,21,10,5,27,0,1,1,0,15,7,0,2,16,97,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465645108995358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529702906946485,0.18678787312173334,0.0,0.11561002743989986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294628534235768,0.0,0.0,0.17045895094857874,0.14240766030595875,0.0,0.17159749166592198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920594052535283,0.2991201692597132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360120100332312,0.0,0.15875295369794656,0.0,0.0,0.14063867315352147,0.0,0.0,0.25548355341174417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396690215807094,0.0,0.0,0.18228865127214885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574938018217634,0.0,0.0,0.11082435303721534,0.17469147546066616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477469817007404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907201767174646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662448752640524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551610003451864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203910406947837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783635992634465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621302150414427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317550920057384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677149497095126,0.0,0.1654600578963385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340579273586044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15672360423631287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280123592383992,0.0,0.0,0.0975221997032227,0.0,0.1326262969221007,0.201340369711525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745325451284358,0.0,0.0,0.10647395824487554 anxiety,PragmaRose,2018/01/22,"What are good jobs for people who have severe anxiety? Not socially demanding is pretty much my ideal job but I have no clue to what it is ",1.7402380952380982,4.128544928571428,4.064285714285717,82.54738095238098,81.85714285714286,8.019047619047619,20.047619047619047,8.841846274778883,1.6958904761904765,110,3,21,3,3,38,25,28,0.177,0.596,0.226,0.1613,2,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,17,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469127315500935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707182032906192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6405847411313662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372678657033215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237631520408628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283658999905348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646302010111507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32901612538374664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,totallysick,2018/01/22,"Booked & went to my own doctors appointment. My mental health team wanted me to get physically checked again (for the second time already this year) so i rang the doctors and they made an appointment, i got dad to take me and he ended just dropping me off and saying he will pick me up. so i go to the doctors and go through the appointment all by myself. When it was done i felt amazing until i found out dad wasn’t picking me up, so i started getting a lot of anxiety because i had no way of getting home. It’s the next day and i just got home, i just want to finally get sleep.",2.428750000000001,4.028024375000001,3.938333333333337,88.20000000000002,76.08333333333334,6.8000000000000025,27.833333333333336,7.554174236665415,1.5364833333333323,455,19,96,6,10,151,76,120,0.035,0.92,0.045,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,7,0,5,5,1,3,1,18,21,10,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,2,0,3,6,0,0,2,2,1,3,2,0,0,1,10,3,18,1,15,10,3,19,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,10,66,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706390449207004,0.0,0.0,0.16754251714610566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829221638643395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942615623081763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972413915728877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.474813839801767,0.0,0.1582410989131528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695708182536895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846991478134305,0.1693905942691849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695448021500894,0.0,0.0,0.3231530554663141,0.0,0.17576060955968278,0.0,0.2473449154255012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436541740299665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102148040287715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146166278228946,0.0,0.14631549779621966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583157911253612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445171797000585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296869928435672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547425740646438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094485479462272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626319385749367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016652215994607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824106240791648,0.12273881211634287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334439484978995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995772307778701 anxiety,ri0tnrrd,2018/01/22,"What do you have going on this week that's giving you anxiety? Lets talk about it, and see if we can help each other find ways to relieve our anxious minds :) We can do this together - you're not alone in this <3 ri0t",1.7265217391304368,3.3562731739130456,3.003695652173913,94.01032608695654,78.13043478260869,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.2445391304347826,170,4,39,2,4,55,39,46,0.07,0.698,0.233,0.8243,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,4,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,1,26,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261869318825484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409312462735139,0.35579699842555634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878530485554047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021229179939657,0.1789898946887228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110027917817484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220515090193012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180035913366121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509695382225022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531400030273248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499878341337132,0.2526290254744036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,eternallyenchanted77,2018/01/22,"fear of checking my email,voicemail tied to rejection I've experienced a lack of many things in my life.Lack of a decent K-12 education.Lack of functional parents.Lack of money.Lack of resources.Lack of a happy loving supportive stable family.Lack of a car.Lack of freedom.All of them stemming from my upbringing in poverty.Because money=choice & when you are poor you constantly hear the word ""No"".Throughout my teen yrs I would constantly worry if I was going to lose this or that.I never felt safe or secure in anything.I think that contributed a great deal to my anxiety issues. Now,as an adult (just turned 30 on Dec 9) I can't bring myself to check my email.I'm afraid of someone emailing me with a rejection,denial etc.Or someone emailing me hateful judgemental things.Why check my email when my whole life could be taken away....in an email.I have trouble checking my voicemail for the same reason.Now I have developed a ""voicemail stutter"" when I try to leave a message and its pretty bad.Half the time I can get through it but its brought on by my nerves,I guess.I think I would be happier if this whole world was empty & I was the only one left.Then there would be no judgement.I'm far more forgiving than most people.If I sound too simplistic its because I am currently undergoing adult testing for autism spectrum disorder (Asperger's I think,now its called Social Communication Disorder which I'm unsure about the name change).",3.4339870129870107,6.095859909090913,4.2025389610389645,82.42552272727275,77.18181818181819,7.2740259740259745,27.63961038961039,8.306716005460428,2.246997402597401,1165,49,206,23,28,372,167,275,0.141,0.768,0.091,-0.7791,2,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,1,1,7,14,1,2,15,0,16,2,0,0,1,23,30,9,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,10,2,0,2,4,0,5,3,3,7,0,1,6,4,27,7,29,17,6,18,0,2,0,1,16,7,0,5,8,118,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650031558037345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355180757516712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148958395265374,0.0,0.1021073609722728,0.14909416372725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487215299803126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936700912495924,0.0,0.0,0.26430491716973664,0.0,0.09763891923971277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260760141818791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803107452334023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638610203267754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761067860097329,0.0,0.0,0.1174179444989972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389167729251152,0.0,0.06950044232456877,0.0,0.0,0.13482557797692854,0.1347166430114495,0.0,0.0,0.13018038571495882,0.0,0.12073643445762912,0.0,0.0,0.13783014840940408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763938686297724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948785729581327,0.13286885795734732,0.0,0.1727546268525036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368116568901496,0.0,0.0,0.11037184437129326,0.0,0.0,0.12398325320456488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431788163053764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286712780398202,0.09300734619492576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441328277124016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573488022264356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246596441495472,0.20723248779471926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877367638886087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812442959455887,0.2350762169217253,0.0,0.0,0.07130850522973795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302714208743746,0.13301681914643185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034804878384827,0.27306568872378706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419181912855498,0.0,0.2606147362622717,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UglyCoffeeMug,2018/01/22,"Staring a new job friday, stressed AF. Need advice. So I start this new job this Friday(Yay). I am very exited. But I'm stressed and anxious AS FUCK!!! This is why: I'll be operating forklifts and some kind of loader trucks, which I never did before. They say they will show me how, which is good. But every time I learn something new for a job or at school, I get very anxious and I'm just afraid to screw everything up. It can be common I guess, but I never felt that anxious about something related to work. I feel this is just a small snowball, which will get bigger with anxiety and eventually will make me screw up big time. Right now it's my only option as a job, so the ""well you got yourself into the wrong environment"" comment is not what I need. Maybe someone who does/did this kind of job can share a little bit of knowledge on that? How can I stop that strong anxiety? What are your tips or routine to prevent losing your shit? I try to take deep breaths and just think positive but I still feel stressed. Exercise as well ain't enough. Please help, and thank you.",2.532264150943398,4.705466000000001,3.2383396226415115,90.72505660377364,77.67924528301887,6.1267924528301885,23.807547169811322,7.1686216300943375,0.8546313207547174,840,28,173,10,20,264,127,212,0.187,0.706,0.106,-0.931,5,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,2,3,12,18,4,4,7,0,16,6,2,3,2,36,33,19,0,2,10,0,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,16,8,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,10,2,0,3,5,21,8,18,25,3,24,0,1,1,3,11,12,4,5,12,106,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949482610100196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486615228402585,0.3293055037030555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268003863330868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607873244786492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039715190989378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081865485531502,0.0,0.08732540458743916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982588257166554,0.0,0.0932933894621367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982723797508423,0.1015291343835497,0.0,0.0,0.08149717535646228,0.07771152007548085,0.0,0.10703791739094984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512747819144354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4821050666716097,0.0,0.0,0.2023642526561612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738459723923518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870249214183744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485821955622424,0.0,0.09761504282878833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440928495453705,0.14987887757269686,0.2815269389080723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389816444518914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665770832099222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297815848054563,0.0,0.07726930247709331,0.0,0.09833590594031433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973821102157868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232737029903188,0.14960433034296344,0.0,0.0,0.06877370425281487,0.0,0.07759588820439195,0.08123407477887812,0.3339056498665941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305579342881158,0.0,0.0,0.0894562396279768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622592431169427,0.0,0.0,0.11331508448297815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596848152760515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603421755728231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747255435416958,0.0,0.08767606634151512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073708915670224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623439183113104,0.0,0.0 anxiety,oo12,2018/01/22,"I'm low-key freaking out and I just need to talk to people who understand what I mean. I had another attack. I never used to get these before a few months ago and now I feel like I get them every other week. It's worse and more surreal then anything I've ever experienced and I don't want to stay like this.",0.5542857142857152,2.6206048181818207,3.1053246753246766,89.59227272727274,84.15151515151516,6.195670995670996,18.51948051948052,7.447530270364453,0.4273662337662341,242,6,53,4,7,84,50,66,0.16399999999999998,0.755,0.08,-0.6395,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,14,11,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,8,2,5,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,9,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088655235061527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24707120151149026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19389760683783955,0.0,0.0,0.26805511484982963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20049777120620813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21313444284784525,0.19852249296322547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119138040349149,0.16832907853527754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462065269064412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302269376858859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25666246164845635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880719862195048,0.0,0.0,0.17471142768043804,0.18172694038938006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335128192840664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511427080646085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938479744347025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24529179477519855,0.0,0.20350257177198355,0.0,0.0,0.1389765173674775,0.0,0.1890025134140761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011991014098716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Butthurtboner,2018/01/22,Does anyone else feel like things are too vivid? I feel like whenever I start to get anxious about things everything around me is just too real to me. I don’t know if it’s depersonalization or not but it just feels like I’m just going through motions with this feeling in the background. ,5.082857142857144,6.445201571428572,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,69.0,7.742857142857144,28.285714285714285,8.07648339933343,1.6691928571428578,232,8,46,3,4,72,43,56,0.027000000000000003,0.815,0.157,0.7341,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,12,3,0,1,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,7,12,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455271559644485,0.0,0.15196597489919025,0.22268581534493986,0.0,0.19347459640945155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901916855520044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155585068148214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953270564023052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395652624446489,0.4657933899612382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135487837239598,0.0,0.12351672437870015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944185982471968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185373160069581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24737528212153675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538311247803514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28877598397975635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheOnlySpach,2018/01/22,"Is There Anyone Else Who Can't Deal With Change? I'm not talking big changes, but even the tiniest thing. Like if on a Friday I usually work 7-3, and the up coming Friday I'm scheduled 8-4, it drives me crazy. I end up worrying about it all week and when I finally get to work on that Friday, it feels wrong. My breaks are set back by an hour, and I hate it. Another example is a friend suggesting to hang out later in the week. Today is Monday and my friend asked if I wanted to hang out Friday night. I said no, and she tried to move it to earlier in the week. But I already have everything planned out for the week. It's distressing to change it, and to add something outside of normal routine. I don't usually hang out with people on Fridays. If I do it needs to be scheduled well in advance, and I need a specific time frame so I can plan everything else around it. Anyone else like this? Can't deal with any sort of sudden additional event/change in their lives without feeling stressed?",2.6890781387181737,4.426362502487564,3.9326192566578895,87.92665496049167,75.71641791044777,7.3164764413227985,25.753877670471176,8.124751697461798,1.5246304360550194,777,28,162,13,17,254,119,201,0.114,0.789,0.097,-0.5486,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,5,8,9,1,2,9,0,11,0,0,0,1,33,23,14,0,7,7,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,13,18,0,0,2,0,0,7,6,4,1,0,1,3,16,5,31,21,1,44,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,4,21,101,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885004827748714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323995210124587,0.11293323976678556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061322073292174,0.22070353500437948,0.0,0.0958761726582552,0.1006853175017932,0.0,0.0,0.08281494483522203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557308890147795,0.09277434155726058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22206872685387904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269909544871967,0.0,0.09539057016202414,0.0,0.0,0.07113508572706531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935883152827325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891309706501508,0.0,0.0,0.11798050273898728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664180939825386,0.0,0.056269003763232135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633182869424884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606318043150176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052339317386765,0.0,0.09510140934888264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144684603366238,0.0,0.1597169352925556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106951149319247,0.10552350616143487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466588325703595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244772521524513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291301485209923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337042224700955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656548641454227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155134734331489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280095810840243,0.0,0.1020873678590458,0.0,0.0,0.073121488878427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23723350716243946,0.0,0.06352447497643413,0.0,0.3455629961458589,0.0,0.09683557657390446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381932372868856,0.0,0.15681431975661467,0.10937496453433004,0.0,0.0,0.1177534592415304,0.0,0.0 anxiety,themaxipad,2018/01/22,"Escitalopram - Sexual side effects? I just started taking a Escitalopram 10mg (only taking half a pill) about a week ago to help with general anxiety. Among others minor effects, the biggest side effect form so far is very low sexual drive. Does this go away after a while or does this persist? My anxiety isn't terrible, I'd rather have some general anxiety than having no sex drive. 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Being delusional and believing into other people can evaluate and degrade you? Does schizophrenia shows chemical reactions?,10.45855072463768,15.36344586956522,8.947826086956521,44.56637681159421,68.56521739130434,13.50144927536232,46.79710144927536,11.20814326018867,9.108171014492754,137,9,10,6,3,42,21,23,0.197,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.6298,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739300169943661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5507092647475396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277514360115732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090091032908389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33887178972129056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cherirose,2018/01/22,How do I start a conversation Do you guys have any tips on how to have a genuine conversation? It can be over text or in person it doesn’t matter I’m just really socially awkward when it comes to things like this. 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I’ve always have been able to just deal with it. I started my first job out of college in August at a Fortune 100 company , in a leadership development program. My anxiety has multiplied ten fold. I am constantly worried about being judged and psychoanalyzed anytime I say anything. I feel like everyone is much smarter than me and I am under qualified (90% are engineers while i come from a business background ). I literally feel like I’m going to have a panic attack before every meeting. I often waiting forever to send emails out of irrational fear of messing up. It stifles my productivity. I often procrastinate. I even have trouble communicating - sometimes my mind will just go blank In meetings. I’m afraid my boss thinks I’m inadequate and lack attention to detail and motivation. I don’t know what to do. I really need the pay but I don’t think I’m cut out for this. I ended a relationship due to workplace anxiety and I can’t see myself ever being happy. Even if I left this job I have no idea what I would do? HELP PLEASE",2.498413461538462,5.321445629807696,4.9009538461538495,74.74404615384618,83.08653846153845,8.135692307692308,28.51230769230769,8.841846274778883,3.11831553846154,873,42,149,25,25,304,134,208,0.129,0.757,0.113,0.5695,2,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,2,3,6,0,20,1,0,2,2,32,36,8,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,10,0,1,8,0,1,4,4,7,0,2,2,4,26,3,24,30,3,23,0,0,1,0,9,10,0,3,11,103,32,9,0.14413387358738386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993092914857942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33078605634776403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186098969604777,0.0,0.0,0.16397308904723748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264731046145567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415856961016633,0.0,0.15575751285128392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859569477144174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765983079820892,0.0,0.0,0.1903981282910606,0.13037734047978114,0.12143900494036493,0.13772609293420107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219067938792944,0.14575683444823326,0.20593853618027344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260019924260525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382920385226105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15343318859225902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321979450792645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270959924476558,0.0,0.0,0.28606125862787346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921220749718813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660187538271494,0.0,0.1018060174598166,0.14083306030324966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553412437456273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595498134277677,0.10687344095136436,0.0,0.13920539326571044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691100452768647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582157106090437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233585017884284,0.0,0.0,0.15474583963646055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462104138676968,0.0,0.0,0.1148560361736238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255208647152726,0.0,0.10201869757812634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471033264811976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637494505270698,0.0,0.1023885683936182,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,abzdillah,2018/01/22,"Meditation/Relaxation music I like to listen to looping/repetitive relaxing music to help me sleep. I also listen to it throughout the day, and sometimes meditate with it as well. It's really calming. I wanted to share to hopefully help you with your anxiety :) Here are my favourites these days: [Wooden Flute and Pan Flute](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0mUDlFhz4TE) [Happiness Frequency](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGCtEPnYzM8) [Zen Meditation Music](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WZKW2Hq2fks) Feel free to share whatever comes to mind :) ",11.642499999999998,16.404298883116887,7.626087662337666,57.5305600649351,60.16883116883117,11.122727272727275,39.495129870129865,10.686352973137794,6.0457285714285725,462,23,49,14,8,127,57,77,0.019,0.603,0.377,0.9825,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,7,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,10,11,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252234438884323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545003870317725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426036537621029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632626101262724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240314103555798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998057425897077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37754806836102095,0.0,0.0,0.2797271469912426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759265714538846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28437111051774083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042262162774755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818384386538573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785442610847537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611564656689382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532237286371833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,packetdata,2018/01/22,"anxiety of being drugged by peers So there's this one guy who tried to bully me back in freshman year i stood up to him wrote him up to the department head and they got everything in writing that if he tried to mess with me again he shall face legal action. Anyways this guy is also involved in drugs lots of hard drugs from cocaine to meth parties a lot etc.The thing is i am worried that he may partner up with one of his friends or the guy that was shit talking about my gf which i told her about and she then stood up to this dude,to drug me by putting lsd in my water or something.I have had my thing with drugs before that how i got dpdr and i dont want to go through it again. This guy was in my high school and always is criticising,undermining everyone and often used to bully people in H.S,uses similar drugs. 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The terrifying feeling of dread and fear and helplessness. I could handle all this if it was just in my head but the physical symptoms make it really hard. I get a scary thought and my body goes into fight or flight mode, I can't eat, I can't focus, I just shake and pray that I don't have a heart attack. I've taken more sedatives than I'm allowed but they just don't take the edge off enough so I could focus enough to use coping techniques. I've taken two scalding hot baths but I can't just get rid of it. I just want this to stop so I can live my life happily. I've had enough of this for my whole life and it just keeps getting worse. I was hospitalized for about 3-4 months in 2017 and I don't want to go back there but it starts to feel like the only option again. I just want a pill or something that would atleast make my mind blank if it can't make me happy. This anxiety is just too much. My SO has no idea that I'm crying in the bath just trying to survive and I don't want to be a burden to him again. I saw how much he was hurting when I was in the hospital and I don't want it to happen again. Sorry for the rambling but I just needed to get this out.",1.7417454545454518,2.956914647272729,3.402090909090912,92.93513636363636,77.07272727272726,6.454545454545455,20.5,6.980632752743323,0.18565454545454507,988,22,233,10,22,329,138,275,0.182,0.725,0.093,-0.9803,1,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,22,11,2,3,13,0,24,9,4,6,1,57,51,23,0,12,20,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,2,0,15,12,1,2,4,2,0,2,10,8,0,1,10,6,28,3,27,37,8,20,1,2,1,0,5,8,0,5,11,156,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472744221746772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299205236674173,0.0,0.08781378986778318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268519563656996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236097261857132,0.0,0.1254448218447273,0.07365042390181377,0.11773657855447145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685649270771965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540015713006763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850827000022896,0.1154872690979444,0.08158546813780737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386619701246207,0.0,0.06490325967564739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098787773766063,0.12156946195070616,0.20460395854282246,0.0,0.2344070669069,0.0,0.0,0.13532915106659066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225490846112028,0.12891942490334934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150740820908376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132758341904807,0.05579301167831298,0.0,0.10084188540256027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286908662037953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531080959739215,0.0,0.09115442900799728,0.0,0.16790226666107813,0.08467885489758653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189307696345724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685527372101594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632061978237834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791777955070235,0.0,0.1278390629005687,0.08083230419230401,0.0,0.0,0.09547744322697133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869893084523532,0.08586520359205636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090663116462552,0.06659172628563062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753522111215226,0.0,0.11155812604716216,0.0,0.0,0.09863330049528836,0.0,0.0,0.3367945790546079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275017302838397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638093339859308,0.08112536331753738,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tomtum63,2018/01/22,"My girlfriend has had a panic attack from anxiety. Hello, my girlfriend(32F)of one year which I(30M) live with in her house has had a major anxiety episode. She went to the hospital yesterday and was sent home after 6 hours on the condition she would take the medication she was on (I imagine this was only the case because of a scarcity of beds for her) She took the medication this morning but not without resistance (due to the fear of her being on them for the rest of her life and feels she can get better on her own). I’ll just give an example of something I’d like help with. She’s convinced the school she works in has had a gas leak and in tears asking how many children died. I try my best to convince her that there’s no gas leak and get her to find any evidence of it on the internet as it would be a headline be story if it actually occoured but she just found a headline with the number the 23 and went along with that being the death toll even though it was referring to job creation. Is there any way of getting through to her when she’s convinced merely on gut feeling? I could go into more detail and do a better job telling the story but I’m strapped for time. She is seeing a phychologist tomorrow which she gets on with from a past mental breakdown. Thanks for reading.",5.980130208333335,6.0309066484375045,6.230843750000003,80.78811458333334,66.5,9.170416666666666,32.30104166666666,8.841846274778883,2.5079997916666663,1026,39,202,15,15,329,145,256,0.115,0.747,0.138,0.8316,2,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,4,8,11,1,2,23,0,21,4,1,1,0,31,39,14,2,4,8,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,2,1,10,13,0,0,6,1,0,5,3,3,0,1,12,3,26,8,40,20,5,26,0,0,1,0,28,11,0,1,10,145,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.12701113248753682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770178136314419,0.0,0.1991342857402434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216760405872234,0.14806850232094287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934042262628029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658816666129164,0.2302205534673566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039170538080048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507888157094808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859652210755343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464589776708334,0.1316191352202565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189580266337866,0.0,0.0,0.14270669748394735,0.0,0.0,0.2719995230913673,0.1248551867203377,0.07396928664266518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723921028074033,0.0,0.13055466647212854,0.0,0.12817507226675393,0.1501797722767826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583147172696795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091931332269969,0.06358647152878201,0.0,0.11492800768722512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319553155122383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622321054310281,0.13116420991291813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819544343562058,0.0989876728904508,0.0,0.15270719894993678,0.0,0.0,0.1242463322924802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018881502677662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317223853080382,0.10371556306931104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001985950947953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785930458458544,0.0,0.11375997757216398,0.11982794231474887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787524490174526,0.0,0.07589360710491279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460543147905427,0.08836574655893825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033098644611958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130737047001455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546341970392072,0.0,0.09475336627420304,0.0,0.0,0.18491475723142625,0.0,0.0,0.08381464703546045 anxiety,oikanto,2018/01/22,"It's the first time something like this has happened to me me and I don't know what to do I'm 17 and I'll soon be 18, in my country the last 2 years of high school are the ones that let you decide what you want to study at uni and I thought I had this handled but it seems like I don't. I have always been a pretty self-sufficient guy, my mother died when I was pretty young and my father had to work long shifts so my grandma started living with us but she started getting worse of a lung condition she had and she recently passed away. Since my mother died I've always known how to handle my emotions and relax in situations where other people were stressed so I felt like something like what happened to me today wouldn't be possible but it sure was. I have been getting pretty good grades throughout the last 1 year and half and I was focused on keeping it like that which would let me study the bachelor I wanted but this last round of exams something happened, I didn't sleep properly and I wasn't focused for my physics exam and this started a chain reaction of not being able to focus on any other exam which has been stressing me a lot till what happened today: In the morning, before taking my last exam, the history test results were posted on the hallway and I had 3 points out of 10 less than my average history grades, I entered the classroom in shock and sat down prepared to take my exam, it was an English exam and I usually finish them really fast and just leave but this time the teacher didn't let us leave till the end of the class which was 40 mins from that time so I put my arms on the desk and placed my head on them to try and rest but I started thinking about all the other exams, the grades and I felt paralized, then my hands started to shiver and I couldn't resist but start pulling my hair, those were the longest 40 mins I've ever experienced and after I left the classroom I couldn't talk and I felt pain in my chest till I got home and laid down on my bed and started to scream with a pillow on my face. I don't know if I'll be able to recover my grades but most importantly I don't know what to do now.",4.04442176870748,4.812549167800455,4.8595532879818615,86.40429591836735,70.92743764172336,7.421950113378685,27.171655328798185,7.42949916751922,1.3362640362811788,1697,55,352,17,30,550,204,441,0.076,0.809,0.115,0.9493,0,0,3,0,0,0,17.0,2,2,2,2,11,13,0,2,23,0,40,9,8,2,3,61,70,40,2,7,11,3,6,5,0,2,1,1,3,1,25,25,0,1,11,1,0,4,11,5,0,3,24,8,57,8,46,35,5,64,0,0,1,0,14,22,0,4,42,242,82,18,0.1558602544125017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296882173758596,0.0,0.0,0.05299515883818081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321791981319015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631279842743637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175833691948188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766090399867127,0.06902296181751744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049226164203612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447542958171748,0.0,0.0,0.06628732639101304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143055003576266,0.0,0.0,0.06536409333076107,0.062327841779442276,0.0,0.0,0.07716307809133419,0.2756534164811609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997879335585667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823374580542882,0.07817027162205625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926787773397056,0.0,0.0,0.12848507959098113,0.2540938194744699,0.0,0.16503350497868782,0.08467131123006634,0.2390665049881457,0.0,0.19036361875100716,0.0,0.06881373006923573,0.06896571025944333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625340734303335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052807471042499866,0.0,0.08292314982995247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054026937886710806,0.0,0.08142039634846232,0.0,0.0736691594530789,0.08785450920827109,0.07463551998675089,0.23784886726563625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834130228784658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049924035003277634,0.0,0.07694659905557508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886944922365301,0.0,0.0709446609576847,0.08129811860533548,0.0,0.0,0.06446460653272476,0.08759672812416026,0.07798640741211997,0.0,0.0,0.17998325773473697,0.0,0.0,0.3861154159852347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853739483268968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344822262671892,0.0,0.11718751427021065,0.0626372843076315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049934478833145175,0.0,0.061867816122082725,0.13632505161434064,0.0,0.14773729692185025,0.0,0.0,0.052909440905144885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874806954912756,0.0,0.08582902523224288,0.0,0.09193041625244047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05673406074948609,0.0,0.07941745738019647,0.05535932644273985,0.0,0.0,0.10036889376248266 anxiety,fiannafritz,2018/01/22,"I hate anxiety I went to talk to a coworker about healthier eating, and I was a little nervous, and she's like ""Are you ok? You're shaking"". I told her I was fine, and we talked for a bit, and then after talking for about 5 minutes, I started getting light headed, hot, and nauseated, and my heart rate went up. I thought I was going to pass out. I had to excuse myself and come sit down. I wasn't even worrying or thinking about anything other than the conversation. It just sucks to have all these physical symptoms that come on for NO REASON.",3.06111111111111,4.817448814814816,4.604814814814816,83.4216666666667,74.74074074074073,7.392592592592592,27.740740740740733,8.167268648758528,1.9140851851851857,424,17,83,7,9,142,77,108,0.122,0.7829999999999999,0.095,-0.5864,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,0,5,7,2,2,4,1,7,4,2,1,1,17,19,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,11,1,0,3,0,0,7,2,4,0,0,9,2,16,3,17,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,1,4,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470808993360299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582163151710384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20990172938862034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312356200287904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19673335593517188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698809730739402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044963961513499,0.0,0.10926766490466916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898202057548218,0.1973176152174057,0.0,0.0,0.22783293789057416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393013747775816,0.19269833740119466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976786952640704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608495431657006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998351864753286,0.0,0.4636018766231394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319456029601022,0.0,0.15263558530574392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371582376649526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564600132338709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19525271527146973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sweetpeachbabe,2018/01/22,"Paradox I have really bad anxiety, I want to go to the gym and go to the library, but i feel like i can't and I'm scared to try but i want to so badly. Wtf. How can I force myself to start doing something I'm scared to do? Anyone have any techniques?",-0.6147619047619061,1.1886194285714282,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,86.85714285714286,5.161904761904762,18.261904761904766,6.42735559955562,-0.15143095238095186,192,5,46,2,6,68,35,56,0.24,0.5670000000000001,0.193,-0.6196,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,14,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,14,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818256356251194,0.0,0.20454279338722267,0.0,0.0,0.1869563251178319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464975157617386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519392444694012,0.19101429450265348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30391320025094576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062697324859252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712886534628466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5353823572873114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058399984510839,0.0,0.0,0.1892509280235624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815315386170074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31541194959753793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ughmeh11,2018/01/22,"My big anxiety induced mouth I’m about to have surgery and my boss says HR needs a doctors note if I’ll be gone more than 3 days. She tells me this today, the eve of my surgery. I totally become reactive and act like an asshole!! I think I’m a little extra due to stress. I’m so embarrassed.... I apologized but FML! Why can’t I just act like a normal human being!! It’s not by any means an unreasonable request!",0.3408139534883716,2.5689595930232585,2.857023255813953,89.8966976744186,86.7906976744186,6.2306976744186064,22.55348837209302,7.554174236665415,1.0990827906976746,319,12,69,6,10,110,67,86,0.042,0.857,0.102,0.6915,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,0,4,2,1,2,1,13,11,5,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,1,9,2,6,8,3,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,6,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704314105170816,0.0,0.2104121700061928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30377064311638113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17738421988423472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815248921515125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687506555221828,0.2756719296129462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29960961783747203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394577275920855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694901823521033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873045961651094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150683558347613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404054495370857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762406599487819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607148338882147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481894578242441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SnickSnax,2018/01/22,"Long Term Game of Whac-a-Mole At 30 years old, and six years into managing my anxiety (social anxiety and GAD) with talk therapy and medication, I find that about every two years my anxiety seems to manifest itself in different ways/forms/symptoms. For example, in the past when I would have a panic episode, I would have a hard time breathing and my pulse would race. Now when I have a panic episode, my breathing and my heart rate is normal, yet I get extremely nauseous. I am having a hard time ""talking myself"" out of nausea haha. How does one even do that? I suppose what I mean to say is, treating anxiety is so frustrating when the way it manifests itself keeps evolving. What do you guys think?",6.430770676691729,6.82310210526316,6.863674812030077,75.46438439849628,65.54135338345864,10.559774436090226,33.91823308270676,10.411451182825502,3.580339097744361,552,23,100,13,8,180,88,133,0.152,0.825,0.023,-0.9145,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,9,5,1,2,6,1,13,4,3,1,0,18,18,10,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,7,8,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,3,15,2,12,15,1,20,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,14,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42897323579835495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464664485932681,0.0,0.0,0.12267931784281055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259274191234963,0.0,0.11811429601184475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281291401417612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324235698687938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880799550757986,0.0,0.0,0.25116152631602073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612325772681688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460538769508188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406182123189508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270564820022792,0.0,0.1412244937866946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735431217698582,0.0,0.0,0.14710354917173454,0.0,0.09499490409853392,0.0,0.0,0.3289604350137233,0.0,0.0,0.1338251497010083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148299196119996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276217385709373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429038420271464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570883601418438,0.0,0.2253553407625702,0.0,0.0,0.1603170051475106,0.0,0.0,0.08982670319787278,0.0,0.0,0.16348930619949034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694314328281207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127457706006802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987562442909908,0.0,0.0,0.27082910568950114 anxiety,TeemoIMyWaifu,2018/01/22,"Posting this here as it correlates more with this subreddit (check my previous 2 posts for more context) Oof that's a long title. Anyway, I am going to my first group therapy session tomorrow (I have quite bad social anxiety). Then after that session, I'm going to meet someone from when I was back at school (I'm 20 now). Anyway point is, I never really spoke to her during school but we know about each other as we once shared mutual friends. She wants to meet up with me and I'm really anxious about it. (I'm not the best looking or company and she's so pretty). What makes it super scary for me is that she wants to spend time with me over coffee and possibly head back to mine. I'm probably over thinking everything but it just really makes me nervous. Like I'm happy to finally have someone to meet up with. But I'm also terrified as I've spent the past couple of years on my own >~< Sorry about the long read but ehhh I needed to vent it somewhere. Any suggestions would be appreciated. If there can be x3",2.1029396511079703,4.497153787128713,3.875289957567187,84.41127062706273,80.43564356435644,7.411975483262613,22.985384252710986,8.418075326091056,1.6820176331918906,803,27,155,18,21,269,126,202,0.109,0.777,0.114,0.4882,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,4,14,8,0,1,4,0,10,1,1,2,1,27,29,16,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,0,2,1,3,2,2,2,0,1,3,2,19,6,30,23,5,26,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,2,16,104,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109033294094545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430799188218199,0.0,0.1060907612504784,0.15667031569143605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327461095132566,0.11579303420857988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455373947789764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344814307341545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463774717473265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191850861921705,0.0,0.11796218326779152,0.0,0.0,0.10714477417091643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763147767153762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762874794572042,0.0,0.0,0.14232695136516293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621557709983275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06775264384677537,0.0,0.0,0.2454570487525597,0.11645730531643772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18514159560881652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028303747126638,0.10695951388941803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769098372794173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238692600312246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109858794616325,0.1563422494217989,0.2656365663333695,0.14108866756280114,0.14952182154507002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750455855887876,0.13871875896353694,0.0,0.2665282409394038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807056168978835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136804929624666,0.2350083120340282,0.0,0.0,0.15524228282113847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859407252615818,0.0,0.0,0.08886133238729811,0.0,0.0,0.08086614037230808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359556494836958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851516672884436,0.0,0.0,0.08930616518273589 anxiety,jobthrowaway1001,2018/01/22,"My idiot friend has told somebody something he shouldn't and now I feel terrible background: A week ago I got a call from one of the stores I applied to: they wanted me to work for them and told me I'm starting Wednesday. I wasn't very happy with an idea of working retail in one of the most popular shopping areas in my town, but I thought if I applied it's worth a try. I went there and the job was even worse than I expected. Constantly being watched, shitty work hours, nonsense rules that make you feel like you couldn't do anything to make your job just a little more convenient. By the end of the day I already knew I don't want to work for them. Obviously, I was too scared to tell them that I quit cause I don't like it, so I said that I'm sorry, but I got a call about another job that would suit me better. Said goodbye and never came back there again. Informed my close circle of friends why I really quit. Now what happened earlier today: My friend, Frank sends me a screenshot of a convo that he got from his friend. This is the exchange: Anne: so why doesn't frank's friend work there anymore? Bill:dunno Anne:i heard he quit even before his shift ended lol Bill:gonna ask Frank about it I got very nervous after reading that. 'what the fuck is that?' I asked Frank. 'Anne works there but she had a day off when you were on your first day.' he replied. By then my heart was racing because I knew what's coming. 'and what did you write to Bill?' I asked. His reply: 'I told him u felt like a slave and overall didn't feel good there'. So, Bill's gonna repeat that to Anne, and Anne is going to tell that to the other employes, who think that the reason I quit was getting a better job. It makes me look weak and I'm already afraid that I'm gonna meet the other workers of the store randomly on the street, cause I live in a small town. I think I just needed to get this of my chest.",2.0999488491048592,3.822450618925832,2.9584271099744264,94.33487851662407,77.33759590792839,5.6230179028133,21.474424552429667,6.2272716619740125,0.10161074168797946,1476,39,327,10,34,466,191,391,0.102,0.7829999999999999,0.115,0.7844,5,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,4,14,20,20,2,3,24,1,21,4,2,6,2,47,65,17,0,8,6,0,4,3,5,4,1,3,0,0,24,12,0,0,12,2,8,5,8,7,0,3,25,9,51,13,35,34,2,40,0,0,2,1,42,13,1,3,25,192,75,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629071446402222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505004198291706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784166108256666,0.0,0.0,0.07416474985550732,0.0,0.0,0.06154012722815803,0.0,0.20973633736271027,0.0,0.0,0.057503595160320574,0.0,0.045587089471726495,0.0,0.06363491819324636,0.0,0.0,0.132279166429225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272383221283498,0.08553195488082703,0.0,0.15364570693287896,0.0,0.0644190271307776,0.0,0.08081397424030665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468675702799888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247127652196994,0.0,0.0,0.09878707712678744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343776151293747,0.053425068406971185,0.07180351272842851,0.0,0.0,0.06361047478273657,0.0,0.0,0.2888862246652738,0.06913577974269276,0.0781421763647494,0.0,0.04250096453635505,0.06272452423238055,0.2392435371061293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613045680262687,0.07960801070534505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861834488683305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364629899934609,0.0,0.0,0.08442102805385616,0.0,0.0,0.2968427880326429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960574966034344,0.07495232199981597,0.06603485582530016,0.0,0.06279897741702256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975491898079113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055450728160142786,0.057677344319671364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134994087027906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31816416897770805,0.07480334692441963,0.0,0.047907974910555394,0.07688949172970003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14227172468918128,0.0,0.07487093868140524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057571691305999276,0.0,0.08371356856112695,0.05293186984810265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072746789644807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958359939837764,0.0,0.059369435630613664,0.0,0.0,0.07088564369667437,0.2143753978126813,0.0,0.050772822494191024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234077946039226,0.08821803115572864,0.0,0.05998649963571402,0.0,0.0,0.0693246917754624,0.13496024920579272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266579665023304,0.0,0.07621037753420302,0.05312377539415448,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stupidpoopface,2018/01/22,"embarrassed Because the 7/11 clerk Noticed i was having a panic attack This happens semi often. I’ll be doing some mundane task, like grabbing some water at the store before heading to a friends house and I have a weird panicky stream of conciseness and get stuck with these thoughts momentarily. I don’t think I realize what’s happening when it happens so I was confused when the cashier at 7/11 told me to relax. When I replied I was fine, he said my face was tense and continued to make comments. I left feeling really embarrassed and sad, and now I’m worried that it’s just as noticeable to the people in my everyday life. Anyone have any luck with reducing panic attacks? I was taking Xanax for the past summer, but found the medication to make things worse. My doctor prescribed me lexapro, but I am not sure I am ready to take that step just yet. Thanks for reading. 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I just ordered a cake over the phone for my son's birthday. It's really difficult to talk over the phone in general, but it was doubly so because it was an echo-y connection, I had to keep asking her to repeat herself. She sounded like a young, totally ambivalent retail worker who was ready to ""accidentally"" hang up. I got a little sweaty from the whole ordeal. I'm only about 40% confident that the cake will come out right but I'm gonna try to forget it for now and try not to worry too much. How do you all deal with service people over the phone? Why do I feel like I should apologize for asking them to perform their job?",2.9596650717703383,4.652600045112784,4.474326725905673,84.51911825017089,74.86466165413535,7.54313055365687,24.120984278879014,8.296473431620573,1.4593067669172939,518,16,104,9,11,173,90,133,0.032,0.81,0.158,0.9521,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,2,6,3,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,1,2,16,17,5,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,5,2,12,2,20,9,4,16,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,0,5,70,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274498378724575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936207417936358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19693227494003165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356928588136574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559502129443745,0.16332317839654167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828449455289111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268659127222383,0.2032042337674612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233802712077528,0.2291330984166535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805892321872476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387262325512445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584934153495391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14645714018239234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523665027692275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375272607442247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31043025280741315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20629020715117355,0.2552413844808875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321704495626808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blue_cortex,2018/01/22,"inability to successfully apply for a job due to anxiety. Help? I can get through the actual process just fine. General information, assessment, etc.... But every time I'm asked to select a date and time for an interview or tour I start panicking. Just thinking about having to interact with a stranger in a strange environment horrifies me. Plus, I naturally assume it's just going to go wrong. I really need a job though...",4.1431578947368415,7.079876210526319,6.1255263157894735,68.06618421052633,76.36842105263158,11.168421052631581,31.86842105263158,10.686352973137794,4.812610526315789,336,17,55,14,8,116,59,76,0.202,0.7020000000000001,0.096,-0.8126,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,10,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,12,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,5,35,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.24619829791567746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930008860078186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585675919103244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813696412045248,0.0,0.0,0.21256490501604589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318109253642427,0.0,0.2867640357627393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910442936751008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5007170826116762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706957320443016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162320526654506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17857190752842786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165701594026846,0.247873292866272,0.0,0.29422423886731625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27583911904281433,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beanboy4,2018/01/22,"today I personified my anxiety as a helpful coping strategy Today I heard of a coping strategy to personify depression or anxiety from a podcast. I decided to call it Steve and it was fantastic. When I got intrusive thoughts that I should swerve into oncoming traffic or that the unexpected package I got was probably poisoned I just said ""f--- off Steve nobody likes you"" or ""who even invited you"". It was a great way to separate myself from those thoughts, and by clearly separating them from myself it also stopped the anxiety that I am going crazy because I am having such horrible thoughts etc etc. It was also helpful to be as mean as I am to myself to something in particular that I hate. Just thought I would share as I found it particularly helpful and I will definitely be doing it in future. P.S. Sorry if your name is Steve I'm sure you are a lovely person",4.5028396143733564,6.764560269938652,6.397340052585451,69.93406441717794,72.06748466257669,9.810517090271693,33.72874671340929,10.125756701596842,4.1421765118317255,696,36,114,21,14,241,95,163,0.138,0.68,0.182,0.8689,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,0,7,8,2,0,7,0,16,2,0,0,2,23,30,14,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,13,4,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,13,2,23,5,19,12,2,11,0,1,0,1,16,4,0,4,6,94,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284261138628121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277705967652617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706171173270899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458351301751233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230106077522781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185639787011084,0.09433122547847024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659469596219389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116786497460278,0.0,0.2284523107618637,0.15745949151298466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100512574878238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871875921190974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977461010530626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890057474871744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15557278718290535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247048655297715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398405446932215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585447136614195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994976978199238,0.0,0.1598752335067462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940386752061555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460610620693858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535323268498504,0.0,0.0,0.2707532132023895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133638231451345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145518990387728,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FlamboyantLlama,2018/01/22,"Numb left arm I have recently weaned myself off from anti depressants that although helped lessen my anxiety, caused me to gain a significant amount of weight which heightened my depression. Ever since then, I have had almost daily panic attacks accompanied by my left arm going completely numb, to the point where I am shaking it around trying to regain circulation. Of course we all associate left arm numbness with heart attacks so that causes me to panic even harder. Occasionally I will feel it in my neck too. I'm sure it's just my body's response to anxiety but sometimes it occurs before the panic attack even begins. Can anyone else relate or should I see a doctor? I'm 20 years old and in relatively good health otherwise. 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Hey this is my 1st ever post on reddit! Sorry for the long post. I’ve worked in Accident & Emergency for nearly 10 years. I’m on sick leave right now with stress (2nd time in a year) I know this job has lead me to insomnia and as a result anxiety has kicked in and gets pretty intense at night. I wake up thinking about old cases, general money worries and stuff. Left my last post for that reason, in august, got the same charge nurse post as previous in a new hospital/department 5months ago. A part of me says I should leave A&E but part of me can’t. I feel it’s the only reason I became a nurse but the constant change of shift patterns (nights to days- days to nights) and the years of high intensity shifts has messed me up and it’s affecting my relationships with friends/family and my partner. I don’t have the energy to go see my folks or go out for a meal with friends etc. I’m in a crappy dilemma about my career and I don’t know what I should do. I look at jobs and don’t feel like there is anything else. Maybe I should just have this time off n head back to work. Just wanted to know peoples thoughts, advice, coping strategies or whatever...",2.4591205936920204,4.41379944081633,3.6356307977736537,88.83199907235624,77.04081632653059,7.066790352504637,22.973098330241186,8.00094639256281,1.1298571428571424,953,29,199,16,22,309,140,245,0.111,0.8320000000000001,0.056,-0.784,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,14,0,15,6,2,5,1,39,32,15,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,3,3,1,0,1,8,14,1,0,9,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,2,5,20,2,37,27,4,45,0,0,2,0,5,18,0,2,21,117,28,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998314757822716,0.0907056352899014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173989272411992,0.0,0.06958504336962087,0.0,0.15655789239905146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420540314256161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868221322763068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824711365571013,0.0,0.0,0.11057782274691104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319833335168225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548006403129511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141202999717659,0.0,0.09255953168404786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964636442636778,0.0,0.10347798387841768,0.07310156195240275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905664842090744,0.0,0.053460999835406274,0.0,0.11630820454638212,0.0,0.08183927868959738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501577740923096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081128109672567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308510692202236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870672777842968,0.08340917281742859,0.0,0.2166964653591884,0.11117726587248183,0.0,0.0,0.04999121035653273,0.0,0.0,0.0905551005908601,0.08592788881855687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280000554104153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882688173537364,0.0,0.28807745522053224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737369933994054,0.0,0.0,0.0778233712171034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216177092905589,0.0,0.07093981598307891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919992700503469,0.10410211112950683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210415900653634,0.0,0.10985959979009388,0.0,0.08738566213147042,0.0,0.08137357207054358,0.0,0.0,0.08154040326482448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145453398732461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721384212156752,0.0,0.11713854372151153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556623192419703,0.0,0.08123524416983594,0.11933397737851853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035439974287436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898878178070252,0.10391680267828347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19768335387245087 anxiety,tiger___lilies,2018/01/22,"anxiety relapse/medication losing effectiveness? Hi, guys! Frequent lurker around here. So backstory: last year at the start of March I was put on 37.5mg Effexor, and it got increased to 75mg in September (the lower dose did help but I realized I still had pretty moderate levels of anxiety that could be lowered). For a while, everything was good - 0 panic attacks, was dealing with everything really well. Everyone around me commented on it too. That was combined with regular exercise, mindfulness meditation, taking care of my diet, etc... Last week, I started feeling anxious but I chalked it up to school (got stressed about my GPA). But it just got worse, and on Tuesday I had my first full-blown panic attack in almost a year, and had 2 more that week. I've been experiencing full-on palpitations too, and my mood has been really weird (i.e. alternating between feeling okay, a 5/10 to a 2/10 sort of deal with nothing seeming to trigger the change). It's not the same kind of generalized anxiety I used to feel, but more of bouts of really intense anxiety that can 1. turn into a panic attack and 2. make me just want to hide under the covers for the whole day. I'm not sure if it's my medication losing its effectiveness or if it's just a really bad period of anxiety I just need to sort of wait out... has anyone experienced a similar thing?",4.240010822510822,6.512215273809524,5.921717171717173,73.00863636363638,72.84920634920636,9.81991341991342,30.10533910533911,10.125756701596842,3.6055174603174613,1067,47,184,33,22,364,149,252,0.226,0.6759999999999999,0.099,-0.9893,2,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,0,5,13,18,3,4,13,1,15,4,0,5,1,46,33,14,0,5,13,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,13,12,1,1,7,1,0,2,2,11,1,1,13,5,15,6,35,18,6,31,0,2,0,0,6,13,0,7,16,122,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959483852633536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665044453104036,0.10824762961880748,0.0,0.06699852202063722,0.0,0.0,0.17059755667769042,0.0,0.3270221244484308,0.0,0.0,0.08000444388032478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769334515738977,0.0,0.10136326630078887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650327420537666,0.0,0.0,0.061795004645954374,0.19756932909093985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686295426920896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915586814987457,0.17223097602311804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534613554913234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815031658488946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036801043799388,0.2299044192364165,0.0,0.0,0.09487537804725604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422511975655994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978022120773772,0.0,0.15620972995385815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21439278072840365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395959177094357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643275106490953,0.09652705659029097,0.0,0.0,0.09674936867028848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104820250303527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194043352027416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372670881139464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748186031506148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632405620828306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455351347686763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697343595619597,0.0,0.08722956231512305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564165278303608,0.0,0.0765207766512055,0.0,0.109759766259415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030780084175484,0.0,0.07204358608947897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365755273354283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042230113598747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275641794645605,0.0,0.0,0.05651623296875336,0.0,0.1537196395783268,0.0,0.08615233746275898,0.0,0.0,0.10697793166487207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976472359433284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234079429624238 anxiety,_isthistaken,2018/01/22,Hair loss Has anybody else lost a chunk of their hair due to stress/anxiety? I am on 20mg of lexapro and not sure if it may be the medication or the anxiety itself. ,1.7630476190476188,3.3345942571428613,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,77.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,1.7842380952380958,129,5,30,3,3,44,31,35,0.234,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.7401,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,1,6,5,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,1,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.560710345796539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061458961106209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000547505256484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691886958807903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198000684667064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34540180130161685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rewotar,2018/01/22,"Best thing about starting a new anxiety medication is... ... nothing! In fact, it sucks hairy monkey balls!",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,5.077941176470588,73.79573529411766,76.64705882352942,8.105882352941178,32.029411764705884,8.841846274778883,3.5662000000000003,81,4,12,2,2,25,17,17,0.188,0.625,0.188,0.3786,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,7,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262785184755412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475952947416545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296633426971268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119254298082336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092472659040693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018855438174852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833538891743615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jahlove24,2018/01/22,"FMLA for Anxiety? Has anyone applied for FMLA due to anxiety? What was the process? I am going to a psychiatrist soon for a formal diagnosis, my current diagnosis is depression and it was from 16 years ago. For those who don't know, FMLA protects people from discrimination due to a medical disorder. That means if I call in sick to work I can't get fired because of it. I find that some days I need time off due to my mental health and even though I have paid sick time it's hard to call in and try to explain to someone that doesn't deal with mental illness what is happening. Boss: Hello Me: Hi, I am having a panic attack because my apartment is dirty but I have no energy to clean it and also I just thought about how death is inevitable and I can't stop crying. Boss: Uhhhh... Me: I have explosive diarrhea and I can't come to work. Boss: Okay feel better.",1.6077111383108935,4.040015511627907,3.7882007343941275,84.02681150550795,82.83720930232558,6.876866585067319,23.006119951040397,8.032893268588372,1.5138325581395349,676,24,132,14,19,231,103,172,0.17,0.718,0.112,-0.6753,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,7,5,1,1,5,1,18,5,0,4,0,24,29,11,1,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,11,8,0,2,6,0,1,2,6,3,0,0,4,3,17,2,22,25,1,17,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,2,11,89,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258540875584372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286331202997372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24610236189104165,0.0,0.0,0.11247131326417599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299213521867672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19610751939755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226033893049794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284953287785803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385595763955867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668814097652938,0.10373609918671817,0.16583113502664718,0.13854141312972365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435008968145827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624109187692253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813314993130171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701562421380615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403842263674845,0.0,0.0914157804743942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224070883307074,0.0,0.14409161151393388,0.0,0.0,0.1709779335942994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883999384869766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752147572854367,0.0,0.1620412584159898,0.3242015480674009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926956594824735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872492097301208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151437974811013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362892017502147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447930094593025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803606938267678,0.12769835587741485,0.18758794741467452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920780847747806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342040412631541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358328059788384 anxiety,FakeorRealperk,2018/01/22,"Just tried some herbal tea and im afraid im gonna have an allergic reaction After making some ""sleepytime"" tea with valerian and chamomile and it came to my attention, theres a legit possibility i could have an allergic reaction to the valerian or chamomile! What happens now? Welp if my throat closes up :/ and i stop breathing. Please help",2.9922619047619037,6.014766380952388,4.525694444444444,76.64187500000003,83.60317460317461,8.864285714285714,28.50992063492064,9.188382445141503,3.3909063492063503,274,13,48,9,8,91,46,63,0.142,0.7809999999999999,0.077,-0.5093,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,3,6,2,1,0,16,7,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,3,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33120009233470554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312044731703784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560728727606337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940980321673121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6255878727239838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329556640798248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178696899598299,0.0,0.3264556898314381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210017794891445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966044564467119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JeddakofThark,2018/01/22,"Apparently, a near constant sense of dark foreboding isn't normal. As the worst of lifelong depression is wearing off (yay), I think I might also have anxiety issues.",7.421034482758618,9.12490713793104,7.968448275862072,63.75887931034484,63.82758620689656,11.317241379310346,38.63793103448275,11.20814326018867,5.2066413793103425,133,7,19,4,2,44,26,29,0.302,0.698,0.0,-0.8591,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308497613209446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951105868833875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168769222307929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322604254766792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026403694691161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092376691198637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779696101746378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471838230111395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dongerdog,2018/01/22,"It's 4 AM and i have an essay due in a few hours I hate having anxiety. I tried to write this research paper yesterday but I ended up staring at a blank word document for 5 hours getting no work done. My neck got tight, the soles of my feet tensed up, my wrist pain acted up. Every time I try to do an assignment I end up putting it off until the last minute without even enjoying the time I spent procrastinating.",5.078823529411763,4.940550999999999,6.310588235294119,80.09764705882355,68.41176470588235,9.623529411764707,29.94117647058824,9.3871,2.3957529411764704,325,11,68,6,5,110,66,85,0.203,0.797,0.0,-0.9443,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,7,0,5,4,3,0,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,3,2,10,1,13,6,1,19,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,10,43,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479763797579306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23382916615877256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047565450786056,0.0,0.0,0.15091843713614733,0.0,0.19251643907918856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937892560835082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18274789458868507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255909758222009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4500420366351281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625348323978305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24313421757344056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297000448547829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664739165350202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31026548178887386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026050747702966,0.0,0.16634668965635271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Giovani854,2018/01/22,"I'm freaking out about college So, I've been living in my room without doing much for the last year finishing highschool, I'll start going to college by the 29th and I'm freaking out about it. I never do anything by myself, my mom has always solved all of my problems for me and now I can't be told to do things on my own without panicking. I'll have to get out of the house, get into a bus, travel about an hour and thirty minutes, get off, and then come back, all during the night, I keep thinking about every little detail, afraid I'll mess it up, get on the wrong bus, get out at the wrong stop, get lost, I can't ask people for information, my body just doesn't allow it I freeze thinking people will judge me as stupid, I had to take a bus to go to school as well, and at the first time, even when I saw my stop coming up I kept doubting myself thinking I was at the wrong stop, and I wouldn't move, I almost stayed there but a lady saw my uniform and told me I should get off there. There are no uniforms for college, no one I know at this new bus, I'm so afraid to do this stuff by myself, I feel stupid talking to people about it cause they say this is so easy there's no way to mess it up : ( ",9.884370659722222,4.496446230468751,9.469739583333332,77.8318576388889,63.2578125,11.846527777777775,36.647569444444436,6.42735559955562,2.45087204861111,929,21,213,3,9,303,132,256,0.16699999999999998,0.795,0.039,-0.974,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,18,15,2,3,12,0,18,1,1,2,3,39,47,15,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,5,6,1,0,6,10,14,1,2,9,5,28,1,44,34,4,44,0,1,2,0,8,19,0,2,17,144,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151327524137204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266236964015044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164169904425466,0.0,0.1041087345387833,0.0,0.0,0.08563074857007387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369843048031776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439977676664685,0.0,0.19185755255771494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355376076775781,0.0,0.0938275559474346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630813405309295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472473081652057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072755039790843,0.0,0.1265795433503451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096694510168837,0.12849716320157978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898394504370273,0.0,0.0,0.061201817606394225,0.09077515251514164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161429858455614,0.09833496706201132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156512517991867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042620093308546,0.0,0.1183605201427365,0.08186411725566058,0.0,0.08588948492450785,0.10755442068417063,0.0,0.10450599156944493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546198876834137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161382847023645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655869853352516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855978504395373,0.0,0.11270461118447883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882282187174268,0.11869741377913955,0.0,0.279311653012318,0.0,0.0,0.12748321092928933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373060393794846,0.08950881289311848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398417575953692,0.2140694303175666,0.0,0.0,0.06493626318824962,0.0,0.0,0.2128229343867102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839422455333983,0.0,0.0,0.10012809797479252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469860119125206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652716384088949,0.0,0.07171368164648208 anxiety,Finesttheog,2018/01/22,"School is making my life a living hell I’m 14 years old and live in Mississippi. I have anxiety which keeps me awake all night and I get no sleep for the next day of school. On some cases I even stay up all night. I can be exhausted and anxiety kicks it away and forces me to stay awake. School is like a jail house. It’s filled with people screaming across the classroom and making me distracted from my work. I hate my school so much. The teachers are so mean and it is clear they hate their jobs. I just want to go to school with zero distractions so I can learn things and get a good education. I have missed so much school because I don’t want to go. My parents now make me go every day and it is physically demoralizing. I sometimes fall into a deep depression and get suicidal thoughts. I want to try homeschooling but I don’t think my parents will let me. Can someone please help me out with my issues ",1.8654616048317507,4.196871945355191,2.932436008052921,91.19337359792928,80.91256830601094,6.4755823986195,21.106988783433994,7.669130373188453,0.7408098360655737,718,21,154,12,19,229,107,183,0.138,0.777,0.085,-0.7783,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,1,7,11,3,2,7,0,15,3,1,3,3,31,35,14,1,3,2,2,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,14,0,1,4,0,0,5,3,9,0,1,1,1,26,2,18,31,5,23,1,2,0,0,5,8,1,1,9,96,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15477361355721106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504276147696801,0.0,0.0,0.06166594499474513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047912912405146,0.0,0.08712860361292737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681495281762069,0.0,0.085231314594706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855512619862194,0.0,0.17247397267693293,0.08484786166343176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974829704927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780513847143534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672458086296947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558432620950084,0.10038528041070004,0.08991528847422335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344253095732557,0.0714520075820187,0.04942146419075146,0.0,0.17865153639977113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20257442849667925,0.0,0.0,0.11019244563619056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872787128216525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758436786221266,0.189862838364396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614996914680497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465149873359766,0.0,0.0,0.07013132009211462,0.0,0.0,0.11104284831192758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6142734130804763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123264273318637,0.0,0.08571218935740063,0.0,0.10004941768217654,0.0,0.0,0.21564531897336373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065216875438302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720593428569982,0.06481897837748117,0.0,0.08030941203730745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868071893680745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899963519828915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736453837693136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651434570520008 anxiety,throwaway319111,2018/01/22,"I have GAD(+ health anxiety) and am unable to use medication I really want to use medication since CBT isn't particularly effective yet, yet I am unable to use it long enough for the effect to come. I used Escitalopram and got a lot of health anxiety from it. I felt nauseated and it just got worse. I couldn't sleep for two days and barely ate anything. Maybe it was health anxiety, maybe not. What are my alternatives here? I was thinking about switching to another SSRI. I mean, some people have no side effects or at least, far lighter ones. I was also thinking of using a benzodiazapine in the short-term so I wouldn't get health anxiety, until the side effects lessen and the drug takes effect. ",5.044772727272728,6.768924840909094,6.274666666666665,73.58700000000002,69.53030303030303,9.522424242424243,28.35151515151515,9.888512548439397,2.8226460606060604,557,20,102,14,10,187,83,132,0.106,0.8809999999999999,0.013,-0.8617,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,0,6,0,11,9,1,10,0,28,27,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,9,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,7,1,11,0,14,18,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,5,67,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283565690963608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172855413168546,0.3552284882762736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553066154845467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999996677825398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486725728802694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462540613179155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995009811152338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146283541173913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065127047336434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569260741212212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935851278517529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027343655297956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869399940880956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325231327244145,0.12645403497134314,0.0,0.2338932094076434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866433931261405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804809109400697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436904573960712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602932278016464,0.0,0.11617199410101404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728384643088234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876920665894944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340126075143127,0.0,0.0,0.5013144727579887,0.0,0.0,0.06847180251646345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830374928715948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nopointnopointnopoin,2018/01/22,"How to get back on the horse? For nearly a year, I've held onto lifestyle changes (exercise, nutrition, and taking anti-depressants regularly) that have really staved off anxiety and depression. It's all gone now, though. After a two-week bout of flu (I had been sick before this, but it didn't have this effect) at the beginning of this year, I just don't have the energy to get back into these habits. The result has been pretty awful - as a freelancer, I've fallen behind and ghosted (it's extremely unprofessional) some of my contacts. Just seeing their e-mail address makes my anxiety spike - I had a panic attack when one of them called me. I thought I heard someone knock on my door and I started hyperventilating. I feel terribly guilty and it just compounds. My apartment and health are a mess. How did this go downhill so quickly? On some days I go out and pretend everything is fine and I can forget about anxiety (or hide it) and distract myself for several hours, but when it comes to actually doing something that helps my anxiety (and realistically, depression too at this point)... I can't muster up the effort to invest in Future Me. Today I slept for 15 hours, and I honestly don't care if I get out of bed. I still feel awful and I just want to tunnel in somewhere and hide and hibernate for a good while. You'd think that'd be a good motivator to get my ass moving, but no. Could I please hear your stories or strategies of how you got out? I have a whole arsenal of strategies, I just... don't even want to do any of it. At this rate, I'll lose all my work contacts and won't be able to feed myself. Thanks in advance.",3.6479696165903084,5.436122498432604,4.98998432601881,81.1397244996383,73.2319749216301,8.042488545936822,26.37581384133109,8.730908602173464,1.990553315649868,1283,45,247,25,26,427,179,319,0.225,0.679,0.096,-0.9923,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,2,6,20,14,1,2,13,2,26,7,2,7,2,51,52,30,1,4,11,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,3,0,17,20,1,1,6,2,1,7,7,8,0,1,12,5,34,6,41,34,5,44,0,3,1,1,11,19,1,5,18,177,51,2,0.12016617207158298,0.0,0.11726484976314905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171711768229868,0.0,0.36770717090193705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367063684832796,0.0,0.18480073781582368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225256177613876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270309706855995,0.0,0.12251742108252725,0.0,0.12711987658593046,0.10351251699963183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594291038874496,0.0,0.0,0.07749723988678907,0.0,0.31049684377211284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936862333912037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799760709843424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151925437774908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511274609262084,0.0,0.1365864096376054,0.20157936777645144,0.09610786519437507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773102168855618,0.13543600933604288,0.0,0.08054485214538674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366789477169107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344352092316949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021185296340004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771762372684986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142770812068151,0.0,0.0,0.14098911167785094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190637171037822,0.1135958737469826,0.0,0.0,0.122252197515473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698152685974816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575688117430654,0.0,0.0,0.13575357049988065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181640764228476,0.09250979004870097,0.0,0.0,0.0850542350841598,0.0,0.09596486024133864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035000653319662,0.0,0.0,0.11063286640913272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699763096610522,0.11806265394335007,0.09539851793316367,0.0,0.0,0.11390348046215955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738488928621996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417542433719642,0.0,0.09639005492406147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341612397365179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748240444031442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476615002277969 anxiety,SomeGuyMe,2018/01/22,"4 mg lorazepam the day after? I've been using lorazepam for a while now but it's been ages since I've had to take that many. Yesterday I had agonising toothache so took 2mg to get to the emergency dentist. When I got back I saw they had better results than the pain killers I was talking so I took .5 with no effect and then another.5 an hour later with no results. Finally I took 1mg at about 6/7 pm pain reduced and I'm out like a light. It's now nearly 10 am and I still feel some effect any idea if this is normal and how long it will last? I'm not worried just curious. My plan is just eat and sleep until I can get to my dentist tomorrow.",1.0619092418372986,2.8363900000000046,3.181438848920866,91.29741560597677,80.65467625899282,6.29131156613171,23.641947980077475,7.321109707123232,0.8849121195351408,506,18,114,7,13,172,93,139,0.202,0.735,0.064,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,11,4,0,0,6,0,11,6,1,6,0,23,23,14,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,4,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,11,3,11,2,14,11,1,24,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,19,70,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774689488383865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314048309103013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313574805335362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166643681944284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17717410801714212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754906730318229,0.0,0.0,0.18967568186208114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092585484405066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848264624981435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051636161707984,0.0,0.0,0.19546354322360174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113911019518569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459159477274024,0.0,0.0,0.15323094438312101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554536852808067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696487344856307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684843529303549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323020093805466,0.0,0.17327351247237666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827658918795716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018609838123185,0.13917017880256208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771229524542729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954468195231932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584067278121912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Doktor-Pinestine,2018/01/22,"Gf having a breakdown please help My girlfriend is having a really hard time right now, but I don't know what to do. She's really stressed under a huge workload, and her parents don't give her an easy time about it. She just had a small breakdown, ranting at me over text. This has been building for a while despite my attempts to help, and she is doing some self-harm (cutting). As someone who had never experienced this myself, I have no idea what to do. Can you help me? 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Anyone else get a constant pressure in their chest? Anxiety seems to be getting worse anyone got any tips on controlling it? I’ve started taking cbd oil without any benefits yet...,4.2650000000000015,7.371049944444448,4.63666666666667,77.85000000000005,77.33333333333334,6.933333333333335,34.0,8.07648339933343,3.3048,162,9,24,3,4,51,31,36,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.8727,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614540588027836,0.0,0.2033069281305922,0.0,0.0,0.37165343764846653,0.2723042077129449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28719392063277177,0.2980742788269645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220097494709788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27769897728624243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255386229134351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419394168799776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810745754065655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998196797716721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561847384336033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708338170805499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlwaysSickNTired,2018/01/22,"i just wanna feel normal So I've been reading some old posts and I feel like I don't have it as bad as most people, don't need medication, very few attacks and disliking myself only half of the time, but stiil, I just wanna feel normal again like when I was a kid. Don't know how but I had plenty of friends back in the day or at least it felt like it, it was easy. But now I feel like I just annoy everyone around me, that was kinda my thing in high school, people would just get annoyed by anything I said and never knew what changed, I just did the same thing I did in elementary, be friendly, be myself and that used to work, but not anymore. I don't have any crushing stories, just a few suicidal thoughts here and there and just a desperate need to be able to make friends again, to mantain a relationship without srewing things in a couple of weeks. I just wanna be normal again but I really don't know how to. Now I'm afraid about anything coming out of my mouth I think and rethink things before saying them and even after having the courage of saying them I always feel like I said the stupidest thing ever, always feel like shit when someone is slightly mad at me or ignoring me, I tried to stop caring about people but it doesn't work, nothing really seems to work.",5.0563861867704265,5.39613559922179,5.642468385214009,83.2179438229572,68.49416342412451,8.137062256809338,27.73565175097277,7.8658589789855275,1.582673346303502,1007,30,202,11,16,326,133,257,0.146,0.696,0.158,0.5522,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,3,26,19,5,1,10,0,22,3,2,4,2,64,45,23,1,9,18,0,7,6,3,1,1,4,0,1,13,11,0,2,14,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,12,11,27,11,30,28,6,27,0,0,0,0,11,9,1,6,22,150,40,5,0.09494285888927433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800012861945048,0.0,0.0,0.06456439977406449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941578041109378,0.0,0.0,0.15625976642003886,0.08451927346644894,0.0,0.10801120838268352,0.0,0.07300519801292192,0.07927332140667889,0.0,0.0,0.08078938004279278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680057224746176,0.0,0.1004369557310221,0.08178486611785597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505246751894487,0.0,0.061230289556836424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270886286893773,0.08588125144660114,0.0,0.09072197035553407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880357730088209,0.2713087894439112,0.0911600335622052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200578517857267,0.0,0.049603725147655583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031234314118752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435622455055893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783057106255376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337509555197225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956449418355954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407978536996003,0.07322578581699953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790715303015037,0.09110023372732308,0.0,0.09962655929637164,0.0,0.0,0.0722083224743683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746427179908926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092901418568862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496855177526096,0.0,0.12164565311062872,0.0,0.0,0.10193309907403164,0.0,0.0,0.18062480099923706,0.1510047442321469,0.0,0.09608724195326923,0.0,0.086432412928393,0.0,0.0,0.09745748028429686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044477623565972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937648129123524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038520777753092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153790835267453,0.0608355503516294,0.0,0.07537402473783361,0.05536194452858194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445996897288063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200014649371536,0.0,0.07833780180420931,0.0,0.0,0.07615743453601062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152152792544008,0.0,0.2073585961061508,0.0,0.0,0.06744468291124175,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MaximumSpider16,2018/01/22,Feel like I'm just not cut out for life Even relatively simple stuff like talking to my parents about my girlfriend or being sociable I can't do. I can't even get through the last few months of high school without feeling as if I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders. I feel useless and really angry toward myself all the time. I don't understand. Nothing makes sense anymore.,4.425043859649122,6.233793171052637,5.031578947368423,81.5493859649123,71.23684210526315,7.698245614035088,31.08771929824561,8.344100000000001,2.4526035087719302,315,14,57,5,6,101,57,76,0.1,0.774,0.125,0.2385,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,5,3,1,1,1,13,13,4,0,1,5,1,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,4,8,2,11,12,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,5,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452232490136356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29906261761725056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434153016913309,0.16173614271088685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828168465778953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391980219911105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845415818471885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599089988120947,0.2212096517931758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111996215852655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070578100825824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21723144957179555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513840930423807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503399430579136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291231317511337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591673244495582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18196717342672405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201234474385554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356844644477556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275687282707733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182360391936737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smittenkitt3n,2018/01/22,"I broke up with my boyfriend Edit: Many people are telling me that I shouldn't dump my anxiety on my SO. After reading the comments and re-evaluating myself, I realized that I was wrong. I am going to apologize to him later today. Thank you so much for setting me straight. I really appreciate it. -- I asked him to make more of an effort in our relationship, and he got upset. I asked him to resolve this problem before he went to bed because I had really bad anxiety over it. He said, ""Why do I have to be responsible for fixing problems you create according to your anxiety schedule"" I'm so fucking done dating someone who doesn't give a shit about my anxiety. It's something I can't help, and it doesn't hurt to stay up an extra 10 minutes to work things out with me. I'm respecting myself and understanding my worth, and I've been a lot happier since. Thanks for listening. ",4.713585271317832,5.825297063953492,6.327906976744188,75.22387596899226,69.63953488372093,9.686821705426356,31.77519379844961,9.928628108626363,3.262754263565892,693,30,128,17,12,238,113,172,0.109,0.672,0.219,0.9297,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,3,0,3,4,14,3,1,5,0,13,2,1,1,0,16,28,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,9,8,0,0,3,1,1,2,4,10,0,0,7,2,28,4,23,19,4,16,0,2,0,1,21,7,2,1,5,90,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522869018553374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763586351925632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341242555272815,0.09010159603641132,0.0,0.1257726202593828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125757754806454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664491789724462,0.0,0.1417896606111637,0.08400195718104653,0.0,0.118214525123544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990717193463395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823013569805502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256599757551158,0.0,0.0,0.09866212393928857,0.1498528006227524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865493570854197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247055928484416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828621116670136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784670451347268,0.0,0.18937752123835733,0.0,0.0,0.15868908704225082,0.0,0.0,0.14059802472472535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517214595871459,0.12226723452913955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252361422748813,0.1137888233992944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15754228220241184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129189575818105,0.272161112707299,0.0,0.0,0.09819620769252363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010347462739328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387199354587264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701829719959258,0.13337256223009758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760504227892116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160342983778586,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SelfDepracatingCynic,2018/01/22,"I doubt almost every social interaction I have. I’ve done it over the past 12 years (I’m 22 now) where I feel fine talking to people in the movement, but later at night - in bed - i constantly re run every conversation in my head in order to see if there is anything that I could have said that could have resulted in a more favorable outcome. Now, more recently, I’ve found that when I am interacting with new people - for example when my close group of friends introduces other friends into the group - I try to be normal and jest/have banter/make jokes but eventually i turn very silent and remain mostly withdrawn from the conversation and group dynamic. It’s gone from trying to fit in with my friends and trying to be accepting and welcoming of the people they are trying to bring in but the result is that i become uncertain who is there and for what purpose and this makes me incredibly anxious because I want everyone to have a good interaction with each other’s. This sometimes builds up into a sense of feeling where I just feel like I am not needed in the equation of the social group. this is feeding into some of my suspicions that my friends -with good purposes- are trying to keep me involved in group events but i do not know whether it is for genuine reasons or just out of pity.",8.578978494623655,7.330156790322581,8.457096774193548,71.2389784946237,61.74193548387096,11.492473118279571,36.79569892473119,10.504223727775694,3.767200537634408,1036,40,187,20,12,336,135,248,0.05,0.753,0.197,0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,0,10,16,0,2,11,0,19,2,1,4,0,49,34,16,0,6,11,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,15,17,1,1,7,1,0,4,2,3,0,0,4,5,21,13,39,26,5,37,0,1,1,0,22,20,0,7,13,136,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484244158326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084550084006855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025956186360755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599977212965366,0.13769201989744054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472769809014085,0.0,0.1990831948802184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127584215288382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21008550142418045,0.11913081512601185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891159125486222,0.0890667307782217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669799241229344,0.3852895633457556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091403335393204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795091820423402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081548228273112,0.0,0.0,0.0685172623867227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090914551185455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322048961467242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244377637242956,0.0,0.12041038568925355,0.0,0.11699757826473735,0.1221535009766376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901490601646958,0.2592985973022893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818506112890432,0.12309998174200908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859299181160354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934859052484367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25417774411239985,0.0,0.0,0.12330522051024942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002077888987584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232254114765415,0.135608902344881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028686452415232,0.07353562536296909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028560807933505 anxiety,FeatheredDrake,2018/01/22,"I feel panicky all the time I've been feeling constantly panicky for months. I just feel like I'm going to pass out at any moment. I feel scared, nervous, panicky, irritable and on edge 24/7. Most of the time I struggle to breathe. Anyone else like this? Why do I feel like dying all the time?",1.9997126436781585,4.3537166724137935,3.0317241379310365,90.54402298850576,80.55172413793103,5.2459770114942526,25.18390804597701,6.42735559955562,0.8276459770114948,229,9,46,2,6,73,39,58,0.271,0.595,0.134,-0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,11,9,1,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,5,3,7,8,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,9,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350802291894993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755747998686447,0.21622575555427606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804907423567436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190164123562149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628896087563425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335169801918167,0.30152056016843465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993353510641824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092966281626289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844258618397506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21127841334320224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061496952583196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3691608641316679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042226409059812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AncalagonthePartier,2018/01/22,"The Doubt Circle in a Relationship I hope this is the right place, but this is my current predicament. I'm calling this a circle because it's like: Idk if this is the right person? What if I'm just being overly critical because of my fear and anxiety? Will I always feel this way or will it go away? How do I know then if this is just my own broken mind, or I am getting bad signals from them? Idk if this is the right person...repeat. Anyone else deal with this, and how is it overcome? Is there maybe a logical thought process I can use for this?",2.0848214285714306,3.9219078392857165,3.4226428571428578,90.47235714285715,77.75,5.908571428571428,23.7,6.742157984588678,0.682282857142857,426,14,90,4,10,139,68,112,0.202,0.754,0.044,-0.9578,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,7,0,13,0,0,3,0,22,22,12,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,13,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,9,2,7,18,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,8,3,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662369583113742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399659048864946,0.0,0.0,0.13161584889617992,0.1928654269036536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684970052405571,0.0,0.15716544901590918,0.2294883636666293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220541798987645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405842233462345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724327386681802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118127810352371,0.09517550754421028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834319538220093,0.0,0.10697630533915477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695636202390808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344711561254084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196040819702794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910385255306286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006016705543408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32871298946609656,0.19666186566777447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209019883710333,0.0,0.482246045026641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943479384805755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257158921020445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494094117540536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,darkelfairi,2018/01/22,"current: being aware im anxious makes me 10x more anxious As soon as I feel it commence? my mind only focuses on that no matter what(gitters, butterflies, breathing, heart palpitations). escalates quiclky & prolonged. As I'm writting this rn actually; been like this since earlier afternoon. Regrettably typing this is making me focus even more on it WoW should've seen that coming. 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Hi, all. I am just wondering if anyone has ever been on anxiolytics that work and *help*. I was on alprazolam in college a few years ago briefly, and again for a short time frame about 3 years ago. I basically don't sleep anymore, and when I do, it's riddled with nightmares. I can't take it anymore. I'm reaching a breaking point. I've tried to meditate and I exercise regularly, but that's not really doing it for the sleep issue anymore. I feel scared/worried every time I go to bed.",1.625754545454548,4.052409630000007,3.767454545454549,84.2437272727273,82.7,6.836363636363638,26.09090909090909,8.00094639256281,1.8473,393,17,78,8,11,134,69,100,0.0,0.983,0.017,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,0,8,3,2,0,2,13,13,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,9,11,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,48,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181858824703247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533970177537599,0.12549244826599934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623445785689109,0.15121465130613565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907474863920336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199925446707564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029769128257932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732430852538606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935524104109348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966101478866588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497569001578932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359207383917277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494217077574006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20930555626186687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218511179238473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463198165911536,0.2613185325121105,0.18226463801287915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23115084379107725 anxiety,SaveMeFromDepress,2018/01/22,"I need help with my anxiety (A letter to Myself) I suddenly felt overwhelmed once again and I haven't talked to anyone about it even though this kind of thing has been happening for a while. This time I decided to write down my thoughts. This is what I wrote to myself: What’s even happening at this point. Am I lazy? Why does work of any kind at all just entirely break you down? Why doesn’t making a schedule even work? It worked for 3 days once, but never after. Why do I feel myself trapped although I’m technically free to do whatever? You were pretty depressed a year ago. But you were able to turn that around pretty decently I feel. You went to therapy. You started showering again and went from eating maybe a meal a day to eating on a much more semi-regular basis. You even managed to keep your room clean after coming back to college for the most part (semi-weekly cleanings sort of magically took place). It was so bad that at some point you had maggots in the trashcan and people refused to touch you or enter your room. But it seems like now you’ve got new problems to deal with. You’ve gone almost 5 months now with suicide ideas going through your head every day. You play it like a movie. And even when you tell yourself that suicide is not the answer, you seem to counter with “well it would actually solve your problems.” Is this not a problem? You know for a fact that you are too much of a wuss to actually follow through, so you have that going for you. You also know that it would be the most disappointing thing to so many people who have known you or currently know you. What doesn’t seem to make sense is that you can’t find a source of these bad thoughts. Last time you were able to find a source. But this time the source seems to be elusive. Going out and just talking and hanging with people makes you feel decently happy and puts your mind off (usually) from things that make you anxious. Yet you seem to have weird anxiety pop up at almost all other situations. It hits and you freeze. You can only think about those things that make you anxious. You sweat. You lose all appetite. You have to force food in your mouth to keep the 2 meal a day minimum going. You feel faint headed and almost in a delirious state. But why does the anxiety hit at such random times? Sometimes I feel like the only decent solution is to just take a gap semester from college, go home, throw all electronics in a box so that I’m truly alone, and just take time to think without much responsibilities. It’s unrealistic though. I would just be lonely again and because of how it is at home, it could just make you more anxious. But that’s another weird thing. I feel lonely when I’m alone doing nothing much, but when I’m alone doing something I love, it’s the best thing ever. But for some reason, I’m unable to truly let myself do stuff I really love without the thought of various other work I have to do. It’s crippling. You need to do something buddy. I know you can because you were once happy. (Also, why was this so hard to type buddy? You seem to have the general problem of expressing your feelings properly, even to yourself.) 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So my husband has minor anxiety and so do I. I would say his is worse because he has also had depression (it kind of comes and goes). So last night/this morning he kind of had an axiety attack. He has never had one this severe in our 3 years of marriage. He has had some freak out moments, but I can usually talk him down because its usually mid-day and I am there. So last night we went to bed at 11pm and I fell asleep rather quickly (which is honestly unusual, I have a hard time sleeping in general and I have what I think is night terrors ) then at 2:30am my husband wakes me up by saying ""Hey (name) are you okay?"" So I woke up kind of suddenly and just said ya. I thought maybe I was talking in my sleep or crying or something. But I just asked him what was wrong. And he told me he didn't feel good. He was nauseous and dizzy and couldn't sleep. So after a few minutes of talking, he was basically convinced we had a carbon monoxide leak... So he really wanted fresh air so I got out of bed with him and we went to our balcony and got some fresh air in the house (also its about 15 degrees outside). I finally talk him down a bit and get him back into bed and he then proceeds to tell me how awful he feels after reading an /AskReddit post and reading about a bunch of child abuse... after about 30 minutes of talking him down about that we finally drifted asleep. This went on for about an hour or so. I guess my question is what would you have done? Did I do the right thing? If it was you, what would have helped you? 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My Father passed away from cardiac arrest back in November, I performed CPR on him, he had been diagnosed with CHF and afib for a few months before his death. I have been having cardiac symptoms myself relating to what doctors state is just anxiety. Sinus tach 160 bpm during extreme panic attacks been taken to er twice by ambulance. All they want to do is give ativan or klonopin for symptoms, say ecg is all right. Had cardiomyopathy screening echo cardiogram, ecg, holter 24 hour, mri and cardiac enzyme panels. Doing a 48 holter this week to see if abnormalities are discovered, gp gave me valium and trintilelix for anxiety and depression respectively . I miss my Dad every day and do not know how to function between supporting my mom, work and grief. Symptoms are destroying me, worried i will die just like that, so scared.",7.829635306553911,9.073982354651164,7.31632135306554,70.45827695560256,62.66279069767442,10.20803382663848,37.14799154334038,10.230975488527342,4.122539534883721,783,37,122,17,11,245,127,172,0.258,0.687,0.055,-0.9921,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,7,12,2,3,2,0,20,8,0,1,2,21,28,13,3,2,7,3,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,9,3,15,4,18,18,3,14,0,3,2,0,11,5,0,2,8,82,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35991908700259023,0.17717105718230786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784145473194613,0.14734511544868134,0.12059109004034915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344911962734474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114111819596974,0.0,0.1350757696717413,0.15917716955624567,0.1627627559550935,0.0,0.0,0.16052015455933125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321343960722685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504437558969295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290347878834478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544440386554625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618859487799689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077228967893474,0.07661826354439225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367511674234108,0.12517865329159278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18400392619641104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339302978151496,0.0,0.1247159599854491,0.15701223693514302,0.0,0.12497165126236913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395072889136586,0.0,0.0,0.17796661265555985,0.0,0.4890131770466645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250124717092116,0.0,0.12579800199635785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417268822078132,0.1592664974004752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099212239723612 anxiety,MYST3Rl0N,2018/01/22,"Trying to figure out my best path going forward for diagnosis/treatment. So I’ve suffered from Anxiety since I was young but never really knew what it was or what the triggers were. Now that I’m older (33M) I’ve been able to narrow much of it down to triggers I’ll talk about next as well as probably being hereditary but can’t really seek treatment. I’m active duty military and in Aviation with some pretty strict physical and mental health requirements. I perform very well in my job and have never had any issues in the aircraft or during training. I have brought it up during a physical but the flight surgeon immediately freaked out and was leaning towards “grounding” me which would disqualify me from my job (momentarily or permanently depending on diagnosis) so I backtracked and chalked it up to short term stress and he left it alone. My two triggers are meetings and sometimes one on one conversations with people were I feel like I’m trapped and am just unable to walk away for fear of being rude. I start to get shaking sound in my ears like when you yawn and am unable to focus. Also, my tear ducts feel like My eyes are getting watery and I might cry but not in an emotional way. I’m definitely an introvert (INTJ) and it’s not rare for me to not leave my house on my weekends. Other than that I’m very active and happy. I have good friends inside and outside of work and am confident around people I know well but definitely lack confidence around strangers. I’ve tried guided meditation with little success because I can’t really concentrate enough for it to work. Since I can’t really seek medical diagnosis and medication is definitely off the table. I was just wondering if anybody has similar symptoms/triggers so I can narrow down type of anxiety and try something that works for them. 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Today I met one of my most favorite actors and I completely shut down. I was so in shock I couldn’t even look at him. He even walked over to introduce himself and I totally blew it. I’ve been kicking myself over this all day now. With every life moment my anxiety remains in control. I can’t tell if it’s getting worse or if I’m just realizing how debilitating it is.. Plus I can’t stop kicking myself about this.",0.9936269915651366,3.3328520927835084,3.420224929709466,86.24743205248362,84.77319587628867,6.413870665417058,24.28209934395501,7.686295010490155,1.4393999999999996,371,15,76,7,11,128,65,97,0.134,0.83,0.036000000000000004,-0.7773,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,3,20,12,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,3,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,3,2,15,0,12,8,4,15,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,4,7,58,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700627123026966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837162267859817,0.0,0.3034979947657621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451293778418311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35745406280352765,0.0,0.22798998124809405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137597361059726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19113094695567398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272336652780133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336380214226847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524630878397698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365140556776929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338788841959812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564946961766995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757618695654739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxtythrwwy22,2018/01/22,"I've waited a month to respond to an internship email. help. Hey guys, I need help. Awhile ago I was doing an internship hunt. got really far with a few companies, then I got a really great offer from one and accepted. However, I got really anxious and have been delaying and delaying responding to these two companies. one asked me for another phone interview, and another had a manager email me about a potential offer. I feel terrible for 1) taking up these people's time 2) not responding to them in a reasonable way 3) having to apologize about the delay and then tell them I'm no longer interested 4) ruining any chance for future work. I still want to email them to let them know the situation (ideally I wouldn't burn bridges but its probably too late for that). Does anyone have any experience in this? I wish I could just say ""sorry, had a bad bout of anxiety. I never meant disrespect and this isn't usually a problem!"" ugh.",3.7395550847457635,6.040628531073445,5.7243749999999975,73.72520656779659,74.42372881355931,11.204661016949153,28.57662429378531,10.9516,4.087248870056498,738,31,132,30,16,255,116,177,0.087,0.7759999999999999,0.138,0.7829999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,2,5,9,0,0,12,0,12,0,0,1,1,27,25,9,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,4,5,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,8,2,16,4,19,14,1,18,0,1,0,0,22,4,0,0,13,84,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288589613507795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770891600064866,0.3048596807363655,0.11120525941597646,0.16422318865367275,0.0,0.10164389705398864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358984025067518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137526638465986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606361891429692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721152955190584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219669481642716,0.0,0.0,0.07350185841612279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487895018628219,0.16026748989095116,0.0,0.1439360581151791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948727005889788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798898313389851,0.0,0.16398016367950838,0.0,0.0,0.14864747582445545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160304505818051,0.0,0.0,0.10778769386681422,0.11211589349422103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700870957719144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007790858503882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673007486496726,0.13909646455754396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793772221633165,0.14946135553352324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560157144481695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633984550882588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272631216863134,0.0,0.0,0.11609017198962406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929779683234753,0.0,0.12705705368657724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476459224229325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420023115956154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010107255149392,0.0,0.08574114760301348,0.11538545695363292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716472906072513,0.0,0.0,0.1058288143389296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,amandapianokeys,2018/01/22,"Did Prozac increase anxiety for anyone? I've been taking Prozac for almost two weeks now. 20mg first week and then increased to 40mg the second week. I've been on Prozac before and did not have this side effect. Now that I've started taking it again I notice about one or twice a day I get extremely, nauseatingly anxious. Is this a common side effect? 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I'm 19 and living on my own for the first time. Social anxiety has affected me for several years now and my current job and living situation have shown me that I need some sort of therapeutic or medicinal help for it. I feel I've accepted the fact that I need help. I have tried emdr therapy and it hasn't helped me at all. From what I've read taking care of yourself through, diet, exercise and sleep will play a big factor in reducing anxiety. I am struggling to do this on my own though. I am enjoying living on my own but am struggling with working and taking care of myself properly. Would it be best to leave this job and move back home(5000km away) and tackle this problem with the support of my family? I don't want to leave the job here because it allows me to do something I love but I am having serious anxiety over it. I'm also worried if I go back home then I will fall back into the cycle of being anxious and depressed and not actually help myself. Any advice would be awesome. Thanks ",4.266308943089431,5.582359273170738,5.741951219512199,78.23747967479676,70.90243902439025,8.783739837398375,29.27642276422764,9.21078282632365,2.6147008130081297,821,32,152,17,15,278,117,205,0.132,0.674,0.194,0.9656,4,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,8,14,0,2,6,0,19,4,1,2,2,33,34,17,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,13,1,0,2,3,0,3,3,5,0,1,0,1,23,9,25,27,6,21,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,4,9,114,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.10120641584247587,0.0,0.0,0.2026892569275365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293719059214273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705266463932505,0.0,0.2380145771840011,0.11716326193110735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743935962305142,0.2392407489178668,0.0,0.06322091338112458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883769417330837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147938348227147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932563836491302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776896010039487,0.0,0.05243910778149883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821603578938231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058941025380302464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475745637614946,0.0,0.2080600275956209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30874978652117874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196287340926896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2747346199534578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936027090299465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022777041389624,0.0,0.23069990139029856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923687174906183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373849200133728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716326193110735,0.0,0.0,0.11657486466796718,0.10378532491673463,0.10571971924156418,0.0,0.07984135314273172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684131142401128,0.0,0.0,0.1176893629533383,0.0,0.0,0.15595466759285695,0.0,0.0,0.0954826267740326,0.11860191114122465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189496745692277,0.0,0.0604743837017514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041257185351292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117109658655345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550242566778485,0.10532297232149322,0.0,0.14734582275778535,0.0,0.0,0.06678611437775751 anxiety,16LittleFrogs,2018/01/22,"I'm terrified to have a brain tumor. Please help :( (sorta long post) I don't know what I'm expecting by posting this. I guess I'm hoping other people have the symptoms and I'm not dying... I don't know. Let me start off by saying this: I've always had health anxiety, along with severe untreated panic issues...and I've been dizzy/off before. That's my main issue and that's just how my panic likes to affect me. But awhile back I had a sudden episode of severe weakness/dizziness. It went away a tiny bit a few hours bit since then I've had issues with feeling.. Sick. My head keeps hurting, my arms feel werid, I feel weak, my eyes feel off and stange, my feet feel heavy, I find it hard to talk and find words, etc. Now I know it could maybe just be panic, which won't go awake because I wake up and go to bed nervous, but this feels terrible. I keep getting light trails/floaters, stuff like that. I have visual snow and floaters all the time but this is more intense. It's like I'll feel okish for a tiny bit of time, then I'll feel slightly off and my syntoms are worse again. If I had a brain tumor it wouldn't come and go like that right? And I'd probably be a bit more ill by now I'm guessing, but I'm still afraid. It just won't go awake. I have so much anxiety over it I can hardly eat, and I dread going anywhere because I'm afarid I'll just lose my mind out in public where I can't curl up on the couch and silently cry and clutch a pillow. Before anyone says to get a checkup to put my mind at ease, I'm going to try and do that soon but until then I'm scared and I'm alone afarid that if it comes back saying I do have a tumor or something like that I'll die. If it helps anything, I'm a 17 year old girl and I don't think my family has a history of this stuff or anything like that. It doesn't help that my left side feels horrible because I slept wrong, but my arm feels really weak like I've been tensing it a lot. Please someone calm me down somehow or prove I'm okay. I'm genuinely terrified and it's ruining my life.",1.8058735632183909,3.2154288919540237,3.2011206896551734,93.63386494252876,77.32183908045977,6.120689655172415,21.048850574712645,6.691623216298621,0.18712643678160928,1588,39,365,14,36,519,209,435,0.205,0.693,0.103,-0.9926,0,1,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,1,15,24,0,7,16,1,29,18,9,2,2,73,74,34,2,7,17,0,12,7,0,3,8,3,3,1,31,22,1,2,17,0,0,10,9,14,0,0,8,17,34,10,30,59,12,47,0,3,1,0,9,16,0,12,26,195,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348847557049314,0.0,0.0,0.05904064135085507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856149204846104,0.0,0.0,0.049613719619702984,0.0,0.11678062426131695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666500676183842,0.10912076465483253,0.0,0.12976140137866454,0.0,0.12075577035896838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098600162067246,0.0,0.0,0.15841955840591224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224372196612525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056652175032244276,0.0,0.07794126015000706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728116630511456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260516747055036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913411357361831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689050925011225,0.0,0.3587722136477765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970404181779305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414261676110044,0.0,0.24195379797619224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156330915972221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712434141160742,0.0,0.07282079050423046,0.07542235448588556,0.0,0.0,0.14267988254258676,0.0,0.0,0.07047479923098443,0.06987685238115701,0.0,0.07595930613045057,0.0,0.0,0.1481181672610861,0.0,0.12613697710328728,0.0,0.0,0.11698582425698804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770933338462482,0.07255678305814925,0.050117952115233136,0.24265683522657,0.0,0.0,0.06279336469147442,0.0,0.0793810295417492,0.0,0.06032380952350511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128431414801767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432896101532633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05216044015672935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445583757218123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24975289367554684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919159392575581,0.0,0.0,0.1557756133877142,0.0,0.0,0.13591146695467107,0.0,0.07650200568554848,0.0,0.0,0.07132985285672742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545589576381534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059559003550183,0.0,0.16927993080235246,0.07103881119573525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603189856561522,0.0,0.058695104168053035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060120345771600726,0.05462499310058435,0.0,0.0,0.0502226521344586,0.0,0.0566651359366616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624540914280758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374990942222813,0.0,0.05703132501668257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546540488385748,0.0,0.0,0.0827494190025757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048174111538622964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577643845492097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230969340247545,0.0,0.07757867579791285,0.0,0.04569300110154696 anxiety,b-cola,2018/01/22,"Panic attacks have been on and off and I only beat half of them lately Hey everyone, I’d love to describe my situation as of late, and gain some insight from you folks. Be it, techniques, advice, stories, anything really. Reddit helps ground me sometimes. I’ve had general anxiety for a long time now, or at least been aware of it for a while. About 5 years ago I started experiencing my first real panic attacks. Some even in public that ended with me puking in a family member’s car. Someone I don’t see too often. Things calmed down as I pushed through life and did things like worked retail, and moved to a new city with my girlfriend. Then the last year things flared up bad again, and the panic attacks resumed. I decided to start seeing a psychologist about 7 months ago and that’s been helping somewhat. Him and I discovered that somethings in my previous career were deeply rooted into my panic triggers. Now, the last 2 years I’ve been working a job that comes with a high responsibility and requires me to travel a little bit (travelling is a huge trigger). One of my biggest triggers though, is meetings and being expected to sit in rooms for any period of time. Lately, I had to attend a conference for work (3 days of meetings and seminars) and I made it through. Barely, I actually ran out of one meeting from a panic attack. But that was only 1 out of a handful. So I see it as a win. Today, I had a full blown panic attack in a car wash. I was thinking about how it would suck to be panicky in a car wash. And at the time I was not panicky or even generally anxious. But I think my body thinks things like “why aren’t you anxious now? This is the thing you don’t like”. So, when we got into the big car wash thing and the water and soap started flying it really happened. I sat for about a minute and then I lost it. My heart raced to an extremely high rate, I got sweaty and dizzy instantly. I decided to just drive out and luckily the door opened automatically and I was allowed to leave. Anyways. This is one of about 4 panic attacks I’ve had over the last 4 weeks or so. Another one involved me in a line to meet one of my idols at a meet and greet. I was next in line and I just couldn’t do it. Heart racing, etc. To a point where I thought I was going to pass out. Lately has not been fun. 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Felt like I wanted to meet some new people and establish some awesome connections so I decided to reach out to other redditors and got a few conversations going :) I feel pretty proud because this is something I've put off for months now to the point where it felt physically painful to even action this. -- Even if it doesn't work out, I'm happy I tried. I feel good. c: ",2.3101897018970234,4.901448609756101,3.9365040650406544,83.06771002710029,81.1951219512195,7.059078590785908,22.52574525745257,8.167268648758528,1.5676460704607047,334,11,62,7,9,111,59,82,0.075,0.6409999999999999,0.284,0.9636,0,2,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,14,11,4,0,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,4,5,6,4,10,7,3,13,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,3,5,37,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690672505971958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706313264492155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536754341482912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941979608235056,0.0,0.5531529364325308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091382693370271,0.1610703685055126,0.1535884295490336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044254903041785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381890472222856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328100120170873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18546920019339652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204339441123443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313332062301594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815357340084844,0.0,0.0,0.3907385308651866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930488405132795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783840368064252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820273153395983,0.0,0.0,0.13037958165942634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132675852146892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980421981059346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,infurich,2018/01/22,Test anxiety Does anyone have any tips for this ? 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I have this anxiety that is always there. Sometimes its strong other days its not as bad. I describe it to my therapist as TV static. I used to fear death. But these past few days i decided i will not longer fear. Why should i spend my entire life worrying about death and never really live. But this low level of anxiety is always there. Its very annoying! Any advice? I can never sit down and relax and watch tv or anything. i always have to be doing something. Its odd bc when im focused on something fully it goes away. But if my mind is free i go back to anxiety. ,0.9857012195121941,3.5352224634146374,2.8536534552845545,88.29560213414636,88.59349593495934,6.001829268292682,19.882621951219512,7.413659706084162,0.9088865853658544,485,15,94,9,16,161,81,123,0.225,0.67,0.105,-0.9317,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,2,0,0,12,1,0,1,2,16,14,11,2,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,5,0,0,1,2,12,4,12,10,1,17,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,2,9,64,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355062593564188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3667019087048781,0.0,0.0,0.0998981829462454,0.0,0.44951754627739504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088756952432145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380189683132324,0.11295832769518566,0.12265677048580086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947886728306704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306104723662055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348761266272613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867902773601467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376100417462412,0.0,0.0,0.1297168787937921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483288244011669,0.0,0.11725552305914645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265992706050892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095612825620354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804685602906931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410898073540692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22618418741917426,0.1452895222555164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17056417817276154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268758892627186,0.0,0.12120927451705728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255592118291878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918579140637828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DeliberateDodo,2018/01/22,"I think i'm going crazy. (assuming i'm not already there) TLDR: I'm a nutcase and a half. Hello, so I guess this is the part where I start venting. So I guess the reason why I am posting this is because I think I have an issue with suicidal thoughts as a result of anxiety. I say ""think"" because I am not afraid of them, which is probably a problem. So a little background information. I am a 17yo middle-class white boy with a good upbringing absent of hardship. With that being said, I have severe anxity to put it lightly and have attempted suicide a few times and self harm more often than I care to admit. Sounds weird right? I guess what I am trying to say is that I feel guilty. I feel guilty for having attempted and for having wasted so much money on therapy and doctor visits to solve an issue that was in my head the entire time. Does anybody else feel that way? All my family knows is that I asked to go to a therapist because I was freaking myself out. The therapist wanted to refer me to psych within days of my first visit and had me undergo an EEG to search for brain seizures. The EEG found nothing and the psych wasn't available for a few months so blood draws where ordered to check my thyroid, again nothing was found. After I eventually got into psych I was quickly diagnosed with GAD (shocker) and given meds. I was originally given Fluoxetine by a general practicioner who called me ""barely functional"", meds did nothing. I am currently taking Sertraline and have been for nearly two months and have yet to see any change. Now to the fun part. The suicidal thoughts have been prevelant everyday for nearly a year now and they show no sign of subsiding. The main reason why I don't have an issue with my suicidal tendancies is because planning and preparing for ""my time"" is the only sure fire way to take the edge off of an anxiety attack without resorting to self harm. For example, yesterday I was having an attack for no reason and it resulted in derealization that lasted the rest of the day until I had enough and held my head in a bowl of water. I came up for air involuntarily and felt extremely lightheaded and the room I was in looked different. It looked fuzzy but I no longer felt derealized so I don't know what that was about. A less extreme example would be that after having thought ,once again, that I killed someone. I drove home basically chanting ""If you did, just kill yourself"", the entire way home. My parents had some issues as children which resulted in them experiencing similar episodes but I don't know if that would pass onto me via genetics. Otherwise I have no idea what would cause a mental illness of any kind let alone one as severe as mine. My psych did say that gay men are more likely to experience mental illness and I will admit I have never been fully ""on-board"" with the fact that i'm homo. I guess the entire point of this post is to figure out if others have had similar experiences and to get advice of any kind from anybody. I hope I can post this here. If you actually read this stupid post, Thank You. Thank You for your time and have a good day/night. :)",5.284423170731706,6.39258490166667,6.1849837398373975,76.78434146341466,68.31666666666666,9.320325203252033,29.46747967479675,9.562709236259073,2.7093126016260163,2471,89,452,52,41,817,286,600,0.132,0.802,0.066,-0.9864,3,1,0,0,0,1,64.0,0,5,3,4,19,22,5,1,39,0,59,12,4,8,4,89,107,36,6,10,10,1,6,1,0,4,5,5,3,5,27,29,1,1,26,2,2,8,12,11,0,4,33,17,61,11,72,67,13,64,0,0,4,2,27,22,1,12,27,325,88,7,0.0,0.0,0.05974365848559099,0.0,0.0,0.059825247459730176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340733510701715,0.06755979341843618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489879740857306,0.0,0.09366903929625704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05723413115330898,0.13929730192750456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492809967331667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834379097790523,0.06251431644857726,0.07002144480547012,0.06241971893942665,0.06289166664428514,0.06476456081101757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184490145868221,0.0,0.0,0.0621388518502923,0.0,0.06396376456136313,0.0,0.06266312016324538,0.053575621436941376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05114296924990069,0.0,0.0,0.06325849882208684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197733620200002,0.05771447703296585,0.0,0.0928667650318696,0.0,0.11756508337399325,0.0,0.0,0.05207524316794933,0.0,0.1342531167324897,0.0,0.0,0.03198587064289198,0.0,0.06958753477827334,0.10269990479246112,0.048964676862242124,0.0,0.2697709184926297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566248599973914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228209410411557,0.06080707453445953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06911197533752636,0.0,0.2555986688811343,0.0,0.0,0.13546573143079718,0.12750619509377475,0.10093772260002916,0.04990394905412861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260345206429135,0.0,0.02990988557394432,0.061360340533130935,0.0,0.0,0.10282180822764546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360072663438546,0.0,0.1233943766832989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773333466589693,0.0,0.045005077090961056,0.0,0.04721803666750137,0.0,0.0,0.05745252455800444,0.0,0.17623194323806352,0.0,0.0,0.06519923316344876,0.04148548516501115,0.046561947820052685,0.0,0.0,0.06797957862197884,0.1325945156911783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787440226307925,0.0,0.23453429570231285,0.0,0.06600746951417477,0.05858100719802455,0.0,0.061544832004063715,0.0,0.0,0.06123838085111749,0.0,0.0,0.18883866183486614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052283094098242576,0.058235964158558376,0.14605812974010246,0.0,0.0,0.04878585883219111,0.0,0.12773540662951244,0.13832644599853827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187304378674905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04333311460241245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678669084492011,0.0,0.057700834560414874,0.0,0.0920623689945068,0.0,0.0,0.11272964066178907,0.07001247910990535,0.14216648796119846,0.0,0.11768539791582534,0.0,0.14580984379229225,0.14279572680955205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041565592565356704,0.0,0.05980481577428925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611021172160054,0.14578507741047092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104863282250814,0.0,0.0,0.05901564337252824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047065901169352,0.0,0.0,0.03942484056717045 anxiety,Yamikoa,2018/01/22,"I get more anxious the more I do something. I'm often told that I need to make myself do things to stop being anxious, and while quite often once I am doing the thing I am not anxious, the getting to doing it is worse for me. Th problem is, the more I do something, the stronger the feeling of anxiety is before doing it. For example, when I had my first job I wasn't too anxious about it for some reason. Then I got and 2nd job, and wasn't too anxious. But then my 3rd and 4th job I was pretty anxious about. Now I don't have a job again, and my anxiety is really bad. I'm reading through the job description and I worry that I won't be able to do the job, and end up not applying. The jobs I do apply for, I'm too anxious to answer the phone or phone them back. My last jobs didn't go poorly. I'm too anxious to even phone the doctors about it. Everyone just thinks I'm lazy, but I just feel like shit all the time, everything is too much effort and have this anxiety shit. People think it's wrong that I wish I was never born. 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My stomach feels kinda hungry and I also feel this strange warmth in my core. I’m tired and my limbs are shaking slightly. All I’ve eaten today were some Doritos and some slices of cake, is this low blood sugar + anxiety or something worse?",3.7710526315789465,5.948466807017546,3.761263157894735,88.4008421052632,73.91228070175438,5.261754385964913,28.94385964912281,5.6839178017228535,1.179150175438597,236,10,43,1,5,72,45,57,0.274,0.633,0.093,-0.8683,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,13,10,6,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,5,5,0,2,8,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641413426180059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526791239296981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6680398135601987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542816083470938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796320541896646,0.3130864332629238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366046216904694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iwaitedlongago,2018/01/22,"Thinking too much about recent texts I’m stuck in this loop of over-thinking recent texts and message conversations. I know that it’s probably not a huge deal, and that people will want to remain friends even if I was far from perfect, but it feels like I’m burning bridges each time bc the text is not quite “right” - too friendly or too aloof. My anxiety has worsened a bit lately due to lack of sleep. So maybe that’s to blame too. I can’t stop re-reading certain messages and thinking that I blew it by not being engaged or interesting enough. It’s either too hot or too cold, and I just want to be able to relax and let this go knowing people can like me regardless. 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I had another one today, which makes it the second one of this week. Due to the rise in frequency and intensity, I’ve become concerned about my panic attacks, and why I might be getting them, so I thought I’d ask a few questions here. 1. Can anxiety get worse over time, or am I somehow tricking myself into thinking I’m getting worse? A few years ago, panic attacks were few and much further between, but now it seems that I can’t go a week without having one. 2. Can they be triggered by nothing, or seemingly random things? Mine almost always seem to come out of nowhere, and in those moments all I can think is “Get out. Escape. Can’t breathe. Help. Dying. Nothing. Panic.” It also feels like the world is going 1000 miles an hour, almost like everything is going too fast for me to handle. Like I’m being overwhelmed or something. 3. I’ve been on medication for less than a month. Shouldn’t it be helping already? That’s all, really. If anybody knows anything, please help. I’m confused. I don’t want this to happen again. 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Possible trigger warning. I have all sorts of stupid anxiety. Most of the time it's health related. A year and a half ago after I had my second daughter, I had a huge anxiety flare up. I thought I wanted to kill myself. In a moment of a toddler and a baby not going to bed I was like ""ugh I just want to die"", like a just shoot me moment. My brain took that thought and ran with fear. I knew I didn't want to but why would I think that? I had ativan and paxil but I wouldn't take ativan because I freaked myself out about getting addicted to it. After about 3 months of this my brain relaxed and life moved on. This winter has been tough. I got the stomach bug a week before xmas and my anxiety has been all over about one thing or another. Sometimes for nothing at all. I got a tooth out almost 3 weeks ago and was certain in was going to get infected or that something was wrong. I'm on adhd meds and I've been doing great with those until recently I freaked out that I would get addicted to them so I don't want to take them, even tho they work really well. And now I have a cold. I also have asthma and am a smoker. Yes I know the ridulousness. My worry now is that I have or will be getting pneumonia. It's exhausting. Until the cold is over I'll probably convinced the whole time that I have pneumonia. I just want to have a normal brain. I don't want to worry about this stuff all the time. I want to be normal for me and my kids.",0.7954092019543992,2.8725438045602623,2.834298656351791,91.82959130700328,83.26710097719871,5.922190553745928,20.342935667752442,7.1686216300943375,0.4901499185667753,1136,33,248,16,32,382,146,307,0.14400000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.122,-0.8299,0,0,2,1,0,3,30.0,0,0,3,1,15,16,2,1,18,1,32,12,5,1,5,54,58,21,2,14,10,1,0,2,0,4,7,0,1,1,15,16,0,0,5,1,0,5,5,9,1,3,18,2,40,7,39,33,6,36,0,0,0,0,5,12,0,6,21,181,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636416914832334,0.1137504808611626,0.0,0.1678024000770628,0.0,0.09477794800846526,0.0,0.0,0.07569128743270799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924840612177528,0.21722015957115684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057697545483803514,0.0,0.08053987717487628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31698092119775984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823138893590334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251519829172106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065071655274399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978021333344742,0.0,0.10758314965305,0.0,0.1513999360767278,0.10435156847500586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100608147312143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471580940333568,0.0,0.05201696994879725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685384384726295,0.0924820718555449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513441908522372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554844414991144,0.100597594322844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27820967015197423,0.09081888771908793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413704944653771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670325410314216,0.0,0.0,0.10204832652269452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063498664798616,0.0,0.09345510646397932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286592138696556,0.09361091973596368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083511995433319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423295084745936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288101885994136,0.06064767114923955,0.0,0.15028249236089453,0.16557290859761006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051592389325659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4466145063510657,0.0,0.1518444731284001,0.0,0.08510139840750175,0.0,0.08540658339118326,0.10567294923783288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890606930720397,0.19224261912745674,0.0,0.13447278528174508,0.10348452917122902,0.0,0.06095126858998605 anxiety,Chanu2v40,2018/01/22,"New to zoloft- side effects? Long story short, beginning of last year I finally went to seek help for my anxiety and depression. I tried two different meds before my insurance got cut and I've been off meds since around April of last year. I finally made myself call and make an appointment with my new insurance and I've been on 50mg of Zoloft for 5 days. The last couple days, I have had a difficult time sleeping and I felt really nauseous on Saturday and have had headaches on and off, as well as just feeling like there's just pressure in my head. I decided to try taking my meds at night to see if my sleep would get better only to find myself exhausted during the middle of the day. Anyone else experience these side effects? Did they subside after a few weeks? Is there a specific time of day you've found works best for taking them? I'm deciding to tough it out and to see if I start feeling better over the next few weeks, and if not, I'll give my doctor a call. 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This started when I started my new job a couple months back. I'm really starting to worry that I'm developing some kind of eating disorder. I feel like I really need a ""time out"" but life doesn't slow down. I don't know what to do.",4.054923076923078,5.623573876923075,6.3630769230769255,72.59692307692309,71.76923076923076,9.507692307692308,28.384615384615394,9.888512548439397,3.0133692307692312,262,10,47,7,5,93,49,65,0.069,0.872,0.059,-0.136,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,3,4,1,0,0,6,13,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,8,13,2,16,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,11,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679803165380972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589122421259496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417190450441221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503711968484433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235365386704057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045866513905216,0.15606606642683668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415441949476125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167853390590364,0.0,0.0,0.2274898469143065,0.12005851713203256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543029777547517,0.10672728937502768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743706752853695,0.0,0.0,0.16198345238483758,0.0,0.21098759421464047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27989890954600444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218615246069651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4638759834362368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738431261332542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406000493382004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218541737892429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,heatedshade,2018/01/22,"My anxiety is through the roof. My heart rate is constantly high, I'm constantly wanting to be active, and I suffer from insomnia. I have constant pain in my heart region. I take Clonazepam at night, which helps me mellow out. I live in a small city, which I never wanted to move to, I did it for work 10 years ago, currently unemployed. This past Christmas I spent at my mom's place in my hometown, and my heart magically stopped hurting, and my anxiety levels dropped while I was there. It's a small, conservative, quiet, scenic town. It was surreal. I constantly feel like one of my heart arteries is going to burst, it's nuts. Like a sled dog pushing its limits. Yet I'm not an active person. Even at rest, my bp is off the charts. I need change. I need to get back to my roots, I'm not from this area, I really dislike it. Thanks for reading ",2.318510479041916,4.4965949640718605,3.7429004491018,86.81818300898205,78.40119760479041,7.288772455089822,24.80875748502994,8.278499904357787,1.6361380239520962,657,24,133,13,16,216,103,167,0.119,0.785,0.096,-0.4271,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,0,9,6,4,1,1,16,22,4,0,4,2,1,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,10,4,0,3,1,1,1,3,3,3,0,1,4,2,23,3,20,17,1,33,0,2,0,0,3,15,0,0,16,81,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700549453304888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846914433228988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282145602606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769918750344714,0.0,0.0,0.5217949058888686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973032216422532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103652106511241,0.0862379582355017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306797485443323,0.0,0.06860443072781301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.572185706308074,0.08091191128240571,0.12754075053810152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922661266276972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794932408355052,0.0,0.10659249128835062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413785360599705,0.0,0.1282996586986525,0.0,0.17901549672432715,0.09310191935899212,0.0,0.0,0.11328171787479982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817987906104508,0.0,0.12844798729786355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523497499876895,0.0,0.10540262838421807,0.1261202216437839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207464604219786,0.0,0.07733234720472237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092213661791123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076174973644778,0.0,0.0,0.11113704269586512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240024605065768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788107940243667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773572529228281 anxiety,Raw201_r,2018/01/22,"Worrying about getting cancer? I'm 19 and have recently been worrying a lot about getting cancer. I'll go through these stages where I'll worry horribly about different things, some reasonable, some ridiculous. Recently, it's been about getting cancer. It's got to the point where I'm checking my body for lumps every hour. I'll look at symptoms online and convince myself that I've ben having that symptom. Any minuscule lump or bump is cancer to my brain. Is this worry common? How do I deal with this?",4.185520094562648,6.8248751170212785,4.676950354609931,80.13388888888889,74.42553191489361,7.582033096926714,28.52955082742316,8.515128840125781,2.5330132387706854,407,17,67,8,9,129,63,94,0.316,0.6659999999999999,0.018000000000000002,-0.9868,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,2,0,7,10,2,2,0,9,15,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,1,10,12,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,4,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925970391649477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846585346947547,0.0,0.17935854920243247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564158392421338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786379346385638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536966302719788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182709086215904,0.0,0.09131128886631358,0.0,0.12850082324255116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822554982515494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492059839088605,0.0,0.0,0.13659413101982193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518831290646387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519339423718382,0.31728040124813656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339910018910387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674063542190483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6526643395057452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SennheiserPass,2018/01/22,Starting new job tomorrow... So much anxiety. Feeling really sad too. Like I want to run home to my parents and sit around. It's so bad. Feel like crying. Ugh. 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I hope this post doesn't make me sound too naive. I don't really know what I'm doing. When I was 15 I had counselling for GAD. I was able to control my bursts of anxiety using the techniques I learned from counselling for quite some time. I chose to not take medication as I was doing so well with just the counsellor. I'm now 19 and in my first year of university. My parents are worried about me in general, love to check up but I reiterate that I'm fine to stop the worrying. The initial worry came when I had glandular fever for over a month but it slowly turned into other concerns about anxiety, depression and bad eating habits (I lost a lot of weight when I was ill and they noticed over Christmas). I experienced my first panic attack at university. I had never had one when I was younger. I was sat with my boyfriend who comforted me, I had no idea what was happening until it was over and he explained to me what it was. Since then (mid October) I've been having them regularly and they are getting increasingly worse. I'm scared to do anything in case I panic in front of my friends (only my boyfriend knows). My issue is, I'm 19 and now have to pay for prescriptions. My family income is slightly more than average and I don't qualify for any money help. My parents don't really hand out their money to my siblings and I, expecting us to make it ourselves. I agree with this and have been employed from 16-19 but can't find a job since I moved to uni. My father kindly covers the rent for my accommodation already and I'm not comfortable with asking for more. 1) because it's an extra burden for them to pay when I live miles away and, 2) they are already worried and I don't want to add to that. Apart from my anxiety, university is great. I have a student finance which could MAYBE cover prices for prescription. I'm almost certain I need a prescription as I've already tried counselling and everything I learned doesn't help for the panic attacks. Could anybody in the UK help me understand what stages of the GP cost? Would they refer me to someone who I need to pay for? Are prescriptions insanely expensive up front? Is there any chance of visiting my GP and asking for the cheapest methods etc? Sorry this is all over the place and sounds crazy. I need help asap but cannot afford it unless I plan it out and budget. 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I did what I learned, I kept telling myself, that these feelings end, they get better, lets ride this one out. I felt something wrong, I don't know how it led up to me thinking of myself as a failure, but I thought about some of the people that How I'd bought something for my dad, had to get a computer for school, not even a month later I had to leave my job. I'm left with debt, no job, and I just broke down. My friends, are there and I'm here, I just feel nothing but shame. And I'm just trying my absolute best to not feel sorry for myself. The thing that made me break down even more is that i'm too scared to work, or apply anywhere else, makes me too anxious, scared I would end up working somewhere miserable. My confident side was just present, I'm trying so hard to reach it Short story- My debt, combined with no job makes me want to puke out of anxiety and my confident side disappeared, just too scared to work anywhere. 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I've been diagnosed with anxiety but since I'm 16 the doctor is reluctant to prescribe medication. I didn't mind at first and I thought of meds as a last resort but I have tried everything and I can't live like this for much longer. Counselling does nothing for me, it gives me little to no help and I find it hard to meditate and keep myself busy like the doctor recommended. I have ADD and I'm on medication for it but the medication worsens my anxiety but it is the only thing that motivates me to do work and without my ADD medication I'm anxious AND depressed. My doctor said I should get my dosage lowered but I personally think it's more important to treat my anxiety, I had no problems before with my meds until I developed anxiety and I think anxiety medication is the only way to help with the frequent panic attacks and constant sense of dread. How do I get my doctor to prescribe medication to treat my anxiety? 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Around the holidays things got busy & she wasn’t able to meet up. She said she had a family emergency and we would meet again in January. Of course I understood! I thought ok I could go for a month I’ll be ok. Now it’s almost the end of January and we haven’t met up again. She texted me a few days ago letting me know she hopes to be back to regular sessions in February. I texted her yesterday for an update and nothing. I totally get she had unexpected news, whatever it may have been, but I feel a little let down and unsure. I keep thinking maybe she didn’t want to deal with my problems anymore. Maybe this is her way of dumping me as a client. I can’t deal without therapy. It’s been nearly two months. My anxiety is horrible right now. I’m going through a lot of changes and it’s making me so unstable. What should I do? Is there any therapy I can get online? I can’t afford much that’s why I liked this therapist because it was based on my income. Unlike most places that charge like $100 per session. I have no one else to talk to and I need help. 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Today, at the grocery store, I walked out of the parking lot to get a cart, and noticed that there were no shopping carts left. I figured that I would wait to see if an employee would come with some shopping carts. I waited around for a while, and spotted an older man with a cart coming towards me. Figuring that he was returning a cart, I decided to ask him if he was. As I started my sentence with “Excuse me, are you returning..”, I was met with a glare from the older man as he walked right into the grocery store. I still have no idea why he gave me a glare, but that doesn’t matter anymore. I immediately felt extremely anxious and embarrassed, and felt hot in my cheeks. I thought to myself, *that man knows nothing about who I am, and I will probably never see him again, so why should I be anxious?* and was able to laugh the man’s glare off as I walked around the grocery store. For the past few hours, I haven’t been feeling anxious at all about what happened. I’m so proud of myself for overcoming anxiety in that moment, because I’ve never been able to do that on the spot ever before. It’s also fantastic because I’ve been working on ways to overcome anxiety with my psychologist, and I’m finally applying what I’m learning from her. Trust me when I say this: therapy and medication does help, you just have to find the right therapy and medication for you. 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It got really bad in college, and I like to think I’ve learned some pretty effective coping mechanisms. For the most part, I’m doing fine. Some pretty intense physical symptoms is the primary issue. One area I’ve never been able to get a handle on is how much my sleep is effected. I guess because there’s not much you can do when you’re unconscious. When I was in college, I used to have full blown panic attacks in my sleep, and wake up hyperventilating/derealising/racing thoughts/ all kinds of fun. Slowly, that went away, and has been replaced by bouts of insomnia. Days or weeks where I sleep maybe three or four hours a night, wake up around 3am, usually greeted by a fresh jolt of adrenaline/panic, and then I’m awake for the day. Sometimes, like the other night, I am so exhausted, but every time I doze off, I suddenly jolt awake, the panic sometimes accompanied by muscle twitches/jerks. Over and over again I’m almost in blessed dreamland, and just as quickly it’s like someone’s thrown cold water on my face. This goes on for hours. Sometimes Diphenhydramine works. Sometimes it doesn’t. Honestly, I can deal with the daily anxiety. I’m willing to drink less coffee, to meditate and exercise, to practice mindfulness in the moment. But Christ on a cracker if the sleep deprivation doesn’t fuck up my life. It ruins my whole day. It makes me depressed when it goes on for weeks because I’m so lethargic and useless and bored and TIRED. why can’t my body and mind just chill the hell out? 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I'm 20 and every job I have ever had I ended up quitting like 2 weeks in due to the anxiety. Fast heartbeat, breathing fast/not being able to breathe simultaneously, shaking, the typical stuff. Today they called (just a car wash job) but I was in the shower. I can't scrape up the courage to call back. This happens every time with every job. Those I ended up going through with, I left shortly after. What's the point if it will just keep happening? Could somebody talk some sense into me? Please. It would be very much appreciated. Thank you. 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For example, I take the bus to get to and come back from school. In one of the buses I have to take there are sometimes sketchy looking people, like a person with tons of piercings on their face. Or even for their behaviour. Like if they’re talking a lot or swearing or talking in a gangster cool kid kind of way. If im around someone I’m pretty familiar with and they look like that or act that way, I’m fine, but if it’s a stranger I get anxious. What are some tips or ways to think about this situation to not feel anxious? Or is it valid? Maybe I think that I’m not safe around those people or that they might try and cause harm to me.",1.5789509803921575,3.5196147055555578,2.764967320261441,94.09794117647058,79.7222222222222,6.0130718954248366,23.366013071895427,7.048011613610866,0.6512973856209148,677,23,152,8,17,217,99,180,0.151,0.7490000000000001,0.1,-0.7763,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,0,9,12,2,0,6,1,9,1,1,2,0,39,27,21,0,4,20,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,15,9,0,1,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,0,6,13,7,24,26,3,16,0,0,3,0,10,9,0,18,4,98,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594637894101324,0.4250685724456778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349526457764912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644066269126136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884145552084442,0.0,0.10803869999949936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283909168529817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341639952551427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658118553483084,0.0,0.07127938998381451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547571836723046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306062046083452,0.0689278553140327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382243931958508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159650269628872,0.0,0.0,0.10662806817585137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260018020891394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330513855601761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498821190222236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739016375864159,0.10951238825558664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759779082273404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973945691302023,0.0,0.12693229444441265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097795529284007,0.0,0.0,0.2125368533030775,0.09655486837523057,0.12404413286136108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860129255339336,0.2016165776025288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332384170480152,0.16072885084320365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515232194428704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29865898884539804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,spudmonkey123,2018/01/23,"Propranolol and fighting Basically I’m on 40mg propranolol and I heard it blocks your fight or flight response that you normally have when being like picked in or something. So this kid has been picking on me and said he’s going to hit me when he sees me, which is probably going to be tomorrow. So many tbing is I want to know if that if I take my propranolol in the morning, will I have the fight or flight kinda thing still there when he sees me. Because I sort of want it to be if stuff goes off. Thanks.",4.159244505494506,4.879093028846154,4.840824175824178,86.81846153846153,70.63461538461539,8.635164835164835,27.357142857142854,8.841846274778883,1.7972873626373622,401,13,87,7,7,129,67,104,0.091,0.833,0.076,-0.3818,0,0,1,0,5,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,7,5,3,0,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,18,23,14,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,4,12,2,10,15,0,12,0,0,2,0,11,5,0,8,6,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961245900763918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29761423852476465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438979147905805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791957421419595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654600478654479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565431463927474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823028986297879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490654710362896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172979046716414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015737202147652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910212722948746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29973894470767937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686767128902946,0.0,0.0,0.2410629020817367,0.0,0.0,0.17395183730923852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088746626456893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AR6995,2018/01/23,"Non sedating & non Benzo anti anxiety Meds that anecdotally worked well for you? Hi! I’m seeing a doctor & therapist for my generalized anxiety & panic attack disorders. Not looking for medical advice here :) Just hoping one of you has any experience anecdotally of a non sedating & non Benzo anti anxiety medication that worked for you, so I can formulate better questions for my Pdoc next week. I’ve tried so many anti anxiety Meds after stopping klonopin two years ago (new Pdoc wont RX it) & am still really struggling with my anxiety which is organic eg I have anxiety naturally but is also made much worse by my medication for my rare sleep disorder. My gad turns into full blown panic attacks while on my medicine which I can’t stay awake during day for longer than a few hours without. It’s terrible. New Pdoc just wants to RX me highly sedating Meds for anxiety and panic not comprehending I have a legitimate rare sleep disorder diagnosed by two sleep studies & a Sleep Medicine Doctor & neurologist, and that taking Meds like seroquel or antihistamines for anxiety are not ok for someone with sleep disorders like mine. Gabapentin is the best I’ve found so far but also exhausting and not as effective as klonopin. I’m sorry this post is probably lacking coherence but I’m too exhausted to edit it. I’m 34 and have been dealing with this issue since I was 15 years old. I’m so tired of it. Tldr: my sleep disorder med gives me worse anxiety and I’m lost without managing that with klonopin should I just switch pdocs? My old pdoc retired but I could likely find a doctor more comfortable at rxing me klonopin again, given my unique combo of anxiety & a rare sleep disorder. 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We used to be so close with each other but then it all kind of changed because I got mad at one of them and they thought I was mad at all of them. We got along and eveything and I thought we were okay, but then I saw one day that they have a separate group chat without me (we have a bigger group chat with me in it, but it's basically dead now). I've been helping one of them to get along and pass Math, and in the process I would also be helping other classmates. I figured out that they were only using me for their own good and that I got too attached to them. Of course I kind of feel fucked up and shit. I think I've been too toxic for them and all that stuff... And now I feel bad about myself. I just feel like they'll be happy without me and that I need to work on myself by being alone. I can tell that they don't treat me the same way before not only because of that group chat, but also they seem to be happier with just them (whenever I see them they have fun and all of that and if I talk to them they are uninterested and would just roast me). Now, I wanted to distance myself from them but I figured out that hanging out with other people in the classroom would only make it worse (I would see them everyday and they'll be happy without me and I'll just cry in a corner) My parents know all about this and we've agreed to let me transfer to another class (different time and place from what we have now) but we're still waiting for the school's decision. I've heard several advice from my other friends (from other schools) and that they support me in my decision. What I'm scared of is that what if my other classmates who treat me as friends would get all angry at me for transferring for such a petty reason. I don't want my separate-group-chat friends to know that I know about their group chat and that I'll transfer because I was too toxic to them. But I also don't want my other classmates to just know all about it. I don't plan on telling them before I make my decision because it would get worse for me. I just want to leave them in peace because I believe they'll be okay without me. But I really don't know what to do, Should I reconsider transferring to another class? Or should I just leave them to be and fix myself? EDIT: I knew about the group chat several months ago and I remembered looking at it on my friend's phone and he just laughed it off and said that it ""was a group chat with just the three of them"" in front of my face. Like it was nothing. EDIT: I just got the courage and explained to one of them that I would stay away from them for a little bit, and he just replied me with ""ok"" three times. 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Despite Zoloft usually making people drowsy, it actually made me super awake and I've been having issues with severe insomnia for the past few weeks. Ive always had rather strange reactions to drugs. I've now been prescribed remeron, which I hear causes severe weight gain. I've had issues with an eating disorder in the past, and I really don't want to gain weight. I also take Dexedrine for my ADD. Will that combat the weight gain? And based on my response to Zoloft, do you think Remeron will cause weight gain? If it will cause it, what can I do to combat the weight gain. PLEASE HELP. Any information will be helpful. I'm really freaking out about this because I don't want to start Remeron and then have a bad reaction. Thank you! 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My week has been utter Hell, I have not had this much anxiety for two years, and for the past couple of months I've been having the worst fits of anxiety ever. I haven't seen one of my best friends for 3 years since high school because of what happened in the past back in like 10th grade. Long story short, I told her that I liked her when she was in a relationship, I was crushed, but I still kept on being her friend and just worrying about that. Fast forward to now, I've spent the last couple of months trying to work all these problems out and tell her that I put the past behind me and I don't have feelings for her anymore. I've been having so much anxiety that it makes my chest feel like someone's stepping on it. I can't function with all this anxiety. I've been doing everything I can to surround myself with friends just to keep my mind off it and not be cooped up in my room alone. I've been communicating with her on what I can do to make things better between us and so far I have been doing just that. I'm going to meet her and her significant other this weekend to bury the hatchet and I also want to express my feelings about how I just want to be friends and how I want to work other issues out. I've been spending time each day rehearsing what I'm going to say, I was up till 4 in the morning after I had a huge anxiety attack and I was talking to my uncle while he was playing video games and rehearsing my speech in front of him, he said I made some good points and he believes things will get better. Now, I know my friend and I can work things out because we always do, she says that she's stuck by me for over 3 years even during all the hurt I caused her. I also want her to understand that she can trust me after all, this was something that happened back in high school when I was under stress from home and had depression, I'm not going to repeat those feelings and drag her through that. It's only Tuesday and it's stressing me out that the weekend isn't here yet. I want to calm down, and I know that she's nervous and her SO is nervous so it makes her not want to include me lately. She did favorite a story of mine when I posted it, so I don't think she's mad at me or anything. I'm sure like me, she wants to work things out too. I don't want the rest of this week to drag me out, I don't know how to keep my anxiety tame until then, and I want to be mature and not burst out crying like a dumbass. I want to be strong and lay out my concerns and feelings this weekend without shaking like a leaf. I'm not good at confrontations, I can be very calm when it comes to working issues out and I speak in a soft tone to show that I'm not being aggressive. I'm trying to hold out for another 2 days, yet it feels like it's going so slow. I still feel this weird sinking feeling in my chest/heart from my anxiety. I'm trying so hard to be patient and I'm giving these two their space so it helps them not stress over. I think that everyone is just nervous because I haven't seen this friend in 3 years plus I haven't ever met their SO. I feel like if we all get along and we talk things out, and reach some sort of balance with all of this and can all walk away happy, I won't have to worry about losing this friend, or worry about being left out. Sorry if this was all over the place. I just needed to vent this out and see if anyone has any advice for getting through another couple of days before the weekend. Just something to keep me in a calm state of mind, and that I can have confidence that things **will** work out.",3.795976562499998,4.176916977864587,4.597275,89.46022500000002,71.27864583333334,7.341916666666667,25.51625,7.003673034542,0.8692076250000005,2861,78,639,23,50,924,274,768,0.101,0.71,0.189,0.997,0,1,2,0,0,0,56.0,5,0,3,11,43,48,5,8,21,0,63,1,1,8,11,133,127,59,0,15,22,0,11,8,8,3,0,5,2,0,53,55,0,5,15,8,2,13,19,19,0,3,28,20,96,29,114,87,17,117,1,3,4,0,56,54,1,8,58,451,149,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0496980155906968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052673726604043486,0.0,0.08134252112968161,0.042318072009252534,0.0,0.0,0.03458529993293537,0.10665845232484636,0.27234452852962576,0.0,0.05043763912619047,0.035561215316693866,0.0,0.04185194091480091,0.0,0.0,0.057858511054175124,0.04778292532223531,0.07821358763578241,0.0,0.0930080060433544,0.0,0.043276557204180666,0.05729974221613516,0.05337251222756565,0.08995983770280458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224535061917629,0.0,0.04380981058538767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882079492190105,0.055865312165551455,0.09839793772020793,0.0,0.04380406771825592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03359134195260858,0.09200825378352484,0.0,0.048597161380464174,0.04570804428100565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314387720427616,0.10899926147608063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143431708801249,0.0,0.07971388495948024,0.04878779137896366,0.11561548126170952,0.08531484091184784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492113660301128,0.054139468188497325,0.045558931194666766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06026717690102828,0.03408915963399865,0.10746889885615052,0.051014891721393466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444472338129015,0.0,0.0,0.10616543324427108,0.0,0.13561523616500426,0.0,0.0,0.08385096133271057,0.041456196897452974,0.05737023153663971,0.0,0.05525755104439814,0.0,0.0,0.19877386524081364,0.0,0.0,0.04500788046874063,0.0,0.056897283760073775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048123230615026616,0.1018446711630639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027045083167224,0.0,0.0811890129368207,0.054054186547400886,0.07477321424980801,0.037710688995441735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034462812542583404,0.038679930413189234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941995138116125,0.0,0.0,0.05313596355033984,0.0,0.04807740992477865,0.0,0.04870806883085815,0.0,0.0,0.04866440061122776,0.0,0.10225301692311857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460264196531952,0.0,0.0,0.048377766538106805,0.08088891693937636,0.0,0.10294236744433508,0.0810547544990866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04207040418164892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04309196281362744,0.07830620869439363,0.0,0.05693155804176401,0.0,0.0,0.0812308012960635,0.0,0.1747735873871411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793322380337795,0.0,0.0,0.08175574193026973,0.044452282671267385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272745168265244,0.06517572417180519,0.0,0.0,0.029655808202226564,0.0,0.0,0.048597161380464174,0.0,0.10358807803044057,0.0,0.09936208517148296,0.052945149087903334,0.06117611709590332,0.0,0.0,0.04196331695123672,0.2999746664368515,0.0,0.0815907132961179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049025461472552316,0.0,0.22215212299966094,0.15494682253524947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375497171882564 anxiety,Furowin,2018/01/23,"Anxiety is Not posting a single thing on reddit even though you've been using it for hours everyday for years because you feel worthless and even if you want to interact with them, people are going to ignore you anyway but you can't blame them because why would they care. Overthinking this way too much, i'll probably just delete this and go on as usual.",9.782303921568626,7.710304779411764,8.867647058823529,71.85774509803925,60.029411764705884,12.007843137254904,35.90196078431373,10.504223727775694,3.6017784313725496,287,9,51,5,3,90,56,68,0.071,0.816,0.113,0.6065,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,3,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,7,1,8,9,2,10,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,4,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880367969827064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29967554580451633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506101078032424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246979747935386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428417595920367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793883069141732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420640921022129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18069173352741444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040719661708448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354090427199464,0.0,0.2650146353081051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329900595933286,0.0,0.2414978553323425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229281062654592,0.2707146499561489,0.0,0.14497957065667208,0.19510508637714655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179682236427584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460970387584665,0.0,0.0,0.15828753657561698 anxiety,Deranged90,2018/01/23,"Autopilot Whilst I do have ADHD and autism, I noticed today that I was in ‘autopilot’ mode during most of my first day at work. Is this a common manifestation of anxiety? I do take Citalopram and Concerta for anxiety, depression and focus but I haven’t been particularly forlorn for over three months now. But the Concerta is to be changed soon as it hasn’t been terribly effective and I hate slow release stimulants. My mind tends to be either fuzzy or blank in situations which require lots of interaction with others. Shamefully I don’t have any friends (I’m 27) but under no circumstances do I consider myself to be a misanthropist or averse to other human beings. If anyone has had similar experiences, I’d be interested to know how you stopped yourself from switching into such a state. I hate being so detached and depersonalised.",5.978686534216338,8.20986995364239,7.056572847682119,66.88278421633558,68.00662251655629,10.861147902869758,34.43763796909492,10.864195022040775,4.5871452538631345,677,33,106,22,12,227,106,151,0.19,0.737,0.07200000000000001,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,5,7,2,1,4,0,21,0,0,3,0,23,27,14,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,13,2,19,17,3,17,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,5,10,85,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614872684362277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147960950488749,0.0,0.332894160068771,0.0,0.0,0.15213605864329735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301693733103981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032023643422945,0.0,0.18740018179499948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128336804125526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850722977946056,0.0,0.0,0.1681007336688544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4296277643398476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195755418462089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849775967938204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196924227849557,0.0,0.1736692112930848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477147475137861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445675310178993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190550302337635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359207498347986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20623912970939848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583998564701452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SolarDeem,2018/01/23,"Anxious fiancee My Fiancee believes she might suffer from anxiety. What is our next step? Do we just straight away go speak to a professional? Is there anything at home that may help (yoga, meditation, exercise)? Where do we go from here? Thanks for the feedback.",3.153105590062112,6.283936173913045,3.3902484472049714,82.46065217391308,89.43478260869566,6.106832298136648,30.484472049689444,7.447530270364453,2.590916770186336,208,11,34,4,7,64,40,46,0.132,0.7140000000000001,0.155,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,6,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356100255221909,0.34793884635701483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534479339177093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893649239378972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469970797354569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500734280679333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643790680619215,0.0,0.3089371394302593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267266643472653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32754879950431603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28355402930339296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iprefermustard,2018/01/23,"Irrational fear of people I date Hi, not sure if this is the right place to post but I’m really stuck in my head and just need to let it all out. I’ve realized that I have a huge fear of the people I date. I’m a 25F. When we’re friends it’s all okay, but the minute we start dating I start to worry and freak out about them being a murderer or rapist or something else. There’s so much out there of people who seem normal then turn out to do these vicious acts that it’s got me freaked out. I don’t know if it’s a fear that creeps up as a way to protect myself from getting close, or if it’s a true gut feeling about the person. Has anyone else experienced this before? Usually outside of relationships I’m okay, but the minute I start talking to someone romantically it’s like a switch is turned on in my brain and I panic. Anything helps. Thanks. 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GAD was the only thing I was ever diagnosed with, I am also quite stupid. I never remember much of anything and can not hold a conversation with anyone. I wonder if I have more issues than anxiety, it just never seemed like the proper diagnosis. I am against taking any kind of medication. What should I do my parents keep telling me to move out when I make $12,000 per year and rent a long is $1,100 per month around here. I fear being homeless. I just feel sick all the time, almost like I’m dying. My energy levels are not there and sound and light is so harshly amplified. Should I go to a doctor? what kind should I see? I only saw a psych one time and It wasn’t a very professional one, I think it was a practitioner or something. I need to function better to live my life any tips or comments please welcomed.",4.048394549763032,5.530747971563983,5.1559686018957365,81.5852325236967,71.65402843601895,7.360308056872038,24.56190758293839,7.8658589789855275,1.3498552132701422,846,24,159,11,16,279,136,211,0.116,0.787,0.096,-0.6527,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,5,10,10,1,1,12,0,19,11,1,1,4,38,35,12,1,6,7,1,3,2,0,3,8,1,1,0,7,10,2,2,7,0,1,4,5,2,0,2,5,9,19,8,20,24,5,25,0,0,3,0,5,8,0,7,15,105,26,4,0.11736302884071376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752212032958305,0.0,0.0,0.18771034352364874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962176832286076,0.0,0.17956479165281947,0.0,0.0,0.0820629585917676,0.0,0.09657977275776967,0.10447797807529068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379806160423607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109785731350236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137888880226394,0.0,0.0,0.11912100380097546,0.12180429470404025,0.0,0.0,0.12012603311581495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616157874663172,0.1977668272484582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206603631005642,0.17802682123895072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838316806673836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061317338588893176,0.0,0.06670011392223862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11557894242625373,0.13542117782030208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249651023754247,0.0,0.10431765253906768,0.0,0.2444310684562803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289697810730665,0.11467529531200378,0.0,0.10363370465671468,0.10386258732489438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834073309003092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823090434016285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367804991204988,0.1247383260905787,0.08627533016109865,0.08702319878385056,0.1810352060863696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499084973343394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905645144305502,0.17851974402797804,0.0,0.0,0.13031775454955333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288293622109976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248300276728702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294943312137572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352313894348133,0.10684289360948906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035179344039032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824239167906238,0.0,0.10258046019167684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797078139151914,0.07520148996972707,0.0,0.0,0.13687065185099398,0.26978307370681426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683679004429238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272751984061267,0.08544168278296688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557794267537096 anxiety,hailey_nicolee,2018/01/23,"I’m in a terrible mental state because of school recently i’ve just become so depressed and overwhelmed with school that it has come to the point where i physically cannot bring myself to do work. im just so behind in every class and all i can think about is how im going to get college acceptances and scholarships revoked. it just feels like everyday i have more and more work to do and no matter how much i try it just never stops and like the weight of the world is on my shoulders im sorry if this isnt the right place to post this but im currently just bawling about this and it’s becoming an everyday thing where i just breakdown over school and i have no idea how to get myself in a better mental state again 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anxiety,mjane66,2018/01/23,"I don’t know how to talk As far as I can remember I’ve been bad at conversation, in fact I vividly remember spying on two girls having a conversation and being jealous because I didn’t know how to talk to people. I’m either quiet and don’t speak or I get loud and obnoxious and ramble on and on, I can barely have a conversation with my boyfriend and I’m too scared of therapists to go to one. I just wish I knew how to talk instead of this hell of nobody liking me because I’m either too quiet or loud and obnoxious. Pills don’t help at all and I don’t know what to do.",3.5275,3.8342737317073166,5.659908536585367,81.86839939024391,71.84552845528455,8.751626016260163,26.757113821138212,8.841846274778883,1.825130894308943,451,14,98,8,8,159,64,123,0.17,0.764,0.066,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,1,2,0,12,1,0,3,2,26,22,15,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,3,6,11,1,19,18,3,8,1,0,1,0,9,7,1,2,1,68,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524777087993834,0.2558916379349407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965785342678208,0.0,0.11928422668624072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406835486372551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460469816089528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254070883039323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422255877400879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550995991742366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755245346880847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101345726929307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.506100239183551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436962256413345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503014582940776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24136092146483185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pthinkimag,2018/01/23,"Our New Post: The Happiness & Our Conceptions: What We Actually Want? https://pthinki.blogspot.com/2018/01/The-Happiness-Our-Conceptions-What-We-Actually-Want.html #Positive #PositiveMentalAttitude #Positivethinking #PositiveThoughts #Happiness ",38.64833333333335,49.81574883333335,22.876111111111122,-60.93249999999998,32.8888888888889,21.8,54.5,11.698219412168324,14.402400000000002,221,9,9,9,4,56,16,18,0.0,0.7659999999999999,0.234,0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.3101369835091501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443472999523497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6766298943383343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069431437907823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043743923721263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749054684997221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cupcakesx,2018/01/23,"Sleep dread - What can I do? Hey guys, In the past few weeks, I've developed this fear of sleeping because I don't like the feeling of not having control over my mind or body. I dread going to bed! it makes me nervous, in addition to that, I'm constant having nightmares or bad dreams and I wake up many times during the night with my heart racing. All of this makes me very anxious! What can I do?",1.60027777777778,3.7075382098765455,2.635293209876544,94.20256944444448,80.48148148148148,5.037654320987656,22.47067901234568,5.985473137389443,0.2324679012345681,309,10,66,2,8,98,58,81,0.249,0.721,0.03,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,4,3,0,7,5,5,3,1,12,12,3,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,1,9,1,10,12,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,6,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421560224541213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789744309130567,0.13066659862450422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238096037275722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316376688592585,0.24041327526103606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412048715748973,0.1083824874121162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182081678345565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21224154522052327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540073919234826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472124647402267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861623925730757,0.21731863377667796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164337674150221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115422942422875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046226260817868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290123210417777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249900009287156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686231948024506,0.0,0.0,0.17193973034076135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,P_One_Archie,2018/01/23,"Knowingly Had my first anxiety attack today. please read and comment. Recently, it has come to my attention that I am not all right. Maybe these issues have been in my life all along or I have developed them as I got older after traumatizing events. Who knows? All I know is that I display symptoms of some mental disorder(s). The start of my day was great today: did something that I love to do,had some pleasant conversations with some strangers and relaxed before my first lecture. This was the start of it all. I was eating lunch in a plaza and a girl walked by me. She just walked by normally. I dont think she even looked at me. For some reason I started to have these crazy thoughts that oh she thinks that I'm a creep or a pervert for ""X"" and ""Y"" reasons. Fortunately I stopped myself before it got too serious but it still set me off. ""She just walked by and didn't even see me."" After, I saw two colleagues of mine and talked to them. I said something stupid. My buddy goes, ""Im going to get a burrito see ya."" I said, ""Have fun."" I started to think,""Dam what the hell 'Have fun'? That was a stupid thing to say. You meant to say Have a great day."" A situation similar happened with the other friend of mine. I shook it off though. ""Everyone says stupid stuff like that from time to time. He doesn't think any less of me."" When I got to class one of my classmates said something and it set me off a little. I shook it off but it still set me off my tracks momentarily. It got me into a troublesome thought pattern and tried to stop it so I could be ready for todays lecture. When the lecture started all the talking stopped. The professor began his presentation and all the students started to listen. Then another classmate walked in late and sat down. I didn't say anything. I didn't look at him. He didn't do anything unusual. He just walked in quietly and sat down. For some reason my mind started to race at a million miles per hour. I tried to slow down my pace by taking deep breathes but it didn't work. My heart started to race. I started to get hot. My hands got clammy and started to shake. I got light headed. I felt weak. I got out of the classroom after I realized that staying there wouldn't help my current situation. The past few years have been tough for me. I don't have many friends and have been thinking that there is something wrong with me. Maybe I'm doing something that Im not intending to do that turns people away from me. I tried to make friends with my new classmates but my mind always questions every interaction that I have with them. I'm starting to think that the problem is is that I am full of myself, or I appear to be full of myself, or that I am a bad person, or that Im stuck up, or that I unintentionally put people down. Im scared people think this way of me. Leaving the class early may make it seem that I am stuck up that ""I don't need the class."" I shouldn't care though but I do because I'd like to have friends to spend some of my time with. I'm aware that this is jus my anxiety taking over and that I can use logic to beat it. Its just hard. I tend to use ""I"" a lot but I try my best not to show off. Even in this post I am using ""I"" a lot and I am getting anxious about it. I get hesitant to even say anything now because I'm scared that I'll appear that I'm full of myself. I'm scared to help people with things because I don't want them to feel that I'm only doing it to show off. I really try to be the nicest person that I can be but maybe I've been doing it all wrong. Maybe no one thinks those things and its just me being paranoid. I did move around a lot as a little kid. This could be one of the many reasons why I am the way that I am; but that is aside the point. Sometimes when I conclude that I am a bad person, I start to get depressed. Recently I started gardening. Gardening was the first indicator that something is definitely not right. Right after planting that I obsessed over whether or not they would grow, if they would grow correctly, if they would die etc. Did I put them in too deep? Am I watering them too much? Am I watering them too little. The questions go on. This weekend I probably spent 4-5 hours just looking at them in-between my house chores and schoolwork. Finally I came to realization that why the hell am I worrying. Its done. They are planted. If they grow, they grow. If they dont they dont. Just work with the situation that you are currently in. Im better with this issue. I water them one a day and dug up some of the seeds that I could. If anyone could give me some advice, direction, or some kind words about my problem, please do. I really need it. Thanks in advance. 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I’ve had crippling social anxiety as far back as I can remember, but In the past 4 years or so, I’ve only worked retail jobs. I’ll be optimistic and say it really has helped in comparison to where I was before. I’ve even done small acoustic shows here and there because I love playing music, but hate the talking bit that I have to do between songs. Now, although I’m able to force myself into these situations, I don’t feel any better about them. Hence the term “autopilot”. I’m simply not in the moment conversing with whoever it may be, and all responses are almost mechanical and monotonous. I’m in my head while talking to them and my words never flow naturally. Anybody else feel like this? Like a drone unable to portray any genuine emotion? I don’t want “faking it” to be the answer. A lot of other people seem to have this light about them that makes them distinguishable from the next, but I’ve never felt that ease in being myself. 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Hi there, in need of some advice.. On the 3rd of January my girlfriend of 3 years decided to tell me she wasn’t happy anymore and wanted to break up. Now, let me go back to the start.. I’ve always suffered from depression/anxiety but it’s been up & down/managed with medication over the years. Confidence has a lot to do with how good/bad it is too. If I’m feeling really good about myself my anxiety isn’t really apparent, but when I feel bad about myself or something that’s happened/happening it’s chronic. When we met I was very self confident, over the past 3 years I’ve had quite a few small low moments in my mental health (which she’s always been amazing with) She was incredibly understanding & great at looking after me etc. However, back in September we had a bad car accident which triggered my anxiety pretty badly. Ever since then our relationship has not been the same. I admit that I pushed her away sexually because I wasn’t feeling great so we weren’t sleeping together very much anymore. Another factor of this is because she drinks heavily, since the accident she’s been out of control with her drinking which has made her less attractive to me. I don’t want to be near her when she’s drunk & she knows this. Despite all this we’ve still been very affectionate towards one another since the accident (kissing/cuddling) just not a lot of sex. We had a good Christmas with her Family, but from Boxing Day onwards to New Year I was really poorly with my anxiety/period etc. She was working New Year but we spoke on the phone when midnight came & said we loved one another etc. She went drinking with work friends that night but didn’t come home until the next day. (Before anyone asks, no I don’t think there’s anyone else & I’ve even asked her. I think it’s just her love of the drink that she can’t seem to give up) The next 2 days after New Year she was going to work (she works in a pub) then came home & started drinking at half 2/3 in the afternoon. I was getting ready for work the day we broke up & could hear her making a drink. I shouted down to her.. ‘Babe are you drinking already?’ She replied ‘Babe it’s fine..’ After that I snapped. Her drinking was making my anxiety worse & she didn’t seem to care. I knew she had a problem but I love her more than anything & was willing to stick by her. I came home from work early to confront her about her drinking. Then out of the blue she turned around to tell me she was unhappy etc. I couldn’t believe what she was telling me & that she’d rather give up everything to move back home. (However she’s an hour away from home where we lived here & her whole family drink like she does) Since the break up we’ve seen each other a couple of times (She came round to talk, see the dog, pick up her stuff etc) When she first came round to talk she just told me that we hadn’t been the same for a few months & that she loved me but just wanted to be friends (which I declined) I told her I can’t be friends because I want to be with her. I can’t imagine my life without her & I’m willing to work through anything for us to be together, even her drinking. However she seems incredibly closed off to that idea & said the argument we had when we broke up was like the final straw for her. We went a week with no contact (which has been hell, I’ve never cried so much in my life. I am broken) However she text me this morning to say she hopes I’m alright & wonders when she could see our dog. I replied, answered her questions but asked how she felt about everything & if she still feels the same or if she’s willing to talk to me. Since then (this afternoon she’s read it but not replied) Now what do I do? I love her so much, I want us to be together.. but if she doesn’t I can’t keep seeing her just for her to see our dog. I feel awful by cutting her off from our dog if she replies that she still feels the same but I’ve given my heart & soul to her but nothing in return since we broke up. Please give me advice, help, where to go from here.. I’ve been medically signed off work with stress/anxiety until next week but I emotionally feel like a wreck, like my life has completely been torn apart by the one person who always said they’d never leave me. How can I trust anyone ever again if we don’t get back together? Do you think she left me because of my anxiety/depression & me pushing her away or because I confronted her drinking? 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I used to highly motivated and ambitious, but within a week, I can barely get anything done. All my brain thinks about is dying. Dying as in dying myself and my family. I've been researching for the past few days, and it seems like I have existential death anxiety. It started out of literally nowhere (I can't identify any trigger) Other things which have happened since then include the fact that I've been overthinking massively, and I just cannot keep my focus. I don't even enjoy anything I used to. Also unusual (and difficult for me to describe) is that it feels like I am doing everything in a memory. Like my present is blending into the future. I don't even know if this is related to the death anxiety The thing about death that scares me is the loss of being and leaving everything. I love this world too much, and just not being able to do or even think about anything absolutely terrifies me. Everything I read on the internet points towards ""life is short, make the most of it"" but that is even scarier. It demotivates me even more to realize that life will come and go in a flash! Could someone please help? Thanks",5.7587872185911415,7.148916880658437,6.543553618978457,73.6079520697168,67.43621399176955,10.326700556765918,31.57806826434277,10.46071229359064,3.5506554829339136,1034,42,181,28,17,341,136,243,0.166,0.7190000000000001,0.116,-0.9286,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,13,10,0,1,11,0,26,4,1,6,2,38,42,18,8,2,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,16,14,0,1,8,1,0,2,5,4,0,0,4,1,21,6,26,34,5,24,0,2,0,1,5,12,0,4,13,131,37,5,0.10671697452932316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853415259753188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257120216092687,0.0,0.244914580253184,0.12055980543900832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634569314863307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11913143699719682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192722419031056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520482052241471,0.0,0.0,0.06882362009638385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430214844961114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920851628566934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35242777602430353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877310066701445,0.0,0.10060326601873376,0.0,0.053959308808336916,0.07623862792680823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05575521461087917,0.0,0.060649715918657476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566658280286473,0.09436946813805984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153013852972698,0.11275234275870515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948549503104556,0.0,0.0,0.0586488583113249,0.0,0.12038139553330453,0.11299786731185325,0.0,0.0,0.1507547102118825,0.15640956981729293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631623602157764,0.0,0.07123440916921117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844925529151774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014665138965624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018734274656043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171431915271996,0.10088203490472772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674585365821708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684230843058144,0.0,0.0,0.09715112560223603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655476822688465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042094620902368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553482384110845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825065226889608,0.0,0.0,0.14179603191876125,0.1367598564716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433840411264815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560191989875061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ObviousThrowaway4556,2018/01/23,"What do you say to cashiers? My therapist wants me to say more than just ""hi"" to them. She said to include ""how are you"", but I don't like saying that because I'll get a lie for an answer so what's the point of asking? What else is there to say to them?",0.3185714285714241,1.7169637142857148,2.053000000000001,100.29200000000004,81.5,5.194285714285715,18.34285714285714,5.6839178017228535,-0.6500385714285715,192,4,50,1,5,63,43,56,0.06,0.94,0.0,-0.4948,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,2,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,9,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,0,1,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332208911667695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207467288668666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840027838331107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033784397107934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187850200025448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358299042818454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373032172469661,0.7935546265541923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28965404338494616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714394345174764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayperson911,2018/01/23,"What do I do when my anxiety leads to confusion every time? I feel like the only calmness I can get is sleepy calm. I have to lay in bed in order to get any kind of relief, even just sitting down makes it very hard for me. I get confused if I try to do something. I can't understand what it is that I'm actually doing. I can't understand where I am for some reason but at the same time I can. I have no idea how I could possibly fix this. If I try to fix it then I will just get confused. I will feel guilty for trying to fix it because I don't deserve to have any kind of anxiety. I can either attempt to fix it and make it worse or I can try to do nothing as much as possible in order to slow it down. If I could experience enjoyment, then I think that could fix everything. Enjoyment as in enjoying doing some kind of activity. I have only experienced this on one day. I don't know exactly why I was able to enjoy things on that day. Does anyone know what I can do? Sadly even if it's good advice I don't know if it will matter. I just get confused over everything and then I get confused over how I could even type anything and then I get confused over if I'm typing anything at all but not REALLY.",1.8861755952380967,3.2703196562500025,4.236941964285716,86.39838541666668,77.046875,7.688690476190477,24.299851190476193,8.418075326091056,1.4502788690476185,936,31,207,18,21,327,113,256,0.132,0.75,0.118,-0.1663,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,10,19,0,6,2,0,32,0,0,6,2,48,51,22,0,10,14,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,3,0,0,10,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,1,4,31,12,33,43,6,28,0,1,0,0,0,14,0,15,11,151,49,3,0.1041773596850106,0.0,0.10166207528776933,0.0,0.0,0.10180091018074107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168835395938106,0.0,0.15939079002612078,0.0,0.0,0.07284323213602155,0.0,0.17145818106889904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350555152468877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327085788782872,0.0,0.0,0.13437155723779265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116630949919104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064244906556109,0.0,0.0877739186673017,0.0,0.1872557869799144,0.10190544783998473,0.0,0.0,0.10535040647232877,0.0744243265745923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809985947142415,0.0,0.0,0.08737902664243444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933224517589598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117603558572574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254540666037377,0.17175945722867006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050895795740400616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907839308040015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658234616911884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09996098629669577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059327505382314,0.15846315290413726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348886402178491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673868422797005,0.1071116764709451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020082113081976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921080870339458,0.06675264558873778,0.0,0.0,0.12149331240892798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291835537853305,0.0,0.0,0.21690461088802696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595723207585164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400386336397877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616562963985644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,POOL_OF_LIVERS,2018/01/23,"I learned that changing habits could give me so much more then pills. Not saying it's for everyone to quit their meds, but personally i have always felt that i relied too much on crutches. I can actually feel my anxiety become less and less that it's surreal. 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I had a girlfriend in high school and then had oportunities with a few other women on later years, but I could never relax. I even fell in love with two of them (and they fell in love with me) but avoided going further because of my fear. I have no physical problem, it's the fact that I'm haunted by an exaggerated imaginary impression of women as the judge of the value of men and also I'm afraid of what people may think if I'm not good enough for her and she tells other people about it. As years pass, I feel that the experience would be more and more difficult and awkward, I feel ashamed that I’m the only one of my friends (and pretty much anyone that I know) that hasn’t done it, and I feel I’m wasting my years of youth and missing out on a lot of things with people and the world because I can’t relate, leaving aside the obvious fact of not getting satisfaction. Does anyone have some advice?",5.132959146117038,5.484377253588519,6.149856459330145,79.60591829223411,68.33014354066985,8.72741994847258,28.99558336400441,8.617729084823388,2.080621347073979,822,27,161,12,13,274,121,209,0.215,0.6709999999999999,0.114,-0.9648,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,3,17,0,5,13,0,13,3,0,0,4,38,29,19,0,4,5,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,12,16,0,1,5,1,0,4,6,10,0,2,4,3,18,7,28,21,9,22,0,3,0,3,13,10,0,5,8,117,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459212186810936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941724103826867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423521796543787,0.0,0.0,0.2088266831227007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205745813165986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206814189583002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922595095018874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286156573590353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067760358095926,0.15281399721501462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429534572788656,0.0,0.09862948241691084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607106275034426,0.0,0.16803508421494998,0.2265135892257335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537014615603075,0.0,0.07801751639938245,0.0,0.08486632576567052,0.12524891999682672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777282558481326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206655282456811,0.0,0.0,0.15811638476551712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695299962065787,0.2695480082278795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21954596010221744,0.0,0.1151706636715254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011882576320255,0.11357038137854818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105749017340824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191987032157445,0.0,0.14288636194368715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112752021235884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051891878278615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920663316244092,0.0956831071274498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458713832593303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607805440853356,0.0,0.0,0.3846483567488297 anxiety,TiffyJohnkoski,2018/01/23,"I caved and got Xanax and am not ashamed. I finally gave in and got a script for Xanax again. I haven't touched Xanax in probably 6 years. I've had the occasional klonopin script, but nothing is like the warm blanket that xanax is. It's so nice. I'm not even ashamed. I've literally been starving to death for months (-80 pounds), vomiting daily, and have seen my dream job and career go up in flames. My anxiety is out of control. I had to quit all my antidepressants. First I couldn't stop throwing them up, then I had to get a feeding tube (my stomach doesn't work) and then the damned pills have an extended release coating that becomes moot when crushed and clogs the feeding tube when put down it. I've figured out a way to keep pills down a few times a day and started taking the antidepressants again. But it's taking time to regain full effectiveness. In the meantime, me, my xanax, and my feeding tube will be over here having a old fashioned, anxiety free Netflix marathon. 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Alternatives? Hi everybody. I have had issues with anxiety as long as I can remember, and depression too. I'm finding that functioning at work has really become a struggle. My job requires a lot of preparation and planning outside of work hours, and I work with individuals who have significant behavioral/intellectual issues. I talk all day at work and have high productivity requirements. I feel like I am losing it. I never get to be off. I recently am missing work a lot and it's just not good. I am so completely wiped out all the time. I am wondering if any of you have found a career path that is relaxing and allows your ends to meet. I feel like working from home would be an absolute godsend.",3.91225752508361,6.422659021739133,5.907971014492755,71.61255852842812,74.72463768115942,10.043255295429207,30.180602006688968,10.214889679676881,3.8248923076923074,587,27,102,20,13,203,93,138,0.108,0.769,0.123,0.4674,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,10,4,9,0,1,6,0,15,1,0,2,3,29,22,11,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,9,0,2,6,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,14,4,15,17,4,12,0,4,0,0,6,5,0,4,9,73,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402905513237886,0.0,0.10577697435355964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270951069674374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497456461619107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917338800730322,0.0,0.1190926522681384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224671087779349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982799434941498,0.19756173068899352,0.0,0.0,0.12637723419266705,0.0,0.0,0.15160706880512945,0.0,0.0,0.07224091640287933,0.0,0.0,0.11597519604088935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460909553358811,0.1386971365159451,0.0,0.13616913111197235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886381033281729,0.13721268099167913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766493137694668,0.1351045008272839,0.0,0.0,0.1223655276141346,0.0,0.1546899359535064,0.0,0.2351062032208785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664315746437494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885799749008762,0.0,0.13652598017374085,0.0,0.15663414468010206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455092273334708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113703192189453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062696087209396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994905486459478,0.6039778247352395,0.0,0.0,0.0982237863286765,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,InfatuatedCoconut314,2018/01/23,I am in the bathroom and cannot stop crying Exchanged some heated words with a coworker and the anxiety from the exchange put me into the worst public panic attack I have ever had. I can't stop crying and I need to go back to the register. What can I do? She is gone already but my legs and fingers and around my mouth have gone all tingly and I can't control my breathing. ,4.3759740259740285,4.881007636363641,5.43418181818182,83.53127272727275,70.03896103896103,7.718441558441559,28.387012987012987,7.554174236665415,1.6326072727272731,296,10,59,3,5,98,53,77,0.11,0.802,0.08800000000000001,-0.3935,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,6,0,10,4,4,1,2,18,14,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,0,0,2,4,3,3,0,0,3,1,11,0,7,11,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,47,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642508707234015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318680343319327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131708188070648,0.0,0.272421150667098,0.0,0.18413052075943648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268575571064121,0.0,0.0,0.5260727365855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166059401624499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609105154276355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755709750235588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809555725965307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072417369413196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40039978615275706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sitcomrerunsonch5,2018/01/23,"the panic attacks i had as a kid are returning Hi, everyone. I've been a longtime subscriber/lurker (on another account) and I just want to start by saying what a great community this is and how glad I am it exists. Even just to skim through as a reminder I'm not alone. Lately though some things have been happening and I feel like I need some advice maybe from someone who's been through it. When I was a kid I experienced some traumas that led to panic attacks every night from ages 10-12. My parents were kind about it at first but after awhile had no idea what to do and so they began treating them as if they were a form of misbehaving. I was told basically its time to get a grip and not to come crying to them anymore. I have memories of hyperventilating and pacing around my house, checking all the locks. Throwing up when I couldn't take it anymore. Throughout my teen and early adult years (I'm now 27) I started seeing a therapist and tried different SSRIs. Celexa worked well for me for awhile. Panic attacks subsided and my main problems became just general social anxiety and bouts of depression. By early 20s I was on a good path and stopped therapy (it started to feel like I as just going in circles and ruminating on the same things). Lately though, my panic attacks have started coming back. I've had several in the last few months seemingly out of the blue. They aren't triggered by memories or thinking of the traumas I mentioned earlier. It's almost as if I'll just become hyper-focused on my breathing or any sensation while at the same time telling myself horrible things over and over. I can usually snap out of it eventually with some mindfulness breathing, but two days ago I spent the entire day in it. It was the most exhausting and worst day of my life. And what I can't seem to get over is how angry I am at myself for it. I feel ashamed and pathetic. I feel like I should have more control at the age I am now and not need help or coddling. I know that isn't how I'd think about someone else going through the same thing, but I cant help but beat myself up. I feel like a little kid again that just can't get a grip and I'm so ashamed. Anyway I know this was long-winded and I'm not sure what exactly I want out of it but maybe someone here can share some insight if they've gone through something similar.",4.670150862068965,5.6907700237069,5.450775862068966,81.8093103448276,69.66810344827587,8.472413793103447,30.448275862068968,8.751876143730069,2.352460344827588,1857,74,363,31,32,605,225,464,0.185,0.7440000000000001,0.071,-0.9962,2,1,1,0,0,1,40.0,0,0,5,4,26,28,4,6,22,0,33,4,2,6,3,89,70,45,0,10,21,1,7,4,0,1,2,1,0,4,26,26,0,2,13,0,3,7,11,16,1,2,17,11,43,12,58,51,15,61,0,1,2,0,20,21,0,15,37,258,69,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531110013700214,0.06831716837176023,0.0,0.07717364029418709,0.07982041640328147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240967784245145,0.0808137436477225,0.0589577034589421,0.0,0.15286381340415406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860790016410907,0.0,0.3507092239388735,0.0,0.05926143388726414,0.0,0.0,0.08511684231886693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327765301195185,0.0,0.0,0.08643962653613976,0.0,0.0,0.08465686343163184,0.14910971500254985,0.0,0.06637956246597372,0.0,0.0,0.0805208784345273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438140153244698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050903459372787334,0.0,0.06493409898235666,0.07364289385798545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484243798078565,0.2202329193849755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555499591573033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207963799185712,0.0,0.08760036978537053,0.06464196256849472,0.0,0.08496903107572082,0.0,0.0,0.06815201176234773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331567907765342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889274737046111,0.0,0.08700171108885113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025567995568396,0.08471039967363443,0.0628216591494611,0.1738747594158535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054436233383018666,0.15060841254768495,0.07724355429439317,0.0,0.0682037894802798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548526784409638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781789089995539,0.0,0.06151587553984605,0.0,0.0,0.11429162478280908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232419444690018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616962581111792,0.08557619182966515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374478646639211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128849664507913,0.0,0.0,0.06141414964065015,0.14032175417334156,0.0,0.08706622428268113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856231240813756,0.19590137078820732,0.059331611677432984,0.0,0.0,0.21819981841393568,0.0,0.0,0.06443327634576916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263677985608114,0.0,0.0579464238310249,0.0,0.06736185080598718,0.0,0.08813531157785924,0.08948324549914044,0.2048053258294082,0.09876562336068984,0.15144013479408738,0.0,0.08987930462075416,0.0,0.0,0.07364289385798545,0.0,0.05232490690574285,0.0,0.0752853796799452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488080157828809,0.0,0.09091478552644076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929443870895212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05610727303703097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049630018126345564 anxiety,nightwoodryder,2018/01/23,"peeing all the time - anxiety? I've always had a tiny bladder and frequent trips to the bathroom but lately, having even a tiny bit of urine in my bladder is unendurable. I can't fall asleep til I've gone to the bathroom five or six times, and during the day I'm basically constantly uncomfortable even if I haven't had anything to drink. the more I think about it, the worse it gets. it's not imaginary though - there's always urine when I go to pee, even if it's like the fifth time in an hour. does anyone else have this? is it anxiety? my brain telling my body to get rid of waste constantly? anyone have any tips to solve it?",3.9834295713035885,5.019989110236222,4.686561679790028,86.59568678915136,71.28346456692914,8.164129483814524,25.922134733158355,8.515128840125781,1.531621872265967,495,15,105,8,9,159,79,127,0.123,0.8340000000000001,0.043,-0.8796,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,10,0,9,10,9,0,1,9,15,9,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,3,0,7,1,12,12,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,12,62,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833323701755497,0.0,0.0,0.11577955395851147,0.0,0.2604899281928201,0.0,0.0,0.2380931583981181,0.17444684292358448,0.14010574032348327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587487111793974,0.1891154393692396,0.0,0.19006140489978346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679713448574217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980068952005904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148991704044863,0.0,0.0,0.16678553797500115,0.0,0.0,0.14222659362757642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33735638514187377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790290600930087,0.0,0.09676010383845224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676673368765284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205557941347368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317821986804078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881078001627704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909282683925137,0.16727512913344172,0.0,0.2978319909838245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350486334185086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shanbae,2018/01/23,"What medications work best for your anxiety? Hello! I was diagnosed with GAD around july 2017 and have been on 2 medications since. Initially I was taking 300mg of gabapentin a day which had caused me a great deal of side effects including memory loss, so after weening off of gabapentin I began taking 10mg twice a day of buspirone. Now I am starting to experience unpleasant tinnitus and drowsiness as a side effect of buspirone and am thinking of changing my medication again. What medications are you all currently on (if any) and how would you say those medication effect you? 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Last year I realised my anxiety had gotten to a point where I just couldn't manage it alone anymore. I wasn't leaving my house unless I had to and it was just destroying me emotionally. I managed to get some counselling through my work but it was just 6 sessions of talk therapy and there would be long gaps between sessions and any progress I made would be lost pretty quickly. As we were getting to the last of the 6 sessions I went to my GP and was given the contact details of a mental health service in my area, I was put on a waiting list and last week when I called to see how much longer I would be waiting I was given an appointment for today. I was really nervous going to the health centre the appointment took place in, at one point while walking there I had to stop and force myself to breathe because I could feel myself starting to have a panic attack. I've spent a lot of time downplaying my issues because I thought other people have it worse so I should just suck it up. But sitting down and having the process of CBT explained to me and knowing my appointments are going to be much more consistent than the counselling from work (as well as having a more concrete diagnosis of what *kind* of anxiety I have) has really made me hopeful that this is finally going to get better.",6.520852417302798,6.495957522900767,6.80520610687023,77.38266921119596,65.37404580152672,9.27674300254453,35.02391857506361,8.841846274778883,2.9966480407124667,1069,46,195,15,15,346,143,262,0.117,0.8059999999999999,0.077,-0.8696,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,6,13,10,3,2,14,0,30,3,1,3,0,36,55,19,0,7,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,4,0,1,7,2,6,1,2,22,2,32,4,35,23,6,35,0,1,1,0,5,11,1,3,16,152,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153033045755558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570756103856288,0.0,0.17033281321549784,0.0,0.11040848713735538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665284863014792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357302921232688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984614838834831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367939147162293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888717505569459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523017924032745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056291304864249686,0.0,0.0,0.12195551548319862,0.0,0.0946964198023155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449447663872336,0.0,0.18981256751271444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366751152090402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057485105724603,0.0,0.1284587583944998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619858773975875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159320575715279,0.06118352580959845,0.2722440658135033,0.0,0.11788137280362646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852269213830477,0.0,0.0,0.12152879219743205,0.09464796389706698,0.0,0.2106844483768944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121934818236094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367929995818956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543943493876015,0.0,0.0,0.13062063470743068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718153483178072,0.0,0.11631514578826375,0.0,0.21048384449544744,0.0,0.0,0.11326165151204295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191642887434072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671681419353906,0.14264046038027633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871482661137221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07879926356748086,0.0,0.0,0.09307605775646832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948206079520855,0.0,0.0,0.2546289065539286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838281775298003,0.06491685525271157,0.0,0.21105381452928226,0.0,0.12369065356328285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930143614517826,0.0,0.10009817202008507,0.10320313026207682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209772595540334,0.0,0.11345379717603435,0.23725485559057866,0.0,0.0,0.07169224809853436 anxiety,malu2kucing,2018/01/23,"i hate Spam/Robo Calls I just need to complain about how much I hate randomized spam/robo calls, especially now that these calls spoof coming across as a local number. Hearing a phone ring always makes me anxious. However, I need to have the ringtone on for phone calls in case it's work or a family member (I have older family members who are not tech savvy). Hearing my phone ring and seeing an unexpected number automatically makes my anxious mind think it's a loved one who has been in a terrible accident and they're calling me from someone else's phone or a pay phone. Even after I pick up and realize it's not even a human who's calling me, my heart rate has spiked, my hands are shaking, and my mind is racing. I can't get back to normal for a little while and it disrupts my entire day. I have signed up for every do not call list imaginable. On top of that I won't even answer the phone in English anymore because I've heard horror stories of robo calls capturing someone's voice to get access to their personal information, and I figured that that's less likely to happen if I speak a language that isn't common where these calls are coming to me. Once I realize it's someone I know,I switch back to English. I hate calling people. I hate robo calls. I hate hearing my ringtone. I just want this to stop. I hate having hours of my day ruined by robo calls. Please, just let my unidentified phone calls be reserved for serious situations like loved ones dying. Thanks. 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I need strict schedules down to the minute and if anything happens that changes the plan I have I my mind, it triggers an instant meltdown. I also have a problem with efficiency and not wasting time. Like, if I’m doing the dishes, finish and see there’s another bowl on the table that I didn’t get, that would annoy most people. But sometimes that’ll cause me to cry and yell because the time I just spent could’ve been used to clean it. Another example, I was driving with my boyfriend the other day and I accidentally turned left instead of right off of our street to go somewhere and it was the wrong way, so instead of simply turning around I started crying and freaking out that now I have to go out of my way to take another route that I hadn’t planned in my mind. It’s getting really bad and like I said it’s instant meltdowns over really simple changes of schedule. I’m constantly obsessing over how I can most effectively perform tasks and by what time and how much time is allotted to certain things throughout the day. It’s stressing me out beyond belief. Anyone else go through something similar and if so, how do you manage it?",4.208660492432799,6.13867194420601,4.892202394398011,81.82995482267901,72.04721030042919,7.6520442737745675,31.576462615766893,8.371475516178862,2.5390480686695285,965,45,176,16,19,310,136,233,0.16899999999999998,0.767,0.064,-0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,1,1,0,4,13,11,1,3,10,0,16,1,0,7,1,41,33,21,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,16,17,1,1,2,0,1,4,4,8,0,0,7,3,23,3,28,24,4,36,1,0,1,0,3,15,0,6,17,123,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09287376530248408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653355685749475,0.08884357677632385,0.0,0.0,0.08120485864775054,0.11899486164544901,0.0955698762220026,0.10338549312622357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696855035835716,0.07079531184558233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930346795658417,0.24571257585337306,0.0,0.0,0.1255015526133059,0.0,0.09272499423232236,0.0,0.255139467946498,0.1497959795550751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970165670377338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135233479790332,0.0,0.1980079715303223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269851324323803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618189737949556,0.0,0.0,0.11347618104442188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345281230147099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853731831114221,0.08611323156738587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051394779544364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112628569128592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879914743346973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991793471891964,0.11047175014788199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254520442017312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940702042436091,0.1148612856801625,0.0,0.08220152406944796,0.0,0.0,0.09709473738172214,0.13303317797906788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873196758440604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715547172811953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4063183485210257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25264482409670397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030405177395003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436640061033904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249954732855648,0.12697627693585314,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Madelaine2167,2018/01/23,Should I go to a doctor Hi. I have depression and I might have anxiety. The anxiety developed a few months ago. But i feel like I have always had small symptoms of anxiety and depression growing up. I over think and cannot stop myself from worrying about the tinniest things. I tremble when I have the whole class's attention and have palpitations often. I dont enjoy eating food like before and doing many other things. I can never feel refreshed and am always tired and exhausted. I cant concentrate or focus and have been doing really bad in school. I got my very important finals in a few weeks and I cant afford doing bad especially when I cant seem to study at all. I don't have panic attacks. But this anxiety has been messing with me Is it worth going to a doctor and take medications to be able to study? That's my biggest worry now. Thank you ❤️,2.7779117647058804,5.003089541176472,4.796102941176471,79.60121323529413,77.11764705882355,8.25,24.15441176470589,9.017664075816787,2.167617647058824,682,23,126,17,16,234,105,170,0.211,0.675,0.114,-0.9518,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,5,13,1,2,7,0,26,8,0,0,2,25,35,15,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,0,0,6,11,2,1,5,0,1,3,7,9,0,0,4,2,20,4,14,28,4,19,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,4,11,95,26,4,0.13267319192100846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760677959564307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078944781217755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.405978514708304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093490913401056,0.0,0.0,0.22155314698222656,0.0,0.0,0.11289511448246067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285424515872641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715932675513082,0.0,0.0,0.155491992833048,0.0,0.0,0.13575779723386527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416710443728594,0.09478175481772563,0.0,0.1453369967350769,0.0,0.0,0.16042895030237508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080246484723345,0.0,0.10611087150596757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963483998165082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450979272701374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365428293271214,0.0,0.1407452904575237,0.0,0.0,0.10589847601526517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232574465232316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566340468318454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499384403583665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427235330772858,0.0,0.12078069106827782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092072915824204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378982460638195,0.09975372894213934,0.0,0.0,0.12214764991537268,0.0,0.0,0.1762843468845346,0.08501162427428975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248831709823338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946927799552406,0.0,0.0,0.10642243183546296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812488074697294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26947213301155193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thenddddddddd,2018/01/23,"Has Xanax helped your tremors? Hey guys. I've had anxiety for about 3-4 years now. I'm 21, and everything my doctor has prescribed seems to be shite (pardon my French). I've told him that what he is giving me isn't working, I've told him I need something new so he gives me another AD and I still feel the same. I've constantly told him my anxiety makes me shake, which gives me more anxiety because people can see me shaking and then my voice just goes, it's like it's very hard to get my words out. He just gives me AD again and I'm back to square 1. I have been looking in Xanax. A lot of people seem to have reduce there anxiety with it, wondering how people responded who suffered extreme shaking. Have any of you guys taken these? I just need something that works man. I'm 21 now and fuck me, I hate life. I'm not doing shit I want to be doing because - well I don't know why, every time j try to do something my anxiety says 'No' :(",1.5087301587301596,3.3214433877551066,3.045442176870748,92.62257369614515,79.40816326530611,6.396371882086169,22.62358276643991,7.3871296695380915,0.7354181405895691,728,23,163,10,18,239,117,196,0.153,0.797,0.05,-0.9355,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,2,13,9,3,3,2,0,16,6,1,2,0,24,42,8,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,2,0,3,9,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,7,1,0,6,7,25,2,13,34,3,15,0,1,3,1,23,2,2,4,11,88,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527287210713657,0.11606792562969515,0.4233870398456021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511363773864616,0.0,0.13495097160579508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961637022055364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132957192802804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326094586546033,0.0,0.09948087129801164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596809795037792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233095331505146,0.05783086146766759,0.4247350392195027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920064533809308,0.0,0.0,0.09915633543163917,0.10928327931121072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741930519135434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060832229306445725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07818349209762171,0.05407745402499922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295156936410376,0.0,0.0,0.09410452514770434,0.0,0.0,0.07388631318427352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415019533329045,0.0,0.10690491619153847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23021514842351945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880249862147964,0.0,0.0,0.08820545406453076,0.2015357065824876,0.0,0.0,0.11362150775032055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556432896495442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839703181663078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454412314967918,0.0,0.0,0.3173065944596323,0.0,0.07515112070281674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133069240939756,0.06528772266213406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952343989509993,0.0,0.0998803442462467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003838615115407,0.16116701195120636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128061382726747 anxiety,antzy4801,2018/01/23,"Anxiety and school Hey I need help and tips with dealing with my anxiety. On top of my anxiety problems I have dyslexia, sorry for any misspelling or grammar. This is my first time posting or even talking about my anxiety publicly. The situation is that I go to university and working on my bacholer paper. This is the 4 times I tired to write it. I have turned it in the other times but I keep getting an F because my writhing is to bad. My anxiety takes over whenever I try to write. I can't find the right words. i feel like nothing I write is good enough... I panic because I don't find the words, start breath to fast and not getting enough of air. This continues till I throw up. And soon as I sit down again to write my paper it starts up again... I also feel paralyze by my anxiety, that I can't even start writing and it has been several night I do absolute nothing. I talk openly with my husband and he tries to help, but he feels like I shuts down and can't hear anything he says too me. I just feel everything is hopeless and there is no point to anything. When it come to writing my paper I get alot of anxiety from my dyslexia. Since I have a hard time to get my point across,and a difficulty finding words to express myself. I need tips to handle my anxiety and calm down long enough for me to finish my paper and turn it in. Thanks",3.2974404761904736,4.699306566176472,4.51510504201681,85.76112745098041,73.41176470588233,7.828011204481792,28.761204481792717,8.418075326091056,2.0007483893557425,1054,43,218,18,21,347,134,272,0.153,0.775,0.07200000000000001,-0.9456,0,0,0,0,0,2,27.0,0,0,0,3,11,9,0,1,9,0,17,2,1,0,0,43,38,19,0,3,6,1,5,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,12,16,0,1,7,0,0,3,6,4,0,1,1,7,41,5,36,37,4,40,0,1,0,0,20,17,0,3,20,146,53,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114035770845555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049506640593785,0.0,0.5444261949652869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464111023913496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427692132968149,0.1084569747414274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663016963084779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171266496144363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27575480707130257,0.0,0.11751295874421235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995047547445977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992106358333793,0.12710443596903884,0.0,0.0,0.24392032326351215,0.07566834970984805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859093034111796,0.0,0.05055736273824445,0.07461446013743181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968965350450267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002630857636566,0.0,0.11925447978073014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907071051735293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692159819941869,0.0,0.0,0.07872578011544479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192371553328294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348185155752402,0.0,0.17071682562577406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043740395571164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818972868037985,0.0,0.08519798481266684,0.0,0.0,0.0851216023076288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597036917100011,0.0,0.07074364558411747,0.0,0.09003110232678782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049817584317948,0.0,0.07358767741290742,0.09999347112053804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09958214591194696,0.18889658906693432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688598178722373,0.14300350283874538,0.0,0.08190135420732657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749047601082196,0.10224510811132488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079443523629065,0.19352336045482396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476310002199606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,findinghappiness101,2018/01/23,"Can't do job well because of anxiety I've switched to a new job about 6 months ago but until now i still can't get used to it. Anxiety is so terrible i can't get my job done well. Whenever my manager or colleague will ask me to do something i will always miss some details. I hear everything but I don't understand it completely, sometimes just simple things. Even if i try to write it down or take notes i will still miss something. My comprehension is so slow when i get anxiety attacks and i get so stressed every single time thinking I'm not capable enough to do the job. I've thought of resigning multiple times but i don't want to run away just because I'm having a hard time. However i can feel the frustration of my colleagues whenever i can't do my job well. Please give me tips on how to overcome this. Anxiety consultation and meds would just be second or last option.",3.150338983050851,5.0118864067796665,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,74.76271186440678,8.787796610169492,29.87909604519774,9.3871,2.8241746892655373,702,32,140,18,15,234,100,177,0.235,0.7490000000000001,0.016,-0.9861,6,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,16,10,2,1,4,0,20,0,0,2,0,24,38,15,0,3,11,0,2,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,7,3,1,2,3,19,3,15,31,3,17,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,6,13,92,24,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898727043246468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291702763378888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34170398308134625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439484983629664,0.12703888942046404,0.1049161075111992,0.0,0.0,0.13614400116975156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170821591314722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427551075962987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538327484542416,0.0,0.07375590380828675,0.0,0.09408541614719383,0.0,0.10036032862310124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646288205380962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233368453079408,0.10712247379227338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003292370822517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125858366398599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5540681219928117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102462399209067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403838287139808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913262585499174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078500055379224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257833453910325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193553041743892,0.1104428711756216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17835700565684773,0.0,0.12791573810637974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396071533794586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418750168173256,0.07155258115964898,0.0,0.0886522106105806,0.19534416995364187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581549167915043,0.0,0.0,0.1162507091485683,0.0,0.09644561614354698,0.0,0.0,0.06586489659702681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30120982063935736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932600461243566,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TeamPitbulls,2018/01/23,"How do you deal with panic attacks? I am 22 year old female and i was dignosed with anxiety as a child. After being on medication for many many years last year i decided with my doctor that i wanted to come off the meds. I was getting married and i was very stable and happy with my life. I went off with doctor supervision and i was fine. Fast forward to about a little over a month ago and the panic attacks came so heavy that i once had to call an ambulance. So i went back to the doctor and got put on zoloft 50mg. Immediately i felt a difference, i felt really good. After 4 weeks on the medication i had another major panic attack and this one was nothing like i ever had before. I was stuck in constant panic for 6 days. My doctor decided to up my meds to 100mg within two days i was back to myself again. Now it has been a week on the increased dosage and this morning on my drive to work i had another terrifying attack. I felt paralysed. I know panic attacks are all in your head so i want to know how others deal with this horrible feeling and what they do to come back to reality? Thanks in advance!",2.1240497260851257,4.136794194690268,4.375284450063216,82.86210914454281,78.2920353982301,6.959629161399072,23.151285292878214,7.957251820313856,1.326912600084281,872,28,172,15,21,302,121,226,0.191,0.727,0.08199999999999999,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,1,2,12,15,5,5,11,0,18,9,1,2,2,32,35,15,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,18,0,0,8,0,0,10,0,10,0,2,20,4,29,5,36,14,3,45,0,0,0,0,7,15,0,0,23,125,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039752903939209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654928770654928,0.06075305432393178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517360600023245,0.0,0.1831981014037102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757720199047904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810926575474259,0.09083079472294543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681977543293905,0.0,0.08582052772199797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024335535964293,0.16374890313866414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297286045326095,0.0,0.3251427342043284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183635612908537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04015513673288651,0.0,0.2287555616182087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04149160387179336,0.0,0.0,0.0666104076842852,0.06351626312632483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845398528392588,0.0,0.0,0.08150377003735891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728995892382796,0.06473467328463033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560938986745279,0.03879866638429446,0.07959573685716705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103080234216974,0.0,0.0,0.17642663793110636,0.1600066135021233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338912659749574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620183361612967,0.0,0.0833337762664011,0.08457549226547856,0.05381436497737841,0.0,0.0,0.4658880673899983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798350564966144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087594970506305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311562106857918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757793287655322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552655130178127,0.09368327767011653,0.0,0.1274055162693576,0.0,0.0,0.14723893208478495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057815824002714275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342398077431965 anxiety,gasolinecanman,2018/01/23,"Hey guys, just need a little bit of advice So I have been struggling with anxiety (mostly social but occasionally generalised) for a couple of years now. I have been taking sertraline for 6 months - I feel like my happiness has increased but my anxiety is still definitely there. My dad struggles with reactive depression. I was a witness for this big court case one time. After the first day of the court case i struggled big time (i cried and thought about necking myself), the next day my dad gave me half a tablet of ativan and it seemed to calmed me down a lot and I ended up getting through the court case. What should I do? I know benzos are good for short term solutions but are there any other alternatives for long term? I currently see a psychologist but I haven't seemed to shut my anxiety up yet. Cheers. Edity: I should probably note that I have been diagnosed by my local doctor with social anxiety. 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I also realised I have horrendous anxiety. It's always been there, no one's doubted it, but I've never noticed how much it wrangles and ruins. I wonder how much would have been easier if I sought treatment for anxiety with umph. The major and manic depressions (manic depressive with depression as baseline) might pose the most recognised risks, but ignoring the anxiety was a bad idea. Anxious mind - unclear mind - anxious thoughts - distressed thoughts - detachment and derealisation - rash and poor decision making - can't make sense of things - snap at people - it's odd. I think I'm wired anxiously. Anxiety led to psychosis for me. Sure as hell it's coming back. Without anxiety there are no more problems. It makes me sad that benzos are not a long term solution. Is this how the human brain naturally is? I don't care, I'm going to find a way to cut out anxiety. Not reduce... not mindful practices. Fuck I want more ativan though. That kind of solution is TOO MUCH OF A SOLUTION. But I could work and progress so much better if I had a ...white...bar... platform to stand on. I'm fully aware how awful these substances really are though. I mean, I don't think I should be given it because although it works it works too well. I don't know. It's helped me rationalise. 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I’ve been taking Propranolol 40mgs for when the panic attacks set in but not everyday, since coming off of antidepressants. I find that Prop makes me spaced out whilst not really stopping the symptoms except for slowing my heart rate. I was wondering if anyone can suggest a different med that I can take whilst at work etc that would not make me feel so loopy? Also for the bad days I try to eat healthy, talk about how I’m feeling, drinking less alcohol etc but I find I still have to just ride the wave until it subsides. Does anyone have further suggestions because I’m finding it really hard to keep going when it’s this intense Sorry to ramble. Thanks for listening! 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Any advice? Hi guys. I've never been to counselling before. I thought it might help, and I just got a pay raise so I don't worry about paying for it so much now. What are you guys experiences with getting counselling? What happens in the first session? What would you recommend to a first timer? Thanks guys. Keep up the good fight <3",1.8433201581027667,4.620876652173916,1.5636100131752322,95.02470355731226,94.07246376811594,3.6685111989459815,22.21475625823452,5.565023196281405,0.1958289855072466,295,11,55,2,11,86,51,69,0.054000000000000006,0.747,0.199,0.892,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,5,3,1,0,4,0,5,0,0,0,1,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,5,2,7,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,6,36,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868679602211333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300431088703982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272283458441095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870598518173329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879809887304437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990989852499327,0.0,0.0,0.1603948377847492,0.15294427815435527,0.0,0.0,0.5680439563723102,0.16910425421789033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281775871882173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699742082646691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20286504622139886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057621677609822,0.0,0.1474885365688123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760590962963387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181543604962922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19420357349458,0.0,0.1358444634078251,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,space_of_oddities,2018/01/23,"Are there different kinds of anxieties? I rarely suffer panic attacks but I am constantly worried about things which are not even remotely possible. So I am interviewing for a great company in Singapore. (Overseas for me). I am constantly worried about about searching a good place to live there. I am worried about the deposit(money) given while renting a house and how my roommates/landlord will dupe me. But I want to live with roommates because I want to good social life. Currently I have no social life. Mind you I haven't even cleared the interviews for the company. I have been constantly looking at roommate listing on facebook for 3 days and not even studying for the interview. The problem is if I even solve one problem some other thing comes to haunt me. What strange kind of anxiety is this? I was going through the posts in this subreddit and I think people seem to have different kinds of anxieties. I am almost sociopath and I only care about myself. I have very low self esteem, hate myself and constantly think about what others think of me. 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I'm starting to think no one understands or ever will understand. My mom and girlfriend tell me I'm not trying hard enough to beat this, and that upsets me because those are the 2 biggest people in my life and I feel like I'm letting them down. I never talk to my dad about this because he just says things like ""Well everyone has SOME anxiety."" I'm too embarrassed to talk to my friends about my worries, feelings and things that stress me out because it makes me feel weak. I never talk to my girlfriend about it anymore because I feel like she's getting sick of hearing all my worries. I'm about to start going to an anxiety class that my university is offering and I'm hoping I might meet some people in there that I can relate to and maybe even make a friend. I really just need someone to understand. I can't keep living this way. 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I just came home from group therapy and one person was talking about some stuff that terrified me. They also started laughing hysterically which was very creepy for me. At first, I felt unusually calm, but then all of a sudden my heart started beating VERY fast, I felt the pulsations in my whole body, and I started crying uncontrollably in front of everyone. I'm still shaken even though I'm now safe in my home and I had some Xanax. Was this a panic attack or something else? I think I've had panic attacks a few times already but they felt completely different. Thanks in advance !",4.390789473684212,6.722131412280703,5.003368421052631,79.49557894736844,72.59649122807018,7.717894736842107,28.06666666666667,8.548686976883017,2.2822203508771937,487,19,85,9,10,156,76,114,0.275,0.636,0.08900000000000001,-0.9778,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,3,7,11,3,4,5,0,6,3,2,0,1,16,17,9,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,7,0,2,10,3,13,4,10,7,5,18,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,10,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678146013575865,0.09912244623200442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230316743112549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768005745935918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176531597703235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12995879197651164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615280973491733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950094530774034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354398164531194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818675384120431,0.0,0.0,0.11843914963696325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35703314688841503,0.0,0.0,0.10543146207272218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468808667093807,0.0,0.0,0.24866309976419798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399145332143805,0.0,0.0,0.436284429426802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822800527760937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542245375659812,0.0,0.0,0.2631964836321137,0.0,0.09898630657162673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189263143998362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996259892255015,0.0,0.11411613379868013,0.14174716404274673,0.0,0.0,0.07942189552438572,0.12177984762866476,0.0,0.07227600554217893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045427936311028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383852961718566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vq42,2018/01/23,"What can I do about my anxiety issues? UK resident Hi all, so let me tell you when this started - Last year I was travelling to Amsterdam and my passport had expired so I went to the passport place but the whole time I was worried I wouldn’t get a passport, this made me feel like I had low blood sugar and I was going to faint, and I kept getting diarrhoea of the sort. Now a year later I’m still doing the same thing, when I fly it’s worse - in the air I’m fine, it’s travelling to the airport etc that I get severely worried about. I’m not sure why, but I get stomach pains, I sweat, I feel like I’m going to pass out, I can’t eat or drink. I’ve been taking Imodium and it helps sometimes, other times it doesn’t do anything. My stomach feels like I need to go the toilet then and there, and when I do I need to go again 2 minutes later. I went to America last year and when we were on the way I felt like I was going to pass out, and when I was there I couldn’t eat and every bite felt I was going to be sick like my blood sugar was stupidly low. I had to take the sugar boosting tablets before feeling fine. I really don’t know what to do, I know my problem is minuscule compared to others anxiety and problems in their life - but I honestly feel this is no way to live. Constantly in a panic, I’m going on holiday in March and thinking of it is setting my stomach off as I type. It’s not just flying, even driving to somewhere late and I feel like it. I was going to a friends birthday on Friday and felt like it. I’ve had blood tests and they haven’t found anything, but if it’s stress or anxiety and it’s beating the Imodium - I really am worried 😟 ",1.1242708333333304,2.9235937187500016,3.3200000000000003,90.25833333333335,80.5625,6.3121212121212125,24.01893939393939,7.348242739294969,1.0007393939393945,1287,47,283,18,33,440,160,352,0.171,0.7020000000000001,0.126,-0.9505,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,2,1,16,20,1,2,14,0,32,17,7,1,2,53,71,31,0,7,10,0,9,7,1,1,4,0,0,0,19,18,6,1,13,4,0,15,9,8,0,0,22,12,43,12,31,45,4,54,0,2,0,0,8,14,0,4,29,183,62,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971510775076703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138485308006846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309875657356196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283269623753897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415411362885923,0.0,0.17580435111747986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580668961138243,0.056739387026281424,0.0,0.07237859702974167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26061664100525384,0.24548195747167986,0.2474465740078114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419030671333413,0.06636992523549239,0.0,0.17952709268419847,0.0,0.3905739488939055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758025459664426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966241381719728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442219077948967,0.14004794471866275,0.09690448733894637,0.0,0.0,0.08784359715087503,0.060677182891488615,0.2937816201479866,0.0,0.07585561494217774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128530889516758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739481387548085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140888768803296,0.1007909100275174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975235360202656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439880636968926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100657782032216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704810355449052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496215880176461,0.0,0.060803941905916786,0.0,0.06860377712350359,0.0,0.09840379137696753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096436696795987,0.0,0.12917961211473658,0.0,0.07508468325692592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057071409244391774,0.055044401675281164,0.0,0.0,0.10018369504482598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363746480252981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926943610558653,0.07751582530398013,0.09590977120531698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617218372735282,0.08754444877000259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165959848777831 anxiety,misterboobs,2018/01/23,"Something isn’t right. My 72 hour hold that lasted 16 days... I don’t know what to do after this experience. Sorry if this post looks crappy on a desktop, because this is all being typed via iPhone. Hopefully you guys could give me a little bit of advice about this. Please, any input! A little background information about myself - I’ve been dealing with benzodiazepine addiction for about 9 years. So many failed attempts at kicking benzos have caused me to lose faith about being able to control my anxiety and depression without medication. For the past 3 years, it has become severe. Very severe. 10-20 Xanax bars a day. If I can’t acquire Alprazolam, I’ll take any benzo, with the equivalent of roughly 10 bars throughout the day. Whatever gets rid of my crippling anxiety has been “okay” in my book. This addiction became even worse after I started using Clonazolam, Flubromazolam, Flunitrazolam, and many other RC benzos. To top it off, add close to a handle of vodka a day. I got my first 5150 in California, during fall of last year for thoughts of suicide. Here is my story about what has happened to me during this month. On New Year’s Day, I made an impulsive decision to pack all of my belongings in my car and make a trip to Las Vegas. I don’t exactly know why I came to Vegas. Probably because I knew I had a friend who would let me stay at his place, and worst case scenario, I could hang out at Casinos during the night when it’s cold. After about a 6 hour drive, I arrived at my friends house with almost no gas left. I spent the last of my cash on a celebratory tall can after I got here. To top it all off, my tolerance was so high, I was taking at least 10mgs of Clonazolam a day. By my second day here, I started using Meth. I’m not a big fan of stimulants, but every decision I was making was on impulse. Nothing made sense. 5 days later, I’m still awake, dehydrated, haven’t eaten much, and of course, I had gone through all of my Clonazolam. The withdrawals were hitting me hard, so I decided that my only option was to go to the ER, in hopes of them keeping me comfortable, and pointing me in the direction of a rehab or detox facility. I had a refill for my Klonopin prescription, but I told myself that I needed medical care from a professional. Here’s where I’m having a hard time comprehending what they decided to do with me, and how I was treated. I clearly explained to the nurses and doctors that I was withdrawing from several types of drugs, as well as alcohol. I can’t stress enough how many times I told them, LONG TERM BENZODIAZEPINE ABUSE/DEPENDENCY. I remember the first two days. They kept me comfortable with IV fluids and Ativan as needed. After two days, I went into some form of psychosis. I don’t remember the third day, but days 3 and 4 consisted of extreme auditory and visual hallucinations. These were by far, the craziest and most intense hallucinations I’ve ever experienced from withdrawals. I thought that the damn thing that holds the saline bags with the computer to adjust the flow, was a time machine. I spent three days wide awake, traveling around the country, hanging out with friends, and talking to my new best friend, the time machine. The nurses that had to put up with my shit were a part of my “trip”, but in my mind, I was not in a hospital. I can’t comprehend if what they did to me was normal, or even legal. My first memory of these hallucinations consisted of a lot of Ativan, as well as listening to music on my phone. It was later confirmed by a nurse, that I was given 42mgs of Ativan in the span of 12 hours. Even I said holy shit, 42mgs was okayed by the doctor!? After the 12 hours, a new nurse was assigned to watch over me. I’ll just call this guy Steve. He found it necessary to grab me by the wrists throughout the night, and constantly yell at me, or tell me to stay in my bed with a very aggressive tone. I wasn’t combative. I was hallucinating from the drugs, and wandering around my room. Now what I don’t understand, is why they didn’t sedate me with a non-benzo alternative, or use restraints if necessary. My wrists are still bruised from this guy “man handling” me throughout his shift. Security was eventually called. I can’t remember what I said or did to make him so angry, but I clearly remember him saying that he’d “kick my teeth in”. I was shocked and told him that he can’t talk to me like that, and he repetitively said that he didn’t care. I tried bribing him to let me go with my expensive RayBan sunglasses (prescription) and he slipped them into his pocket. At day 5 or 6, the hallucinations were gone, and I was somewhat coherent. I was told that the doctor placed me on an L2K (involuntary hold) because of my hallucinations. I was agitated, but again, not combative or suicidal. Verbally, I was an asshole. I feel as if most of the agitation was caused by my rapid changes of the types of benzos, as well as the doctor switching me to 5mg of Librium after so much Ativan was pumped into my arm. I demanded that someone explain this “hold” to me. They said that the medical doctor had cleared me after day 3, but I needed a psychiatrist or psychologist to take the hold off. I was also told many times that I had no rights. None. No phone calls, no visitors, etc. I somewhat accepted my fate, but was very confused. How could the medical doctor clear me while I was hallucinating? Despite what they said, I knew that I still had rights as a patient, but they were limited. Later this night, Steve was assigned to watch me and my roommate. My roommate was an elderly man and very delusional. Yelling the whole time, with incomprehensible words due to his thick Louisiana accent. I didn’t know much about him, but I knew that he wasn’t a threat. The old man could barely move. I had a very hard time sleeping because of his bursts of anger, but I still had sympathy towards the man. Almost every nurse treated this guy as if he was an animal. He was spoken to with a very aggressive tone by Steve. I could tell that Steve didn’t care about his patients, because he said loud and clear during a cell phone conversation, that all he wanted was to pass his test so he could get “six figures, a Tesla, and a penthouse suite”. I was watching Steve, while I was acting as if I was asleep, because he gradually became more irritated about my roommate. He became so frustrated with my roommate, that he basically put him upside down. Picture a 30 degree angle, with the roommates’ head at the point where you would measure the angle, and his feet upwards. He slowly wrapped the old mans blanket around the bars on the side of the bed, almost like a restraint. I couldn’t handle what I was seeing any longer and blew up. I asked Steve “what the fuck do you think you’re doing!? The old man can’t defend himself!”. I was told to mind my own business, despite the fact that he forgot to close the curtain, and this was happening a few feet away from me. I continued to yell at Steve and demanded that security was called. Guess who showed up? The asshole that took my shades! As he slowly pulled out gloves and put them on like he was going to touch me, I asked him if he was still going to kick my teeth in. The look on his face could only be described as a pause, with pure “oh shit.” Now someone in a different room was yelling and screaming. He immediately ran off. Steve was replaced by another nurse. After this incident, I never saw Steve, nor the security guard again. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention...every time my roommate moved a muscle, it was either for water, or to use his bedside commode. He was as slow, and just as dangerous, as a vicious tortoise on the prowl. When I admitted myself to the ER, I told them about my CA health insurance (Private insurance). I didn’t have my new insurance card with me, but I was told that they would call and get it figured out. Now the big question. Why was I in this hospital for 11 days? I was told that I was uninsured and put on a waiting list for the county psych ward. I argued with one of the nurses watching me one afternoon, because he said that I was “technically” uninsured. I told him that I “technically” was insured, but it was out of state. He continued to lecture me as if I was a child, and became very frustrated. I was then approached by a lady who wanted to help me sign up for Medicaid. I calmly asked her to please call my insurance company. I was later approached and told that I was insured, and that it would change many factors about my stay there. Please note, at this time, I was still denied any phone calls. I was told that this isn’t CA, and there was no such thing in Nevada as a 72 hour hold. I continued to ask for paperwork regarding my rights, but was only given verbal lectures. Also, documents stamped with the words “unable to sign” while I was in my psychosis. To top it off, they tried giving me Trazadone multiple nights for sleep, which was marked on my chart as one of my few, severe medication allergies. Might I add the IV problems!? I have the forearms of a junkie right now. Being above par in vascularity, I don’t know how they could miss my bulging veins. Two days went by with the IV being in my muscle, and getting hot shots of Benadryl and Benzos. Maybe that was their way of getting back at me, but damn that hurt. Ethanol detox? Why the fuck am I on a alcohol detox protocol? About 4-5 more days passed by after I was told that I was insured. I didn’t really care because I was being fed benzos at my discretion. Librium, Ativan, Xanax, and Klonopin were given to me. Really? Four different benzos? I finally settled on about 3mgs of Xanax a day with about 2mg of Klonopin. I couldn’t make it any more clear that I was addicted to these drugs. It seemed as if none of these “healthcare professionals” even knew what a benzo was. I was happily sedated, and quickly befriended most of the nurses. The female nurses weren’t afraid of me anymore and it was now rare for me to have a male nurse babysitter. Finally, one of these nurses understood my frustration and took her time to call around. Within a few hours, she found a private psych ward that had a bed for me. Finally, 11 days later, at 11pm, I was told that the ambulance was here to take me to the facility. Of course, my prescription shades were on my list of belongings but nowhere to be found. I was frustrated but ready to get out of there. I was given 1mg of Xanax and hopped onto the gurney. Things only went downhill from here. We arrived at the psych hospital, and I was actually excited to see a psychiatrist in the morning. This excitement quickly turned into worry. I was given the typical cold turkey sandwich, and given a quick debriefing about the facility. The guy admitting me looked like he hated his job and hadn’t slept in days, and told me that health care in Nevada sucked, but this was the “gold standard” as far as psychiatric care goes in this state. I was strip searched, put in a green gown, and tossed into the Adult Male Unit. I was still anxiety free and asked the Mental Health Technicians, aka, MHT’s a few questions. They immediately snapped at me. I felt as if I was a burden to them, since it was 3am and I had just arrived. I sat in one of the two chairs that were in the hallways, and was quickly told to get off of one of the chairs because they were for “techs only”. This guy then told me that I could sit on the floor or pace the hallways. I leaned against a wall nearby trying to comprehend what was going on, only to hear these two “techs” talk about their fighting skills in Judo and Boxing. Sleep deprivation was starting to kick in. I finally passed out, then was woken up a few hours later to someone screaming at me for morning meds. I didn’t have any prescribed; I was still waiting to see the doctor, and passed out for another hour. Again, I was woken up by a very loud tech yelling at me to go to breakfast. I used the bathroom and walked out of my room, only to have the door closed behind me. In order to sleep during the day at this place, the doctors had to clear you for bed rest. I soon learned that all of the patients were locked out of their rooms for the majority of the day, so they would be forced to go to group. Quite funny how the groups consisted of everyone making beds out of the chairs, including myself. Even if I wanted to pay attention to the unlucky person leading the group, their voice was not heard due to the snoring. This place was so unsanitary that I was sure, a swipe with my hand on the ass spot of these chairs made it clean enough for my face. One of the first things that I realized was that, at times, staff seemed to outnumber the patients. I’m 5’10” and I didn’t see a single tech that was shorter than me, weighing in at over 200-300lbs each. It seemed as if none of these “MHT’s” had any background in mental health, and were placed there to act as bodyguards to the nurses. With the vast amount of techs, nurses, and staff dispatched around the facility, nobody seemed to be able to answer a single question that I had. My next move was to find a patient that was somewhat normal. Almost every patient was having a conversation with themselves, aggressive, or so paranoid that they would hide wherever possible. I’m not trying to sound better than any of these patients, but it was very clear that I was one of the few people in there that didn’t have SEVERE psychiatric problems. I still couldn’t grasp the fact that I was seeking drug rehabilitation, and ended up in a place like this, almost two weeks later. I met a semi-normal guy like me and he told me to follow the crowd and I’ll be fine. It seemed to work. After I managed to grow a pair and talk to some of the “lost” patients, I didn’t realize that I was surrounded by professional athletes, rock superstars, and undercover CIA agents. These people seemed very under-medicated, or at least on the wrong medication. This was the definition of a loony bin. Nothing like I had seen in California. Finally, it was my turn to meet the psychiatrist I was so anxious to see. I walked into a room with him, and about 5 other staff members. He introduced himself, and asked why I was there. This was definitely not the place for me to work on my anxiety and drug issues, so my story quickly changed to going to Vegas like anyone else and partying too hard. I had my mind set that my hold was over, because the staff at the hospital assured me that I would be in and out in a day. They were wrong. Just like in CA, my hold didn’t start until that moment of meeting with him. He noticed on my chart, the large amount of benzos administered to me in the hospital, and told me that he was going to observe me for a few days and put me on a benzo detox. Once again, I accepted my fate. At least I was going to get a proper taper...or so I thought. The psychiatrist cleared me for bed rest, after I told him that I really hadn’t slept much due to my roommate in the hospital. Our conversation only lasted about 5 minutes, without any questions about my history of drug use, let alone anything about me. I didn’t really care at the moment. I just wanted out. I slept the rest of the day, and was woken up to cold sweats and the typical benzo withdrawal symptoms later that night. After bugging the staff for about a half hour, I was finally directed to my assigned nurse. He told me that I wasn’t on a benzo taper. I didn’t argue much, and walked away for a short period of time. After walking by him again, I was flagged down and told that I indeed was on a benzo taper, which would consist of 2mg of Ativan every 4 hours, along with vitals being checked, for 24 hours. Most of us would think that after 24 hours, they would taper me down to 1mg, correct? This facility seemed as if the patients had most of the control. During my 5 days there, there were 3 fist fights between patients, several wrestling matches of tech vs. psycho, and nonstop chaos. If someone wasn’t screaming in agony all night long, someone was screaming at the staff. Urine was thrown at staff on multiple occasions. Threats of suicide or killing someone, unaddressed. I couldn’t believe what was happening by the minute. It had been about a week now of me being in my zen-like state, but I slowly felt myself going crazy. To get anyone’s attention, I had to be a persistent asshole. They seemed to ignore me most of the time since I wasn’t really a problem. This whole scenario reminded me of an episode of Locked Up, with schizophrenics instead of killers. I don’t understand why some of these patients weren’t sedated and isolated. Staff threatened to give someone a “shot” on many occasions, but seemed to resort to wrestling instead. About that taper...24 hours went by comfortably, but then I was soon hit with the news that I would only be given a dose of Ativan if I scored high enough on their charts. So basically, I had to cause a scene to get anything, which I wasn’t about to do. I refused to leave my room the following day due to real paranoia and sickness from withdrawals. The only nurse who seemed to have a heart in this place came to my room a few times, and gave me some Ativan because he knew how much I was hurting. This guy also stated that he used to have a problem with Xanax, so he must have felt my pain. The only other time that I was given Ativan after a cold turkey, was when my blood pressure would spike up to 170 over 100. Why the hell would he even put me on Ativan for 24 hours when he could have just made me suffer when I got there? This is probably my longest post to date, but this experience has really made me lose faith in our health care system. I have too many questions, and probably forgot to type a lot of key details. January 6th until the 22nd...this month has been so fucked up. I feel as if I’ve been brainwashed as far as my rights go. They have made it loud and clear why I was put on this L2K, but I don’t necessarily agree with it. I still have a huge bruise on one forearm from the IV put in my muscle. On the other forearm, one vein has a row of about 10 bumps. All the veins in my forearms feel hard and abnormal, unlike before. It’s freaking me out. Most of my other questions are stated in my story. The most positive thing about this experience was the food. God damn that food was delicious.",5.1430166199964695,6.009840873909372,5.7546606472448705,80.61927333430333,68.4905713481565,8.836556836667034,29.296570813874165,9.008851054052126,2.281241973600729,14367,506,2792,250,236,4659,960,3553,0.1,0.8240000000000001,0.076,-0.9983,7,1,11,0,7,2,450.0,4,4,29,24,128,109,29,4,228,3,282,97,34,31,28,440,502,203,4,60,70,0,17,9,4,15,49,25,16,19,163,146,13,24,68,9,8,61,61,59,5,26,276,62,388,51,515,176,71,469,3,10,15,4,217,207,12,74,195,1918,551,44,0.03386727606900532,0.0,0.01652478801502146,0.05538049486937721,0.0,0.016547355104754306,0.0,0.03619381842142245,0.08478296216304103,0.017538142085717655,0.0,0.04062547265471059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363909088387477,0.03551279190055071,0.05181674698795608,0.019130191010552626,0.016793618725950855,0.02368078688083935,0.017350513291108975,0.027869882525854654,0.07537263995226477,0.09498399413492266,0.0,0.03181942070938525,0.01302092239743658,0.0,0.11354847430835725,0.018701872800735524,0.014409278745987656,0.01907841129251769,0.017770808394766077,0.014976426744019028,0.018487146959877552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832910181968264,0.0387351414776511,0.1381197803519202,0.05218653254012858,0.05374063116068533,0.0,0.0,0.01829924693017412,0.037985029904325736,0.13520132067882806,0.0,0.0,0.3057822781252998,0.017457837260021328,0.014584917626014259,0.0,0.0,0.03538409520984364,0.0,0.1386583685439602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782586427454285,0.0,0.014145881700853619,0.0,0.01499817712851605,0.052490924209248925,0.018885482613530867,0.0671070493010707,0.015317445071281091,0.07133660192944116,0.016180816817082853,0.0,0.04969304192438123,0.0,0.0,0.02568646856741404,0.0,0.048776844186536855,0.1112998365426579,0.015477038384816332,0.05761497544637985,0.040952444655029986,0.05570058021041804,0.05233154695900566,0.04696462649366905,0.08847126962892075,0.04873286583753495,0.11548532077019405,0.0,0.04063013176039715,0.0,0.018654311410237358,0.13413571165549515,0.04492308056913685,0.0,0.07584606786717872,0.01671846177716074,0.017378797978090957,0.08999832689031441,0.019085440764210083,0.02006644260317394,0.011350260628756891,0.03578263660938888,0.0,0.03363784682646768,0.2334671141930338,0.01953914473805317,0.036255619491534566,0.0,0.0,0.017674318610740432,0.016804022846030914,0.015051395538735366,0.01873456155797393,0.0,0.037225138443478585,0.05521270040272447,0.0,0.017930277654225567,0.018398447271643328,0.051947376538071,0.0,0.07445628173305865,0.0339439078738061,0.0,0.0299714735800438,0.04265997330979041,0.03788881900749996,0.018485066259896862,0.02879274700861512,0.0,0.09613810647891076,0.05651667439942412,0.12017635789180015,0.017012115441306572,0.0,0.03761890888179889,0.10235315286411713,0.034130248609214375,0.017963913953978318,0.05129444153181036,0.0,0.027032536645619155,0.05399333207174852,0.07468903418834275,0.037668234111705855,0.0130602655778798,0.06541845253560068,0.018009116157628596,0.09534643307568573,0.03318273984405487,0.03249656479369726,0.019279059137678474,0.05330701371806672,0.01803377185258577,0.114746713781759,0.1416667426261274,0.01801858477896356,0.0,0.0,0.018337479820386356,0.016165073585015222,0.023479304938507424,0.014785799570860337,0.14153638083937456,0.05576414845745902,0.032015522756247625,0.019090132558033518,0.03243548869431727,0.0,0.05477197758450627,0.06481281864499636,0.0,0.15320684994195502,0.11381730026259035,0.018011008452399776,0.0,0.01927418732842557,0.06508873281291402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767300435105575,0.08676740614583386,0.11275437274432447,0.013466308631499923,0.0,0.0,0.0674695855399577,0.1541574808364465,0.0,0.11478114606331576,0.05214640829849913,0.0280153607390554,0.0,0.06778346922149865,0.0,0.10043471588431167,0.01303634186166268,0.0,0.01895582140226036,0.047942864631110506,0.054147015157639256,0.135232252084258,0.0,0.019397425155732017,0.0,0.0,0.055567954707231984,0.0,0.01595975344614431,0.017600533692049815,0.05092795353876158,0.054442467269299535,0.02960149204492873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624978335994054,0.02170078300434728,0.0,0.04033025128101488,0.1481121077194245,0.0,0.0,0.3559779699758228,0.03762778985135911,0.04598731468893417,0.03683787112993716,0.09925022283520424,0.035257028781475,0.02036908157164812,0.10237658429730974,0.0,0.13972024812504874,0.039951593792730826,0.013441133675816794,0.02716628601995519,0.0,0.0456761227235728,0.06279060843537515,0.12223979573784492,0.03781160426088958,0.0,0.03264684557395625,0.0,0.024655780335547103,0.017196931402388357,0.017256823838328328,0.15637921792870452,0.037028549807391,0.0,0.0436188308123538 anxiety,Aubrey_Drake_Graham,2018/01/23,"Can ceasing a exercise routine induce anxiety? I use to have a constant routine of which I would work a full time job and gym six times a week with a solid split. I was doing this for a year and a half. Recently, I've had to pick up more responsibilities (schools starting up, family issues to help out), and have not had time to gym at all for a while now. I have never experienced anxiety before, and was wondering if this can cause anxiety for me? I feel like absolutely on edge all the time now, and was wondering maybe if I start gyming again it will solve my problem. Does anyone know of what I am saying can be true?",5.925288018433179,5.621586943548388,7.0201843317972354,76.28241935483874,66.66129032258064,10.634101382488481,31.423963133640555,10.290406445055957,2.970780184331797,487,17,99,11,7,165,81,124,0.066,0.8340000000000001,0.101,0.6298,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,9,0,16,1,0,4,4,24,23,8,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,3,9,2,15,15,4,21,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,16,73,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917137374537229,0.0,0.0,0.11934480741132768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523779176167995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533740768572176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444658208727155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936494895319305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16090377833574074,0.0,0.08630193638076987,0.1219352390236701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440453187840635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814764022322027,0.16937552627677102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380235126374943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338659285933403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147298788831833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164046346737027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633196016225081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852786182190885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357331593966775,0.0,0.17273927378042855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416191647236527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981041353061437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474144274231738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691078718992636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.370194648174469,0.12425851263003185,0.0,0.0,0.12124757990353364,0.0,0.0,0.10991359765624348 anxiety,Alex-AndrewTheGreat,2018/01/23,"Advice on How to Deal with Flight Anxiety. Hey guys, long time lurker, first time poster. So, since about 2014 I have dealt with random panic attacks and anxiety episodes, and have been diagnosed with mild depression, GAD, panic disorder, and ADD. Although I am high functioning (go to school, have a job, etc), anxiety is still something I deal with on a daily basis. Anyways, so I've always had the dream of traveling to Asia (currently live in the US). I REALLY REALLY want to do this trip along with a friend to the Philippines in March, but I'm mainly concerned with the flight (14 hours+). I can get clastrophobic (I took a 3 hour flight last year and I started getting nervous on the flight going there). Just asking if anyone had any tips/suggestions on how to tackle this problem? I dont want miss out on this opportunity, but I also dont want to be in hell on the way there. 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How do you know when your medication is no longer suitable, what are the warning signs? Would you settle for a medication that is just working okay but not great?",6.195,6.849370166666668,6.137500000000002,79.55750000000002,66.08333333333334,9.733333333333334,30.583333333333336,9.725611199111238,2.579158333333334,200,7,40,4,3,63,37,48,0.181,0.7909999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.8009,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,7,3,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,2,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807412397677716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998735647589859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989608001961755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.822013879930072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15860147593459953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19801435607199525,0.0,0.0,0.19321623083780068,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EternalJanus,2018/01/23,"You Look Like You've had a Long Day. As I was leaving the office this afternoon a random guy held the door open for me. As a guy, I always feel a bit awkward when someone does that so I was apprehensive walking through the door. I guess he picked up on that and announced, ""I'll hold the door for you. You look like you've had a long day."" I let out a tired chuckle and said, ""Yeah, thanks."" as I walked through the door. Work stress is gnawing at me enough that random people are noticing. It's weird given that work is not actually that bad. It's a mix of uncertainty, lack of direction, lack of motivation, and short deadlines; all in small but equal proportions. My manager is very much in the same boat but is either unfazed or has perfected his mask. It seems that I've lost the zest for dealing with the daily BS of corporate politics. I think about switching companies only to realize it'll probably be the same or worse, especially considering it's relatively low key here. Nope, the issue is me. In addition, a coworker I enjoy talking to daily is interviewing at another company and might leave. Even though I am happy for them, it's a bummer. So yes, I've had a long day, tomorrow doesn't look any better, but thanks for noticing.",4.287924701561064,5.71226846280992,5.500440771349865,79.57318640955008,70.98347107438016,9.179430670339759,29.56014692378329,9.586721724236666,2.7348119375573927,976,39,190,23,18,325,142,242,0.117,0.758,0.125,0.7995,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,3,1,6,7,16,0,3,20,2,19,1,0,2,2,33,32,16,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,4,2,13,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,9,5,18,9,26,19,10,23,0,2,3,0,12,12,0,7,11,121,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.1209958203253124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316915739099053,0.0,0.0,0.0843170797435071,0.13001375219286476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352601411876848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965859518362944,0.13536436956719924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398888191641961,0.12782768156916302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850400577267204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281142493035006,0.0,0.08189386426029831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269279284650837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658836105091018,0.24553810390673156,0.0,0.13198907817403333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294127753441379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625738558898934,0.0,0.12678761612066636,0.0,0.12114996746402612,0.0,0.0,0.32918029225663725,0.3123597386533445,0.0,0.13534913451542216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315332156236505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114651428214908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28232562781963016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429956610023184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08595867490464673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336816010923041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117942362995726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287534119126942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505586107121813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420294993668394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996580255945618,0.0,0.2283056594222551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944743493610218,0.12181900793385285,0.0,0.0,0.1425076365096757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230428385876338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18053159681978248,0.0,0.12635584520841614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawaywaywayout,2018/01/23,"I don’t even notice my negative though spirals anymore. After reflecting a bit, I’ve just realized that my negative thought spirals have been going by unnoticed by me, and they’ve literally just become a part of my life. That’s kind of scary to me because it leaves me feeling so depressed when I don’t identify them as what they are, a manifestation of my mental illness. It’s becoming harder to distinguish what a healthy level of criticism towards myself and the world is, or what’s just me being anxious and my thoughts spiraling out of control. Helpppp ",6.51424450549451,7.819018528846158,7.223516483516482,69.73576923076921,65.63461538461539,10.558241758241758,39.85714285714286,10.608840637214634,4.78901813186813,453,26,73,12,7,150,70,104,0.209,0.753,0.039,-0.9614,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,11,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,1,14,1,13,7,2,7,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442535777208248,0.21442030842401094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179843259398144,0.4775696530306077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604321484871146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424957348529909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621969372665406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280339101190528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932129642865752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287602859792407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22514743372755391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289331279628368,0.0,0.0,0.152714153748975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178868817018936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24615432051210326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341322702968352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242333085378595,0.343290113529058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,schpace,2018/01/23,"Trying to lose weight with Generalized Anxiety (GAD), need advice & inspiration. 20yo, female, 5'8"", 190lbs I've been diagnosed with GAD for about two years now, and have found it almost impossible to start losing weight. In high school, I played club soccer 4-7 days a week, had a part-time job, and got regular exercise. I could eat whatever I wanted without it drastically affecting my body shape. Since starting my freshman year of college, my lifestyle changed completely; I stopped exercising, I felt my stress levels rise to unhealthy heights, and ate all my meals at dining courts. I piled in the pounds to drown the stress, and barely had time to finish assignments (engineering, go figure), let alone go to the gym. The freshman 15 turned into 30, 40.... I now weigh 190lb at 5'8"" and my weight is slowly climbing as months go by, even this summer. I've tried setting up a workout schedule, creating diet plans, calorie counting, workout apps, and the latest ""lose weight fast"" fads. But with all the stress and anxiety I feel, I find it hard to motivate myself, even for a day. No matter how motivated I am to lose weight on the inside, I can never stick to a plan of action. The pressure I put on myself to lose weight makes me too intimidated to tackle my fitness/nutrition goals. How do I turn my fleeting moments of motivation into something long-term? Is there a way to approach weight loss that isn't so stressful and intimidating? I used to like the way I looked. All I want is to look at a picture of myself and be happy with what I see.",6.472521072796937,7.139219731034488,6.765747126436782,75.2511877394636,65.48275862068965,9.478927203065137,32.31800766283525,9.444778638647367,2.919329501915709,1222,47,219,22,18,395,184,290,0.16699999999999998,0.742,0.091,-0.9639,1,1,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,13,10,15,0,5,16,0,14,17,1,8,4,43,34,14,1,4,2,0,10,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,15,13,1,9,8,0,8,4,11,0,1,7,13,29,4,38,24,3,44,0,6,3,0,0,14,0,1,20,128,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07232253590951787,0.0,0.0,0.07411116503797148,0.07665290934719292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019071380922091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323617946877013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220935827076936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829365483313451,0.0,0.07759895722869754,0.0,0.0,0.05909163312147319,0.0,0.0,0.09546173758460742,0.0,0.0,0.07511944430056929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573156575984898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776692311518373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742210428988247,0.0,0.0710620124868217,0.0,0.0676445665952538,0.0,0.0,0.08114906555452109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618619721324584,0.0,0.05919322946471965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787859150037725,0.06629917509105404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819651553788845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344433826510753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07568109790146971,0.0,0.03615795780748308,0.0,0.0,0.06549726408032107,0.12430093035270807,0.4139959914880646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04940281015138788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05907474608182035,0.0,0.0,0.054878099791896666,0.057081722140154466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014652700714146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440133575135265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490292094778711,0.05897705696316269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122253134237416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056977160183621325,0.0,0.0,0.10477050643254827,0.0,0.0,0.061876375910159084,0.3391166669226909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043156315763094505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049700380869787,0.1610050815226419,0.07229783611525477,0.0,0.0,0.0639216025527388,0.0,0.0,0.08730702152778112,0.11749271914211736,0.059367031279879426,0.6308768481646667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134380831280265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532110835197072 anxiety,ItsPikachuBitch,2018/01/23,"I want to delete all social media but cannot bring myself to do it. I’m a senior in high school, the real world is coming at me fast. I’ve been able to get by in school without paying much attention in class, not having to study too much. Whenever I’m not at school, I’ve found myself glued to my phone. I’m always looking at other people’s lives. People I absolutely do not care about at all. I fully acknowledge this and still do it. I guess it’s extreme FOMO? Don’t want to lose snapchat streaks for fear of losing friends? Snapchat is really the main way of communication between friends from my old school and myself (transferred away this year). I don’t want to lose my friends, but I know I need to get rid of the pointless distractions in my life in order to get focused. Anybody else have the same problems?",3.0580543382997334,4.960924993865035,3.9359903593339176,87.58069018404909,75.13496932515338,6.374934268185803,24.52629272567923,7.1686216300943375,0.9857347940403156,646,21,129,7,14,207,95,163,0.14300000000000002,0.7440000000000001,0.113,-0.8089,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,3,10,0,2,5,0,11,1,0,0,2,23,28,4,0,5,6,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,7,6,0,0,2,1,15,4,28,26,6,21,0,3,1,0,5,12,0,1,5,80,21,8,0.12623062985390074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503399616336856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859783200597747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870053996652428,0.0,0.0,0.10873651039530872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544949368229284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204455278972306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840537020382607,0.29257641448952304,0.0,0.1978508823646462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905727015111724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333695909831424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937305295153852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916042694903836,0.0,0.0,0.1114639588133406,0.0,0.1060019370807658,0.4236593587856535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18558807445008152,0.09359841257416428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245781175416746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502484964428627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078566495124715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436780921755831,0.08086657380441742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5110085461753695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286762305379926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080794406007708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22336228803202893,0.1001959984258434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216818226286294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128838699214389 anxiety,theindiemiata,2018/01/23,"How does one cope with stress? I'm not necessarily an anxious person per se, but I'm surely been stressed out lately. I used to cut whenever I had to deal with stress, but those days are far gone for good. Today, in trying to balance out my life, but everything just keeps piling up and I'm running out of breath. I'm a college freshman, working part time. I'm trying to balance between school, work, and social life but it's been getting harder and harder. My car is also a money pit, even though money is not an issue, I hate spending on repairs. I'm also having some personal trouble with one of my friends, and it's making me feel uneasy. Finally, I'm trying to join a frat, but that requires a lot of time commitment, and that's gonna clash with my work schedule. It's only my first week of classes and I already feel like everything is spiraling out of control. I need help on how to cope with everything.",4.734542124542124,5.444721593406592,5.8206043956043985,80.34522893772895,69.32967032967035,8.044688644688646,30.551282051282055,8.07648339933343,2.1696029304029296,718,28,136,9,12,239,105,182,0.094,0.7509999999999999,0.155,0.9172,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,7,10,2,3,6,0,8,3,1,5,2,37,25,16,0,1,8,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,6,15,0,3,2,0,3,3,2,6,0,3,4,2,11,4,26,20,3,21,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,10,83,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714034790863386,0.19876504825025124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039516677997785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139384771579607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014697424774749,0.12812187669147598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875372749849767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208234280514076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335070569516325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567416033715031,0.08878195219281337,0.0,0.13613698459998924,0.0,0.1057080935882558,0.0,0.0,0.09601441327887196,0.0,0.0649284612366759,0.0,0.0,0.10423581808628113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226956504623715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832987884486631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971061855621735,0.0,0.11046116506450517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401874036007385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555795321660542,0.06071439692115476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565400303892347,0.0,0.0,0.08295440357892843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921482001495782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168423660902893,0.0945165963400231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457751343347665,0.0,0.0,0.21702394875003345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125772746823568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668252291899598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270691398228435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712754177952292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209937410727638,0.0,0.14493128726163518,0.0,0.1177979929177546,0.0,0.0,0.2531233239629476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733353830121724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968575991897564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714206348271824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Inline_6ix,2018/01/23,"Deathly scared of death? I don't usually have anxiety... except for when I think about death. Usually I just try and not think about it but tonight I've been lying awake for 3 hours just feeling sick to my stomach. I know I might not have to think about it today, but one day I will. I'll be lying in a hospital bed having to say goodbye to my loved ones as everyone cries and I know that any minute now i'll be experiencing endless nothingness that I won't be experiencing because I don't exist anymore... I'd almost rather go out in a sudden accident. I don't want to have to say goodbye. Goodbyes are too hard :( (also i'm not even anywhere close to death. I'm 19...) Edit: will probably delete this in a day or two just in case anyone I know IRL finds my Reddit (this is my main)",1.388082298136645,3.4634999006211205,3.505803571428576,87.85013392857145,81.0496894409938,6.509472049689442,23.10597826086957,7.6454224807358475,1.0809903726708066,608,21,129,10,16,207,95,161,0.237,0.722,0.042,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,0,0,12,2,0,1,3,0,17,3,1,0,0,26,29,8,4,2,11,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,1,0,3,1,6,15,1,20,21,1,17,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,3,10,83,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708839967472065,0.0,0.0,0.13647087732145755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604966648989605,0.0,0.1305488242837172,0.0,0.16924159138368786,0.1193243136673716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402828275935506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745394308384508,0.22011370684204865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127144780617035,0.0,0.0,0.1630659378838547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862871167181011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597344734908705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09698584418457763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287127135023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805850308200934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813587309171079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402069602044247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18103551323056427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312773293639711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839924398448092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714197029300365,0.17085309173857602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32804201791117005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16175877581809706,0.0,0.0,0.11586195995671256,0.0,0.1667028602939829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758996093876629,0.0,0.10065536532260404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AgonalBreather,2018/01/23,"Weed made my anxiety a lot worse. Throughout high school I suffered from social anxiety, IBS and depression. It was a miserable time. I hardly talked, I avoided people as much as I could. My grades suffered horribly because I just didn’t care. All I wanted was to die. Then towards the end of high school I made a good friend. After leaving school we remained friends. I had to repeat year 12 at a different school because of my shit grades, but I did a lot better at the new school. I made another good friend. My grades were better. I met a girl online I thought I would meet someday. My IBS improved or I just didn’t notice it as much. I also started smoking weed and drinking alcohol. It started as just an occasional thing and it helped me relax and enjoy myself. At this point I felt pretty content with life. I was calm. That changed towards the end of the year at the new school. I had started drinking more. I started smoking weed more. I was feeling stressed about getting all my work done before the end of the year and what I would do after school. Now when I would smoke weed it would make me very anxious and paranoid. So much so that I went back to my old ways of being quiet and avoiding people. I even stopped talking to people online. I was really starting to isolate myself as much as I could. I couldn’t smoke weed around anyone anymore because it would make me go all quiet. I’d worry what to say, worry what they think of me. I used alcohol to try and calm myself a bit before getting high. Trying to recapture the pleasant high I used to get. It didn’t work. A few times I had panic attacks. I’d often dwell on my past and the future. I became very depressed again. My IBS got bad again too. After a struggle I stopped smoking weed, but I feel like the damage has been done. It raised my anxiety, made me depressed again and I worry I won’t recover. Ten years I have been like this. I also gave up alcohol because that too was making me more anxious the next day, but I saw only a slight improvement. Has anyone else had a similar experience with weed? 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I have anxiety disorder and PTSD. I’ve gone through therapy and meds, so I don’t need tips on doing those items. How do you cope with stressful / anxiety inducing situations? When mine starts, I struggle for days or weeks to feel calm, happy, and be able to enjoy normal off time again. My brain keeps running, my chest stays tight, and nothing I’ve tried seems to help. Ideas and processes that work for you ?",3.7840940766550517,5.838206085365857,4.088327526132404,86.61573170731708,73.51219512195122,8.10034843205575,26.34843205574913,8.841846274778883,1.9616773519163768,337,12,67,7,7,105,62,82,0.128,0.735,0.136,0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,5,5,0,2,0,0,6,2,2,3,0,17,13,10,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,10,11,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,6,39,11,1,0.1966864013142296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30092911730206223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21956707196504247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684645738767536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22541965601678626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945055426959082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937633156776855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183474882952664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220350063327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748239106823365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184742520849049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458404743701595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271091281080224,0.1887259067225812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299158777462867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905591273185906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210837559143633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921564718956353,0.20964153384255124,0.0,0.0,0.2253036081714671,0.20561933184980005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492804129266636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146894223164677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353715565789706,0.2139383247079514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776996719343725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431900426804929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cheap_peep,2018/01/23,"Everyone is Getting Tired About me Obsessing Over the Work Alarm I work as somewhat as a personal assistant in an office. My boss leaves for very long periods of time often. Our office is inside an alarmed building with a lock, and his office has a manual door lock, and electronic door lock, and an alarm. I have been absolutely beside myself over this alarm. I'm supposed to set it and turn it off every single morning, and I absolutely just can't do it. One of the very first times I did it, I got the keycode wrong, and the office began to beep with 'warning signals' before blaring out earsplitting sirens for five minutes. My boss, who was in the US at the time, simply told me the right code and hung up on me. I was petrified. Last week, I walked into the office and whether I was going slower than usual or if there was a fault- there was maybe 5 seconds before it began to blare when it usually does it after 30 seconds. Everyone in building stares- and its often dirty looks. It is earshatteringly loud, and brings me to tears just having to shut it off. The boss is away still, and I let him know of the incident and told him I didnt turn it back on because I suspect it is a fault, and that there are 4 other locks and another alarm system to get through before breaking in, so a few days until we can get someone to overview it should be harmless. He got angry and said he's reset it from his app and to keep doing so, without even acknowledging something could be wrong. I've put in my notice for this job today for reasons unrelated to the alarm- my boss's weird behavior towards me being a main issue. I turned it off quickly today, but turning it back on to go home is another story- it wont register that it is safe until the door is locked- and because of my boss's paranoia, it can take longer than I'd like for the electronic lock to slide into place. If there is a fault, and its going to go off quicker, it wont make it. Im supposed to set the alarm in 15 minutes and I'm already so terrified. Its so dumb and stupid because a noise can't hurt me, but it keeps me awake and i cant eat thinking about it. 3 more days of this job. UPDATE: My hands are trembling like crazy, but I did it!",4.325866965620332,5.082431616591934,5.368089686098656,83.05519880418537,70.27802690582959,8.009446935724965,28.543796711509717,8.131152278815165,1.831020568011959,1735,61,348,23,30,573,222,446,0.147,0.8190000000000001,0.034,-0.9915,3,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,0,3,20,22,2,9,26,0,38,3,1,7,0,56,66,37,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,4,1,33,27,1,3,5,0,0,8,7,18,0,5,16,5,35,4,59,42,5,62,0,1,2,0,14,25,1,6,27,247,68,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273835592395712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524729776661587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747067714929818,0.14317657252337138,0.0,0.17025900390264434,0.0,0.23766417006569335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433291246416897,0.0,0.0,0.12008381912490268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147258873254085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095264719403324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149178617955001,0.0,0.07844091108117103,0.1779224099326896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791909595442223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592299338279208,0.0,0.21164389510907056,0.0,0.14892142632874922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338706438494088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966566067799074,0.0,0.1005641628472509,0.09717239236715047,0.1847751121051755,0.16550342281081004,0.0,0.0,0.05116542026905983,0.07588906686228833,0.0,0.0985796405418181,0.0,0.09520123456289917,0.0,0.09096808365616377,0.0,0.0,0.08239072336208413,0.07818069739356245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214508837347772,0.0,0.09353163723399957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599516395826182,0.0,0.0,0.06308708663691494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129147997188305,0.0972698653626764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935913882470247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572248359628638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795070390017679,0.08855958419292739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888347441227858,0.0716730615936727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434991837387961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999974359290491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965483160101536,0.0,0.0,0.1628623786027204,0.1070049532081281,0.1764961560630565,0.1779224099326896,0.0,0.0,0.4050650150929713,0.0,0.0,0.1119880449272814,0.0,0.20507337480451085,0.1536347858320528,0.0,0.0,0.07467934301821241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974524442867181,0.0,0.1355560694389726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035808480041673,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AceZombiee,2018/01/23,"Freaking out at night about work, can't sleep Eh. Every night seems to get worse. Half of the time I don't even realize what's going on except in brief glimpses. I play through work scenarios in my head. Past, future, me included or excluded, etc. It's like I'm half dreaming, but fully awake. Then, as the hours go by, I begin worrying about me not sleeping. Then the ramifications of that, dealing with that added stress at work. And, to clarify, I've only had this job for like *four fucking days*. Other than sleeping medication (can't stand being groggy), what are some solutions? I don't really expect any answers, but thanks for listening to me whine.",2.3030107526881736,5.087856612903232,3.525935483870967,84.5072365591398,83.67741935483872,6.8550537634408615,23.58924731182796,8.021203637495839,1.7058156989247315,516,19,95,11,15,167,92,124,0.121,0.7809999999999999,0.097,-0.4767,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,1,1,3,0,7,6,4,0,0,13,16,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,4,0,3,1,1,8,4,21,14,2,20,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,3,12,59,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112819431868585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699342834634652,0.1710382576766352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502521208613676,0.10957707818481874,0.0,0.13978006463062198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337424615793602,0.08667724178196361,0.0,0.18857249953668456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702638925094022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16338060601016832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463269457353094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210322442104627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671293783688254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113766336202569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617637500309045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837276863195054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628143002374063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103146247367916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4980671274845871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004082536883984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274079028089765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967391186274717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623371252211456,0.1684821058095673,0.16906888513043086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jinjoz,2018/01/23,"Information anxiety - First time posting Basically when I'm trying to study a TV show and write articles about them, or write an essay on a book I'm reading, or taking in and learning the newest set from magic the gathering, there hits a point where I feel like my brain is trying to think 4 or 5 things at once and it overloads and it eventually burns me out the point where I can't think and I lose all motivation to finish any of my projects, and then when I do pick them back up I feel so lost that I restart everything to feel comfortable. Usually I just shrug it off and keep going but it's been incredible bad lately, to the point where I watch casual comedy shows just feel like I'm doing something. Just looking for some help and sympathy I guess.",5.806133333333335,6.021761213333335,6.564666666666671,77.68233333333336,66.86666666666667,10.4,30.0,10.25414643259724,2.8310000000000013,602,20,120,14,9,199,100,150,0.054000000000000006,0.794,0.152,0.9124,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,4,12,7,0,0,8,0,5,1,1,2,1,32,21,16,0,0,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,9,6,0,1,1,3,0,1,2,6,14,4,15,18,2,25,0,2,2,0,7,12,0,5,12,75,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160082087090692,0.0,0.12554414324890042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12619090481126127,0.13702547802051168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832016800677468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749200591162984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319169575437689,0.2344812599310752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959237411031286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326782360722352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18078630404496684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999986136684473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586902246488473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512388053474307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035227807459893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781155351038507,0.1835977593157229,0.1791460824074744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477240995504806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654126253081478,0.0,0.1571725697073938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16415498900522252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634034093283586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339073110725644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902777608175816,0.21031086422652664,0.0,0.0,0.095694197979383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22284062039949173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074461668689468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,keekie333,2018/01/23,"I had no idea I had PTSD until today Today I had an especially impactful therapist appointment. I’ve been having growing, intense panic attacks and pretty much constant anxiety. I’ve felt lost and alone for a long time. My therapist and I finally connected the dots between traumatic past experiences (sexual abuse and family issues) and my present day reactions in specific situations. Basically, we’ve identified my triggers so far and I am so relieved and happy. I’m not crazy. I’m not losing my mind. I have past trauma that I’m determined to work through. Trauma that has caused me shame and self loathing most of my life. Shame is such a complex emotion, I think it’s one of the worst. I didn’t even really know what PTSD was, or who could be affected by it. I’m so thankful to have this knowledge. I’m sharing this hoping maybe others who have panic attacks and anxiety can use this information to help themselves. I’m taking my first steps as a person who isn’t ashamed of who they are, and who they will be. Thanks reddit for hearing me out, I love this sub, and have felt so much support by reading all of your stories. I believe in all of us, we can do this!",4.229636184857426,6.03853400884956,5.5447197640117984,77.67252704031469,71.7433628318584,8.916027531956734,31.13962635201573,9.444778638647367,3.087474729596853,930,42,168,22,18,311,137,226,0.206,0.629,0.165,-0.8771,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,2,1,2,4,6,20,2,5,6,0,23,2,0,4,2,34,42,18,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,16,13,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,12,0,2,9,3,23,8,19,29,6,18,0,2,0,1,17,4,0,3,12,116,39,2,0.0,0.13478532484551314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781958937945182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405001690776634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883363316033503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816697307562902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686140612774325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293262015604688,0.0,0.09082697590248927,0.0,0.0,0.0733648782508952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796310001975855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513647449537551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11127772763179217,0.10724147251729098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845216842983187,0.12461697268506562,0.0,0.09676299684457003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109813226507105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282141964054609,0.0,0.07624998361251298,0.0,0.0,0.11298794596751452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841959911620726,0.0,0.11873441046955865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251874492417801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035105494999144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006727706115899,0.0,0.1272667616591882,0.12418093694009942,0.0,0.10267156710750827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428579184581025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486374495824858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672513028310755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708576332847697,0.0,0.0,0.26694238473674153,0.0,0.0,0.217190888609132,0.0,0.0993296111738255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573338095304235,0.0,0.0,0.2659554035041255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378937269582035,0.0,0.07287666443197044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186750171167574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786941921709388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909189756930775,0.0,0.0,0.08553230074979118,0.0,0.0,0.2094672477758064,0.0,0.2641649772354729,0.0,0.07289190982398637,0.0,0.0,0.06633354748881377,0.0,0.21565967997485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683757464609106,0.0982508952286232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281760692684151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ryanm1992,2018/01/23,Anyone else feel tightness in their chest? 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A few disagreements with housemates and stresses at work have really tipped me over into that bad anxious spiral and I’m struggling to get out. It’s the same old thing of my mind telling me everyone around me hates me, everything’s going terribly, everything’s going to keep getting worse, etc etc. I’ve struggled with anxiety for years so I know about all the standard kinds of ways to get out of these situations. So, can anyone offer anything a little unconventional that helps them get through these times? 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I’m at my wits end. I had a terrible couple of weeks. I’m losing friends, just found out I wasn’t invited to a big outing with friends, because I never usually attend these types of things. I’m 26 and have lost half my life to anxiety. My life is slipping through my hands and I don’t know what to do. I might start a new bed, but no mess except Xanax has worked. 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I sure am. I have seen several family members in terrible conditions in the hospital who died of old age. It was over ""natural"" causes (usually a stroke). Ending up like that is one of my biggest fears. To be honest, I hope that something completely unnatural kills me, like being caught in a nuclear explosion or something like that.",5.549774774774778,7.782812175675678,7.079459459459461,66.27342342342342,69.13513513513513,11.960360360360362,35.306306306306304,11.538034831475384,5.356592792792791,327,17,50,13,6,112,56,74,0.191,0.631,0.177,-0.507,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,4,0,7,1,0,2,1,6,11,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,5,6,11,5,0,13,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,2,8,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680569253627788,0.18581678597168172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725973821797513,0.0,0.0,0.19014435779247596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764299559481924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149651357779748,0.0,0.16062424336938513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096273802047912,0.20407167231352932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012367932379633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20063936765923973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657986103909418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805973073205988,0.0,0.12288896125433375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487639466129276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792276061139424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092232607220226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397340959952462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19973385485121345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,captinepicfail1,2018/01/23,"Nothing i ever do is enough. Im always the bad guy, the one who fucks up. Im tired of never being right. Im sorry to vent, but life just weighs down on my and its so hard to function with a mind that never shuts up. Do anxiety meds help? Been thinkimg about getting some.",0.3755747126436759,2.3261818448275875,2.21793103448276,96.37850574712644,84.0,4.55632183908046,18.287356321839077,5.46131890053228,-0.513216091954023,209,5,48,1,6,69,48,58,0.192,0.75,0.058,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,3,9,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,9,5,2,9,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,3,32,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856704438525016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578326500452213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911551951118624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969066954642513,0.0,0.0,0.1723787990425421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761761589435257,0.0995634137248895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886913318139055,0.0,0.0,0.17071063784072618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773307081566207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175353182807483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460313702095175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21167702264177146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241838717584175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939541007021585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285421576762945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291331591119172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274321204626754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21332420080376174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902878045255975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EvolvingPerspective,2018/01/23,"not sure what to do In my life, I don't really fit in with others, and had problems that other people didn't seem to have. Last year, by constantly thinking about the problems and trying to categorize it, I ended up self-diagnosing. I don't know. I've had low self-esteem for a long time, and the feelings that I have seemed to match with numerous sources online. I never told anyone about my problems at all, except for my sister, who I told last year. Sorry, I can't put what I'm trying to say into words, I'm not a word-type of guy. I guess basically, I think I have Pure-O OCD, maybe some type of anxiety, and I think I had depression last year. The feelings I had and have are and were very real, but I never went to a therapist or a psychologist simply because 1) I was afraid they would tell me that my problems were not actually mental illnesses. If they say that I'm fine and give me pills, I feel as though my feelings are a lie. 2) They wouldn't understand and would give cliche phrases that you hear countless times: ""It gets better"" ""It's all in your head"" ""Just be happy"" etc. 3) I feel as though me going to a therapist is just satisfying my own low self-esteem or something and saying something along the lines of ""hey someone notices me, look i'm special"" It's just the trouble that no one can really understand anyone else because we're the only main character in our own lives. During my childhood I frequently lied, and it became a habit, so after I stopped lying as much I'm not even sure if I'm just trying to get sympathy anymore or lying. I don't tell people what I'm going through because of those 3 reasons too, especially the fear of being told my problems are nothing. But the fact that I self-diagnosed myself with Pure-O OCD, anxiety, and depression, makes me feel like I'm lying and self-pitying myself to pit into some group of others. With Pure-O OCD, even since I was a kid I had uncontrollable urges. Even now I have uncontrollable urges to poke my eye, and when I was younger I had to spit 23 times and stab myself in the wrist multiple times with a pencil, so much to the point that I got scared of holding pencils and pens and wore long sleeves daily. Or the thoughts of stabbing someone or pushing someone off a subway railing- something I would never do - but the thought of it makes me feel like a complete piece of shit. But then I don't even know if it's all in my head and it's a normal part of life. Same with my short-term depression last year. I was in that deep shithole for a few months only but it felt like an eternity. I had such low self-esteem because my older sister had achieved so much more than me, and was constantly referred to as ""brother of X"", and kept on failing my goals. It got to a cycle of self-loathing, self-pitying, and then back to self-loathing because I was so pitiable that I was pitying myself. I called myself things 10x worse than anything others said, and it got to the point of slapping and punching myself, because I was still fearful of sharp objects. The suicidal thoughts kept coming, and tl;dr the experience was bad. I got no enjoyment, etc etc, and all the symptoms seemed to match online. But I self-diagnosed myself and had a history of compulsive lying. This brings me to my current struggle. For the last few months, I had anxiety attacks, but especially for the last few weeks it's gotten pretty bad. Today in one of my classes I was trying to fix my terrible procrastination by writing on my hand, and as I wrote down the first words I started getting an anxiety attack from the memories of self-harm and suicidal thoughts. Actually I don't know if it's an anxiety attack. But what happens to me when I get these ""attacks"" is that I start shaking, feeling very cold and hot, want to curl up into a ball, get those crappy intrusive thoughts that never go away. It occurs for 10-60 minutes, with me having a 60 minute one just now. I'm really sorry for the long post, because this is the first time I've actually told anyone the full story of what happened. Funny. I tell inanimate objects my whole life story and online strangers but not the people in real life. TL;DR: I self-diagnosed myself with mental illnesses, and I don't know if that's morally right, if that's the right term for it. I don't want to insult those with actual, diagnosed illnesses, but I also feel that my experiences and feelings were and are very real. But I've also had a past history of compulsive lying and low self-esteem. So I never told anyone my problems. I want to go to a therapist but at the same time don't want to because I feel like I'm going there to get a ""badge of confirmation"" or that I'm going there to ""feel special"". Also I feel like a hypocrite and an ass for giving advice I didn't even completely follow. I ranted pretty fucking long, sorry, even my TLDR was a paragraph.",5.778078407698076,5.904842315954124,6.561359969266231,77.98726725573056,66.92492179353492,9.232431443572436,31.735927409765292,8.99025400887824,2.6003711505039977,3827,143,728,60,57,1267,339,959,0.192,0.726,0.08199999999999999,-0.9989,1,0,3,0,0,0,133.0,1,2,3,6,34,47,7,8,52,0,58,19,8,3,12,162,148,77,2,21,35,3,17,5,0,4,10,5,0,2,48,48,0,4,34,1,0,13,24,34,0,5,49,25,100,13,103,93,26,99,1,9,2,2,34,32,3,18,58,494,148,9,0.0,0.0,0.13768729884658856,0.0,0.0,0.03446883290360276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846245590126226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349205645123731,0.0,0.03498181032842524,0.098656139407676,0.03614184500404809,0.02902706558677512,0.0,0.0,0.16051468662269408,0.03314059221482823,0.027123126054088755,0.058903758849036175,0.17201907056188545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03119652341202985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03601816322112834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030384976596306845,0.07396713781043697,0.07623619372460462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114298062403743,0.17900918025380386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029466463343181832,0.0,0.031241830372814274,0.0,0.1180177509436526,0.13978679096261426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900845674811569,0.0,0.0793849351327871,0.2318592837601565,0.10079751436831838,0.03386806896907549,0.0,0.0,0.06000720202214847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03260976054767978,0.1105736133770171,0.1015125981665228,0.12028037711304945,0.0,0.11284568549956085,0.0,0.03885771102757688,0.03492628732952843,0.06238443738591876,0.03754927154130798,0.0,0.0,0.07240152638051227,0.0,0.03975577150720328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754152060549464,0.17251554695209834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965879818339796,0.08616419419812084,0.0,0.031147125906122362,0.12486366650927246,0.029620836328597307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709063880743977,0.0,0.035436948126816865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109473561315093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630990467658789,0.0,0.07779019132881798,0.0,0.13602539772391553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034560517609240955,0.033845851942018945,0.0401590866787156,0.0,0.0,0.07170666149138115,0.05365413658024526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0381977375719991,0.03367252450612141,0.07336256158414302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668967319674719,0.0,0.03378223990702587,0.0717716130961812,0.0,0.20251171879825253,0.0,0.035459586387107334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044681548872276,0.06779127664308658,0.03626700853407723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602467122386322,0.033553153606472375,0.08415265263404277,0.03531490338964022,0.0,0.0,0.09633494442139214,0.4783730737541154,0.0,0.036207716636793175,0.029178584188696288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966130627492701,0.08146573632932824,0.0,0.11845730686180575,0.049933496302832,0.0,0.02816944382205779,0.029490205716737057,0.0,0.03687549623187212,0.0,0.07716691614151004,0.0,0.06648966813551857,0.03666264795823413,0.0,0.0,0.09249171935950223,0.0,0.0,0.12286567442930653,0.02343413036371692,0.06780545820032083,0.06931202295040945,0.14001600090218302,0.1234094865230623,0.0,0.033435131213096866,0.1685265915855003,0.0,0.09579350027019344,0.0,0.0,0.07344186584821702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731293651554949,0.08322084115295228,0.0,0.028294255109213073,0.0,0.0,0.032698866017757934,0.0,0.039381576718302634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03594668595462403,0.07517179677901294,0.0,0.0,0.09085984927522146 anxiety,_littlewind,2018/01/23,"Anybody else get accused of being ""defensive"" because of their anxiety? It's been happening to me often lately,just wanna know if it happens to others and how you've dealt with it.",4.323431372549024,6.664388794117649,5.835882352941179,73.40813725490199,72.82352941176471,8.062745098039215,31.92156862745098,8.841846274778883,3.2816980392156867,145,7,22,3,3,49,30,34,0.119,0.8809999999999999,0.0,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,6,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305029657998782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336243292635664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36090693667613133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257186620166283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7640881747834712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374332503107608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,__Paroxysm,2018/01/23,Scared for no reason? How to not be scared of the dark and shadow people? I always feel like something is behind me or touching my head :( or anywhere! I dont want to be scared. Please help! Its 3am here. I hate seeing shadows I’m so scared. I think its making it worse the more i think about it,-1.0853225806451583,0.9548956290322614,0.7215483870967745,100.93232258064518,100.77419354838707,2.4800000000000004,12.651612903225805,3.1291,-1.6914245161290324,227,4,51,0,10,73,47,62,0.227,0.5760000000000001,0.197,-0.502,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,4,2,0,4,1,1,3,0,11,12,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,7,1,6,10,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544330447955473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21752037638105445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384431482105217,0.13259179849952127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324036091866128,0.190477883449078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440294339611767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906741841529516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388862029185685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867081817685228,0.0,0.0,0.2037317153907434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908264471744636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.74326698766151,0.0,0.1478981902780526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288300081850022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23784839556031576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947096334928208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891410029578727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throw-It-Away54321,2018/01/23,I feel so overwhelmed with school I failed my first math test this quarter and just did terrible on another project. My grade is a 54. I mean I’m no math whiz but my terrible teacher isn’t helping. I have a physics test this Friday and have no idea how to do the shit that we have been going over. And now I have to give a presentation in another class tomorrow. I know it’s on me to get help when I’m struggling but it’s all still really overwhelming. The thought of trying to bring that 54 to a C makes me want to cry. I do fine in my other classes but these two just make me feel like I have a huge weight on my shoulders. I just want this year to be over. I know most of this is my fault. I just want to break down and cry. ,1.1271428571428572,2.7208131656050942,2.688030027297544,95.76460191082806,79.7643312101911,6.52393084622384,22.042311191992717,7.447530270364453,0.5161432211101005,565,17,138,8,14,185,88,157,0.166,0.682,0.152,-0.6655,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,9,10,1,3,7,0,13,3,2,3,1,28,30,10,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,0,7,0,0,2,3,8,0,3,3,3,21,2,19,26,2,19,0,3,0,0,4,9,1,1,8,93,31,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37202769285885295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3897195720127313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939221573242553,0.12673083375446256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508918705227437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268142706580748,0.17017319369227993,0.1008175156657039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23780790239686095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20025706266158072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498301358930856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866661067105951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368247255102092,0.0,0.0,0.1932348708922849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11364360935680765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953294194211175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209314570829835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416676641022784,0.0,0.0,0.18545149300005148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408316039894448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204393802126897,0.0,0.17328887911952404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31389603159826257,0.0,0.0,0.21601899617148135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11423639288741043 anxiety,RevolutionaryJump,2018/01/23,"Group project Hey guys, first time posting on Reddit! So I'm a part of this group project for class in university and for the first week during school people can change courses freely(adding or dropping to fit their schedule), I was so confused as to whether I wanted this class and I decided to tell some of my group members that I may not keep the course, however, at the end I decided to stay. BUT for some reason I can't help but think that they will give me a bad review on the group evaluation even tho its awhile away because I caused a little confusion on whether I was keeping the course or not and some of them seemed a little mad that I wasn't sure at the time - am i just being illogical, i feel like it makes no sense for them to do this as long as I work hard, yet I cant get the idea out of my head ",6.984821428571429,5.154711172619049,6.7880952380952415,83.79857142857145,65.25,10.066666666666668,32.904761904761905,8.472884824447931,2.183640476190477,639,20,144,7,8,202,102,168,0.133,0.8370000000000001,0.031,-0.9406,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,4,3,6,6,1,2,11,0,11,1,1,3,1,32,21,15,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,2,20,2,24,15,4,23,0,0,0,0,13,11,0,9,10,98,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888646687034766,0.0,0.14120161263622188,0.10308921978041012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372480052870734,0.17889827076550754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978320285653066,0.0,0.0,0.11169700482527893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550820318881297,0.1208137804499567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876934803780714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835413805460626,0.16222781979829842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744765328014902,0.0,0.0,0.15149130286800191,0.0,0.1735578931126154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335233446464806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090707513866967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30062936474671953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261967256423626,0.3389896782282321,0.0,0.14965896417550245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288369824957525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313201906332094,0.0,0.1172410975147204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619627285776801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17387549421515805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115056209093507,0.0,0.15395338397541505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025109064781325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938623523914652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781150568596554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836026121820122,0.0,0.0,0.1972213528435361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974674965867647,0.0,0.13565159602125862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311568652445648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aCozyKoala,2018/01/23,"Does anyone else suffe from adult separation anxiety? Hey everyone, I'm 24 years old and I suffer from Adult Separation Anxiety. Most adults have this with their SO or a friend, but I am attached to my family, my mom in particular. I was diagnosed when I moved in with my then-boyfriend (only 2 hrs away from home via public transportation) and anxiety attacks became a daily thing. I stuck it out for less than six months, and ended up moving back home. While I have plans to move out again within the next few months and significantly further away than 2 hours from home, the very idea of it is absolutely crippling to me. It's completely monopolized my mind, causing me to be affected emotionally and making me lose sleep. I worry that my mom will be lonely without me home or something horrible will happen to her while I'm not here; just the thought of it makes me get a lump in my throat. It concerns me that the longer I wait to move out, the worse this will get. I want to be able to overcome this. There doesn't seem to be much insight or research on ASA so I was wondering if anyone else suffers as well, or is close to someone who suffers. 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My cat is my therapy animal and I love her so much. I bury my face in her fur to calm myself down and listen to her soothing purrs. I learned from a young age to seek solace in animals when I'm feeling sad or anxious. Lately I've been having anxiety attacks if she shows the smallest change in routine or behaviour. Last year she had a kitty cold and had to stay at the vet for a few days and that obviously traumatized me. I'm single 33 year old woman and deal with hypochondriac tendencies myself, and I tend to stress my cat out even more with my worry and stress. Does anyone else experience this? Having a rough week :( ",3.9959541984732856,5.504913366412216,5.102206106870232,81.81483587786259,71.82442748091603,8.5987786259542,26.07709923664122,9.120678840339163,2.0771520610687024,525,17,102,11,10,173,92,131,0.182,0.746,0.07200000000000001,-0.9303,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,2,6,0,6,3,1,0,1,16,13,12,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,18,2,16,10,4,18,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,3,10,65,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841995419467479,0.20984688690768408,0.0,0.12988211679975567,0.19032487435076773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21131971513556755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965009853326102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119794672613749,0.1915021548470477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255282627308354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517196016762386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226874436122298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170109824573735,0.0,0.0,0.09392179202585332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704775295844288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974456890097411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514126713487487,0.209536345901342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764843153316938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13654909232148288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949154763258924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798691607253924,0.0,0.0,0.4255565750190151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242359954882606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148999049381856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864017181875195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23923639475100564 anxiety,1hz997,2018/01/23,"Just another day First day of the spring semester and the day's just been going downhill. I have moderate social anxiety and seeing people throughout the day just got me more and more worked up and self-loathing. I was eating lunch alone and seeing everyone around me talking to people, hugging friends they haven't seen since the last semester, laughing, etc. I kept comparing myself to random people all day like, ""wow look at those people just talk and be enthusiastic and glad to see each other, what's wrong with me?"". I've come a long way, but I felt like I slipped back a lot today. It was like a wave of emotion, I was holding back tears several times today. I have an interview tomorrow and now I'm just trying to pull it together at the end of the day and do some final reviewing for my interview. If anybody has some kind words or encouragement or just want to share their day, I'd appreciate it alot.",6.037402597402598,6.698806828571434,6.46025974025974,77.08155844155844,66.42857142857143,10.020779220779222,31.33766233766233,10.018931242160765,3.0326571428571434,725,27,135,16,11,235,111,175,0.039,0.76,0.2,0.9811,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,10,12,0,0,11,0,10,3,0,0,1,34,22,13,0,2,10,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,13,2,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,8,6,14,11,14,13,9,28,0,0,5,1,10,4,0,8,23,86,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380802035211055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253487524760162,0.09144823941883518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641648694135833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838387005084084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297365062758657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396566285131493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231988733035536,0.0,0.13446709647358931,0.10587749888764177,0.0,0.13331937923342366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422617561267134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477773202815225,0.13095089510727673,0.0,0.10168118176070556,0.0,0.0,0.0923567787182299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793768345208542,0.0,0.09560754602386842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448314986386495,0.0,0.09744155198631717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520451138428544,0.0,0.0,0.10578967808690112,0.10038400529058283,0.0,0.0,0.10162915177140673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314976295063112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857751674785021,0.0,0.12470692702177308,0.13504686336775934,0.0,0.09888522785367658,0.0,0.0,0.12185659774553236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19216442832863312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970509098510795,0.0,0.2266210414421333,0.0,0.0,0.08116022730798703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050814894209574,0.0948857720251996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702698776931685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069889118688285,0.0,0.0 anxiety,amber90marie,2018/01/23,"I lost my job today... And my anxiety is through the roof. All I can think of is what's to come. The bills, the groceries, car insurance, gas, everything!! I just started taking new meds, too. So I'm still trying to adjust. Ive had such a shit day. I don't even know if I'm supposed to complain here, but 😭",-0.6288846153846137,1.4537704769230793,1.9202884615384617,95.76658653846157,90.3846153846154,5.096153846153847,20.43269230769231,6.6274283507984215,0.2562692307692305,231,8,54,3,8,79,52,65,0.132,0.868,0.0,-0.6842,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,1,9,14,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,5,12,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,33,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193788740236851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24702764834350066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494343947228847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894094061667317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773110036872593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845757655830764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760172978447046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130441996516652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31853770652205826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27696502177119897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943661011001734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029778454191196,0.0,0.2290155281328431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156159495357925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375114678783566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27182518339117595,0.0,0.0,0.1946985463633251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MinuteMaid0,2018/01/23,"I always seem to back out last second Whenever I get invited to do something with people I’m not 100% comfortable with (even though there are friends involved, too), I end up panicking and canceling an hour before. What should I do to combat this and get used to getting out of the house more? Should I just say fuck it and go? It just seems like a terrible idea for me to go at the time because I’m kinda freaking out in my head. Every time I cancel I just feel worse about myself and my problems because I’m not trying-it seems impossible sometimes. 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Finally had the time to do it now and so I went on the website and had a live chat with the representative where i had to state the time and date of the incident. told the wrong time and only realized after the chat ended and the complaint was lodged. T_T they said i would be expecting a call next week (another thing that causes me anxiety) and i feel that they won't believe me when correct the info and when i tell the right time and that i messed up :( i know it's something small and isn't really much of an issue but i'm so anxious about this ,5.562222222222222,5.310939560509556,6.170021231422505,81.89704175513094,67.40764331210191,9.52554847841472,30.82024062278839,9.150863307647796,2.363876716206652,609,21,127,10,9,199,91,157,0.113,0.879,0.008,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,18,0,10,0,0,1,1,27,19,20,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,15,0,0,6,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,10,2,15,0,12,6,1,26,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,14,86,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545872130391306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279135211668194,0.11876450502792725,0.3507727209484718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491164193705455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852584602031175,0.0,0.0,0.15948274297478346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375038910415128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849819225519011,0.0,0.0,0.17006689619413815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676947771533803,0.16203886376721915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706407830990777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708707062754372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412534482277498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510830114042818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807330848125193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945601997770463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258117812583234,0.1476766605076448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951770642298952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569383472186045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031400551674807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36210606924239575,0.0,0.0,0.14834637926422314,0.17248654524878745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674455895832648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24906160267891744,0.0,0.0,0.14391670578940516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028391988508016,0.3394792336770124,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Comrade420,2018/01/23,Fear what people think of me even when they're not around me This is really driving me insane. I can't concentrate. I ruminate all day long (my longest break from this thoughts might be like 5 minutes). Does this happen to you as well?,2.21478260869565,4.758237000000001,2.8762608695652183,90.82743478260872,81.17391304347827,6.288695652173913,22.243478260869566,7.554174236665415,0.9867182608695648,186,6,37,3,5,58,41,46,0.129,0.775,0.096,-0.3744,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,7,2,5,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,25,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911896251273365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109533640225999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28624866853847564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604741169735853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680800520226909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892547171576821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980523775644526,0.0,0.0,0.2894744751482128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34700292927191684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677094790710475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954955405358053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095933906523493,0.0,0.2596820004192413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941034717984943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dersedaydreaming,2018/01/23,"I need some help with email anxiety I'm brand new here but I didn't even think of looking for an anxiety subreddit until today. Basically, the gist is that I want to apply to a program at my school (I can't graduate with the degree I want if I don't get in..) and they require three letters of recommendation. I don't stick out and didn't do well in a lot of classes so this caused me a lot of anxiety and made me put it off until recently. So I chose a professor whose class I did well in and seemed nice, and sent her a polite email asking for a letter of recommendation. I was kind of expecting an enthusiastic yes since I thought I did well in the class. When I checked my email the next morning she had answered. I only saw the preview where she had written something to the effect of ""I guess I could, but I don't recommend it because I have some concerns"". I couldn't bring myself to open the email and read it after that. I still haven't read it. I had my boyfriend read it and summarize and he said basically she noticed I had missed an assignment, and she said she doesn't really know anything about me. I cried for a while and still feel panic when I think about that email.. The thing is that I desperately need this recommendation letter (and two more! That I haven't asked for yet!) but I'm not courageous enough to beg for it in a reply. I'm even more anxious because this happened last week, and now I need that letter by next Thursday (the 1st). I know I need to just do it but I'm so scared. Any help or comfort would be much appreciated.",2.807825770444069,4.420107012618296,4.277933753943221,86.10775721912157,75.08832807570978,7.400582382916768,25.44151904877457,8.139509932561175,1.4104623635040037,1221,42,261,20,26,406,151,317,0.131,0.7809999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9114,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,19,10,0,2,20,1,25,0,0,3,0,51,56,26,0,11,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,18,16,0,1,9,3,1,3,11,3,3,2,16,5,43,7,34,36,8,31,0,1,2,0,25,10,0,8,18,187,61,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407533991663451,0.0,0.2499907710301427,0.12305857285338105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963914597954614,0.0,0.2036675039942504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280400779116275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189991452101794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697080735603313,0.0,0.11965320515469345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255260018717683,0.0,0.1438929301304571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055077689532836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691081794769365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999738729425465,0.0,0.096325404870343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460253976260108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343261431274325,0.1197288727696733,0.08879153521248997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914727830051514,0.0,0.0,0.18521479233814914,0.0,0.103071092996363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007522376492758,0.32307738967071004,0.0,0.10520414305935244,0.2316940935389563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401619524499008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284528394620691,0.0,0.12780451230163078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950356077248168,0.0,0.0,0.32687492389430595,0.0,0.0697825979571061,0.0,0.10755407862584253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20723252408779652,0.0,0.10905676189465707,0.11024179167231253,0.0,0.0991647160027888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901070540440257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385873532784216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398140913551416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723674746349141,0.13959439217532096,0.0,0.08647732377096576,0.0,0.0,0.1032517943881163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064076392018512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849809269127185,0.0,0.08737613716189106,0.0,0.29382030073501003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737991570746004,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,loudvoid,2018/01/23,"I am losing my fucking mind. I can't stop obsessively worrying/stressing out about whether i'm being productive enough to build a secure future for myself. I need to get an internship or a part time job so I can build up my resume, I need to study for this class because it's difficult for me, I need to do my hand/physical therapy because i'm trying to recover from the fucking stroke i had almost 4 years ago, I need to study/learn to get some certifications so i can get an entry level in the field i'm going to school for that i'm not even passionate about because i'm only going for it because it's a lucrative field and i need to make bank so i can have a secure future for myself, do i change majors if i do what would i even go for, I need to get adequate sleep but if i lose some hours of sleep i'll be more productive in getting better at what i'm learning, i stress about getting a part time job because i've never used a cash register before how will i be prepared to do my job if my entire left side is affected from the stroke, will employers even look past my disability, will i remain disabled forever, i need to do exercise because i need to be in shape for my health, when i get a part time job how will i balance school, therapy, relationship and time for myself, if i get a internship what will i do, the list goes on. I have cried my soul out every day for weeks now. 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So i don’t know if it’s anxiety or depression but i always feel like everyone doesn’t like me and i won’t be able to get anywhere in life even though i’m only 16, i’ve done some stupid stuff to the point where a lot of girls avoid me at school and generally people and i have friends but there not people that i can talk to i don’t think they really like me anyway they just kinda make fun of me, i just kinda want a low key lifestyle where i can slip through high school without being hated or noticed in any way shape or form but i always struggle to get out of bed in the morning and mentally be ready to tackle the day hopefully i could have a conversation with one of you and see if someone can relate to me i’m kinda holding on by threads recently.",2.8125203619909485,4.037961582352942,4.364117647058823,87.0654524886878,74.3529411764706,7.34841628959276,24.84162895927602,7.882392219407189,1.22652036199095,639,20,137,9,13,214,103,170,0.091,0.741,0.16899999999999998,0.9434,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,0,10,12,2,2,6,0,15,1,0,1,0,37,29,16,0,6,14,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,1,1,3,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,1,3,19,6,21,23,3,15,0,2,2,0,7,12,0,13,5,93,22,2,0.15122884253986213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516690233663077,0.0,0.0,0.10284079878508637,0.0,0.1156896506114499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207439251651655,0.0,0.0,0.09753009258821738,0.0,0.13025318048178955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475961145093572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988522422439636,0.0,0.0,0.14450563981650888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646584670645397,0.10803791532742904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683902860693375,0.0,0.15802165697356832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659561974812193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493071730041383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978157518297598,0.0,0.15020436337232973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311141688400234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681740385411166,0.2216483208032433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285693539328044,0.0,0.0,0.1009464267065656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240310387681033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217503956965252,0.0,0.0,0.10247657753821783,0.11501634938420273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968607586014415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296013768190086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688106896686356,0.0,0.14932023762461008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061033247458313,0.2410196156800441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256271415055764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580972215246658,0.17312084352456214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155201518679902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690133594651792,0.14858156996464206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267445716262726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919868953421374,0.1200384160849365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577920759459614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FPLWizard,2018/01/23,"Still self conscious no matter how drunk i am Title says it all, no matter how drunk i get, I'm always hyper conscious of myself and how people are viewing me. I sometimes wonder how people are so confident in clubs, when i ask them, they just say alcohol, for some reason i just cant let go like that, I physically cant get that drunk, Ill either throw up or go unconscious before i get to the point where I'm not self conscious - is this normal? What should i do? I sometimes just want to get drunk like the rest of my friends and have a good time, almost feels like alcohol doesn't really work on me, for that reason i never dance in clubs or anything and end up standing their awkward every time, normally leaving because I'm so self conscious of how everyone is viewing me, which means most the time i just choose to not go out at all to avoid that. 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The other day while I was at work I got this strange feelings in my chest like it was heavy and my heart started racing (which isn’t normal for me), I ended up going to the bathroom and crying. I tried to calm myself down like I usually do but nothing was working. I was in the bathroom for like 30 minutes before I started to feel better. This was an attack out of the blue and I never figured out what caused it, work usually doesn’t cause me to have an anxiety attack. Just wondering if anyone has tips to help me. I’m just afraid I’ll encounter this again and not know what to do. 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Any solutions? Hey all, I'm writing here because I'm having trouble managing any research for this issue. My anxiety exhausts me to a point that I am often too tired to function. I have a healthy sleep schedule, and I recently quit coffee because it exacerbated my anxiety symptoms to a degree that was painful. Does anybody have any advice? Any recommendations for an alt to coffee that isn't so harsh on anxiety symptoms?",5.316428571428574,7.632933023809527,6.368571428571428,70.77642857142858,69.95238095238095,8.609523809523811,38.19047619047619,9.23628265651192,4.152233333333333,370,22,57,8,7,123,57,84,0.215,0.703,0.08199999999999999,-0.8788,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,7,7,1,0,2,5,9,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,7,8,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,37,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078245649673626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475396243573861,0.0,0.4010939187373712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130753855011839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529417198566372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599725520424078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241365645081148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859667694121072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521340080410127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858885754256003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256351782292392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17489543359398305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633042695407205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019093360967192,0.4017430115190036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheGoldenWaffle77,2018/01/24,"Health Anxiety? Do I have MS? I am brand new to Reddit so I'm not sure if I'm breaking any rules by posting here but I think I need some help, I'll keep it relatively short. Before we start: I have pre existing bilateral tinnitus and used to crack my neck for a year. About a month ago when I was on Holiday in the great Australia, I cracked my neck and started feeling very dizzy, I panicked like sh*t and booked it to my Mums room where I started freaking out thinking I was going to die (spoiler: I didn't) I managed to get to sleep after a while and It went away when I woke up. When I got home, I was getting freaked out about what could have happened and whether something else will happen. Later that night I had an anxiety attack and suddenly there was a higher level of tinnitus in my left ear accompanied by pressure. Went out to the GP and turned out I have fluid behind my eardrum (maybe from flight?) Another week passed and I was chilling in bed when suddenly I couldn't breath deeply, my chest felt restricted and I ended up yawning about 3 times a minute for a few days. Went to the GP again and tests came back normal, just a slightly overactive thyroid (or was it¿) Recently however, which is the point I'm making this post, I've started getting slight tremors in my hands during normal activity (not at rest so I know it isn't parkinsons), and most predominantly, slight pins and needles in my right limbs whenever I lay down accompanied with a bit of weakness too. And my mind feels blurry as hell, I keep forgetting short term things like an idea, or where I left something. I have no f*cking idea what is going on, all signs point to early MS (worst case scenario i know) and I seriously couldn't live being paralysed (a symptom of severe MS) Maybe my anxiety is causing this? I don't know, but any sort of insight or second opinion into my paragraph of context would be absolutely amazing. Many thanks - Max PS. Eyes are another thing, I keep getting visual interference, very odd but it's like 'visual snow'. 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I definitely have had anxiety with on and off severity for a long time and I'm at this point where I've been having terrible nightmares basically every night. If anyone has dealt with this or is dealing with it please let me know how you cope! Thanks, everyone.",3.475416666666668,5.334657930555559,4.823333333333338,81.855,73.8611111111111,8.688888888888886,27.277777777777786,9.2995712137729,2.4054277777777777,289,11,57,7,6,96,53,72,0.156,0.742,0.103,-0.4685,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,1,1,13,15,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,5,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535108363221992,0.0,0.0,0.16941470720450433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497902120155872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041396612309226,0.2315183492161599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315617343678265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477578027150282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441890620446666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547452504792957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596151360924364,0.2290422375338141,0.0,0.2320467156701172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737185825054932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27122366742662823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283553304829017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230679551228012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128116878881306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,babyce,2018/01/24,Do weighted blankets help with anxiety? title says it all,3.2070000000000007,5.917039700000004,4.059999999999999,74.86000000000001,102.0,6.0,35.0,7.1686216300943375,3.825000000000001,47,3,6,1,2,15,10,10,0.13699999999999998,0.645,0.218,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310429103380836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776732163948696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480834634703528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6861385871889453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,icyrosepath,2018/01/24,"Anxious over nothing? Hi, so I’m a 19 year old woman and I’ve been treated for anxiety, depression, and ADHD since i was 13. In recent months however I’ve found that my anxiety has gotten extremely worse, so much so i cannot carry on normal conversations or get out of bed. I’ve been dating a guy for a few months now, and there’s an 8 year age gap between us. My parents and whole family have made It a point to put me and him down for it, and completely make me feel horrible for It. I don’t know why but this gets to me and i just get anxious anytime someone new finds out I’m dating him. I love this guy, and wouldn’t end things with him, but my family has reopened a pot of anxiety inside me. I know they can’t do anything about It, and each new person who knows isn’t going to do harm, but i always end up shaking, crying, frozen in place and repeating the same sentence. I want this to stop, and no i cannot take anxiety medicine. I got DNA tested because i tried some and they gave me insomnia and none of them work for me. I’m sorry this is probably Silly but it’s seriously gotten me so anxious. 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I don’t work, the only time I usually leave the house is at night time or maybe once a week if that for some food. Other than that I sleep and am glued to the couch. I am stuck in this vicious cycle. I am filled with anxiety pretty much all the time.",0.3931818181818159,2.70684460606061,1.7517424242424262,97.19761363636366,87.78787878787878,5.118181818181818,15.825757575757574,6.6274283507984215,-0.4080242424242426,248,5,56,3,8,79,49,66,0.156,0.758,0.086,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,8,2,1,0,1,6,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,6,7,3,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,7,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30744089068568564,0.0,0.0,0.14050365246732616,0.20588931456126444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786165564023675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24298044150523584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318606400706648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255381399019929,0.0,0.2054772975921133,0.0,0.09817034454764424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20187372723103109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477158417570736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885709029894996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21399718056674216,0.0,0.15282580901232154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20443073982075224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010875958313928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35151352383566725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130975011193302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118393484906338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462885168895898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Chexen99344,2018/01/24,"I feel like my heads being squeezed and my balance feels off when I walk. This has been happening for like the past six months. Theirs this pressure in my head. In my forehead and temples, at first it scared the hell out of me. But I've sort of come to get used to it. It's just very irritating and uncomfortable. More recently, after I worked out briefly about a week ago. I stood up and it felt like I was being pushed by someone, I don't believe I'm physically tipping or anything because no ones said anything about it. But it's so weird and now it happens everyday. I try not to think about these symptoms but even when I don't feel them I think about them coming back and they always eventually do. I'm afraid to ask my dad to take me to a doctor for something that could just be in my head. Does anyone else experience this ? I just really want to know that I'm not crazy or dying. 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If anyone has experienced this and has any tips, please, tell me.",5.115625000000001,5.5019043125000024,5.7687500000000025,82.20125,68.375,10.15,25.375,10.125756701596842,2.0711374999999994,126,3,27,3,2,41,26,32,0.101,0.831,0.068,-0.024,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23853066362473635,0.0,0.2683325048119408,0.0,0.0,0.2452614349229729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832590331379836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31017829649519657,0.0,0.3142144816719891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413682543619765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799754400339168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850321116651823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35101601583124153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065820595967821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894159616855489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,c0smicsara,2018/01/24,"Need Job Interview Help!! Hi there! How can I explain to a prospective employer why I've taken the last 5 months off without coming off like a total red flag?? Back story: I moved to a new city last August. I had a baaaaaad stretch with my anxiety/depression so I haven't actually been able to find a job here yet. I've been lucky in that my s/o makes enough for ends to meet but barely. I'm finally ready to take on working again but I don't know how to explain why I've been in a city for 5 months with no job. For reference, I'm young and work in customer service. Thanks for any advice!!",0.8497952853598036,2.9570723790322586,2.6896774193548403,92.76797766749382,83.2741935483871,6.073449131513648,22.44168734491315,7.321109707123232,0.7695081885856081,461,16,103,7,13,153,81,124,0.039,0.855,0.107,0.8238,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,3,1,18,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,1,7,3,19,13,2,21,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,1,13,55,8,8,0.16862649768186885,0.0,0.16455513707277789,0.0,0.0,0.1647798619249785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467180087266647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966336802483922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525679654241558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523775536256608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493530259499402,0.1742362488095239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472208581239768,0.1541215639546459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130267869021386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5020073383614508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267271316206048,0.2749062037791214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823823891139602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255949660886123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26919212331807785,0.17922328064573867,0.0,0.12503441137251195,0.0,0.1628605222393651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267861404301968,0.0,0.0,0.15524862338100412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043183719679825,0.0,0.0,0.1625499263147191,0.0,0.2455241972885899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,abbydale_13,2018/01/24,"I'm not happy by myself - Help! As a person, I put on a confident face and am successful at what I do. Inside, though, I doubt myself constantly and am not happy with who I am by myself. I live by myself and don't have many friends in my area. I've done solo travel and many things to try and become comfortable with who I am/finding myself. But I've found that no matter what, I just want someone with me. I wouldn't say I'm super social, but I just like being around people who care about me. It scares me to think that I'm not okay being by myself or doing things by myself. I feel like I'm overwhelming those who I do spend time with here because I ""need"" them. I know people who are so confident being by themselves or who are great just being who they are. I'm not, and I often feel like something is wrong with me that I feel that way. I'm all for a little alone time, but being alone is too much for me. It causes my anxiety to skyrocket, and I cannot handle the feeling of being alone. Does anyone else feel this way? What tips do you have for being more comfortable just being with myself?",3.3781578947368414,4.198125719298247,4.7692543859649135,86.25019736842106,72.50877192982456,7.278947368421052,21.267543859649123,7.413659706084162,0.6143543859649121,856,16,179,9,16,286,110,228,0.126,0.708,0.166,0.9389,0,3,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,2,2,11,17,0,3,4,1,26,1,1,1,1,43,43,15,0,3,13,0,5,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,20,14,0,0,8,1,1,2,8,4,0,0,2,6,34,13,25,32,3,13,0,1,0,0,15,6,0,4,6,138,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903979885808319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611980609666804,0.0,0.0,0.08785548207925367,0.12874046096384176,0.0,0.11185269563740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765934003792152,0.13876752144777246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810575033421862,0.12907434192477155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578004555571307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995475949614177,0.12858076557098178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496215877608013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31765513680765123,0.17952484803049354,0.0,0.0,0.11483931469839374,0.0,0.0,0.13776572969202966,0.09707475746417392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852654211519033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675076785118749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842187064376186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690524453405083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415470618727292,0.1259315581409138,0.11094882805246603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25477319073031457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236518951938548,0.0931658474472902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421597218354404,0.10971033654934984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631019519208414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999197402182361,0.12579482150860286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280815532517273,0.10646051134690196,0.09672939540138584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694890617641492,0.08050968753436243,0.1234477900059147,0.0,0.14653184953627882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530623838339807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411000635571947,0.1994658851030072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737554881067726,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GastrointestnlXrcism,2018/01/24,"In need of some advice on how to be okay with being alone I'm a 21 y/o male living in New York (north of the city, but still lower state.) I've got a beautiful girlfriend who is very artistic but had a hard life growing up. I lived with my parents at home, where ""I love you mom/dad/son"" was not a common expression, and was often met with awkward embraces. After losing my brother to a heroin overdose while I was in Fort Leonard Wood, Missouri for initial entry military training, I came home. None of us processed his death very well in the beginning. There was a lot of tension & a lot of short fuses. After a few screaming matches just days after Christmas, I moved in with my best friend of over ten years down the street. I've been living here for over a year now. They're a very conservative Presbyterian Christian family, which doesn't jive well with my Buddhist beliefs, but we've learned to respect our individual beliefs & coexist, which is nice. However, my best friend & his two brothers (we're 19, 21, 21, and 23 y/o) are introverts, while I'm an extrovert. More on that in a second. I work a decent amount, enough to pay rent, car insurance, and my phone bill. Nothing fancy; minimum wage at a fast food joint, 40 hours a week. I'm starting at a new place next week as a cook at a new casino opening up near me. I look forward to my free time, but when I'm there, I feel empty. As previously mentioned, my roommates prefer to spend their free time doing their own thing, which mostly consists of Netflix and video games. I, however, prefer the company of others. I often reach out in an effort to spend time with them, to a point I've actually felt a little desperate at times. My girlfriend is also an introvert. She values her alone time, and I respect it. I try to fill the gaps between work & sleep with video games like Zelda: Breath of the Wild, or Heroes of the Storm, or World of Warcraft. Fortnite: Battle Royale is completing installation as I type this. I just binge-watched Breaking Bad in two weeks. But I'm not a homebody. I'm not comfortable sitting in one place & staring at a television all day. I've tried exercise, I've tried meditation, I've tried self-help books like Russell Brand's 12 Step Program, I've tried listening to podcasts to kill time. However, I constantly find myself feeling empty and anxious, craving company from the moment I find myself on my own. I know it's unrealistic and even unfair to expect others to devote their time to making me feel comfortable at all times, but it is what it is. I've tried to tackle this at many different angles, and I haven't come across anything to subdue it, so I'm reaching out to the people of the internet hoping for some friendly advice or suggestions. Sorry for the long post: I know this community wasn't made for life stories or anything. 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I've been putting off doing this, but feel like I really need to get some opinions. I consider myself to have pretty bad anxiety. I get a lump in my throat and heavy/tight chest, can't take full breaths (generally hard for me to take deep breaths, which I know is a huge part of getting through anxiety), and at worst, feel nauseous although that's rare for me. It's doesnt usually get to the point of panic attacks, but it's a very annoying/uneasy feeling, something that causes me to feel like I am not enjoying my life fully, and also sort of makes me want to just ball up on the couch when I am home & not really get anything done (Ok that might be laziness too, but I swear, it's my coping technique because I don't have to think about my life and all the things I need to do) It is mainly time anxiety- I try to organize my life, but there is always too much to do & not enough time. Even when I have a day to get things done, it's never enough. I'm just not laid back enough. I do have some control issues (I run a store). One thing that I hate is how anxious I get about my son & his sleeping. Even though he sleeps through the night now, I still always get bad anxiety about him waking up, or how early he'll get up in the morning. I have sleep anxiety in general, and am a light sleeper. I am always worried I won't get enough sleep.. one solution is just to make sure I go to bed earlier, I know :) It's hard because I usually stay up since my husband does, but I am trying to make a plan to be in bed at a certain time each night. But for example, my son makes a noise, cries earlier in the morning than he usually does, my stomach sinks. my chest heavy, i feel slightly nauseous. WHY? It's so stupid. (my anxiety was horribbble before he slept a normal night) I guess it's something to do with not having control of my life. Babies make that very difficult. But I wanted one really bad. Tried 2.5 years, so there is guilt with that as well. Besides that I also have some social anxiety, and just general life anxiety.. I think too much, life is short, i'm getting old, people are messed up, I dont have enough good friends, is it even possible to make good friends, people are selfish, i'm selfish sometimes too, I have too much work to do, etc etc, get's more in-depth, but you get the jist. Worry, analyze and think too much. Anyway, I've always avoided the idea of anxiety medication because I like to try and stay natural. However, I am wondering if it'll make my life more enjoyable/productive for me. I also find myself wanting to drink to get rid of the anxiety and it doesn't usually work and not a good idea anyway. Another thing to consider is that I might try for another baby in the spring/summer and if I do get pregnant, will want to breastfeed after. But I am scared. During and after my last pregnancy I realllly wanted to be on some kind of anxiety medication, but avoided it thinking it wasn't good for the baby. So if I do take something, should I wait until after I have the baby or after I stop breastfeeding? Does it sound like I should try an anxiety medication or other coping techniques? I try to go to the gym at least 3 days a week and while it helps, it doesn't completely. Maybe I need to make myself do yoga every night in stead of watching tv? Maybe I need a therapist? (no insurance coverage, which is why I haven't so far) Any thoughts are appreciated!",4.370739130434782,5.07291433478261,5.6342028985507255,81.38478260869567,70.14492753623188,9.188405797101453,29.63768115942029,9.375752755850444,2.4910724637681163,2681,101,545,55,46,899,268,690,0.174,0.7440000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9964,1,2,4,1,0,0,105.0,0,1,0,5,36,32,3,5,27,1,62,25,12,13,4,104,121,45,0,16,26,3,7,4,2,9,12,1,4,0,32,16,1,6,16,5,1,4,17,16,1,3,7,10,72,16,73,102,24,61,0,0,1,0,14,24,0,16,35,364,104,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088969309991598,0.13996639521534648,0.13669374729096045,0.0,0.02859759157976364,0.08819281209156107,0.41821719030376203,0.04750810203247284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034606168384334564,0.0,0.0,0.04784154168820324,0.0,0.032336285062344386,0.1053378987503668,0.07690564996208467,0.0,0.03578414269366716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04320018047684882,0.0,0.0,0.04409193926825113,0.0,0.09433239194557884,0.0,0.0,0.04619342275141133,0.05424161981477808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040301388382004,0.0860699686039113,0.04928599155745489,0.041196088025433286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726078442675545,0.09380078164835824,0.08332714878630358,0.0,0.035431601924354114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106316708920249,0.060085573316471526,0.0,0.0,0.038435827344366506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498033582294496,0.0,0.32956561454258304,0.0,0.047799561082765,0.14108878516714146,0.0,0.0,0.0463262980141816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534274444009739,0.041518790246120235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028187347410629157,0.0,0.04218274934042053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494580019891916,0.0,0.04389257438414014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379189592098282,0.046222635058117516,0.034278939018095235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792373917572868,0.08218020121136052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456649240336668,0.0,0.0844961052117014,0.0,0.0,0.1694565421722292,0.0,0.0892235165406758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365564828806648,0.12472754426583915,0.03243399029852041,0.0,0.0,0.1578561715525414,0.04120316909953376,0.0,0.0,0.04412771842106112,0.0,0.08548893081978619,0.0,0.0,0.04934032363491272,0.0,0.04553947536879091,0.0,0.058308733773481086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03975382997712239,0.04740862048268117,0.0,0.042783183174281376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042275042018376674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082099540811002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04210255044640813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034786809387668774,0.0,0.16833412536830256,0.04286790181316304,0.0,0.0971237337283926,0.041591651577066034,0.0,0.0,0.08964614866082539,0.033583708738485964,0.03515832565545423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03963460661288142,0.0,0.12647497412283434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882696122858756,0.11175300636337353,0.1077838702798505,0.04131701721812274,0.03338551249169108,0.07356460917611883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985935138667835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852624626921614,0.06939652406257375,0.1240202197417928,0.0,0.03373250918841946,0.0,0.037810842167445104,0.0,0.07589287379747932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456048592932486,0.06123040419331241,0.08541405271483501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02708085695050533 anxiety,preemptive_regret,2018/01/24,"Feelings of anxiety with dating, rejection I recently went on a date with a guy I met on Tinder (even though I usually hate that app, I went on it because I was bored and wanted a little attention). It went way better than expected, we had a lot in common and laughed a ton and stayed out for hours. He clearly indicated interest and seemed to be saying all the right things. He asked me on a second date for this week, and everything seemed to be working out. But now he's being dodgy about his plans for this week, didn't follow up on the day we were supposed to go out, and is saying he's busy and it'll have to be sometime next week. Guessing I'll never hear from him again. This was *one* date, just a first date, and it's got me feeling full blown panic. I don't know why really. I guess because he has the power now since I left it up to him to follow up on another date, which he very likely will not. I've been on maybe 25-30 dates over the past couple years and only a few guys have made me feel like this, the ones I actually really liked after one date. All the rest I felt like I had more control and could dictate how the relationship unfolded. I told all my friends about this guy the next day because he seemed so interested in me, and now I feel embarrassed and foolish because it was one Tinder date and he's probably just a player. Dating in general makes me anxious because of the possibility of pain for either me or the other person. I know I have to put myself out there to get over the duds and meet the right person, but the thought of it just makes me anxious and not excited. Does anyone else experience these feelings surrounding dating and the possibility of rejection? How do you cope with them?",4.9505612648221335,5.456927878260872,5.951416337285902,80.3249110671937,68.76811594202898,9.171277997364953,28.435441370223977,9.218907990703514,2.2157536231884047,1358,44,273,25,22,451,178,345,0.084,0.8590000000000001,0.056,-0.8527,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,1,1,6,15,17,1,2,23,0,22,1,0,6,5,65,53,23,0,3,9,0,6,4,1,2,1,3,0,5,17,25,0,1,13,0,0,7,5,7,0,6,17,9,31,10,44,29,10,65,0,2,0,0,29,25,0,7,35,187,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.08401347410864056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027507705848724,0.06586022355490068,0.19451914368855208,0.0,0.06019760052828274,0.08821153395911294,0.0,0.0,0.0804844952195012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624047361649845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614146937042936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096559614667434,0.06873753928933518,0.09525927505637494,0.0,0.11104456910779943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533977996229295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719189054006763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056863022426649534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737403140059068,0.08421459703040292,0.0,0.0,0.21765377161158966,0.06150421596282087,0.08266192043213506,0.0,0.0,0.07322989928122399,0.0,0.0,0.06651454562547107,0.0,0.044979570773139736,0.0,0.04892812642858658,0.0,0.0688557198551219,0.0,0.18968031629257295,0.2557341536235371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499812853120986,0.0,0.0,0.09703205766018867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478338004200328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462793719256338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935393223858786,0.0,0.0,0.16824101241573738,0.08628690494273751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319242773722752,0.0,0.08146242997870423,0.11493429524291107,0.0,0.0864910895596477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639953765105827,0.0,0.1831198575924928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333529497284236,0.06547692419223583,0.09160806809901062,0.10101053391081644,0.0,0.0,0.08218465434257992,0.0,0.15034460814781112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941118223044004,0.0,0.0,0.0928218487380292,0.0,0.0,0.08654634284475707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030561206939783,0.0,0.08500556600569772,0.0924307001193552,0.0,0.14704437202826146,0.0,0.13692779241985487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351250529773752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121627769007721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514729175913564,0.0,0.0,0.09176272744258028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719576812278845,0.0,0.08458505460332813,0.06834751362039608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226469431758582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481828903594017,0.07103500170553548,0.050779353230634434,0.06833590452340484,0.2071736773649437,0.0,0.0,0.2394247274725627,0.07768473266443297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267607672079797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554404920319049 anxiety,gurk293,2018/01/24,"Anxiety and alcohol I knew I always had mild anxiety in social situations so I would always need a drink or couple to help me forget about feeling wierd. This past weekend I went on a little bit of a bender due to having to go to 3 different consecutive parties over the weekend. On Monday I woke up shaking, lt felt like my heart was just pounding out of chest mixed with cold sweats. It scared me enough to go to the ER where they did x-rays on my chest. The doctors told me the results showed that there was nothing wrong and I was having a panic attack. I also felt like in this state I didn't do a good enough job explaining to them what was wrong with me at the time. It's now been 2 days later and I can still feel like another panic attack could happen at any second. Should I seek professional help or just hope this will pass. I really dont want to live life like this.",4.289450651769087,5.012431944134079,5.323589385474861,83.46329841713225,70.34078212290504,8.201303538175045,24.97253258845437,8.344100000000001,1.410239851024209,694,18,142,10,12,229,116,179,0.141,0.713,0.146,0.2504,3,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,9,14,2,4,10,0,17,8,4,1,0,24,32,7,0,6,4,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,0,0,8,6,2,0,6,4,0,5,2,8,1,1,14,5,19,6,23,14,3,28,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,3,14,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324495238473229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911129844581497,0.20624878630815235,0.0,0.0,0.0842804952658491,0.12995734031016198,0.18962087354148416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28198939875879303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353056360962443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895253570063198,0.13713244485164094,0.0,0.07992824446878083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294863810096979,0.0,0.1268533943922321,0.0,0.0,0.14525166451674626,0.12140975900417872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561173231985176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533118193315726,0.08853965662318483,0.2379953288177348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087097755449998,0.1039513472417556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959589032318257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468643477819365,0.16614291405430368,0.0,0.0,0.12309606970835126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298701390174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753941826774571,0.2421948030071784,0.12421608527333496,0.10943745388205592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918967177244452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891960343845152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29082357519018,0.0,0.0,0.1183106062125212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793963540819583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408121130345905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930886880658305,0.0,0.12633679258423178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897517409635707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07226787703559903,0.0,0.0,0.11842582940156947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310046032138015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114889593749339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804033335242087,0.2710083657734762,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BearAlready,2018/01/24,"Got a 4 hour round trip saturday.. So my wifes cousin is playing volleyball saturday and its two hours there and two hours back. I have huge anxiety on the road, let alone riding with someone else driving. Were suppose to meet at her grandmas and then leave from there. What arebsome way to cope while on the drive? The wife also said I didnt have to go but I wanna spend time with her and my kids when they go down there, otherwise ima be by myself at home doing nothing. 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Day to day, event from event, situation to situation I just don't know when it's going to let up or get the best of me. So I decided what the heck! If I'm going to have a horrible time might as well be doing/drinking something that I love and enjoy. 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As if I haven't experienced anxiety before. As if it's not a big issue in my life. This keeps me away from getting help. I know that I have anxiety, but when I'm feeling fine, I almost forget it exists.",1.4738983050847452,2.9190580847457634,4.212,85.88172881355933,78.32203389830508,6.753898305084746,23.664406779661018,7.554174236665415,1.071180338983051,213,7,46,3,5,76,38,59,0.036000000000000004,0.7340000000000001,0.23,0.6494,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,13,9,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,6,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698885858329199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426492135556256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123690718704911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532259500666013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293444204124673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5451161805654362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081476535978546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065574213126726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813122314740611,0.0,0.2395646338087029,0.0,0.0,0.1481229205082651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190372230593356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139349975046516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wobss,2018/01/24,"Getting worse before getting better Hi. I'm a 20 year old man, currently studying and working as a developper. Being ""stressed"" has always been a part of my personnality, I thought, and I also thought that it was just how life was, and everybody felt like that. But a bit over a year ago, I went to the ER because of an intense, burning chest pain. I was diagnosed with myocarditis. It's not a big deal, and is easily treated. Myocarditis will tire you, and taking a walk would make me feel like an old man for months after I was hospitalized. But I wasn't really worried about the rest of my life, because I had no reason too. Three or four months later, when I was really stressed out, I got a relapse scare. Went back to the ER. Nothing. Happened again three months later. Still nothing. From that point on, I would imagine myself sick from all kinds of things. Just talking about the midlest flu would make me feel uneasy for a second. So this year was punctuated by medical appointments (MRI, scans, ER visits...), most of them warranted by other health issues, others much less so, most likely caused by some psychosomatic ""reactions"". One of the things that surprised me the most (while at the same time, not surprising me at all) was my usual doctor saying ""Yeah, we've caught on your tendency to stress out in 2013..."". Really made me look into myself and see how much of my life was driven by anxiety. As someone that never had any major health issues (like most 18-20yo, I guess), I think it... triggered ? (I know this term is more accurate when talking about PTSD, but I can't think of a better one) a much more ""agressive"" form of anxiety, which I can feel... *more* ? I see a therapist (which is costing me a fortune, even in a country with healthcare), and I have a prescription for benzodiazepines. But things always seem to get worse before they get better, and the ""better"" still isn't much better... So I guess, after all my ramblings, my question is : how do I make it more bearable ? What can I do to make day-to-day life easier ? Any google or reddit search would bring me some answers, but I want to know from people that are ""in the same boat"" (Although i'll hear anyone out, of course !) I would also like to apologize if some of my vocabulary seems weird, but english is not my first language... and I feel like speaking it is actually kind of relaxing for me ! Thank you",4.530047058823532,6.110300728888893,5.147764705882357,81.72917647058827,70.6,8.049673202614379,27.45751633986928,8.583994105835817,1.994030065359477,1848,64,347,31,34,594,225,450,0.064,0.8440000000000001,0.092,0.9382,1,0,0,0,0,0,104.0,0,3,2,8,21,24,0,4,26,1,34,15,1,11,4,77,73,32,0,7,14,0,5,6,0,6,14,3,0,2,21,15,0,0,17,1,1,7,8,6,3,7,21,12,46,18,51,45,27,47,0,0,4,0,17,14,0,15,32,252,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.06817051566718495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06192416150932231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172949864075844,0.11625351423517664,0.0,0.0,0.09501053491289173,0.0,0.10688107947750976,0.0,0.0,0.04884575377318178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371584757933108,0.0,0.08516855834218548,0.0,0.11888660376317825,0.0,0.0,0.30891492618953004,0.07626593093504484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176255112236958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901041841018272,0.07201966932148289,0.0,0.07090355162335571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07150176810604059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04613999840319336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128752565078145,0.0998119447475674,0.0670738331164775,0.0,0.0,0.05942046855247984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598994109580424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587115613251526,0.0,0.153911085224954,0.0,0.061774459980419076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485097986786766,0.0787341016083845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582546083677972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549097411568274,0.07678334152206645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736872521564414,0.2047720921155881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058662424317398675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610053825376884,0.1865207993761065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037374402389081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672779670076941,0.0,0.20541221550214725,0.0,0.05387815192455858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340596670519863,0.0,0.1466066860902115,0.0,0.09467404534940692,0.0,0.07433294846858228,0.0,0.0,0.075648501769341,0.0,0.048430162120995136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603760041169462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165928715324712,0.0,0.0782560119550348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342568653814652,0.07182479993972223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05555322117949853,0.0699392084811239,0.0,0.11133423155393353,0.12719067806524104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918974890066385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157604383231352,0.0,0.2400634382020228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052523893974553135,0.1122970855834355,0.0,0.06431509159038239,0.0,0.08110955238240855,0.13922998834219924,0.08952330077960859,0.0,0.1109175711992882,0.04073427447544658,0.08029053434454878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693779750021602,0.0,0.041203565638793904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951658297234314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085684784952146,0.07094334163490315,0.14238083765640178,0.2481226272857539,0.0,0.0,0.1349571710046227 anxiety,NickyBobbySardine,2018/01/24,"Anxiety and Phobia 32yo male. Hi everyone. I have flown countless times in my life and, actually, thoroughly enjoyed it! However, about six years ago, I was boarding a flight to my grandmothers funeral in California and I had a panic attack. I was sitting in my seat and I felt the building feelings of panic. I did what I now know you're not suppose to do and suddenly became fearful of it happening and tried to ignore it. This put flames on the fire to the point where I told the stewardess I needed to get off the plane. I then had to stand in front of the entire plane, panicking, crying, hyperventilating, while they had to reconnect the jet bridge. Humiliating to say the least. Since then I have scarcely flown and with massive anxiety attached when I did, and have not flow at all for the past three. I have missed out on weddings, seeing the rest of my grandparents before their passing, funerals, family reunions and countless other life events. Additionally, this phobia has migrated its way into basic public transportation on buses, trains and even long car trips. Pretty much any situation where I have a lack of control around strangers or even those I am not fully comfortable with. I am currently on lexapro and seeing a therapist, which helps with my generalized anxiety, but it has not touched my phobias. Most people around me I see traveling and living a fulfilled life while mine just seems to just be passing me by. I know I need to face my fear in order to overcome them, but I just can't seem to find the courage to do so. I feel backed into a corner, cowardly, ashamed, and not sure how to dig myself out. Please, any help or support would be greatly appreciated. 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Anyone else or just me? Hello! 26 year old, female, been diagnosed since at least my early teen years with anxiety, depression, adhd among others. I always considered it mostly a social anxiety rather than...an all situation trigger thing, but lately things are very different. Past me: Anxiety triggered by social situations. Meeting new people, going to parties, and social situations with any amount of 'unknown' would set off anxiety symptoms. Triggers include phone calls, to the point where they've always been something I avoid, but not quite something that elicited a full on panic attack. I don't recall anxiety being a daily hazard, however it was bad enough that I was medicated for anxiety and depression. This was partially also due to my parents insisting the only fix for life problems was therapy and medication. Despite all this, past me had a social group and did hang out with friends and chatted online as well via social media. Heck I used to 'party' every weekend as a young 20-something and enjoyed it (though again, new people would cause anxiety). Current me: Can't function without anxiety attacks. Phone calls are put off and when I do make calls, my whole body feels like I have the flu. Sweaty, hot and cold at the same time, nausea, pounding heart, close to tears feeling, etc. I've lost a lot of my friends because I don't text or interact online anymore. Just the thought of texting gives me anxiety. It's to a point where most of my days have a large portion spent with that heavy fast heartbeat feeling. I'm just wondering, is this something anyone else has experienced? Going from clearly anxious but high-functioning and social to withdrawn and far less functioning? Were you able to get back to your normal? What did you do? I know therapy might help, but haha anxiety right? I'm afraid to call my therapist because the last time I left a message after getting the courage to call, she never called back. Basically though I just want to know that this isn't abnormal and it doesn't mean I'm stuck like this....",5.9624285846352985,8.066545973190351,6.0664213737635215,74.4781233243968,67.82037533512064,8.898178792641213,33.23740408616067,9.40505699530331,3.4370124618655824,1660,76,262,35,29,526,221,373,0.145,0.731,0.124,-0.5971,4,1,4,0,0,0,58.0,0,3,0,2,15,18,2,3,16,1,27,8,2,7,4,60,49,23,0,6,13,1,4,2,2,3,6,0,0,0,19,17,0,1,8,2,1,4,8,10,1,0,14,6,26,8,36,31,14,47,0,3,0,0,29,17,1,7,27,170,45,0,0.05971522988841485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176610189801216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775424776724703,0.09937570990897844,0.0,0.0,0.04060840404660843,0.0,0.5025018615855211,0.06746121250949419,0.05922146208837381,0.08350855437246345,0.1223706196801318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586938953712238,0.0,0.09183465156605633,0.04985972265000762,0.07280369976650512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633015857108847,0.0,0.0,0.3658555576741532,0.0,0.0,0.06134399041252345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0385113831603164,0.0,0.1028652800026164,0.06060970134102689,0.0,0.06238970549459456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976882416166567,0.0,0.0,0.06170179536187149,0.06659826633372228,0.0,0.0,0.05031265667773595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058144342044934,0.04266057216395068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922716769635138,0.0,0.06239748592294865,0.057284289819673276,0.06787508256719793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076283493539355,0.040025859851181615,0.06309241897073606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656358573169915,0.048675882444621135,0.06736138032646556,0.0,0.06488077199816727,0.0,0.04217863285934095,0.05834768998141784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518622749365638,0.050767753014301344,0.0,0.0,0.03986037964687632,0.0,0.0,0.06504739146799574,0.0,0.12031362350353385,0.0,0.06334842219207887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460560666170959,0.11534668227076238,0.0,0.0,0.05850824654683831,0.0,0.0,0.06266108858500688,0.0,0.0,0.045416123201455584,0.0,0.07006295590901364,0.0663066959700771,0.0,0.11400988769519042,0.08279804311196523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129003878252116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571394102852596,0.0,0.060030299495024024,0.0,0.06351449747926681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050996480046233465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939705524385562,0.20136726109389566,0.0,0.3652329405300887,0.0,0.1838868055610985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206698840722056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365791392225824,0.0693339844513912,0.07934429064016628,0.0,0.11733982034917033,0.04740722227549519,0.10446129229527804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05157478567678861,0.0,0.049271318542735684,0.035221589756444176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536911631804919,0.0,0.0,0.06666992161661331,0.0,0.057563350669484,0.06475861953282258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483997199816844,0.0,0.0,0.07690930041484381 anxiety,scndplace,2018/01/24,"Didn’t sleep at all because of anxiety? It’s finals week and last night it was really important that i got sleep but i didn’t get any, and i’m now sleep deprived and extremely anxious and i don’t know what to do. i’ve tried breathing techniques and everything and i can’t shake it, and adding onto it i feel like i’m gonna pass out. does anybody have tips? should i drink coffee or would that make it worse?",0.2237420718816061,2.566773255813956,1.8660676532769536,95.60884778012684,89.69767441860466,5.452854122621565,19.446088794926006,6.980632752743323,0.3276651162790696,324,10,72,5,11,105,59,86,0.181,0.762,0.057,-0.8856,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,9,5,4,1,1,16,17,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,0,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,4,1,6,1,5,10,1,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,39,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427003364790217,0.0,0.16052920887841673,0.2370626955282085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791825605450802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18363489556544246,0.0,0.0,0.20556610882605364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859322635181608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610285201077856,0.14991177676414458,0.0,0.2298725894241981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963423022522667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783049978387335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532414464594065,0.17104993329184698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251861884999844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400717344434978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19692330325272805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443070555013606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6299831997379637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246952336033922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832327988331014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384779551405966,0.14906634273430094,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BadlyTimed,2018/01/24,"All of a sudden, I just stopped being functional. Can't go to school. Help. When I got back to school after Christmas break I just assumed the the jittery feeling in my stomach was standard protocol, I just needed to get back into the swing of things and then I'd be back to feeling moderately fine and only sometimes anxious. That did not happen. I kept feeling extremely nauseous and during class I'd have to rush out because I had to throw up. I had thrown up the days leading up to the end of the Christmas break, but I'd just assumed that I was sick then. I realized that wasn't the case, because then I started having (what I think are) anxiety/panic attacks. I'd feel light headed as if about to pass out, unable to breathe, ready to throw up, heart-racing, cold-sweating, etc. Today during class I had one so bad I realized I can't go to school in my current condition. I'm nauseous on my way to school, I'm nauseous on my way back, I've grown to feel nauseous at home. It's milder at home yet still there, threatening to amplify. I can't pinpoint what exactly flipped the switch because I've had breaks before and come out fine, but this time I'm left feeling absolutely pathetic and worthless, angry at my own inability to function. I'm dreading the thought of sitting still during a lecture. I'm planning on contacting a mental health clinic tomorrow, but I realize it might take time until I get help and I feel like I can't attend school in my current condition because physically I'm holding myself back, I keep feeling nauseous and having anxiety attacks. Just the thought of going makes me want to cry, despite the lovely friends I have there. Has anyone experienced something similar? What should I do? Should I contact my class mentor and explain the situation? I'm so embarrassed and ashamed. I can't afford to miss school.",4.720918056867067,6.421644753541077,5.4873591438463984,79.00730773266187,70.30311614730878,7.949176371839262,33.75396075962648,8.515128840125781,2.9187755534571402,1470,73,258,24,27,478,173,353,0.193,0.737,0.07,-0.9955,3,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,19,13,2,3,15,0,25,7,3,2,2,55,61,21,0,5,10,0,8,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,10,14,0,4,17,0,0,11,7,8,0,1,12,10,33,5,43,44,3,60,0,2,0,1,7,18,0,4,26,165,43,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812733987121124,0.10060755261846413,0.0,0.062269791526034964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262735057083148,0.0,0.3423915460432185,0.07435776031073713,0.2171500268853513,0.0,0.07577981154664865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671356975998861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978234661303238,0.0574335364512768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887688595507833,0.0,0.09932060713444016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36023375986200434,0.0636213847789116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880418576818613,0.0,0.09305581851748428,0.0,0.15183715990653704,0.0,0.0712259505881641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875163033569695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913968047188848,0.09466200732858736,0.0,0.10553139165994628,0.11938426990206548,0.0,0.1786601860439316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915676679910426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675924045707804,0.0,0.0,0.04350809948120322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037621451251896,0.0,0.0594453478308099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897471640753263,0.09447398707945402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603364708255463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034642329617111,0.06773084613731252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407745238346252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001022986025189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855940168480458,0.08807832970612768,0.0,0.06303405796358298,0.0,0.14223993800977075,0.07445452348192018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695877686970414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916462659511047,0.05706327414000745,0.0,0.14140050058856754,0.10385814870741096,0.0,0.08441435729333538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252733849437869,0.14137648315122436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bbmd28,2018/01/24,"Working, and not working. I have had GAD literally for as long as I can remember. I'm also a perfectionist and totally over ambitious. So I started a new job in early October. I was, to put it lightly bored, and basically went crying to a manager there wasn't enough for me to do, now I'm being given 100% more work... But now I'm worried this is too much and I can't do this, and I am a fraud, and that I am going to get fired and I will never be able to find a job again, and I will eat up all of my saving, my 401k, have to sell my car, lose my apartment, and be on the street. For the record GAD is fun.",1.474812030075185,2.266705842105264,4.324819548872181,87.74452255639099,77.04511278195488,7.726015037593986,23.82631578947369,8.238735603445708,1.1488351879699246,459,14,111,8,10,166,83,133,0.133,0.797,0.07,-0.8085,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,7,0,18,1,0,0,3,17,26,14,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,0,1,4,4,2,0,0,5,2,14,2,16,16,5,18,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,8,83,18,7,0.20459607356037585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636154061077071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473917971458648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093528607180235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140243596573416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869971046637908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689300404377124,0.0,0.11627666352272703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.406060066633254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106108683796485,0.0,0.2288906726652463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040165519281856,0.0,0.15779710487761225,0.19760016276344144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056755637428788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317674677229796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481415391624547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966260995081669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44684513483828747,0.20777724403030928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BurnerBurn1987,2018/01/24,"I feel trapped... Burner account because worried about some people seeing it on my main. I don’t really know where else to go with this. Today, after a build-up that’s been coming for months, I finally had a full-blown anxiety attack. The “can’t do anything, can’t think anything, just want it all to end” kind of anxiety attack. You know, the fun one. I hate my job. I work something that people might consider enviable –Marketing for a financial company. Around a 40-hour week (usually closer to 50), white-collar, livable (not great) pay. However, I just hate it. I have no passion for the work, my boss gets off on talking down to me and treating me like her assistant, and I’m made to constantly fear what I do or say out of fear of losing it. As an example, I got written up to HR and put “on notice” for telling my boss I felt denigrated when she implied to others on a call that I was her inexperienced lackey and should be treated as such (I’ve been here for over a year longer than her). I don’t even know why I got into Marketing. It’s a piss career filled with self-aggrandizing people whose only goals are to manipulate human behavior to sell more shit. Oh, and to let you know how goddamn amazing they are at doing it. It’s nothing but pointless strategy meetings, thousands of pointless emails, and dozens of people jumping down your throat because “there aren’t enough leads!!!” (Spoiler – There are never enough leads). The problem is, I feel trapped. I haven’t been able to find another job after months of searching, and I’m dreading just doing this same thing somewhere else anyway. I can’t just quit either– I have a wife, we just bought a house, and she really wants us to have a kid soon (I do too, but recent anxiety and all is making me worried about what kind of Dad I would make right now…). What do I do? What can I do? I feel imprisoned in a cage of my own making, getting stabbed with spikes I helped sharpen. The only passion I have is writing, which hasn’t gotten me much but one (unpublished) novel and a second that is taking longer and longer to finish as I become more and more drained from my crap job. I love my wife. I want to do whatever I can for her. But if this is my life for the next 40+ years…I don’t know if I’ll survive. Or if I’d even want to. From where I’m sitting, I don’t know that I’ll make it another couple years…but I can’t find a way out…",3.6882053571428566,4.838462481250005,4.828154761904763,84.87375000000003,72.10416666666666,7.8190476190476215,27.464285714285715,8.238735603445708,1.7414035714285712,1861,66,380,28,35,613,239,480,0.135,0.8109999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9865,5,2,1,0,0,0,72.0,2,3,1,8,21,23,7,3,20,0,44,8,4,11,3,73,81,26,0,10,15,3,4,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,24,20,0,0,13,1,4,7,14,12,0,5,12,6,54,11,57,64,12,44,0,1,1,3,27,18,3,7,18,258,78,13,0.08218840404809337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236341556677448,0.1886217124117109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526810725142052,0.07316510455634223,0.0,0.18700234941591096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020257652506276,0.09077063505615693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392354974755899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079803262879128,0.0,0.08881646681053289,0.0,0.0,0.09093990583078636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731573079304152,0.0,0.07279453117586104,0.16984518345388164,0.0,0.10856933147293234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849696085811256,0.12467077971584145,0.0,0.07891375674905736,0.09003337929723441,0.15023742466295073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588009782769766,0.0,0.04670956405304602,0.0,0.1314671495417127,0.09061300561357788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228806695929215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508915477623387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093902239411982,0.09483438344514353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446779274168317,0.0,0.0,0.17117315064744507,0.27101158471426096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404321157391544,0.0580521003790399,0.040153102721254184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194780115024898,0.0,0.0,0.07417824350293782,0.0777686551427794,0.219445591622076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718890856923385,0.0,0.0,0.1312039999761511,0.0,0.0604179336943219,0.0,0.06338876395628097,0.0,0.0874083001122622,0.0,0.0,0.07886199031766064,0.09357204274982853,0.0,0.0,0.11138597927120647,0.1250159696598065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279163635271502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864320288760693,0.0,0.08262204665785403,0.0,0.08741748447577077,0.0,0.0,0.10530399237514444,0.0,0.0811511337145486,0.0,0.0,0.07018844798726148,0.0,0.06535951770003387,0.0,0.0,0.06549351705778687,0.0,0.08574043004704834,0.0,0.08436521567626566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327264879834632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06179545137107919,0.0660599259324446,0.07183628773858099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460232364699052,0.052663010691715036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779049969997497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886253047857574,0.0,0.09051891556871164,0.0,0.19390740054275046,0.06523732957806255,0.06592658019927151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741622510649221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966827401235973,0.1669326276618208,0.0,0.05838428413525355,0.0,0.0,0.052926637554297565 anxiety,foxes722,2018/01/24,"the anxiety monster So I am two months into a new job, following 5 months unemployment from a really toxic job. I think some of my anxiety currently is based on what I've experienced in other job situations and sort of carry around with me as 'learned' anxiety. The unemployment period (even though I got compensation and was able to pay my bills) prompted a period of depression and the longer it went on for, the harder it was to stay motivated. And all that basically made sense, but I wasn't contributing well at home and it was stressful for my boyfriend as well. So I'm in this new job, I've had nothing but positive feedback... though I still dread conversations with my boss (again, based on history with old bosses who only ever had negative things to share). Everyone has been openly very glad that I'm hear and that part is a little weird for me! I guess I was just hoping that things would settle down for me anxiety wise now. I'm no longer new-new and I have a lot of support. But I'm in a non-challenging job, without a lot of job satisfaction to be honest... and whatever that means, I'm back to daily stress stomach aches. I thought something else was going on with me health-wise and took a day off, but yeah... I'm pretty sure this is anxiety. So I've made a psych appt - it's in April. Yay. I'm currently trying not to over-use the klonopin from my doctor, and I had stopped seeing my therapist when I was unemployed for financial reasons. So I'm a little behind on self-care. I think this all may be a matter of not really liking my work - whatever that means in the long run. I'm not really sure. I thought a low-stress job would result in (surprise) low stress but I seem to be creating it from somewhere. Spending the day with stomach cramps, digestion issues and stress burping (c'mon now... why??) is not conducive to long term happiness. Anyway, I'd be happy for folks to weigh in - or just some solidarity. At the frustrated and trying not to cry at my desk point today. 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Happened recently that a girl whom I thought was extremely attractive was giving me a million openings, and for some reason, same as always, I just had this irrational fear that I would somehow fuck up the situation and couldn't do anything, just froze. I'm prone to panic attacks now and then, and can get extremely nervous about receiving texts and emails, but other than that I've got my anxiety fairly under wraps these days. Not being able to seal the deal unless I've had 4 or 5 beers is definitely become problematic though, wnr it really starting to get me down. I'd really appreciate any advice as to how to work past that fear.",10.125225225225227,6.995860351351353,10.135405405405404,66.3307657657658,60.35135135135135,13.65045045045045,40.20720720720721,11.855464076750405,4.59859099099099,604,23,113,14,6,202,103,148,0.158,0.7659999999999999,0.076,-0.8502,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,2,4,7,0,11,2,0,4,0,23,24,16,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,0,2,1,0,4,3,6,0,1,6,1,7,1,17,15,2,17,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,3,8,73,16,1,0.16576307358822487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619817570406947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792815622836546,0.0,0.0,0.11272457429799253,0.0,0.1268082975815076,0.18726509057167096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136408885633893,0.0,0.0,0.1885794265408886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830722914349216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279021023063798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690346922747664,0.17089445023732389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373059085328833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324529046173166,0.1732087286625788,0.15901504468075262,0.0,0.0,0.13257587269345833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658373853310988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129627758300285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523598279844605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944872512063718,0.0,0.0,0.15823961022269767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238413909340145,0.17043204744961568,0.1636710373621698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632463991369205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732795666360307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286137817533675,0.13159736451405368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206774918009058,0.0,0.0,0.11775333150215095,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JayjayMjc,2018/01/24,"Perfect day ruined I was having a really good day. I wasnt worried about anything. I felt so productive and so active in everything. I didnt even thought about my anxieties. But in my night class, my professor asked a question and I confidently answered. Turned out my answer was wrong. My classmates didnt laugh at me, my professor didnot embarrass me in front of the whole class. But that was what I felt. I felt so embarrased that I couldnt even move. I cant speak because I feel like the moment I open my mouth, I'll cry. All the confidence, the joy, the productivity is gone. I went home alone, feeling so sad and so down. I felt bad about myself. I bit my tongue many times cos I wanted to hurt myself. I couldn't sleep that night. The scene replays in my head over and over. And this is all just because my answer was wrong. I really think overthinking kills.",1.8836842105263152,4.411786352941178,3.1006501547987635,88.76871517027867,82.52941176470588,6.637770897832817,21.888544891640873,7.85451343220497,1.1439411764705882,680,22,137,13,19,219,95,170,0.192,0.665,0.14300000000000002,-0.8390000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,2,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,13,1,1,8,0,13,3,3,1,3,29,26,12,1,3,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,0,12,0,0,4,6,8,0,0,14,7,31,5,14,10,4,20,0,3,0,0,3,10,0,1,7,89,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408477268388693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403426699601573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191064543346488,0.0,0.1271350902373621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354846826570265,0.16580013191392046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484691258805204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938191646872634,0.17540845942298208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964417786718245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122221732736408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752428623115442,0.0971534209798564,0.5222983972091448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406446992428194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956804423425265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641205961944872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558331109303158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045609710918928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643930684029856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787554940137972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445390290790848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552404219950796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234327500381595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424118652771822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609120496399893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713881840639713,0.0,0.10796324544162612,0.0792986075249983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479213244161189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021219040468504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606686645779666,0.0,0.15183131948207382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810748509118695,0.0,0.0,0.2973739774156621,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jesmea,2018/01/24,"Need Advice/Anxiety Medication Side Effects I've been struggling with generalized anxiety disorder for about 5 years (I'm in my mid/late 20's) My doctor gave me Xanax for my anxiety attacks about 4 years ago .5mg 1-2x a day as needed. I've gone through phases of taking it twice a day to not needing it all for a few days. I never take it more than prescribed. Fast forward a few years, Xanax is just a short term bandaid. It hasn't done anything to curb my overall anxiety or get rid of my anxiety attacks that seem to happen at random. I'm not sleeping well, zero sex drive, still having anxiety, and I get these occasional major depression days. I describe them to my husband as ""off days"" but I basically just get really depressed for like one day every few months and cry at everything. So I go to my doctor looking to get on something more preventative. I'm tired of feeling this way and just dealing with it and I want to get better for not just myself but my husband and our marriage. They put me on a low dose of Lexapro 1x a day, I basically felt like my brain was on drugs, I couldn't sleep, and was generally feeling terrible. After a few weeks my doctor told me to cut my dose in half but I still had the ""high"" feeling so I went off of it. I tried Paxil too with the same result. After that I let my brain decompress for a few months with just the Xanax to manage my anxiety. Now I'm trying Buspar because it's known to have minimal side effects, starting with 5mg 2x a day for 5 days then ramping up to 10mg 2x a day over 10 days. Yesterday was my first full day on 5mg and once it kicked in it felt like someone sucked my brain out of my body and I was dizzy and floating, followed by the weirdest, bad headache I've ever had. Trouble concentrating, I was up until 3/4am. Not the brain on drugs feeling I had with SSRI's but still feeling worse than I did before. My therapist also told me it would help me sleep. I'm just feeling so discouraged at this point with everything I've read about people have no side effects on Buspar and some of my friends having such good luck with SSRI's. I just want to feel normal again, not even necessarily super happy, I'd be so content with just feeling normal and not having constant anxiety. Has anyone else had issues with SSRI's or Buspar? I'm going to try to stick it out with Buspar but this has just been terrible. Any advice or thoughts on your experiences are much appreciated.",4.3371272509003616,5.317613879591839,5.58732292917167,80.67318127250901,70.40816326530611,8.2953181272509,29.309723889555826,8.583994105835817,2.1685246098439377,1931,73,378,31,34,646,227,490,0.157,0.738,0.105,-0.9752,1,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,1,1,2,6,27,23,4,1,16,0,27,22,8,4,3,85,69,28,0,9,23,2,10,3,1,1,13,0,0,0,17,24,0,3,16,1,0,8,10,13,1,5,21,11,45,10,71,44,14,73,0,4,1,1,13,29,1,7,40,245,62,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060516133148322424,0.05489616869201101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049524460693210384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04211372608825,0.0,0.3790030660712825,0.0,0.0,0.043302075856406136,0.0634534018197755,0.050962148061902204,0.0,0.0,0.1409059624253321,0.0,0.0,0.051707983896843286,0.037751238224712484,0.0,0.052696870626348265,0.0,0.0,0.05477101501657833,0.0,0.0687889661028506,0.0,0.2765322087444104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692306152433232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802590866456983,0.4792676431701325,0.06384590150033415,0.10667841614876596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097580116959849,0.1901603361945569,0.0,0.06337469139838936,0.0,0.0,0.14363555677256926,0.0,0.05173358854571978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04090340626428195,0.056018169644491037,0.05217770783767845,0.0,0.1113152732873523,0.06057827615759975,0.0,0.0,0.2505046060586381,0.0,0.11892277159142885,0.0,0.0,0.05267662873277987,0.0,0.0,0.047846058230764835,0.0,0.16177628082468096,0.0,0.07039115923323419,0.05194296201552764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054763457320814064,0.06592438805721204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041509587431326975,0.06543120600674282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463760592447393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332642156168962,0.0,0.09076589039078914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052004617627732334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062386778105058764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886199798257628,0.0,0.04552481357340628,0.1377583218910451,0.04776332928495288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135420373326085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595217977065061,0.04196457600377625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042933651175484235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854275881749727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225557613708284,0.0,0.0,0.061945585964662174,0.0,0.039673192447033184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563776783482938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18592065420857776,0.0,0.0524720942729189,0.04767583670460801,0.0,0.0,0.04383354259882125,0.0,0.14836932406304285,0.0,0.0,0.06474145632140585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931255417501066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190414147873267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049164571235636466,0.0,0.0711780767041393,0.0,0.1183512964763609,0.0,0.12613682554847178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305445354085449,0.04915622043769555,0.04967556964607209,0.0,0.0556814529560813,0.05740864320134741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06311076558799257,0.04399246197861932,0.0,0.0,0.11964040279416654 anxiety,didudidule,2018/01/24,"Random bursts of euphoria Sometimes I get these random bursts of euphoria, usually when I'm enjoying a sunset with a cigarette. It feels good, feels like life is beautiful and nothing really matters but it also feels kinda weird. I get excited and it somewhat reminds me of a panic attack. It usually lasts for a few minutes. Anybody else gets this?",3.515595238095237,6.6680831587301626,5.274900793650794,71.27044642857145,82.49206349206351,8.864285714285714,31.684523809523807,9.188382445141503,4.217890476190478,281,15,40,9,8,95,45,63,0.156,0.619,0.225,0.4586,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,8,5,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,4,5,8,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18571095179232225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641904629443962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399492359893888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522611465753551,0.1659022145880417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639853115269849,0.0,0.0,0.19478004969246554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189295086422066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402800629977735,0.11345383445411898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228269943753611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246703352262897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487698447766962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296773326490971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5115279948945479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Diminister,2018/01/24,"On academic probation - having trouble sleeping Not sure if this is the right place to post. Anyways I was going through some tough times as well as a job that made me work 30 hours a week last semester and my grades took a fall. I’m planning to take this semester very seriously. So seriously that I’ve already studied ahead of my classes by pulling unnecessary all nighters just because I’ve been so stressed about falling behind and getting kicked out of school. All I can think about is getting kicked out of school and this makes me awake and study rather than sleep when I should be sleeping. But I still need my sleep I’m just not able to get it anymore. Really anxious and constantly stressing out from not only school anymore but my lack of sleep. Ugh I just want to be able to have a normal sleeping schedule... Any advice? 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I am curious as to what other people listen to when experiencing anxiety. The “relaxing film score” playlist on Google Music has singlehandedly prevented many anxiety attacks. Nothing else can instill such a calmness in me. I figured I would share it in the hopes of it helping someone else. I can’t imagine what I would’ve done if I hadn’t found it but I’d also like to see what other people listen to. It helps when I’m at work or trying to concentrate but not so much for sleeping. 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I had been feeling pretty good since then, but today I made the classic 'one won't do any harm' mistake. Woah do I feel it. Little hints of the old balance and coordination issues abound that I hadn't felt since last year. Lesson learned, coffee is just not a good idea. I noticed I don't feel any less tired without it anyway. Instead of being level all day it puts you back on a ship in high seas. Avoid.",2.3908571428571435,4.564772323809528,3.6764285714285694,87.40607142857144,78.14285714285714,5.723809523809526,22.880952380952376,6.742157984588678,0.7009809523809523,414,13,81,4,10,135,75,105,0.087,0.775,0.138,0.529,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,6,0,11,1,0,1,1,19,16,5,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,8,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,4,8,2,8,8,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,10,51,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686201827978037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893719310169728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165282034071773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740824140196144,0.0,0.17348790950402612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30310346026850965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090579532465649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20397369319016034,0.0,0.18859034274290756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472840668152222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109589854470184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097046144392933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450868484828555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571341111425454,0.18960067068878675,0.0,0.12243822552555912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838236943647064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164039762036072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989324001794326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076731910074041,0.17127020213196792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417587438210305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23271308032061336 anxiety,aberdeendaydream,2018/01/24,"Anxiety making me physically ill So my life has come crashing down because I feel as though I chose the wrong major and have no idea what I want to do with my life. I went to the er on Saturday for a suicide attempt (took too much adderall) and I haven’t been the same since. My anxiety is even worse and I feel so depressed and hopeless, which has caused me to have a lot of stomach problems. I can’t eat at all, and even the thought of food makes me sick. My parents have been trying so hard to get me to eat because of how dizzy I am. I missed the first two days of school because I fainted at the top of my stairs and fell backwards headfirst down them. I went to the er and my head was okay but my blood sugar was 45 (I am not diabetic). The hospital gave me medication for nausea but I’m still just not hungry. I’m constantly thinking about the future and it’s making me sick. My parents suggested taking the semester off to think about what I want to do but I feel like that will make my anxiety worse and I’ll be even more depressed and lonely. Has anyone been through this? I just want to be myself again this is killing me. 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Since last spring, on and off (like, it happens for a few days to a week every couple of months) ive been feeling like my neck lymph nodes are hella swollen. It happened again starting last night when i took a sleep aid for jet lag, i thought it was just a bad reaction but its still here today despite the sleep aid being out of my system. I've had blood work done like 3x this year and everyone tells me everything is fine, not just fine but perfect. No thyroid issues, no cancer, no nothing, every number in perfect range, etc. But right now im SO uncomfortable because my lymph nodes feel so big and heavy. I feel like im going crazy, like maybe its all in my head. And i cant stop worrying about it. I have read stress (which i have a lot of with my freelancing career right now) and anxiety can actually cause lymph nodes to swell, but i just can't get past it being something worse. I don't know how to stop worrying, it's like ruining my day to day. I stopped bringing it up to my husband because he's convinced its all in my head.",4.933120300751881,5.128172587719298,5.356165413533837,85.66815789473686,68.73684210526315,8.268671679197995,30.32080200501253,7.957251820313856,1.8493749373433583,882,32,186,10,14,282,133,228,0.16899999999999998,0.6409999999999999,0.19,0.3716,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,13,16,0,1,6,0,15,15,6,2,4,33,32,13,0,0,8,1,5,7,0,0,9,2,0,0,12,7,0,4,7,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,6,7,20,13,19,24,5,36,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,1,28,101,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.09832345633196424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707816970334858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412716655055881,0.1228400129448518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350430816745536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114847501617215,0.0,0.19493812077311032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312817653243413,0.0,0.10310851084426156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236972742837092,0.0,0.0,0.16978278349602213,0.09627680756229612,0.0905531199412878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547266534992447,0.21594061511962284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264092349072913,0.0,0.1145240701767666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781966399658371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068097312410377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265017562803139,0.1051632306895952,0.0,0.0895566848205675,0.0,0.0,0.055372938383106064,0.16425940024411426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445705170839386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565926535957398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012230830548097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042258799331127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455281000078801,0.0,0.0966782317124868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618313440961676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078340393076583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209038246991035,0.0,0.08012532490452746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334651844691641,0.0,0.20165780553344087,0.0,0.0,0.07756699744641676,0.0,0.0,0.0713157129867748,0.0,0.08046398187010241,0.2527099285090301,0.115415815532305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880653055214626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07998911891398851,0.0,0.0,0.0955050376127232,0.0,0.1119437764936929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082049629794437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335166838294596,0.20464549769104198,0.10267911234648727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488364938072454 anxiety,bitchwhat,2018/01/24,"Feeling Trapped Hey everyone, I've been aware of my anxiety disorder for several years now, but since being on the phone, keeping track of appointments, and travelling are all huge triggers for me I haven't gotten professional help. (It ends up feeling like a long walk for a small drink, and creates more anxiety than it frees up) I used to just rant to my friends and struggle, but I've run out of sympathetic ears and now I just look like a hopeless turd. I've recently put a lot onto my plate, I got my license for the first time, I have a car, and I work two jobs. I'm very accustomed to taking the bus, and find myself gripped with anxiety any time I try to make myself drive. Usually my triggers only flared up in strange social situations and organizing myself (adhd comorbid hollaaa) but now I can't deny it's fully interfering with my life. Also I just found out that, despite having two jobs, I have ZERO mental health coverage. Help me. I don't want to leave my car to rot in my driveway, and I don't want to keep asking for rides after finally getting my license. I need tips and tricks to dealing with anxiety in the moment so that I can feel more confident meeting strange situations and unknowns. I want to be a fully functioning adult instead of hiding in my house. 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Id like to go out alone more for because I think it'd help me be more confident. Usually I go out with someone otherwise I will not really enjoy my experience. I do go out for necessities and what not, but usually Im wearing earphones and feeling like death. I also feel people stare at me (may just be in my head or they can sense my anxiety). I'd like to go out eat out alone for once instead or go shopping or something. I've gone walking alone but besides that, I do not go out much at all. What are some tips you guys may have or somethings you do that have helped? Thanks a lot !!",2.051013986013988,3.632024115384621,3.8144755244755264,88.76416083916084,77.07692307692308,7.18881118881119,25.66433566433567,8.00094639256281,1.396153846153846,485,18,107,8,11,163,77,130,0.108,0.743,0.149,0.6973,0,4,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,13,3,2,0,1,28,25,9,1,0,10,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,10,1,0,3,1,1,9,3,0,0,0,1,3,14,6,18,18,6,21,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,8,5,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5429570720115062,0.0,0.10480912389825016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912571027765867,0.0,0.10026100929133287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989333248708537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410772517964525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820242689113684,0.0,0.0,0.13253636650444953,0.09362972725053374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5213933618160793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977061099297724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345059986848321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569433088856007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415679508480203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208878438140006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114230453727534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096344629693545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957527420161184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09086092614578416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396078391198482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104723106262897,0.20179372399752568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066300278849865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397834804001786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886894955677172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ZaxbysLover,2018/01/24,"I could really use... Someone to talk to . I’m having another panic/anxiety fit and this time it’s lasted more like almost 3 days. Not fun. Sleep has been easy because by the end of the day my body is so tired from worrying all day, that it wants sleep. Some issues are Personal so I can’t share it all in public. But I would love some peeps to talk to, and vent to. Have a good day folks",0.2423848238482407,2.3200506097560982,2.3535772357723594,94.41649051490515,85.58536585365854,6.083468834688348,16.428184281842814,7.3871296695380915,0.02569485094850954,298,6,69,5,9,100,64,82,0.098,0.706,0.196,0.8372,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,9,5,3,1,2,13,13,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,5,9,10,5,9,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,3,8,41,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827358463411672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913550764894658,0.13960318314429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124327997530732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270355557190767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570219729512582,0.0,0.0,0.4707598754326402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616306225467584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306267391403164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047055489911946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148752462751168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915465056490883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470297264282174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141109049424937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593418966192863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690678935162722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652405300581305,0.0,0.15462189185285968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933546457785116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641049674357657,0.2097436557648904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761144944859112,0.0,0.0,0.10763643009950903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18532590358445405,0.0,0.12963457610476514,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,skp09,2018/01/24,"So done with the Medication merry-go-round. I fucking hate meds. They seem to help, somewhat, but I hate being dependant on them to be normal. Tried so many now, and nothing’s worked that well. Escitalopram - Lexapro 10mg (made me walking apathetic zombie) Effexor - worked, but caused extreme limp dick so quit that one. Withdrawals brutal. Wellbutrin XL - sort of worked but didn’t help anxiety any. Trintellix - extreme nausea couldn’t even go two weeks. Wellbutrin150/Seroquel 25mg- gained 20lbs, brutal for me gaining that much weight. Was fat kid in school, worked hard to get to healthy size and weight, so gaining 20lbs at 31 sucked ass. Wellbutrin 150sr / ability 2mg - ability left me so internally agitated it was gross. Back to Wellbutrin 300sr and Seroquel 12.5 as needed now, and just not satisfied. Doc won’t prescribe benzos because I mistakenly told her I quit drinking completely almost 2 years ago so she thinks I’m an Addict or alcoholic for life, when In reality I’ll never drink again. Doubtful she’d go with a maoi or tca either. Looks like I’m stuck with pissing around with crappy ineffective medicines instead. So sick of it all. And always makes me feel like such a small man, first off having anxiety and depression and second needing stupid meds.",4.943045052292838,7.830381880530975,4.706629123089304,79.61526146419953,73.11504424778761,7.47192276749799,29.74175382139984,8.438071523408619,2.5637061946902664,1019,44,168,19,22,312,160,226,0.28300000000000003,0.589,0.128,-0.994,0,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,11,18,15,8,1,4,0,10,14,4,4,2,37,29,21,0,4,8,0,5,2,0,1,6,0,0,2,5,12,6,0,3,2,0,3,5,12,1,4,7,6,13,3,20,17,4,21,0,1,1,3,10,8,5,8,12,90,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817391227294228,0.0,0.0,0.10422298694308656,0.12565172949733086,0.11773420205244199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978316718458651,0.0,0.0,0.07995491176890021,0.0,0.17988883626903074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046665201942457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904077817840883,0.0,0.0716725210943938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207817311745649,0.0,0.0,0.12327496544874647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126702316659153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031986551181136,0.0,0.23035713158643475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765706202426516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059449363472227165,0.08399547737617513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000908477646284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869602971821064,0.06142799253874182,0.0,0.20046144506461025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532394777603457,0.2321615931622068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761585159576708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774538971434546,0.0,0.0830465749141673,0.11488223962283585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873323973489126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125214080317286,0.07848210764655843,0.11920241689556635,0.0,0.0,0.26119824704667144,0.1184442651425149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643102357957576,0.17436048362869147,0.09068095211439477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519836349727762,0.11281621412548545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967174324043914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501105946528793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899199836713616,0.0,0.10703570348126801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533719941327363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234778237946703,0.0,0.07982558731883438,0.0,0.11485351823556665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431143137984438,0.2863489202777663,0.10571388646396186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423834871685272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757143314696488 anxiety,meolalashes,2018/01/24,"Anxiety with travel. My SO is going out of town for a few days for a conference for work. I have GAD I am very nervous about him traveling far away and going away on the trip in general. There will also be a time difference. Does anyone have any tips? Stay occupied, distract myself from anxiety, anything to help at all :)",2.1424423963133634,4.7574458709677465,4.0417050691244265,81.86112903225808,82.2258064516129,8.058986175115209,24.98617511520737,8.841846274778883,2.456398156682029,252,10,46,7,7,85,53,62,0.122,0.792,0.087,-0.0754,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,14,6,2,16,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,2,35,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075827677532281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652052540167826,0.0,0.3971497333883252,0.0,0.0,0.18150151722834096,0.0,0.21360886312063948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4877602391458721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740499285817562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712015862756272,0.0,0.0,0.2271566349954584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29504595213080625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398826613513785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276673390794272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136080517501332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141773172473039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897435975708074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,QuarantineTarantula,2018/01/24,"How do I forget? Often when something bad happens or something important is going to happen, I just can't stop thinking about it. For example, any time I have something important coming up, like a big paper I need to hand in or something, it just haunts my mind. I get nervous, anxious and worry about every little detail 24/7 even after I've finished it. I just can't stop thinking about it. I know worrying about things I can't control is bullshit, but I still feel like shit. I just can't find a way to get my mind off of it. How do you guys get things off your mind? How do you forget?",3.4274136321195137,4.7397488655462165,4.539775910364148,86.06486461251171,72.94957983193278,6.633426704014939,26.66760037348273,6.937597516519254,1.2294530345471515,461,16,91,4,9,151,68,119,0.165,0.711,0.124,-0.7065,0,0,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,1,15,5,1,1,2,0,10,2,2,4,0,27,22,8,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,3,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,2,15,2,14,22,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,3,9,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976157041295566,0.0,0.0,0.1621652934941658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985430229168015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365153739790502,0.0,0.0,0.16099822315997106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481029523291742,0.0,0.12094307874273673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258080019109774,0.1025487676288428,0.0,0.0,0.13119777375509367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498943262920865,0.0,0.08158008339904442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213238276517476,0.25387321158607673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888872486581196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025793368613984,0.14387006851260078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348193994005009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643699683504046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473471540653204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44203263896751627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463543587737138,0.24002054196074266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073019443488548,0.1839560223424828,0.0,0.0,0.0837023997133145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393955168721445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915543735584253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Einarth,2018/01/24,"How i feel almost everyday anymore. I'm not sure I can keep feeling this way. Have you ever felt like if you disappeared or just died that no one would even notice. Not even the people you hold so dear to your heart. I've been screaming for help for a year and no one even cares. No matter what I'm wrong. For once I'd like to be acknowledged and respected. I just want to feel loved, I just want to feel anything other than despair and distrust. At this point in time I'd prefer to not exist at all than continue on fucking up everything and everyone else's lives, I'm only bringing them down. I wish I could take back all the hurtful things I've done to people, I wish I could rip out the parts of my brain that cause me anxiety and hold memories that I wish didn't exist at all. Most of all, I wish my wife loved me like I love her, I wish she had the same feelings for me that I do for her, I wish I could know for sure whether she's being faithful. I wish I knew how to trust her. If my marriage and family collapse, I'm as good as dead. I'm terrified that these past 6 years were for nothing. Just need someone to talk to. Someone to help me understand my mind or understand what I'm going through. 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I have been referred to a top doctor ( not sure whether it’s just for teens and under or not ) but was referred to this person to be reviewed to see if I was fit to be prescribed ssris or not. Now after reading about how most ssri medications have around the same success rate as a placebo pill and often they also cause conditions to get worse and on top of that they interact with pretty much anything including passionflower which I often supplement, I’ve decided there is no way in hell im trying those. So I wanted to know what other alternatives there are that have a success rate that makes them worth actually stopping supplements for? Also how can i avoid having these ssris forced on me. And can anyone tell me what these doctors obsessions are with their damn ssris? Cheers!",6.581249530956846,7.448536663414638,6.7346341463414685,74.86532833020641,65.29268292682926,9.624765478424015,31.86679174484053,9.661875296680813,3.029517823639776,876,33,152,17,13,281,128,205,0.146,0.7190000000000001,0.135,0.2194,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,5,17,9,2,2,8,0,18,4,0,6,2,39,29,18,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,16,10,0,2,4,1,1,2,5,4,0,1,4,2,15,5,30,23,4,23,1,0,1,0,7,14,2,7,6,121,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.1492913252439249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446841535181089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23406626519593124,0.0,0.0,0.10697069315036736,0.0,0.25178729632689595,0.27237823070112643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932582570307588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715777202343512,0.0,0.13178306093788794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131733305333643,0.0,0.1565568054879616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012899213090254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239785098790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704454152318005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652500895445392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084076574016618,0.0,0.1725737823923721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063560952842326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541163273429767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246160298728676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13358063115352642,0.15983679977113194,0.0,0.1446203066663375,0.0,0.0,0.15564077912461144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302643434968885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190926539889485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790233899709416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418658444364238,0.0,0.11502570666642345,0.0,0.1337156631772735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386679617432117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023453701042837,0.12143239946069775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559048199579367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,greycobalt,2018/01/24,"Can't sleep from anxiety, introducing myself instead! I'm a 31 year old male. I've had anxiety my whole life - my first recollection of it was my Kindergarten graduatuation - and it's such a pain in the butt. It's ground my life to a halt in the past 10 years and I'm at an impasse with everything, just fighting off the anxiety so I can exist every day. I've been on Effexor XR since I was 17, and I despise it. For one, I feel like it does nothing to help me, and more importantly, I'm heinously dependant in it. I'm still angry at the therapist who gave it to me after a 15 minute conversation. I've been on Xanax XR and regular Xanax for spot attacks for like 8 years, and it generally let's me have sort of a life. Right now I'm struggling pretty bad. In general, I'm moving with my parents to Colorado and leaving behind grandparents, sister, brother in law, and best friends. It's been a constant state of near-panic for months. I had the flu 2 weeks ago, and it was so miserable I've been worried about getting it again since it's surging through the family currently. I generally have a hard time telling if I'm legitimately ill or just having bad anxiety, since one usually causes the other anyway. Right now I can't sleep because of how crummy I feel. I took a 1mg Xanax about an hour ago and I barely feel it, which is unusual. I hate taking it so often because I don't want to be dependant on it, but I equally hate this feeling. I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but talking to someone felt important so I'm laying my story out for all you folks. Nice to meet you! I'm an open book if any more details would help with advice or curiosity, so fire away.",3.8050877192982457,4.731094669590644,5.631827485380117,80.06598684210529,71.60233918128654,8.857894736842105,29.74707602339181,9.188382445141503,2.4731847953216364,1315,53,269,27,24,454,183,342,0.13699999999999998,0.7879999999999999,0.075,-0.961,3,0,0,0,2,0,39.0,0,2,0,2,19,16,5,2,18,0,20,12,3,4,2,46,44,22,0,4,9,3,7,2,1,1,9,0,0,1,20,16,0,1,6,1,0,3,4,10,0,3,12,7,25,6,39,29,6,43,0,1,0,1,16,18,1,8,23,165,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313105616018588,0.18710712538353155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176983763448534,0.0,0.3229468280473206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006534429897565,0.09915694814639432,0.0,0.17624057300968388,0.12867064919455476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075620405619713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841716967515096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140496865449312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680636380913424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235750218917656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889207858692564,0.0,0.094851249606012,0.0,0.09949235857568496,0.0,0.2134538614066654,0.07539676600161041,0.10133356509792628,0.0,0.0,0.08977104242358852,0.0,0.0,0.08153882711485377,0.0,0.05513953993796671,0.0,0.059979993915593624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454181692749043,0.20839495007354966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414805398115561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393421923655947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175009299186243,0.0,0.10792032469251164,0.22363501125173813,0.1031216157007133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423986906978953,0.11217078352634896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126709155437784,0.0,0.1107449617715682,0.0,0.14303131477275532,0.0,0.11230046536152788,0.0,0.11718807758092792,0.0,0.10074849431682004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737065397064452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802587015558484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26190775414893314,0.0,0.21122955078803224,0.0,0.08942247661527894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428322771874852,0.0,0.0,0.11033181435123172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099468840702169,0.0,0.0793518602108851,0.08482789415445646,0.09224535036519872,0.0,0.0,0.1225383987244846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615403811365066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172572197725193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623580984167632,0.0,0.062249375157593115,0.0,0.0846566642055897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11783002956817333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717952730300773,0.0,0.07497156263804676,0.0,0.0,0.2038901109122584 anxiety,fragilefleetingthing,2018/01/24,"Struggling So I moved to a new city to be with my boyfriend about a year and a half ago. In that time I've made exactly zero friends due to my anxiety and it's getting more and more difficult to go on like this. I have some 'work friends' but I'm struggling to make them 'life friends', you know? What makes it worse is there's about 4 people I know that live here that I could probably easily get in touch with to hang out with but I just don't have the balls to do it. I just feel like I'm completely worthless and they wouldn't want me around even if I did reach out to them. I have a pretty shitty history of losing friends through my anxiety making me a bad friend which doesn't help with the anxiety of trying to make new friends. I feel like I'm stuck in a vicious cycle. I'm applying to go back to university this year so I feel like this is my best chance of meeting people but that's not until September and it just feels like such a LONG time to keep on being lonely. It's a small city and hard to meet people in - not much going on. I don't know what I want from this post, maybe just reassurance that it's not just me that's like this and that things might get better? I don't know how long I can keep going on like this ",2.185478906391456,3.5004991901140694,3.337631721890279,93.43968314321928,76.11026615969581,6.986710121310883,22.02951294586276,7.62386473244151,0.5735056672098495,969,25,228,13,21,313,124,263,0.16899999999999998,0.623,0.208,0.9386,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,3,4,16,24,1,2,10,0,17,1,0,6,1,49,46,15,0,5,12,0,6,7,6,2,1,0,0,0,23,14,0,2,8,1,0,6,8,8,0,2,3,6,25,16,36,38,5,31,0,3,0,0,14,12,0,3,19,145,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828716214697298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214554581237314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322429145911872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188663163165929,0.07805871649264462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811006608278726,0.08268268864867645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802056698817534,0.0,0.0,0.07464269610934902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061748054218025115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908170992938875,0.2671518677578785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4333723668874868,0.0,0.14653112987720826,0.0,0.2125259245511242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374703688505357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266314934058774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619316106952312,0.0,0.0,0.20551461202554167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603345886068898,0.3197151812858776,0.0,0.0825517664126623,0.16546817613556944,0.0,0.10458934827408896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846076638901387,0.24961631623871255,0.0,0.09392143188298463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991761739803237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936312893807914,0.06872456143709682,0.0,0.0,0.18058291324529105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944387763282616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089535823822292,0.09511107794076304,0.10079605873723277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546826634724285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062109385684577086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090274068439374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634723303362792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028348908066346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806050080298147,0.0,0.09527243159382998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040663199976727 anxiety,Ashefeld,2018/01/24,"My anxiety has gotten worse when I’m in the dark... Lately its gotten pretty bad, i’ll wake up randomly and my tv’s off, so are the lights, i just freeze, think of everything wrong and just get really sad. I get afraid of everything, i start rethinking everything from the past weeks and second guess myself. I know this is going to sound stupid, when i tried to explain to a friend, i was just made fun of. But, when i wake up in the dark, or just happen to find myself in the dark. I just close my eyes, obviously I’m in the dark still, but it just doesn’t feel as bad. Sorry if this just seems ridiculous or i shouldn’t just post like this. I just needed to know if anyone else does this or if I’m just being stupid and don’t realize it. What do you guys do to calm down? I don’t normally talk about it. So i don’t really know what to do. 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Who else here has experienced this?",4.908181818181816,7.5233295151515165,4.790909090909089,80.30636363636367,72.03030303030303,6.824242424242425,29.181818181818183,7.793537801064563,2.1169272727272728,146,6,24,2,3,45,31,33,0.174,0.6559999999999999,0.17,0.2144,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,6,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,2,5,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26484952120804683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521800408598866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929073209515685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697133803145159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402195040100925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766636115754092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705126950237889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525849770795884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485372134364087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cristobalES,2018/01/24,"Finally getting Help TL;DR: Discovered this sub, had a terrible reaction to a breakup and FINALLY decided to get professional help. Two weeks ago, after feeling so anxious at work that I felt nauseous, I typed anxiety into reddit's search bar and found this subreddit. I identified so much with what I was reading and remembered my own experiences. I had had nights with no sleep because someone didn't text me back, daily bouts of nausea, physical shaking from emotional turmoil and obsessive thoughts. I'd been getting to know a guy online, he's from Spain (where I live) but lives in England and after a month of constant talking and getting to know each other, last weekend I finally got to go out and meet him in person. Unfortunately, in person the chemistry didn't last for him past the first day, and at the end we had THE conversation where he said it was better to be friends. I had an anxiety attack, trembling and everything. He was so good. He held me, talked to me, listened to me, told me how amazing I am and how he really felt close to me and cares about me. In that conversation he opened up about his past experiences with therapy and self-esteem problems and it clicked for me that I needed to get professional help. I'm grateful for that hard experience that helped me reach that realization. I got home, decided I needed space from him (and he supported me in that) to heal and made an appointment with a friend of a friend who is a therapist for this week. The last time I did therapy was in Utah, USA where I was a repressed gay mormon trying to get make myself straight, so it's enough to say that that experience didn't help overall. Since then my anxiety has been hard, but I've been reaching out to friends and family as much as possible and made sure I have time with people I care about every day. I know I can do this and that this pain will be worth it for the long term healing. Anxiety is a day by day battle and I'm ready to understand what's behind it, how I can cope with it and what I can do to live better. If you read all of this, thank you so much. Any comments, feedback or similar experiences would be greatly appreciated.",7.892024665981502,6.919510836930453,8.142295306611853,72.05410071942447,62.93285371702638,11.875710859883522,37.36313806097979,11.111384760643409,4.077440424803015,1717,73,324,41,21,565,207,417,0.1,0.7140000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9932,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,0,4,15,24,2,5,17,0,32,6,1,6,2,63,65,35,0,5,4,0,5,0,4,2,3,3,1,3,27,33,1,2,12,4,1,2,4,10,0,2,28,9,40,14,55,32,8,50,1,0,1,1,37,19,0,2,29,218,67,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473671132671993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049662921723430765,0.0,0.2234710788092666,0.0825031417728556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308219709210649,0.0,0.056155581822286665,0.0,0.04451842577376633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917824586602436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891795661794813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891951329622582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839329958957893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214894924241037,0.06468292623350104,0.07545953861507873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153094633850634,0.0,0.06563467801813072,0.3571868920658909,0.06884620864252257,0.0,0.036926175256907716,0.0,0.14024055445253975,0.2400024701402419,0.0,0.06211930247939217,0.0,0.08007365361895713,0.2256912665205517,0.0,0.2289310450792575,0.0,0.041504646533722656,0.06125412059846262,0.11681756580575528,0.08051586105746418,0.0,0.07231120712158344,0.0,0.0,0.13084111678148289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475243380911216,0.0,0.07325507019461114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040617653094875,0.17858765418790462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346055176630148,0.0646292745470166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820555205518106,0.04874810918441854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058291869697567764,0.0,0.1610564153049848,0.10830167726455296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853373184860972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770909625235911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943084593535668,0.05062982442259023,0.12753400293251735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233038091617824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987987159167476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460995771510897,0.0,0.04678490444865521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082728782667367,0.0,0.06946827806597808,0.05807640757840885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618624397159303,0.0,0.0,0.06041119185890478,0.0,0.07308276702454823,0.0,0.06187810371088299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287360762118172,0.06882993486582167,0.0,0.0,0.1173975365197704,0.0,0.0672362356914811,0.16703239783763835,0.08479348852594443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797768280405584,0.0851687904542196,0.0,0.0,0.0697833191066412,0.0,0.0495825935747473,0.0,0.07133972334658026,0.07602683220578188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171605628877389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316672842999661,0.0,0.0,0.051878434861994976,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,depressedthrowawayxi,2018/01/24,"emetophobic and scared, needs comfort yeah so i'll get straight into the subject. my boss at work had stomach flu a few days ago. i know that this thing is still contagious 2-3 to even two weeks after you've been sick. she came to work on the day she was sick and the day after she got better. there's a lot of this flu going around right now. but the fact that my boss was sick and came to work and i had to be close to her and talk to her. i'm so anxious and scared that i will get it now. i'm literally waiting the moment when i'm going to puke. i'm washing my hands like crazy. drinking probiotics. i even thought about going to get medicine beforehand to eliminate the risk even more. i'm so scareeeeeed. my mum said that the more i worry i'm gonna worry myself sick and get it so i should take it easy. but i can't. it's constantly in the back of my mind. anyone else out there that has severe emetophobia? 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I'm happy and functional when I work 15h. I can manage 20h at this point. But as soon as I do 25-30 hours I start loosing my self care habits and spiraling out of control. My anxiety peaks and I feel exhausted at the end of the day. I'll have crying fit, self hating thoughts and panics. Right now I work 20h with a few hours of preparation on top of it each week. The problem is that on my own, I wouldn't be able to support myself. I feel like a leech stuck to my boyfriend. Sucking his ressources away. 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Um... I have yet to get back to work after a hit and run accident three weeks back. I lost my car, lost my ability to commute, all the while my dad was bleeding internally, and I may have just lost it today. I have not been able to hold down a steady job since this started happening. I've been having anxiety based panic attacks for about two years straight. My best friend killed himself, I'm left to be confused, and hurt... My gal I was gonna marry... Had herself a marriage already a month before we broke up. Ever since, every single second of every day, I can feel a hole in my heart and possibly worse yet... My soul, my mind, and my wellness. Like this gaping chasm where all thoughts come out this twisted black mess. Swallowing me up whole this time. I feel completely and totally panicked. I am crying silently so at least my girlfriend can sleep for once. This keyboard is twisting and turning in my vision. I need to get this written down though. It will probably have a lot of mistakes... Man, I really despise this. I am literally so god damn tired of this fucking hole. It is painful, it makes me worse as a man, but... But it still has it grip in me. I am not gonna lie. I am a little suicidal. I think I had one of those mental equivalents to the straw breaking the camel's back happened to me today. I lost all my forward and literally DIRECTLY after I was in counseling. My parents said they had made or were making arrangements to have another vehicle given to me by a family friend. They yanked that chord yesterday morning right away from me. I am so betrayed... Saying I need to stand up on my own two feet (I agree and was getting there before the accident and loss of my car), and I snapped... It was like they kicked it all away from me. I snapped. I yelled at them. I argued with my girlfriend all day long. I am completely and utterly exhausted, but I cannot fall asleep. I just am an angry person. It has been my only defense my entire life. I'm a big guy... If I'm angry, it is quite obvious I probably should not be crossed. Worse yet, this was a new anger. One born from panic. And I am not allowed to get this bad, but I could not hold it back. No, I did not hit my girlfriend. I became flat out hysterical. I lost my sense completely. I just... Lost my head entirely... Horrible searing anger... Uncontrollable panic... Dread... Betrayal... I completely lost what little control I had in my body. And I love my girlfriend so much, and I know why she is panicking, but it is 3 AM. I'm supposed to go to a temp agency at 5... I can't sleep, and I am hysterical. I don't know how I can possibly manage this... I am so utterly frightened right now because I am so afraid I am going to have a nervous breakdown in that temp agency. I have not slept in two days now. I do not know what to do right now... I'm crying, I have been crying all day. I'm tired. I just want to sleep and damnit... I wanna feel like me again. My head hurts so much, and I could probably be pushed off a cliff very easily, but I just want to get better, and less angry, and less panic. My head really hurts. I wish I did not hurt my girlfriend so much. I wish I could have found the words to describe how petrified I was that my dad almost died... How absolutely frozen I was and am... Like fuck dude... That's my dad. Isn't he invincible? I am panicking because I feel trapped to my own head to find solace... The exact place that making me worse... I wish I could go to my counseling office tomorrow. I wonder if they could help someone like me with finding employment... I wish I was not so unbelievably weak",1.226424312166543,3.527171294765844,3.0934996687240686,89.25190658018623,83.29752066115702,6.430770303727728,22.6884960072532,7.6739169115481065,1.1235578547267842,2784,98,582,50,79,929,306,726,0.201,0.6970000000000001,0.102,-0.9974,4,1,0,0,0,0,154.0,1,0,5,13,38,50,10,9,21,0,74,23,12,9,10,108,135,46,3,18,24,4,5,5,7,6,7,3,0,4,31,27,1,4,13,0,0,11,15,38,2,7,34,9,115,12,61,84,19,76,1,13,1,3,31,32,3,8,38,406,146,5,0.05114761859258613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121695176227671,0.0,0.05644266898302575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363273773734581,0.03912778822613994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818780005903047,0.09610974268876137,0.15731744617447965,0.042706125087353546,0.062358227118016765,0.0,0.08704571244435251,0.0,0.053676270155618606,0.04523591217800526,0.0,0.056813473851131974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044059144497853135,0.2145092198806411,0.0,0.05736640342187085,0.2041860576328814,0.0,0.1685497719504411,0.13194393062122028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05308315293154734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04626594927342107,0.0861881492859101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048217422787607114,0.0,0.10344709109758506,0.03653986894232096,0.0,0.0,0.09349599355277004,0.0,0.0,0.05608072378743837,0.07903304649495672,0.0945702984142002,0.13361259837259745,0.0,0.08720511103049915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05064418382380018,0.09045934040763902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20996885105725832,0.0,0.0,0.06061017429839648,0.03428317059708279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901833425429126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075611924612253,0.0,0.056587261822543165,0.0,0.0843281806581018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05557203725675705,0.0,0.036127075626729344,0.12494071439164807,0.10252670158260573,0.0,0.045264032932745855,0.0,0.0,0.3908356737964012,0.04348387627126706,0.04616272271616472,0.048397113409984975,0.10242429773495587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05154476949304624,0.0,0.05164451423143936,0.0,0.04082554118385715,0.0,0.11279815435792087,0.07585062219456136,0.0,0.04939868875770462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054470544523415085,0.06931790013821952,0.038900068739626766,0.05442467235775387,0.24004284019334515,0.056793377534497785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446601276994285,0.05343837521356322,0.0,0.0,0.11532250978445892,0.0,0.0,0.16543735099014018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440178825803306,0.0,0.0,0.06553294836007262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310393604366856,0.04865309796835295,0.04067463921991397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461967728938778,0.0,0.15355367037311332,0.0,0.043337211253202335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03620254769518061,0.0,0.040846554278111666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594719314586785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03277332874380851,0.05025227557657197,0.0406054959180757,0.029824587719590026,0.11757332690705775,0.0969639237834112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055633921620322505,0.1498913739758966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220214195083555,0.06033638127001997,0.0,0.04102753445817889,0.0,0.045987851696789324,0.0,0.04615277027665129,0.05710448957185904,0.23526894867810255,0.0,0.05546741055232556,0.03723607550060009,0.0,0.20849517203659512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0329373894330785 anxiety,Gemini24,2018/01/24,"Anxiety Attack on Plane. DR gave me some Ativan? So I have suffered from pretty nasty anxiety for years, but never in the form of having it during a plane ride to the piont where I went into a near panic attack. Yesterday I was flying back from Korea to the united states when I had an episode mid air on a 9 hour flight. It was awful. Because the episode sucked so bad it freaked me out to the point where I was scared to get on my connecting flight. . . which I didnt. Instead I went to a local hospital and explained what was going on and asked if I could get something to get me through this last flight (only 4 hours). He gave me two pills of .5mg Ativan. Said take one as you board and take the other if you still feel anxious. I fly in about 5 hours and I have been unable to sleep because im so nervouse as to whether or not these pills will do the trick. In a perfect world I would have an opportunity to test them before hand, but I am not living in a perfect world right now. Has anyone taken Ativan and can reassure me that in about 6 hours they will get me on this damn plane? I have never used any sort of drug for anxiety so I am hesitant that it will work .. simply because I guess I have never used them. Any help would make me very grateful. Thank you in advance!!",3.3699276817999184,4.4059642290076315,4.3802611490558485,88.21883688228209,72.7404580152672,7.04250703093612,24.094817195660912,7.273561745256523,0.8597984732824422,996,27,212,10,19,324,148,262,0.17800000000000002,0.693,0.129,-0.8863,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,3,5,13,16,5,3,15,1,24,6,2,3,5,31,46,18,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,5,6,11,0,2,13,3,30,5,35,27,2,43,0,1,0,0,14,23,2,6,14,147,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585902552065212,0.0,0.2629979019047662,0.12946136506747974,0.0,0.08012849933841214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713220735298654,0.2607400013435201,0.0,0.08811759313223733,0.09568324546860893,0.20957078897169776,0.0,0.0975131348696082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149593709938353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289549505650985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05794340618738843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23948765235213976,0.0,0.06512780097141503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262409046637861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681158196799885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514176613011127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378382621237305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341139823506672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011907610634916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649401736540601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26515153072807074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765351739038791,0.08715576087378811,0.0,0.13445423785359648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833068203779128,0.0,0.0,0.1165857834499182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978647384894354,0.10900746218936992,0.0,0.11473103366429545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146792058895811,0.0,0.0,0.08822194258103369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151686957187276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232453093605565,0.0,0.0,0.1055050106889604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194407594091513,0.0,0.0,0.1979490705370904,0.0,0.09455406921895264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246410652609704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342757731177622,0.0,0.0,0.16281205419519956,0.0,0.0,0.0737963538432495 anxiety,BlubberyGiraffe,2018/01/24,"Looking for help with thought techniques Hey everyone, I've been thinking about my thought process and patterns recently and I have managed to figure out the origins of where I get down and sad about stuff. I've noticed if I am stressed or anxious about something it begins a chain reaction of thoughts that I lose control over. This can be about work, friends, family and sometimes about my relationship. Basically I'll sit there and think about something that absolutely wouldn't happen (boss will come and fire me, friends will cut all ties with me, partner leave me for someone else). Nothing is there to re-enforce this so I fill in the gaps with complete rubbish so it grows legs and becomes more and more real. Eventually the thought becomes the only real possibility and it gets me really down. I'm just wondering if anyone has any techniques to stop these thoughts from growing legs? I've had my fair share of previous bosses and partners who re-enforced those thoughts last, which is why I think it's so easy to imagine these unrealistic scenarios, but I feel like I am glitched. I just want to get to a point where when I think this stuff, I rationalise the thoughts and logic kicks in to be like ""No. That's ridiculous"". I know there are techniques and strategies to combat it. I saw a counsellor for a while but it never worked, I don't have the money to go see another. Having a lot of trouble with it. I feel if I get my head around this I am well on my way to fixing it, just don't know where to start. Any help would be appreciated.",4.656302878965924,6.432670814189192,4.7771034077555825,83.73522914218567,70.58783783783784,7.580258519388955,32.12632197414805,8.18289091462,2.354966980023501,1235,57,235,18,23,385,161,296,0.068,0.8240000000000001,0.109,0.9156,0,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,21,12,2,1,11,0,22,3,3,4,2,60,52,23,0,6,9,0,3,2,4,4,0,0,0,2,22,19,0,2,19,0,1,5,5,6,1,0,10,6,26,6,37,35,4,28,0,2,3,0,10,12,0,6,11,157,48,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330844537481456,0.10260560044874294,0.0,0.11054409581953806,0.0,0.06841989117080813,0.0,0.0,0.0871083861991612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161381052336496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429021465581951,0.10259520693980256,0.0,0.10974853265018453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174218967957078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350109278466262,0.0,0.0,0.09224547964420518,0.0,0.0989530960429842,0.06990497504539206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119931469136605,0.0,0.20449302365545136,0.0,0.055611138252306236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652956505947675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042364490029126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117530272749606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755301054551766,0.07976185444786507,0.0,0.1036103784842646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561038695008353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217043197347176,0.10947055459466676,0.0,0.08318966032467548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546894062235779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389094364971852,0.11140433252602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442030891791475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250108933379128,0.1103126174505447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227523614063123,0.06268603654535794,0.0,0.09661633560112104,0.10505565649641838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797480249642473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290907326389453,0.15066139413840227,0.09677741944069644,0.0,0.06925964067375409,0.0,0.0,0.08180805281285529,0.1120883123375366,0.0,0.22403261317555692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507966004592727,0.0,0.543780911841165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057715221059877427,0.0776697926415419,0.0,0.0,0.08798005352262904,0.0,0.08829556174812295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061155407156352,0.14247379665026494,0.0,0.0,0.06951074287741686,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MyOnlyFriendsAreCats,2018/01/24,"Is there an end? Will I ever truly feel ""okay""? I'm feeling so alone, hopeless and tired. This past year and a half have been some of the worst times of my life. I was homebound with agoraphobia for most of 2017, suffering from major anxiety and panic attacks. A ton of traumatic shit happened, stunting my healing majorly. I had started making progress towards the end of 2017. I was healing. I was hopeful. I could imagine a future for myself again. I thought that maybe my fight with my mental illnesses was coming to an end. &nbsp; After suffering from the flu for two weeks, I've slipped back into some very intense anxiety. I've spent the past week in my room. I'm so depressed and disappointed. I thought I was almost better. Is there an end to this suffering? Will I ever feel like myself again? I just want to be happy and healthy. I want my life back. This isn't living. This is so vauge and sounds dramatic as hell, but it's just how I feel. I'm lonely, scared, disappointed, and just so damn tired of this misery.",2.433528138528139,4.966605974747477,3.5820923520923533,86.17409090909092,80.16161616161617,6.397691197691199,25.590187590187586,7.62386473244151,1.5577702741702741,805,32,152,13,21,260,110,198,0.295,0.622,0.083,-0.9933,0,3,0,0,1,1,35.0,0,0,0,2,16,21,5,2,10,1,16,9,1,2,2,34,33,14,0,4,4,0,4,1,0,2,8,1,1,0,7,11,0,0,7,0,1,1,1,16,0,2,10,5,21,5,21,19,7,24,1,8,0,0,1,4,3,5,20,106,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645691277049778,0.13079392647459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683053148578822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321646964003308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14366824465706726,0.0,0.1942118564621048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11168946224951254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087839709471242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082887634109884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876971085599696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44740667899994974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846533853357964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255415430344376,0.09021854797082718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167405053995226,0.13443350372472587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543022068932552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783986861376386,0.06169682684218375,0.0,0.11151260982277236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429670280760869,0.0,0.12687098583946074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726630920582174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816908981817856,0.0,0.0,0.24110803021223745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643404256582708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296304830841094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938568693444117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051352056827865,0.0736382224615353,0.2902937295806397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336280438228507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419894975740636,0.14897318642790006,0.0,0.20259758410643425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132386717896256 anxiety,spoonyis,2018/01/24,"I finally saw a dr for my anxiety and I wish I hadn't I'm a 36f diagnosed with GAD in high school. It's only ever gotten different not better. I'm finding it increasingly difficult to do the things that people have to do like talk to people and take care of problems. I have no insurance. I saw a primary care physician. She said my horrible childhood was to blame. She seemed to lose interest fast when (for some reason) I told her I had no insurance. I left with a phone number to call if I wanted to continue trying antidepressants. I'm not depressed, I'm afraid. She also offered me anti psychotics. When I asked why she couldn't just give me an anti anxiety med she said it was because of the ""opioid epidemic"". It took serious mental prep to go talk to a stranger about my disorder. She made me feel like a throwaway. I told her anti d's give me the scariest of attacks and I can't stand the thought of trying different versions of a med like that. I haven't called her back. I'm not sure what to say.",2.270479876160991,4.328820382352944,4.272858617131064,83.55181114551084,78.01960784313725,7.824148606811146,26.423116615067077,8.6894789155246,2.1454450980392155,794,32,157,18,19,271,112,204,0.189,0.6990000000000001,0.112,-0.9035,2,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,15,1,1,12,0,11,3,0,2,2,23,37,7,0,5,5,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,7,0,0,14,6,29,8,21,22,3,15,0,2,2,0,23,3,0,3,11,97,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716137563625668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589025884583416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358360814671199,0.1382207595293702,0.0,0.09342395173643768,0.0,0.07406364827690015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074545202414369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812472837352514,0.0,0.2477492626786853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464547739267116,0.12331723845592328,0.0,0.2538777132849469,0.13924647299529408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990129618978632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143270362561633,0.08679772105471485,0.0,0.1330943927531296,0.11104636391740824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331026311356901,0.06904973590827478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836860606189313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200721096915452,0.0,0.0,0.17807238378322826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592444107508697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149637169264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26991230117787396,0.0,0.12244073812495793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240419884376548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684619095657969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625654189799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491949667438275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311435781321976,0.09661955806640084,0.0,0.12296179038019632,0.0,0.1106066114971264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450980123893276,0.0,0.09135087607882306,0.19530991274400614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071743130638308,0.0,0.0,0.09645531333319632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321918222433904,0.13498801066943825,0.1649774315847689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166227661069254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963244796248743,0.0,0.13971594022704828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,denkyuu,2018/01/24,"How do you pass a waking night when you can't focus on anything (i.e. games, books, shows, etc) I've been sick the last few days, and the meds are making me restless and keeping me awake. I've tried getting work done, writing music (unfortunately it's too late at night to practice or I'd just run scales for the next 6 hours), I've tried reading, I've tried playing games, watching netflix, but I just have 0 interest in ANYTHING right now. I've been fighting the urge to pace and panic, but I'm super fidgety and I think my cat is getting sick of me shifting around. Do you guys have any advice on how to either occupy yourself or force yourself to focus on something?",5.6162593984962434,5.806285766917296,5.799013157894738,83.09746710526319,67.27067669172932,7.552255639097744,31.66259398496241,6.6274283507984215,1.7591360902255642,529,20,103,3,8,168,90,133,0.136,0.787,0.077,-0.802,0,0,1,0,2,0,20.0,0,3,0,2,8,6,1,2,5,0,10,3,1,3,0,18,16,11,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,7,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,9,3,12,13,3,18,0,0,1,0,8,7,0,2,9,55,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299303175407947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734651099503325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082060103110303,0.16670540770845904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077032806879713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916369455901354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884979488933755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956762969071389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542163072995926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18441814317842345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644959175207755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15264583635969314,0.21124289323311404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500073307833146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800901848002806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915827901396616,0.3514707284034811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971493818794666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731551389235984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992314791445375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416562073795508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11999174636259405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814215965580105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633103191724155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,happycowsmmmcheese,2018/01/24,"I'm going to fail and I can't stand it. My life is never going to have any value. I wish I was never blinked into this stupid existence. Being alive is so pointless when you are nothing to nobody and you can't even achieve the most basic shit. How do any of you deal with the gnawing tug of our slow, inevitable deaths in the face of fucking eternity when nothing you do will have ever really mattered??? 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I've woken up with terrible headaches and jaw pain. Of course not sleeping well or enough hours only makes it more likely for me to be anxious the next day. I need a month off of work to be able to sleep whenever my body feels ready instead of on a set schedule",5.142530120481928,5.227817951807231,5.2430361445783165,87.0390120481928,68.27710843373494,8.085783132530121,28.648192771084343,7.554174236665415,1.4835320481927714,322,10,68,3,5,101,65,83,0.21600000000000005,0.728,0.055,-0.9119,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,0,4,8,7,1,0,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,6,3,14,6,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,8,40,7,1,0.1905260959292164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575194189299334,0.2152402573029152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908133182055215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163154154359407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287357004369096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686438793064934,0.0,0.1258406894668413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926714375409236,0.13611188100074625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762982593086144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186162853252358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717764849213306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520761120457173,0.0,0.0,0.14127268598411835,0.0,0.0,0.20262666449215394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490368138886406,0.20273319915724528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801087441296544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5719910747913438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884351806136533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720398264854488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17130584150463454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387052669913203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,paperandfireworks,2018/01/24,"Anybody else break out in hives on top of everything else? So my anxiety is primarily expressed through my body. I start to feel weak and nauseous, then I start to freak a little and feel that awful tightness in my chest and difficulty breathing. On a good day, that's all. On bad days, there are an array of options. Severe abdominal pain, vomiting, intense headaches, or sometimes hives (ooh, fancy)! I'm just glad all they require is some benadryl, which hopefully will knock me out. Do other people get hives too? 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Ok, so I've been prescribed every anti-depressant under the sun. None work for my anxiety. The only thing that DOES work is benzodiazepines. With these, I can actually talk to strangers, make friends, engage with my family (instead of avoiding all because of that bad feeling in my stomach where I just can't talk to anyone..) avoiding my responsibilities (one example: calling student loan company to get $0 payments because I'm unemployed, but I can't bring myself to take care of this without the right meds). I've been unemployed a few years now (the latter part of that is due to my anxiety, prior to that I had a boyfriend and didn't need to work, but the relationship ended terribly and sent me into deep anxiety issues) and I know these meds will get me on the right track, sometimes I can take a few here or there that I get from my mom. My last doctor was prescribing me 2 weeks amount at a time when I went in every 3 months or so, but I live too far to see that same doctor again. Every other doctor wants me to go through the anti-depressant phase again, I sent my medical records to a doctor but they didn't have all the anti-depressants I went through because those were all over 10 years ago, including a university doctor across the state and a different branch of the same medical facility as my last doctor, but those are lost because that doctor could not locate them. I understand the risks of benzodiazepines. Usually if I can take them for a few months I can slowly get off them and my life gets on track until I fall back into anxiety at which point I need to get on them again. I'm always thinking the doctors think I'm drug seeking but benzodiazepines don't get me high, I don't really understand how people abuse them if I take one too many I usually just pass out. This isn't a recreational thing for me. I'm on Medicaid so the quality of doctors available to me is low and most deal with people with addiction problems and I feel they dare lumping me into this group. Any advice on how I can get the meds I need? What sort of conversations to have? Thanks ahead of time for any help any of you may be able to give. I just feel so frustrated knowing what I need to get my life on track but getting denied... I'm a female in my early 30s if that helps. Thanks!",5.769765037593987,6.1726198048245635,6.443007518796993,77.87605263157896,66.96052631578948,9.847619047619046,30.978696741854638,9.784248007369934,2.813256516290727,1845,67,356,38,28,606,212,456,0.095,0.848,0.057,-0.9501,5,2,1,0,1,0,47.0,0,1,7,5,21,15,1,3,24,1,27,18,1,3,3,63,74,29,0,11,17,1,3,0,1,2,17,0,0,0,21,16,0,2,9,0,1,8,10,9,0,2,12,4,53,6,59,58,12,60,0,2,1,0,22,27,0,8,24,239,74,16,0.057931892656404166,0.06863981970464827,0.056533170456668114,0.06315431406400142,0.0,0.11322075005061752,0.051353127429515984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820397551728925,0.0,0.0,0.1181870207268052,0.0,0.1772709572623441,0.0,0.0,0.040507326328953895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044546049530449834,0.048370710551324636,0.1412589762358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059154939576086925,0.0,0.059065425521455064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462539023251301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059725237547882434,0.1496899627695811,0.0,0.0,0.060526497651124826,0.0,0.5929574691830798,0.050696589659754696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718260332277676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05131046179684368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643035443518845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05461303259004525,0.0,0.08787631675707035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475803656006471,0.0,0.3026702286227861,0.0555735502472793,0.03292402963762465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766105299140068,0.06120822527310851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046584475505315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367570630816081,0.09444444916336547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183801806564843,0.0,0.0,0.051154922577079716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323950424196692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03866998819666863,0.05873384638349555,0.0,0.0,0.25739709172370184,0.11672057421421687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784913251201086,0.09248136803169334,0.0,0.0,0.2147788217618861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851229950629131,0.04405981487625808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06273459432515856,0.0,0.08032536012480919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476436380282163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055432997399179305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03711265386658393,0.0,0.0,0.06219717230737948,0.0,0.09894703958817083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046164217979727286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057296123151843285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17423029425847336,0.09312692179225177,0.0,0.10667180672554394,0.0,0.0,0.07697475060975037,0.07424083525384564,0.0,0.0,0.06756110496777824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061828666648655,0.0,0.0,0.1276075904097657,0.0,0.03416973125232981,0.0,0.046469469891070564,0.0,0.0,0.10740688977456622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584427721636322,0.0,0.1265253234581212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461247899802975 anxiety,tcush89,2018/01/24,"Does anyone else ever feel a sense of failure or defeat after experiencing panic/a panic attack? How do you deal/cope? For anyone living with panic, do you ever get this sense of failure after you experience even the slightest bit of panic? Like, you go through many (or even most days) doing okay and fine, thinking you’ve gotten ahold of the anxiety that’s constantly trying to tear you down. But then all the sudden it rears its ugly head again, and you feel like a failure - almost ashamed even - because you feel like you just lost the battle again and slid back down the hill. I [24M, grad student] had a bit of a panic episode in class today (it was pretty minor, actually). I got up, walked around outside for about 5 minutes, then finished the 3 hour class, kind of on edge the whole time. But I got through it. But just since that happened today, I’m just feeling kind of defeated. Like I’ve never had panic sitting in a class before (only other places), so I just feel like the panic is creeping into another aspect of my life where it never was before. Anybody else ever feel like this? How do you deal with it? It just has me kind of down after a really not so bad day, I guess.",5.695714285714287,5.933160689655176,6.334926108374388,79.15982758620692,67.10344827586206,8.007881773399015,27.778325123152708,7.447530270364453,1.5922083743842368,928,26,172,8,14,304,129,232,0.199,0.6970000000000001,0.104,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,9,0,3,21,24,2,7,14,1,10,2,1,2,6,36,26,14,0,0,11,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,13,0,0,8,7,16,11,29,18,5,37,0,3,0,0,10,11,0,5,28,116,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0755093242082811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748243634336488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113710489727033,0.05919361180572107,0.0,0.0,0.10820836022023768,0.07928244114765648,0.0,0.06888242198830061,0.0,0.08802813050961347,0.0,0.05949855755518028,0.06460701983810442,0.04716863457223098,0.0,0.13168518705949198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689524818364479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361763963095024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980423330056457,0.1595457070243873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771361298066182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927802360802146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332142045421182,0.2099772641340718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569008873523582,0.0,0.0,0.23474647675474825,0.22111414068211435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040426574764261834,0.0,0.043975443232146236,0.0,0.12377178611639507,0.0,0.08524009184731568,0.0,0.0684247094334114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941168683586203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762012974583932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417304246497285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465404990348754,0.2268165663855605,0.0,0.06832579178772429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844667332471253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844868796046163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935666912881712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058849111400859085,0.0,0.6355011578931098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084306783808687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872078321863507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04957003809276125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400750662986755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04958040786844815,0.0,0.0,0.045119470017977344,0.0,0.14668973442665248,0.0,0.0,0.0525342753437807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638926812178616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bigballa714,2018/01/24,"New here I been having anxiety my whole life from the age of 16. I wake up feeling overwhelmed , feeling my heart beat fast . And stressing over things while at work when I know nothing wrong is gunna happen. I feel like something bad will come but when I get off work I feel completely nothing I wish I can feel like that during work , but I am strong and fight thrue the day. Thank god. 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Nothing affecting my career or anything- I’m still in school. But I’m losing my shit over it. And I know it’s not life or death.",4.945333333333334,8.220361755555558,5.751111111111115,69.86000000000003,75.8888888888889,8.933333333333335,33.44444444444444,9.3871,4.200244444444444,209,11,30,6,5,68,37,45,0.375,0.568,0.058,-0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,12,5,4,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,4,0,3,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,18,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251523500147183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24219851341840576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617493935333404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20788540178929546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292663910686547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27849066640846376,0.1964594505942982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824059153079268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994373924741692,0.0,0.0,0.34531858318554737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29060337055430385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29786537754061354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30211304403093353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350426155592559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955317019689116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shelzmike,2018/01/24,"We are not victims. When we live with conviction, we tend to live up to our convictions and not down to our flaws. Without convictions, life will just ‘happen’ to us. You can change your life – it’s a matter of choice. 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Sorry if this is not a positive post. I just feel desperate like never before. Anxiety is like a ghost to me. It haunts me and i think it will haunt me forever. 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My profs always seem to be like, ""Weeell, maybe, I guess?"" to my answers, so I always feel like I'm wrong and it embarrasses me even though it's not their intention? And I'm not the only one that answers with bad answers sometimes, but I still feel like I suddenly have a spotlight on my head for the rest of the class and that everyone must think I'm stupid. And then those thoughts ruminate throughout the rest of the day and sometimes weeks and I don't know how to get out of those thoughts? Even if I acknowledge them and I feel through the anxiety, it's still there and it doesn't go away. How do you guys deal with these situations? I'd be open to any tips y'all could give me.",3.694814814814812,4.946223604938272,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,72.20987654320987,8.11604938271605,28.314814814814817,8.59863814320734,1.8522,632,24,137,11,12,200,96,162,0.104,0.852,0.044,-0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,2,0,9,8,2,1,7,0,8,1,1,3,2,40,25,18,0,4,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,12,0,0,15,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,2,5,18,3,17,19,2,13,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,6,10,87,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506897428326027,0.0,0.0,0.20488126075498728,0.0,0.11523948546486355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153160449041222,0.0,0.1257784327808461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12027409310599592,0.0,0.0,0.09715058890578332,0.15530362673224524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989931127689435,0.0,0.0,0.14394334749228854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046732281933184,0.215235048376872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787033859368268,0.14450798788150054,0.0856124047269583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659473721201951,0.149157669018044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487261972205089,0.15460049913658316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278801835209526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22078585516091787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133851845857532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618315488459065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207782636812317,0.11456880414997725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875171164655114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713735272714694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932610911583673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979743936905987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406032189101624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652427884702612,0.14800341760728208,0.23918328475916986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083463377809547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470161773395914,0.0,0.0 anxiety,misterchief10,2018/01/24,"Anxiety About Health Coverage So, due to some complications I’ve had to drop one of my college courses, which brings me just below the credit threshold for being a “full-time” student. As a 20-y/o, will I be able to stay on my mother’s health care? I read that under ACA you can stay no matter what until 26, but I don’t know what’s been going on with ACA. I’ve been freaking out, because as someone with health anxiety losing coverage is like my worst nightmare and it’s making it worse. I’m on the verge of a panic attack and just looking to find a concrete answer. My mother said she’d check, but that would tomorrow and she’s asleep right now. Thanks much. 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First I want to mention that I go to therapy and that has helped immensely however I still struggle with acute and general anxiety sometimes quite severely. I've tried a variety of medications but have had problems with all of them. For starters benzodiazepines work wonders for me, however I have absolutely no self control with them and have wound up abusing them every single time I've been around them which has seriously impacted my life negatively and lead to rebound anxiety which likely worsened my situation in the end. I've tried a variety of SSRIs (lexapro, Paxil, zoloft...) and they have somewhat helped my anxiety but have all come with unbearable side effects (difficulty sleeping, blurred vision, allergic reaction to the lexapro, just to list a few.) I was prescribed hydroxyzine for acute panic attacks which does work, however I can't take it at work, school, or really any time I need to think because it totally zonks me out and makes me want to sleep. I smoke weed regularly and it definitely helps me quite a bit however it's currently illegal in my state and I haven't been able to get a medical card which makes ingestion expensive and difficult. I have just recently discovered phenibut, and it does wonders for my anxiety! Unfortunately you can only take it twice a week maximum due to rapid tolerance buildup but it got me thinking. Phenibut works on the GABA a and GABA b receptors so after doing some research I discovered gabapentin is also sometimes prescribed for anxiety. I mentioned this to my doctor and he agreed it's worth looking into but he told me the down side to gabapentin is it also builds tolerance which can definitely be an issue. So after all that he prescribed me Wellbutrin to try out before considering gabapentin. From what I've read on reddit it seems not many people had luck with Wellbutrin for anxiety but I'm going to keep an open mind. Does anyone here have experience with Wellbutrin and anxiety? Also does anyone have any experience with gabapentin and or advice/warnings? I know it's not a commonly prescribed med for anxiety but I think it has a high chance of working for me considering there really aren't many options left to consider. Is there any drugs similar to phenibut/gabapentin that might serve as a better alternative? thank you!",7.180047523041472,8.847435406250009,7.272021889400923,68.66572004608297,64.35714285714286,11.316359447004604,38.78197004608296,11.20814326018867,5.031845391705066,2034,109,321,62,31,654,217,448,0.153,0.764,0.083,-0.9861,5,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,5,14,13,10,1,2,16,0,30,12,2,5,4,72,54,29,0,4,14,0,0,1,0,1,10,0,0,1,25,28,1,2,8,1,2,4,8,6,0,3,8,1,38,4,54,44,10,38,0,0,1,0,19,17,0,12,16,215,63,12,0.0678626006955514,0.08040608484964203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628090917744504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384466867421326,0.0,0.571061741623895,0.0,0.0,0.09490221658077694,0.0,0.0,0.060412102325893814,0.0,0.07720350525431782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413684115061212,0.0,0.057746074875195924,0.0,0.0,0.060018955519465275,0.07408838370005909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845762153389492,0.0,0.0,0.07611367715412329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996336148031654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946024739650505,0.2375480767466919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786990718570494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010612152921986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057177167975970035,0.0,0.0,0.13276529058474995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544778696802074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03545540793787404,0.0,0.07713575973905719,0.0,0.054275921142786565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646061229199816,0.07170056355017324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083092386897462,0.0,0.06031939759635953,0.0,0.0,0.03729551058194392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373291421900638,0.0,0.0958667236136031,0.03315423882748024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698749295153481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059762585202223,0.13760405129786124,0.0,0.0,0.07538005084454466,0.13672886138615115,0.0,0.07199149510011829,0.06852188124965612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050319258531860235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161256583487234,0.0,0.07962214010208223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047047382623996624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499361251086799,0.0,0.0,0.06493534382122744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443604584247044,0.06788096527907905,0.0,0.08694903945354802,0.0,0.06700613118170733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686805749152366,0.0,0.06177956293219624,0.07079549280872889,0.15333084492931748,0.0,0.0,0.0762804065133086,0.13582322050835258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423569466021393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419516057716233,0.0,0.0,0.07094472479729863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204846023638528,0.0,0.0,0.062478765092515716,0.0776067981796584,0.0,0.0,0.13045084306197766,0.0,0.0,0.11871368460646335,0.0,0.0,0.064845623152462,0.0,0.13822275376252885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800542402991842,0.0,0.054435284868999664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718819125918406,0.2964286892762091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cusingeorge,2018/01/24,"Finally seeing a counselor after 40+ years trying to deal with anxiety I’ve always been “hypersensitive”, always concerned with what others thought of me, self-conscious about myself , easily moved to tears when small things don’t go right (you can imagine what happens with big stuff), Even typing this now, the tears are forming. I am 48 years old, and I’ve managed to get to a place in my life where I can work on “me”, I’ve been with the same company for almost 28 years, and people think that I’ve got drive and ambition but it’s really just the fear of failure that’s got me this far. I enjoy my work for the most part, but probably because I’ve become good at what I do, and it’s no longer difficult. My greatest fear is that they will eventually see that I’m not worth keeping around. Then I’ll be fucked, since I’ve got a huge mortgage and I’ll be unable to get my salary range because of my age. I think I’ve been to the counselor 4 times, and I think it’s helping, but I’m not ready to give over complete trust to a person I barely know and become emotional during a session. Is this normal? I’m in uncharted territory with this and I’m afraid to feel humiliated in front of someone I don’t really know. 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My anxiety and other misc. issues stopped me from getting my license for years. I've been driving for a long time now, I consider myself a good driver and I understand the rules of the road... yet my anxiety is killing me. I failed my first road test last month because I was so anxious I just froze up in an intersection like an idiot. I have another test Friday. I drive normally when I'm just practicing (my dad lets me practice by driving his car to work everyday, or he just takes me all around local main roads, etc.)... but on the test or in the car with someone I'm not used to, I just kind of freak out. Any tips for remaining calm before/on the day of my test? Any tips for not having a complete breakdown/tearing myself down emotionally if I do fail again? I'm sorry, I don't know, it's just stressful. I feel like I'm too old to be doing this now and I'm afraid everyone will laugh at me if I fail again. TL;DR 25 year old is basically Spongebob Squarepants forever in boating school and is overly anxious about it",2.427931547619046,4.551052477678574,4.057500000000001,84.97083333333336,77.79464285714286,7.302380952380951,27.630952380952376,8.269060116576782,2.037172023809524,881,38,174,17,21,294,133,224,0.163,0.765,0.071,-0.96,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,5,15,14,2,2,11,0,13,0,0,1,1,26,27,11,1,3,12,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,6,3,8,0,1,2,2,28,6,24,22,3,43,0,3,0,0,6,16,0,4,23,108,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823937812942728,0.13741919436503122,0.3007627073777531,0.2961023671786883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166638487721397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079887935001149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374052743877691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451754195412889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474155881171706,0.0,0.0,0.14615735159397425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504511408056535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626370626301929,0.09362340175226838,0.0,0.1435607945955809,0.0,0.1114725579922624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693826867686185,0.12571678737147018,0.0,0.10991999649291574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678398652746665,0.0,0.0,0.1449893527542642,0.13647023866142458,0.07202261862929246,0.10682467361771368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340093010846971,0.0,0.1280505380812314,0.0,0.0,0.11597668144020425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046042625397346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12840289743943584,0.0,0.0,0.412550322692528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263137512200834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103972886126527,0.0,0.0,0.14670171316976294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956513738965434,0.1501193454528337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985346120568998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641733369582207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642950135891396,0.0,0.11318664131245333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540724028795718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531791054120969 anxiety,michaeljbam,2018/01/24,"My anxiety story. 32 y/o male. Hey all. I figured I'd share this in case anyone has had similar experiences and to know you're not alone. I'm 32 years old and have had diagnosed anxiety for about 2 years. When I tell people I have anxiety, they're usually very shocked. I've always been the loud, extroverted, fun guy at parties or events but a couple of years ago it all kind of changed. It started when I got a panic attack at work. I was on the phone with a client then all of a sudden, I couldn't breathe. My palms got sweaty. I somehow moved my legs one in front of the other to security, who called an ambulance and (embarrassingly) my whole work knew the ambulance was for me. They're all supportive but didn't butt in or really ask what was the matter. The doctor at the hospital, after seeing my physical exams and speaking with me, was convinced it was a panic attack. She prescribed me Xanax, Lexapro and suggested therapy. I then noticed physical changes after that. Changes like: Trouble driving Sweaty palms regularly Having trouble standing still in one spot (ie: at a bar for example, I had to hold tight onto a chair/stool/Bar just to feel grounded) Speech often was slightly slurred Trouble swallowing at times What's frustrating is-- I've been healthy all my life. Ran track in high school and college, always in somewhat decent shape. Anxiety seems to have come out of nowhere. I've had personal and professional struggles- I've failed the Bar exam a couple of times; I often bite off more than I can chew with working two jobs; I don't often take time for myself. I'm currently still on Lexapro and I haven't had any real panic episodes since then, and my anxiety symptoms seem to have gotten better. I don't take the Xanax because I'm afraid I'll become too dependent on it, but that could be me being naive. I visited with a therapist but I found myself not being able to really talk about myself- just always wanting to solve others problems instead of my own. Anyway, if you asked me 3 years ago how someone suffers from anxiety I would've been very uneducated and ignorant about it. I'm sure my symptoms aren't much compared to most, but for those who do suffer, I stand with you and know that there are people out there in the world who know what you're going through. For what it's worth- thanks for reading if you did.",4.484474929044467,6.185435668874178,5.1910476190476205,80.89800000000002,70.89845474613685,8.267650583412173,29.49914853358562,8.841846274778883,2.4265953831598863,1870,75,347,35,35,604,235,453,0.156,0.7609999999999999,0.084,-0.9891,2,1,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,3,0,5,19,28,3,6,20,0,35,16,5,2,6,64,62,26,0,6,13,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,3,20,19,4,4,9,3,1,7,8,18,0,3,22,6,39,10,55,35,11,56,0,3,1,1,21,23,1,13,25,224,59,12,0.08209430581105352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14554329762905285,0.0,0.0,0.0850249424730248,0.0,0.0,0.2049271166175555,0.0,0.0,0.05582694308521551,0.0,0.3768115154607581,0.0,0.0,0.05740224741077345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349418803330553,0.18678824875772015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004392685062015,0.0906667109462694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072605742166878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382746492672769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053467069481434,0.07071697532960876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554562311566504,0.1816715758425577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332399232665774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402700063120219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030398374544115,0.0,0.0,0.04150934767596413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001216900015219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046656085856441536,0.0,0.13131663162931606,0.0,0.0,0.08128626960131645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673714137953245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08146593115827801,0.0,0.0,0.08548858649007236,0.13535065056654366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798563601140318,0.04010713107572207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725325504624737,0.060348760663015685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346491128327973,0.08614416420004542,0.0,0.11125845246980703,0.0,0.0,0.28895993898887123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138277100245942,0.07168158130922292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855316358300429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211652169610302,0.09344129274378776,0.10518342889480284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308382028659878,0.06541853294580592,0.14947114552777266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790925810605189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955823890761392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581067721901368,0.0,0.13112123733249054,0.0,0.0,0.08582279301848593,0.0,0.0,0.09315964537284548,0.07737291168071593,0.1706548341719441,0.12344940241499062,0.06598429333388983,0.07175404173186048,0.07558140707298583,0.0938819932846345,0.09531781646470074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360954971003376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080194208008216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041527965471104,0.13547279981068652,0.04842134855748025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165536068136383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929689710673075,0.0,0.0,0.05831743944747075,0.0,0.0,0.2114641654991031 anxiety,lauren__95,2018/01/24,"How bad is it to drink while on Trazodone? Ive seen lots of things advising against it. I'm currently only taking half a 50mg pill at night and haven't needed to take a ¼ pill during the day because my anxiety has started to be a little more manageable. (Started it 1/15/17) I don't drink often but like to have 1 every once in a while at home or when eating out. In the past, I generally didn't drink more than that unless I'm with friends who are having a party or if I go out dancing. Even then, I've never really been drunk. I decided to try it out last night. I got sangria and drank barely half of it cause I was worried about what might happen and because I was getting fairly tired. (Though I already was tired because I've gone to bed late the last couple of days) I didn't have any issues driving nor did I feel unsafe to drive, Note: I am also on 50mg Zoloft and 150mg Wellbutrin. Opinions? Experiences?",2.787936507936508,4.2193212328042335,4.308126984126987,86.61742857142859,74.76719576719577,6.733121693121692,25.29841269841269,7.3011,1.1371168253968251,719,24,148,8,15,240,121,189,0.08199999999999999,0.841,0.077,0.3078,1,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,8,0,19,11,0,2,1,24,34,17,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,5,0,2,0,9,8,6,0,2,5,0,5,6,1,0,2,11,2,13,2,24,21,3,31,0,0,1,0,3,10,0,7,17,96,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905174684312428,0.10801444689638512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091851395583028,0.0,0.1033272396627433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277678146448605,0.2470100063333971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387528336143207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945102540753258,0.0,0.17421636590533365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39694792134610135,0.0,0.13820907208302355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921164899066254,0.0,0.11380126453715593,0.0,0.0,0.13212317512418012,0.0,0.0,0.06829482868081539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435379696475566,0.0,0.07056785778033857,0.0,0.07676269488398024,0.0,0.10802683446238452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944086760045185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548498955374974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097670433785733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201981505425487,0.1523634562019124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06598777863429348,0.13537439178812447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483063849606052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432866206622388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015178180745872,0.10417336246432654,0.0,0.0,0.2535057824371979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384383231687425,0.0,0.10272588632728684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893842470450567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652851295698467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191204741780052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031098116620788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973368934272771,0.0,0.13270438114439062,0.0,0.0,0.3104833643307139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170282896018073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716889274360286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Loststar2017,2018/01/24,"Medication Questions I have generalized anxiety and have recently also been stuck in a pretty dark depression. I can’t get in to see a psychiatrist because their practices are all full and the wait for an opening is about six months. My primary care doctor has been managing my medications for the last several years. At the start of December I started transitioning off of Zoloft after being on it for about three years. Before that, I was on Effexor for a decade and before that either Prozac or Paxil. I got off the Zoloft because it was making me so sleepy-like narcoleptic levels of sleepy. It also gave me brain fog and made me more emotionally volatile. My doctor switched me to Wellbutrin for the depression with Buspar for the anxiety. The Wellbutrin has actually worked really well for the depression and I would like to continue it. The Buspar made me dizzy and caused my ears to ring. So, now I am trying to figure out what other anxiety meds are out there and which can be combined with Wellbutrin. I really don’t want to do another SSRI. They don’t seem very effective for me and I really can’t deal with the constant drowsiness. Effexor worked pretty well but caused weight gain and loss of libido which put a strain on my marriage, causing me more stress. Does anyone know what other classes of drugs are out there for daily anxiety maintenance other than Buspar, SSRIs, and SNRIs? My doctor’s approach has basically been to ask me what I think we should try so I have been trying to do a lot of internet research but it kind of stresses me out and I feel a bit lost. 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I don't know if it's true I just feel that way and I hate it. I can't talk to any of them about deep stuff really at all. I feel so alone. So I left the group chat and I feel really dramatic and like I shouldn't have cause I didn't want to cause a scene but I just feel like shit and I want to get away from everything. ,-2.0606789250353605,-0.22488599999999792,0.4255516265912327,104.86101485148515,97.11881188118812,4.469872701555872,12.164780763790665,6.18269132825596,-1.2713456859971708,338,5,93,4,14,113,58,101,0.223,0.735,0.042,-0.9174,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,3,0,2,0,6,1,1,3,3,24,17,9,0,4,4,0,4,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,4,17,5,12,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,3,57,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936541259779784,0.0,0.0,0.15558172501498804,0.0,0.0,0.12715231030729265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567317212065567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841584168374731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680449046626102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3781693329180511,0.1335780225061651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445971440262576,0.0,0.09768894738344597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460331130450072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275891275210453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031535158244338,0.0,0.0,0.2740458689431276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481010965141368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670198734646929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956740689889044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919315260149543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404652119142809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005736971337087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980876153258392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269466456115123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22057042700261395,0.1484154354219307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Logical-Lizard,2018/01/24,"Made the mistake of thinking about a tramautic event to answer an Ask reddit thread. Shaking again. Fuck, I thought it goes away. I would have been fine last month.",2.7300000000000004,5.733579666666667,1.888333333333336,94.8825,85.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,24.16666666666667,5.985473137389443,0.569666666666667,130,5,24,1,4,37,29,30,0.235,0.71,0.056,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,4,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708813930116324,0.0,0.37273325421828224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36676297422280796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233812721363674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3753878237816651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166596100451529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25420335405130084,0.0,0.3149528488845149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818198324806461,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Alazdar,2018/01/24,"Helluva year.. So I just want to start out by saying thank you to all the people who reached out to me in my last post a few months back. I don't post much but damn this year has been rough... it started on the 5th when I had to put down my dog... had him for 6 years and was my buddy... which led to the 18th and finding out my wife was cheating on me...again for the sixth, yes sixth time.I finally stood up for myself and said that was enough and kicked her out (I'm proud of myself for finally having some self worth). The next night I went to a bar to drown some of my pain, I know not a great way to deal with it but it's what I did. Aaaand I was robbed... i had taken all of my savings out of the house so my wife wouldn't grab them.... stupid stupid stupid mistake. On the way home I ran over a scrap of tire which blew my front tire and damaged the front of my car. Now today I learned my sister has lung cancer.... I feel like this is just a cosmic joke at this point..... just needed to vent. 2018 best year...",0.5698165137614666,2.1451605229357824,1.7600825688073414,101.8577385321101,81.38532110091742,4.910458715596331,15.945871559633028,5.341637118332708,-1.086786055045872,766,11,197,3,20,242,129,218,0.122,0.7340000000000001,0.14400000000000002,0.3485,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,1,1,2,8,15,5,0,13,1,15,6,1,1,2,31,28,10,1,4,6,3,3,1,0,1,4,2,1,1,11,11,1,0,4,2,1,7,3,8,0,0,14,5,28,7,34,13,8,41,0,1,0,0,12,14,1,2,17,125,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067580782338997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104909734755947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838889155675486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487215539967857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277699106243392,0.10282596396757954,0.0,0.315343745601182,0.1315524103185183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586869492926181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437681540911476,0.0,0.0,0.16607968022971292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910196648934427,0.11732483369199233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031853024102948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488617086598625,0.0,0.10580752195112024,0.10672470332348498,0.0,0.0,0.15307467613225345,0.1350716329411473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153155157935557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997852134389727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606347291622772,0.0,0.27569659074972463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469270100541273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369135096379797,0.11446152128851918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015380168743087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037534327621904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132514426147486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392865302947318,0.33086026376222843,0.13643191973193294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489557770716974,0.2284950761900031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342759253513853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3707532530429201 anxiety,bleetingsheep,2018/01/24,"Anxiety about being dumped Does anyone else get extreme anxiety if your boyfriend or girlfriend makes a negative observation about you? I go into a panic attack and then become sad, as I think that this is the lead up to the end of the relationship. Please help me out by sharing your experiences, and ways of coping! 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I've had this problem with anxiety for a while, where my eyes twitch to sudden loud noises or people moving their hands in the background, my legs and body slightly shake when I'm sitting down or think people are messing with me? What the fuck is going on. I'm seeing a neurologist to get muscle relaxors, what solutions and medicines/coping techniques do I have? I'm sick of self-medicating with drugs for this and living in a suffering hell everyday, it's crushing me from going to college and NA Meetings. 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I have been meaning to rip up tile and replace with hardwood floors. have done it before many times, years ago. finally went out and bought the hardwood floor. I keep delaying doing it. When I start to do it, I get sweaty, headcahy, tight chest.",2.141866666666669,4.8737085200000045,2.764,90.08866666666668,83.8,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5255333333333332,206,8,40,4,6,64,41,50,0.036000000000000004,0.964,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,5,9,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28410920061308864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24518618670716996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272726970664566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279888804866247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35109861951733506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745113882582288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28488042891782484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249427440977209,0.0,0.3491249564899225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268557723519824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868896062004978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971122414703317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063953338867846 anxiety,click_for_sour_belts,2018/01/24,"Medication suddenly not working? I'm a bit frightened at the moment. I've been taking zoloft to treat my anxiety for a few years now. It's worked well for me. Whenever I did get one, I'd take clotiazepam which would calm me down. If it was really bad, I'd take two and I would be okay. Last night I had a bad one, and I had to take two. However, it only helped me sleep. I'm at work now and I had to take another because I'm still antsy and keep tearing up at work. I don't understand what's going on :( I had such a good track record... I started a new job that I love, but I guess I've been pushing myself a bit too hard? I'm scared and upset. I can't turn my brain off. 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I don’t do drugs and drink a small to moderate amount of alcohol. I have had several instances in which I quickly think of things that feel like memories but aren’t. I try to place them but can’t which increases my anxiety and usually results in a full blown panic attack. These memories come and go in seconds and I feel like I’m going insane. It usually lasts for about an hour and afterward I feel really weird and I have a hard time remembering things like what happened during the day. It just occurred a few hours ago and I was able to talk myself out of it a little but it is SUPER annoying and frustrating. I can be having a normal day and it just hits out of nowhere.",3.1323901098901104,5.251788044871796,4.791611721611726,80.55576923076926,75.6025641025641,8.559706959706961,25.88644688644689,9.23628265651192,2.4114831501831504,629,23,118,16,14,212,99,156,0.179,0.7120000000000001,0.109,-0.8931,1,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,4,2,9,0,12,3,0,1,1,27,23,13,0,2,7,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,13,12,2,0,5,2,0,4,3,7,0,1,2,4,12,4,15,19,5,24,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,14,82,25,0,0.13970525698876798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384028098768475,0.14930243263931134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687413920630356,0.0,0.0,0.09768516399556644,0.14314454538844792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178697966609231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887888391905865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203437085469713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801966664604172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136857965502175,0.1620137446233672,0.0,0.11670581562708525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366585486720584,0.0,0.0,0.21191752682044884,0.1996109270144122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879543411125513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354089737147105,0.0,0.12514846935291718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751630733058984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387843065810845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047587953388182,0.14002136939064505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368814896143276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278280357942803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459622588050503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894987649845605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582588222560383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782717487689396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228979362649208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856279300136539,0.08951748762736758,0.0,0.0,0.08146325883006672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485069900145628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077312063261756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,notaseacucumber,2018/01/24,"How to deal with health related anxiety? To make a long story short: after a huge panic attack from smoking bad weed I developed depersonalization/derealization and was diagnosed with bipolar 2 a few months later. Because of feeling really weird and just different than I used to, I started getting anxiety that there's something wrong with my brain. The anxiety gave me heart palpitations which made me worry about my heart. And this whole thing has spiraled out of control where now anytime I feel anything out of the ordinary I go on a googling spree and freak myself out and think I'm dying (even though I really know I'm not- but I still get nervous). Does anyone else deal with health anxiety or have tips on how to cope with it?",6.6625408496732055,7.879093963235295,6.8753921568627465,72.68398692810459,65.25,10.162091503267973,33.49346405228758,10.25414643259724,3.599224836601308,593,25,101,14,9,191,97,136,0.156,0.821,0.022,-0.9092,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,7,1,2,6,0,3,7,3,6,0,27,17,10,1,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,3,2,12,0,21,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,7,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234491519524528,0.0,0.0,0.0967603111460175,0.14178929720863326,0.11387706491234086,0.0,0.0,0.15743015198412416,0.0,0.0,0.11554366647878915,0.08435673081548603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544807150166111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520782020158375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853327085314029,0.0,0.14045539655896105,0.1436192608301412,0.14458033338812026,0.0,0.0,0.12109952036043255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560088114443913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140038297906124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399407715817303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459836355698258,0.0,0.07864600408445509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29418840366571997,0.0,0.32796802566519984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605144196367386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246422062335162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309409345601195,0.09237144065092164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11045564786584992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236213079031125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730283684600073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653366385903004,0.0,0.0,0.09794789595212186,0.0,0.11051249989701092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919352311591938,0.08866996380562951,0.13596017332743324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951811037506815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449919851160274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053421802450156,0.0,0.0,0.15129961764691016,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Moisesbenoibe,2018/01/24,"Badly attacked on another reddit today. Why do i care? I’m a pretty stable person. But today I made a meaningless post that was unpopular on a subreddit, (it was about a comedian). The other members went mental and started unloading horrible things on me. People even private msged me bad things. I closed my app, and went in with the day. When I opened it again, my inbox was full of outrageously hateful things. So I went in and deleted my comment. But after I deleted, I continued to get msgs. Turns out the OP was so excited about the drama, the votes and karma my comment caused, that he’d taken a pic of the original msg and of my profile, and posted it on the subreddit. I asked him to take it down, at least my personal info. In response, he accused me of being crazy and manic, thus getting what I deserve. The pic is gone now. And I banned him from my account. This all triggered me. Though I’m not bi-polar, I do have bad anxiety issues, and I was incredibly triggered by all the negativity of the whole incident. Now I want to delete my whole account. This incident is not a big deal, I know it. I get it was the “hive” mentality in action. But I’m triggered for first time in ages. Am I too sensitive for Reddit? Does anyone have any skills or advice to calm myself down. I’m crying over this. Should I delete account? Please help me put this into perspective. **edit: Thank you everyone for the responses** In the moment, I felt like it was unmanageable, but I realized it wasn’t important in the big scheme of my life. And considering how much I goodness I have found on subreddits like this one, there’s absolutely no reason to delete my account. I just blocked the people involved, unsubscribed to the subReddit and now I’m forgetting about it! 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Hey reddit friends. I just moved across the country last month, away from my family and old friend group, because I missed the west coast and living by myself is cheaper out here. Thing is, I ran out of my anti-anxiety meds (hydroxyzine/vistaril) last month, and getting back on track with them has not been easy (since Washington state healthcare seems to have more than a few dead ends when it comes to seeking treatment). I've been feeling myself getting worse. I'm frustrated with my inability to find work, how most of the doctors my healthcare points me to are either not accepting new patients or my healthcare. It's hard to make progress when I'm feeling what little I had to hang on to slip away. Do you guys have any suggestions for just. Holding on when you feel completely alone and your few coping mechanisms are going to shit? And even more of a longshot - anybody happen to have experience with eastern WA mental healthcare? Is it this broken for everyone?",7.763739002932553,8.339722284946241,6.737878787878787,76.87227272727273,62.70967741935484,9.559335288367548,36.26392961876833,9.339509955726095,3.3712322580645164,819,36,139,13,11,248,124,186,0.16,0.767,0.073,-0.9554,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,3,1,3,9,6,2,0,5,0,13,2,1,3,0,29,28,10,1,0,6,0,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,6,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,5,4,16,3,30,23,6,29,0,1,0,0,11,11,1,3,12,93,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746087098347966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338800388288524,0.0,0.11630522310140545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28568098459926183,0.1169043888279552,0.0,0.0926782198274607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096341149834004,0.15940424827577612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673987854673702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561274516258775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465656865352074,0.0,0.0,0.10041670302012794,0.0,0.0,0.14527453916095606,0.0,0.1487179509473006,0.14332366762660415,0.0,0.2306181403564153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389558787018006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349214336331656,0.0,0.15886247362688175,0.0,0.08640415038170783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053708286226716,0.1344427355171559,0.0,0.1361921673192942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24785521329088844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237752300869767,0.1342483794287309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385778823173784,0.10148355204933784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887496204059366,0.0,0.15321402479873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270340292079154,0.16158756637894414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683491649659536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953359955975846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372081357168112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384056023864324,0.0,0.0,0.15606021871664014,0.12576369496060946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100431205539348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068220987826867,0.0,0.15493514071849662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,atheistboredom123,2018/01/24,"another highschooler with anxiety i am becoming increasingly stressed by the minute. this schoolyear alone so far i have missed over 45 days of school due to anxiety, i have been to partial hospitalization programs and stayed home for a mental health day. but frequent absences have messed with my grades and credits. i dont think i will graduate this year and i dont think summer school will help me at all. should i perhaps take my mind off of finding a college for now and more on making it through this year?",5.881398496240599,7.642852357894737,5.229172932330831,81.7442105263158,67.52631578947367,8.796992481203008,33.57142857142857,9.23628265651192,3.001616541353384,414,19,76,8,7,125,69,95,0.115,0.813,0.073,0.0176,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,1,14,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,10,1,14,11,3,15,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,8,50,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165224604692985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403726739904725,0.2831199534862505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204369192017427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386792174679881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4337459661874711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691290419536603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966956523067621,0.0,0.0,0.12403269012689624,0.0,0.18561661022661427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351989777267708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648323100948289,0.0,0.18684409635575727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37455363814301795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723482341096327,0.0,0.0,0.2119700068829233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913185094768193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23714050116785865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832760774404915 anxiety,ThrowThinkAway,2018/01/24,"I feel like things aren't going to be okay I'm at a time in my life where I can't help but dread what's to come. I've made so many stupid mistakes over and over and they come back to bite me. I run away and stay depressed most of the time. But when my fears come to face me (not me face my fears) everything feels bad. People say that things will be okay, but I don't feel it. I don't see it.",-0.6776666666666671,0.905303011111112,0.8966666666666718,106.445,85.55555555555556,4.4444444444444455,13.333333333333336,5.033348758259628,-1.6440000000000001,301,3,85,1,9,96,58,90,0.234,0.677,0.08900000000000001,-0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,10,1,3,2,2,7,3,2,1,0,16,17,8,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,1,5,12,3,10,13,1,16,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,1,5,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845593984180996,0.14605300110673894,0.1585929059064427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908523831211908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359601302848736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707068360819301,0.0,0.0,0.4274731458197652,0.28811982036259665,0.1356939779750541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794791878941597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273135326034939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416103413328614,0.09279563959908907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17972688548711466,0.0,0.19257048877000804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168126057046448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104880663810336,0.0,0.0,0.15135848522495826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024519672610958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237688761406313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22151239543444606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NewishToProgramming,2018/01/25,"Exams in school, waiting for results. I've had anxiety and panic attacks etc... for a while now, im on antidepressants and quite regularly need Xanax, waiting for my college exam results is a living nightmare. It feels like my entire future is hanging on a thread, in order to continue my college studies free, I have to pass the last 3 exams, I've already completed them all and at this point I'm just waiting for the results. Should I fail one of them, there is no way im capable of lasting another semester of full-time nightshift work and college at the same time. At this point im 1.5mg on Xanax in, and still refreshing my inbox 5 times a minute. Can't sleep, don't have the motivation to go to the gym, and good god for the first time ever I'm not even in the mood for games. I just need someone to tell me everything will be all right :(",4.693978609625667,5.2507312000000015,5.8466844919786105,80.67098930481286,69.35294117647058,8.77005347593583,31.92513368983957,8.841846274778883,2.5582352941176474,664,28,132,11,11,222,102,170,0.108,0.813,0.078,-0.6293,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,5,7,7,1,1,11,0,11,3,1,4,3,24,20,7,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,2,2,1,3,4,3,0,2,1,1,10,4,24,16,4,30,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,0,13,81,13,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803045024765134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966525383005215,0.11648385860013585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322572477533946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964908042201312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981798466516412,0.10057093502576386,0.137734243040241,0.0,0.0,0.13684778530209266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699078377727171,0.10877959425013753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951825506734949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086536860229849,0.12771435767859407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934235537458518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482358990284545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438997790769042,0.0,0.13445457417711373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258081417579592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318007794732004,0.0,0.0,0.1786525479887511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878831144390434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195472574168573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300352087706454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410236009994469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237699205739266,0.0,0.1290153575399333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160064415948002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308809271705055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636438318395594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12086247829361285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085220887947388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,croma0910,2018/01/25,"Anyone else so anxious they don't want to check social media?? Does anyone else have such a high level of paranoia or anxiety that they don't even check their phones or texts out of fear for what they might find out/ see? Like I sometimes have whole days where I literally don't check my phone until about midnight because of them. For most people abstaining from social media is a good thing but for me it's just a symptom of something terrible. The irony is that this just leads to my friends getting annoyed at me because I leave their messages unopened for so long. By the time I get round to replying to people they've lost interest in the conversation. I actually couldn't find *anything* about this particular behaviour online, does anyone else here share this experience?",8.208958333333333,8.320638645833338,7.491111111111113,73.415,61.84722222222222,10.255555555555556,35.361111111111114,9.827888789773867,3.4119611111111112,631,25,108,11,8,196,95,144,0.145,0.759,0.097,-0.5072,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,6,2,10,9,1,1,6,0,9,1,0,1,0,15,14,6,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,0,3,1,4,4,0,0,1,2,15,5,21,11,2,12,0,1,2,0,14,7,0,4,5,72,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.13243430243590054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381849884563564,0.15331473539297824,0.0,0.2846767373517602,0.4171556916537888,0.1116785415923916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545626071812292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752233022806331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375231190196512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401072329079837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963579698813813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327513417457264,0.0,0.15271253915648098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248074683972174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484993681322104,0.0,0.14180673141796285,0.0,0.0,0.11382789902884237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338606081887406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436982920120259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630151102778982,0.0,0.0,0.12009991271721525,0.0,0.0,0.14814452405595135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396786278595844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881697585702426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814404987829454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766804289022097,0.0,0.1044769130590862,0.13422159133480574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105563108508995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016031932963443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913414138929667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004582948860134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151641974835753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrWizard_Ukelele,2018/01/25,"A tip for sport-related anxiety. Hi y'all, I don't often show my activity on the sub, but I'm mod on the Discord server. With that out of the way.... Today, as part of my (extremely vigorous) rowing training programme, our coach had decided that he was going to add a new performance test to our schedule. Being the anxious/autistic person I am, I got scared at this point, and when he told us what we were to do, my fears were no better: on a rowing machine, we were to attempt to reach 2 kilomtres <7 minutes of work at the pace I was personall targeted to reach in 18 weeks time, the date of our peak race: whilst the idea was that one sets off at this intensity until they can't any longer, increasing every week until one, each time we stopped, we had to continue from the distance we had done after 90 seconds of rest, meaning a huge strain on the body and the bar being set hugely high, and at this point, I felt literally sick at the idea of doing it . So I told my coach I really wasn't looking forward to this. He replied that he was expecting no-one in the 27-strong squad to get even past 1200m on this first attempt, and that anyone who did, he would be hugely impressed with, and that at that point, I told myself, literally trough talking, that I would ""ruddy well smash this to show my dominance"". For when the work piece started I also had my favourite tune on, and I just kept ploughing through the metres out of sheer focus and motivation, making sure I did everything I could to stay focused, because I knew that once a tiny bit of anxiety creeped in, I would buck out. This focus and determination drove me all the way to 1370m: whilst it wasn't my end goal of 2000m, it was the best distance in the squad by >100m, and whilst I was screaming (literally) in pain by the last minute or two, I had no trace of anxiety, because all my mental capacity was focused on going as fast as needed for as long as possible.. In other words, I kicked anxiety's arse through the power of single-minded focus: I'm sure you, reading through your screen, can too.",11.809856793573177,6.447061520782403,11.123375829549428,67.34729217603913,59.70904645476772,14.228501571777857,43.88421236465246,10.914260884657429,4.567965979741531,1618,60,322,26,14,531,215,409,0.09,0.812,0.098,0.6586,1,0,0,0,0,0,65.0,9,3,1,11,9,13,0,3,24,0,33,4,1,2,4,46,51,22,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,22,21,1,2,7,6,1,5,6,5,1,5,28,4,41,7,65,16,9,65,0,0,2,0,26,31,0,2,26,219,63,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349486451558989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100087118095896,0.0,0.3194866658785572,0.11795107371371648,0.0,0.0730043478771309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729202809068688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956952441128996,0.09234019743333624,0.1139862551616956,0.11597350732407735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833611171617862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684540927774866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247430384156262,0.0,0.0,0.06896035446844484,0.0,0.08796805832230421,0.0,0.09383498105328736,0.0,0.0,0.11748778039426387,0.0,0.0,0.10024784281200744,0.0,0.0,0.08880920493869134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454875615089568,0.0,0.11867469571617074,0.0,0.08350444006936547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031255270940536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572735173498985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510627640286916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239760041074284,0.0876762400283514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969300436637949,0.0,0.0,0.1137306813874233,0.0,0.0,0.10521848598773144,0.0,0.10542209520865116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741704645333455,0.0,0.10083768521975932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119087895919773,0.1414988286129821,0.0,0.11109723997570196,0.0,0.0,0.11306345204943655,0.09966904067826672,0.0,0.09116484692373204,0.0,0.0,0.2960973010558751,0.11770408519785006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443603494237294,0.0,0.06688629783948545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453040257944536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739003645733526,0.11128480234399107,0.0,0.08728957974795101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19680619541545585,0.0,0.0,0.08391901924156799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176203311906952,0.0,0.09896636803562277,0.2992983263084653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199123071379956,0.0,0.12558970480811565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16574807309740347,0.16749924781723735,0.0,0.0938751337323816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202021570109284,0.0,0.0,0.22250487544121608,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,1712482,2018/01/25,"Making a change I've been on Reddit so much for months now just reading but something made me want to talk to someone on here who can understand and share experience s. I'm 21, in college, in a new relationship and tomorrow I'm finally going to email about having therapy. I want to get better with this. It's just really hard to deal with. I've been on birth control for the first time in my life and when my head isn't making me doubt my existence or if I'm even still in a relationship I feel so happy and free and just so amazing. Lately the feeling of feeling good has just made me want to stay secure and out of the fuzzy clouded talk. I want to be happy and just secure with my thoughts and what's reality. 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She lives in England and I in NZ, but I am moving over there next month. It is a fantastic relationship. We are very close, incredibly open and honest, and I can be myself around her ... Something I have never done with anyone else, not even family or friends. We were very close friends for several months before getting together, and our relationship was built upon philosophical conversation which grew into genuine interest and caring in one another. This presents a problem. I know I am an incredibly insecure person, and she knows that too. I don't know exactly where it stems from. But I am absolutely determined to make this work, and as such I am trying very hard to work through things, to manage my feelings, to not always turn to her for reassurance every time something comes up. To not jump to conclusions, to not assume that simply because she is having a bad day she is going to change her mind about me and leave. Well, I still feel these things, I still believe them, but I manage to keep it to myself and manage myself until it subsides, or at the very least feel better when I talk to her but not necessarily tell her what is going on. Sure, I tell her reasonably often, but there is no way I'm turning to her every time something comes up ... That would just frighten her off, surely? Or am I jumping to conclusions again? My point is, I fear that if I turn to her every time something comes up (daily, multiple times) sh will get sick of it, feel used, and I will become dependent on her in a way which is unhealthy. I feel like I have an advantage over many people who feel these things in that I know and accept that they are about me, and that they come from inside my head. It was hard to get to that point, but this particular relationship is so significant to me that I kind of forced myself to face that truth. And, even though it doesn't feel any better in the moment, the knowledge I am being irrational and that she IS trustworthy, even if such knowledge feels at the time to be hollow, sterile facts with little feeling or connection to them, helps me hold on to reality. However, it's not enough. I'm not sure what else I can do to manage everything. I need something, because on top of everything else, while it is manageable, it is exhausting, and it will make me feel unhappy in my relationship. I am tired of going from ecstacy to depression to calm happiness to hurt over and over again , three or four times in a day even, simply because of some thought pattern I cannot control. I have considered going into therapy, but I would have to wait until I arrived in England, for there is little point in getting set up and doing that and then leaving as soon as I begin to get comfortable. I am also uncertain as to the cost of such services in England, which will be another issue. This is really important to me, and I will do whatever I must to fight past it. Does anyone have any suggestions, at least to get by for the next month? 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So just for context, just over two years ago I was walking home from school to my apartments, and in an apartment right next to my building someone was getting mauled nearly to death. For about two months afterwards every time I had to walk to the trash compactor to through the bags away, I had to walk by a massive load of blood on the concrete and bloody carpet rolled up on the grass. So like 2 days ago, I just randomly thought of that when I was trying to quiet my racing brain to go to bed. So I just flash back to that carpet and start panicking. The next day, I just freaked out all day, and I think everyone was just sitting there judging. I don't want people to judge me for being anxious",7.409832512315267,5.844190889655174,6.729950738916255,83.70655172413795,64.24137931034483,9.389162561576356,35.19704433497537,7.447530270364453,2.3169802955665024,569,21,119,4,7,175,90,145,0.106,0.875,0.02,-0.8841,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,0,7,0,8,2,2,0,1,17,15,9,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,8,1,15,1,30,6,1,31,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,1,16,82,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125046194827509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913440455551826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561103317707845,0.13554039407901558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677509999202566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410378083477106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851468801746104,0.16843309720819302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209355823006446,0.0,0.10017804045008366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768127185269938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611639243813184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069666334176065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749293063140132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826921911926868,0.12220310308788836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053322213864564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783941828088273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14935260733968042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476448609080322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11294640235362635,0.0,0.279876646988319,0.10278418499812064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967544551223487,0.0,0.3443794508793034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396834036537896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351180310267912 anxiety,DrinkmyCola,2018/01/25,"Why anxiety is funny? it's funny how anxiety = our primitive instinct the classic flight or fight response it's actually is there to keep us alive but the anxiety is making people want to kill themselves GREAT JOB EVOLUTION!",4.8325609756097565,7.7002560975609775,6.251402439024389,68.49954268292684,73.39024390243901,9.953658536585364,34.640243902439025,10.125756701596842,4.68050731707317,184,10,27,6,4,62,32,41,0.237,0.506,0.257,0.2713,1,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.2610991868088132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6140461751764165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949849665069741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26551122448451525,0.2378189137391182,0.2960146165602896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785978460167127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549186291248404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218407782033384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781335048769915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24143056505334304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kalbifiend,2018/01/25,"Anxiety and pregnancy On a throwaway. I’m 16 weeks pregnant. I’d been taking cipralex (lexapro) for a few months before I found out, and decided to stay on it because I figured the anxiety would be worse for the baby. Well, last night I just broke down. For various reasons, I’ve been unable to work since September and my husband is working a lot so we can make ends meet. Just when I finally had a job interview/offer, circumstances beyond my control meant I couldn’t take it, and so I’m still stuck at home. I’m basically home alone all the time. I don’t really have close friends here, and all I do is sleep. I hate it. I feel like I want to run away. Like this baby is trapping me into a life I don’t want, like I’ll never be myself again, like my days of solo travel are done and I’ll be stuck where I am forever. I hate being financially dependent on someone else. I wish I had money to use this time to travel somewhere, before it’s too late to enjoy anything anymore. So much for avoiding anxiety.",3.5866176470588265,4.764849132352944,5.158117647058828,82.30452941176473,72.38235294117645,8.381176470588235,28.796078431372557,8.841846274778883,2.2599984313725487,789,31,158,15,15,267,126,204,0.136,0.745,0.118,-0.5614,2,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,3,13,11,2,1,8,0,21,2,1,5,3,32,38,10,0,5,2,1,1,4,1,1,1,0,2,0,6,10,0,2,6,2,1,3,4,4,1,0,9,1,21,7,20,23,6,29,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,2,18,101,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724745700575045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041250059291703,0.0,0.13142107372581424,0.0,0.0,0.10905004888851748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245039113725636,0.0,0.0,0.08078102141625669,0.0,0.22552410118564625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862887793860527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546238385743307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356107122269349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070079607391288,0.0,0.1173705664231654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670044841524132,0.09467004024955733,0.0,0.14516569520283198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452978494958955,0.1023821637747702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616658426814493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658503435998577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150249278470835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108018892304239,0.1494847411390571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360054654492762,0.2589640916104384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266105861807565,0.0,0.0,0.08845600408334878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577365871745843,0.0,0.09741510777352612,0.0,0.1022051383563296,0.0,0.0,0.12435805543377736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489366599416936,0.13624935809850805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961928007372387,0.0,0.13261251864948562,0.0,0.11228106866284872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124529456077625,0.10582810090722064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992723083077936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454324285054188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445198196403435,0.0,0.0,0.15632370363347575,0.0,0.10629699697683656,0.0,0.11914853274372962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238779917345446,0.0,0.0,0.19294764148945814,0.0,0.1350459573329349,0.094136144411877,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,klong2316,2018/01/25,"Resources/advice for parenting with anxiety? I have had anxiety for as long as I can remember, but having kids puts it at a whole new level. Their emotions (ie. tantrums, crying, whining, fussing) send my anxiety levels through the roof. I’m about to start seeing a new therapist to try to deal with this and I am on medication to try to keep it in check, but real-life advice from other parents in the weeds and books/blogs/articles about dealing with anxiety while parenting specifically would be a huge help. 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She is constantly blabbering and repeating things over and over and over again. She asks me questions and talks over me. She has never once stopped for a moment to hear what I am saying so I am constantly struggling to get her to communicate with me because she is never listening. Just her tone of voice and the way she talks causes my anxiety to go crazy. At the end of a work day I feel exhausted, panicked, angry and teary eyed. Has this happened to anyone else? Where someone elses demeanor causes their anxiety to go buck wild? 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My husband suffers from horrible anxiety and depression, which has brought out my own anxiety. He suffers from suicidal thoughts and ideations constantly. Every meltdown I wonder ""Is this it? Is this when he kills himself?"" And I panic.",4.3889147286821695,7.829104674418608,4.7677906976744175,73.64455426356591,83.65116279069767,8.448062015503877,39.724806201550386,8.841846274778883,5.116755038759691,203,14,28,6,6,64,32,43,0.472,0.528,0.0,-0.9811,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,3,5,1,6,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439302673978635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135507362042591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712373947536426,0.0,0.2499070959895361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24446518633948644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210096891627029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404303152087693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173786909428797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303479122887355,0.0,0.0,0.2750297331166213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3146569677801355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SurvivorPrisonMike,2018/01/25,"I've had anxiety non stop since monday It's now Thursday and my heart feels like it's being ripped in two constantly, I can't breathe normally and I'm in a state of panic non stop. I know it has a lot to do with my ex because I met up with her on Monday and I told her I still had feelings for her and wanted her back but she told me she wants to go on dates and see what else is out there but that she would ""always choose me"". It's killing me but I've never had constant anxiety like this over a girl. It's been three straight days of this! I can barely make it through a work day, yesterday I was on the verge of tears a few times. I went to bed basically right away when I got home and stayed in bed for a good 11 hours. And I woke up feeling okay but within ten minutes it was back. Now I have to go to work again. Idk what to do. I feel so lost right now. Idk if I wanna go back to school or if I wanna just find a new job or if I wanna move out and it sucks because I've been wanting to move out for so long but if I move out, I can't go to school and if I go to school I can't move out. Dlldkfjfofnebdjfjb Idk what the hell im going to do. 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(most recently this morning. fun times.) anybody else go through this or am i just that physically weak lol",4.258692493946731,7.496974966101696,4.697142857142861,76.39864406779662,79.0,7.439225181598062,35.54721549636804,8.418075326091056,3.7469690072639215,269,16,41,6,7,85,48,59,0.21600000000000005,0.6409999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.4631,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,1,3,1,2,4,2,0,0,9,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,2,6,4,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,8,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39466133183404345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29345480167529914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663560916267212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548371275886335,0.0,0.22846669869101785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659864860885044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24206813723770276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546940177416009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581357938728427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551186570123769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29548028740174465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008248624426748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283535696299727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192758422665205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27973523567761943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zaffy_taffy,2018/01/25,"Fake it till ya make it/ when it rains, it pours. A ton of stuff has happened the past few months. I'm currently back off my anxiety meds (klonopin) because I didn't like the ""high"" I felt, along with already feeling like I was having addictive tendencies, but my psych doesn't know what else to put me on. (Probably shouldn't have told her that last part.) I have all sorts of other chronic illnesses, and am waiting for disability. I'm currently going between my fiance's (and his roommates) and my mom's house and my grandmas house and don't have a home of my own any more because I finally got divorced last month (after waiting a year and a half from an abusive ex.) Due to that abusive ex, i lost my relationship with my daughter that's now living with my mom, who's five now, and trying to rebuild that. It kills me when i have to leave her when I have to go, but I can't stay in one place to long because of lease agreements and stuff... I'm trying to get help where I can through food banks and local assistance programs and medicine savings cards, but my disability lawyer is making it tough to get something that even says I can't work, or anything that would be able to get me the help I need. I could have my doctor fill something out, but I'm worried he'll think I'm crazy and say that I can deal with it and ill be out 35 bucks just to get it. (Also my insurance ran out.) I'm terrified and feeling like I'm starting to break. I know I can't but I dont know what else to do. Idk. Just looking to see if anyone has gone through this same amount of crud and survived it. 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I’ve been in a new job for 4 months and it’s not at all like what I was led to believe it would be like in my interview and onboarding. I’m in an open office and the job is to basically call people all day long and get them to participate in our service. I’m constantly micromanaged and just recently found out we have to take a personality/behavior assessment and then meet in A GROUP to discuss our results. Cue the major anxiety and dread. I can’t say where I work because of confidentiality agreements but it’s in higher education. Over the last year I’ve developed social anxiety out of nowhere and am constantly insecure. I dread making my calls and even having to interact with my coworkers and have been experiencing physical symptoms like tingling and numbness in my face and hands with a racing heartbeat. I feel like I’m constantly being watched and criticized but I never receive any feedback so then I just sit there and overthink everything I do and say. I want to quit but I’m afraid my anxiety is going to make me do it with no notice, or that I won’t find the strength to come in one day. I have no idea what kind of job to look for. I just don’t want to work with people in this type of setting or volume anymore. Any advice or coping techniques? 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I'm literally crying over having to go back to work tomorrow. I've had 2 weeks off, which have gone quickly and have been wasted but the break was nice and knowing tomorrow I have to go back to a hostile company I hate, dealing with obnoxious snobby customers and feeling isolated by colleagues gives me great anxiety and dread. I feel extremely uncomfortable there and turn to strong painkillers to ease my mind so I can function and work properly. Since working there (5 months ago) the ""pill popping"" has increased to daily, taking 4 pills a day total. I am NOT proud of it. It makes me so disappointed in myself because I hate what I've become and I hate feeling so helpless. I'm to the point where I'm afraid, not knowing why. Most days I end up crying at work. I have no friendship or relationship with those I work with and cannot feel comfortable around them. There's even an awkwardness with my manager who only talks to me to criticise and complain, and just before my holiday she gave me an informal warning. I've had many jobs before this but never had this issue or felt so hopeless at work. I don't know if it's me or the job. I'm 21 and will be off to uni in September so need something I can do in between, but I'm not sure if I can take another 8 months there. I know I could find another job but really don't have the drive or confidence at the moment - which is also unlike me. I have a mild/moderate stutter, so the job interview fear is real af!! Really don't know what to do anymore. Also, I'm on 10mg Citalopram for nearly 6 weeks, which I'm not sure is even working.",4.444686180692372,5.321085972136224,5.6622248803827775,80.61716507177034,70.08359133126936,9.092541514213341,30.16169434280889,9.339509955726095,2.604041486068112,1271,50,251,26,22,425,171,323,0.257,0.65,0.093,-0.9963,4,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,1,10,20,20,4,4,12,0,29,2,0,2,4,55,61,29,0,4,15,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,16,0,0,13,1,0,5,10,13,0,0,8,6,29,7,33,50,3,36,0,3,0,0,11,15,0,7,15,163,41,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686387955728284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868516774709955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818476381957113,0.06633351360498375,0.0,0.08599379937869868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719098289021037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335048349531547,0.0,0.05285809004854787,0.09576525011534304,0.1475689838973703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923150653780219,0.0,0.19049545259537032,0.11184256654597502,0.08939501244031266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680001886923693,0.0,0.0,0.1145433121287358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757374077282653,0.21921789269874248,0.0,0.08325595219136035,0.0,0.0792520870908933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318088666830281,0.09855947535348164,0.0,0.0,0.09559894718064632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568268468124699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050353194088948,0.3441882998435962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826990026620465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576024534474205,0.08791112674789442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755317493528357,0.0,0.1384234435076513,0.0,0.0,0.0642949487741309,0.06687670336359439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594745974552614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196971974392127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869585735841688,0.1110982991549078,0.0,0.0,0.09309493307101284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172805784834785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675419901915619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344777839459027,0.0,0.1303914388806628,0.06969484487585377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431643504538384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910832370240686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782429969555159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5050118767848238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RightSatisfaction,2018/01/25,"I hate leaving the house on my own, so it’s affecting my baby’s life. I’ve been doctors and I still can’t do it! I don’t know what’s wrong. I’ve never liked going out on my own. Even before my baby. I’m fine when I’m with my fiancée or family or someone. But even thinking about leaving the house on my own (and now with my baby) I get hot and sweaty. I am so scared. I don’t even know why. Why would I hate going on my own and fine when I’m with someone? I was in sertaline for a few months. But I’ve stopped taking that as I’m pregnant and I do feel much better than before. It’s just my anxiety. My depression only gets bad when I’m stuck inside on my own. When I’m out or with someone I’m happier than anything. So I hate leaving the house on my own but I hate being sat inside alone with baby. Not that I hate my baby it’s just lonely. What can I do? My baby deserves more. ",-1.4314877001171382,0.5305142639593932,1.6208375634517758,96.93731647793831,94.17766497461928,4.045997657165169,16.71397891448653,5.634304966280588,-0.6043821163607963,678,18,161,5,26,238,84,197,0.201,0.762,0.036000000000000004,-0.9828,0,3,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,15,14,5,1,4,0,12,2,0,1,1,29,35,19,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,4,0,0,2,5,10,0,0,4,2,27,4,19,29,9,20,0,2,0,0,0,9,0,3,10,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477608570001853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477698726464704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119540740412607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253006077747744,0.0,0.0,0.18859929451384186,0.0,0.0,0.0980112734319451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954490930219091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342895325829995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958667012760386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447122167943544,0.0,0.05603391555036746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579773929631655,0.0,0.12596310571772032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5470589736157233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836141604964233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180753409630392,0.0,0.0,0.3520270975012419,0.0,0.0,0.07827543465056018,0.054141048257567666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884554568996558,0.0,0.08146544207243353,0.0,0.08547120635158173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842835943875321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095014039320927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816922478672265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850098533110484,0.09265047190972744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332283903452413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100897340468057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199995603909853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872333968296563,0.12116425973939204,0.0,0.0 anxiety,moonlitsailor92,2018/01/25,"I got accepted into college today. I suffer from social anxiety disorder, panic disorder, depression and mild OCD. It’s always been a dream of mine to attend college and I got my acceptance email today. Just thought I’d share something positive. Of course now I’m worried about tuition, loans, passing exams (my semester hasn’t even started yet LOL) but I’m going to bite the bullet and not let anxiety keep me from doing something I’ve been wanting to do since I graduated high school. #TakeThatAnxiety",5.323104395604396,7.895911571428571,6.3517445054945085,69.7838804945055,70.64835164835166,9.385164835164835,34.45192307692308,9.827888789773867,4.238878021978022,407,21,59,11,8,135,69,91,0.16899999999999998,0.733,0.098,-0.6705,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,15,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,1,2,3,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,3,9,9,0,10,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,35,9,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15753452934903409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966798401886823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306634172889267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339683570803584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504814121847618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107598418129985,0.0,0.3028428462890782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000334797537679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828178748424508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935988229230164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213345281332947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916081786745026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661255363501989,0.0,0.0,0.1929941748068053,0.0,0.29150505082276384,0.0,0.0,0.13400602848545468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030382083822344,0.0,0.0,0.3589181192988531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166947275724336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922699026937544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nonsensity,2018/01/25,"I am 100% convinced my parents will get lung cancer. My parents have smoked for as long as I've been alive, and any attempt they've made at quitting (which there hasn't been many) resulted in failure. It wasn't until recently that I convinced them to stop smoking in the house, though my mom still does it regardless, but only when I'm upstairs. I received complaints from my counselors that I reek of cigarette smoke all because of my parents. Multiple pieces of furniture in our house have burn holes in them. The house is incredibly dusty, though I'd be lying if I said there wasn't multiple causes of this (owning 2 cats being one of them). I am completely convinced my parents will die while I'm still young. Every night I have to hear my dad coughing constantly. At one point in my life, it became so severe that my dad used to faint after coughing so much. It happened in the pool once, and I had to grab his head out of the water. I was probably about 11 years old. They *will* get cancer. I am sure of this. The older they get, the more I expect them to land in the hospital. They won't quit. Every time I mention my fear to them, I'm told to shut up. My parents are killing themselves, but they don't care. Soon I believe I will no longer have a mom or dad. If my dad dies first, my mom and my brother and I will have no where to go, because my dad is controlling of all the money in the house. I'm crying. They're going to die in the next few years. I know I'm right.",3.437221383267893,4.540286338870434,4.32929779522803,88.39247281787979,72.65448504983388,7.200302023557838,26.63862881304743,7.520522993642371,1.2780485049833892,1152,39,244,13,22,372,157,301,0.198,0.765,0.037000000000000005,-0.9956,5,0,3,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,9,5,12,8,1,1,11,0,27,9,2,5,3,22,45,18,4,4,5,14,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,10,5,1,2,1,1,1,3,7,3,0,3,9,4,42,5,37,28,7,41,0,0,0,0,30,18,0,3,20,160,52,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05947915199474357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663561954371603,0.0,0.0,0.09854302501761963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917632580854205,0.08985057687868699,0.0,0.0,0.09170531546912132,0.09451851731233847,0.09809935677466552,0.0,0.0,0.09607611904398522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723243665736245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654115003773324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473859524427354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098422363435303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439762514487795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709044850819135,0.0,0.09941667119043833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734494912458377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976425225735744,0.0,0.09857933335557416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40369114581359306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676698651661846,0.0,0.0480684383604666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061779067010163724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740371107240725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08276143198930269,0.0,0.0886757112954501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073136082556561,0.0,0.0,0.06429678771217741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301994578355782,0.0820799121745441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177973130453504,0.09314729636468004,0.11853700094326168,0.06652102091505338,0.0,0.0,0.4855972723462465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268263042317353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430198833329646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605943957330104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636106695481413,0.0,0.0,0.07469457268957014,0.08319917810937008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881047548671204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969921285379194,0.07312459826236663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243466182822265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17186770013354188,0.0,0.051001504309854014,0.0,0.0,0.08357648925603473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554161726831611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126490950970024 anxiety,Intrusivethoughts12,2018/01/25,"This intrusive thought came out of no where and is ruining me It came out of no where. I don't even know where it came from it's so out of character and nasty and out of character and I want it to go away. It's been there for two days. I haven't been productive and at random times of the day i'll just yell ""NO!"" because of the other thoughts it's manifesting. I wish I didn't have to be in this position in the first place. I'm tired.",-0.3851136363636343,1.6334591250000017,1.8261363636363648,97.5143181818182,87.95833333333334,6.407575757575757,19.14393939393939,7.686295010490155,0.4168041666666675,340,10,86,7,11,114,55,96,0.142,0.816,0.043,-0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,19,18,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,8,1,6,0,18,9,0,20,0,1,0,0,0,12,0,1,4,61,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030393623269887,0.0,0.0,0.12347360158356654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6949953578086276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612581061687572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337834499208714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229032410012432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511476654665337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113170858341815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162335606190635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216067586785538,0.11810949193643175,0.2328033171292985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19786352334965535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947020699977767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23292439327281256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mapperli,2018/01/25,"Anxiety that feels like hangover? I recently gave up alcohol because I found I was having terrible hangovers when drinking minimally. I've always gotten the fear after drinking, and thought my anxiety would go a way when I stopped drinking. I've found that I'm still waking up feeling hungover, even when I've had no alcohol. I wake up with anxiety, nausea, and a foggy head that doesn't go away. Are these normal physical symptoms for an anxiety disorder? Anyone else have a similar problem?",5.989839486356343,8.166271707865171,7.002279293739967,67.50528089887642,67.87640449438203,10.478972712680578,39.68057784911717,10.608840637214634,5.226334189406098,398,24,58,12,7,133,62,89,0.254,0.7020000000000001,0.044,-0.9445,0,0,5,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,7,9,3,0,0,12,17,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,5,1,5,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,7,2,6,1,7,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,8,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160827805106697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305006458229975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525187498668826,0.0,0.0,0.10340286392034843,0.1515230700581473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894045186053633,0.0,0.0,0.09014778325915067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694861265846669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4346055737966337,0.0,0.0,0.12353683075710944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767497904372532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664088964791297,0.14954764396052478,0.10564726862731508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242909984235662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168090035302843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177008192086494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722479067270824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489342562241386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150355518940505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601610192136522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809913437652758,0.12363636959723097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370651316972014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740216533819355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738222411352865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050514662294949,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kejemie_,2018/01/25,"Obsessing Hey friends Sorry if this doesn't fit the subreddit, but this is the only place In could think of. I (21F) always have a problem with obsessing about something I did or said. I then can not let it go for the life of me. I keep overthinking if's and but's and maybe's and what I should I have done, said, not done. How can I stop myself doing this? It really impedes in my day to day activities. For example, I am now fixated on a party from a couple of months ago where I got a bit to drunk and have some wazy spots. The night ended in a drama not of my making, but I got involved. So I am ashamed of that. Plus, I talked to some guy at the party and friends him on facebook and now I'm obsessing about why not. Did I do something wrong? Any tips are welcome! 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I used to be a person with a strong social anxiety but I thought I was over it... A year ago I met a girl in a class, we used to spend day and night texting and whenever we saw each other in class we would hang out, go out for something to eat and such. I started to develop feelings for her but I got friendzoned, doesnt matter. On June 2017 semester finished and since we have no classes together from now due to our class programs we keep in touch by text. Las night after 7 or 8 months without seeing each other we met up by coincidence in a library... She ran to me and gave me a hug which I gave back... She tried to make conversation but I got so nervous and started shaking and I couldnt even speak properly but I tried to play it cool nonetheless. She later texted me and told me she noticed I was weird about meeting up with her... I feel so bad because I thought I overcame my social anxiety 4 or 3 years ago, but it kicked in last night and I feel horrible now.... Thoughts? 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What is it? Is it reliable and should I be worried?",0.7149999999999999,2.7240568461538466,2.7355769230769242,92.81567307692309,83.1025641025641,4.925641025641027,22.570512820512814,5.985473137389443,0.31494358974358994,143,5,31,1,4,48,31,39,0.287,0.713,0.0,-0.8924,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088714954641939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475512641006217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5284968921221805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188253218200073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2992537958676973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4574459395257091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lindsb1020,2018/01/25,"Anxiety & Grief Hi Everyone! So last month, my grandmother passed away and seeing her in such a state completely wrecked me. Fast forward to Monday night and I get news that a very close family friend/former mentor/boss passed away suddenly from a massive heart attack. 40 years old, with 2 little kids. I instantly became sick to my stomach from it and cried for the first time in a very long time. My issue is this- the wake is tonight. I was going to go but the thought of going and seeing him like this makes me physically ill. I am suffering from extreme anxiety over this. I don't know what to do. Any guidance would be lovely. Thank you.",2.1130913978494625,4.850765846774196,3.0501290322580665,87.91852688172042,84.08064516129029,6.5324731182795714,21.976344086021506,7.793537801064563,1.2878318279569898,511,17,97,10,15,162,93,124,0.15,0.7609999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6049,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,7,0,8,6,3,1,0,12,19,6,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,3,0,1,2,2,13,3,15,15,0,27,0,2,2,1,6,8,0,0,15,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109617498374192,0.0,0.11366096587766038,0.0,0.25572336243761923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901459366671072,0.3140671588863929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524316307093668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18359549728082028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970948096812665,0.0,0.0,0.15756476461255364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216924164820374,0.0,0.0,0.12913198847690693,0.0,0.08732377798201588,0.0,0.2849686274825909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980617646969561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445078846739914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185580071424436,0.13624144911612607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165618614814936,0.16751823995782775,0.0,0.14791368518136672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085042124060907,0.0,0.11156728163249707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133409593771733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684961510104728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753853671112778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663779612496454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388010260915105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269053044353138,0.1949214152072632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27581609211755953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873149645671505,0.0,0.0,0.10763271267805932 anxiety,Polyman66239,2018/01/25,"I had a panic attack during a meeting. What do I tell my boss? I just started an unpaid internship at a small digital marketing agency. We were having an all - day brand building workshop. During one of the activities, I brought up an idea during a discussion time that was immediately shot down by multiple people. Despite the fact that it was respectfully done by all involved, my eyes began to water - I wasn't even that upset with what they'd said! I was quiet for a few minutes but then excused myself to blow my nose. That's when the sobbing began. The VP sweetly came out to ask if I was okay, and I apologized profusely and assured her I was fine through my tears. I then went to the bathroom and had a full-blown panic attack. After that, I meekly went back into the conference room and tried to maintain composure. I excused myself again and had another panic attack, at which the point the CEO came and made sure I was okay. At that point I was just panicking and crying out of embarrassment for the fact that I'm panicking and crying. I ended up going home because I couldn't hold composure. How do I prevent this from happening in the future, and what do I tell my co-workers?! I'm so scared they'll never criticize me again or won't take me seriously. 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I'm trying to think of the best way to make this short, so I apologize if I start to ramble. My dream job was to be a teacher. I didn't have the marks when I went to university straight out of high school, so I settled with an English degree. It wasn't until many years and 2 kids later that I decided to go back to school, and get my Education degree. But I was so naive. I thought I could just get a job, it'd be easy. But the way in was part time and substituting for years, and I couldn't help support my family on that. I had some interviews, but failed them all. My anxiety was definitely a factor in that. I fell into editing, which I did for 2 years before also falling into my current job with municipal government. I've been here over 4 years now, and had to go through 2 years of therapy, and finally medication, to not be absolutely miserable here. I've finally learned to be ok with the work, but I hate the atmosphere. And I feel stuck. I've tried to get out over the past 2 years. I've sent in many resumes, had a few interviews and failed them all. Just recently an old manager gave my name to someone working on building curriculum for Sr. High programs. I met with her, we talked about the project she needed help with, and it was going great. I was so excited to actually get into education, and parley this on the side project into an actually job (she said they were looking for a full time person). She just had to talk to her clients. I found out this morning that the clients decided to go with an in-house person. So once again I've failed, and I'm still stuck here. Crying at work. I feel like it's all my fault for not being good enough. All those years ago... if I has just done things differently I could be teaching, but here I am in this soul-sucking job... And I feel myself falling down the rabbit hole of depression and anxiety. I can't stop thinking about all the bad things, and before I know it it becomes ""I hate my life"", which really isn't true. I'm naturally a positive ""glass half full"" person. But it seems thinking positive just leads to heart break, over and over again. 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Does anyone else hide their anxiety because you're ashamed of it or because you know people won't understand? There are so many ""normal"" things ""normal"" people do without a thought but are extremely stressful for me due to anxiety. I tend to avoid getting into those situations (I know that's not a solution) especially if I'm tired and people just think I'm being lazy (laziness is the closest thing they can relate to it). I suppose I could just say ""I have anxiety. It's hard for me to do ___."" but I don't want it to become a punchline or for it to sound like an excuse. In some cases, friends just don't get it and end up mocking in response. Ultimately, I end up hiding it. Sorry for the rant-ish kinda post. It's so frustrating and I always come back to this line of thinking and needed to get it off my chest. Does anyone else know what I mean?",2.939,4.665008233333335,4.495555555555555,84.205,75.0,7.2444444444444445,26.44444444444445,8.021203637495839,1.6621777777777775,702,26,139,11,15,235,106,180,0.223,0.723,0.055,-0.9809,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,2,0,7,8,2,3,6,0,14,2,1,0,0,33,32,11,0,6,10,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,15,6,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,1,4,18,3,22,28,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,5,6,93,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550125023671156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879826802900943,0.0,0.0,0.17731207957809633,0.2598271424741516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749535942078706,0.0,0.15458267124349914,0.1400320004140807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092202354677537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123323794896792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219133809792641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21183719227451545,0.0,0.22460047378658413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410993550205536,0.0905803581827518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795932315859776,0.0,0.1987310414947968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358088807625145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904499742372307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238885085118264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285473689290887,0.0,0.1381138535925132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401479432798897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484588302514963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26370519738072096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214318591155992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008302299964404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251972184890968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193346402966486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524001293243408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684701798729239,0.1624866176253279,0.0,0.10065882749205993,0.0,0.14572895815239614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199513015436054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747853123873621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222313619711052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,scrantonstrangler03,2018/01/25,"People who have anxiety that went to a Psychiatrist for it, did it help? I am 23, I have never had a problem with anxiety up until about a year or so ago. But now I get a fast heart rate, stomach issues, other common issues whenever I do anything social (concerts, hanging out with friends, family events, etc...). I went to the doctor for it and they gave me a mild anti-anxiety script but it just made me uncontrollably dizzy so I had to stop it. The next thing they suggested is a psychiatrist and I was just wondering if anyone has seen a psychiatrist for their anxiety and if they helped at all or if they have found any other solutions for dealing with it. Thanks everyone.",5.066991452991452,6.213005323076924,6.38179487179487,75.03542735042738,68.84615384615385,10.085470085470087,29.82905982905983,10.25414643259724,3.154264957264957,532,20,98,14,9,180,82,130,0.105,0.8059999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.277,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,5,0,6,4,0,1,9,0,11,3,2,1,2,23,20,13,0,4,9,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,11,7,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,10,2,14,2,15,10,2,16,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,6,10,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260806761804656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940211750178218,0.0,0.4922829421573648,0.0,0.0,0.11248918656559764,0.0,0.13238835477839633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658574879674585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466478886986727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17942077582005805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372520608200993,0.0,0.0,0.15166085171964294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763937150295592,0.12429344469758748,0.0,0.08405177754490406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906404391927269,0.21566539859694672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358283208455488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222604229309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407853324967727,0.0,0.17109489119013582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153210097909996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393790090434747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399420273339274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450067163158352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481142530932993,0.0,0.0,0.10687976554986042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982698380081849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446462794380052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359974146370496 anxiety,edgarallan2014,2018/01/25,"Was going to game but.. I sat down on the couch and out of nowhere, bam, panic attack. Trying to steady my breathing for the past five minutes but it's not working and I hate everything. I just started back on antidepressant and antianxiety (I stopped taking it because I'm pregnant but it got too out of hand so they put me on it again). I guess it'll get worse before it gets better, right?",1.4414102564102542,3.9277695512820543,2.7669230769230784,90.66141025641028,84.25641025641025,5.005128205128205,22.76923076923077,6.42735559955562,0.5481692307692311,307,11,62,3,9,99,58,78,0.075,0.742,0.183,0.851,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,2,1,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,12,12,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,3,1,8,1,11,8,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,5,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789178488953536,0.0,0.18852166449059052,0.0,0.14945420303775392,0.0,0.2086227941760309,0.0,0.0,0.2168341697865967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203442355461669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25618386318504605,0.0,0.13933655025413105,0.0,0.19608595648723093,0.0,0.2700839256730462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205598848919874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28765579967595056,0.0,0.0,0.23404383236781295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464649625752716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937502647487805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173533570910525,0.0,0.0,0.2049742591175662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18433837245118948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664552795491131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848769105200984,0.0,0.24985059080476746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway239423489,2018/01/25,"How do I know if I really have anxiety disorder? Hello, During the past few months, I started feeling increasingly anxious about certain things in my life. There are weeks of feeling fine without much anxiety, then there are other days were I feel terrible with thoughts of intense fear, pounding heart, sleepless nights, trembling hands etc. Right now, I'm feeling worried, hopeless and slighlty nauseous after waking up, last night I haven't been able to sleep because my thoughts kept wandering to bad things (fear of loved ones or myself dying, upcoming exams, other upcoming events in my life etc.). I haven't checked my emails in weeks and I'm not even sure why, I know someone has probably sent me something important but I'm too worried to check them, so I just leave it be. I shut my phone off because I don't want to deal with phone calls anymore, they stress me out. I've also been getting in slight trouble for not reading letters I got from the government because I was too afraid to open them or call them even though I could have dealt with it easily, also not sure why I did that. The likely result will be fines which sucks but I only have myself to blame. I went to the doctor to talk about mental health problems in November and he has given me 2 weeks of sick leave (for stress, feeling anxious and sometimes depressed) and suggested me to speak to a psychiatrist, however I haven't since contacted a psychiatrist because I couldn't get myself to call him. I can still function in daily life and go to college every day, so I'm not sure if I really have a disorder and if I really should go to a psychiatrist (not sure how he'll be able to help me), so I'm asking for some advice here. Thanks for reading this.",5.3831857707509885,6.65424913939394,5.63171277997365,80.24104743083005,68.21212121212122,8.527009222661396,31.6205533596838,8.841846274778883,2.635592885375494,1376,57,250,23,23,437,179,330,0.193,0.737,0.07,-0.9901,1,0,1,0,0,1,37.0,0,0,4,0,20,23,1,6,8,0,26,11,4,3,5,50,56,23,1,8,14,0,6,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,9,2,2,5,11,13,0,1,12,7,39,10,39,36,6,33,0,2,0,1,24,12,1,6,17,165,48,6,0.1655669932373465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089507479558253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324038646741989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665829664978115,0.18704357558723134,0.08209898405661012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739139438785686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912076180762834,0.20185620468042934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25359361739237746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609588589558298,0.0,0.0,0.1067770136224828,0.08534615000271377,0.0713013043338174,0.0,0.08591619966162482,0.0,0.18975411830159966,0.08473241662631599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465096311776247,0.10935543753376496,0.0,0.0697486663241645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18630889775609585,0.20928911628081714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650192044087347,0.0,0.09409553774964044,0.0,0.06620952466228998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799498577482627,0.0,0.0980988420801236,0.05548803278228054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909912895323046,0.0674795987103282,0.0,0.1753115398517552,0.0,0.0,0.1754172955818558,0.040443834891952704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471533778185134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342629370541989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660769972003981,0.0,0.06085539520592687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15537340733753724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056096239762544936,0.06296057954572748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902621467041504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925461089000206,0.07921262610864473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16561179801708625,0.0,0.15909968317950554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069665379100612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847936386401622,0.0,0.08284328186988853,0.0,0.07014218804240141,0.06373078013277121,0.08187499492439533,0.0,0.058594584991015664,0.0,0.06611100733547444,0.0,0.18965643136090227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120898634426373,0.0,0.0,0.06653823879897076,0.0,0.07621592137293684,0.0,0.0,0.10999535341645808,0.0,0.08133436511307653,0.131441698617844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04882785115213247,0.0,0.19921178269188053,0.0,0.0,0.07674113073787249,0.1493984590982844,0.0,0.0,0.07980033660443514,0.0,0.0,0.1681413184456301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unirin,2018/01/25,"Is it just me? when i'm very anxious all I want to do is sleep. It's worse after an anxiety attack I don't know how to explain it but you know how animals sometimes when attacked receive a reaction to do a fight or flight response? And you know how some of them play dead as a flight response? That's what it kind of feels like my body is doing. High anxiety days make me exhausted, especially when I get triggered into an anxiety attack. I end up wanting to just... sleep. When I become extremely stressed. I want to sleep all day long. My stress usually comes from being anxious about so many things that I feel overwhelmed and I just shut down. Right now I'm at work and I feel really targeted and due to feeling that way I just want to take a nap. All of me just wants to shut down.",1.7035000000000018,3.877894350000002,3.207500000000003,89.87750000000004,80.5,6.75,24.375,7.8658589789855275,1.3348749999999998,616,23,130,11,16,202,92,160,0.241,0.6779999999999999,0.081,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,1,0,16.0,0,2,1,1,15,11,4,3,6,0,8,5,4,5,3,35,27,15,1,5,7,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,2,0,2,1,8,0,0,0,4,18,3,20,26,4,24,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,2,13,85,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740534850544917,0.26980700621331977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4075510044592274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188306139142414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264171247442005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286433798549922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540239288488432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576510363827003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415166400427321,0.08530917864308275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062388735118492036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261671414137053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435100361165348,0.19687995706180575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833950713209355,0.0,0.0,0.1056773760645219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970957902317934,0.1210667597267028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649948071081186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197865630383636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3584998489687769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181032130877949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735760038479515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978424907835884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933316316664916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151733147672626,0.09852881718014957,0.3521665017851005,0.09478504514630044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693460345635927,0.0,0.1216927728009004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bardiel75,2018/01/25,"Neti pot fears brought me my 2nd Anxiety attack. Hi all I had my first anxiety attack September of last year. I don't know what triggered it but it turned my world upside down. I received some support from my family and I got over the hump thinking I would never have another episode again. I thought this was a one off thing 10 days ago I used a neti pot for a few days because i was feeling stuffy. I don't know what I was thinking but I used tap water. I didn't think anything of it until I looked it up and using tap water can lead to some rare brain eating amoeba. When I read that I fell into instant panic and have not been mentally well since. I've been living in constant fear of dying and making myself sick by internalizing everything I read on webmd and Google. It's hard to function everyday without feeling like im about to break down. I know this will sound silly and I will be made fun of but this is debilitating. I am seeing my doctor today to talk about my anxiety and the options I have. It feels like I have lost control of me .",2.226408450704227,4.305538154929579,3.7982417840375575,86.79989788732394,78.24882629107982,6.325727699530518,23.795539906103286,7.365786028017652,1.0615015962441317,829,28,166,11,20,275,131,213,0.16899999999999998,0.7709999999999999,0.059,-0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,5,12,2,3,5,0,20,7,1,8,2,37,42,12,1,1,5,0,4,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,13,8,3,1,10,2,0,4,6,6,1,2,12,7,30,6,24,26,4,27,0,1,2,1,3,9,0,3,15,113,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476162543359824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392462017511158,0.2712277891516353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725409976251284,0.0,0.0,0.26889923301899826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720429343756264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193071740279524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277132607125286,0.1325516849369656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243582722479893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265474115744653,0.0,0.0,0.1209647618246289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093016705672514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621478003860517,0.0,0.11141191102419172,0.26597626198089386,0.17926981746582216,0.16885915472379068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052594525073484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452131427593884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586827618101298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12765734354971955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948499778119032,0.09633448343642836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547596657263855,0.0,0.10435728272752742,0.0,0.09924350646945693,0.0,0.12901012241360646,0.0,0.0,0.11182710691138023,0.07888771379194746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910012896827275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911496035376334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008349758345082,0.0,0.0,0.13866166007782207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364288958125092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941761243083994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097761757182553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341120619508172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949905895407686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851517906374288,0.22717965674288895,0.0,0.0938236769361422,0.0,0.0,0.11202315910474683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854858611570827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062151164185189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626023012481056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11392367992349572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395343306310979,0.0,0.0,0.07610563337347145 anxiety,courtneymariexx,2018/01/25,"Hiding in the bathroom stall on campus I just started college again about a 2 weeks ago. Something about sitting in a classroom with silence aside from the professor talking can randomly make me anxious. I start feeling nauseated and get the feeling that I need to leave the room immediately. I’m now sitting in the bathroom stall, too afraid to go back to class. But I’ll have to. I wish I could figure out why this happens but that’s what sucks about having an anxiety disorder. It can come out of no where for no reason. I’m sick to my stomach because of my anxiety and it’s making me MORE anxious. I hate this never ending battle. 😪 On the other hand, does anyone else do this? Or previously did this? What do you do to cope?",2.3742890442890427,4.861746195804199,3.8888391608391615,84.16146386946389,80.04895104895104,6.051095571095573,27.015850815850825,7.3011,1.6221901165501174,578,25,107,8,15,191,95,143,0.237,0.69,0.07200000000000001,-0.9752,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,3,1,9,0,9,3,2,3,1,21,25,5,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,1,3,11,0,21,23,1,22,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,9,76,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136382293649135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785138977049137,0.41129745666411066,0.0,0.1272837188416121,0.1865172696005355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139974354216647,0.0,0.11096738198074516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568077908303949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453408366444335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862888769090804,0.0,0.1593008240553368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520676182120464,0.0,0.16122975730231054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840856195429911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510623329936296,0.0,0.10345518481018308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609737262373277,0.0,0.0,0.17972274308419775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19274971150043105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430207249553783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497729739191422,0.14039729170965076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716320120341812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401401127920794,0.0,0.0,0.2576918635716992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631354379858288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601820155446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642590665403647,0.0,0.20933227661172846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yukonwanderer,2018/01/25,"Political Anxiety Anyone else experience anxiety around election time? I find myself increasingly enraged and anxious that the conservatives in my province are going to win. There has been a campaign against our current premier who is a lesbian that has been tinged with misogyny. The conservatives are historically anti-gay, anti-abortion, anti-equality, and this shit really really stresses me out. It makes me so mad that people will vote for them because they pick and choose a single issue to ""give"" to someone - like for example: dental care for seniors. So a lot of seniors will vote for them over that single selfish issue, ignoring all the other bad stuff that will be implemented. Rinse and repeat until our society goes back to the dark ages with huge disparity between rich and poor, social stratification, and inequality. UGH. it makes me so so stressed and angry at people's stupidity and short-sightedness. 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I’ve been taking Ativan for about 2 years. I need them to sleep through the night, I also have to smoke a bunch of weed with it too so that it really puts me out, and I have to take it all day just to make it through. My question is, is there anything I can do before bed and in the morning to that my anxiety wont be as bad? This is the first time i’ve ever reached out to anyone other than a Dr. For help so i’m sorry if I’m all over the place. 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Hey all, This is my first time writing in this forum. In fact, I'm not that big on writing about my self, generally speaking. But maybe this can help. I find people's experiences to be really assuring and they remind me that I'm not the only one on this planet that feels this way... For as long as I've worked, I've had work anxiety. I used to think I had a problem with authority over me, but this has evolved and developed into social anxiety in the work place as well. The more I ignore my anxieties (or joke about them) the worse I get. When I started my current position I couldn't have been happier. Its a great job in the field that I studied and it pays more than I was looking to make. On day one I was told that I wasn't hired but that this would be a two week trial to see if I qualify. Everyday, I feared that I was doing something wrong and that I wouldn't pass the trial. And if I were to fail, I wouldn't be able to believe in my self again. Eventually I was told that I was great and that I earned a longterm freelance contract with them. Even with this assurance, I continue to have an intense feeling that I'm not liked and that people are plotting to fire me... Maybe plotting is too harsh of a word, but I do feel as if people may be too polite to tell me what they actually think of my work. I have thought I was going to get fired every day I worked with this company. I've been here for 3 years now and I still can't sleep certain nights because I'm worried about what I'll do once they fire me. I fell like my work is under par and I'm not getting the assignments that I would like to work on. I feel as if I'm distancing myself from the rest of my team and they are doing the same with me... Please help me get over this. How do I trick my mind into not caring too much about my job? That if I get fired, its not the worst thing in the world? I should also mention that I'm an avid Marijuana smoker. I have recently stopped because i think its feeding a lot of my anxieties, but I think my issues are deeper than smoking... I'm not sure what I'm looking for in this forum, but I just wanted to share my experience and see if there is a ""life changing"" advice out there. Thanks for reading. 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My girlfriend has been dealing with anxiety for almost a decade. She wants to see a therapist about it, but is concerned about being treated like a crazy person(she's had some bad experiences with doctors specifically). Anyone have a good therapist in NYC they can recommend(preferably with an office in Manhattan). Thanks.",7.528695652173916,10.599567884057976,6.851521739130432,66.42336956521743,65.81159420289855,10.397101449275363,39.03623188405797,10.504223727775694,5.243597101449279,340,19,46,10,6,105,57,69,0.119,0.7390000000000001,0.142,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,1,1,9,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,4,12,7,2,6,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,1,34,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663532702592116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157861470425588,0.0,0.0,0.14428863466528197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229830788045555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274356423479468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121370230217595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018553749280211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308128817067564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081492353157093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801817518352948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19763162440311388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21216792695088915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644386975480081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998451322996845,0.0,0.7187842750414514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171388032969715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,intothewest24,2018/01/25,"Flipping between good and bad days and developing a fear of lying complex about it Not sure if this should be here or in the depression sub so sorry in advance if I’m wrong. So today was a great day. Got concert tickets, met up with a friend and it’s now a long weekend. So today I was super high functioning I suppose. I did a lot of things. I have days like this, but then will literally flip a switch in my head and the next day be a complete nervous wreck maybe not being able to get out of bed or function or eat at all. At the very other end of the scale I get suicidal. Then my head tells me that I must be lying about the bad days because of the good days and that the days weren’t actually bad I’m just making things up. So because the negative and bad thoughts aren’t true 100% of the time I get massive anxiety and stress over “ohh I lied to the social worker yesterday about how bad things were because today was a good day.” But then I’m afraid to tell her a lot of good things cause I know the bad will come back so I think she won’t believe me or care when it does. But I do tell her the good things. I think this my stem from personal issues from close trusted people lying to me for years and years but I’m not sure. I also had a now ex-friend accuse me of being suicidal for attention along with a plethora of insults. I know that the attention thing happens to some people but it definitely wasn’t the case here. So then I think and think and think haha. Can anyone else relate or have any wisdom?",2.9258333333333333,4.157697492063498,4.1382738095238105,88.77026785714285,74.07936507936508,7.027777777777778,24.23611111111111,7.492282038375204,0.9423253968253976,1190,35,258,14,24,390,154,315,0.233,0.629,0.138,-0.9891,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,18,29,1,4,25,1,23,3,2,3,5,55,44,35,2,4,16,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,1,17,16,1,0,11,3,0,2,8,13,0,0,11,1,25,16,34,23,4,40,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,10,28,173,42,1,0.07652047220318309,0.0,0.07467294265948803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061193393974800364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05203654509696494,0.0,0.058537951789692275,0.0,0.0,0.053504893354063915,0.07840426654320279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883951979738376,0.3833483881643919,0.13993850885314638,0.0,0.0,0.08621236842404675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801772123328073,0.07860760348683696,0.0,0.06591561121738496,0.08023025924212995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947949935226616,0.0,0.06590697058205529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696358088736798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829954642068426,0.06392303563322725,0.0,0.06777442589257139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610680518618746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823905401388173,0.0,0.1199363653804292,0.0,0.0,0.32090870797408216,0.061200411899053724,0.08436409074500709,0.0,0.0,0.06766680085653452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706416127446185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808480801481169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798674923373066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410730067927502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03738403752012707,0.0,0.0,0.06771820994098436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010993813833016,0.0,0.0,0.05107800938682931,0.0,0.07687509937861232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138039029391526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609932119940252,0.06681472479561504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800298496085313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565840380813176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765394237305782,0.0,0.0,0.16740195363015564,0.0,0.14423927893781852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064679644576214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050208094864938,0.24515614413276826,0.0,0.06074870750963875,0.04461970270301281,0.0,0.21759738103395013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313740343977209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366312396920977,0.0,0.09855335055324084 anxiety,quietwreck,2018/01/25,"All that my anxiety is. And this stopped a panic attack in its tracks. All that my anxiety is. This is important to note you really need to believe this. You need to know that your anxiety cannot hurt you and your worst fears are only that. I said all of this aloud when I was having a panic attack over a stupid intrusive thought that I was obsessing over. And for context I've done a ton of therapy and keep to a pretty strict routine to keep myself level... but sometime I slip. I wanted to share what helped me: My anxiety, my panic attacks and my phobias are just my body's overreaction to stress. Panic over an intrusive thought does not mean that that thing is more valid, it is just my brain fixating on a fear, my fear of not having control over my wants and needs, my fear of irreversible change. Panic does not mean I want that thing to happen, and it does not mean I will act on these thoughts. All that this is, is my brains capability to blow a random thought into a fear, into an obsession... my brain does not simply let a thought go, it calculates it and sometimes sees it as a threat to my very being. And that's ok. It's just a thought. And thoughts can stay as just that... thoughts are not automatically actions and they are not automatically urges or wants... your brain comes up with nonsense all the time, every day... but if I do not look after my stress levels or care for myself when I've had a trauma, I will panic and my brain will latch on to the nearest fear... and run away with it. My fears are not desires, my fears are not predictions. They are just thoughts. And sometimes thoughts cause anxiety... panic does not validate these thoughts.. it merely makes it easier to obsess, makes it easier to fear your mind. It will pass. You will be fine. It will pass. 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Don't know how to manage it. I've learnt I have something similar to abandonment issues and that is partly why I feel the need to please other people, why I care so much about what other people think and why I have so much difficulty with other people being angry with me (when I make a mistake I can't bear other people being angry especially if they are a good person, and that prevents me from doing a lot of things). Admitedly I don't really have friends; I struggle to make them, I'm an introvert. I think this, along with being bullied in school and having a few bad relationships, has made me essentially desperate. Now that I've realised this, what can I do?",5.328666666666667,6.268768088888887,6.517777777777778,75.05000000000003,68.1111111111111,8.962962962962962,27.592592592592588,9.150863307647796,2.301592592592593,552,17,99,10,9,186,82,135,0.21600000000000005,0.7140000000000001,0.069,-0.9666,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,7,7,0,1,7,0,16,0,0,4,0,24,27,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,13,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,16,3,13,23,5,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,80,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051158117169327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715785490434822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509033720574098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001716153253662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14115011210074582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564661251770647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924854532175052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307053608474873,0.0,0.15923605608031435,0.2246641045158608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741879515191825,0.12478175947377912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182237079884107,0.0,0.4666726302209979,0.1469406354601512,0.0,0.18472723036189187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780816772865574,0.0,0.0,0.180675928174448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031417452559786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955460055090035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592881620035872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180158194075354,0.21566144119293626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555551725024043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,leftoverfucks_given,2018/01/25,Only seeing the future very negative Since a couple of days a feeling of hopelessness started to arise within me. I find it very difficult to resist this anxiously depressed feeling and multiple times a day it get so bad i start fewing future events as scary. Does anybody know anything to counter these feeling?,7.282272727272726,9.308521181818186,6.936136363636365,69.82420454545455,64.45454545454545,9.136363636363637,37.38636363636364,9.516144504307137,4.167818181818182,255,13,35,5,4,80,44,55,0.35,0.584,0.066,-0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,1,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,7,8,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,8,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268353800847316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954760645321241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198336875140504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628346808709768,0.0,0.3063886835862539,0.0,0.20459377942577456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787379508777495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36032371378875977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171082387067753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410540729892458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054636232937494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806606911956312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928948185884034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649643153816607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33626559034799725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851211081683976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919925276125487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThisBigDream,2018/01/25,"At 32 I now know the difference between ""feeling anxious"" & an anxiety attack. Need advice. I'm a 32 year old male who, on the outside, has a productive and fulfilling life, surrounded by those who love me and with a fulfilling job and social life. 3 days ago I woke up confused from a night terror, unable tor recognise my girlfriend in bed next to me, heart racing, covered in sweat, fearing for my life. It got worse and worse until I thought I was dying/psychotic and I took myself to the hospital, where the doctor calmed me down and suggested I was having an anxiety attack. The waves of Adrenalin and cortisol that were hammering me began to lessen and I was prescribed anti-anxiety meds to help me sleep. What the fuck!???? Nobody told me that anxiety could be this PHYSICAL. It's insane. I now have a much better understanding on how debilitating the condition can be. I'm on day 4 and I think the meds are helping but there is still an underlying layer of panic that is occupying the back of my mind constantly. I'm keeping busy. My question to you - does it shock you how physical the symptoms can be? Have you ever taken yourself to the emergency room? How did you come back from this?",3.873458149779737,6.096083427312777,5.1589669603524255,78.2909614537445,73.75770925110132,8.592863436123347,28.97114537444933,9.255337874911486,2.8486671365638765,946,40,168,23,20,314,140,227,0.15,0.802,0.048,-0.965,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,4,0,1,11,11,3,4,19,0,18,10,3,3,1,27,37,14,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,5,0,2,1,12,11,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,12,1,24,3,25,21,1,30,0,0,0,2,15,12,1,2,16,120,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780983251632192,0.1068691620388646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062670500171625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689122669784136,0.13619847913404134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27430879949307696,0.0,0.1854063899806307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662551901717006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385176120799608,0.0,0.1302825256586914,0.0,0.09625734653257001,0.0,0.0,0.15550244712975592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595953564855716,0.0,0.1233982641919086,0.10550286470093603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905341832587573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356635128678117,0.06095875626257166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145577337252892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964228419487859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142864175411277,0.16161764768150316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963719304739873,0.10715926360013033,0.0,0.0,0.06625662073576781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554652710957513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088101031209009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678299538962671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173122789362682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862546867088532,0.08939370922205883,0.0,0.0,0.12821692317992436,0.11313738903252173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650743514223511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145117888446032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505478666641155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064706271495992,0.12289573316630174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627936832197463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530799715916638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724997726315364,0.0,0.0957111699257287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520024240309674,0.1339465912311971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550720732932458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457218707505725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763668453402486 anxiety,thrw019293018391002,2018/01/25,"I get random bursts of anxiety I can get from feeling super bad (aka anxiety) to feeling super good with just one single thought (they're, most of the times, exaggerated). And then, with another thought I can get from feeling super good to feeling super bad. This is a matter of just seconds and these switchs can last for hours, stop and then come back again. When I get the bad feelings it's just awful and the only way I can cope with them is thinking of a way of killing myself. Then, when I get the good ones, I completely forget about the sensation the bad ones gave me and I see the bright side. I wonder how many of you have experienced something like this and, what do you do about it? 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I moved in last night, wake up, go to work, come home, and my room is full of ants. My bed, drawers, coming out a hole in the floor. I call my landlord and no one answers. I don't want more ants in my shit so I call again. Voicemail says to txt so I do saying there's ants. Landlord replies she'll bring ant spray tomorrow. I say i'll go get some and use it cause there's a lot. Spray em, they're dead, done. Now I feel like a fuckin idiot for calling her. There were so many in everything, I thought it was the flat. Maybe they came in on my stuff when I moved. She gets a text at 8pm on a thursday from a new tenant saying the room has ants. I feel so dumb for texting her. She must think I'm a fuckin idiot. To make it worse, my flatmate told me to text her as it was something a landlord needed to know. I had a video in case they cane back and it legit was a recurring ant problem. I dunno why I care that my landlord who has like 15 places would think I'm a moron but it makes me feel like shit.",0.2781339712918651,1.9753391578947368,1.80444976076555,100.58433014354068,82.85964912280701,4.671770334928231,18.69696969696969,5.238671369647483,-0.689524561403509,800,19,201,3,22,258,128,228,0.119,0.84,0.041,-0.9278,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,1,12,13,8,0,14,0,15,5,3,4,1,29,39,11,1,5,1,0,3,3,0,3,0,4,10,0,10,8,0,0,8,1,0,8,2,9,0,1,10,7,31,4,23,26,4,35,0,0,0,2,17,17,5,3,13,114,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389092305337632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740474366533183,0.13965516715834878,0.12449380767107195,0.1254350898139229,0.0,0.2103646529454832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495542984940622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097397676857069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521930859912325,0.1744631434933862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275892585121133,0.0,0.1387897497487509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248089923951648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710551108760178,0.09953157016936623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789624627621207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038089895387682,0.0,0.0,0.16301157676244882,0.1237949292821594,0.12267051235858123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955579449793625,0.0,0.09053903562764004,0.0,0.11792941209948855,0.0,0.1145869232362718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827412570743217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757334923195687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683763988693695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427668646556318,0.0,0.38841000934990333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506772950805295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940021093184494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978058755569886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647943249092014,0.0,0.0969374366415745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667620621198035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054591954321428,0.0,0.0,0.07202047412922745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018043600680268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889362457000535,0.0,0.12443504919967385,0.08673962547787244,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,parkerjames29,2018/01/25,"Terrified of letting people into my life I have been numb and isolating myself for many years now 4-5 (29 Now) where I haven’t been socializing at all. I was pretty much a hermit much of the time never leaving my apartment unless I needed groceries basically or quick to get something to eat and go right back. Now I have to change I can’t live this miserable life and now I’ve changed bad habits/addictions I’m not numb anymore and I feel so much now it’s scary but I’m never going back. I have been getting out more not much socializing but I go to the gym I signed up for a few months ago quite a bit and the store way more than I use to which was like once every couple weeks or so and been eating a diner by myself because I have no friends anymore so decided to do it all alone and went to a bar the other weekend by myself sat and had a few beers. So I’m definitely getting out and doing things I would never have done before but thinking about letting someone/people into my life is scaring me a lot. Currently I really don’t trust anyone have no friends, no girlfriend/wife and don’t trust or tell my family much of anything just never have been open really but I’m trying to be more open now. I’m really having panic attacks sometimes I will wake up in the middle of the night thinking about things like this. How do I break free from my isolation and let people in??? 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Clawing at my skin First time taking diazepam( valium), took 4 mg at 9pm as instructed by my GP. It's currently 10.30pm. However the crushing emptiness of this medication has led me to claw the skin off my body and now I'm covered in blood and scratch marks. I went for a run up the tallest hill in the region but no luck, barely broke a sweat and continued to clawed my skin the whole way up. What should I do? I've never had this sort of reaction before, though I do get somewhat hypomanic on SSRIs. Tomorrow I'm sure going to be in a world of pain. Never submitted a thread to reddit before, shame it had to be like this. Knowing you guys are out there helps immensely whether you comment or not.",2.81118881118881,4.905493755244759,4.295804195804198,83.856013986014,76.48251748251748,7.756643356643357,27.08391608391609,8.617729084823388,2.135808391608392,569,23,111,12,13,189,102,143,0.123,0.7879999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6274,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,1,3,6,0,1,9,0,9,8,6,1,3,17,17,8,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,4,4,10,3,21,10,2,26,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,4,9,71,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938074882374293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25703243510885576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682810955855395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089657327034227,0.0,0.13150954355675104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912166797687414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510205985485506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717099280384614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304999989429627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23311043039902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569387804626073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462251490336633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21809108312464487,0.0,0.1739834607418922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273486179537712,0.0,0.13493078116945953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709311462615275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18367397790159565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145094510691636,0.0,0.2583490326390373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Foalykins,2018/01/25,"How to stop over thinking/judging myself? I'm wondering what techniques you guys have developed to stop judging yourself so harshly. I'll set goals and then always move the goalposts so nothing I ever do is good enough. I don't think I've ever congratulated myself on any achievements and I always compare my worst traits to other peoples best traits. I think it's led to self hatred and plays a huge role in my general anxiety, as I can't find enjoyment in anything and feel guilty when I'm not doing something ""productive"", but I don't know how to get out of this toxic mindset.",6.251071428571433,6.9193683928571454,6.664285714285715,75.7807142857143,65.96428571428572,8.9,34.75,8.841846274778883,3.0765392857142855,468,21,81,7,7,152,80,112,0.128,0.8,0.07200000000000001,-0.5943,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,7,5,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,2,21,15,12,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,6,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,1,11,4,12,15,3,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,6,53,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3461578948762085,0.0,0.0,0.14145226909001896,0.0,0.15912520889126175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711724929290656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829109408516206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492740642669186,0.0,0.0,0.3763094811358284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517486884870447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011513529202498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867536137572932,0.0,0.0,0.17446686681098575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059601806141927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431551139637297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107911036687908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958885733399725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420624682711292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699724279699792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601343768181461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34780725695019754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26656568228594724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255753184868153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,luckycharming90,2018/01/25,"Is a MinuteClinic doctor sufficient to confirm/deny panic attack? Hi everyone - I'm hoping for some advice on how to get assessed quickly for what I *think* is a lingering panic attack? Brief context: I've always wrestled with anxiety but never experienced a panic attack until a week ago while I on antibiotics for a UTI. Out of nowhere my heart rate elevated, followed by shortness of breath and what felt like palpitations. I managed to work through it, but several more occurred over a few days until I was able to switch meds. It’s now been nearly a week since I was on any meds at all, but suddenly today at 4:00 PM while at the movies I began experiencing the same symptoms. Again, it seemed brought on by nothing (my week has been fairly stress-free, and the movie we saw was a slow drama with no suspense) but now, nearly twelve hours later, I’m still fighting the same symptoms: tightness/twinges in my chest, elevated heart rate, and the sensation of being unable to breathe fully unless I’m taking deep breaths through my mouth. The intensity has ebbed over the hours and I’ve calmed myself a few times, but the condition never completely goes away. I’ve begun to feel crazy, unable to tell if I’m “making up” these symptoms or if something is actually medically wrong. On one hand I don’t know why I would be experiencing this panic attack, but I also don’t know why I would have a heart/lung condition either, since I’m a 27-year-old, healthy-eating nonsmoker with no preexisting (physical) health conditions and no family history of heart disease. (Also, due to my UTI visits I’ve had my heartbeat and breathing checked three times over the past few weeks with no voiced concern from any doctors - the most recent time being Sunday.) So sorry for blathering, but does anyone have any advice on the best place to go to get either the anxiety or health concern ruled out? I feel at a loss, because I have crappy insurance that makes finding doctors difficult (and often they can only see me days/weeks later), but I also don’t think I can afford an ER visit right now. My last resort seems to be a Minute Clinic, but I’m worried about whether they’ll have the resources to adequately tell me what’s wrong with me. I really want to find that I’m just being ridiculous, but either way any advice or encouragement would be much appreciated! 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I pulled over round the corner from Work. Couldn’t do it. Drove back home I started a new job, was getting changed. Attack started I left and never returned. I drove 30 miles and laid in a field to escape My last job before work the attack would start. So alarm would go off, then I’m panic inside my head . I can’t do it (what ever it is) I’d turn my phone off to avoid my work calling me and the intense anxiety that caused It’s like a fight or flight response and in my head it’s always flight, always you can’t do it, always hiding, turning off, disconnecting I live in the uk 🇬🇧 so our mental health services are not good let along the NHS in general right now I’m at the stage we’re I cannot hold a job, I can’t afford to live, my family can’t afford to cover. Homelessness is the logical way my life is going right now I started this new Chef job beginning of last week, started getting nightmares sweats then got an attack yesterday morning before work. Phoned in sick with the shits which by law means I have to be off for 48 from last symptoms which means tomorrow I can go back Now today they phoned my mobile the anxiety that this caused were almost unbearable. If they had rang my home phone and spoke to the relative I live with. I don’t know how I would have coped I have seen 2 different doctors, I have told them everything. No one seems to care or do anything. I get the smallest amount of attention and shrugged off with here is a leaflet... I was meant to be referred to more specialist place for a review, but nope. Straight into thin air I have a emergency appointment today, where I am going to ask for anxiety medications and referral for help again! My attacks are never at while, never in social setting. They are always the part before work and inky this part. I have probably ruined my new job to be honest. But after my doctors today I’m gonna come clean to my employers and let them decide It doesn’t help that I have absolutely no friends, no social life and very socially isolated So half the time I’m just in my bed watching Netflix in my phone or talking to myself or whatever Does anyone else completely go full anxiety mode after their alarm had gone off and become desperate to find anyway possible to escape? Hid in your room, turn your phone off, disconnect, sleep. Forget it all, look outside your window at the world going past I don’t drink, I don’t smoke (I stopped in July) I would go to the gym but a membership is like £60 here and because I’m a chef my hours are so long it isn’t realistic to pay that to use a gym couple times on my off days Where can I turn? Now it is important to notice this is not specific to Chef Work, I have done other work with animals and it happened eventually there. This is a problem with Work regardless of the job itself Sometimes the escape anxiety thoughts are suicidal (wouldn’t ever act of them) but in them moments of desperate I can’t do it (whatever it is) and the flight response they do come up So now I’m laying here in my room, anxious that my job is going to call my mobile or house phone. waiting for time to pass for my emergency appointment this afternoon with the GP (general practitioner) Thinking to myself that I have no future, if I can’t hold a job. I’m am destined for homelessness ",3.730718432510884,5.107888981481484,4.922384024082142,83.36283260764395,72.2905982905983,8.261076170510131,27.205396978981884,8.787695798879287,2.026263742407138,2763,98,549,52,53,913,296,702,0.173,0.772,0.055,-0.9979,12,1,2,0,1,0,60.0,1,4,9,10,25,21,8,4,33,0,67,14,5,4,6,81,122,37,1,10,15,0,2,2,1,6,8,2,7,0,32,25,1,5,13,4,2,17,24,15,0,2,17,7,76,6,80,93,6,116,0,2,4,0,34,44,1,9,54,360,108,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215779117542556,0.0,0.04762302491908622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15829011671956586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25467516100133314,0.05372763229541715,0.0,0.033254048778133996,0.0487293617574037,0.03913664007953716,0.0,0.04446083077107554,0.3246283455204403,0.0,0.07313918928783605,0.0,0.028991254865529125,0.0525246896133608,0.161875316285037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712520792687754,0.0,0.04848911837431637,0.0977114770937095,0.05031064716381575,0.08193497129910447,0.0498642420734305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05262263863500778,0.0,0.030671334781215205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049688569640831626,0.0,0.09735639643774163,0.04161881363731232,0.048668915690088084,0.0,0.04658928003327162,0.0,0.0,0.03972907171176114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860388749951396,0.0,0.0,0.04274256435100328,0.0,0.04483397484501633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346765941347742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03674362308918982,0.0,0.09938953229916647,0.0,0.21622899100298615,0.03988986112982335,0.038036922512218165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042055874804814784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761760005304172,0.05055252204955254,0.0,0.0,0.06375499640151101,0.0,0.09541022052292236,0.0,0.046835598607742036,0.05487618933203374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37755623456443776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02613693911019971,0.1162997142960408,0.0,0.0,0.051672511229615685,0.09726369324834856,0.0671840304284819,0.04646941725465465,0.0,0.12598523117562238,0.04208782627868506,0.03993720986992762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821691208901445,0.0,0.1554156322083604,0.0,0.047910242665868095,0.047927839466305217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100402729269794,0.13779705183925473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05414573225010725,0.0,0.0,0.032226908982628755,0.0,0.0,0.055799719462198166,0.0,0.10300256515691623,0.04540002392683739,0.0,0.0,0.049688569640831626,0.0,0.0,0.05361512710369781,0.0,0.0,0.05127616812834207,0.04550711603280703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122949547931725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04329552403005072,0.0,0.0,0.048818175226146836,0.0,0.0,0.04759290312406558,0.14543987871706945,0.0,0.0,0.04703662884626074,0.0,0.2019731481511372,0.0,0.0,0.03976108310215426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202134218579189,0.0,0.0,0.04943155046846739,0.0,0.0382257665525488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030473602933108607,0.0,0.03775618183865952,0.08319533095784366,0.0,0.13523985320396095,0.04544423919803904,0.0,0.0,0.20692021250843248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04107532339664765,0.0,0.03924079018001511,0.0,0.03774976880102631,0.03814860565969122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34623195845094296,0.0,0.0,0.13513693720905398,0.0,0.0,0.06125230275404495 anxiety,listical,2018/01/25,"Work Anxiety I'm almost 19 years old just about to graduate my first (and only) year of college which means I have to find a job soon so I can get money to move into my own place. Problem is, I have INSANE work anxiety. I've only had one job, when I was 16 at Denny's. Working with anxiety in a restaurant is such a struggle especially since it's so fast paced, it got so bad that I had multiple panic attacks when trying to quit because of my anxiety, my MOM had to go in and do it for me (still the most embarrassing thing my anxiety has done to me). What's even worse is that I suffer with IBS-D, which makes it near impossible for me to stay at a full-time job, and ANXIETY TRIGGERS MY IBS. So at this point, basically what I'm asking for is if anyone has any tips/tricks for me to lower my work anxiety so I can be the responsible young adult I'm wishing I could be. I hate being at home all the time, I just want to go to work :(",3.9738777219430483,3.777512145728643,5.998103015075376,81.59588149078726,70.75879396984925,9.447403685092127,28.14112227805695,9.2995712137729,2.096075041876047,723,23,162,14,12,255,112,199,0.239,0.735,0.026,-0.9909,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,14,8,2,3,7,0,20,0,0,2,1,20,33,11,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,0,8,0,2,6,0,21,0,27,23,3,25,0,1,0,0,3,10,0,3,11,109,33,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077149556525402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315070408812625,0.0,0.5760306851501129,0.0,0.0,0.07521484398544677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056262538800084,0.12237542624498295,0.0,0.0,0.0898157389613387,0.06557314948930126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588520552678497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110080577706311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104840264109799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831624542954967,0.09149825576385592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056200436039714974,0.0,0.1222680426970612,0.0,0.0860328681036942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062022559109513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079006183446658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32023732058872345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180323641979093,0.0,0.0,0.11717432873053946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259836770019324,0.0,0.11432897249758504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287571763866275,0.0,0.07289163335970875,0.16362235685630352,0.0,0.12620920904346006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238685666007103,0.0,0.10168760697610456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292913971082678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441302162673705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898230442203002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465439100068466,0.08590485437414275,0.0,0.0,0.11245462117689113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146415701340322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627244307408608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303238522104437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634470659528963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236992026141379,0.0,0.0,0.3915580763023805,0.0,0.1096221438261766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385419990850618 anxiety,mrthingstodotoday,2018/01/25,"Muscle straining because of panic attacks? Title, I just got back from a really long day of borderline panic attack with me having a tick when I breathe. is it possible to strain a muscle in my abdomen? It feels I just worked out. Thank you!",2.6243478260869537,5.269528391304352,4.158869565217394,81.63178260869569,80.30434782608697,6.288695652173913,24.417391304347824,7.554174236665415,1.6241095652173918,190,7,32,3,5,63,37,46,0.321,0.632,0.048,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,2,4,3,0,2,2,2,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,7,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,24,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5551209964365332,0.0,0.1876042258614196,0.0,0.14872688578469814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734579706978746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336274148166572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513170631335608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159130869260483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5725118517129134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27504883531498714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562987239428275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462240684558588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17761908264541046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nyx1047,2018/01/25,"Hope or hopeless Does anyone here who have had crippling anxiety (unable to get a job etc) ever recover? If so, how and how long did it take? How did you cope in the process?",0.97757142857143,3.329222114285717,2.6567857142857183,91.5994642857143,85.0,5.7857142857142865,23.035714285714285,7.1686216300943375,0.930571428571429,134,5,28,2,4,44,32,35,0.134,0.792,0.07400000000000001,-0.327,1,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,3,1,8,7,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,2,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,3,2,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794366191040517,0.0,0.0,0.2554108240427908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196571809258577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407381452401868,0.0,0.3304148031543301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908426438170256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36280340768257296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624819854116701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32325947627397383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746435463821677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SayuriThrowaway,2018/01/25,"I keep having intense episodes of... whatever this is I keep having episodes during which I have a lot of intense feelings going through my head, and I cannot calm down. I feel extremely anxious to the point I cannot step outside of my room, and when the episode ends, I feel extremely exhausted, dizzy, and sleepy, but my heart also keeps beating fast for a while. I can easily sleep for a whole day after that. I don't know how to describe it better, and it has been happening to me more frequently these days, to the point I'm not going to my classes at all, and I'm not eating too much since I'd need to step outside to buy food. Do you have any idea of what this could be? As for the medication I'm already taking: Levothyrox (25mcg) (for my thyroid), Brintellix (15mg) (for my depression), Risperdal (3mg) (for my anxiety).",8.792795793163894,6.1233262638036825,8.621489921121825,74.72515337423316,62.435582822085884,12.013672217353196,39.850131463628394,10.290406445055957,3.884690446976336,643,27,129,11,7,209,100,163,0.069,0.87,0.061,-0.0934,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,0,14,8,3,1,1,21,29,11,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,8,5,2,3,5,0,1,4,5,2,0,0,1,3,18,2,22,26,5,17,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,1,8,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821107344537612,0.13197155130708138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122236100180251,0.0,0.12624474320228346,0.18643285747746324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595243879944464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176015093093735,0.0,0.0,0.21285674955743766,0.0,0.14213699526530288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886320461378276,0.0,0.0,0.1461644066951534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503269168032057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19955057619428215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875766106744757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459322992397128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693646950410383,0.0,0.0,0.19555707686627816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862947168934444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400491366388478,0.0,0.0,0.09069419283612533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029954265696407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624673489284486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131339112334386,0.12236498349130548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120065757727932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651154222566111,0.0,0.16514557865272747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407931392939775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424608056124767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wonderstrux,2018/01/25,"Unemployed, Friendless, Depressed i have been feeling so anxious lately. applied for so many jobs only got rejected. been unemployed for 6 months now. i’m in a foreign country i don’t have any friends. it feels like everyone hates me. i’m scared to go home because my parents will start comparing me to other kids or my friends. i’m starting to feel like i’m out of breath",2.564166666666665,5.247770416666668,3.4894444444444446,86.07500000000003,80.94444444444446,6.377777777777778,32.611111111111114,7.6454224807358475,2.583411111111111,298,17,54,5,8,95,53,72,0.213,0.632,0.154,-0.7019,6,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,1,0,6,1,1,0,0,5,18,3,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,3,6,4,8,14,0,8,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,7,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138736121936596,0.0,0.0,0.2348814991701916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674128962540246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790743916452416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19866892649938467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153798225106131,0.2970648991497651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212647536254645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11816124078291874,0.0,0.16628630374713674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052701598155983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20855279374086724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063206831541131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345339108013656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20315070521485573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079024168707072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595345885970714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812652496506385,0.0,0.0,0.23086178820580736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815628797339733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29432251650955915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BuscemiLuvr,2018/01/25,Has anyone tried online therapists? I'm curious about its effectiveness but also the costs involved? What does it look like without insurance?,6.567681159420289,10.506177652173918,6.382608695652177,62.9576811594203,76.82608695652175,10.023188405797102,33.7536231884058,9.725611199111238,5.165127536231885,118,6,14,4,3,37,23,23,0.0,0.7859999999999999,0.214,0.6641,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386496867673566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29610084026939565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705824145277225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688658977639976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35560907122613344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916825877194628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28750908045509777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4082110301163697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwa_lei,2018/01/25,what are some simple things I should do to calm myself down Having some pretty bad flashbacks and I need a distraction. ,4.836818181818182,7.434240863636365,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,72.18181818181819,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.6446545454545456,97,2,16,1,2,29,20,22,0.229,0.564,0.207,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059565566340323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493163398178882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.616485584889088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025770897550536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hailfag,2018/01/25,"I've lost many friends over anxiety in the past.. thought it could be different this time around There have been quite a few friendships I've had which ended due to me being stuck on the idea that I'm being used for favors (and/or weed) more than companionship. I may have exaggerated it a bit but it was real in my mind. I have never minded helping friends out, but the anxiety comes from an issue with self worth. Before I understood GAD, every time I lost a friend I slowly backed down without giving them a true explanation of my own feelings. Recently I spoke with my CB Therapist about this same situation with a newish friend, and mentioned that it was a reoccurring issue. He confirmed what I thought, that it would be healthy to confront them about it if it continued. Every time this occured my friend asked me to hangout, followed by asking for a ride. This scenario is what happened every time and it made me entirely upset. They would ask me for a favor only if I already agreed to hangout. By not being upfront about the favor, it made me think as if they didn't actually want to see me in the first place. Tonight my friend asked me to hangout followed by asking to be picked up from work for the 5th time this month. I would never complain if I had known about it more than two hours in advance any of these times, but the fact that they always ask me last minute really makes me think my time isn't of value to them. So I decided to finally draw the line and say I'm not comfortable with disguising the favors as us spending time together. I don't think I went overboard in a text, just said that it was about my self worth and not about gas money. In reply I got a detailed explanation of every favor I did for them and a big bombshell. *""It's honestly hard to be friends with you sometimes because you constantly make yourself out to be a victim and I feel like I'm going to say the wrong thing to you all the time, and that's not an enjoyable or fulfilling relationship for me to be in""* We've never got in a fight before so a half-assed apology followed by that was unexpected, and possibly unforgivable, even for me. I controlled my anxiety to the point where I wasn't having a full blown panic attack, but a strong throbbing headache set in as my heart rate went up, which is the first sign for me. My friend said I had problems for talking to my therapist about my friend asking me for a ride. But they're wrong. There's nothing wrong with confrontation or talking through your emotions. I hope any one of you who have lost friends unable to understand your anxiety problems finds a friend (or two) who can take time to listen like you have all done for me. If all else is lost, find a nice dog.",7.157894736842106,6.470840578947367,7.080150375939852,78.14248120300753,64.26315789473685,10.23157894736842,33.849624060150376,9.516144504307137,2.9069503759398483,2156,79,422,35,28,688,240,532,0.129,0.6920000000000001,0.179,0.9885,4,0,0,0,1,0,48.0,1,7,7,11,16,42,5,2,34,0,38,2,1,7,8,80,86,26,0,13,19,0,3,2,11,4,1,6,0,2,32,18,0,1,14,3,4,10,12,17,0,5,29,10,61,25,77,43,10,60,0,4,1,0,54,22,0,10,29,292,93,1,0.0,0.0,0.05421088308749312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130317686027459,0.0,0.04622383743935101,0.0,0.0,0.07555473139426888,0.0,0.16998896508595548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049453189580812094,0.36353631663186736,0.06319858827373649,0.0,0.042716172887488524,0.0,0.03386407388759901,0.0,0.09454157291019527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060648557884808926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785325669621609,0.0,0.06003213687334845,0.06230645783009332,0.044353869967542175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804017113060279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056849134837488824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0464066914720714,0.062488689538813674,0.04920271449778359,0.0,0.0,0.03669166991935596,0.0,0.18722032299793828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617767050618516,0.03968646572854315,0.0,0.06085466291596164,0.10154731396944118,0.09450525765211848,0.0,0.0,0.4721139703189848,0.0,0.0,0.05329068245909485,0.03157156598571601,0.0,0.08886025530010287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912458113329992,0.0,0.04976381317637563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06582956301488996,0.03723543390685468,0.0,0.0,0.05517581768573969,0.05470767578633952,0.0,0.0,0.06271161341537128,0.0,0.11596401950657145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045282415177672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054279947064187636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425669279312764,0.0,0.0,0.10512957152296692,0.0741629805011963,0.056321158955961265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218366696107204,0.0,0.044341194644127786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285357239724566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330378438667007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764357327817069,0.04224991193345834,0.0,0.0651784764591868,0.0,0.0,0.053030811252851376,0.0,0.0,0.05804017113060279,0.0,0.0525147360300846,0.0626267001602415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631180657025296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908654759221894,0.0,0.06323050649230147,0.03558812859027748,0.0,0.05485104442368388,0.059642217287502436,0.0,0.0,0.10568562838341944,0.08835459579617412,0.0,0.0,0.04426786970390692,0.0,0.11590601195934427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244294204916585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05494249497172543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041768301848492735,0.08930142478825727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290006513357865,0.036906378788649066,0.10678672028527686,0.0,0.08820440077040137,0.32392904316921056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853275337301224,0.05783174536180091,0.0668223942525893,0.04797921969617762,0.0,0.0,0.03276609627742226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299479575134086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355028842053458,0.0,0.04044262546624626,0.0,0.0,0.11838795650147453,0.1822126597947722,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TyMytheScienceGuy,2018/01/25,My First Post: Looking for support / advice on social anxiety. I used to be so very open and care free in high school. Not really caring what others think of me (I still think I don't). But somehow I manage to freak myself out day in and day out in school in groups or meetings even with my best friend or girlfriend next to me. I hate this feeling and wish it didn't affect me so much. I'm honestly kinda nervous posting. I apologize if I don't say enough to explain the scenario. Thanks ahead of time. ,2.554774477447744,4.499946237623764,3.624290429042905,89.06622662266226,76.72277227722772,6.073047304730473,24.093509350935093,6.937597516519254,0.8793753575357535,394,13,79,4,9,127,73,101,0.11,0.647,0.243,0.9386,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,5,11,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,21,17,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,4,3,0,1,1,3,13,9,16,15,3,18,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,5,7,55,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917802240102012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244193297329052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816864508957192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530297009170893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330560974430136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788868109234592,0.0,0.11434896813873092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753837954144343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472620177816417,0.0,0.0,0.13375774508469626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092739493059264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291852865753308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538335330212482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726850725321825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412287869875274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316162491332912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090980026885976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376778010078712,0.0,0.3504281999696557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764815096882331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825970874268428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646284153283808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15939238434388847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218660039618248,0.0,0.0,0.10095193791391173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952642592767787,0.0,0.1428481779567548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19908788449423015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayaccountaga,2018/01/25,Certain words trigger me Has this happened to anyone else? I’m going through a hard time rn and certain words that remind me of that have been triggering me to feel anxious and have a visceral reaction. ,8.39736842105263,8.018169789473685,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,61.631578947368425,10.757894736842106,42.6842105263158,10.125756701596842,4.577852631578947,164,9,27,3,2,52,29,38,0.08800000000000001,0.8029999999999999,0.109,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,2,9,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605917736872796,0.0,0.28507754119495265,0.4177430160905511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405860787993452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614842285511886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317087368122569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605331026651641,0.0,0.3652245281490316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377366692659436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Koff3mman,2018/01/25,"In need of suggestions or advice Hello, I have had a lot of up and downs with my anxiety. In some ways I've become less anxious and more in other. Recently (within the last year) I have an issue where when I speak to people my hands, upper arms and face become very warm and noticeably dark red. I don't necessarily feel anxious in the moment but it is a little bit embarrassing. I also have a tendency after any social interaction to pick apart everything I did and said and berate myself for being so weird as well as embarrassing myself by blushing so much. Has anyone else dealt with either of these problems and found a way to control or cope?",6.941451428571433,6.814333248000004,7.894285714285715,70.27000000000002,64.52,10.342857142857145,29.857142857142854,9.957137785484203,2.8607142857142858,516,15,90,10,7,175,91,125,0.131,0.831,0.037000000000000005,-0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,2,7,0,9,3,3,2,0,21,13,16,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,4,6,10,2,20,8,7,19,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,4,6,71,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713268717694418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367760259294534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630915331142765,0.0,0.13084073119299744,0.3864400334145551,0.0,0.11959112259342465,0.17524479845175747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777877777615677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672510078372956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182945190384265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287716714748844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371455329732053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648005453803233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187530224396352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851531829312148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941573934603585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142124829985275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540720097839516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572985136218565,0.12681972735108613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472362438137608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857361199350135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365667617385413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887568567678346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269273581712598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434787647133798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112116633950436,0.0,0.27151804934654944,0.0,0.0,0.15378032888614018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014044780924864 anxiety,icebmthyail,2018/01/25,"memory I am really anxious right now about actual, legitimate health issues that I’m having, and it’s fucking with my short term memory. It’s not incapacitating but it’s frustrating and I know it’s anxiety causing it. My thought process for the last few days has basically worked like this: *song lyrics* No stop get this out of my head, that reminds me of another thi-wait oh my God am I dying I can’t breathe okay wait what was I thinking about befo-*different song lyrics* STOP I can’t remember I probably have Alzheimer’s or something oh fuck I need to catch my breath I’m gonna pass out, better sit do-FUCK I CAN’T REMEMBER.... At this point I’m usually starting to cry because I feel like my brain will never work right, and then I eventually remember what I was thinking of. Sometimes it’s like I’m thinking five different thoughts at once and it’s like wow no wonder I can’t remember anything unless I’m being distracted by something else. I would almost say it sounds like ADHD or something except it’s fueled solely by anxiety. I dunno. This is kind of a stupid rant, sorry. I just wish it would stop, I can’t relax or think normally or do anything I’m just a wreck.",1.5889581175077687,4.237946300429186,3.546881752256919,83.94351931330473,85.99570815450643,6.99061713778304,24.343495634157172,8.104835398774808,1.8845028562971733,940,38,180,22,29,316,131,233,0.198,0.654,0.149,-0.8869,2,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,5,15,4,1,3,1,18,7,4,1,1,43,41,11,1,5,10,0,1,5,0,4,1,4,0,0,18,7,0,4,13,3,0,2,9,5,0,1,4,5,24,10,18,32,2,22,0,0,0,2,1,8,2,7,16,100,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.09608430468930396,0.0,0.11833169239566535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859505564041314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324555795325674,0.1506456875898653,0.11123356621286952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620509916275528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060021268943096125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708127142818879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991569318653163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114717132237656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815542882993036,0.06349957745140387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218758119668732,0.20574280179615012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225202079494898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497851363253012,0.07034097671769354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27307844902669964,0.051442114837100664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104999341249236,0.10466006165520324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027683146692405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253259015029076,0.05411191267708488,0.08025933408937205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405167871835472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730080184227299,0.07593964509363188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09647144891371047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485837566001564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930780243747244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615824295560247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307701324974815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461511320320791,0.16817131293178772,0.0,0.07830060515227508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274016179205368,0.09738102621817926,0.11021968436721573,0.06969161735548736,0.0,0.0,0.24695488416206285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25236083443742324,0.0,0.15633500204898867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844152643975437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322596468179533,0.0,0.10677738993565353,0.1433624145713545,0.0,0.0,0.13988857139838892,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChillMoonkin,2018/01/25,"Feeling numb after anxiety attack Hi, everyone. First time poster here. I am a 20 year old man whose has been dealing with anxiety for well over six months now. I have managed to cope with my anxiety during each attack. But this time I just didn't want to deal with it. I even considered suicide...but after a while I calmed down and feel slightly better, but emotionally numb. Is this temporary or do I need treatment for this? This is the first time I've felt numb but Idk what to do and I'm scared. I don't want to feel this way. 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It’s so hard to explain and i’m so confused why these symptoms are just occurring when i’ve been diagnosed with anxiety for around 3 years. ,2.617705479452056,5.281617397260277,3.648202054794524,85.15942636986303,80.50684931506851,6.937671232876713,28.30308219178082,8.07648339933343,2.2648095890410955,302,14,55,6,8,97,56,73,0.223,0.777,0.0,-0.9199,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,7,5,1,4,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,12,8,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,0,6,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,3,6,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470321155613852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34883057705170883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029635823690005,0.0,0.25937683666976186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518021859822491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25325066616674524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314097775649362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119117798129346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20423842992197566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26750260574988144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251172182679921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317913297188366,0.17552142573921609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369737461768037,0.0,0.18325346898062425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511039037993181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572971560635905,0.2545478923376398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682108398401425 anxiety,CloudsTasteGeometric,2018/01/25,"It just keeps getting harder... I'm just about at the end of my rope here. Used to suffer from panic attacks once every 6 months, but since the summer they have gotten worse and more frequent. Every 2 months, then once a month, then once a week, now it seems like they just pop up whenever. A lot of it is triggered by my job, but I think maybe because there isn't anything left to trigger it. Used to be money, but now I'm lucky enough to make plenty. Used to be about my relationship, but my ex broke up with me a long time ago (loneliness is a big issue, but relationship stressors aren't, so hey). Whenever I make an error at work I have a panic attack. Full on heart exploding, brain bursting, horrifying, sobbing, screaming panic attacks - somehow I've managed to hide and conceal them, but when they hit me, usually late at night or early in the morning, well, I don't need to explain to anyone what the symptoms are, but they are worse than ever before and getting even more serious. When it happens I feel absolutely certain that I am going to die - like there is a gun pointed to my head. I am absolutely horrified at the idea of being fired. I was from my last job and just thinking about it is putting me in a cold sweat. Some days getting out of bed in the morning is a nigh insurmountable challenge. I'm too busy to take any sick days, either, so I feel trapped. It's a hard job, and in many aspects I'm good at it, but I'm still kinda new at the job and the learning curve is steep...I still need help and I still make mistakes 6 months in...its harder than any job I've ever had but it is also the best job I've ever had (weird to say, I know, but true, it's my dream job, and when things are going well I love it). What gets me is INSECURITY, if I had it in writing that I would never get fired then they could throw literally any challenge at me and I'd charge in full force. BUT at this rate my anxiety is so out of control that my brain would probably just find something else to panic over. I'm trying so hard, /r/anxiety When I do see my therapist I'm either completely in pieces, or am doing ""fine"" and don't feel like/have trouble talking about when I'm not. I really don't know what to do. I don't have anyone to turn to and my anxiety has fucked up enough of my relationships in the past that I'm nearly convinced that, despite my numerous attractive qualities that I've worked hard for, that love/being loved just isn't in the cards for me. The loneliness just compounds with the anxiety, knowing that nobody cares, and that I don't matter. It makes it easier to think dark thoughts. The meds still help, but, well, just barely. They don't help much these days. And I'm already on a lot of them. I don't know why I'm posting this. I just don't know what to do.",4.037874351371386,4.68328055985916,5.093346923647146,85.16870274277244,70.86619718309859,8.021200889547814,27.447368421052627,8.119692808369301,1.5851507042253514,2170,71,460,29,38,715,244,568,0.2,0.6829999999999999,0.118,-0.9949,7,1,1,1,1,0,83.0,0,0,8,6,41,35,4,5,26,0,44,10,5,10,6,92,96,41,1,7,27,1,8,2,0,2,2,2,1,0,31,17,0,2,17,1,1,4,13,17,3,0,6,12,47,18,64,83,14,75,0,3,1,3,22,31,2,10,41,296,78,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05218797169776436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496857809847671,0.047081266590840234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010837901156693,0.0,0.18015283904842416,0.0,0.0,0.08233170230611896,0.0,0.04844802841584971,0.0,0.0,0.20093195629979296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03588885342946658,0.0,0.050097171776012105,0.0,0.06178430277081661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314450118043828,0.0,0.0,0.06002564809048785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172794118244961,0.0,0.06603184661702265,0.04700584884081711,0.0,0.0,0.11390597373809565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061101592626382886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918141136579392,0.0,0.052144612452829864,0.12166451414854774,0.0,0.038885515315992526,0.1597638626678538,0.09920724177180193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930491600762451,0.04205937408454603,0.0,0.0,0.05380948375115436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442777537829541,0.15379535887860052,0.0,0.06691854665572429,0.0493804557977997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206180738704797,0.0,0.15821777997882785,0.0,0.060421388392633175,0.0,0.0,0.0697656031051947,0.11838537509998727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646122701184558,0.0,0.06144883384345555,0.4089613531114728,0.052329638496492574,0.0,0.0,0.16177719473884694,0.047989913045838405,0.0664120838115787,0.0,0.06396643368677092,0.0,0.0,0.08628812960359182,0.0,0.0,0.05210136075470674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010460747006536,0.15940740454311686,0.0,0.15719457416341784,0.05968867849323886,0.05914653221444546,0.0,0.06539539464466272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879696625695473,0.0,0.043278934375991895,0.08730818653078583,0.04540701721642874,0.05686057421349869,0.0,0.05524896746772442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880956671450268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763023487562492,0.0,0.0,0.05620159637663221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055654664306677135,0.0,0.05638471839579689,0.0,0.06347579264569263,0.0,0.0,0.05918431691833015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771599173344568,0.0,0.0,0.1896249224069363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04681871928453733,0.0,0.0,0.04691470650316613,0.05359639392201519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04870092265035172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045323840914409934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806641142141864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119230360267911,0.04426568604869517,0.0473204398842565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683568888294794,0.039113061923811886,0.11317164512611068,0.0,0.04673913158809411,0.03432972060725504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039971369214621084,0.06403766595093946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254388964408028,0.06484104912466407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047224920873882616,0.0,0.15880354641499392,0.0,0.05312434571585231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572149130541794,0.0,0.11999463448201315,0.08364435680515084,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwingwats,2018/01/25,Might not get to continue with my current therapist I've been seeing my current Therapist for almost 2 years now and they have helped me so much. My anxiety had started to become more manageable and I hadn't had an anxiety attack in months. But now I might not get see my therapist again due to health insurance changing. Since I received this news my anxiety has been flaring up more and it just sucks. I felt like I was improving more and more and now everything just feels shaken up. I really trust my current therapist and it feels like I'll have to start all over again.,5.111283783783783,6.539672774774775,5.660889639639643,79.18971283783786,69.0,10.234684684684686,30.992117117117118,10.411451182825502,3.3976927927927925,462,19,86,13,8,149,66,111,0.111,0.79,0.099,0.1536,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,0,1,0,11,1,0,0,1,20,21,8,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,5,14,3,10,12,6,19,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,3,16,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148139623900832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242590931029919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073762520344748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604356162055855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494659488455135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698222537292034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288080783567922,0.10093751186804603,0.13566043309450276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476362518458215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018452555514789,0.0,0.0,0.09470362207592216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380541880061607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997724499456314,0.0,0.0,0.11277622681870607,0.0,0.10386431199455684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051390911232314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517946819323614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687644110260005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000113954105324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6561937192520875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098604436846236 anxiety,Sahara_K,2018/01/25,"Does anyone have anxiety moments like: You send an email and if the person doesn't get back to you soon enough all of a sudden you wonder if you said something wrong? Like the rational part of you is like: they're probably sleeping they'll respond later maybe they haven't checked their emails yet But the anxiety part is like oh my gosh, I must have said something they didn't like ... 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I’m 22, female in my senior year of college. I’ve been struggling with anxiety for as long as I can remember and it has been getting increasingly worse. I have yet to talk to a doctor because I get anxious thinking about it. Today is the third day in a row I’ve felt constant anxiety, and I finally decided to call my doctor. Hopefully soon I will have some sort of relief! 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It's so embarrassing, I'm mortified. I'm very new at my job and I've been really stressed just from the fact that I have a new job and also because I have job related anxiety. I Really want to do so well. I think I'm doing at least decent at my job itself so far. The problem is I have to interact with my coworkers and I come off like I'm so uncomfortable and terrified all the time. Some of them have tried to include me in things but the convo always falls flat. They will ask things like, do you have siblings and I'll say yes and tell them how many and then ask them if they do and they'll tell me how many and the convo just kind of falls flat... We all went out for a work function and I was going to order a cocktail and they made a comment like I was about to get down and party so I panicked cuz I don't want to give that impression and I didn't get one. Some of them will ask me questions but not pay attention when I respond which makes me feel bad. I ask them questions about themselves but it doesn't hold the convo for long enough. They are not bad people I don't think. I get along with my boss just fine, for some reason I'm just so nervous around them. And I'm nervous that if they don't like me cuz I'm awkward or quiet, it will negatively affect my job. I say this because I lost a job once and part of the reason was because my boss asked my coworkers what they thought of me and they said negative things. I'm terrified that will happen again (my coworkers traditionally like me at most places I work, even if I am quiet, so I don't think I'm doing anything horrendous or anything). Is it too late to fix this? How do I fix it???",1.7595973719676543,3.3598507439353122,3.5304843328840967,90.40049738881405,77.94878706199461,6.901650943396226,22.64496293800539,7.756953410329674,0.8685693396226419,1370,41,309,21,32,459,155,371,0.163,0.743,0.093,-0.9852,7,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,14,3,23,20,1,5,12,1,31,0,0,13,3,70,68,40,0,6,14,0,1,5,0,5,0,5,0,0,18,24,1,1,10,1,1,6,10,11,1,1,10,6,56,9,31,53,9,27,0,2,0,0,33,11,0,11,14,209,74,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333879021617092,0.0659034278289366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118050028793953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035501083208342,0.07050766208508732,0.3702216174528799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322627686884557,0.14484465200709815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822656498817363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183810352190549,0.0,0.05231298296309062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04004753022355444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414124781588914,0.07597895025495842,0.0900260357273945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003915007257837,0.0,0.0,0.07819678694504037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053088252016706416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501788551348891,0.0,0.0,0.0824779704551356,0.0,0.0,0.08934468736613645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347347451392247,0.0,0.0,0.07009236152243706,0.0,0.0,0.08645967597119403,0.0,0.0,0.07494400631104499,0.10573753508570763,0.16059927691491868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948490402638114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434884944370785,0.05367015488526346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576937410489753,0.0,0.05490954342469135,0.0,0.08275051231528636,0.08694135649202997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578678945532506,0.0,0.0,0.17745147645604678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147922777694836,0.16286821264016482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534040409194863,0.12597116660961027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072702634983333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384542189075548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785730949641036,0.15225068499869648,0.0,0.06287851336438459,0.046184037286408144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05377379056812701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535095525037052,0.0934322280831128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121321097395279,0.07342218284516643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532178184576515,0.08043471934828998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,suzeerbedrol,2018/01/25,"Anyone else's muscles feel locked up when anxious ? I know I have generalized anxiety & also panic disorder . lately when I've been having my ""episodes"" my whole body gets tense . like my muscles have a lag or something. Almost like a full body charlie horse ",4.014042553191492,6.94797806382979,4.395148936170212,80.29400000000003,76.87234042553192,6.313191489361702,28.54893617021277,7.554174236665415,2.1194459574468087,207,9,33,3,5,65,37,47,0.276,0.629,0.095,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,4,2,2,0,0,5,7,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,6,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713135747594904,0.0,0.0,0.18139097991610545,0.0,0.2457635860281197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351965216681153,0.25624642865421937,0.0,0.15860053521131784,0.23240787630984594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5039004077644594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25995982478713103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18948225158908655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146889722029418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185061187753428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465647594734502,0.0,0.2558672234870689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216293870475232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26612895862368474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462010927773064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25324076869370804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,interstellartortise,2018/01/25,"I am going To have a mental breakdown. I'm so anxious and stressed about school, I just want to die tbh. exams are in a week and I'm so underprepared. everything in my life is crashing down. my mom is always getting mad at me about my accounting mark, i'm having breakdowns every day, i gained 40 pounds in a year, i have no self-care routine whatsoever, i got a zero on a math test because my teacher caught me skipping (i skipped because i was too anxious to write the test and i was so afraid of failure) now my mark is a 73 (went down from an 80). i'm failing accounting with a 49 because i'm a retard and I don't understand anything. i hate myself. some bitch at school is always belittling me and i snap back but it gets too me. my mom always tells me i'm unsuccessful and worthless, she also calls me weak. i feel like utter shit. i want to die. i haven't had more than 6 hours sleep in over 3 months. my health is deteriorating. i stopped praying because i felt stressed. i wasted today having a mental breakdown instead of studying. i think i have a parasite or IBS. i want to die i want to die i want to die. i can't even balance highschool, how tf can i balance university? i love science, i love biology, i want to go into academia and just research all day, but if i can't even handle life right now, what's the point of moving forward? i'm such a mean person, i take all my anger out on my family, i don't feel normal. i'm always in tears. i cried writing my trig test last friday and I got a fricking 78 on it. why am i such a retard omg.. i want perfection but i am far from it. why am i not good enough for anyone. why does my mom always compare me to people. why does she tell me i'm an applied student, i'm in AP level classes. i want to die. i can't deal with life anymore, i just cry at home, i don't feel the motivation to study, i like school, i love learning but i can't deal with the stress, i set unattainable standards for myself. i was an overachiever in middle school, i was pretty, skinny, captain of every team, top grades... look at me now, fat, acne, average grades, mental health problems, my mom hates me, and i'm late and miss a lot of class. i'm going insane i don't know what to do. i just want to become a scientist fuck highschool i hate it i want to die. i love my friends but the school part causes me so much stress i quit legit every sport. i used to be an amazing cross country runner, i went to provincials. can't do that anymore because i quit over a year ago and gained so much weight. i wish i could be like the overachievers at my school, 99 averages, trackstars, student council members, volunteers. i make honour roll. but i still feel like such a dumbass because i skip school, i want to die. my head feels so heavy, im sweating so badly, i want to vomit and throw myself off of the office building down the road so i never have to deal with stress again and i can just live how i want to live",0.9535760467980304,3.093439857142858,2.905001795977012,91.18353717672414,83.10509031198687,5.251241789819376,22.487710385878486,6.4784943948869325,0.4879501026272584,2279,79,486,22,64,763,264,609,0.217,0.635,0.147,-0.9954,0,0,0,0,0,9,84.0,0,0,0,10,32,33,8,6,29,0,38,19,6,6,4,77,97,32,8,18,14,4,7,4,1,0,8,0,1,1,7,19,3,1,12,3,2,11,13,20,0,1,11,8,96,13,60,83,9,61,1,3,1,5,22,31,3,4,24,294,103,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042574358521053686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03840836610918922,0.19981775585430106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851704589142733,0.0952627129003506,0.03358263693336379,0.0,0.03952335498608662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036930944196320425,0.040101783007407764,0.17566633035647694,0.05304369380978875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904245820783363,0.0,0.0,0.04933848929725528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038346841159591055,0.0,0.10551408206479528,0.061948805517870624,0.14854579283074895,0.0,0.0,0.3987679192819725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406011053295973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962626900550701,0.0,0.06344472936892889,0.0,0.12139822285692944,0.0,0.04316490992653277,0.0,0.045276985955760525,0.0,0.12142323821985425,0.06862312572010862,0.04611488228310268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03710669224229921,0.044401565093938944,0.0501858074553386,0.0,0.08188709306987814,0.04028401872454125,0.07682554189493147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225457154913815,0.0492910869704866,0.10210407793545394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817649148425394,0.0,0.04729838805778098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05187901094161562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026395202056250986,0.0391496296357354,0.0541782287056299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177182859685348,0.09385717682558993,0.0,0.08482007320401529,0.0,0.04033183532452229,0.0,0.0,0.04083210469187944,0.17339034956772173,0.0,0.03205939002935233,0.0,0.0,0.05231710565576268,0.0,0.0,0.1452042645275559,0.0,0.0,0.2250015481042383,0.03833588250786634,0.05104668401750361,0.07061293277322622,0.0,0.037042532358595344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705772279631535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05201017433919768,0.0,0.033296907622424515,0.04193662493195741,0.0,0.0,0.0454024472398276,0.0,0.0,0.04886224089452618,0.0,0.04595677855080033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216842213973748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041016068045764416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34025177206539403,0.0,0.0,0.05010418970542122,0.0,0.04930055480784132,0.0,0.0,0.04806317561160249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038355614163322914,0.04015396822220815,0.2750823651785497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036111447268572135,0.0,0.08395803442114867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030774717093306123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04552539270602954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999935191661442,0.0,0.04148119471867585,0.0,0.0,0.3682698211850639,0.0,0.03852555765257303,0.05848576188225872,0.0,0.08904578283318737,0.1733529675229733,0.0,0.05523039323382736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185754578173794 anxiety,Inactive_Account,2018/01/25,"Any other veterans using the VA for help? I booked my appointment 6 weeks ago and when I showed up today, the doctor isn't available. I just got my rating a few weeks ago. 60% total, but 30% for anxiety and depression. I had scheduled this appointment before getting my rating. It was set to be done by telecom, which I'm wasn't thrilled with. An assistant is on the screen on the other side instead of a doctor. She really tried to help, but other than confirming what was already in my record, she couldn't do anything. Anyway, I need help. This is the only way counseling/medication will be paid for, but I'm apparently not worth their time. Yet they pull this shit when you need help. And they wonder why there are 22 veteran suicides a day. I need the help. I acknowledge that I can't just keep pushing through my issues anymore. I'm just lucky that my dog really picks up on it when I'm in a particularly dark mood. She can usually snap me out of it, but I need help. And I just can't seem to get it. It was this way while I was still in the military. I was lucky if they would see me once every 4-5 weeks. Plus there's a stigma to getting help, because it might mean that you can no longer do your job. Same thing now that I'm out. I work it the veterinary field now and it seems like all of us have major depression and anxiety issues. My boss thinks its normal and we should all just live with it. Seriously. I was telling her that when I'm under stress, I stop sleeping. When I stop sleeping, I start hallucinating. She thinks that normal and says that she sees things all the time. So, no sympathy at work. No treatment from the VA. What the hell am I supposed to do?",2.262411719793853,4.256945346153849,3.639181141439206,88.39130272952856,77.7869822485207,7.083183813704905,22.737545333078828,8.049812674583475,1.1197945027677036,1309,40,277,23,31,429,177,338,0.142,0.754,0.103,-0.9352,3,0,0,0,0,1,46.0,2,3,4,2,20,11,2,1,17,0,29,5,3,3,4,55,55,21,1,10,11,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,29,14,0,3,7,2,2,2,9,6,0,0,11,4,42,4,30,37,7,42,1,2,3,0,24,13,2,7,25,190,71,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732502255161155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415109499206156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418189406790349,0.0,0.14440146299940287,0.0,0.09359997506771804,0.0,0.0,0.0776670100747606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057533402947850386,0.0,0.08031075096900417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086753647267025,0.0,0.1625793640354737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320463401062327,0.0,0.09658389574444144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951953978439942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792955764822768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548461078839433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4428282494918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701718948136265,0.09365796289011574,0.08388961724985369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04610948577535887,0.0,0.08333960366468456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280790113791806,0.10483532438336242,0.0,0.0,0.10012266716599527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799274201497634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494546486771296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051202324669728,0.0,0.07178053106802962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092497489465635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505506542284697,0.0,0.0,0.15041788496985772,0.17184070447540348,0.0,0.0,0.0968801026203324,0.0,0.0,0.18889707848766465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680291793234168,0.0,0.07537229247605913,0.15781244560608326,0.1081124051094976,0.0,0.0,0.10323681592071532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824926111098103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540425993878512,0.12095027172542044,0.0,0.0,0.11006791580377794,0.0,0.08946156355403889,0.0,0.0,0.06407808195716654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352797502258588,0.08151434434811121,0.10394665335805092,0.0,0.0,0.14982950339276374,0.2271187409615016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516361199495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235149487945504,0.13742007975423265,0.0,0.0,0.06704511323888289,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,omarh14,2018/01/25,"scared I have P.O.T.S., are my heart rates abnormal? So at the moment I'm scared I have POTS, where your heart rate goes way high upon standing. I was laying on my bed, noted my heart rate is 66 - 72, then I tried standing up real fast. It went from that to 120!, then I waited a five minutes standing and it only went down to 108. So I tried again, this time I sat down for 5 minutes, my heart rate was 78. Stood up and it went to 102, waited 10 minutes this time and it was about the same, maybe a little higher to 108. And none of this is walking around or anything, didn't check that but no doubt it would be higher. Is this a cause for concern? I'm seeing the doctor luckily tomorrow for a routine checkup",2.299703196347032,3.7966695410958953,3.379657534246576,92.50227168949776,76.1917808219178,5.688584474885845,22.44063926940639,5.985473137389443,0.224129680365297,547,15,119,3,12,176,87,146,0.075,0.893,0.032,-0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,7,0,12,6,4,1,0,14,22,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,11,5,0,2,0,0,1,4,3,3,0,1,9,1,12,0,18,11,2,27,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,2,8,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907364418224142,0.12881137769312428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864410476132006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481039364229192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6858685376422645,0.0,0.15288076422913294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502482400386166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536800282284176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100489050290408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469733747300272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897347117625355,0.0,0.1153051063527848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874845355427262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648009427693086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11485407354949527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4024078623161165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278889261064984,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,commandermel,2018/01/25,"Starting medication woes #medication So I just started Celexa today and was wondering about symptoms and how some of y'all pushed through them. I took it this morning around 8.00 with breakfast. I felt an initial little boost but around 11.00 started feeling tired and foggy (which was worring bc I work in a scene shop with big power tools), but that went away as the day went on. I tried to eat lunch around noon but ended up throwing most of it away bc I had no appetite. Since lunch I've been a little nauseous which has been hanging around since about 20.00 tonight. It's been mild but unfortunately nausea is one of my anxiety triggers so every now and then I feel panic-y and it makes me feel worse. I tried eating some dinner but only got through an applesauce cup. Already I'm feeling a few negative symptoms, and I was wondering if these will continue to get worse before they improve? And how long before I start feeling physically ""normal"" again? I went to the store today to pick up some easy foods and ginger ale to sooth my stomach, but it's hard to eat when you have not appetite and when nausea makes you panic. My doc gave me a low dose Klonopin rx too for anxiety attacks but I've avoided taking that bc I'm worried that it'll make me feel worse? Just bc the Celexa makes me feel gross. Idk, I just need advice I guess. 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Technology is advancing way too quickly, this is all starting to feel like the start of an episode of Black Mirror. Anytime I hear about a breakthrough in animal cloning, or bionics, or artificial intelligence, I freak out. I'm starting to feel like we're a few decades away from I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream. I should be grateful to live in such an advanced age, but *Jesus*, I'm just scared.",3.3102380952380983,6.0884952619047645,3.923809523809524,83.55452380952383,78.52380952380952,7.066666666666667,30.76190476190476,8.167268648758528,2.508033333333333,358,18,66,7,9,113,63,84,0.13699999999999998,0.735,0.128,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,6,0,6,1,1,0,2,11,14,4,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,2,13,11,2,12,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,7,42,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17858803285941013,0.2616968813876149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399653263132476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336159129589127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582851048907347,0.3649287295496079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878647014126809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24956004217714334,0.0,0.2255309797523243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557091394348745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423397833356671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20273191382054376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thisfuneralsucks,2018/01/25,"Losing it I've been especially anxious for a few days now and since last night, I honestly feel like I'm starting to completely go insane. In August, I moved from a city back to my tiny hometown to live with my parents. Finding work has been difficult - partly because this place is super economically depressed, and partly because I'm a mess - but I've gotten a couple calls back and hopefully will have something soon. I'm also applying to grad school but don't know why. It feels like a waste of time for the most part, but idk what else to do with myself. I'm going to be 25 this year, and I just feel like I fucked everything up. My best friend lives in a city, has a great job that could become a career, a great boyfriend and actually contributes to society. Don't get me wrong, I am super happy for her and wish her all the best, but seeing her successes makes me feel even worse by comparison. Anyway, last night I took part of an edible after not having consumed weed at all for a month and way overestimated my tolerance level. I got insanely high and had my first honest to god panic attack. I could feel my mind unraveling, and intense paranoia set in. It was like I was forced to confront all my failures at once, and recognize the fact that my situation is not as normal as I thought. My heart was beating so fast and hard I thought I was going to die. Luckily I had some Ativan on hand that quelled things enough for me to fall asleep. But today, the horror I felt last night has lingered and I can't help but wonder if I'm seriously mentally ill. I took antidepressants for 3 years, and stopped because I couldn't deal with the sexual side effects. I quit my SSRI at the end of September, and wouldn't say things are 100% to where they should be (I'm a guy, to give you an idea). I'm scared they might not ever be. But what if I seriously need to be taking something? Anyway, thank you to anyone who reads this. I know it's a lot, and I hope it doesn't sound too self-pitying. TL;DR: Almost 25, live at home with my parents, constantly compare my situation with my best friend and feel bad about myself. I feel like I'm going crazy and need medicine, but don't want to take it. 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I’m not even going on about just the unknown in the sense of a distant future of things we don’t know—I mean *not knowing* Not knowing how to deal with certain situations. Not knowing how people are thinking. Not knowing if someone means what they say, or expect you to read between the lines and figure it out. Not knowing how to react. Not knowing how to think. Not knowing how to navigate anything. It’s an everyday feeling, and it never lessens in strength. It never becomes easier to deal with or easier to figure out—it is what it is, and it’ll always be that way. It’s disheartening to think I’m always going to be so scared and so unsure ",2.9804081632653063,5.300753673469392,4.559421768707484,81.07545918367347,76.89115646258503,6.37687074829932,28.867346938775512,7.447530270364453,1.9579469387755093,598,27,106,8,14,200,81,147,0.196,0.7759999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,1,1,11,5,0,2,7,0,10,0,0,6,3,49,28,15,0,2,14,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,1,16,1,0,2,13,3,0,0,0,2,3,2,20,24,0,12,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,3,5,81,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257934464501287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165317240485223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14984802509856335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797604778707964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961543508770846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526778485794889,0.06860394192592909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542202700737639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6710961764750166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955908383568183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092897353072646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406350671960273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571683008790858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789827175589813,0.13583946282260995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525101319234474,0.0,0.0,0.11496131954998275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343464992360652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013983827734748,0.26081501389791434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769655840711986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawax23,2018/01/25,"Got my first therapy appointment in 2 hours could use support. Super scared, probably will have to take Xanax as I do for most social situations. I am very scared that I will break down and start crying. I am having a lot of anxiety about going, hopefully I can make it. Is it normal to cry at these and I’m a dude. What normally happens on the first appointment?? Any info would be appreciated, thanks. 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They doesn’t like talking about it that much but said that I should do some research on it because they wished I’d be able to understand. What can I do to make them feel comfortable around me and Incase of an attack what would be a good thing to do. Thanks so much",4.231763975155282,4.179244400000002,4.7719254658385095,90.11130434782608,70.21739130434783,9.006211180124225,24.254658385093165,8.841846274778883,1.1928136645962728,426,9,101,7,7,136,75,115,0.055,0.7290000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,6,2,6,9,1,0,5,0,17,0,0,2,0,22,27,10,0,7,3,0,1,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,15,8,13,18,7,8,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,5,4,78,25,2,0.17142116772377566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622734482166385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260118267220785,0.0,0.19501632544906813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044967527706588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597918793609959,0.0,0.1871475174611724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737317075201324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667569303092752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264879137909594,0.0,0.08956048498789129,0.0,0.0,0.14377994246448722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22979999064422504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420859073015683,0.1397311309733565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374772373219945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442496056280255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368267406237815,0.0,0.25202856449865746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303735225875899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146755672627198,0.0,0.10981678953371517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306078555773132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778184129794502,0.0,0.15782158007983035,0.0,0.0,0.1138846068177884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745357239625744,0.1784554810926286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110864609279173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19712588298974712,0.0,0.1858989440589899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177267923739478,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,10iris,2018/01/26,"Really weird thing happened last night to me for the last few nights i have been going to sleep very early. suddenly at 3 am i wake up in excruciating pain in my stomach. It feels like someone is kicking me in the stomach, its this really weird pain that i know is anxiety related. once i open my eyes its so hard for me to go back to sleep. i literally feel like i have to lay on my stomach but i still feel the weird pulsing pain. this has been going on for the past two nights and im so scared for it to happen again tonight :( does anyone know what is going on and how to fix it ?",2.1587704918032813,3.606570614754105,3.8696393442622967,89.04872131147543,76.45901639344262,7.1750819672131145,22.85573770491804,7.908726449838941,0.9232006557377056,453,13,102,7,10,152,70,122,0.215,0.759,0.026,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,4,0,9,10,7,1,0,10,20,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,1,2,5,13,2,19,18,1,25,0,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,14,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598148409357316,0.0,0.0,0.09686925884090386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652746535928448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12123587289422302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014750775691945,0.1979436975435641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149382235848018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24501806979528065,0.0,0.12410317980160095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964522736214067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522741448337378,0.22585454586157835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536571255609067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390026663879091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753885690170265,0.0,0.0,0.44224382281295016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322505628861599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750247174942754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870108998513694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772768682980124,0.0,0.11738312266837242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063693192887716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203874603419793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353318701530695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143086752061588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SadElvenMermaid,2018/01/26,"Constantly tensing parts of your body? catching myself with tense shoulders/hands without realizing it, feeling dumb about it maybe its some sort of stimming thing or aspergers as one therapist suggested i might have (and i really dont want to have) but i catch myself literally all the time, even as im typing this, with raised tense shoulders, and if im just using the mouse my other hand is almost clenched. part of it is poor blood circulation and feeling cold but i also feel its anxiety, idk. wondering if anyone else experiences this",5.6496938775510195,7.943244938775513,6.044642857142858,73.54410714285714,69.0,9.389795918367346,31.637755102040817,9.827888789773867,3.4906489795918367,436,19,71,11,8,140,73,98,0.195,0.763,0.042,-0.8732,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,6,4,4,1,1,24,12,11,0,3,7,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,0,5,8,0,10,11,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,8,2,51,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839784267887971,0.0,0.0,0.1469283127151527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055246698364712,0.0,0.0,0.1284678490909352,0.18825245413918004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040819138954764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985461804907762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21532945608800166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348231498792764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213515176660426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797225810931231,0.0,0.0,0.2786972733805233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969185005846339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184580849464904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490782958648328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244997776803036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.397922011988474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770174060805623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133239622768916,0.12206163108422025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713407454904607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15868318720190416,0.0,0.0,0.10836834409543424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710855857934316,0.19924666697914303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietyhippie,2018/01/26,I DID IT! I made it through the whole day and I fought those negative thoughts and I won! Now it’s only 5:30pm so it’s not all over it’s still going but I did it! I’m so proud of myself and I’m just really excited this is my first day fighting my anxiety and I’m determined to win! ,-2.330284090909089,-0.6741299374999983,1.0603409090909108,97.82329545454547,106.1875,5.452272727272729,16.75568181818182,6.980632752743323,0.21795624999999985,220,7,55,5,11,78,41,64,0.125,0.593,0.281,0.9387,0,0,0,0,2,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,0,8,4,4,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757917396857714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4650025955555391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30665248657935623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048880550193816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34112646556884363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741866616531761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309540949581197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879064413102668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862073443897896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025003006014447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bettyballs,2018/01/26,"Anxious to try meds: Dr prescribed Celexa I've been bringing up my anxiety to my doctor for the last two years. 28 days ago I discovered my husband had been having multiple affairs our entire relationship before and during marriage. She prescribed me Ativan short term and we re-evaluated today. My heart rate is elevated, and I had to have an EKG at my first visit - it was ruled anxiety related. I've really considered medication before but I get anxious about taking it, side effects, etc. Anyway, I think it's the right move for now, but I wanted to hear what you guys experienced with Celexa. Thanks ",4.110319410319409,6.852420801801808,5.460769860769862,73.88461916461918,75.2162162162162,8.36068796068796,28.108927108927112,9.095868883498916,2.9431909909909915,483,20,78,12,11,161,83,111,0.062,0.902,0.036000000000000004,0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,8,4,1,1,0,10,15,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,2,15,1,10,10,2,16,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,8,50,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259697534068054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806423182907974,0.4144406174934241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3121657477349718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182952456957481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774531527250027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045696007869332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602291939802454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583304106898703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816215763859792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20673556921334946,0.21736188778168195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951749328954778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037460553556597,0.1847834131748612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19495388094486613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175080383147959,0.0,0.0,0.1969319610729375,0.0,0.1566456627011976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379142823288977,0.0,0.0,0.16887494487560745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117532620341472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386735613494994,0.0,0.0,0.1245348980443591,0.0,0.17918153394065242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819000181553537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812097933471505 anxiety,-normkonform-,2018/01/26,Keep in mind that most people who visit this sub are still looking for help and those who got better most likely don't visit it anymore. That means this sub might not be a good representation of what you can achieve on your way to remission. Don't get fooled into thinking you will forever be stuck in the state you're in.,8.29744791666667,6.607314265625,7.664375000000002,78.1097916666667,62.59375,10.408333333333333,32.27083333333333,8.841846274778883,2.3606833333333337,259,7,52,3,3,81,51,64,0.066,0.8190000000000001,0.116,0.5232,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,15,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,3,3,8,9,2,10,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,3,2,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982664521409443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659918474738619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713118261906345,0.0,0.0,0.2522575932834697,0.240539882994686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015885928970726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26732334587133183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693286747469347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525570197263153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32760850526166024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190517165510405,0.30367509111466445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850446520862784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24018196853470414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927105664660934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387239653144533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,abrumada,2018/01/26,"I can't challenge negative thinking For example, my most recent anxiety-inducing situation which is actually still going on. I feel panic underneath the surface but I'm so used to spending my whole life suppressing panic attacks (after my parents punished me as a kid for screaming/crying if I wasn't physically injured) I don't know how to NOT suppress so the last hour has been hell and it's probably going to be like this for a couple days until I'm caught off guard and it comes up seemingly ""out of the blue"". I had to cancel plans with my boyfriend last minute which, of course, he was completely fine with like any reasonable person. I hate how my anxiety makes it hard to talk to other people so everyone thinks I'm an introvert but I'm not I'm very extroverted. I hate being alone I spend a day at home doing nothing and I want to SCREAM from boredom. But every time I cancel plans or am not talkative I feel like I'm just reinforcing the idea that I'm introverted. And people don't want to hang out with me. They talk to me less and less because they assume I don't want to spend time with them. Which isn't true. I know the start of the anxiety was canceling plans because I didn't cancel because I was anxious. So, of course, I start thinking he's not going to want to spend any time with me this weekend because I'm pulling away from him by canceling plans once. He's going to not want to spend time with me. He probably thinks I hate him. Fuck, he probably hates me already and is glad I canceled plans. He's probably having the time of his life now that he knows he gets to spend his Friday without me. I'm not fun. I annoy him. I want to text him to ask him if I'm annoying if he's glad I canceled plans, but that will come off as self-conscious and then I'll really annoy him. I can't text him. He's having fun without me. Fuck, he hates me, doesn't he? My therapist who I just started seeing encouraged challenging negative thought spirals like that with realistic thoughts. But that never works for me. I can recognize that my thought spiral is unrealistic. Not by challenging it, but just by knowing that it's not normal to start shaking and crying and losing your breath because you canceled plans with someone. I could say, no, he doesn't hate me. If he did then he wouldn't be with me. But then that awful voice in my head comes up with a new negative spiral. You don't know that. Maybe he's afraid of breaking up with you because you're so fragile. That's what happens when you burden other people with your problems. Why did you have a panic attack in front of him? Multiple times? What the fuck is wrong with you? Plus, he only wants you sexually and that's why he won't break up with you. Every time you spend time with him he just wants to have sex. And he never compliments your mind, only your body. He only likes you for your body. He hates your personality. (I know this isn't true. It's just my brain starts going all-or-nothing when it's anxious). So challenging one negative thought spiral leads to new negative thought spirals. It seems like I can't escape them. Does anyone else have trouble with that method of challenging negative thoughts? Or is there another way to approach them? Sorry I didn't break this up into easy to read paragraphs. I'm not a good writer. Usually, I try to reread my writing to shorten it and edit it. I fixed all my typos with grammarly but my mind is too mushy to go back and make this easier to read. Sorry. 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Hello all, I hope I am not intruding. My friend has been suffering from severe anxiety. I tried the best I could to help, and knew to some extent how to anticipate what could give him anxiety. Recently it has gotten worse. I don't know the extent of it, and I try not to pry, but long story short he has recently been commited two weeks ago. Right now, I am at loss. I had some idea of what I could do before, but now I don't know what I can do, and I know I might never fully understand what he is going through. I am glad he is getting help, and I know that there is nothing that I can do, but I do hope that I can't help to make things at least slightly easier. We have been exchanging messages. He doesn't actually feel like he is in a state to see anyone right now. I told him to keep me updated, and I try to do the same, but I am unsure how to proceed and I am afraid I might say things that would hurt him. Let's say, I am leave for my holidays soon, I usually like to send my friends one or two pictures during my trips, of beautiful or funny things. Would it make him feel worse, if he is in a lot of pain right now and not able to travel ? I am sorry if it is a silly question. Is there anything else that I could do to help him ? Exchanging messages seems like very little...",3.0315448693676643,3.5813934532374136,4.632862552063614,87.90768837561531,73.10071942446044,8.298674744414996,24.34380916319576,8.532816995589336,1.2736661870503596,1012,27,233,17,19,342,130,278,0.126,0.6990000000000001,0.175,0.9562,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,0,2,10,16,0,1,6,0,43,1,0,5,3,53,63,18,0,10,11,0,2,3,3,4,1,2,0,0,16,8,0,1,11,2,2,4,8,5,0,3,7,5,39,11,25,47,9,29,0,3,1,0,29,10,0,13,17,168,55,0,0.09592940108385123,0.0,0.09361325747536972,0.0,0.0,0.09374110049397368,0.0850356260119801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467714585176578,0.0,0.0,0.06707606770750134,0.0,0.07894172337731352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162885478811169,0.0,0.1006719880637778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30636728367618266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013670521366817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700957508798233,0.06853198330190396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22234445194264585,0.0,0.05011915272629451,0.0920242227013703,0.05451888932986815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214972772075802,0.0,0.0,0.1905590808802323,0.0,0.0,0.1026944079193276,0.10829261725683648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526645937306056,0.0,0.0,0.21088116026044648,0.0,0.0,0.10157538463574096,0.0,0.09809431202401027,0.0,0.14059877936506646,0.0961464614439326,0.0,0.08489450123700233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155574633364421,0.0,0.0,0.12806724025495606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353186990483474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07398666797585435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204684757020973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500424484683116,0.0,0.10207564627888534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107462883688713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18943742112225054,0.0,0.0,0.24576955312879925,0.0,0.15257382013221055,0.0,0.0,0.07644331264240234,0.08733052389040225,0.0,0.10837291800632763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738511065762796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911936945086812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166465369978924,0.0,0.1953892990940037,0.0,0.1874181715435404,0.09986588966032356,0.0,0.0,0.10565268249016016,0.07915180243379205,0.0,0.0,0.07694877917719238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955205103649168,0.13629098836198164,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,eternit-y,2018/01/26,"I cannot get through class I feel beyond anxious when told to read out loud. The teacher calls on students randomly to simply read a question (a sentence long) to the class, then say the answer (A B C D). I literally cannot do it. When she’s looking for people to call on, my heart is in my throat and my hands and chest shake, even when she hasn’t called on me. And when I do speak, my voice is just all over the place. My face reddens a lot, and I feel that “sweaty” feeling quite strongly even if I am not sweating... This is over something as simple as reading a maybe 10-word question out loud then saying A, B, C, or D. I don’t understand it. I like to look at things objectively, and I don’t know why my body responds like this. I know I am fully capable of speaking and answering a question. I even tell myself “dude, you’re fine” and “it’s no big deal, you can do this” constantly, but no matter the positive mindset, **my body responds like this just because it feels like it.** I have absolutely no control over this even though I know I am safe & nothing bad will happen. I go into class perfectly confident in my speaking abilities, but once the time comes, my body freaks the hell out. It’s like a switch flips without me even knowing, and after that, I’m powerless. It’s humiliating. I need help. I’ve been struggling with this for years and it’s just now that I try to make it better. (If this belongs on /anxietyhelp then I can move it there. Wasn’t sure which was best.) 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I think this has a lot to do with GAD but it’s literally gotten to be unbearable. All I think about all day every day is getting the flu, like every time I get a tickle in my throat or cough I freak out and feel like I can’t breathe. 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Been creeping for a while... I just want to say I've never been diagnosed with anxiety, but I can tell something's not right and wanted to know if anyone has ever felt similarly. I've been with my bf for about 1 year. He's my best friend and I love him more than anything. Whenever I see his ex-girlfriend, however, I start shaking and feel weak super weak and nauseous (we have never formally met, but we go to the same school so I've seen her on campus many times). This feeling is usually accompanied by tears, and it takes me about an hour to calm down. I can't help but think about her literally ALL THE TIME and have Googled everything from the Pinterest boards she made when she was 12 to the value of her parents' home. Her Facebook is one of the most visited tabs on my computer. For some reason her presence just makes me feel so small and unimportant and I am literally ALWAYS thinking about her and it feels like I can't control it. This feeling of worthlessness is compounded by the fact that they still talk and I constantly have the urge to read through their messages. I know making him cut off communication or violating his privacy is out of the question, but this feeling is consuming me and I'm unsure of steps to take to feel better. Can anyone relate? are these at all normal concerns?",4.826072719967861,6.223780759541987,5.5062153475291264,80.14631779831261,69.64885496183207,9.027239855363598,30.201687424668545,9.414487439383343,2.699340458015268,1077,43,205,23,19,349,162,262,0.102,0.755,0.14300000000000002,0.9271,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,2,4,11,13,2,1,10,0,20,4,0,5,7,56,47,21,0,4,9,2,8,1,2,0,3,1,1,0,8,16,0,1,14,1,0,4,5,6,0,1,8,12,33,7,33,39,8,25,0,1,3,1,31,8,0,5,14,141,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847305489500828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972788588522144,0.0,0.0,0.18230668260773047,0.0,0.107278230523386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680867709378164,0.11529611286814763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087686438996802,0.14621399249651146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231642756076092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179214445458668,0.0,0.0,0.11716250200039703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461410682451516,0.09313186472692753,0.12516961107848842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071868356649002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408870401085488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738005085616729,0.0,0.13076543631164728,0.0,0.12838200044589895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432889779675163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636891266904996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765834338965302,0.12335330010042975,0.17403758538305908,0.13216834658516508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108906882699054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772876279925766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833782777132854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475347906357885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603719700878284,0.0,0.1303989942290358,0.0,0.0,0.13403561204908535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132990113125206,0.0,0.10367045934470157,0.0,0.13193504033418638,0.20776600673959053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036035753790673,0.0,0.0,0.09227210913207896,0.0,0.10410863196020448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603458086869047,0.10478141679570477,0.1139436337589894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706361065703515,0.0,0.0,0.15203226226244976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357721547856114,0.0,0.1537837945566232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394995893339825 anxiety,HewiexD,2018/01/26,"My house was broken into and robbed Came home yesterday to find drawers thrown around, my clothes thrown on the floor.l, all our TVs gone, some of our consoles, the games for those consoles and... two giant cute plushies that I love to hug and comfort me. They took them. Assuming they're guys, maybe one had a gf he wanted to gift them to?? I feel so violated. Why did they have to take my stuffed animals?? I woke up today feeling fatigued, the knots in my back hurting immensely, and my chest feeling cold and tight. I don't know how long it will be until I feel okay again. A year? Two years? My room was my safespace, now it's just a reminder of how fucked up people are. I lay in bed wondering if they sat on it, how much they touched it. Were they watching me through my window? We are insured so our stuff can be replaced. What I want more is for whoever did this to be caught, and I have a feeling that won't happen. I have 1 lead if anyone is curious to hear. I feel a bit better after venting now.",2.6149232106635765,4.2850096403940885,3.4246942915097094,91.77776006954508,75.7487684729064,6.35282526803825,26.226890756302524,7.048011613610866,1.030776528542451,779,29,168,8,17,247,131,203,0.08,0.7809999999999999,0.139,0.8222,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,4,0,7,2,11,10,2,0,8,1,20,5,1,4,1,32,41,14,0,4,3,0,8,0,1,2,1,1,4,1,10,10,0,1,10,1,0,5,2,4,0,3,12,11,31,6,22,24,5,26,0,2,1,3,17,10,1,5,11,116,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108057113311087,0.0,0.0,0.14107164642525966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185343128124855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015358754079116,0.17300788860436453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124714041555248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4807623049890131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448384512016403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465027006131417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690993525343547,0.14013424814796474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860688925477802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895804784306308,0.0,0.0,0.18285277785707876,0.16964511051615466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709081259386019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402407135535427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430251074381354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920413136660927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649347638540801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738318204943262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986294916476673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18140991340012605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914950602984598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021076315207604,0.0,0.1760656873978648,0.0,0.0,0.30960377559424673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869390908034783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299427197941622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185364915192844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204098605334133 anxiety,Jaipod100,2018/01/26,Anxious about having no gf I’m 20 yo and never had any serious relationship which makes me reall anxious when I see my friends having dates and stuff,5.634482758620693,6.894618827586211,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,67.6206896551724,8.558620689655173,31.74137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.7521586206896553,122,5,21,2,2,40,25,29,0.191,0.6759999999999999,0.133,-0.2211,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,3,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186057345688525,0.0,0.0,0.7039119859009539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406980876776317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795800988642096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028190503294056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344816167986245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826019729310564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566432935152609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peeenisweeenis,2018/01/26,"Trying so hard to leave the house today, will I always be like this? I donate plasma for money at a center about a mile away from my apartment. I haven’t been in two weeks because my anxiety has been so severe. For some reason I’m so afraid to leave my house. I keep having panic attacks and I just wish I knew what I was afraid of. I’m really going to try my best to push through it and go today.",1.763663865546221,3.1375842235294122,3.72218487394958,90.00411764705885,77.3529411764706,5.798319327731093,18.025210084033613,6.18269132825596,-0.20400840336134474,309,5,67,2,7,105,60,85,0.18,0.7140000000000001,0.106,-0.5403,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,3,3,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,15,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,4,0,1,4,1,11,2,13,9,2,12,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106494008272436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888598528371518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20654042329158065,0.17057310052316504,0.0,0.0,0.11067177837623772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19052652871233888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635918556990016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263399735343612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189708580782024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137083246681316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844724994406182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869662716454121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130109308624411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630619202052213,0.18666462120703248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510090514048107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34417815834111803,0.0,0.0,0.24652236515771386,0.0,0.17734890473794238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562922683115045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087746408957041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WutEvenLife,2018/01/26,Considering quitting therapy I just started therapy and already considering quitting. My life is in a constant state of awfulness that won't change any time soon due to my living situation. I don't feel like therapy can help me if I'm going to constantly actively go through something bad. Therapy is far away as well as every place I have to drive to and it's becoming frustrating. I don't know what to do. ,4.996923076923078,6.799544076923077,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,69.76923076923077,11.353846153846154,37.358974358974365,11.20814326018867,5.045266666666668,330,19,57,12,6,114,57,78,0.11,0.799,0.091,-0.3421,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,0,1,1,8,1,0,0,0,6,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,1,7,2,11,13,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386132461539224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097762466244888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951032108493233,0.0,0.1239821282744246,0.0,0.1639944550310818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570816929071822,0.0,0.0,0.32092775517915784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251084025844494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508050948103279,0.10608058467189392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16877946258455992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995290592608738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160568138735752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488218529241804,0.07254423409625005,0.0,0.13111852401031296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513942032794711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158726986524412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690787853262093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431410115879778,0.0,0.0,0.10510129174735212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6792405355950019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658514095620992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335094606797977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,masterofnone00,2018/01/26,"can't make friends I'm a freshman in college and I feel left out when I see other students hanging out and dating and making inside jokes. i feel like I only have a few people i call ""acquaintances/friends"". How can i let myself get closer to the people i already know and make new friends?",3.0475862068965505,4.965218931034482,3.9891724137931033,87.12306896551725,75.20689655172414,5.329655172413793,27.11724137931035,5.6839178017228535,0.9864165517241376,230,9,43,1,5,74,41,58,0.099,0.8140000000000001,0.087,-0.1551,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,0,13,13,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,8,4,4,12,1,9,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,4,27,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24502062401027205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22672207907649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453465852580756,0.15862151189543364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5146299790177564,0.0,0.11600387727494985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202437044400385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412411654428955,0.22704534922103495,0.0,0.10847485548118638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44462931673872536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144423317108196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886726457765885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078615713340436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693277272038765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ciara8,2018/01/26,"What are the weirdest and most non-conventional anxiety symptoms that you experienced, that at the moment caused you think there was something really wrong? We all know the common manifestation of an anxiety attack - shortness of breath, rapid pulse & panic. But what are some other weird symptoms you experienced, or that your anxiety has ""morphed into"", that really caused you great worry in the moment and caused you to question if it's really just anxiety? I'll start: - Cold chills, like I'm spiking a fever - but no fever. An hour later was okay. - Waking up abruptly with panic and for ~5 seconds not knowing who i am, where I am or anything at all really - very scary - Weird internal 'trembling' or buzzing, without any visible movement - Extreme fatigue on non-anxious days - actually got blood tests for this one, but surely enough everything's fine. I think this will be helpful and calming to everyone experiencing weird symptoms, besides the common rapid heart rate panic attacks, that are easy to label as just anxiety.",11.525056179775286,10.12154900561798,10.4560393258427,59.72765449438204,56.13483146067415,13.169662921348314,44.16011235955058,11.93303328291395,5.5295258426966285,825,39,121,19,8,262,118,178,0.226,0.662,0.112,-0.9591,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,6,0,0,4,17,2,4,8,1,10,10,4,3,3,31,17,12,0,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,12,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,11,0,2,3,4,10,6,16,12,5,18,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,7,10,80,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1092718445103808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132530661843002,0.0,0.07614711650807679,0.0,0.4283043990303139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214621897477376,0.0,0.0,0.25477638133943403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450887638665696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221487397116066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570052826467445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699729991573732,0.1006362755266314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955696206455767,0.12345328144071398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269139634452712,0.07505475492032866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027322009126966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230775104701974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054705527726387516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587743367745257,0.0,0.0,0.3941370407254029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254380825297075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869372518766005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620413887287756,0.0,0.0,0.07925676935448027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553549585058508,0.3491559672322166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349863877521404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239143772491126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794029642222702,0.0,0.0,0.1137164611460842,0.0,0.0,0.12242752927662492,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aluisi77,2018/01/26,"Hit me hard today Anxiety and Depression I am 5 days now away from my 41st birthday. Today started out okay got up went to work my girl sent me a super nice text. And now I just have a sinking feeling. I hate my birthdays. Last year on my birthday I was told by my landlords I had to move out of the place I was in for 10+ years. Now I have to move again since my roommate cant afford our place. I had to take out a loan to get money to pay for my current places last month as well to get into my new place rent for this coming month as well. So two places paying rent on. I just feel lost and I am trying so hard to not let my anxiety get to me. I feel like i just need to run and hide. I am so worried about the future. I have been struggling for it seams like a life time. I have debt i got screwed over by family and even though I have a rad GF I just dont feel it for her right now. All i want to do is hide lay in bed and play video games. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. When I tried to explain this to people GF included that I just need to be alone I get nothing but ridiculed by them. Why is it so hard for people to understand that I just need time. I am forced into going out or hang out with people. I have a hard time saying no. Sorry if this is a downer post I just needed to vent and I know you all would understand. I have so much going on I feel stretched thin I feel like I am going to lose it. 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What if I hate it? What if I end up quitting like I quit everything else? I am fucking terrified and I don't know what to do. ,-1.3974468085106366,0.19240457446808712,1.6334468085106373,100.09400000000002,88.36170212765957,5.4621276595744686,20.038297872340426,6.742157984588678,-0.02225617021276616,153,5,42,2,5,54,30,47,0.294,0.652,0.054000000000000006,-0.9008,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,9,5,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,2,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,6,27,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283907133531281,0.0,0.24215135159596635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24571439356781505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527539999292992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26992601042481024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713074268658467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025355265168786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356948575207808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640515338142901,0.2907641229497868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5815893495567089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351400790788165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930508025096346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,printwhistle,2018/01/26,"School is hard I'm finally back to full time uni after some struggles with my anxiety, we are only 4 weeks in and I've skipped so much, I'm scared that I can't handle this, it gives me so much anxiety ",2.816515151515148,3.2958918636363634,4.611818181818184,88.12106060606064,73.54545454545455,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.6206757575757569,158,5,37,3,3,54,37,44,0.241,0.759,0.0,-0.8158,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,6,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42936377502519496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157878570097404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074174583540869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920675212930445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139018493645154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125920355381955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134324621961062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809605097789862,0.2840134756350141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933763715944128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363814762341028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251051985500612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dnaquestions13,2018/01/26,"Pseudo-dyspnea, But low 02 sats? Hi, This is the second time this has happened, and I still don't know what happens exactly when I get these symptoms. I feel shortness of breath all day long, but especially at night time/when I lie down. It doensn't feel like asthma (which I do have) because there is no wheezing. However I get a pressure on my upper chest/lower throat and find it very hard to get a deep breath. Just walking around the house will have me breathing very heavily. Using my peak flow I can see that I am at 600-650 (which is my usual), but using a pulse oximeter my oxygen is only 94-96%. Which is really confusing... does this mean that I am getting enough oxygen or not? As far as I know oxygen is not compromised in patients with asthma unless they are having a severe life-threatening attack (which I am not, as I am doing everyday tasks just fine). I also have acid reflux and have been very bloated and gassy lately, which could explain the shortness of breath, but the question still remains... why is my O2 so low? I recently started TRT so I am unsure if this is the cause. I've also wondered if it's anxiety, but then again that wouldn't show up as low O2. After having read http://www.jacionline.org/article/S0021-8707(38)90466-6/pdf and http://www.hannasaadah.com/blog/medical/false-shortness-of-breaht-pseudo-dyspnea-december-12/ I am almost 100% sure I have pseudo-dyspenea. My symptom are 100% identical, to the point that my breathing gets better with exercise! But how can this ""pseudo-dyspnea"" (a psychogenic condition, from what I gather) cause my O2 levels to drop to 92-93%, if its all in my head?",6.982517241379313,8.577472734482761,6.096724137931037,77.17818965517246,64.75862068965517,8.420689655172415,28.63793103448276,8.697196308434329,2.203986206896552,1303,41,217,19,20,394,167,290,0.119,0.858,0.023,-0.9756,2,0,0,0,0,0,84.0,0,0,1,1,13,10,1,2,11,0,33,13,7,5,4,46,52,27,0,5,16,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,21,8,0,0,9,3,0,2,6,6,0,1,2,5,29,4,23,47,3,36,0,3,1,0,5,18,0,8,16,153,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417364728239415,0.0,0.0,0.19833438949701504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948639074946177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039123155637233,0.0,0.14107421687657534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559263322862612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967283311511332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547757206244435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900834246509227,0.0,0.0,0.07997332200702892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085180937937463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813088349346666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540186559679606,0.08858959078331098,0.0,0.0,0.11333882753922198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32393891264382396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931539934888294,0.0,0.1110846169892511,0.0,0.1272654714619166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308575714993846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630041618001554,0.0,0.13988366341610553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758878831836309,0.06058284871028102,0.0,0.0,0.1097410108679925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507839907831945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637080973500645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431180983506036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722532832276905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389145977059902,0.0,0.12403910918327772,0.0,0.07944113164728175,0.0,0.122440521984716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881636950849754,0.0,0.0,0.14009097644058918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777176761886966,0.0,0.19806198725661686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687376476210246,0.2577784978137047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461726863498794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420196336253491,0.13657459562683252,0.3069527007476656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189572241703256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447873090067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mouldycorn,2018/01/26,"I only feel happy when he talks to me This has been a recurring pattern in my life. I find somebody who makes me feel good about myself and then when they start to pull away or just place me further down in their list of priorities, I feel incredibly anxious and depressed. I worry I'm not good enough for them or they've found someone better. This has happened with partners and friends throughout my life. I've always been attached to one particular person at a time. Most recently, it has been this guy. We weren't exactly in a relationship but we did have a friends with benefits thing going on for a while. It was clear he wasn't ready for a real relationship so we decided to just remain friends. I guess I became reliant on his company and he was someone I felt I could be myself around. Only recently he's been so busy with his life, I've barely heard from him and it's unsettling. He went weeks without contacting me and I was getting really anxious and depressed. But earlier today, I finally heard from him and I instantly felt so much happier. I could tell my mood lifted because I was dancing and singing round the house and it felt so good. I really wish I could feel like that without depending on others, but it was just like an instant reflex to his communication. As I was speaking to him, I realised he wasn't that special and I shouldn't feel too reliant on his company, but at the same time I felt happier than I'd been for weeks. I felt like finally I can be myself again. Why can't I feel like that around everyone? Why is it only certain people I allow to see my happiness? Why is it when certain people distance themselves from me I turn into an anxious wreck and I can't focus on anything? It's really annoying me, and I'm scheduled to get some CBT therapy soon so I can try and help myself, but I've had CBT in the past and it didn't really work. I'm just fed up of being this way. I want to feel peace within myself, without it being a reflex to an external source.",3.5104082914572885,5.191988266331659,5.033489321608041,81.12752041457288,73.37185929648241,8.19108040201005,28.51790201005025,8.841846274778883,2.356484673366833,1582,64,303,32,32,532,183,398,0.071,0.733,0.196,0.9946,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,3,0,3,2,18,21,1,0,13,0,35,4,0,3,4,73,66,33,0,6,15,0,13,4,4,1,3,3,0,3,20,24,1,0,15,2,0,4,11,3,0,1,27,17,55,17,46,31,5,45,0,2,2,0,35,20,0,7,24,215,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464332064895519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632987555377175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639312782431363,0.13831903919186547,0.0,0.0,0.07299120249322757,0.0,0.0,0.047358382775298816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870944679236439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608460031661195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382653135145886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027331720894322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423499551348901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749726070261083,0.11100181515133008,0.3729672457498055,0.17020860689128547,0.07100617280618056,0.0,0.0,0.0851817797326044,0.18006656575029897,0.0,0.08117840252714331,0.0,0.044152345985598494,0.19548508551996505,0.0,0.0,0.08558299247193724,0.07692414469484374,0.06869996577225126,0.1654023841685295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207317753966167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964246603641421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462173045857725,0.15181933033934886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185788972098325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057110220707202064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052643954128344106,0.17725754215591658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416276808670827,0.10771928985252376,0.0678348798589297,0.08116828028046269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842688388519641,0.1990777862851412,0.0,0.15341667196119602,0.1668174340301942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190793006899259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165096788649153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549885457116858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244332964101172,0.06790345178458157,0.0,0.08884393478859574,0.0,0.051612999053934384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906019498384188,0.0,0.07363991617720211,0.0,0.0,0.05274560824405127,0.084503125799257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582287809520479,0.0616657681376776,0.124634568427993,0.0,0.0,0.07201831323138468,0.21030622536129595,0.0,0.08933830740210813,0.2246677465769435,0.0,0.05655838525588376,0.0788967664570738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CapRavOr,2018/01/26,"Girlfriend is too anxious to ask for or seek out help in the form of a prescriber of anti anxiety medicine and therapy So this may seem at face value a cry to get Xanax but I assure you it’s not. My girlfriend has always had anxiety, but it’s more rooted in her mind and doesn’t necessarily manifest physically until recently. She works in 401k benefits and apparently the company had the bright idea to have a new system go live right at the end of the year. If you know anything about benefits, not a smart idea. On top of that the system has more issues than what they expected which happens every time a new platform goes live, amirite? Needless to say, she’s been working 50 hour weeks for the past two months and it’s been breaking her down. Overworking + workplace drama + being thrust into adulthood since my mom passed away last June has been nightmarish to say the least. I try to urge her to take a break at work and research therapists and psychiatrists and she assures me she will but she gets too busy at work and too scared to ask for time off, since typically these kind of offices are closed on weekends. Is there any advice you guys have to help her out with anything I mentioned? She’s come home crying once a week and I can’t stand seeing her this upset. We’re not married, and even if we were, I don’t think I could call on her behalf because maybe hipaa? I’d appreciate any help and she would too.",5.885989879822893,6.252986580645164,6.03639468690702,81.0157685009488,66.70609318996415,9.145351043643263,30.748682268606373,9.007467420416297,2.3632764495045326,1132,40,223,18,17,360,171,279,0.081,0.804,0.116,0.9033,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,3,1,5,8,9,0,2,15,0,22,2,1,1,2,40,34,19,0,5,9,1,0,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,9,18,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,2,0,1,6,4,27,7,37,23,4,44,0,0,2,0,31,20,0,5,16,142,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079539056785124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192321061283028,0.0,0.0,0.15025220473881773,0.0,0.1690246018621418,0.12480416494910215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182136362099946,0.0,0.20655653786555325,0.0,0.1037939513674588,0.0,0.0,0.06734391968781367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280629680619494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951635614322951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820449266831168,0.0,0.24270098387387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978471658359618,0.0,0.0,0.07296702932028919,0.0,0.09307910233828058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543620157199205,0.0,0.06278491510553798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938662004069308,0.09769178562269533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22214516294352785,0.0,0.1108144207295424,0.0,0.1087946280973406,0.0,0.0,0.2494233783776695,0.0,0.11530614482840512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504166169847248,0.06071361645043578,0.09005104764173401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510111651473014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098597293141503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154723857482286,0.12938580336724342,0.08817928583806234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133929383262406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765119520777707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545992504757193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907973868477662,0.0,0.0,0.09434418491393104,0.0,0.1757067038979539,0.11060373759195424,0.0,0.08803346791604451,0.1005713725275247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827704543491992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08306269276749109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633663690630104,0.1282688186316263,0.0,0.07078727285329371,0.0,0.0,0.12883654542063913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500458836033089,0.0,0.10791703695942473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723114419603658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32170552549622017,0.0,0.0,0.07847755373538877,0.0,0.0,0.07114162833749359 anxiety,metallicmay,2018/01/26,"Feeling jittery and panicky post phone call Hi guys, I wasn't really sure where to post about this but I feel like it might help to get it out. So here goes. It's almost midnight where I am and about 10-15 minutes ago I got a phone call from an unknown number. I didn't pick up the first time because I'm generally wary of unknown numbers. They're mostly spam but I still like to check before answering. But I couldn't find the name so when they called a second time I picked up and said ""Hello"" and I heard a male voice say Hello back and some clicking sounds in the background. I immediately cut the call and started hyperventilating a bit. I went and blocked the number and even after that I got like 5 more missed calls which my phone rejected but still showed up in the notifications. Some background now; a few years ago I was in a sort of toxic relationship with this person who I had since completely cut off and not had any contact with. Thing is he has done this kind of thing where he tries calling me from a new number so I'll be caught off guard and answer. And while I don't know for sure that it was him, my mind immediately jumped to that conclusion. And I've been freaking out internally for the past half hour. The calls have stopped now but I'm still rather jittery and anxious and I'm not able to calm myself down very well. :/ Any advice or comfort would be welcome. tl;dr - Got calls from an unknown number late at night and scared it might be a person from a previous toxic relationship trying to mess with me again. 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Thabkfulky, I got help from a therapist and later a psychiatrist. The latter started me on Zoloft 50 mg in December 2017, and within two weeks of the medication, all of symptoms started getting better - except maybe for lack of appetite and energy. For the time in years I was sleeping really well, I wasn't waking up anxious, my mood swings subsided and I was joking longer repulsed by food. Moreover, my productivity levels were going up. Observing this, my therapist decided I don't sessions every week because I was doing really well and honestly had nothing to talk about. I was content and on the road to happiness possibly. However in the last 1.5 weeks, my depression and anxiety is coming back. I have started having problems sleeping (which includes weird vivid dreams and nightmares), anxiety attacks, depression, mood swings, and worst - being repulsed by food. To be fair, I did receive very stressful news in the last few weeks but slowly coping well with it. Is this because I all of a sudden have more stress that my body can't cope, or is the effect of the medication tapering off? Should I email my psychiatrist about it and maybe upping the dose? P.S - my psychiatrist didn't feel we needed to increase the dose at the one month check in since the medication was working and I am quite petite (~100lb)",7.540506756756756,8.433452633204634,7.716947393822394,68.56762186293439,63.208494208494216,10.953764478764477,36.264720077220076,10.820120047756994,4.304329922779923,1148,52,182,29,16,373,149,259,0.125,0.772,0.103,-0.7237,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,0,5,6,19,1,2,15,0,25,15,4,2,2,30,35,15,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,1,7,16,2,0,4,2,1,4,4,10,3,2,14,2,22,7,32,18,7,36,0,3,1,0,7,15,0,1,17,128,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437300800699908,0.11044816589982172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122335574825047,0.0,0.07517630097511689,0.0816308322088359,0.11919493899994925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646640614814002,0.0,0.10859639317911803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421706779560181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526180842686823,0.09923080389209236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823723802892113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494336123835066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23643895655652206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107889126644232,0.0,0.055562879030605375,0.0,0.15638538861525378,0.0,0.0,0.0968040735050978,0.0,0.1040741149510761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553073454622772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390779118655977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643891140782385,0.0,0.0,0.2954679857004537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780361808850048,0.0,0.0,0.07249252186466326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938094652983002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624902006067826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021688840724053,0.0,0.09946354223381998,0.0,0.09354920897272873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398656492642497,0.0,0.0,0.12526327548540647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087334854481304,0.0,0.19567394412611447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20759861193630955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239820847003426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161668872373501,0.0,0.07858090195803939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270285733777818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570083544422651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550353392751486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066749117124393,0.0,0.0,0.3136891276787458,0.0,0.26371111388542545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117507910370317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259166690824364 anxiety,ShokaFloka,2018/01/26,"Tips for coping with an anxiety attack when coming off medication Hi, I’ve been slowly coming off my medicine for two months. Today has been kinda bad and I’m having really bad anxiety. Does anyone have any tips that could help? Im really struggling. Thanks. 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But I think my anxiety about this comes from the fact that I have applied to a job in which I don't *technically* have experience, yet, I do. It's an internal application, meaning I am applying to work for the same employer, just a different position and location. So internal applicants are automatically granted an interview, unless they are grossly under qualified. My friend at my current job who has the job I am interviewing for, was the one who encouraged me to apply for it. She and I work together, and while our jobs are not the same, they are pretty complementary and there can be a bit of overlap in things that we do. I think I also have a lot at stake here. My current job is really stressful and toxic. I have been looking for jobs since September. And I wish I had started sooner, but I have a great supervisor who was going to help me with my very toxic co-worker who did all kinds of inappropriate things and took advantage a lot (NOT sexual harassment). So I thought, everything was going to be okay, my supervisor is on my side, he's going to fix this, he's going to help. Well, he got fired or forced to resign or...I don't really know what, but point is, he left, he's gone. So I didn't get the help I needed. And honestly, it went way downhill for me from there. I had several interviews in the fall and earlier this month. But either I didn't get the job, or, after the interview, I felt it wasn't a good fit for me, or the hours and the pay were not clearly defined and I had trouble shaking out how much the pay would be, so I had to walk away if they wouldn't tell me. I did even *get* a job and signed on for a new position, but, luckily I hadn't put in my notice at my current job yet, and after I signed on, I learned that they lied about a lot of stuff and it would have been my exact job now. It would have been better in some ways, but worse in other ways and I knew I wouldn't be happy, so I reneged the job offer. Had a few more interviews after that but they all ended up not being what I thought after having phone screens and first interviews. But then I saw a job posting for another site with my same employer (I actually like my employer, just not my position and management at the site I am currently at) so I applied for it, and now today is the interview. I heard through the grapevine that there are only three applicants including myself. I don't know if the other two applicants are internal or external; I actually hope they are internal because out anyone else who would apply, I think I have better experience/transferable skills. But with external candidates...there could be people with YEARS of experience who actually held a similar position before. But here I am, not having real experience in the job but yet I do have transferable skills and there is some overlap with my current job and the job for which I am applying. I know they do like to hire within because it's easier and it's cheaper than hiring someone new. So I definitely have some advantages and I definitely have a fighting chance, but, it's still scary to think about. I want my job search to be over. I want out of my toxic job. If I don't land this job, I'll just have to quit. My mental well being is suffering and I can't stay here much longer. But I don't want to leave my employer and lose my seniority. It's true that other jobs may open up, but I can't keep holding on for ""maybe."" I just really hope I can land this job and everything else will improve and fall into place. 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I have recently being treated for it, as well have undergone stress test testing and had performed a coronary catheter. Even though the results for the catheter came negative, I still experience sharp pinching, murmurs and discomfort around my left chest area. At this point I don't know what else to do as my pulse is normal but pressure is a tad high. I'm looking for advise as this is has become a bit too much for me and don't know what else to do to make the feeling of a heart attack go away. I have fixated on my pulse and heart beat as if waiting for that moment where my heart is going to explode. Most likely this sensation is being cause by some sort of chemical imbalance in my brain (so I think) but I feel every bit of it and its very uncomfortable. The symptoms are becoming more hindering as I'm a bit scared to go to sleep because I think I'm going to die in my sleep. The sensation I previously explained precipitate as soon as I wake up, almost as if it's another layer of clothing I wear when getting up from bed. I have tried seeing a therapist for CBT and I didn't see any results, perhaps I need to see another therapist who can treat what I think might be a severe case of GAD. Please advise. Thank you.",6.237885572139303,5.930957067164179,7.008597014925375,76.63690049751246,66.01492537313433,10.430248756218909,34.284577114427854,10.047579312681364,3.304433532338308,1066,44,207,22,15,355,154,268,0.131,0.82,0.049,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,2,11,12,2,5,15,0,22,11,10,5,0,34,48,21,2,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,12,9,0,1,8,0,0,5,4,7,1,0,3,7,22,5,41,41,7,25,0,0,4,0,7,13,0,7,8,137,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922803182827424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266883010780687,0.1932659378773273,0.14099725293949936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203784141476449,0.0,0.2096801361604976,0.0865830290580058,0.0,0.0,0.05617707465984429,0.20355679142425173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018294764784157,0.0,0.0,0.10287590067918033,0.0,0.10540122369783476,0.0,0.18933795619670224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128550526439714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396801815375155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06086777058470934,0.0,0.07764489660786822,0.0,0.0,0.09014566150687006,0.0,0.10370044235803703,0.09319307537294803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04814739136228294,0.0,0.20949614336357314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368183566557409,0.0,0.09736723662002318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129239224613984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012710849088606,0.0,0.0,0.04502247202859299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738732355584936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061514443100390837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977623130275316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677448203358425,0.06833205918370942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029272262315667,0.0,0.0,0.09670158695222113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115895216707534,0.08711663742809192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099233683423187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226362904274778,0.0,0.2203077600447225,0.0,0.0,0.10410936762675464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844439010646856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359541909156958,0.0,0.1055636959106466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578474316131576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848443080957503,0.0,0.2139990376028804,0.0,0.1771483719902561,0.09054220966062436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625674653284499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603785382450225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285876932732608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934505423897193 anxiety,caroline330,2018/01/26,starting anew Finally got rid of the toxic friend I had for 4 years that contributed to my anxiety. Proud of myself for finally getting out of that. ,5.587500000000002,7.075185607142856,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,67.92857142857143,11.314285714285715,35.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.673657142857143,119,6,20,4,2,40,23,28,0.055,0.742,0.203,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,7,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737289280196735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7839417875889412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764484280348464,0.0,0.1869445474969151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28617884007414657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532646239779679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304223343567341 anxiety,buzzfeedsolved,2018/01/26,"i always fear there’s something out to get me? I have a constant paranoia that I’ll get kidnapped,murdered or raped. Or that a ghost or a shadow or something is always in my room and watches me. I can’t even sleep in darkness because I’m too afraid. At night I always get sweaty when I think I hear something, but I’m too scared to take off the covers because I feel like something will be standing there?",5.142530120481928,5.227817951807231,5.2430361445783165,87.0390120481928,68.27710843373494,6.6400000000000015,32.26265060240964,3.1291,1.3711224096385544,322,13,65,0,5,101,54,83,0.179,0.779,0.042,-0.8181,0,0,4,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,3,4,0,5,2,1,0,0,9,14,7,1,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,10,1,7,12,0,10,0,0,1,1,1,6,0,4,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.466260495292582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277249248892909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018483349906868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336979602899766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101851653006284,0.09444415812860273,0.1334393117784843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927625142813435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052038127683384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125376430797187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752851618891273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700446864663575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869199925884844,0.0,0.0,0.5751851776604153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043914847298405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968434914660216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ADI_HORRORS,2018/01/26,"Very awkward anxiety issue After I had abused xanax for a number of months I went through a very hard withdraw, but before this I had never had any sort of anxiety. Now anytime I'm in a car or just in a trapped space I get so anxious and I can't stop fidgeting and I have the constant fear that I will pee myself if I don't get out of the situation I'm in. This has stopped me from leaving my house and getting on with my career, I've lost so many opportunities due to this. Does anyone know some sort of treatment that could work or advice to help overcome this anxiety?",5.080181598062957,5.016666703389834,6.0842857142857145,81.46567796610174,68.40677966101696,8.77675544794189,32.111380145278446,8.418075326091056,2.3009719128329302,453,18,94,6,7,151,80,118,0.23,0.6829999999999999,0.086,-0.9446,0,1,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,6,0,9,2,1,0,1,18,17,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,1,12,1,16,10,1,16,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,6,8,62,18,2,0.0,0.20443258821930488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686048351567224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733363444656225,0.0,0.3959796306851381,0.19492194863964207,0.0,0.12064451216370617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468194797485483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645526687631786,0.0,0.13775975823154624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509915830582208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415632579471048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704362794680885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456263178103985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565043538272494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990888729230368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008772743476625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482389015066206,0.0,0.0,0.18269575343411676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883486230808895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492925074568538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772038963777192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330740720146124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939430450207504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28850360483708626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847283962185807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599470144566333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561172927088762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ebenz1006,2018/01/26,"Interview / New Job Anxiety I have an interview on Tuesday and I'm really nervous about it because I have bad social anxiety. I'm so used to my job now that it's hard to switch over to something else because of all new people, new environment, new job tasks, etc. I hate interviewing - I always stutter, have long pauses, I'm just bad at talking to people. Does anyone have any advice for interviewing and new jobs that might help calm me down? 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I've had anxiety about a lot of things. Health anxiety is a reoccurring one for me. This year I moved into a position where I sit across from my boss almost every day. He's very unhealthy. He has high blood pressure, heart failure, very overweight, etc. Recently he's learned he has Diabetes. So every day he talks about it and his symptoms. Of course, guess what I'm now anxious about having? You guessed it, Diabetes. It's quickly becoming my new obsession. I went to my doctor. He ran blood tests. Some.of the results were off. I saw one note that said, ""pre-diabetes."" But my doctor wasn't terribly worried, ""nothing to get too excited about,"" he said about the test results. He told me that I need to start exercising and that it would fix most, if not all, of my issues. So I started the Couch to 5K program. He also put me on some meds for blood pressure and Anti-depressents. But now I'm even more anxious of diabetes. It's messing with my head. On days I'm not sitting next to my boss I hardly have any ""symptoms"" but on days like today, the moment he starts talking about it I start to feel light-headed. 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I understand that few will probably have any input on this, but I can't find anything specifically about it on Google. I'm currently nursing my youngest, who's 11 months. Over the last month, I've had horrible panic attacks. I went from almost never having them to having them at least 3 times a week and almost always in the middle of the night. Now I feel like I'm not producing milk very well anymore and I'm so worried that it's just going to dry up at this point. I am not on any medication currently, I just use natural methods to help contain the attacks as best as I can. I hope someone out there might have had a similar experience. 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Hi there, I was just wondering if anyone’s had a similar experience. In the past month I’ve graduated college, applied to grad school, moved to 30 hours a week at work, and put 5K miles on my car driving to grad school open houses/interviews. My anxiety has been through the roof and I’ve felt awful. It’s been more than a month since my last period, but I’m not sexually active(thanks social anxiety!!) so there’s no chance of me being pregnant. Does anyone else skip periods when their anxiety is too awful to handle? 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Horror movies, books, creepypastas, even “let’s plays” of horror games on YouTube. And one of my favorite games to watch people play is Outlast. So recently I figured I should finally play it for myself. I couldn’t do it. I got through twenty minutes before I had to stop. And I only made it that far because I had watched so many videos that I knew beat-by-beat how the opening section went. But I just couldn’t continue. And it made me realize something about my anxiety. I’ve never though of my anxiety as ‘fear’ exactly. I downplay how bad it is to people around me, and I guess I do that to myself too. Because playing Outlast, walking around not knowing what was around the next corner, that fear eating away at me was exactly the same fear I feel every single day. I’m doing better now than I have in a while, and playing Outlast, feeling that fear, threw me back into the headspace I was in at my lowest point: constant fear. Constant anxiety. It was an eye opening experience, to say the least. I wish I could play Outlast. I wish I could stop being afraid. But I guess I’ll just have to settle with let’s plays. 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Help Hi, I'm not sure when it started, but for a while now it feels like I'm struggling to sit in a library or a closed room. It has been about 3 years since I've stopped attending lectures at university, I seldom leave the house - but I've never really acknowledged having social anxiety before. Lately though, it seems whenever I'm in a quiet place with people, I start breathing really rapid, shallow breaths. I feel like I'm suffocating. As soon as I leave, I'm fine. Is this normal? Does anyone else feel this way? I'm really scared this will affect my grades if I'm unable to attend the library.. Anyway, sorry for the long post. Thanks in advance, Ice.",2.80520043336945,4.9270905492957775,4.458732394366198,82.55089382448539,76.60563380281691,7.186132177681474,23.599133261105088,8.139509932561175,1.494084940411701,566,18,107,10,13,190,94,142,0.11,0.767,0.123,0.2224,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,8,0,7,2,2,1,2,18,23,9,0,2,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,1,5,8,5,13,20,0,27,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,14,55,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921159327065907,0.0,0.0,0.10896185106424933,0.1596690223705172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260215486622462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13637025083097384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017822953409133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312957754989922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31517479285270394,0.22265383207145226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856331777309959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044513777683375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798100197923067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578607954048991,0.3300086695820331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522639771092638,0.0,0.0,0.13790704070932724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018778935998264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268296509678667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080347769132518,0.0,0.1628120100780006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492446558507718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994912646445842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560157235664519,0.0,0.0,0.14186424253437122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890642442418596,0.0,0.0,0.15885181890986425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444195573626095,0.2205983822165697,0.0,0.0,0.1302831196295996,0.0,0.16291017882765085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687048084774434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346981855570026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310484207122196,0.0,0.09086730382366956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369274831015285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003511532468959 anxiety,mooonsocket,2018/01/26,"Riddled with so much anxiety I think my partner is going to leave me even though everything is fine i’m (f/29) finally in the most healthy, loving and committed relationship which makes me even more terrified to lose my boyfriend (m/28). we are so compatible, have the most fun together, feel the same way about each other and our future goals and dreams. when we aren’t together - we’ve been together 10 months and if everything keeps going well he plans on moving in with me in 2 - my mind wanders, i over think and wonder if he’s contemplating breaking up with me. sometimes i ask and he always says no, there has never been anything to make him want that and if he didn’t want to be with me, he’d end it. harsh but also reassuring that he wouldn’t stay out of pity. sometimes after we have a tiff or disagreement, i check his drawers or closet to see if he’s taken his stuff and is done with me. it’s always there but i don’t know how to get over these feelings esp when he’s been more than generous in communication and reassuring me he’s not going anywhere. this is really bad and i’m not proud to admit this but sometimes i find myself subconsciously starting arguments so maybe i have reason to leave him before he leaves me. it never pans out. he just talks through it and eases my worries that we will be ok, better and stronger. what’s wrong with me? why am i fucking this up? i know if i don’t stop he really is going to make my fear a reality. also, planning on talking to a therapist once my insurance goes live on 2/1.",4.233719821162445,5.449488140983611,5.369605067064086,81.25783532041731,70.86885245901641,8.692995529061102,27.63412816691505,9.095868883498916,2.1678196721311465,1213,42,241,24,22,402,166,305,0.14300000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.122,-0.8354,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,5,0,0,6,16,15,1,1,6,1,24,2,0,5,3,64,51,31,0,8,13,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,15,25,0,2,10,1,1,5,10,6,1,0,6,4,36,9,34,40,7,32,0,2,1,2,31,13,1,10,11,163,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343367143641955,0.1804561376939504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295382260898349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923421193230523,0.0,0.10137373028572542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054016302528113,0.0,0.0,0.0922716938055478,0.0,0.0,0.09590349990350062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109684512614956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604278132444066,0.0,0.0,0.14324291114678253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949119310230132,0.0,0.0,0.12202149929166226,0.10965776540611527,0.0,0.0,0.11878716738836702,0.09910923176901848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024803489261937,0.056653730181054185,0.0,0.24650843263315175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638357234799846,0.0,0.0,0.11918801200518901,0.0,0.0,0.3444566071747034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575164344050753,0.0,0.0,0.12131299448583968,0.0,0.0,0.0978684072100489,0.0,0.21714713277555076,0.0,0.10893929770232068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949021313246314,0.0,0.08655318521221553,0.1152511122009472,0.07971349358456359,0.0,0.16726622444677533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548160764148252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893472694869566,0.11149104672692188,0.0,0.11642049612743233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623326181976762,0.0,0.0,0.08641005629603392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217401773773869,0.0,0.07675209501090538,0.11557915542213322,0.0,0.0906579846656472,0.0,0.0,0.12413414395974325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431471617863542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12590343310745045,0.0,0.13896379131921074,0.1065385635851452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791761803181792,0.08607205071105692,0.0,0.0,0.09749766763650387,0.0,0.0978473072977014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759503780137888,0.0,0.11012279078840354,0.0,0.0,0.1185585715330288,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rosie_blake97,2018/01/26,"I want to visit a therapist but I don't know how to prepare of what to expect and I'm extremely nervous. Can those who have been in this situation give me advice? What can I do to prepare myself so that I won't get scared and chicken out? And also how to be articulate. I'm worried. Edit: I am not attending a therapist for many weeks. I am visiting a college therapist on campus because I have very little money to spend on this. 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I couldn't even handle a game of scrabble being played in front of me. I tried to fight it and realized unknowns freak me out. In that moment, I knew that it can't hurt me but my mind was kind of unfolding my _behindTheWall_ pieces. I asked my friend to hold my hand and then eventually I was able to sleep. Too many _behindTheWall_ pieces and I have started taking them one by one and it is getting better. I have also realized that my paranoia is because of lack of order. If I see order around, I am able to keep it under control. I am reaching out to you people to tell me how to be okay with chaos (lack of order) in general. 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However lately I've been exhausted but unable to fall asleep, and even when I do I'm waking up three/four times in the night. Final year, a lot of pressure, a lot of worrying. Does anyone have any techniques, sprays, oils, anything to get me to stay asleep? 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Some years have been better than others but overall it's been going down pretty steadily. I've found comfort in being by myself most of the time, I'm actually fine with this. But my life is going nowhere. I've dropped from a 4.0 GPA to a 2.6 in just under 6 months, I can't sleep, I'm having more and more stress-related health problems and for the past 3 weeks or so I haven't even really left the house. But this isn't the way I'm supposed to live. This comfort cave I've built myself without even realizing has to go. I'm not doing this anymore. I know I can achieve great things in life, I'm certain of that. I'm not sure at what point I lost control over my future, but I'm determined to get back on track. I've had many setbacks but I'm surrounded by good people, after all. People that try to understand and want to help me. People that like me despite my toxic, antisocial tendencies. People that stuck with me even though I could hardly do anything for them in return. I'm so thankful for this, i know I can do this. Wish me luck :)",2.3743589743589766,4.084159641025646,3.8994957264957257,87.94411538461542,76.52136752136751,6.5603418803418805,23.238461538461536,7.365786028017652,0.8741887179487184,892,27,187,11,20,296,135,234,0.063,0.7120000000000001,0.225,0.9924,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,4,8,13,0,0,7,0,19,4,1,1,3,32,41,13,0,4,10,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,15,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,7,1,19,11,30,32,5,30,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,4,13,115,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.12504996086399736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708431494165348,0.0,0.0,0.10545151066307952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853474881084437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333286554234027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372427950772518,0.10231247653089028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25391351105892945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037537820128987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050317154009348,0.0,0.0,0.06694989850779234,0.0,0.2184813933702404,0.10748102309578936,0.0,0.1412791015093256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147917638623514,0.0,0.0,0.13621097281524727,0.0,0.0,0.08589215463048566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478608550129928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084907174852607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922872167472886,0.0,0.18102365166553927,0.06260463646313938,0.0,0.11315341090179587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398842036743368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991780104173947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022832379609458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446557035808567,0.3553553801725305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113740473008976,0.0,0.0,0.13036841428378115,0.0,0.12261640554291292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209226328696025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823644342168236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678840384406933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077410869205643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797768591932725,0.0,0.0,0.08513311276822162,0.0,0.12590073056790074,0.0,0.07472173826359832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700129612652223,0.0,0.0,0.13340231854401044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558259197778917,0.1017146627600151,0.10278930660192023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14735916025026938,0.12352614622484442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611791623176295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504093974034206 anxiety,Voittaa,2018/01/26,"Nocturnal panic attacks, when to seek help? My anxiety kicked off with a bang about 10 years ago with my first panic attack. Long story short, it’s hell, but I’ve learned to manage it myself for the most part. However, sometimes it’ll get away from me. Here’s why I’m posting. While I don’t really get your typical panic attack anymore, I’ll get severe ones at night, maybe 2-3 times a month. From a dead sleep, I’ll shoot out of bed with my heart pounding out of my chest and a fear that I’m going to have a heart attack. It’s very disorienting, since I’m half asleep while going through this. If you’ve ever had a nocturnal panic attack, I bet you’ll know a similar feeling. I can recognize it almost immediately though so I can snap out of it pretty quickly. Less than a minute or 2. This is sometimes triggered by alcohol, usually from a weekend night of drinking, or if I sleep on my arm in such a way that it’s numb upon waking. The part I’m worried about is my heart. I’m a pretty fit person, but it doesn’t seem healthy that it goes from resting to 180 bpm at the drop of a hat. Then today, I had the worst one yet from just taking a nap. I shot up, almost passed out, was breathing heavily. I splashed water in my face and sat down. The weird part was that my heart was jumping around from fast to slow, something that hasn’t really happened. It really has me freaked. Is this anything to worry about physically? Has anyone experienced the same? 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Obviously the kind when you can't move without wanting to throw up is a bit too far. I find myself so much calmer, it's like all the racing thoughts are completely deafened by being hungover. I feel so much more 'in the now'. It's like having a day off from anxiety. Hope that makes sense and someone can relate.",2.613466386554624,5.105192573529415,3.4691596638655464,87.49264705882356,79.14705882352942,5.650420168067227,24.420168067226893,6.868970318607317,1.0096697478991596,277,10,52,3,7,88,57,68,0.023,0.73,0.247,0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,0,7,1,0,1,2,10,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,5,7,10,5,9,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241098521409246,0.0,0.0,0.16672739670758904,0.24431670510979986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032191418985084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500067082107231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377832142296785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866621379259187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919152534793225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056575812299646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21793585927938502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368312615812371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248305425599525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329859144995829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520735294705634,0.0,0.15916494735756756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534309844006875,0.3505713526465701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203501806541446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929995410716088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406419740378363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298539993898832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gravityandgrrace,2018/01/26,"Panicking at work, had to leave...now anxious about what others think about me leaving It's a vicious cycle...",2.1563333333333325,5.0444633,2.9400000000000013,85.85833333333333,91.0,4.666666666666667,26.66666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.5121666666666669,86,4,14,1,3,27,19,20,0.34600000000000003,0.654,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183373241051061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5795530164366688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35071275782065586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39846934168079373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,squashpotato,2018/01/26,"I hate myself I thought I was having a great time being myself and having fun but now, afterwards, I regret everything I did and said. I hate myself for how I acted and what I must have looked like. I want comfort and reassurance, but I am alone. This post is my comfort. Knowing you are here with me as you read this. Knowing you know what it is like to doubt yourself. Wanting to go back and just try one more time and you'll do better. You won't be so YOU, so embarrassing and obvious. You won't be so eager for attention and overbearing. You won't feel like every part of you is just screaming for a sign of love but even if you saw it, you wouldn't understand it. Thanks for being here with me, for having a broken heart with me, and wishing for just a little bit more with me.",1.8602083333333328,3.8423204375000033,3.3937500000000007,89.72958333333338,79.0,6.266666666666668,21.291666666666664,7.3011,0.6175916666666672,610,17,129,8,15,201,86,160,0.168,0.615,0.217,0.8156,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,11,0,1,12,18,2,2,4,0,22,2,1,1,2,37,39,18,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,6,0,2,0,0,7,13,0,0,7,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,5,5,29,12,15,24,4,9,0,1,2,1,14,1,0,2,8,105,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268411495773426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356309962870109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560002907713074,0.1925693191418001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650219132936444,0.0,0.1486139629144063,0.0,0.15852559054144175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918675181770598,0.1260111691197225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002450046323785,0.0,0.0,0.1944676931082276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482920115811505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20901987732761607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908136493658592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585218712633655,0.17678647880219267,0.0,0.0,0.1481209626829319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919648393911284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952464376828155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101032795661224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893033812767402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764350983738629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778477684105034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623937877143434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003186550558627,0.20570578252438249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975544276825514,0.0,0.0,0.1836254680656376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20807567636025592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028367652829668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,radsaxman24,2018/01/26,"has anyone else given up on romantic relationships? (serious) I don't mean this in a ""all women are bitches"" kind of way. All my relationships have been with fantastic people, and all the problems were largely my fault. I don't think being in a committed relationship is right for me. It's honestly exhausting to live up to their expectations and when we try to communicate our issues, I just end up going stone faced and unable to speak. I feel so embarrassed and bad but it's just too hard for me to communicate for some reason. It just makes me feel like I'm better off alone, for my sake and theirs. My last relationship ended horrendously bad and I really don't think I can go through that again. Is anyone else in a similar situation where even putting the slightest amount of work into a relationship is impossible? It makes me feel like a piece of shit, and I honestly am, but I'd like to hear from anyone else if they know how I feel. 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While I’m now divorced, in a new relationship with someone who has felt the pain of cheating, I can’t seem to shake this distrust. It’s like the whole foundation for trust in my life was shattered. It’s not just with my gf, I tend to question to truthfulness of most anyone nowadays. It’s like I expect that someone is going to be lying to me and will hurt me every time I turn around. Has anyone else dealt with this and found a way to mitigate the problem? 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I am feeling much better but I was wondering if anyone has had funny feelings in their eyes when experiencing extreme anxiety and panic attacks. I also have to wear sunglasses when driving, even if it's cloudy. I sometimes have anxiety about driving so it's usually when that happens. I have this thing I do where I cup my hands around my eyes (think blinders for a horse so they can only see straight ahead) and it helps. It's almost like I'm blocking out any stimulus that might overwhelm me. Any insight or similar experience?",3.921840579710146,6.778655495652178,5.283152173913045,74.25400362318842,76.65217391304348,8.007246376811594,33.061594202898554,8.841846274778883,3.5168115942028986,502,27,80,12,12,167,80,115,0.16699999999999998,0.69,0.14300000000000002,-0.4667,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,10,5,1,2,2,0,11,4,4,0,0,18,19,12,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,8,14,2,10,15,1,14,0,1,3,0,3,6,0,6,7,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921489532583186,0.0,0.0,0.15111024589156655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569968623798862,0.0,0.4336587847654805,0.0,0.0,0.13212435307092346,0.0,0.0,0.16821335106897672,0.0,0.21496785963586332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16711866077969234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480547373725705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483791802536675,0.0,0.0,0.2866296681122699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709560055350658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12665506854202327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231570166564504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004553752148792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389064247637182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371164588044494,0.0,0.2217023823074949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657397167605827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057566095733174,0.0,0.0,0.21346960505248824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868850376209156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553579869130288,0.12107713861070178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081113696928745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491770635564044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ffemino,2018/01/26,"Suggestions and encouragement for good nutrition habits when anxiety makes it difficult to eat? I'm starting back to school and pretty stressed about everything from money, to workload, class size, environment and getting prepared for grad school. My stomach is all out of whack. I get nauseous all the time, poop schedule is all over the place, I generally feel like shit and I have a poor appetite. This just makes me more anxious - fearing that I'm going to throw up at school or will have to run to the bathroom with a bad stomach ache. It's also not healthy in general. Part of this is me getting worked up and my stomach responding but there must be something I can do that will help. I can't take the fear of getting sick or the malnutrition that exacerbates the problem. What foods can I eat that pack a good nutritional punch but are easy to stomach? OTC medicine? Supplements or vitamins? Exercises? I know this is a big issue for us struggling day to day with anxiety, so what do you have in your tool kit that works? 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I’ve noticed lately that sometimes I’m feeling quite good and then suddenly I get shocked with a bad traumatic memory. For example, it might be a quick flash of memory about how I found out two months ago my spouse was cheating on me, or how six months ago I had a week of the most terrible insomnia. Are there any strategies for moving past these things? They will always be in my memory and part of my story, but it would be great if I could get to a point where they don’t hurt so acutely. This is somehow different from “getting over” something for the first time when it just happened and you’re thinking about it all the time. These things happened a while ago and I have mostly moved on with my life — it’s like the traumatic memory is suppressed but occasionally resurfaces and gives me brief, renewed pain and anxiety. Thank you. 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I going to be working in the kitchen, taking orders or washing dishes, and setting tables. I didn't think I was going to get it. I never thought I was qualified for any job. This is a pretty big milestone for me.",1.6335593220338964,3.1183750677966136,4.212,85.88172881355933,77.98305084745763,6.07593220338983,27.0542372881356,6.742157984588678,1.2937227118644072,215,9,44,2,5,76,41,59,0.0,0.935,0.065,0.4939,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,0,1,5,13,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,6,0,9,0,6,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,31,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984813826370742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241645673020552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976010593929582,0.0,0.21703520029327925,0.0,0.3054299447150527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153191461668911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7579279042146334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472674104383734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942582006838187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143565760432966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234889476321426,0.0,0.15158782269949686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780183068025211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iEmpty,2018/01/26,"Anxiety prevents me from becomming a good person. Whenever I try to do some good in public I get anxiety. Want to give up your seat for the pregnant lady? She might think you're sexist Give some food to a homeless person? They might think I'm looking down on them. Want to help carry the old lady's bags up the stairs? She might be racist and think I'll run away with her stuff. Want to compliment a street performer? Nah just don't. Want to strike up a convo with someone that might need it? But what if you make things worse? Just don't dude. This is my thought process when I try to help people. It's foolish but it's still prevalent :(",1.2353488372093049,3.685675480620159,1.9422945736434123,96.45483720930237,84.89147286821705,4.68031007751938,20.227906976744187,6.079149491110277,-0.041266046511627685,503,15,107,4,15,155,84,129,0.108,0.755,0.13699999999999998,-0.4981,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,4,3,0,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,0,25,24,5,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,8,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,12,3,18,18,2,13,0,0,1,0,14,9,0,7,3,64,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688782745918327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270448494789643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493412866717199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635101158664186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064754092084323,0.2594331581983434,0.0,0.22683439845663364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127195542590294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135518239509284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026125846481754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5737936627270133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026487024109658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189199306588535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093745413815895,0.2361400225431544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457255688074977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798789373106628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479602114535684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983501397409396,0.2599330203597756,0.0,0.10735059677844427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361275417167336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190280719563907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780204278695574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xCitizenL,2018/01/26,"I had an accident today Had an accident today at work and had to go to the hospital. Overall the process was pretty simple, but since I got a cut on my ear, I have to get stitches. I cannot stand pain, and I am incredibly scared right now waiting for this. I have never gotten stitches before, so that is making me feel really really anxious. Anyone had experience with this and can provide some insights into how bad it is going to be?",4.5218992248062015,5.586000802325582,6.465116279069767,74.2401550387597,70.04651162790698,8.989147286821705,29.449612403100772,9.2995712137729,2.7376961240310083,343,13,61,7,6,120,63,86,0.202,0.738,0.06,-0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,5,0,13,2,1,2,1,13,21,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,7,2,8,0,9,13,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663307543327128,0.0,0.16484210297971202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684166723697005,0.0,0.0,0.2006061557719051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060904677684585,0.0,0.0,0.11920244368233092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316981029643477,0.0,0.2679646758197962,0.0,0.18855106455227336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736516710023302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18182517786798666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085495871641456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984282596203504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020553793575359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201329482435778,0.0,0.0,0.23602719409961895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501509823973656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469274695450466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162903840859856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bitter-coffee,2018/01/26,"I need help, I think I have some form of ""time anxiety"" if that's even a thing (vent/rant) I get very anxious and uncomfortable over everything that has a time or schedule. I'm obsessed with calendars and planers because I can't stand being late, or changing commitments. It makes me very uncomfortable when my schedule is changed or when someone takes more than 6 hours to reply an important message. Is as if I can hear the clock ticking in the back of my head. As if something's wrong if I don't follow a timeline. I feel like this is an issue because when I have lots of time in my hands I overthink and overanalyze everything. I don't really understand what I have but my heartbeat seems to be raising constantly and I can't sleep. 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(venting) This happens to me a lot during the school year, and my classes started back up a few weeks ago. So of course my anxiety is really bad. My classes aren't too stressful yet but even the smallest things, like getting my outfit, backpack, etc for tomorrow makes me get hives. :/ They've gotten so bad that I've had to go to the ER. I was talking with my parents about something school related, (changing my major I think? and then we all went to bed. A few minutes later I'm having trouble breathing, my throat feels swollen, and there's hives everywhere. At the ER the doctor gave me hydroxyzine and it does help but it knocks me out for like, 4 hours. I end up taking Benadryl a lot. It puts me to sleep and I'm really out if it the next day. I've taken Benadryl before bed the past few days bc I'm worrying about school stuff. And then the next day I feel weird, like disconnected??? I'm making a dr appointment soon. I'm not sure what else they can do. I'm doing pretty good with the anxiety meds I'm on now but maybe upping a dose would help? My psychiatrist is really busy, like I can't make an appointment and see her next week but I'm going to let her know how I'm doing. As a whole this hives thing is just exhausting. I start scratching and I'm like ""not this shit again..."" And it's scary because it feels like an allergic reaction. It's so uncomfortable too. Right now it feels like little prickles under my skin where I was scratching. And sometimes my face and neck get all blotchy and red. People notice, but they're more worried about me than anything. 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Anyone else? Oh, tears fall easier under the influence and thoughts become words. Whether they're truthful or exaggerated ideas, I guess it depends on the subject. Still not too entirely sure in my head. There are so many things and so many persons that rip into my edges. Even within myself I can't deal with anything. I feel like there's a clock I'm racing against and I'm never going to win. It's like I'm constantly living on the last five seconds of a countdown. No one can understand the urgency. When no one moves I'm screaming and scared literally; I end up looking like the one who has the biggest problem. And I really am the one with a huge issue but the only thing I'm trying to do is make things right in my head and better. I can't say no one will understand but just maybe even recognizing that turmoil may quell that point of desperation. And when I ask anyone else, is it the same thing...major panic over nothing??",3.3351063829787257,5.263085223404257,4.495691489361704,83.75875,74.42553191489361,7.253191489361702,25.57978723404256,8.07648339933343,1.5789617021276592,754,26,146,12,16,247,118,188,0.158,0.765,0.077,-0.9255,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,11,12,0,3,13,0,11,2,2,3,4,34,25,15,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,11,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,5,0,7,1,4,11,7,16,22,3,24,0,0,1,0,5,13,0,4,11,99,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544999077540368,0.2424448375307325,0.09735892286892622,0.0,0.110603735653659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066393012759514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463544472212366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278509135287159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197225658772745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976653908244816,0.0,0.10478740761645236,0.0,0.0,0.1562850753748992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059821013112391935,0.08452057785024343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672382121149835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303316340912015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428400694310745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335574157709919,0.0,0.12348474169473643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096438315355424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734006445519598,0.0,0.10446976183719037,0.0,0.099350473812375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897274110943553,0.2398952294071163,0.11885814255233527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257446432299109,0.0,0.0,0.09124784705245173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352148837798567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008490687457047,0.08997996937201395,0.0,0.13881111337578367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330359438288657,0.0,0.0,0.11184104589397724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320654483423227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579231704917655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103596232303556,0.0,0.09408473840297622,0.11844879548561857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448239609799873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150563001683078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143992194127885,0.0,0.0,0.09392480263979466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032461958882403,0.0,0.0,0.2463294448793428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peachy_bee,2018/01/26,"high school senior and i can’t drive I’m a senior in high school and ever since i was 15/16 I’ve been terrified of driving. When i realized that everyone around me was getting their license I thought that I had to get mine too but I was so scared of driving that even the thought of driving gave me major anxiety. Finally last summer i studied and took the test for my learners permit which I got at 17 years old. I turn 18 soon but I still don’t have my license. Now i’m not too scared to drive it’s just that I have no one in my life that can teach me to drive. I’ve driven a few times before but on lonely dirt roads or empty parking lots, never on actual city streets. I’m just really stressed out because I want my license before I graduate and I want to stop depending on my parents to drive me everywhere. I don’t have any friends and my boyfriend lives in a different state so I don’t really have anyone to teach me how to drive (and my parents always work) and i don’t know what to do because when I really need to get somewhere, I can’t because I can’t drive and I don’t have anyone to give me a ride. I don’t know how I’m supposed to drive myself anywhere if I don’t know how to drive. I feel like i’m so far behind in life like I can’t drive and I don’t know what I’ll do career/college -wise. I just really wish it was easier to get around this. 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My friend has anxiety but has never done well with meds, I've been helping them look into natural remedies so if anybody has any ideas then please comment or Message me!",8.372499999999999,8.524800138888892,7.818888888888887,71.065,61.5,10.533333333333337,43.0,10.125756701596842,4.718766666666665,159,9,25,3,2,50,32,36,0.11,0.601,0.289,0.8431,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,7,6,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,3,2,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577021385889076,0.0,0.44045919341397255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946041122627116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22241758025669406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859236198476633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249847029618209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417490937110775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197729542350892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22203300579800114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160089260549734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588412606935577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CationicHaddock,2018/01/26,"Medication refills needed, any help? I moved back to Michigan from California a couple months ago and am almost of medication with no refills and no insurance. I know this is my fault for putting it off, but I’m starting to get really panicky about running out and I’m trying to solve this problem I have made for myself. I went to a clinic but they can’t see me until the end of February and the first appointment won’t involve medication sooo... help please?",5.599696969696968,6.770349272727278,6.62318181818182,73.70060606060609,67.63636363636363,9.503030303030306,32.84848484848485,9.725611199111238,3.2791984848484863,368,16,65,8,6,123,64,88,0.14300000000000002,0.743,0.114,-0.4092,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,5,4,0,1,0,13,14,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,0,1,2,1,8,0,14,11,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,7,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17288406305087364,0.0,0.1952963334469935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262841924718513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996753695789888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579915175871853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17274042607493392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16589408368804254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189614831280644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26145162045662584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718446349054954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454395416304314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589422537297697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567264801707734,0.2072881059113537,0.0,0.14461372548123405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408652268665002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661924399078333,0.0,0.1960609857955028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494246625703942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554152195084075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804462356770275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241389712461907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079657883904812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sinamonbun712,2018/01/26,"Feel Separate From The World Around Me **trigger warning** So I [22 f] have been experiencing this frequently, and it makes me feel alone. I want to know if anyone else feels like this too? I was diagnosed with anxiety at age 15, and known I’ve been anxious my entire life. But over the last few years I have started to develop such a weird experience that I don’t know if it’s attributed to anxiety or not. There will be times, and I notice it gets worse as the day progresses, where I feel like I’m not alive. Like I am almost looking at my life from someone else’s perspective. I feel like I’m in a trance. Like I’m somehow living in a dream. I will think about this and let it consume me. Then it makes me think that I am dying, that I will die when I go to sleep, or that I am not alive at all. But then all is well when I wake up in the morning (after combatting with my anxious thoughts before falling asleep from exhaustion). Am I the only one that feels this way? It’s such a hard thing to describe, and I don’t know if I am even describing it that well. But I’m experiencing it now and no one in my life has anxiety or will understand at all what I’m going through. If you experience this, what helps you overcome these feelings? I feel scared and tired and alone. 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I've been sick for with the flu for about 2 weeks now, I have been taking medicine for it but it just wont go away. Also my anxiety is already high as it is, its making me sweat from my hands even though my body is cold. Anxiety has gotten bad that I've felt nauseous, and the cough from the flu is not helping. Anyone got any tips for dealing with anxiety and being sick at the same time? 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My exam for chemistry is on monday and I know i can get at least an 85% on it but i don't go to his class often at all (last time i was there was mid-December) because the environment sets me off and i can't learn, but every time i try to talk to him i feel like he's really just judging me. everything is shit.",2.455681818181816,3.9022902626262628,4.731199494949497,83.18346590909094,75.66666666666666,8.182323232323233,26.516414141414145,8.841846274778883,2.0485444444444445,372,14,77,8,8,130,71,99,0.131,0.8079999999999999,0.06,-0.6956,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,1,4,0,9,1,1,1,1,12,15,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,3,1,16,1,12,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,8,52,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491891473120988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26012579034872635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27876948599815765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926500093571757,0.0,0.20549856757907692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561382413382637,0.16334974476123013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11946175217815225,0.0,0.12994876592827712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256617058335556,0.18638270820182476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170830326938284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262764916465654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682750226830251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464809630949484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347090127399452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36756523107283257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39998819913346656,0.0,0.21673630283225528,0.0,0.0,0.1552403739019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486546018859358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330169354868743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TwilightZephyr1,2018/01/26,"'Time running out' anxiety. I live in constant fear that there aren't enough hours in the day or enough days in the year to accomplish what I want. Like I'm constantly racing against the clock. I want to learn a new skill, but time is running out. I need to submit that assignment, but time is running out. I need to finish reading that book or playing that video game but time is running out. I hate this so much.",3.037386759581881,4.906034585365855,3.3688153310104525,91.77426829268295,75.09756097560975,6.636933797909408,26.34843205574913,7.447530270364453,1.2138724738675957,324,12,68,4,7,100,49,82,0.104,0.7959999999999999,0.1,-0.5187,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,10,6,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,5,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,12,10,3,24,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,14,42,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463073566756275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413351219925969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24668360510199425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952291523202439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21521181854525775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888218842350285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834482415065587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343613065046437,0.0,0.16887913550605588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405923219802782,0.28362206346419794,0.0,0.18471249981243326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913038864652984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460826221992742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256109239799046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231601018666847 anxiety,jaredkushnerswife,2018/01/26,"Social anxiety and problems at work I work in an industry where culture is valued over competence. I am quiet, socially anxious and introverted BUT professional, hard working and very skilled and experienced in my area of expertise. It’s incredibly frustrating bc I think I could lose my job and even potential jobs because I do not engage enough w my coworkers, participate in social outings, happy hours, secret santas etc What is the solution here? I just want to do my job and be assessed based on my skill set not my social skills. I’m so frustrated that more and more jobs are following this trend of valuing a cultural fit over a competent one. Help. 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It's been under control for years, but I feel like it's been creeping up again the past few years. I've struggled with becoming a mom (twice), and my mother in law has honestly contributed a lot of stress. I thought I had a hold of it until this last week. I went the the emergency room on Sunday. I thought I was dying. Heart Palpitations, weakness, dizziness, feeling faint, tingling and numbness in my hands and feet. I had no idea what was happening. They tested my electrolytes and pumped me with saline and told me I was fine and to go home. On the way home I had full body shaking. My general practitioner has since had me do a 48 hour holter, an echocardiogram, tested my thyroid and every test has come back normal. The only thing I have left to conclude is that this must be anxiety. I've never had anxiety to this level. I had no idea that I could literally faint from anxiety. I touched base with my doctor again tonight and he prescribed me Metoprolol succinate er. I tried to get an appointment with a psychiatrist, but I can't get in anywhere until mid-April. I've literally been having episodes everyday since Sunday. I'm honestly just so afraid I don't know what to do. I can't drive. I can't go to work. I can't go to school. I'm just so scared. I never thought it would be anxiety. I don't have racing negative thoughts and have been overall happy with my life. This just came on so sudden. 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Personally, my anxiety has always been less of a phobia and more of a mysterious beast. The most I can understand about it is when it happens. There is no trigger I can find specifically, though. Similar to a cat, I believe it's always most active in the mornings and evenings (it's around 9:00pm where I live so it's acting up right now.) When I'm having these sorts of feelings, they rarely ever hurl themselves into a fully-fledged panic attack, but it still wears me down just as much as that might do. I can't do anything productive, I can't focus on anything, and occasionally everything around me just seems amplified to a ridiculous extent. Right now I just want to delete this whole post because I feel like it won't get me anywhere. I'm just going to put this up anyway before I change my mind. Also, I think that something in the sidebar has a grammatical error. It says, ""Breathe Deep ~ It's gonna be ok <3,"" when it should say this: ""Breathe deep; it's going to be okay. <3"" The tilde (~) is not used for decoration, it's a symbol used, similar to the ampersand (&,) to shorten a word. In this case, the tilde shortens the word ""about"" or ""approximately."" In addition, you do not capitalize the second word in a sentence; ""deep"" should be lowercase. Lastly, ""ok,"" is not a word and there is no period to end the sentence. I should also mention I obsess over and pick apart random things when I'm anxious. Sorry if any of that came off as a bit uptight.",4.6216783216783215,5.783082846153849,5.787703962703965,78.82699300699302,69.8974358974359,8.493240093240093,29.566433566433567,8.841846274778883,2.3720653846153845,1256,48,237,22,22,419,170,312,0.107,0.833,0.059,-0.9226,1,0,1,0,0,0,66.0,0,1,1,1,27,9,2,3,21,3,26,3,3,5,2,52,47,21,0,5,10,0,4,1,0,6,0,2,0,1,22,11,0,1,9,0,0,5,10,5,0,1,2,6,22,4,34,36,8,41,0,0,0,0,6,22,0,8,14,170,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496262544339665,0.20285681604269895,0.13207579007673692,0.0,0.08289441712683734,0.0,0.0932511830745748,0.2754187474703911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062236004814699,0.21702907281729067,0.0,0.13867589868998592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430752818917719,0.0,0.10372571559746817,0.13733663555715842,0.0,0.0,0.13308039781677633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941816031761198,0.0,0.0,0.12895129409475992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107964921960171,0.0,0.0,0.08051208799892673,0.11026318382423944,0.0,0.0,0.10955352985311104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24653996731736,0.0870835322602003,0.0,0.0,0.11141202207928558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368636427851515,0.0,0.13855421159585676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779347486248404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699162725857832,0.09936265652671762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059552916019005614,0.0,0.10763764406916213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931388604905691,0.1230816325103725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960862019350854,0.0,0.09401479538563184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14302034341450687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643611440963237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674402081049623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254056280759205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618120118681336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122991598562447,0.0,0.19387542206408348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097082162364257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384257964686267,0.0,0.13645416778648692,0.0,0.0,0.09734742707509066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098322107672534,0.07810693671180734,0.11976358394248016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689950012998932,0.0,0.21056044419829967,0.0,0.0,0.07189824918482292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609410224440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Oreoskickass,2018/01/26,"Ativan and pre-employment drug test Greetings, Tonight I had a pre-employment drug test. I noticed that they do test for benzos - I told the nurse that I have an rx for ativan, and what happens if it shows up positive? She said they would write a note on the page saying that I have an rx for it. Now, I don't want a potential employer to know what prescriptions I'm on - that seems like an invasion of privacy. I told her I don't think it's any of their business. She said that I could wait for the results - which I did, and she said, ""nothing came up."" I thought that was kind of weird since I had taken 2mg of ativan that day. I do drink a LOT of water in general - I'd had a cup of coffee and probably 24 oz of water and 15oz of kombucha (test was around 630pm); I'm also wondering if maybe they just test for levels that would indicate abuse? Anyhoo - I'm wondering, in general, it it's okay for them to tell my employers that I'm on an rx controlled substance. To me that seems wrong - any thoughts or experience? 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I’m drowning I haven’t worked a real job since October of 2016. I just started a pretty menial job with a retail chain doing receiving and replenishment. After my first 3 hour training day I couldn’t stop shaking for the rest of the day. It took me a full 2 days to recover. Same problem today after another 3 hour shift. I’m seriously dreading tomorrow because I have to go to work at 5am and my sleep is already awful this week. Maybe I should just try to find something else? 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Get ready for a wall of text! TL;DR: I'm a fucking moron who thought pushing of my psych appointment because of work would be a good thing, but I ended up going through withdrawal I have been taking citalopram for the last 6 years, but lately it does not feel like it is working as well as it used to. I started to see a psych and she recommended Effexor. For the last month or so, I have been slowly weaning off of the citalopram and on to the Effexor by taking small doses of each. I have had a crazy work schedule and pushed off my appointment by two weeks until this past Tuesday because I legitimately could not find the time to take two hours to leave work and come back. Monday, I took my last Effexor pill. Luckily, my appointment was in the morning. We got a new (and stronger) prescription going and I had it sent to a Duane Reade near my work so I could grab it as soon as possible (Note: I have never used Duane Reade before). I'm waiting, waiting, waiting for the pill to come through. I finally give DR a call and they said they never received the script. I immediately texted my psych about it and she didn't get back to me for a few hours. It's around 3pm at this point and I'm starting to feel pretty anxious while trying to work. About an hour later, the script is sent through again. I got swamped at work and couldn't leave until 6:45. I'm starting to feel slightly dizzy at this point and my anxiety is horrible. I also felt really, REALLY down. I kept making stupid mistakes at work and I was upset with myself. Sure enough, I'm already tearing up out the door. I get to Duane Reade and what do you know, they don't have an agreement with my insurance so I would have had to pay out of pocket. I did not have the money to pay for it. The reason why I used Duane Reade is because my normal pharmacy is Capsule, a delivery service. I was under the impression that the pill wouldn't take this long to get when I saw my doc at 10am. I cry on the subway home and out of the corner of my eye I see a women watching me which made me even more upset. As soon as I got into my apartment I started to bawl my eyes out over anything and everything. I tried to go to bed, but I suddenly had a jolt of energy. I couldn't fall asleep until 2am and even then I was constantly getting up. I woke up the next morning with the cold sweats. I felt VERY uncomfortable and ended up calling in sick from work. I tried to get ahold of my pharmacy, but by the time they transferred the prescription from Duane Reade and processed it through their system it was too late and I missed the last delivery window. The entire day I was sweating, shivering and felt like I was seconds away from a panic attack. I knew the flu was going around so I kept checking my temperature thinking that I was getting sick. I started to get more dizzy and by the end of the day it felt like the room was spinning when I was sitting on my couch. I caved and literally stumbled to the local urgent care clinic. Sure enough, I was going through withdrawal. I've accidentally missed doses of citalopram before but I have NEVER experienced something like this. The doctor wrote up an emergency script for 1 Effexor pill. I took a Lyft there even though it was a short walk. I paid $12 for one single pill and swallowed it on the spot. This was about 9pm. The only time I could get the pills delivered to my house today was 6-8pm because I had to go to work. I was very uncomfortable at work and continued to sweat/shiver. I even had my winter coat on all day. I kept fucking up at work and it was obvious that my co-worker was getting frustrated. I start to tear up and went for a walk. I can't help but feel really down on myself about how stupid I am for letting this happen. I actually have a job interview with my dream company tomorrow and now I am paranoid that I will fuck up just like I do now. Just...ugh.",3.3235313492063483,4.844715482500003,4.495880952380954,85.44661111111114,73.55,7.629365079365081,26.323412698412696,8.269060116576782,1.6369871031746035,3126,109,639,51,63,1026,320,800,0.154,0.7959999999999999,0.05,-0.998,2,0,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,1,5,12,33,27,8,3,52,0,60,24,5,7,7,98,140,54,0,10,12,0,9,5,0,4,15,1,6,1,30,42,1,6,14,6,5,20,12,15,1,5,53,18,94,12,120,76,9,129,0,2,6,3,21,48,3,1,64,437,124,27,0.0,0.0,0.04921793089044883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055657007416838274,0.040333380851719364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03858314354627114,0.05697794236286559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0415042526063128,0.08979686470601743,0.0,0.057377846898574336,0.04738596489180457,0.07756382207195275,0.0,0.12298044623836253,0.0,0.08583406756644106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300090033394237,0.0,0.05142251898923948,0.0,0.0,0.08689171423959496,0.0,0.054503033257543305,0.0,0.1208063168753332,0.0,0.055401206667325176,0.09758048907202448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051623037419416457,0.04413658788459019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401307987545547,0.1042270427416129,0.0,0.13324911689274102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045328321088891003,0.04933575549142874,0.0,0.0,0.1020071449526976,0.03603124716417397,0.19370458037907398,0.055249802681232515,0.046097281545776296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988087102599628,0.263505518523339,0.048382482944309364,0.17198249476368074,0.04230304056245664,0.12101401937714724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446000895307092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03380596124482348,0.0,0.05059108147454199,0.0,0.14900690337492456,0.058195982574892315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05004961239839535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02771812094704412,0.16444718505472586,0.1137872476034807,0.10680816790267156,0.0,0.05157388173586568,0.035624199782442016,0.12320158477360955,0.0,0.0,0.04463397394286008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477234430714672,0.033666196168087345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04025726439601414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166972758813017,0.048711076852097225,0.05363889894614656,0.0,0.049416240466014685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835302000464898,0.038358593832762126,0.0,0.05917538263923065,0.0,0.0,0.04814654649869445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535600608045328,0.05685863105031675,0.0,0.0513112004208862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522465541091871,0.0,0.09693113008229813,0.051856260805068666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797586441723962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038138571688183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03882783683689789,0.0,0.0,0.2141917278417574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507002951286128,0.0,0.15168536476136465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03350721289127142,0.032317135844819614,0.049552782050745835,0.04004028208085605,0.0882283206918813,0.0,0.04780711049296799,0.0,0.11207175297988957,0.1027275118812324,0.0,0.09853662679211048,0.0,0.0,0.130680655877137,0.0,0.08322940675503827,0.0,0.0,0.04045644599691359,0.0,0.04534771741113812,0.09350872833382952,0.04551034038393397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773309161220455,0.0,0.0,0.07165609473589665,0.0,0.0,0.032478912868550674 anxiety,rebjean,2018/01/26,"Involved in a crime, anxiety running wild I was involved and reported a crime. I don't want to go into too much detail, but it did end in some gang-associated felons being arrested and charged. Since yesterday, when it occurred, my anxiety has been going crazy. I went through all of my social media and made it as private as possible. The crime involved my car, so I removed all recognizable features and have been scared to drive it. I live in a secured entry building and my apartment has a lock and a deadbolt, but every time I hear the front door open I run to my door and watch out the peephole. I called into work today but ended up being more anxious because I was alone in my apartment all day. I'm scared to be alone but scared to leave my apartment. The police involved said I had no reason to be concerned for my safety, but we all know telling that to someone with anxiety is a joke. I'm not really looking for anything, just wanted to vent, thanks guys ❤️❤️",6.137272727272728,6.023495416666666,6.76623106060606,77.64051136363638,66.1875,9.065151515151516,35.16287878787878,8.575989854853784,2.8954833333333334,768,34,144,10,11,253,116,192,0.233,0.701,0.066,-0.9833,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,10,0,15,0,0,2,4,30,28,16,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,13,0,1,2,1,0,9,3,3,0,0,9,4,19,3,23,15,7,28,0,0,2,0,11,12,0,1,7,97,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30603574284318497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390704794727893,0.1669082787684271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121580441076168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006316195614299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086279245440976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528243619065056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617140547947189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448040309334607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679322499719598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628944858317694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665178390395516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119605001709199,0.0,0.0,0.15643920018654994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046035585652235,0.0,0.12406746162852295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979862047726296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860858744497864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665587742937252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464836982049987,0.1519050859930942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053805069534578,0.0,0.4437515240222117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221507975150185,0.0,0.0,0.1506060524404526,0.12518272106863826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913446822017946,0.13602250931279866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615051447761743,0.0,0.14004371155518838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428607352435027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695985015243184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755914186190133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrsPWebb2012,2018/01/26,"Anxiety inducing decision making I’ve had many issues with my emotional and physical health in the last five years and getting healthy again has been an absolute must/drive for me. (Anxiety attacks, panic, depression and IBS). Last year I suggested going on a trip to Europe with my co-worker and some High Schoolers. They offered us a trip as teachers before the trip with kids this summer in November. I was obviously a bit cautious to go on the trip. I was also grateful for the opportunity to go on this mini trip to test everything out. It went well in terms of food and sites to see... but I had a panic attack for 3 hours on the second day. This is my first panic attack in a little over 2 years. On top of the anxiety I was feeling it was terrible. It came out of left field and it’s left me reeling. I was honestly ready to check into a hospital. I was sure I was dying. And I’m really questioning whether I should go on the trip in June. I don’t want to let anyone down especially myself but I just also don’t want to feel that way the entire trip and try to be catching up with my thoughts meanwhile trying to watch-over 25 kids. I feel so unsure on what to do- my coworker has no clue I’m questioning it and I can barely make eye contact with her. She was on the mini trip with me but she also said during my panic attack when I said I wasn’t sure if I could go that I should at least try... which wasn’t what I needed to hear at the time. I don’t know what to do and I just find myself dreading everything right now until I make this decision. Looking for advice or things to help my decision... love and peace ",3.2900604229607247,4.560188362537769,5.009853776435048,82.72630936555892,73.2296072507553,8.317148036253776,25.62670694864048,8.841846274778883,1.8579425015105733,1272,41,258,25,25,433,170,331,0.158,0.722,0.12,-0.9451,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,1,3,10,17,4,5,17,0,27,4,1,4,3,54,54,24,1,7,8,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,2,16,21,1,0,12,0,1,16,6,11,1,3,18,9,38,6,50,31,4,61,0,1,3,1,17,28,0,5,16,181,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529527620036645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20940874773747867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003216096241432,0.0,0.0,0.061032692078472124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972036003652137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427431167739698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952941600707211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983240735696952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969110118777606,0.0,0.0,0.056292517757071794,0.0,0.07517966281590538,0.0,0.0905895198037977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818547037559236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689480616834806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240390486574638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977820355213701,0.07424578146879122,0.10554708156735566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560355012039208,0.0,0.2480344106813244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278137927280812,0.098378135423063,0.0,0.05850624520638995,0.09222289161783497,0.0,0.0,0.08595953795607675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911043413290408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047970331890398656,0.1423001591736371,0.0,0.0,0.18967389431823006,0.08925627492831463,0.0,0.0,0.08748392051441001,0.0,0.0,0.07329860639608364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877939897590268,0.0,0.17479308284524675,0.0884947264057243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472177199313453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096472124309633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556152631482893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591791364504582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454212295103581,0.1660587413714404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955597311260324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453282952603215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057989216736134615,0.0,0.0,0.06929566488556205,0.050897411526176016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778524195894674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499481201695753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10296758018496692,0.06928389474130782,0.0,0.0,0.07848097130539022,0.08091538278140893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354555094583737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686287717035737 anxiety,sammymarq,2018/01/26,"Little victories.. It's nothing major but today I went to the hairdressers. My hair was way too long and I was desperate to go. Usually it's the dreaded point of my month, I end up sweating through whatever I'm wearing, speaking barely audibly, having a total meltdown while the whole world falls apart around my shoulders and I just want to run out screaming into the street but I'm too scared to even do that. Today, however, my anxiety flared up about three times. Each time I sat with it, got a little sweaty, and calmed down again. My mind even started wandering and I started day dreaming. I can't remember the last time I actually daydreamed in a barbers, usually I'm trying to stop myself busting into tears or making an idiot of myself. It was all down to an old self help book that's been sat on my bookshelf for three and a half years that was a throwaway gift from a friend. (For anyone wondering it's called Feel the Fear and Do it Anyway, by Susan Jeffers). Better than any therapy I've had honestly, and I'm nowhere near finished. I'm even on such a high after that I'm feeling confident enough to post it here! If anyone's looking for a sign of hope, let this be it. If I can do it, then anyone can do it. I truly believe that. Cheesy as it sounds, it's so true. Celebrate your baby steps. (And buy the book. It'll change your life)",2.7824378109452748,4.805715925373137,4.043358208955226,85.9627736318408,76.31343283582089,6.854726368159205,26.092039800995025,7.793537801064563,1.5696039800995027,1060,40,206,16,24,347,162,268,0.107,0.728,0.166,0.9598,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,1,13,11,1,3,17,0,17,5,4,1,3,33,37,17,0,4,6,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,1,19,14,0,1,4,3,1,5,1,5,0,3,10,8,20,6,33,24,6,48,0,0,1,0,7,19,0,5,22,139,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.12425769857300725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659015039656802,0.0,0.09740865847129698,0.0,0.0,0.2671005590694538,0.0,0.0,0.11335250736441185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345960005553768,0.0,0.11261483768308565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002024460283698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470040970807834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821186288435328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277838911371348,0.1315680304498186,0.0,0.2523048252297217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328394011067486,0.12876580588117614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983764146018132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236573002139451,0.0,0.1018390606216488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534797920863459,0.13453328629435746,0.0,0.12646944178069633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379260353910484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020563309008865,0.08993838217872517,0.0,0.2552403013666042,0.0,0.11268484432334475,0.1069268402483566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499512230339881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856905735667232,0.0,0.1016352157474486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217852202166934,0.0,0.13361355147966164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203699306970476,0.0,0.12194889197921813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424237408312984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748158057524447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283508288916146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025253990077536,0.0,0.0,0.1064552830508834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561527944737024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227450012585125,0.0,0.24139176181558886,0.0,0.0,0.08645009366542533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28047649506793565,0.0,0.0751037334714325,0.10107024279227776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803807239593868,0.0,0.14216167010858186,0.0,0.0,0.13808616064756585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199765597993698 anxiety,slopeclimber,2018/01/26,"Does anyone else have very passive towards life? I have no motivation to do anything on my own, I don't like it , and I'm incapable of it. The idea of being in charge terrifies me. I'd rather be a spectator, not an actor in everything that surrounds me. The main reason why I want to live a long life is so that I can observe everything happening around me, I don't expect to be personally successful. 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I don't know if this is a part of my anxiety or what it is, but I don't think I have any talents or passions. I'm going through the process of accepting that I need to do something different than I am currently doing to find a job, but I don't know what that is. People keep asking me ""oh what is it that you'd really want to be doing?"" I don't have an answer. I don't have a dream job. I don't even think I'm good enough at anything to do something that isn't retail, I'm just desperately hoping I can get into anything else. I mean, I like reading reddit, I like petting my cat, I like eating chocolate. But those aren't things that you do with your life, at least not on their own (you've got to have additional skills to be an animal trainer, for example) and I don't have the drive for those things. It feels like I'd be pulling something out of a hat and deciding to pursue it. It seems like I keep hearing ""figure out what you really want,"" which assumes that there is something I really want. I feel like I'm broken and that something just isn't there like it is in other people.",3.4342948717948723,4.087373743589743,4.939391025641027,85.69831730769235,72.24786324786325,8.072222222222223,26.163461538461537,8.278499904357787,1.5006846153846154,872,27,189,13,16,294,111,234,0.055,0.7490000000000001,0.196,0.9874,4,0,5,0,0,0,27.0,0,4,1,1,5,12,0,0,8,0,33,3,0,0,0,38,57,9,0,6,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,1,1,0,24,8,1,2,14,2,1,3,11,0,0,0,1,3,26,12,22,52,4,11,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,6,8,131,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964111833703807,0.0,0.08959141958797391,0.0,0.0,0.08188840237723896,0.11999650357763825,0.1927486756219373,0.0,0.10948520658339096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235856185347788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983623106811199,0.1956664123585516,0.0,0.0,0.12100943391871433,0.0,0.07735228680205794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843209345382175,0.16733165243999326,0.0,0.0,0.1070395129385912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118691040676665,0.0,0.06655823603244898,0.0982291516069176,0.09366627314026453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199529734471382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632001714683235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324339290406759,0.20819151667839414,0.0,0.0,0.12872490811842294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272064784889788,0.4005097927535653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757081010798685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683809163664853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268223842115058,0.0,0.1623833515344944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714507835119535,0.0,0.22507750142040808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661562796640477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4507980301781425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556098593037316,0.1500830575861466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722952775430653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dbd003,2018/01/26,"How does your anxiety manifest? This is a topic that I am genuinely interested in. I have known several people who have suffered from anxiety and it has always manifested in different forms. For example, my anxiety tends to manifest in the form of paranoid thoughts and irrational anger. One of my friends would experience a complete emotional shutdown and immediately remove herself from the situation causing the anxiety. So, I am curious, what form does your anxiety take when it comes out?",8.298955823293173,10.538670963855427,9.282108433734939,53.15320281124502,62.25301204819278,14.689959839357432,46.363453815261046,13.295006501635747,7.959138152610443,402,27,54,19,6,137,60,83,0.212,0.6829999999999999,0.105,-0.8009999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,11,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,8,2,10,9,3,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150980238636808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6940405626203112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18639827217133811,0.0,0.1563023867289841,0.19024599447425936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957575513537064,0.0,0.0,0.31757476941530616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410588521669829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749209811017866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018717270175812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295464832701215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579400257019746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049859059671809,0.0,0.0,0.20395646086582891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642718843527074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405036681133268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889627887897276,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whatifyoutryalittle,2018/01/26,It’s getting the best of me My anxiety is taking over today. I can feel it coming stronger each minute. I am not sure where it is coming from. I’m sitting in my office on the verge of crying or screaming but I’m also paralyzed. I hate this feeling. It takes me to a dark place and it’s terrifying. I have no one to talk to about this. ,-0.8216666666666654,1.3226468333333372,1.968,93.77700000000004,94.55555555555556,4.546666666666667,18.31111111111111,6.2581,-0.0579655555555556,260,8,58,3,10,90,52,72,0.248,0.672,0.08,-0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,15,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,0,3,8,2,10,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,1,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20637179369491648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741644196169544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081976140981445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445944908703805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834685848635293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609674298192157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482655150108086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547824347126091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748692403778815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696194795858119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432200339134409,0.0,0.3880604618560765,0.20742016441941685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446122525675724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beniceandgoodman,2018/01/26,"Recently got anxiety and but nerve misfiring does not go away after I came out of anxiety Age: 28 Sex: M Height: 5 10 Weight: 165 (I guess) Race: Asian Duration of complaint: 4 weeks Location (Geographic and on body): pin and needles all over t he body Any existing relevant medical issues (if any): NIL Current medications (if any): Vitamin D3, B12 and C Recently my gf passed away. I got so anxious and thought of committing suicide. I got help and so I came out of anxiety. When I was anxious, I felt pin and needle all over my body ( face, thigh, butt, testicles, hands, and legs ). Now I got out of anxiety and feeling normal, but pin needle or nerve Mis firing stayed. How to get rid of it? I was so anxious for nearly 20 days before that I was normal no symptoms. I did all test. Everything came back normal.",2.0599848197343458,4.587347051612905,4.105237191650854,81.86962049335867,81.70967741935483,8.292220113851991,27.18216318785579,9.007467420416297,2.7501157495256177,623,28,118,18,17,212,98,155,0.194,0.7490000000000001,0.057,-0.9725,1,0,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,14,8,1,4,33,17,19,1,5,6,0,5,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,15,1,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,13,5,13,0,18,4,3,26,0,0,0,2,3,10,1,4,10,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212402660543362,0.0,0.3185867849789256,0.3528565418146355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563649848669806,0.0800570094649825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859309116059293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34694055296021803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572350129950371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714472399249755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911106012994264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935706811115826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05264301546021245,0.0,0.09996548010767448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054395111604811516,0.0,0.05917021554342225,0.0,0.3330769504261811,0.0,0.11469297946404396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978521911514482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866765418905533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976720075342206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060279644580946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559943860875288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097135242966287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388349048713535,0.0,0.0,0.10821399969717764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265464893037497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351373084967223,0.12678243934638436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MLGShyGuy,2018/01/27,How do i help someone else who is having an anxiety attack? I have thankfully not had an anxiety attack yet in my life but follow this sub because I think I have anxiety. I see people suggesting all these different methods to help yourself when you are having an anxiety attack but is there any information you can give to me that can prepare me to take care of people in the future who may have anxiety attacks by me?,11.549629629629624,7.421273098765436,11.693086419753088,59.31888888888889,58.7530864197531,15.244444444444447,45.51851851851853,13.023866798666859,5.8901407407407405,335,15,57,9,3,115,54,81,0.222,0.657,0.121,-0.7724,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,1,8,20,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,11,2,7,18,1,6,0,0,1,0,9,2,0,1,3,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886094362460714,0.0,0.5560627767463251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6615466120718468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862010989176522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822093830771135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188740612848808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12144333583781335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945829882746544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19488548575966874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102683657315968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015713954905703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584617641857865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12317695999897375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930496762119744,0.0,0.0,0.13384306592437684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093151333160853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vikingking80,2018/01/27,"had my First Therapy Session Today, Became Nauseous afterwards tldr: I went to therapy for the first time, felt great before and immediately after session, then got home, lied down in my bed, and felt nauseous. (like extreme anxiety nausea or even food poisoning -- but hadn't changed anything in my diet, so I'm ruling that out) Anyone have this experience or know the cause? I'm 29 years old and resisted going to therapy for a long time for a few different reasons, some emotional, some financial. A friend recommended a place to me that works with low-income people on a sliding price scale. I'd never heard of the place, decided I'd put it off long enough and needed to seek professional help. I went and everything ran smoothly. I liked my therapist, but wish I could've had more time (50 min session). I made a new appointment in a week and felt good about laying the foundations of what's troubling me. I got home and texted one of my friends something like ""I think it went well, but I expected to feel something more significant"" I lied down in my bed and drank some tea I'd made this morning, a relatively common habit. Minutes after lying in my bed, I started to feel a deep nausea, like I could throw up. I'm not interested in throwing up, so I'm sort of resisting it. Got home at 11 am today and it's about 6:30 pm here, and I'm still feeling sick. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone has had something like this. I've studied some psychology and was thinking it could be like a psychosomatic want to ""expel,"" or maybe it's like a catharsis. I don't know. Any thoughts would be appreciated.",5.254909847434122,6.316730588996763,6.2637817845584856,76.36213592233011,68.35275080906149,9.510309754969953,31.866389274156266,9.725611199111238,3.0551962089690248,1268,53,237,28,21,422,169,309,0.078,0.742,0.18,0.9853,2,0,3,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,3,9,15,1,0,15,0,14,6,0,4,1,53,49,21,0,8,9,0,7,7,2,1,2,1,6,0,12,13,4,0,14,0,1,9,4,2,1,3,20,8,22,13,33,24,8,48,0,0,0,0,4,17,0,11,29,135,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030073290611944,0.0,0.06783466098996284,0.0,0.0,0.12400455400341298,0.0,0.07297038671342546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545425721696815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109167592539433,0.09380435755050523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21239470912618896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264449208107227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974527625199787,0.0,0.09162299207015984,0.0,0.05856773088480359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969364369239608,0.08673928407184449,0.0,0.0,0.13450731576838404,0.0,0.25542017836998004,0.0,0.0,0.15085054753663427,0.10722383636046748,0.0,0.1370171982378431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050394952977809035,0.0743747696959292,0.21275987970334592,0.09776238013885764,0.09768339110973287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059435694184230115,0.0,0.2668389777643828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746480793959267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30324830368292616,0.0,0.0,0.15694576505502816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780921845543284,0.0,0.0,0.08908402404738942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574996282320426,0.06839014329635773,0.08564101006325041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304747761163898,0.0,0.060087171669862875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061474746423344925,0.0,0.18528898416214454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914093378230477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117069135904797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479459992516155,0.0,0.0,0.06276326010768249,0.0,0.07081443362067516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042161735298418,0.10295627656092436,0.0,0.1136362542140132,0.0,0.070396518045245,0.1551179523946774,0.0,0.16810341693962855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052301678095858006,0.0,0.07112819347568686,0.0,0.07972774518914189,0.24660249152019484,0.0,0.0,0.10196966209031802,0.0,0.0961621691740403,0.06455505595106452,0.0,0.0,0.0629908095545001,0.0,0.0,0.057102554153434286 anxiety,LookingForPhobiaHelp,2018/01/27,"Trying to help my Dad - Driving & Height Anxiety My dad is really struggling with a couple of phobias that are consuming his life - and I feel completely helpless in this situation. I don't know all of the details because he is not completely open about them, but I do know that there are at least two irrational phobias which prevent him from driving in a car and being in tall buildings. Nowadays, he very rarely drives in a car, and only is able to on tranquilizers. I'm not sure how these phobias developed as they did not originate from one specific event. I know he has struggled with anxiety in the past but recently it has gotten much worse. He is working with a professional but has not been making progress lately. I'm looking to hear from people in similar situations. How could a loved one help you? And generally, how can he approach a healthier state of being? I know there are many approaches but which one has worked for you?",6.054640151515152,7.338289426136362,6.489090909090908,74.66196969696973,66.67045454545455,10.184848484848484,34.553030303030305,10.317481424215053,3.792948484848484,753,35,132,19,12,244,107,176,0.185,0.754,0.062,-0.9667,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,3,6,6,0,2,8,0,19,2,0,5,2,31,31,12,0,1,8,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,5,0,0,7,5,3,0,4,3,3,13,3,23,25,3,24,0,1,1,1,17,11,0,0,5,94,20,3,0.14484762251099662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15694233847396738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22161606951107013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829776625567805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30373995272287463,0.0,0.0,0.11564904021671593,0.16027113926260625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323931012565082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325379777444154,0.0,0.19417661622455853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31841786095783514,0.0,0.16339442731075388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231015943262768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163552210331227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307306345449298,0.0,0.09668691278631224,0.1468527544928218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647966892663588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29445749309815844,0.1101631440034632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827344553686374,0.10041910343258934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279309601589493,0.0,0.14301955268222574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256295931596795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028523696781721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651717001541447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834202763731133,0.0,0.14149508001051145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951445824177992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109015886297271,0.0,0.14761210201729474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kcnncth,2018/01/27,"Ringing in ears giving me crazy anxiety I have this ringing in my ears that’s keeping me up at night, it’s just a constant ring. It over powers everythjng I can’t stand it , I don’t even wanna leave the house.",0.6325000000000003,2.8864463409090924,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,85.5909090909091,5.3381818181818215,22.43636363636364,6.742157984588678,0.6434054545454546,165,6,35,2,5,55,34,44,0.134,0.8059999999999999,0.06,-0.2263,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,24,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844507694538946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018187302205377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24559179440457515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566955213251097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4290446682422642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305017231856199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937168249061956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3489395202593088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DebbieWinner,2018/01/27,"How do I convince parents my problems and struggles are because of my anxiety? They don't fucking get it. I don't go to some things with them because I don't feel comfortable and don't want to deal with questions about my life that I do not enjoy. I do say I'll go to things and then don't go, which I do need to work on. But, I can't predict my anxiety really. It sorta just happens. They always think me not doing things or not going to things are me just ""getting my way"". God it's so aggravating ",1.243679245283019,3.0968275188679257,3.349660377358493,89.92694339622645,80.41509433962264,6.1267924528301885,24.75094339622641,7.1686216300943375,1.0232633962264155,391,15,85,5,10,133,60,106,0.172,0.7879999999999999,0.04,-0.8896,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,5,6,1,1,0,0,13,2,0,1,0,21,25,8,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,3,0,0,4,9,3,0,0,0,2,17,3,10,25,1,7,0,0,0,1,7,1,1,4,1,63,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153712982413644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28264108140150423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252235245837664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045201750124516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934067545764323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078304591208324,0.19303114745272876,0.0,0.4199529797586362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335913013990075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048265933149644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369774708331548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512457220966127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676490917848656,0.0,0.0,0.20694367939831945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183449425052458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690740948976286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312345323083824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909146334840129,0.118369699607614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896054200310654,0.1466327694510831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448811092785776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Van-Goghs-Ear,2018/01/27,"Feel like a failure even when I try I feel like failure even though I'm just trying to figure myself out right now. I'm about o graduate in May and am in the process of looking for a job. I live with family and it's driving me crazy. I just need space. Pot has helped my anxiety a bit but my entire family is against it. My mom especially, which kind a breaks my heart a bit. I've never met anyone who worries as much as my mom does, and I feel incredibly guilty about it. She worries so much that my life will turn to shit because of bad decisions. I have been the problematic child in the family but not intentionally. I've been in two car accidents, I go to an expensive film school, and I've always been a bit overweight. Worst of all she's worried that I'll use drugs. Pot has been one of the few things that's helped me deal with things and I honestly can get more done while buzzed. She still doesn't know but she's had suspicions. I've been able to convince her other ways but man it's really upsetting to see her to scared for me. She even brought me old photos to put in my room ""so you never forget who you are"" Sorry for the ramble, just feel like shit. 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Hi all, For the past year I've been dealing with almost continuous physical anxiety symptoms such as a racing heart, trembly arms/legs, butterflies and adrenaline rushes. It tends to happen in certain situations (eg: social situations, during and directly after exercise etc..). The thing is in my mind I'm actually pretty calm, I'm not an overly insecure person and I'm quite confident in myself. I'm not a worrier and wouldn't class myself as an over-thinker. I've been reading about other peoples experiences with anxiety and mostly they don't relate to me at all except the physical stuff. It's really impacting my life in some ways, like if I were to meet a new person in my head it wouldn't actually be much of a big deal and yet my body would react in a way as if I was really anxious about it. Any help/experience with this? I think it's something to do with adrenaline (oversensitivity to it or my body just unnecessarily releasing it.) I've tried beta blockers in the past and they actually worked pretty well but I think I started to build a tolerance to them as they seemed to lose effectiveness over time unless I upped the dose. I didn't really see that as a realistic way to go on. Not sure what to do, I haven't gone to the doctors or anything because I don't think they'd be able to help except prescribe beta blockers or other medication which I don't really want to be on for life.",6.124929667519178,6.6418283514492735,7.885967604433078,67.4409590792839,66.21014492753623,11.421653878942886,32.90196078431373,11.20814326018867,3.9916426257459503,1139,46,202,34,17,401,148,276,0.057,0.8540000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.8076,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,5,4,6,8,0,2,15,0,19,11,4,2,4,44,34,19,0,6,13,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,15,11,0,2,5,2,0,3,10,3,1,0,6,1,23,5,44,21,6,29,0,1,1,0,13,14,0,9,10,141,38,4,0.1026541992540109,0.0,0.3005270712769417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027933521845319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980837565521396,0.0,0.2355905443572571,0.11597002580091074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447565928141637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257704706341533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280513472770758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166394380024428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507092276734893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448656758030762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083100933379044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05834074710300453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077676937962258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535282417181696,0.0,0.0,0.1216457203767017,0.13761389180462488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501539355689794,0.05015165649161933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484379103799855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341330597891517,0.0,0.0,0.10365147782382256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546264799524864,0.0,0.0,0.0991440653183278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807314430805562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599009750542806,0.07116749639363637,0.1792673744631089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887245098426208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918537686179043,0.10268197893821608,0.0,0.2630516346124789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180210612146545,0.09345252757875974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077524200770705,0.0,0.1046430285913205,0.0,0.07902821781615034,0.0,0.0,0.07265917059025283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751449834384912,0.0,0.0,0.09675036793435883,0.10669701861580383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819888859394617,0.26310666354830303,0.0,0.0,0.05985848910821634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969546289486102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605481063986075,0.24444637562449545,0.0,0.0,0.09229845340307598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747334796625323,0.0,0.0,0.0729225978571869,0.0,0.0,0.06610593866945537 anxiety,BebeWalters,2018/01/27,"Messy Apartment From Anxiety and Depression = No Deposit Back & Endless Guilt So, at my last rental, I had a bout of depression before I moved out ... and intermittently throughout my six years there. I tried to keep on top of things, but it was hard. But things never got hazardous. Anyway, five months before I left, two windows broke in a storm and the water from the windows got in. I let the landlord know right away and they kept saying they would fix it, but they didn’t. So having bags and tape covering my windows made me even more depressed about my space. Anyway, before I left, I spent all day cleaning the place, even the baseboards, the cupboards, and the top of the fridge. And removing limescale from not having a water softener. When I moved out, they didn’t give me a checklist or anything, so I just did my best. The windows still weren’t fixed. But two months after I left, I received a long email from the landlord saying that all these things were left in horrible shape and saying a lot of really mean things about me. (They only said nice things while I was there and begged me not to move.) They said because of these things, they wouldn’t give me my deposit back. Needless to say, since I was already depressed, it killed me. If they would have told me sooner I would have fixed it immediately. I wasn’t trying to be a bad tenant. But because I have anxiety issues, too, this exchange haunts me. It’s been over a year and I still feel horrible. I’ve become kind of obsessive about cleaning, which isn’t a bad thing, but I know it’s partially motivated by not wanting their mean words to be true. I just want to be able to let this go! Has anyone else dealt with anything like this? Sorry for rambling so much!",4.227927222478119,5.908320203592815,4.258323353293413,87.41292031321974,71.51497005988024,6.934868724090282,26.019806540764627,7.468242284971852,1.2266793182865037,1364,44,268,15,26,420,169,334,0.171,0.758,0.07200000000000001,-0.9875,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,9,4,21,15,1,2,19,0,27,2,0,2,4,47,46,24,1,7,13,0,2,1,0,4,0,6,9,0,20,13,2,2,6,0,4,6,11,10,0,4,19,8,42,5,33,18,6,41,0,5,0,0,20,20,0,3,16,193,62,1,0.08009338740517732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838504464985866,0.0,0.0,0.08678115179084582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225424442794378,0.0,0.0,0.056003158737714574,0.08206514039523012,0.13182006687115408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525037398025276,0.12317374208964753,0.1337492659605923,0.09764837112450242,0.08845685377115434,0.2044607205752416,0.0,0.08405306871241268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165360891571913,0.0,0.275937268840356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690774781802837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058018540047853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040497623209081936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366575077516922,0.04551891781519934,0.0,0.1281159971562076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717479431704852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359668753567667,0.0,0.07119068279457855,0.08861146634123261,0.08340493787997237,0.08803446218969735,0.06528680065723515,0.0,0.0,0.34808679906325546,0.16380183022962705,0.0,0.039129583412903575,0.0,0.0,0.07088012746166474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809253380524385,0.0,0.07578629973986899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17449035813067035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278595553826492,0.2553797863228007,0.05887785540607414,0.0,0.061772957967584835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091463026790004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368054282987754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051309874880153115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839931522118761,0.15237430524697698,0.25477390551110457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625407772379081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965798985788831,0.0,0.0,0.12792536528524173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724734137635219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07653266399235918,0.0,0.10875630516017416,0.0,0.15647920294098142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448231007937236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068813326326987,0.0,0.0,0.10315503104815672 anxiety,RScape07,2018/01/27,"When having a panic attack, do you experience black and red spots when looking at something? My eye vision suddenly sees black and red dots everywhere scatter across when starring at something then I look my balance. It's like I went from 💯 energy to 0% instantly.",5.470625000000003,7.825428145833335,6.052500000000002,73.0425,69.625,8.966666666666667,32.83333333333333,9.516144504307137,3.6009833333333328,213,10,33,5,4,69,39,48,0.125,0.745,0.129,-0.2023,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,8,5,1,5,5,0,9,0,0,8,0,1,3,0,0,6,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502169048851612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011304278970527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503969912730637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170227266989347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611885156642465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453117504209287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739865845590765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853744013321877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pxsls,2018/01/27,"I can’t stop analyzing every little thing and it’s overwhelming I’ve been struggling for my entire life with anxiety and therapy has helped so much... I really thought I was doing better but I’m basically slipping out of control again and I can’t stop. It took me three hours to get ready to walk five minutes to get a coffee today... and I ordered the wrong thing and cried when I spoke up to correct myself. I’m 25. I absolutely should not be crying when I order a fucking coffee. I’m just replaying this morning over and over, picking apart my appearance and speech and things I said and how I acted... I want it to stop. Nothing is working. I was doing so well and I’m failing myself again. 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Growing up I was the smartest in my class, I was a good conversationalist and confident. Fast forward to 34 years old and my mind just doesn’t work the way it used to. I can’t focus, I can’t remember things, my brain feels full and slow and overwhelmed. I suffer from anxiety and high stress. I move never seen a professional about it and never taken any meds. I even struggle talking to people anymore as I just can’t think of things to talk about. I don’t know if it’s the same of all my bad habits (constantly surfing the web, distracting myself with tv and therefore not alllwing my brain to think) or is it something more sinister? Has anyone suffered from this? What was he solution? 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Without any ways of getting medication or help, I feel trapped. Does anyone have any advice? Any natural remedies or something else? How do I get my mind off of it when it makes me not want to leave my bed? 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Hello, I'm a 20 year old male college student. Around 5 days ago I was sitting down, eating lunch, when all of a sudden it felt like I was moving, even though I was sitting down. Ever since, I've felt sort of dizzy/disoriented and can't really think clearly. I've also recently started having constant muscle spasms/twitching all over my body that are worse and more common than usual. I'd like to think it's all caused by anxiety, and that the twitching was just my response to the dizziness lasting so long. I've had muscle spasms and twitching my whole life, but now it seems particularly common/strong. My feet and fingers will just MOVE on their own, like I'm being shocked or something. Part of me just thinks these are real symptoms and my anxiety is in response to my body basically telling me I have something serious. Has anyone else had experience with this? I've done some symptom googling which does worse than help I think, because I fit symptoms for serious things like ALS and MS and stuff, which is really scary. It's hard for me to relax with my body constantly spasming like this. I'm supposed to see a neurologist soon, which I hope will clear some things up. I was just wondering if this is something I should be freaking out about/if there's anything I can do at this point. Any input would be appreciated, thanks!",6.384469261388768,7.264489304511279,6.171751437417075,78.68331048208759,65.72932330827065,8.66483856700575,32.940291906236176,8.671277953709913,2.6525040247678016,1129,46,203,16,17,353,153,266,0.103,0.753,0.14300000000000002,0.9445,0,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,0,14,12,0,0,5,0,28,13,5,2,6,43,43,16,0,4,7,0,4,5,0,4,6,0,0,1,17,13,2,0,8,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,10,5,21,8,25,25,9,33,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,8,23,130,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584395598674892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744394053922618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585539455477246,0.0,0.2222499536251849,0.0,0.0,0.06771367806753982,0.09922534054401164,0.07969212605273808,0.08620927509732054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903354842100503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227065086256067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989653514845932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31395307641001163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245461727483169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474646100967316,0.09910225701905603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909281089636823,0.08089846712383855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396275533833616,0.08759848645174663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947293590086717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596564047287492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675076969511382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491067193549903,0.0,0.0,0.0961852468143962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893857241996126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840186345527605,0.2365588007765315,0.0,0.0,0.08570148971067161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058539199786683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161863803514393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486967442220722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154631609115294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022658346091288,0.12407801372748865,0.0,0.09561908580981486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716996597439256,0.08816066866011242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801081115917358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365945703770412,0.0,0.0,0.0685447598849298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086010212532883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019655246012096,0.0,0.0,0.08464355144680477,0.0891584440903144,0.0,0.0,0.12867409316996034,0.2482079403128057,0.09514607071496227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665699367332823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081198361787015,0.0,0.0,0.10502024249122416,0.0,0.0,0.19737908537191204,0.06879327027408584,0.0,0.0,0.06236261240330718 anxiety,NYC_Stigma,2018/01/27,"Anxiety about my anger So I often have anxiety about being mad, I have taking anger management classes and today I’m gonna run into people I haven’t seen in years. I have resentment for most of them. And it’s gonna be in a park setting and we’re gonna play some ball, i used to be a basketball player in high school and haven’t played since due to my anxiety and depression in college along with other personal issues so I’m nervous about playing again. I’m just scared I’ll snap again and black out in anger might do something I regret. I’m nervous about how I’ll act after being eye to eye with certain people. Sounds cowardly but after all I’ve always been one to regret everything I’ve ever done. ",3.017500000000002,4.763005750000005,4.577500000000004,83.6175,74.83333333333334,7.5777777777777775,24.5,8.344100000000001,1.6211916666666668,564,18,109,10,12,189,86,144,0.22,0.735,0.046,-0.9592,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,12,15,5,3,2,0,13,2,2,2,3,24,23,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,2,11,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,11,0,1,3,5,9,4,22,12,3,19,0,3,4,0,2,8,0,4,8,67,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830385181435202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917866341235149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845649772889948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928987888851575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938347527355213,0.0,0.0,0.1925872320559016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22640585577846015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22365983111014773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732451810518195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452063368897112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29711908519851177,0.187107039749612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21453855132162555,0.21686976460317128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726032299709954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496851071258786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611170667753918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031189080304984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507506413979816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799372620204875 anxiety,thot666,2018/01/27,"chest/throat pain after anxiety? Hi guys!! So I had some intense anxiety this morning. When I calmed down, I had a super sore throat. Does anyone else experience this? I imagine it's from subconsciously holding my breath when I panic, but I'm not sure. I also have been having bad chest pain, but again, I only notice it after my anxiety goes away. I'm 99% positive that it's tied to my anxiety, but I don't really understand why it continues after I calm down. Does anyone have any ideas?",2.8860935672514607,5.163167199999997,4.922456140350878,78.57163742690062,77.0,8.432748538011698,24.239766081871338,9.150863307647796,2.292099415204678,384,13,70,10,9,132,61,95,0.249,0.621,0.13,-0.8816,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,1,1,0,7,6,3,0,1,10,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,12,4,8,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,45,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392088400724549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183779263380874,0.0,0.5326719006444475,0.0,0.0,0.2434365430061583,0.17836185073678865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355051495815734,0.0,0.14534652896788794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046708743191235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454185013512449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17028012904024306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236301153861408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651107525452868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981871435482209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239295197941747,0.3704591414572792,0.2042411571778719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151780403496513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16406495382565106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121967919434875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570768817878548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,simplebananax,2018/01/27,"Anxiety attack triggered by something Ordinary? I've experienced this every now and then and today, as I had one again, I started to think if it is normal. I used to have panic attacks/anxiety attacks for many years, they came out of the blue, nothing special triggered them. Nowadays I don't really have them as much anymore and I control them better. But I've noticed that sometimes, usually when everything has been good, I've had a normal day or I'm doing something ordinary, something very small triggers my attack. For example, once it got triggered while I was outside, speaking on the phone with a friend, and I noticed a leaf fall from a tree. Very normal thing I've seen many times, only this time it felt weird and triggered an attack. Somehow the leaf falling made me feel super conscious of it doing so, or a little detached from reality - very hard to explain. Another time I was watching tv and there was an animal, which opened its mouth. That made me feel the same thing as with the leaf thing. Another time it was while I was showering and I noticed a drop of water on the wall. It feels very weird that some super random things seem to sometimes trigger me and I'm wondering if I'm alone with these experiences. I haven't felt fear, stress or panic in those situations before the trigger, I've just had a normal day which has been fine so far. So it feels really odd. Why does this happen, and does anyone else get these? I'd be really grateful if someone would share their thoughts with me on this matter.",5.175555008210178,6.6506662862068975,5.623990147783257,79.33764367816093,68.89655172413794,8.144499178981937,30.706075533661746,8.563005593585519,2.480159277504105,1213,49,214,19,21,389,154,290,0.126,0.774,0.1,-0.5854,1,1,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,5,4,9,18,4,4,16,0,21,2,1,11,0,57,44,26,0,8,8,0,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,24,16,1,1,12,1,0,3,2,10,0,1,18,12,21,8,24,24,3,30,0,0,3,0,10,10,0,11,16,138,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499509615882085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172105639679677,0.12555974775872047,0.0,0.08138691267812018,0.05738209749402664,0.0840857907510995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3734453609195221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983168608217825,0.0,0.0,0.07258025536582062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386105604936333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204342322962028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585090161080707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436321235742163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855518500984699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914371329645058,0.0,0.07375516921556652,0.0802757946298595,0.0,0.09234648983218052,0.16597910658171056,0.0,0.1575914765922169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340359264084681,0.0,0.04287583047651757,0.0,0.0,0.0688326379637658,0.06563526776937967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257024022389963,0.0,0.07351455815709361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225117859233746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530469846359082,0.0,0.1664030487723361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06032757643142225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32162701728313325,0.07874404928333173,0.2802963068578977,0.0,0.08739706664624408,0.05560969870196039,0.06241450181793565,0.0,0.19257233690139908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771975951759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470933832817786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224504718928292,0.0,0.0,0.0695338218719356,0.18953406660907565,0.1623297325540239,0.0,0.05808637496398503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400573950689996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180826553793016,0.05258425120407295,0.0,0.06515083085740662,0.1914121845802572,0.0,0.07778848718445681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087823282724393,0.09038354116989797,0.2708504895599808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405133866512692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899652131533799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582969682707702,0.0,0.0,0.05284748380289513 anxiety,harowkun,2018/01/27,"i'm scared of having panic attacks when driving a friend home I used to smoke weed every so often while with friends, my cousin included, until a couple months ago. We were out at night at our usual gathering spot, and I had a couple of drinks. We shared a joint and then we each went our way, with me having to drive one of our friends home who lives some 10km away (I'm aware that this was stupid of me). While driving there, I started having a bad trip but somehow still managed to get there. But I started panicking a lot and I couldn't drive home. It was really late, like 6:30AM, my parents were already calling me asking why I was so late but I gave them an excuse. I was about to give up and call my parents to pick me up when I got my - severely - reluctant cousin to do it instead. Since then, I don't really smoke anymore as I keep having anxiety and sometimes panic attacks over one small puff even. Not only that, every time I have to drive my friend home, I start getting anxious over it thinking it's going to happen all over again. It never did, although I often get some of the symptoms when driving him. I've drove him home a few times since then but I can't get over it. I'm driving him home again today and I can't stop thinking about it. I don't smoke anymore since then, but even while perfectly sober I can't help it. I keep having this internal struggle over and over again, no matter how many times I win. Does anyone have some sort of tip or insight into making myself realize that I don't have to be anxious about this?",4.648130990415332,5.095405785942496,5.178675718849842,85.80839696485626,69.41533546325878,7.665750798722044,27.790575079872198,7.365786028017652,1.4054180191693288,1213,38,248,11,20,389,155,313,0.139,0.762,0.099,-0.9009,2,0,4,0,0,0,33.0,6,0,1,2,21,16,3,4,9,0,25,2,0,4,3,46,49,29,0,1,7,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,6,0,15,15,1,3,4,1,0,11,10,8,0,2,12,0,41,8,35,35,7,56,0,0,0,0,28,14,0,9,31,176,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393428416685338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204046754043428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380527333390393,0.1884498178385164,0.16543245114537486,0.05831933371058889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797324302036075,0.18977246891684368,0.07836257402112508,0.0,0.06964042967320316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033346677840971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845740495397778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298905156923939,0.0,0.0,0.08170601383681818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017760015648506,0.0,0.14054610987842509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577567178025657,0.0,0.17430452875578226,0.08001052441806421,0.04740148623834235,0.0,0.06670730508979357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375554819193866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055905206245170966,0.0,0.5019774157908793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826996478631607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817094119212469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040747902162108884,0.0,0.07364892406092048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090870036074018,0.0,0.0,0.05567407554652823,0.08456047578971378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657378125197283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432775991929303,0.0,0.0,0.07827077251325633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303597176741514,0.06343393355879437,0.0,0.19571766926696504,0.1852247285842418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686389065297663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350384063690174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942249089192582,0.0,0.2069826285990702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824905524319171,0.0,0.17710534296427613,0.0,0.0666080470840907,0.06973105409208788,0.0,0.08719393981568219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669064951567472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068862459832878,0.0,0.0,0.14590392591484094,0.0,0.07905902609127269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203590481332879,0.09185979825817177,0.0,0.0,0.06620370887445863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731809051912228,0.07526083778615676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thebaneofmyexistence,2018/01/27,"Does your environment affect your anxiety? I've been living in a major city for a few years now, and I've started to wonder if my anxiety would be better if I lived in a smaller town. I just feel like the constant bustle of people, the traffic, noise, the general fast pace of life here really get to me. Not that I wasn't anxious when I lived in a smaller town, but I feel like there are so many things here that get to me. What do you guys think? Any thoughts or experiences you can share?",4.989733333333334,5.002587040000002,5.896000000000001,82.47633333333336,68.6,9.066666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.9803666666666668,384,12,81,6,6,127,70,100,0.042,0.85,0.108,0.8083,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,0,7,1,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,12,4,9,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,8,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300154353252801,0.0,0.2925189314857495,0.21598974689884812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909160081597985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066079586297688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673112445068639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18702004494641125,0.0,0.0,0.19334234009270385,0.27317167425518724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977727482626254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930769166513894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504281789400646,0.18681109221755066,0.0,0.506471568391385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938361731834322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254674582788176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248090743468515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532493208728502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701782710195356,0.12250652975786452,0.0,0.15178312929108093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733688770335487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358155553178862,0.0,0.0,0.12311978774789845 anxiety,annieb7,2018/01/27,"I booked my first consultation! I struggle with severe anxiety, especially when it comes to meeting and socializing with new people. But I just finished flower school and being a florist is all I want to do with my life, so I have to be able to have meetings with brides who want to hire me. SO I booked my first one ever and I'm SCARED, but at least I did it! I'm hoping it will go ok. I'm just trying my best not to overthink it. Anyway I just want to encourage you all that if I can do it, you can definitely do it! 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Lately I have been feeling some anxiety/ maybe a little depressed, and I am trying my best to not be so much in my head. We don’t go out much and so far I really haven’t made any friends here, all I do is work and then go home. My boyfriend on the other hand has been able to adjust here really well. I’ve had felt anxiety/depressed before when I was away in college; I felt that I was completely alone. It caused me to move back home with my family and things there were a little better. It wasn’t t until I met my boyfriend that things started to turn around and I started to feel better about myself. So, when he got a job here in Houston and asked me to move with him I said yes because I care for him very much and things were way better with him in my life. Recently, he asked if I wanted to move in with his best friend who is moving from the Dallas area and I explained why I didn’t want to. The day after that conversation he went to Austin to visit a friend and I went to visit my family. When I came back home that’s when I started to feel the anxiety/ depression again. I’m guessing it’s because I realized how much I missed my family and but on the other hand I really love my boyfriend. I have told him how I have been feeling lately and he has been trying to help me through it, but for some reason I can’t shake this feeling off. I am also having problems eating because of it. It’s been a whole week that I have been feeling this way and just about everyday of it I’ve been fighting back tears. This is my first time posting something on Reddit and I am hoping someone has advice. I’m just trying to put my mind at ease. I don’t want to ruin things with my boyfriend because I love him so much. I love living in Houston and the vibe of the city is amazing and when I do go out with my boyfriend, we do have a good time. 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I thought I just had social anxiety but I realized when I had the anxiety it’s usually in spaces I feel I can’t escape. I didn’t really recognize that it was the problem until last year I went on a day trip and we went on a tour in a cave, the cave triggered an anxiety but it wasn’t bad until they turned the lights off for a few minutes to experience pitch black darkness and I had the worse panic attack of my life. I also avoid going back to school because being closed in, in a classroom. Also standing in line or simply being in a room full of people or anywhere with no windows makes me feel a ton of anxiety. I’ve unknowingly been working my life to avoid situations but I want to overcome it and if anyone would share their success stories of getting rid of this phobia I’d love to hear them. 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I started to get anxiety for about 3 weeks now. I started to get very bad breathing problems with it. The best help I can give from my personal experience are: 1. If you are smoking, STOP immediately! 2. If you have difficult breathing, use a brown paper bag and do slow breathing exercises into the bag. This will help with not letting to much O2 get into you body. (Too much oxygen inside your body is one of the leading causes of panic attacks and axiety) 3. Find someone that you are close to and speak about the problems in your life! 4. Always try to see the positive in everything and also compliment yourself and tell yourself you will be fine! 5. The mind is a powerful thing. Always find 5-10min before you go to sleep to meditate and just think. You can also do this by listen to slow music or perhaps read your Bible. ALWAYS stay positive. Anxiety can be cured. But you and your mind is the best remidy to the curing of it! I hope this helps anyone.. (comment below if you need someone to talk to, im always here for support as I know I am not alone!) Stay strong.",2.1067728107777093,4.606544192488265,3.755072463768119,84.63521739130438,81.25352112676056,6.5212492345376605,24.28434374362115,7.7425588080867325,1.5129479077362724,855,32,161,15,23,284,121,213,0.117,0.7170000000000001,0.166,0.9327,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,13,0,5,8,13,1,1,10,0,18,8,6,3,0,34,33,15,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,12,0,1,4,2,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,4,21,7,29,28,4,17,0,0,2,0,24,6,0,5,7,110,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120368064454442,0.0,0.17301521808200693,0.3600414816658171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24826102550722245,0.0,0.0,0.07563856317497293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306482229606668,0.0,0.0,0.09032171158725756,0.0,0.0,0.09204906460401804,0.0,0.2270462413604071,0.0,0.0,0.2403163569139508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112565243382053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972208279206452,0.10581603023772107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977402104958968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955111544232598,0.1037714377172255,0.06147841690405801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900300264313536,0.0,0.0,0.10744230819088628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684769883761045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059450220130404074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061639524679287,0.07640729048992488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21845207964594315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904232854423453,0.08021048511844459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330226485442264,0.0,0.0,0.12692020252470668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445434736274837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701797209256667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082043995520285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620156980311369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825324860884508,0.0,0.18331286614279704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313382166888936,0.2306005819455353,0.0,0.09043924895260236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275585085488384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694706853855083,0.09454982798419743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07186674688908985,0.0693142527096009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344380963456856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342857660426256,0.0,0.08925580782267321,0.0,0.0,0.08677156091516385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lemizzmizz,2018/01/27,"Xanax not working, need some support I'm currently laying in bed with my heart pounding and short of breath. I'm supposed to be fasting for an ultrasound in 4.5 hours. I have a prescription for Xanax as needed at 1 mg. I took some to calm down and maybe help me nap through the fasting. I actually took 1.5 doses because I have been alternating between looking forward to the ultrasound so that I can get some answers on my pain...but the I fluctuate towards the feeling of not wanting devastating news or surgery. It's feels like the floor falls out from under me. I started having abdominal pain 2 weeks ago. The doctors are baffled. They ruled out appendix. They ruled out intestinal blockage. They can't feel a mass through touch, yet I have stabbing pain when I move, breathe, talk, walk, etc. I'm scared. I have kids, a wonderful husband, a decent life despite being in therapy for pmdd and anxiety (survivor of abuse) I'm happy. I'm the person who does it all around here. I do keep to myself, being introverted, but I enjoy it. Being restricted and scared right now is ripping me apart. What if it's something bad? Who do I turn to? I have no family outside my home. My friends (all 2 of them 😐) are busy dealing with their own lives and don't live very close. I know what if's are bad....but I'm what-if-ing hard right now.",2.899128205128207,5.077925707692311,3.9750000000000014,85.85916666666667,76.53846153846155,6.948717948717951,28.91025641025641,7.9370924344782425,1.9804102564102557,1044,47,204,17,24,338,161,260,0.097,0.809,0.094,-0.3897,1,0,1,0,1,0,46.0,0,0,5,1,7,11,0,2,12,0,20,12,5,0,2,35,42,12,0,5,6,1,5,1,1,0,7,0,2,2,9,12,0,2,6,1,0,6,5,5,0,0,3,6,28,6,31,35,7,36,0,0,1,0,14,20,0,7,13,125,37,2,0.0,0.14828972181480213,0.12213447174542025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094348752095154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957442088695365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114156206573965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090005260067575,0.07629410442797206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290306253630601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810275220931772,0.10952510088098462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395823317409083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798619875588195,0.0,0.18984832160235016,0.08941166885946936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966954286743162,0.0,0.06538898877826751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323118348723767,0.11211544044624937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831079012454504,0.08388961388224284,0.0,0.12554194983685862,0.0,0.12325372143081385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124464903778264,0.0,0.0,0.06878261638381583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840157932413628,0.061145034755792416,0.0,0.22103057004094046,0.0,0.10509975075280288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573630177932346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302131489500374,0.0,0.18560358618555184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995253067533999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928163303995904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376555238728906,0.0,0.0,0.2506065327080022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963514161464305,0.0,0.0,0.08858625660371701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202585927688127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059587412572014,0.0,0.0,0.14312710952808286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781064563288718,0.0,0.13613408918138245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326703544626203,0.0738204145013423,0.0,0.100392815608773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572664293419745,0.09111525981500633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,princessA95,2018/01/27,"confronting my anxiety & feeling amazed at God’s timing (I would just like to say I’m sorry this turned into a wall of feelings & I understand the religious aspect might not be for everyone. I’m new to this sub) My family is a mess of disorders. My dad has depression, PTSD from years of child abuse, & is bipolar. My mother has depression. My little sister is autistic, but also suffers from OCD & psychosis. I love my family but to say that I’ve been the “strong one” would be pretty accurate. Nothing against my families struggles, I love them all very very much. It’s just difficult being a child but feeling like you have to take care of everyone & you’re responsible for managing everyone’s happiness. Awhile ago, my best friend & my mother have expressed concern that I have anxiety. I’ve always kinda wondered if I had it, but I told myself that I was fine because I didn’t have time to focus on that & I needed to focus on helping my family. Recently though I guess I really truly realized that me worrying 24/7 & feeling anxious over every little thing isn’t normal & is starting to interfere with my life. I can’t sleep, I’ve been gritting my teeth at night to the point I have jaw pain each morning, I’m pushing away the people I love. My life is going great. I’m out of debt, I have a new car, amazing family, great BF, 2 jobs, & I just graduated college. I should be over the moon. But I’m not. I feel like I’m constantly living in fear of losing it all or messing something up & losing the people I love. I’m a Christian & I have faith in God, but anxiety makes that worse too. I’m trying to make an appointment to see a doctor/therapist within the next couple weeks so I’m looking forward to that. But I just experienced something that gave me chills. My church does sermons in series, where they preach on a topic for 2-4 weeks at a time. (thankfulness, marriage, change, etc). I’ve been sleeping awful & I work 5-6 days a week (usually 50+ hours a week) so I was thinking about skipping church tomorrow so I can sleep all morning. Then I got the notification about the new series starting tomorrow... it’s called Fear Not. These next 3 weeks will be about dealing with fear/anxiety, seeking help, trusting God to guide you through it all, & knowing you aren’t alone because the church supports you. I am floored. Our church is pretty progressive but we’ve never had a sermon geared toward these specific issues & I am so so so excited. I know many churches shy away from therapists, medications, etc but my church doesn’t & I love knowing that I can seek help outside of church & they will support me full heartedly. I’m sorry this turned into a wall of text & again I know religion isn’t for everyone, but I’m so thankful that I’m finally willing to confront my feelings along with the support of my family/friends. 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I don't know what normal looks like in this situation, so I was wondering if you guys have any advice. Thank you!",7.604303030303029,7.387624945454547,8.294545454545457,68.24848484848488,63.18181818181819,13.15151515151515,34.69696969696969,12.45797560212912,4.57069696969697,232,9,43,8,3,78,43,55,0.17800000000000002,0.695,0.127,-0.2464,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,14,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,4,12,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,6,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293387506566741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595989172491332,0.0,0.3590781711663543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640942600991223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232382428602416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579616709016008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399889359903421,0.0,0.11465887866873865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708255327369348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299487758322927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317304856613676,0.25197186531576937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638041524862912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611652750235978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663262165389252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21607328050546698,0.0,0.0,0.15591923855880627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842769054577356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451395598124354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MKZ94,2018/01/27,"DESPERATE FOR HELP Ever since my anxiety/panic attacks started nothing feels normal anymore I always feel sick and weak...I want to ask you guys if anyone experienced the symptoms I have just to feel better and at least its normal... I always get this annoying chest tightness that makes me so uncomfortable it makes me think that I'm about to die and whenever I'm anxious I always feel nauseous, lightheaded and can't breath It scares me more ",5.047752613240419,7.415727085365857,5.527351916376302,76.29865853658539,70.82926829268294,8.10034843205575,30.00696864111498,8.841846274778883,2.7950919860627184,359,15,58,7,7,115,60,82,0.232,0.665,0.104,-0.9178,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,2,1,1,0,2,4,2,2,1,18,15,6,1,4,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,9,1,6,15,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,34,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4543262751951823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561296402418627,0.1804992810071835,0.1272615829687366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17014937765270471,0.20705607610412305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096794285170551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889164639479247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463323762143595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681072105376416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508969340322272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802127932214987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199359269535655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429784612949299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35665098639192794,0.17463795850627775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822179758801281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055577219763466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882352422899554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917207354770554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662095565873375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735080497474302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kashgar29,2018/01/27,"The Mirror Exercise - for social anxiety I actually figured out a way that really helps me with my social skills. It's called the ""Mirror Exercise"" I used to suffer from social anxiety before this and it's helped me a lot People who are getting ready to do speeches, go to sensitive networking events, or spend the night picking up girls, also do this exercise. Go to you bathroom or your room where there is a mirror. Be alone so you are not worried about people judging you. Then look in the mirror and affirm ""it's okay! I am okay! It's all going to be fine"" out loud, with firm conviction. Do this for a few minutes while staring at your right eye Then have a conversation with yourself. Ask yourself about your day. Just talk as if you are talking to another person. Your mind will fight and argue saying this is stupid, it's not going to work, you're wasting your time etc. just smile every time a feeling like that comes up, like you would smile at the antics of a complaining baby. Continue you to talk to yourself for about 10-15 minutes. In the beginning, do this for about 3-2 times per day. Then once you've established a habit, cut down the duration or to once per day. Remember, in the beginning this will help you, then it will improve you. Doing it the first thing waking up and last thing before going to sleep really helped me. I don't want to get into the details of why or how it works. Because the benefits will be incredibly apperant after you've done a few times. Good luck with your struggles and god bless.",3.711891891891895,5.696419000000002,4.654627027027028,82.7795621621622,73.52702702702703,7.8441081081081085,25.69135135135135,8.608573733854374,1.9080263783783784,1208,41,226,23,25,392,158,296,0.08800000000000001,0.772,0.14,0.9365,0,1,0,0,1,0,38.0,0,14,0,4,11,16,4,1,20,2,22,6,3,3,1,34,37,19,0,3,9,0,1,2,0,5,3,3,1,2,19,13,0,0,3,3,1,6,3,7,0,1,1,7,22,9,41,28,5,42,1,1,3,0,34,15,0,7,22,154,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.10619700728802693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270935525480574,0.0,0.08702690793310078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411196975273485,0.1665008789377403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173621095999266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663384010114626,0.0,0.18520325690252135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112197491381844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937426649538626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054838595748446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136523964959463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213680764269967,0.0,0.0,0.09168932912322267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502493359627729,0.07774423972042739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925660583636048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137126123133664,0.0,0.3092373368709267,0.0912768217931873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917710556086756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870648660862962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633230092684354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913851661792097,0.0,0.0,0.0925186925586181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10988171580450704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212441493976224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317890673234368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508904026729956,0.09502134994764236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394315139699639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327693678270032,0.09293552262673656,0.0,0.08654160492602002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890308499539764,0.33279859882378865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376698867334227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26240701642225256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459631549876276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538257486248599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398942156181801,0.0,0.0,0.06418750566297987,0.08637981737693151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819717858905604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845105435579088,0.11051655535980344,0.0,0.07730579767602833,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lizardperson3,2018/01/27,"Please help me see reason I'm usually a cheerful person. When I get social anxiety or start slipping into depression I talk myself into a more optimistic mood to the point where I can deal with it. But sometimes I can't stop my thoughts. My constant worrying about whether people think I'm weird, whether they can see that I'm anxious, whether I'll live a regretful life and do nothing worth being proud of. Ironically, these thoughts make me want to jump into bed (where I am now after an attack from these negative thoughts) and never leave. And in turn, the idea that I'll have to deal with these hopeless feelings forever makes me want to die. And that's terrifying to me. I can go from feeling wonderful to feeling afraid of leaving my bed in an instant and I don't know what to do. Please help. I see a therapist and I meditate, what else can I do to push myself to keep moving forward and not retreat like I do so often?",5.9156393606393625,6.221119664835168,6.358331668331668,78.94575924075927,66.63736263736263,9.475324675324677,34.67732267732268,9.339509955726095,3.1098615384615385,737,33,140,13,11,239,107,182,0.199,0.6579999999999999,0.14300000000000002,-0.923,0,0,0,0,0,2,17.0,0,0,1,1,8,10,1,1,8,0,13,1,0,3,1,38,37,14,1,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,12,0,2,11,0,1,5,5,6,0,0,3,6,21,3,22,33,1,21,0,3,3,0,8,9,0,3,10,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909187695780332,0.14633466159020492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473617238615773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997843018950964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670842864175137,0.11156600495763463,0.0,0.13443410673826553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082076394557489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648631230009794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767529552873974,0.0,0.07361620750946535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364557909051276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622623244371333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513428545518395,0.0,0.0,0.07118758032486587,0.0,0.0,0.27431206633557986,0.0,0.0,0.09149251453107976,0.06328295290274638,0.0,0.11437941943963775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292767056808636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767236602583602,0.0,0.0,0.09990331735647597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428976295392688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980140712276292,0.11310263318065746,0.0,0.2843751983060652,0.12244991922936538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318080754682926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096614862499237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204189678264922,0.0,0.0,0.12811078527926772,0.0,0.09168364899739563,0.0,0.0,0.10829482691925843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411317926195936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15039701739672948,0.0,0.08299908598486845,0.0,0.308502600407896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089397754913507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266155994242255,0.0,0.1528030471421757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047228506381734,0.0,0.1315463675072721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,confessionboxlate,2018/01/27,"How do you make someone with GAD feel more comfortable? (When meeting them for the very first time IRL) We met on Reddit. And she's so intricately, magnificently, wonderful. And I want to make her happy. She says she's nervous, and that's she gets nervous when she meets people. She has GAD. We're going to a museum tomorrow. **1. What would be some good strategies/approaches to help her feel more comfortable?** **2. Is there anything else I should be aware of?**",0.5494369645042845,2.275801116279069,1.9543329253365973,89.11288249694005,113.41860465116278,5.531456548347614,19.642594859241125,6.8360192770164,1.0568000000000004,360,13,68,8,19,115,64,86,0.043,0.7140000000000001,0.242,0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,1,1,1,5,7,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,16,7,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,3,13,5,7,11,3,7,0,0,0,0,16,1,0,2,5,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312276327137094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347278453938341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841500468762677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390066475695769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680364885279912,0.0,0.15969088561282851,0.23567782363489875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911494645110337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833907128502275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751208299671037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480039406904145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234514381871032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380786250909211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384526444716438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318429737632085,0.16573289189975854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30471745781001336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996044756239093,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,m3eatb4g,2018/01/27,Question about lexapro I've been on escitalopram for a week now (I tapered into taking it as I was worried). I've experienced no real side effects so far except I feel a bit more gassy. Anyway the other night when I was breathing in air I felt a kind of vibration in my left hand side of my chest. It moved to just under my collarbone and disappeared. Hasn't really come back since. Also it feels sometimes like there is a liquid dripping in my chest kind of like there's water in my chest and I can feel it moving sometimes. Just wondering if anyone else has ever had this with or without being on lexapro? Thanks.,2.6462947658402207,5.027293347107438,4.043326446280993,84.03347451790638,78.33884297520662,6.347382920110194,24.13292011019284,7.492282038375204,1.2933300275482096,489,17,91,7,12,161,84,121,0.035,0.87,0.095,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0,5,0,9,6,5,1,1,20,17,8,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,7,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,6,11,5,18,11,2,23,0,0,0,0,1,13,0,4,8,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701604042855522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980098103309808,0.17555231793285642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317455610760052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870527658933845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758939592651693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312788792602374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498175425452973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25989542907815466,0.0,0.16450787199062766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568367787189232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861553033452639,0.0,0.0,0.1674106456115083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642026584105378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607857075295086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193371541536824,0.0,0.0,0.19501603237934698,0.10976119000923894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172956825394206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33890816230335474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882212965837525,0.0,0.0,0.15774167604291772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743410354533853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516022660381238,0.18580482463577425,0.0,0.17399837793667047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dante521,2018/01/27,"Friends trying to force me to move in with them Hey guys, so i’ll hop right in and explain this mess of a situation. So, i’m 18 years old and currently employed at a local gas station not making very much money but the job is nice and doesn’t conflict with my anxiety very much at all. Recently two of my friends had decided they wanted to move out of their houses and get a place between the two of them. However with them being as young as they are with no credit and not making that much money either they were gonna need roommates. However they had never mentioned me being one of their roommates until after they found a house that the two of them really liked but couldn’t afford. Even though they couldn’t afford it they told the homeowner they wanted it and he said that could move in February 1st. Knowing they couldn’t afford it they immediately called me and told me they wanted me to move in. I told them i wanted to see the house first and get an idea of how much it would cost me. Well the house is honestly not that great at all and what they didn’t mention to me was that i had to come up with 600 dollars in ten days. i told them i couldn’t do it. i didn’t have the money and even the thought of having to move out of my house away from my mom gave me panic attacks and caused my anxiety to leak out of my ears. So after i tell my friends i can’t do it they tell me that they can’t pay for the house on their own and that if i don’t move in they will be homeless within a month. i don’t want my friends to be mad at me so of course i tell them to give me a month and i’ll move in with them because i didn’t want them to not have a place to live but i just do not want to do it but i’m to afraid to tell them i don’t want to move. Long story short my friends got a house they can’t pay for and are guilt tripping me to move in. i say yes but my anxiety is saying no no no no.",2.580544376722049,3.206528230024216,3.878423645320197,92.62164648910412,74.20581113801451,7.052483927527763,22.473824830925945,7.0983637204850245,0.4111465141521249,1481,34,356,14,29,487,160,413,0.117,0.777,0.106,-0.4835,8,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,29,1,10,17,2,3,18,1,38,1,1,4,3,66,68,29,0,16,13,1,0,1,5,3,0,4,0,1,16,24,0,1,6,0,8,11,25,6,1,6,17,5,66,11,63,39,8,49,0,0,1,0,55,24,0,1,15,256,82,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460673060760567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672554964370593,0.05510584177883422,0.0,0.0,0.03575394648908853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05989063776415113,0.0,0.0,0.06025215085691545,0.0,0.05052383197969791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046829152885359784,0.0,0.0,0.037825932944364586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774786877235322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988968451118239,0.0,0.06430930736919886,0.22657341668024306,0.0,0.061286895580797376,0.05626470741038704,0.0,0.0,0.04690966632591238,0.06466445607040866,0.0,0.058075077567320776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737388023396176,0.0,0.0662113978885062,0.0,0.0,0.0582034369926897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032233814185317435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028654590248136293,0.0,0.0517911261489237,0.051905510664851835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830183825821704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869295864400461,0.093631540365199,0.5610437804193411,0.17246499187555545,0.04348999662828562,0.045236331302029135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154580647416785,0.0,0.03974437065998335,0.0,0.0,0.06881593063188618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255850726696155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757421654249167,0.0,0.057912149427277834,0.0,0.0,0.05008881209478756,0.055791844691052125,0.09328545350588456,0.0,0.0,0.046738353153636183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592773261886548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505906150128367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05762566560846213,0.046563438228291766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22417945053574664,0.0,0.03982111601319007,0.0,0.17188455836525102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678871223708267,0.2767575470920023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273553353604188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04166496797122729,0.0,0.0,0.03777020976083235 anxiety,rohval,2018/01/27,"I avoid seeing my gf because of Generalized anxiety I recovered 2x times from GAD, now After 6 month free meds my anxiety came back 4 days ago, I feeling really awful , started lexapro , its 4rd day, I have negative thoughrs and constant worry about my relatives, One main problem is that i am avoiding to see my gf , I am afraid that when she will be with me I will hav anxiety attacks or panic attacks, or won't be adequate , I have question guys, what u think can it last forever ? can maybe i will have permament fear of seeing her ? she knows about my disorder...",6.802500000000002,6.5648498055555535,7.6003703703703716,72.63166666666667,64.83333333333333,11.644444444444444,38.37037037037037,11.20814326018867,4.474137037037036,441,22,81,12,6,148,79,108,0.304,0.6559999999999999,0.04,-0.9814,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,5,0,1,14,0,0,0,0,13,22,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,4,0,1,1,2,8,0,1,1,4,18,2,8,15,1,13,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,3,12,54,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690716122316838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803425575365688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.377077224741486,0.0,0.12743398518828472,0.0,0.10102576140362172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895477637705945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909222488843507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137606643044562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899377263259386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648917214982152,0.08379665062754695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640959811696172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107933363407493,0.13508978531949395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649524519059025,0.0,0.18408555595824652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228186795651986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230103811499384,0.0,0.0,0.1944451584080879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857854611059394,0.0,0.0,0.18565238970946388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616908643940162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961893590296496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730256342069245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619129642054384,0.0,0.0,0.0966368616355402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830401370392473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lugiarcanine,2018/01/27,"Intense panic attacks after drinking alcohol Even after having only 1 or 2 drinks I’ll go to bed and almost without fail a couple of hours later I will be having a massive panic attack coupled with nausea. Just looking for better ways to cope I guess? If it’s possible to get past it (my friends all drink socially so we get together fairly regularly), or if I should just stop drinking all together? Also good ways to manage nausea while anxious? Edit: thankyou so much for the advice everyone! I will definitely be giving drinking a miss from now on and focusing on having fun and managing my anxiety instead of caving to peer pressure. 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This week I'm finally going to my doctor again and asking about medication. It's been far too long that I've let anxiety keep me inside whenever all I want to do is be my normal self again and go out, do things, and above all; live my life again. I'm a little nervous about the medication route though. With those of you who have experience with this - any helpful tips to put my mind at ease? I'm a mixed bag of excited and slightly scared. 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I tapered off according to my doctor and I finally stopped taking it altogether a few days ago. The mood swings, anxiety, and depression have not been fun :( was wondering if anyone could relate! 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Hey, I need some advice / personal experiences. Who here has been on the antidepressant Cymbalta? I've literally had every psych tell me I should be an antidepressants (not 'cuz I'm depressed but 'cuz my anxiety is SO physiological that it ruins my quality of life...) and this is the first time I've actually thought about it seriously? I need help though. I don't want to be dependent on a drug my entire life so it's really scary for me. Please share <3 ",2.857930402930407,5.8846205714285755,5.132335164835165,71.77308150183153,85.04395604395604,10.066300366300368,26.264652014652015,9.725611199111238,3.702713553113553,396,17,70,16,12,137,69,91,0.172,0.715,0.112,-0.7147,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,9,3,0,3,0,12,14,7,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,9,1,6,8,1,4,0,2,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,45,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.22010142572276853,0.0,0.0,0.22040200740769533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17254290763061106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942633793920234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26156301965134593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003315233592985,0.0,0.0,0.22062833455846534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185024078982169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023589221772119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31862116186074085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344806208672249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969390205211194,0.0,0.24758297592170175,0.0,0.2542704565674493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444912422637223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19713809934164966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159887221133265,0.17905919677839327,0.1315183228420869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303351827695964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Drakan7,2018/01/27,"Anyone else felt their confidence / happiness literally crumble like a house of cards? So after some good news a couple weeks ago that one of the main sources of my anxiety (neighbours) had moved out after years, I've been making a conscious effort to overcome my issues and rebuild my life. It had been going well, improving my social skills again by talking to friends and co workers I've been to shy to for months. I felt on top of the world ... which is always a bad thing isn't it as the drop is bigger. After lunch at work I was relying a message to a coworker who made a snarky remark about whether the message was going anywhere . It hindsight I know he was just being himself, something generally overlook but in that moment I felt my confidence and happiness crumble like a house of cards and no matter what I did I just felt glum. Anyone else had this happen and how do you cope with it to get back on track?",4.72328552803129,6.176693384180791,5.253333333333334,81.64928292046937,69.96045197740114,7.7060408518035635,29.43459365493264,8.139509932561175,2.0893454150369406,727,28,133,10,13,233,113,177,0.073,0.769,0.158,0.9286,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,5,8,8,0,0,12,0,15,2,0,3,0,24,26,10,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,11,7,1,0,6,0,0,3,2,1,1,1,15,4,14,7,24,10,2,22,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,12,94,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141158201921527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113966202646614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477817245319017,0.0,0.0,0.1915388144458044,0.28067452002569543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531795465858372,0.11436040579009435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154963361614693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288340690624944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260331342258646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058191447889886,0.0,0.07155877962378736,0.0,0.1556812106619235,0.11488009716035052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111806977759855,0.2916044758088769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31607941385088223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295631517117258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527261362685032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967427276586526,0.13382877297630835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959999338067035,0.09142548231489807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932449260700268,0.14557256712007222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281131420972084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961899861913213,0.0,0.10544267289164408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008761753503578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099373996151996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986539939194402,0.0,0.12314836269275335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997124580038339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882012407711665 anxiety,DistinctWhereas,2018/01/27,"Is it normal to get screened for psychosis When i dont have any symptoms of it Ok, let me explain what is going on. Hope some of you can relate to this. My anxiety is through the roof. Couple of years back I had stress-induced panic anxiety, with all the classic symptoms (rapid heartbeat, crazy tensions, panic attacks, fatique etc.). My doctor had a hard time telling me what was going on, and I kept coming to the worst conclusions -> this gave me some crazy health anxiety and the fear of dying. I came over this in a year, and haven't had any of this for 2 years straight. Now, 4 months ago I start to feel a little depressed, nothing major, I assumed it was due to the winter coming, messed up sleeping pattern and life just being a bit boring. This threw me right back into the health anxiety. Thoughts racing constantly about why I got depressed, what is happening to me, am I going crazy etc. I went to the doctor, saying that I felt off, a bit emotionally numb, and racing thoughts 24/7. I took a depression test there, but kinda showed nothing, so the doctor kept asking me questions about hallucinations and delusions, which I have had nothing of, never. I went back a couple of more times assuming something physical was wrong with me or atleast something crazy that messed with my cognitive abilities. Got the same questions again and again. So I slowly started thinking about the questions, what if I am gonna hallucinate, see stuff that isnt there etc. Now I am stuck here with some 24/7 dp/dr, constant hyperawareness and crazy anxiety about hallucinating or going psychotic or something. It's like my brain is in super defence mode, recognizing everything that changes in my surroundings, telling me to reality check everything so I am sure that I am not going crazy. I feel so off. I went to my doctor again and told her about the fear of going crazy or developing schizophrenia. And she sent me to a psyciatrist, with the reference of me being psychotic. When I read the reference I had a fullblown panic attack, I just froze. This made my anxiety 100x worse than before, thinking that I must be super crazy. Recently I went to the psyciatrist who asked me the same questions about delusions and halluciations, and I described again the same things. That I've never had them, never had any delusions. But I am starting to think whenever I see something, delusional thoughts pop up in my head, because of my obsession about the fear: ""what if I thought someone were actually following me"" etc.. all kinds of intruisive thoughts that I know for a fact that is no were near real, but just scary that that they pop up in my head all the damn time. I used some metaphors there at the interview and I think she might have gotten the totally wrong idea of what I told her. Because now I am being sent off to an interview about schizophrenia and psychosis, because she thinks I am that apparently, even though I don't have any symptoms at all. She even gave me a temporary diagnosis as a schizophrenic wtf. This is throwing me off, what the f is happening. Am I losing control, I can't believe this is happening. Is this normal to get screened for??? I feel so detatched right now, stuck in full blown overanalyzing mode of my surroundings, I can't relax. What if I am going schizophrenic or psycotic???? Sorry for my grammar my anxiety has never been worse. 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I have a high stress, long distance marriage. Last week my therapist warned me that my frequent distrust could cause my marriage to dissolve. She said the more I keep harping on issues without reason, I could likely bring about that reality I’m so afraid of (him leaving me or not loving me). The issue is that I have panic attack like episodes that can last hours and I can’t control them. In these times, I accuse my husband of not loving me and he has gotten entirely fed up. He has been very understanding, but he’s at his breaking point because this has been happening more often lately. She has mentioned medication before, but only as a recommendation. I’ve avoided it because I already have some side effects from the birth control implant I’m taking and it scares me to think of an SSRI or benzo side effect on top of that. I’m going to see a psychiatrist once I discuss with my therapist, but what advice can you all give for first-timers? Does anyone else here struggle with these issues and did medication help you? Thank you! TL:DR what’s something to ask on the first trip to the psych and what medication has worked well for you",3.8313906009245002,6.280938741525425,4.6436363636363645,80.87647919876736,74.72033898305084,6.494298921417568,26.828967642526965,7.520522993642371,1.6758033898305085,997,38,173,13,22,321,145,236,0.118,0.825,0.056,-0.8673,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,4,1,7,6,15,2,7,9,0,17,7,0,6,2,32,37,12,0,2,8,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,13,8,1,4,5,0,0,3,4,9,1,1,6,2,28,6,27,29,5,27,0,0,1,2,24,11,0,4,14,116,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322851523121555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475152288336522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954927303947401,0.0,0.0,0.07270967364320799,0.10654630399629364,0.0,0.0,0.09721320001781153,0.11829948495197068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267782274479464,0.0,0.08848472479624299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682262569108544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233259067071434,0.16604927787500715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099915553670143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686725209259928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690147218280433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975318214932036,0.0590978390064684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195478578381047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969985839026434,0.10986728790111702,0.0,0.0,0.10240560818243613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256041983367061,0.0,0.0924278456626603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952550806031422,0.11730113199776228,0.1101065300854257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160495600155887,0.0,0.0,0.09202464738932584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877034813401713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190212303643155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074206888104096,0.0,0.07908630489253073,0.0,0.12200557648026195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830071200070503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691528658470996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891483137590586,0.0,0.10410847680108494,0.0,0.08286365770087029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005377245548584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911601246097088,0.21741822151554047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781847938531966,0.0,0.0,0.09573665996812236,0.0,0.24147233392924064,0.0,0.06663025422203532,0.0,0.0,0.060635276854478774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825345750670323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579962898733083,0.0,0.0,0.08341157751844833,0.0,0.0934962168059054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023913052835312,0.0,0.0757033011883055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669638000000475 anxiety,RustCohleIsGod,2018/01/27,"Looking in the mirror and smiling decreases my anxiety I’ve noticed over the last couple of weeks that whenever I’m feeling particularly anxious ie: feeling very self conscious and ruminating & worrying over insignificant nonsense , if I stand up and look in the mirror and smile it makes me way less anxious. I think it’s because when I see the real me in the mirror, the anxiety filled loser “idea” of me that I believe to be true when I’m anxious is confirmed as bullshit. It mind fucks the anxiety in a sense lol Anyway thought it might be a useful tip! 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When I applied for the job it seemed like I was just going to be working the register, but once I got the job k realize it’s so much more. I have to schedule appointments and it’s always so busy that I’m scared I’m gonna mess up. I also have to answer the phone, answered everyone’s questions, and I’m also required to know everything about every dog food or treat brand we carry. Im also working alone (starting today) other than the groomers in another room. I have to open and close and I’m gonna be there alone for a while. This is my first job since I really bad period of anxiety that was so awful I could barely leave the house. I wanna throw up and quit. Everyday at this job in vibrating with this nervous energy that makes me run away. Every time someone walks through the door or the phone rings my heart drops to my stomach. I feel stupid because this may not be hard for most people but it’s exhausting for me, especially after 10 hours. I don’t want my parents to hate my either :( Idk what to do I thought I was well enough but I’m not sure anymore. 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The last week of school I was too anxious to attend and on the days I did I just felt like crying and was too tired to focus on anything and just put my face into my arms to pretend to sleep. I skipped on some tests and am quite scared on confronting unfamiliar teachers about retaking them. I'm lucky that my mum told them about my condition with a medical certificate but I'm just scared of the unknown and what will happen next. Like what if I breakdown on the firstday back and have to take a test? I don't know how to calm myself down and don't have anybody in real life to help me out right now...,4.2473469387755065,5.0658760816326565,4.832795918367349,86.59613265306123,70.49659863945578,8.05687074829932,26.264625850340128,8.238735603445708,1.4442005442176868,572,17,121,8,10,183,89,147,0.109,0.789,0.102,0.2212,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,14,9,1,4,7,0,10,6,3,1,0,24,21,12,0,1,5,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,2,2,0,5,2,5,0,0,5,1,14,4,26,15,1,24,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,3,10,82,17,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685742154327597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279395376678492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442190058867549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853836018035694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639093052622973,0.09623346453441037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327297682662446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960840704706992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195325750777112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001788687810713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200648001924983,0.12163283742408935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539730428487566,0.1458010565633866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032174736798784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869536405752685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000561453209998,0.0,0.15871203885738866,0.0,0.169843103249784,0.09559306945233807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743162024276292,0.0,0.0,0.4481806748059649,0.4530506841129329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932607229354924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219359763131774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150449485371466,0.0,0.14258448849236818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969392646183523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,exxtortion,2018/01/27,"Double standards. Does anyone ever have the issue of feeling like you’re better than the people that you surround yourself with but at the same time, deep down, you know that you’re on the same level or worse off than them? I consistently, especially when I am either drunk or high lecture people on their mistakes and downfalls when at the same time I’m literally on the same boat. 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I'm a wreck... Hello everyone. I've been lurking in this reddit for a while and haven't felt confident enough to post my issues and thoughts until now, so here it is. I'm a 24 year old Male who is 5'6 and 198 pounds. I've been dealing with ""Anxiety"" for about maybe a year now... (or so since I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression.) I had a couple ""Panic Attacks"" at my last 2 jobs, (which caused me to be unemployed till this day at the moment...) The reason for the quotation marks is because I'm not sure what's what. Let me explain to you what I've been told my symptoms are panic attacks. At my old job last year, I was working in a location I hate, but I was fine usually but was dealing with a particularly stressful customer and working for a shitty boss. Anyway, just outta nowhere when I was finishing up with him, something ""clicked"" or something, like someone set off a switch, and my entire left leg, and arm went tingly and shaking like crazy. My heart rate was 120+ and I was freaking out after he left. Called my parents and I tried to eat something and to no avail, so I left early. The same thing happened at my next job, I felt twinging and tingling in my hands when I was fixing a phone, and my leg felt ""weak."" So basically I've been diagnosed with Health anxiety as all my symptoms, mainly are all Physical. Here's my Symptoms... (apologies for the list) - Lightheadedness - Dizziness (when I turn sometimes I feel like I'm on a delay?) - Low Grade Fever (99-100.2) - Shakiness - Headaches - Heart Flutters(?) (Basically I feel almost like I get an extra pulse in the middle of my throat and it makes me gasp.) - Rapid Heart Rate - Random Pains. (Chest, Legs, Neck, Sides, Ribs, etc) - Blurry Vision (Slightly but still noticeable) - Stuttering - Increased Body Temperature (Could be related to the low grade fever I mentioned) - Random Sharp Pains That Happen Rarely around my chest that sometimes makes me see ""stars"". - My Left Side of my Body feels heavier than my right. I am Left Handed but yeah. - Feeling Weird of sluggish whenever I eat food. (Even Healthy foods) I also have a couple of pre-existing medical things. - Asthma - GERD So bacially by the Left side feeling heavier thing... My left arm feels like it's usually always more worn out but it's more so my left leg that feels heavier than my right left. I've had fears of blood clots, heart attacks, strokes, seizures, tumors, you name it. After my mom had a seizure a couple years ago, I've been conscious of it ever since. I had a Sonagram on my legs and apparently it's all normal, as well as having EKG's on my heart and all came back fine. All my blood work came back great, but part of me still feels like something is... wrong. I'll think of more stuff if I remember but I was curious if I should ask you guys if this is just Anxiety... or something more. Thank you so much for your time, and I hope to hear from you guys soon. :) ",3.1471211646292616,5.309940756660748,3.763961968446349,87.73889945320936,75.71403197158081,6.760268867760249,25.959286734231878,7.724431198458867,1.4380215163863057,2278,84,448,33,51,718,272,563,0.14,0.757,0.103,-0.941,7,0,5,0,0,0,131.0,0,6,0,3,28,33,4,6,24,1,34,43,23,5,7,83,69,48,0,7,17,2,15,6,0,1,16,1,0,3,22,27,4,1,17,0,0,5,3,20,1,0,27,18,60,13,54,37,17,74,0,3,2,0,26,33,0,12,40,270,82,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045194511837987734,0.0,0.05105341867913224,0.0,0.0,0.040772131797150064,0.0424230275973814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950142760906028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538684242990409,0.047663444563515116,0.17400602825133446,0.0,0.07840756984480618,0.0,0.031079560258888486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326414272370347,0.0,0.0,0.05206067771853537,0.1166249294080462,0.0,0.052374927446306674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04070682041819949,0.16923949749926645,0.0,0.032880660115431753,0.10512516337351507,0.04391270881345516,0.10349599655748956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433934838246968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052680417978239975,0.05686097927151504,0.033674653854197635,0.04611822448565147,0.0,0.04871769011468828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737151972855928,0.20623357975135287,0.10926959708095724,0.1468587900546139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330085252781199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02663719604862222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056210378332972315,0.0,0.10096495911823368,0.0901705084032523,0.0,0.0,0.05033644773693298,0.0,0.10838786817372087,0.05746301928783928,0.3020832457028739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506389206534706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642874050181038,0.15178217273224154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831180297948639,0.0,0.0,0.4985513874939543,0.05213490808409895,0.0,0.14945014216808158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806484149297151,0.0,0.05122058902427491,0.0,0.0,0.051361325367198486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971220402730154,0.0,0.0,0.03747933189124211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422238877832808,0.0,0.049953795755609764,0.0,0.05804597131218854,0.10699890718802448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10850179437666284,0.11963819789784108,0.05661203921171917,0.055211035973831056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488288726333009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05242035890382138,0.0,0.0,0.05775528090595816,0.08708063901539828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040627891628213855,0.0,0.0,0.057597754675954564,0.0,0.08434949102789269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04319883777474906,0.19625105154614794,0.10084956635254304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081432266677623,0.0,0.05840235128069261,0.0,0.058364833496689035,0.0,0.0,0.04805210586620198,0.15897664919310284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046939499823590164,0.0,0.0,0.10161512409638572,0.032668685196897355,0.0,0.04047584466567563,0.029729359350554412,0.0,0.0,0.04871769011468828,0.0,0.03461499767825156,0.055456285380426434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123040220540976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584101486022644,0.04726296327385946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135154790098796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055743335929996585,0.0,0.13132888819542146 anxiety,lilmayo13,2018/01/27,"Anxiety over $5.... I had a coworker (who is very toxic and immature) that recently got fired at work. He owed me $5. We were not good friends and I know he did not like me. I messaged him to pay me back the $5 as he promised he will when he gets his final check. He blocked me. I know its just $5 but how do I get over it. I am overthinking about it and really stressed and having anxiety over it. I feel like this is such a stupid thing to be stressed about. How do I deal with this? How do I let this go?",-1.119863852961199,0.7244021327433643,1.4796460176991175,99.93620149761743,89.61946902654867,5.954799183117768,19.311776718856365,7.321109707123232,0.20269012933968694,383,12,102,7,13,131,69,113,0.245,0.74,0.015,-0.9699,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,9,8,1,2,3,0,13,0,0,3,0,17,21,10,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,1,3,0,3,1,2,3,0,0,4,2,16,5,10,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0,6,66,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33538792729058525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855786702715478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22599442049018756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108384444928864,0.15660265330110698,0.0,0.2401322844813047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693600050826266,0.0,0.2290548710246672,0.0,0.12458128763726532,0.18386175656367787,0.17532112645396675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094260545852603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241556248129172,0.0,0.21418847900033086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043062945890153,0.0,0.2164420271595978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022053753600046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14563244007594586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808700358209607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958645694978033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SbusinessS,2018/01/27,"Need help falling asleep Hey guys, so lately I’ve been having trouble falling asleep at night, and I haven’t been getting to sleep till around 1 or 2am every night, which is tough while I’m working, going to school, and working out everyday. I find myself so tired but then I try and sleep and I get those anxiety butterflies in my stomach and I can’t relax enough to get to sleep. Does anyone relate? Is there any tips you can give to help me relax before I go to sleep? I sometimes listen to podcasts and I’ll eventually fall asleep, but it usually takes a while. Thanks in advance! ",3.81384099616858,5.372346801724142,4.491839080459774,85.81484674329505,72.36206896551724,6.879693486590037,25.819923371647512,7.3871296695380915,1.2541601532567053,463,15,90,5,9,148,78,116,0.086,0.765,0.15,0.9096,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,0,8,9,8,0,0,13,19,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,8,0,0,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,2,1,11,3,13,17,1,20,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,9,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278033023074673,0.0,0.11562162716154308,0.0,0.0,0.10568054811564194,0.0,0.0,0.13454657470902326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860894221882133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226356485066545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561679423757793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273419034687667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813915119836134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368931145890967,0.144987185853012,0.17179260215912007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14965228563735108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026118085582641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049241597396125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206833757973217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283669157870841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529616707268734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6049962964958553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948124816769398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136384122594136,0.0,0.0,0.1391493345141305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737131075391115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102614086414193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645927194386415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006332755671745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MML72795,2018/01/27,Quick question Can seroquell be absorbed through the skin? My friend gave me the rest of his prescription of 150mg of seroquell XR and he had 50mg of the XR too. I take seroquell every day so I didn't need them and didn't want to get caught with someone else's prescription so I went to flush them and they didn't actually flush all the way so I had to scoop them out of the toilet and had half-dissolved pills all over my hands. I just want to make sure I'm not going to over dose or anything. I've got some minor cuts on my hands and didn't know if it could be absorbed through the skin :/ I know that it was a stupid thing to accept them from my friend but he wouldn't take no for an answer :/,2.1010178970917224,3.441551624161076,2.7947818791946344,97.14080816554814,76.38255033557047,5.772035794183445,21.812639821029077,5.985473137389443,-0.06564474272930676,548,14,131,3,12,171,88,149,0.076,0.845,0.08,0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,0,6,6,2,0,8,0,13,6,4,1,3,27,28,11,0,6,5,0,4,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,5,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,12,4,17,4,20,12,4,10,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,4,2,82,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.22773247091721616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19204110836447494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863245132190002,0.0,0.0,0.15050237103726605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19494813428829602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966217129013911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36059743958776624,0.0,0.12192459485387973,0.0,0.13262781056432935,0.0,0.18664486126491245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565047354998649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577424530111791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303862983595847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614243825534965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773105188063456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21994558019238106,0.0,0.3509257936500161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503862611094116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752917363668732,0.18523581549971171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163334923931369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,QuackersParty,2018/01/27,"Question from an outsider, I guess. So, I don’t really suffer from anxiety or panic attacks at all, but I’m really hoping I can here from some people about their opinions and feelings and things. At one point, when I was in college, I walked into a bathroom to find a girl having a panic attack on the floor. Of course, I really didn’t know what was going on with her but my mind immediately jumped to thinking something horrible must have happened to her. I was really overwhelmed by the situation though and I’m pretty sure I could have handled it better. I ended up just kind of kneeling by her and at one point I held her hand, I think. I only really asked her if she was hurt at all and if she and anybody I should call. It turned out she’d texted her friend, but I was so afraid that anything I’d do would make her feel worse. It just seems like the causes of panic attacks and things that could make them worse are so specific and personal, that a lot of things could be the wrong thing to do in a situation like I was in. Idk. This took place probably 4 years ago and I still think about how I probably could have helped better. I just kind of wanted to ask if anybody had any tips, or like things they wish other people knew for dealing with panic attacks.",6.1664652738565815,5.73275144268775,6.569319593450029,80.15099802371545,66.19367588932806,9.442010163749297,29.1386222473179,8.841846274778883,2.0677286278938465,997,28,200,14,14,324,137,253,0.193,0.662,0.145,-0.9323,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,2,13,23,4,6,10,0,26,1,1,4,4,57,49,23,0,13,11,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,10,0,0,4,2,13,0,2,11,3,32,10,32,29,4,25,0,3,0,0,22,16,0,12,8,147,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07369116729154951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056532353867007834,0.0,0.06359546351623073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841024187746055,0.0,0.1554336898078497,0.3782968865356551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704632860478728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488668103819147,0.0,0.0,0.08539907575867288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265495343691108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570505229130154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362994258271031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406769211863625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598079672347366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422728517004178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047245616720582265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157885430252104,0.0,0.07351301905116439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05572137408653573,0.0,0.0,0.08256845846052073,0.0,0.0,0.08899412103844143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313758396801598,0.0456869655348903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184173454216815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067553246227705,0.0,0.0,0.11098200682224003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393924035871758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126642774639847,0.06322534481151926,0.0,0.3901481882293012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526599930716362,0.07258732605391127,0.08685485163688418,0.0,0.15717250717195685,0.0,0.0,0.08457474623411906,0.17925989850331062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931264425385851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662812297527081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567990673414504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868868530813558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399878428811281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663890209521729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835057019293162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761447797017784,0.15980216058110105,0.0816763968248642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236229118144784,0.0,0.09042333321325836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049033184697052375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559726297131077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694364505084064,0.0590543193172851,0.09089137876147302,0.0,0.05353403918220582 anxiety,me2saucy,2018/01/27,"How do I not overthink things? I notice every little thing people do like: - rubbing their face - clearing their throats - scratching - sighing/breathing pattern - where their eyes are looking My thoughts tend to snowball into this never-ending abyss that leads to me thinking they’re doing those things because of me. It makes me anxious and not want to engage in socializing. When I drink, all my anxiety is gone and I can actually hold conversations. Though I don’t want alcohol to be my “solution” to this. Any suggestions on not overthinking the little things? 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I was just prescribed 10mg of Adderall twice daily with 10mg (then up to 20mg) Viibryd. I’ll be taking this while also tapering off of my Wellbutrin since that’s what the doctor instructed. I have CAPD (or ADHD, doctors seem to like to argue about which one it is), depression, social anxiety, and PTSD. I’m honestly very weary and afraid of most medications. I took Lexapro in the past, and while it worked, it killed my labido and I gained a ton of weight and wanted to sleep constantly. I started Wellbutrin (only stayed at 150mg instead of the 300 they wanted me to take) last year and it has worked wonders for my depression. Only problem - it made my anxiety *much* worse and it was already high to begin with. That’s why I couldn’t up the dose. My friend gave me some Adderall to try after I explained my problems, and that’s why I wanted to get a prescription. My social anxiety completely vanished while taking it and I think the focus was what helped. I think my inability to focus on people and constantly zoning out and having brain fog is where it stems from and my therapist agreed. The high felt great, but I know that can’t be sustained and I don’t care. But after a while, is it more than just the high that fades? I hope it will still work for its intended purpose after some time without me having to get my dosage upped. I have POTS and chronic fatigue, so it helped me not to feel so dead. I took provigil for a couple of years and it kept me running, but it’s too expensive. I’m nervous about the Adderall because I know in some ppl it can cause paranoia and hallucinations and I already have mild flare ups of that with my ptsd if I’m not careful. I’m just terrified because I don’t like taking medicine, but I’m also optimistic because of how much the Wellbutrin helped me (minus the severe anxiety). I’m hoping the Viibryd and Adderall combo will do the same but lessen my anxiety and give me the focus and energy that I desperately need with going through cosmetology school. But the reviews I read online about angry outbursts and ppl having severe hallucinations after being 4 hours late have me afraid. I know everyone’s chemistry is different, but I am trying to see if I want to chance it. Here’s what I found: https://www.drugs.com/drug-interactions/adderall-with-viibryd-190-1645-3296-15039.html",6.326090169992608,7.497494975609758,6.3377450110864775,76.40011345158908,65.98447893569845,8.762779009608279,30.776127124907607,8.936278230431713,2.5452695639320018,1938,71,340,31,30,614,214,451,0.13699999999999998,0.78,0.083,-0.9731,1,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,1,4,16,20,2,3,18,0,28,9,2,5,0,78,70,43,2,14,18,0,3,2,1,3,6,0,0,0,28,26,1,1,12,1,1,4,7,11,0,2,10,4,45,9,50,53,9,42,0,3,1,0,12,14,0,13,25,233,73,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075612838118484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666686169270843,0.12078099622215167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888494849981225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810242749475274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430136136808268,0.0,0.0,0.15398815920258005,0.15515244445643653,0.0,0.0,0.07917758771818115,0.16321296442211147,0.0,0.0,0.08355754370736859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512668887501392,0.0,0.0,0.07889864395280152,0.0,0.15458862500153492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757513659453509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215922845252623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818339898922408,0.0,0.0725076589692241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279991749445019,0.05834384158379256,0.0,0.07890848316011374,0.0724422843599266,0.04291775325979327,0.0,0.0,0.08325718074857938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246840662369972,0.23936190727447995,0.0,0.15000979871668593,0.07436851665442143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354779135701743,0.0,0.12450563989532375,0.06155600651808371,0.08518587354138933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378707081268693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145551495563797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607490425082361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102659694338822,0.05599450965912068,0.0,0.07293428253485094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511719181272293,0.11486736492124225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208902065695008,0.052353615646139266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167772047662736,0.17654943722377006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553691125204487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07642670475858075,0.06017685375975713,0.06874736302310194,0.0,0.1706242446318972,0.0,0.06246800883423787,0.0,0.07557101251673258,0.15395907335607287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05345094998437384,0.08049051501235029,0.06030755482007151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271159655020228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768044839598325,0.0,0.09677581645669377,0.0,0.0,0.044034264105578265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678031656091251,0.15381218933831642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230900094768323,0.17816629507161866,0.0,0.0,0.09195872280623643,0.0,0.0,0.1362837464627378,0.0,0.0,0.07279518749443956,0.08189439627724775,0.16493068051079995,0.0,0.0769577400073077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972602685328519 anxiety,xnikkkiiii,2018/01/27,"Tips for dealing with anxiety / do you have any tips? I know that types of anxiety vary from person to person, but I mainly dealt with social anxiety pretty badly and wanted to share some tips as to how I overcame it: 1) remember that we are all human. Regardless of what someone’s career title is, income, social status, etc. we’re all the same underneath it all. Idk about you, but I used to be very easily intimidated based on these factors. 2) go to the doctor if you feel the need to. You don’t need to share this with anyone. I got prescribed Zoloft and .25mg Xanax for occasional anxiety and feel a lot better. 3) force yourself to go to out into social settings. Get comfortable with being uncomfortable. Stepping out of your comfort zone is the only way to get comfortable at times. 4) if you have trouble presenting during work or school, remind yourself that honestly, half the people probably aren’t even paying attention. You’re usually your own worst critic. Most people won’t even notice if you stutter a bit. I have in past presentations and have asked people how I sounded & they said I didn’t sound nervous at all... 5) stop texting so much and communicate with people directly face to face or just try calling them. Texting is not a good form of communication. Hiding behind a screen is easy and texts can be misinterpreted. 6) stop comparing yourself to others. I feel like this gets escalated with social media. People can easily put on a front through social media making you think their life is great. Clearly, they don’t want to show anyone what goes on behind the scenes. 7) talk to someone you trust. Do not exploit your problems to the world. Me, being someone who’s dealt with is, is open to talk to you as well. You can message me (: or anyone you feel comfortable with. 8) if you’re hesitant to reach out for medical help, try doing natural remedies like taking deep breaths, meditating, etc. 9) know that you’re not alone. I do feel like social media has had a big impact on social anxiety. I’m not sure if this was still such a big issue 10+ years ago, but people are definitely either more open about it now, or I think it’s more common now because of the impact social media has had. Do you guys have any tips for others dealing with anxiety? These are things I consistently remind myself of when I’m feeling down! 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This has been a huge issue for and its affecting the people around me. I can't stop it. It's natural at this point.,-0.08241935483870932,2.193832935483872,2.6583064516129045,89.80745967741936,90.61290322580645,6.970967741935485,17.427419354838708,8.07648339933343,0.8059612903225815,115,3,26,3,4,40,27,31,0.146,0.695,0.159,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3331459267399132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906011025221288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594454303279661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537703139178824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904057159531056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6257496151246313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,babygorilla90,2018/01/27,"Ativan long term ? So i have anxiety disorder and ssri's are for sure helping but not 100%. I have a full 30 days of Ativan but i have always been scared to take it because addiction runs in my family. So can Ativan be taken daily for years (0.5mg twice/day) ? How would i stop from being addicted to it ? Thanks.",1.0876190476190466,3.404483793650794,3.4660317460317493,86.24285714285719,84.07936507936509,6.774603174603175,18.52380952380953,7.957251820313856,0.90932380952381,241,6,48,5,7,83,51,63,0.162,0.73,0.108,-0.5516,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,9,2,0,1,1,8,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,7,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380072607989556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20532317714190326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887698875948327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042193869543888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182781608845017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828070843356904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326223354901616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539729316164914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21837386666019007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470487122322041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630149445403592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325673485269278,0.0,0.1855319877023816,0.0,0.0,0.2271824474363125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752904468833406,0.0,0.0,0.15890464508279314 anxiety,Neogic178,2018/01/27,"I am sick and tired about everything in this life. I been suffering of depression and Anxiety at least for 6 years in a row and at this point and I can’t control my self anymore. When I go to school every morning, I feel like it’s a nightmare because everybody tell me a lot of bad things about myself, I don’t even now a lot of English to communicate to people(I can understand and write but I can’t speak very well). I cry everyday single day and I have a lot of flashbacks about all the shit that happened to me in the past and I can’t hold this anymore.",3.685517241379313,4.461577034482762,4.916724137931039,85.63818965517244,71.75862068965517,8.558620689655173,30.017241379310345,8.841846274778883,2.218451724137932,440,18,95,8,8,146,74,116,0.152,0.782,0.066,-0.7519,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,7,0,8,4,1,1,1,17,12,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,6,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,1,2,14,2,17,11,6,13,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,3,7,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792580344921873,0.0,0.3576099991201678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053947288901398,0.10990665415602786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022170851371457,0.0,0.0,0.19804648453496804,0.11627588388079398,0.0,0.1552885195418585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908368407235675,0.0,0.15190699854226208,0.0,0.16203825117805035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116298033290676,0.12880336482786064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246626544324268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943499199470146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734826469844918,0.08808342713567925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4598431583051379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211275439943732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043782003638971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18246898828419225,0.0,0.0,0.1880878540086849,0.0,0.1850710611180908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758648741656558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978052679482293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072235144512969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769429980031188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876292782525127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210758853846233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610459233783607 anxiety,thesunsethm,2018/01/27,Does anyone else get dizzy & almost light-headed when going into stores with fluorescent lights? I have trouble going to stores now and I’m not sure if it’s anxiety. I’m absolutely petrified of having a seizure although I’ve never had one. I do get migraines so I wonder if they are related. I honestly just think I’m going to die right now though.,2.7481366459627314,5.2282832753623225,4.671677018633542,79.12565217391305,78.56521739130434,7.421118012422363,24.349896480331264,8.418075326091056,1.9658679089026918,282,10,50,6,7,96,53,69,0.228,0.7290000000000001,0.043,-0.8991,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,12,15,7,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,1,1,5,2,5,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420329177418143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618875634879074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490387309874304,0.0,0.0,0.16900594756791062,0.24765561670808506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085191415902075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151791417504925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191374155482414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25256205938443704,0.0,0.4121000320885233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480593431846676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641800803199546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16378574910178526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641498341357256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278043603608701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487498000257868,0.2374742045839935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621190592886952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kittenattack776,2018/01/27,"Pregnancy and anxiety. Help! Ive struggled with anxiety all my life. Been on and off medications. Nothing so far has helped my day to day anxiety but a couple things have helped my bad panic attacks. (normally only because they make me tired and naps fix everything). I found out yesterday I am pregnant. I have mixed feelings. I am happy and excited because I've always wanted my own family. But that excitement keeps getting over shadowed by so many doubts. I'm already a basket case. And my doctor says I can't take my anxiety medication at all now. My main panic is thinking that the pregnancy isn't real. I took 3 tests at home and a 4th at the doctors. All positive. But I won't have an ultrasound for many weeks. What if the positives were wrong? I looked it up and there are multiple things that result in false positives. I wish I could have an ultrasound right now just so I could see the baby and know he or she is there! And of course all the other scary things like ""can I even care for a little human? Will I be a good mom? How will we afford having a baby? What if my boyfriend gets too scared and leaves? Birth is absolutely terrifying how am I gonna get through that? I avoid doctors at all costs because I panic at being touched. How am I gonna handle all the things doctors have to do to you while pregnant?"" My friends keep telling me I'm just over thinking everything and I need to just relax and be happy. I wish I could just flip the switch and be a happy mommy to be. But I'm losing my mind and I don't know how to handle all these new fears. If someone could give me some advice I'd appreciate it so much. I was hoping maybe someone here would understand...",2.2467426503844408,4.505651620895524,3.7971506105834494,85.91986883763005,79.05970149253731,7.045680687471732,24.479873360470386,8.101407402915765,1.5673184079601992,1323,48,262,25,33,438,180,335,0.163,0.649,0.188,0.9401,2,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,1,1,19,23,1,8,16,0,37,8,0,6,7,67,66,31,0,14,12,1,2,1,1,6,8,1,1,1,14,17,0,3,7,2,1,1,4,12,0,0,5,5,40,11,24,46,11,25,0,1,2,0,14,15,0,7,10,183,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125333373281109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917582237372784,0.0,0.06918755984576161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544384531127485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459526405815827,0.0,0.0,0.0694268760021971,0.15206262191842232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477708776562037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655544154504138,0.09200402489440968,0.0,0.10724989555648798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404306797922192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491986924965297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945993042562802,0.0,0.07838653181887541,0.09356700074152656,0.04204319843892145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116981342933696,0.06424157551004428,0.0,0.1303275155107807,0.07976517065892202,0.0,0.06974237460569464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26554454284852896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16720131567572288,0.0,0.08340634878704392,0.08258682964562936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781529218552025,0.0,0.0,0.09139426144088217,0.0,0.0,0.08804396986332683,0.0,0.0,0.05873138793858119,0.04062294796332883,0.08333826334196846,0.0,0.0,0.06982515788635618,0.09302371394308034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055503349959845,0.16860233904037078,0.08353547045451623,0.0,0.0,0.16752999367824592,0.0,0.0,0.0839579165378695,0.09738441416463788,0.0,0.0,0.061124904681827484,0.06165475948730759,0.0,0.08030690286316526,0.0,0.0,0.08146946196686672,0.07978478154474247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323941222339476,0.0,0.29267624609871845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464303905433924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710097471173524,0.0,0.06612431185875275,0.08324777455869405,0.0,0.06625987918900138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090565162738578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692655797980754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625185411659106,0.0,0.07267686880741113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096497673784268,0.10655847732481022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556882966606699,0.0,0.0,0.09238284145912028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656220610100485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904409440433443,0.0,0.06669800975100286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123706603714846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059067458690986265,0.09091160176642113,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cryptiiix,2018/01/27,"Feeling “normal” but acting awkward Hey guys, so I couldn’t find any answer to this on google since its kind of obscure but I am having trouble being “me”. I realize that I am normal like everyone else but I also notice I have an awkward quirk to me also. I believe I am fairly attractive because talking to girls initially isn’t a problem but after a few minutes the girls lose interest completely. I feel like the mix between my awkward movements and my lack of conversation skills ruin it for me. Mentally I know how to be “normal” but when I do it, it comes out looking different from how I observe other guys “natural” movements. Also I forgot to mention that drinking doesn’t seem to help, I still end up looking awkward. I notice people never record me on video and when they do, I see my awkwardness and cringe. Over the past few years I have been working out so I physically look decent from a picture standpoint but my vibe comes off weird in person. How can I fix this? I just want to be like everyone else.",4.89061224489796,6.205207653061228,6.004693877551024,76.94744897959184,69.40816326530611,8.253061224489796,32.36734693877551,8.634040054169528,2.812432653061224,804,36,139,13,14,268,117,196,0.147,0.723,0.131,-0.34,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,3,12,16,0,5,7,0,16,1,0,3,1,34,28,19,0,7,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,7,1,1,7,2,0,5,4,10,0,0,2,6,29,6,22,22,3,21,0,2,4,0,11,8,0,2,11,108,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039335669018617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615119886460876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722694555374053,0.0,0.0,0.14273236016820362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21825849197672356,0.13282843828405885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236048181061424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410458978770984,0.0,0.0,0.21166071439238707,0.0,0.11220668151825786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421088567953625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811305325865907,0.09050489726107472,0.0,0.0,0.115789212382956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508792060025861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491532461626257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192454768871212,0.06962361522352767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856779487237505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191543877454288,0.1417298452688064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767024629119025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770847801595596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372377765279146,0.0,0.28846695569692643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209366476959637,0.08782850305508519,0.1106178096994158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212219197987172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095277888746916,0.11533067790607925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479642402974207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117204317959967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182585079522406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472301004374282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222931786939716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158198518430236 anxiety,rogue_ghost556,2018/01/27,"I need help being the significant other of someone with anxiety Hi everyone, my girlfriend of almost 3 years has had anxiety since she was a child. When we first began dating, her anxiety seemed to be non-existent almost and only recently have I realized how serious anxiety can be and how much stress its putting on our relationship and on each other. I've tried researching for articles on how to understand what she's going through and how tough this can be for her. So far I've come up empty and I would really appreciate if anyone can give me advice on how to keep a positive and healthy relationship with her as well as being able to identify symptoms and overall just being a better boyfriend for her. Any and all help is greatly welcomed, as I am becoming very desperate for help. 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For the past year, I have been on 150 of Efexxor, which is the first medication I have taken for my anxiety after suffering from it for over 30 years. It absolutely changed my life and the last year has been the most peaceful, fruitful, and generally fun years I can remember. I had to switch from it because the side effects were not life breaking, but super annoying. Excessive sweating, crippling constipation, sexual disinterest and other sexy-time problems, amongst other little livable quirks (thank fully my wife is very understanding and was much more comfortable seeing me feel better rather than getting laid). Slowly weened myself off of it (which wasn't as bad as everyone was making it out to be) and switched to 10mg of Lexapro. Still anxiety free and MOSTLY side effect free except for the sleepiness. I want to be clear that it is sleepiness and not drowsiness. I don't walk around feeling like I'm dazed and tired. I mean when I am up and moving around, doing things, I am good to go. When I sit down for more than 10 minutes, it's like I have narcolepsy. I very rarely ever napped, and I also get between 7 to 8 hours of uninterrupted sleep a night. Has anyone ever experienced the sleepiness with Lexapro? Does it eventually go away? Is there anything I can do to mitigate this so I don't fall asleep at my desk?",5.8825954861111125,7.337888804687503,5.951197916666668,77.72678819444445,67.203125,8.813888888888886,31.800347222222214,9.150863307647796,2.8037368055555563,1098,45,195,20,18,347,157,256,0.07200000000000001,0.7509999999999999,0.177,0.9863,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,12,15,1,0,9,0,26,8,3,3,4,36,41,17,0,3,5,1,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,15,14,1,0,7,1,2,6,5,5,0,1,8,5,21,12,37,31,5,38,0,1,1,0,2,14,0,2,18,137,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145008482692568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940954664846449,0.0,0.0,0.08870362659833339,0.0,0.10439516496443398,0.2258650117903293,0.0,0.0,0.23837873524923545,0.0,0.10592299803242956,0.07733282233891384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219756947803512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134201308529807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220324946884217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34425703880881553,0.0,0.12122039189161248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828869400322693,0.09062897788469301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790725186169743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325584746036294,0.0,0.21629278669529067,0.10640434704137022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503174203401556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493177832656367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340802407988504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792102726576181,0.12395500661890642,0.12714728376541193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468019255833807,0.0,0.0,0.13818798726266351,0.0,0.12779834130943907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483235420602827,0.09325687012246904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904973765704015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110244971462275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213881129204158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437079173653102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109118337318687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695185285900276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131074827280856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167958610192059,0.0,0.0,0.08428030376700828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458071792883214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206597955277918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934596101515232,0.0748254539773359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.326775330609096 anxiety,fuck_a_stamp,2018/01/27,"If it’s not one thing, it’s another So I’ve been struggling with an anxiety disorder probably since middle school. I used to have this rule that I couldn’t do anything embarrassing at school on Friday’s because I knew I would obsess about it all weekend and it would cause me to not do homework or go out, etc. I was officially diagnosed with an anxiety disorder freshman year of college. It was still bad then too, but it’s more so on and off these days. I’ve recently been diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder (type 2), and the combo of this with the anxiety disorder is ruining my life. If I’m not depressed and suicidal, then I’m anxious about walking around in public and being in front of people. If I’m not doing that then I’m spending hundreds of dollars on stupid things from bookstores and Target. Or being so irritated that I curse out my friends for no reason. I just had a stressful day and I was on the verge of a panic attack and had to take a double dosage of Klonopin just to calm down. I just feel like I’ll never get better. I just want to be normal. It hurts that I’ve had to take time off from school because of these issues. I should’ve graduated by now, but I’m almost two years behind still. This is kind of just a vent, but if anyone can provide any advice I’d really appreciate it.",4.864202963628202,5.484624145038168,6.048832510103281,79.14549393803324,69.0,9.218140996856759,30.29726088908846,9.325443323948027,2.588450112258645,1034,39,202,20,17,347,145,262,0.227,0.691,0.083,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,15,16,2,5,9,0,21,4,0,3,2,46,34,23,1,9,18,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,0,19,15,0,0,3,1,2,3,7,11,0,2,9,1,14,5,38,19,4,32,0,3,0,0,2,15,0,7,15,145,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551864448028273,0.0,0.0,0.10812825597604796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343138200774557,0.11322841745203828,0.24781753045729785,0.12198878982795447,0.0,0.07550344197226715,0.0,0.08885988749670233,0.09612676767150903,0.0,0.1228449785272083,0.0,0.0,0.09016036031632076,0.13164950493980207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09550119878270454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092713687273577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927876038891215,0.0,0.09300463596816358,0.21919867264126225,0.0,0.0,0.4950263634302093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204283411530324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545988835790879,0.07714227743706893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834265334809307,0.0,0.056416076089472016,0.0,0.06136859147528422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155968370570738,0.0,0.0,0.11270502929994712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124465124710933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762707960279319,0.052754492732309734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328228357983464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579931675849916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317131722966043,0.0,0.0,0.1266934714804756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748610401712684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642273127909132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917595806982556,0.11102335813263592,0.10661908055978817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278502856666613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932372790386038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724689394723504,0.0,0.1236928799728547,0.11288610751071347,0.0,0.11811465176015155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623778721597916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347672736521275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629651032394938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054826074583945,0.0,0.0,0.09326167521021236,0.0,0.0,0.06369051118967975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341446037065473,0.0,0.0,0.13907358221290494 anxiety,TheLimpDickMafia,2018/01/27,"I want to get off paxil and try something else - help! 30y/o male. Been on Paxil for a long long time. It has been good for my anxiety, not too helpful for depression. The problem is I'm tired all the time, and can't sleep at night (odd combo, I know), and I'm on a low dosage, under 10mg. The more I take, the more tired/hungry I am. I have very little to no sex drive. I can maintain an erection, but the desire is not there. Kinda nice not to think about sex much, actually, but it seems like a big thing to give up. It's part of being a human, after all. Changing/quitting medications is scary. I've tried and failed a lot in the past, no matter how slowly I try and taper off. Paxil is known for being especially tough to wean off of. Is there a medication that you found worked really well for you without many side effects? I know medication works differently for everyone, so asking for recommendations may be a waste of time, but I would still like to know.",2.0054358974358983,3.9622616717948738,3.823717948717949,86.94378205128206,78.43589743589743,6.58974358974359,20.576923076923077,7.594959193182576,0.6420769230769237,746,19,158,11,18,251,123,195,0.163,0.742,0.096,-0.9091,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,0,4,8,10,0,0,14,0,17,7,1,2,2,31,30,10,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,3,0,12,5,28,22,7,23,0,3,0,2,8,13,0,4,11,103,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.1330349023554155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428932385776593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274467825102121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174177296843264,0.0,0.0,0.14243207376993886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138832152699102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026571858802072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947486250548694,0.0,0.0,0.07122491801797451,0.13077670632955887,0.0,0.11434411745365998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275342631718827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247642747440973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320438713176574,0.13663486833985722,0.0,0.2412891504293143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589983131261125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821357365009912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120035211546724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021559087711306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793309262253533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762820770420232,0.13013897570097294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044595476774634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499990853797687,0.0,0.0,0.08733418351400764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124106435687955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364248546032207,0.0,0.0,0.10495072403117048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887044018342792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250048775257296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056920342942444,0.08735245333843553,0.0,0.0,0.23847906272923936,0.15668714387813967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776700333614921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124835583336598,0.08040884358588651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225738069172359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141378604056966,0.0,0.1984944875815899,0.0,0.0,0.09684236409265967,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DompemKez,2018/01/27,"I want to be in control Well after seeing some of the posts here I realized that my case is not as serious as the rest but nonetheless crippling. I live in a home where everyone has anxiety/stress to a degree. My sister is has an addiction, my brother abuses alcohol, my dad has a heart condition that restricts him from work and paying bills, and my mom has lost damn near lost her bearing trying to deal with it all. Everyday there is a conflict and I have a lot of trouble sleeping. I’m going to school for psychology because I have some experience with it but I don’t know if it’s what I want to do because I’m so out of touch with myself. I’ve been seeing a therapist and thankfully enough the therapy has been bringing back positive emotions. I tend to be either numb, anger, or most commonly I worry. I’m so tired of living like this and to be honest I don’t know if I’ve ever felt any different than this. I want to make a change and feel happy more than I worry. I know I can’t take the worry away and that’s okay but I just don’t want it to control my life anymore. It even effects my social life. I’ve tried going on dates but I can read a person’s face like a mirror and I know I scare all the girls away. I sound to depressing when I talk because I don’t know what else to talk about. I can’t even find a job because of how I carry myself, I see the same reactions from my interviewers. Can anyone else relate?",1.8474747474747488,3.702416239057243,3.9168350168350186,86.57303030303032,78.52861952861953,7.0936026936026915,23.45791245791245,8.045849151850463,1.3066579124579132,1121,37,234,20,27,383,155,297,0.183,0.705,0.113,-0.9811,2,0,1,0,1,1,22.0,0,0,0,6,14,16,2,1,17,1,24,9,3,5,3,50,50,21,0,6,10,4,3,2,0,0,6,1,1,2,12,12,1,4,10,1,2,3,7,9,1,0,5,7,36,7,35,42,11,19,0,3,3,0,13,8,1,7,9,164,48,6,0.0,0.11622164704371585,0.0,0.10693353260567053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048293141317975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670515874101231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727979028542363,0.06858742058976422,0.10050569337359838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843192122034676,0.07542582815626518,0.0,0.2391811480344707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037671394599274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003451450093175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112738506249323,0.08448552698152985,0.0,0.0,0.1024840868911104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638846787839691,0.11033903180603684,0.0,0.10135409531226933,0.0,0.12957619576047466,0.08872881232799051,0.0,0.09373003474113066,0.0,0.09595169800178296,0.0,0.0,0.049597693746809036,0.0,0.09418262279030093,0.0,0.0896532827667336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149460963813464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441956052630916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623815927146015,0.0,0.0,0.09839314555692176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973400578570536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26954089825884325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385689719365467,0.09584449361552573,0.0,0.17323207962620432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21415555497829272,0.08339335423910389,0.0,0.0,0.06547642081107516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488284737582467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856491685876452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394394351446607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811741987443602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982060780571629,0.09927320241353164,0.2344971827362925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816171514743773,0.0999912942796424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236276600176122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375213050807213,0.1576834595629606,0.0,0.09030889885869033,0.11217546437058368,0.1138910663336743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274103116594733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331945306646826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142615830140176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819547694693085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141132532260971,0.29884813529653986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RawOat,2018/01/27,"Scared of outer space and the vast universe? This fear has been persistent everyday for the past week. It makes me sick to my stomach and I don't know what to do. Sometimes I feel as if I am going crazy. I just need help :(.",0.01463768115942088,2.32551539130435,1.5086956521739123,97.90115942028986,90.7391304347826,4.8057971014492775,18.536231884057973,6.42735559955562,-0.11443768115941964,172,5,39,2,6,55,39,46,0.229,0.718,0.052000000000000005,-0.8442,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,5,2,1,1,0,8,10,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.421514086707664,0.18940224920970275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288620745172376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25107751420490204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205863009053775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003947633384643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777512309950433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575853123920261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750265519409757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704757435142084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004707903705982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GrilledChee5e_,2018/01/27,"Anyone have advice on treating Social Anxiety Disorder? I finally decided I'm goin to wrk on my social anxiety after 24 years of being uncomfortable. Im goin to the doctors this week to get referred through the mental health clinic. I have tried limited meds for panic attacks and general anxiety, but am hoping to do therapy instead like CBT. Was wondering what approaches have been helpful for people here, if anyone has done CBT, or just if anyone has advice in treating SAD in general?",7.098333333333333,8.641210954545457,8.366363636363637,61.20287878787883,64.45454545454545,11.775757575757575,38.53030303030303,11.538034831475384,5.524312121212122,396,21,54,13,6,136,64,88,0.18600000000000005,0.7090000000000001,0.105,-0.4955,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,1,2,0,11,3,0,0,0,13,15,5,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,4,13,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,5,5,39,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261849436454475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830334800295527,0.0,0.0,0.3501004882037216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987252250720105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128153518957736,0.17082893249087353,0.0,0.17079635682988373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283048197424412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719821359807334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774065945830057,0.0,0.0,0.11186936220666724,0.0,0.0,0.16576907762578152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802803344897686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153877129339007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853879607334836,0.0,0.16819565949852447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582085734065302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570724913011765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402664865987504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908643718382836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331395225441207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387688573760687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099562361574653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747794572257706 anxiety,Shibainu56,2018/01/27,"I feel desparately lonely sometimes Even when I hang out with people. I'm gonna hang out with friends tomorrow. Maybe I won't feel lonely tomorrow, but I'm scared. 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Hey guys! So before I had anxiety and depersonalization, public speaking was one of my favorite things. I always prided myself on being very confident and having no issues talking to a crowd. I developed panic disorder and dp around 6 months ago. Since then I’ve done everything I can, tackled it from every angle and I am incredibly happy to say anxiety and (more substantially) depersonalization no longer have control over my life. I feel like I finally have my life back, and my arm tic has finally gone away. So that’s all good. The problem is, I can’t speak publicly anymore. Whenever I have to present something in one of my classes, (which I’m gonna have to do a lot this semester) my anxiety skyrockets. My breathing becomes manual and unregulated, if I ever pause my depersonalization inches back. I always sound like I’m about to cry. I get really hot and sweaty, my hearing starts to go. I had to stop in a presentation one time last semester to say “I’m sorry if I have pretty bad anxiety so if it looks like I’m about to pass out, please catch me” which was to keep it light and the class did laugh, but it was also a legitimate concern. Does anyone else experience this? Is this what social anxiety is? If you have any words of advice please let me know :)",4.174317966230319,6.227049649402393,5.807683551508251,74.7128950863214,72.42629482071713,8.9243786757731,28.287042306962622,9.48565724429506,2.797183115158415,1046,41,188,26,21,356,152,251,0.098,0.79,0.112,0.8199,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,10,10,0,1,6,0,26,4,2,2,2,29,41,19,0,6,5,0,2,3,0,1,2,7,0,1,12,11,0,3,2,0,0,4,4,3,0,3,8,11,27,7,23,29,4,26,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,6,17,125,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549044153308686,0.09569383852734807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863299909201088,0.179651120795281,0.0,0.0,0.07341175532092181,0.0,0.4129188232774752,0.0,0.21412077557093984,0.07548326146675044,0.1106106260679026,0.0,0.09610107497837313,0.0,0.0,0.10142541568457918,0.16601841734562078,0.09013626232023972,0.0,0.11922562891506347,0.09186006872184854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107849112102335,0.08619170208155028,0.0,0.11858132315107844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372351328520208,0.0,0.09447041509684964,0.1104734197284802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018089580183812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764968682300117,0.09095507514484492,0.0,0.09702121333230414,0.10559876791062972,0.0,0.0,0.054584290428862016,0.07712165890479113,0.0,0.23651451294618056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056400997241342524,0.0,0.0613521889224142,0.09054587119974086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689046193723346,0.0,0.11491799693990595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167089908475072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267490558099955,0.0,0.09595360412699036,0.0,0.0,0.059328156458741024,0.08799611942279532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038927677153178,0.15250082084915326,0.1582211776486175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065334795703008,0.0,0.0,0.09177779698510836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616707046089757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21945528015828894,0.0,0.0,0.12665960894079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699999608210495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982703093301824,0.0,0.1032964605609409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915746876964288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716971485007408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929985352228716,0.0,0.0,0.1100445088269645,0.0,0.08310750873823583,0.0,0.12084456740595673,0.0764097030353171,0.0,0.0,0.09025355835691763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676854811586987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171918950449953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294827397211084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932367482969232,0.0,0.0890725470778654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,moonandstarss,2018/01/27,"college student with serious issues being alone Hi all... I am a college student and I have been diagnosed with social anxiety, generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and depression, as well as emetophobia... lengthy list, I know. So in college, I always spend my weekend one of two ways: going home, or sleeping at my boyfriend's dorm since his roommate always goes home. This weekend, of course the weekend i decide to stay, his roommate decides to stay. All week I was comfortable knowing I was going to spend the weekend there with him after a HELLISH week. Now I'm sitting in my dorm with my inconsiderate roommate trying not to sob as I sit here thinking about having to wake up alone tomorrow, I am angry, sad, disappointed, and frustrated. My boyfriend doesn't understand why I am okay to sleep in my dorm on weeknights.. frankly, I don't understand either, but anxiety acts in funny ways... I think it may be because I have no choice but to stay home because I have classes the next day. Everything lately has just really really overwhelmed me and I have had a hard time coping. I did have a period of time where I was severely depressed and that lead to self harming.. that has decreased since I started zoloft. Honestly, I am just looking for support and advice. How can I get comfortable being on my own?? Even when I am home, if my parents say ""were staying in tomorrow and doing nothing"" I start to panic, because if I am not busy, I am sad and anxious. Even when my boyfriend says he wants a night by himself, I feel sad and anxious and like he doesn't want me there, which is silly because it's just alone time... SOS!! don't wanna feel shitty anymore...",4.43653846153846,6.5344993205128254,5.277179487179488,78.60115384615386,71.8205128205128,8.005128205128205,32.83333333333333,8.730908602173464,3.0153102564102565,1316,65,226,25,26,428,168,312,0.197,0.705,0.098,-0.9777,1,3,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,0,1,16,22,2,3,8,1,33,5,3,2,2,44,51,22,0,5,11,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,7,1,6,14,0,0,10,4,2,4,7,14,1,2,7,6,40,8,33,40,4,44,1,8,1,0,12,10,1,4,23,159,46,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525355277550681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27107454558574323,0.0,0.0,0.14518752680635655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022361939538444,0.19712113973490386,0.0865223264552555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127318460644556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056264981453311186,0.0,0.15028577518090175,0.08855053861990637,0.0,0.0,0.19997772150992044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152473075602196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840902939604237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822609171336185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558124248060776,0.0,0.09916523241680376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815323607663888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.350050255489133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09105977631548837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589373300977973,0.0,0.09841471543518793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262287439770386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326275131673435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278468523005802,0.08187232050797476,0.0,0.08371270164094546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591186020803922,0.0,0.0,0.20472341376961467,0.09687382568048178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178112116866948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875941458184932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101422637424286,0.09856056986745193,0.0,0.14433781230727893,0.0,0.17461345133403358,0.08893398496196261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350310711779595,0.3719607864946468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900313877262136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180450515619801,0.0,0.0,0.15261754295127872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059232758574064286,0.0,0.08522443674428265,0.1816475772049778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291721209559307,0.13850000703310622,0.13996329831897633,0.0,0.07844258119687496,0.0,0.07872388677246457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iijeke,2018/01/27,"Best way to deal with lonliness? I've managed to isolate myself from everyone and they moved on. How do you, any fellow lonely Redditors, deal with loneliness?",4.768095238095238,7.908449142857144,5.328571428571427,73.48309523809526,75.42857142857143,9.447619047619048,30.76190476190476,9.725611199111238,4.010176190476192,128,6,19,4,3,41,25,28,0.215,0.664,0.121,-0.3094,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341481735576824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36020896790176826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7077302733263862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327980314458042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648095608464296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272447757088059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nerdyfrog,2018/01/27,"DAE get imposter syndrome about being sick? Apologies, this will be long and ramble-y. I often feel like if I’m not feeling well, it’s anxiety, not physical illness (as in a cold or something). This happened a lot in the past before I was diagnosed or had much self-awareness about my anxiety. Because I didn’t know what else to attribute dizziness, chest tightness, fatigue and a shaky sensation to. I also have convinced myself I was sick a fair amount in the past in order to get out of things, I think because I didn’t consider panic and anxiety a valid reason to take a day off or cut myself some slack. Now I have a really hard time distinguishing between being “actually” sick and just having an anxious day or two. The past few weeks I’ve felt awful and missed a lot of work, and I was almost completely convinced I was just letting my anxiety get the better of me until I went to the doctor and found out I have a sinus infection and fluid in my ear. Super validating, but also made me reflect on how hard I am on myself about giving myself an out when I’m not feeling well, because I’m so afraid I’m just “making it up” to cover the fact that I’m anxious and too stressed to do anything. And then I get anxious that I’m not really sick and people will judge me and such. It’s an old, tired circle my mind goes in. I wish I didn’t think about it so much. But it happens every time I get sick - which is a lot this year, because I’m working in an elementary school, aka germ factory, for the first time. Does anyone else experience this kind of vicious cycle? TL;DR: I get anxious when I’m sick that I’m not sick, just anxious.",4.7852178318135765,5.258149811550156,6.050091185410338,79.59047619047621,69.12158054711246,8.455116514690982,30.25633232016211,8.418075326091056,2.2304849037487333,1284,48,248,18,21,433,165,329,0.214,0.722,0.064,-0.9916,0,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,5,21,16,2,4,21,1,21,16,2,5,1,57,53,29,0,2,16,0,7,1,0,2,14,1,0,0,15,15,0,1,11,0,0,1,8,8,2,2,12,9,29,8,33,35,8,34,0,2,0,0,2,14,0,12,19,170,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.08331398341555601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854910368248272,0.0,0.0,0.13654920321022895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612475025566631,0.4822489750370121,0.0,0.05969639924167596,0.08747709049415966,0.07025660263967791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20817597718901545,0.0,0.07264809747526316,0.0,0.0,0.07550752047416631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951438432532778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012001928489784,0.0,0.0,0.0866541387612803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738524366241737,0.07471250587963195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426402265919543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193237776689101,0.0,0.0,0.08351343180102012,0.0,0.0,0.12950496032290282,0.060992135881525564,0.08197368268660388,0.0,0.0,0.07262019192718104,0.0,0.09360961668956876,0.0,0.0,0.2676304428444137,0.08189977328786589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509942028146049,0.0,0.1529590100563371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890524360828579,0.046920035586878975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730203504860454,0.0,0.041710062186261575,0.0,0.0,0.07555445947378167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21774909710643064,0.0,0.08078417911227212,0.05698867990724886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620472160180802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552134708243445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958702229246236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001695268089943,0.0,0.0,0.2445011708499279,0.05918848763679738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938721475448902,0.0877800341164817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640436794852015,0.0,0.0,0.08906506413628132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572608185198996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779712491682742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419160525175245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671955989654635,0.10941009795013827,0.0,0.0,0.14934908302559738,0.09812635538017336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339926874065165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848292095703047,0.0,0.15352530705666273,0.07914376428130421,0.0,0.0,0.09817738884839464,0.0,0.0,0.12430847960688322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549788981196451 anxiety,alexis-ruth,2018/01/27,I can’t do things!!!!! Boy!!! What if I could just....not...stress???.... over a relatively minor decision!!! What if my brain could just write a Reddit post of coherent sentences instead of short circuiting trying to decide what to do!,0.7216802168021701,2.5145302195121957,2.303739837398375,86.65989159891598,112.65853658536585,5.724661246612468,19.18970189701897,6.937597516519254,1.2001035230352295,173,6,31,4,9,56,31,41,0.0,0.919,0.081,0.4419,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,1,0,0,8,5,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241262818681546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6066845936940307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3638668465104112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352072502039726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524078669628465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579467714059149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Miss-Deed,2018/01/27,"I'm extremely afraid of blood tests (Edit: whoops, i probably messed up the wording because my post got tagged wrong. Sorry.) Hello...? I'm sorry if i'm in the wrong place and shouldn't ask this here, i just really don't know what to do. Also, sorry for my bad english. I have a question which google couldn't help me with, so i'd be really grateful if someone would be able to answer. Is there any cure or something for the anxiety and panic attacks i get when i have to go on blood tests? (I'm only asking so specifically because i'm afraid the medicines available for panic attacks would affect the test results so they wouldn't let me take them.) I may be overreacting my problem and maybe i should just force myself into it... But whenever i have to go on one, for hours (sometimes days) before the blood test, i can't stop thinking about it to the point it almost makes me cry, even though i'm an adult. (I need to go on a LOT of blood draws next month, and i'm pretty sure i'll just cancel it again, though they would be very important.) I know what you might think... I've only been to a psychiatrist once and i had a terrible experience, so i didn't get diagnosed with anything other than ""seeking attention and bulemia+anorexia(i don't have these two by the way)"" this is why i'd like to ask here for advice first. Also, what can i do when going to a psychologist/psychiatrist to get myself taken seriously, or should i just look for a different doctor? Thanks a lot for reading it, and sorry for taking your time. 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My life has been one big mind fuck honestly. I have had a lot of just super weird shit happen to me that has affected me so much. I was on medication for a while for Anxiety and it was working but then I thought I could handle life without it and I was wrong. I am getting so frustrated though with the people around me. My husband thinks all I need is a more positive attitude, and throws in my face that he is the one that has MS so I shouldn't be the anxious depressed one. I feel like I have no support around me and I think that its making everything worse. I hate myself so much, I hate how my life has turned out. I want things to get better but I also wish that the people that are supposed to love me would stop down playing it. I have PTSD and that doesn't help with anything at all but its like he thinks I am just making it all up. It's so frusterating especially because he has MS and knows what its like to not look sick on the outside but feel terrible on the inside. I don't know if this is the proper place to write this but I feel like I need to get this off my chest. I have tried to do things naturally and with out meds, I did yoga, meditation, positive thinking, worked out, therapy and EDMR but nothing really worked that great. I am going in next Friday to get some med's again. I am hoping it's at least a good step in the right direction.",2.717409909909911,4.2469558310810855,4.04972972972973,87.99504504504505,75.14864864864866,7.500900900900903,24.157657657657666,8.212053250817874,1.2783157657657656,1130,35,243,19,24,372,152,296,0.147,0.643,0.21,0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,5,13,22,5,0,13,0,32,10,3,4,3,58,63,25,0,9,11,1,3,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,23,16,0,1,10,2,0,3,6,9,0,3,8,4,36,13,31,51,11,28,0,1,1,2,9,19,2,5,10,179,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858632035501678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07517612496155543,0.2220337961828438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808676689763833,0.17496190568816058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059904355532589125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691164874920798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846043581764274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463963129619761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831855616920838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906448459945304,0.1404079237911869,0.0,0.10764975812519108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084884290096333,0.2567095623612615,0.0,0.05584898969351447,0.0824240425035128,0.0,0.10834279700970716,0.0,0.0,0.08689965605928944,0.0,0.0,0.19404215737695024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13173634563697767,0.0,0.0,0.0976040806672778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080130198056855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082325892877461,0.1920386341003082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252187875704453,0.0,0.0,0.08354546639561175,0.08869232759641701,0.0,0.1311917038111308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21831118002624228,0.09899648096023872,0.0,0.0,0.0992244803872607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21671882137664147,0.14573161711963722,0.0,0.0,0.10451104288949167,0.0,0.0,0.09429251961031417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19977047102992468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625580644635704,0.08580539542197563,0.10267102115711976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997571115847433,0.0,0.0,0.11487213275378255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629541476577092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392186884451804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087253341615436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215794968379678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151539994779007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123800760203772,0.0,0.13057217177790606,0.2518692692580792,0.09654957562418758,0.07801524117900112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671874088323691,0.1068893191626064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05796207176173612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130054156343994,0.09472857657539904,0.0,0.21462474562062767,0.0,0.10014531754463507,0.06980804357818363,0.10744259527185757,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PretzelsForJesus,2018/01/27,"Intense feelings of unworthiness, particularly related to my identity So a few years ago I had extremely severe anxiety involving panic attacks, digestive problems, and fear so great of disappointing anyone that I was incapable of dating, working a full-time job, or pursuing my dream (writing). I started taking Zoloft and miraculously a lot of it seemed to subside. Within a little over a year afterward, I was dating a great girl, working a decent-paying (if dull) professional job, and being routinely productive. But in the last couple of months I feel like my psychological state has deteriorated almost completely, and no one is aware of this except for me. I'm a straight male, lots of people are straight males, that's okay. In the last few months a lot of news has come out about shitty guys who took advantage of women either by sexual assault, rape, treating them like something less than human. And I'm terrified, petrified that I'm part of the problem, and I feel massively unworthy and guilty. To be clear, I've never raped or sexually assaulted anyone. I can say that without any question. But how about the more minor transgressions? I'm anxious that I've initiated sex with my girlfriend at a time she didn't want to. Maybe I've mansplained. Maybe I've dominated a conversation. Maybe someone more worthy should have gotten my job. Maybe I should stop submitting my writing because if and when it gets in places, it's blocking someone else. Maybe my very presence is oppressive. My girlfriend mentioned casually the other night when we were at a concert that tall people were blocking her from seeing the concert and noted that I'm tall. What can I do? I have no idea. I spent the next half-hour fixating on how I was stopping someone else behind me from enjoying the concert. It's gotten to the point where I'm not really taking care of myself. I let people take advantage of me at work by flinging projects at me at the last minute, even though I could probably stand up for myself and stop this from happening. I isolate myself in my room a lot of the time. Sometimes, when I'm feeling particularly guilty, I'll slap myself hard because I think I deserve the pain. I honestly don't know what to do. I can't stop existing, but existing itself is bloodthirsty and I feel like some kind of monster. I don't have a point with all of this, just need to get it off my chest. 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(I’m mostly venting here so please bare with me) I’m probably just dealing with some pent up anger over events that happened in the past but Jesus H. Christ, I’d still like it to stop. It’s in the past, after all, it can’t hurt me, I *can* move on, and there’s no sense in dwelling on the should haves, could haves, and would haves after all. Besides that, screaming at ghosts is surprisingly exhausting. I just gotta stop working myself up all the time, but good god that is hard. Is anyone else dealing with this sort of thing? :(",2.458855519480519,4.760207758928576,2.9201948051948072,92.26116883116885,78.55357142857143,5.858441558441559,22.68181818181818,6.980632752743323,0.6264178571428571,447,14,92,5,11,138,78,112,0.225,0.657,0.119,-0.933,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,1,4,0,11,1,0,0,3,22,17,5,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,3,17,13,5,20,2,1,0,0,2,10,0,3,10,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419818242721441,0.20805537768028928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212409030643468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186846652514921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962764792670176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608863903716427,0.0,0.0,0.17031415605846165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956219003548266,0.0,0.18189873729853345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737618016780733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048594476059174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920314784372466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158169215309116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876808061561441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22289505740985105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189292480178921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216118111251598,0.3395286481682345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13490171414564375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840387656381145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478275484893919,0.0,0.0,0.14424550976863276,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ilambb89,2018/01/27,"Does anyone feel like they’ve beat their anxiety 100% one day, and then go right back into it the next? Sometimes I feel so great, like on top of world, everything is falling into place, etc. other days I feel small and weak and so scared that no one loves me or I will let those who do down. That I’ll amount to nothing. Doesn’t seem to have much rhyme or reason to it. 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I have been fighting with anxiety since I could remember and the only thing that seems to help is talking to someone. I recently moved and I dont have many viable contacts to speak with about my issues. I just started a new job here and my insurance isnt in yet so I can not go to therapy. I just need someone to talk to for a bit. I know it is a lot to ask for but once a day would be great. Currently my anxiety has taken a huge turn for the worse. My new job is with a pharmaceutical company and while i enjoy it I have made some mistakes this week. Once I made the first one I became distraught and focused on it to where it was much easier to focus on my mistake than my actual work. Naturally this lead to more mistakes which increased my anxiety and created this vicious cycle. I also just started a relationship when I moved and at first everything was great. There were moments where I would get anxious with her and think that she was going to do to me what others have done to me in the past. Any moment we were not in contact or seeing each other my brain immediately went into ""what is she doing? Insert worse case scenario here"" mode and it made me super clingy and super emotional. As it turns out these things are not good for a new relationship and she started to pull away for her space, which in turn freaked me out and made me hold on for dear life. This last weekend and week I have had a rough one. I upset her in a way where she isnt sure if we should be together and needs time to think so I can not even talk to her (not because she blocked me but because I told her I would give her space and I refuse to go back on my word no matter how hard it is for me) and my work has been hard because I keep screwing up. I have not stopped thinking of all the things going wrong and how they will just get worse and worse for the last three days. I had what may have been my first panic attack a few nights ago and have been crying as well. I feel like everything is going wrong and if I try to fix it, I will only make it worse. The less I do the more I panic and the more I do the worse I make it. I feel slightly better having a place to write this but all i really want is someone to talk to. Someone to tell me to keep fighting this because I dont know how much longer I can feel this way and not lose my mind. I want to believe everything will be ok but every time I do it gets worse. I just want some help. Thank you for reading. 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I felt like I let myself down, and I let others down. I feel disgusting. I have to go back to this certain setting, but I'm dreading it. I feel like everyone hates me. I feel annoying. I just feel awful and don't know how to overcome this because I can't change the past. I feel like people are out to get me. My anxiety is killing me",1.3611827956989266,3.3379339354838757,4.173333333333336,83.54666666666667,80.61290322580646,6.713978494623658,23.23655913978495,7.793537801064563,1.2430559139784942,348,12,72,6,9,124,56,93,0.313,0.5710000000000001,0.116,-0.9712,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,4,1,2,1,9,0,0,1,1,15,21,5,1,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,1,6,20,4,10,17,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,7,53,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127439766974584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420021962575089,0.0,0.11257499305781901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535962763499265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764630381115357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668812801606065,0.2638609647917279,0.1773151135683531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648406011136572,0.0,0.20990792977025646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823264295678023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043133970046191,0.0,0.10149149295299634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776814643932397,0.0,0.2706658102128428,0.18509093751268912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629134723883416,0.1280290583916011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500969655894081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DoNotTickleMyPickle,2018/01/27,"Feeling really isolated, it feels impossible to get out of this. Over the years I've had friends but had to cut ties with every single one of them, they've either taken advantage in some way or another or gone out of their way to try and manipulate me. 2 years ago I had what I thought were an amazing circle of friends, we were incredibly close until one of them fell out with someone and then everyone started backstabbing and manipulating me to take their sides. I just left. Now I have one ""friend"" left, but even hes treating me like shit. Came back from college yesterday and found that I forgot my notebook, tried to get it back today and turns out he threw it out the window. This wasnt even light hearted humor (although he knows the notes I have in there are important), he tried to wind me up with it today. (first time hes done that). So looks like Il be cutting ties with him too. I know thats probably no big deal, but hes aware that Im not my best at the moment. Its just a really shitty thing to do to some one. I do feel kind of pathetic feeling upset about it though, but its not the book really. Its the fact that Ive never known anyone whos actually cared for me outside my own family. I just feel so painfully isolated. Im 20, and I just feel like no one gives a single shit about me. I've just been through the worst 2 years of my entire life, not that any of my friends seemed to care that much. I've even had to pass up 2 relationships because I found that the one was taking advantage of me and the other was back stabbing a then friend of mine. Every time I've tried to talk things over with anyone its just been ""oh yeah I had this thing it was really bad, but you know *really really* bad"" and theyve just ignored me. No one has ever asked: ""Hope youre OK, that must have been really difficult."" or even try to sympathize how it might affect my anxiety. Sometimes I wonder if the things I struggle with are even valid. My family backs me a 100% but it seems everyone on the outside world has no clue. Im just sitting alone most nights feeling completely alone with no end in sight. I really hope I get to make some new friends at college. I have only just started but its only 4 hours a week. I do volunteering and I attend any events or meetups locally too. I just wish people would stop screwing me over, it feels relentless. especially after whats happened over the past 2 years, I feel like theres a never ending tyraid of shit to rain upon me. I know thats self pity, but I just want to vent. I know theres some good people out in this world, its just that everyone Ive ever known so far has given me a bad experience. Im just so desperate for the record to change. 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I have one .5mg pill left, and had .25mg today to tide me over. My plan is to split the last pill on Saturday and Sunday and then get my script on Monday. My anxiety has increased a little bit and I’m experiencing some slight muscle twitches but I think it’s because I just drank coffee. Anyway my point is, will .25mg for the next two days AT LEAST get me to avoid a seizure? I can deal with a panic attack and the anxiety but I can’t handle a fucking seizure. 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Does anyone else get this? I also hate making phone calls to people I don't know",2.3682398239824,4.267080851485154,4.091617161716176,85.71573157315734,77.11881188118812,6.865126512651265,20.133113311331133,7.793537801064563,0.8136327832783277,390,9,77,6,9,131,71,101,0.168,0.743,0.08900000000000001,-0.8494,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,22,14,13,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,11,2,9,13,3,9,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,8,6,48,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992383132824294,0.0,0.0,0.1436902435558505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123647343397229,0.2029875562757928,0.0,0.125636619544934,0.1841036658311512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20441224170809846,0.1688155243287056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669472814557062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15723941134953512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15009980591614502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138837339040204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938656335869284,0.0,0.18170348224187155,0.12836361771097354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775104558741787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17739706304887914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292197996976872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874757497849346,0.14646339814320494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778270181549667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993797258841232,0.0,0.1805129775550916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245676723743308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474123883563265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288895911472768,0.0,0.0,0.14318190847275758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717861686485496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477300787444137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080937340418314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,catempress,2018/01/28,General anaesthetic I’m having a general anaesthetic tomorrow morning. One of my major triggers is “not feeling normal” or feeling out of control. Just wondering if anyone had any tips?,5.387258064516132,9.022047000000004,7.226048387096775,57.05907258064517,79.0,10.841935483870973,43.233870967741936,10.125756701596842,7.080477419354839,151,11,16,6,4,52,27,31,0.092,0.908,0.0,-0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,13,7,2,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,13,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817098520480239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896590379421207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646259127137457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189228908542055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058851822736361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28071214768574543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492454593016533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pawsibility,2018/01/28,"Ativan for Anxiety (and its effects) All, I lurk this sub a lot - great community. I have dealt with GAD and health anxiety for ~5 years. It's been mostly manageable with proper lifestyle choices and a proper state of mind. However, a couple of times a semester (21 y/o college student) it gets out of hand, and I go a week or so with frequent panic attacks. Usually, I just lay down, watch some netflix and deal with it until it goes away. I approached my doctor about it, and she prescribed 0.5 mg Ativan (lorazepam) for the times it gets really bad. Luckily, I have yet to take it, but there are some events coming up that I know will test my anxiety (interview). My doctor suggested I not take it for the first time right before an important event (like an interview) to learn how it affects me first. My question is: Should I take it when not even anxious to test it out, or should I wait until the opportunity arises when I can take it during an anxiety attack AND in the right environment? I know it affects everyone differently, and I have not had any experience with benzodiazepines, so I am not sure what to expect. Some say it just relaxes them, and others say it knocks them out. I'd rather not take it in the wrong environment, and have my reaction be the latter. Anyone else taking Ativan as needed? What was the situation in which you took it for the first time? Thanks so much.",5.7373251942286325,6.4861915849056615,6.608657047724751,75.44614872364045,67.11320754716981,10.008879023307436,30.305216426193123,10.056822442137396,2.9730133185349605,1090,39,202,25,17,362,151,265,0.097,0.8220000000000001,0.081,-0.3523,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,2,5,13,11,2,1,16,0,15,4,1,4,2,51,31,22,0,5,11,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,24,19,0,1,5,2,0,4,5,5,0,3,4,4,24,6,30,23,7,34,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,8,19,149,48,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250460904373482,0.0,0.3262531208268233,0.12044917680101985,0.0,0.07455051766665798,0.1092438147552432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24258911919053194,0.1001721056683809,0.0,0.08902245194415066,0.0,0.0,0.09072495733541072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918428695119897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797194914217125,0.0,0.0,0.10991955728700256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139421288380166,0.0,0.2182582277730479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906653389150915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042087592853158,0.0,0.0,0.10187906981747524,0.0,0.10429388793920152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207032434095985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140810451360714,0.0,0.0605940622499904,0.0,0.0,0.11754787727353695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133310627314464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719008135746445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208868151838965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906437022274022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107654845222864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783772683284291,0.07905667343311416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509448095524775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943773513797484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830289255007416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210416957608014,0.0,0.16957549334639688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984427757912144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048719134455678,0.0,0.4809855330132861,0.0,0.0,0.0981604950576895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24868169814896596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845768581029575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742581880111674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552336947497452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657119210089288,0.0,0.06865917153509912 anxiety,StrikeTheSkyline,2018/01/28,"Anxiety ""hangover""? And other strange symptoms I'm 22 years old, and male. I was diagnosed with General anxiety and panic disorders last July (2017) Part of my anxiety is a constant worry about my health, I've never experienced any of my symptoms as severely or frequently until just this last year, or paid as much attention to every little sensation my body experiences. It's gotten to the point that every time I'm anxious (nearly every day) I feel a myriad of strange symptoms that cause me to become anxious or panicked again, wash rinse repeat. I've had quite a few health checkups, my heart is fine, my lungs are fine, my appendix is fine, no apparent cancer, etc. After struggling with this for a while now, I thought it would be a good idea to ask my fellow anxiety sufferers, do you experience any combination of or all of the below symptoms during/after a nasty bout with anxiety? Includes but is not Limited to: Twitches in the eye Temple headaches Fatigue Weakness General feelings of unease and discomfort Muscle pains A strange feeling that your vision is weird/funky/isn't quite right somehow General disorientation/light dizziness General Malaise (feeling that something is not right without cause) Gas Sudden need to use the restroom Sensory overload",8.26640926640927,9.507778009009012,8.241132561132563,64.22108108108111,61.7027027027027,11.207722007722008,41.08236808236809,11.062562989136584,5.265593564993567,1026,56,145,27,14,332,143,222,0.228,0.7190000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.9871,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,3,5,12,0,4,11,0,12,19,5,3,2,36,24,13,0,2,9,0,4,0,1,1,14,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,7,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,5,6,14,4,25,17,5,24,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,5,17,94,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352871033728104,0.0,0.38047443004947856,0.2247473705184756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299176587499176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985767819614907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048962930237613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436781417744185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074925918867266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415043384442948,0.0,0.0,0.10096076321181477,0.0,0.0,0.11400214896300236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093623048567873,0.0,0.0,0.2514253051083671,0.0,0.0,0.1946030491699104,0.0,0.0,0.20118169112015272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343138359402125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146560751539584,0.0,0.11787337116068287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229042007347548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162163948440082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969586863444134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312247967595198,0.07375633419804242,0.07671800938323853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437786669876112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058439392294208,0.11670754590340796,0.0,0.10771717776613006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940320531989452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115988694430685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16989503108139162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123736852592378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657747779341119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398847249358033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41355297130363183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896870033653013,0.058002220562473915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591082960657481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588629688043876,0.0,0.0,0.1010174208804655,0.0,0.07066119890287316,0.0,0.0,0.12811186156948345 anxiety,underleaves,2018/01/28,"there's too much happening all at once and i just need to vent On Wednesday, my family's dog died. I had been living at home with my parents while in grad school and then while I worked part-time and looked for a job in my field. Between my parents and I, there were four dogs in the house, but in the past year three of them have died. The first one died last January of old age, the second of cancer in August, and then the most recent one became sick and died very suddenly of cancer. She was only 10 and very healthy up until a few weeks ago. I'm still just heartbroken and shocked over her death, and anxious about the health of my remaining dog. While all this was going on, I was also preparing to move to a new city for a new job. Friday was my last day at my old job, then I came home, finished packing, and moved Saturday morning. I start my new job tomorrow. I want to be excited, but I just feel anxious and overwhelmed. It feels like too much change to deal with all at once. I want to be back home and have time to just cry and be sad for awhile. =(",4.736227608008432,4.592997073059365,5.043013698630137,88.91149631190729,69.13698630136986,8.564945556726379,26.435194942044248,8.139509932561175,1.2767454162276084,825,21,187,10,13,261,120,219,0.237,0.706,0.056,-0.995,6,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,12,5,0,1,10,0,12,4,0,0,3,31,23,23,5,3,6,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,3,0,2,16,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,3,0,6,8,3,21,2,33,12,7,49,0,2,1,0,6,13,0,1,33,123,23,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08508128613246738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.076755899568058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168622183038383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380339574007885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977659217467706,0.0,0.0,0.10153507685073844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543052343020144,0.061899747065174086,0.09895210437018684,0.0,0.0,0.3984521272833787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904822604764035,0.0,0.09706166465437553,0.06856878174464556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164131356510547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454816340207036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487560230398039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020232197488328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28883003755440323,0.0,0.0,0.11074908424376403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809849748816879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647450515882444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046891424759428,0.0,0.08475290255376287,0.0,0.0805997915340595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040250366595253,0.1411140260624379,0.071168629075604,0.0,0.27809688479552386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014316399955824,0.2044330747236012,0.13007829812081434,0.07299780761309299,0.0,0.0,0.2131508853987082,0.10393797296005088,0.09162463967969324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476957004131553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713780575178536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793578256751362,0.0,0.07665047922689006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596724085674038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838860643705344,0.1132240557593782,0.0,0.0769900970423432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987524607869088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180855959938481 anxiety,blindshrew,2018/01/28,"can anxiety cause pain? Basically I've been having random pressure feeling in the ball of my foot, and I'm afraid it's peripheral neuropathy thing from diabetes (which I'm afraid I have). This feeling was very rare, but it has coincidentally gotten worse as I started worrying about it. Is it possible I am imagining the feeling? Thank you! :>) For more information, I felt that weird pressure on monday and today. I can't even remember when I felt it before then, it's probably been a couple of months. My anxiety for my fear of having diabetes has increased tremendously this week. Ijust think it's interesting how the feelings increased while my anxiety increased. Is it possibly at all to imagine this kind of thing? Is it all in my head?",4.295070185289163,6.928223043795622,5.66014598540146,73.25233015160025,74.03649635036496,9.470859067939363,31.70634475014037,9.851270322608157,3.7879796743402574,595,29,100,18,13,199,87,137,0.17800000000000002,0.696,0.126,-0.8339,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,5,4,0,14,5,2,2,2,19,26,8,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,16,2,0,0,11,1,0,3,1,7,0,0,6,6,12,3,14,20,6,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,71,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772689369232453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398820160231986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887168121920873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818921117723385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857667376557427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498211764770675,0.3324778957657785,0.0,0.3156763740152326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16870943647420042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118472669150325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312128729990439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492034189901312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706453703120163,0.0,0.0,0.17723798628092566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862194729696869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635461907478298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513463146831985,0.0,0.0,0.21842406510312345,0.10533314433851618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558205310688261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356372538246273,0.0,0.0,0.13186207732265295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694391692912264,0.16752533913848588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,snowbunny89,2018/01/28,"The never ending circus of guilt and depression, with our ringleader anxiety. I’ve never posted here before, and I just did a general search for the word “anxiety”. Reading some of these posts really helped me not feel so alone. I’m going to put it blunt, so please excuse my language. How does one fucking disassociate from their job at the end of the day? Guilt, depression, shame, anxiety are all parasites that decided to choose me as their host. My job is stressful. I work with high needs offenders, stretched thin to a caseload of 42 very needy clients, working 12 hours a day, in an entry level position. I feel so much guilt that I leave my dog alone for that long. When I come home, I can’t turn my brain off from work. I’ve been actively looking for a new job, hell even something that’s not in my field but is better on the stress factor is okay by me. But in the meantime, I’m dreaming about work when I’m not there. I feel sick to my stomach when I think of tasks I have to do. The Sunday Blues cripples me to staying in bed and crying. I think my job would be bearable if i was able to turn it off. But I can’t. I’ve downloaded meditation apps but they don’t seem to work. I’m sorry I needed to vent. If anyone has any suggestions, I’d be open to anything. I feel like such an awful person. 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Is this considered a sense of impending doom? On a daily basis, I have the sense of I'm running out of time to be productive, that I need to hurry up and be productive, that I've wasted the day, etc. This especially occurs as the sun goes down, but can happen at any time. Does anyone else experience this? Is this considered impending doom or something else?",5.161643835616438,6.255895301369865,6.430027397260279,74.96668493150689,68.58904109589041,10.223561643835618,29.668493150684927,10.355215969177356,3.1773528767123285,299,11,55,8,5,101,47,73,0.112,0.888,0.0,-0.7929,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,13,7,1,12,2,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746054147624186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275023468778296,0.2824496943993624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778006572102373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123486885885284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605627391396052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074375209124044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696516671643873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437682037670645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044008926403916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221912649691374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48222457584161793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stigmaphobic,2018/01/28,"Is it possible that I am internalizing a panic attack, during a panic attack? I have internalized anxiety/panic attacks before. But here recenty, especially when my husband is being less than helpful during a full blown panic attack (by telling me to settle down, that i'm stressing the dogs, take another pill, etc), I actually just stop my external crying and hyperventilating. Like I don't even know how. I do know i end up holding my breath a lot more during these times. Do I just send it inside when this happens? I still feel dizzy and like I want to cry and of course all of the anxiety and panic is still there. TIA ",4.188135593220338,6.307446796610176,6.012000000000004,72.97664406779663,72.5593220338983,8.448813559322032,27.0542372881356,9.120678840339163,2.524739661016949,494,18,85,11,10,170,78,118,0.29600000000000004,0.61,0.094,-0.9786,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,10,11,4,5,6,0,9,2,1,1,1,16,16,8,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,0,1,13,2,8,15,6,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,9,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.1204776841152844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945699880558567,0.09444541239835808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5618074542181186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050540879259762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712267239079266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934758405081382,0.0,0.13768885910121084,0.08154317300221771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242432567140906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917394130107416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275162824566776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356991226291177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063117115504575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495999935859772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5794077831413932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918090555563972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197188230602359,0.10321683172227708,0.14142129136166826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282542525664028,0.0,0.10790816816191988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198964251462292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281902031795187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,freedomfornat,2018/01/28,"At my breaking point My boyfriend and i have been together for almost 2 years. Since the beginning he knew i struggled with anxiety and has loved me through all of it. But, I’m just dying inside because i feel like he’s not been real with me. From the beginning i caught him talking to his ex, they had a conversation about how I’m ‘crazy’ and how he’s not supposed to talk to her (due to a comment he had made on twitter about her) and he kept liking lewd photos of girls he’s had sex with, and I’ve caught him telling his friends in locker room talk in his group chat saying that when they get together he’s gonna have sex with all of these women, he said it was just locker room talk. Also caught him talking about how his ex felt during sex. And he’s rates girls in his group chat. All of this I’ve found out because i snooped on his phone and i couldn’t help to do it because i get so anxious to know if he’s faithful. And in the last trip with his friends he was dancing with a girl at the club. We got into a fight about it and the next night his phone was shut off all night and he said that he watched Star Wars premier with all of his guy friends while shrooming and he called me very early that morning around 4am. Every time that he goes out of town with his friends something sketchy seems to always happen. And he’s going out of town this coming weekend and i just keep myself from crying every single day because I’m so anxious for him to leave and am scared he might be an unfaithful person. Over all when we’re together we’re like best friends and he does so much for me and treats me amazingly. And shows that he loves me. But his phone kind of proves other wise. I’ve never caught him cheating but I’m scared that he has with all of the shady things I’ve seen on his phone. I no longer look at his phone because it’s made me more peaceful. But i cannot get into it anymore because he changed the pass code. I’m not sure what to think. I cry every time I’m alone because he’s leaving this weekend. And i tried to talk to him about him dancing with girls and not to do it. And he said he wouldn’t. And then i asked him why he did last time. And he said I️ don’t know don’t ask me about last time. I’m just a nervous wreck at this point. This all has happened throughout this last two years. Besides all of this i guess there’s more good than bad. I just want advice on how to calm myself down and just what you guys think. I don’t have any one i can talk to. I feel isolated and scared. I don’t want to lose him but I️ don’t want to be getting played either. He gets upset that i don’t trust him but all of this stuff is crazy too. My friends tell me it’s “locker room talk” but it’s just so hurtful to know my boyfriend talks like this.. he said he stopped saying things like that but i just don’t even know ",2.4927750850032524,3.6440786772046607,3.0724896910945536,96.30491915647836,75.03993344425956,5.891644360847862,23.0485784561962,5.7926816847441245,0.0861432829342399,2219,60,522,10,46,691,232,601,0.11,0.784,0.105,-0.8,0,1,1,0,1,0,39.0,1,1,2,2,29,36,3,6,13,0,33,5,0,6,13,107,88,46,2,6,22,2,3,5,6,3,0,7,3,8,33,42,0,3,13,9,0,10,16,12,0,2,26,13,65,24,72,56,16,66,1,2,3,5,110,29,0,5,31,297,98,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06084947393153223,0.0,0.0,0.062354359513270965,0.06449288801119435,0.0,0.049797256089358005,0.051813586296225234,0.0,0.0,0.042345700963507364,0.0,0.04763634090010136,0.14069463691721962,0.06175505743435913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543345701946484,0.11642799384829752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199280678544605,0.2657142825740791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534847021255293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358458060112157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587334983294227,0.053640047705645934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680123103068031,0.04015896594030301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462637638715481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054492852406289184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04112871433951317,0.0,0.1573953543145676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629711149039122,0.04448566433966168,0.05978891671814305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827578550627385,0.28865765093454643,0.0,0.16266739248944473,0.0,0.035389447292302374,0.05222907923319677,0.04980296705501231,0.0,0.06859736971147669,0.12331408007500068,0.11013022132382656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04173823453194659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666126879962307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055348392215521784,0.0,0.06484457000942677,0.13688774290359687,0.20303327949249114,0.0,0.1318697708242762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210975965890675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229107446277277,0.06966414541472557,0.0,0.0,0.1124021211459626,0.1178426636156608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605857594346477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045775577728724086,0.0,0.04802642384774543,0.0,0.06622479769281703,0.11687225858100185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421957293161976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054371718008603465,0.0,0.0,0.11773045934095774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087683511762738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961649080790801,0.0990391262940856,0.1870292474838524,0.0,0.0,0.0566882232968633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051510345677051164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04793844933235713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206046601620076,0.0,0.06509807143598077,0.0712841941821281,0.0,0.0,0.05868869043583984,0.0,0.0,0.4504520397232168,0.1088533609824344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273877497755815,0.07980013853316491,0.0,0.0,0.1452404331779963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04227720817965455,0.0,0.06082869244940878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137922974499798,0.11018528865900748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618894392077727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019961170947645 anxiety,Bentoverflowers,2018/01/28,About to go on a date in half an hour and I can't breathe. I don't know what exactly I'm so nervous about. I've been friends with the person for years and been on one date already. But I'm afraid to let people in. I'm afraid to be intimate. I don't know how to get over this.,-1.18310267857143,0.5319663593750015,1.2507142857142846,102.38,88.53125,4.9071428571428575,18.517857142857142,6.18269132825596,-0.4891267857142858,213,6,58,2,7,72,42,64,0.048,0.897,0.055,0.0922,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,3,0,7,1,1,1,1,8,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,2,0,3,1,13,10,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963687494927401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775048591095901,0.0,0.18765894486438628,0.0,0.20413268561608652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537241322502731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39479653858444985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672902291894877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339254229377005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490131321382749,0.31362583108414177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313028794770657 anxiety,curioup6688,2018/01/28,Teeth grinding from anxiety I have a problem with grinding my teeth and I assume it stems from anxiety. I was experiencing headaches and now I have ear fullness/ pain. Anyone have experience with a situation like this? I've got a night guard but still experience some symptoms.,5.193673469387754,8.299398571428577,5.8115918367346975,70.85126530612247,73.48979591836735,8.817959183673471,34.289795918367346,9.3871,3.9068253061224496,226,12,36,6,5,73,34,49,0.151,0.81,0.039,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,4,5,3,0,0,9,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,1,4,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172529408491949,0.0,0.0,0.19068889002140355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5335358183847344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181153513690137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332349281038251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559248499946541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2901883242771141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609517265782433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065434417124165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177908037836941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834556343426993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,therealjgreens,2018/01/28,"Questions about how to handle a sibling with anxiety I have anxiety. It's pretty bad, but I am good enough at corralling it, so to speak. I'm very open with others about it. Lately, my sister has been a giant mess of anxiety. She just had a baby boy (so excited that I'm an uncle!), and she's just been dealing with all kinds of mental or social anxiety. She looks at others and thinks about how much easier they have it. She feels like she is just stuck. She says that her brain is filled with fog, and she has trouble talking to people and adding to the conversation. She thinks she just blabbers and doesn't have anything to add. It's hard to communicate all of the issues she thinks she has. She is just mentally in a bad spot, and can't get out of her rut. She can leave the house, we just got done with Yoga, she met a new friend at yoga. From a 3rd party looking at her, I don't see it. I keep telling her it's in her head, and she needs to work on practicing yoga, good eating, exercise, reading etc. But every time we talk, it's the same thing. What can I do to just completely break it to her that she is a perfectly normal person, sweet, and can achieve anything she puts her mind to? I know she can, the anxiety is just holding her back.",3.1600557275541767,4.315029129411768,4.359504643962846,87.71145510835913,73.3921568627451,7.564499484004128,24.009287925696594,8.032893268588372,1.1373529411764705,968,27,208,14,19,318,131,255,0.102,0.7609999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.9497,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,1,3,16,12,0,0,13,0,24,4,2,2,3,46,40,15,0,2,11,1,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,2,16,18,1,2,6,5,0,2,3,4,0,0,7,8,36,8,31,33,6,17,0,0,3,0,43,10,0,2,5,150,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533371413623114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506362106924305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113451662917263,0.19791839552871235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230744785924128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426590020182035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218885202756638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128704595908878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127548525047292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246277847336445,0.13218106035495727,0.0,0.0,0.09985815960453334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992724184841086,0.08467066748740405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915682102042314,0.0,0.061921775947211,0.0,0.0,0.19881780194005375,0.0947912215315959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617058488359557,0.0,0.12163564953287527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367560958200996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370402296974943,0.0,0.10534596667953257,0.0,0.12342027723157573,0.06513545843665293,0.0,0.1336956525851372,0.12549550156035033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579028551010561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905379605398474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388804429129072,0.0,0.11967135128320347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712579161051352,0.08788103236886538,0.0,0.11446729479844975,0.0,0.0,0.11612437520996513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216680205317389,0.10348703845523767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057738577354077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914527325556044,0.13276945527697587,0.0,0.11855201131677008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425181184956666,0.0,0.0,0.09444504586810487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081615136424102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905236736402004,0.10359164991060757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873938052212137,0.22782837220100866,0.0,0.0,0.06910992904053694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779136137614323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628392653033201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dinkydot24,2018/01/28,"Anxiety and imagined physical pain? Possible TW Just wondering if anybody else experiences imaginary physical pain when they feel anxious? I don't mean like health related anxiety or hypochondria. I mean like I feel anxious and this translates into imagined physical pain where I can feel things like my big toenail being bent backwards or my IUD being ripped out. These things obviously aren't happening, but the imagined pain just seems to play on a loop inside my head when I feel anxious. Anyone else experience this or able to tell me why this happens and how to stop it?",7.55865546218487,9.262127470588236,7.214425770308122,69.29205882352943,63.50980392156863,10.926610644257703,39.0812324929972,10.914260884657429,4.898205602240896,470,25,72,13,7,148,66,102,0.246,0.726,0.028,-0.9517,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,5,7,2,1,1,26,15,11,0,1,7,0,4,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,11,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,10,4,6,13,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,6,44,17,0,0.12430748994006938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018977911918172,0.4212962427360139,0.0,0.0869186872592001,0.1273677134231312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768591411242107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24319315579716735,0.0,0.0,0.2514144077434418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21984940564442687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757534739022713,0.1321330489260031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821910817126033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708145970682882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290877345037298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013801736385348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131648701786239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392662771083896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865022528202678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651687455442236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121681748777012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480617023750038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ProfessionalFly,2018/01/28,"Anxiety about weed I had a very bad experience with weed a few years back and it caused me to feel as if my body wasn't mine (what I found out to be dp/dr), after a while of not being around it, it got somewhat better after my close friends stopped smoking. Although I still deal with very bad anxiety constantly. I also have very bad ocd, so now whenever I smell weed I go straight back into the same fear and I know it's very irrational but think I am going to get high again, and it sends me into very bad panic attacks. I get scared that if I do get high the dp will stay and never go away. The problem is though I am in a band and we are going to start gigging again soon, and I don't know how to deal with this feeling when I smell it or when I am around it, especially while performing. I am just wondering if anyone has any suggestions on how to deal with it and wondering if it is even possible that this out of body feeling even lasts forever or if I will only feel like this while I am having panic attacks. Any help is appreciated, thanks.",4.757720666430345,4.69967011059908,5.765161290322582,83.46004962779158,69.09216589861751,9.2575682382134,28.67387451258419,9.057496981413335,2.020976887628501,822,26,179,14,13,273,116,217,0.194,0.7040000000000001,0.102,-0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,20,15,2,4,7,0,20,2,2,3,1,47,40,27,0,6,10,0,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,15,19,0,1,10,1,0,5,4,11,0,0,4,6,23,4,25,32,3,39,0,0,0,0,9,13,0,10,21,131,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679579054874704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060846469122442,0.0,0.14692658775047213,0.0,0.0,0.06714696336411441,0.0,0.0,0.17097553114255035,0.0,0.21849778121801813,0.09022409125978777,0.14768350453676496,0.3207268041252483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493143263914593,0.0,0.21333712508750693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986500774152196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377517177906652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970105929707452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685486631186074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393654251829094,0.0,0.10806134038950878,0.19422421757954614,0.06860441777997105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529280797886194,0.07419315253596923,0.0,0.1505163776130213,0.0,0.21830605100158354,0.0,0.07680459782361841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436741637406904,0.20292361073745635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555202493337706,0.0782779134373967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691579480694337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406486775091621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303574546738463,0.0,0.2253428894300387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082602903307688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918884997567764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614357660246783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797108962541726,0.10235604814320204,0.07669031541933717,0.08028604300759297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841225214442545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061532654666323974,0.0943497666478055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961773073372252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828259743961788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184068226449942 anxiety,redoblu,2018/01/28,"I've just found this subreddit and I can't stop crying Binge reading the posts on this sub for the past hour made me curl up into a tiny ball and cry a lot. I've never met anyone who could relate to my experiences, not even my loving boyfriend understands it. I am also pretty sure that I have depression, so these illnesses create a sickening combo. For example, today I haven't eaten anything, been lying in my bed since morning, and I loathe myself so, so much for it. I was supposed to write my CV today! And that task made me so anxious, I didn't do anything at all! This has been the case for a long time... I feel like I messed up major parts of my life, just because of this absurd feeling. Constantly nervous. Afraid to talk to people, afraid to make friends. Even now, as I'm writing this post, my hands are shaking, and I'm all sweaty thinking that this is going to be posted. I hate my appearance, my physique, everything. I don't have any interesting hobbies - tried to take up quite a few of them, but always quit after a few months. And I always think that I'm not good enough compared to my friends or my boyfriend. I'm not studying atm (quit uni earlier), I'm jobless (need to find a job desperately, but I'm failing spectacularly, can't even write a CV), my self confidence is non existant, and I just honestly don't know if it's worth living anymore. I'd kill myself if I had the guts. Thank you, anxiety, for making me too afraid to do that. I often wonder, how many people would come to my funeral? Anyways, anxiety is such a bitch. You just look at other people smiling, socializing, getting through their lives as every normal person can, but you are broken somehow, and you wonder, why can't you function as everyone else does? My thoughts are scattered and all over the place. I'm not sure if this post is a rant, or a call for help, but what I actually want to say is hello. Hello everyone, who made through today and are still here. I'm proud of you, even if I can't be proud of myself.",4.776159629843839,5.407458631578948,5.714298245614035,81.42707489878546,69.20050125313284,8.544476576055526,29.38124156545209,8.617729084823388,2.1263405822247927,1570,56,311,24,26,518,213,399,0.15,0.727,0.123,-0.8933,2,0,0,0,0,2,64.0,0,6,2,6,22,24,3,6,16,0,32,6,2,6,6,66,68,29,2,9,18,0,3,1,2,1,2,1,1,2,20,12,1,1,11,2,2,4,13,12,0,0,12,5,44,12,38,52,10,32,0,2,1,1,26,10,1,12,15,206,64,5,0.0,0.0,0.08394207112007494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878931037357187,0.14314928769983315,0.0,0.0,0.05849582477673267,0.0,0.1316084980007016,0.0971769110071904,0.08530766846604891,0.06014643863279154,0.0,0.14157250664679025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243634371534752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783494901998604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409769493033226,0.0,0.09295590877535947,0.0,0.06867911930630298,0.0,0.18897551953404232,0.0,0.0,0.07408798173570602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752757487398699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718577815769747,0.0,0.0,0.08888055304402677,0.0,0.22725877834633296,0.0,0.07247466178909225,0.1643895552313032,0.07730827126939756,0.08414302310761712,0.0,0.0,0.08698751513380665,0.061451943575852916,0.0,0.0,0.07861974723339259,0.0,0.0,0.09431532114465632,0.13291602992616938,0.0,0.04494134266971138,0.0,0.048886542450671325,0.07214860062673324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492588868558981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765667820152427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471132271096296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853605189708123,0.0,0.09516720561094763,0.0,0.047273756489896165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075771690584849,0.04202450612640115,0.0,0.15191258917270464,0.07612404965626472,0.07223424006600941,0.0,0.0,0.07313022154784829,0.07763544626116299,0.24417958536188775,0.11483661267167955,0.08720969778367375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865949238198589,0.0,0.06323381389248273,0.06378194955558385,0.066343104733863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842802916871482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315012294539328,0.08211480566656035,0.17890409394721282,0.0751084151891143,0.08987147774374463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32952944344190804,0.08751218015591736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744751734935311,0.08604221185956534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840570879594292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973650810514266,0.0,0.0,0.07115575102913929,0.0,0.0,0.0876854705059639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869483173923759,0.07191568042534277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214365444413442,0.0,0.06467553311522838,0.06913876074110048,0.0,0.07919467734014501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023491912007244,0.0,0.06828942511988705,0.05015833211143713,0.0,0.2446076742627612,0.0,0.0,0.0584012096967703,0.0,0.0,0.08954874382554251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050736195896450065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761870846846902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18656772901625354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061105382649016625,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ParagonLost8302,2018/01/28,"dad makes me anxious and i don't know why Hi. I'm not sure if I'm posting this in the correct subreddit or not. I'm having a bit of an issue as far as anxiety and what triggers me to have an attack. Bear with me while I try to explain this the best that I can. I apologize in advance if this is long winded. For as long as I can remember, I've always had a rather strained and odd relationship with my dad. When I was a young child, I had a somewhat solid connection with the guy. We did fun things together like play games, take me to the playground or swimming, go out for ice cream, watch movies, etc. The older I got (probably when I was a preteen/teenager), things started to change between he and I. I was beginning to find my own sense of self and he began working odd hours and wasn't around as much. It was around this time in my early teens that he became fearful of his work situation and decided that it was best that we relocate somewhere that he knew he'd have stable employment. I didn't know about this until at least a month or two before we were slated to actually move, so a lot of the planning was done behind my back and dropped on me at the last second. We moved and and being that I was an already moody teenager at the time, didn't really endear him to me. About a year after he moved us to a place where the whole family was miserable, he realized he made a mistake and decided to move us back where we were from. I was finally settling in where we were at and protested that we not move again. He didn't like the fact that I spoke up and my mom sympathized with the fact that it was unfair to just uproot again that quickly. So we stayed behind while he moved back, got himself situated, and helped to provide us with a roof still until we were ready to go back. Once we did, things were fine for a while. I was about seventeen at the time and tried to reforge a bond with him. It didn't pan out and there was still conflict there. He wanted things to be done HIS way and being that I was almost a legal adult, it didn't sit right with him. Granted, I was still under his roof. He was very much a control freak and tried to shape me into who he wanted me to be instead of who I was; every parent wants the best for their kid, right? Eventually, I began seeing my now husband and grew into adulthood. So being that there was another male influence in my life, things began to grow more distant and strained between he and I. At 23 when I moved out, he didn't particularly care for the way I did it. Retrospectively, telling them two weeks before we left might not have been the best idea; knowing and predicting how volatile my parents reacted, it was the least painful course of action. Even if I'd told them months in advance, they still most likely would have blew up the way they did and insisted I not go because it's not what they wanted. I couldn't deal with being told how to live my life and what to do on their terms. He always used to throw around ""If you don't like it, there's the front door."" So I called his bluff and I left. He was very much the provider and showed his love and cared by making sure that my mom and I had a roof over our head, food on the table, etc. Over the years, there were some good moments and fun times, even if we were in and out of each other's life. There was also a lingering sense growing up that at any second, he could just lose his temper (nothing physical towards me; just yelling, slamming doors, etc) if I didn't behave accordingly or say what he wanted to hear (even if I was respectful about it). It wasn't until a few years after I moved up here is when he really realized what we had was good and he missed having me at home. There came a point that we had a conversation on the phone about what I'd been holding in for many years and why I did what I did. He knew he did wrong and we worked through that. I personally have felt a sense of closure since then and am good with the fact that it's out in the open. He has too and it's made him change the way he views me as an adult and his daughter. Since then, things haven't been awful. He was diagnosed with COPD about 8 years ago and having a relationship with me is one of those things that means the world to him. I do have to give him credit where credit's due. He is trying a little more these days to make it known how much he cares and is thinking of me, mainly because he spent so many years not expressing it in the ways he should have. He also doesn't have the temper he used to, either, so that's a good thing I guess. Being that I have the closure I wanted for so many years, I'm almost not sure exactly where to go and how to handle him wanting to be close with me. Especially since his health isn't what it used to be. We still have our moments that we've butted heads over the years over differing topics of interest; which makes for awkward conversation. The main one though is he's hardcore into all things political (he can't help himself bringing it up in context) and I'm not into that sort of thing. I'm not sure how to bond with him over what he likes and vice versa. I don't want to bore him in the same way that he bores me, hence awkward. I do try my best to indulge him though, even if it's playing along with a corny joke, small talk, or connecting on Facebook when he tries (even if he does the dad stuff). He is trying after all and he wants to feel like he's done right in life and by me when his time's up. Rationally and logically speaking, I know I shouldn't have the anxiety I do about this. Because I know that it's not something/someone that's causing me harm or is out to get me. However, when anxiety takes over, it's a whole different mindset that causes me to feel uncomfortable and unsure. It's those moments when he does reach and I'm put on the spot to indulge and engage is what causes me to feel anxious or have an anxiety attack. I just don't know exactly how to make sense of all of this and why I feel so anxious when it comes to my relationship with him in particular. Can anyone help or lend insight?",5.105012513171758,4.923153072115387,5.63829469617141,85.08844046364597,68.35897435897436,8.761433087460485,28.07345451352301,8.308257650873617,1.6203719792764315,4766,137,1037,60,73,1540,423,1248,0.075,0.843,0.08199999999999999,0.9274,6,0,1,0,1,0,118.0,21,1,7,13,75,55,5,6,66,1,114,11,2,23,13,222,186,107,0,25,35,9,5,6,0,4,7,5,3,8,83,98,1,3,26,6,3,25,30,21,0,6,72,14,130,34,159,98,34,178,0,3,4,1,138,74,0,26,75,736,213,7,0.0,0.0,0.0379927469391383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03451153294964012,0.0,0.07797104866417309,0.0,0.04296325668147966,0.06226901067052501,0.06479033206504957,0.0,0.0,0.02647560440294026,0.040824381969481856,0.11913378578491955,0.13194877392084245,0.0,0.02722268335501633,0.0,0.0,0.10397520258310422,0.0,0.08858324507717953,0.0,0.11974752332320884,0.0,0.07119912734847092,0.0,0.06625780378836554,0.0,0.20428759074928,0.0,0.04250447844987836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039754689704461804,0.04452869309047554,0.11908359711096705,0.11998397332697265,0.08237137235614282,0.033537115950291685,0.0,0.0,0.04366638855877555,0.031084632115816763,0.0,0.0,0.02510840229998522,0.04013795472121756,0.0,0.03951592074004216,0.0,0.0813528726514329,0.0,0.0,0.06814062208298496,0.11952515826594018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026091973593942,0.12857356776227236,0.0,0.03280252021556459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03670233086189432,0.04381016661007172,0.07874227083617448,0.02781356368793753,0.03738154454153559,0.04264892354734764,0.03558382728947178,0.0,0.047077634669300206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020340754479515145,0.037347840462489575,0.08850551392285635,0.13061977094672306,0.062276151951173676,0.0,0.04288881237621782,0.038549542540242336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991246521139239,0.04138369164410877,0.04388003770562175,0.0,0.07828740302803794,0.0,0.03905272166190555,0.0,0.03834091539191965,0.0,0.0,0.04395033474717466,0.0,0.04063567494416005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837852413342754,0.03173538674626754,0.0,0.0,0.08460109147895982,0.0,0.10999740807927999,0.11412344764894343,0.03902084253070719,0.03437833067671095,0.06890851550316815,0.0,0.043555787555828736,0.0,0.03309923097913716,0.035138326037824394,0.07367821697805192,0.1299395614846687,0.11841509034704255,0.0,0.04240917722285322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04130149423215264,0.0,0.09119513024816883,0.062151497675273365,0.3310348066090073,0.11448020079357413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037357022718716194,0.0,0.0,0.041462107092122766,0.052763676663751036,0.0,0.04142718993346694,0.0,0.08646042084071574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033994574749029664,0.04067643632571645,0.0,0.036804032012290835,0.0,0.03728681156727315,0.0,0.04197608832324458,0.0,0.0,0.039138166075084184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049882631920447854,0.0,0.0,0.1253976068589053,0.04410321516796016,0.09974506484644363,0.0,0.030960884676755483,0.0,0.0,0.03102436033888002,0.0,0.040615348157942564,0.0,0.0,0.09661671695879426,0.08752408226150306,0.0,0.0,0.03298759191367759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027556800150951598,0.041497130301537136,0.15545871834411856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456868306359666,0.0,0.0,0.14677462085182796,0.0,0.058545164064056215,0.031292668925988205,0.03402893868476752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586518849903441,0.024946533544510617,0.07650245650410327,0.0,0.11350999524857708,0.0,0.0,0.07440382025368862,0.0,0.1850294668620364,0.0,0.07606327731008827,0.0,0.14049391026937555,0.10087618473096294,0.0,0.06424719063824791,0.2066718968289364,0.18541802407010452,0.031229502886638637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539225120024638,0.08693404785228986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503051494735382,0.0,0.0,0.027656707877536445,0.04256684930168703,0.0,0.20057131133281828 anxiety,marinora,2018/01/28,Mirtazapine question. How much do i have to wait? So I'm on 30mg Mirtazapine to take a night and it's worked wonders for my anxiety attacks and insomnia. Last night I went out for my friend's birthday and so I took my dose at 3am. I normally take my dose at 20:30 but postponed it so I didn't fall asleep in the middle of a club. Anyway... can I take it as per normal tonight? It's been almost 18 hours,0.4026436781609206,2.3599740919540224,2.8282758620689665,92.00264367816094,83.9425287356322,6.16551724137931,22.310344827586206,7.3871296695380915,0.7494275862068962,314,11,73,5,9,108,60,87,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.594,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,3,0,5,4,1,1,0,12,13,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,10,1,11,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,5,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080797037238371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896491886619693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364002499176987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605442371443057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463919498153785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693831232196566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275545648982528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39000873601940783,0.4071958857852934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327813426293453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468714757655034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308712494910538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263084920804813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253480919291493,0.15127943564400198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glossandcupcakes,2018/01/28,"Can you be anxious without ""feeling"" anxious on a conscious level? Like sometimes around a trigger, I won't ""feel"" overtly scared or anxious, but I still wonder if on a subconscious level, I do feel anxious because I find that my thoughts and reactions are still impacted by anxiety.",12.3592,9.592631320000002,11.152000000000001,59.63600000000001,55.8,13.2,57.0,11.20814326018867,6.910599999999999,226,16,32,4,2,72,38,50,0.191,0.737,0.073,-0.5569,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,14,10,4,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,6,1,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,3,26,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355086834011484,0.7888889270692023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541047402379748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642047196265476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264814013320177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956014499373666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528946640991877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478195522229664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726610408748835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27883471260964793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859457651677706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828592408477142,0.18932122615844366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rayray131131,2018/01/28,Buspar (buspirone) anyone have side effects and how long did they last I was prescribed 5mg 3x a day and it's been 2 weeks I'm experiencing flushing headaches anxiety rise dizziness and crazy dreams. I'm not a depressed person per say but I do avoid things because of my anxiety so my doctor prescribed me this. I also take klonopin when needed which for me has been great. Just wanted to know how long these side effects lasted for you and how the medication has or has not helped you. I'm planning on at least giving it a month. The worst is the hot face/flushing. Thanks for any input.,2.611231884057972,5.142523043478263,3.2309782608695663,88.9670471014493,79.43478260869566,5.224637681159421,24.36594202898551,6.42735559955562,0.7585507246376819,470,17,90,4,12,147,83,115,0.111,0.755,0.134,0.5791,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,1,3,7,5,0,1,6,0,10,2,0,5,0,18,19,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,3,10,2,7,15,2,13,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195468557202162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14622375340200472,0.0,0.3289856777080172,0.0,0.0,0.1503498419625388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107668832777172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867274832916116,0.0,0.18519993200750995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200862655268844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062706985181422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370648162381897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412611374396514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817161545715198,0.3505466613776812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805791031200963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661414708505014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716301756764647,0.0,0.0,0.15943763677000902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877507398681366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709957852965588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616713541775037,0.0,0.0,0.1979652909303506,0.0,0.0,0.14285244964451702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682677824673114,0.0,0.17247935342529544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChrisA998,2018/01/28,"Cbd oil for anxiety Anyone tried cbd oil to help with anxiety? I am moving jobs in 3 weeks and I feel sick and can't stop thinking about it. I have just started to try obd oil, I do feel a bit better today... would like to know others experience ",2.4920588235294123,3.783952274509808,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,75.27450980392156,7.452941176470588,22.553921568627448,8.07648339933343,1.0377803921568622,190,5,41,3,4,65,40,51,0.125,0.6890000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.5086,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,10,10,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,2,7,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,22,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900225451451949,0.0,0.0,0.17824431881940914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254539088391843,0.2783040051294856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493583357244061,0.0,0.0,0.2577880042986477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17086589937874755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529663917578744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400960508239003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245398670061673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27093707497549324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043199517448946,0.0,0.0,0.21312253495356465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163340910245994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416320858893177,0.0,0.0,0.3461446455436511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20447952894665472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108615495872804,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,michelllie,2018/01/28,"Chest pain for several days Hello, it’s my first post in this sub. I haven’t been officially diagnosed with anxiety but I think I’ve had a mild form of it my whole life. I often get random stabbing chest pains. But in the last few days I’ve had stabbing and aching chest pains. I’ve had a few immensely stressful weeks. The pain started on Wednesday afternoon/night and mostly went away by Thursday. But it came back on Friday afternoon and has gotten worse on Saturday and today (Sunday). I’ve tried acupuncture, meditation, and essential oils to help me relax but nothing has helped the pain. I don’t feel anxious and I’m not having a panic attack. I called the 24 hour nurse line last night and they told me to go to the ER but when pushed they said it’s ok if I just take Tylenol and use a heating pad. I’m going to a walk in clinic today but I don’t know if they will actually help. Anyone have remedies that would help? I also have a job interview tomorrow so I’m not looking to start a new medication right now. 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A week ago I think i managed to get over my panic attacks, didn't have one since then(i felt they were starting couple of times but i just told myself it's just panic and hoped that it gives it's best, don't know why but that seemed to stop it). This made me very happy but i still felt low level anxiety throughout the day. Accidentally I stumbled upon a story about a guy who developed schizophrenia and this shit made me just spiral into intense fucking fear and I started to think I'll develop schizo or something else, so I started to research it, discovered I don't really have any symptoms, even asked half of my family and friends if they noticed I was doing something weird, and they of course said no. But I couldn't quite shake it, so i investigated it more, now knowing the shit delusional people think, crazy fucking thoughts starting popping into my mind, and although I know these are just thouggts and I don't really believe that cute waitress conspired to put caffeine in my decaf, these thoughts started to really freak me out, to the point I'm checking everything I'm doing and is happening around me and constantly doubting if something happened or I just started to lose my shit. I'm hardly focusing on things I'm doing and spending most of my time in my head and overanalyzing everything, even the fact that I'm overanalyzing everything. While I'm writing this I know how ridiculous I actually sound, but can't get rid of those intrusive thoughts, sometimes it happens that i completely forget about it and then remember that I didn't think about it for a while then something completely stupid pops into my head, like while I was watching Thor last night, I just thought what if become delusional and start believing I was Thor, then I obsess about that shit and it's just so tiring. Two months ago I was also obsessing about having MS so I'm just hoping that it passes like that passed. I know it's a lengthy post and that I'm just seeking reassurance and that it probably won't help, but I felt to need to write it. Oh yeah, I read about hypomania, so when i felt great couple of days ago I almost convinced myself I'm currently hypomanic and that I have bipolar, although I never suffered major depression or even had a lot of symptoms of hypomania. Sry if my english is bad, it's not my primary language.",9.63846946058937,7.77309835117773,9.228895686754363,68.50444682369739,60.13490364025696,12.150056082390131,40.86764555929438,10.813802987103665,4.411239502396247,1978,87,346,38,21,639,226,467,0.194,0.688,0.118,-0.9894,1,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,3,3,29,38,10,8,11,1,24,13,6,3,2,83,74,47,0,8,23,0,5,2,1,1,5,2,0,1,37,23,0,1,19,1,2,4,11,26,0,4,20,8,50,12,39,52,5,51,0,5,1,2,15,13,6,14,35,233,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.0641093612703278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747053723758581,0.0,0.06578458429769905,0.0,0.0,0.05253669216676448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04467521367268832,0.0,0.0502569011699926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848295058557593,0.061416452961041174,0.1494763005751669,0.0,0.0,0.05485302403151462,0.0,0.14511110444795794,0.0,0.14803273251119284,0.06894340637896244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776102806127266,0.0709935299233517,0.0,0.0,0.1453817103442596,0.0,0.08473636489349304,0.0,0.05658346432850781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0548801860346386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017383531689602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17712872076642255,0.0,0.061931899592771365,0.07392573648379744,0.0,0.0,0.25231204763321696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050756204055088176,0.12146891905952348,0.06864640661688629,0.06302113929039888,0.0,0.05510229424898792,0.0,0.0724295545238857,0.0,0.065048904031005,0.17428302250926625,0.06993411403506508,0.058850291591162035,0.0,0.134845135321396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403432942679166,0.0,0.0,0.13050097057787674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805227279346614,0.1071012515746345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06419103578253837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349649458891178,0.0,0.055851990907916635,0.0,0.12432539920227892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620564319328083,0.0,0.06633375831777183,0.0,0.10487509166786267,0.0,0.0,0.04871240359003783,0.050668443277917315,0.0,0.0,0.061650805225960725,0.0,0.0,0.07479479713058447,0.0,0.0,0.044516991816963634,0.0,0.0,0.2312386511557633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109001829921566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06210351118492138,0.0,0.06291815848994171,0.0,0.07083089346871821,0.0,0.0,0.06604215358223757,0.0,0.06987528352364923,0.06571330884500617,0.0,0.12625871759255747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442022970634632,0.0,0.062491493822182324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059806743798973626,0.0,0.0,0.2697420727793552,0.05434402187507663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023025165086804,0.06497455969405051,0.0,0.32549744334442005,0.0,0.052464535680510994,0.054924405317504005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656562153638407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364519144841107,0.1683801736167546,0.0,0.20861965245967493,0.07661518452289377,0.07550734833828046,0.0,0.06277489490530165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417498756129918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420569302121216,0.0,0.0,0.05269699203533479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059279998171873675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rose-wilson,2018/01/28,Impending doom I get this weird sensation in my stomach. Like it swarming me that something bad is going to happen. ,4.678571428571427,7.420699952380954,5.362142857142857,75.32035714285716,73.28571428571429,8.009523809523811,34.3095238095238,8.841846274778883,3.6315523809523818,93,5,14,2,2,30,21,21,0.299,0.606,0.095,-0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897610249372079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064583498954106,0.0,0.3333609598989956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5187014647497079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865682251043698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4515698522644052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FreydAlrek,2018/01/28,Anyone have experience with weighted blankets? I just now heard about weighted blankets and am looking into them for myself. They apparently can help with night anxiety and make it easier to get to sleep as a result. Anyone have experience with them? 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Well, I was at home, going to check the house's temperature or something nearby the thermostat, when I noticed a switch labelled ""exhaust fan"" that wasn't there before. I kind of got a little freaked out and asked my mom about it, but she said it's always been there. And at the library I'm at now, I feel like there's also a building nearby that's missing and this all is seriously causing me to freak out... I keep wondering whether I'm going insane or if I've been transported to some parallel universe or something... I'm still a little dizzy and shaky even now, so apologies in advance if nothing here makes sense... Does anyone else have these things happen to them? Or at least know some way to somehow cope? 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I have been to A and E countless times and have had an ecg on my heart everytime which has showen nothing but a fast heart rate with a normal rhythm. My gp referred me to a cardiologist who tested me with a 24 hour heart monitor which showed i have inappropriate synus tachacardia which is just a fast heart rate but again a normal rhythm. I then had a heart scan which was normal and a exercise test which was normal. I was then goven beta blockers and discharged from cardiology. However, i still have chest tightness and pain 24/7. I had to stop college and rarely leave the house because of it. I still think there is something wrong with my heart even though it seems obvious there isn’t. I feel if i was 100% sure my heart was ok I’d bevable to deal with the anxiety amd get my life back. I have a mental health meeting on Wednesday but don’t think it will work as i still believe its my heart. Im 17 years old. Has anyone else had anything like this and know any way of dealing with it ? 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What if I say something stupid? What if they try and set me up with a trainer or something else I don’t want or can’t afford? Things along those lines. I really want more exercise and this is really my best option for me to increase that, plus I think the small bits of social interaction will be good for me...but I’m still so hesitant. Tomorrow I’m going to attempt to do it. Any advice to help me conquer this would be appreciated. Thanks so much!",2.103344481605351,4.164455376811598,3.684782608695652,87.55168896321074,78.56521739130434,6.854849498327758,24.3835005574136,7.882392219407189,1.3173560758082496,534,19,111,9,13,177,91,138,0.073,0.7070000000000001,0.221,0.9712,1,1,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,5,6,1,1,8,0,9,1,0,0,0,19,17,13,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,1,3,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,12,4,21,13,6,14,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,6,3,77,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190469283441968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152436744729711,0.0,0.17148207663167686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366460866566874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352424885079284,0.0,0.24472507719650224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725723329658214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547910186996908,0.1880150909628308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15024997716528932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478367102960345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427438465422939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872057579036413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782613307801374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22850327754227825,0.0,0.3451392229833309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901476849078987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063767603880909,0.0,0.0,0.1489221955656391,0.1436329198737166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219018328969616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644311990451692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923710199885038,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,girrrrrrrrrrl,2018/01/28,"SNRI for anxiety? I'm on 75mg effexor and i had barely any side effects coming on it. Just a little groggy in the morning and some weird night sleep. I've been on it for a little over 3 weeks - considering a dose increase but nervous. Because - Upping the dose starts working on the Norepinephrine. How does adding more adrenaline to your body help with anxiety? It just seems really counterintuitive. Will I experience more anxiety? My sleep is an issue too so I'm concerned about that Anxiety is my main issue - not depression Can you give me your experience being on an SNRI for anxiety? 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Depressed 😕 Sorry for the long post.. Hello! i am new here at reddit. You can call me marcus, 22 yrs. Old. This may sound stupid but anyone else here currently experiencing intrusive thoughts? i tried to control it (by entertaining myself) shortly will fade away and later it will attack me again when im alone at home, causing to hurt myself and regretting on that thought. I feel it gets worse day by day, sadly i can't discuss this matter with my family thinking that they won't care nor help me. Example scenario: I get this kind of feeling especially when i meet new people and we had a drinking session. they make a sex joke which is awkward for me asking on how many times me and girlfriend had sex and we've just met couple of weeks ago. I stupidly answered it directly instead of brushing it aside. I feel bad at making new friends. Currently jobless and broke i tried to apply for countless companies and job fairs no luck. Being disregarded by my parents. Feeling of belittled by others because of my current status in life. Sometimes thinking of commiting suicide. This is only the few of the many intrusive thoughts that im having now. Don't know what to do..i know may sound weak but i would like to hear from you guys Pardon me if there is any grammatical/spelling error in my post.. Thank you very much. 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A little backstory. I've had pretty major anxiety since childhood, last year I dropped out of university and have been struggling to find a job, I took part in a job program last month that got me this job. It's only a 4-hour orientation but I was wondering if anyone had any advice or tips to make it easier. If you have any questions about it feel free to ask.",3.867104700854704,6.0062177403846215,5.482051282051284,76.34072649572651,73.51923076923076,9.23760683760684,28.863247863247857,9.725611199111238,3.050646581196581,431,18,79,12,9,146,68,104,0.08800000000000001,0.813,0.099,0.6275,6,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,1,0,15,15,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,6,1,10,2,11,9,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,5,9,52,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399416325761756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725773262866785,0.0,0.09706950362806467,0.14334810683009694,0.0,0.08872352517919935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862380020923854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735017014618976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641587362833695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597396756657227,0.21586291665214505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014844801235482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495980384467485,0.0,0.0,0.14324189062194867,0.0,0.0,0.7555046975054674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20686244249579108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271758062802731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469918857602061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128134499094016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650456963806968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740809042823846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909141914376052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214437716238734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496363893832876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265161349581125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409780079147586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760537597295933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081712158750063 anxiety,brando444,2018/01/28,"A good link for people with morning anxiety, or anxiety in general Hey guys. So I have an anxiety disorder, and I've had a lot of trouble with morning anxiety. I'll wake up really early and be hit with bad anxiety. I've found it helps to have something playing in the background, like a movie or something, but I recently discovered this girl's podcasts, called Meditation Minis. She basically just talks really softly, in a calming voice, with a lot of breathing exercises, soft music, and I found it really helps me out. Check it out guys! https://castbox.fm/channel/id388?utm_source=mkt&utm_campaign=mkt_link_intern_medium_ch_&utm_medium=link_intern&country=us",13.067352941176472,14.913239460784318,10.822352941176472,47.75058823529415,51.450980392156865,13.07450980392157,39.549019607843135,12.45797560212912,5.651125490196079,563,23,71,16,6,171,67,102,0.123,0.736,0.141,0.7038,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,0,4,3,2,0,0,19,7,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,9,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,5,4,14,2,2,8,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,4,3,44,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497987064948399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292953576337667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554015586376593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129978370858495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859359641735524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30344947260374205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606520840713187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740326770750671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855042041950094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760468005474035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352886772876846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593413579056292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659461746616213,0.0,0.13663194271528886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130608539979122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122328922140308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645213668303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AngelosMod1,2018/01/28,"I have a little problem First of all I want to say that compared to other people here I don't have even nearly as severe problems as they do but it's something that annoys me. When ever I find myself in situations that make even a bit anxious, I start getting terribly itchy all over my chest and head also a bit sweaty. Is there anything that I can do to not get this?",4.26631578947368,4.843670894736842,5.398526315789473,83.43068421052634,70.31578947368422,7.132631578947367,27.042105263157893,6.742157984588678,1.2160452631578949,292,9,58,2,5,97,57,76,0.247,0.738,0.015,-0.9513,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,0,3,0,7,2,2,1,3,11,12,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,10,0,9,12,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,49,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380359647475734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314011789163207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855878932898938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472456755873615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27057841561012946,0.1852817280039296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872121886500802,0.17422948409366185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403190465858854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21021611012981967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20529487381210448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672654995700215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420043019933615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39199197318701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289015050927558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314011789163207,0.0,0.0,0.2302390755562945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768921877888686,0.0,0.0,0.1449807190914199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081486664357165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,helpmex17,2018/01/28,"need tips for getting rid of self doubting thoughts Recently I have experienced more and more times when something happens that is negative, or even when something negative COULD HAVE happened but didn't necessarily, and I can't help but over think the situation for days and it cripples me. For example, if something potentially negative happens while I drive to work, I could sit at my desk, zone out, get a lump in my throat and think about all of the potential consequences all day. I started writing down situations like this that happen and noting the possible consequences from best to worst. For the worst consequences, I'd try to turn it into something positive e.g. what lessons will I learn if this consequence does in fact happen. I do honestly believe in everything that I write down but it just doesn't stop the niggling thoughts in the back of my mind and it can prevent me from enjoying myself for days at a time. Does anyone have any tips for ways that I can take this method further so that I can override these thoughts?",8.05431100478469,8.51232553157895,7.231626794258375,73.98002392344499,62.105263157894754,11.119617224880383,38.85167464114832,10.832165505486646,4.318684210526317,841,41,147,20,11,259,112,190,0.121,0.7559999999999999,0.123,0.1015,0,0,5,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,8,0,14,2,1,0,3,34,30,16,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,14,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,4,1,16,4,26,23,7,27,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,4,13,107,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214850125141385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844665377085045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288814921707574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361008276428258,0.12677270100358368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928987834538218,0.0,0.0,0.23371904033272303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114267116725221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978760923807117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856772501897996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622657971348006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5341175384034493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097004734044265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901703595583599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197409660090287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957206061942044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618444435038424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927594760325347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602129599008574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715697089200141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719925919624027,0.0,0.0,0.0855032352513171,0.0,0.0,0.1009946502330099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082696300686227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548082008561874,0.0,0.28770637629255685,0.1408795182887709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201562874223292,0.13139628537493844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588583607346647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794422288096182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,queenmadd,2018/01/28,"fear of going out side need food need motivation need hope Im self diagnosed agoraphobic, i know it sounds silly to proclaim but no professional ever wants to diagnosis it due to me already being diagnosed eupd and of course this is the answer for any of my symptoms (though my psychiatrist has said theyve always told me (in two letter one was features) that i have generalised anxiety) i used to go weeks without leaving the house, months even, but now i live alone and will regularly starve if i dont go out so i can get out and about. Recently i had a crisis im under the crisis team but my anxiety is worse ive been inside for three days at a time😓 managed to get out with help friday but....im out of food again. i hate asking for help. Theres a store five min from me, closer than anyone i know that could help. I don't know whether to call the crisis team see if theyll stay on the phone as i leave to distract myself. Im determind not to be as agoraphobic as i was i will not be stuck inside trapped by myself. Yet here i am frozen in bed scared to leave in case it means i even start getting ready to go towards to front door. I know i should eat, but the anxiety part of me keeps trying to convince me i dont need to eat i'll be ok if i just stay inside safe.",2.5569799498746844,3.9017470037594038,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,75.203007518797,7.322305764411028,23.192982456140356,7.957251820313856,1.0193704260651626,997,28,218,15,21,336,154,266,0.191,0.705,0.103,-0.9826,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,12,9,1,3,9,1,23,7,0,2,1,40,50,16,0,11,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,2,1,6,9,4,2,7,2,1,5,7,4,0,4,7,3,31,5,42,34,1,32,0,0,1,0,13,14,0,4,11,139,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612229625344752,0.10241721193341806,0.0,0.07722465291141638,0.0,0.0,0.06311340891367183,0.0,0.2129962518488074,0.0,0.0,0.06489432007534253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676403291893273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476852537029118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410055943571675,0.0,0.0,0.05985422796814256,0.0,0.0,0.1883986802574792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175432801888513,0.0,0.0,0.1899338736572619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259914499657358,0.08395119538839924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443610343152274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445040062934507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454668609872042,0.0,0.2109823294801748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162982760613346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662406360586287,0.0,0.0,0.09218043342843367,0.0,0.10708930568988967,0.0,0.0,0.40099926017336496,0.0,0.0,0.08249304253158794,0.0,0.0,0.204021940753551,0.0,0.0,0.2948144881303455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195218544388454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109637925625836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407938318758504,0.0,0.0,0.2752672539605894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288988629657605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005032721950756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916378453650762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828276081949082,0.0,0.09291815624477194,0.0,0.07395688160891935,0.0,0.0968201910502447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569079858612002,0.1978444241427008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646424949104113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118452494530492,0.0,0.05411776544838229,0.0,0.0,0.08868312618934743,0.0,0.06301132504266296,0.0,0.09066106010506188,0.0,0.0,0.08015731261731285,0.0,0.0,0.05474124504712504,0.0,0.07444590710217094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946471486725797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458045927978777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChocolatePopTartt,2018/01/28,"Friend cancelling plans. What do you think? Hi, hope you're all having a good day and that. Just wondering what you guys think of this. I haven't seen my best friend for around 7 months, and he got in touch and asked me to go out in a week, i say sure and we made plans to go out to a bar etc on the Friday night. I have very bad social anxiety, which I see a therapist for, and struggle to go to the shop, walk down the street, everything, even just to walk out of my door. So thinking about and knowing I'm going out with him, like always, has me in a nervous wreck the whole week leading up to it. Losing sleep, loss of appetite, constant butterflies etc. Anyway Friday comes I worry about it the whole day and on the night. A couple hours before we're supposed to meet he cancels saying hes tired and says we'll go tomorrow instead (Saturday). I'm thinking okay that's fine. So Saturday night comes and I've showered, bought fresh clothes, shoes, cologne. I've got my shoes on about to walk out out the door to meet up and he texts me and cancels saying his girl friend is annoyed that he's going out, and then says we'll go tomorrow. At this point I'm annoyed. I spent a full week losing sleep about this, being a wreck at work, having it constantly on my mind, mentally preparing myself before hand and then it gets cancelled twice. I have trouble saying no, standing up to people and saying what I really want in case I make other people feel bad. I think this contributes to people just treating me and talking to me how they want and not respecting my time. I don't even feel like going today now and would actually rather be by myself. I feel burned out from worrying about it all this time that its more like a challenge than something to enjoy. I could've had other plans on the Friday, but I made them with him and he cancelled. I could've had plans on the Saturday but I made them with him and he canceled. I'm at a point now where I've had so many friends come and go and had people treat me like shit that I feel like I don't really need friends and I can be happy by myself. I feel guilty for wanting to stay home tonight, but I'm sick of people treating me like this and like I say, I feel exhausted from all the worrying about it. Should I feel guilty? and what would you do in this situation? Thank you so much 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anxiety,TrapFanGirl,2018/01/28,"I'm anxious about going to work tomorrow hey guys, at the moment i'm having an internship for the next 6 weeks. 2 weeks are already over. and everyday again i'm anxious about going there again. i just feel so bad every evening, even tho when i'm there it's not that bad at all. i'm not familiar with this kind of social interactions there where somebody is above me and keep telling me what i am doing wrong and stuff. i just want to do nothing wrong but sometimes i mess up and feel really bad. i try to distract that thinking while doing something and it works fine but every evening before i go to sleep then i feel anxious and i could cry.. i don't wanna mess with some of you who having really bad anxiety, i don't think that mine is that bad because actually it's just this one thing in my life. everything else is fine and i'm feeling pretty good most of the times. hope you have an advice or something like that for me.. thanks a lot. and have a nice 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anxiety,throwaway4839201037,2018/01/28,"I start a new job tomorrow. I’m freaking out because I have no clue what I’m supposed to wear, I have no clue where orientation takes place because nobody ever told me, I don’t remember where my department is located and I’m supposed to go there after I’m done at orientation. It’s a hospital so there’s nobody I can ask today about it, and I start at 7:45am tomorrow which means I won’t have a chance to ask anyone before it starts. To add to this, I’ve been working overnights for years, now I have 12+ weeks of training on day shift. I’ve only had two days to try and change my sleep schedule and it has failed miserably. The new job is a pretty decent paying position in a prestigious company, so I’m trying to not let my anxiety get the better of me, but it’s so hard. 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What do you do about it? I am constantly worried about the future, especially college and school. I'm always worried that I'm not doing enough at school currently to get into a good college. I do very well at school but I still get worried. Sometimes, I get very stressed about school work. I don't know what to do. Any advice would be appreciated!",2.7698666666666685,5.6576886533333335,3.708000000000002,83.32066666666668,82.46666666666667,6.0,25.666666666666664,7.3871296695380915,1.614866666666667,319,13,56,5,9,102,45,75,0.151,0.745,0.104,-0.4009,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,6,16,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,9,14,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,38,10,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330634046507599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330405596438455,0.0,0.0,0.092600030509177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521298440825113,0.13952189678276086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943020299811337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11375226850372312,0.0,0.0,0.1406996474528402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21342906360697864,0.0,0.0,0.11421264072657965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483527773060833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5512438165646573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467526432151408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874525727529176,0.0,0.15598187241043815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470844188055494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243286741533467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913312595879853,0.5531475519709863,0.0,0.09673101147254096,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theoptomisticturtle,2018/01/28,Need a little encouragement/support Hey guys I don't really ask for support from total strangers but I feel like you guys would get it. I'm at work this morning and started taking Cymbalta a few days ago after having a reaction to effexor. I just feel 'off' and I'm having a hard time getting through these next few hours of work. My brain feels fuzzy and I keep checking my pupils because they are pulsing a bit (anyone else get this side effect? ). I am debating whether or not to take 0.5mg of ativan. 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I haven’t been able to get around to doing that, but I feel like it’s obvious at this point that I have anxiety in one way or another. I’m in a constant fear of sickness. I fear something will happen to me and I’ll have to be put in the hospital for it. It’s a random fear I have to go through with every day. When I was younger I used to fear throwing up. Yea, I know, it’s irrational. I remember at least every few nights, if not every night, I would just break down and sometimes get really nervous and rush over to the trash can with this mind set that I will be sick. Eventually it stopped and there was a long break. I had a lot of me time and just got to not have to worry about the idea of anxiety and all that. Then, it started up again. Like I stated earlier, a fear of mine is sickness. I also have a hard time being confident about certain things. Like I’ll check my bag a few times within a few minutes to make sure I have my phone. Or I’d check an address to a place a few times before walk-in into the place. I even remember feeling super nervous for some reason when I had to approach a a teacher I didn’t know. My voice kind of stopped half way through the conversation and started back up again. Yea, I remember feeling like I was going to throw up on the poor guy. I don’t know how bad this is compared to other people but it truly does affect me. I don’t know if some people consider this real anxiety but just note that there are things I didn’t put in this post that also happen. This is just some random information. A little while back I started going for walks and sitting outside to try and clear my mind of everything. I seemed to work pretty well. I slowed down on how many walks I take, and seem to be doing decent still. I have other methods of keeping my mind off of everything that I have yet to try out. Also. Curious about something. Has anybody else gotten these weird thoughts like, one would be “you’re okay, calm down. It’s okay.” And the other would be “something’s wrong with you, worry, keep worrying.” I noticed this, and thought it was something to note. I call those thoughts “the two voices” or something along those lines. Like I said this may or may not seem like anxiety to some people. I don’t know. But like I said there’s more to it. This is just some of the information I’m sharing. 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As someone with GAD, and a kind of severe version of it, I am struggling a whole lot those months we have to be away from each other. Especially those times he says he will text me or call me a specific time and he doesn't, I always jump to the worst possible conclusion, thinking that he may have died or something horrible has happened to him. This happens way too often and it completely wears me out. This winter he witnessed me having a panic attack for the first time, and he handled it perfectly, calming me down fast and being the kindest human on the planet. I thought he seeing me at my worst would maybe help him understand what it is like for me, but it is not that simple. I am having a hard time because on one hand I feel like he should consider me more, like just text me so I know he is ok, but on the other I feel like asking him to do stuff like this effectively makes me too much to deal with and might restrict his freedom too much. I do not want to be annoying, I just want to know the people I love are safe. Any experience or advice you could share about this? Thank you for reading :)",5.9801190476190484,5.538209154761908,6.507777777777778,80.465,66.57936507936508,9.58095238095238,30.698412698412696,9.04235418022936,2.3251555555555554,985,32,201,15,14,322,147,252,0.166,0.62,0.214,0.9553,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,2,0,4,10,21,2,2,15,1,26,3,2,3,1,46,43,15,1,5,10,0,4,5,0,5,0,1,0,2,19,12,0,2,9,1,0,1,3,7,0,2,2,6,30,14,27,32,9,23,0,0,1,1,27,9,0,8,17,150,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994278226765075,0.0,0.0,0.12290912120217165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213179010597552,0.0,0.0,0.08346927035642034,0.0,0.09389785803304436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474789027526185,0.13963758333643544,0.11532084208829335,0.0,0.0,0.07482283336945872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533405819089846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286934247261859,0.0,0.0,0.09800008802506616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654237248714134,0.0,0.0,0.12738758268434172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006594951320065,0.0,0.0,0.12412483191834515,0.17537487203020366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440490959995916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353243011358049,0.0,0.12153460746114148,0.21708199436851405,0.0,0.10995338344357793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227186947144992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781767268245414,0.1349123967831717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998295072210748,0.0,0.0,0.10862345997575716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435148588639516,0.11078011256269887,0.0,0.16386346045197758,0.0,0.12331157731077595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13021064734615953,0.0,0.0,0.09797208183730252,0.0,0.18046006967521624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317365536622606,0.0,0.0,0.14401215576035034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509435925581982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383739938119134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12277595317584312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317797646172171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760995119231558,0.0,0.0,0.0978100700308618,0.0,0.0,0.13866435575906816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399952295495976,0.09449335580106198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831735927701568,0.14051106820631531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300502145109274,0.0,0.0,0.08154482061251503,0.07864858989398624,0.0,0.09744402287808472,0.2862891086409272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277795182302502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127561288891364,0.14479369316702326,0.09742747162328573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703788274149672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719291887977673,0.0,0.0,0.07904229850896963 anxiety,TWC175,2018/01/28,Pills What do you guys think about the pill Ciperlex? ,1.3230000000000004,3.5650992999999995,-0.6600000000000001,108.70000000000003,106.0,2.0,15.0,3.1291,-1.685,43,1,9,0,2,11,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8395432187381924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432929079886059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ComeHomeTrueLove,2018/01/28,"First day of new job tomorrow!😰 Can anyone offer some tips or support to help me get through it! I start my first day of work tomorrow in over a year! I’m so nervous. I know I’m only going to get a few hours sleep. Has anyone else recently gone through this? How did it go? I’m trying to tell myself that I’ll probably end up having a good day. 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Hello, I’m a 16 year old teenager with Aspergers Syndrome and Anxiety living in in Australia, over the past 2 years I have been having anxiety and recently severe mental breakdowns about climate change. it started when for science we did a topic on climate change, over the 3 months we studied the topic watching lots of documentary’s and having a guest speaker in who essential told us where all gonna die. I began feeling more anxious and I was getting really dark thoughts, I tried to cope with it using my normal strategy of heavy breathing and distracting myself but it was always in the back of my mind no matter what I did. I started to take some action; calling my local representative (politician), recycling, being more eco friendly ect, but this seemed to only increase my anxiety. Winter rolled around and my fears where put on hold. When summer rolled around everything kicked back in but way worse, I started to have days where I couldn’t leave my room because I was so scared and I was doing quite a bit crying, my thoughts where getting worse and it was affecting everything in my life. My psychiatrist put me on a small does of some anti anxiety medication and that made a positive difference but it was still pretty bad, but winter rolled around and I suddenly felt better. Then this year it has gotten really bad (for my standards) I’m still on the same medication with the same dose but for about half the summer (including Christmas and my birthday) I’ve been unable to function normally, I find myself avoid going outside and feeling ungodly nervous usually putting on 2-3 layers of sunscreen even for a walk down the street, the mental breakdowns have gotten worse I sometime hit myself in the head to give myself a headache so I’m distracted. Everything feels so joyless and bleak. I can’t talk to anyone about it because they all think it’s signs that I’m going to kill myself, I’m not suicidal or anything they just think I am and want to help me which is a good thing mind you. There’s still one month left of summer in Australia and I’m going back to school in 3 days and I don’t want everyone to th, is there anything I should do? Should I just get over myself? Is it just teenage angst? Should I increase my medication (my family’s doctor says it’s ok)? If anyone could help that would be greatly appreciated Also if possible try not to tell me to “just accept it”, that method doesn’t seem to work :( Thanks a lot",5.437497165889912,7.012423008565314,5.8370002519208946,77.67825891170175,68.37901498929337,8.577629424360751,30.86591510265777,9.007467420416297,2.7332970651215507,1983,80,343,36,34,636,232,467,0.16399999999999998,0.723,0.113,-0.9774,0,1,1,0,0,1,42.0,3,1,2,3,29,16,1,6,20,1,33,8,2,4,2,80,71,32,3,12,15,0,4,0,2,5,6,2,1,0,21,24,0,2,12,0,0,10,7,9,0,2,18,7,47,7,51,43,13,71,0,0,1,0,18,30,0,9,30,236,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854261097845991,0.06091304750799336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800109878290973,0.08270165911371043,0.0,0.10237432355397204,0.0,0.12048418768641475,0.19550591122882566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688721066399487,0.1222474851167182,0.08925109016472332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647445359349571,0.07992171771925734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747512545607004,0.0,0.0,0.07520246961255328,0.23232592692644805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05844883372223516,0.0,0.08041307773296216,0.09442330381102293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075976009702054,0.07648442659243025,0.0,0.07492918603282782,0.06406284422184813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048351706754719836,0.0,0.0,0.0699512302752027,0.1973778204388148,0.0,0.06901186495540917,0.08237681996669237,0.11104507875146133,0.0,0.07028899917643859,0.0,0.06690872829679688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655858003599454,0.0,0.114740947095177,0.07022562496295003,0.12481354244849995,0.06140150898727195,0.0,0.08070959664486484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513021827107201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813654080645842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099131486756787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751431805129197,0.07953826041996574,0.0,0.05170738542721333,0.0,0.0,0.0646420175051281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447381977212182,0.0,0.06926904968757369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22124127126363646,0.14754835351034468,0.0,0.1478338756315215,0.0,0.11686426075995035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434521818171165,0.0,0.0,0.07681711897962007,0.0,0.04960611006112162,0.0556762708459243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988317076596481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252848256345904,0.0,0.07447656461334498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207759917433766,0.0,0.07786332507097607,0.0,0.0,0.09379495462203602,0.0,0.07228184547046165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05821614982035413,0.0732917255346604,0.07408812619524685,0.0,0.13328752883786135,0.0,0.08270165911371043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240235756738128,0.0,0.15544621766203398,0.0,0.17538661700056785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007520756603334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504161263468579,0.0588400080131359,0.06398505124717485,0.06739801812099523,0.0,0.0,0.048634646732881516,0.09381457600377016,0.0,0.1162343749930118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699512302752027,0.0,0.09940379635679593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805750238816569,0.06322626269582933,0.08062579002662028,0.0,0.08635729484021519,0.05810731606109053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05329465710426373,0.0,0.22380873693454365,0.05200326367111922,0.0,0.0,0.1414263065169606 anxiety,dankmeme77,2018/01/28,"I've Been Lying to Everyone About How Bad I am. So a while back I finally got the courage to go to a doctor about my anxiety and depression. However when I went to the GP my mum came in with me which caused me to lie about my anxiety and depression telling the GP that it wasn't very bad. She referred me to a psychologist with a sheet saying it was mild and to try CBT. The problem comes in the fact that the psychologist also thinks that it's only mild and that the CBT is working, which it isn't at all, if anything it makes me worse. I'm so low that I consider suicide most nights even though I probably won't do it. I guess you could say I fantasize about it. I don't know what to do... I've don't want to tell the psychologist I've been lying to her and that it isn't doing anything nor do I wan't to go back to the GP and tell her I lied to her. What can I do?",3.9392583732057433,3.375192552631578,5.55478468899522,86.0021291866029,70.84210526315789,9.645933014354068,28.325358851674643,9.339509955726095,1.947947368421052,675,21,164,13,11,232,91,190,0.195,0.772,0.032,-0.9824,1,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,1,0,1,13,7,0,0,13,0,18,1,0,3,2,24,30,15,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,18,10,0,0,3,0,0,5,7,6,0,0,7,2,23,1,22,21,2,15,0,3,0,0,11,4,0,3,6,114,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991365861227404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942018773011902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467894668333423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306020840353833,0.25040125391552603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150099043502245,0.0,0.15403828283705392,0.0,0.12916724481724035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972157333113302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583006255152413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534785122129594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990394852603957,0.0,0.0,0.14328209498232894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164261111694791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043823031016822,0.0,0.11992741083156475,0.0,0.16518503667192747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240770355545042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009170242672033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071638898717034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140424935519046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166970603420294,0.14348034067354085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23848992720353696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401918095032172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931844581222554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608086188631483,0.14732351379039565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180510146257928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372311045306662,0.08844343461174989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900364276322147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916420041822687,0.0,0.15281020113188867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheKamellama,2018/01/28,"Social Anxiety and College aren’t a good mix. When I’m not in class or working, I’m usually alone in my room because I don’t have a lot of friends. I don’t know how to make friends. Any advice? Okay so let me expand on that. I have always struggled with talking to people. My dad always made me feel bad because I would avoid talking to my classmates whenever I ran into them in public. He couldn’t grasp the concept that I physically choked up and couldn’t say anything, even if I wanted to. Now I am almost 20 and I still have no idea how to talk to the people in my classes. When I do try, I either choke up or say something stupid, which usually creeps people out. I also have a few nervous habits that I do without noticing (most recently I start playing with the strings on my hoodie). People seem creeped out by this as well. So now I mostly keep to myself. Any advice on how to talk to new people without scaring them away? 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Not because you're not tired, but because you're kind of afraid of time passing you by? Are you just afraid of going to sleep because time will pass by and then it will be tomorrow and then that day will be over and then you will sleep and eventually you will have to go back to work and be responsible and do the things and then come home and have to do the cooking and the cleaning and the not having time for anything else but also having to go to bed to go back to work the next day but you also avoid sleep and end up sleeping in the next day which means you don't get some chores done before work and then when your days off finally come around again you spend a lot of time catching up on cleaning and then before you know it your time off is nearly over and you're staying up late again because if time passes you will lose this time to yourself and all you really want to do ever is just to stay sat down on the couch in your comfy spot until you die because you feel like you never get to be in your comfy spot.",12.171076320939337,5.672093831050228,10.620560991519897,74.64164383561645,60.46118721461186,13.427527723418136,39.504892367906066,7.957251820313856,3.1014508806262224,835,18,185,5,7,260,100,219,0.06,0.898,0.043,-0.7066,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,17,0,4,11,7,0,4,8,0,22,7,5,0,3,38,36,29,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,6,0,6,18,1,2,3,1,1,10,5,5,0,0,2,1,17,2,36,24,3,58,0,1,0,0,17,15,0,3,32,131,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545785209413409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757843241380992,0.0,0.07953295564592043,0.08603708788048542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863248060605713,0.0,0.29457819867184826,0.0,0.16448042453443346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650715096998453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493195025222425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003052222174515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890431843531404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073688727196582,0.0,0.08560131928976229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742352454000259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886806306359013,0.06904525205543817,0.0,0.10587300891244013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009890379955155,0.0,0.2197088293202048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694568595560966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064387589095017,0.053115137496397485,0.0,0.1090229982281685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721726359103853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812423621822902,0.0,0.08216655626861744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052778552101024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454078946804618,0.0,0.20557219575764696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619150953250494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835883005713123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602752336189084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420854513338634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944930196272547,0.11108250010568592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05700541317591455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21108238422140507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smooshie,2018/01/28,"Feeling guilty thoughts about not doing favors? So I've got this issue where if someone asks me to do a favor, and I don't want to do it, I feel really guilty about saying no, and usually do it even though I don't want to. And if I don't, I dwell on that for quite some time, even if the other person has already taken care of it. The rational part of my brain knows that there's probably five other people who can do the favor, and *I* don't get pissed at people for not doing me favors (heck, I feel guilty for asking for them too...), but there's some kind of disconnect between that rational side and how I'm emotionally responding. --- Example: A coworker called out, and I was asked if I could come in a few hours early, which would mean I'd really struggle sleep-wise. I said I couldn't, my supervisor said ""no worries"", then my mind proceeded to worry and couldn't sleep anyways so thanks brain that worked great :/",5.287277667984191,5.342636690217394,6.068418972332019,81.3481225296443,67.96739130434783,9.51699604743083,27.053359683794465,9.339509955726095,2.0157673913043475,717,19,147,13,11,236,106,184,0.142,0.752,0.107,-0.1508,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,1,2,6,0,17,4,4,1,0,32,37,17,0,10,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,6,6,17,8,18,27,4,13,0,0,0,0,11,6,2,6,6,103,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362997186554874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365033826985724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29059345147916793,0.1329034483141704,0.0,0.13270233701867398,0.0,0.0,0.11211754863239907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391867798444393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640756287119794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193312934593294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974317885515036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800094358014984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409734554058546,0.1434970392027067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817707558502395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584865998957787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553705752602602,0.07153012920679203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417776351666853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314200809373902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094586139641002,0.0,0.1804670484691058,0.11364687390863462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032978062141088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843653139943976,0.0,0.0,0.1667620560617775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476156148628572,0.10350497933672324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26049924939085456,0.0,0.11028044111274612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606692205329154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982981517116198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787724353384947,0.10332902999420174,0.07589479328758468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334803583651962,0.0,0.15353832305286966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475484722636048,0.26435871598778216,0.0,0.09245882368262434,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rinny-chan,2018/01/28,"[Possible TW] As a person with anxiety, I get tired of constantly giving people a shoulder to cry on but feeling unappreciated and not given the same in return when I need it... You get what you give, right? I also struggle with depression and whenever anyone is feeling sad or depressed I immediately repress any negative emotion of mine to let them vent and give them advice if they want it, or just reassure them that they are valid and loved. But I never get the same in kind, and it's so tiring... whenever I need a friend, all I get is one word responses and a turnaround of how their situation is worse than mine. I end up feeling guilty and then apologizing for having feelings. I just feel like my spirits are breaking, and that I may have a relapse and have to go back to the hospital... I don't want that! We don't have insurance, and I've been cold turkey on my medicines for about 6 months because we can't afford it. I'm trying to stay strong but it's so hard when I know my mom has a harder life than I do and she gets so upset and stressed at me for wanting to die over minor inconveniences because the frustration and tensions are so high. I know she cares about me. I know. But any time I talk about my feelings to people, or I want to open up about my hardships, they play it off and somehow make it about themselves. Even my boyfriend has been doing it lately... I'm 19, he's 17. He had a depressive episode for about the past week, and I was loving and supportive through it. Even though he had a breakdown about how he had flashbacks of his ex and how much he missed her... I know he just wasn't in his right mind and was trying to cope by going back to a time when school wasn't so stressful for him, and he was in a better state of mind. Today, I was so happy to talk to him. He hasn't kept his camera on during skype for about the past 5 days since he's been a little ashamed of himself for crying... I haven't seen his face in days and I'm so torn up about it. He was in a decent mood today, and I brought the fact that we shouldn't kiss for a while because I have a cold sore and I don't wanna give one to him. I then brought up the fact that I wouldn't feel comfortable being intimate with him for a while since I was still a little hurt from when he missed his ex. He immediately became despondent and quiet, and he began to cry. He told me how sorry he was and that he wishes he didn't fuck everything up. I felt like I had failed him somehow, and that I ruined the mood and I became very depressed... to the point where it was physically painful to breathe, and I was suffering greatly. My tears were hot and burning my throat. We haven't been able to see each other in person for about a week, due to his school obligations. I missed him so much, and was happy that he was in a better mood. Even though I had been greatly depressed for a while now, it was a real treat to hear a lighter tone in his voice. I had been upset all day due to some petty spats I had with my mother, and she didn't let me leave the house to spend time with him as a result. But even after all the venting I did today, I ended the day feeling terrible because I felt that I failed him by bringing up things that made him feel bad. It feels terrible being the person that everyone comes to for support, but I never get support in return. It's lonely. My ""best friend"" only answers when I'm venting with 5 select words: either ""ok, cool, wow, idk, or yeah."" I feel like there's no one in my immediate life who cares about me enough to help me. That's why I'm coming here. Because I'm lonely, and sad, and anxious. I'm hurting. I don't want to have another panic attack and go back to the mental hospital. It was so scary there. We can't even afford it anyway. So, please. I hope this isn't too selfish. But can someone spare some kind words? I know how to stave off anxiety attacks, with breathing techniques and things like that. But my anxiety is just making me feel a little broken and hopeless right now. Mentally kicking myself for being so submissive and letting people abuse my kindness. Thank you for your time. I'm sorry if that was too long of a read and I understand if you got bored.",4.250665413533831,4.790428977777778,5.145516917293231,85.36549342105266,70.33333333333333,7.884920634920636,27.08072263993316,7.83500028581142,1.4347915622389311,3276,101,689,38,56,1071,330,855,0.218,0.629,0.153,-0.9968,2,4,0,0,1,1,103.0,5,5,7,6,59,75,4,9,39,3,70,16,6,9,7,139,148,84,1,15,21,4,16,4,2,3,6,3,0,3,36,54,0,2,21,2,1,8,21,38,0,3,44,24,107,34,99,95,13,90,1,19,2,4,79,34,1,13,49,478,143,5,0.051372775673479525,0.06086833863462882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05020088182196202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041082790145608936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987049821101546,0.05386883456847006,0.11790009833022405,0.058036613831801365,0.0,0.03592103922742692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688789748655655,0.0,0.11850748032212928,0.04289412184508197,0.15658183612844262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391255862092823,0.09087009063771873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475593723026363,0.0,0.0,0.0885061947725447,0.0,0.05551571999011693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929174539283925,0.132524761382803,0.0,0.2212364820515116,0.0,0.053316830433796036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057787458046096224,0.09100206199807268,0.053081810079262944,0.0,0.1696561691207332,0.0,0.0,0.049088888687945566,0.04617053823962552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31170742751651137,0.07340144241179943,0.0986518419471585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938095809930061,0.04749330330025317,0.16104092973762285,0.1971257902561701,0.08758899690395518,0.0,0.041087501698452,0.1132773330836825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10937454995460194,0.04601991636194218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057900851843621134,0.0,0.034434088642298064,0.054278158060137145,0.0,0.05102475781146407,0.0,0.059277285686302576,0.1099912377509574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049052122465274,0.1411656699799662,0.0,0.05795072860028995,0.05439635179498429,0.0,0.157596431214521,0.07257222146330061,0.1003925730197227,0.15446705201173666,0.0,0.04546328986405637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927318715447807,0.048610162483996765,0.06858345335637671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354334974615237,0.0,0.10374371739614582,0.060167173975359485,0.0410052594177024,0.0,0.07552980229467206,0.07618452443961624,0.07924370326109795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443456700270252,0.039071310845612835,0.054664255366578984,0.060274883369961486,0.0,0.0,0.09808225466213784,0.10684624264887814,0.13457017853325345,0.0,0.056391880734481314,0.04856387815998908,0.0579150856704637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051386677876168976,0.0584734656483349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316162091872223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398398328631536,0.040937450956074886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499218181743594,0.05774515229191495,0.0,0.0,0.04352798611718095,0.0,0.0,0.11501523283073585,0.0,0.05475654350262592,0.04102636501376039,0.0,0.11769468192695977,0.053705979359368695,0.0,0.0,0.17489165111798918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258298224037301,0.0,0.047297149690053636,0.0,0.0,0.06825957886531421,0.0,0.10094698253072958,0.0,0.11982351449649695,0.1180908967921424,0.14608615343239825,0.049088888687945566,0.0,0.06975748496946396,0.0,0.0,0.053480871234334336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238792012292968,0.15150497057469858,0.0,0.08241628377441163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04635593952121393,0.0,0.05907615670071228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05235324731028671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kmm91,2018/01/28,"Seizure medication for anxiety? I was just wondering if anyone has heard of using seizure medication for anxiety? My psychiatrist tried to prescribe me some today and I felt very, very uncomfortable because I was under the impression that taking seizure medication when you don't actually get seizures could actually cause them. I know that in most cases I should just take my doctors advice, but he's been pretty crappy and unhelpful in general, so, I wasn't really ready to take that risk.",9.131744186046513,9.89551984883721,9.366837209302327,58.542116279069774,59.8139534883721,13.391627906976746,40.45581395348837,12.688352899677879,5.885723720930233,401,20,60,14,5,133,62,86,0.177,0.76,0.063,-0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,8,4,0,2,0,16,17,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,2,11,1,8,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,2,41,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.33533641077980986,0.0,0.0,0.16789718160629816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628784396119249,0.0,0.0,0.1201381535098011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473779751495713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650296529414355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718156495537168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758615586696504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497086925624185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976707594532056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442590356583024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192614102258074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479923953164922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007010611294817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38755407480548815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286203577055205,0.0,0.0,0.1166521851533778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839436667140427,0.0,0.2835333589570254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632776086188496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiouskid123,2018/01/28,"Severe Solipsistic Delusions help.. Hi there guys I just want to vent over my extreme solipsistic delusions I have been having for over a year now. One day when I was browsing reddit, the question of ""How do you know anyone else is conscious?"" came up in my subreddits and from that point on almost every day I think about whether I am living alone in this world whether it be talking to my family, girlfriend, or boss it doesn't matter. My mind cannot take ""It does not matter if you live alone or you are in a simluation, just live your life to its fullest"" as an answer to my problems. I feel like im driving myself to literal insanity. I have history of bad anxiety problems and as I am writing this I am biting my nails and having a anxiety attack just thinking about it. Im also frantically posting on multiple different sub reddits to an attempt to aid me because im scared I wont be able to recover from this; I mean how can you help someone that thinks you aren't real? Im spiraling deeper and deeper into this hole of existential dread/anxiety/depression and it's starting to have a serious effect on my friendships with my best friends and girlfriend. I am not normally suicidal and don't necessarily feel suicidal but I have seriously considered killing myself just to find out the answer behind this life to see if there even is an answer. Whenever someone suggests that this reality is real my mind thinks they are lying to me and do not want me to seek out the real truth about this world. This also goes for when I have a good time going out and am laughing with my friends; my mind thinks they are trying to stall me. I don't want to kill myself because there is a possibility of this world being real but I don't know how long ill last if I don't seek a comfortable answer for me to accept.",6.167535881958418,6.349314628169018,7.057505030181089,74.5730046948357,66.09859154929578,10.02951039570758,33.524480214621065,9.842372674337009,3.237560697518444,1443,59,266,29,21,483,168,355,0.128,0.757,0.115,0.2216,1,2,0,0,0,2,26.0,0,6,2,3,19,19,3,2,13,0,35,3,0,5,1,73,53,27,4,9,16,0,2,1,4,1,3,0,0,1,18,16,0,0,19,0,0,3,11,10,0,1,3,3,44,9,46,46,1,31,0,0,1,0,20,17,0,7,11,195,62,1,0.08542031122000655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553610274844532,0.1769393620119029,0.0,0.13662118404226165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306926085552632,0.0,0.0,0.05972786772619106,0.08752320335025501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717793568927496,0.0,0.0,0.07132239185992217,0.10414285775410363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964334661099342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769807980512676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017806818174404,0.0,0.07357238888618348,0.0,0.0,0.08924604443843477,0.0,0.0,0.07475188998594696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135770912938384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641930994267234,0.0,0.07197029635066902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052666720520688,0.0,0.08638215189202314,0.0610242874033579,0.0,0.0,0.07807261693566886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199104110866688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854633137817428,0.0716465043121258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457953787000544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451086805577584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690743772664268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900983658583387,0.0,0.09388953822477174,0.06962895454137158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066978398682472,0.04173204931551402,0.0,0.2262830993397436,0.07559428740927193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930477607409122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875049121612803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836937685462617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788301357770662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074980438750692,0.09629856626295227,0.08180904579383137,0.0,0.0,0.16347140314506062,0.0,0.0,0.09569029792300572,0.0,0.0,0.3889080602177107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552063322500264,0.0,0.06806892863736955,0.0,0.0,0.0965006377536858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475270499464862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046093593744965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18687191239431705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422544334854764,0.06865761049476057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736694315439252,0.0,0.0,0.04980927040433207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799478418189344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15114933816452836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500787981077074 anxiety,mycrazielife,2018/01/28,"Constant Anxiety For as long as I can remember I've been living in constant fear and anxiety, I am 32 years old now.",2.625,4.27301816666667,5.315000000000001,78.33000000000001,75.66666666666666,9.8,32.83333333333333,10.125756701596842,3.7997333333333336,92,5,18,3,2,33,19,24,0.268,0.732,0.0,-0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303405813667341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6079045112063821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165062277595861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24836599814838345,0.2489145327446292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951448789286773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186233549194343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112824618929224 anxiety,speciald0ggo,2018/01/28,"Anxiety at work I’ve been lurking the sub for a while trying to see if I relate to anyone and it seems like I do so I figured I’d ask for some advice. I work as a cashier at a restaurant so people are constantly coming up to me and ordering, sometimes we get EXTREMELY busy and it seems to trigger my anxiety so bad that it gets physical. I get nauseous, dizzy, I even thought I was gonna pass out on some occasions. It lasts for a while until the line dies down but it’ll come and go after the rush hour. It’s happened almost every shift for the past month and I have no idea what to do anymore. My school has counseling services and i’m debating going to them but i’m scared they’ll just brush it off. I just want some resources on how to start to get help. 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I had a huge reaction to it when I was roughly 15 or 16, for about a year. Then it kind of set itself into remission, didn’t experience it for years. But, here it is, back again at 19, nearly 20. Anyhow, intrusive thoughts have always been a huge problem for me, and I’ve sort of got it under control. Every now and then, I’ll have a panic attack and cry uncontrollably; but, luckily I have an angel for a girlfriend, who is right by my side every time. I couldn’t imagine going through this without here being here. She’s an absolute blessing, but on to the topic of discussion. Our sex life has really taken a hit from this recent outburst. I’m having horrible sexually intrusive thoughts and can’t fucking stand them. I’m getting a lot better at accepting the thoughts as intrusive and letting them go but still. I’m really terrified to have sex with my girlfriend due to these thoughts. If I have some seriously fucked out intrusive thoughts during sex, I’m going to feel immense guilt and fucking cry my eyes out. But, on the other hand, I really love having sex with my girlfriend. It’s always been more than a pleasurable experience. It’s always been a loving experience and being so close to each other is euphoric. These thoughts are hurting that aspect of our relationship right now and I need some help or advice if any sort. Thank you all, so much.",4.7755817378497785,6.128988649484537,5.953117329405996,77.06278350515467,69.7216494845361,8.979283259695633,29.32106038291605,9.362217197678863,2.6602648011782035,1191,45,218,25,21,398,155,291,0.119,0.72,0.161,0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,3,2,2,13,18,4,3,14,0,25,15,2,1,3,55,52,26,0,6,10,0,3,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,17,17,0,1,10,0,0,3,5,10,0,0,15,4,21,8,37,31,9,34,2,1,1,10,17,15,3,14,14,156,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950051306140667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490715492786561,0.0,0.0,0.0678529197855058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351264603980388,0.0,0.07672364123309988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824612860668997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191026709374308,0.0,0.0,0.21920437599279666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681356723023067,0.0,0.0,0.2928080672025361,0.0,0.0,0.05045109552043088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767313285313935,0.052130238882173816,0.0,0.1701195592757349,0.0,0.07980212044609034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687954184830737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681513404533867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390413447558666,0.05483574971908661,0.0,0.0,0.10565120872108867,0.0,0.10203045424012742,0.2114298844728561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482826040186281,0.1801082975674516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334880597298396,0.14796924476153836,0.07695546444570799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706877526566517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547471548566397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556830938304979,0.0,0.09851940305392314,0.10712495460596884,0.0,0.1704208846005719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968337783887998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186279720834492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4752787299822203,0.05818174713019581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618308099669458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285083891949605 anxiety,AmazinglyRandy69,2018/01/28,"How do I stop myself from thinking any uncomfortable sensation I feel is the worst possible health problem? How do I know is something is ACTUALLY worth worrying about without being the boy who cried wolf? Right now I have pain when I take a deep breath. I have had a cold for the last month and a half and have been coughing up phlegm the whole time, so this is probably related to that. But in my head, I wonder, “what if this is a blood clot in my lungs and I need medical attention ASAP and every time I spend worrying if it’s something or nothing is going to kill me.” I can’t look up my symptoms online cause that just makes everything worse cause they always tell you the worst possible issue. My main dilemma with worries like this is: - If I assume it’s nothing, it might turn out to be something serious and then I die because I didn’t take it serious - if I assume it’s something serious then I go through the long process of going to the ER/calling an ambulance, causing my family to worry, and then pay for the ER visit (plus hospitals give me anxiety). Then if it turns out to be nothing, I become the boy who cries wolf if the next scenario is real Anyone else deal with this strange anxiety? P.S. I’m taking Lexapro for anxiety and Vyvanse for ADHD. I also have Ativan for panic attacks that I have been using the last 3 nights as my anxiety has been bad lately. Please help",4.013516483516483,5.571882879120878,5.170109890109893,81.14989010989012,71.85714285714286,8.423443223443224,29.48351648351648,8.976282227363876,2.5164021978021984,1098,45,207,22,21,363,157,273,0.242,0.725,0.032,-0.995,0,0,4,0,0,1,25.0,0,1,1,0,8,12,2,1,16,0,26,9,4,7,0,41,44,26,2,8,10,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,16,12,0,1,7,0,3,4,3,11,1,1,5,3,29,1,26,35,4,28,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,11,17,144,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.08712384498804793,0.0,0.10729652526278796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139672793215736,0.07428763780363229,0.0,0.0,0.06071307393650024,0.0,0.2731940783905858,0.0,0.0,0.06242625332094366,0.0914773266116044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156824044607354,0.0,0.0,0.07454459486339086,0.054423911879193335,0.09860211612979992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27514370334777194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961385232783738,0.0,0.09204317210520599,0.0,0.0,0.09265795295779272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07458150769644438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522177038307554,0.0,0.08023859493214444,0.0,0.08416470095816274,0.0,0.04514236236542408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564496450611438,0.15221867257890376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162645231790173,0.0948998592181364,0.0,0.0,0.05984212001357251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318452941797213,0.0,0.0,0.09877446147038173,0.0,0.04906563988082786,0.14554930286808435,0.10071108580212683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361741983014078,0.0,0.0,0.07900948610891208,0.07497223561875377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959471280526452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993963307391263,0.0,0.09471136654112207,0.0,0.0,0.07126198926744871,0.0,0.0,0.06619956610514495,0.0,0.0,0.09494968668056138,0.08378269712041186,0.0,0.2569980629545576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949996082103679,0.10475017480203012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800200405358206,0.0,0.20129828573601094,0.0,0.0,0.0962583257835348,0.08542835707986225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161953711877414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624414542355841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749266681144108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464160116593946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927955122752037,0.2013810612412784,0.0,0.07803415698866853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057206653812180916,0.0,0.0,0.10411910722299972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422076525864368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710876232565313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996772952663768,0.0,0.08606218459651478,0.09681973345244817,0.0,0.3626703796526328,0.09098336654666098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,h00dies,2018/01/28,"DAE not have a desire (in fact have an aversion) to drinking water when going through a time of intense anxiety? When I’m having a particularly stressful time, I will hardly drink anything for days. I end up having stabbing pains in my kidneys and horrible headaches from it, but I don’t feel like quenching my thirst (sometimes I don’t even feel thirsty) and thinking about drinking makes me very nauseous. It’s really weird, but I’m getting better about it. I’ve told some people about this but no one relates. I’m wondering if this is just me. 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Tell me this is anxiety. I tried talking to someone today and put a little emotion into it, and my chest tightnened and I thought I was gonna pass out. Had to leave the room and sit down. I checked my heart rate and it was normal, thank god. I live a pretty solitary life without much social interaction. I'm internet browsing most of the day to pass the time. My sister came over and I went out to talk to her. I spoke for a minute, we were discussing some trouble her kid was having in school, and my chest tightened and breath was taken. Still feeling the effects hours later. Wtf is that about? Makes me wonder if I have coronary artery disease. I can't even have a conversation with someone now? I remember when I went to some therapy sessions back in August, I wasn't used to talking so much and I would leave with headaches and tight chest. Does anyone get physically worn down from talking? I feel like I have to re-learn this because the stimulation is too much. 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Hello reddit, I found out something recently and I have started to question everything in my life. I keep on thinking of things I have done, but I do not remember if I did it recently or when I was younger or even if I did it at all. My memory is not that great in the first place an that's what is making this harder. It's been going on for like 2 months and it's torture because I'm sacred that I don't know what to do.",2.480735090152568,2.853517378640774,4.583522884882112,88.40873786407771,74.24271844660194,7.827461858529817,25.393897364771146,7.957251820313856,1.2111509015256583,362,11,85,5,7,126,61,103,0.102,0.8640000000000001,0.034,-0.8196,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,0,13,2,0,1,1,19,23,8,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,1,6,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,6,0,13,2,12,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,5,7,66,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657330643464768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124842683787403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274283950343156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661033199479776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766155332667659,0.0,0.2276627468446228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360092592164528,0.0,0.0,0.22892001631561154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455689541735626,0.0,0.0,0.2282232223892152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933196548539166,0.10144072440628307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859900152949775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573350377152365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169359891670742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326004425657136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100320639001331,0.0,0.23521172138329474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598487512600398,0.0,0.0,0.14696621039160734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794448970652376,0.13304510964119445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rissq,2018/01/28,"I’m anxious about trying not to be anxious Soo my anxiety and depression are pretty bad. I’ve been to doctors and psychologists before and they’ve all prescribed me to start taking medication. Back then, I couldn’t come to terms with the fact that there was something wrong with me and it wasn’t going to go away with time. So I declined the medicine and stopped seeing a psychologist. Now, I’m ready to take medication because I’m tired of being anxious and just feeling everything: anger, sadness, hopelessness and suicidal thoughts. But,,,, the thing is going back to my doctor or a psychologist ~gives~ me anxiety. Like I don’t wanna go back and tell them how I feel again. Also tbh talking to a specialist makes me feel uncomfy because I don’t think they care. Like I know it’s not their job to care, they just want to help you and make money but still I’d like to feel comfortable talking with a professional who cares, even just a little bit. But maybe it’s just my anxiety telling me they don’t care about what I’m saying. Idk I’m just dreading having to make an appointment and answer questions about how I’m feeling. Do you guys have any advice/encouragement for me?",3.893628318584071,6.140938230088498,4.5851415929203565,82.31594247787613,73.77876106194691,7.705840707964603,28.556637168141595,8.548686976883017,2.2616166371681428,944,39,175,18,20,302,126,226,0.149,0.7090000000000001,0.142,0.3506,1,0,1,0,0,1,26.0,0,2,5,0,20,15,1,1,9,0,14,5,0,5,2,47,46,19,1,3,11,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,15,0,1,10,0,1,5,7,7,0,0,4,7,22,8,23,39,3,18,0,3,1,0,17,2,0,2,14,110,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022306732787964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821865874187577,0.0,0.2302255395212033,0.33998726686349856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425065222990668,0.2314115847303446,0.08376008573302997,0.1223040123373673,0.0,0.08536195126715784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951963423549448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40911742243567184,0.0,0.0,0.0864137805271629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640245286211963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053563732627663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625810092120743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015800009283956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25361517819290963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623272596464867,0.2280487107749332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932910490671032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06724003412948591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995486453251188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513132388063224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702872144337129,0.10054348523681526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008861244581937,0.0,0.10078140584631584,0.0,0.0,0.2021166361122136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205794305149612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123774364380786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977570573896291,0.0,0.0,0.07993926100542577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722854129719206,0.0,0.0,0.07100453371735173,0.0,0.0801128850073696,0.083869084329548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097299669505247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085104413440464,0.1612612025844754,0.1753620820249577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666458238556383,0.0642787614124016,0.0,0.07964009407019193,0.05849535679566705,0.11529905747137158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810831729654315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916926972021421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968034278024456,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RareResponsibility,2018/01/28,"Lorazepam for Anxiety Hello everyone, I've have been going through quite the trauma going off of lorazepam (Ativan). Has anyone else here gone through horrible withdrawal symptoms from benzos? My psychiatrist made me withdraw in 7 days, which seems rather crazy to me after I have been researching benzo withdraw online. Most people seem to withdraw over weeks or months. My grandmother also recently died on Christmas Eve, and the day before that my fiancé told me he is a porn addict. So all of that drama has made all of these withdrawals so much worse for me. Physical/Mental symptoms I've had: -shaking -sweating -hot flashes -clammy hands -massive panic attacks -depression -constant anxiety -no appetite -weight loss -insomnia -suicidal thoughts -dry mouth -upset stomach -diarrhea -nausea (especially when in cars) -feeling like I always have the flu -runny nose -brain fog -food tastes strange -a weird sense I'm not living in reality -pounding heart My doctor recently gave me CBD oil which has been a life saver. I got my blood drawn on her request as well and it came back with low cholesterol and vitamin D levels so I'm taking supplements for those as well as an amino acid she said helps with anxiety. Making myself go on walks every day sucks because it's freezing outside right now, but it does help with the anxiety. I started withdrawing January 6. This month has felt like 5 months. It seems never ending. Anyone else have so much trouble withdrawing from benzos? I would not have touched them with a 10 foot pole if I had known the hell in store for me.",3.9151089799476892,7.208945885304661,3.8031405599147554,81.22651264167395,82.9784946236559,6.45707643126998,28.329071006490363,7.730073105063049,2.4493626077690602,1278,58,196,24,37,389,193,279,0.175,0.7659999999999999,0.059,-0.979,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,2,12,16,3,3,10,0,16,21,9,3,3,29,39,15,2,3,6,0,7,2,0,1,8,1,0,0,11,8,3,0,7,1,1,8,4,12,2,0,15,12,21,4,30,23,5,38,1,3,0,1,11,12,2,6,20,115,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305704141669645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293526006457183,0.0862933742101085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173453825636632,0.0,0.0,0.1450301072326148,0.2125222287428696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798283590391337,0.0,0.07974506003834482,0.0,0.06321944178900205,0.0,0.08824788011441098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577244016103105,0.0,0.11861433808011886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207151848094253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006492653856333,0.0,0.08932355913355224,0.0,0.10763254350966163,0.0,0.0,0.10614954519786844,0.09075558054576707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326947371285722,0.0,0.09185451683628072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737847335477142,0.0990974501777048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243788715728135,0.07408902479555586,0.09957595551249472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540414027716226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768189602331798,0.0,0.08294477144047795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289449405374975,0.13902658930972073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325203618340227,0.10133299274991107,0.0,0.09157607498679826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962620578155772,0.06922590359707449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24833623824738216,0.0,0.15247464385287976,0.0,0.07998601257540637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167900743673787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189807775632281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030623688153747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479830167621385,0.0,0.0,0.08856607595676383,0.09865006870845516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28323563852318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340506497394568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134397330972656,0.0,0.0,0.2155846679887656,0.07797551871935961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233257756504317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990974501777048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318831199342175,0.12628842002782453,0.1864919159965301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105687324680589,0.07367119649579101,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FucksWithGators,2018/01/28,"Any advice on how to stop worrying about everything? So, this has been a thing I've done for nearly EVERY situation I've ever been in since my younger days. I'm currently 19 and constantly overthink and think of every negative thing that could come out of a situation if there's a choice to do it or not. An example is something as simple as asking for help at work, or asking to hang out with someone, or literally anything of that ilk. If I want to ask for something, my immediate thoughts are ""they're going to think I'm needy or can't do it myself or lazy or useless,"" and so I either go without, or get it myself, making a task take longer, making me feel like I'm not good at my job. My managers are mostly very supportive and nice and tell me I'm doing a good job when I ask them how my performance is, but I always feel like what their words are is just false-compliments and they just don't want to deal with me. If I want to spend time with some friends, I get nervous to ask because I don't feel like they truly enjoy spending time with me, or that they'll make plans with me and cancel last minute, or just say no. I have a lot of image problems (working on them as best I can), but it doesn't seem to make any doubt I have go away at all. A few days ago, my anxiety was spiking and so I was near silent for a few days (I normally fake a really outgoing and talkative personality in public, when I'm actually fairly quiet and reclusive), and so my friends and coworkers we're asking if I was okay and it made me feel like I was about to break down because I felt like I was burdening them with having to deal with me. I'm mostly okay I think, I'm anti social, but I do genuinely enjoy social situations, but I feel asking to be included makes it less likely I'd be included or just shut out. I guess what I'm asking is, does anyone have any advice or exercises or anything to help? I'm not on any medicine, and I don't think I'll be able to get on any... I'm not too sure to be honest, but any recommendations are welcome.. thank you",6.926764705882353,4.94276305882353,7.884794117647058,76.38107352941178,65.47058823529412,11.135294117647057,33.01470588235294,9.888512548439397,2.8473176470588237,1600,50,342,28,20,547,190,425,0.094,0.747,0.159,0.9856,3,0,2,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,7,5,17,27,0,2,10,2,37,1,0,8,3,93,87,46,0,10,31,0,6,6,2,1,1,2,0,1,14,25,0,1,12,1,2,5,12,6,0,0,11,8,45,21,52,70,10,36,0,1,0,0,29,17,0,23,19,223,59,5,0.0696743019264584,0.0,0.06799206804133992,0.0,0.0,0.13616984292493595,0.06176206475098575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797460069476845,0.0,0.0,0.2842854872616601,0.0,0.053300650266789984,0.0,0.0,0.048717891915190416,0.0,0.11467202770041705,0.0,0.52108853569472,0.0,0.06546130019767557,0.0,0.0,0.08494561552175846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731188813089885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06001824172533118,0.0,0.07529316813327143,0.0,0.05562926063872993,0.0,0.0,0.1348024821941435,0.14366229179569515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097245114267885,0.07130100127170963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302439502154658,0.1174072088020851,0.0,0.06261876994657778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17614710266275554,0.1991013408713827,0.06689825623901341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766038566760602,0.0,0.10920584116743656,0.0,0.11879253428917287,0.11687899756209702,0.0,0.0,0.07675409872224949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340243182010682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382819874817112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056793855375264914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042360672180248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059234599921259665,0.0,0.06592750913695754,0.23254068782866075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826602263291214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083691297907672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666889722360977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463514192655437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05540780141362903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342886769007436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763530254793602,0.2349505038124621,0.0,0.14204835304456995,0.059034809920632474,0.1072773632027964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058250836219238614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906557214831185,0.06566720500419344,0.0,0.05238640397483458,0.0,0.0608984109028936,0.06414673617619804,0.0,0.0,0.09257702051107954,0.17857791739787315,0.0,0.055313613034560095,0.08125529151842338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574885959725207,0.12328712542542412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716354072384352,0.0,0.10144744323878532,0.07075763567741758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sonic8783,2018/01/28,"Can church/god cure anxiety? Every time when I say to my mom I have anxiety she says ""its because you don't go to the church "" But can god cure anxiety?",-1.0090624999999989,1.0743887187500007,1.6559999999999988,94.589,99.3125,6.3100000000000005,18.9,7.554174236665415,0.8713299999999999,117,4,27,3,5,40,24,32,0.173,0.76,0.067,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6947257567651505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184531541772468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550494586727829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172039246277715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545347804153325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4814603771261501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765148692957003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,adric10,2018/01/28,"Do you ever want to punch people/advice givers who say things like ""You need to get your stress under control -- you'll never feel better until you stop worrying""? I do. Basically what the title says. I suffer from depression, anxiety, and insomnia. For insomnia treatments they usually say ""Treat any underlying anxiety issues."" OH SORRY. I DIDN'T THINK OF THAT. LET ME GO FIX THAT REAL QUICK. It's not like I haven't been on at least 10 different medications over the last 15 years, and had 6 different therapists. Let me just flip this switch and make my brain work normally again. /vent",3.585062305295949,6.5435236355140205,4.760397196261682,76.8144898753894,79.0,8.800311526479753,23.869937694704053,9.2995712137729,2.703343302180686,467,16,78,14,12,153,88,107,0.17,0.73,0.099,-0.8095,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,1,3,4,8,0,1,2,0,9,4,1,2,2,16,16,4,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,4,13,5,11,10,1,15,0,2,0,0,11,5,0,0,11,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539936839802141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071656017837129,0.0,0.2411095824689652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393742451631237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592091293806428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674893220201346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573076673338502,0.0,0.0,0.3292929378245415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254784409705648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968149387212482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233350073360031,0.0,0.08956119109094207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448147860959264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845568194563795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222898900584822,0.0,0.15397958763342218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519156495985284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875386103251846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684989540965235,0.12154198646041275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440329650249918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937024337963434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759621636179336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640745316249162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317510642833527,0.1805171243713394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297242509870304,0.10469481446249296,0.10097636446849778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356149771356225,0.0,0.09294979575400583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472632397267313,0.1600387979253518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148184415547676 anxiety,sadpotato596,2018/01/28,"I just had an anxiety attack. I always thought people were exaggerating I'm at some sort of party, and I wanted to dance, but within a few moments of standing at the side I immediately started feeling extremely nauseous. I sat back down and almost threw up while basically hyperventilating because I couldn't breathe right. I'm still shaking right now. I want to get better as social things, but it's a vicious downwards cycle.",7.263076923076928,8.384991461538466,8.194000000000003,64.10100000000001,63.87179487179488,9.316923076923075,37.3948717948718,9.3871,3.826653333333335,346,17,53,6,5,117,62,78,0.134,0.7490000000000001,0.117,-0.0763,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,4,0,3,1,1,0,0,13,13,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,5,1,7,1,10,7,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,3,6,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687087048608435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22328449488589536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528315209222156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052811199138954,0.0,0.20634070243855904,0.0,0.1635805907004623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373293012627802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568326947430445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019916073270322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860366003999276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583302418070317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735438828282629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899359366208886,0.0,0.2143006235326886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782764608564427,0.0,0.0,0.2130359157066197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165536079208557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sunsetgoddess,2018/01/28,"Is this feeling anxiety? What do i do? This is my first time on this subr and I apologize in advance if these kinds of posts are not allowed on here. I've had a rough month and often start panicking about the smallest things, usually school or family related. My father's health isn't great, my friend passed away this month, and I've still tried to keep up with all of my classes and extracurriculars but my grades have not been as good as I could've done. But whenever I take a step back and think about all these things, I start crying and it often takes me a while to stop. I tried writing an email to my school counselor explaining my shitty month and if there's any way to explain this to colleges I've been deferred from which ask for my grades, but I cannot get myself to send it and worry that I'm just overreacting even though my brain is screaming about how my entire future is on the line here (even though it's really not). I received a total of 2 Bs this semester (the rest all As) but one grade still hasn't been posted and I'm impulsively checking every few hours. As I type this now, the email still sits in my drafts and I feel like I'm overreacting. Not limited to just this month, but it's been increasingly common recently for me to need to confirm plans MULTIPLE times because I'm afraid the other person/people are going to stand me up (while they have absolutely no reason to). Sometimes while I'm driving to work, I also begin to stress out that I've been secretly fired (even though I absolutely have not been fired). I often regret ranting and such as soon as my brain calms down. 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Hey guys, my girlfriend been anxious for 2 years now, and now it got to a point where she's depressed. She can cry for no reason, she's never happy, lost interest in almost everything, she can't fonction properly. She's like 4/10 all the time, except when she's with me. She have been seeing a psychologist for the past 4 months, but with no success. Her psyc told her to take medication. She went to a doc, he prescribed her Effexor. The reviews online were horrible, even the doc told her you might want to commit suicide at week 2. I've read about Lexapro, great reviews and overall better medication. What do you guys think??",4.564319999999999,6.480548991999999,5.049800000000001,81.12190000000002,71.08,7.88,30.1,8.548686976883017,2.4057200000000005,524,22,95,9,10,167,87,125,0.173,0.6609999999999999,0.166,0.2691,0,0,0,0,0,2,22.0,0,2,0,4,6,9,0,0,7,0,8,2,0,1,3,15,17,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,8,1,16,7,14,8,1,14,0,2,1,0,21,4,0,2,10,59,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072805961863366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159437674466343,0.0,0.0,0.1926130149289142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079069029871628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728288534771667,0.0,0.0,0.14684876668961794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261162248486717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323165815632095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636198005920233,0.1879734809441906,0.0,0.3376375570080373,0.0,0.18149716560225387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329619394164338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18611755321812806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435154646349786,0.0,0.18087031251756447,0.0,0.0,0.13608903281772955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13149775281073248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275862368755248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117472008524336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054308133129467,0.0,0.0,0.17529925305119465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586398880896608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186495982252856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819248210654907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924755634901327,0.0,0.0,0.09941813823527297,0.0,0.0,0.3258342699695578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056351407296904,0.0,0.13676236300616074,0.0,0.0,0.15805237377513706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979444096777716 anxiety,ChanceT7,2018/01/28,"DAE experience nausea when anxious/stressed? It seems during peak times of stress and anxiety I begin dry-heaving, almost gagging.. perhaps it’s due to shortness of breath or something? Most of the time it ends without me actually vomiting. 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Now I can’t calm down. F*ck you anxiety!!! I’ve been doing great for months and all of a sudden you decide to create been at the most inopportune time. I hate social anxiety, I typically avoid it at all costs but I was getting so much better except the past couple weeks I’ve been slowly regressing in some areas. Today for example, my mom currently needs a lot of help due to an injury and I had to go to two of the busiest grocery stores on a Saturday to get her groceries. Being in the stores sent my anxiety over the edge. Afterwards I had to go to her house and clean it for her because she is unable to right now. My husband and child were with me and after we left hubby asked me if I wanted some food... that’s it... and I flipped. I just needed to release everything I was feeling inside of me and I went off the deep end. I feel horrible for it And I’ve already apologized. We got our food and my order was wrong which made me feel even worse so I came up stairs into the bedroom and took a Xanax (prescribed) and put myself on a time out. He’s very supportive in a lot of ways but he is dismissive in ways I need him not to be. He doesn’t understand how I can’t just “change it”. He never gets mad though Anyway, I’m having a hard time focusing on calming techniques right now because I am so ragey. I’m just so stressed and full of anxiety that I don’t know what to do. I’m really trying to calm myself but it’s been so long and I’m so impatient I don’t even know where to start... 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I’m in my twenties and I’ve been suffering with anxiety for a few years. I feel terrible and I have felt incredibly depressed for the past few months so I’ve decided to seek help. I’m hoping that I can go on some sort of medication to help with my anxiety, but I genuinely feel as though I will never be able to feel normal. I’m not really used to talking about this to other people, so please excuse me if my question is unclear or something. I just wanted to know if taking anxiety medication has really helped anyone? Thanks.",4.034929292929295,5.939260836363638,6.2330303030303025,72.1439898989899,72.45454545454545,10.343434343434343,28.58585858585859,10.504223727775694,3.551373737373737,452,18,80,15,9,159,74,110,0.13,0.73,0.14,0.6204,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,1,25,21,10,0,5,6,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,7,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,4,10,2,15,17,3,7,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,8,4,52,13,1,0.1478211180109329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523310026966849,0.0,0.0,0.10335996272543202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731811233841045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935925652030295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242283963818852,0.0,0.1419314547373678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401014790461453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972441384018744,0.0,0.0,0.14681972400843876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123862060259837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4467426744769816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798940610059812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140087590928948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483331025559454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411119834495819,0.10248055081424567,0.0,0.0,0.16226319772738135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655934826243644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840939801215737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379991853122785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114308417910043,0.11881301529275662,0.0,0.1360938250709208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523349791693152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766998459460366,0.0,0.0,0.08718872531595317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761553445297764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519195349331262 anxiety,_Roose_Is_Loose_,2018/01/28,"Health Anxiety ruining my life Hi, Im 18 years old with very bad health anxiety to the point where every morning and night I check everywhere around my body to see anything unusual. Im always thinking that Im gonna die of a heart attack but I already went to a cardiologist and took EKG's/ echos all are fine. Yet still I feel like im gonna die of a heart attack or get heart failure. Every little bodily sensation I think its a deadly disease and I cant enjoy anything when Im thinking that Im gonna die everday or that Im gonna die young and not achieve my goals in life. Plus I am trying to become more healthier and I want to become fit, However Im afraid of excercising if It will overwork the heart and I suddenly just drop dead. Whats the best way to deal with it ? Or better get rid of it if possible ? Thanks.",1.1198126614987096,3.2890347151162835,3.435503875968994,87.45122739018089,82.66279069767442,6.84547803617571,22.927648578811368,7.984000788550335,1.3149563307493546,649,23,137,13,18,223,101,172,0.245,0.633,0.122,-0.9757,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,6,11,2,1,7,0,4,9,5,0,1,24,19,14,6,3,8,0,1,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,5,0,0,2,2,11,6,15,12,3,18,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,5,9,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861429344891983,0.0,0.06495351797922354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194338453018672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847611753581575,0.06949138835090901,0.0,0.17761271530455278,0.0,0.0,0.06517818880595026,0.0,0.17242584398109093,0.0,0.0,0.0819208500758621,0.06903915582873878,0.0,0.0867088577532303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047809852298123,0.0,0.0,0.324062532679846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315405566649267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947029858827776,0.05576723413786215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156794507363649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659516951728841,0.0,0.3700135637126469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.674559526611365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027445601254512,0.03813696258095134,0.07823824685257229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732555386690789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081912534717626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379345895675099,0.08800274317715323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220500135860234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062340107452165915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718686481941595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005619481707466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672932774423206,0.05299871323148743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440900855464453,0.0460427636813357,0.06196167738944906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236390018871508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026912141649742 anxiety,wastedcase,2018/01/28,"I feel guilty about literally everything If I don't get a response to a message, clearly I said something horribly wrong. If I see one of my friends feels bad, it was definitely something I did. I feel bad about having a good time somewhere, because then other people think I'm self-absorbed. Basically, the list goes on and on. I have no idea how to stop feeling so guilty about absolutely everything I do. Does anyone else feel this way? Does anything help?",4.7029734219269095,6.7461105930232605,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,70.97674418604652,8.170099667774089,33.21594684385382,8.841846274778883,2.99731096345515,365,18,65,7,7,118,63,86,0.245,0.595,0.16,-0.8504,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,13,16,6,0,2,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,7,9,2,8,13,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250401688925247,0.1832296471573468,0.1471595870349799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986265628924444,0.10901142982552048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129858575138626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938721807758756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214367971254871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521021456598006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381614872657733,0.0,0.09342985562263748,0.0,0.0,0.14999181020183588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198641340032727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018741946927524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117797050690556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239762964703476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010566271980826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250216284579695,0.0,0.1865558191698984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753399025674969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950758566614633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145852790119547,0.0,0.0,0.10427560569084278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194474477459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955195215876764,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iwanttocryplshelp123,2018/01/28,"My parents scream at me and ambush me while I have an anxiety attack Why do they do this? I will be crying or panicking, and my parents' immediate response is to scream at me, put me down, break down my door, force an ""answer"" out of me as to why I'm ""like this"", etc. Is this normal?",3.0287288135593218,3.52019589830509,4.962500000000002,85.75527542372883,73.0677966101695,7.933898305084746,24.91949152542373,8.07648339933343,1.2337423728813557,214,6,48,3,4,74,39,59,0.243,0.72,0.037000000000000005,-0.9195,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,8,5,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,11,1,9,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933834967554492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29644047263752005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28622823575415235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906088209576304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730326421812027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553071345742448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786730435564831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26194877912533376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702548994965167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ammonarmchopper,2018/01/28,"Sudden Return of the Beast I struggled with anxiety for months almost two years ago. Through the literally inhuman dedication and love of my then-girlfriend now-wife and a serious case of luck with getting the right medicine, I managed to get ahold of it. I still struggled intermittently with depression, but anxiety seemed to be bested. A week ago I started a new job. It pays really well and gives me a great foot in the door for my career. I work an opposite shift from my wife, and until my schedule shifts a couple of hours later in a few weeks, I only see her MAYBE an hour a day. I also changed my major again to something I think I can actually stick with, and I had great success with it for the first two weeks of the semester. Health issues have also come up and take time and money I feel like I don't have. Change has never been my strong suit and my little beast has come back with a vengeance. Only one panic attack so far but almost constant fear and anxiety over every little thing. What should I do? Should I wait it out and see if things calm down once the changes aren't so fresh? Should I see my doctor and try and get on another medication to control it for now? I don't know the best course of action and honestly right now I feel like all I can feel is fear. I've beaten this before and I can do it again, but any help would be greatly appreciated. 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It's impacting my social life especially. I find it difficult meeting new people or assume everyone is judging me constantly when they're probably not :(. 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The reality that I've really come to a low enough point to have to take meds is still sinking in kind of, but the hope I'll get to feel normal again one day keeps me going. I take an antidepressant called Brintellix 10mg once a day and a benzo called Medazepam, 10mg twice a day. Which pretty much makes drinking out of the question. I don't have a serious alcohol problem, in fact I've been cutting down the past few months, due to lack of going out mostly. But as much as I hate to admit, alcohol is the only thing that really helped me let go when I was out with friends. Having a pint at that concert to enhance the vibes. Dancing the night away without a worry at whatever club. The meds have been working swimmingly actually. I've been feeling a bit more energised already and the physical effects of my anxiety are better as well but I really can't get to grips with this aspect. Now I feel like crying just looking at a can of cider, something I got to enjoy so much just weeks ago. I really don't know how I can go out and have fun like this. I relied so much on alcohol in social situations in the past that I just can't. Maybe someone who can relate offer some words of advice/consolation? Thank you so much.",4.725603517186247,5.295263798561155,5.8412470023980845,80.69198241406876,69.28776978417267,9.055475619504397,28.394084732214232,9.150863307647796,2.2147211830535567,1088,36,218,20,18,363,154,278,0.078,0.75,0.171,0.9823,0,0,6,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,3,13,15,2,0,20,0,24,6,0,3,1,38,46,16,0,4,7,0,4,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,10,13,5,1,7,6,0,7,6,5,1,2,8,6,16,10,39,37,12,40,0,1,1,0,12,16,0,4,19,142,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.08648858101882972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856377214262725,0.2841505737389584,0.0,0.0,0.09780369690776584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780052058649996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832693449227379,0.0,0.0,0.05402707964244458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838466046555066,0.09675931129603084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099911053500484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634556076324804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097354189107485,0.2286320691740848,0.0,0.0,0.08995600970715976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17364427683567116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157687927369117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443961978579894,0.06331618138325441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847411953016172,0.0,0.09260941277048758,0.0,0.2014783591139761,0.0,0.07088426670225119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750224418066742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940578088400965,0.0,0.0,0.08802804725559307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877703734020794,0.0,0.092292890695925,0.048707877512245513,0.07224401468431192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090628593446897,0.0,0.08659876637283302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442557517250205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916017764664881,0.0,0.08903918908427927,0.0,0.393784906130817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707423821017797,0.0,0.32576053717726694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317179514826152,0.08683706201920564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438640523131876,0.06005693048852851,0.06740592890541514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921176539899085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378253116611352,0.0,0.0,0.09016699472095087,0.0,0.08480545576955174,0.0,0.0,0.09928414599688218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271106145178333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962208960435348,0.0,0.18069108419259816,0.0750945968822044,0.06823050972070882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077879353197238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991269018503008,0.0,0.0,0.08159716785633553,0.0,0.0,0.05888080308195735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218479095052675,0.0,0.07968761913340254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543466172956746,0.0,0.0645225661350387,0.0900064916729155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,victoriaatx24,2018/01/29,"I admitted defeat today If this post doesn’t belong here please let me know So a couple of months ago I felt like I was in a good place to start weaning my anxiety/depression medication. I was on a relatively low dose but have been on this medication for almost 10 years with varying mgs depending on life situations. I was on a very strict plan from my psychiatrist, keeping tract of all emotions in a planner that we would go over the. 3 weeks ago my anxiety came roaring back. Little things would set me off at first but it would be general anxiety, not a panic attack. Unfortunately I had my first panic attack in years last Thursday. Full blown throwing up, shallow breathing, tears, the works. Thankfully I had my anxiety meds to fall back on. I guess the good thing is I really don’t feel depressed about it. Disappointed yes but not depression mode. My dr has upped my dose of medication today and reminded me of the coping skills that feel like another lifetime ago. So here I am just going through the motions trying not to stress myself out. 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I quit drinking coffee and soda, switched to tea, and a significant amount of my anxiety vanished. I feel calmer, more stable, more confident, but I’ve also become more of an asshole. I’m wondering if anyone else has experienced anything like this? The more detailed version is this: I went from drinking at least about 4 shots of espresso and 48oz of Diet Coke per day, to drinking no more than 300mg of caffeine from black tea per day. I got sick one day and just decided to make that switch since I wasn’t really feeling like having coffee anyway. It’s been about 4 months now. I feel much more capable of handling work, social activities, and life in general. I’ve done so well at work that I’ve received a promotion, made enough money in those months to nearly pay off all of my credit card debt, and received assistance from my boss because he considers me a valuable employee. (My car died and he paid for a rental for me for a week.) The change has been incredible, and I’m quite content. However, I feel distant, detached. I have little patience for other people’s problems. I feel it putting a rift between myself and my wife. I feel indifferent about most things. Frankly, I feel like a sociopath. I’m not depressed, and I don’t fit the criteria for sociopathy or psychopathy. Narcissism fits better than those, but still not quite enough to think that’s what it is. I do have Aspergers, and perhaps that plays some roll in this. I’m not positive that all of the changes that have occurred have been a result of decreased caffeine, but I’ve traced it all back to that point. Other factors could be increased work load, previous marital problems coming to a head, and just finally losing patience for listening to people complain without taking any action. I told my wife that we need to get marriage counseling. She doesn’t know the extent of my detachment and indifference, but she has noticed the distance between us. I work very hard every day to give her attention, but it takes that conscious effort and I know it should come naturally. When I describe how I feel regularly, it sounds like depression. But I’m perfectly content. I feel just fine. Life is going very well. I just bought a new car and we’re about to move to a new place. I still can’t quite seem to say that I’m outright “happy.” I’m not unhappy either, though. I’ve felt true jubilation and overwhelming love before, and I can say without a doubt that I haven’t felt that in the last few months. I’m very content, though, and don’t want anything to change. I feel like I’ve lost my empathy along with my anxiety, like every smile at another person and every response to their stories or small talk is a strenuous act I’m putting on. I don’t know if this is the right place to make this post, but 4 months ago my anxiety was absolutely debilitating nearly every single day. Since the change, I’ve felt my heart race only 3 times, mostly because I no longer care about anything. I thought someone here might have some insight, suggestions, or similar experiences. 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If anyone happens to make any recommendations, I'm from the UK, so that may change things. My partner is 24, she suffered from severe selective mutism as a child and still suffers from it in certain situations as an adult (she's not able to talk to doctors or anything like that). She also has very severe social anxiety and finds it incredibly difficult going to places she's not comfortable unless I'm with her, and a lot of the time backs away from going to other places without trying as it feels like too much. She is quiet and in no way aggressive or destructive but has quite a volatile relationship with her mother, who she lives with and who offers her little help with her anxieties. Her family are a very low income family and she is on ESA and PIP, with her money usually gone within days of getting it, having usually been taken by her mum. Because of all this (as well as other factors) she suffers from depression and has, in the past, self-harmed (with a suicide attempt 10 years ago). Why am I writing this? I feel like a lot of her problems at the moment are because she feels trapped. She's trapped in a home that depresses her and is very poor (she regularly goes a day or two without eating) and she sees no way out because she can't earn money without a job, and she sees no future where she's well enough to get a job... I've tried talking to her, explaining how strong I feel she is, and how we can work together to try and help her, but it may take time, but she has no faith, a decade of no support from her family have broken her confidence and belief she can ever escape. I don't know what to do or where to go now, I don't know who to talk to in order to get advice. I've spoken to the doctor and tried to arrange counselling, but the counsellor won't talk to her with me there, but she won't go if I'm not. Now that she's got someone supporting her she needs to begin trying to build a life she wants to live, but I don't know how to help her in a way she'll be receptive, and I'm worried she wants me to be strong for her, when she needs to try to be strong for herself. Does anyone have any advice? 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Every time I do, I can't help fidgeting and feeling incredibly anxious, and our conversation always comes to an awkward period of silence. I'm so frustrated.",4.105599999999999,6.876618360000003,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,75.4,8.0,32.0,8.841846274778883,3.1002,218,11,38,5,5,69,42,50,0.212,0.606,0.182,-0.1821,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,3,3,6,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,4,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455402708671234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333700842545469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541957193943406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490555240868024,0.0,0.24862782585424786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920743491787405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559748569491813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264344564268175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19779401784501288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416709692570345,0.0,0.0,0.2611472271003606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20457971018874602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864076969522266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718385627435906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207057961350594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002964077799808 anxiety,LPLady15,2018/01/29,Somatic Anxiety--anyone else? Would love to talk to anyone else dealing with this!,4.274285714285714,7.691739285714287,4.84,72.83000000000003,84.71428571428571,8.514285714285714,28.42857142857143,8.841846274778883,3.736828571428571,66,3,9,2,2,21,11,14,0.0,0.728,0.272,0.6696,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041261127859901,0.5921927785981576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979279339425723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482815052765157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608176961522058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322729263467013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528464628647505,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mel4529,2018/01/29,"How do you guys deal with first date anxiety? I'm going on my first date after a long, hard relationship that finally ended. Tomorrow, I'm going on my first date since and I'm so anxious. What do you guys do to help calm first date nerves??",1.5410204081632628,3.739514122448984,3.4034285714285737,88.11657142857145,81.24489795918367,7.185306122448982,20.004081632653055,8.238735603445708,0.9972334693877548,188,5,40,4,5,63,32,49,0.14800000000000002,0.755,0.097,-0.1671,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,4,1,5,8,0,17,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,13,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128272672019835,0.223407884669202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038776555345996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751530355513676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663192866454686,0.0,0.6728442900880319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477847720200744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916188759304829,0.0,0.0,0.17715044845434236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255161519902942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750077536926546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123158348385613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16358572890109827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Calvin-Hobbes,2018/01/29,Had 3 panic attacks today! 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Hi guys, would value your inputs. Wife in London is struggling with anxiety / panic. She has been to a number of therapists accredited by the right bodies, but hasn’t found anyone that she has found useful. She has been to 5 or 6 different people, but found them to be very generic / unhelpful. I have also been through therapy and have passed on everything I can think of that is relevant, and maybe that means she is struggling to find someone that appears insightful. My wife is driven by a lot of fear that we think comes from growing up in an unstable family and political environment. She is hoping for someone to help her explore that and help her trace her current behaviour and fears back to their origins, to help her understand and overcome them. TLDR: I feel that therapy would be useful for her but she has almost given up hope. How do we find the right therapist that will help her explore her past to link it to her current fears? Thanks a million for any help you can provide! 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As I am writing this, I'm am coming down from the first time I can seriously remember having an anxiety attack and breakdown in public. I have had the onset of anxiety attacks in public plenty of times, in fact more often than not, but I usually force myself to stave off the possible full-on breakdown until I am alone but I couldn't do it today. I was walking back from class (I'm in college) and I could feel the anxiety coming on. I started breathing hard, and I thought I could make it back to my dorm, but about halfway there I started to feel really light headed. I sat down on the nearest bench, which is at least a little off the main walkway but still totally in sight of it, and immediately broke down. I curled up and started crying. I thought about how stupid I must look, being a 19 year old dude in that position, but at the same time part of me wished someone would come over and say something. Part of the reason I have so much anxiety in the first place is that I'm super lonely and don't have anyone to talk to about my stress with any regularity. One girl who is a mutual friend of my roommate that I met recently recognized me, and said hello and wished me well as she could tell I was going through something, but probably felt she couldn't stop because she was walking with another person. That made me feel a little better, but also self conscience for the next time I see her. After that no one more than glanced at me. I feel so alone. There's not really a moral to this post, I just needed to tell someone about it. 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I can’t go back. What is wrong with me? I even took a small dose of xanax",-0.03142857142857025,1.5408489523809552,2.2716666666666683,97.47750000000002,83.28571428571429,6.104761904761905,17.642857142857142,7.1686216300943375,-0.23011428571428594,144,3,38,2,4,49,34,42,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,0,7,3,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,25,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345235801520703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29654524779424096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516412523779514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.487815109919759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4988302591890096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4908861554393643,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kneerRS,2018/01/29,"difference between hyper ventilation and out of breathe while exercising? Hi all first post here, quick preface to my question, I had a really bad panic attack about 3 years ago where I ended up hyperventilating a lot and this caused my hands and jaw and body to sort of ""seize""(not sure of a better word) up. Couldnt move yadda yadda, was horrible. Anyways I was told that happens because I have too much oxygen in my system, ever since that day for last 3 years its been a really bad struggle with living with anxiety, seems sort of like pandoras box. Ok now for the question, Ive been doing a lot better with managing it and I have been at the gym for the past year. After about a 3 month dip from the gym and getting pretty awful panic a lot I have made it back but now I have this issue where when I am out of breathe from exercising it reminds me of that sort of unable to catch your breath feeling from the hyperventilation and I get really panicy because I feel like it would trigger the body freezing again. Is there some science behind why these are two different things, or why exercise heavy breathing wouldnt cause that same reaction? Just for my peace of mind if anything. It makes it really hard to exercise properly when youre trying to make sure youre not getting too out of breathe hahah",6.508499335989377,6.8640382031872536,6.92006374501992,75.25305710491371,65.37450199203187,9.88058432934927,31.47436918990704,9.725611199111238,2.8882316600265603,1043,37,191,20,15,340,149,251,0.092,0.818,0.09,0.3196,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,3,18,13,1,3,13,2,18,13,9,6,4,46,29,13,0,4,5,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,15,13,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,6,0,2,8,5,19,7,36,18,7,33,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,12,22,137,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583688081336976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270721012143506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896892854587493,0.0,0.0,0.12299572309510674,0.0,0.08313329008862712,0.18054199438302831,0.13181105364919274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123677893153213,0.0,0.2401814225929114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22212651382425327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972483552524766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259130468500944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575725681853413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779565269340014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933176506694738,0.07723693966436034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196204233918126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945591482869535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956051953575898,0.0,0.09684925490877967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284333101276835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812765522778529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563845682449066,0.0,0.09546698445514623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275744956822746,0.0,0.10230044706172332,0.1443343856689227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916471090756773,0.0,0.08629587222000976,0.11490848346391395,0.0794765142347785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25369787716180897,0.0,0.0,0.10320741577506357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354369715473903,0.10999119938747044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222571312605526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770433789187569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842327741874328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894333381372405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302463142681045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379306050429805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718263947015762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330792990443648,0.0,0.07340257194806711,0.0,0.1056120464494933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951128362735925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680135856084262,0.0,0.0,0.20886636164677772 anxiety,ikeepcommenting,2018/01/29,"afraid that my anxiousness creates a self fulfilling prophecy venting- advice would be cool but i have no idea what the answer is besides “just don’t be anxious”, which we all know isn’t a thing. i’m doing what it takes to manage my anxiety, but obviously there’s no perfect fix. i have a fat fucking crush for the first time in a long time. 21f, i’m a serial monogamist, but it’s been 4 years since i met someone organically (lol tinder) and had this feeling. so it’s been a while since i had this kind of crazy crush on someone. i’m spending more time than i should be worrying. worrying about how i come off in texts. worrying about if i send him things too much. worrying about trying to figure out if he has any feelings for me without ruining our current friendship. worrying that i’m gonna fuck it all up. my friends say he might be into me, but i honestly have a hard time believing them because i’m overanalyzing the smallest little details. i’m starting to think that my worrying is going to make my fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. I’m worrying too much, and it’ll make it so he doesn’t see my organic self- when there’s no romantic pressure, i’m comfortable and fine and sassy and feel good about myself. but i feel like i’m back in high school with my fluttery crush feelings that i screw up because i come off weird from overthinking it. how do i not do that?? anyone have any mental coping techniques for calming down and just relaxing? i don’t wanna ruin this before it even gets off the ground. :/",4.331474612344181,5.6989299264214095,5.220153542110065,81.84357175433266,70.80602006688963,8.513286713286714,30.313317117664948,8.97023862654752,2.5065638795986622,1204,50,233,23,22,393,164,299,0.212,0.642,0.146,-0.9559,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,1,2,17,20,3,3,12,2,26,4,1,4,4,45,55,19,0,5,11,0,6,1,1,5,1,1,0,2,21,12,1,0,10,1,1,4,9,9,0,1,5,9,27,11,29,41,5,31,0,2,1,3,13,15,3,3,13,151,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826105329745026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228433354695365,0.0,0.06909564457057067,0.2040750074781041,0.0,0.06315484196065896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694516022909256,0.0,0.11011820734909124,0.0,0.07685688204104793,0.10176131866752387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560782381628646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596564508094174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163671642675794,0.22834613718221294,0.06452564562305485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682735981690476,0.0,0.0,0.06978211058575394,0.16700140801199118,0.04718921782108699,0.0,0.05133174852337717,0.07575732784583923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091025781520493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542954680404377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196189732208744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405586737022667,0.049638294267656806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04412648700767186,0.09052579832268684,0.0,0.07993162080299253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058050799741465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102275476905664,0.09581676085910244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279328298491208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182722412860051,0.0,0.09141010633502017,0.07197448350628728,0.0,0.28267484075400745,0.0,0.0,0.14942963583507252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305810428766015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392997103843981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791047259756998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001108565501975,0.057874323516293964,0.0,0.0,0.2106686021327301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132232019968641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706663267196997,0.0,0.0,0.6420805552398472,0.0,0.06416175041892297,0.0,0.0,0.05816403779833531 anxiety,martymacaroni,2018/01/29,Anxiety levels skyrocketing without meds Hey guys. I recently went off my antidepressants and anti-anxiety meds because the side effects were unbearable and outweighed the benefits of having psychological well being for once. I'm wondering if anyone knows of any supplements that work well for anxiety. I have an underactive thyroid and take Armour thyroid medication for it. Are there any supplements that are safe to take with Armour thyroid medication? I couldn't really find anything elsewhere online and I am having trouble getting in touch with my doctor.,8.998602484472054,11.730713456521745,9.031366459627332,53.72108695652176,61.17391304347826,12.213664596273293,41.40372670807453,11.765960540728905,6.398246583850932,466,26,55,16,7,152,65,92,0.065,0.8320000000000001,0.103,0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,3,0,9,6,0,1,0,14,16,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,1,6,4,11,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,1,40,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382181345814436,0.0,0.4019713929385843,0.0,0.0,0.12247004352454205,0.0,0.14413481034817344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677076553598767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927504390026106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600853530887636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150946120707096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734275821080913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625871699957499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3891077970747224,0.3528935404953409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653069552218848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122065746191444,0.0,0.17294103547623774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633843511152326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149645753545168,0.16236725128072066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883985394997605,0.1899443958136401,0.1275124220331218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SensitivePerception,2018/01/29,"How to come to terms with growing up? When I was in high school, I had depression due to school. During that time, I would always look back to my childhood and happy times and when I wasn't stressed. Once that school year was over, my depression seemingly went away, but it left really bad anxiety issues, which are here til date. Fast forward a few years later, I am just a few years away from starting my life on my own. I get major anxiety thinking about that. Every single minute of my day is spent thinking about this. I think about my life up til high school and how stress free and fun. I think about how I am getting older and having more responsibilities. I keep thinking about how I wanna go back home and live there. I think how my parents are aging and I won't be with them forever. I just keep thinking about the past and when I had no stress. I'm not ready for the future. I want to come to terms with growing up but I just don't know how to. I am worried that this problem will just get worse if I don't address it.",2.880982268505488,4.46798138755981,3.601835068955811,91.13637489445541,74.83732057416267,6.448747537292429,22.82043343653251,7.048011613610866,0.5641171404446945,806,22,174,8,17,255,111,209,0.174,0.746,0.08,-0.9704,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,23,10,0,3,4,0,18,2,0,6,0,42,41,22,0,5,8,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,9,13,0,2,9,0,2,7,6,7,0,0,7,1,27,4,30,30,8,43,0,2,1,0,2,12,0,2,26,123,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387826773266797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542318932713769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894202081017408,0.15502644455570325,0.08416839828051499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367005854119127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501122075877679,0.0,0.17364729277120414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493299803387183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800017030975505,0.0,0.05729009989627251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730935016666532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130131322906274,0.10111615541522133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521477244604444,0.0,0.17920115524466115,0.0,0.0,0.055400077322118345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952549208149663,0.0,0.14240383944181784,0.0,0.0,0.08901312071709155,0.0,0.08465124800938302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735458851922346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193260007180594,0.0,0.0962302749135339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964572682476153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457859717762587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408082270649888,0.0,0.091769559122951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135066567019528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464171466094255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521447466215544,0.0,0.0,0.11756101835977505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05945770728616051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934477266674088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237289844786422,0.10272943660684217,0.0716093489265377,0.0,0.0,0.19474634889865444 anxiety,mpodell,2018/01/29,"Going to see a doctor about my anxiety for the first time tomorrow, what should I expect? It’s been long overdue but I’m finally going to see a doctor to discuss treatment for my anxiety/depression. This being my first time, I’m not really sure what to expect. For those of you who have, what does the doctor do to decide the best form of treatment? 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Did anyone ever feel itchy or tingly inside their chest and or back while on lexapro? Or is this a common symptom of anxiety? Kind of weirding me out. 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If you don't know, Derealisation/Depersonalisation is the feeling like being detached from reality, that light headed/spacey/light dizzy/headache/brain fog feeling. I highly suspect the inner ear could be to blame.",12.358439716312065,14.71237831914894,12.362553191489365,34.33333333333334,53.04255319148936,12.224113475177305,43.326241134751776,11.855464076750405,6.196168794326242,259,13,29,7,3,87,39,47,0.25,0.637,0.113,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,2,0,0,8,9,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,1,4,5,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449564737777173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39108029696209773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797072490050822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35557408049478034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35427126616680504,0.2502733619363679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801881501441661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701392411667478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925303136016116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17115185981038236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352152019010584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Boge42,2018/01/29,"Dating with anxiety? I've never been in a serious relationship. I always got too nervous and sick and had to cancel on dates. I don't think I get sick anymore, but I have emotional anxiety attacks that still make me want to cancel. I'm 40 now, by the way, and things have definitely changed since I was in my 20s. I think my biggest problem is that I'm afraid I'm not good enough for anyone. I second guess my actions. I can't come up with great date plans. I feel like I'm basically interviewing for a job or something and I can't relax and just be myself. Are there any tricks any of you have come up with to help you break through that and have the confidence that is so desired in a partner?",3.1195104895104886,4.455827244755248,4.580699300699301,85.37566433566434,73.75524475524477,7.717482517482518,26.98601398601399,8.296473431620573,1.677830769230769,548,20,116,9,11,183,91,143,0.183,0.637,0.18,0.6445,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,6,10,2,2,5,0,14,2,0,1,1,24,28,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,3,1,0,3,5,6,0,1,4,1,17,4,17,23,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,7,76,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548476224714394,0.0,0.0,0.25414613104977324,0.0,0.28589895695815826,0.0,0.1853176185845213,0.1306587669572166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258333397762624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767599329336807,0.32193139524277337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019542241221695,0.0,0.1930791536654118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448341187285927,0.1334947730449312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762806497116287,0.0,0.0,0.15673159392081046,0.14945119697910342,0.20601682166276333,0.20585036633809356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525015033147854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543242807187285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129169203158727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247323245922394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441200586050011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17880239811686455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062064269344265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457478285860288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385606034534087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922881911895625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414329595385287,0.2394681868995089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021648075295666,0.148322938880914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dorothy-Snarker,2018/01/29,"Anyone else have anxiety from every single social Interaction? Overall my life is pretty good right now. I'd even say my anxiety is pretty controlled (with the exception of the aforementioned social anxiety). My life is better than it's been in years. I returned to school 2 semesters ago and am going full time. I love my classes. I see an actual future for myself and potential career. I'm working in internship that I love and with kids who I love. The last two summers I spent at a job that I loved, and I might be getting another internship this summer that I'm really looking forward to. My life is great. The only issue is that every single social interaction I have leaves me in ball of anxiety. I go over and over every thing I said, and whether or not I should have said it, and if I should have said something else, and why do I freaking talk so much and why don't I ever try just shutting up! There is no indication that I'm even doing anything wrong with my social interactions. People like me. I'm a very likable and social person. Still I dissect every interaction and can't forget them and replay them again and again and again. It drives me crazy. I *like* socializing with people, and in the moment I'm fine, but afterwards I just become an anxious mess. Is this normal? If anyone of your do this how do you cope? I just want to have normal social interactions without the post-interaction anxiety. 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Every time I look at the job title I see ""Data Entry Technician."" I'm not a technician and as far as I know I have never been. I just have a couple of years of experience with generic data entry and I put that on my application so now I'm here. I know they're going to test me for the position but I have no idea what to do and if I'm actually even qualified. Plus I keep hearing from everyone around me that ""no one feels qualified"" and ""the worst they can do is say no"" but it hasn't helped me much to be honest. What am I supposed to do if they see that I might not actually be qualified? I guess I would just have to give up at that point but then I wouldn't understand how to manage my qualifications at all.",1.4827272727272711,3.247074242424244,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,79.30303030303031,7.632323232323233,22.61616161616161,8.515128840125781,1.3920282828282828,732,23,160,16,18,258,103,198,0.064,0.851,0.085,0.722,3,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,0,11,6,1,1,9,0,20,1,0,2,2,36,39,18,0,4,11,0,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,10,10,0,1,6,0,0,3,10,5,0,1,2,7,25,1,24,32,5,21,0,0,3,1,7,11,1,4,7,123,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.2983522304732745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608401648466192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914439908522735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193438912554024,0.0,0.1287970186406366,0.14607094456726896,0.0,0.14953323338312358,0.0,0.0,0.1545882703226049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466439307901818,0.08687782410932242,0.0,0.12226168372143137,0.0,0.1684002061668851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229218966051107,0.0,0.1024635103326078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725682065431095,0.0,0.0,0.4550906516149952,0.13587519024858605,0.0,0.0,0.16802338211831302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836975757607827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203989213460482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621677019798203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237481494331583,0.0,0.11790043425040292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358661776824543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655400359961539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450870134327035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367353094842642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093769475386273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12156595330594608,0.0,0.0,0.2436303729482684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768446494150472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207976285258905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913796182643663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913991101204214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859231231725633,0.0,0.0,0.09844131927496054 anxiety,_ElizabethBathory_,2018/01/29,"Yikes I used to have anxiety like crazy, but it slowed down once I forced myself to be a part of society. I have a job and am working toward getting my own apartment. I was doing okay until about two weeks ago. I'm not sure what happened, but my anxiety shot through the roof. I have been doing little workout routines to get my mind off it and to wear myself out a little bit. It helps a little bit. I just don't understand the root of my anxiety. It seems like it came out of nowhere. I do have some stress from work and I am feeling pressure to get an apartment quickly because my dad will be moving and I will not be going with him. (He has made that clear to me.... He's basically sick of my bullshit.) I'm wondering if this is a part of grief because I lost my mom September 3, 2017. I just don't know what's going on inside me. I don't have any specific thoughts in my head when I'm feeling like this. I guess all I'm really thinking is I gotta get outta here. I just want to jump off a bridge. Sometimes I feel like I could explode from the anxiety. I hate it so much. It is so incredibly uncomfortable. I just had to get all of that out. I don't want to burden my friends with my pointless bullshit so if you've read this the whole way through, thanks. 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How did you guys get past this. Most my friends drive and I hate bumming rides all the time. 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My son was diagnosed with Bipolar II and substance abuse. Right now it marijuana but has been meth, Xanax and alcohol in the past. He has been in treatment and sober living for quite a few years since 15 years old he is 23 years old. He obsesses on one thing for instance in past music loops,clothes, now he just called me while I was lifting 70 pound boxes of textbooks on a pallet haha and tells me to call him back. He wanted to tell me that Nintendo 64 controllers are the best controllershaha.He knows my job is physical and dangerous. Is this a form of severe anxiety? Are we talking other more severe mental issues ? Maybe Autism or down syndrome? Just wants some opinions. Thanks.",4.1539117929050855,6.714381040268461,4.7164189837008665,80.20431208053692,74.16778523489933,8.28398849472675,28.092521572387337,9.04235418022936,2.6577071907957817,641,26,112,15,14,204,103,149,0.173,0.746,0.081,-0.8587,1,0,2,0,1,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,5,8,1,3,5,1,11,5,0,1,0,18,16,8,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,0,11,3,16,12,5,19,0,1,0,0,14,8,0,3,11,71,18,2,0.0,0.16119382847139227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453932112541709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081516559983819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461199196015968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277326967902018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778390509850828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258863856450164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808516679206834,0.0,0.0,0.3118440323432147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199805666394874,0.13500597340272932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476804954178326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013227672855807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667781970051784,0.0,0.0,0.13705336275595406,0.13710370064905286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855175550180873,0.0,0.1843783709509752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597451234705032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470307201798147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618366857428945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30738949624432665,0.0,0.11253974960222518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229065390930307,0.10934968304143446,0.23782270973540665,0.1252540944166146,0.0,0.0,0.18076758942267504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048846929091296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26283004223755185 anxiety,newfoundexplorer,2018/01/29,"Does anyone else feel the anxiety build up before it hits you? Most of the time I can tell days before the Anxiety strikes. Like right now I'm not anxious but it's building and I know it's going to hit me tomorrow or the day after - sucks, haven't felt anxious in a while. I hope it passes..",0.4545199063231884,2.6846913606557368,2.510210772833726,92.58672131147543,86.21311475409836,5.4529274004683845,20.18969555035129,6.868970318607317,0.39530725995316107,227,7,49,3,7,76,48,61,0.125,0.728,0.147,0.3356,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,11,4,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,2,5,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,3,8,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34324023178906604,0.5068825488529725,0.0,0.1568643199430492,0.2298636850006715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817950345540328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28936254374923004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963221664107944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740797121016756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343346102591155,0.0,0.2154023718550234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749805990525773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22282105714365866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329184955097143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960159444696392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915858374523484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608376792092236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081493825718502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ElDuderino157,2018/01/29,"I can't Stop Catastrophizing Over the past several months I've gotten to the point where I'm having an increasingly difficult time in distinguishing between paranoid/anxious ""fantasies"" and actual, real life possibilities. It's gotten to the point where I basically treat a .5% chance of something happening as grounds enough to seriously worry about it. I don't know how to stop. I know, on some level, that my concerns are rubbish but any comfort I feel from this realization lasts no longer than ten seconds and then I get more anxious. It's like my brain is forcing me to be anxious. I don't really know why I'm telling this, especially since it probably won't be read, but if anybody has ever gone through this and knows of a way out, it would be unbelievably appreciated.",9.396547619047622,8.403608972222223,9.477301587301586,63.75500000000002,59.97222222222222,12.673015873015876,41.404761904761905,11.765960540728905,4.9641261904761915,628,30,108,16,7,208,101,144,0.107,0.778,0.115,0.5023,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,12,2,1,1,1,20,24,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,6,2,0,2,5,2,0,2,3,1,10,3,17,16,4,21,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,9,71,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.160662089858505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195889416623198,0.0,0.0,0.3719861900018182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378948604246112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701141657489794,0.0,0.0,0.14892370989617695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324547980835686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601610536907835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558807049060052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619210444433457,0.13420123491704766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628807394044108,0.08043338566046483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314117865752287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716476983088784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112706068758963,0.1856036270880762,0.0,0.0,0.1775066721261566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468168331982025,0.18739309779310026,0.10547076136426753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859930950009091,0.0,0.13618953539328374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267457062505573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752880255766946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390010844753293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600123458132342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068129070468146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855940231477027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719699736840932,0.0,0.1169534936057446,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coldrainandsnow93,2018/01/29,"Ativan and driving Hi there, I need to have an MRI at 6pm. I am claustrophobic and the doc prescribed ativan. The last time i took 2mg I was majorly out of it (tripping). I have an important client meeting the next day at 11am. Do you think I will be able to drive and function? Thanks! 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Hello everybody. I have anxiety disorder. I'm 21.I'm not from U.S English is not my first language, I hope you'll understand me. I'll tell my short story and my feelings . I was wanting to study medicine ,maybe I was obsessed, that's why I'm not in University but now I've given up and I've changed my mind, I want to study architecture or engineering. I've already had enough score in my country's SAT (3 times for engineering and once which is last score for architecture )but that was than, I have no chance to use old score. I feel like I missed my once in life time chance. Now I can hardly study because I'm bored.Everything becomes harder because of boredness. The exam is once in every year and I have roughly 5 months from now. I have exam anxiety now, I feel like I'll do nothing in exam and I'll fail. And I have anxiety about working for minimum wage for my lifetime and suffering from poverty.I don't have unreachable goals. In here minimum wage is about $400 and at least I want to work for 2 or 3 times minimum wage. In here if you are working with insurance, many services are free but cars,houses,fuel ... etc is expensive and minimum wage is minimum. That's why I'm anxious. I'm waiting for your answers and help.",2.1823016114320453,4.5618073715415015,3.9227865612648256,84.26973168136215,80.02766798418972,7.370568561872909,27.517330495591363,8.384062270229773,2.208229674673152,1007,45,196,22,26,337,129,253,0.109,0.792,0.098,-0.1655,4,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,6,8,8,0,1,1,0,23,1,0,1,0,33,41,17,0,5,10,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,5,0,7,0,5,4,0,1,6,5,25,5,27,34,3,23,0,3,0,0,6,10,0,5,15,110,29,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724354143960873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38056571892228747,0.14050080945343446,0.0,0.08696122593383572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516275555669742,0.13735504602902573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156519929587873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253687748854987,0.0,0.10883556104579717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285057275223604,0.13870355986807256,0.0,0.0,0.1047856794447593,0.0,0.11177423297590047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865308891746496,0.17769751529260394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578763539776954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140959254740758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336146800458545,0.0,0.0,0.12352581071413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137678571026276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784502735616581,0.1215201649536542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608996317951404,0.12494470069328373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557655682764718,0.0,0.09926961205442253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193347639720862,0.0,0.1305036381637493,0.39734462787995983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870339953865787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756051482135488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947181447346076,0.0,0.1074143032035836,0.0,0.0,0.2200669845796538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22444614169189048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716248697887702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008912500099337 anxiety,UnknownID13,2018/01/29,"time off work guilt and anxiety I've been curious to know if anybody here has even taken time off work and then feel guilty afterwards and anxiety kicks in. Our work has voluntary time off when we are over staffed with no affect to your work or your own time, but its unpaid. ( Work at a call centers; pretty stressful) Its weird when I apply and get it it feels nice when its approved but then I get anxious as that time gets close to leaving work early. I am a single parent with a full 40/hr job and I am pretty sure Unpaid is what sets me off. (and I only do like 4-5 hours a week) The funny thing is when it gets to the time and I leave work, after a half an hour into my unpaid time I actually enjoy the freetime and forget it. Free time usually finishing errands early, spending time with my son early (on early release days) and playing some video games. I'm just posting to vent and want to know if anyone else gets that way about unpaid time or just any time off work and how they deal with it and do you enjoy the time off? ",4.142112389979687,4.752265611374408,4.9959140148950585,86.08821090047395,70.61137440758294,7.5451591062965475,25.02403520649966,7.447530270364453,1.0658433310765059,808,21,168,8,14,263,120,211,0.068,0.741,0.19,0.9877,2,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,2,3,1,9,10,10,0,2,10,0,10,0,0,2,1,37,22,26,0,3,8,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,19,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,16,8,24,20,4,47,0,0,0,0,11,14,0,5,31,107,28,9,0.0,0.0,0.08760067366925972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061045356504853675,0.0,0.13734463459889182,0.10141235206301376,0.0,0.06276791211766118,0.09197798189162533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166322206714922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789296993347073,0.09254692425681843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498969218328104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929095450812238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077885290245133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345005216654851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768069059501612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908094435630966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986683521179182,0.0,0.0,0.19010282009780985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385613790758928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682726518559836,0.0,0.0,0.09967680309490916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597298367249769,0.182652770741336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028290051010959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460533062249485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059637907749272974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6281337057032719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988668315867285,0.0,0.05294752536647429,0.07125370466536636,0.07200651997098485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5228177124624755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arctic_fox82,2018/01/29,"Shifting mindset I have been on my journey of managing/ changing my relationship with anxiety for the last few months. I have adopted some great new habits and as well as an interest in overall holistic wellness which has really motivated me. I am also on Effexor. The first few months were bumpy, and I felt like nothing worked. Then, probably over the last two weeks or so, things shifted. I felt great, and things that were worrying me didn’t seem so monumental. I felt like I could handle things. Yesterday, after an amazing anxiety free weekend, I had a setback. I began obsessing and ruminating on something, and I can’t let it go. Didn’t sleep well and am feeling pretty down today. However, I just had a bit of an epiphany if you will. I have been treating my recovery process as exactly that- I will recover from my anxiety, or it will be cured/go away. I realized today, that I will still have bad days or bad moments, and times I will feel anxious or obsessive. And that’s okay. Because it is about changing my relationship to anxiety not curing it. The bad days don’t take away from the good, and because I feel like this does not mean I am not doing better. Just wanted to share these thoughts and see if anyone else has experiences anything similar or has any advice.",4.787914391788597,6.6790721286307075,5.612443765014199,77.41612797554053,70.45228215767635,9.223061803887312,33.016160733784666,9.682069395223575,3.434223236514523,1017,49,181,25,19,332,140,241,0.108,0.7090000000000001,0.183,0.9661,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,4,10,21,0,2,10,1,30,1,1,1,1,38,44,24,0,4,12,0,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,11,0,0,11,1,1,2,7,5,3,2,13,7,26,17,21,23,4,29,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,9,22,136,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855791158916184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065663096052691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685873448378283,0.0,0.30862638386298,0.11394157328261548,0.0,0.0705227175276179,0.10334161224837546,0.08299808037582734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952005521371207,0.0,0.25263829528903864,0.12296500142245928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920128525763589,0.11011153045745356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339016985495152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052743006870826,0.0,0.0,0.1300909789001649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826208975517855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425446539325804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986591190671616,0.0,0.0,0.15299150118423513,0.07205344417450256,0.2905203802361019,0.0,0.0,0.08579032147899789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464059726625192,0.08459545565243176,0.0,0.2223940491466306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442653253168932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031348093943444,0.0,0.14782333462254502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098646443799174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100883433535698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740991869224838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677660084083388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260951274340366,0.10874269009888142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461263782454503,0.0,0.0,0.2165689030191383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037129081364787,0.0918179326599518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009314951611164,0.0,0.0,0.07764592108612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054585316232292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583315748218986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101802881013986,0.0,0.0,0.0800705070379275,0.05881149354074654,0.0,0.1912044260557482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852425181619293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05948904861144176,0.0,0.08090273034000928,0.0,0.2720521338079083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734263029677312,0.10242686121327656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Superhero_23,2018/01/29,"Anyone else experiencing the after effect symptoms of anxiety without actually feeling anxious? I've suffered with Anxiety and depression for quite a while now, but having taken up meditation and unfortunately also having given into my anxiety by removing myself from my job and all anxious situations, it's kind of under control with regards to the actual mental side of it, feeling anxious and getting panic attacks don't happen so much anymore. However I find that if I go on a date, despite really not being consciously worried or anxious, I will still get some symptoms like stomach cramps and indigestion either straight after or the day after. So it's almost like my subconscious is still anxious and causing me symptoms, which is almost more worrying as how do I control that? Thanks",14.582335766423357,10.973552927007301,14.131036496350365,42.55246715328468,52.57664233576642,15.923503649635036,55.13722627737226,13.662883650711644,7.843141313868612,649,38,78,17,5,221,96,137,0.17,0.672,0.158,-0.2453,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,7,8,1,1,5,0,8,5,1,5,1,29,17,16,0,1,7,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,5,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,2,3,9,4,18,13,5,17,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,6,11,70,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.20759980638266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130245363946092,0.0,0.0,0.08506251587670782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411387226950595,0.6008282748081095,0.10548855431011964,0.07437503535570922,0.10898666889401892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210090478337184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926931953443487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23860169481173615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859861257735485,0.0,0.09161467222802597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885688274910711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756579542608052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721849893457453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114586419321278,0.0,0.0604514316364654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406094266572787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555390744240303,0.0,0.0,0.11076598791000307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393214294996536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719400752106642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819277833959197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480002466853066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313554715726833,0.0,0.0,0.06814211634349213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956217959453595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698913736373675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33167149103936144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792943790267927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253503424668768,0.0,0.0,0.2160438987941276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,atomictartar,2018/01/29,"More that anxious, I'm angry I'm angry because everything I do is not enough, everything I try doesn't work. I've been taking medicines and therapy for anxiety since I was a kid, I have always felt like this, whether it was normal (there are shy kids out there) or not (since it started taking my life and turning it worse). I have tried several medicines, lots of therapists, pschyatrists, been in a hospital due to it for 2 weeks, natural remedies, exercising, better sleep patterns, learning again how to even fucking breath, and it's not enough, it's never enough. Why?, What did I do so wrong to deserve this?, I tried, I really tried, but there is nothing left, just enduring the pain of panic attack after panic attack, it doesn't even makes sense, I tried to find the root of it, it doesn't have one, it just exist, it's just my personality, who I am, and I dearly wish I could be like another person. I tought I was doing better, I tought I could have a perfect asistance record, but just looking at the toilet makes me feel angry, I don't deserve this, nobody deserves to be in this state where there is no exit, and knowing that it's getting worse year after year doesn't help with my depression. I'm just tired, I've been awake since 4 am vomiting and feeling the pain in my chest grow and grow, and I'm angry that this is not the last time. I'm sorry for the long post, I'm in despair. 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I started this job over a month ago, and things were fine at first. I knew that I wouldn't fit into the culture because the team is small and very clique-ish. That was fine, I'm more than used to being an outsider and actually have come to prefer it. Still, being left out of workplace congeniality and realizing that these people are simply tolerating me is stressful. Also, I didn't expect was to have absolutely no support when it came to rude customers mistreating me, making complaints while leaving out the details of their bad behavior (I know, this is what bad customers do), and my superiors not supporting me at all. I get blamed for every single interaction, including ones where customers lie about what I said or did, customers screaming at me Needless to say, my anxiety has been quite high since my third week of being here, and is probably affecting my performance. I got a ""verbal warning"" about getting customer complaints about my ""rudeness"", but I've realized that it is simply my being perpetually anxious about my situation. I caught a glimpse of myself fidgeting with my hands when I had to review the security cameras for a thief. It was then that I realized just how bad the problem is. I just kept doing it, and did it so often that I didn't even notice it, if that makes sense. I'm actually at work right now, and am practically buzzing with nervous energy. What can I do? I can't really afford the medication my doc just prescribed until my next pay day, which isn't until the end of next week. Talking to my boss would seem the best option, except that she knows about my situation and doesn't seem to know what to do with that information. She did tell me to ""relax"" the other day as a possible solution. I think she meant well, and was trying to get me back on track, but she either forgot that I am not like people who don't have anxiety and simply relaxing isn't an option, or she simply doesn't care and is just worried about the business (which I think is happening). I'm tired of getting blamed for things that are not my fault. I'm tired of not being supported. While this job isn't ideal, and I hope to leave it soon, I do need it until I am able to actually leave. Can someone help me out? 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I’m usually a very anxious person. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression years ago, but only went to therapy. Was never prescribed medication. Anyway, my husband and I are moving on Saturday. I’m freaking out. I can’t pinpoint why. I think it’s because change is harder for me than most and I have trouble adapting. I’m imagining *everything* going wrong. I’m not moving very far. Like a 15 minute drive from where we live now. My thoughts aren’t even realistic. I keep having exaggerated thoughts that something bad will happen at this new place. In my head I know it doesn’t make sense and I should even be excited because I’ve wanted to move for a long time. But now that it’s actually happening, I want to be in my safe and comfort zone. I asked my husband how he feels and he feels fine. It sounds selfish but I wish he were a little nervous because I feel alone in this. Just needed to rant. Usually when I’m anxious about something, it turns out so much better and not-so-scary than how my mind imagines it. So deep down I know I’m being silly, but my stomach still hurts and I’m having trouble sleeping over the anxiety. Anyone have tips to relax and make this a nice experience? 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They're really bad... I really need to go home, but I'm scared I could get fired... About a month ago I also left early because I was sick... I don't know what to do... I'm making my appointment with my psychiatrist for tomorrow, but until then, I'm here... I don't know what to do...",-0.0990000000000002,1.9852561714285741,3.3310714285714305,86.76517857142859,87.28571428571428,7.5,18.75,8.472884824447931,1.2040000000000002,252,7,56,7,8,92,44,70,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,1,1,0,7,1,0,1,0,8,17,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,8,0,9,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402709096608105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308408048109174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36941067851911336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27467939891093496,0.0,0.0,0.20159711755572646,0.14718308927775098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277478619124785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614544000866545,0.0,0.13721918486646406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24218977533690986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653845416727845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233151578950503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116691418230306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271969555850485,0.0,0.0,0.1790289656103703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093526623475171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417293181019776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515507658282637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,czech_it,2018/01/29,"One Month Off Lexapro - AMA, I guess? When I was beginning my anxiety/SSRI journey, I noticed there were tons of message boards and communities for folks struggling with anxiety and adapting to lexapro and it's side effects. I noticed a few things in these communities: one, that people who commented most were in the throes of side effects, anxiety, and ramping up their dosage. Two - that most who had success in treatment (either with SSRI's or therapy) generally stopped contributing to these communities. I felt that the commentary was slightly biased. Not necessarily in a bad way, but that I didn't get a snapshot of the entire lexapro experience. As part of my ""recovery"", I promised myself that i would attempt to be a resource for other folks in a similar situation. I'm here if anyone has any questions. Happy to respond in comments or PM's. I had a love/hate relationship with the drug, if that helps.",5.7854971857410895,7.954664829268296,6.382439024390247,71.77306754221392,68.39024390243902,9.436397748592867,37.615384615384606,9.851270322608157,4.247767917448405,728,41,118,18,13,237,102,164,0.048,0.8490000000000001,0.104,0.9127,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,4,3,5,0,1,10,0,10,1,0,2,0,24,15,11,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,13,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,3,8,1,13,3,22,5,6,16,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,8,4,90,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476223791063765,0.0,0.2806998756115727,0.0,0.0,0.1282827332518731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531853005668219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127607216342472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946360971131134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615481341155784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585269559977654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210697107984213,0.0,0.0,0.19530150739147925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297247248622245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655839891770607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643971524600502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417751388608964,0.0,0.0,0.2486407592731593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986743129902995,0.0,0.1271912722969101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552237055444653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697235012090225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062219280781966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15338464351905087,0.0,0.1917970630128121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098077905470048,0.0,0.12188574628957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921828252899374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562568166454934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032800745651762,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GenesisKun02,2018/01/29,"i feel like total shit. Hello reddit, I was supposed to post about how I'm finally getting my shit together. I passed the entrance exam of my dream university, and how I submitted my first resume for a JOB (it's fast food, but don't judge). But no, life decides a way to fuck up my mentality again. Well, long story short its about money. And my lack of it. I don't even know anymore how me and my family are going to survive. I am not even sure if I have enough money to afford to study at the university. It just feels so goddamn crippling, since my half-brother's expenses will be soon be covered by my own aunt and grandmother, and they give zero shits about me and my brother since we are ""old enough to handle ourselves"", and that we still have a mother to support us. By the way, did I mention that we are the legal family. Yeah. So the thing that ticked me off today to write this was my mom was telling me to choose another cheaper college, it kinda crushed me. My father and I dreamed about this together, and it just broke me, I had some attachment to this school! I told her about how I felt and just broke down. She didn't even acknowledge my feelings, since she keeps on saying that you need to learn to adapt, and if I really love the course I chose I would happily oblige to chose another college. But I keep holding on to the dream we had, and I couldn't just let it go so easily. I hate this feeling, I hate everything. Help me. note: i'm sorry for how bad the writing is, i just wanted to tell someone how i felt",4.081220527045769,4.851525000000001,5.11815071659732,84.57572815533982,70.84466019417475,8.34526121128063,27.65926953305594,8.563005593585519,1.8295327785483124,1191,40,248,19,21,392,166,309,0.163,0.715,0.122,-0.9579,3,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,5,1,1,2,26,14,6,0,11,1,22,7,3,6,2,58,45,26,0,7,11,5,6,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,16,16,1,3,11,3,3,3,6,9,1,2,10,7,50,5,32,29,6,22,0,2,0,2,26,7,4,4,10,179,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285295078395088,0.0,0.0,0.10806915527884453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098556366580504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519068826754396,0.0,0.21592136422675226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793538754932182,0.0,0.2054548092045,0.0,0.22039442524577973,0.07784833124502373,0.20925695783328546,0.1193715255193108,0.0,0.09268999477581474,0.13176719600147224,0.0,0.0,0.1007411921552142,0.056932430890966376,0.10453414342122323,0.12386054951789062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517102076724826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304042674548887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081361071661548,0.1937154377722485,0.0,0.0,0.059887171019732025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142941044120792,0.07696887349933136,0.05323733445954234,0.0,0.0,0.09643519616330183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834985820154137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981632954888693,0.0,0.0,0.1276245789131198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808000210819625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434589207084007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436332756664124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980909919861795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665747521596248,0.0,0.11028365804632753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33556902699810764,0.27042382162904555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233009516811284,0.0,0.0,0.12198321517168607,0.0,0.0,0.0870237409083137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365808936777065,0.10270312203278792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048951226607985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07239495753149645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329100618045016,0.10412569403172854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107773108200388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427344611784214,0.17299094210003946,0.0,0.0,0.09797729482253803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740930217191343,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LiquidMoist,2018/01/29,"Losing my damn mind with anxiety Hey everyone I’m new to this sub but I came here because I just don’t feel comfortable doing anything else. I’m falling into absolute madness and overthinking because of my medical history. I had normally taken anti acids because of my acid reflux and for the past two months I have had extreme migraines daily. After talking to my GI, he told me to stop them. Since then I have not had any migraines but now I live in fear of them. Every second since I have thought about brain tumors and have convinced myself I have every disease under the sun. I have an anxiety disorder all my life and have finally convinced my parents after 19 years to let me go to a phycologist. I’m basically just freaking out about every tiny bit of pain and I know it was the meds but I can’t convince myself subconsciously. I don’t really know what I want out of this post, I guess just to hear from other people. The anxiety is even making my stomach produce even more acid which is certainly not helping my situation. Now I have to go on a steroid to control my UC and it’s first listed side effect is headaches. I really can’t deal with another headache. I’m sorry for whatever this post is just have to get it out ",4.424164370982552,5.882346797520661,5.793002754820937,77.47566574839306,70.69421487603306,8.84885215794307,31.213039485766764,9.2995712137729,2.9514235078053264,983,43,178,21,18,331,138,242,0.159,0.7659999999999999,0.075,-0.9544,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,5,11,11,2,1,7,0,23,7,2,4,2,37,41,10,0,2,9,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,13,0,2,5,0,0,4,6,6,0,3,8,5,31,5,30,32,3,26,0,1,0,0,10,8,1,1,12,126,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837867580001865,0.12919601609564324,0.2827650370306157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013910086674477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253222990561185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451298016103447,0.0,0.0,0.13754266960831493,0.0,0.14091896733514842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381900513104027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702369500866298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120888434342807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292581698608766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275756720585716,0.0,0.31142822440637186,0.11773205980507954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864506252020736,0.06229847948440977,0.0,0.0,0.13497010235706738,0.0,0.10480202902612604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437193452426243,0.0,0.140045718388075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357292732128331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886618202648796,0.0,0.08258480262487504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542555592289626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599017116862207,0.08702658937564113,0.0,0.0,0.10879634054888952,0.0,0.0,0.13784003476961118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822433696097771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368580980905097,0.12412071704475255,0.0,0.0,0.12440658026022512,0.0,0.09834473305714153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899660649618585,0.0,0.0,0.12071925527554968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311037090884194,0.0,0.1368096880305935,0.0,0.11761751162371985,0.08541802816418048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360014910208219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786245879496466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384052073991532,0.13849276088327112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792306805112614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103008748662241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990312152492561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781466554802247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773205980507954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035788327411467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267221863528292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934294751433793 anxiety,-Blackarmy-,2018/01/29,"Did you just do that? First time post, sorry if it lacks any etiquette. Many of you might have habbits which you do in private. Talking to yourself, picking your nose, scratching inappropriate areas ect. These are all obviously perfectly fine when you are on your own. But, do any of you get the fear that you may eventually (or even worse, might have) do these while your brain is in autopilot. Like youre in the libary or on the bus and you break focus, do you guys and gals ever fear that might have just picked your nose or talked to yourself within that period of time you were tok focused in? Like maybe you were so focused you just out of habbit muttered to yourself or picked your nose? Sorry for the ramble but i get this fear occassionally and its terrifying and stops me being able to relax. It would really help to know what it is. Thanks anyways.",3.623517382413091,5.969807220858897,3.922846625766873,86.29244989775054,74.95092024539878,6.555255623721883,23.136605316973416,7.554174236665415,0.9736858077709608,679,20,131,9,15,211,95,163,0.106,0.77,0.125,0.5468,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,17,0,2,8,9,0,3,4,0,21,4,4,3,4,30,25,14,0,3,10,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,19,6,18,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,9,10,99,32,0,0.14619487092312156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988350509269212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320182549689488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656033344805624,0.13224163056428015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4935296231460031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435328252352275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276157217310718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447559069387545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799134032414893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034487773317281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284685868973931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821865292371672,0.14687239776848715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652689651966549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001427434944436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365617784696936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32730637769612525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222545826471486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23501179896943736,0.0,0.134596595245651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049480980656226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898506324790198,0.10385264176802388,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TickleMeElmo690,2018/01/29,"Hi can I please have help, any help My girlfriend of two years struggles with intense depression and anxiety due to her having a horrible past, we’ve gotten through a lot of it together, and we’ve done really well, but I still feel like I’m being blinded my headlights. I don’t want to make this about me by a long stretch but all I want to do is care and look after her. For the last couple of months she’s been saying her head is all over the place, and she’s struggling with drive to do college work, and she deeply struggled deciding on places we can go out etc etc, does anyone have any help as to how I can help her?? What to say or do when she says her head isn’t clear?? I know it may sound as simple as be with her tell her it’s ok, But I really want any advice, even if it’s that advice just to reassure me that I’m doing this right cheers",4.0759467604219,3.971356132596689,4.909040683073838,89.17452034153696,70.54696132596685,8.349773982923152,25.294324460070314,8.00094639256281,1.095758011049723,664,16,154,8,11,216,108,181,0.076,0.711,0.213,0.974,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,3,5,1,19,3,2,2,3,29,31,15,0,4,6,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,0,9,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,1,1,3,7,23,6,24,25,5,18,0,1,2,0,23,7,0,4,10,102,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23718322291335625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475869349918549,0.0,0.09284008663081032,0.0,0.0,0.08485775095120855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373463328642828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428255889914847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452721134478976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620297534542757,0.12419344045139173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706970149727692,0.08015715166498287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061363274891097684,0.08669962581266502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897169871472762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491007951850523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253802652801785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669629567328386,0.09892461774378378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059290377880785526,0.0,0.0,0.10739980278079077,0.10191185534847927,0.0,0.0,0.1031759530269298,0.0,0.0,0.08100875878676697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686841378186764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585187563974746,0.0,0.0,0.2535907910543501,0.1332168632633307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549267870083675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103640797895994,0.0,0.289531087754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691827240100798,0.0,0.0,0.38061554334889774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060740106472218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855110971863105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147438604907903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911723685527563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835154328906332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815187688827398 anxiety,hi_earthlings,2018/01/29,"Feeling a sense of eventual doom, existential anxiety. Hello redditors, I have been trying to cope with this issue for about a month now and it's starting to get out of hand. About a month ago, I went over to a park on my usual daily walk, and it was an exceptionally beautiful day. So of course, I told myself I wanted to stay here forever, but of course I had to remind myself this world is temporary and everything has to end. This caused a string of panic attacks relating to existence and death. I've read up on the internet a lot, tried talking to people with different beliefs and I still can't help but feel doomed all the time. I'm losing my sleep over it and I find it hard to push myself to get things done, because of course I have to worry about this. So out of what I've read on death, I feel like I'm ultimately doomed. Why? There are two options that I can see that may exist, being if whether atheism is correct or religion is correct, and I don't know which one is correct. 1. If what atheists say would be true and we would just pop out of existence, never to be here again, that's a really scary thought. It makes me afraid to not experience anything ever again, it's a shock that I find difficult to get over. The thought the consciousness is just software running on a computer that could just be shut down along with the hardware, the brain after death, permanently is pretty scary. 2. There's an afterlife. About that though, I'm not really religious so this really scares me. Why? Because I have no faith, so I'm going to just go to Hell for eternity. I'm not a bad person I think, I try to be good and moral and not hurt anyone and I believe in all people's freedoms. So why should I deserve to go to Hell for eternity? It's so scary. And it doesn't seem fair or right either, but it brings me a lot of anxiety. Why do good people have to suffer eternal punishment and torture over a lack of faith? It's a clear threat to me and it's understandable as to why I'll feel extremely uncomfortable and anxious about it, and it's an unfair punishment to me, to be punished not because I'm evil or really a wrongdoer, no just because I somehow lack faith for whatever reason. So I feel like either way, atheism or mainstream religion, I'm plain doomed. I can't enjoy anything anymore and it nags at me all the time. Not only am I afraid of death and feel doomed, I don't understand how the universe came about in the first place. I don't see how or why anything should even exist in the first place, and I feel like no one on Earth really knows the answer anyway. There are so many questions on things like the age of the universe, why the big bang happened, etcetera, and it's really confusing. I just popped into existence and no one can give me a clear answer as to why that is, or why anything is here in the first place. Why am I conscious? Nothing probably really matters anyway, perhaps I'm getting sucked into nihilism. I can't help but think of these things all day every day. This universe and life is strange and frankly terrifying. I need help with this! Anyway, I'm young and I'm merely a teenager, and I barely know anything about life or existence or the universe. I'm pretty fit and go out a lot, try to live it up and travel my city, but I've also had a lot of homework and school's tiring too, and it's hard to push on with this issue. I should graduate soon and leave though, there's a world ahead of me out there! I hope I can solve this issue, thank you for reading it! Edit for clarity",4.255294880664128,5.1975149336158175,5.278435374149662,82.95403147699761,70.5677966101695,8.547953418655599,28.149544563588144,8.841846274778883,2.070586901879396,2775,97,560,49,49,914,277,708,0.238,0.6559999999999999,0.106,-0.9989,1,0,0,0,0,0,79.0,1,1,0,5,48,40,11,5,38,0,47,6,3,5,12,138,98,61,4,13,31,0,10,4,0,6,3,1,1,1,41,45,0,0,26,4,0,12,18,27,0,7,10,13,48,13,92,75,12,77,12,8,2,0,12,35,3,21,32,381,89,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049408528987852716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044573798319086665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527910245215889,0.06296827238103074,0.05527729219303306,0.038973427857758654,0.0,0.2293388436565132,0.0,0.0,0.06341022055758214,0.0,0.0,0.046539047845107685,0.1359098962711025,0.0,0.0,0.06279783605934225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222223689451897,0.0,0.06374962325093995,0.0,0.057258459395337614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450239719030174,0.0,0.0,0.1078395350928992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05823452949060218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703950478987122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049367478982639934,0.0,0.0,0.036814538833286586,0.05041837025557448,0.04696181630964754,0.0,0.05009387756972275,0.05452263035621455,0.0,0.0,0.1972802717716812,0.11945808982779008,0.0,0.0,0.10188736412816717,0.14223258925379292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648358347946396,0.053469136268658776,0.12670915709897065,0.09350107323000192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928908397398316,0.0,0.09986091321003887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208037114836003,0.0,0.0,0.0553605842229178,0.0,0.0,0.059668869020351886,0.0,0.0,0.17452852004713068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189672971525233,0.0,0.0,0.0590186792476867,0.0,0.0,0.07873904259199886,0.10892342722232536,0.0,0.04921782959548228,0.0,0.0,0.062356760425020766,0.0,0.1895464122900266,0.0,0.0,0.0372056645507604,0.0565097608824324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897935884239609,0.0,0.0,0.041329150422490725,0.0429887166219559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053482282070487074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133088894551908,0.04239139365953782,0.0,0.06539673876863729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592549712674095,0.048668424389264144,0.17470358847180656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134115241903069,0.060095179769095786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243951215345896,0.0,0.16725977528464273,0.0,0.2499511146288092,0.05730812696324105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047600096804858105,0.0,0.044325233836272994,0.05580363666461378,0.05641000870427613,0.0888322178774227,0.050741941037223744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577842832980739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039451767067476905,0.059409478228859135,0.044512578464295134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044800233649229686,0.0,0.05131622277552236,0.0,0.0,0.11108990008606467,0.07142954371681981,0.1095249476556313,0.08849976969065987,0.06500275602169482,0.06406283261527261,0.0,0.0532602147110607,0.0,0.15137024799217266,0.0,0.05444809779053535,0.11605081153832272,0.0,0.0,0.06138772500744625,0.0,0.032875819674373176,0.04424236882641703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166984653666472,0.5029503331655328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566048221926358,0.0,0.07918960046601371,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PsychedelicAfro,2018/01/29,"Do I have anxiety? Is it still anxiety if I don't have ""attacks"". I get sweaty palms and fingers to the point where I struggle to grip a pencil. My heart rate is at a constant state of elavation. I can feel it beating heavily in my chest almost banging. I become ""speechless"" (it becomes hard for me to form coherent thoughts, so I can't really speak). My mind hits a blank. My hands tremble uncontrollably but not too obviously. It's a slight tremble that I can't make go away. Sometimes my legs. It's rare though. Idk. I've never really said I have anxiety because I feel it would be disrespectful/bad of me to attribute these symptoms to a condition which actually destabilises other peoples' lives and so I've always just thought of it as a part of my personality. Who I am. What do you think? Thanks in advance ",2.0969901547116763,4.720039683544304,3.890295358649791,82.80530239099862,82.54430379746836,7.055414908579465,28.398030942334746,8.167268648758528,2.3477077355836853,642,31,121,14,18,215,104,158,0.122,0.851,0.027000000000000003,-0.7691,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,7,6,1,4,7,0,14,7,6,2,2,18,25,8,0,2,4,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,13,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,3,8,20,1,15,19,2,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,84,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.15673307970428674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082862611231122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364114334620072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3686007194902116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18271809660653135,0.150899236881431,0.0,0.1341034010821081,0.09790691996606528,0.3547642629524294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356333557975026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241940377242145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391257147555653,0.0,0.09127888140176764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438758281132217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032470159652287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182237600994774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107209029552621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217123402095415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387303509831615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392596405180766,0.0,0.11134738215652562,0.1402392515126163,0.0,0.0,0.15182922393219125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20578292317666447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527777548862477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884829674620285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282640801518608,0.0,0.0,0.1679053954420238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16693623225220208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786894712131732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291298590862367,0.15779940355509472,0.2550142441676181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409338227299047,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MandyPandyxox,2018/01/29,"Really bad sleep paralysis So I just woke up about half an hour ago and It was the scariest feeling. I literally felt like I was dying. I was awake but I couldn’t move or open my eyes much or make any noise and it felt like my heart was beating slower and slower and it took all of my effort to force more breaths. It also felt like my heart was palpitating even though it was beating slowly. I’m so terrified, I feel exhausted but I don’t want to go back to sleep. I’ve had this happen once before maybe 7 months ago, and a few other experiences with sleep paralysis where I just felt frozen. It doesn’t help that I googled it and they say it can be an early sign of neurodegenerative diseases...",2.0114589665653497,4.23874196453901,3.401686930091188,88.61250000000004,79.70921985815603,6.58176291793313,20.709726443769,7.7094869923839395,0.7104322188449843,551,15,117,9,14,180,89,141,0.142,0.7609999999999999,0.097,-0.8937,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,10,5,0,0,4,0,12,8,7,1,1,25,25,14,1,2,6,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,13,8,14,3,8,10,4,12,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,9,73,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245172481352793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059091376608468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404232544894076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633690725881212,0.1154668442242697,0.0,0.0,0.11767508406164168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352377177612702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913396130234386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527470710168962,0.0,0.0,0.1398477282683257,0.0,0.5311225117366921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859371421408108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228988869997134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277499674720533,0.09269324975633678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361883486556696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026853521796313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231002506199087,0.0,0.13893145867412302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038220851471924,0.1469809836267332,0.10165947617888717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727493694244864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885924761889762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997420676958024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151713062416796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586977661978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364590455457153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156735740963555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LiquidPython,2018/01/29,"Painkillers and anxiety? I was prescribed hydrocodone for an injury last year, and I tried to take it as sparingly as possible to avoid addiction. I'd usually take 1 to 3 of the 10mg pills per week. I've been taking them off and on for the better part of a year. I lost weight recently and that helped A LOT with pain from the injury, wasn't putting as much pressure on my leg I suppose. So I stopped taking the hydrocodone about 2 weeks ago, of which I've only been taking about a pill a week for the past few months. I've always had a fair amount of anxiety, but had some pretty bad attacks since stopping. Other than that, no real physical symptoms that I've noticed, other than a few sleepless nights and maybe a little restless leg syndrome. It just blows my mind that such a small amount of the drug would cause that. Does that sound normal?",5.113723462166576,5.910572000000003,5.098573761567773,85.54880783886775,68.52095808383234,7.988894937397933,28.95427327163854,8.00094639256281,1.7723820359281437,672,23,133,8,11,209,104,167,0.187,0.7659999999999999,0.048,-0.9522,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,3,15,0,7,9,2,1,0,18,13,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,11,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,7,2,8,1,23,5,8,20,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,14,80,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014439390732816,0.0,0.0,0.11395663187097432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10696841590185044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668910375407075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625036019012466,0.0,0.0,0.1073384140664149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369683065609178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206183856268647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249972288250493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490834848470596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861679947204794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478983330020752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884631331954285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403334376177188,0.10929322917663137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915120819487647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980433700070484,0.0,0.10261171752564384,0.0,0.09450303263394004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064056222442952,0.12595702623996566,0.0,0.1463612088150994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777219724443068,0.1367920410717732,0.0,0.0,0.1392130027698761,0.1227207040339397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492693122008465,0.0,0.13078708855366164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292337141335222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463242234058904,0.0,0.0,0.12693297782257582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634237993351003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21495619118226603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361831449153871,0.4832884212075415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872806981913133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158564368087215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093582341728451,0.1565458803851185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132208884961636,0.0,0.0,0.1655709637904602 anxiety,123anxiousthrowaway,2018/01/29,"I need help for a loved one Hello good people of /r/Anxiety, I need your help. This is going to be a longer text but I hope that at least some will read it and I am utmost grateful for any piece of advice. I am currently in a long distance relationship with a girl with severe anxiety problems. The distance makes it really hard to support her. She cannot get any support in her country, mental health awareness is almost 0 and her family basically does not want to talk to her other than blaming her for shit. I am the only one to support her at this point, and I am 10,000+km away. Our current situation: We set up a plan for her to start a new life at my country after she dropped out of university due to her mental problems. Tickets are already bought and all she needs is some money to get a health insurance. Otherwise she wont get a visa. She works part-time and was on a good track to earn enough money until April when her flight is. She does not really like her job but it pays really well and she is flexible. Tthings got really worse after Christmas. Meeting her parents kinda destroyed her a bit and she could not go to work in 3 weeks. She lives alone far away from her parents, but since she came back she can barely leave her room. Working is out of question 6 out of 7 days per week. Her texts are mostly stuff like: ""I am garbage, I can't do anything, I can't move"" and so on. I feel really helpless and I am also partly to blame for the current situation. I am also not very strong mentally and tend to vent my anger at random people. I am aware that this is devastating for her current situation so I try my absolute best to not let any anger come out when I talk to her. It is just really hard as this whole situation makes me really angry, mostly directed at myself. I know that she cannot do anything about it. I was in her situation, I lost 3 school years to a severe depression where I could not leave my room during daytime for weeks. I took me 3 years to pull myself out of it and get my life together. She has only 3 months left and she needs my support. Her life would get 100x better after she comes here. We have the mental health facilities to help her, my family would welcome her, she could find work fairly easily and she would be on my side. Her family always rejected her from a young age, telling her that she was unwanted at age 6, making her feel like human garbage. She has the lowest self-esteem you could imagine. But I truely love her and I will not abandon her. I want to help her so please help me. I am happy to receive any advice, anything I can tell her that will make her day better. 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Im coming here to vent as I've been evaluating my life a lot recently. Ive made a few discoveries that explain why I am the way I am. Looking for any advice you can give on how to fix them. My #1 problem in life is that I am absolutely terrified of failure. I think it stems from when I was on my town's 7th grade football team. About 3/4's of the way through the season we were undefeated. I rarely played, maybe once or twice before this game. With the clock winding down the coach threw me in to give the starters a break for a play. What could go wrong right? Well, long story short I, singlehandedly, gave up a touchdown to lose the game. I cried on the sideline and no one said a WORD to me. It wasn't even like they were shunning me though. You see at the time I had a lot of friends. I was friends with just about everyone actually. I wasn't afraid to be myself and I absolutely LOVED to make people laugh. That's why it really sucked to see my team so quiet. It was just that everyone knew I fucked up and there was no point in discussing how the game could've gone better because if it weren't for me they would've won the game. I remember praying that we would lose another game that season so that my fuck up would be less severe. NOPE. We won every single game. As a matter of fact the 6th grade team I was on the year before and the 8th grade team the year after didn't lose a single game. So, the only game my grade lost in our 3 years of middle school football was completely my fault. I want to emphasis it was completely my fault and that telling me it wasn't my fault in the comments won't make me feel any better. I don't know whether it was specifically that event or if that was just one of many but, somewhere along the way, I lost sight of who I was. I was no longer the confident, outgoing kid who loved to make people laugh. I became a shy, people pleaser with no personality. I developed social anxiety and was medicated for a while until I realized I was becoming a burden to my parents so I pretended I was fine so they wouldn't have to worry (again: I go to great lengths so people don't get annoyed/mad/disappointed in me). I've learned to cope, mostly by just avoiding people altogether and situations in which I'm the center of attention. I feel as though I still only have the social skills of a 7th grader because I haven't taken any risks socially since then. I have come to realize that it hasn't only been detrimental to my life socially, but almost every other aspect as well. My fear of failure has caused me to view every great opportunity as an opportunity to fail and embarrass myself. Smaller opportunities such as holding a conversation with a girl or acquaintance usually go one of two ways: I completely fuck up and make it awkward, or, I have a very safe ""conversation"" which usually consists of nothing more than small talk with very little connection being made. Imagine if you were trying to hold a conversation with someone but from start to finish, the thought of fucking up/being awkward completely clouds your head. This has made making friends, a skill that was once so easy to me, very difficult to do. Larger opportunities such as speeches in front of class or situations in which I am the center of attention usually transform into situations in which I try to avoid catastrophic failures at all costs. As you can imagine, these situations rarely result in success and more usually become moderate failures and successes. Long story short, I guess I just want to know how you think I can take more risks in all aspect of my life. Thanks :\",4.811476793248943,6.001791904360063,5.738922362869201,79.24473797468356,69.47819971870605,9.007268635724332,28.98793248945148,9.334730878484477,2.448153620253165,2888,105,560,59,50,951,305,711,0.145,0.715,0.14,0.6608,1,2,0,0,0,1,69.0,4,6,4,22,29,55,5,9,43,0,56,12,1,14,3,97,108,47,0,11,17,1,2,1,3,5,5,3,0,3,33,24,0,5,18,16,1,8,16,28,2,5,41,10,79,27,93,58,12,72,1,6,5,6,54,34,5,14,26,377,112,14,0.0,0.0,0.05621277632728108,0.0,0.0,0.05628954334942727,0.0,0.0,0.0576816559958657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751721170486762,0.06040236722093721,0.04406657449695442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022920500674511,0.1272372379837325,0.09803279321336546,0.0,0.0,0.10189135569886568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05917473552072097,0.0,0.0992407524834052,0.24158499487683366,0.0,0.0,0.09198352912682846,0.0,0.06327481839055066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03804661567535004,0.0,0.14560048012341506,0.1100853621486176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482003263564849,0.05825219304498721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315934287773761,0.13351312924830452,0.21301429440289565,0.030095488586723874,0.11051718927236484,0.09821231140208964,0.0,0.0,0.1270162817803715,0.0634568282443264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05911788294599572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062221741996414864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331483281882866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274842424124722,0.02814219534527173,0.057733911601456016,0.0,0.10195469612212317,0.04837249219397253,0.1933309861134698,0.12576220573819002,0.0979449930596384,0.10397894446766204,0.16351767632706676,0.1922541562341776,0.0584009802196915,0.05787052997513501,0.0,0.0,0.058029538040190426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055272180390228416,0.0,0.0,0.12269184724973364,0.11710101243491534,0.13143033542894333,0.0,0.0,0.06396194918029237,0.0,0.0,0.19967531741232894,0.050297216723218664,0.0,0.0,0.05445399414691336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023767670483732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03690232289931684,0.0,0.056876577467479934,0.0,0.06525361731600876,0.04919313528399877,0.05479418754106143,0.0,0.0,0.05829788962273257,0.09180517698391967,0.0,0.0,0.06507563954205202,0.0,0.04765026956839205,0.25899531125232234,0.0,0.2348783476477915,0.048807319165146974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040772104361458436,0.0,0.04600228657539614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04331071688299733,0.04629956875290182,0.050348060433899854,0.05303362931401533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382008531917934,0.1131904329750536,0.04573080135575517,0.03358910575242402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821808764358867,0.0,0.05627031918751965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537687831559207,0.14258693755900587,0.0679521578052223,0.1828921351891348,0.0,0.0,0.10358505730194098,0.0,0.10395652715571432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0584992229588246,0.0,0.12275977330826053,0.06298046262845672,0.0,0.11128443423374723 anxiety,animeshitposter69,2018/01/29,"Is it normal to get panic attacks from concentrating too hard? A couple of months back I had a math test, I concentrated as intensely as I possible could for around 2 hours straight, when I was done I was shaking and it felt like I was having something like a panic attack",4.479339622641508,6.040300660377362,5.6076886792452845,78.45794811320756,70.69811320754717,8.318867924528304,28.34433962264151,8.841846274778883,2.290588679245283,217,8,40,4,4,72,40,53,0.277,0.601,0.122,-0.8316,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,3,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,6,2,6,2,7,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,30,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882655231322153,0.0,0.4811869723035611,0.0,0.16261807788409025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688526989494225,0.23400293143356546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642147251805088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305772521993665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104916178430842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944804976420168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826905784170266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066407185512104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880444470305933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072093361615591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962616191822215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238416340132022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281065130999015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shanny_banany,2018/01/29,"Does anyone else find that hearing about others’ life events triggers anxiety? What I mean to say is that hearing about major positive (mostly) events in others’ lives seems to agitate & trigger my anxieties. It immediately begins a chain reaction of comparisons that usually leave me feeling inadequate, in a rut, stalled, & like a total failure. It isn’t jealousy per se but more of a feeling of being left behind by others’ progress & in the safe rut that my anxiety makes me seek out & cling to. It makes me feel inferior because, for example, others take big steps like major geographical moves, career changes, upgrades to new homes, etc & meanwhile I’m paralyzed by anxiety & fear, my life & circumstances never changing because of it. I think about how this person or that person is my age or younger & yet they are further ahead financially, professionally, socially, or whatever. I don’t know if I’m expressing it articulately enough, but I am sure as anxiety sufferers, that i mustn’t be alone in this experience....?",10.192004830917874,9.4669672826087,10.083333333333332,59.18388888888892,58.23913043478261,13.612560386473431,43.81400966183575,12.650343791298138,5.910865458937197,836,43,129,25,9,276,117,184,0.16899999999999998,0.728,0.103,-0.8523,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,1,2,5,7,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,5,4,26,24,8,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,1,2,18,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,6,13,4,22,21,7,19,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,6,11,81,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942145955885873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7483886243020843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302465793275564,0.0,0.0,0.06037043479398513,0.08846479946412493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052632521911782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826710283797667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555608917451552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212539288682131,0.0,0.0,0.08921156021817007,0.09629112431188723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445638686772933,0.0,0.09715569814169676,0.13096720844116258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789125413202014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946212958155505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660534143057867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04744981246627053,0.0,0.0,0.09142083524583508,0.09380788458697943,0.0,0.12196797915466852,0.08436202589957334,0.0,0.0762391694961987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526428488283035,0.0,0.0,0.09404879139980302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176499495982808,0.0,0.0,0.06659017839474551,0.08338701840856882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077626488700846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866046396553105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860004138943409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801202697767295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137375329602088,0.0,0.06491639643931323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532272689816686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950905232980514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chaotichypochondriac,2018/01/29,"Paranoia and hypochondria are tearing my life apart For the record, I take medication for anxiety and paranoia. Record of frequent paranoid thoughts in the past two years: Believing that I have a certain illness to the point where I become apathetic about death. Believing every small physical pain to be a life threatening illness. Worrying about stepping on something gross looking on the sidewalk because I think it has an ""unknown"" bacteria on it that will cause my death and/or a pandemic? (i'm rather obsessed with the whole ""unknown bacteria"" thing) Refusing to sit on most bus seats because there's a smudge or something that translates as a disease or bacteria to me Not being able to touch crosswalk buttons, door handles, or anything in a public place Having severe, recurrent beliefs that certain people in my life are plotting to kill me in gruesome ways (without much reason to) and being unable to live life normally because I believe that my extreme fear of this death is caused by the belief that extreme fear is caused by the nonlinear aspect of time, meaning that I'm scared of it because I'll die from it eventually. Doesn't make much sense, I know. Not touching certain things or watching videos or clicking on random internet links because I think it'll bring me closer to this death for no good reason other than a ""gut feeling"". Belief that most people, except those that I trust the most, want nothing more than to harm me or kill me Not trusting anyone, ever, period. Stressing so much over things and then stressing that the stress will cause a heart disease. Not eating or drinking prepackaged foods because I believe that they've been tampered with or there's been a manufacturing mistake or something that'll kill me. Leading to me throwing away unfinished food or drinks because of fear or dying. Not saying or doing certain things because I think that if I do, they'll lead to an event or my death. (ex: ""I could just die!"" --> will lead me to actually die. A ""jinx"" of sorts) This is the gist. It felt great to type it out like this. Everything on this list makes it hard to breathe and think. I realized that this isn't how most people go about their day, in constant fear. It seems I always have a headache because of this. Particularly, the note about the fear of someone in my life murdering me has taken over my life. I don't want to provide specifics, but this person has the means to kill me in the way that is my ""worst fear"". When I realized this, I guess I started to worry that they would. It's morphed into a belief that this will inevitably happen, and every step I take each day is leading me closer to it. I'm scared of dying, of death, what this fear might lead me to do, and the unknown. I don't know what to do. It's intense fight or flight to the point where my pupils are dilated 24/7. 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Regular yoga has made me feel a lot more creative and that gives me something else to think about. Anything else to help let go of fear? 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I do struggle with depression but that's not the same. But since I'm a writer and have a character that struggles with anxiety very much I really want to learn more about it and understand it more. Of course you can read about it in articles but I would really appreciate if someone could tell me what they feel at those moments, how they calm down, what triggers their anxiety, etc. Just everything you can think of. I'm sorry if you don't feel comfortable telling me about it but I just want a realistic portrayal of anxiety in my writing and I thought this could be the right place to ask.",3.5517088280846667,5.650166597315438,4.718926174496644,81.64449148167269,74.30201342281879,9.416830149716057,28.911202891068665,9.851270322608157,3.052510170366547,609,26,118,18,13,200,85,149,0.197,0.731,0.07200000000000001,-0.9543,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,3,1,8,5,0,2,5,0,11,0,0,2,0,39,26,13,0,10,12,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,5,0,0,9,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,21,2,17,20,5,7,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,4,1,88,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509436684766899,0.16272202678355588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465615711056014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23000536599489865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405978357806738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064052920141622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294521348508238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456599579131601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583191190166354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689969069509405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588455890594846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504891322117996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320222355195315,0.14407705449386646,0.0,0.18454895925587436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300772967551415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191497847046291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204299415747505,0.0,0.0,0.161238833225524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011597415755379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517912538725333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092293782934777,0.0,0.11435014293230285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499487166260669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884649737719727,0.2548721669166972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232051635492913,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tiptoeflow,2018/01/29,"Nightime panic Lately anxiety has started manifesting in the night time for me. The lonely feeling when everyone I love is asleep, its dark, and I hate the silence, it just feels crushing right now. Nightime thoughts and 'what-ifs' are so much more vivid, and there's just so much time to dwell on work, relationships, fears, all of it. I'm exhausted, but I'm too anxious to sleep, and I've been anxious because I haven't been sleeping well. I'm trying to work through it (breathing deeply, meditation, typing this out) but I'm struggling to shake the stomach knots and heaviness in my chest. I want to break this cycle so much. 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Had anxiety for about 10 years now, what strategies do you guys use to “distract” yourself when you feel your anxiety come on? 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I've been agoraphobic (GAD, Panic Disorder, etc) for over 12 years. Completely housebound for large portions of it. I'm trying to get myself back out of the house and I also need to have a tooth pulled ASAP. I hate taking meds. It took severe pain for me to even take a Tylenol. So, I currently have the generic version of Ativan at my disposal but I can't bring myself to just take it. It's only .5mg and I've read all about it. I know it's not going to do anything terrible to me but I'm still freaking myself out that something is going to happen once I take it. I've even taken one in the past. Granted, it was in 2006 and I don't specifically remember how I felt but I've still taken it before. Any advice or personal stories that might help? I have people here who take it themselves somewhat regularly and will even monitor me if/when I take it. I REALLY need to do this. Thanks!",1.056397485493232,3.4743636436170213,3.3086847195357834,86.56136363636364,85.43617021276594,5.9713733075435185,21.843326885880074,7.348242739294969,1.0263531914893622,727,25,143,12,22,248,113,188,0.109,0.833,0.058,-0.7453,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,13,6,1,1,5,0,12,3,1,1,1,21,35,11,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,15,6,0,0,3,1,0,5,3,5,0,1,6,1,18,1,22,27,5,17,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,6,97,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815406000221278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669348975059258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222448230378683,0.0,0.0,0.13659643624044818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950048667500767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297406361871394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288742670741842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677420299503148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857592403572694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484913037544946,0.2395842199401415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609473010944228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631716648010054,0.0,0.13743444630350485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692231121828467,0.0,0.0,0.11937582311240792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104493841348594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951651276937607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645021535764571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343062619101217,0.0,0.0,0.12826879907732885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930981578774688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876760956948544,0.08193327585827495,0.09195922140152596,0.12865916840794298,0.14186448380683975,0.0,0.0,0.1154244326185585,0.08382533604169752,0.10557592066022584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094497946526216,0.0,0.07745948918079608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369700188870972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659643624044818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308416413265344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931213722778814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6363767967872863,0.0,0.0,0.11131976291236044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433796856667352,0.0820914868977432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786353046156105 anxiety,poooooooops,2018/01/29,"Has anyone ever turned down a promotion because of anxiety or depression? This week I was offered a small promotion at work. It comes with additional training and a good support network from co-workers who are already familiar with the position. At first I was excited. But the reality is I can barely hold my shit together in my current position. Sometimes I go to the bathroom and cry. Sometimes I spend 20 minutes staring out the window with no idea what I'm doing. Sometimes I call out sick because I just fucking can't handle it. I am convinced I'm not the right person for this job. Has anyone ever turned down a promotion due to anxiety or depression? What did you tell your boss? (Bonus anxiety: This will be the second promotion I’ve turned down in the last few months. Our contracts are coming up for renewal and I can’t help but worry: if I continue to turn down new opportunities and responsibilities, will my contract be renewed? I should probably talk with my boss about this too, I guess.)",4.6390441176470585,6.9164359625668475,5.879354946524064,73.72726771390376,71.72727272727273,9.16697860962567,33.61263368983957,9.673873057562805,3.7526259358288776,803,41,134,21,16,268,117,187,0.118,0.8140000000000001,0.069,-0.7863,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,2,0,8,5,10,2,0,11,0,18,3,1,2,2,28,30,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,9,13,0,1,1,0,2,3,4,4,0,2,3,1,19,6,23,22,1,26,0,2,1,1,10,13,2,4,10,98,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337441955882375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27814672777216337,0.0,0.0,0.1694878912025981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776145555264072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237559581388818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880142436012064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331295045176546,0.0,0.0,0.20877405334844545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21925972956951376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309033161813448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204491846186912,0.0,0.0,0.06887919863997788,0.1016545156405707,0.0,0.0,0.1335124511979743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123597193995334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13681695990072687,0.0,0.0,0.12026958437764175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987919468844834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09673850056118892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705307367728846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582477692230192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306711501959587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350180202187244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440725077782293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596015820037856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753321996641932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974137706632343,0.10593175151635052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5273112862020588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972171354038559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646610461274706,0.12308170557055545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LocalReality,2018/01/29,"I need advice on how to help deal with my irrational anxiety So I like to overthink anything and everything for no reason and it gets to the point where I’ll start to feel sick from it and my mind will jump to the most irrational conclusions, and if it’s really bad I’ll start to have a panic attack. I love playing my guitar, video games, Reddit, and all that but sometimes it’s just not enough. I’ll get bored with whatever I’m doing so quick that I’ll just sit there and let my mind race on. I was wondering if anybody could help give some advice on what I should do mentally when I start to get like this. I know when I do I’m being irrational, but even when I’m self aware like that I can’t quit. 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My co-workers are amazing people and my tasks are quite easy (at least for the moment), but after two months of being anxiety-free, it's back with it's full force. And I don't even know why. Every morning I wake up feeling sick, I have to throw up and force myself to get ready. Last week it was so bad that I went to the doctor who diagnosed me with gastritis, so I stayed at home for a few days. I still don't feel well, but I'm on probation so I just have to go again today. As I said before, I really don't know why I'm starting to feel so anxious again. I guess a lot of it comes from having to take the bus early in the morning and the constant worrying about it being too late, but at the moment I really don't have any time or money to get my drivers license done. I don't want to quit this job, since I actually really enjoy working there. Also I need the money badly and my mom would kick me out if I stopped going there. On the other hand I'm so scared to actually kill myself with it. Right now I'm sitting in the bus and my abdominal hurts so bad that I'd rather get back to bed, but I simply just can't. Does anyone else feels this way and might have some tips for me? It can't go on like that for the next years, but I just don't know how to deal with it.",4.556017241379308,3.6937072482758637,5.882887931034483,85.16778017241381,69.6206896551724,8.905172413793101,26.40086206896552,8.07648339933343,1.3120862068965522,1042,24,241,12,16,354,151,290,0.173,0.7659999999999999,0.061,-0.9891,1,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,5,28,10,1,1,13,0,21,5,2,1,0,40,47,23,1,5,11,1,5,1,0,2,3,1,2,0,15,13,0,1,7,0,2,6,8,6,1,1,4,6,28,4,39,39,5,50,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,6,29,162,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.1968688211514752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941502464680749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08066557246184819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859494835197448,0.0,0.07716514945721317,0.11395420471435175,0.0,0.07053053559495402,0.1033530685806256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102507143036232,0.2526663024798205,0.0,0.0,0.08583280214508436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689043322572672,0.0,0.10900445947712968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505270031821486,0.10399237309762956,0.0,0.10238076158680184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324455271839984,0.08827187438891251,0.10322486483825356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842638057463656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662357622402536,0.0,0.0849871884228398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20401128219474096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810098025270178,0.0,0.1719799592864743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111949797442447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118067125617528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798324709107604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009774906925688,0.0,0.11159752988526564,0.0,0.16630627385143285,0.08222238033396513,0.11378557007825885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04927990738245532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857559285502786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700695706872143,0.0,0.11813753435275713,0.1610266835895076,0.0,0.0,0.07479370625600214,0.0,0.0,0.10727621633359036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993044450098447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457497660786756,0.0,0.0,0.19385940212173253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614228992818639,0.09595031425201424,0.0,0.10098830404310692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834405717915649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279238005915235,0.10751382542462283,0.08055478238294493,0.0843317006521748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584156425879023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058818013315264005,0.0,0.09561281137923004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853517410140744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059495643498934915,0.08006578176046909,0.08091169912362464,0.0,0.09069409773149828,0.09350734976765847,0.1820386777642076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937377716928357,0.1024382161372793,0.0,0.07165503833538824,0.0,0.0,0.06495686808680813 anxiety,ItsMMM2015,2018/01/29,"i dont know if this is something i can ask are there any girls reading this. i dont talk to any girls and would like to talk to one. im not a creep. i probably wont get a single response from a girl, but that is to be expected. i am a single, 21 year old male. thanks. in college btw.",-1.2079120879120886,0.4616114615384603,1.6468131868131868,99.79461538461538,88.23076923076924,4.945054945054945,18.516483516483518,6.18269132825596,-0.3973516483516484,215,6,57,2,7,75,45,65,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,7,14,3,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,11,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,3,36,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31313156210082105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21523601426152025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5396608131502407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12028681437339532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24869026824218746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652958798815858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247981629545056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415899493247859,0.0,0.15601128726326774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482292360071653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029448947023096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772439844255766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701038191222673,0.0,0.21196686362010148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355033880354602,0.0,0.0,0.14826197892030138 anxiety,1001010101010011111,2018/01/29,"Excessive sweating brought on by social interaction. Has anyone had this problem? I also have palpitations during these episodes; and it feels like a panic attack. I don't know what to do, and it's taken control of my life. Has anyone overcome this? I'm desperate to try anything. I'm going to be taking a public speaking class next semester, and I'd like to resolve this by then.",3.5995238095238093,6.14869244444445,5.138095238095239,76.54500000000003,75.94444444444444,6.8920634920634924,29.73015873015873,7.957251820313856,2.4850492063492062,304,14,49,5,7,102,53,72,0.161,0.7390000000000001,0.1,-0.6793,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,1,2,0,7,2,1,1,0,8,15,5,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,3,3,8,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125338416619724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716610501106117,0.0,0.21870366593264548,0.0,0.0,0.3023484262943122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980803841900101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437982346105698,0.18986405845389226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15104155887284512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146058639373281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877191516310304,0.2596807463975557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826463097019768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118204112462034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543032074846131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27091607407260604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998237726162257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043840514106502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EnlightenedPasta,2018/01/29,"Does anyone Else get racing thoughts? I had racing thoughts earlier today, and I've noticed it happen a few times before. I was already feeling a bit anxious, but then, thoughts just start to flood my mind all at the same time. So many thoughts, you just can't understand them all, but you know they're there. It's fairly intense, and it is so panicky feeling, that you can almost hear them.",4.225200000000001,6.05719972,4.074333333333332,88.11550000000004,71.8,6.066666666666666,29.83333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.4503333333333337,309,13,58,2,6,94,57,75,0.081,0.857,0.062,-0.5286,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,19,17,7,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,8,0,2,11,5,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,5,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487892480258325,0.0,0.2037423078789266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085778236019676,0.0,0.12909664587412853,0.18917387174232814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571053837807641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156666890434774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615697770122459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542335471960201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867075872149312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964608500789354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326650666892162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808990850573927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014670783415038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718447388555165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642230618052286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21020094330539774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068110972447508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5862981038976077,0.2153169027267008,0.0,0.17500637344567938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220493736459435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawaythebathbaby,2018/01/29,Can this be cured? Or do I have this for life? I have GAD and it sucks.,-4.1896078431372565,-3.0366621176470585,-1.5799999999999983,116.48333333333336,111.35294117647058,2.266666666666667,5.666666666666668,3.1291,-3.1975333333333333,52,0,17,0,3,17,14,17,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hgtv_neighbor,2018/01/29,"Have you ever put your anxiety to work for you? I realized a few days ago that when my stress and anxiety are high, I'm also very motivated to work on some of the ideas and things I've been kicking around for years. I'm kinda keeping panic attacks at bay, but I'm also bursting with desire to see some long awaited ideas come to fruition. It got me thinking today...can I use my anxiety for my own good? Can I find a way to take my irrational, racing thoughts and endless songs on repeat and replace them with RATIONAL thoughts and mental prototypes? I'm gonna attempt to come up with a few cues to focus on during my meditation sessions and see if I can get my mind to be obsessive about something productive for once. Has anyone ever tried something like this, or found some other way to use the anxiety to your benefit??",7.709444444444448,6.47527201234568,8.113672839506176,72.95902777777779,63.444444444444436,11.309876543209874,37.533950617283956,10.411451182825502,3.8427135802469135,654,28,122,13,8,217,102,162,0.118,0.7829999999999999,0.099,0.6836,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,1,4,7,7,1,3,5,0,7,0,0,3,2,35,26,12,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,9,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,5,3,16,3,25,19,6,20,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,6,9,78,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500012900126677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749423881984666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969803588170632,0.0,0.0,0.09071205565269336,0.0,0.0,0.11548952565545695,0.0,0.1475895699285752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350630823857415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366679937768785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23470114177453805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857325302296445,0.0,0.0,0.1422451080239234,0.0,0.0,0.06777993294417625,0.0,0.0,0.1088135561154906,0.10375901758026873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706962272175718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929046456991213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531230246957652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338079901603186,0.0,0.0,0.11480927526044254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073995500480504,0.0,0.13099295104567865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381609930574868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152213262542271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304171030036676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676018340646854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974899895231293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860826366115665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754277547727708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618857986898136,0.08312741656360026,0.0,0.2059863982898673,0.0,0.0,0.1229713427493623,0.0,0.0,0.08807992467420618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240946386269275,0.0,0.10704298795056184,0.0,0.20595141068095585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889376685099896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354354583033623 anxiety,ResistencePlea,2018/01/29,"How would I know I have anxiety? Self diagnose? Is there a way to self diagnose anxiety? I feel like I may have some form of anxiety but I’m not sure. Every time I look at symptoms and consider if I have them, I always debate to myself whether my mind is just making these symptoms up or they’re not bad enough to actually be anxiety. Edit: I should probably add that my main reason for thinking I have some kind of anxiety or issue is that I’m not able to trust anyone anymore. For example, I always feel like my friends are slowly trying to get rid of me and talk shit behind my back even though I’m pretty sure they’re not.",3.147656249999997,4.5802397031250015,4.9816875,82.14456250000002,73.84375,8.557500000000001,26.08125,9.120678840339163,2.121488125,494,17,99,11,10,169,79,128,0.16,0.7140000000000001,0.125,-0.2033,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,6,9,1,0,1,0,12,5,1,3,2,28,22,9,0,3,10,0,2,2,1,3,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,17,7,13,18,5,5,0,0,1,0,5,2,1,6,4,68,20,1,0.13077109681862187,0.0,0.12761372653747294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762405681448288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001976556500676,0.0,0.12968978880212853,0.09143819147502953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005549014354464,0.10918840353118599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265459821121877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512150033128306,0.0,0.08637307611711223,0.0,0.11018028918084673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224359156662638,0.1868457953930482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103342501033592,0.0,0.06832250070975249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649104968105516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617797373804136,0.07186837485187977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777630480466814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981478578530536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729072258063875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13204152913756945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304121852247833,0.1409933602583788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445446742496253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728455481965997,0.0,0.13423465165315845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465004222783801,0.2718424819064655,0.0,0.10510885410170104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379283853591446,0.12848193866317187,0.0,0.07625367818824164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878499069960291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380000976109804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928960351738852,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mgbuggy,2018/01/29,"Sever social anxiety around husband's family and friends Brace yourselves, long post ahead. I’m a 24 yr old female and I have severe social anxiety but it only comes out if I don’t feel like I belong in the group that I’m in or around certain people. My husband’s sister and her boyfriend are two of those people. So yesterday I was at a large party celebrating his other sister’s birthday at their house so his entire family and some friends were there so it was a combination of being around the people I feel least comfortable around along with being in a large group that I don’t feel like I belong in. As a result I spent the day leading up to the party in bed feeling like I was constantly out of breath, like there was weight on my chest and it wouldn’t go away. I procrastinated on leaving as much as possible to the point where he left before me and I was to come with my car later. I finally forced myself to go, being about 2 hours late, and, because alcohol usually helps, I had 3 drinks but that didn’t help like it usually does. I went to lie down and try to sleep it off but the isolation made it worse. I felt like I wasn’t part of the group and that, to them, it was better that way. The tears started and I couldn’t sleep. I could hear them having fun and it made me so angry and frustrated. I hated myself for being unable to be a part of that and I hated them for having so fun without me. Petty, I know, but I’m trying to be honest with myself. My husband came to check on me and I was so angry at him that I told him to go away, which he did. Him leaving made things even worse. I couldn’t fall asleep so I decided to leave. I went down to the party to get my keys since he had them. Again, I saw how much fun they were having and I felt a surge of rage which only grew stronger. I got the keys from him and the drive home is when I was alone and I could let out everything that I felt. I was alternating between gasping and screaming at the top of my lungs, screaming how I wanted to die and how I hate him for being so happy while I was going through so much turmoil. I felt like I was going insane, like I was going to vomit and pass out and my mind spinning out of control all at the same time and I couldn’t stop it. Has anyone had a similar experience before? This happens pretty much every single time I’m in a situation like this or even just with his sister and her boyfriend. Has anyone figured out a way to deal with episodes like this?",2.4978734507501628,4.0440605322896275,3.980048923679061,88.19777071102415,75.77103718199608,6.667058056099151,21.95140247879974,7.35660576581511,0.6756071754729289,1936,50,410,23,42,642,219,511,0.155,0.664,0.181,0.9228,0,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,6,5,25,28,5,1,23,0,44,10,6,9,2,84,83,47,1,8,9,6,9,10,2,1,2,3,2,0,25,42,3,2,11,1,2,17,9,8,0,1,34,13,70,20,73,35,11,73,0,0,1,0,37,34,0,4,29,298,95,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251940538571539,0.0,0.07028026834956143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382213992554347,0.0,0.0,0.09489557380593322,0.0,0.0,0.24163149488332056,0.0,0.0,0.12750936873777072,0.0,0.0,0.04136551588309807,0.0,0.11548406576273962,0.0,0.0,0.060014754433102536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761130353210245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690705946930842,0.0,0.07333022953981269,0.07610834950174511,0.1083579440978662,0.0,0.0,0.043762699887706966,0.06995846432538838,0.0,0.0,0.07042573553475588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059382862333321074,0.0,0.0,0.0664748598202228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896389406581301,0.0,0.057173165803347,0.0,0.06098626060674652,0.06637799877323038,0.1279406846758507,0.0,0.13724387262514398,0.14543298605067564,0.26061671237618106,0.07433495845083829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048536140672992,0.0,0.035452926201404555,0.0,0.2313910816349821,0.0,0.05427212204581521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000647316872874,0.07223594375982602,0.0,0.20098673639682668,0.0,0.0,0.07648072936817335,0.0,0.09096737373066556,0.0,0.06806695692816472,0.0,0.06682631390359442,0.07829884880620218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03729290004566349,0.0,0.07654661114032504,0.21555499760958055,0.07372775321049284,0.0693892497336698,0.0,0.3315191816362664,0.0,0.0,0.060052062406103925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262621687444492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851708499256742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953331201868496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120539927032182,0.0,0.0,0.10321790632419853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14696687896957294,0.0,0.14113226848726051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641476023989146,0.07649953070570048,0.06498906321845163,0.06903582938305843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332011238463986,0.0,0.05613271522797146,0.07627506719054344,0.13581371342722326,0.13834506626249574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048030135906828406,0.0,0.0,0.05673220156285656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508174069772968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913691674952092,0.0,0.0,0.06484108421870764,0.0,0.09214205248245852,0.0,0.06628725989066186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947167106992745,0.0,0.04002431841158876,0.10772480654356344,0.0,0.08263258100170577,0.0,0.12580981466286895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654125464513378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13830589400988946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nmackinnon,2018/01/29,Anxiety and depression keeping me from cleaning but the clutter and mess is causing the anxiety. Hey everyone. So I’m unsure how to deal with myself lately. I’m super anxious and have been falling more into depression everyday. I get super anxious around my house because of the messiness I’ve let build up because of my depression. I try to get it cleaned up but as soon as I start I feel completely overwhelmed and panic that it will never get better that I shut down and need to go lay down. It’s an ongoing cycle that I can’t change. I feel insane and like I’m the only person this happens too. Anyone have an advice please ,2.9562195121951227,5.357876430894311,4.524573170731706,80.88003048780489,77.37398373983741,7.0268292682926825,28.136178861788625,8.07648339933343,2.261564227642277,503,22,87,9,12,168,80,123,0.268,0.609,0.123,-0.9627,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,10,0,2,6,0,7,0,0,2,1,18,20,12,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,1,2,11,4,15,17,1,14,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,0,6,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613853375854822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444677970472932,0.3610196259159807,0.0,0.11172430030103657,0.0,0.0,0.14224114262558255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19480501074083145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413154729532324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641416129883964,0.16902969889686476,0.0,0.16752990268537588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472971632740904,0.41286374264019615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267992962265547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615826220831608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504407664941201,0.0,0.090808614335154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129597323515994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436864326548053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420228680390665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024268629341772,0.0,0.0,0.1633893987671622,0.0,0.07806212053774064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184774002903068,0.12323484356974328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152251048286505,0.0,0.1874714461238017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951674154733035,0.0,0.17539424118077587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309554518376462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084824710892935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,davidbowieisgod,2018/01/29,"I’ve been on citalopram for only 4 days, feeling better. Afraid it’s just a placebo. Does anyone have any experience on citalopram? Like the title says, I’ve [26f] been on citalopram (for depression and anxiety) for only 4 days now and I’m feeling better and think I could even maybe go to the gym in the next few days. But I’m terrified that this is just a placebo and once I get to the gym I’ll have an anxiety attack. I feel like it’s illogical for it to be working this fast. My psychiatrist said it would take up to 6 weeks to feel the full benefits from it so I’m concerned that I’m just having a placebo effect by feeling better only 4 days in. I have an appointment with my therapist on Wednesday so I’ll ask her about it then, but in the meantime I’d love to hear of others experiences on citalopram. I’ve never taken any medication before so this is all new for me. Thanks in advance :-) tl;dr- worried I’m not actually feeling better on citalopram (4 days) and that it’s just a placebo. Feel free to share your experiences :-) ",2.2703365384615397,4.449641514423078,4.293884615384616,82.80111538461539,78.56730769230771,6.8523076923076935,26.26538461538461,7.908726449838941,1.740081923076923,817,33,158,14,20,279,104,208,0.051,0.7490000000000001,0.2,0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,7,10,14,1,1,12,0,11,2,0,1,2,26,33,11,0,2,7,0,7,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,14,6,0,0,9,2,1,2,2,3,0,0,4,10,9,12,28,26,3,27,0,1,0,1,8,12,0,0,15,96,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.1106751152681264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424999796843786,0.0,0.17352187636229513,0.0,0.0,0.07930128408589532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060262163923434,0.1290241118317502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650644744689492,0.0,0.0,0.401219732366244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905513688703908,0.0,0.0,0.3657112926318431,0.0,0.09768279253978436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09924882788229424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749084790068959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33282019339705204,0.0,0.0,0.40141654804926985,0.08102255338659849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925381890041498,0.0,0.06445544705525216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782514090963398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081611395964752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236001863184638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393900095479274,0.0,0.0,0.11425206565428582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747140338201262,0.1095353654228202,0.12061643422056535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078156625608193,0.0,0.2587679967742022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788211183205992,0.09019088527324047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527275997653554,0.0,0.0,0.10441581826954092,0.0,0.1316816951054742,0.0,0.07267072528347998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097338598027173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256630367003034,0.11517680974105507,0.0,0.08056562314871851,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,QuirkyBarista,2018/01/29,"Has My First Panic Attack in a While and Forgot How to Deal With It Title kind of says it all. I just got out of my first panic attack in a little bit, and I feel like absolute shit. I still can't quite breathe, and I threw up, and my entire body (especially my eyes) hurts. I feel so low, like I don't even have the strength to lift my head because something is pulling me downwards. I've forgotten how to deal with panic attacks and how to get myself back up, and I need some advice.",4.520924092409238,4.3308820990099015,5.345297029702973,86.72144389438945,69.5940594059406,7.921452145214522,26.73432343234323,7.1686216300943375,1.1112165016501638,376,10,83,3,6,123,66,101,0.263,0.6659999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9674,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,8,13,4,3,3,0,5,5,5,3,1,19,12,11,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,9,0,2,3,4,14,4,13,9,3,15,0,2,1,0,3,8,1,1,7,56,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068063776879838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913418859109202,0.0,0.11069996719192347,0.0,0.0877595443350236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717216487931848,0.15991232617402526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968425665921742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508732598746628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14558575503319204,0.10284840979749632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24491259900809156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521561335222637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514172129016405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477493150860402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15411718792771056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991708022051503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066776007793705,0.1442904493746066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674800020732918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5067346663749132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531241784504171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448650703861307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777769479057667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083105884056754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497039466239707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lalithashi,2018/01/29,"How to study for classes you're extremely anxious for? I just have this overwhelming fear of failure and feeling like i'm bound to be so unlucky and it's holding me back from being able to crack open my books and study... it feels like ""what even is the point?"" Has anyone dealt with this or been able to overcome it? It'd be nice at least having solidarity",2.41509054325956,4.718729422535212,3.1572635814889334,90.49211267605637,78.71830985915494,5.74728370221328,24.227364185110666,6.868970318607317,0.7939843058350102,283,10,58,3,7,89,56,71,0.112,0.736,0.153,0.3065,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,12,12,6,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,3,10,7,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,39,10,2,0.5553111524352596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31367176960826737,0.0,0.19414323470507114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134999994554612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338888945963894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31243971608993226,0.2807820039044885,0.39671439825616417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712969792301045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624742657390708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,defloured,2018/01/29,"Clutter, Trash, Recycling I've been getting more and more anxiety lately about clutter... having too much stuff around. I obsess about organizing. Or trash... obsessing about recycling because I hate the thought of things ending up in the landfill. I try not to buy more than I need, but then people give me stuff! Or I buy something and it has so much packaging! Anyone else feel this way? 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Now. I cannot even look at him anymore because any little bump or spot and I go into panic mode and think he’s dying. What will help? Who? What do I do. I am so desperate for relief.",-0.3854878048780464,1.7441136219512217,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,89.60975609756098,6.206829268292682,16.736585365853657,7.554174236665415,0.38713756097561003,295,7,66,6,10,104,58,82,0.264,0.5870000000000001,0.149,-0.8808,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,0,9,3,0,0,0,9,15,7,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,9,2,6,12,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,2,2,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192302177585922,0.0,0.3193095541251549,0.0,0.20697412397492296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425561702138187,0.12722146203364254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331948894265918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784425072689482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348452989090108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903703262060507,0.0,0.11860890679385384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22183812996239025,0.0,0.0,0.41966123362569135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917202870665755,0.0,0.0,0.1752552710382266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474825853356391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24486425040844426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673968740633046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630672149898065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372640599950164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hplolliepop241,2018/01/29,"Anxiety help! I have a 'red neck' from anxiety and need help controlling it? So, here's the story. I have some type of anxiety. I'm in highschool, and when ever I have to talk in class, get put on the spot, get nervous, or just stress out while doing a test my neck turns red and I have to make a excuse to leave till it turns a normal color again. You may be thinking, ""wtf? Everyones neck gets red when their emberassing! Get over it!"", but it's not like that. No one else that I have ever seen has this problem. I get a feeling or dread you could call it, and I feel my neck heat up extremely hot. Not painful, but uncomfortable. And it turns red on half the neck at random, making like splash marks of red paint on my neck. It's bright red, I wear sweatshirts and look at my note book so no one else sees it. It's almost borderline suicidle emberassing (I'm not suicidle). I have no control over it in any way. I'll be watching a TV show or movie that's really good and then bam! It happens. When I happens, I usually walk outside for like 10 minutes to ""cool off"". Anyone know medication that prevents this? So I was just looking up a picture to show what it's like and I found a video from 'the docters', of a woman who has the exact thing I have. Heres the link. https://www.thedoctorstv.com/articles/2848-embarrassing-flushing-triggered-by-anxiety. I've gone to one doctor who gave me some 'beta A blocker' medication but the pills did nothing. I think they might have been a placebo. Im male. Any solutions to this would be great. It's ruined many moments in life. Because of it I literally only have 1 friend. It began as soon as I entered highschool, freshman year, and it started randomly out of the blue for no reason.. I typed this on my phone. 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I ran home thinking I may have left a candle lit in my apartment. Of course, nothing happened - the candle was out. My landlord was doing some work, could have blown it out, or I could have blown it out and am forgetting, really don’t know. My mind looks for anxiety attacks and then unleashed them, all the time. Anyways, my mind recognizes that nothing is currently wrong, but my chest is still gripping really hard, and under my arms, and through my back like a steel vest. Does anyone have ideas for coming down faster/easier?",5.0319444444444485,6.8929979224137945,5.000459770114944,82.16829501915711,69.77586206896552,7.569348659003833,25.819923371647512,8.167268648758528,1.7005394636015323,493,15,86,7,9,153,75,116,0.12,0.8370000000000001,0.043,-0.7246,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,3,2,6,0,15,2,2,0,1,23,23,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,6,0,0,3,4,11,1,15,17,2,19,0,0,2,0,1,10,0,3,6,62,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444185518290744,0.0,0.10624134933102207,0.0,0.0,0.19421356203819676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739815874958023,0.0,0.10678866933578267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.358893500555335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22176568889735304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430662833940747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280942547733065,0.0,0.12440747920411578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930603538110278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677644544998606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632375954029892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508914377963078,0.0,0.0,0.06784881377211463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662260794850655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28045453761824224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665145222727203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258870025057352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779377055297755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109082122646095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898746455301197,0.0,0.0,0.08098092394739137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011048946112597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184137654270574,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dawahful,2018/01/29,"Don’t expect people to be sympathetic or understanding of your anxiety Most people think you’re shy, weird, awkward,sensitive or whatever and have no problem letting you know or treating you worse than others because of it. Your friends, teachers, parents and relatives, strangers, whoever, unless they have felt the same way or pity you don’t assume they’ll be understanding",11.90354166666667,11.109075187500006,10.430000000000003,58.28166666666668,54.9375,13.533333333333333,47.89583333333333,12.45797560212912,6.358808333333334,308,17,43,8,3,96,48,64,0.217,0.6940000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,0,0,17,13,7,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,7,2,5,8,2,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,0,6,0,31,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022378186192708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611539061756583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25383100100076683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424705364891335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528759974761246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27033021110582234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935450559641979,0.0,0.0,0.3665535711505856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25296074769759475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693938455128965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5504247183575354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983992337450533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694096107709532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mgreek515,2018/01/29,"Separation anxiety/ liking someone? Does anyone else get severe anxiety after they hang out with someone they are dating, and that person leaves to go home? Is this some kind of dopamine/serotonin drop or because you like that person and you’re not sure if they are going to continue liking you because you’ve been burned so many times in the past? I have been diagnosed formally with generalized anxiety but things have been going really well in my life but dating amps up my anxiety like crazy. Any thoughts/ similar experiences? I am also very comfortable with the guy I’m dating. 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Ive had several bad anxiety attacks after that, but none really compare to that first one. I have never had to deal with these things before and its quite annoying at best and terrible at worst. How did you manage to regain control and can you relate to my experience? Im nearing a month now and im afraid this has developed into a syndrome seperate from ssri induced anxiety ",3.302500000000002,5.518834856060606,5.327272727272729,76.46090909090911,75.43939393939394,8.33939393939394,29.93939393939393,9.075114841892004,3.022457575757575,539,25,93,13,12,186,94,132,0.207,0.7240000000000001,0.069,-0.9414,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,2,6,6,9,2,2,3,0,10,1,0,7,1,22,16,12,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,3,9,0,17,2,18,7,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,9,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746800639469432,0.0,0.15384207759294108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809392380693808,0.0,0.17647680782081726,0.0,0.0,0.12952269414150194,0.0,0.0,0.1319997443715358,0.0,0.1627938640605346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479712153331977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992681495209254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373944929446526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174178034156996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131949040700808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104628400290066,0.0,0.0881609753517053,0.0,0.12406744063317868,0.17102559435944095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335122718374555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956920481679187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678279765984548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381910260183952,0.0,0.0,0.11502304316832128,0.11964177722528585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102331026233164,0.0,0.0,0.18200548110853407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649942758066468,0.0,0.0,0.09937689276738032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524682308437886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305799693872866,0.0,0.0,0.12315173098714025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443172463287372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DoktorSpooky,2018/01/29,"Warped Reality I have had anxiety for quite some time now. However, it wasn't till recently (about 1 year ago) that I started experienced a warped reality (I'm not sure if ""warped reality"" is the best way to describe it). What happens is when I see/experience something or think about a given subject, my brain overthinks it to the point where it seems ridiculous and unreal. This then lodges itself in my head, which distorts my whole perception of that given subject. I would supply an example but I cannot think of any; I generally can only remember when I am stuck on that given idea, and continuously takes over the previous. Sorry if this is really confusing; I don't really know how I can describe it. I would like to know if anyone else experiences this, and if so, if there is a definitive term for it, regarding my explanation makes sense. 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My anxiety (what I think is anxiety at least) manifests in a few ways. I get a burning feeling in my stomach that I wake up with and go to bed with. Omeprazole doesn’t help at all. I don’t feel like myself and am constantly worried about what other people are thinking. Oftentimes I’ll be having conversations and completely blank on what to say. I almost feel like I have lost my jokey, fun personality completely and I have no idea where it went. I feel extremely detached from friends and family and feel like I live inside of my head. I once felt this way for about three years and it eventually went away and I was happy and had no idea what happened. I’m back on birth control and have a feeling it’s related. I think I’m going to stop taking it but was hoping someone out there could relate. I really can’t shake this feeling and it feels like it’s consuming me. Thanks for any words at all ",2.7792979127134743,4.887937827956988,4.220069576217586,84.29422201138522,76.63440860215054,7.6022770398481985,24.919671094244148,8.4952907291091,1.7610851359898798,740,26,146,15,17,245,114,186,0.081,0.754,0.165,0.9383,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,5,11,0,1,3,0,16,3,3,1,2,40,42,13,0,4,2,0,9,4,1,0,0,1,1,1,14,14,0,2,15,0,0,5,5,2,0,1,7,10,19,9,22,33,4,23,0,1,0,0,5,11,0,3,9,97,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545550026038268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840741412118538,0.0,0.17640715459597606,0.0,0.0,0.08061988594563005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832739981804744,0.08865797271606789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24177804847442294,0.1245974813104916,0.12931786405315362,0.09205703431793502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869383041475426,0.0,0.4663899448209623,0.3294791043219988,0.11070531946127032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907988084228477,0.0,0.060239076537779865,0.0,0.13105439212158396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195870742624563,0.12273814917862907,0.0,0.0,0.11833024957455965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728262763801555,0.0,0.0,0.11451812763876693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26031753948580266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336542849536342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531747301059754,0.0,0.10181131161880384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258627038931806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549290058476805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227898918427702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993395218453334,0.10067481971912036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386362401620675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916905566899555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769264341134898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639529929595142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866906540394864,0.0,0.0,0.10615201830391624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216372276240004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18303828658685328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376703890750248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709194084231653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424890868003656 anxiety,frazer44,2018/01/29,"I broke fluorescent light bulb by accident, and i am freaking out. Ever since I was a teenager I had a great fear of toxic materials . I did not use pencils because of possible lead content. I do not eat fish because of mercury in them. I often use layers of plastic gloves at home because washing hands frequently caused dermatitis. I took blood test multiple times in the past to ensure I am not suffering from poisoning. I know it is irrational but I cannot help it. Today I accidentally broke the tip of a fluorescent light bulb while changing it. I had gloves and mask on, no visible debris fell on the floor, and the broken bulb was sealed and taken out promptly. I knew CFLs contain mercury. I pushed off changing the lights until all but one light remained. And it took me quite a bit of courage to do it because I feared I might break it. Now I am feeling paranoid and contantly searching online on mercury poisoning. No amount of reassuring articles make me feel safe. What if the particular bulb I broke happened to contain more than 4mg? What if there is invisibly tiny dust around? I haven't been able to do anything for past several hours. 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But, in fact, there is. For example, I asked my Facebook friend a question. He told me he didn't know the answer but his wife did. And he said that I should've better asked her myself, as it would help me stop being afraid of interacting with strangers. My thoughts were like: ""She doesn't know me. If I ask her this question, which is private enough, she will, most likely, ignore or block me and I'll feel very awkward after this. On the other hand, I should listen to my friend's advice. What if there's really nothing to be afraid of and I have to face my fears and get out of my comfort zone? Let's give it a try..."". Well, I got ignored, as expected. Another case. I went to a teachers' room to ask my teacher if she had checked my essay. But she wasn't there. The other teachers told me she was absent that day but they could give me her phone number. I said: ""Oh, thank you. But I don't think she will be happy If I call her on her private number. I'll better come here next time"". ""Come on, don't be so shy. Just ask her what you want. She will not be angry with you "", they said. I thought ""Well, ok. Maybe, I'm just overthinking and it's absolutely normal to call her. Better to do this now"". So, I did it and, of course, she answered with angry voice and asked me to never call her again. And one more. My classmates were going to make a party. One of them asked me to post information in their group chat about how to get to the partyhouse because I Iived near to it. I answered: ""They all have smartphones and access to the Internet. It would be strange If I posted such obvious and easy-to-get information"". He said ""It will be useful for us. Also, you are always silent in this chat. Upgrade your social skills. Post, at least, something"". Well, I did what he told me. Guess what? Other classmates were surprised: ""Why are you posting this? There's no need. All we have Google Maps installed on our smartphones"". Why is everything going as bad as I expect and doesn't turn out to be false anxious delusions? What's in mind of those people who persuade me to do such awkward things? Do they really believe It's normal or do they just want to laugh at me? Or, maybe, I do everything wrong? What do you think about this?",1.7144180832416112,4.06806980873181,2.7830377889201436,91.90789490848316,81.68191268191269,5.4357506828095055,21.07378419143125,6.706560486072736,0.3787654070359956,1882,56,388,20,51,599,213,481,0.08900000000000001,0.767,0.14400000000000002,0.9842,0,0,1,0,0,0,95.0,3,7,8,4,23,27,0,7,9,1,48,2,2,3,5,78,89,35,0,16,17,1,2,2,2,7,0,6,1,0,30,21,0,4,14,2,1,6,9,11,3,2,21,8,77,16,53,50,6,35,0,0,0,0,77,16,0,12,11,275,107,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882621185031429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632516233463194,0.17581743785465506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385503372805391,0.10776194693986273,0.0795691257541803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4609167570822879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058808527063587385,0.042935240315131934,0.0,0.0,0.07935375587661009,0.0,0.186876521350849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21575958831412603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213434085298357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623493712786591,0.0,0.0,0.04542339183748556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727760105663162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266010926817343,0.0,0.0,0.07925659070692784,0.035612989026855266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883256310914446,0.0,0.11039484511449577,0.13513130555603378,0.08005727705538446,0.0,0.05633162194893256,0.0,0.07758977678999866,0.0,0.0,0.07497712861803671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441937247924942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741615649294963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720224092217628,0.0,0.06881991160393054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701450571000791,0.0,0.14151862384931324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111714787171841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222510072026797,0.05432219226541273,0.0,0.07490618507037036,0.0,0.13801856960358594,0.13516452863550735,0.08018832013240329,0.0,0.0,0.09545430773527823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765860498947916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698209837416432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080451524508906,0.15780192807274598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902422347920123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679912563124616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916952732159531,0.0,0.1435949374638438,0.0,0.054222685199166655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888505572108725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484514865751875,0.0,0.0,0.04679248715649089,0.09026111296455933,0.0,0.11183170567426072,0.04106998868383017,0.0,0.0,0.20190495443776996,0.0,0.09563862753807292,0.07661076668908763,0.0,0.0,0.08472210299299078,0.06083140896235367,0.0,0.05811451640673462,0.08308629508247388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998289933176926,0.06529200121446581,0.1271094689261668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006701851013047,0.07700731619705117,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Toriichi,2018/01/30,"I don't even know who I am anymore. I'm feeling lonelier than ever. My family was never supportive of my depression or anxiety. I'm losing a lot of my friends, and the ones that are still with me, things are just super awkward between us. The guy I'm dating doesn't like a majority of my friends and vice versa. I'm trying so hard to keep my friends and boyfriend happy that I sometimes feel like I'm not myself anymore. I'm always worried that I'll say something to upset anyone, and in being teased, I don't even say anything anymore. I've been living the past year in a, 'just smile and nod' type of way, and I'm honestly unhappy. I don't feel comfortable talking about my feelings anymore, and what makes me anxious. I've been getting people who tell me ""Just do something about it."" or ""You can't be depressed, you're you."", or even worse, ""You have nothing to be anxious about wtf. You're just trying to create drama."" But I'm not though? It's gotten so bad that I don't even like being alone anymore. When I'm along all I do is sink back into my panic attacks, which have been coming more and more frequently. Then afterward I just meet up with my friends like nothing is wrong. I just want to rip my hair out and scream, everything is so frustrating and I don't know what to say or do anymore.",3.403409090909093,4.719885856060606,4.620878787878791,85.4438181818182,73.01515151515152,7.24969696969697,28.35151515151515,7.7348632917899725,1.7108278787878777,1022,40,205,13,20,337,133,264,0.227,0.6509999999999999,0.122,-0.9778,0,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,1,3,0,2,21,25,3,3,6,0,26,1,1,1,3,42,48,21,0,1,13,0,6,4,4,0,0,4,0,1,12,16,0,1,6,1,0,1,10,12,0,1,5,10,27,13,23,39,5,18,0,3,0,0,18,5,0,5,15,136,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964081098536336,0.0,0.0,0.07745427555810737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120986093420041,0.2103193767563644,0.5538925495272349,0.06508727925313261,0.0,0.07660112123132318,0.0,0.0,0.10589776059722328,0.0,0.0715767103922591,0.07772218585249242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018458734337411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160348152480764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459273716813085,0.08420081898593186,0.0,0.0,0.08365890242327505,0.0,0.08775236544081494,0.0,0.18826653141066932,0.06650002731813698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876693268520726,0.0,0.04863313251533855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216890222303964,0.0,0.0990908396470524,0.0833859824737063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827383304033434,0.0,0.0,0.10231429357896978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190674812342444,0.0,0.0821958651111188,0.0,0.0,0.10413843744811993,0.0,0.07913763906768059,0.0,0.0,0.06213503947489275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179298197015048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863536360831625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307688541663789,0.0,0.0,0.10921533035311637,0.0,0.0,0.08886027849240379,0.06453350071904038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22207506739140226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332294403204676,0.09206356246327477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433789594686094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563188946443892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481829231894242,0.08136049653808504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184161659660009,0.0,0.09145565639317584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639737050639144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196993639230853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054904014695119435,0.07388663437906537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453245638470467,0.09486168832474036,0.0,0.10177396442861628,0.0,0.05994376445480237 anxiety,malvenne,2018/01/30,"I'm in the middle of a nervious breakdown, I'm terrified and I need to study... Help I have a VERY IMPORTANT test tomorrow, if I don't pass it I'll fail the whole semester and if I fail the semester my family will psychologycally beat the shit out of me and fuck me in the way I fear the most. But I'm in the middle of a nervious breakdown, I'm crying and shaking for what will happen if I fail and I can't study. How can I calm down? Whatever advice is okay, I only need something that makes me put my head in the book until tomorrow. ",2.965,3.6823493157894767,5.286798245614037,82.5396710526316,73.3859649122807,8.857894736842105,26.530701754385966,9.188382445141503,1.989091228070176,418,14,92,9,8,148,64,114,0.212,0.67,0.118,-0.9107,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,1,9,2,2,11,1,7,3,2,2,0,15,16,11,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,14,2,12,14,2,15,0,3,0,1,1,8,2,4,3,59,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451172596783757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27553519122120346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364689667788453,0.28226394862154625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23189688976616915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181636351568074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574334877040158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813229451738146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16743717974531908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719883233678448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19077458998596356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521627775690629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25748293555637697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931083471124128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069686915231228,0.0,0.19910455977586056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800531191177958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_lifesucks_,2018/01/30,Do I have anxiety? Lately ive been feeling isolated and overwhelmed. Ive been trying to sleep but sometimes I wake up feeling scared and my heart races. I dont know what this scary sudden feeling is...,1.7930769230769208,4.5284206153846185,2.8827692307692345,88.2872307692308,86.43589743589745,5.171282051282052,25.748717948717946,6.742157984588678,1.3178779487179484,160,7,29,2,5,51,29,39,0.28,0.584,0.13699999999999998,-0.8452,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,8,3,3,0,0,7,12,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,10,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340698908653473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586001965549086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4641301697837779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36258162105563335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815575271326344,0.0,0.3451529110954081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063341608526738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061957796547633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026169091716929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773681012687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NoAnxiety,2018/01/30,"What’s the word? Hi guys, I have recently come to a realisation that what I am feeling in terms of anxiety is not worrying about a future event, but the feeling that this “awful” future event is currently happening and I’m being painfully forced through it. Is there any word to describe this feeling so I can communicate this better to the people around me? ❤️",9.797391304347826,7.539994536231887,9.968405797101447,64.55956521739132,60.15942028985507,13.257971014492753,41.84057971014492,11.855464076750405,4.960310144927536,289,13,51,7,3,97,50,69,0.18600000000000005,0.674,0.14,-0.7565,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,1,7,1,0,0,0,10,13,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,1,8,12,1,10,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,7,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046028002226795,0.0,0.2301657197485584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678392439879603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609621338058204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591739825988761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563887059133026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979098883257583,0.2660594955249033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201482744923781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858627507525865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970741097777391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055494081569656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JamJarre,2018/01/30,"Supporting a friend with anxiety Hi everyone I was hoping you could help me out! A friend of mine is suffering really badly from anxiety - particularly from fears about a foreshortened future / early death type stuff. Physically she's fine, but of course that's not how it works. I've been depressed in the recent past, and suffered through a few panic attacks, so I have some idea of how it feels, but I was never as bad with it as she is. I really want to be a better, more supportive friend to her but I also don't know a whole lot about what it's like to have an anxiety disorder, or how to combat those kind of feelings. I'm not looking for anyone to hold my hand through this, because I imagine you have a lot to deal with yourselves, but I was hoping you could point me in the direction of a book or a guide that you'd recommend for people supporting those with anxiety? There are a few on Amazon but it's hard to judge whether they're good or not. Is there anything you've used to help explain your anxiety disorder to family or friends, that you'd recommend for me to read? Are there any things that I should be avoiding (e.g. I remember when I was depressed how everyone would say ""how can I help?"" but nobody would actually just, you know, *help* me out) Thanks!",5.29786,5.919091696000002,6.0325500000000005,79.64202500000002,68.04,10.090000000000002,30.425,10.125756701596842,2.91174,1004,37,199,24,16,329,135,250,0.18,0.591,0.229,0.9481,0,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,7,0,2,14,25,1,3,13,0,24,1,1,6,1,50,39,22,1,8,15,0,4,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,2,8,2,0,0,5,10,0,0,5,6,27,15,35,25,7,12,0,4,1,0,22,6,0,9,7,147,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.09748230737671144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988533769289907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679314662487043,0.0,0.38209386200215817,0.0,0.0,0.06984833159559836,0.0,0.08220439658495292,0.0,0.0,0.1136440481504708,0.0,0.0,0.166814931336935,0.060894563447910235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834828222535407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15951474461481893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298651071148368,0.17207741748828628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289747637871708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090633503259305,0.0,0.0,0.09417134023639752,0.11240872197394246,0.101018995303085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087119750957951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378649667857427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948556186526829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678278461212268,0.0,0.0,0.19843491613009967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276836728854366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040244137841346,0.10979845504187866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048803249299249264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388595014727826,0.0,0.0,0.1698529150003176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704454800430967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172042939475018,0.0,0.0,0.0953602957296131,0.06925404486056118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443228643277024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992121032930246,0.0,0.12798953614536254,0.0,0.09863344900346777,0.0,0.1131606299536983,0.0,0.0,0.07943985944341528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435493381777835,0.0,0.3400761866394937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196913747849167,0.0,0.0,0.0663652528115052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627649607863709,0.0,0.0,0.058920174085625714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111528281803554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272415098752354,0.0,0.0,0.14192391524965484,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,andriellae,2018/01/30,"Citalopram doesn't seem to last a day I take it in the morning and I'm over the part where you're so tired you just want to sleep all the time. I'm finding that by the evening my anxiety rising. Not as bad as off meds but it definitely rises. If I forget to take one straight away and have it at lunchtime I'm down, moody and irritable. I didn't think it wore off so fast. Anyone else have this?",-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,87.8235294117647,4.811764705882354,19.088235294117645,6.2581,-0.28285882352941183,310,9,75,3,10,100,61,85,0.152,0.746,0.101,-0.67,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,1,13,13,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,13,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,4,47,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19047522237000653,0.0,0.0,0.17409827552752474,0.2551177423874864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393252520130906,0.0,0.2078946713154777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057673245033938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20799761615418866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445429815946627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757062141799275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295854136312164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27656965946716616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872078696015544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269629859034219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266694236837919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491679258826573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744161430048742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595415269629743,0.0,0.0,0.1451869690448666,0.2861752044093576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468596381296445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,exemplarycanary,2018/01/30,Anxious about posting Does anybody else get a lot of anxiety when posting to this anxiety sub? Sometimes I feel like my identity isn’t really hidden on Reddit and bad things are going to happen even though my posts aren’t mean or anything. ,6.48,7.706065000000002,6.780000000000005,73.17000000000003,65.66666666666666,9.555555555555557,35.0,9.725611199111238,3.6943333333333337,195,9,31,4,3,63,39,45,0.188,0.759,0.053,-0.6597,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,8,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244769162877521,0.2395868420123932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452144460927174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707558238221596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855901647189562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771632662903827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007497372386013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072325917206398,0.15150797596121335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080157060390876,0.0,0.1205283456869142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18753914516746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361019511321903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803004299552103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310142157727701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.609333929372172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586206864176364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20974974855063355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089465130437406,0.0,0.20836474734131674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jessehffmn,2018/01/30,"Life I recently saw somebody say something about living their life in mediocrity due to anxiety, and I fear that that is happening to me. I’ve just turned 16 and I want to live my life to the fullest but I’m not sure how without getting anxiety from it",5.72529411764706,5.747589372549019,6.079215686274508,81.75647058823529,67.0392156862745,9.937254901960783,36.607843137254896,9.725611199111238,3.399360784313725,202,10,41,4,3,65,39,51,0.181,0.7959999999999999,0.023,-0.7134,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,9,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,8,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624440564003349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665697961852043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376649520915295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948315610860352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019722975531915,0.0,0.0,0.4183606368468633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23390265395947726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18838633487641088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18237133357911284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326827191657853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25767089247402153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972526794533704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283558082341665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietygirll,2018/01/30,"Is this normal for a psychiatrist? Hey everyone. I just had a really uncomfortable expearience with my psychiatrist, but since I never went to one before I'm not sure if its my fault. Since a few months, I'm battling with anxiety. A few weeks back, panic attacks started to happen. That's when I realized I couldn't deal with all of this on my own and went to my doctor. I never really liked to take any kind of meds (I'm sure this also stems from my health anxiety, like I'm afraid of the meds messing up my body), so I was really happy when my general doc said he doesn't think meds are necessery right now and I should see a psychiatrist for a talk therapy. He made an appointement with someone and I could go there within a week. The appointement was really short, though. I think I was leaving within 15 minutes. He just asked me some generic questions and gave me a subscription for 3 different kind of meds, Zoloft, Xanax and another one for sleeping problems (Trittico I think?). I also mentioned that I would like not to take meds in the beginning, but he assured me they were totally safe and didn't even inform me about any possible side effects. So I believed him and went on my way. When I got home, I of course started to research those meds since I was opposed to them since the beginning. And I was scarred shitless. I didn't think that the benefits would outweigh all the possible side effects or taking them for the rest of my life or getting addicted to them or something. I'm sure they aren't that bad, but just thinking about taking them almost sends me into a panic attack. So, after having a rough few days I asked for another appointement to talk to him and get some tips from him. I also wanted to talk to him again about the meds, because maybe he could calm me down enough to take them? But when I told him I haven't yet taken the meds, he got kinda mad. He said I should never question what he tells me to do because he is a doctor and knows it better then me or the internet. But how should I not question things with my anxiety? I question EVERYTHING. He ranted about how patients always think they know it better than him and that he couldn't give me adequate therapy if I won't take them. I asked him about alternatives, like herbal medications, which I would be much more comfortable and actually would have loved to try, but he told me that's all bullshit and only real meds work. He was so unsympathetic about me not taking the meds, the whole time I was in there I felt like I had to justify my anxiety. Like I told him that I knew it wasn't rational, and I couldn't help myself, but he just kept going on that he is a doctor and I should trust him. He also said that Zoloft will be the most harmless medication I will ever take in my life, which seems like a lie to me? He couldn't explain to me why they were so harmless, besides ""Because I'm a doctor and I know better."" I agreed to taking the meds finally because I felt so guilty and pressured. I have another meetup appointement with him next week to see if I really take them, and I'm already so anxious about it. I really, really don't want to take those meds. I already made an appointemend with a CB therapist, since it doesn't seem like the psychiatrist is interested in any talk therapy at all. I just really don't know what to do now. I'm torn between not going there at all, or going there and telling him I made the decision not to take them. But I'm afraid he will get mad or pressure me again. Or do you guys think he was in the right and I'm the problem? I can't tell anymore because of my anxiety. Is this normal for a psychiatrist? I'm so lost. I feel horrible. I thought going to the psychiatrist would help but now it messed up everything even more.",4.88112367838702,5.588890302543508,5.804506188017378,80.59998278829606,69.0,9.417905636150042,29.167254050214467,9.555129878548652,2.494214676392645,2964,104,592,62,49,978,262,747,0.134,0.763,0.103,-0.9623,1,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,0,1,12,7,45,45,5,6,37,0,55,16,2,7,14,136,137,59,0,24,30,0,4,8,0,13,13,3,1,1,27,28,0,3,28,0,0,9,24,18,0,2,37,9,101,27,73,79,19,60,0,1,2,1,75,21,0,21,37,401,128,6,0.0,0.0,0.03811279893254702,0.042576555572610864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03910871336913218,0.0,0.08619802964032691,0.12493154481386234,0.03249753041973904,0.0,0.0,0.07967779130395812,0.12286014465136084,0.14938779074619696,0.044121904793189184,0.038732830537384064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953562209039422,0.08886315627104932,0.0,0.03003147736592335,0.032609937680394496,0.11904017842984935,0.0,0.033233584788478605,0.0440024799642319,0.0,0.1036249676614219,0.0,0.043382157428297485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236571078264803,0.0,0.0,0.025187741489442875,0.04026478528399181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040804968418262616,0.0,0.15990094746834474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035505202552056,0.0,0.0515919372085796,0.03532818113196906,0.0,0.03731946318181277,0.07020161783948893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019747771467267226,0.0,0.07499933043440578,0.04278368843541421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061215085620627815,0.037465854637779794,0.11098147437085758,0.0,0.06247293625307052,0.0,0.0,0.03867135393320015,0.03453688958280411,0.041575594795044205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04151445856876535,0.0,0.0,0.05235652049304117,0.0,0.03917612303351624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134115150372309,0.08585612205390117,0.0,0.0,0.04135442260554485,0.0,0.0,0.05517249258052734,0.15264541661775355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263398798083421,0.0,0.035249358443368635,0.1108665454181853,0.0,0.0,0.039236771729985416,0.0,0.5205858891395698,0.0786891614318293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031173944043174282,0.0,0.028710485725029145,0.0,0.09036665563084707,0.0,0.041536255862686236,0.0,0.07653272711019632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529304028173825,0.02970367399916451,0.0,0.09164706518466012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880590278215507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474219708667085,0.0,0.0,0.1750056087864356,0.0,0.0,0.04445401814345607,0.20016101743375547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670683059753844,0.1114529465827804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622447863272841,0.07110981473077403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16153668808032265,0.0,0.03908397691760212,0.0,0.03309182828735528,0.030067040844205962,0.0,0.0,0.0552877518995956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042880675134624,0.0,0.3523809536626717,0.12556619827984467,0.10240939672444206,0.0,0.13399103470011947,0.04534676071032983,0.025946919031553564,0.17517752875261716,0.03837209701180062,0.031005919845490188,0.022773734327099997,0.0,0.0,0.11195838954543832,0.0,0.026516305029054832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607221163360764,0.031000653366700805,0.09398455180315402,0.0,0.0,0.10861527385287774,0.035241758867625414,0.043604373901871545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028433066663231657,0.0,0.0,0.1387204968571092,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Asiif_,2018/01/30,"It’s like if I give myself a minute to think I manage to ruin my whole day. Today I woke up early (~7am), even though I only slept a couple of hours (usually that’s enough to ruin the next day for me, but I powered through). I ate breakfast, finished up my presentation, and decided to give myself a small (less than an hour) break to get ready, tidy up my room, and get my shit together for the day. I have three classes today, so I am in class from 130-6, with my presentation in the last class. I was proud of myself for still having high morale regardless of the fact I knew today would be hard and I would have to teach a class of ~50 college sophomores fucking Nietzsche. I was goddamn ready. I wash my face, brush my teeth, take one look in the mirror, and realize I hadn’t washed my hair in a couple days. Oh well, I threw it in a ponytail and put my clothes on. I look back in the mirror. I want my hair to look better. (I don’t have any makeup on, like I really don’t need to, no one except me is noticing my hair, I know that, really). I put dry shampoo in. I stare in the mirror and contemplate quickly washing my hair. I worry myself to death about how I will be presenting myself to others, that my hair looks weird, people will not think I look ok, that I’m weird, I don’t like that strand there, my hair is too flat, it looks weird up (I have short hair) By the time I realize I need to make a decision it’s already 12:45 and I will not make my first class. That’s it, I’m not going. My whole day ruined. I’m going to have to lie to the instructor in order to reschedule my presentation. I’m missing the one class I really enjoy. Now I’m going to self-loathe and stare at my ceiling. And stress over how self destructive I am. Like really what the fuck is wrong with me Edit: I find myself in situations like this all the time. Maybe this time my hair was the excuse, but literally any moment of a busy day, if I give myself a second of leisure time, guaranteed to ruin my day. 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That scares me my family knowing how exactly I feel, I love them but I can't hold onto the fact that no matter what I have anxiety that they would judge me. It's hard to just get up without having anxiety and I put so much pressure on myself from having quality time with my wife, my family, keeping everything from expectations from job and teachers happy and have good grades and everything. I just can't breath cause ""what if I fuck this up"" and yeah... I just idk I need a place to just breath... All the what-ifs in my head make my head spin I have not a clue what to do... Hell I even have anxiety telling my psychiatrist that I probably should need more meds... Cause they just seemed happy that I was doing better and I was on the scale of depression but god... I feel like my anxiety hasn't moved or even gotten worse. Just not I couldn't control it and I almost had a panic attack and I'm getting better it just was just shocking and I couldn't handle it. I have not a clue onto how to control these instances that make me feel stupid and embarrassed and yeah. I have not a clue onto how to hold myself. Just can never stop thinking about what all could go wrong and I just... Idk how to handle anything... Sorry this will probably be deleted and I honestly don't care I just want to be able to kinda just yell it into what may be a void. Thanks for reading ",0.8938031533683706,3.2719533444816093,2.541045389393215,92.06032107023417,85.78929765886288,5.825169612995699,19.24519827998089,7.2259226712905225,0.4487837744863832,1146,32,243,18,35,375,143,299,0.217,0.652,0.132,-0.9749,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,4,22,21,4,4,11,2,31,6,4,10,5,77,52,23,0,10,23,1,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,20,15,0,6,6,1,0,4,14,11,0,0,5,5,40,10,28,36,7,19,1,1,0,2,6,12,2,7,4,183,60,3,0.10461404762958353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475585723315656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400147300476956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608844750460876,0.0,0.0,0.11901358175292345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504524751592047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666099371914864,0.21493488836252367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23466709985920614,0.08352580450969183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010392593089467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819318364151725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804072091347626,0.0,0.1972416273867209,0.0,0.1586880173458352,0.07473629652944956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967140013052447,0.10931304420174437,0.0,0.059454574099566,0.087745299771823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227271979840058,0.09371363838304342,0.0,0.21472838804284905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381330006000204,0.0929857722583125,0.0,0.0,0.057493144683517586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110913941215885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441826239081476,0.0,0.13966137826827993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620262336760935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118817668369027,0.07690336205433881,0.15513998151510372,0.08068480278339996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227420445375686,0.0,0.11328681901831895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929941380789114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255832743527877,0.0,0.0,0.21033202492314185,0.0,0.0,0.10464235767659276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473691174537826,0.0,0.0,0.09523669993312382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710686144309017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746202812529925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143728867905564,0.09631455971675522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703245759093371,0.0,0.0,0.061001292456695874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170407574844072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084420875392314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661065196267104,0.07431481791239677,0.11437903849462372,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MellowKittyCat,2018/01/30,"I ran out of lenses, so anxious to go to school tomorrow! I ran out of my lenses and didn’t notice and can only get more tomorrow afternoon. Really freaking out about not being able to see (-4.50 in the eye I don’t have lenses for) I have lenses for one of my eyes but not the other so I had an anxiety attack this evening and still pretty shaky because I’m worried that I won’t be able to see the board (even from the front desk) and that my teachers will be mad. I don’t even know how to sleep now, because I’m so worried.",5.103244047619049,4.08611902678572,6.334642857142858,82.8936904761905,68.55357142857143,9.252380952380953,29.380952380952376,8.344100000000001,1.871870238095238,409,12,90,5,6,139,66,112,0.196,0.767,0.037000000000000005,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,2,1,5,0,12,3,3,1,0,13,21,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,0,4,6,4,0,1,4,4,10,0,16,12,1,13,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,5,65,14,2,0.3879702298366277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483980819519016,0.21914796418998436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22068607282003608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365030510989264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843760166590653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134921610446113,0.0,0.11024621119680532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660914601007684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085333905918506,0.0,0.0,0.13144933424288313,0.14753442119943794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735260077959665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427183188942527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963232926683489,0.3091620425048042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19412520864835808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491676335455368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940026009222114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,outfitchase,2018/01/30,"Changing job role. Will this worsen my anxiety?? Hey there I'm currently working for a company which caters for whole load of job roles. Currently I'm working on the operational side of things (hands on/dirty) I enjoy this job although I'll be moving depot's pretty soon. This depot is gonna be super busy and relatively tiring!!! There's a job role in the head office as desk job/admin work etc. This will be 15 hours less work a week and no Saturdays. I'd love to hear your opinion on wether I should take this job or wether it will make me more anxious/depressed. The thing is working out doors you have the cold and dirt and in an office it's warm and clean!!! Thanks guys",2.02209523809524,4.388962770370373,3.0299735449735468,90.5141666666667,80.55555555555556,5.931216931216931,20.753968253968253,7.1686216300943375,0.5415079365079363,534,15,109,7,14,170,89,135,0.07200000000000001,0.762,0.166,0.9366,8,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,6,3,5,0,0,8,0,10,4,2,1,0,10,18,8,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,2,1,10,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,5,11,10,4,13,0,0,0,1,9,6,0,2,6,60,16,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293699000807884,0.13724538680234885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285168159339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046363133519438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548977973159312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029092926994095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246803991317842,0.0,0.13692433591135694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196399240468186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7233408011661241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964648640558126,0.0,0.08109331301974597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912113180760698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359564520966315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134287627634972,0.0,0.0,0.11184862753490052,0.0,0.0,0.16142072539735405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396310857749675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974492996629072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563555767792676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4422188083745846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,addmuzings,2018/01/30,"Disassociated feeling I just had the first panic attack I've had in about 6 months. Totally out of the blue. Yesterday I had some dizziness. Today around lunch time I was super depressed all of a sudden. Not like sad depressed just unfeeling. I felt dissociated like my home was just a place I happened to be standing in. Then the panic took over and I started crying. And then just like that, it was gone. Some days I feel fantastic . Some days I feel like I'm a mess. The dissociation is new. Anyone had that before?",1.5166233766233752,4.2472494141414145,3.3779581529581577,83.4393181818182,90.21212121212122,5.656854256854258,21.212842712842715,7.1686216300943375,0.9993630591630588,408,14,76,7,14,136,63,99,0.271,0.626,0.103,-0.95,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,12,1,2,7,0,9,1,0,0,2,18,18,4,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,10,5,9,5,9,7,5,21,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,3,16,52,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693684826963925,0.0,0.0,0.16160890952562246,0.0,0.20652772897059365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447699766550516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941294443234805,0.23415630351215785,0.0,0.31271992523466996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27537593066747995,0.1296920684728567,0.1743066760051516,0.0,0.0,0.1544176600443458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053504445617994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209921995806086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547647028840167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490333534080588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753322688416469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259956777064027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967045087697654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849480390820994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585731653305976,0.0,0.17207850228699048,0.0,0.20169739608393236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DivineFantasma,2018/01/30,Anxiety help I'm going to a meet and greet in a couple of hours before a concert. Does anyone have any tips to keep my anxiety under control before I meet the band members?,5.756285714285713,5.5239110571428585,7.417857142857144,73.04964285714289,67.0,9.285714285714286,31.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.7672857142857143,137,5,24,2,2,48,28,35,0.099,0.7559999999999999,0.145,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19656509484121,0.0,0.4422475790392995,0.0,0.0,0.20211169702009707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919234812325557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32419610437583124,0.0,0.31983025186365144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529511250892066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642747647366668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937452880127553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28465773833191604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569224671597314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sad_throwawaaaaaaaay,2018/01/30,"I feel like my brain never turns off It's like I can never just fully relax and switch off from everything. There's always something going on in my head and I'm even starting to feel like I make things so much much difficult for myself by creating problems when there isn't one. For example, I'm very insecure in relationships because of past experiences and of course I'm trying really hard to let go of that in my current relationship because it's almost constantly there in the back of my mind that I'm not good enough for him etc. Sometimes I catch myself kind of making things up to myself that I know for a fact aren't true. It's usually fine when he's there but when I'm alone I'll take something completely irrelevant that he's said or done and start thinking about how it could be a bad thing or he's hiding something from me or whatever and I get angry and upset about something that I know is soooo out there and just not true and I'll even start thinking of how I'm going to confront him about it. It's almost like I do this subconciously because at some point I'll usually catch myself thinking about it like I've been zoned out until I catch myself and rationalise. I always find myself zoning out in lectures where I'm just sitting there worrying about something until I catch myself and realise I have no idea what the lecturers talking about now. I also have insomnia and lately my sleeping has got a lot worse. I've had insomnia my entire life and it always comes and goes but lately when I do eventually get to sleep I keep having nightmares, or sometimes nice dreams, but I almost always wake up from them so I'm waking up about 3 times every night and it's like my brain literally won't turn off for more than an hour. I used to be able to sleep through the morning if I didn't have to be up that day but now I just lay there awake so I'm hardly getting any sleep. I have a lot of assignments and things due soon which obviously aren't helping with my stress levels. Does anyone have any tips on how to just turn my brain off for a while? Even things like watching tv doesn't work for me lately, I'm constantly thinking (usually worrying) about something.",5.2821363040629095,5.926386623853213,5.855334207077327,80.81715596330277,68.08256880733944,8.797378768020971,28.64482306684141,8.841846274778883,2.1168226736566185,1752,57,340,28,28,568,196,436,0.119,0.8140000000000001,0.066,-0.9676,1,1,6,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,39,21,1,3,9,0,25,13,10,6,6,68,63,38,0,3,16,0,4,7,0,1,3,1,0,0,23,20,0,1,10,3,0,8,11,7,0,1,6,6,41,14,59,51,8,62,0,0,1,0,11,22,0,11,38,227,64,4,0.06741314092275945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025135684783379,0.06981968325642122,0.0,0.05391026444023375,0.22437253440743835,0.0,0.0,0.09168649504516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047136835566792094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183654420474847,0.05628715682172665,0.12328327500108603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22576608040221785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058070451737522774,0.07068139566883443,0.14569931276087209,0.0,0.053823907569621764,0.0,0.0,0.04347589894517796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05899369391064679,0.06898704850659329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965579524167721,0.07518347198790068,0.13357723137302527,0.0,0.056798478732351776,0.0,0.06058658423695636,0.06594298739001588,0.0,0.0,0.0681722191775892,0.09631992269000364,0.0,0.0,0.061614389511380874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566175127207476,0.0,0.11493732456853922,0.056542944211203025,0.0539164471035532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207778659529489,0.0,0.06918533127837828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045185607352502336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638836446577479,0.0,0.0,0.07610123054608033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05991989709887294,0.0,0.07020041245743497,0.07409699849041199,0.0,0.2281348778118299,0.0,0.0,0.06893450397355759,0.04761589507717397,0.23054258839908906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114624483391595,0.0,0.0,0.0899975900751203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806805500571488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911283046727427,0.0,0.10398634033588916,0.0,0.0,0.06326266606460343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568088895506177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435347096666658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372720802479706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450527151953374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318658428724825,0.0,0.0,0.14475296937466842,0.0,0.0,0.06412533447148241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698473035476469,0.0,0.0,0.31138757634251474,0.1333466402443182,0.0,0.14314610435598382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722152516179298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050686292305011975,0.054184129109321084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22393147679146852,0.17278247471991065,0.0,0.0,0.03930914459417972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045769097571764894,0.21997841745970464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05822330921922804,0.2227381520088228,0.05562290133653175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907756947840225,0.1369226338375884,0.06869974986604405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,catwoman999,2018/01/30,"Can't do this anymore... I have been fighting with anxiety, depression, selfharm, suicide thoughts too long now and starting to think that the only way to go is to the other side so I don't have to suffer anymore... I don't even know where to go anymore..",3.4716000000000022,5.116423560000001,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,73.4,6.6000000000000005,32.5,7.1686216300943375,2.0978000000000003,198,10,38,2,4,64,35,50,0.229,0.7190000000000001,0.053,-0.8608,0,0,0,0,2,1,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,14,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,6,12,0,8,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,28,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18587274988777414,0.0,0.7228881644503474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092712417214495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048057195798962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.276172928522085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353093834799584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150223831614272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479099062970908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197667944213266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657716960238921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556865085596145,0.0,0.1928924564616029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285969291078267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,onlosmakelijk,2018/01/30,"Anxiety when I'm alone My anxiety is pretty mild throughout the week, the only times it really flares up is on days off and weekends. It's gotten to the point where I absolutely dread the thought of having a day off because I know my anxiety will rear its ugly head. I'll start thinking and thinking and find myself unable to stop. It's been like this today too. It's 6:30pm now and ever since I woke up at 9am I've been a huge anxious mess. I went to the mall at around 2pm and returned home by 4pm feeling normal, my anxiety was completely gone. But a few minutes after returning home it came back again. Does anyone have any tips on this? Or feel the same way? I already made a doctor's appointment for next week to see what my options are (medication, therapy, etc). Edit: I should note that on days like these all I really do is combat my anxious thoughts, which tires me out physically.",3.51341580207502,5.043179435754193,4.8880486831604175,82.79046089385476,73.07821229050279,8.019313647246609,26.752194732641662,8.634040054169528,1.9402574620909825,705,25,139,13,14,235,124,179,0.151,0.7829999999999999,0.067,-0.9025,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,10,0,12,4,1,1,2,26,28,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,2,0,12,8,0,1,8,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,11,3,14,2,19,15,4,37,0,0,1,0,0,14,0,2,21,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321224058597575,0.1419361252070591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746647697887862,0.0,0.3935778905431183,0.2906095292076233,0.0,0.0899345741361208,0.0,0.0,0.11449967958804305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890136814840753,0.0,0.07840597628874374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710779968691082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485634201761254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488491055755675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164872210707926,0.1125568289592282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434460640813648,0.0,0.11634477403736175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006896678422958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755697671964488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200193076539266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258034070022913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706865652294094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567514046286846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170400288274286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295718094256922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367895585863955,0.0,0.1260209633894981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782182746976976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158812202132192,0.0,0.0,0.13085347749509182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647954097709356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249403405739528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639636047632224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103838346168557,0.0,0.0,0.10753265263550288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470889636895837,0.0,0.0,0.16482988405216084,0.0,0.20422091501222128,0.07499975626754489,0.1478305575336034,0.1219173709771671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209311363883272,0.2063435118401036,0.0,0.0,0.1192326643915817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mnemiq,2018/01/30,"high pulse and irregular heartbeat hours after excercise. Hi guys I think I've struggled with some anxiety for a good 6 months time now. My latest problem that I can't really figure out if is caused by something serious or anxiety related is that when I go to the gym, I train for a good hour and come home exhausted. I haven't trained for a year and have a pretty poor cardio. My problem is that I've experienced a rapid and irregular heartbeat sometimes after a workout and now I fear that it happens after exercise. This causes me to fear it happening and I am not sure whether I cause this irregularity because of fear or if it is my heart that has a problem. I get this issue around 1-1½ hour after workout and it lasts around 2-4 hours where it goes up and down and beat irregularly. Suddenly it disappears as fast as it came and I don't feel this until next time I go exercise. I will be going to a doctor with this, but until I can have a time I would like to hear if anyone else here has experienced something similar or has an advice? It seems that I am able to stabilize my heartbeat shortly if I close my eyes and breath controlled, but it goes back whenever I try to focus on something else again. It makes me worried, which I fear causes anxiety, but I really don't know since I've never really been diagnosed with it and only have experienced some type of health-related anxiety over the past 6 months.",7.5613928571428595,6.428231210714286,8.392857142857146,70.51214285714286,63.67857142857143,12.0,36.07142857142857,11.20814326018867,3.98925,1129,45,214,28,14,384,144,280,0.135,0.8290000000000001,0.035,-0.954,0,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,0,5,12,0,21,9,3,6,2,52,35,28,0,8,12,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,1,1,23,21,0,1,5,5,1,6,6,10,0,0,2,6,26,4,30,30,2,45,0,0,1,0,3,11,0,10,29,146,49,2,0.08727855841939505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528759716335763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670714331956703,0.0,0.0,0.061027197374402965,0.08942719720352289,0.0,0.15539284224439204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711182404061912,0.0,0.053204199122172134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998234195585248,0.0,0.35863648592848857,0.0,0.07518274990659758,0.0,0.0,0.09789032471380957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885858995964643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893333028514321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458200724388007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928505724217166,0.044130661564103474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04559944448447989,0.0,0.14880724825473085,0.1464102277980633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641949475060857,0.1543602819368109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927730262704274,0.09836927855107166,0.10342551195685767,0.0,0.0922145888954646,0.0875475103533306,0.0,0.3438071964653408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109613930848476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796601317580716,0.07114367402582306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263989503344362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05825911547405934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932982528868632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731460480549209,0.0,0.09282173703268384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663792766004188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331725978604859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887936711206671,0.0,0.2505413795417373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677386382560397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945512163160946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219772543626025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157389494745076,0.08632072598374183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124249946664416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225900841096835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05592457608141991,0.0,0.0,0.15267848786977092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0592564120517285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863561267694027,0.0,0.062000183756962715,0.0,0.0,0.056204530082149325 anxiety,extracilantroplz,2018/01/30,"Help - I'm boarding a plane in 7 hrs and I'm scared that I'm going to faint again A month ago, I panicked & fainted during the middle of a 12h flight to Paris. After dinner service, I put on an eye mask to go to sleep. All of a sudden, I started to become conscious of my breathing - which made it harder for me to breathe, and that made me really scared that I was going to have a heart attack and die or something. My heart was pounding so hard and I felt lightheaded and nauseous, so I ripped off the eye mask. My vision became all blurry and I felt like I was going to throw up as I stumbled out of my seat - and then everything just went black. The next thing I knew, I was lying in the galley with my feet propped up on a metal box. My mom told me that I'd collapsed in the middle of the aisle. I've been on dozens of short and long flights ever since I was little and I love(d) flying, so it wasn't like I was super nervous or scared. The panic just came out of nowhere. (though I do have a history of a number of panic attacks) That experience really messed me up. I'm boarding for a 6h flight in seven hours, and I really need to go to sleep but I can't because I'm too worried that I'm going to faint or panic or have trouble breathing like a normal human being during the flight. TL;DR fainted on a plane a month ago, have to board a plane in 7 hrs, can't go to sleep b/c i'm too terrified that something's going to happen again ",3.1276424668227967,3.753623016393444,4.698548009367683,87.2448087431694,72.9344262295082,6.858704137392661,24.359875097580012,6.655083550727371,0.7528235753317714,1120,30,241,8,21,378,142,305,0.154,0.807,0.039,-0.9827,0,0,2,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,2,7,22,0,16,16,11,2,3,32,42,21,1,2,7,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,11,14,1,0,4,0,0,12,3,11,0,2,16,6,27,4,43,25,2,45,0,0,3,0,4,19,0,4,17,150,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153528071845744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048342107503746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014599921479808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058981067355323616,0.10685850854930072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106621644487167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041661423642194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752061103947628,0.0,0.0,0.08695732829154883,0.09464514422157068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18580031625887816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4399056453980792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556029727085658,0.0,0.0866736479065028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293107381610448,0.06485296608300686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528437485452447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180909942181974,0.0969741214790834,0.0,0.08562530073625277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732533888990499,0.1831042053479306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133185121775289,0.15445814325833568,0.0,0.0,0.07174274932694576,0.0,0.0,0.10290024498613952,0.0,0.094799545668381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405641143103384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726569251924784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859515617996926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906064805955481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003689515331204,0.0,0.2904752041071753,0.0,0.0,0.14897374857787518,0.0,0.0,0.06848382331340637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427985068776773,0.0,0.0950614854694522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245373287507948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969303288229298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825959468677288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,scates_rm,2018/01/30,"Finally getting medication in a few days. Iv been in and out of therapy for years which in my opinion can only help so much. My anxiety is crippling and has severely hindered me in certain aspects of my life. Iv never been one for medication but it has gotten to a point were I see very little hope. So I took the step to make a consultation appointment for my anxiety and depression. Any advice on what to expect or the kind of questions I should ask would be very helpful. 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Im a bit nervous because they also gave me a very low dose of Zoloft (i tend to be very sensitive to drugs), and the last SSRI i had (Prozac) shot my anxiety through the roof. I was pulling over on the road because of sudden intense panic attacks and staring out of windows because i thought people were coming after me... So he gave me a very low dose of Stelazine (1mg, up to 3-4 times a day) to hopefully keep me stable until the Zoloft kicks in. Any thoughts on either medication for anxiety? I know i have to try it out myself to know if it'll work but im freaking out. Im terrified of SSRIs. I can barely make it to classes as it is, if my anxiety gets any worse, it'll seriously effect my ability to do well in college. 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Those words are so paralyzing for me! 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As an anxious person, I find interacting with any human that isn't my SO or a family member makes my skeleton shiver.... However, I'm going to go to a creative writing/poetry session this evening for the very first time and share my very personal poems. I'm nervous as hell, but also proud of myself for biting the bullet, putting myself out there, out of my comfort zone. It might not seem like a big deal to most people but it's huge to me. So whatever 'small' steps you take that put you outside of your comfort zone, don't forget to congratulate yourself. Life as an anxious person is very tough and just keeping on keeping on is difficult, but you never stop trying, and that is an achievement in itself :) ",6.8664999999999985,6.909875935714287,7.249285714285714,74.25821428571432,64.64285714285714,9.285714285714286,33.92857142857143,8.841846274778883,2.9517857142857142,581,23,100,8,8,190,92,140,0.125,0.715,0.16,0.7639,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,0,3,7,9,1,1,8,0,6,1,0,1,1,23,15,13,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,7,7,0,3,2,0,0,6,4,4,0,1,0,0,13,5,20,14,1,19,1,0,0,0,11,9,1,4,5,72,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199849255665755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374289849490184,0.0,0.0,0.3446883415404735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572779113580425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076139820254662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381564730997978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943286530379712,0.12976353923722586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340149081012698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711964853489722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775438557885893,0.0745308590828477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018319093488115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183716369995846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766012371842692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576270089662038,0.3996164541392993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600809177319269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888070008360331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754313941267348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470266968089016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895627639701513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10357509775571937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776225280182548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shadowfox306,2018/01/30,"Small Victories Today has been a good day. Lately anxiety has been out of control and has lead me to a low point until last night when I managed to update my resume with a small amount of anxiety instead of a full blown panic attack. Today I made an important upgrade and took a shower which feels like big steps. Sorry, just wanted to share. If this doesn't fit here, please delete.",5.3191891891891885,6.35511902702703,5.649567567567567,80.91840540540544,68.18918918918922,8.082162162162161,25.610810810810808,8.238735603445708,1.6172627027027031,304,8,55,4,5,97,58,74,0.214,0.669,0.117,-0.7070000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,1,1,6,0,6,0,0,3,0,11,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,1,4,3,9,6,2,20,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,35,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368151171714193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504426084801845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690728464600584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197298284341375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131009983142393,0.15726905093774424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846441509705365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944461237422474,0.2483290733440225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107549961970992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208303103279583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658777901623426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582884856620539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416491358289896,0.2081047668036008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24643025962887316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41733658904711496,0.0,0.24458518113135946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298450937841705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lumpher,2018/01/30,"Manual breathing I have been struggling with anxiety for as long as I can remember. As a child I would pace my family room in order to calm down emotionally. I would be playing in a school soccer match and have paralyzing fear strike me in the middle of the game. I would get extremely nauseous while on car trips and have to pull over to a turnpike gas station… As a teenager I was formally evaluated and diagnosed as having an anxiety disorder. This was my first experience with a SSRI. Fast forward nearly 20 years and I am still on them. The issues I have been experiencing lately are related to breath and a fear that I will stop breathing and not being about to get out of the situation. Manual breathing. Right? How to stop these thoughts? My mind warps and I blame my medicine. Maybe I should increase the dosage. Maybe lower it. Maybe it is wearing off? Weaning myself off my current medication isn’t an idea I wish to entertain. Call the local therapists office and I can’t get an appointment for many weeks. The former therapist I used to see there went to a bigger city and I have been back since he left. Going to work lately has been hard. Need to do it. Have to do it. 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I took this combination for like a year, and my doc said to continue for like two more years due ""severity"" of my case. So, as a 2018 resolution, I decided to drop out my medication. It started with a LOT OF colateral effects, as terrible headache, vomiting and terrible mood swings. But as the days went by, the side effects minimized and I started to feel better. It was like 15 days ago. But now, currently, I'm facing a lot of problems with anxiety. Everything is driving me crazy. In particular, several problems related to imagining situations and having panic attacks with it. I can not take medications anymore, I've tried several and I do not feel good about them. I just wanted to be a normal person ... dealing with the problems of everyday life in a quiet, focused way, as in other times I always was. Help me? Sorry for my English, it's not my primary language. 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I constantly 24/7 think I'm sting I'm 15 and my anxiety and panic attacks amplify more and more and I don't know if I'm having a panic attack or dying I woke up with bodyaches sick and hot body my arms are hot right now my body is soar and I'm getting tingling sensations so I'm sitting here in class shaking i slurred a little speech while shaking because I'm scared seems like my school doesn't care so I'm sitting here I'm class excessively worrying about every symptom I have stroke, heart attack anxiety please help me 🙄",1.5074244505494503,4.0218687946428595,3.15214285714286,87.8082417582418,84.26785714285714,6.303296703296704,24.686813186813197,7.61054688173877,1.4920101648351651,443,18,87,8,13,146,69,112,0.276,0.622,0.102,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,10,3,5,2,0,6,8,4,0,0,12,20,11,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,8,0,0,1,4,11,2,4,19,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,4,39,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22626720088499955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047304451092289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015090132745206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32853954398221635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507812527016793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981394517707995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348396845937046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460167167941935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726516117397661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643196350236326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524750446395276,0.1982518665157401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127515106380792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225040566715238,0.14822221517474996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470284419676721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246723248023157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629519256411448,0.0,0.0,0.14806127532110352,0.14967013493810402,0.0,0.13463130633211362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537118296332992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947603952935856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018702479081458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnxiousThrowaway398,2018/01/30,"Increasingly paranoid and anxious about improbable pregnancy.Tips on how to relieve these thoughts? I convinced myself I am pregnant,even though I know there is virtually no chance of being so. I've been suffering from obsessive thoughts and anxiety for quite a while, so I know this is mostly my anxiety at fault. However,I cannot shake these thoughts away,and I can't stop worrying about being miraculously pregnant,even though: 1.my last sexual encounter was two months ago, and there was no penetration or ejaculation involved, just some grinding 2. I have gotten my period three times since then (the last one was noticeably lighter than the other ones, which is what triggered my worry.It's likely, however, that the hormonal treatment may have caused it) 3. I took a test,and it came out negative (concerned I might have done it wrong though) There are so many horror stories on the internet about women not knowing they were pregnant, or about false negatives,it feels like one can never truly be safe.How do I let go of this absurd idea,and go on with life?Have any of you had similar experiences?",6.362830820770519,8.38400803015076,6.187015075376884,74.33415745393636,66.68844221105527,9.929782244556117,33.869681742043554,10.203070172399654,3.819870083752094,894,41,148,23,15,280,136,199,0.165,0.76,0.075,-0.9542,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,15,9,0,2,6,0,25,0,0,3,1,26,37,14,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,7,0,0,6,7,5,0,5,13,1,15,4,17,18,3,21,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,6,12,104,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117769910491286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296175943971384,0.0,0.20915266308424976,0.1544338704279314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284356306796511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15635018533446296,0.0,0.1404301748292271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989317411614444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805802034917053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337203723943713,0.0,0.0,0.06912042429517032,0.09765963327477664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538131196489496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543194400354466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538283349617916,0.22286005966346675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978662336976616,0.09655636594005816,0.13357097003098256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385939419970489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501876946324624,0.0,0.0,0.10911389382795443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054326828674146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563565043330194,0.0,0.0,0.2778975774747037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539895310401987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308095637885775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428863870474465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402925813317324,0.3255773451097519,0.07971178834451396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518804809421074,0.0,0.0,0.13353757632651808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882708617438674,0.0,0.0,0.14946171368425956,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Saheim,2018/01/30,"I feel like the effects of my anxiety are often lingering, even when I'm ""normal"". Anyone else get this? Context here would be that after moving to a new country, I've been suffering with some pretty crippling anxiety. Some of it is certainly rational - but to an extent that prevented me from leaving my bed for a week, I realized I needed help. The thing is - I don't feel anxious all the time. I can have small periods of not *pure* happiness or bliss, but times when I don't feel awful. Usually when I go on a run, or see the girlfriend. But the thing is, even still, I *feel* the side effects. It's hard to explain. I know everyone's physiological symptoms of anxiety are probably different. For me, it's lethargy, foggy brain, slight stomach cramps/weirdness... my legs even feel a bit weak. Even when I'm ""happy."" And well, all of this is giving me more anxiety... will I just permanently be this way? Will I ever get better? Feels like a part of me died over this past week.",1.9598412698412704,4.4933450899470895,3.9030687830687865,83.10952380952384,82.22751322751324,7.4095238095238125,25.4021164021164,8.418075326091056,2.108583068783069,758,31,144,18,21,256,114,189,0.12,0.711,0.16899999999999998,0.8715,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,14,9,0,0,12,1,16,5,3,2,5,32,32,10,1,3,7,0,7,2,1,3,2,0,1,0,11,2,0,1,11,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,1,8,18,7,16,26,8,23,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,5,17,100,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3716757618761719,0.1372187320121908,0.0,0.0849298249831179,0.12445330170793005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742424300699073,0.13260624857107187,0.0,0.0,0.13559299194303687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605952318716454,0.12690308934748895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146683580497684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.320900932949144,0.10987032953242093,0.0,0.11606319902069305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684923631705788,0.17354652848636642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691891504159591,0.11651847514848875,0.06903027990923588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585994610690172,0.1088070814881444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141415684907585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675294425150691,0.0,0.0,0.12861188698963638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186814724678093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909605485053408,0.0,0.09006335098092533,0.0,0.11730982066753945,0.0,0.0,0.11900805077115847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153270282897525,0.1159502745684018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235716413719804,0.1309577673984932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679036630710147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970005900511852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624667023077213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16138937545064275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165222295795116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133774446528605,0.0,0.0,0.09641175661991774,0.1948607475525187,0.0,0.10920991571045162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628390261959831,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Candyblock,2018/01/30,"Constant fear of death. What do I do? I feel like I can't enjoy myself anymore. Every time I'm doing something, hanging out with my partner etc I'll just get these thoughts about death and it instantly sends me into a spiral that won't stop unless I find something to distract me with. Death makes me incredibly sad and I struggle to sleep at night, trying my absolute best to get my mind off it by watching videos. I've been feeling like this for about the last 4-5 years with no signs of subsiding. I feel like it is getting worse and I don't know what to do. I haven't discussed this with my parents as they are not the type to take mental health seriously. The only person I've spoken to about it is my boyfriend, who stays on the phone with me every night to keep me calm. I feel like I get triggered by everything. I can't even watch something remotely violent (all my viewing is strictly comedies and animations). I am struggling to accept death and knowing that one day myself and everyone I love will be gone. I cannot wrap my head around it and it is sucking the enjoyment out of my everyday life. I want it to go away and I don't know how. Please help. 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Is it fair? We started dating 3,5 months ago. My boyfriend is going through a very happy phase of his life now. He moved to a better location, he started a better job and he's been progressing so well at it, traveling abroad due to it (he loves traveling). The other day my boyfriend ended up arguing with his friend because of me. He believed that his friend’s behavior made me extremely quiet that evening. That is unfortunately false. I kept giving flat responses and asking generic questions, as I was actually feeling extremly numb and sad due to my anxiety. I feel like because we’ve only been in this relationship for just 3 months its better to leave him alone now so that he won't have to deal with my problems later on. He is such a perfect human being, I wish him happiness and want him to find someone that won’t make his love life unbearable. **Isn't it better to fix and love myself first and then get involved into a relationship? ** ",3.8420588235294133,6.078868083333332,4.9167892156862765,79.92772058823532,73.89583333333334,8.059313725490197,29.52328431372549,8.841846274778883,2.6384806372549017,800,35,144,17,17,262,116,192,0.09,0.662,0.247,0.9883,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,7,8,18,1,0,6,0,12,6,0,2,1,24,29,10,0,4,1,0,2,1,2,2,3,1,0,1,12,11,0,1,4,2,0,4,3,4,1,1,5,3,22,14,23,21,0,26,0,1,0,3,29,6,0,1,16,91,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.11802997658611017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072150806184687,0.0,0.0,0.12526796094808726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850531888275152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307213738142055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211904116160257,0.0,0.0,0.13626949018099818,0.0,0.4278825958513489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800289198170585,0.12469437557512675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712600329298592,0.0,0.0,0.07988648579100527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231214023585958,0.08640686802990105,0.0,0.0,0.11054631844727043,0.10288020331582898,0.0,0.0,0.1868916943645992,0.0,0.06319150280991606,0.11602648111732987,0.06873880265087587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575075364523869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200244397245246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280688290698143,0.0,0.0,0.17086144785645616,0.059090172638779935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274869126596707,0.11444603148538553,0.08073521729930865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19308263830345124,0.12855095255365212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198809966299534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573303482312162,0.0,0.0,0.13549193765628634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971056397019643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024807368480272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121838975293127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979660616410996,0.14267915799123435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874878174346113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908679470123406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheAwayThrow8,2018/01/30,"Need support, I feel like I'm going backwards. I've been struggling with my anxiety for the past few months, like seriously struggling. I'll have a day or two where I'll feel fine and manage well but it always feels short lived. I started therapy when I thought my issues were at their peak and I love my therapist. She has helped me so much. I have slowly graduated to seeing her less and less. There was a point where I felt maybe we had come to and end to our relationship, but no, mental illness is never that simple. My anxiety has been more health focused and I find this so much more debilitating. Every pain, twinge, or twitch has got me spiraling. It is absolutely ridiculous. I actually miss when I was just anxious and self conscious about being in social situations. I'm tired of going to doctors appointments. Very rarely do they find anything of clinical importance. Even the symptoms of my anxiety are giving me anxiety. This is something I've never experienced before. If I feel something similar to panicking come on, I actually start to panic. I feel like I've reached a new low. And I'm so ashamed of last night. My SO almost took me to the ER and part of me wanted to go. I just didn't feel safe and my anxiety is all about whether or not I feel safe lately. I was able to calm down and get some sleep, but it was so much work. It's never that much work. I was sobbing and yelling. ""I just want it to stop."" ""I don't know how to make it stop."" This went on for a bit. It's so embarrassing. I didn't just feel anxious, but I felt angry. I've been super irritable lately. I started hitting a spot on my wall just to feel anything else. I snapped out of it and tried to focus on my breathing. I was horribly shaken. I felt like I was losing my mind. Intrusive thoughts were flooding in and when everything finally calmed down my mind was empty. Like my brain had left the building and there was nothing in my head. My SO was so sweet through it all. He talked about my progress and how I'm okay. How I wasn't losing my mind and all I could do was apologize. I had been getting angry with him for not doing anything and he said he was just listening and what ever I wanted we would do. The thing is... I just want this to stop. I don't want to feel this way anymore. I'm making an appointment with my therapist so we can talk about these things. Her and I touched upon stress management a few times and I think that really needs to be our focus. Thank you to whoever reads this. I look forward hearing from you guys. This subreddit has been a great comfort to me even though I've mostly lurked.",1.8474265734265745,4.227339169230774,3.323811188811188,88.07209790209791,81.34615384615384,6.551048951048952,23.87762237762238,7.750939303291985,1.2938000000000005,2048,75,417,36,55,671,242,520,0.181,0.6859999999999999,0.134,-0.9807,0,0,2,0,1,0,62.0,5,2,2,6,35,33,1,6,13,1,48,13,4,5,7,99,103,45,0,10,18,0,14,5,0,1,8,4,0,2,23,29,0,5,20,1,0,8,11,14,2,1,34,22,70,19,48,64,17,53,0,5,2,1,29,21,1,7,30,285,93,7,0.06696821633242403,0.0,0.13070263771820453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705899511811562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055722920700534716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561525109711784,0.1513100454214248,0.06641447570523523,0.0,0.0,0.16532740793926168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698501965669552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311194761904315,0.0,0.0,0.07475867714586172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153743771985288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346867148808234,0.0,0.0,0.043188959392104605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854480710253373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594335157190968,0.0,0.05931396245083235,0.0,0.0,0.08846375059055127,0.06057658567541844,0.056423610575553965,0.0,0.06018671470406607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33861142347432865,0.09568421425753212,0.19289996909355084,0.07336040761161672,0.12241547299260573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997625804498651,0.06424201531605271,0.11417874187460275,0.0,0.053560600264027126,0.07383269492506962,0.0,0.06630906289707313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687287102879467,0.0711840823863908,0.07547804690835436,0.0,0.04488738377820836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989741896222222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036803980326140906,0.05458803443969392,0.15108612990632111,0.0,0.07276116299153518,0.0,0.0,0.16358643902377698,0.0,0.059134161936129526,0.0,0.05623643534296568,0.14984060853931194,0.0,0.0,0.06044142985374355,0.0,0.08940360883723039,0.0,0.06727857444598144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748821097050255,0.0,0.20285642400965853,0.0,0.05345339136248914,0.0,0.19691737786424446,0.09931216771860883,0.15495005068544085,0.06467832063922449,0.0,0.06284513447659196,0.0,0.06425780971374323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125890378801845,0.07857277275782855,0.0,0.07252005228297423,0.06392874010092464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330661047459331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698633888284106,0.0,0.042901554201734124,0.0,0.0,0.07189880218569368,0.0,0.0,0.06370210929936744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053364998012744864,0.0,0.06986245486000534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527508101591761,0.06701657997735819,0.06826566304456151,0.0,0.10311080940746027,0.0,0.0,0.1422013446108227,0.0,0.0,0.16796528247640216,0.07671186554680702,0.14001944013858664,0.0,0.0,0.07599473828476679,0.0,0.06960561844145546,0.0,0.10765303115410682,0.0,0.061655336135276864,0.07658399171405211,0.1555105214735344,0.08898141446097396,0.04291052896775828,0.0657959325304006,0.10633056669118178,0.03904970548756636,0.07697011325152828,0.0,0.0,0.07440415242556044,0.04546702298054429,0.0,0.0654182164943591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055255791953232436,0.1974979453975988,0.05315625301078816,0.0,0.0,0.060212469042310965,0.062080207466006475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750731815522354,0.0,0.0,0.04757229947056108,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thechrisdonaghy,2018/01/30,"Things that cause panic in someone which begin with P, A, N, I and C Can anyone at all think of anything that might panic you (Big or small) that begins with the above letters? I'm attempting to make a short film about panic attacks/anxiety for university and want to show that its not just the obvious things that might affect people. I'm thinking of stressful everyday situations that might cause people to just go ""Oh crap"". So far I have: P - When your pasta boils over the rim of the Pan A - When your alarm clock goes off sooner than expected N - Not having enough money to buy things in the shop I - Not knowing the answer to a question in a test (this is the one I'm struggling with the most) C - Crossing the road when a car is a bit to close. ANYTHING would be a massive help. It doesn't necessarily have to be exact because I know mine are a bit vague, it just has to correspond. 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Ok, so when I have something ""major"" happen as in going from 9th to 10th grade on the first day I started sweating my mind was fuzzy and my sorrounding felt fuzzy and not just a little I mean i couldn't even begin to tell what teacher was saying everything sounded muffle like I just heard vibrations and I was totally paralyzed with fear and panic I couldn't move (only my eyes) and my shirt was covered in sweat my body was weak and I felt as if I was gonna die literally... Can you tell me if this could be Anxiety and Derealization ",6.038147699757872,6.212568601694915,7.0842857142857145,74.296186440678,66.37288135593221,10.471670702179175,32.111380145278446,10.290406445055957,3.2040227602905564,477,18,91,11,7,161,77,118,0.132,0.828,0.041,-0.8901,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,2,2,1,13,6,5,0,1,24,24,15,1,6,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,10,6,18,2,10,9,2,12,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,6,64,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934041689662776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21301114677167626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531112369757022,0.0,0.0,0.12367457077538235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902502898931387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666103255855454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17234881812796182,0.0,0.0,0.2157924461446835,0.0,0.0,0.36825493082831257,0.0,0.0,0.16311786221148467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21797248018585252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957991238953873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368821530179032,0.1922020323563892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20889169797859186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19363113105406185,0.0,0.0,0.20381915946870494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584829425211845,0.0,0.2249985663519495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525017035124573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763246527885945,0.0,0.0,0.13573446011791584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352275732640229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796434242281125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,swiftrunaway,2018/01/30,"My self destructive personality is making me give up. Anxiety is not new to me, in fact it’s been 4 years. My first Therapist told me it’s my ADHD, and I got meds for it. 4 medications in fact; ADHD, Depression, OCD, Anxiety... I felt like a zombie to these meds, it what made me wake up, stay happy, calm and sleep well... but it made me careless too... I lost interest in socializing and family reunions... I never got out of my house for months, dropped out of college... 2 years after, I started having episodes of anger, yelling and breaking stuff... I hated everyone... i dropped out of my second time in college. My fourth year, I regret everything... I had so many opportunities in life... so many. Now they’re all gone. My second therapist says I’m doing this because of my childhood trauma... I don’t believe her, it’s me! I’m a jerk, selfish person, I ruined my parents lives... because of me. I’ve become too close to my therapist, I see her as a friend... I think she sees me as a patient... I want someone to help me and care! But you see, they do care! And I don’t know what I want. I regret everything, and I’m frightened of that feeling of regret. I don’t know what to do. I have a family who cares, who love me. But I’m so gifted to to seeing what’s so wrong about me... and now I started having these episodes of self destruction. Suicidal thought soothes me.. I think. I like imagining my death, my funeral... and people mourning... I don’t know what to do.",0.8639478471801071,3.23117759106529,3.1568758843743687,87.67356731352336,85.8041237113402,6.3101273499090365,23.67909844350111,7.618777277803332,1.34022773398019,1113,44,229,21,34,380,140,291,0.22,0.648,0.132,-0.9884,1,0,0,0,1,0,88.0,0,1,1,3,10,28,5,0,5,0,15,5,2,3,4,38,49,18,4,5,4,1,2,2,1,0,2,2,0,4,18,13,0,0,9,0,0,1,6,16,1,3,11,8,52,12,33,38,1,30,0,7,4,1,19,11,0,0,16,150,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22505254056752774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325492195395656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141531806928289,0.10340808654332972,0.0,0.1054900772273629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28638914305848284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064424564147937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946843578664819,0.16829901617802542,0.0,0.17653395326968666,0.0,0.0473426483880838,0.0,0.08990044613345782,0.0,0.0,0.07964248327735321,0.0,0.0,0.07233908061697371,0.0,0.0,0.08981938977851274,0.0,0.0,0.14977053282709374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967194370107857,0.0,0.09244123092613453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06275888762015748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080376062645332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543714516761901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613434638089642,0.09148675711288907,0.0,0.08267789100382887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220930020909036,0.0,0.08450563576026987,0.1771918377873554,0.06249942152538849,0.18985428204737545,0.0,0.0,0.20800587335626103,0.09432338499043276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747353732623499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221400164282739,0.09042940610025496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396614829318074,0.0,0.0,0.06491194820239916,0.1635099605185765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445913161865615,0.0,0.0,0.29844714761546826,0.0,0.19535511247844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369862213997343,0.095445016276691,0.07933324495495117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254501160744808,0.09979819114272402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718509735588988,0.10241712029993913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261384330995814,0.0,0.11998993207157875,0.0,0.07433255765731654,0.05459699078038452,0.0,0.0,0.08946843578664819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104519828704049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841855162829326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237080328409917,0.0,0.1808858882592233 anxiety,BootleggedFreedom,2018/01/30,"Can medication stop working? Long time lurker here, I was put on 5mg of Lexapro by my doctor about 2 months ago because I felt like my anxiety had gotten to the point where I couldnt take it anymore. I had serious dissociation, I became suicidal and started to struggle at work. So far the medication has been good but not great. I didnt really suffer any side effects when starting it apart from slight nausea. After a month I could tell things were different and my overall anxiety was lessened. I went back to work after the Christmas holidays and actually slightly looked forward to turning up. Everything went smoothly, I was able to concentrate better and wasnt so tense all the time. However last sunday night things started to change. I noticed I was much more anxious than I've been since I started the medication. I had trouble getting to sleep and my heart was racing. At work I was more anxious and I noticed some dissociation, nowhere near as bad as it was before I started meds but still very noticeable. Last night was the same, I had trouble getting to sleep, worrying about everything. I never wanted to get out of bed this morning. I just wanted to escape the world, feelings I hadnt really felt for a few weeks. I guess my question is can medication become not as effective this early on or am I just having a bad anxiety week? I've booked an appointment with my doctor because I want to increase the dosage but I'm not sure how much that will help. If anyone has been in a similar situation Id love to hear about it.",4.969295687247907,6.62082353583618,5.9549441514117305,76.08974170027925,69.61433447098976,8.876760781880236,32.43080980452994,9.339509955726095,3.1371242320819124,1228,56,216,26,22,406,167,293,0.126,0.738,0.136,0.8028,2,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,7,13,13,0,1,13,0,29,10,3,3,3,37,53,18,1,6,10,0,4,1,0,1,6,1,1,0,9,8,0,1,6,2,0,5,8,7,0,0,24,6,29,6,35,26,9,45,0,1,1,1,5,15,0,5,28,148,38,7,0.08406842915921456,0.0,0.08203865984269403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452159005088425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057169414657539136,0.0,0.19293635460416897,0.1899467916458415,0.08337329186515376,0.05878260035646176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464343278899412,0.14038725361462456,0.10249466824101733,0.09284697508531886,0.07153604128210699,0.0,0.0,0.07435169384289418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893325097454452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671217999732928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783361541833648,0.0,0.17209519905762746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111056672939427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250752375656413,0.0,0.16143775136608265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317668533177042,0.0,0.0,0.07051260977914342,0.0,0.09268573993566066,0.09261085267738374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475122956976002,0.09962149332737402,0.056349295978989876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705398045706205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041071588026811566,0.0,0.0,0.07439791432671855,0.0705963073188175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587503956680568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338107292516436,0.338760391722365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420523619057334,0.0,0.12359993693891548,0.0,0.06483875522184936,0.0,0.0,0.15778505162869838,0.0,0.0,0.2871373913986876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947183887316021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451199116095083,0.09417588062217463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771277682910146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695422733396785,0.0944964367040615,0.16825828474668714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975203342836115,0.0,0.06713715612216578,0.07028497111217476,0.0,0.08788657537011613,0.0,0.09195721664198933,0.0,0.07923349957356753,0.0,0.0632089962826304,0.0,0.073479512551162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170265758559927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804195420627344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144231006808436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936525841449831,0.14875721296799374,0.0,0.13486924588409274,0.0,0.0,0.1558645521522851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24481127071226835,0.08537557058984455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SirJoshelot,2018/01/30,"Is my anxiety affecting my sleep? For context, I do have a history of anxiety problems. Starting last week, I've been experiencing sleeping issues which are now taking a heavy toll on me. Once I hit the bed my heart rate accelerates, muscles tense up and I suddenly forget how to breathe. I cannot stop fidgeting, my legs feel restless and I am constantly changing positions because of random discomfort. Sometimes I can feel my heart pulsate throughout my entire body. This is fucking frustrating since it's basically arisen out of nowhere and I don't know what's actually causing it. Is it my breathing? Is it anxiety? I don't want to turn into an insomniac. I'm quite young; I need to be getting a healthy amount of sleep every night or I just simply won't function properly. As of now I'm feeling very sleep deprived; my eyes are irritated, vision is slightly blurry, I'm in a delirious state in which I can barely concentrate. I now dread going to sleep. 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I worry so much about everything and it makes me feel like I'm going crazy. Then I start worrying that I'm genuinely going crazy. Sometimes my thoughts get stuck in loops, like I worry about something, then worry about why I'm worrying about it, worry that I'm overreacting, worry that I'm not overreacting and then go back to worrying about it in general. 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I know that some like some sort of emo stuff, but hear me out. Anxiety especially in it's full force is shittiest thing I have ever encountered, and I am some sort of bipolar and shit like that, which I thought is the worst thing ever....well not anymore. It's actually pretty tame in comparison. You could do pretty much anything while depressed, I challenge you to even to do basic stuff while anxious. Go shopping? Yeah sure, why not...except it's like a living hell in that place, that noise, that many people in one place, that open evil open space, so much space that nobody even ask for that. And I talking about some small grocery store near your house/flat, because walking down the street....pff, no problem right? Yeah, except you are going to scream your lungs out, to someone save you from the highway to hell, except it's just a small street. With like to 2 passing cars per hours, with few people walking on the top of all that living nightmare. I've been diagnosed with GAD in the year of 2015, I remember that day, because since that time, I am no longer useless nobody who doesn't care about anything and anyone, since ""I'm so so, so much depressed"". Cry me fucking river, my old myself. Don't get me wrong, I extremely despise what GAD brings to life and made life sometimes extremely difficult, but when you ""woke up"" from some episode of anxiety, panic. You look around yourself and you see, the simplest fucking thing like the most beautiful thing you have ever seen. I am on Benzos, but they don't/can't help you all the time, this stuff simply happens, no matter what, if you have GAD. I went on running, since I felt normal this morning (CEST location, Czech Republic to be precise), everything felt fine, I felt...great actually, I can actually appreciate what others take for granted. This is not some sort of motivational post, like having anxiety or GAD, which is Anxiety, Panic, Panics attacks in one package, which could last for hours....is a good thing to have. But it makes you think, that in this society where is everything taken for granted and people get more and more unhappy as the time goes on, because ""life sucks"" (which is such a baseless, stupid claim...). I really have to ask myself, is it really that bad? Since 2015, I got girlfriend, I own a company, I travel a lot and enjoy everything about my life. It's a such a high price to pay, to have sometimes that awful, shitty feeling...if you can actually normally appreciate things, you would not normally do? I don't have an answer, BUT....I am really conflicted, how much more I value being in this world, when I feel normal and if I would feel normal all the time, I would not see the contrast, which is kind of important here. You know ""Of course, but maybe""....no matter what that person who said this is guilty of, this express my feelings probably the best. Stay strong, everyone <3",5.526104218362281,6.851931709677423,5.7021863799283175,79.66430521091812,67.92473118279571,8.662145023435347,29.36145574855252,8.986495653885253,2.3950418527708845,2346,84,426,41,39,743,259,558,0.213,0.647,0.14,-0.9956,0,0,0,0,0,0,132.0,0,16,1,5,21,41,11,5,21,3,38,10,2,5,7,83,74,29,0,14,15,0,5,6,1,3,6,3,0,1,50,18,0,1,12,2,4,10,10,25,0,2,12,13,49,16,58,55,25,64,2,3,4,2,28,34,6,14,24,287,99,3,0.0,0.0,0.27625238533205604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17324881798856662,0.0639616180700053,0.05614931008111916,0.03958824679884061,0.0,0.09318269643995232,0.05040154598451672,0.10585937088082854,0.1288210762555616,0.0,0.0,0.04727321698772253,0.10354044046925144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941653477031523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057725277245724564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040887496679206,0.0,0.062191624943310236,0.0730271600351424,0.0,0.09752907644916026,0.057465533516259625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479060114685368,0.1536412110444366,0.0,0.05410041252301512,0.15265237604289647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588247190892384,0.0,0.16308493087175424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468386509859302,0.05916057560587861,0.0,0.06435401834827978,0.04748804206413805,0.045282157548051975,0.06242095322519605,0.0,0.0,0.050066635862064036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638119960320695,0.0,0.03794949224140521,0.059819458548140386,0.0,0.0,0.05575679668437563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895837555339047,0.062230954369756425,0.046150789265834345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995294372188047,0.16596259641790295,0.0,0.09998851484352286,0.050104673420786665,0.04754440974499905,0.0,0.0,0.048134142684081005,0.0,0.10714562555745157,0.03779259643072834,0.05740122137888486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810175027077726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328385583684468,0.0,0.0,0.059410503707755385,0.0,0.07673091688053214,0.0,0.0,0.3321419716609206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775426085899432,0.049436185163511205,0.11830639758464932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422387938090864,0.1152006291534028,0.061043201455169026,0.05417526607451293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088117903930946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413654906542664,0.04835100435191226,0.05385617291848285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023357601119246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058117012518263164,0.18733820302122736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797179296939018,0.0,0.111992237924162,0.0,0.0,0.060346682742360186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19444034979334768,0.0,0.0,0.053361289171165706,0.0,0.04256928631209658,0.04550697241270133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22568476129513296,0.036278184404391546,0.0,0.044947941671198505,0.13205639274962505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052484955755424785,0.05108845439406852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12065826459729935,0.06190230821950622,0.0,0.03645979012364497 anxiety,Mgutierrez2437,2018/01/30,"Losing our apartment And of course it's part my fault. I haven't worked in months at my SO's request. We fell behind and now it cost us our apartment. I'm pretty stressed out at the moment and don't really know where to start with even dealing with paying the balance(it's alot) when he makes the money. I know my SO feels the same but I don't think we've communicated it too well. I've been stressed out and have mini attacks, and libido is gone for the moment. 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I could blame it on my shitty impulse control, or my need for attention, but as time goes on I just think more and more that I’m just not a likable person. It doesn’t matter how nice I am to other people or what I do for them because I just get ignored in return. And I honestly don’t think I’m a “nice guy” since it’s not like I only try talking to girls and get mad when they don’t fall in love with me, I know I’m gonna be alone and I’ve kind of come to terms with it, I honestly just want some people that’ll invite me to hangout, or even just fucking talk to me. I’m tired of looking at my phone hoping someone suddenly cares and getting slapped with reality everytime.",1.4736666666666665,2.8357212555555584,3.57777777777778,90.785,78.1111111111111,6.5777777777777775,23.11111111111111,7.3011,0.7438444444444445,646,20,148,8,15,221,104,180,0.151,0.621,0.227,0.9393,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,8,17,3,1,3,0,10,3,0,2,0,40,34,13,0,4,12,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,3,11,9,0,2,8,1,0,2,7,5,0,2,1,4,24,12,18,29,4,12,0,0,1,2,11,5,1,6,9,92,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382579129694594,0.0,0.0,0.13161764090078149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642448059885952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127408336157706,0.0,0.0,0.1362572452804108,0.0,0.0,0.17741125459868454,0.12629310012626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447577057686196,0.0,0.0,0.15114686070699931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994024099665856,0.2260062895787953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623398268540153,0.24792607477744102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662212818594334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616906377680467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571074874105181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647191391283427,0.08693106903563577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091131752175002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283056342808405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427627681752772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728776115409732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21437243571346756,0.24060459040181484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.219322873075918,0.1381158450430651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308473445794112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402459559296032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542766570415235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202709496255346,0.0,0.0,0.09223547598599703,0.18180354867749995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073931916749553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329810185536047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Neoguy396,2018/01/30,"face shows my anxiety all the time most people's anxiety doesn't show on their face. mine has started too and even tho I feel like my life's great, have no problems etc when I go out my anxiety acts up and makes me looks depressed/sad 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anxiety,Lolastic_,2018/01/30,Anyone Else When they are sick it worsens their anxiety When im sick im more tired wich leads me to be more 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anxiety,KrushoTheMuffin,2018/01/30,"Can weed cause anxiety? Hy, I'm a 18yo boy who is just finishing his last high school year and i started getting sleeping problems. So firstly i would like to stress out that i am a friquent mariujana user and during the school i usually smoke after finishing all school and other work and it helps me relax and sleep (been doing it for almost a year every day). I've never had any sleep problems even on days I wasn't really exousting and always slept like a baby. Now the last 2 weeks o started getting what is called insomnia and i would be in half a sleep for 3h without realizing with random crazy thoughts racing through my mind. When after 3h hours i would shake up and realize that i still hadn't fallen asleep and i neither will i soon, because after that i can not fall asleep for the next few hours no matter how hard i tried. Also after waking up and trying to sleep it just makes me anxius becouse i have to wake up early and do a lot of work the next day. The only two day in the last two weeks i have been able to sleep were when i smoked and drank a beer beafore sleep or when i got stoned to the point where all i could think about is sleep. Yesterday i tried to read before going to sleep and my eyes were constantly closing due to exhaustum, but the second i turnd my ligft off and try to sleep i just couldnt. Now i have been wondering if this is becouse of my mariujana use or anything else, but currently i am not very streest and anxious person overall, and there is nothing that is stressing me right now, not even school. Please help.",6.420756572725551,5.931132414790998,6.455959901645546,81.36036126347649,65.68810289389067,9.375524872328352,30.83431057310384,8.671277953709913,2.1981494609419325,1235,39,248,16,17,393,173,311,0.062,0.882,0.056,0.0503,1,0,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,19,8,0,3,15,0,30,19,16,4,3,55,44,27,0,8,12,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,11,19,2,0,5,3,0,4,10,5,0,5,12,2,30,3,30,25,5,56,0,0,1,0,7,13,0,7,41,170,41,7,0.06930177141603497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939571345301855,0.0,0.0,0.0554206015633628,0.0576646254672992,0.0,0.0,0.047127581021906575,0.0,0.05301566544597691,0.07829127573514613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05702945298178665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422457166194283,0.0,0.05897070315839525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076485701832405,0.0,0.0,0.07119200929578791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489059499539212,0.0,0.05533182533924035,0.0,0.0,0.17877563748335307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057892737409018465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154633283943704,0.0,0.058389731378901674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894805136365304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241463047949151,0.0,0.039385793755681686,0.0,0.055426957438704634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062080774933614837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290303312304547,0.07322112643231969,0.0,0.0,0.1364965701320186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694705798648548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771468989237499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058917887803114785,0.0,0.0,0.0462594705572777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997503341588933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344979843473538,0.0,0.1474064402248167,0.0,0.0,0.06649691875279656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270712001931652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060511633706546636,0.0,0.07607253408343305,0.06551257430026622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326248716729579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693205254595986,0.0,0.04439648934238824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059183334130848066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28054837007209515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6935182032654257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810430100505901,0.0,0.05534448417359313,0.0,0.1587698900216475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044405776840511696,0.0,0.055017865421345714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820541481494985,0.0,0.1353955214644631,0.0,0.0,0.059854479577197826,0.07632611033424429,0.05718121928687017,0.0,0.0,0.11117940162306393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680443460557763,0.07515481488504375,0.1009050299419749,0.0,0.0,0.1476899701469763,0.0,0.0,0.08925613728819817 anxiety,Ovrcast67,2018/01/30,"I've never felt such an incredible feeling of hopelessness Somewhere mid-2016, I took the mildly psychedelic LSA and while under its effects, huffed nearly ten balloons of nitrous oxide, producing the most vivid, surreal hallucinations you can imagine. While the effects were short-lived, the following panic attack (my first ever) lasted some 3 hours before I finally dialed 911 and had an ambulance take me. I threw up several times, cried like a baby, and ultimately, it would seem, changed my life forever. It's been over a year and a half, and I have yet to recover. I'm like a completely different person. I get these absolutely awful feelings of loneliness and hopelessness, like I'm totally and completely alone and the entire universe, the stars and the galaxies all hold a grudge against me. It's a feeling that defies description.. there are no words available. It is utter hopelessness to the point of excruciating torture. It's mostly a feeling that comes at night when my thoughts begin to wander. I never used to feel this way before. It's more intense than the anxiety of a typical panic attack, it reaches deeper and broader, it's paralyzing, like I'm trapped, I don't want to exist but I do, and some day I will have to face death, there are no alternatives, there's no going back. I can never live a normal life",6.879855371900824,8.143512884297522,7.521146694214878,68.07899276859504,64.78512396694215,10.67809917355372,35.372933884297524,10.686352973137794,4.235304958677686,1066,49,169,28,16,353,150,242,0.192,0.754,0.055,-0.9846,1,2,0,0,0,3,36.0,0,1,0,4,8,12,3,2,20,1,14,3,1,4,6,41,35,15,1,3,1,0,6,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,12,0,1,11,0,0,5,7,8,0,3,7,7,16,4,18,26,7,30,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,5,22,119,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365309564602454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872010112871316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936176955919658,0.0,0.0992286741707534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196178706974949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365139226548218,0.11116200014512652,0.2706052761948738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175135103473574,0.0832242171405492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482596498293092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672980759072732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262485485891299,0.0,0.12390472889530295,0.14136396381211525,0.0,0.10976675559963202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742138935724969,0.0,0.07334001204903462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708465595783547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518999520778874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822985004285396,0.2521821042079171,0.0,0.11395028735738714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29858549142403473,0.0,0.0,0.12110125345745301,0.1264380195033965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028161638239415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126782913827831,0.0,0.0,0.1219905080077684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747894634496392,0.0,0.1457856388871584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702679183611296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024483837483047,0.07524796185216334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433752381344795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145460925862727,0.0,0.0,0.07611487807963664,0.10243098248291067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167082135664946,0.0,0.0,0.08310161558217204 anxiety,xMdoza,2018/01/30,"I want to overcome social anxiety I'm not sure where to start :/ I had an awakening conversation with a close friend of mine and I realized something I feel like I'm overly self-aware. I like to think I'm responsible and in control of the moment (even when I'm not sober), but it's so restricting. I'm always thinking about the image of me thats coming across to the other person and I feel like it's limiting my ability to just actually just be myself and let myself slip into a conversation. I like to think that I can carry a conversation. I love watching stand up routines, so in a conversation it makes me feel so much better if I can get the person to laugh. It makes it easier to connect to somebody and sometimes a humorous moment can really convey who you are. But I can't even get to that. I want to talk to people/make new friends. But I find it so difficult to start a conversation without first overthinking about how I might come across to them. Lately, I've been trying to go to new settings and different parties to meet new people - but I only really get to introduce myself because my roommate strikes the conversation within the circle. I don't want to have to rely on somebody in order to break the ice - it shouldn't have to be like that :/ Did anybody else go through the same thing? How did you get over it? 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It’s three short blurbs about movies I’ve seen already. But every time I get a sentence done, all I can think is “that’s not enough. You’re oversimplifying it. You’re not doing enough”. And then I start to hyperventilate, rage at myself, and start to self harm (scratching skin and pulling hair). I just don’t know how to get this done. Nothing I do is good enough. And it makes me just want to drop out of school and kill myself, because I’ll never do anything anyways, so I might as well end it all. I’m also really bad at confronting panic attacks. They terrify me, so any time I feel one, I just quit what I’m doing. And I can’t keep doing this, but I don’t know how to cope. 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I was in the middle of an argument with my husband and he was talking about the way I treat him. I realized this was a commonly used comment in our arguments that appeared to be more prevalent in the past weeks, months, and year. I did not believe I was treating him poorly at all. In fact, I was constantly worried I was doing everything wrong and trying to make him happy and doing everything right. That triggered something in me to go and speak with my doctor openly about my concerns. I discussed with him about my constant worries about my children’s safety, my worries about my husband if he was just a little late, and my worries about anything that could put you in a situation that could possibly result in dearth. Now, driving was ok for some reason. I did go on a roller coaster once, but that was after crying after waiting in line for an hour and a half, and then going down, and witnessing my much older mother in law (whom I did not get along with at the time) go on with my entire family with ease. I also jumped out of a plane five separate times, but that was only because I knew that if I did not, I would not get stationed with husband until after he went to war for a year. So, in times of dire need, yes I could always make myself do things, and it was always after crying and having an anxiety attack. This lead my doctor to put me on medication. Oh my did I ever feel so much better. I was exercising, I was patient with my children, and my husband and I had not gotten along that well since before we had moved to where we were living, which was years prior. Then.... It happened... my family got wind of the notion that I was under medication for anxiety. Mind you this greatly stems from a genetic predisposition on my mother’s side. My mother constantly worried about everything. She was worried about money to the point my father would have to bring home every receipt to show her and she would scold him, although she did not have a job of her own. (Yes I realize that is harsh, however, I believe that man should be able to treat himself to a coffee every now and again if he is the sole provider for the family and the same goes for if the woman is the sole provider). She also would not let me go a day without calling her for a long part of my life, almost up to twenty five years of age. I really did not mind, but it does contribute to anxiety, especially if I did not call and she would think something happened to me. So, my mother called me on the phone to discuss what happened to me when I went to see my doctor this time for a check up. I told her that I had talked to him about the problems that I was having and gave her a brief run through and she immediately said “well how long are you on this medicine?” I told her that I would be on it until the doctor tole me that I did not need it anymore which is usually not something that comes about abruptly but more something that occurs over time. Then she stopped talking about it. It has been about a year now and I moved to a much more tropical environment. I have taken to much different job setting, went back to school, and doing things I never thought I was possible. Then it happened AGAIN. My mother called me on the phone and asked me about my anxiety medication. “Are you still on your meds?” I said yes and she replies with “Well, you are really happy there, I see all your pictures, maybe you will feel normal again and you can go off them”. It terrible to for me to feel this way for taking something that makes me feel normal. This medicine makes me feel normal. I can go into the ocean with my family without feeling like I’m going to die. I can watch my kids in the water and not worry about them getting bit by a shark or something utterly ridiculous that I know is ridiculous yet I still worry tremendously about. I wish my friends and my family would understand. My husband understands fully and so do my children. They see a big change in me. The stigma that is built around medications is terrible. I feel so much guilt around my parents for having to be on this medication and it really hurts me. I try so hard to make them proud, even as I get older, and I feel like I am always judged and I fail. Its terrible...I wish this lack of support on no one. I do feel that I am making the right decision and staying on the medication that I am taking. I feel better... 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I twitch, vision is blurry, I can't breathe, my chest hurts, and my heart races. I looked it up hoping this isn't just me. Not that I'm wishing it on anyone. Just don't know what to do ",2.6530909090909103,4.708128127272733,3.503636363636364,89.53545454545456,76.81818181818181,6.581818181818183,21.909090909090907,7.554174236665415,0.8185636363636362,217,6,44,3,5,69,41,55,0.197,0.715,0.08800000000000001,-0.608,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,0,8,13,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,8,1,4,13,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,2,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352104649996554,0.0,0.0,0.21498720848279446,0.0,0.0,0.27370971312490106,0.0,0.3497866894517725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25905316387721816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643484062539459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053828753657441,0.0,0.0,0.3291484554766254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689751408941644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581938013566911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762584760328746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928575736006622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535704503582657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Acosta89,2018/01/30,"Very Aware Of My Surroundings .. Years ago i was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder & OCD and i take Effexor 225mg. I think what causes my anxiety and panic attacks is sometimes i feel very aware of my surroundings. I am very aware of my speech and i worry i look/sound strange to other people. It's like i'm paying so close attention to myself i feel i'm acting strange (But i'm probably not). I also get this slightly scary feeling that i'm in total control of everything. At this very moment i can choose to go left, go right, start yelling, push the tv off the stand or anything. Maybe i'm scared i will lose control.. So has anyone else had this ? Is there a better name for it ? I'm not depressed, i don't hallucinate, i don't hear voices or anything like that. I have never fainted but once every 3 months i feel like i will. I avoid going so many places with people i know because i'm worried about all these things. Sorry for the long read.",1.9630628272251296,4.3433944554973865,3.4559659685863866,87.29462958115185,80.8848167539267,6.333089005235603,23.686125654450265,7.554174236665415,1.2371003141361254,755,27,148,12,20,248,118,191,0.149,0.7859999999999999,0.065,-0.8721,0,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,1,3,4,0,12,2,0,3,3,29,32,11,0,0,6,0,4,3,0,2,2,4,0,0,11,6,0,3,8,2,1,5,5,6,0,0,2,8,23,4,15,28,2,22,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,2,10,82,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541174292425004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509697750208472,0.0,0.12884529441407278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18194062864546806,0.0,0.0,0.08314874055912272,0.12184336065093593,0.1957152558499255,0.0,0.0,0.135283968276594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249001002495528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517142256355692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215935437996628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667485174828237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242206374847047,0.12069710390850084,0.0,0.0,0.13628788829886415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933894962553112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019174845916737,0.0,0.10687391534681588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405097456194292,0.08495352059725586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062128633497930325,0.0,0.202747886365159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402682694161902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653530517015598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920243964683215,0.0,0.0,0.17428886081000608,0.0,0.0,0.10523680202949963,0.09985938026028794,0.13303643994597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056202661516813,0.11946697382218985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491751213808887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171524912856928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266415195253778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952215045420086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488258136558048,0.0,0.1242417731863099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282114195782663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894804935538746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155350240839424,0.0,0.0,0.11905552994250695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761083514393472,0.1331165795961715,0.08416926415774686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940993424985906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900241941515715,0.07619648726361647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924721833160352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415296746320852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657792084694702 anxiety,RaidTheWorld,2018/01/30,"Did i have a panic attack? So i have a pre existing heart condition. But I asked my doc about alcohol and weed and he said with moderation its fine. Anyway so this saturday i went to a party and came back to my friends apartment. This was my first time doing weed and we smoked a bowl together. I kinda felt buzzed and lightheaded and my field of vision was kinda weird but i just ignored it as being high. Anyway fast forward to 3 am i decide to leave and walk back to my dorm. On the street its rlly dark and i can tell im trembling and cant walk properly. Suddenly i start feeling super paranoid so i decide at the main road ill get an uber home. Uber comes and I get in. Greet the driver. Drive for literally 30 seconds. Then all of a sudden I feel my left side of my chest really tense up and then my heart rate just skyrockets, or at least it felt like that. It felt like my heart was pounding out if my chest and it started to hurt. Idk how to explain it to you it hurt so much and I could just feel my heart beating so fast. I completely panicked and started breathing uncontrollably and told the uber driver to call 911. It was pounding so hard I thought this is it. Im gonna die in some random guys car. And knowing i had a pre-existing condition I was shit scared and thought i was having a heart attack. I started shakimg uncontrollably and hyperventilating. Paramedics came and i was shaking uncontrollably. They told me my vitals were fine and its just that my heart rate was 120, but I swear it felt so much higher than that i could feel it pounding in my chest. At that point my chest was still pounding and I was visibly shaking. I then went to the hospital and for the next 2 hours in the ER I was still shaking uncontrollably and agitated af. They gave me something to calm me down and after an hour I was fine Ik it doesnt sound like much but that was the most terrifying experience of my life. I could not stop shaking and that is something i never want to go through that again. Thisnis the first time i have felt something like that and the first time i th ought I was actually about to die. I keep replaying it in my head and keep thinking about all the emotions inwent through. Its scarred me. My chest still feels tense and sore. Was this a full blown anxiety attack?",2.2919572088499858,4.560733984682713,3.37241721371262,88.97218769754438,78.9562363238512,6.512988086554826,24.159931923170433,7.635375032292933,1.148829457816679,1809,64,374,28,45,581,207,457,0.223,0.695,0.08199999999999999,-0.9973,0,0,5,0,0,0,34.0,1,1,2,5,23,30,4,11,21,0,34,18,14,1,3,80,70,46,2,6,11,0,11,4,1,2,4,2,2,1,28,34,1,4,17,0,0,15,4,19,1,4,33,13,58,11,40,31,10,65,0,2,0,0,15,21,1,7,35,254,86,1,0.0,0.0,0.06885729213862518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540817850101184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397892066420987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596494739394429,0.24081974361993005,0.0,0.10851400412757352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205060184896983,0.16140581956833866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078199594716002,0.07398179584517864,0.0,0.0,0.1690114903812504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646221678248894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937155246096028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690221321232407,0.0,0.0,0.1783886393931596,0.0,0.3387478058921217,0.0,0.0,0.18005728086790562,0.0,0.0,0.05451520185534064,0.0,0.07373035046714045,0.0,0.040101404340595816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986641731265217,0.0,0.0,0.06320873645034211,0.0,0.07241587415873446,0.0,0.0,0.5016902725482525,0.0,0.07455149985171396,0.07077836905528145,0.0,0.13897661131125358,0.0,0.15107387645312473,0.0,0.15243583206339492,0.0,0.0,0.12543559878197386,0.0,0.0,0.038778443487041056,0.0,0.0,0.0747138399258957,0.07666466023824456,0.0,0.04983927376151402,0.13789003090894733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561121395274374,0.0,0.05442094152654893,0.0,0.07504235281548068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278805175442991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670288905956903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520314054011501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711960563994393,0.0,0.07064380345661868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242978380773134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629637607159943,0.0,0.0,0.19977356640617994,0.0,0.16905015688912967,0.05899209955532742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061673365601543524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045212596785173115,0.0,0.11203499824855484,0.12343394252601783,0.0,0.0,0.1348479907400502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161866649498102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082138374986693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,reyap,2018/01/30,"Caffeine Induced Anxiety I had a massive panic attach today, started from 9am - 3pm. I still feel jittery and unable to physically talk about what happened and my feelings. I’m fairly certain it was caffeine induced considering I’ve not been under much stress or anything else in my work and personal life, and the same thing happened yesterday morning for about 5mins after coffee too. I started the day at 8.40 with a standard cup of instant coffee. In a meeting from 9 - 9.30, my heart was pounding and I was dizzy as fuck. Literally terrified I was going to faint and everyone was going to look at me. I went outside straight after, and alternated between the bathrooms and sickroom and outside to try and get back to my floor. It was a baby steps process because everytime I got upstairs, I would duck back into the toilet to get my heart rate under control with breathing exercises. Eventually I made it to my desk for 5 mins before I had to leave again, this time to get water from another floor. I was able to alternate between the toilet and my desk again until lunch. This whole time there were so many out of control thoughts and My mind and heart were racing. Mostly I was able to get my breathing and heart rate down but everytime I needed to head to my desk to work, I just couldn’t. After eating and sitting outside for a bit, I was somehow able to work at my desk with 2 - 3 breaks for the next 2 hours before going home, as I could feel the caffeine in my system slowly subsidising. It’s now 8.30pm and I’m exhausted and shaky, I’m slightly terrified of having another panic attack despite no caffeine tomorrow. I was super lucky I had an easy workload today but the next two days is not the case. 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Or I hear some new condition and I think ""oh shit, I hope I dont get that"". What really triggers my anxiety now is leaving my house. Yeah, Ive went that deep into this. Once at a Dr appointment my Dr offered to have me take half of a .5 ativan and let me hang out with him in his office. I have a fear of medication. I thought that offer was pretty nice, even though I declined. Pretty rare when you find a Dr who really cares and wants to help. What I do when I have an attack is I just surrender to it. I lay on the floor sweating with chest pains and I let the feeling of pure terror take over my body while I try to catch my breath. I used to just stand there but dizziness has become another visitor with my attacks. Laying down is better. After it passes I get up, dust myself off and then deal with the aftershocks. Usually that means body trembling the rest of the day, and some rebound attacks. I sit and wonder why me? I had a great life. Great family, great kids, great job. I work for the city that I live in. When it snows I have to drive a snow plow on the night shift. 7 pm to 7 am. Sliding down hills with parked cars at 3 am in a 25,000 pound truck is not good for anxiety. Especially when youre in a place youre unfamiliar with or when you are sliding down the hill backwards and out of control. Be kind to snow plow operators, it is not an easy job. Why am I writing this? Because I dont want any of you to go through this anymore. Go get help. Dont be afraid like I am. I have access to meds right now and I am terrified of them. So I suffer. You dont have to. And youre not alone. 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Anyways I’ve been struggling with bad anxiety my whole life to the point of hospitalisation at some points in the past... I’m recently out of an abusive relationship and have been trying to get my feet back which meant looking for work and I actually found a good job at a health food place which I’m excited to work at but tomorrow being my first shift I seem to be struggling a lot right now with my depression/anxiety 😩 I’m making the biggest deal over the smallest things and it’s killing me :( For example when I go for my shift tomorrow do I just walk up to the counter and say I’m here for training or do I walk in through the back I’m horrified of emabarrasing myself and I just don’t know how to cope :/ Do you guys/gals have any advice for me in terms of getting past all these triggering thoughts? I just really don’t want to ruin this despite being proud of myself for getting the job I feel like I’ll stuff it up :/ Thanks",4.18752688172043,5.104378474654382,5.060294930875578,84.54949001536102,70.70506912442397,8.735975422427035,28.291551459293395,9.029198982220553,2.0662690629800307,847,30,179,16,15,276,124,217,0.213,0.705,0.08199999999999999,-0.9886,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,5,11,12,1,2,13,0,15,4,1,3,2,32,34,11,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,9,8,1,0,6,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,6,3,19,7,33,25,6,34,0,1,1,0,6,17,0,6,14,116,28,5,0.0,0.13845614454283076,0.11403533479390625,0.0,0.0,0.22838213447688335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946659968537635,0.0,0.2681852901228442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971126087274342,0.09757050820575068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047418187237045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908628580884109,0.08348248817192594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939829497658584,0.141303650389345,0.1281273988050733,0.0,0.0,0.18315849212597887,0.0,0.06641238607639728,0.09801390074843813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421326468453447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34788689017789426,0.0,0.12928468416893207,0.0,0.06422141574967248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253938098287925,0.05709030718121792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813024195850248,0.0,0.0,0.09934743313436094,0.0,0.0,0.07800279048321761,0.0,0.11739831567814868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286098087635288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231059879932684,0.0,0.0,0.12209043589442785,0.0,0.2209348073204848,0.0,0.11191646782694377,0.11888532924508767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486142869008461,0.0,0.11538194654669412,0.12546042102384353,0.0,0.2993850874227434,0.0,0.09292918080614597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063819997097042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24432810251747655,0.13377302522037685,0.0,0.0,0.11013610739241317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758599858062157,0.0,0.0,0.07763443466511769,0.0,0.0,0.09277120938903463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933806506410608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689251409694754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046639227884935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701462168599851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwaway_8599,2018/01/30,"Just need to get this off my chest (18/F) My birthday is on wensday, and I have no one to celebrate it with. I went home to visit my family this weekend and my mother didn’t even know what age I was turning. Furthermore, I recently broke off my closest friendship after realizing the relationship was toxic. I talk to other aquaintances but I always try to end the conversations as fast as possible, even though I’m really lonely. I’ve never self harmed before but I wanted too more than ever tonight. I’ve been doing so well with my anxiety up until now, but now I just feel burnt out. I had a panic attack during a lecture today, and I haven’t been able to eat much this past week. I have an apointment with my counselor tomorrow, and I don’t want to tell her how I feel because I think she’ll be disappointed in me for relapsing. And if she isn’t disapointed, I’m worried that she’ll think it’s a ploy to get more hours of counseling from the university since I was going to finish treatment soon. I don’t expect many people to read this, but I just really needed to say this somewhere.",5.621771347918142,5.7384465688073405,6.863761467889908,75.72065278757944,67.25688073394495,9.82695836273818,30.07198306280875,9.661875296680813,2.688127311220889,864,29,165,17,13,294,137,218,0.118,0.821,0.061,-0.9201,0,2,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,14,7,1,1,7,0,18,2,1,1,2,31,34,16,0,6,8,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,10,9,1,0,6,2,0,3,7,6,1,1,8,3,29,1,28,23,3,29,0,3,0,0,12,7,0,1,19,120,39,2,0.15431007519478096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839834408444795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804678515875815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554998745981454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940659895844025,0.0,0.1313065085166868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789773047676553,0.0,0.0,0.136672924965703,0.0,0.0,0.20384069866634594,0.13958229743220876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454698056486386,0.0,0.15604762103492673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124129075158258,0.0,0.08769797181027236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478558709485093,0.0,0.15196434066927755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480478176995032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564461963235031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343566041297748,0.2288379310021339,0.11901344290459975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456450052811868,0.0,0.0,0.18104962527802315,0.0,0.0,0.14730642732237476,0.1069791766896204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396142426726954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543518336926285,0.0,0.19770997101015172,0.0,0.1523625831486652,0.16567127182566665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271356534779693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097906220506314,0.0,0.0,0.1276468887974409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240285932798042,0.13487380721211986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977513308341366,0.15160886540382712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462679082811493,0.0,0.0,0.1047664118778937,0.16784505055836355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820321607721404,0.0,0.12377823448100332,0.0,0.13874328949513634,0.14304698567205082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567093717495997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ES120,2018/01/30,"4-5 Months of brain fog? help me I believe I am suffering from Depersonalization or Derealization or brain fog (maybe all the same?), but I'm not 100% sure. This started about 4-5 months ago and is still affecting me. (I am 17 and a senior in highschool) Symptoms: -Bad memory. I have trouble remembering things even if it happened yesterday or even a couple of hours ago. I have to think really hard to remember. I went to ""Camp Flog Gnaw 2017"" which is a music festival. It seemed like it went by like a blur and I can only remember random things, things I recorded, or really memorable things such as losing my phone in the crowd or something crazy happening. -Hard time focusing. I zone out VERY EASILY when I'm in school. It has gotten so bad that it is affecting my grades. I can't even read a paragraph of a book and remember what I read, which really hurts my scores on tests. I just absolutely cannot focus on things that don't interest me like I used to be able to. -Overthinking. I overthink thinks a lot and always think of the worst possible outcome. The start (I believe): I am a hypochondriac and have bad anxiety when it comes to my health. I had suffered from headaches and other symptoms that lasted 4-5 months that had me in fear that I had cancer. This really messed me up and made me lose sleep in fear. I believe this was the cause of this. The headaches and symptoms are gone now and my fear of a medical condition has gone down, but I still am suffering from the symptoms that came with this (seeing life as a blur). Possible causes: -Anxiety/Hypochondria <Most Likely -Social Isolation. I have friends online that I talk with and occasionally play video games with almost everyday, but the only time I interact with people in real life is with my friends at school. The only time I go out is to go to school or on an occasion. -Lack of sleep. I get really distracted on my phone or excited about something which makes me wide awake. -Loneliness. I haven't dated in years and I do want to, but I have had the option to with many girls, but I just don't feel interested. Can anyone help figure out what I am suffering from and give me advice on how to cure it?",3.3197879770516323,5.5002080379146925,4.483706660014967,82.69633325018711,75.25592417061611,8.42314791718633,25.323272636567715,9.134995656068208,2.1713497630331755,1720,60,333,42,38,563,198,422,0.21600000000000005,0.6990000000000001,0.085,-0.9967,0,1,2,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,2,15,29,0,4,21,0,32,13,4,8,2,71,59,32,0,3,16,0,3,4,2,0,9,0,0,1,30,24,0,0,11,6,0,8,6,17,0,0,12,4,45,12,51,46,5,49,0,7,1,0,13,19,0,15,26,224,75,10,0.07002073448315953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842345134741658,0.12413831261991384,0.0,0.07011565111074389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826286033407727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053565670224438734,0.0,0.0,0.048960125613794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753931655762148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366681693712833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563325938608929,0.0,0.0800850665122265,0.0,0.1438611648264328,0.0,0.060316662697694264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747661088996098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874410423455627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637837964953276,0.03540458724235285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819569153549437,0.0,0.03658294376821205,0.06717026887470591,0.07958879407047789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383820851286233,0.0,0.12544964924604046,0.0,0.0,0.07442876643843868,0.0,0.0,0.09386684470065057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895631886304575,0.0,0.07495864446749895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707624414671372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891543104917548,0.13683437593822909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667058255285074,0.0,0.05952912449242149,0.0,0.06625531199849694,0.046739383987423035,0.07099003457707315,0.0703452392147209,0.0,0.0,0.07053852343690101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766964668305298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976177148874396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048543560857938525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787571464216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007936617667952,0.07969892533149345,0.22428537746644853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172793697719912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259416457668015,0.05579745976802378,0.06374424687859817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014260524039154,0.07137732088656118,0.0,0.1078107646174202,0.0,0.0,0.09912207252384568,0.0,0.11183729801544247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599371358902335,0.2911134143535788,0.0,0.056280014039282115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23259332326323226,0.13459937803040647,0.0,0.0,0.1224889601068828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047543282757906,0.0,0.05777443911315151,0.04130004337284174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981984474721794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0450910572871972 anxiety,BitternessOfAlienage,2018/01/30,"I Hid In My Closet During a Fire I’m currently studying at University and having a very difficult time. It’s my fourth semester and I haven’t made any friends that I’ve seen more than two or three times, so I spend the vast majority of my time alone. I live alone now because I had a roommate for two semesters and being that manic and paranoid for a whole year took a massive toll on me. I always had to fall asleep after him and wake up before him. Anyway, today there was a fire in my building. I heard the alarm and wasn’t sure what to do, so I paced around for a bit. I heard people moving through the hallway and I saw people lining up outside, so I shut all my lights off and tried to stay quiet. I stayed in my apartment for half an hour, pacing around, obsessively checking on the people outside, and eventually hiding in a closet in case a firefighter or something came in looking for people. I don’t know anyone in the building and I haven’t gotten any emails or anything about what happened, I smelled smoke for sure but everyone seems to have come back in just fine. However, it was very upsetting for me to realize that I would rather suffocate or burn in a cramped closet alone than stand outside with other people for a little while. It scares me and it really upsets me and I don’t want to be like this but I can’t connect with other people. Even walking down the hallways when no one is there terrifies me because someone could be there and they could see me, or someone inside could hear my footsteps or something. Last semester was very rough and I only got credit for two classes because my anxiety got to a point where I was scared to sleep and leave my apartment and even check my email/texts and look out the window. I stayed inside for 12 days straight at the worst point and I’m very lucky I was able to power through and make up a ton of work and testing for those two classes to still somehow get credit, but nothing has changed since then and I’m scared it’s just going to happen again. I’m awake right now and I’m scared to do my homework which I have a ton of because it almost feels like by doing homework I’m accepting that I’m a part of those classes and I’m going to need to leave my apartment again soon. I’m sorry for ranting and writing so much but I’m very upset and worried and I have no idea what to do ",3.853517179023509,5.124528516877637,4.553739602169983,86.53583544303798,71.84810126582278,6.936130198915008,27.25593731163352,7.2259226712905225,1.3295344906570223,1863,65,373,18,35,597,225,474,0.146,0.787,0.067,-0.9857,3,3,3,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,26,21,0,9,24,0,30,4,3,2,3,67,66,43,0,7,13,0,4,2,1,1,1,4,6,0,19,33,0,0,6,0,5,8,8,11,0,7,18,15,45,10,61,41,10,64,0,0,5,0,9,32,0,10,22,257,64,9,0.07591528906484106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601819605765274,0.2358760338536929,0.0,0.0,0.06316760194895857,0.0,0.0,0.10324999962055656,0.0,0.058074988345319725,0.0,0.0,0.05308173523252633,0.0,0.062471814498530426,0.13516140448727673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583741713197245,0.0,0.1851090223747559,0.0,0.06459831956893786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287983377132116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682686662641195,0.0,0.0,0.08030830982249416,0.06539429953028053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183654310494926,0.0,0.0,0.04895908113165397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028266490636896,0.0,0.0,0.07254031197969703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03838505115039922,0.05423389767651445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865196401547949,0.0,0.039662605248372264,0.0,0.0862888164881444,0.0,0.1214327833175796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426327881189334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085562048131228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476126775840213,0.0,0.0,0.08569912091346177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041721057513711114,0.06188109286650403,0.0,0.16076665963450454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417675121542848,0.07608706330500016,0.06703459107682494,0.0,0.12749944612069533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183288206805125,0.05067404494266192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068593812011145,0.055806472387770485,0.05629022492244469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07284276730438334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144216457345965,0.05773699820775247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08220886016630895,0.0,0.31578061686743003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435289723124118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0486332780970113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483124206728193,0.0,0.0,0.3040177915326415,0.0,0.06049465659906957,0.06911042798577363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279791160138773,0.0,0.07597011417870075,0.0,0.1286455561404307,0.11688659681513935,0.0,0.08498095083183117,0.0,0.2427467918775106,0.06062604791095867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309852304614032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280044664487511,0.0,0.07195881749170882,0.0,0.08434467943677515,0.051541498064576766,0.0,0.2966328259736621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131903198536722,0.04477680438776056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475670914962706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055267234585933314,0.07709566106117005,0.0,0.05392804323561272,0.0,0.0,0.04888695717723674 anxiety,amorsemper,2018/01/30,"I have been so anxious lately that it is making me feel physically ill. Title says it all. New semester at school, problems with boyfriend, roommate conflict, and trying to get my ESA approved. All combined leave me feeling nauseated, hot, and visibly shaking at night when it all starts to get to me again. Feel miserable. Doctor put me on a higher dosage of Zoloft so hopefully that plus my ESA helps. :(",5.299908675799088,7.5420540821917825,5.481027397260277,77.43651826484022,69.82191780821917,8.154337899543378,32.714611872146115,8.841846274778883,3.0406365296803655,320,15,53,6,6,101,56,73,0.21600000000000005,0.6679999999999999,0.116,-0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,14,11,6,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,5,7,1,9,10,3,11,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,6,34,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793903555485007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531326717144537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37514270410977374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584189511104876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576694664926556,0.0,0.0,0.2456350273645627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789769009414163,0.2618660025994537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16508161101124116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388539234040064,0.0,0.2320840551862288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23664265081484576,0.0,0.24861525750426364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667115474201025,0.0,0.2502913259714835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504757255051398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790752630978234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CrazyMofo777,2018/01/30,"Terrible Anxiety I think my anxiety rooted in my good nature, I believe it's too good to be true that I'm a good person and I have these dark thoughts of what if Im not and I think of stuff I would never do. Can I hear any of you guys perspective? I feel better posting this a little.",-0.13658986175115473,1.9123566774193608,2.709447004608297,91.41274193548388,87.06451612903227,6.123502304147466,20.147465437788018,7.447530270364453,0.6815594470046085,222,7,50,4,7,78,45,62,0.103,0.6679999999999999,0.229,0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,12,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,10,5,5,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,34,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442439925616674,0.0,0.3245314563752659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389785141674835,0.0,0.1875965538193154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072506160380664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5337305141961199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002504202747746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23906656618998545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291182464125746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125927715978504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359448460252599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18520873452435774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031454499962516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428184335461213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718266630871818,0.0,0.16839388736940425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067886287515836,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,abbymxo,2018/01/30,"Just a small rant :) Im beginning to dig myself into a hole. I love everyone around me but i feel often forgotten about. I can never express how i feel about these things and this often makes it worse. I try to find happiness in the little things and that can get me going for a while but sometimes these things are not always available to me. my SO helps so much with my panic attacks but recently i just feel overbearing. does anyone else struggle with this? Its like i feel alone so i talk to my friends, then i cant express the way i feel or explain it well enough so then i get even more frustrated. then i feel annoying and too much trouble so then i just leave everyone be. but then im alone again. i just love being me haha. sorry just had to get these thoughts off my chest. much love. xox. 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My girlfriend (soon to be wife) gets anxious very often and like the amount of anxiety she gets is a little more than what most people get and that really worries me. I love her honestly and I just don't want her to have to be as anxious as often as she is. Does anybody have like any ideas on how she could reduce it? Like activities, supplements, lifestyle changes, etc?",4.413599999999999,6.292393760000002,5.0183333333333335,81.34750000000003,71.4,8.200000000000001,29.83333333333333,8.841846274778883,2.5259333333333336,312,13,57,6,6,100,56,75,0.134,0.677,0.189,0.8288,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,13,7,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,9,10,4,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,0,3,4,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425014692997418,0.0,0.32061099076753025,0.473464649943461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22167655571411451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730895664288964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337898198738428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23370410702371786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32844433190816685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045722733236285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365569141451723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071272467290781,0.2100245686297572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189127432670329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527587423844887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424336292796016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290103985905972,0.12359826516711438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128086202077684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PhilliesGreg,2018/01/30,Really bad night time panic lately It's funny I can manage during the day even when the anxiety is bad. But lately it's been a disaster at night. I'm waking up after a few hours of sleep in a panic almost thinking like I'm going to die and then it's impossible to calm myself down even with every trick I try that normally works during the day. I mean my guard is always down at night so it makes sense but it's been a nasty stretch. ,1.2924154589371994,3.2903179999999987,3.6597101449275367,87.03118357487922,80.95652173913044,6.262801932367151,16.743961352657006,7.3871296695380915,0.2080685990338158,344,6,71,5,9,119,61,92,0.229,0.715,0.056,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,2,7,0,5,2,2,1,0,10,11,6,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,5,2,11,9,1,20,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,13,43,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674494856043387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385573334268134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273867501005146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27807319201495856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478224657350087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282066387082154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996875312108055,0.0,0.1402996276106303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463671208235608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398789228349006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756818740729808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135288133130841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115287464734114,0.0,0.0,0.18138825104103734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688010324542726,0.16315348353101014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3907488601246712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667647846393558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666394815689986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669879458866134,0.0,0.0,0.09709869826345402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305562206432244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122797785308873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,qcks,2018/01/30,"my mind is going to kill me. (i cant add a flair because i’m on mobile but tw. health/heart problems) i’ve hit a point with my hypochondria where i’m convinced that my mind will kill me. the fact that i can’t do things that i love in fear i’m going to have a heart attack is making me flip my shit. as a kid, i had heart “problems” and my family and doctors amplified them because they forced me to go to cardiologist appointments (i would get very high blood pressure because i was very very anxious at doctors, i have always been anxious at doctors ever since i was a little kid.) and they found that out and ever since then i’ve been super mindful of my heart and every time it gets to a speed that is PERFECTLY NORMAL might i mind you, it’s normal for your heart to accelerate when you’re exercising or engaging in sexual activity, IT HAS ME PANICKING. i smoke pot, i’ve been doing it for almost 4 years now and it used to calm me down but if i can’t feel a pulse when i’m high i flip out and send myself into a panic attack. my mind is going to kill my heart and in turn it’s going to kill me. this isn’t a cry for help, or maybe it is, i don’t know. i just don’t know what i should do anymore. i can’t afford to have a therapist, hell right now i don’t even have a primary doctor and i don’t know how to make myself worry less but i’m terrified of this progressing as i get older. i want to not be afraid of my own body and its natural processes, but i’m not even sure how to start to let go of this fear i have that’s taken over a huge part of my life.",2.2013235294117663,3.0354811911764727,4.325176470588237,88.27629411764704,75.32352941176471,7.440000000000001,22.423529411764704,7.839951260653429,0.8082729411764706,1215,30,281,17,25,421,157,340,0.241,0.6579999999999999,0.101,-0.996,1,0,1,0,0,3,26.0,0,2,3,3,12,22,8,5,13,0,35,15,8,5,5,54,64,24,4,8,10,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,19,15,0,0,5,1,0,7,11,15,0,0,8,1,45,7,36,49,3,37,1,0,0,1,10,18,2,5,12,183,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015393366029224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829467136060607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582933783891858,0.06947966808183642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940437393176535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812188478286898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781971668408967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769564835665587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868332781759589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254657155746183,0.12674468996605304,0.059027699807005486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660453573108484,0.15767162682379274,0.03542391784606077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768160392376744,0.0,0.0,0.1098087532337024,0.0,0.2388967466266917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446940391229599,0.0,0.4981212665608402,0.04695904760001116,0.14804228649489848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31003945961814994,0.0,0.1155077252359822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164003856635517,0.04948471901689115,0.0,0.07021748829000371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323095138577857,0.0,0.09352980658762404,0.0,0.07038364711742259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432149076031944,0.35369791647566823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728582195618014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219910062548542,0.0,0.07586703212506564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622836718131515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340739360702509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598299734928343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191452101269298,0.11590699998056972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049588096166470655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602974559571985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813438584019625,0.04654406344815467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040851946012662836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620403620913398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06050845189988323,0.0,0.17341795039753527,0.041322592845487616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114827991287516,0.0,0.049767878794588764,0.0,0.0,0.04511567662121805 anxiety,jdpeg,2018/01/30,":( I don’t know what’s going on with me anymore. I bet a lot of people on here can relate when I say I thought I had my anxiety under control. For the most part it has been. The thing is, I get overwhelmed easy. Everyday over the past few months I’ve gone with tightness in my chest. I feel as if I can’t breathe. I have social anxiety and every time I open my mouth I make a damn fool out of myself. It’s not so much what I’m saying but *how* I’m saying it. I find myself having to repeat myself a lot. Can anyone relate?",-1.3411842105263148,0.6776514385964916,1.5764692982456123,96.45049342105264,96.01754385964912,3.9026315789473687,15.019736842105265,5.602791699666715,-0.7894894736842106,400,9,92,3,16,139,78,114,0.087,0.882,0.031,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,1,6,0,10,3,3,3,0,20,19,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,0,2,4,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,4,5,19,0,13,15,6,15,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,5,6,68,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3190857413553632,0.0,0.20682905017000988,0.1458254691192269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339105044599696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757153340229476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545092519399317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906141374776924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896060559245822,0.0,0.11852577057820185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461555952223552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546094866602418,0.0,0.0,0.1392110929223059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646542860531766,0.0,0.1533108324395766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22584313694709585,0.19908793155762866,0.14458475026526946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4975503854768447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125940481619976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385536905947185,0.0,0.0,0.16556819789094893,0.12160923367456952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DimeBagTuesday,2018/01/30,"I don’t trust him.. but he has never given me a reason not to. I’m dating a great guy, he treats me well and helps take care of my needs and pushes me to do positive things and move forward in a good direction. I’m close to his family and all of his friends. But I am extremely insecure due to pasts relationships and people in general. Bad anxiety. For example if he’s on his phone... I over think it and think he’s texting another girl. I conscientiously know he’s not, we live together and I’m around him 24/7 basically. And everyone uses a phone. I only think this when something is stressing me out and my anxiety spikes up. Actually, reading this has put this stupidity in writing and makes me feel a lot better. I really encourage all of you guys to write out what you’re overly anxious about and reread it, see how you feel. 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Hello Friends! I am in the process of writing (or attempting to write) my first novel. I have also suffered from GAD for the past 4 years or so. One of my main characters suffers from a mental illness that I have not specified for various reasons (I could get into that if you are curious but I don't want to unnecessarily load the post and make it a wall of text). However, all their symptoms are based on my personal experiences with my illness. I was curious, however, as to how others like me would want to be portrayed in fiction when it comes to their illness. This character's illness is a facet of their character, it's not the central plot but it is present as something they struggle with. They have more or less recently been hospitalise and have been/are suicidal. The hospitalisation is not portrayed in the novel. This character is also *not* a ""nice guy/girl"". The tone of the novel is pretty dark and most of the characters are morally ambiguous. However, I am being very careful to draw the line between illness and just ""being mean"". I have 3 questions: 1. what aspect of your illness do you feel is not portrayed often enough/accuratly enough that you would like to see the most? 2. I wanted to show the ""dark"" side of mental illness too. It's not tragic or romantic suffering. For me, it was very violent, whether it was because of self harm or because of how irritable and agressive i became. As I said, i was very careful to draw the line, but it was important for me to show that mental illness gets ugly. We're not monsters, but we're not martyrs either. People who struggle don't passively wait for a saviour. What are your thoughts on that? It's a touchy subject and I want to be careful with it. 3. This question is for the ladies in the audience. My character is a young woman. She is a university graduate, she is engaged, she is starting a career. How do you feel that your mental illness has affected you or been perceived *specifically as a woman*? Things that, to the best of your knowledge, are particular to your experience as a woman? Thank you all! I want this book to be as sincere as it can when it comes to issues that affect me personally. It has a pretty strong psychological/philosophical component with lots of emphasis on character development and questions on morality and so on. I don't really know how to describe it yet, work in progress and all! The main purpose of it isn't to make it a manifesto or anything, but I want to be sincere and if it can help people like me to at least feel like they see a bit of themselves and they are not alone, that would be nice =)",3.8838109379997263,5.912191394891945,5.208044044409924,78.80687302965231,73.16502946954812,8.349814958651255,31.48357472472244,9.037768484169169,2.9340831635217253,2096,100,384,46,43,698,209,509,0.127,0.693,0.18,0.9714,3,1,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,12,7,6,15,24,1,2,31,0,53,10,0,10,3,87,82,44,1,13,26,0,3,4,1,3,10,1,0,6,35,18,0,1,12,6,0,2,13,8,0,2,9,7,48,16,67,62,16,28,2,4,3,0,38,15,0,17,14,301,83,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901057589258934,0.0,0.13914773212140338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159358453974086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606878116824686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130112923654718,0.0,0.094981463774937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661068851491078,0.0,0.0,0.1498855875860116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946241824252151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797885066532647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702053818490085,0.0,0.0,0.13196943741707856,0.06215281514377225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400215288939395,0.0,0.0,0.06721598176507022,0.0,0.09090781513901784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614367501636523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058314264017377986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908053934182528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781292303052174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001521571460132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396428618528751,0.0,0.0,0.11614634694685995,0.0,0.0,0.09476850150901793,0.0,0.0,0.3507021368890726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589534494533352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305134126247482,0.12062968700998054,0.15193008303239586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332194797628417,0.17702054775030718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923797221203017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573442575395361,0.08945048660622912,0.0859020011463543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275691981742522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798320072150125,0.0,0.09075997072447586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697684802195189,0.0,0.0,0.06157904556756837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190257289557046,0.0,0.09516387589941844,0.0,0.0,0.0904263084465717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009790829507389,0.0,0.0,0.05779893211370495,0.0,0.0,0.06906827951685185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535232637111726,0.3592039657021633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333703388267657,0.0,0.0,0.18540690486311054,0.0,0.0,0.05602514557411365 anxiety,ShanklinX,2018/01/30,"I applied for my first job today. I'm 19, constantly asked by my family why I don't have a job yet, and it just made me hate myself everytime. Why am I such a loser? I contribute literally nothing, and it feels like I'm so incredibly far behind my peers. I'm worthless... But eventually, I think there comes a point when you get tired of feeling sorry for yourself. Tired of making excuses like, ""I'm too depressed to do anything with myself"" or ""I have anxiety and what if I manage to fuck up the very first day and all the others after that?!?"" ...You get the point. It sucks feeling hopelessly stuck, but at some point you just have to force yourself to leap over that hurdle, no matter how tall it may seem in your eyes (especially if you have nothing to lose). That being said, I'm still super anxious! Pretty sure I'm going to fuck up the interview and not get the job since my resume (if you can call it that) is literal trash.",4.685522522522522,5.259114448648648,5.921959459459464,80.0638400900901,69.37837837837839,8.977477477477477,27.849099099099107,9.075114841892004,2.1295855855855854,723,23,144,13,12,243,113,185,0.16,0.74,0.099,-0.8452,3,0,0,0,0,1,34.0,0,6,0,5,10,13,4,0,8,0,11,5,1,3,2,29,36,14,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,11,7,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,9,0,2,3,5,20,4,19,31,2,21,0,5,1,2,11,10,3,7,11,96,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700748815538132,0.14325652502251507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435187294359163,0.0,0.11854801419234842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294847658946673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092335430080958,0.0,0.137033996382974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178042937756408,0.0,0.10921922398421864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954294587055048,0.0,0.19235324022838896,0.09059139461538317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21572500680084625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344632170427039,0.19875525515209747,0.0,0.07206769714393006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519627935741148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37751101146770016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239036032542785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186529933829095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199884434749949,0.08464507621303206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24335067772956814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35962258826709936,0.0,0.0,0.12900894560595155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206230926626853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115440901759278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489658008420844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195075739375973,0.0,0.0,0.10126873534024343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951468846544967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125320760664588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914934279291964,0.12019880389807695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462957327836868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288483207931106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rubix44,2018/01/30,"Can you talk yourself out of anxiety? Can you ever talk yourself out of anxiety? Or can you at least make it easier to deal with by analyzing your situation? Are there certain questions you ask yourself to help put things into perspective? I always fail miserably at trying to rationalize my anxiety and can't talk myself out of it at all. Even if my anxiety is about something completely small and silly, as it usually is. I just feel like I'm lying to myself because I want the anxiety to stop like Me to my brain: ""Why are you so anxious about this? It is so inconsequential and silly"" My brain: ""Yeah right, nice try! This is a big deal and is going to ruin the rest of your day and I'm going to just keep thinking about it""",3.4012703962703945,5.276869167832171,5.3134440559440606,78.19273018648022,74.10489510489509,8.682750582750584,27.301282051282055,9.2995712137729,2.5376065268065267,573,22,108,14,12,197,81,143,0.172,0.6970000000000001,0.131,-0.8290000000000001,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,0,1,10,9,0,1,3,1,11,2,2,1,3,24,21,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,2,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,0,1,17,6,25,21,3,17,0,3,0,0,15,10,0,3,6,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653355302007833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356927067571956,0.15821763269866487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092866913875809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537371772809209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31268620371525485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684068513929818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032123273383147,0.28877261934242743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250228667303206,0.1266840407831306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081393396931403,0.1000523780446567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918828736582685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938731540215237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244836588216148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684357334959432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348505121089026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078981866739906,0.15688903992792186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960268795560455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742305920757216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078180111879182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170888083689914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33770278162166223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304358286975048,0.08973895014329142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017071131799207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542462602223261,0.0,0.0826056387641101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263741374337398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peachsaccharineblood,2018/01/30,"Social anxiety Hi everyone, I have extreme anxiety that branches off of other disorders I have (seizures, heart disorder, and other mental disorders) I specifically have extreme social anxiety because I'm scared I'll have a seizure in public. I haven't been able to go out in public by myself without the assistance of a boyfriend or parent for about 5 years and if I try to go alone I start to have an extreme panic attack and possibly faint ( super embarrassing ) does anyone have any social anxiety tips or support they are willing to share? And by the way all of you guys are awesome! Anxiety is hard to keep on fighting 💖",4.225658307210033,6.8390677413793135,5.6123824451410655,73.60722570532916,74.17241379310343,8.700940438871474,32.959247648902824,9.339509955726095,3.7368206896551737,502,26,79,13,11,168,76,116,0.229,0.6709999999999999,0.101,-0.8858,1,1,0,0,2,0,10.0,0,1,1,1,1,8,2,3,5,0,12,2,1,0,1,11,18,7,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,1,1,9,3,18,16,1,10,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,3,2,55,12,0,0.13180256026924111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650770286653327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963026068546012,0.0,0.5041429892324881,0.0,0.0,0.09215941470242227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994443994165907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034561739299408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531714587205871,0.0,0.11534130869339275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259429946118929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981286478440614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050525663555526,0.0,0.0,0.11806920534004885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618666852363594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171521715291359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282598045837704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546419060279043,0.14635114539759705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858758300498387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195735597205438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030683357200671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329053054262358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956798346253075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948528667553426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461873743752788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705296471421695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487652749670847 anxiety,TheSparklyUnicorn,2018/01/30,I used auto correct and I’m scared because it typed in a word totally different from what I was trying to say on a video that I was posting I think one of my friends saw it. This happened a few weeks ago. I am really anxious because what if she might think that I was wierd and not to talk to me anymore. I am so anxious that I accidentally put my pants on backwards acted weird in gym class. I was also sweating alot. I have never had this much anxiety in my life and it was all because of auto correct.,2.121904761904762,3.7825829047619095,4.131428571428572,86.22190476190477,77.09523809523809,6.571428571428571,27.857142857142854,7.3871296695380915,1.5432857142857137,395,17,82,5,9,135,66,105,0.135,0.835,0.031,-0.8151,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,10,2,1,1,5,16,16,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,7,2,15,1,11,8,5,12,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,3,3,63,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642810199133666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591642333232488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225741884420566,0.4496945369326839,0.19738429669167112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639805545543345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794400721607031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377009803325814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600158742955896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058078758564868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111393964277908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630996376682254,0.0,0.15350421953504756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486789099536728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061574006932708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000801403439492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275037258544734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827665863070825,0.199263768880318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599727891806947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550607978465423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512831740944325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189803221415426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159649874969697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thecookiecutter,2018/01/30,"Relapsed a bit, not sure what's going on Hi everyone, a couple years ago started randomly having panic attacks. I hopped on fluoxetine (10mg) and things did get better. Not as good as before the panic attacks started (I was perfectly fine, came out of nowhere before I graduated college). Fast forward about 2 years later, and I was at a basketball game and I just got a panic attack. Started thinking existential thoughts for whatever reason and it hit me. It's been about 2 months since this happened and my anxiety is still a bit higher, to the point where I'm at a new job and I'm worried about panic attacks coming from socializing/talking to people. I just moved/switched jobs, but still. It's very debilitating. thanks. 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I have a 3.5yo. She's not old enough to understand how my anxiety works, and I can't seem to find words simple enough to describe it to her. I've been a SAHM her entire life so she's firmly attached to me, and it's getting to be too much. She'll start the day off by getting in my face, maybe slapping at my back or shaking me and telling me ""Mommy, it's morning time."" Waking up to something that startling is already a bad start to the day. The rest of the day, no matter what I'm doing, she's right there. If I'm sitting on the couch, she's either in my lap or sitting so close to me she's elbowing me in the ribs. If I'm up doing something, she's underfoot and in the way. It doesn't help that she's the size of a 5yo so I feel especially smothered. If I tell her to go play somewhere else, she's back in give five minutes or less. I'm not sure what to do now. Her being so clingy makes me anxious, and when I'm anxious I get irritable so I can't handle her crying if I force her to go play in her room. I can't even sleep in my own bed now because between her climbing in in the middle of the night and my large husband, I feel even more smothered. Are there any parents out there who might be able to help me out with this? Maybe some tips to help her understand that she needs to back off?",2.1039603648946184,3.126548010380623,3.6605174583202285,92.21577776030199,75.8166089965398,6.361811890531614,25.247090279962247,6.574015621080383,0.6896006920415227,1041,35,242,8,22,346,141,289,0.114,0.851,0.035,-0.9577,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,2,18,8,2,2,14,0,16,6,5,2,1,35,37,20,0,5,10,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,11,10,0,1,6,2,0,4,7,5,0,1,1,2,43,3,39,31,9,44,0,0,0,0,28,22,0,10,14,166,54,1,0.12247587642070465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515517518584574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832877958428384,0.0,0.18738742046124707,0.2767257579663663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825291669485362,0.10226224099051262,0.07466015748607596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453399922404488,0.2369604243446976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231287898829472,0.0,0.0,0.25310064041609875,0.0,0.16178832255674944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385496621328225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111940732210941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919657712733101,0.1174900207855228,0.13921172605513232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24627899485237464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886218638931948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650833355792083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175359855158698,0.0,0.246086959482528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299275501801075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003386142417445,0.09081431047975737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493531327742675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851782964354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599496672241598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045937292664623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149743802118713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256432703391508,0.0,0.0,0.18857582659719946,0.0,0.0,0.17337811142090231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543206408405406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409862866893645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141666846582076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550034133954478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972156499199588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916389671492103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,patdrome,2018/01/30,"in an anxious mood and needed an opinion Hi, I have been in a anxious mood for the past couple of days and trying to figure out a way to ease my moodiness. I recently met this guy and our connection was meant to be friends with benefits only, nothing more. Meeting this person is fun since we talked and had fun in our first meet, then I told him that there's this event that I gonna attend and hoping we could hang out there. And we did with his extra friend and had fun. A day later, he sends a big wall of text that got me weird out. The text was simply that we should be friends and not looking for monogamous relationship which I thought was that. I texted back saying that I'm not looking for anything serious and we agree to this. We still text each other since then but my mood hasn't gone away and I felt like I have the habit that I mess everything up, even yesterday when my text went from ""Fun Bobby"" to ""Ridiculously Dull Bobby"" in this instance. He said we might chat tonight and I want to not be overly anxious about this. Uh, any helpful suggestions that I hope would make me feel happy about this.",4.5766216216216185,5.428115490990994,4.692810810810811,87.77786486486488,69.76576576576576,7.901981981981982,26.511711711711712,8.021203637495839,1.381812252252252,877,26,183,11,15,273,132,222,0.08199999999999999,0.7440000000000001,0.174,0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,9,0,0,1,8,21,1,0,9,0,18,0,0,1,0,43,37,15,0,7,4,0,2,1,3,4,0,2,0,2,17,24,0,0,5,1,0,5,4,6,1,1,16,6,27,12,26,13,3,32,0,1,2,0,31,12,0,4,15,124,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928198014447893,0.0,0.0,0.4625941228694231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123219649193069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823950202720266,0.10495455711986636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897841413033076,0.1510267145751519,0.0,0.1760531605330753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901522235270816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226709498781119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690148734009057,0.0,0.13105451680111768,0.0,0.0,0.11610072710050927,0.0,0.0,0.3163620537106431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916578089925523,0.0,0.0,0.13514935598506592,0.0,0.14529915013971956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148826335995662,0.0,0.0,0.2711363456733952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668349970884474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292391925759846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111002047976287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479731739668145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012077001411166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096854668725286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380894391005427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029784581615594,0.0,0.11918026989610706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477019793446973,0.14654221288841435,0.0,0.0,0.12983593298646665,0.10854457275137082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225816550408112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900334625002944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970776236803052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836005654420604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042474342746646,0.0,0.09266966845719042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050700451095462,0.10834165115767824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265302161104797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696058661174073,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,statline,2018/01/30,"I started going to the gym again I’m uncomfortable being around a lot of people or the feeling of being watched. I mustered up the courage to go to the gym several months ago, but relapsed during the New Years in fear that the gym will be packed with people with New Years resolutions. I don’t know...I was scared and I ended up not going for a month and just stayed home. Every single day, I would debate whether or not I should go, but the thought of going just paralyzed me. Couple days ago, I just said “fuck it” and went. I’m back at it and even made a workout schedule. ",4.050948275862069,4.917772370689658,4.815000000000001,86.3675,70.98275862068967,7.179310344827586,26.568965517241374,7.1686216300943375,1.1603482758620691,449,14,93,4,8,145,73,116,0.129,0.8420000000000001,0.029,-0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,10,0,8,1,0,1,0,23,22,9,0,2,10,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,0,6,3,3,0,0,5,3,8,1,14,11,2,27,0,0,1,1,1,5,1,3,15,62,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824478736935282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182493201767918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250409664524628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628001819109562,0.0,0.20549115716827265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110660400034086,0.0,0.0,0.10522665243713344,0.0,0.13423052085508427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17927468512091982,0.08055490826766258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728498661049766,0.0,0.0,0.4527145000727288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15980684212790722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755585469141465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544468489113776,0.0,0.15074856101978934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543288701615365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077365868251161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208991769981195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154590823945424,0.0,0.15950301337812986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998162471655071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276461726274807,0.16980955663655425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647903248465128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768743967200346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131734476236107,0.0,0.0,0.2051884383567636 anxiety,skittlessummers,2018/01/30,"How do I deal with the anxiety of leaving my job? About two weeks ago in a hothead moment, I quit my job. I walked out. It was one of the dumbest moves I could of made. It was my only source of income and all I did was prove a point that my manager made earlier in the day. I just didn't deem it as fair after being looked over TWICE for a position I was working my tail off for. I was trying to go for shift/money handling/pretty much a front end supervisor because I really wanted to help the people at the register. They always looked to me for pretty much everything and I couldn't *do* anything. It was really frustrating that I couldn't help. But now I can't help because I left. Once again, the dumbest move I could of ever made. How in the hell do I deal with the anxiety and all of the worries that I have? I am very afraid my roommate is going to kick me out soon. I don't have anywhere to go - I have no family that can take me and I really don't have any friends ( absolutely pathetic, I'm aware ). Is there any tips you guys can give me while I look for another job?",1.6219911504424758,3.3050808893805304,3.7497433628318615,88.30532300884957,78.60176991150442,7.351858407079646,22.361946902654868,8.238735603445708,1.156705132743363,835,25,184,16,20,286,118,226,0.134,0.8009999999999999,0.065,-0.9381,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,2,9,4,2,1,13,0,28,0,0,5,4,24,41,9,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,1,0,0,7,7,3,0,3,11,3,33,1,29,25,4,28,1,0,3,0,10,10,1,0,11,133,41,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981413149639157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936931827089873,0.0,0.0,0.15314529570029314,0.11807213073110595,0.17227915342605646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266115776727332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728124006079953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798057224553072,0.0,0.0,0.07261843084432328,0.2321736966240207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973120308904626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185419282085728,0.0,0.0,0.10119865912498092,0.0,0.10615034934028893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699537438802307,0.0,0.0,0.1080172898859325,0.1919814968319993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149284831398988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22642254552280236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33521782030113234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922836667775022,0.12234148627853407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836698370392531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31963781130491475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393544193253415,0.16554961253702108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991655703760228,0.07630145795658799,0.08563825371301136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806346428459654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106444489041757,0.0,0.0,0.22911171452848894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197651905570298,0.0,0.0,0.21640555299988207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846620564912991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644879410114952,0.0,0.10999496855955823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290774686823476,0.0664150796482183,0.0,0.09032185595008158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197498318939557,0.11435194047276084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Xaldan_67,2018/01/30,"I don't know if i have anxiety? I've been told by my mom, my girlfriend and my therapist that I have anxiety problems. But it doesn't feel like I do? It doesn't seem to matter how many people say I have anxiety issues, I just don't seem to comprehend that maybe it is a problem. I'm always thinking about how I've screwed up something and how I should've handled past situations, I never think I do anything right, I constantly think about how I'm a failure, how I'm a terrible person, etc etc... I don't know guys, is that anxiety? Maybe I've just had these thoughts in my head for so long that it doesn't register in my head that there's a reason for it other than depression? I don't know guys, are these symptoms of having anxiety problems?",5.109191919191922,4.920409428571432,6.2547619047619065,80.69579365079366,68.35064935064935,9.961327561327565,32.69552669552669,9.725611199111238,2.9033154401154397,588,24,123,12,9,198,77,154,0.238,0.762,0.0,-0.9818,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,11,7,1,0,4,0,18,4,2,6,1,27,32,10,0,4,4,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,13,2,0,0,11,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,2,17,1,12,28,2,8,0,1,0,1,7,4,1,3,5,80,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995481490742457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594819600321217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885381845233276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129813997757019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346472022669773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679454522896905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06073953363071169,0.0858183473285007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23788810870777335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465687522941273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253807856272076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980550370533939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058687707063529514,0.0,0.0,0.10630811253983498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178934789222436,0.2413662949264226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069062580605896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264891024763218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146742723410666,0.08328054291671244,0.1048897673030708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448343172117457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350997956439246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258731693328814,0.0,0.09552936058818587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871718489717928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13502714314856853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247919652907324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485735888150848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947604679213313,0.0,0.23091650222010715,0.0,0.0953669690946104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147859540895076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PoochaKutty,2018/01/30,"Maaaaybe anxiety when aroused? Does anyone else find it hard to keep your eyes open when aroused? I don’t feel sleepy really, my eyes just want to close. My hands and lips feel a little numb and tingly in a way. I don’t know if this is because of anxiety. Edit: Just adding to my description. It also feels like I might faint, but not in an unpleasant way. Sort of like my body will just melt and slide down. Everything feels sort of unreal and it takes effort to bring myself back to reality, and even then, the feeling doesn’t totally go away. It feels like I could go from being aroused and ready for sex to falling back in bed and sleeping instantly. 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I'm in my second year of college, there's people in my house. I have friends bit I hate talking to people I don't know and that's all my friends do when drunk so now I dunno I feel so left out coz I can't talk to people",-2.5322413793103458,-0.9308411206896564,0.3030344827586209,103.22041379310345,106.75862068965515,2.32,14.420689655172415,3.1291,-1.5497227586206894,197,5,49,0,10,67,39,58,0.197,0.6970000000000001,0.105,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,9,9,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,6,9,2,7,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,30,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823728854133984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077846753391645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996563110855224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25535796853544124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984411110144947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214429320828928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810180854025409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5379347416918552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4157774210704504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655862504871832 anxiety,DirtyRavers,2018/01/30,"Hi folks! New member, asking for advice for my girlfriend. Hi there! I will be using bullets/dashes to make this easier to read. My girlfriend of 2 years: -has had panic attacks (twice since we've been together the last 3 years) -constantly feels uneasy -feels like when she's productive it wasn't enough, unable to ever relax because she feels like she's doing nothing -can't focus on TV or reading anymore -progressively worsening anxiety, and becoming depression -first doctor appointment today and until her therapist appointment comes around in about a month, was prescribed a ""baby dose"" of zoloft I'm concerned about: -taking action on medication without any certainty of which is the parent issue, i.e the anxiety causing depression or vice versa -I know zoloft is tough getting through until it finally starts working as intended, and getting off is just as bad or worse -seems like a lot for her mind and emotion to go through if she might not even need it, or may be removed from it when she see's the specialist Should she: -Take the medication as the doctor said until she has seen her psychiatrist/therapist? other notes: -she often cries from not knowing why she feels the way she does -feels like a burden on me (I talk her through these crying episodes for over an hour in increasingly smaller intervals) -says things like ""I can't do it anymore; ""it"" being work, responsibility -we live together in our own apartment -everything is fine, it's all just constructs of her mind snowballing into severe anxiety/depression. her fear of not knowing why seems to play a large role -I have ADHD and severe anxiety myself. I can empathize a lot of these feelings she's having, and sometimes worry her anxiety may be that we live together, even though she hates being apart from me any advice/tips/life stories would be so appreciated! bless you guys ",6.591329305135955,8.681413232628401,6.435835649546827,72.50274441087616,66.22054380664653,9.283915407854986,32.877462235649546,9.692545771848811,3.522897184290029,1504,65,232,33,25,473,204,331,0.16399999999999998,0.753,0.083,-0.9787,1,0,0,0,0,0,55.0,3,1,0,4,14,18,2,2,14,0,29,7,0,4,2,50,56,21,0,4,11,1,6,5,2,6,7,2,0,1,14,11,0,0,11,5,0,5,7,9,0,2,6,10,34,9,40,38,6,35,1,2,2,0,34,12,0,13,22,163,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144924755446327,0.0824884030839176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480885615803965,0.0,0.2583059760899087,0.0,0.16743204964590974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514637434830977,0.07891571336850513,0.0960331338172286,0.0,0.0,0.0704821804771538,0.05145800290915327,0.09322865269072453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671645114824178,0.0,0.0727152034471578,0.0,0.09122156667047343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18544967373641094,0.0,0.0,0.2181170144347843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280265219132154,0.07387127749929626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495441035093473,0.0,0.08722224764439544,0.0,0.1115093277742536,0.07635731361639635,0.0,0.0,0.07586587786283652,0.0,0.0,0.0949892406618088,0.25609358832003976,0.18091617763046802,0.0,0.09247143246140367,0.0,0.07180252203757795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882056824706637,0.0,0.04797443271981607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358315106055521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334136816954353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313080549937546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810630512047565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391752128364939,0.06880869264815265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062021305535021,0.0,0.14907825187090726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353156175741422,0.0,0.0,0.05634701363824324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007648809364384,0.0,0.08954993506937117,0.17046819233867488,0.0,0.06737846517126869,0.0,0.0,0.06259192600459804,0.0,0.08152758624748936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099752856500224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904166410643307,0.09373177915593613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688737266737993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029706335482004,0.06712941659954169,0.0,0.0,0.06726704458437406,0.15369470633992185,0.0,0.19072762954091835,0.0,0.06982814940982902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348762394847348,0.0,0.05974867762329712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693767472656073,0.06784879149210188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19602236617344607,0.056080923794820665,0.0,0.08293634576611271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001462040745035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290660996369153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700391969209855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234104604460322,0.0,0.0,0.08137210267365261,0.0,0.12290882342174382,0.08572653456376972,0.08602509777016844,0.05996529764140865,0.0,0.0,0.10871972213447187 anxiety,WarmerClimates,2018/01/30,"Having strange fears that make me feel like a child, need advice... I consider myself to have depression and ADHD more than anxiety, but this is definitely an anxiety thing. I have a fear of my surroundings changing when I look away. I'm mostly afraid that I will look in the mirror/turn around/open my eyes at night and then see a person or a monster where there was nothing a second before. This has never happened, beyond really benign instances of friends accidentally startling me. I don't know why I'm so afraid of this. I thought I had gotten over this problem. The last time I had it was two years ago, during a really intensely anxious and lonely period of my life. When my life improved, the problem vanished. But I'm doing fine right now. I'm optimistic about school and I've been taking my depression medication religiously (I have a 30-day pillbox instead of a weekly one so I KNOW I haven't missed any.) It's getting really bad. The idea of someone being there isn't the scary thing, the seeing part is the scary part. My dumb child brain thinks I'll be magically protected so long as I don't look at this imaginary monsters that might be there. So it's gotten to the point where I don't like looking in the mirror, and I put a blanket over my eyes at night. I've started staying inside more because I'm afraid that if I leave, things will be different when I come back. I know this is bad. I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist about it. But that appointment isn't for a month and in the meantime I really need advice on how to handle this. I feel like a little kid seeing monsters under the bed instead of a 23 year old adult.",3.5117592592592617,5.380027151234568,4.786913580246914,82.11611111111111,73.78395061728395,7.639506172839508,25.88888888888889,8.401726058763845,1.8135296296296293,1303,45,247,23,27,431,167,324,0.157,0.716,0.127,-0.9003,1,2,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,20,21,1,6,24,0,27,6,3,2,1,29,59,21,0,5,5,0,2,3,1,3,3,0,1,5,19,7,0,1,8,0,0,3,7,15,0,3,8,11,30,6,29,44,5,42,0,4,9,0,7,18,1,4,23,167,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553302265650348,0.18787984676331412,0.08521598477276457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537364494770212,0.0,0.147082757670945,0.1086027746688924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855786314775422,0.0,0.0,0.09031999145982987,0.07392023949629603,0.1605338541239584,0.05860170242041455,0.0,0.08180198785932312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073160707341495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169582473568428,0.0828099512795562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199774525188975,0.0,0.16559819205450024,0.0,0.0,0.10043838341231164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635240000401554,0.09721533034101748,0.13735467637245696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427201327117428,0.0,0.0502254543871538,0.0,0.05463452273882895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500997531060081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852230360321324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849632604943778,0.07836111591084596,0.0,0.10179082387407297,0.0,0.0,0.1358029715110821,0.140896986396676,0.09635038605121893,0.0,0.08507456067512965,0.3229095807207553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416943407883423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684374811017027,0.0,0.10198177834393313,0.0,0.0,0.0767323359299784,0.0,0.0,0.14256260306556146,0.07414359213078227,0.0,0.0,0.1804283637504255,0.0,0.09224207698334463,0.0,0.10087527085504548,0.0,0.06514211747264866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820505010433252,0.0,0.0,0.0839395099718434,0.0,0.0,0.09087663060670917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397233815061087,0.0,0.09664008171283167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463407005629769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209694171429717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729159198317644,0.2298163418658281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145306481482836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804333686006536,0.10246484353648776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227995083095319,0.07726795568853399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915992122831553,0.06159805841613435,0.0,0.07631875691144918,0.05605584684270128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045649522108638,0.0939078407569062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711198590720834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674495843223358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381282684060765 anxiety,neat-o-meat-os,2018/01/30,"Advice for high schooler? Hello While I'm not officially diagnosed with a form of anxiety, I was hoping that perhaps you lovely people have had a similar experience and/or could share some advice. Despite participating in multiple athletic and academic clubs throughout the year and trying to befriend my club mates/classmates, I have struggled to feel connected with these communities, even though we apparently share some common interests. Needless to say... I'm socially awkward. How might y'all suggest befriending club mates and making friends in high school in general? It gets pretty lonely sometimes (most of the time), which is only compounded with time, as I am excellent at obsessing over my social deficiencies. There are just so many amazing people in the world... I just wish I wasn't so invisible! Regards, neat-o-meat-os",8.301489361702128,10.4158345035461,8.152971631205679,61.72350000000003,62.12056737588652,11.59744680851064,38.92269503546099,11.407655852321104,5.427129929078015,679,35,93,21,10,218,108,141,0.07,0.73,0.2,0.9676,1,2,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,2,0,1,8,12,0,3,5,0,10,2,0,2,0,21,18,9,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,10,8,16,13,4,14,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,5,5,62,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381709362260481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236947634663654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815246274560533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562446123076866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428640985143708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925909916423246,0.0,0.0,0.08749048885046712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368456860063188,0.0,0.09040239932641336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36563691436575263,0.0,0.1718604284781842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616869007156065,0.0,0.11550061368142593,0.17542791238164251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835602596802801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315991003414951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399180558683557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603637511507114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13760247993091154,0.0,0.1751182434661098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35276991958440285,0.0,0.0,0.17113367999875845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808912578996675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700036650385932,0.0,0.2017934178072976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174777869667715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989789670524934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142733052744183 anxiety,thelightneverleaveus,2018/01/30,Anyone else feel numbness in feet? I feel that when im anxious/depressed I feel this numbing feeling in my feet. Looking online I see these symptoms can be caused from debilities or vitamin b12 efficiency. I know im not diabetic and I take my general vitamins every day. Iv'e had this problem for few years now but it seems to get worse. Any else have this problem? Can anyone can give me tips on what I can do about it? Maybe solving this issue will final do something about my depression?,2.434323017408122,5.194532819148936,3.810812379110253,82.96136363636364,82.51063829787232,6.396905222437137,27.69439071566731,7.686295010490155,2.043268085106384,391,18,70,7,11,128,68,94,0.192,0.733,0.075,-0.9319,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,1,0,14,21,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,6,10,0,8,18,1,8,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,5,44,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372121346258462,0.0,0.0,0.1889207696867789,0.0,0.2338603144029721,0.17134550949380745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717898841910277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784864187440292,0.0,0.2880675746734518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793961500279015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408973463559794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382233113172964,0.0,0.0,0.1831908070864944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737006517207496,0.16042095481414778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612712674646486,0.17454325854815322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919044901663494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042994461925545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800365147421134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32003045806568275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325957930713378,0.1522386782052054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287407813673547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738145933914583,0.125735129563108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704202765193385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768976490304813 anxiety,grimdauth,2018/01/31,"Some advise might be nice Hi, sorry if my english is not good but i speak majorly in spanish so... i'll try my best to make me easy to understand. I'm on therapy over almost a year, I have improve a little in managing my anxiety but still. Not like I'm gonna be over it a blink of an eye haha I don't know if anyone has on some level of what I have. I can't make a simple phonecall without hiperventilating or ended up crying, let me explain a little more... This doesn't happen if I call someone I know, just happens when I have to order something, ask up for information, things like that. Anyone have some advice?",2.7215748031496076,4.092547811023621,4.879535433070867,82.69883070866145,74.8267716535433,7.2847244094488195,25.298425196850395,7.908726449838941,1.4514321259842515,480,16,97,7,10,167,85,127,0.111,0.742,0.147,0.8235,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,6,1,13,1,1,2,0,22,25,8,0,3,10,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,13,6,15,20,6,16,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,9,6,69,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463040897684848,0.0,0.0,0.1789492431034689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367103633945222,0.0,0.0,0.2499121745871281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670669183184689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875419677755982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247982435294732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963012445292844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582813561006771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989095020344922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160600141281517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964253836776833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182740011977529,0.0,0.1746144235757481,0.3582227175732832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385766160671116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957988275158424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141785844599348,0.1375773769555522,0.0,0.20004785193844887,0.0,0.0,0.1427156384741457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436702528770406,0.0,0.11872498790073427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133032017860425,0.0,0.0,0.1860402860892407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722671677223502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508144678760135 anxiety,CT_x,2018/01/31,"Today I realised a oretty major mistake I've made at work, and since my boss was on leave I have to tell her tomorrow. My anxiety is kicking back in. I really, really like my job and don't want to lose it, and I don't want to disappoint my boss because I look up to her as an example of what I'd like to be professionally. This is gonna suck. ",4.649799999999999,3.4750792800000028,7.141166666666668,77.25975000000003,69.53333333333333,11.233333333333334,30.75,10.686352973137794,2.9628,266,9,61,7,4,98,52,75,0.141,0.7170000000000001,0.142,0.4615,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,9,13,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,11,2,11,9,1,7,0,2,1,0,3,4,1,0,5,38,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920988227025347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21028766182106995,0.0,0.16670961924224556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27138466581871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895736606534091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672150237326791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22965259978896646,0.30595187172828264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587714475503829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503939535757893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22622378526922085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390317812572381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592251185007824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32260875951278617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990952038143183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheFearInMyEyes,2018/01/31,Good first jobs for people with anxiety? I want to get a job soon so that I'll be able to earn some money but my anxiety has been holding me back for the last 2 years. Can anyone recommend any jobs that don't involve talking to customers and food (I have an anxiety related eating disorder called ARFID). Thanks in advance :),4.083809523809524,5.8370580158730165,5.057333333333336,81.24600000000002,72.01587301587301,8.84952380952381,30.06031746031745,9.3871,2.8477517460317463,257,11,48,6,5,84,54,63,0.123,0.6829999999999999,0.194,0.7351,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,0,6,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,2,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,29,6,4,0.1937494532083696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175627213354066,0.0,0.4446534041664861,0.0,0.0,0.1354741225824634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898137007722126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19783985421325576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205365904221952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982540602361817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480318592208512,0.2342826078864841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122609258759363,0.0,0.0,0.16250784897063505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5767993088347118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793166375986578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343214755234371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557284713900397,0.0,0.17837846545428107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427844737753412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476829554084272 anxiety,unicorv,2018/01/31,"Just had my first anxiety attack at 22 from a choking phobia ive been having issues eating food recently, afraid im going to choke on it. It's only been an issue with food so i just always have a full glass of liquid nearby to put myself to ease. Today when I got home from work I tried to eat some left over sushi, already taking a very small bite. As soon as it was in my mouth I felt the sensation of my throat tightening up and opening rapidly. I spit out the food and try to drink some water but find I can't. I immediately felt overcome by some deep worry I guess? My heart started beating fast, I felt like I couldn't feel my hands (I don't know how to explain the feeling), and I felt a deep pit (?) in my throat. I had to sit down and text my wife about it. She told me to breathe deep and now I feel a bit better. Does this happen to any of you? What do yall do when this hits, and how do you get food down? I still havent had any food yet and I cant drink my water. Tl;dr- choking phobia lead to what I think was my first ever anxiety and i dont know where to go from here",1.5097849944008956,2.7242901106383,3.3434714445688702,93.12105263157896,77.68085106382979,5.968645016797312,19.602463605823072,6.339386263674448,-0.11593617021276614,836,17,197,6,19,281,134,235,0.122,0.8390000000000001,0.039,-0.9506,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,0,6,15,4,1,1,9,0,19,18,7,3,1,35,40,16,0,1,3,1,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,11,11,0,12,2,0,4,6,2,0,2,13,8,34,2,31,25,5,35,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,4,14,129,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871933778892452,0.0,0.08197658349620854,0.0,0.0,0.1339940405164866,0.0,0.15073515486556882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208079284334738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713298830269164,0.10755839075221704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621556978687994,0.0,0.11546477841018615,0.19302430670094492,0.0,0.20162123707416585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911703606176044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944410996540047,0.0,0.3783788364288372,0.0,0.09004555142521369,0.16760222806932668,0.5956542475190872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147266589995905,0.0,0.11198244276148282,0.0,0.07879549320911558,0.0,0.10853095505922998,0.0,0.08712096507076095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674674730521065,0.0,0.0,0.0988236545803523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641857261316368,0.20565869590791552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828809862329256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704233515167456,0.0,0.0,0.04813192563810245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492894630102855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903987329224867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727667524255416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973300665274454,0.0,0.07867824842604748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407482532081784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312767738246278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338549871125436,0.09414014080587857,0.0,0.133777309546262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128936864323087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172377818456982,0.10005190479263708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,280394433708491,2018/01/31,"It’s been 4 months since my last panic attack... Sort of an off my chest in a way. It’s been at least 4 months since my last random panic attack which I think went away because I started using marijuana. I’ve been smoking almost everyday since kind of fearing that my panic attacks will return and also because it helped me enjoy things again. Well today I ran out of weed and not planning to get anymore. Who knows, maybe my attacks kind of went away on its own or maybe it’s a result of weed. Either way, I’m just hoping I don’t get another attack. Weed was fun and all but I don’t think I can continue medicating the way I’ve been doing the past few months.",3.4134558823529417,4.548678139705885,4.811058823529415,84.79276470588236,72.75,6.910588235294116,23.894117647058824,7.1686216300943375,0.9208317647058832,521,14,105,5,10,174,83,136,0.13,0.8109999999999999,0.059,-0.8045,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,15,5,4,5,0,10,2,1,2,1,19,22,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,9,1,0,8,0,12,6,13,13,5,25,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,12,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189300735117976,0.0,0.0,0.0813734952999017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669906647119738,0.0,0.0,0.10091369024153732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5788054281991319,0.19120448174580396,0.0,0.0,0.1240578963706015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145027469794077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063256519550754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820428068199083,0.0,0.0,0.10106574736608001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192450055551895,0.055921927122810265,0.1658879315042884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044532957443433,0.0,0.0,0.10250753110379646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24365978595937446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581629622445634,0.0,0.0,0.09713673122571864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525185442543049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202276456353675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760154921663228,0.13040108447356255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645191151476644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788371246718807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423053224664072,0.0,0.0,0.09149003112788184,0.18865594465157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mandioquinha,2018/01/31,"Blood test coming, I'm freaking out and I don't know what to do I'm really bad right now, I need help (English isn't my first language, sorry any grammar mistakes. Also, I'm not in the current mood to check gramatical errors) I just got called to work in a new job. The wage is awesome, the job is not that terrible, and I'm not in position to refuse extra money, I need to survive This company requiries a medical evaluation, which includes blood test, and it's already scheduled to next week. I hate blood test. I can't put into words how much it makes me feel horrible. I hate all the feelings that come doing a blood test, I wish I never need to do it. The needle, the lights, the nurse, that stuff wrapping around my arm, the hungry, god I hate this so much However, I need to make I tried to search some tips in internet, and I found a story in my native language about someone who passed out doing this test. Although it was well written, the description reminded too much what is like to do a blood test, and I started to feel dizzy just like I would feel if I was doing I'm with headache, I want to puke, and I am almost regretting that they finally call me. Sorry the vent, I don't know where to find help. 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I seriously cannot handle seeing the social media feeds of anyone, not even my friends, without sinking into depression afterward and near constant worry that I’m a failure at being 23...I don’t have as many friends as everyone else, my life isn’t as interesting, I’m not as attractive (main one), or I’m not a person that people want to get to know. I know it’s irrational, but I’m wondering—am I (or anyone else with this type of anxiety) the weird one for not being able to handle having an Instagram? How the hell do people have the ability to post hundreds of pictures without constantly worrying about likes or what people have to say? Are their lives seriously this nice? I know social media is an illusion for the most part but I feel like I’m a freak among people I know for not being able to partake because I’d drive myself insane if I did.",7.2663636363636375,7.143926040404043,8.355252525252528,67.21954545454547,63.84848484848485,11.240404040404039,34.66666666666667,10.832165505486646,3.95520606060606,828,33,139,20,11,284,112,198,0.159,0.727,0.114,-0.799,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,3,14,1,0,12,0,15,2,0,2,0,26,28,12,0,3,13,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,7,3,1,0,5,0,0,1,10,6,0,2,1,3,14,8,28,24,4,10,1,1,1,0,9,5,1,5,6,96,21,1,0.2359014317323419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18046394958462866,0.0,0.0,0.1649477660487424,0.1208544471756168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190166161305396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25492564218368924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101590778740656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706537600180332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779053354099108,0.0,0.0,0.11270696367700847,0.10600649791445067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059639425964407425,0.08426401498245993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225686097760466,0.0,0.061624380803807076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592905150493596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833120788333572,0.17287428555426596,0.0,0.1041526430671188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195835127913982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556665824061173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598529153188741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554582621394221,0.0,0.3270887000057942,0.20598003104628435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129641812104607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545510516426975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937991434518615,0.0,0.0,0.09399144941467501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607077028249731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957038821553907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740056202775505,0.0,0.0,0.2395693548521885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gonnabeokgonnabeok,2018/01/31,"Had a falling out with friend I don't want to get into the details of the issue we had, but we hashed it out last night via text. I'm always anxious when I'm texting because I know how words on a screen don't have tone and infection and people can craft their responses. I feel that we moved past the initial thing that caused the rift, but now I feel adrift. I know I let myself get way too involved in her life, to the point where if I thought she was mad at me, I was a nervous wreck. But now, this is exactly what happened. She did get mad at me and did exactly what I was afraid she'd do, namely shutting me out and not telling me why she was upset for two weeks. So even after having this conversation via text, I'm still having trouble with the anxiety. I feel that this is grief for a friendship that has drastically changed and fear for what the future will bring. This friend was more than friends, we called each other family. But I've seen how she treats her family, and she does the same to them,so why would I be special? She was such a huge part of my life and now I that I actually have the freedom to do things without her, I'm still scared of what she'll think. This is all still fresh, so I keep reminding myself that each day will get better, but damn if the hours of the day seem so long! I stayed home from work today and I'll stay home tomorrow, but I know it's a process and each day it will get easier. If you've read this far, you deserve a medal, lol. I didn't have a goal in writing this beyond for myself, it just feels better to share, especially with those who find themselves in the same place.",5.242819548872183,4.785541690476194,5.494937343358399,87.16409774436094,68.10714285714286,8.740350877192984,27.80325814536341,8.032893268588372,1.4170976190476186,1272,34,286,14,19,404,173,336,0.123,0.7340000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,4,1,1,5,18,18,3,5,20,1,33,3,0,3,3,60,57,24,1,5,12,0,4,0,3,5,3,0,2,0,26,23,0,1,11,1,0,3,5,10,0,1,13,6,42,8,31,36,8,43,0,1,2,0,28,17,1,4,20,195,68,3,0.0,0.0,0.10652770632523474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083267232554286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350968255756486,0.1233235408566389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654497976452385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19309226702793245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146801037239744,0.0,0.0,0.11214085585674012,0.1154803754782249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120403671733076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552960450192262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210137919065489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058190280250452,0.12283914532880508,0.2207851281839517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977334646249976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530180566125834,0.0,0.2851667876369454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965328113890413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899953015058107,0.0,0.10750393441290153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393820124966625,0.0,0.0970294228451116,0.0,0.0,0.17998000696370556,0.08898271990808597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162694628182457,0.15421063924619066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660615109758464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602339098554207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024424318647062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821329648981273,0.10420879287679474,0.07568013879924815,0.0,0.11405249191916712,0.0,0.1031946734483416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919291547426883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929158139378636,0.0,0.0,0.09937823608662884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327072647410111,0.2615340352197537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541360072166848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504659054455146,0.06994748243709166,0.0,0.08666352553875299,0.0,0.0,0.10347411471214936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663675464693513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643873864964006,0.08664880539429873,0.08756427424213946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700593208488604,0.0,0.0,0.10522959733541808,0.0,0.07947223663072353,0.0,0.0,0.07754652906305044,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pupchubs,2018/01/31,"Skipping an event I was looking forward to Hey all, this is my first post on this sub so I apologize in advance for any community mistakes, please let me know if I should delete. I was just wondering if anyone can relate to my situation today... I was planning to attend a poetry reading by one of my favorite authors today but about ten minutes before it started, as I was walking toward the building it would be held at, I was overcome with terror. I felt like I HAD to go home, and if I went in there I would be ill. This terrified feeling had started this afternoon as a mild reluctant feeling, like I might be embarrassed if I had to participate in any very public interactions or a Q&A... it just grew on me slowly until it was sort of the ""moment of truth"". I feel like I really failed myself because I did end up turning back. I'm home now and kicking myself yet also I feel extremely relieved. Does this happen to you, or does anyone have advice for this situation? Thank you for reading.",5.199139099242725,6.18265764248705,6.52435233160622,74.72884814667202,68.4300518134715,8.840015942606618,32.98086887206058,9.057496981413335,3.0248416899163018,787,35,138,14,13,267,119,193,0.127,0.75,0.123,-0.6972,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,4,9,10,0,2,6,0,21,1,0,0,2,28,38,14,0,8,9,0,5,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,10,3,0,1,7,2,0,7,0,4,0,3,13,6,26,6,26,17,1,29,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,9,17,110,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206078086592196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807430367500814,0.0,0.14642805524809732,0.0,0.1838045910420837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899112197722784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391710146511532,0.0,0.08238229607949059,0.0,0.11499726638265775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365301842537975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969713411106793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733306984893745,0.193093257524144,0.12975906805389742,0.0,0.0,0.1149530936946194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768052333384759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195070563907102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711201385585633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742713989572176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819350718235904,0.0,0.1980730383354076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134866035759326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433660237030269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157681410646526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14834711132575246,0.0,0.0,0.12943023031845796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27036038253270844,0.0,0.08657646319136038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30381418119056564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131069890180047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442208770261726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562006986836284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469974505309299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115076394587851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527948920730414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655749048914504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19200429964259544,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,teabutcoffee,2018/01/31,"4th Driving test on friday, want to pass so badly. The first time, I failed on observation, but hey, everyone fails their first time, no big deal. The second time was an absolute disaster, my leg started uncontrollably shaking and everything and all I remember was wanting the whole thing to be over. The third time, I got 12 faults, mainly for my speed, use of gears and hesistation. I failed because I got a severe for a road in which I thought I could go in the middle but wasn't supposed to. My parents *and* my driving instructor tell me I'm ready, that it's just nerves that's keeping me down. What puts me down is the feeling that I'm not safe on the road. Anytime, I do something stupid when I go out driving, I constantly get that reminder ""Fail, Failure, Danger"". I've become better at fixing my speed and gears, but my hesistation is still an issue. Also, I remember that thing I failed on and I can't help but think how stupid I was for doing it, like I didn't know the roads properly.",4.91,5.746114666666671,5.569743589743592,81.84692307692309,69.0,8.666666666666668,29.871794871794872,8.841846274778883,2.2694102564102567,780,29,154,13,13,253,115,195,0.27,0.67,0.06,-0.9938,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,8,6,15,3,2,12,0,12,1,1,2,1,27,28,14,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,6,0,0,8,5,12,0,4,8,1,25,3,18,18,3,36,0,5,0,0,6,16,0,0,13,103,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455745475528365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004916710987985,0.09494698339592847,0.17201948848808638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13775290289559286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683161429972904,0.0,0.12435793074782887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057687203706228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488308610506938,0.13998281780342814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875455809712803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649707521577767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137571413093976,0.0,0.1770386493591349,0.0,0.24914347909057866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439949241278323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256806359390175,0.0,0.1384424645163502,0.0,0.0,0.08559903789011904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609417062077974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17294782494573774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657709340834694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528807776896976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595915165165854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990803716250527,0.0,0.0,0.11024440089995756,0.0,0.12438638139871812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361369947894345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069537968574376,0.0998017052081534,0.0,0.12365230779959326,0.3632886649767072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452256780926747,0.0,0.0,0.18373701932779365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389522678221736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pineapple_Incident17,2018/01/31,"Anybody else have chronic nausea/vomiting? It started long before my anxiety was diagnosed, but the docs haven’t been able to figure it out. I’ll throw up multiple times a week, and am super nauseous all the time, to the point that if I want to eat, I have to premeditate with anti-nausea meds (regardless of my anxiety that day).",8.582857142857144,7.149660619047619,9.082539682539686,67.34857142857145,61.85714285714285,12.844444444444447,38.460317460317455,11.855464076750405,4.663184126984127,261,11,46,7,3,88,49,63,0.055,0.836,0.109,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,8,6,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,30,8,0,0.2771482654224961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4240353289200964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358327609402576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873770329356994,0.0,0.0,0.2812996554786778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28359186566752737,0.23152181287182896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452674935516085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078492442803568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199469306032924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961669687403364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32321476467033755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346922761014232,0.0,0.2223116211962634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thewritingdog,2018/01/31,"Is My Dose Too High? Hi all - I've been on 40 mg of citalopram since April 2016 after an incident. Initially, I was on Buspar as well (10 mg morning and 10mg evening), but have since been weaned off by my psychiatrist. I was very comfortable on my 20 mg before my incident and had been for about 2-3 years. Recently, I've been feeling like my head is stuck in cotton and too tired to move after I get home from work. I also have moments where I'll space out for minutes at a time. My level of irritability has gone through the roof, so much so that when I get home from work, I can't have anyone talk to me for at least an hour or I'll have a meltdown. Another thing I've noticed is the desire to keep my things organized impeccably which I was told before was a sign of high stress/anxiety for me. I'm due to go back to my psychiatrist in March, but since it's the beginning of February, I'm concerned. Do you think my dose is too high? Should I call in? Please help! ​Thanks in advance!",2.6674695121951224,3.9752388780487813,4.20004573170732,87.77080030487808,74.85365853658536,7.85670731707317,25.49542682926829,8.472884824447931,1.4900792682926824,770,26,172,14,16,257,122,205,0.046,0.843,0.111,0.9211,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,12,3,0,0,8,0,21,4,1,0,1,14,33,11,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,12,1,20,3,32,20,3,34,0,0,0,0,6,17,0,1,14,106,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262530759365448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767726440883147,0.1077380154617926,0.0,0.0,0.09847476468209387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829304579138416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23967959188010515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438077820104075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301986629759576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121016038355685,0.10061220282442786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716043857281233,0.0,0.08003949815453301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453683908070347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439840408357687,0.4463981797833171,0.28253699502718643,0.0,0.13869362441890307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518018436400435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068804628266425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968479712892405,0.10352957023823953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034102425972832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459400130797754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905708924637894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494992886188249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132545656198516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319744525454815,0.0,0.12966149604896693,0.0,0.0,0.1871283824363381,0.09024106802377238,0.0,0.0,0.08212173594642702,0.1618685528427661,0.0,0.13457341062560368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620322098815547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266271389665028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20505840273077447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906928076665829 anxiety,whendeebee,2018/01/31,"Anxiety butterflies? Does anyone here experience the anxiety butterflies? If so, what do you to help yourself? 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I've been on Adderall for nearly a year and a half now, 20mg XR and 15mg IR once a day each. These side effects started becoming more frequent in recent months and they are causing some concern in my day to day life specifically at work. First off, the anxiety at work has become more rampant. It would first start off as chest related anxiety, or that's the best description I could think of, in which I would become overly aware of my breathing, or over focus in on it. This would quickly escalate to being overly aware of my environment which in turn would somehow equate to thoughts running through my head of people judging me or thinking bad of me, such as not knowing what I'm doing etc, which breaks down my confidence and performance at work. It then causes me to be filled with self-doubt and effects my personality altogether by not being as social as I want to be because I feel like I would say something stupid and make a fool of myself. After that, it escalates takes a more physical form and becomes noticeable when I am talking on the phone with people at work- weird ticks like stumbling over words when I'm speaking, an inability to find the right choice of words when in my head I can think of the correct or best things to say but for whatever reason it just wouldn't come out correctly. During this time I'd also double check words after reading anything- as if I didn't comprehend what I just read or remember it thereafter. Seems like when I am in this state of Anxiety/Social Anxiety my short-term memory goes to shit. After every conversation, I would also stress myself out by thinking of what I could have said instead of what I actually said. This more or less has been with me throughout my whole life and growing up in my teens but never magnified in the way that Adderall has made it become in recent months. I've always thought it could be a personality trait or a cognitive defect that works against me- maybe even some form of OCD possibly, I'm not too sure. Even in times of stress at work, I would notice brain fog later in the day, which could be something the comedown from the Adderall might cause. The last part I want to bring up, which I'm going to stress is the most important to address to my psychiatrist when I see her on the 15th of February, is that in the last few months falling asleep and staying asleep has become a major issue. I typically go to bed around 9:30 pm, falling asleep maybe about an hour later. During my time trying to fall asleep my mind would race a million miles per hour through various different memories in my past or create rather obscure new ones which I try to focus on anyway but I end up focusing too much on my breathing for whatever reason, and this might be purely psychological I have no idea but at least during the first time frame I fall asleep I'm able to feel like I'm dreaming and asleep- which is followed by waking up for the first time around 1-2am. After trying to get back to sleep after the initial wake up, the passage of time feels rather odd. It doesn't feel like I'm sleeping, it feels like I'm still conscious and aware of my breathing and any dreams I have during this second half I usually don't remember because it's such a light sleep. During the second half of the night I would frequently wake up and maybe doze off several times throughout the night with no recollection of actually sleeping, it's extremely bizarre! I then typically wake up at 6:30-7:30am during the week depending on the day. This happens to me on days I take my Adderall and also my off days I don't take any. I've tried the usual melatonin, Benadryl and other OTC stuff that works briefly if at all, but isn't a real solution. I also don't consume caffeine anytime after 12pm, and I typically take my 20mg XR at 8am, and my 15mg IR at around 1pm. At any rate, I wanted to add that I eat proper meals throughout the day, I exercise vigorously 5 days a week in the a.m. before going into work. Now, I'm not saying that all this could be related, but it might be who knows. I'm not looking for a solution, just someone who can elaborate further even share if they have ever experienced any of these- abnormalities. It would give me some relief that I am not the only one with these issues. I'm hoping my psychiatrist will sympathize with me here as it's really affecting my day-day work/home/social life. I've heard of people with the social anxiety element to my story being prescribed Klonopin with great success alongside their Adderall prescription so that might be something that I could consider as I've heard it helps with sleep issues as well. I've read cases that are similar to what I'm experiencing but never to the extent such as mine. Everything from an imbalance of GABA, to brain damage being the cause haha, scary stuff doesn't seem there is any middle ground. It's just strange to me that this even happens as it was never an issue when I first started on my medication. But anyway I hope to hear anyone with any sort of input as it would be very much appreciated! 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I was having dinner and it suddenly felt like the world wasn't real and I had made up all of my surroundings and all of the people that I love and that everything was something that my mind created. And it didn't feel like the general derealization where you feel detached from the world, it just felt like it was all in my head if that makes any sense. I've felt this way in the past but normally I can shake it off pretty fast but this time I can't seem to let it go. I started to feel really panicky, but I guess I feel calm enough to talk about it now. My best friend died a few months ago and I've been falling deeper and deeper into a depression. Some days I will feel fine and then other days I can feel myself crashing and think about just wanting everything to stop. I just need someone to help me understand what's going on. Is this normal? What can I do to help myself?",3.7535235732009937,4.6390845591397865,4.644838709677419,87.24495037220846,71.68817204301075,8.088668320926388,23.98511166253102,8.384062270229773,1.2093429280397028,712,18,154,11,13,231,105,186,0.115,0.7070000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9161,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,7,11,0,1,7,0,16,3,1,2,3,45,37,14,1,5,7,0,9,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,18,11,1,1,12,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,11,9,21,8,18,24,7,27,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,4,15,106,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678214566618805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958970018794199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825606191118675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992656333874626,0.0,0.11346998006380392,0.0,0.13672834675113468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612564879878591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368040752142131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996790590102916,0.09411716514709004,0.3794815767453959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178424970249787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974506977540136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512967423608772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352062391212664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660899845835906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471605694063518,0.0,0.1930888017451203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890312481346928,0.12465833204383338,0.08793941908779464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302278895784345,0.0,0.10515593824065714,0.0,0.0,0.09768570252487632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25816017101470995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257635198535476,0.09133394961835234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402990748290672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499522800184743,0.08439788513085057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993380234111113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162534476985714,0.10142213271807413,0.0,0.0,0.09324831365846414,0.0,0.0,0.11014297640403632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588996513516677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441554069802237,0.0,0.0,0.07682035346868518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371490211849832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770538489522504,0.10457139418528548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440401967352229,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ExpectationsTooHigh,2018/01/31,"Anxiety paired up with formidable numbness So I have my exams coming and I want to do well in them. Naturally I should be studying right? After slacking off for the whole course, I thought I'd study right before the exam. Procrastinating is too easy for me. I've lost the sense of ""I need to do this, and now is the time to do it"". I start to panic because I don't know anything I should know by now. But at the same time I couldn't give a flying fuck about how the exams go. Why should I study since I don't really see a future for myself? I don't really care about anything anymore. Everyday feels the same and I don't want to ""try new things"" or ""get out there and live"". And having this looming desire to stop everything and drop dead isn't helping. Then after going through this emotional roller coaster, I finally get to the stage of being extremely angry with myself. I want to physically harm myself in any way I can think of. Later I go back to the numbness and carelessness. And then the vicious circle keeps going until I've finished the exams. And I come up with new things to stress about. I feel like I haven't been able to actually get proper rest in years. Sometimes I suddenly want to cry and scream as loud as I can. Sometimes I just want to leave my body and leave this miserable world behind. Maybe I'll do that sooner or later. Thanks for listening to my panic mixed rant :)",3.26170302935175,5.0496254512635375,4.442696593941296,84.6614110814629,74.27075812274367,7.272264950557213,23.595824831266675,8.04050195162591,1.2628572908491602,1098,32,217,17,23,360,149,277,0.202,0.705,0.093,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,1,12,16,2,4,13,0,23,4,1,1,0,43,53,21,1,11,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,3,0,0,8,17,0,2,6,1,0,6,7,12,1,0,3,6,31,4,43,44,4,42,0,2,1,1,4,11,1,2,23,147,39,5,0.11225286058870453,0.0,0.1095425992647645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633579451492797,0.0,0.08587313110076825,0.0,0.11132467446056317,0.0,0.0,0.18474907940183916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863155208371452,0.0,0.06842830192149109,0.0,0.09551891654714002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468762251808035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144492726311688,0.0,0.0,0.1933917996992332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330449636843435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626935934031638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088563299089306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351683826945005,0.0801934660337526,0.0,0.12296752189844795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377596079575993,0.1759424597749046,0.10768317246817223,0.2551835501629928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07524072626386036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977550019863364,0.0,0.0,0.12338247302726625,0.0,0.0,0.2377191426597847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484107757263891,0.0,0.09912133246756807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253725759445827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277308627129995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323407377569253,0.0,0.21682902449683916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634090913418011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382411378379004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917266592070874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945099646234389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285672626803064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204189884088366,0.0,0.07945315248698774,0.0,0.0,0.0938484178025266,0.12858527254153435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033473523826259,0.0,0.0,0.1491516253455499,0.07192710049338988,0.0,0.08911623254122839,0.1309110914457318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621232386844014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310482277327479,0.08910109579473588,0.0,0.0,0.10092880269584993,0.0,0.1012907468657475,0.1253263100665292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228716186452439 anxiety,dnytm,2018/01/31,"Getting wisdom teeth out tomorrow, what to expect? Getting 3 wisdom teeth (one was taken out years ago) and 2 molars removed plus 2 bone grafts. I’ll be having the IV sedation. I’m mostly wondering what to expect re sedation. Will i wake up on the waiting area, the car, 4 hours later in bed? I hate feeling out of control and feel like i’m gonna wake up feeling high and panicking. Also because the roots are in a weird spot on one wisdom tooth there’s a small chance at permanent nerve damage so that’s worrying. Also also the idea of having cow bone in my jaw is kinda freaking me out lol",3.664892623716157,5.036211941176472,5.23389355742297,81.08839402427641,72.4453781512605,7.641830065359478,26.66760037348273,8.167268648758528,1.827184126984128,467,16,87,7,9,158,82,119,0.13,0.708,0.162,0.4896,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,1,0,7,1,7,9,8,2,0,20,19,8,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,2,3,4,4,17,14,1,22,0,1,0,0,0,15,0,3,6,49,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294652688731748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5221988846070252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13268631444973766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412934732346325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33017327206017666,0.15549962737898945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274415301584578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489872047965508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299745911209079,0.0,0.0,0.21435577704839484,0.0,0.0,0.2457168291358315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633992455218677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949903202773358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23604796410679715,0.0,0.22104895796084867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016886025960235 anxiety,gabegee,2018/01/31,"Does anyone else get extreme anxiety when arguing through text? When I start to argue with someone who I am close with, I get intense feelings on anxiety. I worry that they'll block me or hate me or something. It's such an awful feeling. My heart feels like it will explode and sometimes my hands start shaking.",4.347796610169489,6.506763779661018,4.612000000000002,83.01393220338984,72.22033898305084,6.753898305084746,33.83389830508475,7.554174236665415,2.556434576271186,249,13,43,3,5,78,47,59,0.332,0.5920000000000001,0.076,-0.9493,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,3,1,1,1,3,2,2,0,0,10,11,5,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,4,9,1,5,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,27,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690412792649443,0.0,0.0,0.16865566428816425,0.24714232340145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110795202027153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014952532789055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36588044487318266,0.17231640976883605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520385969396308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23813932291116374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582827286680645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178402438821382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043716321022767,0.18569086471913665,0.2385572336430271,0.0,0.3414513091530714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24495468870880685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TigerDucks,2018/01/31,"Afraid to leave home I got jumped a few weeks back when I was walking my dog. Two dudes on a motorcycle pointed a gun to my head and asked for my wallet, phone and whatever valuables I had. Luckily (and unluckily) I didn't have anything on me (You learn to leave your phone at home after a few years of living in Brazil). The backseat assaulter whacked me in the mouth with the gun right before they took off. I lost two teeth and had to get a bunch of stitches around my lips (Note: I use braces, yeah, think of that). After that incident, I got fixed up at the hospital and changed my dog walking route. My parents didn't want to call the police as they said ""Oh, if he didn't take anything, there's no reason to call the police."" About two weeks later, I come home from walking my dog and get a message from whatsapp. One of my friends sent me a pretty gory video of a woman being beheaded in a grassy rural jungle-y area. I live near a pretty rural, jungle-y area, which is the exact place I got jumped. I threw up a few times, boiling with anxiety. For a few nights I wasn't able to sleep, thinking that someone was out to get me. I've been trying to distract myself the best I can, but it just keeps going back to the same place. To make matters worse, in the same area, a 17 kid (roughly my age) was found bound with wires behind his back, tortured with plastics bags and shot in the head several times. The images of the place was what hit me the most. The place his body was left to rot *was the exact place I used to walk my dog*. I don't want to leave my house, not even to go to school. I feel that the one who is going to suffer the most with this is my poor doggo, as I'm too scared to even leave my house. I've tried taking care of this anxiety, saying that it's all just coincidences, that no one is out there to get me, that the only people who end up like that are drugs dealers and that I was a good kid. F.E.A.R If anyone is unfamiliar with the term, it stands for ""false evidence appearing real"". The simplest pleasure of just leaving my house and going for a walk was taken from me. I keep telling myself that they were just coincidences, but something deep in my core just chains me inside. My hobbies (writing, reading, studying) are all just suffering as I waste time on the internet trying to drown out the thought that someone's after me. I want to go back to the U.S., but I can't. My mom and my brother are going on the 5th of February, and the thought that I'm going to have to live alone with my dad just scares even more shit out of me. I want peace of mind again. Help me.",3.8447740112994353,4.5389271450094215,4.495833333333337,89.10103813559324,71.3352165725047,7.255932203389831,25.484463276836166,7.1686216300943375,0.929787570621468,2018,57,440,18,36,645,242,531,0.128,0.7979999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9734,1,1,2,2,1,0,77.0,0,2,3,2,21,17,3,4,41,1,30,10,8,4,4,68,74,20,1,6,13,4,2,1,1,0,1,2,3,3,21,24,1,3,8,2,1,19,9,10,0,6,28,4,61,7,79,44,14,74,0,3,0,0,30,34,1,5,21,289,82,3,0.0663923836089165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876248652357875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157998347375176,0.0,0.0,0.0464230983191634,0.0,0.10927054942486998,0.059103297414665475,0.0620679163613455,0.0,0.0,0.20420657935196784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056495028421074726,0.0,0.06967471051299788,0.0,0.0,0.07374697109801025,0.0,0.0,0.13558809355639706,0.0,0.06769145990970526,0.0,0.07023433854232815,0.057191159695676536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699408679958569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058803945574012084,0.0,0.0,0.13155462963662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03356998402059002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279582176482788,0.05129459088282052,0.0,0.13874912076431908,0.0,0.2641262513261955,0.05568678140585428,0.1593001626951533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627547957176644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04450141524167412,0.0,0.19979092219145525,0.0,0.0,0.22982369001790265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180252021947276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35149973969214193,0.07213551905258042,0.0,0.0,0.032435965022483984,0.0,0.1758770732745835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247512954172798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044317431604259536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703738110393424,0.07775795726176156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06230475447355861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349675921453846,0.050494399489967264,0.0,0.0,0.07372088498882634,0.0,0.0,0.0460281192137191,0.0,0.3468295498639671,0.0,0.06276226242529391,0.0,0.0,0.13508984524605214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664103503308206,0.07556906768950737,0.0,0.06826242798584148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669873284019378,0.06315436051494493,0.05279788824096387,0.13294071647498246,0.06719263673241793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500449563741715,0.06815082769036374,0.0,0.0,0.06644033139434435,0.0,0.1125081023608134,0.05111210054053252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983761967963438,0.0,0.0580298696369566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850831172192819,0.0,0.10541627296853058,0.11614179838729505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737643810821099,0.13522821107980612,0.0,0.1945671347857784,0.0,0.0,0.11468340527532035,0.0,0.0,0.1566397920795344,0.0,0.10651193080845743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765951095750106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04275451828434095 anxiety,BrosettaStone7,2018/01/31,Been depressed in bed all day and it's been lovely I'll take being depressed over being anxious 9 times out of 10. ,2.625,4.27301816666667,3.84,88.905,75.66666666666666,4.800000000000002,24.5,3.1291,0.3001499999999999,92,3,18,0,2,30,21,24,0.293,0.578,0.129,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,5,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,11,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4472787751032107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553367134492656,0.0,0.6820134819507416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573347511088796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976838112171113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23086510072710198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Musicfanatic75,2018/01/31,"I had to take a Xanax today to calm down, and I feel defeated I was taken of Xanax a month or two ago because my doctor is “Benzodiazepine phobic,” and didn’t want to prescribe me Xanax. It’s ok, but I’ve had high anxiety all day and I had to take one just to calm me down from my little bit I had left from my last script. I feel defeated and I shouldn’t have to take a pill to be normal. Am I horrible?! And also I had a therapy appointment today. I feel like my therapist isn’t helping. She just kinda sits there and repeats what I say. She is working as a graduate student in our center on campus, but I feel like this therapy isn’t helping. Is something wrong with me. Should I request a new therapist?",1.846295133437991,3.5820763401360587,4.071700680272109,86.01075353218211,78.1156462585034,7.516274201988487,24.913134484563056,8.384062270229773,1.6478230245944523,550,20,116,11,13,190,82,147,0.098,0.762,0.14,0.6251,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,6,1,17,5,0,0,1,22,26,11,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,5,23,5,16,15,2,17,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,2,10,81,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329812317252654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199687326170549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476277797403465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144911708577533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637799719401849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09674870917434396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354900190039947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034128962025177,0.2143446924416968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20110678746980667,0.15850145056320686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228407312287552,0.0,0.0,0.16299417018929102,0.0,0.0,0.14658169158732967,0.15035668540899094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197423297088576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488758519505435,0.0,0.0,0.1469850435102983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165556429118898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929973048797225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549060052043385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3383828837807591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34311557611215393,0.3483631564029769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843976049025101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654504510877495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848405495639629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921433740650087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164020301823803,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FluffyCockatiel,2018/01/31,"How to support a friend who is suffering with anxiety? I have a very close friend who has been suffering with anxiety for years now. They have admitted that it is holding them back in many areas of their life, such as getting/maintaining a job, which in turn makes them feel worse because they say they feel they will never be able to move forward with their life (move out, etc). Luckily our friendship is good enough that we're comfortable discussing our mental health issues openly with each other, and the friend is always coming to us to talk when they need it. However, recently I've found that I've inadvertently become a bit of a record stuck on repeat - I don't mean to but I end up saying the same old things, such as ""Don't give up"", ""it can become more manageable in the future"", ""We're here for you"". I wonder if this ""advice"" (if you can really call it that?) is actually in anyway helpful. Personally, I've had mental health related issues myself in the past and been told similar things, and for me I find they can be comforting sometimes but others it can be a little cliche almost, and frustrating because they feel a little automatic or empty. I want so bad to be able to support and help my friend in any way I can, and have asked in the past if there was anything they wanted me to do/what would help, but they didn't know themselves. I fear that by repeatedly asking what they want me to do will only add to the problem. They have upcoming appointment with a doctor about the anxiety so fingers crossed there's a step in the right direction, but until then I'm scared of saying the wrong thing and overstepping my mark, because the last thing I want is to upset or trivialise my friend's feelings! Anyway, I feel I've rambled on a little selfishly, but basically I wondered if there was anything I could say/do to be more supportive, or certainly if there's anything I should avoid saying/doing that could make it worse! I know it's probably best to ask the friend directly, but if anyone had anything in general they've found to help them/people they know then i'd be interested to know! (Sorry for waffling)",8.806531977866427,7.134818789731053,8.615532106549995,71.63420023163044,61.591687041564796,12.033509200875047,35.70724488482821,10.882677951670544,3.716865036674817,1691,58,313,35,19,548,199,409,0.112,0.7240000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9724,2,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,3,2,16,1,16,26,1,4,21,0,38,6,1,3,2,69,72,31,0,16,15,0,6,0,6,4,5,3,0,1,24,18,0,2,16,0,0,6,4,11,0,0,11,9,42,15,46,49,8,45,0,2,0,0,46,22,0,12,18,218,66,3,0.14095412751490427,0.0,0.0687754477886035,0.0,0.0,0.06886937103289878,0.0,0.0,0.07057259896232082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05864256284606473,0.0,0.0,0.047926820116561915,0.0,0.16174428261073326,0.0,0.0,0.0492792016525635,0.0,0.231986473749502,0.0,0.1976596227268127,0.0,0.0,0.05419251173995738,0.05884540440855272,0.1288864917662612,0.15567275963684066,0.0,0.0,0.07396133032414723,0.0,0.07694270022365837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196496190447234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070974996134201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254040127890744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213626112464608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242175978831421,0.07282164656811496,0.07860055586000719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930629051718012,0.17817660517297873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441475947464767,0.0,0.0,0.15454892543146706,0.32670242779855163,0.0,0.0,0.06760802149578139,0.0,0.05911281731810895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498276462361857,0.0,0.0,0.1889571609755014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711948809354133,0.06993761098993431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549294044265944,0.05744821341071912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956006877256106,0.0,0.21190959862183936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408797464293647,0.0714526808374941,0.0,0.07677018349108419,0.0,0.0,0.1420486077704176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981193051544464,0.0,0.052257849764518464,0.05435625634291087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395382289524856,0.0,0.0,0.053600982805665484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13455666400495178,0.04885992211951897,0.06153785364593317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598619482475867,0.06743703188051739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045149411711380434,0.0,0.06958759804416037,0.0,0.0,0.06018702736873005,0.0,0.2241847593685434,0.07055983564438865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06970361814997418,0.07889330283427287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23992961028289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056646794224512825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18728731818285052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734385464846125,0.0,0.0,0.07665880736979026,0.0,0.0,0.08477523008823129,0.0,0.0,0.05815095855511064,0.16627679280761334,0.055941412773371536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285873858939186,0.0,0.0,0.14364429798569334,0.05006488400755021,0.07705560554395463,0.0,0.04538491837849869 anxiety,vancerefrigeration,2018/01/31,"Am I destined for unhappiness? Honestly, I just wonder when this fucking feeling will relent, permanently. My anxiety and depression is always present but not always prevalent. Sometimes I can manage it, sometimes I don’t even feel it, other times it is crushing. It’s fucking crippling when you’re feeling alright and suddenly everything just comes crashing down. And it doesn’t just come out in one way, every element of my life just fucking perishes before my eyes because I just go crazy and my behaviour and temperament changes. It’s a never ending fucking game. I constantly wish there was a way out that wasn’t so permanent and damaging to those around me, like being able to just put pause on my life until the worst of it is over but there’s just nothing. And there’s nothing I even do to help myself, either. I take antidepressants but I eat like shit, I’m overweight, I don’t exercise or anything. There’s so many things I could do to help that I just don’t do. Like what the fuck is wrong with me? There are answers and there is help but I’m just a lazy sack of shit who doesn’t do anything about it. I’m just hoping with time and age, the anxiety will subside but all I keep thinking is that the more life goes on, the worse it will get. I’m just tired of this.",3.127382608695651,5.349361300000004,4.0363304347826094,85.48399130434784,76.0,7.067826086956522,27.669565217391305,8.04050195162591,1.8865513043478268,1015,42,195,17,23,326,129,250,0.205,0.6679999999999999,0.127,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,25,17,7,0,8,1,25,15,3,0,2,47,47,20,0,3,19,0,3,3,0,3,6,0,0,0,19,16,2,1,6,2,0,4,8,11,0,1,2,4,21,6,21,40,4,25,0,2,1,5,5,8,7,3,14,139,40,1,0.10820391395640712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800686488931042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555139601903002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808520323030044,0.0963244239831378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596010163540653,0.0,0.09207356118206564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446539363889645,0.1864161816882572,0.0,0.11692999084220483,0.0,0.08639202066157886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09319587253790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107196171141374,0.0,0.0,0.0958365511421874,0.0,0.0,0.14293532934557984,0.0,0.09116646430481497,0.0,0.09724670083537014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641334501806041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5001638743902889,0.05653207909036891,0.0,0.06149477786160181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758040805309026,0.0,0.0,0.10747090129935008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617661039398756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292828731919413,0.15858890030487774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970178547594954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345352900288541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764914743373986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332177243616501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877481964776127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213952548845356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21403287533960474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135587715197529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188587244329042,0.06933269898071312,0.0,0.0,0.12618914476161394,0.1243644816541258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17177446084194178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442916102388088,0.0,0.11734252901577913,0.0,0.0,0.11026903244056467,0.0,0.1183039937763482,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vviktoriaa,2018/01/31,"Anxiety or psychosis From February- August of 2016 I had the worst case of GAD I have had in my life Every day consisted of me waking up in the morning, being afraid that I was going insane, feeling as if I couldn't breathe and that I would snap and hurt the people around me. I carried on my normal life with work, drinking, friends ect ect, and I didn't let it affect me to the point where I would feel paralyzed. I got medicated for it and things finally started to look better Right now I am under a lot of stress. Work, school, exams and social life is simply too hard for me to balance, so I try to do everything at once. I can feel the anxiety creeping in on me again. I am simply not in the mental state of being around people for a longer period of time - because of the paranoia of me going insane. This time the symptoms are different, my thoughts race constantly if I am really going to pick up that knife and do something stupid, or , what would happen if I choked on my own tongue, I hear myself laughing, screaming and crying in my head and sometimes I am even too exhausted to speak. I am afraid of going to the doctor because I don't want them to put me on more medication since it has been a roller coaster since I was very young and almosy killed me. But at the same time I don't think this is ""fixed"" easily with Therapy. I need to know what I can do to calm myself down in situations where I can take control of my own thoughts again",7.38692759295499,5.736210452054799,7.657984344422702,77.30746575342471,64.34246575342465,10.534637964774953,33.18590998043053,9.23628265651192,2.7071430528375737,1140,36,229,16,14,374,155,292,0.14400000000000002,0.804,0.052000000000000005,-0.9764,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,11,13,2,3,13,0,31,12,3,3,0,39,50,17,1,10,7,0,4,0,1,3,8,3,0,0,11,13,1,1,7,2,0,5,5,9,0,0,9,8,41,4,45,34,6,41,0,1,1,0,5,22,0,6,13,172,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105785496384127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905660409277506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630804415146852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888059682521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208192373811814,0.1253964811353671,0.0,0.0,0.12281025732851401,0.07210363392226435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168102549517251,0.0,0.11443502571392886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952429739961198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384477396250573,0.0,0.0941987817899563,0.0,0.10048125504962004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959274636670105,0.0,0.0,0.1224746335468109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637865834985467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541607028496298,0.0,0.08941900820143737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886695257436733,0.0,0.10015345563716782,0.0,0.11474205066069285,0.0,0.12601001598668704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968733780313613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369336556538132,0.0,0.06144396071750245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432606017853393,0.2369091255724084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388629418572088,0.0,0.0,0.09505084414031324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22525935848232656,0.11267104663733213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290044823953496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954312320815013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906646052974465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550201343112693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568989692661884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239281437944446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162381317813175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954790824642889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315052351610215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18496906087813295,0.12567116599787162,0.0,0.11396899686648955,0.0,0.08607134971053529,0.11057594628536838,0.0,0.0791346819448716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280698666681027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620604204585235,0.0840618815000447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278563822925823,0.0,0.07427689187797654,0.07163879648064822,0.0,0.1775180593225745,0.19557954455571686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590684347730918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224911762539514,0.06594425869844459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278771408165188,0.0,0.0,0.2382647589207299,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Vinven,2018/01/31,"Getting dental partials and nervous about it. Could someone with partials chime in? I am currently missing a good amount of teeth and they are recommending that I get partials. I'm somewhat concerned about this though, am I going to hate having them? Is it going to be a noticable thing? Or will it just feel like normal teeth? Is the process particularly painful? Is it difficult getting used to them?",4.199583333333333,7.289385347222224,4.472777777777782,79.02500000000003,77.47222222222223,6.377777777777778,32.611111111111114,7.6454224807358475,2.674244444444444,323,17,52,5,8,101,52,72,0.185,0.746,0.068,-0.8501,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,3,0,4,7,1,1,3,0,10,3,2,1,0,10,20,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,6,2,8,17,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21869958503346068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850012678532905,0.1956855984072771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293293110913738,0.0,0.31134547605363017,0.22974769008669205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043527642370074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338214896159361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683794580456531,0.0,0.31185510704157565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914658669208291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320880824934566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819775756224173,0.0,0.2691210149946493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657542048669064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MoistTowlette19,2018/01/31,"I don’t want to live like this anymore, please help. My anxiety is ruining my life. I’ve been on Effexor XR for 12 years and it’s lost it’s effect. I am also on Buspar, rexulti, and adderall. Nothing is working. Therapy isn’t working. I can’t have fun anymore. I can’t enjoy life anymore. I don’t know what to do. This is hopeless. I had to come home from work because I can’t stop crying. 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What I'm wondering is if this worry wart stuff would cause me to itch all over. Primarily on the groin, chest, and head. I keep checking for lice then dug myself into a webmd hole of if I have Cancer or pubic lice now I can't stop freaking out about having something I more than likely don't have. There's no redness just brief periods of itchiness or uncomfortability. This has been going on since Monday mainly at night and sometimes in the afternoon. Thank you all in advance!",3.551376146788993,5.867268036697251,4.6830183486238495,80.90177522935781,75.05504587155963,7.295779816513763,24.661467889908266,8.238735603445708,1.6625258715596334,452,15,83,8,10,148,82,109,0.141,0.804,0.055,-0.8928,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,10,7,4,2,2,19,16,7,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,3,3,2,0,0,1,1,8,3,18,14,5,19,0,0,1,1,2,9,0,6,8,60,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367504074070094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395815811752555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444323549445734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215955952516528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957962492316224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017309431481852,0.0,0.22280127813266984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452763851631948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078233679638602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698584248818736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471306358257434,0.21160703221754945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887601640207856,0.0,0.0,0.48985472714605705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969810800519249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202514360032106,0.0,0.2172817563059437,0.0,0.15198754102490558,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheArchangelRaphael,2018/01/31,"What are your experiences on being on Klonopin? I have just been given a small dose by my psychiatrist for social anxiety disorder and panic disorder. It’s working for the most part, but I still get some bad anxiety in the back of my mind so I would like to try one dose higher next time I see my psychiatrist. He is one of the best psychiatric doctors in the state, so I trust his opinion once I’ve given him all my experience and input. What are your experiences with Klonopin?",4.5593087557603695,6.12384247311828,5.832288786482338,76.91129032258067,70.50537634408602,9.61536098310292,29.414746543778804,9.957137785484203,2.952177880184331,382,15,73,10,7,128,65,93,0.132,0.7190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.7709999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,5,5,0,1,5,0,7,3,0,0,1,11,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,13,3,11,6,5,10,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,5,54,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27057772521056694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598582571231702,0.14766137702327792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18559192500935187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40536813645418907,0.18101226014223534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189762393157433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239620884826352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863994000654771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856689342604035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18808072548887048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883382206904333,0.2396746735002328,0.0,0.0,0.2074939850842628,0.0,0.1915100373648728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409256121812877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027510004251773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123169543068925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312196863607123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006873955216155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874804661192635,0.0,0.0,0.1256283270948357,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HorrifiedRabbit,2018/01/31,"Can't walk today.. Yesterday I had one of my best days with relatively low panic and slept awesome. Then today I wake up feeling fine until I stand up and move my head some. My balance is completely messed up and I have to move slowly.....of course all of this makes no sense because I felt fine....so that triggers some panic attacks. /End vent..",2.195714285714285,4.6273916417910455,3.289125799573561,88.52895522388063,80.34328358208955,5.619616204690832,23.004264392324096,6.868970318607317,0.7960891257995741,268,9,52,3,7,86,50,67,0.214,0.636,0.15,-0.5984,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,0,7,1,2,0,0,4,3,3,2,1,11,8,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,1,3,2,8,2,8,5,4,15,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353783120478895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049631859849434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465538149921774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244504437793011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805874543945826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960427290364515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824124724079603,0.0,0.205542713563924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196996559208724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289473800200558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550493650611546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145060743370656,0.0,0.0,0.5023347904338958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058304950412638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aperson103,2018/01/31,"Cant stop panicking after being dumped Help My boyfriend broke up with me yeterday. We was together 2 year and was living together over a year. Now hes gone and i feel so hopeless like i dont want to live without him, i cant stop messaging him and trying to call him. I know i should leave him alone How long will i feel this way? What i can i do to help myself. Ive already resorted to selfh harm but dont want to continue down that road please help",1.3205208333333331,3.168587510416672,3.0741666666666667,92.02083333333336,80.14583333333334,7.183333333333334,22.125,8.167268648758528,1.0464875,355,11,81,7,9,118,65,96,0.14300000000000002,0.68,0.177,0.6373,0,1,0,0,0,1,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,13,0,0,1,0,16,19,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,2,18,1,11,13,0,14,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,0,9,51,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390602902093051,0.20660466555065146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117508785131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388467113850799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933062560198766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37647385158325897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289258035501243,0.0,0.0,0.19824157668359646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146744821124203,0.0,0.33064176509288523,0.16568600588955185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551406445583908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130527580786391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711177633702933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085734245802507,0.14860849250044655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804757925430606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411302814180969 anxiety,SapSr,2018/01/31,"Just fainted while presenting in class Was doing a presentation on a book the class was reading and of course my heart is already pounding before I even stand up in front of everyone. After 5 min, I fumble with my words, start feeling dizzy and pass out. It was my first time fainting and it only lasted for about 5 seconds or so they told me. I don't remember anything in-between standing and lying on the floor. Now I am having anxiety on going back to the class because I will be the focus of attention for awhile. The exact opposite thing I want.",6.7228348909657285,6.554067093457949,7.2453738317757015,74.87996105919004,64.98130841121495,9.750155763239873,34.65576323987539,9.2995712137729,3.170752024922119,437,18,78,7,6,144,79,107,0.07,0.902,0.028,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,7,0,10,3,1,0,1,14,15,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,4,1,11,0,16,9,0,24,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,11,60,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918925894788257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20234889015155924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21766861586551606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339132415883066,0.0,0.16124241391083569,0.0,0.22507793187501784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747058976971781,0.0,0.0,0.2527499710040405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374384946079929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249914750610276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503267305457387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134447935132623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215610382708097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117124154296653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645808795094001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29963747336842605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872210436337605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572822526732804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423749968711764,0.0,0.0,0.2527499710040405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601443806621113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wadkinz,2018/01/31,"I just had my first panic attack I was walking to my dorm and as soon as I got into my room my heart started racing, I was crying, sweating, and I couldn’t breathe. The cause of my anxiety is a recent relationship problem, how can I help myself? I’m terrified and I’ve never dealt with these emotions before. 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In addition to this my heart rate seems to sky rocket, to the point where I can feel it being uncomfortable. I guess I just generally feel extremely on edge at these times? If I try to calm myself down I find this only makes it worse. What confuses me is that I don't necessarily feel super stressed out when this happens, I'm usually sitting on the bus to / from work just sitting listening to some music, in general I do not have a very stressful life which is why I'm confused by this. I do occasionally get pretty bad but brief (maybe only an hour or two of it being really bad then maybe feeling kinda shitty for a few days) bouts of depression / worry that I've been dealing with for basically ever, but the breathing / heart rate thing is fairly new and I'm not sure if it could be related. I'm not really sure if I'm just being paranoid or if this could be something I should see a doctor about. Any advice from you folks who probably have a clearer idea of what is and is not anxiety would be welcome. 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The first few days I got side effects, but nothing I couldn't handle (shaking, nausea, drowsiness, restlessness) and I know that increased anxiety is normal when you first start. But the past two nights I woke up having panic attacks. Is this normal? If so about how long will they last? I'm already having second thoughts because of them. 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Unfortunately, she only works T, W, TR and doesn't take appointments past 3 PM. I work a 9-5 so this obviously doesn't work great with my schedule. I'd like to ask my boss if she would be open to me working from home one day every other week so I can go to these appointments. Working from home makes more sense since my therapist is 5 minutes from me and over 30 minutes from the office. I could just use my lunch break for my appointment times. Any suggestions on how I should request this from my boss? I'm not sure if I should just be honest with her about what I'm doing or if there is something else I could use to make the request. Vaguely saying I have recurring medical appointments every other week may cause her to worry about me and I don't really want her curious about what's going on. Ideas?",4.620990675990676,5.27116511616162,5.546969696969699,82.42122377622378,69.55555555555556,9.324630924630924,27.351981351981355,9.466822959209583,2.164917948717949,775,24,160,16,13,255,121,198,0.065,0.879,0.055,-0.2242,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,6,10,5,0,0,5,0,17,2,0,8,2,37,30,11,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,7,8,1,0,4,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,1,25,5,26,20,3,19,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,5,11,102,32,8,0.1173706051398132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981603630462036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972567193867197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057194269975707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742175534215672,0.0,0.0,0.07569433048727954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804807992721233,0.0,0.0,0.12127521024985233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777959396596692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285737609008101,0.10727460674999376,0.0,0.0,0.1286908104176028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334088394152254,0.0,0.0,0.12940150652127969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531968603082833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249712680369002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05734134905304824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669158065702146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823853666443845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368409724170894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590667192357469,0.08926563413085525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204352336674772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075190615098674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933378161183222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709017744602068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035762604558156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062040632021768,0.0,0.0882480881131031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422351592704235,0.2725526378118479,0.0,0.07520634455627244,0.0,0.0,0.06843974372642883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274103662172255,0.0,0.0,0.06922822387898263,0.0,0.1882952395147872,0.0,0.10553026966370893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5126831905136673,0.11919554682423322,0.0,0.08337671036414865,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rumomelet,2018/01/31,"Does anyone else get meeting anxiety? I'm so awkward in work meetings it's unbearable. I'm either way too quiet and avoid speaking up, or when I am put on the spot, I get rambly and can't articulate what I need to say. Then I end up replaying the awkwardness for the week after and dreading the next one. Anyone have any tips? I think I need to prepare more, as in practice saying out loud what I'm going to say, and work on just being more confident and not trailing off so much. Gah.",2.8838636363636354,4.436822171717171,4.612007575757578,84.03801136363639,74.75757575757575,7.374242424242425,26.516414141414145,8.07648339933343,1.6906656565656566,381,14,76,6,8,129,69,99,0.116,0.848,0.036000000000000004,-0.6966,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,4,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,13,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,0,6,6,0,14,12,4,17,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,6,49,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319758736439156,0.0,0.1610885859143234,0.0,0.0,0.29447656935002386,0.21575801750751056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427478623884772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590761382465542,0.0,0.18650612285535906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003251916806335,0.0,0.11967409571952115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479616919350056,0.3122760070010962,0.0,0.0,0.2239479105914145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269043840761012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211685099630682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023708529070835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492736038471936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714389403302266,0.1689098159911815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30660085935465103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EmotionalPay,2018/01/31,"Docter uped my dose of zoloft from 75mg to 100mg - weird side effects I had been on Zoloft 75mg for about a month. And just last friday my doctor uped my dose to 100mg. The past few days I feel like my anxiety has a decreased by I have been having weird thoughts. Like thoughts, I wouldn't normally have about things. like, for example, I was walking around my college campus and thought about picking up a random pencil that was laying on the ground and putting it in my bag. And in the past, I would have never even thought about these types of things. Is this something that could be caused by the dose increase of the Zoloft? If so, will it pass? also i have been kind of anti-social the past couple days when normally I'm a pretty outgoing social person. Im also taking a few supplements however i dont think they are affecting anything.",4.340129740518962,5.557359215568862,4.746482035928143,85.8197629740519,70.61676646706587,7.482834331337327,26.491516966067863,7.793537801064563,1.4446810379241517,667,21,131,8,12,211,98,167,0.033,0.868,0.099,0.8875,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,11,6,0,0,11,0,20,7,0,4,1,24,28,9,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,3,7,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,2,0,0,10,1,15,4,21,13,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,12,89,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22866225329360246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109369811755624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176501414190498,0.1272714621783522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468670927674985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414798381837553,0.15819091431124807,0.0,0.18440453075110605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463333820388196,0.0,0.0,0.1675569456957713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442874200805412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722887070348847,0.10213607180400207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442952593751585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887874008161478,0.0,0.1165376639905475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20954022243197665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411536293065914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026541577866138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28015575822416394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094362130652145,0.0,0.12483378133307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454494324511767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372191155984074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573744930801455,0.0,0.11006343225084407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074938319251914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996262251047946,0.09160785615070607,0.0,0.4540011737067016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156007095442568,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,firefly62,2018/01/31,"I’m an anxious mess after my long distance boyfriend going back home. It’s been a week and half since he left and everyday I feel worse. I have felt my anxiety linger and I tried to push it aside and ignore but now all my anxieties are spilling over. I just miss him so much and it hurts. I feel sad, lonely, scared, angry and so many other emotions I can’t describe. I just want to feel okay. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for so long and I was so happy for a couple of months when it was under control but now it’s back and I’m terrified. 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There are repairs I'm not anticipating, like replacing a bathroom vanity since it's water damaged. I guess they covered that up with all their shit. Just so much mess. Like I feel like I'm going to break down. The final walkthrough, you know they weren't moved out by then. So there's no going back, it's ours now. But like there's just so much. I do feel paralyzed. Everything will need to be fixed. Like my parents were going to send a washer/dryer set to be delivered and we just noticed last night that connection box needs to be fastened to the wall since it isn't. I've just been cleaning for the past four days. I feel like it is my fault for saying yes to this home but there's nothing I can do. I want it to be perfect and clean and the only thing that can fix that is time. Lots of time and money.",3.0163515228426405,4.629092116751266,3.82710342639594,89.55405615482236,74.53299492385788,6.752411167512691,23.48001269035533,7.413659706084162,0.8436499999999998,765,22,161,9,16,244,119,197,0.106,0.8029999999999999,0.091,0.4729,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,5,1,14,13,2,0,9,1,17,3,1,0,2,27,32,10,0,3,7,1,3,6,0,1,0,1,4,0,11,9,1,0,4,0,2,6,4,6,0,1,4,4,18,7,20,23,4,30,0,1,0,1,12,9,2,2,19,102,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435205085287628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877385090173448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284275169401642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154469367099188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948518959739236,0.1835363415637861,0.0,0.2814320195476627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187544392875108,0.0,0.0,0.2190115551518033,0.0,0.10273707842718756,0.0,0.14150749982751246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610057850136425,0.0,0.25770137700993284,0.0,0.0,0.1482196506665168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059542638731267,0.20941569540935456,0.0,0.0,0.13956657079766405,0.0,0.0,0.37653930835941984,0.0,0.0,0.1136785003527604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920772020883104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730543540598248,0.18885819047571945,0.1904952878306964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205461753165819,0.0,0.12325589339135914,0.14624669855690614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769570211541924,0.0,0.0,0.14263390974645554,0.0,0.12262468966224688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100485145567487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215245282671936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185705797491326,0.21251835930936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883937787988784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533969476607034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14980611253265433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576599890777969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,melebula,2018/01/31,"Having a panic attack Anyone else have panic attacks? Right now I feel like passing out when I stand up... Happens every time I get one. :( I don't know what to do. Nothing seems to distract me.. Can anyone else relate? Just really want to talk",0.2472872340425525,2.5573640212765985,2.2672074468085133,89.27187500000002,100.27659574468085,3.201063829787234,16.513297872340427,5.148860815047168,-0.39716808510638296,187,5,33,1,8,62,38,47,0.284,0.609,0.107,-0.8974,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,11,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,5,1,5,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672395844184484,0.39160387572377664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348019130248745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31927482528271994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100785796837871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662462118446236,0.13652006865426827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984053928434013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689868590164445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050221702683748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933605697020198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833631735759919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949258932451918,0.0,0.0,0.4484234067025567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122421930732101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319619273463298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739679568969909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359690538339596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143046981068484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271423723954414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway4-73,2018/01/31,"My stomach is churning I've been having really bad worries the past few days. My stomach is in knots and every time I try to calm down I am reminded why I feel this way. It hasn't been this bad since I was a kid. I'm really scared for my health and just want to be calm again. I feel like my life is beginning to crumble and I won't be able to fix anything. I don't want to lose everything and everyone, I merely want peace for myself and maintain what I have.",2.7687012987012944,3.4884424646464645,4.4671284271284275,88.22545454545454,73.84848484848484,8.08138528138528,25.25396825396825,8.418075326091056,1.3950392496392492,360,11,82,6,7,122,63,99,0.135,0.7020000000000001,0.163,-0.2731,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,14,4,2,0,0,11,21,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,2,14,3,9,15,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,6,51,18,0,0.2102976415651916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305704048782442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35117949313715696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562458131973473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718483308158164,0.2009484086229823,0.1890019601685872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266561262497388,0.15023667715362854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235365590227364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485394434776236,0.10274080512457064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23526926885802135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075289454811604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694441083310648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105446259269488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396038225859153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262624596549825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427782943230248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721169928574921,0.16692447932496304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897609118068833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135674630998968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,guildmaster3,2018/01/31,"Jobs for people with severe panic and anxiety? I’m going to start going to college soon and I have no idea what i want to do. I have to consider my severe anxiety and panic disorders, so I want to find a job that will be accommodating to those. Something quiet and low stress. I have no idea where to begin. Any suggestions?",1.9078348214285723,4.390618578125004,4.3850892857142885,79.90812500000001,81.96875,7.4071428571428575,21.642857142857146,8.418075326091056,1.6875919642857138,255,8,47,6,7,89,41,64,0.343,0.621,0.036000000000000004,-0.965,2,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,9,11,0,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,34,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380626353495193,0.0,0.2785490494254069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865521910347795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639849394687664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693648413579965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41104457094499947,0.0,0.0,0.3613306401787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272136759353152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621668576205006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113493672271216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015780011797355,0.0,0.0,0.12886219365363485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085478017246237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21476605771068152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Larzii100,2018/01/31,What natural remedies help your anxiety? I find aromatherapy quite helpful and am interested to see what other people personally claim to be the most effective.,9.163461538461537,12.000950730769231,9.903076923076924,47.216923076923116,60.92307692307693,14.430769230769231,43.769230769230774,13.023866798666859,7.7424461538461555,133,8,16,6,2,45,24,26,0.048,0.542,0.41,0.9133,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30656311820571136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662668479703369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5372118464492567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778209499305165,0.3499085593050587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42623369733962496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31933593256225024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HotCommodity63,2018/01/31,"Do i have anxiety? I have panic attacks semi-regularly, I get in a huge panic over the tiniest of things, sometimes I literally can't go to work because I'm just too afraid of either taking the bus or being at work with all of those people judging me. I've been losing some weight and having stomach cramps, and if things get too crazy for me I just have to run or scream or cry. I semi-frequently pretend to my roommates that I'm not at home/asleep because I don't wanna have to get up and see them, even though there's nothing wrong. And whenever a problem is too big I almost NEED to be totally alone but that's very hard when everyone's hanging out so I usually have a panic attack or end up in the washroom for like an hour. Is this anxiety or is this something else?",4.649056603773584,4.970240100628931,5.973264150943398,80.5568773584906,69.37735849056604,8.624150943396227,30.365408805031446,8.548686976883017,2.245869937106918,612,23,122,9,10,207,101,159,0.208,0.75,0.042,-0.9641,0,1,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,3,10,11,2,4,7,0,15,3,1,0,2,24,24,14,0,4,11,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,6,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,10,0,0,1,4,13,1,20,21,4,18,0,1,1,0,1,11,0,8,5,88,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215957530750006,0.1470351334147575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21720893436874825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230162147432645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308369160999507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594422793105306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11859532172727735,0.0,0.12574074062641985,0.0,0.0,0.09376795157689474,0.0,0.0,0.13565567822586008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251590053865808,0.0,0.08068319259008856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717466483427725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240460840715766,0.0,0.13980902764286024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693579695213896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882490660832707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052668293110964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362212917596815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4997035216369416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842213380545624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358433719757318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312942343402314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092932338842735,0.14040912336085254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674161502560843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863330814534515,0.0,0.13948198610801835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156356738623855,0.117137751669486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287772026652176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20670752542450835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552187721616905,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glittermustardmo,2018/01/31,"The various experiences of anxiety Hello all. I write to you from my bed in Scotland, where it has snowed today. Why am I in bed? Because I am extremely fatigued and am dealing with a lot of sore muscles and joints today. I don't think I am at all aided by anxiety. I have been on Prozac for just under a month and while it has certainly reduced my anxiety levels, I still get panicky about situations. I am going away on the weekend for a friend's birthday and I am worried I am going to be too tired and in pain to enjoy it. What has been helping is an app I discovered the other day called Pzizz. It sounded like a lot of rubbish when I came across it. But yeah, basically it plays a mix of soft music and soft spoken voices for a set period of time. I need not have been so sceptical. It definitely helps me relax and get to sleep. Has anyone else tried it? Anyhow, I just felt like writing something because I am sure my friends get sick of me talking about my current experiences with anxiety. It is not just a mental thing, it is physical too. Good day, all!",2.595122312824312,4.55486530985916,4.6262367185569575,81.86194959229061,76.65258215962443,7.488905361996541,27.172967630343464,8.371475516178862,2.0515596244131453,833,34,161,16,19,286,122,213,0.128,0.721,0.151,0.7474,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,11,13,1,0,11,1,22,7,1,0,5,29,31,11,0,1,6,0,3,2,2,0,6,2,2,0,13,10,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,5,22,10,28,25,6,27,0,1,0,0,11,11,0,3,14,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4200981053221172,0.0,0.0,0.09599457973972936,0.14066722022621908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898608200517755,0.0,0.0,0.16737831507445186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14018583991500375,0.15702027327118456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707810029528145,0.14153733652290998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468605124942875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685869462881997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181748512772687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213589238980574,0.0,0.21518108472840172,0.0,0.1560472474897996,0.1151502026289031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184041772678678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414343046985247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334337674294707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835346300527532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095815357679139,0.0,0.0,0.1017969073771695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608353025302712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431685011041132,0.13738660108637427,0.0,0.0,0.10569058913885164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096379378895484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293918004094649,0.0,0.0,0.11034645495118657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120768395508527,0.08796825692523365,0.0,0.0,0.08005341830593614,0.15779173226138152,0.2602649070692679,0.0,0.0,0.09320916929696316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388057329314625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13942207335356188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hero19,2018/01/31,"I can't stop thinking about bad past-experiences Most of my thoughts are consumed by things that have happened to me or that I've experienced that have negatively effected me. I'll think about past social situations and how awkward I was, or getting made fun of. Some of it happened the way I remember it, but I also assume people think and say shitty things about me. I'll imagine a past conversation, for instance, and I'll ""fill in the blank"" and falsely remember someone saying something they didn't, and ot's always something negative. Any advice on what this means, or how I can train my brain to think more positive?",8.48846153846154,7.859723102564104,8.353461538461541,69.90403846153849,61.564102564102576,11.218803418803418,39.15811965811965,10.504223727775694,4.157365811965812,501,23,87,10,6,162,78,117,0.114,0.8109999999999999,0.075,-0.6774,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,3,0,7,1,1,4,0,26,17,12,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,1,11,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,3,11,1,12,13,3,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,6,3,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487397009702548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172379646542987,0.12665248906783727,0.0,0.0,0.1035093073405198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12709057341355307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991881295718536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488924392920284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952443218725404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692009499691901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402657422687068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580337477513374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359104272512733,0.10552456188420194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448528074409877,0.0,0.0,0.24209001454824344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109254604017166,0.0,0.15516085721574574,0.12896864365586672,0.23436030446855055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725595879982046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022456375326188,0.39012494195638736,0.0,0.12083924142998675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081871640427914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Xiaco9020,2018/01/31,"Anyone else feel too emotional about relationships? Like you feel too much so can’t form relationships? I’m a 28 y/o male that’s currently in nursing school. For once, I feel like my life is on the right track. However, I am incredibly lonely that it’s starting to impact my grades. I feel like there is a whole in me and I just want to feel a connection with someone. Because I’m so lonely, I tend to feel things too much for like people. Then I push people away because I’m so anxious that it won’t work out and it ends up not. I don’t know how to balance feelings and then progress a relationship. I’ve had only one relationship, 8 years ago so I am so far outside of even knowing what to do in a relationship. I just need advice on where to even start. Like I don’t wanna come off as desperate even tho it kills me inside. People say I look like I hav my shit together but on the inside, far from it. Thank you 🙏🏻 ",1.00796875,3.1360046927083367,3.1498333333333366,89.57850000000002,82.80208333333334,6.34,21.579166666666666,7.554174236665415,0.8022554166666667,719,23,158,12,20,244,110,192,0.067,0.828,0.105,0.5660000000000001,2,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,2,19,11,2,0,7,0,10,2,1,1,0,23,30,14,1,3,4,0,7,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,10,6,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,1,9,19,7,24,28,4,24,0,2,1,0,9,14,1,0,14,99,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349254997486328,0.09388148558437708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964644722101007,0.0,0.0740536781919065,0.10851576294230296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950451196249192,0.0,0.0,0.1291216641026355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912307857267095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847295290372235,0.1191327955346699,0.09380348618727766,0.0,0.0,0.20985467494624707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748536005791335,0.15132209179056416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171720517279948,0.0,0.11640907191192218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480629805681709,0.31044922927439594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893645725133288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557098511993307,0.07852980283136013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127890845923033,0.07176633326191227,0.0805481785083704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027083401008696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685304116461773,0.0,0.09044527116156208,0.0,0.08422268152219799,0.0,0.10718504532460564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871354228873058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973591927157587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499251476251854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750630766460024,0.0,0.0,0.07036089427707143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062467570965188166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824304605862787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710264155184296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820159474301164 anxiety,firfetir,2018/01/31,My dog didn’t want to finish her breakfast this morning and now I’m going to be worried about her all day I got really frustrated and she could tell and looked so guilty and that’s how I left her this morning. Now I’m full of fear and guilt and I want to just go be with her.,1.4252459016393428,2.690856114754105,2.9024262295081966,95.9831475409836,78.01639344262296,6.191475409836067,20.39672131147541,6.742157984588678,0.0212334426229508,217,5,53,2,5,71,41,61,0.23,0.73,0.04,-0.9218,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,13,12,8,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,0,6,7,2,8,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,4,35,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559059204272636,0.0,0.0,0.20670628422095166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36066957359027424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643132226710839,0.0,0.25634589990248113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482415378668457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26915268974277023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533073686339806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801450840030165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780972453054576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254995244837023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GDSmiler,2018/01/31,"I dont know what I’m good at My friends always ask me on what are the things I’m good at, but I cant tell them something. I’m jealous of other people who had a lot of talents, even though i’m the top of my class. I tried joining clubs like literature club, campus journalism, and others but it seems that I don’t feel something inside me. please help me. Shall I wait?",3.6406329113924087,3.761989518987345,4.761873417721521,89.06382278481014,71.53164556962025,7.332658227848103,25.92658227848101,6.742157984588678,0.8381524050632914,288,8,66,2,5,95,55,79,0.048,0.688,0.264,0.9423,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,1,0,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,11,5,6,13,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,40,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20627362170969496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317541177537835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905383099269812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16373637629659524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534627365944004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915278190809825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158554580800748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616292011619554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623999280304408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111198342014708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075669879319453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718634487122035,0.0,0.0,0.2721210272478492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256799029675308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3816928442821344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21667653804881815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469451345126992,0.0,0.24356162825259495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830861305632894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shakezula69iiinne,2018/01/31,"Really struggling today Hey So today is just one of those days... I woke up fine but got in a weird small argument with my SO about something hypothetical... yeah. I'd rather not even get into that. I also feel depressed as fuck. I tried listening to binaural beats and serotonin releasing music on youtube but even that isn't working. I'm just so fucking sad and anxious and not a single soul around me truly TRULY understands. My fingers are bleeding nonstop because I can't stop picking at the skin around my nails. I don't even know why I'm posting this honestly.. I guess I just need to vent somewhere. I can't afford therapy at the moment and 7 cups of tea is a joke. Can we make this thread really fun and awesome? Please post jokes, hilarious/cute videos, amazing healing songs, literally anything that makes you smile or really happy please. I want to make this thread as fun and positive as possible so myself and maybe even others can come back and read/see all the awesome shit we posted to help each other out. Thank you! <3 Edit: Nevermind. I don't know why I even fucking tried.. 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I desperately want it to work for me, but I am having trouble with it. Does anyone have any tips on how to improve meditation practices? 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My home is my living hell and I can’t wait to go away when I can - away from here or away from living. The only thing that I am grateful for is my boyfriend which is coming here to bring me at his house but I feel bad because he suffer this situation because he don’t want to see me like that like.. everyday more or less I’m so sorry for being alive ",6.0215912518853685,5.367092361990952,7.236843891402718,75.98009238310709,66.55656108597286,10.805580693815987,34.25377073906486,10.317481424215053,3.4065291101055815,856,35,170,19,12,293,110,221,0.159,0.7559999999999999,0.085,-0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,9,16,3,2,5,0,20,1,1,3,1,40,40,20,0,6,7,1,2,4,0,1,0,4,3,2,9,15,0,2,5,0,0,6,4,10,0,0,2,7,29,6,28,34,3,24,1,2,1,0,16,8,1,6,14,119,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428386828277658,0.0885815357900636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263747708874089,0.0,0.0966825450499925,0.4235190214689363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974565039709596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973257510620684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709711458104954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974239540241628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326409072436685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34845027769088593,0.0,0.0,0.13360988865807316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22628297412683526,0.0,0.30674274060991324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806600085289623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027647475514564,0.10110621835641674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248447313458258,0.11079852264348232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905476848806427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014591762950507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227224561414743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015648876191782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296210873573107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24210453766226106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692790439415331,0.07419565287719801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109758482070641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048936149683485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800323619798125,0.08225621783268955,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Depresseur,2018/01/31,"told my friend I love them in a poorly done way, they dont feel the same my chest hurts when I think about it",7.084,3.007198200000005,6.431999999999999,93.476,67.0,10.0,25.0,3.1291,0.16579999999999995,85,0,24,0,1,26,23,25,0.109,0.632,0.26,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,6,2,2,4,1,3,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817066067262864,0.4371510505159307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859907053996708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881774432270877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993022310565044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366453906238891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23900215168940084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564157140873788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29606856757394723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnimpressedHaircut,2018/01/31,"Just gave myself a panic attack. Currently very uncomfortable. How can I make the recovery period more pleasant? It’s 5:30am here, I just had a panic attack, and I still feel some physical effects even though I know it’s over How can I help myself during the post-attack recovery period to feel more relaxed and normal, more quickly? 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Recently however I have been noticing my anxiety regularly ramps up from 5-6 onwards. I am considering requesting to go up in dosage so hopefully that won't happen. I don't know if a higher dose would increase the longevity or just leave me more sedated in the morning. If anyone with experience in increasing a dosage could share their experience I'd much appreciate it. Thanks ",6.783659711075442,9.157257831460676,7.930369181380419,60.85134831460675,66.19101123595507,12.276725521669345,39.68057784911717,11.765960540728905,5.985772391653294,413,24,61,16,7,140,71,89,0.032,0.784,0.184,0.9259,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,8,1,0,0,0,10,15,5,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,1,6,3,12,9,4,11,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,2,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035582483599166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881638618946075,0.0,0.0,0.17198564445728634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963844055134733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812052844591246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696898047163194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978855107280302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750755163013544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486630269658736,0.0,0.0,0.2443004446480823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517687265691167,0.0,0.0,0.2604432338483816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655009028018936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18081383504993734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800347325456985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428624550421657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645310228735546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472769549767853,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,freemeeplease,2018/01/31,"When I push myself out of my comfort zone I rarely feel proud of myself, I just end up being reminded of why I shouldn't. I went to an event yesterday despite high levels of anxiety, but I only managed to embarrass myself. Trying to get rid of this feeling/shame. 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These problems include: - Not booting up - No Internet - A key program not working (like the web browser.) I don't mind minor annoyances like a program changing its layout or forgetting my settings. But when things that used to work that I depend on everyday stop working, panic ensues. 99% of the time, the issue is immediately fixed (like 10 minutes after occurence.) But sometimes, I have a major and difficult issue to fix and I can't get it fixed for hours if at all and it turns into basically a prolonged panic attack for me. Feel free to skip the 2nd part of this post which is mostly venting... For example, today, I decided to install Linux on my computer for dual booting because it was recommended for a programming course I was taking. Unfortunately, I never really understood what UEFI booting was and I ended up disabling the ability to boot into Windows on my computer. However, all of my programs were on windows and they're saved with my favorite layouts and I really didn't like this so panic attack begins. And to compound to the injury, I had a few ""rescue"" USB boot disks that I tried but were corrupted for some reason and I had to spend hours downloading and creating new rescue USB disks on an old computer. For some reason, that old computer had data loss issues and a lot of the rescue disks I created were corrupted and unbootable. I ended up spending well over 8 or 9 hours fixing my computer (it's almost 2am where I am right now.) As of this writing, I still haven't gotten my computer to a bootable state yet but at least I've finally made a bootable USB drive which I can use to hopefully reinstall Windows on that computer.. so maybe 80% of my panic is gone at this moment and I can finally go to sleep (hopefully get like 5 hours before I need to go to work again tomorrow.)",6.248615384615384,7.1185620153846205,7.377076923076924,69.95792307692311,66.02564102564102,10.547692307692307,35.343589743589746,10.53366545652748,4.11406358974359,1646,77,270,42,25,558,198,390,0.147,0.716,0.13699999999999998,-0.6706,1,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,6,12,27,3,4,19,0,24,3,1,6,4,60,43,29,0,9,13,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,3,0,21,16,0,2,6,0,3,4,9,14,1,0,14,2,33,14,49,29,10,55,0,1,0,0,1,18,0,13,37,194,54,19,0.08348035972464571,0.0,0.0,0.09100591426376044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359352155125435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638622466935613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189941921605622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088885245145864,0.0,0.07103563750664937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831115148799502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968107140204678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787764086505073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844203563618733,0.05963838566745148,0.0,0.18289730718120584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084512729402994,0.0,0.0948876244743219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658296668273226,0.328845353963484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613954200225018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28549000903931016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097201655197954,0.0,0.07899113484211462,0.0,0.0,0.08386724186638628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429136574640186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189962896002756,0.06438519982057918,0.08062585162111031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751971892459919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917848611542343,0.0,0.0904010944801233,0.0,0.057874770275518565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995110851339897,0.0,0.0,0.2396382899629265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695931215277488,0.17166342686242855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129177107591128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354064824206202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256421035494557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666752311207882,0.139586637465738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867925109100228,0.0,0.06276684125397873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05546064159105714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867806908671049,0.0,0.07912961991670918,0.0,0.0,0.05667768445830401,0.09080265939166256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420045502847875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750588689806197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303873480629139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chriserie,2018/01/31,"I just kind of need someone to talk to tonight-- to hold me off till my first therapy tomorrow I've been going through hard times and no one really wants to talk. I have nobody I can confide in-- all my friends and family wanna vent to me but I can never vent to them... Some traumatic events went down this past year and I have super bad anxiety now. I gained 40 lbs, lost my job 2x this year, lost all my friends, and now somehow have a fear of choking (wtf??) as of last week where I can't swallow food that isn't super soft. Anyways... I've made my first therapy appointment tomorrow. It was very endearing that the therapist said I should come in the next day as opposed to waiting a week because she could tell from my voice that my issue was urgent. It made me feel so good. I need help getting through tonight. I've been not sleeping from the chronic stress. I had an incident tonight where I guy I thought liked me really did not (I think, I'm confused). And now when I try to lay down my head instantly says I'm a fuck up and I ruined everything. If I never got fat this never would have happened. Idk how to dig out of this hole. I just need someone to vent to tonight and SuicideWatch is too vapid.",2.6211221701795457,4.425123520491802,3.6430679156908674,89.63838797814209,76.09016393442623,7.270569867291178,26.782982045277127,8.11559375814309,1.622991647150664,945,37,200,16,21,304,143,244,0.158,0.7140000000000001,0.128,-0.7313,1,0,0,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,1,7,13,15,1,3,7,0,18,7,3,3,5,40,40,15,0,9,6,0,3,1,2,2,2,3,0,1,9,9,3,3,3,0,0,3,8,8,0,3,14,6,31,7,30,23,3,38,0,3,0,1,11,9,1,4,27,129,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000333784666548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823437456122801,0.07171947147107685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134664511463833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393542319590456,0.0,0.0,0.07587570562310199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057378902290057,0.0,0.11091168680853994,0.13239103250336284,0.059488306849214176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20014919505978065,0.14226507552819742,0.0,0.18179504406499267,0.10876723301148536,0.06146823205235932,0.0,0.06686425364902605,0.09868078393140534,0.09409692652546044,0.0,0.0,0.11649382173912345,0.10403913618935533,0.0,0.1053929421262587,0.0,0.1207447334472484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885955035001765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227979571548033,0.11675130017296848,0.0,0.0,0.12251628970242275,0.0,0.09590195480484656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057478747652200735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568617692799893,0.0,0.0,0.22265003704616415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617120524089373,0.2722210629192084,0.0,0.1251240697322535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972393365175742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231199670071934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507415665115291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119138446677434,0.09356146773089148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11773680972639225,0.0,0.19937204951178386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347697886208523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912818961729555,0.10283289647280856,0.0,0.2690902717975551,0.13660285770601413,0.0,0.07538655040353727,0.0,0.0934024214817343,0.0686037357682915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798778785084889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707509195003383,0.06939410523929015,0.0,0.18874642356545335,0.0,0.0,0.10906443713883304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357649365134304,0.0,0.0,0.1515278590141259 anxiety,NexusAnxiety,2018/01/31,"My heart beats faster, start sweating and stomach drops when I get anxious is this a panic Attack? I don't *look* like I'm having a panic attack, I don't speak much or do anything when this happens (like cry or something)",1.5959090909090892,4.089143136363639,2.5919999999999987,92.15300000000002,83.54545454545455,3.5200000000000005,22.43636363636364,3.1291,-0.08750363636363634,174,6,33,0,5,55,31,44,0.408,0.5920000000000001,0.0,-0.9584,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,2,2,2,0,5,3,3,0,0,3,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,10,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,6,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551994827628112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589410846277166,0.0,0.0,0.5139812440858916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481374142277105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180219383915998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19976010553217227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676892128465839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207238759838048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969671408104685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660603988254722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5300832713701246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739066639941194,0.0,0.0,0.15989116691618224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrpeepeepoopoopants_,2018/01/31,"I'm from a wealthy family, but I make the least money and I'm starting to obsess over getting rich. It's becoming a problem in my life. I hope this is the proper subreddit to ask. Background: I'm 29 years old and graduated college a 1.5 years ago. I make 76,000/year and realize my situation is much better than most people since I am debt free. However, my siblings make high 6 to low 7 figures (one is a youtuber and the other is some investment banker or something in finance). Parents are very wealthy. I'm beginning to get obsessed with getting rich and I feel like its slowly taking over my life. I have other things other that I want to do on my free time, but I'm obsessed about making money on cryptocurrency, stock, and am learning about starting businesses. I've been working on a game on and off for a few years, including making my own engine for it. I also was also working on a toy and wrote the firmware and drew part of the PCB for it. I stopped last year when I started getting obsessed over making more money, but I hate anything to do with finance and business, and I have been dreading the past year. I wish I didn't compare myself to my siblings or their friends and my friends, but I do. Any advice? My financial situation is good. My only dissatisfaction is that I'm not rich...",3.91429411764706,5.559436694117651,5.0695588235294125,81.42551470588238,72.25490196078431,7.452941176470588,31.18137254901961,8.07648339933343,2.3234666666666666,1027,47,192,15,20,339,136,255,0.123,0.6940000000000001,0.183,0.9638,4,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,3,5,19,1,5,13,0,18,2,0,6,0,39,46,21,0,4,7,1,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,11,14,0,1,4,2,12,0,2,8,0,1,5,1,27,13,28,41,8,29,0,1,0,0,7,13,0,5,17,128,38,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985753804231473,0.09965537496718108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17980776502341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645085740201163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251377819707401,0.0,0.10509945227933754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124161335129566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942817811991586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598151491992076,0.0,0.056843972545329385,0.08031434368735828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737140127370073,0.0,0.2349435497669005,0.0,0.0,0.09429429193146527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109935115954406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878008109709415,0.0,0.11166047425725736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163898545285508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881405447208613,0.054923740925478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4502555968773021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082643151153626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796804283588375,0.0,0.07618009884182853,0.08550204422319962,0.0,0.0,0.12483139580143825,0.12174213789546785,0.10731957917627552,0.07793930266076457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757273057910924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299669157627734,0.2527342163895228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865479959143895,0.0,0.0,0.2387187427413934,0.0,0.0,0.0939898779126782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452739966422583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468822269440722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555420853386261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275997509275123,0.06630944503141488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927982331384066,0.0,0.0,0.1636892004207423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343767328670557 anxiety,fdge3459sfn,2018/01/31,"Said the most stupid shit today durning my job interview So I have social anxiety, not so bad that I can't talk to anyone but bad enough that when I do talk to someone I don't know my brain goes foggy and I talk real fast and don't think about what I'm saying. This happened today during a job interview, it was also a company that I really want to work for which makes it even worse. So I work as a freelance software developer so I am my own boss and when he asked me why I decided to freelance I said ""because I like being my own boss so I can work when I want""... That was such a retard fucking thing to say because now they will think I won't be suitable for them. Not only that, he asked me to tell me abit about myself and I literally only spoke for like two minutes about my experience and all I could think of saying was ""I did a degree in IT and I worked as a intern software dev and as a freelancer after I graduated"" then went onto explaining the tools I use for development and although I am skilled and know what I am talking about, I still got stuck and sounded like I was lying through my teeth about everything. FML i graduated in 2015 and still havnt got a job, not because there arnt any but because I am probably the worst person at interviews. Fuck sake",3.581836032388665,4.719704588461543,5.041457489878543,83.29091093117412,72.34615384615384,7.935222672064778,27.14574898785425,8.371475516178862,1.7714615384615384,1003,35,205,16,19,337,136,260,0.123,0.775,0.102,-0.8273,3,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,5,20,10,4,0,11,0,20,5,3,4,1,33,43,27,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,7,0,1,13,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,12,7,38,3,25,26,6,16,0,0,0,2,23,4,3,1,14,147,51,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305261851717644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062480192992394,0.0,0.07944861141005276,0.0,0.0,0.07261766684108446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418037291956905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342878249517554,0.2532356046237925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159362652267628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291957958097855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073097349787826,0.0,0.06859509319172105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933379667144681,0.10158988890988674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920241145811309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612428670451945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091838426221788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091794893717129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415172625826026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221457767497784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693238624739139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797245820576447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068197544436736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197300271237287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820945993823752,0.06653202218744603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975793291480015,0.2477684340563993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660542444061874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586685477557582,0.08799580585929548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658770999027905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338981065166792,0.0907736427059748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689964915181156,0.19963782094700014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19688434871244945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145101528955608,0.0,0.0,0.08969717250697243,0.0,0.0,0.1225124630532562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627440817429976,0.09371277236563694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30243002500265903,0.0,0.10583687869265547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Backup-Account-123,2018/01/31,"Well... It was my birthday. I know this is an attention-seeking post, I suppose I just wanted someone to care. Everything's falling apart and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sorry... There's so many things I want to say, but I don't know how to get them out. Thank you for reading.",0.7615000000000016,2.70192415,2.666666666666668,93.755,82.5,5.333333333333334,25.0,6.42735559955562,0.7170000000000001,219,9,49,2,6,73,45,60,0.025,0.847,0.128,0.6522,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,14,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,9,3,6,13,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572666518835105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644874671585448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331424650328539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355318808693928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4276975777020173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630026979287072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484446537331993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594818515591216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062945569618348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197986501393171,0.0,0.0,0.2903901050418302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388313952619935,0.0,0.0,0.17234157414593018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060154258648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23324222840975906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,systematicdepression,2018/01/31,"Panic attack... that wasn't a panic attack? I don't know how to explain it. I often have moods where I get very hateful (towards myself and others) and I really get into that victim mentality. A couple nights ago, about 8pm, it happened, but it happened very badly. I barely remember it; I remember screaming ""I want to die"", ""Someone just please kill me"" and self-harming (which isn't a new behavior) but to an extreme I've never gone to before. I remember sitting in an ice cold bath and not even feeling it, just literally losing my mind to the point I couldn't even get my klonopin or my seroquel. I was frantic to a degree I've never felt, I really felt like I was going insane. I finally literally crawled out of the bathtub and grabbed my drug pouch off the counter and took one of everything I had, stumbled into my living room and laid on the couch. I was just barely cognicent enough to call the suicide hotline and I talked to her until I fell asleep. I woke up at 2pm the next day, seriously not even really sure what happened. I still don't know what to call it. I do suffer from GAD/SAD/ and major depression, but I have no idea what could have caused that. I seriously felt like a dying animal. 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Until recently where I have taken the idea and flipped it on it's head. Instead of thinking that I'll never do anything. Because of this, you should do everything because of this. Stop waiting and start taking action. If he/she truly wanted to date you, then they would say yes no matter the situation. If you wanted to have an opportunity and took it. It would work out of you really wanted it. I used to never do anything because of my anxiety. Even basic conversation I would over think and end up going quiet. But realising that there is no perfect moment makes everything perfect because it happens if you truly want it to. So do that thing because you want it. Not because you want to wait for it. P.S I understand it is harder for some people. But you are truly great and can make things happen. I believe in you and if anyone believes in you that means you should believe in yourself too :)",3.6049883040935673,6.0606181421052625,4.922456140350878,78.57163742690062,75.47368421052632,6.7485380116959055,26.87134502923976,7.793537801064563,1.9047309941520467,797,31,135,12,18,264,105,190,0.08199999999999999,0.733,0.185,0.9657,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,11,1,7,7,8,0,0,4,1,17,1,1,4,5,46,41,16,0,15,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,20,8,0,3,6,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,4,2,20,6,20,32,1,21,0,2,0,0,14,8,0,5,10,109,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268992680381608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521720395860151,0.0,0.0,0.07789027921778703,0.0,0.1833379053347403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074337446395245,0.0,0.0,0.3765135314337948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594472615923552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866329275089827,0.0,0.0,0.07357563516004426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002300708702268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330859362633985,0.0,0.0,0.12281386191351447,0.0,0.0,0.19701323307429944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143238553511308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575188861908534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540505536959986,0.14871463762021309,0.0,0.0,0.12134228695261808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183005575589275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722756962014803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427255380276765,0.0,0.10998955461919142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858612212663493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521313782193358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884626324725835,0.0,0.0,0.09313157280459763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375550485474458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801235630867704,0.2141330931221115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376442863230952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596657788431157,0.0,0.0962098910021901,0.0,0.0,0.39422348734060897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810972044270227,0.0,0.0,0.2373963658247303,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,redfern962,2018/01/31,"Can't go back to school after first day Disaster (long) Hey everyone! I'm 20F with general anxiety, PTSD, and a panic disorder. I am also on the spectrum (very high-functioning), and I was an addict. This is going to be long, but I don't feel that I can tl;dr it. Today I had my first day of college, a huge step for me in my sobriety and anxiety issues. I have been home bound for almost 2 years because of these issues, and am finally ready to re-integrate into society. Or at least I thought I was. I had one class today, English 1A. I was almost late due to parking, and being late is something that sets off my anxiety like nothing else. I was shaky and nervous all class, but managed myself quite nicely, I think. English is one of my best subjects so that confidence definitely helped. I got out of class and returned to my car only to find a parking ticket because I was unable to read a sign (I have very bad vision and focus problems even with glasses), and I parked in a lot I had the wrong permit for. This triggered a massive panic attack, which lasted for ~2hrs. It also brought up some other major fears of mine. In high school (graduated 2015) I was a top student, and I had a lot of goals and was known for being very solid in my decisions. Since that time, almost everything in my life fell apart. I moved in with a boyfriend summer 2015, and he tried to kill me. This incident is what triggered the severe agoraphobia and PTSD. I moved back in with my parents after that incident, and have continually struggled since. I got addicted to illegal substances. I had another relationship implode, I had a very traumatizing experience at a job I had, and had to end a career that was 17 years in the making and throw it all away. I still cannot think about that without a feeling of panic rising in my throat. I was an equestrian, and the barn was my home, my therapy, and my safe place. That was ripped out from under me by a very cruel person, and I have not been the same since. I was once a very proud person, very steadfast in my beliefs and solid in my sense of self. I can still feel that part of me, but my past trauma and mental illness clouds that and makes it hard for me to stay that way for long. I see a psychiatrist and therapist multiple times a week, and have been exploring medication options for a while now, but nothing has stuck yet. I am embarrassed and ashamed of the person I am now. Who I was would have never let these things happen to me, and those who knew me know that. The problem is, I live in a small town with two very good colleges (a cc and a uni), and I know I will see people I used to know and be close with. I cannot bear the thought of them seeing me like this, or talking to them and having to explain how I got to where I am. I look and act completely differently now, and I know it is a shock to others. Even my parents notice a stark difference, and not in a good way. I don't want these people to see me, these people who I was close to, because I want them to know and remember me in a positive light, not as the girl who moved away and was a victim of domestic violence, an addict, and too scared to even think about something that was my passion. It's making me not want to go to school at all, and that makes me feel guilty because my parents have been so willing to help me with my fees and books. But right now I feel like I can't go back. Thinking about being on campus brings up the same fear that thinking about the barn does- an immediate need to cry, scream, and run the opposite direction. I was so excited to start school. One day in and now I am just scared, which upsets me. I have goals, I know who I want to be and what I want to do, but today's panic attack and the subsequent feelings and thoughts have made me regress again. I had a skype call with my therapist today and she helped me a lot, but talking to those who might experience the same issues just makes me feel less alone. I guess I could just use some encouragement. My class tomorrow is at 3pm so I will have a chance to gauge how I feel before I go, but right now all I feel is dread. Thank you for reading all of this, if you did. It means a lot. 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At the end of 2017 a big name music manager got in contact with me and things are in the works now to secure a record deal and further my career. While this is obviously great news and anyone else would be ecstatic about it....I'm not to sure. While this is what I've always wanted and something I've worked towards for years, my anxiety just keeps piling on heaping spoonfuls of apprehension. It's to the point where I can't even be happy about this accomplishment because I feel so much apprehension, nervousness, and dread towards the idea of it. I do have diagnosed generalized anxiety, and I am on 5mg Buspirone 3x a day and that usually balances me out well, but lately I've just been a giant ball of nerves. I'd like to ideally overcome this obstacle without upping my medication or changing it, so I would greatly appreciate any tips, tricks, or coping methods anybody would like to suggest. Thank you in advance. 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I started talking to psychological services at my school and they said I have anxiety and obsessive thoughts. I don’t think my anxiety is anything major, I have my great days and I have my really bad days, but it is affecting my life (socially and educationally). My doctor has prescribed me 20mg Prozac and reading side effects has really scared me! I don’t want my anxiety to get worse TLDR: I have anxiety and my doctor has prescribed 20mg Prozac and the side effects really scare me",5.150274064171121,7.271050110294121,6.064171122994652,73.60649732620323,69.95588235294117,9.063101604278074,34.42245989304813,9.573946990214177,3.7128617647058832,589,30,97,14,11,194,74,136,0.304,0.6509999999999999,0.044,-0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,3,10,2,6,3,0,12,6,0,3,0,20,26,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,10,0,1,4,1,0,2,2,9,0,1,2,1,23,1,8,23,1,18,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,13,61,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783535065897936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597912014371898,0.26566215779656965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675769997893993,0.0,0.0,0.2675267302515108,0.0,0.0,0.09817375802781014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128410812259438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516577714736488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406946783987989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001284546792072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286060489232012,0.0,0.06682299437207866,0.0,0.0,0.12963153236191222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584277751508186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304969775591296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759078195603876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761106330345478,0.0,0.2259728248111153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184478707628903,0.0,0.3531520073992793,0.1189964728825546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198572328580098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161159728431315,0.0,0.0,0.09830151341089363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450574305918433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753400323555301,0.0,0.09334478655477167,0.0685614031259719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701519076390104,0.06935128489134143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982329541499832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mandirahman,2018/01/31,"Crippling anxiety I'm not sure if this is the taught place for this or not so sorry if I'm mistaken. So lately I've been getting this severe anxiety. By severe I mean the kind of anxiety that makes your stomach turn cold and you feel like you can't breathe. The kind that stops you in your tracks and makes you unsure if running and hiding is better or just waiting for the tsunami to hit and accepting it would be better. I can't pinpoint exactly when this started but being Muslim with a foreign born spouse and a new baby in the USA right now has been rather unsettling. It seems like, while I take things one day at a time, it's just a matter of time before something life altering and awful happens and that's the part that's freezing me in my tracks. How do I protect my son? How can I escape if I have to? How do i gauge when to flee? I can't prepare for the big terrible thing that's coming because i don't know what it is and i can't be certain something will happen or when. I'm anxious because of anticipation. I think anyone with anxiety knows that feeling. Just with different scenarios causing it. I just needed to get this all out because it's been crushing me inside.",4.622557531380753,5.418037058577409,5.541064330543937,81.94121992677825,69.62761506276149,8.150732217573221,30.41867154811716,8.278499904357787,2.1791608786610883,943,37,183,13,16,310,130,239,0.151,0.758,0.092,-0.9015,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,6,0,2,14,10,0,0,11,1,21,3,2,6,4,52,45,25,0,7,15,2,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,20,13,0,3,8,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,4,4,22,9,19,35,2,24,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,9,15,129,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3918089797996696,0.14465170160063515,0.0,0.08953036892485414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23416075687710075,0.0,0.10895482895571827,0.0,0.0,0.2264865636965777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153502977575074,0.0,0.11029736946016154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825768897105105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377727328700909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948438010326435,0.0914736650175638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379395623946036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264553114632094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666733458203933,0.14073773793471514,0.0,0.14443763940678464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044028097528599,0.1251103015542539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093887073424666,0.0,0.0,0.13947593751304144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494197169879592,0.0,0.12366434906654995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676498521345923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386576672247022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377727328700909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934768795168542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656518173372447,0.0,0.2893034032012703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19714691106815294,0.0,0.14333321708926786,0.090629217249759,0.0,0.0,0.10704935398207498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067864308505327,0.0,0.0962721064096571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701316390033775,0.08204453332205118,0.0,0.0,0.14932534928656674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927358956716426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095779527797668,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,purplemoosefarts,2018/01/31,"Thankful for this community Just found this subreddit and it couldn't have come at a better time. I have had anxiety for a few years, but it really peaked when I randomly fainted for the first time in my life. I was in the beginning of a hospital internship and I had blacked out and woke up on the floor surrounded by doctors and nurses. It was scary and super embarrassing. Since then my anxiety has manifested in a fear of fainting again with no notice. I found reprieve in Sertraline and my fears have been well controlled for two years! This week, I started a new birth control and my anxiety came back with a vengeance. I froze as I was walking into the grocery store and wanted to bolt back to my car. It felt like someone was chasing me, but the world was spinning so I couldn't run. The doc is upping my dosage and I'm hoping after a few months on the new BC I'll even out again. It was very disheartening to start having these anxious feelings when I thought I had this monster under control. Fingers crossed for a higher dose and in the mean time I'm taking solace here. Thanks for all the posters and commenters - you're helping more of us than you know. 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I can’t pin point any thing specifically that makes me feel so worked up and frustrated and physically nauseous but my mind and body is just rejecting my life. And as soon as I speak my worries to a friend I sound so fucking stupid and I hate that I sound weak and annoying and dramatic. It makes me feel insane and I can’t let it out. I don’t want people to know what’s going on inside because I hate the way it makes me feel. I know anxiety is a pretty common thing but mine feels so arbitrary and petty. Like I don’t understand it and that makes it worse. Nothing’s wrong I’m just being a baby. And I can’t move past it. I feel so weak and crazy. I want my mind to be normal. 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Who else gets this when anxious?",3.576666666666668,5.3196313513513545,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,73.32432432432431,6.014414414414415,31.25225225225225,6.42735559955562,1.7776738738738742,148,7,27,1,3,48,33,37,0.177,0.785,0.038,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,7,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,4,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6554098406175602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187075940085664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423224646799673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933437214594489,0.0,0.0,0.3177656376115324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515534808166275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320014139487945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29770312295006024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061695129437767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749594787842247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ammogram,2018/01/31,"long term anxiety looking to treat it once and for all, help? Sorry this might be a long post but i really need some insight and advice based on my experiences with anxiety. My anxiety is extremely annoying and detrimental to me as it really messes with my sleep patterns and caused me chronic insomnia for years. This in turns makes me miss appointments, miss out on certain career opportunities, makes me tired and depressed, i seriously get miserable cause of this. I have a fear of not being able to sleep or rather any thing that can cause me anxiety i subconsciously link to a though of oh"" This is gonna constantly keep me up at night"". It's always dumb thoughts as well like someone stared at me nasty or was i being mean?, even ridiculous things that happen in dreams. I dealt with this for years now and it's slowly been getting worse and worse even with me trying to fight or deal with it. But i can't have this thing haunting me like this i need to take control or i'm gonna be seriously hurt financially, career wise, relationships, life in general. I seriously don't know where to start as i never gotten any real treatment for anxiety or where it all stems from. I don't know if my medical insurance will even cover this but i need something to get this anxiety sh*t in order or i'm just gonna be miserable my whole life.",5.2338759689922485,6.4748154883720925,6.007751937984494,77.51922480620159,68.53488372093022,9.919379844961243,29.449612403100772,10.125756701596842,2.9468821705426365,1068,39,202,27,18,350,138,258,0.262,0.65,0.087,-0.9943,0,0,1,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,10,22,4,3,3,0,17,8,2,6,4,50,43,21,0,5,13,0,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,0,20,13,0,2,6,1,0,0,5,15,1,0,4,2,26,7,34,29,5,24,0,6,2,0,4,12,1,9,12,133,46,2,0.0996155965260574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734320801767476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288815634873628,0.0,0.0,0.13548404320415633,0.0,0.4572339520953361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069979740336464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764907075566042,0.11172736199007427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269930591220013,0.08579876731972975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973854860251841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744316813680697,0.0,0.11209524087618304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613511310822312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808974302243291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677023454476175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664055637991683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854291925254316,0.0,0.0,0.1094922533556181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072288361907362,0.09733429736898716,0.0,0.0,0.17631333641109803,0.08365201225280727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329883684178547,0.0,0.0,0.10851058792968797,0.0,0.1003522334077223,0.0,0.10567640579196272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215911077982936,0.07682968914762446,0.0,0.0,0.0934824891941302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060873591988832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540420517774173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338435747616832,0.12763260387544612,0.0,0.0,0.10694987057269327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993750754370472,0.0,0.08440397167169925,0.076688952983474,0.0,0.11151150466191193,0.07050843193980494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489853127364418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854052788107365,0.0,0.09787181781084232,0.07908365647158039,0.0,0.11449347416047045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763245110170216,0.10835316368171367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956638462912841,0.0,0.0,0.11121725604330113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303360651710686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829835627431413 anxiety,creampuff313,2018/01/31,Tapering success stories So I just started tapering off my 10 mg lexapro tablets after almost 3 years of taking it and I had a small panic attack today and also feel very nauseous. I feel like I need a boost of confidence right now and am wondering if anyone would mind sharing a positive experience they’ve had with getting off a medication.,7.0290624999999975,7.8905937812500015,7.9812499999999975,66.33875,64.3125,10.775,39.4375,10.686352973137794,4.75941875,278,15,43,7,4,94,51,64,0.09,0.645,0.265,0.9093,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,11,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,3,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,28,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514577924957241,0.0,0.0,0.20081848625049484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755871180275114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856822838840488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456409933061912,0.0,0.0,0.25394499547962257,0.17939831376467416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119847191350156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226832724430221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529743517796855,0.0,0.0,0.25355697862356485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862003629677133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29463215118495395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144528791847526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774218130756272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888090255173394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380299235638889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071981460904609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232609776700634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838658911817198,0.0,0.0,0.16171136610894898 anxiety,CarelessFairy,2018/01/31,Book about anxiety? (x-post /r/booksuggestions) Does anyone know about any books to help with anxiety? I love how Jenny Lawson (e.g. Furiously Happy) talks so frankly about her depression and anxiety and how Brené Brown (Daring Greatly) approaches psychology and understanding joy. More like them or something like a mixture of them would be the ideal. Any suggestions?,6.327214285714284,10.048604150000003,6.0428571428571445,67.00500000000002,74.16666666666666,10.095238095238095,31.904761904761905,9.957137785484203,4.574976190476192,299,14,41,10,7,93,50,60,0.152,0.585,0.263,0.8892,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,11,5,7,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,7,6,3,1,1,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,1,2,22,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230305242651204,0.0,0.5450845714524641,0.0,0.0,0.16607284091119168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045674171889722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784701021569096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618561283394978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528343085975484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591982595160532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305295412210936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23207123410616146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436246948410706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274693734170873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284716119864666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909019166280904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24725677239065075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872062123982556,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,addoracsgo,2018/01/31,"Missing a lot of school due to anxiety/depression Freshman in high school here and almost halfway through the year I’ve already missed 25+ days of school. Although I’ve hinted of my issues to the teachers they find it easier to assume the worst(cutting class etc). In reality most days I can’t seem to get myself out of bed only to spend the day regretting it and wondering what my purpose in this world is. You would think that this could never happen to you until it does. My family has been falling apart getting worse and worse by the day, im not eating well, I stopped going to the gym, my face isn’t clearing up, and on top of that im not doing well in school. Fortunately for me I don’t believe in suicide because ik that there is so much to look forward too in life but im in a rough spot right now and I don’t know what to do. I can’t remember the last time I told someone how I really feel. Now I’m afraid to go back to my classes because of how many excuses I’ve made or promises when i wish they could see the real picture. I just need some advice if you guys don’t mind.",5.082575398170111,4.7031504801762125,6.08696035242291,82.5229922060319,68.42731277533039,9.099152829549306,30.677397492375466,8.617729084823388,2.159811521518129,857,30,182,12,13,286,139,227,0.075,0.871,0.054000000000000006,-0.1106,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,3,2,1,13,7,0,1,10,0,15,3,1,3,2,38,34,14,1,7,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,10,6,1,1,8,1,1,4,9,4,2,0,3,4,21,3,31,28,5,34,0,3,2,0,8,16,0,9,16,117,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718905102640852,0.0,0.0,0.10983997381978228,0.0,0.1210470570796538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434582484234772,0.0,0.13373357449858758,0.0,0.0,0.12358451175976327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751591256649459,0.0,0.0,0.2829672088331594,0.0,0.09447694025624888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959915798733874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224156570917426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233477475433488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340717817863182,0.0,0.055463207917131434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025584431261247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146183347682057,0.0,0.12468016653288674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861161459100424,0.09699963820814628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589486165922733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554562222900108,0.11448919947812936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028345978591958,0.08941303494286305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747819627071165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211305023150496,0.0,0.0,0.09325560516345556,0.0,0.10379254303496403,0.0,0.11120974298727332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075692511819472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063571334155632,0.08133469553923396,0.08460067875400745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342516266451075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485269313194212,0.07027104390762699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425883920791418,0.09367575528855686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440537331569307,0.08740974979252482,0.09985882320693573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294106708201562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170682321014167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119984458640872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028574421835182,0.0,0.0,0.06396186851397939,0.0,0.0,0.10481472044779784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972512714090827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613956060561615,0.0,0.11895551596270412,0.0,0.0,0.22356957462390575,0.07792153937274962,0.0,0.0,0.07063758908990751 anxiety,ScapersO-Crummsley,2018/01/31,"I'm getting fed up with School and I'm very angry I'm a junior in high school with GED, OCD(mainly obsessive) and social anxiety, and this year especially(and this semester even more) my performance at school has been suffering. I don't know what it is. It's just so hard for me to focus. My mind is never where it should be, and even when I really try, it seems like I can't grasp information as well as I should. It's like my brain just doesn't work the way it should anymore and I hate this feeling. To make matters worse, my friends are in higher-level classes and get mostly As, whereas every day feels like a struggle for me academically, socially, and mentally. It leaves me feeling inadequate and I've been getting angry at them for no reason and as a result I feel like a dick. I just don't give a shit anymore. I'm so sick and tired of school and it seems like the only thing it's good for is making me angry and depressed. I just want to focus on things I enjoy like video games and creative writing but instead I waste time by getting sucked down a rabbit hole watching videos on youtube and never getting my homework done, and thus I never have time to do anything I actually want to do. I don't know man, I'm just venting I guess. I'm very stressed and I've been going in and out of depression lately, so I just wanted to sort of get my feelings into words. Sorry if I sound entitled or like I'm complaining about first world problems or whatever. I don't even know anymore.",2.6515555555555537,4.663754733333335,4.083333333333332,85.57722222222223,76.66666666666666,6.844444444444445,25.44444444444445,7.793537801064563,1.4522111111111107,1180,43,234,18,27,390,155,300,0.17600000000000002,0.7120000000000001,0.112,-0.9735,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,3,17,22,3,3,8,0,22,6,3,5,3,65,56,29,0,8,10,0,6,7,1,3,2,1,1,1,15,21,1,0,13,3,0,1,10,11,1,1,5,8,28,11,32,47,2,26,0,3,1,1,10,14,3,8,17,149,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.08956656262199347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021342588095424,0.0,0.2730709831618629,0.0,0.0,0.07552924661576425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245971856449536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059192173983691324,0.0,0.15810441098542907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939254501206015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818645942125796,0.0,0.07733078594588211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204016226913246,0.131138993334024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807021944232934,0.0,0.0,0.07091099706617758,0.0,0.2877156731183293,0.08804621831999766,0.052162157870961116,0.07698287723780113,0.0,0.0,0.10110886442696808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082219167726477,0.09061630033294722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969733396804093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15132392426816885,0.0,0.10353475302269548,0.09718450456895858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31388234249916463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253117564186225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924952576269837,0.0,0.09267424601640413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123651620240499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980479135258444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782353780571983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058798273823287485,0.09436778317799883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37155550198935344,0.0,0.16711083553308034,0.0,0.0,0.09421350398229797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712157277789992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274308893605934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10513664038152848,0.09595108539819804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195254158061013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703832617252126,0.10549057905668777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062314350071533936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146048883503807,0.1624072389324577,0.07285274340531786,0.0,0.0,0.08252356606192403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681881460175049,0.0,0.093534294755692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059104975172774576 anxiety,CacheMeOutside,2018/01/31,"people who suffer from random panic attacks ( where you feel like you cant breathe ) try this usually you are so focused on trying to get air in your lungs, that you are having short breathes because you aren't breathing out enough. try to breathe out for 5 or 6 seconds, then breathe in calmly with your sternum/stomach (not your chest)",14.356190476190474,8.272616761904764,11.4918253968254,68.77678571428575,55.98412698412699,13.234920634920636,50.54761904761904,7.1686216300943375,4.677990476190477,268,12,48,1,2,79,49,63,0.139,0.7440000000000001,0.117,-0.3682,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,8,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,5,7,7,0,0,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,8,2,10,7,1,10,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,2,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394829208454785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819071442750364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30833590674424943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088438041629587,0.2131832003145986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590620408837289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578739395944826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35011825689496184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20687898585324813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6077996590962336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32865497086013484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Miighty_Joe_Young,2018/01/31,"Does anyone ever feel a ""lump"" in their throat with anxiety? I've had anxiety for some time - but certain things have been more rough lately than normal. I've been getting this lump feeling in my throat. I saw a doctor - and had some X-Rays and all of that, and nothing is wrong. They said it could be allergies, but I've read that a lump feeling is a common symptom of anxiety. Just feels like someone is pressing against my throat with their thumb, and it comes and goes.",5.179057971014494,5.916817630434785,5.011739130434783,86.44123188405798,68.34782608695652,7.872463768115942,29.46376811594203,7.793537801064563,1.7325376811594202,370,13,74,4,6,114,60,92,0.051,0.8109999999999999,0.138,0.8394,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,10,8,3,0,3,22,18,7,0,2,3,0,6,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,6,2,9,10,4,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,5,48,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471287412764605,0.0,0.0,0.14358880001858387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768949141635272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16395903983164067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018926495081186,0.17970730566523466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575510756489416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41533408123858495,0.14670545816915162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728936927696422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23164907694443435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032594685953236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120403175419352,0.19704339923048034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054102991415361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533937136071355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399639398571204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344219051884072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136428555936109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197439928702324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452315710731927,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SexyIntelligence,2018/01/31,"How I broke free - owning my anxiety After I had my first panic attack and knew I had anxiety, I was ashamed of it. I thought I was a lesser human being - a failed intellectual. I never told anyone about it, especially after the first doctor I told here in Taiwan basically laughed at me. No matter what I tried, whether meditation, journaling, breathing exercises, diet, etc. I just couldn't break free. Then in May of last year, I decided to write about it publicly on Medium. I sent the link to most people I knew. I decided I wasn't going to feel ashamed anymore. It was the best decision I could have made. At first it didn't seem like the best decision. People started thinking they could cure me with links to some article they read on how to ""cure"" anxiety. However, others contacted me privately confiding they too had anxiety - I never knew. Over time, I have not only owned up to my anxiety to others, but also to myself. When I have symptoms, I welcome them, understanding that this is not some external entity; this is my own brain doing what it thinks it needs to out of fear. Instead, I try to calm it down, saying, ""It's ok brain, there's nothing to fear, just let it out and let's move on together."" I encourage anyone and everyone with anxiety to own up to it, and not try to run away from it. You'll find it will actually make you a stronger better person for having it. Edit: here's the medium article: https://medium.com/@alexvervloet/a-journey-through-anxiety-549f203e6efa",5.703941605839418,7.361526583941604,6.4624890510948925,73.13095985401462,67.83211678832117,9.859562043795616,29.75839416058394,10.125756701596842,3.1943626277372257,1180,44,203,30,20,388,149,274,0.117,0.754,0.129,0.8498,1,0,0,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,4,7,13,19,1,5,8,1,24,7,3,4,2,47,41,11,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,2,21,8,1,0,16,2,2,4,9,8,0,3,16,2,36,13,39,16,10,32,0,2,0,0,17,14,0,5,14,164,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.103618688959846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491401344107184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873753948470019,0.0,0.10530439202564787,0.1484903823213679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079778981775112,0.09976184427815762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22286372036342214,0.09390968907484723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706931243202176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169555985609558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868216848512513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842142525575347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146181744428123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389694030031624,0.05368900334342717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970487745414989,0.2709560425879923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034589531716926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655281423977229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171573616914319,0.0,0.05187534892692574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047233831755624,0.0708775652712204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285506913941333,0.0,0.07873289167238659,0.16378879964053236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188486038552146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075648714573178,0.0,0.12458214835203925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14722698973233506,0.09271436131966697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062111176091924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444049292833658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966644536868174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515643731010656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036415259947474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607476732945267,0.0,0.08429695153247195,0.061915801509890366,0.0,0.0,0.20292363488856247,0.0,0.2162726044890676,0.0,0.0,0.11053960558026717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683779734213366 anxiety,party_city,2018/01/31,Who manufactures Sertraline in canada? I know that it's under the umbrella of Pfizer but I was wondering who they outsource it to? I have been reading that in the U.S. it changed to Aurobindo and people have been having some bad side effects due to the switch.,4.880714285714287,6.983269265306124,5.322193877551023,78.72369897959184,70.63265306122447,8.16530612244898,30.617346938775512,8.841846274778883,2.7325877551020405,210,9,36,4,4,67,36,49,0.104,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.7278,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,7,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,30,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820813735084791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840858099013128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514879464043593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172459487801533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577292090015254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962535084941973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,scyphomedusae,2018/01/31,"what to do when your fear of dying is making living harder? sorry if this is the wrong subreddit, I just don't know where else to turn. I am an extremely anxious person since I was a little kid – not diagnosed with any kind of anxiety disorder though so I always felt like I was on the border of pathology. but now things are becoming almost unbearable. I have been obsessed with morbid subjects for a long time but now seems like this is turning into an extremely intense, crippling fear of dying. I had a cocaine overdose that led me to convulse in a bathtub and now every small pain or strange sensation I get, I instantly become afraid of having another seizure and dying. If I feel a headache then it's definitely a brain tumor or a rupturing aneurysm; a sharp pain in my chest is lung cancer; if I let a glass slip from my hand I must have early-stages MS. I am so afraid of death I can barely go out at night anymore; afraid of driving and afraid of flying. The ""good"" (*ahem*) parts are that I'm leading a much healthier lifestyle and, um, I don't ever fight with my family and friends because I'm afraid that they might die without a last ""I love you"" (especially my momma). But that's it. Every other aspect of this is horrible. If I do as much as have a fleeting thought about ceasing to exist I almost instantly begin to cry. I am terrified of not being here, of what comes after death. I'm afraid that there is nothing. I am trying to find solace in spirituality, after having some weird experiences after my cat died, but I feel like I'm trying to convince myself of something I don't even know what. It's too much for me. I am constantly panicking because of this. I don't even know how to explain it — I am just endlessly afraid of just disappearing one day, my consciousness, everything. I'm afraid that after death comes nothing. I am *extremely* ashamed of the point this has gotten to and I can barely talk about it, even to my therapist. Not a single one of my loved ones know how much this is affecting me. I am crying like a small baby writing this shit. I need help and I just don't know what to do anymore. Any advice would be very much appreciated. Sorry for venting and sorry again if this is the wrong place.",4.138992441578253,5.618870640732265,5.3708841273143335,80.14222314679981,71.42562929061785,8.226031481866722,28.11656611885445,8.754623652393294,2.2159067887109085,1758,65,330,32,33,585,216,437,0.217,0.6829999999999999,0.1,-0.996,0,0,2,0,1,0,52.0,0,2,1,1,24,29,2,12,21,0,44,12,5,6,2,62,72,28,8,8,19,1,5,4,1,3,5,0,0,2,25,15,0,0,13,0,0,7,9,19,1,3,7,5,45,10,50,59,8,38,0,0,0,2,14,13,1,12,22,241,70,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553864342980023,0.0,0.0,0.1548136220492693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432147670584121,0.0,0.0,0.10513605456857512,0.08105791250595841,0.05913583696059665,0.0873292842476629,0.15332567275009878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942451929736047,0.1707480249285695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629462436901493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331776981918842,0.0,0.08353602615895593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698252876140202,0.04985341059952948,0.0,0.0,0.07845992741134884,0.4011364837403799,0.0,0.088594816915253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457592207554087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317177387832673,0.06992410655178438,0.13026057886661074,0.0,0.06947407492589576,0.07561621280469649,0.07287346875188777,0.17397253702972473,0.07817245224594542,0.0552245815645438,0.07422206584904333,0.0,0.0706526497134317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059723352173822665,0.0,0.04038711714333508,0.0,0.04393252180288199,0.06483727036494184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181391739303568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049816269261975,0.21241585450557646,0.06301146712140553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904655716037425,0.0,0.1510634574753497,0.07747693626145513,0.06825910364489739,0.0684098589018049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953618990283811,0.0,0.05159970144194965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200523178373705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841294115158609,0.0573184714854492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254271316888776,0.0,0.1483467542156759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714555665656638,0.0,0.16450960798402034,0.0,0.0,0.08371055922739798,0.0,0.0,0.06749714589051213,0.08076416243628343,0.0,0.07307539913155059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037285960941789,0.0,0.0,0.0793494170250275,0.06394503327050441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951087489711164,0.0,0.2595998619887445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062132438937516375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897536081985844,0.051356030028137205,0.0,0.07594884633447886,0.06136917252867646,0.04507543198223557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049660004450902,0.16816480908164885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378226572299077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451639284063848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491314011847253,0.16903525686829926,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stopscreaminggestapo,2018/01/31,Why do i get random anxiety attacks? Seriously I just feel really anxious and very shaky right now. I'm not sure why I'm so anxious. I just can't relax and I am very restless right now. Idk what to do?,0.06697674418604649,2.2271077906976764,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,87.3720930232558,6.2306976744186064,22.55348837209302,7.554174236665415,1.1371060465116278,157,6,34,3,5,56,29,43,0.454,0.546,0.0,-0.9485,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817864381802839,0.5369089319829604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703386364990349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015295959265453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415196184250794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223197893244844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40586975267692016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239636335244615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921395722386312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288485550093156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gopokes1214,2018/01/31,"Tips to regain weight lost from anxiety and increase appetite? In the past year, my anxiety and stress have taken over my life. I was in a job that was horribly stressful to focus only on graduate school. I got married about six months ago, so that was a lot in itself. Also, my work took over my life so much (not just the crazy hours I put in, that’s just the nature of non-profit work) that I didn’t have much time or energy to focus on the wedding. I lost so much weight, my dress was falling off of me my wedding night. I also started an MBA program a few days after the wedding. Fast forward a few months, I quit my job. I decided I would focus only on grad school for a while, as my next semester was going to be a doozy and I had a full-ride scholarship. I couldn’t waste that opportunity! Less than three days after leaving my job, the university I went to closed. Luckily, we were able to finish out the semester, but that meant that the specialized MBA program I was in was also terminated. No other University has yet to pick it up, and with no job, I have no way to pay for school. I am in six-week internship right now with no idea if it’s going to lead anywhere. On top of that, less than a week ago, I found out my husband is addicted to pain pills. To say the least, my body and mind have been running on all sorts of weird stress hormones for a long time, and it doesn’t seem to be getting any better. I am never hungry. I literally force myself to eat something throughout the day, but obviously it’s not working. I just weighed myself, and I am in double digits now. I cannot tell you the last time I weighed this little. 11 or 12 maybe? How do I get my appetite back!? I need all of me to power through this internship to show how much I want to work there. It’s my dream job, not even lying. But most importantly, I need the energy and appetite to return so I can help my husband battle his demons. HELP! 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I seriously am almost 90% sure I'll be single for ever. I get too nervous to go out some times and miss out on friends and potentially women... this shit sucks dude. I want a girl friend. I've got the high paying job(s), the car, the place.... what the hell lol. I've dated one person my whole life for a short time frame. I'm worried no one wants me, especially when I haven't been in a SERIOUS relationship yet at the age of 24. I'm getting scared I'll never have a family",0.3393910256410244,2.552035182692311,2.9938461538461536,89.03448717948721,86.59615384615385,6.1589743589743575,18.28205128205128,7.492282038375204,0.4509897435897439,385,10,85,7,12,134,77,104,0.21600000000000005,0.6559999999999999,0.128,-0.8709,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,11,3,2,9,1,7,2,1,0,3,11,17,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,2,2,0,7,3,9,12,4,18,1,1,0,0,6,8,3,2,8,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805782936780945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794544868949206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587288930163266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210547198979752,0.0,0.2171089550399264,0.0,0.11808399033584566,0.0,0.16617759050731729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952694008525567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618579657956052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675845940992166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024979770554204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28158903142133096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814221445969792,0.21708188342566606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307385743780428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802020133279944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327926120834853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958265891243955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423119209252952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24510354652138866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319746829648021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100679476658807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Eldarya,2018/01/31,"Benzodiazepine tolerance If I use a long-action benzodiazepine like Ethyl loflazepate for example twice a week, to cope with intense anxiety, will it still build up my tolerance and lose its effectiveness? Thank you for the help.",8.205438596491227,10.953147263157899,7.0500000000000025,67.07833333333336,63.21052631578948,12.435087719298249,36.35087719298246,11.855464076750405,5.38365614035088,188,9,29,7,3,57,34,38,0.1,0.594,0.306,0.7906,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,5,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076600338225141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695670239391412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648064027224302,0.0,0.0,0.3559090491531679,0.0,0.44992694504932906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321174613758043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702654080726948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3473469786003991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225976527501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rainyman94,2018/01/31,"Can anxiety or stress increase your blood pressure? Hi, I just got my blood pressure tested and it was on the mild high end. I could feel my heart beat in my chest as I was feeling uncomfortable and a bit nervous (I find it nerve wracking to talk to new people). Could this explain a slightly high blood pressure?",2.9594999999999985,5.445854616666669,3.256666666666668,89.525,77.83333333333334,5.333333333333334,28.33333333333333,6.42735559955562,1.2583333333333335,247,11,47,2,6,76,44,60,0.245,0.6970000000000001,0.058,-0.885,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,5,3,0,5,5,5,0,0,10,9,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,8,0,5,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,28,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18636182472397567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26596022650236084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890072811039912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576712701423112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246354183731422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22265613203297369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19483805098515436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886803264678604,0.0,0.5147770047016367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23528111843815755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688892632572223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27905569199928343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958053743732745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Chakra23,2018/01/31,"Eye anxiety issues It seems like when I worry about my vision being blurry or get stressed my vision will get blurry low and behold. It seems like such an easy thing to stop but it's like not thinking about elephants when someone says the word elephants to me....it's hard. Any advice On how to stop it? I get like weird pressure in my eyes and my vision gets blurred. Im hoping my new glasses for distance will help after I've worn them for a few weeks to break them in. 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It almost like I’m not feeling anything. Has anybody weened off of Effexor and on to something else?,2.8870000000000005,5.9295747000000025,4.641666666666668,75.14250000000001,85.33333333333334,8.333333333333334,34.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,4.2376666666666685,131,8,20,4,4,44,27,30,0.209,0.722,0.069,-0.5366,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086674663485043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180233318751873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243511679977371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568493824757857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481728195319161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39106695590989776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254923520887537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ParrotSTD,2018/01/31,"Every time i think about working on setting up my website, let alone try making progress, my head fries and i'm unable to distract myself, sit still or calm down. Long story short, I'm a creative writer and I'm planning on setting up a website to establish an author platform, produce content and gain a following while I work on my main books. I picked Wordpress for making the website, and managed an extremely basic site, but not only have I ground to a halt after just four blog posts, but now I can't even bring myself to try developing it further. I just don't know how. I ask for help, and the things people tell me are either things I don't understand, adverts for services or their own sites, or suggestions to find guides. There are too many. So many. It's too overwhelming and it makes me feel physically ill. The longer this goes, the worse it gets. I haven't done anything for several days. I can't not think about this. I went all afternoon in this state, and it's just gone midnight and I'm back in this mindset again. I have nobody around me to calm me down, and nobody I know has any knowledge of website building beyond what I know.",4.6505833333333335,5.875942355555555,4.9459305555555595,84.64956250000002,69.8888888888889,7.402777777777778,29.17361111111111,7.6454224807358475,1.7528277777777783,910,34,175,10,16,287,133,225,0.052000000000000005,0.8809999999999999,0.067,0.3071,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,6,17,4,0,2,10,0,12,2,1,6,1,38,32,17,0,0,11,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,10,0,1,9,2,0,4,7,2,0,1,3,1,24,2,25,28,4,36,0,1,0,0,5,17,0,3,10,118,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809644977796676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037127061342764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356113450980342,0.14448364170440234,0.1517309351790286,0.0,0.0,0.12480060984486753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467169031331784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609181528408326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719927541784592,0.0,0.1367468625234647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206502437967053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483415513940674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847963613208593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656919685378732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878794951161977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26759164044824224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596531013472446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436326116756207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32501455194175144,0.3290985362095695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343837049905618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252012283078383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544093752006471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335563577552602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961499205411775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185954522900746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156531481469941,0.20799378649141267,0.0,0.0,0.0946398972596694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038549739904373,0.0,0.0,0.1689626340954298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045605038717974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631631678283785,0.0,0.16540012091868492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,enjoyyouryak,2018/02/01,"Anxious but I forget why. You ever get really anxious thinking about something and then you forget what it was you were thinking about but that feeling of dread just stays with you for the rest of the day? I'm sitting here with a gaping pit in my stomach feeling panicky and nauseous over..... I don't even know what. For me this is worse than when I get anxious for no reason at all. This feels sharper, somehow. More defined. Because there's something lurking there that's giving me palpitations but I don't even fucking know what it is. Anyone else relate?",2.128827493261454,4.9757221792452855,2.7251212938005414,89.01037735849056,86.64150943396227,3.783288409703504,26.439353099730464,5.288315135182226,0.8278296495956878,445,20,77,2,14,138,70,106,0.241,0.703,0.056,-0.9674,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,0,11,2,1,1,3,0,6,2,1,1,2,21,18,7,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,3,11,0,13,16,3,9,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,4,61,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998835206849159,0.0,0.12376347766061595,0.1813588268759652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789839600711852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415124463016466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147861937416436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338154791571559,0.160107878208312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26849164216713584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363492004824126,0.1849518271064676,0.16979584850146032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945506546444416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339161391306155,0.1819868941749976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725286136631715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886599161470092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226830669613392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971621113317072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803795239030868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,desert_bluejay,2018/02/01,"Anxiety or hypomania? To start off, I have OCD (which I am seeing a therapist for) and possibly GAD. A week or two ago I got a very bad spike of OCD and fell off the wagon engaging in my mental and reassurance compulsions for hours at a time. My anxiety from this obsession was so high that: - I couldn't stop my mind from racing - Was finding myself wanting to go to bed at 8 p.m. from being so mentally exhausted - Could hardly eat as my appetite was gone - Physically shook and was often sweating - Had irregular bowel movements - Constant tension headache - Had racing thoughts first thing in the morning (prohibiting me to sleep in) that dwindled by the end of the day - Experienced trouble concentrating/remembering (thought wise and eyesight wise) This anxiety stayed on high for days on end, I attempted to accept the thoughts and meditate and started doing better to coax myself out of the 'fight or flight' response I seemed to be in. Now my anxiety has dwindled in that I am not physically sick to my stomach anymore but I am experiencing these things still (it's been about 4 days): - Racing thoughts - Some trouble concentrating - Restlessness & energy (wanting to be pre-occupied, feeling like I need to do something, getting bursts of energy to do laundry or some menial cleaning activity, etc) - Moments of happiness/confidence (feeling optimistic in my fight against mental illness, not being *as* pessimistic in my future anxieties) - Still have the constant, ache of a headache (though sometimes gone when I am more pre-occupied) I'm terrified that maybe I'm experiencing hypomania as I am not as entrenched in my obsessive thoughts, and I've been much more restless/energetic, with bouts of happiness. This terrifies me because one of my main, recurring obsessions is being a bad person/doing bad things and ending up alone. The thought that I could have or be developing bipolar makes me fear that I will eventually develop full blown mania and actually do something that makes me a bad person who ends up alone. Can anxiety cause the above symptoms for days at a time? Does mania often lead people to do things that they are very morally opposed to or fearful of in normal situations? 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I'm currently lying in the middle of the floor reflecting on the fact that one day I'll be dead, and despite knowing that, I've done absolutely nothing even remotely remarkable in the (few) years I've been alive. I'm only 17, so many people would probably say this shouldn't be something to worry about at my age. I'm still in high school, after all. Years seem to be going by so fast, though, and it isn't too long from now that I'll officially be considered an adult and will be going to college (if I'm even capable of that). I already feel like a complete failure in life. I consistently do poorly in my classes, and I go to a *specialized school*, where everything is dumbed down so people like me are able to understand it. I've yet to do any work actually meant for grade 11, because I'm still a year behind in most of my subjects. I do math ""essentials"" where everything has been simplified and, even despite most of my work being at a grade 7 level at the highest, I still struggle with it. I am actually stupid. People are pressuring me to get a job but I have zero things I could put on a resume. Even at home, I accomplish nothing. Most of my days free from school I spend doing little more than sitting on Reddit. I used to have hobbies, such as reading and writing, but now I no longer have the motivation to do either. If I'm not on my phone, I'm probably eating. There's no wonder I weigh 225 pounds, but do I anything to fix it? No, instead I whine to strangers on the internet about it. Which is exactly what I'm doing right now. I am an actual pathetic excuse for a human being. There is seriously nothing I am good at. I have an endless list if things I *want* to do in life, but the things that I've actually *done*, yet alone *attempted*, is naught. For fuck's sake, I wanted to take up drawing again but I can't even pick up a pencil anymore without starting to cry. I've had people practically straight up telling me to give up because they couldn't deal with my sobbing anymore. I felt proud of myself today because I successfully baked myself hash browns in the oven, because even something as mundane and basic as that is considered an achievement when you're as inept as me. If things like going to the store by myself are seem as challenges, then I don't see how I'll ever get anywhere in life. Soon enough, I'll be dead, completely alone, with nothing to remember me by. There will be no funeral, no one to cry when they receive the news, some poor Joe is just going to find my body some day and then they'll do God knows what about it. Soon my parents will be home, the house will be a mess again and I'll have to clean it, and a few weeks from now I'll likely be on this subreddit again complaining about the same things I am right now. No, do not recommend therapy to me, I see my therapist every month, I go to a school designed for depression and anxiety, I have a mentor (essentially a ""Big Sister"", if you know what that is). They give me someone to talk to but they can't give me motivation to fix my life. I don't know what can, honestly.",4.222584144438667,5.1038974408945705,5.469144067166956,81.78117207816331,70.59744408945687,8.762552938554128,29.094880748941232,9.037768484169169,2.285942016494539,2442,91,494,46,43,816,269,626,0.135,0.779,0.086,-0.9815,3,2,2,0,0,2,85.0,0,1,5,11,42,22,3,2,30,0,64,10,1,5,4,67,102,37,3,11,16,2,2,4,0,7,5,1,5,2,26,14,3,0,16,1,5,8,17,11,0,3,7,6,59,12,84,74,12,81,0,3,3,1,22,37,3,13,39,347,85,22,0.06495361805708623,0.0,0.2535414462066701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454471864174006,0.07167793270002626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417068763328938,0.0,0.049689340027800205,0.0,0.12883307110961045,0.0,0.0,0.10690258650809713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15838049075965396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214882691640277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620526547711356,0.0,0.0,0.05186017869457872,0.0,0.142696998897551,0.12566913050420614,0.06696432811305794,0.05594445605509946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294020537381954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646376696092393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671144506495323,0.0,0.2574075128072631,0.058754266197447426,0.054726224639670695,0.0,0.11675224735247824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0328425009275168,0.04640287771832895,0.06236565942232807,0.0,0.05936643017016915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06004857324511888,0.06787116914621337,0.18692828723449428,0.22148782799134573,0.054480013122748285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862706367840518,0.13030754981112005,0.0,0.0,0.07494775439818276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445644341397425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278723920124697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939330670208216,0.12693222739485946,0.06510058922092926,0.0,0.05748190800936154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658527738364062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184535823950316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492989933381625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802850521665903,0.04940015345454152,0.0,0.0,0.07212330610994239,0.0,0.0,0.18012264135023015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400619723104408,0.0,0.0,0.06529632645705939,0.0,0.0,0.06497119542859875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357978730757038,0.11094006984042423,0.0,0.05165372412632765,0.0,0.2629461167277552,0.1035192480364372,0.11826266878376933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055034989797311584,0.10000893705401696,0.0,0.0,0.045974505175243034,0.0,0.15561612985319392,0.0,0.0,0.06790362453572908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883703720142302,0.052207257794963234,0.05677232512849821,0.0,0.07428012301222266,0.07541615686395148,0.21576148827033365,0.0,0.06381659995355532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156843509090595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761900710979979,0.0,0.056099071149621815,0.0,0.0,0.07662265364056807,0.0,0.05210187446355071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261296993176546,0.07043942804706797,0.09457401507883234,0.06596355206062203,0.0,0.046141186657409385,0.0,0.0,0.1254840013222314 anxiety,squishyduc,2018/02/01,"College student with gAD, need help/suggestions/tips I self-diagnosed myself with generalized anxiety disorder and depression recently. (I'm making the first step to talk to a professional soon) I've been finding it difficult to cope with lately, some days are better than others. I'm tired of my anxiety taking over my life and affecting my relationships with people and also sometimes my schoolwork, so I'm looking for suggestions for supplements or natural ways to help.",9.289629629629632,10.610623641975312,9.374913580246917,56.70311111111115,59.49382716049383,13.887407407407407,42.125925925925934,13.023866798666859,6.680306666666668,389,21,52,15,5,128,60,81,0.17600000000000002,0.73,0.094,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,14,9,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,6,1,13,8,1,8,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,2,5,34,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077209002909347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267231223443731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886345406843072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771904489529355,0.0,0.183926244038996,0.2167439726931542,0.0,0.0,0.24474140127049196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19517652495268564,0.18164151327379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28626981102552124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408883867601196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083335252324284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932425955057854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425431382529057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583411255700264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804541515830494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085021005797694,0.2292677227120118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227743083599135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21120175062510885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605594808823186,0.1716396139118045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24543889530297155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950231026396542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mentalplague,2018/02/01,"Would you consider this some sort of OCD, or just general anxiety? Ive been dealing with this for such a long time now, but I constantly get these terrible ideas/images/etc popping in my head and its driving me crazy. It sort of comes and goes in phases, but its in a huge uphill surge lately. It just wont quit, the fear and anxiety is awful. I do have like certain things Im compelled to do to dispell it, but Im different from most cases Ive seen considered ""OCD"". Like for example the thoughts/fears arent based on a specific thing, they sort of change over time. And the compulsive behavior really isnt specifically related to the things in my head, like I dont wash my hands for germs or check things in the house for safety, etc. Im just so sick of being in distress and terror all the time, it gets better if I waste my life doing easy/simple activities, but gets way worse whenever I do something I have to think a lot or is remotely stressful. So Ive gotten to a point its hard to accomplish anything anymore...idk how to get this shit out of my head",5.8644704049844245,5.4825054626168255,6.693971962616825,78.83323208722744,66.80373831775701,10.684735202492213,31.852024922118375,10.317481424215053,3.0300043613707173,835,30,171,19,12,278,125,214,0.201,0.6709999999999999,0.127,-0.9688,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,1,3,8,11,1,4,11,1,18,8,5,2,2,32,26,16,0,2,11,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,15,8,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,3,3,17,5,27,20,5,21,0,0,1,0,3,11,1,10,10,111,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823436531784894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807439657686122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540439231737957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607588060586922,0.1026624009160107,0.0,0.12879046754667084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286860938328485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451698649623935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13967723407014832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658328121285176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682196582071506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490650292535917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676122989611501,0.0,0.36693698798721697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751689322944166,0.0,0.0,0.3862022362393925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443942422849325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417985333544208,0.17467493558209926,0.0,0.0,0.10546991660819686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132196596237923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266294619286225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267618393490653,0.0,0.0,0.07634930154031729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233582309461367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175003593690502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651946796176226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167096843260864,0.0763652733886613,0.0,0.0,0.2084831979730661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459896885763684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214538728828276,0.08466154443181759,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mzsammy,2018/02/01,Just putting it out there!!!! Hi guys I’m a 31year old F!....so my anxiety all started 14months ago thinking I was going to have and asthma attack doctor put me on steroids because apparently I was Wheezing!....so my anxiety kicks in full force witch then led me to the hospital a few times only to be told my lungs wore completely clear and to get straight off of the steroids and be asked if I suffered from an anxiety disorder!....um no I don’t think so but was I so wrong!.... it only got worse from there on!....so my brains like well if your physically healthy there must be something mental wrong because I do not feel like my old happy self at all so here comes the fear of SCHIZOPHRENIA I googled endlessly to the point of panic attacks my head was stuck in my phone for hours on end!....my main fears wore the hallucinating part not really the delusions so it got to the point I was so hyper vigilant I noticed absolutely everything in my surrounding I’d be sitting out side and notice every shadow possible(birds flying over me I’d notice there shadow in my side vision on the concrete) things I would even think of noticing before it drove me crazy.....and then come the noticing everything I herd had to have an explanation like my kids playing there iPads in there room and people talking outside I had to check they wore really there talking and I wasn’t hearing things!....it’s been an absolutely horrible time of my life I’m not looking for reassurance I think I’ve had enough of that for a life time!....just thought I’d put my story out there! Thanks for reading guys!....,4.050491803278689,5.968150114754102,4.6434098360655724,83.50118032786884,72.44262295081967,7.765245901639344,28.92131147540984,8.488131031819089,2.156217049180328,1255,51,240,22,25,400,163,305,0.146,0.745,0.109,-0.9054,1,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,1,0,17,17,2,3,15,0,20,7,3,1,4,30,45,16,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,1,4,6,11,0,0,6,2,1,8,6,9,1,0,19,3,32,8,34,20,7,40,0,1,1,0,14,22,0,2,12,146,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717552173620841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19980738224039246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139154628156077,0.19809198756524765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614480301989,0.0,0.07408364884753345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719037774043136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499930139161476,0.09128321932200348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911200610789602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711140212701402,0.08995868253487532,0.0,0.05750386219017599,0.0,0.07335378627176048,0.0,0.15649205578185005,0.0,0.0,0.1959387008636346,0.04402134094813486,0.062197361447029635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04548648539476336,0.0,0.04947954082114255,0.0,0.13926343189589727,0.0,0.0,0.17241083220363804,0.0,0.09267949229753844,0.0,0.0,0.08935109032848865,0.0,0.09812559785963287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573887904466668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298942748408954,0.12760280204727795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731104482105022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773837322524305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956053222526182,0.18271458528066267,0.0,0.0,0.13242968328825006,0.0,0.1021489110828809,0.0,0.09428004272181334,0.0,0.060358072493146016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460412678216205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625651307101232,0.0,0.0,0.08708591200415924,0.0,0.11154874370991832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082502041160864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702485181673268,0.0,0.0,0.06162318063742495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995484085888799,0.0,0.0801553162452197,0.0,0.0,0.057840357892278836,0.22314415817075525,0.0,0.06911778228704346,0.15230027223131207,0.0,0.0,0.083191808020011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827950994221375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08872397432234083,0.06184659670346629,0.1903780286038272,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rianishere,2018/02/01,"How to cope with anxiety attacks during class? I'm almost 100% sure that I have anxiety attacks, but I can't even imagine approaching my mom about it. I definitely don't want my teachers to know and I feel like I can't tell them anyway because since I'm not diagnosed they might think I'm faking it. I was wondering how I can manage these when I have them in the middle of class without my teachers knowing? Like what are some techniques to calm down?",4.9623333333333335,5.8114463444444455,5.731111111111113,80.69000000000003,68.8888888888889,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.577666666666667,361,15,69,6,6,118,62,90,0.127,0.7090000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.752,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,6,7,2,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,1,18,18,5,0,1,3,1,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,1,14,4,9,16,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,4,3,47,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185929940520584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339933394976649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49668888891487606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133071874647813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22156694248127187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418316344140394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037756343814846,0.15595147855430866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994073392700915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329785469965587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23157870614040976,0.0,0.2556669033627403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805776015357302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20574241575898525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908012709577717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987595529724728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287572744791354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104305964989392,0.2367338728244651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Halgardner,2018/02/01,"Anxiety over something you know you shouldn't be worried about but you still are I recently had knee surgery and because of difficulty getting up and down I temporarily stopped taking one of my medications which is a diuretic. About a week in and I've started taking it again but i noticed I'm retraining water in my leg to the point you can poke it and it'll take a bit to reform, aka pitting edema. I know what the cause is, I know I'm doing the right things to fix it, but i can't stop focusing on the, ohshitwhatifi'mwrong feeling that won't quit running through my head. Mostly this is just a post to vent out my feelings but if anyone has some suggestions I'd love to hear them. Thanks. 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I want to tell my story. My story beginns with a panic attack, which I received after smoking a joint. So it was a normal weekend day for me and my friends. We smoked often before and I assumed that this time would be like any other time before. I was so wrong.... 5 min. After smoking I got weak, my heart raced, I was shaking and I felt like dying. My friends calmed me down, because they can't call an ambulance for me, because of the weed. So I suffered 30-50 min. from the panic attack (don't want to blame my friends). After that my only though was ""what happens if it happens again... Should I try again or not"" and I said to myself ""it happened because the nicotine"" . So the weeks after we smoked blunts and It was OK..... For some time.(I know very stupid Idea, but I liked the effect of weed and didn't know anything about the anxiety it was releasing) Suddenly I got intense fears everytime my body does something I didn't understand. One time it was so bad I had to go to the hospital. They diagnosed me with ""light"" anxiety. Since then I feel depressed sometimes and I constantly keep thinking about the sense of life and I that it doesn't make sense that we exist and why do we exist.. all these thoughts. Then I think about death... How I die and that I could die soon and then I come back to the fact that my existence makes no sense and I'm in a Vicious circle. Do you have any suggestions? Would be great! 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I feel like a burden i am a trans, gay, disabled youth. i live with my mom in a small town and i have one friend who i see semi regularly. i am stuck. i just got fired from my job for a bullshit reason that they made up just to get me to leave, i dont know what to do to start my transition, my mom barely understands how much i need therapy, and my insurance is shit. i need a hip replacement, and i just feel like i am too much work. like all of the things ive gone through are pointless because theres still so much work to be done on me physically. i feel like garbage because of it, and i would rather not have to deal with myself, than make others try and deal with me because i cant do things without the help of others right now and its debilitating to feel this way. like i physically just hate existence and being myself. i want to be someone completely different.",4.85211462450593,4.799389586956521,5.811897233201584,83.1872529644269,68.8913043478261,9.51699604743083,29.22727272727273,9.339509955726095,2.1733217391304342,700,23,154,13,11,232,108,184,0.127,0.78,0.093,-0.794,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,11,9,2,0,7,0,18,3,2,4,1,32,36,9,0,5,7,2,5,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,5,6,30,6,22,27,4,13,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,0,9,110,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305369535553633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217262139078312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599268319142209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170697536956222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900423027653987,0.1477426216697046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549610354879278,0.2701741360713277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739446106372976,0.0,0.06586170007076267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082254435301584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445919673474712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449607023745069,0.13319042950290552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250961489882072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927986095204501,0.0,0.0,0.13348045913676676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079353278851133,0.0,0.1113142241721315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192820215504784,0.08414673540697172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29528237619542835,0.0,0.0,0.2780081482338946,0.18694535507901225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542223570316422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961176354385073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765545514500892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045434241804424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939986497042344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681112575560364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892266660157428,0.0,0.10067252413155886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416180668734835,0.0,0.16749873156502024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558718383397833,0.0,0.0,0.13123400764628998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435407841331668,0.10006140055192432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151836186295288,0.0,0.18354790388806372,0.0,0.0,0.0895501590665886,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dirks001,2018/02/01,"I get anxiety thinking about the possibility of being anxious I don’t know what to do. It can be crippling. I don’t feel like trying new things because I’m worry they will make me anxious. It makes my stomach tense up and I just feel down. Any suggestions on beating this? I’m going to try mindful breathing. 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I was diagnosed with GAD 5 or 6 years ago but it's something I've dealt with my whole life. I do pretty good at managing it most of the time, though I am definitely an over thinker. I'm always thinking thinking thinking but it doesn't always affect my life in a negative way. Recently I've been dealing with a lot of stress.. mostly boyfriend's life stuff and so very much out of my control.. and while I thought I've been handling it all really well - thinking I wasn't spinning in the way I normally do - I have realized I've been extremely insecure and worried about the outcome of everything going on. Custody trial, squatter, SO's past addiction issues, and finding my place in SO's daughter's life while dealing with the possibility of her mom getting custody and her moving states away. It's a lot. And I've been on edge. I've been getting agitated super easy, having break downs with SO, and all the while blaming it on all the stress. And yet.. somehow.. it didn't occur to me until the past couple days that HELLO this is my GAD rearing it's ugly head. I feel bad because my SO is so always level.. and I've been so up and down.. and shocker I worry he's gonna leave me even though it's his life causing the stress. And I'm feeling guilty that I let my disorder cause disagreements that aren't really disagreements. Just me being insecure about all the uncertainty. But I wish I had realized it right away cuz then maybe I could've kept it inside. Ugh. I hate this.",2.9877910483773675,4.982393104234529,4.488092652913501,83.1370708167451,75.61237785016286,7.54489081915792,27.657015321510443,8.401726058763845,2.0850835806490524,1221,50,235,23,27,407,158,307,0.224,0.69,0.086,-0.9936,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,16,11,1,5,13,0,23,8,1,5,4,54,39,31,0,3,6,2,2,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,18,18,0,2,12,0,0,3,6,8,1,0,12,2,28,3,31,24,10,40,0,0,0,0,10,20,0,6,13,160,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177943783578078,0.0,0.0,0.08276065567885911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233056455555552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142243028911514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631528016976048,0.0,0.07795419522159502,0.05691321093270928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19181901342922034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471452987977982,0.07454274891802345,0.10330437045106754,0.0,0.060211403545231974,0.192506282185936,0.0,0.09476146756424562,0.0,0.0,0.10700207286019843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061665373059511364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839086335516285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944142639730534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533207963660372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755661564983703,0.0,0.053060337642335635,0.07830844477371962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217662167005897,0.09581736093061348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744670302646588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885792376129393,0.0,0.09546998078581727,0.32972519754846097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874774744411707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379567030400536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093456031795324,0.0,0.09923008088145303,0.06863253867735278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295181083943515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782510726136508,0.0,0.0,0.09754445118123216,0.0,0.0,0.10525274094516436,0.0,0.09498372341581124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962144164235106,0.0,0.0921846872743716,0.0,0.0,0.1594629632837579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07187538948024598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32084096200688483,0.0,0.1068782843830467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23929293156244816,0.1834573233985832,0.07411978374045239,0.05444070911938082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703424287911126,0.0,0.14821438840085244,0.0,0.0,0.0839445386735608,0.0,0.0,0.10423644193915542,0.10736282861836643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896292925619993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012270325870051 anxiety,Hopefullhypochon,2018/02/01,"Swollen Lymph Node Under Right Jaw Hey all. Hypochondriac here. Had a pretty bad flu for the last month with more or less had me out of commission. Nausea, Aches, No Appetite, Fever etc. More or less back to normal now, though still not 100%. I also should mention that my anxiety acted up through out the flu, and I was jumping to the worst conclusions for every ache, pain and loose stool. Needless to say my sleep pattern is screwed... So while I have improved I've noticed that one of my lymph nodes is swollen (under my right jaw). Not painful, but I can definitely feel it. I also have some tenderness around the lymph node on the right side of my neck. Not on the node itself but kind of around it. Is this something that's common after a flu? Should I be talking to my doctor about it? I've also recently been have some light night sweats. It hasn't happened on consecutive nights, and hasn't been ""drenching"" as most people describe lymphoma symptoms. I've just had to take off the shirt I was wearing as I'd sweat too much, but it wasn't like the bedsheets and rest of my clothes were soaked or anything... I've been having anxiety issues and nightmares recently which I attribute to that, but it doesn't help I have that voice in the back of my head whispering ""lymphomaaa"".... sigh. Anyway, let me know what you think. I think I will schedule an appointment with the doctor anyway, though I'm sure they'll fob me off... Thanks for reading!",4.2155628487036445,6.005514693140796,4.01720544798162,88.68699622579588,71.74368231046931,6.7692156219232045,27.031342303905483,7.348242739294969,1.308864259927797,1138,40,223,12,22,345,161,277,0.107,0.818,0.075,-0.6019,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,1,1,18,11,1,0,13,0,28,25,9,1,2,36,36,21,0,3,11,0,1,1,0,4,15,3,0,0,15,11,0,0,5,1,0,2,8,5,1,1,10,5,24,5,35,20,12,33,0,0,0,1,7,17,1,6,15,159,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965823680554405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891415966681152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173070264557883,0.2201002925787822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901159911034332,0.10321954105668048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530655313415989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787165513116506,0.0,0.0,0.10415720456514496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250720034245934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931888086390124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687224840697758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286148948799553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902966845191732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873370703011172,0.06793963854029371,0.1007687564114831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641228061414564,0.0,0.060395660680620564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867422098747662,0.0,0.09087668885161862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23202249770376976,0.12112370538015492,0.0,0.1407449228106536,0.0,0.0,0.08376973823596334,0.0,0.2630859012114452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570420728570767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576842479054595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365585489690545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412441398095056,0.0,0.0,0.31671856477189475,0.0,0.09830949505107038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371167953903248,0.0,0.0,0.0951705638719228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872500906391052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651264985564698,0.1284910087273146,0.0929486604938736,0.09936300312580752,0.0,0.11381489757334196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584244857109447,0.2429167624764725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sendo1209,2018/02/01,"First Post Here: Anxiety/overthinking is stopping me Hi all, This is my first post here. Since I have no one to talk too, I decided to speak out/vent on reddit where others share the same struggles and triumphs as I do. I am a 22yr old male who has been having really harsh thoughts about the future. Thinking about what lies ahead is preventing me to live. For example, lately I've been feeling like I am going to die. With all the commotion going on in the world I feel like a nuke would hit me at anytime. Or after I get off work and go on BART (Sf's equivalent to the subway) I feel like my train would blow up. Or when I am walking home I think about how a random car might strike me at any given moment. Yes, death is inevitable but I don't think this constant thinking is healthy. Whenever I think about an event I have planned out a month or a year ahead, I subconsciously think that I won't be alive by then. For example, let's say the game ""Kingdom Hearts III"" is finally coming out this year (presumably December), I keep telling myself that I won't be alive to experience this moment. To sum it all up, I wake up feeling like everyday is my last day. Depending on how you interpret that it could be a good thing or a bad thing. But to be honest, it's been taking a toll on me. Thank you for reading. I hope you all have a great day.",2.8381718281718267,4.3650708608058615,3.988739593739596,88.56724525474527,74.82417582417581,7.6009990009990025,24.863303363303363,8.296473431620573,1.395880586080586,1047,34,225,18,22,341,154,273,0.095,0.755,0.15,0.9545,0,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,3,0,7,11,13,0,1,16,1,31,2,2,3,4,43,53,13,2,4,6,0,4,4,0,5,0,2,1,1,15,6,0,3,14,2,0,6,4,2,0,3,5,6,31,11,35,36,5,47,0,0,0,0,12,16,0,8,27,153,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778314245896684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556281106348864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859044089472084,0.0,0.12368217443941812,0.0,0.09138077316758417,0.0,0.0,0.1476244085261622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878331981362365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195621880268196,0.0,0.0,0.23148189636510585,0.3270587144000745,0.0,0.12537679693300144,0.0,0.1947059753516901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979655362253127,0.0,0.19513747810488985,0.0959970799687448,0.0,0.1261839608040953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562641478606008,0.0,0.0,0.11480489415049405,0.11367686481396687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173037916161036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329382335429423,0.12910707318410736,0.0,0.0,0.11703513467281065,0.0,0.2236622659466153,0.0,0.10106339446913473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141570348488127,0.0,0.0,0.09135465862888432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009833691845899,0.0,0.07755577660905669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922715104211954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144831780633299,0.0,0.07332101366908468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101698772477126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467604724753848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568716877150768,0.0,0.11965029560542025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605381491187625,0.09199234754587997,0.100036272441652,0.105372213843104,0.0,0.0,0.15207391963724812,0.4400181120989063,0.0,0.09086226686736824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833225688477033,0.0,0.0,0.16260712622899834,0.0,0.0,0.14740693597836702 anxiety,Kromeyy,2018/02/01,"Stuck in a daze? Hey all,, first time posting.... but, I couldn’t think of a better place to. Although doing this is making me so anxious that I’m having trouble finding the ‘right’ words. Ok, so I’ve had anxiety for a while now, maybe 5-6 years? It never really hit me hard until I got sober, which has been about 4 years. Recently my anxiety has taken a turn and I feel a lot more episodes of disassociation. Like I’m stuck in a daze.... I don’t know where I go but I know my body is still in the same place whereas it feels like my mind is drifting above. Watching from a distance, still somehow attached. This happens usually once a day, sometimes more depending on what’s happening around me. I know other people get this feeling but that little nagging voice in the back of my head tells me I’m all alone in this and that I’m crazy. It’s a hard thing to cope with and I’m debating seeing a doctor. I kind of have hard feelings against psychologists/psychiatrists, I went thru years of counseling when I was younger and I’m still a pretty messed up individual. What’s worse is with these episodes of disassociation I feel like when people talk to or text me that it’s all a trap, that they’re working up a way to blackmail me. For what? Idk. All I do know is how overwhelming it feels to think everyone is out to get me and not being to reel those feelings in. No one can be nice unless there’s an underlying reason, and yet; I’m a nice person that does nice things with no underlying means. It’s a vicious cycle and I’m tired of feeling stuck. ",2.6495231333570004,4.471280361022366,4.048682996095138,86.68321500414154,76.06070287539936,6.93735652585493,25.01112294403029,7.793537801064563,1.2523869127913856,1215,42,255,18,27,401,169,313,0.182,0.7090000000000001,0.109,-0.957,0,1,0,0,1,0,40.0,0,0,0,3,16,16,2,1,19,1,20,4,2,4,5,49,58,20,0,1,6,0,11,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,25,12,0,0,17,0,0,3,6,7,0,2,9,14,23,9,38,45,8,42,0,1,2,0,4,18,0,4,22,166,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598886962125607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657298286962076,0.1156101547665286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110042409128508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786897973334515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905075653855482,0.0,0.11367183619791453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599802763418558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047448731575585,0.08955461613035577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977860981858413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139518321026285,0.14621721628880874,0.0,0.0,0.0935329292848724,0.08704665082214072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693230578355152,0.0,0.05815970769336753,0.0,0.08184716710204054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18099015301074844,0.0,0.2750179223946138,0.0,0.10502589978296772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106566830674145,0.22496398568535225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998808688930262,0.10256720490942316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700210928326058,0.0,0.0,0.06830984040465345,0.0,0.1028099143385756,0.11147352256254822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332983294807052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892756135669303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898412638700987,0.06934528427835338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189330761276853,0.08935554149935566,0.2138379444944933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800926362443267,0.10411214543579526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555883724934505,0.10521809122392373,0.10104410759354426,0.0,0.0,0.08739408515468801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154826286894166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121257364761653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451761446228599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225351831828842,0.08944586791492565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359745160148001,0.13114510358540166,0.0,0.0,0.05967273993515927,0.11761977442571607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113117997685493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270825958080365,0.0,0.0,0.08122927490068432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486617194639968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450157133584706,0.0,0.10428876918308544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770240838824651 anxiety,SBTG98,2018/02/01,"Games give me anxiety I have started to play Shadow of the Colossus again, I hadn’t played it because I’m stuck on one of the bosses, Kuromori. I quit playing for a while because Kuromori is a hard boss to beat and for some reason, gave me severe anxiety. A lot of games give me anxiety. But no other boss in the game has given me anxiety like that. I still haven’t beat Kuromori but I’m trying to. But my anxiety coming back. How can I stop it?",2.1360869565217366,3.8675645652173967,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,77.26086956521739,6.773913043478261,25.630434782608692,7.6454224807358475,1.4085608695652172,348,13,71,5,8,118,57,92,0.184,0.742,0.07400000000000001,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,5,0,13,15,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,1,10,4,10,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,7,49,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7088459666309219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142499540936176,0.0,0.2259385453805491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15963665868364987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35555141171463794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16601020301011532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053792762591098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755232639382194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557754004473998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19711049324507388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053969136626545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20935870392421546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117035783969222,0.0,0.14799668758924314,0.15493570941521065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258200270310862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ihaveanxietythrower,2018/02/01,"[Vent] My Life Isn't That Bad, But My Boss Is Now that reddit is trying to tie our real lives to our anonymous reddit profiles, I've created a throwaway for this one. I love the company I'm at. I love the people and it's a company made of hard workers that get paid well for what they do (myself included, more or less). However, I can't stand my boss anymore. My life is an anxiety-fueled spiral and it has to do with him. Have you met someone and asked yourself, ""How the fuck did you get into your position?"" He's one of those. He's so unqualified that I have to take on some of his responsibilities to keep the department afloat. I'm stressed beyond belief. I take Lexapro, sometimes valium, and I drink heavily some nights. It's one of those cyclical situations where I wake up the next day, I feel like my boss might get shit canned or he might not talk to me that day and I won't be stressed. Then I go in, he says some stupid shit about topics he doesn't understand and puts a task on my shoulders that doesn't need doing or is a product of his half-baked ideas. Then I go home, have no motivation to go through all the effort of switching jobs at this point in my life, sneaking behind my employers back, and putting even more stress in my life. At the end of the day, I relax instead of searching for a new job. I take a valium, I down 5 beers and I sit with my girlfriend on the couch until I pass out. I just can't do this. I also don't know if I can get the motivation to search for a new job. It takes every fiber of my being to make it through the day, let alone sit on my computer at night and do more work. Does it get easier? Can it get easier? Will every job end up with me being bored/tired/stressed/doing more than my fair share? I know you guys won't have all the answers, but some reassurance is nice to hear from time to time.",3.065111607142857,4.060607192708339,4.38565476190476,88.04625000000004,73.42708333333334,7.777380952380952,24.651785714285715,8.192908349453996,1.2031848214285716,1438,42,322,22,28,476,191,384,0.052000000000000005,0.8590000000000001,0.08900000000000001,0.9113,6,1,2,0,0,0,49.0,2,4,1,5,12,16,4,3,20,0,34,13,4,8,2,48,64,21,0,2,8,0,2,1,1,5,4,2,2,1,19,14,2,1,9,3,1,7,10,8,1,3,4,4,46,8,51,51,11,47,1,0,0,3,26,19,3,10,19,213,65,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098699719246514,0.0,0.07025430151629174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712444752707083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212869570642145,0.0,0.0,0.06755188912420021,0.07335179910371879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266261495765809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687888016489262,0.0,0.0,0.08606039825785425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561957402496934,0.0,0.0,0.05802466491327597,0.0,0.14803627813597953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04442003476394291,0.06276067239654673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121670505422833,0.2753906926513891,0.0,0.14978300588130128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698616392886609,0.0,0.0,0.07869711546823889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901430475034746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812157614593423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917292842205128,0.0,0.0,0.3487136943106527,0.0780858814424161,0.0,0.0,0.09656107102143248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898334570850294,0.2482066437220679,0.04291949299162792,0.0,0.0775739194498453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857766331319592,0.08312660848502898,0.058641131652086835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863917603709422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514030001231752,0.0,0.16969381728408292,0.09343038693975098,0.16488416306525006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859005030882585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090472531468235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304745921491398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17662875903279426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999935124123921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698625304583975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035529199779665,0.0,0.09874804816911847,0.0,0.0,0.07443574913570576,0.0,0.08688674751627867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30189859214726883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642116561150943,0.07061119405311189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245308663728146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964496769441936,0.0,0.0,0.09145584415601056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898847418197227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395647284655534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LeftoverFarm,2018/02/01,Recently god Diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder Now everything makes sense !,12.577272727272721,17.840519909090915,12.30045454545455,16.670681818181833,77.18181818181819,24.01818181818182,60.04545454545455,13.023866798666859,16.187327272727273,73,6,5,6,2,24,11,11,0.317,0.541,0.142,-0.3802,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368650337448647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469439759963954,0.0,0.0,0.5046769864720572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3957564109543129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29393572596341816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347905505838496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,scootergooch,2018/02/01,"i had a nightmare, and I feeling worse than ever before Long time lurker here. Advance apology for any incoherence. The increasing frequency and severity of panic attacks are not helping when I'm trying to juggle a full course load and two part time jobs. As you all probably know/have some idea of, panic attacks, when you're experiencing them, they become everything. I can't slow my mind down to think about anything else, not even on relaxation techniques. As the title says, I had a nightmare last night. It's stupid, and almost comical that an adult male like myself is scared of having nightmares. It was fairly simple, most of the dream I was going about my daily routine, when at multiple points, everything would darken, and before me I saw a dark hole, with nothing else around. The longer I looked into this hole, the more afraid I became. By looking into this hole, I saw nothing. But this nothing felt like an evil, chaotic manifestation of nothingness, that was trying to consume me into itself. It felt like the most intense panic attacks I've ever felt, and like I said, this happened multiple times. I woke up while in one of these scenes in the nightmare. I just feel so broken, so exhausted, and so useless. I don't know how I've made it this far, and how far I'm still able to go. My counselor is a great guy, and he's helped a lot. But he's really taking his time in trying to help me out of my anxiety. I find myself repeating myself often, going over things already discussed, and repeating my answers to questions barely more specific than, ""how does that make you feel."" I'm terrified of sleeping again. Sleep used to be relief from all of the hard work done during the day, sort of like a reward for busting ass all day. But now, I don't want to experience that again. . 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I already have tons of anxiety about facing things in my everyday life. But I feel this agitation, this growing desperation, and neediness that I can't shake. It's sort of eating me alive, and it feels like anxiety, but I don't even know why I'm anxious, and it doesn't go away. It just builds in me, and I keep trying to distract myself. It's not as if it's triggered by something specific, it's just there constantly in the background. Sometimes I make impulsive plans which I think might make this feeling go away, but then cancel usually, since I'm also so avoidant. I also have zero appetite and don't feel tired unless I take a lot of sedative supplements, but that isn't so abnormal because my eating and sleeping can be all over the place at the best of times. Anyway, it just feels bad and I want it to go away, and it won't. Is your anxiety this constant rather aggressive background feeling too? Or does it come and go in waves? This insane neediness/anxiety/itch has been extra acute the last while and I just can't shake it.",4.882054794520549,5.9068630502283135,5.621808219178082,80.76120547945207,69.18264840182648,9.127671232876713,31.03835616438357,9.3871,2.7502295890410964,884,36,170,18,15,288,124,219,0.128,0.7609999999999999,0.111,-0.5869,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,2,14,9,1,4,6,0,16,6,2,3,1,45,36,25,0,4,14,0,6,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,22,11,2,2,8,0,0,8,8,6,0,1,1,6,17,3,22,32,7,26,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,7,9,124,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318982926456102,0.19303934432083006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693250887839293,0.13635088854705746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401905096805399,0.0,0.10077520449371714,0.07357449401964955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12666185682564526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396797385638268,0.0,0.2608566299515664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562092497431663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24700203927063835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971784664813145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661618235668408,0.0862244644604025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27437478438265084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727917742419336,0.0,0.12568517083475392,0.06633076350695713,0.09838245675175417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525038098391534,0.05896543419312919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261049239314132,0.0,0.0,0.16112957299454805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803822126275108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182553812365731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610048743461258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984007288869733,0.0,0.12078206971450507,0.0,0.0,0.0929168347174574,0.11937034749980713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907475481173045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018433205895961,0.07733642186785877,0.0,0.0,0.07037816988159677,0.13872103870147262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194391807523548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329283865372376,0.0,0.07118898224153945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890837913923472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mocolotive,2018/02/01,"Afraid at home all the time... how do I approach this conversation with family? It’s gotten to the point I can’t feel safe at home anymore. My brother constantly tries to terrify me where ever I am, we used to work together and he did it there (sneaking up behind me waiting for me to turn around, sneaking up behind me and yelling, etc etc.) but now that we no longer work together it’s moved into the home and makes living here unbearable. I’m constantly checking behind my back and terrified that he might be behind me, trying to scare me. Just minutes ago I was going to do laundry and he ran up the stairs and scared me and I’m sitting upstairs bawling my eyes out. My heart is pounding out of my chest, I honestly can’t feel at ease in my own home! Coupled with this, my dad will often pound on my door as loud as possible whenever he comes home or needs to talk to me and it’s just as terrifying and often triggers hours of crying, panic attacks and the inability to calm down especially cause it makes me so angry. I’ve tried to express how terrifying these behaviours are and they all know full well about my anxiety. How can I approach this with them and get them to stop, but actually take me seriously? I shouldn’t be fearful to live in my own home!!!",4.297924444444448,5.5177576280000045,5.449866666666669,80.72737777777779,70.72,8.755555555555556,29.488888888888887,9.150863307647796,2.454862222222222,997,39,196,20,18,331,142,250,0.217,0.732,0.051,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,1,0,26.0,2,0,3,2,17,11,1,5,5,0,15,3,3,8,3,49,32,22,0,2,5,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,7,0,11,22,0,3,3,0,1,6,4,7,1,0,4,5,32,4,40,23,7,34,0,0,1,0,14,18,0,4,9,141,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.10294292187476524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351042834318857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069948207711869,0.0,0.10461763133836537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093908373033864,0.0,0.12000998627450254,0.0,0.08111521889891875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836718222567317,0.0,0.09087020511326374,0.0,0.2279942042690713,0.0,0.0,0.11672256401746195,0.11587569787150327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352982391646639,0.0,0.0954216507867166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944648605141013,0.11870546148941735,0.10667772256524498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055114116981666184,0.0,0.059952339191489325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500603525595747,0.0,0.0,0.6348898038057484,0.0,0.10388629872222888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05797448831235976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629902253220795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408306501005098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190810974690704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211906541388382,0.0,0.07821942159049773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376966446433454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972204953189798,0.1189240081454688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112275784975755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819427699141141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079315273781677,0.08478878291325674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061512006971214124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486214553629088,0.11474271519594033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110940061286893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484808577273272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359580204819362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GlitterRitz,2018/02/01,"Panic Attacks and job Interviews, Any advice? Background: I've been suffering from anxiety and depression since childhood (I'm a survivor of child sex abuse) and this has effected my life in many ways, one being finding work. However like many of us with anxiety, I've learnt to adapt and I've been self employed for 2 years. I've only ever had one 'official' job interview and that was after I graduated 3 years ago. I was dealing with my mental health problems pretty well back then before having a breakdown in 2016, its only now with medication and therapy I've started to feel more like 'me'. The one job interview I had was disastrous. I felt at the time I handled myself really well but the rejection email I received afterwards really knocked my confidence and has peaked my anxiety if/when I get asked to attend future interviews. The interview I had was for a computer based job, there requirements asked for someone with my degree and expertise. I researched the company before hand and revised what little information i found about them. I was sat in a room with two people (married couple) who spoke very poor English. I was answering there questions rather well (I thought anyway) and I was given a pen,paper and booklet (Not once was i asked to do anything computer related). They asked me to read the booklet and answer the questions on the paper. Each question was in broken english and I could not understand what they meant, I asked maybe 3x what they meant and still had no idea when they explained because again.. broken english. I tried my best, they were sat directly in front of me just watching me the entire time which made me feel uncomfortable and I gave an answer to each question apart from the last one because I really had no idea what they were asking. After this I was then asked if i was considering starting a family, considering going back into education or if i was considering leaving the area, I thought this was a bit intrusive.. but answered anyway and said no to all 3. After this I was asked if i had any questions, I asked them what they were looking for someone to do that required computers, they replied hesitantly saying 'Researcher'. I just nodded my head, shook there hand and got lead out of the building. A couple of days passed and I received a rejection email, one stating that I 'Lacked patience' and 'Knowledge'. Honestly, I was pretty taken back especially from the 'Lack of patience' remark because I felt I handled myself pretty well with my anxiety and all. Ever since then the thought of an interview nearly brings on a panic attack. I so desperately want to work and earn more money than i do self employed but I dont know how to overcome my fear. Has anyone got any advice? Thankyou",6.6979715645520805,7.858228703777335,6.963690583770107,72.28481414543045,65.1431411530815,9.914067112476657,34.725525634074344,10.018931242160765,3.726157587806493,2190,98,357,48,33,708,232,503,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.093,-0.9802,8,0,0,0,1,0,51.0,1,0,10,8,24,19,2,4,26,0,36,7,3,4,4,85,76,34,0,9,12,0,6,2,0,0,3,3,1,3,15,31,0,2,28,1,2,9,6,11,4,6,44,11,63,8,46,30,10,53,0,4,2,1,46,15,0,9,29,260,78,26,0.0,0.070326950131432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600365614179912,0.05261536011266755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109199512180073,0.0,0.18162818353521734,0.0,0.0,0.04150297496339527,0.0,0.04884478892207805,0.0,0.4994071797962044,0.13505164625650418,0.0,0.13692290352860995,0.0,0.10854828531128867,0.0,0.10101487556888357,0.0,0.06229027942344535,0.0,0.06480119104836195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739079875501576,0.1313521892235028,0.0,0.03827959861404037,0.06119325226510487,0.05112308760022058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956458824632446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107381489051943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05595539201607616,0.0667918082963314,0.06002418006438805,0.04240381531567716,0.1139818060525258,0.0,0.05425015138430842,0.0,0.0,0.0650806016301215,0.0,0.0,0.03101097025926822,0.0,0.03373328485439212,0.0,0.09494455566849502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091620358799904,0.06309246946009914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340110097786308,0.0,0.0,0.2356060017675979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03262041072796173,0.04838292185995336,0.0,0.06284925144714391,0.0,0.0,0.041924776610160086,0.05799651867208579,0.059490132896987465,0.0,0.0,0.04984394629352189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616391952823821,0.0,0.1203549864615847,0.059630907096775584,0.0,0.0,0.0597947520651737,0.05981671388921656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321201955489418,0.2011052256489641,0.09028556359663313,0.0,0.1392825502395285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04114985747408818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811586473562053,0.0,0.056795511126085926,0.0,0.0,0.3324605573686704,0.0,0.05937189043568403,0.0,0.11407458974765905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056460984686130124,0.04720213671908908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384214706138115,0.0,0.0,0.09819950841956912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005840007350914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402472098882813,0.0,0.04740164083852931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678785621218472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136569174039815,0.06922172115745842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04029871092908896,0.0,0.05798201912473613,0.06179151014551922,0.07139775268021026,0.0,0.0,0.04897477426736368,0.03500960515524632,0.04711389340515874,0.0,0.0,0.21347207054230227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642349927967552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644641422800258 anxiety,Zane_Diego,2018/02/01,"One of those days I just wanted to vent. I had been in a pretty good mood earlier on and then out of know where I thought I heard a friend of mine telling another friend that I definitely fancy them. This isn't the case and I can't be sure I even heard that. Then low and behold mr anxiety was like oh I haven't come out to play in a while. Ended up over thinking everything and then realising that this shit, with my anxiety flaring up, is going to pop up every once in a while just got me down. Vent over! 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I had to stop seeing my old therapist, because she only treated children and youth, and I turned eighteen in April. I’m legally an adult so I’ve been on a waiting list for a new therapist ever since then. I still have my issues with anxiety and depression (and some new problems, too, mainly not feeling connected with reality). I’m feeling super nervous to go back to therapy. For one, it’s at this strange health centre, not like the clinics I’ve been to before. And the therapist would be a male. I’ve only ever had female therapists, for some reason I’m not comfortable with having a male one. It’s not personal. I know that my problems aren’t going to go away; I’ve had depression and anxiety since I was 11/12 years old, and they’ve only gotten better with therapy. But I’m so nervous about the appointment. It’s in five days. I dislike the idea of having to unload all my issues on to someone else; I know that’s essentially what therapy is, but my old therapist knew everything about me, and I’ve got to start over with a whole different person. And it doesn’t help that I have to go to the appointment alone. What should I do? I’m thinking of cancelling or just...not showing up... I know that if I decide later that I want therapy, I’ll have to go on another list. But I’m really freaking out. I’m conflicted. I want to get some advice from someone who’s maybe gone through this before. 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It's so frustrating. I have protected sex with my boyfriend (condoms) who doesn't even cum and every time I start panicking im now pregnant. I try to think about the facts and the low chance of pregnancy but my brain won't shut up, I haven't been feeling well recently anyway and this stress I'm causing myself isn't helping. How can I shut my stupid brain up? 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I have short bouts of anxiety. They’re very rare. As a matter of fact, the only thing that “triggers” it, is if I remember specific parts of my most recent relationship or see my ex with someone new. She isn’t dating anyone new, but it’s the thought of it. I don’t know why, but it just makes me anxious as all get out. I’m dating someone now, and I’m really happy being with her, but something about the surprising and abrupt end of my last relationship makes seeing my ex literally anxiety inducing. It only lasts a minute or two but it’s funny in hindsight. Like I felt nauseated, short of breath, and my palms were sweaty, all over something so trivial. I’m actually prescribed klonopin for it, but my Rx is at home, and I’m at school, so I just had to look at my assignments instead to take my mind out of it. Anyone else have similar anxiety? What happens when you experience it, and what helps you gets through it? I realize the anxiety I experience is “light” in that I can almost always get through it unmedicated. It’s just extremely strange to me, that I can run calls as a first responder all day every day, but something so simple as seeing my ex girlfriend smiling in a photo can damn near elicit fight or flight type responses. 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That said, I had no chest pain. It seems to have been a typical result of anxiety. Its been a month, and the stressor is resolved and I'm happy, but the breathing issue has actually gotten more pronounced? I had a chest XRAY which showed up normal. Is it normal for the anxiety response to last longer than the period of stress? I feel like my body was so used to being under alot of stress that it won't let me relax.",6.197343124165556,7.211732392523363,6.6929238985313795,74.3031775700935,66.19626168224299,9.478771695594123,31.173564753004012,9.606745405546679,2.9852574098798392,454,17,78,9,7,148,74,107,0.222,0.718,0.06,-0.9399,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,1,8,0,3,9,0,15,8,6,2,0,12,23,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,9,2,6,4,12,11,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,6,56,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.16166888973209328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534724181471072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402073377052375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376714324882165,0.11835385233199752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415341955925073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635756068091551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291522674737128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700844320999773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940761321256045,0.0,0.08093742692238637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644705748822097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246405765678005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628332618310155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613170103772952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758900453447805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081868976515514,0.0,0.18715863333481306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275399668078755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5693192891318005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456234986879686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308468589184006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MillFish00,2018/02/01,"Success story Long post alert Two years ago at this time I was struggling with anxiety, depression and panic attacks for the first time in my life. It was the scariest thing I have ever been through and I don’t wish it on anyone but I know so many people struggle with depression and anxiety and overcoming it is not easy. Nothing big happened in my life to cause this sudden difference in my mental health. No big change occurred with family, relationships or anything. It came absolutely out of nowhere. One night Kalvin and I were at our friends house for dinner. Everyone was around the table talking and I got light headed, started heavily sweating and felt like I was going to vomit and pass out. I spend the rest of the evening shaking and feeling so out of place. I had no idea what to think of it. That feeling didn’t last too long. The next day or two I felt better. Then a week or so after that I went to bed one night feeling fine and woke up the next day feeling like a completely different person. I was depressed, questioning everything in life, feeling scared, sweating, shaking, crying, feeling a pit in my stomach and feeling trapped in my own body. My bampaw used to describe his panic attacks as “feeling like you’re in a crashing airplane and there’s nothing you can do about it.” I spent two weeks feeling exactly like that. It was absolutely terrifying. I couldn’t eat, couldn’t sleep, and it was hard to breathe. I stayed with my mom and grandma for a few nights cause I just needed them. They played with my hair as I woke up every 30 minutes having a panic attack. It felt like an elephant was sitting on my chest. I was afraid to sleep because I thought I was going to stop breathing in my sleep. I couldn’t eat because I felt nauseous 24/7. I lost 20 pounds in 2 weeks. I went to the emergency room because I thought I was having a heart attack. My hair was matted in the back because all I could do was lay in bed. I felt like I was going crazy. After a doctor visit I got prescribed antidepressants. I was a little against them because I thought they would make me feel like a zombie and have no emotions but I could have not been more wrong. It was not an immediate fix. I actually didn’t feel myself again until 4 months later. It was a long struggle but I got through it. It takes weeks/months to get in your system but they seriously changed my life. Some people have asked “do you feel like a different person?” No I feel like myself. I feel like I’m not going to jump out of my skin every second like I did during that scary time. I feel like I don’t over think situations and stress over them until I can’t sleep. I feel like I can live in the moment and not be afraid of being anxious. And after research and talking to people I didn’t realize that tons of people feel like I did. I felt so alone but I was definitely not. About half of the adult population is on an antidepressant. Sometimes it’s situational and sometimes it’s a chemical imbalance. Regardless don’t be afraid to try and let it help you. I still get anxious or sad because I’m human but I know how to not let it control me. I know how to take stress and not let it destroy me. I get up and keep going because you can’t live life being scared of your feelings. I’ve learned that anxious is a feeling, not a way of life. If you take it, acknowledge it and keep moving on it will go away. If you let it win and let it take over your thoughts and your body you give it power. The best advice I give everyone I talk to about anxiety is to keep going. When you want to lay in bed all day, get up and keep going. Fake it til you make it. Live life like your anxiety is not happening. Get out of your own head. Make it a feeling and not a lifestyle. Take control over your life.",2.9566100654664496,4.864068699468088,4.001521276595748,86.9797307692308,75.43617021276594,6.648968903436987,26.462847790507364,7.497074112349321,1.3815695335515543,2970,112,595,38,65,961,287,752,0.171,0.6920000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.9859,3,2,0,0,0,0,71.0,1,16,6,9,19,50,5,15,32,0,64,32,18,10,4,134,146,53,0,12,24,1,30,15,1,2,11,0,4,4,37,40,3,7,40,1,2,17,26,28,0,8,47,31,95,22,86,83,10,101,0,5,0,0,40,40,0,8,54,403,132,4,0.0,0.0,0.03780182620985553,0.0,0.0,0.03785345030351215,0.03433810597817193,0.0,0.0,0.04011995788178292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185351160098514,0.1312857064099491,0.0,0.027085884229449027,0.0,0.031877336483038664,0.03448423585057199,0.036213963690410265,0.1762761950788562,0.03639478493343012,0.029786442350272637,0.0,0.165296456000076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040652201404153175,0.03425982109467349,0.0,0.08605638114458476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044304927997299695,0.0,0.07958735413261718,0.08195744065208757,0.0,0.04061511718471556,0.0,0.08689391341748005,0.061856851936594924,0.0,0.04255089046542845,0.07494668350816845,0.0,0.10009263432894944,0.0,0.0,0.12141608865114575,0.0,0.03964906800526116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927545750011067,0.0,0.043574028820291016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025585492259964173,0.035039928865485306,0.06527536271175284,0.07402992700382661,0.0348144118451616,0.0,0.03651789471712817,0.0,0.3917328802635339,0.2490641574938483,0.22316217131845287,0.0,0.0,0.03294976139677753,0.0,0.0,0.029928190934113124,0.0,0.10119269173188812,0.07432032102011847,0.17612151399767392,0.0,0.0929448037877338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851018735982835,0.0,0.03470083699239848,0.0,0.07951088998016778,0.04117573077721585,0.0,0.04590365548082568,0.025964664680406573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044697417782647415,0.0,0.04372947601391185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377252737775179,0.0,0.0,0.06386669890102503,0.03157591043381836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980565699405672,0.2188893006556482,0.2838748894233515,0.03882475542689432,0.1026167192154688,0.1028433557964121,0.0,0.0,0.04228612564343253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757195438745533,0.03927334405076465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903789038781838,0.0,0.0,0.045368428747055545,0.061839174660536136,0.041171411772663216,0.0,0.02872307223605469,0.0,0.0,0.08239470044213977,0.10905644567362437,0.0,0.07433859324742803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524985292227297,0.0,0.0,0.13634893767124998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074217235351939,0.06764749118032097,0.04047202955038192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037099438296568164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04339442257181857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04158915339995189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756519892458294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708425721695072,0.1550603203552718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662397393914397,0.0,0.027418322025378115,0.04128859938396482,0.03093550178440735,0.03238595399097999,0.08874644491525227,0.12148929741261608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145627408892162,0.09340625206261396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025735211041516458,0.04964234500330183,0.0,0.12301173635138242,0.0677637516498915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026299951263350118,0.0,0.11352156746262967,0.0,0.0,0.033456420949870475,0.0,0.0,0.02284814794578157,0.030747710579693218,0.09321770620840007,0.0,0.0,0.07181936813735451,0.0,0.0,0.04454575857300167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027517727696766726,0.042352942844094826,0.0,0.024945425326285933 anxiety,SmallstepsBigchange,2018/02/01,"Took one of the hardest steps of my life and saw the dr. today I've had anxiety at this point for more than half my life (30 years old). I've always wanted to fix things on my own, and try to push myself into uncomfortable situations to become more comfortable. As hard as I try, most of the time I mentally can't bring myself to do it. Whether it be a phone call, or going to the grocery store, or even checking the mail if the neighbors are outside...It was debilitating. I received a jury summons in the mail, and I had some of the worst panic of my life. There was no way I could do it on my own at this point in my anxiety, I knew that for a fact. So the only option I had was to see a doctor for an excusal...but that alone was torturous, with bouts of crying and anger and everything in between. But I did it...embarrassingly I brought my mother along with me for moral support and she knows what I go through more than anything...but I'm happy to say things went rather smoothly. I discussed what kinds of anxiety I have and the recommendation is for Prozac, and Xanax for just in case I have a really bad panic attack. Afterwards I was pretty happy with myself. I've been telling myself I probably need to do this for YEARS and was too afraid, but I made the first step. I am very scared about the prozac as I don't know what effect it will have on me, but I am willing to give it a shot and the doctor seemed confident that given my description of issues that this was the best place to start. I was also recommended to a therapist that I may make an appointment with soon. Anyway, I just wanted to share that I'm feeling pretty good right now. I was dreading going for a very LONG time, but I'm glad I took one of the first steps towards my recovery :). It took me over 10 years...but it's never too late. Any recommendations/opinions about Prozac? Please don't scare me too much, being prescribed an SSRI was one of my biggest fears beforehand because I've heard some bad stories from friends...but I am admittedly very scared going forward with the medication.",4.765260697590794,5.437112174757289,5.626645091693637,81.9007353469975,69.24271844660194,8.530888169723122,27.88061848256023,8.626192665926032,1.8762510607695075,1624,52,329,25,27,533,203,412,0.119,0.7709999999999999,0.109,0.2047,0,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,4,16,23,3,8,27,0,35,11,0,3,2,48,66,23,0,6,11,1,3,0,1,3,11,2,1,0,22,17,0,0,7,0,2,16,5,14,0,6,25,7,44,9,58,35,11,49,1,0,2,0,15,18,0,9,16,236,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936467327990702,0.0,0.07230797811872744,0.07523578522955825,0.0,0.0,0.06148796658990656,0.0,0.20751068026398026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286457545660828,0.0,0.0,0.15099204376349906,0.055118534746237235,0.09986059392453672,0.0,0.0,0.09488907874246102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232782735145346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219215062696033,0.0,0.0993209385094549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509519317849546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972084428058394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126269556980273,0.0,0.0,0.10174642360644913,0.045718523028792216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382057530614832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673806767968201,0.20554862507715724,0.07583910068415102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250524457644028,0.08099759275188002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09437386151030916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415739174355718,0.09938374818116287,0.0,0.10199648078288936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915966728280987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800178993939854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855565688888905,0.060355331600204114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108754992938148,0.09112100518548596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646831035913331,0.06704448391456465,0.06973664569935298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948794470469683,0.0,0.1838106019310208,0.06876766353213558,0.0,0.21217424290691025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446852731771263,0.09925282250233404,0.1709502118481776,0.0,0.0,0.18397709683297797,0.09748688933076792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792467583101665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772172641329776,0.0,0.07190475479331729,0.2715753396202599,0.0,0.07205217312351231,0.08231398939700038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163465513387616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639989773687006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260631955916727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903012196037326,0.0,0.0,0.1049833358286904,0.12014062622069098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544799943739676,0.0,0.08570656430101255,0.0,0.3013762431169404,0.12277702363719765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22381523673664808,0.10666284406065013,0.07177033050044954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381924524415789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164536407028772 anxiety,WiseMagpie,2018/02/01,"Just when I thought everything was ok I've been having a streak of good days and it's been revelationary. I've been able to focus more, been less stressed and just been on an even keel. Work has even benefited because I've been so productive... Then today I spoke to my mum and it just seemed like there was something off in her tone. Like she was pissed at me for some reason - just felt abrupt. We're not really the kind of family where I can just outright ask if something is wrong, so this single conversation sent me into such a state. I've been lying in my bed for the last hour trying to get my head right and it's just not working. Logically I know that there is either a logical reason for it or I'm reading too much into the situation but I'm not able to reconcile that idea. My anxiety level is just increasing and I'm at a loss. 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So recently, because of a traumatic (relationship with my ex which ended pretty much because I was overthinking everything) event I have developed an overthinking mindset which has been absolutely horrible. This started roughly about 3 months ago but it was really not that bad until recently. I thought thinking a lot about me was a positive trait of me because I had thought that thinking would make me wiser and help solve my problems. But I was COMPLETELY WRONG. It lowered my confidence, I developed social anxiety eventhough I had friends and when others had recognised me as sociable but I'd kept comparing myself to others until I had litterally no self esteem. I was overthinking about all the problems that I thought i had to face in my life and it has become so hard to stop. Yes, I have done many practical things such as exercising, meditating mindfulness, relaxing and listening to calm music but it is still persistent. I'd kept worrying when I shouldn't have when until last Friday, I had litterally lost my control in my thoughts. I had dwelled so hard into my thoughts that it has altered my mind completely. I've had difficulty forming memories, understanding anything from school work to your friends and I feel so dumb as I cannot grasp onto simple concepts. I cannot study at the progress I used to work at probably not even half. I feel either anxious, worried or litterally nothing. My awareness for the environment has decreased DRASTICALLY. It feels like I have slightly lost my conscience too. I have skin irritation problems with my back, chest, face and neck which have gone worse and my diet is terrible as I have been consuming way too many sugary foods. I have had dreams litterally everyday since Friday which felt like I was back as who I was. I have tried to stop battling my thoughts but when I do, I feel even worse and I litterally become dumber. I forget where I am, the time and location. I'm quite scared this might develop into a long term problem. Please I want help from the community. I think I might have chronic stress but I'm really not sure and if anyone could help me I'd appreciate it a lot. I have gone to the GP but I don't think it has helped me much. btw this is my first post so please understand if i have made any mistakes :)",5.055714285714284,7.050360603174603,5.726267573696148,76.4500816326531,69.95238095238096,9.484444444444444,32.55464852607709,9.888512548439397,3.4932392743764176,1890,88,334,49,35,613,214,441,0.206,0.622,0.172,-0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,9,21,22,2,3,13,1,49,10,5,4,2,76,83,38,0,13,14,1,9,2,2,4,3,1,0,1,23,15,2,5,18,3,0,2,8,15,0,2,33,10,62,7,34,45,9,38,0,2,0,0,16,9,1,8,27,234,85,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551422951623194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025939664767273,0.0,0.056538767753666376,0.08349404310388764,0.0,0.05167759797777526,0.0,0.060819287471577964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366007326369502,0.061709383469823326,0.13515933868454236,0.1632492820261629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498048207781606,0.0,0.08289315361212947,0.059008845704852715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563267486094488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545979843888063,0.0,0.0,0.09762995159200716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642298120771209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947870358926568,0.052799283004172526,0.07096245456088754,0.0,0.0,0.06286538436411701,0.08936881961477791,0.0,0.11420096210952885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324125798068479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972304300532158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06024419182176715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220280601279205,0.07221460096993003,0.0,0.0652613678339213,0.06540550237054106,0.0,0.0,0.16135677037732446,0.1256664326294772,0.0,0.0699327326967834,0.04933359678208029,0.14986050061394302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15680761422200426,0.14925030666218805,0.0,0.058991982323953474,0.0,0.10866051880104537,0.10960243107644907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091590408366907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24338357167423666,0.0,0.0,0.07078262024788726,0.07519014204426293,0.07968440835750665,0.2828766461685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860935184806134,0.0,0.0,0.09469362607794612,0.0,0.14594878956518445,0.07934862053726123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399395074451111,0.07479798190658904,0.0,0.0,0.07710127640472905,0.0,0.0,0.06113675853595363,0.0,0.0,0.07533903247313449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05231186144228357,0.0,0.05902234576921073,0.1235793741341436,0.08466039106267857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06965661458501549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910062668844775,0.18942687091348004,0.0,0.35204413139316604,0.04309585373650709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05017810372034278,0.0,0.0,0.15387990005806235,0.0,0.06383204834578865,0.0,0.0,0.04359235216678211,0.058664055882907976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761057142401667,0.1501125975139058,0.1506354006187164,0.05250151913553865,0.08080586680988514,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mozrik,2018/02/01,"Does anybody have a list of all the symptoms that are normal to have because of anxiety? I found that list a few weeks ago I think on this subreddit, and I couldn't find it since, so if someone could help me find it I would very much appreciate it because it would be quite helpful. Thanks! Edit: nevermind, turns out I have food poisoning lmao",3.2745273631840766,5.420028716417915,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,75.26865671641791,7.451741293532338,27.58457711442786,8.344100000000001,1.9299771144278608,272,11,54,5,6,86,50,67,0.075,0.706,0.219,0.892,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,1,13,13,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,5,7,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849889944495152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964546742588284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25442808723480104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666200932403964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262395325483888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814734302617088,0.0,0.25234591321236266,0.2288152172283076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797578418274171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534094215699183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20446957097121185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22196498470760587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262856587005695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682035354172262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21690635491767885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213153365737864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371860827318718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699221766585195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17218915209762833,0.0,0.0,0.1673966307027737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29649141274107355,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Klutze,2018/02/01,"I really need some support Hi all, I think if anything, I just need to get all this word vomit out of my head. Maybe that'll help. I am at an all time stress level for the last week. My company has announced major operational shifts coming and have given employees a voluntary leave option. It is a respectful offer if you choose to take it. And if you stay, we've been told to prepare for things to change. Depending how you take it, the changes could be seen as good, or bad. But for the most part, it's unknown. Since that announcement I've been a literal mess of stress and anxiety. I can't eat, feeling one step away from a breakdown/crying, and have not been able to focus on anything. It takes all that I have to fake a smile with the kids. I don't want to see or talk to anyone. I'm cold, my stomach hurts. I'm afraid with this paralyzing fear I won't be able to make a decision, or it'll make me make the simple/easiest decision. I'm afraid of staying and being miserable. I'm afraid of leaving and not finding a job. I'm afraid of change, I'm afraid of the unknown, I'm afraid of making decisions...I'm the guy who can barely choose dinner! I have always been that way. I'm afraid this anxiety has always been lingering but now it's amplified. I wish I could make a decision and stick with it. I wish I could say no matter what happens, I'll survive. I'll make do, I'll do whatever it takes. I can say those words, but I don't believe myself. I want to, but I fear I'll be stuck, or paralyzed, unable to move. I've never been in a situation like this, and I don't know how to cope. My mind is racing in circles. I feel hopeless, like the worthless crashing. I don't know what to do? At what point to I seek help? Will this go away after a while? I think I just need someone to talk to maybe? Thanks",1.3920892434988197,3.3376230611702127,3.2019503546099317,90.70888888888894,80.3563829787234,6.624586288416076,22.14657210401891,7.6953281115453125,0.8854068557919623,1405,44,309,23,36,469,178,376,0.118,0.7929999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6756,2,0,0,0,0,1,56.0,0,3,0,1,5,24,0,12,19,0,36,5,2,9,5,71,78,23,0,13,15,0,2,2,0,4,1,2,0,2,24,13,2,0,12,0,0,4,10,18,0,1,10,7,32,6,40,57,8,24,0,4,2,0,15,10,0,11,9,186,56,1,0.17522780875452426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580357409085234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404879407760725,0.0,0.0,0.0612616790653255,0.0,0.1441975562280568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463229447161332,0.0,0.07315395051978317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871086763794854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27805168092600513,0.07547162075573965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098577203108787,0.0,0.09623975992641692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965089701314546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718000107951106,0.08860044511283938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800775213411097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577464890657144,0.0,0.04979300092081676,0.07348638617810935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675153997191336,0.07747668629145026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991714250309572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745150656447415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379249670973032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694328104720947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630062108839292,0.07141702573951349,0.0,0.18554094857280531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856074562589577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508977690296378,0.0,0.17603988611220533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884650675044204,0.0,0.0,0.09311971480484192,0.0,0.1948937998319656,0.0675732442816217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936944907170012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487732052792104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282345895308142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612771062631355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934818665085347,0.0,0.0,0.06981693837823875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724751270779774,0.09848169939873536,0.0,0.0,0.07423497686098811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18676952933049595,0.0,0.0,0.2007228628953409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942322041557668,0.0,0.0,0.2634990096270683,0.14084147516546125,0.0,0.0806631118512959,0.0,0.0,0.058206784986168915,0.11227890446108964,0.0,0.0,0.051088372214736666,0.0,0.0,0.08371884024386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033539015993955,0.06954383920310349,0.07027858930219574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150333231164455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cutesarcasticone,2018/02/01,"Finally a Name to it All of my life I've struggled in social situations. I was always afraid to reach out to people out of fear of rejection. I always thought something was wrong with me, but never expected a medical condition just that my mind wasn't like everyone else and it was my fault. Recently it became to much to bare and I gather every ounce of courage I had and went to talk to a doctor about it. She reassured me nothing was wrong with me that was my fault and diagnosed me with social anxiety disorder. I don't know what'll come next, but it just feels so reassuring to know why I act the way I do!",5.8113364055299535,5.4793324838709685,7.0201843317972354,76.28241935483874,66.90322580645162,11.27926267281106,32.23041474654378,10.914260884657429,3.4138447004608303,484,18,98,13,7,165,74,124,0.203,0.698,0.099,-0.9056,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,3,4,0,9,4,0,0,2,23,15,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,9,1,16,4,19,6,2,11,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750006738990555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641496937423327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234731005393433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772417252535252,0.0,0.0,0.18938957563955844,0.16913926898035572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804426606715284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922933989303898,0.1579024219993624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859509738166427,0.0835548177255408,0.0,0.0,0.1810221115214301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816329665533704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672019723012457,0.08073227391301069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664708990406908,0.0,0.0,0.16685429923056574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147696794764055,0.0,0.12745015223983686,0.0,0.1757440981814463,0.0,0.0,0.15856079286945102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145627924276911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631633699860108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574670662394674,0.0,0.336900921656824,0.0,0.1272166898147558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727540476746326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282082015117394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13118918179688516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311668987926468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531874018296131,0.1491114449745752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613474995612221,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Saphire2988,2018/02/01,Have you guys been so scared of hearing things that you started hearing it ? Would love you to share your whole story and the success you had. Please be nice.,3.1950000000000003,5.739847166666667,2.0766666666666684,97.985,77.33333333333334,4.0,23.333333333333336,3.1291,-0.1986666666666661,125,4,25,0,3,35,26,30,0.087,0.5589999999999999,0.354,0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,4,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,1,19,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28852808986204204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6568494787745326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629964825668044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31986556577440417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29173846972451795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625175777284627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359071313900844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253334944845609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699952761950255,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FunnyFloss,2018/02/01,"Is this psychological abuse? Say you had very bad anxiety (mental illness) and someone was going to make you face that anxiety in a few days that made you cry and have headaches the following days (lasting 2-3 hours each) and obviously having very bad anxiety on that day could that be counted as physiological abuse? Just wondering",4.881242937853108,7.89879579661017,5.845000000000002,70.67111581920908,74.08474576271186,9.357062146892655,31.867231638418087,9.725611199111238,3.8120146892655375,268,13,44,8,6,88,46,59,0.341,0.659,0.0,-0.9761,0,0,0,0,2,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,2,1,10,12,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,4,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,27,8,0,0.0,0.44139691214764215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4274861160351893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105388049695304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487207407372348,0.0,0.2046078890511289,0.3603845309993796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586103722327253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343756864758096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183419919214694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17625235139262124,0.1243360884122442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771546865160174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812868577152186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15782522650617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073830742601828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20200092209404988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,omegalily,2018/02/01,Can't focus I'm about to write a test in a difficult test and all I can think about is if I did the parkade right and if I'm going to be able to leave. There is only one exit and I don't want to block it. I almost don't want to leave because of it but the longer I'm parked there the more it costs.,-1.0344869215291759,0.41235967605634016,1.495291750503018,102.40760563380286,86.04225352112677,4.620523138832998,14.368209255533195,5.288315135182226,-1.3061565392354124,231,3,64,1,7,79,42,71,0.101,0.871,0.028,-0.1202,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,1,13,15,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,9,13,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,40,7,2,0.3049819729999473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30539539140472205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859141800004376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733282835681959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6458637469728092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066636779002636,0.2319525334805052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604529385487656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954201336660359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3597725389716397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Evzkyyy,2018/02/01,"I am so confused Hi Reddit, I am reaching a point of utter confusion in my life, due to anxiety, depression and everything in between, my mind is completely scattered and foggy. I will literally think of something that I'm going to search on google and forget it not 2 seconds later, I couldn't recall a persons name at gym that I've known for a year and a half. I feel really stupid. I don't understand what is going wrong guys and I feel lost. I am going to see a psychiatrist pretty soon because no-one has answers for me. Has anyone experienced this before?",3.7352020202020166,5.5650885000000025,5.696666666666665,75.98944444444443,73.0909090909091,8.525252525252526,28.58585858585859,9.150863307647796,2.7015555555555566,445,18,79,10,9,154,78,110,0.198,0.7559999999999999,0.047,-0.9347,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,2,5,0,10,1,0,0,0,18,20,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,6,0,2,1,4,11,0,12,17,0,12,0,2,1,0,4,5,0,2,4,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160742653441047,0.0,0.0,0.15685272160659686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674597216080414,0.0,0.1908834025718106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351996934944843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321013575772494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160815880285626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268501478172947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824658986115104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211626184206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844684193969485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448764026747012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265035307044587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958712702824588,0.0,0.0,0.21205891101695445,0.0,0.0,0.22821839402638916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370784972930628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875737273197154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726957563602147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437379126105038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335294408907943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452633370529638,0.0,0.14445745322236686 anxiety,littlepinky_,2018/02/01,"Just been put on some new meds, wondering if anyone’s heard of them or tried them? I was on sertraline but that wasn’t working for me so my doctor has changed me to two different types of new medication. I am now on Propranolol and Venlafaxine. If any of you have had either two of those could you share your experience?",2.884285714285713,5.180756714285717,4.051031746031747,84.72035714285717,77.09523809523809,8.644444444444442,24.785714285714285,9.2995712137729,2.184409523809524,255,9,52,7,6,83,50,63,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.4871,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,10,10,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,10,1,9,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,5,3,41,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692861275055278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135676712920835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411954865085486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184247661415226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24110107656397725,0.0,0.23619850763665504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22573316880845604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563287086125824,0.23247219971673275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457499687343982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319833010906302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667478586119016,0.0,0.4508491820570915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025559525222113,0.16800020311870553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sunnygcat,2018/02/01,"Life Update, 4 months on Lexapro I just wanted to share how my life has changed over the last few months and maybe inspire someone else to take the changes they need to. Also I wanna brag a little. My story is not unique. I was struggling with general major anxiety for years and it was progressively getting worse. I was having near daily panic attacks and nearly failing my classes because every thing seemed so much harder. A series of events led me to seek medication and regular therapy sessions as opposed the rare visits I could take to the college counselling center, being as busy as they were. I got on Lexapro in early October of 2017 and suddenly it felt like I could breathe again. Just knowing I was getting the help I needed made me feel a little better. Then the meds started working and it felt like my thoughts were my own again. Like the thoughts telling me all the things that I couldn't do and all the things that were going to go wrong, werent my thoughts and I could rebuke them and ignore them. Those thoughts still happen but far far less than before. My friends and boyfriend noticed how much happier I seemed and how much more energy I had. I started worrying less about school and doing better in school at the same time. I've gained a little too much weight because I've been going out to eat with friends more and generally enjoying life a little too much. But I've also started and been able to continue light work outs and starting to change my diet. Most noticable to me is I've started dressing nicely and feeling comfortable enough to wear more than black and solid dark colors. I'm even in the middle of sewing a pretty light blue shirt with flowers all over it. I lowered my course load for this and future semester to prevent stress in the future, even if it means I graduate a little later. Continuing my work on my physical and mental health is way more important to me now.",6.749917355371897,7.286058192837462,6.448305785123968,78.21973140495871,64.86776859504133,8.91404958677686,33.02892561983471,8.710501217029153,2.6967752066115707,1536,60,272,21,22,480,198,363,0.057,0.7809999999999999,0.162,0.9908,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,8,17,19,1,3,19,0,22,11,3,5,3,66,53,32,0,9,6,0,5,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,12,24,3,3,13,0,0,5,2,7,0,0,18,10,36,12,42,30,20,53,0,1,3,0,10,23,0,4,27,190,48,10,0.07803557583414775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481004360218187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969700192035924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877673309284588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513952545693607,0.0,0.06640252744311821,0.0,0.0,0.13803225066299582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765387625328394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691517247290945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984987568119724,0.06518871030304663,0.0,0.0,0.08063161006097906,0.0,0.10308352373482152,0.0,0.06574833828705745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891426369689976,0.0,0.1498527808264799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205801846276942,0.0,0.08154073514745168,0.0,0.1330482482312909,0.0,0.0624121786800869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900660199369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294816800366098,0.0,0.0,0.05230560156228789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04288631167183265,0.06360940957439433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16535650499342733,0.11437272187012774,0.39106073833583005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383914867555857,0.0,0.0,0.07839722461968553,0.08500361899635014,0.08667993289044376,0.07861263289394615,0.07864150627750464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457450425599273,0.0,0.2868256356326669,0.11572478139165898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768804060698273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155793453728453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939023491924925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795233772943645,0.0,0.14208131485629708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611929016925827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761699111115717,0.0,0.062319311663813076,0.0,0.08938948846332702,0.0815797272018674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734608276008025,0.0,0.0682065328362796,0.0,0.08924048183421783,0.0,0.15553010733176245,0.0,0.0,0.2478061222156273,0.04550317181436896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046027404459033576,0.061941007840074835,0.0,0.09502630845946222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043248581944634,0.07924891519657001,0.07952491854075172,0.0,0.08531965194471702,0.0,0.05025235234033786 anxiety,madeaccjustforthis12,2018/02/01,"0.25 of xanax makes me really tired, so much that I have to go to sleep 30 minutes after taking it Shouls I take half of 0.25? Or ask doctor for some other solution? I need something to put me in state where i'm able to focus on my studies, I took it few times before going out to uni or out with friends, sometimes it made me feel good and sometimes it just made me dead tired. 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We were such good friends. We knew each other for less than a year and we'd already gone to a concert and had a ski-trip together. While the time we had together was great, and she really helped level out my mental health, I can't help but constantly over-think why I suddenly wasn't worth it to her. She never explained, she never did anything. She just stopped. I've accepted that she isn't a good person, and she's done bad things to me, but it still hurts me so much. I constantly worry over what I could have done. ugh.",4.668677621283255,5.056609232394365,5.105586854460093,86.55999217527388,69.35211267605635,8.564632237871676,27.045383411580595,8.515128840125781,1.6202979655712042,549,16,117,8,9,175,97,142,0.179,0.7020000000000001,0.119,-0.8754,0,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,1,6,13,0,0,6,0,16,1,0,0,4,26,22,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,8,10,0,1,5,1,1,2,7,6,0,0,12,1,23,7,10,7,5,21,0,2,0,0,17,6,0,2,13,84,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16817977424563713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541414203760848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724958981399384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993685556993373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15979095612923302,0.32938557979971245,0.0,0.1216808690855206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119210178885281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785664363965616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354913429317819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565570776791663,0.0,0.1680241202067463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199656301095774,0.0,0.0,0.20430415482924816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314985929182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675126831191011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535857154361521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164609547117465,0.0,0.11203325709104167,0.0,0.3526262446309777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330718467004104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763284284237604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606879227794626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170870727730645,0.1274151821313349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012493441742192,0.0976532670889351,0.0,0.0,0.08886703127306582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141278497992171,0.13751940908875615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547719762011451,0.0,0.0,0.1666280365797267,0.0,0.09814211161349698 anxiety,spoopyem,2018/02/01,"Parents Don't Understand Therapy 22 yof. I've been dealing with generalized/social anxiety since at least middle school. My parents, especially my dad, can be very judgemental and critical of others. I did well in school without any prompting so I knew that it became an expectation that I would do well on my own. With my anxiety, I ran with this and began letting the pressure I put on myself get out of control. I'm the only one in my family who doesn't hold conservative views and isn't overtly religious (though I have nothing against religion). My parents help with my rent but I manage everything else (utilities/car/car insurance/etc) on my own while going to graduate school full time. I never experienced any abuse, etc. as a child and consider that overall I'm in very good standing with how I was raised. However, I've lived with the fear that I'm going to disappoint my parents with my choices for a long time without having the confidence to speak with them because they help with rent and I don't want to step on toes. Recently, my dad called and said that he and my mom didn't understand why I was going to therapy. We sat down and talked about it, and I was honest about how I feel about religion and whatnot and I think it went decently. I guess my qualms still lie with the fact that I don't think they want me to attend therapy anymore when I've only been going for a month and it's been helping. My mom made the comment that I just want to go talk to someone else so I can talk bad about them. My dad expressed his wishes that I not be on medication or be in therapy. I tried to explain how my anxiety is, but I don't think it was very effective what with all the crying I was doing (this was a conversation that has terrified me for years now and I lost it pretty early on into sitting down with them). I can pay for my own therapy sessions, so that's not something I'm entirely worried about, but I still feel that they want to tell me how to lead my life and that I'm too young to make any important decisions for myself. I told them they don't have to help with rent if they feel that way, but they just argued that I don't have any money and basically have to accept their help and their terms. I love them and they made it clear they're only looking out for me, but it's hard to feel like I have any control over my decisions. I'm starting to feel like maybe I don't know how to make a proper decision and they're right that I'm just too young of an adult and they know best, and I feel like I'm unraveling the confidence I was busy building up in myself. Has anyone had a similar situation or has a similar situation with their parents?",5.773078032077856,5.638300905027933,6.679400492581247,78.0279996395747,66.95158286778397,10.42996335676098,32.22015978855049,10.163272556057118,3.053048705472458,2114,80,426,47,31,706,224,537,0.101,0.768,0.131,0.9749,9,0,1,0,1,0,44.0,1,0,16,6,25,16,1,2,17,0,42,4,1,13,4,99,91,40,0,8,15,10,7,3,0,1,2,2,3,2,28,38,0,4,20,0,5,11,15,6,2,1,23,12,76,10,68,63,9,54,0,2,2,1,52,22,0,4,21,292,104,8,0.0,0.07697444637408198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208965711204102,0.0,0.1490971332550181,0.0,0.06442911618513468,0.045425950005144725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424414984523972,0.03960285566712378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817812750511415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633785962367855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573046732445982,0.0,0.0,0.07136243390036305,0.0,0.06697740633047518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854202069469272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449092031176416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838752460653927,0.0,0.061244449162557286,0.07310515323536096,0.1970934906552757,0.13923582077594948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033942212235411884,0.0,0.18460923736869905,0.054490653137762086,0.0,0.0,0.07156770775953268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058197047325467176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772771929485726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714075628642334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643244701259411,0.04588762150062006,0.0952177630637644,0.0,0.057366436299264974,0.0574931342982184,0.054555332825794466,0.0,0.07091839472980382,0.0,0.05863462543506225,0.1229453745343755,0.08673102422293448,0.0,0.06526738401111372,0.0,0.0,0.06544671605537349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217549913581968,0.05185548370310798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050106018366704884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062336920436197735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044022848647165234,0.14822940409973873,0.0,0.0,0.36068695941122175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609408654890156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530907891165745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414638719228717,0.0,0.0,0.05548086828772688,0.061797831838693064,0.0,0.0,0.19724810282604635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374079766488391,0.1460496944113549,0.0,0.0,0.055045738199967234,0.05001423446253949,0.0,0.0,0.045983484053868026,0.0,0.10376434791925117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665236181401784,0.0567834128349269,0.0,0.3714731500678778,0.0,0.0,0.12488335232967986,0.06382906341570806,0.0,0.07576474812569757,0.0,0.0,0.0620780871407562,0.0,0.04410785563085852,0.0,0.0,0.1352644263736953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081201282640611,0.1532752362821919,0.05156722784952315,0.0,0.0,0.11682501811619585,0.0602244142884848,0.058621984119110786,0.0,0.07470804293250068,0.1252503966469253,0.0,0.0,0.0659764348252188,0.0,0.046150198089137257,0.0,0.0,0.0418361695017843 anxiety,queen_of_spoons,2018/02/01,"Getting an IUD in three weeks and my brain will NOT shut up about it In currently writing this at just past 2am, I've been awake for maybe an hour? I'm pretty sure I had IUD related dreams/nightmares and woke up with masses of anxiety. I've been waking up early most days feeling more anxious than normal and I just keep thinking about all the stuff that can go wrong. I almost want to cancel the procedure even though I'm getting it for legitimate health reasons. I'm going to see my doctor this weekend for other reasons and I'm going to bring it up with him. Maybe he'll suggest something I can take before or after to help calm me down and hopefully not hurt as much. I know that this is currently the best option for me, but I still have three weeks to get worked up about it. I'm worried that it's going to cause me massive amounts of pain, or can't be inserted properly, or won't stop or improve any of my health issues, or will end up perforating my uterus or cause an ectopic pregnancy or any of the really really rare side effects that I know probably won't happen. I know it's going to hurt but my anxiety brain has me thinking I won't be able to walk for several days because I'm going to be cramping so much. When it will probably be fine. To top it all off I now have to get prescriptions for the painkillers I've been using to manage my pain (partly uterus related) for the last decade and I get anxiety about doctors and asking for pain relief anyway. Yay chronic health issues! 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My thought process is that I can stay home and be productive (starting a paper that’s due on Monday, finishing up a research design that’s due Sunday, etc.) or I can drive 45 minutes to campus to sit in class and be lectured at for 6 hours, panicking about all the work I have to do when I get home. I’ve already made the decision in my head but my brain is making me feel like shit because I’m skipping class, regardless of whether or not I get work done. I’m considering the idea that online classes may be the way to go next semester.",3.0870700245700244,4.2084975472972985,4.5667321867321835,86.28539312039314,73.52702702702703,7.8142506142506125,27.64373464373465,8.296473431620573,1.7623702702702708,559,21,119,9,11,187,99,148,0.061,0.904,0.035,-0.5418,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,9,1,13,4,3,2,1,18,26,8,0,2,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,12,2,16,19,3,23,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,3,13,67,17,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19813165006356329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944856663003227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043086861121828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579124960283405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837362020521429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023940578977376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907830158581098,0.12826651639782713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876090203516365,0.0,0.10203918922665377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083646758736725,0.0,0.1842642971686728,0.1908472435401649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.360195235650368,0.0,0.17681501399830302,0.0,0.0,0.20268371201146504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877162981431024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988920104252106,0.11984724489748146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093847112145892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312985729179408,0.0,0.0,0.19094744847128656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502070531087265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842996906749454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212734141492226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708241195164094,0.1913703833138536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349950033496156,0.0,0.15692967182423115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425381551378639,0.10469375179839484,0.0,0.17018704609470578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251394446537127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614208439733433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,REZ_0913,2018/02/01,"If I’m on an antidepressant and having panic attacks and anxiety, why take it? I’ve been on Effexor XR for over a year now, 75mg, up to 150mg. I take .5 Klonopin a day as well. I still suffer everyday from extreme anxiety and at least 1 to 3 panic attacks a day (small ones that I can usually manage but are f*cking annoying). I’ve been on almost all SSRIs and they made me depressed and Effexor is the last one (being an SSRN) I’ve tried and had no affect. I’ve had anxiety and panic attacks since I was about 8? But when I was 20 I had a major one and haven’t lived a day without anxiety and panic since. I am 26 now. The Klonopin helps of course but I am not willing to go up any further on the dosage with my family’s history with addiction. My diet is fairly clean. I try to workout when I’m not anxious because trying to workout when I am anxious makes me have a full blown anxiety attack. So I’m trying to do all the right things but are anti depressants just not for me? I know all of us are different and some work and some don’t (Effexor worked miracles for my mothers panic attacks.) but should I just hang my hat up with these drugs and try to beat it naturally? Meditation and facing the panic and clean diet and all that WITHOUT medication? Just wanted some input. Thanks. PS - panic attacks growing up were more me getting sick and scared and breathing heavy. Since a large panic attack at 20 (with 3 years of no anxiety at all) it’s been more of the “I’m dying, I’m gonna have a seizure, am I having a heart attack, everyone is looking at me and can tell I’m having an attack, I have a brain tumor, etc...” ",2.8318493781667438,4.16549011676647,4.964910179640717,82.34705204974668,74.47904191616766,7.8929525564256116,26.918010133579006,8.502166056373571,1.9339248272685399,1265,47,255,23,26,440,159,334,0.271,0.669,0.059,-0.9977,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,1,0,1,3,12,24,10,9,19,0,33,10,4,3,5,51,50,29,1,3,14,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,7,22,2,0,1,2,0,3,9,22,1,3,10,1,25,2,36,36,14,34,0,3,1,0,5,17,0,5,14,176,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462802315805201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936409837079031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040314973599283016,0.0,0.272111375944733,0.1339474951132942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6069942765132558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613881538717989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618025600204966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469931644676627,0.0,0.10212199038476348,0.0,0.06152715856825141,0.06193888651705564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687503127492212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611703690498208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664815056838012,0.0,0.0,0.05588743045144972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030973305362580545,0.0,0.033692313524622236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025151293698961,0.03973663878385682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032580791058222085,0.04832415756660597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052348625267459606,0.0,0.049783407488319886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609570469300669,0.03957235431554541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972212734107864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051658194424422,0.0,0.0,0.5564535290808645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050627986865984055,0.0,0.0,0.05935336215202546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712035782686864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04734406837658818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914798346760312,0.0,0.05181659854895207,0.05458049934944461,0.0,0.0,0.039385480142740285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012488272520256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131103533612368,0.0,0.06529265997401147,0.0,0.0349670836491398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053303198610118965,0.0,0.053494351001294786,0.0,0.0,0.11429481246605835,0.0,0.086318532161764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635356494692662 anxiety,michaelnichols3123,2018/02/01,"Brain Zaps What are some techniques you use to decrease brain zaps? I’ve been taking fish oil pills and it helps a little bit, but are there any other tips? Thank you in advance for you me time! 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Huge fear of ingesting drugs. Is it ocd or something else? WARNING : long story ahead So two years ago, I decided it was a good idea to smoke weed for the first time. No biggy, everyone my age did it and always told me how fun it was to be high so i didn’t really have a problem with trying it. Well, 5 minutes after my first “smoke session” I found myself freaking out. It was crazy. I smoked a lot and from a bong my first time so it was very intense (I did not know it would be intense considering I was new) I was having a full blown panic attack. I was laying down and everything was a lot more amplified, i was seeing red around the whole entire room and the thing that was making it so bad was that my heart was pounding out of my chest. I literally felt pins and needles everywhere and thought I was going to die. Long story short, I freaked and never wanted to try it ever again. I avoided it from then on out. I avoided every confrontation with weed I possibly could. From being hotboxed to smelling a burning joint. Every single one, i avoided. I also became very depersonalized for months and hadn’t a depressive episode months later that sent me over the edge to seek treatment. I attended therapy for months on end and eventually started feeling better. Then (dumb mistake) I stopped attending therapy because I felt better. A year passed, I had mild to medium anxiety at times but at this point I could walk around someone smoking or sit with someone who was smoking and wouldn’t feel a thing but slightly anxious but controllable. At this point, I decided it was time to try the drug again but on my own time when I was ready. I bought a g and some swishers and rolled a blunt. I kid you not that blunt sat in the package for 2 days before I grew the balls to sit down and smoke it. One night my friends talked me into smoking. I denied it and denied it but finally gave in and built the confidence to smoke it. I lit the blunt and hit it maybe 5-8 times in total and decided to stop and wait so I didn’t have a repeat of the first time ever. So I stopped and waited... 2 minutes later I was feeling a heaviness in my legs but didn’t feel different really. I walked into the kitchen and sipped a soda , I turned around and BOOM the world seemed different I felt like i was dreaming and it overwhelmed me and made me a little anxious. I told my buddy this instantly and he started working to calm me down a bit. I said something along the lines of “hey I’m high and I don’t like this help me “ don’t really remember lol. And he started giving me food and talking to me and sure enough the anxiety faded and I felt a little more relaxed. For the next 2 hours I could literally hear my thoughts amplified in my brain and it was loud almost if it was talking to me rather than it actually being me. So I kinda was scared about that but it faded and I was like whoa that was scary but ima try again. So I began smoking bud all the time. Now when I say smoking I mean VERY VERY lightly. Micro-dosing I believe is what it’s called. I would smoke maybe 3 hits off a blunt or 1 to two and that’s it. Or a bowl hit or two. Nothing more. THIS REALLY REALLY relaxed me. Like I loved it. It gave me just a slight buzz and that’s what I loved. Not really being high but just a slight buzz. It made food better, sex better, video games better. EVERYTHING SEEMED SO MUCH BETTER. So I enjoyed it a lot. Fast forward a few months and I decided I was gonna smoke and get High as fuck so I smoked like 3/4 of a blunt by myself in the morning. And went to take a shower, 3 minutes into the shower I felt a panic attack coming full force And it Hit hard. I got out and dried off super quick and ran to my room panicking. Needless to say I was freaking out just bc I was high. I tried to put a reason to it.. but it was literally just bc I was high and couldn’t escape the high ig. So I paced the house for an hour waiting for time to pass but it just wasn’t passing fast enough. I started feeling a cold shot of adrenaline through my whole body and my chest tightening until the point where I was almost in tears it was truely terrifying. Ruined my whole entire day. No big deal tho, I felt fine the next day. Decided to to smoke for a few days. One night I was siitting there with my friends and they were passing a b. I started smoking it and only took two hits (my comfort zone) and sure enough, bam ten minutes later I was in a terrible panic. The same feeling same everything. I couldn’t speak all i wanted to do was get away. I drove home, had to pull over on the way to get out and walk around to calm the attack. It was terrible. Hours passed, and finally i was getting slight relief. I started feeling relief but still terribly anxious deep down. I finally fell asleep that night and woke up feeling like I wanted to end my life. I felt so anxious about everything. And I mean everything. It was awful. I didn’t take a shower for 3 days because i feared getting in the shower because the anxious feeling may come back that I had felt that one day. I didn’t have an appetite, i didn’t sleep, hell i couldn’t go 2 hours without a panic attack. I lived this way for a few weeks and then, suddenly, a new fear set in. My fear of being drugged or ingesting any kind of substance that can make me high. I’m not going to go into full story details but here is how I live now. * I avoid contact with people who are smoking weed or doing any drugs. If they’ve ever done acid or have ever touched any drugs I try to avoid contact with them (touching hands etc) * I have a HUGE fear of eating something that someone purposely drugged to make me high or that might have been cooked with weed. VERY IRRATIONAL, ik. But it’s a serious fear. I will throw away whole meals if the waiter looks at me wrong, if someone who does drugs touches anything involving my food I won’t eat it at all. If I see something on the food like a black spec or anything abnormal that looks “unusual” I won’t eat it. THIS IS A BIG ONE, if I take my eyes off my food for a split second I will not eat it. This fear is also correlated if not worse with beverages of any kind. I’m very afraid of someone putting drugs in my drinks since it’s less likely to be seen and I’ve heard lots of stories. This even is a problem with foods in my own house. I’m afraid to eat them if they’ve been opened or touched. I’m so obsessive over this I check the seal every time to make sure it’s not cracked or broken. I check the manufacturer to make sure it’s from a reliable source, I check for punctures in the packaging, etc. I’ve thrown away so many perfectly fine drinks and snacks because they just didn’t seem right or I took my eyes off of them for less than 5 seconds. *I absolutely hate using soap in the shower now. I even hate showers because I fear they will cause me to panic and sometimes it does. I will start thinking of the situation that happened months ago in the shower and it will trigger the panic while I’m showering but I can usually control this. Back to the point, I hate using soaps in my shower because I share my shower with my family. I’m afraid that someone has put LSD in my soap or some kind of drug that’s going to make me trip. It’s crazy. When I get out of the shower, I even fear using my tooth brush. Badly. I will scrub my toothbrush under scalding hot water for 5 minutes to make sure there is no LSD or any kind of drugs on it. * I avoid hand contact of any kind with people now. Any and everyone. Even toddlers. Everyday people will “dap me up” and or shake my hand and immediately after I do i start thinking “what if there is acid on their hand or a drug” and I will run my hand or hands on my jeans vigorously to make sure it’s rubbed off If that were the case. Everytime. *i avoid being around any kind of weed that’s being smoked in fear of a contact high. *i haven’t told her yet, but I’ve started to develop an irrational Fear of kissing my girlfriend now because she smokes weed and I fear that somehow it’s going to make me high if she’s high. I love her to death so I don’t want to tell her this because I know she will take it personal and think I don’t like her kisses when it’s really not that. This is SUPER irrational but the point of this post is to get help and share my story so I’m sure nobody will bash me for it. It’s a problem not a choice. *i avoid touching my mouth at all with my hands until they’re washed completely. Along with touching door knobs and anything publicly available. * I will not eat ANYTHING that is given to me by someone else. And if I do I look for resssurance that what I’m about to eat or have already eaten was not fucked with at all or isn’t a drug. The list goes on tbh, I just don’t want to continue writing more scenarios, I think I’ve described the basics of my problem. This is an EVERYDAY problem for me, I don’t get days off, I deal with this on the daily. There are rare occasions where I will eat a whole meal then realize I didn’t even think about “what if it has drugs in it” but it’s extremely rare. Since this started happening I’ve cut back on my meals a lot. Not because I’m not hungry. Because I don’t want to deal with the anxiety that comes after eating a meal. I stay very hungry all the time now and have lost a noticeable amount of weight because of this. I can’t count the amount of times thins month people have asked me “are you on a diet?” “You’ve lost weight.” I’ve also developed these bags under my eyes from lack of sleep because of this problem. I hate it. After eating a meal that I assume has been drugged or will make me High I usually begin by thinking about it a lot a lot for the next 15 minutes. After that, I begin to feel tightness and spaced out. Then the nausea kicks in... an hour later I’m sitting here wondering “when will i Be High” on repeat until I it passed and I feel normal again and realize that I was dumb for thinking that. I do this at least once a day now and it’s getting out of hand. I couldn’t even enjoy my thanksgiving dinner this year for fuck sakes. ITS THAT BAD. especially since it was all food made out of my site and by different people. Omfg my anxiety had a fucking field day. It’s ruining my life at this point and ive put this here to see if someone else is dealing with this problem and what it might be. Thanks for reading my story, this is only a fraction of what I’ve been feeling but maybe it will help someone or me. I really need help figuring out a fix for this and or what it could be. If you have any questions, feel free to comment them. Anything, just ask. I’ll be more than glad to answer. 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It's so unbelievably exhausting. Plus, it's never ending. Something will smooth over and then a couple days later something else will happen and I'm stressed out and worrying all over again. I would just really like to know what I did and to whom I did it to, to make them give me such a broken fking brain....",4.719565217391307,6.085885594202902,5.354318840579712,81.25408695652175,69.86956521739131,8.998260869565216,25.394202898550724,9.3871,2.059606376811595,282,8,54,6,5,91,49,69,0.234,0.727,0.038,-0.9228,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,1,3,0,5,2,1,1,3,13,11,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,1,9,6,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,8,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955722685832805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25726707108658153,0.0,0.14994923611127786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423164974996007,0.0,0.20593418978882044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896432840593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22304406631876705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560716858125794,0.0,0.0,0.2295547552941593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778100730920156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359227874457087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520173488117134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932547316659184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895138412880224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35799397167903824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663385689611595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557801786957135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722488746277618,0.0,0.16516790554976066,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bequitabanana,2018/02/01,"Anyone else have issues with their medications being less effective over time? Hi there! I was diagnosed with GAD last year after finally working up the courage to talk to someone about my struggle with anxiety. I was getting anxiety attacks quite regularly and had hit a point that, honestly, scared me into action. So, I began seeing a psychiatrist and he put me on Zoloft. Things were really looking up; I felt like this cloud had been lifted. I still had a ton of outside stress in my life and plenty to worry about but all of a sudden, it was *manageable*. But, over the last few months, things have gotten steadily worse. I'm having more and more anxiety attacks and it seems like I'm less in control of my constant worry. I still have my usual amount of stress, but nothing has changed so drastically that it should account for this kind of shift. Is it just that my meds aren't working for me anymore? I live in the Midwest, so I've pondered if the weather is making a difference too (I take Vitamin D, hoping that'll help offset the worst of it). I know I can try mindfullness and I do also work on CBT but it's hard when there's so much noise in my head. I was just wondering if anyone else had experience with this. Thanks!",3.815168067226888,5.800494844537816,4.8173865546218515,81.71952521008407,73.24369747899159,7.785210084033612,27.44621848739496,8.548686976883017,2.1076211764705888,975,37,181,18,20,318,142,238,0.14800000000000002,0.7509999999999999,0.1,-0.8828,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,6,15,14,2,4,10,0,23,6,1,3,1,30,39,18,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,15,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,1,7,0,0,13,4,22,7,29,22,10,28,0,0,2,0,5,12,0,5,16,132,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899314995592755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580869654530112,0.0,0.1115267256990083,0.15726453398128515,0.2304501451571387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558712264683037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189641678416748,0.0,0.0,0.12152562983499525,0.12612963530790475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414107821371315,0.0,0.11749320813380522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878861124533952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000413006649327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797596815050862,0.12319070458645945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875393017527844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073902170114048,0.0,0.11541291169639135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537728612353918,0.0,0.0,0.11169477458493113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737546956278888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710623992534433,0.061803204420112,0.18333427099308905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07943141981606669,0.10988122525610296,0.0,0.09930123497416378,0.0,0.09443521810849076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506565137655115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491392714165672,0.11328818989903493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976178239552288,0.0,0.08266853781961875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107905137274144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063078328385778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304994016223728,0.0,0.11961143289083315,0.0,0.0,0.07204257530773188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258867126790814,0.0,0.08961334757365813,0.10237626184241627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528410924475167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796159663974537,0.0,0.2576373025865371,0.11756405156439348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455336514149232,0.09038835245404532,0.0,0.10353492499974894,0.0,0.0,0.1494223314649543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06557434574757286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635064715118961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385505325194822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195438178317808,0.2456092247225178,0.22841026495559386,0.1146028792281266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07241836108562416 anxiety,atrossin,2018/02/01,"Any Techniques I can use to suppress my anxiety? Particularly for making friends and talking to people.+(my story) skip to end if you don’t want to read for synopsis of my story When I was in the seventh grade i had good friends a huge group of 12 people (grade of 100 ish kid’s) we had good times for about a school quarter. There were 2 people in my group that specifically hated me let’s call 1 Len and the other Liam. Len and Liam hated each other as much as me. ( I also invited Len to the group because he was alone after falling out of the popular group) (Liam had just come to the school and natural joined our group) then the group split 5 people joining lens new group and 6 joining liam’s new group and l was left with no one i’m not the athletic type nor did i want to leave friends that joined liam’s group so the only place i felt i fit was liam’s group. liam from then on was incredibly exclusive of me and i had no one for about a year i did nothing during lunch. that’s as much as i want to say but it gets worse. but now in ninth grade I have friends since liam was realized as a dick through a scandal but i’m moving soon so i’ll have to make new ones. Betrayal Loneliness Now when i talk to someone new i shake and shudder. and whenever i have to present something i’m quiet and uncollected.",1.9609963099631005,3.904302767527674,3.3114007380073818,90.62870996309964,78.52029520295203,6.550022140221403,24.12413284132841,7.554174236665415,1.016488590405904,1034,36,225,15,25,337,140,271,0.136,0.765,0.099,-0.9344,0,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,0,12,10,2,1,13,0,19,2,1,3,0,30,33,27,0,4,6,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,1,6,15,1,1,2,1,0,4,5,3,0,4,14,3,23,7,36,18,3,29,0,0,0,1,23,9,1,1,16,134,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077966268942428,0.0,0.09325827977012864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930330981350843,0.0,0.08921140552232681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108841745573362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907862144301813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10045490391759188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328772373292594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197025620142742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603908874060096,0.0,0.0609273778902043,0.0,0.0,0.19562499887645826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026956495875364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234801768865057,0.12670431363923515,0.11924840889081725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556850169630986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239450260890621,0.17145328757890838,0.0,0.0,0.4505162857215298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189680512236452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706734700080384,0.08869220481158765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24254187103699296,0.0,0.1218395615432862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664819173304025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273822770022846,0.0,0.23604451816824976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646648441003297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880889522739032,0.08977718193068288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746406548162453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680000968675003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071932899400067,0.0,0.0,0.20635053581817905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884231249223705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509728862205735 anxiety,upwardslope,2018/02/01,"Aggressive music helps This probably sounds weird but it's true. Loud, thumping, bass heavy music gives me courage. Honestly, all I do is listen to DMX when I'm out and about and I feel normal-ish. You guys should try it. It's like a private carnival for your ears that forces you to sit up and man up. Of course, being glued to your headphones isn't ideal but for those who are really struggling, give it a try. 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Sounds conceited, but I am. And nobody to talk to about it. Kids dad ended up getting a damn DUI with our two kids in the car. 😡 Cys (child protective services) ended up coming to MY house to talk to me and the kids about it. Knew they were coming for awhile, was 100% miserable and dreading it. Non stop panic and over thinking constantly. They came yesterday, and I did GREAT! Didn't stutter or nervously fidget. Even managed some eye contact. Which is big for me with complete strangers. She was kind and i didn't even cry. Everything is fine now. It wasn't as hard as I thought it was! :,) To do something that makes me proud of me... Im in a happy daze. Now if only i can be brave enough to leave this post up.. Lol",0.25836842105263,2.5989126333333346,1.8062807017543847,96.17384210526316,89.33333333333334,5.0245614035087725,19.894736842105264,6.5966054737557815,0.17940000000000025,565,18,125,7,19,182,97,150,0.125,0.643,0.233,0.9682,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,2,7,14,1,4,4,1,14,1,1,1,0,20,22,12,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,8,11,0,2,3,0,0,4,3,7,0,1,11,3,15,7,23,10,2,19,0,1,1,0,12,7,1,3,7,81,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243468753928905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898672285643031,0.1764083080168577,0.18181990465913686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848161746641885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980414599544057,0.17384859008338818,0.0,0.22225682022935164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512134376044154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790437043875719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549767439729692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791066588744771,0.15072013488862895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413943354881547,0.0,0.0,0.36348059557407786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17520785868072633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781538544205068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112309062664329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279627106362214,0.0,0.19740667237348225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113825570190182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952808623414047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066563740484728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704680757105351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780865223401566,0.0,0.13357275431012114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435709187153255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JulianRiveraMIA,2018/02/01,"Somebody please help I’ve had GAD for a while, lately it’s been really bad especially in the morning I get panic attacks every single morning now so I’m late almost every day to work by 20 minutes. In order to see a psychiatrist, you need a referral from a doctor. I have to wait all the way until February 26 to see just a DOCTOR (who probably won’t prescribe anything) then wait for ANOTHER appointment for a psychiatrist. I feel like if I get any more anxiety I’m going to have a fucking heart attack at this point. 🤦‍♂️ ",2.2757943925233657,4.348962981308412,5.125056074766351,77.37636915887852,78.06542056074767,8.018317757009347,26.58785046728972,8.841846274778883,2.42992785046729,417,17,77,10,10,150,78,107,0.149,0.778,0.073,-0.8344,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,3,1,9,0,5,4,1,0,1,8,17,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,5,1,14,14,3,14,0,0,2,1,3,4,1,2,8,45,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165377285165281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123099831099253,0.1731777518535689,0.12634190768313355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590718560699047,0.0,0.0,0.3757716955967032,0.0,0.0,0.1378962000639274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651028755798228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33808302945275154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27829774424064946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350652711318078,0.11798563010981483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526816676010209,0.1725716820110652,0.0,0.09386048966560473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570758770235974,0.11069885038296366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37260048329126333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068561459340948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245916190850985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19377194399812794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18128885108845635,0.15612335608166478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806331061816202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580150434340886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632117728174617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109109071794225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202336504734021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ApostleHF,2018/02/01,"i think i have some sort of mental disorder. I have not felt good in a long while, since I was about 13 and I am 17 now. I usually go through a few months/weeks of extreme confidence and the other few weeks extreme anxiety/depression. Confident state: - Doing reckless things - Barely needing any sleep - Spending all my money impulsively - Gross feeling of overconfidence, like I am better than everyone else - Just a constant feeling of over the top happiness - Everything needs to be clean Depressive state - Sit in bed all day - No motivation for anything (literally look at my screen with complete numbness) - Feeling that everyone hates me when they dont including family. - Wanting to kill myself - Everything I do is an ABSOLUTE chore I do not know what's wrong with me, I need to get some help but I am too scared to go to the doctor and explain what's happening to me when I don't even know what I am going through. 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My college professor seems to enjoying picking and making fun of me in class. I pay thousands of dollars to attend this university so the last thing I want to deal with is my professor's sarcastic comments to the class about my life. Here is the backstory, because you need to know. I am 24, and 80% through my MET degree. I took time off because I got arrested at 18, went to jail for a little, and was thousands in debt with fines. After time off to pay my debts, financially and to society, with a year to enjoy myself, I went back to school part-time, had a kid and then went back full-time while still working. Life is a bitch, I know. After transferring from a community college to a legit university my current GPA is a 3.87. The only reason it's not a 4.0 is because A-'s don't count as a 4, so I was a little upset about that fact. So first day in my Engineering Statistics class we go over the grade break down, how X is this and X is that. One student asks does an A- affect the GPA differently than a normal A. I take the initiative to answer because I dealt with the same issue and said yes, it matters, I could have had a 4.0 but I fucked that up with one class. Immediately everyone stares at me and I guess that put a target on my back and I become the butt of jokes because I'm that guy trying to show off my GPA. I legit was answering the students question and came off uppity. Oh well. Next class, they(instructor) are making jokes about GPA's and other topics I brought up in discussion that come off as them aiming their shots at me. I brush it off, oh well. The instructor comes up with an example of frequency and asks everyone what kind of car they drive. He goes around the room asking everyone and one student rolls his eyes saying, ""as long as no one here drives a Mercedes."" I'm like oh fuck, I drive a Mercedes. So it's my turn, I say Mercedes, and once again everyone focuses on me and calling me out. I pull my key fob out and shut them all up, the teacher is sarcastically like, ""good for you."" I don't like the attention and I don't like lying. So after that, they keep making Mercedes jokes. Today's class, more GPA jokes, more Mercedes jokes, and now the teacher is asking everyone their age for another example. He gets to me, he's like ""Do you mind me asking how old you are?"" I'm like yea whatever, I'm 24, he's like ""You are 14."" He writes my age down as 14 for his example like an asshole. I brush it off, oh well. After getting everyones age, I'm the ""super senior"" in the room. So now there are GPA, Mercedes, and Super Senior jokes being thrown out. Here is where my question is asked, what the hell should I do, I want to tell this dude to fuck off and eat my dick, and the other half wants to report him. I don't pay thousands of dollars to come to class for him to pick on me. Yes, I have proof, the whole class is recorded online for people on their webcams so that we can go back and re-watch if we want. I dread going to class because I know I will be the target of his hate or whatever his issue is. He doesn't know my whole story, and I am proud of myself for how far I have come, I don't need to feel bad about myself for caring about my GPA, my age, and the car I drive. He mentioned he taught an ethics class, yet he is acting very unethical. In the real world I wouldn't care and lose sleep because I could tell the guy to fuck off. However he is my professor, 6 years older than I am, I can't tell him to eat my dick and suck on my ass because it ""might"" hurt my grade. What do I do?",3.4347082931533244,4.219358730874319,4.806007714561236,86.17004339440695,72.34699453551913,8.036258437801349,25.41851494696239,8.313332769828598,1.3944019286403089,2749,81,599,42,51,918,289,732,0.116,0.7609999999999999,0.123,-0.6131,5,0,0,0,0,0,108.0,3,5,7,6,33,41,8,2,45,3,52,14,6,10,3,92,109,46,0,13,4,0,1,8,0,5,2,3,2,3,24,44,2,1,12,7,7,23,10,13,3,9,15,8,94,28,98,85,6,100,1,2,2,8,56,42,11,7,42,388,118,37,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636777594156012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540600789353835,0.3406303815140305,0.0,0.0,0.18678185958796933,0.050704671691437136,0.29614987796824715,0.06706841637015562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200925634428476,0.06945573377757698,0.12383084619782975,0.0,0.0,0.2092444071851213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697144842869368,0.0,0.0,0.0391640172817264,0.062607072069888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344699420481806,0.0,0.0,0.053142778042217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242781631776694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34816462641794305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030705494708360363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051654521495864886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22456525489235904,0.06345490648439654,0.0,0.10353799403650817,0.05093509042882845,0.04856908580074448,0.0,0.06689785232156745,0.12025894218283945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059955533196389264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500971880528825,0.0,0.0,0.12676682942654915,0.0,0.05397712163372777,0.0,0.0632380291925451,0.1334963140411114,0.04950076950829421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578682823965604,0.23734592229715065,0.12172920705679788,0.0,0.05374165707122228,0.0,0.06793819838376114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216076237133219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442195781888126,0.061317156108464874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900568920289462,0.0,0.0,0.06458406138185416,0.0,0.0594997580155742,0.0,0.0,0.06372297629558409,0.06467248131887875,0.16460127729495447,0.046185768673290335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576163493768544,0.0,0.042100591113948094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104760447225178,0.13605671413182774,0.0,0.0,0.06912084338892432,0.0,0.0624376711056369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057765469337493026,0.09658540659424622,0.0,0.06145916394725101,0.0,0.05528375805714203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077105198499566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048496816795289915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565929344631288,0.0,0.15923473665982654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0403444503265702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082103213817904,0.0,0.05756228071845501,0.0,0.06747014867784837,0.0412297795275015,0.0660537504841652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050106296179191635,0.1432738932454302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638031254751356,0.168884155969938,0.0,0.1355994902335747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044210121603718025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821264580484323 anxiety,A1phacentauri,2018/02/01,"Anyone else experience severe paranoia over friendships? Hi everyone! This is my first time posting here. I’ve struggled with depression and anxiety for a whole decade now. My usual symptoms amplified after I started attending college and I’m trying to use my available resources. Things have been on and off however, I’ve been experiencing a new symptom... For some context, I don’t have a lot of close friends. I seem to attract people and I’m good at making friends in class, but I haven’t been able to make those into long term friendships outside of those classes. Of course, I’m not asking for everyone I meet to be best friends, but it would be cool to have people who also want to hang out. So I only have maybe 3 or 4 people in my circle. Anyway, long story short, sometimes my friends do minor things that make me feel horrible. It makes me pretty angry, and sometimes I just think of those things randomly and they trigger very paranoid thoughts such as “your friends aren’t your friends, they’re your enemies”, “they don’t actually like you as much as you like them”, “if you move out they’ll cut off all ties with you” and “they don’t respect you”. My therapist taught me to make those thoughts and emotion/behavior chart things (?). But it just happens all the time and I haven’t been able to process it. I did mention to one of my friends how I was feeling, and she at least heard me out, but I still can’t shake the random anger and paranoia. Anyone else experiencing this? Is there something else I can try to ease myself out of the patterns? 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My main issue right now is I overthink events and the things people say and how they act. If they say one off-putting thing I am thinking about it for the rest of the night. If I have anxiety while they’re around, i begin to think it’s because they’re around. I work myself up until I’m convinced my family, my parents, my friends, and my S.O. don’t care about me anymore. I can’t tell the difference anymore between real problems in relationships/friendships and my anxiety making things seem worse than they are. Currently in counselling but I’m getting worse and worse every day. I have social anxiety and generalized anxiety and lately feeling like maybe depression too (New for me). Is there anyone out there on the big wide web that understands/can relate. I just don’t want to feel so alone. 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I'm supposed to go the first 3 days on 5mg and then continue w 10 but is there anything I should know as a heads up starting out? 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Effexor withdrawal! Hey guys I’m desperate for some help! I’ve been very slowly tapering off Effexor after being on it for 9 years. I was on it for neuropathic pain, anxiety/depression. After a decade of therapy my psychiatrist and I agreed I was ready to start going off it. I managed to reduce 150 mg to 37.5 mg very slowly over the course of 9 months with no issue. I was excited to finally go off it completely as planned, I followed instructions and Took my final dose 5 days ago. Instead of celebrating I’m absolutely devastated by the withdrawal symptoms. Horrible irritability, anxiety, fits of crying, nausea, night sweats and nightmares. I don’t understand why this is happening!? I’ve tapered so slowly and done everything by the book. Why is this happening? Does anyone know how long I can expect to experience this? Can anyone offer any advice? I’m devestated. 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Okay so, I went out with my parents last night and after I got home at about 9pm and I wasn’t tired. Fair enough, 6am rolled around an I still wasn’t tired. It’s 4pm and I still haven’t slept and I’m still not tired. I have a sore throat and have had problems eating since Christmas. Idk I’m probably just being dumb but I’m actually really freaked. 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My boyfriend keeps having coughing fits where he can't breathe and gets extremely panicked and sometimes passes out and last night at 12 am he text me saying he was having another panic attack and it was really bad, I'm so scared that he's died. Idk what to do about it, how can I stop thinking like this? 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PLEASE HELP. I humped a child when I think I was a teen. And the guilt is killing me. Hey guys. I feel really bad about past mistakes. Recently I started suffering from severe anxiety. And it's making me feel intensely guilty about my childhood actions. Please don't judge, I was not in a right state of mind. When I was really young. I was hyperactive. I use to read my mum's magazines and it had articles on sex and pictures of attractive women in underwear etc. So I think that's where my sexuality heightened as a child. I don't remember having a phone at that time and watching porn. but I use to always hump. Sometimes in bed. Whoever was next to me. I didn't realize what I was doing. In the neighborhood there were kids around 7, 8 idk. I think I was about 12. We use to find secret places and hump each other. We were naked sometimes. What is making me guilty is that there was a kid who was a neighbor. He was around 5 or 6. I'm not sure. He acted crazy and didn't seem to understand what was going on. I brought him inside my house and I was dry humping him in the living room. There was no force or aggressive action, or any malicious intent. I don't know where was my mind. Why was I so sexually active. I can vaguely remember how old I was. Probably 12-14. But as a kid I was very very strange. Acted weird. Always doing stupid things. Screaming. As a child I was isolated due to speech problems and got along mostly with kids half my age. At home there was no sex education. At our house we would never speak about things like sex. Later on as I got to have a phone. I was watching porn and stuff. And nobody was moderating what I was doing. I am not blaming my parents. But i feel really really guilty. How could I take advantage like that. And hump a kid. My anxiety makes this guilt feel a 100 times worse. Because later on in life. I realized that I was a crazy kid and mad to do such things. I am now more rational. I tutor people math. I help my mum at home. I'm very generous to the needy. And the person I was in the past was like someone totally different and stupid and crazy. I saw the kid later in school. When I visited for something. He seemed normal and he doesn't seem to remember me or anything. I moved out from that neighborhood and now living in a another town. I developed an anxiety disorder recently due to some traumatic events and the past is killing me. I am waiting to get admitted for therapy at the hospital. But there is a waiting list. Please help me. I feel really bad. I am 21 now",0.7650477376504767,3.2527836868884563,2.8318937911403665,88.54943352309793,88.84344422700588,6.854308248828797,21.441054379410545,8.00094639256281,1.3965783431180694,1988,70,409,48,66,667,224,511,0.203,0.715,0.08199999999999999,-0.9962,2,0,1,0,0,0,67.0,4,0,0,1,24,21,6,2,25,0,52,11,0,9,3,84,85,38,2,5,11,3,6,3,1,1,1,3,5,13,19,28,0,2,22,1,0,8,12,15,0,1,34,12,66,6,49,49,6,62,0,1,3,10,38,27,0,9,29,269,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785198093973166,0.0,0.0,0.052244808162027805,0.08055952082786294,0.17631670525502752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06322184941412236,0.13678414865470098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282942142651932,0.04683285907298052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133988924149734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026757690623247,0.08805008391994291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568210768725228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23307540621932896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021823570542256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04013879341448226,0.0,0.04366239884279842,0.0,0.12289070203047113,0.0,0.0,0.0760705373934815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448600494457332,0.0,0.15412694043764574,0.0,0.0,0.1772954536373034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999477892438833,0.0,0.04222195940205691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426498859062928,0.11260097292710185,0.0,0.13567881312927105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384730846795575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514618478912642,0.0,0.0,0.08165465131138266,0.0,0.0,0.059253507287457916,0.0,0.08170609465201667,0.0,0.07527387959467198,0.0,0.0,0.08061672526184714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530698736248178,0.0,0.2200194091981447,0.053261978402438764,0.06708213377427295,0.08026757690623247,0.2529980234551509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283220463879946,0.07351280107975851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768475163756915,0.0,0.24608583959384694,0.0,0.1517142469052363,0.0,0.2610891121552061,0.06560960420646389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775274826737345,0.0,0.20982049774614325,0.0,0.08679233249085729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650950356043977,0.05914496706790717,0.1519671928823088,0.0,0.05437835206836366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794822060542776,0.0,0.0,0.0724082800221788,0.0,0.05776413672734468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785805666517764,0.0,0.15312078893164027,0.14768239162794788,0.0,0.0,0.08959656347752354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997933117744406,0.0,0.19906087276334836,0.0,0.19017028461898247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932417055742608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829299725685686,0.05457550186445105,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PM_ME_WORKING_PAPERS,2018/02/01,"finally worked up the nerve to use some resources available to me for help used up the free resources (campus counselling in a few different forms and a few different doctors), anxiety is now worse than ever haha ",18.88894736842105,10.034645789473686,15.998421052631581,48.04394736842106,51.631578947368425,19.410526315789475,61.684210526315795,14.554592549557764,8.349915789473686,172,9,26,4,1,54,31,38,0.107,0.6920000000000001,0.201,0.6369,2,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,4,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,20,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201724324758672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.579120748197096,0.0,0.2836724298683917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506959750571909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036017747076529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576627121806735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787332819167492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176683719940147,0.0,0.2824371987891886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,confusioncus,2018/02/01,"HELP - For you and me Hi guys, I have a small wip idea for all of us suffering from anxiety. I'm looking at starting a podcast/blog of short stories that help us deal with our anxiety without talking about anxiety. If you have suggestions for it or would like to contribute, please share and tell me how you feel about this idea. Do you think it could work or help us on days our nerves and atoms are totally out of our control? Would it help you? Even if its momentary. Let me know. Hugs.",1.9686597938144321,4.304662824742271,2.790938144329896,92.32970618556705,80.54639175257732,7.178969072164946,25.1639175257732,8.238735603445708,1.5840564948453602,382,15,82,8,10,120,66,97,0.087,0.7140000000000001,0.2,0.9259,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,6,5,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,2,2,22,14,8,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,15,3,15,10,2,7,0,1,1,1,22,5,0,4,3,57,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424317978416224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734978344908932,0.1191306775043824,0.0,0.0,0.0962270026521508,0.15382719415057267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855066760710583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544419407953924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773966451307355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000446835182045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3368759929644573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200097345018917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152575584579694,0.0,0.07289563315885123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529738361522874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637858948131896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056103948602086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992797071503497,0.13041462112748328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095606646765852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5384376000742269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383146599748398,0.0,0.10862541138745392,0.0,0.0,0.21198657489114925,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CoraxTechnica,2018/02/01,"Anxious feeling from cold beverages Hello redditors. This is my first post in this subreddit. I have anxiety attacks and other issues and have had for a while, but lately something new has come up in the past year. Whenever I drink cold beverage, as I'm drinking, I start to feel first that anxious/nervousness swell in my chest. It's hard to describe physically as tightness isn't exactly accurate nor is tingly, but it's where my anxiety appears to originate from mentally. This feeling swells into almost panic if I'm chugging and I get so upset or nervous I have to stop. I have no explanation for this behavior and my research has been a dead end. Am I the only one this happens to? Is anyone aware of a medical reason this could happen? I will mention it in my next appointment but I was curious if I'm alone here. As a side note, cannabis seems to prevent this entirely if im still under the effects when I drink...",4.449903147699756,6.275289587570622,5.8073809523809565,75.94487288135595,71.20338983050848,9.35092816787732,33.54681194511703,9.784248007369934,3.6625015334947526,735,37,128,19,14,247,112,177,0.191,0.77,0.039,-0.9806,0,1,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,1,3,7,0,16,5,1,3,1,27,29,18,1,4,7,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,6,3,3,6,3,0,2,3,4,0,3,3,7,15,0,21,24,0,26,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,7,14,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438245975369648,0.14933425473954412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22060533141579064,0.3257805534501237,0.0,0.10081890781851913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403353598967968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420433935174124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512159249648775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237451229181562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770689124263476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871584924205148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452907890149015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533176006513988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550081882337171,0.0,0.12916323706937907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574671018887112,0.15049377436128658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264922425483966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525324032329995,0.1453065899233143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392567098594471,0.15334451772445545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770484754120733,0.10966071614890503,0.0,0.1691723859038093,0.0,0.0,0.1376428132940034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809129574857626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824825752166376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126243589954514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100220233856407,0.0,0.0,0.10205630569038653,0.0,0.11514793005468155,0.12054679412981567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285170515977399 anxiety,starperplexed,2018/02/01,"Telling my husband about my anxiety/depression issues X-posted to r/marriage. Looking for advice and/or support. I'm a 27 year old woman. I have a few issues that I've been struggling with including: Anxiety (complete with anxiety attacks) - I've had anxiety as long as I can remember. The anxiety attacks are relatively new as my anxiety has gotten much worse in the past few years. Anxiety's close friend, social anxiety - Also have had this as long as I can remember. I have a hard time talking to people - even family sometimes - ESPECIALLY outside of ""small talk"" (aka easy, predictable conversation). Depression - This is fairly recent. I've had my ""down days"" as I believe everyone has once in a while. For the past two-ish years, this has gotten so bad that I go through several series of consecutive ""bad days,"" have thoughts of self-harm, generally feeling worthless and having a ""what's the point?"" kind of attitude, crying almost every day, sometimes several times a day. My husband (37) and I have been together for 8 years now, married for 4. I've talked to him briefly several times throughout the years about my anxiety. Due to my friend, social anxiety, I'm not so great when it comes to communicating verbally, so maybe I didn't make myself clear - because he has never taken it seriously. He kind of has a ""just get over it"" attitude about it. Any time I mention it to him, he kind of just dismisses it like it's not a big deal. When my depression began to be a real issue, I tried to talk about it to him. I cried. Admittedly, I didn't bring it up at a great time - he was going through some stuff of his own. All he said to me was, ""Things will change."" That was almost two years ago, and things have gotten so much worse. I think about sitting down and having a serious discussion with him. But I get this overwhelming anxiety about it. I start running through what I would say through my head and end up playing the ""what if"" game. Especially since he's seemed fairly unconcerned about it in the past. I'm scared that instead of receiving the support I desperately need right now, I'll be dismissed. That he'll tell me that counseling would be a waste of money. That he'll think that I'm a weak, worthless person who doesn't deserve any help. I'm also scared that my anxiety will mess with that brain to mouth filter and I won't be able to communicate the gravity of the situation. I SUCK at talking. I'm a bit better at writing. I thought that maybe I should write him a letter. My husband is not a fan of written communication. This sounds ridiculous, so let me elaborate. I've written to him before, though not about something this serious. Love letters, texts about smaller issues, etc. He gets annoyed that I can't just say it to his face (anxiety!). He is a very vocal person and I think that me having a problem vocalizing something is a foreign concept to him. I can't even give this guy Christmas presents without having an anxiety attack (literally what happened this year. I had to just leave them where he'd see them. Should also mention that he's never witnessed me having an anxiety attack.) So I'm not sure if I should approach him and risk not getting my point across. Or write a letter spelling it all out and have him reject it just because it's written communication. (Not to mention the overwhelming anxiety I'd have to go through waiting for him to read it....or respond to it....or wondering if he'll ever read it....or read it, but pretend he never did...) If you've made it this far, thank you. I've gotten to the point where I'm getting scared. I don't want this to get any worse. I want to get help. I want to be able to express how awful I feel and how serious my situation is. If anyone here has been in a similar situation or can offer advice, I'd greatly appreciate it. PS - It's late, so I might fall asleep before I get a response, but I promise I'll be back in the morning.",4.130128741911648,5.7931880832232485,5.4070290844770845,79.14941831045833,71.73447820343459,8.513973535140947,30.79616237153796,9.078989729785768,2.756839616684952,3077,136,574,64,59,1026,301,757,0.149,0.809,0.042,-0.9933,0,0,2,0,0,0,134.0,0,1,2,1,39,45,7,7,37,1,62,7,5,4,8,84,123,42,0,15,23,3,3,1,2,12,1,4,0,4,51,17,0,1,12,6,1,9,18,28,0,1,26,9,68,17,81,77,10,76,0,7,2,1,73,25,1,13,42,369,119,3,0.09059886682959674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853216411400126,0.040155214510808064,0.0,0.09072167815064193,0.0,0.0,0.10867782160673922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924155043174731,0.0,0.5198091385847856,0.0,0.0,0.031674417107915916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20613858059148996,0.0,0.03483246812882868,0.07564626948551766,0.0552282283110426,0.0,0.07709296275014041,0.051036949074063816,0.0,0.04006366763597949,0.049455248838567806,0.0,0.0,0.050569149113020594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792079406233752,0.03902145080089375,0.04749559407762901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951860101726784,0.1168575480956822,0.04670172675921077,0.11704900686676745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040121852421331684,0.0,0.05052084262193809,0.059839697082685515,0.040975930965191934,0.03816672640051039,0.04328554989241106,0.0,0.0,0.0427042742771409,0.0,0.04580950926040657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699964597723402,0.0,0.1893366743525376,0.043455344260572584,0.07723413580644785,0.0,0.0,0.14982835578259082,0.0,0.04485356104742642,0.04005813936502993,0.0,0.04057939462415644,0.0,0.046490287570439694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060726510693728926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891233572910566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151716711066373,0.0,0.0,0.05109973399632902,0.04796555926443562,0.0,0.04632173979714492,0.0,0.02213101500370609,0.0,0.0,0.0801771461641177,0.038040115114591655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040884507264817516,0.04286341919156023,0.03023772356024315,0.0,0.09101873904569543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805554024299825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660059155897745,0.03358895589003637,0.10481314701294044,0.043750475070648734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047534135183928856,0.048242418173187716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297303047964707,0.0314049233992293,0.07910743595440431,0.0,0.0,0.12846781994350065,0.0,0.04338433529141584,0.0,0.0,0.04334543995584828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593507625445844,0.05156067253412317,0.0,0.0,0.044727725532746516,0.0,0.10263085492435252,0.03868546862433871,0.043090134643346434,0.07204785527514337,0.13605790619479916,0.0,0.03609778349417897,0.04123890285309716,0.04725718849096626,0.15352639736290807,0.0,0.03747215943214973,0.1527553833902754,0.0,0.09235413534844078,0.0,0.0697474339455823,0.0896045959014975,0.0,0.03206317212589852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04735680336661628,0.05185701346545385,0.0,0.1028105204330806,0.04269417989667372,0.0,0.0,0.1820498433338727,0.07918740291576781,0.0417056321175262,0.0,0.0,0.060189861404116085,0.08707814346374942,0.04450646333225346,0.0719253802710713,0.1320723195628129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030755341755743633,0.0,0.08850192836228457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03737677670766181,0.08015633848769264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043667037297814515,0.04912530319389228,0.0,0.0,0.13849197806563696,0.06435883558726778,0.0,0.0,0.2041994494320615 anxiety,sjwoah,2018/02/01,"Looking for Encouragement or Advice Hi there, I’m not sure if this is the appropriate place to post. I’ve just been a follower on this subreddit for quite some time and have always enjoyed the unity of its members. After years and years of struggling with anxiety intertwining with some unfortunate events of the past year and a half, I feel like I’ve finally lost my war. Today was, what I feel is, the final straw that broke my camel’s back. I’m fighting so hard for a family that seemingly doesn’t want to be fought for. I’m working so hard at a job that demands more than I can give. I’m struggling so hard to manage my health, physically and mentally, to seemingly no avail. My mother lost her job, leaving me to support her. I’m behind on payments for multiple things. I recently took a hit in income, as my job no longer honors bonuses and incentives that were a huge portion of my income and will no longer allow overtime, another huge portion of my income (poor planning and dependence, I know.). This morning, I received my eviction notice. I’ve spent the day throwing my hands up and giving up locked in my bedroom. I have a wonderful and supporting significant other, the one thing going right for me lately, though I feel I cannot trouble him with the majority of my life due to his own profound struggles. I have a good support unit of best friends, but again I feel unable to share my struggles due to the nature of their own and the fear of being judged or looked at differently. I’m drowning with no savior in sight. All I’ve thought about today is how wonderful it would be to go to sleep and never wake up ever again. I’m not sure how to improve or find positivity again, or how to mentally move forward from this all. Any and all advice or kind words are appreciated. Thank you. 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Ive been living with an axienty disorder for my whole life. Recently i have been listening to binaural beats, this one scared the christ out of me. Their pfp was a satanist and that just made my axienty go to the roof. In this case I feel like vomiting, is it normal to vomit when your scared or anxious?",4.295454545454547,5.833494000000003,5.112545454545458,81.9188181818182,71.12121212121212,9.522424242424243,28.35151515151515,9.888512548439397,2.7731006060606056,268,10,52,7,5,87,54,66,0.188,0.777,0.035,-0.8767,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,2,5,0,7,3,0,1,0,10,11,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,4,2,8,1,8,7,2,5,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748577162296598,0.0,0.17011975983403338,0.2492877596452608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27884081790997806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032444284642427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301888124639995,0.17381228415341446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827197503079314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718487152862273,0.11886321205175265,0.0,0.21483676983442404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302146414783231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383805809034729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486515831188045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23280352121607226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24022762280451815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48716788792084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716337539022712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rachey56,2018/02/01,"I'm too anxious to talk When I talk to people I am nervous around I start mispronouncing words and stuttering a bit. I'm so embarrassed I also Close my eyes when I talk cause I don't want to look at them. It's weird. I need to stop doing this and maybe figure out a way to have a normal Conversation. I feel very alone. Any advice Would be wonderful ",0.4332267884322718,2.7821186849315085,2.6062100456621025,90.8241400304414,88.17808219178082,5.984170471841705,17.700152207001523,7.3871296695380915,0.3625476407914765,276,7,60,5,9,93,53,73,0.245,0.7020000000000001,0.053,-0.8540000000000001,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,2,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,15,14,6,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,10,0,8,12,1,9,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,1,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948457909908846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220276466993197,0.0,0.1714354547075705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578221913598782,0.0,0.0,0.2421825111361376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19083902721651025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340417652921606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22022197776426344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839434302989563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002084515633904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536830630916265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895620213104733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21004179355494654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862049800240293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173559089160982,0.0,0.0,0.1792269366761903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169190454679519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768816658904392,0.12644381469162047,0.17016074247926602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248033221996264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228571129183585,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,typicallybrandy,2018/02/01,Does anyone else freak out when they have an unexplained bruise? Like if I know where it came from that's fine but if I find a huge bruise and have ZERO recollection if how if got there? 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Hello! I pre-apologize if this is not the place for this question, I posted this in a travel subreddit as well! I have generalized anxiety, panic disorder and OCD and I am on medication which has reduced my anxiety tenfold, but I still get the occasional bad day or bad week and I have between 0 and 10 panic attacks a year (thank goodness for meds! that number used to be much higher...) So I have a trip planned for the UK, the south of France, and the northern part of Italy for this coming May and I had some questions for any travelers (OR people who live in one of these countries!) out their with anxiety disorders! The thing that calms me the quickest is having a contingency plan, ie knowing EXACTLY what I can do if I have a panic attack. Just knowing there are resources available is enough to squash an oncoming panic attack sometimes. Sometimes when I am on the edge of a panic attack, having someone tell me ""We will go to the hospital right now if you need it, just say the word"" will ease my fears because one of my biggest triggers/points of anxiety is feeling helpless and trapped. I will bring with me my ""emergency meds"" (ativan) but I would like to know what my options are abroad. Have any of you had panic attacks while traveling? What did you do? Are there any places specifically in the Uk, France, and Italy that I would seek help if medication wasn't working? What are the attitudes in these countries towards mental illness (is it a ""real"" thing to them)? Any help or just sharing experiences would be much appreciated! I am from the US and I am 21 if that matters!",4.964439978563775,6.7776826398713865,5.702978295819937,77.25528202036446,69.86816720257235,8.527384780278673,31.92939442658092,9.075114841892004,2.951536870310825,1315,59,230,26,24,428,166,311,0.238,0.6629999999999999,0.099,-0.9952,0,1,0,0,0,0,48.0,2,3,2,3,10,23,5,8,22,0,37,3,0,1,1,48,48,23,0,9,14,0,1,1,0,7,3,1,0,0,20,15,0,0,6,4,2,8,2,16,1,2,4,2,31,7,32,35,5,29,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,13,8,180,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705430182677224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196366105645508,0.0,0.22089993876393635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106314863607886,0.0,0.0,0.1205509031346042,0.044006220311332916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621851040066272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046556436480079566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482072289484353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07459134107216102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061545771833827,0.0,0.0812335733112221,0.036501322213597566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03771618092494074,0.0,0.041027116021323716,0.060549363082405626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677457669930098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902084674315976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03526828043374978,0.0,0.06374489899113997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037314481140627,0.14544721873563746,0.07275031979068251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613559024573868,0.053527807721800165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978353274613904,0.0,0.0,0.5928940749710708,0.0,0.07817449772271097,0.0,0.050047304439447056,0.0,0.1508459121698344,0.0,0.06824267661953315,0.0,0.06913785487169251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173815172230355,0.0,0.0,0.08216777486173474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164967833268047,0.0,0.057408211147759264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061166166975141274,0.0,0.14279507812351255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05765085216805529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309705027957252,0.06646265112293308,0.0,0.0,0.09591936523984156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683541776369197,0.062348792390540565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057906287707008314,0.0,0.06490728254938175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05255502017104005,0.0,0.0,0.15384464708247084,0.0,0.0,0.04648785197594051 anxiety,TechSalesChick,2018/02/01,"Just a place to vent I wanted to post something more eloquent but I just can’t right now. I’m tired, not the “didn’t sleep” tired. Tired of the constant worry, the obsessions, the fears, the guilt. Tired of the silence of the pain that I live in. “Are you okay?” I was asked that so many times today. I don’t even know how to answer that question. I feel guilty for feeling bad, ungrateful. Life is fine, my head is a hard place to reside sometimes. I just feel like life is on hard mode right now. ",0.9749684968496836,3.2154633465346545,1.6602160216021602,99.51347434743477,83.85148514851484,4.4648064806480665,18.09270927092709,5.565023196281405,-0.6176217821782171,382,9,87,2,11,117,65,101,0.377,0.5489999999999999,0.075,-0.9909,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,3,9,1,8,9,2,1,0,13,15,3,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,5,9,3,10,13,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,6,50,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868833371684155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149357203422875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875556353454994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091946947336862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489953242537335,0.20880668595479868,0.09834037036860777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466227077106182,0.0,0.1412731844457066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565128865604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445882540385487,0.06725101366284582,0.0,0.12155140597349755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956001194974074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647404579639095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876392150554131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318349169682411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542044936343328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351123053843958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137753867698026,0.0,0.0,0.10597312487559424,0.13614377610372286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026741987129896,0.6328541863004854,0.13048032810826538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119216423793779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979478126004713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kitty-jelly-beans,2018/02/01,"how to deal with being Paralysed by overwhelming tasks? I have been in a slump for a while with my bipolar and bpd. Now I'm feeling a bit better and want to get back on top, but its so overwhelming, and i cant get started. breaking down tasks seems impossible, many have to be done together or it wont work.",4.462619047619048,4.8134018888888885,5.349325396825396,84.76303571428572,69.7936507936508,8.839682539682537,30.035714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.1407809523809527,241,9,52,4,4,79,49,63,0.0,0.899,0.101,0.4118,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,15,8,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,3,1,10,10,1,9,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,36,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334971209563492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26856411705752553,0.331519953661513,0.0,0.3824513097539481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130619025225101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107513715794725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354049108962525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173014340331646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078653253834382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27644222775093263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493333037542992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791075517441205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22106935083246498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,robbiejoseph,2018/02/01,"Sleep/Nausea Anxiety Hi all, I feel like I’m the only one. Hopefully I’m not. I constantly feel nauseated and occasionally my body will bring me right to the edge of vomiting (clamy, adrenaline rush, shaky type of feeling) and I don’t. It used to happen at work when I’d have meetings and that stopped. Then it would happen on my commute but I seem to have gotten over that too. But now it’s affecting my sleep. I’ll wake up in the middle of the night with the feeling I’m going to vomit. I’m not afraid of vomiting as I just had the stomach flu recently and I handled it well, wasn’t an issue. I’m on Buspar 20mg right before bed every night and Xanax as needed. I’m feeling defeated as things were looking better, I was less anxious but after this stomach flu I’m slipping back into old habits. Does anyone else experience similar? How do you deal with it?",1.5287749546279483,3.9133368563218416,3.714912280701757,84.73973684210529,82.73563218390804,6.651663641863277,23.52571082879613,7.85451343220497,1.4659126436781604,679,25,133,13,19,232,110,174,0.103,0.818,0.079,-0.615,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,7,7,0,2,7,0,10,11,5,3,1,29,32,14,0,3,6,0,5,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,4,3,1,1,5,6,12,4,21,25,2,24,0,1,1,0,4,10,0,3,12,80,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515460230910647,0.17005540995689788,0.0,0.10525367778350096,0.15423519028401525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157478404210176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808945833214452,0.0,0.0,0.133131048625637,0.0,0.16720426284548368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266883780181188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518923311199975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317293190233617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574802366131474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682753747049713,0.0,0.0,0.1472466673541393,0.0,0.0,0.3805610148000278,0.10753825522059024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554934430061344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26622535650575424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950968939585751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711361665967336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354107620309648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264068098073347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116156653582293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825233467466787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795531552548334,0.0,0.1020026378335684,0.1144844150049864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14862965260491035,0.0,0.0,0.25710262232243464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703634002976556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012762820926412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258493441529132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000506491529333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000909701216978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353440358700382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958721819494163,0.0,0.0,0.10693178852106912,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Zukri847,2018/02/01,"I don’t know how to classify myself I’m anxious at work lately. I’m extremely quiet. I’ve been in a relationship for 4 years. I have no real friends outside of my girlfriend. I don’t keep contact with my family. I don’t have a real goal for life right now. I’m working 60 hours weeks at a job I don’t even like but the money okay. I tried to go up the ladder at my company but they just brush me aside. I feel like I’m getting left behind. To be honest, I feel scared to even talk to someone online. 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Any advice or even a push in the right direction would mean a lot. Hey guys, I’ve been struggling with anxiety for the better part of 7 years. I’ve always been able to keep it under control but after having a near death experience in my teens, my anxious nature has been directed towards my health. For the past 9 months I’ve been experience various symptoms, consisting of brain fog, muscle twitches all over my body. sharp nerve pain that seems to come and go affecting everything from my legs, to my wrist and fingers. muscle buzzing (primarily in the feet, feels like a cell phone going off under my foot). This worry of ether a neurological disease or a serious infection such as Lyme seems to dominate most of my days. I constantly make the mistake of self diagnosing using discussion posts of users (on various sites) with similar issues and I realize it’s a recipe for unhappiness. This type of worry feels at times like an addiction that I simply cannot stop coming back to. I live an incredibly charmed life with an amazing family and incredible fiancé. And I realize I’m not hard done by in the traditional sense. But this anxiety surrounding my health is something I’m desperate to manage but more importantly be done with. Any help or advice would be greatly appreciated, and THANK YOU so much for taking the time out of your day to read this. 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Yet when I have even an itch to express my thoughts verbally, Ive preconceived what I have to say will be annoying, or wrong in some way Sorry mods, I don't know how to Untag my post as medication",5.8515625,6.42063103125,7.0593749999999975,72.948125,66.8125,10.15,31.625,10.125756701596842,3.2905125,262,10,46,6,4,89,50,64,0.108,0.7759999999999999,0.116,0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,7,2,1,2,0,11,12,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,10,1,8,8,1,6,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,4,2,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386505122418268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681304495343214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894365830779728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762434285479512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191449198795032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889328579900236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883928798486086,0.25043312539758905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746865588359721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32129501567223223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280843685181124,0.0,0.0,0.2285519845589038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32106248806471216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276966451937143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276579700130293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135838347045052,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LilSebastian4Prez,2018/02/01,"The bratty kid inside my brain Anxiety and panic disorder for me is like having a bratty, violent three year old living in my head constantly screaming at me that it doesn't want things. And I wish so badly I could just get it to shut the hell up but the more I fight it the louder and louder it gets. This week I've started a new medication and my bratty little kid brain is screaming at me that it doesn't want it, and it doesn't want to try it and it's scared beyond belief about carrying on with this. I just don't know how to deal with this little shit after so many years and I'm so sick of it's shit. Anyway I just needed a rant while I have a panic attack here and try to pretend it's not happening.",3.55635761589404,4.00690400662252,5.0685364238410635,85.61843377483444,71.84768211920529,7.894304635761589,22.384768211920534,7.908726449838941,0.8712431788079473,559,11,121,7,10,189,85,151,0.337,0.642,0.021,-0.9943,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,11,13,6,3,8,0,9,7,5,1,0,24,20,14,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,17,10,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,12,0,1,0,2,12,1,16,19,1,18,2,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,10,84,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416555838352005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977812920204485,0.0,0.0,0.12460629230601313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33319470841849075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612717019280912,0.0,0.1191532480653441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153856338331869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103802470496965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15593988407542994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131969395368784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531597632452152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201650939784723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290944400393765,0.29914847391192395,0.13177861484518766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513024461973279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503401316921952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065701677962957,0.0,0.14413359765808126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565986633187811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501938919758723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941182907549289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306378364378447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563040386129313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991461378728739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264365345980268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26407076546423325,0.0,0.11970856500874047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161467663916738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922069008649317 anxiety,its1995,2018/02/01,"Flu anxiety? hi all, first post! (tw death mention, illness mention) so, i feel like i’m getting the flu. i’m terrified i’ll be one of the people who suddenly passes away from complications. i’m pretty healthy with no major health problems. i’ve been feeling terrible all day and now within the last hour my nose clogged and i feel like i’m losing my voice. i’m just really nervous because i have horrible anxiety about dying or at the least becoming sick. i’ve had the flu like three times in my life at most, the worst last spring. i wanna feel better about this situation and i know that the news and media blow things out of proportion for the most part (and i am taking the flu threat seriously! got my flu shot and i use sanitizer religiously at work), but my anxiety just keeps nagging me telling me i’m gonna die. how do you cope with health related anxiety? (sorry for rambling!)",2.5150353243416816,5.014018040462428,4.119026974951833,82.64966441875404,79.57803468208094,7.775080282594732,26.37411689145793,8.680891452615391,2.2747523442517665,703,29,134,17,18,234,111,173,0.275,0.657,0.067,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,7,12,2,1,9,0,6,11,1,2,2,28,23,10,3,2,4,0,4,3,0,1,10,1,0,0,4,9,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,8,0,3,3,6,15,4,17,18,8,18,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,3,12,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347344963462434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13348001023046724,0.0,0.0,0.08660492225664859,0.1569058214837189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564990502280735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162378712323822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29489371620997784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873406668610796,0.2029905374332573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084518417619365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422602745050992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136268413468931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30202881953789523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991092814302253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627888162028209,0.0,0.0,0.07807828913114867,0.2316130102404297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034866995469728,0.20822556425987665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589406669257721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627071887568378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384862071383992,0.0,0.09849386926368027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606436780512085,0.1445368807569008,0.0,0.13594238208817902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101406759419042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969331273000728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15903641098999174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068194141788006,0.0,0.1241759709292495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438539723172086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284251237301174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270338782965418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342909261255886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HallelujahAllie,2018/02/01,"My dad does not understand anxiety at all I'm really frustrated right now with my dad. So I was just diagnosed with Social Phobia and Depression. My psychiatrist prescribed an anti-depressant that is supposedly going to help with the anxiety as well. However, since anti depressants take a while to actually start having an effect, She also prescribed xanax and told me only to use it in cases where I feel like I really need it. She also informed me that it was an addictive drug and to be careful with it. My dad knowing this, has decided to keep the xanax with him because he thinks I'm going to abuse it and is saying I have to ask him for permission each time I'm going to use one. This makes no fucking sense and I know very well that hes going to make me feel bad about having to use it (he is a big reason on why I have these 2 mental illnesses in the first place.) By the way he is an extremely social person and I literally think he is a psychopath. After a while he started to give me all sorts of ""advice"" on how to be social and is telling me he was anxious too at my age. ""I just got over it! You just talk! Its that simple!"" Claims he knows exactly what anxiety is and how it works. The whole time he was constantly comparing himself to me and telling me that I just dont want to talk to people. He was giving me all sorts of scenarios and telling me how to respond to said scenarios, telling me how to start conversations, etc. I think overall he meant well. But he just does not fucking understand anxiety and doesnt realize that what hes doing is not helping me at all. TL;DR: Dad thinks that anxiety = shy and that I can just talk to people and it will go away just like that. Anyone with anxiety knows how hard it can be to say even the most simple thing.",5.130459652706847,5.427712393258426,6.332706843718082,78.48180286006131,68.32584269662921,10.068232890704802,29.945863125638407,10.018931242160765,2.801583146067416,1396,49,278,32,22,471,166,356,0.101,0.825,0.07400000000000001,-0.9357,1,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,1,0,3,23,12,3,0,14,0,29,8,0,12,5,70,71,25,0,2,11,4,3,2,0,1,6,3,0,1,26,20,0,1,18,0,0,5,6,6,3,2,9,6,35,6,42,58,8,31,0,2,0,2,46,13,2,3,14,196,61,1,0.0,0.09444929555464246,0.0777903868057689,0.08690116757660482,0.0,0.07789662130861412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127496188518096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658907564392617,0.09005531308639902,0.0,0.05573861430630518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452280817355389,0.0,0.07489491068413437,0.0,0.06655873451749086,0.04859355274260823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127480311197324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614364648178968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597535943454934,0.08090909468268377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951834958163045,0.0,0.09342544135832724,0.0,0.09244414662897986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889033490889403,0.05265103671101783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061264583109866,0.05694844548085789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780557822745761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739055281919286,0.0,0.15293987352856064,0.22651949112588016,0.0,0.06375540516742792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140902445128004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686263132146348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085439642920152,0.0,0.0,0.17523722033736105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778894907707927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106420825695565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033401816333058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591076972601445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401697886629316,0.060626885315794625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052875301255237,0.0696041042586593,0.08328525759736702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213500061465793,0.08196034480413196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807621455397836,0.07582726422744507,0.12678520975131352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594111060345248,0.0,0.0,0.2437783548900365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926816160245886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059935794658987435,0.1922158055986592,0.2786978585274041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529591351045818,0.2043127333750597,0.0,0.0,0.09296496987546404,0.0,0.0,0.0761711434900081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597235038899866,0.0,0.20654461869478566,0.0,0.06577326218264007,0.047018000046632535,0.06327409385217926,0.0,0.0,0.21502020184613446,0.0,0.07193043100508413,0.08899900314991849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058033503593413235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Baking_bees,2018/02/01,"Anyone used/using Talkspace? I just signed up for it, since my therapist went on maternity leave and is unsure if she will come back to work. I work a lot of weird hours, so I wanted to give it a shot. Anyone have any experience with it? Good/bad/meh? 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It used to be the worst when I was a teenager/early high school, because at that time I also struggled massively with social anxiety and OCD. Somehow, I was able to conquer my OCD (even though it's still there, it doesn't control me anymore) and my SA. Around the time I was 18, I told myself I'd had enough and wanted to be happy. I started eating better, working out consistently, opening up more, and just became an overall happier person. That continued every year until just recently. I felt like I was untouchable, I had so many friends, and I felt like I actually had a bright future ahead. Now that I'm 21, lately things just have been changing in me and I've started to become so pessimistic about life. I feel like everyone has turned on me for whatever reason, like they don't see my suffering and I blame them for it instead of opening up because I genuinely feel like they do not care. For example, I try to make plans with my friends to go out and do things and they just NEVER give me a straight answer. ""I'll let you know"", ""I'll absolutely let you know as soon as I find out"", then when I ask them about it a few weeks later, it's the same old ""I'll let you know"". My love life has been very frustrating lately as well. Everyone that has developed an interest in me seems to ghost me after a few days, and it just gives me the loneliest feeling. I've also started smoking cigarettes again and I'm afraid I won't be able to quit this time if I keep going, and I can't afford the addiction. I have been smoking weed and getting high on a daily basis, which I would normally have no problem with, but I feel like I get high to numb my pain rather than just to enjoy it like I used to. On top of all this, I just don't feel any motivation for anything. I'm in school and I make good grades, and I work almost full-time, but other than that, I just don't have any motivation to leave my house anymore. I don't even know why I'm posting this, I just felt I needed to share this to anyone.",5.668611111111113,5.149330120370372,6.425833333333338,81.05250000000002,67.24074074074075,9.514814814814816,31.42592592592593,8.959647251330699,2.3842759259259267,1660,58,345,25,24,549,204,432,0.097,0.778,0.124,0.9078,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,3,5,11,31,30,1,3,13,0,33,7,0,8,2,78,76,32,1,7,14,0,9,8,2,2,5,0,0,1,21,28,1,2,20,0,0,2,10,10,1,0,15,11,57,20,48,53,7,53,0,2,2,1,18,21,0,4,37,231,78,7,0.15060562529854593,0.0,0.07348468258437409,0.08209118090032086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540488939949623,0.0,0.0,0.12043926413893345,0.06265797250674325,0.0,0.0,0.10241698968996152,0.0,0.1152128911276636,0.0,0.1493603113574219,0.05265347748197514,0.0,0.061967798594890586,0.06703546838124202,0.07039796469457442,0.0,0.0,0.05790321476206554,0.0,0.09180779131111844,0.08316604032960145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659921837012081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677623616531418,0.0,0.07966039098629768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445850751428564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856408451252221,0.0,0.06485820219252653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705357670799333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780793517735758,0.0,0.0994735951142088,0.0,0.06344586744069075,0.1439101290350431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284521880309848,0.2151853776114161,0.21690752760379534,0.0,0.06882540653595944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635753251225005,0.0,0.07868522320053949,0.1444746391196391,0.08559264756516062,0.06316042653246287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016124431526253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868466792578685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688933544810233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693259983791668,0.0,0.0,0.1655378259734277,0.0,0.1698897052560575,0.0797348057277787,0.0,0.2310066835665941,0.10637720708584657,0.2943132045475712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679637284340656,0.0,0.10053042435862583,0.07634523278256156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055836081420961435,0.0580781713862656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378076809528951,0.0,0.0,0.15803526915774965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012750190187856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0657515114404592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211927889798905,0.0,0.0,0.07205462183836636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009381045892694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742383306918897,0.07435244289214926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242093325272307,0.06000659219345065,0.06855285246004587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676173438912524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598991551238152,0.0,0.06013692345431796,0.0,0.0,0.15744569954907184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005568535917272,0.0,0.07398463109464781,0.059782021837726164,0.13172902687490726,0.0,0.0,0.07195506451752155,0.0,0.051125666782413835,0.08190783641541301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300749048610491,0.0,0.06213270678417149,0.04441554992914175,0.0,0.060403374111608364,0.0,0.06770627207593671,0.0,0.06794907581271772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964268892168166,0.0,0.0,0.05349295756279999,0.0,0.0,0.04849254244643896 anxiety,rain_on_sun,2018/02/01,"How can i help my girlfriend with her anxiety? The question is pretty straightforward, I want to know what I can do as a partner to help her through her anxiety as well as what she can do to help herself in order that she can live an as-close-to-healthy-life-as-possible. She has been suffering from severe anxiety (hard to define her particular case, she clearly exhibits hypochondria, major OCD, and possess an irrational fear of people becoming fed up with her, thinking she's insane, and sending her to a psychiatric ward) for as long as she can remember. She often panics that something is wrong with her body (mostly with her respiratory system, like a lump in her throat, fearing it will get blocked and she'll asphyxiate for example). She also fixates a lot on her fingers, lips, eyes, chest, and imagines either her skin becoming swollen or changing color despite my insistence to her that her skin looks the same as always. She has also panicked about getting a stroke out of nowhere on some occasions, and that there is a tumor in her brain on others. In addition to her anxiety/hypochondria/OCD, she has sinusitis, allergies to cats, dogs, cattails, and seasonal allergies, which really does not help her hypochondria... at all. And on top of that, her mother has anxiety (not as bad but still bad) and, in the most unhelpful way possible, constantly shoves anxious thoughts in her head whenever she goes out with friends or with me (ex: ""you can't go to the mountains, you'll get pneumonia!"" ""you can't drive to LA or the beach because the car could break down!""). There's been plenty of times I just want to slap some sense into her and make her realize that her over-protectiveness and negativity is doing more harm than good to my girlfriend's anxiety. So yeah, she lives in a very unhealthy environment full of fear and anger. We're hoping to move into a place of our own toward the end of this year. Fingers crossed. So now that I've explained in great detail the kind of anxiety and health and lifestyle that she is dealing with at the moment, I just want to know (A) What can I do to help/support her? and (B) What can she do to help herself? Any and all advice, suggestions, resources are welcomed and needed. I will answer additional questions if necessary. All we want is to be in a better place. We live in separate cities currently and it's tough because I wish I was there for her more often. Thanks in advance. 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I have tried meds and I cannot tolerate any SSRI's so far or SNRI's. I try to take melatonin, tried to get to bed earlier, but no matter those changes or my anxiety level I never tend to rest enough (even in lower periods of anxiety). I also have constant body aches everyday for about 6-7 years. I have quit caffeine months ago because it stopped being enough to make me feel awake/it increased my anxiety. Another weird side note is an hour or two before bed I suddenly am feeling less fatigued. Any advice would be appreciated, Thanks. TLDR: I am constantly exhausted and I have GAD advice would be appreciated!",3.302645833333333,5.6430248062500015,4.942500000000003,78.62583333333338,75.9375,8.016666666666666,28.166666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.601091666666667,659,28,117,15,15,222,107,160,0.168,0.706,0.126,-0.6127,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,2,0,17,5,2,1,1,18,27,10,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,2,3,16,2,15,20,6,25,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,3,18,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35789177686572765,0.21643691066811205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09762904707503492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604008965365913,0.12801377334213385,0.2801775198139255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442014233355593,0.0,0.10388291343457486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560574140323536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12914672166454855,0.0,0.0,0.3957822840982639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399167146210848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228698034816066,0.0,0.08063410524432697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185185201679274,0.08721550862536742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384300998580599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378288189384422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12088051706155845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202263210348222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059643169333120236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149077962531989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560574140323536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097444803233326,0.0,0.0,0.09052236345855176,0.09415727618131033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323709283404584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754985743712152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298493883638029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641037042999161,0.0,0.0,0.10206613951426348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179057956562194,0.0,0.0,0.11239683666175634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486572878734145,0.0,0.1192565162224928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344730589044574,0.0,0.0,0.2358506958576363 anxiety,empanada98,2018/02/01,"Relationship Anxiety Out of Nowhere Over winter break, I suddenly became very anxious about my relationship. It hit me like a brick out of nowhere. My boyfriend (19yo) and I have been together for over a year. He's my favorite person in the world. We honestly don't have a lot in common, but I have always appreciated his honesty and dedication to his hobbies. When I went home for winter break, I think the separation after a stressful finals week and the judgment my family places on him made me doubt the relationship. These feelings have lingered despite honest conversations with him. When we're together, I feel at ease. The love comes naturally. I hug him and kiss him and tell him I love him without a second thought. I feel a rush of joy whenver I get a text. Nothing has really changed in our relationship. If anything, I've started to prioritize myself and my schoolwork more. I think this is actually better for us. Why is it that when everything is going well for once, I feel like things aren't right? I get physically anxious at the thought of breaking up with him. It genuinely feels like the wrong decision. He is so supportive when I get anxious or stressed. I love listening to him talk about his day or his latest accomplishments. We have a sincere interest in each other's passions and daily lives. I wonder if my love for him is real every morning when I wake up. The worries seem fake, like my mind is playing a trick on me. It feels horrible. Can anyone else relate? What can I do to work on this? TLDR: Relationship anxiety hit me out of nowhere, but there is no legitimate problem. I have the same feelings of love towards him on an anxiety free day and it feels like my anxious brain is just playing tricks on me to make me doubt my love for him.",3.7552258064516133,6.156642797014924,4.933172845450168,78.94167549350026,74.76119402985073,8.024073182474723,30.20943668753009,8.841846274778883,2.7596596051998077,1407,65,254,31,31,463,172,335,0.141,0.598,0.26,0.9959,0,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,4,0,0,3,11,34,2,4,19,0,21,11,2,2,0,49,54,20,0,3,8,0,8,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,12,17,0,0,15,2,1,4,4,9,1,1,5,9,54,26,42,47,4,46,0,0,0,9,37,22,0,9,22,177,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0762507424110622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501650076701887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932448317489166,0.3530916743244338,0.0,0.05463542342875245,0.08006090719332858,0.06430034780396991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910610029358702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722707871176959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265891257659598,0.06730837319112826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007842006894865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527369553961247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583405309959417,0.0,0.07022477525453379,0.0,0.07366090114302631,0.0,0.3160685706674207,0.1674639280781653,0.0,0.0855956029904177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247055729469287,0.0,0.04440723353658263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837809213066621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086971222169305,0.0,0.06899667563262689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642954612988243,0.42313183383525615,0.07393541131810573,0.05215726068791892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889640792579697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497485562526246,0.0,0.0,0.08321368425309844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822648456333624,0.08163685751495504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476685230306854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893736439017362,0.05005676114239616,0.0,0.0,0.4194511404540424,0.0,0.06672883518674899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113327173282273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530598967611755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790120475546275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866929259746296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280380940742514,0.06829545234859209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191095628891562,0.1001344654756645,0.0,0.12406459108609562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398956226596034,0.0,0.0,0.0644714633537703,0.0,0.0,0.06267703633141443,0.0,0.07025482495277648,0.072434068523109,0.07050676814064387,0.0,0.0,0.07532157780573596,0.08473657879542741,0.05688489176383221,0.07935223044508861,0.0,0.0,0.08543088149306258,0.0,0.05031786534146613 anxiety,drueburgendy,2018/02/01,Side effects of meds I started taking Effexor for anxiety and have been so much better no anxiety at all. But I feel so tired! Anyone else experience this and if so is there anything I can do for the tiredness?,2.8796341463414663,5.262269097560979,4.812378048780489,78.81661585365855,77.53658536585365,8.002439024390245,29.76219512195122,8.841846274778883,2.8646536585365863,167,8,30,4,4,57,34,41,0.215,0.716,0.069,-0.6926,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,7,8,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,4,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529283464811097,0.0,0.0,0.20699291771062214,0.3033204418396658,0.24360965407558555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618168293328278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472972998391517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895767439261533,0.0,0.0,0.14968300676847449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288255474666725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21761806572599698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20953343914066785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225797172421836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402459924294967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LatinusExtremis,2018/02/01,"Can't stop worrying about tomorrow I just had an accident in a company vehicle. I scraped the left wing mirror on a bush driving down a narrow road in the dark. The mirror was intact but the back panel of the mirror came off. This was a brand new vehicle, and tomorrow I'm going to have to explain what happened to my boss. This isn't the first incident I've been in either. I don't even want to drive, it's not part of my job description, but no-one else will do it (no-one else was stupid enough I guess). I just want to hide in a corner and die thinking about it. I feel like such a useless stupid idiot. It's past midnight here and I can't sleep from worry.",1.8801558752997642,3.5145600791366896,3.6987230215827367,89.17575839328539,77.70503597122303,7.223261390887291,23.09412470023981,8.07648339933343,1.1492153477218228,517,16,113,9,12,174,86,139,0.207,0.7170000000000001,0.075,-0.9672,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,0,13,0,12,2,1,1,0,18,22,5,1,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,6,1,9,1,17,15,3,22,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,1,8,74,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654054984120486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232841428587352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21128402854933184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34013014314196544,0.0,0.0,0.2103526894788576,0.0,0.13446275252459014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293622807688406,0.1454376819469217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731651502899556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156992765192088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242664594669965,0.0,0.18002523216629335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020218610917852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119040143380825,0.0,0.0,0.09945896582495786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661895327207693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045743659069827,0.1943402648432952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037271480891157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020210017909593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044592386765055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240153664558272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134909978176863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glowsdick,2018/02/02,"My first job So I’m 17, almost 18 and I want to get a job.. but I’m terrified. I’m afraid everything will go wrong and I won’t be able to handle it. I’ll have a panic attack, or get really upset ect. Any suggestions for easy going first jobs? 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My psychiatrist wants me to start Paxil, and maybe add/switch to Buspar depending on how the paxil works. I am terrified to start the new drug because I'm worried about side effects. Does anyone have any advice as I consider starting these?",5.383145539906106,7.785525366197183,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,69.98591549295774,8.11361502347418,28.734741784037556,8.841846274778883,2.4898713615023467,315,12,53,6,6,96,57,71,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.8834,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,0,3,0,7,10,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,10,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,27,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075452226812304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14443260341006248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850814995317455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294710804577792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586407501113994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4926103513957218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133744798001176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051277562639268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263961876710155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.601323441290085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419898840637674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527322913073932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462257828292988,0.2156925342296587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367723103894086 anxiety,crystaltorta,2018/02/02,"I GAVE A PRESENTATION UNPREPARED IN A LANGUAGE I PROBABLY CAN'T EVEN SPEAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh my gosh. Okay, so let me begin by saying that I have A LOT of mental health issues, not just anxiety. When my anxiety is at it's worst, my brain shuts down COMPLETELY, to the point where I cannot even move as I can't process movement; I literally cannot process anything, my brain just turns off. So, because of my mental health issues, I had to take an incomplete in my German class. In the Fall of 2016. Because of my mental health issues, I've also missed an insane amount of German that would have caused me to automatically fail my classes if it weren't for my accomodations. Missing a lot of German = not learning the language well. This is German 5. Since the Fall of 2016, I haven't really done any German. So not only was my German already weak from my attendance issues, but I didn't take German for a year. You could basically say I'm at a German 1 level. One of the things I had to make up for the class was a presentation. Because of all the issues I've been having, I wasn't really able to prepare for it. But another professor took the time out of their day to try and make sure I had something for my presentation, because they didn't want to see me fail. I wasn't going to do the presentation, but I really wanted to do it, since that professor took time out of their day to try and help me. I'm currently withdrawing from a very addictive medication. I'm a mess. I've been in a BAD place lately. Over and over, I truly felt that I could not even go to class today, let alone do a presentation. Not only did I go to my classes... but I did the presentation. I was completely unprepared. It was awful. It's probably the worst presentation I've ever done in my life. My professor is probably so disappointed in me for being in German 5 and speaking so poorly. But I did it. I did it. I spoke for five minutes, in the most awful German. I had no notes, just did it off the top of my head. I didn't run away. I felt awful. But I did it. I have failed myself and others so much because of my mental illnesses. And I probably failed my German presentation today. But to present.... completely unprepared... in German... when I SHOULD be WAY better at German... on such a horrible day like today... that has to be one of my worst fears. And I overcame it. I may have failed the presentation, but I didn't fail myself. Maybe I am finally getting better.",2.6250516795865617,4.556364742798358,4.745478993205094,81.17054694229115,76.46913580246914,7.977720356014931,24.05952722748589,8.775028230273154,1.811703569719591,1899,62,376,42,43,656,186,486,0.185,0.758,0.058,-0.997,1,1,1,0,0,0,99.0,0,1,3,9,19,22,0,1,28,4,53,11,3,3,3,46,77,26,0,7,17,0,2,1,0,3,8,5,0,0,19,9,0,0,3,0,1,11,18,16,1,3,31,8,63,6,61,36,9,66,0,9,1,0,11,28,0,6,27,276,82,15,0.07174738377104595,0.0,0.0,0.07821523862204027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430865170799511,0.07917502210306722,0.05737635688008965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879068128693511,0.07523338765357451,0.10977310440724984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904198357028333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740902883234688,0.0,0.05990606855860115,0.21868269605844887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690946091238425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16018761714586385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370432685931197,0.0,0.0,0.2256773004985254,0.0,0.0,0.1145688956068562,0.0,0.0,0.13881338105807448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468449675147314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216541094525142,0.06489961623615148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073575370245943,0.0,0.0,0.13777747982492747,0.07859575193676817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03748504675631144,0.0,0.12232707484857976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363351486981222,0.2287923416691036,0.0,0.0,0.04809075897179064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744281405073087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093417398980729,0.0,0.0,0.14673312187973564,0.05067729897970783,0.035052147610194234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199411994283935,0.0,0.0,0.09578387158947736,0.0,0.07207989050184087,0.0,0.0,0.07227794094172849,0.289217950705822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625611439463761,0.05274258243150156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723576816029453,0.10913423683763147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496074538853348,0.0,0.06782446846752317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094232586167843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788963372147486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11411279860771514,0.0,0.0,0.05717337570043236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870035454483105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055234641286976964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762106010880134,0.0,0.10789020704749112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047665773716679995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367295290814653,0.0,0.20402439184069632,0.0,0.15942796659648928,0.09742352791715747,0.07804055076300563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919910560499976,0.08463693171755525,0.05694973367163275,0.0,0.0,0.06450951452456781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05096728289794552,0.0,0.0,0.046202962818175465 anxiety,eplock,2018/02/02,"I have my first driving lesson tomorrow... I'm freaking out. Hey guys - I hope you are all well. I'm 17, and I am taking my first driving lesson tomorrow. I have already postponed it a few times due to panic attacks leading up to the lesson, but I have told myself that I am going to do it tomorrow - I have wasted the instructors time enough already. I consider myself a fairly smart person, but I feel like the things that I am worried about are really idiotic, which is why I'm hesitant to ask the instructor tomorrow. My main worry is that I am going to have terrible spatial awareness and either scratch the car against everything I go past, or stay so far away from everything that I will annoy other drivers. I can't seem to comprehend how I am going to manage to stay in the lines (stupid, right?), whilst doing everything else like changing gears, watching traffic lights etc. How easy is it to stay in your lane and make turnings without hitting the pavement, etc? Also - How hard is driving in general (in London, if that makes any difference)? It is something I really want to learn, but I just feel like I'm going put other people in danger. Thanks for reading. EDIT: Speaking of driving, I just saw someone posted that they passed their driving test - congratulations, /u/teabutcoffee! 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I used to work at Walmart as an electronics associate. Loved the people I worked with and it was my first real job. But it also screwed me up! For starters, I was hired in November, the exact week of thanksgiving and BLACK FRIDAY. I was originally told to just help with security and help anyone if asked, but they quickly gave me keys to the game cases and through me into the lion’s den. It was a terrifying night for me, but I felt proud I got through it! Over the two years, there was good days and then there were anxiety attacks. A lot of the time, people would call off sick or just the managers didn’t schedule enough people because of budget restrictions. So I would be left alone in electronics for hours upon hours. They also expected electronics to be helping in fabrics, furniture, toys, sporting goods, and paint; which all wrapped around the two sides of the store. But thankfully only needed to do them if no one else could. Problem is, it seemed that there was hardly ever anyone else that was around. Actually most nights I would close and it would only be a total of 3-4 sales associates on the floor. Due to being alone, I panicked A LOT. Especially because most nights were busy when I was alone. I’d go to cut fabric for one person, they’d turn into 10; before I could get back to electronics, I found out there was always 50 customers angry over there. But I’m done talking about Walmart.. Now I am applying at a small department store where my fiancé works. She works in fabrics and I’d be a cashier. I am getting weird thoughts in my head... Will they like me? Will I like them? Can I still use a the machine to check customers out? Can I still count money? Am I still good at faking being good at talking to people? I gained some weight, will I fit my clothes? What if I go and forgot to brush my teeth and they all think I’m disgusting? I could seriously go on for miles! I’m scared. Even right now, I’m terribly worried because my fiancé gets off work and calls me at 4-4:30, but it is 5:33 and no calls. So I am trying to not think of a hundred awful things that could have happened... 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I’ve always been really paranoid about my health (I have cystic fibrosis which is why) and this lead to a lot of worrying and stress. Two doctors assured me that nothing serious was wrong, and one is sending me for an MRI scan to prove to me that there’s nothing wrong and that it’s all headaches (I’ve had this doctor for nearly 17 years and he knows how severe my anxiety can get, hence why.) During this time, my physical symptoms have gotten really bad. I’ve had; dizziness, nausea, shakiness, fatigue, insomnia, complete loss of appetite, memory issues and tingling in my cheeks. I have managed to calm a lot of these through yoga, unfortunately the coping mechanisms my psychologist has given me haven’t worked. One that keeps persisting is the tingling in my cheeks, which tends to happen at night. I have no numbness in my cheeks, just the tingling. It’s really starting to bug me, and every time this happens I panic even more, which makes the tingling last even longer, and sometimes it can spread to my lips. I’m also currently on holiday with a friend and away from my parents, so I am struggling slightly without having them there because they know how to deal with me when I’m getting myself into a state. Does anyone know how to try and alleviate this tingling? And possibly any other methods if the yoga stops working (I’ve tried mindfulness, grounding, breathing exercises). Thanks in advance.",7.574161922833652,8.360460057347673,7.2629179843980625,72.22222011385202,63.121863799283155,9.718827746152224,37.200295171832174,9.627879704456738,3.7939216107948566,1232,58,196,22,17,389,169,279,0.132,0.8,0.068,-0.9386,2,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,6,15,16,0,5,12,0,18,22,5,5,3,36,34,20,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,17,0,0,0,18,15,0,2,4,4,0,3,3,12,0,4,7,1,24,4,31,27,4,28,0,2,1,0,8,11,0,4,13,138,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305145495603277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929676487803948,0.09673198226417072,0.0,0.0,0.07905616822482503,0.0,0.0889333862499747,0.0,0.0,0.08128694635603143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922371614165367,0.0,0.09706657313934328,0.07086687683569756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188927722907356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198519532301438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798016979679504,0.10173396611369592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535682955158722,0.0,0.09794834206209484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981694045451535,0.0,0.12147500646095374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560465656517768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357172431605055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12133814606921905,0.0,0.10333119316491453,0.0,0.0,0.19166916920733054,0.09476188097953994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976686411063317,0.0,0.0,0.07759991934802547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738260044989045,0.0,0.09279220184857356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909576090330066,0.0,0.22309617771003232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755236537778647,0.0,0.0,0.1363980919396433,0.12908543032191744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105802513935702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323216022597217,0.223424346461492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313330353657833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497739572417574,0.0,0.08228461927877932,0.0,0.0,0.09719288772162203,0.1331676574780471,0.12153309472878099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083159611733872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703033521126712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557636143821555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785659492598886,0.0,0.22712498476862145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20980087715654164,0.0,0.0,0.11206394442116456,0.0,0.1692674406122331,0.11806077622575585,0.0,0.0,0.2542092673677527,0.0,0.07486325471780397 anxiety,depressoroast,2018/02/02,"i feel like i'm close to another breakdown Hi everyone. I just need a little minute to rant and maybe be with like-minded people. I'm having a really rough start to 2018. Maybe it's because I'm spreading myself too thin again trying to make everyone else happy. I'm spending all my time focusing on school and work. But in my spare time I'm trying to get back into shape (I'm secretly hoping it'll make my s/o of almost 7yrs find me attractive again) and taking care of a house I don't even live in (my s/o's rental house (yes we don't live together)). I just feel like I'm constantly running on fumes. How do you guys ground yourselves and keep your head on straight. I'm so worried I'm going to let someone down or let something fall through the cracks.",3.0516666666666694,4.333613439490449,4.3188694267515935,87.40127653927816,73.84076433121018,7.526326963906581,25.18524416135881,8.07648339933343,1.367055626326963,598,19,126,9,12,197,100,157,0.039,0.83,0.132,0.9296,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,0,1,9,7,1,0,4,1,8,1,1,3,1,24,29,8,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,1,0,0,0,4,13,6,17,25,1,23,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,3,9,59,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13923369918561626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580103297210958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691718866330477,0.0,0.08476067334695606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176586499862434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15025848221129112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615443641048885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183805406613367,0.0,0.0,0.26572732584582603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061087850718992,0.19866786075871698,0.0,0.0,0.12708480877394593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264538668980647,0.0,0.07902260077890694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767662489468305,0.0,0.1480162183940624,0.0,0.0,0.1427005065732372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381032735469196,0.0,0.3208790223170861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235897770789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843663087431294,0.0,0.2037914078649506,0.13935983532272794,0.2455589470169185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562752330281607,0.0,0.2793792176440861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039603122932634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310026612573557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639644562691928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907592608267392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072118226754085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781256063770965,0.10704380072007223,0.0,0.0,0.09841691983036584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454469834279484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215676771076268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888051495370065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122657356039776,0.14120716667054553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IHaveAnxiety666,2018/02/02,"I know someone just posted something similar...but I finally passed my driving test at age 23! Sorry for posting another driving-related post, but I'm so freaking relieved, you guys. After failing twice and being totally humiliated, I finally passed. I've had this hanging over my head for 7 years and it's finally over. My biggest insecurity since I was 16 has been not having a license. I know that seems silly, but when everyone you know has one and it's such a basic part of life, it really gets to you. I was also always embarrassed to show my learner's permit when buying alcohol because I felt like the waiter/cashier was judging me for only having a permit, even though they most likely weren't. Classic anxiety -_- I just wanted to post this to encourage others about to take their test. You can do it! Just breathe and have faith in yourself. If you fail, it might seem like the end of the world, but just get back on the horse and try again.",4.097765567765567,6.055452879120883,5.350791208791208,78.31087545787545,72.4065934065934,8.15003663003663,29.715750915750927,8.841846274778883,2.639297728937729,752,32,133,15,15,250,121,182,0.135,0.7559999999999999,0.109,-0.7878,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,5,2,2,14,12,0,2,7,0,15,4,2,2,1,26,26,14,0,2,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,9,5,1,0,6,1,1,4,2,5,0,2,7,1,20,7,17,17,3,26,1,2,0,0,9,7,0,5,14,96,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383222598719594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762891599652223,0.11198689576285198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411258643838753,0.1029584385918482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348884613519237,0.0,0.08204278836718998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920384729939935,0.0,0.0,0.0888932300355887,0.0,0.0,0.12860333629317114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922431475808335,0.4422993743170908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406319664698254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13326196870932625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812475760728896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218959517892992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506254930435194,0.1972567546517288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277519444667688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09119941463914444,0.10235923163865092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457442544940412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155873288157843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621967079352752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24504530981634065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113314889856341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403485363821105,0.10361139832558837,0.0,0.1506587647623882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119243066817443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322307256200752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137551835326804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938270839563548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666940660489136 anxiety,adum_korvic,2018/02/02,"Hello all, I'm new here but I wanted some advice about school. I've always been an anxious person but never to the point of having panic attacks. It's always been pretty manageable on my own. This quarter at school however is a different story. For some context a few things happened between this quarter and the last. My grandmother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. I think this was the real catalyst for my newly engorged anxiety. It brought up realizations in myself that I wasn't and still aren't ready for, in other words I think I'm having an existential crisis. This also brought up a lot of repressed emotions about my great grandmother's death with whom I was extremely close. I think I may even be depressed on top of my anxiety. All of this has been culminating and I now feel like the ball in a broken whistle, still jittering while achieving nothing. I had my first ever full blown panic attack a few days ago, not fun. I don't really have the proper channels right now to get professional medical or psychological help (hooray American Healthcare) so I'm on my own. Now I know the possible depression might complicate things but this is the place I thought best post since the anxiety is killing me. So I have a speech class, as some of you might have guessed speeches are something that I'm terrible at and they really get me anxious, moreso than I already am. So I guess my question is, do y'all think it would be better for myself to drop this class and wait until next quarter or would it be better to try and swallow my feelings and power through it?",5.1978625722104015,6.78050786956522,5.851591669200367,77.31648145332932,68.96655518394651,8.780845241714808,31.316661599270297,9.218907990703514,2.9083030100334453,1259,53,220,25,22,409,167,299,0.231,0.677,0.093,-0.9941,3,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,7,14,15,3,3,16,0,31,4,0,0,4,45,52,19,2,3,6,0,2,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,18,10,1,2,9,2,0,2,5,9,0,4,11,4,31,6,32,33,12,36,0,2,0,0,8,16,0,12,16,171,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10122954851306888,0.09182864275497074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431707641473653,0.0828430128547612,0.17239478367591338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377443042921541,0.23406043886863995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23570321197085986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871410561543847,0.1832385789799737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680869575738367,0.0,0.17844841269618064,0.10514436939286728,0.0,0.10823228123045406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165277994213449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842197499022917,0.0937054918519282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475912311518486,0.07400661707404323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08811586376050004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824577854548444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142112734741751,0.22823798847925375,0.0,0.09160664720618228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943597642529599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460992987085332,0.0,0.05693181680870463,0.08444184430944625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050610141057352016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807077510821326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435870654989428,0.0,0.21979088350698014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989704575383721,0.10005043665104826,0.11017196924917418,0.0,0.0,0.09939995127518922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430873326830582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045311504391887,0.10823228123045406,0.0,0.09792854790109826,0.11678515917925385,0.0992131327194129,0.10539097755499706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160474876057188,0.0,0.0,0.11791112651303699,0.13272822140310844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846756570449567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209682605138206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856929189315129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07975069082423775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545846434348602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764472055957033,0.2655119748145117,0.0,0.0822410007067687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033261620692023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110163492009794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14717850703246513,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theraininspain11,2018/02/02,"Stuck in Job. Get Anxiety Attack the minute I start thinking of changing. Hello Redditers, I have been working in my current job for about 3 years. Over the last year I have learnt nothing new and am being assigned random tasks which are just amounting to busy work. I have anxiety disorder. I am currently comfortable with my teammates and boss. But boss is not helping much from point of view of giving me learning opportunities or helping my development in general. In our performance review he actually brought out the few times I must have been visibly anxious at work as an improvement to be made. The situation is such that I want to change jobs for sure.But I get caught up with the following thoughts 1. No one will hire me. 2. My new place may not tolerate my anxious stress taking nature 3. My resume is obsolete. I feel I do not bring any value to anyone and that my current boss is keeping me around only because I am here for 3 years 4. What if I land up in a much worse place. All in all I am going around in circles for months. I really need advice on how to move past these issues and get moving. Thanks !",3.3115277777777763,5.605132282407408,4.409962962962965,82.68133333333336,75.71296296296295,7.468148148148146,27.46666666666667,8.395991825355821,2.1174266666666672,887,36,165,17,20,289,139,216,0.14,0.7909999999999999,0.069,-0.9023,6,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,5,7,5,1,1,7,0,21,0,0,5,3,34,41,9,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,4,0,0,7,4,2,0,1,7,2,25,3,32,29,6,39,0,0,1,0,6,19,0,4,13,111,30,13,0.0,0.0,0.11210798568994333,0.0,0.0,0.11226108604866104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812350826572652,0.0,0.17576840091820234,0.2595672849911753,0.0,0.08032796893825353,0.0,0.0,0.20453817219320689,0.0,0.13069454003141398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003082950460182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305925149756746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166440266340498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058087648849376027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800628695602172,0.11020501283643247,0.06528992826077623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400558905676856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990666724990448,0.3420071381933309,0.10211215019135783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364393390440304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870386007976453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091697491933787,0.2442021724675895,0.16890256359861575,0.08518333885073788,0.0,0.22190695983672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102321075935266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778468258407898,0.08737272393797757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966759975973067,0.0,0.0,0.2400538896977549,0.0,0.1086003573465146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359617079639771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913186531914073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813138718801357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159662077382042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827466042704613,0.0,0.08637675535310291,0.0,0.0,0.10576765185205653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361156670513486,0.0,0.09120325233771666,0.0669884541035065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776021424805068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509057786265627,0.0,0.1170742861065787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194018114233596 anxiety,Pastel-,2018/02/02,"Anxiety or Something else? When I get panic attacks usually nothing causes them, they just happen. So when I'm out in public, for example: last night I was at a restaurant and I was dizzy, felt like fainting, I could feel every aspect of my body, but I don't have social anxiety, I can order and eat my food fine, but I do get heart palpitations after ONLY eating at restaurants. Why is my anxiety only worse later in the day, usually gets worse at 6pm. Why is it worse when I'm alone at night? Why is it worse when I'm in public places but tend to be fine communicating with strangers. I don't (maybe) have anxiety when I'm with friends/family, or I just don't give it any attention. I've FINALLY after 6 years have been able to go to a doctor who made me a cocktail of Lamictal, Busiprone and two other non-depression/anxiety medications which I'm refusing to take the Lamictal because of the side effects. I've been somewhat diagnosed with BP and mood swings, but my tilt table test came back a little high so now I'm worried about PoTs. Any help affirmation about my medication or symptoms will help tremendously! Sorry if this post if jumbled up, my mental state seems a bit off today.",5.419241773962803,6.116664429184552,6.572721030042918,75.60600572246067,67.79828326180257,9.990157367668099,31.413161659513587,10.047579312681364,3.1387827753934197,944,37,176,22,15,318,139,233,0.149,0.773,0.078,-0.9565,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,1,13,6,1,1,8,0,18,11,2,3,0,30,37,20,0,3,11,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,9,4,1,5,1,0,2,3,2,0,1,7,2,18,3,25,27,2,38,0,0,0,0,10,14,0,7,20,102,25,2,0.09789884026683204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139367377100693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314913695144867,0.0,0.3744617242160857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137406393898262,0.0,0.07527816523042258,0.0,0.05967822436247745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688017799405253,0.10874354182272757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197019271662613,0.0,0.10056907643071497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816425785193101,0.0,0.0,0.0631366530031232,0.0,0.0,0.0993652621164362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020361134215786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003499081304703,0.08178191893813233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248399526716417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229031382990886,0.0,0.04950059516993263,0.0,0.09399823924444273,0.10724339425480699,0.0,0.0,0.11837966624922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344431024139205,0.09391348822292833,0.055638167003299925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657162113207455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601059708073393,0.13123905802374364,0.10343549976121666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980062120162014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04782842829294424,0.09812035689551707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263424975540603,0.0,0.0,0.098352543546517,0.0,0.0,0.19724556417694286,0.09865900493599628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837428594822112,0.0,0.0939365775823483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891295902724655,0.0,0.11486319556963355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228345137284607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376002723666534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891234273556252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979553896036997,0.0,0.07536731014200009,0.0,0.10958973658261424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175437983368864,0.07360774421965931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279665356202342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563294168283666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564348301988304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650154284508922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994210244137613,0.3990691278552495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304364339228084 anxiety,flexmaster,2018/02/02,"Psychotherapy – Peer Pressure & House music I am currently conducting intrapersonal clinical trials in treating mental health issues with coping techniques. One method being utilized is psychotherapy. Last night I saw House music show presented by Camp Charlie. Camp Charlie originated from a burning man art car, and now they travel around throwing ridiculously fun parties. Last time I saw them at One Love music Festival @ Lake Perris, CA. Their mission – to make you unicorn so hard. As a health scientist I notice something very interesting about their performance involved psychological manipulation. Here is a great example of how psychotherapy works. --- Ladies and gentlemen - Camp Charlie: * When hosting a party, make sure the party is fun for everyone! * Elegance and style are a must. Camp Charlie will show you how it’s done. * Bring rave clothes, renaissance jacket, onesie; if it has lights be ready to shake it. * Party on a weeknight, guest might need motivation, maybe hour of open bar? This party is about to get weird. We are going to need it. Now let’s look at the music. House music is arguably some of the most fun music to dance to for several reasons. * House music is generally played around 125 bpm and changes every 8 measures; which makes it very consistent. * Every few minutes expect 2 things to happen. You are going to venture outside your house and then find your way back inside. This is a contextualized example of how the music flows. * Next comes the break down. The DJ will pick a consistent part of the song and manipulate a small section to create drama. It generally sounds like white noise to most people. Most of the time general methods for transitions are used in between tracks but every once and awhile you will hear something that will make your ears go – this doesn’t sound familiar, maybe we are outside the house? A yes – you most certainly are. First few break downs of any night are all about building intrigue. Its Camp Charlies turn to take the floor. They will teach you how to do it, then they wait… Now you are a couple drinks in. Loosened up and ready to start dancing. Maybe you like your hands in your pockets, that oks, because right now its all about a couple women in the center of the dance floor booty shaking like it is their job (it might be!). Now here is where things start to get interesting – Camp Charlie breaks out this enormous camera and light to start catching people “unicorning so hard.” First, they start with the girls in the center. Maybe they’ll do something that might make you uncomfortable – like getting that camera right up to the girl’s booty. Like right in there, like the camera is about to get swallowed by that booty. You think to yourself, “I wouldn’t like that.” After about a few minutes of this, you grow increasingly uncomfortable, but you notice the girls don’t really care, maybe you tell yourself, “I understand, she has a great booty. I’d record it too if I had a camera.” Now the camera goes away and what is this? – We are back in the house. With no camera I can stop worrying and just dance to the music again. If you missed the break down its ok because you’ll catch it the next loop. This happens in intervals throughout the night but progressively gets weirder. People are starting to become unicorns. They lose inhibitions and start dancing, maybe even imitating the booty shaker girls. You, yourself have joined in and have lost most control and just dance. You decide to take a break. You stop dancing and begin looking around. To your surprise, lots of people are actually stopped dancing and are talking. You look at the last few people on the dance floor and yep – they are unicorning so hard. --- I have social anxiety, part of my depression package. When I’m in the spotlight I die inside. I spent the last year trying to break my social anxiety. I tried to teach myself to dance. I was never comfortable with dancing with anyone, so I would just dance with myself. Eventually after enough experiences I learned to move my whole body, but I kept my anxiety. Everywhere I go I dance as hard as I can in my box I’ve confined myself to. I want so badly to connect with someone else, but I fear it. I go to music festivals and events and I teach others how to recognize and feel anxiety. I do it through dance. Have you ever wanted to talk to someone and couldn’t? Have you ever wanted to dance like no one was watching? I’ve learned to master my anxiety and put in in a format that I can express so others can help me. While I have not solved my problems, I spend my days working on solutions and connecting with those I can relate the most too. TLDR; I’ve learned sometimes I have to let go. I unicorn so hard *facepalm. 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I am a kind of quiet, reserved person. I used to drink and that would help me be less shy and more outgoing, but I stopped drinking 7 months ago because I have gastritis and whenever I used to drink, my stomach burned and I even got sick once. Since my last post-drinking experience (only had 3 beers!) wasn't so great (I got sick and I have severe fear of vomiting), I vowed to not drink for a long time. So I am going to a bachelorette party for my cousin tomorrow. All of her friends are loud, rambunctious, and some even obnoxious. Add alcohol and rowdy bachelorette themed activities and this is just going to be hell for me. What am I supposed to do? I am dreading this so much. I am **obligated** to go since it's my cousin and already RSVP'd, made a big deal of only staying for 1 night instead of 2, and paid for a bed, etc etc. I feel like I'm going to be so annoyed and a little bored the whole night. I am boring sober. I will be the only sober person. This sucks so much. Any advice, comments, similar past experiences would be helpful 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anxiety,lennonrhymesoda,2018/02/02,"Lately When I Get A Sudden Intense Wave Of Anxiety I Start To Feel Detached From Reality i've had chronic anxiety my whole life but the last couple years have gotten much better at managing it. however lately, whenever i get one of those sudden waves of intense anxiety, i start to get this really weird sense of detachment from reality and the overwhelming feeling that nothing i'm experiencing is real. i don't really know how to describe it because i feel like i'm not even really conveying it properly. but it comes along with this lightheaded almost dizziness, sort of like when you stand up too quickly. it usually only lasts for a couple seconds but sometimes will stick around for minutes. and i'm not gonna lie it kinda freaks me out. i feel like there's something going on or something wrong with me because i've never heard anyone else experiencing this. but of course i'm obviously prone to overthinking things, as we all are, so who knows...",7.062088866189987,7.839111960674161,7.824279877425947,67.78798263534222,64.2247191011236,11.19182839632278,35.2829417773238,11.022393298168332,4.27616179775281,771,34,126,21,11,258,116,178,0.078,0.821,0.101,0.7311,1,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,1,1,0,1,9,8,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,1,3,30,26,12,0,0,7,0,4,3,0,2,2,1,0,0,13,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,3,7,12,4,23,21,3,22,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,17,81,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368785756700854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063971985428293,0.0,0.0,0.09335111627476256,0.136793578001891,0.0,0.11884943032552292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276911253482254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118075988048572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500435757076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954456517867101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152786890995547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818003660778173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700203644403798,0.19075468674323215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925550708252105,0.0,0.07587503786293469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674378198103755,0.21765185595706335,0.3012031567083582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094299859216847,0.19567415695613571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814291996925642,0.0,0.1029687380469954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810345424126654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046771861331168,0.10153800001897832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519600604026581,0.25658378226914424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556024105943785,0.1320417203299275,0.0,0.1889937168576624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869604026735611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14703896911321954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905566625193584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596881750379892,0.0,0.08597405498860078 anxiety,yesitsmean,2018/02/02,"My mental list of worries I don’t know if this is a thing or if I am making it out to be a thing, but either way—I do this thing in which I have a mental list of things I worry about. I run through them and once I’m ‘over’ that particular thing, I’ll jump to what’s next on the list. Now what I just discovered is I always feel the urge to be stuck on one. Why??????????? For example, number one tends to be school-related. Neuroscience is hard and I always feel like everyone has got their shit together but me. Although I recognize that I love and live for the challenge. So, yes, exams stress everyone out and once I realized school will be my life for quite sometime, I figured out there’s no point in constantly stressing and to just enjoy the process of learning. Easy said than done but I have seriously worked on this one for a while. I’m over it. Now, there’s “Even though I took all the precautions in my disposal, am I going to get pregnant despite having a) not being in my fertile window b) used a condom w/spermicide and changed c) bf pulled out... I feel like I have to linger on an anxious thought otherwise I feel guilty. I try to look and repeat the facts in my head but something blocks me and my brain from truly believing in the voice inside me that says...”Yasmine, move the fuck on. You’ve done your best.” Does this happen to anyone? I’m trying to not worry. 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In November my boyfriend dumped me. This gave me the normal anxieties after a relationship, like ""what if I had acted differently"" ""what if I'm not good enough for anyone"" ""will I ever meet anyone again"" plus I felt anxious trying to constantly avoid him Then, I remembered that while we were dating, he had disrespected my best friend behind her back. He made fun of her music taste, which she takes seriously. I told him what he did was wrong, and I had to forgive him for it, because I felt like couldn't break up with him over this one mistake he made. He said he felt bad, and I felt like if I loved him I had to forgive him, I never wanted anyone to be hurt by my decision. When I finally told my best friend last month, she was so hurt that I hadn't told her sooner. I felt terrible, I hurt my only and closest friend so bad, but I never meant to. I had no idea what to do, if I told her what he said, I felt anxious she would just resent me for continuing to date him. She has since told me she forgives me, and still calls me her best friend, but I have made so many mistakes in our friendship that I am worried one day she will just leave. And I will be all alone. Now I have transferred schools, to get a fresh start, to stay away from all these painful memories, but I am so anxious and guilty and heartbroken that I can barely eat or sleep. This is the first major crisis I've been through in my life and I feel like I am too weak to handle it.",6.163451217344942,4.973302480362541,6.370296783365916,84.0699360227475,66.49244712990937,9.600924115869914,29.742491558556967,8.4952907291091,1.8333524435756168,1255,34,279,15,17,403,164,331,0.209,0.655,0.135,-0.9715,1,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,0,5,14,35,2,2,6,0,31,10,1,3,5,55,57,26,0,11,11,0,7,4,4,5,6,2,0,0,19,12,2,1,15,0,0,1,6,17,0,3,31,10,63,18,30,17,10,35,0,3,0,1,46,8,0,6,28,198,82,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724106368094406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705251779627583,0.2527581818278309,0.0,0.1564415282877094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006916380572263,0.05734643334336259,0.12454023455015956,0.0909249927911358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31306306817979324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615321302536282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059310333663892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809710560670493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791889066806709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631265066559817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705975543099264,0.0,0.0,0.06746072328514678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037709242416845,0.05327905352218816,0.4296436087190717,0.08169734399509249,0.0,0.06343662238678563,0.0,0.0,0.2304773408395766,0.0,0.038964303846679725,0.0,0.0,0.0625530932084819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395141914335026,0.08419029879038291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060791611890245685,0.0,0.07896809772312742,0.0,0.0,0.21070862612616587,0.14574158478085042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731020787750659,0.21170456848876265,0.0,0.07561111798091275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059528023957626686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503941526537995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307131248212721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107294356582618,0.056720478326481014,0.07935701783861236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006963655514879,0.08448315317657065,0.0,0.14188288495330809,0.0,0.0,0.0754776476990774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06169228907810649,0.0,0.07463258133421102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052787202913502834,0.0794909940760907,0.05955866330598397,0.0,0.08542967347267524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05607391711165221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059207174325916725,0.04348745223737794,0.0,0.0,0.3563158218440346,0.0,0.05063405640464435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043988462193104316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573831179360935,0.07600208861990232,0.1059571679334166,0.08154012436741705,0.0,0.04802625146949082 anxiety,therurallljurorrr,2018/02/02,"Nervous about my performance review in 2 hours I could really use some advice/words of encouragement. I think that I've been doing good work at my job since i've been here, but my anxiety just tells me otherwise because of previous bad experiences. All in all, my brain is just blocking my thoughts of reason, and I could use some support. What do you guys do when you're nervous for a performance review at a job? Thanks in advance.",6.504457831325303,6.928015831325303,6.806891566265062,75.82696385542171,65.3855421686747,10.495421686746988,33.46746987951808,10.355215969177356,3.43184530120482,346,14,64,8,5,112,56,83,0.161,0.7140000000000001,0.125,-0.4854,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,4,5,7,0,2,2,0,8,1,1,3,2,16,14,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,4,10,9,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,2,42,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089919762077404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561384303999727,0.12821308286523495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347939343314319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33585719334405434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057396765265062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641189021458428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082563035332681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712923649528667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174331967780178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474054229591087,0.2162506729173836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398425512965046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386760209193401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838346324408903,0.1936403839180278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476872926637326,0.0,0.16697574814226934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3633091335161557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312019774709787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NoFox4U,2018/02/02,"Had a huge fight, now I'm stuck in my own head I had a massive fight with two of my sisters over some stupid stuff posted on Facebook. The fight resulted in me blocking one sister and on very uneasy ground with the other. If you are curious, I posted the story in relationships and you can find it through my profile. I can't stop thinking about it. I can't stop going over every detail. I can't sleep. I have stomach cramping and nausea. I have a massive headache still from crying. I have to work tonight. I called in yesterday and now I'm out of paid time off. I can't afford to take an unpaid day. I'm trying all my techniques and still constant everytime I lay down to try to sleep. Any advice? 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Sorry, i know this is uper long but I wanted to cover everything. Generally, it's just intrusive thoughts of shitty/awkward moments from my past when I feel like I did or said something stupid and they pop into my head out of nowhere and I can't help but impulsively scream something along the lines of, ""man, fuck!!"". Thankfully this is usually only when I'm alone but sometimes it'll happen in public and I'll just whisper it and cringe. But this happens like 30 times a day usually, more or less somedays. Don't really keep count but I know it's a lot. I will also sometimes get super nervous when I have to talk to people. Like, sometimes when the professor is calling role in class, I'll start sweating and get hot and my mouth will get super dry and it'll get hard to breath and I'll start shaking, sometimes very badly. This even happens sometimes when I'm talking to people I've known for years. Sometimes, I'll be talking to someone and this super nervous stuff will happen and I'll start mumbling and making my voice way deeper than it naturally is and it'll be superrrr awkward and after I leave the situation my whole body will tense up and for the next hour it'll be hard to breath and I'll just be in my house FREAKING OUT pacing around about to jump out of my skin, unable to believe how awkward I was and telling myself that everyone thinks I'm a psychopath and that I'm fucking crazy, because let's be honest here, this is some fucking crazy and erratic behavior. However, other times, I can talk to complete strangers like in Ubers and such and immediately become best friends with them and have them laughing their asses off…. IT's like Jekyll and Hyde, I'll often pick someone I'm close with and start thinking about little interactions we've had in the past and just get SUPER pissed at them. I don't act on it but sometimes just for days I want nothing to do with the person and hate them for something they did a long time ago or for something I've just made up in my head…… When I'm wlaking along in a crowded area I'll also kind of walk manually, meaning that the way I walk will be really stiff and weird because I'm nervous and I'll feel like I'm being judged… And somehow, even with how prevalent this shit is in my life, I still have lots of friends, I'm about to graduate college, have three roommates who I'm cool with, and mess with a few girls here and there. I'm still my cool, normal self but it's just all clouded up by all of these crazy thought patterns and physical weirdness. Some days it's much worse than other days. I really am a social and happy guy but this shit started a few years ago and is just rocking my world. Also, for 1-4 days after drinking alcohol, it's 1000x worse. Can anyone relate to any of this??? And if so, can you say which symptoms specifically you can relate to??? I just want to see if anyone is experiencing anything similar. Thanks guys. 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I am in training for my new job and the thought of having to go back on Monday makes me incredibly anxious. I haven't enjoyed this first week, it's been stressful and I've felt out of place and in the way the whole time. I know everything will come together and I'm not doing bad but I am feeling so nervous. Wondering if anyone had any tips on how to get these feelings under control? 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Ive been single for about a year and recently me and this girl have been hitting it off like crazy! I'm excited but haven't been able to eat much because I'm so incredibly anxious all the time. If I try to eat, it's small things and never enough. I'm incredibly starving and my routine is off because I'm on medical leave from work for surgery. So I'm at home just me and my thoughts. Tonight I think it will be better because I'm getting out but until then I don't know how to get myself something to eat. It's been about 48 hours since I last had a real meal where I felt full. I have adhd, and have dealt in the past with depression and anxiety but have had it under control until now. Thankfully it's a good anxiety!!! 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From the first day I have a constant fear about the content of my mailbox. I cannot think clearly becuase of it, my whole day is just about going home and opening the mailbox to see, if there is something new. And when I get the letter, I am not able to even open it, due to the fact that my hands are shaking. Heck, after work I need to go home directly just to see what is in the mailbox, even if I need to do something else in that location. So, let's just say - after work I need to go to the store to buy some groceries, store is located 200 meters from work. But instead going directly to the store after the work, I am going home (with the public transport, around 40 minutes) just to check the mailbox and then I am relevied and can go about my life. The calmest moment is for me always Saturday after 2PM - if there is nothing in the mailbox of course. The issue is very serious, I am thinking to move back to my parents house becuase of it. Every day is for my great stress, because of this freakin mailbox. Have one of you something like that? Can you tell me how can I get rid of this? Thanks.",4.407546791443847,4.855655481060606,5.082379679144385,86.28401069518719,69.94696969696969,7.575401069518716,30.680926916221036,7.285733465282438,1.7451918894830656,1013,40,210,9,17,327,128,264,0.065,0.872,0.063,0.4738,3,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,5,19,10,0,3,20,0,23,2,1,1,2,34,39,16,0,8,10,2,1,1,0,0,1,1,10,1,10,12,0,0,2,0,6,10,3,6,0,3,0,4,24,4,41,38,3,37,0,0,2,0,10,9,1,5,19,152,34,4,0.09929216187114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801651055253602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261903280603501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823297832993715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839107522608898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634954353952547,0.0,0.06052758028012002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729955279596094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19210569051384435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294586035140837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674460940761992,0.0,0.0836579288122617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173128696921443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445786216416729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375211288963958,0.0,0.3385801426808228,0.0,0.0,0.2189399179901124,0.0,0.09831485094388014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987944024343496,0.0,0.0,0.22913964715691285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363522007994093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153296276302697,0.07013299034766955,0.04850913484941642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21106370870047256,0.0,0.22087163970310675,0.0,0.09589698866377014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527350723977328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728293858523128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205043906455311,0.0,0.0,0.06883668299233865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001837842262664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07896111241549231,0.0,0.0,0.15824599522352936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293198715535931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373883595019417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086785725954566,0.09141488232828174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724481617050334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192643226010493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085615280160327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891435056245213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394089682361198 anxiety,missheuristic,2018/02/02,"Feeling helpless and out of control ""Just be patient."" ""Take a deep breath."" ""It'll all work out eventually."" ""Life is long."" ""If it's meant to be it will be."" ""It could be worse."" Each day I feel closer and closer to losing my god damned mind after having a ton of things come crashing down around me. The very few people I have close to me that know what's going on don't have much to offer except for the above and it doesn't provide much comfort. I've been dealing with heightened anxiety and depression for the last year. I can't concentrate, I can't sleep, I cry, I get angry... I honestly feel like I'm losing my mind some days making stupid decisions with little clarity to the outcome. I feel hopeless, helpless, stuck, and that if I make a decision to try and mitigate the current one that I'm going to ruin the possibility of something great happening just because I couldn't handle waiting another year or two for it to work out. Or, even worse, that I make a decision to completely change my life (new job, new location) that just makes everything so much worse than it already is. I'm dependent on other people right now to help make something happen (my work) and they've been playing games with me for a year. It's a long story but it's something I truly want and they seem to want it, as well. I just don't know how long I can wait and live in a state of limbo for it but I've become so personally invested in wanting it that it's killing me to even think about not going for it. If it wasn't for the latter, I would have left the company last year after they pulled the shit they did then. Damned if I do, damned if I don't. My living arrangements have since become awful (back with parents, waiting for this thing to work out). I'm basically at a point where I feel like I need to do something or I'm going to wind up completely losing my mind. I'm worried I'm going to do something that I'm going to regret and it's a double-edged sword. I feel like I'm going to regret giving up on this dream right now but I also feel like I'm going to regret making myself suffer through this all for nothing when I could be doing something different. I worry that I'm going to make a rash decision because I feel so trapped, miserable, anxious, depressed and I'm going to regret not being patient. I know I should ""continue to live my life"" while I wait for this work shit to work out but the problem is that living my life would mean finding a new job, moving and giving up on a great relationship. I also don't know if I have the mental strength to handle that much change or how I would even find motivation for it since it's not what I truly want. I've actively tried yoga, meditation, exercise, eating healthy, etc. My doctor has prescribed medications that I stopped taking after finding they did nothing but cause additional issues (benzos, SSRIs). I regularly saw a therapist for a few months before realizing it was just an expensive venting session that provided me with no more than a sympathetic response. I don't have a social life (long story) and I have no hobbies in this area that I enjoy. I pretty much work all day (from home) and then play video games or watch tv/movies until I just curl up in a ball and hope I can sleep. I am planning on heading away for the weekend to hopefully get some rest and social interaction but I know it will just be temporary and everything will hit like a ton of bricks by time I get back. I don't really know what I hope to accomplish with this post. I don't know what to do right now. I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind. What do you guys do when you reach this point where your fight/flight is just maxed the fuck out and you *need* to do something but are so torn? 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My anxiety is weird and fluctuates moment to moment, day to day. I've tried many medications and am on hormone therapy for Low T. I also take a small dose of amphetamine salts for ADHD, which sometimes helps with anxiety. I'm not sure why. Anyway, at times I can think relatively clearly, hold conversations, laugh and crack jokes, maintain eye contact, and much more. I have been working on body language optimization, and I've noticed some pretty good feedback. Other time, like yesterday, I got what I call ""Brain Lockup."" It's when my anxiety is a bit higher than normal or quite high and I cannot think deeply. It's like my cognitive abilities are inhibited and remain is a state of superficial depth. It's like my thought process cannot come out of first gear. The good? Despite me being incredibly uncomfortable and my mind being locked up, I can maintain my composure. Despite the storm brewing inside of me, as my chest is tight, dizziness overcomes me, and my stomach churns, my outside is generally quite solid. No one has ever made a statement about it, which makes me feel like my stoic front is good, but it is incredibly uncomfortable. My main issue is that I believe I'm a decently intelligent guy. I'm no Stephen Hawking, but I think I have a decent amount to offer when it comes to conversation. This issue also arises when even sitting at home, at my desk, or driving. I can maintain the fundamentals, such as driving on the road and adhering to all traffic laws and such, but it's like my mind cannot think deeply, I have issues with remembering certain information, I have trouble learning and keeping a consistent thought process, etc. It even comes at times when anxiety isn't traditionally high, but I still attribute it to that. What do you guys and girls do about this? It's like a rollercoaster some days and it kicks the crap out of me.",6.181952380952383,7.5377111142857185,6.5837857142857175,73.83463095238095,66.42857142857143,9.49047619047619,33.726190476190474,9.725611199111238,3.367476190476192,1510,67,262,32,24,489,187,350,0.083,0.8009999999999999,0.116,0.8714,0,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,0,4,15,17,1,0,13,0,27,9,7,3,5,57,46,28,0,1,7,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,20,21,0,3,11,1,0,6,7,4,0,2,5,4,33,13,30,39,9,40,0,1,1,0,11,16,1,4,22,168,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295118984920766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031885425043054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28759175694085826,0.0,0.0,0.06571619698922412,0.09629829912664244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588842685417486,0.0,0.0,0.10260680926671872,0.10439567059303502,0.0,0.20983572662861666,0.09596875465189886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428781567376643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183681859486486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851204887044766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481763987931912,0.12415184493729757,0.08501442479433775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475214227980886,0.06714259599070804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994322771062852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910305905016316,0.0,0.0,0.23648939616675715,0.07516804673482066,0.0,0.0,0.1861190021851556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299587654006072,0.19859971782602145,0.0942741873102754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942864211358234,0.0,0.08353780464842424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754966830044472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889304731205392,0.06273543065435085,0.0952856030913532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467956716602828,0.0,0.0,0.18979524856268687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908947336863237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208492434001396,0.0,0.10700205651389856,0.0,0.0,0.0636863773547116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561609632772733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19992831917087575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646619725317187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295314346812428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505619945810284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885793454958954,0.0,0.07066470054082691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747954727772786,0.0,0.0,0.2408860715499241,0.0,0.14922650170055735,0.16440947670120484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380935410445959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08480645657018394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684218867222212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,grmpltm,2018/02/02,"Tips on anxiety medication I've had different levels of anxiety for the last eight years but I've only really had issues affecting my life in the last year or so. I used to have quite a good social life but I'm finding it hard to push myself to do anything outside of work. Even hanging out with my flatmates in the living room takes me a lot to leave my room. I just feel very tentative and unsure at everything. I was looking to get some medication from the doctors but I'm unsure as to how to approach it. I'd be paranoid about seeming like I'm just trying to get drugs. I understand that they'll probably want me to try life style adjustments and meditate first but I already try those. I know that if it's a process of telling me to do the obvious things I'll just give up. Anyone have any advice or am I just building something up in my head? I'm from the UK if that's relevant. 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So I let down the guy who was organising the trip. I've let down my parents, because now I'll have to lie to them that the trip was cancelled so they don't worry about me (and also so they aren't reminded of the fact that their son is a fucking failure). But most of all, I've let down myself. Because I've given into anxiety again. I always fucking do this. I CAN'T DO ANYTHING without falling into a spiral of worry and overthinking. I've knocked my confidence in myself for the future, and in the year I leave school to go to college this is pretty bad. If anyone has any words of advice, or can relate to the post then please comment. I don't want to sound needy but I'm sitting here hating every inch of my stupid fuckup self right now. EDIT: Ok, a few hours later I'm feeling a little better. Still mad at myself for what I did, and sad that I disappointed the guy running the trip but... I think I'm ok. I think. I guess that I now need to focus on ensuring that this sort of thing dosen't need to happen again.",3.01000461041955,4.142489228215766,4.565276625172892,86.17888773628403,73.73029045643153,6.849331489165515,25.00714615029968,7.1686216300943375,1.042252927616413,908,28,188,9,18,305,132,241,0.147,0.723,0.13,-0.6759,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,4,1,17,11,5,0,14,2,21,2,0,0,2,28,38,17,0,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,12,8,0,0,3,0,0,8,5,8,0,0,6,2,26,3,32,27,4,41,0,2,0,2,11,16,2,5,14,136,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154881589862243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947164899851943,0.10349933458510482,0.0,0.0,0.08458692373089295,0.0,0.19031030035413288,0.0,0.0,0.08697376670446431,0.0,0.10235929545254173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038573333785549,0.15164942193758849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000954083622433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480079069873448,0.1188564040560088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289343159317179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299861902718381,0.0,0.0,0.14138315866218198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702549132260125,0.2463239112569731,0.10999436093421673,0.0,0.0,0.12280568222509533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224954126323461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170709178643733,0.0,0.5087735223963988,0.0,0.0,0.12466771223902848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914382148358807,0.18446167476253106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381162241301342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653876347992505,0.0,0.0,0.11912765571685473,0.12654554639799048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062251883443576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588553808375907,0.0,0.0,0.1297619991843516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993350297258254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263670560850424,0.15940338873210674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580726505783245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336624022430574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990391809502672,0.0,0.0,0.2526405743779048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010067473865748 anxiety,NoOne0fConsequence,2018/02/02,"Really need back on my meds, could a walk in clinic fill a script temporarily until my appointment with my new PCP in three weeks? I've been off insurance for a couple years, and before that went through an anti-prescription drug phase and stopped taking my klonopin. Well, I'm ready to go back on them. Between full time school, a 12 hour nightshift job, a kid, potential jury duty next week, and a house to care for, I'm almost at my breaking point. I finally have insurance, and called my new PCP to start working towards getting an ADHD evaluation started, but I have to wait 3 weeks before I can get in. I'm considering going to a walk in clinic and explaining this to see if maybe they can give me a temporary script in the meantime. I have the medical records to back me up, but it's been 7 years since I was last on them. Should I give it a shot?",6.605091503267971,5.840928358823532,7.047254901960784,78.18042483660132,65.41176470588235,10.614379084967322,33.00653594771242,9.994966539143718,2.9779869281045754,671,24,136,13,9,220,107,170,0.01,0.952,0.038,0.5122,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,3,1,4,2,0,0,13,0,10,4,0,0,0,17,28,9,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,4,6,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,1,17,2,25,22,1,40,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,2,19,83,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548406874597524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13788284976991552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31763962492940323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343386413894305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060321111696433,0.0,0.14039044843625612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993920778566224,0.15235822146399164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968387130595907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083945179846228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438811580531904,0.264181475762884,0.15651184239672414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560301592953225,0.15888292233578333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664222731177111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224077752173146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383343361577353,0.0,0.1529494319826431,0.13871443074357406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209998433282803,0.0,0.26597568759748563,0.14644146620379153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016741223360276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882117088464331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935590124753866,0.10972604034705234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139037159554762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492415199997826,0.0,0.0,0.1151201851914756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353040262633396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029175900739112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313547473335016,0.0,0.12380541653827795,0.12764575288734348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024447038747873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734367090387287 anxiety,darcij97,2018/02/02,"I don't enjoy what I used to enjoy I've been singing for as long as I can remember and I've also been playing the guitar for 8 years. I used to find joy in my music, I used to LOVE singing. I wasn't as much of a perfectionist as I am now, and I was able to post song covers to social media after one or two takes. Now I look for every single flaw. One day I spent over an hour trying to get a song perfect, it took me 30 different tries. I ended up deleting the video. Being such a perfectionist takes the joy out of what I do, and last night didn't help. I was playing a worship song in my dorm room and recording and the video was going great. I hear a knock on my door and ignore it and then they knock again and then yell, ""secuirty said turn that shit off!"" (if security did, they would have told ME not her) Immediately appalled and about to start crying, I get up and open my door, saying I was singing. The girl yells, ""no one wants to hear that bullshit!"" I tried asking her why she was being so rude and that singing is how I cope with things and she yelled over me again and walked away with her friend. I didn't continue playing my music. I ended up talking about it with a sweet and lovely cafeteria lady and felt better... until later. I felt completely broken, and I missed the joy I used to feel while I sang and played. It's just something I do now. I don't do it for myself, I do it just to show off my voice. I know I can sing well, but at the same time, I hate my voice. I used to love it. I hate letting others affect me. It's not just them but I also put myself down. A couple of friends told me, ""I would have kept singing,"" but it felt impossible for me to. I've always worried what others think of me, and if my music upsets them and they live right next door, then that means I have to please them and not sing. I hate that I'm like this, that my passion is no longer my passion. 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(I’m on the pill as well.) Anyway, last night I had two drinks and I got weirdly passive aggressive to my SO. I was kind of bitchy and gave a LOT of attitude. He laughed and this morning I apologized profusely. He said it’s okay and he forgives me 100 times over. I still feel worried he’s mad or hates me. Idk. I’m the worst. 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My grirlfriend said she was heading out to use the ATM and as soon as she said that I’m running (not literally) to bathroom because I can’t bare to make small talk. In hindsight, it probably wouldn’t of been that bad, like it always is. I hate this side of me ",5.685312500000002,4.5238877395833335,6.1563333333333325,85.12200000000003,67.4375,9.346666666666668,32.74166666666667,8.238735603445708,2.138781666666667,357,13,81,4,5,116,68,96,0.092,0.8490000000000001,0.059,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,3,0,6,1,1,2,0,12,16,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,6,4,11,2,16,9,1,16,0,0,1,0,12,10,0,1,5,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21413531681177914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968715867702881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148759996901858,0.3137556114839228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890126835820886,0.0,0.0,0.19882750822543824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540792535041285,0.2641147299271631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572791772607547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717827229961853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26887534919982625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774661800650341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895964240534769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20684769967299815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006250481602004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222267253849342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Paranormalromantic,2018/02/02,"Hello r/anxiety! I want to tell you all that I see you. I have been where some of you are now, and I have been better than I am right now too. Remember that you are not “bad” or “broken” because of your anxiety. Being a person who has anxiety and/or depression is ok! There is nothing about this that makes you less. My motto for right now is “do it anyway”.",0.6820890410958889,2.8652402739726064,2.8399828767123303,90.95394691780822,84.61643835616441,6.389726027397263,18.71404109589041,7.6454224807358475,0.5768643835616438,272,7,59,5,8,92,52,73,0.092,0.7490000000000001,0.16,0.6472,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,6,0,1,8,4,0,0,1,1,13,0,0,1,1,8,16,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,12,2,6,13,3,6,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,2,3,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5749030667256081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091598102333208,0.15270449992608962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215498312602603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157581440632158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721291254048926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24036469344922254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187298382960644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377143097810964,0.4278569363055168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961871475847065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895094469797266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477533495580448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,duckieexx3,2018/02/02,"When you're feeling anxious or overwhelmed, do you ever just shut down like I do? Hey everyone, first time poster here. I've actually been around this sub-reddit for a while; I come here for comfort sometimes just reading other people's posts, been doing this for about a year as my anxiety has been at its worst this past year. Anyway, my anxiety is a lot of avoidance. Often when I get really anxious about something or really overwhelmed I'll shut down, avoid it and do nothing about it. I'll tell myself I'm just relaxing so I can work myself up to doing the thing I'm anxious about, but this can turn into days or even a week (or two) of doing absolutely nothing! Then the cycle starts again. The main source of my anxiety is a work placement coming up, I start Monday morning (it is currently Friday night). As I was preparing for it, I realised just how much work I need to prepare and carry out at placement and I'm not ready. I haven't gotten anything done today and I know I'm just making it harder for myself in the future. Safe to say I've been freaking out about this most of today. I'm going to talk to my comfort person soon, maybe he can help 'cause I don't know what to do right now. Do you guys ever experience this? I'd love to know. Even if you don't comment or upvote, thank you for reading all of this.",3.995304553518629,5.062590280898878,5.137717327025431,83.25697220579542,71.28464419475655,7.418805440567713,26.412182140745124,7.669130373188453,1.4488696629213489,1043,33,204,12,19,345,142,267,0.08199999999999999,0.807,0.111,0.8954,1,2,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,4,0,4,26,13,0,4,9,0,24,1,0,3,3,40,45,19,0,2,13,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,16,10,0,3,4,3,0,3,4,6,0,2,7,2,22,7,36,38,6,42,0,2,0,1,14,14,0,9,25,149,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.11219579477125588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638591084567959,0.3896558883424985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461191324594848,0.10234918881579466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181076067738012,0.0,0.19807587929382175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414723541827592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765596688134118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518754476455473,0.2079969706207704,0.0,0.10986038678320413,0.0,0.11246438437897363,0.0,0.0,0.058133146260195424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977948696687802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006796820277361,0.0,0.06534106688916434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384005926971602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706310731167464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895563193914906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616936539457735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774482829500544,0.10376644845029563,0.0,0.07674450281973491,0.0,0.11550452634809588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451742864357438,0.0852500590819648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789315247500343,0.0,0.22063689476985654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10975349739784618,0.07970690080435179,0.10038885416703572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101111079169352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300056268483477,0.0,0.14730763065282054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818520398892934,0.0,0.09143011082337296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851083201487825,0.11370995156303995,0.0,0.16275512266809525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924098977704679,0.10049033377543977,0.10585049483852672,0.0,0.0,0.07638208906574341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704092310985939,0.0,0.2179594574755548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12505619513386035,0.11231064529741187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09222336311429444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251102301700112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807601118805105 anxiety,papichuloooo,2018/02/02,Question about Paxil Sorry if this is a dumb question but this is my first time taking Paxil. Do I have to take it at the same time every day? And if I took at 11am the first day but continue taking it at 9am (because that’s a better time for me) is that fine? My doctor was very vague about this. ,0.6528205128205151,2.273689076923077,2.7950000000000017,94.31916666666667,81.30769230769229,4.94871794871795,16.98717948717949,5.46131890053228,-0.6341282051282051,230,4,53,1,6,78,42,65,0.08199999999999999,0.8190000000000001,0.099,0.4715,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,5,2,7,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,4,8,37,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494078847059667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812691218437062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643625306172633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097836914960567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726863611472343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486751607282693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592008143166413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294342407668176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4623098139358475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585388178317309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22771641526572145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911221290837533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SynovialRaptor,2018/02/02,Does anybdy else have a hard time understanding what people say? I often find it hard to follow someone's speech because I miss some of the words or entire sentences. I take like 3 seconds sometimes to elaborate what someone just said or mean. It feels like I am costantly out of focus.,5.38111111111111,7.051355444444442,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,68.62962962962962,6.881481481481483,30.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.8988666666666665,230,9,39,2,4,72,43,54,0.085,0.795,0.12,0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,9,2,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,6,4,2,5,8,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14941771908835982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21449875949470165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047592387498707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393575886044625,0.17510773238682276,0.0,0.0,0.22402750601161084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391435881361115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23949823371776446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669983228041138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699294786727486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331572034995665,0.19492253381352312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41536442303588267,0.0,0.2424215794870788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429337276757268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292650948456198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551697563482899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,colonel750,2018/02/02,"Tell me I'm being Irrational. My wife and I are leaving tomorrow on our honeymoon for 8 days and tonight we are leaving our dog with the friend who originally fostered him (the dude and his wife were fostering the mom who gave birth to our wonderful pup and his litter-mates) but I can't help but worry that I won't ever see him again or get him back. I know the people he is staying with are wonderful dog parents who would never hurt him and that they would never keep him from us but at the same time I'm worried. I know these thought are irrational, I keep telling myself that but they won't go away. I feel like it's starting to eat into my excitement of going to the most magical place on Earth with my Disney Princess of a wife. Any reassurance would be helpful. [Pic of my handsome pupper for those interested.](https://imgur.com/5KK0XQr)",7.245739604635311,7.058909552147242,6.8929652351738255,77.90130197682348,63.9079754601227,10.189229720518064,33.448534423994545,9.725611199111238,2.9590059986366732,679,25,130,12,9,213,102,163,0.059,0.745,0.196,0.979,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,5,0,2,0,3,6,0,0,7,0,14,1,0,1,3,32,30,10,0,3,5,5,1,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,2,6,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,2,27,5,17,20,2,21,0,1,1,0,30,6,0,4,13,91,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934894058593384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726013705436044,0.11233728037790326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421855419594988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494906506717304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321504014173676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386952407058009,0.10436959414641797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287187427867212,0.0,0.07632809349704564,0.0,0.16605719194219593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584747864958615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639666560400184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25971014788422525,0.0,0.0,0.16057890089470864,0.0,0.0,0.3093849370445421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713741566725584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110354571821687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22535342293737956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622201155903577,0.0,0.0,0.10128319566955796,0.0,0.1526371520841402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641801581238664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340609639231887,0.15571678251682594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553852184934373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598232976077015,0.08518859552538212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573311304006353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168654565694917,0.0,0.2967311294275118,0.0,0.31134299174935026,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cl0wn_car,2018/02/02,"Difficulty Working/Finding Another Job I've been diagnosed with GAD since i was about 20 (im 24) and its been relatively better with counseling and medication but that changed when i got married. I married an severe alcoholic and i developed conversion disorder which gives me pseudoseizures. I lost my ability to drive (i had to leave my wife because of the alcoholism was really bad)(dont really wanna go to into detail on that end) and i had live with my dad in a factory town (towns that were built around textile mills before the left, leaving the area economically dry) that has very limited job prospects. I'm just not sure what to do. I thought maybe having a work at home situation would be good but i don't know. I work as a substitute teacher and i get very limited income. Any advice for me on getting a job? Im just not sure what to do",3.0469281045751657,5.7026232716049385,4.806717501815541,77.57375816993468,78.62962962962962,8.996949891067539,29.28249818445897,9.478462496947786,3.32603369644154,678,32,122,21,17,229,108,162,0.142,0.785,0.073,-0.8562,4,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,8,0,14,4,0,0,2,24,23,9,0,2,6,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,0,8,10,2,2,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,10,0,16,4,19,11,0,14,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,77,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670174753748062,0.0,0.27713311372225924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817289560815204,0.1359592746166993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542443052692405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826025359737593,0.079039218237086,0.0,0.1103306713558572,0.0,0.0,0.114673277289437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716254226573604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160164735974084,0.0,0.0,0.14860100229834627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519599500684823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483981820838984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850641976598905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354834582068435,0.1243811921409166,0.07368847299100002,0.10875222386582327,0.10370053429749908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005903464575894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801089856719267,0.0,0.3860010944540876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125746174018878,0.0,0.0,0.27458134526524985,0.1408754091838905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449170020094156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415386437076059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026037950340494,0.0,0.0,0.1306182896678206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612637166058675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647831127201816,0.0,0.10725566536344502,0.14574269298996206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24440505918831995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293514751212708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396530734664407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878729776679026,0.0,0.0,0.0921063776085263,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CantLoveEveryCat,2018/02/02,"Finally starting therapy! After 3 months waiting and send from doctor to doctor to get help for my anxiety, I finally start therapy this monday. And I am really excited. In October I had my lowest moment in life and was in such a bad place. I tried to get help as soon as possible and went to the doctor when I tought to much about my future and how I really didn't wanted to be living it. They send me to a therapist but after two sessions she concluded I needed more specialized help with my anxiety and panic attacks. But once she applied me to this center, she was not allowed to continue our therapy sessions. Two months later of waiting, it is time. I will start with CBT and I am really excited to see how far it will bring me. The couple of months were rough but with a lot of help from friends, family, my amazing boyfriend and the motivation from myself about getting better I made a lot of progress and I wanted to share this positive news with you guys! I am gonna win this! (sorry if I made typos, English is not my first language)",4.312260162601625,5.639723673170736,5.914634146341466,76.99943089430894,70.8048780487805,9.564227642276425,29.27642276422764,9.888512548439397,3.008213008130081,823,32,151,21,15,281,111,205,0.068,0.7120000000000001,0.22,0.99,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,6,7,11,1,1,7,0,13,4,0,7,0,34,30,18,0,4,6,0,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,7,13,0,2,2,0,0,4,3,3,0,3,8,2,29,8,32,18,4,29,0,0,1,0,15,6,0,3,19,115,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801121508600464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492659864387705,0.0,0.0,0.09168813639647194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711947589044996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150449608702076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33719061406433803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035206455325455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405865781932376,0.0,0.09340572879021662,0.0,0.0,0.08484020421000636,0.0,0.17211615596800894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873079270541564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29441772255190424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756321208945545,0.0,0.0,0.09696569401480093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671586665622775,0.0,0.20781286648946154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26295182114055204,0.0,0.08072419386278283,0.08142394304454997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694581762305405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884030468478067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472979637850485,0.0,0.0,0.12379612977146577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110444542349945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750566337599076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292514570578145,0.2331757417128755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767375573022051,0.12749978309975715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403205304177996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455489845036167,0.0,0.21454004101512125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953950620055998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179649468992108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,imabluerabbit,2018/02/02,"I had a horrible month and need some encouragement I'm taking my medications, everything is mostly okay, but my job has became so frustrating. I'm a programmer, this is an easy job so I shouldn't complain. But I hate things that I have to do, I hate my colleagues, I hate my boss, I hate my clients and I basically hate everything. It was never so bad. I'm procrastinating hard and I'm terrified someone will finally notice I'm not doing stuff I'm supposed to. I'm so mad at myself. I had a lot of great progress on my wellbeing before this and now I feel I ruined it. I'm biting my fingers and spiraling down. Any encouragement would be appreciated guys.",2.41,4.759872000000001,4.920769230769236,77.59423076923079,79.0,8.615384615384617,26.92307692307693,9.265573868473778,2.7092307692307696,520,22,100,15,13,183,77,130,0.197,0.518,0.284,0.9123,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,14,7,0,4,1,13,2,1,1,1,17,29,11,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,3,19,4,6,22,3,7,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,66,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001411952814276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227991194885284,0.0,0.0,0.1251475850542979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643579678639582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436410862873391,0.0,0.0,0.1611103743844028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214758762196052,0.0,0.14562457183968372,0.0,0.0,0.13174777720342026,0.7260166015654522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29189287200979525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503550034421093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815973939945304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173916036579235,0.0,0.0,0.10905215117383024,0.11343112490585665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744264135158698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461377313198364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836244896601635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105799691554346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770821526072823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447585049698324,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,oLimitedEdition,2018/02/02,"I HATE being on my own in the house. I'm 17 yrs old and wheelchair bound, also have heart problems and hearing loss in one ear. I live with my mum and sister (23) Mum works in retail (different shifts Sister works 9 to 5:30 (doesnt get home until 6) Recently my front door has been kicked in whilst we were in bed, (they didnt get in) No one slept that night A couple of weeks later my next door neighbour had an attempted break in whilst I was at home and my mum went to the shops (literally of the space of 10 minutes) they didnt get anything but they cut the glass, luckily my next next door neighbour heard and scared them off. Before we go to sleep, my mum sets traps around the house and puts the chain on the front door, I don't sleep at all now, if I lay on my left side I cant hear anything but my brain does, sometimes wake up jolted because I think I have heard a noise but my mum keeps saying she didn't hear anything and then she falls back asleep while I am laying awake. I know they dont really break in at night but I am still on edge and its annoying me and also my mum because I keep waking her up. Also worries me that its just us girls in the house. I hate being in the house on my own at day because there is no one about and no cars on the drive ect, so the house looks empty but I am there, if someone did break in I am just a sitting duck I wont be able to fend for myself or run away. Currently after school my aunty picks me up and takes me back to hers until my mum or sister is at work, but my cousin is currently ill so I cant go round there and forced to stay at home with severe anxiety. But sometimes my sister goes out after leaving me in the same situation (not her fault she is 23 and wants to go out with friends ect) I always hear noises ect and its scares me and makes me go all funny. I am even scared to move around my house because I think theres something upstairs. I would love to get cctv but its expensive and my mum would have to pay for someone to do it. I used to hate school but now I like it because I am not at home. There is no one else to look after me",2.4907151515151544,3.3798544311111094,3.573515151515153,93.73009090909092,74.6888888888889,6.521212121212122,21.414141414141415,6.574015621080383,0.12484444444444474,1634,35,386,12,33,528,203,450,0.139,0.812,0.049,-0.9906,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,5,5,21,14,5,3,16,0,35,11,9,3,2,58,67,38,0,6,17,13,1,1,3,3,1,8,9,1,8,25,0,3,3,1,4,13,15,11,0,4,12,11,65,3,61,49,5,82,0,1,3,1,39,37,0,4,27,249,73,6,0.06689799358755598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049490390716742,0.05566448975137768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051176781986619714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651540459322793,0.11910679498239,0.0,0.0,0.06285286712279481,0.1028808554042486,0.0,0.2039019798312333,0.0,0.056925265272962364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468028533853288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402135748445672,0.0,0.04314367153104744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989416478687334,0.0,0.0,0.05854288500609357,0.0,0.0784039502543573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588468947935821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418549383457675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051685223898097585,0.0,0.1398057621465464,0.0,0.15207868568270105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981437561999618,0.0,0.0,0.3015956030850176,0.07927444450253461,0.0,0.0,0.2684165683892465,0.0,0.0,0.4631478162209339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892402095550755,0.0,0.0,0.03676538774204485,0.0,0.0,0.0708353159014899,0.07268486577376704,0.0,0.0,0.03268298051870072,0.0,0.05907215396587071,0.0,0.11235493184665346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603780510848211,0.0,0.044654930191127214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110198008144085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134403253646681,0.12555847037510495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019819081634855,0.0,0.18132724715444026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401234509191127,0.0,0.06725096090530658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042856567713215485,0.0,0.06605369803363044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319996958967655,0.20092968609144973,0.13540868204805906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557569099712112,0.0,0.0,0.07519614770846822,0.1338926130369272,0.0,0.11336490574908305,0.05150134380395779,0.1323276524707192,0.0,0.0,0.07130436010305792,0.05342482409468338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029896561981585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573106613663398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047004935313308,0.057778387321502186,0.0,0.0,0.039458169885187994,0.0,0.05366153523116954,0.0,0.0,0.0620151102779822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610760824899688,0.06793815979404834,0.0,0.09504483049479157,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Filmbuff1992,2018/02/02,"Taking over my life I literally cannot take this anymore. I love my job, but recently just the thaught of going sends me crazy. I havent been in for a few days (days off) but im back in tomorrow and i cant stand the thaught if going! I just wanna stay in bed all day away frim the world. I get panic attacks everytime I go now. But I dont get it i dont have a bad job, the people I work with and my manager are lovley. To top that all off my bf just got a new job which is great but i hardly see him anymore, he either at work or sleeping (he works in a warehouse so alternate shifts and night shifts every other week) ive seen him maybe two hours a day for the past few weeks and its a huge hit to my system. I dont wanna have to give up my job cos I dont wanna have to rely on my bf for everything and we need 2 paychecks to keep the house going but when I say I dont wanna go to work, its not because i just wanna stay home, its cos I feel physically sick at the thought of going in. Im on meds but they dont seem to be working and getting into see my GP is nigh on impossible. I guess im just scared. I dunno ",-0.8850682982356304,0.9510231553784898,2.103680990324417,95.94660856573708,88.36254980079681,5.019977233921457,17.330819578827544,6.367922702773337,-0.3591196357427435,856,21,212,9,28,302,132,251,0.084,0.845,0.07200000000000001,-0.5882,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,6,9,6,1,2,13,0,18,4,1,2,2,40,42,16,0,7,15,0,2,0,2,0,2,1,2,0,8,9,0,1,3,0,0,7,10,4,0,1,4,6,33,2,34,36,5,45,0,0,3,1,12,19,0,5,15,135,41,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943920513530424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144871937512758,0.07552367402998447,0.06181054694208625,0.06711751337480558,0.049001508964601016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073648337347422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652586415927273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772722004881485,0.0,0.07224420467242497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040644705566971126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599240048080496,0.07711192288667036,0.2741054213637454,0.0,0.06429064930488564,0.08862394882176701,0.08855234336714644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07200852282477087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063198364392721,0.0,0.07916232035090418,0.092752662689812,0.0,0.0,0.2604864384784859,0.0,0.31907596443243225,0.07144923854811272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677779186498137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725499481159232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075681030677857,0.0,0.08928881005412742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960392261317982,0.0,0.0776356353242386,0.0,0.07543519828448547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431362892470717,0.0,0.0,0.07673588776211188,0.05572833612597527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936977559067808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06392480320501823,0.08047868410770963,0.0,0.12811172225407533,0.07317882646770724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044232924385086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135788694632012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087794423426305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381613667354491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852375802469581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895883609667758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926035539778902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,starterpax,2018/02/02,"Paranoid that i'll accidentally harm or annoy someone Does anybody else feel like this? My biggest anxiety is getting in trouble. Getting in trouble constitutes accidentally harming or annoying someone, who then retaliates me. To avoid this, I am extremely self-regulatory and aim for perfection. But it is unbearable - I freak out over the idea of making a mistake at work, because it would put someone out. And then I feel like if I'm going to be there and make a mistake then I don't deserve to work. It seems like no matter what I do, just by existing, I am taking up space, using up resources and potentially aggravating people. I really feel people are going to harm me, or even just dislike me, which makes me feel my survival is threatened. I guess this stems from a lack of belief that I can protect myself. On that note I am reading [""The Courage To Be Disliked""](https://www.allenandunwin.com/browse/books/general-books/self-help-practical/The-Courage-to-be-Disliked-Ichiro-Kishimi-and-Fumitake-Koga-9781760630492) which I would recommend. It talks about choosing to adopt states of being, not as a reaction to past trauma, but because it serves a purpose for you. I am a fan of this way of thinking for the personal responsibility aspect. I don't like to think of myself as a victim.",6.50732251521298,8.389115310344827,6.872870182555783,70.0944421906694,66.15517241379311,9.251926977687628,35.629817444219064,9.627879704456738,3.7672192697768754,1040,51,165,22,17,337,134,232,0.185,0.715,0.1,-0.8968,0,1,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,0,4,5,19,3,1,10,0,17,0,0,4,1,38,35,15,0,6,9,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,16,6,0,2,10,1,0,3,4,13,0,0,0,4,22,6,31,30,1,20,1,0,0,0,4,11,0,6,8,116,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897148691487954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366861349669552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465624018854413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899610471667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408483254146292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881017262915945,0.2035281844865146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884524963254164,0.0,0.16191170940796346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692131752070468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547915293675534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608052089086746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783694359574249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852532311789085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598168214280135,0.1975094863806657,0.12437913671705725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431984763759028,0.0,0.0,0.1424854459433453,0.0,0.09125513028541596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967830581648987,0.2972063618175904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620843827188847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710233940275493,0.11449342065084055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825484407001095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302838384043124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306771710820525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074060762506539,0.0,0.0,0.20238037837740616,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theosbk6iey,2018/02/02,"How to get Ativan or other benzo from psychiatrist? I visited a psychiatrist recently and was prescribed 50mg Hydroxyzine for my anxiety. It doesn’t work, I feel like I drank some tea or something and the anxiety is still there. I have another visit scheduled on the 27th, how would I go about asking for Benzos? I know they are addicting but I just want something as an emergency for when my anxiety gets really bad. 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The physical symptoms are overpowering and I feel totally helpless. Most of the time I get through it and things settle down, but then there are days like today where nothing feels safe. I want to give up and often just want God to take me at times like this. Things always get better, but my mind just feels trapped in a corner. I would cry if that helped or talk to someone, but my own mind is the prison. I just want to be free.",4.653035714285714,4.924418946428574,4.7678571428571415,89.37714285714287,69.35714285714286,7.4714285714285715,26.714285714285715,6.868970318607317,0.9636821428571424,430,12,94,3,7,134,72,112,0.184,0.623,0.193,-0.6931,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,6,0,6,1,0,0,1,30,20,13,0,7,9,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,11,6,15,18,3,14,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,4,7,66,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285307855246845,0.1337350984872451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214716294790924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654757576969013,0.10365357137156153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808589880495799,0.3250671823941997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679431308295609,0.3083618782828437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772979260499994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704308574631193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32457049394447496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421884572105068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618077613812726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16705359519039575,0.1208443147690246,0.12918372316857746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32033330477484834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18743871080783064,0.0,0.15234739403365988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739953837079287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417359454561316,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wandrya,2018/02/02,"Dear r/anxiety, my brother is struggling with depression/anxiety/panic attacks, can you share me things that might cheer him up I want to help him get through what he is experiencing. I feel really sad that I cannot always be there for him because of distance and work. I was thinking that in between phone calls perhaps I can share pics/gifs/tips/ANYTHING that might cheer him up for a bit. Can you kindly share things that have helped you, so that I can pass it on to my brother? Thank you.",5.704375000000002,6.236885687500003,5.522916666666667,83.96375000000002,67.125,8.483333333333333,31.625,8.344100000000001,2.1777,390,15,78,5,6,121,64,96,0.08800000000000001,0.6659999999999999,0.246,0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,2,11,1,1,1,0,12,0,0,0,0,7,17,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,2,17,8,12,13,1,5,0,1,0,0,18,4,0,2,0,55,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003553777871604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471474776916793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879423074162806,0.0,0.0,0.2598221691397458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922205184828562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24933847883714497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332077517253145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547887861761548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932231532502575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061647885118694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378289868475822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4845631388085189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630998917095608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875874839019084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026724392934434,0.0,0.0,0.3034591643226581,0.1463405964052216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470804398615827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626780694582702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FitUnit,2018/02/02,"Help extreme Anxiety with school cant calm down so at my nursing school (I am a first year student trying to become an RN), we have laboratory quizzes. we wrote our first set last week, and it was horrible. Nobody really studied for it, because we were told it was an easy quiz, and that we covered it all in the lab (which we did not). Anyways in my program we are required to pass every component of the course with at least 50% and I am freaking out right now that i am going to be thrown out of the program, or have to redo this class next year, putting me a year behind, for those bad quizzes. I THINK**** (keyword, think) 2 of my 4 quizzes went not bad, and i obviously didn't get a complete 0.. and we have 2 more quizzes to write, in which I am planning to study my butt off for. I am not the dumbest kid in my class.. so I mean like if i failed the quizzes other people would probably have to (maybe). Normally I am a straight A student... so maybe thats why i have extreme anxiety over this?? Help me calm down pls reassurance is really needed, it is currently 1am where I am, and I have a lab at 7, but I am like losing my mind, really can't handle failing because of lab quizzes. They are worth 3.33% each of my lab quiz mark. I wish i just knew how I did..... tldr: I am panicking, please help, how do I calm down, will it be okay, I have n idea. Tempted to speak to my instructors tomorrow and see if they have any of mine marked so I can calm down.",1.743212369026324,3.3461899568106337,3.4299833887043185,91.09106759519553,78.0033222591362,6.757015077945311,25.198185535394842,7.61054688173877,1.1182362892921027,1111,41,252,16,26,370,154,301,0.094,0.785,0.12,0.8346,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,8,0,2,7,10,14,0,0,13,1,35,1,1,2,2,44,47,17,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,19,0,1,5,0,1,4,6,6,0,2,10,2,42,8,36,33,4,34,0,3,1,1,19,18,1,3,13,171,57,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920512295170964,0.0,0.207104081395595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604428226466802,0.16503160452226778,0.1494973888528302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192514114747026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404885309310622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302787661916661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072138677736156,0.0,0.07692970150604614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721921507344713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280793176967458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103386092621201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226268621902315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143615745573766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719799096524944,0.14744958591912405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667766776398685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036967424595146,0.0,0.0,0.14395969162013034,0.0,0.13262663623382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384340321917313,0.0,0.0,0.14858751803123932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594380855924044,0.0,0.0,0.13607682957582293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26015029892855124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559894557569853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739884144716598,0.10786648987164166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173469813947414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934479286826894,0.0,0.09190233966940836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857973605329836,0.0,0.0,0.12548251324327125,0.12214371838199288,0.0,0.15566034302551698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615772791346236,0.0,0.0,0.2615072851555731 anxiety,numbon,2018/02/02,"Does anyone else feel like they doubt everything they say? Whenever I speak to others I doubt and analyze almost everything I say. I always feel the need to say the ""right"" thing and over time I've just created this filter before I speak. It's gotten to the point where I just stay quiet and keep things to myself. I feel like I'm losing my identity because of this.",4.806249999999999,5.908921569444447,5.595444444444446,80.59400000000002,69.41666666666667,9.093333333333334,24.12222222222222,9.3871,1.9082355555555552,291,7,55,6,5,95,46,72,0.108,0.7929999999999999,0.099,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,7,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,9,11,2,6,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,32,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105937214375773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876149388025199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13341230826019704,0.19549789787931496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631035537282157,0.0,0.1623573699252576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697100649157018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938952869961995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34295879031589843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894237492931012,0.2726161623494753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959245750272495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864312000265727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134572143433872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147632526502849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036836413252114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294278274218402,0.0,0.4551972011689187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033681936311424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535190566072845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125744129794723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poundmerealgoodhard,2018/02/02,"What mental issues do you think i have? Ever since I was 18, I have given adult guys what they want in hopes of being loved. Then they usually leave me and then I sink into a deep depression and the cycle starts all over again. Idk why I am the way that I am. I am currently dating 5 guys that as far as I know have no idea the others exist. I know I'm a giant slut. I want to learn how to like myself and not be dependent on others to make me happy. I want to go to a therapist but I don't want to flat out tell someone in person that I'm nothing but a whore. What should I do?",-0.520758928571432,1.3588204062500042,2.2647767857142864,95.1096875,87.125,5.2196428571428575,14.611607142857142,6.5431188927421005,-0.5891267857142859,444,7,106,5,14,155,79,128,0.07200000000000001,0.775,0.153,0.8282,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,2,0,3,7,0,0,7,0,13,3,0,3,2,24,28,10,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,19,4,15,23,1,19,0,1,0,3,9,9,0,2,9,75,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586738270319116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664321953222164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047000417514087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648259670672342,0.0,0.19611230322706075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829782665192699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20796904866417468,0.0,0.19228437527445394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024918936835177,0.0,0.0,0.19506903282512625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000365592343318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627141248810878,0.0,0.12297247400393815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856567621168863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677008651764142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085928380223213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523938844953315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560943311916542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039631084927292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102189086916055,0.0,0.0,0.21390091303875264,0.0,0.11804476299362684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289922270679628,0.0,0.43464573785524696,0.1462302478956264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16623556524864294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dsnysthelizardking,2018/02/02,"Need money, but I’m scared of work I work in a kind of bizarre job, so it’s hard for anyone to relate, but basically I work at busy theme park as a ride operator. I was happy for a little while, but it was supposed to be really temporary and then things didn’t work out with the other position I was going for in the company. So I got stuck doing this job and it’s increased my anxiety a 100 times over. I am constantly in a state of fear that I won’t remember what to do or that I’ll mess up. It makes me so mad that I get so worried because I’ve never done anything wrong and I’ve even been told I’m good at my job, which is nice. I’ve had 3 panic attacks at work in the past month and a half. They changed the rides I work at to see if that would help, and I felt like it would, but after completing training for the new rides, I’m dreading going back to work again. I can potentially transfer to another job in the theme park, but I’m also planning on moving in 2 months so I’m not even sure they’ll do it before then. I put in to work at a different job outside the company, but like I said, we’re moving in to months and I would feel guilty taking that job and I would equally feel guilty about leaving my current job. It’s an extremely emotionally and physically draining job. I wish I didn’t have to work so much, but it definitely doesn’t pay the bills to only work 30 - 35 hours a week here. Thankfully this is definitely temporary, but I’m getting close to quitting because of how much I already try to avoid it. 😞 Any advice on how to deal with this situation? I’m sorry I know it’s bizarre.",2.5077556561086003,3.6575006352941166,4.468235294117648,86.3189819004525,75.0,7.8190045248868785,25.72398190045249,8.384062270229773,1.5205203619909504,1256,43,279,22,26,431,172,340,0.174,0.708,0.118,-0.9598,12,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,12,15,17,2,5,17,0,24,0,0,3,2,40,49,31,0,7,11,0,4,2,0,6,0,1,0,0,22,12,0,1,5,0,3,9,6,9,0,1,13,6,25,8,44,29,4,47,0,0,1,0,6,20,0,2,19,172,47,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015368501336347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922354972681385,0.05741152375702471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048820585867457376,0.07527949938720288,0.05492019303988031,0.0,0.0,0.05019818735955207,0.0,0.059078171336170174,0.0,0.0,0.08167303486050317,0.0,0.05520312356086217,0.0,0.08752669205713595,0.0,0.0610891587215249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594573849816955,0.0,0.07527187389554857,0.0775809545993456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401373865495957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500669001540387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346748555934413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075561588472405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483503091663156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078523792329705,0.0725997362751257,0.0,0.06893096291110715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501604386910643,0.0,0.08160136736546783,0.06021518570869635,0.057418107959972535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764232364802476,0.06431095629448934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812023455885185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070002722658353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5699347687820445,0.0,0.0,0.07475965271921574,0.039454653332971726,0.0,0.0,0.07601668319762378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701472632521125,0.07195380186219127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04792128951992891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719095331800879,0.1526057059473341,0.10554981838952386,0.05323238294283854,0.05536992176340056,0.06933654176439367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054600563469050366,0.0,0.08423169133064114,0.0,0.0,0.06853297541038286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217014457850318,0.0,0.07635894713951277,0.0,0.0,0.04599138281988646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132561471945958,0.0,0.06829002234849184,0.0,0.07187567434043382,0.0,0.05720841816699085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806964953186031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036454861850822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766250612643597,0.0,0.053978167331209546,0.0,0.0,0.06609583778136595,0.0,0.0,0.04769498882355428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0418621186924247,0.0,0.0,0.06859971995877583,0.0,0.04874162016942183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758669770371056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255651969780264,0.0,0.0,0.5226496429395189,0.07290760977583341,0.0,0.20399408620813264,0.07849258093648433,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nauticats,2018/02/02,"You don't think people will like you so you decide not to like them first. -Jumanji This line in the new Jumanji movie spoke to me. I have social anxiety and I realized I say a lot of negative things about people as an excuse to not be their friend. Hopefully now that I've picked up on this habit, I can break it.",0.5305,2.9011184153846195,2.4649038461538453,91.86197115384616,87.92307692307692,6.9423076923076925,17.35576923076923,8.07648339933343,0.7502692307692298,247,6,54,6,8,82,53,65,0.118,0.75,0.132,-0.0072,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,2,1,3,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,9,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,2,10,4,9,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425397533034565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967964497265084,0.0,0.0,0.2449493885128612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148987748245653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097858725974548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695416506181491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062055466964452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396003345285914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521281526338465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231890449004383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106316489943128,0.2031506361288792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwit56323,2018/02/02,I just dont know anymore. I feel my mental health has declined so much lately. My job has absolutly drove me to my limit and i just cant seem to get things right with my wife. For the past few months my anxiety has been absolutly...just...terrible and i thought about suicide often... even though i would never ever do something like that. but the last couple weeks it seemed like things out of no where got better. My anxiety was suddenly just not near as bad. Why? Am i just depressed? Am i to the point i just dont give a fuck? I still have anxiety..its just not like it was. Is my job doing this to me? I dont ever remember myself being this bad. I feel like my job completly controls me. I feel like all i do is sit around and wait to go to work and on the weekend im free. Its just 2 short days of freedom and thats it and i cant handle it. Im just terrified. I think about death all the time and its such a huge fear of mine...why? That sounds crazy. Why do i think about that? I dont want to die. Im just scared. I feel like im losing my mind. Is that the anxiety? Im just ranting and posting this because i feel like you may understand me and that helps. But then sometimes...i love my life.,-0.6246496212121215,1.5159252187499987,1.632329545454546,97.17668560606062,91.734375,4.9780303030303035,17.523200757575758,6.574015621080383,-0.1889098958333335,920,25,218,12,33,308,127,256,0.14400000000000002,0.638,0.218,0.9769,3,0,1,0,0,3,42.0,0,1,0,5,23,17,1,2,8,0,25,4,0,1,5,52,46,15,3,2,14,1,5,7,0,2,2,1,0,0,17,12,0,3,13,1,1,2,10,7,0,0,6,6,35,11,20,37,4,27,0,2,0,2,5,9,1,4,21,144,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832909161040734,0.0,0.08138236235336484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305159889864782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703484758569612,0.05002356296288125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257619741937847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603929234958549,0.0,0.09203827710165566,0.0,0.09079882499881624,0.0,0.05292249175485029,0.0,0.07067893290325161,0.0,0.0851662584285467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846990544509348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05420045049855322,0.14845756420472495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234132675982744,0.2074622834070213,0.23449729335406475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586397971494588,0.042873433298072014,0.07872029272602232,0.046637100549841735,0.0,0.06563159811569795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722689933249568,0.0,0.0,0.05500369148355328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431992684694164,0.0,0.24429834306110426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509852454819588,0.06689058600185474,0.09256826949274964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057962040481305585,0.28063567470054285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180515670647488,0.0,0.0,0.0740631660986688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269808624490617,0.0,0.08285811604151286,0.0,0.06550022745320573,0.0,0.06032420352961983,0.0,0.06329042495455436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833641441029136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757407490307955,0.0,0.07859165844793044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929590028549978,0.0700795602053106,0.0,0.0,0.08215727651448708,0.0,0.0,0.14941032269033186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317448993341376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553394072223426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976130554937455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903523121250952,0.10516262245983182,0.08062441757926155,0.06514718828848827,0.047850370691562914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854282909068055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484016449297227,0.0,0.06582430412257571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221415954122032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597413125222316,0.0,0.0,0.05829370889983261,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rudie1822,2018/02/02,"Being a parent with anxiety I have a 2 year old and a 10 month old. I guess I could not fully grasp how much worse my anxiety could be with kids until I had them. I love my kids so much and this Love is absolutely wonderful but so scary and anxiety inducing at the same time. I don’t know how to not worry about everything, which then leads to constant anxiety. Not all days are full of anxiety though and on those days the happiness I feel is indescribable. I will be fighting for more of those days while trying my best not to let this anxiety eat away at me. Some days I feel like it’s swallowing me up and I will never get those happy days back. Today was one of those days. I’m hoping tomorrow will be better. 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It got worse until in 2016-2017 I went back to school to a place 3 hrs away except that I would take back roads taking twice as long. It would take me 6 hours to travel 200 miles! Initially my parents helped me when relocating. Dad drove the car I would end up driving , mom and I shared the other. Ridiculous..I should've been able to do it myself. I never took the highways when living and going to school there and as a result the city driving wore down the brakes to the point that the worn pad damaged the rotor and seized up. Fast forward to 2017 when I graduated. I was scared of flying, still am, but even worse, I once took 11 hours to drive a to a city that should take 7-8 tops. Until something came over me and with practice with my dad where we'd each take turns behind the wheel on highways, it improved. And then most recently despite winter weather so snow, ice, cold , I managed to do a road trip alone on some of the busiest highways in the country including those multi lane express roads. Making progress! But it's not enough since I'm still avoiding elevated freeways, long bridges, etc. Dunno what to do now to overcome it. 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I’ve been struggling with the hardest year of my life. I️ am currently a sophomore in college and a year ago is when I realized that something was different was happening. A year ago, I started taking birth control pills and have been having some crazy mood swings. Since then, I have changed pills about three times and still am not sure I am satisfied. Anyway, my past semester of college was a really dark time for me. Freshman year was hard but I had a really awesome roommate who made it better. I was dealing with being away from home for the first time and being away from my serious boyfriend of two years and my twin sister who was attending another school two hours away. It was hard but i got through it. Flash forward to sophomore year and my best college friend and roommate’s boyfriend (very nice kid) transferred to our school. He spent a lot of time with her and I was alone a lot more and frankly a little jealous that I couldn’t spend time like that with my significant other. My freshmen year friend group fizzled out and I tried to join a club to meet more people and successfully met a close friend but was still pretty lonely. I am more on the quieter side and making friends can be hard for me since I always had some built in friends at home (boyfriend and twin sister). Within the last year my self esteem has tanked. I used to be a skinny runner in hs and now have gained about 20 pounds in college. I used to have a 4.0 in hs and now have a 3.0 (I realized fast college is a lot harder and the nursing program isn’t as easy as I thought 😅) So I hope the background helped... point is I constantly worry about what people think of me and how I’m portrayed. I do not do well in situations where I am alone for long periods. It’s hard having a long distance relationship (4 hrs away) with someone I want to marry and a close sister who is 2 hours away. I have meltdowns every couple weeks because I feel so overwhelmed with things in my life. I know my life could be worse and I am thankful but sometimes I just can’t shake the feelings. Sometimes I hate myself so much for almost no reason. Sometimes I take it out on my boyfriend and sister even though they’ve done nothing wrong. Sometimes I think it’s because of the birth control. Other times I think it’s because of something else... possibly an anxiety disorder? Any advice or stories that you think would help would be greatly appreciated. Thank you. Ps- I have reached out for help (changing birth control, counseling, have cut social media (mostly) out of my life and have tried focusing on exercising and reading more)). These things have not helped much. 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I am starting by helping to open the store at 6 am. Considering my anticipatory anxiety peaks at night and consequently keeps me from sleeping, I feel on the verge of insomnia. I have not been able to sleep or eat properly for the past three days. This makes me feel like tub with someone pulling the plug, it’s so draining. It also has its effect on my body, I get random heart flutters, light headed ness, random bouts of nausea. These are all not the best conditions for a 6 hours shift standing up. Part of me always had hope, hope that I will succeed, hope that my anxiety dreams are nothing more than nightmares. There is so much to go wrong but mainly it’s the idea of doing this in general is sitting on my chest like an elephant. I wish I knew why I am reacting this intense to something I have been hoping for in a while. I only talked with my therapist about the job interview, we didn’t think that I would start right away. So I could not even talk it over with her to get a voice of reason inside to the person running circles in my head. Basically I am an anxious mess who’s having a panic attack over the idea of having one during the job To make the situation even worse, I have two other shifts over the weekend. Idk why I thought a combined 20hrs to start this all out with was a good idea I should have taken it slow and not jump into more than my mental state can handle. But it’s too late now? I am starting in T-5hrs and then we‘ll see how it will all go. Sorry for this incoherent rant, just needed to get this off my chest in the hope of being at least able to sleep a little before having to get up",5.321390035783098,5.51498929479769,5.87559867877787,82.28334296724472,67.90173410404624,8.671401045967517,28.32590145884944,8.418075326091056,1.8054837875034404,1360,41,277,18,21,441,194,346,0.093,0.8140000000000001,0.093,-0.0056,5,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,6,12,14,1,1,24,0,32,11,9,6,3,50,60,13,0,10,8,0,2,2,0,5,1,1,0,1,21,11,1,1,10,2,1,5,5,4,0,6,8,5,33,10,53,45,10,52,0,0,1,0,9,25,0,8,21,201,54,6,0.1623896163592455,0.0,0.07923442029142222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649314587663681,0.06756058478591521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863414180523453,0.09172702205967424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237081596741333,0.07628519505439904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909080148066038,0.0,0.08520894186293143,0.0,0.0,0.09018912782831544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482744744975599,0.0,0.0,0.0523639341969692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308255907383785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725681007233427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821090692932659,0.058005587187012285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071927870776004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696837443269203,0.0,0.09228976124713677,0.06810235283948575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665859579003978,0.0,0.0,0.09621623863061217,0.05442316840970004,0.0,0.0,0.4032238251292572,0.07996053060832252,0.0,0.0,0.274977166106325,0.0,0.0,0.3222932742153777,0.07216967618613332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159128022352442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933536393677068,0.08137852843744865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108396329895833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182526942236569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059687526406390114,0.06020492144951153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619582718942608,0.0,0.07790860828443431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501970336066436,0.06175231039878674,0.0,0.09526461300006456,0.0,0.08792606488223559,0.07750963179149747,0.0,0.07089617467269863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834817857848584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933992254450315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470174979190654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126636632300104,0.2437603382971415,0.0,0.06879609748348277,0.06250773015609551,0.0,0.09089094024023303,0.287350515684606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052262242022095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427343038583574,0.05394222270193751,0.05202635457884183,0.0,0.06445960814653659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931552952442593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653137067515706,0.0,0.09337002232059433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274444620156086,0.05767846213795017,0.08877377656989174,0.0,0.0 anxiety,degausser__,2018/02/02,"Can’t help but cry and feel sorry for myself So here I am, tears rolling down my cheeks... I’m 25 and I feel like I’m getting nowhere in life right now. I live at home with an emotionally abusive and narcissistic mother and don’t earn nearly enough to support myself. My mom is constantly bringing me down and making me feel even worse about being my age and not yet completing college or finding a legitimate career. My friends don’t even talk to me or respond to me anymore and my boyfriend (who is incredibly supportive) lives across the world from me at the moment. I’m poor and work full time at a shit job and can’t afford going back to school, but I have a newfound interest in learning how to code for a living. I want to learn more about how to get into a program, however I’m afraid of failure and wasting time and money. I honestly just don’t know what direction I’m headed in with my life at the moment and I need to get this off my chest because it pains me so much and I have no one to tell this all to right now because my boyfriend is asleep and I feel like I always complain about the same problems :( I just don’t want to feel like a burden to anyone, and even if you’re reading this now, I apologize for my scattered rant, I just really need someone to talk to or let my feelings out somewhere. 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I am not diagnose yet because I have been too nervous to see a doctor. I had an anxiety attack today. I start crying, shaking and gagging, most of the time throwing up. Tonight I am feeling guilty for my actions. I know I overreact when thes attacks happen but I can't seem to control it in the moment. It ends up being an ugly circle of anxiety than guilt. After today's attacks, I really want to get help. Should I get a psychiatrist and receive medication? What should I for help?",2.6354458041958044,5.211083471153849,4.776118881118883,77.65979020979023,79.67307692307692,7.243356643356643,28.685314685314694,8.296473431620573,2.6107038461538457,427,20,72,9,11,147,72,104,0.275,0.632,0.092,-0.9351,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,3,3,6,0,11,3,0,1,0,14,21,4,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,3,2,13,0,14,15,1,18,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,2,11,55,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618931578566432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802168116883236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565428837677616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099236106539873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858156908932072,0.0,0.0,0.181983358764556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815400485224016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16957272782209135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673657766195605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376894644166379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17311398866030653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650356160537112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222093443218298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104922170513484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689751956184987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228439899231041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613398565573384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201945801240902,0.15082193632665047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726378177491972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660491232064672,0.0,0.3140761389036587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771787756359833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668759776898884 anxiety,DOWNVOTEMExD,2018/02/02,"Panic attack in front of SO [Warning: pure ranting] I knew it was coming all day. Once I saw her it just dissipated. I'm not codependent, but I needed her a lot today and we had plans but there was food to be made, shopping to be done and next thing my sister tells me she landed and the flight details she gave me were wrong... She asks for money on top of everything. I'm in my SO's parents house because they have a guest room with less storage stuff thrown in it and room for my sister's kids. Staying in SO's childhood bedroom we grew up in. Felt safe. She fell asleep. Felt lonely. She went from pneumonia to this brand new abdominal pain the doctors are glossing over because we can't afford private healthcare. Also feel as though I'm not appreciating my time with her (took a year out of college to be with her). I feel so embarrassed after too. You know when you're crying and blubbering and hyperventilating? It feels way too vulnerable to have someone else witness it. Especially someone I'm trying to be strong for. Her mother heard us and asked what's wrong too which made it 1000 times worse. I know most people don't like being touched but I get out of it quicker being held tightly and kissed on my face during a panic attack. I don't know how common that is but i was too embarrassed this time for it to work. I think I feel another one coming on too which sucking fucks. 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Initially I felt pretty good that I've been losing weight but then my health anxiety decided to do away with feeling good and replace it with the fear that this weight loss is due to cancer. Since August of last year I made a conscious effort to cut back on eating and also I've gotten a job in retail where I'm just standing and walking around for at least 3 times a week, 5+ hours a day. The result is that I've dropped from 160 lb to now 133 lb. I wouldn't call this weight loss unexplained but I'm so scared that there is another reason for this weight loss. I don't know what to do and I'm afraid that being told by my doctor that I don't have cancer won't help with my anxiety. Any advice for me or someone who at least been in a similar situation?",5.182109090909093,4.444941320000002,6.014909090909092,84.32245454545455,68.3,9.272727272727273,26.681818181818183,8.575989854853784,1.5372000000000003,744,17,165,10,11,246,110,200,0.234,0.6940000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9878,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,7,10,14,1,3,9,0,16,11,0,3,0,24,28,11,0,1,4,1,8,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,13,10,7,0,6,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,7,9,14,3,26,18,3,31,0,6,1,0,8,12,0,2,15,99,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644108278097482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789242862178718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711422446536154,0.10348759912937748,0.3019977001805268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878571706842561,0.0,0.0,0.09272476982725787,0.07588837290710185,0.0824040416331693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007759871226864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364844111889906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101586563508344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10098697606118168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105640162106008,0.04990184888115723,0.0,0.09476019255461868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624951269221088,0.0,0.0,0.09467475453809353,0.0,0.16555702550758233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490541888817363,0.0,0.0,0.06615144341521252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719214574512074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979369904185979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054238768604314536,0.08044748807878101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041156448397647,0.0,0.08390475940628413,0.0,0.09338514651479372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558736013112075,0.07877534167592888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081132712820784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147223673151064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856556119949728,0.0,0.0,0.09880832144004614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163938306363645,0.11093440613523692,0.0,0.0,0.08362176041656041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057548339099137535,0.0,0.0,0.09430482903408068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916509986992988,0.7210846195346982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355467756860604 anxiety,letrangerdesign,2018/02/02,"My success story (xpost from r/panicdisorder) I can't imagine people come here when they are feeling their best. I certainly don't. I'm too busy living life when I'm not feeling anxious/panic. I had a bit of a hit tonight, which made me think about this place. I see a lot of desperation here, and a sense of hopelessness. There is nothing sadder to me than seeing posts like ""nothing helps."" I know the feeling of hopelessness. The adage says that the river always defeats the rock. Sometimes, it's hard not to feel like the rock - for if panic disorder were a war, it would be a protracted insurgency, striking at times and places where you should be safe. But everyone here knows this stuff. What a lot don't know is how much fucking easier it can get. SO MUCH EASIER. I'm ready to go to bed now, but I wanted to stay up to tell people this. I was a shit-show, but I was able to greatly mitigate it through CBT, meditation, medication, and understanding the disorder at an academic level. A lot of you have these things, and have not seen the progress you'd like - so let me break it down a bit. CBT serves as a vanguard offense against the disorder, but like an army - it must be trained and equipped in the right way. To keep our military metaphor, CBT is like saying ""infantry"" and panic is ""enemy."" To say that ""infantry"" defeats ""enemy"" is too general a statement, for ""infantry"" can sometimes be defeated by ""enemy."" If your CBT is not working, you need to adjust tactics, equipment, training, doctrine, etc. CBT is a tailored affair. If you feel like CBT isn't working, talk to your practitioner. Still using CBT, you might need to attack the enemy from another angle, if this metaphor makes sense. Meditation is simpler. Mediation, for me, does not get me out of a panic attack. I meditate every morning (when I have the time), generally when I'm feeling ok. This investment of time pays off later, when panic does happen. Mediation is actually making change to your brain's infrastructure, allowing panic to go through a filter. I personally use the app, headspace. Medication is critical for some. Some others might not need it. That is not a facet of strength or weakness. Some people need glasses, some people need a step stool to get to the top shelf, some people need psychiatric medication. Don't resist it or strive for it, it's something you work out with your doc. Finally, getting real information about the disorder. I hopped on JSTOR and google scholar, etc, and read up on practices for treatment. I also learned about the causes of pain associated with panic, reliving the past, guilt, etc. Knowing is half the battle, kids. Also, there are a bunch of promising treatments on the horizon. New pharmaceuticals, machine learning based therapy, and other projects are showing massive promise. I'm doing so much better. I spoke to my girlfriend and she put it very well. She said, ""When you told me about this problem, you seemed to handle it well. You seemed in control. The next year, you seemed even more in control, and this year - even more. I can't imagine you won't be doing even better next year."" Good night, folks. God be with you. -L'etranger.",4.3090919904837435,6.701619675257733,4.954381443298973,79.47686954797783,73.03780068728523,7.775892149088026,29.74900872323553,8.617729084823388,2.5549620935765267,2489,108,435,48,52,798,285,582,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.112,-0.9891,0,0,1,0,0,2,122.0,1,17,2,15,31,41,6,7,39,1,46,8,1,10,2,93,95,34,1,15,17,0,7,6,1,6,6,5,1,2,29,17,0,4,22,4,2,5,14,21,2,1,9,15,45,20,63,71,20,51,0,5,3,1,36,20,1,19,28,295,74,11,0.0583133203069735,0.0,0.056905388822023714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932662823629287,0.04852135387809496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611466007739231,0.0,0.06587745372016296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267964046686662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119623201620436,0.10314678605961536,0.12732608551533778,0.0,0.0,0.06509695083548983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05990384309861605,0.06168776081443711,0.05023176203020624,0.0,0.0,0.1308066944130809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673284684037513,0.0,0.102060759134327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510429971706,0.115546194290202,0.0,0.04913148739150716,0.05572087651575506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690980119861927,0.08331809535770839,0.0,0.06387939206371121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539097249754721,0.1218652122674215,0.0,0.06628160752289372,0.04891044641674661,0.0,0.06429064150254335,0.0,0.0,0.05156627656475892,0.0,0.05223728109165459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03908618940972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051831558424061085,0.0,0.0,0.12818990326255394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059629320862207014,0.04118842266257708,0.1709336566944292,0.0,0.051491730180610935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872769886276285,0.0,0.05517747363155739,0.07784918823051581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623360601049895,0.0,0.1237224353362074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860100012676462,0.25943152873333303,0.0,0.05631936812577359,0.12403375539332315,0.05472310085544247,0.0,0.1119064071069736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062049484201397685,0.4105087024409136,0.0,0.0,0.05566666252273382,0.2021355698454464,0.05091694204243176,0.12185001672646535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558480415635178,0.0,0.0,0.055797972147844765,0.0,0.05862099315565088,0.0,0.0,0.05832910071960986,0.06637332491984498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979925692358636,0.05546932122791673,0.1391192785002057,0.0,0.0,0.09293633286725332,0.15925877013697226,0.0,0.0,0.059857785310178525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489244290337578,0.11534672970267228,0.0,0.0,0.062154240613082425,0.04656909292353567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675480041183443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046870037993430896,0.05096841221192887,0.0,0.0666863638272815,0.0,0.0387407788873576,0.03736482106403415,0.0,0.0,0.10200889804288804,0.0,0.0,0.05572087651575506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060706222969254535,0.0,0.10072797182742008,0.0,0.04811459631819793,0.034394707163085264,0.046286399398035374,0.0,0.0,0.10486135620840747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735837507530884,0.0,0.0,0.04142410965517916,0.0,0.0,0.11265559920115432 anxiety,pugsaredrugs,2018/02/02,"I've noticed that coming down with a cold or similar illness causes my anxiety to temprarily disappear, anyone heard of this? I'm just curious if anyone out there has heard of something like this, and if they could explain it at all or link me somewhere that can? My anxiety will temporarily disappear for the duration of the cold or common seasonal respiratory illness and then return when I start feeling better and recover from the virus. I was just wondering if it holds some kind of clue as to the source of my anxiety and a potential treatment. Thanks a bunch, appreciate it",8.287295597484274,8.595481754716984,8.888679245283024,62.80144654088053,61.64150943396226,13.104402515723276,40.30817610062893,12.45797560212912,5.622545911949687,470,24,75,16,6,158,72,106,0.124,0.745,0.131,0.4329,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,7,0,5,2,0,1,1,24,14,13,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,7,4,14,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,8,7,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.566157420295425,0.0,0.0,0.3449863603399108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181795300686096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342122301330594,0.0,0.21250380458649248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969639428319739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247351751956592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25689234859364146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052152831643505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808611249344538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899159919656529,0.0,0.0,0.17461027009556887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271213733922969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675275679377861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Quokka_Quokka_,2018/02/02,"Heavy feeling in chest and sudden feelings of guilt, help? So I'm not really sure that what I'm feeling is anxiety, but I don't know for sure. I often get this sudden feeling, like a heaviness in my chest and a pit in my stomach coupled with a sudden feeling of guilt for no reason. In addition, sometimes it feels almost like I'm going to cry or need to cry even though I'm not sad. It's not necessarily that I'm always thinking about anything or overanalyzing anything before I get the feeling. Sometimes I wake up with it and other times it hits me out of nowhere when I'm in the middle of just everyday tasks. Does this sound familiar to anyone else? 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I can't believe I have to get my eyes checked because one of them is getting sore. My life should be about me, not about medical doctors. I really love the idea of pain and sickness (sarcasm) I'm just so bloody sick of the crap. I really am. So I just have no idea. I'm not religious so the concept of sacrifice is foreign to me, and misery doesn't bring enlightenment. ihope I get sedatedif ih to take pain killers or other medicines in the near future. Medical care (especially eye treatments) don't get more comfortable to tolerate with medication, so I h'ope I'm kept asleep. Medical treatment makes me as sick as the problems being treated so I'd rather stay sick without the treatment. But I'm sure the frigging doctors will argue with me for ages about that. Fine. They can make sure I get stomach ulcers I don't care any more. I don't even trust doctors. ithink all these other health centres and such are just scams. You could eat sugar and say it's curing cancer too, that's how stupid these alternative medicine ideas are. People can con themselves into believing anything and be deluded into thinking that their particular treatment work for them. I always say no to medication when doctors are he'lping me because it's just the same as eating M and M's to me. You could say that not M and M is nausea pill too, if you really wanted to. You can believe that medicine is going into an IV and it could just be salt water as far as anyone is concerned. I reckon that medicine is dvertised as good for health because doctors make money off it. I only agree with taking medicine if it actually works. So from now on if I'm prescribed something and idon't feel any effect, I'll be throwing it away. and idon't are what the doctors think. Yeah. I really hate doctors as you can see. I'll see how I go with my upcoming eye appointments and by God something had better be worked out!!!!! I'm not interested in drama.",3.0372476939772106,5.4725096726804185,4.084888768312536,83.96203743895823,77.27319587628865,6.764622897449812,27.736299511665763,7.85451343220497,1.9157309278350516,1595,68,295,26,38,516,198,388,0.17800000000000002,0.738,0.084,-0.9911,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,5,4,5,24,22,4,1,10,1,36,38,6,6,3,61,68,32,0,11,16,0,1,0,0,3,27,3,0,0,18,19,4,1,9,1,2,4,13,9,0,1,2,11,35,13,41,53,4,23,1,1,5,1,14,12,1,5,6,188,53,10,0.0,0.0,0.07109830367975073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062318568399445,0.0,0.0,0.0990910483498662,0.0,0.0,0.08230811364620956,0.0,0.05094358171187671,0.0,0.059955424830290004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845191703679121,0.0,0.0,0.13323956770127776,0.0,0.0,0.2462559904374386,0.0,0.06443644152747229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856593135589066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451209443876536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5220083874798449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491025994459642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048121619532248416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03683888594125491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032489824656748,0.0,0.08281306845619682,0.0611093227624898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071931589767467,0.0,0.15488799904968076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236382840818041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24674137816518166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292265963466933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065756639798575,0.0,0.14589862244891127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669807815536394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049370053614562766,0.05541132883298793,0.15505080141779015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050510141225109814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971468345272712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866972408342352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06221981371312167,0.0,0.1738173644933841,0.0,0.0,0.11611581528322805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217835795666473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765628467831416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733445731787108,0.0,0.10955938143338427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336814842822372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04297317680238229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023192487229171,0.0,0.15912314483227674,0.07399021700583439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04691777099399558 anxiety,kousetsu15,2018/02/02,"Reddit I need your help Hey everyone, I need help. I've been in a relationship with a wonderful woman for over a year and a half now. As time went on I learned more and more about her, and boy is there a lot. To sum it up; -abused by her mother since age 3, physically and emotionally -has a son with a guy that repeated cheated and controlled her entirely for a year, and now uses their son to control her still. Through this and more she's got anxiety and even though she's working on bettering herself, it still grabs hold, and I usually get to witness it, and a lot of times feel like I'm to blame. I've tried to get her everything she didn't have, supporting her education and what she wants to do, but because of her anxiety she's always worrying.... That I'll cheat as soon as she leaves the house, that I will leave her like she's been left by others, that I just use her for sex. She's had some outburst around my family too and because of that they've all turned their backs on her which was essentially the third time she lost a family, and she thinks I'm going to listen to my family and end things with her. I love her to pieces, and sometimes I feel that's exactly what I'm doing to her. I want her more than anything in this world, but I have my own struggles that don't help the situation. I'm not very in touch with my emotions. I'm very monotone, Im very logical, non expressive and it is very hard for me to connect and feel. I'm pretty such I'm suffering from depression, on top of my mind always racing and thinking. Tonight we had another fight. She asked me to clean a spoon and I was doing that when she started to tell me how much she loves me, and I didn't hear what she said, which she took as me ignoring her. I tried to explain, I apologized, but ended up going upstairs to cry because I felt like a failure. Anyone have any words of wisdom?",5.278678977272726,4.951647578125005,6.090189393939394,82.48738636363639,68.01041666666666,9.898484848484847,30.47537878787879,9.573946990214177,2.4351708333333333,1466,50,318,28,22,484,188,384,0.127,0.754,0.119,-0.1204,0,0,0,0,2,0,44.0,1,1,2,6,16,16,3,1,15,0,19,3,0,5,2,59,57,30,0,4,5,3,7,3,0,1,0,3,1,3,21,26,0,4,10,0,0,4,4,8,0,2,14,10,60,8,49,42,11,37,0,3,0,3,57,14,0,4,22,215,81,2,0.0,0.10791394134813273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157035694740634,0.0,0.0,0.0619369693262724,0.0955044672569219,0.1393506551084404,0.0,0.0,0.06368468414459398,0.0,0.07495040915393275,0.08107978493549199,0.08514674358461903,0.0,0.0,0.07003427160800715,0.0,0.16656307820303687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055213803551581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20430610214538605,0.0,0.0,0.10004620843855497,0.0,0.0,0.07844636894555064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490364935626226,0.16133824910135136,0.0,0.0,0.060156942983910736,0.0,0.0,0.08703006478481777,0.08185609903878807,0.0,0.257584050531824,0.0,0.13815711832020194,0.0650669882649703,0.08745030113007157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517023045797242,0.0,0.10352479999355838,0.0,0.07284434482503747,0.0,0.0,0.0901827130183159,0.0,0.0,0.08158906036418856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265286140576056,0.0,0.1831453743674541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509315145310884,0.0,0.0,0.09838114952397788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287941313439216,0.09895780145664164,0.0,0.0,0.13349006823156925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942368993708854,0.1548645328489915,0.16440504162689415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919640135204522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669536809916005,0.13506812386259018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926602751338286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778495971112992,0.0,0.0,0.08663716226126644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534164336858235,0.1023768204841969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007964327249962,0.0,0.0644663162246887,0.0,0.14547191026184053,0.0,0.0,0.0952157400158402,0.0,0.0,0.1033555802813141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960722253766506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060508963735121976,0.11671972880600875,0.08948483724422387,0.0,0.1593270163794034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119232624325816,0.12367357661550027,0.09906799969419564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573263462807335,0.10031085517349818,0.3005994662330289,0.10744172668611096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443131737081891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877149141376236,0.06630673173611001,0.0924953338863488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730401852857585 anxiety,feistycaterpie,2018/02/02,"Any Tips For Taking Tests? I've been really struggling ever since I've started going to college. I'd been diagnosed with social and general anxiety, as well as depression when I was 18 (I had been struggling for three years before that, and I'm 21 now). I never completed high school because my symptoms were so intense (suicidal thoughts, panic attacks walking to classes). But after a couple years of living on my own and working I've gotten better (I'm not amazing, but I can take public transit and I've learned to deal with stuff that would previously ""trigger"" me). Finally, I thought I was ready to go back to school so I entered a college bridging program at the beginning of September that accepts students who haven't graduated and sort of transitions them to apply for a bachelors program. I do fantastic on assignments, and I'm even attending classes! My huge issue currently is tests. It is such a struggle for me. I was doing computer math fundamentals last semester and I was getting 90s and 100s on assignments. I got a 65 on my midterm, and a 55 on my final so my grade ended up being something abysmally inaccurate of my actual ability. I get light headed, dizzy, nauseous, sweaty, and worst of all I forget everything. I just crumble, even if I study extensively. I will be so confident going in and then I sit down and its like all of my thoughts and knowledge fly out the window. Its crippling and I'm worried I wont get into the bachelors I want by the end of this semester because my grades wont be where they should be! Any tips and tricks for dealing with such debilitating test anxiety? I need to do *well*, not just pass.",3.2689248392282977,5.9220636848874655,4.856904139871387,77.55117614549842,77.7459807073955,8.003255627009647,31.583701768488744,8.841846274778883,3.2426438102893886,1310,68,222,32,32,439,182,311,0.11,0.7879999999999999,0.102,0.5204,1,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,2,17,14,2,4,10,0,25,3,1,1,4,45,46,26,1,5,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,9,20,0,0,6,0,0,7,6,8,2,1,14,1,33,6,37,23,4,39,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,2,18,158,42,22,0.0,0.0,0.1097013269134389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289281075098307,0.0,0.1719951231976315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788887761698325,0.0,0.08644059235962633,0.0,0.13705490958959912,0.0,0.09565732382548847,0.0,0.0,0.09942238803592103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178655291195028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438562963106675,0.0,0.0,0.2317909204913606,0.0968233187041516,0.11409938181972434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913355993255266,0.0,0.0,0.14849877543322618,0.10168626960392922,0.0,0.0,0.10103181666205982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629140462355625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761974010774618,0.0,0.19166498408327629,0.0,0.08990895703133442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537075069429815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877316407759855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733259162699132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163364896341107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492054250548056,0.0,0.0992649596604743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335468026950114,0.08670177568589306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189538606536244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201625773958717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22754100635884025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299127602240063,0.0,0.0,0.114593461147434,0.0,0.08654295589278391,0.0,0.0,0.07956828041127174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525633142155102,0.12868886997545315,0.12296432808916945,0.0,0.0,0.11684276364982132,0.16904495461937266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677360869173005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630558357821678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021500978401712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183983408552907,0.11416341268441615,0.0,0.07985675679316698,0.0,0.0,0.14478381248153616 anxiety,ambreray,2018/02/02,"buspar question From what I've read buspar isn't an as needed med but pdoc said I can use as needed. She also said it lowers norepinephrine and I can't find anything saying thats how it works. So I'm confused! I have anxiety about taking meds so I've only taken 5mg at bedtime. So far I've just had a headache and some restlessness. Is my dr giving me incorrect information? 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I had a HUGE one today. It lasted 30 minutes and I had to keep a straight face because my diaghters were with me. It happened while I was driving to the store. I think it was triggered by a drop in blood sugar (had lucky charms for lunch!) because I realized I was very hungry during the attack. That dizzy feeling set it off and I was shaking like a leaf and was terrified I was about to faint. Anyway that was 4 hrs ago and my whole body hurts. This always happens after big ones. In addition, I’ve been low key panicking since last week about a health issue. So that stress never helps.",1.99448717948718,4.339285738095242,2.986825396825399,90.91159340659344,80.50793650793649,5.146764346764347,21.597069597069602,6.297961479604792,0.3605538461538469,497,15,98,4,13,158,86,126,0.248,0.648,0.104,-0.9597,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,3,8,0,13,8,4,1,1,13,18,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,6,2,1,3,0,1,2,1,7,0,2,12,2,11,3,13,6,1,21,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,64,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282136300096968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344982690155406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922576337451472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018573127907395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829929778248802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717014376422512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049038353611068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832521369680419,0.0,0.0,0.11555545459744405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455675728897686,0.0,0.0,0.179939825926963,0.0,0.1532362040566637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810564842196085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422547155241722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329647816360795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336441269202148,0.0,0.0,0.2022731491742767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426102823450096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974825385252852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046635523216533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16341414894247594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224727798454068,0.0,0.0,0.13828812542007354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19247739159203292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,49ersonfire,2018/02/02,"Made a major mistake at work...now my anxiety is killing me. I recently fucked up at work. I sent sensitive information to an outside contractor who shouldn't have got it. It was my mistake...I'm not sure how I did it but I think it was either auto-fill or just me clicking the wrong name when addind/deleting people from the distro. Either way it was my mistake and I owned up to it. I told my boss and talked to a security person who said the information wasn't bad. He asked how the email was able to go to the wrong person. I didn't blame anyone else, but as I recently took over this report, I said this is how we have always done it. My boss said we should to better control the distribution by sending the email securly. Now because of my fuck up, I caused the process to change for how this report is sent out which may also effect other people. I also have to tell people (approx. 150) so I can get their information to send the report securely. People are now asking why I haven't sent the report out while I change the process. It's honestly embarrassing. My anxiety is through the roof and I have an extremely guilty conscious. I'm worried this could effect my job by how people see me. I really fucking hate how this happens to me...a stupid mistake.",2.76629649030906,4.914796815261045,4.175949013445084,84.40555788370877,76.83132530120481,6.900715907106688,24.48070543041732,7.893859768569023,1.4280534660380644,993,34,192,16,23,328,128,249,0.193,0.732,0.075,-0.9844,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,1,5,13,19,6,1,16,0,23,3,0,13,1,41,45,18,1,6,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,2,17,7,0,4,7,0,0,7,5,13,0,0,18,5,30,6,25,23,4,22,0,0,2,3,27,8,3,2,6,135,47,8,0.11263358684678745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801460774159636,0.0937201671450452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17232877129221616,0.0,0.0,0.0787560227846107,0.11540642014602145,0.0,0.0,0.21059439857031628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940443403090019,0.06866038911464506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961525449463524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570572004107656,0.2383028004065085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632814507695794,0.08992875401878392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526326489035588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409090898430042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123838082592492,0.058846400347586376,0.0,0.06401226304705677,0.0,0.09008336867535023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960150887048123,0.0,0.0,0.11120234840769322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117714552978758,0.0,0.12461237579172794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657662324062744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3904297361419377,0.19669460710928705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215595988187595,0.0,0.22242415758807788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214210017694585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975438599724117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615582263934968,0.0,0.0,0.09053061062300737,0.09844671943039117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721710545065169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076262190384293,0.1251400593139051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940329857705348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163429309548608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399718536801244,0.11438487480732568,0.0,0.0,0.2462942914005579,0.0,0.0 anxiety,itsjakenotjacob,2018/02/02,"How has Medication worked for you ? I've been on many medications over the last 7 years. I've been diagnosed with panic disorder, agrophobia ,generalized anxiety and depression. Paxil 60mg works the best for me so far but i still cannot get out without having intense anxiety/anxiety attacks and I cannot work due to it. My psychiatrist said the meds should be working better so she wants to add some other medication I've been on so many that I'm just so sick of trying new ones i'm sure people have been on more but still. But my psychiatrist will be leaving to go work elsewhere so I now need to find a new one. Anyways does your meds work well enough that you can do things without constant panic ?",4.1529661579296615,5.986758284671534,5.287710683477112,79.33524220305246,71.99270072992701,8.777438619774388,28.5129396151294,9.339509955726095,2.5723635036496346,563,22,107,13,11,186,90,137,0.161,0.757,0.08199999999999999,-0.8886,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,8,12,8,1,2,4,0,15,5,0,1,1,19,22,11,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,5,1,10,4,15,13,4,16,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,9,72,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699706637003848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160812782786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140402999936442,0.10231377894151804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250141397017679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996391237625632,0.11741760743716376,0.0,0.0,0.1325847700442543,0.0,0.10123652270307094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953329294933115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573378490339017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060440518143647114,0.0,0.0657463213256719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429852861972908,0.0,0.12249346894492748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23457240073730826,0.0,0.0,0.2569994026706397,0.34962070843396703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577879187284654,0.0,0.22345814545170573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567819895733283,0.0,0.0,0.27146230622467193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020125415223978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100427087833645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18477201514090136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903152761068688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685582146616649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854236577287496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823387523501236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401450232694524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22303198207980987,0.0,0.5053193465969901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449719966087548 anxiety,sofuus,2018/02/02,"First post: hypersensitivity and sleep hey. its currently 3am and ive been rolling around in bed for an hour+ now. i cant sleep because of the shit my anxiety does. thing is, i dont even notice im anxious. i dont know if i even feel anxious. but the last few months ive had aches in my neck and back sooo much, my legs and my jaw too. notice i clench so much. ive tried relaxing my muscles but its so hard because when i focus on my body i start twitching. im too aware. sooo hypersensitivity. i sleep very bad lately. im up till 6am because nothing is comfortable. duvet cant be near my chest because i feel choked. temperatures always a bit off, too hot too cold. overthinking is also my big issue recently. i feel like i have zero control over my mind. so i lay there, crying, trying to sleep once again but i just focus on keeping my eyes shut. why? fuckin tell me. what can i do? i slept little last night and keptup to fix my sleep schedule, but now im just overly tired and overthinking and crying anyways. i have to get up tomorrow and its causing me to be 3728373828:82% stressed just because i know im gonna want to fuckin die if i cant sleep. im thinking about asking my therapist for something to help me sleep after the weekend. that stresses me out, because that means 3+ more nights of bad sleep and mental self torture. idk i needed to share or whatever. hugs to u all because anxiety sucks. i used to have social anxiety, got better, but now ive developed «general» anxiety. its fucking bullshit",1.13650455373406,3.5901502852459046,3.0348224043715852,88.39438296903464,85.49180327868852,5.749544626593808,23.22632058287796,7.1686216300943375,1.013293260473588,1187,45,241,18,36,396,167,305,0.195,0.675,0.13,-0.9735,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,3,25,16,6,2,5,0,21,22,16,3,1,37,40,23,1,4,11,0,5,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,8,11,0,2,7,2,0,0,5,10,0,2,4,7,40,6,28,33,6,38,0,0,1,4,7,15,5,3,23,145,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541834297322233,0.056377359572146714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732871909482375,0.15308710904523098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060316070785881665,0.06334152239455534,0.0,0.0,0.05209920188006218,0.11314473182960465,0.2891185637390479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992354892862421,0.07397061223855049,0.07526022613906189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960276728075364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599268627064654,0.0,0.0,0.14885076951893708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031870827456996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05929261712666086,0.0,0.15881606802143394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950271474367201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277647547788436,0.04840398963979154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576321351413382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263815220436007,0.03539904775018076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054189643723325104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060694925920132585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045414564486256616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066724756749365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.439120383711362,0.07071833049053321,0.0,0.06022351342049465,0.0,0.0,0.07447245070602154,0.1104582892372984,0.07643028187511174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033101536595808875,0.06790803504304005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738047593598133,0.0,0.0,0.06828082751104624,0.0,0.06841295834302663,0.0,0.05408117570486239,0.0,0.0996150388232455,0.050239270653553735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716644063895022,0.0,0.06501248674704732,0.15427840876608073,0.0,0.07215657168741106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648902981672171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668996177229814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706829557517719,0.0,0.06954925235809993,0.0,0.0,0.5424292595119186,0.0690674103853519,0.0,0.05216089810672552,0.0,0.0,0.04795714364322716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522561893784625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922061674768184,0.0,0.0,0.07866845883296783,0.045013229163492194,0.04341449246796412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787409016858343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200202254382572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05851832886768665,0.0,0.05590474462264185,0.0399634927331933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113810144872425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sarahismyalias,2018/02/02,"I'm not able to get help. My anxiety is interfering with my daily life and there's no one I can talk to. My friends are non-existent and my family members disapproving. I've tried talking to my Mom but she just gets mad at me and it eventually ends up in a fight. She says stuff like I'm so weak that I can't even control my emotions and a lot more. I've been dealing with the guilt of not doing my duties and her sayings certainly don't help. Dad's disappointed in me. I need someone to listen to me so I spoke to Mom about seeing a counsellor but she says it will not help and can have an opposite effect. She says they will ask weird questions. She says then everyone will know that I have a problem. She asks, ""Do you really want to be on meds from this age?"" Thanks for reading. 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Normally, this would have led to a panic attack. In fact, almost everyday of 2016 i dealt with panic attacks. By 2017 things got a lot better, gradually So today when i realized i was ruminating, had brain fog, felt depersonalized, instead of falling into an anxious/depressive trap, i composed myself and thought ""wow i had too much caffeine"". Then i drank water and waited for it to pass. It wasnt until later when i realized the significance of this. I just thought id share. It feels great everyone. And i can assure you it does get better. Dont give up. 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Hi there. New here. Hoping maybe for some guidance? I think I've finally hit ""enough"" and need to talk to someone professionally. I was able to get a list of therapists who are covered by my insurance but now how to choose! The list is 4 pages long. I tried randomly googling some to see if there was anything online about them, but nothing really came up. Does anyone have advise or how or where to start? Or do I just pick one whose closest to me and see if they're taking new patients? That seems kinda arbitrary for something important. Thank you for any insight!",2.3730364372469595,5.066698894736842,3.2528070175438617,87.36054655870446,81.98245614035088,6.665587044534414,24.55870445344129,7.882392219407189,1.5851627530364376,470,18,90,9,13,149,85,114,0.0,0.92,0.08,0.8357,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,1,0,10,2,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,5,0,26,19,12,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,9,2,14,15,4,10,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,11,6,58,12,2,0.18381452559462227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500018067300808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285273901963585,0.0,0.15126369255176672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102348485318893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085733005208294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18992954165917456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013598280058797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960355029584262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825692991616295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267007084544993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466639731127088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629614162301573,0.0,0.3550584284801894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763749948132101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455747970022918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775629193584475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29295275670411736,0.16733784051057124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574545103564194,0.14150940216794464,0.0,0.0,0.13010486730404475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820564724719192,0.14774315290247905,0.0,0.16923171890716335,0.0,0.4268456634373579,0.0,0.11778092589579475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479799697639675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LiviLovegood,2018/02/02,"So much going on lately, just need to vent about it So on Saturday I have a solo violin competition, and I thought I was prepared for it. I wasn't 100 percent prepared, but I would be able to do it. But this competition requires you to have a piano accompaniment, and because the accompanist is playing for everyone in my orchestra that's doing it, I've only really practiced with her once, which was today. It went terribly. I've been practicing my piece alone, without accompaniment for almost 3 months, and now all of a sudden I have to be able to play with this person and keep time with them and there's even more pressure to not screw up at get off beat, whereas if I was just playing alone I would be able to cover up my mistakes better, and play it like I've actually been practicing it. This is also the first year I'm playing a level 1 piece, which is the hardest level of music there is for this competition. I really want to do good, but I just don't know how well it will turn out. Also, my first track meet is next week and I've been doing absolutely terrible. I was never very good to begin with, but I actually started to get much better toward the end of my first cross country season, which ended in October. But now, my times are almost as slow as they were when I first started to run and I don't feel like I'm getting any better. I don't really want to run the first meet of I'm not prepared for it, bit there's so little distance people, girls especially, in track that I think everybody will have to run every meet. I don't even know what events I'm doing yet!",6.365483455882355,5.577165184375005,7.533676470588237,74.57661764705884,65.90625,10.404411764705884,31.323529411764717,9.773937934552695,2.7602941176470583,1249,40,247,23,17,428,150,320,0.071,0.779,0.15,0.9687,0,2,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,2,10,20,18,1,1,9,0,35,1,0,1,2,43,57,23,0,7,12,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,2,19,13,0,2,5,6,0,6,9,5,1,5,11,1,27,13,41,39,8,48,0,0,0,1,9,14,1,3,30,178,46,1,0.3079978322130749,0.0,0.20037430334568548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20561022584447236,0.21266191125773176,0.0,0.1642038367628294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981636253353046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258420659485565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27239905341411497,0.11208462067917067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18186310716057286,0.0,0.0,0.13561977558666582,0.0,0.08650048582569787,0.09810170921224126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05191098608877528,0.07334457095796583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43663799789946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609161551896036,0.0,0.05834742195317304,0.17222264586810276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125420830551396,0.0,0.0,0.11284503583008645,0.0,0.11581165672587734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10031478883191756,0.10289824727042336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194697706725193,0.0,0.15094256357425986,0.07612549665321124,0.07918230522226467,0.0,0.10918639623927642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933587978169934,0.0,0.07808207677063654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117563877094353,0.0896439423527524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973112980509265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533496726437126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578419149158342,0.0,0.08150529169515745,0.1197306752109331,0.0,0.0973153105655811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167106588129072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471015590606536,0.12111006759196022,0.0,0.08235242761949416,0.0,0.09230901340406744,0.0951723587199197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896630644171027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586188207643686,0.0,0.0,0.06611350194654346 anxiety,pancase,2018/02/02,"Working on emotional development So I guess I should start off by saying I've always been very closed off and avoidant of most emotion. It has worked out alright for me so far (although it doesn't always feel good, especially when feeling like I'm letting people down) because I have a loving family and somehow I managed to make some friends in school, although my relationships were not that deep and I believe they haven't lasted long because of that. Im not unhappy really but I'm very reliant on my family and am rather numb to life which makes me feel alien and hard to socialize. I'm at a point in life right now where I feel the urge to change myself and become more open to life and people. I find myself wondering where to start. When I think of what I can really do to mix things up and change my life, I have this sort of spark of life that tells me to say random gibberish or stream of consciousness words, yell, scream, cry, or move my body in ways that feel new. This feels rather drastic to me. Im wondering why most people seem to have a smoother development in life where their relationship with theirselves is such that they don't need to cry or scream or otherwise act insane just to feel alive. Any response is appreciated, thanks.",7.359965034965036,6.930998524793388,6.980743801652896,78.17013668150034,63.752066115702476,10.421360457724095,32.25174825174825,9.851270322608157,2.8104675143038778,1001,33,195,18,13,314,140,242,0.1,0.789,0.111,-0.3217,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,13,10,0,1,4,1,16,9,1,2,0,48,38,19,0,4,10,0,8,1,1,1,7,5,0,0,12,12,0,1,13,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,2,13,23,6,33,34,4,32,0,0,0,1,11,21,0,14,9,122,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073033664021813,0.0,0.0,0.06568005862611369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775275047435416,0.1066688333856654,0.0,0.10881647507220396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072824408127008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434496916958286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121847712938508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728676505834946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210056367638794,0.0,0.3418484636189488,0.0689992366490416,0.0,0.0,0.08827552440141677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462013460979106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100961627676337,0.0,0.0,0.10639756012374696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651980111814013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865340163482654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872840333668682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876312231403887,0.409318486260808,0.04718579551020175,0.0,0.0,0.0854733147769786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871703353420517,0.0,0.12894040696901704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026529233028066,0.0,0.07161540506673686,0.0,0.09328089876637392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087641167132572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913025796674985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374766366413956,0.0,0.0,0.20738896192180573,0.0,0.08248173937881689,0.0,0.15361407352497014,0.0,0.09774760869452744,0.0,0.08792594631405097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845466519143513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672452737370527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441819320852774,0.08892106522867314,0.0,0.0,0.06416575316419962,0.06188677549283088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593829241237113,0.0,0.07666344776571092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715154187756756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094812651381316,0.1406278051737473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawaynumber263,2018/02/02,"Experiences with Prozac I was recently diagnosed with OCD and prescribed a daily dose of 20 mg of Prozac. During my first week, though, I'm supposed to take half a dose to so that I can adjust to it more easily. For those of you who are taking or have taken it, how did it go for you guys? Have you experienced any severe side effects? I know I shouldn't be, but I'm a little scared from reading other people's experiences.",4.16086274509804,5.2150378117647085,5.622058823529412,79.98759803921571,70.88235294117645,8.490196078431373,24.75490196078432,8.841846274778883,1.69378431372549,334,9,66,6,6,113,63,85,0.071,0.905,0.024,-0.5753,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,0,8,5,0,2,0,10,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,1,8,0,11,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369393755303932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443198864707673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709294320637002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20475140946253476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680344977864553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383449425078985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229025101006334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125890624726198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688094517489255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407793805596081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767627188707266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409969470462303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719385744661826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619743022474591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365005184970592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930864435627449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mehayo,2018/02/02,"Social Anxiety almost panic attack, semi-urgent. Help? Please? My thoughts are not as focused as I want them to be but I am not okay and can’t think straight. I just wanted to try and get out of the house and meet new people and play games at the hobby store but now I’m here and it feels like everyone is ignoring me and it’s making me recoil into myself and that obviously is making it worse. And now I want to leave but I’m so worried it’ll make me look even stupider and then I’ll never be able to come back here again. Short version: Hyper Ventilating, almost panic attack, help. 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The last job I had was last year and I quit the next day after my first day because I had massive anxiety over it that morning. And like two weeks before that I quit a job that I was in training for, for the same reason. I was getting more and more nervous as today approached, because I hadn’t done an interview in a year. I kept trying to tell myself to not be nervous, because I’ve been there before and interviews really aren’t that scary once you’re there, but as you all have experienced, it didn’t really work so well haha. But of course, it was nothing and after I was done I had an immediate weight lifted off my shoulders and a good confidence boost. My favorite thing though? It’s a very good job to get back into working, and also for anxiety. All I do is clean floors (sweep and mop) occasionally greet guests and make sure the bathrooms are stocked at our local sports stadium. So, not much human interaction. And on the plus side, I’ll get to be at a bunch of basketball games, hockey games, and a few concerts! I’m happy today, but I’m still nervous for my first day next week. I hope it goes well. Thanks everybody ",4.010558069381599,5.217310794871795,5.1081498240321785,82.95613122171946,71.39316239316237,8.06998491704374,27.43991955756662,8.4952907291091,1.8692366013071888,922,32,184,15,17,304,131,234,0.051,0.72,0.23,0.994,5,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,7,10,13,0,3,14,1,20,2,1,3,3,27,32,21,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,1,10,13,1,1,1,5,0,1,5,3,2,3,15,3,20,10,23,15,8,32,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,21,124,30,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625886741612253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503145500698346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294082101608748,0.0,0.1972588297119832,0.0,0.18356877845722475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869022857788372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220764811018762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815982949131346,0.0,0.1834982661168932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906359277902466,0.0,0.0,0.1809425488327368,0.08626875995775794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148233210280202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713337150177156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4281538307907524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584724653680342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052696942046651866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440002246449134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929251128040073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942934982576416,0.0,0.0,0.1034984958025076,0.0,0.0,0.11487172704175988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294534569476923,0.0,0.0,0.13820098591127575,0.11090224104755672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614039522984185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166062077891956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942779619818224,0.09930675472174326,0.0,0.0,0.07166010320081469,0.0,0.10597591292258582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20448507506580885,0.0,0.0,0.0732326313029921,0.0,0.10536753486325057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899916410180297,0.0,0.0,0.1730441206604939,0.13134939313978447,0.19396552737157444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705267272195506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13892186470793608 anxiety,catnipcookiez,2018/02/02,Just found out I’ll have to do a 20 minute group presentation The fact that it’s in a group doesn’t make it better and the fact that I’ll probably have to stand for 15 minutes in front of the class not doing anything while I wait for my turn almost seems worse. I have to pass this class for my degree but I don’t know how to get through this. My anxiety levels are pretty high right now and I want to drop the class so bad but I can’t :(,3.4475000000000016,3.4194570833333344,4.293750000000003,92.77625000000002,71.91666666666666,7.65,22.25,7.1686216300943375,0.3201999999999998,344,6,85,3,6,111,62,96,0.166,0.757,0.077,-0.8749,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,2,17,17,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,0,8,1,13,16,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,3,52,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734614747965941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20891408617039106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473085934624165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801981663104726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415270497819381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994304992174258,0.0,0.0,0.14267892541503066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288535937223354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500838287338497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822905538750179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778320157708151,0.2944385952408248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332184659468665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861205002129094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970448988379083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610763159292693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783033510942513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xxjrbxx,2018/02/02,"Day 13 of Celexa (Citalopram) I really need some reassurance. I'm having a very hard time on celexa at the moment so this may seem a little jumbled. I was prescribed 10mg for panic disorder. Last night I had a terrible panic attack. My heart rate was >120 at rest. My chest got cold and my teeth hurt. It was horrible. I took Xanax 1mg and took 2 hours to calm down leaving me down right exhausted. Today, I awoke to feelings of extreme anxiety. Not a panic attack but on the verge. I took the Xanax and 2 hours later I busted into a full blown panic attack. It scared me and now I'm afraid to move or get out of bed. I know it can take 6 weeks for this medicine to work but please tell me it gets better sooner than that. This is horrible. I've got ringing in my ears, so exhausted, head hurts so bad, can't stop crying. I'm miserable.",1.2019638242894075,3.3915902558139592,3.0238759689922503,90.40239018087858,82.48837209302326,6.14780361757106,19.439276485788113,7.3871296695380915,0.5060028423772609,652,17,138,10,18,217,111,172,0.297,0.62,0.083,-0.9909,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,4,19,3,7,8,0,9,9,5,0,0,17,24,10,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,4,2,16,0,0,9,5,15,3,19,14,3,29,0,3,0,0,2,13,0,4,12,74,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533622350815659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807161613061522,0.0,0.0,0.09314044061368668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098657810400811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253355533653365,0.07194117828077877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278471310549278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05640354647796456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656160570417574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784350790875647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999278013532232,0.0,0.11448352702698045,0.0,0.0,0.13218849353056175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21971056514893986,0.0,0.23883534403079376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061305522229581876,0.09092896825713362,0.0,0.11811642145887274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118034256273428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856107845328605,0.0,0.0827136664538525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468307380164696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235243388632717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244951971772955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146243861373684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952639599420744,0.0,0.0,0.11168202933774872,0.0,0.0,0.10155185730336233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326164604485493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387248290609456,0.0,0.09750050661837577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650462957161798,0.0,0.10573732182849403,0.0,0.3718118567674508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204127248964973,0.0,0.0,0.08947949805587943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812104697337062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aljez,2018/02/02,"Starting to develop a fear of going crazy Hi everyone, The story of my severe anxiety started last September and it was really strong and overwhelming until a while ago (about a month). I've had a few panic attacks before but I was back to my old self in a few days. This time it was different. I came home from a vacation with my boyfriend just before college started. Everything seemed fine but the next morning I woke up with terrible, overwhelming anxiety, and I knew why. A few days before we went to a party and took some pills. This was not a new experience for me, and I wasn't afraid of it beforehand. The pills didn't seem to work, and we decided to go home. On the way home, the pills did start to work and I had the worst panic attack ever. I guess I wasn't prepared for it. Ever since then, I've had severe anxiety. I've been to therapy and did manage to ""calm down"" my anxiety, but I didn't tell the therapist what I thought was the cause of it. We linked my anxiety to my existential crisis, and I also believe that maybe deep down that IS the real issue, but I also think about the incident a lot and I know that it was a trigger for my anxiety. The symptoms are a lot milder right now, four months later, but they still haven't left me. I don't have problems functioning on a day-to-day basis like I did before, but now I've developed a fear of going crazy. I constantly worry that I've f*cked up my brain somehow with that experience, and that I'll be like this forever, and even trigger some heavier mental ilnesses. I constantly check myself for symptoms of psychosis or schizophrenia and I cant stop obsessing over that. I did read that anxiety doesn't lead to psychosis etc., but I dont know if it applies on a case like mine, where drugs were involved in developing anxiety like mine. Is it possible to develop psychosis or something like that four months after the ""incident""? Did anyone experience something like this?",4.947010351126443,5.9991481266490805,6.035897097625334,77.7512964278466,69.05277044854881,9.841323320478994,30.93576212705501,10.035473477838034,3.1306256545565265,1536,62,289,38,26,512,176,379,0.168,0.735,0.097,-0.9781,1,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,1,4,14,22,2,8,27,0,30,7,1,4,2,56,49,28,0,2,12,0,0,6,0,0,6,0,3,1,22,20,0,1,9,1,1,7,10,13,0,2,26,0,37,9,39,22,9,51,0,2,0,0,8,14,0,11,35,204,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472131838265613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677639677324406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4468358847558717,0.0,0.0,0.051052149993488415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612488400254544,0.0,0.056142229279160114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24851358649179234,0.08226026608356972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150627608284583,0.0,0.0835070330511731,0.0,0.0750041148065171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780149599725102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18834850387068697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762826904835007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557029457572365,0.0,0.08467150643156278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142841671072222,0.04822417379650367,0.13208826332182164,0.0,0.06976672619196295,0.06561907155764372,0.21426117660042032,0.0,0.1643190840409904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448433296734047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043167728613289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197129553251964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620624849069563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025169775428853,0.05951506334416029,0.0,0.0,0.07932846948757563,0.0,0.0,0.21402178804957075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414550634698188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335103124625053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357958922904265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748340275786949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051608267906959,0.07764979296978691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661450535783397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132925176027633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231080459043938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986325571897205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303241896738323,0.08310439238736132,0.04677378004331472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235241330722244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329359682831896,0.07616812858439073,0.16496704873688722,0.0,0.06039682742676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241742657233958,0.0,0.0,0.20671494816292274,0.0,0.058308005152893576,0.06104185363947255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177622104086516,0.0,0.0,0.06381628361900073,0.0,0.08349634063204445,0.08477332652822928,0.0,0.046783564857402815,0.0,0.05796389700601231,0.042574269609044126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811197525268619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05795405160759635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768346795559586,0.06588256989288703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630817313890184,0.0741479010642862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietythrowawaypost,2018/02/02,"Muscle Tense-Up / Loss of Motor Control from Anxiety??? Throwaway because this is embarrassing. Hello all. I have always had significant anxiety issues, but in the last year I'm beginning to have some crippling and embarrassing physical symptoms. In periods of high anxiety - especially at work or in social situations with unfamiliar people - I begin to have involuntary muscle contractions and/or muscle lock up. It's almost as if my muscles are just tensing up uncontrollably - my posture shrinks into an old man and worst of all: I literally lose the ability to speak! Like I can't even focus enough to spit out a sentence without my mouth and face muscles locking up. There is clearly a psychological component as this is clearly triggered by eye contact, attention, knowing I need to sit still, and/or being with unfamiliar people. I am currently taking Welbutrin and Gabapentin, but I'm not seeing a therapist. I'm not looking for a diagnosis, but I'd like to know if anyone has anyone else ever experienced anything like this??? Thanks.",8.183752327746742,9.873984726256985,8.88336592178771,57.94151070763505,62.072625698324025,11.553258845437618,41.173649906890134,11.374738998889045,5.644541527001863,842,47,114,25,12,283,121,179,0.134,0.722,0.14400000000000002,0.6013,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,5,10,0,3,7,0,12,5,4,2,5,31,24,12,0,3,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,5,9,4,26,22,5,20,0,2,3,0,5,10,0,5,12,80,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610666015842238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802694531188994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806973666724851,0.0,0.0,0.23197682165994984,0.1699655061165567,0.1365065865614256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011200050332094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18605054283464986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857295760711466,0.0,0.0,0.17140024140424293,0.0,0.10956336379483353,0.15004958414036906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526322822438198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731375007492801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823285971328268,0.13521580616320594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431244039871551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392989327916667,0.1855793022004808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299925210462025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406504376628998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300031059705505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218631704284606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645809229149832,0.0,0.16909560412975946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247341898847995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241470420495847,0.12472246863053528,0.0,0.0,0.15272167362986752,0.0,0.19260155401944895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990413476499182,0.0,0.12076392534096785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682243993082924 anxiety,BlueKafe,2018/02/03,"Crippling anxiety the past few days, Obsessing Over fear of the future, someone please help Hi this is my first time posting here. I'm currently a 24 yo male and I've struggled with depression since I was a teenager. The past couple years though I've been going through spikes of anxiety usually triggered by me obsessing over a certain topic and hypothetical scenarios. This has ranged from fear of being alone, to politics, to fear of war, fear of death etc. Usually this has lasted for a couple months but there are times when it gets so bad I don't want to leave my house and can no longer enjoy any of my hobbies. The past year was mostly good as I was pretty busy and social so I was mostly ok. Well The past month I haven't really had anything going on and found a new topic to obsess over. This time it is environmental disasters related to climate change. I haven't really been too interested in this stuff before but now for some reason I have become terrified of potential disaster scenarios, even ones that couldn't happen for decades. I know that the world is making environmental progress and that a lot of articles about this stuff exaggerate and sensationalize things but I can't stop thinking about it. Even after reading things from scientists arguing against apocalypse scenarios I still have been getting freaked out by the more ""doom and gloom"" people that post things online. I don't know anything about these topics so it gets confusing reading completely contradictory predictions by different people. I think what I am really afraid of is things happening outside of my control that I don't understand. It's like the past decade of my life I'm either obsessed with the past or obsessed with the future, and I find it impossible to live in the present. I can't even been able to enjoy videogames the past few days because my mind keeps getting distracted and I always feel like I'm wasting my life, like this clock is constantly counting down on me. I just want to feel optimistic about my future again, like my life has a purpose and there are things worth living for. If anyone could help I would appreciate it. Whether it's reassurance that I'll be ok or just a slap in the face telling me to get a hold of myself it's really what I need right now.",6.457927400468385,7.554798920374707,6.579045667447307,75.05601580796255,65.65105386416862,10.221779859484778,32.346018735363,10.290406445055957,3.389530679156908,1837,73,326,44,28,587,216,427,0.209,0.6679999999999999,0.123,-0.9892,2,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,3,23,33,2,13,22,2,35,5,2,4,1,54,60,24,2,7,10,0,2,4,0,1,3,1,0,1,32,15,0,4,10,2,1,2,9,20,1,2,10,3,33,13,51,45,9,53,1,3,0,0,8,14,0,8,39,222,65,2,0.07163689731174833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419422105713548,0.0,0.0,0.05960763727556799,0.0,0.0,0.0487155467058706,0.0,0.10960406072935394,0.0,0.0,0.050090184241200764,0.0,0.11790212525667562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059813816980110124,0.043669187691600185,0.07911732485564603,0.060957723305498326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578233864222365,0.0,0.07510992388236111,0.07741403651998577,0.08034687174414354,0.05719623335604398,0.15852972863977238,0.0,0.09239974478685584,0.0,0.06170075468403492,0.0,0.0,0.07484531055441157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989407686120142,0.14194648515222102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224457028747419,0.0724435354574939,0.0511774137532419,0.0,0.0,0.06547482633111792,0.060934308257647174,0.0,0.07854616034287029,0.0,0.0,0.1871366107074444,0.0,0.08142579923042592,0.06008563067552233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669654341658507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603340445415608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265936134381371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06367416584728952,0.0,0.0,0.07873953059164382,0.05839363255839289,0.0,0.07585313070172861,0.0,0.0,0.15179777737809938,0.13999267802827214,0.0,0.12651338555014705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060903128334758014,0.0,0.0,0.047818185225216095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233284490099431,0.0,0.11435977595674222,0.0,0.0,0.05311785164883148,0.0,0.06918736182144848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854301559591515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4786986705756767,0.09932800933880843,0.0,0.0,0.0786358010917805,0.0,0.0,0.13721669071447254,0.07288047849551628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433125665470852,0.0,0.18356972314199232,0.07365466154487635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061177518886876114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925878173154895,0.0,0.0,0.07302479536212325,0.060697710621725874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572093187303149,0.05989165384054504,0.0,0.07489043910820066,0.16401421688886272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261380577453023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379618571126791,0.0918040624524674,0.07038288788839865,0.0,0.12531615273344476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457653651240513,0.0,0.0,0.1577958432085418,0.0,0.08450659616495686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441017392876891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088879648727187,0.0,0.0,0.0922636263216573 anxiety,Ravewolfie,2018/02/03,"Is it anxiety or something else? So I've had this problem for a few years now. It even made me stop horseriding and I can't go on boats anymore. Anything on Google doesn't give me info on what I'm experiencing only other things. My symptoms and triggers A pressure in the bridge of my nose. I would describe it to feel like a nosebleed (but I don't know what a nosebleed feels like so possibly innaccurate) A tightness in my head. Like a tight band around It happens when I'm bobbing up and down. Like on the waves with a boat. Or the trot of a horse. Or vibrations. Once it starts it will get worse the more I think about it and my anxiety will make me think about it so I feel it's anxiety based but it's very physical and starts without any anxiety. Anyone know what this is called. What I could do to help it. Or if it's just anxiety. 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Moving to another country As the day approach (tomorow) I am startimg to freaking out more and more. I am moving to another country (as an exchange student). I am excited but also freaking out (I am an anxious person). Any Advice?",2.5753030303030333,5.5548325909090925,4.9700000000000015,72.49166666666669,86.72727272727272,5.660606060606061,39.15151515151515,7.1686216300943375,3.939315151515151,190,14,25,3,6,66,26,44,0.21,0.755,0.036000000000000004,-0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,4,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,24,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26666787962530725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182324321726989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18557659676551772,0.5723042054602271,0.0,0.30829141221157874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17599340804976252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800841397846284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382796401700021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AMooMooCow,2018/02/03,"Should I bring up anxiety with my neurologist? She prescribed me a 3 week sample of topiramate (""Topamax"") for migraines. It's an off-label anti-anxiety/anti-depressant. When I came off of it I realized the gut feeling I was having every day is probably anxiety attacks. I'm in school, and normally I sit and wait until the point of no return to start my homework. It's been getting worse lately, as I'll sit up till 7am and then start my homework because I have class at 5pm. But anyway, she doesn't treat anxiety. I don't know if she would take me off this drug for whatever reason because of the insomnia, and I really like how it keeps me from binge eating at night. But would she even have the authority to prescribe something specifically for anxiety, or could she refer me to a doctor who can treat this who actually takes insurance; I know psychiatrists don't take insurance and I'm down to my last thousand dollars I have to keep going till I get a job after the semester ends",5.768920552677032,6.275028512953369,7.251411917098447,71.71974309153715,66.97927461139896,10.785664939550948,33.699913644214156,10.686352973137794,3.7985374784110526,785,34,142,21,12,271,119,193,0.11,0.858,0.032,-0.8984,1,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,9,0,15,6,1,2,0,26,33,16,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,8,7,1,3,6,0,1,3,4,1,0,1,3,2,24,3,27,26,0,29,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,2,16,99,32,6,0.0,0.0,0.14006325016820187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4391960725716511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328455054634086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498745574677887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641585297842592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459594146742455,0.0,0.0,0.0925641001504917,0.0,0.12362100889149588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469076467398046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16644765719201338,0.14686563255430474,0.0,0.0,0.12712377510130615,0.0,0.0,0.09479931427624144,0.0,0.12092907107927915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725723938611686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499755828573378,0.0,0.08157063476944962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424300301811013,0.2551497031981396,0.0,0.0,0.15775917590033062,0.11699499960209833,0.16190655964907946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012084448521053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346919074583173,0.14062759497487515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568095908394767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474815151742982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194812321565292,0.1475713484602688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452586481579669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049536065385293,0.0,0.0,0.20318062284682048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237470288833625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513001895985192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462679480171977,0.20391725823276965,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,80945000,2018/02/03,"has your anxiety (with panic attacks) ever convinced you that you've a physical illness along side it? During the end of last year, work got extremely tough. I was under so much pressure that my stress and anxiety levels went through the roof. One day I left early because it was too much and I ended up having a panic attack on my way home on the bus. I went to the doctor the next day because i haven't had a panic attack that bad before and I was physically feeling the worse I've ever felt. They told me they were unsure, gave me vitamins and anti-biotics and sent me away. Did that for a week and slightly felt better (off work for the week too). Go back to work the next day feeling better but, the exact same thing happened on the bus, panic attack.. And again, went to the doctor and they said now that it was an ear infection and to take anti-biotics after I described the panic attack again. Firstly I don't understand why they ignore panic attack and say things like anti-biotics should solve your issues with 'palpitations', 'dizziness' and or 'vertigo'. I'm so lost.. Who's right? I kind of went a bit off track from my question but **tl;dr: Does your anxiety ever effect you severely in a physical way and have had a similar experience with looking for help?** Edit: Thank you all so much for your replies, it means a lot to know that I'm not alone and it's most likely just anxiety.",3.444256713554985,5.368054106617649,4.7265856777493624,82.23887468030692,74.11029411764707,7.083375959079285,25.0613810741688,7.893859768569023,1.5407408567774938,1095,36,201,16,23,362,145,272,0.205,0.73,0.065,-0.9896,0,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,7,4,8,13,25,6,8,21,0,14,7,1,1,5,41,38,19,0,1,5,0,4,2,0,1,6,3,1,0,14,17,0,1,9,0,0,6,3,18,0,2,20,8,26,7,27,17,8,42,0,1,1,0,19,13,0,4,23,141,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320286533274653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627914366307494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4824502536025478,0.06640591568282478,0.054348335422821935,0.05901460689318003,0.08617139233302065,0.0,0.06014322876557875,0.0,0.0,0.1250209223702167,0.07716393918331252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674770038768105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446873595585669,0.06185229192407112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252024912569881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918015368984593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913832031895366,0.0,0.0,0.07147557174620357,0.0,0.1357272143914329,0.0,0.0,0.06012012658093169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04016890891735346,0.0,0.056529022081728976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250183554529543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04737512082166865,0.0,0.0708975136070805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377125574571063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736020431452224,0.03884372106167858,0.057613398450131977,0.0,0.0,0.07679371346036358,0.0,0.0,0.06906107383607732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059353156604470214,0.0,0.07715525450053715,0.06008936327263328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699092640079044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587316161540926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033735026268955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789440178604642,0.0,0.0,0.4975644766139524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917745280484241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06036008751973888,0.0672325912235006,0.05620734354089103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984795592890187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096337083695015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053142346925195774,0.0,0.0,0.06507238232332375,0.0,0.0,0.09391291953660556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753749334710606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358007243038803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220453039795283,0.1133900026234324,0.0,0.0,0.262083203054852,0.06377744619388047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436701551015344,0.0,0.07202866445795403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551541694557342 anxiety,iou1k,2018/02/03,"Does your anxiety come with fatigue? I feel low on energy and tired all the damn time, even when I sleep for 10-12 hours and I wonder if that could do with anxiety (or some other undiagnosed health issues, as much as I'd like to think that's not the case). How tired do you people feel on an average basis? 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I really have a rough time. I have breath shortness and panic attacks. Will vomit help me get through this? 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An anxiety trigger for me that I try to ignore, and fail at the time, is my mother’s financial instability. She doesn’t think ahead. “Oh I’ve got $400 in my account, I can buy all sorts of toys for my grandkid and make steak tonight! Never mind that I don’t have retirement saved up at 56 years old!” About 10 years ago, she went back to school for nursing. She was almost done - 1 year to go, and she’d have been able to be more financially independent. But she dropped out because my youngest sister was depressed and she thought her quitting her schooling would help. Cool, now your daughter has to worry about SUPPORTING YOU later in life...but at least you’re home right now! No, she doesn’t need therapy or medication, she just needs her mom. I’m sorry that sounds harsh, but it’s frustrating- she was almost there! I’m trying to build my own life and family. I can’t worry about supporting her too!",3.4769369094788165,5.599915316062177,4.367180737580007,83.97290460225544,74.59585492227978,7.649984760743678,25.860713197195977,8.4952907291091,1.7995330082291991,788,28,154,15,17,254,126,193,0.166,0.7440000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.9461,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,3,10,8,1,0,2,1,17,2,0,3,2,27,29,9,0,3,5,6,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,2,2,6,4,0,0,8,2,26,4,22,18,4,25,0,2,0,0,22,8,0,4,13,93,32,3,0.13997378274733935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407831287074107,0.0,0.28032704850086737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677471574953127,0.10707956067662333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763119886672846,0.0,0.08532671877309772,0.0,0.11910737956174625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055921397469033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432417776098895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319548250265443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955032643240219,0.0,0.11194982091144864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382147605483276,0.0,0.14040511686022958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977352445419816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093433586898085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100886012913136,0.0,0.0,0.1413336185347092,0.16393560262495194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207577572611582,0.1079564103647378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687893886867798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405619154465087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887934766527816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953684566247245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833218819678358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668918996326509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31768117979461863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007221940770994,0.0,0.0,0.0896895480908652,0.0,0.11112354827813152,0.08161983835931665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19006602073006498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975709894410456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843003417380538,0.0,0.0994333592196878,0.0,0.0,0.270415580605654 anxiety,onceagainwerehere,2018/02/03,"Why do people always ask me if I’m ok? I get that I’m not the most talkative but I make jokes and talk to people every now and then. Why are they even paying this much attention to what I look like or feel? Most of the time I’m fine, and then once someone asks I get extremely self conscious. It’s been nearly everyday the past couple weeks",2.1016666666666666,3.619701388888892,3.676111111111112,90.08,76.77777777777777,7.022222222222222,20.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.6076499999999996,268,6,59,4,6,89,54,72,0.0,0.858,0.142,0.8364,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,13,13,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,6,4,4,12,3,8,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,4,8,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379117732646671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4129889396344711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444012780883321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589020700413782,0.0,0.1861022661109655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111684368647856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080302843611164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791158770877464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548490514116575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14744017649160845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237338360371922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352316845435033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108564709177905,0.3062629658256309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042767084379165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715225441020267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753625518759136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879783140553755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771778881174102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986225580638035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thespiderthatjizzed,2018/02/03,"Whats wrong with me Hi everyone just a quick question with a backstory. Question: whats happening to me? About 3 years ago i did alot of fun activities with a group of people, play alot of online games and had fun. Now i only have one friend ( im okay with that ) and it keeps getting harder dor me to talk to someone face to face. Even the conversations lasts like 5 minutes. Am i becoming an introvert again? 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Suffered for a year(still suffering) every ssri i take i get terrible side effects. I’ve now been two weeks on amitryptiline 10mg, so far not much improvement, but I’m feeling a lot better not taking the Serdep (sertraline), still suffering it’s withdrawals. I’m at a point of frustration, I’m hoping the amitryptiline is the one, but nothing wants to work like it did before. I’m really just looking for any advice or experiences. TL:DR - sensitive to ssri’s, frustated and just want to feel better, any advice or experiences like this?",5.951239669421486,8.383374082644632,6.877760330578513,67.30391322314051,68.50413223140497,10.129256198347107,32.76115702479339,10.355215969177356,4.116467107438016,548,25,84,16,10,182,83,121,0.123,0.713,0.16399999999999998,0.7359,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,7,11,1,0,8,0,4,0,0,2,0,21,19,8,0,4,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,6,0,2,4,4,3,5,12,15,2,13,0,3,1,0,0,8,0,4,6,49,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338916270640368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23585490754369734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475625253791931,0.0,0.0,0.3067411479036464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938078960078185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610875836668438,0.0,0.0,0.3392642981142818,0.0,0.0,0.17536663871008934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060164773051048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223921174452306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944262338111973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456240687030577,0.0,0.0,0.1474303653948861,0.0,0.1640885018984973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747922938235995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663953918735112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175098015874994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393226449874976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109343681618594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848862932036346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607714643131073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940026150497586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456811811696854,0.0,0.139102235474288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524948871935089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233458364649573 anxiety,aPokemon,2018/02/03,"My brother is about to leave on a 2 year religious sabbatical and I'm not sure I can handle the separation In less then a month he leaves for two years. We do practically everything together, and I start panicking just thinking about how much I'll miss him. Any advice on how to deal with separation?",3.9408620689655143,6.080363086206898,5.616758620689655,75.45410344827587,73.3103448275862,10.157241379310344,28.84137931034483,10.355215969177356,3.3762441379310335,241,10,46,8,5,82,48,58,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.687,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,7,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,5,1,9,7,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,30,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673167674466041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602816368736846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820252900487369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585542296364676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5793148006560324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835061453152016,0.0,0.201095895754364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362507654828134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25782426698767835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528430154120553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672254726783003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523235217575238 anxiety,moonwalkman11,2018/02/03,"Anxiety - Tips on eating Again? For the past week I was having some extreme anxiety about some test results I got back. My doctor never called me about them, so I saw them online and of course started searching myself... This is what seemed to start everything. I've never had anything like this before and it just came out of nowhere. I'm hoping the medication kicks in soon to get me back to normal. I feel like I just need some directions like ""Do this and you will then be OK"", instead of the constant waiting and fear. I eventually saw my doctor and he said they all looked OK, but I was still very anxious. I haven't been eating much over the past week. Maybe 600 calories a day. I used to be able to shove a ton of food in my mouth no problem. He prescribed me 20mg paroxetine to take once a day, and .5mg lorazapan to take 1 or 2 a day if needed. I started these on 2/1/18. I still haven't been able to eat though. My stomach feels hungry, but when I start to put food in my mouth I just chew forever and eventually feel nauseous. It's also making me tired and weak. Softer foods like bananas, vanilla yogurt, gatorade, 2 gummy vitamins, carnation breakfast shakes, and sometimes graham crackers/2% milk are a lot easier, but I feel like I can't sustain myself on those. Meats, protein bars, and breads are harder for me. My digestion system seems out of whack from not eating enough. Does anyone have any tips on how to get my appetite back and not feel nauseous when chewing food? Are shakes an OK way to sustain myself? If so, what is a good high calorie ingredient list that I can make a shake with? The carnation ones I've been drinking are small and about 240 calories, with 10g protein, but expensive.",4.296306306306306,5.779848096096098,4.771166366366369,84.58006486486488,71.04204204204204,7.490162162162162,27.734414414414417,7.976525956113202,1.7144463423423426,1348,48,260,18,25,428,188,333,0.111,0.847,0.042,-0.9489,0,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,1,3,0,21,16,0,4,13,3,22,25,3,5,3,54,51,27,0,7,12,0,5,5,0,1,7,1,0,0,10,17,16,1,7,2,1,5,8,6,0,1,11,9,35,10,34,37,8,43,0,0,3,0,8,12,0,10,29,166,45,3,0.17228809519554178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688893637409502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0585809063717465,0.0,0.1317999212513355,0.0973182538571898,0.0,0.060233921029232834,0.0,0.0708892112244213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987183657438916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733022396967968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796270407924202,0.0985258414157182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930911122196182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666735254394002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763441659043201,0.07538523656730191,0.0,0.0,0.08438837126437768,0.0,0.3525874663103146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900982892393032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742071538062202,0.0,0.0,0.09693600301831858,0.21778509402227114,0.1230826496324842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416662897177794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001341881077722,0.0,0.0,0.07225354004835466,0.06889726427244869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101591592345226,0.0,0.08556047649659305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21042815176176585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233930404934301,0.0,0.0,0.07323658872733081,0.0,0.0,0.1150036413820086,0.0,0.08654327435892473,0.0,0.0,0.08678106514130199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633257868455151,0.1277494395329668,0.1328792002389638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08440287653268791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174059925405248,0.058373436077724425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644684816684661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242821954331797,0.0,0.08659856098135944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08194271605388717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684461117769874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519866577178893,0.0,0.24389280108272776,0.0,0.13758949537676496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295392060690458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463608938759068,0.0,0.0,0.09900991041230954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440079859841675,0.0,0.07107786100265523,0.0,0.06837713530774486,0.13819911770816412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kioizre,2018/02/03,"I get anxiety attacks from instructive materials. Help? This has hindered me more than enough. Whether it is a video or a text, I get the fight-or-flight response when I notice it is trying to teach me something. Yes, my experience at school was not a good one. But I would say this problem was worse when I wanted to force myself to learn and get a job in time for when I became of the minimum working age, 16. Terrible decision. Now I'm 19 and never had a job. I think I would do better things with the free time I have available now than I would have if I had a job, though. I already do, even. I know many things by learning them ""the easy way,"" but the easy way is not an option, oftentimes. I am on medication and in therapy, already.",2.828064876957491,4.349179630872484,4.299479865771811,86.35288870246087,74.83892617449666,7.651230425055928,26.510626398210288,8.344100000000001,1.6722076062639817,571,21,121,10,12,190,94,149,0.08,0.8220000000000001,0.098,0.5322,3,0,1,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,7,6,1,0,12,1,16,1,0,0,1,23,23,12,0,6,7,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,5,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,4,1,19,4,14,16,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,9,88,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269292286904945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331868120006815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685187193948651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100852727139595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305739687460188,0.0,0.09783815423988723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448990993072682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321746890234199,0.0,0.0,0.1242440176379528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928809819163227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4409870904965856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140811303506616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018008853272888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922491245190944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424662159915047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864644604321755,0.0,0.0,0.10037639978297308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173995012495247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779854378811973,0.0,0.14991498758887584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403734532237005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939902148860458,0.0,0.19682134873096727,0.09491541843153772,0.14553650624788486,0.0,0.1727510345428541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005702240183816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873706317667022,0.23515664421487664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784005843640396,0.0,0.1509566410655452,0.315680893614112,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AsocialUnicorn,2018/02/03,"Anxiety and digestive problems I've been dealing with anxiety for years, but within the last few months it's gotten really bad and I was officially diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder recently. At around the same time my anxiety symptoms got worse I started to get terrible digestive problems as well. I'm constantly bloated, and gassy, and have heartburn whenever I eat. My doctor says this is probably due to anxiety, and hasn't been able to do anything to help relieve the symptoms. Does anyone else have digestive problems that seem to be linked to their anxiety? Any advice as to how you deal with it?",7.961218872870248,9.270889027522935,8.236985583224115,63.74192660550459,62.39449541284404,13.201048492791612,42.17693315858453,12.540900571622839,6.3322125819135,500,29,74,19,7,164,76,109,0.281,0.648,0.071,-0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,9,9,0,1,0,17,15,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,0,4,9,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,5,1,7,2,16,9,2,11,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,8,49,11,1,0.12819585999016253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527151069925932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717758081666414,0.0,0.5884168920298517,0.0,0.0,0.08963752600733207,0.1313518080457651,0.105494269776733,0.1141214944918746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703818834713663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853418223574962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26432860517707024,0.0,0.1301160993883616,0.0,0.0,0.14692356191718006,0.13121389482363488,0.1121850609740468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117636890146794,0.10709119128831633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697704575586286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252994014881428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592698269865359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449673596549064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232471238430224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382168193962247,0.3679983743445672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212555055230035,0.0,0.12657794607650089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194649326923468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670469623526282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073768952150728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664891676957856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475203688406099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526347383501664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064253340869356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255393076729547 anxiety,Tjbeverly3,2018/02/03,Zoloft Just started taking 50mg this week. I’ve always been in denial about anxiety/depression but I’m finally trying to get help with it. My anxiety has got to the point where I’m very unsociable. I’m just curious if this specific medicine has helped anyone? I was nervous to take anything but I need help. ,2.323714285714285,5.050730800000004,3.8795238095238105,82.51500000000003,82.66666666666666,8.095238095238095,26.904761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.74097619047619,248,11,45,7,7,82,45,60,0.076,0.7609999999999999,0.163,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,13,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,6,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249989800708036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536801650495894,0.0,0.0,0.1785703901196878,0.0,0.2101592240272439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21996181490473893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797606252372339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342756903743988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042538680711068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5135354188953568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893639569297013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414203724410295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807620685011912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840338827073492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733889326795199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071849800309675,0.0,0.0,0.20485359363677005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,emeraldd666,2018/02/03,"Any advice on moving out I'm 19 and have suffered from depression and anxiety for the last year. I am ready to make a change and start my life. I live w my parents rn and we are polar opposites, they don't believe I'll be able to make anything of myself since I dropped out of college.",1.2325000000000017,3.2899092500000044,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.5,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.094,225,9,48,3,6,75,48,60,0.146,0.812,0.042,-0.7269,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,9,8,0,8,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,28,8,1,0.26263188470783433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566408381492881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859868763240094,0.0,0.2009126729464132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21612366342771305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958961981339122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27782971027572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262044574605872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21408003904759285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550466711671496,0.0,0.0,0.231908765836198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35061764482497304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791361300067643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916216275799549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217251808993332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589219975509724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912632302726982 anxiety,boredhuman-no22821,2018/02/03,I have annoying obsessive/intrusive thoughts I didn’t know where to turn so here I am. For starters I’m not diagnosed with any anxiety disorder or other mental health illness. It’s not always as bad as it has been for the past few days but it’s already annoying me so much. It’s like I can’t relax my mind and the biggest issue for me is watching my current TV show. I know it sounds dumb but it’s what i love doing the most and what makes it easier to get through the day. It’s like these annoying thoughts keep getting in the way and I can’t enjoy watching my stuff. For instance I’m up next to solve an exercise in math class on tuesday in front of the class and it’s not for a grade or anything but my brain keeps telling me that I won’t be able to relax until i complete that and I wish my turn was on friday so i could enjoy the weekend. I don’t know how to clear my mind so i can get into what’s happening in my TV show and truly enjoy it like I normally do. I would appreciate any suggestions if you understand/can relate to what I’m going through atm.,1.010078876490958,3.0684316238938045,3.1227048864948053,90.17568103116585,82.31858407079645,6.585302039245862,23.98537899191997,7.7425588080867325,1.2408420931127355,841,32,183,15,23,285,121,226,0.07400000000000001,0.6859999999999999,0.24,0.9928,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,14,4,0,9,0,17,6,1,2,1,34,37,20,0,5,9,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,0,19,8,0,2,5,8,1,2,8,5,0,0,5,3,26,9,26,28,3,22,0,0,2,1,4,10,1,4,12,122,45,4,0.1410233439188903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562276678208994,0.0,0.11734271928505635,0.0,0.0,0.1918014195227319,0.0,0.10788247210008453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605019607761165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774860162326267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742869103350554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786029301755887,0.0,0.0,0.11259566494530025,0.0,0.0,0.1818967805150528,0.0,0.0,0.14313572555960485,0.0,0.0,0.16162496982059196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210366300212452,0.0,0.08014681623334129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470647729072926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990122003691786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719173203631644,0.0,0.2506960554127221,0.0,0.0,0.2325082252162877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669064742356388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727907380574893,0.0,0.09413417713007134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211836162576358,0.0,0.2847867522434361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366838413430324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997992613269492,0.0,0.13817293494949365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462273889455584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143798924770228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326061844060447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239135652224449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067858046222532,0.0,0.14681027447490827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193776630646878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216988579247868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017893736257646,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cadhunter,2018/02/03,"Today I feel dead on the inside. I am just so sad, lonely to the point of being desperate. My grandpa passed away a month ago and I feel so sad for our relationship, I just want to talk to him again and tell how much I loved him. I can't get to cry. My energy is repulsive, everyone around me can feel how negative and worthless I am :`( ",0.8229778672032211,2.73117415492958,3.3234607645875265,89.30056338028173,82.09859154929578,7.437424547283702,20.00201207243461,8.418075326091056,1.0175054325955726,259,7,59,6,7,90,50,71,0.28300000000000003,0.601,0.116,-0.9442,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,12,12,7,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,3,13,1,9,11,1,9,0,4,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381963935936853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392100665267273,0.0,0.0,0.2524631533920837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951667939841501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567652048357684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076055886286609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403905867370528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252247940832605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448283135233506,0.0,0.19753375637284365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540190755312607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884954213485273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597999993127806,0.2348655588368118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25470693478916384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849291293001813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shipsthrowaway222,2018/02/03,"How can I learn from this wake-up call? I've long had anxiety and atypical depression, and almost 99% of it stems for fears relating to my relationships. I lost my previous partner to suicide after he emotionally abused me and kept me at arm's length for several months, I caught my father cheating on my mother as a teen (though they've since reconciled), and I've basically always been the one who's been broken up with. Subsequently, I have a lot of abandonment and self-worth issues, in addition to constantly worrying that I'm a burden and making people's lives harder. This all came to a head earlier today when I had a panic attack around my boyfriend about how I was ruining things for him and between us. He broke down and told me he's just so exhausted with not knowing how to help me and with how quickly we can go from being perfectly fine to me breaking down. I can tell things are okay now and know he loves me literally more than I can understand, but I was absolutely terrified for a bit there that I was going to lose him. This has been a wake-up call for me and I don't want his faith in my ability to do things differently to be in vain. Has anyone here gone through this before? Or does anyone else have moments like this now? How do you deal with this? How can I make sure I learn from it?",7.340185676392572,6.109735072796937,7.83770114942529,74.62933687002655,64.17241379310343,11.862186855290306,33.48688476274683,11.051253699011982,3.4560760978485114,1038,35,209,25,13,345,155,261,0.188,0.743,0.07,-0.9793,1,0,0,0,1,2,24.0,2,1,0,3,17,20,2,2,8,1,23,4,2,8,3,45,39,23,1,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,14,19,0,2,6,0,0,5,2,13,0,1,14,0,32,7,38,23,4,25,1,6,0,1,22,9,0,3,11,148,46,2,0.0,0.15618418407753734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199787683338135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968412530593467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084131900330537,0.0,0.0,0.1843420842033993,0.13506433710062776,0.0,0.1173470257608299,0.0,0.1499633578555613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216842114534327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439124138360377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920426107184225,0.1507660355172001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424497139995961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589979599875632,0.11353567458055125,0.0,0.0,0.13772299652575773,0.0,0.0,0.11535586086317033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011801798444527,0.14827884557555074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833323586946506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498317660979763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528451805050648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835562395309514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758498592016966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488875813039925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440019744357522,0.0,0.11639875918423682,0.11665583441534184,0.0,0.14747195477484806,0.14389621671501415,0.11206796083714367,0.11897196490068858,0.0,0.17598066489022798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521681926436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932409417161492,0.0,0.0,0.15466141660305505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138682827118567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415244773450391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375161631283893,0.1489181630593438,0.0,0.1090421955641642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418879796514825,0.0,0.12423802589157658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152157816070657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627244361280345,0.0,0.12951168419669776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494917823546728,0.12595888435565125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372284249062498,0.15856225424944906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775037316178228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386878538162805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CherryCherry5,2018/02/03,"Feeling super overwhelmed It makes it extremely hard for me to make decisions, even simple ones. We discovered that the people in the neighbouring unit have fucking cockroachs. So exterminators are coming to spray our unit as a preventative measure. The thing is, I live in a three bedroom house with my father, 72. We have to move everything away from the walls so they can spray the baseboards. Everything out of cupboards, etc. We have so much crap. This is a huge amount of work for basically one person. I don't know where to put everything so that it's out of the way properly. Plus I have 2 cats, so I have to find someone to take them for several hours, and I have to be out of the house for like 6 hours. I have to work that evening - what am I supposed to do in the meantime? Everyone else is at work. And what if they come later in the day?! I'm so fucking stressed out. They're coming Wednesday.",2.8005614973262034,5.1280036818181856,3.666965240641712,87.21199197860966,77.52272727272728,7.095721925133692,26.26203208556149,8.124751697461798,1.7103867647058824,712,28,142,13,17,227,105,176,0.044,0.8859999999999999,0.07,0.5437,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,0,3,4,9,7,3,2,12,0,16,3,1,2,0,22,27,11,0,1,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,10,14,0,1,4,0,0,5,1,5,0,3,0,2,16,2,31,26,3,24,0,1,0,2,10,13,3,1,6,102,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912863234545685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35517504753348483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886369000205134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481279775863926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328101434290753,0.18155456225156866,0.0,0.0,0.13132902480565894,0.3705644143000157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949337819374406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561691915403084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541206115653326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311850805732295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706998114563861,0.3171727179157035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553297811388011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06714584025431762,0.0,0.12136131254618185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18348343765437775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607609589285694,0.1010336100922907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862646885008032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528302110909076,0.12000658931896215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816433526658636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526715110633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645176986716745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743611452010167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333715765406068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130848309699084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909282256158448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001720763445712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tinytina73,2018/02/03,"Does anyone have panic attacks that last longer than a day? I am currently searching for a new psychiatrist and my old one won’t continue my medication. So that’s been causing a lot of anxiety, and an absurd amount of panic attacks. Well the last two days are pretty much a constant panicky ride while I try to find a single psychiatrist in central pa to handle my lexapro and minimum dose of benzodiazepines so I can at least get through working and maintaining benefits. It’s got me so stressed even when I’m asleep I’m still panicking, waking up feeling like I’ve just panicking. Can Anyone relate or have a similar experience. Just having that would help me feel less alone I think. I am grateful for any response thank you.",5.0124552090245516,7.059723795620439,5.804499004644993,75.63013271400136,70.16788321167883,9.069409422694095,32.89250165892502,9.573946990214177,3.4248452554744526,588,28,101,14,11,192,99,137,0.182,0.6829999999999999,0.135,-0.7977,1,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,2,3,8,0,11,4,2,1,0,14,19,10,0,1,3,1,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,2,2,2,11,4,12,15,6,16,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,13,68,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436719601980534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792266163761734,0.0,0.121406437575476,0.0,0.0,0.2219359679105304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610924018854455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630304582567051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150025883506645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469905535992544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388810088887347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482103779740701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524080644507154,0.0,0.0,0.1604887904105094,0.11337659292477735,0.0,0.0,0.14505056405460529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291513688362745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692832187757255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637446683489007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25872628655653995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753367992464942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349225895303849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987536058871565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666407862136755,0.0,0.0,0.1532751810123024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653083567240715,0.0,0.10754044245173597,0.0,0.0,0.3724047207184592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161456778226229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267394572235467,0.0,0.1817923681578637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461112891168323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168970112186354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774810026850136,0.0,0.15502859189256624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269197159798933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155367957343214,0.0,0.0,0.11273720066410706,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LouieD78,2018/02/03,"Prozac to citalopram This transition is hell. I was not getting the same relief from Prozac as I was with citalopram so I asked my doctor if I could switch back. I didn’t have to taper off Prozac so that was good but waiting the four weeks for the citalopram to kick in is going to be tough. It seems that my anxiety has gone up considerably since stopping the Prozac has anyone had any experience with this? I initially switched from citalopram to Prozac because of weight gain but now that my eating is under control I really need the anti-anxiety effects of the citalopram. 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I'm a 19 year old female...have had anxiety for as long as I can remember but only went to a psychiatrist about 2 years ago (my high school basically forced me to get medication because my anxiety was ""disturbing"" to other students). Initially I did find the medication to be helpful; with xanax I am less afraid of leaving the house. I still have bad panic attacks but not twice a day like it used to be. My dr said that he wants me completely free of anxiety though, so he keeps increasing my dosage. I'm currently at 100mg Zoloft, the lowest dosage of xanax(to take when necessary) and beta blockers. About a year ago however I started noticing a decreased sex drive. This is quite frustrating for me as I used to be a highly sexual person. I am very very shy though so this is not something I can tell my dr (also my dad accompanies me to each dr visit I'm not allowed to go alone). I have also noticed an empty sort of feeling. I'm not really passionate about the sort of things I used to love and I can't seem to muster the energy to do things. I used to love gaming but now I'll get bored with a game within two minutes. The only thing I can bring myself to do is the bare minimum (I am able to do well in my studies) and binge eating. Binge eating seems to be my new form of entertainment haha. I've gained a lot of weight from binge eating for some reason (I am 5,4 and 120lbs, before binges I used to be 100lbs). I can't exercise because raising my heart rate makes me instantly fear a heart attack/death/panic attack. I feel constantly restless and frustrated and kinda not myself/like I'm ""in limbo"". It's pretty disgusting but I usually only wash about once every two weeks, and brush my teeth on days I have to go out. I'm not sure if I should continue with meds because it seems like they don't do a hell of a lot to help my anxiety and they're also making me feel empty and well unable to orgasm. I really don't know what to do I'm in a really shitty space.",3.7507928802588992,4.907698189320391,5.461145631067962,80.36945307443366,71.96116504854369,8.891391585760518,26.35469255663431,9.2995712137729,2.178082265372169,1602,52,318,35,30,548,209,412,0.183,0.696,0.121,-0.9754,4,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,2,16,25,6,5,21,1,31,23,4,9,1,56,66,26,0,3,11,1,5,2,0,1,10,1,0,1,11,15,4,2,11,4,1,8,10,14,2,3,5,7,41,12,50,55,7,38,1,1,0,6,15,11,1,10,21,196,52,2,0.07414811239589719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314556555957317,0.0,0.0,0.07679508254147,0.0,0.1778886560820715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836155151527645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530625466581767,0.0,0.0,0.06191057668185027,0.13560000329592484,0.0,0.06309458238237846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774288512022484,0.08012776790044797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563879675012678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22761609023266685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247298267540809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343724084770432,0.14996605411545358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777003142353286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747865675275263,0.0,0.08428016203701816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573174039675998,0.0993998335276818,0.15668310352025527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555696638873034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06590624919744444,0.0,0.0,0.04074986343212205,0.0,0.0,0.07851214488500839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245004470161939,0.0,0.0,0.06561874616534581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260761471948003,0.13384313274577225,0.0,0.09898888158758032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236183737644669,0.2240892673854151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716127089980911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883623482621782,0.07780597090444683,0.07896531976902912,0.0,0.16917894215697046,0.0,0.08699683379328667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0647432717180765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543528703421484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886564460459816,0.0,0.0,0.14250353841522326,0.07623660889366304,0.0,0.0,0.08399535703389087,0.0,0.07053183463538505,0.0,0.0,0.07504184832344088,0.0,0.20250497015064334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570828394713761,0.0,0.0,0.052482415592056096,0.0,0.05921477834038494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988371842626738,0.0,0.055750152675269934,0.0,0.06480871844436162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778213341939675,0.0,0.14570028791687906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14486386333734075,0.0,0.0,0.3202008107732953,0.08166367023766609,0.12235991629028616,0.04373447780244875,0.0,0.05947714321879589,0.09029242528042083,0.1333361157484526,0.06873604304914664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432468600247996 anxiety,doctorsuarez,2018/02/03,"Bad Spike Today - Thinking My Friend was going to steal my new job I'll try to give the background quick as possible. My team and I got laid off by our company. We all hit the job market and found some success. He joined a company, I started a really cool short-term gig. In the last week or so, I got to the offer stage with a really cool company. However, during the early negotiations, I did express some concerns with them, which they addressed. I then made it clear I was going to sign with them. Cut to yesterday. My formal offer is supposedly going through their system, but the recruiter who scouted me started scouting my friend as well. Now, this COULD be really good. It's entirely possible they would want to bring him in in addition to me, and that would be great. But between my earlier misgivings conversation (also fueled by anxiety) and the fact that there was a small delay, I became convinced they were going to rescind at the last minute. It's crazy, but I just can't shake it. 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I have been seeing a psychiatrist for about 2 years now, after I had my second son it came to a head in debilitating PPA (postpartum anxiety). I was less depressed as I was anxious. I also had a lot of really terrible stuff happening to me here and there during the 2 years that would cause me to slide backward. Now, I thought I had gotten my anxiety under control - I weaned off of Prozac 40mg to 20 and then 10 per my psychiatrist's OK. Recently though, I have noticed that I only get very, very anxious around my ""time of the month"". I have an IUD, which has been in for about 1.5 years and it makes my periods very light but I KNOW when I am going to get it because my anxiety/irritability becomes really unbearable. Anyone else with this problem or notice this about themselves? I don't want to go back on Prozac because it does cause me to have some really annoying side-effects, one of them being SEVERE dry mouth. I was hoping to stay off meds. I have ""rescue meds"" aka Alprazolam but they make me very tired. I am hoping that someone else has an idea or does something that helps them. I was thinking maybe trying to take a VERY small dose of alprazolam at night during the week leading up to my period to try to curtail the horrendous anxiety sx. I get so upset I can't think or eat.",3.714515599343187,5.450655076628358,5.306951286261633,79.15103448275863,72.9463601532567,8.649589490968804,26.604816639299397,9.23628265651192,2.327808100711549,1049,37,199,24,21,355,149,261,0.158,0.778,0.064,-0.9686,0,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,2,13,8,1,1,10,1,22,8,2,6,0,30,41,14,0,5,5,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,12,6,1,2,5,0,0,5,2,5,0,2,12,2,34,3,34,27,3,33,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,7,16,135,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07345400060181415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810660737503604,0.20753320074995135,0.0,0.12845008957169005,0.1882264299385268,0.0,0.08176774194067654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062850810967103,0.0,0.11198423714111942,0.10144330289786743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505420316928284,0.0,0.18871458432938232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030198134493119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911198157748253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076058513198044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398751329718967,0.2301916461672208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439666160445579,0.0,0.10440320157568593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122440851843503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426663768256363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061566450547532375,0.0,0.0,0.18245949594498506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368971275456693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050479449769174095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780892744586985,0.0,0.0,0.12262382876768255,0.0,0.09227766641520938,0.0,0.20405370141505372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331537948786056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619686732075689,0.0,0.0,0.20914819136322,0.0,0.0,0.06224128335553687,0.06985757491629524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788994641769693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353709388120431,0.0,0.09069275578844713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319414130604424,0.0,0.0,0.20753320074995135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07782589028435076,0.07071214686588959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790199655718954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514854940918852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906126289926864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771008855029302,0.09024411060303883,0.0729202174961892,0.05355963211567501,0.10557034677166313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472293933219415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789375428475024,0.054176681575563386,0.0,0.07367812332741434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652490160098968,0.0,0.0,0.17744900390301085 anxiety,throwawayforcon2,2018/02/03,"Does anyone else hear voices but only in the dark? Currently im suffering from PTSD and anxiety and whenever I switch my light off, the voices come up",3.0554022988505736,5.67161431034483,4.862758620689653,77.4164367816092,78.3103448275862,9.383908045977012,23.459770114942533,9.725611199111238,2.831266666666667,121,4,21,4,3,41,25,29,0.199,0.8009999999999999,0.0,-0.7351,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,11,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25918574973839753,0.0,0.0,0.23690111243502665,0.3471469018884851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918514671340273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29649151339996915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830290334666218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818591139817662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36596874237375787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576773167674143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960462163627574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Stormxftw,2018/02/03,"Waking up with body tremors and shaking Hi , I'll keep it short I've suffered from anxiety most of my life but have different ways to suppress it or forget about it entirely. It does rear its ugly head once in a blue moon as with last night. I had been feeling weird all night to begin with and felt like something was coming. About 6am I awoke from a very vivid dream to basically shaking uncontrollably. I'm talking like I jumped in a ice lake. I tried walking around, deep breathing for about 2mins before finally taking a low does Ativan which ended up helping. This morning now I feel like I the flu like my body feels like it's been put through the ringer. Does anyone else experience symptoms like and if so any advice on how to beat the mind game. Thanks for any information or advice and I hope you feel Good today.",3.9826182513139043,5.804335546583854,4.3381366459627335,86.01865265169614,72.41614906832298,6.941423793597706,26.04921165790731,7.61054688173877,1.3297449593884374,657,22,128,8,13,206,113,161,0.134,0.659,0.207,0.9478,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,7,15,0,3,7,0,5,8,5,1,1,27,17,11,0,2,4,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,6,2,0,6,0,6,0,0,5,7,10,9,23,12,2,24,0,2,2,0,6,9,0,5,14,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512812258105257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486888478097573,0.0,0.09835843567007928,0.0,0.0,0.08990163560739459,0.13173882534795636,0.0,0.11445774409191735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094066454552918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28563252186317484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075475323891916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343320240944615,0.0,0.0,0.3375468150958493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740672667802646,0.0,0.11387802793614075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576963115820125,0.0,0.0,0.2600426580764704,0.1837059804139592,0.1234507984384814,0.14084607067564295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784141755637926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319535850715347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618015948795124,0.0,0.0,0.12770257437928784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428210421512736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480462700591747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908153209029546,0.3768873358659662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982266212921192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413151873138913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692666496904768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292519587043406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898222230519747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363717805835426,0.09667132989099776,0.10334257215861976,0.0,0.118373276724605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187271875231664,0.0,0.0,0.0872930200447082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608666761894077,0.0,0.10205572204623728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,maccartneylennon,2018/02/03,"If your prom is optional, I envy you. My high school thinks it’s an excellent idea (to force you to give them money) by grading you for it. And to make it worse, it counts as 100% of your PE grade. Because they require you to dance. They also choose your partners, have extremely conservative and sexist dress codes. No after proms or going out after that. You could get expelled for just going to a fucking Starbucks with your friends after prom. I have been stressing over this for YEARS and even now the hatred for it still hasn’t died down. I don’t give a shit if someone I know sees this, I want my school to realize their fucked-up ideologies. It sickens me. I will do all I can to NOT go to prom. EDIT: They rent a massive ballroom. They’ve been doing it for many years. The budget is massive. It’s around $7500 in the US but where I live it’s an insane amount of money. So, while technically, the school isn’t *really* getting our money, I’m suspicious that they probably keep some of it.",2.050757575757576,4.343935035353535,3.1699898989899005,89.9683181818182,79.95959595959596,5.9802020202020225,22.021212121212123,7.1686216300943375,0.7202799999999998,779,24,158,10,20,250,124,198,0.127,0.8440000000000001,0.029,-0.9419,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,2,9,6,2,8,6,2,2,9,0,14,2,1,1,1,26,29,11,1,4,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,14,6,0,3,5,1,5,4,5,4,0,0,2,1,28,2,27,25,3,19,0,0,1,1,21,7,2,5,8,111,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12826511438953672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278253992248816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977732381425658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805965121842486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16646117097305582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059371472192344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391816177614312,0.148279461033516,0.1675959949894925,0.3077244990751676,0.27346274844848584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946254448058629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810626073259005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425634345406836,0.0,0.0,0.0881470355040686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416287321506106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706264665577188,0.16261192038926692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729292857692633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275097388621246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4869746235696386,0.12781134901223895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646396851123141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589929259133154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128088948750218,0.0,0.1837280499559152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277246881725964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293136107015685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460312852399658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345275554842914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065738793208485 anxiety,jennamarie420,2018/02/03,I just started Zoloft 2 days ago So i just started zoloft 2 days ago. Today’s gonna be the third day. I think the worst side effect going on is that I’m incredibly tired but i can’t sleep for shit. My doctor prescribed me with emergency xanax to take if i’m having a panic attack so i took it last night during one and i can only sleep for 2 hours at a time. The xanax seemed like it did nothing since I was wide awake and still panicky when i woke up in the middle of the night. Did anyone else experience this? I’m hoping the side affects are worth it because all i want is to feel better. ,1.6794155844155831,3.3156296111111137,3.299494949494949,91.80863636363638,78.28571428571428,5.534199134199136,19.39105339105339,6.11248444174946,-0.14281587301587306,465,10,103,3,11,154,88,126,0.18600000000000005,0.705,0.109,-0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,2,1,8,0,10,9,3,2,1,15,25,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,1,2,1,4,0,2,5,1,11,3,10,18,2,25,0,0,0,0,0,8,1,3,16,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868338174754102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312720011652025,0.1657727844167025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405927075830025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862556925574432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430899432376459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130231374938779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559873078789794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515462962017658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826148363695058,0.0,0.0,0.08180579146390145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194888004236236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069379149329122,0.15933037723090634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188029263686152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904233105777596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036575619784245,0.0,0.15524169053227654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963296547552916,0.12304844447461227,0.0,0.18982548778230293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728737074319034,0.0,0.0,0.16607491962792387,0.13383420646498767,0.0,0.3238133143885072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290313268969651,0.0,0.12920555487218105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216458055320356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366838036131013,0.0,0.0,0.0943409419288185,0.18595359155343927,0.15335782658334302,0.0,0.17975443695670787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542782443646557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,F00dbAby,2018/02/03,"What’s the smallest thing that’s given you a panic attack? I’ve been thinking lately as my anxiety has been getting worse how simple things can stress me out and was wondering what the rest of you guys worry about. Most recently I got a minor panic attack because my bus was late today",7.332083333333338,6.868548517857146,7.704285714285718,73.07404761904766,63.82142857142857,9.609523809523813,31.16666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.6266023809523813,231,7,39,3,3,76,45,56,0.35700000000000004,0.643,0.0,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,3,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,0,6,0,4,5,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,4,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465989632313368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360211270857065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681789156610525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012049892961784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153266669902719,0.0,0.0,0.1897471127004917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4323414578081942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496808163557352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921478204428246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195153175361411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546253217932423,0.1227908919286256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816459777298888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20781815811059529,0.0,0.1946129358476732,0.19529072204804884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,taboo007,2018/02/03,"Work anxiety So I just started a new job at a grocery store stocking shelves this week. Just getting the job was a big feat for my social anxiety. Everyone who I met is really cool and friendly so that helps a lot. Just in the morning when I am waiting to go to work it sucks. I know I have nothing to be anxious about but my body (mainly digestive system) thinks otherwise. Once I am at work and working I am fine. I got to reschedule my therapist for a day I have off but I was just wondering if anyone else had/have this and how do you deal with it? Oh and I am on generic Celexa 40mg.",1.1947560975609726,3.1589077642276417,3.277418699186992,89.82149390243902,81.11382113821138,6.701626016260162,26.51016260162601,7.793537801064563,1.5743284552845536,457,20,99,8,12,155,81,123,0.04,0.8740000000000001,0.086,0.6234,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,9,4,1,0,7,1,11,2,1,1,0,18,21,11,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,15,3,13,16,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,3,5,69,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634738324725324,0.19454346459276647,0.0,0.1204102541772879,0.1764451262537433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19128175102976508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105845311056432,0.17753655167309942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385579497274353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454995989322665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304572399836584,0.0,0.08997038921899317,0.0,0.09786848791284627,0.0,0.13772865789592414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11542587450021755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417752412152645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463976860901332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14640315810514182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631737233508107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523604753454468,0.0,0.0,0.1833934880180896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031940367969686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17554206086479576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218881058570362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19994413155998847,0.0,0.11034248188407368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813305365128836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867497742408213,0.5014713053382077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Conarthebarbarian,2018/02/03,Does anyone else never feel sure of whether or not they’re actually sick I’m sitting here right now feeling this way. Is it just my anxiety? Did I just sit/sleep wrong making causing this pain? Is my appendix going to burst any second? I really hate this.,1.2640285714285715,3.929171860000004,3.007714285714286,86.22100000000002,90.4,6.057142857142857,21.142857142857142,7.447530270364453,1.1978857142857144,203,7,38,4,7,67,43,50,0.264,0.662,0.073,-0.8994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,2,2,11,9,2,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,2,4,1,2,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.2486259281283052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17325732535169416,0.0,0.194903964891398,0.0,0.0,0.17814623738910432,0.2610494892027129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26172650599799785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295736388528775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128337721410324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576461528424862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479583154906436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515398728531759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700658503396094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649998825708406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711010489306148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321688556201638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757845309607485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25496133341668203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012462426988615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202230390623394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785590215964961,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PhysicalAudience,2018/02/03,"Stuck in a thought loop on LSD Yesterday I took LSD for the first (and possibly last) time. I had 1 tab and did it with an experienced friend. At first it felt amazing. Everything around me was hilarious and I couldn't stop laughing. All of my senses opened up. The world became brighter and more focused. I could see every tiny detail of every surface. I could hear every minute sound and I could feel every movement in my body, every ache and pain. I could see multicoloured spirals everywhere and objects began to move and dance. It was a very surreal hyperawareness. Whenever I looked at my friend I saw his face in multiple dimensions and he looked like this weird skeleton guy. Then it got to a point where I could feel nothing at all. I had an out of body experience and I started to drift away from my own body and all of my senses became seperated. I could see myself from multiple angles and in different places. It was like nothing I've ever experienced and its so hard to describe to someone who's never been there. I felt like I was everywhere and nowhere at the same time. In reality, I was lying on my bed and moving from it seemed impossible. Then I started to feel scared and panicked. I felt like I was trapped inside my body and no one was around to help me. I felt like my real body was just immobalized and to everyone on the outside I'd look like a cabbage, and I was falling into my unconciessness. It was the most scared I've ever been. I started screaming out for help, and my friend told me I just needed to relax and let the drug take over. He told me it would wear off on its own but I didn't believe him and kept begging him to take me out of it. I became deathly afraid of time, thinking it had broken but at the same time worrying it was running out. I kept thinking 'i need to get out of here, i need to go outside', but then I thought 'but if i go outside, people will see i'm on a drug and i'll get in trouble' , then I thought 'but if I don't go outside I may become trapped here and no one will be able to help me'...'but if I go outside i might get caught' and it was this continuous thought loop that went on for ages. I felt so alone and it was terrifying. I thought my friend was a figment of my imagination and I kept calling out to him, telling him not to leave me and to help me get out of this. It was like I was having a nightmare and it felt real...but it was real. Eventually he gave me a sleeping pill and it wore off and I came back to 'reality'. I am now realizing that loop I was trapped in was something my subconscious goes through all the time. LSD just made me hyper aware of it. It was very frightening being trapped in that place and not knowing how to get out. It felt helpless and if my friend wasn't there, I fear I'd have been stuck for much longer. I almost called the ambulance and how stupid would that have been. I want to know how to conquer these thought loops so that if ever I run into my subconcsious again, I won't feel so afraid. Any advice?",2.521095826749701,4.351976646962235,3.733356879511729,88.76222325494936,76.45484400656814,6.829395544815194,25.776280323450138,7.7046832291405725,1.294646286829631,2354,87,500,34,53,766,239,609,0.124,0.785,0.092,-0.9774,1,5,3,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,3,23,26,1,5,19,0,52,12,8,4,8,125,118,55,1,18,15,0,12,7,5,7,4,3,1,1,32,49,0,4,24,2,0,16,10,11,0,4,60,25,77,15,75,41,11,86,0,1,8,0,26,43,0,10,34,344,109,0,0.055329915381116784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406775294605125,0.0,0.0,0.05540491786447073,0.05730510570543568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762623980280365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851071062492274,0.0,0.0,0.05198427684999672,0.04254528961622592,0.0,0.0,0.061107544487766514,0.0,0.06233786740157812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30729531375934604,0.0,0.0,0.1129960597190378,0.06328268313835399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265058611173786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05780798520108231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128330271513111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014722847897088,0.2330892003413676,0.05287010525808964,0.049726960251008576,0.054123274221092005,0.0,0.06226153743588472,0.1119058707785413,0.0,0.3718777695869941,0.0,0.0,0.09412719551575513,0.0,0.0,0.21373877685830692,0.0,0.14453798564296294,0.0,0.12578106395795596,0.0,0.04425238781424139,0.0,0.0,0.05478531518420994,0.0,0.0,0.04956473627853465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236083589028218,0.0,0.14834590390160887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608157489823338,0.04510126582104276,0.0,0.05858639137950415,0.0,0.05657858719365059,0.0,0.18921981283264447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393895811745883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052354503754998484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869629650534075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176138873638138,0.04067385414677978,0.12307929351685792,0.04267384172300368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618109212850296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498596522341952,0.0,0.05887493101459895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383587966392128,0.0,0.11561597040216462,0.0,0.052304654244294715,0.06237616611965802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893267089127933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107897953565559,0.0,0.1763631158818269,0.050370276916676934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536987398429125,0.0,0.046880857750058284,0.04259567203547416,0.0,0.0,0.11748839666479813,0.0,0.0,0.046258286768221565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320242094733914,0.0,0.04836078480783506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090635130431244,0.0,0.2635546344065064,0.16131659305061044,0.0,0.0,0.10574021051617928,0.06147357184003052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913059496138526,0.03263501764045871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05129138588499689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619021484753047,0.0,0.07860956878783917,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,astifoman11,2018/02/03,"Mild anxiety 24/7 with one symptom that is always there Since my panic attack, the one anxiety symptom I always have is paresthesia in my legs, I'm sorta convinced I have something physical to cause my anxiety rather than mental but does anyone else get this? I have other anxiety symptoms when im in a stressful situation too but I ALWAYS have this weird tingling sorts mild pins and needles feeling in my thighs and calves. If I didn't feel this while I was in a relaxed state I would probably feel how I was before the panic attack that triggered my anxiety.",7.576352201257862,7.707957075471697,7.775471698113207,70.78257861635221,63.150943396226424,10.462893081761008,36.53459119496856,10.125756701596842,3.886130817610063,454,20,74,9,6,148,66,106,0.242,0.69,0.068,-0.9514,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,3,4,0,10,6,2,3,0,16,15,8,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,3,13,2,7,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32731467298040284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5015439147098629,0.0,0.0,0.09168429317561544,0.13435107163745255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834282337956713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157606743762652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469950339359535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474667450580316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953649231462252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988992786963966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685063875883282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416354069595575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214120524752335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770475956299522,0.0,0.0,0.3076893206251166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137283742400475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846635123845766,0.14738781466434014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009449386286496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020102362131946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088612002268049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314606059395514,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IAmBoy00,2018/02/03,"Poem About Anxiety Dear anxiety. Why do you have this control on me? You turn succeeds into failure And make me look like a hater. You feed of my pessimism Slowly killing all my optimism. Why don’t you have any mercy? You show yourself trough controversy. Even though you’re only in my head You make me feel dead. No one sees my struggle Or how you make me stumble. So dear anxiety, let me go Before you push me into the big black hole ",1.6552325581395344,4.209848244186048,2.9942325581395366,88.91297674418604,84.0,5.765581395348837,23.71627906976744,7.1686216300943375,1.1009432558139536,343,13,67,5,10,111,61,86,0.245,0.601,0.154,-0.8429,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,8,0,2,6,7,2,1,2,0,5,2,1,5,1,11,13,5,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,4,18,4,6,12,1,7,0,0,3,0,8,5,0,1,1,41,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553582131288525,0.0,0.4574086937750664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695958611212443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354012195558987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316406140579151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077577632786096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327095066166977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454682432784413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205040346685144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038052519785069,0.0,0.09737149574093587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16736796329697895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991175782541501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505580728715705,0.15158220825155938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882214038407474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20835929922530055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581844321532094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21678914629556956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359687736404183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,starfish_zz,2018/02/03,"Should I apply for college or wait until next year? I know that you can't make this decision for me but am just looking for some advice. I'm 17 and I haven't been to school for 3 years due to anxiety/depression. I don't have any of my qualifications and this really gets me down. I want to apply for college this year but am literally terrified. My anxiety mainly comes from an abusive childhood and some bullying at school. I've barely left the house for the past few years and now only go out once a week with a support worker. She picks me up and just takes me out to a cafe. I've also started doing group work every couple of weeks with a couple of other people for my anxiety which she supports me with. I've put on a lot of weight and feel extremely insecure and anxious about people judging me but have no motivation at all to lose it. I find socialising incredibly difficult. When family come round to visit I normally just go up to my room because I can't bare to be around people. I'm too awkward and usually just make a fool of myself. I can never relax when in a social situations and constantly feel distracted with my thoughts and on edge the whole time. Large crowds are the worst for me, I begin to panic. This would obviously be something I'd have to deal with in college. I want to apply this year but have no idea how I'll manage. I'd have to get a bus there and back each day and I absolutely hate buses. They make me really nervous and are often really busy. I can't ever leave the house without someone with me such as my mum or support worker so I don't really have much independence. So I've got to decide, do I apply for college this year or wait until next year? Is it always good to push yourself out of your comfort zone or does that sometimes end up just being too much? If I wait until next year my anxiety might still be just as bad. I'd love to go and feel normal for once but I'm just really scared. 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So I recently had a scare regarding my health (turned out to be nothing but my anxiety) and I've accepted that I'm ok now. The problem is I can't snap out of an extremely tense state. It feels like the knowledge that I'm ok just isn't effecting my anxiety levels and I'm still battling it every second. Does anyone have any tips for bringing yourself back down from this state? ,4.5218992248062015,5.586000802325582,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,70.04651162790698,8.989147286821705,30.6124031007752,9.2995712137729,2.6603705426356594,343,14,67,7,6,112,62,86,0.15,0.708,0.142,-0.1781,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,7,1,1,4,2,7,1,0,2,0,13,14,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,1,6,4,9,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,5,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862930204632978,0.0,0.3793954396904515,0.2801375096548578,0.0,0.17338762220947962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067497924170868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360571676756374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21700176071486388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20892690512844264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538197401050213,0.17715107692110613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26358238821817376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26199578203661056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114647778682985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23793559428189684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727548772128956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448422002696618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482629936281813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803057012344816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26972207108738816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,margaretdod,2018/02/03,"can't get over my driving anxieties of 2+ years Hi everyone, first time poster and thanks in advance for reading. In 2015 I had my first panic attack while driving- PA was unrelated to the actual driving part- and I have not been able to get over it since. I started getting lightheaded very quickly with sweaty palms and blurry vision. Pulled over until I was able to make it the rest of the 30 minutes to my home. A few months prior to the car PA, I was in a car accident as a front seat passenger in which the other car involved passed a red light therefore getting t-boned by the car I was in. I did not take much away from this besides feeling bad for the other driver having to deal with her totaled car. I don't know if these two silently married each other and I didn't notice because now I can no longer think of one without the other. A few months prior to the car accident, I suddenly fainted (while alone) on a busy street in the middle of a major city and cut my head open. Rushed to hospital in an ambulance Doctors were unable to pinpoint the cause of my fainting...and I also went away with that just thinking ""how weird."" With all these events happening within 6 months of each other, I find myself constantly ruminating on them and causing myself paralyzing anxiety and worry that any of the above events will happen again and the fear is monumental. Wondering if they are definitely related? Some days I drive with great difficulty and others with not so much but the underlying anxiety/stress is definitely always there. I feel debilitated and it is taking a major toll on my life. Ugh :( I would say I hope I'm not alone but I would never wish these feelings on anyone.",5.112878929765884,6.420772320000001,5.932561872909697,77.69691638795989,68.87692307692308,8.729096989966555,29.51505016722408,9.085049710711278,2.516439464882944,1344,50,244,25,23,441,192,325,0.106,0.836,0.058,-0.8786,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,3,8,10,2,2,23,0,21,5,2,5,3,50,43,21,0,6,10,2,3,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,16,19,0,0,8,1,0,16,10,7,0,4,10,6,29,3,47,30,13,59,0,0,1,0,9,21,0,5,22,181,45,2,0.223199019069072,0.0,0.10890502288291863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311668704533732,0.0,0.08924608745497617,0.09285973198304566,0.0,0.0,0.07589149339373108,0.0,0.1707466386652596,0.0,0.0,0.07803297188438943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696055312383034,0.20970282567781046,0.0,0.09318092894671014,0.06803002518305519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229286875583378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120599423354733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197245125270313,0.1150541940120872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422682688471802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663811385216336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255804747368591,0.16928419563220426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199992991898264,0.1898529715988809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332245505276085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303885324270432,0.0,0.0,0.1973741554367001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453329324171413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194340733096088,0.1108434938783636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061332171860868284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882603397383765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449353919869639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26723299136712114,0.0,0.1640769606240543,0.0,0.08607242164456577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705678128163808,0.0,0.0,0.07562271587860943,0.0,0.0,0.13093797898118245,0.0,0.1208513935330892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116297099467437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874840925818919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231626752447897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899070724806784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278368611164271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678178848792889,0.0,0.0,0.10274583451243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301691903807598,0.0,0.0,0.06507457146907024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901650477227676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208128301212427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034538634061569,0.0,0.0,0.12833392836097735,0.10757794475350793,0.1210249075738502,0.0,0.11333471910142713,0.0,0.15855417925396348,0.0,0.0,0.0718664252065956 anxiety,furryfireman,2018/02/03,Fixated on death. Last night just out of the blue I just started thinking about death and what comes next and I felt so overwhelmed and quite scared. It hit me really hard and now I can't stop thinking about it. I am looking at getting professional help but being the weekend it makes is difficult to get into the doctor's to set that up. ,3.1339303482587053,5.244510776119405,3.91126865671642,86.90978855721393,75.56716417910448,6.854726368159205,26.092039800995025,7.793537801064563,1.4963950248756217,270,10,53,4,6,86,52,67,0.168,0.7659999999999999,0.067,-0.79,0,0,0,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,15,14,6,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,4,5,0,10,11,0,14,0,1,2,0,1,5,0,0,7,36,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22804665480214256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709685520016881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25418811196137864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766273058232236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371514899626175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744698540519452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157952042467032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223115958562043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767133606059426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815497790320937,0.24843683729389346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815793626701815,0.0,0.0,0.169596684447247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650469569111716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738152978896894,0.0,0.0,0.2213311812768129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392643262567485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shadothefato,2018/02/03,"Anxiety and depression is keeping me from doing anything productive. What can I do? Lately my anxiety has been at an all time high with having to juggle getting a job and going to college in a small amount of time. I’m constantly fearing that every little pain in my neck, back, or chest is something fatal, I can’t focus on anything anyone is saying to me, and I’ve been having trouble communicating my thoughts and plans to other people as well. I don’t have much money at all but I used to have a therapist who gave me a prescription for Wellbutrin to help me with my depression but I can’t remember if it helped. I guess what I’m looking for is advice. As I mentioned, I don’t really have any money to spare so what are some of your methods I could try in order to relax? I would like to try Wellbutrin again but I’m not sure that it’s worth it to spend money to see someone when I really just need the meds. Is there anything I can do (not illegal, of course) to get the prescription without having to make weekly visits to a therapist?",4.6263909774436085,5.427211095693785,6.040755297334247,78.34278708133972,69.62200956937801,8.842241968557758,29.282638414217356,9.04235418022936,2.446415994531784,825,30,155,15,14,280,119,209,0.126,0.804,0.07,-0.8716,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,7,10,0,1,8,0,26,3,2,2,3,28,41,13,1,4,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,2,1,5,2,7,6,1,0,4,3,21,4,31,35,5,20,0,2,2,0,8,9,0,4,9,118,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13570614355106778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443913648605012,0.0,0.21247658192446026,0.0,0.0,0.09710398560704436,0.0,0.3428446046085971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678559521129456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007354438590306,0.0,0.11087965246520533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922408294334815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700740185482185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627194911197864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511194979985664,0.0,0.07892533992727654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298545574553202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861687367530493,0.14672809006661858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781109561876131,0.12343766303997808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665601098822599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678468606089073,0.13918831152911754,0.0,0.0,0.1166192507345138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269952666784312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425779578154952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208842773853824,0.10297337053399512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777181229999484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962778010834165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779325832386061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573172605743448,0.0,0.0,0.11043824228587776,0.0,0.0,0.11066466154444077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176675571846793,0.1069120514342076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308871767416069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224870208251131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025050700740176,0.1619571855004871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857276855415891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994261626678765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139641009197232,0.0,0.12486447588232046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386965723228889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986521618260552,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hassanhaz321,2018/02/03,"I have a crush on my bestfriend, now what? I'm 15 years old, I've been friend with this girl for about 4 years, Now we're bestfriends, we share our secrets, We're always together at school, we always hang out as a group with our other friends. I realized that i have a crush on her, she doesn't know that since i never i told her because i fear rejection or maybe this will cause the end of our friendship... Now i listen to her love problems, she used to like a guy but now she doesn't like him anymore , she likes another guy and we saw him when we were hanging out yesterday... she wanted to talk him and her other friend encouraged her to do this. My crush wanted me to come with them so we just came and talked with this guy and yeah you guys have no idea what it feels like to see your crush talking to her crush while you're just watching.... Anyways, after their talk, we left him and she told me that she doesn't like him anymore because of the way he talks and that he's not her type. I can't support being bestfriend with someone who tells me all her love stories and consider me as a friend and calls me ""bro"" while i have a crush on her especially that we're always together. What should i do :/",3.374876293297344,4.44360389878543,3.8070107962213235,92.20896873594243,72.76518218623481,6.9463787674313995,24.65339631129105,7.1686216300943375,0.7620276203328831,941,27,210,9,18,294,123,247,0.096,0.737,0.16699999999999998,0.9745,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,9,2,2,0,10,17,0,1,8,1,15,2,0,2,2,41,31,16,0,4,5,1,1,5,4,2,0,1,0,5,16,23,0,0,5,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,6,5,51,14,25,22,1,26,0,1,3,2,63,7,0,1,19,140,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632748381158119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059296669347074,0.0,0.0,0.20919291523155384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858529371556934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769517779060232,0.12062791974511905,0.0,0.10834524962573963,0.0,0.09085181375331793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934138272362094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868143650931452,0.05332806594881944,0.07534675049989109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32593894876315616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177217700332686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906115101741654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057962754766904476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114591884075038,0.0,0.0,0.257633021328174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037896147799302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595733062354476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134384478174153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106714975486362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091915490323483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673979948109824,0.08404477628611458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08724467132283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893631569617967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968445640229745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238581119083067,0.0921841581188404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20155943135487972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09109096084177967,0.0,0.0,0.1244161623238086,0.08371602284015539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583657169922406 anxiety,fullfacejunkie,2018/02/03,"Driving anxiety/phobia Been lurking a while but it’s my first time posting. I have had anxiety issues for a long time but I’ve realized recently I’ve developed a specific driving anxiety. I’m 22 and I have driven and taken lessons, but every time I’ve driven it just feels like impending doom. I don’t mind riding on a bus or plane but lately I’ve had issues being in the front seat of a car even with a very safe driver. Even just the thought of driving gives me anxiety. Part of it is that I have very intense “zoning out” episodes lasting 10+ seconds where I don’t even know I’m zoning out when it’s happening but it’s like I can’t even see or pay attention to anything around me. Nothing very serious, my therapist decided it’s probably a coping mechanism. I’m so terrified to drive because I could zone out and not know. I would normally avoid it and resign myself to relying on public transit exclusively but my parents don’t get it and constantly pressure me to drive. I’d also somewhat like to be able to drive as it would be very convenient. I’m just wondering if any of you have had experiences with driving anxiety or specific phobias in general. How have you dealt with it? Can therapy work? Do I just avoid it completely or try to expose myself to driving?",2.636904761904759,5.016681388888891,4.73008888888889,79.10380000000002,78.36507936507937,8.635174603174603,29.92126984126984,9.281916038205594,3.2099791746031747,1018,50,185,29,25,350,132,252,0.156,0.775,0.069,-0.9644,1,2,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,5,14,10,0,3,9,0,22,0,0,1,0,48,38,22,0,5,16,1,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,12,12,0,3,9,0,1,13,5,6,0,2,8,2,19,4,25,24,2,34,1,2,1,0,5,9,0,7,14,122,31,2,0.120232012367291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096149496851493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176189134114008,0.0,0.3679086414859523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989407017469037,0.1070319816737742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329231878590818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606097745734335,0.12992809216412576,0.0,0.0959954785073942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176484409339236,0.0,0.1013006559836153,0.0,0.0,0.11760997880957308,0.0,0.0,0.06079291802066405,0.0858937736586847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226928829906574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281626406860154,0.11533750192238044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063207714640769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509819673079361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215273931659566,0.09800513723226738,0.13562694688814486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621786426739602,0.0,0.0,0.10640154746426872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140005819698507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780184444659947,0.11536585854172107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350342123450773,0.13019955286970292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514903264993576,0.0,0.1296304446983682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187146073146512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095809347365614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749578446577584,0.1395986332399685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545078777352346,0.2103247598747956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162964416082176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968160076719205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13038648865805613,0.08753033695974399,0.0,0.0,0.17081874392152965,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BrokeAndCurious,2018/02/03,"My anxiety is killing me Hello Reddit, I am posting this because I am in dire need of help. I am 21 years old, and I have developed severe social anxiety over the last several years. I have a stuttering problem which I always had since I was little, and my social anxiety and stutter are interconnected issues that severely affect me daily. My anxiety affects me in a way that puts tremendous pressure whenever I am interacting with others. One of the biggest issues that I have is the tense facial expression that I tend to make whenever I am feeling anxious as a result of being around others. I suspect I show an angry facial expression whenever I am going through my anxiety episodes because whenever I make eye contact with others, some say things along the line of ""okay I'll leave you alone"", when in reality, I actually want to connect with them. I can feel my face tense up as I feel anxious, which I can't really help to stop doing and it really sucks. Others frown at me whenever I make eye contact with them as well, which ruin my mood. I have such a hard time coming up meaningful things to say whenever I am conversing. I do communicate quiet often at school, but I feel like I just say whatever that comes to my mind which can sound boring and dumb. I get lost on how to remedy my problem because I do indeed step out of my comfort zone in an attempt to make my fears less threatening. I do feel somewhat less fearful whenever I step out of the comfort zone, but the anxiety is still very prevalent. I need to stand infront of a full classroom every week to give a short presentation. My stutter and anxiety make this task pretty overwhelming. Even sitting in a classroom full of people makes me anxious and my face tense up too much. These issues of mine affect me so much to the point where it's affecting my ability to function. I have been told that I am a nice person and I wish for the best for everyone but my anxiety sets me away from everyone. What are some ways that I can do to remedy my anxious thoughts and my tense facial expression as they are happening? Thank you ",6.867366366691967,6.945341079800503,7.658941775994798,71.20502981676246,64.6359102244389,11.163439228016916,35.88864794535401,10.848893137575418,4.079098145939499,1667,74,292,42,23,559,193,401,0.198,0.6990000000000001,0.102,-0.9784,0,1,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,3,3,12,24,3,4,18,1,32,7,7,12,0,55,59,19,1,6,4,0,6,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,23,19,0,1,8,1,0,6,1,15,1,1,6,13,63,8,50,52,10,45,0,3,2,0,23,23,2,4,11,220,86,3,0.0,0.0,0.07338398978667011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788413615506233,0.0,0.0,0.06257211506913482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602200800743768,0.3398167021469338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694361265540481,0.0,0.0,0.07065252644187263,0.0,0.0,0.13752298675665378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891737071343555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955564272902215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049668645431807934,0.0,0.06335893038563818,0.14371293537507399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924097771692925,0.19011595845115065,0.053722629660765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03928870216647089,0.07213833596828312,0.042737681880328574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649878317500091,0.0,0.06736409646725389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080945175206933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354666241838465,0.0,0.0,0.08319724723720254,0.0,0.0,0.06129773402788712,0.0,0.0796255486638471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036738740028921565,0.07536978345703224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208927778008959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011780159455327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593018782977372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11056075912685936,0.11151914343560923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078909360222725,0.0,0.05095721448626176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052133953919387216,0.06566141506380814,0.0,0.0,0.0710879556465018,0.0,0.07202045705233033,0.0765050569884645,0.0,0.14391177717881115,0.0,0.07559639696818712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634961528963333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940528874194847,0.0,0.07610603880781414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548625266102004,0.0,0.06220590982697851,0.0,0.0,0.15331310238567944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005452049828733,0.06287025668315528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923371457888622,0.0,0.0,0.09991858349616288,0.0,0.0,0.059700105187622525,0.043849508146122367,0.0,0.0,0.07185646768753699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204756909486004,0.04435468927319769,0.11937992977468477,0.06032060605007289,0.0,0.06761349717758147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647586161613434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685219053734732 anxiety,remyschnitzel,2018/02/03,"It Will Pass For how terrible you might feel right now, it will pass. The rolling panic attacks, the general anxiety, the worry about how you might do on a test coming up or a phone call you have to make a week from now, none of it will last forever. These anxieties will pass, they'll be over and you can move on with your life knowing you survived it - because so far you have already survived every incident you've encountered. Hang in there, everyone. You're not alone, from one anxiety-sufferer to another <3 ",7.978979591836738,7.169020571428572,7.707061224489795,74.71651020408162,62.673469387755105,12.329795918367347,37.967346938775506,11.602472056035307,4.387017959183675,408,18,77,11,5,130,70,98,0.146,0.775,0.079,-0.7319,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,7,1,2,7,3,1,1,6,0,12,1,0,3,0,13,16,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,6,2,3,0,1,0,1,8,0,13,8,1,17,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,4,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167038580011321,0.2308954926874759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194006347886703,0.3201276659317001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23803446940240616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754741964684596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136518358932119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023700968641085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762891049604395,0.19993254774272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579525869535993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498981870344985,0.1705540576854304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778852730546768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396656649705534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439295154071823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223831788851534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417827238935916,0.0,0.0,0.2454916238511489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786851344596491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167835308874612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248780871225809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-anxietyadviceplease,2018/02/03,"I'm new to this and struggling So I am new to anxiety. At least, I am new to ""knowing"" and understanding that I have anxiety. I really really really don't want to go on medications. However, I feel as though the anxiety has progressed throughout the last few months. I get dizzy, nauseous, numbness & tingling feet/face sometimes, and muscle twitching sometimes. I have scoliosis (and back pain) so sometimes it's difficult for me to know if the symptoms of twitching and tingling are from that or if it's just my anxiety. I see a chiro and physical therapist for my back stuff. **Do any of you have muscle twitching and numbness/tingling sometimes due to anxiety? I am trying to ease my mind that this is from anxiety and not my spine. Any advice is appreciated.**",2.648035993740216,5.582988373239439,4.438779342723009,77.2897496087637,84.28169014084506,7.944287949921754,30.424100156494518,8.680891452615391,3.334515179968701,607,32,102,17,18,204,79,142,0.156,0.826,0.018000000000000002,-0.919,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,1,4,0,12,10,1,0,0,19,21,15,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,2,15,0,16,21,2,11,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,3,8,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679330568129187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294995872716456,0.0,0.16255504205293156,0.0,0.5485936391703826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838066035555439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060432771204725365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062444130632174265,0.0,0.0679258220071478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313698456863496,0.09742453937203903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040356292819485,0.0,0.0,0.1206808651423014,0.0,0.09539951538495132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462987261024096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717742906412424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22970221584362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524175771020116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728323119311241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249479817202691,0.13682150630793818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242267721116856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877162896204126,0.0,0.0,0.11742753673260813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114605729926108,0.0,0.0,0.1244242633889513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704958387118401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,professoragringa,2018/02/03,Trembling During Sleep? Today I had a very stressful day. I decided to take a nap to try and recenter. At least twice I woke up feeling like my whole body was trembling. Does this ever happen to you guys?,1.41,4.020190000000003,2.870000000000001,88.73500000000001,86.5,5.2,23.0,6.742157984588678,0.9231000000000004,160,6,30,2,5,52,34,40,0.208,0.698,0.093,-0.7143,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,6,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,5,1,5,3,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30641103593025504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790267750698485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414012443070052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495252707537637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394798108554268,0.1970697853243353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731383204969025,0.24393632641176705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476807923037515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723720379468461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760527038193136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159892358931819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740749087980484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614768497714855,0.0,0.0,0.1872864093129584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760801544215986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30798056552271785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThrowawayT0,2018/02/03,"I doubt it's possible to ""go insane"" but... The news events of murderers appearing on TV scares me; I'm worried it's possible to ""snap"" one day, and go berserk. 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I’m so anxious right now I can barely breathe. I’ve been crying every day for the last month and I don’t know why. I go to work and most of my classes, but this semester is just too much. And I feel like I’m drowning. I want to see someone, but none of the counseling centers will give me a call back. I’ve sent them emails and called them and they just won’t contact me. I don’t know why this is happening and I can’t handle it. I feel like I’m going to pass out and I can’t stop crying. I feel like everyone will judge me if I tell them, and I hate feeling this pitiful. I just can’t stand myself and I don’t want to disappoint people. I feel so scared and I don’t know why things are getting so bad and why they don’t seem to get better at all. 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It's a daily struggle. If I get over something, a new stress comes right up. Just Now? My brothers cat scratched me. Made me bleed a bit. Had her a year, no shots (he's an idiot). She's a very aggressive cat but never has made me bleed till now. And now I wonder, can I get freaking rabies? She hasn't shown signs of anything harmful, but is that a possibility or is it completely my anxiety kicking my ass? Like I'm honestly looking for an answer if I can get rabies from a domestic cat who has not been outside for longer than 3 minutes at most. (Didn't know where else to post this) I have therapy next week, again, for this same issue. But healthy anxiety drags me down so often. How do you guys deal with it? 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I hope I'm not the only one. I never cry any other time (probably couldn't even if I tried to make myself), yet pretty much the second I'm in my therapists office, boom. Tears. It goes like this: Therapist: hi! Me: hi! Therapist: how are you today? Me: *cries* It's really annoying because I only have an hour per week with my therapist and crying sometimes makes it hard to talk. It also gets embarrassing because we're usually not talking about anything remotely deep ATM and I rarely know why I'm crying at all. Anyone else?",1.1372688477951662,3.6605716126126175,3.484817449027976,80.48364153627314,98.63963963963964,6.661166429587483,22.058321479374108,7.669130373188453,1.999097297297297,463,18,78,12,19,158,86,111,0.187,0.742,0.07200000000000001,-0.9156,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,2,15,11,5,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,11,2,7,10,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969336308841085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627183965593679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842405061874838,0.11491995932822376,0.09229714742776006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674194407090004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6160059534082742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369429724923477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407983889702392,0.0,0.09449863822237486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05859835116625561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047226716881497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139900947966734,0.11045383918448223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061639551005447976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479513119315377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973375863586705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244963349861464,0.0,0.08650379178089529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600171510547994,0.17060366433706214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410583572878386,0.12092617147650067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185180828260876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092793500681884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802980124951728,0.0,0.0,0.12826337862446358,0.5209001110916981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540070644041003,0.0,0.10631344135067124,0.0,0.0,0.07614847245433791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352708801813456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996703533007126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120588450891904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Crazy_o_O,2018/02/03,"What are some ""activities"" I should do to get out of the house I need stuff that I can go out and do. Idk. I live near richmond va. Like 30mins away. I don't really like it besides nature trails (which is too cold out to do now) and even then I still feel very anxious and out of body. I need to put myself out there a bit. However my interest level isn't really there. I can't think of anything to actually do and would like suggestions on hobbies or even just activities.",1.2888659793814412,3.4560245360824817,3.2775360824742283,88.84104639175258,81.98969072164948,7.178969072164946,21.04020618556701,8.238735603445708,1.0829224742268035,368,11,81,8,10,124,64,97,0.09,0.851,0.059,-0.2136,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,12,1,1,0,0,18,18,6,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,10,4,15,16,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,2,6,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.21062664594348826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24383538022685716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776161931373549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027868028863752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356390746848747,0.23974723895472355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851177818559644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913412253900416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276638930171096,0.0,0.12266564704401665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490479464571305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163424724238879,0.0,0.19058881146897105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200821215719699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697669457751406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765425587433402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236841800330094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24708274563146454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383002049526499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808886387056475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332504457800786,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jasper7k,2018/02/03,Anxiety about doing what I want to do... I love acting. I love watching shows and learning how to act. But as everyone knows Acting is public and it takes a lot to get up there. I want to take an improv class but that sounds scary. I’m am currently in an acting class at my university. I am taking small steps. The thing that scares me is that my anxiety will get in the way with what I want to do. I really like acting! Growing up I made videos with my best friends and had a blast. Those were the best times of my life. The most excited I have been in my life. The excitement and laughter and fun that came from filming and acting with my friends was amazing. I have never felt that same amount of happiness. That was like 3 years ago. I’m in college. I’m scared that after I graduate that I’ll end up doing a job I hate or I’ll end up homeless. I really want this so I can be happy again but my anxiety is screwing everything up. I also realize that Acting is extremely hard and competitive but I am willing to try and do whatever it takes. But I’m lost. I’m scared. ,0.5730769230769219,2.8808548371040743,2.7820135746606347,90.25636877828056,86.60180995475113,6.476923076923077,20.717194570135746,7.748469712250963,0.9706796380090496,833,27,179,17,26,282,114,221,0.122,0.6,0.278,0.9928,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,6,20,2,3,10,0,23,5,0,2,1,32,46,18,0,4,6,0,2,2,2,2,2,1,0,0,16,12,0,0,4,3,0,10,1,6,0,0,9,4,24,14,25,34,6,31,0,1,1,3,5,11,1,3,11,123,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875375235487557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811196413278997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815634034988666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575028131719433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032012046855002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21732679331467292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172317476296095,0.11026228198480613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177978168528531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18957382607805948,0.0,0.1281967612742385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612030946328729,0.10990257398521544,0.1211270428416311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174694193239388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742502688238687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733135252987502,0.11987638240245348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392628117568178,0.10430326506488738,0.22145784214562275,0.11608847649381802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462302030298304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571916091528576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684903197877181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689784677770637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150713875100403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153920361103858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329575278432247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894535680031555,0.09738245038876094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900577306291978 anxiety,aridarachnid,2018/02/03,DAE get super anxious thoughts of intruders at night At night usually after 9-10 pm I lose the ability to function normally and all I can think of is something or someone coming to get me. I only leave my room at night if the hunger pains are to hard to sleep and even then I bring a knife and walk down the stairs sideways so my backs not exposed and I never take my eyes of nearby doors for more than 10 seconds,5.245058823529412,5.1480751529411775,5.755294117647061,84.07882352941179,68.05882352941177,8.682352941176473,31.117647058823533,8.238735603445708,2.093047058823529,328,12,68,4,5,106,63,85,0.153,0.764,0.083,-0.4865,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,0,3,4,2,0,2,13,10,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,2,9,1,14,9,2,17,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,2,8,45,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23237379923350115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816471489217607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718573997615755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358578524110373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149315188263757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425993694988368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779849127097567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301171173980065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586426152073625,0.0,0.0,0.5790849888780021,0.2015348232092001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643829546191065,0.21887115500253151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20584089123232072,0.0,0.17428245445791346,0.15835201461554985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465504296926766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179934769810478,0.0,0.16329674403218755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265410554693733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bbza78,2018/02/03,"Anxiety Mantras I find that with perseverance and breathing when I'm having a particularly intense moment leading to a panic attack, I can through breathing talk myself back to calm. I have mantras I repeat over and over in those moments. Anxiety for me is worst when I feel I have no control over a situation, these help me remember I can't control everything, and bring me back to working on the stuff I can fix. Do you do this and if so, please share your mantras. My goto is the AA prayer, although I'm an agnostic ex Catholic the God for me is a spiritual higher power within rather than a being living above the clouds. ""God grant me the SERENITY to accept the things I Cannot change, the COURAGE to change the things I can and the WISDOM to know the difference"" ""First, do the necessary. Next, do the possible. Before you know it you're doing the impossible"" ""Don't sweat the small stuff"" ",6.676140350877192,6.882362140350884,6.950345029239768,75.68902631578948,65.0233918128655,10.114853801169593,34.05906432748538,9.888512548439397,3.243710643274853,710,29,132,14,10,230,101,171,0.108,0.748,0.14300000000000002,0.6399,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,7,6,8,1,1,20,0,18,3,3,3,0,17,24,10,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,3,1,1,0,1,20,5,17,23,1,18,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,9,100,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24788163531378504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431513366641128,0.0,0.2491586388408891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786259411760407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34278018360877155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634265706535314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927089974894402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560838393154382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191951063500348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480785193070579,0.13780963841218888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859505196448874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807810656844744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306196636588192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230449316883964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900893663749839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784351089849418,0.0,0.18264725409884086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353109533791975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18211133388716624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709361863655173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022129525390638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152707623818851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794864604166375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,logicmatrix,2018/02/03,"What do I do? Hi. I’ve been suffering from OCD for 10 years, and for the past few months (old doctor dropped me because she thought my case was too difficult, had to go cold turkey on medication) I’ve been suffering from severe, debilitating OCD. I have panic attacks while working, driving, going to bed, just living gives me panic. My last medication made me extremely suicidal and I had an attempt in November of last year. Recovering from that attempt, I had to get off the problematic medication myself. My doctor had refused to help me switch to a new medication despite my suicidal ideation. I never wanted to stop medication as I know what life is like without it, but I was put in a situation where it was the only choice. I wish my old doctor could’ve helped me get onto a different medication. Anyway, my OCD has returned to full extremes. I can’t sleep. I can’t function. My mind is just constantly going and going with the obsessive thoughts and I spend (literal) hours a day on the compulsions. I got a new doctor and will be seeing her in a few weeks but everything now is so difficult and seems to be getting terribly worse day by day. I think one day my symptoms are bad, the next day they’re even worse. I live in an unsupportive environment where mental illness is something you can just “stop thinking about and live your life happy!” I had a panic attack while driving today and had to pull over and could not function for 30-45 min. I can’t stand living in constant fear. How do I keep my sanity for another 2-3 weeks.... I’m losing my hope extremely fast. 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Have to fight through major anxiety just to go out on dates. Now she wants me to go to a family party to meet her family for the first time. I'm in full on panic mode. Running through a million scenarios in my head. Anyone been through this and make it out the other side? ,3.478820512820516,5.80159967692308,4.79192307692308,80.0022435897436,75.30769230769229,8.025641025641027,29.294871794871803,8.841846274778883,2.75248717948718,269,12,47,6,6,89,51,65,0.113,0.847,0.04,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,4,0,2,1,1,1,0,6,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,2,1,0,4,0,15,7,2,19,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,8,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814344355189546,0.0,0.0,0.16583481017704196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6707484334473959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173671940428947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695784047003919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434048900743051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831284691725558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290603076854481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782679470606428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341768073616777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095340976716755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678701787962298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829576070630845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398890376030649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheUnheardPrincess,2018/02/03,"For a long time my anxiety has held me captive. Not the kind that gives you a headache or makes you shake from fear. Living with Anxiety I have anxiety. Sometimes it is really bad and sometimes it is mild. Over time I’ve been learning how to deal with it. Not control it, but live with it. Will it ever go away? I’m not sure. Probably not. Like many emotions and feelings, I think it’s just part of being a human being. I think it’s designed to be a defense mechanism, a tool, but for a lot of us, I know it can be a way of life. For a long time my anxiety has held me captive. Not the kind that gives you a headache or makes you shake from fear. Not the immediate kind, but the chronic kind. The kind that’s always there…lingering…lurking. I’ve learned you can’t really get rid of it. No matter how hard you try to stuff it away, it comes back…uglier and worse than before. You have to stop trying to get rid of it. You have to just let it be. Acknowledge that its there, say “Hi” to it every once in a while, but never, NEVER give it the power to win. Never let it take completely over. Now, I’m not anyone to be telling someone how to live, what to do, or how to overcome anxiety, but i can tell you my experience with it. I have had the whole spectrum, when it comes to anxiety. I have had the kind that takes over and turns to flight or fight in times when I thought my mother was going to be killed before my eyes and I’ve had the kind right before a presentation in front of those at my company. Either one sucks. Plain and simple, just SUCKS. I’ve gotten a good handle on the immediate kind, the kind I have right before the work presentations, but I have been striving so hard to be able to handle the chronic kind. The kind thats always there. The kind that doesn’t let me do things that I WANT to do, that I ENJOY doing! I’m really good at figuring out my own flaws, my own triggers and my own unhealthy habits, but for some reason this anxiety blocking me from doing the things I l LOVE , has baffled me. BUT, today, I finally grabbed that anxiety by the tail. I probably didn’t reel it all the way in and I’m okay with that, but I caught a glimpse. A glimpse of it’s weakness and that was enough. Today, I did everything for me. I was selfish and I’m proud. I did all the things I’ve been wanting to do. No matter how small they may seem, they were the big fish for me. not once today did I watch the clock and worry about all things I had to get ready for, for Monday. Not once did I think “I need to relax” (and when I say relax, that means watching an insane amount of Netflix ALL day long which, don’t get me wrong, I am a fan, but not to the point of consumption of all my free time) or “I need to clean”. All day today I thought “what else do I want to do”. If you’re struggling with the same thing, where just doing the things you love feels like work or a job, I hope you know IT IS OK and I hope you can find the time for yourself as I did today. Self love is important Self love is everything -Blue Eyed Princess ",2.215371181753209,3.603348470681462,3.5411578260464265,91.71109412386193,76.17908082408873,6.7873714303470996,22.515179764457287,7.436932879493709,0.6467171374413483,2339,64,531,29,51,765,241,631,0.191,0.6759999999999999,0.133,-0.9862,2,0,0,0,1,0,78.0,1,12,2,6,19,45,5,5,42,2,61,10,2,10,11,109,110,41,1,8,32,1,5,2,0,2,4,2,1,3,48,22,0,6,17,3,1,8,19,14,0,1,23,12,64,32,69,74,17,60,0,0,5,4,33,19,2,13,33,365,112,5,0.04780736651178241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955911741216964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925800362159767,0.0,0.0,0.03342802224167613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983318912018175,0.03676091387493802,0.039917154122305065,0.0,0.0,0.16272219089041146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236362619274566,0.050125114214392835,0.0,0.05362002668585005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166359279069347,0.049287295659228576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03993692021331123,0.053776852630140426,0.0,0.04939778932128447,0.0,0.0,0.0432445000332935,0.04027976820098697,0.0,0.0859323567680041,0.04676477796292672,0.0,0.10759315712961508,0.04834568191799304,0.034153592188380856,0.0,0.05237063320804389,0.043695066888299085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990950330448023,0.13758354663761888,0.054340056219679085,0.08019710164988403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565202014158282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496700405568627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047441434465276114,0.0,0.05289176779465243,0.5974081851150477,0.05254735672845893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466588139194311,0.033767756799067884,0.0467125288685972,0.0,0.12664434150438306,0.1269240448585129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040644113400712514,0.17259205920436452,0.0,0.06382357675379931,0.048469165980063886,0.0,0.052076237341073535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089711300709031,0.11061596485363634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273985521418185,0.03239550881275385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051770719138403504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04519341406009903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308885393764224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187986949509196,0.0491539350797611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165445957209891,0.0,0.07603667339471439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043522030953211666,0.09974701934201073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050702650466504,0.0,0.0945654158226984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039969099076017166,0.0,0.049978639570238716,0.05472799684376412,0.0,0.0,0.045057877160412124,0.0,0.07189037983337611,0.0,0.08357149105254763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905665400772942,0.09189909025169138,0.0,0.0759074177513912,0.16726115921806614,0.0,0.22657896742263994,0.0,0.0,0.0649161274070874,0.052000686533938835,0.0,0.0,0.057506375547891814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459407024441411,0.07589452457461925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05337521741092044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696086644071294,0.0485507013175097,0.048719790773091035,0.0,0.052269850354508415,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JaberJaws,2018/02/03,"Breathing troubles in social situations. Hey everyone, I have not really had any issues with my anxiety in a long time. I lived abroad the past two years and stopped taking my meds and was able to pretty much live me live. I returned to the states a few months ago and I have had a couple panic attacks already. They are all triggered in social situations (which they never were before). I start to think about ""What if it happens again in that meeting at work, or at lunch with friends"" then my breathing gets off and that spurs it on. Does anyone have any tips? Its incredibly frustrating as I was doing incredibly well. I have been helping others with their anxiety, but for some reason...its really hitting me lately and I would love some advice/opinions on the matter. Thanks!",4.816458333333333,7.008782173611113,5.151111111111113,79.50500000000002,71.0138888888889,7.5777777777777775,27.277777777777786,8.344100000000001,2.0495944444444443,619,22,106,10,12,196,99,144,0.083,0.7909999999999999,0.125,0.8478,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,3,8,2,1,6,0,13,4,2,1,2,21,21,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,6,0,16,4,18,13,5,23,0,0,0,1,10,9,0,4,13,80,24,1,0.14072438864470305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474367970978573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529286220303054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913948198466109,0.0,0.2153075442672157,0.0,0.0,0.09839776454538753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600943077157105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974608989566615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570885941471396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314886082789996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446818396120225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872331358495836,0.0,0.07352268488190948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444211212908042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432459136574238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468797004010836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587432399141489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727866400907687,0.1245366556123038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700925499880175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631307174174588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232486442722098,0.0,0.1034486176095409,0.0,0.10853532390617047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651097493111979,0.0,0.0,0.13433735225784973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316729458260585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030329363942002,0.14468810914058672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163602179147979,0.0,0.2869015847662636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960544658717417,0.0,0.0,0.11765189012797556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580722689456253,0.0,0.0,0.12956011014615668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017050604175812,0.0,0.0,0.08205752269428215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746727965245611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652812571125274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244903095272352,0.0,0.0,0.09996656811323967,0.0,0.0,0.09062189245687254 anxiety,likeaparasite,2018/02/03,"Severe headaches from nonstop panic attacks? I can't take Ibuprofen because I'm on lithium. Acetaminophen has always been ineffective for me. Xanax reduces the severity of the attack but only for very short period of time. Going to be drug tested in near future so no medical marijuana. Yes I'm under a doctor's care for the anxiety but he's out of the country and his office will not suggest anything without me seeing him in person. Help :(",3.6312872628726334,6.550675109756099,5.231626016260165,73.78234417344173,78.39024390243901,6.571273712737128,29.84281842818428,7.793537801064563,2.6794753387533867,357,17,52,6,9,120,68,82,0.198,0.682,0.12,-0.5422,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,1,5,1,5,5,0,0,0,6,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,15,8,0,11,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,3,36,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17093634950644787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715534861367525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905349558863267,0.0,0.0,0.4674183958719458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522978381788094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20945218962409515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026893343762448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382365528796745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167520599059117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376971168323604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069516949003364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624072151841825,0.0,0.24103085008776295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793757903506048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370315548858008,0.0,0.0,0.4641606448985898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445972118677062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978937969205275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695033793424736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980296601214446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,annie_M4E,2018/02/03,I'm done I'm done with all this I can't take it anymore. I want to die. Why can't I die? Why am I such a little bitch?! I ned help... 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Most of what I look for is negative news articles, which every person knows aren't exactly difficult to find. I have no idea *why* I do it, but it's a reoccurring habit of mine. The only possibility I can think of is that it's some kind of weird coping mechanism - by looking for things I think will make myself fear people more, I'm able to convince myself that my social anxiety isn't a negative thing, but something that keeps me safe. After all, why would I want to talk to people if I thought 99.9% of them were terrible? I'm starting to think that my social anxiety is going to turn itself into straight up misanthropy. I'm already in a state of mind where I think everyone who talks to me is a sociopath only trying to take advantage of me. If someone's nice to me, they're probably doing it for their own gain, or are just trying to play some kind of elaborate joke on me - or at least, that's what my paranoia has told me. I don't always feel this way, but when I do, my fear and anxiety take complete control over me. Purposely searching for negativity will be the only thing I'll do in my free time. Medication has only lessened the amount of times I've done this, but it hasn't stopped me completely. Nor has therapy. When I explain my fears to my several counselors, they tend not to give me much advice. Sometimes it feels like even when I'm *not* trying to reinforce my anxiety, something will come up that will do it for me anyways. ""What's that? You're feeling happy today? Well, have this list of 10 news articles all about the terrible things various people have done this week - we handpicked it just for you!"" God, I wish I could just go into hiding for the rest of my life, and not have to deal with the debilitating loneliness that would accompany it.",6.073325589113843,6.136643435114504,6.957373603274701,75.61540325257221,66.30279898218829,10.397123575616773,31.845226241840912,10.176274734539398,3.098224117712137,1582,58,303,35,23,529,196,393,0.172,0.6990000000000001,0.129,-0.9693,0,0,2,0,0,0,49.0,1,1,3,3,14,21,0,3,10,0,37,2,0,3,3,62,71,18,0,7,16,0,3,2,0,8,2,1,0,1,35,9,0,5,14,2,1,4,13,8,1,0,5,6,46,14,47,56,12,30,0,1,2,0,15,13,0,9,13,220,81,0,0.08005400968045251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822785174944791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834159035143567,0.0,0.06661134904714319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367446589728516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895944087326182,0.16787021211736622,0.0,0.08978737898723724,0.06391661267578727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253216882077746,0.06895040123348425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384609212320922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052874918386592085,0.0,0.13489791171381435,0.07649503688888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702490516900318,0.1214331379448785,0.057190600511262735,0.0,0.0,0.07316791454726587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679510068589142,0.13648961564033465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521898190310298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037123272168236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115568206354597,0.0,0.16672786407855805,0.13198677038146914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056544514515634636,0.07822069089129746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445041202807734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343667309127484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064599264408767,0.0,0.08492465344071193,0.08083172894436945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058848908247542325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353872693527434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16649811171773765,0.06990007342587254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902488675787277,0.0,0.0,0.08631176232052906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043824447099467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320996286012393,0.06782950261716689,0.1232589754741245,0.07917546254969472,0.0,0.05666264008755085,0.0,0.0,0.13385747334824902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203813048705395,0.1286887611783131,0.0,0.0,0.09154873684572128,0.0,0.3191059612195584,0.20518150785599204,0.0,0.06355394156662432,0.09336027364392856,0.0,0.07588184070740894,0.07649503688888927,0.0,0.16305425306946206,0.08707577444476372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047217929037401817,0.06354314667690937,0.06421449778223358,0.0,0.07197816880279198,0.0,0.1444725842638661,0.0,0.09205816034667123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373614323049512,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gingerandcurves,2018/02/03,"Are anxiety and anger correlated? I saw my doctor about a year ago feeling like I needed to try depression medication because a lack of energy, feeling miserable, etc. He tried me on several different meds and eventually settled on Cymbalta because he felt a lot of my issues were also due to anxiety. I was having awful side effects with most of the meds I tried, and Cymbalta seems to be not as bad, except for sexual side effects. I decided to wean myself off of the Cymbalta about a month ago because of these side effects.. My issues aren’t so debilitating that I am unable to function, and I have been trying to take a homeopathic approach to managing my health issues. However, the last week and 1/2 I have been pretty uncontrollably angry. I have always been an easily irritable person, but it seems that lately I wake up instantly enraged and have a super short fuse. Has anyone else had issues with anger and anxiety? I’m not sure if I should restart the Cymbalta or keep with my goal of being off of man made medicines.. but I definitely don’t want to continue to be angry for no reason. 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Wish me luck. I’m going to put myself out there and try to make conversation and meet new people. -giant inhale- Should be a hilariously awkward time.",1.2433333333333323,3.8593895652173984,4.07391304347826,79.50985507246378,88.13043478260867,6.544927536231885,22.88405797101449,7.793537801064563,1.6462144927536235,184,7,34,4,6,65,36,46,0.071,0.7490000000000001,0.18,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27201513420265633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041647646598725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735014897821305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434181066970032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465120508362933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35745270503130466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624655761541429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733958137872285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141317824597855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4088955544747474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fireproofheart,2018/02/03,"Help- I don’t even know where to start? Hi, I don’t know if anyone will reply to this post but I thought it was worth a shot. I’m miserable. I’ve had severe anxiety for the past few months and it’s ruining my life. I live each day of my life feeling completely miserable. I need help and I don’t know where to start. I was diagnosed with depression a few years ago and I’m proud to say that I beat that. I got help, got medicated, and finally fixed it. I haven’t been depressed in a long time and no longer am on medication. This anxiety is a whole new deal and I don’t even know where to start. I can’t even talk to my partner about it because it is so hard. I just need any advice on what to do first in order to get the ball rolling on getting some help. I don’t want to live feeling like this anymore. 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So I’m 17 now and have started driving. Now obviously since I’m driving now I need to pay for gas and stuff and with the increased freedom I can try to be more active with friends and do stuff. I need to get a job but the thought of it makes me extremely anxious and I’m just afraid of it and I’m not sure why. If anyone can offer any advice on why that might be or how they worked up the courage to get their first job I’d love to hear it.,1.0592200854700875,2.5009219519230754,2.6455128205128244,96.67726495726498,79.48076923076924,5.391452991452992,23.09401709401709,5.82211442006289,0.0959350427350425,369,12,90,2,9,121,64,104,0.06,0.773,0.168,0.916,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,3,6,5,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,2,2,21,20,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,1,6,4,13,16,2,12,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,6,56,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31897237929744543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109878863089783,0.0,0.0,0.1843799962115207,0.0,0.11411970201882625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776514084117213,0.0,0.0,0.12609506126627207,0.0,0.17054019324752795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839486858160024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858799894335165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730271974228307,0.0,0.10894344134781897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313922192159678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24203518089912926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350083777020845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155203467934198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736710862966367,0.0,0.0,0.15382278610358138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956991341245697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080836703938836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29454192410583024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881827741167278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ecke17,2018/02/03,"I’ve been making progress but it’s opening up old wounds So this last week I’ve made a lot of good progress when it comes to socializing more, I’ve joined and ran with a running group, spent a few hours volunteering, with people from said group. Walked in to someone from my past and instead of avoiding them walked up and set a meeting, went to that and we’re meeting up again later this month. Anyway that all sounds lovely right? Well yeah it is but I’m extremely exhausted, the last 13-14 months I’ve had irl contact with no more than 3 people. And that number has increased with tenfold in just a week. So I definitely need my rest, well that’s where my problem is. I’ve had nightmares for the past 5 days, about people I had tried to erase from my memories, let’s call them Adam and Eve. Adam and Eve were my best friends for many years but a combination of me pushing everyone away while my depression and anxiety was growing and a bunch of other stuff made us lose touch. Now what does this have to do with my progress? Well I think that talking to all these new people and just socializing in general made me realize how much I love talking to people and it made me vulnerable to these old memories. If I even manage to fall asleep with all the stress that has and is coming from my progress I have a guaranteed nightmare featuring either Adam or Eve, we go through various scenarios, most being worst case. And by the time I wake up I feel like I’ve gotten stabbed all over my body and don’t even get me started about how I’m feeling mentally. So why this post? Well big part is just me venting, but I’m also curious if other people have went brought similar situations where progress has its consequences. Or maybe some advice on how to cover up these old wounds better? Sleeping better? Idk I’m open to it all, thanks friends. Apologies for bad formatting, spelling and all that jazz, not a native speaker on his phone after experiencing a painful nightmare less than 20 minutes ago ",4.61791766907244,6.169975514211887,4.8294698387240516,84.20627906976749,70.343669250646,8.025269535774749,29.62389735364876,8.53829466247534,2.1482706762897625,1592,63,310,26,29,499,208,387,0.111,0.69,0.199,0.9904,0,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,0,2,9,26,23,0,2,14,1,20,10,4,8,6,64,48,32,0,4,13,0,3,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,24,26,0,1,4,1,1,14,3,9,4,0,17,7,27,14,47,29,22,61,0,2,0,2,22,18,0,7,28,202,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586411954260936,0.07789015830620286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026843904290267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721919197232737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255538502289854,0.0,0.07336655995094675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922126108201179,0.15542516470201478,0.0,0.09760213849406207,0.0,0.0,0.08972360280295208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138193219718687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056667938593613534,0.0,0.07568104404790273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689435077937021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607268285196384,0.0,0.0,0.08396215471799988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885794713566159,0.06277330195312869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577403081918255,0.0,0.045907685085705835,0.0,0.04993771575202522,0.07369996177659148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653281133118987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324917419242755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985153459576799,0.0,0.042928129836080166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830241944990792,0.0,0.07470268980924683,0.15860957446862134,0.3325733454096869,0.0586529322186192,0.08908490722442816,0.08827575794909533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855082060088759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027165933077226,0.0,0.06459348658714363,0.06515340842995164,0.0,0.08486398269164261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766097523967749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349832088906156,0.0,0.0,0.09515306521435886,0.1677609263754823,0.3655018883540145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415377143479645,0.0,0.0,0.08407832509783529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503925236131805,0.0835831024611381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876791959518977,0.08793199679650494,0.179141820312935,0.07445072811011015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062193804294410425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065311476346188,0.0,0.10058845500685663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125080679699178,0.0,0.08089754537408904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563026119357933,0.0,0.0,0.05123685182080676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965697026650092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569503367572312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096568397664688,0.0,0.31601747727066604,0.16291003228966722,0.07928768954050852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658445835408344 anxiety,greedyestates,2018/02/03,"is there any kind of good otc treatment I haven't had insurance since last summer and I haven't been able to take medications since then. And its getting to the point where I cant bring myself to leave my house anymore. The smallest things are triggering bad attacks to the point where I'm in bed crying all day. So until I can find a doctor that'll take my new insurance and won't look at me like im some nut what can I take OTC to help? thanks guys. my sanity appreciates you all",2.9063999999999983,4.410841439999999,3.916999999999998,89.24350000000004,74.6,7.4,22.5,8.07648339933343,0.9262,384,10,84,6,8,124,72,100,0.104,0.759,0.136,0.5118,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,1,0,4,0,11,2,0,1,2,8,19,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,11,4,9,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,7,49,15,1,0.1787504464207869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155643318012575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772724111716474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033544380559456,0.0,0.0,0.14924915635022207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634897191890174,0.1152792502859318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829586562166264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337466969122133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933897306022572,0.0,0.0,0.14992739370026778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699104506173172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198126563381549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625401567525314,0.0,0.0,0.19308115586505897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614108308745786,0.0,0.14570547133721734,0.0,0.1892709132326516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873284390873922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010535554314616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007226926820796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263829501772984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379538982357966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29572843287084105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40319426982269096,0.0,0.0,0.16456939518439007,0.0,0.0,0.11875385391107693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hanami_,2018/02/03,Insecurities in relationships I am at a bit of a loss with my anxiety when I am trying to have a successful relationship. It's going well but my anxiety rules over it so much. I can't help but assume he hates me or is doing something bad. I feel like I'm never going to be able to have a long lasting relationship again. Any help or advice? ,2.5031904761904755,4.2585708428571465,5.48,76.55333333333336,76.28571428571428,8.666666666666666,24.523809523809533,9.2995712137729,2.155666666666667,269,9,54,7,6,98,51,70,0.28600000000000003,0.621,0.093,-0.9315,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,8,13,6,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,0,1,7,3,8,12,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,3,6,39,9,1,0.19412998604412002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970157558628825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201504751087784,0.0,0.2970178159332272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209042953190594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21193966553460886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815795389733901,0.13868650081892464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22065708959231475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166317036341973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602424751217867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824184881004338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484210529679972,0.0,0.0,0.1717989287346456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270787662490653,0.0,0.14972501297124666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252688616766879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494507475897681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318015174969982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17454617152773624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bipolargoat,2018/02/03,"Needing feedback: is anxiety imaginary? Hello I do weekly mental health videos, it's something that I'm really passionate about I have bipolar but have been through hell and back and not stopped! I have a teeny tiny audience but trying not to get disgruntled and keep hustling. Would love feedback... I'm starting a series on the science and psychology behind different areas of mental health. This is the pilot I guess. https://youtu.be/SA87q0NfgEU",6.367899999999999,9.893688373333337,5.844916666666666,69.85537500000002,71.93333333333334,8.55,33.375,9.188382445141503,4.0345,368,18,48,9,8,113,56,75,0.098,0.77,0.132,0.3994,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,4,0,8,5,0,0,0,13,16,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,6,14,0,6,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,1,4,34,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881343900389646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973462621493178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442126192130153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212153710896093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574952515864788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49691765759342604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077623127298781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096299016324527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711177356841873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331813552565872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974232374960605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799474691729436,0.0,0.0,0.16544513113452972,0.0,0.0,0.19542036161057305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15869676056650278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18749525242565884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660449557453568,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bighoss_,2018/02/03,"Feel like I'm having another breakdown. So a few weeks ago I was admitted to the hospital and in general doing better. But today has been rough. I'm living back at my mom's house because I flunked out if college which corresponded to my suicide and looking for jobs. So far I've just been getting shitty jobs offers, and then when today I finally got what seemed like a decent job at this pet food store, I found out they only pay under the table. So that just made me feel crappy, and also the day before I was scheduled for a interview at this outbound call center, but found out that was no good either. And then I accidentally hurt my dog and she yelped pretty hard, and I finally just started crying, as I in general love amimals.",5.638958333333331,6.155221090277783,6.711111111111113,75.44500000000002,67.2638888888889,9.177777777777775,30.583333333333336,9.150863307647796,2.6510333333333334,583,21,105,10,9,196,96,144,0.168,0.7020000000000001,0.129,-0.6428,3,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,1,9,7,0,0,6,0,8,2,0,1,0,26,22,18,1,1,7,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,10,1,0,6,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,9,5,14,5,14,13,2,24,0,2,1,1,8,11,0,2,15,72,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805300996521274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552274793982785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15147646436888354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107903276704716,0.0,0.08806005591591931,0.0,0.12292283888353273,0.0,0.0,0.12776107147061075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475074342341688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867996925228964,0.0931632476199266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608427864942575,0.10320058959121617,0.0,0.3164926368227902,0.0,0.0,0.17467879013787502,0.3167807617866165,0.0,0.0,0.07547317124006396,0.0,0.0,0.12116424135014375,0.11553599659040795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940569954596512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668475798807988,0.1546449253964758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43005584720325535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114944319607975,0.0,0.12755877077833927,0.0,0.1213080617097822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303786887950842,0.1366893418886508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918707927996307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986656890875324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469653856815065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150883894744822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022478836129468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580132465100316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738579637305664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587523075798575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,weird_one_,2018/02/03,"Self harm The urge is overwhelming and intense. I haven't seriously done anything in a long time, but I am afraid of myself. I'm at work, and I just want to destroy my body. Dealing with so many strong emotions, and I can hardly breathe. I'm drowning, and the pain screams out, ""I will save you!"" I want to do it so fucking badly, but I'm trying to hold on. 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Does anyone else feel this way? I'm hanging out with friends tomorrow night and having a girls night, but I am so anxious about not being with my partner every single spare moment I have that I feel guilty. This happens to me every time! The only time it doesn't happen is if my husband is working,or I make sure he's hanging out with his friends because I think ""okay we couldn't hang out even if we wanted to because he's busy"". I feel like a lunatic feeling this way but i can't help it.",4.51373015873016,5.038703018518521,5.177142857142859,85.42500000000003,69.74074074074073,6.912169312169312,31.16931216931217,6.18269132825596,1.5915089947089949,418,17,83,2,7,135,69,108,0.138,0.7120000000000001,0.151,-0.2055,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,1,1,25,19,7,0,4,6,1,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,4,13,5,12,17,1,16,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,2,7,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644717333540762,0.2014993715729041,0.0,0.12471552615990215,0.1827539266438712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745680525781527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608662498688902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899936291772067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780705042637052,0.0,0.3005569667547941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607426795620944,0.1274225315883081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756055551107889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31545154632997835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955292984903244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713913096604732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905865831232415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347631036175705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356530655757629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681049754329489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142877803887024,0.0,0.0,0.20800974830022664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520309282498176,0.2831524251284769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193552493441094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LG2797,2018/02/03,"I almost ran someone over at a crosswalk. Having anxiety now So this evening I was driving to get some food for dinner. While i was driving, i see an intersection’s lights go from a solid green to flashing yellow light. Usually flashing yellow lights mean to go and i thought it was doing that because it was now night time since intersections tend to do that at night. It was dark out and so i didn’t see any pedestrians on the sidewalk. I only saw them when i crossed the intersection/crosswalk, right when the light turned to red. Thankfully they jumped back and no one was injured. But that incident made me so anxious. It got me thinking of what if I did hit them. I would have killed someone and injured a few others. Their lives and mine would be ruined with a felony on my record. I even feel bad for not stopping and asking if they were ok. I was too shocked to even stop. I feel so awful and STUPID thinking it was a faulty intersection when it was a crosswalk. 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This is my first time posting, but I've been reading/lurking for a while. I have an anxiety disorder, on medication and in therapy, and can usually manage the symptoms. My fiancé and I have been talking a lot lately about having kids, and I am a bit terrified that I will screw them up because of my anxiety. Do any of you have a mom (or dad) with an anxiety disorder? Are there things that stand out to you about how they parented that you wish were different? Or things that were particularly frustrating to you? I guess I'm just looking for tips or advice on how I can be a good mom, even with an anxiety disorder. Thanks to anyone who has time to comment!",4.480652173913043,5.787632282608698,6.038376811594201,76.3497391304348,70.3768115942029,10.447536231884056,31.91594202898551,10.577609850970193,3.653954202898552,557,25,106,17,10,190,82,138,0.225,0.7020000000000001,0.073,-0.9659,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,2,1,8,4,2,0,11,0,18,3,0,2,0,18,23,11,0,1,5,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,8,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,15,2,18,17,2,13,0,0,1,1,15,5,1,5,6,87,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147610618862313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986326413202803,0.0,0.4492066005551156,0.0,0.0,0.16423363320255585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715903670773153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821412261544995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269986092818125,0.5383859071421807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756804827809867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989445021452367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850314566213117,0.0,0.0,0.12937346014773074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247749660725272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862006759946836,0.0,0.0,0.09984333449098788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830849941203984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41263311672057856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304032822344472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247510861385993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12206518343730305,0.0,0.09439386711620301,0.0,0.10812302345350416,0.13430293712280386,0.0,0.15604390740131122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369604802095564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12934362803303212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350502666302798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,myanxietyacct02,2018/02/03,"My history with anxiety. My plan to overcome it. My request for your opinions. This is going to be long, so bear with me. I am 23(f) years old, and have struggled with GAD, social anxiety, and anxiety related ocd tendencies basically my whole life. From the age of 12 until I became pregnant with my first child at 19, I was on anti anxiety meds (Viibryd and klonopin as needed). I quit cold turkey and struggled with anxiety my whole pregnancy, but held onto the day that I’d be able to start meds. The day came, and I didnt go back on an every day medication (and seldom took klonopin). For a couple years, I was okay. I went back to college, and took klonopin as needed. Then I got pregnant with my second child a year and a half ago, and stopped taking klonopin. Halfway into my pregnancy, my anxiety got *bad*. I was living in a constant state of anxiety and I couldn’t do anything; I couldn’t leave my house without having an endless anxiety attack (vertigo, rapid heart rate, dizziness, the feeling of “oh shit I’m literally dying”). The anxiety would manifest physically. Headaches, back pain, I would have stroke and heart attack symptoms. Then I had the baby, and I was okay again. I felt better than I had in months (physically and mentally). I was seldom taking klonopin, until I started college again in the fall of 2017. I was taking .5mg of klonopin roughly 4-5 times per week (I need it for things like going to class or extensive shopping trips). Then, on winter break, my anxiety got much worse. Maybe it’s because I wasn’t taking the klonopin as much? I also suffer from seasonal affect disorder (we have cloudy, cold winters). I started back at college last week, and my anxiety has been the worst it’s been in years. You know that feeling you get (some of you may not experience this so I apologize for the bad analogy) when you’re up really high on a ladder or something and you feel unbalanced? Like you’re going to fall over? That’s how I feel constantly. In addition to the other symptoms I provided above. I would be standing in line to pick my son up from pre-K and I’d be feeling like I was just gonna fall over. Anyway, last week, I developed a headache that didn’t go away, so I met with my PCP two days ago (long story short, I stopped seeing my psychiatrist, she took over my anxiety management, but I’m seeing my psych next week so he can take back over) and she determined my headache to be stress related and recommend I go on an SSRI. Fluoxetine, 10mg. I know it’s probably just a placebo effect, but I feel GOOD. The “voices” (not literal) have stopped feeding me anxiety bullshit. Aside from feeling a little woozy and sleepy, I feel so much better. I read a post on here a couple days ago from someone who has reached a point where their anxiety is just background noise; not a commanding force in their life. I am so ready to be at that point. So here is what I would like to strive for, and I would like your guys’ input. I’d like to stay on my ssri for four months, and I’d like to see my counselor more often to better work on coping skills with anxiety. I’d like to use this ssri as a crutch, and slowly ween off it in a few months. I’d also like to rely on klonopin less. I will always continue to see a therapist. Is this unrealistic? What do you guys think? If you’re living without anxiety commanding you, how’d you do it? Also, if you took fluoxetine and had a bad experience, please don’t tell me! I am the type that will read your experience and “will” it to happen to me, it that makes sense? :) TLDR: I’ve always been anxious. I’m ready to live my life. I’d like your guys’ input. Edit: I’m open to other suggestions too. Like are there hobbies you’ve taken up that have helped your anxiety? Self help books? Maybe acupuncture worked? Did you eliminate something from your diet? Paint your bedroom a different color? Open to any and all suggestions!",2.5503254177660537,4.899697511873352,3.981151451187337,84.52079665787161,78.49868073878628,7.314434476693053,25.805875109938434,8.323198112280899,1.9014309727352687,3046,119,587,62,75,1004,317,758,0.129,0.754,0.117,-0.5456,1,0,2,0,0,0,124.0,1,16,2,10,29,29,3,3,33,2,55,14,3,6,1,91,109,53,1,12,15,1,11,11,0,10,9,1,1,6,27,39,2,4,13,4,1,16,11,12,0,5,30,19,87,17,88,61,11,113,0,1,5,0,39,39,1,8,64,373,114,13,0.04364806200567011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160741201839954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047160182489718,0.0726373683241248,0.0,0.0,0.029682178919678618,0.0,0.56764101539375,0.0493098861395048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03591863597475832,0.0,0.0,0.09931194354054404,0.04100879106066653,0.1678133272414142,0.10933292578189972,0.02660745347199198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115809491465639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04992175495809149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943360975400425,0.0,0.0,0.09659150081973264,0.0,0.14074694539790464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045299797221614806,0.04560293477948876,0.0500244605492494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03677537476525497,0.0,0.0,0.12808854014396442,0.0,0.0,0.1765581730207117,0.03118218421814589,0.04190898445561346,0.0,0.0,0.03712701924440018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02280431089063908,0.0,0.14883719704683582,0.036609923542080695,0.10472802753684504,0.0,0.0,0.12965533117243908,0.038597837081675634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344632726788773,0.058512751801482264,0.04611657395388629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050364003253560496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04797566676576031,0.07115799232770667,0.0,0.04621699538137698,0.0,0.0,0.09248975106345916,0.2345666218191764,0.04374682488700536,0.11562611526171845,0.0772543227012161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029135420321540893,0.0,0.08770068996594987,0.0,0.09696631427415756,0.04397083046169358,0.04398698036796905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045183999983724,0.0,0.0962590433536495,0.09709345474385676,0.0,0.0,0.0464202091194974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04580129868061987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04644461539122087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791246481520474,0.08252305379159362,0.0,0.04180277796269054,0.0,0.04705999322985839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642508668918072,0.08731974758227053,0.0,0.02796206619333633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912741713952334,0.0,0.0455344479605235,0.0,0.0448041084093152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044493702484719434,0.03698286129408937,0.06720482116667346,0.0,0.0,0.0926829688288666,0.04652302653859915,0.0,0.10947520280274016,0.04999870755608735,0.09126086283724416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073409793668584,0.16408955279962076,0.0,0.038150330059164614,0.0,0.0,0.05067876416266818,0.02899783291573475,0.027967915701735426,0.0,0.0,0.025451535963922804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397841163512075,0.0,0.0,0.04263781426807461,0.0,0.0,0.037697911359566766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004737012173873,0.0,0.0,0.040462190770477004,0.0,0.0974630049343464,0.0,0.08415034837748206,0.0,0.06355261797207472,0.0,0.04448110414203756,0.15503165462374774,0.0,0.0,0.11243168349490293 anxiety,_Random_Dude_,2018/02/03,"Hypochondria sucks I guys. I'm a 22 year old male. In November I met this girl we kinda liked eachother and we sex atleast three times. It was unprotected, she was on the pill and she said that it was okay. In the second week of December, I think, I went to the hospital with penile discharge and burning sensation while peeing in the morning and pain in my testicles. the doctor made a blood test and told me it was an Urinary Tract Infection. She gave me some medication and said that if it didn't go away in a week I had to come back. The symptoms didn't go away. I went back, this time with a different doctor. He made a visual exam and just by looking at the discharge he seemed pretty confident in assuming that it was a Chlamydia. He gave me azithromycin and some other antibiotic for gonorrhea. He also advised me to see my GP and ask to get tested for STD's mainly HIV. That's when shit went down... the trigger word ""HIV"" I go so fucking scared. The symptons reduced but didn't totally go away. The discharge went away.. but the burning sensation while peeing didn't go away although it didn't burn as much as it did before. Stupidly I let this drag for a month.... Last sunday I noticed I had a red rash on my penis head and a little bit on the foreskin (by pulling it I noticed) also there was some pearl like stuff that according to google is called papules and my groin is itchy along with some burning on the penis. The discharge came back too. (Google told me it was balanitis, I used a Clotrimazole gel and the red rash on the foreskin and penis head went away after 2-3 days). I went to the hospital again, I was clearly very nervous and the doctor said that I shouldn't suffer by anticipation... That it probably should be nothing serious and that she couldn't do nothing because I need to see my GP and get tested first and told me that I could keep using the gel for the rash. Two days have passed and my GP is only available on the 7th (five days from now) Now I'm getting mini panic attacks because a black dot (can't really describe it, went on google and when I notticed I was on fucking WebMD again) appeared on a little below my waist and I'm afraid it's HIV.... Also I rip off cuticles with my teeth and today I ripped a big piece of skin along with cuticle and it wouldn't stop bleeding.. It bleed for 30mins or more. When I got home I used cotton and peroxide and it just made a white stain like I've never seen. I know that peroxide does that but I've never seen one that big.. That also made me have a small anxiety attack.. even my parents didn't make a big deal of it I can't get my mind off of it... I know that HIV has flu like symptons and I've been ill once since then but even when I try to convince myself to believe what the doctor said and that I was just ill because I went out the night before and it made me ill, that it is nothing serious I still get anxiety and panic attacks.... It's something that's beyond my control and I hate it.. I keep constantly checking my body and looking stuff up on the internet.... Help me please, I just wanna keep collected and calm........ 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I didn't get a license until I was 25 so it's terrifying sometimes. I was driving back home at peak 5 o'clock traffic and freaked out forgetting I was supposed to let another lane go (there are never any fucking arrows in this city) so then I felt like a jackass just sitting in the lane, already panicking. To add to it some bikers I barely saw in black came, the sun is fucking blinding as it's going down, and I think I'm getting cleared to go to stop being a nuisance, but no, I almost hit a pedestrian. I didn't, but I must have missed him from the sun. I look back at him immediately to make sure I didn't actually hit him or anything. He just glares at me. Feel awful and wasn't sure if I was supposed to stop, but kept going slowly. First panic attack I've had in a long time, so I pull over a quarter mile down the road. Decided to walk to shake off the jitters (and to let traffic die down) and for some reason walked back to exactly where it happened and walked back. I hate driving in cities so much. I come from a small town and it's just completely different. I wish I didn't have to drive. 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It was horrible,i was terribly nervous,stuttering,my right leg shaking like hell,not interesting at all,i dont think anyone was listening anyway,all i could think about is ""What will these people think about me after this,what if i mess up,will they judge me""...see,i know my problem is caring too much about other people's opinions,but hey,fuck me right.. So here i am,thinking about how if my child self saw me,he would be dissapointed.I also think heavily about how im gonna die alone,so alone,oh yeah,I am 20 still havent had a girlfriend because of my god damn problems in my damn head.Yeah fuck me.",4.543314578005113,5.991876339130439,5.1290792838874655,82.38699488491052,70.3913043478261,8.020460358056267,29.181585677749357,8.4952907291091,2.14846547314578,938,36,178,15,17,301,140,230,0.174,0.7190000000000001,0.107,-0.9505,0,2,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,1,0,16,14,3,1,5,0,18,2,1,3,2,23,33,8,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,1,6,7,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,8,3,19,5,23,17,1,17,0,0,2,1,13,9,3,2,6,87,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084078167202258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245521016594576,0.0,0.08817087791083927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686836602318925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285656421782029,0.0,0.2667906069598919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067924853124348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308701487450782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477862929728328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406315052635975,0.0,0.0,0.11332903996539975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23315173151626226,0.06588116815814211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085234653093066,0.0,0.0,0.24971432569729304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294132566180239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264868972993202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724156503221983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930033941502424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321054024682025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269677492610773,0.0,0.097254798799115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484139691654765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131812631737976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537455413174628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009680715179912,0.0,0.26309609945782925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941532960830198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070228196493386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403993562053902,0.0,0.10010798148178747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17915325847087502,0.13786871866680062,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mbabeme,2018/02/04,"Odering.... Yeah I have what I want to order from Starbucks down, but after you pay what the fuck do you do? Like do you just go sit until they call your name? 💀 Everyone here will probably understand, but man I still feel so awkward asking",1.126241134751773,3.691293999999999,2.528829787234045,90.88416666666667,87.72340425531915,5.686524822695036,20.599290780141846,7.1686216300943375,0.7513290780141841,186,6,37,3,6,60,39,47,0.179,0.706,0.115,-0.6579999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,4,3,1,1,1,1,5,1,0,0,0,7,11,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,5,10,0,7,0,0,0,1,9,1,1,0,4,27,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361699611838255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36718361772032587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436055481260119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818205102849492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324369923413189,0.0,0.0,0.20436440978398407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567847837984008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3877009752272579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871706207851606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743479342453043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209666728885687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ClaraAaB,2018/02/04,"Why am I overreacting to everything? I’m a 14 year old girl. Every time something doesn’t happen the way I expected it to happen I start freaking out. I start crying and don’t know what to do with myself. I get scared scared of being in my own body bc I feel like I can’t control it. If it’s at home I’ll start screaming bc that’s an easier way to get my feelings out. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. If anyone has any advice, I’d love to hear it. Thanks for reading! 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Have broken my phone for the 100th time spilled curry all over my boyfriends new table and spilled milk on myself in the past 12 hours . My boyfriend said I was careless but I think it was my anxiousness coming out ,7.196636363636363,9.201614800000002,5.648863636363636,79.05329545454545,64.63636363636364,9.136363636363637,35.56818181818181,9.516144504307137,3.5752727272727274,254,12,41,5,4,74,46,55,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,10,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,7,0,7,5,1,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,5,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506698699611829,0.0,0.21704274807035853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347737189077846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30568689837337154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997915733181461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963171799405096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952667196952573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19889531552488351,0.0,0.0,0.18099994758720026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33662153177642146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,neverspagett,2018/02/04,"Ground to a halt Hello everyone, This is my first time posting here. I have been dealing with anxiety for much of my life. It has been more manageable over the last 6 months. Lately I have been under a lot of stress. My workload is quite high and I received feedback I need to improve my attention to detail and conceptual skills. I have imposter syndrome even though overall I am doing well enough at work. I also wish I didn't always run at 80% and could fire on all cylinders. I need to find something that will bring me to this level. This has been hard for most of my career. I am hard on myself. I am essentially a hard working dilettante. I have a work ethic yet I want to find a way to make a lot of money so I can just work out, travel and watch youtube. I beat myself up for realizing the odds are slim I will figure out a way to strike gold and be in this position. Thanks for reading even if this doesn't quite make sense or it's a bit mellow dramatic. I just felt compelled to reach out for some support. Thank you. 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Whenever I get a headache that isn't in my forehead ( pain at the temples of back of head) I convince myself it's a brain haemorrhage and that I'm going to die which gives me panic attacks and sometimes even anxiety to go out incase I die outside my own home. It's annoying because I don't want to tell anyone in case they think I'm being dramatic but it's a genuine fear! I've been to the doctors about the headaches and they said it's nothing to worry about but I can't stop worrying !!!! ,2.340860139860144,3.993861100000004,4.268321678321681,85.5103146853147,76.46153846153847,6.881118881118883,28.74125874125874,7.686295010490155,1.8224615384615392,493,22,100,7,11,168,81,130,0.311,0.606,0.08199999999999999,-0.9888,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,6,11,4,3,8,1,8,5,3,0,0,11,19,8,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,2,2,14,2,15,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,65,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13046129378551294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994341849847455,0.0,0.0,0.10963075439227757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356741025771718,0.0,0.12056132699452585,0.0,0.09557732842975317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17502876050876118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254451690695643,0.0,0.0,0.16048053663470585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388688206504342,0.0,0.0,0.10355788255596143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643160128182195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638319213000306,0.1504066249248229,0.2673209910840129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091109998635053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727249518469733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044360356003014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683491577700216,0.3679170245002271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500262267063858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14914256990807526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506866964950924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310829115884821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704079684312898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10046428033160792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924784169696406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31845437778109165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sometattooedwhiteguy,2018/02/04,"My venting and request for guidance. I have never really used reddit before but here goes. I need a place to vent and possibly get pospective. I feel like I can not fail. This causes my anxiety. I am the person everyone calls. I am the rock, the anchor point for so many of the people who matter in my life. Everyone I care about has their own issues. Friends with infieioiry issues, who think they are never good enough. Friends who are mentally abused and manipulated. (I can not do anything about their abuser, my friend believes they are in love with them and I will lose my friend if I put them in their place.) I put my feelings on the back burner to be the person that my friends need. Need to vent? I am the one you call. Need to talk about your new love? You call me. If you need to borrow a car, I will give you mine and ask for nothing in return. If you are short on your bills, I will give you money and not ask for repayment. If you need someone to leave you alone, well, I am that person too. I am stablely unstable. I am terrified to fail. I am these peoples rocks, if I start to show my cracks, their faith in me as their anchor will be shaken. I can not fail my friends. This causes me anxiety. I can never show my cracks. I only show my cracks when I am all alone. I cry in my car, I freak out and lose my mind in my only sanctuary. My car is my place. I have about 25-30 minutes a day where I can fall apart. I must be strong at home for my wonderful girlfriend who has her own problems. It is becoming a bit much but I dont know what to do. My friends rely on me to be what I am. I am the only stability some of them have in their lives. I dont know what to do. Any help?",0.6547397113022129,2.721007605113641,2.4344748157248155,94.55321560196562,83.74431818181819,5.623587223587222,19.172604422604426,6.885778809224403,0.09821627764127784,1295,34,296,16,37,427,154,352,0.133,0.6709999999999999,0.196,0.9859,0,2,0,0,2,0,48.0,0,10,11,6,11,22,0,0,12,0,40,3,0,4,5,46,62,17,0,13,11,0,2,1,8,5,1,0,1,3,13,10,0,0,6,5,3,6,9,7,1,1,0,2,77,15,38,53,7,35,1,5,0,2,49,20,0,7,10,215,90,3,0.0,0.18220762816533154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927273949778095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05228883374893183,0.0,0.11764352239106413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632751251198534,0.0,0.143766282657635,0.0,0.0,0.05912479129464401,0.0,0.0,0.08492058338203094,0.0654289744273871,0.08663035163511595,0.0,0.0,0.08394556639484775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355443519694819,0.0,0.07839597435678837,0.15797743307001014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446166509531765,0.0495886346382869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802324514993522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944943898766614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14694618216528688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775727129970329,0.054931278829743364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4158430924372037,0.0,0.04017261752064438,0.14752260164514838,0.0,0.06449291377270931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05153872900334475,0.0,0.07712840996354782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050942740289995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451507789564111,0.0,0.0,0.0814169604735385,0.0,0.0,0.05431071654054602,0.03756528645610961,0.0,0.06789657338741276,0.0,0.0,0.17204376524507942,0.0,0.0,0.13879510060994227,0.0,0.0,0.07795587815216054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748851288182876,0.0,0.07763846158703952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565240749156868,0.3420842874742656,0.17791031686744074,0.07426225721434733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377943561043272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05210364747606811,0.17543827476275226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10661372227407266,0.20141598737820415,0.2410056500502242,0.0,0.07268728909423201,0.0866835750056407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357474875123733,0.0,0.15459432222902425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492586421777361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514988980422813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442417554726819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061802447949012525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926894681113316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640953904012445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913466242379909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338551514301379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ravensymoneswife,2018/02/04,I took 1 mg of ativan 3 days in a row. Will i be okay? I'm terribly scared of withdrawal symptoms. I try to only take ativan for emergencies but this weekend has been rough and I took it three days in a row. Will I be okay if I don't take it again for at least a few days?,-0.4620430107526872,1.0618625806451618,2.3335483870967764,96.73698924731184,84.48387096774194,6.068817204301076,18.397849462365595,7.1686216300943375,-0.013073118279570028,208,5,54,3,6,73,41,62,0.079,0.823,0.097,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,2,7,1,0,0,0,3,12,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,1,6,2,8,5,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159028052831978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20279982559253412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669638057645356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771521111171098,0.4009761887083438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5925173393285091,0.1810382794869756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,The_Talisman,2018/02/04,"Very anxious about my heart rate, which makes it even worse I got a Fitbit for Christmas and really like it. However, it revealed that I have tachycardia (abnormally fast heart rate). My typical resting HR is between 100-120 beats per minute. So now I am constantly anxious about my heart. That it's going to give out. I've been reading a lot about tachycardia and its link to sudden cardiac death. I'm terrified. Which, I'm sure, is making my heart beating even faster. The good thing is that I wore a heart monitor for 24 hours and while the rate is high, I have a perfectly normal rhythm. I have an appointment with a cardiologist on Tuesday to hopefully rule out anything serious. Any tips on how to lower my heart rate?",4.531141340411414,6.4588631094890525,5.201579296615794,79.95276045122766,71.18978102189782,9.069409422694095,29.972793629727946,9.573946990214177,2.9268160583941607,574,24,106,14,11,185,87,137,0.152,0.745,0.103,-0.7346,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,8,0,9,6,6,3,2,16,18,6,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,11,5,15,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,10,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930320843093289,0.0,0.0,0.2634868679154945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959654304008186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602099101321312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540481763933261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186915817163044,0.06627583558707763,0.09781237439321984,0.09326885579828166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8291465739364211,0.0,0.12321171859660675,0.0,0.11582648206228092,0.11484374666137916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05697292381583127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991431649035592,0.0,0.0,0.15568481793296948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425939481657235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664804260819113,0.0,0.07470750612649776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990965657134352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747481052468429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622081280457992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884216056239008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,StrangeAndTired,2018/02/04,"21, no diploma, and scared of the future I'm a 21 female. I struggled with engineering for 3 years, but I hated it so much I just dropped out (I don't live in America, my school years are pretty affordable). I have no idea what to do with my life now, no idea what career path to follow. My strong points : I think I can draw pretty well I'm fluent in French, English, and I also know a bit of Spanish and Chinese. I learn languages quite quickly. I'm quite good at maths, and logic (i was okay at programming) Patient My weaknesses : Anxious. Obviously. I have strong negative emotions that I can't always manage. Shy No motivation Low self esteem and lots of self doubt I can imagine my studies going two ways : I either pick something that sounds employable, like English, or coding, or psychology, and try to get a degree Or, I take a big risk and go to art school (which is expensive), and a much less secure job option I thought I was sure that going to art school was my dream, but when my parents asked me what I wanted to do, I got terrified. I hate disappointing them. Having to take a decision, all the comments I've heard about artists not being able to find a job etc. came crashing down on me and I just crumbled. I know 21 is stilly young, but I see my friends ready to get their degrees and start working in a year, while I have accomplished nothing. What do you guys think I should do ? How can I get my life together ? 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So, I've been diagnosed with anxiety disorder for 6 years now, though I know I've had it for more than ten years, I just didn't know it was an anxiety issue. I'm a 30 years old straight dude who started struggling with anxiety when I started to think I was gay (now I know this thing is called HOCD, but at the time I even came out as bisexual to my mother). After I went to therapy hoping to accept my sexuality, I discovered my problem wasn't self acceptance but an anxiety disorder, so that made sense, because I came out as bisexual even though I don't feel attracted to men. I thought I was burying my desires or something like that. With therapy, I've made huge progress, but sometimes my anxiety attacks me back in other areas of my life, whatever seems important. And is attacking my relationship, unfortunately. When I'm not anxious, I don't care much about my girlfriend's flaws. I mean, I can see things I don't like about her behaviour, but I believe there's no perfect relationship, so it's just something I don't like but I can live with. Unfortunately, when I'm anxious, I keep thinking about these 'flaws' and I keep thinking things like ""If I'm thinking about her flaws, that's because this not the relationship I want"". Or ""If I'm checking out other girls, that's because I'm not satisfied with my girlfriend"". I know these kind of thoughts don't make much sense because there's no perfect relationship and people checks out other people (my girlfriend does it too), but my anxiety makes me exaggerate these thoughts and it gives me more and more anxiety. So, I think my anxiety is transforming common relationship issues into monsters that are eating my happiness. And it's making me doubt my relationship the same way it made me doubt my sexuality. The bigger problem is: regarding my sexuality, there was objective ways to know it was just anxiety (for example, I wasn't attracted to men), but with relationship it's more difficult because is more subjective with real issues that are common. Another problem is: she is my first girfrliend and I was a virgin. We've been together for almost 8 years now. So, sometimes I feel curious about having sex with other people and I think that's ok, it's natural to think things like that. But when I'm struggling with anxiety, this issue becomes a monster. I keep thinking that it shows I don't want to be with my girlfriend. It's like a proof that I'm in a relationship that it's not for me. Do you guys have some advice? Am I the only one that have these kinds of problems? ps: sorry about my broken english, I've been trying to learn it by myself.",5.799286680189315,6.681321664750958,6.831746675681767,73.42762677484788,67.02681992337165,10.355735857561415,34.51002929907595,10.39495659498063,3.747318278115844,2167,100,394,55,34,727,196,522,0.17600000000000002,0.7020000000000001,0.123,-0.9615,0,0,2,0,0,0,66.0,0,2,0,4,31,30,2,4,12,1,38,6,0,8,3,95,87,34,0,10,19,1,2,6,5,0,2,0,0,7,43,25,1,3,23,1,2,3,15,12,0,3,22,3,66,18,48,64,9,38,0,1,1,3,30,13,0,10,26,270,109,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987608731546301,0.0,0.0,0.05110958696344745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352030878756059,0.42950342198119795,0.11532224590136095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613164489492887,0.0,0.03924691639909406,0.0,0.18668252143748884,0.0563701108042437,0.0,0.0575050514986852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211795417569321,0.1167532385862112,0.052039088582543816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05180493073019002,0.0,0.0,0.11699343868331645,0.0,0.044665797238327566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05222707056484541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674234045105619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05161511879023888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04341493743033693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048962601701974064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107603940778817,0.0,0.05433345397170545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069463291263498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130916639402576,0.0,0.13610115574793824,0.0,0.1063014427820012,0.14025234271455375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03605134335306814,0.14961456520366714,0.0,0.04506960753977556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448869793006303,0.13627945103156106,0.0,0.0,0.0555979576638841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504113229582088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05355831297302978,0.0,0.0345862953898724,0.038818523510733415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615495852411932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19535507526337725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809514838120216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931845860148058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067258988794144,0.046465262429288896,0.05324626779536658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078586785725013,0.10096051968852934,0.0571355480927475,0.07225331442266753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671701446959307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673828925181408,0.0,0.13563589291826844,0.2616370147583924,0.10029386600799772,0.12156112693614238,0.029762067191708118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03465308063295792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060209899642077534,0.08102698619687386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731496135013776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147337447120488 anxiety,Serendipitycelestial,2018/02/04,"The good old worry cycle I live with anxiety and depression but lately I've been suffering from it... More than I ever have before... I've often found myself stuck in a deep dark hole, but usually I build that ladder and climb back out however this time I can't seem to get out... I've been trying to stay mindful and let go of worries, trying to live in the now, telling myself I'm good enough... Forcing myself to try new activities, spending time with friends.. But I just feel really sad as soon as I am alone again.. Sometimes even when I'm not.. Unless I am completely distracted from my normal day to day life... Obviously my depression leaves me wanting to do nothing but then I'm anxious if I don't do anything and even when I do things I'm anxious right after about all of the ""what ifs"". I'm also anxious writing my first post just in case nobody replies or my only replies are grammar and punctuation corrections or what if this post makes no sense... (Now I have a new worry cycle, oh the fun I shall have). Does anyone have any advice/ideas on what I can do to get back on track to a positive mind? 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It was wonderful. I moved to a new city with my girlfriend at the time. I had many jobs, I even landed a record deal. So what’s wrong right now? I’m currently taking benzos again because I can’t fucking deal with this shit again. I know that’s a train ride you don’t want to take, and my doctor and I have a really good relationship over taking benzos, it’s just I’m tired, I’m defeated. To feel the grips of GAD again is horrifying. The waking up with cold sweats, the awful cold tension over your body, and eventually you puke, you cry, whatever. Insane cognitive distortions that make every illogical thought, logical. I’m in therapy and for the past 5 weeks it’s been a blast, but for some reason this weekend I felt like I got hit by a truck. Maybe it’s time to switch off Celexa, maybe 8 years is too long, I don’t know. I just know that for some reason I can’t shake this mentally with the tools I’ve learnt from therapy and to take an Ativan/Klonopin seems blissfully correct. What’s funny is that this morning, I felt all the symptoms above and figure why not take an Ativan, my doctor takes them sometimes too. And for some dumb reason it wasn’t working. Which makes you think, wow I’m really in deep water now that 1mg does dick all. It’s only the second time I’ve taken it too! This whole block of text is convoluted, but it does feel good to write about it. 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Its like I over concentrate on every little thing I feel in my body, and then i feel like I can't feel anything and that I'm just a floating head and it fucking freaks me out. Its really hard to explain but I hope you guys understand, and while I'm having one of these episodes I have trouble breathing too, I go on manual breathing and it horrible , its like i'm fighting for breath while I freak out just of the fact that I have a body and that I exist. I think the main fear of the anxiety is that I will stop feeling my body, or body parts, kinda like being paralyzed, or that I can't move my arm, or that I can't swallow or breath. Its really fucking scary and I am having one of these episodes right now for like an hour. But the only cure for this is when I stop paying attention to it, but I can't freaking stopppp!! It always sends me to the verge of a panic attack.",3.618310911808672,4.199135614349778,4.8653991031390165,86.65923467862484,71.78026905829596,8.278505231689088,26.52585949177877,8.447377352677275,1.5821416442451417,834,26,182,13,15,277,108,223,0.21,0.69,0.1,-0.9782,0,0,0,0,2,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,8,18,4,2,9,0,17,15,12,1,1,35,34,19,0,1,9,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,22,10,1,2,9,0,1,4,5,12,0,2,0,5,28,6,22,31,2,23,0,0,0,2,5,11,2,7,13,127,50,2,0.11634600606185436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968091973276836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670131285528881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574284966672517,0.0,0.0,0.1323603781501419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5169367376206195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802652806920728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092160293467642,0.2353121458848409,0.08311760997761998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512001565923894,0.06078598616300635,0.0,0.06612211643971369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520083789425158,0.0,0.0,0.1042231687468778,0.0,0.11940456804302405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555783591233708,0.1145773798527152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394072222067444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842039084902801,0.11660926326647032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473147836560516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767812953163196,0.08848638036186485,0.0,0.13650696996618258,0.0,0.12599138672946505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836571530910768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29813692277189896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935885347304677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19454094139400335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772951166481674,0.0745498228386139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211202954726716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lv1hero,2018/02/04,"So... how do you live with a flat mate ? Hey So basically I'm 25 and I'm still living at home. I moved out for uni but living with others made me so fucking depressed because i felt a constant need to entertain them and try and be fun and sociable all the time - I do this day to day anyway but when I get home I just want to chill and play video games... by the end I just ended up isolating myself. I really want to move out again but I have so much anxiety about living with someone again or even living alone. Either way I don't really have any friends In the city I can move with. Anyone have any advice? 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Hi guys. I have been suffering with some form of generalised anxiety disorder amongst depression and intrusive thoughts for a couple of years now and take benzo's every day to deal with it. Me and my GP are a bit concerned at my long term use and having tried a large amount of anti-psychotics/anti depressants and other things, most just making my symptoms worse, thinking to give Sertraline a go, any experiences? Thanks ✌🏻 ",6.9429674796747936,8.923835573170734,6.7204878048780525,71.22186991869921,65.21951219512195,10.832520325203252,34.39837398373984,10.864195022040775,4.341895934959348,375,17,59,11,6,118,65,82,0.203,0.763,0.034,-0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,15,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,1,10,10,6,7,0,3,0,0,4,1,0,2,5,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925079539541876,0.0,0.15664868473385185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22355608362828092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265743925670441,0.0,0.1320598743722282,0.2111091416615264,0.3527366414719548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346844529021911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252777166002653,0.0,0.0,0.4006092037998355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643428763897489,0.11637565495265287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20275474656443065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812152320924554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668573540147452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283470026509305,0.15396174792462408,0.0,0.0,0.18852493922070845,0.0,0.0,0.1360402586746229,0.131208511260495,0.0,0.16256470955552038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390255617964149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768557542817515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20867838404338585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318653306810597 anxiety,SakuraPie,2018/02/04,"Went into Ulta today yeah... I should've just order my make-up online. I hate going into Sephoras and Ultas because I feel like I am judged from every angle. I'm scared my foundation is the wrong color or my eyeliner is blotched. I bought a controversial foundation today, now I feel like crap because I feel like I'm a horrible human being for being vain. I feel like the lady who helped me find my shade was judging me the whole time. I really should've just ordered online... T_T ",2.360531914893617,4.883775053191492,4.144085106382981,82.09400000000002,80.38297872340425,6.313191489361702,21.102127659574467,7.554174236665415,1.1188076595744685,381,11,67,6,10,128,60,94,0.209,0.688,0.103,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,1,5,1,6,1,1,0,0,11,16,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,3,5,15,4,4,11,1,10,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,1,8,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227860116390336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396135295522026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369583387893208,0.5221810845947336,0.0,0.0,0.16701564870044447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385199504499044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041208334311576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248280935263978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.357098586500445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197642472053145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706413789199188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294870334775507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655371799218788,0.0,0.34642110353288125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939633312562585,0.0,0.20401608683197392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997910424705429,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BenScotti_,2018/02/04,"Sudden onset of anxiety ruining my academic opportunities I’ve never posted here, but right now I don’t have a therapist to go to, so maybe some internet support would help me out. So the best thing that’s ever happened to me happened this week. I got accepted into an Oxford transfer program against all odds. Some background is that my high school attendance rate was <60% and my ACT scores were shit and I dropped out of college my first semester because it was more of a cult than a college. The reason for my poor looking transcript is that I had long undiagnosed Graves’ disease and hyperthyroidism. Of course at that age, hyperactive thyroid was a cocktail for depression and anxiety, on top of thyroid storms, frequent nausea and insomnia. Sophomore year I was finally diagnosed and had radiation treatment done. I was out of school for a year from that. But in my free time, ever since I was 15 I was reading philosophy and history in my own time. I found it more comforting and more interesting than my assigned work. So I just did that, focusing a lot on stoicism at the time to help me cope. Now I’m well versed in philosophy and history and just by happenstance, I was able to visit oxford to meet some people. I did, and I guess I made a big impact. They wrote me a personal recommendation letter to get into a transfer program that would fast track me from the US to Oxford in two years. I accepted and moved forward with they’re incredibly kind offer. I had an interview with the program director, and in spite of my poor transcript they said I was already working at a master’s level with what I’ve taught myself. So I got accepted. This should have been the best thing that’s ever happened to me. Ivy League school for my passion just because I took the time to teach myself. But instead I’ve been seized with crippling anxiety. I can’t think, sleep, eat, or anything. I find myself unable to breathe while trying to write my entry essay. Sometimes I get sick. I started to look at myself and ask “why has this triggered these panic attacks?” And while looking back, I’ve suddenly been flooded with memories I had long repressed from when I was in school. I knew it was a bad time for me, but I didn’t know it was that bad. Everything was great since I graduated but now that I got accepted into this program all these memories are coming back and I can’t function most days. I’ve taken off work and canceled plans, and I’m waiting to see if this therapist is on my insurance. But I dunno. Could use some positivity right now.",4.845829796738887,6.5744201074380175,5.700051373687737,77.49489278534736,70.03305785123965,8.786151440696896,31.882733973643063,9.287647586759268,3.0240989055170875,2028,91,362,43,37,664,231,484,0.106,0.7559999999999999,0.138,0.9578,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,1,0,2,10,20,25,3,2,20,0,39,10,3,4,6,76,71,33,1,5,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,24,30,2,2,10,2,3,8,5,10,1,2,36,5,57,16,58,31,14,69,0,3,4,1,15,27,1,10,34,263,81,25,0.08402570007342122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927244494624147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928382917031372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914599170678815,0.0,0.0785526869329059,0.09559136417743208,0.0,0.12922115351905622,0.14031589961093985,0.10244257373281217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635957650664474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238070046930309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708768427518418,0.0,0.0,0.054189625274626035,0.0,0.07237121234917326,0.08528431684743112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598746427506304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597926821412974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801816883557305,0.0,0.0,0.07551688121757344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204604728666084,0.07679796761320105,0.07147221755790331,0.0,0.09212984311935717,0.0,0.0,0.08779992051097138,0.0,0.047753741724743344,0.0,0.2016090847274913,0.09263863096772658,0.09256378177206263,0.0,0.22291094722737131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264131114694614,0.08877776545862721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749983640337171,0.04617832729845492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487202008607947,0.21168127694503905,0.0,0.0,0.07143564541495308,0.0,0.07950714906590403,0.0,0.0,0.08441510954545611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930602148972143,0.0,0.0,0.06480579991672096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858605468770452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058252840608605985,0.07336800028177287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047339382153014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404843862118762,0.0,0.0,0.08639241413606234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351497750815306,0.07992768246152866,0.0,0.0,0.34015397756933363,0.06695760411445488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08625117364361136,0.1390138547967201,0.0,0.0840863824291155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310356590420116,0.0,0.05947382298987236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535136869372283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512062813101885,0.1116458829736902,0.053840275797983166,0.0,0.0,0.24498030714796204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335564448802992,0.057047934758041936,0.0,0.08208089955998664,0.0,0.10107257137675224,0.07257122648153061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740034824680168,0.0,0.0755491954469119,0.0,0.07582012495466467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835151311841257,0.0,0.0,0.11937889303409645,0.0,0.0,0.16232938786947693 anxiety,ofir2006,2018/02/04,"A book recommendation about anxiety / panic Hello guys, after quite some research I've found a book recommendationn that I figured I'd check out. Unbelieveably, it is a book from 1962, while reading the book I felt like the book is reading me and not vice versa. This is the book: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B009PFN4IQ?ref=dbs_P_W_faw_dp This book explains about the psychical aspect of anxiety, what happens to your body during anxiety or panic attacks, the cycle of anxiety and how to get out of that cycle.",10.744285714285716,12.117296285714293,9.504857142857144,56.840142857142894,56.38095238095239,11.005714285714284,35.84761904761905,10.793553405168565,4.180864761904761,424,16,59,9,5,132,53,84,0.18600000000000005,0.7859999999999999,0.028,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,3,4,1,2,8,0,3,1,1,1,0,12,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,4,9,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,11,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,39,10,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5896647517462447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922587649323172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21404802362358355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850237448323077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112873457013947,0.0,0.0,0.10067862665045003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080486935051064,0.17040537851358925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414426252380287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4521875890128614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496185972948805,0.3855074730478112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,n3ssypoo,2018/02/04,"Is normal to have dissociative episodes after anxiety attacks? I had a really bad anxiety attack last week. It’s been a while since it’s been like that. I usually only have small ones but I’m not even sure what triggered it? Maybe being in a different city and seeing a friend I haven’t seen in years. Anyway, whenever that happens I feel really weird like I’m not even a person or myself. My emotions are almost non existent. Then world seems different too. 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I guess I can share my experience here, since I was reading this subreddit for quite long, even I hadn't Reddit account back in time. Yesterday I browsed some images showing dead bodies, I was doing research for my story. One image made me stongly question my existence immediatiely. I had strong panic attack about my existence and even I'm christian and I believe in God, I started to question His existence like the first time ever in my life. I imagined that there's nothing after death and my consciousness will immediately stop exist. This made me cry for the rest of the day, I stopped eating next day, I was, and I am in such a fear and sadness that I feel that there is no point of having a life. I'm mostly an optimist and I loved my life...until this day. It happened immediately. I do not fear death, I have anxiety everytime I think about this empty option after it. I can't function normally for two days without that awful sadness and fear in my chest. I talked with my parents about this, but i can't overcome this, even they are supporting and loving, and I'm grateful for it. I do not want to question my faith, I do want to feel like two days ago, but now I feel scared and dead inside, when I'm thinking about the option where is literally nothing. I had anxiety attacks back in time but this one is stronger than other ones. I don't know what do to anymore. 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Is it my Anxiety? Okay, this is a bit hard to explain, but sometimes when I'm just doing normal things and living my life, it doesn't feel real. It's almost dream-like. I know it's really happening but it doesn't feel like it. I've never tried any drugs or alcohol and I get the same amount of sleep as I usually do so it's not those things. I started taking Sertraline (Zoloft) for anxiety, so could this be a side effect? I've been on it for not even three weeks, but that was around the time I started experiencing this. I am hoping to get some answers. Thanks in advance! :) ",1.4955210918114157,3.76318098387097,3.2606451612903236,88.67442928039705,81.90322580645163,6.396029776674937,20.828784119106697,7.61054688173877,0.8218468982630269,478,14,99,8,13,159,79,124,0.061,0.826,0.114,0.8551,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,0,4,1,12,5,1,1,1,26,26,10,0,3,7,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,16,3,1,0,7,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,5,8,4,9,22,4,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,8,66,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950045472114067,0.1588199451289167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078568035333342,0.0,0.2426647024186423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119203004986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315552505181886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266331452908884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839313861086072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475707241021603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405862819812343,0.11330740664483573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16572907845482146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025383184284795,0.0,0.14207888035033184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575305005550799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716513162220617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120273653796675,0.07748636621777404,0.0,0.14005107498849853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232591369355085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553991741620603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610543080599548,0.10160639109284827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587194907407192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31372869846486395,0.0,0.22452279726301255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925118237494264,0.0,0.0,0.1460221270041714,0.0,0.0,0.31611024003476884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248382072996864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768234868754403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746809428423138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722332249811855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,probablyawning,2018/02/04,"Anxiety & Thoughts I just want to release some of my thoughts since they've been consuming my entire life recently. I have vivid dreams of family members dying and I think what triggered this is my grandfather passing away 5 months ago. I've never had anyone that close pass away. Now I have nightmares of me being told that one of my.family members passed away and I have similar feelings when I was told that my grandfather passed away- very devastated. Im so concious about every little thing that might be wrong with me. I just woke up from a nightmare where I kept bawling out my insecurities. Yesterday, I went camping in the wilderness for the first time and did not sleep at all. Every thing was freaking me out from owls, leaves, wind, the moon shining so bright. These little thoughts and nightmares are consuming me... Thanks for listening",5.504570429570428,7.931812863636368,4.96766233766234,80.54621878121878,69.71428571428572,8.115084915084916,31.326673326673326,8.841846274778883,2.781391208791209,687,30,117,13,13,208,104,154,0.094,0.838,0.068,-0.6189,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,1,4,0,13,2,1,1,2,23,26,7,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,1,0,5,2,3,0,2,13,5,18,2,20,10,2,27,0,0,3,0,3,13,0,2,9,81,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210085897109278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790939733479566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443039016691394,0.0,0.0,0.09545152705168447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5130255699515275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167666058435754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300324773195021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573804706491896,0.0,0.06902396336918405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161160187597478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474550919314081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454522910649698,0.0,0.0,0.0964216168183127,0.0,0.27363937329954546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144816388691854,0.0,0.0,0.1089616200630877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528554641212932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925032526135656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13478794855493345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292314638456236,0.0,0.13660938883935378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568080601801432,0.0,0.0,0.1813834226049992,0.08747061009438765,0.0,0.32512298603268186,0.07960054665301483,0.0,0.0,0.2608838434138033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126357085234108,0.0805176081110357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654688144063278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925313256733946,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fiddlydooboi,2018/02/04,"Any tips to help? I've declined countless of opportunities to sosialize, to a point where I literally only have one friend left, and there is alot of stuff I want to do (like asking this girl out or post videos on youtube) but I'm so scared that someone I know will hear/see it. Like, what if she says no and everyone knows that I tried and failed, and then bully me for that or someone sees my videos and bully me for that(has actually happened, although they were cringy so I don't blame them too much). Point is I care way too much about other people's opinions and I don't know how to stop it. Is there anything I could do to stop caring so much? I do apoligize, I know most people have it rougher than me. I would just be so much happier if I stopped caring, thank you for reading.",4.044819897084049,4.932077358490567,4.3705431675243,89.47307032590055,71.0125786163522,7.039679817038309,27.033161806746712,6.980632752743323,1.0258880503144656,616,20,134,5,11,193,99,159,0.157,0.6559999999999999,0.188,0.5771,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,12,10,0,1,2,0,15,0,0,1,0,27,28,18,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,20,8,15,23,6,12,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,7,6,93,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.1297446936892326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904138147473127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094104616708214,0.0,0.12429477878135635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066688006351569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615357922841996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704399715540146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272053905181464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175714795397293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498497084274527,0.0,0.0891167915275134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29227389667558984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444557656925417,0.0,0.0,0.12990998678152055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909482672900143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009360494020856,0.10111810710326316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434821823514788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25137049803810196,0.0,0.12733393437420432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299076700281198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573098347345776,0.13311093648685482,0.0,0.10594775196225016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253043200714971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334684671370011,0.0,0.0,0.15220142258947672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240690533614215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09026757336436493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842017843621603,0.10553332182050472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444726641566016,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hgv096,2018/02/04,"The future of my relationship is freaking me out So this is my first time posting here... I'm a college senior, I've definitely had anxiety for as long as I remember but it sort of comes and goes in waves. I've gotten help for it in the past and that had definitely worked but I dunno, I guess I need some encouragement right now. I've been dating this wonderful person since October. He understands me in a way no one else does and I look forward to seeing him all the time even if we are just watching TV and eating a frozen dinner. He makes my life so much better. Unfortunately, the week before I met him I finished all of my job interviews and accepted a job across the country before we became serious. Now, it is something that looms over me from time to time -- I'm taking a dream job and I love this person with my whole damn heart, but I'm so worried that he's going to stop loving me when we do long distance. Sometimes after a few drinks we'll talk about the idea of him moving out there to me, or me moving back, so rationally, it should be okay. However, my most recent relationship ended when it was long distance, although, I think we really grew apart, and distance just catalyzed that. I dunno... I've had a couple of moments recently related to this where I just spiral. I am mostly able to live in the moment but for some reason there's this part of me that tells me I'm not good enough for him to want to deal with that. It's the same part of me that has always been convinced that I am going to end up alone. I'm so worried that I'm a burden on him. I know these thoughts are all so wrong, but I can't shake them. Idk if I'm doing this right but I had a hard morning and I just needed to vent. Thanks to anyone who reads this. <3",3.187000000000001,4.388915477777784,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,73.3888888888889,7.444444444444445,23.88888888888889,7.921354282810032,1.1286388888888887,1372,38,288,19,27,459,186,360,0.113,0.748,0.139,0.9233,4,1,2,0,0,1,39.0,5,0,1,3,21,15,1,1,17,1,21,7,1,2,3,58,49,28,0,6,14,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,24,17,3,1,9,4,0,8,3,6,0,2,10,4,43,9,39,36,14,51,0,0,3,2,28,15,1,12,28,199,67,8,0.09742743448033653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090543954474422,0.0,0.0,0.08106743023668976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453172070684244,0.0,0.0,0.06812352748933521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07491568327875016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580714174629507,0.0,0.0,0.0861666484413742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839251079901983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780160315307216,0.0,0.0,0.1004434069249349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525940446563747,0.0,0.0,0.09544179477904194,0.0,0.0996925882590666,0.08138811989298465,0.0,0.17258357790991907,0.10066858381305717,0.0,0.06434990161424381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287172599814628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074051246256783,0.08171750962878603,0.0,0.0,0.10732730314617668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727584459599845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545197895400636,0.06530355564999138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998371462021668,0.0,0.0,0.2900450862659245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053543570042862094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688158782450045,0.0,0.0,0.08603020959948164,0.25866064095758995,0.0818145072370953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586412687901745,0.0,0.06503356905205193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709988848141925,0.07162037448733519,0.14448241633725953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601935104569863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100883461604664,0.09300551035548013,0.0,0.1701397556737951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330855080179774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745379972776384,0.0,0.06241450930014283,0.1001716291620848,0.192395675632118,0.20920120686474886,0.11036629092293232,0.1664049934234989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763705130836346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059298058946246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500439893675286,0.09635822391410186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145369773729369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325330573538866,0.07830848134966836,0.085155872023817,0.08969809188085598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062427566067616735,0.0,0.07734650022735035,0.2272428821446317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142539525704998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057465225114288636,0.07733336261669695,0.07815041120787135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877425126302544,0.0,0.0,0.10565589671781793,0.07092833265682934,0.19788457790998734,0.0,0.0,0.10652160518935468,0.0,0.0 anxiety,juublyvisuals,2018/02/04,"How to deal with anxiety when public speaking I never had an issue with public speaking when I was growing up. I was actually pretty good at it, so I was very actively involved in school plays, etc. However, in high school, I had a traumatizing experience. I was called on by my teacher to read out a page from a book we were studying in English class, and I ran out of breath really fast. My heart was beating hard, and by the time I was done reading the page, it sounded like I was almost at the verge of crying because my voice was so strained from lack of air in my lungs. I've been dreading public speaking ever since; my heart races like it's about to burst and I cannot breathe normally. How do you deal with such reaction? 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I'm so scared what to do someone help me pls. :( ,0.4247368421052649,2.437888578947369,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,84.26315789473685,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,69,3,15,1,2,24,17,19,0.317,0.531,0.152,-0.6532,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4360571042992055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32395057255537224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820665765813051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5706807767351318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4829687468725763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Judeskidoodle,2018/02/04,"I struggle? Hey everyone! This is uh, this is my first time posting on here but I've been poking around this thread for a while. Actually I think it's one of my first Reddit posts in general, so woohoo for me? Let's get into the nitty gritty of it though. I have a lot of trouble with hitting things and all. It used to be that whenever I'd get upset I'd go to the bathroom (I'm in highschool) and just wale on the wall, but it got hard to hold writing utensils and I had to get it x-rayed. All was well, just swelling. I stopped after a while of doing it because my friends helped me out, and I actually didn't do much hitting myself for maybe a month or two. But recently I started slamming my phone into my forehead and yeah. Definitely a step back I think. My phone's kind of curved now, but it's surprisingly very durable, or I'm just not putting enough strength into it. I'm honestly not sure why I'm posting this, but it is making me feel better. I don't know what else to say, so I'll cap it here? My apologies for the wonky format and sort of abrupt start and stop ",1.2257696969696958,3.2053959022222216,2.873303030303031,92.6783181818182,81.08888888888889,5.690909090909091,23.560606060606066,6.7829847944221076,0.6206000000000005,838,30,187,9,22,276,129,225,0.092,0.777,0.132,0.9225,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,12,11,0,2,9,1,13,1,1,2,3,41,32,19,0,0,12,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,17,13,0,3,4,0,0,3,4,3,2,4,5,3,20,8,26,23,5,31,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,15,123,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.2795700705743606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751712307398805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014544302430768,0.0,0.08731993455457672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668727362708332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966159995060816,0.0,0.0,0.1480088718067395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687534434301124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242823956017037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436857697817728,0.0,0.0,0.11066960634604912,0.0,0.2245165178955115,0.0,0.08140860679694448,0.0,0.11456494725150893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831807904064887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601312773678053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916610760300247,0.0787229053431986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647622823461412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217805382119116,0.0,0.0,0.09561617756374376,0.0,0.14390739264618252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433562976647242,0.0,0.10530048625628667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09706553222038614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4115631553854632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399932530925466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414357181366829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391301513406032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20277703466260133,0.0,0.0,0.2395160327073224,0.0,0.14974925313184745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500534449313376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516464531609092,0.18356935745648584,0.1407360541620342,0.0,0.08352646212545689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13992812785927006,0.0,0.0,0.12371642991790464,0.0,0.11819092503177366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879314842833325,0.0,0.12925501786452248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gonnamakeumissmeeyez,2018/02/04,"I'm seriously so anxious and terrified anout going on a date for the first Time that im about to cry! Help -------original post--------- I went out with this guy last night. I have never been with a guy and we had just met a few hours earlier. We went to a club as a group. The guy and I were talking and he kissed me on the cheek and then he kissed me on the lips. Everything was just happening so fast and I got freaked out and ran away from him and went home. My friend texted me and asked if the three of them could come over. They will be here in an hour and I'm just really nervous and anxious about seeing him again. I do like him a lot and would like to date him. -------update------- They came over. At first I mostly just talked to my friend and he was kind of distant. I eventually asked him if he wanted to come outside on the porch and smoke a cigarette with me. I told him I was sorry and that everything was just happening so fast. I didn't want to tell him I have never been with a guy before but I did eventually tell him. He said he understood and agreed it was probably too soon to be kissing. I told him I like him a lot and want to go out with him. He asked if I wanted to go out tonight and I said yes. Now we are going out tonight alone and I'm very scared. I'm not scared of him I just don't know how to act around guys. Plus I'm very boring and don't know what to say. How should I act tonight? Like what should we talk about. What should we do? I'm not going to dress up all fancy or anything. I just want to wear what I normally wear and put on a little more makeup than usual. Ugh what should I do? How do I calm down?",0.6076495726495743,2.5900431481481507,1.9959757834757816,98.11823717948721,83.33048433048431,5.609401709401709,17.72720797720798,6.816661863887847,-0.2805834757834753,1279,28,311,15,36,410,155,351,0.109,0.795,0.096,-0.3324,0,1,2,0,0,0,57.0,5,0,3,2,22,18,0,3,17,1,29,7,4,4,3,80,67,35,0,15,14,0,0,4,2,6,0,3,2,5,9,41,0,0,3,1,0,15,7,7,0,3,23,4,48,11,47,35,6,58,0,0,1,3,50,19,0,7,27,208,57,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852344949277584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19311857429743398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033635963515847,0.07608840267504838,0.2397149813911112,0.0,0.08030397029199884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273056935355368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775745695961677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472535096594412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824261785525998,0.0,0.09388722725203416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363385164445748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540526425283615,0.0,0.0,0.1320712602128175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428791799038064,0.0,0.06835994750180076,0.0,0.0,0.4231547103834404,0.15116561508760135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729023168981175,0.0,0.08573561207517698,0.0,0.16834585190283047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232467163757596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900617099227888,0.09394660069342296,0.06967127235559091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702964983284696,0.0856656252289495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533086076723475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318429004161386,0.0,0.0,0.08020989444453287,0.0837446344162433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185876620144293,0.0,0.09215351636876057,0.0,0.0,0.08592319513598627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054755696883888816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626073205301046,0.06797094505041668,0.17114521878686206,0.0,0.06811029832753879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956791597590943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609801388971052,0.14941298645789974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049839542572932834,0.0,0.0,0.16334475034563267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413558197264693,0.14104707633869926,0.25206866824756263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23770083059323155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06071701732834508,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,depressedautisticgal,2018/02/04,"How to deal with social anxiety at a job? (X-posted from /r/socialanxiety) So back in November, I managed to get a job as a Library Page. (As for how I managed to get that job, it took going through an intensive internship/job training program last summer, and then applying for literally every library job I could.) Unfortunately, this job requires more socializing than I thought it would, in terms of helping ""patrons"" (library-speak for ""customers""), and I've been noticing that my social anxiety causes me to try to avoid doing that whenever possible. I don't want to end up losing the job, so I thought I'd see if anyone here has any advice for me. Anyone in a similar situation? (Before you ask, I do take SSRIs and see a therapist, but those things only help so much, you know? I also have benzos that I can take when I get panicky, but I try not to take them too often, since I don't want to get addicted.)",7.401868686868688,6.4728800454545485,8.462803030303032,69.21906565656566,63.88636363636364,11.458585858585858,37.737373737373744,10.746095033038511,4.115200252525252,712,32,129,16,9,245,110,176,0.08800000000000001,0.88,0.032,-0.5972,7,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,1,2,11,2,0,1,7,0,10,1,0,3,0,21,27,16,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,2,18,0,24,21,4,14,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,2,7,89,27,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702377898050924,0.0,0.0959341630814399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850943940879528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676145444744536,0.0,0.15020516041455007,0.0,0.0,0.13729060965583215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177911843293238,0.0,0.0,0.0754894836569715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353855273863904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008513906838024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838367802418249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121273134888653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695272213974431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271554166633548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516673885035225,0.0,0.05579435266312858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316074680555032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6819554548451902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395367536924079,0.08002463492005145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098312122577317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216893516476071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177136114274694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466549133064923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067604934292524,0.09402322734745697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646339082595198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121026499134333,0.11035130571574173,0.0,0.3002270452923957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144312048339693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398718450739098,0.06522221655348133,0.0,0.0,0.15587783783833406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907454711470133,0.13330693996462745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581073500906745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973975041443811,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Howtobasics,2018/02/04,"Waking up to palpitations after numerous vivid dreams consistently for a week 21M.For the past week or so, I have consistently woken up after vivid and sometimes lucid dreams/nightmares with a rapid heart rate (about 80-90bpm). I have atrial fibrillation which may be a reason I'm concerned about my heart rate but it feels like its just tachycardia and not irregular but it still feels different. Low vitamin D and high anxiety/depression lately might be the cause of it but not sure. It just feels like I'm getting no quality sleep even though I'm in bed for 10 hours or so. I've tried meditation before sleeping but no matter what I have a vivid dream and wake up to a pounding heart. Even throughout the day my heart rate feels somewhat odd and forced which a resting rate of 80-90 when its usually 65-75. Anyone experience something similar?",6.2263636363636365,7.742877554140129,6.3610770121598135,74.8781181239143,66.45222929936305,9.785524030110016,31.47017950202664,10.018931242160765,3.2353490445859885,684,27,119,16,11,218,97,157,0.107,0.799,0.094,-0.4603,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,9,0,7,9,8,2,1,27,16,15,0,0,10,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,7,5,3,15,11,2,17,0,1,3,0,0,6,0,5,13,71,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359233495211323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138980769177078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750273468705362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632337846811126,0.0,0.11528641362904947,0.0,0.0,0.1398467081149531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681578649780547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309328063570171,0.0,0.0,0.27071809530603264,0.1912475956132152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699320739839806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344604093990457,0.0,0.14142184243570924,0.0,0.0,0.13181712283590666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099073185321807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307865184701036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199567440827268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777674906727407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762200835393354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26789705880626125,0.0,0.0,0.10304570369274343,0.13238291527653473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068942708456982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261537969832646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150877597950178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087662883781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741891685314912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473578165950186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yeamf93,2018/02/04,"Mentally and physically tired all the time ... I have a very big test coming up in May. I work 4 days a week from 8:30 till 6 (hour long commute each way), and study the other days I have off. When I get home at night, at about 7 p.m - I'm useless. I can't afford to eat out every day, so I just eat something small that I can take with myself, or just end up not eating anything until I get home : SHAKING. Then I eat anything and everything that I can fit in my mouth - and by this time I'm feeling sick. I cannot sit up after sitting all day long, so I just drop flat on my bed with my lap top on my belly, browsing Reddit and Youtube. I literally spend my nights watching useless videos on Youtube! (Cartoons, News Bloopers, Conspiracy Theory videos, Mean Tweets, etc) I am so tired that my eyes actually hurt, but I can't sleep. I finally fall asleep at about 12, 12:30... but from 7:30-12:30, I do *nothing* because I physically and mentally cannot move. I wanted to go the gym, but even just the thought hurts. I am sluggish, tired, my brain is foggy, I feel like I'm not doing enough and am useless (my ""work"" isn't a job. I'm not being paid for it.) I want to have so much more energy! Energy to read at night, brush my teeth at night (I do in the morning), shower every night, meditate, watch movies, write, study after work, work out, go out and socialize... I have days that I don't speak for more than 10-15 hours. I haven't been out with friends (I don't have any left) in more than 4 years. and I'm only 24. I feel like a failure... I had an anxiety attack after a long period of peace, just last night- I could not breath. I took off my bra, thinking that was suffocating me. I changed my clothes. I drank water. I opened the window (it's freezing cold and snowing!!!). I tried breathing calmly. I just couldn't breath anything in - just shallow, quick breaths- my throat/brain/body just refused to take in air. I was actually about to cry. Then I started to get warm, my heart started beating, it almost fell off my chest... I hate this. I'm stressed because of the exam : I'm so behind on studying. I am horrible with time management/energy management. I feel like everyone else my age has a job and goes to school full time also, but they somehow manage to do things. I can barely function! 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When I talk to people at uni about essays and other assessments, they tell me they can work up until midnight or start at 5am and do incredible amounts of work. I wish I could do that. My anxiety has been flaring up really bad and I put really bad amounts of pressure on myself and strive to preform like my peers, but then I burn myself out and get awful headaches and trouble breathing, feeling like I haven’t done any work etc and feel as if I’m in a race against time, and my mental exhaustion limits me, and it’s always been that way. I get so scared that I take a long time to complete tasks and become agitated during it. Is there any way to get over these massive fears of failure and physical pains about “underperforming” and get the work done more efficiently?",8.446286982248521,6.9094830000000025,8.358809171597631,72.75998890532544,62.19526627218935,11.526923076923078,36.509615384615394,10.411451182825502,3.606212426035503,693,26,131,13,8,225,105,169,0.223,0.7020000000000001,0.075,-0.9824,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,5,6,12,0,3,3,1,13,4,1,0,1,25,24,22,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,14,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,5,2,17,3,22,18,5,21,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,4,9,87,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524179777609367,0.0,0.10951525832182092,0.0,0.0,0.17900711806837216,0.13801110735866304,0.20137213237297147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197881317626328,0.0,0.14535980061147175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799712742314366,0.0,0.0,0.10508486088895423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26937822699244196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678690291628432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810486566443085,0.1330982548879738,0.09402667080257278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750562203074743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860209696412292,0.0,0.0,0.1164762339591952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652764343718692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400489629395851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124613135597726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260519793813424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231067757614806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863347189069464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177082059023631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931586547210251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12404675207974608,0.0,0.09895903542416264,0.1057881511571226,0.11503839822083704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349298027089311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31341254406863905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513521848035548,0.0,0.0,0.3832727718428734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coarsekitten,2018/02/04,"Feelings of Rage/Helplessness? Does anyone else get these feelings? Does it trigger anxiety for you, too? Breakdown of the situation: 35-year old female, work from home, have a 9-year old daughter, severe chronic anxiety going on about 5 years. I'm highly dependent on my mother. She's become my sole support person, with whom I won't have panic attacks around. She is now highly resentful over how much this has impacted her life. My stepdad is, too, because now they can't go out and do things without me tagging along. I feel a lot of guilt. I've been working on taking steps to overcome this for awhile (have a counsellor who works with me) but it's never enough for them. It's gotten to the point where they're threatening me with eviction, they're basically uncaring of anything I ask of them anymore, and doing whatever they want to do, whether it's going to give me a panic attack or not. I feel like I've lost what little control I had over my life and I feel helpless. With that, I feel this awful rage, like I want to physically make them feel the pain I feel by lashing out and hitting them. It's terrifying to me, this feeling, because it's so strong. Has anyone else been through this and managed to overcome? I could use help. Thank you.",4.353789473684209,6.160253800000002,4.9221491228070215,82.27144736842108,71.41666666666666,7.385964912280703,30.13157894736842,8.032893268588372,2.169374999999999,992,42,181,14,19,317,140,240,0.202,0.6990000000000001,0.1,-0.9833,2,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,2,6,6,9,15,4,3,7,1,16,4,0,6,1,38,42,10,0,3,5,2,9,2,0,1,4,0,1,1,17,13,0,1,9,0,0,4,5,10,0,0,5,9,30,5,33,34,3,23,0,2,0,0,19,13,0,3,8,123,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521660209787258,0.0,0.1006102693469031,0.14187117055040546,0.20789322944768213,0.08348398380808253,0.09031122750531714,0.09484123493082093,0.2308260450734939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368488694231565,0.1120425853699966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378381729956767,0.08099886934156728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755762154072352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949544839588798,0.0,0.0,0.10482406262246086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4616615209582167,0.07247527339840343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053002979358305176,0.09731924246488402,0.1729676226712843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799920836907787,0.2143731357703033,0.10176174154288094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331303088498126,0.09912583373980063,0.101678672405275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074370126253257,0.08624841611110191,0.0,0.0,0.06771807704709379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745767779374558,0.0,0.0782438174270373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129075770098337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794901905568237,0.23805737368412286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858146070893094,0.0,0.0,0.09590221203517292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460863210233613,0.0,0.0,0.11403306426349508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115123262008603,0.0,0.0,0.07627711463556608,0.0,0.0,0.09340072189646267,0.0,0.0,0.0673982891585284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761946928475417,0.0,0.0,0.1196746418362289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779333388839084,0.0,0.22156850834217845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598972628721367 anxiety,heymarceline,2018/02/04,"The extra work I pick up pays nicely but is a huge anxiety trigger. I don’t know if I should give it up or deal. My job pays a decent middle class wage, but my husband is very marginally employed while in school. I don’t really make enough to cover all the bills, but we have savings, so we’re making it work til his career gets going. At my job, I can pick up extra weekend work, earning usually around $3k extra per year on average, depending on how much I do. It’s easy money, but it’s a huge anxiety trigger. I get super anxious over access to a bathroom to the point where knowing I can’t easily access one makes my stomach churn and can even trigger diarrhea. Well, the work I pick up requires me to be in a room that I absolutely cannot leave without someone covering me. Sometimes it’s difficilt to track someone down. I used to do okay with it, but things have intensified recently to where I’m ill and anxious EVERY time I’m working. It’s a really awful feeling. I’m torn on what to do. The money is good and needed. I just hate the way it makes me feel. Then again, could it be considered some kind of exposure therapy? Should I just keep doing it so as not to let the anxiety “win”? Does anyone have suggestions for techniques to calm myself? Thanks ",3.31496062992126,4.833316440944884,5.018905511811023,81.69961811023623,73.56692913385827,8.072125984251969,27.660629921259844,8.697196308434329,2.1644636220472435,992,38,192,19,20,337,149,254,0.099,0.7340000000000001,0.16699999999999998,0.9613,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,9,11,11,1,0,13,2,22,2,1,13,1,43,42,17,0,5,11,1,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,13,6,0,2,4,1,6,1,6,1,1,1,0,2,23,10,29,36,7,31,0,0,0,0,6,20,0,4,9,131,36,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27582656980924536,0.2715526168898175,0.0,0.08403705488296928,0.0,0.0,0.10699128727800533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595898027636723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390679712973772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051758403657199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418457491375615,0.0,0.07938191712865236,0.0,0.1012621406826578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153960815640645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558476166832613,0.11529364970291466,0.06830464353920797,0.10080656558263136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865908823011902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385327138447717,0.10682710497069006,0.0,0.1251555358681883,0.13210249381248007,0.0,0.0,0.127259937338841,0.0,0.12289863381998704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209011519562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835075873710797,0.08911661799412188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814413467951134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361490040479474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398884164860158,0.0,0.11866947109332687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163495124759224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036669226140697,0.0,0.11886732308103852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065139678019738,0.13744350749414458,0.0,0.07984643677865667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008159758587865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380237395001153,0.13236822879474758,0.0991662837812814,0.0,0.09539829010647352,0.0,0.0,0.1080619167901027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585530358681816,0.0,0.437485286208396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739603623295653 anxiety,samuel7598,2018/02/04,"Fuzzy feeling after Anxiety / Panic Attack So, last night i had my first panic attack in 2 months. It was for my OCD, for some reason my OCD is afraid that im gonna become schizophrenic. I did some research (for reassurance that i was gonna be fine, they say never to reassure yourself and bare the anxiety) But it made it even worse. I was shaking, i couldn't stop. My chest was hurting, and I was hearing a ringing sound (making my OCD fear even worse i know). I ended up passing out. I woke up around 2 AM, couldn't fall back to sleep until 3:30ish. Now i'm here. I feel miserable, and I have this fuzzy feeling. Can anyone else relate? (and for some reason lots of eye floaters lmao) also doing NoFap, so of course that plays some into it.",2.5612941787941814,4.44432900675676,3.839189189189188,87.81475051975053,76.5,6.1754677754677765,22.87110187110187,7.010146845296331,0.7618860706860708,575,17,115,6,13,188,95,148,0.217,0.711,0.07200000000000001,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,9,13,2,6,2,0,15,4,3,4,1,25,26,9,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,8,7,0,1,6,1,0,3,3,9,0,1,9,8,17,4,16,12,5,20,0,2,1,0,5,6,0,5,11,78,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952425533535628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22867517691210984,0.0,0.0,0.10450691029779582,0.15314090239136266,0.0,0.13305236455251107,0.0,0.3400679178624238,0.0,0.11492661758503467,0.0,0.0,0.1650684120440832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485585022434373,0.0,0.13237846864527195,0.0,0.0,0.19743573603773146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681856667963844,0.2267165766027741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713182000840487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684538994397219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000155708755412,0.0,0.16144399719330582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214009576014898,0.1218310176372417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270667669954477,0.0,0.14142402334500126,0.09976666825322998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192986912369639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11527387245034795,0.0,0.0,0.14025943167620367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507215807244833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073424952888688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885773182083675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956937396654366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495645185413748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046279416257507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Toby95,2018/02/04,"I hate being overly nice to everyone One of the issues of anxiety is that you're so worried about what other people think of you that you almost always attempt to get on the good side of everyone. Whenever I make the smallest of mistakes I apologise unnecessarily to those around me, and whenever someone discusses a controversial topic I just seem to agree to avoid argument or the person disliking me. I tend to act like this on autopilot, it's not until I go to bed and reflect on my day that I realise how bad these situations are. Being nice is a good thing, but being overly nice is not attractive and just shows everyone how insecure you are, that you can't express your own opinions and disagreements. I hate it so much, I feel like I have no personality because of it.",10.729887387387386,7.75070608783784,11.092162162162163,59.471306306306325,59.067567567567565,14.731531531531534,43.58558558558559,13.023866798666859,5.692307207207207,623,28,107,18,6,214,91,148,0.209,0.669,0.121,-0.9252,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,1,8,14,2,2,6,0,10,0,0,3,0,22,19,11,0,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,13,5,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,0,1,18,8,21,16,2,11,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,4,4,86,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547952910019896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581536552097876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405963487488365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560025154632773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463197332556338,0.10682588433789304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301657955215565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023536645354515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860761041015278,0.12519290537130628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155670159014227,0.0,0.09959405556315308,0.2939693166835503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34603034915129843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290709759676368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122875901441004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697538228079868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288230187404371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874850079840699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149072375786035,0.3060290746948621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595337167651178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969793276261628,0.0,0.0,0.14848196078761985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642298457334915,0.112287984683333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796673691680864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tlo4ed,2018/02/04,Cant go through with things i like to do Ive had this type of anxiety for as long as I can remember and I'm 15 years old. Whenever I plan to try something new like swimming lessons or join a soccer club or a air Force progam or any other club/activity/hobby kind of thing which involves people I don't know I get severe anxiety. For instance I called this air Force program for teens about their program they have and they had a recruitment that evening and I had time to go but I suddenly realized that there will be so many people there I don't know and new things that I panicked and when the lady asked if I was going to come I hung up on her :/ . Right after that happened I realised what happened and how I was overreacting and felt so horrible for days to come. This exact same thing would happen with all different kinds of things even with joining my soccer club my mom had to force me to go down to the park even though I was the one who came with the idea and asked her at the beginning. I really want this to stop. 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Hi everyone, i hope you all are having a good day/afternoon/evening! I've wanting to know something for a while, how do you guys cope with thanatophobia? I've been having it hard for a while, and i'm going to a psychiatrist and she's super awesome and helps but i wonder how does everyone else deals with it. I feel like having a life where death have only been present when it comes to elderly people(grandparents) have made my fear worse. Do you think it will get better once my biggest fear becomes a reality and i get to see there is life after it? 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When I get anxious I feel like I need to run to the nearest toilet. 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I've been dealing with some of the most intense Anxiety/Obsessions/Depression of my life. About a year ago or so I fell into a deep depression. Then about 4-5 months ago the anxiety hit (I have really terrible health anxiety), and now fastforward to today, I am still spending 80% of my waking day obsessing over the same shit I've obsessed over 4-5 months ago. I can't find the motivation to even clean my room. I wear the same clothes to work sometimes for a week straight. I have to lay in bed and browse the internet for relief that I'm not dying or going crazy. Then by time I feel a bit better, it's time to sleep and do it all again tomorrow. I skipped work yesterday and just layed in bed for 24 hours. Even my full blown schizophrenic grandmother asked me if everything was OK, which of course sent me into another frenzied panic attack thinking that I'm going schizophrenic myself. This has been the one, huge persistent fear in my life. And I've been obsessing over it daily. That is, if I'm not obsessing over heart attacks, cancer, or other crippling illnesses. I don't have health insurance so I'm just trying my hardest to beat this shit myself. I take a few supplements, but 2 months in and they aren't helping. I know deep down that these fears are irrational and that I'm dealing with intense anxiety and depression, but I can't shake them. 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I decided recently to quit cold turkey because I feel like I’m in a better place now to deal with it without medication. I’m handling the withdrawals pretty okay but I’m just worried that once it’s out of my system that my anxiety will get to a bad level again. Has my brain been altered my the Venlafaxine permanently or is Venlafaxine just kind of a band aid solution? Anyone gone off the stuff successfully? 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Want to start out by saying Ive always gone the therapy route for my Anxiety until december of last year when I couldnt control my attacks anymore. I was put on klonopin in Jan and it hs just been a huge life saver. I can go drive by myself, go to the store even when its busy and talk to people. Crowds and tight spaces get to me, its something that makes me shut down in a way where I feel like Im going to blackout where I stand and I feel like Im floating and cant breathe. Ever since my new script, those feelings havent happened. I also am an artist but only my coworkers and family see my work really bc reddit is the only social media I have. And I dont have any friends either besides my SO. Friday, I went to an art gallery all by myself and tried to make connections with people to try to get recognized, met my old art teacher and he gave me his business card to email him anytime. In addition to going by myself to an art gallery, it was downtown and dark. I managed to keep calm during the 30 minute drive there. I was in happy tears when I left the building and got back into my car. I even called my mom crying just so happy i finally did it. I mustered up the courage to put myself out there for the first time in years. I even got my expired leaners permit renewed. (Driving is something that is very hard for me sometimes) I dont like to tell anybody bc Im 25 and everyone has their license here. Saturday, I continue the good feels by starting to look for a desk to buy to start up my art stuff. As Im going into a cosignment store, I see my ex and his girlfriend. And it was a bad breakup. A lot of physical stuff and mistakes and just really really really bad...I start speeding walking out of the store, and I have bright magenta hair so obviously he couldnt have missed me. Once I hit the doors, I ran, RAN to my car where my SO and kiddos were waiting in the car. He saw me and just had a chuckling smile on his face. I started hypervenilationg and bursted out into tears and we had to go home. I obviously do not have feelings for my ex but it was a bad breakup that was a long relationship and that was my FIRST time that close to him in somewhere. I feel so ashamed and stupid for literally RUNNING to the car. I conquered so many things so far but this just washes over everything. Im trying to focus on the wins but Im just so discouraged and afraid to leave the house again. Even after all this good stuff that has happened, I feel like the reaction I had to seeing my ex and his gf just messed everything up for me",3.1054300567107767,4.336528444234407,4.423704631379962,86.90198416824198,73.63137996219281,7.331587901701322,26.457514177693767,7.822599999999999,1.406787107750472,2013,70,426,27,40,666,244,529,0.087,0.8079999999999999,0.104,0.8092,0,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,1,0,1,6,34,25,2,2,27,0,36,5,3,4,5,74,78,44,0,4,13,4,10,4,3,0,2,1,2,0,20,36,0,5,7,5,4,21,7,10,1,2,23,17,67,15,66,52,4,81,0,2,6,0,28,31,0,1,31,284,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0552347685350718,0.05747126791300412,0.0,0.0,0.04696955565137145,0.0,0.05283789650484725,0.0,0.0684982782411951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857640558660085,0.0,0.053110099728438366,0.173010174082456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052757255541077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746719720884042,0.0,0.0,0.07586948483399787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618976281155795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824787303631039,0.06247722016074461,0.0,0.06599876480425425,0.1241502334075512,0.0,0.06511247659227545,0.0,0.2444649224156168,0.14802956423066174,0.0,0.07566214381892503,0.0,0.11750078060564932,0.0,0.0,0.0533628416079688,0.0,0.07217181409542192,0.0,0.2355223660838032,0.1158642595515243,0.11048220619654936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215567204390143,0.1470513061298442,0.06187260941250668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928223263649777,0.0,0.0,0.07969680595367748,0.0,0.0,0.4476407800908279,0.0,0.0,0.06139204994200575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563007737693448,0.0,0.07313451423088004,0.07504409746253934,0.0,0.048785754818429984,0.1349752661328764,0.0,0.0,0.061124239215101836,0.05800089445126483,0.0,0.0,0.05872032788492365,0.0,0.0,0.09220871216509267,0.07002552351426722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089323817003663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670765004578062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247670910905463,0.07355664924009465,0.0,0.1050607713483126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576804075600964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886763388503648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699048681692447,0.0,0.0,0.07415467945847345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054926753463617285,0.0,0.0,0.16511809105178304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713491553687205,0.0,0.0,0.07040754793126289,0.0,0.1063459861343196,0.06831139566185804,0.0,0.2444383589067563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372037904333688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551536169787743,0.060369693737144375,0.0,0.07898687021987598,0.0,0.04588663556642698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054983686374853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068075180218442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698948266110835,0.040738917449114766,0.05482406915553375,0.0,0.0,0.062101679103136326,0.06402801917989735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028334063188837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895684897630826 anxiety,painkillerrr,2018/02/04,"anyone Tried lowering cortisol? Hi, as title, does anyone tried lowering cortisol through drug to reduce anxiety (https://www.livestrong.com/article/172465-what-drugs-lower-high-cortisol-levels/) ?? I have social anxiety (nothing special now), but panick attack lasted years after long term weed abuse (i got vertigo every time i was outside home all days all minuts of they day), sometimes return when i drink alchool and im always fear that could last days or weeks. Im 19",11.608169014084506,14.49617263380282,9.060676056338028,55.39383098591549,55.05633802816902,10.187042253521126,33.91830985915493,10.355215969177356,4.164451267605633,391,14,45,8,5,115,58,71,0.252,0.725,0.023,-0.9561,3,0,3,0,1,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,6,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,5,1,3,14,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,14,21,6,0,0.0,0.20270870349298364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235709566783014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26176034602241544,0.0,0.0,0.239254346454916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19463480263317645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659809440296766,0.0,0.0,0.3310085731337232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971834141849796,0.0,0.0,0.16759895645391165,0.1984052183622104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441471700989186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925190959994437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368329477341871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076154689226365,0.17161301251339026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.369604057066534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789155321851515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140555421083193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16416144469499766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440043347852094,0.0,0.0,0.1692082364035981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976150908831907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323120632874747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723471352572986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017364954605094 anxiety,kitapillar,2018/02/04,"I am not dying. I have anxiety disorder. I need to always remember that. My shit is bordering on hypochondria. In the last two months I have been to the docs for nonexistent illnesses to receive tests that come back normal. Every time I'm convinced it is a legit thing and every time after I go to the hospital my anxiety is still there but just not in the form of a fake symptom. How does my body convince itself that shit is real? What do I do?",2.0898377028714137,4.396299157303375,4.044194756554308,83.68092384519352,79.89887640449437,7.551061173533085,24.495630461922595,8.515128840125781,1.9505570536828971,351,13,67,8,9,119,61,89,0.16699999999999998,0.759,0.073,-0.8955,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,6,0,10,5,3,1,0,11,14,3,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,1,1,0,9,2,10,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,7,53,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631909925533818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000688548619203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080735477095386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21784970237402368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168943577378523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354588944013252,0.0,0.2247752515634069,0.0,0.171629553306854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304860871437337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114618663245697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986734739958375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565444144370785,0.0,0.0,0.14542356196408218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921600124473449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232322041126623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217041427812814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4026372150025749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662498856886456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384807217479706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302961614550728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22872312209478435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158478318391567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ahxanest13,2018/02/04,"13 yr, anxiety high blood pressure Hello! I’m currently 13 years old and feel like i have lots of anxiety. I often worry about things more than i should. Please, if any of you have advice can you tell me!",0.9356097560975628,3.3933401219512227,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,86.8048780487805,6.206829268292682,17.956097560975607,7.554174236665415,0.5453082926829271,159,4,33,3,5,52,33,41,0.201,0.687,0.112,-0.4625,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874155659898999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20001509993923874,0.0,0.4500096713045057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871844784958854,0.2101229734378184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107592327774343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436946282038349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005457444698936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086347318955618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228609484593794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570782320309985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540359433709767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986982355196348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18940686995573636 anxiety,kimmiecutie,2018/02/04,"Anxiety and drinking- the guilt factor I've had my anxiety under relative control lately, and after some friends visited me we went for a big night out. All good fun and laughs, although we all drank too much. Nevertheless it was a harmless night lots of fun. Cut to the next day- physically my hangover wasn't severe, no major headaches or throwing up. But I had / still have 2 days later this overwhelming feeling of guilt and shame to the point where I can't speak to anyone or look people in the eye! I know I didn't do anything to feel this bad in terms of how I behaved, I know it's all in my head but my anxiety is at a high now even after a couple of days. Is this normal? Does anyone else have this feeling? Its enough to put me off going out and drinking again but it would be a shame as it's the only time I feel happy and carefree. Is there a way to turn this feeling? I should note that I used to party a lot back in the day but now it's more like a once monthly kind of thing...If that. 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Took a double dose I've been on 40mg for close to 5 years, I recently felt over confident and went down to 30... BIG MISTAKE.. I am now back on 40mg but I keep my 30s at my mother's i.c.e anyway so I accidentally took two 30mg pills this evening.... Is this like bad bad bad or is anyone on 60? In all honesty if there is a 60mg dose I should be on it. Cheers!",-0.6383660130718951,1.1270932941176461,2.114509803921571,96.72418300653601,86.64705882352942,5.189542483660131,17.6797385620915,6.42735559955562,-0.3916535947712417,290,7,74,3,9,101,59,85,0.198,0.653,0.149,-0.7727,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,10,12,5,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,1,5,1,7,2,12,5,2,18,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,2,5,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179190154751077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480833090560252,0.5694513833655559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015412531539238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21827943415052725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020678145232128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106550875856072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22446813176331307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051601521623226,0.0,0.0,0.22207548316299014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074393046256226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463977508202981 anxiety,ACarbonLifeForm,2018/02/04,"When anxiety, gives you anxiety. Hey. New here. Finally caved to the idea of medicating. Doc prescribed 10MG buspirone. All I can seem to think about when I look at them is the side effects, and the fact that once you medicate it seems difficult for people to stop. Anyone else?",2.4381512605042026,5.386968725490199,3.216134453781513,84.98117647058824,87.23529411764706,7.620168067226891,24.932773109243694,8.418075326091056,2.3437596638655465,219,9,40,6,7,69,43,51,0.153,0.847,0.0,-0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,9,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,7,1,7,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,5,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34463526474998785,0.0,0.0,0.1575018643695068,0.23079792110528974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816965434857755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24675322724282495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608283159687375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25428278219561923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891554635706778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538366195716601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175503772398292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398866813581085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561617998812045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41012303789435983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188321270583389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433277908633654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cerealfromthebox,2018/02/04,Your thoughts on/experience with Paxil? Curious to hear your 2 cents as I was just prescribed this. ,4.003333333333334,7.044391555555558,4.308888888888891,80.20000000000002,77.8888888888889,8.044444444444443,31.222222222222214,8.841846274778883,3.1186888888888893,80,4,14,2,2,25,17,18,0.0,0.8590000000000001,0.141,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5786789882199068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6667539230927194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696486289059652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,justalizardking,2018/02/04,"I'm terrified. It's the flu season and something happened tonight that shook me to my core. [Long] ***[To skip the intro, go to where the separator is]*** To start off, I have generalized anxiety disorder and have had it since I was around ten years old or so. I'm currently a sophomore in college and have two big anxiety issues: -Social Anxiety -Emetophobia (The fear of vomiting) Social anxiety is going to be a completely different post, and I may post something about that some day. This post is dedicated specifically to emetophobia and I need to talk about it. My anxiety started in second grade. I caught the stomach flu one day, but sucked it up and went to school. Midway throughout class, I tossed the cookies all over somebody in front of me when we were lining up. Ever since I've had emetophobia, especially in a public setting. Every time I feel like I'm going to be sick or I see/hear someone doing so, I feel like I'm going to pass out. *** So earlier tonight I was surfing the web while lying in bed, slowly getting ready to go to sleep. My roommate is a very isolated, quiet person - my mother thinks he may have Asperger's Syndrome, so we never talk. However, he brings his girlfriend to our apartment every weekend. Yes, it's annoying, but I learn to live with it. However, tonight, I see the lights turn on under my door as I lie in bed; no more than twenty seconds later, I hear the girlfriend in the bathroom heaving, gagging, getting sick. I am so paralyzed with fear that I can't even move. I sit there, listening to a nightmare of mine unfolding right in front of me. My emetophobia takes over and my brain shuts down. After what felt like forever, she washes up and goes into his bedroom, talking with my roommate once or twice. I don't hear what they say, probably because of the walls and my scattered brain. I quickly write a note for my roommate (which is how we usually communicate), telling him that if she is contagious, she needs to leave to spare me the suffering and the risk of missing classes, which I am dedicated to. He has yet to pick up the note as far as I know. Hell, I'm still recovering from being frozen in fear. Now I can't eat, sleep, focus on anything, or even fully relax; there is no way in hell I'm stepping in that bathroom. I'm paralyzed with fear and I don't know what to do! I'm doing my best to calm down, but it's only been moderately successful. *** Any tips or suggestions, Reddit? I could use a little bit of help here, losing my mind does not sound like fun.",2.407298474945538,4.904124987654324,4.0540426046962015,82.97005446623095,79.98765432098764,7.186250302590173,26.81336238198984,8.251243910053105,2.1029472766884534,1968,84,370,41,51,656,254,486,0.177,0.735,0.08800000000000001,-0.9917,4,0,2,0,0,0,87.0,4,0,1,3,21,22,4,6,21,1,33,12,5,3,3,53,71,31,0,4,10,1,3,4,2,2,6,6,4,1,18,21,1,0,7,2,0,14,8,13,0,6,9,11,52,9,67,56,5,79,2,3,1,0,32,34,3,9,29,244,70,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573049212125589,0.0,0.3134670888440844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743990273134573,0.07295507617974219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049957467074778585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860040646736565,0.0,0.08947087535066693,0.0,0.0,0.18297212704961408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592560905509904,0.0,0.0,0.06543238140505964,0.0,0.0,0.10570513105273993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562289191476789,0.09392463444325216,0.0,0.07171716166206829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385783965412352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825767141892048,0.0741307039770703,0.1380969866907241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688772664728833,0.08287526580427881,0.11709372661592628,0.07868722624217273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563356968236964,0.0,0.2328773958894812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247030149635435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27709918063611605,0.0,0.054931015376091116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553709021524453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007787217833238,0.0,0.0,0.08677583623290946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015135552092544,0.08213790794444853,0.07236553537216303,0.07252535998593226,0.0,0.0916838550037269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274863601966112,0.0,0.0,0.08710250954429538,0.0,0.1215334410875658,0.0632067996268489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599533484960242,0.08727670943638961,0.05553311686193472,0.06232854887258488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155773864055179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354634470266401,0.0,0.08835862720927819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998696442653629,0.0,0.06517189610800389,0.0,0.08294027822405275,0.13061102161210272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558386559202187,0.0,0.16402331681341928,0.1670804520436472,0.0694380646902341,0.12618203558016486,0.0,0.0,0.11601276483260012,0.0,0.06544735104816171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161806081841839,0.197610881227608,0.07163007387493389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251183580158782,0.0,0.0,0.0477871462317369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914075771679725,0.08005565826433042,0.0,0.0,0.0707806242155381,0.090259071193394,0.06761937323855886,0.0,0.06505005874030337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597076380561202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05277470589463775 anxiety,JustASmallSandwich,2018/02/04,"I finally got a job Today was my first day and it actually went pretty good. I haven’t held a job in over a year due to my anxiety but I’ve been on medication and it was my New Years resolution to try and get a job. I’m trying to stay positive. I have work tomorrow and it is causing me anxiety. Do you ever get anxiety about your anxiety? Like the job itself doesn’t necessarily give me anxiety but the thought of having a panic attack at work makes me anxious. Also the thought of being in a place where I can’t go home if I need to stresses me out too much. I know I’m probably not the only one who feels this way but sometimes I just feel alone. Does anyone else feel this way about having a job? 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I've been drawing and making art my whole life and yet I still struggle greatly to share it with anyone in the real world. My style is quite cartoony and I can remember though all of school, having to hide it because people said it was ""anime"" and made fun of it. I have whole worlds and concepts that mean so much to me and yet when anyone asks about it I become a five year old, cover it up, freeze, and stop talking. It's embarrassing and I feel ridiculous. 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I'm a 17 year old senior in high school. This past week, I haven't been sitting with my friend group because I was sad that I felt like I didn't belong. Thursday, a friend of mine who I told all my secrets to spilled it all to my friends in that friend group. I badmouthed two people in that group. They hate me now. I regret it so much, I wish things could just go back to normal. I've cried, thrown up, and had constant anxiety since that day. It's crippling me...this constant feeling of nervousness in my stomach, the desperation and hopelessness....what can I do? All I want to do is cry, but that hasn't worked and I have no motivation to do anything now. I'm so alone..I won't have anyone to sit with at lunch and I'll have no one to hang out with anymore. Help me, I don't think I can do this for much longer",1.0294509803921557,2.8336320888888906,2.3716339869281065,96.91794117647059,80.8888888888889,5.34640522875817,21.699346405228766,6.2272716619740125,0.039964052287581715,656,20,156,5,17,211,103,180,0.12,0.747,0.133,0.3158,0,1,1,0,0,1,33.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,1,1,3,0,21,2,1,1,3,23,31,7,0,5,2,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,13,8,1,0,5,0,0,2,8,4,0,2,6,2,21,5,20,23,5,24,0,2,0,0,13,8,0,0,13,98,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262498140819585,0.0,0.29201076589793085,0.1029415521899084,0.0,0.12115175821641425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320518775674697,0.0,0.08974560648847005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31819092707983043,0.0,0.11754536602890794,0.0,0.3234345000124872,0.09494647798167416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444023314237583,0.0,0.14135690329192985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454975647521066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367006718044125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14535196099932807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736057805235,0.15554889170504507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192558676795037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645128459629465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424701183493166,0.0,0.0,0.15448548401592152,0.0,0.09976192839219326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140540749298494,0.1020657002181706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899725721478746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121784159206806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780823650084927,0.09433437737710484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067762251589871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381520970652364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683577742114812,0.0,0.11809318939447652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692988677104373,0.0,0.0,0.10717989697581697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948066078025012 anxiety,RedPandaBoii1156,2018/02/04,"Sleep is my comfort Ive seen people say that they hate sleeping because it just makes the next day come faster, but I honestly love sleep. When youre away, you have so much stress and anxiety and stuff to worry about. But when youre asleep, there's none of that. It's just you, your covers and pillow, maybe a white noise in the background. Hell, even a stuffed animal -- I still sleep with 3 on my bed. Then you just drift off into dream town for the next few, peaceful hours...",2.9508684210526286,4.7318942315789485,2.8286184210526346,95.93345394736843,75.10526315789474,6.0131578947368425,20.296052631578945,6.6274283507984215,-0.008763157894736473,372,8,82,3,8,111,72,95,0.166,0.672,0.162,-0.1072,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,1,0,10,6,2,1,5,0,3,6,5,1,0,12,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,12,3,10,7,3,17,1,0,2,1,9,6,1,0,9,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092616167757262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079722724593226,0.0,0.0,0.10432896536847884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474270572760798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037496096794153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304026718799348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689711652601915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685442581848695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544658763455433,0.0,0.11424123172560598,0.0,0.17193908195462282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581194477476065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640312587390964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865103284737515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610210625515734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6850780850772786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667735417293678,0.0,0.19604707510166766,0.0,0.1959211340794844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17380699113902714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fairiesdusts,2018/02/04,"Eating when Anxiety strikes in As title says, I've been wondering if maybe anyone else experiences this. I've noticed that whenever my anxiety kicks in, I seem just want to eat and basically stuff myself. I use it as a form of distraction. Is there any other way I can distract myself rather than eating? Anything particular anyone does go distract that works most of the time?",6.221304347826084,7.960620695652177,6.893449275362317,70.2193043478261,66.68115942028986,10.157681159420287,32.64057971014493,10.355215969177356,3.7972875362318836,304,13,49,8,5,100,55,69,0.188,0.794,0.018000000000000002,-0.8738,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,1,0,9,8,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,8,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,2,33,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967755416658305,0.0,0.29175873993415435,0.0,0.0,0.2666734962196234,0.1953871745828184,0.15692381865936586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16687643984682032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853786211171454,0.15929925594356428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865340215036717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837503840420228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157641701914024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710486775375973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164646436813387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359944409755892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829748337949084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119442890347184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646972399002774,0.0,0.0,0.1124754769537889,0.15136296477485695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679806531136286,0.13882653429526445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ShatteredPromo0,2018/02/04,"Is this just an example of death anxiety? So for years every so often I would wake up in the middle of the night afraid because I know one day, inevitably, I will die. And where it differentiates with other people who suffer from similar anxieties it's never an instance of where I feel like I'm dying right then, and also it never seems to take me more than a few minutes to get back to sleep because it always seems to happen in like the very middle of the night so I'm already into a deep sleep. This used to happen from time to time but not frequently but then last June my mom passed away and so since then it's happened more frequently and now it's like I'm freaked out in the middle of the night by the fact that my mom is dead and one day I will die too. Has anyone had similar experiences and does anyone possibly know why this only really happens in the middle of the night, like sometimes during the day if I think about it I'll get freaked out but nothing like in the middle of the night. My best guess is this is just something that can come with a fear of death and/or an anxiety disorder but does anyone know more or have thoughts? Thanks.",10.071440152598953,6.222447922746785,9.497224606580833,73.08309966618981,61.18884120171674,12.587315212207914,37.04768717215069,9.994966539143718,3.370145827372437,918,26,186,13,9,296,119,233,0.161,0.7509999999999999,0.087,-0.9607,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,14,12,0,2,18,0,11,3,3,1,3,36,33,20,6,2,9,2,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,15,12,0,0,8,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,2,1,10,7,32,28,5,43,0,1,0,0,3,19,0,6,27,124,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274347487494187,0.07445588425414303,0.07747066177986141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367477826394665,0.0,0.0,0.19530314734173615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747503538634513,0.0715918531566896,0.0,0.11351165805204305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770775573658484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020155118972082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801347034735276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289884285476223,0.0,0.1067061803956845,0.0,0.1629532962282169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844481940903371,0.0,0.0,0.09107437122529063,0.0,0.10476879780645852,0.04707659026660714,0.06651409605980982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728684267570052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025654467830782,0.0,0.32932910990340064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350390877690168,0.07589284804420478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274315403797801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808646031735351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361634097796527,0.0,0.0,0.4368627932938953,0.0,0.08933657784740498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261804599172429,0.0708104047380415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454715342246736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496168590218588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964532644034652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951100044958292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951824754321249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770172623314688,0.0,0.18634410170173035,0.0,0.0,0.07167663271261777,0.09208303942486427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000323133857862,0.0,0.0,0.08571840155919656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965780391020041,0.0,0.07391482055708624,0.10858032882692817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041266384300498,0.0,0.07682122035190055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401261100452456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613898690236371,0.0,0.0,0.05995644615390872 anxiety,nnappydugout,2018/02/04,"Any tips for a Fear of ageing/mortality? I've been having a lot of trouble regarding anxiety towards dying and generally growing older. I rarely ever think about it when I'm at university but when I come home it becomes quite severe, to a point where it's all I think about. I think a lot of it stems from the fact that since I was around 8/9 years old I was aware that my parents were a lot older than everyone else's (I'm 20 now). So I've always had thoughts about them dying before I got to spend enough time with them and how I wouldn't get as long as everyone else would with their parents. I suffered with OCD consequently in my childhood because of these thoughts however I haven't thought about it much until the past 2/3 years or so. What seems to be making it worse is that I can't bring myself to be how I want to be around my mum and dad - asking them more questions about their lives before me. We've never had that sort of relationship and I find it difficult to try and have that. The thoughts often spiral to thinking about my own death and how I'm not going to achieve anything that I wanted to and basically how futile my life is etc etc. I feel my purpose and happiness comes from making my parents proud and I just don't know what I'm going to do without them. Has anyone got any ideas that may help these sort of thoughts or just how to be less afraid of it?",4.692163120567376,5.141982542553194,5.290921985815603,85.03333333333335,69.31914893617022,8.11063829787234,27.723404255319142,7.984000788550335,1.5332255319148929,1095,34,230,13,18,353,149,282,0.109,0.836,0.055,-0.9432,4,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,6,3,23,7,0,2,8,0,22,1,0,7,4,61,51,24,3,4,7,5,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,16,0,0,15,0,1,6,7,5,0,0,13,1,31,2,40,31,11,28,0,1,0,0,15,7,0,11,15,160,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139026449080203,0.0,0.0,0.13303567839384875,0.0,0.07482852785111538,0.0,0.0,0.06839481533107765,0.0,0.08049375547553993,0.17415292207952965,0.09144421271353656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05962737157130421,0.10802944538862154,0.1664674343542619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168518644708437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303392385004065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342446245449446,0.0,0.0,0.1010694756024347,0.21818009718855064,0.0,0.08847964658149594,0.0,0.18693364940602036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006954075184708,0.04945841490307618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940152094844524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110451927821698,0.0,0.11118151362217636,0.0,0.15646385246757022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412633246358026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655636135378212,0.0,0.09811684070262017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042170198912976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375679622317677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908992323026482,0.0,0.0,0.08637280709475294,0.08656356779959799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494775141262792,0.0,0.0,0.13058510354832426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719055877981476,0.0,0.07544128131119415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264082798274446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32583734158732397,0.0,0.09337588554162182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246718775266717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957565546157737,0.10403873851211304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501715367567424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904748382532791,0.0,0.1105035814898236,0.0,0.08091392544609995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507046836898881,0.0,0.38827258324100655,0.05703695746677634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664102487714784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153881369477196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429057342598762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968226863089527,0.0694852672413392,0.0,0.0,0.12597984574500407 anxiety,darkpurfect,2018/02/04,Health Anxiety with the flu I’ve had flu symptoms since Thursday. Fever/chills and muscle aches and headache. Itchy throat. No cough or congestion. Fever is finally starting to stay away. Is it normal to have some mild chest pain? Trying not to freak myself out. I have major health anxiety especially at night. ,3.034646464646464,6.084236545454547,2.6696969696969717,86.80676767676769,92.63636363636364,6.080808080808081,22.47474747474748,7.3871296695380915,1.5311414141414148,250,9,42,5,9,74,45,55,0.28600000000000003,0.6759999999999999,0.038,-0.9152,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,11,2,0,0,8,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,7,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851729761311912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365254803867381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757775672667821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5351925843315095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624839153379884,0.2466595339320012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26787756192409096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20824850073585333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818849047501795,0.26832981213243984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26166250634142857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092032878034125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Billy-Wilder-97,2018/02/04,"Good advice. Get out of your comfort zone in a positive way. I’d suggest getting a job where you’re able to talk to people, instead of simply sitting at a desk or being alone. I work at a large grocery store. I have to talk to new people everyday. Some are nice, some are rude and some are just annoying. My tolerance for people has increased, my social skills have improved a lot and I don’t have time for anxiety while working. Stay busy and talk. Force yourself to look people in the eye, force yourself to talk to someone who you’re too shy to approach and be grateful you’re alive to do it. I was in a car accident last night. I swerved to avoid hitting someone who pulled out in front of me and ended up hitting a tree. I could have easily died. Fortunately, I’m alright. Live life man and don’t have regrets. 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I have an issue with my girlfriend who has social anxiety and I need to talk about it with someone because I’m not sore how to go about our predicament ,4.850378787878785,5.834918431818185,5.684545454545457,80.43015151515155,69.22727272727272,8.593939393939394,35.12121212121212,8.841846274778883,3.0970393939393936,177,9,33,3,3,58,34,44,0.118,0.833,0.049,-0.2477,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6905076650060642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18341114143022894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072279094186047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099469406427406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31403624462215585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230956497298829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067050654723348,0.2549311534245425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418326322185048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,missannie228,2018/02/04,"Explaining your anxiety How do you explain your anxiety to non-sufferers? Those people that l say, “just don’t worry about it?”",3.0863768115941994,6.160200826086958,4.843478260869572,73.99246376811597,84.21739130434783,10.023188405797102,29.40579710144928,9.725611199111238,4.316866666666667,101,5,16,4,3,34,20,23,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7224306543906679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273491798955756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37549536481487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795202759226279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlwaysUpandDown,2018/02/04,"If anxiety/self doubt are holding you back from pursuing a goal I obsess relentlessly about my job. My anxiety gives me tremendous self-doubt. Recently, a new job opportunity has come up at work and my boss wants me to take it. This is a great opportunity and I'm objectively qualified... Regardless, this has caused me so many panic attacks. I've considered turning this down, and ""playing it safe"". I just know that right now I need to find a way to believe in myself. [This Article](https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/evolution-the-self/201505/anxiety-and-self-doubt-perfect-recipe-underachievement) is giving me the courage to push forward. If anyone else out there is in a similar boat, I hope it helps you as well.",7.250952380952383,9.151799650793652,7.289047619047621,67.73928571428573,64.39682539682539,10.67936507936508,34.63492063492063,10.746095033038511,4.107863492063492,580,26,96,16,9,186,86,126,0.103,0.7,0.197,0.8947,2,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,4,8,12,1,3,6,0,6,0,0,2,0,19,16,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,14,8,13,16,0,15,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,5,58,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248550931100793,0.0,0.0,0.1028140718210578,0.1506602739698376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16727969103437487,0.0,0.11306499714582237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656641866447192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105100270166286,0.0,0.12666229125972825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283339269781912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439226864216208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28210911478454503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211256842579214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855808570423427,0.0,0.0,0.14604430236735474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29182983157919146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080956255244533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490758943545321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902859905855954,0.0,0.14201254188178636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252023663818186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14518466337197705,0.0,0.0,0.12557170463541145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6135808535977397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055608707560266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993773970208489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672824206055191,0.11671383134823304,0.0,0.0,0.13220698523349106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704716794163026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LifesOptimist,2018/02/04,"Does your anxiety generally get worse as you get older? Hi Reddit (Maybe more so women of Reddit...this could be a woman thing)... I recently turned 30 and I'm finding my general anxiety has been getting worse. I'm not depressed but I find I get more anxious in menial situations like being in a busy store, grocery shopping or being around people. It's hard to describe but just being in a store today carrying a few things and fumbling with my purse and a few different items, it made me just want to drop everything and walk out. Another example when my husband or anyone makes a comment I dont agree with, instead of engaging in conversation, I almost snap with something sarcastic as if i dont have the patience or have it in me to caudle the conversation.I get anxious really fast and I wonder if this is normal or something that comes with age or if I should seek further help. Thanks ",5.251140350877193,6.536312081871348,6.459897660818715,74.12914473684212,68.53216374269006,9.442690058479533,32.37865497076024,9.725611199111238,3.3173076023391816,710,31,123,16,12,239,108,171,0.128,0.774,0.098,-0.26,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,13,0,0,2,0,37,27,19,0,7,13,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,12,0,0,3,1,3,2,3,1,0,0,2,1,15,3,18,19,5,17,0,1,0,0,9,8,0,10,7,87,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893081650124184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548386400720062,0.2122756384010017,0.3134796177337835,0.0,0.09701215234790106,0.0,0.0,0.1235104570926054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951458860426395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107747912713532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194989218758876,0.0,0.0,0.14495663731374786,0.0,0.0,0.12141471001199405,0.0,0.32521092470713553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246930318838659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536167084712848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624367860257894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428624653302378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299633655301223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778269642148074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312817387797919,0.09261185879714008,0.0,0.13938573437249027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593843098503144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618674916416348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888215434664408,0.0,0.13699172138746307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595265704948486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21362188496636886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773567775426636,0.0,0.0,0.1843490279376245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151189829609913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091226420019796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183406495452752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046058720972252,0.0,0.0,0.2827814179771817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bismuth11,2018/02/04,"Best way to get prescribed klonopin? I have extreme anxiety and have had klonopin prescribed to me before. It seems to be the only thing that actually helps me. However, I am unable to get it from that doctor now because I have moved. I was wondering what are some of the best things to tell a doctor to get it prescribed to me? Should I flat out ask for it and say it works for me? What symptoms are best to have to get it prescribed? Going to the doctor and talking about this gives me extreme anxiety and I like to have a script planned every time I go so that's the main reason I'm asking.",2.8997500000000014,4.616009475000002,3.84,88.905,75.08333333333334,6.466666666666668,26.166666666666664,7.1686216300943375,1.1590666666666665,467,17,96,5,10,150,65,120,0.027000000000000003,0.8220000000000001,0.15,0.9536,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,5,3,4,0,0,6,0,12,4,0,1,0,10,24,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,14,5,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,12,4,17,20,5,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,3,3,72,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.14332069439155315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470521717659814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746010414399992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952856526362833,0.0,0.1249727278606616,0.0,0.4623825606819094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450972812287869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374151262657565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069271154436115,0.14088790256949907,0.16693543814066664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844164012027308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175164156817525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609603863001334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169872858393302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100340816184493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679427912800545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370190999756296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15265071528381904,0.0,0.1180458745723777,0.12836795216521613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19514339314229665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563914246826472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657593489711406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927065008567484,0.10692069257542072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MadVariety,2018/02/04,"Constantly thinking about how people hurt me and other nasty stuff is making me resent my friends. Hi, so, I posted about this in /r/depression too, but I will post here. I hope the title doesn't cause anxiety. I've never understood what anxiety was, because for me, being worried 24/7 is the norm. But now I realise I have a problem. Long story short, these past months have been a mess, and I have been getting worse. I have been thinking about bad things that loved ones said to me, and I also remember that most of the time they never apologised to me, or at least acknowledged that they made me sad. I keep thinking about a conversation that happened via instant message years ago with my friend. I was feeling extremely sad and he got angry at me. I tried to forgive and forget but now, I cannot simply let it pass. Others have gotten angry at me for being ""negative"" and depressed, too. And it's not like I can control it. I'm starting to resent humans and kinda just want to stop contact forever with everyone. If this happens, I'll be ending a 7 year friendship and become even more lonely than I already am. But I feel like it's the only way for me to live. 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For about a month now, I've been getting a sensation on my torso, and it feels as if there are hot sparks landing on me... I've never had this feeling before, but I notice I get this feeling when I feel embarrassed, nervous, or stressed about something... Like, I got up this morning to go for a walk and get something from the local store, but when I got there, it was closed, then I suddenly got the feeling... Or when I made a mistake at work, and my manager got a bit upset with me, I got the feeling... I went to my doctor and he thinks it's a vitamin deficiency. But I genuinely feel as though it's some kind of anxiety thing. I only ever get this feeling when I **would** feel anxious, but I don't actually feel (or think I feel) anxious when it happens, I know it sounds strange, but it's kinda hard to explain... The fact that I don't know what's happening makes me legitimately feel anxious and I get the ""sparky"" feeling just thinking about it. Has anyone else ever gotten that sensation?",3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846157,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.84615384615384,7.7,29.82692307692308,8.278499904357787,2.1593211538461543,816,35,161,13,16,272,104,208,0.14400000000000002,0.79,0.066,-0.94,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,0,1,16,7,0,4,12,0,9,2,0,2,4,48,46,24,0,4,10,0,16,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,16,7,0,0,20,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,11,17,24,2,19,33,2,24,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,6,14,110,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.08666803803160805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794120134164636,0.4013306846774333,0.0,0.06209965707703285,0.09099874348855913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557276482034668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696007926746857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090903199086765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419131864964006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067170250875176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6286866667103477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320039250710472,0.0,0.05047410272124366,0.0,0.3551567299419477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570729279239467,0.0,0.07955841719101213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248439119541133,0.097617885065108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04338922600578346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403638885843223,0.059282930368809814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088916698851573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849755608227195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011134441808916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675457909138146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674416533907446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173424189067094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059002976123838764,0.17072209504534466,0.08725767868838709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232993420184936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465644539214972,0.0,0.0,0.12617948441575713,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,layschips98,2018/02/04,"how to deal with constant staring? Ever since I can remember, I looked different from everyone else in a pretty subtle but noticeable way. Someone even told me ""U look different from everyone else,"" in 1st grade. I have probably the worst self-esteem because of this, even though some people would gladly look how I look. I'm not super ugly, or super attractive, but my pale skin and rosy cheeks stand out and nobody knows exactly what ethnicity I am. I've gotten ""Alaskan"" ""Italian"" French"" ""Lebanese"", but basically, I'm half middle eastern and half western European. Today I was in the store with my friend and a man looked me dead in my face. No smiling, just analyzing - hard. I've seen another man in a store stop dead in his tracks while unloading products in an aisle when he saw me, and this happens a lot when I go out. I never go outside unless I'm with a friend or if it's by my campus. I love to go out and explore and I have a very independent and adventurous soul, but the way people stare at me in public...it makes me feel like I'm in the matrix or some movie and something is horribly wrong with me. Usually, it's men who dead stare at me and women glance at me and look away when I'm looking at them, not the men. I FEEL VERY PARANOID BC OF THIS. How do I overcome this?? I'm 19 and have so much exploring to do but I feel like a freak every time I go out. I have had very attractive people comment on how good looking I am over the past years, but when I was very young I had some ppl tell me how ugly I looked. I act very calm and mind my own business in public, never stare at ppl, and I have a lot of health issues which contribute to my self-esteem problem as well. How do I gain confidence and is this a bad thing or good thing that happens to me? 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It’s my first time working in a professional job and having my own place, far away from home. I know it’s an experience that will help me grow personally and professionally. Yet, here I am crying my eyes out. I want my mom here with me. I want my grandmother. I want my friends. This is temporary but it’s just scary. It’s Saturday night, I should be out and about. Celebrating the fact that I’m by myself. 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I just decided I was going to get up and go see a movie. I was not going to let my anxiety take over and control me. There was a moment I almost turned back but I said No! I'm so happy I went, death cure was amazing! I don't think I'll be afraid to go on my own again :) ",-1.3033071895424833,0.2969966823529404,1.4203921568627464,101.70065359477124,88.05882352941177,4.718954248366012,15.326797385620914,5.82211442006289,-1.0014183006535942,278,5,76,2,9,96,57,85,0.125,0.7040000000000001,0.171,0.8003,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,0,1,0,11,23,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,0,7,4,1,0,1,8,2,14,2,10,13,1,18,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,6,49,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139422848694747,0.2186442842239429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614970887540738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232906790289187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414513818311225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367756411729549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956840874998378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102952486520883,0.0,0.479910303967987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472845635778949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601946931339545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587229527061605,0.1491118666149719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20081210916763567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822579227800225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587269890683107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526952124958969,0.0,0.0,0.12309880799207798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296249490445777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913985748957595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,daez12,2018/02/04,"Nausea/Vomiting/Diarrhea Anybody else get nauseated before or during a date? I've struggled with an issue regarding this for months where I become extremely nervous before a date or a party and convince myself that I'm going to get sick because it happens every time. At the meer thought of committing to the date I get diarrhea and then often feel like vomiting. If I don't vomit then I usually vomit at the girl's house. I have tried the following: meditation, zofran, not eating, 30 days on nofap, cold showers, deep breaths, exercise, counselor, doctor, etc. Nothing has worked thus far but im hoping by the time I hit 90 days of nofap the issue will go anyway. Does ANYONE else have this issue?",5.286769230769231,7.161381061538464,6.453846153846152,71.94615384615386,69.15384615384616,8.892307692307693,30.69230769230769,9.3871,3.191061538461538,558,23,87,12,10,187,93,130,0.046,0.87,0.085,0.5808,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,10,0,5,8,1,1,1,14,17,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,1,4,3,1,0,2,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,10,14,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,12,49,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924677128277148,0.16008653485126795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952425676231512,0.1725550110055314,0.26589778244004336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152398994398496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991845151713288,0.13672684023623066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987271636558706,0.261037255314638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424910836172652,0.0,0.0,0.13163909585084774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899973287112093,0.11161802057308934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24488714687266006,0.0,0.17758979727861285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381626810783876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551817588320681,0.0,0.18028019820457955,0.0,0.0,0.16876621255087926,0.4892224872160886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633106320877596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470942637918032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991667292801447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333616648569538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403725601530258,0.18220981859151986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607683087160903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720764921662663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137447167051358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DeadlyHamster98,2018/02/04,"Severe Agoraphobia Help My girlfriend has been suffering from severe agoraphobia for over 2 years now and it’s taken almost everything from her, especially her independence. She’s been to the hospital several times, and is likely going within the next few days. I’ve been helping her look for help, but everything that’s available are things she’s tried. I also started a GoFundMe for her in hopes that a studied alternative therapy will help her. All advice, resources, shares, and donations would be much appreciated.[Reclaiming Her World Campaign](https://www.gofundme.com/reclaiming-her-world)",9.996451127819546,12.77998533684211,8.707067669172936,56.80947368421053,58.78947368421052,11.74436090225564,36.72932330827068,11.491704259439757,5.250037593984962,497,22,64,15,7,153,68,95,0.059,0.779,0.162,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,9,14,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,10,3,9,7,3,11,0,1,1,0,14,4,0,2,7,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058842336524155,0.0,0.0,0.17480729400038875,0.0,0.0,0.13960408949068545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125836304097399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137856961220401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921252604671718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680441202081671,0.0,0.0,0.17338804960678988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08528640398066739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659538320275228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832951755938835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565787173133694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5916454507394602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356200790488472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963675762962785,0.0,0.11597698601695812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017935526139364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185220154206477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400998442009745,0.0,0.0,0.11241777810123836 anxiety,sophhercz,2018/02/04,"Obsessive Thoughts - Any Advice on how to stop them? I kind of did something stupid at work yesterday and have been having obsessive thoughts about it all day. I don't think I've gone more than a few minutes without thinking about it. Talked to my boss and she says everything is all good. Talked to my friends and they say everything is all good, but I still can't stop. It's crushing me. I'm to the point of needing to cancel my plans tonight (which I've done because of my anxiety before). I just need some tips to put my brain into another a place. 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So I am trying a light box, first day I did 20 minutes which left me extremely wired and agitated. Second day I tried 5 min which was still too much. 3+4 I tried 1 min which did not leave me anxious.... what should I do? Is this normal/common experiencing these kinds of rushed wired anxious feelings when you start out? Should I ride it out and slowly increase, despite the terrible spike in anxiety? Will it go away? I'm really sensitive to caffeine btw, and I read bright light therapy can have a stimulating effect",3.647368421052634,6.460944526315793,5.2383082706766935,74.42708646616542,77.42105263157895,8.912781954887219,29.04887218045113,9.424239791934726,3.361896240601504,574,26,96,17,14,193,92,133,0.19,0.6920000000000001,0.118,-0.9123,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,3,4,8,1,0,4,0,13,1,0,4,0,16,20,7,1,3,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,1,0,4,1,5,0,2,4,7,15,3,8,13,2,19,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,9,62,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687437985892409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472014114880455,0.3466247030323369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413600533271728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206505809323067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19787662057557198,0.0,0.2642677607390105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006677046342198,0.0,0.0,0.07756992192966912,0.0,0.0,0.16805579188007622,0.0,0.13049251405344367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871878056403123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972809714475925,0.15975541296575324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624415868026335,0.16668302784513736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240397217816258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127757701644894,0.11375335506338477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031158520450852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345392143541414,0.0,0.09827991554284586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858609047677087,0.0,0.12251534549038975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508809122484804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124708599716817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anonymous_Mouse246,2018/02/04,"Who should I tell? I’m not sure whether I should tell my psychologist that I think I have anxiety. I mean would it help me? And everything I tell her goes to my mum, and the whole reason I am seeing a psychologist is that I don’t have to tell my family everything because I am constantly with them and I don’t want them treating me any different to my siblings. Can I tell my psychologist that I don’t want mum knowing some of what I say, or do they not allow that? I don’t know what to do. Im sorry because you all probably have anxiety and I could be perfectly fine and now I’m just blabbering on about how I may have anxiety. Please give my some advice on who to tell. 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I feel like anything and everything I say or do is annoying and stupid. I CONSTANTLY apologize for pretty much everything, and just can't shake this feeling that I'm not worth anybody's time. It's gotten to a point that my family and my Bf have told me to stop. Any advice on how to possibly help this?",5.710000000000001,5.936233734939762,6.806891566265062,75.82696385542171,67.07228915662651,11.459277108433735,33.46746987951808,11.20814326018867,3.898110361445784,332,14,64,10,5,112,57,83,0.177,0.65,0.173,-0.3287,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,3,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,12,6,0,1,3,0,3,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,5,0,0,3,5,7,2,7,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772405420234486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063887243880362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158087117390541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4151973292209232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356580335521697,0.3453055129105359,0.0,0.18110072377200548,0.0,0.29140415414368165,0.27448155995966506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287648042841186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770687022894528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412202354347334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816025489017108,0.21657099012908645,0.0,0.19544117180783613,0.0,0.18381978574969213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30554128263300256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060946977489368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201872912228016,0.0,0.0,0.18356580335521697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371015953644145 anxiety,alexxiskayla,2018/02/05,Having a huge anxiety attack!!! So much is going on. I can't reach or anything. Can someone just try talk to me? ,-1.1484782608695632,0.7834662173913074,2.043804347826089,90.65092391304348,104.2173913043478,4.039130434782609,18.793478260869566,5.985473137389443,0.2024869565217391,85,3,17,1,4,30,23,23,0.269,0.639,0.092,-0.5346,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340336117016494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593231169056501,0.0,0.0,0.4967487786009437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481564425773888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209856438915265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699694220465434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35096016305577604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29645451926141697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxious-butterfly,2018/02/05,"Severe social anxiety for a person who is very social Hey, this is my first post! I have always been a social butterfly, people have let me know all my life. Because of this I have a job where I am very much speaking infront of people and being the personality, I have loved it. Recently I started to have occasional quivers in my voice when public speaking with employees, since I have started to have that short throats feeling before speaking, then turning into anxiety about staff meetings and now extreme anxiety. In the last week I have had to walk out of a meeting on the verge of tears and had an extreme panic attack before a meeting where I only had to speak 2 sentences. I've noticed now in one on one conversations even with family and friends that short throat feeling is creeping in now too. I have reached out to a doctor but has anyone heard of a super social person flipping in the matter of 2-3 months into a person with severe social anxiety? Thank you!",7.659510869565217,7.420779842391312,8.003391304347826,70.45465217391308,63.07608695652174,9.751304347826087,36.33478260869565,9.120678840339163,3.4274039130434786,777,33,127,11,10,256,103,184,0.093,0.7979999999999999,0.109,0.6224,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,9,6,1,1,13,0,20,5,2,0,1,17,29,7,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,2,6,0,4,6,11,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,8,14,4,27,22,2,30,0,0,0,1,24,16,0,0,12,99,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899452325214507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33077515493598314,0.0,0.0,0.07558382574012494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122975763852731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589483194553318,0.0,0.18396490273029548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064169888202256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139694506815758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019040828541484,0.0,0.1093140231557376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194711911546072,0.0,0.0,0.08351535246620259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726943668879137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940719772999758,0.08811335423270647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053634536914074,0.07635199674941014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756162085150262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628186847917779,0.0,0.07946361711144062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306897178952225,0.0,0.0,0.1464984362618453,0.08221251984653656,0.0,0.12682835405449555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988148002863144,0.3775439739619701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352689450749256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673259119184753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442373272463933,0.0,0.08941882526128488,0.0,0.0,0.5509555904986122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302300316263034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952104942019782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757832398615213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783824319654768,0.0,0.0,0.08670876685267928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wintzz00,2018/02/05,"Trying to get this under control I recently started dealing with my social anxiety. Doctor said I had a panic disorder, put me on Ativan and Zoloft. I had to stop taking Zoloft because it made me feel so weird. Worst part of the day is the subway. I get hot, nauseas and just feel like I have to get off which I do a lot... thank god for citibike and Uber! Once I’m off I’m Fine. The Ativan doesn’t seem to help with it anymore. Some input would be great. Thanks!",0.2775964912280706,2.6196096631578962,2.154342105263158,93.71747807017546,89.21052631578951,4.850877192982456,18.44298245614036,6.42735559955562,0.012666666666666604,358,10,76,4,12,118,69,95,0.155,0.665,0.18,0.3948,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,0,1,5,0,8,3,0,2,0,15,22,4,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,4,9,5,12,16,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,3,5,47,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14178162882752485,0.0,0.18380363533258184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297918196258548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787022435620395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952646856285175,0.1910734074531537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21241125675266315,0.1896993779568926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742302770242586,0.13240416518931974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29049142854165805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433373281240147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422689829881622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054586929852644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15756614633678764,0.0,0.1753695233208701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19737692509009705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745201053979452,0.0,0.20070096319481814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631399644986466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18299706495297324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629709702962013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872304804483035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892684016160075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311818636479886,0.0,0.0,0.15494929983762126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393497011160589,0.0,0.0,0.3412652075915698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583106352694326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316574661016277,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Samus_A,2018/02/05,"I need advice on what to do... about a girl... So im in school, 10th grade to be precise and theres this other girl in my same grade which I kind of like... but I really don't know how to approach her... and its even harder because of the fact that I don't take any classes with her... so I would have to approach her on lunch or something... and my main problem is not really how to have a convo or keep it going, cause I think I already got that part... but I don't know how to approach her and start a convo... Its just really hard for me to approach girls and talk to them... I think I've never really approached one, unless somebody presented her to me...",3.267753446877535,3.5860604306569392,4.730608272506085,88.25889699918898,72.43065693430657,7.548742903487429,24.71127331711273,7.3871296695380915,0.933805190592052,497,13,112,5,9,167,80,137,0.046,0.954,0.0,-0.6798,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,4,3,29,19,15,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,1,4,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,1,1,19,2,19,16,3,13,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,4,83,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898756991846448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144239022284119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213622170270398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844845961051098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19960801975803646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283387166266656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042981334472887,0.0,0.15540599745661887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740619582467154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098861718013219,0.0,0.0,0.17271003332737478,0.0,0.20234206268934168,0.21357338210412585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949291591264738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407704924710452,0.149862442815685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316682477080092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21041681768101944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859266810079282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49791516826129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665024611037685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958792569104098,0.0,0.0,0.1375323259384728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609556519756334,0.15617755031928526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24900966466966246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380309521193491,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blushingboobies,2018/02/05,"Severe health anxiety... Hello! I have always had a degree of health anxiety but over the past few months it has been getting worse everyday. I have been having health problems that I am seeing specialists over but no answers, just the usual “let’s rule out all the major possibilities” and “let’s see what sticks”. It started in November with an allergic reaction to food and a hospital trip. Since then I have been breaking out in hives every other day with no pattern or explanation why. Three weeks ago I started having boughts of lightheadedness, fatigue and weakness on top of this. I am currently sick and they diagnosed it as the flu so I am on tamiflu and antibiotics, but obviously I am on edge and terrified of dying from it. I spend so much time on google entering every little symptom and trying to memorize all the symptoms of major illnesses and events so I can anticipate it happening and act quickly so I can try and not die from it. It is draining and I am so scared of dying from so many different health events that my life is revolving around it. Being laid up sick with the flu and freaking out over every cough or change in how I feel and trying to not die from it isn’t helping with all of this either. I am currently in therapy and we are working through a lot of things slowly, but I only see them for an hour every couple weeks so we can only work through this so fast together. I guess I am just looking for any advice, reassurance or help anyone can provide. I really appreciate it! 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Mom has multiple prescriptions to Benzo's, some of which say to take before and after flying, and some just straight 30 day prescriptions. My dad, by the way, very obviously has minor panic attacks sometimes and gets nervous/leaves the room for no reason. But he always packs up and takes with him his laptop from area to area, as if he's moving for his work. Part of me feels like they lack self-awareness",5.6241403508771945,6.221288694736844,5.738684210526317,82.11995614035091,67.31578947368422,8.438596491228072,28.464912280701753,8.344100000000001,1.8819122807017543,386,12,74,5,6,122,73,95,0.121,0.8009999999999999,0.078,-0.5325,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,18,8,9,0,2,3,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,9,2,16,7,5,9,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,4,3,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262002957345364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950949586189838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223388810494191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630329970709415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604130877015107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881929914484214,0.1396209096423335,0.0,0.0,0.17862674450690474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210826182165764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069405687215541,0.0,0.0,0.1380436029938572,0.09548110981055344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492811260576103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22889456351331364,0.0,0.20771961002820208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293043234078669,0.43402142714545694,0.2116402532147333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20094276146657375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554201011564274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20388440398636745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329312865606085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29389002982484497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612567756422903,0.0,0.15512954683557004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228115434981534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Followyourcompass93,2018/02/05,Is anyone available to talk? I’m sorry. I’m in a bad place. ,-4.540714285714287,-5.3547914999999975,0.10357142857143133,100.55392857142859,142.57142857142856,1.4,10.642857142857142,3.1291,-1.9326571428571429,45,1,11,0,4,17,12,14,0.348,0.652,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421331118888481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408548853380391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112191020692127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477363735756652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932844554423016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LogicalDuck,2018/02/05,"Attacks might start, I need to know I think that my social anxiety is just getting worse. I currently don’t have any attacks. I need to know wether or not I will start to have attacks if my anxiety gets too bad. Has this happened to any of you? I just learned about my anxiety a couple months ago, but I’ve probably had it for a lot longer than that. Apparently my parents had been keeping the fact that I had this disorder from me. So I do not know much about anxiety. Please, I really need to know. 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I've been working hard on eating right and excersising for two weeks and my anxiety has greatly diminished. Just the thought of seeing him is putting me in such a frantic state and I don't feel like I can do anything including seeing him. My brain is having so many rushing thoughts and I feel sick",4.8224137931034505,5.880851413793106,5.120172413793107,84.17956896551726,69.34482758620689,7.639080459770115,30.59195402298851,7.793537801064563,1.9703195402298856,351,14,68,4,6,111,66,87,0.131,0.838,0.031,-0.7724,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,11,3,1,0,0,9,18,5,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,4,5,12,2,8,14,0,14,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,6,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178878442032828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328063170465315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18641969908142705,0.0,0.0,0.12095341855442633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149946307024346,0.20260637183617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279628222587304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303055724528293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006516202598868,0.1417494456261569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187559077727378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777430365869426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299501522883053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693672973544708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011641226416469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088631812101866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199464311952721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944739389940552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31622599162649595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271404767628749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31504253859520315,0.0,0.0,0.1880765153226413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158211776878056,0.19382498970978088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915848724129295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445024605412615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777431413017973 anxiety,nyomomneki,2018/02/05,"Had to improvise in drama class and i almost lost my mind We were playing a game called World's Best Expert and we had to stand up in front of class and tell everyone all about the topic we are an expert on. You are able to lie about the subject if you are not a huge expert on it. A team had to chose someone from the other to go up. Two girls were eyeing me and they knew that I always do well in these type of games but NOT THIS ONE GODDAMMIT! I kept pointing at the person beside me to go up instead but no! The teacher listened to the girls and she agreed to send me up in front of everyone even though my body language was saying no. I was having a short fucking panic attack and I knew I was going to humiliate myself in front of everyone. I had to be an expert on bubblegum and this is how it went: ""Bubblegum comes from trees. That's all I have to say."" I immediately let the whole team down because of my fucking feelings and I had to take a walk of shame to my seat. My thoughts were racing so much I didn't even know I could've just made up a funny story on how bubblegum is not bubblegum. Everytime I have a panic attack, I feel like everyone found that I did 9/11 or something. This was the first panic attack this year and I thought I was getting better. FuUuuUuUuuuuUUuCkkKkkKkKkk I hesitated to post this because it sounds so ridiculous but here we are. :))))!!!!!!!!!!",2.1970531267293865,4.253476392086334,3.903021582733814,86.12403431101272,78.24460431654677,5.715771997786387,22.562811289429998,6.67199483983844,0.5488689540675149,1079,33,221,10,26,361,142,278,0.18,0.757,0.063,-0.9907,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,4,2,1,6,13,16,6,4,17,0,27,4,2,3,2,39,48,19,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,0,3,13,14,0,1,8,6,0,10,6,11,1,3,24,7,35,5,40,22,5,34,0,1,1,2,21,20,2,3,3,170,48,5,0.1108551707737563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100544053367528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224038250634203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37834128098163305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515256636637296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163356625065214,0.09804238999948844,0.0,0.1231351042202868,0.0,0.0,0.1131955237111251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549191383395277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850883349550147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146437589592101,0.0,0.0,0.42370746507320617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210341033681434,0.07919495615068196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429335162976686,0.0,0.12154697293127682,0.0,0.2049676381678278,0.057917251350844134,0.0,0.18900464462741606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060923102744084065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335692278377385,0.0,0.054158236929094765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101151405444292,0.0,0.0,0.10489384295202367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119321212245793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149130567813857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511833267066656,0.0,0.0,0.3901939734664581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679445923637844,0.0,0.0,0.10479396793895,0.0,0.10616861040175136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763129624000938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09392722645797748,0.08534172635526803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334929232563985,0.0,0.09689230539570053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891464244277108,0.17601324590325365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828939395964708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967211169641267,0.10276385391770318,0.0,0.12376583930252034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138709544875835 anxiety,VaultGuy1995,2018/02/05,"Problems as of late I was dumped in November in a rather cold way by a girl I had spent almost 3 years with. I struggled with depression and anxiety while I was with her, and that led to some problems at times where my attraction towards her and other women seemed to just vanish. Since the breakup I've been depressed, but still trying to put myself back out there. For the last couple weeks though, my libido and attraction are practically non existent. Now I'm having intrusive thoughts about being gay, and experiencing slight arousal when I'm anxious around men. I don't know what to do, I've always loved women, but I feel like I can't feel anything except anxiety or apathy now. I'm going back to a therapist soon to get help, but I'm honestly worried about my sexuality now.",8.972085714285711,7.396233446666669,8.893809523809523,69.465,61.2,12.304761904761904,37.42857142857143,11.20814326018867,4.1038571428571435,627,24,114,14,7,205,102,150,0.145,0.716,0.139,0.7212,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,16,11,1,1,5,0,10,3,1,1,0,27,23,13,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,6,0,0,6,4,13,5,22,16,1,25,0,2,0,3,8,7,0,4,15,77,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277645909651454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356923947632216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639891859776794,0.1949239906413705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198783267896015,0.1535994675282255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653491702346175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091507074823047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29722132364179016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744854143861764,0.12326444574459935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014637085257073,0.0,0.09805991818816437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565164693632675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482488352544073,0.140645222656804,0.1946355332184085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429558373474864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572640500303433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33019987223413405,0.0,0.1734529383876689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707627454051598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272899605398404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779271845818278,0.0,0.0,0.18037895609090351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20033522128630413,0.0,0.0,0.16952219796214618,0.13697952656663984,0.10061095951437572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714507833589866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369562600493155,0.13840324121681544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522535420008886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111175738345598 anxiety,Mister_Elliot,2018/02/05,"Weird paradox I have had some form of anxiety ever since I was a kid. A good deal of social anxiety, general anxiety, and exam anxiety (even when I know that I will 100% ace it and I'm always able to estimate how I will do accurately). But the weird thing is - I love really intense and stressful situations, at least some. I love climbing really high, especially when I don't have a rope. Now I'm not an expert climber so I don't do freeclimbs, but I love sneaking into building sites at night and going up the crane. I always thought sneaking past the guards would make me really nervous and anxious, but for some reason the REALNESS of the danger of being caught doesn't trigger me the same way other things )that don't matter at all) do. I think the natural instincts just kick in and make you calm so your brain can focus on your surroundings so you're safe. I'm drawn to heights all the time. Even looking at a high building calms me down. When I imagine being on top and looking down - everything goes silent (I'll literally not notice someone calling my name). And it's even better when I actually do it. While heights draw me in the most, I am also enjoying things like sparring and other intense sports more and more. It just feel so Instinctively. Does anyone else have similar feelings? I feel kinda odd because almost everyone else is so afraid of hights",4.295270810614323,6.15501891603054,5.309302071973828,79.21899491094149,71.67175572519083,8.349254816430388,29.65176299527445,8.976282227363876,2.61724042166485,1084,45,196,22,21,356,149,262,0.094,0.746,0.16,0.9752,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,4,18,16,1,3,14,0,22,4,1,5,3,47,40,25,0,1,7,0,3,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,2,8,1,0,3,6,6,0,0,4,5,24,10,20,31,11,33,0,0,2,3,11,19,0,6,11,136,35,1,0.11626552899790607,0.0,0.11345838479776832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116423132770535,0.0,0.0,0.09297750153404682,0.19348446792719087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35577124580260405,0.13134695410053465,0.0,0.08129556118353408,0.11912777408290885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087438733949873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028274121806514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979078168069624,0.1187201043722954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986465519459465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174474792564137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424986122184465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23037685613039324,0.10516882730576037,0.0,0.11109669540728467,0.10449196061873076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636203454883828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660763794696772,0.09751800954278267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24568182961356336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389649413098551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056801464669664424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952675242730264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148025376897908,0.0,0.15521628684546168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910732292160227,0.0,0.0,0.1323690753668537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098860314732553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233562576324154,0.2234480250752294,0.11954032780635768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617604704189336,0.13068732592835214,0.0,0.11851806515004815,0.09851140542402352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318177064688333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172495378852045,0.07449825638555728,0.0,0.09230184303872363,0.06779536494129587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228616520361964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259169597912128,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fuckanxietyfuck,2018/02/05,"How do you feel the day after a panic attack? I've been suffering from anxiety and panic attacks for 4 or 5 years now. I had one of the most intense panic attacks I've ever experienced last night. It lasted from about 8pm to around 6am. I tried to get to sleep around 1:30am but it just wouldn't let me. After waking up today I feel I rose from the dead. My legs feel like they ran across the country and back, my arms feel like jello, my chest feels like mush, my stomach is in knots, my breathing feels off. It's too much. And of course the residual anxiety about how I feel now is just making me anxious all over again. ""Should I go to the ER? Maybe it's not anxiety if I still feel this way. Is it cancer? I probably don't have much longer to live if I feel this way right now. If I go to sleep am I going to wake up?"" Fuck this shit ",0.3049397236107012,2.311515983240227,2.257394883857689,95.65810643928258,84.69832402234637,5.332666862687447,17.242281681858277,6.5966054737557815,-0.2871743016759778,647,14,151,7,19,215,105,179,0.236,0.7070000000000001,0.057,-0.9872,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,1,0,16,12,5,3,7,0,12,12,10,3,2,30,28,10,1,5,8,0,9,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,9,0,0,4,3,9,1,1,3,10,20,3,25,22,4,30,0,1,0,1,2,9,2,5,18,98,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24411586174917385,0.1201666342878892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18938183012308368,0.0,0.3630301021004113,0.0,0.08179115508886636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859917164244894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621680301519868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840500242969563,0.2279699926687252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09833637822746463,0.05557338500498667,0.0,0.1813557729109496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340977864991333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876945583418804,0.0,0.15589948496449166,0.0,0.09392572966994203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100209861968464,0.0,0.10686190501554146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563868311904703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982005187280887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207835187397539,0.0,0.0,0.3744031252919771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468371636559872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083850022445028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918619634580218,0.0,0.0,0.2128915323482942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849463791091924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082532511235937,0.0,0.0,0.07221753330976792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886143938087633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849811493521017 anxiety,undoneunfun,2018/02/05,"please help how do i make it stop i was hanging out w/ my friend and ex and my friend took a picture of my ex and sent it to someone and i had a panic attack and ever since then, 25 hours ago, i cannot calm down. i've mediated and watched shows and slept and it's subdued when i'm doing those activities but i can't live like this i have things i have to do how do i make it fucking stop. i dont care enough about the whole situation to continue feeling like this i just want it to stop",1.1858333333333348,2.4763970277777787,3.184444444444445,93.605,78.72222222222223,6.2814814814814826,22.185185185185183,6.937597516519254,0.3229740740740743,381,11,94,4,9,129,68,108,0.204,0.695,0.101,-0.9032,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,2,1,3,0,11,2,1,4,1,21,21,13,0,1,2,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,5,2,13,6,8,16,2,14,0,0,1,1,6,2,1,0,11,61,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148828058434586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725181864523076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574085916255592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350924371516924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823679632313106,0.0,0.0,0.1647888753061113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211380109654978,0.13014677103571154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2814978844798378,0.1684190355734489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210892056345078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940693946298755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800425693519414,0.0,0.16086499311529465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432081634236633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21374461284138374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999748492420334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506981016089849,0.20477377192658666,0.0,0.0,0.15435737110059072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4569225828947878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102982570476112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20240455053061854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745229013640108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339331104748756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wantya,2018/02/05,"I’m scared of becoming crazy or mental ill and I’m also scared that thinking this will turn me into a crazy guy and thinking that makes me think that I’m crazy, then I try to shrug it off and my mind goes « hey you see it’s the truth, you’re crazy, IDIOT » I hate thinking about my thinking cause it goes on forever and when I try to detach myself from it it wins, SO, I keep overthinking it and at the end of the day I’ve done nothing ! I HATE IT.",0.2206185567010337,2.1224500824742307,2.061041237113404,97.56269587628869,84.25773195876289,5.1171134020618565,17.94742268041237,6.2581,-0.3830569072164951,346,8,83,3,10,114,58,97,0.241,0.6709999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9401,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,3,2,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,17,16,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,11,2,10,14,0,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,4,48,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409971704042285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947234806528036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18112166925184398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370707963872295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042906550296145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616068428168628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457725311587247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481444990131213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156714793176722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176900695586406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17768169197660122,0.0,0.17802552538700853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917675233143548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530394610596616,0.0,0.14049836264554136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5648701662824266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23940944518008056,0.1917775444921932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ERLesbian,2018/02/05,"Anxiety over messing everything up Hi everyone, I am a human who feels a lot of feelings, and feels the need to express them. I've been dating someone for a while, and last night I told them that I love them. They're not there yet, and that's totally cool. I told them that I didn't say it expecting anything back, but just because I felt it and needed to say it. They took it fine enough, and almost seemed worried that them not saying it back hurt me. It didn't, but I'm now worried sick that I've terrified them. Things seem fine between us, although a tiny bit awkward, but I can't shake the feeling that I've messed everything up and that they're going to run screaming out the door now. I've felt anxious all day. I have a fear of being too much, and I feel like I've gone ahead and done this. This person is always nothing but honest with me and I trust them, but how do I shake the feeling that I've ruined everything? 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I still wake up in the middle of weird dreams. Should I be asking for a med adjustment? Long background: in around 2010 I started having problems sleeping through the night. I always had to go to the bathroom so I treated it as an internal medicine issue, but in 2012 I started to see a therapist, and in 2013 started taking meds for depression. I still had nightmares that were basically hyper-realistic weird shit - tension over an email, getting shouted at in a conference room, etc. - along with the usual imagey dreams. That plus racing thoughts led my therapist to mention I could look into Xanax as a medication option. By that point I was on Trintellix 10mg for my depression and the psychiatrist started me on .25mg Xanax. I was also on solifenacin for the feelings of having to urinate, which helped greatly. Recently - within the last two or three weeks - I've been waking up in the middle of the night. It's almost always while I'm dreaming, and I don't have the urge to urinate. I do go to the bathroom and some nights I can go back to sleep thereafter, but other nights it takes me an hour or so, with remnants of weird worrisome thoughts. Should I be looking at asking my psychiatrist about a higher Xanax dosage? I'm only taking it on work nights to keep myself from building a tolerance, but I sure could use a steady night's sleep again.",5.695337526205449,6.862680045283022,5.959213836477987,78.55986897274634,67.41509433962264,8.454926624737945,32.08071278825996,8.680891452615391,2.648366876310272,1112,46,197,17,18,355,146,265,0.112,0.845,0.043,-0.9584,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,1,1,22,0,18,13,8,2,1,31,42,16,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,9,10,0,1,4,3,0,4,1,8,0,2,8,5,21,3,46,28,2,50,0,2,3,0,5,23,1,5,23,137,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069190546109096,0.0,0.0,0.07242810409297208,0.15072155039864465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806257314265376,0.1693398295409798,0.0,0.0,0.06964207388824284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446241683516464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601412556836766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100852577430072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04579447567278458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731863464370949,0.0,0.15441757881278495,0.0,0.0,0.09985279046141106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070658170225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919235366430073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453064575946267,0.0,0.08050200809399936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382593267303668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801508339383026,0.1521105250267972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120378203444972,0.09123887459591906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5949509814784935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888190794600592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561710658072359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666243003392618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894260939214509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217187412633516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296791499311663,0.0,0.0,0.2719036271685934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25642119806436586,0.0,0.14465725551946254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536033737159318,0.0,0.2042901529016298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103154914093358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380355215576138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847288414163629,0.0,0.0,0.07822265285755782,0.0997491060788998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529819320966988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593540854826448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrbubblesisalie,2018/02/05,"Disappointed in myself today. I had an appointment scheduled with a therapist earlier today, my very first appt ever, and I've had two weeks to prepare for it. My psychiatrist recommended him, and I promised myself I would go. I promised my husband I would go. But I couldn't sleep, my anxiety was through the roof, and the first thing I did today was cancel it. Some days I'm proud of myself for things, but most days I'm just disappointed. 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Then you end up staring at them to see if they realized that you were staring at them, and they did realize it. So now you made someone uncomfortable, and then I continue to stare again to see if I've stopped making them uncomfortable. Lol, anxiety is a fucking bitch. 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I have a coworker that gets easily frustrated and likes to whine about it -- sometimes seriously, and sometimes playfully (I can't tell a difference in context unless I'm actively listening, which I try not to do). Her voice continues to escalate in pitch and volume and I can feel my blood pressure rise. It triggers fight or flight for me, and I always choose 100% flight. Anyone else have this issue? How have you overcome this in the workplace, professionally? 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A bit of my story. on my early school years i always been a joke because of being fat even thought i am not obese but it always haunted me till few years ago when i thought finally people around me got older and stopped being dicks. I am a very sentimental person, i got diagnose with crohn's 3 years ago, i accepted the disease well enough but because of it i couldn't finish school. So i went to a course to continue the school. It was 2 year course, one year as passed and one year left to finish it. I have classmates of all ages from 18 to 25. Since some months they started joke about me which i ignored at the start and tried to integrate myself in the group in hope that it would finish, well that wasn't the case. It was day after day, joke after joke i ignored till today. I went to class, the first second i enter in classroom. first joke. it was all this till lunch time which i was very anxious about it but still ignored. After lunch i went to class again and those guys shared a video of me on a Facebook group and everyone was laughing about it, i didn't understood it was me in the video and didn't know what the video was since when i realize it was me that they were talking about because of obvious jokes i felt humiliated and left the classroom nervous and anxious. I told my parents what happened, they want to go there and talk to them but i am 23 years old and i still need my parents help. I don't know what to do, i feel humiliated and don't want to comeback to there but if i don't go back i will lose a year of study. Sometimes i ask myself if i'm exaggerating or not. I am lost. Felt good to talk to my parents about it, they support me about leaving the course or get a job or go to another course and start over. Anyone have any advice? I already take medication for anxiety even thought is a very small dosage, but i think this time this goes above the Anxiety even thought it makes everything worse. Sorry any typos or bad formatting i just let feelings went out.",3.0894383916210195,4.79591882628063,3.8598519231926818,89.00336122313853,74.5456570155902,6.813964967194368,25.27544693914405,7.534196372845213,1.1263108529464878,1759,59,368,22,37,560,200,449,0.127,0.741,0.132,0.5653,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,5,4,27,26,2,1,21,1,36,7,2,1,4,67,77,33,0,9,17,3,4,0,0,3,4,1,0,2,28,17,4,5,15,9,0,9,11,10,2,5,29,6,55,16,52,41,6,68,0,2,1,1,21,14,1,8,45,247,83,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753146344327526,0.12252000966797337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626231253858866,0.0,0.11500665766693885,0.0,0.0,0.09399151617365366,0.072465683875716,0.15860211795847098,0.15614456651393527,0.0,0.04832186725393719,0.0,0.0,0.12304140806398906,0.06460657999432434,0.07862024021878218,0.0,0.053139727727700106,0.05770222984500025,0.16851019597449074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544795414058199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046013425242953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913778756308863,0.0,0.0,0.07014308808266545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140695913637088,0.0,0.1369353959582115,0.0,0.0,0.0660355828739791,0.124219491854486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988608560364512,0.0,0.13270888909269613,0.07570435270109002,0.0,0.11756632958896585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221207586231129,0.0,0.11782687729331645,0.057964447792617765,0.11054383979807456,0.0,0.0,0.06842770982700863,0.06111190890243521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046321584680461436,0.0,0.0,0.06863976172903384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857895097692401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595981533158623,0.0,0.0,0.07317531304964935,0.15017192312275054,0.07066753442763936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058033250829181066,0.07731408975984043,0.07543946258928617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0461300758577861,0.0,0.06942819832803916,0.0,0.0,0.06961896284118894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055161285556086286,0.0,0.0,0.051242649933755435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503428192934145,0.0,0.09365863556964964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020851347198715,0.0,0.0,0.09582146591347168,0.06034237356230202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495739490129846,0.0,0.2098227255516216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433357763961395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834950385579076,0.07736066289507526,0.14674483277110734,0.0,0.11037935464811496,0.05777731885683712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842285311438205,0.0,0.0,0.051960558211136015,0.16663899448961214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045912233884103607,0.08856313440251676,0.0,0.21945588869441668,0.08059477239426598,0.0,0.06550623131200824,0.0660355828739791,0.0,0.046919743987936025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106382443858553,0.08152328812171351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427264628940672,0.2562549513980173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042687854388763,0.049092286359528635,0.0,0.0,0.40052913499101983 anxiety,micmacpants,2018/02/05,Anxiety over new pup Never had a pet before but love animals and did what I thought was a lot of research before getting a pup. I'm now finding myself extremely anxious and obsessing over the pup spreading worms and fleas to my family. He's been treated but I cannot shake the feeling. I'm boil washing anything he comes into contact with and won't let him near the children's faces. I'm just after some reassurance.....has anyone else felt like this? 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Typically have the anxiety ""under control"" through my SSRI. I keep seeing articles online about how bad this flu season is, and im terrified of getting it. I'm basically sending myself into panic over it and it's driving me crazy. Since panic attacks usually come with nausea, faintness, etc etc, it illogically makes me think im getting the flu lol. Any advice? Can anyone relate?",4.6651897018970185,7.841374109756099,6.382845528455287,65.52868563685638,76.1951219512195,7.546883468834688,32.281842818428196,8.515128840125781,3.627280216802168,375,19,48,8,9,128,61,82,0.386,0.5870000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.9882,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,2,4,2,1,5,4,0,4,0,12,13,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,5,0,9,12,3,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,4,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508083642327619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049489088727678,0.0,0.23612229276663535,0.0,0.0,0.107910318919123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35114268870955473,0.0,0.0,0.1288581418469746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853823884106966,0.0,0.13294063743193452,0.0,0.0,0.17309292599752196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442349212502917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612609068926036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334032778323381,0.0,0.0,0.1371745711775292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301570449290623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432149537282249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298011091597355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766241794236324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613380204242061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888769433960624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997142277168725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938271830926453 anxiety,rubydoobydoo_,2018/02/05,Anxiety makes everyone and everything seem loud Is it just me but when i get even slighty anxious or frustrated it sounds as if everyone is yelling and the slightest sounds are amplified. I sometimes without even wanting to tell people to shutup because of how bad it gets. It's like i can't handle anyone talking or focus on anyone talking when im anxious because of how confused and worried I get,6.48,7.706065000000002,6.779999999999998,73.17000000000002,65.66666666666666,9.2,41.66666666666667,9.3871,4.416066666666668,325,20,51,6,5,105,52,75,0.253,0.708,0.038,-0.9531,0,0,0,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,15,10,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,5,1,7,10,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,3,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383760188023104,0.4248264830840447,0.0,0.26294106006835816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699192049036773,0.2292349824201445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837573697857454,0.0,0.0,0.3593293709423292,0.1689835613022076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947038399384146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309784129450145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185887345041194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550726758279154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035194652240706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17116969817164346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859602289843594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022526263286721,0.16434098531152255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090123901014497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812481195472796,0.0,0.0,0.19094717568382427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xo_Derpasaur_ox,2018/02/05,"Test Anxiety Significantly Affecting Performance. Need advice. While I’ve pretty much always had general anxiety, starting suddenly last semester I’ve developed really bad test anxiety. I’ll review all of the material and do the homework well in advance of the test. I do a large number of examples in the weeks leading up to the test. By the time I’m done with my studying, I have no problems drawing and setting up the diagrams for problems, setting up the equations, going through the whole process, etc. I’ll do a few examples the day of just to have the process fresh in my head, but they’re a breeze at that point. I go in feeling confident that I know the material, and feel fine until the moment the test is in my hands. I’ve done dozens of different questions without hesitation, I’ll do fine on another 5, right? Nope ... I end up getting super overheated and beyond anxious, my heart rate accelerated, and I start mentally freaking out. I go from being able to work through the whole problem from A to Z without a hitch to not even being able to do the first step of drawing the associated diagrams. I start getting super nervous to the point that not only do I blank super hard on all of the information, but to the point where I have to read a simple question paragraph multiple times to actually read it. It’s like my brain doesn’t want to function and my eyes are skimming over the words but my brain isn’t doing anything with it, as if I’m being tested on being able to read English during an engineering test. Sometimes I end up basically staring through my tests essentially panicking on how to approach even the simplest of questions. And it’s started negatively affecting my grades. But I have no idea how to even begin approaching this. The problem is if I go home and had the same questions on a homework, I’d have no problems working it through. But the moment I’m in a testing environment, shit hits the fan. I’ve never had this problem, even on difficult subjects, until recently. When it first started I thought it was maybe just not studying well enough, but now I’ve made sure that I’m studying well before the tests, doing lots of different examples to have a good understanding of the topic, and I do have a good understanding ... until I have the test. Then it’s like I never even looked at the material in my life. Sometimes I can’t even remember my student ID number that I know by heart, or will write in my maiden name despite being over a year out from using it on anything. It’s like my brain reverts to ‘blink, breathe’ mode, and anything outside of that doesn’t exist. Does anyone have any suggestions? Coping mechanisms? It doesn’t really seem correlated to my anxiety levels going into the test (as in will go in 100% fine and end up reduced to the functionality of a sea cucumber by the end). I’ve stopped pulling late night study sessions and make sure I sleep, eat, etc beforehand. I avoid caffeine the day of to not be jittery or inattentive. I’ve tried a lot to resolve it, but nothing has seemed to work. I’m desperate for a solution at this point. Thank you in advance! 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It feels and looks like a tick, but it changes over time. For example, about two months ago when I remember this starting, it was just a grimace, and normally I only did it when I was alone. I'll think about something like an interaction I had with somebody a few minutes ago and worry about what they were thinking, whether I should have done x, or y, or z instead. Then I get a jolt in my chest and it makes me grimace. Then it turned into my neck tensing and my head shaking a bit. So a quick head-shake thing. I still do that sometimes, but now my shoulders will jump instead of my head at all. I also started taking Cymbalta (duloxetine) 30mg two months ago and went up to 60mg a few weeks ago. I think it may make the ticks worse. I can normally control them a little, but I just have a really strong urge to do it. When it's really bad I sometimes do it when I'm talking to people. Ugh. My mind just won't stay in the place I want it to. It normally happens like 20 times during my work day. When I'm at home it's much better and only happens maybe 5 times. Does anyone else get this?",2.301108786610876,3.889573200836825,3.6353535564853567,90.2831558577406,76.40585774058576,6.62100418410042,25.33912133891213,7.365786028017652,1.0685211715481169,901,32,196,11,20,295,137,239,0.129,0.7929999999999999,0.077,-0.9074,0,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,4,19,8,0,1,13,0,17,5,5,3,1,35,38,23,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,19,9,0,1,6,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,8,2,24,5,17,26,5,37,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,3,27,127,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526577239216429,0.0,0.0,0.10300956202575456,0.0,0.07953735207142124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236039643394284,0.0,0.1390881356245255,0.20381506391086285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304413743308954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796343147821349,0.10858350343697884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521446821055504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155176172184808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641428476919776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703726927117307,0.1017811213209722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617051810290892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05028947506118462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155889717824087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759025873116067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062209827314153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976551863350848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577197770632078,0.09968407903282904,0.0,0.0,0.0835205376030204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277935253536016,0.0,0.09991996599044876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042526988173936,0.0,0.1587745011244983,0.0,0.07311383252822065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923462030451538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128615148119876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895236982811277,0.0,0.10391351981381912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274320055701095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266769503875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656842207256713,0.19673505190113846,0.0,0.14079522972768316,0.10601009481942276,0.07942811154609157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747808143424723,0.07994140259558942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607616154130333,0.1911879954531352,0.0,0.0789593618400652,0.17398608441328509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818286659184452,0.19431404488275705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866351405277225,0.0,0.07978003630900148,0.0,0.0,0.09219951923422301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724073599516625,0.10100547499780864,0.10135725077683233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dz250123,2018/02/05,"Job Interview literally making me feel crazy Recently received notice I was a finalist for a job I interviewed for out of about 15 people. Next step was a phone interview this morning. I have so many emotions going on. Part of me wants the job, part of me doesn’t so I don’t have to go through the anxiety of telling my current employer I am leaving. I am second guessing every answer I gave this morning and literally feel like a crazy person. Today is a bad day for my anxiety and I can’t get it off my mind. Sorry for the ramble, just needed to get that all out.",2.6968421052631544,4.6074481578947415,4.899859649122806,80.23768421052634,76.19298245614034,8.068771929824562,28.06666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.451957192982456,446,19,85,10,10,155,71,114,0.122,0.8540000000000001,0.023,-0.8176,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,21,4,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,3,2,14,1,16,18,3,13,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,61,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535096299729172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834686880204689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685838168144796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18638250494044556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960363480834767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16755888190227128,0.11837122764631818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731356762482598,0.0,0.18833448410389014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252969774841432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4932746875920912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754451337707832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094930919918071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106014718957795,0.1679868591393788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730285925280944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285937972410517,0.0,0.0,0.17621655694908364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886427625167152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588590943373962,0.0,0.11487077543416226,0.1446768774942109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360200755907775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854799287433726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448231263282578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705774306093284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097730119584481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,heyhellowhatup_87,2018/02/05,"Rage at everything when I’m having an anxiety attack Do other people suffer from rage as a result of their anxiety? Most of the time when I get anxious, I get overwhelmed and emotional and it usually results in tears. Sometimes though, like today, I’ll get overwhelmed but instead of being sad, I get irrationally angry. I’m angry at my job for giving me so much work that I don’t know how to do, I’m angry that I make shit money, I’m angry that I’m so miserable. It makes me want to text old friends who have stopped being in my life and start an argument asking why that is, why was our friendship not good enough for you. I want to lash out at anyone who isn’t miserable or anyone who tries to give me stupid, generic advice regardless of how well intentioned it is. I’m only 26. I shouldn’t hate people and the world as much as I do. I’m gonna have to be here for presumably a very long time. I’m bitter about it and I hate everyone who isn’t because I’m jealous they don’t have to feel like this. 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So last year I organised to go work on a summer camp in America. I could only think about how excited I was. After it was all finalised, I started to become anxious about flying by myself and navigating airports. I’m only 18 and the thought of being on the other side of the world all by myself is making me physically sick. I’m starting to dread what is supposed to be an exciting trip. This happened to me when I went to Melbourne with my school, and the whole trip I wanted to come home. What should I do? Should I cancel the trip or should I try and brave it. Problem is when I’m anxious I often make irrational decisions, and I can’t afford to do this on the other side of the world with limited money. All advice is appreciated, thanks.",3.6926470588235283,5.282737823529415,5.5014542483660165,78.3290441176471,72.72549019607844,8.237254901960785,27.782679738562088,8.841846274778883,2.3090875816993464,609,23,113,12,12,209,91,153,0.14400000000000002,0.762,0.095,-0.5859,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,9,0,15,1,0,3,4,27,30,10,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,4,0,16,4,22,20,5,22,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,2,8,86,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235546940043916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505865231418214,0.4447595217797253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740075670577694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695652548564549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716537983319845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187202297578697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407011966738856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19745241991750986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045562622543313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26279224357564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994202517976641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883548771797648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992184916801215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786569869365205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122919557865103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613086123833056,0.0,0.15627360318484493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336453990298739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116104772162175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247805892640107,0.0,0.21977134231854792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330611054922116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676226234484425 anxiety,cupidchokeholds,2018/02/05,"high school fucking sucks i'm a freshman and we just switched to our semester 2 classes. i've been holding back from crying all day and i'm just so upset and disoriented. it took me a month to get used to my semester 1 classes and i had only started getting comfortable in them. now everything's new again and i have new classmates and new teachers and everyone knows everyone else except for me. this morning i just completely broke down in the shower and i've been on edge since. i hate lunches, i hate that i'm around these people 24/7 and don't know any of their names and i hate that my identity is a joke to these people. a day hasn't passed where i haven't experienced or overheard transphobia and it makes being closeted so much harder. i just want all the noises and lights and people to stop. fuck. 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A few people feel like this so that’s nice I’m not alone.” Now I know I’m not alone out there in this. Thanks for the support, peeps",-1.3774285714285703,0.38929661428571904,0.8025000000000021,104.89375,90.0,3.5,14.464285714285715,3.1291,-1.6138571428571429,233,4,63,0,8,77,53,70,0.043,0.627,0.33,0.9554,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,13,4,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,1,4,8,9,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.526164441119608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583672122161713,0.12843726844091902,0.181467875272152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443621872915198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959962284619234,0.2070555671470026,0.28653920805995625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722956863051685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610154058033295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882524310913556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338622506225637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276211450354786,0.0,0.20165899008167584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22838937241182955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ISTcrazy,2018/02/05,"Anxiety fueling my procrastination Whenever I have work that needs to get done, I never know where to start. My mind becomes a jumble and I can’t focus on what needs to get done. I always end up doing some random bullshit like playing a game, going on my phone, taking a nap, making food, pretty much anything that takes my mind off of the task I need to do. It ends up making me feel lazy and useless, but I just can’t bring myself to work on anything until I absolutely have to, when my panic overcomes my anxiety. It’s debilitating and making me do worse in classes, as well as making friends think I’m just a lazyass. I’m getting by, but my quality of life has gone down so much since this started and I don’t really know what to do.",6.216728187919466,5.49862781208054,7.354286912751678,75.50914848993291,66.18120805369128,9.866107382550336,32.047818791946305,9.188382445141503,2.6469523489932887,580,20,114,9,8,198,91,149,0.121,0.7979999999999999,0.081,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,5,0,12,2,0,4,1,24,35,11,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,4,3,0,3,4,2,1,0,3,1,18,4,21,32,3,19,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,8,79,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495895361465985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113817743708597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273853748940233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258522722765505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827682605708029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447348765055483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698570972863699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706182690350568,0.0,0.10674092735248067,0.0,0.21654636821586806,0.0,0.07851866895422037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15185661533736106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758544623928593,0.06749727264580123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688875310946769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27900143477748857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031248131219986,0.3073283687916591,0.10655636534839097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209925153395172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055688045555795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885078836046482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428615277677895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955786185593936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775602116825906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852639896059335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422109876219653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011620913616012,0.0,0.14079533181807247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sexyb1tc4,2018/02/05,"Recovering from Depression but the Anxiety is stronger than ever I'm finally off all meds and I only take Xanax at a small dose ""as needed"" for my panic attacks. I became completely sober in December. The suicidal thoughts and dreams stopped on my birthday. I no longer had panic attacks or they weren't as strong when on Lexapro. I stopped all my meds and I was doing great. Then my parents (my triggers) off set me and I started getting attacks 3 times a day, 8 times a week, etc. Some I could feel coming, take a xanax, calm down, rest. But this New Year my father really went off on the verbal abuse and I had an overwhelming panic attack. It wasn't screaming and crying, it wasn't gasping for air, but it was my heart racing so extremely fast out of my chest. That was the first ever time that my chest hurt after a panic attack and it wouldn't go away. It'd usually go away after 30 minutes or so. After that I was put into such a low state. Instead of being so energetic and high, I started to feel low. That's when I knew my depression was trying to creep back in. Battling my anxiety with low energy but rapid thoughts. Feelings are so hard to comprehend. They're so strong and overwhelming. I don't know how to control them. Recovering from all this is so extremely hard when you feel lost in your own body. You don't know why the thoughts are suddenly coming back. You're trying to control yourself. Emotions bombarding you when before you felt nothing. I'm feeling so erratic and lost. It doesn't help that I'm only months off the pill and I'm also not used to having periods (irregular periods, mood swings, cramps, etc.) I keep losing things or at least feeling as if I have lost them. Then that gives me even more anxiety because it makes me feel irresponsible. It also makes no sense how I could lose the items I am looking for if I don't even leave the premises of my home or I only go out to one place. I'm trying so hard to keep myself at bay. I have multiple notebooks to keep organized. I noticed that it's hard to remember things and the notebooks help but only so much. I wish I could have a tracker for each and everything I own but that's not a solution. I need to he more mindful. I'm feeling pretty helpless right now with all this. Just today I realized I lost or forgot my nike headband somewhere. I told myself. No, this cannot keep happening. I don't like this. We need to watch out for our things. Then I went to gym so I could get some good exercise since I'm trying for a healthier life. Right before going home, I realize my sunglasses aren't in the car. I instantly start the feeling of panic creep into me. ""Those are Fendi. Those are expensive."" ""Those were a gift from your mother, what would she say if you lost them?"" I search everywhere at home knowing well that I did not bring them with me to the gym since my selfies and snaps to friends didn't show the there. Feeling disconnected I found them in my closet. I guess I put them there when I tried looking for something else. Then, after finding them, I tried to sleep. My mother woke me up for lunch, then I slept again after lunch. I woke up and drove my brother around, never leaving the car. We get back to the house, eat dinner... I realize I am missing my retainers. I had them after gym and I slept with them on... did I take them off for lunch? Or was it before I went out with my brother? If they're just in this house... how could it be lost? I started to panic. My father saw me and noticed me. He said ""What's wrong with you? Why are you doing that?"" I said nothing. More panic filling me by being noticed. I didn't want my parents to know about my irresponsibility. They think I'm a careless person who gives no value to my things.... but truly, I am just so forgetful and caught up in the moment. Or maybe I am irresponsible since it's been happening so often. I don't know. Any advice? Someone relate? I just feel extra low right now.",1.8140705350136168,4.191784556832694,3.340242194832971,87.91723030051241,81.46487867177521,6.225601255597103,23.099124467217532,7.4734670217049,1.0925375955931005,3080,107,615,48,83,1012,305,783,0.227,0.701,0.07200000000000001,-0.9991,2,0,1,0,1,0,112.0,3,9,12,13,44,44,6,9,28,0,54,19,7,9,7,131,142,66,1,16,25,8,16,1,1,2,7,4,4,1,38,36,5,10,28,6,1,17,22,35,1,2,44,24,114,8,87,87,19,111,0,19,4,0,46,44,0,15,49,432,152,0,0.0,0.05415563416554068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04466460974164052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310416559848477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031082507137192638,0.0,0.10489779639920054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04068915578777717,0.0,0.25999305865150873,0.08588695892441647,0.10543819486727443,0.0,0.02786272411751456,0.0,0.11668054642698923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050770466744535066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874552210562809,0.04792319706977951,0.0,0.10252916710621618,0.1824676568081636,0.0,0.05020728365734519,0.029477404247894082,0.0,0.0787351996444115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04676994227662155,0.038182554349033664,0.051414520381216584,0.0,0.0,0.10195136387367904,0.060378434075428776,0.08268967481712156,0.0,0.0,0.04107874198999014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542206283392319,0.0,0.04388614164678058,0.05007007395860608,0.041775611572848745,0.038878575719442234,0.0,0.05011565618254951,0.03531331906675468,0.0,0.07164047739909557,0.08769314574024557,0.10390596665217484,0.0383370847830305,0.0,0.050392420323412165,0.05035170478077769,0.0,0.08083756585511287,0.0,0.16377892419808893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054163328344617685,0.061273231672375,0.048292234304747016,0.1375443387024061,0.0,0.0,0.10548009260523228,0.04893057184303565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250686675879275,0.0,0.0,0.12559758573432134,0.0,0.0,0.09679478670946594,0.0,0.0,0.0322843925455127,0.022330260605718046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767651807960996,0.10226947471837457,0.2993692703105565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101990777294375,0.0,0.0459190905286961,0.0,0.10154093348907016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04615130733240171,0.0,0.03648310234353622,0.0,0.03360009845363852,0.10167407211637727,0.035252260041883206,0.04414436074386799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877147057802247,0.15611407027634516,0.0,0.0,0.030972425247134908,0.1390497367916888,0.0,0.3753933858658076,0.10150501597492424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039909820232288916,0.04775436296627973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650071991752711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918968502362374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029281243953718467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177742042704885,0.1171012620828032,0.08695615053898535,0.0363482511784387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342856422610442,0.0,0.04574027360485673,0.0,0.03872761677092487,0.035187685163200616,0.0,0.0,0.1294073478866486,0.0,0.0,0.07642663929019096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04999632862629063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10309852339010528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146350185483,0.029287369426752505,0.0,0.10885938706490177,0.07995682025823235,0.0,0.04332514220803297,0.04367524984269747,0.0,0.186193393201894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039476401043932415,0.050340094224558686,0.0,0.02695932875695915,0.0,0.03666361045404964,0.0,0.041096319886060495,0.12711327596398225,0.08248739355874482,0.0,0.052561098297659134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03246912919953248,0.04997371833674,0.0,0.029433979679638875 anxiety,thr00000away87,2018/02/05,"How to cope with extreme job stress/knowing when to leave a position? I don’t understand how to do my job. I had very little training and was very much just thrown into my position with an extremely large workload. I struggle every single day. I’m only able to meet with my supervisor once a week for about an hour and trying to cram all of my questions from the other 39 hours of the work week into that time time slot is impossible. If it’s not 100% urgent or already overdue, it doesn’t get discussed until days, possibly weeks, later. I can’t keep anything straight. I’m underpaid for the amount of work I do and the stress of all of it is weighing on me. I can’t enjoy my personal life because this drains me. I desperately want a new job but I’ve only been here a year and a half and my job before this a year, so I don’t want to seem like I’m an unreliable hire jumping from job to job. I also have absolutely zero idea what kind of career I want. I’m 26 and I feel like I need a general direction and I’m frustrated that it’s not socially acceptable to spend short amounts of time at jobs while you feel them out. Has anyone else been in a similar situation and what helped you decide enough is enough and it was time to move on? 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I’m to the point where I’m considering taking the cat back to my parents so I can spend my evenings out of the house. He’s yelling about how he can’t take his job anymore, there’s a new one every year and the problems are ALWAYS the same. It’s always the “cunt” who he works for, I don’t understand why he keeps taking these jobs where the boss or the manager is female, because he can’t handle it. He’s the common denominator in this problem and I can’t keep my alerts on for his messages anymore, it’s too much. There’s nothing I say where he’s civil back. He’s angry and taking it out on me but god forbid I say it, because I become the problem. Is there anyone out there where their spouse triggers them? He has no idea I feel this way other than seeing my dead face at home.",3.3072250423011833,4.630046558375639,4.446720812182743,86.57370219966161,73.26395939086294,6.674653130287648,26.83891708967851,7.03164865440522,1.2132283587140438,760,27,155,7,15,249,109,197,0.179,0.7979999999999999,0.024,-0.9777,3,0,1,0,1,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,18,11,2,0,12,0,12,1,1,5,0,28,25,9,1,5,3,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,11,7,0,3,4,0,1,2,8,10,0,1,0,5,18,1,16,25,2,22,0,0,1,0,21,13,1,1,6,97,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702464139169296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057019262666506,0.0,0.2348277530060572,0.08278302108957704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207356011550446,0.0,0.14434234333140786,0.13075558158336004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635358241575575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819734912109637,0.0,0.0997510674235564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059862973299351925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728537493962339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187576639224723,0.0,0.0,0.1366094327069272,0.0,0.13365109680118634,0.0,0.0,0.2349732354169821,0.2104659782769063,0.0,0.0,0.06506560437234271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870323541680465,0.0,0.0,0.11434453515317848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360111562982388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022604717278994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314612293822933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119194944349054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664297558778474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830146431362146,0.0,0.0,0.09434375894288477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114458642741743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560667027715649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325111373449507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939747195185709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068311162913617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619139194014949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944397646270506,0.0,0.07624110231665139 anxiety,annabananner,2018/02/05,"Lashing out at loved ones I have generalized anxiety + PTSD from growing up in an abusive home then jumping right into an abusive marriage + subsequent relationships like that. I’m struggling constantly to not allow myself to fall back on that as an excuse – I know I’m ultimately responsible for the way I treat people – but it’s a huge factor whether I like it or not. I’m engaged now to someone who’s the complete opposite of all that – he’s 100% my soulmate, my other half, the same person as me but different. He’s been a tremendous help with learning to cope through panic attacks (with or without him there), becoming less sensitive to triggers, (there are still a few, but I’m far less likely to spin into a panic attack at an arm around my neck or because I’m startled) But then I get anxious when people are coming to our house. I get anxious when I’m late for work. I get anxious in general when I feel like I’m failing, and sometimes I lash out at him because he’s the only one there, or sometimes because I feel like he’s looking down on me. Based more on my insecurity than on real evidence. Does anyone else deal with this? How do you stop from lashing out at the people closest to you? Am I supposed to curb the stress / in the first place? Or do I just need to direct it somewhere else, instead of shouting that I was supposed to leave for work 20 minutes ago, my coffee cup is dirty, and the fact that he’s calmly asking me if I want him to make coffee is absolutely making me insane. I don’t want to lose him, and I don’t want to make him unhappy. I just don’t know how to act another way. 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I can’t remember the last time I had a full blown panic attack but today was very close. I don’t know what happened but all of a sudden after lunch in college a wave of anxiety hit me. We were directing a movement piece (I’m studying acting) and I couldn’t do one part of it, because of that I started spiralling out of control. I was so angry at myself after I calmed down. I thought this was done. I thought I could deal with it. Then my lecturer told me it might be best to go home seeing as the day was almost done anyway. I get why she said that and I understand she was trying to help but it made me feel like such a failure. 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Been finally lowering my dosage to the lowest, but I'm still experiencing it and has been the scariest thing I have ever experienced; where I cannot feel, it's like everything that I know - I do not know anymore, I cannot feel or relate to anything -- my habits/my routine, everything vanished.. I came across a youtube video where it mentions 'blunting' of the frontal lobe.. but this time it was the most extreme I've ever had, libido / self-awareness / self-direction.. all numbed out, almost like I am clueless as to the person I am. I hope someone can relate, because I've not had any luck searching or finding any posts or articles about it.",7.470333333333336,8.099308566666673,7.272666666666666,72.60633333333334,63.33333333333334,9.866666666666667,36.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.655666666666668,655,30,110,12,9,208,93,150,0.155,0.8190000000000001,0.026,-0.9298,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,7,0,17,2,0,0,4,25,24,8,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,9,5,12,5,10,15,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,7,9,72,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196287983807472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998242722233075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040621737932798,0.11309490557421185,0.1657254610833714,0.13310122457021115,0.0,0.0,0.18400672716223634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859741450944334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499162168311425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043112594818061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154293902153453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511604688410644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926127434348686,0.0,0.0,0.2907294874995753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356487655496268,0.11554968031430254,0.0,0.17718223874283345,0.14783074595511195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064791806547954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778013621069988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580395335186827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977129809812365,0.0,0.0,0.154402594803698,0.0,0.14122829741427928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098113715220604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33746775840448723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704485130818447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916867042481558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244145543489782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745527958464303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431401031964406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Freakymik,2018/02/05,"Anyone else had therapy for anxiety and kind of get anxious, simply because you are used to that feeling? I've suffered from pretty major anxiety for about 20 years. Over the last couple of years I have had lots of therapy and medication which have helped greatly. However now when I am going to do something that would have otherwise made those feelings flare up I can almost feel myself convincing myself to get anxious as that is what I have basically always known and not being anxious feels wrong. So I am essentially convincing myself to become anxious when I may have been fine. Has anyone else experienced something similar? Any tips?",7.261842105263156,9.046423912280703,7.460482456140351,66.95546052631579,64.26315789473685,10.261403508771927,35.30263157894737,10.411451182825502,4.264705263157895,522,24,76,13,8,169,78,114,0.14800000000000002,0.76,0.092,-0.7066,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,18,1,0,2,0,15,27,7,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,5,10,5,14,20,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,3,6,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282375749476665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655948850786323,0.0,0.0,0.08708789639421295,0.0,0.19593718495686574,0.5787033717367172,0.0,0.1790906218050939,0.262433358281388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806661221041411,0.1414366019869684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170035560249045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2139620412560699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590119802388441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381628549302615,0.0,0.07278170981031783,0.0,0.0,0.1411909876126976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583858483599084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335892584644812,0.0,0.10438923436559182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088754143009894,0.0,0.12117723223690298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901098460385318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028710523766582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717981347638336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29290463896525504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060615892263888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097297548290996,0.14001785588704846,0.0,0.16493800590123694 anxiety,1sttimehere,2018/02/05,"some ideas that have helped me out before. *I've been having a not-so-good day, so I read a post of mine from a couple years ago that usually helps me a little bit. This is it:* I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a long time now and I’ve compiled some ‘ideas’ that have helped me out in multiple occasions. I’m sharing them below in hopes others can benefit from them. I’ve gathered most of them from the internet, so if you know the source ( I don’t), feel free to give credit! Disclaimer: non-native English speaker. Expect more than a few mistakes, ;) **Future situations are too vague.** How can you answer a question before it’s even asked? How can you solve a problem before it presents itself? Is my boss going to be mad at me or compliment me for my effort? Is he even going to say something? Is he even going to notice? Future situations are too vague, and trying to sort them out beforehand leads to frustration. That’s not smart. You will have the ability to deal with them if and when they happen, if nothing else because you’ll have more information about them. **Most of my worries never happen anyway.** Or “in my life I’ve known many problems, most of which never happened” (or something like that). That’s very, very true. **If you treat every situation as a life and death matter, you’ll die a lot of times.** Think about one of those ‘huge’ things that bugged you years back. Most of them don’t seem so ‘life and death’ now, I guess. Be smart about it and learn from experience. **We have the energy to deal with today’s issues, not tomorrow’s (yet).** Feeling like you must have a solution right now to all the problems you’ll face in your life is, obviously, too much. Nobody has. We all have the energy to deal with this very moment. Tomorrow, we’ll have the energy to deal with tomorrow’s problems (if they ever come to be). **We are all in this together. Nobody has life figured out.** Even though it may seem that some people do, it’s just not true. We tend to overestimate others’ knowledge only because they appear more confident than us. But I assure you that even the most confident person (your father, your boss, your teacher…) has tons of doubts, makes mistakes and screws up on a daily basis. They just don’t overthink those doubts and mistakes. That’s key to being confident. Again: we are all in this together. NOBODY has life figured out. **Reality is uncertain. We all ‘improvise’ life.** Reality can surprise you in a good or a bad way. Mostly, though, it will not surprise you at all. Whatever happens, you will deal with it when it happens. We all ‘improvise’ life. **There is no bear.** Our imagination is really powerful. That’s why scary movies work, right? Unfortunately, we tend to imagine things that scare us all the time. If you imagine there’s a big brown bear across the room right now, your body will react to that. So, the next time you get that ‘impending doom’ feeling in your chest, just realize that your imagination is messing with you. There is no bear. **We are all one small adjustment away from making our lives work.** You are not a thousand miles away from a happy life. You are right there, on the cusp of it. There’s probably just one small adjustment needed for your life to work. Maybe it’s learning to not overthink life and just take it a moment at a time. From then on, things will start to come together for you. **This too shall pass.** Good moments eventually end. Bad moments do too. No problem or bad feeling lasts forever. They just make way for whatever’s next. **Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, it’s about learning to dance in the rain.** Life is not a movie! It will never be perfect, period (for ANYBODY). You are allowed to have fun and enjoy your imperfect life, your imperfect moments, even when you feel things are ‘wrong’ – that’s what life is about. **We adapt.** Things in our lives change sometimes, for better or worse. Don’t let the fear of change feel worse than the change itself. We are humans and adaptation is our thing. You’ll adapt to it in no time. **It’s not the load that breaks you, it’s the way you carry it.** Stop overestimating your responsibilities. You will fail more than a few times - you are not a superhero, and people know that. **It’s better to shit your pants than to die of constipation.** The fear that precedes some situations is 99% of the time worse than the situations themselves. Acknowledge this and get them over with. No matter the outcome, you’ll be able to deal with it. **This is probably not an emergency.** So, it’s okay to calm yourself down. You don’t have to have an answer right now. You have time. **There will come a time when you’ll wonder why you were so worried about it.** It’s happened before, right? Things eventually just worked out? Yeah, it will happen again and again. Take a breath and put things in perspective.",0.9025490196078432,3.4022730457516386,2.033442265795209,91.17049019607843,97.95424836601308,5.188671023965142,18.636165577342048,6.823885302473277,0.5015551198257087,3768,116,734,64,153,1189,322,918,0.128,0.768,0.104,-0.9785,2,0,2,0,0,0,208.0,18,44,13,11,57,51,4,6,48,2,84,21,5,10,19,170,127,44,4,18,31,1,6,2,0,19,15,2,1,2,66,44,0,2,33,2,2,12,24,25,0,4,3,9,89,27,109,98,29,116,1,2,1,1,97,44,2,35,57,519,155,13,0.04182236759450757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037073005455266886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03199399673694425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0390982680962327,0.0,0.07858698212638872,0.032158819139489384,0.10475979005985707,0.05098905420886035,0.0,0.1423510178400055,0.0,0.0,0.07397697095737807,0.04565919351496227,0.04645522221962057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327275584008337,0.1080787994314852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046275654269177666,0.0,0.02697196722031133,0.3018191720315715,0.0,0.0,0.08681002932560518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03493722159621525,0.0,0.03704220415236702,0.0,0.0,0.16573967616017668,0.0378307258649639,0.03523714848229625,0.0,0.0,0.04091030059058004,0.0,0.09412358170825773,0.12687987406395576,0.029877907766020388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04370092182712927,0.04011982589207913,0.07130584590239426,0.10523585306844664,0.0,0.0,0.046072053000764265,0.0,0.258883670803331,0.04452068798811872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840979542627762,0.0,0.0,0.04153904766943335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442472475623853,0.0,0.043651685976441305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045968958961077784,0.0340908115465688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04276620441748077,0.4431056259952613,0.040864592554581226,0.04191699945988934,0.07385983361448825,0.03701147924798188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555588134683211,0.0,0.0,0.08375026537602137,0.0424013164606723,0.04201618955695473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030744252325254063,0.031010755642031783,0.09676796446819026,0.0,0.08895712480234907,0.0,0.0,0.04012968966242157,0.04761504270313289,0.0,0.0,0.085019755960257,0.031807795143684404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057988727525711214,0.03651767821960505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0400542673853449,0.0,0.0901831717338791,0.20009178776913095,0.0,0.0420430308479203,0.046850623204315496,0.0,0.0418336853211367,0.0,0.02679247960396841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142964404730515,0.0,0.03325882533807338,0.04187148593311862,0.0,0.0,0.0761470254395275,0.0,0.0,0.04293005933219051,0.0,0.23505046732368975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439380366053002,0.04136339094613835,0.0,0.02960208704193713,0.0,0.0,0.03496537199066396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289043114640562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22227938138255515,0.02679808444137179,0.08218052763569039,0.0,0.2438695887092839,0.0,0.03964271431850641,0.0,0.0,0.028394642304361006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061431752778073,0.0,0.046061429285761575,0.10352349977439243,0.0,0.09958994617663708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754763634017854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535457363348448,0.12178872684318218,0.08494528879651231,0.1278616966908775,0.0,0.04572619357933861,0.0,0.05386446706135916 anxiety,DiddyKongFlare,2018/02/05,"Progressing beyond impostor syndrome: what are your stories? I’m a PhD student in a STEM field, and I’ve been dealing with feelings of anxiety and self-doubt intermittently since before I began my grad school career. I typically feel anxious about not knowing what the future holds and feeling unsure about where I’m headed. For example, I feel anxious thinking about what life will be like for me after my PhD program. Will I be able to secure a job, and will I be happy? My sometimes low self-confidence is paired with my anxiety. I doubt myself and my ability to pull through in the end. For example, I might doubt my ability to do a certain experiment. Then I’ll think to myself, if I don’t succeed here then I’ll set off a chain reaction of events that will ultimately lead to me not being happy and successful later down the road. These anxieties and this self-doubt is something that I want to overcome. I started seeing a therapist recently, and I’m proud of myself for taking that step. I want to keep progressing, and I think a significant part of overcoming anxiety is coming together with other people to talk things out. What are some of your experiences/thoughts/feelings?",6.8300064935064935,7.786814559090914,7.380389610389612,70.1377272727273,64.77272727272727,10.64935064935065,35.714285714285715,10.608840637214634,4.1237467532467535,953,44,157,24,14,314,123,220,0.09,0.7490000000000001,0.161,0.9497,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,6,6,11,0,2,10,0,17,2,1,1,1,35,36,12,0,3,3,0,4,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,14,0,3,8,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,2,5,25,8,31,25,2,24,0,1,1,0,4,9,0,5,11,112,36,11,0.12847767709505173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931402852753928,0.2902864108011067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093250403798398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106721426264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245484364912835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379308771131826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567582113233378,0.0,0.0,0.3248108693076185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27353375260076124,0.0,0.0,0.13185516251026236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749427008604652,0.11419686259476253,0.0,0.0,0.07060797134991295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074758286854506,0.06276770337050258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629451223889386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912880423570595,0.0,0.08907024444952379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268562064689101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300262683160139,0.10238007458382817,0.0,0.40209071145107933,0.0,0.0,0.1062780621447086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890839267916328,0.12706770781270305,0.0,0.09093716111885257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09659922393128234,0.10326549020109048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917248552345205,0.08535485981760335,0.24696992334384116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155892538498733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kaitlynethomas8,2018/02/05,"So anxious right now I have extreme anxiety over going to my new classes in an hour that I am almost tempted not to go, but I have to. I can feel my stomach in my throat. New teacher, new students, new environment. I feel like everyone will judge me.",3.0948,4.646035479999998,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,74.2,7.4,32.5,8.07648339933343,2.484800000000001,194,10,38,3,4,66,36,50,0.062,0.871,0.067,0.3079,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,2,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,6,8,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,7,26,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671983888378995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579260342460324,0.2332184381522747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972622659139414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20876453272683926,0.14748077659230882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346492177790428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20330181492394087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085615586396628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7975241500869243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629863124639802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bhendrx,2018/02/05,Anyone wanna talk Idc what about or who just anyone,0.018666666666668164,0.01838620000000013,1.0500000000000007,93.47166666666668,137.0,1.3333333333333337,3.333333333333333,3.1291,-2.606666666666667,42,0,7,0,3,13,9,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8669986139430116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983105491768127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,winem0m,2018/02/05,Emotional support animal for coping with your mental illness I have general anxiety and depression and I currently see a counselor at my college for it. I’ve always used my dogs and cats for support when I was living at home. I just recently lost my family dog when my mom and her boyfriend broke up because he took the dog with him. I think having an animal of my own would really help me and I was just wondering how I should bring it up with my counselor. I haven’t been seeing her for too long and I’m not really sure if this is something that she should suggest or I should. I would love some advice if anyone has any :),3.5092800000000004,5.163462368000001,4.955400000000001,81.79870000000003,73.32,8.840000000000002,26.1,9.3871,2.3251600000000003,496,17,96,12,10,166,82,125,0.116,0.754,0.13,0.4242,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,2,1,27,25,12,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,2,22,4,12,15,2,11,0,3,2,1,10,4,0,5,5,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17484101752908934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887787131991706,0.0,0.0,0.12167345033702147,0.0,0.13687523944262595,0.0,0.0,0.12510678739667194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906950858896307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410570584646596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126375470916266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867222985404964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992799483598693,0.0,0.17947387781363308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579918647597693,0.15834080142739776,0.0,0.0,0.1953150683908644,0.0,0.16148456152390944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803118189456548,0.0,0.0,0.2095518950645089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22924469807301145,0.0,0.17666440490118934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851561693912724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377432986432552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060783148160329,0.16863235933309556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146463273930684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878950513040472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453161164582555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19403384256562614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542028518940425,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kerz15,2018/02/05,Gym anxiety? 21[F] have had generalised anxiety for around 4 years and I’ve gained a lot weight from sitting around inside. I’ve been to the gym before but I’ve moved since then and the one in my town is a small private one. How can I motivate myself to go without worrying about the stupid little things?,2.009714285714285,4.658740733333339,2.896190476190476,89.56500000000004,83.33333333333334,6.761904761904763,21.904761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.2839761904761908,244,8,48,5,7,77,46,60,0.117,0.753,0.13,0.2057,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,9,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,2,2,1,3,0,9,4,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,2,31,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797169251890932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418689902353133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111845045344406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410474845051118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487434483245224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21099536341793132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26377806696051864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363489363227674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205298619775764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488101644013875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022186751391231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392384805890496,0.0,0.0,0.2520407510846039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598209968705678 anxiety,Gemma073,2018/02/05,"The best way i can describe my anxiety It honestly feels like you're walking into an endless ocean and the rip keeps pulling you deeper and deeper, to the point where you can barely keep your head above the surface. And a panic attack feels like one massive wave that slams you into the ocean floor and you have to figure out which way's up and down. Its so scary you never want to go back to that beach again but you also know you have to at some point. Its terrifying",4.024072948328268,5.390188702127663,4.2088449848024325,88.80500000000002,71.55319148936171,6.648024316109423,23.003039513677805,6.868970318607317,0.5857890577507598,374,9,76,3,7,116,64,94,0.139,0.7809999999999999,0.079,-0.7326,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,8,0,1,5,6,1,1,7,0,4,1,1,0,1,18,11,8,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,0,2,10,4,11,11,2,19,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,5,53,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707212767179266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331295286716946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428663075347615,0.0,0.16415428674238433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22403592371095765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215885572358767,0.30502280680220883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132659705671593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909386289677465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795047729683153,0.0,0.0,0.11732398565094634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20859279735113875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465028476208726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466075737142428,0.0,0.0,0.2504748340235065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4036185104498471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591706607049422,0.3389037495526623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Project_Tuatara,2018/02/05,"Thumping Bass 14 hours a day causing panic attacks, neighbor threatening court. Help, I'm chronically ill and have disabling anxiety. A new neighbor moved into the apartment below mine and plays loud thumping bass from 8 am to 10 pm. It's causing me severe stress and I have had several panic attacks even though he has lived here less than a week. Told management and after they told him he needs to keep it down. Soon as they left Swearing, shouting the whole 9 yards because someone dared make a noise complaint. My partner asked him to keep it down because I am in pain and trying to get what little rest I can. He turned it down the tiniest bit. The second time we ask politely (different day) he said: ""I'm at least 18 years your Sr, you don't want to mess with me. If you knock on my door again within 24 hours I'm filling a police report number 2, I have your license plate"" and slammed the door. Of course, we went to the office and they sent the maintenance guy to deal with it and he even offered to buy him Bluetooth headphones which he rejected because ""you have to feel the music"" Overall the maintenance man was sympathetic but not very understanding to my situation. He Left saying well it is the day and it's not ""that loud"" (we can hear it clear as day outside, even Shazam can tell me what is playing inside our apartment) I was out talking to our good neighbors (who have been trying to help with all this) and a crazy guy drove up and said ""if this comes up again I will take you to court for harassment, I will play my music during the day and turn it off during quiet hours (10 pm to 8 am) that the end of it"" And here's where it gets more complicated, the guy is a non-combat vet with PTSD and slight hearing impairment. So he gets the star treatment and everyone bends over backward for him, and seem to favor what he wants with little regard to my medical issues. So now we are here...with me having panic attacks on several times a day basis, unable to feel safe in my own home and scared to death to walk past his door. I will have to move if this keeps up or it's going to have an even worse toll on my mental/physical health. I'm out of ideas and feeling hopeless, I don't want to have to leave my home because of this man. TL;DR: psychopathic veteran neighbor threatening court over a request to quiet thumping bass causing me to have panic attacks and loss of what function I have due to chronic illness/disabling anxiety. 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I didn't realize it at the time though, and blamed my issues on the job. I've been working part time for the past year and just quit four days ago. I'm freaking out because I have no plan and feel like I can't ever fit into our work environments. My boss blamed me for something I didn't do, he was doing that fairly regularly...i felt like I was always trying to explain myself. Well he did it again with something that was clearly not my fault, yet I apologized as usual...the next day he texted a co-worker for her to tell me I need to make a 150km round trip delivery using my own car. He should have asked me directly. I said no because I had other things I needed to get done for him, and I wasn't happy with the situation and how he was directing me as if he owned the use of my car. He called right away and got upset saying I had 3 weeks to get work done and why hadn't I got it done? So I went over all the other things he asks me to do that I say yes to and push aside my true job responsibilities...he sort of got it, but i said I didn't think it was working out anymore because I frequently feel like I'm doing things wrong even though I'm trying, and the atmosphere of unorganized chaos that he creates....his response was a rude ""Oh, you can't handle it?"" So I said I think I'm done, worked my butt off to finish things so he wouldn't be struggling to get them done, and now I don't think I'm going in tomorrow? I just don't know what to do? I keep quitting things, but I feel like life is just trying to crush me at work. I'm so tired of feeling crushed. I'm a introverted person, not super shy but anxious...i really can't believe I quit again, but is being treated like you're small and stupid at work a reason to quit? 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Can't breath or think. How do I stop this? I have been living through the interview in my mind throughout the whole weekend. I feel physical pain and cant focus on anything. I look ok from outside but there's a constant screaming inside. Should I go for xanax or something similar? EDIT: Interview has passed and the interviewer told me that they could work with me. Yay. Now to the next phase to panic about; quitting current work and leaving friends behind.",2.892077922077924,5.822073032967037,3.1968031968031987,86.87774225774227,82.4065934065934,5.946453546453547,28.05294705294705,7.348242739294969,1.8700681318681318,390,18,69,6,11,120,72,91,0.123,0.7709999999999999,0.106,-0.1556,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,4,6,0,1,7,2,9,3,1,1,0,14,14,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,3,9,3,11,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,2,7,48,11,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887577935351631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478751369468752,0.0,0.18313893465966805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11597994420434472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772161638481963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036028117484794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258902203696913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24287720942811336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025441649768483,0.0,0.19261897801338876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160546383551814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439451279551588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440733865561307,0.2691245825947301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439707603119076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658568336588767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917695106089356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697557171566686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21917963071109564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25609131949835584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339784937886326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jademirette,2018/02/05,"Illnesses and work I keep getting ill at work. I've suffered anxiety for years, had years of therapy and have been on medication for a year. I've had major life events that has effected my anxiety and some days I might have great days and some days not so much. I love working at my job. It can be a bit much as it's a customer facing role and you have to deal with all sorts of people, but I'm pretty resilient and my colleagues are super amazing and supportive. However, I've got all my stressy anxiety-related stuff out the way e.g. recently graduated, moved houses, moved away from a place I was familiar with to a bigger city etc etc. And I should be stress-free. I live with my boyfriend in a nice flat, we have stable jobs and I should be at a good place in my life. However, I'm a bit of an ill person. Anxiety has caused my to be sent home sometimes (work is very supportive), sometimes stress has caused me to have bad stomach pain, I've been recently visiting the doctors because I'm trying to find out how I'm getting these stomach pains and that's causing more anxiety and yet it becomes a vicious circle. I got sent home from work today because I had a sharp pain that caused me not to move and then it was a lingering pain so I wouldn't be useful at work. I've been sent home a few times, and have taken a few sick days off - all for same/similar reasons. I'm just paranoid because I'm a good employee but I don't wanna be taking the piss. I don't know why I'm so ill all the time, I'm trying to improve my well-being but it's effecting my working life and I'm just worrying about everything. Sorry for the long ramble. I don't know :(",2.636399159663867,4.227086026470592,4.242773109243696,86.27176470588238,75.5,7.798319327731093,26.84873949579832,8.527137837955566,1.8694327731092435,1299,50,272,25,28,435,159,340,0.192,0.695,0.113,-0.9748,5,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,1,1,0,10,8,18,2,1,20,0,33,19,4,9,4,52,58,23,0,4,7,0,1,0,0,4,14,0,3,1,10,20,0,1,6,0,0,7,6,9,0,0,14,1,26,9,33,34,16,38,0,1,0,1,10,14,1,4,16,162,36,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250568610726097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691010084796285,0.0,0.061409722453421425,0.13450300438772955,0.08122827142527993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059129554949308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022172788133497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897301649889572,0.07582502343827333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527975751065112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405149624041485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610043094157825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722177442741957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685185734419568,0.0,0.0,0.1233775769384386,0.1176465197128503,0.08108721295258657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213246954840748,0.0,0.0,0.08486481376014883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597059271201132,0.06537307012918836,0.0,0.0,0.08084039715026779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584792692523092,0.0,0.0,0.0649444583670417,0.06508789298576707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638017342700572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409213122364135,0.0,0.07802307790569171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345104727964341,0.1081328628810571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130421237957532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050989100790670254,0.0642195010937298,0.1536845491607711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07482501840955015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561985760540277,0.1452400616511369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548221352582116,0.08233125218835724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849855972064845,0.0,0.08419515795915172,0.0,0.16692338083627542,0.0,0.0,0.0552991360445179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841088416341673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08577316019196074,0.0,0.06971514783130359,0.0,0.0,0.09986887729034268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352207966014026,0.0,0.06068501459309768,0.0,0.05837918298961897,0.0,0.0,0.06612871580253091,0.0,0.06636586221176424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748080491846232,0.07469182506578613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208799833431224 anxiety,Hunter199090,2018/02/05,"Anti-depressants vs CBD Hi everyone, I've been on antidepressants for a few months now. I get anxiety episodes completely randomly and have something going on without a proper diagnosis. My episodes can be for half an hour or half a day, there is no pattern. I'm currently attending CBT Therapy for my issues. I wanted to ask if anyone has experience with CBD? My worry with antidepressants is taking them to fix the issue then my body becoming used to them with no meaningful impact, is CBD a potential better treatment? Any help would be appreciated, thanks.",5.414755555555558,8.113267320000002,6.797333333333333,66.11922222222225,70.8,10.844444444444445,33.111111111111114,10.746095033038511,4.675877777777779,452,22,69,16,9,153,74,100,0.085,0.778,0.13699999999999998,0.755,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,10,1,1,1,0,13,18,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,8,2,12,14,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,6,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398186155918483,0.0,0.15728744795731087,0.0,0.0,0.14376396630895916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19221314732791786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22707483706251605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18184112890250648,0.0,0.2283810743400031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557318524715008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259837229314542,0.0,0.17708749432661922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964646204915373,0.0,0.20112137998778135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742025330698966,0.0,0.11685019764425615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137812860260214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247974811207894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291969110780217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411214319533407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828496085225688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458955467934282,0.0,0.0,0.18929368361255336,0.2351275137888937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17757691547045998,0.0,0.0,0.12127129923741364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981961169958252,0.0,0.0,0.20880210435497254,0.0,0.14605606536543764,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnrenewableOxidant,2018/02/05,"What To tell parents? I'm taking the week off uni and coming home even though I have work to do I told my mom I'm stressed. But in reality I have severe depression and anxiety, I can't bring myself to study and do work or even get out of bed. What could I tell my parents, I don't want them to think I'm suicidal, also what will university do if I don't attend? If I get a diagnosis will they be a bit kinder on me?",1.6264285714285691,2.5274684130434792,4.285714285714288,87.745,76.82608695652173,7.86583850931677,22.92546583850932,8.418075326091056,1.0808552795031057,322,9,78,6,7,115,57,92,0.188,0.7759999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9093,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,0,0,12,23,9,1,4,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,14,0,9,18,1,8,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,3,1,52,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252238699591633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590379053811692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20822185679145866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16429234775424384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227806699162771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642708112739142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519435879711578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199291454487942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131231610783972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233743365773139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42355417647705024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546450091176866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21847437528708974,0.0,0.0,0.20862174735695674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340115691518676,0.0,0.3334033991707651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220861717603955,0.18738594288571692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822455205969633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249430562967223,0.0,0.1529877630517949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776995484079797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,happyricecake,2018/02/05,"What ""Keeping the anxiety at bay"" is like I've gone through periods of severe anxiety and a few periods of relative calmness and security which I mostly obtained through a series of harmful behavior. I realized that while those behaviors alleviated my anxiety at first they ultimately lead to unfavorable outcomes that gave me anxiety that was worse than what I had to start with. So, for the past several months I've just been trying to keep my anxiety at bay and not let it spiral. That pretty much means being constantly slightly anxious, like you're always teetering over the edge but not ever going over. I just feel like something is constantly ""wrong"" or ""off"". I look around for a problem and I don't see one, but I am so scared that there is one and that if I don't worry about it then I won't see it and I won't be able to nip it in the bud. Even though I know that worrying about things doesn't do much to prevent them or solve them. I don't even know what I'm anxious about, it's like a paranoid obsession. But I think this is the lesser of two evils and that I can live like this, even though I'd rather feel safe and okay. This might be the best I can do. If anyone has any thoughts or advice on ""maintaining one's anxiety"" (as ridiculous as that sounds, lol) I'd love to hear them. 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After I graduated from university I had no idea what to do with my life and no opportunities anyway. I fell into the same existential angst pit that a lot of people get into these days. After applying for 3 months I took the first job that would accept me and grinded away doing office work for years, thinking that if I just stuck with it then maybe I'd get promoted and maybe start to feel invested in my career. Well, that didn't happen, I dreaded getting up every day and my mental state was stopping me from meeting any new people and I basically stopped going outside for anything non-essential. In the end I quit my job and used the savings I made from it to spend some time traveling through parts of Asia with my camera. I realized that a lot of my anxiety stemmed from the expectations people had of me, even if that person is a cashier in a shop or something, I was always thinking about how I was 'supposed' to act in those situations. But while traveling I feel like those expectations don't exist, I just feel like I'm a foreigner who doesn't speak the local language and so the native people don't expect anything from me at all. If I screw up saying hello, it's not because I'm dumb, it's because I'm a new person in a strange land who doesn't know the local culture. This has led to me thinking about moving to a new country permanently, which honestly sounds scary as hell and might be a catastrophe, but the thought of being able to go about my daily life feeling at ease fills me with a lot of hope... Any thoughts?",9.650314547837482,7.1531329327217135,9.505218435998255,68.51649082568808,60.65137614678899,12.400961118392313,40.176714722586276,10.7630783206399,4.211170554827435,1347,55,248,25,14,443,178,327,0.066,0.853,0.081,0.6956,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,12,13,3,1,19,0,19,3,0,4,1,62,46,21,0,9,12,0,4,2,0,2,2,3,0,2,18,15,0,2,15,4,3,12,8,4,1,1,12,7,29,9,49,30,8,47,1,0,0,1,10,16,3,13,20,173,47,6,0.09843519854171848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618973676879164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190597066605533,0.0,0.0,0.13387862099031214,0.0,0.1506053149108562,0.0,0.0,0.06882817955273503,0.0,0.1620075623547156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248310931853447,0.0,0.0,0.12001036677710142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696511943722394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718436879312326,0.0,0.0,0.06501552027233737,0.0,0.08293590024669872,0.0,0.0,0.09628851240750863,0.0,0.0,0.19908717611791274,0.1406442510129727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372892959394126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542849854251623,0.0,0.11188598354259838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704592098320622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597903865758101,0.0,0.0,0.09776836271487332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112135758005376,0.0,0.0,0.19536349150470164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819482163138112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905538360936515,0.09618093170710164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25105825717247365,0.0,0.09314176492370414,0.0,0.0,0.1977827750501849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919952792426924,0.10442419006732584,0.0,0.0,0.07857003634942626,0.1046210379518445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802773125605533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659572758060913,0.0,0.27297029008585505,0.17189963708804876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895456251869704,0.0,0.10469795027720467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827962077994684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064528743403647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757802249461021,0.0,0.0,0.06967294017101477,0.0,0.0,0.16459246723459314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921990175926293,0.0,0.2344396569712489,0.05739835586457365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936512748051597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850164066575283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850506508110872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166199689592746,0.0,0.0,0.06992554080021839,0.0,0.0,0.06338904053611091 anxiety,downwarddoggy,2018/02/05,I can't sleep recently my anxiety has been keeping me from going to sleep at a reasonable hour or waking up at one. Any advice?,3.366538461538461,4.764211038461539,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,73.23076923076924,9.815384615384616,28.384615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.1370615384615386,101,4,19,3,2,36,24,26,0.07200000000000001,0.928,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,3,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,5,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003900700582696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20904417503111533,0.0,0.23516199657538664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17470386947666522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30272944504154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732333796992371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830382362408714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160608676488326,0.3035227872443689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6152488098351251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HardAtWorkPainting,2018/02/05,"How do i explain to my wife that leaving my computer on will not give our daughter brain cancer? My wife has been suffering from anxiety for as long as I can rember, she's working on it, but it's not easy. She woke up this morning worrying that me leaving my PC on in sleep mode could give our daughter, who sleeps in the next room, brain cancer. She thinks the wifi signal will cause it, but the PC isn't even on wifi! I can't get through to her. Sorry if this is not the appropriate subreddit for this, but I'm just worn out and don't know how to deal with stuff like this anymore.",6.442341597796142,4.939429280991735,6.6105371900826455,83.58732093663913,66.10743801652893,10.050137741046832,32.5633608815427,8.841846274778883,2.3076931129476588,457,15,102,6,6,147,76,121,0.17800000000000002,0.797,0.025,-0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,11,6,4,3,0,18,20,9,0,2,8,4,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,11,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,14,1,18,14,0,11,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,1,3,70,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14161701866532686,0.0,0.18359023711960548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4133124027018372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19017020770091628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478040136992836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19085156894803365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222706403607784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671805484274183,0.3551697638105647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017376317929569,0.0,0.0,0.3920327095520925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044074446426656,0.0,0.0,0.1638262137296642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968782285490616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705092806452237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20722774542095185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191919587618324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861802874245153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477025506054846,0.18799930886934604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_Mical,2018/02/05,"Weird shakes when in social situations (?) I seem to have these weird outbursts of shakes in my spine (back and neck), especially when in social situations. Basically what happens is my back kinda ""tenses up"" in a sense, so I feel an urge to kinda shake, but in a very particular way (that I don't know how to describe). When I do do said shakes successfully, I get a strange pleasure from it(?) It's not like a sexual thing, it's just a weird good feeling. I've noticed I get these urges a lot more when in social situations (hanging out with good friends/doing a community bingo thing), so I'm thinking it may be social anxiety, but I'm not entirely sure as I also get it sometimes due to temperature changes (I think). Does anyone know what this may be? Any info on this is great. Thanks!",4.426114081996435,5.668270732026143,5.799251336898397,78.25844919786098,70.43790849673205,8.700891265597148,28.941770647652998,9.095868883498916,2.3532797385620907,614,23,120,12,11,207,92,153,0.104,0.7170000000000001,0.179,0.9647,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,0,4,8,0,10,2,2,1,1,23,25,12,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,14,3,0,0,8,0,0,5,3,7,0,0,1,3,10,8,17,20,2,22,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,8,77,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749372760407658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140859561432167,0.0,0.10282911659995528,0.0,0.0,0.0939879300379282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20671771583904125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219602603412498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762977105444596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593118183579445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106829863912433,0.0,0.0,0.225486255950749,0.0,0.14819590810478453,0.0,0.0,0.11886506347575646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774482475110418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566966276758515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142770595024064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530353590484219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786194443248672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236875908378292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453273133269879,0.0,0.5480873717277214,0.0,0.0,0.13294246997464165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668702251042993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237536911979984,0.0,0.0,0.1786021969518378,0.17225877544053642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090861947906344,0.0,0.10669445554406612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheUtard,2018/02/05,"I think I have some sort of anxiety but I'm not sure, and I'm to scared to talk about it to anyone I know in real life. I'm 20 years old I have had one job for three hours, and I go weeks, sometimes months without leaving the house. When I think about trying to do something with my life, like get a job, I feel sick and my brain feels clogged. I only feel like I can be myself when talking to friends online, when we get together I don't know what to do I just sit there, I used to be the funny guy and make jokes and do things to make people laugh but now I feel empty and not like myself in social situations. I feel not like myself.",2.3347445255474497,3.155501781021897,3.620153284671536,93.50906204379564,74.98540145985402,6.355912408759124,20.9992700729927,6.2581,-0.00654978102189796,492,10,117,3,10,161,79,137,0.098,0.71,0.192,0.9429,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,3,0,10,4,1,3,1,31,28,11,0,0,7,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,1,0,2,1,5,20,8,16,25,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,13,72,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031460273255916,0.0,0.0,0.10082981850487004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097780456825808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645658646840268,0.20603674825550294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141057956619302,0.0,0.15067982503228908,0.0,0.08195366699474751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427832564148073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201052445351486,0.16639045210717746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861976812245069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584999675881366,0.0,0.0,0.15268974385984688,0.0,0.0,0.2037091374865547,0.2818004471620809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925127252187251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510114834526215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513163827783179,0.0,0.0977154212219737,0.10967258370137914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997193368121267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413414131322426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437196998273755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620897766422148,0.0,0.14699640207475625,0.0,0.11101421506752716,0.14262006955279188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590925432121173,0.0,0.0,0.2318091928846509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580180718927253,0.18479842099439134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09790410717651003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454475636170115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115670636395102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390061711438304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092861753630384 anxiety,Whittzy,2018/02/05,"I get overwhelmed and then just shutdown I’ve really been feeling this lately. It’s like I’ve got school work to do, my job, appointments, hobbies, etc. And it just gets to the point where I can’t deal with any of it anymore and shutdown. It’s like a vicious cycle for me because when I shutdown and don’t do things I need to do it just keeps piling on and adding up and overwhelming me even more. Not sure if that was even comprehendible but can anyone relate?",3.7489861751152063,5.112255204301075,4.182826420890937,88.73709677419356,72.2258064516129,7.034715821812598,26.1889400921659,7.447530270364453,1.2150811059907838,366,12,75,4,7,115,64,93,0.039,0.89,0.07,0.1578,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,2,2,0,8,0,0,0,1,17,14,10,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,7,3,8,11,2,7,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,52,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452128690543982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399304130252987,0.16916368859512024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747881206209407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24942010252100705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698168701808492,0.3195861141953556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232751644364165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279778717541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19349421653595866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400790566779092,0.21503927218708746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729085577043867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363904041312413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793886736749867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22870286992574365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498710950808445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24484695523641264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280169806521868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072811910727672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612855382465845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,heatherette1992,2018/02/05,"I get anxiety about anxiety. Basically, I have some very specific triggers for severe panic attacks. Recently when I think I might be entering a situation that may include those specific triggers, I start feeling some very severe symptoms of anxiety, even when those triggers are not yet present. Does anyone else get this anxiety about the anxiety they’re afraid they might experience? How do you combat it? It’s bad enough to have the panic attacks themselves, but getting myself worked up over the fact that I might have a panic attack is taking it to a whole new level and it really sucks. 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I find myself being constantly paranoid if the doors are locked to the front of my house, and will go at random times of the night just to double check. It causes me so much anxiety to see them unlocked for some reason, and I practically fall down the stairs going to lock it. 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I recently found out I have really extreme OCD, an anxiety disorder, and learning that (not to make light of the matter, but ironically) sent me into a little bit of an anxiety attack. I'm 14, and I've never had an anxiety attack until then. The next day, I was horribly depressed which is odd for me because I'm a pretty optimistic guy. Like, really upbeat all the time. The day after that, I felt better. (Not entirely O.K., just better). Today, I feel depressed. Is this something I should be worried about? Is it just normal for my age? My parents, with well-meaning intentions, really weren't much of a help and I don't think they entirely believe me. I did research online, and everything I've read about what anxiety/depression is and what anxiety attacks are like and it matches up pretty damn well with what I've been experiencing. This whole thing is kinda stressing me out. I would appreciate any help you can give me.",4.704548262548265,6.337703010810813,6.2749227799227825,73.61060810810814,70.24324324324324,9.826254826254825,30.511583011583014,10.125756701596842,3.4235096525096536,767,32,133,21,14,262,110,185,0.271,0.597,0.131,-0.9837,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,2,5,14,4,1,10,0,18,0,0,2,3,34,29,10,0,3,7,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,0,6,1,0,1,6,8,1,0,8,4,20,6,16,18,4,17,0,3,0,0,8,5,1,1,13,94,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764331153489503,0.0,0.3439304445055329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38359993331539227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851554145906384,0.0,0.0,0.12663177172855197,0.0,0.1988102073784077,0.12270729139032358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14497220762291574,0.0,0.3872259447979315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881552172353766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101425251998727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056830780688345836,0.0,0.1079177593976969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232363822159524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782045820969577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128968339247386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067330198128245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982198939844744,0.11265029167120905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502518424279471,0.0,0.0,0.12243216378351812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826239720466447,0.0,0.08668670278750916,0.0,0.11953439158742715,0.0,0.11012418887594297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480242601191208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22869422170985104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242638819167207,0.0,0.2160112136511641,0.0,0.11097746304115216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652791060484494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874920646069046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593187368954207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467088969834762,0.14403760132873744,0.0,0.0,0.06553899528072554,0.0,0.10653823957250286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211495452437475,0.0,0.0,0.12548608912035472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414356564547215,0.0,0.07984287388510784,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deadlycheech,2018/02/05,"how my anxiety works My anxiety has been a issue since highschool mostly social checking myself into places saying my name can be hard talk so fast know what i wanna say but it wont come out be sweaty all day on edge(to the point i was getting addicted to drugs to get rid of feeling). in the end thowe i think it has its advantages even thowe how it feels sucks to be and feel this way i stay out of bad situations before they even happen i just start a episode of panic the moment i know my brain wont let me say a word i want to. Can anyone relate? its hard to find my exact trigger my last name seems harder to get out than my first for any odd reason just hate this ailment i always try to please others just to ensure ill never be on someones bad side hard to say no. i really triggers me knowing i know what i want to say but i cant and makes me look like a fool them just stareing at me wondering whats going on then bam panic attack",2.844393939393939,4.022024752525256,4.27820202020202,87.9006363636364,74.20202020202021,6.694141414141416,22.29090909090909,7.03164865440522,0.6023430303030297,743,18,157,7,15,247,123,198,0.23,0.7,0.071,-0.9887,2,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,3,2,7,0,14,4,1,6,3,40,37,8,0,3,6,0,6,1,0,2,3,5,0,0,11,7,0,0,12,0,1,2,5,8,0,1,2,13,26,2,25,28,2,25,0,0,2,0,11,12,1,3,10,102,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274199295834436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368563511767868,0.0,0.0,0.07656647942855299,0.0,0.1722652752269873,0.0,0.0,0.07872700442904304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808975214864404,0.0,0.0,0.18801937767431207,0.0,0.0,0.09580757238878357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569000441680614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969881125061619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261258096046151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057107414088565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997231690961786,0.0,0.0,0.14873202184623086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078982508892068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290712682827176,0.09577077083566872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647415360732047,0.0,0.06398867716061771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956480981055812,0.0,0.30258118115507,0.11116137491548324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751688544386417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475106637172359,0.09177757755722536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513303628433387,0.0,0.055006805974672834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454899520027232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515609169825932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683795780672787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26420510720657797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763476586823216,0.12359229966141462,0.10643591425032486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07212937337806145,0.11576341659557338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4476887295213808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249960643327133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093137337035427,0.1265582220898067,0.0,0.11477345262338018,0.09539890909442653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969325798055292,0.12000818282447866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049725381604924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214446244095399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644263565677578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281945896876238,0.08937035713822376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210131441241573,0.08196837957478079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Narwarion,2018/02/05,"Need an advise how to deal with all of this. First of all I really want to thank all of you for being so supportive. I read a few topics, before I got enough courage to post something here. I hope I don't mess anything up, because I'm not a native speaker and maybe some of you have and advise for me. So, my[m25] panic attacks started around june but first they were really small and I could deal with them on my own. Around november they got worse. Really worse. I had(an still have), the permanent fear of dying by a heart attack or a stroke, even if no one in my family suffered from this. It got so worse, that I had to quit my job and foucs on getting well again, but even with a therapy and medicine it is hard to deal with it. I tried already everything my therapist said, but since my grandmother got a cancer diagnosis everything started to go back to the beginning. I can't sleep again (like today, I didn't even sleep 10 minutes) even if I tried everything that works normally. I drank a tea, I took some medicine, I listend to chill music and I did my breath technic to calm down. Nothing helped and I start to feel really tired of it. I want to be strong in front of my granny, so she doesn't worry about me and that she can focus on getting well too, but I also have the fear that I totally snap in front of her and get a big panic attack again. I just don't know what to do anymore with that stupid disorder. I know it's a really dumb situation but I hope someone had a chance to collect some experiences with a situation like this and that he or she can give me an advise to cope with it better. Thanks for reading and I really hope, that I didn't annoy anybody with it. :/",3.860175438596493,4.799864856725147,4.941769005847956,85.01335526315792,71.48538011695906,8.50701754385965,25.945906432748536,8.841846274778883,1.7243836257309937,1319,40,278,24,24,434,170,342,0.19,0.6729999999999999,0.13699999999999998,-0.983,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,2,3,6,23,26,6,4,16,0,20,9,4,1,4,51,49,26,1,10,11,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,18,21,2,0,3,2,0,4,8,12,2,3,13,5,44,14,46,33,10,30,0,1,0,0,19,12,1,10,15,199,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646262484589487,0.06265751859834574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770345122614469,0.0,0.0,0.0644764565894214,0.1394985642556313,0.0,0.2674077972087876,0.0,0.06024732518579564,0.0,0.04776223462237096,0.0,0.06667119853760885,0.0,0.0,0.0692953712976428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255714982288806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423302972727038,0.0,0.0,0.08131629528252687,0.0,0.08979739546010433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095785340983627,0.0,0.20700121942701352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125133041292532,0.07664262087604931,0.07386264704765359,0.17633402551979552,0.03961677924753819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329117766545634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280598535745375,0.0751617211575255,0.04452885813474547,0.0,0.2506588177390852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018738880983487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284668596700407,0.05251723512144373,0.0,0.0,0.2334616052281161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775159070402521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611966773306473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655699002945386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871442742738953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058096507565122024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676765350871023,0.07518020024958423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053092879046510916,0.0,0.0,0.18385677371867332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503890182585847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333626835603206,0.15674503670863252,0.0,0.3011631535783522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453004319291426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648130177388788,0.17614032254728396,0.15681579951712826,0.0,0.06638681525814794,0.060318670475097376,0.0,0.0,0.16637239288464725,0.0,0.06257146166950317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891214418317739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14427072873335645,0.08960155751688381,0.09097191607821868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005331108018537,0.0742678855972625,0.0,0.0870511943011008,0.10639080004928002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242727164226587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408944842747934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05704069075312554,0.07956956402731365,0.2395400523237365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,raayzofsun,2018/02/05,"Girls with anxiety, how does your boyfriend help when you start feeling anxious or even have a panic attack? Me [18f] and my boyfriend [20m] have been dating for a year and he always asks if there’s anything he can do to help when i start feeling anxious and i i never know what to tell him. I like when he just listens or is able to actually be there in person by my side but sometimes that isn’t possible so i was wondering if any girl with anxiety had advice on what could help? 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I also felt hot. In the following weeks, I also developed IBS. I have also had problems sleeping. I can sleep and still feel tired. There have been times where I've slept 20 hours at a time. Sometimes I can't go to school because I feel exhausted. I've had depression for years, but I was able to go to therapy every few weeks to deal with it. My symptoms only seem to occur when I'm in public such as at school or work, not at home. I never feel stressed and am totally calm, but my body will exhibit those symptoms and heart palpitations sometimes. My doctor diagnosed me with GAD and said everything was due to unconscious anxiety. I thought this was a pretty shitty diagnosis at first and honestly wished it was MS (something that I got an MRI to check for) or something physical and easily treated. I started Prozac but switched to Zoloft after a week due to side effects. Zoloft was even worse and made me exhibit symptoms of BP-II (hypomanic episodes and severe depression/suicidal ideation). I've tried exercise, meditation, and supplements, but nothing has worked. Next week after a sleep study I start Mirtazapine. I was wondering if anyone experienced anything similar and had any advise. Also wondering how Mirtazapine is. If that doesn't work next my doctor recommended Effexor, but I'm hesitant to try it. I'm super concerned/literally afraid of taking these psychoactive drugs due to side effects. I don't think enough is known about these drugs and also how they affect brain development (I'm 18). If someone could recommend a non-antidepressant solution that would be great too. :)",6.224051699099622,7.76174058466454,6.734994191112403,72.1163629102527,66.47603833865816,10.802730177171073,34.0355794365379,10.832165505486646,4.122010862619808,1365,62,232,40,22,445,186,313,0.077,0.792,0.131,0.9665,0,0,4,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,7,16,11,0,2,9,0,25,24,8,6,2,50,51,32,0,7,11,0,6,1,0,2,16,1,1,0,10,16,0,0,13,1,1,3,5,5,0,2,19,8,23,6,31,28,3,38,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,8,26,142,33,8,0.08519762714190922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552255593063549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34066255822164965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793730800762027,0.0,0.06517595156740029,0.0,0.0,0.05957216184112271,0.0,0.07011038782949615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051935682729922585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463535732447503,0.0,0.09510872843736903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802337267879838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783501256805454,0.07338059141602044,0.17294759630615092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440676302463431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760439805634356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803192359889038,0.0,0.05627222920927262,0.0,0.143565350821173,0.0,0.07657013370043686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923544055565298,0.0,0.16360616565663755,0.0,0.0,0.07246905812367999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683954976966996,0.0,0.0681403253767421,0.0939306846980006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095959837374352,0.0,0.0,0.08546016661324682,0.0,0.0839025009796967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162325712316293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061605479411844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570966231895099,0.0,0.18121728602285408,0.0,0.0,0.0817494210353726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479663459353616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667661590316565,0.0,0.08152262298393283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412237848431273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810424534722591,0.0,0.0,0.17244909430368682,0.0,0.07756071995089936,0.0,0.09624906812993862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557774675479504,0.0,0.0721876730005896,0.1311785915066089,0.1685252634820667,0.0,0.1206066380016474,0.0,0.06803893508979023,0.0,0.09759359403832234,0.0,0.0,0.09319237595880846,0.0,0.0,0.2656588685677393,0.06405801263519392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743091168360377,0.0,0.0,0.05459119934312926,0.0,0.06763739928337514,0.0993588430552312,0.09792213932236987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156871926204643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733615898063668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797306658208424,0.0,0.18478638469589373,0.1860746617744556,0.0,0.0868236606945218,0.06052194988227187,0.0,0.0,0.1097289571309207 anxiety,clickbro,2018/02/05,"Jason Isbell - Anxiety I love this song. He has went through it himself and his song hits the nail right on the head. https://youtu.be/UFCrKGL88Uw ",5.923750000000003,9.655047208333336,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,76.91666666666666,6.533333333333335,24.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.648016666666667,119,4,19,2,3,31,22,24,0.063,0.7809999999999999,0.156,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38051937690305465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104889644642732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489344090338427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4247877535266239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611065839919701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,twopotatoesnobeans,2018/02/05,Help with CBT. I’ve been having issues with my mental health recently. I was told from my therapist that there is an amazing app for CBT but she couldn’t remember the name or anything about it. She believes it will help me tremendously. Does anyone have this app or know any good apps or websites for this?,3.045141242937856,5.606650491525425,3.245000000000001,89.31179378531073,77.98305084745763,6.6451977401129945,23.39265536723164,7.793537801064563,1.2347265536723162,245,8,47,4,6,75,47,59,0.0,0.8170000000000001,0.183,0.8922,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,0,10,9,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,6,2,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033204639732173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18542059033376465,0.0,0.2182212143743374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987679676600008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23206151663239394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22242108467367125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818748039923535,0.0,0.0,0.3554902186006403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767798728176701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573643984420814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672398884886367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26183406135975273,0.0,0.3003981674184709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078953629068737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533916310638802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jobiwan1113,2018/02/05,"Buspar and Effexor Xr combined I’ve been taken my Effexor XR for 20 years. I am up to 337.5 mg. A few years back my GP added 40mg of celexa because I was starting to have panic attacks again and he thought adding the celexa would be better than increasing my Effexor. I was feeling better but over the past 2 months my anxiety is out of control, I have panic attacks all the time, I get scared to leave the house and will stay home for days. My Doc switched me from celexa to Buspar and I feel so much worse! My anxiety is worse, I feel dizzy, light headed and nauseated all day. I’ve been on the Buspar for 11 days. My doc says to hang in for 2 weeks but I’m not sure I can keep taking it much longer. I’m hoping someone is on this combo and can provide some insight? Or taking Effexor and something else and having some luck? 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Doctor recently prescribed me Propranolol ER 60 mg to take once every morning. He said since I’m still a young adult/college student he didn’t want to give me anything habit forming, and explained its purpose as a beta blocker. Yesterday I took it and it was noticeable throughout the day especially with my irritation. Just wondering anyone else’s experience w the drug itself as well as more insight into side effects and success stories. Have a great day :) Edit: Also read online there’s apparently a huge difference between the generic brands?? Is there any basis to these claims? 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Now I have panic and anxiety all day long, even after taking the Klonopin which helped before but at the lower dose it does nothing. Am I feeling more anxious due to the BuSpar? It seems like before I take my dose I feel okay but after I take it I'm a wreck. I can barely work, and I work at home so there's really not much anxiety associated with it beyond making sure clients are happy. Have any of you taken BuSpar and have gotten worse? Does it just take time to get better? I don't want to take this shit if it's just going to make me feel worse. I went from having 1 panic attack every few days to having them each day multiple times with this medication change. And they're not going to keep me on the Klonopin no matter how much it helps because they are telling me it was just a short term thing. That's fine with me, without meds I can function if I'm careful. I felt way better before going to the med doctor than I have ever since working with them. I'm also on Zyprexa and Prazosin for nightmares/sleeping problems. These don't seem to cause any anxiety because they wear off by the time I wake up.",4.472138434321097,4.877181379699248,5.32889429455993,84.72616762494474,69.78947368421052,7.461831048208758,25.79743476337904,7.048011613610866,1.0703611676249438,1021,27,209,8,17,334,145,266,0.181,0.711,0.108,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,5,5,11,14,3,2,9,1,16,7,3,4,4,41,46,14,0,4,11,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,16,12,0,1,6,0,0,5,7,6,0,2,6,4,28,8,34,40,10,36,0,0,0,0,10,13,1,4,18,139,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218359480372907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276439145742107,0.0,0.2762049638474009,0.10197193038172976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268762905008336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004744101030804,0.0,0.2304224722575333,0.0,0.0,0.15966125424108535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920295347457364,0.09272535857257216,0.09548669075607097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23284965902296664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238839732578608,0.15798018954042745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059618113201948014,0.0816483976335124,0.07605079323677914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136919635724702,0.0,0.08666700290457674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431778430656597,0.08658886189803455,0.15389628210186085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608704968407628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121003285958999,0.0,0.09054153281289112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023024219555157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044098129572475005,0.0,0.0,0.07988025356506337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050301816821185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005245402628428,0.09093086222063804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270794474087355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661015044126688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21180926332406674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636986723061899,0.0,0.09073963086624746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057825034499762215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434478772329686,0.0,0.0,0.09265406556820016,0.07466680320458224,0.0,0.09032857017310973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507217028946884,0.0,0.4072009837649194,0.0,0.0788941752943219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996698087962835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26316652263996604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323968195905912,0.07164687204042296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367506038578706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701068019169718,0.0,0.1971384536487439,0.0,0.18397219746327634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,delaneycashmoney,2018/02/05,"i ALWAYS feel watched? even when im alone and know that there’s no way anyone could be watching me, i always find myself feeling paranoid that im being watched. in turn i am constantly acting as i would in public and, when home alone, i dont really do the things that would embarrass me if other people saw me do it (one of the reasons i dont exercise very much haha). a lot of the time i pair this with dumb stuff like “oh god what if [insert person who i know] can actually read minds and is seeing everything im doing right now” and it’s pretty weird. i feel silly that im so paranoid of this. has anyone experienced this/have tips on how to reduce this fear? thank you",2.745519947678225,4.150429071942448,4.448973185088295,85.6724002616089,74.8273381294964,7.068933943754089,21.988881621975146,7.686295010490155,0.8610374100719431,527,13,109,7,11,178,92,139,0.154,0.753,0.093,-0.8229,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,2,4,1,14,1,0,2,0,20,23,11,0,5,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,14,5,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,9,14,4,9,17,2,11,0,0,5,0,4,4,1,3,6,72,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1256272919508797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666623370993484,0.0,0.0,0.21423652190691092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002973014851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13911735717810586,0.0,0.10278483312236053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017541287323172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502859327498549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569917962931653,0.0,0.0,0.1448632445544615,0.19527763278852736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766192812499858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913221761921712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.556225787672566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149934422455973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289366976281746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944633090696904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299861713993209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463541574611828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723451640989993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924899652668172,0.11240688580858936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097029962459658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877035228162248,0.0,0.08247126712878981,0.13236154990220295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993942608920328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025855377113243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737136454139407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852236570306382,0.0,0.0,0.08552615561433341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506671384029905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002727257628572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622028183780036,0.0,0.10218425936282394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290003197174812,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Iam_ollio,2018/02/05,"I wish i had high functioning anxiety Instead, i have ""just"" anxiety and accomplish less and less everyday to the point where i didn't even eat for a day or two at a time for the last few weeks. I'm so done with this that i just wish i had high functioning anxiety so that I can look forward to something after I overcome my fears. Right now, it feels pointless to overcome my fears because there is nothing waiting for me. Does anyone feel/has felt the same?",6.458241758241755,6.028311527472532,6.549758241758244,80.5202417582418,65.5934065934066,10.356923076923078,35.78241758241758,9.888512548439397,3.3137542857142854,363,16,73,7,5,116,62,91,0.12,0.787,0.092,-0.128,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,2,5,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,14,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,3,11,0,9,9,4,14,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,8,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992183830047061,0.0,0.0,0.12163127426795199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060395170358904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218464126964267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522265565315253,0.1780132780859266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799631040713262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489364718500715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914886950108384,0.17591070313777948,0.0,0.16702118734571206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367579650910044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179408690155856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607585859981118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691162354856542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644408544695703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855404689531773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391673852777616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143280281507966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699258156069657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953379177650374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4000724017402296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-angelicc-,2018/02/05,"Everyone hates me, I can feel them watching me. School Anxiety Sometimes at school, I feel like everyone hates me (even teachers!) and has a problem with me/mad at me. Like i feel them watching me when i walk down the hallway. Nobody talks to me, i even try to start conversations but they never want to talk to me and think i'm weird i guess. Even teachers look at me and i swear they talk about me all the time. Classmates too, I always see everyone happy with their friends and wonder, why can't i make friends? whats wrong with me?? I've gotten better about it now, but last year i would always get panic attacks in public from this thinking, that nobody likes me and are watching me. This was all last year though, I now do online school. I am required to go to online classes held by teachers, and we all go to the virtual 'classroom'. Even from the comfort of my own home i always get super anxious before i go in one, sometimes not even going to them, scared i will look stupid and the teachers will call on me, I'm failing all of my classes except one, i have a D in it. 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When my head muscles become too relaxed I feel like I’m gonna pass out or worse, and I kinda panic, so I feel like I gotta tense those muscles, which causes some weird sensations, as well, and it’s all just awful 😥",2.1159950859950882,4.362754162162162,4.1850941850941865,83.03056511056514,79.45045045045045,6.198525798525798,24.505323505323506,7.348242739294969,1.2825603603603608,436,16,83,6,11,149,76,111,0.269,0.595,0.136,-0.9287,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,14,0,5,3,1,3,3,1,3,1,25,13,13,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,8,1,0,1,5,10,6,7,9,5,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,6,10,50,16,0,0.1819450861491325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128334093289426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918749289848578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4018881059045716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869077225557745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473880566272493,0.27599070718546825,0.3899448176978623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867281495476348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999226107248928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666675360735285,0.18235677501061145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468320582613995,0.0,0.0,0.1214497578312941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213473356337216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655868115733115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215877181219048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055461587387464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878166844257505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084174814555534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609364289718327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635904831744933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854175867895399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SteeltoedSiren,2018/02/05,"Does vaping help your anxiety at all? I quit smoking last year. I used to smoke about 3 packs a week. I randomly stopped smoking BECAUSE of my anxiety. My anxiety won over my addiction, which is good, I guess. I would literally stay up all night telling myself I was a piece of shit for smoking. Then I stopped, so that the voice in my head would stop. Recently I found my old vape pen. Do vape pens help any of you? I quite like keeping my mind busy with a pen so I can get other things done. If that makes sense. What is your experience?",0.9096794871794848,3.3405221759259263,2.400000000000002,92.65269230769232,86.5,6.656410256410258,23.122507122507123,7.882392219407189,1.2624720797720794,417,16,92,9,13,135,76,108,0.131,0.732,0.13699999999999998,0.5622,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,3,3,4,1,0,4,0,8,3,2,2,2,16,15,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,20,3,11,9,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,3,11,56,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140508901912216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692252835413747,0.0,0.36084404518190616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584660903732804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759398059157055,0.16090198772199352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380216978504085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239576735278864,0.0,0.0,0.08214675157100372,0.0,0.0,0.13187797292656814,0.0,0.0,0.17320776468703225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136445267450095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107773617463369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397542112036367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816431827446675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681516527066791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495296904818333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587585726289301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475507205880036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498757284924825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344692221753485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524672629807704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613954475761486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758741457810464,0.0,0.39435667803991775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742689707885158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044573452822095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579717335248387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612129102183622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338490084778445,0.0,0.0,0.1012516626467843 anxiety,CrypotDee,2018/02/05,"Downfall Within 2 years I went from being a more generally accepted person to someone who’s now an emotional wreck..I was been in a relationship for 2 years and my girlfriend just dumped me last week. I’ve lost all of my friends. I have nowhere to go and no one to talk to. I’m not a person who has suicidal thoughts but some days (including right now) I just don’t want to be here. I feel like going out and having fun would cure some of this but when doing so I usually just feel like I’m out of place. I guess I’m just looking for a friend or someone who understands. I honestly truly feel like my life is spiraling down although I’m young and my birthday was a couple days ago, I didn’t even celebrate it. If anyone out there could give some advice or tips, it’d be greatly appreciated. My mental is weighing me down big time.",2.8164873949579814,4.451903858823531,4.346890756302525,85.52529411764709,75.11764705882355,7.680672268907562,26.26050420168067,8.418075326091056,1.716991596638655,656,24,137,12,14,219,108,170,0.044,0.7170000000000001,0.239,0.989,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,1,0,6,0,17,2,0,0,1,32,34,12,1,4,10,0,3,3,3,1,1,0,0,2,6,7,1,0,6,0,0,3,4,2,0,1,7,4,15,9,18,21,5,26,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,7,16,90,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395148055134568,0.13058310815139185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030039033591019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761656265310165,0.16299781180405895,0.0,0.1900079731510052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657060561712102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09729811845223292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22345596362723105,0.3157189453540728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276256119664324,0.0,0.0,0.14131499453967492,0.1674414914203831,0.0,0.0,0.1624118861909139,0.16228066232760044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200788572840638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405074918397088,0.2159074551787924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237048917958864,0.0,0.16080833700349778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484557437662744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982235367959104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572541322630182,0.15390957833386024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815784713935654,0.0,0.12580355490068684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496337840920311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113530532376746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840372250838045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169491910974514,0.08589875162855369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335687971899878,0.0,0.0,0.1622432421695062,0.0,0.08688837340532413,0.0,0.11816471783246772,0.0,0.0,0.1365596041145434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464614484536984,0.0,0.0,0.1897280633553617 anxiety,bloodofgore,2018/02/05,"I hate that I convince myself that people hate me I hate it. If I know someone, 98% chance I once thought they hated me. My closest of friends, my SO, and people who I barely communicate with. I'm completely aware that I do it, yet I still convince myself. If a social interaction doesn't go as planned, they hate me. My friends often ask me why I don't hang out with them anymore/why I never talk to them anymore, and frankly it's because I thought they didn't like me. 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I just want to cancel. I have my annual physical tomorrow and I do not want to go, but I have no choice because I need a refill on my Wellbutrin and Lexapro. I hate having to open up to the doctor. I need to talk about excessive sleepiness during the day, but I’m terrified it will be brushed off, because what mother with a chronically ill and developmentally disabled toddler wouldn’t be tired? But I am, it’s worse than ever and I feel like I’m barely functioning. I don’t think it’s depression, but rejection in any form is a huge anxiety trigger for me, so if it gets brushed off then I might have a breakdown. I’m afraid if I ask for something for those times that anxiety doesn’t care if my meds work pretty well, it’s going to attack anyway. I’m scared I’ll be accused of being an addict or a drug seeker. This is not a logical way of thinking and I know that, so why do I still worry? I know that none of this is rational and I need to go and my doctor is amazing and she’s never made me feel bad, but anxiety doesn’t care. 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I’ve spent years trying to deal with it naturally and it hasn’t helped, so before I completely ruin my relationship, I’m going to see if medicine can help me feel more like myself. 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Considering getting letter from my psychiatrist before leaving for college, but don't want to take advantage of the system. I struggle with anxiety, mild depression, anorexia, and mild add (all officially diagnosed). I can survive in college without an ESA, but I think she would improve my quality of life. I used to have a hard time falling asleep because of really bad anxiety at night, but sleeping with my dog the last 2 or 3 years has improved that greatly. On days I have nothing to do, she forces me to get out of bed to feed and walk her. I have to eat on those days also so I have the energy to take care of her. While my anorexia when downhill very quickly (Just spent 3 months in a treatment program), I think she kept me alive. Any thoughts or others' experiences would be greatly appreciates. 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Tried doing pushups etc at home but i really want to try running. My first idea was to go to gym but i do not have money to spend at this moment and just thought of so many people,i just cant i get nervous and scared just thinking about number of people and their opinions. So i guess i will go outside and run but again,im scared,there are still people even at night and even thought i will see them for few seconds or something it just makes me nervous(like when im at school i cannot walk normal and my legs just become numb and weird).So if any of you good fellas have any tips or anything please help. Also this might not be for this community but if any of yall know how much time its gonna take to see effects of running?(sorry for this i know this isnt fitness subreddit <3)",2.1961652542372896,4.113897694915259,2.9243750000000013,93.79978283898303,77.70056497175142,5.554943502824859,22.361935028248592,6.322622252153567,0.25255960451977444,680,20,148,5,16,213,111,177,0.064,0.8440000000000001,0.092,0.598,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,3,14,5,0,2,0,0,13,3,1,3,0,39,31,20,0,6,15,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,7,1,2,5,5,4,0,2,3,3,17,1,20,23,4,17,0,1,2,0,5,5,0,8,7,93,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074775561313032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741845320186648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059761282056307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484313746293223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498886327980108,0.17753643679086295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11431836393952585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021709700488207,0.0,0.152762284772838,0.11272616677712533,0.0,0.0,0.14805389357990315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008374751972444,0.0,0.13481155519576607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15171831120853116,0.4355167799637251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772259785969272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503563185432325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08971131137470283,0.1362578740481141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257440793881346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098797556555193,0.19930794556003809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612286015610616,0.1316809215178316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863484766737708,0.0,0.0,0.14752799178216905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609841901253815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345552481082517,0.1360173488801609,0.21419466240777132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346568834476663,0.0,0.150446891492855,0.09512717491832387,0.0,0.10732994115057833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105012251125113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611643032191994,0.0,0.21339305428818128,0.07836820758462867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249403168118186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927107151875873,0.0,0.0,0.16365983228009767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MightyJigsaw,2018/02/05,"Not able to pee at urinals when people are around me. Any tips to overcome this? Hi, I recently noticed that I am not able to pee at urinals if people are around me. This is a major issue for me, because I often leave college or skip classes because I can't hold it in anymore. I know that I have to fix this quickly, otherwise I will miss out on many opportunities. I remember being like 5 and being uncomfortable peeing at urinals, but I still did it. In elementary school I didn't have any issues with public bathrooms, but I developed the habit of holding in my pee for a lot of time for no reason. I used to play a lot of video games and would not want to leave my xbox to pee. Anyways, in high school I don't remember having a fear of bathrooms, but I would still avoid using bathrooms. I do remember a trip we did with school and I used urinals around a bunch of other guys without issues. However, now that I am in college, I cam afraid of urinals. It's not like I try to avoid bathrooms, because I am fully able to go to the urinal, but nothing comes out. I can wait there a long time with people around me and I just can't. This is frustrating because staying at a urinal for a long time makes you look like a creep. I don't have any issues if the bathroom is empty. Please, I need help to overcome this. Please help me find ways to get it over with. Thanks",3.2666375471051694,4.5318151978417305,4.513864337101746,86.27890887290171,73.28057553956835,6.877971908187735,26.907159986296676,7.2636822038024595,1.3009275094210344,1067,38,219,11,21,352,129,278,0.065,0.8,0.135,0.9723,1,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,1,13,12,1,4,13,0,26,12,12,5,0,51,40,12,0,6,13,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,13,16,0,5,6,4,0,3,11,6,0,0,3,1,33,6,44,32,4,34,0,1,1,0,8,18,0,6,14,157,46,6,0.267178085520514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816902600808917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832295598104538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31712685487574743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715904143463025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671675437048528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021654204662384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139864327553882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046529840771884816,0.0,0.050614487707568365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818277011469204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938922590137895,0.09409610548240707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718193416500854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048944696163832936,0.0,0.0,0.18860201006408406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305297168989389,0.0,0.0,0.15762946538774594,0.07478743377230533,0.0,0.0,0.15143016928719158,0.0,0.0,0.05944781558559267,0.09029221448635896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603638833741067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545485962991582,0.10139467373651087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852276436416401,0.0,0.0,0.1955208705521672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156785678746483,0.08793537561570122,0.0,0.30266068763968634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703984865039816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492542999647399,0.14224584281645675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08199389487980792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579369025626008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046546067942898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307560822256593,0.0,0.0,0.05252951906183309,0.07069117605665401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585004672318658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265304308266719,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rosscava,2018/02/05,"A poem based on my anxiety I'm a new user so I hope I'm doing this right and not contravening any rules. :-/ I just wrote a bit of an 'accidental' poem as I was trying to write a bit about 'my story' for a marathon application. I'm sure many people here will be able to relate to her so I thought I'd share it since we're all in this together. I've given it the title, ""'I'm Not Paranoid If Everyone's Looking At Me'. Why do you laugh and stare? Because you can see, something in my hair. You nudge your friends to say look there. They turn, their eyes burn. None of you care. Is your day now bright and happy? Now you've taken the piss, out of that strange chappie. You weren't the first, you won't be the last. You can't see that man's heart beats fast. I wonder what's wrong with me? That people find such glee. That fleeting moment's gone, now passed. Yet in my head, many fears have amassed. Could they see inside my brain? All the heavy thoughts that are such a drain. Home you are, watching TV. 10pm, I still can't let it be. Why do I constantly feel abnormal? I try so hard to be conformal. I always make it such a big deal. My mind relentless, humiliated I feel. This is all over nothing, why so deep? Shut off your mind and try to sleep. Sometimes I wish I was invisible. Society today seems so divisible. 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The other day also, a random person on the street opened my car door and tried to break the door off and smash my window for no particular reason and it’s really affected me. I feel so sick when I think about it, and I keep getting flashbacks of the event and I can’t eat or sleep anymore and I’m just so damn angry that the police never even caught him after doing it. I’m terrified to go back to university because of it as I’m afraid he’ll see me and try to hurt me or something or that it will happen again somehow. I’ve also got bad social anxiety so I’m also worrying about starting semester 2 up tomorrow and it’s all just way too much. :( I feel not anxious but damn terrified and angry all the time, I just want to calm down and I keep trying to think about the positives but I just can’t calm down. :( Sorry about the rant, I just needed to vent somewhere. 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I hate myself. I’m boring, I’m annoying, I just suck to be around. I spend all my time playing one of two video games, which I suck at, or browsing reddit. I don’t have the attention span for movies, I don’t watch much TV, I hate going out, alcohol just makes me anxious, I’m asexual and aromantic (not sure if it’s because I hate myself?), so I don’t even have that lowest common denominator with anybody. I can barely hold small talk without saying something stupid and cringeworthy. Yet for some reason, people somehow seem to not hate me. And not just not hate me, but actually seem to like me, as well. I had a good group of friends all throughout secondary school, but I always felt like just a complement to the group, like no one would want to hang out with me one-on-one. Why would they? And despite all the one-to-one conversations, all the evidence to the contrary, I just can’t stop feeling that way. We all went to university this September. We still talk in our group chat quite often and play games every once in a while, but I haven’t really spoken to any of them solo since then, due to my own self-doubt. And also due to it, I haven’t made any friends here. Today, one of my friends from secondary school’s girlfriend just messaged me saying he’s been talking about how he wants to see me, and asked if I wanted to surprise him and stay with him for a weekend (he lives abroad). And I would love to do that, but my first reaction was just pure confusion. Why the hell would he want to see me? I suck. My mind went to all sorts of crazy possibilities. Were they fighting and she wanted to get revenge by making him spend a weekend pretending to like me? ...No, of course not. She wouldn’t do that, and this isn’t a cartoon. Did she message the wrong person? No, she explicitly said my name. Do they know I hate myself and this is just pity? Of course, rationally, I know that it genuinely is just a friend who wants to see me and his girlfriend doing something nice for him. And of course I’m going to go. Because I’m just projecting my self-hate onto everyone else, and I recognize that. But logically, I just can’t understand why anyone would think of me as anything other than a boring, socially inept idiot. I don’t know. Vent over, I 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anxiety,N5269040302,2018/02/06,"I Originally posted this on the relationship subreddit But the post is dead, not many people helped, but it also applies here Just copied at pasted from the original post So, i am a very introverted, shy, i have high functioning depression (Very lightly treated). and anxiety (not treated), I have been really good friends with this girl for 3 years, It feel like a life time, we hang out alot, we talk alot about our depression and other mental health issues, and basically act as each others physiologists, and are very open with each other I care about her a lot, the first reason i became friends with her is because i had a crush on her, But i never asked her because i was shy but, she knew, I became balls deep in the friendzone, it was almost a meme between us, but recently when i said that im friendzoned she tells me im not, my crush died down but i always had something for her, She has had 2 boyfriends in the time i knew her, she has her second one ATM, I was ok with her first one, i Knew the guy, and as long as she was happy, i was, but again, there was still something for her that i felt, but her new boyfriend I really dont like, He is very clingy, he hates me and her hanging out, always messaging her while im at her house or something stopping us talking, really makes me feel sad, i can tell she is not happy in that relationship, but my feeling for her in the past few months have became immense i think about her all the time, i cry sometimes, because i think im jealous that he is with her, and if i tell her that it would make friction between me and her, and her and her boyfriend, but even if he wasn't with her i would still ""love"" her so much, I can't tell her that i love her, even if she didnt have a boyfriend because i am so anxious about it and i dont want to make anything awkward between us and hurt our friendship if she didn't feel the same way, my depression has been really bad recently, and an assortment of chronic health conditions, if it wasnt for her, i think i would have killed myself by now, (Im not being dramatic), she is pretty much all i have, And i really want her to be mine, I have never had a girlfriend, because i haven't liked anyone else other then her, but even if i had, the anxiety around it is basically crippling i dont think i could ask them, There isnt a singular clear question, just, what do i do, i guess?",13.834579744579749,5.916166638253642,12.577684882684881,66.08058731808732,59.332640332640345,15.988179388179386,47.03905553905554,11.062562989136584,4.91518996138996,1847,61,395,27,14,602,198,481,0.154,0.731,0.115,-0.9444,0,0,3,0,0,0,65.0,7,0,1,2,22,24,3,1,22,1,52,6,0,6,5,90,77,42,3,12,25,0,5,3,3,3,4,1,0,2,20,28,0,1,14,1,1,3,17,10,0,5,22,7,92,14,38,49,11,47,0,5,0,2,69,15,0,13,28,296,112,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558609135644251,0.0,0.0,0.05237817231498767,0.1089980117141895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10021052034046607,0.0739933132361848,0.0,0.04579723956720348,0.06710973058499156,0.0538987024869143,0.05830648898748238,0.12246228011301401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468751507234025,0.1996327504793228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677886910574454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522942696464242,0.0,0.07194571563310198,0.0,0.0,0.16923820224748254,0.0,0.06797586341756376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23028706612868016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471459511909181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297810595971352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246962448635288,0.04679128882419396,0.06288768555379487,0.0,0.0,0.1114239508363364,0.0,0.0,0.10120611300054036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493603316256122,0.0,0.0,0.0721526673006887,0.06485263087028703,0.0,0.1394462012947941,0.0,0.0646650301830364,0.0,0.1392411479562162,0.0,0.0,0.04390146389822605,0.06920150032988615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557509782167908,0.07011622121622371,0.0,0.3537416518716415,0.06836217121299244,0.0,0.0,0.07246306536809152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046262684540335317,0.09599602662334117,0.0,0.0,0.057963055139776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05568346774905352,0.11822775253698226,0.0,0.13115988197704626,0.0664039885447986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600587978388166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052279325138065116,0.0,0.09629611293404634,0.0,0.10103112105035963,0.06325770672157756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876533988597396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504918038740018,0.0454075854215084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818494339158334,0.06663430737965216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337197300139472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20979625837311325,0.06734213960501756,0.1293413769566979,0.1406391909173065,0.0,0.0,0.06230293717863576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15126907927242858,0.06477851085376056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461246709544644,0.05475868097836549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528850788227567,0.2289901310374393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678721172648405,0.0,0.0,0.11457601834199704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363555856132803,0.0,0.0,0.21616854905947006,0.07726401665722188,0.051988713221709434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958222190550187,0.0,0.0,0.04217811794866926 anxiety,EmbracingFacts,2018/02/06,"Hyper-aware of random thoughts while trying to fall asleep I am dealing with moderate anxiety (GAD) and it’s made me hyper-aware of myself, my thoughts, my actions, my surroundings. Basically, I have been consciously focusing on every detail that I typically process only subconsciously. One area in which this has become especially problematic is in my sleep routine. When I go to bed and begin to fall asleep, my train of thought derails and I think of random things. I remember being aware of these strange thoughts prior to my anxiety peaking but these thoughts seem more vivid and interfering now. When I realize that I’m having them, I feel startled and try to “shake it off,” which translates into me tossing and turning and taking a long time to fall asleep. My sleep quality is suffering significantly. Has anyone else experienced this? Is this normal? Am I probably correct in interpreting this phenomenon as being exacerbated by my anxiety?",7.48863821138211,9.605037823170733,7.87170731707317,62.96821138211385,64.0609756097561,11.076422764227646,38.05691056910569,11.038039088145766,5.054030081300813,769,40,112,23,12,252,103,164,0.117,0.883,0.0,-0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,12,5,5,1,1,27,26,12,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,0,12,0,0,6,0,3,0,1,7,3,21,0,20,17,1,22,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,3,8,81,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517389381197833,0.0,0.0,0.10716554415947636,0.1570367748034913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926771779815916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158008147215035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280321568464557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291312793400816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774947329076998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710329394208358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563355354823908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502182081359646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016588722259705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385545112847222,0.11656395187467625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524419316723338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173617897656147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952551833029528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067487748904376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523523017568893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182159356365146,0.09820519187347053,0.0,0.6083712992543354,0.0893692972857638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081119866443404,0.16670689724886598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KIFO96,2018/02/06,"Think i'm having a Heart attack! So during most of the day today I have been having chest pains/tightness. I'm freaking out that it might be heart related. Logically I know that it probably becasue I have a really sitting postion and it have but some stress on my back wich radiates out in the chest but can't find any info of it on the internet which only worsens my anxiety. Please help me calm down.. 22 M Sweden. Tightness felt when bending over, doing some postional changes and sometimes when breathing very deeply. Thanks to my agoraphobia the last couple of months i've mostly layed in bed being very inactive while not eating super healthy. I'm afraid this have casued a blodclot or hear problems. Sorry if this is not super well put together put kinda heard to write during a panic attack.. lol",4.112923368022706,6.610863721854308,4.9488789025544015,78.79213576158944,74.03311258278144,7.493093661305583,26.67975402081363,8.418075326091056,2.21042440870388,646,24,107,12,14,209,107,151,0.212,0.6859999999999999,0.102,-0.9537,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,2,3,8,1,13,6,5,1,0,26,22,10,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,9,4,1,1,6,0,0,2,3,7,1,0,3,4,7,5,13,16,4,20,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,8,8,68,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573083264717298,0.0,0.1189407631242841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35375888376541204,0.0,0.11955350627419065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447582561208882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203419998151875,0.0,0.10027088489518324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909350291277846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928391321540546,0.0,0.1421046949799273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523576997885246,0.3684859641174937,0.10421408052942016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544701532312682,0.12673587405204947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649383072914078,0.0,0.0,0.12410159744541475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824854077459215,0.0,0.18242072890822886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066889909929922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763231169880452,0.14877209701457125,0.0,0.31259802982570833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960362240107498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377238814495447,0.17404565082069184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781003003685436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314387750505414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962445892373344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14737560712183406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565723848279444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397940037819035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,krumelbumel,2018/02/06,"Anxiety, neuroticism and sweatiness I suffer pretty heavily from generalised and social anxiety. I also think I'm very neurotic: I worry constantly, react very badly to stress, get depressed, and get jealous very easily. As well as this I sweat profusely, especially from my hands and feet - its really annoying. I feel like all these things are linked, like there's some part of my brain which is overactive that I wish I could just turn off. I've tried CBT (quite a while ago, about 10 sessions), SSRI's (sertraline, for only 6 months), and take propranolol on a needs basis. Also I spent about $150 on a iontophoresis machine to stop the sweating. I'm 22 now and when I think back over the past few years I don't think much has really helped. I'm starting to think its never going to get better. Maybe this is just my personality and I have to deal with it. I don't really know what else to do. Its not that I expected to rid myself of all anxiety and transform into a new person, but I though it might improve a bit. Does anyone know of any alternative treatments that could be worth a try? Or general opinions on the matter? Or similar experiences? Do I just need to learn a bit of self acceptance? 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I've been twitching a lot for the past year or so, along with always having this feeling of stress in my stomach. So much so that I can't get any work done at home. I'm failing almost all of my classes and I'm in 7th grade. I'm also having really painful stomach issues and chronic insomnia, with regular headaches. I throw up every couple of hours and am very sensitive to light and sound. I'm also having suicidal thoughts. I'm speculating that it may be anxiety but I'm skeptical. Can anybody help me out?",1.4879166666666668,3.813552910714286,3.6428571428571423,85.56880952380955,82.39285714285714,6.590476190476192,26.29761904761905,7.793537801064563,1.7862476190476198,434,19,85,8,12,148,79,112,0.135,0.82,0.044,-0.7896,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,1,2,3,0,10,6,2,0,1,17,19,12,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,3,3,5,0,14,14,3,9,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,5,3,53,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136169582724184,0.0,0.0,0.3411962999590211,0.17750580373501268,0.0,0.0,0.1450702069004917,0.0,0.1631951691227282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360431329294633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830838653776305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797378568627139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786493622738387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145496117654853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298911533968434,0.0,0.2139851587633927,0.0,0.21008489339878206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23043061150390706,0.2226587798326428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136365135661767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682046538368405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269958004919649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036455062067928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366632395488729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24436625321700955,0.0,0.0,0.23334596871698954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935842975237722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760177614232459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530516582400228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737609721066227 anxiety,irenericn,2018/02/06,"Unfounded nervousness? Hi From a few months back I tend to have this...nervousness, that goes away at times but never away for good. For expample, I could be having the time of my life with my friends and this anxiety comes knocking: -hey u sure u having fun -yes -haha...sure? sure there is nooothing wrong? what about heartbeat? -*checks heartneat* it's normal -but can you BREATHEproperly? -*checks* uhmmm yes -yea... for noow! But what about later? What if it gets worse? What if you will have a panic attack and start freaking out? What if things take a bad turn? -* ignores, gets distracted for 15 minutes* -hey... remember what i said? Did it get worse? Not yet? Haha just wait It is killing me and I don t know how to stop this completely. It is faar better than a few months ago when the slightest thoughts like those mentioned above would cause full on panic attacks... but I really wish I would be the same I was before September when I had my first panic attack. I didn t know panic before that! I want to forget all of these panic thoughts. I want to never think of these bad outcomes in this harmful way! Help!",0.7751428571428569,3.006904204761909,1.4603571428571451,93.94339285714292,104.57142857142858,4.385714285714286,18.583333333333336,6.2581,0.2374190476190483,873,28,167,12,40,267,133,210,0.305,0.555,0.14,-0.9943,0,0,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,2,0,2,9,25,4,7,7,4,17,1,0,2,5,40,35,13,1,10,9,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,20,6,0,3,6,0,2,1,3,17,0,1,6,1,17,8,22,23,5,24,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,3,16,109,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860414428536494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646535985776058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411399881687711,0.18782216919747205,0.07685928389378703,0.16691662733716342,0.0,0.0,0.17010881595617325,0.0,0.0,0.08840214231364091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268139735691187,0.0,0.08610244769221836,0.10480099588163498,0.0,0.0,0.07980599508768091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502173692469481,0.0,0.0,0.07722504407819647,0.0,0.1566672057777952,0.0,0.0,0.08383757574875746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699778074906912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058548246116763,0.0,0.1098653918779252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060122648488673,0.04883300140364488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956637671259602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418303391104393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793475240087396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5863787281618158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403378143854953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322961648480427,0.0,0.09508016713961864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074871754264808,0.0,0.0,0.08356691956335872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841295317658016,0.0,0.07515377789087882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640571130470474,0.06404717694872968,0.0,0.15870633114417645,0.1165692177338172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872242030165173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791218761618895,0.07933968712134595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494340492781588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372552450758255,0.14201043684818307,0.10928518483382504,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ObsceneGlabella,2018/02/06,"Anxiety A tiny, irrational fear, at first, quickly transforming into an all consuming void of Nagging doubts and unfounded worries. His emotions crept up and down like a Xylophone’s rapid crescendo. Still he wondered what he was afraid of, but yet It still consumed him, crushing his rationality like a steamroller, his hopes being Extinguished like a used lamp. His emotions held him hostage and they were Tyrannical hosts. He was beaten, stabbed and yelled at. But no one was there. You are the only fear. 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It's been rough. So this is my first experience with anti-anxiety medicine (30/f) and wow. All the problems I'm looking to treat seem to be amplified 10x right now (anxiety, insomnia, panic attacks, tachycardia). I haven't slept in 2 days.. I can't fall asleep without jumping out of bed in terror. And everything feels so unpleasant and off. I know this is normal for the first few days but like.. it does get better.. right?",2.0692532467532487,4.894048630952383,3.2619913419913433,85.27694805194807,86.5,6.864069264069264,26.683982683982677,8.00094639256281,2.2237047619047625,351,16,64,8,11,113,67,84,0.13,0.818,0.052000000000000005,-0.6592,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,1,2,2,0,6,3,2,0,1,13,14,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,2,2,3,4,4,10,11,2,15,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,8,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283798351014574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441704611294103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982112272517296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768347518751947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878225064023255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19289390698226933,0.2099474765897726,0.0,0.0,0.10852242184001176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651251233670509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213432961630823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179539968664926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485645381299184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023355787730974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102899790436095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518198441999966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053701161909246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36658246839222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538937150375205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191488174194787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068938401063716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marshmallowbee,2018/02/06,"Morning anxiety- Klonopin not working Hi all, I was recently diagnosed with an anxiety and panic disorder last week by my psychiatrist after having crippling anxiety and panic attacks from work (a whole other story). The doc prescribed me Effexor to take during the day, and Klonopin at night. I don't really feel the effects of the Effexor (I've been on it for a week). The Klonopin has been helping me sleep at night, but it's not doing anything for me in the mornings... My mornings usually start very early, around 4:30am, where I wake up sweating profusely and even though I wake up at 4:30, I can't get myself out of bed until 6:45 because I'm so anxious and panicking about the day to come. Even when I get ready, I gag in the bathroom for 5 minutes because I feel sick to my stomach. I feel faint and am wishing I would faint just so I don't have to go into work...These couple hours are hell and I feel like I want to die or hurt myself so that I don't have to go to work that day... Is there anyone else who has really bad morning anxiety? Have you guys found a medication or technique to help calm you down especially before school/work?",5.550380952380955,6.008277044444448,6.306301587301589,78.4745,67.44444444444444,9.450793650793653,32.96031746031746,9.424239791934726,2.964898412698413,905,38,172,17,14,298,135,225,0.209,0.716,0.075,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,3,32.0,0,2,0,4,12,8,2,2,12,0,18,10,5,1,1,28,33,16,1,3,6,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,6,12,0,0,6,0,0,3,6,6,0,0,4,4,24,2,31,28,2,32,1,1,0,0,7,13,1,2,17,115,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33944736395549824,0.1253203508125781,0.0,0.07756547014579328,0.11366182445437402,0.09128668535820728,0.09875202683838856,0.0,0.12619992235602553,0.0,0.0,0.0926226745930104,0.13524490378686854,0.0,0.09439403226069693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555715474826666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274293976258495,0.0,0.2146237757251652,0.0,0.0,0.11259253654289275,0.11512876877246085,0.0,0.12713643117134296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266853929092024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653763703958986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243600007429024,0.07924906284035732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163001489082866,0.0,0.0,0.11591364185140203,0.0,0.12608918284053725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10983903945266904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870929861864635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924459905038432,0.0,0.11875383134178134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042349577119203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054195238312280215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175121928673704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082022849847081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26030703827767937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213036042628474,0.0,0.10953088884570032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226800121468967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110110209752476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851746764076285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340623729428083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089890538831732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217472296154028,0.09152961672464636,0.06542992365921511,0.0,0.17796416629701356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385039721106712,0.12756506959293612,0.0,0.0,0.403795111024269,0.0,0.0,0.07880213428007575,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cocofluo,2018/02/06,"I just want to find a therapist. I've hit a bit of a breaking point, from job and life and family history and being-22-and-messing-literally-everything-up-all-the-time and I'm finally trying to find some variety of mental health care to help deal with all of the issues I've been having... and everyone is booked solid! Why is it so hard to find a therapist that can meet after work? I have enough of an issue getting up the nerve to call anyone at all; and now I've called two places and played phone tag for days, only to find out that they have no availability? I'm close to just giving up and accepting that this is just the way that my life is going to be: being on edge all the time and having no real way to cope with it until finally having to take time off from work because I can't deal with it anymore... and then repeating the cycle.",7.530174418604653,5.556188296511632,8.093837209302325,75.3276162790698,64.29069767441861,11.62325581395349,31.965116279069772,10.411451182825502,2.9540441860465116,665,18,136,13,8,223,100,172,0.038,0.86,0.102,0.862,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,10,0,14,3,0,0,3,29,23,13,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,15,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,28,19,6,23,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,10,89,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339454096885245,0.0869997072884286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584732626253146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583808529680932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541003267404319,0.0,0.12685790934466193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08024277482463159,0.256550044414241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856259280243093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889185387778765,0.0,0.0,0.11729527174621725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27259942132795595,0.454882792855258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650060709543359,0.11935822584854712,0.07071266362947992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114588925887746,0.0,0.0,0.13225621488517264,0.0,0.0,0.08339835642439808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597313262256498,0.12347098736449914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576779960634878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538948361912294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462957308729876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299959305158517,0.0,0.11762029372145776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141621025030392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355088310549216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889302250644889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510452525419248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844752950366554,0.0,0.12154354468066883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338812226054259,0.19752294572050194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122727308609272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116337797001125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pandaax3,2018/02/06,"How do you calm yourself during an anxiety attack? I usually have anxiety attack in public . I get nauseous, I feel dizzy, my body sweats , I can't think straight , I can't breath. The worst symptoms I have during an attack is nauseous . I want to throw up instantly when it happens . It sucks. Does anyone know how to calm one self instantly during such a situation? I try breathing, but I get more anxious and it becomes hard to do so. 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The tl;dr is that I stressed out over something instead of just dealing with it, and I want to write down what happened, so that I can learn from it. I'm a grad student. I teach two discussion sections for a physics course every week. I love teaching, but unfortunately it causes my (otherwise mostly-controlled) anxiety to spike, once in a while. Last week, I made a worksheet for my students, based on a tutorial published by another university. The class went well. The students struggled just enough to learn, without struggling so much that they got discouraged. We had a lot of positive, helpful conversations, and several students told me they liked the activity. However, when I got home that night, I began to suspect that I had gotten one of the solutions conceptually wrong. If that were true, I would have led the students significantly astray. I couldn't figure out what the actual error might be; it just *felt* like something was off. The logical thing to do would have been to simply check the answer. I had the instructor's manual for the tutorial. I had google in front of me, and the problem was a fairly classic one, so I could easily search for the answer. But I didn't, because the idea of finding out that I was wrong scared me. So instead, I went to bed, and stayed up late tossing and turning. I didn't check my work the next day. I didn't check my work the day after that, either-- or the day after that, or the day after that. Instead, I lived in dread. What if my error caused a student to do badly on their exam? What if a student asked the professor about the problem, and he realized that I had taught the students wrong? What if everyone decided I was an idiot, and that I couldn't even do basic physics after 5 years of graduate school? I lost sleep multiple nights in a row. During the day, I would tell myself to just *check* the damn thing, but then avoid doing so-- again and again and again. On Tuesday evening, I teach another section, identical to the first. And that means I *had* to figure the issue out today, or else I could compound the problem. Fortunately, my sense of responsibility to the students forced me into action in the end. 3 hours before class, I pushed my way through physical feelings of sickness and dizziness to look up the necessary information. And you know what? I had never made any error at all. I was completely correct in my initial reasoning, and had accurately guided the students through a tricky problem. I triple-checked it against several more sources, including a description of an actual experiment demo, and the conclusion held. The reason I'm telling this story is because it's so... ridiculous. Especially laying it all out like this. It took me *under a minute to confirm* that I was right all along. All I had to do to achieve this was sit *alone in my office and read a PDF document.* I could easily have saved myself 4 days of stress if I had done that earlier. Furthermore, during those 4 days, I dealt with several harder and more predictably stress-inducing things-- and I handled them fine. There was simply no logic to why this one got me. I don't really blame myself for this behavior. I know perfectly well that it was anxiety that made me act irrationally, and I'm proud of myself for pushing through it in the end. But I want to remember what happened here, so that the next time I'm struggling with something similar, I can read this and be reminded: anxiety creates problems out of nothing, and then tries to prevent me from solving them, even when it's well within my capabilities to do so. Only by pushing through and looking at the cold hard facts, can I bring myself back to reality and normal functioning.",5.315895114228141,6.921885685159503,5.88523591447937,77.09818229398374,68.70873786407765,8.992133567110669,32.74385680265878,9.406748399995196,3.146000319263078,3053,138,541,64,53,988,318,721,0.14300000000000002,0.753,0.104,-0.9858,1,2,3,0,0,0,112.0,1,1,5,8,35,36,3,8,51,0,56,3,1,8,9,119,92,50,0,21,18,0,3,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,49,37,0,4,24,3,4,11,9,22,3,5,41,6,75,14,91,36,12,83,0,2,2,1,20,31,1,10,41,408,124,31,0.0,0.0,0.12016822652318457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376866768386134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04187018159449393,0.12912447704917052,0.18840564199924967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057560285155178935,0.0,0.0,0.04734406126038085,0.05140895562432915,0.1125987662483319,0.0,0.052392123602721614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126500121273186,0.0,0.0,0.06455569864566656,0.0,0.06905676602150088,0.14747756141983429,0.0,0.0,0.27795601697835715,0.06347667941519462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300819433039724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028688244020504,0.0,0.10906671510557484,0.06361898324156452,0.0,0.12200058322053925,0.0,0.0518759631425154,0.05883343431812375,0.0,0.06022795081311464,0.0,0.0,0.031131991633657506,0.0,0.05911751944982745,0.0,0.05627449661817089,0.052371998768415834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328514972000273,0.14773111983681628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889351837260264,0.0,0.0551552459013141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04126953668312671,0.0,0.06176042377947075,0.0,0.06063472869312556,0.0,0.0,0.06950581633553317,0.0,0.06426380539731345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767528371266422,0.05018833133381275,0.06945442188488181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024098948842728,0.0,0.054368048654994734,0.0,0.10340774783321267,0.0,0.06721168306655817,0.052345200156437725,0.055569952992908886,0.17477903114953794,0.0,0.0,0.061856035312863274,0.06706853315109744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531677378561096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526154269464716,0.0,0.047487113026471454,0.0,0.13096225790884655,0.1155598461898714,0.06032620501115564,0.0590787391009882,0.0,0.0,0.06557077703747301,0.12516568214354368,0.04682728539590741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945741824894406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476206032322973,0.0,0.03944376160660002,0.12660985096953964,0.0,0.0,0.06974759102301946,0.052581034156502726,0.0,0.0,0.06164300332304486,0.0623128269383149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086720681104809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06161515715460285,0.0,0.052168647135298285,0.14220037925224066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562616493781644,0.0,0.0,0.21158705739174624,0.19310116567616467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107630996483758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271449477959215,0.03945201302168553,0.0,0.0,0.03590236537391573,0.0,0.058361816305576734,0.05883343431812375,0.06840730377773377,0.04180245794764011,0.0669712319236735,0.06014561906076935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726319782208852,0.048871949062696034,0.09877658972908036,0.0,0.1660783381050818,0.11415329581129495,0.05555797240417008,0.0,0.0,0.05935194948692215,0.0,0.08964839348542943,0.0,0.0,0.13121415815644846,0.2019536570015936,0.0,0.03964950667574864 anxiety,Aurelia-Fire,2018/02/06,I just realized that my unending racing bad thoughts during vacation just change into unending racing task-oriented thoughts during school (Above) I just realized that doing homework and being in school doesn't make me better. The unending racing thoughts are still there but changed. ,10.401014492753623,12.43578286956522,8.346521739130434,62.53253623188408,57.26086956521739,12.220289855072465,41.42028985507246,11.855464076750405,5.955255072463768,236,12,29,7,3,70,33,46,0.09,0.91,0.0,-0.4503,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,20,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20365833150878448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157224608790035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.516058176017796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281475268471635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.493708779403684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479035091916205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5809223523684376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fedidinha,2018/02/06,I cant have an job interview without having an anxiety crisis after I'm looking for a job since september. Today was my third job interview this month and the third time I freaked out because of it. I always start the process confident and believing about my skills but I never got good job interview experiences. Most of my interviews are so short I fell like trash. Today I have an interview that spend exactly 5 minutes. When I closed the door I just start crying and thinking about disappear. I texted my bf and he tried to help but he is busy with travel problems and I think he cant stand my crisis anymore. I can't have any explanation about this different from the fact that I'm a terrible professional and I am a lie and I don't deserve a good professional career. My friends say I'm a great professional but I just can not believe anymore. I think that when I believe I just go to one of these interviews and find out about the truth. Now I'm spend one hour crying in the park because I don't want to go back home and explain to my family I just fail again.,3.348779342723007,5.245871413145544,4.702934272300472,82.42134976525824,74.30516431924883,8.489201877934272,28.265258215962444,9.150863307647796,2.4725004694835686,853,35,168,20,18,283,113,213,0.181,0.715,0.104,-0.9527,5,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,14,10,0,0,14,0,14,0,0,0,4,34,29,15,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,7,13,0,0,5,1,2,5,8,4,0,4,2,2,26,6,19,27,1,25,0,1,1,0,14,5,0,1,15,109,33,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936023040283767,0.0,0.0,0.08120415715385992,0.0,0.09134974329555363,0.0,0.2368489492365218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182034671173976,0.0,0.14558471863204084,0.0,0.0,0.4036088119071392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26233663419647296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475997441197707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680770889052597,0.11257087082367953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914027341446354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225730403484256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572901967021014,0.20031399936956554,0.09550457003767493,0.1316519932334944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800392502459151,0.0,0.11977982820921525,0.0,0.11759662485977185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739913676709461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058338601307473335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002758847250757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095313404516842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209778515724884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183312858923282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426101964405135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496110104419657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877872157585978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904065312796954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22954288781042964,0.0,0.0,0.0696300137471135,0.0,0.22637695479620185,0.0,0.0,0.08107281209031539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043220675474812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510876834023046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Strawberry_Swisher07,2018/02/06,"I have problems with urinating and i think it might be linked with anxiety So my story begins 3 years ago. That's when I started to go to middle school (I'm 16), and I remember that I had anxiety because of school almost all the time. I didn't have this problem in elementary school though. So anyway I had to go to the sport doctor who made urinary tests. She found blood in my urine. Needless to say I started panicing like crazy. I was Googleing my symptoms all the time and looking for possible causes. This certainly just made me worry even more. It's also worth mentioning that my brother has the same urinary issue to this day. So naturally we went to a urologist, but he didn't find anything abnormal. He sent me to a nephrologist who made a few tests with my urine, and they came out negative for everything except for blood of course. We also went to an ultrasound test but it came out negative as well. So to this day I still have this issue. I have less anxiety in school nowadays, but sometimes I still catch myself sweating and sometimes even shaking when I have to do something that I feel anxious about. This leads me to another thing. When I feel anxious and urinate I feel a mild pain in my abdominal area. I don't know what might be causing these symptoms but I'm very scared about it. So anyways my question is: is it possible to have these symptoms because of anxiety? 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If you're anxious, are you automatically depressed? I think I have severe anxiety, but I don't think I have the slightest amount of depression. Thanks for reading.",5.177195121951217,8.130489097560979,5.963597560975611,70.56295731707318,72.65853658536584,8.978048780487804,32.201219512195124,9.516144504307137,3.73270243902439,187,9,29,5,4,61,31,41,0.34,0.5770000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,8,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,8,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37995887848734455,0.2805535408584309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6416846984198465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484072291483538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805535408584309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22863812931113464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182525207360286,0.0,0.0,0.14480906556471615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240882455717899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ElliotRosewater1,2018/02/06,"If moving to a new state for a job (ie, also new insurance) how can one avoid disruption in medication? So I may get a job out of state. I am prescribed Wellbutrin and Clonazepam on Medicaid. The New job would pay well, but I am still not sure how to move and make these arrangements. I figure I would get my last rx from docs and call and look for new docs. But seems like it would be hard to get new insurance in place within a month. This could lead to out of pocket expenses if there is a lapse. Anyway, I am sure people on these meds have moved before, but I don't know how to handle this",3.954016393442622,4.42897649180328,4.768975409836067,88.03329918032789,70.96721311475409,8.395081967213113,23.44672131147541,8.472884824447931,1.0874229508196709,460,10,103,7,8,149,77,122,0.094,0.8640000000000001,0.041,-0.5,3,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,1,6,0,13,2,0,5,2,28,20,14,0,6,6,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,2,4,2,1,1,1,0,2,8,4,17,14,0,22,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,4,9,69,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821723706199294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450878136352514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541056107953655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980599064808708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19250147223039116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002049809358116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656327247050879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749737310584941,0.1001127838630524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06000250414220855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313590065124192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08198174068702292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13642273124034907,0.1237258697805175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803188319835816,0.3916072022790064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5930902991142933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322442388825392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514630015986334,0.0,0.12831831263800836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180858351271848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980823406605708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150837913845035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042782472325653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617384221825841,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UndercoverAnxiety,2018/02/06,"Scared of getting the flu. I wish I could just not leave my apartment until this awful flu season is over! Seems like every time I look at the news I see that yet another seemingly healthy adult has died from it. When I go to work or anywhere in public all I hear is people coughing & sneezing. My anxiety over the flu is taking over just about all my thoughts. *What if this, what if that?* I even got my flu shot a couple months ago. Boy what fun health anxiety that caused! But I pushed thru. Now I just have to get through this flu season. 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Or more of a depression thing? So for reference, I've been diagnosed with major depression and my mom has throughout her life struggled with depression and anxiety. However I've never had any sort of anxiety diagnosis. Anyways I kinda live in this constant state of dread. It's not so much that I think something bad is going to happen, so much as it is that something normal that's going to happen (going to class, work, the store, hanging out, etc.) is going to be horribly unpleasant. And so it's impossible for me to ever really relax or enjoy myself because there's always something coming up in the near future that's going to be awful. I may not know *how* it's going to be awful, it's just this sense of dread that defies logic. And as a result it causes me to shut down and never do anything, unless maybe there's some immediate consequence for not doing it. Does this sound like an anxiety thing?",4.460678371907424,6.22571930167598,6.140562649640862,73.81057262569836,71.06703910614524,8.913168395849961,27.310853950518755,9.424239791934726,2.7191401436552267,741,26,124,17,14,254,100,179,0.22,0.7340000000000001,0.046,-0.9855,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,3,6,2,13,2,0,3,3,31,24,15,0,1,7,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,19,9,0,0,4,1,1,8,5,7,0,0,2,1,8,3,26,18,6,21,0,3,0,0,2,7,0,6,6,99,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569901298829923,0.0,0.0,0.08638465537882448,0.0,0.3887099562441741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453474452644866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606462035447567,0.0774362187124442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13049464995633908,0.0,0.10942496948035252,0.0,0.13727414179787542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3282318760892469,0.1289326257921571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116467949799977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167186377141694,0.0,0.11490577370312592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331639536717783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246641571490577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981228452507421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897249411654344,0.0620603691468667,0.0,0.11216968658427062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276185602764323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877582733937886,0.0,0.0,0.18676311488007544,0.0,0.19594650596244226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446228393922926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137857595723268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933813584906526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279918241687602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531789674137846,0.08139559990175367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247924515238393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fvckvanity,2018/02/06,"Stop putting garbage in your body. I've tried all kinds of different things to help anxiety. From medication, to meditation, to CBT, etc. Now this stuff did help, but it wasn't until I came to a realization that my anxiety started getting better. It all comes down to diet. I'll give you a couple of examples. I went away for a 3 day camping trip. You can imagine how this made me felt as an Agoraphobic. However, while I was on the camping trip I really focused on not putting ANYTHING into my body that I thought might make me anxious. All I did was drink water, only eat until I was satisfied, and stayed away from junk food as much as possible. I didn't have an anxiety attack on that trip and actually found I was able to enjoy some of it. After the 3 day trip I got back home. I felt liberated. It wasn't until I decided to go to McDonalds that I began feeling bad again. I got myself a Big Mac combo and my usual coke. You'll never guess what happened - the anxiety came back, full force. Another example - I went to the zoo one day. I was doing fine the entire day until I decided to drink a Pepsi and have a piece of greasy pizza. Within 20 minutes I was full on having derealization while walking around the zoo. I didn't think anything of it at the time. I didn't realize just how large of an impact my diet was having on my anxiety until recently. I would put effort into eating healthy stuff. I thought it wasn't working, because sometimes I would spend the day only eating until satisfied, and only eating mostly healthy stuff. I thought this meant that diet made no difference. HERE IS WHERE IT GETS IMPORTANT I've heard a few times now that personal trainers will tell you, ""don't eat for today, eat for tomorrow."" This finally hit me like a ton of bricks, because it wasn't until the day AFTER I ate healthy that I really noticed the benefits of it. Call me crazy, but I really believe that the whole ""eat today for tomorrow"" thing might be 100% true. If I eat good today, then eat bad tomorrow, I still may feel decent tomorrow, but the day after will be a nightmare. I also want to mention that caffeine literally sets off the same fight or flight response in your body as a panic attack. So while eating for tomorrow is beneficial, if you decide to grab a coffee from Starbucks (known to have some of the highest caffeine content of any coffee chain), you might find yourself a nervous wreck 15 minutes later. Try cutting out caffeine entirely, reducing sugar as much as possible, and avoiding processed foods and takeout. I guarantee, while you might not be cured, you will find that your anxiety goes from an 8 or a 9 down to a 3 or a 4.",5.496544866137098,6.17664881747573,6.649761694616064,75.18319799941159,67.62135922330097,9.737569873492204,32.499264489555756,9.800150414767053,3.203343042071197,2091,87,380,45,33,705,242,515,0.11,0.772,0.119,0.7773,2,1,2,0,2,0,64.0,0,11,0,3,14,17,4,3,33,0,40,26,3,5,5,68,72,37,0,5,11,0,5,1,0,11,1,1,1,1,29,14,22,2,18,2,1,14,12,9,0,1,34,7,52,8,67,23,16,84,0,0,0,0,20,22,0,14,47,274,81,1,0.0552584725267937,0.0,0.0539242980556583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04419018051534068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757765621198409,0.05794332651931989,0.2536354814034402,0.06242634525640995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094602912510752,0.04919175602534913,0.0,0.12572897974266858,0.10383430787321044,0.08498070894231137,0.09227703282386664,0.06737010392346916,0.0,0.0,0.06225737576972028,0.0,0.04887162841781032,0.0,0.18413911753906465,0.0,0.0,0.05642507871746506,0.12640194309120387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047600281162289614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061142448817952076,0.0,0.2494600035228569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154666852483022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826453191210736,0.0,0.5654321268769964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061627803784910985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055880688081743984,0.0,0.1061135986227981,0.06053295564030407,0.1010104855957048,0.0,0.1336375286435298,0.060588062943365675,0.0,0.0,0.05774054237180769,0.0530089620542752,0.03140466336897596,0.046348185035003035,0.08839049687442052,0.0,0.060873437383541576,0.0,0.048864884761535665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407717867220039,0.0,0.055428753444828456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057543195733802475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02699649846333063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457380559764404,0.036885459500706125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055667097584588286,0.0,0.23448202770769844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124267085706427,0.0,0.04261874058943745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291213722244453,0.0,0.0,0.03744457108466484,0.12607967519629334,0.0,0.06483391140716849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048249566791750576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459125007178976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665008214585503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619997742416196,0.0,0.05456107518841125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465204228448285,0.0,0.039112231268261806,0.0588981793398414,0.044129487540176336,0.04619855734300821,0.0,0.0,0.18977319170836968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04829834060418542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734225475258226,0.03540739795584201,0.0,0.13160716426498842,0.06444331941447616,0.0,0.1571357122554011,0.0,0.0,0.07503375116858403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085940063006792,0.0,0.032592878793958426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245031528656813,0.0,0.06169411118234431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040228826124737264,0.0,0.0,0.07850806688000819,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CoffeeTID,2018/02/06,"I think my anxiety is starting to negatively impact my life. 26F. Recently quit a full time hospital RN gig after 6 months due to increasing panic attacks, depression, etc. Been off of work for about 5 days. Currently have no job lined up. Was gonna give myself a month to just chill out and recover. But what I'm noticing is that I get severely anxious when alone. I've been meaning to go to the drug store to pick up some face wash and maybe run past the grocery store since yesterday. It's almost 130pm and I haven't even showered. I'm terrified of leaving my house for no defined purpose. I don't know why. It's this illogical fear of not being within a safe, confined place that causes stirrings of panic. I'm terrified of going places alone. I feel awkward. As if I stand out. I don't want people to talk to me. I don't want people to notice me. My boyfriend says I'm just socially awkward. I know that already. Bars, clubs, social gatherings, etc., count me out. I have a friend who moved to Brooklyn, NY recently and has been asking me to take a ride over to see their new apartment for months now. It's less than a hour away, yet I'm terrified. I don't get what this is. I don't know how or even why my anxiety has gotten so bad. I don't like this. I want to enjoy my life. My insurance runs out the end of this month. Idk what to do. I just feel so fucked up and alone. I want to be able to go take a walk in the park by myself and not be afraid of someone attacking me or god forbid something happening to me. I want to be able to take the train into Manhattan and have lunch at a cafe and just watch people pass by. I want to travel. I'm just so scared of existing alone. Because if I have someone else with me, I can do all of these things. Has anyone gone through this?",1.458801328502414,3.498030127717392,3.1466666666666683,90.70944444444444,80.60326086956522,6.588888888888889,22.722222222222214,7.6953281115453125,0.990133816425121,1389,46,301,23,36,460,192,368,0.226,0.752,0.023,-0.9964,3,4,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,2,15,17,3,7,13,0,28,8,1,3,1,48,64,19,0,8,12,0,2,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,17,14,2,3,7,3,2,12,12,13,0,0,6,5,37,4,54,53,7,51,0,1,2,1,10,18,1,6,21,187,54,2,0.1681802215678806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420409915877985,0.3483679780865938,0.09279552828314627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865740916991927,0.09499788988743173,0.0,0.05879776065259287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861290225243446,0.1913292813185592,0.07900542715868898,0.0,0.07021173005831619,0.051260551037699914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863837074621869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423116485434571,0.0,0.0724266891997614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975178316661003,0.0,0.07024649735264235,0.0,0.07447887888735752,0.0,0.1875654034820204,0.11108145020013936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946247530743344,0.08503697327497077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649678109971335,0.07773995240975985,0.08786722438655574,0.0806668966378744,0.14337104344763024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436060725438283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281182045927866,0.09702869769027704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344645963610882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386411772214118,0.0,0.0,0.08903928566670348,0.0,0.0,0.11879066417343655,0.041082180573471384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447981876156044,0.09159878250441568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268479696645152,0.089374479881532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121475299377638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147429694603524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973232535568716,0.0,0.0,0.08027352573763695,0.1748924846556454,0.0,0.17571253620295255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944018367505305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16605767938517474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687183122529868,0.08418887053315803,0.0,0.06700893111145577,0.0,0.0,0.09499788988743173,0.0,0.06956020860370335,0.0,0.0,0.17143855645374126,0.1424985559690179,0.06473667555258628,0.0,0.0,0.059519413222297875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967589449833802,0.0675884457713475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05586573310085476,0.05388154758049329,0.0,0.0,0.0490336198328733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29759115624007604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151756491204926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061218602159094325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,psycoturtle,2018/02/06,"I’m getting worse In the past few months my doctor has upped my meds four times as well as shifting me onto antidepressants as well as the beta blockers I was on. I’m currently waiting for psychology from the NHS though it’s a long waiting list. I’ve had an increase in panic attacks and general anxiety to the point that I snap at friends over nothing more. Also far more depressive days in which I can barely summon the energy to get out of bed. Anybody had similar experiences?",5.919677419354838,6.7581062903225835,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,66.74193548387098,10.070967741935485,34.854838709677416,10.125756701596842,3.708535483870968,387,18,68,9,6,130,72,93,0.138,0.748,0.114,-0.5356,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,11,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,3,0,6,3,18,8,4,18,0,1,0,0,1,11,0,0,6,48,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015727661737566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723394845125453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25628986256864283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528772273300192,0.0,0.1940343484634006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058483161603066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036822010713347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740516792525659,0.0,0.23540023468570934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19936675330339426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25023660269991665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981728693448654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21616336611312328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643189227867681,0.0,0.0,0.2150563754530107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296353047765956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221337613524064,0.0,0.13136326652778973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4051096683236127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295807666438474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lylolo,2018/02/06,"Was just about managing to keep it together After having a horrendous struggle with anxiety at the start of last year, I gradually started to turn a corner around May. That was until I started having issue after issue with my health and now I can’t get a grip on things at all. I have a surgical procedure lined up tomorrow which I will have to be out to sleep for and I am absolutely beside myself with panic. It feels as though my hearts about to burst through my chest when I think about what they’re going to be doing and I can’t calm down. Any words of reassurance? Anyone else had a general anaesthetic and how did you relax before the procedure? They said I could have a pre med but that will be tomorrow morning. Tonight is going to be a struggle.",4.487340294840294,5.9565613581081065,5.682948402948406,78.28269041769043,70.55405405405406,9.165601965601963,27.64373464373465,9.573946990214177,2.5707486486486486,603,21,112,14,11,201,96,148,0.079,0.882,0.039,-0.6715,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,9,6,0,3,9,0,22,4,3,1,1,20,33,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,7,9,0,1,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,5,3,15,3,28,20,1,23,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,13,92,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194379953512425,0.0,0.13436048839714987,0.0,0.0,0.12280825315714786,0.17995907309862544,0.0,0.15635261268906284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945266480827687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14023045856251315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467207174990565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880646155364848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917621710156422,0.0,0.19963512446392886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669206167989846,0.0,0.20812862136501908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666351469231189,0.0,0.15611268350081633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316617354539554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950911728017666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607012756646315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670693464011109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576209544706847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729466098185417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672242034791685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668425833419692,0.1125399787733638,0.17256074507747535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910407211660764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131033449981473 anxiety,Jessicafishtho,2018/02/06,"My anxiety is so quiet on the outside My anxiety doesn’t show at all on the outside. When I feel anxious, I’m bubbling up inside and I feel like screaming or running around or falling on the floor and sometimes I feel like I might actually physically explode. But on the outside, I look calm, even bored. Like right now im at work and my thoughts are spinning and I want to be able to scream or smoke a cigarette and all I’m doing is zoning out and staring at my computer screen. I can’t get any work done but my coworkers probably look at me and think I’m tried or lazy when in reality I’m internally freaking out ",3.849285714285713,4.905240595238098,5.509682539682538,80.49642857142858,71.61904761904762,8.774603174603175,33.04761904761905,9.150863307647796,2.902704761904761,489,24,99,10,9,167,74,126,0.14400000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.066,-0.8225,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,8,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,0,2,25,22,16,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,2,4,0,0,2,10,13,4,15,18,2,20,0,0,4,0,0,15,0,5,6,62,13,3,0.1923652003273444,0.0,0.18772068650573728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13081493270638958,0.0,0.2943177034474223,0.21731792179254525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124581208215311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968563877058975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705540057679815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2917968756391785,0.2748514751004785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050287759018868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778742638764125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819397604150588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32307663972252515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20406907832677726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074022215210652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427883001395452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025410188917954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325985300340983,0.0,0.15271648165852272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060334383888444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346197916355001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28008831379357024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BleachThatHole,2018/02/06,"My girlfriend is in a qpp with someone else and I don’t know how I should handle it. its a queerplatonic partnership and its been going on for a while. her and i have been going through a rough patch lately and im taking this as a huge slap to the face? is that justified? how to i go about. dealing with this?",-0.2831965811965809,1.9936332615384629,1.7497435897435911,95.38136752136757,93.30769230769228,4.735042735042735,17.991452991452988,6.42735559955562,-0.09421367521367507,242,7,54,3,9,80,46,65,0.0,0.877,0.123,0.7303,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,0,7,1,1,2,0,10,12,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,1,6,0,10,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496846638476361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833454003331328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5782996623719873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663778183715368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864071108782009,0.0,0.3826152595457459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873902038506119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550247783903921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,balisunrise,2018/02/06,"My boyfriend is on anti depressants for anxiety and I'm having a hard time understanding what he feels and his lack of sexual desire I met my boyfriend (21M) in October and I've been head over heels in love with him since. Only problem is he never seemed to want to have sex with me. Not once has he started it and always just goes along with what I do but barely touches me, sometimes not at all during the act. This made me feel horrible about myself and basically dropped my self confidence to zero. It basically made me feel so insecure in the relationship which in turn gave me some jealousy and anxiety issues. He finally broke down and told me he's on 3 different types of anti-depressants on high doses that have made him lose his sexual drive. I thought I understood but it's still hard to cope with him not seeming to be interested in it at all, sometimes we have sex and by the end of it he cums and is nude and I'm still fully clothed, didn't even wanna undress me to see me naked or something. I want to understand him but I have a hard time believing it's not me (he swears he's attracted to me and its only the pills fault). Even if someone's libido is gone I feel like he would still wanna at least see my body or something. He's had a considerable amount of sexual partners in the past so it makes me feel so bad that with all of them he wanted to but not with me. Does anyone have any experience with loss of sexual appetite while on anti depressants who might help me with their perspective? thank you so much",4.1878264732010635,5.34935497394137,5.30373852531833,81.89198326917383,70.92182410423453,9.099733491264436,27.30959431448031,9.457814108942452,2.271880781758957,1215,41,246,27,22,402,161,307,0.161,0.7609999999999999,0.078,-0.9667,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,2,2,11,14,0,1,8,0,18,9,4,4,4,65,48,23,0,10,13,0,9,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,15,21,0,0,12,0,0,3,7,9,0,1,12,11,35,5,44,33,8,31,0,5,2,4,30,16,0,7,12,163,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698295609162289,0.0,0.0,0.07108857948028385,0.0,0.15994066595544518,0.0,0.0,0.07309453109726784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728382559437238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177771274683227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611677090556513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701120668828052,0.0,0.0,0.1092186615537384,0.0,0.0,0.0914808205142298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258853855145124,0.0,0.0,0.1380910841818878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022570073800626,0.0,0.0,0.2642846265944816,0.07468108009048137,0.0,0.11451490758063555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28093320348955303,0.0,0.1072848715403565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006878467894552,0.11044882324005376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910921480916563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107137911618332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694989161966125,0.0,0.0,0.09434850458283013,0.29674562120826425,0.06977909704082341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108969793736154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684654455073603,0.0,0.08062519148747772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132823449768252,0.0,0.15900982861515264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979216314011588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002755845460212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223335523219367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16660452182391028,0.1903326748993016,0.10905463617384502,0.0,0.0,0.08647388564604484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857365497416966,0.16095500548977412,0.20677905134813931,0.0,0.07399165465456439,0.0,0.25044956753504644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624340089225752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299050819143164,0.1219124473417344,0.0,0.0,0.09988935114081277,0.0,0.0,0.11370597313398467,0.0,0.2176529014540456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497546320331584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425991286895413,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,somanybridges,2018/02/06,"I had my first panic attack last night; I feel ashamed. I feel so ashamed of myself. I had a panic attack last night, my first ever, and I'm not entirely sure what happened or why. Admittedly, things have been rough the past month: I had to take over our finances because my husband had ceased managing them effectively and I consequently found out that our debt balance has barely budged. It looks like we'll owe a good bit in taxes and I just found out that payroll made a mistake so my next three paychecks will be docked to make my employer whole. I feel like I carry the weight of the world on my shoulders; I can't be sure my husband will do something on time or correctly or at all and I feel trapped. But I have never had a panic attack. Anxiety? Sure, for most of my life. But never a real panic attack. My husband made a minor mistake last night. I snapped. I was so mad just because it was another in a long line of mistakes and I just couldn't help shouting, ""Is there anything I can trust you to do, big or small, without being careless?!"" By bedtime an hour later, I had mostly calmed down but I guess my subconscious hadn't. My breathing spiked higher than ever before. I got a headache, my hands became heavy, sort of numb. All of the stresses in my life began flashing before my eyes. No words, no thoughts, just images - money, work tasks, the house, my in-laws. Too rapid for me to pin any one down and talk myself through it like I normally would. My usual fixes didn't work. Imagining laying on the beach or standing in the rain or resting in a shallow stream. The sound of water playing over my speakers didn't calm me. I couldn't slow my mind down long enough to focus, my fears just kept flashing behind my eyelids. This went on for hours. I couldn't stay still. I couldn't decide if I was hot or cold. I began to shiver. I think I hallucinated that I heard a gunshot - although in my area it's possible I did - but my dogs didn't react, neither did my husband, so I think I imagined it. Later I imagined that I heard a door in my house shut. I began to worry that someone had broken in. I was so painfully tired but I just couldn't fall asleep. I'm ashamed because my company had its monthly meeting this morning and I just couldn't make it in. I'm here now to make up the time but I couldn't drag myself out of bed at 7am after spending most of the night in agony and fear. When my boss asked what had been wrong, I fudged the truth, said I had food poisoning - which had been a theory of mine (I'll spare you) but realistically, it's too far-fetched to be likely. I probably just had a panic attack. She looked at me like I had a second head. I feel down, worn out. My head was sore for hours this morning. I feel nauseous, a little stressed, but mostly empty. My hands wouldn't work right when I tried to unfold a piece of paper and failed multiple times, like my strength was gone. I am now afraid that this won't be the last time I have an attack. My life has become so stressful and disappointing and I have no escape. I'm scared that I'm breaking my body down and this is the beginning of a steep downward slide. I don't even know what to do to prevent it anymore. **TL;DR** I had a panic attack last night. I'd never had one before and I'm afraid I'll have another. I skipped a meeting this morning and feel afraid that I'm being judged but I can't bring myself to tell anyone the truth.",1.9904924790597749,4.075725649782928,3.2303742928562045,90.55008102004123,79.04341534008681,5.519282550541597,22.915427794588428,6.501482958411133,0.5263292812349247,2668,86,551,23,66,863,296,691,0.213,0.73,0.056,-0.9988,3,1,1,1,0,0,91.0,3,2,1,8,26,53,9,18,35,0,66,20,9,8,13,108,112,40,0,14,27,4,12,6,0,6,8,6,2,0,28,18,3,2,19,2,6,5,25,36,0,6,46,22,98,17,64,47,12,89,0,2,3,0,21,37,0,14,50,372,126,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037679986471587365,0.11620223182894805,0.04238769555895607,0.0,0.05495079018018975,0.03874322659177541,0.0,0.04559684520698989,0.0,0.051799889165827416,0.44124976293699336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133034602153493,0.0611948326933109,0.14144680773210844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060492223278401536,0.06154685307869416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057252257730678886,0.0,0.03659708930647202,0.10024113610580876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470094809258925,0.1961150119828552,0.039584165390072514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942616501736598,0.06700072302245776,0.12150610879864468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04647439891540093,0.0443155995102069,0.0,0.06103920596195585,0.0,0.048997952037337096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373113762577827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037139451626199416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369996521575547,0.1278689793215281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03045131018836276,0.2258284504238087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741094136863175,0.16242008673560396,0.05553432496912901,0.0,0.09807035535129052,0.09305912683037323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048585776072165,0.11095771437775152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594724480414071,0.0,0.08845379149618643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282043957015571,0.0,0.05892804757912485,0.25998773323123553,0.05428900716784732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509307786229633,0.0,0.058959030075081464,0.3900627901231015,0.0,0.0,0.052894113014775784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246526646978605,0.0,0.0,0.0597402203204985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306751636211258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047318941075231366,0.05270660055619657,0.0,0.0554740257344809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046947824046637325,0.04265651721927431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905856895935375,0.044249659535222315,0.0,0.190412297164061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15666684064788672,0.0,0.04166063513295118,0.04453561565001142,0.048429865085237465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03681124471781422,0.07100763647652703,0.0,0.04398851754789373,0.12923761876065318,0.06368443774520033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037619040328053216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06102513098404855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747317458998613,0.0,0.05136465233795808,0.04999795961843271,0.061862114593138964,0.0,0.05341225111915097,0.0,0.12101512789383505,0.056270478963267874,0.0,0.039360928755926165,0.060580989253923925,0.0,0.0 anxiety,InternationalGift,2018/02/06,"Therapy via books? Don't want to spend the time or money on a therapist. Can't I just learn the meditation, CBT, etc techniques from books? Any recommendations?",2.9839655172413795,6.070637655172416,4.327155172413793,76.95211206896555,86.24137931034483,8.417241379310347,24.49137931034483,8.841846274778883,2.648924137931034,128,5,23,4,4,42,26,29,0.068,0.932,0.0,-0.193,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,12,1,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026094208149401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962830545961827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088864631088669,0.5166693291749758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594780719345077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624674652110386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kitsudori,2018/02/06,"I Messed Up An Exam And I Went Insane I study bass guitar, predominantly Jazz, and for an exam we had to play this Esparanza Spalding tune. I messed up a little, not massively but it wasn’t very good. Anyway, I can’t calm down. It’s two hours after the exam and my heart is still pounding like crazy. I don’t feel like myself. I have dealt with anxiety and have been in therapy for GAD, but this is unlike anything that has ever happened before. I get nervous when I have to perform, but not like this. Has his happened to anyone before, on tests/exams/performances etc.? Some tips on how to deal with it? Love you guys <3",1.534700460829491,3.9987554193548434,3.0900921658986182,88.68370967741936,83.51612903225806,5.478341013824887,19.3410138248848,6.868970318607317,0.3703497695852533,488,13,96,6,14,160,85,124,0.098,0.715,0.187,0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,1,0,1,5,10,0,1,4,0,12,2,1,1,1,16,18,9,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,3,0,1,4,1,14,7,15,14,2,13,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,8,69,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548545416845935,0.0,0.0,0.14154023987709075,0.0,0.16657849580359851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3444974663089692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086912471238835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257573409840207,0.0,0.18310496695931106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023521428552088,0.14461243312746375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057586877371904,0.0,0.0,0.16978445393667502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20043253734913616,0.3580074503305883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398745543232932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993478119297728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29668383430789785,0.20288299062864992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826964311861867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16165683594418342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314905852824264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19773977414176766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702179310863416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876499675600406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tamirunsfast,2018/02/06,"Need help getting my cat back for coping with anxiety after a break up First off, I have been struggling with anxiety for a couple of years now. It’s something I tried medication for but did not like how it made me feel so I stopped and haven’t tried anything else besides therapy since. A couple of month ago, my now ex boyfriend broke up with me. We had been together over 5 years, lived together for a few years, have a cat together. We found the cat as a stray so she doesn’t necessarily belong to either of us. When the relationship ended, my ex wrote me a letter detailing how he wanted to handle the logistics of things and wouldn’t allow me contact for almost a month. I had no way of conversing about the decisions he made within that letter, which made my anxiety about the future and my control over my own life a lot worse. In his defense, they were generous for the most part. However, he did not mention our cat once. Finally, after seeing him a month later, I mentioned that he should keep her for now, since we had planned on having some dental work done and that can be traumatizing for cats. So, we didn’t resolve the issue with a plan. The problem is, I now live alone and have found my anxiety worse when I’m home alone. I think having my cat would really help and I miss her a lot. I mentioned this to my ex and he came back with how the things he decided in that letter were generous towards me and he assumed that him keeping our car was part of that deal. This is where I get quite angry because we didn’t have any sort of deal. I was told what to do and had no say in the matter. He also never mentioned our cat (I still have the letter) and was fine with what I said when we met. So, I need help figuring out what to do. I know many of you will suggest shared custody but that is not possible in this situation. I’m not sure how to make him understand how much I need her. He has never really understood my anxiety and acts like it’s not real. He also clearly believes he deserves her. Without going into too much more detail, he has been a selfish ass throughout this entire breakup and has taken 100% of the power over the situation. I just want power over this one thing. Any and all advice would be greatly appreciated. Tl;dr: my ex broke up with me in a shitty way, has our cat, I need her for my anxiety, how do I get her back?",4.600892723180794,5.232513057082453,5.678192730000683,81.52903703198528,69.59196617336153,8.809356884675713,28.154470435790767,8.933256019334266,2.0792350678578737,1848,61,373,32,31,614,214,473,0.153,0.765,0.08199999999999999,-0.9875,3,2,1,0,0,0,49.0,11,1,1,9,28,14,1,1,27,0,44,3,1,12,5,92,77,31,0,11,10,4,1,2,0,5,2,2,1,0,22,29,0,5,12,0,0,4,15,7,0,2,29,4,61,7,55,41,13,54,0,3,1,1,63,19,1,7,30,274,83,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587207524953536,0.06882604729061259,0.0,0.07774848904118288,0.1608299607569666,0.0,0.12418254151164575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560013102537767,0.0,0.35638119522135364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389377066035809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910857615054554,0.0,0.04733059827745988,0.0,0.0,0.08747734293872701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880318184956783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708349548952417,0.0,0.17182153591391536,0.0,0.0,0.16009354170515305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794559913950479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486096382677026,0.0,0.06876886466125827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03925875492294875,0.0,0.0,0.0850543739464369,0.0,0.06604330004545414,0.0,0.17026360955829892,0.0,0.0,0.12169616444827736,0.0,0.044126442424502636,0.0,0.0,0.08560194590079746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612788081391715,0.0,0.07788250008632175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103936992523206,0.0,0.13802575791672494,0.0,0.0,0.04267069400635666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484171640069297,0.0758651300355701,0.0,0.13712080633336798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201901173020822,0.0,0.22040373228649773,0.051827465425632616,0.07871805849212211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821739553916457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859222795647521,0.0,0.11415342988610305,0.2302859137667122,0.11976650605861584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268751630520202,0.05261306866004905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816012468596228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753108667805012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429409446762256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258314274212121,0.0,0.08837500507472544,0.09948049507238033,0.0,0.0,0.08335978229262886,0.0,0.0,0.07385650110083661,0.061745020600245365,0.0,0.0,0.061871609556162235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845458048614533,0.1745485091487509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977355924528125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06200599153971745,0.06491322504367954,0.0,0.08116957231459161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317783457018955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879181130021888,0.0,0.15474815529749295,0.04975065291874395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419144288454466,0.0,0.10542932627342932,0.0,0.0,0.08082935078895268,0.0933952574284201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159198891277888,0.12325917939570047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484531238879058,0.0,0.0565252032458398,0.0,0.15825018905328714,0.11031105961358527,0.0,0.0,0.14999910224659424 anxiety,justcurious02144,2018/02/06,"Anyone have experience with Talkspace? Hi all, I am dealing with some shit and have thought about talkspace, but was curious for opinions aside from ads on podcasts. Please share if you have good, bad, or ugly. Thanks very much!",4.8827500000000015,7.846793774999997,3.0599999999999987,90.935,73.75,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,1.6607500000000002,181,8,33,2,4,50,36,40,0.194,0.524,0.282,0.636,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,10,7,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,3,6,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,0,20,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348159392744659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803990008929316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462197835351133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285002978320345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816732263557196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468692700780272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36863389052537204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34471849565971485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30918160688945384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666067329429068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770899587436503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SpinsterTerritory,2018/02/06,"Things to Listen to While at Work to Calm Anxiety What are some things that someone with anxiety can listen to or do while working an office job? I have Wi-Fi and an iPhone. Sometimes I use my binaural beats app (I think it's called Brainwave), sometimes I listen to audiobooks, sometimes I open up Netflix and listen to Gilmore Girls (seen it so many times I can follow along by listening). Lately not much seems to be working and I could use something new, as I'd rather not be too dependent on my Xanax (I also take Buspar). I am open to suggestions of audiobooks as I have an Audible account, apps that let you meditate and work without putting you to sleep, other binaural apps, shows or podcasts that are soothing and calming. Or other suggestions that help reduce anxiety while I work short of locking myself in the stationery closet over lunch and listening to the self hypnosis track my shrink made for me, which takes me a half hour. As far as audiobooks go, I have The Worry Cure to listen to. I'm about a third of the way through it but I have a tough time finishing it. It's not the book, it's me, I think. Is there anything else that's a book of that type to recommend?",5.363362318840583,6.14689875652174,5.73,81.29166666666669,67.95652173913044,9.263768115942028,31.85507246376812,9.3871,2.80103768115942,934,38,179,18,15,299,130,230,0.036000000000000004,0.915,0.049,0.594,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,0,12,0,15,3,1,4,0,28,34,19,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,18,10,1,0,3,4,1,3,4,1,0,2,2,9,23,2,33,28,2,22,0,0,1,0,15,9,0,6,9,126,41,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564537674142446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30318292067801056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871224554879456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348953235595347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547614729644318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035787922972162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507906630753214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854808192115947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009811485917028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13109513871474388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490216836227234,0.0,0.0,0.13508766314517706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250021946143935,0.0,0.1339350740373411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711334588455156,0.0,0.0,0.12758910750475605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280334007066194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026463257839973,0.1378157035554451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220172606254546,0.0,0.11193325662270244,0.10170189961930187,0.3919695866479719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19865502429970036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553113846158433,0.16929679185989782,0.0,0.0,0.15406451565969126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819489021119435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048598481363536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734577869630515,0.0,0.4808748733599014,0.13416038101831854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rpawlik,2018/02/06,"Daily encouragement for yourself! Hi everyone, something I have found that helps with my anxiety is to take time to provide myself with encouragement and reminders that life is so much bigger than my anxiety. I start in the morning and repeat a few times throughout the day. My therapist suggested I write these down on note cards. Today is a new day. I look forward to seeing how I respond to my anxiety and gaining deeper insight into myself. I am much bigger than the thoughts that pass through my head. Feeling the sensations in my body, observing the world around me, and using my senses i will see that this is true. The body and mind naturally move towards healing and health. I can help myself along the path of healing by caring for my body and mind as if I would care for someone I love. I deserve to be well, happy, and peaceful. Everyone I encounter deserves to be well, happy, and peaceful. Does anyone else do affirmations? I'd love to hear them!",5.116637239165328,7.076186971910117,5.610144462279294,77.4861797752809,69.73033707865169,8.007062600321026,32.37720706260032,8.634040054169528,2.862851043338684,763,35,128,13,14,245,109,178,0.026,0.7170000000000001,0.258,0.9929,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,5,11,0,0,9,0,12,10,4,2,1,26,26,13,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,6,14,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,5,25,11,26,20,3,21,0,0,3,2,12,11,0,1,9,95,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797856523272218,0.0,0.0,0.08524328253202965,0.12491263183035875,0.0,0.10852698898843552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062482333666695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485935859953843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724552963961252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668548402040257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184132787126313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329831261905637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061642064749512934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366955301406355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595538955475141,0.0,0.0,0.12511626354039165,0.1295861129129694,0.13740300332910316,0.0,0.16342927766005086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861096242094482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237486831142592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200595889157924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24619151347298496,0.0,0.0,0.12957252036704334,0.1792378064518003,0.0,0.0,0.11774278575203165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942951970791168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032951300530318,0.09385334854704364,0.0,0.0,0.08628951342937277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166219758929013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154852685631375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967840306386938,0.14217503056546862,0.0,0.11555774850325208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529230352537536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922597160786966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660235777514651,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mona_IS,2018/02/06,"Professional Help I'm looking for an online therapist, I need some recommendations please.",11.138571428571431,14.005010000000004,10.941428571428574,41.553571428571416,56.14285714285714,14.171428571428573,42.57142857142857,13.023866798666859,7.2158,76,4,9,3,1,25,13,14,0.0,0.667,0.333,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32485420510908136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069883553867603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593657347162075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320059369337635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627221123979721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stellardeli,2018/02/06,"Please tell me I can do this Warning: long post ahead Been anxious for a few years which feels like my whole life. Anxious to reveal my full identity and be judged but here's a little background: * I'm in my late twenties * I'm a solo mother * I was raised to be an achiever * I'm living with people with mental health issues of their own that they aren't aware of (or couldn't accept) I started being aware of my chronic anxiety in college (year 2008) and made sense of my profuse sweating in high school and slow paced decision making in everything due to hesitation. I envied my slacker classmates who get things done in minutes while I ""plan"" for hours. It was all manageable until I almost flunked our thesis in 2009 and since then I think I never regained confidence. I went into a series of poor decision making just to keep up with life: 1. **I burned bridges at work and left whenever I couldn't handle the anxiety of responsibility.** - I went with the first job who accepted me just to release my anxiety on job interviews and so I wouldn't have to talk about my accomplishments in a nerve-wracking praying-there'd-be-no-follow-up-questions way. Then, I quit that first job when they offered a promotion given I'd pass a certain certification. I convinced myself I was not happy there but deep down I was anxious to fail that test. - Got a 2nd job and got pretty good in what I truly loved doing but I left the moment I needed to do things faster than my convenient pace. - 4 years later and I've almost regained some happiness in my life doing freelance work where I could work ""behind"" my triggers. I got the best boss and good pay, but I left when I was assigned to be a team lead. I started doubting myself and started being anxious that I might not be cut for it thus disappointing this boss. 2. **I got a messed up idea of taking risks** - I risked taking on a huge project when I thought I finally have overcome my anxiety just to fall back flat on my face and to lose a lot more than the first time. - I risked myself into a relationship thinking I needed to overcome my anxiety of being left and cheated on only to experience a greater level of it this time around. - I risked opening up to my family thinking I have been avoiding support from them just to be misunderstood in the worst way possible 3. **I've isolated myself from people not because I want to but because I'm afraid I can't hold a conversation like an adult and I have nothing interesting to be proud of in my life and I can't stand hearing their accomplishments while I drown in my problems** TL;DR Because of the poor decisions along the way caused by my anxiety, I'm now struggling to live. I'm doing the best I can but I feel like this is going to take years. I want to improve my life and don't want to pass this on to my child. Please tell me I can do this.",2.4312611420832155,4.859717874326751,3.7707833317584836,85.43282875051185,79.41292639138241,6.350423635390094,25.211786197990488,7.5412164511997375,1.4298900059844404,2244,86,428,34,57,734,263,557,0.18,0.685,0.135,-0.9558,4,1,0,0,0,0,65.0,1,0,5,20,15,34,2,8,26,0,40,10,2,9,3,82,79,31,1,10,14,1,2,3,0,2,7,1,0,2,19,24,0,3,13,1,3,7,11,17,0,3,17,3,76,17,75,48,12,82,0,4,0,1,21,37,0,7,36,294,95,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296636935237485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.304743630509288,0.3000216056144675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591040111554704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105226134576182,0.0,0.12141800869395762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935110383173216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820409022359929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053009556058382916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794327985909063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059669913956740366,0.0649452751490902,0.0625895863283175,0.0,0.06714077883409565,0.09486260979417656,0.0,0.0727304893038271,0.0,0.16942202868615325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03468769908018355,0.0,0.03773277727953552,0.11137490777653873,0.21240278190561893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135356081352954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057285136712241,0.07482994522610241,0.0,0.0,0.07014804558633203,0.0,0.0,0.0653839137045318,0.0,0.0,0.07494982488081581,0.0,0.06929723603923947,0.2635399673880595,0.0590133137429056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489440498534157,0.0,0.2885455606902533,0.0,0.2344773515466697,0.09730907017304484,0.06654341386026419,0.11725279812936593,0.058755879784185776,0.0,0.07427699171427217,0.0,0.05644511196209901,0.05992244196295344,0.06282283732083216,0.08863593357720202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690871501301883,0.07043267765360674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845941137947528,0.05120651757038658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370605200035312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050495009268353784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920573501131916,0.0,0.0,0.14575956008229354,0.0,0.07484834074964088,0.06358631881662181,0.06754573830623753,0.0,0.06352931180726543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061732514385158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712814341355502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067193448161369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054921129029523404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098031499445404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940857285882045,0.0,0.0,0.07534219996744047,0.0,0.0,0.14975823800187515,0.053364327474364336,0.11606114082975448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821736442571884,0.12762621704477442,0.0,0.052708772996091315,0.07742880062273014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11748126276490298,0.15809946060416066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309429601290205,0.0,0.07412562043260032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450050890736264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102013837877192 anxiety,Dawnofage,2018/02/06,"My chest feels like it's going to explode I am a healthy 28 year old male that has never experienced any physical ailments from anxiety. I don't worry about things, I don't have ocd, no social problems, hell I hardly even stress about much at all. I recently stated a new job for a resurfacing company. About three weeks ago I started feeling something in my chest. At first it was faint, like I was getting ready to cry. Soon it became much stronger. My heart felt like it was racing without anything setting it off. A sort of tight pressure or weight on my chest. I thought i may have been chemically poisoned. About a week ago it was crippling to the point of going to the ER. Of course after running every test possible they told me I was fine and healthy. They said it was most likely stress which I found hard to believe. The next morning I was sitting on my couch watching television when I noticed I couldn't focus on anything. The feeling in my chest was so strong that I began to pace around my house aimlessly. I collapsed in my bed and completely lost control of my body and began to shake, sob, and hyperventilate. This lasted about 30 minutes. Thereafter I regained concentration and thought it was very bizarre. Nothing remotely close to this experience has never happened to me. Since then the feeling has been constant with some days better or worse. Throughout the week my workdays were clouded by detachment, chest pressure, and tingling in my arms. Three days ago I was sure it was going to happen again so I forced myself to sleep. I've somewhat accepted that it must be anxiety. I have a doctors appointment today to see what the hell is wrong with me. Has anyone experienced anything like this? 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Finally after going to the doctor, my troubles were officially given a name, and I was medicated for my ADHD. However, even though my Medication helped me get through the day, I still had the Anxiety eating away at my head. I thought that I’d never get truly better. Until, I found out about Anxiety Coaches. When I first began searching for one, I was only finding Coaches with hefty price tags. Such as $250 per session. I felt as if I would have to spend a trillion dollars just to get help. Then I found Anxiety Coach apps, that charged pennies on the dollar. I’ll admit, I was skeptical at first, what kind of professional charges $1.00 for a chat session? But, believe me, when I finally found that perfect coach it was truly groundbreaking. She gave me ideas, and techniques to help fight back at my Anxiety. She was always there, and understood my situation. It was like a dream come true. Eventually, it was getting pricy to pay the $1.00 per chat session, so I started paying her $40 a week for unlimited sessions. Now, I’ll admit, I ran into some scammers who just wanted cash, but she was truly there to help me. She even gave me discounts some weeks when I was feeling really low. Anyway, I think everyone should give an Anxiety Coach a try. Here are a couple of apps to get you started, if you’re interested: • AnxietyCoach • Instantgo (my personal favorite) • Zwerl ",5.167050691244242,6.882532924731183,6.297521761392732,73.57580645161292,69.21505376344086,9.328622631848438,32.640552995391715,9.725611199111238,3.4428230414746555,1182,54,201,28,21,395,159,279,0.127,0.7829999999999999,0.09,-0.5279,1,0,0,0,1,0,49.0,0,1,0,4,18,12,2,1,14,0,16,6,1,0,3,36,42,17,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,8,9,1,0,12,9,9,3,1,6,0,4,22,2,36,6,30,18,2,32,0,2,0,0,22,8,0,4,22,137,44,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297399032536025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795311622633887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5118351536738248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980162391120247,0.07349599395859922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768720973028753,0.0,0.08453374775634342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233468560743942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575870935575994,0.0,0.061641925696249725,0.0,0.08232389265596439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978313431430018,0.08364369650350204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780336431215313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626087818432616,0.0,0.0,0.09133187179332583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832869441517885,0.0,0.0917728799909241,0.2094089257389496,0.08735942699815248,0.1626025314522116,0.0,0.3143993475793461,0.0,0.0,0.2496859938062784,0.09169013540560987,0.05432096243878009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809382102276756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203301045569057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107899468729328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953304505569616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751178325280208,0.04669611521624746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257587839362528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371806472009429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476825162965072,0.07269376122228191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345776149829044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06123172342143472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743720191625247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353056404813429,0.0,0.07633121893230149,0.0,0.0,0.0999221565712358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124453275669516,0.09390798114241797,0.07588074572151153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06489331745068043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637623062335851,0.0,0.15333884438119968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789809688492167,0.0,0.0,0.06155111803939947 anxiety,Nec_romance_r,2018/02/06,"overwhelmed. need some space to express my feelings.. I'm an international student studying in the UK. I feel so helpless and worried with my panic attacks and all those worries, regrets or whatsoever that make me feel insecure and overwhelmed. It's like I'm facing my problems all alone. I have to repeat my year in uni because I was extremely depressed and quite anxious last year about a lot of things (well I guess I was and am still overthinking about what's happened and happening, and what I am worries that will happen) and could not concentrate on the course. I don't know how to tell people around me about the reason of repeating since that sounds like some sh*tty excuses (because I skipped lots of classes because of my mood swings). I was teased and sort of isolated because of my strange reactions to people when I feel sad or anxious in class. After people found out that I have to repeat the year they talk about me a lot. These make me feel so insecure at school and meeting new friends. That's why I barely have friends, acquaintances, or even just someone that would greet me. They all think that I'm a weirdo (or at least I think that they think this way). also, I'm so afraid that I could not pass the year again this year although I have been trying hard to work a lot better than last year. I feel like a ghost, no one sees me. Plus, I am so aware of my appearance because I'm overweight. I'm trying my best to lose weight but you know this takes time. So whenever I walk down the street I feel like people are looking at me and I am frightened. so I hate leaving my room. I tried to talk with people on the online forums from my country but then I feel so insecure because I'm afraid that the people I know, who would visit the some website, would find out what I'm up to and do something bad to me... I talked about lots of things online, even some topics that people see as taboos. I feel so glad telling people my thoughts since I don't talk a lot in real life but after talking about different things (sometimes it's just as simple as telling jokes to the others) I have nightmares, difficulty to breathe, strange heartbeats, blah blah blah, and will suddenly wake up at the middle of the night because I 'realise' that I talked too much... Also, I did some wrong things in the past. they're not unforgivable nor illegal but these things still haunt me. I'm so afraid that people will talk about it again or people will discover what I had done and then I will lose everything. deep in my heart I know that they aren't that serious or they are not very likely to happen but I just can't help overthinking about it. Shortly, I spend like 80% of my time worrying about something not likely to happen and this negatively affects my performance at school and social life and of course my mental health. I am not so good at expressing myself. there's no one to talk to in real life, so here I am.",5.594218902558096,6.197989901581727,5.464149091974225,84.03875829916035,67.38312829525483,8.360886545596562,30.041056434290176,8.256446698504663,1.985386604178872,2310,81,455,29,36,718,233,569,0.171,0.772,0.057,-0.9954,1,1,2,0,0,0,60.0,0,1,5,7,38,38,3,9,20,0,35,10,4,5,3,95,77,51,1,8,20,0,11,10,2,8,5,1,1,0,37,23,2,1,20,1,1,4,14,22,1,2,9,15,69,15,67,58,17,58,0,8,3,0,28,27,0,20,33,316,106,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558004901601081,0.0,0.0861710921654583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173171251869802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796209579602822,0.0,0.06129304844949336,0.0,0.0,0.04498517887622126,0.22990112037782354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565407563767456,0.04764997050877851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603305786097297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046404319710647034,0.0,0.0,0.056290165940356914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513504132107366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711707132545079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484213181708744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451772022723801,0.07697970898187392,0.0,0.0,0.04924274896842471,0.0,0.0,0.059073526008870864,0.0832507216806979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518960635345769,0.0,0.0,0.059351766863505136,0.0,0.2382169771279291,0.0,0.04826335358694543,0.05319254213639398,0.0,0.057268902595547476,0.0,0.06384469503976897,0.03611272524957963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184379144194276,0.08783415399639677,0.0,0.057048134113784,0.0,0.0,0.11416509617898728,0.1842516155251406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524324582138365,0.1205495235397738,0.0,0.2748266130387492,0.0,0.0,0.07192684648792552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054295506113827316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960591242528277,0.03994923211033087,0.0,0.05203489769841422,0.0,0.05056006573784408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730171171152509,0.0,0.0,0.0632132397985431,0.0,0.0,0.051431846378564385,0.3735163958029224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155316668340528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730499245642485,0.0,0.12264800856411602,0.0,0.05539469460318161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905312633025092,0.08586624342825708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891354884463277,0.0,0.0,0.05492098059645548,0.045649943567444055,0.08295454127582948,0.05328588973620296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860527405340395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04050891987909537,0.3464353686159848,0.14127303999800847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789679583814443,0.10356692766392063,0.0,0.04277244759378152,0.06283241154429219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973716692371614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0444543001907754,0.0,0.04276518252346123,0.0,0.06560786734842901,0.04844203800933987,0.0,0.04861575762918194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03922321478749684,0.21885948849381995,0.0,0.1148183678130817,0.05890621763330998,0.0,0.2081707510103604 anxiety,maevemoon,2018/02/06,"Gabapentin for anxiety. My doctor prescribed it to me. Has anyone had experience with this? If so, does it work well for you? Thoughts?",1.7724999999999973,4.004521250000003,2.0153333333333343,89.16300000000004,107.33333333333334,5.253333333333334,25.63333333333333,6.742157984588678,1.6533933333333335,106,5,19,2,5,32,22,24,0.065,0.835,0.1,0.2359,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172891331612725,0.0,0.0,0.2900088013531522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4245229208531291,0.3629579765527261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057134192541645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292719365318656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729177206871968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30194914288613345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,forgotusernamex5,2018/02/06,"DAE take Buspirone? I just got switched to Buspirone because the medication I was on previously- the negatives started outweighing the positives. I'll be going to a specialist soon (just got the referral). I've been extremely resistant to medications. The only thing that has worked is benzos and I do not want to be on them, my GP prescribed this when I asked her ""is there anything like benzos that are not benzos?"" because this is a long term problem, and that would be going down a bad road (for me). Unfortunately these seem like they take up to a month to really work, when the benzos work immediately. I'm wondering what are other people's experience is with this drug. I'm also curious if anyone else has had the experience of not having medications work for them/high tolerance, and if there are other options out there that they found. When I go to the specialist (psychiatrist) I'm hoping he will be able to figure something out after I give him the extensive list of things which did not work. (Kind of feeling hopeless).",5.354649122807019,7.394290078947371,6.304736842105264,72.4214912280702,69.26315789473685,9.698245614035088,30.561403508771928,10.047579312681364,3.3948666666666663,825,34,140,22,15,273,112,190,0.052000000000000005,0.855,0.093,0.7742,0,0,2,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,3,5,10,7,0,0,13,0,21,4,0,0,0,24,40,9,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,5,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,7,1,13,4,21,27,1,19,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,6,11,102,27,5,0.13026019765650707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416903300419553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108095890188167,0.13346696593707408,0.10719304378316608,0.0,0.12177570097469136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087618240710924,0.1588108149199272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510604744058227,0.0,0.10881568051852347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254838936560632,0.0,0.0,0.06586346981614573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428235833120601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495745102994113,0.2220896165268779,0.0,0.2083619591228495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762705060522032,0.0,0.1293777677138024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564595087998005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727710575647655,0.0,0.0,0.11527617587663724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936703352132965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039724470146483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906875006708478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030601976656713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246414171333226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344801812174768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858399171560235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028066409344696,0.0,0.0,0.09219883834683364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19587891511215152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730781745463654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768308395031553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126162783046653,0.4741548764270183,0.0,0.0,0.09253310706753193,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kirrpaige,2018/02/06,"Advice for tapering off of paxil I've been on 40mg of Paxil since about March when I was at a really low point in my life, and it helped me tremendously, but now the side effects are outweighing the benefits. I've gained about 25lbs, have random dizzy spells and have 0 sex drive so I'm considering coming off of it, but I'm worried from all of the horror stories I've read online about it. I'm on 40mg, and I've read about using Prozac to help with the withdrawal symptoms, but I'm really worried. I have a very stressful job, and a very active social life (i'm 23) and I'm worried about returning to where I was last year mentally. Has anyone successfully stopped Paxil or used the Prozac method?",5.955265957446809,5.706280510638301,6.6823315602836875,78.54562500000002,66.58865248226951,10.170567375886526,29.68173758865248,9.827888789773867,2.5709780141843974,556,17,111,11,8,184,83,141,0.162,0.708,0.13,-0.6055,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,4,0,1,8,0,8,6,0,3,1,17,17,11,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,2,20,14,1,19,0,1,0,1,3,10,0,2,7,58,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424081850951722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752185759103648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447816188185573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22531408604723455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667883748800303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700345234717892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23743250360538384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693799381237704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588850794948314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33624070847196275,0.0,0.2153461320608836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903326995441825,0.0,0.0,0.17133116460176756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051811787409504,0.1925291966230412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17469414546836232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29032544812412264,0.0,0.2773587412506498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5120645695036989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823470623699273 anxiety,mambobamboo,2018/02/06,"Losing interest in hanging out with friends and partner, Tips? Hi all! Ive been suffering from anxiety disorder for 3 years and i also have ocd tendencies, but the last 3/4 months were really intense I have obsessed with my relationship and had really intense anxiety which led to me being kinda numb now.. i feel like ive lost interest in basically just being around my partner and friends, when i am with then i just dont feel like myself, like im faking it all Has anyone experienced this and has any tips? 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This is my first post in this community so I hope it will be acceptable and not trigger anyone with similar problems... Recently I've been thinking a lot about my life and my mental health and how everything has been over the last months. Little information about me: I'm a 20 years old trans* male individual with diagnosed ADD, social anxiety and depression. I had some therapists talking about 'atypical autism' (only one of the four 'key areas' seemed to fit me into the spectrum) but the only diagnosis I had was in like 2014. I used to blame EVERYTHING on being trans. With all my problems, anxiety and overall interacting with other people, whenever I felt like crap I would always think It's because of my dysphoria/voice/being misgendered. Now I'm almost 4 months on T and start to feel the connection to my body, which is amazing though. I get gendered correctly way more often and soon I'm going to have my name changed legally. BUT even though my therapist says all these positive things and I'm feeling better every day, I still have this feeling I can't quite describe. I feel like my depression has gone better, I'm not that scared of other people anymore, but I still feel like I'll never be able to keep up with a normal life. I tried working for a few days and felt horrible (only 2 hours a day). It's not necesseraly because of work being physically exhausting, I just always feel like I don't belong to anything of this. Like I'm never going to find a job that I actually CAN do for a whole week without wanting to end it all on weekend. I honestly started to believe that I'm just so different from the rest of society that I'll never fit in. Sometimes I even have the feeling that I think completely different than most people. I feel so weird and self-centered that I can't talk seriously with my therapist anymore. I'm too afraid she wouldn't understand anything. 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I don't know if my depression and anxieties are bad enough to get medication, but the obligation of regular visits to get the prescription scares me even more than the medication. It means having to go *outside*. Like getting dressed and take a shower and the whole procedure and then use public transportation. Sure I can just call and cancel the appointments. But then *I have to make a call*. I know it's not a big deal, but it causes me great discomfort just thinking about it. Yes, I had regular appointments in the past and it is still terrifying. Now I just don't have the drive to overcome the huge mountain of discomfort. I could do it in the past because I had hope. Now I don't have hope. I'm so tired. And it's just another obligation that would make me even more anxious.",3.017832817337464,5.499261467836263,4.135280357757138,83.3305572755418,77.59649122807018,8.46797385620915,26.433092535259718,9.168548406835145,2.4607534227726173,705,28,137,19,17,229,94,171,0.171,0.695,0.134,-0.6404,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,4,15,1,16,3,0,4,1,32,33,15,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,1,4,4,6,0,0,2,1,14,5,14,29,4,18,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,9,96,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021151253620216,0.10958687733652783,0.16183323095794142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960887910192833,0.08732468273711576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29255125407060184,0.0,0.0,0.14715857896735104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437453260746824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476858337571597,0.1233821628530165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536020650471122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480169200622074,0.0,0.18923230828267634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22452872639538535,0.0,0.08141303354013081,0.0,0.0,0.1579350999040036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845617919545459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171331788392285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157454372092827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998536520001215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912427537396045,0.0,0.0,0.15604269675956808,0.0,0.2886212935632305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734992123698942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868391486426759,0.0,0.1141527652630494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440069925303938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350126856578136,0.0,0.10770717426066656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178966968948347,0.0,0.0,0.08353100403093397,0.16464633369186374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372315722702745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926204634458305,0.1599349970386432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017616365916384,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThatKiwiDU,2018/02/06,"“Relapsing” back into Anxiety A couple years a go I was diagnosed with Anxiety and mild depression. I did everything to get my life back on track. Did counselling and took medication and saw a huge difference in my life. I thought I was on top of my anxiety and eventually stopped my medication. Life was great for about a good year. So much so I have decided to move country! All was good and my transition to the new chapter in my life was going great and was able to get a job as well. I thought I was on top of the world. However, recently my feelings of anxiousness and worry has reared its ugly head! I am mostly angry and frustrated that it I have let it back in my life, but have also come to the realisation that Anxiety will never go away. My concern now is what can I do to get help with my relapse (for the lack of a better word) and honestly am in two minds about getting back on medication TLDR; I thought I was ‘over’ my anxiety, nope it has come back again and I do not know what to do 😞 ",3.537095709570956,4.764712247524756,5.434277227722774,80.08712541254127,72.56435643564356,9.743102310231023,29.803300330033,10.047579312681364,2.980438547854785,782,33,162,22,15,270,103,202,0.118,0.753,0.129,0.7298,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,13,9,1,0,10,0,24,10,1,0,2,30,40,15,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,0,8,15,0,1,6,0,0,7,3,2,1,1,15,2,24,7,29,23,4,35,0,1,1,0,1,15,0,1,13,125,32,1,0.10012304889548944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006836602826167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829692917810665,0.11311054635908707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406890028653836,0.3849422218682749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855070033479505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724942822456805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078424923203327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623583530194433,0.10162278705529963,0.0,0.1046072759911181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998414037580439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0506252218825735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20924064248578045,0.0,0.1707067080716217,0.16795692621531322,0.0,0.2207720297453806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275513366707784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711036917135517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935667678888643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05502500922902295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238260103974248,0.3535993521260806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025903148496845,0.0,0.0,0.10109573751157426,0.0,0.0,0.10641495576310453,0.07360196124384243,0.0,0.07722106769837671,0.09669946452947158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885943184967637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083707352089985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23845955090978915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124039132762407,0.0,0.0,0.09780567032288084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002264525182742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101679816241819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895192165118366 anxiety,Lum1nar,2018/02/06,"Compulsive thoughts about traumatic events anyone? I’ve been bullied and I don’t trust certain “types” of people, who remind me of those who were mean and violent towards me. In addition, my wife has had some very bad experiences, which makes me really angry and anxious - even more than my own bad experiences. I’ve tried forgiving and focusing on the present moment and today, but it just does not always work because the events itself are so disturbing. I combine these images in my head somehow and eventually I see my bullies being mean to my wife. And the worst part is that all these things are actually to some extent real, they’re not purely my imagination. The justice will not happen in this lifetime and it is super hard to accept. And the mental images are so infuriating and disturbing, that they cause me panic attacks. And the more I try not to think, the more I start to fear that I think those events, and the worse they eventually feel. It’s a vicious cycle. Thanks for listening, any tips?",6.704677419354841,7.738081456989249,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,65.07526881720429,9.855913978494623,31.62903225806452,9.928628108626363,3.1685354838709685,805,30,137,17,12,260,116,186,0.264,0.639,0.097,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,6,16,3,4,9,0,12,1,1,2,3,37,24,15,0,0,6,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,0,9,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,4,18,6,15,18,10,12,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,3,7,101,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.1558558002014195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328931159609253,0.0,0.0,0.1086095858413882,0.0,0.0,0.18042901520100435,0.0,0.11167429153576652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18169537159367344,0.0,0.0,0.26670557261834005,0.09735890716470166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640681417796006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976498195798798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548822026710176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124578181790397,0.0,0.1797203183257141,0.08075514815043809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123272793274966,0.0,0.14307051429433978,0.0,0.16391051207144092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660895020545157,0.0,0.0,0.3479462152362871,0.0,0.0,0.16095205588195813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738753227946545,0.0,0.1729524510986585,0.0,0.11072413927603003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178713618432615,0.10231554889369364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272697263532742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304492263739875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704128268273906,0.0,0.0,0.10610550633086156,0.20467390547251854,0.0,0.1267934285553927,0.0,0.0,0.15138823039481206,0.0,0.0,0.2168678267897593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177906461538394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162721836520372,0.0,0.16276009627552854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blacktanhuskey,2018/02/06,"Whats the most insane thing you've been anxious about? I'd have to say mine are probably an intense fear of getting aids in middle school, measuring my dick everyday in 8th grade lmao, and thinking i have erectile disfuntion for some reason a lot of my anxiety revolves around my sexuality although i think that is a common theme for people with anxiety still funny tho lmao.",10.758809523809523,8.550520500000005,10.198571428571428,63.50309523809525,58.28571428571429,13.333333333333332,43.33333333333333,11.855464076750405,5.219619047619048,305,14,50,7,3,99,59,70,0.18600000000000005,0.6629999999999999,0.15,-0.2247,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,9,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,10,7,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,3,35,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4126103791328694,0.3046627132954909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400732223053507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034660459374753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089716636376295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292731008811267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18696281560680691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907616777802618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772769331966497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144611166445818,0.0,0.2729315202562924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536755603915786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916404087413226,0.3456013286586693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,2906BC,2018/02/06,"Anxious and stressed The next few weeks are stressful and I'm feeling incredibly anxious. I have an interview in two days at a museum for a part time job, two weeks until my theory driving test, and two weeks until my final poster displaying my dissertation goes on display at my university. You know when you're so frazzled and stressed you aren't sure where to actually start? Do I start prepping for the interview now? How much theory revision for my test should I do? I need to read up more on my dissertation topic and format my poster. I'm so anxious I'm frozen, which isn't helpful at all. I know I need to take it a step at a time, but they're all so important, I can't prioritise anything :( ",5.213188405797102,5.959425246376814,6.3798550724637675,76.63253623188406,68.27536231884058,10.191304347826087,32.72463768115942,10.25414643259724,3.348298550724638,556,24,108,14,9,187,78,138,0.108,0.836,0.057,-0.3862,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,3,7,0,8,0,0,1,3,16,19,13,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,3,0,3,0,1,16,1,16,18,6,25,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,14,71,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.13196936871636275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583294918139601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112864745917726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721506782106535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837862888796488,0.0,0.0,0.1481427896222431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906448378388646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419937882834967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864269412410666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941292119159073,0.2005493432800537,0.0,0.0,0.14382342988614782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644579001834085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352711010170777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914393568640727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46473200446466206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745692018813615,0.0,0.1016795173471684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577126543647787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3963133820722489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254308872067835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beccafawn,2018/02/06,"Can I stop anxiety dreams? Sunday night I had several dreams about waking up very late for work and basically doing a no call, no show. Last night I kept dreaming that I had a fever and needed to call in but when I went to call in it was already an hour past my starting time so I knew I was already screwed. I'm really not all that anxious when I'm awake so I'm not sure where this is coming from. I love my job and I've been doing really well with my attendance and everything else there is going perfect. I just wish I could sleep through the night without waking myself up because I think I'm late.",2.187498181818185,3.985987968,3.6626181818181855,89.0433090909091,77.32,6.785454545454545,23.363636363636363,7.686295010490155,1.02284,476,15,101,7,11,157,80,125,0.102,0.72,0.17800000000000002,0.9187,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,1,0,4,0,11,6,3,0,3,21,25,9,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,2,4,0,4,5,1,1,0,8,0,15,4,12,16,1,23,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,14,64,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313712037046763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087374000089204,0.1605787590367271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866477737866226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4354252558812017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244179997154195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348794313008605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11874048344579505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774707628642334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078194952856885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998015512429324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105291128311145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586380539595018,0.3206822545118807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282877124686298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539567683748402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40016881936584703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568957333396414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821182014789321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605787590367271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14224355319803486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060806113857937,0.0,0.0,0.11883615766639168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396611677846226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910781497958164,0.0,0.0,0.08288350228801396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728112930941301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780174020068835,0.1317660390342114,0.0,0.0,0.16345502098300427,0.13701875600295227,0.0,0.10348026862827236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,funkybandit,2018/02/06,"I feel like the potato chip A friend gave an analogy the other day that really hit home with me. In a swarm of seagulls I feel like the lone chip. I’m struggling at the moment, I fell like I’m failing everyone and my anxiety is very high. I’ve failed so many SSRI and SNRI and my dr just doesn’t know what to do next and truthfully neither do I. I suffered childhood trauma and other trauma in my early adult life. Coupled with incidents at work over the years I get panic attacks triggered under times of stress, I’ve lost the ability to stay grounded in challenging situations and get lost for words, hard to breathe, racing heart, you know the drill. I feel like I’m pulled in different directions, snowed under and generally am really hard on my self. I feel like at any moment I will fail and let everyone down. I walk on eggshells and constantly overthink everything I have done or said. [feel like the chip](https://imgur.com/gallery/gfToO)",4.508119180633145,6.651697167597764,4.819307262569833,81.76512476722534,71.73743016759776,8.572216014897581,28.13445065176909,9.21078282632365,2.538242160148976,759,29,138,17,15,239,112,179,0.195,0.6659999999999999,0.138,-0.8843,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,7,2,22,1,3,11,0,9,4,2,1,1,24,26,11,0,0,2,0,7,6,1,1,2,1,1,2,4,11,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,13,0,0,5,8,17,9,21,18,1,28,0,7,0,0,6,15,0,1,15,75,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164385606543323,0.0,0.0918443778574696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658380750860316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974052191680022,0.0,0.0,0.13284238012665095,0.0,0.07742776150505283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543551648863355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286146734864604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294419685027435,0.1079007843085704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035257726590384,0.4288488670257789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927568527967606,0.0,0.12545115916624136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509756041815847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14226982926037446,0.0,0.126848333348796,0.12042840411884805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13196195746499234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276788893690548,0.08480082660358558,0.35192693589675256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262115938800858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217204140729083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276835127951783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408627111075065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382502165751286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420306938680047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524713651810948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495071662318142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796632257773766,0.0,0.0,0.1375265371930142,0.12551114879493286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000704175073443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906078639879946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740397408718457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731369898156709 anxiety,corndogsareforqueers,2018/02/06,"I get anxiety just about the thought of having to work a lot So I’ve been unemployed for a long time now and am trying to finally force myself to get a job. There’s a job I can get working 4 days a week but 10 hour shifts instead of 5 days 8 hours a day. In theory this sounds awesome to me. But if you add in probably an hour of getting ready + transporting to and from work at least that’s 11 hours out of 16 awake hours only leaving a few hours each day. The thought of this feels so stressful. I feel like I would leave work only to come home to sleep and wake up and do it all again. I already get so stressed out by work of any kind and usually have low energy because I can’t eat food because of my stomach because of anxiety ugh. How do I come to terms with this? I need to tell myself that this would be awesome because it would be full time but yet I’d get 3 days off. I just need help coming to terms with this because in my heart I know it would be good for me because doing nothing is helping no one and is just stalling my life and wasting it.",3.815733165512903,3.769834792951542,4.820796098174956,89.37926211453745,71.11453744493392,8.071617369414728,28.98961611076149,7.7094869923839395,1.4943545626179988,826,29,192,9,14,271,128,227,0.119,0.738,0.14300000000000002,0.8753,4,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,13,7,0,2,10,0,18,7,4,1,1,37,34,15,0,7,7,0,2,1,0,4,1,1,1,0,11,16,2,0,5,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,3,3,18,3,33,24,8,36,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,2,23,121,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227680758551167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686450334323456,0.0,0.12793822299494706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058440482433615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160938137298217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26964008163912306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556418976156127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456162237263705,0.0597381824131027,0.0,0.09160168050305856,0.0,0.0,0.10111369974038044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621281577184725,0.0,0.0,0.07013653294415051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909016515748817,0.1120975174848541,0.0,0.08387773089928832,0.0,0.4940934480599114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595999919388146,0.0,0.0,0.08707741716849461,0.04595539415381002,0.0,0.0,0.17708312422011524,0.0,0.0,0.05906331621627405,0.04085253397560518,0.0,0.0,0.07400111533944942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710907785909738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400641917896894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023569588635385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05666311186674946,0.12719363640401998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015655992079886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368044218066124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915729758704197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308761183150891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276996291133528,0.09751905045969672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056772526872240665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209567438354672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0670749624551573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30438197166418474,0.0,0.0,0.2376051452695641,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jfrybro,2018/02/06,"Getting unreasonably mad at myself over seemingly uncontrollable emotions Occasionally my girlfriend will mention she wants to go enjoy time at a friend's house smoking weed with them (she can't drink because of a condition) and I know she's in a safe environment, they're friends of mine too.I don't really agree with it but I know it's okay, yet I'll get this instant reaction of getting anxious even though I can tell myself it's okay it still happens. I'll start texting a lot, being completely distracted from anything. After that I just get mad at myself like ""Why do you have to ruin her fun, she just wants to relax. She has to deal with enough but no, you have to make her feel bad for wanting to have fun. No wonder nobody invites you along. She's going to become unhappy, slowly but surely"" so on an so forth, just going crazy at myself until I just kinda shut down. Even if I regain control I just feel wrong until I can go to sleep and maybe feel better tomorrow. This even happens with no provocation except just thinking about it, like tonight just trying to brainstorm solutions. I've talked to her about it, she understands completely, says I never ruin anything and wants to help me through these feelings but we don't really know where to start. I already take medication that helps most of the time but for some reason this is a repeated thing. There are a few other things that I can't think of right now that cause it. It makes it worse knowing that there's things she doesn't do because she doesn't want to make me worry and cause a spiral like that and actually kind of wishes for once I would be mad at her rather than myself. Sorry for the long post or if this isn't quite the right sub. Hoping for some advice on controlling the initial feeling or stopping the self hatred. 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Guys, I'm not sure if I can take the current political climate. I used to maintain a state of calm, but I haven't been able to for the past few months. I spend the majority of my time outside of class alone and unable to focus on my school work properly. I can't stop worrying about the future. Luckily, senior year doesn't give you much work, even in IB classes. But I used to be able to handle tons of homework, daily, especially after the medication (dunno about correlation vs. causation, there). I can't trust the institutions I've always taken for granted. It doesn't help that I'm studying Nazi Germany in-depth in History. Would it be substance abuse to ask for a higher dosage? I don't know how these things work, I just want to calm down. I take Zoloft, and have been for about a year and a half. Small dosage right now. I'm not explicitly diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but my doctor has prescribed the medication at the recommendation of my therapist (whom I no longer see). I tried to avoid taking anything for about a year after the subject was brought up, but I finally gave in to my parents' pleas. I didn't think it was worth screwing with a young brain, but a string of necessary 'strategic sick days' from school convinced me otherwise. Yesterday, I took another sick day. I need that calm back. I'm becoming progressively more terrified. I've been accepted into a good college, I can't leave the country now. I feel trapped. Maybe the drugs can help? Do I want to go down that road? I need to go back to calmly accepting the danger.",4.461666666666666,6.09382361146497,5.483837579617834,79.04904723991507,70.8471337579618,9.182377919320595,29.962314225053078,9.621722640351123,2.8502403397027587,1290,53,246,31,24,425,176,314,0.174,0.6970000000000001,0.129,-0.9694,2,3,1,0,1,0,44.0,0,1,0,5,12,14,2,1,23,1,23,11,1,3,2,35,49,11,0,7,11,1,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,1,10,6,0,2,5,0,2,4,11,3,0,1,10,2,27,11,43,36,6,38,0,0,1,1,10,12,1,3,21,153,37,11,0.22157917263431165,0.13126754333860846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474459903354292,0.0,0.0,0.09218581098458918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617254117552095,0.1695074605763826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117038965448317,0.0,0.20714661542345306,0.0,0.0,0.17038070648970927,0.0,0.0,0.12235839379156845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367781864600295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290023556153786,0.0,0.0,0.1124490980094422,0.0,0.0,0.12697446427908446,0.11339783615234415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12848074676215854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317547688100763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056018543696557545,0.0,0.0,0.12136457645824768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627946645190636,0.12592855010211648,0.09292504862651016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096991087679322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851984872827825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088705924191816,0.0,0.0,0.11731017515644787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130303058809947,0.0,0.0,0.33482655767671826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843119080404574,0.0,0.08144309355629294,0.16429814888884028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230187245416174,0.0,0.10576119624271982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946137013708359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22424995225337108,0.08828495631867818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262505499042728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441787396302177,0.0,0.2498999429290879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286352488208373,0.07360367826665286,0.07098949342460695,0.0,0.0,0.06460229872778588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309130687590568,0.07521885668990441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19137326207081812,0.0,0.0,0.13069313693812215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419684150094823,0.112512202759569,0.0,0.0787017434111872,0.0,0.0,0.2140345836269356 anxiety,humanalienzel,2018/02/06,"You ever start tearing up when you get nervous? Any tips on how to avoid this? When I'm about to go to a social event or when I have to speak in public I just start tearing up. When ever i'm nervous I can't help but run away and weep. Anyone else? Any tips on how to stop this. #Big shout out to my long bangs for covering my eyes.",-0.9862252663622542,1.0101087945205478,1.1514155251141571,101.25427701674278,91.1917808219178,3.792389649923897,14.96042617960426,5.033348758259628,-1.1874523592085238,254,5,63,1,9,84,48,73,0.197,0.8029999999999999,0.0,-0.9139,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,10,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,2,2,11,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,15,8,0,21,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,1,11,39,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659531218835958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813972682547075,0.2756936116436381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25279975492927026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477313210038846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4867777318171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057776528832766,0.0,0.15291845953280847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035168720006045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23811813687951186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27428258168823266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808977083538512,0.0,0.0,0.22495424130258065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bigfatclocks,2018/02/06,"so many thoughts i really hope this isnt just me, but every single night, i think out every possibility for everything that could possibly happen the next day, but literally forget all of it due to spending time on thinking instead of: eating, sleeping, or getting any problems in my life fixed. this has been my life for a few years now. on a side not i started writing this at 11, its now 11:30 this is such a short post, i hate how i stall everything i do.",4.91,5.746114666666667,5.862222222222222,79.75000000000001,69.0,8.666666666666668,30.555555555555557,8.841846274778883,2.3972222222222217,360,14,70,6,6,119,70,90,0.146,0.831,0.023,-0.9012,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,0,4,0,6,4,1,1,1,16,14,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,9,1,10,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,9,50,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728997302490264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944935432982667,0.0,0.0,0.12071670972348353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153360649095685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315417306426012,0.0,0.3364536803111344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779471129717092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655241569104886,0.0,0.0,0.18480317392164525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859136606070312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442393711068235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977286192243334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906985880722344,0.17565734305538566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4220384786989262,0.17926832439208568,0.0,0.0,0.17910760505440246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991338847130913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731687787009535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324881689000351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23987694736766316,0.0,0.14860135940598088,0.10914715307986396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053887618845288 anxiety,justonebullet,2018/02/06,"Parking Car HELP I don't know if this is the place to ask but I feel anywhere car related are just going to ridicule me. I can drive a car fine(I am licensed), I actually find it a bit of a relief to drive around empty roads, it's freeing(aside from worrying about the fuel gauge a lot), but proximity is a huge issue and it's ruining my fucking life, and has been for at least 10 years now. Especially with the growth of social media, and expectations as a man. Driving past cars parked on the side of the road makes me pull closer to the middle of the road, if cars are also coming from the other way that SUCKS. There is probably a lot of space, but I feel I am hairs width away. This also distracts me from anything else going on all I can do is think 'please don't scratch it please don't scratch it', or more like a silent scream in my head. One half of me struggles with parking anywhere near another car, I don't want to damage it, I don't want people to see do it. The last time I 'successfully' parked my car I parked way on the right so there was only one car to worry about, I went in crooked and then tried straitening it(which never works either by the way), On the other hand if there is no car I have ZERO reference point, I just can't do it. I don't know if I just have a retarded level of spatial awareness but it just fucks me up. It's blind. If there are many empty parks it can be hard for me to just focus on one, its like hundreds of needles in my eyes, like if the lines of each park were a different color this would be less of a problem. Then when I try to turn into one I just have no idea, I can see everything going on behind me in mirrors but only god knows what is happening anywhere north of the side mirrors. The closer I get to the park the less I know, it becomes a gamble to me. Generally going in left is more fucked up too. And last time I bumped(I didn't speed in like a demon) the little metal post in front of my car too. This was over a year ago and it was so overwhelming I have refused to park since. All I can find anywhere is 'practice' but obviously going there and doing it is a bit hard for me. Even in an empty parking lot at midnight I will panic, the moment it goes wrong it's so embarrassing I reflexively have to get the fuck out of there as fast as I can, which during the day is really dangerous, and even more embarrassing. If somebody is thinking how I get around, I usually park on the side of roads, sometimes it can be a cunt of a walk, but better than driving myself to suicide. I have considered getting a motorbike but that's a whole other set of issues, as would getting a smaller car. I find parallel parking easier, but I haven't done it since my test, I either never have the opportunity, or when I am in a forest of eyes so fuck that, one mistake or you take too long and you're ""that guy"".. My head and my heart are going mental just typing this. Please don't be assholes about this, this is the first time I have opened up about anything in years. Holy shit I'm stressed. 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I'm travelling abroad for work, something that normally gives me anxiety. I've planned for the trip and have friends out there who will be acting as my translaters so I'm reasonably confident everything will be okay. Now I'm anxious that I don't have much anxiety about the whole thing. Does this mean I'm getting better or have I jinxed myself and this trip will be a disaster?",5.298846153846154,7.176457602564103,5.515897435897441,78.67076923076927,69.12820512820512,10.328205128205127,33.51282051282051,10.504223727775694,3.924497435897436,335,16,60,10,6,106,53,78,0.094,0.71,0.196,0.7563,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,3,1,11,0,0,1,0,8,18,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.662400053316229,0.2445510434741312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145134440860648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894355635699264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455051835012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724525134616827,0.0,0.11309736161703267,0.2076590729540192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23580079377508845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913137194813126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120959913499533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256863208193328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666502442969079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438139661886199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416825653316969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575937429323354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sophiazbornak,2018/02/06,Everytime I try to move forward in life or make a change I panic and ruin it for myself. I'm about to leave college over this. Please help. I have depression and anxiety. Horrible crippling anxiety. It ruins my life. My anxiety is over death and after life. Every time I accomplish something i panic thinking I'm one step closer to dying or if I don't finish something like a project or college that somehow I'll stay the same and never grow old and die. It's so fucking stupid I'm ready to drop out of college I missed an exam because I thought I'd pass and have to keep going. I secretly hoped I'd fail so I would be thrown out or something without having to just quit. The thing is my partner is ready for us to move forward he's done college and working and I'm a nobody. Which is why I can't understand my fear of succeeding or trying and failing. I've always been a failure and anxiety has stopped me from Doing a lot of things. I didn't get my license until 20 because I thought I'd die right away. I wouldn't go to prom because I thought if I was excited for it id die right before or after.. Please help me :( I'm ruining my own life. Also I'm on meds effexor and abilify and see a therapist I'm on my 3rd with No luck..,1.8685793731041471,3.6451966937984537,4.060751600943719,85.92841759352885,78.18604651162791,6.96757667677789,27.88405797101449,7.893859768569023,1.852679609032693,969,43,198,16,23,334,140,258,0.259,0.636,0.105,-0.9911,0,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,6,6,17,2,3,9,0,18,5,0,1,1,42,39,24,5,5,10,0,0,1,1,2,4,0,0,1,9,15,0,2,6,0,0,9,7,12,0,1,7,1,27,5,29,29,3,30,0,7,1,1,6,13,1,12,11,123,36,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955580966228565,0.08277708719344118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30441417598236786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346671972417732,0.0,0.0,0.18193011780535595,0.0,0.08465195078686859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523888448236532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568379797994291,0.0,0.4129869075351299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018047408437013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381797066025977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119450345709018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196961024790544,0.051975297963922085,0.0,0.11307595453804832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336152643048932,0.0,0.0,0.09880818479284642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842427278141927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533719336944897,0.0,0.0,0.2810686332179743,0.048601935277257625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457613478643895,0.0,0.0,0.06640508278361576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050220068108822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211467484247696,0.0,0.0,0.07672673826717166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438974268838762,0.0,0.0674116542489203,0.0,0.0,0.23344164949856264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21840297186778188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581147245548092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991436153611855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927436390706648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22975857206348116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603469572587383,0.0,0.08317150081287047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550640054110388,0.13218299060481747,0.06374412096899877,0.0,0.2369330559042153,0.058008819986197536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508364882426535,0.0,0.0,0.10356438784736892,0.11966473278594908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976713334696168,0.0,0.0,0.09589720670934304,0.0,0.07242416294284533,0.0,0.0,0.07066923865010798,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rythmicjea,2018/02/06,"Why do CPS agents always seem so smug when taking kids away? When I was a teenager my mother fell incapacitatingly ill. My father didn't have visitation and so we became wards of the state. There were times growing up, when my mom was in hospital, that we had to stay with our grandparents. No problem. But then this time my family had to beat CPS away with sticks. We were a good family. Everything was above board. But they just fucking *descended*. Thankfully we had a very good lawyer (the state public defender) who made sure we were protected. We didn't tell *anyone* until it was all over. But every fucking time these people came they always had this smug fucking way about them. Like they were finally getting the bad guy but my grandparents were *FAR* from the bad guy. My grandfather is pretty much Mr Rogers! Not kidding, I used to think he was when I was little. As I became an adult I met some social workers who basically said they want to keep kids with their families. But when I ask ""why don't you take away the kids who are actually in danger? Why do you come after those who are safe?"" To which they just evade. Whenever I see CPS agents on TV or movies I basically get triggered. First clenching mad. In theory I can see why they are supposed to be seen as good but in reality they are just fucking ambulance chasers and only go after those who seem like they have money. To what end, I don't know. Does anyone else feel this way? Does anyone else have any experience with CPS?",2.1758124228712497,4.900234314685317,3.245133689839573,86.77887700534764,83.47552447552448,6.581489099136157,20.299876593994238,7.827709963407826,1.0226009049773763,1178,34,228,23,34,377,161,286,0.075,0.8240000000000001,0.1,0.5289,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,7,2,10,3,12,19,6,0,9,0,31,5,0,3,2,40,58,20,0,2,11,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,8,15,14,0,3,5,1,1,6,6,11,0,1,22,5,35,8,29,35,3,38,0,0,3,4,43,12,4,4,17,146,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.09122433195584137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556797641664102,0.0,0.0,0.06357053699366275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960930416864792,0.1915654207041648,0.0,0.0,0.08739246159143164,0.0,0.26348647209243165,0.0,0.1561060779230892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691778319036838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052592257127121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16361235312975608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618337819688602,0.0,0.08279674679399991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787620857719621,0.0,0.08401502735289508,0.09144271721336633,0.2643777471101573,0.0,0.047266989309978975,0.0,0.0,0.10240427114878108,0.0,0.0795152052929585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3456880797136208,0.09768031471080793,0.0,0.05312761666690445,0.2352232130765895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512250620205645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309053657911522,0.0,0.0,0.05137491602589908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134055059640482,0.09369289085414524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845433227409535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948425034707204,0.0,0.0,0.06871956281743682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109679407181743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480821133244795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951041601213672,0.0,0.08944904584691604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889221895818464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898509711895133,0.17020385607992916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529248400004273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963870198452376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810508461476088,0.0,0.1405727121954133,0.0,0.08170683745655513,0.08606508558120847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598990870772658,0.0,0.0,0.16352921524916245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08073788905969934,0.0,0.07713192014521232,0.055137733854740106,0.14840232010128546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33740958414917765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CooperDahPooper,2018/02/06,"How do you control your anxiety in hospitals (e.g., if you, yourself, are the patient)? I did a number on my ankle this week (multiple fractures, dislocation and torn ligaments). I had to get surgery today, which was a terrifying experience for me. I’m already scared of hospitals and doctors - I left a dermatologist hysterically crying 2 years ago because I was losing patches of hair due to stress/high anxiety (the doctor was EVIL). Well, I had a full fledged panic attack in the OR today. Body trembling. Hands shaking. Hyperventilating. Crying. Everything. Mind you, I had already been in tears all night/morning before my surgery. I’ve been a nervous wreck to say the least. It was horrifying to see the light shine on me, to have a room full of strangers surrounding me, to hear the machines running, to see all the surgery equipment. Everything. I have multiple follow-up appointments spread at specific weekly intervals. I doubt I’ll get that bad at a normal follow-up appt, but does anyone have any suggestions or advice to help calm the nerves during these scenarios? I’m already on anxiety medication, but this is a fear I’m afraid drugs won’t even help. 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There hasn't been a day for the past 2 years where I didn't think about climate change. On a few days, these thoughts were somewhat hopeful- on most, they were depressing and dystopian. I've purposely been avoiding news articles related to the environment since 2017 and yet my fear still remains. After all, me no longer acknowledging the things that scare me aren't going to stop them from existing. Sure, a minimal amount of people may be putting in effort in combatting climate change, but surely it isn't nearly enough. I have an extremely little amount of faith in humanity and legitimately believe we will allow the issue to get into far too destructive of a state to possibly handle. Think about the amount of people who don't even believe climate change *exists* (I made a post about my anxiety revolving the environment in the past, and the only responses were from 4 climate change deniers). I have considered committing suicide over my fear of the fate of the planet. On my worst days, the only things that were stopping me were a lack of an effective method and a fear of failure. At this point, being optimistic about what my life will be like 30 or so years from now seems completely delusional. I've become depressed because I see myself finishing school and no longer being able to enjoy nature because of how much of it will have been destroyed. I don't believe that any amount of effort I put in to ""doing my part"" to stop climate change will be sufficient. I think that I am bound to a terrible life in the coming decades. No amount of positive talk from my therapist seems to be helping me. I don't know what to do anymore. 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I've been in college and haven't finished a two year transfer degree for years because the toxic mixture of social anxiety, panic disorder and plain old lethargy. I've never held a real job because of the above as well. Bless my patient parents. I was curious though, for those with agoraphobia or strong social anxiety in particular what they've done with their higher education? Online degree? Work from home? If not that, with or without a degree how they've managed to find work. I'm feeling pretty hopeless recently of ever getting a degree for a decent job because so many jobs involve some interaction or at location work. Of course, the first step is getting to classes instead of being a bum but I guess when it comes down to it, this is a ""I have no clue what I'm doing with my life and I don't want to end up on the street"" rant. Anyhow... give me some responses of your own and how you dealt with this.",5.421963260619979,6.156030706467668,6.232039800995025,77.92064293915041,67.80597014925372,8.572675086107923,31.87944890929965,8.617729084823388,2.570766245694604,816,33,149,12,13,269,121,201,0.101,0.835,0.064,-0.7501,5,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,5,1,8,8,6,0,1,11,0,12,1,0,2,2,32,23,17,0,2,9,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,10,10,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,2,1,2,5,2,13,4,32,17,3,21,1,1,0,0,13,9,0,10,10,105,23,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27119227969606785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881340097256408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450910298313924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179040165158863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542961202196427,0.0,0.0,0.12092586102109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466088239034864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688881077940658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059748782418055986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800249125371167,0.10051278427782193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234747538479491,0.11335654762714333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017426556909606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185311291956364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4690500302011527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346484209926695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980278433303765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113767012621217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399638181628575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864350633305705,0.13121046212480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021831415744245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344999086131934,0.0,0.0,0.11667565027684737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240387075681993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24091273743947145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609847111522617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115431982282047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969795434836447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624631841269576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390876490367795,0.0,0.4301348930322117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219133907201576 anxiety,TrappedInLimbo,2018/02/06,"Do you ever feel like in your free time you have so much you could be doing, but you don’t want to do anything I always struggle with this when I’m left on my own free time. I don’t really do much besides sit around, watch Youtube videos and randomly surf the internet really. I have lots of video games I’ve never finished or even really started, tons of shows and movies I want to watch but never get around to, creative projects I wanna work on but never finish or start them. I feel like I just waste my time doing nothing and it’s all going to amount in me being a nothing of a person. 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I've always been incredibly anxious, although I'm only recently realizing that. A therapist pointed out a few years ago that I have anxiety and I thought it was an odd thing for her to say. But over the last few months I've been looking back on my life and realizing how much deeply rooted anxiety I carry around with me. Lately it's been overwhelming. I have this near-constant fear that our house is going to burn down and I'll only be able to save one of our kids. I hear them screaming in my head. I hear myself screaming because I can't save them. It hurts so much and it's not even real. I think I'm just looking for some words of support. I have a therapist, and we're actively working on my anxiety. I'm going to look into CBD oils, and maybe consult with my dr about other medications. But I think right now I just need to hear that it's going to be okay from other people who know what this is like. 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I'm a 16 year old student, and had my first panic attack in the middle of class today. Halfway through my ethics class, I began to feel what I can only describe as ""out of it"". I didn't feel like I was there, but I knew something wasn't right. I got up and walked to the bathroom, I figured I just needed some air. As soon as I stepped in, I noticed my heart was racing and my legs were shaking. I looked myself in the mirror and actually believed I was about to die. I got my things from the classroom and bought a Gatorade, I figured I was just lightheaded or something. My nerves grew worse and I called my mom who told me what was happening. I sat in the Cafeteria with some friends for a while with a headache right behind my eyes and I kept zoning out. I was so tired. My mom told me it was a panic attack, I did not believe her. I thought I needed to go to the hospital or something. I have an intense fear of death and dying and I instantly think that any time I don't feel well I am about to die. This panic attack didn't help, needless to say. I'm feeling better now, albeit having a bit of trouble sleeping. Just wanted to get this off my chest. Sorry if it's all over the place. Thanks for listening.",1.7146590909090909,3.536612359848487,3.1818181818181834,91.8427272727273,78.81060606060606,5.460606060606061,23.12121212121212,6.21433560688645,0.4234803030303036,989,32,212,7,24,324,140,264,0.256,0.691,0.053,-0.9954,0,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,3,10,17,4,7,15,0,20,7,5,0,1,40,46,19,4,4,8,2,4,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,10,15,1,1,9,0,1,5,5,12,1,2,24,8,42,5,35,22,4,31,0,0,2,0,11,15,0,5,12,151,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.09029962397399037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06292614550612574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210821467412731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20850777198103046,0.0,0.08183861131710712,0.10102292491203704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448733826133254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881063724208749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412623171113802,0.18715144389941105,0.06610615300917104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741837696645433,0.0,0.0,0.0714913711461807,0.0,0.04834508238611547,0.0,0.05258908127689045,0.0,0.14801543865060718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182731864111932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965297829630977,0.06202344416472104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04520733227416335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770507242640187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343274233569236,0.2167488963843659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722525509189756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535032516738936,0.09709863931975167,0.0,0.0,0.07037611164474247,0.0,0.4342738269703639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667810834257792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804669004013902,0.0,0.07358657821430245,0.09264245935466896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260060971417446,0.0,0.0,0.2137110806567284,0.0,0.10358399412968247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519267500949655,0.0,0.0,0.061475333679364676,0.059291911746535524,0.0,0.07346148751684825,0.053957192959253934,0.10635397120038988,0.17542241303913747,0.17683999006176715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545788226355126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319898370817527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429983018056996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958872236303751 anxiety,whoissylvia,2018/02/06,"Sleep issues affecting new job I have a problem where my anxiety often keeps me from falling asleep, and the meds I'm on make me almost coma-like when I finally do. I just started a new job, was up all night nervous about it, and then, after I finally managed to fall asleep around 5, completely slept through my alarms. By the time I actually woke up, work had already (albeit barely) started. I was COMPLETELY mortified. I called my new boss and managed to get out to door and to the office in record time, and luckily she was completely cool and nice about it. Regardless, I do NOT want this to happen again, and I feel like it's inevitable that it will, and that thought terrifies me—I WANT TO KEEP MY NEW JOB. I've talked to my doctor about the meds I'm on and how I have trouble waking up in the morning because of them, but because they're working so well otherwise (better than anything else we've tried), she seems willing to look the other way. I'm going to talk to her again at my next appointment. In the meantime, does anyone have any tips on forcing yourself to get up in the morning?? And to a lesser extent, falling asleep at night? I think the falling-asleep thing will normalize eventually, but as far as waking up goes, when left to my own devices on the weekends I could literally sleep all day. Literally all day. To put this in perspective, before I was on any meds at all I would naturally wake up between 7 and 8 am, no matter the day of the week and despite my crippling depression and anxiety. Please, any tips on waking up are welcome. I really don't know what to do and I really don't want to let my new company down. Thank you!!",5.931155957378111,5.922042564417179,6.665996125282532,77.83077978689055,66.60736196319019,9.930642557313533,33.415563448498546,9.682069395223575,3.0585852760736203,1300,53,252,25,19,430,171,326,0.065,0.843,0.092,0.9244,3,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,3,14,12,0,2,15,1,21,11,10,4,4,46,45,23,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,11,16,0,2,5,1,0,5,4,5,1,0,8,3,32,7,53,31,6,58,0,1,1,0,9,27,0,3,26,166,43,9,0.0,0.0,0.08755980991003562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984780977350379,0.0,0.09901507238138514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18305064062530216,0.0,0.13728056639206318,0.0,0.0,0.0627386322874916,0.0,0.07383700214370613,0.07987532452021341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939249477238824,0.0,0.07635037174410357,0.0,0.0,0.0793555159464584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162046321976412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822285823249734,0.0,0.0,0.0716390547791761,0.0,0.0,0.17359789246509824,0.0,0.07728102858121164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183854870867657,0.07851998601595532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495471116547248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045368253296772236,0.06410040193560466,0.0,0.19658129193214366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375645296225303,0.0,0.05099345664245802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934456590570127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365082181018393,0.2671181702515387,0.1595055054327383,0.0,0.0,0.04931116276685128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974877586496417,0.09175109963818873,0.0,0.043835679998022035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753473942777553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059892922834018314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989966807185986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4332905256801903,0.09542481186302006,0.16840388609156862,0.08791260712084352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849240293413787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858558378348148,0.0,0.09019959486613263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149617787774982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168334568636636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958196119314834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701730605641162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423701171839248,0.0,0.08260781276019001,0.0,0.0,0.05961008799628687,0.05749291407043543,0.0,0.07123256553688884,0.10464011589133997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091818740391323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587684795826681,0.07122046640235638,0.07197293053643587,0.0,0.08067461277905535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306434574169208,0.0,0.0,0.06373890491187001,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tonsilphobia2430,2018/02/06,"Seriously worried I might need a tonsillectomy 25M, have had strep with tonsil swelling twice in the past month. I'm planning on going back to the doctor for more antibiotics but am worried that my tonsils will need to be removed at some point because of this. I've read up on the procedure lately and it seems there are virtually no exceptions to the severe pain experienced during recovery (if you have them removed as an adult). Many women have posted that the pain is worse than childbirth; others have said it is akin to your throat being set on fire. It doesn't seem that pain pills help much either (if at all). Quite a few accounts I've read seem to end up with the person ending up back in the hospital at some point because of complications (which supposedly can be life-threatening). I'm also worried about my job and social relationships and what might happen to them because of this. I've heard that the suggested recovery time for adults is 1 day for each year of age. For me that would be 25 days, which is nearly a **month**. That really wouldn't look good at yearly review time to have to take nearly a month off, never mind needing to cancel all of my vacation plans for the year because of this. Am I justified to be this worried about this? Has anyone else here had the procedure/tonsil problems and care to share their story? Thanks.",5.903492790112152,6.928283428015567,6.100434882124058,78.25167772945755,66.85992217898833,9.00425726710918,28.73632410162509,9.168548406835145,2.3429818722819866,1079,35,197,19,17,344,148,257,0.168,0.769,0.063,-0.9818,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,3,3,7,9,0,0,15,0,27,6,1,0,3,29,43,9,0,8,5,0,1,0,0,5,5,2,0,4,18,7,0,0,3,2,1,3,4,5,0,1,4,5,11,4,44,29,9,40,0,0,1,0,16,17,0,9,18,139,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794325718620419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945245246680952,0.10177328191746143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527542135204463,0.0,0.24219772622999164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127152370282533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281166955156841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166642475694856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297580493193676,0.0,0.17595026539424347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056450395784045974,0.0833116202634664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08783542916290242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657746980886611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09856772106753377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120463190957886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015830930835383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834105100601163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070300964857493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074263896459067,0.10029297253299513,0.0,0.2378480042767825,0.0,0.07301751447787931,0.22095137736058001,0.07660788290658818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170760099765202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948198225367378,0.0,0.08672938505348786,0.0,0.0,0.18779414582945936,0.0,0.09512877456798263,0.0,0.0,0.09504348881716733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564756270255003,0.1987097745154812,0.0,0.06363206516406586,0.0,0.0,0.10664110778796472,0.0,0.0,0.0944836811963784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712734631008235,0.0,0.1122123760943454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125239516716894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468230025845647,0.0,0.0,0.09144788434060368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158379201153493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034896532144384,0.1012237256633866,0.07055976680194115,0.0,0.0,0.19189194106366406 anxiety,PhDsurvey123,2018/02/06,"We are investigating social anxiety, perfectionism, and thinking styles, and we are interested in your insight. Hi everyone, I'm a PhD candidate in clinical psychology and I'm currently conducting a survey on social anxiety, perfectionism, and thinking styles. I would love to hear from you! The survey is open to anyone aged 18+. It should take about 30 mins to complete, and you have the option to enter a 1 of 4 $50 Visa gift card draw at the end. Link to the survey: https://qualtrics.flinders.edu.au/jfe/form/SV_cVfmOOF57d75gHj Thanks!",5.919247311827959,9.028112322580649,6.2034408602150535,68.99182795698924,70.93548387096773,9.724731182795699,29.68817204301075,9.994966539143718,3.7120881720430106,438,18,67,13,9,140,66,93,0.036000000000000004,0.772,0.192,0.938,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,15,14,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,3,12,12,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,4,37,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38952645091578336,0.0,0.0,0.17801759864876168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693629673718033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254941518592454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432748682251975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869452228166366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22978044964248914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5190517427360448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19142252406320168,0.0,0.0,0.2343953624906717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32626629331793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18085582007778445,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,phineuscole,2018/02/06,"Can’t sleep? Wash your sheets Honestly, there’s a good chance you’ll be up bingeing Netflix or playing a game anyway. Just throw your sheets in the wash, it’ll give you a longer countdown to get to bed and will be a great self care moment. Especially if your anxiety prevents you from regularly tidying up. So go treat yo self and enjoy the crisp sheets!",4.787826086956521,6.17110082608696,4.841275362318843,84.93234782608697,69.72463768115942,7.838840579710146,28.29275362318841,8.238735603445708,1.7798962318840583,283,10,56,4,5,88,52,69,0.025,0.6559999999999999,0.319,0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,6,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,6,3,1,0,0,7,10,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,2,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,7,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704912002499154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159323413150379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189388822809747,0.2972548100653949,0.1761058297152552,0.2599036163988513,0.0,0.3416319304211445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6465223934194946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31009302330252586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Keegano_Reeves,2018/02/06,"This is what if feels like to be normal. I have been dealing with anxiety/panic attacks for probably the last 8 years now. Grew up with my grandfather who was amazing, but he was very old fashioned in the sense that he didn't believe in medicine to help with things like depression or anxiety. He just thought that everyone who took pills was a druggie so I kind of got that mentality beat into me. I never went to the Doctor for it because of that reason. Dealt with my anxiety by pretty much getting drunk everynight. Not exactly the healthiest thing, but it helped. Learned a couple techniques to talk myself out of the panic attack so those weren't as bad. The past couple months the anxiety and panic attacks were horrible to the point it was affecting my job and relationship. I finally went to the Doctor (had to schedule the appointment online due to my anxiety is so bad talking to someone on the phone). I've been on buspirone for a couple weeks now and it's been amazing. I can actually lay down and go to sleep without having a panic attack. I can work my full 8 hours without rushing outside because I'm having a panic attack and hyperventilating. Those are just some of my major wins. I figured I'd share it here cause no one in my life really cares that much. I told one of my friends that I was put on anti-anxiety medicine after he tried to hand me a beer and I declined. He told me that I better not be going crazy on him so yeah I just kind of keep it to myself now. 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Any advice? Hey, I’m 16 and a sophomore in high school, I have struggled with anxiety and depression. since I was 13 and agoraphobia my whole life, I’ve been diagnosed professionally but not treated for it and honestly it’s gotten a lot worse. I have no friends at school but it’s not because I’m considered a “loser” since I have a mediocre appearance and I am generally friendly to people who speak to me, but I just can’t function properly in any social situation. I feel like I’m constantly being judged and watched and it’s driving me crazy! I can’t even sit in class without wanting to just tear my hair out because I feel like people are staring at me.. I’m a very paranoid person like I feel like there’s cameras everywhere watching my every move and that somebody I don’t know is out to get me. I know that people don’t give a shit at all and it’s all in my head but still I can’t force myself to think otherwise. I’ve always been shy, never talk at school, never get into trouble, good grades and such.. but it’s more than shyness. It’s almost impossible for me to make friends and I feel so lonely. Also school generally gives me a lot of anxiety due to my agoraphobia but it’s not as bad as it was, although most nights I cry from the fear of school the next day, and in the morning I sometimes have a panic attack. Some times I stand at the door ready to leave but purposely miss my bus or something and always find an excuse to skip school. I know this problem is not school itself because I enjoy learning, but because of some deep rooted issues I need to straighten out. Does anyone have any advice or tips for me? or any first steps I can take? I can’t see a therapist at the moment but I will soon. Anything will help, I just want a head start with bettering myself. Thanks.",2.816883345326616,4.7235176332453825,4.23843127848405,85.13091308867038,75.83377308707124,6.915839130087153,25.99672183577197,7.793537801064563,1.5054249780123132,1489,55,295,22,33,493,185,379,0.168,0.691,0.141,-0.8479,0,2,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,4,10,25,2,3,16,0,25,8,4,3,4,71,56,31,0,4,20,0,5,4,3,2,4,1,1,1,14,20,0,0,11,0,0,4,14,12,0,1,5,10,41,13,39,46,9,36,0,4,4,0,14,17,1,10,17,189,55,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939384028306327,0.0,0.0,0.07654427083921828,0.0,0.0,0.061129561539999176,0.1272094914795934,0.0,0.0,0.2079290576459148,0.0,0.17543066794891754,0.0,0.0,0.05344908099598528,0.0,0.06290414317601432,0.0,0.0,0.08696227662922364,0.0,0.0,0.063824751233782,0.18639004709728094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760554453696775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260518843888552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839664665060206,0.04929789656332314,0.0,0.0658382212918238,0.0775856524032284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689372941920448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048832951291092,0.0,0.06440454590789199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860169849184924,0.1546027611181453,0.16382765052471918,0.0,0.0,0.06986537080635223,0.06502037927858988,0.0,0.0,0.17717357363155914,0.0,0.07987417107393402,0.14665767689920992,0.0,0.0641147919362068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690032352690558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051236557528654816,0.0807637453944835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978418046054657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602934922078893,0.0,0.0,0.08093961298191787,0.0,0.07816574536659117,0.107984585815904,0.14938016499894266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997421704813172,0.0,0.0,0.10204945715018332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124431544913616,0.0,0.05667977465285255,0.1179114860015046,0.0,0.08129550027360243,0.07173437338019158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089686634700836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589829693205583,0.06674502860314642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314338013272406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5415341433800017,0.060913302593143176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846523047907011,0.12646499398929129,0.0859224952383749,0.0,0.15584323600131408,0.0,0.0588477482240375,0.07560175910474384,0.0,0.0541050867047235,0.0,0.0610456031828011,0.0,0.0,0.07991236619223037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747385691510775,0.06144010030875564,0.0,0.07037628195157318,0.0,0.08875348827589752,0.0,0.0979601661306406,0.0,0.0,0.04457315872042522,0.08785728424461127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307154315769252,0.09017335375262182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534325775988727,0.0,0.07368606043905086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789955458064304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheVenetianDoc,2018/02/06,"Why? Why do I feel like everyone in my life will get tired of me and abandon me? I’m trying my absolute hardest not to be the way I am. The only person I know I can trust and be comfortable around is my girlfriend. And I don’t like dumping all my shit on her. Is it alright if I come here every now and again to just dump all of my emotions into the void so I don’t feel alone? - Former Ex poster now back",0.6439606741573023,2.152176584269668,2.935266853932585,93.83301264044943,80.91011235955057,5.798314606741574,21.2373595505618,6.6274283507984215,0.23004382022471906,312,9,74,3,8,107,60,89,0.173,0.6890000000000001,0.138,-0.5429,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,3,1,10,3,1,0,2,16,16,6,0,1,3,1,2,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,2,15,5,8,13,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460947832101345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152541014174486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270926640528568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046820404322865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728196494420475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019869266619775,0.22704882805150114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24028793481986535,0.16975034394067773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414267037661356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305855593260842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16783266308066425,0.2321708298806952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071493519287415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747397998004524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439057110056703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27310049623094085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132322031998167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188605660843762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288164602146496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vdjak,2018/02/06,Coping with trichotillamania I've dealt with pretty severe anxiety for the past three years and developing trichotillamania (compulsive hair pulling) as a result. I have relapsed in recent months and have now pulled out all the healthy growth I used to have and I'm scared of how much I'll pull out with how much anxiety I'm experiencing. Has anyone on here dealt with it and learned how to cope?,8.535136986301369,8.594302205479455,7.853527397260276,71.26193493150687,61.19178082191781,11.135616438356163,33.31849315068493,10.686352973137794,3.3433863013698613,323,11,59,7,4,101,50,73,0.116,0.772,0.111,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,5,1,17,7,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,13,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,36,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4418749095375768,0.0,0.0,0.20194138322078936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305239209175096,0.0,0.42461446210423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27570007162769705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29382173094647696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285163219630183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289147354908867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32627101906606737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494375249853629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859829885097151 anxiety,zories3,2018/02/06,"Always doubt what people think of me Someone doesn’t answer a text within an hour? I immediately begin to think maybe they don’t like me as much as I hope they do. Maybe I said something weird or too silly for them. Even without texting, I seem to always need verification that the people I talk to aren’t starting to actually dislike me for one reason or another. It’s stupid, painful, and annoying to go through. I know half the time it’s just myself thinking silly things, but I can’t help it. I wish I could just stop caring so much. 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It’s never to the point of physically getting sick. However, it’s extremely unpleasant because, I get anxious about not only having a possible panic attack but, about the possibility of getting sick on top of the panic attack. Which then gives me more anxiety. This may sound stupid but, right now I chew on tums which helps with the nausea and, kind of relaxes me because, it gives me something else to focus on besides the anxiety. Have you guys discovered anything else that helps? Any advice? 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I need to talk about it. Ugh. This will be long, I’m sorry I needed to say this somewhere before attempting overcoming my fear of going to see the therapist. I’ve always had depression and managed well. I’ve had mild anxiety since high school, but never interfered with my life other than when I wanted to nap before work or something. Last year I was in the hospital/psych ward for 10 days. I was violently throwing up every 30 minutes or so the entire time and they couldn’t find anything wrong in my stomach. I had actually been tricked into signing the form for the psych ward (asked me if I wanted to “talk with someone” while on a lot of morphine and Valium) when they figured I was just faking it. I didn’t know at the time I was having alcohol induced anxiety. And every single month after that, I get violently sick and anxious around my period. I recognize PMDD is the problem now. The real problem is the symptoms of my anxiety. My anxiety is so intense for no apparent reason that I make myself absolutely sick. I have extremely bad physical symptoms of anxiety that most of the time not even Xanax can touch. The biggest issue is throwing up. My stomach will start to hurt and I automatically associate that with vomiting now. Breathing exercises only help sometimes but my chest starts to hurt after doing the breathing for like 10 minutes straight. Also feels like any water I try to drink doesn’t reach my stomach, but sits on top and sloshes until I’m relaxed enough. The feeling of nausea turns my anxiety from mild to extreme in a second. My stomach discomfort is so intense that I will just constantly move around, get into a face down fetal position, try to massage my own back, take a hot/cold shower.. anything to make it stop or to make my mind stop thinking about it. Anything to make the butterflies in my chest stop or just breath normally without seeming to constantly clench the muscles in my stomach. I lost a lot of friends from being sick all the time. During the worst of it, I wouldn’t leave the couch for days or even look at my phone. Now I have anxiety about having no friends but that’s a whole other sob story. Ive also had to stop working because I would feel anxious about having to be there, and it upsets my stomach and starts the whole cycle again.. and I throw up at work and have to leave. I’ve lost over 50 pounds from this, and I also have anxiety about eating in general.. because if I eat my stomach is gonna hurt isn’t it? I just want to go back to being normal. I used to be able to just wake up every day, eat breakfast and do stuff all day and be fine. Now I get jolted awake at 5 am every day with instant extreme anxiety that I have to calm myself down and can’t even take care of myself. I have improved in the last month since I’ve had semi-related surgery to remove adhesions on my bowels. I force myself to stay grounded no matter what it takes. I had minimal vomiting last month due to this :) I keep telling myself that everyone goes through a period of complete darkness some time in their life and I’m in it right now.. but it lasted way too long. Starting serious treatment now feels too late and I know it will be months before I get back to a place where I’m happy again. I want to travel somewhere without thinking how I’m gonna get home if I throw up. I’m starting therapy soon and hopefully that can be even more helpful Anxiety can’t and won’t destroy my life anymore. I won’t let it take my life ",4.6748747279891765,5.858339563400578,5.644336293595249,79.82182173734049,69.79250720461096,8.489513615244368,30.733870493442332,8.841846274778883,2.5536599188378526,2803,115,521,49,49,924,300,694,0.194,0.7140000000000001,0.092,-0.9972,3,0,3,0,0,1,62.0,0,0,3,7,42,34,4,3,30,0,56,36,15,8,3,99,109,44,0,17,21,0,5,2,2,10,15,1,3,0,29,28,7,5,13,5,0,9,16,23,1,2,14,8,69,11,90,75,14,105,0,8,2,0,13,36,1,14,59,363,98,6,0.0519786202341966,0.0,0.050723635342464726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0555493373225348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470185146578636,0.04325037595530217,0.0,0.0,0.035347244182090565,0.0,0.4373985242816248,0.1174420914772271,0.05154882420041817,0.0,0.0,0.12832192676181922,0.0925439842317421,0.04859299332101366,0.0,0.0,0.1199050515340448,0.043399976747136526,0.0633713688933115,0.0,0.13268993223907136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299566752220625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899718876184199,0.1123408454600576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676095498354664,0.0,0.0447691094426952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050919259362117344,0.0,0.15956131492905096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05370780946294313,0.0,0.13732555377057656,0.0,0.17517691746727515,0.04966779912860902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849039868008825,0.10512780869280036,0.03713353668112946,0.0,0.0,0.0475075172219529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031710610879582,0.0,0.13578341866966526,0.0,0.05908129545373458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533220777781814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06968034696138295,0.054918266101709294,0.05213879417254366,0.051626498160836316,0.0,0.0,0.16693256402430476,0.0,0.0,0.05425217505500153,0.0,0.04620098593749021,0.0,0.0,0.057132180644718575,0.16947805193959184,0.058634147653510424,0.11007570741546976,0.0,0.053151660848731706,0.1835701833091852,0.05078825660981246,0.0,0.0,0.09199888647094896,0.04364894984670049,0.0,0.11348160828398855,0.08838072830012872,0.0,0.0,0.13878453050770848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248358899752675,0.0,0.16595535506389006,0.05524504730796735,0.0,0.07708297656990255,0.040089116304906434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185602344693853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03953208293443965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961947451701434,0.0,0.0,0.054306595059362736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947303939625833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916304939468499,0.0,0.053442678627729334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438945767364805,0.0,0.04133548507928623,0.0,0.05260513868310079,0.04142023063200671,0.04731938368076398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599450357993617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04404131624743663,0.04001568130190788,0.05140818450149835,0.05818580979986596,0.1839536746712724,0.05540229319416653,0.0,0.17382581585733262,0.0,0.0,0.05950308439221884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805137736311707,0.15632581438805065,0.08355689205821364,0.04543160513511391,0.0,0.059442082219475535,0.060351184343706815,0.0,0.06661160208275375,0.0,0.0,0.15154575729775632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705801423455549,0.05653781277826622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04489283895185955,0.0,0.0,0.12263334773496785,0.04125820933628287,0.0,0.0,0.04673502197188225,0.0,0.0,0.11606454645587524,0.0,0.10021107008875388,0.0,0.11352316377862287,0.0,0.0,0.03692412047490262,0.056830461485588825,0.0,0.06694505448963321 anxiety,skippy1115,2018/02/06,"Anxiety Over Falling Asleep I’m not sure if this is sleep apnea or not but the other night when I was falling asleep I started choking and actually woke up choking and coughing. Also, this happened when I fell asleep on my back. Now anytime I try to sleep I get anxiety that I’m going to choke again or stop breathing. I also sometimes get a really heavy feeling on my chest when I’m falling asleep and that makes me anxious. Does anyone else have this problem?",2.381,5.019109544444444,3.5222222222222217,85.84000000000002,81.33333333333334,5.377777777777778,27.88888888888889,6.742157984588678,1.5416888888888893,369,17,66,4,10,119,58,90,0.318,0.6609999999999999,0.021,-0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,3,9,8,1,1,14,14,12,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,1,6,12,0,18,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,9,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.2019101520785211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330924885068337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316564643826049,0.23374458859748476,0.0,0.14467330159100714,0.21199937778709624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15909773965506613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106460411431055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284319308107107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461775707484997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161994149530642,0.0,0.1175892980611426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829660592580638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811118560294786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19416701730108127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979808463708124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254911277235154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41411032221658345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463506372715426,0.0,0.14644894506283476,0.0,0.0,0.172982460138974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19500620779627675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140475413271337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zuraamaaru,2018/02/06,"I'm not allergic to peanut butter... but my anxiety makes me think I am Anybody ever have this happen? I have no history whatsoever of reacting to peanut butter, and even have had a full panel allergy test a few years ago that confirmed that I'm not (but I'm allergic to every pollen known to man apparently lol). I used to eat peanut butter sandwiches for lunch all the time. My favorite candy used to be Reese's peanut butter cups, and I have even eaten one in the past few months. I ate a pint of peanut butter ice cream no problem. However, since my nervous breakdown and onset of a lot of health-related anxiety issues last summer, my stupid brain is CONVINCED that I'm going to react with my throat swelling up and then die. I'm slowly trying to push myself past this (hence the peanut butter cup a few months ago, the ice cream), but it's just so hard sometimes with anxiety screaming at you that, ""Hey, maybe your throat IS feeling a little tight... maybe your mouth IS a little dry..."" I ate a full on peanut butter sandwich tonight like 15 minutes ago and NOTHING has happened, but I'm still like, ""My throat is probably a little tight and it's going to swell up and I'm going to die."" (Even though the logical part of me KNOWS that my throat probably feels tight and dry because of MY STUPID ANXIETY.) Anybody have any advice on how to deal with this? Should I just keep pushing myself until I realize, hopefully, that I will be fine? I'm sitting here drinking tea and keep clearing my throat for probably no reason over and over. It's not scratchy. It's not irritated. I do know what actual allergic reactions are like because I react to raw apples and cherries, but........... Anxiety, y'all.",4.611399082568809,6.032548798165138,5.3849120795107055,80.72305619266058,70.19266055045871,8.50810397553517,28.609709480122326,8.959647251330699,2.345974617737004,1335,49,248,25,24,434,161,327,0.129,0.769,0.102,-0.8876,2,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,4,0,0,13,11,2,1,14,1,18,19,7,8,3,53,45,21,2,3,11,0,6,3,0,2,3,1,0,1,14,14,9,5,9,1,0,5,7,5,0,1,4,16,28,6,32,37,8,35,0,0,2,0,7,13,0,2,19,150,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0970118167384326,0.0,0.0,0.09714430100216367,0.2643683423498833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760360040540764,0.0,0.38024971622992987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120132131765332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097672110517548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248945447161124,0.0,0.0,0.20634801765080127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738595872206694,0.0,0.10172334151479516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969821568281092,0.08992388724172079,0.08375893653619709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053143512055088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949447043364413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17581948829590022,0.0,0.08905366688604882,0.0,0.0,0.10567035640169324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987385928593563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376034818015137,0.0,0.17672398875363862,0.0,0.0,0.10926852149203917,0.08103408600815468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570311284168108,0.2989109603445319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451656667718516,0.0,0.0,0.06635831279068276,0.0,0.19974552460520006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586994936731334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538853949378984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673641753141662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765355840951868,0.1898000936250725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215489994182996,0.09512390233045734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221214055420462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223467191856719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832105565863714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939058851706862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369922512726095,0.09767183065632136,0.0,0.05796796359407999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06749425379678188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172017880271054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401809840565251 anxiety,Cynical_Muffin,2018/02/06,"Brain Damage 17 year old, have smoked weed on 7 occasions, Cymbalta antidepressant for 4 months, Pristiq antidepressant for 8 months, is currently off of all antidepressants sense a month ago out of fear that it was causing him brain damage and that it has permanently fucked him over for life, he gets angry that his nose is constantly in his vision and won’t ever leave his vision and he wants it to go away and can’t understand how people function when their nose is constantly in their vision and its killing him, lacks meaning in life, doesn’t want anything in life, everything is boring, nothing is valuable or meaningful, rarely enjoys life but forces himself to act like he enjoys life, paranoia, unmotivated, feels incompetent, forces himself to do work that he doesn’t want to do, has no aspirations in life, used to have lots of aspirations in life but not anymore, has a girlfriend he doesn’t actually care about but wishes he did care about and it makes him feel like a bad person especially when he is kissing and touching her, also she wants to have sex with him and he is conflicted because he does too but also doesn’t give a shit about her, he sees the world as an object, everyone is an entity, feels very numb to his feelings, rarely feels ok, always in a uncomfortable state, never satisfied with life, always on the verge of crying and flailing his arms around but nothing comes out, he is in a constant state of discomfort and is scared and bored and doesn’t care about anything at all, he is so afraid and he feels like he has lost everything and that he is going to end up homeless and sad for the rest of his life and he’s a failure and a disappointment to everyone, his life revolves around society and their expectations and he has little to no self confidence let alone sense of self at all, often he forgets where and who he is, he’s scared that he’s going to be this way for the rest of his life and end up a bad person or maybe even dissociate from reality entirely and live in fear for ever and ever, he feels at odds to everything and feels like he has been cheated out of living a good life So he made this GOD awful rant on reddit because he’s paranoid about his brain and wether or not it’s damaged because of the antidepressants or maybe the marajuana, he’s so fucking scared and is not ok with the life he is living, and he doesn’t find very much enjoyment in life and does NOT want to commit suicide because that is scary and the worst thing that could possibly happen and he wants to avoid that by doing everything possible to FIGHT this depression and become WELL again and he is constantly seeking help, also his friend jumped from a 3 story building and survived but can’t ever walk again and has cut off communication with this friend because this friend is not mentally ok at all and that scared the shit out of him and is now avoiding depression at all costs, he can not be depressed, it is illegal, he WILL be happy again, he will NOT commit suicide, he will get through this and be happy, he has a therapist, he attends group therapy, and has seen a psychiatrist obviously, he so FUCKING scared ALL THE FUCKING TIME because he doesn’t want much to do with life, he doesn’t want anything in life, he doesn’t find anything in life meaningful or worth doing, but he cAN NOT COMMIT SUICIDE IT’s ILLEGAL, so he MUST find meaning in life IMMEDIATELY esspecially sense he is graduating high school soon, HE MUST FIND MEANING IN LIFE HE FUCKING HAS TO, HE CAN NOT END UP POOR AND HOMELESS AND SAD HE MUST BE WELL AGAIN HE HAS TO BE OK WITH LIVING LIFE HE HAS TO LIVE LIFE OK AND NOT SCARED FOREVER AND HE CAN’t STAND LIVING IN THE STATE HE IS IN RIGHT NOW FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE AND IS AFRAID HE WILL BE THIS WAY FOREVER AND IS DEATHLY AFRAID OF THAT POSSIBLE REALITY 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anxiety,discord_doodle,2018/02/06,"I think I'm not smart Like, actually stupid. Unintelligent. I cannot tell if it is because of my anxiety, depression, or if I'm truly just not a smart person. I try to avoid conversation with anyone at all times, I don't like talking with people because I get nervous about the things I'm saying. Everything in my head seems well thought out, until it comes out of my mouth and it sounds like garage. I don't have knowledge about a lot of things I think I should have knowledge about. I've bullshitted through basically everything my entire life. Some things I say don't make sense. I forget ALL THE TIME. My friends and family have to repeat certain things to me constantly because i have a hard time remembering a lot of things. Much of anything I'm told goes through one ear and out the other, because there's so much going on inside my head, I can't keep track of what someone is saying to me + what I want to say/respond with. I find myself confused a lot but I play it off like I'm not and just go with most things without really understanding and knowing what I'm going with. For example, even this post, I'm not sure it makes sense. I hope it does. Anyone else have this problem? Or understand what I'm talking about? Thank you very much ahead of time, much appreciated.",4.105127938423133,5.5431113913043495,4.947821926357396,83.30603494903269,71.4505928853755,8.014062825046807,27.54503848554192,8.532816995589336,1.8733762845849808,1014,36,203,17,19,329,130,253,0.129,0.772,0.099,-0.3061,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,10,19,1,3,8,0,13,5,4,2,4,56,40,12,0,6,12,0,1,4,1,1,1,5,0,1,19,14,0,2,11,1,0,4,10,6,1,1,2,6,26,13,34,37,11,20,0,1,0,0,11,7,0,12,12,132,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0944057712803858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400700027425207,0.0,0.0,0.13528784441772326,0.09912312266086283,0.07961003048739076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358909379059588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333425595361346,0.0,0.1045432182683934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332333197213374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465915867539775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081512883531218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389686352667591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389008582122895,0.0,0.09119929807538224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884199993686167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474226066424736,0.0,0.05054345288956729,0.0,0.16494131072910426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08666140260409504,0.0,0.19856942498218855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960861607113341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598831061486541,0.0,0.0,0.05316661101160839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833139865618844,0.18905208606850288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467385499431293,0.0,0.0,0.12915143557738745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28446460240329025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555455965068588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706839112950297,0.08447096635765555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926516371725837,0.0,0.0,0.09256857224846986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061975096818996676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095892868853594,0.0,0.0,0.3077309679254766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806984914890678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819687784692723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117774050465437,0.0,0.0,0.15551434330937491,0.08455635512574752,0.08906659671171344,0.0,0.0,0.3856246151628156,0.12397612332765726,0.0,0.07680196310042313,0.2256430400600645,0.0,0.0,0.09244067095897088,0.0,0.06568114381219503,0.0,0.0,0.20142267435710798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982188803718204,0.05706065673058696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698224733446193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325537590797917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yaz_Yas,2018/02/06,"I spent more than 2 years getting my shit together, yet i still have nothing to show for. I am going onto my 3rd year in college. I thought I had all my issues figured out by the end of high school, but I missed something I can't figure out. If social anxiety was a person It would have been me as high school student. Everything about me was off in some manner, my looks, my personality, my weight, my attitude and loneliness. I didn't even need to speak for you to figure out I had social anxiety. I was literally on the verge of depression until I thought I had myself figured out. I thought that by working on my external flaws, I would eventually fit right in this shallow world. I worked hard on being the best version of myself during those 2 years. I went from chubby to fit to athletic. I groomed myself more than I ever did, I put much more effort making myself presentable. I travelled alone for the first time in my life so I can face anxiety head on. For the most part I also got rid of my social unease, while I am still not the most talkative person, I can hold a decent conversation with anyone and not seem as awkward. Yet. I still feel like something is wrong. Even though on the outside I may seem capable of approaching certain people, or situations easier than others, I still turn out as a huge disappointment. At least where I live, Women, especially those seeking relationships, want a man who has lived, experienced, and knows how to deal with tension without breaking sweat. I don't have these traits. I never did. A little over 2 years ago I had only 2 friends, had never had more than a 10 minute conversation with a girl, was awkward as hell and got bullied regularly. Everyone who was out of my league then, still feels out of my league now, and despite my fair effort, they can easily smell my inner anxiety, my lack of charisma as if it had never rubbed off of my body. I asked my friend on the matter and he told me to ''fake'' it till I make it. I can't do that. The moment I think about approaching someone who has had and still has a lot more going on for them than I ever did, I simply break a part. I feel like a 2nd grader taking on an SAT test. Even If i present confidence, I will not be able to maintain consistency, and very soon will the girl/guy know that despite me looking presentable, I'm still that *naive kid with no life* inside.",5.48105603448276,5.958099648706895,6.213793103448277,79.0105172413793,67.59913793103448,9.072413793103447,29.79310344827586,9.035553425615538,2.3448767241379316,1863,64,360,31,29,612,236,464,0.127,0.762,0.111,-0.8427,0,1,2,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,2,6,23,17,2,4,21,0,41,8,5,3,7,65,72,26,0,8,9,0,6,2,2,5,2,1,0,7,16,19,1,1,15,2,1,7,12,11,0,1,27,11,68,6,68,38,17,76,1,3,2,0,26,35,2,11,34,274,84,7,0.07802698738015623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691662164334872,0.0,0.0,0.08081242721767376,0.0,0.06239815361753684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387617271062534,0.0,0.0,0.054558283794026115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294470033139291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188450937290342,0.0,0.0,0.08667039305418753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044239783542252,0.06720452989646393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910875118197482,0.0,0.0,0.15460826782364698,0.14115975442936626,0.0,0.07455813021482388,0.0701256250480942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835836780417275,0.11148499074982572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663697156054559,0.0,0.0,0.12056691379119565,0.0,0.04076588046099063,0.0,0.08868907012154516,0.0,0.12481061941771936,0.0,0.0,0.07725898489183533,0.0,0.0,0.06989685463039531,0.0,0.08007819983844444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648795922920236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143990277713571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576318336425276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022553743752826,0.07624008947715047,0.07820353977999868,0.13779851875470964,0.0,0.13104603560080286,0.0,0.0,0.06633575439913507,0.0,0.0,0.10416723993148187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057358813624649424,0.057856022466018675,0.1805376686363035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486899879074674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934303993332015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899124731659335,0.0,0.05409408853546351,0.20439046721744614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843867351558102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377178366142699,0.0,0.06663462089043751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793495378152625,0.0,0.14206567764438885,0.0,0.0,0.08009358126779256,0.0,0.0877056030179121,0.0,0.23861606239154226,0.06611201320006183,0.12013797387788926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43618717039352894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866658393148477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049996542921541334,0.07666111893635003,0.18583413684233152,0.045498163817779984,0.0,0.0,0.07455813021482388,0.0,0.0,0.08487095625614767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438043623580775,0.0460223387663502,0.0,0.0,0.09501585003624352,0.0,0.0723317990203403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521523143493272,0.0,0.1136091522193766,0.0,0.0,0.11085626626245614,0.08531026181851536,0.0,0.20098728663020335 anxiety,spacecadet__,2018/02/06,"I'm not comfortable being myself at all Through out my life I have felt incredibly insecure in anything that makes me, me. For example I'm uncomfortable with my laugh, my body, my personality, my interests, my music taste, and just expressing myself in any way shape or form. I have a few ideas as to why this is. First of all I grew up in a home with a highly critical mother, I was always afraid of getting in trouble and I remember feeling like I was the problem as opposed to that I was just a kid who sometimes misbehaved. That on top of the fact that I was homeschooled in my elementary school years and didn't have enough social interaction. When I did enter the school system I was unprepared for how cruel people would be. With this foundation of insecurity I've found that every time I have been criticized or made fun of my confidence just takes another hit leaving my deeper in this place of self loathing and uncomfortability. Because of this I've developed horrible social anxiety. I've had brief times of confidence usually on drugs or alcohol but I've never completely come to a place of being comfortable in myself. I always feel a need to behave a certain way and hide my true self to please others but I think it just makes me come off as disingenuous. How do I go from here? I just wish I could do a reset on my brain so I could forget the subconscious belief that I can't be myself. I don't think I'm naturally a shy and unconfident person. 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I get really nervous. how do i combat this?,-0.2177083333333308,1.803494312500004,3.452500000000004,79.80916666666668,105.875,7.133333333333333,24.08333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.4148583333333336,63,3,12,2,3,23,14,16,0.324,0.6759999999999999,0.0,-0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531317609907157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5556186440313156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6971079755577719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pippyLONGsocking,2018/02/06,"Today I had the worst panic attack of my life- Should I tell a Doctor? I was at work and suddenly had to leave. My whole left side felt droopy, but alsoone it had switched sides with my right, my chest was heavy, and I felt like I was going to pass out. I once had a panic attack while smoking weed and it felt exactly like that, minus the heaviness in my chest. I ended up calling an ambulance because I was driving but felt like I was going to keel over. By the time they got there, I was all dizzy and delirious. But I'm apparently I'm perfectly healthy. They said I should see my doctor to get checked for anxiety, but that's the thing. I've had anxiety issues since childhood, but I don't want to tell any physician. I know there's stigma And I'm afraid that in a real emergency it'll all be dismissed as anxiety. Doesn't help that I've recently heard of a number of women who had heart attacks, were dismissed (since symptoms are different in women) and then died. What should I do?",3.617303182579565,4.956557195979904,4.5860100502512555,85.81254941373534,72.51758793969849,7.718726968174206,26.83450586264657,8.238735603445708,1.6734881742043557,778,27,158,12,15,253,111,199,0.203,0.701,0.097,-0.9554,2,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,2,2,11,3,3,9,0,22,8,3,0,4,27,38,14,1,4,5,0,4,3,0,4,5,2,0,2,10,8,0,0,5,0,1,4,2,7,0,0,20,7,22,4,19,13,4,23,0,0,1,0,11,11,0,0,11,100,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962373189897913,0.0,0.2687155827043759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996128917070307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137564757295754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955975420163155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151867013579172,0.12233184977809435,0.0,0.2396886879627851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370505395432343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496906714944605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117355270348448,0.0,0.1330874114320928,0.0,0.0936458248732114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874962903837804,0.0784814968388981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220926246082355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434840310357212,0.0,0.0,0.12397909396683073,0.1272162577246698,0.0,0.08270258911931129,0.1716095818000947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246947056930382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27475465477275857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332715715845049,0.0,0.0,0.115610095489048,0.0,0.0,0.09999235750147788,0.11137732852313263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330383217562978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937125073332851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216990758622617,0.0,0.0,0.2046798289780929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778794407182474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827484873979582,0.0,0.1109855615067073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906142917126452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072436824737835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524132659836263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Paleomedicine,2018/02/06,"Does anyone else suffer with digestive problems due to anxiety? For months now I've been having what feel like indigestion symptoms. Occasionally I feel a burning or tickling at the back of my throat, but the biggest symptom is nausea and this feeling of a knot in the middle of my stomach. I've been taking PPIs, but they don't seem to work, even at prescription strength. I'm seeing a GI doc about it and he's currently helping me to rule out H. pylori (which was negative) and my gall bladder (which I have not heard back about yet). I have Generalized Anxiety and I would say I am pretty stressed, but not anymore than last year when I didn't have these symptoms. And there doesn't appear to be a pattern. I wanted to know if anyone else has experienced these symptoms, if they can be caused by anxiety, and what's a good way to relieve them?",6.098231707317072,6.52399431097561,6.491365853658537,77.73290243902441,66.2560975609756,9.242926829268294,33.47317073170731,9.120678840339163,2.867019024390244,673,28,126,11,10,218,108,164,0.076,0.7879999999999999,0.136,0.9169,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,3,2,9,7,0,1,8,0,17,8,3,1,0,27,28,13,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,8,8,1,0,5,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,5,7,14,4,19,20,0,18,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,5,11,88,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205399017950976,0.0,0.13851441757370556,0.1953200472163744,0.2862154110250258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479414432177146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434788470936076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222255476162424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333515601175871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225025688541162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186298743597326,0.09977977743664528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714798416448513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361738919751528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675859585032721,0.1138491227494785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823536611175515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148270453531396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420938924116339,0.0,0.13364465950464122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110706350667351,0.0,0.0,0.1112983508499584,0.1271496871588113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999071383726662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5806795338454074,0.10501393323497177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238057317554191,0.1108629910573767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168091549339857,0.0,0.0,0.09921706501233804,0.0,0.0,0.08994245141285206 anxiety,tracchekahn,2018/02/06,"Overwhelming numbness. After experiencing a lot of one emotion, my mind likes to take me into a course of a lot of other emotions at once then tends to become numb of sorts. Just like all my emotions have shut off. Anyone have any tips to help this feeling?",4.303979591836736,6.263287510204084,4.840561224489797,82.17676020408162,71.85714285714286,6.53265306122449,26.535714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.3466693877551026,204,7,37,2,4,65,38,49,0.083,0.7390000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,3,2,11,5,3,6,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738858427117288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154754160447753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393689754156224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7313998195050343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958873350169997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452742346370232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177348934925005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685240737271172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188425734115623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081781900809276,0.14686659246858466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295924194966638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,randomaltname2,2018/02/06,"I'm literally the kind of person who would msg someone who's asleep and then think I got ignored Title says it all, just had to get it out somewhere... Sorry",2.154583333333332,4.209811125000002,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,78.375,5.516666666666668,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.5797166666666662,124,4,25,1,3,41,29,32,0.118,0.882,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,7,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,1,3,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085159740544644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192008560336437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156066090054248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484832321976969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173844427679999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381605075917329,0.0,0.0,0.4467655522830548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557304718738237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835128553383805,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,itsbeaman,2018/02/06,"Could Anxiety Be Making Me Sick All The Time? I’ve been struggling with anxiety for about half a year now, and looking back before I called it that I’ve always had issues with it. I used to get really bad chest pains/headaches, but I’ve been getting flu/cold symptoms along with really bad nausea all the time about once every week or two for a few days for a few months now. Does this sound like an anxiety thing?",5.539759036144577,5.723709000000002,5.5273734939759045,85.00045783132533,67.43373493975903,9.049638554216868,26.23855421686747,8.841846274778883,1.6372669879518074,329,8,68,5,5,103,59,83,0.197,0.765,0.038,-0.8884,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,5,3,1,2,2,12,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,3,1,10,5,4,9,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,10,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591014711595447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4388238178226162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702816393429016,0.3193035896795691,0.0,0.0,0.16270504753618975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524609354126288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526650826581434,0.0,0.0,0.12331419262931312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732856390124395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110209834384606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979795497493447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19957285166206115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341521507929257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056767095750235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763370543173386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526214544629444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363168471210316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449871723418599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989349658022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873969554684934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703097548207207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229913835567896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678372120552267,0.0,0.0,0.16514345977364267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337658241531815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313253261849146 anxiety,plshelpsry,2018/02/06,"I just need to say it. Even though it might not look like much, I promise I am trying my absolute hardest. 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My chest feels tight, my breathing becomes quick, and all I can do is anticipate the event - whether it be work, a night out with friends, or a party. I feel like I’m going to die whenever this happens and I have no idea why. This is the only aspect of my anxiety that I do not understand; has anybody else experienced this? If so, how do you cope/how did you reduce it?",1.9822340425531912,3.5741918510638304,3.9307978723404284,87.80875,77.29787234042553,7.253191489361702,25.57978723404256,8.07648339933343,1.4398127659574467,350,13,77,6,8,119,66,94,0.105,0.807,0.08800000000000001,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,6,0,11,2,2,1,1,18,18,9,1,2,5,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,10,2,9,16,1,11,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,8,55,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033778682551021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911769657980354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700302517598934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736235555410481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024291128910448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666152942441172,0.18834919003200096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036927159835216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983644354036493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331418254879712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29762493020107844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880441577299065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741448248213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005151263914871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744654177960227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379000568683518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193787124905276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aiyshia,2018/02/07,Social interaction is like a language I can understand but can’t speak myself I can recognize when I’m being awkward but I don’t know how to stop ,2.253,4.563876966666665,4.830000000000002,78.245,79.33333333333334,8.0,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.495666666666668,119,5,22,3,3,42,24,30,0.17800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.066,-0.4497,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,6,0,0,1,0,6,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,8,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29970292743987986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266424089081846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5559023474302781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559261110741792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5677150001569065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,underthesun1991,2018/02/07,"Hospitalized for my first panic attack. Never posted before but I guess just looking to de-stress. I've always been a pretty calm person, these last couple weeks have really changed something in me. About two weeks ago my grandfather passed suddenly after collapsing in his driveway. He was old, so it was sudden but not particularly surprising. We were very close, and I was always told that I was his spitting image, which I could clearly see and agree with. His funeral was beautiful, and it's the first one I've been to in my adult life. When I arrived at the viewing and went up to say my goodbye, I looked at him and saw myself. And something in me broke, I felt the overwhelming gravity of his mortality and mine. I must have made a fool of myself acting near hysterical, but was comforted by my kind friends and family. The following week was rough. I went through the motions at work and home, but something inside was horribly wrong. I couldn't hold a task for more than 5 minutes and found myself pacing constantly with a racing mind. Now at work, the company in which I'm employed has fallen on hard times. Really treading to stay afloat. But it's a family buisness whom I love dearly and am fiercely loyal to. But my previous two paychecks bounced, and on top of the passing of my grandfather I could feel my panic start to ignite. Last friday, which is payday, I got a flat tire on my personal vehicle at work, which isn't a first for me but given my new financial troubles really added to things. Then my paycheck was refused at the bank for ""reason we cannot disclose"". Now two days ago, I'm driving to my mailbox and notice a letter from my car insurance company. I open it up to find my previous two payments have been denied and they're requesting nearly $600 dollars. My bank account is already in the red. I got dizzy and drove home, paced around the house and went frantic. A full on, crazed panic attack, shaking like a leaf. My vision got blurry and I nearly fainted, sat down on the couch and called my friend to take me to the emergency room. We rushed there, though he had no idea what was going on as I went back and forth between pure jibberish and catatonic blankness. When we got there, I was too shaky to fill out my paperwork but managed to get through to a room where I was hooked up with an IV and given some sort of sedative which worked reasonably well. They gave me a full run of tests, blood work and some scans to figure out if something more serious was going on. There were some suspicions, but eventually was cleared and left with my friend, who's house I crashed at. Oh, and to boot I recently turned 26 and was removed from my parents insurance, so whatever bill I do get will be out of the pocket I don't have. It almost makes me regret going, but I knew I instinctivley had to. I woke up yesterday feeling completely empty. I probably got about two hours of sleep, and was driven home where I mostly tried to nap on my couch to no avail. Eventually I got some sleep last night, but restless is an understatement. Today is not much better. I'm not ""panicking"" so to speak, doing a bit better but still anxious beyond belief. My mind is calm but my soul is on fire. I'm recently sober and considered picking up some beer, but I'm wise enough by now to know it would make things worse. I'm hoping this will pass and tommorow will be better. But we got an ice storm where I live and will likely be trapped at home alone and anxious. It just sucks. I don't know if anyone will read this, and if not it's fine. Just writing it makes me feel better, kinda thereputic. Guess I'm gonna go drink some coffee, smoke some cigarettes and try not to think about things too much.",5.4031994680851065,6.203697556944448,5.790023640661937,80.83606382978725,67.875,9.016548463356974,29.346926713948,9.138037386147262,2.355389479905437,2931,101,561,52,47,940,349,720,0.166,0.735,0.099,-0.9926,2,2,8,0,0,0,84.0,5,0,1,14,28,38,3,8,29,0,54,11,4,8,5,124,113,58,2,10,26,1,7,2,3,8,4,2,10,3,24,47,2,2,15,4,5,24,13,17,1,9,47,16,76,21,88,52,16,109,2,3,7,1,32,48,1,18,37,377,100,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392400115965968,0.0,0.058698228238800276,0.0607113646874165,0.06468726764041656,0.0,0.09755102090782618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244504432740456,0.0,0.04098760522582447,0.0,0.0,0.052183131020722806,0.0,0.13337462113839862,0.0,0.045074213926062735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0498802537095821,0.0,0.0,0.2073741451806264,0.06399651203789762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985631564058765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062010883497655635,0.0,0.061460662508398524,0.0633460630238375,0.0,0.09360463207373763,0.06486055134829652,0.0,0.037804255660687416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05742407580200455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06056885666436406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105211142205578,0.0,0.08891823051189073,0.0,0.056283209499173016,0.0,0.053576491573011364,0.14958328120016118,0.0,0.0642724529946888,0.1358661431990637,0.0,0.061251773289877236,0.0,0.13325758587682665,0.0,0.32817948335748176,0.0,0.1291503623912182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0525109018262627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351976133428789,0.05822166270520235,0.05772767818610941,0.1352763748947151,0.0,0.06617345346406063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061042425905282575,0.06443068326553356,0.14334635789001146,0.0,0.0,0.06368946246025547,0.0,0.04140416908411288,0.05727633775410545,0.0,0.05176144569305388,0.0,0.09845000245779682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052905726344176236,0.055466495199169165,0.11738544756725328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837648978835838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618307782350723,0.0,0.045210407267648,0.05661437097732324,0.0,0.055009742402306834,0.0,0.0,0.06673785537927876,0.06151053580660645,0.0,0.039721593958120256,0.0,0.0,0.20632948080585603,0.06508920430183981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236729358836368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056140575589785774,0.05963636042660725,0.06320094586856563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586346306219018,0.0,0.11265805053731084,0.12053971196855542,0.11575792227141438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661599674152955,0.0,0.0,0.046711568340650725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732220264756404,0.0,0.0,0.18051036445822044,0.0,0.0,0.04149066538167015,0.06247980673406259,0.0468130234871003,0.0,0.06714760017741778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04407401800264635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683111339146553,0.037560539324525216,0.057592641495023425,0.0,0.03418107475857315,0.06737365013070405,0.0555637375256721,0.056012744446984064,0.0,0.07959659066020795,0.06376038629254127,0.28631009128585955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04836662228346321,0.0,0.0,0.14106131849934847,0.0,0.05270531185923594,0.21736073918395565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337580461604813,0.0,0.059737532075786165,0.041641090613557336,0.0640904201886186,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thesestar,2018/02/07,"Anxiety in college? Today when I got to class our teacher told us that we were going to do a debate, my heart instantly started racing and I felt really sick. She started sorting teams and positions and she told me that I would be the first speaker, I started freaking out, I felt like I couldn't breathe properly and I was shaking a lot, my eyes also started to tear up. I did my speaking and spoke when I was asked, but I was still shaking for about an hour after we finished, I didn't feel real, I felt sick and like I was constantly about to cry. Why did I feel like this? Seriously am I just really shy or is there something wrong with me, like an anxiety disorder? I get like this a lot but today was really hard. 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Does anyone else feel like they are ignored or not a priority of the people you may be close to? Not that you have to be the focus of everything, but sometimes it’s nice to know you’re important to people... I just have this insane feeling of being dirt under peoples shoes lately.",4.428103448275864,6.688623534482763,5.41331034482759,76.91272413793105,72.27586206896551,7.398620689655173,25.393103448275863,8.238735603445708,1.8764165517241376,247,8,41,4,5,81,46,58,0.139,0.715,0.146,-0.1375,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,0,0,11,10,2,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,8,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17876486783846846,0.2619560094030752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22373160540860512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357285848958035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297725885429188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585408546203394,0.1826450380349728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752388556561487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668447840422445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050519071858805,0.0,0.28839795735820245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12490357624544755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5317316775061416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744853905479247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25285633022821113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aebb11,2018/02/07,"I feel like I lost the last 6 years of my life because I was scared of doing new things Hi, this is my first post here, to clarify I’m 18, almost 19, I recently started university and after a couple of years of hiding my problems by making a “shield” of pure positivity, saying to myself that everything that I wanted to happen would happen someday, acting like everything was fine, rejecting feelings; the bad feelings resurfaced. So you can understand me, I moved out at least 6 times throughout my life, so every time I had to start from zero, make new friends and form my personality again. As I grew up, I got used to it and thought it was normal, the problem is that now I know it’s not. I’m gay, and I’ve never had a single relationship or something similar, because first, girls didn’t like me and then I didn’t find another guy to go out. I know I shouldn’t depend on others for my happiness, but after years of not being able to experience love, it hurts, really bad. I was always afraid of doing new things or things I “shouldn’t do”, I never really knew why, but it happened, for example, I never drank alcohol because I was afraid of myself, of saying things I shouldn’t, and until a few months ago, I never went out with my friends because I lived in a place where people could steal you things easily, so I was scared of going to a party because I didn’t want to experience those things. Now that I have new friends and go to parties, I tend to compare myself to them and I feel like shit, I don’t feel like a normal person with a normal life, I see my childhood as boring and monotonous, without love, without fun, just me against the world, because even though I always had a group of friends, I wasn’t able to trust them because they teased me sometimes, used me or lied to me, so I got used to the idea that I should try to solve my problems by myself. That worked for a couple of years but now I just can’t. I recently made a new friend who is helping me a lot, I can trust him, he gives me advice, he’s honest with me, and I do the same for him. The problem is that as I get to know him more, the more I destroy myself for not having a “normal” life like him. And that takes me to my biggest fears: being alone, never met somebody else to be in love with; die without having done the things I wanted; and not having a normal and estable life like others. I don’t know if this will help a lot but I just wanted to write these things, because I feel like I have the same experience as a 12 year old boy, but with the body of a 18 year old guy, and that kills me, because I feel like a weirdo and a loser in comparison to others. Thank you for reading this ",7.045622609434767,5.2948515230202595,7.571206261510131,77.97855184870379,65.07734806629834,10.121801954951126,32.118501204136564,8.617729084823388,2.33968853945318,2079,61,430,24,26,691,219,543,0.13699999999999998,0.684,0.179,0.9749,0,1,2,0,0,0,62.0,0,3,3,5,15,45,4,5,30,0,42,13,2,7,6,96,91,35,2,20,19,0,7,9,5,6,6,2,0,6,31,23,2,0,16,1,0,7,22,21,0,3,23,10,80,24,68,58,10,59,0,4,1,4,38,13,1,8,47,313,111,2,0.1039252847119606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077729271724135,0.04606174720214383,0.055532261829904624,0.05203308033137727,0.05381762636780483,0.0,0.0,0.08647416216133014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448736121649563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677327177244466,0.28508350032356755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057718781518307664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0414879416825593,0.11499135084327758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392901892229298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05317582417425264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340811998778807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034320835204773234,0.0,0.04378076731530132,0.0,0.09340134475806794,0.15248830522042015,0.0,0.058472419124980336,0.1839171129452468,0.18561061040869606,0.0,0.0,0.047492913730726866,0.08839879408573739,0.0,0.0,0.2007310429266142,0.0,0.02714833595202764,0.049847301435131774,0.08859470139139985,0.0,0.08311854393958965,0.0,0.0,0.10290237097482792,0.13785117907839498,0.055315199029349435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696589276914446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055627083359008685,0.058659498305335865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05748896486092207,0.0,0.11422923719339692,0.04235648888161268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835137550696543,0.2284769008861519,0.0,0.04588396520007028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056723362400478414,0.08835356065875839,0.14069494044984054,0.049168308601358714,0.06937093453829496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041476085376018115,0.05522806535204079,0.0,0.0,0.20038396590110535,0.2509292189356262,0.0,0.0,0.2545617839762101,0.0,0.0,0.1090521041906197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036024353502796966,0.09074355002538448,0.05428990157734472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049765847575994684,0.0,0.0,0.19888492410614295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197670418497129,0.0,0.06657719854548562,0.0,0.10261368101329488,0.055788431414287035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264555765844711,0.10404733990917524,0.0,0.04140749833173118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533389056551784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000338075064847,0.05139238197138914,0.0,0.07355885141963059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03906944022106548,0.0,0.0,0.0478402196802122,0.0,0.0,0.2761733651685257,0.0,0.05105303228600507,0.04125253374717287,0.0605996692605453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03527922324228406,0.0,0.0,0.054094943253583515,0.0,0.1346371175854369,0.0,0.0,0.12259565106878975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04816989005543052,0.046888202454277536,0.0,0.0,0.150270398819845,0.0,0.03782942250723722,0.0,0.0,0.036912770248645484,0.0,0.0,0.20077342809060367 anxiety,CalmGameshow,2018/02/07,"How do I deal with being out in the spot? So this isn’t any normal kind of being put on the spot. This is drama class being put on the spot. Basically our teacher says he wants us to be confident and talk to everyone, but it’s only been 2 classes, too early, and the 2nd day we had to perform a talent in front of the class, he also makes us play weird games where we either have to make an awkward eye contact with someone you don’t know, or do embarrassing things, and the people that don’t raise their hand to start the game, or anyone, gets put on the spot, I haven’t been yet, but I know it’s coming. And today we played this game where we have to make up a fake argument with someone in a circle surrounded you the class, and I find that super awkward. If I do get put on the spot like this, how do I deal with it, and actually stare that girl or boy down without looking away and play the game? I’m sick of my anxiety, I’ve done so much research, all saying like: take deep breaths, or something and nothing works. I really want to be myself in front of people, and know what to do when I get put on the spot, without my heart racing like flash. And I also want to talk to people in my class, I can’t talk to “good looking girls” unless they start a convo with me, I want to be the one that starts convos, I want to be loud, I want to say things that my head is keeping myself from saying. Thank you. 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I wonder if this is another outlet for my anxiety... ,5.471499999999999,8.581775149999999,6.599999999999998,65.555,72.5,10.0,30.0,10.125756701596842,4.3315,93,4,12,3,2,31,20,20,0.08199999999999999,0.918,0.0,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085555123945136,0.29806186001322205,0.0,0.0,0.2724346777662548,0.3992165903377999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33154195692572785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409632360240745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325481475111778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.422531410765974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,allthekos,2018/02/07,"Neighbour anxiety Hi guys, I have lifelong acute anxiety. I also have bipolar. Can any one help me think rationally... For 4 months my next door neighbour house was empty as it was being renovated...its an old terraced house so the walls are pretty thin, so for those 4 months I just tortured myself thinking about what if it's noisy neighbours etc. I like peace n quiet and have lived here for over a year and like it, so don't really want to move (I've moved twice in 3 years as I never feel settled)... Anyway 2 weeks ago I met the new neighbour that moved in. A nice woman I would say is in her mid fifties. I felt relieved. I hadn't even heard her for 2 weeks.. then earlier tonight she had music on a bit loud. Wasn't ridiculous...but I could hear she was listening to that Truly Madly Deeply song and I start feeling stressed. In my head I've fallen out with this new neighbour, I'm imagining it becoming regular that she plays loud music and I'll get fed up and have to move.. How do I stop my self from spiralling like this. I hate that i never feel settled anywhere cos I always get stressed with neighbours. I wish I could afford to live somewhere away from other people but I'm a lone parent and I have no vehicle so need to I've within walking distance of my work.. Any advice is really appreciated! 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I’ve been using Dr. Harry Barry’s flooding technique if I find myself either having or about to have a panic attack. For those who don’t know what that is, it’s literally letting the panic flood through your body to communicate to your lizard brain it was the wrong time to release adrenaline, and it does work to end the attack faster. But I wake from dreams so vivid and panic filled I start my day with feels of not being real or not really being in my head. It takes hours to feel right again and I’m not even certain that I’ve actually felt relaxed since the first attack. This problem has come out of nowhere, I’m so scared. Can anyone share tips that they used to regain some normality in their lives and specially for those who have suffered from nocturnal panic disorders? Much love to anyone suffering from panic or any kind of anxiety disorder. 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I’ve always had anxiety but it’s been much worse lately. I worry about my health, going back to school, not being able to find a job, moving out, socializing etc... it gets to the point where I feel nauseous and lose my appetite. I’ve lost about 10 pounds in a span of 3 or so months because of this . Then I get even more anxiety about how much weight I’m losing which doesn’t help. My anxiety has also caused me to have very low energy and lack of motivation to do anything. Has anyone ever experienced this and if so, do you have any advice to help me get back on track? 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It should be noted that I have a phobia of vomiting, always have. Sometimes, I just start to panic, for me, my symptoms include, but are not limited to: *Feeling like I am going to throw up *Lump in the throat *Can't swallow *I get hot *Sweat *General sense of dread *Absolute fear I know of certain scenarios that trigger me (small spaces, the feeling of being ""stuck"" etc). But sometimes, they just come out of nowhere and I am not sure where they come from. So far, therapy seems to want to dig in my past. But if I am honest, I am fine with my past, I mean I had issues, but I am over them. Any thoughts? 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Even though I was able to form basic social relationships, I never opened up to anyone and spend a lot of my teens and early 20's mentally alone. I stuttered when having to speak to anyone who I wasn't intimately familiar with. Books were my replacement for my friends, with whom I felt I fitted in less every day. I spent hours upon hours crying. I was really misanthropic, hating the shallowness of others. Yet, I cared about what they said. Like, a LOT. It was a weird conundrum. And even though I had a lot of romantic partners over the years, most of which were genuinely nice people, whenever I opened up to them about the emptiness I felt, sooner or later they (sometimes politely, others not) were adamant that we were not really compatible in the long-term. I had so many sleepless nights where I was contemplating every single failed social interaction I was having, and, year by year, the pile only got bigger. This has caused me to be extremely alienated and afraid of others. I ended up labeling myself a ""what-if"" person: I was so afraid of failure (even regarding something so simple as chatting with someone), that I did not interact with anyone. Instead of taking the initiative on anything (academical/personal), I just reveled in thinking what could have been. In my P.O.V., it was better to act like I did not care about something, than to try and risk failing and having to deal with the subsequent psychological misery. I feel like I have lost so much from this mentality. I just wanted to share and ask if any of you have had similar experiences. 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I just didn’t get out of bed because I can’t feel anything. All I feel is revulsion towards negative stimuli. It’s cold outside of my bed, so I don’t get out. I feel frozen, almost like I’m dissociated but not quite. My therapist is pushing me to stop reacting in response to feeling uncomfortable, but I don’t seem to be doing it very well. I just let it happen today. I feel like a failure.",2.018255813953488,4.0091098372093015,4.38156976744186,82.79584302325583,78.53488372093022,7.090697674418602,28.19186046511628,8.07648339933343,2.025074418604651,330,15,66,6,8,115,56,86,0.172,0.7190000000000001,0.109,-0.7466,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,1,17,20,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,1,6,12,3,9,17,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,6,44,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138892750087592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577437777448032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020841274400025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5400122067818072,0.15259568967055392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22319408566599166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888855356656664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21842019557671974,0.0,0.2087080773127068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271896051857787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445317179338775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785789385015399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480057495316001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40493513663798103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17624214708399322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205180941442576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shes_always_sleeping,2018/02/07,"Finally about to have my psychiatrist apt I’ve waited months for. I’m afraid they won’t help me because of my past substance abuse issues and I’ll never be able to feel normal. I’ve spent years self medicating for crippling anxiety and a eating disorder. Whenever I’ve gone to see a therapist they have persuaded me to not seek medication based on my history of substance abuse. I’m very heavily tattooed and my anxiety tells me that when people see me all they think is I’m a doctor shopping junkie. I really want help and I want to live this better life everyone talks about but I feel like I’m stuck. Doesn’t anyone else ever deal with thoughts like these? I know I look unconventional but why should that prevent me from ever getting the help I need? I’m scared that if I go to this apt I’ve been waiting for I will get judged and dismissed like I have in the past. I was physically and sexually abused my entire childhood and I’ve been managing my pain by self harming in various ways my entire adult life. My new therapist at Kaiser has encouraged me to see a psychiatrist to get on medication to help manage my ED and anti social/ anxiety problems but I’m terrified or being let down and turned away because I look like a loser. I’ve also read accounts for other Kaiser patients on Reddit that claim even if you use cannabis they will deny you medication because your using a federally illegal drug. Made my heart sink when I read that. Also, apparently they will drug test you before prescribing anything. So I’m basically screwed either way. Sorry for this long ramble but I’m kinda panicking and don’t know what to think anymore. Any insight or advice would be greatly appreciated. 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One of my main anxiety symptoms is nausea and it makes it really difficult for me to eat food that I'm not immediately craving, and also things with different textures. I'm stuck with breads and pastas with simple cheese and tomato kinda goods which are no good for energy levels, especially with low iron when I'm on my period. I've got a lot of work on at uni at the moment and I've got little to no time to cook. Also the low energy is making it hard to get work done. Any time saving energy boosting tips to get my anxiety down to a level where I can eat salad again? Or any other iron boosting/ menstruation anxiety advice? 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I do have upper GI issues of some kind (GERD/acid reflux) and IBS, but my symptoms come and go so I don't think the ""esophageal obstruction"" of dysphagia applies when it comes to random tightness/difficulty swallowing. For instance, today I was eating cornbread and it practically burned going down. Like I could feel the gritty texture scraping against my esophagus. Water did help, but occasionally it felt like I still had bits of bread irritating my voicebox. I had to clear my throat a bunch of times to see if I could relieve the scratchy feeling as well as clear the mucus out. After a few more swigs of water and eating some other more soft foods (like mashed potatoes), it got better. This happens with things like crackers, pop-tarts, oatmeal and dry cereal. Can anxiety cause any issues like that because of tightening of the throat? I found that if I forced myself to relax, eat slower and breathe that the tightness and irritation got better but not completely.",8.691059090909093,8.825430315000002,8.07990909090909,69.51745454545454,60.85,10.872727272727275,36.68181818181819,10.436869588844218,3.967900000000001,893,37,143,18,11,281,127,200,0.071,0.7340000000000001,0.195,0.9792,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,0,0,8,0,11,15,3,1,4,36,24,19,0,4,7,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,13,10,1,5,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,8,6,16,11,22,13,10,14,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,6,11,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103990808871656,0.0,0.0,0.0902258808947675,0.0,0.20299726879094715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087953833757869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346865754417348,0.14485048015323262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362972936887029,0.0,0.2285814354401655,0.13911080762659905,0.0,0.0,0.21186585750827105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072894656804777,0.0,0.0,0.11751370631735225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417239964990554,0.0,0.12739209780202296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208705639979977,0.14547504825565472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080841661252106,0.0,0.21223011882996048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173270958560954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893155366308925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769636161494466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816416583551008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32409989079513624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057275293198319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595716412662473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379036885345044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814565217538216,0.08501497945309874,0.0,0.0,0.07736585843929865,0.0,0.12576363622654385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929384096613325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Soggyllama,2018/02/07,"Wondering how many years of my life my anxiety is taking off The near constant anxiety, the frequent panic attacks. It's gotta be doing damage to my long term living prospects. Funnily enough, I'm not anxious about that particular aspect. Pretty neutral, despite the fact I'm terrified of dying when I'm having a panic episode. Anyone else get like this? 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First post on this sub-just got back from rehab and a psych. hospital and learned a lot about my anxiety. One big thing I learned is that my anxiety has no triggers, and is just random. The only way I've been able to cope with this is either distracting myself or drugs- which I don't want to do anymore. I've tried several nootropics and herbs since getting back with no results. It seems as though the fear of anxiety makes me anxious, if that makes sense. I was going to say that anxiety is pretty much the only trigger of anxiety- but that isn't too helpful! Can anyone relate to this?",4.1663114754098345,6.112736614754097,4.836852459016395,82.1142950819672,72.19672131147541,8.158688524590165,28.593442622950818,8.841846274778883,2.4112334426229505,505,20,92,10,10,162,82,122,0.17600000000000002,0.807,0.017,-0.8834,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,2,5,0,12,2,0,5,0,23,19,9,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,2,3,1,7,0,12,16,3,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,6,3,65,17,3,0.14064596749055172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6455626809919814,0.1588899099813109,0.13948300705177885,0.19668586130204446,0.14410841446554928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162961348855416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746462101233287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310467014961824,0.0,0.11749165854199048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15826581533337716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196333880984375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348171306557917,0.0,0.07993234451247327,0.0,0.11248742845584048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427202731916172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195721720130738,0.0,0.0,0.18776455086755872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339096903798604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530534751784607,0.2139351920531767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469995871962334,0.1430875120759201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184731846426886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128038806510281,0.0,0.1588899099813109,0.0,0.11634379770350955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343893126418927,0.0,0.13818394896088604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548937968230836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295663563729262,0.1116382224630805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SaberCrunch,2018/02/07,"Small, constant panic attacks because I feel like I'm not productive enough I've had this constant problem for the past 5 years or so where I'm not able to relax because my mind is constantly telling me there's something else I should be doing than having fun. I work hard and currently try to plan all my stuff on to do lists. I'll finish all the tasks I have for today and try to tell myself to relax but 5 minutes later I constantly get distracted and panic at the thought of ""You should really be getting a start on the stuff you need to do tomorrow"". Sometimes I get paranoid to the point where when I'm actively working on something on my list I get distracted because I worry about not working on something else I need to do. Does anyone else here have these issues? Do you have any advice for managing this? I just want to be able to keep a clear mind and not feel guilty for enjoying myself. I can never be ""in the moment"" because I'm constantly worrying about my productivity.",8.454839633447882,6.679387840206188,8.509450171821308,72.44683276059565,62.35051546391753,11.508820160366554,38.0504009163803,10.25414643259724,3.803934249713632,787,32,146,14,9,258,105,194,0.153,0.753,0.095,-0.8663,1,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,4,9,11,1,4,8,0,18,0,0,0,4,27,34,8,0,6,7,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,2,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,3,21,5,25,26,3,27,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,1,17,98,26,4,0.1961381115954796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583194631695252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669032087368086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857216403290227,0.10048333692962194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156770867850206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391279446809415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298890482350418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582089160430684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457723365178777,0.0,0.0,0.10133155015012406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917332251352808,0.07006055305702917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494813601323875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878506112691214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023586151122452,0.0,0.08716828279396033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0479115870034272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804358002092112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543392449106018,0.07563690159673425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301258136403377,0.0,0.0,0.0936180105039069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270695644902126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938388418831526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282554834572418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264950511210139,0.09699280380322828,0.0,0.06941378245230029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22453121214475893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143335467166354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778558758835719,0.0,0.0,0.09295799798254434,0.0,0.0,0.1331649029295482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05784366999112819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21418632185271574,0.19918777309571326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315325661345003 anxiety,deathlevel,2018/02/07,"Dealing with very physical manifestations Of my anxiety today. The physical issues right now are controlling my day. There is this insanely real sense of ""impending doom"". I can feel the knot in my stomach tensing. I feel lightheaded. Now all I can think is that something is actually wrong with me and that I have some unknown illness.",5.0409039548022605,8.098112779661014,6.045000000000003,69.23721751412431,73.7457627118644,10.035028248587572,35.25706214689266,10.125756701596842,4.7459129943502845,270,15,41,9,6,89,44,59,0.157,0.843,0.0,-0.8176,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,2,1,1,1,10,10,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,5,10,2,6,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2795119719786139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191162924292088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212528537302061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472207475136584,0.29529422795587645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896527518101117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989559468947873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260172598617415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446075634298117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22050592224410806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353120916018054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714998271307278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363327265879173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31316356272660906,0.0,0.0 anxiety,argghhh1234124,2018/02/07,"Anxiety Rant Long time browser, first time poster here. long rant time. I have had varying levels of anxiety for as long as I can remember. As of the last few years this has centred around work. I recently took the decision that I had enough and was fortunate to be successful in getting a new job. Building up to starting this over the last few weeks my anxiety was building around starting the job and whether I had actually made the right decision. I am now 3 days into the new job and feel as though I have made the worst decision of my life, my anxiety has now gone into overdrive. I am desperate to go back to my old job, but clearly this is not an option. The commute is much longer (I thought I could bare this before starting as the prospect of a new job seemed to outweigh this), I have had all sorts of work thrown at me with no explanation or support. So I changed jobs to try to escape the anxiety and I am now in an even worse position in the new job. I have hit some real lows this week. Usually I am able to see a small glimpse of light at the end of the tunnel but this time I see none. I now have a minimum of a year to cope with this job, unless I want to have a detrimental impact on my career and that feels pretty unbearable right now. Rant over... 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Just FYI: I am going to schedule myself a yearly checkup appointment with my GP regardless. I also had my blood pressure taken last October and everything was good. I've had a stressful month (two new part time jobs, still doing 95% of the housework and childcare, toddler acting out with lots of shrieking, screaming, throwing, and tantrums, found out our good friends are likely moving out of state for school...) and over the past few days I've been feeling a low level pain over my chest, down my arm, and into my wrist. The first time I experienced similar pain was a little over 6 years ago during an extremely high anxiety time. I was almost certain the pain was from anxiety, but I went to see my GP anyway, just in case. He confirmed that physically I was fine. This time around Tylenol seems to ease the pain, as well as supporting my left wrist while typing, could that be psychosomatic? How do you tell when chest pain is caused by anxiety?",6.3736235845372855,7.497263543147207,6.013401015228427,78.94014057008985,65.85279187817258,9.10722374072628,31.90511518937915,9.265573868473778,2.7982662241311984,846,33,151,15,13,262,127,197,0.16399999999999998,0.732,0.104,-0.8696,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,1,10,20,1,2,12,0,16,17,8,4,1,28,24,13,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,9,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,3,0,0,5,0,12,1,2,11,4,16,8,27,11,3,39,0,1,1,0,6,15,0,3,18,96,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176003258739166,0.0,0.0923592048049313,0.0,0.0,0.07375963781492721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822355709973159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210797207878395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842497197528953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736414849628626,0.0,0.0,0.05948341365362439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636508364848564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704981943441731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828941307590088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046636371086190606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845434361638401,0.0,0.10113001410028777,0.07125989615182136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052418808178238574,0.15472330285567734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745047173250476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152818844656213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751831643739073,0.0,0.0,0.10021270290053556,0.0,0.0,0.0450609598264764,0.09244287588017346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841419873816638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362043990773431,0.0980303331331576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08908034264210744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6870056693032954,0.0,0.0,0.09988062525348132,0.08804795821205916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933459110076028,0.07349869726190364,0.08396653042981474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100637540789223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365833268754766,0.0,0.10565393782782642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466625073902776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161233471711662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151299607365627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009938852399592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321119634791341,0.0,0.0,0.08292960176772858,0.08550200589177327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879157160735528 anxiety,anoolc,2018/02/07,"Scary chest tightness/pain Hey guys, just stumbled across this subteddit so I'm sorry if this has come up before. Some background: I'm (21F) in final year of university, currently doing my thesis which is a stress. I've suffered from anxiety for many years it used to be very bad to the point that stress and upset would cause me to vomit and loose my appetite for weeks. Eventually I was hospitalised from malnourishment and dehydration (16yo) and I finally went to see a therapist. I've been to 3 different therepist over 4 years and none really helped all that much to the point that I ended up ceasing to attend. 2 years ago was peak anxiety levels for me when I went through a on and off relationship and I was put on antidepressants by my doctor. After a few months of feeling numb I decided enough was enough and asked to be taken off them. It was difficult at first but I tried harder to deal with my anxiety for fear I'd be put back on medication. Last year I met my boyfriend and he's amazing, always been so supportive and helps me talk through my worries and panic attacks. After we met my anxiety seemed to melt away, until something like an argument ( not major just petty stuff) or an assignment would send me spinning into this panic and mental anguish. Nearing exam time last year ( April/ May) I started takes antidepressants again because exam stress was killing me but I had a bad reaction to them ( severe eye pains) so Iwas taken off them after 3 weeks and I decided to not take any more again. Exam season was rough ( lots of crying and stress) but it finished and life went on. Anyway, my thesis ( very important) is due next week and with exams nearing my anxiety has been lingering. It's kinda like background noise, I tend not to take notice of it. Until, yesterday while studying I got the most severe chest tightness I've ever experienced. I've had it before and it's a horrible ordeal, I've learned breathing techniques which kinda worked in the past. But this was unlike no other, luckily I was at home when it hit and I burst into tears while hyperventilating so I tried to walk it off/ control breathing and even lay down for a bit. Thing is nothing helped, I was in full panic mode. Thankfully my boyfriend was on his way home from work and caught me mid panic. He does this thing where he lays down with me and hold me tightly so I can't hyperventilate and talks to me gently. It works very well but I can't rely on him to always be there to help me. My question: does anyone experience this chest pain/tightness ? How do you deal with it? Mine creeps up and happens without warning and even after calming down talking about my worries and relaxing for the evening I still woke up this morning with the same pain! 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It has come after I have dealt with a lot of other anxiety stuff, so I suspect it has something to do with that. Have you tried anything like it?",4.173513513513512,4.924885000000003,4.692810810810808,87.77786486486491,70.62162162162163,7.541621621621622,26.962162162162162,7.554174236665415,1.310100540540541,286,9,60,3,5,91,53,74,0.172,0.77,0.058,-0.7714,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,7,3,3,0,0,14,13,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,9,2,12,12,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,6,44,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338246985527288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954735909417446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892186884971565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635637009894652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445625374709016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165453823445884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18869802362845747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418430037088405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319654094337514,0.0,0.1865171610352036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479041407736704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649240098416401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5797804635059582,0.0,0.0,0.1486737383767054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210769806664264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374393711037927,0.0,0.0,0.11261022448972816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933488051285541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,123grimey,2018/02/07,"Swallowing when anxious When I’m anxious I find it really difficult to swallow food and drink. For example yesterday I planned to meet my friend in the evening, but since I woke up I was so anxious keep thinking about it. I don’t know why I keep overthinking things like this and it’s affecting me as I cannot eat and drink properly. Any tips/advice?",3.501304347826085,5.5718692028985535,4.45731884057971,83.58858695652177,74.3623188405797,9.237681159420287,31.78985507246377,9.725611199111238,3.3163507246376813,281,14,55,8,6,91,52,69,0.116,0.8,0.084,-0.012,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,10,9,8,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,6,2,3,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,2,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606617174291185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294851369942082,0.0,0.0,0.645326346750394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3730580658668724,0.0,0.1948366763391831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576382228828778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740310317842564,0.0,0.2302441856186914,0.0,0.14711007503019286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384898105530097,0.0,0.0,0.10464420082439513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930245697647711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121981340436057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750888555038686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649975521641146,0.1220068582526046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181515326459498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sulyek,2018/02/07,"Grieving over my...lost feelings?? Hey guys. I know this is a lot to read, but if you've got the time, PLEASE, PLEASE take 5 minutes to read this. It would mean so much to me. I'm in a desperate situation and I feel like no one cares. So... **wall of text incoming** I'm 21 years old and I have an issue I can not describe to anyone except psychologists or psychiatrists, because nobody else understands me. Usually people laugh at me, they think I'm just a whiny teenager who needs to grow up or they simply don't take me seriously. I know there are people with bigger issues than mine, and I feel guilty for that. But two years ago I lost my personality. Before this, I had a sense of self, I had a strong personality, with preferences and opinions. Now I've lost them all. I don't know how it happened, but I got to the point where I simply stopped feeling anything. The problem with me is that now, I become very easily obsessed with things or people, and lose my feelings for things as quickly as I form them. This started to happen after my first relationship, I was fine until then. I was very in love with this guy, and I thought nothing bad could ever happen. It all lasted for a few months, until I started to feel less and less towards him. He never did anything wrong. We never quarreled or argued in any way. He gave me just as much attention as before. Nothing changed in the relationship and I genuinely believed that we were just as compatible as we were when we first met ... and still, in a ,matter of weeks I've lost all my feelings towards him. It was SO difficult to explain to him what I was feeling because he did nothing wrong, I knew it would shatter him. This experience made me suffer like crazy, because I became aware of the reality that all the relationships in the world are based on a feeling that is strictly maintained by brain chemistry and there is a chance to lose those feelings anytime. No matter how amazing or great your lover is, there is always a chance that you're going to fall out of love with him/her for NO apparent reason. My whole world crumbled, instantly. I was frightened to fall in love again, because I feared falling out of love in my relationship again and breaking another heart, and mine too. I started to have panic attacks, anxiety and I wanted to commit suicide many times, I just did not see the purpose of life anymore. &nbsp; After a while I began to develop obsessions for things and activities. I started playing the guitar and I was so excited about it. Nothing could stop me. I learned many songs, and playing guitar became a long term goal: I wanted to get better and better everyday. As usual, after a few weeks I suddenly felt like I was starting to lose interest. My guitar is still somewhere in a corner, and every time I see it, I start crying. I simply woke up one day and I snapped out of it: I could no longer feel any sense of reward or emotional fulfillment from playing guitar. A bit later, I fell in love again, and no, this time it wasn't a person. It was a band. And I even think it was as intense as my first relationship. Their music made me feel such intense feelings that, for the next few months, I felt like nothing could make me suffer anymore as long as I had their music. Their music became the anthem of my life. Finally, I found something that I could finally love: music. I thought music couldn't break my heart because oh well...it's just music, right? It's inanimate, it wasn't a person. It could not hurt me, right? Hah, nice one. One day I began to feel ""disconnected"" from the music ... as if I could not connect with it anymore, or I couldn't get a familiar feeling from listening to it. Then I was suddenly like ""oh no, it's happening again."" As usual, again, I lost all the feelings and emotions that I've associated with my favorite music. Since then I have tried several times to listen to my favorite songs, but it's just not the same. When I turn up one of their songs, I actually start to become panicky, and anxious and I'll have to turn it off because it's too much...my inability to summon the feelings that I've once had makes me feel irrationally panicky and frustrated. So I've actually developed a phobia because of those experiences. This music experience scared me even more than the ones before ... because I find it irrational to hear the music in a certain way and one day to suddenly hear it in a completely different way. I quit trying, in the end. &nbsp; These are the major experiences, but I had some minor ones that have affected me as well. My problem is that ... I'm afraid to try new things because of the fear that one day they won't feel the same anymore and I'll grow out of them or suddenly get this feeling of disconnect. I just want to find something that I can hold on to, but I know that I will eventually lose that special feeling for pretty much everything. This ruins me, and my whole perception of life. I want to have a strong sense of self. I want to have something that makes me feel like ""me"". But at this rate, I will never be emotionally stable. I know other people, for example, who have been happily married or in relationships for decades and are still in love. And not only that, I know people who have managed to keep their passions and hobbies over the years. I know people who have been playing a musical instrument for 20 years and still do it with the same passion. I know people who have had favorite things since they were kids, and years later, they still love them intensely...like music, shows, activities, etc. Just a few days ago I met some guy who has been a fan of Metallica for more than 30 years, he saw them in concert, he collected merch, he had all the records, all the CDs and so on. And I tried to compare my own situation with those of the others and it makes no sense. Why can others maintain a sense of connection and interest for their favorite things and I can not? What's worse is that, throughout the day, I have random flashbacks. For example, I broke up 3 years ago and still have flashbacks from the first few months when I was in love. I unintentionally remember what it was like the first time I felt butterflies in my stomach. I remember how happy I was when I was painting or drawing, how happy I was when I was playing the guitar, or how intense it felt when I first heard my favorite band. Those flashbacks are almost traumatic. I mean, it's such a negative feeling attached to them that I prefer to sleep 24/7 because I know that in my sleep I will have peace from my thoughts. Many people have told me that ""it's normal to change over time"" but that only made me even more anxious and depressed because I want to be able to relate to my past interests, like others millions of people do (like the cases I described before). I just can't maintain the connection with any of my favorite things and it truly makes me suicidal. I feel like life has no purpose, because I'll only go through phases that will eventually destroy me emotionally, and I will be left with NOTHING, because phases are phases: they pass. I just can't get over this, and I grieve over it 24/7 to the point where I just don't want to be alive anymore. I feel like I should just stay in my bed and not do anything because nothing really matters anymore, or that whatever I grow to like, it will not matter anymore in the future. Again, people telling me that it's ""normal"" only make me more depressed. Actually, just someone saying this to me when I am having a really shitty day is enough to send me into a spiral of panic attacks. I want relief from this but I don't know what to do. I cannot relate to my past interests and I can't develop new interests either, because I have this phobia of losing them. If anyone can relate, please tell me what I can do. Doing nothing all day is no way to live.",5.0675223556464015,6.0618215460526335,5.823629279509454,79.59438553909047,68.73684210526315,8.50817577925396,30.48096576392437,8.729820766722451,2.396549054675524,6170,239,1160,99,103,2017,453,1520,0.131,0.6779999999999999,0.191,0.9985,2,1,3,0,0,6,219.0,4,1,19,22,61,90,5,8,65,1,114,22,6,16,14,245,239,107,4,30,48,0,29,12,1,10,4,10,1,10,100,66,0,4,60,19,0,11,35,38,1,17,61,42,183,52,172,155,38,179,0,18,3,12,84,55,0,21,118,841,283,5,0.027155101943505868,0.0,0.07949838697894035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221407828346847,0.0,0.02719191205007233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02259522016685825,0.058845083221013714,0.0,0.055399201529122685,0.02847449208472133,0.020773578659999452,0.06135507160739346,0.1885139503407785,0.03797495733293649,0.0,0.0670390054046065,0.0,0.0,0.061785697397076664,0.0,0.0,0.02267337585346146,0.24830247150326104,0.05998135325719078,0.09242796674463799,0.030594500869385532,0.0,0.04803296186615681,0.029646338212566733,0.0,0.0,0.030314074500362838,0.0,0.0,0.02768643622407798,0.0,0.05745299443641257,0.0,0.028471607740331164,0.0,0.0,0.15176797489793648,0.0,0.029828604379587738,0.14010235414422412,0.0,0.04677729902636188,0.0,0.0,0.028371301862135326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02268460320722429,0.12218333883858265,0.024051360260670247,0.02805847932394914,0.030285116794029805,0.05380706618345908,0.02456334436682708,0.02287934457734695,0.0,0.024405254655741837,0.10625160142512488,0.0,0.06111407850834603,0.34326088655392,0.07759844101714608,0.10429262541765533,0.05949417369642785,0.04963854244042657,0.13858869504573498,0.0,0.02977416766250433,0.0,0.0,0.05674967991992508,0.0,0.03086574044812849,0.0,0.0434368313799878,0.029938595758646536,0.0,0.08066346072934982,0.09605266787016348,0.0578142219318617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061211546926051776,0.06435785309954531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029070098265700145,0.0,0.0,0.05668574262409,0.0,0.02413670230895499,0.0,0.0,0.14923733860883096,0.022135032427133508,0.0,0.0,0.029504097716375074,0.0,0.07672180629788171,0.15919933382899382,0.0,0.02397845252064603,0.04806282139755715,0.0,0.15189806534357075,0.14821500781379576,0.02308629659673367,0.22057685738980914,0.07708444212552576,0.108757448460675,0.08259303362679221,0.0,0.059159733614799176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06502482988956597,0.0,0.07984849773820857,0.020135164010062254,0.06283106603329543,0.052453133342377216,0.028879758984833314,0.0,0.0532124686611449,0.2084484215355464,0.0,0.02849471150988617,0.02891929732318008,0.1656089987083348,0.08261071473517766,0.0,0.06372132247427661,0.0,0.0,0.05184523493781585,0.18825928541425674,0.09484315038383896,0.0,0.08942444222970364,0.051340697282482695,0.0,0.0,0.02762650111191606,0.0,0.05196753036662287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028882793504486668,0.054324900999492914,0.0,0.03479250730227007,0.027919967473766148,0.0,0.17492650184471198,0.061522873862469026,0.04638061737359553,0.0,0.021594826991460103,0.027186994291285186,0.0,0.0432782009321472,0.0,0.05665738726950359,0.03067753580369673,0.0,0.04492596188149742,0.061046944677342764,0.05434942606674032,0.0,0.023008429755095976,0.0627159724630739,0.0,0.0,0.1345436464550928,0.028943725570495543,0.1301165969385538,0.04540576229949155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059406548149605165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040834514334763816,0.0,0.0474695120163838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262845017507683,0.034799785700879216,0.0,0.0646743530664663,0.11084050823162388,0.0,0.0,0.02594786361334811,0.0,0.07374612684773672,0.05907390626142879,0.02652658880816808,0.028269418799295638,0.0,0.0,0.08972252504059862,0.04481160603146277,0.128134261525687,0.08621782382720329,0.04356436961716289,0.0,0.04883139568770297,0.0,0.02450325579809765,0.06063540311065317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027673368805694508,0.03858041060545941,0.059379682191808426,0.0,0.12240896735639853 anxiety,mrpinbert,2018/02/07,"I made a big mistake Things were going fine up until a couple of days ago. I am supposed to be ""orienting"" myself for either a college or University education. Normally people have months to prepare themselves for this, not me! basically I had, been forced, the previous months to get myself involved with all kinds of ""mental health"" bullshit discussions with my mom. So, at the last moment, I now have to orient myself on getting an education. After thinking about all sorts of things that interest me. I think I have settled on doing a study on mental health with the aim to help others. besides looking for an education, there are unfortnuately also about a million other things going on in my life. about a week ago I did actually manage to get some control over the situation. But then I fucked up really bad. On sunday me and my family went to visit my grandparents for my grandfather birthday, which is fine. But on our way back home with the train, I got really ill since I have travelling sickness. But after a while I was feeling okay. I had a Youtube video that I was making that I wanted to work on, and then go to bed. And then in the morning I wanted to look up some info on the open days for some of the schools that I was interested in going to. But instead I spent the whole night watching Youtube videos until 5 in the morning. And then the next day I spent the whole day watching youtube videos as well. I've basically spent day and night doing nothing. This really sucks because this was probably my only, last, chance at getting a higher education and I completely screwed it up. I am from a foreign country. So some of the things on how our education system works is difficult to explain. But I hope that at least some of my text is understood. TL;DR: I fucked up big time, and my most important opportunity in life is going be fucked.",5.30222222222222,6.700105170940173,6.291298005698008,74.9638871794872,68.51566951566953,9.03480341880342,30.849116809116808,9.3871,2.8935706210826213,1469,59,259,30,25,488,174,351,0.099,0.818,0.083,-0.9131,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,2,0,0,4,12,17,5,0,25,1,24,10,0,4,2,44,54,25,0,5,8,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,2,0,16,12,0,1,6,4,3,8,1,8,1,1,16,5,38,9,59,36,12,65,0,0,4,4,8,26,5,9,29,203,54,5,0.0,0.0,0.09613504441445617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465269138024944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787812752266201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575086299787108,0.08225472531696501,0.060052964678412174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328961550098334,0.0,0.11049135800160696,0.0,0.10900340374677647,0.0,0.3176655499735048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286983679212484,0.0,0.049811426614250864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732226549455893,0.20587712054032248,0.0,0.2799376919734196,0.0,0.07879031020549955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20943066004749314,0.0,0.0,0.06603157684499833,0.0,0.09881715416594812,0.09784621429725927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025867350541873,0.0,0.16060343408438835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916611147012367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545319371634068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321593241085617,0.06575858036553385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855703824706486,0.0,0.0,0.11537791556417355,0.15726520114507114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477031112925153,0.1848966447690336,0.09652239308007296,0.09452643800693504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492401763082411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829691312929803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621430247632882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893309679422848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997010034786435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149145231054887,0.11073339273181478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617921835582179,0.12624704995035255,0.0,0.0,0.05744406137406901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621172508237775,0.07819549526025263,0.07902165252377732,0.0,0.08857554042890432,0.09132307666001964,0.0,0.21997379038678935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343812068731202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ultimate_Bunny,2018/02/07,"I hate silence when im in the room Unless the room comes to a consensus that it's quiet time , I feel like no one is talking BECAUSE OF ME. So I'll start stupid conversations just so I don't feel like I'm the problem but after like 5 seconds of talking it's quiet again. I just. Is it me? 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Yesterday I was at a big stand-up show and all of a sudden It felt like I had no blood in my arms. You know when you sit on your hand for too long or something and it feels all tingly, that’s how all of my arms felt, it also felt a bit colder. At first I thought I had my arms in the same position for too long, but then I felt the same in my legs and my vision started to get blurry and draggy. I started to breath more heavely to calm myself down, which worked after a few minutes. Did I, or were I about to have a panic attack? I’ve never had a panic attack before so I don’t know what it’s really like. I didn’t have trouble breathing or anything. I didn’t feel uncomfortable in that room before either and I wasn’t in a tight space so I didn’t feel claustrophobic, it just happened right around the start of the show while I was laughing.",1.9387096774193533,3.24613029032258,3.583634408602151,91.45545161290323,76.74193548387099,6.035268817204301,20.464516129032265,6.42735559955562,0.07457032258064489,678,15,153,5,15,226,98,186,0.17,0.7390000000000001,0.092,-0.9399,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,2,10,11,3,3,12,0,16,8,8,1,4,30,31,16,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,10,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,17,9,24,4,21,14,9,28,0,0,0,0,3,14,0,3,15,112,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127113432317283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421101955547137,0.1127333012433944,0.0,0.4322017781104704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551660690142208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825421987863887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209360324404154,0.0,0.4863634578688386,0.0,0.0,0.10771691138921603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616232559174813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198420668713778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919217731505365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237363590848508,0.0,0.0,0.22413857083600724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766984774862046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4457418146458615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112656140207906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081468481284139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749093670683702,0.0,0.0,0.2689018225489324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10053520680191746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219285385647001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tR7on,2018/02/07,"Volunteering despite anxiety? I live in NYC and I’m looking for some volunteer work to do in my free time, but I’m nervous about walking into a new building and not knowing anyone/having to talk to a ton of strangers all day. Are there any places/programs you guys could suggest that are easy for people with anxiety? I think once I get over it and try, it will probably go fine, but it’s been tough to take the necessary steps. 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I've been dealing with chronic depression since I was a kid (rough childhood, family-related baggage, the usual), and within the past few years I have developed what has turned into fairly severe anxiety. It's been hell to live with, arguably worse than the depression, and has cost me pretty much all of the relationships I've had (platonic or otherwise) and I can't keep living like this. This semester I have made it a point to take advantage of my school's low-cost counseling services and have been seeng a weekly therapist for the past month or so. She's awesome. We're still in the beginning stages of unpacking everything, but just the few snippets of advice and affirmation she has given me have been so incredibly validating. It's nice to know that I'm not actually going crazy. Given the longevity of my mental health issues, she recommended me to a psychiatrist and I have my first appointment with him later this week. I want to get better so badly. I have wanted to be in therapy for years but my parents never took me seriously and it wasn't ever really accessible to me before I started undergrad. I've read so many testimonials about how medication + therapy really does work for a lot of people and I hope to god I'm one of them. Anyways, my boyfriend is a good and kind man and has the patience of a saint. My anxiety has really only reached critical levels the past month or so, and this is the first time in our history together where it's impacted our relationship. I catastrophize, read in-between the lines, over-analyze, get myself super spun up when in realty nothing is actually wrong... etc. My anxiety feels like this gargantuan, looming dark force that sinks its horrible black claws into everything in my life and my relationship has not been exempt from its grasp. I can physically feel it when I start to get into that place: my heart starts pounding and my breath gets shallow, I automatically assume the worst, I've been having awful nightmares a lot lately, and a lot of the times (especially recently) I get irrationally angry at him, like damn near enraged. Over nothing. One time I got so angry over something super minuscule that I went to pee and slammed my toilet seat so hard it cracked in half, straight down the middle. To calm myself down, I typically do breathing exercises and recite the alphabet but even then, a lot of the times I can't help the obsessive thoughts. It fucking blows because when I get like that I act so unfair and irrationally and I feel like I'm irreparably damaging our relationship. It especially sucks because it didn't used to be like this. Something happened recently that triggered it and now I'm stuck in this cycle. He made a comment this weekend about how he thought we had a good week and it was honestly heartbreaking. I don't want us to be on a week-by-week basis. In general, our relationship is awesome. He's so good to me and so understanding and we treat each other exceptionally well. He's had his own fair share of significant issues stemming from anxiety so he's been incredibly empathetic and supportive of me as I've tried to work through this. I know that he loves me, but I also don't want to fool myself into thinking he's going to stick around forever if I keep throwing bullshit at him. I'm doing the best that I can right now, but when I get spun up I can't recognize that I'm being irrational until I actually act on it. It just builds and builds and I get so wrapped up in my own problems and I don't feel any relief until I act on it. Only after I do something (typically say something dumb or start an argument with him) do I realize how crazy I was acting. That equally sucks because I feel so out of control and then I have to make amends and try to explain myself to him, when in reality there never should have been a problem at all. TL;DR: I guess I'm just asking for advice on how to manage this anxiety so I don't destroy my relationship. And for anyone who has been or is currently medicated for it: does medication actually work? 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I get triggered so easily anymore, I don't even want to play games or watch TV, I just look at my phone all day until it's time to sleep again. I keep having intrusive thoughts that don't seem to ever go away, and it's so draining.",3.855,3.0975790454545487,5.621727272727274,86.10509090909092,71.04545454545455,9.312727272727274,27.82727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.7438563636363629,308,9,74,5,5,107,57,88,0.068,0.862,0.07,0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,6,2,2,1,2,13,20,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,8,1,13,18,1,14,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,3,7,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19023452355718512,0.0,0.2466172612398723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336369104730748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207476312348967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424648134299094,0.2249393900335581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598432484427309,0.0,0.14132686342810458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103240559254625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088230844090232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350768070942241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22638298715674796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488530585565721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601236166341758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697150130710907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741895772728185,0.14500349987417127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4400221657455768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HonoraryTargaryen,2018/02/07,"Too much Work Has anyone else experienced no desire for a relationship because of anxiety? I've had two serious relationships and the anxiety I felt due to the fact that they were dishonest and not very loyal was absolutely MISERABLE for me. There were plenty of good times but the anxiety that came with these relationships were just too much and thinking about having to experience that again is just not worth it for me. I seriously have no desire to date at all and it scares me because I have always wanted to have a family of my own but i'm not sure it'll be worth it for me. Anyone else feel this way?",4.644114877589452,6.309040228813561,6.023333333333337,75.23061205273072,70.4406779661017,9.990207156308852,26.670433145009408,10.25414643259724,2.8220930320150663,489,16,92,14,9,165,73,118,0.225,0.718,0.057,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,7,7,0,2,5,0,13,0,0,0,3,22,19,6,0,3,7,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,3,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,7,3,9,3,14,10,4,7,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,71,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319818940176185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640242808200882,0.0,0.0,0.2218171257915254,0.32504333649110906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19338267259623892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141537679756625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650079861331929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551576782051217,0.14952981371204205,0.0,0.08020142599186288,0.0,0.15229701384899236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304025628690694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332032148420448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108852858447644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880309962515934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949446805036426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016352483908525,0.0,0.0,0.09249073857375432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494557728911856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087548150291267,0.09355630527067174,0.12590264227079964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547492817063902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,just-a-boi,2018/02/07,"I think I’m developing pretty chronic irrational anxiety Just as the title says over the past few weeks my anxiety has gotten so bad and hasn’t stopped. I’m usually fine with handling my anxiety and I’ve never been one too struggle with anxiety. There’s been nothing crazy in my life going on more then how busy my life is now so I’m just confused as to why it’s so bad and so irrational and honestly I don’t know how to cope with it. As silly as it sounds if I would ever feel myself getting anxious I would just listen to a podcast, paint or play calming games but now it feels like my anxiety is swallowing those activities and ripping away motivation and energy to even do that :-( I just want to be able to cope with things again and be able to function and be happy.",4.259370629370629,5.330786615384618,5.6742424242424265,79.64045454545455,70.66666666666666,9.262470862470863,30.207459207459213,9.573946990214177,2.7749179487179485,616,25,121,14,11,208,93,156,0.153,0.687,0.16,0.6459,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,17,11,0,2,3,0,13,4,0,3,2,33,25,22,0,4,7,0,2,1,0,2,3,3,0,0,7,12,1,1,5,2,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,5,11,7,19,17,2,15,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,11,86,18,1,0.3054757518031161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5842202850137066,0.17255032466085807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435022622329334,0.0,0.2550594930249249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088192652776393,0.1381601531613804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445771863101335,0.10911596906254373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979923613521513,0.0,0.08680445472058684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16259230904647035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394074215495861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21576655748979176,0.07462001107738638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780086588665425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655611129083784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349913759819332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580558519893533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553893300494572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146328936636705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276957034030566,0.0,0.15967479084058028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147225791427464,0.09786826359259612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821919166099467,0.0,0.0900887565086482,0.0,0.12251711104157935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378221761442883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170012095534426,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dent18,2018/02/07,"Anyone else get really worried and restless ~2 hours before having to leave the house? Anytime I have an obligation I get really stressed. I can't take a nap cause then I might oversleep, I don't really have enough time to do anything, cook something, watch something....but at the same time it's still too early to leave, cause then I'd just be sitting around at the place So I just sort of pace around and feel annoyed",3.611777003484324,5.6230895853658565,3.800522648083625,88.67914634146345,73.87804878048779,6.636933797909408,25.12891986062717,7.447530270364453,1.175335888501742,334,11,65,4,7,103,57,82,0.16399999999999998,0.836,0.0,-0.8608,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,2,5,0,8,1,0,2,0,12,12,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,8,10,2,13,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,2,7,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430771783516917,0.18215633807604964,0.14629756648527625,0.3165232948321973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127745252534838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652575000674552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851214867544707,0.0,0.0,0.18369398022524075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898907710268022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857651382429273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507721887389174,0.2051339343629408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764861204255237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885961947331411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574197493230013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34167073389368946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686351842079753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419751186385288,0.0,0.20364607520187966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366822881087032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073295755134504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054394114145944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FacetiousSpinster,2018/02/07,Gabapentin Does anyone take this? Do you take it regularly or as needed. ,2.833846153846153,5.880488153846155,3.2834615384615375,83.09903846153847,90.53846153846158,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.1802615384615391,58,2,10,1,2,18,12,13,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346771247650909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339985193096628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36773160186642656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7457670253024092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,supplementandshaving,2018/02/07,"way to Avoid doomsayers and other large scale predictions from affecting you negatively? I have fallen into the trap of apocalyptic reddit and the constant ""negatives news"" of places like world news were the world is constantly ending and there is nothing you can do about it I understand that negative feedback loops and I know that most ""bad news"" is given in good faith with the hope of inspiring positive change but its putting my under constant anxiety that the world will crash around me at any time Others have tried to reach out to me but its hard for them to install any real positivity because of ""experts say I should be afraid"" which is a major hurdle Most communities that focus on these things favor very destructive solutions like ""max out your credit card cause it not like you have to pay for it lol"" and vague recomendations of self harm which I am sure is not the best options I know I can't be the only one and there has to be a way to still stay up to date with the world while not falling in these traps but I don't know how. 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I've been having a pretty fun time with GAD since June - heart pains, palpitations, sleep loss, and, ya know, general anxiety. But the one thing I can't really deal with is how much I vomit. It has to be around 100 times since June, after not throwing up since I was 10. I'll wake up in the morning and it's almost habit to brace myself for the nausea that I've felt every morning. Within 5 minutes of being awake my heart is pounding and my mouth is already producing saliva to protect itself from the acids. This last Monday was the first day of my school's new semester, and I've been throwing up either in the morning at home or first/second period at school every day so far. I threw up again this morning and just decided to stay home. I started Escitalopram 5 days ago, so it's not in effect yet. Does anybody have techniques to stop morning nausea in the meantime? I'm losing a lot of fluid and weight because I can't eat anything until it's gone, which is around 12pm on a good day and 4pm on a bad one. My teeth are also eroding pretty alarmingly - not to mention the whole vomiting in a school stall routine. 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It seemed to really level me out and I was doing really well with it the first year. Since then, I have had increasing anxiety and tried supplementing with Xanax, Klonopine, and, most recently, Wellbutrin. None of the additions were helping so I had stopped trying for a while. This past week, I ran out of the Buspar and just kept getting busy/being too lazy to pick it up. After two days of feeling really weird withdraw type symptoms, I am now feeling really... normal? Like as chill as I have been in a while and just less keyed up. Is there any chance that the Buspar started making the anxiety worse and I just didn’t notice until I was off it? Does anyone else have long term Buspar experience where you came off? I guess it could just be a random swing and I will be back to normal stress levels in a few days?",4.110692883895133,6.1832431404494415,4.815528089887637,81.67347940074906,72.65168539325842,7.892734082397005,23.664419475655432,8.648137234880735,1.6627583520599258,741,21,136,14,15,238,111,178,0.105,0.826,0.068,-0.7607,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,13,4,0,1,9,0,19,2,0,3,0,32,31,14,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,13,0,2,3,0,0,3,2,2,1,3,11,2,14,2,24,16,7,36,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,4,23,102,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503438205133448,0.0,0.3207237181783243,0.0,0.0,0.09771602759466426,0.14318977186584944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074586599421984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983608030254864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115785218520504,0.0,0.0,0.180253599544674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222956389152504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167426887955232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670172590068744,0.0,0.0,0.14132298806752835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887076554748352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301329189689648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394971608794827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367107490027188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827449627351212,0.0,0.0,0.24734763706437315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328380755187199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738494745621648,0.0,0.15910561453689168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13340661224236636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35810816837310555,0.0,0.1379856698708481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722260224829327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560214518323388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891534235822652,0.0,0.0,0.11683675330862554,0.16008246189796896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525313238849588,0.10507415438462443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897613341043304,0.0,0.2730297086309671,0.0,0.0,0.12069860910066915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209853657854436,0.0,0.12565149097263195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241657448864148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998805938140694 anxiety,summetime24,2018/02/07,"Can you guys help me figure out a situation I was in today? So I find myself sometimes experiencing a very strange interaction with certain people. I find it very painful to look at them and when I do, I want to smile so I constantly have to worry about keeping a straight face. It’s so irrational but I kind of sense a tension from them and it’s overwhelming. I don’t know if anyone knows what I’m talking about, but I hope someone understands. So, today, while I was talking to someone, I was trying so hard to keep a straight face and I experienced a black out, totally forgetting what I wanted to tell them. I hope they thought it was probably a language problem, since I haven’t been speaking my mother tongue since a couple of years, but it was so embarrassing because other people were there. This person happens to be of the opposite gender and I do find him sexually attractive, but why do I have to have this kind of anxiety? This doesn’t happen with everyone. Do you guys have any tips as to how to manage situations like this? 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I was into the wrong crowd/addiction before I became a father and now I realize it seems too late that who I hang out with matters a lot. I just want to be socially/mentally healthy for my children.,1.6838624338624335,3.2743149876543214,3.4907583774250446,90.64555555555555,78.1358024691358,6.603880070546737,26.386243386243386,7.447530270364453,1.2723354497354498,298,12,66,4,7,100,57,81,0.107,0.71,0.183,0.5943,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,16,11,4,0,1,1,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,11,4,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,7,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582371788009257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156978557323452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977504339484522,0.16922909447806098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660300728854906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344281530791527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157289534525497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013892555936231,0.0,0.0,0.15812108490407845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485686136486234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226131402809762,0.1642246827649642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21564917234573672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342831114271618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971959207798887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589941167888776,0.0,0.15254473400081872 anxiety,atom_eyes,2018/02/07,"Anxiety about one thing ruining my whole week Hi All! Like the title says my biggest issue with my anxiety right now is having one upcoming event ruin all the days before it. For example, I have something upcoming for my job and I'm so nervous about it, it's all I can think about. I can't get the anxious thoughts out of my head, so I'm unable to enjoy any of the days leading up to it. I guess maybe I'm describing anxiety in general, and I'm not so great at explaining myself, but it's like I'm frozen and unable to enjoy anything until the event I'm nervous about is over. Does anyone else experience this? Any tips for stopping the thoughts from cycling and ruining my days? Thanks ",3.4779446640316216,5.104547927536236,5.036060606060609,81.30136363636366,73.34782608695652,8.496442687747034,29.21212121212121,9.095868883498916,2.578831884057972,546,23,105,12,11,184,79,138,0.14400000000000002,0.743,0.113,0.2192,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,2,6,0,6,1,1,1,3,19,19,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,2,1,11,6,20,17,4,17,0,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,11,66,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270224710479124,0.0,0.3830797310029702,0.18857194124417725,0.0,0.11671425418194302,0.17102913248919008,0.13736083051257958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420365151377996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229485216345823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607270308721662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394401326922973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327966226857096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08720874270967705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402974595020632,0.18388105551384387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171307943000216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17422097713279097,0.1656422148132025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16309723406410634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167693444967048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262184476598303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14254865694245875,0.0,0.13274138029434154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285030708904275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955248549420685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536773899011093,0.0,0.0,0.11089414462090087,0.10695551276490373,0.0,0.2650314632938505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389305125996018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863600737990377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,awillis0513,2018/02/07,"I’ve been having a constant panic attack for about 24 hours... This past year, my anxiety has been at its worst. I’ve been pursuing treatment for alcohol addiction and I find I’m anxious constantly. What do you do to mitigate an intense panic attack?",3.3125531914893607,6.072255574468088,5.1483404255319165,74.89400000000002,78.36170212765958,8.866382978723406,30.676595744680853,9.3871,3.700084255319149,200,10,32,6,5,68,37,47,0.369,0.608,0.023,-0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,2,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892119495563365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22441652559936115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064254662911656,0.2372300678891248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777901746045442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4538513587418341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191927977338398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067988437728005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4927584064537498,0.0,0.0,0.2004601784629583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522732456187878 anxiety,MrsLWeasley,2018/02/07,"Feeling trapped & Low So, preface this to say that I have my period right now and I KNOW I get extra low and miserable then. That said, it doesn't help how crappy I feel. I have anxiety and my husband and I are currently living with my mom while my husband finishes his doctoral dissertation. I used to work full time and we lived in a different state, but his fellowship money dried up. He would have had to get a job for us to be able to stay where we were -- my job paid crap (worked at a domestic violence shelter/rape crisis center) -- so my mom invited us to live with her while he finishes. My husband considered giving up on his dream of having a PhD -- AKA getting a job so that we could stay where we were -- but I told him no, he's worked so hard, I could sacrifice and not work for a while so that he could have lots of time to write. We've been here since the fall and I know this plan makes sense, so that my husband can finish his degree, etc. But being unemployed makes me SO WORRIED that I will NEVER be able to get a job ever again, even though I have a professional degree (a master's) and work history etc. UGH. I've talked it over with mentors in my field and I know this is not the end of the world etc. but I still FEEL like it is. Like I invested time and money into a career that I can never have now. I don't apply to many jobs, because at an interview I'd have to say ""uh, I have no idea how long I'll be able to work here, depends on how fast my husband finishes his degree and gets a job?"" so that feels like a pointless exercise (I do apply for really amazing job opportunities I see, just in case, but I never hear back). So, I do personal projects, I basically keep house and cook the meals for my mom and husband, I try to do ""professional development"" type things, take care of things for my mom while she's at work, etc. But I feel so WORTHLESS and terrified that I've ruined my life by trying to be a good wife. I feel like there's no good choice, and last night I was awake in the middle of the night, spiraling into a panic about how I've ruined my life and will never come back from this and how everyone probably thinks I'm a huge loser. :(",4.295580357142857,4.478180254464284,5.584375000000001,83.52312500000002,70.11607142857143,9.257142857142858,26.9375,9.23628265651192,1.9148651785714288,1686,49,368,32,28,567,205,448,0.163,0.743,0.095,-0.9886,11,1,0,0,1,0,60.0,6,0,0,11,31,19,1,2,22,0,35,7,1,9,5,68,64,44,0,4,9,11,7,4,0,3,4,4,0,1,18,27,2,1,11,3,4,2,11,10,1,0,8,12,56,9,43,45,7,60,1,7,1,0,40,24,1,2,35,248,74,24,0.1942013625100404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013903171438551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952117025589225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995525736236731,0.0,0.03946111602474738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660004106404411,0.0,0.0,0.0557624260128641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550539856555783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06763303005665916,0.0,0.06625777451511684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057334921721883224,0.0,0.2887811386806612,0.0427560561270703,0.05855541687605342,0.0,0.061855908064966825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963880879662624,0.13873749218043988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910366090974674,0.062098547579840825,0.0,0.1085912593681233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05798875859132618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295968322464348,0.0,0.04338969323381617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469409945418261,0.0,0.07307656666758255,0.0,0.0,0.4496680685685916,0.057538364670845735,0.0,0.0,0.10672799003112668,0.05276667671875285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144677703829693,0.12650263497691186,0.0,0.1714833610302615,0.057287364886966265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503435123319786,0.0,0.0,0.08642061164916387,0.0656299001586842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032617181951086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997067505359787,0.0,0.0,0.121496548769726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595115196149232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652304634934052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979397163738571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147012187800712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05528230082845241,0.0615766558038617,0.10295781209328343,0.0,0.0,0.051584447528446035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354845796327077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379952087481464,0.05169648632021498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04867175198326095,0.05203056632290088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601250400445631,0.04147879719636735,0.06360061755064704,0.0,0.11324037620559232,0.0,0.0,0.061855908064966825,0.0,0.0878999849547226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573355181099252,0.05590920813284191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298887779468724,0.06574030346247066,0.0,0.04598502533927962,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,irogo,2018/02/07,Anybody scared of achieving? I’m currently going through 2nd dan test for Taekwon-Do. Through the studying and training nothing really scared me too much. But what scared me the most would be after the test was finished. If I passed. I feel like every time I get a new achievement I usually feel sad. I hate being looked up and people telling me I’m brave and I’m courageous. It really terrifies me because I know it’s not true. Like I’ll still be happy but in the end.. I’ll still feel sad and more scared then ever..I don’t know if this is normal. Does anyone else experience this?,1.7903315649867366,4.3014073965517285,2.9451724137931024,89.84014588859417,82.79310344827586,5.638196286472149,23.57824933687003,7.010146845296331,0.953317771883289,462,17,91,6,13,148,75,116,0.204,0.7240000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9297,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,3,13,1,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,1,18,19,9,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,1,4,10,6,7,14,3,14,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,3,12,50,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800437295524468,0.15826596623561548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415943074564953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517192748555693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903431720302808,0.0,0.13680869004802707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972095256164732,0.13014204298052626,0.0,0.0,0.15109480554252167,0.0,0.0,0.2343039481768964,0.1103486554426278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070073050281415,0.0,0.08778508725296494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16442911924565504,0.0,0.15250058962183186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977804648092734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092599116787098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971032003837646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354834258304385,0.0,0.0,0.149181675874268,0.0,0.0,0.1513412973913446,0.1482117600822879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708544526281348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979063677031853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6185790799393673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467092780857488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350077851272344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006882753691729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011956892209384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972633936798436,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jojonet,2018/02/07,"What info Does a Therapist submit to Insurance? So I'm starting with a new therapist today after moving. I'm also looking for a job and worried that somehow an employer may uncover something during a thorough background check. How is it possible for me to see what info my old therapist reported to the insurance agency? I understand that my sessions are ""confidential"" - but come on - is anything confidential anymore? A therapist has got to give some report to the insurance agency or put info into a database somewhere - so what is that info? Edit: this is nice: http://www.confessionsofatherapist.com/2010/12/what-your-therapist-hasnt-told-you.html",9.270022002200221,12.883100138613866,8.998547854785484,50.53553355335535,62.46534653465346,10.429482948294831,37.95489548954895,10.504223727775694,5.432147634763477,538,27,59,15,9,173,68,101,0.017,0.935,0.048,0.6199,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,9,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,16,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,11,14,1,10,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,5,48,12,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104720679675614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377129418808353,0.0,0.0,0.11427088988801072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961658006754487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215183230025299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320826262022153,0.0,0.0,0.1110599421728356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779825892936948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660838800178487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758742041422526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411295830552555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571141181249211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15654507574352833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959380356248122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065435346379952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690209289792037,0.0,0.0,0.09828663253415397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8061424553207417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316241280339304,0.13268777398596127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455934824729966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410202323508884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Vinality,2018/02/07,"Having severe anxiety as I’m getting into a relationship So we’ve been talking for quite some time over the internet and seeing each other now and them as friends. For the first time in my life I pushed through my symptoms and told her I liked her, she also felt the same. Now that we are moving into the relationship territory, I’ve been feeling very anxious, with my throat kind of blocked making it very difficult to eat, heart racing and that feeling of dread. From what I understand about myself, this happens because I’m afraid my anxiety could make her lose interest or something, so I constantly feel this pressure to be stable and “normal” around her. She knows I have this anxiety disorder and I’m sure she understands. Is the answer just to talk it out? Any advice on this? Thanks. Just felt like sharing my situation.",5.294718614718615,7.245778493506499,5.659155844155843,77.34682900432901,69.25974025974024,8.769696969696971,31.01515151515152,9.2995712137729,2.967356709956712,664,28,114,14,12,212,102,154,0.152,0.703,0.145,-0.0936,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,1,3,10,13,0,3,6,0,8,5,2,2,1,33,26,12,0,2,3,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,13,1,1,9,0,0,2,0,5,0,1,5,6,20,8,20,19,3,15,0,1,1,0,16,7,0,2,8,82,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069580327139654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069572498298541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095239522930394,0.0,0.3069477566488498,0.15109578932895862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906298814384772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153079431192016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453275231360632,0.0,0.1067859189436031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328539455678605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685634353816226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287916838498898,0.0,0.2568357618340899,0.0,0.0,0.11376494081315312,0.0,0.0,0.10333242870150526,0.0,0.06987717116960844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827183384173393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849057557649676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139276687497846,0.07350373126037438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446930447331588,0.1306838395770453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496284331798441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855402539197235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421516583112212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104344504634718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142256161332875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871879718969618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657886559767404,0.0,0.0,0.15109578932895862,0.0,0.0,0.15033698193961298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029648037734448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605475518307854,0.13901411278874493,0.0,0.215001187404066,0.0,0.12313606348812635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597764331572286,0.0,0.0,0.12780077771391765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27847022490220746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207101974470284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DrinkItInMan434,2018/02/07,"Starting my first job tonight. Had my interview this morning, currently (not literally) peeing into a cup for a drug test, and start 2nd shift tonight. Am insanely scared but i think i can do it. Pay is awesome for 1st job. It's a factory but only 5 people on my shift (one of them is my mom haha...part of the reason i applied). Any words of encouragement would be GREATLY appreciated. 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I still have 90 minutes to go and I just want to go home. I'm so tired.,-2.6533333333333324,-0.9639618888888872,0.65688888888889,103.17700000000002,98.44444444444444,3.9911111111111115,12.755555555555556,5.6839178017228535,-1.3197711111111112,116,2,32,1,5,41,27,36,0.189,0.775,0.036000000000000004,-0.7609,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,8,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,6,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,21,5,1,0.34880934517690865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968209858907739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964727783571024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34988421338806003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100377728145482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785595936336788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009050303533188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057367891238496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539373575880404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,motheripod,2018/02/07,"Dating someone and anxiety is driving me up the wall So I'm 23 and never had a serious relationship mostly because I moved around a lot after high school and was stuck in an unrequited love. I started using Tinder last year just to casually date and get myself out there and get a feel of things. Dated over a dozen people so safe to say I warmed up. But recently I was tired of dating around, especially multiple people at a time so I considered deleting my profile. Just before I did so, I received a message by this person who seemed pretty great and I met them. We've hit it off since, been about 3 weeks but it's good. We don't text too much or too little, and it's usually random mundane things and plans for the next date. And I don't want to get too emotionally invested cause we're still just dating and testing waters but I feel like my anxiety is messing things up and makes me over think. Things like them dating other people is making me a bit anxious (I'm assuming they are, haven't asked them, don't know if I should I fear I'll ruin how things are) but I also know I'm not ready to make things exclusive or anything. Heck, I don't even know I want it with them. They're actually pretty great and I've had the best compatibility with them than anyone else so far but there's still a part of me that's unsure but also I don't know what more I'm looking for. All in all, I just want to enjoy my time with them and not have anxiety drive me nuts. Also have this anxiety that I'll never find love so I don't want to make a rash decision. Please help.",2.5748870542369,4.225942984520124,4.309611283109735,85.4721591560601,75.8111455108359,7.261965370943699,22.489278752436647,8.045849151850463,1.0766625157665404,1236,34,258,20,27,417,164,323,0.119,0.7090000000000001,0.172,0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,7,2,25,16,0,1,13,0,21,5,1,7,4,66,53,32,0,6,15,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,17,20,1,1,11,1,1,4,11,4,0,1,8,5,35,12,30,43,9,41,0,1,1,2,19,16,1,8,23,173,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.09046453098319814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240311502564003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283669461240856,0.1047277433039064,0.0,0.06481993222971526,0.09498494296998586,0.07628648092085666,0.1650502388544738,0.08666457599451656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05651074815508372,0.0,0.0788832293870879,0.0,0.09728583780702167,0.0,0.10120741503143624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523128094171014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744126897411617,0.10427813879659258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122930528336374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431638915250792,0.09374661183564377,0.06622687740981875,0.0,0.0,0.0847286523263485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530011347545846,0.0,0.0,0.07775468522161086,0.0,0.20441026238575075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213671263947033,0.09794556623867157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378807201718505,0.07556513042267034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057978164697024,0.0929125294300112,0.0,0.0,0.07784697900951013,0.0,0.0,0.07881257997029939,0.16733573856287104,0.0,0.2475192752912243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852837360960756,0.06814720246632368,0.0,0.1429961823346717,0.0,0.09859044758340224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038806608938866,0.0,0.19280528504898986,0.08094448305016369,0.0,0.10175980333899433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862408867176245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153280162801697,0.09952808193520624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372096351954634,0.0,0.09382015240316892,0.0,0.08439312013408831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668468930675293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785467561878711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561549774347797,0.0,0.1480651037397061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695256071016109,0.0594001918412472,0.0,0.0,0.10811146136410923,0.10654819698490782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006542892410287,0.10209900420465357,0.0,0.2187139823642664,0.0,0.07436057034791159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969754449933156 anxiety,pm_me_seahorses,2018/02/07,"Has anyone else been signed off work? Last Friday I called work to tell them I'm sick and struggling with my mental health. I'd been up all night vomiting and struggling to breathe. I went to my GP who recommended I stay off work for a week and that it sounded like I was having work stress. I had been throwing up before, after, and sometimes during my job. I was stressed that the workload felt too high and I ended up making stupid mistakes and not able to think clearly. I work with vulnerable people so there's responsibility there, and now I'm off work I feel so guilty. My line manager seemed ok about it but now I just feel scared of going back in and being under scrutiny. I feel like anything to do with work has always made me anxious and it doesn't matter the job, I always end up overworking... Has anyone else been in this position? I have a counselling session booked for next Thursday but right now I'm home alone and freaking out.",3.1566899841017486,5.381164605405406,3.770874403815583,87.40995230524645,75.91891891891892,6.082670906200319,23.85532591414945,7.048011613610866,0.8832321144674085,752,24,146,8,17,237,112,185,0.168,0.779,0.053,-0.9547,2,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,7,11,11,1,5,4,1,15,4,1,2,2,31,28,14,0,1,4,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,7,14,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,8,0,0,10,5,19,3,24,17,1,29,0,0,0,0,4,13,0,1,14,93,26,12,0.110501840398141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444658104107228,0.0,0.0,0.18389276665824772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483562655153473,0.0,0.15453091220428675,0.2264443879824857,0.0909335992806752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496909439462783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402892733370144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283473389291765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846202167323721,0.0,0.1957436638177208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761915214231848,0.07894253685974363,0.10609909578484326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280074241417481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745828904421045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675126135266707,0.11084235568868586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21931205176293467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007374840865708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797123510995156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045595132074454,0.07376083652661221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135986481108956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751996087947,0.1036984916136963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660806265280584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436796792821422,0.0,0.0,0.1106316194404574,0.0,0.0,0.10059672533958708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928914567850416,0.0,0.0,0.1177802591267153,0.0,0.0,0.253158969658647,0.2310410322118715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658347907374604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080511745837323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863791099912642,0.0,0.0,0.10243631311964227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631265911628976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mast3rBlas3r,2018/02/07,"Leg & Back muscles ache. Feeling exhausted, is this from anxiety? Hey folks! I'm currently working on my own business which is stressful enough as it is. However recently I got drafted to the army (my country has an army draft, though they only require like 5% of men my age to actually participate but I'm on the list and my chances of getting drafted are like 25%). It would require me to drop all my plans and my business for 9 months which would absolutely guarantee the demise of a business I've been working on for a year already. I've been really stressed out about this lately and I think my anxiety is starting to affect my body. I feel exhausted every morning despite getting 9-10 hours of sleep every night. And today my muscles feel really achy and tense in the back and in the legs. Is this from anxiety?",4.1384615384615415,6.130077280254778,5.2040764331210205,79.26227339539444,72.37579617834396,8.39764821166095,33.73297403233709,9.057496981413335,3.2416500734933846,651,34,117,14,13,214,93,157,0.14800000000000002,0.784,0.068,-0.9071,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,5,4,6,0,2,8,0,11,6,4,1,1,18,21,9,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,14,2,20,16,3,19,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,14,73,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.1512310877744129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101632721318696,0.0,0.0,0.1679129530272208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35566128010825604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383290189502613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721398333796896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601283187260435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611425186964654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350766968388397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193377283391056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394589705592668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526169810852389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481605706092612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142375425993546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369780231075947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543146510501534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786379000242042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855907493250285,0.0,0.15301693389440696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508470931930085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10969053827791043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3550416142896952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930030619214784,0.15225997916212602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689608426034273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256440734175993,0.0,0.0,0.22017644700864444,0.0,0.0,0.09979739566407653 anxiety,br0meliad,2018/02/07,"Instagram and anxiety I used to have confidence. I used to have an active, exciting social life. I used to take pride in my image and lifestyle, which I proudly announced to the world via my Instagram page. Well, that was then. I have since lost my social life and my confidence (which I'm slowly gaining back). I've also made the realization that, as ""glamorous"" as I was back then, I wasn't truly happy. In fact, I think I'm more mentally healthy now. But even as the remnants of that stage of my life fade away, my Instagram page remains... A glaring, nostalgic (and not in a good way) reminder of how I used to live. And I admit, I'm not entirely over it. I miss being ""cool"" and desirable, and I miss having ""something"" to show off to the world. I am just now realizing how years of being perceived as ""Insta-cool"" have fucked with my self-perception and need for validation. Sorry, rant over. 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I've suffered from anxiety for a long time and growing up my families German Shepard acted as a sort of safety blanket for me whenever I had to be in situations that made me uncomfortable. Though she was never trained she was very protective as I was her primary caregiver. She knew to keep people out of my space and would stay by my side when I was having an attack. She passed away a couple years ago and while my parents got a new dog it just wasn't the same. I'm now and adult and my anxiety has just gotten worse and worse. I've just had to quit my job and move back in with my dad. I'm supposed to be starting a new job this summer but I'm worried that its going to be an issue again. I remember how much easier things seemed when I had my first dog and I was hoping that my new therapist may help me to get a registered service dog as my new job provides my housing and that's the only way they will allow me to have a pet with me. How should I bring it up to the therapist? I've only gone to one session and I don't want him to think that I'm just trying to cheat the system or something, but I don't have that long before I need to travel to this new job.",5.0120261732852,4.693519703971123,6.029023014440432,82.6729208032491,68.56678700361012,9.379873646209386,29.586868231046928,9.017664075816787,2.1548485559566783,1046,34,224,17,16,349,146,277,0.079,0.86,0.061,-0.2118,5,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,2,14,4,2,0,16,0,25,0,0,4,1,39,46,22,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,15,13,0,2,4,1,0,9,4,3,0,2,15,0,35,1,33,23,3,40,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,5,20,156,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191282260904232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586414972579064,0.0,0.0,0.07250079762619864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795964124214635,0.09741793602731186,0.07972938267577755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823053115246042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320003065509356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278613070295968,0.11472838389357065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774746403673876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819664008834519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834500808398627,0.0,0.05892806625675005,0.0,0.08292846503536261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694996287911313,0.0,0.0,0.10298520642994616,0.0,0.11964159684142947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082229406671498,0.4115758706149629,0.09216232445625926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352056893378835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811173698276468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020353508228327,0.07622233416247777,0.07688305944705896,0.07997028784313014,0.5007107673584364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070261417545157,0.15771822093861992,0.0,0.0,0.11513283595706986,0.0,0.0,0.07188394305967409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028455138944317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745786540795827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943933187433986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654923382655255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982379874911044,0.0,0.0,0.07339063401336557,0.11051721121038384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062755367809967,0.0,0.0,0.24077864659986836,0.06888545014010983,0.06643884279881107,0.1018725642248086,0.0,0.06046108744494062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07039709052768928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555314892675875,0.06115764714631404,0.08230240974682819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961194663400826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529981538789028,0.21133309447346488,0.07365671321547654,0.0,0.0,0.06677143038639119 anxiety,sloballonmyknob,2018/02/07,"I'm worried about pushing away people Back story for this is that I met a girl on tinder who just wanted to be friends, and I was okay with this. Friends are always nice to have. Her and I have been talking for about 3 weeks at this point and I think it's gone pretty well honestly. We've been out together and it wasn't really awkward or anything. The thing I am worried about is that I think my anxiety is making me want to push her away, even though she hasn't given me a reason to. I've found myself ignoring her messages sometimes thinking that no matter what I say, she won't like what I put or that that message is going to be the one the ""straw that breaks the camel's back"" and she'll give up on the friendship. I don't want to push her away from me because she's really cool and someone I could get along with well, but something inside of me is saying to just give up on it because it's not going to work. I think that I am just scared for her to end the friendship, and my minds natural response to that is to convince myself that I'll feel better if I just do it myself. Like it knows it'll happen so it's making sure it happens on its own terms, ya know? If it makes any difference, I had 1 girlfriend that was a tad mentally abusive and another that was definitely verbally/mentally abusive in manner so I know my view on this can be a bit skewed. I've kept that in mind and have tried to disconnect those feelings from relationships past it but it still seeps in and gives me gut feelings that I know are out of place. Anyone have any advice/suggestions on what to do? 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Have you ever worked somewhere that you didn't feel that safe, and worried some condition (s) there would result in you getting injured?! Which condition is making me anxious? FORKLIFTS, EVERYWHERE, DRIVING RIGHT NEXT TO EMPLOYEES. Also having to lift and move big, heavy, awkward items frequently and its difficult to reach some spots due to my height (I'm right under 5 feet tall). I'm working in a location where forklifts really have no blocked off zones they have to stay in, and employees must be constantly aware of forklifts possibly zipping up next to them, behind them, etc at all times. Its a rule that everyone, pedestrian employees and forklift operators, always look out for each other. However some of the drivers make quick turns and drive quickly without looking in their path first and come pretty close to employees pretty often. This isn't my first time working in a warehouse, however I've been used to a different environment and safety standards, especially when it comes to any work vehicles like forklifts. I've worked in buildings that have specific zones marked off where forklifts are used, so that employees that are on their feet don't come up close to them often at all. I've heard from a few people that this is the norm in some warehouses, but I still freak out. I'm afraid I'm going to get hit by a forklift during my shift, plus im anxious about working with much heavier items than what I've handled in the past, and having to stand on platforms that wiggle or roll back and forth while you're moving on them (to move packages from a conveyor). The job and environment is different than what was described to me during my interview, i think i was supposed to be placed in an area with lighter items, less forklifts originally but at some point before i started they decided to switch me. I don't want to quit due to the pay rate being good, but I hate feeling anxious about my safety and some of the conditions there. TL;DR: my new job's environment/conditions don't feel safe to me, mostly because there are tons of forklifts all over and they're able to drive right next to employees. Risk of getting ran over. Some drivers don't use caution. Has anyone else ever ran into this before?! 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(Help) I’ve been stressing out and anxious obviously for the past week. Haven’t worked out, eating like shit. Obsessing over death and existence. Freaking out, thoughts of being in a matrix. Questioning the point of everything endlessly. Please help, should I tell my mom to take me to the doctor? Something that will actually help me, please. I don’t want to be locked in a psych ward or something.",2.821315789473683,5.837064815789473,3.0555789473684243,86.69205263157896,85.05263157894737,6.72421052631579,24.70526315789473,7.908726449838941,1.8149305263157889,330,13,60,7,10,101,55,76,0.21600000000000005,0.627,0.157,-0.7319,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,2,5,0,9,3,1,0,1,12,12,3,1,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,6,1,12,5,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,2,3,37,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.18821612932435516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789147927154892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741358710661366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973571287039848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334172708544754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387835920271768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942279571415918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225890410820214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411900822262933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234330537529749,0.182327233668568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21606179038524112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798126142756034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969659645280504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209352566793587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501641837648488,0.0,0.16857941686929834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311953944363255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137614342945168,0.0,0.15471100743157298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041376918148016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dennydyer,2018/02/07,"Anxiety and Sex Anyone else struggle a bit with sex due to anxiety? I'm quite self conscious so I don't like going on top as I think I must look awful, but I'm too scared to say that so I just look lazy. And then I think i should just never have sex as I'm only going to disappoint the guy. I worry in daily life that I'm constantly doing stuff wrong and in bed it's 10x that. I got comfortable with my ex but now I'm back to square one. I don't know how to get over this feeling, the not having sex plan is not really feasible as I keep doing it.. I am trying to lose weight but there's not that much to lose and I think the problem is more mental than anything.. How do I shake this feeling and make myself realise they aren't judging me that much? 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I don't have friends. I have acquaintances but no one I can truly call friend. My day consists of waking up, going to work, coming home, getting high, putting my headphones on and, live in this ""reality"" of a life I made in my dreams. So how did you guys make friends? I want to bring my dream life to reality.",1.4927292110874215,3.749801940298511,2.584648187633263,93.57970149253731,81.83582089552239,5.619616204690832,24.49680170575693,6.868970318607317,0.7456413646055441,258,10,57,3,7,82,47,67,0.036000000000000004,0.653,0.311,0.966,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,3,0,7,14,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,11,4,9,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,1,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20481680147741052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172783761382116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935889293870798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6198770857909726,0.0,0.10479589460017903,0.0,0.11399545820602495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39721572776475017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192605409430074,0.20120025081924767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335420878753664,0.0,0.0,0.17711771319765615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18979568010952905,0.13389014260463572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359196558795538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20164046181174847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830854891573632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460261940495835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SlapAPanda,2018/02/07,"Is it fair to expect your significant other to be supportive of your anxiety? Is it fair to expect your significant other to be supportive of your anxiety? Sometimes I lash out when I have an anxiety attack. I don't feel like I can help it and immediately regret it after. I don't feel like I can talk to my girlfriend about my anxiety. I feel like she dismisses it like it's something I can control, but I don't know how. I told her I'd try and I might need her help sometimes. She says I have to figure it out myself. She's worried that in the future when we start a family I'll lash out like this in front of our future kids. I don't know what to do. I don't know who to talk to. I don't want to go back to therapy. I stopped meds a few months ago. I feel lost.",0.7107954545454547,2.5332254848484905,3.4500568181818174,88.69508522727274,82.03030303030303,7.03409090909091,21.221590909090907,8.07648339933343,0.9761590909090904,595,18,136,12,16,210,77,165,0.18,0.726,0.094,-0.8529,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,4,0,2,5,10,1,0,4,0,17,0,0,2,0,24,32,6,0,5,1,0,4,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,2,5,31,7,21,27,1,17,0,2,0,0,20,5,0,1,15,94,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178859915007577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069423539947554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15129324581895767,0.0,0.1022596963261218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491575444655024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536941405520466,0.0,0.2689712648837994,0.2850203325340415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07558024354717077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827833846049448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192604661600648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248565196841152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517230074863444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771988039534506,0.0,0.0,0.14107943582584068,0.0,0.0,0.10614989107261663,0.0,0.0,0.09860904534593834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057575330886018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238079294901413,0.26305740760093865,0.0,0.0941297134822588,0.0,0.0,0.11118406761722764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018268059482151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137817122425759,0.0,0.0,0.1520835660963804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707589858221155,0.0,0.0902902400345696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843987016222301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505594529121734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,booflippinhoooo,2018/02/07,"Does anybody else find it difficult to eat when you're put with friends? When I go out with my friends or in general, and we go to a restaurant or cafe etc, I get pretty nervous and lose my appetite. The thought of having a meal in front of people and in this kind of setting is extremely uncomfortable for me and often times I can't bring myself to do it. As a result I give the impression that I don't eat, which I hate, because I do eat a lot once I go home and get comfortable. It's also getting extremely difficult to find excuses to not eat when I'm out with them. Does anyone else feel the same? What other such struggles do you face? EDIT: 'Out with friends' not 'put'",4.25753623188406,4.7664120000000025,5.353768115942028,83.98905797101452,70.30434782608695,8.742028985507247,30.55072463768116,8.841846274778883,2.2941681159420293,528,21,111,9,9,175,82,138,0.105,0.748,0.147,0.7932,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,1,1,1,6,12,1,2,7,0,7,6,1,1,0,26,19,12,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,8,13,5,0,4,0,0,7,4,6,0,0,1,1,15,6,20,18,3,18,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,4,4,75,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10739395956384096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939006971193692,0.13759891523978504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186368704759105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23504119091774725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5496605287579156,0.224368921482596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14977204868822494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790251008555034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454825003899496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112630145386958,0.0,0.21048744541288356,0.1288259577351519,0.2289651982837917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258640631651833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13470669811048916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984535848783974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023937066519255,0.0,0.11417099565547725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301752362964054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310176695977894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662412787639855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27000285243716354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403920657582939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066135380647847,0.07830725241046897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OllieWille,2018/02/07,"Obsessive thoughts about school. I can't go to school anymore. I've tried and I'd really like to go, but I can't. It's painful. Last term I only went there maybe 10-20% of the time and my grades (that used to be pretty high) have suffered. I still have the capacity and knowledge since I like to study at home, but since I'm not in school to do any tests and such my teachers haven't been able to evaluate me. One of the few solutions would be school online, but that's not really a thing over here in Sweden. I've been planning on changing schools and see if that helps, sadly I have to go get the papers myself at my school. I have no idea if changing to a better school will help, but it's worth a shot. My current school is riddled with assholes and druggies so that's no place for a pure little angel like me /s Another big problem for me is the commute, but since I live in a pretty remote location, the closest school is more than an hour away on public transportation, so there's no improving on that. I've been promised therapy for over 15 months, but the queues are so long that has yet to happen. Best case scenario: I change school and it works out wonderfully, I get my therapy, I can finish school with decent grades. Worst case scenario: I drop out and live a shit life without job or sanity. Right now it feels like it's gonna be the latter",3.350015527950312,4.679153018115943,4.071946169772256,89.27760869565218,73.16666666666667,7.286128364389232,24.73706004140786,7.793537801064563,1.1064712215320907,1067,32,228,14,21,340,150,276,0.127,0.687,0.18600000000000005,0.9616,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,4,11,14,1,1,15,0,22,3,1,1,1,33,36,20,0,4,12,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,12,0,0,5,0,1,5,9,7,0,1,5,2,21,7,32,25,5,36,1,2,1,0,3,19,1,4,15,139,33,17,0.07150697622502401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862719591171417,0.07498129938005044,0.0,0.0,0.07091570591752969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718315802912678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07504215991831413,0.06324210951824774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226934698078172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03615607572360727,0.051084598102926586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471888747194104,0.0,0.12191718740278475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632333829203732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585923772253142,0.07555104638716208,0.07172732747616622,0.0,0.07041996759818184,0.0,0.0,0.0807226722989914,0.0,0.0,0.07095964019589865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058287729532376126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050749202025675,0.13973878650664845,0.07166877573416687,0.1262839401504626,0.06328142376583143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183836880889141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707618620646724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048454977705166616,0.054384277646887136,0.07608846432011084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470957067107843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454966040856877,0.0,0.06842251901926674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161840002104586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106656698869033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7960576526648528,0.0569818020119228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340088351212729,0.17745392899812942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710556358263095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16354891841617414,0.0,0.04750605762549776,0.0,0.0,0.056768551715915536,0.0416962928806816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854854301559562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061759068500485174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662876833583362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893017334852593,0.07754626543265315,0.05205793033579398,0.0,0.0,0.050796504274881006,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ardenriddle,2018/02/07,"Heart rate went over 200 bpm during panic attack. Now I'm even more anxious it will happen again. I know that I measured properly. At its maximum, my heart rate went up to 220 bpm. It went back down to normal after a few minutes of slow breathing and trying to distract myself by focusing on something else. I haven't had an anxiety attack for about a year, and now I'm worried this will happen again. Isn't a rate that high dangerous?? If it matters, I'm in my mid 20s with no known health issues (besides anxiety, of course). Not overweight but also not in the best shape at the moment. Because I'm always worried, I'm not sure if I'm worrying over nothing. Has anyone else ever had it to go that high?",3.451644100580272,4.951660702127661,4.807672469374598,83.4245454545455,73.18439716312056,7.113088330109607,27.002578981302385,7.686295010490155,1.6334482269503543,553,20,105,7,11,184,91,141,0.195,0.769,0.036000000000000004,-0.9685,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,2,6,0,7,5,3,0,2,15,20,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,5,0,0,5,0,6,2,20,13,3,27,0,0,0,0,0,13,0,2,10,68,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642890309019312,0.11073829338670713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036209987205202,0.1503494073137567,0.0,0.09305689290539736,0.13636243299759584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028092948390656,0.0,0.10233499310347226,0.0,0.08112804901484869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966564725702804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235271236765555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879021114097035,0.12038399338290814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563589547041055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353751907844561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414642969296481,0.0,0.31541532968682745,0.0,0.28122553524831423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389073076339639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314063799810264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039611747337462,0.12769969870583994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561478589506166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245617889331676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543207070843387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090356723354441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701164336749654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054661726908283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570308258734652 anxiety,SleepyIsTired,2018/02/07,"Tremors in the neck Hello everyone, i just wanted to reach out to people if anyone experiences the same type of tremors that i do. When in a social environment. I get this bad shake in my body and a tension in my neck. Then my head shakes. Its embarrassing and it started while i was in high school. Any ideas on how to live with this ?",1.1757089552238789,3.6592366268656735,2.646399253731346,91.00601679104479,85.71641791044777,5.738059701492538,20.315298507462693,7.1686216300943375,0.4960462686567166,262,8,56,4,8,85,50,67,0.158,0.826,0.016,-0.8633,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,4,0,2,4,4,1,0,10,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,12,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,1,4,39,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912611905911707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19665812913372585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483390053055955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31240787216967913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687486002146104,0.0,0.2751186916489895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469427046901601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886459739840543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971584688669333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174995827363092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24835091035861245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498491354200556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846423162131912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867012739888473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907180684300566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16588987795726784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,angryinduvidual,2018/02/07,"[17F] Extreme fear of vomiting and right on the verge of throwing up. Has anyone else experienced this? I’m currently in tears right now, my stomach is in knots and I’m huddled over the toilet. I don’t know if I’ll get any responses in time but if anyone could possibly help me calm down or at least attempt to I’d really appreciate it. I’m very scared and I know the logical thing to do would just be to throw up but I can’t do it. I’m so so close but i just don’t know how to let it happen without freaking out. 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Hi r/Anxiety, first time poster here. Recently, my friends have become distant to me, not replying in group conversations, ignoring my snapchats (i know, that sounds so millennial, but any ignoring feels bad), and so on. This worries me because a particularly attractive member (I mention her appearance because most of our other friends are men and most of them are very into her--I am otherwise pretty unaware of it) of our friend group has been caught talking badly about me behind my back multiple times--and not in a clearly rude way that could be seen as just a very bad attitude imo, its been more of an very annoyed type of way. She is a newer addition to the friend group, so I'm more aware of how the dynamic has changed before and since. I haven't been aware when I have been coming off as annoying or unpleasant around her, though, so this makes me extremely anxious about how I have been affecting other people who I haven't had the chance to see talking badly about me. The side effect of this is that I am now certain that since I have been talked badly about by this person on multiple occasions, this must have affected how others see me. Now, there is the silence, being ignored, friends not saying bye or hi to me in social situations, etc. My long term boyfriend thinks that I am imagining a lot of this, but I think he is disregarding a lot of what I am saying because he hasn't experienced it firsthand. I feel very lonely and don't feel that I have any ways to communicate how I feel to my friends because I feel that since they are uninterested in replying to me much, then I shouldn't feel entitled to any explanations from them regarding why they may be distant. I don't want to come off as a needy ex-friend who can't take a hint. I'm just not sure what to do, how to handle being talked badly about, how to handle the rejection and the loneliness. TLDR: My long-term friends seemingly ignore me, a newer friend for some reason dislikes me and talks badly about me",10.498379396984925,7.34170383165829,9.913762562814073,68.29089510050254,59.678391959798994,13.668592964824116,41.457914572864325,11.81641974633143,4.678572361809046,1647,66,311,37,16,533,185,398,0.206,0.6829999999999999,0.111,-0.9904,0,2,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,4,2,27,29,3,0,17,0,44,0,0,12,5,66,66,27,0,4,10,0,6,0,9,3,0,3,0,2,24,12,0,6,13,0,0,4,11,16,0,1,9,13,44,13,48,49,12,31,0,2,3,0,40,11,0,10,14,224,68,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602911140730146,0.0,0.10951591895687167,0.08086422132319951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372074210290596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05504005422620715,0.41836000988587213,0.1745362786130741,0.07905370001181787,0.060908702112826466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572139573913841,0.12331843727656565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715023709136395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263951738412422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982982736626007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171558326940901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088530589496945,0.0,0.0,0.5530198042905214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039338104781856516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126690835006413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170830209291696,0.0,0.0,0.04777973063170387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523802554978064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962406569842996,0.06250027343056723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282186922035616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359542968451509,0.07067591161304429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138454457651194,0.0,0.0,0.11407885043443848,0.0651630955598346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763338039875695,0.0804581188835072,0.0,0.07296607002972642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059843489963301126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746263193194472,0.0,0.053818716501893835,0.28766360201377483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173023514413788,0.0703262871342877,0.0,0.0417384585188315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23624163630115075,0.04221931867914767,0.17044892146603213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458917406780666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726922416109446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AgriculturalSnoopy,2018/02/07,"Has anyone here tried exposure style therapy for fears and such? what do you do if your anxiety/panic is triggered by fears that are mostly conceptual instead of tangible? 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I thought a “detox” would help. And it did! I loved every bit of it, explored new things to do, found more time in general, my memory of things got better and all in all I was feeling cleaner in the head without unnecessary content thrown at me. Today, I thought I’d download them again. I did. Posted a picture on Instagram. Severe anxiety hit me, as if I’ve never wanted to be back on these 3 again. I was so used to not using them, that now I feel really uncomfortable. So I panicked and deleted all 3 again. Is this normal? 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I would go through the same cycle: click on the app, click out of it, click it again, an endless cycle. My girlfriend left me partly because I become consumed by my phone. The truth is, all of this doesn't feel like me. Now it's affecting my professional life, and I'm worried it'll ruin that too. If others have had a similar experiences with this kind of anxiety I would really like to know how you've been able to handle it. 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Let me give you some background. I used to be very fat and depressed and super insecure. Wore anything I could to cover myself. Even jackets in the summer. I lost alot of weight and kinda got happier but im still struck with anxiety and insecurities all the time. Not sure if I'm still depressed. But I've been talking to this girl for 3 months and I really like her. We talk everyday and it's pretty much always good. But twice now my anxiety and insecurities have gotten the better of me. Once she was talking about some guy she was hanging out with and it instantly popped in my head that I missed my chance and I got audibly uncomfortable on the phone and said I was gunna go. I explained it after and it was fine because I'd rather be honest than leave her guessing. I said I don't wanna be a guy that you can talk to about guys you're interested in. She reassured me she wasn't interested in them and she's sorry. I told her not to be sorry and it sounded like she was and I misinterpreted it my bad. I've got a wierd anxiety of being put in the friend zone I don't know why. She's said she liked me and we've talked sexually blah blah but i keep on getting triggered over little things like this and I can't help it. She made a joke about friendzoning me today and it just set something off. I couldn't help it. My brain just couldn't register it's a joke so I started sending short messages obviously upset. Then she messaged ""well I was joking but okay. Whatever"". Then it clicked and I said I'm sorry I didn't know she was joking. I don't know whats wrong with me. It was a obvious joke but it's like I go dumb when I feel anxious. Like my own insecurities trigger me. Idk I really don't wanna fuck this up. I like her and I keep on letting little stuff set me off. 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I generally have anxiety all the time, I overthink everything. Everything terrifies me. I feel like the world is a scary place and all the horrible things that can happen will happen to me or someone I love. I can't sleep at night because I can't shut my mind off. I have to know exact times people might show up to see me or exact times I'll get calls or texts and so on there's so many things But the thing that bugs me the most is that I can not handle someone unexpectedly knocking on my door. I full on panic like can't breathe body shaking heart pounding blurry vision feel like I'm dying panic attack and can not open the door I will hide and pretend I'm not home. I believe it stems from an event that took place in my childhood of someone trying to break in with bad intentions but I'm not positive and have yet to see a doctor or therapist. Just wondering your opinions on if I could possibly have ptsd? 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I always think about how I have to cope with my anxiety and stress, how I have to keep it under control, or manage it. Will this be my life forever? Will I ever just be able to live & not have to worry about anxiety staring me in the face every single day of my life? 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Being nervous is not the same as having an anxiety disorder. Being sad is not the same as clinical depression. Being a tidy person is not the same as having OCD. Human emotions are not the same as a disorder. I get that people use these terms lightly, but damn it's frustrating.",3.4451904761904757,5.434541042857148,5.311428571428575,77.76190476190479,74.28571428571428,8.095238095238095,25.952380952380953,8.841846274778883,2.298095238095238,283,10,49,6,6,97,38,70,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.0,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,3,10,0,12,1,0,1,0,16,14,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,0,1,1,0,6,10,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,46,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379015622849814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303060852713889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294441711885985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6106196346633204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29965662293878137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391795117018983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.312555156592352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846835820344775,0.2326043667086439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051526413910959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300782917917372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Littletrouble00,2018/02/07,"Seventeen, just moved to a new state, trying to cope with the hiccups of moving Hey everyone, i just moved state for uni, and i'm nearing my second freakout already. Just found out i forgot to bring cutlery, and all my bowls and plates and everything got lost somewhere along the way! I'm already really scared because i've never lived away from my family or anything and now this happens, and i'm totally panicking. I've spoken to someone about borrowing dishes for dinner tonight, and hopefully can get to the shops tomorrow, but any and all support is welcome",7.752339743589744,8.103511605769235,7.621923076923077,71.2897435897436,62.75,10.77948717948718,38.487179487179496,10.504223727775694,4.332075641025641,453,22,73,10,6,145,73,104,0.073,0.836,0.091,0.6058,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,4,23,14,10,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,2,1,1,1,2,4,1,2,0,1,4,0,5,3,15,10,3,15,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,46,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905646593305958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034045150333632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456249179779958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626193262970962,0.0,0.0,0.10787459279314247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690950881919734,0.15904233002971854,0.0,0.16682433382539474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940300589580654,0.0,0.0,0.0924555126572113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153293971378286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648720243989947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576352108827287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626097794039195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317528557345431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5642488479822502,0.0,0.0,0.13648425692395444,0.17091131934098672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336659885307047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771701619009073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993960645744142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008147529938437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014580476598105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140464459242429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jess7373,2018/02/07,"Didn't go to class today bcs i was anxious. Very disappointed at myself right now Have failed college once bcs of attendance problem. Now back again and this is my second semester. Did the first semester with good grades and no attandance problems. I'm currently on lexapro and xanax. But i have a lot on my mind (family issues). It's making me not interested in anything lately. Couldn't get out of bed this morning, then was anxious about class. I feel horrible rn.",2.388448275862068,5.327208218390805,3.5133620689655167,82.78659482758623,87.50574712643677,7.037931034482759,25.64080459770115,8.07648339933343,2.2811080459770117,373,16,65,9,12,120,69,87,0.251,0.7190000000000001,0.03,-0.9593,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,0,14,13,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,4,0,2,4,1,7,2,10,8,1,17,0,2,0,0,0,6,0,1,9,44,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907670272206052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874389477679953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16701974834268907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476462123056247,0.0,0.10982702517773717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475723927436613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348235353809932,0.0,0.12344446258347652,0.18218398733156174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22670899621331925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450203838809117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18466269948818476,0.0,0.0,0.14498820355792685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193184285651008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313197133469833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156779500351969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549467153056776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588803775346548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921956654021584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,heykidss,2018/02/07,"I feel like I'm constantly distracting myself Whenever I'm alone or about to fall asleep I NEED to have something to distract me from my thoughts, or else I start having extremely anxious thoughts that lead to physical chest pains and suicidal thoughts. When I sleep I watch a video until I can't keep my eyes open so that I wont have to deal with myself overthinking every detail about all the interactions I've had that day or how I'm going to deal with my future. I wish I knew how to exist in my own head without some outside stimulant. 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I think that they are spying on me for for almost a year now, by spying I mean knowing who I'm chatting with, where I am all the time and even what kind of porn I watch. They keep dropping really subtle hints about what I'm doing with my life. Anyone knows how to deal with this type of thing? Please I really want them to stop, and if there are any parents who want to help me please do! Thanks! (and sorry for the bad English) ",1.0451428571428565,2.8848148952380974,2.4402380952380973,96.26892857142859,81.0,4.961904761904762,16.214285714285715,5.6839178017228535,-0.750257142857143,384,6,88,2,10,124,68,105,0.065,0.804,0.131,0.7158,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,1,1,20,18,6,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,14,2,16,18,1,8,0,0,1,1,12,3,0,2,4,57,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668599401289224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678101961519714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130358480202527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556639967442121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220451957876533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313741940224975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845982525863913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496229394003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657104603178704,0.0,0.19414156609165345,0.2049177038431475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316833351476889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20308049053481916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140241765104951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40929550071014026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388678588679027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869678709777828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586656527103504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716427109046217,0.0,0.0,0.12385798339254073,0.2389178286926309,0.0,0.0,0.10871074151971084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199263510412753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005691621485633 anxiety,throwawaySorry-,2018/02/07,"I have no motivation left. Please help. This is not a suicidal post. This is a post about me not wanting to do anything anymore. I've given up. On physical health Emotional health My job My friends I don't want to move anymore. I don't want to try. I'm sitting here about to call out of a shift that I'm leaving for in 5 hours that I KNOW nobody can cover and that I WILL get in trouble for it. I'm about to ruin my job and I don't care, and I know that I should. I can't say no to anybody and I put myself under a huge stress load. I'm a fucking pusher and I let everyone walk all over me. And I'm done trying to fix it. Use me to better your life situation then throw me the fuck away for the next person. I realise it now. I always pinned depression to suicide. But no. It can be lots different than wanting to die. This is depression. I want to live. I just don't want to try anymore. Help.",-1.0853455517373052,0.9942507938144338,1.6885108820160362,95.75440817105766,95.18556701030927,4.7297441771668565,19.04085528827797,6.42735559955562,0.04796090110729345,690,23,161,9,27,238,104,194,0.21,0.674,0.116,-0.9526,3,0,0,0,0,1,22.0,0,1,0,2,6,10,2,1,7,0,17,5,0,2,1,24,36,8,3,7,4,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,1,11,7,0,0,3,0,0,4,10,7,0,0,2,1,24,3,28,30,2,21,0,3,0,2,7,10,2,1,4,105,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093782004280458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353278632869459,0.0,0.0,0.09274900097431588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589278514680203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968098124448012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508737063699327,0.0,0.11491321887119885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415030369799247,0.0,0.11697300920882572,0.1177557701597249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533931629248488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678122099876254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769723147132804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707784640616154,0.20839328066195897,0.058885227559889765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396064612240225,0.0,0.0,0.15109146343027569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109945813456122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22369040556566225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388263203335348,0.0,0.0,0.1193413957219774,0.12245746657457195,0.11525146718679853,0.07960892517863055,0.0,0.0,0.09952314340483197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582022880354356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119790664212128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986613366603995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841219370275836,0.0,0.12371943213406507,0.0,0.0,0.21588603179226284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330257281897173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962984836586596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668840544065135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129106522282554,0.0,0.0,0.2465683056731268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295638037368797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734344087774503,0.0,0.0,0.3988682487093295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Radio_Vet,2018/02/07,"Evening anxiety. Ok this is stramge but I thought Id see if anyone has a similar experience. Everynight around the same time I get a little bit of anxiety that last for a few hours than dissipates. The same almost every day. No worries or issues, just a pit in my stomach that I associate with anxiety (ive had full blown anxiety in the past so Im aware of how my body reacts). Whats up? Its just this shitty feeling.",1.6280952380952378,3.988548476190477,3.783333333333335,84.5616666666667,82.09523809523809,7.542857142857144,27.190476190476193,8.515128840125781,2.3141047619047623,328,15,65,8,9,112,64,84,0.224,0.737,0.039,-0.9444,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,1,4,2,2,2,0,14,8,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,9,6,5,11,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,5,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19805053399008887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6052120702541126,0.0,0.0,0.1382940736971622,0.0,0.0,0.17606829497278462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21592718831385005,0.2196916928261266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755330519069874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063342965671512,0.0,0.16664022752584454,0.0,0.0,0.19346916797169555,0.0,0.0,0.1000047392838406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333315648428157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477585327200075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363896398998586,0.20643347138760515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16121907808502428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822995412656835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880570894330925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760698969897036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701715687481566,0.11532852543266002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20085765820993226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gorightthroughformsu,2018/02/07,"I need help selecting a self-help book My cousin has anxiety, and I'd like to get a self-help book for him. A lot of these books seem to be for panic attacks, which I'm not sure he has. From what I've gathered so far, panic attacks seem to be related to a specific thing, such as driving. His anxiety seems to be more generalized in that it can be related to many things. He still has panic attacks, especially at night, but they are about various things, usually bad memories and worrying about the future. Does anyone have any recommendations? He also has asperger syndrome and a slight learning disability, so simple and straightforward is probably better. I was looking at [Dare by Barry McDonagh](https://www.amazon.com/Dare-Anxiety-Stop-Panic-Attacks/dp/0956596258/ref=sr_1_2?ie=UTF8&qid=1517972685&sr=8-2&keywords=dare+anxiety+book) and the [Dare workbook](https://www.amazon.com/DARE-Workbook-Brave-Tools-Anxiety/dp/0956596274/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1517972685&sr=8-1&keywords=dare+anxiety+book&dpID=41Q-PFsIAmL&preST=_SX218_BO1,204,203,200_QL40_&dpSrc=srch)? Any thoughts on these? Thanks.",11.239075630252104,14.966460941176472,7.8174789915966425,60.64294117647064,57.235294117647065,11.445378151260504,37.436974789915965,11.20814326018867,5.276285714285715,960,43,122,28,14,269,111,170,0.17,0.754,0.076,-0.8747,0,0,0,0,0,0,97.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,3,3,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,16,22,10,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,7,0,0,2,1,6,4,18,16,3,10,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,4,5,68,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617597634155434,0.0,0.7530953767736995,0.0,0.1050363284466375,0.0,0.1181594880928052,0.0,0.0,0.05400010263332755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635763857319807,0.0,0.0,0.06448273857935383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830250914608747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758335572569361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04034880820559271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529430891432386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03773004180339514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06485265737875809,0.0,0.0,0.06565707893848254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829778018431763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057264102421476885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247390324931399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624449579626395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326560053027036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109183236710488,0.1611327539181094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06167493950798245,0.06456665119648257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278713570043739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110181087346296,0.0,0.0,0.1539219497978895,0.0,0.0,0.06131096119852982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850565021616045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784294935282446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jabroniii92,2018/02/07,"Lexapro and Anxiety? I’ve hit a wall. I’ve [25/F] dealt with anxiety for probably the past 15 years or so. I started seeing my psychiatrist in 2015 for an eating disorder and ADHD symptoms and have been on stimulants ever since, which have changed my life tremendously for the better. My anxiety was manageable on its own until about 6 months ago, when the stress of balancing a marriage, working, and going to school full time started worsening my anxiety symptoms. My psychiatrist prescribed me 10mg of Lexapro and I’ve been taking it, along with my normal stimulant, for close to 4 months now. I’ve noticed a heavy reduction in the negative symptoms my anxiety was giving me (lack of sleep, tension in the chest, awkwardness in social situations, etc.) but I can’t help but feel like my anxiety isn’t totally cured, and I believe I can attribute a new array of miserable symptoms as side effects of the Lexapro. For example, I’ve lost the ability to feel even remotely excited for anything. Very apathetic and unmotivated. Things I used to find joy in have lost all appeal and seem boring to me. I’ve become even more anti-social than my anxiety was making me before. The only period of time I feel slightly motivated to get anything is done is during certain parts of the day when my stimulant is kicked in but even that is short lived and not effecting me like it usually would. I feel somewhat emotionless and disconnected. As apathetically bored and lethargic as I get now, the days seem even shorter and hours just pass by, leaving me feeling lost in time... if that can possibly make any sense. Additionally, I’ve been experiencing horrendous neck & back pain and stiffness that refuses to subside no matter what I do. I’ve been nonstop reading about the possible links between these symptoms and Lexapro. I’m desperate for relief and feel I would be much happier managing my anxiety through therapeutic exercises vs. this medication. I have the strong desire to quit the Lexapro cold turkey, knowing that I haven’t been on it for years and never have taken more than 10mg, though I know it’s strongly recommended to taper off. However, I’ve read numerous accounts where people have been weening off of it for a very long period of time and I’m just not willing to spend that amount of time trying to get rid of it, given it’s long half life. I just feel like tapering off of it would only extend the duration of possible withdrawal symptoms, which has seemed to be the case in several stories I’ve come across. I’m just desperate for my stimulated life back, even with the increased anxiety I dealt with before. As luck would have it, my psychiatrist is out of town for several weeks and I won’t be seeing her for a bit. Words cannot describe how miserable I have been feeling and the thought of dealing with this any longer is unbearable in itself. Discovering that Lexapro may be the culprit for all these unwanted side effects has made me even more terrified to read how difficult it appears to be get off of it. I’m incredibly nervous about what I may experience whether I quit cold turkey or taper off and for how long it may take. I’ve read horror stories about the discontinuation ruining lives but the side effects while on it long term being equally as damaging. I’m wishing I never even started it to begin with. I suppose I’m searching for some insight, advice, relatable support, experience from others, etc. Anything that may help me would be extremely appreciated. 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Title basically says it all but I'll go a little more in depth. I'm currently a Junior in high school and I cant stand it, i have trouble falling asleep because of how anxious i get about school, when i wake up i just lay in bed staring at the ceiling for half an hour then i get ready, and once i actually get to school i just zone out all the time. I cant focus in any of my classes which makes teachers mad at me and pull me outside which makes me more anxious, this happens so much that at lunch (after 2 classes) i will usually call or text my mom/aunt/dad or whoever might be able to pick me up because I'm practically shaking. I have no idea what i can do to stay focused and actually do something. someone please give me advice and I'm sorry, this was way longer than i expected it to be...",2.660115207373273,3.7529348118279593,4.500030721966206,86.46290322580647,74.53763440860214,7.249769585253457,27.80184331797235,7.7094869923839395,1.528306912442397,689,27,150,9,14,235,111,186,0.117,0.821,0.063,-0.8293,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,6,3,1,1,5,0,16,3,2,4,2,22,28,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,9,6,1,0,1,0,0,5,4,3,0,1,1,2,23,0,24,23,5,28,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,3,7,99,32,7,0.1302774499116857,0.0,0.2542639967314513,0.0,0.0,0.2546112325583107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718626668811968,0.0,0.0,0.2943528727967695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588318485491817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330278422519401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419377172620914,0.124974000965151,0.14807935405964467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520391870901815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764527856003106,0.0,0.0,0.12829704576913933,0.0,0.0,0.14706738352458892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057222992562112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392241887405555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820378678160267,0.0,0.15257937479810055,0.0,0.0,0.0957689156005964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874123235993754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430055184190625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360185712373164,0.0,0.5273909379669295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110383660543867,0.10029394572235237,0.0,0.14583493920421245,0.0,0.138858427639583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596582870700389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14348220561823288,0.0,0.0,0.10340817582374427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558281275322355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Roselillya_Wanderer,2018/02/07,"just rambling/ stressed out. I dont really know what to say I dont really want to say anything. I just feel down, and no I feel like no one really understands me. Im going to my theapest tomorrow, I dont really enjoy it, tends to cause more stress than anything since I never really feel like my answers are acquitted to what she is looking for and she doesn't really ask too many questions. Im at a point where I just dont want to exist anymore it would be easier for everyone that way. and who knows maybe in the next year or two I will actually do it. I dont want to work. I dont want a job I dont want to have to deal with people and deadlines and money or being forced into hours and days i have to work with no choice. I was doing a job 2 days a week a few months ago for about 8 months, and would self harm every shift and just lay in bed most days I had off. I am pretty miserable when working so like.. whats the point? that was with only 2 days a week as well. I currently have a paper route and thats a job I guess, I dont feel stress form that but its only about an hour of work every week and I dont have to talk to any higher ups or any of that stressful stuff, but its not like I can make a living on that, oh and they have ripped me off $10 they said they would pay me. oh well. I try to do freelance stuff, but Im not really a hustler and or spamming people to hire me, most of the time doing freelance doesnt really cause stress, but im not doing it for many hours and not usually getting paid for it either because most people assume the work they want done isnt worth anything, like me. My family is always stressed out about money too. they never talk to us directly about it but we can centrally hear them and how they are going paycheck to paycheck and now moving houses maybe this year to try and pay off debt but I know my family we will move into a house almost as nice as this one and will be in the same old situation because they like having nice stuff and the stress of money always haunting them. I dont want to work. I dont want to be apart of this system, I didnt really want to be born in the first place, I try alot of the things people say to try, im on medication, I get exercise everyday/go outside, I try and find freelancy things to do or art to work on, but at the end of the day im never going to be able to make enough cash to live independently without a whole lot more scars and a whole lot more misery. so why cant I just be happy until I decide its time for me to go?",3.1040976058931875,3.450551486187848,4.8306215469613285,87.29447744014735,72.8121546961326,8.09594843462247,22.818139963167592,8.167268648758528,0.9379830570902388,1959,42,450,28,36,669,214,543,0.136,0.7979999999999999,0.066,-0.9825,5,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,3,0,9,8,19,21,0,8,25,0,52,2,0,6,3,95,84,40,0,12,23,0,4,6,0,6,2,5,1,1,27,29,0,0,13,2,9,6,27,9,2,4,7,10,54,12,71,64,16,63,0,1,1,0,26,23,0,15,38,305,81,14,0.04169071423117282,0.0,0.040684123131795945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036956302692180025,0.0,0.041747228091326034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06938002802763935,0.0,0.0,0.05670223062541056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134598588822693,0.0,0.0,0.10292371659955783,0.0,0.038975189973412386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050828544872207296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565569550237928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344353084618571,0.04298129573922044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266407536530355,0.5374732724096651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03692559834924093,0.04307765243119578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025244969104744,0.03983726406419372,0.0,0.0,0.07860458999720274,0.0,0.0843203111243318,0.0595677091538969,0.0,0.0,0.03810455751632117,0.035462100227324364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043563354930028816,0.0,0.11846896830230998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459270219783196,0.0,0.0,0.044380540534764534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04698846492734947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123170866688536,0.09621097344066663,0.0,0.0,0.2701987531928853,0.0,0.12411480267510334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873637870524904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220786256420098,0.0,0.07362732895083622,0.0,0.035009699879497216,0.0,0.0,0.07088790873058745,0.0,0.0,0.055657750966018785,0.08453568122812664,0.08376785211614042,0.0,0.0,0.0419990085023174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655426069341487,0.08862126272789429,0.0,0.0,0.09646334689826176,0.0,0.04433854755569319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04374739145262081,0.0,0.0565014138544151,0.06341533365668113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561236758969465,0.0,0.043557922955376575,0.0,0.0788224011563698,0.0,0.0,0.04241444445541902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670314130709293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24037325179415225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965741631134069,0.09946238789811153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04349250735003511,0.0,0.0,0.0344869896319796,0.04686210956829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342960060551196,0.0,0.14317768013610865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701883376565894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539491605634847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04862038147207919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415262915630522,0.0,0.040725769906146174,0.04340150381665697,0.050148795977849735,0.0,0.04591643170589541,0.0,0.2213123708043465,0.033092148413690216,0.100325328633392,0.0,0.07496991789464498,0.0,0.037619385017853814,0.09309238715573163,0.0,0.04018836078224386,0.0,0.21245935546012693,0.0,0.0,0.08884766167439355,0.0,0.0,0.053694906162234136 anxiety,LogogrammaticCoffee,2018/02/07,"I don’t know what to do I’m just going to be honest and say it. I think that I should probably try and see a doctor, but even that makes me anxious about how it will make my parents (I’m 17, so I still live at home) worry and feel like they have failed. However, I also know that I can’t continue on this path I’m on, where my anxiety has gotten so bad that I have basically closed myself off from the world because I feel like my friends don’t actually care about me because I am an annoying and worthless person. As a result of this, I kind of spend my days just working on autopilot, wallowing in my self-hate. So, yeah, does anyone have any advice for what I should do? 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Basically there are 4 sections to our project I have 3 other group mates. One of them is sweet and said she would take the intro section because she had the original idea for our hypothesis. The other two know each other outside of class and ganged up on me, deciding that I should take the data section because ""they're good at explaining and analysis for the results and methods sections and etc."", basically a bunch of excuses. I said I would prefer the results section, I didn't want the data section because I had been forced to take the data section of a research project before and I was horrible at it. I'm terrible at math and computer programs, I struggled through the required math classes. I told them that. Side note: during our first meeting outside of class all they did was talk about hair and Kylie Jenner while I tried to hash out the hypothesis with our other sweet group member. I know they just don't want it because it's a lot of work. I offered to flip a coin and no direct response to that... So, how do I stand up for myself?? My SA makes me want to avoid eye contact and agree to it so I am avoid conflict too, but some part of me is sick of getting bulldozed over. Tldr: group mates are ganging up on me for a research project, trying to make me take the worst sections. 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He has been completely MIA and told me he’d call me in 15 minutes 2.5 hours ago. I’m trying not to freak but my heart rate is up and there’s a million scenarios going through my head. None of them good either. Anyone have problems like this? I’m worried I’m going to explode when I see him and that’s not going to help. How do you cope?",0.9458064516129028,3.1462395483870966,2.6283978494623668,92.78259677419355,83.6236559139785,5.440430107526883,22.203225806451613,6.742157984588678,0.5135083870967745,350,12,76,4,10,115,70,93,0.16899999999999998,0.762,0.069,-0.8694,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,2,3,4,0,0,2,0,7,3,2,1,0,10,15,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,1,12,2,11,12,2,11,0,0,1,0,10,5,0,0,4,46,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007051054509848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831610671714005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13802176780870354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311971827199982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23739403048742094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860341816198371,0.1899079283155901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23236927464950402,0.0,0.0,0.26830536371812064,0.3035252303078769,0.0,0.22711482073943765,0.0,0.22297524361063664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106159624389658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665059452779875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430872402822873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804251211457472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163512500555037,0.0,0.15372235425628622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483435159644844,0.2299375642209532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GetttingBetteratThis,2018/02/07,"I am not a burden on the people who love me; my anxiety is a burden on me. Had this realization and thought I might share it. I was having another panic attack today and I asked for reassurance from a friend, and then I immediately felt worse for asking someone else to make me feel better instead of being able to just feel better myself. But then, I somehow realized that if the people in my life didn't care about me, they wouldn't care to help me when I reach out to them when I'm struggling. I am not a burden. They love me. My anxiety is the burden on me that makes me feel like a burden to other people. And once I realized the difference, my heart started to slow down again. My friend did get back to me and helped me continue unwinding, but I was kind of proud of myself. I hope that other people will find comfort in hearing this - you are not a burden on other people, your anxiety is just a burden on you. And it will get better. I get caught in really tight cyclical thinking, so it was a big moment for me to be able to string a thought like that out during a panic attack. Now I'm about to get nervous again for sharing an intimate thought with a bunch of strangers over the internet, but I'm still proud of myself, damnit.",6.514031510658015,5.58353608433735,7.281606425702813,76.97215940685824,65.66666666666667,10.07117701575533,30.800432499227682,9.265573868473778,2.48230219338894,971,29,192,15,13,325,118,249,0.123,0.662,0.215,0.9702,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,3,3,5,14,32,2,4,17,0,19,4,1,2,0,36,46,15,0,3,9,0,5,2,2,4,1,1,0,0,13,9,0,1,11,1,0,1,5,13,0,0,11,6,37,19,35,29,1,28,0,0,0,2,19,13,0,4,16,149,50,0,0.21303162403662054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169111618593568,0.2444529139422274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915581131885726,0.24235422658544284,0.0,0.08190408461338622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826137394436359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21719993851881592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11128635282419372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898029313082771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157278499553487,0.07609491738874645,0.10227188344748316,0.0,0.09735352248809816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458770428290126,0.0,0.2226004620062056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200510614780543,0.126221750095337,0.14279060707783756,0.0,0.0,0.10579423517759096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091982712230394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523526807533061,0.10407649086132198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922693580029594,0.0,0.14220026326211513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299644399723074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343586349946075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994671057942264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692232623100493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823675667217599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902505018662395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539243998043578,0.0,0.08506366506990612,0.0,0.0,0.11135345378378912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825103142134943,0.0,0.2536849704326378,0.0,0.0,0.10096453522636406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854871234706072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Minimintyminttea,2018/02/07,Does anyone else feel like people are being nice to you because they think you are dumb? I feel like that all the time. ,3.017500000000002,4.763005750000001,2.8566666666666656,95.955,74.83333333333334,4.800000000000002,16.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.0531833333333331,94,1,20,0,2,28,20,24,0.11,0.631,0.259,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,3,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,3,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381001687089169,0.3489039585202268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20757841310152286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.297992181782837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844615625703605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34435525194399275,0.4865364754921427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327226757246366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360743540811164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819207784144146,0.0,0.0,0.19856050681245094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwawayoforyayo,2018/02/07,"Hypochondria, Rabies scare and suicidal thoughts. I started getting flu symptoms yesterday, now I’m full on sick. Im 100% sure in my mind i have rabies. The only thing that makes me feel better is that ill definitely die at this point. I woke up this morning and bawled. I just wanted to end it now so i didnt go through the disease. I popped a bunch of klonopin which did nothing. No reassurance from family or friends. I dont know what to do. This has ruined my life. Kind of just want to drive off a cliff at this point. 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I don't know if I have anxiety, but like everyday now i keep having panic/anxiety attacks and it feels like i'm going to throw up and it feels like the walls are like closing on to me. My symptoms are: -feeling like i'm going to vomit -sweating -Shaking -sweaty palms -Pounding heart - Sometimes shortness of breath I just want to know if I have anxiety or like a panic disorder",1.6119230769230732,4.302272500000001,3.336615384615385,85.03338461538462,86.82051282051279,6.196923076923077,28.312820512820515,7.554174236665415,2.188518974358974,317,16,57,6,10,105,48,78,0.2,0.557,0.243,0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,9,1,2,2,0,8,6,4,0,0,15,19,6,0,3,5,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,3,8,6,7,19,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,8,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834329654548231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797309662205543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106472008591887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396461837809569,0.3385939635411537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957325360278134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872132161448915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042449984781166,0.0,0.0,0.1736490624486715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631015153372282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37072317185482256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625139702590266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420710853023762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318376096803006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wkern74,2018/02/07,"Journaling for anxiety Has anybody ever tried consistent journaling and had success in reducing anxiety? If so, what did you do that helped? Otherwise, why didn't it work? I have been looking a lot into it recently.",3.8128947368421073,7.074928184210527,5.695052631578946,67.76836842105266,82.94736842105263,11.461052631578946,36.54736842105263,10.355215969177356,6.07256210526316,173,11,25,8,5,59,34,38,0.086,0.807,0.107,0.4291,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,3,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,2,22,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5472497221135867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235427944057185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397459252487514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003618186038338,0.0,0.0,0.3040874565710161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35316667529945484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284180932970206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227513214227149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039590907275545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pussonfiretires,2018/02/07,"I told my teacher I physically couldn't present in front of the class So I thought I escaped this bullshit when I graduated and took a trade, but I'm required to take Communications. It's exactly what it sounds like. Tomorrow, we all have to present for five minutes in front of the class a project all about ourselves. I've been stressing about it all week, so I texted my teacher this afternoon and told her a bit about my anxiety and that I really couldn't present tomorrow. It felt weird telling someone about my anxiety, I've only just recently accepted it as a part of my life. WHAT A SHITTY PART OF MY LIFE. She told me I won't grow more comfortable if I don't try, and suggested I present in front of her and one other student. Which seemed even worse to me. Their full attention would be on me. I can't fucking handle attention. I told her I really couldn't do it. Her reply? ""Come see me tomorrow"" She really doesn't get what anxiety's all about, huh? Now my hearts about to implode thinking about having to discuss my anxiety with her in person, and have her tell me I'll fail the course if I don't tough it out because it's all about public speaking. I feel very angry that my brain is wired the way it is. I never fucking asked for this man... I'm going to fail this stupid fucking course because I can't help but freak out when attention is put on me. It's so unfair I just want to blow up. I can't fucking handle this anymore. 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However when ever I don’t respond I’m afraid they’ll think the same thing. 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Had another panic attack last night? (stoner with a history of health anxiety) Hi everyone, I know this might be long but im just giving you context of the whole thing. I'm not sure if what I had was a panic attack or not since it's been a while since I got this level of anxiety. This is a strange post for me. For the last 8 months or so, I've been making some extreme dietary changes to increase my overall health and to just become a healthy person in general. I'm currently almost at a health weight where I'm no longer overweight but the exercise has been lacking lately. I had a history of health anxiety in the past which led me to believe that I was going to have a heart attack and even call an ambulance on an occasion, but they weren't as bad as what happened last night. Anywho, yesterday I didn't eat anything but coffee and cream. When it came time for dinner, I made this big shake with only some little fruit and a lot of veggies, including 2 small avocados which ended up filling me up. Later in the night I was high because that's what I do every night. 2AM comes around the corner and my hungry intensifies after being high for a while and since it's been like 4 hours since having the shake. So I ate some microwavable chicken nuggets with some leftover fries and ketchup (yea so much for healthy) Then after sometime, for some reason I looked up what a hernia was out of curiosity. Lately, I've been focusing on my health in general, but for some reason the idea of a hernia grossed me out in a way that made me uncomfortable... I looked down at my lower abdomen and start feeling around and think to myself that I might have a hernia. I then started to notice my head become dizzy and things just started leading downhill toward a ""panic attack"". I simply lost control of the situation and went into the mode of being so dizzy that I was unable to walk, accompanied by cold sweats, blurred vision where I couldn't see, and very ringing ears where I could barely hear. After about 30 seconds, it went away and all I was left with was some nausea which forced me to run through like 30 minutes of meditation before I was able to just go back to sleep. I had to wake somebody up in the process because I wasn't sure if I was going to die, you know ...This has happened twice before but I always thought it had to do with being dehydrated or somethin with adrenals? Does this sound like it was a panic attack? 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Hi, So just a few hours ago I was sitting at my desk working, and I felt like my heart skipped a beat and the world started shaking a little. I felt like I was going to hit the ground so I put my arms out to catch my balance in my chair. I didn't end up hitting the ground but it was quite frightening. My heart beat went from 60-85 beats per minutes shortly after. A few hours later I had two more 'episodes' like that, but my vision wasn't as shaky. I just felt like I was falling. I have had multiple EKG's done. 1/2 showed PVC's. I just recently had a holter monitor for 48 hours, but I'm still waiting on the results. My 2d Echo test came back entirely normal. I've had a number of tests done in the last 12 months (chest xray, ab ultrasound, urinalyses, bloodwork for thyroid and normal stuff) that all came back normal (except that one EKG which led to the Holter / Echo). I'm expecting the Holter comes back normal, but if so...then what do I do? I felt like I was falling 3 different times today, and if everything's normal I don't know what's going on. Does anyone else have problems with vision, balance, or feeling like they're going to fall out of a damn plane? Also I should note that I was sort of slouching forward all three times. I saw in this video by Dr. Sanjay Gupta (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tPdZjfq6kMI) that posture can cause Ectopic beats.",3.132005494505496,5.160596271062271,3.5854441391941414,89.61684752747256,75.30036630036629,6.161721611721612,23.829212454212453,6.996647511020387,0.7867168498168495,1094,34,220,11,24,341,153,273,0.07,0.8190000000000001,0.111,0.828,2,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,6,10,11,1,3,14,0,21,7,4,3,2,44,41,15,0,10,11,0,5,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,10,0,1,6,2,0,15,3,5,0,3,22,6,26,6,24,16,5,49,0,0,1,0,1,16,1,6,25,125,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678184505444413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829005514748337,0.0,0.10607387816243008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845348458813845,0.10030942807312003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258356147896752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22394149514560127,0.0,0.10056957478989136,0.0,0.08433160022819243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228395822742199,0.0,0.0,0.08567235938415044,0.200369999595568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178232419958259,0.0,0.0867097442397703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798560107913271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04950084046477589,0.06993929762264234,0.3759948201701857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691532813664892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320223439173901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892333455870282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380290894796615,0.07980101664496385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28697199180927285,0.09812084312032876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814230751539916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796027644556689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633911654139057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936764328093099,0.0,0.09841586199602516,0.0,0.10412798322261488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666377316390044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929364639889465,0.0,0.07818252772131612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120713053676744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417176784545502,0.0,0.09279711340579927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563341558153142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075365545155482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07127187486212783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Qualtza,2018/02/07,"Cracked screen on my phone makes me anxious! I have numbers of phones, tablets, and laptops. They're all in extremely pristine condition, literally just like I unboxed them yesterday. I won't use my phone until it has screen protector, skins, and case. Until yesterday, I drop my phone to a concrete floor waist high, this made me extremely upset, and ruined my whole day, the drop cracked a tiny bit of the screen, there is a hairline crack out of the LCD. Tried to shrug it off, telling myself over and over that it's okay, just a scratch. I can't sleep, and I almost bought myself a new phone, then I stopped myself. I need to write this down, I need to vent, I don't want that stupid phone takes over my mind, and throw $700 because of that small stupid, stupid cracks. Mind you, that crack is not even replace worthy, its stupid. How do you guys live with cracked screen, dents, dings, and scratches on your phone? I just want to throw this phone away at this point!",6.219061583577713,6.411384053763442,4.961534701857283,89.60775659824048,65.98924731182797,8.269012707722387,29.812316715542522,7.686295010490155,1.541070967741936,758,24,160,7,11,220,109,186,0.107,0.8079999999999999,0.084,-0.3153,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,1,0,6,8,4,1,8,1,8,3,3,4,1,27,17,11,0,4,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,9,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,6,0,0,2,7,25,2,23,14,3,27,0,1,4,0,15,15,0,1,9,93,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002240078751592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258899322356963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18786238945176398,0.0,0.0,0.12188946948181027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829684668043792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895311852218042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206704532114066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979848685223047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126128208679876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976869170129204,0.0,0.17656212838167035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920032690569186,0.13347015451367447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037909820240667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29652517483099183,0.0,0.19311581627804236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902017920024555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009736521578014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716962918035802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033974265374073,0.0,0.17476770170292438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575493565451982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269515931040724,0.0,0.0,0.2358748746828987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232403408701923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cicirawr,2018/02/07,"At the end of the day... On my drive home from work I start thinking of every mistake I might’ve made. What if the email I sent to a client will be read the wrong way and depicted as rude? What if I said something I shouldn’t have to another client earlier today? I know I wouldn’t be fired if these things actually happened. I think I’m just afraid of feedback. I know no one’s perfect and people make mistakes, but I feel like a failure when I do and that no one will look at me the same way.",3.34,3.786164333333332,4.307619047619049,90.8957142857143,72.33333333333334,7.523809523809526,26.42857142857143,7.447530270364453,1.0495714285714293,385,12,90,4,7,125,72,105,0.187,0.758,0.055,-0.8862,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,1,1,7,0,8,0,0,2,1,21,21,9,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,5,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,5,0,2,3,4,13,2,10,12,1,12,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,6,57,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.20054285672205416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548950375152573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325334736398988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201608905614025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731464987843665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390930644975807,0.14681253573307146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817270495270558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061378814592082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258799204729001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039917288753253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725721162545847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445343258063727,0.13717592414726032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180079174973493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785104869163064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247102237972034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20556022426845785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19548194590622792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820749021207586,0.0,0.0,0.14545722195984775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652813258172974,0.263358114660302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947943429646939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262399907921366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960980493992868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246870323509992,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-WhoWasOnceDelight,2018/02/07,"On one hand, I am proud of myself for realizing that this is just some typical BS from my brain... ...on the other, I'd rather just feel fine and not have all the insight into how my thoughts lie to me. Ugh. Why doesn't realizing that these feelings are temporary and not based in fact make them effing go away?",4.62822580645161,5.145889080645162,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,69.48387096774194,8.780645161290323,26.79032258064516,8.841846274778883,1.6867612903225804,241,7,52,4,4,78,53,62,0.042,0.835,0.123,0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,2,2,19,10,3,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,3,6,2,9,9,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893224469298809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625836935746535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41904466193727097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355009753182628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766010125763633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807937441394117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289704162630145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739123413301925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cucucumbra,2018/02/07,"I made serious progress with confrontation anxiety over the weekend and yesterday! I have suffered with confrontation anxiety for years. Seeing people, speaking on the phone, texting people back can set me off so getting involved in an argument is unheard of. My neighbour is being harassed by her ex and he was stood in her doorway stopping her from shutting the door. She was begging him to go and crying, but he wouldn’t leave. She has two kids and a baby in the flat but he still wouldn’t leave. I knew what was happening so I went out to let my dog out and rather than going in I stayed out and asked her if she was okay, she clearly wasn’t. I told him to go and that she clearly doesn’t want him there. This went on for a good ten minutes. He eventually left and I went over and gave her a cuddle and encouraged her to report him to the police. We spoke for hours. She told me about the stuff he has done to her, walking into her flat at 4am, spitting in her face, wrenching the phone out her hand when she tried to call the police. So we made a code word for her to message me if she needed me to call the police so he wouldn’t take the phone off her again. She text me the code word yesterday, he was kicking her door and shouting through the door for her to talk to him. He was gone by the time I saw the message three minutes later so I went over to see if she was okay, we were talking a few hours later when he just burst into her flat. Our babies are on the floor between him and us. She has stood in front the babies and I’ve gone between her and her ex. I shut the front room door behind me so he couldn’t get past me or see them. I kept telling him to go, he threatened to push past me if I didn’t move and I refused to move. I said he was being selfish and that she clearly didn’t want to speak or see him and what he was doing was wrong. I managed to shepard him out the hallway, shut and lock the door. The police were rung again, he was arrested last night and charged with stalking then released later that night with a court date for two weeks. The police took my statement and I said I would be okay standing up in court if needs be. I am so absolutely shocked and proud of myself. I think I was running on anger and concern for my neighbour and the babies. I’ve never ever been in a position like this before, where I’ve had to and chosen to get involved and support somebody in this way. My neighbour is doing okay, he’s stopped messaging her directly now so that’s better. She seems to be in a better place. I am a bit afraid, he obviously knows where I live and I am afraid of repercussions. He’s a nasty man. Hopefully that doesn’t happen and I don’t regret getting involved. We’ve helped each other so much and I can hold my head up because of how proud of myself I am. I made a difference. Sorry for the long post! I just wanted to share my progress and how I’m feeling now about it. TL;DR stepped into an argument where my neighbour was being harassed and stalked. I got him out her flat when he barged in. He’s been arrested and has left her aline since being released and he has a court date in two weeks. I am very proud of myself for the first time in so long. 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I think one of the worse symptoms of my anxiety is that I often feel in “trouble” or like someone is upset with me. Usually this will happen after working a shift or leaving classes for the day. I end up questioning the things I did or said during the day and if I did everything correctly. Often times these anxieties come up when trying to go to sleep. Does anyone else get this? How do you combat the feelings?",4.0368,5.82200568,4.979000000000003,81.62950000000002,72.2,7.4,27.5,8.07648339933343,1.9344000000000008,408,15,73,6,8,133,69,100,0.201,0.753,0.046,-0.9316,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,1,5,6,0,2,6,0,7,2,1,1,1,20,16,8,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,3,4,9,2,13,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,10,9,53,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621868874078535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504732969736005,0.0,0.0,0.2289377512004631,0.33547766085883063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102048294210778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111570370867176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28652503835931714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735150957303343,0.0,0.14499724866351146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713075433831224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483279960119601,0.11695347296492582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855309986809739,0.0,0.09303938310422973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476699464206993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733437940729789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995952788870604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093319974132536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339112421209752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572438934807584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382685138613173,0.0,0.2774195699868177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701559421847661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876073479093422,0.10489787533885367,0.0,0.0,0.09545981456745674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111474088847871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030191962854736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918182728716575,0.0,0.16683307283197002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,princess-silkworm,2018/02/07,"Do you ever feel like you’re not sure who you are and that you should go write down your opinions/feelings about everything to clearly define yourself? I have a constant stress that I don’t have any concrete feelings or opinions, it’s hard to explain, but I feel the need to organize and make a list of my opinions on everything and try to map out on paper who I am as a person",6.606818181818182,5.6470665324675355,6.782435064935068,80.72222402597406,65.49350649350649,9.258441558441561,36.133116883116884,8.07648339933343,2.7391844155844156,301,13,60,3,4,97,54,77,0.066,0.882,0.052000000000000005,0.0049,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,3,20,14,6,0,2,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,4,9,2,11,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,3,43,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967149357354175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696255320546332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256909419726863,0.0,0.0,0.4484767896489132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5046275241468074,0.17824593617251264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179905497376696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350686321653246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189520787803497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665460711366903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500429193764892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21785754852964606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858063557511876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515486898435334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939705549196807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dootdoot1234567891,2018/02/07,"So I couldn't go to my orientation today. Well, I was just too overcome by anxiety to go. So I stayed home.",-0.8044927536231903,1.302932608695656,2.791304347826088,88.70550724637683,92.47826086956522,6.544927536231885,20.71014492753623,7.793537801064563,1.0799101449275366,82,3,19,2,3,30,18,23,0.08199999999999999,0.8170000000000001,0.101,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3196846037529079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4749928823626347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191776083569813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4454149952484412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961107304848674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37573317618075697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DongMeister2210,2018/02/07,"I fucking did it. Been out of school for 2 years, college starts in september so I've been super isolated. Today was this college open evening thing where you go in and have a look around and stuff. I've been dreading it for a month, last night I got no sleep and was up all night feeling sick with the anxiety, but I actually did it. I was pretty sure I was just gonna leave it and stay in bed but I decided I had nothing to lose anymore. There were so many people and my heart was in my throat the whole time, I over-analysed ever word, every micro movement that I made and was having a mini panic attack the whole time but I kept it together surprisingly well. This has been the biggest accomplishment I have ever made with facing my anxiety.",3.929841366687004,5.218607463087249,5.056485661989019,82.93602806589386,71.68456375838926,8.10274557657108,26.968273337400852,8.575989854853784,1.8616791946308724,588,20,117,10,11,194,94,149,0.135,0.7390000000000001,0.126,0.1328,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,3,10,9,2,2,7,0,18,6,4,2,4,25,28,11,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,10,11,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,18,2,15,4,13,9,3,24,0,1,1,1,1,10,1,0,11,85,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.14490240446796254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22718509984629126,0.0,0.14725972465706824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218537811502454,0.0,0.1689259956356981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807460960705323,0.26863093422039164,0.1251071437255772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507975401006887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727432383572769,0.0,0.0,0.0843888821505775,0.0,0.11875903804998646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595843164070327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103715094940105,0.0,0.15722684869020334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469212316084508,0.16611955843692125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810049721894136,0.0,0.1505430439487516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852132551587954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786909661120716,0.0,0.14247778462498958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421811674330734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294255326402793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106519478994984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027730230862318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859476055678972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510023420292768,0.15826794437489702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998269038643485,0.0,0.0,0.1399477346977125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098648513399968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17316853944795468,0.0,0.1407488111703806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350811728826176,0.0,0.0,0.33156203693586955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562109751492494 anxiety,Flameon266,2018/02/07,"Haven't sleep in 2 days. Feeling very anxious. Please help. I'm a 19yo male BTW. Ok so, let's start with the source of the problem: It all began when I had to study for a diagnose test that happened yesterday. I've just started a career at a university and passing that test is one of the requirements to properly start the career itself. I've studied a lot, this last weekend was very intensive and filled with anxiety and stress, and I think I burned myself out. I had the test yesterday as stated before, and the results won't come till Thursday. The night before said test I couldn't sleep because I was very anxious, I went out and did everything despite knowing that at least 2 points out of 10 are incorrect. Then, yesterday, I couldn't sleep because I though that I was going to get the results today but I didn't, so I just said ""Fuck it"" and decided to not stress about it. Well, as you can see in the title it didn't work out, I feel VERY tired, I have a light to moderate headache, but when I tried to take a nap this afternoon after lunch I couldn't. I can't fall asleep and that feeling drives me crazy and makes me want to sleep which leads to stress about not being able to sleep and so on and so forth. Last night when I tried to sleep I just couldn't either, for some reason I was like making math in my head, remembering formulas and stuff, and to be honest I couldn't stop it. I feel my heart racing, a burn in my chest, lack of air, like I'm out of breath after doing some intense workout, I feel moderate pain on my articulations and I feel very uncomfortable and uneasy. I tried taking pills to sleep, and it didn't work, it made it worse actually because I was feeling already tired and the snoozing effect of the pills made it even worse. So I'm basically asking for your help, your insight, your advice, anything that can be helpful. I know that to some extent I'm the one who is feeding my subconscious to make this things happen but still can't make them stop. Is like I can't unplug myself from all of this and relax. I'm also having troubles adapting to this new ""world"" called University. But today was my second day so it's expected and I don't worry about it that much. Thank you all for reading and I wait your replies",4.391776696945853,5.31983834146342,5.049724626278522,84.77082612116446,70.24168514412416,7.947957942922539,26.965238538015882,8.155646560271837,1.5729670409841927,1776,56,362,24,31,572,204,451,0.134,0.753,0.113,-0.9498,0,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,6,1,5,20,15,1,3,20,1,36,21,12,11,3,82,77,39,0,9,10,0,7,3,0,1,6,2,0,1,29,28,2,4,15,5,0,8,16,7,1,3,18,11,47,8,50,49,12,54,0,0,1,1,16,16,1,4,32,240,76,12,0.07087562608574104,0.0,0.06916438712770644,0.0,0.0,0.06925884152731565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821301581970518,0.05667921257410869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05421965996047237,0.1601385670639858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058324601273846026,0.0,0.06625914288392823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961537145427066,0.0,0.12061987512488262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237193860359506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105307611604253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141783086210084,0.0,0.0,0.07193726855681859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046812682585682455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06369844263911205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085792286265657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552337424164421,0.0370295893462112,0.0,0.04028025163397073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535016415454225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273883998259108,0.0,0.0,0.0839879581644377,0.1425193145135823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790278107794164,0.11554618980735985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247512964325332,0.0,0.1038787525180074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06025592276172328,0.0,0.13412846220654753,0.18924012308195315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052101740227077586,0.0,0.0,0.06845212132758938,0.0,0.1330239476697682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605431702263686,0.0,0.0754166632584192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780015389108318,0.06700037567792455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678184022016717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089480603673004,0.0,0.0,0.07287194793499721,0.0,0.0,0.08028826797756453,0.0,0.13483790152520395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05647869769209235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964876813068807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504983988149989,0.0,0.05660136654585135,0.11851039401626785,0.2435633706524165,0.0,0.08113563502319811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657930047195764,0.0,0.0,0.06525275405907449,0.0,0.0,0.04708661664670069,0.04541423936339309,0.06963494277403164,0.0,0.0,0.16292221191954195,0.1343636125196941,0.0,0.0,0.14435969314180214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923990710838635,0.04180428058952199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637256996715895,0.0657024154539945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031965998301042,0.07197763867483148,0.14445663611101076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dontevenlikeboys,2018/02/08,"Experiences with Fluoxetine? I'm posting this for a friend. My friend has been on 10mg once daily of Fluoxetine for the last two weeks for his anxiety/depression. He feels the medicine isn't doing anything at all. He knows it can take awhile for antidepressants and similar medications to work. How long should he wait before going back to his doctor? Does anyone have experience with this medication in particular? 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Hi guys I've just thought about something lately and that is how my parents have never been concerned about my mental well being and actively did something to help me with it. They are really loving parents who really care for me but they have never taken me to a therapist or anything like that which is kinda weird to me. And here's why: All my life I've been extremely neurotic. I've always been very hypochondriac and I've always been a worrier worrying about irrational things. I've also had a lot of trouble with self-esteem and being put down by my ""friends"" and generally have had trouble having good relationships. I've also had trouble in school. At first I had a lot of trouble concentrating and I never did homework on time because I just didn't care and had no motivation for it. When it was a subject I was really bad at I could also start crying since I thought that it was so difficult that I couldn't do it. When I turned 15 I actually had to start taking school so I kinda did. I didn't spend all my time on that but I was a bit more serious and I actually got good grades once I actually tried. And nowadays I've had a lot of trouble with anxiety and being kinda depressed at times. I always feel like I'm wasting my time and like I never have enough time to do things even if I only work a few hours at night and always have the whole day to do stuff. I'm pretty comfortable but I feel way worse than my peers and I don't have any motivation to do anything except being comfortable. Some memories plague me and I can't come to terms with my problems and who I am and stuff like that. Soo, lately I've kinda hid my bad mental health but should my parents have picked up on any of the things I've listed. For example when I was a child, how would the not notice how bad I was at times?? I feel like everything that has happened to me has led to my mental health now and I feel like I've always suffered from something my whole life. I can't deal with life the way many people who are happy can. I'm worried and feel like eventually I'll have to get help since I don't know how I'm gonna be able to take care of myself and live life moderately happy. Thanks if you read this far and comment what you think. 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I can't study! So I have a midterm coming up tomorrow and I've been doing a bit of studying, but I'm nowhere near ready so today I figured I better hunker down but every time I sit and begin reviewing my heart starts racing and I start getting chest pain and hyperventilating. I don't know what to do. The test is tomorrow and I really need to study but no matter how long I take a break and relax for, whenever I sit down to study I freak out again. Has anyone else experienced this? What can I do?",0.8828525641025635,3.2304795288461565,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,85.44230769230771,6.1589743589743575,19.243589743589748,7.492282038375204,0.6385858974358971,397,11,83,7,12,136,70,104,0.14300000000000002,0.7490000000000001,0.108,-0.6822,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,4,0,10,3,2,1,0,16,19,12,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,1,13,2,10,18,1,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,9,54,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191123360147704,0.2665665876971556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300920385505441,0.2840293885642977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22410642089877386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21733186515562555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191976022287008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359238430502308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082930771097098,0.17438102230851704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297816388690332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023507450300554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929067354428152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768305801143953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16666636035835494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682878314525337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19560935410746064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170248276029347,0.0,0.24660303965344385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Greater_Gamer,2018/02/08,"Having anxiety about talking to my therapist about registering my cat as an ESA I just decided to finally get up the courage to ask about registering my cat as an ESA for my general anxiety disorder and my depression. He's been doing his job for years, but I'm nervous about what she'll say about it since I haven't seen her in over a month. I recently moved as well. Any tips?",6.724078947368422,5.929275355263162,7.967368421052632,71.78157894736844,65.18421052631578,13.389473684210527,37.42105263157895,12.602617957971056,4.867063157894737,301,14,61,11,4,104,55,76,0.127,0.81,0.063,-0.4215,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,2,11,2,16,6,0,8,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,41,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291883464651445,0.0,0.3890463668256801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771708294342564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901063045009536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914264294883646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278550851814232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285058602998354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523332480838132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029635355246184,0.2702589528981006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510704096449761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022133287856168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034269699280145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204380295207166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952381920494469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22862788100045786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637477132313478 anxiety,PacificSocialAnxiety,2018/02/08,"Help with social anxiety and social media research! Hi! I am a graduate student at Pacific University working on a research project regarding social anxiety, social media, and beliefs about counseling or therapy. I am looking for participants who experience social anxiety (nervousness or anxiety about interacting with others, meeting or talking to strangers, or things like public speaking, making phone calls, or completing tasks in front of others). To participate you must: Be aged 18+ Live in the US Read English Use the social media site Facebook Never had mental health treatment Click here to participate in the online survey: https://pacificu.co1.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_d0UMpNdtNTksTTD The survey takes about 15 minutes. I would greatly appreciate your help with my study, and if you know anyone else who might like to participate, pass the link on! Participation is completely voluntary and you can withdraw at any time. Nothing will be posted to any social media sites if you participate, and all of your answers will be anonymous. At the end of the survey you will also be able to enter to win one of two $25 Amazon gift cards! This study has been approved by Pacific University’s Institutional Review Board. If you have any questions about this study, please contact the primary investigator at snyd9572@pacificu.edu or the faculty advisor (Dr. Bjorn Bergstrom) of this project at bpb@pacificu.edu. Let me know and thank you so much for your time! 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Anyone have any study tips for dealing with this?,3.5476923076923086,4.990359153846153,3.3979487179487187,93.85538461538464,72.84615384615384,6.2256410256410275,23.256410256410252,6.42735559955562,0.2742410256410253,153,4,34,1,3,46,33,39,0.162,0.664,0.175,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,20,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811503098917132,0.0,0.0,0.6018763770050818,0.0,0.1862619432891032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746302907955759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21305168435674451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855163446959946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35562688536813103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958229502016432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29240972748115623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897493861932195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21367724187065107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393078370736488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HiddenWorld3,2018/02/08,"Anxious at Work Hi everyone, thanks in advance for reading! I’m 30 years old, and by and large I’ve found that I’ve struggled with anxiety for a lot of my life. It’s been managed pretty well, for the most part, over the past several years since I stopped drinking, which was an overall lifestyle change that allowed me to adopt healthier habits and a mindset that’s easier to manage. I imagine my struggles with anxiety are relatively normal to those who find themselves under that particular thumb. I started a new job last May, and one of my core duties is posting charges to a client’s account. I was monitored for the first few weeks, having someone check my work before finalizing it. However, after being off to the races with it, I’ve made errors every few months. Generally they can be fixed, but I’ve regressed a little bit into my struggles with anxiety that I haven’t been face to face with in several years. The process is generally: Look up expected charges, ensure no changes have been made that I would need to account for, create the two invoices, and then log the charges into our accounting system. As the errors eventually piled up over the past nine months, I’ve developed a more and more sense of foreboding before this part of my day. It starts to feel like a looming cloud hanging over the end of my workday. I’ve been quintuple checking *everything*. I look at invoice 1, then invoice 2, then the numbers I’ve entered, and repeat this over and over. It seems like I’m starting to trust my own brain and self less and less with each instance that a charge is posted incorrectly. I half expect that on the seventh or eight time I’ve checked, I’ll discover the incorrectly entered number that the past several revisions missed. I’m otherwise very good at my job, and I have yet to receive a reprimand beyond “just try to make extra sure.” However, the *very* old feelings of anxiety come up when I interact with the accounting department, to whom these invoices are sent. They’re generally very friendly to me, but that anxious part of my brain says to me “they definitely are seeing the mistakes you’ve made when they look at you.” I don’t exactly know what to expect from posting this, but I suppose I needed to vent about it. I really don’t want to talk to anyone at work about it, and I suppose at the moment it’s easier for me to vent these thoughts onto here as opposed to friends / family / my girlfriend. I really appreciate anyone reading this, and I hope you all find whatever peace will help you with your own struggles. Thanks!",7.773670603255668,7.488878074688803,7.773195020746889,72.35165655920844,62.85892116182573,11.149824449409516,37.83306734759017,10.64471489884176,4.0845685285668685,2040,93,361,45,26,659,240,482,0.087,0.769,0.14300000000000002,0.9888,5,0,1,0,0,0,54.0,1,4,3,5,9,17,0,4,28,0,24,6,4,5,3,66,53,24,0,10,5,0,2,2,3,3,1,1,0,1,29,25,1,3,9,3,7,8,4,6,1,6,12,7,40,11,71,36,17,67,0,1,4,0,21,24,0,6,33,241,69,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22816462471218665,0.16847189784452185,0.0,0.10427358268576464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689672233634147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140443376501293,0.0,0.0,0.16647587652268134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15775737450833335,0.0642301713515765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04808752739748755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730442054775291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604145676474371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282327607812505,0.07124897279762593,0.06701319811899982,0.0,0.07029218027441096,0.0,0.07540346575889365,0.05326844336352887,0.0,0.08168107452849115,0.13630005201015488,0.06342398941784498,0.0,0.0817554344152805,0.11521572142771715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625406361883268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997859007528515,0.0,0.0,0.07405874686682792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479862704314812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097835273598729,0.06077950565703265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266666623654613,0.07285628067113259,0.0747325860024767,0.0,0.0,0.18784461330084293,0.0,0.0,0.0633915355317516,0.0,0.2116624089736799,0.049771961977168114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903233871859505,0.0,0.0,0.11057632907324746,0.0,0.07201424992728056,0.0,0.0,0.07305676083063148,0.0,0.0,0.15648447637127955,0.0,0.050526407790626254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422362138455877,0.213538951923815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142347272499205,0.07585826161055992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14916809534776035,0.0,0.09553504840627533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059296181905800036,0.0,0.0,0.05941775027980563,0.06788014648970409,0.07778637780169341,0.2527078467667828,0.0,0.06168000348119925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317772477012779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583300721105724,0.0,0.0,0.06233873376125914,0.0,0.3118013843638034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07027556470082802,0.0,0.0,0.05993161398086452,0.0,0.13729678637028872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05919538362259456,0.043478792009062614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050623972979048346,0.0,0.07283806607626554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18456900421916755,0.043979702192087175,0.0,0.059810638595353224,0.0,0.0670418735597464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285015543007125,0.0,0.0,0.052968033644503414,0.0,0.0,0.14405006211116894 anxiety,necropoly,2018/02/08,anxiety makes you stupid? Does anyone else feel like they cant even think when people are in close proximity?im having a really hard time at work concentrating because of my social anxiety and it makes me feel so stupid.,6.431666666666668,8.439479500000004,6.4250000000000025,72.74666666666668,66.5,10.333333333333336,25.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,2.9418333333333337,180,5,30,5,3,57,36,40,0.262,0.684,0.053,-0.8295,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,3,3,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,8,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,4,1,3,8,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,16,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39656485850596185,0.0,0.0,0.18123422338520528,0.2655745197549248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15800204046045654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268221057260125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165230316926296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119495824401634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621121899790951,0.18516799203152176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321865954184457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799736148371152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662892274411006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3460275418932733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17969223816619995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604608624752884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26421528041480186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16608082216330222,0.0,0.0,0.15113789898704771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886960608004388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,willyb1231,2018/02/08,Just a blue day today. Just been worrying a lot about grades mostly and being invited to parties. 16 years old. I am just so tired of being overwhelmed with work in school and constantly worrying about tests. I took a chemistry test today and I think I failed. I am just tired of this. Furthermore I missed yesterday of school so I missed all the new lessons. Now I am worried I’ll be too far behind and perform poorly on the tests and quizzes. I just need a pick me up or something. I have a huge English essay and I don’t know what to do which is also worrying me. Anyone have any suggestions for coping with this?,2.025094577553596,4.46946604918033,3.1585245901639354,89.13256620428754,81.13114754098359,6.376796973518286,23.319041614123588,7.61054688173877,1.1971404791929383,486,17,96,8,13,156,77,122,0.2,0.7490000000000001,0.05,-0.9544,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,4,12,4,0,1,7,0,12,2,0,1,1,22,18,10,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,13,0,14,13,3,15,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,3,9,70,17,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733517145660045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828100815358917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133644216257213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206970846973327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268936915624717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750795516553364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537058663451915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806609832821895,0.0,0.153784116079945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16708378482932715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222959855836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258206866148527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202735170937033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36602004238746616,0.3018604680746577,0.0,0.17690899671416546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592042422892768,0.6468180869462284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253809255527822 anxiety,HappyGamer113,2018/02/08,Anxiety impeding natural/healthy breathing Does anyone have any tips on how to resume natural breathing cadence? I feel like my automatic breathing is very short and keeps me perpetually tense. I also think this has seeped over to my sleeping breathing cadence and has negatively affected my ability to sleep. I have tried to be mindful with my breathing but it just seems like my stomach is so tight that my belly does not fully expand with a deep breath and it seems like my body isn't receiving the relaxation expected with deep breaths. Can anyone share any tips on how to breathe in a more relaxed and healthy manner? ,6.891160714285713,8.702644366071432,6.621785714285713,72.52321428571429,65.16071428571428,9.885714285714286,38.10714285714286,10.125756701596842,4.3008000000000015,507,27,81,12,8,159,72,112,0.085,0.7290000000000001,0.18600000000000005,0.9289,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,9,12,12,3,0,21,14,9,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,11,6,12,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,3,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702466806310914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28406290638334986,0.0,0.15977675581769424,0.0,0.0,0.2920784899067607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199554460384555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655482771436289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560551313827862,0.14920909109059866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18564369934430835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061142413621983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088830505802816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802752369430029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180201745507831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338285750722358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418017219697938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17233075609823525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,milibili,2018/02/08,"Any effective Prozac alternative that doesn't require prescription? No disrespect to psychiatrist/doctors and their profession, but I can't believe how much they are charging on average for each session. There's no way I will go seek help at that cost, no matter the state of my mental health, at least not at the moment. Having said that, I would like to try Prozac since I do have some experience with SSRI (I was given a sample by school psychiatrist) and supplements like 5-HTP. Is there any non-prescription alternative to Prozac flouxetine other than simple supplements?",7.802757142857139,9.704587590000003,7.327428571428572,67.97300000000001,63.1,11.314285714285715,33.285714285714285,11.20814326018867,4.332471428571429,469,19,72,14,7,147,76,100,0.07200000000000001,0.782,0.145,0.7618,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,10,4,0,2,0,12,13,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,3,2,8,2,12,8,4,8,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,51,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366843621170011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038869833055564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760743064558755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638421751535674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329056669886512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867043763960685,0.0,0.0,0.18079054955469429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635473910169116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718187099098361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982784357451759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565696277807332,0.0,0.0,0.2729754470708779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231187736409518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312513181619453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140946382968802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160444296240325,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sadsackthrowaway4,2018/02/08,"DAE have a compulsive need to organize? I can't really explain it. Years ago I always liked to organize, it made me feel happy, but it was more of a thing I would do if I felt like it. Just a fun thing, I didn't *need* to. In fact, I could be really messy at times. Now I'm much older and it's spiraled into a need. I don't know when it started, really. I just know that I like to have all my things, be it physical or just in my head, completely and precisely organized. I need to know everything and have everything perfectly lined up. If things aren't organized I get horrible anxiety and start breathing heavily and my mind races and it feels like my life is out of control. I know I don't have OCD or anything like that, so I think it must be anxiety related. Can anyone confirm my theory/relate? I feel weird for it but I love doing it.",1.0793678160919526,3.2047802701149415,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,82.50574712643677,8.464367816091954,22.88505747126437,9.150863307647796,2.048795402298851,653,23,140,20,18,228,95,174,0.055,0.736,0.209,0.9843,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,0,4,0,20,4,2,2,5,41,40,14,0,9,9,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,8,0,1,10,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,4,22,9,14,30,3,14,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,4,13,98,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931305056072465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199636041672864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593428039821207,0.0,0.0,0.0941140864497452,0.0,0.1107627270403254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112349508357208,0.0,0.15096315870755211,0.10746559095789587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419360976615399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417045561085528,0.09615687415031007,0.12923523624495287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032192604133465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432821275667577,0.0,0.0,0.13813643132155384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29588627398255624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507058358478868,0.3287890432494921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147999560865315,0.1273599298001919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590566138442695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098945054146226,0.39921099575360863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25868087313498234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053838579120885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576838557303375,0.08624499591062201,0.0,0.0,0.07848520563837963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561459324773657,0.0,0.0,0.08667673153277351 anxiety,Traivss,2018/02/08,"Is it stupid of me to be offended by someone saying “Okay” to me inviting them to do something? I don’t know if this ties directly into anxiety but it’s definitely a self esteem thing. If I invite someone (who I have been seeing romantically for a few months but not made official yet) to do something, and I am really enthusiastic about it, and then they respond with a simple “yeah we could do that” or even worse just a straight “okay,” should I take that as a sign that they’re losing interest or is that my anxiety getting the better of me again? I’m by all means happy she accepted and I’m sure we’ll have a great time like we always do, but it seems like she’s getting less and less enthusiastic about seeing me and I don’t know if that’s normal or what.",3.2605913978494603,4.669281419354841,5.130080645161293,81.28845430107528,73.51612903225806,8.263440860215054,25.81989247311828,8.841846274778883,1.8613763440860207,600,20,123,12,12,206,92,155,0.079,0.595,0.326,0.9934,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,3,0,2,2,6,13,2,0,7,3,16,0,0,1,2,32,28,16,0,6,11,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,13,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,18,10,14,22,4,7,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,7,7,91,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533573426449513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819871456881096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300366486281334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715333064172095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173236381382373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258453876976245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031979973712219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961971465000462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025794969329336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800851876825334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061912517955181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439477783858046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20076324708833973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711127757941206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805807318801977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807113239943927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656751551132458,0.0,0.0,0.2937360132096998,0.16778524525147426,0.19227133634221846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123237233023313,0.2837755008155273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737062081959817,0.0,0.13857516236468892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224447058317338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747030107816448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18782354279954308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,midnightatsunset,2018/02/08,"Does anyone have suggestions for Handling a parent's disapproval of personal medical decisions? I am an adult female and struggle with anxiety over my medical decisions (e.g. what type of birth control, vaccines, etc. I want to make use of) but **only after I talk with my mom**. I love my mom dearly and care about her opinion but I don't know how to react when she makes it clear that I make decisions she would not have chosen and disagrees about it being the right choice. She follows up with, ""but you are an adult and you can make you're own choices."" At that point the damage has been done and I become filled with self-doubt even if I was already confident beforehand. How can I reassure myself and not feel like I've made a terrible mistake just because my mom disagrees? My opinion remains unchanged but definitely feel more anxious now. I also don't want to stop talking with her.",3.113988095238096,5.843501470238095,3.994047619047621,83.05095238095241,78.9404761904762,7.066666666666667,27.785714285714285,8.167268648758528,2.2777357142857144,709,31,124,14,18,227,109,168,0.13699999999999998,0.688,0.17600000000000002,0.8551,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,1,9,9,0,1,6,0,14,3,0,10,1,43,28,15,0,5,8,4,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,5,11,0,2,6,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,4,2,23,5,18,22,3,12,0,1,0,1,19,5,0,3,6,89,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542072190445314,0.11175050158959697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690117101887876,0.1578670943058805,0.0,0.09770987162890148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518456835650827,0.15433250590658942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247484760016393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15673095722907407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228793447019025,0.143003143350269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558476997494558,0.09229734363131054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413140849275067,0.09983070743060556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679777528050323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827019508084316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612134085516746,0.13222592771048827,0.37311172323776576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28154789161611216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909874801938414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627901779029904,0.0,0.0,0.1551653911400768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201609560266627,0.0,0.0,0.1321000283641863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193377027368679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14577991459994805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682939276531548,0.0,0.1460872085488447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224636390454918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069100526613423,0.0,0.0,0.16484524439583922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992677077843671,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lumosnox13,2018/02/08,"I hate how my anxiety keeps me from having friends I have one friend who understands it, I only see her once every few months. We don’t live very close and she’s usually kinda busy so it works out in my favor because as much as I love having friends and spending time with them, socializing takes so much of my energy and doing anything new/meeting new people gives me the worst panic attacks. An old, very good friend from school recently reached out to me for the first time since about 10th grade when I last saw her, she lives even further but wants to hang out and as much as I want to, I know I’m going to keep making excuses because it just terrifies me for some reason. I won’t know what to say and I’ll be awkward as hell. I also feel like I’ve done nothing in my life and don’t have anything to talk about. This keeps me from making new friends and even going on dates. I want to have a nice little friend group and start dating but I’m just so antisocial it seems impossible /:",4.073049040511728,5.014228646766167,4.744609097370294,86.61772388059704,70.9900497512438,7.732906894100925,25.7999289267946,7.957251820313856,1.3042705046197582,782,23,164,10,14,251,122,201,0.12,0.7170000000000001,0.163,0.6593,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,1,2,12,17,3,2,4,0,11,2,0,4,0,35,35,21,0,3,4,0,1,1,6,1,1,1,0,0,7,14,0,3,6,0,1,3,3,6,0,2,2,4,25,11,27,31,6,26,1,0,2,1,20,9,1,3,15,102,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332851849145634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971253890849851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149506476999338,0.0,0.0,0.1185422812400807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703842539428595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663254218546232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764593082076915,0.0,0.08779280039671129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05268653460827584,0.07444033656955673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863227120469798,0.0,0.0,0.4830269033385571,0.0,0.0,0.09995791425244704,0.11843826124906698,0.08739782342355333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287570041492006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27785263002809035,0.0,0.0,0.11453093715974612,0.08493671997816493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359937916506222,0.050906744330344506,0.10443554388800842,0.18402061202849399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404436073328046,0.0,0.13910831131379725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317126235887339,0.0,0.2297964611773206,0.0,0.0,0.3019103617768534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998248968088354,0.0,0.10934013041729332,0.1109693544290115,0.07060846092153808,0.07924862057189347,0.0,0.12225597910128905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223900060304035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713471809563772,0.10288470220602393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828638394449415,0.0,0.10545573028728604,0.08303372596885268,0.09485955721664703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619512658587536,0.0,0.0,0.10621854341623722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375313358016376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834525928330316,0.08375182817800964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151944777903348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847563546181753,0.0,0.0,0.11476132551712588,0.17195144600739565,0.18437917235907145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585867363590032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GiveMeCakePlease,2018/02/08,"DAE find space and science frightening? Just the thought of how huge space is and all the crazy things in it like black holes and burning balls of gases, and the fact that earth can potentially be destroyed so easily...it blows my mind while also terrifying me. 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My attacks mostly seem to manifest at work or social situations where I'm ""not allowed to leave"" and cause a hardcore flight or flight response (not a typo, it's like gtfo or we're gonna die). I've tried alot of different meds, therapies, changed lifestyle and diet etc. Now my question is; the ONE thing that has worked 100% of the time for me and has NEVER once failed to help me get thru the days/weeks or even momentary attacks is smoking marijuana. It brings my appetite back, keeps away the insomnia, settles my IBS and for lack of a better term makes me ""feel normal"". Has anyone else encountered this; Not having numerous meds really do much of anything but act as a short term stop gap measure yet marijuana seems to just annihilate your anxiety?",8.537619047619046,8.373510380952387,8.687619047619048,66.02404761904765,61.26190476190475,12.704761904761904,38.904761904761905,12.06081838636515,5.030233333333333,736,34,122,22,9,242,118,168,0.123,0.8270000000000001,0.051,-0.8395,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,9,7,2,1,9,0,8,2,0,3,1,29,17,11,1,2,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,2,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,1,1,9,2,16,15,7,16,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,9,11,74,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872105681973999,0.0,0.0,0.08847960820101869,0.12965503433722692,0.1041315180489743,0.0,0.0,0.2879147039029636,0.11888835838591852,0.09730133698160476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191421781969887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999128719145633,0.13386238707634132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130457033254554,0.0,0.0,0.1313283905132814,0.13220721492357518,0.29005127144778314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570781088040647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112538664704494,0.08357838022251178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639823523418329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611185103943756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481699687305846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247443649969313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398743460378862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182098094961984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844663352252313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28111450312527897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302135264269316,0.0,0.09759533643428464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398219008566334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476081482701066,0.0857466800309687,0.0,0.0,0.1484672542787763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175359662393608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106467078939815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303942613782161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223609784640345,0.0,0.25798289147779524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579298412649298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470935124738876,0.0,0.08406745634127026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378640654572292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591225465539991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150263821120332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424504176799256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148751728318399 anxiety,NoBorkToday,2018/02/08,Pre-Interview Anxiety Hi. Arrived for a job interview a couple hours too early and I'm looking for some buddies to chat with while I try not to fall apart. I had to drive for three and a half hours to get here and that's the furthest I've ever driven ever (I am terrified of driving) so that didn't really help much either.,1.3521321961620458,3.5742840000000022,3.641364605543711,86.00358208955225,82.13432835820895,6.813646055437101,23.004264392324096,7.957251820313856,1.422507036247335,256,9,51,5,7,88,50,67,0.131,0.8690000000000001,0.0,-0.8006,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,7,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,3,1,3,0,9,4,3,11,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,1,6,36,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394327632509025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094444614043116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5059467564401416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461136361142177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874538319917572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508281972040688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752477043432633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348485123277187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055862580943161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791608255284716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987445846861745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ionlyused59,2018/02/08,"Anxiety in my home Hey All, I've suffered with anxiety since 6th grade. I'm now 33. I have health anxiety and generalized anxiety. I often feel as though my body is constantly in some form of fight or flight. I don't have full blown panic attacks as much anymore but it's more just a sense of dread and doom that's all encompassing. I've been diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and immune deficiency. Needless to say, this has not helped my health anxiety . I'm really having a hard time coping. I've been sleeping so much and crying so much. Something I've noticed within the last 4 years that's strange is that I have anxiety upon entering my home. Had anyone ever felt their home itself has been a source of Anxiety? I know this sounds strange. I am married and having marriage troubles so perhaps it's nothing to do with the actual house but the turmoil and anxiety that's happened within it. I'm on meds and seeing a psychiatrist. Seeking a new therapist now. I feel hopeless. I'm not suicidal but I feel as if all hope for a healthy happy life is over. I guess I'm just seeking some encouragement.",2.631587462082916,5.237152720930234,4.246349848331647,81.26788675429728,79.93023255813954,7.646107178968655,27.95247724974722,8.587818076936951,2.54228210313448,885,40,161,21,23,295,121,215,0.221,0.6759999999999999,0.103,-0.9554,0,0,1,0,1,1,20.0,0,0,1,0,10,12,2,3,10,0,17,7,2,0,4,34,31,19,1,2,9,0,5,0,0,0,5,2,3,0,10,10,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,5,8,14,3,19,26,11,18,1,3,1,0,7,9,0,7,8,105,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.1026160939187102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6435461889913073,0.0,0.10428548643714296,0.07352680858671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196289730119491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680347982149485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136351788550298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550781033924665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673009352127784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951187017104512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950855578647696,0.0,0.1009652734940588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584006826119025,0.0,0.09298820355234162,0.1119394339881766,0.09419820958124617,0.0,0.0,0.22354965779429495,0.0,0.0,0.07048316805175325,0.0,0.3164370631262051,0.10444262419675923,0.0,0.12133473117529325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057790428221841675,0.08571534540838442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427407378808297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680347982149485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319030337938887,0.0,0.0,0.101559337150159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089904154516803,0.1197196442906268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337671480133873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736497429708124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362346252261679,0.0,0.0,0.08379490641733063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698528798530315,0.0,0.10523092395264644,0.0,0.0,0.08095344276832793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150224832722924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220930392489941,0.0,0.0,0.10331423619109276,0.0,0.06131671580262165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677163609481107 anxiety,actuarys,2018/02/08,"Relationship Anxiety I often find myself worrying that I won't get a girlfriend and will end up being single. I'm not saying there's anything wrong with being single, it's just that I would really like to be in a relationship so I have that special someone to share my life with. I've tried online dating, and managed to talk to girls on there, and even go on a few dates, but unfortunately they didn't work out. I did also date a girl for 4 months, but I met her through a friend. So I know I'm capable of dating and having a relationship, I just have a hard time meeting women. I'm an introvert, who has mild social anxiety, so I don't really do much socialising, but I'm happy with that. I have hobbies which keep me occupied, and some of them do involve being around other people, including girls. I've worked on my confidence/anxiety issues in general, and while it has improved, there is still that little voice in the back of my head that says I won't get a girlfriend. I think my main issue is the fact that I'm not the kind of person to strike up conversation with random strangers, regardless of gender. I just don't really do the whole small talk thing. Again, I've accepted that this is who I am, and I'm okay with that. I'm not incapable of talking to people, I just prefer having something worthwhile talking about. I had no issues messaging girls online because I could find out a bit about them from their profile, and could use that info when sending them a message. In person, however, I know nothing about them, and don't really know how to start a conversation in order to get to know them. Hopefully, I'm not the only one who has experienced this, so I'd appreciate any advice you have on how you overcame your worries. 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As a kid I wanted to die young because I'd have a better chance of getting into heaven, as a teen I hated myself, my first few years out of high school I thought I was a horrible disgusting sinner. I had like six months of thinking everything was gonna be okay. And now I'm messing everything up, I feel like I'm too stupid to finish this big group project I need to graduate, I feel like I'm too shy and worthless and useless to ever be hired, I feel like no one, not even me, wants me to succeed. I'm just hiding from everything in my life, I don't work on anything because I know I'll fail, I don't know how to make myself feel better or make myself work harder, I'm just really lost and I feel like there's nothing to look forward to ever. My shyness has gotten worse than ever, I barely leave the house. I don't talk to my family, every friend I reach out to seems to get sick of me pretty quick, or maybe it's just me paranoid that they're sick of me so I break off communication on my own. Just having a really rough time and I don't see any solutions.",3.254544358727099,3.994446397540983,4.7576470588235305,86.51676470588238,72.72950819672131,7.544455159112826,25.82835101253616,7.724431198458867,1.2587871745419479,907,28,196,11,17,305,136,244,0.202,0.654,0.14400000000000002,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,8,15,19,3,0,6,1,14,5,0,3,3,36,44,11,1,4,7,0,6,5,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,11,0,0,1,7,8,0,3,7,8,35,11,30,32,3,23,1,4,2,0,4,11,0,3,17,118,38,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427962158813907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988634882186254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317024876588685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932087538824936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336269499440828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214487582053404,0.2964122743164673,0.0920303367457336,0.0,0.2945045645962838,0.0,0.10297159627907966,0.0,0.27614790165339154,0.3121335330917948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291032668566176,0.0,0.0,0.0843902316412906,0.0,0.11413552813078255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784125018630752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540667790952035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603586527328922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005905571968438,0.0,0.0,0.11565798242640014,0.0,0.11169428751747727,0.23145550494678166,0.26681942039555145,0.0,0.09645141068864173,0.0,0.09172504256994717,0.0,0.11923660692081647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582271754049975,0.0,0.10973544228874957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718572875984491,0.0,0.0,0.08099208952477263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961678298060604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401655268249695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112539486613388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399500825922525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054581157283308,0.08704155383626118,0.09943818803764043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779431702217094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998967968475457,0.0,0.17343161416178252,0.06369244203240483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885245900521197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12195053376904465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904035976184966,0.0,0.11131391642217517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034004248069227 anxiety,OctoberFoliage,2018/02/08,"stress affecting my digestive system When a major life situation happens my digestive systems feels dull and achy, but when the stress is really bad it feels like it's in knots and I can't eat anything or I'll throw it up. I don't feel stressed out mentally, it's just all physical. I know it's stress because something big has happened at work or I'm moving and that's when it happens. Are there ways I can help this without taking medication? I know that's a very generalized and weak question, but I'm looking for anything.",2.54486888111888,5.098009413461544,3.9818881118881135,83.35402097902099,79.86538461538461,7.243356643356643,28.685314685314694,8.296473431620573,2.3591653846153844,425,20,80,9,11,140,69,104,0.191,0.723,0.087,-0.9048,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,8,0,4,3,0,6,6,0,1,1,20,18,11,0,0,6,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,5,3,0,6,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,0,4,7,1,6,18,2,13,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,3,4,45,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356351571228297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195418499161143,0.08727574571480365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649973103902605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171747602882163,0.10228142965728623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798170709377788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959645396481692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736613417568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112594958322442,0.06994614518488053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022762689416736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422977464878786,0.14428274834335428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15216817263233662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038434682906466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171904336200372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093026344248892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022007215244292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6560078349966533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764681482705904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11813111371978055,0.0,0.11364251868201665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801178708319714,0.0,0.10423023254516668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Totem-Lurantis,2018/02/08,"Why is it that whenever i have tons of things to do, im not very anxious but when i have everything done, im super anxious? EG:project to work on? Not very anxious All homework done? Very anxious ",0.5857500000000009,2.9912160750000005,2.2800000000000007,92.965,88.25,5.2,28.0,6.742157984588678,1.4081000000000006,153,8,32,2,5,50,27,40,0.0,0.672,0.328,0.9284,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,4,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,21,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7330884356763486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33203230577084336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458005792279506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35046939089805823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077774541501588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40156668354932573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638605245992592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181043319601162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MehMeh03,2018/02/08,"My doctor stopped prescribing me xanax - what should i do? I take very low doses of Xanax (half a .5mg pill) as needed to control my anxiety when traveling on trains. I commute in to work on public transportation and occasionally have panic attacks on the ride. Before I had Xanax, this would sometimes cause me to get off the train and be late for work, or not make it in to work at all. I recently switched healthcare providers and asked my new doctor to refill my prescription (30 .5mg pills at a time, which i fill once every three-ish months). She said that she doesn't prescribe Xanax as a maintenance medication and will not fill it. She referred me to a therapist instead, who is working with me on meditation techniques. My problem is that because I now have no medication, my panic attacks have returned. In the past two weeks I have missed work twice and although I am doing my best with meditation, it isn't helping me in the moment. I'm very worried about the impact that this is having on my job. I feel like it is unfair that I wasn't allowed to ""taper off"" the xanax and wasn't given any alternative medication, but I don't know what to do. Should I try explaining this to my doctor and go back on the Xanax? Are there alternative medications that I can ask for? Honestly, meditation just really isn't cutting it and I need to fix this problem ASAP. **TLDR; doctor stopped meds with no warning - panic attacks ensue.** ",5.301573163678427,6.5424665604395615,6.04958164642375,77.28182186234818,68.37728937728937,8.824291497975711,31.21823790244843,9.134995656068208,2.721832234432234,1133,46,207,21,19,371,148,273,0.155,0.8079999999999999,0.038,-0.9749,2,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,7,7,14,4,3,11,0,27,17,0,4,1,34,42,14,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,4,17,1,0,0,18,11,0,3,4,1,0,6,10,11,0,3,5,2,32,3,33,32,2,35,0,2,0,0,10,15,0,1,15,147,50,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453346617611985,0.0,0.07259622876192401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743246261143664,0.3238783766532771,0.0,0.07297022032473613,0.0,0.05784855631097546,0.0,0.08075067285726661,0.0,0.0995889357400701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748574028792524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064354704128341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885259198116852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995512761882542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04798296192128482,0.06779470051658339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495799593929108,0.0,0.05393236262159188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636077071611011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417099741399083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052153113100002035,0.0,0.10704836747303227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04636206182282896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334473176430648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540958565352704,0.3823964686708825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757461758375763,0.0,0.0,0.14073039571636106,0.0,0.09165247186646798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106260257170983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340248528479856,0.0,0.0,0.09059027809706892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160793498483735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079368559111267,0.0,0.0936997049614064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902691307178774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385592604087872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867690208575355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135101256618673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018316147844692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533541994011719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442908540901711,0.0,0.09270094194696224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15660053839993351,0.0,0.0,0.07612094657254041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454320800877678,0.09637288627023048,0.0,0.06741236933422437,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kemster71,2018/02/08,"Please Help Me Hey, guys! So I need some help figuring out my issue. When I was younger, I definitely had some of these experiences as well with the same guilt and nervous issues but let’s focus on recent events. 2.5-3 yrs ago I randomly had a huge episode of depression and anxiety which lasted like 6 months straight nonstop. Then a year later it happened again after my partner and I went through a traumatic/strenuous situation regarding our relationship and it lasted a few days but went away. Well, this past week, I answered for something that I did a while back and I was forgiven, but until I told the entire truth, I was being eaten away at by guilt and anxiety. Once I finally told the entire truth and was forgiven for what I had done, the guilt subsided, but my anxiety hasn’t. It comes in waves constantly throughout the day and I have no clue why. I primarily feel it in my stomach like a knot or butterflies. I need to add that I have been undergoing a lot of changes like moving across the country and trying to find a job post graduation and IT’S TOUGH. I guess I have been super stressed and maybe that situation pushed me overboard? My question is: What could this be? Do you think that in time it will go away like it has in the past? Or do I have an anxiety disorder that I need to learn how to manage? ",4.1338372093023255,5.766864205426358,5.174333333333333,80.9415,71.67441860465115,9.035968992248064,29.17906976744186,9.516144504307137,2.670019534883721,1047,42,205,25,20,344,151,258,0.123,0.7,0.177,0.9449,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,1,8,16,0,5,16,0,25,2,1,1,2,41,39,24,0,4,6,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,18,15,1,0,7,0,0,6,2,7,2,0,16,1,29,9,26,18,5,43,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,8,27,146,47,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948060028870332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32727025065938303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014532095333192,0.08223905946500124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314044752519167,0.09212919971551936,0.0,0.11557651681816347,0.0,0.08539202609211308,0.0,0.0,0.13794966826972038,0.0,0.0921171228371706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257562177692928,0.0,0.0,0.10944846095525283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046190355562044,0.0,0.0,0.054077864109364,0.0,0.0,0.11716008022184544,0.09775168311590547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060782970874785326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178190744495322,0.10589874540482083,0.09457680957645027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337459825048415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223259043386698,0.10613280625634007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435940454329366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109365098666289,0.0,0.2090042947492762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092629389559988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074471017259506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536762300060112,0.11367246014860552,0.0,0.2379094238104075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389979837795818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20419451206865435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740056966345615,0.0,0.0,0.10242992017345387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981009535704132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056016491917045,0.11482582643933625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404358104775383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233644751453438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251251886457808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853016742819032,0.0,0.0,0.06236424764409629,0.0,0.0,0.20439337794906787,0.0,0.07261301065897477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578999794508252,0.0,0.19232438676459715,0.19829012198003065,0.09650704385440982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887322402131044 anxiety,KyleSE,2018/02/08,"Dizziness? - First time poster Hello, I’m 19 M and this is my first time posting. For about two months now I’ve been getting dizzy every 5(ish) days. The dizziness only lasts about 15 seconds but I always feel “weird” for the hours and sometimes even day that follows. The dizziness seems to happen at random times, not when I’m feeling super panicked or something so I think it could be subconscious maybe? I had a really bad stint of health anxiety this summer and basically was convinced I had a neurodegenerative disorder for a month and was convinced I was going to die- so this is why my suspicion is that my dizzy spells are somehow anxiety related. Has anyone else had similar symptoms or experiences? Thanks :) ",3.5014230769230785,6.609947507692312,4.098749999999999,80.14812500000002,81.61538461538461,6.634615384615384,27.35576923076923,7.8658589789855275,2.2505769230769226,576,25,94,11,16,182,91,130,0.214,0.657,0.129,-0.8816,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,6,0,14,2,0,0,0,15,25,10,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,4,7,2,8,4,9,16,0,18,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,14,61,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896777556158574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25552820424100825,0.0,0.0,0.11677902026696857,0.1711240385262828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139448457840162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334588793118818,0.0,0.0,0.21541848632793725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333260272283035,0.0,0.191410789421142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951750962927234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103101783148802,0.0,0.1407152308648218,0.0,0.0,0.16337026803530913,0.0,0.0,0.1688930720371161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28412148714440066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725713584627287,0.0,0.09491705014295712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768859843033366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17752647313288558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447366621490894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13613747490250822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677864999926838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666155614415493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270205288941938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995180441691687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10699248138105194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520419035861542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285743787257358,0.16517962880174694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735899310336175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376266725622414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070148636118267,0.0,0.0,0.2921589880637793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314694048942927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070280028838634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sohowsthatcrypto,2018/02/08,"Thanks, r/Anxiety I just discovered this subreddit the other day. Although I have had therapy for anxiety, I had never made the connection between the feelings and the things I do that, up until this point, I thought were shameful acts of laziness. For example: - Answering the phone takes an effort of will that saps my energy for hours. When the phone rings my body releases a ton of stress hormones and I usually just can't bring myself to answer. Then, after I have heard the voicemail the caller leaves when I don't answer, it is as hard to call them back as it would have been to answer. I procrastinate returning phone calls, which only makes me feel more anxious because now I have ""wronged"" the person who called by not returning their phone call. My problems around phone calls have created consequences for me, professionally. - Anticipating a get together with friends is emotionally exhausting. Even when the friends are wonderful people. Even when I know I will probably have a good time. My reaction to this has cost me some dear friends. At one point, a person I'd grown close to said ""I've done everything I can for this friendship. I don't know what else to do. It seems like you just don't want to engage, and that's ok. I'm moving on."" In the years since then, I have tried to reach out to her once or twice with no response. I respect her need to move on but I am so sad to have lost her presence in my life...I just wish I had known what was behind my dodginess so that I could have explained it as an anxiety problem. Instead, I was left feeling ashamed. I thought I was just a bad friend and I was embarrassed that she did too. - I catastrophize so much. If my daughter receives constructive feedback at work my mind immediately goes to ""what if she gets fired? how will I be able to afford her rent? what if she can't find another job? What if she never finishes school?"" This doesn't do her any favors, obviously. Understanding it as an anxiety problem really helps. There are like a hundred more examples. Seeing your posts has made me feel so much better about myself. Thank you so much for sharing your experiences. Just knowing that you are also out there, struggling with this too, makes me feel like a human being worthy of understanding.",4.332793427230051,6.474290988262916,4.813732394366198,81.62698356807512,72.21596244131456,8.395305164319247,28.5,9.075114841892004,2.4805521126760564,1795,71,333,39,36,570,229,426,0.123,0.735,0.142,0.7459,3,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,0,5,2,4,28,30,0,5,21,1,45,2,1,5,3,63,78,29,0,12,13,1,7,3,4,4,1,3,1,3,26,11,0,0,21,0,2,6,10,13,0,2,18,11,56,17,46,53,7,41,0,2,1,0,42,14,0,8,23,246,82,6,0.08210313715958034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565784912346996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0558329487050536,0.08609229801622438,0.25123470080364096,0.09275317526146136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308919894793549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313224455151084,0.06855269007791935,0.05004931035871249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261355277697805,0.0,0.0911980765569377,0.0,0.0,0.4191824136048876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555267422885035,0.0,0.0,0.0529497312448602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402001491461736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858663585237627,0.09235497852438274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845669552154898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378900563818558,0.08031262249890331,0.0,0.0,0.2075690653556581,0.0586544975917867,0.0,0.0,0.07504077994011439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537307204154168,0.0,0.08579100096772363,0.0,0.0,0.06886421609249761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354828419534844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055032002178212455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085505168464123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147469490899145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536521100111554,0.0,0.0,0.08693536749484898,0.08920529875442118,0.0,0.05799187385404168,0.12033433687957085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962527293000673,0.0,0.0,0.15537594710240252,0.10960896319065663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290076355770706,0.0,0.0,0.17452528274421036,0.18106575816099266,0.06087843587875536,0.12664600175064555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743716151842941,0.05563521058522239,0.06244313551891593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691997755739511,0.14337858500423112,0.0,0.0,0.15522800538998682,0.0,0.07863210999554597,0.0,0.0885210683209271,0.23568484197253434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259737203540731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809888486798867,0.0,0.0,0.08309275808279111,0.06542557038718326,0.07474361249190288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791656348881392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404886621875487,0.0858320254614575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617313412825126,0.0,0.0,0.15117907558436045,0.09389209270133456,0.0,0.054545676115056015,0.0,0.0,0.13036143979058254,0.047874999533690385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557426407398881,0.0,0.0,0.1709445226115424,0.0,0.0,0.0904250061374298,0.0,0.048426557515653716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441455582014346,0.0,0.08903734996421613,0.059772061695818626,0.0,0.0,0.058323712984080435,0.08976689171760324,0.0,0.05287172847367992 anxiety,AMM1813,2018/02/08,"Yes I lie because of my anxiety a lot. I come up with different personas and find that putting them on in stressful situations (walking into a store, etc.) really helps. I had three different lies/partial truths for why I was quitting my job.",4.186333333333334,6.5259164666666685,5.317500000000003,76.97625000000005,73.22222222222223,8.944444444444445,35.694444444444436,9.516144504307137,3.9284444444444446,191,11,33,5,4,63,39,45,0.108,0.711,0.181,0.5256,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,2,0,7,1,7,1,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18981167888760736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125209369511522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213734038304322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5184667049253755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767202010817245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677785162490066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16631009478514824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462215383155724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094337129120289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494298644955545,0.0,0.2639069375469291,0.0,0.0,0.15895249277558504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788980957449924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842214572645394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22389036561163872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JdowT,2018/02/08,"Finally saw someone to help me today, nervous about the medication side effects So I have been dealing with severe anxiety for a long time now and I hit a breaking point on Tuesday when I had a full blown meltdown. I went to a doctor this morning who had me sign up for some psychological counseling that starts next week. He also prescribed me 10mg of Citalopram to take daily and 0.25mg of Xanax for the really bad times and panic attacks. So I took my first dose of Cit a few hours ago and I guess I wasnt expecting the side effects already. I know it takes weeks to start working but I feel like it may have even made me a bit more anxious, im also yawning a lot and I feel a bit shaky. I was considering taking one of the Xanax to ease my symptoms but I'm kind of scared to take the Xanax because I'm scared it will bring about more bad side effects. Its probably all in my head and the Xanax will help but I just wanted some feedback from anyone that may have been in a similar situation. I don't really have anyone I can talk to right now so any comfort would be so greatly appreciated. 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(I need to rant 😕) It started off on the wrong foot, when I woke up and was reminded we were out of coffee. I cannot function without 6 cups of coffee before noon. It must have put my partner into a bad mood, well something did because he hasn’t been too sun-shiny himself since opening his eyeballs. Then the kids wake up and bring forth an explosion of loudness and energy. We’re way off track as far as following our “daily schedule” (he’s on seasonal layoff and I’m a SAHM, so we put together a family plan to organize and structure the day with all of us at home, cuz I can’t deal without structure....), I’m not caffeinated and already overwhelmed with the de-railing of routine. Factor in the arising worry and fussing over why he’s in such a bad mood, cuz it can’t possibly just be because he didn’t get his coffee either it HAS to be something I did...then as soon as the kids go out to play in the snow a fat icicle falls on my 5 year olds head so he starts screaming. The house is a mess. It feels like chaos is everywhere. My chest feels tight. I can’t find a quiet space anywhere cuz my brain is on overload and it’s screaming at me. Is there a reset button anywhere? 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Ive never been on a plane and this is a seven hour flight. Any travel makes my anxiety go thru the damn roof, including going down the shore two hours from home. He wants to go this summer, and i know ill be out of my mind worrying about it. In an all consuming way. He doesnt get how this is enormous stress on me. How do you guys handle issues like this with your SO?",2.44410914927769,3.7398670224719126,3.820256821829858,90.31876404494385,75.40449438202249,7.3329052969502415,21.703049759229536,7.957251820313856,0.7848735152487953,331,8,74,5,7,109,69,89,0.133,0.84,0.027000000000000003,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,2,0,0,4,3,1,1,6,0,7,1,0,3,2,13,16,5,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,0,6,2,2,0,2,1,0,9,1,14,14,1,17,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,0,5,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238407959303168,0.0,0.16017343909564688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093912554635376,0.0,0.4759769011133379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073169341023716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21002299871257135,0.0,0.4123899017184675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853601857426505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506855972045907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229141392565502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397613031463941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141188474710226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614850622404167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398415552806639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045316806709745,0.0,0.2518557058249122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469928950430399,0.16619434691261475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126333129521005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SleveMcDichael666,2018/02/08,"Does this sound familiar to any of you? I just got over a very mild chest cold. The past few days I've been very on and off dizzy, but it's a weird kind of dizzy. It's like my eyes are super heavy and I feel off balance. I've also had a lot of tenderness in the back of my head down through the back of my neck and tops of my shoulders. My anxiety is mainly centered around my health so this time of year can be a nightmare. I'm just looking for some reassurance. I'd rather it be anxiety than some sort of awful disease. 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I am lucky to have been nurtured by a very righteous and patient community that taught me good values in later life, and taught me to be a better help to those suffering around me. I am ashamed to say, however, that I did not have this understanding in my early teens and engaged in some behavior that I was ashamed of. As an ""edgy"" teen, I participated in a lot of racist and sexist jokes and drew swastikas on pieces of paper in school because I thought it was funny... never targeted anyone specific but people did notice (which I guess is what I wanted, in the long run). I also engaged in communication that I can understand now may have seemed predatory, or sexually entitled, as well as demonstrating an un-nuanced understanding of consent, in situations such as moving someone's hand to my crotch while we made out, or later touching the same person under a blanket while we were with friends. I know that these sorts of things are somewhat normal fair in teenage ignorance, but because of the high standard I hold now I just can't find a way to forgive and forget and move on, even though I know that I would not do any of this now. I have a lot of behavior consistent with Avoidant Personality Disorder, as well as diagnosed ADD, if that helps anyone understand my mindset better... I am desperately seeking advice in self forgiveness, especially focused on comparing childhood lapses of morality with developed confident adult morals. Thank you for any help you may be able to provide, and hope everyone here is having as calm a day as they can... I know what you're going through, and it's okay.",14.072506804572669,8.592624775449103,12.785949918345127,57.474591725639655,55.73652694610779,16.217310832879697,49.52531301034295,13.172668634160411,6.238596407185629,1441,64,247,34,11,468,196,334,0.067,0.722,0.211,0.9934,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,2,1,2,14,25,0,4,14,1,29,4,2,2,2,67,47,29,0,6,9,0,2,0,1,3,2,1,0,4,18,19,0,3,15,1,0,5,4,6,2,0,11,3,31,19,53,31,11,40,2,1,0,0,19,19,0,17,15,189,49,4,0.10370923201199476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20268692247315212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293623537087871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115775023277735,0.0,0.07933727862452505,0.0,0.0,0.21754771914761498,0.0,0.0,0.09232320412470132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644037048044454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344477574652848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688387499703724,0.0,0.0,0.105262687429991,0.0,0.0,0.11885976483224014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715935989358738,0.0,0.06849896963886057,0.0,0.0,0.0990986155489604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478835920780963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012549539059396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894034653260623,0.08698638336047576,0.0,0.0,0.11424741134341412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085423363625589,0.1095744976526245,0.0,0.10300666796473597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709876450491904,0.08453686597658346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325289761643844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177940679140734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645096411380953,0.0,0.098132182914074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045300175191032,0.0,0.0,0.07998695319900204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161302781684924,0.0,0.1180736480258176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990021968996546,0.07189892326700953,0.18110980228263088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247374387971387,0.0,0.1049592795677868,0.0,0.09441298977736902,0.1081913471315766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657352202796716,0.0,0.0,0.08787249573458472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841940698733754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548152706189156,0.0,0.0,0.0688998054784729,0.0,0.1018937938912532,0.08233354578389362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4318598721079796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557097771931757,0.06117039205422259,0.08231956110372009,0.08318929027558164,0.0,0.18649410911368813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124682381773591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367206285809003,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Klaus_Hargreeves,2018/02/08,"Doctor Refusing to continue prescription of Citalopram/Celexa Greetings! I am in a rather unfortunate position. My doctor has refused to keep prescribing me Citalopram (celexa). I have seen four psychiatrists over the last year and all of them have treated me like a criminal. They also reschedule appointments without notifying me and end up delaying my prescription for a week where I have to go without meds. I never had this problem in California, but I recently moved to Texas. Each visit I need to pee in a cup and sign a paper saying I won't do drugs, including (specifically) alcohol and tobacco. I cannot continue this, it is just furthering my anxiety. I am done. I have tried hard, and I am done. Does anyone have advice on what to do coming off of Celexa/citalopram, or any SSRI in general? I have read some articles online, but I know the community here has a lot of experience. 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Whenever I have to do work, whatever work it is (Personnal, business, reviewing my kids' homeworks), I get this feeling of a clenching fist in my chest. This is causing me a lot of trouble since whenever I get that feeling, my mind breaks concentration and I immediately think of something ""pleasant"" to do instead, like browse reddit or watch TV. I've stopped taking ADHD medication 7 months ago and this feeling is even more present now, to the point where I am not able to function since I'm doing less than the bare minimum. Work piles up, anxiety gets worse. I'm going to consult my psych soon to get back on ADHD medication, but frankly the medication didn't exactly fix that problem, that hate, for anything that is work. It sounds childish, but what can I say, responsibility hurts me physically. It doesn't help that I find no pleasure in life other than in the usual vices.",8.472323232323232,7.80920981818182,8.59689393939394,68.25770202020205,61.61363636363637,11.913131313131313,41.14646464646465,11.20814326018867,4.702927525252528,752,38,133,18,9,247,111,176,0.16,0.7809999999999999,0.059,-0.9555,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,6,7,1,0,6,0,13,5,1,1,1,18,27,5,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,15,2,0,1,6,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,1,7,15,3,19,26,3,18,0,1,1,0,4,8,0,2,9,84,30,9,0.1285544965023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089950457422169,0.0,0.1139558046149078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196687675910411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578939706849304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885047261484366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206087987379478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490903251350301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600040642481753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749648084212252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686576741253227,0.0,0.07306048290184827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692095057650368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616736919307302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762024733315692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908018426877748,0.06280523345263471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929243577404144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885153918215953,0.0,0.0,0.12980339469990598,0.0,0.10261097262677812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12152555168017135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300929148881455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223169541838137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126832159045936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989675320119965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747731536531256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966569825653149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237253055567732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728006458635425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158461585492868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679460226520544,0.0,0.13100801465383774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alonesoul,2018/02/08,"Today’s extreme panic attack that led me to having an urgent GP visit. 💔 I had a scary panic attack this morning where I had mental blocks and was left physically shaking. After this panic attack, it lead me to phoning Samaritans, my counselling practice and the GP to up my current dose of antidepressants and give me anxiety based medication. I have never been so terrified in my life, even though I’ve been through depression for 4 years and social anxiety for ages, I have never experienced something as extreme as this. 💔",9.021562500000002,8.68878219791667,9.352166666666667,62.20950000000002,60.35416666666666,11.43,38.99166666666667,10.793553405168565,4.570344166666667,425,19,63,9,5,142,67,96,0.341,0.643,0.016,-0.9877,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,4,3,0,8,3,0,2,2,9,9,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,5,1,10,0,12,4,0,15,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,7,48,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24665734700369746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5502144016264764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13885383768827925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648067602349848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546516663446975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516005758006253,0.0,0.11387058958699155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240667744474624,0.16246632727604812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486771668126758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567451542882329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16433791019829674,0.0,0.12411082073439884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15839245631491133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281252327154854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381687111773966 anxiety,Swimmer36,2018/02/08,"Does anyone have any tips on how to deal with Anxiety/Panic Attacks? I recently started having panic attacks, and I have no clue where to start. My stomach feels like it's in a knot, and I'm having trouble breathing. This is new to me, and I don't know what to do:/",3.2573636363636362,4.283921236363638,4.790681818181817,85.20602272727272,73.0,6.954545454545455,28.29545454545455,7.1686216300943375,1.5170909090909093,208,8,42,2,4,70,43,55,0.243,0.713,0.043,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,1,1,0,7,2,2,1,0,7,12,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,7,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17826656737394975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18329682837638173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5964521446392512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702584349223711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22940354094636406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325476287109407,0.18727536677254164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406721041187587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807007134838969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531798231073278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075689119827744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258835078249722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371093033115008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DrCockBlocktagon,2018/02/08,"Anyone have Experience with Remeron (mirtazapine) for GAD and sleep? I have pretty bad GAD and insomnia caused by it. Started Mirtazapine 15mg lst night. It MIGHT hve helped a little with sleep but hardly noticeable. Does it improve over time or what? I also cant tell that I have taken anything, i feel totally normal now. 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I'm going to miss her beyond words, but (at least) my anxiety is mostly calmed down. I'm not entirely sure, if this is appropriate to post here, but I need to get it out and deemed it at least semi-relevant. The health of your older dog (would have turned 11 in March) declined since last fall and even more since Christmas. I was constantly worried about her and felt so incredible helpless. She had two operation in the late fall and after Christmas we decided with our vet that we were going to just provide her pain therapy and don't put her through test after test and vet visit after vet visit, which would have stressed her massively and lessened her quality of life. Tuesday started her health to decline even further, she refused to eat even her favourite treats and since yesterday evening she also denied water. We made it her as comfortable as possible, wetted her mouth, kept her warm and discussed an at home vet visit today, but then she died around noon. She didn't suffer long and was surrounded by most of us. And while I'm going to miss her beyond words and trying to grieve and her death is also not helping my depression, most of the anxiety I felt for the last months and especially the last days has calmed down. Even though I worry now about our one year old dog and the rest of the family, I don't need to worry any longer about her, I am not helpless anymore and there is no more uncertainty. In the finality lies comfort. Now I can mourn her, keep her memory dear, let her go and eventually move forward. It hurts and the pain will never go away completely, but some day the joy of the memories will be greater than the sorrow.",9.559790178571431,7.324508684375001,8.885535714285718,72.06875000000002,60.59375,12.267857142857144,37.23214285714286,10.7630783206399,3.7681830357142863,1329,46,250,25,14,422,177,320,0.225,0.6829999999999999,0.092,-0.9944,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,7,1,0,0,20,22,0,1,13,0,22,8,1,1,2,52,42,31,5,5,9,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,1,0,7,24,2,3,3,0,0,13,8,13,0,2,9,4,39,9,41,27,10,57,0,10,0,0,36,16,0,5,29,178,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549324381310542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611278332826302,0.0,0.14874572921552234,0.0,0.09641589674240353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654621483826089,0.0,0.0,0.09134118237358876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193308828941994,0.10506004282192104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539742894733938,0.0,0.08373525294183623,0.0,0.2017975625462808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994801045604755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32106373466831384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165015502517346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669246730970893,0.10649951550704967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079332177543165,0.0,0.2762612033461521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668015712508264,0.0,0.0,0.06516436836156828,0.0,0.09751936485823123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10407578385193292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641340629278907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23774128618891224,0.1096681449757266,0.0,0.0,0.0994138105682922,0.06866920483039421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603644482668107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199170528741048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759989983224069,0.10332923901552284,0.0,0.14417446808613232,0.07498188674721915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020158036247585,0.0,0.06587863811875243,0.0,0.20689739809421928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960069295070538,0.09310967397122512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773272988246698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24126361676092656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881265975547593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136492803623936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916284908814698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111179289737901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955179389667484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18430596520564807,0.0,0.0,0.06600584806741297,0.10574720186976523,0.09496959720928937,0.0,0.11694342342754498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961942133085423,0.0,0.1381242828418732,0.0,0.0,0.06260635001093481 anxiety,Sg1976,2018/02/08,"Lexapro Second time Side Effects Anyone try this a second time and have different side effects. First time I took this my anxiety shot through the roof but that was the only side affect. This time I have mildly elevated anxiety, but diarrhea, I feel jittery but tired at the same time as well. Anyone experience this?",4.391052631578948,7.389342052631584,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,75.84210526315789,8.010526315789475,28.798245614035093,8.841846274778883,2.901119298245616,255,11,41,6,6,81,37,57,0.123,0.8320000000000001,0.045,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,3,0,9,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,4,1,3,3,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401857789716545,0.0,0.0,0.31093680711344224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323026182049923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217495528751814,0.0,0.0,0.11242403053807684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18912606871302734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910296730496194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6482541606529552,0.25555222779910386,0.0,0.0,0.2470328560868855,0.15095728099166386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991435578070446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,almondbutterbutt,2018/02/08,"Needing some reassurance. Hi everyone. I've been having a really hard time with my anxiety over the past few days. I've been fixated on some thoughts about the future that really scare me, I've felt physically ill, and I've had a couple of panic attacks. I'm heading to the doctor here in a few minutes - I'm guessing he'll probably prescribe me an SSRI or something. I think I just need a reminder that it will get better. If you guys have success stories (especially related to medication), I'd really like to hear them. I'd also just like to chat with people who are maybe going through similar things - that's the only thing that has helped get me out of my head. Thanks for reading/responding.",4.104585858585857,6.004655822222222,5.7163636363636385,75.9381818181818,72.25925925925927,9.057239057239057,30.050505050505052,9.573946990214177,3.0914444444444458,556,24,99,14,11,189,96,135,0.114,0.76,0.126,0.4019,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,5,9,1,2,9,0,8,5,2,0,0,16,22,4,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,3,9,6,15,15,4,9,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,5,6,60,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122543764898842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553100659592584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667993884031414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512728287044555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815662328485236,0.0,0.10582667188711407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795655447376787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679828168795018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755540322981662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714640640628306,0.0,0.0932580642747631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807673869782098,0.16247827086182118,0.0,0.0,0.1469954607211889,0.0,0.3368143514102217,0.0,0.1849451947274941,0.0,0.10998835123209344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603354991777405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648538821759443,0.0,0.0,0.16530684323976966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433463629474845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480042974352895,0.0,0.1925282562705964,0.0,0.0,0.15664572376925395,0.11376170656905955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692044571434715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153673135813599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642861259275588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632712096755053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510751617801301,0.0,0.0,0.2180327353275905,0.10514442888854636,0.0,0.13027183510765128,0.09568418475663916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Archon7,2018/02/08,"Can severe anxiety be caused by your body not your brain? Hi, I know the title might sound weird but can anxiety be caused physically because of something being wrong in your body and not be to do with thinking or your brain? I ask because often I will feel extremely anxious but honestly I am not even thinking about scary things I might just be at home doing the housework and it just overcomes me. I notice things like coffee really set it off and once it comes on then suddenly everything is scary, like the anxiety causes the bad thoughts not the other way around. If this is possible how do you fix it? I have tried SSRI drugs before but I had horrendous side effects from the four types I tried, I did 2 years of therapy but that did absolutely nothing. Just looking for some help.",5.820600000000002,6.882885860000003,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,67.06666666666666,9.466666666666667,31.0,9.642632912329526,2.8781999999999988,629,24,115,13,10,200,100,150,0.201,0.716,0.083,-0.9603,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,5,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,0,20,5,4,5,0,33,28,11,0,1,13,0,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,9,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,4,3,16,3,13,16,1,12,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,6,5,86,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30038661525985266,0.14786605131786262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165179651473058,0.12236250144586085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928591458421896,0.1595760764645205,0.0,0.11137594754450122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907738614930529,0.0,0.29222832788179925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033737297459972,0.0,0.11274832105224185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178838939088896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08645021186901895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763358897022515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618084606454032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773138855106494,0.0,0.1312912179576393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719325571339256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789041584239025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991285623101396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777027182973114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559045319486015,0.1490167215915176,0.0,0.13939132300028415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475564211007552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385012901874983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786605131786262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076388644789228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968170047635646,0.0,0.17391218620517793,0.16773533999679188,0.0,0.1039103582794209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772856083908498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389270869183882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431053522420512,0.0,0.08428750491522613 anxiety,shaneomaniac,2018/02/08,"Anyone else finding learning impossible compared to when you were in school? More than a year since I graduated and having no luck. I've banged on aboutthis for ages and a common response is adding new skills. But I've hated learning for a few years and I find it a chore pretty quicky. Probably because Im not seeing any immediate benefit, and would rather do something where I get paid, hence droping out of favour of classic job hunting. Problem is job searching is a chore too, and *very rarely* do I get a positive response. Now today I received a voicemail asking to ring back regarding on of my applications, and now Imposter Syndrome is kicking in. I've been looking for an entry level Digital Marketing role, but I'm totally faking it (it's the closest field to my Arts degree, but it's also the cloest field that ""interests"" me). I don't like interviewing either. In the rare chance I do get hired, will I be exposed? How much can I cram in, considering I only switched majors purely because the alternative was dropping out? Heck, I used to be creative & design for my own fun in my mid teens. But that feels like a generation ago, not a few years back.",4.422689793866265,6.399608375565612,5.430007541478133,78.00020487682255,71.57918552036199,7.8070387129210665,31.28230266465561,8.515128840125781,2.6466227249874317,925,42,162,16,18,304,142,221,0.078,0.8220000000000001,0.1,0.6928,2,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,0,1,10,10,1,0,14,0,17,0,0,2,2,28,28,13,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,8,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,4,4,17,7,21,20,8,28,0,0,2,0,5,13,1,1,15,105,23,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419598240976165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806875044379207,0.0,0.17351819468511567,0.0,0.10890481594671307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197785233656303,0.16408856893580648,0.0,0.0,0.14971495278848815,0.0,0.0,0.2462848777522243,0.0,0.19524710979064425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378148794120906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097466239229148,0.1144083809441052,0.0,0.0,0.29274120451876684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510091277723048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811108419645745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298523156815385,0.0,0.3178405174425329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647855628723958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448236091148316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177257845299876,0.0,0.0,0.15467006765820582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217982990070464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292612181043445,0.17266454443994653,0.15323815615303993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207636772535453,0.12761567974610655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247447999845766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328826498374175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179974437728574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831478171797154,0.0,0.13213727560407912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376316986971688,0.0,0.0,0.309386446090901 anxiety,cringemore,2018/02/08,"Anxious about xanax... Nothing can ease my mind from xanax worries... Let me say iv been taking xanax for 2 years now but onlly on occasions. I didnt take one single xanax from june to november. And since november i took about 20 0.5 pills. I take it on occasions , my existential worries are huge in combination with OCD. Until i dont figure out my life in a financial way they wont stop. They often stop me from enjoying things that i should be enjoying because its unrealistic to slove these problems in short period of time. Im close to getting my degree i have few more exams to finish law , but im on very edge to quit my university. My worries would start out of nowhere and in combination with anxiety , once in 10 days i just feel tired of these toughs and my inner battles . And i just take one xanax around 6-8 pm and relax for the rest of evening , needless to say xanax does wonders for me. I even feel much better when i wake up next morning i know its a placebo but when i acknowledge how peaceful life can be i stay in good mood and keep anxiety away for few days. I usually dont suffer from anxiety during spring/summer too much , so my xanax usage is related to fall and winter. And i am terrified about the withdrawal stories i have read. I never took more then 0.5 and i dont see any sings of toleration. The 0.5 pill still have same effets on me like it did 2 years ago. Should i be worried about taking xanax once per 7-12 days ? Because the benefits of it are just something that keeps me going...",4.047487163998793,5.302127498338873,5.191756266988829,82.20908411356089,71.35880398671097,8.662096043491394,27.63530655391121,9.095868883498916,2.168779401993356,1191,42,239,24,22,394,167,301,0.117,0.747,0.136,0.8531,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,2,18,12,1,0,6,0,23,15,1,1,1,41,40,18,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,4,14,2,0,0,10,15,0,4,6,3,0,4,6,4,0,2,5,5,34,7,43,27,9,48,0,1,1,0,4,19,0,2,24,154,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361851878374911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06414814512322198,0.0,0.21648829796198574,0.10656689795739413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839743672830204,0.0,0.0,0.08862684533390071,0.0,0.0,0.11500629999566075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342788316728676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18250659097771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254947550282382,0.0,0.3316648113689481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460914218689115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539292361480534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04928392381187177,0.0,0.0536103393988828,0.07912015808147016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203786795695751,0.0,0.0,0.16769101067605635,0.0,0.0,0.05184171354807418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645958355622684,0.13325719763104446,0.04608523989562401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095247167396057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386879110005554,0.0,0.07275369014175764,0.0,0.10032182338452374,0.0,0.0,0.09051289928118034,0.0,0.0,0.2009183414573671,0.1278419157632214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902617886442224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033236462709022,0.09435627780541744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003119801618464,0.0,0.0,0.07516939515656873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803137165414685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726204203681592,0.0,0.0,0.06676779076735839,0.1005440289961664,0.07533265925291675,0.15772946264688328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546249240892534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266915913320141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500501924204091,0.10841932116006428,0.0,0.0,0.20960986951150265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038919947988894,0.07783274833121351,0.0,0.07487535906318606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022976751069332,0.0,0.3831898244879441,0.0,0.06700985871966489,0.0,0.0,0.12149182121696615 anxiety,Majesticnarwhal3,2018/02/08,"Scared of dying and that there's something wrong with my heart?? I feel like I'm crazy for feeling this way, but ever since I had a really bad breakdown in December my mental health has taken a sharp decline. Almost every night I get about 4 hours of sleep before I'm startled awake by a panic attack. My heartrate feels like it's unbelievably high and It scares the hell out of me. I have been to my therapist,psychiatrist, and my family doctor and all seem not too concerned. But my family doctor ordered a heart monitor an echocardiogram, and blood work just to be safe. Ever since then though I keep checking and obsessing over my heart (looking up stuff online, checking my pulse ect) I'm terrified I'm going to have a heart attack or they're going to find something seriously wrong. Has anyone else felt this way or done this?? 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And obviously lack of sleep just makes everything harder. My psychologist recommended that I see a psychiatrist for medication to help me sleep/a better anxiety medication. What do you all think? What do you do to help with night time anxiety? Currently on wellbutrin...",6.103878787878788,9.622403054545458,7.294090909090907,59.09446969696973,73.0,12.393939393939394,34.62121212121212,11.20814326018867,5.921666666666666,268,14,38,12,6,90,42,55,0.207,0.64,0.154,-0.3527,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,1,1,2,8,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,6,7,3,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,3,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6122317079808234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025031192093704,0.0,0.0,0.1769513498613033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981580095251815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26821403714851105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355257559876535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4031119231895297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775818297179225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708641843600516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943501664235185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40044186046636093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128200902368117,0.0,0.0,0.11666617963336542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jcxavr,2018/02/08,"What should I do? Please help. My anxiety had gradually become so bad over a two year period that I don’t know what to do. I get reoccurring panic attacks at night and a small but noticeable sense of anxiety in the day. Nobody knows about my anxiety as I try to conceal it and act as natural as possible but it gets out of control at night. Occasionally I find online articles that help but I am looking for something that can help me long-term. I am considering to consult a therapist but is too ashamed to talk to my parents about it. I don’t know what to do when my anxiety/panic hits....please help. Background: I am 16 now and has had family issues since around I was 7. I never notice my condition that much at that age and grew up normal but ever since turning 14, various events had happened and causes so many dark thoughts. I am in a dark place but I have to hide it. I don’t want to be seen as weak or troublesome as I am still in school (peer pressure etc.) please help me, I’m in such a dark place whenever my anxiety hits.",2.9136134453781497,4.483460523809526,4.792408963585436,82.70533613445382,74.71428571428572,8.750700280112046,27.114845938375353,9.325443323948027,2.331887955182073,810,31,168,20,17,277,117,210,0.145,0.74,0.116,-0.6481,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,6,1,3,6,0,21,1,0,2,2,26,34,20,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,6,2,23,0,29,25,3,28,0,0,2,0,8,14,0,1,12,116,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417265457484854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941508640370056,0.0,0.1270472777809095,0.0,0.0,0.09324457930038599,0.0,0.12333708236660175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472174883070248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525383986740085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202161444552528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245479717168472,0.0,0.10101710157755933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527795002667342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206960438657643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166919311831795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875448923131752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742694769040266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656045966587485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412220056368786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882951683440246,0.09377949645163737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322167349415882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209451944305875,0.0,0.08613121629430089,0.0,0.0,0.2096002362065585,0.10941851548511104,0.0,0.25428714334116514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102742055217734,0.12400269479893496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23335476141151626,0.3677592851091648,0.0,0.1258976187458042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302181229550612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475865448443446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597344164846597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918439127273506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089760730668248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296641430753825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865806430388881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582049776566811,0.12147113805588045,0.10909097214627377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586924564711594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191551597477668 anxiety,gryphsabine,2018/02/08,"Sleepless Nights Living Alone and New Therapy It’s 4am and I can’t sleep again. Some nights I sleep fine while others not so much. Tonight, I am restless, my mouth is dry and my stomach hurts. This last weekend I had almost two days of panic attacks due to some friend issues. I live alone and though sometimes that gives me the introverted space I need, it also creates more problems. I’ve had relationships and that seemed to help but it’s been two months since I have had one and I keep feeling like I need to learn to manage this alone. I’m stuck right now in a social perfection loop and am highly stressed at my job because I’ve been wanting to leave for two years but haven’t found something better. I’m a teacher and though I have found a successful system, I struggle with the fishbowl life and miss adult interaction. I also am struggling to find lasting relationships because of my anxiety. I just quit online therapy because of the panic attacks and am looking for a new therapist. The constant access to texting someone made me focus more on my anxiety. As I was looking, I came across Neurofeedback therapy and am not sure if it is something I should pursue or not? The program they offer is very expensive but seems to offer great results according to the councilor that I spoke with. I have tried anxiety medication and it made things worse so I have been using meditation and mindfulness with less than ok results. I would like to find a natural solution that works. I’ve even considered going back to school to study psychology so that I can learn to help myself and maybe help others. What do other folks out there with similar issues do to manage? Has mindfulness and meditation worked ? What other natural solutions are there that worked for you? Has anyone tried Neurofeedback? 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I take Zoloft for my anxiety, and for the most part, with the exception of some tiredness side effects, it's been useful. But, for health reasons, I recently have gone on birth control. I've never been that excessively orgasmic of a woman, but I could get myself there with some time, but with the addition of the birth control's and the Zoloft's sexual side effects, its near impossible to climax. (Libido is still the same). The problem is, I'm still on my parents' health insurance, and they will want to know why I am suddenly changing my medication when I've been doing so well. I can talk to my mom about almost anything, but I've never been able to talk to her about sexual habits or masturbation. But the inability to reach climax is driving me crazy. 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After a few years of successfully keeping myself away from the ER, the combination of a sharply painful strained back muscle and sharp chest pains sent my hypochondria into overdrive and my husband couldn't talk me down. Now that I've had an EKG and blood work and nothing was wrong, I feel like such an idiot.",11.016306306306305,8.108264594594598,8.859729729729732,75.47671171171173,58.45945945945946,11.488288288288288,40.88288288288288,8.841846274778883,3.485618018018018,316,12,60,3,3,93,59,74,0.222,0.682,0.095,-0.8734,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,2,1,9,0,3,4,2,0,0,10,9,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,2,0,6,2,5,2,9,2,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,37,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409742845666475,0.19721964694314112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968554524418854,0.18323155447516334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051329390360332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572734287803686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797393483700906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253046711872796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799815658386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461024203914929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458321338620142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615137403166195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377623729139121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867227276403068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28042397062699104,0.0,0.1651666861669222 anxiety,b3thanie,2018/02/08,"Need to vent/ need advice. Giant wall of text incoming.. I have social and work anxiety, which are often in the form of panic attacks. Back in October 2017, I had some health concerns, a friend pass, and work issues. This is when I started to have the panic attacks. After a week of having them 2-3 times a day, and for upwards of an hour each, I started missing work. I was extremely exhausted, sleep deprived ( they normally came at night ) and depressed ( a lot of not feeling like I'm strong enough ). After about a week of work missed I started feeling suicidal, I told my bf ( we live together) and he asked if I had a plan, I did. He took me to the er ( he didn't believe I did not act on the suicidal thoughts ) and they set me up with a therapist. I'm now on Zoloft (50mg) and ativan as needed. I returned to work on Feb 1. ( after adjusting to the medicine and panic attacks that I am STILL having ). Unfortunately I was only able to complete one day, as the rest of the time I have called out due to anxiety about going. But I'm stuck in a shitty cycle... I call out because I'm panicking, but I feel like a waste of space, because I'm not strong enough to go. I have an appointment on Monday with my therapist, but I'd like any advice you guys have for breaking this cycle. I'm scared I'm sliding back into my old ways. 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My SO with anxiety (4 years) pushed me away a few months ago but has been accepting monthly care packages (sent from Amazon) appreciatively. SO wants space, leaves home just for work and essential errands, and isn't wanting to devote any energy to the relationship, getting relationship counseling, or even turning to me for support. What would be a good gift for Valentine's Day, to say that I still believe in and hope for a future together?",10.497386363636364,8.97956669318182,9.75136363636364,64.33454545454545,58.20454545454545,13.345454545454546,43.59090909090909,12.161744961471696,5.387263636363636,391,19,65,10,4,125,67,88,0.055,0.643,0.302,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,13,13,7,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,4,6,14,9,1,12,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,7,41,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566443634473766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476138921778189,0.0,0.3031967510695703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618584802793225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22326806122371498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204601357394444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278023014503565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088843861412436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035348726955922,0.0,0.0,0.16621435269419202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987791834247717,0.1968260545790613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098318496064644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163524443564891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255176563728641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575915611576272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582576362089977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248792883091836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555044444439048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23376985515556775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442690428745063,0.0,0.0,0.14077323101085742,0.0,0.0,0.12761402979265452 anxiety,14_5_05,2018/02/08,"I don't know how to ""solve"" my panic attacks I've had frequent anxiety attacks throughout 2017, but recently, I feel like I'm so close to getting pushed off the edge all the time. Whenever the smallest bad thing happens, I get an attack and cry, unfortunately often on public transport. I was taught to try breathing techniques, but my attacks may last for an hour and just start right back up after my controlled breathing stops. I don't even know what I'm trying to ask, but I just want it to stop. I'm still at school as well, so they often come during class, or during my commute. It's horrible and I don't know what to do.",5.034099999999999,5.589820040000002,5.607749999999999,82.68762500000003,68.6,7.85,30.825,7.6454224807358475,1.9454200000000004,495,19,97,5,8,160,82,125,0.265,0.682,0.053,-0.9826,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,12,8,4,1,5,0,7,2,2,2,1,24,22,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,4,0,0,3,3,6,1,0,3,1,12,2,13,18,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,4,12,61,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260862128574907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761338107199747,0.6698510943095715,0.0,0.11318874335240475,0.12290696930655648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680091929188755,0.0,0.0,0.16509881826500178,0.0,0.0,0.16169375864598962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722509599846577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442941981025405,0.10516066586170676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381324803933635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301696577742826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496366728116372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426940184955409,0.11998873783526125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191513871822049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270905479925372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145343563578051,0.0,0.0,0.12570913905362202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489756135852677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418986525444196,0.0,0.11755517932543876,0.2461338209780713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779402868740104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858342844248787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998800930115672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682316348831008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235168176486084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Soylenient,2018/02/08,"Quick tips for driving anxiety? My boyfriend asked me to drive him to the airport tomorrow night so he could avoid taking $50-100 worth of ubers. We could really use the money, but I have terrible driving anxiety and I don't know how to handle it. We tried letting me drive home from the store tonight and I broke down and had a panic attack at the first traffic light. I just want to be able to get around on my own and feel more independent, but I'm so terrified of making a mistake on the road that I just freeze up, which makes me make more mistakes :(",4.989464285714289,5.344408303571427,5.400000000000002,84.845,68.64285714285714,8.9,29.392857142857146,8.841846274778883,2.060557142857143,438,15,92,7,7,140,81,112,0.302,0.667,0.032,-0.9903,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,7,7,1,2,7,0,7,0,0,6,0,25,18,9,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,7,0,1,1,3,13,0,15,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,61,16,0,0.2169033728292611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318609730474916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930899880035366,0.2027753737923076,0.24675889978087515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463593872321674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967286251961704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18449789812343007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332305994671915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757176816777307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920442119370953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22179839437104068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343540569374743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354912196282274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544893735727067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895385476271144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308434240979286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726315223973965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18733487231223092,0.0,0.0,0.1279352290673077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,richvilleusa,2018/02/08,"I suffer from social anxiety, Ask Me anything This is one of my first posts on reddit so this is my way of facing it",1.9644000000000013,3.2348712400000004,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,76.6,6.6000000000000005,20.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5414000000000003,91,2,19,1,2,32,21,25,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147982028866099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386314056279605,0.0,0.3846991869715516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35002372368323675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27884466999858465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941055409400098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194748660439408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32663144422318136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,crassula_lula,2018/02/08,Can anyone give me personal experiences with Buspar? I've had a prescription for it for a few months and I'm too scared to take it in fear that it will give me more anxiety or side effects that I can't handle. ,3.7799242424242436,4.49858865909091,5.416363636363638,82.35287878787881,71.5,9.503030303030306,26.03030303030303,9.725611199111238,2.1347666666666667,167,5,36,4,3,57,35,44,0.188,0.812,0.0,-0.7959999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,5,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257666483374446,0.0,0.0,0.22172006681654052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31017957388079365,0.0,0.35681982343004226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6083724792890991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531020553264157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768749607252014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174672265175413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23841583724103985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,linstagram,2018/02/08,"Been really struggling this last year...(vent) I changed jobs last year and moved up into a management role. I run a small program for kids and have 3 staff. Shortly after accepting my position, my job duties completely changed, I hired one new staff person, 2 staff quit and I hired 2 more, and it was up for debate on whether the program would cease to exist by 2019. It feels like I’ve been in survival mode, and everyone was abandoning me...even though I know it wasn’t me they were abandoning. This was rough for me. I have been applying to different jobs for about 6 months and with my anxiety, I’ve completely bombed several interviews. My dad got cancer, surgery, and is currently going through radiation. He’s my rock, and I don’t want to think about my life without him. I took the step to seek help for anxiety and depression. I am taking lexapro. Not sure it’s helping, still feeling pretty rough, exhausted, giving up. I get into work late daily because I don’t fall asleep well. My work is falling behind. I’m feeling like a big pile of garbage all I want to do is quit my job and stay home in bed away from everyone. End rant. 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I would convince myself that I was hearing things, seeing things etc. This has become a full-blown obsession at this point. I cannot stop thinking about it. It pervades every thought process I have. If I walk into my bedroom and the fan is running, I wonder: Did I just hear a voice from the fan? Or is that simply the vibration of the fan, and due to my own preoccupation/obsession with going schizophrenic, have I interpreted the buzzing of the fan to be a voice? They are thought processes like these that I repeat, seemingly ad infinitum, throughout the day. A vast majority of the time, I am able to satisfy my neurotic obsession with convincing myself I have not hallucinated, by locating the source of the visual or auditory stimuli. But then there's those one or two instances throughout the day where I can't. I can't trace the spiraling worry in my head back to a definitive source, and I convince myself that surely this is the symptom of a schizophrenic. I'm not looking for a diagnosis--I have talked to my psych about this, and when I brought up the issue with him, I got so nervous about it that I literally had a panic attack right there in his office. The worst panic attack I have had in about a decade, simply from gauging the topic with my psychiatrist. I lost my vision momentarily--it felt like I was dying. More to the point though, how do I handle this? How do I attack this? I have a history of health anxiety, and thinking you have a physical ailment that's terminal is difficult enough to deal with. But I'd have never imagined the terror and pure discomfort one could possibly feel from what I am currently going through. I have no delusions that anyone is out to get me. I have no fear I'm being spied on. I have no paranoia--except, ironically, for the fact that I am indeed *going to become* paranoid (as is a common form of schizophrenia). I'd give the world to not have the need to microanalyze the fucking fan of every room I walk into, to listen closely to the tv to make sure i'm not hearing voices from it, to turn off the sink and listen closely to make sure I haven't lost it. I'd do anything to go back to my old anxiety, where this wasn't my fixation. Questioning the realness of the millions of stimuli you take in every day is no way to live, and if this goes on much longer, I don't know how I'll be able to do it. I lurk here a lot, and kind of just felt the need to put this out there. Thanks for reading this if you have, and if you've experienced anything similar, please do let me know. 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I'm pretty stable these days since I've started sertraline, and have a scrip for ativan for emergencies. Anyways, I'm quite worried of having a freakout or something over there being so far from home. Any advice or tips/insights from anyone else who has traveled with anxiety disorders?",10.187317073170732,9.43036004878049,9.817195121951222,61.19091463414637,58.26829268292683,13.078048780487805,41.23170731707317,12.161744961471696,5.487721951219513,372,17,53,10,4,121,61,82,0.14400000000000002,0.7909999999999999,0.065,-0.6801,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,12,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,10,9,0,13,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,5,35,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823138668843226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099192971862664,0.0,0.29471592521829304,0.0,0.0,0.1346882122319635,0.1973675645362304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422749710905205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076548484569405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091386881019806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384713227034295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189469951856171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864381181559961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375181792795356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260044936949267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596936014256186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097618108984942,0.0,0.0,0.12340081297592145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186835700996071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14829250296684554,0.0,0.0,0.13634130400599326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232146464850473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562052208134256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrUnderdawg,2018/02/08,"What are some good anxiety/depression self Help books? I have this ‘30-day senior project’ for my ELA class where we need to find some sort of self-improvement book, follow it for a month, then make a 12-15 minute video documenting ourselves doing it. I know that I’m not going to fully get over my anxiety/depression in 30 days, but I still want to make it relevant to me. Book requirements: - 200+ pages - Steps or processes (she said they don’t have to be steps per se, main concepts are also allowed) ",7.4498969072164964,6.617801618556701,7.303835051546392,77.25121649484537,63.74226804123712,11.471340206185568,32.802061855670104,10.793553405168565,3.2728037113402064,395,13,78,9,5,126,76,97,0.0,0.94,0.06,0.5023,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,15,17,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,1,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,1,9,1,10,15,4,12,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,4,5,44,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918812806736229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094850769016775,0.0,0.4133228474240651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930235531443326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253596284048426,0.0,0.13636439037109607,0.20125170338073384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16082785526725984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186567634234095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203258789483122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151916565393856,0.0,0.0,0.17791372086916235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22823949074954886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006230184569194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916177414514108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152382386520998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ccaccord07,2018/02/08,"Relax With Romance HI all! Id like to give the community some of my writings that people say help soothe and relax them. my goal from writing is to relax readers I awoke to the rhythmic sound of the surf. It's steadiness flowed through my diaphragm, as the beat of my heart steadily rose. The sun's gleam warmed my face, as if nature, personally, was ravishing me with its' glory. I slowly rolled onto my other side. Jane is fixed in a deep sleep. Her Smile reads she's swept in a colorful dream; perhaps in another realm where she's swirling in twisting visions of fate. As I pull the handle, the ocean's majesty amplifies through my core. While the night owls recharged in their rooms, the early birds imbibe the quiet morning's delight- down on the sand. I closed my eyes and soaked in the salty air of the Solent. Leaning over the edge,I reminisce the events that transpired the previous night. Tranced in thought, A zephyr glided its way through the patio into my sweetheart's serenity. She leans up. Still in a daze, she trots over with open arms, and throws them around my neck. Trading volumes of vitality, I can feel my Jane's pulse flare to life, while i'm lulled back to sleep by her perfume. I then let my thoughts sail over the railing of the balcony and I consume the euphoria of this blissful moment . While I'm cooking our last English breakfast, Jane filled the hotel notepad with sketches of the seagulls that towered above the veranda. She merrily gossiped with them as if they were old friends. Her high spirits magnetized the attention of beach goers down below. she waved them good morning, and her white glove took off into the sunrise. Our breakfast sizzled over a small stove- a meal never to be forgotten, yet never to be remembered. I only recall our reciprocated gazes of desire, erupting into the crevasses of each others' newfound hearts. After breakfast we shipped our bags , We joined the early risers down along the shore. We watched the life-giving star slowly climb above the horizon.16 It ascended harmoniously with our love, as we twirled each other into the reaching tide. Hand in hand with Jane, travelers laughed as I paraded her parasol through the spring sky. Not long after, Janey spotted our boat in the distance, and she clapped her sandy boots in the air to get its' attention. Joining our antics, The sailer eventually bantered back with his wailing whistle. ""Again!again!,""Jane Screeched. The blaring horn began to vibrate our eardrums, as it approached the beach. In the midst of the hullabaloo, and with half of the night owls enraged in their rooms, a few youngsters raced over to the scene. While Jane bounced around beach with the kids, I hop aboard our new home. I help the captain's assistant rearrange the cargo-hold, and make sure everything's in place. Moving Jane's Steamer trunks full of journals, the assistant asked, are these really just her journals, how are these so heavy? Satisfying his curiosity, i answered,""Oh thanks for reminding me, heres another one!"" I then handed him the hotel notepad from this morning. He simply smiled, and shook his head in disbelief. On deck, I felt astonished that, aside from friends, family and each other, our whole lives were,literally, underneath our feet. I signaled to my love, and she ran towards my arms, and I swing her aboard. With me, Jane, the captain, his assistant, and of course, his dog Dixie,we waved goodbye to the kids and the on lookers on shore , and we set sail through the channel. Then, out of nowhere, My darling turned to me, eagerly declaring,"" This is the start of our new life!"" It was that very instant i knew- our love's epicenter would be infinite! 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I know I shouldn’t dwell on stuff cause it just triggers my anxiety. But here I am doing it. Why do I have attachment issues? This sucks and I hope I can manage it, I mean I have for 19 years. But I don’t know, I’m getting tired of the same old stuff. I get attached really quickly with any girl that shows the slightest interest. Anyway I hope everyone has a great night!",0.07833333333333314,2.144515722222226,2.2329629629629646,95.08333333333336,86.22222222222223,5.822222222222222,19.185185185185183,7.1686216300943375,0.2705407407407403,390,11,91,6,12,131,66,108,0.096,0.652,0.253,0.963,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,1,4,1,14,1,0,2,0,19,25,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,3,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,17,5,7,24,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,4,61,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257625014198384,0.0,0.14147517348331784,0.0,0.0,0.12931122183208185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18997973110440086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671382318389575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324236192519292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389207358659087,0.20372733499372966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3673654169364137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193024644502298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30490719074601985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014490067736072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354946607684596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19405872816611489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847443541315165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42341387050211615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486441729654365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21255618545382574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337511000564473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11909241731735075 anxiety,solarfriends,2018/02/08,"Does anyone else get anxious when getting into the shower? I'm honestly ashamed to admit this, but it's been several days since I've been able to wash my hair because I feel like I just *can't* make myself get into the shower. I get all of my products ready, but then I wind up pacing or stalling in the bathroom for 30+ minutes. I'm really struggling and I'm wondering if anyone has/is feeling the same way?",7.2371428571428575,5.469703190476191,7.911904761904763,75.7414285714286,64.71428571428572,10.304761904761904,36.476190476190474,8.841846274778883,3.1123904761904764,324,13,63,4,4,109,63,84,0.116,0.742,0.141,0.2779,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,4,0,3,2,1,1,1,15,15,7,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,7,2,8,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,4,34,9,0,0.2271113401376693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565711696827235,0.0,0.3176030592518757,0.2327024067475253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844496497667605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464680259364049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874666423078785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972238239437225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296686350116951,0.16224838677334247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4746252061881965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095512895436356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515985830903525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549334001041947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565711696827235,0.0,0.18786884746571206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374260838705059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027041063854687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462925604581508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxshus,2018/02/08,"Neurotransmitters Test or other tests Has anyone had any tests run? Via GP or naturopath? My brother has anxiety, and had a neurotransmitter urine test and it results showed elevated epinephrine, which makes a lot of sense considering his symptoms. I have anxiety as well and my symptoms are not entirely different, so I am wondering if this is a commonality. I know, slightly but chronically elevated cortisol levels is a possibility, and that cortisol can effect epinephrine. Just grasping at straws! Thanks <3",6.786666666666669,10.428385285714283,8.138095238095241,53.340238095238114,71.14285714285714,11.82857142857143,37.904761904761905,10.980518767755715,6.127319047619048,420,24,56,17,9,143,64,84,0.033,0.893,0.07400000000000001,0.6544,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,10,4,1,3,0,17,14,10,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,3,12,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,5,1,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17996576598235714,0.0,0.4049011060684241,0.0,0.0,0.1850439743515959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649476511958954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454404280996069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498932851277445,0.0,0.0,0.17665071858682854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29834430901411946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5501291357376765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436469752096535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379451134590443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869931690693422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,andos4,2018/02/08,"Anxiety symptom trouble I have started up a new semester of college. My anxiety has been getting the better of me. The thing with this anxiety is there is no real impending ""doom"" that would cause it. All the anxiety is based off of anxiety symptoms, which makes the anxiety worse. I may sit in class and I feel sick to my stomach, sweat a lot, have eye strain, and be uncomfortable in general. The problem is this is the year where teachers come down on students for professionalism and participation. I don't know what to do to stop these symptoms. I would probably be fine without the symptoms. My parents have been useless and just downplay everything i say. Any advice? These people have no idea and never will know how bad anxiety is. I have developed agoraphobia from a history of panic.",4.708509283819627,7.215134227586208,5.768275862068968,73.57315649867378,72.24137931034483,9.427055702917773,34.602122015915114,9.851270322608157,4.065302387267904,633,34,105,18,13,209,94,145,0.271,0.7,0.029,-0.9849,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,0,2,10,0,22,8,3,3,2,26,29,6,0,3,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,9,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,3,11,2,17,21,2,14,1,2,1,0,2,7,0,2,5,83,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654010220932914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081101314433148,0.0,0.6386383603802388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957764012460724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054763309561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251351344219084,0.0,0.10273246814201108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718375953212292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030175524109538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623087541173344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346307288598432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108504082664507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013911183397301,0.0,0.0,0.0796073930769501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919811459711642,0.11518265451807155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399266469761022,0.13242481021219785,0.0,0.0,0.08268030087030305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858312452345685,0.1141163113613307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574470040901587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948408355512036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441328401045106,0.0,0.0,0.09970722240622944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.495829812661939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792314597773591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496298640826015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215367653135907,0.1694386520983602,0.0,0.0,0.07679993220884325 anxiety,fela-kuti,2018/02/08,"Getting super stressed over an O Chem II test tomorrow Just need to vent for a second... So I’ve got an O Chem II test tomorrow, and feel fairly unprepared. I’ve always been on top of the notes and been to SI sessions all this semester, but have not been doing many problems which solidify the subject material. My anxiety is starting to kick in and I’m about to fall into some panic attack. The 6 cups of coffee today don’t help either. I got a B+ in O Chem I (curved grade), so I’m underwhelmed by what I can do in O Chem II. I look around at other students, and they are either way better than I, or way worse. I think I’ll be up all night either doing problems/looking at notes or just pulling hair out. Fuck college. Fuck my anxiety/depression ",2.125874060150373,4.103741493421055,4.092969924812032,85.05578947368423,78.14473684210526,6.974436090225563,24.672932330827063,7.957251820313856,1.4882090225563909,585,21,117,10,14,199,99,152,0.184,0.746,0.07,-0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,3,6,8,3,2,7,0,12,3,1,0,2,23,24,9,0,2,9,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,5,3,9,2,21,18,6,21,0,0,1,2,2,12,2,3,5,72,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628847846329051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497529061943728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426446137990526,0.0,0.2227008619433164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731303919827518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860447079851096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898018282865814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36194678179469136,0.10227450013190753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31312812498471426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121120981330514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32877169912141224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846599406321735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515069245210366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370387025221765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296776444553145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731218215981424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855719872690922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22423798934609926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543262595584428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555392523918274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31076421388914593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199492223784304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Roseemacculate02,2018/02/08,"Worry of SO leaving you This is my first post here, I've been having a bad couple months. So do any of you worry about being left by your SO? My ex cheated on me and it came seemingly out if no where, so now I have this awesome fear in my new (and awesome!) Relationship that my bf is secretly cheating on me or wants to. I also have fear he will get tired or bored of me and find someone better, someone without mental disorders. I desperately do not want this fear, I have talked with him about it some and he always reassures me but it's exhausting. If you have tips that would be great, but also just not feeling alone in this is great too. 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My brother is selling these Subway coupon cards to fund a trip down to Orlando with his high school band class to perform. The coupon cards come connected in pairs with perforations to separate them and each half is 1 coupon card. Well, when I volunteered to sell them at work, I had no idea I was supposed to separate them. I have been giving away 2 cards for the price of 1. I only sold 5 but for being $10 each, I now have to make up the $50 in coupon cards I gave away. My mom said she’d cover it but I feel so bad. We can hardly afford the trip to begin with. There was also a guy at work that wanted me to bring more tomorrow but now I have to tell him that I’m an idiot and he doesn’t get as many coupons as everyone else. I know it was an honest mistake and my mom isn’t mad but I can’t help but feel embarrassed and anxious to admit my mistake to everyone at work tomorrow. 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My anxiety has mostly been internal for as long as I've had it. It always helped immensely to assure myself people probably couldn't see it. Within the past 6 months though, every time I need to do something (talk to a professor, pass papers in class) My hands shake uncontrollably. Is there a trick to stilling them without hiding them? 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This past year my anxiety has skyrocketed out of control. I can’t sleep some nights, I worry constantly about everything, put so much pressure on myself, never feel like I’m good enough, etc, etc. I think part of it is lack of self-care bc I’m so busy. I work about 30 hours a week between two jobs (one of which has caused me anxiety for over a year but I can’t leave bc I want them to be a good reference for my future), and attend university full time - 12 hours a week of internship and 3 courses this semester. I don’t have time to relax, ever, I’m always go go go and can’t stop bc I feel this constant need to always be working on something. I also have quite bad money anxiety which is why I work so much; I’m constantly trying to save bc I feel like I need a large security net financially in case something bad happens. Every day is a 12+ hour day between work, internship, volunteering, studying. I can’t relax and my thoughts race nonstop. I feel exhausted 24/7 but don’t know how to calm my life. Anyone else have this kind of problem - bidirectional anxiety and heavy workload feeding off of each other? Edit: I feel like I need a break to truly relax and find some inner peace but I’m not sure my anxiety would even allow it? 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One of the worst in recent memory. I was laying in bed shaking and crying. 2 of my dogs got up on the bed, laid on the other side facing me and just stared at me. Looking into their eyes, I knew I was going to be okay. They know not to crowd me, they'll automatically go to my husband's side of the bed and make sure I have room. My pit bull is the one who I've had the longest. He's the one who I swear looks me in the eye until I'm okay. As soon as I'm okay, they take a nap. Never leaving my side. What did we do to deserve dogs? 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Anyone with experiences?? I've tried benzos, antidepressants, and stimulants with no luck. I'm really hoping this works.",6.367222222222222,10.304011555555556,6.709166666666667,58.983750000000036,81.59259259259258,11.588888888888887,25.26851851851852,10.125756701596842,4.896562962962962,140,5,17,6,4,45,25,27,0.12,0.613,0.268,0.7034,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26052584104908066,0.0,0.0,0.23812598348826075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980244900439383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33313094817642125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382508105953688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21817009422127245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471558645282741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312164412734761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062024275970273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958603758072901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,elendil47,2018/02/08,"Anxiety through the roof I don't mean to complain, but my anxiety has been through the roof for over a month. My husband and I just bought a house in another town. I just transfered to a new university in this town. I'm taking 15 hours of classes, doing research, I'm living alone (with epilepsy) while my husband lives and works in our old town while he's looking for work in our new town. Since we are living separately I have picked up all the chores he used to do in addition to doing my share of the chores, homework, and research. I take the bus everywhere because I can't drive (again epilepsy). I live in a rough neighborhood so I'm afraid of being outside at night. There is always something that has to get done that has a due date every day. I'm constantly working on something. No free time. I lose sleep. I'm afraid that this is going to trigger a seizure and I've never had a seizure without my husband nearby before. I'm so afraid. 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Whenever i get really stressed and anxious i start to like gag, kinda like im gonna throwup. Does anyone else have this or just me?",0.7980836236933762,3.240757170731708,1.6601393728223002,93.59243902439026,99.24390243902441,4.294076655052264,22.930313588850176,6.18269132825596,0.7104118466898961,168,7,32,2,7,52,28,41,0.201,0.557,0.242,0.4594,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23724885692824804,0.0,0.2936844496503692,0.4303552895173173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675582020019281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508688712954772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194406483330344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684428871720155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307797375059342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23525661933244066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345362717519281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29728897702386603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405630421050209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,felinenightjar,2018/02/08,"My fiancee’s emotional support dog = huge source of anxiety for me A little over six months ago, my fiancee mentioned how much she wanted a dog. At the time, I thought it sounded like a good idea, and figured we’d get one in about a year when we were more financially stable. Well, one day she suggested that we stop by the animal shelter just for fun. I thought of it as a nice opportunity to discuss what personalities of dogs we liked, what our favorite breeds were, etc. Nope. Her secret plan was to adopt a dog that very day. She immediately became attached to a sweet, calm dog and wanted to take it home. I really wanted to wait a while before getting a dog, but she absolutely loved this particular one. She explained that she really wanted a dog to help her through her bouts of depression, so I felt I had no choice but to let her take the dog home. I’ve tried my hardest to bond with her, and I really do like this dog, but a few factors have made me really regret this decision. Firstly, I’m super sensitive to certain noises, which make me panic and sometimes accidentally self-harm when the sound goes on for too long. It turns out that this dog makes a lot of noises that make me panic. I even talked to a therapist about it, who couldn’t find a good solution aside from my fiancee training the dog more. We live in a tiny apartment, and only solution I’ve found is isolating myself in the bedroom where I can’t hear the dog, which is making me increasingly claustrophobic and unhappy. Another thing that makes me seriously nervous is the fact that every time I enter the living room, the dog will not take her eyes off me. I already get very paranoid in public situations about people staring at me, and apparently it also extends to dogs. My fiancee scolds me and tells me I’m being ridiculous, and I try to reassure myself that the dog has zero intent to hurt me. I’m sure that the only reason she does it is because I rarely come into the room, so I’m an interesting thing to look at. But my heart still races at the sight of someone directly and constantly staring into my eyes. Lastly, I have so much anxiety over the fact that we’re not financially stable. My fiancee doesn’t have any kind of emergency fund for her, and I often worry about what would happen if she got really sick or injured. We can’t afford a dog trainer, either. I’m desperate for any kind of solution or advice… I had no idea my fiancee getting a dog would change my life so much. I feel like my former “safe space” has been taken away from me, and now I’m constantly on edge.",7.2609894479278205,6.411339341948311,7.8838270377733615,72.99706338889742,64.12922465208747,10.919376051384003,33.85907631136259,10.214889679676881,3.2778876586634045,2031,73,385,40,26,679,247,503,0.129,0.723,0.14800000000000002,0.2213,2,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,7,0,0,4,20,30,1,3,33,0,26,7,3,9,4,71,65,29,0,9,11,0,2,4,6,3,3,3,5,1,29,22,0,3,13,0,1,3,9,8,1,6,13,12,63,22,54,45,10,46,0,3,6,1,42,24,0,5,23,260,92,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338243405774797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135347174914923,0.06620180529272397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259101686806094,0.086805547646792,0.1266580535870241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777767088030688,0.0,0.0,0.050463954327407454,0.0,0.07044252314734747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875737946643991,0.0713105153370184,0.0,0.1789187575841378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677680871276894,0.0,0.07130116750352619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072444256735207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931201126401103,0.0,0.0,0.09232530438228334,0.054677613837971976,0.0,0.06974853247345289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04185774292918767,0.059140433032034666,0.07948498640436688,0.0,0.07566247096013698,0.07041546480328853,0.0,0.0907676569605223,0.0,0.0,0.1730035088798832,0.0,0.0,0.13886947215765452,0.0662093976033445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320503217929973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330283815798628,0.09809865382419683,0.05548792629834235,0.0,0.16607687501521162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862127523089952,0.18690462380252665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241221445419694,0.0,0.06747946921405562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465157159574452,0.05847231964948931,0.1617750291139274,0.08297065239222436,0.14619840779489351,0.07326064887218044,0.06951715419660674,0.0,0.0,0.07037943339790212,0.07471519439988207,0.07833159579978499,0.27629260386826204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607687039577857,0.0,0.18256583526536316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828839633429366,0.1259209174432968,0.0,0.19425682037452047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739154300401706,0.07228321742421663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651656297672044,0.0851150587560905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636107565206763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305194012088404,0.0,0.0,0.07014205343650458,0.0,0.08187483780273391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611088046558798,0.06921057715446162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394155065580133,0.07802231613216806,0.0,0.18672830243152566,0.06653811110920863,0.07235628601992139,0.0,0.0,0.09611783565708047,0.10999514233061077,0.0,0.0,0.13144144637553135,0.09654325994013377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240890458731824,0.09004449964201645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13660984683834376,0.1953110297974852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443216251963809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407049788757875,0.0,0.11761381594026707,0.0,0.0,0.05330975535494888 anxiety,jenna1997,2018/02/08,"Is this a valid perspective on antidepressants? Does an effective antidepressant (for anxiety/panic and some depression) simply lift you ever so gently and stabilize you? Take some of the anxiety off your hands, but basically make you still feel like yourself? And work through issues in therapy the same way?",8.217941176470589,10.932006431372557,7.892303921568629,61.18786764705882,63.11764705882353,12.943137254901965,36.27941176470589,12.161744961471696,5.858564705882353,252,12,35,10,4,80,44,51,0.025,0.818,0.158,0.8097,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,1,1,2,1,11,4,5,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,6,4,3,6,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532925767514886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851781774768703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897501096793556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995012506096509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741541912691338,0.2365397580121596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34558508308379793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176000190212828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210135513351676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26441895781910185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24894794309475515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786446700370145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628138261168861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24104663052124756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NdN124,2018/02/08,"Insensitive people... I have social anxiety and I hate it when family and friends try to compare my anxiety with a situation that they've experienced. They make it seem like all you have to do is ""try to be more social"" and see if your problems are solved. They ask ""why are you acting so shy"" and actually expect you to give a rational response. They also get frustrated when their attempts to get you calmed down fail. Sometimes I want to just snap off on them and tell them to their face that they are only making it worse. After some people see that you aren't as social, they can sometimes be a little mean. I've even had family that will ignore me when I do try to talk to them one on one. It's like they're spiting me for not joining in the group conversation. Those give me the most anxiety btw. I think that social anxiety does have one benefit; it shows you just how people really are without the BS that comes with socializing. Your can see if they truly empathise with you. I also think that having this gives me added ability to listen to and observe people.",4.705641025641025,6.037198153846155,5.645884615384617,79.28244871794872,69.86538461538461,8.815897435897437,26.36666666666667,9.21078282632365,2.130862435897436,848,26,160,17,15,279,114,208,0.134,0.767,0.099,-0.7855,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,9,11,2,10,11,3,0,6,0,18,1,1,3,1,30,37,16,0,5,6,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,6,0,3,1,5,31,5,23,33,4,12,0,1,3,0,35,6,0,5,6,118,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.09914635008626273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624979931394538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108930252254447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498171601890833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751887943816625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891031205190053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710543979154142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155772813397687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849543774233,0.0,0.10616297725854644,0.29239018210962736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030836478842584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992726612773321,0.10182928126802536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563676533999638,0.0,0.0,0.11067152208138624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20653913101056545,0.07727091537888722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817449016712668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721689624116366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508717171111024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24288468240702,0.0924922700946782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420197274467794,0.0,0.5178389239304725,0.0,0.0,0.20096879190430175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166174226463838,0.08880234622962616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302015751693285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693795273794974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05992595337800325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167764793473114,0.0,0.0,0.0979381876955176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353845968230063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jclau77,2018/02/08,"Wisdom teeth removal in 24 hours SCARED AS HELL I'm a 19 year old man and my surgeon said that my teeth are impacted and all four need to be removed. Yes, all four of them. I've never had a surgery before in my life nor had my teeth pulled out ever. I'm a healthy man but still I have to get them removed. I even canceled my surgery once and tomorrow I have to face it. One major thing that bugs me is that I am NERVOUS as hell. I'm actually scared beyond anything. I'm scared of the surgery itself what I am scared about is the IV and the pain after the surgery. I REALLY REALLY need advise on how to tackle this because I'm so scared that I don't even want to go through with the surgery. I've been shaking for the past hour and I don't think I'm going to get sleep that well and I can't stop but think about the surgery what will they do to me? As in what will the gas do to me? I got like millions of questions in my head: How much will it hurt? What do I have to do after surgery? What will I eat? What will I feel after surgery? How long does it take to heal? How long does it usually take? What will I eat? When do I brush my teeth after surgery? What happens if I get dry socket? How does dry socket happen? How long does recovery take? What starts dry socket? How long does it take for IV to take effect? Once again, I'm really scared and I really need help getting through this. Because I'm THIS CLOSE on postponing it again. I've never been this scared in my life.",0.17719027334043247,2.343116182108627,1.6743157614483517,98.54432419240328,86.8594249201278,4.755733049343274,18.918086616968406,6.139981653823899,-0.28739112531061384,1147,32,269,10,36,368,128,313,0.16399999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.055,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,1,19,16,2,9,11,1,27,16,7,8,5,35,58,23,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,6,7,1,0,2,26,10,2,1,5,0,0,7,6,13,1,4,6,3,31,3,37,45,4,41,2,1,0,0,9,10,2,2,25,168,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.07803060739409251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580126351749814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974872241067554,0.0,0.06804110114079091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34987297298245995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16364056238546054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562725146867907,0.07232949321656762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040430790847918785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710572988399694,0.0,0.0908875978379497,0.0,0.06395228503352718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414188696253179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206327129745654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053596314224307134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749137175417174,0.0,0.08560013017419238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129579361285945,0.03906500869854778,0.0,0.0,0.2830526220149853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05878069054094871,0.17787067431832748,0.12334203075328175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390584002257302,0.1703121601299318,0.054183785987012636,0.0,0.08508436619013726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07633202370053524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957485630448493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490079716551152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606142259548568,0.0,0.5603858509097098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001895803178094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056596956704945814,0.0,0.06385712639589335,0.0668511528232583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006043968881232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053122675551085775,0.10247183063512474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880659770833366,0.0,0.04716319397221621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07189473164572732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05149239825367444 anxiety,BewilderedBookworm,2018/02/08,"Awful anxiety week - pneumonia and stress about taking sick leave I'm having the worst anxiety week. :( I had pneumonia last year. I got sick over the weekend and my doctor says I now have the beginnings of pneumonia again. I haven't been to work all week and my doctor told me to take the rest of the week off. My boss is angry/frustrated that I'm not there, so I'm hugely anxious about that and already dreading Monday, and I'm also really really hoping I don't get pneumonia again. 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I am so sick of ""The Fear"" and really cant see a way out. Can anyone suggest ways to cope? 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I'm running out of ground as I race towards a wall at 80 miles per hour. My anxiety is getting the better of me, and I need to get it under control. I am posting here in hopes of finding support and a virtual hug to help alleviate some of this pain. Since January of last year, I was moved into an accounting function within my company. I went from a low-stress work situation to one that I discovered to be high stress and high volume. Not only that, but the work I was doing in accounting was and has been incredibly complex and layered with bureaucracy. To add to this, my manager has been difficult to work with, which adds to the stress. He has the highest turnover of any one manager in accounting, and i wish I had known that before taking this job (there is a story behind how i ended up in his group, but the short of it is that it wasn't my choice). Accounting wasn't a good fit, but it was manageable. At least, in the beginning. I was actively looking for new positions throughout the year, but had nothing bite. Then the anxiety began to get worse. And worse. I didn't practice enough self-care until the stress and anxiety REALLY began affecting my health. The most startling and frightening situation was that I went from having perfectly normal blood pressure, and in a few months, discovering that it was fluctuation all over the place. It was a big concern for my doctor and myself. Luckily I don't have to get on medicine, but I have to get it under control I have been focused on various avenues of self-care (friends, family, meditation, exercise, hobbies, cooking), but since the start of this year, the stress and anxiety with work have seemingly doubled. My biggest concern has been my health, as it's beginning to manifest as chest pains and headaches. For this reason, I am actively searching for a new job (which I'm desperately trying to do), quit and take up a bar job (I can probably find some mental healing in a restaurant for the time being), or take a leave of absence from work and allow myself to heal and figure out a plan of attack for the future. What would you do in my situation? Taking a leave of absence sounds like the ideal path, and before I call my Human Resources department, I wanted to vet any ideas and outcomes I need to be concerned about. Has anyone else here gone on leave? Thanks!",6.994915944982168,7.1107373156732905,7.459304635761594,72.61547758532859,64.36423841059603,10.942740703005603,35.745372728816434,10.64471489884176,3.904076651383936,1896,83,337,45,26,624,219,453,0.136,0.76,0.104,-0.9066,3,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,0,13,5,21,1,6,30,0,41,13,2,6,2,62,69,32,0,8,8,0,0,1,2,1,8,1,0,1,22,28,2,2,8,3,4,6,5,10,0,2,22,2,36,11,71,43,9,58,0,0,1,1,10,33,0,6,19,243,58,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393918489744592,0.0,0.2641896894981605,0.0,0.0,0.04829496328339726,0.07076981069579252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857646714570178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754602437485302,0.0,0.0,0.061086312997826464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705276278088157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493451579790882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706955057222424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05769866016629529,0.0,0.061175029139394675,0.07136720217261665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511252760333264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625644650942294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672576682802262,0.0,0.1804296765924369,0.0,0.0,0.05793217516152136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683518464504206,0.0,0.0,0.04629579439915759,0.1459513258515783,0.0,0.06860154544658513,0.06801949230928378,0.0,0.0,0.07797099849514619,0.0,0.0,0.2056223056554952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056300817877051025,0.0,0.2925382861065635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03374384296913191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05800093989089634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960575726345143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513057363028783,0.07340989140478384,0.0,0.10242823954171837,0.0,0.13341540461308854,0.0,0.0,0.06767339322274883,0.06627399720479736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936064896300291,0.05253042682802799,0.14698952272112709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216287142714496,0.0,0.0,0.07786542361152632,0.06614943766241843,0.0,0.07446854587823648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346385880525046,0.0,0.0,0.04424765636913835,0.07101489501080709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287823047705512,0.1441089934044862,0.0,0.0,0.11426992059613968,0.2329108569556256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888771008141218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3955940908562072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837918993972119,0.0,0.0,0.20772651336541006,0.0,0.0,0.06358986701994998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0402749499844472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689362067189447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073894936519838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805613868271648,0.0,0.0,0.07942645536286988,0.0,0.0,0.3017002801521476,0.0,0.14077533451127974,0.0490649534458601,0.0,0.0,0.13343537800163746 anxiety,ramenenthusiast,2018/02/08,"Does heat make anyone else panic? Mostly indoor heat. If the AC isn’t running, I’m already losing it. Full fledged attack- like I’m suffocating, everything is crumbling down around me. Cars are the worst for me. If the air in a car is still, I’ll start crying. If the temperature in my house goes above 72 degrees (F), I’ll start crying. Is there anyone else out there that experiences this? It’s the absolute worst feeling in the world. Hoping I’m not alone and someone can relate, maybe share some coping techniques. 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Prazosin 4mg, Wellbutrin XL 300mg, Zoloft 100mg, Buspar 20mg. All this after only meeting the doctor twice. Seems excessive but I’m not a doctor and willing to try anything at this point. However I’ve been on these medications for 2 months now and have not noticed any effects, good or bad.",2.8645535714285733,5.584963312500001,4.3850892857142885,79.90812500000001,79.9375,6.7821428571428575,29.455357142857146,7.957251820313856,2.449623214285715,268,13,46,5,7,89,52,64,0.1,0.8370000000000001,0.063,-0.3071,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,1,9,6,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,6,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,25,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963508632136426,0.0,0.19082916604890984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527673964272966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082809840540808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106468926174873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922748148257053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5025908401924171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19910923491469368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840013695422385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971856098600048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581161934440525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270906239255624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936070712732804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,naughtypanda66,2018/02/09,How do you guys do it? I just started having attacks about 2 months ago and I'm already fed up with it. I'm now at the point where I will have a panic attack when I'm perfectly content and calm and for no reason. I'm terrified 24/7 that my heart's gonna give out during one of these attacks. How do you guys manage to function on a daily basis?,1.8388000000000029,3.078075213333335,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,76.86666666666667,6.066666666666666,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.5420666666666665,271,8,59,2,6,93,57,75,0.231,0.6890000000000001,0.08,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,7,6,3,1,3,0,6,2,1,3,1,10,14,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,5,2,9,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,5,38,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17792100630458185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22149308389300693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6850240524894532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925433265478408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974771802428861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378472645345985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602081400709966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360091199374275,0.0,0.0,0.23549483882862474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973977253482494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636760145677266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206652658825716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,elakah,2018/02/09,"I got hacked in a game and it just gets worse. I got hacked in a game called Fortnite and the hacker purchased a ton of ingame money off my saved paypal account. I immediately contacted them via support ticket but they haven't answered yet. I posted on their subreddit and was downvoted. Then I hijacked a frontpage post and only then did I get an answer from a dev but since then, nothing else happened. Meanwhile my bank account got into minus so I had to pay fees. Then I had a lot of really bad expierences with paypal support and also got minus in paypal because of a screw up I had no part in and had to pay additional fees. Everyday something new happens because someone decided to fuck me over. I can't relax even for a second. This torments me from the second I go to bed from the second I wake up. I am terrified whenever a new e-mail arrives or my phone rings because I think something else just went wrong. My anxiety is over the roof. I stress-eat and I'm on edge constantly. I had a panic attack yesterday. I was so happy with my improvement lately. Before that, my last panic attack was MONTHS ago. Fuck. 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She has always had a little anxiety and would sometimes get panic attacks from her severe claustrophobia (She uses the bathroom with the door wide open because she's scared of closed spaces). She's been going down hill since her diagnosis of congestive heart failure and a intestine infection. Today she's been very erratic. She is panicky and antsy. She was digging through her purse and hyperventilating. My grandma is all there and has no brain deterioration like other people her age but right now she seems detached from reality. She thinks she's strong enough to walk by herself and got upset when someone had to touch her. This isn't like her at all. How can we help her calm down? Has anyone else experienced erratic behavior in a dying loved one?",5.407857142857144,8.036867778481017,5.839276672694397,73.29898734177216,70.58227848101266,8.564918625678121,29.640144665461122,9.23628265651192,2.9926676311030747,711,29,114,16,14,228,111,158,0.12,0.733,0.147,0.8958,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,0,2,4,12,1,3,6,0,14,6,3,2,2,19,22,9,2,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,6,2,23,7,16,15,3,20,0,1,0,1,24,12,0,1,8,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136059096004278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508992222164694,0.0,0.0,0.11433476477248218,0.16754230894463054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18602399250285787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967833774541518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253885300818448,0.0,0.0,0.1667162991292033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394092931146554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365973238055789,0.0,0.0,0.16895658922017334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624733197566945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543079124055669,0.0,0.09293037890010898,0.0,0.13077934109975856,0.18027787489912067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937682228550243,0.1096018798383179,0.0,0.16402070606740576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597721205731448,0.16388681430812607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829334992341316,0.0,0.0,0.14758031710687802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510537807679207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158339951138793,0.0,0.11080323128340017,0.0,0.0,0.19185176041709406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113361976553985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13964247361545326,0.0,0.0,0.16370886581451982,0.0,0.0,0.14885957462515548,0.0,0.18472746706013696,0.0,0.1352628059293019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854727370826814,0.0,0.16172231930940065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477497781918227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499482892147606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122603445501022,0.0,0.1349185040490012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615765971052595,0.0,0.0,0.1052994730638867 anxiety,CrapperRobotCrap,2018/02/09,"Worrying about things I haven’t worried about before... I never thought I’d ever come back here again to solve my issues, but I am. So, I’m worrying about some shit that hasn’t got to me before. Last time, it was about how the Earth will become extinct a shit ton of years from now, and now, it’s about how the sun will eat up the Earth someday. Look, I knew this for a long time, and heck, I knew it from that Earth extinction worry I had, which I managed to get through. I really don’t know why I’m worrying about this. My mind keeps worrying about it because of how inevitable it is, despite me worrying about other invetible things like extinction, and me and my family deaths, but managing to ignore it. I know in my mind, I don’t really care about it, but it’s just another dumb obsessive thought that’s eating me. Plus, I’ve been trying to avoid these thoughts from the beginning of the year, and it actually kind of works. Yet, right now, I have a new house, but no job or an ID that I’m still waiting to get (I can’t drive yet), a new college, and a cat who’s going through some stage, and won’t shut up. To me, I am just hoping it’s just another obsession over nothing, because damn it, this shit eats you up.",4.725973333333336,4.673315384000002,5.541999999999998,85.01433333333334,69.16,9.386666666666667,29.06666666666667,9.21078282632365,2.1151066666666667,946,31,208,17,15,310,128,250,0.205,0.735,0.06,-0.9904,1,1,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,0,1,26,13,5,3,11,0,15,6,3,3,2,38,36,17,1,1,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,24,9,3,4,7,0,0,3,8,9,0,0,9,1,23,4,32,24,3,30,0,0,1,0,2,7,6,4,20,139,47,5,0.0,0.0,0.08871764368837551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065970561005072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990622528408068,0.0,0.11083902972574727,0.10040589240435234,0.1547199584564662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269151780070832,0.0,0.0,0.07831320825472261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790790484307657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822357075210211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857043666033025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499622710393477,0.0,0.051667760831053344,0.0,0.07271116073731132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029678645444447,0.0,0.10490100564500024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488919915445326,0.09021678886472276,0.08080735106583423,0.0,0.09467154733349854,0.09992644279844624,0.07410595338574417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044415334419957805,0.0,0.0,0.08045484491155915,0.07634373904248598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835917444297072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011744943176451,0.1756080307179296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723315100450013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648195830762036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763891650948011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996162291760485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260296921619662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079666578812782,0.0,0.0,0.21652349547596186,0.10602380848812466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172372975449575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203453678915353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618550061518241,0.6462835480325413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708954712751013 anxiety,haseo8998,2018/02/09,GAD is fucking hell on Earth....... The headaches are fucking Killing me talking to people yooo it's gotten so bad I have to sneak out of work to avoid saying goodbye to my coworkers man...,2.040833333333336,4.59445363888889,2.6700000000000017,91.95000000000003,82.05555555555556,4.711111111111111,28.44444444444445,5.985473137389443,1.1459111111111109,145,7,28,1,4,45,32,36,0.35200000000000004,0.648,0.0,-0.9537,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,3,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,2,3,0,0,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022965267136763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6694185595722517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40055454973267546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509998002509195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287916595953422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910019790950015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635766244128979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Leila_Paige,2018/02/09,"Help. My mother threatened to leave (she is drunk) then just left. And took the car. I had a massive panic attack until my dad got back. Now I’m really scared, I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if this is the right sub-reddit. I’m sorry. I’m really scared /worried about her safety. 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Writing this post to see if anyone has a similar experience and how they were able to improve their situation. In the past year I started to have these episodes in certain situations - travel, tests, crowds, some classes etc. They are slightly different each time, but generally I will get a feeling of nausea, panic, fast heart rate, really fast erratic breathing, sometimes crying and a feeling in my throat like I'm about to drop off the top of a really high roller coaster (idk how else to describe that but it's like the feeling something bad is going to happen). In my mind I am thinking of the worst that could happen (on the metro worries about bombings or stabbings). I have progressively been having more ""episodes"" like that and to the point I feel I may pass out, my vision starts to fade out from getting so worked up. My family has told me to go to a doctor but the only time I did (it was a walk in) the doctor told me to look up some breathing exercises and suggested I was there to get drugs to resell. That ordeal really upset me and made me really not want to go to a doctor but as I am feeling worse i think I should. Any thoughts or similar experiences? (Also I'm 21, my older sister developed anxiety around this time as well) ",7.402342802425793,7.025321356846478,7.9445643153526975,71.12302585381423,63.64730290456431,10.900861793807852,35.13597191190553,10.389873798559362,3.634672263006703,1001,40,179,21,13,333,143,241,0.14800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.095,-0.9633,1,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,9,9,0,2,15,0,18,9,4,3,1,38,44,18,0,4,8,1,5,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,3,0,6,1,4,1,0,9,7,23,5,35,31,6,34,0,0,2,0,9,15,0,6,14,125,32,6,0.10603513725576527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479626095399556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210752943371111,0.0,0.16223317953945374,0.0,0.0,0.07414223340897325,0.0,0.0,0.09439375291220464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853491051792194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466042894108264,0.0,0.11647461924899563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078415000374232,0.0,0.3255943682242628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296709528862187,0.0,0.0885787510455597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825720716286282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744542156749915,0.0999604905191867,0.0,0.2680727569795412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619694833172247,0.0,0.18078663624944516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875330433777095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565214818736242,0.0,0.11203194424372724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541023606450474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904280966311487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033301069376573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706526140850987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064450000929105,0.0,0.12440938702302798,0.0,0.0,0.10122253663649762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023747829193214,0.0,0.10155235067184328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717152964436357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449627597734498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575638109207242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163102906758686,0.10487146205739097,0.0,0.15010443181897395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588606888461366,0.0,0.08418005474131053,0.18548982373746756,0.0,0.0,0.2026422353677252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254227122912534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533832270098416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719484279458674,0.1076838289512774,0.10805886369883357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828315189417859 anxiety,MrTurtle202,2018/02/09,"I hate it when everyone misses out on having fun because i refuse to go... We were in the car when my dad unexpectedly said we were going to eat at a restaurant nearby. I thought he meant he was gonna order to go but he pulled over and said 'Alright, let's go!' and i just felt my heart speed up. I said i would wait in the car but he kept trying to coax me out but like a stubborn child i said i didn't want to go. So he decided to order it to go. I don't mind if sometimes my anxiety gets to the better of me. I know i won't always win against it, there will be some losses. And that's okay, I'm not supposed to be perfect. I just hate those situations where everyone else has to miss out on enjoying themselves because they're waiting on me. But i can't get through it. So they have to come back for me. I feel like i let them down and i beat myself up about it.",0.1408270676691714,1.944288306878306,2.4619604566973017,95.1288972431078,83.92063492063491,5.460428849902534,20.529379003063205,6.5966054737557815,0.09179788359788343,666,20,161,7,19,227,110,189,0.138,0.737,0.125,0.2146,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,2,0,2,5,10,15,3,0,5,2,16,2,1,0,1,34,44,13,0,3,8,1,2,2,0,4,0,4,0,1,7,10,1,5,6,0,0,10,5,6,0,0,12,6,28,9,29,24,1,30,0,3,0,0,16,14,0,2,6,105,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208673435576612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305022813175486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035811085442007,0.0,0.1642318623599174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191370961923484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603786203178475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137838545329583,0.11253013136749848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574359775608594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811173606058074,0.09623446663144217,0.12933952086026035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075734272528326,0.0,0.4593414038130769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659898816957973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962804369255185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403125884626169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754933781975233,0.0,0.13162174203756608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601532860853235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5125475343485835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141593267847078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322833368862913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069420431734315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145698148444108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945347969306225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569174814267344,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lyssa_lo,2018/02/09,Experiences with Lexapro? I'm new to this sub and have been struggling with anxiety for 2-3 years. I'm 20 and I finally decided after having repeated panic attacks at the worst moments that it was time to try some sort of medication. My doctor prescribed me lexapro but said that I would not start to notice any changes for at least 3-4 weeks. Has anyone else had a good/bad experience with lexapro? How long should I expect to wait until I start seeing changes?,4.508041733547351,6.316430943820226,5.1460995184590725,80.81314606741573,71.02247191011236,8.231781701444623,30.69181380417336,8.841846274778883,2.5692555377207063,370,16,69,7,7,119,69,89,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.8146,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,15,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,2,6,0,14,9,3,14,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,12,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642186893338456,0.0,0.1422169218766389,0.0,0.0,0.12998919513772084,0.19048178333655466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21149393283723056,0.0,0.0,0.15522302513242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39332597214342796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19028178642073065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15529988813802456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637017951134558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364999192441235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592840971084165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452019721159142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18727986852187892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795483409197532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21165423200924652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181196241755428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683835827446964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814232592432924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631692273299098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943484147774045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840278109270322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621738570259364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491218882372682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320616762967844,0.0,0.0,0.11971681386005782 anxiety,hdillm,2018/02/09,"My worst fear is coming to life So I broke my foot and I have to get surgery this upcoming week. I found out today and I’m already panicking because I literally fear anything doctor related so hospital visits are always panic attack inciting. This is my top fear and I’m going to be forced to live it. I’m stressing too because I’ll have to miss exams for school for that week, and seeing as I’m a commuter to school it will be a great obstacle for the next month or two. I can’t stop thinking about it, and my boyfriend doesn’t understand why I’m so worked up about it. I would almost rather deal with a broken bone forever than have to go through this experience. I feel like crying and throwing up every time I think about it. 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So I've been diagnosed with general anxiety and have been medicated with Prozac and wellbutrin. It's made a big difference and has taken me from dreading social gatherings of any kind (as well as many other parts of life) to enjoying a relaxed environment like a dive bar or karaoke. That being said, even when I feel like I'm having a good time and enjoying myself people in my group of friends and aquantences zare always asking me if I'm ok or what's wrong. I'm generally a pretty quiet person and most of the time I don't make unnecessary small talk in most situations. I'm completely happy being a wallflower and taking part in conversations but I am never compelled to start them especially with strangers. I'm guessing maybe this is an expected part of going to a bar, maintaining a constant stream of conversations with anyone around, but it's just not me. Has anyone else recovering from anxiety experienced this feeling like your out of place when people are constantly checking up on you? It's like I have a pissed off look on my face or something but in reality I'm happy and relaxed just being around everyone. Just venting a bit and seeing if anyone else has had any experience with it. 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Did it work or is it a waste of money?,1.857681159420288,4.626326652173916,3.304347826086957,85.02724637681159,86.82608695652176,4.8057971014492775,29.40579710144928,6.42735559955562,1.7929536231884065,95,5,16,1,3,31,19,23,0.19,0.7040000000000001,0.106,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24888948745346814,0.0,0.0,0.22749011668512714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21807316858475856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32558186094310426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208891882956401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7923697487730852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368564175557357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Gnome_Warfare,2018/02/09,Trouble thinking - foggy head? Under any type of pressure whatsoever my mind just falls to pieces - even when I'm not under pressure I feel as if my thoughts are obscured under a layer of fog just out of my reach and I can barely keep hold of them for two seconds before I forget them again - can anyone else relate?,5.421065573770491,6.260405491803278,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,67.85245901639344,6.755737704918031,28.364754098360656,5.985473137389443,1.3343081967213113,249,8,44,1,4,80,47,61,0.152,0.83,0.018000000000000002,-0.8053,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,14,8,4,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,1,8,0,11,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22701952271722875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334254768382821,0.3420538226829828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28406934103185305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27887664357905395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22049513615032534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879721111214607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426114364632354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29672824626901634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370785926995296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21390824747688064,0.0,0.2650280213420836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32610868194810244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,handpaintedmemes,2018/02/09,Hallelujah I just figured out I can refill my prescriptions online! My anxiety has gotten significantly worse over the last couple months and the last two times I had to call for a refill I was a complete crying mess for no reason other than I have anxiety. ,6.98,7.8293453333333325,7.8583333333333325,67.22,64.41666666666666,10.566666666666666,30.583333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.459158333333334,208,7,33,5,3,70,37,48,0.277,0.6459999999999999,0.076,-0.8221,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,5,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,7,0,6,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4148999191929049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769024326264316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843243319818973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000526219768937,0.2978756272398664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420915296137166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164512039409488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27881551942322896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812571571005402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649009044879858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763529257331728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ToastAdorbs,2018/02/09,"Afraid of being beaten I don't really know where to turn for this, but when my anxiety is acting up I have an extreme fear of being literally beaten. Sometimes I have a mantra in my head of ""please don't hit me please don't hit me"". I've been emotionally and sexually abused, but not physically (unless you consider painful spankings for making my dad mad abuse, I'm not 100% sure about that one). Please help, I'm tired of being scared of my co-workers for no reason.",5.008064516129032,5.620070612903227,6.188333333333336,78.30250000000002,68.6774193548387,9.210752688172043,27.32795698924731,9.2995712137729,2.1403634408602152,369,11,73,7,6,124,64,93,0.35600000000000004,0.542,0.102,-0.986,0,0,0,0,4,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,3,3,2,0,10,3,1,2,1,10,17,5,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,1,0,10,1,13,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,46,12,2,0.0,0.427063955642408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786828941773524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027239528240168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027983141756632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495836104359867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079809006118435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904454561251508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202986706184207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212216370182136,0.0,0.19176745786697535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5934844007442986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545395102179673,0.18529682435597486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18043229135895644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824281227346891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985581187951868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20713710379109976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960282948543985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120276577421625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tweety215,2018/02/09,"Anxiety affected my relationship with bfs family Naturally, I'm quite a shy person when I first meet people (especially those who I view to be better than me) but after a short time I'm completely myself, confident, bubbly. Or at least that's how it used to be. In fact in high school I was always the loud one of the group. Somehow in the transition from high schooler to adult that all changed. When I met my boyfriend's family for the first time i was again naturally shy. But the shyness never really went away. In fact it got worse. This was when my anxiety was at it's worse and any time I was around them my anxiety made it near impossible for me to speak, so 9 times out of 10 I'd just sit there in complete silence I feel this has really affected them getting to know the real me. The confident, bubbly me that I used to be before the anxiety hit. Although I am 80% better I feel like there's no going back. For the first 4-5 years of our relationship I was like this. We've been together 6. 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I made it through on my own and had anxiety way before this so bad idea on all accounts. It was a silly thing to experience, but at the same time I don't think I've ever felt so alone and helpless in my life. I'm not sure if I can get any advice to help my anxiety, I don't think I have insurance currently and can't see a therapist yet. I just wanted to get through it and didn't want anyone to really be hurt by what I was going through, but at the same time it really brought to life some new fears. If you really wanted to know what it feels like to go completely insane for a few moments that would be the closest I can describe it. I just really need to let that out more than anything. 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At this point the only symptoms that is causing me distress is my constant muscle tension in my legs. What’s interesting is that it gets worse when I walk, run, or do heavy lifting. Basically whenever I use my leg muscles they tighten up. I don’t think I actually have an anxiety disorder since I’m not scared of anything and don’t have any what-if thoughts. All I have is this rippling tension in my legs and the base of my throat. My #1 suspect right now is a magnesium deficiency. So my question is: does anyone deal with just physical symptoms such as muscle tightness and could taking magnesium supplements help get me some relief from this tension? Keep in mind that my thoughts don’t cause this tension. The tension is always there no matter what I do. I got a blood test a month ago but it all came back normal. But... I have read many sources that say a blood serum test can’t determine whether you are deficient in magnesium or not. Please let me know if you experience what I do and how to find relief. I appreciate all help. 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How can I fix this? The first time I went I ate something not good and ended up sick, like throwing up a couple times. Every time I have gone since, I get worried about getting sick and missing out on things and I end up making myself sick, to the point where I’ve thrown up twice more. How can I fix this so that I can find a way to not worry about the possibility and therefore avoid feeling anxious/sick again?",4.239506493506493,4.55289650909091,4.591298701298701,90.13409090909094,70.27272727272727,6.649350649350648,26.623376623376625,5.288315135182226,0.6083376623376617,416,12,92,1,7,131,64,110,0.239,0.68,0.081,-0.9556,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,9,5,0,1,6,0,5,6,0,4,0,16,18,8,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,2,0,3,5,2,13,3,14,12,2,27,0,1,1,0,1,10,0,0,12,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410110079256627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052043653421428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729924804740467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298448187565487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07792294477689851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408542872530098,0.2621727781447186,0.0,0.0,0.11906545949691442,0.0,0.2415492676850081,0.0,0.08758459974072061,0.1292606511111272,0.12325631704234975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529064981628214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287001547080264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568432043458068,0.17373653461150854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280618741386545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274818725301763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864186129514873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238422812304293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493156215818682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232581303390425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857241216777065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4695203543590087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Looking4help223,2018/02/09,"Marijuana Panic Attacks Had one last night. Wasn't fun at all. Thouhht I was dying. I knew it was a panic attack so after 30 minutes or so I was able to get through it and enjoy the high. But now I feel like absolute garbage today. Very spacey. This seems to happen every time I have a panic attack: I get really spacey and out of it for weeks. It seems to ""reset"" my anxiety after a long period of being okay. Any similar stories?",0.6066144200626944,3.0314966206896585,3.499143155694881,84.06244514106585,88.54022988505747,5.922257053291537,19.40334378265413,7.348242739294969,0.9047563218390806,334,10,63,6,11,118,62,87,0.241,0.68,0.078,-0.9413,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,10,3,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,1,10,14,6,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,1,7,4,11,7,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,11,43,12,0,0.15628319257728931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627793013158483,0.0,0.11955621455571724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333840799926751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219727996120667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167533018519162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902147795160347,0.1116487440040739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330303554147035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382007110629274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651217735005911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739166079034175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763520737242862,0.0,0.0,0.1383057074856358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666118931997776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10590153593118558,0.0,0.0,0.5500939601835217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011901502486883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845486978722909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112998638796002,0.0,0.14813819284920732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895000117625322,0.0,0.0,0.1253609502286457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RUSayingBooOrBooURNS,2018/02/09,"I get no benefit from CBT worksheets because, by definition, I'm experiencing a cognitive DISTORTION (Or because I'm simply RIGHT to feel anxious) I have tried CBT many times. It doesn't work for me. Why not? Well, it might have to do with the fact that if I were able to answer the questions on a CBT worksheet with clear cognition, *I might just not be anxious in the first place.* For example, decatastrophizing. ""How likely is this to happen?"" Well, I'll mark that a 9 or a 10, because I perceive it as pretty likely. **That's why I'm ANXIOUS, you twit-faced piece of paper.** People tell me I shouldn't be, but I don't think they're grasping reality. So anyway, whether it's decatastrophizing or anything else, CBT doesn't work for me because I GENUINELY FEEL that my anxieties are rooted in reality. Is anyone else in this same boat? In the original novel Dracula by Bram Stoker, there's a scene in which Renfield, the imprisoned mental patient Dracula uses to do his bidding, is imploring his warders to free him: ""Don't you know that I am sane and earnest now; that I am no lunatic in a mad fit, but a sane man fighting for his soul?"" That's how anxiety often feels to me. I'm not wrong; I suffer from no cognitive hallucinations. I'm a sane and earnest man. I see things clearly, and they burden me to the point of breaking. It's the rest of the world that doesn't see how bleak things really are. I hate CBT. 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I need to walk to the grocery store and try and do dishes but I want to vomit thinking about leaving my house. I know music helps me, but right now I can't think of anything to listen to. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated",2.9723076923076914,5.325965461538465,4.350615384615383,82.39438461538461,77.07692307692308,5.6984615384615385,25.784615384615392,6.742157984588678,1.2138799999999996,212,8,38,2,5,70,39,52,0.028,0.7929999999999999,0.18,0.8496,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,10,11,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,9,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20438720263479954,0.0,0.0,0.3395407634178826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473305463592973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313621317108942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014551844649209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467992618176909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165176760630133,0.0,0.0,0.3182435637810436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222857174815748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566716950734622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851660667683545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405661303127845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727468911133862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21350512234386373,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aHairyWizard,2018/02/09,I have my first tinder date tonight.... and I am so fucking nervous! ,0.2976923076923086,2.71441453846154,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,95.92307692307692,2.6,29.57692307692308,3.1291,0.6894923076923076,51,3,10,0,2,16,12,13,0.229,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.4522,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6770885680932186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7359015361836629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Eniwee,2018/02/09,"Anxious dreams? Hi all, this is my first post here. I've seen the sub around but ironically my anxiety kept me from visiting for fear of confronting anything. I have pretty extreme social and general anxiety. I feel like I may have some obsessive or depressive behaviours too but haven't been diagnosed. I've been struggling with it since around middle school, and I am a 23 F if that matters any. I could probably go on and on about questions and whether certain things are normal or common(I haven't been to much therapy, as it gives me anxiety, go figure), or looking for advice buy I'll try to keep this post to the point. For as long as I can remember, my dreams cause extreme anxiety. Sometimes it's the subject matter and sometimes it's just the vibe. It's weird, like sometimes I have dreams I'm in highschool again(last night's dream) and I can't find my class, highschool was a huge anxiety trigger, or sometimes I'll dream about puppies and kittens but for some reason the whole dream is anxiety ridden. I wake up with that feeling daily. I have these dreams nightly, the only exception being when I don't remember my dreams. I avoid anything that could trigger me before bed but nothing changes. Anyone else experience this or have advice?",4.1170279720279765,6.670692132478639,4.4427972027972045,82.15447552447554,74.25641025641025,7.502408702408703,31.14918414918415,8.438071523408619,2.703528205128205,1005,48,174,19,22,315,132,234,0.135,0.6990000000000001,0.165,0.8611,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,1,4,8,0,22,2,1,4,2,49,32,22,0,4,13,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,11,0,3,8,8,1,4,4,7,0,1,6,4,20,3,23,22,5,20,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,10,7,114,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837379578027795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902506211113275,0.0,0.4658940078300095,0.11466873650625695,0.0,0.07097278614734939,0.10400112762747636,0.16705553091731748,0.1807171791583184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637100313621683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10427084855413826,0.10737600181906658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208269543849815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08742380435722474,0.10302272393664767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479216859408703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992887512636959,0.0,0.11421833569259113,0.1026452513136012,0.0725132817318658,0.0,0.0,0.09277128678259136,0.08633782635300181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737027976417888,0.1153722215879694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021993079581067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273794274697141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917781847289447,0.0,0.0,0.08982636411624109,0.08523638953954875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746158883665923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905061133495958,0.09945072816143526,0.0973942190026082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719709253358722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595250619873924,0.0,0.19442234029386726,0.10326435593990496,0.10943667459287837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370583463651025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436129596585003,0.0,0.0,0.2299646965514429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272577251738184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08396377268116152,0.0,0.0,0.10346883852000152,0.0,0.0,0.401553581937728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611226929637667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160767554063869,0.0,0.06743363496033103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891341633477213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332372174117565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,geeky_latina,2018/02/09,"Adding bupropion to Sertraline? After a year on it, I've been experiencing sexual side effects from sertraline. As in very polite, barely-there orgasms. I'm female. The pharmacist suggested adding bupropion to it to alleviate this symptom. I feel a little silly asking my doctor about this, because I have generalized anxiety with occasional panic, not some deep dark depression meriting TWO antidepressants. Has anyone else tried this? Did it worsen your anxiety at all?",6.932499999999997,10.524447883116883,8.085827922077923,54.234456168831166,70.16883116883116,12.161688311688314,34.300324675324674,11.20814326018867,6.001962337662338,385,19,46,16,8,130,63,77,0.192,0.782,0.026,-0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,4,3,1,1,1,7,7,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,2,4,2,11,5,2,8,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112602257987052,0.0,0.0,0.18795015754209085,0.27541582320802405,0.0,0.0,0.25129030764430105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385706762125174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315157498221306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751266495440343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454665105731328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359125955354604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694067078336017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153771179472333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793845573537284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824965336712774,0.0,0.2625770716126794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217869091856136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309741783996674 anxiety,Lilneso,2018/02/09,"Just constantly thinking about my heart rate. My anxiety has been up and down these past few weeks, with some nights just being really bad. I tend to think about my heart rate, so much that the thought of drinking anything with caffeine in it will make my heart race a little. I just wish i could stop focusing on my heart beat, I know that it’s my anxiety. Sometimes, I feel like I’m going to die and I don’t freak out but it fills my mind up and it’s hard for me to even distract myself when my mind is just constantly thinking about ways that I can die with my heart racing or head hurting. I just want some advice with combating this, what do you guys do to help you calm down or distract yourself from these thoughts? ",4.367655172413791,5.313141662068968,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413796,70.3103448275862,7.731034482758621,26.91379310344828,7.908726449838941,1.3422965517241376,571,18,122,7,10,175,90,145,0.17600000000000002,0.75,0.07400000000000001,-0.9298,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,11,7,0,2,2,0,10,7,6,1,0,32,23,8,2,3,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,11,8,1,1,7,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,2,21,2,21,17,4,18,0,1,0,0,4,8,0,4,8,83,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121220171358115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555065921188753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442075263251946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580260923695263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24798506648206636,0.0,0.09161007724781636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381627715913933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124009336623856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757842938648504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05801568993235678,0.0819698527714767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520904716775602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361004874761375,0.0,0.0,0.10278396840162576,0.0,0.11775573028824853,0.0,0.0,0.6798337278570334,0.07690740354920922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228309045211506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305777545747293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056055876828747034,0.11499902540889492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658944278836034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317081779733731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843466636420999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076751575047686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953174365491096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350499993904375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348020391976728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592727899890674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22056113032603705,0.0,0.1821805396933121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767627296740207,0.09107479780207693,0.0920370284967967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194465143871986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MumTucker,2018/02/09,"New Job anxious as F So i stopped with my freelance job after ten years. Just couldnt handle the traveling, working alone mostly, from home and the lack of structure and feeling that i was really doing something. Though im gonna miss my freetime. Im gonna start monday with my new job. 4 days a week 6 hours a day. Just to get back into a normal live. I have never really had a job like that. Im mostly anxious to get a panick attack there. I start early at 9. Already worrying if i can sleep enough etc. I havent told them yet about my anxiety situation. Probably take a little bit of oxazepam in the morning. Any body else recently started working with anxiety?",1.8412781954887232,4.206264819548878,3.9074812030075208,83.96843984962406,81.25563909774436,6.506766917293232,25.28947368421053,7.7094869923839395,1.6612195488721806,523,21,98,9,14,178,91,133,0.16699999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8893,4,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,8,3,1,0,9,0,7,2,2,0,1,17,18,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,1,11,1,14,12,6,23,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,19,60,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199365546353794,0.12779103302180075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874972937018399,0.0,0.1771773223119694,0.26164792007140386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317421591286856,0.0,0.0890450403976918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264264310648565,0.12863056697720351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936617543824254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967382009558294,0.0,0.0,0.11965502709303524,0.12915049417565294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058553266848686385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100414298902902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615943550292075,0.0,0.1140422203386405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37525999339724897,0.0,0.4596647910176124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657529399749716,0.11606461338229147,0.10225580484534744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893140931563988,0.2236857179155698,0.0,0.0,0.11346194684723968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248547736688249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483722034905279,0.0,0.11434108292957805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016695835471911,0.11588621702238824,0.0,0.0,0.08915048813580244,0.0,0.0,0.2458969987428898,0.0,0.0,0.09681614700851324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706913269684287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377545256687975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065433332345544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928898492083169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861132329977088,0.11760314705073985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457306850532296 anxiety,brentt45,2018/02/09,"Having the same intrusive thought, could use some help So I live on the top floor of an apartment and as of two days ago a large family moved in downstairs. A lot of them are young kids and the mom doesn't have a car or a job. Every time I leave the house I have this constant thought that the house will start on fire and I'll lose everything. I don't know why it happens but it does and I'm sick of it. Like somehow one the of the kids will turn the stove on or light a candle and never blow it out. I should include that the old neighbors that moved out were not the brightest. They smoked a lot of weed and cigarettes and I believed this initially sparked my fear of the house starting on fire ",2.47718390804598,4.053476620689658,2.8756034482758643,95.96765804597705,75.89655172413794,6.21264367816092,23.80747126436781,6.816661863887847,0.4916781609195398,550,17,126,5,12,169,89,145,0.142,0.813,0.044,-0.9364,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,2,2,3,0,1,18,0,11,1,0,1,1,25,20,12,0,2,4,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,2,2,9,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,3,3,9,1,15,13,4,22,0,1,0,0,7,10,0,6,10,82,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054874427312502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16592638575886876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15914993437759012,0.0,0.11758561101396245,0.0,0.0,0.09497898559738403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887970899328047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408396431953946,0.0,0.13235959350473228,0.0,0.13883600050188524,0.16572321622708133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023314296116953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871407501784098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5098002581288424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461458574459435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08093746102069725,0.0,0.0,0.15594098068246673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195021252958013,0.0,0.13004487243727803,0.0,0.0,0.1647609620684711,0.0,0.2504126980993774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17248451054166614,0.0,0.3130560614082584,0.0,0.0,0.1135861173743772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453837649654747,0.0,0.09979608471372924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084813596163196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338368301638143,0.08587614675809208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019087548549293,0.14386444891654765,0.0,0.0,0.12719669936528008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289109344391292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AntiPoliticalCrap,2018/02/09,"Ways to help with ""Embarrassment attacks""? Sometimes, when I'm feeling even slightly down, my mind likes to bring up imaginary scenarios where I make a complete and utter fool of myself, and just dunks me in the middle of it for about 10 seconds, during which I am completely absorbed in it all, and just call myself a fucking idiot. It doesn't happen that often, only once a day or so, and I usually move past it pretty quickly, but it's getting tiring with my brain just giving me the middle finger every so often.",14.560374149659856,7.832841091836741,13.405102040816331,57.137517006802724,56.44897959183673,15.107482993197275,47.97278911564626,10.504223727775694,5.323703401360543,409,15,67,5,3,135,73,98,0.064,0.8320000000000001,0.105,0.4595,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,6,3,1,5,0,2,4,2,1,1,17,10,9,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,1,0,2,9,1,12,10,1,15,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,3,6,54,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336281711572133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925117249476495,0.20969688889775392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4306349156200575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244107516978515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563922825038216,0.0,0.17302578609832708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383686391367383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985324966648726,0.10729282416480936,0.1970013100405292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160035473144373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764937735988805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032917751413208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708028909613304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073564114462741,0.0,0.0,0.21826660445229046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187031248136702,0.0,0.1561865529940833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604063613452186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089263114979439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031076163198557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360326504378826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261765027605901,0.0,0.0,0.16300627289558894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ckrustin,2018/02/09,Any success stories with medication? I've been dealing with GAD and depression for 10 years now. I take lexapro which helps with the depression but my anxiety is still really overwhelming most of the time. I'm thinking about getting on Buspar to help with this. I don't want to have to be on two meds at once but if that's what I have to do then so be it. Has anyone else tried and had success with this drug or anything else for that matter? Just interested in anybody's success stories out there with medication. Thanks ,3.1595049504950516,5.662411534653463,3.8876138613861393,85.17953960396042,77.21782178217822,7.208316831683168,27.921782178217825,8.238735603445708,2.0677794059405934,419,18,80,8,10,133,72,101,0.07,0.7,0.231,0.9667,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,0,1,2,0,10,3,0,0,0,18,16,8,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,4,5,19,12,1,10,0,3,0,0,3,5,0,3,5,56,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515279227396307,0.0,0.15203868019356634,0.0,0.0,0.13896648448984208,0.20363680044015772,0.16354944695256793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20489642367280586,0.34235597647324395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304800402481409,0.0,0.3320503596216882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383558097583184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664279401793093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207598735613466,0.40042751117324415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116559630434784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127320549276566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871728212713312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943081708298495,0.0,0.0,0.1829768503411808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734718402584458,0.0,0.0,0.1158892735770425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13493418706073726,0.0,0.19414409132101887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172244099632135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798467394794533 anxiety,vincchensko-123,2018/02/09,"We should talk more in public and to our friends and family about our mental health issues. I have had 1 of my best weeks in a long time this week, and now I am seeing life in a different shade of light it has got me wondering, why is there still such a taboo about talking about mental health? I myself am guilty of not talking about my true feelings for a fear of being judged and for fear of embarrassment but it is a serious illness just because it’s invisible doesn’t make it any less real, I’m a 25 yo male with a young family who has been suffering from server anxiety and depression since I was about 19, although I have tried my best to not let it affect my life it has in certain ways, I’m just rambling on abit now my point in posting was mainly for anyone reading to no that you are most defiantly not alone, you are amazing having to battle with yourself every singe day before you can even think about facing the day is one of the hardest things a human can go through, and better days are most certainly ahead of you, whenever I have a bad bout of depression I always remember that this feeling will not last forever just try to remember that, another thing that really pisses me of is the serious lack of support and help available especially in the uk, there is a crisis team available but that is when you are a risk to yourself, what about actually helping people before it comes to this? My experience of mental health support in the uk is terrible, my doctor couldn’t be less interested if she tried she has had me on the same tablets for over 3 years which do not work but if I stop taking the side effects are woeful, I have tried cbt and it felt hyper constructed and regimented, like you have anxiety and depression you should fit in these kind of boxes sort of thing, it wasn’t very personal and was focused more on exposure therapy which I myself didn’t find helpful. And other than that that is it surly there are more avenues to try, if it wasn’t for family and doing my own research into the science of anxiety and depression I very well may not be here today, anyway have a good weekend all who read this.",11.691416070007953,7.0523151026253,11.074883054892602,65.41345425616551,59.07159904534606,14.514622116149562,42.49180588703262,11.855464076750405,4.794856674622116,1704,61,321,35,15,560,217,419,0.16699999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.141,-0.9147,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,7,0,7,22,30,2,4,20,0,50,9,2,3,4,61,65,22,0,7,15,0,3,1,1,4,7,0,0,3,32,19,0,2,9,5,0,2,12,15,1,1,11,5,36,15,53,45,14,38,0,5,1,0,26,16,1,8,19,249,68,6,0.0,0.0,0.08096937359680008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593468052003883,0.0,0.0,0.0690399224204492,0.0,0.0,0.056424272441706634,0.08700409688303565,0.19042163543753785,0.0,0.0,0.05801643198926064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927872790674038,0.05057937989479527,0.0,0.1412072908873307,0.0,0.1741494320804571,0.07338259898276886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147362298094362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053155694451351,0.0,0.2858570150650782,0.0,0.0,0.0866887981203205,0.0,0.08492606103897521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480267725570799,0.0,0.06990806741363975,0.0,0.0,0.08116320913525192,0.23465779488311095,0.1867346813996602,0.08390696723519447,0.0,0.07966679141304718,0.0,0.07583553277736746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410449218426349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715529015101455,0.06959355327647143,0.06636083752490096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645882590364719,0.0,0.0,0.1668445294007012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660192828864317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640328537081716,0.0,0.06763381415441695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484519406968534,0.11721212530010472,0.04053626377531475,0.0,0.0,0.07342821703198829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055384912892508735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25085085945541763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05622444008815485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752281395776599,0.0724485499173795,0.0,0.0,0.07843600839511593,0.0,0.07946489841496311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599028125447446,0.09444108288417118,0.05315442795474284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798375971472292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611848906067799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863586413537287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662620950501356,0.06936888163622028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831284396376924,0.0,0.0,0.062385134575584276,0.2000709086790856,0.0,0.0,0.09488649877133497,0.0,0.16537009925222376,0.05316554756481101,0.0,0.0,0.0483820410615537,0.0,0.07864840557203939,0.0,0.0,0.281665040148859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692231282108808,0.0,0.06585985691147321,0.13311136941591942,0.0,0.07460241026786231,0.0,0.07486994447747869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998033971674838,0.06040510436487308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343169008719812 anxiety,Delet3r,2018/02/09,"Did you have a ""worst case scenario"" parent? This is my mother. When I was young she told me I could die if I picked at hangnails on my fingers. My sister has far worse anxiety than me. My mother would never accept that she is likely the cause. I've had trouble with her with my own kids. ""What if he gets picked on?"". ""are you going to let him jump off the couch on to the floor? What if he gets hurt?"" My mother kept telling me I had to talk with my kids more about ""stranger danger"". I told her that kids in the 80s who were repeatedly told about ""stranger danger"" have higher rates of anxiety now as adults. I've assumed due to that, that anxiety is often caused by anxious parents. Anyone else have a parent like this?",2.3270032051282072,4.271712437500003,3.070277777777779,92.77942307692308,77.40277777777777,5.541880341880343,20.799145299145298,6.297961479604792,0.0959504273504268,557,14,118,4,13,175,88,144,0.17800000000000002,0.805,0.016,-0.9717,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,0,5,8,2,0,6,0,16,1,1,4,1,17,23,5,1,5,3,7,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,4,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,9,1,22,3,19,11,3,16,0,1,0,0,26,8,0,5,8,82,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535407202623576,0.17403129044230348,0.0,0.10771449948639564,0.1578411954288587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165010949327152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299542798219255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987832835282775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868800136317124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096827482900572,0.0,0.08754948042465831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649124214812171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752533031907204,0.0,0.15052092015637186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881192774206173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.513158870203259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381858639718525,0.13464543706737694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416006765746519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698888316709114,0.10943184430499386,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,weezerluva369,2018/02/09,"Fear of Flying, but not for the usual reasons. Hey guys. I have to fly from NC to NY to book my wedding venue. I haven't flown in several years, and have been dealing with an uptake in panic attacks since the last time I flew. But I'm not afriad because I think I'm going to crash, or because I think flying is dangerous. Takeoff and landing, or even turbulence don't scare me. What freaks me out about flying is feeling ""not grounded"". I don't like the idea of not being able to see the ground, it makes me extremely uncomfortable. I get disoriented when flying, which can lead to panic attacks. Also, I have intrusive thoughts about opening the emergency exit. Does anyone else have this issue?It's a short flight, I've considered faking an illness to avoid going, but I know I should just do it. Also, my anxiety stems from PTSD related to being drugged, so taking any kind of mind-altering substance scares me. I'm nervous that taking a xanax or something might make it worse, if that makes sense? I don't drink alcohol or even caffeine for that reason. In addition, trying to sleep just heightens my depersonalization, so I know I have to stay awake fot the whole flight. It's a smaller plane, and will be flying lower than a big jet does, so I'm hoping that I will be able to see the ground better?",4.452769423558898,6.0011333412698455,5.175488721804513,81.58003759398497,70.74603174603175,7.686215538847119,27.94569757727653,8.20500826718156,1.92025873015873,1030,37,191,15,19,333,145,252,0.231,0.713,0.055,-0.9939,1,1,4,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,2,12,16,3,7,13,0,22,6,1,6,0,38,44,17,0,3,14,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,1,11,7,2,1,9,2,0,4,8,12,0,0,3,3,21,4,26,33,1,22,0,0,2,0,4,12,0,7,6,119,32,2,0.2326944859615706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433981929044285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18608569635326574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07912011494389766,0.0,0.08900532242389261,0.0,0.0,0.08135269750030798,0.11921149971488035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647235706479865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184839885004025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289968155809168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199488987228942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036325127654396,0.0,0.0,0.11397600426315857,0.13492586405275564,0.0,0.09719319215830864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369251338365308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092299481235764,0.05882866189458698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060786632402095815,0.0,0.13224563881849388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11520206263846132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555906445192946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134187549021764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211577495683642,0.12788280399794133,0.0948385316890021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056841385994166514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329880644224666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234260386002647,0.11747754853988182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27301684244807795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13600370088906838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23924868678040434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329677743288194,0.0,0.18542737825471392,0.0,0.0,0.13143926764222766,0.0,0.09624364169294006,0.0,0.11643126756822032,0.0,0.0,0.08956979185861036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401068052425247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495729425701245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491012308126405,0.0,0.09236671481358924,0.06784301302183919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899214075034416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814005072865747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989754178846258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856778042046785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492380988542466 anxiety,throwaway201010134,2018/02/09,i just want to die. anti-depressants? please help me : ( I recently moved schools & am in my final year. I smoke weed to cope but recently I’ve pushed everyone away and weed just doesn’t do it for me anymore. I’m so lost. I want to die. But part of me wants to get better. I’m just terrified of the negative side effects of anti-depressants. Will it just make me more depressed? Most people I’ve spoken to who’ve taken them don’t have many good things to say. I just want to feel less dead. Any advice is greatly appreciated. <3,0.08722222222221987,2.464210222222224,2.12027777777778,91.88375000000002,94.92592592592592,5.662962962962964,18.787037037037038,7.1686216300943375,0.583692592592592,416,13,88,8,16,138,71,108,0.25,0.597,0.152,-0.9636,0,0,1,0,0,2,20.0,0,0,1,3,7,5,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,16,18,4,3,4,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,2,11,3,13,15,4,9,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,49,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476572088984394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160313137916314,0.0,0.10770286927340003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570689993668059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880189472003105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14007298850594518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4092337312312614,0.0,0.32874393429631243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133752575134096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008097164740571,0.0,0.0,0.17349599909270022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274627416574667,0.0,0.0,0.1328404434200001,0.0,0.17461294980186368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615782748219783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728889352587534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571893574956112,0.16057102734456696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833137196102904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715085743757113,0.0,0.10979976956427713,0.0,0.0,0.17385212684427306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127594927838813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594900815783022,0.0,0.16028758410438526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521969482721154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736631730501566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199061651107154 anxiety,Chef_Lonleyheart,2018/02/09,"Any success with cymbalta? Hey everyone. Been on cymbalta for a week. Don’t feel much yet but I have high hopes because every single SSRI I tried hasn’t worked. But reading reviews, the withdrawal symptoms scare the hell out of me. Has anyone had success on this drug? Or should I stop before I get to far into it. ",1.5313524590163932,4.223864983606557,3.052602459016396,86.75792008196724,87.68852459016394,5.67295081967213,24.018442622950825,7.1686216300943375,1.3826868852459022,248,10,45,4,8,81,51,61,0.19,0.643,0.168,-0.5588,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,1,3,0,7,2,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,5,3,8,7,2,9,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,2,3,31,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437832205146668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18958104231905207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527889136790738,0.0,0.23071244190288326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144257870837449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284394926120531,0.25907721168153064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13709193896328614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416547143972794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864647015095882,0.0,0.26929417906675274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931242181661066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27120429037139865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27144934858392433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266775883000865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818088384900941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840800961566988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174848684512148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738653781748536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iammrbrock,2018/02/09,"What’s the point in living if life isn’t fair? People say, in response to people who say things aren’t fair, that life isn’t fair and that we have to accept it. Why? Why accept injustice and suffering? Why can’t we choose death instead? What’s the point in living a life in a world so awful? I have medicine. I have therapy. My memory is so bad I can’t remember to take my medicine or when my appointments are. I can’t remember anything from last summer or the years before that. Things I used to do every day are lost to me. Soon, the fall will be gone. After a while, everything I know will be gone. Then the emotions I haven’t lost will go too until all that I am is exhaustion from this day and dread about the next day. I self harmed today for the first time in a long time. Cutting and burning feel good even if they sting for a while after. They’re the only solid things I can put between now and the next day so I don’t feel like work is all I am. I have so many projects over due that I can never get caught up. The work on them is all consuming and the memories/feelings of slaving away on my work last so much more longer than anything else in my head. The things I do for entertainment don’t help anymore. They last so little compared to my work. I can’t put enough time, things inbetween my work days. I destroy my house, my possessions when I’m mad. What does it matter? I won’t remember anyway. But what happens when I can’t even remember hurting myself from the day before? I’ll have to make scars that last a lot longer then. I don’t know what to do other than this.",2.031269974768712,3.8119524634146345,3.175302775441552,92.44219512195127,77.71951219512195,6.475357443229605,21.371320437342305,7.372421405659032,0.5332542893187551,1240,33,274,16,29,399,150,328,0.134,0.7859999999999999,0.079,-0.9689,1,0,0,0,0,1,35.0,2,0,3,8,17,16,3,1,19,1,36,5,1,2,4,32,52,25,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,22,8,0,0,11,1,0,7,14,11,0,1,5,4,36,5,33,41,7,56,0,4,0,0,10,15,0,5,35,186,58,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186176855826195,0.0,0.0,0.13585385677191414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755309014323769,0.0,0.06892104537816443,0.0,0.0,0.1404782448672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194054814543945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223507607461535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689551735540111,0.09285123105371174,0.0,0.08529033079266657,0.0,0.1090394676723868,0.0,0.06954713563738038,0.0,0.07418549731919392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252106397828001,0.058969666771093714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021214221972942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0431259915840934,0.0,0.046911829799957686,0.06923424532061485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729936548019892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471426921851362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055327706543167376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524504339860952,0.08836538390520021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072838074799047,0.26913849692562763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491044763886973,0.04032697711887246,0.08273107707377553,0.1457762641923749,0.07304911090330501,0.0,0.0,0.18021371577448808,0.07017621485396634,0.0,0.0,0.05509896342018269,0.08368696770612521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0606795605952209,0.0,0.06366325540032151,0.0,0.17557360600982386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277866224888333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445165322318727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606209459154666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16595964741335034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37402641835736816,0.0,0.0,0.13128508614078416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611171058617519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206304331676981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439660463162244,0.0,0.2741938364807736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439674117488208,0.0,0.07824234787693646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129177530630545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234501843512161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30046617950378995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053155825004308564 anxiety,gimmeallthemeat,2018/02/09,does anyone else get anxious at red lights? I start to panic and feel like every car around me is staring at me and all I want is for the light to turn green so I can breathe again. ,2.0984615384615397,3.181174230769233,2.792820512820516,98.19384615384618,75.92307692307692,5.2,20.69230769230769,3.1291,-0.5544769230769231,141,3,34,0,3,44,32,39,0.129,0.779,0.092,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,1,6,8,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491819122878978,0.0,0.2161217952024719,0.3166975910916952,0.0,0.27515420560308074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704853408228441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25820369595775183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2604203069807533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562843815716038,0.22081281396191516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148593129323047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100497906427016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626486393408508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21877435963938374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361994210792518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182308345899418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,headpool182,2018/02/09,"The double edge of the anxious brain... I was recently given more work at my job. The normal mind says ""you're doing a good job, that's why you were given more responsibility!"" My mind says ""they're trying to overburden you, so that you quit."" But thoughts aren't real. There is no grand conspiracy to see me fired for some unknown reason. I AM doing a good job. Anxiety and self-doubt are a bad combo. Thanks for letting me talk.",1.4978571428571428,4.056308309523811,3.278857142857145,86.51614285714287,84.95238095238095,5.740952380952384,19.114285714285714,7.1686216300943375,0.5016228571428569,334,9,66,5,10,111,61,84,0.181,0.693,0.127,-0.6114,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,2,2,5,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,1,0,9,14,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,9,4,6,8,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,1,41,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079984515311713,0.1931596379457349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276182738036056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908711212210376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868211683394636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5090161881573535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483945383834226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452837367366129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752488280931166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185912883901784,0.0,0.19461358456919067,0.0,0.17579674075515184,0.1688229142045023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271941592040686,0.0,0.0,0.13624956183718254,0.0,0.17837026549260565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742789160873406,0.0,0.1574161500268291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13573965765081514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608474074450048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428357899208858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447605986413698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,malikpol,2018/02/09,"""Driving Alone"" Anxiety Hey Guys, Thought I would share my story and see if I can find out some reassuring information. I have been suffering with anxiety for about 2 years now (I am 26) and it started at the end of Uni. There was a lot on my mind, I was in constant state of pressure with the workload and other things, and one day, when I have been driving back from work, I got my first panic attack. It scared me a lot , but I didn't make much of it. Continued on as usual with my normal life, however, the panic attacks kept coming back at random times and the more they happened, the more scared I became. It got to a point where I was scared to leave the house, as something might happen to me. Actually, that always seems to be the initial thought, something might happen to me (Especially the fear of fainting). Anyways,I have been to CBT, which I didn't finish fully as I didn't feel was beneficial. I have been taking some medications, prescribed by the Psychotherapist and they have helped me quite a lot (Setaloft) I have since stopped the medication and I am trying to bring everything back in place now. My main problem is, as in the title, I have always been crazy about driving. I used to do endless journeys just for the sake of driving and I am extremely passionate about cars. Ever since my panic attacks started, I have been having very weird symptoms. I cannot seem to get myself into the car alone. If I drive with someone else beside me , I feel fine. But when I have to do a journey all by myself, then I get oncoming anxiety and overthink it. There are many places where I feel fine driving (basically anywhere that I can see an opportunity to pull over in case something happens). But If I'm stuck in traffic lights/ traffic (worst case scenario), or driving through a Tunnel with no places to pull over, I get a massive panic attack and just feel horrible. My question is, has anyone ever experienced this? If so, how did you guys deal with it? Is there a possibility that you can work through this and eventually overcome this feeling, so that I can start driving again? I really would like to overcome this feeling, but there's always a silly thought in the back of my mind, that at any point in time, I may faint and something bad may happen. Any suggestions or response would be much appreciated. Thanks :) ",6.9852714932126725,6.963006604072403,7.083028054298644,75.77079547511312,64.40723981900453,9.515438914027149,34.87457013574661,9.065960079200117,3.0000552760180987,1837,76,337,27,25,591,208,442,0.181,0.74,0.078,-0.9933,1,2,4,0,0,0,65.0,0,2,2,5,25,27,4,9,24,0,48,7,0,3,3,72,83,32,0,9,12,0,6,1,0,7,6,0,0,2,18,21,0,2,14,0,0,16,5,18,0,2,21,10,49,9,55,53,12,66,0,1,2,1,14,23,0,19,27,254,67,2,0.0,0.0,0.06566947460332123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939308331707867,0.0,0.0,0.16798260492597414,0.0,0.0,0.09152478675635864,0.0,0.15443973686345128,0.0,0.0,0.047053699909624006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062276687808011,0.0,0.2069804785182093,0.05618788266137563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057968032364028636,0.0,0.07272117079193965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043399220114570855,0.06937741044143718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056215705656941034,0.0,0.059602725986068826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174299230730015,0.0,0.0,0.060479727138138775,0.0,0.0,0.07572473314909585,0.20415594968037656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150571966323672,0.057240449369269926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547539469926057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764270837013944,0.0,0.0,0.13326376262666265,0.29754038759389745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045105913093933234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776485222067482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712548876254456,0.0,0.0,0.04753191449847605,0.032876568340054015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163347875234286,0.0,0.0,0.04491943026153656,0.06822580092854838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558374175955132,0.0,0.14277711642711144,0.13589600554039308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893802428447462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593407096892634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560032116391423,0.0,0.0,0.3158211828139153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109244856544058,0.0,0.1272296235596052,0.07586414869916805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439150299701629,0.0,0.0,0.07538495402803767,0.071575711656325,0.0,0.0,0.04311041572348291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211983275366704,0.0,0.10724959933126517,0.12252430425731975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133298768395077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701819436405056,0.2072255861984948,0.0,0.0,0.14289363629541954,0.0,0.0,0.0562610010243502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994448577762671,0.05059689643934722,0.0,0.0,0.0619554983920705,0.0,0.0,0.04470730536984912,0.0,0.0,0.1602723381284314,0.07847962941074574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04568837420629359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05812062024963052,0.07411510224805294,0.05552479872950257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798202186306078,0.0,0.0,0.1434117000135405,0.0,0.0,0.04333528665624328 anxiety,Curivity,2018/02/09,"Does anybody here always spaced out and dizzy? It's constant, and I've been on Lexapro for it and my anxiety for a few years, which I'm weaning off of now (and the withdrawal symptoms make me even more disoriented) Does anybody else here have derealization and dizziness constantly? Any luck fixing? Thanks for your input. 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I finally managed to tell my mom and dad last week and today I went to the doctor. But the thing is that I don't really feel relieved. I feel bad for my parents because it makes them so sad. My mom blames herself that she never found out on her own. Did anyone else also feel this way when they told their friends/family? I feel like I've become a bit of a burden.",1.4090151515151526,2.595656707070709,3.5392803030303037,91.72892045454547,77.8888888888889,6.566161616161617,20.455808080808087,7.1686216300943375,0.31551414141414114,350,8,82,4,8,120,67,99,0.17800000000000002,0.7959999999999999,0.026,-0.9285,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,0,6,0,5,2,0,2,1,15,16,9,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,6,5,16,2,9,10,2,13,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,0,9,52,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715822048872072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164028332367192,0.0,0.0,0.11118172378448704,0.16292194900094253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327646000652651,0.09692948104245233,0.17561126380191364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359498036945906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255017772305497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283034215597747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989809633817933,0.0,0.40199478556627977,0.11359497207113785,0.0,0.1741849168837774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434348936552624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738634997832112,0.12961231475247684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768302061658011,0.0,0.0,0.14071661189969584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061387244252222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372455266423024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263636739256935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765589839701017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186426024752077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897954188384232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563750111736957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927185375072895,0.0,0.1507204942561693,0.15193845669207118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621273264396365,0.1275462054415471,0.0,0.0,0.29480304512053096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,assspelunkers,2018/02/09,"You can't realize how neurotic you are until your depression wanes. I've been feeling great the past few months, thanks to a good anti-depressant, but my neurosis won't go away. I'm just waiting for the bubble of happiness to burst.",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,6.517777777777781,75.05000000000003,67.44444444444444,11.333333333333336,32.77777777777778,11.20814326018867,4.048111111111112,187,8,34,6,3,62,40,45,0.048,0.66,0.29100000000000004,0.8679,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,4,6,7,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,21,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989513143111069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5481156094246734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088714307264587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083551731509134,0.2668838674991233,0.0,0.3508071650379291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387206844685182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25397735657039683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30374971551576196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29294791015047955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dextrous_door,2018/02/09,"Exam Anxiety. Anyone have any tips? I hate exams. I'm essentially now flunking out of school because I don't take exams anymore. It's just too much stress. Often times it's just not a mastery of the material, but there have been times I've been decently prepared, only to go to the room, see the professor, and just NOPE the heck out of there. Any tips? To set the scene, the exams are oral one-on-one with the professor in front of your classmates. I think I just have a fear of seeming like a failure in front of everyone and the professor, but I wouldn't know how to overcome that. 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Mainly to give myself some much needed rest, but also to prevent burnouts. Since my anxiety is very much centered around financial security and I do have alimony payments that I really cannot now meet, I am now in financial and legal problems as well, making anxiety and depression worse. Anyone else having to make the difficult choice between (mental) health and stability on the one hand and financial stability on the other? I do not know if I’ve made the right choice here.. My doctors agree with my decision but they are not the ones opening the mail with unpaid bills and notices.",10.443863636363636,8.912750204545457,10.064242424242426,62.09136363636364,58.31818181818181,14.254545454545458,43.21212121212121,13.023866798666859,5.864612121212122,585,28,94,18,6,191,88,132,0.188,0.705,0.108,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,6,8,0,0,8,0,9,3,1,3,0,27,16,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,12,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,6,1,2,1,1,10,2,15,15,6,14,0,4,0,0,4,7,0,2,6,70,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566522083280826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606362138590285,0.0,0.0,0.1098763085725093,0.16100903756773655,0.0,0.13988838271283235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026852770461741,0.0,0.40603471100292376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608399856491264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127074455881546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074351009622916,0.08930658149432869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703302953857332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863603227977925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486901639742463,0.20978504091273026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583606890561896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310327329564979,0.11651770794796085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890552889635505,0.0,0.0,0.21296497273690385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036225985070156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066824393874567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341971494963257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998826588086362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965738996821102,0.0,0.0,0.2520973006950893,0.0,0.141288203527613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880034703885296,0.0,0.16013961956439776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MHThrowaway98,2018/02/09,"Anxious about really strange things Hey! I'm quite an anxious, cautious person a lot and do spend an awful lot of time dwelling on ""what ifs"". Little things tend to catch my eye, like, all the news at the moment about AI makes me worried about computers taking over etc. When I'm out at a bar and someone offers me a drink I often worry that they've put something in it - not maliciously or anything, it's just the area I live in at the moment has a reputation for drugs and it's not unheard of for people to offer others drinks laced with MDMA. I worry about friends telling others secrets I've told them, again, not maliciously, just I tend to worry that they might accidentally spill. Just giving you guys a picture of the kinds of worries I get. Anyway, last night I kissed my girlfriend goodnight and got a fleeting thought of ""what if she had poison on her lips"". I don't truly believe she's trying to poison me, and I know that she doesn't have access to poison anyway, and admittedly it was pretty late and my mind does tend to wander late at night, but the fact I had the thought in the first place does freak me out. As well as all this I do read up a lot on schizophrenia/psychosis (due to what I'm studying) and tend to obsess about it a lot, which probably doesn't help. Has anyone else ever had these pseudo-paranoid thoughts as part of their anxiety? Is this paranoia, or just anxiety as part of having a very cautious/anxious personality?",7.108849765258213,6.445743359154933,7.084140845070425,77.99513145539908,64.35211267605635,9.122629107981222,32.66572769953052,8.021203637495839,2.29963220657277,1150,39,219,11,15,368,157,284,0.157,0.7959999999999999,0.047,-0.9748,0,0,4,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,3,2,16,11,3,2,19,1,15,10,2,1,4,42,33,18,0,2,12,0,0,1,2,1,4,0,0,3,19,11,3,0,6,4,1,2,6,6,1,1,9,1,25,5,41,23,9,32,0,0,1,1,22,17,0,10,14,156,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14757310632499612,0.2179296753363502,0.0,0.06744242900925351,0.09882786132048084,0.07937289344329279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866990237102787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881396325066025,0.0,0.0,0.18897513696450813,0.11185527078380794,0.0,0.08057440212470708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757098798090296,0.0,0.08724758235621599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820431751479584,0.0,0.0,0.07451962340792917,0.0,0.05039289742635045,0.09252684778321953,0.0,0.0,0.07714255979402873,0.0,0.0,0.0955039865910358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465065122568507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044132739611228,0.05300824186009806,0.07862235841353818,0.21760717305057395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04712223758388146,0.0966716016910781,0.08517008025564386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280047754969017,0.0,0.0,0.06438336395158094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232176807855972,0.097390393570565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102988092836425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088991699842012,0.0,0.06686861228345196,0.1684386997646008,0.10077322773329916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812773842926588,0.10399303110231103,0.0,0.0,0.09696226314827427,0.0,0.10259001654365484,0.09647945742167643,0.0,0.06179048953801253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172461534415447,0.07425450555926648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725209197736496,0.0,0.08430448430003047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815864743441216,0.0,0.0,0.2297195716199777,0.0562427274090319,0.0,0.0,0.09216531485960204,0.0,0.06548549720584103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958411992595822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672315042298467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897653237279043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Outrageity,2018/02/09,"Job anxiety back on track I did so good on the anxiety front for the last year or so concerning my job (PR), but today a situation happened where it all flared up, and I don’t like having the invasive thoughts and stuff again. I think of myself as an exemplary employee, I never had anyone complain or anything of the sort, but yesterday I didn’t entirely correctly call for a meeting/misunderstood the task, and my boss ate me out today for it. It’s the first time she did that in my 3 years working at the place, and I understand that such situations happen, so didn’t dwell much on it as I thought it was a minor grievance. However, an hour later my co-worker comes back from the meeting with the boss, and says that she asked her from now on to handle all meeting/conference calls matters. And THAT freaked me out. I wasn’t told that face to face. And such a measure speaks, as far as I know, for a deep dissatisfaction with my performance at work, taking off responsibilities and such. I can’t help but constantly rotate the situation in my head now, think about it, extrapolate and wonder if I’m getting fired soon. I can’t concentrate on tasks at hand, I even began searching new job options online... and the point is that maybe I’m even overthinking it? That I’ve created an elaborate chain of events and explanations now for a worst-case scenario and now fret over it? But I seriously can’t stop thinking about it and have no idea what to do next. 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It’s manifested itself in a few different ways, hypochondria, worry about getting an std without even having sex, ocd, and just worries in general. I’m 15 now and I’ve always had some form of anxiety. I used to worry about my mum and Dad dying before they go out and I used to have to say that I loved them or I used to cry my eyes out. I’m really suffering with the std thing now and it’s taking over my life and I’m constantly worrying about it. Can anyone help or give any advice, I just want to get rid of these thoughts and control my head. I’ve tried CBT with my councillor and it just doesn’t really help me. I just don’t want this thing for the rest of my life. Thanks ",1.9455291005291,3.6009733765432124,3.709276895943564,89.07888888888891,77.58024691358024,7.591534391534393,21.447971781305114,8.418075326091056,1.069249029982363,605,16,134,12,14,203,91,162,0.141,0.748,0.112,-0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,13,4,0,0,4,0,7,8,2,4,0,33,24,11,1,3,8,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,10,14,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,2,16,2,23,21,5,12,0,2,1,4,11,5,0,4,5,85,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525804265002726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10753665463020144,0.0,0.0,0.08788650516395988,0.0,0.1977339576509468,0.0,0.0,0.090366454523387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997231122988324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396607362625947,0.14495179128511634,0.0,0.0,0.14196225146650787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412899616356372,0.13502656168992122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536070682362044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504340043728827,0.12397719514591378,0.07344912875299835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326358254107663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598772117071124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256972770200927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664265056148065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558678401243526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277551777901052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717115019419796,0.0,0.0,0.11898530272166125,0.0,0.0,0.1717204251877046,0.0,0.0,0.10260080845684648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774435162145594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348613008167535,0.0,0.0,0.2286843698506152,0.10258338130150957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458115098692145,0.0,0.0,0.5249912436898388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322525579074364 anxiety,Ribzee,2018/02/09,"Attending an ""effective interactions"" workshop today and don't feel like interacting Ugh. I registered for this all-day course because I want to improve my interactions with colleagues, people on committees that I run, and others who I need information from to do my job well. I'm terrified. I know I'm going to be challenged hard today, forced to actively listen to others, engage them, and learn how to communicate assertively. I'm sure we'll have to do some exercises in front of others and be critiqued on our approach/performance. On any other day, I might feel OK about it, but yesterday I cried for three hours straight and had to finally leave the office and work from home. I'm 52 y.o. and menopausal, so that's half my problem. The other half is that I'm still not comfortable in a new position I was promoted to 7 months ago where I hold somewhat of a leadership role. I know I need this training. I guess this post is to ask you kind people to send me good vibes through the universe. Really don't want to do this, but I must.",6.411716917922945,6.820852110552764,6.9468467336683455,74.79387144053601,65.58291457286433,10.854438860971522,33.668760469011715,10.686352973137794,3.6251202680067003,826,34,154,21,12,271,125,199,0.11,0.742,0.14800000000000002,0.7549,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,2,1,1,4,6,11,0,0,6,1,15,1,0,2,2,31,32,11,0,6,3,0,3,1,0,3,1,1,1,0,14,8,0,1,7,1,0,5,3,2,1,3,2,4,21,9,26,25,2,23,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,4,11,101,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505623706946395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550427998364793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878744823444224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353939189563116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657298535089176,0.2190792614258496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176320432178066,0.1213413525395395,0.0,0.18606310667895312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965300499344498,0.14246268343126806,0.0,0.0,0.18710966206756946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215283819046288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037407072222555,0.0,0.16726869607425576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855058152245966,0.0,0.0,0.17687333541231634,0.1866909724353407,0.0,0.0,0.17984733496078964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298045784165264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801847195225423,0.0,0.0,0.13557318427243487,0.0,0.0,0.25188423917398634,0.0,0.16404283543001905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23550613667865425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162669990736285,0.0,0.0,0.16252415229404635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10881068843551683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564296441537707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008224631389872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219971499622076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036465161389608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271615051725262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365331062460648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Leo27487,2018/02/09,"I feel like there is absouletely nothing I can do now to dig myself out of this hole that i dug and i feel as if there are no solutions. Several weeks ago, I had a problem that could’ve been solved instantly. But then I started overthinking it and now I may have made the problem even worse by trying to “solve” it. Now I’m im angry, sad, mad, depressed that I could’ve done solved it then and move on with my life, only to have dug my own hole that I can’t get out of it. I also wish the problem has never ever happened in the first place. I feel extremely hopeless and now I’m anxious because I don’t know what will happen from now even though nothing will probably happen. Now I can’t stop crying because I think of how sad it is that this affects my daily life. This is just horrible for me... 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That maybe all of this isn’t even real. I’m worried I’m starting to lose my mind and that I’m going to end up in a mental hospital. I’m worried to sleep cause I’m scared I won’t wake up. I have panic attacks in the shower. I’m constantly feeling my heartbeat to make sure it’s still beating. I don’t know wether I should go see a psychiatrist or not but it might be nice to know I’m not alone with these feelings. I’m just getting scared and any help would be appreciated. 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I’m currently taking Klonopin for my anxiety, but I had the flu two weeks ago and it got a second wind the other day. I was prescribed cough syrup but I’m unable to take it with my anxiety medication because of how they interact. I’m unsure how to control my anxiety without them at this point. It’s 1am so I’m unable to go work out or exert some kind of energy physically. I’ve tried deep breathing but I just end up in a coughing fit. I can feel the panic attack coming on and my stomach has been upset for the past two hours, not from the flu. Just my anxiety. Any advice? 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I've long been bad with this. Over the years I've had a lot of fairly absurd illnesses. The key characteristic with all of the illnesses, or a fair portion anyway, is that its not very clear what exactly is wrong, but rather the more I think about them, the realer the symptoms become. I've been in 'relative remission' of late, probably 6 months without a major issue to stress myself over. Until yesterday I had to have a haircut, my usual hair dresser wasn't there, replaced with someone I wasn't comfortable with. And when he was finished, he put gel in my hair, only very roughly, he put pressure on the side of my head to rub it in and kind of hit the gel back and forward with a decent amount of pressure. Now of course this to me equates to a concussion or some other form of damage, and I feel exhausted, dizzy, nausea etc etc. The key thing is, I know those are all just anxiety symptoms. But it doesn't make them go away without 'the passage of time'.",7.158920454545453,6.52137876442308,7.272045454545456,76.60477272727275,64.24038461538461,10.255944055944056,33.81293706293707,9.573946990214177,3.022369230769232,845,31,159,14,11,273,126,208,0.16699999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.015,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,3,0,8,10,0,3,18,0,14,9,3,2,4,30,21,11,0,1,9,0,5,0,0,0,6,0,1,0,10,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,7,0,0,7,5,13,3,34,13,11,28,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,4,17,113,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158689133092096,0.0,0.0,0.1019927164828435,0.1494566875532104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704566370159482,0.11216174978555307,0.12179179951969807,0.0,0.16109724899445674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185210812250415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32535771442663336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375410057738963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620882841051847,0.0,0.08289886113521994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970033081343445,0.15504845991213545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224593474562778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189672108142135,0.08016399561393582,0.0,0.16454290742208474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258173178349561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400983536522725,0.0,0.0,0.09736651366492652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642864148824207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093746771799866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011249374379968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726793790232932,0.0,0.0,0.29327071281670203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359156757717213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670887115669721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032207083038187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690671573238592,0.0934648759585328,0.0,0.0,0.17011097124227773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16065050410916826,0.24070902247696835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812187349549487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948128756362587,0.0,0.09393275372865977 anxiety,A_Throwaway_Account8,2018/02/09,"Cannot handle aging and the idea of death The main source of my anxiety is death, and getting old. I am atheist, so the idea of death is absolutely horrifying to me. Never existing again, forever. I can’t process it. I’m also so freaked out about getting older and how fast it goes. I am 18 about to be 19, which most would say is young but it honestly terrifies me. I’m so scared of being old. Death is definitely worse though. If there’s anyone who has these same issues, what do you do to get your mind off it? Or accept it? I just can’t.",0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,2.596071428571431,90.69892857142858,89.0,6.057142857142857,19.607142857142858,7.447530270364453,0.6641178571428581,420,13,92,8,14,143,76,112,0.248,0.669,0.08199999999999999,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,0,11,4,0,1,3,0,15,0,0,1,1,17,20,12,4,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,11,17,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,8,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654165014513493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888075548357984,0.0,0.0,0.15436048811830466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34601388289380103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984222191517826,0.0,0.23041602980851866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22290461524633934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026368082281915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633008578673426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555717079587094,0.22101921919119807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689552742137588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497324640941493,0.15682153269197174,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nonstopman,2018/02/09,"How do you support someone who has anxiety? I've struggled with all this my whole life but I also know a close friend who has really been struggling. I don't how to support him. What should I say or do when he is struggling and having an attack? What will help him feel calm? We were talking on fb chat and he said he was having an attack and he would talk to me later and I said Im here for him.. I just can't think of what I would like when I have an attack I usually can't stop it and only time heals it... or so I think any thoughts?",0.15141025641025865,2.0204849316239333,2.1304487179487204,97.15413461538462,84.2991452991453,4.925641025641027,18.29700854700855,5.985473137389443,-0.4070222222222224,415,10,99,3,12,138,74,117,0.184,0.654,0.162,-0.6011,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,0,0,8,11,3,3,4,0,18,2,0,2,1,24,27,14,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,4,2,3,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,6,0,0,6,4,16,5,6,17,2,8,0,0,0,0,19,2,0,2,7,70,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523153194008152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798853142320696,0.0,0.11023114462549116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4917815262142345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285801074392344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132629230188147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096582845788936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564572284443925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791900275102329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017775110438162,0.07039681301749176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958961131144848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230999547769037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741318598246148,0.11458894667203967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208996771572653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046863067709054,0.0,0.4519134840151976,0.0,0.0,0.3270312266268213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316338184921417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465861242849604,0.0,0.11439415556192715,0.08402208740532498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586986494685928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087526369699515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047197977183456,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,avanillakilla,2018/02/09,"Dealing with School Anxiety Alone I’m pre-med and most of the time school is hard but it’s doable, but physics just isn’t doable and i’m so stressed out and that and other homework on top of my regular stress and anxiety and depression is just so much and on top of that my boyfriend and i just broke up like 4 days ago and he was the only person i really had to talk to about these things. and so now i’m alone and i have anxiety attacks and i’m trying not to have one now and i could just really use someone to talk to. this is my first ever post on reddit so sorry that it’s just basically one long rant, but life is hard and at least there’s the internet to talk to. i was also doing dishes earlier and accidentally cut myself (i don’t even know how it happened honestly) but i didn’t even notice until i sat down afterwards and noticed the blood. it was a very strange feeling to look at the cut and the blood and feel nothing.. no pain or emotion except maybe curiosity. it reminded me of Sylvia Plath’s poem Cut if any of you are familiar with it",2.2146555023923464,3.9339115181818194,3.943971291866028,87.40964114832536,77.0,7.54066985645933,23.85167464114833,8.371475516178862,1.384590909090909,834,27,180,16,19,280,122,220,0.244,0.716,0.04,-0.993,0,2,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,1,0,3,18,11,4,2,7,0,16,5,2,2,1,42,27,31,0,2,13,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,13,21,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,9,0,3,6,5,14,2,26,20,3,21,0,2,1,0,7,10,0,3,11,125,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256334850047617,0.0,0.0,0.26303354085646496,0.0,0.10154878311424394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635323993047904,0.0,0.29142644577083643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446223964429294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138611585198401,0.0,0.0,0.08189395245083908,0.13091457258573785,0.10937083607603287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428395204670322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774301317873125,0.11486398599925038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841350291198256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801223216768867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229122684459468,0.0,0.2275048256951948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978689593946537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969231095764903,0.06203779969500419,0.0,0.0,0.11237653883054284,0.10663428864237552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757214932218702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334759743312088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184424184701148,0.28914346597148405,0.0,0.0,0.1720948221319211,0.09657679181447756,0.1351195620513543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087722965491788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161524007186475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626979621327108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25702847661202083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759283889791688,0.0,0.0,0.14214780559166848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909186957930657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30619395576829306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436229799747795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404519047066101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621356639425287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109673106995268,0.0,0.10477481427067474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LookimaGhost,2018/02/09,"I just want to chill 18/f with social anxiety. I recently started college after a very lonely summer vacation. My friends don't seem to care and are too preoccupied with their own majors, I feel selfish for wanting to hang out with them and end up acting mean because Im scared they will replace me. I have a big urge to harm myself to feel something or maybe make people care about me, but that thought just makes me feel worse about myself. Most of my schoolwork is in groups and I feel the need to do my best or more so Im not a burden for the others but feel so lonely in the recess since I have no one to talk to. I also worry about having chosen the wrong major even though I started like two days ago. I don't want to do anything anymore, I just want something to happen to me and end up in the hospital/psych ward for a few days or something. I'm so sorry, it feels like even this post is a waste of time.",4.9804162679425845,4.674949089473684,5.678995215311009,85.11160287081341,68.63157894736842,7.961722488038277,27.799043062200962,6.980632752743323,1.2714736842105263,717,20,152,5,11,234,112,190,0.183,0.711,0.107,-0.9283,0,4,3,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,1,14,13,0,1,10,0,11,0,0,2,0,34,33,14,0,5,9,0,6,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,7,0,2,1,6,22,6,29,31,7,21,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,5,13,105,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985021263878857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910113342321837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480071285180168,0.0,0.12289826120899106,0.0,0.0,0.10197802386788578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554227635863657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300494841305404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526954005688499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984009378536665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951789194198412,0.0,0.0,0.16369987133313466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375954983264734,0.08853057584607484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574255901290728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095846499830892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771608927980955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108498154903335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543905459210434,0.0,0.1244972534711887,0.1349884151064659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188729264146407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397339390248353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591256591050354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868392474087733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235895687468225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406848532431752,0.0,0.0,0.11281479385905807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025103397355354,0.0,0.0,0.12632383526885466,0.0,0.2862058095046357,0.0,0.13872158991712927,0.17542659496718765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960456814743901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175366313962956,0.0983809750882578,0.07226046511975702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105470943161145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022494069352824,0.292371852057546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258497648406127,0.12628806681451776,0.0,0.13549028534828814,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Maddx82,2018/02/09,"It eats at me. Okay so I just want feed back on how to cope. I’ve been so anxious that my body physically aches and leaves me in discomfort. I’ve also been so anxious, just over thoughts, that it made me sick to where I was hurled over the toilet so long I fell asleep. The past few months my anxiety has broadened its take on my body to where my chest feels strange, my back aches, I feel like I can’t breathe and I start crying. The first time this one has happened was last semester and the embarrassing thing was it was over a presentation that wasn’t even 10 minutes long. I know I was intimidated because I presented to only my chemistry professor. I felt all sorts of relief after. I’m just blown away that after all these years the effects of anxiety that have made me feel the worst were over a 7 minute poster presentation to my chemistry professor. Does anyone have any kind of advice or insight for me? 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I just saw a video on the front page of reddit about a 98 year old who finds out just how old he really is. I couldn't bear to watch it but I went to the comments and saw people talking about how fast life goes by, how strange it was to hear even a 98 year old ask how did the time go by so fast, etc. Ever since last July, I've been having EXTREME death anxiety. I'm 31, not young, not old but all I do is think about death. Not a day goes by when I don't think about the inevitable disappearance of my being and it terrifies me. It makes me want to throw up, it makes me want to run and run and run to who knows where. It makes me want to scream, it makes me want to cry. The helplessness of doing all these things and still not being able to stop death just scares me. I lurk this subreddit seeing if anybody has had similar feelings (I've found a few threads with others who do) but none of the advice people give really puts me at ease. Oh God, I wish I could get rid of this feeling and live my life in peace. 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I was recommended the game but I’m not sure if it is a good fit for someone with severe anxiety. I know it has horror elements, and I do not do well with horror and I don’t do so well with jump-scares. I am just really worried that it might be too scary for me.",2.1989201877934264,3.81041483098592,4.979929577464791,80.4354342723005,76.74647887323944,8.67699530516432,24.509389671361504,9.2995712137729,2.122265727699532,267,9,55,7,6,96,45,71,0.3670000000000001,0.498,0.135,-0.9679,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,11,0,0,0,1,14,13,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,6,5,7,10,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410726224113846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739562838706721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251324452589785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364872207234455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281087409246626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5036815156857649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777656995253085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21010330741838365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008710404645625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263902244656385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goodquoter,2018/02/09,"I just realized that all my anxiety and depression issues are just related to my maladaptive perfectionism. I have to do something about it. Since the past year my perfection has gotten out of control and intense. A lot of wasted time, anxiety procrastination came from that, which then has lead me with guilt and shame. Maybe I should stop being so obsessive, stop taking my ADD meds since they make me even more obsessive and I should discuss this with my psychiatrist. I mean my psychiatrist described my problems as: OCD, Anxiety and Depression, we could try out antidepressants once, but I never came to the idea that the problems stem from the perfectionism.",7.751152173913045,9.597298147826093,7.357119565217393,67.91915760869567,63.17391304347826,11.66304347826087,35.244565217391305,11.45678717892309,4.678760869565217,537,24,85,17,8,169,75,115,0.211,0.7240000000000001,0.065,-0.9031,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,1,3,5,9,0,4,5,0,9,0,0,3,3,33,15,9,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,8,0,0,3,0,17,1,13,8,3,12,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,7,65,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37744958558799263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37621204078622106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844633203144117,0.13131322832245562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833097500339624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862866381622203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566281627529754,0.0,0.17166044114977527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398236549387881,0.0,0.0,0.10978275851412778,0.0,0.16522884450951114,0.1791523847180549,0.18268535937500185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684681090164804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515160272872235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570020165380533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31474472328453623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27209700636005874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661445367361454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500294875770553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236584442639629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590181969934253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166205188242426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591112314700407 anxiety,throwaway0000953,2018/02/09,"Who else just doesn’t hang out with anyone? I’m forcing myself to post this mainly because I can’t really talk to anyone else about it. All my life I just haven’t really hung out with friends like normal people do. I’ve hung out individually with a friend like once since elementary school. I don’t have some close-knit friend group that I can always be a part of if I ever want to hang out with either. And the worst part is, I don’t even know why things are this way. It’d be so easy to just ask someone to do something, but I can’t bring myself to do that. I certainly am never invited anywhere, and I can’t bring myself to ask friends to do anything. Instead I wallow in self-pity/doubt/hatred at how socially self destructive I’m being... without doing anything about it. I’m sorry for the scattered and largely unordered ideas in this post; I just need to get this out. Can you all relate to any of this?",3.9307816377171214,4.860369274193552,4.962043010752692,84.97075682382136,71.31182795698925,7.443507030603808,25.060380479735322,7.61054688173877,1.1421923904052935,719,20,148,8,13,236,104,186,0.054000000000000006,0.8270000000000001,0.119,0.8116,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,11,9,1,0,4,0,22,1,0,1,5,32,33,7,0,4,8,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,12,12,0,0,2,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,0,0,16,7,28,29,8,17,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,2,4,104,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237155636702828,0.0,0.0,0.09183792636003577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885875096418286,0.1383736226855546,0.22226758045824094,0.0,0.2525051016277005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232459480826197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22563216017723936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919856686397158,0.12215951938933595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173539774853541,0.0,0.07055750960645947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245384183039434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421937862833985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538907695208124,0.13195620417983864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001370954036902,0.10415808633008844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231931084157253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382273884691407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29248973457982697,0.0,0.0936259471973364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586791525360205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730316485785722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13667676121087488,0.0,0.0,0.2817710445017906,0.0,0.0,0.11171389835170624,0.0,0.0,0.13766541140171948,0.1144265487146646,0.10396729017175464,0.0,0.1511762582698489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085472414792059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972053066327597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965537780364619,0.1071955813939322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186068424021458,0.0,0.0,0.13018238179844224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zurux,2018/02/09,"My boyfriend helped me see my anxiety in a new light today.... I was having a panic attack and couldn't stop feeling like it was the end of the world. I just kept telling him that I couldn't help it. I could not control it. He then shook his head and said, ""If a man loses his leg, will he ever be able to walk again? Yes. He will walk again. He will get a prosthetic leg and he will learn how to walk without his leg. It'll be hard at first, very hard, and he might have a stupid limp for the rest of his life, but he will walk. Point is, there are chemical imbalances in your brain, but you can learn to cope with those chemical imbalances. just like a man would learn to cope without his leg. You're still gonna feel anxious sometimes, and some days will be harder than others, but you can do this. You are stronger than you think."" I feel like some people on this subreddit might appreciate this analogy as much as I did. 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Today was going great! I was energetic, had a good day at work, ready to do my class work. Had a really nice, fun interaction with a guy I really like. Everything was coming up me!! Then my sister sent me a photo of her hanging out with one of our mutual friends. Normal, not weird at all! But then I start thinking about if they’re talking about me behind my back. If they hate me. If they think I’m a phony. Ok. I can knock that thought away. I can convince myself it’s okay, and even if they did gossip about me - everyone gossips. It’s okay. No biggie. It’s being human!! Then at the supermarket checkout, my cashier starts to giggle. I’m not buying anything strange... just stuff for dinner. I smile at her, “oh, did I do something funny?” she just keeps laughing. It gives me a knot in my stomach. I feel ugly and weird, even though I know I’ve done nothing wrong and she’s probably just smiling at something that happened earlier or thinking about a good memory or something. It felt like these two things could be brushed off in an instant by anyone else, but they took my otherwise great day and kind of crushed it. I don’t know why I let these things take so much power and control in my life. These two things are almost entirely imagined, and even if they’re not, they really don’t matter. But I let them matter. If you’re still reading this, thanks for listening and letting me get it off my chest. I have a therapist but sometimes ya just gotta shout into the void. 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The last couple years I’ve developed severe agoraphobia and can barely leave my house or have anybody over, but I feel like I need to move away. I get incredibly frustrated at the thought of staying where I am any longer. My anxiety has been especially bad the last two years; probably due to my poor diet after moving out of my Mom’s, but I just started taking supplements to hopefully fix that, and have a counsellor coming to my house every week to talk to me, so I’m slowly moving ahead. The biggest issue for me, is that when I have a panic attack, I have to take all my clothes off and tend to get violent towards myself, so the thought of doing that on a plane terrifies me. Does anybody have any experience moving far away with severe anxiety? Or any helpful suggestions to help me push myself or anything like that? Thank you! 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This is one of the things I hate most about myself and it's so trivial but for all the effort I've put into trying to get over it, I can't seem to. Ever since I was a kid, I just haven't told anyone I love them. Not even my parents or close family. I don't know how it started. My mom thinks it was because of my dad being abusive that maybe I just didn't feel like I was loved. But this has continued into my adult life. I can't tell my boyfriend I love him. I know I do, and I want to tell him. I just can't for some stupid reason. I can barely type it out in a text. I know it makes him feel bad that I don't say it. It was a problem for my last boyfriend who I was with for 5 years, too. I really wish I could figure out why this is an issue for me and fix it for good. Just curious if there's anyone else like me out there. 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Basically i wanted to ask has anyone had 24/7 nausea and found out it was only anxiety? If so what helped you get rid of it and learn that it was? I’ve had chronic nausea for almost 2 years now. Done plenty of test, scans, endoscopy, ultrasounds, blood work, you name it and they’ve found nothing. So all that was left was anxiety. Which i know i have anxiety and depression. Sucks! Just wanted to know if anyone has/had been through it and if it got better or cured! I also have emetophobia as well. I got prescribed my first SSRI which i’m nervous about, called Lexapro! Anyone having success with that as well? Anyways sorry it’s a long post but thank you! 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I took 1 to many and here we are with randomly leg / arm jerks from time to time ... at some point though I had melanoma... though there was monoxide carbon leak in my apartement because a diesel truck passed by.. just a nightmare, internal tremor and alot of other things... I think I permanently damaged my brain /dopamine receptors or w/e Im currently on zoloft 100 for depression/anxiety and 100mg seroquel for sleep but I think I have a dopamine problem instead so I will ask my doctor for wellbutrin but I heard its like speed and can increase anxiety... also Im detoxing from 0.5 klonopin everyday for 6 month , its been 3 weeks and my anxiety is still horrible, so should I try to add wellbutrin or would it fuck me up even more^ thx",5.296363636363637,6.581887866242037,5.083370005790389,84.03862767805444,68.42675159235668,9.021192819918936,33.381007527504345,9.339509955726095,2.9468140127388542,653,30,127,13,11,201,112,157,0.151,0.7659999999999999,0.083,-0.8674,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,11,6,2,0,5,0,11,9,4,0,0,21,18,14,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,3,4,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,6,1,17,1,16,9,4,21,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,5,12,76,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638655130359822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304083436155255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4708062725192926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14383721746063902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937909021993078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717573155542708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574810110690704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162229259119993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223999012574395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031283167966832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323878331070848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516764260819096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598868372787972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280863383630905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16889076988675147,0.14544630653029048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472221015958999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727359714325326,0.0,0.15396992448222185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287184400629675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221695638233252,0.19717302514960067,0.3023309982803003,0.0,0.17943261822686074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418855970865036,0.1044600320862541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341625635261225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092968838368447,0.0,0.0,0.09908002885238633 anxiety,IDontLikeLollipops,2018/02/09,"When should you start medication? I went to the doctor for anxiety related insomnia today, and he ended up writing me a couple prescriptions, told me to research them and decide what I was comfortable with. I'm definitely going to fill the sleep aid one, but I'm questioning the daily pill. What do you guys think? How do you know if you need one?",4.866363636363637,6.546203212121212,6.185272727272729,74.22790909090911,69.9090909090909,10.128484848484847,28.35151515151515,10.355215969177356,3.214918787878787,276,10,49,8,5,93,50,66,0.046,0.884,0.07,0.3798,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,4,5,1,1,0,13,13,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,9,1,6,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,4,33,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20098664894520926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907041829059523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689138402333316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326995449596846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931470983926534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601426059781897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438875975782986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646714096495633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948099172790626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35606337828704365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29431614425204783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291832514836005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596064521920666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683458692049766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24903597920194884,0.2510484226281261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435520311143839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nyannacat,2018/02/09,"Dealing with anxiety about death Recently one of my closest friends unexpectedly took her own life. This is my first experience with someone I know dying. I'm grieving, but I didn't expect to experience so much anxiety about mortality. My mind is obsessed with death and suicide, especially because my own mental illness has put me in that mindset before. I don't know what to do. I'm on medication but obviously that's not going to help me cope.",4.984234079173838,7.277693000000005,6.805370051635113,67.39036144578314,70.80722891566266,9.562134251290876,35.95352839931154,9.957137785484203,4.239682960413081,361,20,59,10,7,125,59,83,0.295,0.6829999999999999,0.022,-0.9777,0,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,12,12,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,0,10,1,11,10,3,8,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,41,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233603978951393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288354264773288,0.0,0.1798410892049066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178899113099944,0.0,0.0,0.2193452560398793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134766651927588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17977200874256336,0.0,0.0,0.16328649356418934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011361012935827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166172160446286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323020312638057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928093407593382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291029226294836,0.21298849140608545,0.0,0.2134006473156954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536467273254195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321448250795665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212462533135202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868008156691564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790739843702595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311797760226834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23481476174253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,apoptosis_hotline,2018/02/09,"Can't have serious discussions with my wife because of anxiety Whenever I need to talk about my thoughts or feelings I have a terrible time coming up with the words. It makes totally banal and unimportant things into serious discussions because I literally cannot talk. I feel like my head is empty and all I can do is stare off in the distance in horror while she gets more and more frustrated. It's even worse when it is something I really have feelings about or if there is a conflict. What's worse is half the time I don't even know what I am feeling. How do you overcome this complete inability to discuss anything that could be remotely emotional or serious? I'm fine and talkative when nothing matters. My feelings are a mystery to me a lot of the time and it takes a lot of thinking or talking to even know how I feel about something. Thanks for reading my rambling. 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A lot of the times the smallest things can irritate me; sounds of breathing, people talking, looking at me, etc. I snap a lot at my boyfriend over silly things, later after he leaves without a word or as he's leaving I rethink all the wrong I did yet I can't say anything. I've been off all my pills for some time now, they took me off of it due to it making my suicidal thoughts a lot worse. Now I feel nothing. I feel completely numb until I snap, then I feel regret, then I'm back to feeling suicidal. I hate myself and beat myself up for it, I know I need to go back to the doctors but I'm scared I'm just stuck like this. It's sorta always been like this. Tonight was the worst of it all. Me and my boyfriend were playing a fun game and once he won I was jokingly being a sour butt then I actually was and got super mad at him. He wouldn't let me leave the room to cool off he kept grabbing for me when I'd go by the door, I got even more angry and felt trapped. That's what my dad did when I would get lectured. He told me what I felt, what I ""felt was an attitude"". He's probably been right all along. My boyfriend left without a word, I sat on the bed thinking ""wtf is wrong with me. I'm the one who caused all this. He hates you now."" /: ",0.5159951159951177,2.3586010146520167,2.271282051282053,96.78760683760684,82.80952380952381,5.216605616605618,21.466422466422465,6.238725200709706,0.06451550671550654,979,31,233,8,27,322,146,273,0.195,0.6990000000000001,0.107,-0.9818,0,1,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,3,10,18,3,1,17,1,18,5,2,2,5,42,48,14,2,4,5,1,8,2,0,2,3,2,3,0,15,7,0,1,11,3,0,3,5,9,0,1,22,13,39,9,29,22,12,33,0,1,1,1,17,12,1,6,20,151,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.10820658034827506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226419300003393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912479082966004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170525574588443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390819297788858,0.0,0.0,0.1162595403884676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349425392911222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472933515078695,0.0,0.0,0.1236647326416142,0.07323769514754783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22426469635610388,0.0,0.31939747153234144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793220183468289,0.0,0.12603562225838022,0.0,0.17736778682207327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21894956545832087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060938829144107164,0.0,0.0,0.35222975832945724,0.12047555836558127,0.11338618420075346,0.0,0.10834443415765327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311445378109058,0.0,0.0,0.28280828986760426,0.0,0.0,0.07401578844895876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221892261251784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639598360341093,0.0,0.0,0.1180876136610911,0.07513772335983762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687285591926414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955147599965753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946941477271995,0.0,0.08817923749487654,0.11101401401970652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24257773031043214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912418730543918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473325212324079,0.07104985303429735,0.0,0.08802934056276086,0.12931445510768905,0.0,0.0,0.1059542097258258,0.12319596663442617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377602638562124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300005140886993,0.07876866044756947,0.2424680272007929,0.0,0.0 anxiety,abcbibi,2018/02/09,"Something like and existencial crisis and irrational worrying, help? Maybe a little bit of a trigger warning for some existencial stuff. I'm not sure if I should post this here. I hope this is the right subreddit. If It's not I'll remove it imediatly. I'm not even sure if this is anxiety, people around me at least tell me its anxiety because I can't stop thinking about the future It's very silly but I can't stop thinking about it. I keep thinking that... I'll die... I'll die one day. And that's fine. That's not a bad thing. I'll live forever after that (acourding to my belifs)... but them what? I keep panicking about thinking of the concept of eternity. Do I want to life forever? Yes. Do I want to keep doing the things I love doing forever? Yes. As an artist I want to keep drawing and writting forever and ever... but what if I run out of ideas? I mean, I'm not out of ideas yet, I haven't even written all of my ideas down! But after I writte them down... then what? Can I keep writting about them? As a beliver in the multiverse theory I also intrerpret this to mean that there is infinite ideas... but what if I ran out of them? What If I pass the rest of eternity having no ideas and just feeling miserable? I'm very scared of inifinity, but I'm also afraid of getting tired of things. That's the second topic I would like to discus. I love watching cartoons. I love watching movies. I love reading books. I love playing games. I love participating in the community (the so called 'fandoms') of said things. I just love it all and could spend forever on said things. As a kid, and even now, I can a watch a movie again and again and still find it interesting! But sometimes a tought pops up: Until when are these things going to be funny? Until when are these characters going to be relatable to you? Until when are people going to keep talking about this and paying tribute to this beloved story of yours? When I was younger I could push these toughts away. But now... I just get drowned in them and I start to panic. I get to anxious that I can't watch a simple youtube video anymore, most places I go say ""To get rid of anxious feelings and bad toughts... watch a movie!"" but the problem is: THESE TOUGHTS ARE ABOUT THE MOVIE! Movies, catoons, comics are very special things to me, so much that I would like very much to be part of such a art form one day. But how am I supposed to enjoy them when these toughts keep coming up? It has come to a point in wich I even wonder if these could happen to with the people in my life? I get so anxious I can't do anything I like! Sing a song, play a game, draw something, watch a cartoon. All of these are impossible to do in these situations! I know all of these aren't true tough. I have seen contradictions to these toughts over and over again. These toughts are irrational, silly and debunked. So why do I keep having them and beigin paralised over them? I'm trying to find the source of these things and I've come down with a fill things: 1: When I was in the first grade, I had a... 'friend'. At least at the time I tought she was my friend (until she ditched me and the other girl I was friends with to go play with the people that trated me badly and started doing the same). One day, we were talking about the stars and the sun and stuff, and she said some silly probably gake things about how the black holes were in fact creatures and that they preyed on starts. I fully belived her at the time... being a naive boy and a year younger than her. Then she told me that, one day, a blackhole BIGGER THAN THE UNIVERSE would come and it would eat the hole universe. That flipped me out. 'But... the universe in finite! How can something be bigger than infinity? If the universe if not infinite than what comes beyond it? Is there nothing? What does nothing mean?!' I tought to myself. I think that this childish tought made me think, subconsiously, that infinity is a lie, even tought I belive with my heart that infinity is a thing. 2: One day, the same girl, told us she was transfering to another school. Me and our other friend were sad but there was nothing we could do. She didn't come the next week... but a week later she was there again. We were happy she was back, but she seemed upset. I asked her what was wrong, and she said ""I just so tired of this school! I'm tired of all the same faces! All the same wall! The same floor! The same games! I'm bored of all of it!"" I found her responce strange, the floor was made of wood, wood is wonderful! The walls were filled with drawings and others things like abc and numbers and such, also wonderful and fun! Our other classmates were interesting to listen to and play with! And out teacher was the kindest woman I knew! How could she be bored it?! Could that even happen? I tought boreddom only came when there was nothing interesting accesible to you. I had never experienced it before, only when I was waiting at a line or something. What could she possibly mean!? Like before, I think I subcousiously kept these toughts. I just don't know what to do anymore. I have seen a psychologist... but after she revealed to me some rather... concerning opinions I'm not sure I can trust her anymore. Do you guys have any tips? I have alredy visited my general doctor and she gave me some pills, they seen to be working... rather slowly... and I'm scared I'm never going to stop thinking like this... 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It is controlling my life and i feel like i am wasting the time i have on this planet. I've been wanting to change for over a year, but for some reason i can't manage to do it. I currently don't have anything going for myself and am basically locked up in my room. I only go out a few times a month and when i do it makes me (very) nervous. I don't go to college and cut relationships with friends a while ago. At home i feel probably just as uncomfortable as i do outside. I don't talk much with my parents and usually only see them during dinner. I don't think they know what i'm going through and i assume they think i'm lazy because i don't have a day job or go to school. And i sit in my room all day long. I am not lazy, i am just too scared and nervous to pursue either of these things. In fact, i have very ambitious dreams that i would follow if it wasn't for this anxiety. It's been years since i really enjoyed life and i'm sick of it. On the upside, i managed to save up some money from investments i made last year and am planning to go travel and pursue my dreams once i have enough. I think leaving my hometown and home i grew up in will help with my anxiety problems. It may take a while until i saved up enough through investing (if it works out at all), so i don't want to entirely depend on that. Help and tips are more than welcome. If you read this all, thank you. I am still optimistic about the future and am confident i will overcome my fears. 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It got worse, eventually full blown, can't leave my house at all, agoraphobia. Fast forward 10 years and I'm living with a woman I didn't want to be with, she didn't want to be with me either, however she needed somewhere to live and I needed someone to do the day to day things for me, like shopping. I was on SSI had some extra money coming in from some online work I did, and was getting by but not happy. Skip ahead a couple more years and we had split up and I was determined to get over my anxiety. So I pushed myself hard. I decided I was going to get over it or die trying. And I got a little better. Maybe 25% normal at that point. I could go short distances, go into small, uncrowded stores, etc. Kept pushing myself until I was at around 50% and hit a wall. I could do some things but there was a lot I couldn't do. Skip ahead again a little bit and I got married. My new wife knew I was going to have a really bad day. I had to go to court, I'd be up in front of a lot of people. This was the kind of building I couldn't even walk in, so the thought of having to go in and do that was more than I could handle. So she suggest I take one of her Klonopins because she didn't take em. So I took 2. I had tried many anxiety meds, depression meds, etc over the years, but this was the first time taking Klonopin. It was like a light switch being flipped. I was normal, I felt great. I went to court with a confidence I hadn't had since I was 20. I got up in front of everyone, talked, and killed it in court. Won the case and went home feeling like a new man. For me, it was a miracle pill. I went to my doctor and told him, he gave me a prescription for it and I've been on 2mg of klonopin, 1 pill every morning for the past 6 years. I've been able to live a normal life. Working, taking trips, had a couple kids, did the normal life stuff everyone takes for granted. Skip to now. I recently moved to a new county for a great job, everything has been going great, very busy. Then I noticed that my prescription was getting low and I had no more refills. So I call around to find a doctor in this area. Come to find out my medical insurance is still out of where I lived before and can't be accepted until it's transferred, which they won't do until the 1st. Even cutting my dose in half, I'll be out at least a week before the 1st. So I've been cutting my dose in half for a few days and having pretty bad withdrawals. I've been calling every county office and doctor's office trying to get some way to get another prescription before I am totally out. But no luck yet. Moral of the story (sorry it was long winded), benzo's can help some people, like it did for me. But never let yourself run out. Every once in a while cut your dose in half for a day, or even skip a day every couple weeks, get yourself a backup supply stored because you never know when something happens and you can't get any more. And benzo withdrawal is no joke. I'm seriously suffering, and when I run out, I'll probably be in the hospital. 6 years at 2mg a day and then quit cold turkey. It can be fatal.",1.6880625307730168,3.3940983810930585,3.4689933530280683,90.28847279665192,78.48301329394387,6.404027572624326,20.88451501723289,7.3011,0.5245570851797146,2512,65,548,32,60,841,285,677,0.107,0.789,0.104,0.4706,2,0,1,0,0,0,85.0,1,3,1,8,23,25,4,0,38,0,69,12,0,0,4,85,117,42,3,13,10,1,3,4,0,1,12,0,1,3,21,38,0,1,10,2,4,23,18,11,0,5,52,5,64,14,89,49,23,115,1,3,0,0,23,48,0,11,49,362,85,8,0.05541449802508541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04912160897975237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037683758901164766,0.05810693285839255,0.1271758179391179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147991955394466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253758237163497,0.06756032731463378,0.0,0.14146096904613972,0.0,0.0,0.04900962029177172,0.060498279614235685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131687963918348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546936662725228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327319026628627,0.1839452641924784,0.0,0.2501643682939721,0.0,0.04772842594934668,0.0,0.0575115001290973,0.0,0.0,0.2268763473680368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360362691796815,0.10980225995697296,0.0,0.18675641837534648,0.10590185519822247,0.04980297767748722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02801923522084996,0.03958812846146127,0.053206608257824604,0.0,0.10129569455330158,0.04713554371162822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23161430455237045,0.0,0.22045335378684916,0.0,0.1772801451255787,0.18328403910906024,0.0,0.0,0.049002857594392886,0.058989763576107176,0.04964050571380613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03714316993872878,0.0,0.05558525974115658,0.0,0.0,0.06394089062802541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05499033869258085,0.0,0.06130793172382103,0.05770567228042274,0.030454358900264825,0.0,0.0,0.058675952186697265,0.0,0.056665078677757975,0.07828179751303964,0.10829089856257453,0.11107976986422896,0.1957280679872704,0.0490400869596424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094222849159451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618160334804957,0.05567131148097059,0.0,0.1231060300030524,0.055824276859402264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05889684164661675,0.0,0.08217829626209185,0.08547815414477376,0.16055900250666327,0.0,0.0,0.21717776981044434,0.0,0.06308977328637967,0.05814819395541205,0.059014631863146774,0.03755029800027893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289940864609343,0.07683487118918514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052384612182371684,0.0,0.0,0.056376466363161966,0.059746201367606035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894013975506696,0.0,0.0,0.03549994640418755,0.0,0.05471513154491794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045839445403972716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04695252434981185,0.04266078788713532,0.0,0.06203199368730807,0.0,0.0,0.04425408970465845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343634243622716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832403047747028,0.044540074448685685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362986034211533,0.0,0.0,0.04399292157242248,0.0646252788600316,0.0,0.0,0.052950927599111235,0.06156754626967875,0.11286841996754818,0.0,0.0,0.05768844674135045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572276434641149,0.06536981335066429,0.043985449199743364,0.08890033552946003,0.0,0.0,0.15410938453005918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068482909149667,0.0,0.056472107680573674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214110719354824 anxiety,foggyeyedandfried,2018/02/10,"Job issues causing panic attacks Over the past 6 years I've settled into a career that I'm really good at. Unfortunately I've had a slew of bosses that I had trouble dealing with. One of my biggest issues is that I'm prone to making small mistakes. They're not catastrophic, but they happen more often than I'd like. I've had supervisors that get really annoyed over these small mistakes, and they make me feel like my job is on the line. I feel really confident about how well I'm doing 99% of the time, but these small mistakes have always plagued me. A therapist recently told me that she thinks I have a form of PTSD from prior bosses coming down hard on me. Last year I landed GREAT job. Same work, but for a really prestigious organization. I've made a few small errors in the first 3 months (again, nothing that couldn't easily be fixed), but recently I had a glowing 6 month review. My boss said she was really impressed with my work, and how I've bounced back from small oversights and I've never made the same mistake twice. I've been doing very well in a very tough position, and I'm really proud of my work. Two days ago I noticed a bigger oversight. This took about a day to remedy, and I needed to get my boss involved to help me fix it. Now my boss and the head of the organization are really pissed. While we were able to fix the problem with no issue, they were NOT happy. I get so worked up about these mistakes and I send myself into a tailspin, worrying if I'm going to get fired. I have trouble eating and sleeping which makes my anxiety worse. I have panic attacks and it adversely affects my performance even more. How do people deal with this stuff? I've never had a boss say ""Hey, it was a mistake, no sweat. It happens to everyone. Let's see how we can fix it."" Does that happen in real life? Do I just have bad luck with overreacting bosses? It makes me feel sick to ever make a mistake, no matter how small. I just don't feel like it should be this way.",3.5305626786443485,5.0839606303797495,4.883658636178033,82.74396080032669,73.07594936708861,7.729685585953451,24.640669661086157,8.360895534625662,1.5391731318905677,1559,47,306,26,31,519,194,395,0.221,0.667,0.112,-0.9932,3,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,2,0,3,7,19,30,4,2,22,0,29,7,4,21,3,74,60,21,0,12,9,0,6,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,22,19,1,0,5,0,0,4,9,19,2,4,15,10,36,11,38,40,6,47,0,0,2,0,16,21,1,3,24,195,58,16,0.08057534808053413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142518443508608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704514435955958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061639920737182476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183332181353073,0.0,0.0619574690545161,0.06727705001270823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827730779798432,0.0,0.06940852774247543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392886735942483,0.16613929163873858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051203009296421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244869674408692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053219257482986435,0.07288501536457842,0.0,0.0769931980716336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296526803136133,0.11512608953689878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853734991536667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838917498891595,0.0,0.04579282717379273,0.06758277909845553,0.0,0.08883460571475599,0.0,0.0,0.2137575426103285,0.08577395632423802,0.07217968526888062,0.0,0.08269355311911204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540079573629394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25229918779030386,0.23987579996928085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567966293408539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239375255920066,0.05691275124542047,0.11809513516232654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248468516842642,0.2689233526079417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286289482084427,0.0,0.0,0.059745599635187725,0.12428935150470635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731421961242751,0.09173556783949936,0.0,0.0,0.05459994116576853,0.0,0.0,0.18907562008783704,0.0,0.0,0.07691828703354613,0.05586080097656946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709972617461959,0.09418827003221154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917123863042891,0.3613304186106657,0.0,0.1591168710942115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664560759363695,0.06407675085130493,0.0,0.0,0.0642081202947023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063353863328335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223949606908098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355418946591088,0.0,0.05162942956004835,0.0,0.0,0.04698413343554423,0.0,0.0,0.0769931980716336,0.08952217646901818,0.0,0.0,0.07871040701868917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329662013990846,0.0,0.06395696083258909,0.0,0.0,0.14489382926938044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346392522015715,0.08182817719625401,0.08211316343863273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037757647946134 anxiety,FreudsParents,2018/02/10,"Anybody feel confused? I hate that feeling where you don't know if it's just another anxiety symptom or if it's something worse. It feels like I've slowly become more and more confused as the months go on. I'll forget very simple things, have a hard time reading and spelling, feel like I don't know where I am (even though I do). Does anyone else experience this? Anytime I bring it up to a doctor they tell me I have anxiety... 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I can sometimes deal with it but sometimes its just too kuch like right now,,, :( ",3.4792708333333318,5.863519218750002,4.42625,82.32708333333336,75.5625,8.016666666666666,32.541666666666664,8.841846274778883,3.1072166666666665,133,7,24,3,3,43,27,32,0.17800000000000002,0.7340000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006369480701766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361397990669901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373441550776765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986065345997455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794397045348575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6472477313594331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,algae99,2018/02/10,"cant do this anymore please help Hi All So I Am A Student At A Small State School In NJ And I Have Had Issues With Attentiveness For As Long As I Can Remember. I Cannot Follow Directions Because When People Talk To Me I've Gotten To The Point That I Cannot Even Understand What They Are Saying If They Talk For Too Long. My Grades In College Were Good In My Freshman Year But Last Semester I Had To Withdraw Because I Had So Much Brain Fog That I Couldn't Even Think While Doing Homework. I Also Feel Fatigued Literally All The Time Despite Not Being Sleep Deprived (Also Baggy Eyes And Major Hair Loss) I Am Trying Vitamin Supplements And NoFap At The Moment (I Used To 1-2 Times A Day Since Soph Yr Of Hs), And I Work Out Now And Have Fixed My Diet. However This Semester I Have Already Not Handed In Assignments And Am In Risk Of Not Passing. I Have Tried Adderall And Other Medication And Whenever I Take Them I Feel Awful And They Don't Do A Thing. If Somebody Could Please Guide Me In Some Direction Other Than The One I Am Headed In, Please Let Me Know Because I Really Don't Think I Can Live Much Longer Like This. Thank You In Advance. 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I don’t know where to begin, but all these topics under this thread apply to me. Yes. I overthink everything usually with a doomsday scenario as a conclusion... lose my job, lose my family, lose my home. Yes, anxiety, which is a relatively new affliction for me, keeps me from doing things as well as I think I should do them. Yes, I have a heavy weight on my chest. Maybe I have always had anxiety, but now I’m FEELING it. And Yes, it sucks. I am taking medicine for it, and need to get therapy, but I feel so all alone. Like everyone is okay and normal except for me. Sound familiar? The only benefit is that I have become so good at pretending to my family and friends that everything is okay, that this mask is getting comfortable. One day at s time, one day at a time.",2.759603174603172,4.61724391975309,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,75.85185185185185,8.579188712522045,24.53439153439153,9.23628265651192,2.048261375661375,633,21,129,16,14,212,95,162,0.133,0.615,0.252,0.9732,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,4,6,13,1,0,6,6,15,2,1,0,2,22,28,12,0,3,5,0,4,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,12,5,1,1,6,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,5,21,9,19,25,2,15,0,3,0,0,2,6,1,0,10,90,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14710773847510153,0.0,0.0,0.1181863572460763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21731619082794174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686896590977406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320453126401096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572266417999815,0.2553078150267945,0.0,0.26780012688636706,0.0,0.215454880106215,0.10147142851525263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973761482854193,0.0,0.1484171850304508,0.0,0.0,0.11913409316231645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424749269422353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095003826982586,0.1262492200015147,0.0,0.0,0.0780599493389641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13878443613521546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767100001622849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14269549288724204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531880943528073,0.0,0.13718044591065925,0.0,0.0,0.1391663321864007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19249621173534476,0.10802571707584037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603240767565286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679432339006642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624319560112479,0.0,0.0943632270664963,0.09101172448329543,0.0,0.0,0.16564610702695265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643394663652066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296308624008594,0.12770853156005849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxietythrowaway531,2018/02/10,"This might seem like a weird or stupid question but.. I've been suffering from anxiety and panic attacks for about a year now. Luckily I haven't had a full on panic attack in a few months now so I've been feeling really good about that recently. Now my weird question is this: the last few days I've noticed I've been really happy and enjoying life, and just now I've thought to myself ""why am I suddenly so happy there must be something wrong with me"" and that then caused me a lot of anxiety and the thought of being ""too happy"" is now scaring me a lot. Has anyone else experienced this? Is it normal?",5.741452184179457,5.618188694214876,6.657213695395516,78.12140495867772,67.01652892561984,10.220070838252656,31.33530106257379,9.957137785484203,2.8962458087367176,476,17,94,10,7,159,75,121,0.221,0.597,0.181,-0.433,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,12,16,3,3,8,0,14,1,0,1,1,21,18,10,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,10,0,0,6,2,7,6,10,8,5,15,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,7,13,68,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380839184643202,0.0,0.0,0.0977126364537548,0.14318480260230956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179591926791199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355614413026035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901236720082918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167386373526064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065904179446382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172110958510451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4462820063198632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139104572248546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987057062518181,0.06827212687267703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23761163301833865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148246880672016,0.0,0.0,0.11154276413903376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691998543955194,0.0,0.15910009292931448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279202324149128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130917492640388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904787028649116,0.0,0.13798088121067087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399086701356531,0.0,0.0,0.12721818711004307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758217954709796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218831213303954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260977177533925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15278872462920054,0.0,0.0899909065343165 anxiety,Super_Whack,2018/02/10,"First manager shift and i feel like crying. But I've got wifi so there's that. I'm posting here because it helps with the ideation. Literally as im typing this my register went down. Got it resolved but my heart is racing. Shit, ive got three more of these next week",0.07677272727272566,2.4528381999999977,1.6803409090909118,95.26051136363638,94.27272727272728,4.931818181818182,19.602272727272727,6.6274283507984215,0.24577272727272706,211,7,46,3,8,68,46,55,0.124,0.7879999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,8,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,1,4,2,4,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492211574990686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688893214688811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377271922980365,0.17487737514147633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20821747530147328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5873405926686142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900762508180384,0.16407696740809552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644142237242093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195915848280788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26033597478434817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344402827138435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512724836515982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635504292307032,0.0,0.0,0.22692193930074295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aud1120,2018/02/10,"Don't want to go on anymore. My anxiety is so bad I don't even feel like myself at all anymore. It's been terrible for months now. My boyfriend was always there for me and supported me through panic attacks and said he would be there. Now he broke up with me and says he doesn't love me anymore, that not being able to calm me down hurt him too much. He didn't tell me this throughout our relationship at all. I tell him I am going to therapy now, that I have accepted this is a part of my life and now he says it's too late. My mental health has spiralled severely downhill since then. I feel like a failure. I feel like I am not a good person. I don't even know why I am posting this here - no one cares. I am a burden to my family and my friends, and I often have thoughts of suicide. I was prescribed Cipralex last week by my doctor and I'm too scared to take it in fear of it making things worse. I feel so unloveable and like a terrible person, and like I don't even deserve to get better. I can't tell the difference between illness and my own personality. I honestly wish I would just pass away in my sleep. How do you get over the fear of other people? I feel better when i talk to others about my feelings and whats going on. Now i feel as if this is a mistake, and I would make everyone happier if I just shut up and went away. 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I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety for around 10 years and I was meant to be going out tonight but I’ve not been in a good headspace for a long time and being in that “night out” environment can make me worse. Usually I still go out for fear of letting people down and end up feeling worse when I’m out and then worse when I get home and the next day. Luckily my friends have said they understand but don’t want me to “sit in and wallow” but I don’t feel like that’s what I’m doing. I’m trying to look after myself from something that will make me worse. But I understand getting out and doing things is also good for you. So I’m wondering whether I’m doing the right thing. 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I have a hard time overcoming anxiety because I am thinking about the worst scenario happening. For example, I have left a friend's gathering because I began to imagine someone would call out I was quiet and get overwhelmed with attention, making me have a panic attack. In that example, what if that was the future. I've day dreamed being able to prevent something from happening by time traveling into my body before it happened. I have so many ideas of what I could have done differently. Anxiety is a ability to see the future go wrong and have the power to stop it.",6.66101694915254,8.054657262711867,7.162500000000005,69.98239406779663,65.35593220338983,10.645762711864409,36.78389830508475,10.686352973137794,4.500098305084746,519,26,81,14,8,170,80,118,0.191,0.77,0.039,-0.9533,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,2,9,0,14,1,1,1,0,18,25,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,6,3,0,3,0,5,0,0,5,3,9,1,14,17,1,16,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,2,8,59,16,0,0.15736919944834382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611610205186273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903018292775855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918616066712193,0.0,0.13390959794132107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748017042405961,0.0,0.0,0.1606915475680537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564650051119905,0.0,0.0,0.10149011481513526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644173190968002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104332845469585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215830531226128,0.0,0.08221891153758054,0.0,0.08943654262111822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174831900572243,0.0,0.14097189224481058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626919938577492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17765067113238867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098209565668873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10504516262362992,0.15954766816807822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846388484644376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008147388352616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540287730139307,0.14326300880398793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333841201022725,0.12115049809880038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315676972651103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083582871672787,0.0,0.124933566051828,0.2752897371837235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179056414519384,0.17205851536596256,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mute_Moth,2018/02/10,"I had a furious customer screaming in my face last saturday and I fainted from a panic attack. And I still can't let it go. I work as an All-Purpose Clerk in a grocery store, and this is actually the 2nd time I've had an incident like this. I worked at smaller store before, where I still had stress issues and panic attacks. But I've recently had to move to a much bigger and busier store with much more unruly customers. I also have G.A.D and A.D.D, which I've been trying to manage without medication because the last several that I've tried never worked. Or made things worse. So I just do my best to handle it. It doesn't always go well. Case in point, an incredibly irate customer on Superbowl Weekend who was so furious that we didn't have cold 30packs of bud light that he got right up in my face, shouting me down and threatening me over it. With no managers available to help me or back me up, either. I was already at a 200% panic level that day, and this just pushed it over the edge. I just had a complete stress-shutdown where I went limp and hit the floor. I had customers circling around, asking questions, touching me, trying to get me up, the angry customer just completely writing me off to yell at somebody else, and all I could do was just sob uncontrollably to myself on the floor in front of the *entire* front end. It was incredibly embarrassing (as I'm a grown man) and it left me pretty fucked up for a few days. *and It's been nearly a week and I can't seem to let it go.* My managers tell me it's something that happens all the time and I just need to forget about it, but it's really difficult for me. Now every time I walk in I'm just prepping myself for another encounter like that. And to be honest, I've wanted to leave this job for a long time, for years really. But I feel like I don't have a choice. Or that anywhere else I go will be just the same. I've had a few days off this week to cam down and relax, but now that I go back to work today I'm right back up there on the anxiety scale again. I'm not expecting any miracle advice, but I just don't know what to do with myself at this point. **Minor update:** I really appreciate the support from you guys, it helps me feel way less alone about it. Too many people I work with don't quite get that it's hard to just write off that kind of event and move on. I have actually been putting more effort into some better work. A majority of my job now is custodial, but I'm whatever they need at any given time. I've been looking into similar maintenance jobs at quieter places. For now, I'll just try to survive where I am until I get a bite from another employer. I've wanted out of this environment for a long time now, and I can't take too many more of these kinds of moments. 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I dont why it happens, so i dont know how to fix it Hi Today something happened that truly just doesnt seem like a normal reaction. I was getting gas at the gas station i had put in my debit card and entered my pin and it was approved. It said pick up the nozzle and select grade. Put nozzle in tank, select grade nothing happens. I went inside to get help from the attendant. She came out and said you used the wrong nozzle this one is for premium only. Silly me my mistake. (Not my usual gas station) she said hang on a sec and ran inside. Sets the machine and i filled up my car and drove off. About 25 min later i get a call on my cell phone..... hi iamjuls this is tge police, im just wondering if you paid for gas. I said yes. He said i think there was a problem because you drove off without paying. So then it clicked what happened but i was mortified. I said i would go back and pay, and they were all very nice and new it was just a mix up. But when i hung up i burst into tears. I just dont understand why i cry. I cry if i get pulled over by the police for speeding or the sticker on my car plate has expired . Not that it happens that often but if it does guaranteed tears while they are still at my car. Is this anxiety ? What can i do about it, because it is so embaressing.",0.2745476858345057,2.4141368731884083,2.332982702197288,94.19387798036469,86.06521739130434,5.010565684899486,20.859747545582046,6.3737218528115,0.19970631136044886,1011,33,225,10,31,338,144,276,0.063,0.8640000000000001,0.073,0.6753,0,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,2,1,15,6,0,0,12,1,21,0,0,4,1,42,49,24,0,7,14,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,0,19,13,0,0,5,0,4,16,7,3,0,1,19,7,35,3,27,29,1,44,0,0,1,0,20,16,0,7,12,150,54,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683546429197378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737959558202971,0.0,0.11700634825534635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799736123683096,0.10976552589471117,0.0,0.09858889491331277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083979053123256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398507455108127,0.0,0.3374327182471145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20056403703586329,0.0,0.05454266454993918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243352311257048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432749588258814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366540262541192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274328093146848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046886697762314064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09268961686807614,0.0,0.0,0.09403143374890133,0.09208698841102153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503259264051849,0.07299044890246133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183151076640876,0.0,0.19295519736262168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477437304764388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873686079829055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388334548948261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07664275230035826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061494492286120174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096950922718518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990944031833307,0.0,0.0828883333326078,0.105698756718894,0.07918631985601055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896629640728737,0.1731982245652594,0.0,0.0,0.09251284586881636,0.10407671057781807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817521184657274,0.10492947973539317,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rainbowteacake,2018/02/10,"Does anyone feel like all their relationships are really superficial? What I kinda mean is that all the types of relationships I have with people, parents, friends, friends of family etc I feel like there’s no one I’ve got a sort of deep connection with. By that I mean comfortable enough to completely be myself and have ties with them that are different to what others may have. To any degree I get on with someone with, there’s always someone else in the same sort of role as me who does it better. It’s like every low-key awkward interaction I’m having with someone (to a point even my parents) I’m sitting there thinking there could be someone in my place making it run so much smoother. It’s kind of hard to explain but I’ve done my best.",3.8481963470319616,5.729771239726027,4.5919863013698645,83.81049086757994,72.90410958904108,7.606392694063928,26.55022831050229,8.344100000000001,1.7744721461187214,595,21,115,10,12,191,89,146,0.03,0.835,0.135,0.9325,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,6,10,0,1,4,0,12,0,0,1,2,23,23,4,0,1,1,2,3,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,12,9,21,17,7,8,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,4,3,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077984037181728,0.0,0.0,0.09053706428176372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309180615198713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397180472569696,0.1177479973380208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959059205048865,0.0,0.0,0.10629828476105097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909881241334274,0.0,0.0,0.23301647009960036,0.1362443802039589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121806752209848,0.0,0.0,0.13756510614320855,0.148481863832662,0.08793509067642506,0.0,0.1121728454679058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550879813587398,0.0,0.1346351518153642,0.1902248096168164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20572112952391444,0.0,0.06955807949928865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064810435790869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192637302604972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864068535141644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951306145574039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886933232447862,0.0,0.0,0.2900483287124325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787029920538827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902164179737801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956636064034442,0.0,0.0,0.09229975823512226,0.0,0.13909881241334274,0.0,0.12585657956706794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529034850331109,0.0,0.0,0.2858765380178495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512228969938134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853081907688462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,avpdbud,2018/02/10,"Venting, can't sleep The hardest thing for me to face when it comes to overcoming anxiety are the broken friendships that have been left in its wake. Amazing people that I heavily neglected because I thought the whole world was against me. My fear stopped me from seeing how genuinely these people cared for me, I perceived hostility everywhere, and was constantly on the defensive. Responding to attacks that weren't even aimed at me. I would get internally hostile and distance myself from the people that I was closest to. The Girl I loved. My first best friend after first starting to talk to new people. My family. It just takes so much fucking effort to pull myself together that I've never been able to do it. I just don't. It's not like I don't know the things that I could be doing to help myself, but I feel sucked up a vortex of so much thought that I never end up doing anything. And I keep paying the price for it. And I don't know if this will be the end of the loop, or if tomorrow I'll wake up just as confused as I was before I started writing this, and then I'll just have to watch as I keep repeating the same stupid mistakes. I want this to be the end of this chapter of my life. I want to be done with anxiety. I'm starting Uni in 2 weeks, I can only pray that I don't balls up every single interaction I have. It's been long enough using drugs as a distraction and avoiding social interaction at all cost. I just have to go in feet first and open myself up to experince. It's as simple as just doing it, there's nothing more to wait for. No reason to keep delaying. Almost 6am so I should try and go to sleep.",4.127185770750987,5.086288872727274,5.2026218708827425,83.31741106719367,70.87878787878788,8.284584980237154,27.98418972332016,8.587818076936951,1.947592885375494,1288,45,260,21,23,425,169,330,0.127,0.8009999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9633,0,1,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,5,13,19,7,4,14,0,32,10,6,3,3,53,58,24,0,8,11,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,1,24,11,0,9,7,1,3,4,10,13,0,3,11,3,36,6,47,39,9,41,1,1,2,2,10,15,2,5,23,195,60,1,0.10841036052553303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855731622218837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586725813965447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921248955115317,0.0,0.0,0.1233324357255901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608594954777791,0.0,0.09224923200688352,0.0,0.11376998498381698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053158772756064,0.0,0.0,0.09338592628340207,0.0,0.11715308624194262,0.0,0.0865568514483157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094143809085223,0.0,0.0,0.1257216001980726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28805820457753456,0.11201688233893717,0.0,0.07160402068465363,0.0,0.09134040444327107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219963962846618,0.12199179546552914,0.05481553564857678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766413918446802,0.0,0.0,0.08375757561850014,0.100223631404579,0.0566399389019693,0.0,0.12322421240879824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266517946794161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890803287708207,0.0,0.0,0.11915899793794428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177881739154255,0.0,0.07657344371443778,0.052963826133948524,0.0,0.0,0.09593975759000173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784458299736046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938817768444388,0.0,0.16722550664804522,0.10470340174327512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104022664767841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245096433760916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006323754040579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114639063402966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638902140215647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169773063827588,0.11051071011715548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23020023349510704,0.0,0.0,0.09063591569395192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151109927936545,0.08713614127895289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404605274092558,0.0,0.0,0.17213143340498466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360351855387523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936317438565616,0.0,0.0,0.12788647890709454,0.0,0.08696025200144147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12103629596958647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770116096721412,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,khizee_and1,2018/02/10,"Mr brother is having anxiety problems.Please help. My brother is 21.Medical student and he is doing well in his studies.He has plenty of friends male and female all of them are very close and he is a very social person(if that helps understanding him better).He shares everything about his life with me.He has recently been getting worried about his friends leaving him,fighting with our parents for no reason whatsoever.I tried asking him what the problem is but he says he doesn't know.He feels like crying throughout the day.I advised him to talk to my parents about it but he says they won't understand since I live far from home I can't help him out in person.I asked him to see a therapist at his university or get an appointment at a private therapist but he refuses to do it.This is my first time posting on here so if any of this makes sense please give me some feedback it will be greatly appreciated.Thankyou.",3.422866161616163,6.0957744431818215,4.180151515151515,82.50828282828284,77.29545454545455,7.092929292929293,30.232323232323232,8.167268648758528,2.48092398989899,746,36,133,14,18,238,117,176,0.076,0.825,0.1,0.4914,2,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,1,0,2,1,6,7,0,0,6,0,18,1,0,2,1,21,28,9,0,2,5,4,1,1,2,2,1,2,1,2,5,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,4,18,6,20,24,2,12,0,0,1,0,39,8,0,3,4,82,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866424123009772,0.0,0.0974674499386214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382202211051628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268280691347846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399526798771843,0.08216819193946437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450689240068986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442176155330162,0.09102093443963627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837393432552173,0.0,0.0,0.1968715803260692,0.0,0.13313176985915218,0.12222221418079413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046874787911873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561984741838318,0.0,0.12780150210018829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002059234905894,0.0,0.0,0.1349076151040525,0.0,0.0,0.08999266492463351,0.0622455465915044,0.0,0.11250438159516124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504642152088167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283510497119419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28294498271644225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224970517443384,0.0,0.2797133958466133,0.0,0.0,0.12202249482326255,0.0,0.0,0.12191309805940614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099755591352266,0.12580090534095992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264132176476746,0.0,0.0,0.10152838737675077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539394806011187,0.0,0.0,0.1298773154730318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240643733075062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958630760476143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429314669407111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650227103791648,0.0,0.0,0.2652742896841196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025135047872084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455589074281165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938990947847684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,archie2012,2018/02/10,"Did someone of you Stayed in a clinic? I'm suffering from daily panic attacks, scared to leave my own house (so no therapy), and I'm depressed. Since I'll loose my job over a month, my family would like to take me to a clinic specialised in PA/depression/.. for a few weeks/months. My first reaction is no: I hate being a long time from home (homesick), cannot be with people 24/7, and I'll have no freedom anymore. Does anyone have been in a clinic, have the same homesick issues and/or knows alternatives? Many thanks.",3.2952555555555563,5.467334370000002,4.083333333333332,85.57722222222223,75.3,6.844444444444445,24.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.311977777777778,407,13,77,6,9,130,73,100,0.28,0.634,0.086,-0.9569,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,1,10,2,2,7,0,10,3,0,0,0,6,16,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,7,2,12,11,3,9,0,4,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,46,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582338243720184,0.13101535734439898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21316351068629225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227676857574342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397112355617313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663831777837474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593791336934805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849917618874118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879501082637795,0.0,0.0,0.21620295330061548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955684310877801,0.1859385052595136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297514267385288,0.0,0.0,0.1984006482532384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915408428583262,0.0,0.0,0.16581895445395226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18996652135602526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911822325608645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198415066337474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990064655349956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18759277283524636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549966441921499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876029141356787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19971438099327352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088096111997314,0.0,0.0,0.17250761952573335,0.21427702665318205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092585355801303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310419910818228,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Schrabenzieher,2018/02/10,"(When) can you declare to have beat anxiety? I have (had?) GAD and it's getting much better. In the past, I was anxious most of the time. That's changed drastically now, I am rarely ever anxious. Sometimes I even think I've beat anxiety but then something happens where I get really scared. It's just for a very short moment, but still.",1.166034188034189,3.8028181846153832,2.475897435897437,90.1752136752137,90.23076923076924,5.350427350427352,24.145299145299145,6.937597516519254,1.1525555555555551,262,11,51,4,9,84,51,65,0.16899999999999998,0.799,0.032,-0.7506,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,7,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,1,4,8,2,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511904835007476,0.5186231418208631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20300689854452147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281980039314546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160707982324295,0.20762943462389435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23984730623192105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297888620301596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873616834665886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21911912029005548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704733428062894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22980666514800585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670886219632762,0.2270180463078992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330861258196826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707809576338174,0.0,0.0,0.13384492014879446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939213418891546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KatSpain6,2018/02/10,"Constant stream of adrenaline? I’ve been successfully treating my anxiety/depression/bipolar/PTSD with cannabis on and off (mostly on) for 10 years. I stopped almost 3 weeks ago because it’s expensive and I’d like to not rely on a substance if possible. I’ve tried prescription meds in the past with awful experiences every single time. Since I stopped smoking, I can’t relax no mater what I do. As the title says, I feel like my body is always full of adrenaline. I’ve tried meditating daily, yoga, sauna, exercise, and my diet is pretty healthy, plus I drink a lot of water. Although, I don’t eat much because of a lack of appetite. I’ve lost 10lbs in 2 weeks. I can’t sleep well, I get cold flashes where I feel like I’m soaking wet and freezing cold. I’m always lightheaded/dizzy. I just can’t calm down. I’ve had several panic attacks, and the first time I thought it was a heart attack. I have to wait 3 weeks to see a psychologist. I can’t keep going like this. I’m always on edge and tense. I’m looking for any suggestions on how to cope with this. There are no specific triggers that I’ve noticed, I feel this way all the time with random physical symptoms thrown in here and there. Please help. 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And the one constant behavior I have is being afraid my partner will cheat on me with someone . It has gotten so bad that I can’t think of nothing else . I hate spending time away from them in fear that they will cheat . I am currently dating a real good Christian girl , who has helped me and loves me , but she occasionally hangs out with guy friends , and I’ve talked to her about it , and she tells me exactly what they are doing and etc . Deep down I know she won’t cheat , but this anxious feeling gets overwhelming and I don’t know what to do ",4.725161854768153,5.945949897637799,4.965301837270341,84.59726159230097,69.70866141732283,7.8491688538932625,29.071741032370948,8.167268648758528,1.8650076990376203,515,19,102,7,9,162,86,127,0.142,0.7659999999999999,0.092,-0.6701,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,0,3,12,5,3,3,0,18,1,0,0,1,17,26,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,4,8,9,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,9,0,1,2,1,21,3,14,19,1,13,1,1,0,1,18,7,0,0,5,76,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256080349120272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494550446253414,0.22070884162898124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355351188599453,0.0,0.16312309282132662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222441470044421,0.0,0.0,0.21616961552917185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320386776555326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178855918865315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198419319125084,0.09878330923662183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093988219463578,0.0,0.10207107407591064,0.0,0.0,0.1638643779107162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344381823104026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928842388777044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309502280546021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147369354756192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632613792778873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874596852844196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238557976516874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237015596186194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20975079745325065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553363058375384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702840969808635,0.17075916848195108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518313791768598,0.0,0.0,0.1139199349271134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,memaycreeps,2018/02/10,"Always feeling guilty Anyone have this problem? I literally always feel guilty and about something, which I think is basically just another form of anxiety because it’s usually entirely unfounded. I feel guilty that I’m not working hard enough at work, not trying hard enough in relationships, that I don’t deserve the things I have. And sometimes this guilt actually does prevent me from getting things done and being a better person. Any advice? Perspectives? Thanks! 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This has lead me to create unrealistic (although not to me) perceptions of how things SHOULD be and if I do not obtain the exact reward I had the goal of achieving, it will send me into a depressive episode lasting, well however long I let it once I notice what I'm doing. Anyways, relationships are really REALLY difficult for me to 1. Get involved in and 2. Stay involved in. I am going to counseling and I have noticed I'm more self aware of my thought patterns and my actions but I am concerned that I will never be someone who is wanted. As in, having someone want to be around my shitshow enough to want to be in a relationship or eventually marriage. Has anyone overcome this in this community? Any tips on letting go of my idealistic relationship outlook? It frightens me to think I could be alone and without children. I know I'm only 22 but I feel that I wouldn't be happy without that next step.",4.725670913526702,6.565834253456218,6.191000271076174,73.41154242342098,70.52073732718894,8.423854703171589,33.502033071293035,9.007467420416297,3.233314123068583,911,45,154,18,17,309,130,217,0.08,0.855,0.064,-0.6552,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,5,0,27,2,0,3,4,38,43,15,0,8,9,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,13,9,0,0,6,0,0,6,6,2,1,0,5,2,25,3,29,24,3,24,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,4,8,123,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586253601620786,0.11983620100204735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868383768694999,0.0,0.08851453701555022,0.0,0.0,0.0809041095307898,0.0,0.0,0.10300259613850593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303606915302469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886161739202697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238157931109793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965714222675197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955490902017805,0.0,0.0,0.10466242190469456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850427400334755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045144804016361,0.0,0.13151642141798914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463632108816826,0.12317085974856155,0.10364957234036724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635888218808897,0.09431558130542947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366338169657033,0.1634527029406377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20479179121205704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173074100814795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923936203056942,0.0,0.12305431517129192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634633924918003,0.0,0.12322278483029522,0.0,0.08799939200398868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824805710537434,0.0,0.0,0.4968984425185178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070627032422372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13005804471074806,0.0,0.0,0.19607411323390952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233268716146004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686971986083807,0.0741395348863249,0.0,0.18371478861532675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20473864338215889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040333120225198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230723145679962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451067152888839 anxiety,Novaslogic,2018/02/10,"As I get older my anxiety has gotten worse When I was younger there was only one thing that caused anxiety for me and that was confrontation. Now as I get older I have these weird spouts of anxiety where its over totally unrealistic or things completely out of my control. Lately its been in the middle of the night where this anxiety has happen. For example, last night I woke up at 1AM to use the restroom. When I came back I started thinking about the food I cooked the day before and worried I gave my whole family food poisoning. There is nothing I did that would have caused it, the meat was cooked and not spoiled but because I noticed the plastic was ripped open on the side a little when I pulled it out of the fridge I started thinking about it in the middle of the night. This is just one example of many. I don't have a panic attack or anything like that but I obsessively start thinking about these things, and I try really hard to be realistic and divert my thoughts but I find this is a lot harder to do when I'm half asleep. I honestly have no idea what to do.",6.329225352112676,6.106920854460096,6.622640845070425,79.19621478873242,65.8075117370892,10.104694835680752,31.834507042253517,9.725611199111238,2.7632225352112685,854,30,170,16,12,276,116,213,0.1,0.8320000000000001,0.068,0.3059,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,14,8,3,2,14,0,21,6,1,4,1,29,37,16,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,18,9,4,1,6,2,0,2,3,6,0,3,12,1,23,2,25,23,3,34,0,0,0,0,1,15,0,3,18,130,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658483182948264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838662445877018,0.0,0.0,0.13601528326772488,0.0,0.09193326170893837,0.0,0.07288187486832008,0.0,0.10173564925421244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674330397279358,0.0,0.2456394412650922,0.0,0.0,0.12535502406004784,0.0,0.13409525026828029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710547176854952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270930353515254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092744873889058,0.0,0.28914171340371997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492897409662546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572536508747997,0.0,0.10710111302406612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496722151327695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974562991939066,0.13486742315723532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841034251995082,0.11982922832721345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016445327476716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121375806973728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365932273233751,0.0,0.11471979882195572,0.13611837434460278,0.0,0.0,0.16203214098589327,0.09092978018393333,0.0,0.1402763761139136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659236580109488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25387279334042023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382884666781467,0.2298251654913825,0.0,0.09491625433373596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117251043254448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326033122249316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334830207895071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214176651200743,0.12184053124426986,0.0849310713993006,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trickiivickii,2018/02/10,"Read my story and help me? I’ve been having intermittent anxiety for a few months averaging 1-2 episodes per month. The last week has been hell. Tuesday my anxiety was so bad that I checked into the ER, pulse ranging from 160-185, screaming that I’m dying and that I needed help. I’m an ER nurse so it was horrible being a patient. Over the last few days my chest has felt funny - it feels like I’ve been coughing or have a chest cold. I’m assuming this is due to the fact that my heart was beating so hard for so long. I’m just struggling with not feeling normal even though the panic attack happened on Tuesday. I’m currently wearing a holter monitor for my cardiologist to check out. Why does every part of my chest and back hurt? Help. 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I have really bad trouble with things randomly popping into my head that terrify me and make me panic, mostly the idea of inevedability - death and so on. When this happens, one way I was stopping myself from freaking out was by singing inside my head, just whatever song came to mind. Well, the problem is, now that is just happening all the time. And it's not, like, a particular song I like repeating over and over or something. It's just random bits of random songs I've heard. For example, as I'm typing this, a bit of what is going through my head is: ""Believe it or not, I'm walking on air.. Believe it or not, I'm walking on air.. Hey Jude, don't make it bad.. (intro music from Thriller)"" and so on. Even when I'm listening to music, watching a movie, having a conversation... it's always there. Sometimes it's quiet, but it's still there, and I can feel it. It's destroying my consentration and making me feel angry and nauseous, and I have started grinding my teeth as a result too. It's like someone has decided to torture me by shoving a broken radio into my ear canals. There's not much point to this post I guess... I don't know, I just wanted to tell someone what is happening to me. Has anyone else experienced something like this? 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Advice appreciated. I'm currently tapering off Lexapro (because it's giving me stomach issues) and my dosage was 10mg, then for 2 weeks I took 5mg and then for 2 weeks I've skipped every other day while taking 5mg. It's quite hard to get off of it ... I keep getting headaches, rebound anxiety and panic, jaw grinding, and brain zaps. My head feels so funny, it's so foggy and my tinnitus is worse... it feels like white noise. And, today, I tried to go 2 days without taking a dose but ended up having to do it because the withdrawal symptoms were too bad. I started getting hot flashes? I feel really hot and have a fever of 100 and I'm not sure if it's because of the Lexapro withdrawal or a bug, but I'm pretty sure I'm not sick. Basically, I'd like advice if you've withdrawn too and what your experience was like. Thanks.",2.543561904761905,4.308969565714288,4.401142857142858,84.2881904761905,76.2,6.9523809523809526,27.095238095238088,7.793537801064563,1.6598952380952383,674,27,135,10,15,229,105,175,0.08199999999999999,0.754,0.16399999999999998,0.9239,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,0,1,5,8,0,1,6,0,8,8,4,0,3,24,26,19,0,2,8,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,9,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,7,11,6,13,22,0,17,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,3,15,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28331453041402715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108971588475892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210389892269277,0.2651063552912828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16182790602456934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697973609586085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283951871260401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13112835042338006,0.12213852757148586,0.0,0.0,0.14180273069345478,0.0,0.0,0.21989465186737564,0.10356239987159674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22721331643069215,0.13906279798278376,0.08238645294215895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985938215205325,0.0,0.14877501441026186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130488364727024,0.0,0.12885077500716116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246644717575075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102246306228016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008416643241228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748063067778305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418719093387348,0.0,0.0,0.09286773049930178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260635380759256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27325394448197304,0.15067323165641933,0.21798996199755316,0.0,0.0,0.1334634897638117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374090402982548,0.0,0.16106047680684302,0.0984211251859979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325629539619116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974024345176478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773082801579768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TabloidGossip,2018/02/10,"""Watch out world! I'm going to post something tomorrow! :)"" -me, unnecessarily trying to build up hype for myself. POSITIVE THOUGHTS ARE OKAY",4.17586956521739,7.430254304347834,5.122065217391307,68.58135869565217,92.91304347826087,7.517391304347825,27.48913043478261,8.07648339933343,3.1550956521739133,111,5,16,3,4,36,22,23,0.0,0.736,0.264,0.8201,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,5,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323524713263589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5600719513618099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45020375637875065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.464261902484763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970374135326886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cultivatedanalyst,2018/02/10,"I can't speak to new people I'm lonely and I only have like 5 real friends because I can't speak to people. Whenever I want to make friends with a stranger whether online or in person I just freeze up and I don't know what to say. I'm bad at small talk and I always just wanna skip the awkward small talk stage but obviously that's impossible. I barely even know what it's like, I don't talk to new people ever because I'm too scared. I can't figure out how to start a conversation or how to continue one. People always say to me 'oh just be yourself what's the worst that could happen' but I know and I'm sure other people with this issue know that it's just not that easy. I can't do it without having a full on panic attack and almost being in tears because no matter how much I try I can't do it. Does anyone else feel like this?",1.081784313725489,2.8989637666666717,3.289411764705882,90.33794117647058,80.77777777777777,5.34640522875817,18.92156862745098,6.2272716619740125,-0.08414705882352935,658,15,143,5,17,225,93,180,0.17600000000000002,0.7190000000000001,0.105,-0.9482,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,10,13,1,3,5,0,14,0,0,4,3,38,27,13,0,3,11,0,2,3,2,0,0,4,0,1,14,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,10,7,0,1,0,6,15,6,18,24,3,15,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,3,8,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961345164241142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540555670037406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050605354326503,0.132624519010289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725440209982138,0.0,0.0,0.10807531663611084,0.236712595448348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033457040938028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327205900842258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812883314025852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549257291343798,0.11708407416892815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544773789818055,0.09247052730037444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000694296632165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144615887914447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509963453272725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28454294108334216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897105940798811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864008647182294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951518173975096,0.0,0.0,0.2500240383775102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771053321584124,0.09844342556488696,0.0,0.15186759456086474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486800292186659,0.113020261900422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732877240332434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058685728925348,0.12959001056590405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161687690436657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199377556180666,0.0,0.0,0.3121120646769676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787989999004903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634588126523245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247736052185805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,memed_out,2018/02/10,"What is it like to see a psychiatrist I’m suffering from severe anxiety , and finally am getting some professional help for myself from a psychiatrist for the first time. Share your experiences, or what I should expect ?",6.9659649122807,9.405818052631579,7.981578947368423,60.39938596491231,65.84210526315789,12.435087719298249,33.719298245614034,11.855464076750405,5.214445614035086,178,8,27,7,3,60,32,38,0.173,0.654,0.173,-0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,5,5,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,21,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960349731990768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3785360059411961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239124226977006,0.0,0.32916091232239864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217857319042745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593813233252619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905653865554006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30836913713192626,0.0,0.0,0.4371718343815355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22564835444350295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PythonistaTortilla,2018/02/10,"Yoyo'ing between doing/consuming things that raise my anxiety, and living almost puritanically but failing inevitably. I think moderation is the answer but I can never settle on it. Looking for advice. I'm struggling just now with some of the worst anxiety that I've ever experienced. Even walking down the street or being in my office can cause my problems. It feels crippling at times and I'm sick of it. I have irrational fears of having panic attacks in the streets and even silly things like imagining myself freaking out or (for no reason) shouting something like the n-word. It's ridiculous, my thoughts tend towards the negative, crazy situations. Anyway that's the background but I'm struggling to live a good lifestyle to help myself, I regularly relapse into things like coffee, energy drinks, alcohol, not exercising, bad diet, etc. For a while I tried to do things in moderation but I'd always end up gorging on things with caffeine and binge drinking with my friends (I'm in the UK, it's common here). So I tried a different tact. I tried living completely healthy cutting out all bad things. It lasts for a while but unsurprisingly it always fails. Has anyone been in this situation? If so, and if you improved it, how did you achieve it? Honestly I'm coming to my wits end. I just want to be normal, I just want to relax, and be able to do normal things. Jesus...",4.300477602108035,6.933826549407115,5.265123517786559,76.0901490447958,74.01976284584981,7.3787220026350475,29.513998682476945,8.344100000000001,2.5643650856389986,1099,48,179,20,24,359,148,253,0.217,0.618,0.165,-0.9595,1,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,3,12,22,3,4,12,0,13,6,0,3,3,44,26,20,0,7,13,0,1,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,20,13,4,0,6,4,0,2,4,14,0,0,3,4,19,8,32,20,4,28,2,2,1,0,4,16,0,6,13,133,39,3,0.1061725183074215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375055609546284,0.0,0.11346613294598,0.1063164404963883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17668808106976705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624433717964308,0.0,0.0,0.07423829343455983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207865671370962,0.0,0.0,0.17729923591528904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090684228679074,0.0,0.09145822336459082,0.1113198654286385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092768396265673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20801729528280186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880746750947177,0.0,0.11841042335050045,0.14025189401036714,0.09603912130045003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194736008129831,0.053684015383464366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820286242719948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905247103525299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116520100083087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654477307779851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561158839186756,0.0,0.2812568365084817,0.0,0.08915817514620411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188679144681832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805305076233105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245705740867454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159276110840126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091630318279828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386847180633535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173679171298273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198913732022474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4937541240674132,0.0680310626730044,0.0,0.0842891199507132,0.0619100492418324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625251175079604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125246604265625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DrChupacabraj,2018/02/10,My therapist is moving. I had my last session with her yesterday and it was really nice and a pretty good closing. I didnt really say goodbye though and I regret that. I feel totally lost now. She was the first therapist I clicked with and got along with well and I finally started feeling like I was on the right track toward feeling better and doing better but now all of that os gone. Ive just been crying off and on the past few days,2.031275252525252,4.358545738636362,3.777878787878791,85.39237373737376,80.25,7.092929292929293,23.41414141414141,8.167268648758528,1.5780262626262629,347,12,67,7,9,116,61,88,0.087,0.735,0.177,0.4735,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,20,16,9,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,12,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,9,5,12,6,9,7,3,17,0,2,1,0,3,6,0,0,10,53,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34250964999571865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21269945572754248,0.12487884990110515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29372371357421817,0.1383332082823455,0.0,0.21211817695449575,0.0,0.16470621974741328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241223331623694,0.1548679629036693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783874062122216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460050277775887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113759738234426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580384522610545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18484695282770736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19699687170687893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480956625531426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536362120954712,0.0,0.15398668637535132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705617222038302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496513771685424,0.0,0.0,0.19024585213945214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17410152940809892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,talizoruh,2018/02/10,"Anxiety about moving? Hello! Like the title says, I have moving anxiety. For a little context, I am an American, but I live in Hawaii. I have never lived on the mainland for any significant amount of time. I know where it started. I was sick at home in 7th or 8th grade and saw this daytime doc/drama about a girl who was kidnapped and held captive for years, eventually giving birth to the captors kids. She only got away when he trusted her enough to get a job. Since then I’ve had massive anxiety about living on the mainland and being kidnapped and carried across state lines where no one can find me. I’d LIKE to move to the mainland one day as there’s better opportunities to work and a much lower cost of living overall, but until I do something about this anxiety I’m pretty much stuck here. Any tips? How do you deal with the fact that another state is right next to yours? Thanks! 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Hi, i'm sorry if i'm making so sense but i really need to know if people experience it too because i feel extremely alone...... if something unfortunate happens, even if i have nothing to do with it, if someone blames me i feel extremely guilty and down... does anyone else feel this way????? I'm pretty sure it's related to my anxiety",1.2881064162754328,3.88528491549296,3.7739906103286422,82.0559467918623,87.16901408450704,7.099217527386543,23.381846635367765,8.167268648758528,1.920219405320814,283,11,53,7,9,98,46,71,0.2,0.708,0.092,-0.8224,0,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,16,13,8,0,6,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,5,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,28,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777848458198093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869870277322716,0.0,0.0,0.25354694085949464,0.37153913756659396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052254165914108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31732445424451805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029160347635048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975099719737214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773521973084437,0.0,0.0,0.3666953331983511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032842306020448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996411143652908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102325799925615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344362073588855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396813360435628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569485065301128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445352768052994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614935750923285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362010619891991,0.13957832633076706,0.0,0.2029573828017872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087889365770262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878247536566732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MyIllusion,2018/02/10,"Meds against anxiety? I tried so many different meds to handle my anxiety . The only thing that has ever worked for me is when my doctor prescribed Diazepam. Now I got a new doctor, and he does not seem found of writing a prescription for any kind of benzodiazepines... and I know that they are addictive and should only be used for shorter periods. But I need something to handle my anxiety... Any advice on how to tell my doctor that I really need them or have you gotten anything else prescribed that I can ask my doctor to try? Thanks<3",4.934975247524751,6.888678079207923,5.456522277227721,78.4285457920792,70.1881188118812,8.614356435643566,29.45668316831682,9.188382445141503,2.7473851485148524,430,17,74,9,8,138,69,101,0.04,0.96,0.0,-0.4137,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,2,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,5,0,2,1,16,16,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,15,1,11,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,5,52,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155416208511,0.0,0.1358503861444824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907903243088564,0.0,0.3190536361778871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440300516216345,0.0,0.12996651326941358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524807642066254,0.0,0.5691783608199974,0.12165881745893775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613478282477853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257530774258036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15243010705041932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118834508211484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476969653124044,0.07640268489759151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409461729829807,0.0,0.0,0.3088435139980856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061656426686076,0.0,0.13426801415808198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114645190645042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890608542403742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656012496326285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702568867392727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151108437870503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235983323758933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877320329109765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007010374508845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120944580186254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zeldy64,2018/02/10,"Need help finding the right medication for Social anxiety & depression. Recommendations and Advice welcome! So I've been dealing with horrible anxiety and depression for about 6 years now. Highschool was a literal nightmare for me mentally and emotionally and now it's gotten worse within the last year due to the passing of my grandmother, who was like another mother to me. I'm 18 and trying to find work and finally get my drivers license. Driving lessons cause 3 day long panics and I'm depressed because I still don't have a job and just feel like I'm just living for nothing and I'm just a failure. I have suicidal thoughts often as well. My boyfriend is really the only reason I haven't gone ahead and ended my life, he's endlessly supportive and my glimmer of hope for a happy future. Now, I've started seeing my doctor a lot more about medication within the last 6-7 months. I've been on 10&20mg of Paxil, Wellbutrin (small dose), and now 15mg Remeron. I'm starting to feel more anxious and depressed again and looking to get on to something else. So my question is, what have you tried that has worked for you?? TL;DR: what medication has helped you for depression and social anxiety??",5.843783333333333,7.365504608888893,6.519263888888888,73.36956250000001,67.35555555555554,9.358333333333334,34.951388888888886,9.673873057562805,3.666205555555557,967,47,160,21,16,317,131,225,0.179,0.732,0.08900000000000001,-0.9721,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,3,0,4,15,13,0,1,10,0,13,6,0,2,0,32,32,18,1,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,16,0,0,8,0,0,3,2,6,1,0,7,4,15,7,25,25,3,29,0,5,2,0,13,6,0,4,22,99,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079787693123028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22352793911104,0.0,0.0,0.10816272464134237,0.2367304949705244,0.11653116929838453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287983826147048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596440037590787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652380448006616,0.10634406045443986,0.4442186447962087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557932883760092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616935055419886,0.1160308917472196,0.09136109081013163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431240042352613,0.07369103181333496,0.0,0.1129967816132496,0.1885561288189696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778418776355926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098060634156982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827976335216416,0.0,0.0,0.1024521297567273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236136325479284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816352054461284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728585393542183,0.10078865004742317,0.0,0.09108414470043463,0.09128531074131832,0.0866207864710729,0.0,0.0,0.08769521627817653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117410740450132,0.10395185747707336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233407347260015,0.0,0.0,0.07648509388503617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897608161626152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845091638280713,0.0,0.1210253695844776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555262811776318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608111526134287,0.10605631682120864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809031484651975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219792150231671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102987284249633,0.0,0.07941061119959758,0.0,0.0,0.1460214922029699,0.0,0.08237645119977949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283035515225545,0.11705443201981418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818903016926118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400653958613941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274505739920627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019018424230676,0.0,0.10511959128622128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285161019009495 anxiety,fictionalocdproblem,2018/02/10,"OCD & Obsession With People You see on tV I'm a long time serious OCD sufferer, and frankly, I've begun to have a bizarre problem. I was watching a reality show and I found myself attracted to one of the people. I knew this was weird and wrong and they are basically fictional characters. I have no desire to meet or speak to this person, but I became obsessed with them. They are all I can think about, as if they are a real person in my life. They even appear in my dreams because I can't stop thinking of them. The ritual is that I end up watching scenes with them over and over to find faults in their character and prove I don't really like them, but then they creep into my head anyway and I have to repeat it. This ridiculous problem has never happened before, but now I've become a full grown adult fantasizing about a TV character and the more I try to stop the more they pop into my head. ....So, yeah, any advice would be great. Please don't make fun of me. I'm actually not a creep, my OCD just surprises me sometimes.",3.877681159420291,5.03489773429952,5.126299516908214,82.8888695652174,71.65700483091787,8.418550724637681,25.87729468599034,8.841846274778883,1.8102343961352665,809,25,164,15,15,269,123,207,0.151,0.731,0.118,-0.4904,0,0,0,1,0,0,26.0,0,1,11,0,7,15,1,2,11,1,16,3,2,1,3,37,26,16,0,5,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,3,5,13,0,2,6,4,0,2,6,10,0,1,4,4,31,5,25,20,4,22,1,1,3,0,17,10,0,3,11,115,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.1573838651245244,0.0,0.0,0.1575987965235559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474442550672392,0.0,0.10967443230987184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831344803387654,0.17811865566876678,0.13723552644903642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14284425822360733,0.0,0.0,0.10652246377284623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474049845280183,0.0,0.0,0.17683277984615853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778093403886806,0.0,0.0,0.14261742312708664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310350964289417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11391527746683455,0.07879218508513212,0.0,0.0,0.1427257750966899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765418174054656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438737939216063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092860090483122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22361943513590266,0.28164310287105515,0.0,0.17703459012877568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086421410880387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18356944101941075,0.1033186864166516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851752338336395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950786494805952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696709194179922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066806002199919,0.0,0.0,0.09404238030540596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094970375090902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456711959678295,0.17633195304368302,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ArtVandelay14,2018/02/10,"Extremely bad headache the day after panic attack Hey everyone. I had a major panic attack last night around 8 at night that didn’t stop until 3 or so in the am. I’ve had my anxiety under control for a while now but last night it just all came pouring out. Anyways, since I woke up I’ve had a blinding headache all day. Still hasn’t stopped. Is it normal to get a bad headache the day after an attack? It feels like a hardcore hangover",0.8203983656792673,3.2689562696629224,2.4148927477017392,92.15980592441271,87.42696629213484,4.58467824310521,22.6976506639428,6.11248444174946,0.489373033707865,344,13,69,3,11,112,61,89,0.272,0.6940000000000001,0.035,-0.9595,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,2,9,0,7,1,0,1,2,13,11,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,6,2,3,1,11,5,3,23,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,1,17,44,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343259079508315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199923687741527,0.0,0.5060643506258263,0.0,0.0,0.24761258589316945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959101865832374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630686424517815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868819559302285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416863913258757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497402795677824,0.1059301378724815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746935813837501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417334169174872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244134959698598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174477772353751,0.14528137596384647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479455714129876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265744707704432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841534333706155,0.24793480887212602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tinkerbell14246,2018/02/10,"I was recently told my anxiety is the symptom of an autoimmune disorder.... And I’m not sure what to believe. This autoimmune disorder is marked by several of the mental health issues I’ve experienced, predominantly a certain kind of anxiety issues, as well as the other physical symptoms I’ve been experiencing for years. If this diagnosis is correct, the crippling anxiety that keeps me house bound for weeks at a time should diminish and eventually go away. I’ve undergone some treatment over the last couple months with very positive results but in the last month my anxiety has gotten terrible again. I’m terrified to undergo an expensive, experimental (only in the sense that insurance will not cover it even though it is the protocol used by NIH) treatment only to find out that I’m the issue and this won’t get better. Apologies for any issues. Typing on a phone. 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I have anxiety, and since I'm a junior in college it's gotten a lot worse. Basically panic attacks at least twice a week and major difficulty sleeping without someone in bed with me and a bunch of other lovely things. Recently a friend of mine opened my eyes to an esa. I would love to get one, and when I looked it up I saw a bunch of online links to get a letter. But most of them didn't seem legit. I want to go to a real doctor to get one, but I don't have a primary physician here so I don't have any doctors that I have a history with and who know my problems. Should I just go to a new doctor and cross my fingers that they believe in esas? Or would it be recommended that I go ahead and get one online? And if that's the case, is there a site that works the best? Thank you everyone for the help on this. 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(Agomelatine) What’s your experience with it?,6.612666666666668,8.2501776,6.950000000000002,51.17166666666668,123.0,13.333333333333336,33.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,7.416333333333334,56,3,6,3,3,18,10,10,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063745863132163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7084025170200753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916814540083253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SquidGiblet,2018/02/10,I’m too anxious to ask to leave. This happen to anyone else?,-1.1515384615384612,0.9052296153846164,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,99.0,2.6,14.192307692307693,3.1291,-1.3058923076923077,47,1,10,0,2,16,11,13,0.242,0.758,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4504474911759286,0.0,0.2787988638916833,0.4085424540864985,0.0,0.0,0.3727554857863481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33308485624142864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525925577899261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221938286438683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,toxicsunflower,2018/02/10,"This Too Shall Pass? Sorry about formatting I’m on mobile. I’ve had my anxiety under control for a few months but I still see a psychiatrist there because they prescribe me anti-insomnia, Xanax for as-needed anxiety, and my ADD medication. But recently I’ve run into some shit that’s been hard to just push through. My long term bf had to move across the state for work so my living expenses/responsibilities have doubled. I worked really hard for 2 weeks on a paper for grad school only to end up submitting something I know is garbage. Lunesta has been making me exhausted in the morning and I was late to work every day this week. My friends all moved back home after college and I’m stuck here because I work at the university library and I’ve been applying for a new job near my boyfriend and haven’t even gotten an interview. There’s more but I don’t want this to end up being super long. After explaining everything that’s been causing my anxiety and breaking down in tears in his office, he writes my prescriptions but doesn’t have any suggestions to help me. He said I’m doing everything right and as I leave he says “this too shall pass?” Like even he doesn’t believe what he’s saying. I have been crying/sleeping ever since I left his office. I just feel helpless and emotionally drained. My bf is visiting tomorrow and the house is an embarrassing mess but I can’t even get out of bed. I feel so alone and overwhelmed.",3.8609777376654613,6.004157111913358,4.800780685920579,81.20035273766548,73.54873646209388,8.226774969915763,27.787154031287606,8.959647251330699,2.3819146811071,1148,45,214,25,24,373,163,277,0.149,0.78,0.071,-0.9512,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,6,17,9,1,2,10,0,24,4,1,3,2,32,38,18,0,1,7,0,4,1,3,2,3,3,2,0,7,13,0,1,4,0,0,7,5,6,0,0,11,8,27,3,32,24,6,43,0,2,1,0,20,16,1,1,19,135,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929197178032375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832649955883407,0.0,0.26433765999375364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885664798242071,0.0,0.14042558656325513,0.0,0.0,0.12976866593946867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832181418577407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291844111330268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428171352546772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956224509760558,0.20403097591828206,0.0,0.0,0.22822634781831694,0.10418710352893992,0.09704430335527033,0.0,0.2070331104344133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647716040858852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08898795255140249,0.0,0.060176911262096025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063577075254325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772028738282161,0.0,0.11553515226578967,0.0,0.0,0.1329025099301516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429859613106268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06330003689978064,0.0,0.1299283054898588,0.1219592226751949,0.12514364645944998,0.0,0.0,0.056271237701721585,0.0,0.10170624479809076,0.20386174105847432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688369149505575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603195446261735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193575302670984,0.24483669229227864,0.0,0.08540467397109262,0.0,0.1112417745797672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875997478211623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07378739853577303,0.0,0.11372657218338425,0.0,0.0,0.09836327887347747,0.10956276558977912,0.1831918684889917,0.0,0.1165685322065921,0.09178372321224616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823084103942115,0.09527826854078747,0.0,0.11526340216117288,0.0,0.0,0.08867136084765516,0.0,0.12893482677579585,0.0,0.0,0.09198307278261976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793627819879737,0.0,0.18478125045570296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354102889159701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BillyBatts99,2018/02/10,I think I just had a panic attack. Can anyone talk? I just felt the most intense and dreadful rush of anxiety I've ever felt. It made me legitimately suicidal. Can anyone help? I don't really know how to respond.,0.7978571428571435,3.351849261904764,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,92.09523809523807,6.609523809523811,21.285714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.6553999999999998,167,6,30,4,6,60,34,42,0.333,0.578,0.08900000000000001,-0.9158,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,9,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,5,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042523949516397,0.0,0.0,0.3733817899356015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3037482581518414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415145698803939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127190376294777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789628297035128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467348708951976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252639537548191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132640970984506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104546739808724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920519842527477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460251700893804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108124915653292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arranc,2018/02/10,"A lonely, lonely road - My Story so far Hi all, I grew up in the UK and around 2001, when I was 10 years old I encountered what I believe to be my first panic attack. I was at school and every Wednesday we had hymn practice. The teacher who took the assembly in the hall on those days used to scare me a lot, I was always an anxious child when put in certain situations. This one day some kids were messing around and this teacher was getting increasingly angry, to the point where she eventually completely lost it and petrified me, I’d never felt like this before, but this wasn’t it at its worst. The teacher then commanded all of us to report back to the assembly hall the next day to make up for the kids messing around. The next day, after trying to claim to my mother that I was ill (unconvincingly) I went into school more nervous than ever before. As soon as I entered the assembly hall I started to feel dizzy, almost as if the room was closing in on me, and my surroundings started to appear different. It’s so hard to explain the feeling in words, it’s why I struggled alone with it for many years, but I’ll come on to the later. This was my first (potential) panic attack, and from this point on every time I entered that assembly hall I got that feeling. I went to the doctors with my mum and he just said it was probably an inner ear problem, as at the time all I could describe it as was that I keep getting dizzy. I never liked telling my mum about this problem that I had, I felt like I was worrying her for no reason because outside of the assembly hall I was a perfectly normal kid. I went through my primary (elementary) school time without too much of a problem in the end, I kept always sitting next to the door and having it open and whenever I started to feel that feeling again, looking out of the door seemed to solve it for a while. Going into high school my problem seemed to develop. Now from it only happening in the assembly hall it started happening in my classrooms. Some more strict teachers seemed to bring it out of me, and I would sit next to the window in all lessons as I’d found that staring out of them when I was going through this feeling seemed to be a semi cure. During my time at high school this problem I had really cost me. Our school exams were held in the sports hall and I felt school with next to no grades and I couldn’t write anything on the exam papers due to just trying to survive being in the hall for that long. It’s crazy looking back that I never said anything, but at the time I was literally trying to survive in my head, I always felt like I’d never make it through the week, let alone a day. I’d look at my school time table and think ‘well on Wednesday I have that teacher in that room, so I might not make it past that day’. Leaving school I went onto college and did okay studying something I liked in an environment that I felt more comfortable in. Moving onto working. Around 2010 I got a job that was mainly outdoors which suited me as most of my problem would happen when trapped inside. Everything was fine for the first couple of years till about 2012 when this feeling was happening at work, a place I felt very comfortable in - which was new. I then spoke to my ex girlfriends mum about what I was feeling and my past with this ‘condition?’ And she told me that it could be panic attacks as she’d suffered with similar symptoms. In 2013 I started seeing a therapist, cognitive behavioural therapy, and for a bit I felt like this kind of helped as I ruled out taking any medication that the doctors had prescribed me with, but during my therapy I almost felt like what my therapist was saying to me didn’t mean that much to me. She used to get me to challenge myself, so going to a cinema and sitting the the middle without the comfort blanket of sitting on the end of an aisle, or going to a large space like a church and sitting in the middle. When I’d do something like this she’d almost congratulate me when I felt like it was a normal thing to do rather than a big accomplishment, I almost felt like I was being babied if that made sense. Although therapy in my head didn’t seem to work, around this time I stopped having the feelings at work anymore so I just carried on as normal. Skip to 2017 and I still suffer with these feelings, at work sometimes but I feel like I have a little bit of control on them, not much though. More recently it seems to have developed into something else though. I seem to now get this feeling when trying to sleep and it’s probably at its worst. Every time I get into bed to sleep I get this impending sense of doom and feel like I’m about to leave my body, I then usually shoot up and look for a window to try and relax myself. It’s getting really bad and when I’m with my girlfriend she gets really angry as I tend to bump into her when shooting up. I really don’t know where I go from here, I’ve always not 100% believe I suffer with panic attacks and years down the line I don’t seem to have the answer or know the question. I want to know if anyone else has any advise, or can confirm what my issue is, and what can I do about my latest problem. 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I am a 14 year old male and I do have OCD tendencies. I often look up adult video/images and worry about running across illegal images regarding children. This has happened multiple times and every time I just keep scrolling but the deeper I scroll the more horrified and nauseated i get. Keep in mind I’m not looking for underage children, because that stuff is really disturbing. I would never wish that upon a child and when I see it it immediately turns me off. I’m sick and tired of seeing this stuff online but yet I blame myself every time. What should I do?",4.625909961685822,6.386114215517242,5.81425287356322,76.33381226053645,70.63793103448276,8.948659003831418,27.54406130268199,9.444778638647367,2.6195911877394638,483,17,85,11,9,161,79,116,0.256,0.7440000000000001,0.0,-0.9852,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,0,1,18,23,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,10,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,5,13,0,8,20,1,14,0,0,5,0,5,5,0,1,8,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131026814607284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076939948876958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540010895050192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147113063421256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3246036324052172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30667327511326725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18437229514224893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14083111548847135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160626712904644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11697718795881028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2910145107379847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180628820164454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194237241668925,0.20986995861961094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19861458607076085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20997910760229072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543750262467784,0.0,0.12971263909538494,0.0,0.0,0.1175873599770229 anxiety,wayfarrer,2018/02/10,I love you I hope you have a relaxing night <3,-2.40909090909091,-0.8680969090909088,0.5004545454545449,101.2706818181818,109.0,5.836363636363638,14.590909090909092,7.1686216300943375,0.01005454545454576,38,1,10,1,2,13,9,11,0.0,0.327,0.6729999999999999,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6065135072484766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511357138838162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5730539157940799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NickFromThe6,2018/02/10,"Cooked salmon in the oven and when I took it out I noticed a small smoking piece of melted saran wrap on the oven rack... I had a few bites of the salmon, will I be okay? Are there any health risks? 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Four times I’d gone to the ER/VA Emergency Room and four times my scans/labs say I’m fine. Why am i always getting chest pain then? Why is my heart rate bouncing between 35bpm-170bpm? The hydroxyzine has a terrible comedown, propanolol makes me pass out, and Effexor worries me because I’m not depressed, I’m stressed. I take L-Theanine to “relax” and focus at work but any insight helps. Please.",4.798206751054848,6.476249474683545,4.780443037974685,84.2404535864979,70.07594936708861,7.2919831223628675,32.154008438818565,7.793537801064563,2.264631223628692,659,30,121,8,12,204,112,158,0.147,0.6809999999999999,0.173,0.174,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,2,9,0,2,9,0,4,10,8,1,3,24,20,9,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,0,3,3,1,0,4,1,6,1,3,3,6,8,3,16,17,5,24,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,9,56,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712452895663662,0.16553619373131329,0.0,0.10389509148330554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12572425968630574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747777030146273,0.0,0.09313277910260416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473869800506664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852994153617507,0.0,0.13158849660850255,0.0,0.15856068347444013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730808902356145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544995027803601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798208235523412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219147872365235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104408143675332,0.10240467382474716,0.0,0.1532499892348123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579716811491938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33199008434413274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520477971383646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198129887641773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231028717473474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251356699948145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677056771551949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249947962866892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640276791936894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149614780988165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081379004270184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500161029042796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14399258302800674,0.0,0.11487094088142423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817355420691813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757189200400926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122507340313144,0.15515468839423524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838479238615368 anxiety,LasMatzos,2018/02/10,"Crushing Anxiety at Work. Panic attack imminent I started a new job roughly 6 months ago. I took the position as my previous company was holding layoffs. The new position It isn’t what I expected. Essentially my role should be the role of at least 2-3 full time employees. My pay and benefits aren’t great, but we are getting by. I have a contract through June, and I’m not sure if I can physically make it until then. I have a ear anxiety attack by lunch most days. The last few weeks I’ve almost broken down whole working. I work a required 48 hours a week. After working there 4 nights a week I continue working a side-hustle for 5 more hours a night. I nee the money to provide for my family, so I’m not even sure what to do if I leave at the end of the contract. I’m losing my mind. I have no time for myself or my family. Looking for advice on how to handle the anxiety. 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I don't want it, when does the anxiety stop... never. Why? Always by myself. Anxiety around my chest that keep tying a rope tighter and tighter until I start to faint, and everything goes dark. Then everything seems alright, until next time.",1.721696428571427,4.506260395833337,2.571785714285717,88.83750000000002,90.875,6.076190476190478,21.44047619047619,7.447530270364453,1.2548476190476192,201,7,37,4,7,63,37,48,0.13,0.825,0.045,-0.2129,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,1,9,7,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,0,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154685207349327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3961946138330743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305218734507425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266103379040865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4654580995448826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301681286362565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997194798194561,0.0,0.27539802231139965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357398607198233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832873138773954,0.0,0.0,0.2164951782559632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099679217747766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054727900693173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366359083987964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Huh---,2018/02/10,"Tension tension and more tension! Does anyone else get tension headaches, tight jaw and neck muscles from anxiety? I'm getting it everyday and I can't tell if it's anxiety or someone not even related. I have had some anxiety issues since last January.",4.057826086956523,7.059048260869568,5.184956521739132,74.27526086956524,77.26086956521739,8.897391304347826,39.63478260869565,9.3871,4.9308486956521715,204,14,31,6,5,67,36,46,0.3,0.7,0.0,-0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,6,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,5,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6196464818406006,0.0,0.0,0.18878988140442712,0.2766463262405154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362783233765991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225549880762286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833207911967733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821271199304173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28180926007366497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200855742991058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22334632113546754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22876964346180986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599140521288745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bigcar813,2018/02/10,"Anxiety about work I constantly dread going to work throughout the week, once I'm at work I'm fine though, I wish I could just stop worrying about it when I wasn't there.",2.7050476190476154,4.510564457142864,3.457142857142859,91.0561904761905,75.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,23.095238095238088,8.841846274778883,1.4136666666666668,136,4,30,3,3,43,26,35,0.26,0.615,0.126,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,1,4,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,16,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993078365559495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965508621567156,0.0,0.2191022852744877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559593844286139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922486707364702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942766429470324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696165582193299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201234174158714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155698098776392,0.0,0.0,0.5993437552555763,0.27868714233365666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,neumannhuman,2018/02/10,"Anyone else terrified of being a passenger in a car? Being in the car is all around an incredibly stressful experience for me. I often have panic attacks while driving, but recently I’ve been afraid of being a passenger in the car as well. A few weeks ago, my friend and I were rear ended while she was driving. I saw the guy barreling toward us before we actually got hit. Since then, I feel like I can’t be in the car AT ALL. I have a steady stream of intrusive thoughts about car accidents the entire ride, regardless of who’s driving. I’m hyper aware of everyone else on the road. It’s getting to the point where I feel like I can’t go anywhere. Anyone else feel this way? If so, how do you combat it? 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Pretty much every day I struggle with being able to eat. Like when I try I instantly feel sick to my stomach. Unless I’m high, then i can eat easily. I’m pretty sure it’s related to anxiety. I’m really skinny & struggle to put on weight bc of this. I’m 18 & been stuck at the same weight the past two years ",0.8893243243243241,3.0897411081081114,3.485067567567569,86.55165540540544,83.86486486486487,6.943243243243244,21.41216216216216,8.07648339933343,1.2991675675675671,278,9,57,6,8,97,50,74,0.19,0.645,0.165,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,3,8,2,0,1,6,9,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,2,3,5,2,11,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,28,7,0,0.1468163152610514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31815083249228115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22462815864155591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468437753265838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506892297360254,0.12264619234251042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369907774319056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423474033267707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511949784835388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172703565801619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079268846186172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015278552901894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298729948077168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475909477757306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405429100283894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604528698513989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383726396338194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967864078621244,0.0,0.14341820676507014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575654388846912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454489346614116 anxiety,Sweetie2910,2018/02/10,"Started Lexapro 5mg I wanted to start a post on how Lexapro is working for me. I'm hoping I can help anyone who is new to it or even people taking in for a week or two. 1st off I was so scared to take it, I took it at 12:10am on 2/9/18 , so I'll be taking my 2nd dose tonight So far maybe after 20-30 mins of taking it I felt kinda like..... it's hard to describe it in writing, but I just felt like calm and my body felt heavy and I just felt like I wanted to have fun, but I also felt tired. I didn't go to sleep until maybe 1:30am(my choice). I woke up around 3am as I thought I felt a pain. I had a little bit of anxiety, but that passed. The weird thing was when I closed my eyes I kept seeing different things, kinda like objects or things I don't even know what they were lol. When I had my eyes opened I would drift into like day dreaming. I pictured my self outside knocking on our neighbors door and me goofing around on the stairs, this was weird for me and I'm guessing it's from the medicine. I fell back to sleep within 10 mins or so. I woke up around 9am for good. I felt nauseous, I also have GERD and I've been feeling nauseous for almost a month now, but through out the day I've felt nauseous, which is from the medicine, because I never feel nauseous all day. After eating was worse. Through out the day I felt pretty good mood wise. I have some anxiety in the morning,but it wasn't as bad. I got a headache around 2pm or so, but went away so far with Tylenol. So right now it's about 7:30pm and I feel a little anxiety/shaky (which I also felt through out the day) I also took a nap today, which I never do. Could be from the headache or just a little sleepy from the medicine. Luckily this week my fiance is off from work and I don't have to do much. I would like to update everyone on my daily progress and side effects. I may start a new post if I don't write back on here. I'm also new to reddit and this will be my 1st post, so I'm sorry if it's weird or long, etc. I hope everyone is doing well and I hope this kinda helps anyone who is debating on taking this pill. Sorry if anything is spelled wrong, I'm writing from my phone Also I post the same thing under Lexapro reddit Thanks for reading : ) and sorry that im all over the place on describing my day. 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She means everything to me, and her fear of flying has been a critical point throughout her life, as it's stopped her from seeing family, attending events, and other opportunities that involve getting on a plane. I want nothing more than to explore with her, and only want to help her through this difficult process. Just the idea of flying can make her tear up and get uncomfortable. She's told me that it's an internal issue, something I wouldn't be able to help her with; and I absolutely understand what she means, but my love for her well-being and happiness just makes me want to try and help her anyway. If anyone has any advice or has gone through a similar situation (on my end or my girlfriend's), I'd love to hear your thoughts. Thank you!",8.060904392764861,7.537835581395347,7.711007751937988,73.81745478036177,62.37209302325582,11.365374677002585,36.552971576227385,10.746095033038511,3.835028940568476,728,30,134,16,9,231,109,172,0.055,0.745,0.2,0.9818,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,2,0,1,5,8,0,1,7,0,9,3,0,2,0,33,27,15,0,5,6,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,0,7,13,0,1,6,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,5,2,28,6,22,20,2,15,0,0,1,2,29,6,0,4,5,93,35,0,0.1419563426126435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871809506010668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965351808670066,0.0,0.10859621354707602,0.0,0.0,0.09925917540412796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573118468002434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758120734243206,0.0,0.13382380602424354,0.1597403516516997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483326599662669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022303327572479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999511519717513,0.0,0.380601376567911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025143182426493,0.0,0.14816554027192416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026796293511596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562422831071245,0.0,0.1895139220060104,0.0,0.0,0.3092641460660602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133081983309046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621093932056355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079641953547036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135513391718746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341946281138356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312082591264146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956487683421186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092849279026228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868185880842083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140991309813553,0.0,0.13069432784160065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269747935709708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356453687717968,0.0,0.0963790383749266,0.0,0.0,0.14778155901907153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511885865048533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763580028015495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TypicalAverage,2018/02/10,"First Experiences with Sertraline/Zoloft? I'm on 50mg a day. I'm on day 3. I feel weird af. My brain is foggy. Everything feels slow. My eyes feel numb. My stomach feels bloated and I feel like I'm gonna throw up, but never actually do. I know these are normal side effects and it's nothing I can't deal with. I just wanted to know your experience on the first week or two of taking this. Just walking to the shop makes me feel like I'm gonna pass out or something. Do these side effects slowly fade away in a few weeks?",0.22776923076922986,2.4579661545454528,2.29909090909091,93.65017482517487,87.45454545454545,5.202797202797203,19.37062937062937,6.67199483983844,0.09931468531468557,407,12,92,5,13,136,74,110,0.031,0.914,0.055,0.5122,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,4,0,5,4,3,3,1,24,22,5,0,2,5,0,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,10,1,1,3,2,2,0,3,0,7,10,2,12,20,1,21,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,2,11,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.16566108909705785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949493223037245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895080939703764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189620706902728,0.1750149128173596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256917352419685,0.3321153424481841,0.0,0.0,0.5150139722297221,0.2425528882970848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887952200073998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659110697001616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587213922103616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331599321748093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092923295364725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663285730743859,0.1628891187815339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068939756936432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276382523189761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583066999164633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012873588530644,0.0,0.2723421640687298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nostromer,2018/02/10,"How incapacitating is my anxiety? should i seek medication? So, i'm writing this requesting some help from others that suffer from anxiety, at any severity level. To give a brief background - I'm 29 and I grew up extremely bullied throughout school. I'm a pretty normal looking, fit kid, but grew up in Salt Lake City and as a non-mormon, received a lot of grief from LDS kids, shaming, aggravated verbal assaults. This grew to a point in middle school, where my anxious moods grew more and more persistent. If I didn't sit in the back of a classroom, I wouldn't attend, I couldn't. for three years I spent it lying to parent about assignments: ""I finished it and lost it,"" and ""I showed up late and the teacher thought I was gone"". I would sit in the bathroom, walk through neighborhoods, anything if it meant sitting in a classroom with someone behind me. Until I transferred to a small high school in 11th grade, I couldn't hardly attend. I had to catch up on 4 grades of credits in two, and barely graduated. Flash forward to the past few years, and my anxiety has come to be just a chronic part of my every day life. I can't eat around people, i can't eat lunch at work- and would rather starve, than the chance that SOMEONE might comment on my food, or ask me how its going. I've learned to force myself to be an actor, and often fumble over responses and random phrases in an effort to awkwardly escape panic. I can't even listen to people eating either, and I suffer from what I believe is misophonia. Obnoxious noises and repetitive loud sounds make me hellishly anxious and i start to flush. If I'm driving, i'm the ultimate grandma driver. I will do anything to prevent other drivers from noticing me, from music volume, eating, turning without wide opportunity. I've taken many exits out of my way, and backroads for miles to avoid an incoming ""high intensity light without a signal"". I'll plot my routes to only make right hand turns at any cost, where I can go at my leisure. I'm currently married as of a year, and my anxiety has started to take a turn for the worst. I can't interpret conflict, I shut down, and depression consumes me. I panic at the slightest gesture of adverse body language, a cold shoulder, or distance. I misinterpret communication at any level, and have found myself causing drama with friends by ""ghosting"" if they call me. I can't answer any number that isn't a contact in my phone, or even call to pay bills that aren't online. This has caused great financial plight in my life, leading to missed payments, ruined credit (including a foreclosed house at 26yrs old) and i likely have money in collections, but I can't pick up the phone, despite unknown calls being daily. Oddly enough, I can be fairly extroverted for an INFP personality type. I play live performances in a band, and have attended concerts and festivals. It seems if I'm in my element, I can play the act... ...but upon being in normal, modern society.. I feel alien. I feel like everyone is watching closely and it's not even that I care about being judged, I care about being noticed at all. I feel like i'm on the verge of a panic attack at any given time and there's always a missed plan, a forgotten friend, an unresponded email. If someone asks why I haven't responded, I feel ""caught"" and makes me not want to respond even further. The more pressure, the more I withdraw. I can't bring myself to go to the grocery store, the bank, unless I absolutely have to. I can't commit to plans and often will lie to get out of them to save my anxiety. I'm not sure how much long I can continue like this, my wife is from France, and I've been learning French for a year, planning to move to a new alien world overseas, and I have no idea how I'll do it... just that I want to... yet my anxiety holds it all back. Nearly every facet of my life has hinged upon avoidance, hiding, and panic, unless.... I drink or am entirely in my own element at my liking. I'm considering medication, but my therapist said generally anti-depressants are administered.. which I'm not really interested in, and I'm not all that depressed (although I have my moments and self-doubt). I hear some people are helped by things like xanax or benzos, but I dont know anything about them. I need someone else to tell me their experience, or advice... I don't know who else would understand other than those that also suffer the same. Thanks for reading everyone. :)",6.294259491030459,6.671688565011821,6.877756918370185,75.2979411764706,65.83215130023639,9.424892226394103,32.9002920317063,9.273590166951584,2.9401841468502297,3490,138,627,59,51,1147,413,846,0.16899999999999998,0.741,0.09,-0.9967,3,2,1,0,0,0,146.0,0,0,4,10,26,46,3,9,42,0,57,17,3,11,5,127,116,59,2,19,30,2,6,6,2,8,7,6,0,3,29,37,7,5,16,9,10,23,25,24,0,2,14,17,86,21,113,85,18,111,1,10,2,0,35,62,0,20,30,422,115,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749356804363735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04705089044124537,0.04895601813515777,0.0,0.0,0.20005147804895956,0.0,0.2700549105786741,0.13293519497106576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525031135411132,0.05237624957331158,0.11000688015862242,0.06693410597302528,0.0,0.09048204780869806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628768953509151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535320248556463,0.0,0.0,0.180233493000948,0.0,0.11997384082779793,0.1208809480654432,0.0,0.05068174847490998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037944161085909776,0.0,0.15202531437205424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895500574359124,0.05763658996483289,0.0,0.240814450118974,0.0982993604665678,0.0,0.0,0.060793008985280436,0.0,0.15544170778447886,0.0,0.09914323469987793,0.11244007115158812,0.0,0.05755260723114732,0.0,0.0,0.1189963970300053,0.08406447597415892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07114436562284131,0.06451031152963824,0.0909126363962523,0.0,0.03073922646922532,0.05644056749562267,0.10031305767159672,0.0,0.0,0.0648665702780471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270523338815752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631211334218931,0.0,0.07887266304993479,0.12432630107101306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788850184214491,0.0,0.06641834719317982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466912737670819,0.0,0.06636923569939221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467219104564085,0.17246491551051218,0.0,0.05195300367887453,0.052067745713248015,0.04940717237889572,0.0,0.0642261200099087,0.05002001071541119,0.0,0.0,0.11781986587994844,0.0596501682245414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854156190764255,0.0,0.062415383165757864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253304111579491,0.04325101143593304,0.043625928278265835,0.0,0.05682388859661908,0.0,0.0,0.11529299389667096,0.0,0.1339696756771672,0.06173817307964043,0.0,0.0,0.04474720337828026,0.0,0.2761240824926805,0.06533008545783896,0.06371333286364883,0.05616533592268473,0.12236780508610146,0.05137306647045964,0.0,0.0,0.05561875672535986,0.0,0.0,0.05985706177936194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05885162478794336,0.0,0.0376916579232071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050245368898684056,0.055966226804003635,0.0,0.0,0.17863461760660054,0.0,0.053561814306864464,0.06137846983064265,0.06646759748553288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940520092902508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328842683395635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554519537960443,0.0,0.044237126470784496,0.0,0.05142499772030998,0.05416801050665132,0.0,0.0683127859573335,0.039087826744171626,0.0,0.0,0.046708976179035314,0.03430757156997917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19198904933604188,0.05747393267985663,0.06125004178709535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940564403293001,0.046701042473680114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309007065935016,0.0,0.0,0.11343103629153935,0.0,0.04283309252194237,0.0,0.0,0.1253855860209565,0.0,0.0,0.15155305493948332 anxiety,Monisterr,2018/02/10,"people who have been to therapy, has your therapist ever ran out of things to say to you? I have been seeing a therapist since August 2017 for my anxiety and panic attacks and it really helped me at the start when I was anxious basically 24/7. When things got a bit under control, we started having more time between each session and now I go there once a month. However, in my last few sessions I have felt like my therapist is starting to get bored, it looks like he doesn't pay attention to some of the things I say and looks at how much time we have left more often, a few times we even ran out of things to say to each other so there was some awkward silence. I was pretty bummed out the first time it happened and I told him that there are a lot of other issues I would like to talk about but it seems like he completely forgot about it and the awkwardness was even bigger on my latest session. Has this ever happened to someone else? Is it a sign that I should probably look for another therapist or is it a normal thing? He was really great at the start when I really needed help so I kinda feel bad about changing him but it also feels like I have hit a wall with him and I'm not getting as much out of the therapy as I used to. Overall, I am pretty confused and don't know what to do so hearing out your experiences/input would be great! Thanks for reading and I hope you guys are doing okay, wishing you a stress-free weekend <3",5.072508591065295,5.363111457044678,5.8806357388316135,81.69593642611686,68.45017182130584,8.940893470790376,28.881443298969074,8.841846274778883,2.1120185567010314,1138,37,228,18,18,374,155,291,0.064,0.777,0.159,0.9863,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,5,0,2,20,17,1,4,15,1,29,0,0,3,2,50,60,22,0,7,4,0,3,5,0,3,0,4,0,1,20,20,0,2,6,2,1,3,3,7,0,1,13,11,31,10,37,42,12,37,0,0,4,0,24,14,0,9,25,174,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871104634993097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009573049279676,0.06572938118627522,0.09706634940947828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977476178404499,0.0,0.0,0.0717405021370495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380355195627553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089309630784652,0.0,0.0900866041802342,0.0,0.09636778281484217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07177602644546396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350010901099805,0.15544104860524455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688854637101598,0.06138202753310323,0.08249769867762713,0.0,0.0,0.07308441581701781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978042263941734,0.0,0.04883092250778625,0.0,0.06871892643121641,0.18945655970110373,0.0,0.08507536496015103,0.1519594318275451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968392872204364,0.0,0.1151821603319929,0.0,0.0,0.08533900659014121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967927110075499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047219971470458866,0.07003713745167772,0.0,0.0,0.09335349084993813,0.0,0.0,0.2098834668208472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21645616987321,0.0,0.0,0.07304701871652168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858137605685086,0.0,0.12632374110610473,0.06370938258288457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418440302791838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150313234448657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080985956141954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956684948403487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482522892646696,0.09263744258369913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08594431860163727,0.0,0.1651297072348463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20498364362802327,0.0,0.0,0.06846796627301456,0.0782193125552237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107479462253355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280064136384963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432614942217588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984222921126022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906009913545624,0.0,0.07910457476365566,0.1965164567411118,0.3990439252637461,0.2854106957328138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20040506083446769,0.0,0.0,0.0821012617193076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420821507644221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880498687775432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207172180170345,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TequilaSunrise77,2018/02/10,"I am tired of feeling these horrible life ruining feelings I have severe diagnosed anxiety disorder and i am tired of this. I never self harmed my entire life, i never cut myself i mean, i always make myself bleed by either scratching myself or biting myself but i never cut and i wont but i am almost going to graduate university and if i dont get treaten fully, i will not be able to live on my own. I have to get better. Only alcohol makes me feel better (my whole family is alcoholic so i think its genetic). I dont like weed and anxiety meds dont make me feel better. I am lost between alcoholism and GAD. Help. 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Prior to medication, one of my main symptoms was restlessness and the feeling of out of breathness/inability to take a full breath. Now, when I miss a dose, I will feel jittery until the next dose. The jitter feels similar to having too much caffeine or sugar mixed with the feeling of chattering like when your teeth chatter when cold. 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If I take the day off, I feel like it's avoiding the problem/situation, and I might feel better once I go in... On the other hand, mental health days are a day for recharging the batteries, when you're exhausted and overwhelmed? *i've just noticed in the last two hours there have been 3 posts about mental health days off, stay strong everyone!*",4.091184210526318,6.1554371052631565,4.070723684210527,87.02819078947371,72.68421052631578,6.855263157894738,26.61184210526316,7.6454224807358475,1.4587105263157896,395,14,75,5,8,121,62,95,0.051,0.747,0.202,0.9266,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,5,6,7,0,2,7,0,5,5,1,1,0,17,14,8,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,1,4,6,4,9,11,0,20,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,5,10,41,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060709656852422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790557384626685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158597706909224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738742857213115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20222299139108987,0.09523968918673664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153106110204986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.425120273022835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312876302379421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866886400631276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513058283932406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40304806512597385,0.14142529586469182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177909722370064,0.0,0.1419752692170667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276781495631078,0.0,0.0,0.1275636823380473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209519630071454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20047137042224467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022859944910842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445735601661699,0.19410864679394507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,will22296,2018/02/11,"Difficulty describing my panic attack triggers. Hey /r/anxiety! So I've been dealing with panic attacks for roughly 8 years now but I am am still having difficulty getting an answer to why exactly its happening. It all started when I was a dumb High School junior that drank waayyy too much one night. I spent the night having super powerful panic attacks, barfing fits, and I think I even blacked out for a bit. The thing is I wasn't new to drinking or drugs and I had no previous experience with anxiety. Ever since then, one drink will send me back into panic attacks for the day / night. I actually want to be able to drink and go out to bars with friends. I have tried many, many times to put myself in a good mindset and go out to have a good time. Without fail, as soon as I can feel the alcohol taking effect I go straight into an attack. Anything that alters the way I feel or think gives me the same results. It doesn't end at drinking either. Something simple like Dramamine before getting on an airplane immediately makes me think that i'm about to lose control of my body or go insane. I know this sounds crazy but now I even have a phobia of someone putting drugs in my food at restaurants or someone putting acid (the drug) on door handles and gas pumps. I'm not really looking for an end all answer but I was wondering if anyone out there has had the same experience or could relate. Anyway, thanks in advance!",4.488564502164504,6.122027276363639,5.2647792207792214,80.6407878787879,70.7818181818182,7.565367965367964,29.822510822510814,8.11559375814309,2.1603419913419915,1131,46,206,16,21,367,164,275,0.183,0.703,0.114,-0.9626,1,0,9,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,7,14,18,6,4,17,0,20,12,1,5,4,48,45,19,0,3,12,0,3,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,8,14,8,1,10,5,1,9,5,12,0,2,8,7,22,6,34,34,7,45,0,2,2,0,5,16,1,7,20,139,30,3,0.07765037731220678,0.0,0.07577556705512366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298463835906295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880465221081822,0.0,0.0,0.05429494927789562,0.0,0.06389964428701254,0.0,0.0,0.4416925708253692,0.0,0.05970834708134293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607475187215818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477410075352836,0.08625206416935807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870915009012409,0.061997507815088934,0.0,0.0,0.050078069510935526,0.08005412939225923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042712318342969,0.27014935595686457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375503728911241,0.0,0.0,0.10257468375312506,0.07023921184688957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15191393790109212,0.0,0.0,0.07852472780367188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389514447046406,0.0,0.059992488891321735,0.0,0.08113823448898874,0.07448931749691555,0.17652199552069794,0.1302589047845614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866597221287525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204188693189565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04267461663798552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03793605208268445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06520676019499326,0.08687091001507556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05183222982095959,0.15745058977186555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057081961891396776,0.0,0.0,0.07499521827825695,0.0,0.21860885678006384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523581054862287,0.0,0.0,0.3644239482697792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23418022913067926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974482005774755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858632739574635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423319452951587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158582542326824,0.059779054109133964,0.0,0.0,0.05496133672587861,0.0,0.062011691626609786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05838342003008805,0.0,0.0,0.07149003477187117,0.0,0.0,0.051587460328722634,0.14926567919054207,0.0,0.0,0.09055711891708143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052719509090354284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045800204390643216,0.06163525518287344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07006738778069023,0.0,0.0,0.07485219276879107,0.08420852185175771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500042971214375 anxiety,IdleSand,2018/02/11,"Skaking... need help. Hello. I have essential tremor. I have had it in the past, but it is really bad for me especially when I am in social situations. I am 20 years old, and I aspire one day to be involved in politics, but this tremor thing is the only thing against me. I definitely want to get this sorted out, considering the field I want to get into. At times when i'm writing in front of people, asked to take a picture, do something of that sort that requires precision, I tend to have shaky hands. I am not such a ""nervous"" person, I just have shaky hands, I talked to my friend who is a doctor already and he said it was most likely essential tremor, but this sucks because I don't want to shake. It doesn't happen all the time, but it will happen in social situations. I wonder if this could be due to long-term effects of marijuana smoking, which I didn't tell my doctor friend. I remember before I started smoking weed (2 years ago) I still had shaky hands at times, but it was not as bad. I am just wondering what to do for this, I don't really think it's the weed, but I am also wondering what it can be. I was also wondering if taking beta blockers would be a good option, and if i'm too young (20 years old) for beta blockers or if it would be fine to take them on a near daily basis, whenever i'm going to be in a social situation. ANY help is appreciated. I would prefer to do this without the help of any medication, but if it is necessary, I will do so.",4.7856333333333305,4.747793496666667,6.446666666666669,78.52833333333334,69.03333333333333,9.466666666666667,28.66666666666667,9.2995712137729,2.250166666666667,1139,36,236,21,18,395,143,300,0.07,0.805,0.125,0.9258,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,2,10,13,1,5,12,0,40,6,3,1,2,52,65,22,0,14,18,0,3,1,2,5,3,1,0,1,24,5,0,3,8,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,7,4,28,5,34,46,2,32,0,0,0,0,19,12,1,17,18,169,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551842514911592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646151406947824,0.15430052718629886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121132560030552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901902144859076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110360543749247,0.058809685945830824,0.0,0.08209231160621677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702667942230602,0.0,0.0,0.06221778168586298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974905579588782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490712247131144,0.0,0.10080741947749958,0.0,0.05482842633171671,0.08091785665535386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706233690759696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399356805568235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471323481427049,0.0,0.0,0.08537649912267706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718745662570076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153428627173403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024665753266313,0.0,0.06537331361005512,0.07337286294297839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209539778304393,0.06688295962926147,0.0842374200066136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360749464112705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928629309744656,0.0,0.09176891467409556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32532262570953685,0.0,0.2950294366705907,0.0,0.07427043762414405,0.0,0.0,0.06828482972625749,0.0,0.07704430161296345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21760943963981086,0.07754218768456919,0.08432257269080518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818614518515695,0.06181667632003542,0.0,0.0,0.1687643845871501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070868420692695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299754231500072,0.4184879712679649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20559719320037292,0.0,0.0,0.1863783771243764 anxiety,Ontgedate,2018/02/11,"Hellllp me plllllease i need it before i lose control I got anxiety, social anxiety, shakiness, performance anxiety, stage fright, shy bladder, blushinh all the tome just looking at people or when they see me, excessive sweating, nervousness and more. Help me please. Any tips. Audios, meditations, anything. Im desperate. 26 yes pld. I also watch porn and masturbate a lot",4.232419354838708,7.593437080645168,5.669935483870969,65.45490322580646,89.48387096774192,10.221935483870967,35.23225806451613,9.3871,5.6153496774193545,297,18,39,12,10,99,53,62,0.263,0.621,0.117,-0.7464,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,3,4,0,3,2,1,0,3,2,1,1,9,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,3,3,3,0,1,3,1,3,1,0,3,1,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915987920260727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085439857636247,0.0,0.5428542774012249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946511609891476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127697591267368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652982180396814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918157287929024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15854687631835934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555023406871475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986328987887044,0.264626253859367,0.0,0.20109670817932052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539041760587665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398612234044735,0.0,0.0,0.2596484150646826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849068552227974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24112137363575464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ndroidbeats,2018/02/11,"Food/Sleep Anxiety? So i had a panic attack for the first time about 6 weeks ago. Hyperventilating, extremely rapid heartbeat, overwhelming sense of doom, the whole nine. I thought it was a heart attack at first but as a relatively healthy 26 year old, that didn’t make a whole lot of sense. Ever since then I’ve had severe anxiety whenever i sit down to eat, because I’m terrified that something i eat might set off another panic attack. I’ve lost 20 pounds in 2 weeks due to not eating more than like 900 calories in a day. I’m never hungry anymore. I also get the same thing in regards to sleep. The first panic attack happened at about 4 in the morning, so I’m terrified to sleep now. I started taking melatonin to force myself to sleep, and that’s been working, but i came very close to another panic attack last night shortly after taking it. When i lay down, or wake up, i have a very rapid heartbeat and it’s really unsettling. I have no history of anxiety. This all just started happening out of nowhere and it’s controlling my life. Any help you guys can offer, I’d be extremely appreciative. Thanks guys. 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I wanna know if this is normal or if it's just me. I'm always picking at my face and my body. My back is full of scars now because of this bad habit and my face has some discoloration due to picking at white heads etc. I don't even notice that I'm doing it sometimes and that just makes me wonder if this has happened to anyone else? How did you make yourself stop? 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My doctor has decided to gradually take me off of Xanax and instead have me using an anti-depressant, Celebrex, even though antidepressants have many more side effects. Xanax works fine for me and I don’t see any reason to stop doing what is effective. Changing doctors won’t solve the problem, so far as I know, because it would be another doctor in the same hmo, prescribing under the same guidelines. If anyone has any suggestions I would be glad to hear them. I am not looking forward to going back to panic attacks.",6.332448979591838,8.005162040816327,6.606734693877553,72.6311224489796,66.34693877551021,8.865306122448981,35.42857142857143,9.23628265651192,3.5890653061224485,432,21,67,8,7,139,75,98,0.107,0.8,0.093,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,5,5,1,1,4,0,13,6,0,4,0,16,20,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,11,15,3,9,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,3,51,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176572960237197,0.16326737818255713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887062887541037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713377982630082,0.0,0.1197254142845941,0.0,0.0949146424291306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294246563717739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341061141279059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6374713753466414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283986333371056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848917311036493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754877444587936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556988103285701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075066988315898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15785763642149625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826830347622373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898601893119548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008783843522886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407452918959985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017404740638294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706870968863113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297666364290813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344767465546738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133530876339632,0.0,0.0,0.22121281285785308,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cottonlung,2018/02/11,"Panic attacks are more frequent? hey. ive been working on becoming a better, healthier person for 1 year + now but i dont feel like my anxiety symptoms are getting any better, in fact they seem to be worsening. i'd have pretty bad anxiety around teachers, for instance, a couple years ago so i'd never voluntarily talk to them - the problem was more avoidance than a racing heartbeat and other symptoms. now i push myself to ask them questions and occasionally talk to them but i'm having panic attacks every time? i can't identify any real bad thoughts like ""i'm going to get the answer wrong"" and even in maths (the class i find easiest) im internally freaking out and shaking. tl;dr i'm working on my thoughts and self esteem but my actual panic symptoms seem to be worsening what do",3.709142857142858,6.133090733333336,5.501904761904764,74.7,75.0,7.485714285714287,30.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,2.8348285714285715,630,30,102,12,14,215,95,150,0.337,0.608,0.055,-0.9944,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,4,4,6,16,2,5,6,0,12,3,0,0,2,23,24,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,8,0,0,3,3,12,0,0,4,1,13,4,15,18,2,17,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,3,10,62,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.1153391847422508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047708416817912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075039966366458,0.0,0.18083443334200536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10521670639360553,0.11049437202185784,0.2689228890291084,0.0,0.0,0.1973722073369095,0.0,0.13053473121889902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906396492795834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307781548223122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852115515712168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806527129432866,0.0,0.09958258467636427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976186282046615,0.08443700492839762,0.0,0.0,0.1080261355187448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235017853522319,0.0,0.06717172778668071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276685740146626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548612539905855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115762228844426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160215758934373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320144904219747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12024463275110428,0.0,0.11309460757629458,0.0,0.0,0.1324030562441287,0.0,0.0,0.13452935378107114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21519668688556912,0.12330093299292298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685429196230885,0.0,0.18999789239322126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766386186916667,0.06891920888500294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209162383813664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922534144129413,0.0,0.15222465730676193 anxiety,Firewalk_2112,2018/02/11,"shout out to parents that really try to understand anxiety when their kids get diagnosed with it Thanks for actually believing that we have a real disease, because you guys are out here saving lives with that mentality. Rising above the toxic stigma around mental health is so important in helping young people that suffer through it. From a kid with parents that really tried their best when I was growing up, and helped me deal with and process my needs, thank you. 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For me, every few months or so I get debilitating burning pain along my waistline. I thought I was just getting food poisoning weirdly frequently, but after seeing my doctor about it, they believe its IBS, and its caused by stress or anxiety. Does anyone else get something like this?",8.137881355932201,9.898339355932206,7.5625000000000036,67.11459745762714,62.22033898305085,9.967796610169492,36.78389830508475,10.125756701596842,4.19984406779661,278,13,40,6,4,87,49,59,0.207,0.7440000000000001,0.049,-0.8105,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,3,5,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,9,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,9,1,5,5,1,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,4,27,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916012231508267,0.0,0.0,0.2665295226360634,0.39056337513105793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21472934493420806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19578813936015704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950766509759618,0.3335726908155026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184265046568507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605800563503819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304618419060337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29872578195805605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311250850004124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521268935034516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202800896096928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518753284416247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467252752534518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183198764948631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130694594751545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peanutspodcast,2018/02/11,"Podcast about social anxiety and challenges I am thinking of starting a podcast about mental health and social anxiety, where I do challenges through out the week and on the podcast I talk about it. And how I deal with it. (Also talks about books that might be helpful or other resources) Does anyone know if any other podcasts out there are already doing this? Would you be interested in listening to this? And if anyone has challenges/ ideas for this, let me know :) ",4.790714285714287,7.560696404761909,4.519285714285715,81.36321428571429,73.04761904761905,6.104761904761905,30.73809523809524,7.1686216300943375,2.130123809523809,374,17,59,4,8,114,59,84,0.039,0.831,0.13,0.7941,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,8,4,0,0,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,18,15,10,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,13,10,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,2,52,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229754907148544,0.16158532060925038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740603808236845,0.0,0.309146889667256,0.0,0.0,0.282566623133878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831242418622584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768218917761723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21477768830115546,0.0,0.0,0.1354348921636663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228098338307716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220910504071059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20661749745182012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036264492551274,0.214351091025202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119443787859982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301734809685265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248123512274391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947029597781085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16207834947323624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353586033456822,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,onokylo,2018/02/11,"I am really scared and anxious about starting my new job. THIS IS REALLY LONG AND I APOLOGIZE. TLDR; AT THE END. First off a bit of background about myself: I am a 25 year old female and I have been diagnosed with GAD, severe depression, and OCD. I also struggle heavily with perfectionism, aka if I can’t do it perfectly I procrastinate and try to avoid doing it at all costs. I start my new job Monday. It’ll be only the second office job I’ve ever had. My first office job is the reason why I am absolutely terrified of messing up this second one. So, in March of 2016 I started working at the corporate offices of a major craft store, under a temp agency as a temp-for-hire. The interview was really fantastic. I was hired within twenty four hours! I was hired in their social media department as one of the people who answers people on corporate pages, wrote content for the various social media posts etc. They decided they didn’t like me. Maybe it was because I was too quirky, or too much of a nerd for their liking (I should mention that there were four other girls doing social media coordination with me around my age, as well as the two bosses, the manager and editor, in their very early thirties). My third week on the job, I apparently made a fatal mistake. To this day I don’t even know what I did, I just did my job as normal. The girl that trained me had been there a month earlier than I had. There were no expectations or goals set. The office manager that worked for the marketing department at the time gave me a huge red flag, that looking back, I should have paid attention to - that the entire social media coordinating team had walked out on the social media manager. Anyway from March to July I was harassed and bullied. I would do tasks the way that I was instructed to do them, but they’d be wrong so I’d do it the different way and then that way was wrong. Every piece of written content I turned in was filled with typos and grammatical errors - even though I had two people separate from the team proofread and there was nothing. I was in my boss’ office once a week being reprimanded. I wasn’t given the proper supplies for completing my assigned task, and then reprimanded when I couldn’t complete the task. The real kicker too was we did contests on the page and we would give away $25 gift cards. We also did this thing called surprise and delight, where I would send customers gifts. I would take those down to the mail room every week with the proper paperwork separating everything out. There was somehow a mix up and someone that was getting a gift managed to get the gift card packed away into the box with all of their gifts. I was supposed to log these gift cards down in a spreadsheet so we could track their usage, which of course, I did. We got picture proof that the gift card ended up in the wrong box. They still thought I stole it, but couldn’t prove it. I have never stolen anything in my life. There were other little things too, like comments on my weight, my hair and makeup. This left me with crippling anxiety and fear, my manager would walk by my cubicle and I would jump every time. I was shaking constantly, taking at least one Xanax a day because of it. I got a span of six tattoos in the time of myself working in that position - something I now recognize as probably a form of self harm because of the deep, deep depression I was in. I couldn’t do anything because I wasn’t a true employee - so no HR, and the temp agency was no help because they were getting paid by this company. They didn’t want to lose the money. When I got fired it was a blessing. I was in a really bad place, and now this fear and anxiety about starting this new job - which is pretty much almost the exact same job and I was hired on the spot on the first interview. There are loads of major differences however, the interview however was more of a chatty interview than a standard questionnaire. I will be the youngest person in the office. The position is brand new so not even my boss knows what the hell is going on. There are people that seem to be pretty quirky like me there. The office is small. I felt good when I was waiting for the interview to start. Despite all these differences I am absolutely 100% terrified of having a repeat of the same experiences as above. To the point where I’m starting to doubt my abilities as a good employee, and even convince myself that it WILL happen. I’ve already had an anxiety attack about this. Any advice? TLDR; really shit experience at another company is making me so anxious to start my new job it’s giving me anxiety attacks. 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It hurts to lift or move my arms and it hurts to lay on my stomach. My hands are red and peel. All this from scrubbing too much in the shower ",0.0942105263157913,2.0252674561403547,1.3641228070175444,102.20302631578949,84.96491228070175,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-0.7897578947368422,203,6,50,0,6,64,39,57,0.154,0.846,0.0,-0.8519,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,2,8,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,7,6,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669073778985145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061075805846435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8643365516228718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28604552960355084,0.19784354401014054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235434010067105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrsteeler96,2018/02/11,"How do I help myself? I’ve never publicly discussed my issues before but I’m hoping somebody here knows how to help me. I’ve been diagnosed with severe anxiety, social anxiety and depression since I was 14 (now 21) and I’ve barely gotten help since then. In April I put myself in a mental hospital after months of no meds and a family/now ex gf that drove me into the ground. Almost a year later I’m on the meds that hospital prescribed me (Bupropion HCL XL 300 MG) but I haven’t seen a doctor since. My anxiety is 10x worse and Im less social than ever now and I can’t even force myself to pick up the phone or reply to texts unless it’s my immediate family. I’ve quit 3 jobs and I’ve spent most of the last 3 months home alone almost every day. I also now worry that every wrong thing I feel in my body is cancer or something serious and can’t stop worrying about it. I wasn’t even this bad before I started taking these meds. I haven’t seen a doctor since the hospital visit because I lost my Medicaid and can’t afford health insurance. I want to stop taking these so bad but I know they’re also helping me and the last time I stopped my meds I ended up in the hospital. What do I do? How do I get help? I’ve been so lost and at 21 I feel like nothing is going to come of my life if I don’t find a way to fix this. I literally can’t go out in public or function like a normal human being anymore and feel trapped in my mind and I can’t find the motivation to turn it around. 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I always assume the worst. Someone’s nice to me? They’re nice to everyone. Someone’s rude to me? They’re nice to everyone but me because I’m a loser. Even when people say negative things about other people, I always attribute them to myself and think “oh god they definitely think that about me too”. If one girl doesn’t show an interest in me I automatically think I’m very unattractive. How do I stop thinking like this? It’s fucking up my life. Maybe some of you can relate ",1.7915635738831632,4.482637082474226,3.4985824742268044,84.37680841924403,85.3917525773196,6.119931271477665,22.516323024054984,7.492282038375204,1.2502446735395192,395,14,74,7,12,131,67,97,0.215,0.617,0.16899999999999998,-0.8036,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,1,6,10,2,0,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,13,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,14,5,10,10,3,4,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,4,3,48,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389397285395162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415542116948562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452220035220258,0.0,0.0,0.38923107561431936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882897537724672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385823643028206,0.09950293799824644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20461402123729452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380121514673155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823984480883407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619666625129642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34513808131647405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027734886262166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530938473481385,0.5220143832008244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16804918774371486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Toastaddict67,2018/02/11,"Falling off the wagon kind of... So I was getting to a really good place then things got bad at work, can anyone give me some advice for self care I can do to try and get my brain back under control. Meds worked well but I really don't wanna risk an increase, especially when I know it's work thats causing this mess!!!",1.768181818181816,3.603428848484853,3.5393939393939418,89.27909090909094,78.69696969696969,6.218181818181819,20.090909090909093,7.1686216300943375,0.3969272727272735,248,6,53,3,6,83,58,66,0.104,0.693,0.203,0.7207,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,4,7,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,2,0,7,11,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,6,4,8,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,3,34,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111294310182692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390555815184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825344948913206,0.1718408675892787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297495042633059,0.0,0.0,0.20983470886513167,0.21142124291128225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308308823225464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505210110485165,0.1974295390880365,0.0,0.17262176912007068,0.16460325180307842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143170922634778,0.11310655241196173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286060048147607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150252859625379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636914184755441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147023594249394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672951850906426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972994692946658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850458761589572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.449491460994514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mancubber,2018/02/11,"Paranoid Ok so I have an interview tomorrow at a popular tourist attraction in my city. It's relatively new and has been invested heavily into I have pretty bad anxiety not in the sense of talking to people but just a fear of ..... nothing basically or the fear that something 'could' happen. The interviews at 9:30am but I can only get there at 9am and I'm kinda panicked about what to do in them 30mins because I don't know the area That's not the worst part however. I have to get the bus home about 11:30am there are no bustops actually at this place so I have to walk into the city and this is what panics me What if someone tries to jump me or something The interview is for a summer job for 16/17 year olds what is someone doesn't like the look of me ? I'm really scared on what to do even tho I know how pathetic I sound I do know someone else who is going and he too has to get the bus so that's kinda good. Basically I'm scared of other youths,hoods, scumbags -whatever you want to call them. Who hang about at street corners drinking with there hoods up and stuff Does anyone have any advice on how my bitch ass can feel better? And also do you think I will avoid any trouble because the interview is quite early 9:30-11:30 (mid-term break from school) the interview is also on Monday so hopefully there is no people my age out at this time ?? Thanks :/",1.6839560439560444,4.1226438974359,3.173652014652017,88.51718131868131,82.55311355311355,6.570402930402932,22.65311355311356,7.793537801064563,1.2107324542124545,1076,37,218,20,30,352,151,273,0.2,0.705,0.094,-0.9888,2,1,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,2,2,19,18,1,6,16,1,26,2,1,2,0,31,43,20,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,16,10,1,1,5,1,1,4,6,10,0,0,1,3,20,8,35,40,2,34,0,0,1,1,14,20,2,6,10,146,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.12450047174593465,0.0,0.0,0.12467049591296893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405266342157335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351865834840144,0.0,0.09759897431779388,0.0,0.0,0.08920747229251554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065246515219218,0.1555441613980256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283486317669288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302742765677738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186289948098687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164683101202327,0.0,0.0,0.12498062823643752,0.0,0.0,0.10657740017103468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426592510461871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871277730436003,0.06450869346953449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19996713049661669,0.0,0.07250711730033384,0.1070087346425877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281929341653353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797395981024046,0.12671653623047333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660427290556048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21034523829327892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06232954188302845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713575260208846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321834619251455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224172329248602,0.0,0.13387460400366086,0.0,0.0,0.09703095886577268,0.0,0.14968859765212328,0.0,0.13815759005164416,0.0,0.1768969464814663,0.0,0.1332947975466927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979555504821574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569790105055554,0.0,0.0,0.08173153702170068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255461305058858,0.1291185960566075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242964317579601,0.1964358889376254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460495098025329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254462647083457,0.0,0.117459273485297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174863480370911,0.0,0.0,0.07439339923994014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661899880192833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525047022805155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082157861998103 anxiety,throw_me_away17,2018/02/11,"Help I don't know what's going on Okay so I'm 14 and for the past month I have been feeling like I'm losing my mind. It started off with ""blanking out"" where my brain would disappear for up to 10 minutes and I would have no idea where it went or how much time passed. During this time, I would just pretend to listen to someone or sometimes even do small talk (I talk with a lot of people so small talk is second nature). I feel like my conscienceness is stolen and my subconscious is the only thing left. It's really hard to form actual thoughts and sentences and that has caused me to say a lot of things that don't make sense and my friends have been picking up on it. Then, it started evolving into everything feeling fake as if I had a filter on where nothing seemed quite right, not enough to be fully distorted but definitely enough to be noticeably different. I have really bad paranoia in general and this caused me to believe that because things seemed off, everyone was going to kill me and that this meant I'm in danger. However, I tried to reflect and I'm getting better with managing that side of it. And here's where I'm at now, I can't feel much of anything except dread and relief and I feel like nothing really matters anymore because I don't feel like I exist. I don't think numb is the right word because it feels as though things happen in cycles numbness is the more extreme end of the cycle. I think it is important to note that before all of this happened I smoked a lot of weed over the course of 2 days after not doing it for a while and was very paranoid. I think this might be a trigger because I can't think of anything else. Any feedback you can give would be greatly appreciated I'm very desperate for any information. I'm asking this question here because even though I don't think it's anxiety related, I have been told by many that this is a reaction to anxiety. I want to know does this happen to anyone else, is it anxiety related, and what is going on. 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My psychiatrist wrote me out after several months of trying to re-stabalize bipolar and increasingly hard to handle anxiety. I had my anxiety under control for years and years until this. Being on leave has caused even more severe anxiety, some days I can barely get out of bed. I wake up several times a night having panic attacks, my heart is fluttering as soon as I wake up in the morning. I can't handle feeling like something catastrophic is lurking around every corner. I know CBT and am practicing it, it's not helping. I can't afford to pay my employer premiums while I'm on leave so I have no coverage for therapy, already paying cash for my psychiatrist and meds. I feel like I made a huge mistake. I should have sucked it up and kept working. Workplace gossip is so bad at my employer, I don't want to face what has been said about me when I go back. Those who know why I'm out do not follow confidentiality protocols at all so at this point I expect everyone to know I'm bipolar and had a breakdown. I'm embarrassed enough taking leave. I have no FMLA and wish they'd just fire me at this point.",4.984166666666667,6.022196508547008,6.300929487179487,75.93677884615389,68.95726495726495,9.610683760683765,30.86431623931624,9.827888789773867,3.036282905982907,949,38,176,22,16,321,140,234,0.23,0.735,0.035,-0.9875,4,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,10,9,2,2,5,0,22,7,4,3,1,32,44,15,0,5,3,0,4,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,10,12,0,2,5,1,3,3,7,7,0,0,7,5,26,2,34,33,5,36,0,0,0,0,6,21,1,1,14,120,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678693285187292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636777644211945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227884667354707,0.0,0.13070701353795228,0.0,0.08834538144603986,0.09593059136594567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11802643424891528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886191368430022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409627580206986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871485445184266,0.0,0.07588553364683867,0.0,0.09680204084100072,0.10978488237477756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11618638548662055,0.16415871160874834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002668492918122,0.0,0.06529615954133966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292127688630237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614838272835975,0.07701014368666424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401325980199632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942604188038534,0.0,0.0,0.4866190490799071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226152307434513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108714234792504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761987028663302,0.11574229095788985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170624355619532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781900009952547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348018086738561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172214443618753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928925184250704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893880871977848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845000064329556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638499916361249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313897961872453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699484749163159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800459011015985,0.12497024701088227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776668129307993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367277613596676,0.0,0.13212091550433214,0.0,0.0,0.08364324170392502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797424209771476 anxiety,XISCifi,2018/02/11,"I can't go on like this. For the last few days I have been in a state of intense panic for no reason. My anxiety was in a fairly rough patch for about the past month and a half, haven't been leaving the house, can't make phone calls or do important things that need doing, been letting my hygiene go. Bad by most people's standards but not that unusual for me. Now I used to smoke weed regularly but quit because it started giving me panic attacks. Maybe once a year though I risk it and sometimes I get lucky and have a great time. Well after last time I decided to never smoke again, but I'd never had a pot brownie and had always wanted to try one, kind of a bucket ljst thing, so like 4 days ago my husband surprised me with one. It was awesome until I got paranoid, at which point I resolved to never use pot again in any form and decided to just go to sleep. I had a REALLY intense nightmare where my soul tried to leave my body in order to avoid an on-coming apocalyptic disaster and I fought it and stayed. Thinking about inescapable death is a massive trigger for me, particularly from age, sudden health crises, global warming, asteroids, and supervolcanoes. I woke up, had a panic attack, and have been in an almost constant state of sheer urgent, panicking terror ever since. I feel like every moment is my last. Every time my husband leaves the house or my kids go to bed I feel like I will never see them again. Because we'll all be dead. I cry at the slightest bit of negativity. Someone made a joke about me being psychic and I told him ""You'd better hope I'm not"" and went into the bathroom to hyperventilate. I can't sleep. I can't turn off the tv because it's the only thing that distracts me enough to calm down. My heart pounds so much I'm afraid it's bad for my health. I feel like screaming and running but there's nothing to run from and nowhere to run to. I'm so sick of being pointlessly mortally frightened of absolutely nothing.",4.5223501336387955,5.56876580927835,5.372691867124857,82.13824933180605,70.03092783505157,7.603818251240933,28.28789614356625,7.793537801064563,1.7021589156166481,1546,54,300,18,27,505,213,388,0.243,0.653,0.104,-0.9967,0,1,2,0,0,1,39.0,1,1,1,3,16,30,3,8,21,0,29,7,4,6,6,51,57,24,3,3,9,2,5,5,0,2,3,1,1,1,14,15,0,1,8,2,0,8,13,14,1,3,16,7,39,16,47,34,7,55,1,0,1,0,12,15,0,6,33,197,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389873656004678,0.0,0.08347878943761029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936700968774234,0.0,0.0,0.05669159112392599,0.0,0.06377459575591396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896812263061416,0.0,0.0,0.13921389310362026,0.15245702249470033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07373026034921662,0.0910138434062953,0.0926005913598908,0.0,0.0,0.08512578522035955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008879510562556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157339798819926,0.10752806661575018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861391388406341,0.0,0.0,0.07540912343736468,0.14047853530313226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645673412609862,0.17866959593799306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04355518078283322,0.07997205535469999,0.18951478240739567,0.0,0.06667523221481843,0.09191106998255898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177227857780342,0.0,0.09878885415744984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280103279952923,0.0,0.19238584118378088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681263424471912,0.0,0.2038627193016136,0.0,0.264816981148273,0.0,0.08524716124604167,0.0,0.20364155284553706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888271950452147,0.05564730744876208,0.0,0.0837521340715923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654177257526428,0.0,0.06128344264025085,0.061814671715344285,0.257187324518927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998343420945474,0.0,0.0,0.08878183805095732,0.11298162406763465,0.06340343452098324,0.0,0.2934353523055426,0.0,0.0,0.07958207283746074,0.057795337149635674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880761106707578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886697718384466,0.0,0.0,0.053406255245022315,0.08571390939907267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643173558741514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896103711429981,0.0,0.1668519773940764,0.0,0.0706355573406834,0.0,0.08245089097098388,0.0,0.059006730236080815,0.08885683242833771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615356557084152,0.053417427535956026,0.08190645845321858,0.0,0.14583377530138195,0.0,0.0,0.07965957814756737,0.0,0.11319978866556273,0.0906780327358742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400253989478373,0.0,0.0,0.049171298702485225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495585067817148,0.07728091597808516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368483094953923 anxiety,keke65,2018/02/11,"How do i get over anxiety of my relationship?? My girlfriend and I are in a female dominant relationship. She brought another guy into the relationship (we agreed she can be with other guys too), and shes having him be a dom also now. He is a lot more aggressive, I dont know how to tell her i dont like that without just getting worse. if someone would be willing to message me to give me some advice I would appreciate it. Thanks.",3.2790199335548174,4.968481220930234,5.392126245847177,78.28593023255816,74.0,8.635215946843855,29.727574750830563,9.23628265651192,2.7318458471760803,339,15,66,8,7,118,64,86,0.068,0.8059999999999999,0.126,0.7106,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,4,0,14,0,0,2,0,15,20,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,15,2,9,13,3,5,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,3,2,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098855216615533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993154205650798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834819169592993,0.13385931602575216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101508046171928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828397856501469,0.16785687943715474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34651566646986737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616450010198778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548645006753441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876184419572222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5635895065301963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826009135220386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529403410598857,0.16109818898739248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867459549106353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831969546930007,0.24860171952864704,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bubblegumbarbie,2018/02/11,"What do you tell people when you can’t uphold plans because of mental illness? I had plans to go to the visiting hours for the family of a childhood friend who suddenly passed. I’ve been having trouble motivating myself to get out of bed, and I feel like my body is weighed down with lead. Death is traumatic enough, but the last time I remember going to a service for someone I knew, it was for my father when I was eight years old. I was planning on going to the visiting hours more to show support for the family than anything (I fell out of touch with the person through high school), but I just got off of the phone with my mom, and I just don’t know if it would be healthy for me to go at this point.",8.690416666666668,5.587486097222223,8.438055555555561,77.31250000000003,63.02777777777778,11.822222222222226,36.5,9.725611199111238,3.154466666666666,554,18,118,8,6,179,92,144,0.059,0.848,0.093,0.7136,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,5,4,4,0,0,9,0,13,3,1,2,0,19,23,7,1,2,5,2,2,1,1,1,1,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,5,1,0,9,2,1,0,1,7,2,16,3,28,14,2,27,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,11,83,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432492686461718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691159817699024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194810518776158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121709675975028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306701917899331,0.0,0.08867870646059556,0.1252933563492094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355001529081465,0.0,0.09163016390161302,0.0,0.39869586721156536,0.0,0.14026947761929387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18530133404338253,0.0,0.0,0.3454330433059943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638568405152516,0.142960217723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568307388024925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674439889821572,0.0,0.0,0.20540596810418424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18403452422386785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12158820421788676,0.15313731155627586,0.0,0.0,0.16579323490299605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986742841077065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749654290728473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860109819495015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990220831818904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329211274947327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10226699781046038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458675897936035,0.0,0.0,0.1129406369236216 anxiety,Youtakethestep,2018/02/11,"I Feel Like I Shouldnt Take Care of My Appearance Whenever I get a spark of motivation to take care of myself more, taking better care of my appearance comes into the equation. However, whenever I begin or halfway through doing something superficial, I feel like I'm being fake and ought not to do it. I feel like I don't deserve to try and look good because I'm a piece of shit think people will just think ""you may be looking a bit better but we all know who you are really"" type thing. I don't like the idea of feeling good because I look better, i worry I'll become dependant on it and it feels unstable and ungrounded",5.034099999999999,5.589820040000002,6.457350000000003,76.59642500000002,68.6,9.77,30.825,9.827888789773867,2.9527,495,19,94,11,8,169,76,125,0.1,0.659,0.241,0.9271,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,2,0,4,1,14,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,2,1,28,35,6,0,2,4,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,10,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,8,16,12,12,29,4,6,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,5,5,60,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600168794841766,0.14495469352377652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34823838851184824,0.1432903939755527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014526508348508,0.0,0.0,0.11305976999548012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318182995690129,0.2812938761317821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685724147060568,0.0,0.0,0.22017160452895715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816464078500188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213125915178897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25648738473129473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306494179882324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099183508987352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840817513952922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347256629289265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104223033503752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960497315827902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719629520096328,0.16819868165809698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910975357577221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332901762054854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,1231233213214,2018/02/11,"I think I had panic attack I've just had an argument with my mother. I've been miserable all day and practically crying the whole time (for reference I got up at about 3pm, unfortunately) I don't know what's wrong with me. I was in my room and then all of a sudden my face started feeling twitchy and my hands started to feel like like my muscles were tight, like when you hold a controller for a really long time (particularly my right hand). I was crying and breathing weird and felt a bit disoriented but it passed over quickly. I've had a similar thing happen to me last year but, I wasn't sure what it was. ",2.5525733137829896,4.477485943548388,4.222492668621701,84.86737536656894,76.66129032258064,7.412316715542523,24.175953079178885,8.296473431620573,1.4243161290322583,483,16,101,9,11,162,81,124,0.151,0.778,0.071,-0.8134,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,1,4,9,1,2,7,0,10,4,4,1,3,22,19,9,0,0,3,1,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,11,6,16,4,12,8,4,19,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,15,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179816991407908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918625018817424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21490460335000744,0.0,0.0,0.42094466127810426,0.12357127335519788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937654685840299,0.13688475437030725,0.1839736755764949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532463775338037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943827318792176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530271572767484,0.1561860489489711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808298906711699,0.0,0.0,0.16956700199414712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481063951053304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274895612776625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363213831383555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712421796945481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18058822080942832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729580481509906,0.12277463452523818,0.0,0.0,0.2234562674888699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392342815527315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094932090096142,0.0,0.12338923462651373 anxiety,CasuallyVaping2,2018/02/11,I feel anxious over stuff that has never happened I feel like my mind is taking me places we’re I’m thinking of stuff that never happened but I have the feeling it did happen and I almost had a panic attack what the fuck is going on? ,1.348775510204078,3.499520204081634,3.1626122448979617,89.8431020408163,81.65306122448979,3.92,20.004081632653055,3.1291,-0.3154195918367351,186,5,36,0,5,62,38,49,0.292,0.675,0.033,-0.9305,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,2,10,17,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,3,6,1,3,15,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,3,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298429117872787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772218486455094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192502865411131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29233968729674714,0.13768138213940367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816934997161882,0.0,0.0,0.10952894800336084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5112730577004411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415474516386672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945953366862576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972797872178836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22611896927337816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20135456343046476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4412435567895433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490374545950765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348914567480625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nevarez85,2018/02/11,"Help! I need tips on how to manage my anxiety Hello all! I’m having a really rough day. I called my mom early this morning and she was crying and very upset. She told me she just found out that her mom was the victim of a very vile crime. She found out through a neighbor of my grandma that while she was waiting for the bus, 3 people walked up to her and forced her into a cab. They drove to her house and robbed her belongings, including $90,000 pesos ( about $4,500 U.S. dollars) that she had saved for her retirement. This happened in Mexico and sadly no help has been received from authorities. Thankfully she wasn’t physically hurt but she’s very depressed. We noticed a changed in her but we thought that maybe it was just part of growing old. I tried to play it cool while on the phone with my mom but after we hung up, I’m just feeling like i can’t breathe! I live far from my family and all I want to do is go to Mexico and just hug them but I can’t. I’m just broken right now <\3 ",2.1624444444444464,3.944722287804879,3.414593495934959,90.86649728997291,77.34146341463416,6.701897018970191,22.12059620596206,7.594959193182576,0.7477100271002715,779,22,170,11,18,253,121,205,0.13699999999999998,0.741,0.121,-0.5264,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,2,0,8,12,2,1,8,1,13,2,1,1,2,34,28,14,0,2,9,3,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,8,14,0,1,4,1,2,5,4,6,0,0,12,3,33,6,26,16,3,23,0,3,0,1,31,11,0,0,8,112,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231242263075003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991366159395678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553099034633224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126844952413166,0.0946829808897352,0.0,0.12645081196072228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840331416099402,0.0,0.07423364533234607,0.1048840578415446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32194827446164115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343786457690036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982726767027286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968128595957452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694038170457667,0.1571675836778926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717259776476098,0.0,0.12963958389681912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147494546481757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5158408729891208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886083168674604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671488824489465,0.15405675325465168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589854171315528,0.0,0.10178244573874283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405290365401384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537848161830645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516674389042618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655403551881315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402872115683649,0.0,0.09967717047535574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634111472371929,0.08659478928432493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cbhj1975,2018/02/11,"stuck and fearful I am a 42/M. I am looking for some sort of help or comfort, preferably immediate. Today I am freaking out more than usual. I have major nagging fear about work, especially on Sundays. Today is one of the most anxious I've felt in awhile. I have had panic attacks (i think) on many occasions, often times during the day at work. Today I am more upset than usual because I have been tasked with something at work that I feel like I can not do properly - like I don't have the ability to do. I mean, I can do it, but it will be subject to review, and I might not do it correctly, and I don't want to be reviewed for fear of embarrassment/exposure. Beyond that, I know this will lead to having to give a presentation to the department, which is a great fear of mine. I have a resource there that I lean on for help, but he will be out for two weeks, which is not helping my worry. I have had anxious feelings my whole life, and I'm tired of it. Other issues, which I think are related: -constant worry about things i can and can not control -tend to worry about everything all at once -overeating/overdrinking -excessive masturbation -intense fear of public speaking -ruminations about past, present, future -constant need for reassurance -suicidal thoughts (wouldn't act on them) -more stuff but i'm writing this quickly off the top of my head.... For people in similar situations, what are some resources for help that have worked? I have tried meditation (couldn't stick with it) and sam-E. Thanks much. 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However, I'm beginning to get butterflies and have nausea more often than not, which was fine at first, when I didn't have too many additional stressors. The past few days have been stressful to the extent where I haven't been able to eat or drink very much because I gag on food when I try to swallow and fear I will vomit, though I never have. It's just incredibly uncomfortable and sometimes I just go to sleep so I don't have to deal with the sensation. For the record, I do currently have a therapist who I will be speaking about this with in a few days. I would appreciate tips in the meantime so that I don't lose any weight, as my BMI is already in the lower range. I've tried deep-breathing and muscle relaxation techniques with little success, and I can't meditate constantly because I have a lot of work to get done.",9.092189054726367,7.037362199004978,8.794626865671644,71.78756218905475,61.33830845771145,12.31641791044776,37.75621890547264,10.980518767755715,3.9581383084577126,826,31,156,17,9,267,122,201,0.108,0.818,0.073,-0.7022,3,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,13,7,0,2,10,0,25,7,1,0,2,24,30,17,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,5,11,5,0,1,2,0,1,7,3,0,1,7,3,17,4,26,18,8,23,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,5,13,114,22,4,0.15283526374831732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865751403585608,0.0,0.12717118281630851,0.0,0.0,0.10393322029336637,0.0,0.0,0.17266034520734758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863339164306864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303212487795318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956983041152805,0.15756644595060432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15640353808471616,0.0,0.14972037348075376,0.0,0.15638863017995194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198216244944325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000159726838806,0.1848090075870605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970023453122342,0.0,0.08685980247820395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111052341486014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318108554025514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098356638794152,0.0,0.12993507579806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549509689975987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235150430584677,0.0,0.11787597739784528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16550569695170098,0.14589855291833162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294563954797502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115798383466073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507227824724308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774535209887207,0.0,0.0,0.15015987064570327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20753022342982155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261050987960328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861121771856722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126589226798103,0.0,0.0,0.10856978630886527,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Omalleytac,2018/02/11,"26/F/Fl looking for like minded penpal Hi my name is sarah im from greenville sc but i live in florida. I can speak a little german, mandarin, french and spainish but mainly german. I play guitar and piano and i write my own music and sing. My fiance is a computer nerd whom i love we just recently got engaged. Im looking for a penpal. Message me if youre interested. 😊",-0.5345546558704442,1.5744874473684227,2.3715789473684232,88.47220647773281,102.15789473684212,4.443724696356276,20.319838056680158,6.297961479604792,0.5886611336032388,290,11,56,4,13,101,56,76,0.037000000000000005,0.732,0.232,0.9428,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,7,7,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,11,5,4,6,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,2,0,1,2,32,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216933698629232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001090356208091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571128971185448,0.27841266494727124,0.2452884673776457,0.0,0.4665373984992669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507110138966925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804827740507689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742783065715861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Setamda,2018/02/11,"I don’t recognize my friends anymore.. Not so much psychically but mentally. I am undergoing a pretty big transformation spiritually and almost everything in my life has flip flopped including how I look at people. My anxiety has always been hard to deal with but this has escalated the problem 10x. I look at my “friends” I used to be with every single day and now I don’t feel like I can hold a normal convo with them because of how much my perspective has changed. Is this normal? Plz tell me so. 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This just happened and I'm terrified, I have really bad anxiety and my biggest fear is that I'll go crazy or hurt someone I'm seeing a therapist that says it's just an anxiety symptom but this morning I started having a dream where I was fighting someone and I started swinging and I actually hit my girlfriend once on accident. I woke up immediately. Am I going crazy? Is this just a random event? I googled it and saw some results that scared me so I'm trying not to self diagnose, I don't want to hurt anyone, sorry if this is a rant, I'm having a panic attack right now.",2.656274944567624,4.642350089430893,4.887982261640797,79.93423503325944,76.5609756097561,7.3995565410199555,29.881005173688106,8.296473431620573,2.4430552845528464,483,23,90,9,11,168,80,123,0.355,0.626,0.019,-0.9913,0,0,0,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,2,3,6,0,9,3,1,1,0,18,23,9,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,9,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,8,0,0,3,3,13,0,6,19,1,13,0,2,2,0,5,7,0,5,4,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.16895875029578716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649018192402719,0.0,0.0,0.12106285883275494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697067981635585,0.0,0.0,0.14456388593905733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573250483099515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948295818816575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19679783947508586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310630198904174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706978966943986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18438745190331424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031413860378203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19395537577574046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109173175112192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785981415193414,0.0,0.13768713253128192,0.17334240684547805,0.0,0.13796941716218633,0.0,0.1806218033822936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17326410238919018,0.0,0.2934003331704759,0.0,0.0,0.1938150064039952,0.2450974404727335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17995778066528928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102779733231751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755005892115407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212190548841908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mazeify,2018/02/11,"Morning anxiety I've had generalized anxiety for about a year now and the day part is handable now, but the morning part is still hard. Does anyone experience the same and how do you handle it? It's draining my energy thinking about the mornings Excuse my English, it's not my first language",5.655181818181816,7.277299927272729,6.507045454545459,72.90056818181819,67.9090909090909,9.136363636363637,35.56818181818181,9.516144504307137,3.694181818181818,236,12,39,5,4,78,40,55,0.079,0.846,0.075,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,5,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,4,0,3,4,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302065600845888,0.0,0.0,0.1966088273829713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133897637061333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460640567678131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27504972001164435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23917306505082495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188363106364353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6089848994945681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245521201675707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801699209256093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810718372870457 anxiety,ObviousComputer,2018/02/11,"I can’t think of an interesting title, so I will just say this - ...ummm my mind is blank and I can’t think of a title. I’m not sure what has set off this latest anxiety in me but it has been going for well over 2 weeks. It’s persistence is starting to bug me. I can’t stop throwing around scenarios about a particular topic I will never have an answer or resolution to. I have been living with anxiety and depression most of my teen to adult life (25+yrs) but have only recently been diagnosed. So much sense and relief was made when I discovered this. Now 4 months after diagnosis, medication and cbt I am having a difficult time maybe it is just that I can recognise what is wrong now and that makes it seem more real. Before now when I would feel this way I would be highly strung, tell myself a whole lot of awful things about what everyone must think of me, drink way too much and have a really short fuse. Now I am still high strung but can stem the negative self talk, I don’t drink and can hold my temper unless I need to stamp my parental foot. I have told some of my family and some co-workers as I felt I needed to explain maybe some of my past behaviour to those I see the most, and they were really kind and responded really sympathetically, but I did often hear “Ring me if you are feeling like that again” a genuinely nice thing to say, but when it comes down to it during one of these attacks picking up the phone and telling someone my brain is running in overdrive mode and I can’t fully stop the think attack I am going through...It is very difficult to explain to others. I am going to post this and hopefully it doesn’t violate rules. Partially because I need to let this out and partially because I have noticed from other posts that it seems anxious brains tend to second guess their feelings as being valid and if this post can make sense to even one other person and give them some validation that they are - a) not alone and b) not unworthy that may in turn help me too. 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Hi all, My wife has been suffering from some seriously bad work-related anxiety and depression for the last couple of years. She's been medicated for the last four months. Obviously, our relationship has taken a lot of the impact. What's worse is that, because I don't agree with her intention to stay in her work (but entirely support her decision), she is beginning to feel that she can't trust me. This is something we've discussed and I have vowed to try to (a) see things from her point of view and (b) support her in any way I can. You guys can't help with the first point (I don't think), but I'm looking for some guidance on the second. Are there any books or websites or other material which will help me help her? Additionally, we have started seeing a couple's counsellor. Not because our marriage is about to end, but just to help us get more in tune with each other. Anyway, thoughts and pointers are greatly appreciated.",5.9358196721311485,6.903012158469945,6.477718579234973,75.78247950819673,66.75956284153007,9.81584699453552,32.73633879781421,9.928628108626363,3.2029420765027314,767,32,142,17,12,250,115,183,0.13699999999999998,0.816,0.048,-0.8903,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,4,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,8,0,18,1,0,1,2,27,31,9,0,0,7,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,4,5,21,4,23,26,6,16,0,2,4,0,24,6,0,5,8,100,29,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300496775017065,0.0,0.10855943141764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848747061140523,0.1730119177966191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140375838158806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222253774534596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256885988424798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175308074186622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207070945046882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414120944292718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645435898147528,0.0,0.14051148939846336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3804724648072129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313483462844887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916719892069655,0.0,0.0,0.12064532900662235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14295764367859415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326982022654755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26829835132374064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235636487215745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261650225446874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924791250188848,0.0,0.0,0.1004433976933431,0.1512553249716056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220716262998293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094277543132383,0.09092908378896364,0.0,0.11265930810658514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634639426931843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069816555113154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264017247508233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066218085830473,0.0,0.1446166417508896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138426758422964 anxiety,Seyth35,2018/02/11,"Is not thinking about anxiety the cure to it? I've been meditating for more than two months now, and it has really made me change my perspective on anxiety. Anxious thoughts are just thoughts, they aren't more meaningful than happy thoughts, or sad thoughts, or fearful thoughts, they just are; and due to an experience I've had in the later days this belief has gotten stronger. Thanks to meditation, my anxious thoughts had decreased, or at least I wasn't giving them as much importance as before. But then I hanged out with my ex-girlfriend and she started to say that everything that I was doing was wrong and I should stop, which increased the anxious thoughts and made them IMPORTANT, and I think that was the problem. Suddenly I started to get caught by them, and to be distracted and determined by them. Recently I've realized what happened and I'm trying to get on track again. What I'm saying is: don't make anxious thoughts important, or get absorbed by them, rather try to step back, and watch them as just thoughts. I know it sounds hard, and it is, but when you get it it works really well. 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Last year I graduated high school, I was a nervous wreck throughout and when I finally walked out of my last exam I felt that the world was finally becoming brighter and that I could take anything. I never had a full time job or played weekend sports so going to things outside of school was weird. I sent out CV's everywhere towards the end of graduating because this year I plan to have a gap away from school and University and just work and make money. Seems like a safe plan. I get an interview for KFC and I'm super excited, in my regular state I normally would freak out but I nailed the interview with ease and came home with confidence. I started work the following week and it's all when it came apart. I couldn't handle it, so much that I quit after three days. Yep I left my first job at 18 after three days because my anxiety fucked me over. After my first shift which was only 7 hours I came home terrified as I was too scared to go to work. I played it off like my new job was the shit. I told all my friends, I snapchatted me in my uniform and wore the cap around cause I liked it. But I came to my manager on my 4th shift and said I'm leaving. She wasn't shocked but looked internally pissed. Like if there weren't any laws she would tear me to shreds and I'd be the next limited menu item. Reasons for leaving were a bunch of things. Arrogant coworkers, disgusting and rude customers etc but I guess thats work right? I just have to get over it and go. I got told that by everyone so far that learnt I quit. Friends laughed and said I was a pussy and my parents think I'm an idiot even though I told them I wasn't in a great state of mind. I believe I needed a break after leaving school. It was a clear transaction of fear from school into a fear of work. I regret leaving tbh, I look back now and realize what I faced wasn't as bad as working in a BDSM Call Center. I hope if I ever get a job later on I'll handle things better, for now I'd stay away from customer service and just stack shelves.",2.335222763454912,4.0524510722347635,3.5267821076393027,90.54128876084116,76.65237020316027,7.0107876915765726,24.2989782582868,7.85451343220497,1.1035002257336337,1687,56,372,26,38,547,219,443,0.14800000000000002,0.68,0.172,0.8634,5,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,15,18,31,6,4,24,1,22,4,3,3,5,68,57,35,0,11,11,1,1,4,2,2,0,2,2,1,20,29,0,2,7,4,1,11,7,15,0,4,28,5,53,16,52,23,9,72,0,1,2,1,19,26,3,6,35,225,73,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683419133076788,0.0,0.052685619868134144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056674419830639824,0.0613092019521143,0.0,0.0,0.12941189876767548,0.05295703861327072,0.0575038553007233,0.08396543731535927,0.07606187717116011,0.0,0.07759328660899045,0.0,0.060910217046372575,0.1503771431117946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032431500250473,0.3150772764495258,0.0,0.07074880807124119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498736065859244,0.0,0.0,0.08883134068862324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099867744238025,0.0,0.07680863163671876,0.045488208548613726,0.06229716339114194,0.0,0.06580855908834939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499655411236254,0.0,0.0,0.06612632454590803,0.15088817728715914,0.0,0.11716214820607695,0.0,0.0,0.1064181042022738,0.0636695174829474,0.10794572685940153,0.0,0.11742180017325668,0.0,0.05508190051935755,0.07592979049695553,0.07586844153609268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07276529307098466,0.13816512820366714,0.06840378503473879,0.06782340980523675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733727333758582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227703452658833,0.07768874075655277,0.29169497431869285,0.0748278234712816,0.0,0.0,0.13458627298731682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566747653517112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045971485231386895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953940839554795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05062762256482746,0.05106648278466158,0.05311705019020098,0.06651540135187066,0.07324438550821649,0.0,0.06747830843234584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237899527096397,0.0,0.0,0.07647235981028433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650416321741633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081017753989391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588148921326658,0.13102292468733345,0.0,0.06895122260979861,0.3485022930464007,0.0,0.06269696889359717,0.0,0.0,0.07069441200137655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04874677952923605,0.07340661654561363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051781922964574505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13726317653042416,0.044129331564316525,0.06766475716016168,0.054675355277751136,0.0401588477793997,0.0,0.0,0.19742567726504812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055243630743899874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008305567185334,0.0,0.0,0.09784702389433264,0.0,0.0,0.08870047900947081 anxiety,EricPlainview,2018/02/11,"HELP! Anxiety about upcoming trip Hi everyone. First time posting, but have found this subreddit to be very helpful and supporting for a long time. So now, in a time of need, I turn to y'all. (Short history: I have always been a worrier, but for a couple of years have struggled with GAD and some panic disorder-ish problems. I don't really have full blown panic attacks, I have just had two or three in my life, but I worry immensely about having them for some reason. I have some measure of anxiety all the time, but can for the most part keep it under control and live a normal life with a job and girlfriend. I go to group ACT-therapy weekly to deal with it). In a couple of days, I am going to Berlin for a five day long work trip, and I have heavy anticipatory anxiety about it. I always fear leaving my ""safe zone"" with my parents, my girlfriend, my apartment etc. I just have this crippling fear of having a nightmarish, endless panic attack and not being able to just quickly get home when it happens. The further away the destination is, the harder that thought gets. But I love my job, and even though I can't really look forward to the trip, I know that that is my anxiety talking. When I ask myself if I would go on this trip without hesitation if anxiety wasn't a problem, the answer is yes. But now, with only a few days remaining, my doubts are coming. I think to myself that this is ""flooding"" rather than taking the ""exposure"" one step at a time. I fear that IF it becomes hell, that it might just be traumatic, worsen everything and make me LESS likely to go on a similar trip next time. My therapist says that it isn't flooding, since that would mean just going head on into all your triggers (for me; flying in an airplane, everything concerning severe mental illness, altered states of mind, hospitals etc) and that isn't what I am doing. I'm going there by train (I live in Europe), but the work buddy I feel most safe with and is a close friend with is flying there, which means I'll have to spend 12 hours on a train alone before I meet up with him. Those 12 hours are what scares me the most right now, me just being alone with my thoughts for that amount of time. I have some light benzos with me to turn to if things get hard, but my therapist really wants me to stay off them since it is a kind of ""security behavior"" that I need to break away from. He also says that the absolute worst thing I can do right now is to cancel the trip and not go, but I still come close to doing it or think seriously about doing it every single day. What do you guys think, should I go or wait for another opportunity? Thanks for reading <3 ",6.614128050452429,6.0043539328214965,7.022639840965179,77.85508397312863,65.33397312859884,10.2835481217439,31.083150534686045,9.696096459569628,2.655116205100083,2073,65,410,37,28,678,245,521,0.18,0.738,0.08199999999999999,-0.9952,3,2,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,3,2,5,25,26,3,9,29,1,46,5,1,4,2,92,85,32,0,14,26,1,2,1,3,4,3,2,1,1,33,26,0,6,12,1,1,18,8,16,0,5,6,6,52,10,67,71,18,73,1,0,1,1,23,25,1,16,29,299,85,5,0.0659998207323998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367118195485531,0.0,0.052780032794621665,0.10983427596952093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920656666830086,0.2524484110541623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061700923063895415,0.150168648253172,0.12401800831866636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289161665636963,0.056160986326781084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370600307489999,0.0,0.0,0.0740244110300535,0.0,0.14605509260749433,0.0,0.17025769737383242,0.06804291713270094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721449276265913,0.043592259134616035,0.0,0.05560769551597378,0.06306565706998908,0.11863276636254608,0.0,0.0,0.22280444209902475,0.0333714924350285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613941379895522,0.0,0.07236539683297531,0.05099129777821804,0.0,0.10344654687160502,0.0,0.30007375270950754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06535019900210977,0.058363423505905926,0.0,0.059122875690288686,0.0,0.06773485702018447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847657724083054,0.0,0.06620320149105166,0.0,0.12999305753988602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098927627500384,0.058663673175541116,0.0,0.06872865696674589,0.03627177543010044,0.0,0.0,0.06988428053380191,0.0,0.0,0.0932352504597586,0.032244178630134734,0.0,0.11655810175895655,0.11681552890987165,0.055423226935609485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956741501603314,0.0,0.04405539283588394,0.0,0.0,0.1437863065760664,0.0,0.0,0.06651229597475404,0.07001537993189105,0.06664100450574907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787606158476507,0.0,0.0,0.07019155810054854,0.0,0.06466581122896323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472318661706005,0.0501958377328156,0.0,0.2323097075210647,0.07328499037113884,0.07147137421761028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06320958422611027,0.0,0.0,0.12630582994084094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601768122121436,0.0,0.1268435255495162,0.06785880796752755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272697257715125,0.0,0.1049714129704753,0.06607733431495047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456101132553361,0.0,0.1091914674663396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034702734516247,0.05270754209233849,0.0,0.0,0.06899734272692103,0.0,0.0,0.07489581443386634,0.0,0.0,0.049623651411729405,0.053048155875927296,0.0,0.06076376757482665,0.075476546948911,0.1532617576121094,0.08769469644805565,0.1268700605080898,0.0648444887701898,0.1047929708200197,0.2693951835789277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357770526246552,0.06447223470651957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054456764164620766,0.03892840426436064,0.0,0.05294107514371471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362147197693822,0.0,0.0960973110945164,0.06702602166128935,0.0,0.09376875804186197,0.0,0.0,0.04250172066254367 anxiety,outoftheabyss,2018/02/11,"Self Help solutions that deal with memories Hi there I was bullied as a child/teen for years by a large cross section of the kids and teens where I lived, I was an easy target. It was verbal, physical and often publicly humiliating. Slowly but surely I went from a bright confident sensitive kid to receding into a shell. My perception of people diminished over the years and I became suspicious, distant and negative. Things hit a head about 5 years ago, 18, summer before university, working, something 'clicked' in my head and I became hypervigilant, I was always aware or on guard when in public but this is automatic, it's been constantly there since. I can't focus at work, usual symptoms of anxiety accompany it, I think of it as an overactive periphery where my brain/ subconscious is looking out for threats regardless of my thoughts. I have had months of therapy (CBT, touched on EMDR), but I avoided therapy that dealt with the past and the memories and perceptions that I believe has resulted in this vigilant state, I hated admitting to having been victimised, this meant being a victim, 'bullied' means weakness. However I sucked things up for those years and I am now convinced this was counterproductive. I have since come to realise the significance of memories in anxiety, in shaping our outlook, in how our brain responds to events and people etc. I want to be able to process the memories and look at myself and other people in a different way. I am in a working environment with good people at the moment, I know it is not rational to be constantly 'on' when they are around but it is so deeply entrenched that I need something to prod it loose and I feel working on memories could do that. I am saving up for more therapy but in the meantime are there any self help solutions/ therapies that anyone could recommend that deal directly with memories? Thanks in advance",7.295872888173772,8.521598368731567,7.580017430946636,68.16291432019311,63.837758112094406,11.473370876910698,37.23799946366318,11.299434782280676,4.766857227138643,1513,74,242,45,22,493,190,339,0.125,0.76,0.114,-0.7259,2,1,2,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,1,5,13,12,4,1,18,0,28,6,4,2,1,48,45,24,0,5,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,22,20,0,2,9,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,11,6,30,6,51,28,3,49,0,0,4,0,16,27,1,2,16,183,52,4,0.0975500743027809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647225503473477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116947639343483,0.0,0.0,0.06633739566047504,0.0,0.14925107967066487,0.0,0.0,0.06820928010470623,0.0,0.0,0.08684024794623676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300792832919797,0.10990552859179356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21779628933690154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403075133796213,0.0,0.2108339500450233,0.0,0.1557715932179619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20113968639355706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191906517146414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879411904518843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04932424861926368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182037409324541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631050251973404,0.2002290388635418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307715170756787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361096968196909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08613850280956574,0.0,0.16383498760064005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626062869995087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778635386264841,0.0,0.0,0.07233214404300872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312258394298846,0.2705157552868785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20353200475696506,0.0,0.0,0.1613888590358268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019762612742033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193979057266216,0.10139187845693692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981100215218298,0.4462280461540208,0.0,0.12961586955141707,0.06250614871386011,0.0,0.07744386254737007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743762507382347,0.0,0.057537561259054563,0.07743070839933944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042989619105148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840704636328084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512761981846928 anxiety,blonded_anon,2018/02/11,"Feeling Guilt, Want to be lost/ get Away I'm kind of in a weird position in my life, i've been dealing w/ Anxiety for about 2/3 years from what I can recall and I've usually been able to deal with it manage it etc. However these last couple of weeks I've not been able to do anything, eat, sleep, enjoyment its all suffered. I find myself analysing my life from when I was younger honing on mistakes I've made making me feel sick in guilt. I just feel like I want to get on a spaceship and leave forever... My thoughts are clouded meaning I can't remember things sometimes. Any advice? Thanks. -J",2.581611917494272,4.687178268907567,3.4038808250572963,89.9268143621085,77.23529411764707,6.680213903743317,26.784568372803673,7.686295010490155,1.5048924369747905,470,19,96,7,11,149,85,119,0.156,0.737,0.107,-0.5994,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,2,2,0,9,5,1,2,1,18,23,3,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,7,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,7,3,11,4,17,15,2,11,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,6,52,17,1,0.32557636300172377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907472692303076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107015456651892,0.0,0.12453251327731266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339608029232265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529448551793088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012202655000656,0.0,0.0,0.3356549342446517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657294978944595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155185348587308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469317874132291,0.1162959093908324,0.0,0.0,0.1487854487352212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010021199957026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951884051286112,0.0,0.13269409497235954,0.0,0.17236917945155825,0.0,0.0,0.22996421362506375,0.07953008273266153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770253003166475,0.0,0.0,0.15403411338967832,0.108662375222771,0.0,0.0,0.17732405264513654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440727598103104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290574517868936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16100167398737525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987348624404973,0.0,0.0,0.1081492343739128,0.0,0.0,0.12923563249535824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792881833821478,0.0,0.19203337429111364,0.0,0.13057885996825247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483025166637476 anxiety,youcangofaster,2018/02/11,"(I'm not sure if im asking the question in the right subreddit) Can dry itchy skin inside ear be a symptom of anxiety? I have health related anxiety, and I am starting to think that the dry peeling itchy skin in my ear is related to worrying and|or fears. I don't know if I asked the question on the right place, but I have a theory that I wanted to propose here. Does anyone else suffer from this?",4.870370370370374,5.093726407407409,6.169975308641978,79.6808888888889,68.87654320987653,9.93679012345679,31.014814814814812,9.888512548439397,2.8840103703703703,313,12,63,7,5,106,55,81,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.8999,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,0,7,6,4,0,1,11,14,4,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,7,1,8,13,0,7,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,4,1,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30010300578594523,0.0,0.0,0.13715016351698214,0.20097522493262887,0.0,0.0,0.3667409193411335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17164908651645056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385519603943105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071929632794146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084945117976406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187183269319276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077969632123227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049313001443012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4394578446125924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350160054710626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883347197701493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18486571462711693,0.20387127218343729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256827297365249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569226244484634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991962484773893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,remmylouise,2018/02/11,"Really anxious because my partner hasn’t phoned me after he said he would. My partner is in the navy so I don’t get to see him often. On Friday he he said he’d ring me because he wanted to hear my voice- he didn’t. I plucked up the courage to ask him why and he said he forgot and said he’d ring me the next day. I waited all day and no phone call. It’s now Sunday, and I’m too scared to ask him why he still hasn’t rung. I don’t want him to ring me just because I told him to or he feel he needs to or whatever. I keep thinking that he doesn’t want to ring me. I know he has time too because he doesn’t have duties on the weekend and pretty much just watches films and just chills all weekend. I didn’t get any sleep last night hoping that maybe he would ring me, even if it was 4:00am. I want to bring it up but I don’t because I know he probably has better things to do. Why am I like this ",0.3688557213930359,1.7926579502487563,2.2674875621890567,98.6948631840796,81.43781094527364,5.063681592039801,19.126865671641788,5.46131890053228,-0.5337044776119404,692,16,175,3,18,230,95,201,0.028,0.883,0.08900000000000001,0.8574,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,20,1,1,0,2,32,46,11,0,9,7,0,1,1,2,2,0,11,0,2,7,6,0,4,4,3,0,1,10,1,0,0,9,14,28,4,16,33,3,18,0,0,2,0,36,5,0,5,13,97,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342510285265638,0.0,0.0,0.1385909819482182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937434357487996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739162055041332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084985344570898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526773806538086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15823404916184014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102752217818561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202957582556685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818816210788586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826678337750786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218467243670569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10904165495544137,0.0,0.0,0.1348410083096978,0.0999987710604323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059934170674718165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232463273747006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901822898964304,0.0909640255886094,0.0,0.0,0.13046921961879404,0.11512479390935985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480741417414007,0.13226740483136867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859053253685888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4667786784615942,0.0,0.12282186741334605,0.0,0.09775831413773138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12276638474339192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09797064021518563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150167142532368,0.07860697323823569,0.0,0.0,0.07153440491326747,0.0,0.0,0.11722388397307355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894341520728473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33209286792626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17429356203804855,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kickazzgoalie,2018/02/11,"How do i become happy with myself even in the face of utter Loneliness? I haven't been in a relationship in about a decade. I want to meet someone but my anxiety makes that nearly impossible. My friend says I need to be happy with myself first and that a relationship will come along; that I don't need to force it. (Easy for her to say, being female, beautiful and well endowed). How is that even possible? None of that makes sense to me. I'm tired of being alone. I don't want a relationship because it'll make me whole and happy. I want to be in a relationship for the companionship.",3.088189655172413,5.015907301724138,4.8029655172413825,81.28858620689657,75.1206896551724,8.088275862068969,22.806896551724137,8.841846274778883,1.5927096551724138,461,13,92,10,10,156,65,116,0.08199999999999999,0.685,0.232,0.9631,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,5,0,18,22,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,1,2,14,5,20,15,2,7,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,0,1,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235414584049194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051469523061732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378671309991483,0.15179995207897728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839884070093228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156553939103287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691276329619706,0.0,0.0,0.1061915884740081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.438946221225236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27524179712606106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038311419033129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549513911450003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5902686564053036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860751880015045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164588107660732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579756684089233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24321026914655264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358179872265952,0.0,0.0,0.15345521210599164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pastad,2018/02/11,"Breathe in- 1-2-3-4, Breathe out- 1-2-3-4 I almost threw myself into another panic attack tonight after being anxiety and panic free for a couple of years. I remembered the first thing my therapist taught me, count to 4 while breathing in, and count to 4 when breathing out. It keeps you under control. This helped me, so maybe it can help you. 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I know I need to give her space but for some reason I can't help holding on whenever I am feeling uncomfortable in new social situations, I'm scared that now things have got to the point where she will no longer want to deal with me and my problems as I know how draining she finds it.",9.370436893203884,5.427860776699031,8.88745145631068,77.2074878640777,62.592233009708735,11.853398058252427,36.42961165048544,8.841846274778883,2.8367106796116506,392,11,86,4,4,126,77,103,0.183,0.753,0.064,-0.9285,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,2,1,3,0,9,1,0,2,0,18,19,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,1,16,1,15,15,1,13,0,0,0,1,10,8,1,1,4,61,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282013455187186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004094359407185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043690858287704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406839632525957,0.0,0.0,0.22425563771031545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10998566247192318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881117352389485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805696291106334,0.0,0.0,0.20866692979728035,0.0,0.0,0.17397221989704953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580041602914182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35863321883006005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612898118731372,0.0,0.2100841096879261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739854136009956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20562860580597075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081391835734601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236488512880968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217777475884781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445038495221074,0.0,0.221736292798474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451195586909885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830011544513314,0.0,0.1744830331755091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Azimea_447,2018/02/11,"I've been Feeling on the verge of a panic attack, for the last Month I don't know what to do, I'm constantly paranoid about everything, I keep stressing if everyone around me hates me, I'm scared of just going to the shops. And can't get rid of a constant sensation of pure terror.",6.345804597701148,5.275832775862072,7.005172413793105,79.2737356321839,66.06896551724138,10.491954022988507,33.12643678160919,9.725611199111238,2.8875333333333333,223,8,46,4,3,74,43,58,0.321,0.655,0.024,-0.9559,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,12,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,10,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21989075414667344,0.0,0.2810088763598982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.533858865808677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360280875706951,0.22199614075770466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489538529787116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290522277801185,0.0,0.1403811465556951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243870665183046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955332319980309,0.0,0.0,0.1357499181854131,0.2013456464062829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716056360993134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898123349419444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472995220333464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829484577360491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KushHouse,2018/02/11,"I'm so lost, do I have some type of performance anxiety? I'm terrified of making mistakes. The feeling is like this: Thoughts are, I get hired at a company and I am somehow terrible/slow or fuck up the simplest things I will feel like a fucking idiot, be judged, the feeling of making a mistake kills me inside, and i'll feel undeserving of the job and that i'll be looked down upon because of it. Even though I know it's okay to make mistakes and everyone starts off as a newbie. This makes me avoid/procrastinate looking for jobs like the plague for months, even though I WANT to get one. The other concern is that I'm having anxiety feelings about one of my biggest passions of my life, Skateboarding. I've been skating since I was 10 years old. I love it so much. But lately I'm too scared to even get myself to go to the Skatepark and enjoy myself. WHY?!? I keep having thoughts like "" I'm not as good as I used to be, and I'm going to look so sucky and everyone there has a front row seat to my Rusty display of skating."" I'm scared of seeing old friends there of whom some are worse and some are better than me and I hate thinking that they will be constantly judging my performance like its a competition even though we're all there just to have fun. The thing is, I know these thoughts are irrational and that NOBODY is thinking this garbage about me, matter of fact i'm a very decent skater and shouldn't even be concerned about what other people think, and this is something that I excel at, so what the hell is wrong with me? Is this like a fear of failing? General Anxiety fucking with me? fear of rejection? It's like i'm fucking terrified of making mistakes that it's paralyzing me. I'm just so lost on why these thoughts invade me. 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I'm afriad everything is gonna go wrong and im gonna freeze during the speech. Its only in front of my class but I cant even raise my hand to give an answer. Im afraid of being judged. I havent practiced it yet. I plan on doing it later today after I sleep. Do you guys have any tips? ,-1.81552845528455,0.09030114634146713,1.1774390243902455,98.79184959349595,98.51219512195122,3.7089430894308943,11.711382113821138,5.46131890053228,-1.339539837398374,282,4,68,2,12,98,57,82,0.057,0.868,0.07400000000000001,0.3079,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,3,1,1,3,0,9,2,2,0,0,4,16,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,5,10,0,9,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,5,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695426918048219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16467015023796364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406816999021964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4783311692332369,0.14169141185294118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468609634230424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5386057824457565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18961522767741715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597175188409039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494949675915004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038988507019487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23632138811567105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27258672181462057,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheDaftAlex,2018/02/11,"What are some good audio guided meditations? I've been experiencing some annoying symptoms like IBS, ear fullness, body tension, etc. I usually use [these guided meditations](http://marc.ucla.edu/mindful-meditations) but I've kind of exhausted them after listening to them for a couple of months. Anyone have any good ones that deal with mental or physical anxiety issues? Would be much appreciated.",8.806021505376346,12.631891967741936,8.99483870967742,48.97892473118282,64.80645161290322,11.230107526881726,34.526881720430104,10.864195022040775,5.366765591397852,330,15,39,11,6,108,53,62,0.133,0.69,0.17800000000000002,0.6274,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,0,7,1,1,1,0,5,4,2,1,0,7,7,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,3,4,6,4,5,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615286513982871,0.0,0.18170991926130853,0.0,0.0,0.16608660799033714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638424560769533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628225998193816,0.0,0.0,0.24488316101609986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649089123030572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984580507751165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24791977068747814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247351105443998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604523615464422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393745296512047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18959430442229613,0.0,0.17461199529723975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609565810963029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688478085138596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051497903479695,0.2616059089270136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16873460781423072,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwawaypanic132,2018/02/11,"Question about anxiety attacks Are they always triggered by events in your past? In school yesterday I was getting really depressed in the last hour or so. When school let out I went to talk to an old teacher I like about random shit to keep my mind busy. The conversation lead to him telling me I have the ability to do better in math after I told him I was struggling a little bit. He kept saying I know you can do it, I believe in you. When I walked out the door into the hall I heard him shout it one last time.He’s a really good guy and it’s good that he encourages kids but for some reason this sent me over the edge. I was getting uneasy before but that last shout sent me in to shakes, irregular breathing, and a fast heart rate. Shit tons of anxiety hit me and all the depression came back pretty much instantly. I was never really given encouragement like this ever. Also my dad kinda neglected me as a kid but has gotten better now. Idk if this sounds stupid or like I have no clue what I’m talking about and I’m sorry if it does. Can those two things be related though? Thanks.",3.127716894977169,4.830341977168956,4.349520547945208,85.54884703196348,74.4337899543379,7.606392694063928,23.125570776255714,8.344100000000001,1.3078968036529677,859,24,174,15,18,282,137,219,0.17800000000000002,0.6990000000000001,0.123,-0.9257,0,0,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,3,1,3,11,19,4,2,12,0,14,4,4,3,3,30,31,17,0,2,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,3,12,8,0,3,3,0,0,7,2,9,0,2,13,5,27,10,24,15,5,35,0,3,0,0,25,12,2,8,19,116,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705726307606137,0.10098718827083422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569106950092146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807265008719213,0.0,0.0933238439854394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327450241912173,0.13673921283053547,0.0,0.2146787562751085,0.13250148998347155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881168283154427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20906669059614447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620920763729534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978353226106287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268186494325255,0.0,0.0,0.20359400824256088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017255618808675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438206527680445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195221915909454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078766961468576,0.0,0.0,0.06670020960111671,0.2967912687629412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410613000418012,0.0,0.17788157162506002,0.12164176492192473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254621991494055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921881723971008,0.0,0.09360582530147098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735440392799222,0.0,0.08224151936362775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585867415645633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347402010030525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595898007247445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325270517848226,0.1247856401029632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651602608685284,0.0,0.2456600631492257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24916326324204816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586058384839678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687929298290138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510062983797336,0.10608023537107523,0.11173856215571673,0.0,0.0,0.08063093913425537,0.0,0.11924260506034295,0.0,0.07077015903718863,0.0,0.0,0.11597150939872727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185580666340528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250856057876886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hannibalthebannable,2018/02/11,"does anyone else feel overwhelmed trying to ""compartmentalize"" Life? I really wanted to get this out there. I feel like I can only ever have one major thing going on at a time in my life. I recently graduated and was lucky enough to get a decent job but I feel like I have to invest all of myself into it, ""recovering"" from the work day. It's not even that I'm working super hard or anything, it's just that I need that recharge time. As a result of that, my job is really all there is to me as a person. On the other hand, it seems fairly common for most people to be heavily invested in multiple things, and having diverse domains of knowledge outside of their jobs.I know I have to work on, but it feels like I can only focus on one thing per day. Like if I plan to work out, all day at work I'll be distracted by it, Googling working related questions and reading threads on r/fitness and stuff, and barely get able to focus on my actual work. It seems like others are so much better at transitioning between different things in throughout the day, whereas for me, I need to recharge, alone for hours and just process things",7.479692874692872,6.226077788288291,7.9079361179361225,74.31261670761673,63.909909909909906,10.595249795249797,33.695331695331696,9.573946990214177,2.9830486486486487,887,30,169,14,11,294,122,222,0.032,0.8290000000000001,0.14,0.9763,4,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,10,7,10,0,2,7,0,12,3,1,1,4,35,27,13,0,4,7,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,20,9,0,0,9,1,2,1,1,2,0,2,1,6,18,8,37,24,7,26,0,1,0,0,3,15,0,7,15,120,38,11,0.10010095583927567,0.0,0.09768409316265617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367440138075014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999291578597333,0.1025652586410133,0.0823745575015273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853116082194716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25822734148349363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458419344964204,0.0,0.0,0.08759902102338768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362150392961053,0.0,0.0,0.10343104605414886,0.0,0.06611573725724268,0.09054704544450083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245620387811905,0.2145364285580858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568958537342921,0.0,0.05688968003089294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967079460049591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857927769964878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986695056792176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550128674631112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140853089248615,0.24452135364243074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358572030546569,0.14844718076043406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566199661958486,0.15226257527518966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939739889318615,0.08740429356499715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213597971994364,0.0,0.10012804457955188,0.0,0.1282544710842124,0.0,0.09883761762199143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822563013342022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145916454921123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325131356067518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167393446808892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679619782155553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904213728034085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5101228163333593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yurialy,2018/02/11,"what actually helps u get through Anxiety? a Psychiatrist or a Psychologist? i went psychiatrist 30days ago, and i told him how bad my anxiety is, and that has been affecting my life,making my depression worse, and that i daydream a lot, he gave pills to increase something in my brain i guess. i finished the pills he said to go back there after 40days, so next week am going. but i am not feeling any different, i know it doesn’t happen this quickly, but i always thought going to see a doc it wouldn’t help me. if u went to see a doc and have been taking medicines, is it helping u? r u actually changing? how much time have u been taking medicines?? 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I help to run the instagram account of the place I work. Today I was trying to post on one of my personal accounts but something happened and even though it said when I was posting that I was posting on the correct account, when it all went through it was on the work one. I deleted it quickly and I'm sure no one saw it but I've been sitting here for the past half hour thinking about how I can never show my face at work again and how I'll have to quit even though I'm pretty sure no one saw it. I just wish I could accept that it was a silly mistake that doesn't impact anything but my brain won't shut up about it. 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Nights are the worst for me. I can't sleep because the second everything is still and quiet, my mind goes to awful places and will not stop. I deal with unrelenting unpleasant thoughts all day long, but nights are the worst. Pretty often, my boyfriend will stay up and watch Netflix with me. We have a daughter so it's our hanging out time once she goes to bed. He's been doing it less lately though, and it's usually not a huge deal if I know in advanced, but he just went to sleep tonight and we had discussed hanging out tonight so I'm panicking about spending my night alone again. Here's how it usually goes. I'll try to lay down, but within minutes my mind is racing and I can tell I'm about to start crying, so I get back up and go outside to smoke aND calm down so that I don't disturb him. He gets really frustrated when I have crying spells, which is often. I'll pace around downstairs for a while, or just sit somewhere and cry for hours. I'll try to lay down again eventually and I'll be getting out of bed in a few minutes again. I don't want to live like this anymore. I don't want to do this again tonight. 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I've showed up late to work so many times and my boss wants me to go to the doctor and see if there's something that could help. Anyone else have experience with this?,2.9297142857142866,3.757269685714288,3.861428571428572,92.31357142857144,73.57142857142857,6.742857142857144,21.142857142857142,6.742157984588678,0.14222857142857182,258,5,60,2,5,83,52,70,0.046,0.868,0.087,0.5994,1,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,6,4,2,2,0,10,10,7,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,1,13,6,1,9,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,3,38,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357658736099632,0.0,0.0,0.1860731929136676,0.27266538253252864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247048547368635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27237909670191923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230421547238385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603106904904398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123879735992568,0.0,0.0,0.2933917768661349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837069741157427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30018833904159725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697979679015789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124097662597517,0.0,0.19562451108565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205851425722164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20486766477142526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15517329403624702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298371733730457,0.0,0.0,0.1569610135087664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373426203693175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bunbohuehue,2018/02/11,"I think I have anxiety... How do I tackle things from here? Hi everyone! I'm a little lost at the moment, so I was hoping some lovely people could help me out here. I think I have anxiety, but I keep telling myself that it's just hormones or that I'm just stressed from school. Recently, during a breakdown, my boyfriend told me I should seek help, but I keep denying the fact that I have something that's worth calling anxiety. I worry, worry, and worry some more about everything. If someone gets fired at work, I worry about that the entire day. If someone's in a bad mood around me, I think I did something wrong or it affects my own mood so much. At night, I lay in bed and think about my day, and then it spirals into feelings of guilt over something that happened recently, or something I did when I was 4. I'd just cry and cry, and my heart aches so much from all the emotions. I worry and feel anxious about insecurities and it keeps me from doing things I like, and recently it's been barring me from having a normal social life at university. Lately, I've been feeling like nothing is real. I'll be walking back to my dorm at night, and it's like my mind and body aren't together. It just feels like I'm in a dream, and it gets to the point where I have to make an effort to regulate my breathing. Once I get to my room, I just feel like crying and often times I do. There are days that are fine, but there are many others where the entire time I feel...off. Kind of uncomfortable internally and like there's some sort of turmoil. If it doesn't start when I wake up, then sometimes I'll be having a fun time when it just hits me and I feel like I have to isolate myself to calm down. I've also been really fatigued as well, and can't bring myself to come out and socialize like I did last semester. And as for school, I can't focus like I used to. Mentally, I seem to be always having some sort of brain fog and my short term memory has gone to poop. I'm so scattered yet blank at the same time it feels like. I'm sure I'm missing a few things, but that's the bulk of it. I confide in my boyfriend, who suffers from depression, anxiety and ADHD, and he said my current state worries him. Even though I take quizzes online that all come up with anxiety, I ignore it. I blow it off as birth control related, but a lot of these feelings I've had before birth control, but it's just amplified now. I also just blame it on the fact that I transferred to a new school in the fall and that all of this is just in my personality. However, I just know this isn't normal. I think I might just be scared of being brushed off and being treated like it's all in my head, or sounding like other teenagers who are all ""i hAvE AnXIetY"" at everything. Any advice? Should I see the services at school immediately or should I wait until spring break to see my doctor (I've been at that office since I was a baby and they were the ones who prescribed the pill) at home? I'm so sorry if this post was all over the place, I hope everything made sense. Thank you in advance ",4.6013965128205125,4.846907713600004,5.4241600000000005,84.71745435897436,69.464,8.33025641025641,28.025641025641022,8.139509932561175,1.6370631794871793,2391,75,507,30,39,782,268,625,0.172,0.713,0.116,-0.991,2,0,4,0,0,0,75.0,0,1,1,6,41,38,0,5,25,0,48,13,7,7,9,112,98,56,0,12,26,0,9,12,0,4,4,2,4,1,41,30,1,7,15,2,1,7,5,13,1,1,18,14,71,23,67,68,18,78,0,5,2,1,18,37,0,21,43,346,112,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873581146844784,0.05588910178624625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147569352482716,0.047589808281309945,0.0,0.0,0.03889373298481391,0.0,0.2625185198760239,0.06461269404147374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050914591722031735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04397848795860187,0.04775441894294875,0.0,0.0,0.0486676959189398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352939833201215,0.0,0.06384717577630075,0.058401246019817124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985347577339182,0.0,0.0,0.12829537948735462,0.04566458098722317,0.0,0.1884740515791578,0.11065577350398016,0.0,0.04926092058725001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058540259334569515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433530662192019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777595357101908,0.0,0.0,0.05465110963955325,0.15420625002276225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602700517161713,0.2042962462671147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964417144879913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057627249361974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869732068788872,0.0,0.0,0.06777490698887786,0.07667157289671714,0.0,0.05737002659247052,0.11361266095114275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250938387991833,0.0,0.059558522685340926,0.03143220681347634,0.04662056584219301,0.06451707722615763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039765961284353,0.3353039146990316,0.05732319486021819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06243376921475825,0.048624108145469705,0.051619621204821324,0.05411813936952637,0.0381772935690734,0.057985517978946285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763788008520514,0.06067356439125447,0.05774941565568448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08408802106928805,0.0,0.0,0.055238111004979135,0.0,0.1073449798953361,0.11207552584388973,0.054878976306505615,0.0,0.0,0.06090951117435836,0.03875598683649096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039650967035859706,0.0499394043323227,0.0597553290624974,0.0,0.054066610607447115,0.0,0.05477583328717273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509904517224348,0.036639801248091484,0.0,0.16941587930108776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054404383879376544,0.0,0.057260953268561565,0.2315326430575068,0.09115207862155884,0.052067071039673486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731128745383634,0.0,0.0,0.11660371623183825,0.09692021169194512,0.17612227032401898,0.05656611279043905,0.06402375636988936,0.040482053239470635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551528398688443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053904462627908135,0.0,0.043002606172923605,0.0,0.04998988634287682,0.052656350193240886,0.0,0.0,0.11399102204876607,0.1832373304514903,0.056192600377849934,0.0,0.13340061678260645,0.0,0.0,0.05465110963955325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939706422738754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051424078670743334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04163775443474962,0.3484983709389421,0.0,0.0,0.06253242213276029,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Usernamewastakentoo,2018/02/11,"How do I deal with the anxiety of waiting for a package for more than a week? I finally bought something I really wanted two days ago and it will take more than a week to arrive. I've been keeping busy as much as possible but the anxiety is destroying me and these two days have already felt like an eternity and I keep feeling like something bad will happen and the delivery will be cancelled, so I keep checking my phone all the time to see if it wasn't cancelled for some reason. I know I'm supposed to do something else and forget about it but it's so hard. How do I survive this wait?",4.4390000000000045,5.158129566666666,5.403333333333336,83.04000000000002,70.0,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5231666666666674,468,20,94,8,8,154,77,120,0.183,0.752,0.065,-0.9301,0,0,3,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,8,0,11,0,0,3,1,24,25,14,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,5,4,0,2,0,1,2,0,2,4,4,9,2,13,17,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,10,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342763285878074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855243389856676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24755604037597906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509783846360635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086976960431078,0.1668106670850502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516473592231865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181190856139066,0.11559131861656174,0.15535520992420698,0.17724608632416528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308089686102812,0.0,0.1449427324617714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4314509225252673,0.0,0.0,0.08892209962212734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809648303033566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894302285108632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824073451549472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365444831957688,0.16635931411617105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893517569493546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736890514965301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216549017003909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434799635282293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31611391554198504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543496013303196,0.0,0.2595754689264679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ijuspeelthestikersof,2018/02/11,"I do not have anxiety. My friend does. How can I comfort my friend when she is having anxiety attacks? She often texts me when she’s having an attack, how can I comfort her to the best of my ability through a screen?",2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.86363636363637,7.127272727272729,26.90909090909091,8.07648339933343,1.820109090909092,169,7,34,3,4,57,31,44,0.107,0.515,0.378,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,2,0,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,11,5,3,7,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44591697886427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6631330107165834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058588449487871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550499015622055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450347169124249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NotEasilyBroken18,2018/02/11,Has anyone taken paroxetine? I’ve just started and looking to hear if others have had success or side affects. ,4.7650000000000015,7.6997975000000025,5.4200000000000035,74.01500000000001,74.0,6.0,35.0,7.1686216300943375,3.045,90,5,12,1,2,29,20,20,0.0,0.8290000000000001,0.171,0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,9,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060470316174169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6545041436682926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876514624417374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110306378047195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,maverick1325,2018/02/11,"Fear Of developing Menieres I have always had bad anxiety. Lately its been well under control. A few days ago I was walking and I felt the ground move, like an earthquake. Then once I got of the elevator work it continued to feel like the earth was moving, but only when I walked. I ignored it. Then I noticed it happen a day later. SO I GOOGLED. Now I am convinced I have menieres disease. I also have been experiencing aural fullness (like when your ear feels like it has something in it). Now I after reading I think I have all the symptoms and being super anxious. What do you guys think Menieres or Anxiety?",2.43333333333333,5.084441222222225,4.056752136752138,82.00769230769231,81.22222222222223,5.651282051282053,27.803418803418804,7.010146845296331,1.7132188034188038,481,22,84,6,13,160,79,117,0.111,0.745,0.14400000000000002,0.7184,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,3,7,10,0,1,7,0,13,2,1,1,1,12,20,10,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,2,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,3,1,0,7,5,16,7,6,12,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,17,65,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14923814591582354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463487284152484,0.14008634511784793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575849837272976,0.1901952641410948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057089647010598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882646786107327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715241751945813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18944820697159448,0.17025251416591802,0.2405482643820234,0.16164893072090325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465031335361433,0.0,0.0,0.16669970189397007,0.14887736301509874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991380450355508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32900251552628623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578732712628361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19167533366811998,0.0,0.17929449837018158,0.0,0.12804293352049795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840236062559336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960929048982453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498717878650968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157524801139548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513729828339376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256575616357962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,88Throwawayabc88,2018/02/11,"My boyfriend (25/M) was brought to the hospital yesterday involuntarily and I need advice. Hi everyone, My boyfriend (25/M) is in the army (so I made this a throwaway account and am not going to add too many details to help protect his identity). He had what I am assuming was a mental breakdown at work. We are in a long distance relationship because he is stationed 4 hours from me. He started acting weird about 2 weeks ago when he was given a new job at work. He mentioned that he was feeling anxious and that there was bullying going on. He seemed completely different and seemed like he was withdrawing from me. About two nights ago on the phone. He was jumping from saying how much he loved me to being very stern and mean. And then randomly hanging up on me. He wasn’t making much sense. He kept contradicting himself. And I became concerned. I slept it off because he said he was just tired and going to bed. But the next day, when I called him in the morning, he was acting like a different person. And bouncing around contradicting thoughts even more so than the night before. He wouldn’t answer me at all during the day. And I knew something wasn’t right. I eventually found out he was brought involuntarily to a hospital for suicidal and erratic behavior. He is a sensitive person, but he has never ever mentioned suicide. This is the first time I have ever seen him act this way. And now, I don’t know what to do. The hospital is not allowed to confirm or deny that he is there. I have no way of contacting him. His parents have no way of contacting him. We have no information. He was brought in yesterday afternoon and that is all I know. Does anyone know when someone in this situation would be given the opportunity to make a phone call? Or what the best way to get some sort of information would be? I feel hopeless and I want to be able to know he is safe. And on a lighter note, does anyone have any suggestions for what to put in a care package? I want to start putting one together for him for when he is out. I think focusing on that will help me cope with the unknown right now. 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My panic/anxiety ""started"" really over a year ago, couldn't sleep because of adrenaline rushes/ panic attacks. Couldn't eat well. Have been doing therapy and medication and my life has been great, I'm happy a lot of the time, really great. Now I have been away from my gf (like when it all started) traveling with a friend, sitting in a remote village in the Andes right now, living my dream... When my anxiety came back hard, felt dizzy, could hardly eat today, and now I can't fall asleep again because I get these weird adrenaline rushes/mini panic attacks and feel really uneasy... Which kinda ruins my trip right now :( and nothing seems to help, have taken my meds and still can't sleep... Which makes me feel bad about myself, I want to do it. Well, just needed to vent. Hopefully it will get better, or I might take a shortcut and try and get back to my homecountry or at least back to the city as fast as possible ",3.8753054101221633,5.518129863874347,4.944586387434559,82.29181849912743,72.35078534031412,8.234694589877838,24.775218150087266,8.841846274778883,1.83589815008726,768,23,146,15,15,252,110,191,0.163,0.721,0.116,-0.6984,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,17,16,2,2,9,0,17,7,3,1,1,31,36,15,0,7,4,0,5,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,6,11,2,0,4,3,0,6,4,7,2,0,6,5,17,9,18,25,4,33,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,7,20,97,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241827721210594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392708675690648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23721666933302846,0.09795366480582418,0.3206713483894328,0.08705093458649732,0.12710921299174255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220757968355628,0.11382254963489835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924318481979422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324139504634323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133635795759692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543178457281743,0.0,0.1001038682082752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805493421204984,0.0,0.16341124188261988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298892549430084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098440047231424,0.186789077690785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988182690328278,0.0,0.0,0.10355155120274123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0736403897743265,0.05093511028430134,0.0,0.09206157545090587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886362801849786,0.0,0.0,0.06959291221072708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580694773244865,0.10502879692080468,0.0,0.11060108366646984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461172226461667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000382013304122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669723055572148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753504017355156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037070991400865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807123717105586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949124142961513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866625084535853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758845972710144,0.0,0.08326043904181467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838891436372128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922791666735552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079358006226855,0.0,0.0988242338687313,0.0,0.0,0.0707842240357185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061493970342416215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748062305546095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713862536402232 anxiety,Toxie917,2018/02/11,"I can't stop thinking about my stupidity I was at a school dance kids thing just with friends. I saw this girl who didn't go to my school (was friend with girls at my school) and I tried to talk to her and said., "" You look awkward and lonely so, I'll try to talk to you."" This was a kinda big thing for me since I generally can hardly keep eye contact with girls but as soon as I said that I knew I'd screwed up. I apologize and she said it was cool but, she was conspicuously always on the other side of the room from me. I have GAD and usually have obsessive tendencies but, I can't stop thinking about this. 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Help.. I've (m, 23) graduated with a computer science degree in 2016, and started off slow in my applications. I was stupid for not trying harder, and let my fears grow after being rejected by all my applications. I get so intimidated and uncomfortable during interviews which never helps. It got bad enough that with any call, whether it's family or some possible recruiter, I get triggered and freeze up, just staring at it (it's not as bad today as it was a month ago; something I've been trying to work on when my family calls). Networking is one of the most difficult things to do for me, and because I'm too embarrassed if where I'm at in life, I have isolated myself and avoided contacting any friends and acquaintances I once knew (there were only a few). I've only really had one part-time job at the university, which I somehow got even though I was super timid during the interview. I don't know where to start anymore. I've allowed myself to get into bad habits during the time I've spent at home, which I'm working on bettering, and getting myself to apply and interview for jobs is something I'm trying to tackle in the near future. How can I try to change my way of thinking to do so? What do I say when the fact that there's no employment listed on my resume after graduation? I feel like I need to know anything and everything in order to get myself through. Where do I start? What else do I do? I can't think of enough questions to match what I'm feeling about this life obstacle.. If you've been through something similar, how did your journey go? What did you feel through all of it? I've been trying to be more aware of my emotions and feelings so I can drop them from my mind, as if I were meditating, but the fears that I have with this just keeps coming back. I feel stuck. I need help, please. Thank you for your time.",4.6825370370370365,5.910338444736844,5.580467836257308,80.12086744639376,69.8157894736842,8.787524366471732,29.074074074074076,9.150863307647796,2.4127641325536064,1539,57,295,30,27,505,193,380,0.118,0.833,0.049,-0.9534,5,3,3,0,0,0,49.0,0,4,1,4,20,20,1,8,10,0,28,2,0,4,4,55,61,29,0,5,10,0,6,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,19,17,0,3,11,0,1,4,6,15,0,3,16,8,39,5,54,42,8,44,0,2,1,0,17,20,0,8,18,202,58,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07909329651722903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135322024497006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848802730330145,0.0,0.0,0.07342523866153801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860913990134071,0.22349947182687316,0.10878245057689302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789129776170749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221905502335664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438907549836068,0.0768601342646755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07453671460577559,0.10036702618730277,0.0,0.1843882254881333,0.0,0.058932805645803624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019040423757495,0.0,0.16822830454788734,0.3012115257136738,0.2255762510163449,0.06374293611300788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893563906176964,0.0,0.2330840139410878,0.0,0.05070908373097359,0.0,0.14272406153078615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941853786373138,0.0,0.08950076192550346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656285443899811,0.07930799913459358,0.0,0.0,0.09807234285561063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123943541587584,0.1260456558976448,0.0435912235369639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09009263214486132,0.0,0.07121918985449655,0.0,0.0,0.1323196142906777,0.06881644485937685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502257506937448,0.12092343535695585,0.13572049754068674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966228566635636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979431447895516,0.0,0.10058869375238058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995332689137164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716033830344412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095594495172633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607116192427388,0.0,0.0,0.18946346155521596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214713749373992,0.0,0.0,0.05927766310506598,0.11434459185526,0.08766390477938121,0.0,0.10405657407297042,0.0,0.0845756344768098,0.0,0.0,0.30289233846839625,0.0,0.0871606508342853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082329443713499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299149039357844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057458495915136826 anxiety,WillyTejas,2018/02/11,"Anxiety about working After the place I worked at for 3 years, and loved working at for 3 years closed down in October I’ve struggled to find a stable job. I’m 20 and work as a waiter. Some days I feel highly energetic and eager to get to work and make money, some days I feel anxious or depressed. It consistently affects my attitude towards others and the performance I show. Before going to work I get so anxious and this has led me to call in a few times, and I was fired after working for 2 weeks at one job. I got a new job as a server and I want to be seen as a hardworking employee but I’m struggling with anxiety and depression and don’t know how to stop this from affecting my life. My doctor prescribed me Prozac but i haven’t noticed any difference since taking it for about a month. 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I stopped cold turkey from 225 mg because I was sick of feeling like a zombie with no emotions and was too impatient to taper down slowly. I’ve been off it for 6 days and god it feels awful. Nausea, dizziness, I basically feel like I’m on drugs. Also, I feel so depressed and hopeless I basically spend my days in bed doing nothing and barely eating a meal a day. Need some reassurance this will pass because right now I feel like I’m doomed to feel like this forever. Also since I stopped my depression has worsened soo so much and I’m not sure if it’s the withdrawal or just my depression coming back after being masked by the Effexor. I have an appointment next week with my psychiatrist and I’m thinking about asking him for Prozac, but I’m scared they will make me feel as apathetic as the Effexor. Sorry, just a rant. If anyone has any success stories on Effexor withdrawal or Prozac, let me hear them so I can atleast fill myself with some hope before losing it entirely:(",4.03343186733958,6.225612420091328,5.231290555155012,78.08647440519105,73.20091324200915,8.446142754145638,29.334534967555875,9.134995656068208,2.8134328767123287,916,39,161,21,19,303,133,219,0.199,0.6709999999999999,0.131,-0.9444,1,0,1,0,0,1,21.0,0,0,2,4,12,19,1,1,9,1,13,6,0,1,1,38,36,20,0,5,8,0,8,5,0,2,4,2,1,0,7,10,2,2,9,0,1,4,3,9,0,0,3,11,20,10,21,29,5,21,2,7,0,0,7,6,1,9,16,99,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776714655626174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554254331766827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767417526230694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038507636968131,0.0,0.0,0.08541856429557451,0.0,0.13543444448063854,0.0,0.09452632198002443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569107454042547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492456295049828,0.0,0.287035592246972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12882492571081947,0.11366909286956695,0.0,0.12495721840944113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493488658497008,0.39680063724652986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06313294606626013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520241648533315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033383404838433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359334327131845,0.0,0.27135595459797834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485544743829109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415101693424822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166126630997242,0.16473827681132328,0.0,0.0,0.11814161850159825,0.0,0.0,0.1065903714226192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130147781569793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486715603301196,0.0,0.08834034291535904,0.11121683908279616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0918917961228243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435210039675615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574636478711404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104697592403237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117966268987501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910678822278928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,taifw,2018/02/11,"How to manage unreasonable anxiety over unlikely pregnancy My ex (F) and I (M) broke up a few months back, partially due to me always being in a state of paranoia over her being pregnant. I always had this paranoia growing up, but it got way worse when one time, I did get a girl pregnant and she had an abortion. Well yesterday, my ex and I ended up having sex. She is a few days into her period, I used a condom, and I didn't ejaculate. Even so, I can feel the paranoia building. The fear of pregnancy is very unreasonable in this situation, however, I know it can easily take over for the next month until she has her period (I've let paranoia take over in many similar situations). Do you have any tips on how to make this next month more manageable?",4.091818181818184,5.5045858503401375,5.9973283858998165,75.86682745825604,71.44897959183673,9.9713048855906,29.00989486703773,10.230975488527342,3.157291156462584,588,23,111,17,11,204,93,147,0.133,0.8190000000000001,0.048,-0.8909999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,1,9,0,15,2,0,4,0,12,23,10,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,5,1,18,1,19,15,3,30,0,1,0,2,10,12,0,0,15,82,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871935051211812,0.0,0.0,0.11735734925772792,0.0,0.13201988795016376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270001038983878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129700735729613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528507889098965,0.0,0.0,0.11398457891683422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419556757414194,0.08725942606659874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016364617357127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380244999081034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484305541950866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647027852353458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519557602891775,0.17496460645735626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4132446747140863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670722900091331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694171615704416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387964487386154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595107995212904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063024023089648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904993874214706,0.0,0.14239297195654088,0.0,0.13698250584637878,0.0,0.0,0.155166220819577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586931499512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bachs_kocillus,2018/02/11,"Anyone Experiencing time-related anxiety? Not sure how to best describe this anxiety, but here I go - Deadlines make me extremely anxious. I freeze up and am unable to make the simplest of task, write the simplest of reports or emails, if I am simultaneously thinking about how much time I have left to do them. Even if I have plenty of time - and I mostly do - and even if I'm not overwhelmed with many tasks on hand, I still can't shake off the feeling that the deadline is just around the corner and that I won't be able to finish my work before it comes. I do my best work on weekends or anytime I know it isn't expected from me to be available and be doing something. For example, the week between Christmas and New Years I was super productive. Just to add a bit of backstory, I finished my studies recently and am currently unemployed (job market really sucks in my country). The time-related anxiety started appearing already in high school, but has gotten worse in the last couple of years. I thought that by having now all the free time I could possibly need I might slowly learn how to better plan my tasks and figure out how much time I need for them, but I still struggle with this. I do experience general and social anxiety from time to time, but it isn't overwhelming and I've come pretty far in learning how to deal with it and how to recuperate from the stress it induces. But I can't seem to figure out a way to deal with this crippling feeling that I'm constantly running out of time for everything I need to do and it's really taking a toll on my productivity. Any thoughts?",6.465857605177995,6.584957090614889,7.105647249190941,74.69432847896445,65.47249190938511,10.361812297734627,34.642394822006466,10.125756701596842,3.4657521035598715,1267,54,235,27,18,419,159,309,0.085,0.7959999999999999,0.12,0.9439,4,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,2,7,16,12,1,5,13,0,25,1,1,9,2,69,47,28,0,8,14,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,23,0,0,12,1,1,6,7,6,0,0,4,5,30,7,45,37,7,46,0,2,0,0,7,17,1,9,22,170,43,9,0.0976286268988768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773561747250857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639081411950358,0.0,0.2987425294253516,0.11029255951190776,0.0,0.06826420590633532,0.0,0.0,0.08691017641087961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307477080280351,0.0,0.20491044144549064,0.08634458678584463,0.10658517498089412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681968348879531,0.0,0.10550186247257033,0.0,0.07794851446508062,0.10802421873744604,0.0,0.0,0.20130165494824095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896557461839755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877423147265078,0.09549953057184553,0.0,0.0,0.09872793434418238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05548459851922147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031500045022286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688134785287662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05365414013445554,0.07958036124183883,0.0,0.0,0.10607378878313667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033573310742458,0.09898010425655147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035685450157306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353654812891736,0.21717116939303252,0.0,0.0942903362214158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006160785774076,0.0,0.09932341168108476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250867966305721,0.0,0.09639649105733328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880538256529768,0.0,0.08887743525394312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952009046051144,0.0,0.07515928668991742,0.0,0.0,0.06910204461080997,0.0,0.1559326951069631,0.0,0.11183326225996466,0.10206263828219303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201382546485076,0.0,0.07340457739542554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255648204562356,0.0,0.1550124490685202,0.5123523370801981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749305979379799,0.07831179563028477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214960626743364,0.0,0.09949191145689214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257392696852219 anxiety,catchslip,2018/02/11,"I just saw someone get a brain injury Im sorry if this is out of place but i just saw someone at a concert fall down the stairs and get a brain injury and hes twitching and we called an ambulance and i have never been so anxious and scared in my life ",-0.5454285714285732,1.6010057818181842,1.6342857142857168,97.34000000000002,91.1818181818182,3.8701298701298703,18.766233766233768,5.288315135182226,-0.4700129870129871,198,6,45,1,7,66,40,55,0.256,0.7440000000000001,0.0,-0.9249,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,4,4,2,0,1,12,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,6,0,5,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,1,1,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750112113716402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435058671792233,0.24857340576472206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25436851120634624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629505719883107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194468473294264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18775136408344206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25433679364677303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24371997416752214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125217996124541,0.0,0.0,0.2725045141213932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Schablik,2018/02/11,"Sold my old car and now I've been having panic attacks and anxiety all day Hi, I traded in my old Accord for a new to me CRV with my parents last night. Before anyone says to be thankful, don't worry I am lol. I was just seriously attached to that car since that was the first one I drove, the one I practiced for my driving test in and also the car I passed in. I'm not extremely anxious and upset about it and can't calm down for some reason and it's really stressing me out. I know I should be worried over an object like this but I can't cool down for my life",3.2204918032786907,3.5132619918032795,4.962418032786888,86.64641393442626,72.52459016393442,7.411475409836067,25.08606557377049,7.1686216300943375,0.9582426229508199,441,12,98,4,8,151,81,122,0.152,0.7859999999999999,0.062,-0.7606,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,4,9,1,3,5,2,11,1,0,1,1,16,16,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,2,0,2,6,4,5,0,3,5,2,16,4,16,8,2,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,9,69,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226120315442335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14565394057673287,0.215095533134894,0.0,0.13313070100497654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21660519943283665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201466531347394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279095178528895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16195243232747658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463775551304552,0.15519977325879988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448373049185985,0.09301884013703658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838875643902719,0.0,0.17867561492731682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995813225001855,0.0,0.2580372100074661,0.0,0.0,0.2233910167584809,0.2114144348960501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197382728471405,0.19576084361231366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514121230077476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749918416416853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21810025331241345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529288765583392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867168002912763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Megsi99,2018/02/11,"Flu anxiety Anyone else extremely anxious about getting the flu? Any weird sensation means the flu to me and it’s making it hard for me to do normal things like go out to dinner. I’ve also got a flight in a couple of weeks I’m ALREADY stressing about. My back hurts now and my sinuses are draining, so my anxiety is going off the charts. I did get the flu shot, though. 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Ive been taking pills amd been in therapy for GAD and depression since late 2015- this has neber happened before, but ive just gotten real angry. Working out doesnt help as well as it used to, and i just have bouts of anxious anger. Ebentually they wear off, but i just hate myself and wanna punch something. Ive never acted on these feelings, but i feel like there isnt a solution",6.3532941176470565,6.531569505882356,6.865882352941178,76.11647058823532,65.70588235294119,9.623529411764707,31.117647058823533,9.3871,2.7022235294117642,348,12,64,6,5,114,64,85,0.31,0.657,0.033,-0.9786,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,3,0,1,0,10,2,1,1,1,16,18,8,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,2,9,2,12,15,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,44,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900454201576924,0.2806509786608116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139246229309067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21396918635941933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512235777052905,0.17747578026940958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21968253425927745,0.0,0.0,0.2452695143961341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16651489531697464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28023565852607657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136852931288447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160165802736492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28276348801904555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550078158170065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912506832584338,0.0,0.0,0.17583739586162245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678564152811472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409709566126196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21456053835936095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233650557336442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808572867097942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fluboyyo,2018/02/11,"Flu and anxiety and advice? Currently got the flu and not got that much sleep the past few days. Dont really have anything to worry about but still getting really bad anxiety. anyone got any advice that might help me out? 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I'm not here for a medical diagnosis. I know that's absolutely ridiculous and if I want real answers, I need to talk to a professional. Maybe I'm just looking for anyone with a similar story? Every once in a while (most particularly Sunday evenings), I just get consumed with this deep sense of dread and nervousness. There's really no root cause to it. When I feel myself starting to freak out, I check in with my emotions and what I'm thinking about, but there doesn't seem to be any real cause other than uncertainty about what work will be like in the morning. I usually distract myself at night with funny videos and cuddling my cat and going on with my life until bedtime. This weekend was a little different. I didn't feel much dread on Sunday night, but it kicked in pretty strongly this morning. I reminded myself that today was going to be fine, stuck to my morning get-ready routine, and headed off to work. (My car wouldn't start for a minute, which did give me a Real Reason for Anxiety to cling to for a while, which was almost...nice. At least, compared to the weird formless dread that I was feeling otherwise.) For the first three hours of the day, my whole body felt kind of shaky, like it was full of adrenaline, but my heart rate didn't seem much faster than normal. When I was distracted by work/students, the anxiety kind of faded into the background, but between things, it surged up again. Every once in a while, I would feel Absolutely Certain that I was going to break down and have a full-on panic attack in the middle of teaching, which would be absolutely mortifying. But that attack never came. Could this be caused by the fact that I don't address whatever triggers my brain is apparently dealing with? But when I *try* to address them, I cannot figure out what the problem is. There is no real reason for me to feel like this, and that is so frustrating. On the various online screener tests I've taken for anxiety disorders, I almost never score higher than ""moderate"", and I wouldn't necessarily say that these episodes are negatively impacting my life, other than making my Sunday evenings kind of shitty, so I know I'd never get diagnosed with an actual disorder. Has anyone else ever had to deal with anything like this?",6.983718244803697,7.150991418013858,7.243321939953809,73.98037321016166,64.3810623556582,9.976498845265587,32.33154734411085,9.692545771848811,3.0108809053117778,1816,65,322,33,25,590,211,433,0.162,0.767,0.07,-0.9911,2,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,0,0,1,4,17,25,4,8,21,0,33,9,4,8,6,75,63,25,0,10,10,0,6,4,0,5,4,1,2,0,30,21,0,0,16,2,1,5,15,15,0,2,15,8,36,10,66,37,7,54,0,0,1,1,7,21,0,6,31,236,66,5,0.0,0.0,0.07742905592136756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890466401224254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05395716864461503,0.0,0.18209560978392053,0.0,0.0,0.1109594247134502,0.08129809971907004,0.06529399017569007,0.0,0.0,0.18053227495670796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813415932663797,0.0,0.08857501109984345,0.08101988774842725,0.09074928625010976,0.0,0.24452682495646744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335034742937444,0.0,0.0,0.051170816600760456,0.16360196042981676,0.0,0.08053327761918462,0.0,0.0828984034239794,0.1818719752020797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628237919159913,0.08925219367750989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481295268512658,0.07177189262086638,0.13370279207246738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20059551437924744,0.05668392395042434,0.07618342804668228,0.0,0.0,0.06749062607778589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436311214349692,0.07611473927760189,0.13528039439725326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814306313199629,0.0,0.0,0.09402394179288054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813862174043425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478761234370452,0.1308174418153199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208712382681467,0.15505539911086547,0.07952431034399772,0.0,0.0,0.06662962849115292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296325421645115,0.0,0.07971249232657564,0.0,0.0,0.07993151449850047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665508002533599,0.05883314615681522,0.18358674850019008,0.0,0.0,0.1489193949479461,0.07774103415650321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899919417758827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309399904965264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072216232788215,0.0,0.07592223504959679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612469042592168,0.050830295354276266,0.16315928951527148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309815067733253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446500848945218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232128191836263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377432555957575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271314364072332,0.05084092876875813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520957026898006,0.0,0.0,0.05386989469223742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738706120685384,0.0,0.04679960473794161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858560902964896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329182613271352,0.0,0.0,0.11272850495812375,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sarrOOF,2018/02/12,scared i'm always scared of gguughghiidk..like i'm too lazy to finish homework and study but then i get extremely scared/anxious if my grades drop. i'm nervous for the future b/c i feel so unprepared and clueless and i'm so mediocre at everything. i don't understand myself at all :// i'm also scared of bugs,1.1330645161290356,3.71121383870968,3.038951612903226,87.07842741935484,88.03225806451613,6.325806451612903,23.87903225806452,7.6454224807358475,1.5943483870967738,246,10,47,5,8,82,43,62,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.9472,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,9,9,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,24,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375778926256176,0.23281791877456426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514682554165662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147644433474454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618514748374706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8403927089743968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912840503971815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BabyFirefly74,2018/02/12,"Anyone taken Prozac (Fluoxetine) for anxiety? My doctor prescribed me 10mg Prozac today for anxiety. I don't have any depression, just anxiety. I'm nervous to take it due to effects I've heard about. I also don't want to lose what little sex drive I have left! Anyone have experience?.",2.226587301587305,5.0809592777777794,4.463015873015877,76.805,85.85185185185185,7.530158730158732,24.38095238095239,8.418075326091056,2.4253841269841274,227,9,38,6,7,78,39,54,0.17,0.731,0.099,-0.2066,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,0,3,10,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,5,0,6,8,0,5,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,20,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197959760730694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16833748461295006,0.0,0.5681083288855211,0.0,0.0,0.346175140756322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213208114135348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25337038254514954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421442027995757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26895580396073177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.248102758264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693689654427583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612125911847371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346414794536213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600706338677827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Katbananas,2018/02/12,Just managed to prevent what could’ve been a bad anxiety attack Am currently in bed now exhausted listening to smooth jazz. If anyone wants to chat about anything I would appreciate it,5.764545454545453,8.592393333333337,6.2212121212121225,70.0518181818182,70.21212121212122,10.460606060606061,35.24242424242424,10.504223727775694,4.761169696969698,152,8,23,5,3,49,31,33,0.28,0.622,0.098,-0.7906,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344234118863757,0.0,0.0,0.3056698849383638,0.0,0.3597424286528504,0.0,0.0,0.4973284590848172,0.0,0.0,0.3650072929657151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34903377445494216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257846142089334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105433290485201,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theeagleruns,2018/02/12,"Guys, I need some love. It's been awhile since I've had a Reddit account. Had to delete it for personal reasons but I've decided to come back. It's coming back. My anxiety. I thought it was gone. I thought my meds would hold it off and that I could live a normal life again. I was wrong. All the symptoms coming back: throwing up, diarrhea, racing thoughts, paralyzing fear... I thought I escaped. I was wrong. I don't want to go back guys. Please. I feel so alone right now. Edit: thanks guys so much. I really appreciate it :)",-0.2445726495726497,1.919280269230772,1.5267948717948734,94.40709401709404,102.07692307692308,5.0034188034188025,20.200854700854702,6.691623216298621,0.560082905982906,404,15,86,7,18,131,68,104,0.133,0.701,0.166,0.6765,0,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,9,3,0,1,1,20,23,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,4,0,1,7,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,11,1,13,2,6,10,3,15,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,6,51,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372124707848529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134916012627493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4074851088143628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423672146965197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577692422063706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908024828285074,0.06698740380910613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529316258630367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39353710458853497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357668650796233,0.0,0.0,0.11698494823016205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957111271880748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715878713587974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739027535364983,0.09823449270943578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980524673481805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567907716402485,0.0,0.1454265899178377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487202545804526,0.1362146263064328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313978910151212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959133664634857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770060153548944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219725801422374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207069292057294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814192731049871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411214784381892,0.2896988052565549,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ActiveEfficiency,2018/02/12,"My Anxiety is so bad.. Most days I worry I have cancer... I tried to let loose once and now I'm worried I'm pregnant. ( I have an IUD, he didn't climax ) When does this ever stop? Why can't I be carefree?",-1.8753333333333304,-0.015607977777776227,1.495000000000001,97.7025,95.44444444444444,3.888888888888889,16.38888888888889,5.46131890053228,-0.7267777777777775,151,4,37,1,6,54,36,45,0.321,0.679,0.0,-0.9041,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,1,4,9,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,1,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22498329607819076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455585971113344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966814733500964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573661476808186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660274509655699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007339692414268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132035620113238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458781471955282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996724657166581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653766760331121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5973392826437621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LabradorPhantom,2018/02/12,"anxiety for Music Over the past few months, I've begun to develop an anxiety over music. Anytime I listen to music, I feel that I need to like it, and as a result I tense up and stop breathing. It has become increasingly annoying for me, considering that whenever I don't listen to music and just think about songs in my head, I can enjoy them a lot more. If anyone has any advice at all for solving this please share. Thanks.",5.753928571428574,5.8874541547619055,7.116761904761906,73.96157142857145,66.97619047619048,10.053333333333336,28.704761904761906,9.888512548439397,2.6769361904761904,335,10,62,7,5,115,61,84,0.12,0.7040000000000001,0.177,0.7290000000000001,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,4,2,2,1,1,12,10,5,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,9,4,14,10,5,10,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710484519809485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862507681038576,0.0,0.4243835032505792,0.0,0.0,0.1939476304553979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30633981320238524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402495544449981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846676256979458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355118203096769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23581501259744944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139874211100175,0.0,0.0,0.20567066418770388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26478661657038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044753682133237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318986149161384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553703987126335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777312326612496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Khynshii,2018/02/12,"Youtube, the past. and my problems. Hello, so i dont know if this is something you would expect for someone to post and im not sure if its the right place to post it. But please anyway dont get upset or angry at me. Last year my parents divorced. This threw me completely and it meant that i changed an awful lot and became more sad, it also made me more scared of the world and people, i dont know why it was but it just did. Everything became like a fear, a fight or flight type of thing. I was scared. Mostly anxious to speak to anyone about it. In the past iv wanted to commit suicide, and i tried self harm. I have people, friends, family, but i feel as if they are all fakes you know, they have let me down so much that i dont know what to expect from them. When you have been hurt so many times by people you feel like you think thats how they are. Personality wise. The main part is my passion, youtube. But im scared. Scared for what they will think. Of course, its youtube, critism and hate is the foundation of it. But i want to remove this, restriction, and the restriction is age. Now we can get into the lawful side and we can get into the parenting, but aside that, the belief that all teenagers like me are cringy, unfunny, and are just plain stupid. Raging kids. And yes, i am a teenager. I am 15. Male. I had plans for youtube to cover my face. Or not even show my face. I have a medium deep voice, and not high pitched. I know for certain, i am mature, And i wanted to cover a plethora of content. Such as gaming and random stuff. But i dont know if i, myself, would be accepted, the 15 year old wannabe YouTuber. Now dont comment saying 'Your only 15, get a grip' , because thats the type of thing i want to get rid of. The hate for my age, i know this may be a bit off topic but i dont know where anywhere else without feeling some sort of anonymity and reaching out. Thanks for taking the time to read. 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OCDs that attack my well being, OCDs that make me doubt myself, doubt my self confidence to the point where it makes feel like my existence is not there or that it’s being threatened, Sometimes I forget my self worth, I forget who I am, I forget how important is my actual being Sometimes I feel people’s doubt about me, then I believe it and start doubting myself too It’s all because of those OCDs, that make me doubt myself I hate being in that empty place in my mind, where I have forgotten who I really am, and what I really worth, swimming in my own estrangement But I am something, I am not who you think I am, I am way more than your eyes can perceive ",4.871884057971017,5.533349086956524,5.524782608695652,82.76297101449278,69.0,8.45217391304348,26.20289855072464,8.515128840125781,1.6848202898550726,546,15,107,8,9,177,71,138,0.21600000000000005,0.691,0.092,-0.9442,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,7,9,2,5,1,0,15,1,1,4,1,24,23,6,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,15,2,0,0,4,1,2,1,2,7,1,0,0,3,30,2,7,19,3,11,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,6,3,84,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.17285880385653862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20151732921945914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798022412717907,0.0,0.0,0.19957117468071825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791301741289338,0.12654571562794142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748847429990776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653951188886269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35471818672965505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17885647105059865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280352895794905,0.0,0.18506901171619985,0.0,0.16745040733521235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22695521597313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695821474580671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636764712645585,0.5255749447787974,0.0,0.12537749691639466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350134686968033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060200273464835,0.0,0.0,0.15926618708863366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lorem-Oopsum,2018/02/12,"Volunteering Anxiety I signed up this weekend to volunteer with my local [nonprofit organization that provides reproductive health care] and they texted asking if I could help with a phone bank this week. The idea of ""cold-calling"" senators' offices just sent me into full panic mode. Why couldn't they have asked me to enter records or file paperwork or something? I had to decline, and now I feel really guilty and like a failure. Does anyone else successfully volunteer anywhere that doesn't require talking to or calling strangers?",8.719926739926738,10.419980131868137,7.8304945054945065,65.93533882783882,60.86813186813187,10.901831501831502,40.441391941391934,10.864195022040775,5.014163369963371,436,23,63,11,6,135,70,91,0.123,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.4748,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,2,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,17,10,7,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,1,1,2,2,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,9,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,4,40,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217119479120045,0.0,0.0,0.16650822332328175,0.24399553582293315,0.0,0.0,0.4452446671117378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431605534668398,0.0,0.24279259962860875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901299294695988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20839190926213896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198929675876292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040726704257892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531243845566509,0.0,0.0,0.1596156192832996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26882332126406794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633982011580755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27939792268836383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255418261757198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18332651975992434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19140239182004912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101603516118112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487811311053012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,11Alive11,2018/02/12,"What to do when someone won't admit they have an anxiety problem My father has several severe mental health issues but absolutely refuses to get treatment for any of them. He'll call my apartment all day when I'm at work leaving messages and also calls my mobile phone incessantly. I answer a few times per day at work, but for the most part, I have to keep it silent. The calls don't stop when I get home, always with the purpose of wanting to make sure I'm ""all right."" He keeps this going well into the night and I can't get any sleep. If I don't answer disconnect the landline, he'll show up and start pounding on the door. I've tried telling him he needs to stop doing this, but he thinks it's perfectly normal and acceptable behavior. To put this in context, he also thinks he's a prophet who was foretold in the bible, believes every dream he has is a message from God, says he single-handedly stopped the 9/11 attacks and so on. When anyone tells him he has anxiety issues and needs help, he gets furious and sometimes violently so. He's stubborn to the point that he's literally touched scalding items solely because he was told not to in order to avoid a burn. I've tried the reverse psychology approach, but that hasn't worked either. Has anyone on here had to deal with such an issue, and if so, what did you do about it?",7.617368881118883,6.328467094696973,7.705757575757578,75.98632867132869,63.65909090909091,10.395804195804196,35.45920745920746,9.265573868473778,3.0582113053613047,1059,40,204,15,13,344,153,264,0.113,0.787,0.1,-0.4309,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,2,4,13,10,4,1,16,0,19,2,1,1,4,44,39,23,0,7,8,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,11,11,0,8,6,2,0,3,6,6,1,0,5,2,13,4,28,31,7,29,0,0,0,0,35,13,0,3,12,121,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17189585272528718,0.08942802574465822,0.0,0.0,0.14617372417689686,0.0,0.16443655901525328,0.0,0.0,0.15029840103099742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226862355565415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551592077167298,0.0,0.0,0.12108781375830273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32923276986375993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862530261681227,0.11080227354115577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055254167803857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22460554928887105,0.0,0.06108066686315838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424117530506515,0.0,0.0,0.0720384011042955,0.0,0.10780644848905786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33652874457344023,0.0,0.19105789804539056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11380078183349655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174057041741237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830978333971486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15938308652605032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085825066677176,0.10530293536031864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638523288144055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159885950261496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028393086943496,0.0,0.10804232087735813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178328455995223,0.0,0.08546864026473683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428329037182492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755287706009684,0.0,0.09106343878431797,0.0,0.10629577999130747,0.0,0.07607154199689822,0.0,0.0,0.2695623886305792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129416036193048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787622830575826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773161352645202,0.0,0.0,0.0626696882317207,0.0,0.0,0.10269721640672216,0.0,0.1459372929674185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339169276661441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663316574167924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23472980728541298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Beasts_at_the_Throne,2018/02/12,"A video game causes me great distress and I don't know why I just uninstalled it for the millionth time. Just to get it away from me. I have to put distance between me and it. Let me be clear that I love this online game. It's very, very fun and has some of my favorite characters ever in it. I can never leave it completely because when I do I miss it. I miss my mains and the other characters that I adore even if I don't play them much. But this game too often puts me in a really distressed spot. I'll get the urge to play but also a simultaneous fear of doing so. I can't say what it's about really. I want to play but I'm afraid of something. I want to and at the same time don't want to. One thing could be anger. I have trouble staying calm when I play. Even if I'm not angry or arguing with someone my palms get really sweaty and my hands start to shake. Sometimes this can actually be kind of thrilling because getting in ""the zone"" can be exhilarating but at the same time it's also exhausting. I also don't want to give up other things. I feel like when I have this game available I don't do anything else. I lose all of my other interests. I don't write, or watch TV shows, or even play other games really. I feel like I'm gonna get sucked in. I dunno. I'm such a mess. 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It happens to me 75% of the time when it’s sunny out and it’s the afternoons, I prefer cloudy weather, it makes me less anxious, anyone else have the same problem ?",8.022142857142857,6.449678357142857,8.052380952380954,74.73428571428572,63.04761904761904,10.304761904761904,37.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,3.30572380952381,169,7,31,2,2,55,31,42,0.154,0.784,0.063,-0.4708,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,5,5,2,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874544082160393,0.0,0.4796201596703613,0.3514096046266793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30013220608409225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865044170272511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918578752970285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032840530718354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22893273383091944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281725242452913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19998646472619874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrAfr1can,2018/02/12,"need help understanding How anxiety affects you Hello, I have a friend who has anxiety and I thought I understood it and the impacts it would have, but as it turns out I'm quite far off the mark. I was wondering how you might have explained anxiety to someone who thought they understood but really didn't. What are some things I can do that will lessen the impact or avoid stressing it? I think they have a handle of it, but when it comes to interaction with me that takes their management out of their control, so I was wondering how you deal with anxiety and personal interactions. I'm sorry if this is a bit vague, but I do want to understand it. Thank you!",5.036267361111111,6.281353078125004,5.720729166666668,79.37913194444445,69.0,10.37638888888889,31.409722222222214,10.504223727775694,3.368424305555555,526,22,103,15,9,171,78,128,0.128,0.804,0.068,-0.6749,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,4,2,5,4,0,2,6,0,16,0,0,5,0,35,34,15,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,14,8,0,2,10,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,0,17,2,11,24,2,6,0,0,0,0,18,4,0,6,1,79,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4977882557614435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17760058618311034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401313854182768,0.0,0.0,0.18245550792213505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677123104824212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256834469369352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903861722813146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257404051006892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062255059764153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420428299006809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730264635120498,0.0,0.0,0.10421472033676046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783525582008727,0.0,0.0,0.1821030037750124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18634536121650624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231246959333655,0.0,0.0,0.14977064892318329,0.0,0.0,0.10807502660177452,0.1042365214754068,0.0,0.25829391212411723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694529936430092,0.0,0.33870391100662445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595080425251168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528314121778041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556070583803567,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SEND_ME_SPIDERMAN,2018/02/12,"I get headaches at 2:30/3pm every day and they last almost the rest of the day Hi all, For the last 3 weeks or so I've started getting headaches that come on at around 2:30-3pm and then last the rest of the day. It starts as neck pain and then a lot of tension in the back of my head. I've been trying a lot of things to see what's causing this, but I believe it's all just stress. I work at a computer. I have a standing desk. I've worked on my posture, and I sit when I need to. I've been tracking my water. I've tried several types of headaches medications to no avail. I've been doing neck stretches, having tea, tried caffeine. The only thing that has given me relief is my prescribed Klonopin. If I take half a pill (.25mg) then it gets bearable. If I don't I can hardly work. It will happen on weekends, too. Same time about. I'm getting married in July. Maybe it's the stress of that? I've brought it up to my shrink but we haven't gone too deeply into it. I have a psychiatrist appt this week and I'll bring it up then, but my psychiatrists usually brush it off. But really it's getting unbearable I don't want to have to take a benzo every day for this.",0.8557317073170765,2.8713214349593486,2.4459739837398367,95.05227804878052,82.6178861788618,5.236813008130081,21.628617886178866,6.360717304075467,0.17691466666666633,907,29,207,8,25,296,131,246,0.069,0.912,0.019,-0.8475,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,3,8,5,0,3,15,0,15,8,3,1,2,26,34,19,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,19,9,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,6,3,20,1,30,27,7,40,0,0,1,0,3,14,0,6,20,130,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462631617334488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079365733231547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570021795481187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022110440385796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785224645783427,0.0,0.10720920874015813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210594431913361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972180447514802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251198159315304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100574513961812,0.0,0.11148957046750284,0.0,0.1277294114450273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043486840525998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21161881471505367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250343950998414,0.0,0.0,0.1253779460788759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228373905811814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946556188742239,0.1324316694279314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973073036444649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917659969720627,0.0,0.0,0.14060167116789593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618347051506048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851315380746237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871532639888677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16536820858457862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257223186833521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534956378985453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707247156176294,0.0,0.07340832156328561,0.0,0.1996647713409532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718198619042167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,powderdays710,2018/02/12,Anyone tried clonidine for panic attacks? I'm finding it to be completely useless and I'm about out of options I have such bad panic attacks that sometimes they cause me to self harm (I also have BPD). I haven't been able to get a prescription for anything useful because I've been mislabeled a drug seeker by my healthcare provider.,4.005714285714287,6.580721238095242,4.4256349206349235,82.03464285714288,74.71428571428572,6.104761904761905,32.72222222222222,7.1686216300943375,2.40044126984127,270,14,44,3,6,85,48,63,0.311,0.649,0.04,-0.9617,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,2,2,2,0,6,1,0,2,0,6,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,9,7,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,28,8,0,0.20401740270685054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315264323521098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265371161351864,0.0,0.16788893901844,0.0,0.0,0.46419849697517207,0.0,0.0,0.17034600944761608,0.12436711506902648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25695277674152056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20958207175997184,0.0,0.0,0.2139083651446123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659541590140584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646820998717512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106590672406563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787409281428452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21283464556546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017784279885545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851442438391684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762055314632935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GingerWentz,2018/02/12,Any tips for overcoming anxiety when making phone calls? I.E. scheduling appointments,10.2225,15.037076250000005,7.400000000000002,52.69500000000002,78.16666666666666,15.733333333333334,39.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,8.994033333333334,73,4,7,4,2,21,12,12,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4270359730449254,0.0,0.4803895253996443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6412198317617471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191697853702185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ClevelandSteamerBrwn,2018/02/12,"High Cortisol Levels Doctor's are almost useless. Suffering with anxiety and depression forever they don't think outside the box rather than keeping you coming back with addictive medication. Anyways, I had gastric bypass surgery back in 2012. I still have a FUPA after losing 200 pounds. So I started doing some research and stress causes elevated cortisol levels which in turn send all fat to the mid section. Looking more into this, Cortisol is a high driver of anxiety, depression, craving and literally everything I have issues with. I went to a supplement place and purchased high basil capsules, super vitamin c, and something that starts with an A. Within four days i actually feel stable and not in my head and okay about things. Weird right? I can't really account this for being a placebo affect. I just know my triggers aren't as bad and that they'll probably improve, and i don't feel sick to my stomach during the day with stress. Might be worth a shot to look into rather than a doctor tossing me benzos and telling me to keep coming back.",6.9262062021747886,8.413847371727751,7.191308900523563,69.67309303262184,64.81151832460732,9.855980668546113,35.11115585984696,10.035473477838034,3.9462135320177207,852,39,129,19,13,276,129,191,0.131,0.765,0.103,-0.6679999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,10,11,0,2,11,1,14,9,3,3,1,36,28,12,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,6,19,1,2,4,0,3,4,5,9,0,1,2,4,17,2,23,22,4,28,0,5,2,0,5,15,0,3,9,95,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.12238657794764354,0.13672044780945422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558462593246966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19188368221335325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893083044385463,0.10471596921687132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288353618966004,0.0,0.2160671805049865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176410935226945,0.0,0.2160388570520294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567343559032705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271457377046967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268268004272462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871158234819974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975222956493844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090027965009646,0.0,0.22294855360900775,0.0,0.0,0.06892459533494809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21063338882076332,0.1403068800819207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12634203547023112,0.0,0.13304509282508184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103158487025066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521817239852518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034381706520491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710340031723704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965503017620669,0.0,0.0,0.1775382272339882,0.0,0.10015627762183996,0.0,0.28732404720079496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961790584635576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331990085998676,0.08036062454393303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641509296128326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626060931417682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrbillwithers,2018/02/12,"Serious Heart problems Hi all - 26/male/175/6'1"". take no medications. I've been terrified i'm having heart problems the past two years. need some reassurance. i feel pains in my chest - closer to the left side, above the nipple but honestly all around it every day. can be the side of my chest too about 3 inches to the left of my nipple. these are often sharp pains but can be dull and last for hours or be a warm flushing sensation. i had an echo done april 2016 - all good. chest xray same month - all good. had a holter done in december 2017 for 24hours - no arrhythmias etc. blood test last year - just low vitamin d. i eat pretty well and workout 6 days a week - running 15-20 miles a week in addition to weight lifting. grandfather was a smoker/drinker died of a heart attack in his 50s. no other history of heart problems in my family. don't drink caffeine - try not to eat fried food - eat a lot of protein and drink sugar-free protein shakes/gum. feel like i'm going crazy. just need someone to tell me ""it's definitely anxiety"" and convince me i'm overthinking things. thanks",2.2003260869565224,4.884697347826087,2.9940398550724647,88.95888586956524,82.76811594202898,6.541787439613526,23.11775362318841,7.793537801064563,1.32014347826087,849,30,166,16,24,267,136,207,0.185,0.653,0.162,-0.34,0,0,4,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,0,7,18,1,0,13,0,14,20,8,0,4,27,24,7,1,5,6,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,6,7,0,2,3,0,2,5,9,1,1,6,5,10,9,19,15,8,28,0,2,0,0,4,14,0,4,13,86,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717517236236295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980720431677265,0.0,0.11476890727859587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301222998985866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470056353180146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647654522825945,0.0,0.29648062165172645,0.0,0.3096852967774248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125111444131699,0.0,0.0,0.0849982273249154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510345672992852,0.0,0.10201889050947753,0.07207079192474894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198805052917255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057334099197916835,0.16923164609147784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4781870747569282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993493737954135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644661202356904,0.0,0.0,0.21921921724942747,0.0,0.0,0.049286308301017115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857670673032511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162894782460373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052379959330376,0.0,0.0,0.1496068422734672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21469312017839806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630418061278914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263421724185434,0.0,0.2895940448392551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547778701009327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585141524476413,0.0,0.08817613545989228,0.0928794563687647,0.0,0.0,0.06702214212185875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849289358951156,0.0,0.09854797273797952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184441732883026,0.12284824192849406,0.09070587789839486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993061054066513 anxiety,gabrielle100,2018/02/12,"Help me please!!! How easy is it to get a service animal registered? So my apartment basically just got raided because my roommate snitched to the office about my cats over a personal issue. I have an appointment with my psychiatrist this week and I want to ask her to give me a note. It will make everything in my life so much worse if I don’t have my cats.I legitimately NEED them. What should I say/how should I phrase it so she agrees to this? I really need this to happen or else I’m fucked. Update: I meant ESA ",0.9118269230769228,3.398282682692312,2.8473076923076914,88.89769230769232,87.55769230769229,6.661538461538463,19.53846153846154,7.882392219407189,0.929619230769231,405,12,86,9,13,135,72,104,0.075,0.804,0.121,0.409,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,2,0,13,19,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,18,0,10,14,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,2,2,56,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302635082521585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014627343203174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575763595274832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136457300655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770656801025066,0.1286850807432274,0.2362798228719001,0.0,0.0,0.1969939623007856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178081944764335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650941838626888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570801941742638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397370085857913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441162964956782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18106375918182185,0.3652665826583092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506550314129927,0.0,0.2703707835294678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779037406975616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958729676680608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14527806864878454,0.0,0.19757237149611084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510075619261826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway2035800,2018/02/12,"college- medical withdrawal for a semester Okay, so I'm thinking about either doing a course load reduction or a medical withdrawal due to my anxiety and depression. I've already contacted my academic advisor and the financial aid office, but I honestly have no idea whether everything will work out or not. If I manage to get a course load reduction, does anyone have any ideas for things I can do to help myself get better during this semester? If it ends up not working out, does anyone know about other ways I can go about making this semester less stressful? For background, I have a scholarship for tuition for the next two years and I'm terrified as fuck that I'll lose that if I get a course load reduction. Also, my parents basically don't know what mental health is so there's no way I can talk to them about it.",6.327115384615388,7.216559532051287,7.135025641025642,71.6933076923077,65.85897435897436,11.624615384615385,34.83076923076923,11.407655852321104,4.442743076923077,661,30,114,21,10,220,95,156,0.166,0.7440000000000001,0.09,-0.9384,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,8,7,1,1,8,1,11,4,0,1,0,21,22,14,0,3,10,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,5,0,2,1,5,4,0,1,0,0,12,3,17,21,2,10,0,2,0,1,5,3,1,5,4,78,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337110594041766,0.12563813918718025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683791617122494,0.0,0.1201861648287469,0.0,0.0,0.21970525907359748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389480735732557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353157359894691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749701936605678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914986897325296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119733565168052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524257552487446,0.2462452364298695,0.0,0.08928733536420412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699703286993134,0.0,0.0,0.1053052824866898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35470859195149873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268342320990293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576216613753776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486991545834576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165368628467541,0.15832656133147782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670847151747205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744483535356679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799651481450166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12627638215946968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437468389978967,0.10066760399604274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347037826379814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24940790788312805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228751039124722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117153805253888 anxiety,missmatchedsocks88,2018/02/12,"My boss is currently talking to my coworker about her bullying behavior towards me at work and I’m having a panic attack about it. I’ve worked at this place for a year. One coworker had it in her mind that she’s my boss and will not only boss me around, but she’ll correct me on interactions I have with my patients (I try to establish more of rapport with my patients than she does. Had more than one patient on more than one occasion request to speak to me instead of her. She tends to talk to them like they’re babies), openly rolls her eyes or tenses up whenever I speak, and will put me down on every occasion she can. I asked her a few months back what her deal was and it she basically said, “You’re unprofessional and you’re annoying. Also, you’re incredibly ditzy and that gives off the idea that you’re stupid.” Last week, she rudely corrected me in front of a patient and then rolled her eyes and shook her head. The patient leaned into me and said, “What the heck was that about?” I finally got fed up and went to my boss. This coworker is very manipulative and loves to gaslight me. She will say or do something mean and then when confronted, will deny the behavior and go off on all the things she saw me do “wrong” (basically stupid shit that is none of her business anyway. I sneezed into my elbow once and she lectured me on washing my hands. I hadn’t even gotten the chance *to go wash my hands* before she started in on me about it.) I’m terrified of conflict and even more terrified of the inevitable retaliation that will come. I can’t continue to work under such stressful conditions, especially as someone who struggles with anxiety. I feel like everything I do when I’m around her is wrong. I don’t let it stop me from doing my job, but it’s frustrating having to work so close with someone who openly disapproves of everything you do and say. My boss has noticed the behavior and is finally doing something about it but I don’t think anything will change. I actually think the bullying will get worse. TL;DR: my coworker has been incredibly rude and judgmental of my work and will not keep it to herself. My boss is talking to her about it. I’m having a panic attack in the lunch room. 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On one hand I'm looking forward to not having to feel anything but on the other I'm so scared of having a panic attack or not being able to breathe while sedated. (Apparently it doesn't fully knock me out and I'm breathing on my own) My main anxiety symptom is hyperventilating and feeling like I can't breathe... especially while on my back for whatever reason. Today I got three cavities filled and there was once where I just had to stop and clear my throat because it felt like there was a phlegm making difficult to breathe and I almost went into panic mode. (I was in the chair for like an hour and was otherwise okay, which I'm proud of...)I'm so paranoid that something like that will happen and I will be too sedated to fix it. I know my breathing anxiety is triggered by of course being anxious so I hope the drugs take away that... but I'm still so anxious about the whole thing Anyone else ever feel the same way about iv sedation and have the same symptoms??",6.136514285714291,6.739991835555558,6.5685238095238105,76.59450000000002,66.2,9.450793650793653,33.404761904761905,9.424239791934726,3.051609523809524,933,39,170,17,14,303,132,225,0.16899999999999998,0.706,0.124,-0.8596,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,15,14,1,3,13,1,17,14,8,3,2,34,38,18,0,1,7,0,5,4,0,2,6,0,0,0,9,12,0,1,6,0,0,5,5,6,1,2,8,6,15,8,26,25,5,29,0,0,1,0,1,13,0,3,16,117,24,2,0.1305888690570447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076588883757745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997003821735589,0.2950565027814098,0.0,0.09131077358712826,0.13380372862751402,0.10746351234119028,0.0,0.0,0.1485636909736333,0.1226925412017928,0.10041477953504196,0.0,0.07960576249511367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366324100406515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144162888418272,0.0,0.1090902432994797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812510841594527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808896785518448,0.09329271414724254,0.12538579336413325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364545884510038,0.0,0.07421666370678688,0.0,0.10444384810513853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154793056307816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297042125747649,0.12860373089670818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176822723978463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255196500490829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966176036081507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716908413476421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907288358612346,0.08849039733954847,0.0,0.1389557638765508,0.3064358017895441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426710693607036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307422393385019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005336913950126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042884395174749,0.1091781419141686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146367307038066,0.09818657754561956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675744194734285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237829785104068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774949334480484,0.0,0.1036553658459622,0.0,0.0,0.11741507637497928,0.12105718992977454,0.0,0.14579780870481815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507025197945253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,oneminutemoree,2018/02/12,I worry I might die during my wisdom teeth surgery they’re gonna put me fully under and i know that there’s a risk no matter what but i’m still scared. maybe i’ve been watching too much greys anatomy ,1.5801162790697667,3.4621469534883715,2.5978488372093054,95.58421511627908,79.46511627906978,4.3,17.726744186046513,3.1291,-0.8343441860465117,161,3,35,0,4,51,39,43,0.274,0.648,0.078,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,5,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,2,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731350197428813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975880960155624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611958627741346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814041482256239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264295664625012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614266062887301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599519053660698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871208471103074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651198168965762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,2serve,2018/02/12,"Ashwagandha. Anyone else have any experience using it to treat anxiety? So far, it has worked well for me. I take 600mg 2x/day and this seems to be a good dosage. It has not been any kind of miraculous or profound change but I have noticed an increase in calmness in social situations and a decrease in anxious thoughts in general. The anxious thoughts still happen, but in a way, I have been able to notice these thoughts happening more quickly and have been able to stop them much easier than before. It is almost like I am disassociating myself from these anxious thoughts and realizing that I did not choose to have them, they just happened and I can now let them go and move on. Very strange.. I think I like this herb a lot. It is similar to St. Johns wort in how it feels but without the stomach issues that came along with it. If anything changes for the worse, I will post again so that no-one else takes it with Ill effect, but so far, Ashwagandha seems to be effective and relatively safe for someone like me who is not taking any prescription anxiety meds.",6.052963243652897,6.8665802758620735,6.1364532019704425,78.8799658961728,66.4384236453202,9.398863205759758,32.85676392572945,9.466822959209583,2.8876657067070868,848,35,162,16,13,269,124,203,0.097,0.758,0.14400000000000002,0.8868,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,4,3,10,9,0,0,8,0,20,2,1,4,0,41,37,17,0,1,11,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,16,11,0,2,12,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,9,1,16,9,24,24,4,20,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,6,8,113,32,1,0.2133042732190804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679670894524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2175813304562623,0.0,0.1631771851731264,0.3614596711351011,0.0,0.07457365370308221,0.1092777175228752,0.08776562107867764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075311295368403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198163182793123,0.0,0.0,0.22564763792848924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687818050020311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818834966802166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043262545446351,0.0,0.0,0.053926524807933134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060612867034654364,0.08945475211173395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829363965391788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131712152536218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110617882058766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905903558658596,0.0,0.15631454021974453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067183262893393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846648077006974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335434272673345,0.07840159196013058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284832883112684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214326549838534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941841991904151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988147009847727,0.0,0.1087184222531596,0.09036600924999856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517253406455999,0.08916596177212648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.240567401124615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833838271486382,0.0,0.3386795332348449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921132029113357,0.0,0.0879991822181949,0.0,0.084655501792318,0.0,0.0,0.09589307921867136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280885380122652,0.0,0.07764402567256172,0.0,0.10868763875205968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwwawawayyy,2018/02/12,I spent an hour putting on make up and getting cute because I was afraid of what people would think of me at school. Then I skipped school anyway because I was afraid of getting the flu. Fuck anxiety! ,4.2723076923076935,5.894951615384617,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,71.30769230769229,6.2256410256410275,30.948717948717945,6.42735559955562,1.439625641025641,159,7,32,1,3,47,29,39,0.192,0.736,0.071,-0.6239,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,1,6,5,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141804796652026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35287547671554964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757928086124866,0.3024371379686722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850365439961693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932010394398324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065875105217826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909635172336339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.585850162767938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854591533229379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20560730882773864,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hellomoto34,2018/02/12,Vivid dreams after taking anxiety medication I have been taking my anxiety medication for about a month and ever since I have been having several extremely vivid dreams at night. Has this happened to anyone? 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I know I have people around me who care but it seems like I don’t have a real bond with anyone except this voice in my head. I feel alone and isolated, like no one gets me and I’m screening out for help but people think I’m awkward and now I feel like every time I open my mouth I think about every syllable waiting for something to sound weird for people to pick apart. Im a guy so all my roommates would probably just think I’m over reacting or something but idk it would be nice for someone to know me. Someone help please lol",2.3500699300699317,4.32984400699301,3.223076923076924,91.54692307692312,77.46153846153845,6.078321678321679,21.48951048951049,7.010146845296331,0.461123076923077,555,15,117,6,13,176,83,143,0.086,0.682,0.232,0.9757,0,1,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,0,6,9,0,1,2,1,7,2,2,2,1,36,25,11,0,3,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,2,0,1,6,8,0,1,11,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,6,16,7,17,22,2,10,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,4,7,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.12283347157499032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036602196686906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760260561017071,0.12897132351819515,0.0,0.11205327437413998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833547470003254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515038112594648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210613915025245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093486123811185,0.17984677918310815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576322294294333,0.0,0.0,0.10557594024076608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463363455743676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918157167939698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531091923921417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13596397609619154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767050918121064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459799197161241,0.0,0.2222955718752337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333291617890073,0.0,0.12156851305304213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529451145045107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34905676649443385,0.0,0.0,0.1381702837020012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571192049214562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432705423624841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458966083669413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21330284120530074,0.2907085632900302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24196218219832305,0.0,0.0,0.07339730816083821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883252539623998,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SimplePucker,2018/02/12,"One SSRI to another? Hey there! I’ve been on Citalopram for about 10 years, and recently it kind of stopped working. It worked great for the 10 years, (had some bad days but who doesn’t). My doctor put me on Wellbutrin XL, and it’s now been 6 weeks and I feel nothing. Only unable to sleep and muscle spasms all the time. My question is, since I had success on one SSRI, would another SSRI work? Or am I going to be completely done with SSRI’s now? I have an appointment with the doc on Friday, just curious as to your personal experiences. 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I hope a vast range of collected experiences will provide insight, inspiration, and understanding. If your interested in telling your story, or hearing from others who struggle with anxiety visit https://adarkmothlands.com. “A dark moth lands and on its wings a mask of death embitters dreams”  ",9.742222222222225,12.495661925925925,8.613271604938273,57.35472222222225,59.37037037037037,11.819753086419757,43.12962962962963,11.538034831475384,6.191088888888888,420,24,53,13,6,130,64,81,0.154,0.6890000000000001,0.157,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,1,1,5,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,8,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,3,11,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,3,1,34,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964447411548765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42319821755407816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380449052419995,0.0,0.14499243397617656,0.0,0.0,0.21485115825139964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29993333919380705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522820828673734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890702126278273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20504281069081706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251931733110365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748103587047135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RickandI,2018/02/12,Do it help Hi does working out really help my doctor said I should try working out it will help my gad,-0.4219696969696969,1.8131092272727287,1.7518181818181835,95.56439393939397,93.0909090909091,4.751515151515153,16.424242424242426,6.42735559955562,-0.265684848484848,81,2,18,1,3,27,16,22,0.0,0.69,0.31,0.7964,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,10,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32774362978288857,0.28021376196833964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6438804650330869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513167505702884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045885080013485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739833806483588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662264543947722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,purplepixie69,2018/02/12,"I feel totally depressed every time I do something good/that should benefit my recovery Anyone else have this? I’ve been going out more (recovering agoraphobic, also have social and generalised anxiety, BPD) looking after myself, getting into routines and such Went out this morning and took a bus (not alone but I haven’t taken the bus for like 6months and it’s very very rare I do) went in a few stores and a cafe and came home Mentally exhausted and feel totally crappy, spaced out/derealization ect and just want to cry and never get out of bed again. Why is this so difficult, I did a good thing today so why do I feel like this? :(",4.94966023875115,6.538363231404957,5.939283746556473,76.42690541781451,69.57851239669421,9.34471992653811,29.14692378328742,9.725611199111238,2.869274747474748,505,19,91,12,9,167,84,121,0.201,0.6940000000000001,0.105,-0.9322,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,0,10,1,0,0,3,25,23,13,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,14,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,3,0,0,7,4,8,4,9,15,4,16,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,7,60,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330415098633636,0.0,0.13381430812212025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280075349448577,0.0,0.0,0.11700152288121635,0.17145008635444312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21074717122513398,0.0,0.0,0.19138175452993691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380492740178225,0.0,0.0,0.14412169510477674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978333657793898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098333986813694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25382230370559505,0.1195410924706926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748467790349294,0.0,0.09509789848151323,0.2806981207520476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784634517879898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163498665154191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051565286332265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862999881239835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905575896056573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057258612416695,0.0,0.12881935539471587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116708828922622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757188248583064,0.0,0.1586099473647659,0.0,0.18591057541358816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761307196459629,0.09869598799234612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31023448868252496,0.3019798778221541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,emmanuellera,2018/02/12,"Hypersensible? I’m so annoyed It’s like I’m crazy. I’ve read a little bit online about hypersensitivity and it fits me pretty well. When I was taking Effexor, I was doing so much better. But now, I feel like my feet and hands are uncomfortable. It feels like my skin is dry but it’s not. Or as if my skin was tanned. Dehydrated. Anyone know if there’s something I can do? It keeps me from working and sleeping. Plus I’m super reactive. Everything annoys me. My skin itches and I can’t work. Noise also stops me from working. I hate it. What’s my problem?",-0.37875000000000014,1.7001757678571463,2.5029285714285727,87.09207142857146,103.82142857142857,4.74,17.207142857142856,6.508806274219699,0.2068557142857146,434,13,88,7,20,151,72,112,0.171,0.688,0.14,-0.6896,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,5,8,10,3,0,1,0,9,7,7,0,0,17,18,15,0,3,6,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,3,6,15,6,5,15,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,6,55,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282391487965747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236628556204664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18007326000330212,0.2222853874376122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829882479167562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058989642841568,0.2909128169957153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101910595304207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097466829607003,0.0,0.0,0.1118967185591924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984153164739519,0.20406703990753533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496740856221945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071408434720212,0.0,0.19482376776002724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366143669411912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037533799897116,0.0,0.0,0.15674610624223895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702240153956735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308662700006082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830665499349816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4446835168529473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,burningallthewitches,2018/02/12,"Was given diazepam for panic attacks but they only help a little bit I was given 2mg of diazepam by my gp and he said to take two when I'm feeling panicky... I ended up taking three (so 6mg) and they only helped a tiny bit... I used to have severe agoraphobia a few years back and after a terrible panic attack for the first time in years last Tuesday I've had a very hard time going out... should I tell my doctor? I don't want him to think I'm drug seeking or anything but I need to start getting back to life desperately... or shall I just try a larger dose or is there other benzos that might work better, thanks in advance :)",4.3756153846153865,4.450496369230773,5.8151923076923095,82.3135576923077,69.92307692307692,7.423076923076922,26.25,6.6274283507984215,1.095307692307692,488,13,99,3,8,166,92,130,0.16899999999999998,0.7090000000000001,0.122,-0.6831,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,4,6,7,2,2,7,0,9,4,0,1,0,17,25,10,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,3,6,3,12,2,14,16,3,20,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,13,62,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069367837331027,0.0,0.0,0.33370765473204805,0.0,0.22555430845496174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971421970991207,0.3202427232544867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15011893682443372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008607713142715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990260470999554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415877152084847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475408372390145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662696785295421,0.0,0.08335370717204542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313839900480286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19661434948777864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955242183648232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359458226202667,0.0,0.1469979321173617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555895222074168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087510320756035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223092309639599,0.0,0.3441620629877604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951301820997353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569091160722973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381099882129767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220549262771953,0.0,0.1281926092414044,0.13503041151367862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397769516774704,0.0,0.0,0.17104432907169198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957663372225176,0.0,0.1432714384095306,0.0,0.0,0.12667239346657086,0.0,0.1210148673845306,0.0865074477304982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677464532191294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889628014047846 anxiety,3646qwe,2018/02/12,Does anyone feel the barometric pressure change between February and March? I feel like my brain is lighter. The air changed. It feels different.,4.727499999999999,8.177250083333337,2.9750000000000014,84.42000000000002,89.83333333333334,7.4,35.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,3.877366666666667,118,7,18,3,4,33,22,24,0.086,0.8170000000000001,0.097,0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209694083069266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347828412664847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6344998827676405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133272318018842,0.0,0.0,0.26244079397169223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4549089099644391,0.21424558550566125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14651391635031946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,youdirtynetwork,2018/02/12,"I'm constantly feared of what's coming next and how it's going to destroy my life. Since ever I've been terrified of the future, or who's out to get me or what's going to throw a wrench in my plans. So worried that I've let great opportunities pass by and not even tried. I feel like my life is one giant disaster waiting to unfold and set me back, the only reasonable thing to do in my mind is lay in bed and wait ",4.683,3.9189168555555582,6.245555555555558,82.345,69.33333333333333,9.422222222222222,26.88888888888889,8.841846274778883,1.6738222222222219,327,8,74,5,5,113,63,90,0.174,0.7340000000000001,0.092,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,3,0,5,2,0,2,1,16,13,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,6,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,1,1,7,3,12,11,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776146423863012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913921130790088,0.0,0.2498210825227255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269076158589107,0.2091135620930942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601393047311671,0.11689044560473395,0.1651534718932734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207808629239947,0.0,0.2627673510316376,0.0,0.0,0.2548743489347773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363949709784232,0.3265754444014829,0.11294179951864865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23342368422359236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458602209666709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15665206531322334,0.17582113990002388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376892887536689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19123267131706195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535842630494022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695455640525444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347722851878492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bitbybit500,2018/02/12,Panic in the Night Woke up from a dream in a panic. Now I’m tired and depressed and have to go to the job I hate.,0.32222222222222285,0.7359599259259255,2.7861111111111114,99.13250000000002,79.37037037037038,5.4,17.203703703703702,3.1291,-1.0440962962962963,86,1,24,0,2,30,20,27,0.465,0.479,0.056,-0.9382,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,4,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,15,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629091756423578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347915646508802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013686546985849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3029109870353556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864540475207122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7162842109849743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508370323758363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AHM8,2018/02/12,"I’m so tired of being anxious I feel like I haven’t had one moment of rest for the last two years, every waking hour by heart is racing and my thoughts are running wild, will it ever stop? I started therapy recently but I have this lingering feeling that it’s completely worthless The other day I was stressed like crazy over an exam, it got cancelled and after a brief moment of relief I started stressing like crazy again over my dad’s health, it was completely out of the blue and dad is in good health but I just started imagining things, what is wrong with me? It’s like I just look for excuses to be anxious, I can’t enjoy a moment of peace I’m just so tired of everything, I just want someone to hold me and tell me everything will be ok, I want to rest and have normal heartbeat and normal breathing for one day man, I’m so so so tired",2.623042635658916,4.488795529069769,3.837813953488372,87.9707519379845,76.26744186046511,6.6796899224806205,25.420155038759688,7.554174236665415,1.2979243410852712,669,24,135,9,15,218,94,172,0.199,0.623,0.17800000000000002,-0.628,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,2,6,1,16,8,3,0,1,25,29,13,0,4,6,2,2,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,10,8,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,3,5,4,16,8,19,19,2,22,0,1,2,0,5,4,0,0,20,91,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746075467979934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25486135539038124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676439927556424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993842173131564,0.10240132595614343,0.0,0.2184617158587417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290691217371826,0.0868270420227961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019406256983688,0.09720534418298338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583792263196977,0.0,0.14402356393568372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196908209705772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990700001461117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375100507550475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206162787926258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381636121559224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647151016806814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000448646008174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297907385963327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580764699805241,0.0,0.0,0.10161152671569587,0.2784436043150297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622989999857002,0.0,0.1389897282101792,0.0,0.08074469830369793,0.0,0.0,0.09648789671360243,0.0,0.4190714618695051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187253357659247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337296940788394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288313768647014,0.0,0.0782667310860216 anxiety,PleaseHelpSorry,2018/02/12,"Every time something good happens, I always end up overwhelmed by anxiety and guilt. I just get so stressed out that I'm going to ruin it somehow, or that I already have - and then I manage to mess it up just because I'm feeling that way. I think it has to do with my normal state being one of constant nervousness, so when I'm actually experiencing *positive* emotions, my brain assumes there's something wrong with me. Does anyone know what helps with this?",5.5803448275862095,6.827034333333341,6.205229885057473,76.40025862068967,67.73563218390804,8.098850574712644,34.04022988505747,8.344100000000001,2.8279057471264366,365,17,63,5,6,119,64,87,0.198,0.715,0.087,-0.8838,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,4,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,15,13,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,0,1,0,2,8,1,11,12,0,11,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,43,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.21287795426067488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072832126039204,0.0,0.18151403171731784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688025112957486,0.0,0.0,0.15253198594419495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297910606786573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352185283906805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357371391067337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19090007172043397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453836505851364,0.1932116322373043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18379648645226904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030061577475003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397170645898155,0.0,0.12397677361200732,0.18296959199659674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290481430991613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621792792614596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11988673185572232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373568509155288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782062962496842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335877202664369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498842454936885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977844337915013,0.0,0.0,0.12720204525018775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315326751853818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23850720278745635,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThrowAwayBcReasons08,2018/02/12,"Scared to Sleep I’m having really really bad chest tightness that won’t let up, and also I was diagnosed with Sinus Tachycardia. I had a bad panic attack tonight because my heart jumped really hard out of nowhere and then started beating uncontrollably. I then started to hyperventilate. On top of all of this I’m having bad breathing problems due to sinuses. I haven’t been able to sleep right in days because of all of this. It’s also making my back sore because I’m so tense. I have a fear of cardiac arrest in my sleep ever since I had to go to the ER with tachycardia. Every time I fall asleep I stop breathing, it feels like my heart stops, and I gasp awake. It’s literally never ending. I just keep doing it and doing it no matter what. My sleep schedule is done for. I’ve been going to bed at 10am and waking up at 4pm the past few days. I’m started to feel effects of sleep deprivation plus constant panic. I’m just really scared I need someone to talk to me. These past couple months have been pure hell on me. You can see in my post history. I just want relief. I’m a 21 year old male with OCD, Health Anxiety, and Panic Disorder btw. What a combo huh? 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The doctor was listening to me, then turned to look at my notes on the computer and saw I had anxiety and then decided that was the cause of my problems. All the scans he promised were now off the table. No further follow ups. Nothing. It's all in my head. For 4 years I was told another condition I had was anxiety until a cardiologist finally listened to me and diagnosed me with a heart condition, got me on the right meds and now everything is good. I understand I have anxiety, but surely there's a time when there's something wrong and it's not just anxiety anymore?",4.325156249999999,6.050202453125002,5.995750000000001,74.87425000000003,71.34375,10.745,33.1125,10.793553405168565,4.168284999999999,526,26,96,18,10,180,83,128,0.12,0.82,0.06,-0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,10,0,11,5,2,1,3,16,22,10,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,6,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,13,5,12,3,15,8,2,19,0,0,3,0,5,9,0,0,9,71,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312320764304088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537863733942093,0.6032603006986358,0.0,0.15641157071925205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620174436134561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007809083517835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142867695197854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141744679655017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17276981352776166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322844259155267,0.12613963337065232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186178412907018,0.0,0.0,0.18689383494577605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132441445787873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751865611267602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133244434410442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091260157259406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346883252102329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141723236010575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864515775542514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196527875252036,0.0,0.0,0.30140817356648897,0.0,0.0,0.17154936584582434,0.0,0.16418758043145176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243733263636302,0.0,0.10156372416855733 anxiety,Redlovefire22,2018/02/12,I know my meds aren't working scared of change Looking for suport. I currently take 225mg of venlafaxine the max dose. I also use ativan for panic. Anyway I know my anxiety hasn't been under control for a while. I recently started with a new Dr for my med and express that I was uncomfortable changing meds. She started me on propanol to help with panic. While panic has reduce my GAD is not under control. I'm waiting to get in with a therapist but I know it only going to help a little. I have know venlafaxine hasn't work right for well over a year. I've got a another appointment this month and I'm so struggling to tell the truth cause I know it means change in meds. I'm afraid of new side effects. I'm afraid of the time between meds. I'm feeling kind of lost right now. ,1.494017758046617,3.8155762264150965,3.1972697003329635,88.79836847946726,82.33333333333333,6.005327413984463,23.81834998150204,7.285733465282438,1.1100696263411023,616,23,124,9,17,204,92,159,0.114,0.7909999999999999,0.095,-0.4627,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,6,5,11,0,7,9,0,8,2,0,5,1,21,30,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,0,0,1,4,8,1,0,4,2,15,3,24,26,0,23,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,0,12,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087520423232249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604569412255127,0.07736568441166701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103890396875672,0.3209526612257432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268562197954154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113536546524007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283728310618575,0.0,0.05747563223760881,0.0,0.08088447935207661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557326275208728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531338982732158,0.27789744439844644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136080772781712,0.0,0.0,0.08492538864220887,0.0,0.11039749777610232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016236912357212,0.5616741307857452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072257795179241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534778417276086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691542451386386,0.0,0.35596974928048425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985562510807146,0.0,0.0,0.17273230892341426,0.0,0.0,0.101250750044885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316346549905545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572509885018323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603865951152186,0.0,0.08839380411876227,0.0,0.0,0.11742201824803646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897086816883727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873455560472542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092979139483914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725056521257046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651256764501027 anxiety,popupADHD,2018/02/12,"I think i majorly screwed up at my new job I've only been at this job for 4 weeks. My semester break started two days ago. When I had classes, I was unable to work on Mondays (because I work very early in the morning). When I handed in my vacation days request two weeks ago, I mentioned that I'd be able to work Mondays starting today through mid-April because of my break. I never heard anything back about this, neither approval nor denial. No one even mentioned anything towards me, so I didn't go to work this morning. Now I'm really scared about going tomorrow morning- what if they expected me to be there today and I really screwed up? It's a nice work environment and my boss is really nice, but I don't want to be seen as stupid by my co-workers. I'm really scared about never being able to go to work anxiety-free after this. Technically, there is timetable of who works when, but it's pn a computer and no one ever showed it to me or how to use it. Also, I leave work at a time when the office is usually not staffed, so it's not like I had a chance to ask about it. But I'm still scared they expected me to be there this morning and I basically left them with too much work for the number of people that were there. Now I've been on the verge of a panic attack ever since I woke up 4 hours ago. Am I worrying too much over nothing or is my worry ""reasonable"" in the sense that I might actually have fucked up?",3.136735960285449,4.333099938566555,4.787026062674529,84.46312053986969,73.50511945392492,7.921129382562832,27.311355879615263,8.438071523408619,1.8322778156996584,1114,41,232,19,22,377,150,293,0.184,0.794,0.023,-0.9937,3,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,3,10,25,12,5,4,10,0,20,4,1,4,4,26,36,20,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,16,5,0,0,2,1,0,3,10,9,0,4,10,3,31,3,40,20,4,53,0,0,1,3,9,16,3,4,33,162,47,14,0.16975189196968934,0.0,0.0828266797788065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257122149820844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06787526333924561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969134329248584,0.0,0.07934755208532558,0.09655864164716138,0.0,0.06526436338286476,0.0,0.10347917776462516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094759270968098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605976183887874,0.15355030476580786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846644439021623,0.0,0.0,0.14471086821039006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358570983772272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16845255963329148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987137167881562,0.0922179636562,0.0,0.0,0.04146609995856405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003996585539642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478717250074535,0.0,0.13092312395921704,0.08197371752765893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144075928938037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502827521215585,0.06455198157808048,0.0,0.09958363506904436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058842294067642825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749481748279784,0.08726660854126224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549268859779676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021025960248835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015126284433918,0.0,0.067782040102226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438507904659813,0.0,0.0,0.049491846658039934,0.0,0.1609049450195191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582293253976882,0.0,0.0,0.0733055659580121,0.09347886331897833,0.07003154436564657,0.05006203200179408,0.0,0.1361647284618056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617906995446048,0.17239128624814287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pickles-and-olives,2018/02/12,"Does anyone else have stomach problems and diarrhea due to anxiety? I've been having stomach issues for some time now, basically when I eat something my stomach goes crazy and I usually have to go to the bathroom several times a day. When I have lots of stress I also get diarrhea. I once took half a Xanax when I was feeling my stomach go crazy, and I instantly felt a lot better. Now I take Librax and I feel good most of the time, but sometimes I get stress and it starts again. Does anyone have it as well? How do you combat this? 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As a kid, I was passionate about sport, art, writing and animation (particularly cartoons). I drew for hours, just as I played sport for long periods of time also. I also developed a strong interest in film making, and would upload videos to YouTube when I was about 10 or 11. At this point in my life, (2011), I began to grow engrossed with sport, particularly AFL. I was so dedicated and determined that it took over my life and led to the manifestation of an eating disorder. Upon recovery, I continued to play sport but was very undersized and suffered from numerous injuries. This made me angry and frustrated. During this time, I was engaging in less and less creative activities. However, when I was 14, my family took me overseas to the US. Here, I became intrigued by alternative lifestyles. In San Francisco, I was absorbed by the counterculture movement of the 1960s. I began listening to music from the 1960s, which sparked a passionate interest in music. I was fascinated with this lifestyle -- the fashion, drugs, spirituality, message of peace and happiness. This also inspired me to start thinking creatively, and I began to draw and paint when I returned home. This is when my personality began to change. Over time, my interests have shifted from sports to the arts. This caused a disconnection from my old friends, who didn't share my interests and led to periods of loneliness and isolation. A couple years passed (during which I continued to play sport) until I stopped a couple years back. At a similar time, I entered a new friendship group, people who wouldn't exactly get along with my old, sporty friends. It felt so great and natural to at last have a group of friends who shared my interests, however, I can't help but be aware of the slightly awkward and strange transition from sport to art. Many people view the two activities as opposites. The sporting culture has a strong emphasis on masculinity which I think I have struggled with my entire life. Art embraces all, regardless of physical appearance. This transition has caused great confusion for me, which sometimes prompts me to question why it even occurred. It has also led to some very awkward social situations, where my old friends have spoken to me differently when I see them with my new friends. I just want them to accept for me who I am, yet many people I know in the sporting community are quite close-minded and intolerant of art or alternative people. Upon graduating, I have been accepted into a Bachelor of Fine Arts, which I am excited but anxious for. My anxiety is rooted in my unstable identity. I have trouble identifying my passions because my anxiety about the future and my past limits me from enjoying artistic activities fully. It's like my brain is constantly questioning the genuineness of my artistic endeavours and interest in art by implying ""really sporty people don't become artists"". I know it sounds so stupid, but its been really bugging me lately. I am also hesitant to fully immerse myself in the arts and present myself as an artist because I am afraid people will believe I am trying to be ""someone else"" and that ""sporty people aren't artists"". Currently, I'm playing no sports but skateboarding often and thinking about starting something like martial arts. I'm sorry this is so long. I'm new to Reddit but I'd love to hear your advice. Thank you for listening.",7.753701923076925,8.997475940705133,7.948166666666669,65.86350000000003,62.83012820512821,11.68871794871795,38.67692307692308,11.45678717892309,5.056445,2833,144,440,85,40,923,285,624,0.099,0.6809999999999999,0.22,0.9984,4,1,2,0,0,0,87.0,1,2,2,4,27,46,2,5,27,0,38,11,1,9,2,74,67,50,0,4,11,0,1,2,5,3,5,4,1,2,27,30,1,2,11,30,0,10,6,9,0,1,19,7,68,37,84,43,4,76,0,1,2,4,32,22,0,8,46,304,95,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863394160891312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808390727064277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611913610039739,0.07934684452431823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400725504845691,0.0,0.08563059617932353,0.07757029674272292,0.0,0.07913207629570176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784067589936295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164555848627273,0.14860104299685015,0.0,0.0,0.07590031381702805,0.0,0.0,0.15542990256012082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338181567817058,0.08049669963513012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145162210158108,0.07186910410353847,0.058673281168905925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463903070321373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621238047257383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743770740747093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27132133168343425,0.0,0.036695483449395126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15487118118864562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747676754136339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791612326380068,0.0,0.04707780308746886,0.07420833650195055,0.07045257356807982,0.0,0.06916844837863571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719988971468175,0.05725182712768149,0.07922942344025187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984394468609601,0.06862765896265381,0.0,0.0,0.12431354464827934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339085715129139,0.06645913243832374,0.04688316780662483,0.1424168407769604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091847776012204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035035005466152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2948040492441099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067048341533382,0.3408502639171221,0.06132748695868327,0.0,0.0,0.06639585315963263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736109871444712,0.0747047787766685,0.0,0.0,0.08999013757786115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108272183789535,0.055969108839594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894836239444744,0.0,0.07159689810230332,0.05951085218214632,0.05407121080456629,0.0694653368585286,0.07862360667523978,0.09942700059389707,0.0,0.0,0.058720556708661026,0.0,0.07342606180650435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466399976015984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501344451961406,0.0,0.0,0.1638210286124792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606986827693273,0.04768572758501101,0.0,0.06861050155366775,0.0,0.08448542660536823,0.0,0.0,0.11590433988622414,0.041427094212256835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633771904168706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989373758023385,0.0,0.0,0.1356893111348656 anxiety,HBoss86,2018/02/12,Sore jaw remedy? I subconsciously tense my jaw because of anxiety. Does anyone know any remedy for this?,3.5500000000000007,6.7072873333333325,5.761111111111113,64.44500000000002,92.33333333333334,11.288888888888893,22.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,4.409866666666666,84,3,12,4,3,29,16,18,0.332,0.6679999999999999,0.0,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39419630556736507,0.0,0.44344689463872783,0.0,0.0,0.4053195931944765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533621937795517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072741886336624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318572141340601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,maafna,2018/02/12,"I went on camera to talk about my anxiety Yeah. I mean... I used to not even be able to look at myself in the mirror. I hated myself for years, struggled with anxiety and depression for my whole life. It took my a long time to recognize it as anxiety because it's mainly generalized anxiety - I never had too much health anxiety, death anxiety etc. So I just wanted to share that. Looking at it I of course focused on everything wrong - I feel I talk too fast, hate my voice, have a lisp, my hair looks awful, I look awful, I should have said different things etc... but I am trying to be OK with it. The video is here: https://youtu.be/kfGteDjo-qc but I can take the link off if it is considered promotional",2.474936974789916,4.932255779411765,4.163277310924372,82.51617647058826,79.44117647058823,8.003361344537815,22.94957983193277,8.841846274778883,1.8850373949579828,550,18,107,14,14,184,88,136,0.188,0.747,0.065,-0.8658,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,2,1,5,4,10,3,1,1,1,16,24,6,1,3,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,8,20,2,19,17,5,13,0,1,4,0,4,6,0,1,5,79,28,1,0.12589116960978414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778384010332047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767420885145335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842987991476917,0.0,0.0,0.1315294776726343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808038638854101,0.08314993021936451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314286573579715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365435796111811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485829333206307,0.0,0.13381642635870988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892065613958669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114097235405822,0.4228675038838198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713238996606752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254449488681872,0.0,0.09709503094749364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975133108666733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316087843795479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465449219718933,0.20237310691918914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363649917461892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340815338943328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398697215733267,0.08547184045163694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872955028989192,0.0,0.0,0.07425387356358468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670237547792722,0.0,0.14055299503647067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764223124140698,0.0,0.08106978572457403 anxiety,norakrem,2018/02/12,"I thought I was better I started having anxiety issues when I was 13, and it steadily got worse until I had to leave public school and get homeschooled. I became a homebody and had panic attacks and constant anxiety and depression. I finally saw a doctor at 15 and was put on cipralex(lexapro) and over time, I got better. I went back to school and graduated, and at 18 I had a job and my anxiety was absolutely non existent. Sometimes, rarely, I would wake up with a random panic attack, but I could calm myself down. Because I was feeling pretty good, I decided to stop taking my medication. I weaned myself off and everything was good. Until about a month ago. It was like a switch was flipped. I was laying in bed about to sleep and I just felt a panic attack coming on. My chest hurt and I thought I was having a heart attack. For two weeks, my chest was constantly tight and it made me incredibly anxious. Every moment of the day I felt on the verge of a panic attack. And then, eventually, my mind snapped, I had a breakdown and called 911 in a severe panic attack, convinced I was having a heart attack and about to die. I was crying my eyes out the entire ambulance ride to the hospital. They did an ECG and the emergency doc said my heart was fabulous. He told me to start back on my meds and to see my family doctor and consider therapy. It’s been two weeks since then and it’s been a huge struggle. I still feel panicky almost constantly, worried about DVT, pulmonary embolisms, heart attack, stroke; basically anything that could kill me quickly. I am so terrified of dying. I want to live. I love life, I want to get married to my amazing boyfriend and have kids with him and live life happily. But right now, I feel miserable, I’m always scared of something happening to me, of dying. I’m 19. Overweight but no health problems. I’ve started to go for walks and am trying to eat healthier. I’m taking it day by day and I believe I can feel normal again. It’s just... every panic attack I think, this isn’t just a panic attack, this is the time something is ACTUALLY happening and I’m going to die. God... Anxiety is hell. I don’t understand how anyone can live life NOT worried about this. I envy those people. I can’t believe at one point, I used to not worry about this, and I used to feel normal. How could this relapse happen? My anxiety is worse than it was the first time. I’m so sorry for rambling. There isn’t anyone I can really talk to about this. My family and boyfriend are very loving and supportive but they truly don’t understand. To other people, it just sounds completely irrational, and yeah, a small part of me knows it is, but the anxiety just overwhelms me. So much of my life is ruled and dictated by anxiety and I hate it. I’m hoping I can get better again. I want this constant health anxiety and fear of dying to go away. Thank you to anyone who read this long text. It would be nice to know if anyone else can 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anxiety,vacantelephants,2018/02/12,Feeling terrified I'm just so scared and I don't know why or what of I just feel so terrified and I don't know how to make it stop or fix it or even how to relieve it because crying doesn't help I just feel trapped and tortured in my own 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anxiety,retrolion,2018/02/12,"I can’t help feeling anxious and insecure when my girlfriend doesn’t text me. It is literally killing me from the inside. The thing is, this isn’t the first time this happens. We’ve been together almost 5 months, but we took a break around the 3 month point because she said she had “too much going on right now”. Before meeting me to say that she doesn’t “think she needs a boyfriend right now” stopped responding to my texts and snapchat for a week. Last time I wasn’t too worried since it was around finals week so I just assumed she was busy. It’s happening now again, and I’m freaking out because I know what happened last time. It’s been some time after she decided to give us a second go, and everything has been great so far, but now she’s not talking to me. It’s been literally a week since I last saw her, and we go to the same university. It’s driving me crazy, and it’s gotten to the point where I check the amount of snapchats she sends every hour, and none of them to me, and can’t get off social media. I am disgusted with my behavior and I want to stop, but I can’t even fall asleep right now because it’s the only thing on my mind. What’s even worse is that I know that she really is busy with schoolwork right now, but so am I, yet I still find time to text her “how was your day?”. But I guess she’d rather talk to someone else than me when she’s “busy”. I can’t even talk to anyone about it because I don’t want my friends, and especially our mutual friends to see how insecure I am. I want to man up and tell my gf that I don’t think I’m being unreasonable when I want daily communication, but at the same time I’m afraid of coming off as clingy and needy. It doesn’t help that Valentines day is coming up, and I’m not even sure if she still loves me. I will look and feel like an idiot if I send her flowers and she gets weirded out by them. That’s when I’ll know I guess. I hate being so damn insecure. I’m sorry for this rant, I just have nowhere else to voice this. 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A few months ago I had breathing problems and extreme shortness of breath at work. I would all of a sudden feel like I couldn't breathe and I'd have to get up and go walk outside to feel better. These past few days I've been feeling very anxious about my body, my grades, school, my relationship with my family and a lot of other things that I can't put a finger on. Just tonight my watch notified me that my heart rate was at 174 and I felt really unstable and like I could just collapse at any second. I assume this is anxiety but I don't know if it's serious enough to ask for help. Is this what most people experience? I'm just tired of living with this anxiety and need some recommendations on where to go next :(",4.709935064935063,5.361348261904767,5.818744588744591,80.54746753246755,69.35714285714286,9.442424242424243,28.963203463203463,9.573946990214177,2.458540476190476,660,23,134,14,11,220,106,168,0.17800000000000002,0.733,0.08900000000000001,-0.9297,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,5,0,14,8,6,0,2,33,28,10,0,6,6,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,5,6,17,3,20,20,7,21,0,0,1,0,4,9,0,5,10,90,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040555547332727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004093135171782,0.0,0.337619909558773,0.3323884643099937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752948557910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010825358590608,0.0,0.16340782150765246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745664047036727,0.0,0.0,0.09487481050914848,0.0,0.0,0.1493151753549941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200560620382875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439033714040968,0.13868372205300958,0.0,0.22315213256260727,0.10509655504758099,0.1412502043158505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07685973817849208,0.0,0.16721382272998594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009030031999114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743279520145508,0.09860580319949724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169737398504586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374259183549098,0.0,0.12990223629544592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125069019909165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742307404411816,0.0,0.0,0.10908138591640006,0.11346153356538635,0.0,0.15645485348035587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043466637153146,0.1019886590164147,0.12845217306619194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076593148709848,0.0,0.1478877885452465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424345672430297,0.0,0.0,0.15794280133661798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888479114901196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773440891660164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690831409784192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427649503430371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709899547757183,0.0,0.0,0.10450385842311,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glittershadows,2018/02/12,"Hard time changing I don't even know where to begin. For starters I've been in therapy since October, first time trying it ever and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I don't think I like myself, or my own voice or body I just try to ignore it everyday but I'm uncomfortable with myself and I don't know how to feel comfortable in my own skin. If anyone has any thoughts or advice on feeling this way let me know. 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My old psych could no longer prescribe for me as I had not been able to see him face to face in a year and that is apparently the rules(I know I waited way to long). Anyways, I finally get to see a new psychiatrist after about a month of looking. This is exciting and scary for me. I take about 1.5 mg of klonopin a day, and a prescription for lexapro, to help combat my panic disorder. I am gonna be seeing this doctor on the day my klonopin runs out pretty much. So my question is, is it hard to get a new psychiatrist to continue your medications at all? does anyone have experience with this?",3.2151960784313722,5.280894441176475,4.7079411764705865,81.49490196078433,75.17647058823529,8.35686274509804,27.509803921568626,9.075114841892004,2.3468450980392164,548,22,109,13,12,183,84,136,0.115,0.818,0.067,-0.6662,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,11,0,11,4,2,0,1,12,22,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,6,14,1,22,17,2,22,0,0,5,0,5,4,0,1,14,74,20,2,0.1459217920822053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020319098745382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436590748382806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650667721335252,0.0,0.0,0.1882149681687177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723901579739758,0.149357137431896,0.12769714360074186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273951285300085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197003812504165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247622732617672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071726374470533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780830133333766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801948007438339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913619410174518,0.122537554006608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700085377168953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329467645298282,0.0,0.1072693071570092,0.0,0.0,0.42279652826770303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312037410275367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120778240197768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845492237880972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346580290303056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4651231029256344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097150274547256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115825926454514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396884986705872 anxiety,Mellow-as-fuk,2018/02/12,"Get overwhelmed then ditch hobbies Hi all, I'm just wondering if anyone else gets overwhelmed for no particular reason after doing certain hobbies for a while. I end up ditching hobbies I usually love, this includes editing, reading, gaming etc etc. I just randomly get really sick of it and feel overwhelmed and dont touch that thing for months. Then go back to it a few months later. It usualy starts when Im down and anxious so I wonder if theres some sort of connection there. I'm not really sure, I cant figure out whats going on. Any ideas? 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Ive been in and out of a few relationships since I was 18, never really single and Ive always just been friends with my GF and her friends and now I find myself single and alone and confused. I want to go out of my way and meet people but how do I? I havent made my own friends in 4 years.",0.7537619047619017,2.074626185714287,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,80.0,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,-0.10933333333333373,243,6,61,2,6,82,45,70,0.046,0.7829999999999999,0.171,0.8253,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,4,1,20,12,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,13,4,8,8,4,9,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,3,45,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405983205931477,0.0,0.0,0.19329669101833516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232291453351612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7179142608629968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320245045278441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198129734493352,0.15506564925237654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916823510611865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16105130490132322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488207789987466,0.0,0.0,0.2494090470484449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921654161451081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701973567910755,0.1843932027385666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495970523615976 anxiety,bjjcody1,2018/02/12,"Best herbal or natural supplement that helps with anxiety? I have been going through an immense amount of stress these past few days/weeks/months. I’m curious if there has been any luck with anything natural, I don’t want to take a bunch of medicine, nor can I afford it. 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If I’m not distracted by something it’s all I can think about and it is very hard to breath properly. Has anyone struggled with this type of thing or know how to solve it ,4.031111111111109,6.503442851851853,3.9182962962962975,86.20633333333332,74.18518518518519,6.542222222222222,34.874074074074066,7.554174236665415,2.645389629629629,230,13,41,3,5,70,45,54,0.16,0.722,0.118,-0.3415,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,4,3,3,1,1,12,10,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,8,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936299851108552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480673140759787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521888406586767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30087607216748713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21318773681597294,0.2738824918412642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789970561752792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839743716166254,0.3548802927174292,0.0,0.21984477667782545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284892786736592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669424903070399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mushroomimpersonator,2018/02/12,"Derealization I get really bad derealization sometimes. It's the worst when I'm in an enclosed space with bright lights and lots of people. It happens to me when I'm shopping for groceries--I feel like a zombie once I step inside the store, and everything feels really far away, and my head starts pounding. Also, I work in a restaurant now, and sometimes it gets really severe there too. I lose the ability to talk to my coworkers and all I can do is focus on the work I have to do, but I make more mistakes than usual when I'm under the spell of derealization. I walk through the restaurant like I'm in a waking dream and the noises around me seem muffled and indistinct, like they're coming to my ears through a radio. When this happens to me, I try to remind myself I'm not dreaming, and say something like, ""I am here now. I am here now. I am here now."" I make myself drink lots of water (when I'm in the restaurant I sometimes get dehydrated). But, it doesn't cure the problem, or my perception of the world in that moment. In that moment I just want to be in a comfortable place with normal lighting where I can lie down and feel calm and normal again. I still haven't found a way to re-realize the world around me, when things get like this, which is fairly often.",5.601317523056654,5.662286707509885,6.28602371541502,80.03628194993414,67.300395256917,8.960105401844533,29.119631093544136,8.648137234880735,2.033011805006588,999,31,199,14,15,328,129,253,0.05,0.818,0.132,0.9593,0,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,23,13,0,0,18,0,13,5,3,2,1,38,35,20,0,5,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,10,15,2,1,6,5,2,3,3,5,0,0,1,8,27,8,32,33,5,40,0,1,1,0,2,20,0,5,21,140,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001282883289313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226651540219332,0.0,0.0,0.11750079700059428,0.0,0.10442237371961872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10773069303550356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251411934196547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239855233093908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897068181327161,0.0893450258611926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712511462513247,0.0,0.0,0.26136100435006315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118558008143666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835070958634404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054973014834417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399134972145922,0.0,0.2126481655494674,0.0,0.0,0.1669610354357383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24507035586539136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318800395261185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867029311592993,0.0,0.13066420744345048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966839239778827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423490636937189,0.2403556636409893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945511021767396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385265009896064,0.0,0.1412855822262369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096279600606668,0.3710714882779347,0.0,0.08852022882656563,0.0,0.09987546627710174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005208949786857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830862942008786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490956163562567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377392159775052,0.0,0.07376539244640072,0.09926918116609004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209469409000664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cuestick33,2018/02/12,"valium question I was prescribed Valium for anxiety to take as needed. Typically my hang ups are the dentist and haircuts. I rarely take it and average about 10-15 pills per year max. I take 10mg the night before the dentist and than 1 hour before and I take 2.5mg before haircuts. I've never done anything else as I want to be careful about abusing it, etc.. I have a meeting tomorrow morning at my kids school that I'm really wound up about tonight. I don't like the unknown, conference rooms, etc...and tonight I will be my worse enemy and it will only make the anxiety worse. Once the meeting starts I should be ok once things get rolling. If I take 10mg tonight to sleep and not be up all night worrying and being nauseous should I be ok to think clearly at the school meeting? I've never taken Valium at night when I had something to do the next day, only to take more in the morning and get through a dental visit. Thanks!",3.864386100386098,5.288864724324327,4.871679536679538,83.67114864864867,72.02702702702703,7.8803088803088785,29.43050193050193,8.418075326091056,2.1651853281853293,734,30,143,12,14,240,100,185,0.116,0.813,0.071,-0.8403,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,11,2,17,5,1,1,4,21,34,12,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,4,0,15,5,21,20,3,25,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,16,85,20,2,0.0,0.1354180816454403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486710387069834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940530991581844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29176383964382785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652895724528566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370929353232357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169610458132947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547682973231564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549329969012657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942636769049934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255522168061853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583760767394378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629122048072721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474653967977408,0.1762990500285049,0.0,0.12155151254429344,0.3217676829504922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434358495302356,0.0,0.17384939627957827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12803390682377225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321878776793593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313404941608396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437517445689073,0.0,0.0,0.08798805324259977,0.0,0.0,0.08089691438229288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5156030198183621,0.0,0.0,0.10522530139635627,0.0,0.0,0.07593094728075668,0.0732341047302469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741275656668717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606971740227873,0.2329479160331469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360070886112527 anxiety,tkbnekbn676,2018/02/12,"I don't know if it's anxiety, need opinions So this is a relatively simple post. I feel like I might have mild anxiety or at the very least some form of anxiety. I feel like I also have depression. But for these things, mainly anxiety, I'm not so sure if it's actually anxiety or just me making it up in my head. So I just need some opinions on what's been going on lately and if it could possibly be anxiety/depression. So the latest thing that happened was in a Target with my mom. She was making me shop for shirts for church on Sundays. We had picked out some shirts and she just kept asking me to make a decision on if I was going to wear the shirt on Sunday or not. I don't know why, but I just kept getting more freaked out I guess. Not full blown panic attack, like shaking and loss of breath and stuff like that, just kinda freaking out cause I don't like being forced to make decisions. I had to remove myself from her to breathe and calm down. I was getting angry as well, as anger management is also a problem I know I have. School has also got me stressed lately. I get all these assignments, but because I'm lazy (another problem I need to work on), I put them off because each individual assignment requires so much work to finish it, and then I get backed up with work which makes me more stressed and causes me more anxiety about getting good grades. Not really a symptom of having anxiety, I know, just trying to establish what might be causing my anxiety. Now on the depression side of things, I do almost certainly feel like I have depression, I just haven't been properly diagnosed. I have thoughts of ending it all or hurting myself, but the thoughts of what my family would think if I did either of those just pushes me away from actually doing them. I don't wanna be a burden on them. My self-esteem is very low, if 2-3 people are near me laughing, I always think I did something embarrassing or stupid. It makes me feel worse and causes more anxiety. My family recently had me write out what I was feeling so they know about my possible anxiety and depression, hopefully gonna get some help soon. This post is a little long, if it's hard to follow I'm sorry. Writing/typing how I feel onto a document makes me feel a little better and I never usually write coherently. I usually just write whatever comes to mind and go off of that until something else comes up. Reading over this kinda makes me feel stupid for writing it. Anyway, if you got to the end thanks for reading. Edit: I also want to say that i dont get sleepy until around 11:30-12 and i have to wake up at 6 so idk if its my sleep schedule just being messed up or what",4.196800239234449,5.3887629583333325,5.4728867623604485,80.57275119617226,70.93181818181819,8.815470494417863,27.5311004784689,9.206073818396263,2.2782568181818186,2094,72,406,43,38,700,233,528,0.19,0.703,0.107,-0.9929,1,0,2,0,0,1,55.0,1,1,4,6,31,37,4,5,15,0,42,11,9,14,5,125,97,48,0,19,34,1,9,6,0,4,2,1,0,0,30,23,0,3,19,3,1,10,11,22,1,0,18,10,66,15,66,69,17,66,1,7,0,0,17,34,0,28,26,300,96,12,0.0,0.0,0.11134959617394298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712962000301367,0.0,0.0,0.18249875965591772,0.04747206962276157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059824292958266724,0.4364484015552433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050788627446352055,0.0533361828923189,0.06490520797905404,0.05360249770311872,0.04386968381829889,0.0,0.0695570840656285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504581078002105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23443364069297384,0.0,0.09829097969372516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045551605400584366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456952377256868,0.057906866064381335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686485049622261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765986146032793,0.0,0.10106277702851132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10756762933359687,0.0,0.23077878715831895,0.12227448661864232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20865224098653865,0.0,0.09727238119552573,0.047852747955253586,0.09125984470323713,0.0,0.0628495215958209,0.0,0.05045114523018181,0.0,0.051107639146200916,0.0,0.05855210169987926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038240942526228304,0.0,0.0,0.056665789855871576,0.0,0.0,0.06107564868228155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567722128051108,0.0,0.12871491996071285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723718121836054,0.11436275100406862,0.0,0.050489474915535605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30466273410585354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104691223031995,0.057606541814061475,0.06681894403707232,0.0,0.0,0.0419399923513582,0.12691063428805335,0.04400223762929388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693856122256829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039552869316252334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863575310689476,0.10928063236071807,0.0,0.0,0.109182659052192,0.0,0.05735330212409458,0.0,0.0,0.11413544384401285,0.0,0.03654915324583584,0.0,0.056332246390810865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04537026516491904,0.0,0.057739956033215516,0.0,0.0,0.05951797356342425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057093485240338235,0.0,0.0,0.08784326918820824,0.0,0.06386535961515437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070639429332725,0.0,0.0653112141257625,0.0,0.0,0.05377110131907359,0.0592991667207502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252607675319762,0.0,0.0,0.11370900473230106,0.07311359824997116,0.0,0.090586279425641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03873475498658466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567005835758294,0.09414821655748233,0.03365091454790598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051296853908584385,0.0,0.051480811279625935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460422402488452,0.0,0.0581411502494314,0.040528304765612685,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Skull-fucked,2018/02/12,"Anxiety caused by Repetitive tasks I've been diagnosed with GAD, I'm on medication, but I'm still getting anxiety while performing repetitive tasks. Plucking my eyebrows, washing dishes, packing stuff at work. I'm fine to begin with, but then about half way through the task my anxiety takes over, my chest tightens and I'm stressed until the task is complete. Does anyone experience this? ",7.3269117647058835,9.434142573529414,6.893411764705885,69.86335294117649,64.44117647058823,10.734117647058824,40.07058823529412,10.793553405168565,5.084949411764706,317,18,48,9,5,99,51,68,0.177,0.792,0.031,-0.81,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,1,0,6,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,1,10,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,7,26,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5576525931306322,0.0,0.0,0.1699019844497166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496143247472832,0.0,0.0,0.2547669830486214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466264351509536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263934129043144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376876657795723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269505473139649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24478358586371315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19404953143098752,0.0,0.27834049972725483,0.0,0.2781616932491043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826957949864348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287157105602426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768972470486282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,savitar1650,2018/02/12,"Landed a job and love and am having panic attack’s about going back tomorrow!! Landed a job with a company I’ve been after for 4 years. Took an entry level position to get in the door. I’m on a 4 person team and I’m the only guy. My boss who hired me started about 3 weeks before me. Ever since day one, my co-workers have been openly talking about how I don’t fit in with the team and they should’ve had a say in my hiring. I’ve been given wrong information to deliver to clients purposefully. This week I was out with the flu and one colleague in particular went around my boss and to HR, concerned about my proper use of PTO while sick and to express dislike of not allowing the team to listen in on my phone calls. My boss is getting the same treatment but mainly I’m the target. I’m so stressed about work tomorrow I’m pacing the floors and have had my first panic attack in almost 3 years!!! Any advice on how to get through it??? I’ve never let things like this hit me so hard!!",1.7856269349845206,3.7235416029411743,3.6365841073271423,88.11357585139318,79.04901960784314,6.059442724458204,21.030959752321984,7.0608816371341465,0.5443176470588238,773,21,160,9,19,260,120,204,0.145,0.8340000000000001,0.021,-0.9751,2,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,12,8,2,3,14,0,13,3,0,7,2,28,30,14,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,2,5,14,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,6,0,3,9,3,14,2,31,19,2,34,0,0,0,1,15,17,0,1,15,100,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225158037722435,0.0,0.0,0.1457696445190789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899416535660087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295902225163782,0.0,0.3312190451833741,0.0,0.11193612376592872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387131724294545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864560847822586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388209958480707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316784921177537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382373585926924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281665772509637,0.0,0.08273210071907901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413947763270935,0.0,0.0,0.13040419996068714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889161187888067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488575538147121,0.0,0.07111927944233719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138469684024426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227434274773483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972871347138544,0.11071430447994043,0.0,0.34159549016841523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271081295337318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576494687830442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041892238185115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030368330529652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675259376400364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700551175196648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671177693562703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173619707115705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257277398949067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335386588886346,0.0,0.0,0.1349469934354233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195675659112187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916047295270594,0.0,0.1874875947842973 anxiety,llammalord,2018/02/12,"Upset by certain sounds? I've tried to talk to others about this but no one seems to relate or understand it. Basically, certain sounds make me SUPER anxious. Like I will start grinding my teeth/clenching my jaw or I just feel like crying. Sometimes I even feel angry depending on the sound. Some examples for me would be high heels on hardwood or tile, crinkling paper, loud chewing, a child crying, probably more I can't think of right now. A really specific one would be my JBL speaker powering off. I know it's weird. Does anyone else experience something like this?",4.23,6.8607141428571445,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,74.23809523809524,7.628571428571428,28.595238095238088,8.548686976883017,2.5192666666666663,455,19,76,9,10,145,80,105,0.18,0.655,0.165,-0.2169,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,3,0,6,3,2,2,2,18,14,4,0,2,5,0,2,3,0,3,0,5,0,1,5,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,7,10,6,10,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,6,5,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21463948076348974,0.0,0.1328484330702819,0.19467161418980927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173996371092336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626529343388038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15871585921636136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548944414273633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858508837387609,0.0,0.0,0.19213365487450973,0.13573196682545682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073941075526147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441589922507594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784648559258715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268226714608343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574901113308021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048459913903096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171521450753675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225409521580633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296367623454614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626689543764218,0.1879092221468979,0.0,0.1344789443693925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527102225445601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217406766520234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899365904259855,0.0,0.0,0.1977907681827323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699330009094202,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,criegge,2018/02/12,"Theres nothing i can do anymore How do you keep telling someone that you want their attention and you want them around but whenever you do, they dont really change? Theres nothing i can do about this friendship anymore and its driving me insane. I miss her a lot and she keeps spending her time elsewhere instead of with me. I know its out of my hands and it makes me so anxious and sad.",2.739890109890112,4.7618004615384635,3.278791208791212,91.40192307692308,76.43589743589743,5.995604395604397,29.091575091575088,6.868970318607317,1.419111355311355,308,14,63,3,7,96,53,78,0.161,0.7559999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.8204,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,3,0,7,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,0,18,14,8,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,18,0,6,14,1,4,0,2,0,0,11,2,0,1,1,49,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24992295203619894,0.4387944443466154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969384693465996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340282815534562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592757861732907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932725191536446,0.0,0.0,0.12158028747097195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807884159795046,0.0,0.0,0.1476703928087409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.424545546868631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14172334749058493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744447803458103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336169389170504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899893915721286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609702185859652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vic_fic,2018/02/12,"i don't know how to deal with it I have a huge anxiety about eating in front of opposite sex. I can kinda handle it when it's about a friend but if it goes to eating in front of someone who I'm attracted to, it only gets worse. When I had a boyfriend, for the first few meetings (long distance relationship, seeing each other every 3 weeks) when we were eating out, he was ordering something and I was just looking at him pretending I'm not hungry. I was feeling more anxiety than hunger. Once we even did something like ""hey I'll go to the toilet and you can finish my meal if you're hungry"". Maybe it sounds stupid. I wanted but I coudn't. One time I decided to try to fight and we finally started eating together but an unfortunate comment from him about how I am eating and I stopped having meals with him again. I don't know why I am so sensitive about it. How do I deal with it? What do I do when I'll find another love? I don't want to tell ""I'm sorry but I'm scared of eating with you"" to another person ever again. 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Hi. So I've been off for a while now. I've been having more panic attacks and anxiety symptoms. It really started after I had food poisoning on New Years Day and then I was put on antibiotics for a sinus infection last week. Just finished the course and I feel a lot better but I'm curious if anyone has taken probiotics and saw improvement in their anxiety. Thanks.",2.3912499999999994,5.245158958333335,4.4105555555555584,77.69000000000003,84.41666666666666,8.755555555555556,26.055555555555557,9.150863307647796,3.175655555555557,303,13,51,10,9,103,56,72,0.132,0.7020000000000001,0.166,0.6772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,2,1,4,0,6,5,0,0,0,9,12,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,6,2,4,2,7,6,2,16,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,2,11,35,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868186739382951,0.0,0.0,0.17678011669066715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287623306588844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22360189977969785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305028533087976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783519212059954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057152611234381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20608495125425752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149415558545589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441785767330983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966339823354105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541575154653942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196525112410398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894982220439146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26278049083040456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23276597284411474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027998155984206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281008818920342 anxiety,tofutears,2018/02/12,"Getting shit for mental health days I burnout often because of my anxiety and while I know it’s not sustainable, I call into work about once a month when I get overwhelmed and feel like I need a day off. Yesterday was one of those days. I work with my little sister who told me that my coworkers were all shit talking me for calling in yesterday which makes me feel terrible about it. Yet I know it would’ve really set back my mental health to not take a day to myself. It just hurts. I work a minimum wage job in a nursing home and while I respect my work, it’s really not that big of a deal for me to call in once in a while. I wish people were more understanding and minded their own business once in a while. 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I'm just feeling really terrible and really lonely. Everyone keeps telling me ""oh you're not the only one by yourself"" or ""one day you'll have somebody"" but it doesn't f***ing help it just makes me feel worse. 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No matter how much I study, how much I exercise, how many chores I do, etc, I always feel like I should be more productive. Work harder, study longer, run more, etc. It doesn't matter if I *am* getting results, if everyone congratulates me on my progress, if I am clearly doing as much or more than my peers. I can always find someone who's doing more, who's stronger, who's further along with their studies - even if the comparison is preposterous. Eg, someone who started years before I did. How can I stop comparing myself? I know I'm always brushing my limits, and this doesn't help. I can't even relax on my days off because I feel like I should be doing more or else I'll fail catastrophically. I'm going bananas.",3.681554809843398,5.414655986577183,4.853842281879196,82.3783920581656,73.02684563758389,7.114317673378077,27.181767337807607,7.793537801064563,1.6531472035794184,598,22,114,8,12,197,87,149,0.102,0.762,0.136,0.7109,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,4,7,5,0,0,1,0,17,1,0,6,2,29,26,13,0,6,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,7,3,0,3,5,2,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,4,21,4,8,21,11,12,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,6,9,81,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38533376263886987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409986803533577,0.0,0.13135379937202835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955307449666954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895269358237493,0.0,0.0,0.15950098194780565,0.3443170110027086,0.20391411316119665,0.0,0.0,0.14750299465602862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341557338336265,0.3308365555993267,0.0,0.0,0.14108740837832967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064968140242151,0.0,0.08772955678001591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346804192854653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483532473931463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262457791991552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565025413936954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34042954491382793,0.0,0.11905630633593828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26158703019108565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926080224224914,0.0,0.0,0.2581131924236524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123800323613724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940641812075053 anxiety,pixied4,2018/02/13,"The feeling to want to delete my entire history And I don’t mean on Google Chrome. Going through a rough patch with my anxiety at the moment. Cringe at a lot of things I say, but even worse I can’t sleep at night for analysing my entire history. It’s quite self absorbed as I’m sure other people can’t remember these little things, but this is a rational thought and it’s not comforting. Someone help me put my mind to rest :(",4.248062015503876,5.244149,4.81860465116279,86.0448062015504,70.62790697674419,8.524031007751939,28.286821705426355,8.841846274778883,2.019672868217054,338,12,70,6,6,108,63,86,0.173,0.7659999999999999,0.061,-0.8951,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,1,14,10,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606062871916425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200889002392262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636844761418196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307969550678319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426163459391176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306661883980001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19566141973624385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506958494141349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323812834227263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597590134757969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955386741369246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135972992697884,0.0,0.24478800050746044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260709914986704,0.0,0.0,0.18302088818807996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400918827592664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23031164443180935,0.0,0.19500148119991909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169093499122301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057968027508878,0.0,0.0,0.1827097688085994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574574110404422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345378613117597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Matterman123,2018/02/13,"Specific anxiety regarding Girls Hello everyone, I wanted to write because I think i have a special anxiety trigger that i want to get rid of. So I go to this school for many years and i am now a senior, so I know a lot of the people and they know me. I've been trying to fight by other anxieties, but I was wondering what you guys about this one in particular. So for a long time between 8 and 12 years old, I would get kinda made fun off for liking this girl and I wasn't hiding it from the start. So I guess from that point, i aimed to try and keep who I like a secret, but this has gotten to an extreme, where I'm afraid of going up ans talking to a girl that I like and want to talk to, because I'm worried that someone will see me try and go for her. This is quite problematic for my senior year, where most people won't really care or notice, but the fear is quite strong and I don't know what to do about it. Has anyone here had something similar?",4.311072607260726,4.06890853960396,5.695792079207924,84.20857260726073,70.03960396039605,8.91155115511551,26.73432343234323,8.59863814320734,1.60636501650165,743,20,165,11,12,252,117,202,0.103,0.7709999999999999,0.126,0.7001,0,0,1,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,10,10,1,2,11,0,15,0,0,2,0,30,37,16,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,4,15,8,0,1,6,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,6,1,21,7,27,28,2,19,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,6,13,112,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043073048160362,0.0,0.0,0.09271438097424547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616588864987491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135190713890386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670139910488687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920764513403062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385521357702488,0.0,0.22607251356761515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606971834203333,0.13129113419307034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178576393761209,0.0,0.0,0.21861429382612071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19433949007581505,0.0,0.0,0.1173435086360281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272859001200512,0.0,0.12546577773618842,0.0,0.13443178563453825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096170939843154,0.13913745922170948,0.0,0.08985065057709456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18385108856670754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534631508862928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820648668118853,0.0,0.0,0.08494455303242987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419448391495778,0.10566204390762818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123483722828546,0.10207907127027514,0.0,0.0,0.09385230817650744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315168608978324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849623229594798,0.0,0.0,0.07731793965066351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700724495879527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346261109945172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379497688232373,0.0,0.13465792818895445,0.0,0.09419257158493267,0.0,0.0,0.2561629128671328 anxiety,JoshW3st,2018/02/13,"I’m doing a mini series on how I’m overcoming my anxiety disorder It’s gonna be a few posts on how I’m fighting my GAD [the link is here ](https://t.co/JPSNHZB3sY) Hope someone finds it helpful ",2.285,4.684007179487182,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,79.76923076923076,8.002564102564103,27.698717948717945,8.841846274778883,2.636225641025641,156,7,29,4,4,54,30,39,0.174,0.682,0.14400000000000002,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175105711742109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756809469117695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37934633749126895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781979143577197,0.0,0.0,0.4122362973277671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975012381244648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516688093529681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kmsalways8,2018/02/13,"The feeling of suffocating on your own words It's hard sometimes, when you have a good day, and you don't feel anxious and you feel like you can finally be what people expect you to be. Then, you're out in college after being off for a week and you start to notice everything around you, your palms begin to sweat, your breathing becomes shallow and all you want to do is run. But, you can't, you're legs won't move. Then, you hide, hide in the disabled toilet, anywhere that isn't there. Then, the hyperventilation starts and try and remember the breathing techniques but all you can do it curl up on the floor and try and breathe. All alone. Then you calm down, and somebody asks you, 'What happened? Why did that happen?' and you don't have an explanation because you don't know. When you cycle back from the gym and your boyfriend has to calm you down by the side of the road, because all of a sudden, your suffocating, and you can't explain why. It's like your words are what's choking you, and you can't get them out, because there's nothing to explain. it's a good day, then it's not because you're exhausted, you want to sleep, you want to curl up in a ball and feel nothing, because not long ago you, saw, heard, felt, everything. So you do, then you get up and you carry on, because it's a good day. 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I was far away from any exit and any restroom. I totally freaked out (since I’m emetophobic too) and RAN out of the mall, bumping into people and everything. My boyfriend at the time was with me and was so confused, but i was too embarrassed to tell him what was going on. I had to drive all the way home feeling like I was about to throw up, but I didn’t want to say anything. I never did, and felt better once I was closer to home. I should add that the feeling I got in the mall did not involve my stomach whatsoever, it more of an all over, numb tingly feeling with my heart racing and feeling like I was going to gag. Now, I’m too afraid to go pretty much anywhere in fear that I will get “that feeling” again. I can pretty much bring it on if I think about it enough, and if I do it in public, it turns into a panic attack due to me thinking I can make myself vomit with my mind. Can panic attacks make you vomit? Is it really just all in my head? Is “that feeling” an adrenaline rush/panic waves? Thank you!",3.229629629629632,4.365497580246913,4.631378600823044,85.90287037037041,73.19753086419753,7.210699588477367,25.022633744855966,7.594959193182576,1.1689078189300417,924,28,192,11,18,308,129,243,0.161,0.7120000000000001,0.127,-0.9047,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,2,11,18,3,8,11,0,21,8,3,2,6,45,45,15,0,4,6,0,8,2,0,2,5,1,2,0,11,17,0,0,10,3,0,7,3,13,0,0,17,9,29,5,35,26,9,36,0,0,0,0,8,19,0,3,11,139,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754711102920972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966699543759204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055659864300973,0.0,0.0,0.3755718264737976,0.10338968984026996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973247206554545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176127426171465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370457103309545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890019268492596,0.0,0.0,0.2476595399431775,0.33384844338080216,0.15723049967929806,0.211318441354518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057493297632606286,0.0,0.1876211324616087,0.0,0.08801200916976973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293659612235275,0.0,0.0,0.13040232855828227,0.0,0.0,0.22076563110109249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752359831994243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14691006452512825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111277918267284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617895802216668,0.0,0.08487249467305806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719296184038262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873377573645748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629045410438276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239080330625436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049681973665949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751117661255665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910292957256724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618305465981343,0.10131346516942899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102313455685878,0.0,0.0,0.0641673734145355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969595880721555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490663247110222,0.08734757647139797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07086454260234706 anxiety,catcherdreamsdesigns,2018/02/13,"Medication least likely to cause weight gain? I’ve been on Lexapro for 6 months and didn’t realize how much weight I’d gained until recently. First it was just a couple pounds but now I’m up to 7-10 pound increase. I’m going to talk to my doctor about alternatives but I’d like to do some research. 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He knows how hard it is for me to find work because of my anxiety, so he supports me financially (from out of state, no less) to make sure I have the things I need. I don't have a job right now, so I have plenty of time to look for work. But filling out applications, getting phone calls, and (most of all) going in for interviews is scary as two Hells because of my anxiety. I want to do something so I can make money and stop being a burden on my dad, but I feel like I'm going to have an emotional breakdown if I try. If I could find a work-at-home job, that'd be perfect, but usually, you need certain qualifications for those. I'm a pretty good writer/typist and I have lots of other skills, but I didn't graduate college (mostly because of, you guessed it, anxiety). That really limits my options. I don't know what to do.",5.286075607560754,4.47735378217822,6.7599369936993705,79.30481998199822,68.10891089108911,9.72169216921692,32.225022502250226,9.095868883498916,2.5526277227722773,752,28,160,12,11,260,117,202,0.129,0.7090000000000001,0.162,0.8388,2,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,2,0,5,5,10,2,1,7,0,21,0,0,3,4,36,38,15,0,6,7,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,6,0,1,3,5,4,0,1,1,3,25,6,26,31,5,16,1,0,1,0,10,6,1,7,6,108,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31015201366416856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374464182754993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24714570623569926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799608547310796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790066737391577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201765504325976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113863783544822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068332347815029,0.09654616701892124,0.0,0.0,0.24703645826958345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121325129737547,0.0,0.15360973202073666,0.11335151406060888,0.0,0.0,0.14887522107471995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106155915439144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255996702351646,0.0,0.0,0.2682170958907204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148542087494813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819284625917366,0.0,0.06602403034428178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348606081579095,0.0,0.0,0.11489372301096143,0.0,0.0,0.18041796795575574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20041360439592384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856116080756572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942961130645186,0.13748898846615296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657604913144541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541136065871245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403966321670637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298557685249165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335864441030814,0.12737065283947271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978298634513572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760590886580814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350641549788185,0.0,0.13201504772240247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488408920657732,0.0,0.07971082699568446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951570819877507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jesusfknyelpenguins,2018/02/13,"Today Today I feel worthless, today I feel totally useless. Today I feel like a burden. Today I feel like my life is headed nowhere and eventually everyone I love will see how totally worthless I am and leave. Today I feel like my husband can do better than me, that he deserves better than me. That is how I feel today. I know tomorrow is another day and I'll likely feel at least slightly better. Today, my anxiety got the best of me but tomorrow I get another chance. So here's to everyone having a shitty day full of tears, shaking and bad thoughts. Today might suck but we have to try again tomorrow.",3.130745920745924,5.439441282051288,5.09835275835276,77.45447552447554,76.35042735042734,8.015229215229214,27.73038073038073,8.841846274778883,2.6479299145299144,478,20,82,11,11,164,66,117,0.217,0.638,0.145,-0.8872,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,4,5,16,1,1,3,0,10,3,1,2,2,21,24,9,0,0,2,1,7,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,8,17,9,7,20,5,18,0,3,1,1,4,2,1,1,19,55,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911200062165132,0.06971584375983744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609153696525545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956375668911429,0.24179693732052224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754539253642972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416134554158666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225540656094139,0.19531447416334785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761278597529792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288670381431799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352787544582668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050083845214503285,0.0,0.0,0.0964957862602252,0.0,0.0,0.06436933121127159,0.17809025694841654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225032158242003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667680750563584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262052301566478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07234874593100796,0.0,0.0,0.7774435842859765,0.0,0.0,0.06187274640249806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,edtehgar,2018/02/13,"How to deal with work anxiety? Lately i feel like i have been thrust into situations that i am absolutely not ready for. i keep getting put in sitations that i have no training yet i am expected to manage things on a way higher level then i am. its frustrating because i feel increasingly isolated at work while expecting to maintain my previous workload as i keep getting more and more ramped up. I can barely sleep and i feel like i am on this runaway ride with no stop.",4.582857142857144,6.282634098901106,5.9481318681318704,75.57186813186816,70.64835164835166,9.595604395604397,31.68131868131868,9.957137785484203,3.4044241758241762,377,17,68,10,7,127,62,91,0.177,0.768,0.056,-0.8355,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,8,1,1,1,0,15,15,6,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,1,3,13,2,13,14,3,16,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,7,51,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102759892186298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628393451963255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304870268790956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391254989347616,0.3194316026250493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336083169670223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39743197928059504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521925115071604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218446391771364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474586955916506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25129787555058675,0.22372774559239453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691142798260385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485275081457608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745651380987373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255178416594645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,user1510,2018/02/13,"Increasing Cipralex dosage Almost 3 years ago I began having horrible panic attacks that made it impossible to live ""normally"". Ive always had anxiety, and was diagnosed with GAD and panic disorder. I started the pills and went to a therapist the first year. My panic attacks became very rare (only 2-4 a year) and my anxiety was greatly reduced. My life was better then ever up until the beginning of this year (2018). I began getting panic attacks again and am constantly a nervous wreck. I increased my dosage to 10mg, I was on 5mg for 3 years. Now I have physical symptoms such has bad nausea, lightheadedness and hot flashes. I have had a few good days, but Im still very anxious.I had to quit an internship because of all of this.. I thought upping the dosage would help but im really scared its making it worse. But again, that could be my anxiety... Ive been taking the 10mg for just over 3 weeks now. Should I wait it out, or does this seem like a red flag? My doctor isnt available to talk/have an appointment for a while. I just want to know if anyone has had similar expierence? Thanks.",2.8920560747663515,5.118289280373833,4.4633738317757015,82.12029439252338,76.75700934579439,7.831401869158879,26.58785046728972,8.697196308434329,2.2325446728971965,862,34,161,19,20,288,131,214,0.16699999999999998,0.7509999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.9224,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,3,9,15,3,6,13,0,22,5,0,2,2,29,37,14,0,6,7,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,10,0,1,14,2,18,5,19,19,4,31,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,4,24,104,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928841948156535,0.0,0.104925476429458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718821378468647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404771279818257,0.1183754586274514,0.0,0.07326701563335082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576188605628421,0.0,0.0,0.08748979326307743,0.06387501075838534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926724350763536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132336706257366,0.0,0.08366104830613014,0.0,0.0,0.06757664848283562,0.0,0.0,0.10635298309391016,0.0,0.0,0.120090897053686,0.10725028803862502,0.0916966920254088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478261792124758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912873816200265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054745021165232326,0.0,0.0,0.08788737571506497,0.0,0.1155241094418214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023412922166054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22636818622934754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05758623676687818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401164051566221,0.051191894604848964,0.0,0.09252569477780544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991486218454218,0.06994375799425863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266552083532827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969252572056168,0.0,0.4917631468516622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145008352084076,0.0,0.0,0.06712695300984492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490650026541493,0.0,0.0,0.095390905845115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07416625617448004,0.0,0.08368018831002111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891011212250938,0.07878410432210169,0.08422095770317108,0.0,0.0964705108840004,0.0,0.12166164678328215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318634472105711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291461901473368,0.0618039861115785,0.0,0.08405095289019332,0.0,0.0,0.09713529607380976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678327441625693,0.0744351474101501,0.0,0.0,0.3373854905158388 anxiety,Ahab1851,2018/02/13,"I've just started dating this great guy who told me has depression and Anxiety issues. How can I be supportive? So last week I met this guy on Grindr (gay ""dating"" app) and we got to chatting. I invited him over for dinner just to hang out. I wasn't looking for sex, just company. He asked if we were going to have dinner; he wanted to make sure it wasn't a hookup. I told him I didn't want the latter. Anyway, long story short, he came over, we had a blast, we had dinner, watched a movie, cuddled, and he fell asleep on me. Four nights later the same thing happened :-) On our second date he told me he had anxiety issues and I just tried to listen to him. He's Spanish so English is his second language, which probably doesn't help his anxiety when talking to an American. Last night he came over and he told me had anxiety and depression issues and he's seeing a doctor. He also told me that he'd done things in his life he wasn't proud of. I told him I wasn't going to judge him and I wanted to be supportive. I gave him an early Valentine's Day present and he started sobbing in joy. He said no one had done that for him before. He also told me that he feels at peace at my house and he fell asleep on me last the because he felt so comfortable with me. I'm totally into him and I want to spend more time with him, but I get the feeling he's still feeling me out a little. I'm pretty sure he's into me too but he can't quite trust me yet, which is totally understandable. I texted him today and we chatted and told him, ""I wanted to thank you for trusting me with what you told me last night about your depression.I want to be as supportive as I can. You're brave for working so hard to manage it!"" and he said he really appreciated it. He's such a sweet guy and I really like him, and I can tell he likes me too, but I don't know exactly how to proceed. Last summer I dated a guy in a similar situation and he would freak out if I pushed too hard to make plans. I felt frustrated and bad that I'd made him upset. I don't want to do the same thing with this guy. I patiently wait for him to text me back so I don't bombard him with tons of texts. He's taken a few days at a time to get back to me because he said he still has depressive episodes from time to time. So how can I continue to support this guy? How can I continue talking to him and build something without upsetting him? I think we like each other and I want to be sensitive and patient, but I don't want to make him anxious or upset. We made plans to hang out for an entire day. He wants to cook for me, and watch movies together but we don't have solid plans yet. How do I ask him about setting up solid plans without making him feel like I'm cornering or pushing him? Thanks for your help!!!",1.7851118760757316,3.3810825697074023,3.625793115318416,89.76393580034426,77.86402753872633,6.919944922547332,22.635490533562823,7.770157013224466,0.9165903339070564,2147,64,476,33,50,723,227,581,0.108,0.763,0.129,0.9742,0,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,9,4,0,7,33,30,1,3,18,0,39,11,2,11,5,98,104,47,0,13,15,0,8,4,0,1,2,4,0,6,19,44,4,1,9,3,1,10,15,10,0,4,35,17,87,20,69,63,8,72,0,4,4,3,99,23,1,4,42,304,106,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832736185021264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898892229536025,0.062388909958571576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325646782303953,0.0,0.0,0.08492974843618684,0.046110848460259916,0.06732970399463434,0.0,0.046992693055468535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263261434529657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684731834745274,0.0,0.1426965018834333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05652547108206885,0.0,0.11302938428683428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169435605544988,0.03945299078553161,0.10604996532578496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770591701624411,0.0,0.06277166177704792,0.0,0.04416874580788779,0.060886127459011626,0.0,0.3280905885396277,0.04883558188456325,0.0,0.0989421066682894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403275670203331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372262258424162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292270711405774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030350400177191664,0.2250800966973498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03900728773985094,0.10792123773432072,0.0553502944851088,0.0,0.0488726841639895,0.04637537304587348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451109567056822,0.14745336137286047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554757091747953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03742211664391187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618402016937785,0.059542252277001675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05873894222906561,0.0,0.0,0.07075752821883105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759582188400734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044007442423053635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620755910626577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042515161408884186,0.0,0.0,0.07817755355857091,0.0,0.08820604869157449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506762255456803,0.10409845047163864,0.0,0.0,0.08877606570977696,0.04826937746757714,0.10168813852102886,0.0,0.0,0.11006777717890996,0.035386165149681174,0.0,0.0,0.12880934918958406,0.0,0.05234716081760691,0.4749315731401914,0.0,0.03749437778459391,0.0,0.0,0.0574915219832577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257333377462323,0.0,0.04429843307557297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647050559094803,0.0,0.040204702045688864,0.0,0.0,0.03923049391631184,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PennyEmpty,2018/02/13,"Does anyone have a fear of taking medication? Every time I’m prescribed something, (for an illness of any kind) I get really nervous because of all the side affects. It takes me hours to convince myself to just take it (knowing it’ll probably end up killing me) but I’m usually fine. Just wondering if I’m the only crazy one or if you do this too, is there anything that helps you?",3.7228,5.430015613333335,5.0183333333333335,81.34750000000003,72.86666666666667,7.666666666666668,31.16666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.484466666666667,301,14,56,5,6,100,60,75,0.14800000000000002,0.763,0.08900000000000001,-0.5728,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,2,4,0,4,2,0,1,1,10,13,4,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,6,3,7,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543419824207596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953800742297782,0.0,0.17599105642054808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036892181783238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18715298411194448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941917209599707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018883177376385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406553731056639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173460950484176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334788507632742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061201115664988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23660776302913486,0.2227054419951686,0.11753353165359375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21544450936501186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491912809825344,0.16265247601176494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305805245356995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700613721870786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16464221361285222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4823951627518596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247052562063915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553991995127385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192533989294475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,officeninja415,2018/02/13,"End of the world Anxiety over loss of Resources Hi all, Back in early November I'd say I starting getting this worry about the end of the world via scenarios like running out of water/oxygen or overpopulation and lack of resources. That was the month my wife was separating from me. Since then it's been a roller coaster. I found an email of hers that basically said she loved another man and after confronting her she told me basically everything. They had slept together. I was heartbroken. A few weeks ago we decided to try this again however. Since then, things with my anxiety have been up and down. Some parts of the day it isn't so bad, but sometimes I nearly have panic attacks about it. I'm so worried about the world's end that it affects me at work and at home. Sometimes I have trouble wanting to do anything and even when I do and go out and have fun with friends, the thoughts are always there. It's usually the last thing I think about before falling asleep and the first thing I'm thinking about when I wake up in the morning. Sometimes I will see people being happy about, say, a child being born. But then I'll think ""well, that's just someone else taking up resources and slowly inching the earth closer to death"". I realize these thoughts are probably a little disturbing. I think about them regarding all facets of life and just think what's the point of any of this if we are on this track to the end. My biggest fear is that this is just who I am now. That I will never be able to go back to who I was. Is there some way this is tied to the separation? Is there a possibility this will end? Thanks",4.815008576329333,5.8935624276729595,5.2240022870211575,83.35420240137225,69.37735849056604,8.423327615780446,29.23441966838193,8.710501217029153,2.1041270440251574,1284,47,256,21,22,409,171,318,0.116,0.8109999999999999,0.073,-0.8851,1,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,2,3,23,15,2,3,20,0,29,5,3,1,3,41,51,21,1,3,7,1,0,1,1,3,1,3,1,2,25,16,0,0,10,1,0,4,2,8,1,1,13,4,28,7,41,32,7,52,0,1,1,1,21,21,0,4,27,185,53,1,0.10149112524401907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996575890473557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444874648755342,0.0,0.0,0.06901744544491227,0.10642229399258077,0.15528086603649768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351854847152128,0.0,0.0,0.11546080669963026,0.0,0.15608082127872194,0.08474085029162239,0.0,0.0,0.08636147240807407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545337963108748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08478281208463179,0.0,0.4494550640213066,0.0,0.0,0.06703393103807577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121367918379064,0.0,0.0,0.11420573211191155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632829928579726,0.0,0.1112797803358759,0.07841179160390767,0.0,0.05302492404828288,0.0,0.1153594906801502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803919004206372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018038737002952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272881291391661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168618320900688,0.04958343727947481,0.10172077016978356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159970301081242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100924788796122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782762125175944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190779679893257,0.0,0.10990499840131747,0.0,0.0703611673197832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594191818635098,0.114415994390848,0.0,0.0,0.10942459865122532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654130134088752,0.1614196326990657,0.0,0.0,0.08087528671920166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790901516440465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599310106810744,0.0,0.30113195396306297,0.0,0.07183594081967154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07630869545712246,0.0,0.0,0.09343939236198227,0.0,0.0,0.20227858170704074,0.3251570751217159,0.0,0.16114523355010238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697911947728237,0.0,0.06890581198825972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117781358981142,0.0,0.059862095213305815,0.08055893119567263,0.08141005882044927,0.0,0.09125271018852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388674793111365,0.20613832836351426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,usedsparingly,2018/02/13,"Does anybody else get anxious and/or hyper-aware whenever someone is mad at them? Whenever somebody is mad at me, even if I don’t know them, I get anxious and I become acutely aware of them and their actions. I think part of it is PTSD, because somewhere in my mind I’m convinced or nervous that they’re going to hit me. Anybody else get like this or have advice?",4.609999999999999,5.663927777777778,5.103777777777778,84.119,69.83333333333333,6.871111111111111,33.84444444444444,6.742157984588678,2.1396244444444443,288,14,54,2,5,92,51,72,0.171,0.759,0.069,-0.7691,0,0,0,0,1,0,9.0,0,0,4,0,1,5,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,13,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,11,2,6,12,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,1,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204309786619511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5096750144963771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750948639064714,0.2491317856043959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19740372446794485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37688084018447693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899130867043833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535636074341304,0.0,0.12820045921391776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397107643452066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020540037330342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277682017296437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442776260866108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636871365217766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191130438963652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454046598675238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JustRedditonReddit,2018/02/13,"Clenching fist and jaw but don't feel stressed Hi all, Firstly, I will see a doctor. Does anyone else ever have the following symptoms? I need a need to clench my fist or jaw really tight for a few seconds every so often in the last few days. I've googled, and it's supposed to be a sign of stress and anxiety. Yet I don't feel stressed at all. However, on paper I have some things to be stressed about: (i) broke up with my girlfriend literally 2 days ago, (ii) moved to a new town and don't like my job but looking for a new one (iii) PhD viva coming up. But I'm sorting out all of these problems and I'm confident it will be okay. I don't feel stressed. Is it possible that I'm subconsciously repressing it and it's coming out now in the clenching? Does anyone know of something like this? Alternatively, perhaps this is nothing to do with stress and some kind of nerve condition. If anyone can find any information regarding this, then I would also appreciate it. In either case, I will see a doctor. Many thanks.",2.76462596259626,4.761919797029705,4.150033003300333,85.29691969196921,76.27722772277227,7.261166116611661,26.56875687568757,8.167268648758528,1.7266030803080312,797,31,161,14,18,263,114,202,0.124,0.7609999999999999,0.115,-0.4596,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,1,7,14,0,7,10,1,17,5,2,0,4,40,33,15,0,5,6,0,4,2,1,4,3,0,0,0,12,13,0,2,6,0,0,4,4,9,0,3,0,7,11,5,23,26,8,25,0,1,3,0,3,10,0,6,13,103,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051948725531844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166196103222724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694422394631356,0.0,0.0781183004806826,0.0,0.0,0.21420520577330648,0.1046296951897784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759274236976032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171247451171944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20903967785928304,0.1787244334005901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530464002522761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236957904384156,0.08603695799105576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489843623747782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333198283382486,0.08685963951294708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133416567239263,0.0,0.0,0.10633788214674317,0.05612016808076696,0.08323799873837019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997772346620654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857515457769331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10352938419308197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853292507187552,0.0,0.15143512998986672,0.0,0.1972481342120974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798285537816813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919630264291056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151202109797552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771102078420008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541799042907777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274612862880325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861372470602764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7018397602856371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061374061089171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401450050581343,0.0,0.0,0.06784119396003732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254012795948063,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PavidoNavido,2018/02/13,"Chronic Fatigue Syndrome/Adrenal Fatigue? Anybody else her feel constantly tired? I've been feeling really foggy minded and exhausted all day but sleeping doesn't really make it go away. It's gotten to the point where it feels like my short-term memory isn't working so good and that is just making my anxiety worse. I'm constantly forgetting things and feeling like I'm extra sensitive to like and sound. It's been several days and I'm not really even sure if I feel different than when this started. I've even started missing work and it's just adding to my stress. I've looked up my symptoms and the closest thing could find was something called Adrenal Fatigue BUT apparently there are also some people that think it's a completely made up condition so I don't know what to think. Has anybody else gone through this and have a nice?",3.74139150943396,6.442352616352202,4.167386006289309,82.88428655660381,76.29559748427674,7.748584905660378,29.43435534591195,8.660442795831766,2.6728393081761,682,31,120,15,16,214,100,159,0.14800000000000002,0.725,0.127,-0.1606,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,0,1,4,0,11,8,1,3,2,32,32,15,0,2,6,0,5,3,0,0,7,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,9,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,6,7,7,6,9,25,3,15,0,4,1,0,2,6,0,2,10,69,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077264141266302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305170586253096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656315860282982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375525360195168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123939809849034,0.2911442684879374,0.0,0.10755385114437026,0.0,0.0,0.1737517982123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074180969423414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506349007842694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794751202691775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405635638829993,0.1924716932496528,0.0,0.0,0.12312121466258075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655799845441377,0.11298717762343427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403232044769212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974354442218284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312129191606105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746452896587213,0.17983806533873264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601727905581182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338997783639827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12734316320084133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588933245987182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218236818854888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480587915291925,0.0,0.0,0.1037052570948706,0.0,0.0,0.19069487265654464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430823954298584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696125583899398,0.1400138083911954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17898880857146854,0.17263165575950934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482771261794634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613892192348895,0.0,0.1372795659845084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawaydude121212,2018/02/13,"Does this happen to anyone else here? Hey guys, I've been dealing with anxiety my whole life and I just wanted to ask if what I experience regularly happens to anyone else. So, as with anyone else that has anxiety, throughout the day Im constantly questioning myself, double guessing, overthinking and just generally anxious. But when my anxiety level starts to rise (for example when Im talking to someone/doing a speech or something like that), something weird happens. For example yesterday I was doing a group critique in my art class with my teacher and a few other students and it was my turn to present my work. Every time that I'm in a situation like this, Ill start to get warm and when my anxiety reaches a peak I start to feel very off. It's almost like being high or drunk without any of the good parts. Things seem blurry even though I can see everything clearly, it's hard to focus on other people talking even though I can hear them, and it almost feels like a different world even though I'm very aware that its not. It's feels like a kind of survival mode where I can't really concentrate fully on anything but am just trying to seem normal until I can get out of the situation. I guess I feel detached or removed and everything feels fuzzy. Its very hard to describe but it happens often to me. The reason I'm asking is because whenever I hear about anxiety, its usually associated with panic attacks, but I'm not sure if this is the same thing. I'll never end up hyperventilating or anything like that, in fact it's so strange because I can act pretty damn normal on the outside compared to how crazy everything seems on the inside when Im going through one of these moments. So would you classify this as a panic attack or is it something else? And does anyone else have experience with this? Thanks. 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For example, On Sunday I hung out with a new friend of mine. We had fun, she told me she liked being around me, and she even made me breakfast the next morning. However, when I got home I instantly starting thinking she hates me, and when she texted me later I had a panic attack and started to spiral into the ""I'm an awful person I annoy everyone"" mindset because her texts were shorter than usual and it made me think she really did hate me. (Wow. just writing this out makes me realize how bad my anxiety can get) It's strange because if someone else posted this and I read it, I wouldn't think the friend in this story hated me whatsoever, but when it happens to me it feels so real. It's exhausting sometimes.",4.992744425385934,6.11544359748428,5.854819897084049,78.83156089193828,69.0,8.54911377930246,30.806746712407087,8.841846274778883,2.5745672955974848,648,26,118,11,11,213,107,159,0.168,0.77,0.063,-0.9207,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,1,2,1,0,10,14,5,1,6,1,8,2,0,4,1,28,26,13,0,2,3,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,1,1,12,11,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,8,1,30,6,12,16,0,17,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,1,11,84,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372165712409613,0.0,0.0,0.09480373045626032,0.13892218984150198,0.0,0.1206988176156078,0.0,0.15424677243821872,0.0,0.0,0.11320726941703325,0.16530192339572286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265266543011662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910436973419191,0.0,0.0,0.12955665737020267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068555521534314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142563989042277,0.0,0.07083722716840772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843919106791958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989679349119,0.0,0.0,0.4015844284079108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360021585578345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623966508954189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565863817241211,0.09050360687773433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094821072159665,0.14419549506986554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907902218834774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838702524115186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985232893089327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356210416845438,0.1543246742130859,0.08685880685166844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488018030408916,0.0,0.13409638965960174,0.0,0.1919346024547169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475079089197925,0.13321093609826545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955665737020267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14932700701024915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pumpkinlamps,2018/02/13,"What are/were your experiences with Zoloft? (Especially if you took it as a teen) Hello. I’m a 17 year old girl who recently started taking Zoloft (sertraline). I suffer from extreme anxiety, panic attacks, depression, and OCD. This is my first time taking medication for mental illness. This is my first week and I’ve been taking 25 mg a day, then I will start taking 50 mg a day from then on out. I’ve already begun to feel some side effects, but honestly they aren’t a big deal. I’m super tired and my stomach has been acting weird, but that’s it. I’m curious to know other peoples’ experiences with this medicine, especially if you are/were around my age and struggle(d) with the same problems. Thank you. 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I’ve been on Paroxetine, which didn’t work out very well for me, Citalopram, and Fluoxetine. All three of these didn’t work out for me because they totally killed my sex drive, along with many other annoying and stressful side-effects. Have any of you been on medications that have worked well for your social anxiety, and maybe even increased your sex drive? TLDR: i’ve been on medications such as Paroxetine, Citalopram and Fluoxetine. All killed my sex drive. Any suggestions for successful medications?",6.9251185770751,9.40791713768116,6.831712779973646,68.42745059288539,66.02898550724638,10.815283267457183,34.28458498023716,10.832165505486646,4.476947826086958,647,30,100,20,11,205,85,138,0.142,0.721,0.13699999999999998,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,3,1,4,4,9,3,1,2,0,10,8,0,1,3,19,14,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,7,11,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,4,2,2,6,1,9,5,21,8,4,20,0,0,0,3,9,10,0,0,5,63,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640052776528426,0.0,0.18449597333196416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350812765662662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964593879989476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837495276621872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060971922467556276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102134513294152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853182255923101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08082627737170403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26682116269393696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225531269644575,0.12114487995586147,0.0,0.0,0.6073887195083155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894130169634255,0.0,0.3493882318750697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653475890875004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359917342543294,0.0,0.12598674107674818,0.0,0.11399277986359263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622789602514634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24584455371541136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13813089559915925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011200342712757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949610761171876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21684265441246975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633642088139869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765345292901142 anxiety,noforksgiven,2018/02/13,"Stress stomachaches Does anyone else suffer from debilitating stress related stomach pain? I've had my stomach checked via colonoscopy twice and they found nothing, but when I get stressed I am in horrible stomach pain. 6-8/10 on the pain scale. The only thing I've found that helps is wine, and I obviously can't drink that before work. Has anyone else found a solution that helps at all? 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Truthfully, I've never done any real therapy or anything before. My experience is mostly with high school counselors and child psychologists back when I was younger who theorized I had/have anxiety, OCD and panic disorder. I've been extremely suicidal for awhile now and at a very low level of functioning, dissociating every time I leave the house etc - I haven't been this bad since high school. I thought I was getting better. I'm finally biting the bullet and seeing someone about it (whether I want to or not) but the only option in my price range was a Licensed Clinical Social Worker at the local sliding scale clinic. I know they can't prescribe medicines etc (disheartening since I'm fairly certain I probably need some...) but I was wondering if anyone else had seen one before and could tell me what it's like? I just want to prepare myself. I have no idea how this goes. I've had bad experiences with this before (when I was 16, my school counselor tried to convince my mom to have me made in-patient at a facility for panic attacks that were clearly triggered by bullying and sexual harassment - yeah, she literally skipped right past every reasonable option straight to ""Yeah, lock her up!""). I'm extremely anxious about it (shocking, I know! lol) I'm embarrassed. I'm bad at talking about shit. I'm scared to admit to this person that I'm suicidal. I'm scared to admit to any of it. Part of my issues definitely stem from sexual assault and I'm afraid she will side against me or blame me so I don't even want to talk to her about it at all even though I know this is all pointless if I don't talk. I'm worried that a LCSW at a sliding scale may not even know how to deal with someone as fucked up as me. I don't know. I'm just drowning in fears at the moment so any advice on how therapy works and what I should expect would be a great help.",3.785093286835224,5.7481933837837875,5.010784655623365,80.39615954664342,73.27027027027026,8.01743679163034,27.88142981691369,8.748949900417786,2.2919642545771586,1512,59,279,30,31,500,191,370,0.218,0.675,0.107,-0.9951,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,1,4,19,24,5,7,12,3,26,5,1,6,6,60,56,26,3,11,12,1,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,17,11,0,0,11,0,1,2,9,18,0,1,14,4,35,6,42,36,7,31,0,2,3,1,19,20,2,11,10,175,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349018813109885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743047381460308,0.0,0.06536074688339502,0.09652196597847833,0.0,0.05974106856526214,0.08754254741469925,0.0703091738995402,0.0,0.0,0.0971994136080276,0.0,0.0656974636562959,0.2140144658373774,0.0,0.0,0.218107374692824,0.0,0.0,0.07556402086461021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821624137264792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880840537943438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979207144296779,0.0,0.0,0.08743395574587431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137348035428369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190574564499104,0.16929533860851134,0.0,0.14397240593479813,0.0,0.0,0.16715184562964325,0.0,0.096142842833514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359445696991578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07898715487843795,0.04463845066933698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419700916496934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726808841853204,0.1805423914234045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985853545641336,0.0,0.09645044639265356,0.0,0.08917631709467146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347757233842821,0.0,0.0,0.09046776630568708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174127278335395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084462789449769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006534730474954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335207716768809,0.06589597088093004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789580667373161,0.0649803544208213,0.0,0.20048896232482333,0.0,0.09252231733483532,0.08156137498845419,0.0,0.07460220561080291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211789807481856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724850382052556,0.0,0.08784571772216251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729646018643966,0.0,0.0,0.17107906937716266,0.2594070665327667,0.1361679459756049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770210126515221,0.14135236258949346,0.0,0.0,0.17418899022952616,0.14478469771825458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691321415405387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060183548606377,0.07467761839117858,0.0,0.1954143208967176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394357087837269,0.06782917361536488,0.04982027907060272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058007601981056416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07049628008727825,0.15118274464905174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092655157517079,0.0622007482676924,0.08676764528069418,0.0,0.060693549568722874,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OlveriaandTraveller,2018/02/13,"Help with breath I am looking for tips on how to relax my breath. I do not have Anxiety but lately I have developed symptoms of shortness of breath. I have been doing Headspace for over a year and it has been very helpful. One thing is I always had trouble doing meditation sitting upright and feeling comfortable in my breath. I have a history of shoulder problems as well. Anyways, lately I have become obsessed in a bad way of controlling my breath, I sit in class obsessing with the tightness in my solar plexus region. I have become hyperaware of my shallow breath. It kind of all started doing Diaphragmatic breathing and massaging the stomach area and trying to open up my chest and posture. Now I have built a negative feedback loop between my breath and my mind. I am doing the anxiety pack on headspace and I have experience some help. Its tough because so much of meditation and relaxation is grounding yourself in your breath and body, but that is the source of my anxiety. I am looking for advice on how to relax my body and mind and be less anxious about controlling my breath. Any help would be great :) Thank you!",5.5177403846153865,7.449719908653848,5.705000000000003,77.31500000000003,68.66346153846153,8.46923076923077,34.153846153846146,9.017664075816787,3.2498500000000012,903,44,151,17,16,286,112,208,0.122,0.6859999999999999,0.191,0.9573,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,2,7,14,0,2,8,0,26,16,15,4,1,29,31,17,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,14,0,3,1,3,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,4,26,8,29,25,4,22,0,0,2,0,6,14,0,1,5,120,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111919886622805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164855645574773,0.0,0.0,0.09124704006498773,0.0,0.30794212926645154,0.15158527169945696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203474298208464,0.08179491739996682,0.2963826621725179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980875894411611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009886872213139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312538429878478,0.0,0.0,0.06784546853440852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793398666094207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35975225554636225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972788129652414,0.0,0.0,0.3027218977838765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253549077228775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709672144929537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863778093106547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909238793048794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839219324169193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497333504339163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946445596351345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353496892763388,0.0,0.0,0.08914326771696847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910994509673892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071259958809596,0.0,0.10650588376631956,0.0,0.0,0.1206439857188948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531766275700096,0.0,0.0,0.08640755751283391 anxiety,SerenityLeagueNow,2018/02/13,"2016 broke me and I am still not healed completely Hello all. This is my first pose on this sub and first pose on Reddit in general. Please forgive any errors or whatnot as just typing this is hard enough. I also apologize in advance for the length. I don't know what I am hoping to achieve. I don't even know what I want to say really. I guess I will just start at the beginning. I never really thought I had anxiety issues. I have always been shy, awkward, and just terrible at talking to people in general but that just seemed normal. I had had worries but never anything debilitating. I grew up, graduated college, got a job, and started this whole adult thing feeling decidedly average. But as said in the title, 2016 broke me. My grandmother's breast cancer came back and my dad's single functional kidney suddenly failed. These are when my symptoms started. At first I had trouble sleeping. I tried supplements but it took melatonin and two Benadryl before bedtime to knock me out for a few hours. I was stressed out and laying awake worrying. It got worse when I decided to donate a kidney to my dad. The stress was hard but I knew I was doing the right thing. My symptoms got worse and I found myself suddenly terrified of driving. It was like a switch flipped on in my brain and I thought I was going crazy. I was suddenly convinced I was going to run someone over accidentally and not realize it and end up in jail. It got so bad I found myself compulsively checking the news for reported hit-and-runs or turning around to double back and make sure that bump in the road was really a pothole and not a person. I started seeing a therapist. She was nice but didn't really help much and it was expensive. At her advice, I spoke to my doctor and was given Paxil for the months leading up to the surgery date. The side effects were hell. I don't know if it helped much either. I think I just powered through by telling myself things would go back to normal after the surgery. They didn't. My dad got developed MRSA after surgery and they almost didn't catch it in time. My mom is a recovering alcoholic. She fell off the wagon soon after I was discharged and she ended up in rehab. My grandmother started radiation treatment and started getting weaker. I recovered from the surgery and weened myself off the Paxil (this was worse than the side effects). I started sleeping better but the driving anxiety just got worse. Then it suddenly got better but I was convinced I was going to lose my job. Then that thought went away just to be replaced by something else until it eventually cycled back to driving. My wife started having to drive me around. It was all I could do to get myself to work and back. I got through 2016. I saw a new therapist, learned some breathing exercises to try and calm myself down when it got too hard, and eventually worked up my tolerance for driving again. But it is hard. I am so nervous all the time. Like, what is going to go wrong next? 2017 was not much bettern My mom was in and out of the hospital. She had surgery twice. My grandmother passed away in the fall after bekng in so much pain for so long. Each time I let my guard down, something else goes wrong. I am scared to let myself be happy and content. Right now I am okay but I was in a really dark place for a while. I don't know what is wrong with me. I don't know why my brain took these stressors and linked them to my ability to drive a car. Am I just crazy? I can still feel the intrusive thoughts scratching at the back of my mind. And not always just about driving, too: ""What if your wife is cheating on you? What if you really do lose your job? Oh, there was a news article about a hit-and-run on your route to work, what if you caused it?!"" If you made it to the end here, thank you. I apologize again for the length. I don't really know what I want. Advice, maybe? Or just to know I am not alone and that there are people who have gone through the same thing? Either way it felt good to type all that out. Thank you again for reading.",2.9171255390263764,5.099543520859672,3.8819081100739465,86.530654624803,76.49683944374209,6.963829381916423,25.374175224702558,7.950633377421442,1.5148060925133784,3179,115,624,52,73,1022,318,791,0.166,0.753,0.08,-0.9978,4,1,3,0,0,0,91.0,0,9,3,17,41,35,2,5,38,1,66,17,8,6,7,127,130,59,0,12,36,7,8,2,0,2,9,3,0,2,41,36,1,1,27,2,3,27,17,19,0,5,57,13,100,16,96,66,18,129,1,5,2,1,38,47,1,13,56,457,141,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830429369900487,0.0,0.05375493143260241,0.050367742520691816,0.05209517350703115,0.0,0.040224539110403634,0.08370652490100505,0.0,0.0,0.03420542492356467,0.0,0.07695804982404005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413922512062247,0.08955454316210253,0.0,0.0,0.09451618276593604,0.2320635361034445,0.041998030699683,0.0,0.0,0.04280121991911018,0.0,0.0,0.08897174466163954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230188567657444,0.0,0.057529295470269325,0.0,0.051671502681048816,0.0,0.0,0.05273813055788113,0.0,0.0,0.040160104900045866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148372994838165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403765438940464,0.0,0.1336514385583947,0.0519728903031321,0.0,0.03322238429245338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050865936663916964,0.0,0.04829546460515865,0.0,0.0,0.1283543374126883,0.0,0.11030174029920324,0.0,0.0,0.05255888701528176,0.0,0.1715183909913062,0.04218888359121995,0.36206237011760656,0.0,0.05541063499319577,0.0,0.0,0.053544815806551516,0.18023409987467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742946817458391,0.0,0.0,0.049958811436897545,0.04953493347987201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052499671296134094,0.14974365269163706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19350325501850946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286941382803644,0.0,0.04914764753700046,0.0,0.0,0.044513526825777534,0.0,0.11254468064662401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04759465886008217,0.033575346173937766,0.0,0.050532667673974116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078821573546359,0.11782047101262842,0.04014862805894191,0.0,0.14790385344495974,0.0,0.07758824144566892,0.0485796274592125,0.0534941515671698,0.0,0.0985657763043478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05352227709317516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974276172572053,0.043919634720682936,0.0525523333753595,0.055213811040431666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031317071351835,0.0,0.22556229814882714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591109700274906,0.04784639903362853,0.04000022814437778,0.05035863332646105,0.0,0.04008223616815053,0.04579082933831123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067176935686177,0.0,0.04261865306036895,0.0774461157699648,0.0,0.0,0.2848182936567432,0.0,0.08033858548578088,0.0,0.1152359496392072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04740673902872559,0.1045610021885238,0.0,0.040428880161352716,0.04396403155506943,0.09261815182343566,0.0,0.11680332953157438,0.13366716768729414,0.03222992636063035,0.0,0.1597289251277164,0.0879902319461654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176932148297432,0.0683001975389811,0.05471147624315765,0.049135360271162734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933596615714655,0.03992544863364428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662819506572423,0.045387528346096884,0.05615766125404945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098560339162927,0.1021632874015201,0.20503819107956525,0.035731363505075366,0.16498401462667056,0.0,0.0 anxiety,magicposition,2018/02/13,"[DAE] get anxiety yawns? I'm very anxious today. My heart is beating faster than usual, I am unfocused, fidgety, and I can't stop yawning!! This happens to me sometimes. Usually for a day or so. It's so uncomfortable! It's like I can't get enough air in my lungs to yawn properly, or at least my brain keeps thinking I need to get more oxygen for some reason. I'll yawn like every other minute! It's very annoying :/ I wish I could stop it but its like this weird mental thing I have! 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And it's not just my imagination, people will stare at me and talk about me because of it. They did it this morning when I was doing a presentation. Everything I do is janky and awkward as fuck. Even standing still I apparently look weird. No one in my class is going to want to be my friend after that. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I can't hold a conversation, and everything I do is somehow weird. People just keep talking about me. I don't know how to act like a normal person.",1.7358397534668697,3.664903338983052,3.793636363636363,86.97054699537755,79.16949152542372,6.6637904468412925,22.59167950693375,7.686295010490155,0.9449559322033902,446,14,96,7,11,152,74,118,0.122,0.816,0.062,-0.7003,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,7,1,1,3,0,15,1,0,1,0,22,26,10,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,2,5,0,0,3,5,5,0,1,2,4,16,2,12,22,0,12,0,0,2,1,7,3,1,3,6,69,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134592523329622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837807519646355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147811599682965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35780693468244146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006513780304597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379427213006455,0.18402897085161746,0.0,0.0,0.11313112823686908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769348361312413,0.0,0.0,0.32819666556047405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972512997104317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716136315523533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760143697319678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503781631356834,0.19100469294703665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488909348853528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2760080924774704,0.17381265527218753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16999726867448425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589706170474961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479993815195591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741151647212435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764229022775086,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bodleian_steps,2018/02/13,"Meditation is so relieving to my anxiety is makes me want to cry with happiness. I'm so sick of feeling this way :'( I've felt anxiety surrounding my significant other for the last 3 months. Around whether or not it would last, her sexual past, and everything my mind could find to be upset about. Every fucking day. Not being able to eat. Losing sleep over it. Having horrible dreams of guilt, and death (insane, I know). It took me a while to even recognize that it was anxiety, and that I couldn't rationalize my way out of feeling this way. Because I knew it was all irrational and unfair. All I wanted was to be as excited about this new relationship as I knew I could be, and should be. I started Headspace diligently over the past few weeks (the ""anxiety"" lessons). And holy shit. The real-time relief it provides me, as well as long-term, is so, so helpful. I just want to express how relieving it is to feel even just a little bit more at peace. I know it is hard to meditate, and almost painful sometime. But that is the mind fighting any sort of peace, and that's why it's so necessary. Just wanted to share my path to success in case anyone is browsing this subreddit feeling lost, as I do a lot of days.",3.680399197145405,5.411317088983054,4.854210526315793,82.38356378233722,73.02542372881356,8.697234611953613,28.52274754683319,9.276330184999452,2.5168,947,38,186,22,19,312,133,236,0.173,0.654,0.173,-0.0272,0,0,0,0,2,0,39.0,0,0,0,4,15,16,3,2,8,0,22,6,2,2,2,48,41,23,1,9,8,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,18,11,1,0,11,1,0,1,3,8,1,0,8,6,19,8,31,23,6,23,0,2,0,1,6,8,2,4,11,129,37,1,0.1159302949809724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608744432702932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883657600626874,0.0,0.3547454333810904,0.0,0.0,0.08106115776431491,0.0,0.0,0.10320254118290316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067003179430559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656585643606724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512181441669653,0.0,0.12734398536932467,0.14953089917742746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862563379540506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314173294056072,0.0,0.09767627355409232,0.0,0.10419067390032496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344713618319837,0.0,0.11131126347971894,0.0,0.10595818935823187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071756896340232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234099547223208,0.10385077327238534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770563302000742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274245165648114,0.1889973268396927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619261155220705,0.0,0.10259466294452853,0.0,0.1296963462626993,0.12655161164342218,0.09855979108624237,0.0,0.0,0.07738437211329281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23411309983716946,0.0,0.09253445541428264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111966201300016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233580075532928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22133716869128528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319540560599046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244657511078187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900078183486425,0.0,0.0,0.1160140184535484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11465802606614868,0.0,0.08205605947748587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12880282335260804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735147665205955,0.2760602161345103,0.092992289826141,0.0,0.10423525785661474,0.0,0.10460905941643968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235355535182542,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Athenahasanxiety,2018/02/13,"Today is a hard day Long time lurker just wanting to erase this day out of my mind. It’s only 9 am but at 6am I woke up with crippling anxiety I was hyperventilating then ran to my husband freaking out because my heart was racing and I was light headed from hyperventilating. I start crying my eyes out worried that my tight chest from anxiety meant I was having a heart attack. Then I can’t stop crying because if he left me to go to work I could have a heart attack and die and he wouldn’t even know. Not my most proud moment. Like I said it’s been a hard day. I have never ever done this before I’m usually so comfortable in our home but something today when I woke up just switched inside of me. Thankfully his boss and most people at his work have some sort of anxiety experience so they are letting him stay with me for the day. While he went down the street to explain to his work what was going on I called my step dad still shaking out of my mind from the anxiety but he talked with me for a whole hour trying to get me to relax and for the most part it worked but I was still shaking a bit. Just as we got off the phone my husband came bringing my anxiety medicine that my doctor just prescribed. So now I’m in bed cuddling him while he plays Stardew Valley on the switch. I don’t ever want to have a day like this again. Also, just so you know I have an appointment with a psychologist on the 22nd. I am actively getting help. I don’t want to be a burden on my husband anymore. Thank goodness he’s really good at dealing with me. Anyways my medicine is kicking in and I’m hoping to fall asleep for the rest of the day in hopes of deleting this day. But for anyone experiencing any anxiety I hope you can overcome it and don’t let it control you like it did to me today. We are all strong enough to do it! Thank you if you read this whole thing. I hope you have a lovely relaxing day. Also, yes I am a suck at the grammar for the most part. I’m sorry. TLDR Had extremely bad panic attack. Feel embarrassed. Thankful my husband understands. I’m erasing this day from my life. “You are not your anxiety.”",2.061068129330252,4.034810692840647,3.6474543879907633,88.19265964203234,78.33025404157044,6.362332563510393,23.52707852193996,7.365786028017652,0.9450092840646652,1662,55,347,22,40,551,204,433,0.16399999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0.173,0.9007,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,3,8,1,7,20,31,4,4,23,1,36,11,7,2,4,64,73,26,1,11,14,5,4,3,0,1,2,1,2,0,17,19,0,3,6,4,0,10,8,11,0,0,18,8,58,20,55,50,13,64,0,0,1,2,36,22,1,12,34,242,75,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811795570723436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045969707778163116,0.0,0.3619918987478887,0.0,0.06704014526829158,0.04726686423176002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071121408207285,0.0,0.0,0.056442426978672126,0.08241557091468311,0.0,0.05752185732605549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380071192584921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902624169451267,0.07731536466398264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581814153227456,0.0539723827644557,0.0,0.14850887979379146,0.3923624590571485,0.06969170642021684,0.0,0.0,0.07015719588251255,0.0,0.0,0.06919054583726328,0.0,0.06917735177386881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984794327099753,0.0,0.044648569664918536,0.12229451668221306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612489350465461,0.0,0.0,0.03418013735435177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706354820218442,0.0,0.07683625555566193,0.11339783993381886,0.05406517757203692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111103606245452,0.0,0.06937618151584794,0.0,0.0,0.24031578585069624,0.04531025348390175,0.0,0.06780741151051367,0.2685646464361124,0.06657149916917797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743013977394491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344662266840493,0.13824932458967834,0.04774724524511989,0.09907652077011322,0.0,0.0,0.059823078500823024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061010829259603966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13651164639239086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052136595207472484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051412163590367314,0.0,0.07931298175409772,0.0,0.14640648106573714,0.0,0.046864706159003566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761739578624243,0.0,0.04330571604125491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643022265248349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052041091704819166,0.0,0.07567166083886262,0.04784699268658822,0.0720516489278775,0.10796946117012153,0.056515876585019886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433359798829476,0.0,0.2489446854579919,0.0,0.0,0.044909839973121465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941758029061865,0.0,0.1922281350690156,0.0,0.0,0.04589535328202806,0.0,0.0,0.07037304972233112,0.0,0.0,0.07445086108446945,0.0,0.11961510627660155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626650452723319,0.0,0.15094396769649565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685180691210144,0.06865016993647892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jcdulos,2018/02/13,"Thinking of raising my dosage So I’m currently on the lowest dosage of sertraline (Zoloft) and it’s been helping a bit. I don’t really get to the point where I need to take a Xanax. It’s been YEARS. I just have this weird phobia of taking more than one medicine at a time. When I got the flu for the first time ever two years ago my doc had me on Tylenol and ibuprofen every four hours. It was torture. So the thought of having to go up to 50 then take medicine if I get sick is haunting. Even though the doc can say it’s safe I’m still terrified. Well I’ve been wanting to raise dosage bc I’m noticing little things are getting harder. 1. Driving on the interstate 2. I take Flonase with me everywhere in case I get stuffed up. Weird I know. But it’s like a psychological thing. 3. My commute to work is getting harder 4. I’m always wearing sunglasses when I drive bc I’m afraid the sun is going to blind me. 5. Sometimes I’ll be self aware of my breathing and it’ll make take deep breaths harder. My doc assured me that my body won’t reject my sertraline and that I won’t be some lab rat trying other medications messing me up. Anyway just thought I’d share this. To others who deal with anxiety I feel you. You’re not alone. 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Comfortable & confident in few areas of my life. My profession is one. Tonight I have an event at the restaurant I work at. It’s an event I pushed for, and it’s all on my shoulders. Therefore future events may be based on the success/failure of tonight. I should be heading in already, instead, I’m stuck at home nervous, frozen. Stressed out and can only imagine the worst. 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I'm starting to get anxiety about it now, of all times. 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This feels similar to disassociation (I still feel plenty of that), but it's not quite like it. Best explanation I have is that I keep replaying short clips in my head involuntarily. But they could be from anything that happened within the past few minutes and doesn't obstruct me from going about my day. For example, I'm checking people into the hotel, but I'm mentally, replaying an earlier interaction in my head while still doing my job. Idk if I explained this in a coherent manner. Please ask if there's anything I could be clearer with. 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I’ve been taking a low dose of imipramine (25mg) since Friday for IBS and the side effects haven’t been pleasant. I was dizzy and drowsy on Friday, I’ve had some pins and needles sensations, and I’ve been very sweaty, which I’ve read all of that is normal. However, since yesterday, I’ve had an elevated heart rate and I’ve been more anxious and have had shaky hands. I know the drug lowers your blood pressure and that could be it. I AM calling the doctor today, but I’m just wondering if anyone else has had a similar reaction to it. 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Did it work? Were there any side effects? It's the first med I've been prescribed for anxiety, and I'm prescribed to take it daily.",3.5234210526315803,6.306211605263162,3.951842105263157,83.65039473684213,77.6842105263158,6.957894736842108,27.921052631578952,8.07648339933343,2.134715789473685,163,7,29,3,4,51,29,38,0.064,0.936,0.0,-0.3049,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28876001258352685,0.0,0.3248374707411413,0.0,0.0,0.2969081373371364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153653787105153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36118637291463107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47166338774780103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192656540442201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30913254069036306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hastur13,2018/02/13,Anybody else have to constantly remind themselves that their loved ones love them back? I even run into the issue with my SO. She loves me very much. I know this. But my anxiety brain keeps telling me she's mistaken or it's not true or I'm just generally unworthy.,0.9317307692307679,3.5059329423076915,2.3757692307692326,89.60673076923081,94.57692307692308,6.4461538461538455,21.884615384615387,7.6454224807358475,1.4266076923076922,211,8,42,5,8,68,45,52,0.153,0.642,0.205,0.7386,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,1,11,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,4,3,7,1,4,0,0,0,3,8,1,0,2,2,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873016702044408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882665859521555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733220345684992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645846922271486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045321192934138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617142866893825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555489943269937,0.0,0.2176247400453808,0.0,0.0,0.13455747435622842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629320586139696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998532215443486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590969052372112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140006551104924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020183616797345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lugnut_64,2018/02/13,"Opinions on medicating for anxiety & other mental health problems. Hello everyone! I'm new here and I just wanted to see what people think about this. My whole life I've struggled with anxiety issues, even from the time I was little. I'll spare y'all my life story, but for the past few years I have been on medication for it as well as depression. Supposedly these issues run in my family, and will be with me until I die. I tried to go off them for about 5 months or so, and it led me to nearly failing out of college, and I had the most serious run in with suicidal thoughts in my life. I am now on the highest dosage of meds I've ever been on, and to be honest with you, I've never felt better in my life. I have no intention of going off meds ever again because it's simply just what my brain needs to function normally. So my questions to all of you are: How many of you currently medicate? Have you done any in the past? What is your opinion on using them? Am I taking the easy way out? Any other thoughts?",2.7246121057118486,4.3229541352657,4.4931230463199805,84.5367519181586,75.28019323671498,7.5759022449559525,24.253765274225632,8.313332769828598,1.4768962205171918,794,25,162,14,17,269,121,207,0.163,0.7879999999999999,0.049,-0.9762,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,2,2,14,8,0,1,6,0,15,9,1,4,4,35,27,13,2,4,4,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,5,1,0,8,2,26,3,40,16,4,35,0,2,1,0,10,16,0,5,13,122,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919980106429588,0.0,0.16217873383010767,0.0,0.18244122250179706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268945999901485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546079260909684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311468624099107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270386917173817,0.0,0.12375546579721353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202704631652432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875891370166098,0.21572434140322935,0.0,0.11394184979896115,0.0,0.0,0.11241174058210857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144920333091006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553715305737976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674979218438184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489175397273961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33689958679300513,0.0,0.1195128681162668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208937425726178,0.0,0.0,0.26490430698686457,0.3603745009269525,0.12016895390987466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517866943862206,0.0,0.0,0.08841721490056545,0.0919675956802288,0.11516568627460218,0.0,0.0,0.11683287691748745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766197865467475,0.0826681207423041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409950020722848,0.0,0.0,0.133579512472982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502127696638714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465873229218136,0.0,0.13043254903758264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965593792761636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640613528826053,0.0,0.1893313333421784,0.06953158472344963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095820752095946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029877144275426,0.0,0.0,0.07033264375063124,0.09464958733114084,0.0,0.0,0.1072138276166152,0.0,0.0,0.13313061330759085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678861835300617 anxiety,asaf08,2018/02/13,"Living with GAD in the workplace / public speaking One of my worst nightmares just came to fruition. I work in a corporate environment and had one of my first large presentations today and froze up completely with 65 people on the phone and another 20 in the room. Heart racing, sweating profusely, etc. Are there others with GAD that have to present often? How do you help yourself get through it?",6.831830985915495,8.533506830985917,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,65.19718309859155,9.060281690140846,33.91830985915493,9.3871,3.250930140845071,319,14,53,6,5,97,58,71,0.06,0.903,0.036000000000000004,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,2,1,0,10,6,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,2,4,0,13,4,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,40,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30112026770477834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284432326243515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301089765508204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32026778385915433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442646142663468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003321884376605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402949892236777,0.19248238936670475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253574252375779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38918439607865385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990858563980108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220130762628725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090614332970825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sun_on_your_face,2018/02/13,"My SO cheated And I found out yesterday - happy Valentine's day to me, right? I had to leave work in the middle of the day yesterday because I felt so nauseous. I've been crying and hyperventilating on and off for the past 24 hours. All of my insecurities that I've tried to squash have risen to the surface and logically I know this isn't my fault, but emotionally I feel shattered. I don't know how I'm going to get through my day today. 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No one else. Just me. Ive started meditating again recently and Ive forgot how liberating it can be. It reminds me that I control myself and I choose where I want to go in life. Its a solid break from overthinking everythng and feeling completely helpless in how I manage myself. It just gave me the confidence to message my friends. It gave me the clarity to see where I want to go and who I want to be. It gave me the motivation to finally devote myself to getting better, and keeping my anxiety under control as best as I can. Im going to keep this up as much as possible, Im not going to break this habbit again. Im in control. 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I'm scared I'm going to get overwhelmed and have an anxiety attack in front of everyone I have social anxiety and GAD and it's a lot worse than it was last time I waited tables. I'm scared of having a panic attack in front of everyone or at least appear visibly anxious in front of customers and make them uncontrollable. Anyone have any advice? I posted this same problem at r/caualconversation Im just very concerned. 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Failed social studies today because i didn't help anything at all in the group project. But truth is i really really wanted to help i just didnt have enough courage to approach my group mates,8.73163522012579,9.150184679245283,7.775471698113207,70.78257861635221,60.698113207547166,10.840251572327047,38.42138364779875,10.504223727775694,4.189998742138366,240,11,39,5,3,74,42,53,0.213,0.7,0.087,-0.7306,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,2,8,9,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,2,6,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,25,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132773346851692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22942444706089465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995078278585207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28806965730241485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737406881903945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572063025775571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683925802428745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26426496567631297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444045479193606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206003749703752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,akafkaluka,2018/02/13,Paxil/paroxetin Been taking it for 2 weeks and it has helped me significantly. Give ssri's a chance.,3.399473684210527,6.151478684210532,4.883421052631579,76.97144736842105,77.94736842105263,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.6876105263157894,81,2,14,1,2,27,18,19,0.0,0.875,0.125,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974302674242018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174383627701477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682553608194802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.499559011446139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nibba-22,2018/02/13,"I'm not motivated I can't do school work (homeschooled cause of anxiety),which is making me feel more and more anxious but o can't focus on it because because I'm not motivated. Plz help",2.54418918918919,5.155634702702706,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,80.35135135135134,6.943243243243244,28.16891891891892,8.07648339933343,2.219708108108109,152,7,28,3,4,51,28,37,0.297,0.703,0.0,-0.8384,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,4,0,9,8,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,15,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423387411560827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773690793311644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022285175017807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797885908174545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624469350853981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613618922506232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962683315791603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28505222007011605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,danhorimoto,2018/02/13,"Do you guys have tips on overcoming anxiety? I used to be a pretty social person until 2015, when I moved to a new county. Not knowing the language or anyone turned me into a really shy and closed person, and now, two years later a can barely text people without having to think about what I’ll sent for at least 5 minutes. I get nervous just by opening the texts. I also don’t like the way I look, but am afraid to change my hair or clothes and have people make fun of me. I know most people don’t even pay attention to what others are wearing, but I still can’t get that ideas out of my mind. Do you guys have any tips on overcoming those thoughts and being more social?",6.508123044838379,5.3484687591240885,6.857455683003128,80.75686131386863,65.78832116788321,9.288425443169967,29.060479666319083,7.957251820313856,1.7803355578727844,528,13,107,5,7,172,95,137,0.048,0.885,0.067,0.6719,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,7,4,0,2,7,0,14,2,2,2,0,25,25,11,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,6,0,1,2,5,2,0,1,2,2,13,2,17,21,3,17,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,3,8,75,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476662592481642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460043563510144,0.0,0.12891852761909392,0.0,0.0,0.11783418894470382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17827345907213316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130689711528767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609111308825864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337256669505929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024032205948035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852300778227409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233111897844693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151566220206313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248944594989746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701587295412871,0.0,0.0,0.17911174222126872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627591670694704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504948803014191,0.2942930417132361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714470051071871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795922279443568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435730039607652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458153078863794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798180726212593,0.0,0.13378728991137445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18330305867318414,0.16462107121153358,0.0,0.0,0.1455485150207621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337645656081408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16244876444214582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852235564116082 anxiety,gcbcdaily,2018/02/13,"Intersection Of Ability, Anxiety, Performance, And Pressure TL;DR: 1) do you get headaches from anxiety? 2) do you have an overactive imagination? Is your performance lower as a result? 3) if you've been able to deal, which medication or exercises are you using? Hi, all! Haven't posted on Reddit in awhile, but I've been doing a lot of investigating of and reflecting on myself mechanically and perceptually––I'm really interested in finding out whether anyone has any similar experiences. The essence of what I'm getting into is a feeling of relative incompetence as a result of anxiety or a disorder causing it. I often feel as if my mind is a washing machine of ideas and impressions and I redundantly go over experiences and memories of days, weeks, and years past for the hundredth and even, maybe, millionth iteration––even as I understand myself more, I find I'm nevertheless susceptible to the same misconceptions and misapprehension. It's irritating as I know I can be better: I've experienced moments of relief and precision––however infrequently. And that relief is always bittersweet as I'm very aware of all the wasted energy and opportunities I've missed as I've suffered from and fought nobly against an often crippling and unwieldy perceptual mechanism. The key for me, for now, is a firm belief of a reasonable amount of the subsequent anxiety as a byproduct of a functional/mechanical issue. Maybe if I'm attentive and observe the cause/effect sequencing of influences, experiences, and thinking––I can at least minimize the collateral effect on my well-being and aptitude. Anyway, the following are a few questions I'd really appreciate insight on. 1) do you ever experience an ongoing tension headache––conceivably of the facial and scalp muscles and often associated with a vague numbness––over the course of an anxiety cycle? For me, as I relax (and I rarely do), I can feel my face. In other words, I feel as if I'm in my face insofar as I feel the contours instead of the aforementioned numbness. I would describe it as feeling as if I'm fitting into a really tight helmet. 2) I often find my anxiety is a byproduct of overactive imagining, whereon I filter everything through it initially, which ends up making me slower and magnifying ideas and sensory impressions I would otherwise process more efficiently. It's like having a lens on my mind's eye, if you will––or a cataract, even. Does anyone ever experience an anxiety-inducing perceptual bloating effect along the lines of an inflated balloon? The function of the inflation/magnification is making me behave and perform on a lesser level compared to that which I know myself, in moments of clarity and calm, as being capable of. The major issue is thinking others are of a greater perceptual awareness than they are and my insistence on attributing it even though, in reality, many are not adept enough with imagining to achieve or sustain the kind of perceptual discernment I'm alluding to. I'm also guilty of applying the halo effect on individuals who present as confident; I regularly find myself wondering how, unlike myself, they've managed to defuse all of the doubt and delusion in spite of themselves. How is it I've been unable to understand my interpretation as misguided and exaggerated, while others are going about their days in a well-adjusted manner? Eventually, I've realized they, in fact, never explore beyond themselves and face these concerns in the first place––nevertheless, I continue to associate them with an unusually high-level perceptual faculty I find overwhelming. It's almost as if everyone knows exactly the content of your thinking or else can intuit it. 3) If you have any of these experiences and have successfully (or even semi-successfully) mitigated them, which methods have you used? This may include a new paradigm/psychological scaffolding or else a combination of medication––I'm really interested in hearing whether anyone's made any progress in this as I've been recording scrupulous observations and attempting to figure it out for years now. Sorry if my language isn't as precise as it could be––trying to arrange the wording for the first time. Anyway, I wasn't entirely sure whether my q's belong on r/Anxiety or elsewhere...and yet they certainly involve anxiety, so I thought it a reasonable place to begin. Thanks for any assistance! (For context, my official diagnosis is Bipolar Schizoaffective and, while I've taken everything from Vyvanse to Trileptal in the past, I now take only Quetiapine [for sleep] and a small amount of Trazodone for excising the more extreme fringe of my anxious meandering.)",10.951516393442624,10.75655430138714,11.188408259773016,50.1577700189155,56.42749054224464,14.941349306431274,46.68502522068096,13.778431352249305,7.187457528373268,3783,213,516,139,40,1280,373,793,0.087,0.8079999999999999,0.105,0.9733,3,0,1,0,0,0,103.0,0,9,6,14,24,25,2,4,56,0,44,12,7,17,11,141,84,79,0,12,21,0,7,1,0,3,5,1,0,0,27,40,0,1,40,2,0,4,5,9,0,2,9,10,58,16,115,69,15,66,1,3,1,0,22,35,0,26,27,392,85,3,0.06568507480734909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577411423016233,0.0,0.0,0.052528330592073166,0.05465524416134792,0.0,0.0,0.1786724132247555,0.0,0.4019912195173291,0.07420543801909202,0.0,0.13778559467807602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05809311082611466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747666561373541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244418739048616,0.0,0.0,0.08472287852016222,0.06771842790442084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528078641722695,0.0,0.057481451607819124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974290295366768,0.0,0.058177479916198226,0.06787024100326808,0.0,0.21692186209779785,0.11883182140949893,0.0,0.06276490385046281,0.11806701967754375,0.3855156428355275,0.0,0.0,0.19927408462959573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001748419422654,0.11174338215179022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863548107070999,0.0,0.07466068345231887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403185315370939,0.0,0.0,0.06939988789482021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14830090848542504,0.0,0.13711630516135626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840089752021344,0.10829639790302883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03209040966958572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05584310168070468,0.0,0.0621528059813798,0.08769059497374086,0.06659435617449612,0.13197897263620115,0.0,0.0,0.06617080244805397,0.0,0.0,0.13264640169085054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05066037904784329,0.06343905455854616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04995645927381995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540767264950134,0.0,0.0,0.13725384563631982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290814463372132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358231651979773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831816353621826,0.13507039347143127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573251178281947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735290635305463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190740565499665,0.0,0.04938700164670495,0.0,0.0,0.06047399181448863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08417668737894841,0.06453525249687983,0.052146612302980566,0.03830149534554435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04459585411264021,0.0,0.0,0.13676095876606245,0.0,0.113461629861701,0.0,0.05419706581359406,0.0,0.0,0.052688604947820565,0.0,0.11811754142433276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712326616908721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933215850925534,0.0,0.0,0.08459806921232302 anxiety,katcostin,2018/02/13,"Help Me to Help Him My boyfriend is experiencing crippling anxiety every single morning. A man I love breaks down into gut wrenching sobs every morning. He says he has dreams about jumping off our 7th floor balcony to escape the feelings and dread of waking up everyday. He feels nauseous every day with a tiny appetite if he has one at all. He has a headache almost everyday as well. I'm trying to help him in every way I can think of. - essential oil diffusing - vitamins - exercise - better diet What can I do? Please help me to help him. 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It’s always been my dream to do what I now do, but it didn’t pan out to what I thought it would be, and there is a lot of things at work that make me feel uneasy or that gives me anxiety. I studied for several years for this job - but feel stuck in a place where I dont belong. I often worry about work (and other life situtations), and am feeling overwhelmed and stressed out. On the top of it all, my other coworkers are all exited and happy about getting this job, as its their dream and they are so lucky to have gotten the job. It used to be mine, but now I feel like the odd ball if I comment or say anything about me wanting to do less of thing]. The job offer a lot of flexability. The job is officially 9-5, but practically I can expect having to change up the routine by driving somewhere, talking to people in bad situations/surrounded by negative emotions and feelings. The suggestions I’ve gotten so far are to ride it out until I get more confident at my work, but its hard. Every morning I wake up and think «ah fuck, I dont want to go» and almost get an anxiety attack. Every day after work I keep worrying about the next day. I’ve taken up meditating again, but it only does so much with my situation. I’ve tried to apply to different jobs within the company with no luck. I feel like my education is wasted, and if I go back to studying [what ever] I lose my steady income and feel like a failure. Going back to a costumer support job, or something alike feels like a loss when «I know I can do more». In addition, my job comes with a lot of mental health taboo, which aldo means that if I speak up about my personal issues I could technically be fired as I’m still in my «test period» of 6 months. I tried working as a teacher around 3 times a week before this job, and liked that somewhat, but education for becoming a teacher is way too long. I sorely and desperately could use any help/tips/info/suggestions on what to do here. I would appreciate it so damn much. :’( TDLR: work a steady, but high stress job with a lot of unforseable work tasks which I stress out about. Feel like I dont belong and need advice.",6.044989059080964,5.469596282275712,6.9282590809628,77.94907133479212,66.48358862144421,10.025347921225384,30.315010940919038,9.490545024520769,2.4718536367614883,1779,55,361,31,25,596,223,457,0.174,0.7170000000000001,0.109,-0.9854,14,0,1,0,0,0,57.0,0,0,2,12,27,21,3,5,23,0,30,6,1,3,3,79,67,38,0,11,14,0,12,6,0,2,4,2,0,1,28,26,0,3,13,3,0,6,6,11,0,0,8,14,39,10,63,52,11,53,0,3,0,1,10,26,2,15,26,242,67,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000129999363666,0.0,0.0,0.0512432248884351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042580747770951305,0.0,0.0,0.03479997700994108,0.0,0.07829571977518343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0421117233183084,0.09111116292637957,0.0,0.058217649071110024,0.0,0.07869907321515687,0.042728032353864916,0.0,0.05651750359465287,0.04354518245310085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0541351543980753,0.04408174583241119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171632016625584,0.0,0.0,0.09900871113244164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053465787879201775,0.0,0.0,0.04478258637350721,0.0,0.17992613486290193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057563700358731325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628968264841262,0.12934854275617622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287535345695426,0.18279306530151695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730940540837312,0.10694491086645357,0.04909062583369183,0.11633312701357525,0.0,0.04092840758581059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447552144823161,0.09168344708568378,0.0,0.0,0.10879083218523533,0.0,0.0,0.034300757080370343,0.10813597732938043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05341221043789137,0.609385871708739,0.04548567464492447,0.0,0.0,0.028123813029409674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0361456079911715,0.1500057673485025,0.0,0.0,0.045287252347544285,0.0,0.05725045526909243,0.0,0.1740247300254695,0.0,0.0,0.03415894635324068,0.0,0.0,0.05574333147997592,0.0,0.0,0.10314242156442248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408464837537896,0.0,0.07523734482275657,0.03794476591543698,0.0,0.0,0.054423976572831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038920023586184405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035477508466688304,0.044683037324638984,0.053465787879201775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052800929050083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406955043805864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781189139318615,0.0,0.0,0.05752155841583434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0393961345945347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040867507627281405,0.0,0.23447791729670586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807148552412579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04113160714409033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799527228350853,0.03279014071271898,0.0,0.04062632560981392,0.02983988705172162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948737837469547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839556234639967,0.0,0.0,0.06036733245517456,0.040619425066847265,0.04104858064604635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352965908097733,0.15590860488259625,0.0,0.07270487832202532,0.0,0.0,0.03295428556137446 anxiety,anxiousthrowaway9888,2018/02/13,"Panicking that my boyfriend is trying to get me to dump him We don’t get to see each other often because I’m a student and work retail, and he has a full time retail job in a store that’s closing (his store also closed much earlier than mine so essentially our schedules don’t line up). So we were just talking about seeing each other soon and eventually he said “I don’t treat you well enough” I tried explaining that I can understand that we’re busy and how I love him but he said “that’s not okay :/“ I’m pretty sure he’s asleep now as he tends to fall asleep earlier than me but now I’m having a full on panic attack that he actually wants to leave. I’m over heating and can’t stop crying. I lost my best friend to suicide almost 11 months ago (in one week it’ll be that) but I don’t know what I’m going to do if my fear is true. I don’t know if I can handle anymore loss.",2.95970695970696,3.5368838148148183,4.564656084656086,88.23084249084248,73.28571428571429,7.508506308506309,23.533170533170534,7.61054688173877,0.8251429385429381,687,17,157,8,13,232,112,189,0.18600000000000005,0.6729999999999999,0.141,-0.8571,1,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,3,1,0,4,11,14,2,2,4,1,16,3,2,1,2,29,36,15,1,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,11,11,0,1,4,0,4,2,7,6,1,1,4,4,21,8,16,30,7,20,0,2,2,1,19,9,0,4,9,96,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.1599157050477704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526288748644586,0.0,0.16409441571070638,0.0,0.0,0.13104860198652948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16251726657084034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18642837427140094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989502002365576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17197384626868167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000600318657056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16932386960931353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440187262408053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660731593928148,0.0,0.1712330039734175,0.0,0.09313239236334776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626179505975578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011983737033166,0.0,0.0,0.173517081742367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888595007203914,0.0,0.14790112943237899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080128934132845,0.0,0.12046498015293247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104409702347927,0.0,0.0,0.19226881067567492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16671702047811626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117601266349841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116997884863163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370045626198336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792496752352042,0.0,0.15444768322647895,0.0,0.0,0.13171433016260228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555524347435863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251704061345706,0.0,0.0,0.17059682128308942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665611569932113,0.0,0.13144845726497148,0.0,0.14734085872586902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930097052615192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,antiquespaceship,2018/02/13,"Had chronic anxiety for as long as I can remember, still do. The only thing I have found that makes a noticeable difference is running. Ive been a cheek biter my whole life, felt numbness from my face to my fingers from an anxiety attack. But honestly, having been running for about 6 months now, I have never felt better. I still have anxiety, but noticeably less. Not only does my body/brain feel healthier, but I gained a lot of confidence as my body started to look better. Im sure you’ve heard this before, but so did I before i actually took running seriously. I run between 15-20 miles per week, and its genuinely fun now that I am more in shape. The first month sucked and I didn’t feel a difference, but just keep trying! Oh and dont forget to stretch before and after each run! 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I've never had anyone really teach me how to handle money. I knew the basic don't spend what you can't afford, don't carry a balance, and to only utilize a portion of your limit but it's all on me. This debt started with me seeing the $0 owed and I just went bananas. I didn't think about what I was spending my money on, could've been a watch, car parts, bought a new phone, computer, camera stuff. Then I hit the $0 available and then started selling things slowly and with the interest it didn't make much of a dent. Then with that looming and after months of ignoring phone calls I finally did it today and made the call to start to finally start paying this back. I don't have a job. I went three years with off and on looking only to come out empty handed on the other end. And no one wants to hire a 400lb man to do anything anywhere. Be it sitting all day in a chair or standing doing anything. So I gave up. Over that time I'd max out my card and pay off what I could only to max it out again and again until I just decided to spend the money I'd normally use for payments on myself. I bought stupid things and ate out daily all while knowing full well I was making it worse for myself. What also happened today was a family member found out about the debt. They 100% knew about it but just didn't have an idea of the amount but low and behold they found since they opened my mail (not the first time mind you) and right in bold is the amount and how long I have left to pay it. I'm just scared. I don't really know if I can pay it and I'm scared of what this person will say since they made it known they know but let me find out that they do and I haven't spoken to them yet. I know I've fucked up I know it's not the end of the world even though it feels like it I'm just laying in bed crying and freaking out and I'm scared of talking to them and I don't know how to handle this. I just wish I wasn't so fucking stupid and useless and this would have never happened or it'd all be over by now.",2.748754465348892,3.2779169595141724,4.074041438437721,91.732181471779,73.73684210526315,6.783424624910692,21.41200285782329,6.522977012572876,0.17658485353655615,1774,34,414,12,34,586,217,494,0.151,0.804,0.044,-0.9944,6,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,8,2,23,18,4,4,28,0,35,4,1,9,6,95,80,44,0,7,15,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,2,33,37,1,2,19,0,19,4,16,13,1,4,23,6,46,5,65,49,12,73,0,2,3,2,23,31,2,3,37,277,79,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815248097101871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059589622168544264,0.0,0.14026187372524745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655309175200583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17404360239014172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341172220380265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360866200347138,0.0,0.09361302235107324,0.054961525533676746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15096385315275393,0.0,0.0,0.056288722341574164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034028094303095,0.0,0.04309110629019036,0.06088304116498972,0.0,0.18671438130754772,0.07789191079503285,0.07249029847225329,0.0,0.18688436022048596,0.0,0.1575738375095384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507241242296114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620594001004606,0.0,0.0,0.08457027862674432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3278527783570872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259460227583874,0.08714588064231961,0.0,0.04163545670893018,0.0,0.0,0.07541931758671411,0.07156551860775807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161279365980103,0.11377349209318002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605052992559803,0.0,0.06802386479281873,0.0,0.12529683099390534,0.0,0.1314578430392287,0.08230851637369913,0.0,0.0,0.08350005174128078,0.0,0.0,0.08942678080130897,0.0,0.057749038102020624,0.19444687856988174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228776894270133,0.08135461309667677,0.0,0.07441308553815774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867020204217644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919155728137696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07277963319366974,0.0,0.06777243065392972,0.3412907519052697,0.0,0.0679113769390395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409940277539129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412839745082219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755948558318488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068498696238972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113236214804785,0.05460719977328669,0.08373077000884566,0.0,0.14908194701466615,0.0,0.16156211650739902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325009508980212,0.0,0.0,0.07360496215024635,0.0,0.0,0.10053299289080066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662535058253064,0.15800440463507062,0.0,0.0,0.0980017820385684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684910831127451,0.060539688588212286,0.0,0.0,0.16464167727751353 anxiety,tightbutt247365,2018/02/13,"Always clenching sphincter Muscle DAE ever do this? I tried searching around the net, but really couldn't find much. To clarify I mean I'm clenching my butt. Not my butt cheeks (glutius groups) but my actual anal sphincter. I always thought it was a normal thing that people did like having tense shoulders from stress. Instead, I get tense butthole. I have been doing this mindfulness exercise where I set my timer and check in with my body every hour. Every single time I check in with myself my sphincter muscle is tight. Since then I have been focusing on it and every time I think about it it's tense. I have no problem relaxing it consciously. But as soon as I stop thinking about it, it is tense again. I have no problems passing gas, or having bowel movements. It doesn't really cause pain. Although I do have chronic hemorrhoids. But mainly I just carry my stress and anxiety in my sphincter. 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So far, I have tried Lexapro, Paxil, Prozac, Luvox, Zoloft, Pristiq & now I am on Effexor 150 mg. Been on it for 2 months now and it is having no effect on my anxiety symptoms. Next time I go into the NP, she will raise my dose to 300mg and I honestly am starting to think it's pointless. I think the strategy of prescribing these drugs is horrible. You try the most popular one and if that doesn't work they raise the dose, and if that doesn't work you go onto the next one. It's pathetic that the only way for my doctors to prescribe me meds is to throw them all at me and see which one sticks. This has been a 4-5 year struggle now and I'm very unpleased with how it has all gone. I personally am interested in GABA reuptake inhibitors, but they aren't very common and they are only prescribed off label for anxiety. I just don't know what to do, I'm pretty sure raising my dose of Effexor won't help because nothing has yet. I don't expect the medication to do ALL the work, I meditate every morning and eat well. I honestly haven't gotten any relief from any of these meds. If anyone reading this has had the same kind of journey of medications just not doing anything, please share! Also, any other advice on which direction to go would be helpful because I'm losing confidence.",5.898478260869568,5.832964898550728,6.870833333333337,76.52625000000002,66.68115942028984,9.943478260869568,32.82971014492754,9.673873057562805,3.02597536231884,1096,43,209,21,16,368,157,276,0.087,0.797,0.116,0.9061,0,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,4,5,11,11,0,1,11,0,30,11,0,3,4,34,44,16,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,1,16,11,1,0,4,1,0,6,10,2,1,3,5,1,23,9,27,35,5,28,0,1,1,0,11,10,0,4,11,142,39,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640425229078627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707782430926136,0.0,0.2359605574176682,0.0,0.22214305355315525,0.0,0.16659829273290327,0.0,0.0,0.15227427016352682,0.11156879041481182,0.08960567996584508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275442654297334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145164843097316,0.09528876489561082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262756989388018,0.11141977432274693,0.0909620876475168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174297331767273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568895707772486,0.0,0.18565095644172674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597088028423727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133902652097564,0.05984208650603795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181800146162462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3628506047845341,0.2193867364535665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691349255186888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160759251728655,0.0,0.0,0.10448112876658383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22135631112306775,0.16562870872636945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950769435900241,0.0,0.11952650405831387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077840738849834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891762930604933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676976781244991,0.0,0.0,0.12301262998054192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707160194873089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383354972816455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262580463353747,0.11317649349794134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395422757948035,0.0,0.0,0.06349356328077567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217837444425437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968827570948154,0.0,0.08643035516321743,0.0,0.0,0.09790353514054068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378156377235171,0.0,0.0,0.07735102657324358,0.0,0.0,0.0701204066904523 anxiety,angelsaidwhaat,2018/02/13,"Plane Anxiety I don’t have a fear of flying, not even particularly afraid of heights. I’m afraid of vomiting which is a weird fear, I know, but anything with the possible concept of vomiting terrifies me. I’ve been in therapy and on meds so I’m doing better but three days ago I flew to Vegas on vacation and had probably the most terrifying flight of my life. For basically no reason I started having awful anxiety during take off, which made me feel nauseous, which in turn made me more anxious - see the endless cycle? Well I’ve had residual anxiety all weekend and now I just really want to go home. How do I get on the plane tomorrow? I know rationally nothing is wrong and nothing will happen, but I can’t seem to stop being anxious. My heart is racing even as I write this. ",5.3508552631578965,6.197583953947369,6.873526315789476,72.85568421052633,68.01315789473685,10.553684210526317,32.96315789473684,10.577609850970193,3.703479473684212,619,27,113,17,10,213,99,152,0.222,0.705,0.07200000000000001,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,4,6,1,14,4,1,4,1,23,31,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,5,1,0,2,4,6,1,1,6,2,14,2,17,23,3,16,0,0,1,0,1,7,0,2,7,75,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060669047700266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381406479698285,0.3329011338411957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212470315607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030893003690705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950211435797849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946313795188996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3315935503958668,0.07449877269696734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769782851503976,0.0,0.08373586504617357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029094908022246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459683207216722,0.0,0.0,0.1477925288866145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194677288367967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406953996542834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788305026552064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365985856742515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275052924976496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661020208904987,0.0,0.0,0.15885582315538666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438881600708676,0.15148851733563995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740970863102022,0.13413143687965964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428694874562176,0.0,0.0,0.12318158349768005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078021560208998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849441558678382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16026197883606064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690406479100522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324750062676603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610915203169678,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whenINdoubtRMNsilent,2018/02/13,"Supplements and Meds for anxiety for a better functional life To anyone interested in anxiolytic treatments, adaptogens, phenibut, and the balance between these things and living a life not completely tied to them. I'm in my late 20s and have dealt with anxiety (social, mostly, but just about every other general form I've read about as well) for my whole life. Until a few years ago I had never even attempted to help myself with supplements or medications, but once I tried L-Theanine and found it to make a difference notable enough to stay interested, and keep exploring. So my question is; once I've explained where I am with all is, has anyone else had better or worse luck going down this road? Like I said Ive had serious social anxiety, and being as I'm a bartender/server/actor/filmmaker and generally social person, this is a constant issue. I've found that any gabaergic supplement helps me greatly (L-theanine, ginseng, and phenibut especially) as well as yoga and swimming. All from what I understand have similar effects on neurochemistry. I've always had a hard time ""letting go"", whether its in the moment stuff, or 'traumas' or troubling parts of my past. I honestly wish I could take Phenibut every day. I don't care about the high much at all, but it does make me lucid, calm, clear, and at rest in a way I wish were a more normal state of being, as it feels natural like I do when I wake up on the absolute right side of the bed (which does happen, I'd just like a little more control over that). Its not that I'm more confident, its that I don't see a lack of confidence in any situation as a road-block so much as I see the route around it. I know what I want to do, what I should do, and how do to it. I'm ready to tackle just about any problem, and I know how to pick my battles. It's honestly changed my life. Even the 'afterglow' lasts much longer that what others have said, three or four days, and I'm more capable and productive in those times than I am without it. That being said, I've never taken it more than twice in a week, but even then have tasted its rapid tolerance building, as well as its hangovers, rebounding effects, etc etc. Nothing like the horror stories I've read on here but still enough that I respect it. So has anyone had similar experiences? Found a way around its limitations? found better alternatives? I'd rather find a way to be in that state without penny or prescription drugs, synthetic or not, but if thats the way so be it, within reason. Tho I don't want my life to revolve around 'stacks'. I already take plenty of supplements, but I'm not tied to any by a life or death mentality. Any advice or insight would be appreciated. Thanks.",7.5026891176891155,6.800714372586877,7.769828399828402,73.52767410267413,63.575289575289574,11.148977548977554,35.01530101530102,10.504223727775694,3.5544424996425006,2127,82,398,45,27,697,246,518,0.059,0.742,0.2,0.9976,0,0,1,0,0,0,75.0,0,0,1,8,28,25,1,0,25,0,35,10,1,9,6,93,70,52,1,12,28,0,2,4,0,2,8,3,1,1,38,21,1,3,16,4,0,4,11,5,3,3,14,8,33,20,64,46,22,55,0,0,2,0,12,26,0,13,22,280,71,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585658007978516,0.0597406632158393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743708907920504,0.0,0.056077158513772776,0.0,0.0,0.2291509577942901,0.0,0.15466854336614685,0.0,0.0,0.14137023358393794,0.06905305776951604,0.0,0.17998469002753084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881339481736525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871261538297989,0.0,0.07129385445925461,0.0,0.07066126590518239,0.07282890910526986,0.07558803651371827,0.053808578747546965,0.0,0.0,0.08692703438471074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041232526243082,0.0,0.0,0.1179537855104126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815557649488927,0.0,0.056298990692704214,0.0,0.0,0.13927191512941034,0.15032412010376722,0.13353918914039262,0.0,0.11356460552988792,0.0,0.0,0.06592420710507511,0.0,0.0,0.034076402008414386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061596841992876274,0.0,0.0,0.29557591513533976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660306060188025,0.0,0.0,0.07430205891509248,0.0,0.0,0.05959624028942216,0.0,0.060371734462827224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903454773638593,0.07120539984831191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034176589402122,0.0,0.059902832164667234,0.0,0.0,0.07407589597746889,0.0549350576342031,0.0760233019866449,0.0,0.0,0.06891487171729938,0.28561400562538763,0.13170110333792234,0.06754643485199302,0.0595100854510597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08997195914069515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485947662344303,0.06789230630657843,0.06791724225552832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486269053261923,0.0,0.10395672546433496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660317540166527,0.0646663049202094,0.0,0.0,0.14354469734068406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298107163396426,0.06433514336930535,0.0,0.058845790600229875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448690069001471,0.0,0.0,0.07549663880578544,0.0,0.13482435940420232,0.0,0.0,0.06929219676390802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057554058186178786,0.1923212155393011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740849241303843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575361444085599,0.0,0.20609891007889727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183297506330509,0.05382088909301175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714993966686648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134371412508676,0.0,0.0,0.062047287080640876,0.0,0.0,0.04477354041009437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859589903087719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04575606272563645,0.0,0.0,0.07015947033902051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950138615113414,0.2139766967423569,0.054059355087795816,0.0,0.18178574248490031,0.0,0.0,0.0752429294043785,0.15499941448695204,0.1299307101517329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868018446676645,0.04787472273056432,0.0,0.0,0.04339948901493993 anxiety,Tristinmathemusician,2018/02/13,"Am I Anxious? I'm pretty sure I am but I am not totally sure. I feel kind of dizzy at all times, I have a hard time speaking and concentrating on anything but being pretty nervous and earlier today I think I had a panic attack. My mouth became really dry all of the sudden, I felt super dizzy and I felt like I was gonna have a heart attack; I came close to calling 911 two or three times today. I've had similar incidents in the last week. I'm not totally sure if it's a transient state but those of you who have to put up with the shit on a daily basis, more power to you. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow hopefully that will shed some light on it.",3.013043478260869,3.955504797101451,5.1833043478260885,82.4801739130435,73.4927536231884,8.418550724637681,24.669565217391305,8.841846274778883,1.7088817391304358,514,15,107,10,10,180,86,138,0.158,0.635,0.207,0.8598,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,0,12,3,2,9,0,12,4,3,0,7,26,21,8,0,2,7,0,4,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,6,6,15,7,13,12,6,19,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,4,10,72,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697314183323184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363689121710858,0.0,0.0,0.3418453854625945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341453357378276,0.17183755506356582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377970836536248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596719307003155,0.0,0.2885129911837105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458789477767627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803825178964505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922484172667713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645458959924685,0.0,0.1224678042177201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340096485492824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627736645436015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057015561673526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103535049522462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624928236641857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542219109148483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248057304530689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626941717983743,0.0,0.0,0.2628230748092341,0.0,0.28482491061768217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676522817018506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051558331134582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stevie-with-a-gun,2018/02/13,How to tell if it's anxiety or you're dying Please help. 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The dr increased it to 20mg and it did the same and has stopped working again. Has this happened to anyone else?? I’m always scared the dr doesn’t believe me and can’t bring myself to go back.,0.8322142857142829,3.1887779833333383,1.519523809523811,99.43500000000002,85.83333333333334,4.095238095238095,25.23809523809524,5.288315135182226,0.26280952380952405,229,10,51,1,7,70,41,60,0.117,0.78,0.103,0.2168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,8,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,9,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,29,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22107281576344687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577448425138185,0.27222766493123124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20429685508620296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299338196491348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194734410480835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099600935732474,0.0,0.0,0.2929207865863369,0.0,0.0,0.2349460814149789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21206877873681865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26599897393055033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188054581868326,0.0,0.0,0.4442523529006219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3868465096789279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ccsoup9727,2018/02/13,"A (Relatively) Good Streak So the last few days have been really good. The best they've been in a while since July of last year. After practically losing everything, I now have a job, a somewhat steady income, I'm applying to go back to school, and my relationship with the people around me has improved. I've established some boundaries with people that needed boundaries set, and I have (finally) gotten myself set up with a licensed psychotherapist for a mental health evaluation on Friday, something I have been neglecting doing for months. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder two years ago, but I'm speculating that there's something else going on with me, something I can't ignore... but at least I'm finally getting help for it. Tl;dr: things are finally getting better, and it's about damn time. 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Anyone else has trouble sleeping? My anxiety is at its worse at night. As soon as i lay down i'm fine, but if i haven't fallen asleep after 20~30 minutes, i get panicky and my heart starts beating so fast it feels like it'll pop out of my chest. Even if i'm super tired, i just can't sleep. Those nights are the worst, and i'm in one of those right now. Anyone experiences something like that? Also, the fact that i watched The Shining for the very first time before going to bed is not helping at all. Damn, what a great, terrifying movie. 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Really it just came down to being at the wrong place at the wrong time, my manager left after I was hired and they decided to restructure her dept, and weed out the new hires. It was all shock and scare to me. After 2 weeks of unemployment. I found a jbo in my field, paying less but nonetheless a job. Definitely one of the most distressing workplaces Ive ever been. My manager was rude, condescending and would wreak havoc over mistakes. She even insulted me while I was in training. She made my coworker cry. By the end of it, a few of my coworkers left. I found a better job paywise and culturally. And she eventually got fired. Now this new job is great, Ive been there for 5 months now and think Im meeting expectations. BUT, I can never shake the anticipation that I'll lose my job. A small mistake, a bad impression/conversation, disappointment. Everytime my 2 managers close the doors, I assume theyre talking about me, everytime I get called in, I assume Im about to be told bad news. I made a mistake at work (nothing blunder-like) but I still think Im going to get fired. I just always think my corworkers are better and Im the laggard. I feel judged all the time and on my toes. I can never really relax. How can I shake this fear? I feel like just cause a few bad experiences Im being overly paranoid, even over the slightest disappointment. Every-time my boss even looks annoyed or serious I think its about me. Today a supervisor in the dept (not my direct) said thanks for everything when she left. And I interpret that as a clue that Im getting let go. PS: A superstitious part of me in my last 2 jobs (post firing) wears the same outfit I wore when I did get fired, whenever Im particularly suspicious theyll let me go. For good luck.",2.5860569105691056,4.8957743197832,4.396659891598915,81.7971036585366,78.15989159891599,8.110840108401081,24.61314363143632,8.920646497554287,2.0631631436314364,1480,53,291,37,36,500,192,369,0.262,0.653,0.085,-0.9972,8,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,5,18,29,3,5,26,0,21,2,2,5,6,55,47,20,0,5,8,0,7,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,10,14,0,0,13,1,1,6,3,21,0,2,17,9,48,8,36,23,9,52,0,3,1,0,14,21,0,5,25,183,58,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332192304670975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0594388030688249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05464680768269485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893319635398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12635512024629442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294209173162809,0.08170145560790139,0.0,0.07338238627780479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846688496254325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326931339966299,0.0,0.0,0.1415444322724893,0.06461613464041638,0.0,0.0,0.06420026512752773,0.06987615042271797,0.0,0.08038309984069897,0.07223834452221009,0.05103245752868553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664736835143156,0.0,0.0,0.14928524812193894,0.0,0.12179275004990145,0.05991544258796465,0.11426457663447676,0.0787562273929717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5401267798014884,0.0,0.42532328244045203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0582282369298719,0.0,0.0,0.2328397210918825,0.14609219144054314,0.0,0.034899039790537434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998656142966975,0.07991636395501771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518513919711694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701793019125305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018859543385917,0.13798278751243873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854284106418987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04840552110853655,0.05432876918501217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735605119038971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463331676949649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841401731315032,0.0,0.07701792436994898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152488776558053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795008377365128,0.0,0.07151788687074599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050561346582847534,0.0,0.057047277582777174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741593619005711,0.0,0.06576682156310157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830880685239613,0.0,0.0,0.0833074693569964,0.0,0.06771107102358045,0.06825823975075591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460007768767355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400959261889464,0.0,0.0,0.05074465774969166,0.1562037107859287,0.0,0.046001148225316736 anxiety,Nanthelibtech,2018/02/13,"Talkspace...worth the money? Is Talkspace worth the money/cheaper than a therapist? I have a $5000 deductible and even then insurance won’t cover much. Thoughts? Has anyone tried it? ",3.2593749999999986,6.403003687500004,2.3934999999999995,89.3015,90.25,5.0600000000000005,28.275,6.742157984588678,1.7891425,146,7,24,2,5,42,27,32,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538448000902936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33424396697729425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720079982180968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5875678258838555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4017504365861737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34357752245897005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wellimaginedat,2018/02/13,"My emotions are plummeting. When i was younger I suffered from traumatic depression and I’d often cry myself to sleep. It’s been 6 years now, I’m in an amazing relationship, but I find myself crying myself to sleep again. I haven’t had a bad anxiety episode since last year and I’d like to say i’m doing pretty good. I’m scared to tell my partner because I don’t keep things from him, especially not these types of things. I’m scared.",3.4281006493506467,5.0309839204545455,4.599220779220778,84.47954545454547,73.43181818181819,7.755844155844157,27.34415584415585,8.418075326091056,1.8611474025974029,347,13,70,6,7,114,62,88,0.274,0.588,0.138,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,2,0,7,2,2,0,0,7,12,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,1,11,3,8,9,0,7,0,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460723881262079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594310836859103,0.11639828836989925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419488191949144,0.0,0.0,0.1644606326793238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147874035751947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452025373314814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015559106912328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972067285399078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564564492242994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328607290503607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425969203656807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20500345085158656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518471131740454,0.3823384739913381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795166177923928,0.0,0.3821657591498365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16689432997817158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537107221764621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459246152798627 anxiety,buttwiskers,2018/02/13,"I can’t sleep. Hurts to breath and I’m just so confused I have posted here before but my anxiety seemed to got better now it’s plummeting down again. I am 16 years old and I am just so confused I was doing great controlling my anxiety now I feel it in my body it’s like overwhelming me. It all affects me at night or early in the morning. I hate going to school having a fear of having a freak out in class and be called the psycho. I just get so depressed when this happens cause it sucks I can’t breath and yes I have been to the doctor and yes I have had a counselor yes I am on medicine. Nothing seems to keep it fully under control and I guess writing this helps a bit. I had to puke like really hate it. I am pretty sure I have an phobia of it because anything about the v word makes me sick. And every time my anxiety kicks in I feel like I am going to puke. I just can’t keep this going on I am over it, in a dead end just so trapped.",-0.2563235294117661,1.8454512107843184,2.0122549019607874,95.77514705882356,88.36274509803923,4.772549019607842,18.303921568627448,6.21433560688645,-0.2112019607843143,733,20,168,7,24,247,107,204,0.277,0.561,0.162,-0.9854,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,15,16,3,4,10,3,21,6,4,5,2,33,39,14,1,0,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,4,4,0,0,3,3,10,0,0,5,2,27,6,22,33,2,26,0,3,0,0,3,12,1,6,13,116,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123429121260756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199674204120903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296384375426462,0.0,0.11580904750618552,0.0,0.0,0.12036728186370615,0.14858334815172206,0.15117377082583802,0.0,0.0,0.1389708829855935,0.0,0.0,0.1398097418721887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30529009884959474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722067759256982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930167735068869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054209223110188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466811167182032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15314765585667034,0.13763008827063938,0.09722816436056612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110538735494462,0.0,0.23204223533857665,0.0,0.10884969660105616,0.1500481025644858,0.1499268682622241,0.0,0.1203506727266284,0.0,0.0,0.26873643966679256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912233634684396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456953132102629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24193962955504145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947126247288785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908462157724176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771839350023131,0.0,0.13058933352334032,0.0,0.14281155434439535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303438956697434,0.13846020387049918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718761805417842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773805371708886,0.0,0.2477963170306929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13619590448606697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827039282213892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935961459970771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764240283572063 anxiety,eternalguardian,2018/02/13,"Constant failure and don't know what to do Greetings. I am here cause I need some help by talking with some people who understand. I'm 27, stuck at home, have generalized anxiety and depression and last year quit a job of 3 years. Tried to get into a new field only to have major panic attacks and had to quit it. Now I am jobless and can't find work. I am starting to worry I won't ever find a job and might have to go on disability. All the while my parents think I am freeloading and I... keep trying but it never seems to work out anymore. Please give some encouragement or advice if you can. Thanks.",3.60867941712204,4.812999303278686,4.88191256830601,84.20561930783244,72.36065573770493,7.38943533697632,26.67030965391621,7.793537801064563,1.4709970856102008,473,16,96,6,9,157,86,122,0.121,0.764,0.115,0.4939,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,4,3,5,1,1,4,0,14,0,0,1,3,30,27,11,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,10,0,1,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,0,9,2,14,23,5,15,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,7,10,64,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870401806088254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641374756228168,0.0,0.1509170841214295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731214610988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632603172842713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644475222039157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106842999049256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765134150483804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781710770011149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950535413957675,0.14598048884120976,0.0864847741369236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199994807928246,0.0,0.15264431164394704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020211630164042,0.1352604679034489,0.0,0.0,0.08363160795750757,0.12404324355615418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143402786400746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283611449701887,0.11736703274198555,0.1469719282293935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573623216926372,0.0,0.17854501793518565,0.16897274840322946,0.0,0.0,0.10549924636081648,0.0,0.0,0.16704286751311298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237144920436071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385347487220887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771051571176396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231280444581255,0.0,0.14010264255280602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750783757842324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663418506411196,0.0,0.0,0.1584199351347443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215709750054819,0.15454148301427215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19599190818873616 anxiety,Atomic_Planet,2018/02/13,"Anxiety coming back after 4 year break To make a long story short, I've had anxiety since I was 7, went to therapy at 17, took medications, and got better by 18. No signs or symptoms of any kind. I felt like I was invincible and I was actually able to enjoy life instead of constantly worrying for what seemed to be literally nothing. I'm 21 now going to turn 22 later this year. I'm going back to school to become a nurse and I've noticed that my symptoms from those many years ago have slowly come back. If I were to pinpoint it I'd say it started at the beginning of this month (February). In therapy I was told that my anxiety would come back but it wouldn't be as bad. They just had to be right. Throughout those years I spent a lot of time studying, mainly on science. Anatomy, physio, chemistry, psychology, etc. So i'm a firm believer in science as I should be for my career. Unfortunately because I had to suffer for 10 years and had to rely on medications to save me I am no longer a believer in my religion nor do I ever see myself going back. My question is, ""what are some tips/tricks you guys use to relieve your anxiety?"". I guarantee I've most of your methods but it's always good to hear what works for people. I really don't want to go back to therapy because that stuff is expensive and I'll be relying on meds again only to be cured and then have to go back. I should also mention that my anxiety symptoms consist of me having cold sweats, shivering, nausea, faint, feeling like i'm going to die. I've already been through this shit I shouldn't have to do it again! Just this morning I was feeling all of this right in the middle of class. I was fucking pissed off! I kept telling myself ""You're safe, literally nothing is going to happen"" but I guess the neurotransmitters in my brain didn't get the message. Hey thanks for reading, I've love to hear your advice. If nothing works I guess I will be forced to go back to the meds.",3.808061007957562,5.111453597435901,5.32764809902741,80.81884615384617,72.0,8.353669319186562,28.83289124668435,8.841846274778883,2.275628647214854,1533,60,302,29,29,518,201,390,0.106,0.774,0.119,0.6535,0,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,4,1,3,17,16,3,0,10,0,38,13,4,2,2,41,79,18,1,8,8,0,3,2,0,6,7,3,0,1,20,9,0,2,5,1,2,13,7,5,0,0,20,8,37,11,54,46,6,56,0,1,1,2,16,15,3,10,29,198,57,6,0.07078580809276261,0.0,0.06907673772296072,0.0,0.0,0.06917107242409151,0.06274734790296994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781138994309876,0.056607385157574186,0.05889946286603606,0.0,0.0,0.04813677685186741,0.0,0.2707547472084326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43543933660928535,0.05910319303227748,0.08630074320646205,0.07817736367996025,0.0,0.15950273151171865,0.0,0.06260429491036916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902037210379764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829271176043607,0.0,0.07649431142924651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734644931624624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894488740675762,0.0,0.06402981598389768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158286289451607,0.050569395445142835,0.0679654764661087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544033895444351,0.03698266315198092,0.0,0.321833647989637,0.0593717774182916,0.05661387713841416,0.0,0.1559570961534936,0.07008907894072987,0.06259565632270876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595615005527478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371252631498612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049998109640965065,0.0691647406096972,0.0,0.0,0.06264321266261774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017956271601484,0.0638869554661827,0.0,0.04725007656272704,0.07176569913415932,0.0,0.0,0.1572541505458221,0.14261850921750024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565005566836415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376267590642166,0.08059011167878731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053835796785221685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049073966567086034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929630515711253,0.0,0.07080496373772711,0.0,0.045347201238430855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209013866882696,0.0,0.056291715729664966,0.0,0.07163901686380901,0.05640712438046329,0.06444074115862558,0.0,0.0,0.07266061478782547,0.05855475193469065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05010255930061217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103281491000436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072067403067624,0.0,0.0,0.061869916283860876,0.06517006171856789,0.2428492217952607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041275773943279484,0.0,0.0,0.06763887309179822,0.0786456373387142,0.0,0.07699463254844036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061136210781812486,0.0,0.0,0.04175130361015935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561915327465552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306582269287334,0.07188642414309274,0.0,0.05028420712504704,0.0,0.0,0.2279186980392899 anxiety,Zinskirino,2018/02/13,"Today I self induced a panic attack, and I liked it. As the title goes, I willfully used medicine and thought techniques to help push me over the line. The best way I have to describe why I did it is like a sneeze, it feels awful when you're about to sneeze and can't, but you feel relived once it's out there. That's why I did it. It made me loose control of myself for a bit, and let go of reality. It's funny how it worked, but Id thought I'd share that here. Please don't trigger a panic attack just because it helped me, I'm in no way saying you should do this. 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I'm so worried about getting a job. I'm 21, a college student, and have never had an actual job. I'm terrified of fucking up. I don't even know how jobs work. I don't know how taxes work. I'm worried if I do get a job, I'll end up losing my grants and I'll have to drop out of school. Financial aid seems like ""If you make more than $10/yr then we're not helping you."" And ofc I'm also worried about the process of getting a job w/ filling out the application since I have no experience and no references, and any potential interview, since I'm poor and don't have any ""interview clothes."" I know I could probably get something like tutoring/helping with homework in certain subjects, but I'm worried about messing it up. I feel like I just can't get a job at this point.",2.036249999999999,3.53803679166667,4.050714285714285,87.39428571428572,76.91666666666666,7.419047619047619,29.261904761904763,8.192908349453996,1.9900904761904763,623,29,136,11,14,213,91,168,0.14400000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.063,-0.8553,7,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,0,3,10,7,1,0,8,0,13,1,0,4,2,27,32,15,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,9,0,0,6,0,2,1,8,3,0,0,1,1,12,4,16,30,1,13,0,1,0,1,7,8,1,3,6,73,14,16,0.0,0.0,0.09820106886866642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047435231566122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686468396073667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034544340930233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912895123150841,0.0,0.0,0.06646564304886464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984361559913048,0.0,0.0,0.050881916840899856,0.07189060816206777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303148128140552,0.2628769952700879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996402362775768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349013039887303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6990232505806265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591203986750214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748926367520138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125800379806902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717178858670687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761261677248704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512855935563863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849693882022987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184366344776093,0.0,0.09161043021234998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16648554685334885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747044644620535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652072877066968,0.4087815331586821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,25inbomeeee,2018/02/13,"Need to quit work now Hi I'm 19m and been working for 6 months part time, at this time in my life. The job is stable, yet I'm not. Too many damn psychedelics guys, all I wanna do is chill and draw cool shit now. (Which im starting to grow a huge passion for) Work makes me feel dprezd/anxious to where it is destroying my functionality as a human being, I'm sure u all know what I mean I don't rly feel like I need to explain much. Should I quit ? I have no work aspirations. Mainly working so I can keep the parents baseline happy for now. I just wanna do nothing, fuck everything! My parents might give me refuge if I start taking drawing alot more serious. I don't need money or a good job I'm not tryna impress anyone or seek anything more than the clothes I wear.. but I do need my sanity and happiness. Should.i just say fuck it rn, drop everything and pick up the pencil? Thanks guys hope ur all going g :) ",1.0327127659574449,3.2261574840425564,2.700468085106384,92.44400000000002,83.20212765957447,5.4621276595744686,21.63404255319149,6.742157984588678,0.4282225531914894,709,23,154,8,20,233,120,188,0.07,0.735,0.195,0.9751,4,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,7,9,16,5,0,8,1,14,6,2,2,4,34,38,10,0,9,8,2,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,0,1,2,5,6,0,0,1,4,18,10,14,34,9,17,0,0,0,3,10,5,4,6,10,87,23,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151290938929526,0.0,0.09593242067722088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095426513778606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178890321734888,0.08328218299135724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215545953668065,0.0,0.11183067796084066,0.06625303834639627,0.09777872936677988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308578715112247,0.0,0.2481954300792384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578664063040067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592248567261613,0.0,0.2313681210876411,0.10361843522387992,0.0,0.0,0.0640673249629721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234133866318033,0.05695332654564909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781563311195637,0.11819014317221413,0.0,0.12698584394341114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366910759984265,0.0,0.0,0.09305014741465617,0.0,0.08569704639747974,0.3457596089130644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185817240031336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588885290197129,0.12624084989647125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479866412172629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270620953697224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196639699517196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502671132524646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987185038041634,0.0,0.08765092315294237,0.0,0.0,0.10732786021718448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595323924262062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243449338332511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,letter-bombs,2018/02/13,"Job Anxiety Hi, everyone! I am a recent college grad and I just started a new, full-time job after a little bit of a whirlwind these past six months. After graduating, my anxiety grew to a huge head. I got a full-time job in August, spent three days employed and having severe panic attacks every time I went home, and quit. After this ordeal, I decided to see my doctor to be put on Lexapro and I have been on it for around 5 months. I spent around a month doing nothing but searching for new jobs and applying for everything I could before settling on a part-time cashiering job five minutes away from my house. I was fine with that job as far as anxiety goes, but as a person holding a degree and wanting to move out of my parent's house, I was unsatisfied, so I kept applying for full-time, salaried positions in my field (English/writing). I finally found something four months later--a job in a local publishing company. I was ecstatic to interview for the job and really saw myself doing the job, and when I was offered the job, I was on cloud nine. I started today and while I felt some jitters at the beginning of the day, I started feeling more and more comfortable as the day went on. The work doesn't seem insanely difficult, and although I was thrown a lot of information today, I kept reminding myself that I don't need to know all of it immediately and that I'm going to get used to the work in time, and that working at this place is what's going to allow me to move into an apartment with my boyfriend and start the life I've wanted to start for years now, and maybe it'll allow me to move up through the publishing world. However, now that I have down time at home, anxiety has set in pretty badly. I keep having second thoughts about the job, wondering if I'm *really* going to be happy, if I'm even cut out for office work, if I'm wasting my time, if I'm missing out on life. I like to write and I'm trying to put together a book at the moment, and I keep thinking that working full-time is going to suck all of my energy and keep me from doing something that makes me happy and helps me feel validated. I know, one hundred percent, that these thoughts are ridiculous, but they're still coming to me. I know I just have to push through and give this job a chance, but do you guys have any tips for staying calm while getting used to something new like this?",7.035139182522904,5.9314302473572935,7.56348044397463,75.93886407681465,64.70824524312897,10.589464411557437,34.507487667371386,9.725611199111238,3.1323263565891475,1869,70,364,32,24,620,222,473,0.077,0.8,0.122,0.9757,15,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,0,1,0,6,12,15,4,1,27,0,28,4,1,5,2,73,80,37,0,8,10,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,2,2,18,29,0,6,14,1,2,14,2,8,0,7,19,5,45,7,71,57,8,84,0,1,2,0,11,31,1,8,39,240,63,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03821674868654645,0.0,0.1719660817606681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005674472433597,0.0,0.06393364176753899,0.05280012178841601,0.0,0.0469232055490098,0.0,0.0,0.047820586026380965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06135395234985961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484098308932856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486974331177085,0.0,0.0,0.10872969916176968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752130760778405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037118425340708916,0.0,0.047349463766136766,0.05369985245055272,0.05050737870216503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056831064737087884,0.0,0.05395914939339981,0.061562454558344575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061618499084911585,0.0,0.0,0.058722550028134125,0.0539104985562363,0.12775508092226234,0.0,0.04494688793618006,0.0,0.0,0.05564511981747852,0.0,0.11964820046639235,0.0,0.0,0.05767563515126034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03766851376724548,0.0,0.11274288787250092,0.0,0.0,0.12969050960835385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6692173016543134,0.14985480561494535,0.0,0.0,0.09265529350884386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938899593677431,0.05491126915258825,0.056325427357107966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04777775694167564,0.0,0.0,0.03751277961494353,0.0,0.05645871277063445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794276822541294,0.1791895921166057,0.0,0.0416703029012301,0.0,0.16282990941145398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392375287040595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03808140014761722,0.0,0.0,0.06593655774154923,0.06240152489655198,0.06085724668918565,0.053647604826178516,0.0,0.049070159083711234,0.058715227832592025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717384118944423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298956081831317,0.0,0.059773774545078526,0.0,0.0,0.0720040977691729,0.0,0.05548900886155567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04478274279170615,0.05116079162534218,0.0,0.06348804551900056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979251462642616,0.0,0.0,0.198887113197942,0.05989987521382495,0.04488000862733839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036009580312553136,0.0,0.08923029319499501,0.13107864570885322,0.0,0.10653877206655916,0.0,0.0,0.038154934347716614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707451790078132,0.0,0.0,0.06629438785714045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419271308665512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094462331326848,0.20456503850199587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618984142098622 anxiety,Mr_Lexington,2018/02/13,Please help Last night I felt my heart pop and it just feels very light in weight tonight I can just feel it be very light. Nothing else hurts my arms are ok and there’s no numbness but I just need to know that I’m ok. Please help if anyone else feels this ,-0.20288311688311825,2.028631309090912,-0.08207792207792153,109.64545454545456,90.45454545454544,3.1428571428571432,13.311688311688313,3.1291,-1.9454675324675328,202,3,52,0,7,58,40,55,0.052000000000000005,0.68,0.268,0.9006,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,0,13,10,4,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,5,2,2,8,0,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420088718101242,0.2080950122304059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33931992398835376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308073075476738,0.0,0.19500322204222287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406687657516168,0.2722608357148487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174175903308278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161579933839402,0.16554967816811378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059250230155033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059106805769732,0.0,0.1948753023824342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458750378380077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33514958611992746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473152146549801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dgb2,2018/02/13,"Please help me get through this! I’m currently experiencing anxiety that has been surfacing since I was a child. It hasn’t gotten this bad before and I feel like I’m drowning in it. Two things make my anxiety skyrocket: 1. Being in the car, specifically on freeways. It feels like complete sensory overload. I completely hyperventilate and feel like I will stop breathing which gives me even more anxiety. I’m never the driver, always the passenger and I have to sit in the back seat. The front seat is terrifying. - breathing and the potential of my breathing stopping or being hard gives me awful anxiety. 2. Same as above but on trains (I live in a city with a light rail that I use frequently, my anxiety makes it so I can’t breathe and hyperventilate. 3. Heights - I work somewhere where there is a corridor upstairs that you can see downstairs. I can’t walk in this corridor and I’ve opted to use the elevator which makes me feel ridiculous. I can’t do bridges or stairs or anything up high. It makes me feel absolutely incapable of living life. Please, please help me try anything. I’m so desperate to get out of this extreme anxiety mode. I just started therapy and I’m considering asking about medication. Any advice would be helpful. 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I am a 19yo man in the first year of college. My parents are pretty old compared to my friends', my dad is almost 60 and my mom 55. I am constantly afraid of them dying because I know this is a real possibility, with their lifestyles (my mom is a lifelong smoker and my dad is a sporty guy = risk of injury or heart issues). For some reason I'm more afraid about my dad. Maybe it's because I've always been closer to him or maybe because he always seemed to be the ""weaker"" one. I mean, my mom has always been more in power in the house. I am afraid that if there was something wrong (e.g. cancer) they would choose to hide it from me until the end to not worry me or distract me from college etc. This is probably rooted in my grandma's death when I was 12 and they hid her cancer from me until she was moved from the hospital to our house (she still had like a month to live from when I was told about it, so I had plenty of time to say my goodbyes). Before that they told me that she was at the hospital for some spinal stuff. I know this is absurd, but tomorrow my dad is getting some kidney stones removed and I'm worried that something will go wrong. Ever since I found out about it (when I came home for winter break a week ago) I've been worried that he has like cancer or something but they're hiding it from me. He even showed me his X-ray and other test results (unprompted) which seemed a little suspicious to me, but I read them and they are all just about kidney stones. The removal (it's not really a surgery) is in another city 2 hours away and my dad has asked me to go with him so I could drive back home in case he felt bad afterwards. I just can't sleep because of this irrational fear. EDIT: My uncle's death a couple months ago could also be a factor. He was just a few years older than my dad (no family tie) and he had a brain aneurysm, no one could have prevented or foreseen that.",3.863632407407408,4.530788772500003,4.760777777777778,87.31696296296299,71.275,7.425925925925927,24.814814814814817,7.3871296695380915,0.9841370370370376,1519,40,323,15,27,494,194,400,0.142,0.8340000000000001,0.025,-0.9932,4,0,4,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,7,2,18,13,0,7,19,0,38,9,6,3,2,49,54,25,4,5,14,11,1,2,1,2,3,1,2,2,19,12,0,1,9,2,0,7,5,10,0,3,17,2,54,3,43,30,8,45,0,0,0,0,39,11,0,12,28,219,73,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056794983947488,0.0,0.08504360673669302,0.0,0.0,0.06791727629771299,0.2120019012779401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905491833089678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793966660812977,0.0,0.07979310442688133,0.0653047602646345,0.07091173492780839,0.20708645717287671,0.0,0.0722678828251269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480827334423557,0.0,0.09713555809658707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355503509238846,0.0,0.2034254463293104,0.09397174986524524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628471148410926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522142686120986,0.0,0.09471770715731764,0.0560944613203976,0.07682267413279784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800630143011822,0.0955681536695272,0.0,0.0,0.08154466119579773,0.0,0.0,0.07224012332489145,0.0,0.0931196968032134,0.06561553444762347,0.0,0.0443716265029115,0.0,0.09653362689147474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840925495254542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10064065997523393,0.0,0.0,0.1703803839969991,0.0,0.08363744713910641,0.19599213081029684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864326999924382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334894516949828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08298353271348594,0.08512065038419041,0.07499340548635168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064415048008102,0.09251201443502602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984016346835555,0.13557820798737344,0.09026553570758047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891181552536624,0.0,0.11509947461398964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18860605710040665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574410261195516,0.0,0.08640279844044113,0.09156726782224207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495146476097783,0.09666720562179887,0.05440736022809226,0.08732062421972686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753853759260639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463140047599164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025371786070418,0.0,0.08498981624156403,0.0,0.0,0.19614628380812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06782399535802244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722279282295766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049522480777096325,0.0,0.0,0.16230560798574314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812450537923984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25874698771143023,0.0,0.06033075682999098,0.1857119253390839,0.0,0.10938231571770997 anxiety,AwkwardlyPleasant,2018/02/13,"Anxiety has never been worse. I have always struggled with anxiety but, recently it has heightened to the point where I cant even function. Recently I lost a part-time job that I was really in love with which helped me grow and meet a lot of people. (currently in college) It helped me get out of my comfort zone and grow as a person. It has been about a week since I lost my job and I have been doing terrible. I have always been somewhat of a stoner so that is the main way that I coped with my anxiety but recently in this week every time I try to smoke it gives me severe panic attacks to the point that I start crying. Does anyone have any idea if this is normal and how long it will last for? My appetite has also been terrible and I constantly feel sick. Any help will be gladly appreciated ",4.3294772727272735,5.243485675000001,5.496477272727276,81.56261363636366,70.375,8.818181818181818,26.42045454545455,9.095868883498916,1.9937500000000004,628,19,125,12,11,209,92,160,0.22,0.66,0.12,-0.9486,3,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,1,2,8,0,21,2,0,1,1,19,28,12,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,8,1,18,3,16,17,3,22,0,2,0,1,7,7,0,3,12,92,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176205574661183,0.2117649634207519,0.0,0.0,0.1730691978025951,0.0,0.29203849924233144,0.0,0.0,0.08897640066270791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476563906653953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751241754575422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977852989900244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135763533657347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404765342680091,0.0,0.10721390479343876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434159839830672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648305373678783,0.12207012708998885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587967386697835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365015170351128,0.0,0.0,0.2525526667702942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037260158926092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261255190246533,0.0,0.0,0.2778175691700647,0.1081836936800184,0.11484840547808114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814331159401213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246783213035858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930086344853913,0.0,0.13779972429574824,0.0,0.08821936762502068,0.11111009387950994,0.0,0.0,0.24058541589180196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151983009871602,0.0,0.3769330953280933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437566706439387,0.0,0.10526280120553737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006844987459425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330296906837182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420070009078215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639463202287831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100540166324926,0.2041451039268488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967897390666835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DarknusAwild,2018/02/13,"Looking for help, I dunno what’s wrong with me! Symptoms: - fatigue - No sex drive - Chronic neck pain 8-10 years - Off and on IBS/colitis - Burning pain top of forearm - Constantly worried - Ringing in ears - TMJ/TMD - Pins and needles hand - Have to drink to enjoy things - Irritable - Yell at wife and kids for no reason / anger - Always tired/trouble sleeping - Sometimes sleep 10+ hours - Startled by loud noises - Small issues make me extremely angry - Annoyed easy by the smallest and stupidest things - Do not wanna deal with issues - Head in the clouds feeling - Constantly worry about finances even though I am stable I still worry about 9 months away and constantly fight with my wife about it - Constantly feel like I’m gonna end up like my dad and my kids won’t be taken care of even though I do. Previous treatment: - Lyrica helped immensely, but my PCP took me off without even ever giving me a full diagnosis of my issues - EMG ruled out nerve issues - PT rehab did not help - MRI didn’t show much nerve issues, some bulging discs in neck - Catscan/X-ray showed degenerative disc disease - Never spoke about any of my mental issues because of the “stigma” and to be honest my PCP/GP never asked and when I started to talk about it he didn’t really dig deeper - They basically left me with NO diagnosis and took me off the only medication that made my life normal again. History: - Watch parents argue every day in high school, eventually divorce mom said my dad raped her she didn’t want kids I heard this from her mouth. They eventually got divorced. Dad became a gambler was kicked from my house almost homeless. - Grandparents died when I was in middle school all within 1-2 years of each other - Spent time in Iraq, was rocketed a few times somewhat close by and did combat patrols but no real direct combat - Had a few years of financial issues, now I constantly worry it’s going to happen again.",8.470718390804599,7.928524175287354,8.090229885057473,71.49442528735635,61.55747126436782,10.377011494252876,34.56321839080459,9.586721724236666,3.243797701149425,1495,53,252,23,18,476,223,348,0.173,0.754,0.07400000000000001,-0.9879,3,0,1,0,3,0,58.0,0,0,2,1,17,15,5,1,8,0,16,21,9,3,4,39,38,16,1,3,5,7,3,2,0,2,9,7,0,3,9,17,1,0,3,3,2,4,13,10,0,0,18,12,29,5,45,16,8,50,0,1,2,2,30,22,0,4,26,147,38,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472990104246613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062097088428085,0.0,0.0,0.050750100991788144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697677959229487,0.0,0.07011615601104595,0.0,0.0,0.04549298602679933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608897217061987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032357673508164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048129362150659064,0.07693895197646139,0.0,0.0,0.07745284772137502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731077518163022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660989109153804,0.0,0.0,0.14787473289376962,0.06750596612789947,0.06287793050496694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546906458563775,0.05331478536322296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159068576678243,0.0424132316448293,0.0,0.059687419270983935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599394657852947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765906156146246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15006620999430373,0.07884935913526718,0.0,0.0,0.07349427414927813,0.08611154384540097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5452510934706367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108434223499537,0.0,0.05271248470760538,0.07291966352077835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266934422084078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706155163754403,0.0498152621395359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518060222810305,0.07520821507204911,0.0,0.0,0.08740427601984904,0.05956794669927758,0.0,0.05486070934785583,0.0,0.11511656697561608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312031809219738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056758518174807815,0.158820477971483,0.0,0.08286638187137156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494384219304174,0.047809080562817685,0.07673077209801679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098901967965934,0.0,0.0,0.15105653425774307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936526803276154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380973016780218,0.0,0.052822604892676366,0.0,0.05959860659605404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756783365106573,0.0,0.05998375274560772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916003491515044,0.0,0.14664471241577953,0.0,0.08703323459241487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583054780696035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401796325655311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193944033232738,0.0,0.0,0.30315642415588484,0.0,0.0,0.08159480962492903,0.0,0.14417538148438086 anxiety,rdog49,2018/02/13,"I have an irrational fear I’m going to get beat up by my future college roommate I’m a 18/M going to college next year and struggled with anxiety all my life. This is something that captivates my mind constantly and I know how stupid it is but I can’t shake it. Part of it is that it would be easy. Any guy could fold me like a pipe cleaner. Most girls probably could too. I wake up in the middle of the night thinking about it, it keeps me from focusing on my schoolwork. Sometimes I even cry about it. Do any of you guys have experience with irrational fears and how to alleviate them? 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Usually when anxious or just having calmed down from panicking. I have been noticing it is happening a lot lately. Not sure if it is because my brain is so scrambled all the time from always being anxious. Earlier while taking my child to the doctor on the bus, I was thinking of what I was doing and then I was having a weird thought about taking my child as a puppy to the vet not as a child to the doctor. Weird thoughts like this that last maybe 30 seconds and then I usually forget them but today this one really stuck with me. Anybody else have similar things happen to them?",4.715038167938932,6.402600541984737,5.01212977099237,82.46063740458015,70.29770992366412,7.377404580152671,27.603816793893127,7.908726449838941,1.8091367938931293,545,19,97,7,10,172,88,131,0.119,0.841,0.041,-0.7376,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,3,0,4,6,0,0,10,0,14,4,2,0,2,19,23,12,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,8,0,12,4,15,14,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,4,14,75,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264012764511257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3432300863038281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260291664109503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695817824736499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796937287433803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31097261245221525,0.13293745123601985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538025989572946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26866699540137434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590347024205276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382691261316295,0.1713610793738987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843109042201538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291484365634383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261399763100597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295052433171795,0.0,0.0,0.10293813703341603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731742601899024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317336271462786,0.0,0.2284348059925818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092224372748856,0.09733778428210788,0.0,0.3617986778125205,0.1771598673083032,0.0,0.143992903042531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33461477273511536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,madeofcum,2018/02/13,Do you think you can do anything through willpower? I mean things that are immediately possible but hindered by anxiety. Is anxiety just a lack of willpower? At what point should I feel guilty/immature for not taking responsibility over my (lack of) action?,6.335454545454546,9.305102545454547,6.668181818181817,66.84727272727275,69.0,9.854545454545457,36.0,10.125756701596842,4.4671545454545445,208,11,32,6,4,67,37,44,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.7643,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,9,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5395168481161605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29018168935251154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829863080041378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841138007278828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333461657146621,0.39753356767934017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651313578274737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426947919077806,0.22594892054646926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,angievp,2018/02/13,"DAE hate the “how are you doing question”? I know I should just say fine but I feel like such a liar to myself and what I’m going through. I am not fine, actually I’m the frequent opposite. 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Had an appt. with an ob/gyn about perimenopausal symptoms. He took bloodwork, and if my hormone levels are within normal range, he said he'd suggest Paxil at a half-dose to manage hot flushes and insomnia. But, I'm also diagnosed OCD/primarily obsessional, so I'm thinking the Paxil might also help with that. Any thoughts or experiences?",4.589010989010991,7.6983511538461515,5.8221978021978025,69.85923076923079,75.92307692307692,8.021978021978024,30.824175824175825,8.841846274778883,3.3917252747252755,295,14,43,7,7,98,52,65,0.041,0.91,0.05,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,12,10,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,7,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,3,0,25,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990957987288516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393759551417475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25326623597246484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881736251203382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725373400261695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647103696008832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448500897390565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735880212592103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593557167291765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15988782579414332,0.0,0.19809780411337088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772354116239732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EnzoDaBoss,2018/02/13,"Maybe I'm just lazy? I'm about to go to see a counselor/therapist for the first time due to anxiety and depression (or what I suspect are symptoms of anxiety and/or depression), however I can't help but feel stressed out. I feel like maybe I'm making everything I'm going through into a bigger deal than it is and that maybe I'm actually just lazy? I'm worried that the lady I'm seeing will talk to me and that I'll end up not being anxious at all, just being a pussy who is lazy and needs to get over himself.",9.772570093457944,5.348640252336452,10.061191588785046,70.57346962616823,62.364485981308405,13.690654205607474,41.70327102803738,11.20814326018867,4.386104672897197,405,16,85,8,4,138,68,107,0.213,0.737,0.05,-0.925,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,7,1,0,1,1,18,23,6,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,4,5,1,15,20,1,12,0,2,2,0,5,6,0,1,5,50,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.16967371825735075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660227810927072,0.1964255539486021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925410952000598,0.2995109167916063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539987368167379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626469139131835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582953265005608,0.12421399212012404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789519693697173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084079785617824,0.0,0.19763061167471035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654254943062255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494494020996386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606072380684472,0.0,0.5240325406400129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289236778935105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771065005479199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916946878833824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071929226137132,0.0,0.1397515030796323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018784690745309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138599866997199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765751724625704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,polyhymnia_nine,2018/02/13,"I got a jury summons last November and filed a medical request. corrections needed to be made by my psychiatrist and mailed back but in the meantime i've been hit with a ""failure to report"" notice. I didn't know where else to look or post or talk to. As the title says I got a Jury summons in November. I filed a medical excuse, but it got sent back because some information was missing (this happened twice and the second time was something my psychiatrist forgot to fill out on the form). The day after I got my summons sent back the second time I got a letter the next day saying that the court had not received my excuse and if they didn't get it soon I would get his with a ""failure to report"" notice. I got my psychiatrist to fill out the missing information and I mailed my new excuse form on January 17th (I was paranoid and I recorded myself on my phone mailing the letter). I have no idea if they got the updated excuse, or if it's still in a queue somewhere, but apparently that department doesn't talk to the department that sent me the ""Failure to Report"" notice. I got that today saying I HAVE to go to court on March 7th. While I respect those who believe it's a duty to serve, my anxiety can't take it. I've done this twice before and it was the most miserable two days of my life. I spent most of it in the bathroom because my stomach gets upset when I'm anxious. I'm terrified at the idea of determining someone's fate in a court of law. I don't really trust the justice system and I'm terrified of police officers (because they have guns, which is another discussion). I hope to never be the victim of a crime because I'm terrified of the idea to appear in court even then. My psychiatrist felt that was a legitimate medical reason, and I hoped this would make it a less stressful situation. Instead everyone has been more stressful. I called the number on my summons but I think it was after hours because I couldn't get ahold of a representitve. I contacted them via the web when I got my first nasty notice mentioning that I had filed a medical excuse and it got sent back. I don't think they actually read what I said because the only response I got back was ""you were supposed to file your excuse by December 15th. Please send it in."" I'm in full panic attack mode and don't know what to do.",5.8792156862745095,5.939741366013074,6.978997821350763,75.30549019607844,66.7124183006536,9.937254901960783,32.468409586056644,9.725611199111238,3.0263324618736385,1833,71,346,36,27,620,199,459,0.174,0.76,0.066,-0.9961,1,0,1,1,0,0,42.0,0,2,5,1,12,13,2,5,37,0,31,6,1,3,2,54,76,26,0,9,11,0,1,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,25,15,0,2,11,1,1,12,11,9,0,6,35,6,51,4,47,35,8,59,0,3,1,0,40,18,0,12,27,243,76,5,0.0,0.0,0.0657367627360417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063618526116065,0.05153266110591539,0.07610123811650135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663536113031652,0.0,0.2589907009598598,0.0,0.2463838768498273,0.0,0.05732111887071908,0.07589525477584322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878535550307954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303310671891613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893593824195457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056273306998905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449275611292019,0.0,0.0,0.06436842124770505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467923280646665,0.0,0.0,0.05729910071340515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407779598810226,0.0,0.03828405707869961,0.0,0.5926415237406518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059569052384837284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133813707853483,0.06633917948177809,0.0,0.0,0.2281345488447715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404210242972001,0.054909996168948434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04758061800631667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656811938610764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374068550583524,0.044965456891160514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714453348911553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049948956808320566,0.05195465011607665,0.06505979515414381,0.07164152392537114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30677378376185865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123274660377503,0.0,0.07903619713368475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394456120492282,0.0,0.0,0.06451532154565823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738142615287225,0.0,0.04315458874896179,0.06926058554774835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407782609294134,0.16070975336588694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757190555151356,0.0,0.0,0.057076617974914284,0.05185947989935137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537963359133107,0.0,0.15432862848145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050648740476526136,0.10828797169420183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632723289680584,0.0,0.0,0.07856004345016881,0.0,0.06385243391411709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580405493539213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570576440382353,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sebsolo89,2018/02/13,"My hypochondria is getting out of hand:( It all started When i spotted an enlargement in my left testicle, ofcause i convinced myself it Was cancer. But i went to the doctor multiple times before they diagnosed me with varicocele, since then every little thing has just made me anxious. I had tinnitus and though it Was caused by a tumor and have had a cough and runny nose for almost a month and think i have lymphoma. I have also had hypochondria for multiple mental illnesses Like i though i had all kinds of psychosis. And even This moment i Discovered the hyoid bone and though it Was a tumor, And earlier This day i had dots on my penis and thought i had HIV even though i am a Virgin. Im 15 btw. If any of you have methods to decrease my hypochondria please Help me<3",5.587046979865772,6.640504516778524,5.901536912751678,79.29002348993289,67.59060402684564,8.644563758389262,31.67852348993289,8.841846274778883,2.6770182550335573,619,25,110,10,10,198,94,149,0.101,0.83,0.069,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,0,9,3,0,0,8,0,16,10,3,2,2,20,22,17,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,2,21,3,12,10,2,13,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,2,8,86,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612353440072145,0.0,0.0,0.12876529851091092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949713404761398,0.0,0.0,0.18190346561486195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701367328009809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540889254121333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384269422221673,0.0,0.0,0.1634289440359957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480780145331458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21270052188394276,0.0,0.1356638322011019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412477713353826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792635279302197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739260741099243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767450799081055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494552557254073,0.0,0.0,0.07866481066248067,0.16138141211843976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523582517334145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226734225727868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852229487636546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767483983106071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331949902139922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139687160349381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697259141442099,0.1031732415235522,0.6327938435181684,0.12782957356233435,0.09389035261530923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926444378103695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PapaNurgleLovesU,2018/02/14,"I think what I choose to read influences my anxiety levels. I've read a lot of things in the past few months. Some of them being support groups, some of them self-improvement ideologies, some of them advice books, and I find that the general attitude of what I read induces either relief or anxiety. When I read something that encourages me to lay off the perfectionism and accept myself as I am, I feel more relief and more able to tackle problems. When I read about stories of how people are unfaithful or treacherous, or how my degree is worthless, or some other out there kind of anxious story, my obsessive anxiety comes back and I end up overthinking myself into misery again. This may be sort of a 'no duh' moment, but I feel like while keeping myself open to different viewpoints is helpful, keeping myself TOO open just makes me become inundated with worry and catastrophization. I don't want to fall into delusional feelings of invincibility and grandeur, but I also don't want to fall into anxiety and self-doubt, so much that I am crippling my potential by doubting myself to death (which is what I nearly did through much of my undergraduate). Much of my efforts this past week have been finding the 'virtuous median' where I am not fooling myself into narcissistic grandeur, but also not loathing or doubting myself into failure and self-pity. Riddle for the ages I suppose. Anyone have insight on this? Is it a good idea to censor some things that induce anxiety because it provides no benefit? I do that already with mainstream news (since it loves negativity). tl;dr: I am sensitive to anxiety inducing stories as well as anxiety relieving reassurances. Don't want to be delusional or overly anxious. Should I stop reading potentially stressful things?",9.79454073482428,9.456036878594254,9.5320267571885,61.56564396964858,58.80830670926518,12.425638977635785,41.28773961661342,11.698219412168324,5.234795686900959,1425,68,211,36,16,464,172,313,0.17800000000000002,0.655,0.16699999999999998,0.7098,1,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,3,1,15,20,0,4,8,1,22,1,0,7,0,69,35,28,1,5,13,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,19,19,0,3,13,7,0,3,8,7,1,0,2,3,37,13,42,28,13,32,0,1,0,1,8,16,0,16,14,178,56,7,0.08744503354478808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545027472918097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09649776897518113,0.13985952346549313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4682664791992654,0.19757599533278425,0.0,0.06114360065281721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723983313615013,0.0,0.05330568081344545,0.09657616934285138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532615348640866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136144832765193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745034465963642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264450916856005,0.06247074943674046,0.0,0.0,0.15984635291916294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334474533585249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586125627228741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871479902600044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554503273424013,0.0,0.0910605460325892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042721226370727255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434264045578709,0.07892255685622272,0.0,0.0583702389129597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979779150116652,0.0,0.19284648362980306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16695235826057858,0.06062337590341646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367308739262343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248121844765176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27367272312118684,0.0,0.0,0.07233543538029183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673194590005832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07310796357285003,0.1001679904796264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923158779609503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742837841263043,0.0560312466198008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473203922223647,0.0,0.07014313130651664,0.0,0.0786235868831122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880467624767176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hopelessrmntic,2018/02/14,"Anxiety and booze. Anyone out there ever abuse alcohol during periods of high anxiety and stress? I have OCD and recently have noticed a spike in getting blackout drunk during periods of high anxiety. I'm usually a very social drinker who loves to visit local breweries and try new beers, but not the type to get drunk! I just want my old life back. Also I'm currently not in any antianxiety meds. 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I was trying to have a conversation today with my crush and he talked for a bit but then eventually stopped replying. I’m worried I said something I shouldn’t have or maybe he just doesn’t want to talk to me :( ",2.1056410256410243,4.756979307692311,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,82.84615384615384,5.7743589743589725,25.974358974358967,7.1686216300943375,1.4198358974358969,212,9,40,3,6,69,43,52,0.253,0.696,0.051,-0.8674,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,10,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,5,0,6,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276976036970658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166823454405415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666858601217256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914152535569989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759238953330653,0.2306760589454335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233107859030833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425122994688013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662960775891914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749533398109633,0.0,0.0,0.19693913165469315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109135949733342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945811261579606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,P_Jellyfish,2018/02/14,"Need advice on anxiety right before bed making it impossible to sleep. Sorry for spelling and grammer. I feel like i have tried everything; Melatonin, meditation, yoga, herbal tea, but i still get anxiety that keeps me up all night. As it is i work until midnight so unwinding is already hard. Does anyone else get this? What else can i try?",3.433894009216587,6.369663080645164,4.61267281105991,77.76758064516129,79.48387096774192,7.413824884792628,26.599078341013822,8.418075326091056,2.4589788018433185,269,11,44,6,7,88,53,62,0.108,0.863,0.029,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,1,7,10,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,6,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,26,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20509165027335727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23160705743241514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211142229160108,0.0,0.0,0.14675250607777185,0.2150461739315042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859184978838946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836668142880511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506544948402293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18862600691271794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612129440698484,0.14993783386186318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21930657286446045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188010653390226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655039010248628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025364382483607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400960811822984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556228623435876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969575317160729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923579935417047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003090034455524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349427246267057,0.0,0.0,0.16760990245609975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849885737474705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15279465043757598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trinity4484,2018/02/14,"Tips for forgiving self for being moody? I’m really embarrassed about a recent trip I took with my husband to see his parents. It went ok or was even good at some points. But when it got bad it felt *really bad*, almost traumatic. I felt waves of wanting to escape and run away. because of internal issues that I’ve been facing lately in intensive therapy, I did not sleep well for three days. And lack of sleep heightens my moodiness even to the point of being very anxious/depressed. It felt like there was a darkness I’ve never encountered before and it was kinda scary. I was warned by the therapist that this may happen bc we are doing trauma therapy that tends to make things worse before better. The parents have known me for years and I suppose that there is forgiveness for being a bit weird or unpleasant. At the same time, I feel really awful and sick each time I think about it. The worst thing I did was wake up and go for a walk while others were out socializing in the great room, and seemed antisocial again. And I prob seemed very sad at one pint when I was close to tears but stayed in the other room. Nothing awful but just out of character, and unpleasant, like not being as positive as normal. I knew his mom could tell I was feeling a bit sad bc she often makes jokes or seems more focused on me which is embarrassing and unnecessary. I don’t want to be a black sheep who is unwelcome, or the odd one out. It hurts. I’ve screwed up a lot socially. It’s embarrassing to be an emotionally unbalanced person who others cannot always trust, even though my heart is in the right place I think. One thing I did well was listen and try to smile a lot, go with the flow and laugh at jokes (I laugh a lot). I tried to speak up and give people space. I try to be friendly and positive. How do you forgive yourself for past moments of being a bit crazy or unbalanced? Maybe people can’t tell that much, but maybe there are opportunities to apologize. I may have to suck it up, rely on new meds, and accept the hard reality that mental illness is off putting to others even if it hurts me more than them. 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Worst attack in months. Help! I know I’m not but it feels like I’m having a heart attack. My face is feeling tingly and my back is worrying out. Thinking of all the past things people have said I trick myself into thinking I’m dying. 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I finally made the call and started at the end of January. We've been talking a lot about my anxiety, specifically workplace anxiety. In October, I changed positions at work due to starting grad school. I had a shaky start due to some miscommunication and having a hard time adapting to a strict 8-5, versus the flexible 40 hours I was doing before. I have a lot of performance anxiety and guilt over everything. Literally everything. I feel guilty over tiny mistakes that I can't really control. After my first performance review with my new supervisor, I spent 20 minutes in the bathroom crying because I felt like she told me I wasn't doing my job right and I was terrified I was doing such a bad job that I would be fired. I am intimidated by my supervisor. Mostly because she only seems to talk to me when I have done something wrong. Otherwise I'm not acknowledged. I work at a community mental health center and schedule first time appointments for services. It's been more stressful lately because we have had to reschedule a lot of assessments due to staff turnover. I'm also stressed about grad school. This week in therapy we talked about how my anxiety is probably a 3-4 all day long at work because of my worry about not doing things right and disappointing people if I can't get them scheduled when they want or if we don't have the services they want, etc. So the past two days I have tried to check in with mysef periodically on where I am and use deep breathing to bring myself back down. That went well until today. Wednesdays are always really busy because we have a bunch of assessments in the morning and we have paperwork they have to complete when they come in. So between answering phones, we also have to run out to the waiting room and have people sign things or check their insurance eligibility, etc. It's nuts sometimes. During all this, a guy called to request a specific kind of assessment. We don't offer that particular treatment (that is frequently court ordered) and I referred him to an agency that does. He called back a second time and got very snitty when I was the one that answered. He said someone else at my agency told him we had that service and he had called the other agency and they said they didn't have that either and to call us. I tried to explain the specific services we offered and asked if his PO had recommended that. When he insisted on his previous statements, I transferred him to another staff member who has been there longer. She gave him the same information. She tried to find out if he had been there before and he refused to give his name or any of his charges so we could figure out where he needed to go. He got upset that she was ""denying him services"", when we weren't denying him, we literally didn't have what he was requesting and we tried referring him to an agency that did. Somehow, the call ended. He called a third time and I got the call. I said the same thing I had said before. And he started talking about how he had rights as an American and we were denying them (not sure how that is relevant). I tried transferring him to my supervisor but I couldn't get the transfer to go through (turns out I had switched two of the numbers). I asked him if I could take down his first name and phone number and have my supervisor call him. He refused and said my agency would be hearing from him. I sent a quick email to my boss about the situation (the other staff member had after her call as well) and basically ran to the bathroom. I cried for at least 10-15 minutes. I was trying not to be loud and draw more attention to myself than I already had. I texted a coworker and told her I was in the bathroom and would be out in a bit but just couldn't handle being on the phone right then. And I just couldn't stop crying. The rest of the afternoon basically went the same way. A coworker asked about it and I started crying at my desk. I was scared to answer the phone in case someone else would yell at me. I'm still nervous about him calling again. Or possibly getting in trouble even though the others in my office said I didn't do anything wrong. I cried on the way home because of something stupid I told a friend yesterday. My boyfriend and I fought last night and I feel guilty about that. I'm not going to class tonight because I'm afraid of my car breaking down or getting stuck in the snow and having a panic attack. And I feel guilty about not going to class. I'm exhausted. I can't do this. 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Sharing what I went through to support anyone else in a similar situation? About me: I am emotional, a perfectionist, ambitious, organized, humorous, caring, somewhat narcissistic, and always, always thinking. I've experienced anxiety in the past - usually around a time of high stress - and have been able to shake it off. Earlier last year: finished graduate school, broke up with boyfriend to experience the single life, spent the summer partying hard, felt independent and freed of all responsibilities Stress level: 0/10 Early fall last year: ex- re-enters picture, roommate moves out, I'm financially screwed (having spent most of my money over the summer), I start two new jobs, realize I have zero interest in following through with plans to do PhD Stress level: subconscious 7/10 I went out one night and drank a lot more than usual - I think I was subconsciously trying to drown all of the above. I woke up the next morning feeling really off - drank a huge cup of coffee - and had a major panic attack. After that - I had serious anxiety for several weeks. I blamed my ex- (we were trying to work things out at the time) and decided that I needed to end things with him for good. Major concern: sometimes, when I get really anxious, I fear that I'm accidentally going to eat or drink something that's been contaminated with drugs. I am 110% aware that this is irrational, but I think I know where it comes from... When I smoked weed several years ago, I unexpectedly had a panic attack (had smoked weed in the past). I was super rattled by this experience and how I couldn't control or get out of it - I just needed to let it run its course. That feeling of being trapped in something I can't control is terrifying for me. So, I guess when I'm feeling anxious and out of control, I go back to that experience and fear it might happen again - even if it is super irrational. Possible source of feels: I found out around this time that my iron levels were in the super-anemic range. Once I started taking supplements, the brain-fog and racing heart symptoms I felt pretty frequently started to go away a bit - hooray! Mid fall last year: anxiety started to go away, took on a third job, started seeing someone new, started studying for law school admissions test, struggled to cover bills/debt (even with three jobs!), worked seven days a week, mourned the end of my relationship that I didn't really want to end - I realized I had pushed my ex- away because I was afraid that he was my anxiety trigger. I felt really stupid for not being able to juggle everything - I scolded myself for not being stronger, and isolated myself from close friend and family because I didn't want them to see me falling apart like I was. Stress level: who knows Exhaustion level: 11/10 End fall last year: I quit one job to focus on the law exam. I sacrificed some financial security to do this, but didn't care at this point. I went to my parents' place just before the exam to visit. I find home to be mildly stressful for various reasons, but it's not often been a trigger for me. However, I experienced several panic attacks over the course of my visit - awful intense feelings of fear and dread that I had a hard time shaking. Felt so much better when I went to run errands or jumped into the bath with a book or watched a movie on my own - but when I had to socialize I just went full-blown fight-or-flight. Stress level: 11/10 Exhaustion level: 11/10 I thought I was losing my mind - I was so freaked out. Hadn't I established that it was my low iron that had caused all that angst and irrational thinking earlier in the fall? How come this was happening now - after two months on supplements. I went back to that awful place where I was afraid of eating something contaminated. I was predominantly afraid of psychedelics this time around - I guess because they can trigger ""schizophrenic-like"" symptoms and I was absolutely terrified of losing control. I talked to my therapist and they said that what I was experiencing was ""not normal, but not abnormal"" - Um, what? I chewed on that statement for days. The one comfort I had was that my therapist wasn't rushing me off to the hospital or throwing prescriptions at me for medication - they just seemed to think I was hella stressed out. But, I'm stubborn and dramatic and couldn't accept that it was that simple. Winter last year: I took the exam, signed a contract for a full-time job. Fixed things with my ex- Spent Christmas with my family and didn't have any panic attacks. I was painfully conscious of my thoughts and feelings and often on-edge but felt relatively comfortable, overall. Now: feeling 85% better. I still struggle trying to accept that things went sideways because I took on too much, that I was stressed and dealing with burnout. That's what my therapist seems to think. I'm working full-time, doing some extra-curricular stuff that I love, slowly mending my relationship with my man, opening up to friends and family about what was going on, and just trying to stay positive and not focus too much on fearing that that whole thing is going to happen again! So, for anyone out there who has experienced something similar - you are not alone!! It sucks, but I guess that's what happens in life - it can really drag you down sometimes and it's up to you to decide how you'll respond. It's much easier to say that than feel it myself, but I'm working on it. Much love. 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It's 3k a month tax free so it never felt like I needed to work. I was a foster parent for about a year during that time (not that fostering was a job, more like a calling but something I was extremely good at and not having a 9-5 job was a bonus since the kids had tons of appointments). I spent two years after college teaching English abroad. I worked for a short while as a maid. Other than that, there's been nothing since college 10 years ago. I've volunteered here and there, short term things. Every time I go to apply for some sort of job, the anxiety becomes so much that I can't complete any application. I even tried to drive for Uber, but never managed to pick up that first passenger. I don't know where to start. I want a regular life again. I think I sort of expected that eventually I would get married and be a stay at home mom and that never working wouldn't be such a big deal, but I haven't even dated in 8 years. I don't know. I just need some direction on how to get started with working again. 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I'm a woman in my mid 20s, if that helps. I don't think that I have any triggers for my anxiety or panic attacks. I am usually anxious, but not to the point where I am unable to function. I also have panic attacks when my anxiety gets very bad. My SO says that my demeanor changes not too long before I have a panic attack. He says that I get very withdrawn, that I don't want him to touch me in any way, and I tend to be rather short with him. However, I cannot notice these things until after the panic attack has happened. How can I do better with this? Like I said, I cannot notice that I'm being really withdrawn and short until after the panic attack is over. My SO is amazing and I don't want to hurt him even if it is inadvertently, which is what I feel like I'm doing whenever this happens. 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I am not a worrier, I do not care how people see me. I don't have social anxiety, though I am asocial. I am not afraid of talking to people, but going into public is extremely stressful. I don't worry about my future or anything like that. I am a pretty chill person and don't latch onto things... but something is clearly wrong. I went to the doctor's this Monday, and have spent almost all my time since them in bed, exhausted. I can barely stand up for more than a few minutes. While out, I am wildly hypervigilant. I can't stop looking around for danger, though I have no idea what I am looking for. A good comparison with my socially anxious friend is an experience I had a couple months back at a coffee shop. I get overstimulated by sound and light, so I closed my eyes. Immediately I was struck by the sense that by closing my eyes, I would not know if someone were to attack me. My SA friend said she would just think others were thinking she looked stupid with her eyes closed. Those thoughts never occur to me. I've taken to sleeping with a knife lately because I can't close my door, because my room gets very cold unless the heat can come in. Who do I fear? I don't know. My mom, maybe, but she has never hurt me. No one has. I have never had any trauma at all. In fact, I had been almost symptom-free for 2 months, to a stark degree. Literally overnight I went from totally paranoid and unable to take my eyes off of my mom or turn my back on anyone, to at ease to degree I had forgotten I could even feel. That lasted so long I genuinely thought I had gotten better. But now it is back, so I was wrong. I have long-since stopped considering it anxiety. I call it fear, paranoia, or nothing at all. This is not the first time I have made a post like this. Every month or two I do, and I never learn anything, and people just say I need to see a doctor. It is very stupid. But I don't want anxiety, because I find it extremely irritating and weak, and I used to have anxiety, a few years ago. Worrying and chest pain and all that pansy bullshit. This is not that. Eh. I am just really exhausted.",2.192880421758929,4.143332747663557,3.908691588785047,86.58574526719387,77.83177570093456,6.632734243949198,22.65660196501318,7.61054688173877,0.970123100886652,1648,50,339,24,39,552,213,428,0.209,0.6829999999999999,0.108,-0.993,0,0,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,1,2,16,23,4,4,16,0,50,12,6,3,11,74,79,28,0,6,20,2,1,2,2,2,6,3,3,1,19,21,0,2,10,1,2,4,19,16,0,3,19,15,61,7,41,57,8,49,0,1,9,0,18,19,0,7,26,245,80,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059765310707497,0.0,0.1594995230730704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415915711905271,0.0,0.3046288067835609,0.08997256832723638,0.0,0.05568740046828976,0.0,0.13107683600473746,0.07089808977201037,0.0,0.09060404845219924,0.0,0.18371889168917854,0.0,0.1456467118226408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07043670278988902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132318541834771,0.0,0.08120012607428376,0.0,0.0,0.06860436137465559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358749923614616,0.08812214028183701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16303352030153356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052602659805724775,0.0,0.06710165400637158,0.0,0.0,0.07790496546293947,0.0,0.17923834037822736,0.040269288598882416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07279116516991439,0.06774327700337622,0.0,0.0,0.12306211897836933,0.0,0.08321911001614699,0.0,0.045262272028794105,0.06679976583247156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525819737369536,0.08990590162855157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753810430458321,0.06491869914909773,0.08983942281184061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781792423091573,0.0,0.0,0.14096097906502564,0.2006371688257556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535899971981037,0.0,0.0,0.08001089576625052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655103439506532,0.1907079821418023,0.0,0.0,0.059053387836226816,0.2456986731453861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641845799366459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05396734690396022,0.0,0.08474449362743551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564079522446334,0.06954015051016599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627483231001103,0.08102434546371923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102057838935267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575759250568401,0.06333435838643411,0.0,0.0,0.12692841157007986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176104498467436,0.0,0.07969931942425802,0.1623695773951892,0.06748024129087106,0.06131215094708953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316822697502875,0.09122941633117217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082778327687907,0.05988072436136356,0.06401306452701334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05291047511185615,0.10206250321996986,0.15649533429873608,0.12645339111822776,0.09287955166104367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662741201695022,0.07779846918942578,0.0,0.0,0.06878494701847196,0.0,0.13142565658853006,0.04697479889661893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765749867955286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16176023383840613,0.0,0.11315050372703812,0.1741516185471544,0.0,0.05128671001577857 anxiety,Upallnight121,2018/02/14,"First Night on Medication I just had the worst panic attack of my life last night. I have had anxiety/panic/insomnia/light depression since I can remember but have never been medicated. I decided the other day after years of trying CBT and other methods to reduce anxiety. After a string of bad nights I decided to go to my GP and asked him if we could take the next step, the step I did not want to take. Disclaimer: do not read below if you are in an anxious state or if you are currently being recommended a new medication as the results below are particular to my case and may not apply to yours. Everyone is different and sometime people react differently to treatment. I went to bed around 11:30pm and decided tonight was the night I was going to become the new medicated me, the me that was able to accomplish anything, the me that did not fear the sandman or the perceived day time threats. This was to be the new confident me. That feeling was quickly changed after about 1.5 - 2 hours of sleep. I woke up in a state of confusion, my brain felt weird like I wasn't quite in control of things. It was a situation where I knew I was starting to panic. I needed to get some fresh air so I went to go outside when the panic hit. I fell to the floor and dread set over me, I was loosing my mind or so I thought. For some reason in my confused state I thought it would be a good idea to get some fresh air I ended up falling down my staircase opened the door and was outside in -10C weather. I sprawled out on the ground and did a puppy yoga pose and screamed at the sky. Little did I realize I had badly brused my knee, ribs, elbows, and hands from falling down the stairs. I made it back inside after a few minutes and ended up in the fetal position on the kitchen floor, my parents heard me fall to the floor this time, they tried to comfort me. I was there for another 20 minutes loosing control of myself. It's sad to say but in that moment I wanted it to end...just end. The worst part of the panic was over. (I'd say this panic attack 4 times that of any other one I have had) Next I started sweating and convulsing, I just needed to hug my parents legs as I was on the floor, they kept telling me affirming things to try and help me though it. I went through cold and hot phases where I needed blankets because either was shivering and needed 5 blankets, or where I didn't want any at all. This lasted for 5 hours at which point I fell asleep due to adrenaline overload. I am still shaking today, all morning I was having jitters. I only fell asleep from pure exhaustion after I had expended all of my adrenaline at around 7:00am I have been shaking for the remainder of the day with a horrible headache. I have not been medicated for anxiety until last night it was the first night I had taken Escitalopram, I only took 10 mg as per the instructions 30 minutes before bed. I can't properly articulate how terrified I was I have never felt like that before in all the years I have had panic attacks they have been short lived. I believe it was due to the drug which made me loose control of my thoughts. Throughout the day today I have had a massive headache due to lack of sleep and the 5 hours of adrenal release. I ended up calling the pharmacy as my doctor was out of the office. They advised to stop taking the pill and that the reaction is atypical but different people react differently and in some cases it can have the reverse effect. I asked how long the half life was as I did not want to go through another night of this. They advised 27 hours, they were very nice but that news upset me so much as it will take several days to work out of my system. They suggested I go to the hospital if I had another night of this and advised they would likely give me a sedative to calm me down. Even that thought is scary because it may not work and make me feel even worse. I am currently on my couch laying down shaking as i write this out. I am kind of scared as I do not want a repeat of the same thing tonight or to go through withdrawl syptoms which may complicate my already fragile mind today. I have already decided I am going to see a counselor about this I think that maybe the best option along with a reinvigorated approach to CBT and sleep hygene. Any words of encouragement or advice would be gladly appreciated.",6.213472019522933,6.143055566236813,6.720402899729644,77.88646457879754,66.02227432590854,9.636184415149415,33.35189128406345,9.290569792184328,2.870275613082278,3430,136,659,57,49,1122,347,853,0.153,0.77,0.077,-0.9964,8,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,1,3,8,11,22,40,4,15,55,0,79,25,12,13,7,127,129,51,0,18,25,2,7,3,0,7,11,4,5,0,38,32,1,5,20,2,0,23,13,28,0,4,57,13,103,12,119,59,17,144,0,2,1,1,30,52,0,20,67,478,141,9,0.046127753249178234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507550661254313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180624549943157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941053619925003,0.145106913703981,0.0705752099568171,0.05211123142861817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037959210584778656,0.08212696008673921,0.08624644499801537,0.15743093561884033,0.0,0.03546939495233477,0.07702949441104683,0.05623810047674504,0.050944479390201095,0.07850264109097785,0.05197018187671675,0.04840823117879229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051493827990005035,0.04710159345940408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048797046615820884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520859277427454,0.03682925752002567,0.0,0.0,0.14874292395952696,0.0,0.03972976628185825,0.0,0.0,0.19277473741430828,0.0,0.047213710050798184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534935491766276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042774896811995,0.0,0.0,0.060933891959760476,0.0,0.0,0.044077044991027686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05190654668409499,0.046647156053384035,0.0,0.08857975383379245,0.0,0.0,0.07847248669875466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819969443978056,0.044249944123030883,0.18350825630199136,0.03868977090898112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03091846067161653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18170618088853285,0.0,0.0,0.0520726187288994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803495667910421,0.0,0.11280082646188196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651627925592503,0.06760707070419944,0.046232126951264205,0.040731651218640065,0.04082161006977994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729439089357235,0.030790633481700632,0.0,0.04634152813023512,0.0,0.0,0.23234429256389064,0.0,0.0,0.09315176247469772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03390920616545959,0.1368125782065061,0.07115313398310384,0.13365141458484114,0.0981147777769042,0.3463021731572198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03125735939728036,0.07016446988433865,0.0,0.37884685760779824,0.10243882226330944,0.049951861652120746,0.0,0.06395835215438933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04360563662795378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049062543557880006,0.04614023607431026,0.0,0.0,0.04742701290661014,0.0,0.0,0.052253752363227136,0.0,0.0,0.0733652816323886,0.046181928054044065,0.0,0.036757847159249235,0.0,0.0,0.05211123142861817,0.0,0.03815735415876974,0.05184952732917536,0.13848319848274065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04562152744703375,0.0,0.06529892233602272,0.0,0.036837683330441705,0.038564867180376695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872931909463734,0.0,0.04031768950280648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193568878206887,0.029556801725031424,0.045320283363922166,0.14648113423923964,0.0806923916074834,0.0,0.13117114951080944,0.0,0.05124963111999113,0.09395314965283688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038060227319695945,0.1360367199762084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12828266818851755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716310748858287,0.0,0.04700812136512193,0.09830349731496077,0.0,0.0,0.05940952146934804 anxiety,Sandoozless,2018/02/14,"What is the specific type of magnesium you guys use to help with your anxiety? I've heard that magnesium supplements help with anxiety, but I've found that there are a lot of different types of magnesium supplements. Which one has been found to be the most effective?",7.595238095238094,8.427070020408166,7.396326530612246,71.12605442176873,63.08163265306123,14.696598639455786,36.74149659863946,13.5591,5.849198639455782,217,10,39,10,3,69,35,49,0.052000000000000005,0.7829999999999999,0.165,0.7875,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,9,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,2,0,7,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4252173174536088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903680937197769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6094516457697525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27518529626212185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37256892086113497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362783338747501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18832633330779155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24003434672844634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NothingToSeeHereMan,2018/02/14,Went on a date last night and I didn’t even have a panic attack Even when she checked her phone once I didn’t have a single negative thought about it!!! Just wanted to share this success with some fellow anxiety sufferers. ,8.817209302325583,7.162891767441863,7.888023255813953,76.80319767441863,61.55813953488372,11.390697674418604,35.45348837209303,10.125756701596842,3.2939860465116286,178,6,34,3,2,55,36,43,0.311,0.561,0.127,-0.8591,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,4,2,4,3,2,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24796572607974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36875532057242605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.428181985485031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26421684378154675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041828351005396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34519784365639083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803077036630257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573304481193996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118579491607135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004804376331344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Noxiume,2018/02/14,"No one likes me at work and it makes me so anxious to go there I just started a new job a few months ago and I'm still kind of learning since I haven't been shown how to properly do things. For a few weeks I have just been wanting to cry after work and not go there ever again. Because of intrusive thoughts, my shy nature and lack of social skills makes it hard for me to be around my work mates. There are people who don't like it when I ask questions and then there are people who complain because I didn't ask and did something wrong when I did a task on my own. I'm being given bad glances when I make sure I'm doing things right. It just makes me stuck at work and even more people get tired of me. I'm afraid to ask anyone anything because I don't want to make them not like me even more. On the other hand, I don't want to do anything wrong so I can't do anything unless I am not given instructions. (If I do things wrong I could cause quite a bit of problems due to the nature of my job.) It's not that I'm lazy, I don't mind hard work, I just need clear instructions. It just makes me depressed. I don't want to work if it's like this. That I feel sad and hurt because of my anxiety, lack of social skills and ability to adapt to a working environment. I've only been working for 2 months, I just graduated high school, and I'm already tired of it. 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How to cope with this feeling. I'm stressed at work and don't like where I live. I've lost all motivation for my career. I have a severe case of social anxiety, to the point where I choke up at work and it affects my performance. I am stuck in this fantasy of leaving everything behind and living on the road. No more internet. No more bills. Most importantly, no people. Tell me I'm not thinking rationally. Tell me I'm insane for even thinking about this. I don't know what to do.",1.6598377581120936,4.004213088495575,3.641792035398233,85.72487094395281,81.83185840707966,6.952507374631269,22.69100294985251,8.07648339933343,1.3578737463126846,441,15,90,9,12,149,74,113,0.228,0.6809999999999999,0.091,-0.9247,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,4,0,1,3,0,5,1,0,3,1,17,16,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,5,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,11,2,18,13,5,10,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,2,1,58,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505635634082775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12999499273767787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768853680435166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951599212466948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574115905298626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816482736207517,0.0,0.0,0.41679907033106495,0.0,0.0,0.13901683403220855,0.09615426798397496,0.0,0.34758394936318165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214847716825998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644730799920446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860545661687274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053218239456548,0.22234585493367845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20062894264531406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22545185656453545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440514029583664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522232604562191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160870698168628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865685217016468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,he-mancheetah,2018/02/14,"25 years ago today my dad committed suicide. We thought everything was fine, normal. My dad gave my mom roses and chocolates, and my dad decided it'd be fun to all go to the movies as a family for Valentine's day. We hauled out the newspaper, selected a movie family-friendly enough (Sommersby with Jodie Foster and Mel Gibson), and everyone got ready to go. About 45 minutes after my dad suggested we all go see a movie, we were ready to walk out the door. ""Actually, guys, I'm not feeling that well. Why don't you guys go on and I'll see you when you get back?"" We all hemmed and hawed, but my dad clearly just wasn't feeling it, so we decided to just go. We walked out to the garage, waved our goodbyes as we piled in the car, and went off to the theater. The movie sucked and was super sad. None of us really liked it. We came home, and all the lights were off in the house. Huh, that's strange. There were glowing embers in the fireplace, the last remnants of a recent fire. Dad was nowhere to be found, we split up and started looking all throughout the house for him. I went into my parent's bathroom, and there was a videocamera on a tripod facing the mirror. Ok, that's super weird. I found my brother in a spare bedroom inspecting the carpet floor. I asked him what he was doing. He said he was looking for blood. Not having found my dad anywhere, we all somehow converged in the garage. There was one place we hadn't looked--the shed. It was more of a garage closet than an actual shed, but that's what we called it, and that's where he was. My brother threw open the door, and I remember my mom crying out and screaming. My brother screaming. I did not scream. Instead, I threw our cordless phone down on the cement garage floor, breaking it. To this day, I still don't know why I did that, it was a reflex of some sort I suppose. I tried the phone in the kitchen, but because I had broken the cordless, the line was...jammed, I guess? It didn't work, I just got a long angry beeeeeeeeeeeep instead of a dial tone. I remembered my brother had just gotten his own phone line, so I ran into his room and called 911. The police came. The coroner came. He was dead and gone, killing himself with carbon monoxide from the lawnmower in the shed. He had planned this too, meticulously. He had a note pinned to his chest, pleading not to be revived. He killed himself on a Sunday, and on the following Tuesday we all received a letter from him in the mail, that he had mailed out on the previous Friday. The videocamera on the tripod? That was for his apology/goodbye video. I've watched it many times. I remember not recognizing this sobbing, hurt man. He looked like my dad, but he also looked *vastly* different. This tragedy is the ground zero event for my anxiety. Constant fear, constant waiting for the other shoe to drop. Constant worry. My expectations of people were insanely warped, I desperately needed love and acceptance, and I spent literal *decades* doing my best to ""get over"" his death. Thousands in therapy, medications, all sorts of ""tricks"" and suggestions. Exercise! Eat better! Write in a journal! Take 10 seconds of deep breaths! No matter what I did, it didn't change the fact that when I was a kid, I thought everything was okay, and suddenly it wasn't. I was terrified at how everything can change in just a flash of a moment, and I thought all I could ever hope to attain was stillness. Motionless time, that didn't tick by because the future was more unpredictable than I felt I could handle. 25 years. It's been 25 years since that horrible day. Valentine's Day was ruined for a good decade or so. Couldn't celebrate it, didn't want to. It just made me sad and guilty. It made me feel like it was *his* day now, and I should be in mourning. I'm 38 now. I still have anxiety, but nowhere near the level it used to be. I developed some nasty OCD symptoms about 8 years ago, which was tied up into my guilt, and with the help of an amazing therapist and support system I was able to free myself from those symptoms and get my intrusive thoughts and general anxiety under control. I have never been happier now. I've worked so hard and come so far, and I'm proud of myself for being able to overcome all of this shit, *somehow*. I have an amazing husband, who I am celebrating Valentine's day with, and have celebrated it with him for the past several years. I know I no longer need to feel guilty, that this isn't his day. His suicide *took* this day from me, this fun sweet day that should be all about love and romance, and made it about himself and his selfish choices. For a long time, I was mad at him for that. But now I just know that he was sick. He was a sick man, who had made some poor choices, and he took a coward's way out. 25 years ago from his suicide, today, I'd just like to announce that I'm better than that. I am better than my father, I am stronger than my father, and I am no longer angry with my father. I pity him? But the anger--that's not eating me up inside anymore. Thanks for reading.",3.2685521395928525,5.126610439148075,3.96654145995748,87.7831715095677,74.42596348884379,6.9830445514308765,26.382560668638053,7.779467066740183,1.4583142452161593,3927,143,788,55,83,1247,396,986,0.177,0.6940000000000001,0.129,-0.9954,3,0,0,0,0,3,169.0,17,3,0,12,40,49,6,2,63,3,75,17,6,7,16,159,146,55,8,11,22,19,7,4,0,2,6,4,8,5,52,70,3,2,21,3,3,22,22,20,1,4,75,21,108,30,107,58,20,127,0,7,8,2,97,50,3,10,55,518,160,3,0.1111359079128822,0.0,0.10845261457552244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777291521169433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044437672702817135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752799804149711,0.0,0.05510847877014231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051948535826875857,0.0,0.0,0.04272832658740594,0.0,0.06774741793748973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058315139406964464,0.14743601877777548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348218771846648,0.1906648075629749,0.0,0.0,0.1175670544763223,0.04786687201057229,0.0,0.180147652048828,0.06232418540117931,0.0887329792573046,0.0,0.06103878815105029,0.3225305995179375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058056684848368074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371977890470507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741655068740521,0.0,0.0,0.05026439567900342,0.0,0.053097561317731065,0.1498226819210824,0.0,0.05238452156887667,0.06252939701178781,0.11238730860231287,0.03969775740948372,0.05335395001702966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827821800709979,0.04293166338447674,0.0,0.08709588737855896,0.0,0.1579027439872346,0.0466077633749443,0.08888553801633185,0.0,0.061214366069543065,0.11004202159630502,0.0,0.0,0.049777972086484115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037246028214804286,0.0,0.05573918855233818,0.0551915164313323,0.0,0.12823591633884426,0.0594866439941301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295541595095665,0.0,0.09161608280075577,0.0452952990305175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859078182938207,0.0,0.0,0.09835178125983128,0.18665234470635214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030449592691773,0.2103189664420093,0.0,0.05633718357658341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597886756586032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016103215454342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240586751942623,0.04285743174690648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444479668356039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03765428371083627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170163684463693,0.0,0.053045899696473,0.0385238226154909,0.0,0.058056684848368074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05558299143395352,0.0,0.035598254203277696,0.0,0.05486665076407018,0.0,0.18884297852222898,0.0,0.052857849145992016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856092979206394,0.0,0.0,0.06277597118152484,0.05703970620333156,0.04596638573615998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039331283817058416,0.0,0.13312991942899866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18234696775339213,0.06305785563972266,0.0,0.11551276150061382,0.041780185858047235,0.0,0.0,0.051159506213026715,0.0635467981443978,0.06451867744310512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645899376290008,0.09720636245294764,0.0,0.1053438459207847,0.0,0.12347608291158176,0.037726993160128015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684140670788695,0.04799287084980496,0.0,0.0,0.032775418959551814,0.04410725537526785,0.0,0.0,0.04996226404983094,0.10302410005825792,0.100282870806693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090826458285319,0.05643195457543972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147036428860803 anxiety,QueerAvenger,2018/02/14,"How to self-soothe when you just can't believe in someone's love? How do y'all self-soothe and calm yourselves down when you just cannot believe your partner loves you/cares for you, even when they haven't done anything wrong? 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This literally happens once a month (I've been keeping track for the past year) where I completely lose my mind and just start screaming, throwing shit, breaking tables, punching holes in the wall. Usually I wake up feeling normal and then as the day goes on I just get more and more anxious until I just explode. Like the other day my mom asked me to help her find a movie. So I start looking and then she is l ik e just give me the remote. Idk why but I just held on and kept looking because at that moment it felt like my job. What I'm supposed to do. This isn't the first time it happened either. It happens a lot actually, someone will tell me to do something and then when they say that I can stop, I won't stop. It's like my brain is just on autopilot. But anyways, she yelled again give me the remote and then I completely lost my shit. I picked up the nearest phone walked outside and then just checked it at the wall. Then my mom said i can't go outside for the rest of the day and instead of just being like whatever I'll just smoke later, that's what I get for acting out. I turned into a fucking banshee. I ran up the stairs screeming, punched another hole in my fucking wall, got my shit and dipped before it escalated. I came back later. Not even like an hour like 30 mins later and I was just like wtf was that all about. And this literally happens once a month. At the beginning of January I broke my desk in half. Can anyone help me figure out how to stop being such a fucking spaz?",2.46379650895728,4.430886421221867,3.6150976113918247,88.92716639871384,77.07073954983925,6.372117593017916,25.255052824988518,7.310402129719878,1.1322750574184663,1211,44,249,15,28,392,165,311,0.128,0.7859999999999999,0.086,-0.9256,1,0,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,21,18,7,0,20,0,15,8,5,2,1,47,46,25,0,1,14,2,2,7,0,2,0,4,0,0,16,16,0,6,4,0,1,6,4,11,0,2,11,8,35,7,28,31,6,60,0,3,2,3,15,21,6,2,39,163,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.09170616041718596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854110648601314,0.0,0.10616513591765248,0.0,0.1314191769676766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785405088892409,0.0,0.0,0.07226106604657087,0.0,0.0572863605136893,0.0,0.07996590497707369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490731263888052,0.0,0.1074825012854258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19706224938589104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818185328502527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223826023529415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062069680033955986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04751664398262314,0.0,0.0902308518481132,0.0,0.08589155658824155,0.07993518851671452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606354506482329,0.14729436354995898,0.18029899518322212,0.05340822598729839,0.0,0.07516048773925416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33240755075445844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597908318720394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254656271908106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325580536169847,0.08352940397922498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213804751538185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578308640403026,0.10513412065440657,0.10258494391646283,0.07989428589411407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488808125405493,0.22012504800460791,0.15002008738950767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207566416145316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001608701953464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970988493137995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06020286782969561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939185859303031,0.07473278679672457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893923286795052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962481366926387,0.07234663808892207,0.0,0.0,0.1330321463344455,0.0,0.0,0.23570222312588365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821383964379032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479764782417769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102217944224117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350031726540318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479792832371391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051689576973096 anxiety,lena_mm,2018/02/14,"Anyone have increased anxiety after eating? I’ve been moving the past week and as a result haven’t had anytime to meal prep like I usually do. I have eaten pretty much nothing but fast food this past week. I ate some Wendy’s on my lunch break yesterday and was immediately feeling very anxious. The same thing happened after I ate Chinese takeout today. I started feeling very shaky, pit in my stomach, and very intense anxiety. Am I crazy or does this happen to anyone else? I have only noticed this after eating pretty unhealthy. I’m just looking forward to being all moved in and actually eating decent again.",4.768938053097352,7.233653902654867,5.733814159292037,74.08054424778761,71.92035398230087,6.6438938053097365,30.76902654867257,7.554174236665415,2.4544484955752206,493,22,73,6,10,162,79,113,0.14300000000000002,0.732,0.125,-0.6248,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,10,10,1,1,1,14,20,7,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,3,9,1,10,13,5,21,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,15,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.13479295624517745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113350108686984,0.15604526953709055,0.0,0.19316455176179795,0.14152841033445385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087670188292104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42401813664267735,0.1153881799524036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968328592387774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702486820105028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442921840832817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748234037992991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599269151571726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936163070438065,0.10153993814416036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253749556041494,0.15725958919600147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505253200575754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371751994207976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810515707624852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776767557646264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176607385637717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309291478999887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212842488499825,0.3419100797232328,0.0,0.0,0.2215958231659676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zberry97,2018/02/14,"Trying to figure out what kind of anxiety i have I started taking melatonin about a month ago. A bit after that i was sitting in class and had a random panic attack during lecture with zero reason to cause this. Only in this one class it's happend one other time since then. Last night I had a work meeting in a semi tight space for about 2 hours and I had another panic attack, and thought I was either going to passout or puke (neither happened). Then drove home and continued to feel shakey for the remainder of the night until I fell asleep, and now I feel like I didn't sleep well at all. I still have a feeling in the back of my throat like a vomit sensation could randomly come on but hasn't. I've also recently cut out all carbs from my diet. Do I need to change up my diet, exercise more/ less (already regularly exercise) or stop taking melatonin for sleep? any ideas are appreciated!! :)",4.3560835164835146,5.789480960000002,5.505714285714286,79.56582417582419,70.82857142857142,7.898901098901099,27.17582417582417,8.384062270229773,1.96034065934066,708,24,129,11,13,235,116,175,0.114,0.809,0.077,-0.5167,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,2,10,0,12,9,4,2,2,29,24,12,0,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,9,2,2,7,2,0,4,3,5,1,3,8,4,14,4,26,15,7,33,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,4,20,92,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364694613741065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539275433674429,0.11154782691982018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485604816055801,0.14626444342068087,0.10670729126687037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31737355013229795,0.0,0.10725701164911257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228384566863018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329173099865064,0.1475589139411264,0.12015583241581433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11136914255689996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158668904301872,0.09964965092191634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927376428665264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334802990778675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991698887717124,0.0,0.13736674946434518,0.0,0.0,0.15746401880017738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525440636974166,0.0,0.11370064787882905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362927556715178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113373157985737,0.0,0.0,0.10342795749800647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617984904334543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904021145553335,0.1060862663974332,0.0,0.327316242832326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341602620069646,0.13772673704203067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538521547960832,0.0,0.2791757805629359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872972576895146,0.0,0.1113946216282842,0.1166175068385221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097539613264184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073721966914438,0.08133608141393735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470262161061394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541570347358855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015483096338996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sanejain,2018/02/14,"BF's anxiety making him Aggressive I've been with my boyfriend for about 18 months. When he's calm, we are a fabulous match. He's loving, attentive, and we have very similar sense of humor. But, he has very severe anxiety about a lot of every-day activities (driving, parking, talking on the phone, using the stove, etc.) This means that he is basically living in a constant wash of adrenaline. So, if anything adds to his anxiety at all, he becomes incredibly aggressive, and starts screaming at me. When he's home, he will spend 10 - 30 minutes shouting and yelling at me about something several times a day. This is killing me. It's destroying my state of mind. I'm out of work, and desperately need to be my best self so I can interview. What can I do? How can I manage this? Please help. I am at the end of my rope.",2.7692452830188685,5.0013075597484296,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,77.17610062893081,8.265157232704402,28.838993710691824,9.029198982220553,2.639332578616352,638,29,125,16,15,213,107,159,0.145,0.731,0.123,-0.2074,0,0,1,0,1,0,31.0,2,0,0,2,8,9,4,0,7,0,13,2,0,3,1,20,20,11,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,3,2,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,1,3,15,4,20,17,4,17,0,0,0,1,18,7,0,2,8,76,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855239711128729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823726125087354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18552612655166567,0.0,0.0,0.17628979099051026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815320015241544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166727297206446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878476276878172,0.0,0.1873475707314944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259673895987153,0.0,0.16850255353584578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585040522561705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833374624888662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281475663443538,0.15161293278373786,0.0,0.11213122662768264,0.0,0.0,0.1829848049329607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169616864086706,0.0,0.13408394624869965,0.0,0.0,0.12455867643571435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439697767162527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524488911707753,0.3795502489185724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293229846960828,0.0,0.0,0.11890057837484284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13501990121534432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795334735854967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145085020068326,0.0,0.2772102741973354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229500947581247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lovemydaughter2much,2018/02/14,"I can't chat to strangers without feeling anxious Especially if they live nearby, i will create stupid scenarios in my mind, as if the person would find my whereabouts. An example is a guy I was talking with on Tinder - we really clicked, he sent a follow request on instagram (which i didn't accept for privacy reasons) and gave me his phone number. He wanted mine as well but I didn't want to give it to him, and instead of telling him no, i deleted my Tinder account and blocked him on instagram. This is not the first time I've done this and I regret it so much. I don't know why I even do it, i think i just react impulsively. Does this happen to anyone else? 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I ended up talking it through with a friend who doesn’t live near me, and I definitely feel better. My anxiety sprang from worries about current friendships at college and after talking it through I felt better. She recommended that I talk to the friends in which this attack was triggered just to let them know my feelings and what’s going on. I was just wondering if that would actually be a good idea? I feel that they would think I’m crazy or something after describing the attack and the reasonings behind it. Any suggestions? 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I feel as if someday's I work my ass off, but most days i feel like I'm just wasting time. I never know if that's whats true or am I not pushing myself enough, am I doing just as much as I should be doing. I'm a navy vet, not PTS or anything, I'm on my last semester to get a Bachelors in information technology and i help my dad out on Saturdays with his business, 1 day a week for 10 hours . I feel like I don't know anything related to IT, I generally fix issues when I'm asked to but not after an insane routine of googling, not finding the answer and completely doubting my life's existence. I understand that there's the whole don't pace yourself with other people, take it at your own pace. I'm almost 30 and the most meaningful job i had was in the navy and I only did that for 5 years, the rest of the time since high school I feel as if I've wasted by doing nothing more than I've wanted. 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Anyway, whenever I find something i really like or connect with- a movie, book(s), show, etc, I become OBSESSED with it. Its all I can think about. Its all I want to talk about or read about or watch. And it makes me feel like a weirdo. Recently I watched the Fullmetal Alchemist series' and found myself absolutely enamored with them. I connected with the characters on a personal level and found myself emotionally invested in their stories. As an example; ive done this with things like Yuri On Ice, Game of Thrones, and many more things as well. Its rare for me to become interested in things like that, so when I do, I really dive in. However, I always feel paranoid that its negatively affecting the people around me. That they think I'm creepy or weird for being 'obsessed' with this thing. Which is where the irony kicks in. I downplay my love of these stories bc I don't want people to think I'm weird. I rarely talk abt these things or post abt them or anything, despite wanting to share my love of them with other people. Like ""look at this amazing thing ive found! It resonates with me deeply and brings me a lot of comfort and I want to share it with you, too!"" But I dont do that bc I'm scared of annoying everyone. So I downplay my fixations out of fear of being rejected. Does anyone here understand what I'm trying to say? And if so do you feel the same way? I'm sorry if this is rambling, I just had to get it off my chest. 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Hi there. Little background on me: I'm 26, female, work a regular 9-5, M-F job as a preschool teacher. I might be starting classes in spring but they'll be online. I love animals, and always have. I own a home with my boyfriend and I'm filling out applications to adopt a rescue dog. I have two cats. I'm so excited and also so scared. I keep remembering times I didn't pay enough attention to former pets (growing up) or left them home alone too long. I keep asking myself, ""What if it doesn't live up to your expectations, what if you just don't love it, and it won't feel loved? What if the cats are neglected because I love the dog too much?"" That'd never happened to me but still. And I keep picturing nightmare scenarios (fetch and the ball rolls in the road, house fire and I can't get to the dog, harms the cats.) I see a therapist for anxiety and a prevailing sense in my life that no matter what, I'm just not loving my loved ones hard enough. And I'm not in a hurry to find a dog, I really want to find The One. I'll discuss this with my therapist. But in the mean time, if you've adopted a pet, was it a positive for you, or a source of more anxiety? I have a friend who always tells me I'd be a good mom, because I worry whether or not I would be. That I care enough to be conscious of that. But I'm not sure. 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Hello everyone. Just wanted to say that this subreddit is great and have found a lot of inspiration/ information through r/Anxiety. I finally made an appointment with a psychiatrist and was prescribed 50mg Zoloft for my GAD and (very) mild depression. Was wondering if anyone found that this worked for their social anxiety. If so, to what extent?",5.835194805194807,9.213165030303033,6.502294372294376,65.23772727272731,72.93939393939394,11.650216450216453,32.15584415584416,10.914260884657429,5.181457142857143,316,15,46,13,7,103,52,66,0.109,0.831,0.06,-0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,1,0,15,10,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,4,2,7,4,2,1,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4706560829160952,0.0,0.0,0.14339645052460598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663479083597733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959623816416267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22465471811242285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4497184734345536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22610102377955535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743513736542707,0.0,0.1940513111410003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308755863078056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181057272534864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921217819632756,0.1209612833286776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224001182073448,0.14930041821762796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DayDreamingofU,2018/02/14,"quit my job - vent I put my 2 weeks notice in at work on Monday. I've been here for over 5 years. There is an age gap of at least 20 years between me and everyone else, they've all been here forever. I love my boss, hes like a second dad to me, and most of my coworkers are nice except for 2 who are very much bullies (1 reason why i'm quitting). Another reason I am quitting is because, while I have a lot of flexibility here, I'm miserable. I'm not motivated to be here, I have anxiety attacks thinking about coming in every morning. I can't communicate the bully problem or the anxiety problem with my boss. Anyway, I'm excited about my new job and it took ALOT of nerve to actually quit without crying (thanks anxiety!). Every one here keeps trying to make me doubt my decision and its making my anxiety worse. My boss wants me to stay and keeps asking about what would make that happen. I just want and need a change of environment and pace! 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I just started a new job in customer service and have to be on the phone all day with customers. I've just realized that this causes me severe anxiety. I had to leave work yesterday after a crying fit from being on the phone. I love the idea of this job, within a year i could move to a different position which would be amazing, but for now i honestly don't think I can deal with being on the phone for a year. I just need to know it'll be ok if I decide to quit this job. 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I’m almost 2 weeks in on lexapro 5mg (the generic version) and I feel like I’m still having side effects. I have moments of the day where I feel fantastic. Absolute clarity. But every morning I wake up I feel weird. Today I have a minor headache and also had the shakes a little. I also still feel anxiety a good amount. I’m supposed to up the dosage to 10mg this Friday night. Did anyone else experience side effects at 12 days? 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I'm currently taking 30 mg Celexa and 10 mg Buspar. I've been on the Celexa for about 2 months, although I started small (10 mg) and just started 30 mg about two weeks ago. I've had very few side effects and it's definitely effective for my anxiety and my OCD. I'm really happy with it, and it's not as activating as Prozac was. Prozac also made me gain a little bit of weight. However, I suspect that some of it was increased water retention (it came off super easily) and I was definitely eating more (I didn't care as much). I am currently mid-recovery for an eating disorder after relapsing this summer and I have a BMI of about 19. I'd like to stay there, or at least be around 20. I haven't gained anything on the SSRI yet, and my appetite has gone from null to (according to my nutritionist) normal and healthy. I've been in the mood for carbs a little more, but I also have some intellectual control over eating them because sugar makes me feel sick, so I avoid it for that reason. I drink black coffee and generally have very small portions. But... what if my metabolism slows down and my TDEE becomes, like, 1000 cals? I mean, could that happen? Again, I eat very little naturally and I haven't gained yet, but it seems like *everyone* gains on this medication. I also have normal energy and I walk a lot, but these people are claiming to gain a ton of weight while eating hardly anything and working out and it scares me. I understand gaining because I eat more, but what if I don't? I value my body and there is nothing more I would hate than being fat. But am I doomed to it unless I get off this medication... this medication that has helped dig me out of a horrible cycle of anxiety and compulsive behavior? 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Was on 20mg for the first 3 months but realized it wasn't making my ocd as controllable as I was hoping. I decided to go to 40mg to try and see if that would help more. As of the last few days, I've been feeling ""gray"" for emotions. Normally I'm a rollercoaster when it comes to emotions but now I don't feel them as I used to and am concerned. Will this gray period pass or should I drop back down to 20mg?",2.823979591836736,3.625273030612245,4.439387755102043,88.16989795918369,73.79591836734693,8.457142857142857,24.20408163265306,8.841846274778883,1.4352897959183668,359,10,82,7,7,121,67,98,0.029,0.873,0.098,0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,10,0,0,3,0,18,20,11,0,5,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,5,7,1,16,12,2,15,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,3,9,52,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759273286825887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19708450102732206,0.0,0.0,0.2566102706484095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755225065328886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5147215904568586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313687494850123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946108043081115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002806409700485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335480631245235,0.0,0.0,0.2272426005695107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649644385246628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272078658685154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36524002020887775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241680965813585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231802001527886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202350470787675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15533510567773828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760328191517088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252764489891294,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chiconese,2018/02/14,Marijuana? Do you guys feel more anxious and even anxiety attacks when smoke?,4.645384615384618,8.141969307692314,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,86.69230769230771,8.753846153846155,37.269230769230774,8.841846274778883,4.915646153846155,63,4,9,2,2,20,13,13,0.42,0.58,0.0,-0.7394,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3481567013138134,0.5141429815565414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177515378118351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30059482410187743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301164953976612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4506288952219704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,matthpmoreira,2018/02/14,"Came to an ice cream shop and am dying I stayed all the night awake due to anxiety and my friends invited me to go to an ice cream shop. I can't look at the menu because I'm almost throwing up. To add on, my friend invited someone I don't know. I'm almost passing out, what if I sleep right here, what would the waiters think? I'm just venting, no need for advice.",2.158846153846156,3.256556935897436,3.7005128205128233,91.68615384615387,75.7948717948718,6.7384615384615385,25.820512820512814,7.1686216300943375,0.9806512820512828,283,10,65,3,6,94,54,78,0.052000000000000005,0.8640000000000001,0.084,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,4,1,1,0,1,14,13,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,2,4,3,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,10,11,1,12,0,0,3,0,2,5,0,3,2,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306073214134819,0.0,0.0,0.4726210728457025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805321930847341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438577032955142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699104226683003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449210254154451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646515649553206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341189186871899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296942836385708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981727012013514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749840687708183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214612284835411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015347164810394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361610688585493,0.0,0.19995410281049944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515346218774418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121327274139149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764097921473162,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KiwiAndKale,2018/02/14,"Video interview today And the anxiety is sky freaking high, it honestly feels like a heart attack. I really hope I don't mess this up I need the job severely 😓",0.4628124999999983,2.911842156250003,3.499749999999999,81.37025000000001,96.1875,8.81,22.025,8.841846274778883,2.79258,127,5,24,5,5,45,29,32,0.267,0.454,0.279,0.1196,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,12,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235960825560924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509025672534753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595988250209314,0.22035433211013886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655107383577255,0.0,0.3258907965434589,0.0,0.3063570976043745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060856834116352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069144181438587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287092657639865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19759880761869505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484568929066396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923713368786212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iamDJDan,2018/02/14,New job anxiety So i start a new job tomorrow and my excitement has quickly turned to anxiety. Im going to have to learn alot as im stepping into a new field (plumbing). Any tips for handling new job anxiety before i panic and quit before i start.,1.939,4.171886900000004,4.594000000000001,79.93700000000003,80.0,8.0,28.0,8.841846274778883,2.7122,195,9,36,5,5,69,32,50,0.16899999999999998,0.7659999999999999,0.065,-0.4939,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,19,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035862488079962,0.0,0.3495847097937649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25923477493608443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656982902602232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290743587702366,0.0,0.453477286126273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5884658808635936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872061100172432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620164272215881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563289081866552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656858993402584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mushroomhunter01,2018/02/14,"I need help. i'm worried about a friend of mine. I've been friends with a guy, we'll call him P. I've known him for about a year, and the rest of our friends that are in the small friend group we're in have known him forever. Recently we've been dealing with some issues where P would sometimes ignore us, and would sometimes talk to and play video games with just one of us in the friend group, excluding the others. This, obviously heated things up and eventually P admitted that he was struggling with depression and that he just wanted to be alone. None of us knew about this, and when he elaborated, it was pretty serious. Like, he's made attempts on his life before serious. Recently we've been planning a trip to P's cottage and we're going up this weekend. He's been acting up a bit lately. We were all hanging out together last night and right out of nowhere P was gone. He apparently just walked home (which was REALLY far away from where we were at the time). It freaked us all out a bit since he kind of went missing, we even went to his house and let his mom know. That night at around midnight I saw he was online and I talked to him. He was acting really weird. He eventually said (with veeerry slow speech and heavy breathing) that he took 5 of his lorazapam pills. He said he didn't know why. This obviously scared me a lot, I was waking up my mom in the middle of the night freaking out about it. Even though the dosage he took wouldn't be lethal, it was still scary. I don't know how to deal with this. He obviously is struggling with major anxiety issues too (the lorazapam) and probably had a panic attack that night when we were hanging out. I really want to help him. I don't have any contact with his mom, other than just going to his house. He also mentioned while on his medication that after this big cottage trip we won't see him for a while. How do I talk to him about this?? He's always uncomfortable whenever I talk to him about any way about depression/anxiety. I think this big trip is also making him super anxious. Should I be reaching out to his mother? I don't want to because she may cancel everything and take him to the hospital and he FOR SURE would be crushed. This trip is important. Someone please help me with this. 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Any advice, or tips? Boyfriend recently was diagnosed and started taking meds for generalized anxiety disorder - just wondering if anyone has any advice on helping him/being supportive? Anything I should know? Thanks!",9.123571428571427,13.576067071428568,8.195523809523813,51.26614285714289,68.76190476190476,12.883809523809528,46.49523809523809,11.20814326018867,8.286860952380954,235,16,23,10,5,73,31,42,0.204,0.648,0.14800000000000002,-0.4122,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,11,12,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,13,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852454847947525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680958279937792,0.0,0.3015915185159521,0.0,0.0,0.13783042916038313,0.0,0.32442485028199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000719856760215,0.0,0.0,0.451831693595841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212494174419195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666327360813925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21895515473428015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946315723677704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952208684059358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22368869654672252,0.0,0.0,0.14820921550937,0.0,0.0,0.1814810089031475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21376752092324847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,almostareddituser,2018/02/14,"Muttering or mumbling to myself I've been diagnosed with Anxiety for a number of years, but have only received CBT sessions for it and not medicated. Something I've notice surface again is that I've started mumbling or muttering things under my breath. Sometimes it's like I'm having a conversation with myself, but there's also times that I don't even know what I'm saying, but I can feel my lips moving. Could this be another symptom of the anxiety, or something else?",7.685955056179779,7.774102539325845,8.190202247191014,68.04665168539327,62.93258426966293,10.715505617977527,38.0247191011236,10.355215969177356,4.2223959550561805,382,18,61,8,5,127,63,89,0.042,0.903,0.054000000000000006,0.25,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,8,5,2,0,0,13,13,8,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,8,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,44,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614893363690907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24408337592561374,0.35614227599231835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858507485038262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23626026584428625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944524424133024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15374474252997206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769730713933453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792626226103193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372140467122302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449487495158694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474014585401778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650142434406088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17703478327370614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851108795522079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35840092102312954,0.2302190050752119,0.0,0.16475832544335509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24194085858855865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15464441158022035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357321360665523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498985423114874 anxiety,Sullyisnotaduck,2018/02/14,"Why do I panic when I'm asked out? How come every time I am asked out I have a panic attack and quickly say ""No"" and walk off? It is Valentine's Day and a friend of mine just asked me out and you know what I'm doing? I'm freaking out and thinking all the ways he is joking or messing with me. I also do have depression but he doesn't know this. So why do I panic? 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The lead up to my marriage was fine, although I was expecting an attack, I never got one and was actually excited for once. Went on our honeymoon for a week and had the best time, and again not a single attack. The moment I got off the plane and my phone went off, there is was. Maybe it was the ""back to reality"" thought, but having that break from panic attacks, constant worry over nothing or the unknown was a breath of fresh air. Thing is, I cant remember what I did on holiday that gave me that break! I felt excited for the future, I had business and work ideas which was refreshing. Has anyone had a similar experience? How did you get back into the mindset of not worrying about every little thing (most of which hasn't even happened and probably never will)!!! 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Grasping fully the concept of embracing your “now” moments in life is indeed powerful and life-changing. 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I realize some of you may not be religious but from a religious perspective, bad self talk leads to hate, which leads a person to devalue and later dehumanize who they are created to be. In turn, this devalues God because Christian theology teaches us we are made in his image. If you participate in Lent (for Religious reasons or not) and struggle with anxiety and or depression. I suggest that you consider joining me in giving up on bad self talk and replacing it with positive thoughts and other habits. 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Suffering from anxiety and depression here. Anxiety is something kind of new to me that I'm learning to deal with. I have recently been finding that whenever I go to study I start to panic about a half hour after I start. I start to feel like I'm way too far behind and I'll never be able get all the work I need to complete done. These feelings completely pull me away from the work and I end up reading the same few sentences over and over, starting to panic more and more. I tried to set a time I would study and got up this morning to go the library and work for 2 hours, after about a half hour of doing work and an hour of panicked attempting to work, I had to leave as it got to be too much. Now I'm just lying in bed freaking out and feeling really really depressed, completely worthless and hopeless. Like I've always been really depressed but now anxiety is a part of my life and it just makes all the other things I deal with waaaaaaay too much for my coping mechanisms to work. How can I fix this?",4.957115384615385,5.304024711538464,5.683653846153848,82.81134615384616,68.71153846153845,9.092307692307692,30.42307692307693,9.057496981413335,2.379286538461538,812,30,165,14,13,265,113,208,0.149,0.8220000000000001,0.029,-0.9606,0,0,1,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,7,11,12,0,2,10,0,12,1,0,2,3,30,29,14,0,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,14,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,9,0,2,6,3,16,3,37,20,9,30,0,6,0,0,2,8,0,0,19,117,25,8,0.09780422060162716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138094647331043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22445988317496246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189028477329504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076375934929189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166371374272496,0.25271589567075936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008767457556723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662550962237721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483582578726066,0.06987135474000973,0.0,0.0,0.08939128575703524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109866854401046,0.0,0.11116878493410592,0.0,0.15644593960141578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3852698245305897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184804523763376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356054780249756,0.0,0.0,0.0690820134253615,0.09556440380789807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652850767138056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379471128010113,0.07252059030332716,0.07543264436692024,0.0944599257137257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950435955892276,0.0,0.1059124399598416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783068781272998,0.0,0.18796766441280496,0.0,0.09656986865501713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529446730102676,0.0,0.0,0.27690532294957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497677828379232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703042755351623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640264575085246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763243790182711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42721582464377983,0.0,0.0,0.06947731217521902,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JGoins61,2018/02/14,"Anxiety help Over there last few months I've started having an increasing amount of bouts of anxiety. At one point I assumed it was related to Financial stress, but now that those issues have been handled it still keeps rearing it's head. When it happens there is usually a sense of restlessness and a tightness in my chest and shoulder muscles. Sometimes it's accompanied with a feeling of being terrified or like I'm about to die. I know I should talk to my doctor about it, but before I go the route of taking drugs for it id like to find an alternative solution. What have you all found that works for you to combat these feelings and helps get back to normal?",7.3623883928571425,7.111145015625002,7.305491071428572,75.25468750000002,63.6875,10.751785714285717,35.473214285714285,10.290406445055957,3.5708870535714285,534,22,98,11,7,171,91,128,0.152,0.732,0.117,-0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,8,4,0,2,6,0,8,5,3,0,1,18,19,7,1,2,3,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,4,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,3,8,2,19,14,4,14,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,10,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915025130588027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650211840116642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212291237798052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977350775770816,0.0,0.0,0.19501061547048104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22094874428234507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267053154964275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413658116863864,0.0,0.0,0.2089010478143196,0.0,0.0,0.09954155337589092,0.0,0.10827986182967124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684808051637593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195533821748102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554100509570046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198858808826047,0.0,0.1693475518871617,0.0,0.0,0.10470766726979253,0.15530346708080572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861619778661357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15207539694423008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667424369512714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910480636847596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010789721142995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884342945423559,0.0,0.13485471720614822,0.0,0.15215367085211026,0.0,0.21824597291220107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325123926576824,0.15313693881450302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20983659063100607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13870461476302898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,plivliv,2018/02/14,"Any tips on staying organized and sticking to a routine to manage anxiety? My anxiety has gotten so terrible the last few days. I completely deep cleaned and rearranged my room so I had a clean space and it’s helped somewhat. I just have the hardest time staying consistent because my anxiety brain is constantly thinking about multiple things at once. I feel like consistency and establishing a routine would allow me to feel like I’m not constantly drowning, I just have a hard time establishing one. If anyone has any tips that have helped you please share. I’m willing to try anything at this point ",5.7989500509684015,8.188567284403675,6.021406727828747,73.46332313965344,68.81651376146789,9.982059123343527,36.881753312945975,10.25414643259724,4.478051172273191,490,27,79,14,9,156,72,109,0.095,0.7759999999999999,0.13,0.5977,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,9,1,1,1,0,15,15,7,1,2,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,10,3,8,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,8,50,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306072356512902,0.0,0.3891286945863202,0.0,0.0,0.11855721327392105,0.0,0.13952980630091974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033595159826432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928011764342065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17777581375683113,0.3664587214892246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934933076309784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146480520402013,0.2422610996172033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518885075798407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272990803640768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382104389101047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567259670941228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057117328226752,0.11489525822567084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18612112497153732,0.16028484098050325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614474049641005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264520213747145,0.1086443779002622,0.0,0.0,0.1977384600908936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151171180017318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044742876853168,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Invicta97,2018/02/14,"How do I take off work for anxiety? I sometimes have days where my anxiety gets so out of control that I have a very hard time functioning even with my medication. I know that I should call off work since I won't be able to do my job well and it's just what is best for me, but not only do I feel guilty about it, I'm really worried that if I call off my boss won't understand my disorder and will fire me. What do I say to my boss and how do I say it?",1.9713025210084003,2.287010107843141,4.0908963585434215,91.68617647058826,75.37254901960785,8.573669467787116,23.394957983193283,8.841846274778883,1.1163428571428569,349,9,91,7,7,121,62,102,0.145,0.784,0.071,-0.7513,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,8,2,0,0,1,0,13,1,0,5,0,18,19,8,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,18,2,11,14,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,65,26,5,0.19076265956201147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918658248491569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20019364208950752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38958000791355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21395654357697905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12302613401642272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21863053475982688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599693751521768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645533245114482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966561618273312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088587336263775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18930250445404692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483816882074116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921733102590748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508359869157028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222074444724927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30340424707244484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780084327662694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866914809540405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342977928472722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123524086328006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985906562105776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15739917242054866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151854062066751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777549762669087,0.19372874062507528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,waxtelephone2,2018/02/14,"I’m anxious about today for no reason. I hate it ... not that I’m a grinch about Valentine’s Day. Spread the love my friends. I just feel lonely. I wish I could buy someone something. I wish I had a significant other. I have girls that talk to me but they just want sex. It keeps me occupied but it doesn’t fill the void. I’m so lonely and stuck with anxiety.... when well it go away ... 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Now I'm just anxious about waiting another year for help when I'm absolutely bombing my college classes that I'm retaking now because I failed due to anxiety last year!! It feels like a repeat except now instead of wasting just 5 grand it's 10. I can tell I'm not doing well and things with my boyfriend are becoming strained. I feel anxious about that as well because if we break up I essentially have no where to go and he knows that so I often wonder how much he puts up with because he feels sorry for me. He's supporting me while I go to school and we have a lot riding in my passing in order for us to become financially stable. I just desperately wanted a doctor who will know my meds and help me with cbt/dbt but its essentially back to self regulating. I had a really shit childhood and a lot of emotional baggage but I have nowhere to express these problems. I can hardly vent to friends, its far beyond their paygrade. My boyfriend says I only have negative things to say half the time so I've tried to stop bringing it up but I just sometimes want to get it out. Bleh sorry this was just a word vomity mess. I just needed to vent and you guys seem to understand. Thanks if you read.",3.1707305936073062,4.884039246575341,4.713219178082191,82.94131278538815,74.34246575342465,7.606392694063928,27.235159817351605,8.344100000000001,1.8857050228310503,1148,44,228,20,24,385,164,292,0.182,0.6990000000000001,0.119,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,2,1,1,24,12,1,1,10,1,15,4,1,3,0,52,44,22,0,7,16,0,5,1,1,2,3,2,0,2,14,14,0,2,8,1,0,7,4,5,2,1,9,7,32,7,36,33,6,36,0,1,0,0,26,11,1,9,16,154,46,8,0.0,0.0,0.10220281132095796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109820082617493,0.16023858251197712,0.23663351089382886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979097908574076,0.0,0.0,0.08053203912814723,0.0,0.19153000414182936,0.2313353702891234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215913057134568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780881223281005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886614086127662,0.07482018624016343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08091527732645111,0.0,0.10943574548721308,0.0,0.17856393132376774,0.0,0.08376332748270436,0.0,0.0,0.10370062551836608,0.0,0.0,0.09381882970745964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059789894370368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511535873491935,0.08537012996249474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116650820241502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807790860969458,0.0,0.19819890676331364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163330580414048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15397936848885824,0.0776570612224653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079653005664808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030380202502308,0.0,0.0,0.10021387670953168,0.0,0.10528405880280024,0.0,0.0,0.10475981622781287,0.0,0.0670936643055212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657334411841015,0.0,0.10599384344285706,0.0,0.09534360085781153,0.10925776888864693,0.0,0.10750535344341447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358210616187924,0.2344766222051264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756020216627529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11884803602891353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153992485521034,0.0964226705133477,0.0,0.0,0.13915787580100586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061069764952859075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422115927308177,0.0,0.0,0.10902915840781498,0.12597906846102747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354667420418107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833234646627808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357681644495235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13488727151910745 anxiety,LottieLich,2018/02/14,"(First time Poster) Posting because I'm terrified and I'm trying to face my fears The more I stay in my comfort zone, the smaller it gets. I rarely leave the house. I can't keep a job because those ""fun"" debilitating panic attacks. I can't make friends because I freeze up and if I do talk, I immediately regret it and always think I say the wrong thing. Plus people probably avoid me because I'm socially awkward. The anxiety has never been this bad. I realized the more I give in to this fear, the weaker I get. The worse my life gets. So recently I've decided to face my fears. I'm posting here because frankly it scares the living shit out of me. I want to fight this. I might have to get on pills but we'll see. Wish me luck. Also feel free to message me as that's an even bigger fear. I wish you all the best. TL;DR: Fuck anxiety! I'm done letting it stop me living my life. 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Go back in 2 weeks and I don’t know what to expect. I go to therapy it helps but since I’ve skipped a week I feel like I’m slowly regressing. I’m supposed to go back to work in 2 weeks and I’m really worried I won’t be able to get through the day let alone the week. And since I got injured at this job I want out. But know I can’t leave for 2 months because of my vacation that I had set up before the injury. Also IM making the call to go back because I feel if I don’t I will regress. No, I don’t medication either. I’ve had bad experiences with mind altering drugs like Strattera which caused me to have irrationally spells of OCD that took me a while to break. Any advice for me regarding going back into workplace?",1.2923192771084366,3.237457674698798,3.3128765060241,89.78991716867473,80.68674698795179,6.559638554216868,22.423192771084338,7.6454224807358475,0.9089771084337356,618,20,136,10,16,209,101,166,0.19,0.7509999999999999,0.06,-0.9654,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,1,0,7,0,12,4,1,2,0,20,29,8,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,0,6,6,2,0,0,4,2,16,2,23,21,1,27,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,15,78,22,3,0.12564633298700664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278014241889207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013170802314458,0.0,0.10047932709493942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544381502751196,0.0,0.09611910082592333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38645709752690827,0.10490943979331556,0.15318567676355946,0.0,0.1069157750822407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829895408192968,0.0,0.0,0.12907339485297706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103149031483635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570985619428814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290622330232705,0.0,0.0,0.12706112241624884,0.08976176539124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656450231245604,0.0,0.3570385327869791,0.0,0.1004908505006664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894938661261318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421808849016094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571960064495894,0.0,0.12468459794237464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381038773483534,0.0,0.0,0.1330413247349466,0.0,0.12848188827872242,0.0,0.12276890331205365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386990292859225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657546181975893,0.0,0.0,0.12686697857358714,0.0,0.10028970425428964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804922582697087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787189008046206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436875319571416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326538718576776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959769907671327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410946257997236,0.0,0.4031436378088146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294405371028868,0.12759995016644748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ciel000,2018/02/14,"How do i manage my anxiety? i overthink a lot. sometimes i doubt my mind and it makes me feel insane. but anyways. i have severe anxiety, i think. when i was 11 i had food poisoning and threw up a lot. since then, ive had a terrible fear of vomiting. i frequently get flashbacks of the night i was sick and i panic. it has been so bad i developed GERD when i was only 13. im constantly hating myself for being like this, i want to be normal. i dont want to have anxiety so f***ing bad i cant figure out reality from imagination. my mind wont accept help and i just feel so anxious all the time i get depressed. i depend on valium and seroquel to fix me and get me through everything. im only 16, i shouldnt be like this i shouldnt be so scared of everything... i don't know what to do. im desperate for a way out of my mind.",-0.8184322033898291,1.3149616271186453,2.5529166666666683,89.89513771186441,93.74576271186442,6.339830508474578,20.369350282485875,7.6454224807358475,1.05990790960452,636,23,142,15,24,229,96,177,0.366,0.5870000000000001,0.048,-0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,9,13,2,4,6,0,22,4,0,3,1,32,34,15,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,7,0,0,1,6,10,0,0,7,2,30,3,16,20,3,13,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,4,9,98,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963018407037567,0.14585531098041088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215599604038852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951990078068607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120054654930148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131363531796965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320679229353486,0.0,0.0,0.14528241419315555,0.13056178612546945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561179276064875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236083169436034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746743826430046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653838285267737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41837644282076347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095439011779077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261513120006641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952603957823924,0.0,0.0,0.08618060442323315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39108688026490224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211591286904889,0.1264984452185269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963849307375168,0.0,0.15148044101457284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925964889592656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585531098041088,0.0,0.10679948649151724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769113088995573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272720465445195,0.0,0.0,0.07528392343970544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523025079464033,0.10247993504790932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OneTwoThree-Away,2018/02/14,"How do full-time workers schedule therapy? Hey everybody. I won't bore you guys with my life story. I have (and have had for as long as I can remember) pretty severe anxiety. I have a good group of friends and a supporting family, but I just started my first job out of college and I think I need to see a therapist. If I had to prescribe therapy for myself (which I do, and I am), I would say at least twice a month. That being said, I'm not sure how I'm supposed to fit that around my work schedule, since at that rate I would burn through all my vacation time like it was nobody's business. I work a full-time 9-5 (5:30 most of the time), and most of the therapists in my area are only available 9-6. How do you guys out there who see a therapist regularly fit that in to their work schedule? I'm in that hilarious position where I desperately need to see a therapist, but the thought of contacting one (or, realistically, several) and working out the logistics to actually go it stresses me out enough that I put it off. I'm just not sure what to do, and I guess I'm hoping someone on here has some advice or has worked through this before and knows what to do?",6.4701898734177234,5.203320459915614,7.497310126582281,76.48748417721522,65.91983122362868,11.444303797468354,35.36181434599156,10.686352973137794,3.5036978902953573,907,37,193,21,12,309,130,237,0.067,0.815,0.118,0.8891,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,1,7,9,9,0,1,11,0,20,1,0,3,3,42,39,18,0,6,9,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,0,2,14,14,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,0,3,5,5,26,7,32,30,6,27,0,0,3,0,12,16,0,8,10,135,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.10325044728923084,0.0,0.0,0.10339145134367407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094055879440011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418890918742456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003228811685915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932488005904444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099743566426468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999770496282894,0.0,0.0,0.0817447041672036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060131437157840764,0.08874423976680691,0.0,0.0,0.11655616975108947,0.2095272298394925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050882688335325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499516686894653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814767776746752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747332221268133,0.051690993524011915,0.0,0.0,0.09363412257524407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445256597196589,0.0,0.0,0.15690617905228813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169622697831976,0.08046949351516114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764175369736996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10636327928080827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985647419176465,0.0,0.1006448131920304,0.08414040702206199,0.0,0.0,0.2529387322519529,0.0,0.0,0.2390591367069245,0.0,0.08752301465674417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964825906213021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488934522169689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119930505420815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006629485852115,0.1994399783455381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419945469415505,0.4913911817125501,0.0,0.06779559137728781,0.0,0.08399737574579015,0.12339152838817995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851366119789457,0.0,0.0,0.15032171606215525,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lcrazy162,2018/02/14,"Anyone else peel the skin off of their fingers when anxious? I've been anxious my whole life, and picked up the habit of picking and peeling loose skin off of my thumbs. I do it unconsciously and it's worrying me because I peel so much up to the point where my skin burns. It's a weird anxiety reliever for me too. 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This lack of sleep usually makes the entire day much more stressful. Most mornings, I'll have a panic attack upon waking, simply because I'm just scared of what the day will hold. — after laying in bed for a good few hours and getting ready to face the day, I am nauseous. Whether this is from the lack of sleep, anxiety or my emetophobia, I don't know, but eating is a battle, (especially in the evenings too, which I'll mention later), and eating at the start and the end of the day leaves me extremely anxious. The more I think during meals, and the more I anticipate or focus on my nausea, it heightens everything. I usually have to take a bathroom break at some point during eating to calm myself and try not to make myself sick, completely out of fear. — if I leave the house, it will be a battle. The simplest things are built up so much that I have managed to convince myself that I will have a panic attack over them and it's very hard to break this. I fear that I am being agoraphobic. — if I don't leave the house, my anxiety and lack of sleep leaves me unable to focus and I am hit heavily by procrastination. I am stuck in my thoughts and stress causes me to shut down and sometimes disassociate. — the evenings spike everything again. I am constantly living in fear of what the next day will bring. My panic spikes and my anxiety becomes very hard to control. Eating is even harder to do as my anxiety is the worst in the evenings. I can barely function. — sleeping is hard, and I spiral into panic, but I eventually fall asleep. The irony is, I am so caught up in taking it day by day and still petrified of the future, which contributes to this. I don't know if it's the fear of the unknown, my emetophobia or just my GAD doing this. I feel trapped and every single day just seems to be getting worse. I can't even properly get things done, as my panic forces me to procrastinate. I honestly fear that I'm losing control and that my anxiety has taken over, and I have no idea what can help me with this.",6.848086488492948,6.241860775055683,7.527185412026728,74.4179793058649,64.85746102449889,10.334112843355603,32.07136228656273,9.725611199111238,2.8454164068299925,1804,60,346,32,24,602,192,449,0.263,0.696,0.04,-0.9987,0,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,3,19,26,4,14,28,0,36,17,9,5,0,56,62,33,0,6,14,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,2,0,25,24,5,3,7,0,0,3,6,21,0,0,5,5,46,5,55,49,13,51,0,2,1,0,4,22,0,9,25,253,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152338515125666,0.06650341711591831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339403540130676,0.0,0.045265404456916236,0.0,0.07177005323574012,0.06501442913090043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047304562432521,0.0,0.0,0.061721359161053736,0.06361475694797057,0.1320496113444207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34168148399273546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602417985389888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409442259032817,0.0,0.0,0.052139052297278415,0.0,0.0,0.19440684485872772,0.0,0.04959833167508768,0.0,0.10581246424593374,0.0,0.0,0.3312110106156045,0.029765131155448817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377895975166814,0.0,0.0,0.04937519038297501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820090929120922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891516781533688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579725407023021,0.1358501744061272,0.0,0.06645414028240333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470397780500126,0.0,0.0,0.2493283487207055,0.0,0.0,0.04157979244783309,0.02875964291361069,0.0,0.10396200268357968,0.0,0.049433798084050566,0.06585757385003012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858890628987754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654863912706526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626061581433839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34534110845810695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055648729875944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178730933964752,0.0,0.0,0.053590678963687084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945496156255522,0.0,0.0,0.04531900805452626,0.058221373513910324,0.0,0.04166665563527278,0.0,0.04701158949705974,0.0,0.13486483803479682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08852193203873636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821778263275384,0.03771985922890292,0.0,0.046734147816430184,0.0,0.06765942780294827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03996710708628255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296682703080589,0.0971435563343212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059990919755229286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fairydustt,2018/02/14,has anyone with anxiety learned how to work with it? I find myself staying home a lot and sometimes trying not to go to job interviews. I managed to get out a few times but I worry about all sorts of things going wrong. I need to know some coping mechanisms for anxiety when you are looking for work or when in the workplace. Has anyone learned how to manage these things? Tips would really help me out. ,3.4645054945054947,5.666392923076928,4.0352014652014665,85.97884615384619,74.8974358974359,7.021245421245422,25.24542124542125,7.957251820313856,1.542188278388278,320,11,60,5,7,101,58,78,0.142,0.81,0.048,-0.7764,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,5,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,1,20,10,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,15,9,4,9,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,4,3,45,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33105235385451903,0.0,0.0,0.3025886684801444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977627035977812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304693467523028,0.0,0.2459416404861232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450315087855907,0.0,0.21704162837467286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471866301050024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891396527785038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817003883945043,0.0,0.0,0.18395416974661152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043921824632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861527697555304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400027087443627,0.0,0.0,0.2306268129400877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874996871485329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616992187555734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690432784943794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150469526039537,0.2197391751033164,0.0,0.15370649362649974,0.2365719441323737,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cyrus99,2018/02/14,"I wrote a short poem. Anxiety, my inner mistress Looming, seething, closest distance Blight of mind, a venom's haze Infection, cancer, blight of days I see you there, subconscious mind Hunting, preying, emotions bind A prison here of mine own making Constant fear, sanity taking Some days I feel I'll never win Fighting worry, brain toxin Relationships becoming corrupt Doubt my soul, my mind disrupt I want my life back, I want it bad Hope and happiness, no longer sad Release me now, cast thee away I'll live to fight another day ",4.341473684210527,7.3274488842105265,4.635000000000002,78.7525,75.94736842105263,7.16842105263158,30.552631578947373,8.238735603445708,2.8016105263157893,424,20,66,8,10,133,76,95,0.278,0.6,0.122,-0.9549,0,0,0,0,3,0,16.0,0,2,0,1,4,9,2,2,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,13,8,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,13,3,5,7,2,11,1,1,1,0,6,4,0,3,7,31,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418817533639084,0.13437456714619855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503239331717398,0.13506682010790572,0.14666346689309592,0.0,0.19399566422077533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608757384049008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898192015731973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33984623272706066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758672226906868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976591992286516,0.08881576699679647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869865845971765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17446371568201055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240693729362543,0.0,0.0,0.15510539763193448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725018030530475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5320803623156884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547492931193902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18858629153004505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399732230133631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320696900174655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072101563591697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783848155482179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wooness,2018/02/14,"Just scored a 66 on the bAI Just trying to calm down right now and needed a place to vent, without going into a lot of detail I thought I did something illegal but according to 2 lawyers I talked with on the phone, several lawyers online, my wife, and my new therapist I've done nothing illegal and I'm still panicking. Just here looking for some help",9.183043478260867,6.773057449275368,8.942318840579713,71.91608695652175,61.463768115942024,12.678260869565218,41.84057971014492,11.20814326018867,4.585092753623189,280,13,53,6,3,91,52,69,0.155,0.772,0.073,-0.7814,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,7,4,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,11,4,2,10,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,2,3,35,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735705775317712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192934008556094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918512194889002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22448919221244887,0.0,0.0,0.2272737187598524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19822120811935887,0.0,0.25818819890356803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565095690721769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793021069121201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282976688077001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020058940714261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20580307207494347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134894375883131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486907781068976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103897956300424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21222951702415385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149897302272666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576958008609455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bluestkitty,2018/02/14,Can anyone tell me the difference between regular CBT vs ACT vs DBT (regarding the treatment of anxiety) what has your experience been in terms of differences in effectiveness and application?,10.47774193548387,12.448284677419359,10.629193548387097,46.46379032258068,57.064516129032256,16.52258064516129,47.75806451612904,14.554592549557764,8.784341935483871,159,10,20,8,2,53,27,31,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,14,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28586760379982296,0.0,0.0,0.2612888764820879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7808414922390934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655351251272453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266167056666127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SunSilkRose,2018/02/14,"First time with anxiety My mom passed away a couple days ago. The anxiety just started with this feeling in my stomach, a gnawing feeling like if someone just touched me I'd fall apart. Then yesterday my chest got a little tight nothing crazy. But I just had a full on attack. I was just sitting quietly watching t.v. I wasn't crying or anything, and my chest started to get so tight I couldnt breathe, I got lightheaded and my heart started pounding. I had no idea how to deal with it, I've never felt like this before. Its terrifying me. I miss my mother so much and I've never had a major death happen to me. I have no idea how to deal with this. It happened so suddenly and its been 5 days. Still no report from the coroner. She had been sick on and off for years but these last 2 years has been a blessing. At least to me she seemed to be doing good, but she was notorious for not taking care of herself and hiding things when she was sick. I took care of her for years and we were really close. She was my best friend and I have no idea what life looks like with out her. With something like this would happen I would call her. Now I can't and I don't know what to do.",0.8988781756963569,3.1783976818181827,2.289853076216712,94.60949341903887,84.57851239669421,5.07278849097031,20.53321089684726,6.42735559955562,0.14141732476277946,917,28,200,9,27,295,131,242,0.14,0.72,0.14,0.4547,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,2,12,12,1,0,8,0,24,8,5,2,2,45,44,21,1,4,10,2,6,4,1,2,3,1,0,0,12,18,0,2,8,0,0,3,11,2,0,1,17,9,34,10,26,23,5,35,1,1,2,0,16,11,0,3,24,143,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114457092879532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745754913860521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938962540036236,0.0,0.0,0.12980753894481922,0.10720261940124476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709242914010324,0.0,0.11974304788236728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651093674780147,0.0,0.23266926164502916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262517332497599,0.12533572939345475,0.1471727483705452,0.23526837907554024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538683618177137,0.08151451775040605,0.10955584873110352,0.0,0.0,0.09705513404850498,0.0,0.0,0.08815495043990446,0.0,0.05961360473904954,0.0,0.0,0.09570337477114006,0.18251564418739047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027001624303094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521146275868454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3864219323435988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270749529292703,0.0930083888303223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059364285334067,0.2229779662779383,0.11436021636035795,0.0,0.0,0.09581697341728207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363492623185294,0.0,0.0,0.08387812565443528,0.0,0.17600504959685367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948398147295886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730966863998045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387420875383713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667828534165156,0.08784132230088856,0.0,0.0,0.2422860263702913,0.0,0.09112203382562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857905313544851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580432305179674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06653381512956902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126771561028309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210962611590554,0.0,0.0,0.22043391177725785 anxiety,InternetIsForFools,2018/02/14,"The worst part of my anxiety is that sometimes the shitty things I imagine actually come true. Sometimes I worry that someone doesn't like me, and just like I feared they slowly stop talking to me. Sometimes I worry that there is a problem in a relationship, and just like I feared the relationship falls apart. Sometimes I worry that I'll do bad on a test, and then I do. If my obsessive fears weren't correct sometimes it would be a hell of a lot easier to ignore them, or to at least discern what is reality and what is my disorder causing my worries. But instead I can never tell when I'm being completely irrational vs. when I should act on my fears. Anxiety sucks man. 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I don't know what to do, because they keep triggering others in the family. We've tried talking to this person repeatedly in ways that we feel they will be most comfortable hearing information, but they keep having anger panic attacks, then deny they're angry, sometimes redirecting their anger anxiety by telling us that *we* are the ones with anger issues. We really, really aren't. When they're not around, no one is fighting, yelling, telling others they're angry, etc., it's only when this person is feeling stressed that suddenly everyone else is having problems, according to them. Other than forcibly trying to get this person into therapy (can one even do that?) I really don't know what else to do. I know all too well that one can't *really* be helped until they're ready for help, but this person is ruining their life by not addressing their own issues, and are in complete denial about it.",7.525226537216832,7.907447849514567,7.544805825242723,71.54578478964405,63.22330097087379,11.332686084142392,33.18608414239482,11.038039088145766,3.8364802588996767,891,33,151,23,12,287,111,206,0.217,0.6940000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9884,0,0,0,0,3,0,29.0,5,0,8,0,10,13,5,2,2,0,20,1,0,2,2,29,30,9,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,1,4,18,9,0,2,7,0,0,1,7,9,2,5,0,4,18,4,26,27,7,19,0,1,0,0,27,10,0,2,7,111,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23309636890915464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041652726445697,0.0,0.1155475901183248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191454961545478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649149559798167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25453961131553465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132745088078498,0.06708431552672006,0.0,0.0,0.19410402313485575,0.0,0.0,0.1914974272673072,0.0,0.10271106717345044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061295579880253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447385127443235,0.0,0.20423547926315933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21201997323707827,0.0,0.1805555591469369,0.0,0.0,0.16745637477652298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174006445433913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441235235267724,0.07724659110227831,0.0,0.11916747016282253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547389744799086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971862931266071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602667311248469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211547154820245,0.0,0.10045276425437644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11634512348010227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163603579024926,0.17754878389850556,0.0,0.11615118351063736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791520686500247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443461739486984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061948143480033,0.0,0.0,0.1826425963137352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LightSquirrel,2018/02/14,"Have GAD for years and finally discovered what my specific triggers are. [NSFW] I’ve been suffering from Generalized Anxiety Disorder since grade 7 and I’ve always had difficulty recognizing my own triggers and what set my panic attacks off. At times I realized that I panic on situations where I feel like it’s the end and that I have no hope at times and just feeling utter despair and anxiety. Typically focusing on issues like my health and how something can endanger my life. I’ve discovered that my triggers focuses on anything relating to my health or discussing about certain risk factors. For example, I’ve had moments of constant anxiety and some panic attacks from situations like thinking that I’m going to die from this illness or thinking and assuming that I’m going to go blind but really I’m just being irrational and thinking in something impossible that could never happen to me. When a trigger of mine goes off, my entire behaviour changes drastically. I start to have panic attacks, stop functioning to my full percentage and begin thinking worst case scenarios and not listen to reason. It can go on for months to be honest. I remember when I didn’t eat, move or studied. I didn’t move out of bed and stayed in bed trying to cover eyes and ears and constantly taking sleeping pills to make sure I always slept and stopped thinking in any way or shape. Even listened to music but never anything cheerful or happy but something always depressing because it would just make me angry and irritated towards life. It happened recently too, a trigger of mine went off and I immediately begun shutting down. I didn’t listen to my boyfriend and went home after hanging out with him. I went to my room and stayed in their trying to grasp some form of reason but couldn’t. I went to bed around 3AM in the morning and woke up around 8-9AM in a panic attack and immediately considering a decision that could result in a bad action. I forced myself to stay in bed and covered my eyes and listened to music until I fell back to sleep. And everytime I woke up, I forced myself to sleep again. I finally calmed down and got a grasp to reason again. I understand my methods of calming myself down and handling my triggers is already unhealthy and unreasonable. And to discover them what exactly my triggers are a few days later, gives me a better grasp of how to avoid these issues. I’ve talked to psychiatrists and social workers and I’ve always had the option of anti-depressants on the table but never took them. As a person suffering from GAD and potentially hypochondria and finally making sense of what my triggers are, I hope that I can handle my anxiety better and finally get a better grasp of reason. But I do know this, I won’t be working in healthcare but more on the mental health side of it. Just wanted to get that off my chest and tell my short story of anxiety.",7.614977473418634,7.937683977653631,8.085731963717183,67.9453180753289,63.04096834264432,10.876890731062655,36.875653270859615,10.598780456956122,4.1897153721391245,2324,105,374,53,31,770,245,537,0.181,0.742,0.077,-0.9951,0,1,4,1,0,0,38.0,0,0,3,5,17,32,4,7,15,0,26,17,8,18,6,112,69,53,1,7,17,0,2,3,0,2,8,5,6,1,21,40,1,3,21,0,0,14,10,17,0,0,16,10,54,15,79,45,8,87,0,4,3,0,14,38,0,11,33,269,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647714148831392,0.0,0.20050044640213752,0.0,0.0,0.04096576088100852,0.0,0.2304199607229887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991459728408558,0.10725403964969436,0.0,0.2741300995940628,0.0,0.046321401505066064,0.0502984917439573,0.036722188742806264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983408589951092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372670274162873,0.0,0.0,0.13019765242742226,0.0,0.09619463918181588,0.0,0.0,0.038850286062256184,0.0,0.10377050175891152,0.0,0.06252036502982374,0.0,0.06904109346579546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164130400633117,0.0,0.0,0.05335540474082413,0.0,0.0,0.03978843279575859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060919044362668026,0.04303598822326461,0.0,0.2639630925561082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294658822252082,0.057788395631054576,0.13694477621110887,0.0,0.0481800133925896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654135390065686,0.06412737528185755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209923110322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060426362057915274,0.11966527109642205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575133830115534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0331067287572021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509961563721788,0.08829173068441278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206334614405906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070848519941969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048083574475056144,0.12805272095440298,0.0,0.0,0.13938408980492745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533975744393985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05259988022277829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03859175300151957,0.24775000644756456,0.059480451547331024,0.0,0.06824100175985696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04983175283183199,0.13542620484449694,0.1808526998344677,0.0614078360497763,0.0,0.13912876686453318,0.0,0.0,0.042638697438168914,0.19262580275508645,0.0,0.10072789226049007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056776173356678124,0.0,0.04529353051372058,0.048419215404511516,0.05265305161607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19299913090576806,0.0,0.0,0.07025370604859485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692966551264423,0.08179900021005089,0.0,0.0,0.06271272250205145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03553154224321157,0.04781628602619945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233750340647913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043855967552975834,0.0,0.0,0.042793284883091816,0.0,0.0,0.03879305385535435 anxiety,Nymphyia,2018/02/14,"I got drunk and ruined many friendships at once + Embarrassed myself in public I live in a dorm in another country for a year (as being an Erasmus student) and I have anxiety, as one can assume. Last night I got super drunk and I wanted to have fun with someone who has been a friend (although he always looks at me with pity in his eyes but I pathetically have a very light crush on him at some times). I got on him but he took it seriously (he has also anger control issues). We found ourselves in a fight all of a sudden. Of course, i am very skinny and he has a quite giant body, which led to an obvious end in the fight. He pushed me so hard that i found myself in front of the door where I hurt all my arms, my back and my legs. My arms began to bleed very painfully. But i stayed calm and didn't react. Everybody gathered around us and got mad at him for going too much. He was all saying I started it etc, which, he was right. A guy came to me and reached his hand to me. I said thanks but I don't need his help, stood up myself. But the problem is that his girlfriend has been a very good friend to me and she saw it all also. Now she doesn't talk to me, I got beaten in front of everyone and they rightfully think that I deserved it and mostly the person I liked a lot doesn't want to see me. Today I saw him in the hallway and wanted to apologize for everything but he said I have no time for you, just go away, which broke my heart very deeply but I couldn't do or say anything. I feel like a failure of existence. This deeply brings up my thoughts of suicide. I commited it once and I felt just like disappointed back then too.",2.4402693602693617,3.7723164134897367,3.7308634734441206,90.80888780275879,75.4809384164223,6.694080590854785,22.600304116433147,7.2427474758485975,0.6008969479743675,1271,34,284,14,27,416,179,341,0.207,0.685,0.109,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,2,1,35.0,2,1,1,4,13,24,5,1,18,0,22,12,8,3,6,53,52,28,1,6,10,0,4,3,3,0,2,4,2,2,13,18,3,1,7,2,0,9,6,14,0,1,22,14,53,10,42,28,9,47,0,5,5,0,39,23,0,5,17,193,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15376429671239628,0.07999516723059713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080989427421527,0.07354590424934472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791140251302697,0.08558389761114192,0.0,0.0,0.09032554935592543,0.14784957644718294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678851264934412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995715369250432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078278176320629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515042438036025,0.0,0.10722015384873493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186472509221508,0.08640333721354636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04861065627301107,0.06868156428837474,0.09230830624346376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082242206317447,0.14855316729016965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927576941541976,0.08063664815002522,0.3844548276747901,0.0,0.0,0.09519250801411502,0.0,0.0,0.08612146411036384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113924918263281,0.06443979832247583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291855334897224,0.0,0.0,0.10034390962597947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836593791019655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090565657918944,0.0,0.08489230488373341,0.0,0.08073236278998623,0.0,0.0,0.08173375357057483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746963425991184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067306583549987,0.07128568787140932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902197332602506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20476932806809794,0.06514612603281908,0.0,0.10229844117156743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394467524109549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199182950066294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225542744952486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420398719996185,0.1828999924010004,0.15290683460845084,0.0,0.0,0.07661016125181397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145807707915201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804752394855099,0.10247114877350803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516022235513713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727271041959954,0.0,0.08851167280527744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061601848890456064,0.0,0.07632345323298552,0.11211859254726614,0.0,0.0911283230858848,0.0,0.10681372299059028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564311617352,0.0,0.0,0.3966228135736876,0.17011543154408254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06191022286943991 anxiety,Cornpopps,2018/02/14,Anyone else feel like they are an unlikeable person? Whenever I meet new people I feel like I can't be outgoing or interesting enough for them to actually want to talk to me again or be my friend. It's even harder considering the friends I do have are so outgoing and people just naturally gravitate to them because they are friendly and interesting.,5.7215384615384615,7.7041365384615395,7.0892307692307694,67.39076923076927,68.23076923076923,11.353846153846154,33.0,11.20814326018867,4.454753846153848,285,13,48,10,5,97,47,65,0.051,0.662,0.287,0.9471,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,11,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,10,7,5,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,35,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.2234828289175201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013062431760347,0.23465001729179705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960368472246035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913102701932145,0.0,0.0,0.236630776021947,0.0,0.15126036921500255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315908543023729,0.3272126601014267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5308026710568415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237675432038208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118136739141056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31753638738995504,0.1999645812641931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407129621772567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350773031467467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SilenceOfTheLambchop,2018/02/14,"Anxiety disappeared in a week wtf. I’ve been dealing with severe social anxiety for a few years now. Make plans only to cancel at the last minute every single time. I’d alienated myself from all but the husband and a couple childhood friends. And I just realized tonight: it’s gone. I can’t remember the last bad day— maybe two or even three weeks ago? It’s like I can feel the hole the anxiety made but there’s no longer sharp, spiky objects filling it up. I have no idea why. Has this happened to anyone else?",1.6649669966996683,4.26149595049505,2.880618811881188,89.40099422442246,84.54455445544555,6.138943894389437,23.26815181518152,7.492282038375204,1.2418706270627062,405,15,79,7,12,130,79,101,0.213,0.7170000000000001,0.07,-0.8809,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,5,0,0,2,1,14,10,5,0,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,1,0,2,3,2,5,2,8,7,3,16,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,11,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611302471732067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171661190379865,0.0,0.0,0.1270994743731736,0.18624728396918447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15177234449403498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011276808806753,0.0,0.1172281473159864,0.18739934197342592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15184749879898107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005894252050035,0.0,0.153151069758353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919095768748276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043688972612633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607407151429546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051988913819395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963375007436011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880480309179528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199742083723435,0.12133447500089148,0.0,0.1826147873756108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824608581359205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591267190351345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535104972098533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852940500685996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599293643502714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775652025029287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916136774662123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640212998827249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705545294840422 anxiety,Jippoma,2018/02/14,"Having wisdom teeth removed. Scared to death about anesthesia. So after biting the bullet after a couple of years of not going to the dentist due to fears, I did today and discovered I need to have 3 wisdom teeth removed. They are all fully grown out(excuse my lack of verbiage). I have the classic white coat syndrome and thus get elevated blood pressure readings at any doctor/dental office. At home it's always around 120/80. Will this affect them doing the extraction? And what should I expect? I know this is probably questions to ask the surgeon when I see him, but my mind is racing here haha. Also, I was reading today about how dangerous it could be for someone with sleep apnea. I have never been diagnosed, but my wife says I snore sometimes, but doesn't exactly know if I stop breathing or not, she can't tell. When I called the office, the lady there said it was general anesthesia/IV sedation. And that I needed to not eat 8 hours before. Excuse my ignorance, but this is not done in an actual hospital but at an oral surgeon. I asked if I could do local anesthesia and she said they typically don't do that, but that I can ask the surgeon. What's the difference, if any, between IV sedation and general anesthesia? And can they be used together? And like the person in this thread mentioned, wouldn't I have a breathing tube for general anesthesia, making it impossible for extraction of wisdom teeth. I'm just very confused and worried. The surgeon I'm having it done at had a website that says : Anesthesia methods include: Hospital / surgery center-based general anesthesia Office-based general anesthesia plus local anesthetic Local anesthetic Nitrous oxide or “laughing gas” I'm just really worried and anxious. Any help would be appreciated.",6.1085849056603765,8.0742113836478,6.75800314465409,70.21077830188682,67.23899371069183,9.828301886792454,33.37578616352201,10.125756701596842,3.9407144654088064,1412,64,214,36,24,463,173,318,0.102,0.8059999999999999,0.092,0.3682,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,4,0,12,12,1,4,16,1,34,15,7,5,3,59,51,27,1,12,17,1,0,1,0,4,7,4,1,1,15,13,1,2,3,2,0,4,9,6,0,0,9,6,27,6,27,33,2,25,0,0,2,0,22,10,0,7,12,156,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.11669968074255943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563369657169238,0.09950598043500122,0.0,0.0,0.243969822943224,0.0,0.0,0.13509929334320556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645780159064576,0.3353931615075008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175974589560402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211171790137028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096100893819712,0.13232076288704842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137830786487988,0.0,0.12494298294778206,0.0,0.12240238215654416,0.0,0.2447580820743442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236737624294013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345686445063786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247928210152315,0.0,0.0679640592670169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801566586219866,0.0,0.11995553144322807,0.0,0.11776912558552648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144379728207622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058424177326998124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982526436101349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074879962532005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17734451988031955,0.09223288201737524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441877305018077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893503367869985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396483101175272,0.0,0.2392387635999985,0.0,0.07661050711916352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275092820664133,0.19020079611892954,0.11972746899820393,0.0,0.09529537184003196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196733841696081,0.0,0.10132569384779844,0.0,0.11827462046784624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998010335027746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452432636371432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267090237568802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032847889930946,0.0,0.09867181554548493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24289284710776485,0.0,0.08495118778510552,0.0,0.0,0.07701011997155705 anxiety,osiris355,2018/02/14,"3 weeks in Citalopram (Celexa) but having stomach pain. Doc wants to switch me. Hello, I have IBS for a few months now that I had somewhat under control. A month or so ago I started Trazadone for sleep and 3 weeks ago Citalopram for Anxiety (20mg). Unfortunately the past couple of weeks I have had lots of stomach pain and doctor told me to switch from Citalopram and start Paxil instead. A. I am concerned I'm jumping ship too quick and maybe these stomach pains are just an early SSRI side effect that will get better soon. Anyone else have experience here? B. Isn't it dangerous to switch from 1 SSRI to another without properly tapering? Maybe it doesn't matter since I'm only 3 weeks in? Im just confused bc docs message from nurse said to hard switch. Any advice would be appreciated! Thanks!",3.863386944181645,6.299348437086097,4.401859035004733,82.71399006622521,74.56291390728477,6.433491012298959,26.67975402081363,7.447530270364453,1.5679078524124883,638,24,113,8,14,202,105,151,0.151,0.753,0.096,-0.7937,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,9,7,1,1,5,0,13,8,4,2,0,17,22,7,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,4,2,7,2,17,15,3,20,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,4,15,65,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370715235532515,0.2425802842701896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930480203771607,0.1434765328703688,0.10467336985602888,0.0,0.0,0.09567361549099317,0.14019689003899258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101362179781727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15346471229048644,0.0,0.15139804865498618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400496898966757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430259082510486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384445400328238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148720416318641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257139207649552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477981778122388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632663306727276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749250858275977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184302852598012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10406418218875116,0.43678527082119983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061821318173525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015516463260673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318588629158124,0.0,0.1369272398669839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936957255404776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597322935498706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074542280014895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070494958659495,0.0,0.4390220335278677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318977180172914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719898662137444,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_Stupid_Fat_Hobbit_,2018/02/14,"I finally talked to my doctor about my anxiety Hi everyone, I'm new to the sub but not new to anxiety. I've had panic attacks going all the way back to middle school, but I mostly just dealt with them. My dad doesn't really believe that anxiety is a thing. I mean, he does, but I guess he only believes in situational anxiety, like being nervous before a test. Because of that I kept quiet about it and tried to cope on my own. But within the past year, something has changed. I don't just feel anxious thinking about current stressors, sometimes I wake up anxious. Every time my phone rings, my stomach drops - same when I get an email notification at work (mind you, I get about 200 emails a day). All that to say, I finally talked to my doctor today. First of all, this is the first time I've been to a non-OBGYN since college, so I was really nervous. But he was great, very understanding, very reassuring. He's encouraged me to find a counselor to talk to and has given me some references. Aaaaaand, he's prescribed Lexapro 5mg. He said he wanted to put me on the low dose just to take the edge off because he understands my hesitation to medicate. (Don't get me wrong, I don't think there's anything wrong with medication - part of it is I think I still have issues stemming from my dad's attitude, the other part is I'm trying to get pregnant.) That's what brings me here. He just prescribed it today, and I'm freaking out about taking it. I read that it can make you feel worse before you feel better, and I don't want to feel worse. I know that most of this is just my anxiety talking (I almost feel like it's the one ring just trying to get me not to throw it into the fires of Mt Doom) but that doesn't change the fact that I feel like I'm starting to panic. I don't really know what I'm lookign for, maybe just some reassurance? 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Solidarity? I'm not suicidal, but I feel like i shouldn't be alive... Hi I'm a new poster, and sort of new to a lot of kinda extreme anxiety symptoms I've been having lately. That's not what I want to ask about, but any pointers on how to deal would be appreciated too. What I do want to ask about is something a bit stranger. Basically, since I was a child, I have had it in my head that I was gonna die young. I think it might be linked to the fact that my father died when I was very small, and he was in his thirties, but I can't say for sure. It's also not that I necessarily wanted to die, had planned anything, or knew how it would happen. I just kinda thought that in my early twenties I would stop existing. That idea never really worried me. If anything, when I got stressed out as a kid or teen, I used to think something along the lines of ""Oh well that doesn't matter too much because I wont live past my early twenties""... The issue is that now I am in my early/mid twenties and I'm still here. And I feel like I'm not supposed to be. I'm not unhappy. I actually love my life. I have an excellent partner, whom I love so much. It's just now we are planning future stuff and it is all getting on top of me so much more because I know I am sticking around for a really long time, and I don't feel like I'm supposed to. Has anyone else ever felt anything like this? Any advice? TLDR; I lived past my ""expiry date"" and now I don't know how to handle it.",2.140130457933971,3.2144562651757203,4.12372603833866,88.72614283812571,75.80511182108626,6.750212992545261,24.22377529286475,7.1686216300943375,0.8023398296059643,1133,35,258,12,24,388,160,313,0.125,0.758,0.117,-0.5448,0,0,2,0,0,0,44.0,1,0,0,4,22,10,0,1,10,0,32,5,1,4,5,59,60,22,4,8,13,1,4,4,1,7,2,1,0,3,20,11,0,1,12,0,0,0,12,1,1,0,11,5,37,9,28,38,7,31,0,0,0,2,15,10,0,8,25,171,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.09648512486367347,0.0,0.0,0.1932337797004642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906816107963273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447314039972136,0.0,0.07563705656341255,0.0,0.0,0.06913382722340655,0.1013063792297793,0.2440904923862201,0.08801732972898929,0.18486455067436947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054330095174065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794296914280573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193302367035913,0.0,0.0,0.30784158442403897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08259513894961411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943567681180307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997845205523194,0.2119032221834328,0.09493293544856896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05165670802696259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907722895982808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743246880653767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147152818979653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161481802498938,0.0,0.1031970175040956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867528610719973,0.0,0.11153228705766348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983644582353597,0.193216091375202,0.0,0.17461214548454249,0.08749889463302325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405771341118116,0.17847226370291244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488791016951718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804760167145992,0.0,0.07625643087759952,0.19098301156868225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876964011433808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668028392585173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862723979163536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178820740548864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15223348960902527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895956496437065,0.08266168934013601,0.11325791208233747,0.0,0.11318515497942945,0.10815027386881867,0.0,0.09318599443725917,0.10276620126085853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267067847351875,0.0,0.07849358041375545,0.05765324672300382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539394194660023,0.0,0.0815800213235671,0.1749523736139766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889809257595836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040964350787247,0.0,0.2107081846824815,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Name_Shmame,2018/02/14,"What is it like being on anxiety medicine? Hey y'all :) I have a doctor's appointment soonish to be put on anxiety medication, unfortunately life has just gotten to be a bit too much for me lately. I was curious about people's experiences on medicine? I've heard depression medicine can numb you to basically any emotion, and I would like to avoid that. I'm hoping that being on anxiety medicine will help with the self doubt and constant over analyzing. Would love to hear everyone's experiences :)",5.0643131868131865,7.572842835164838,6.2220741758241775,70.71355082417584,71.19780219780219,10.264285714285714,33.35302197802198,10.411451182825502,4.198218681318681,402,20,68,13,8,134,65,91,0.17,0.613,0.217,0.7941,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,2,3,0,12,5,0,0,0,9,18,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,4,2,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,2,6,4,13,8,2,8,0,1,0,1,8,5,0,2,4,43,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786659586372315,0.0,0.4315264556996461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527965615566268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319323072869588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16194964435695175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192456293280298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21150802507966407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967036881014406,0.0,0.3678581153960627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21192305801209813,0.0,0.1260322971524538,0.0,0.0,0.1867558484102587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210561205854853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281088800533988,0.1837235584504305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16970408178131174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942006999055366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382234126413764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035606994987292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902171176928045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615591129618565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671417079117006,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jojelllybean,2018/02/14,"No matter what i do, i still have work anxiety! Hi everyone, My workplace has been getting stressful lately. I work at a bank and have a bad manager who always has an attitude and will scream/yell at me and although I stand up for myself and don't show that I am someone to back down, I cannot stop re-thinking these thoughts and moments that occurred at work! I am always re-imagining my mistakes I have made, or things I am doing wrong. What makes it worse is that I set aside some time to think about what I am going to do to make myself improve at work, I write down everything, lay it all out and it helps me temporarily feel better but then the thoughts and anxiety does not go away the more I try to think about it! It's even worse that I am a full time college student and plan on leaving work in a few months because I will be transferring and I shouldn't even care about my work this much, but I still do! I try to play video games, read, anything to get my mind off of it but nothing helps. My chest feels tight and my heart feels racing and the more I try to quit worrying, it just doesn't help.. I am losing hope and I am constantly trying to be positive, but I have had a week vacation and still feel terrible and cannot stop thinking. When I go to sleep, it's in my sub-conscious non stop as well. What can I do?? Maybe it will go away when the semester begins and I have something to focus on?? Please if anyone can hear me, can someone give me advice? Honestly, my workplace is not even that bad overall even though there are stressful moments, I fear about situations that probably won't happen. It's like I know I have nothing to worry about a lot, but Im still thinking about it non-stop. 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Recently I've been going through a period of shutting myself inside, sleeping in all day and then only leaving to buy food at night. Being in University this has obviously caused alot of issues but through talking to my lecturers Those things have been dealt with. What I'm asking for is some advice on keeping a level head in public. In about 11 hours or so I'm going to leave my room to complete some gps data collection essential for an assessment that needs to be completed in the coming week. It's fair to say I've put this off for nearly three weeks now and I can no longer afford to put it off for ""one more day"" as I have been. I'm going to be spending 5-8 hours (depending on traffic and my navigation skills) in mostly the city centre gathering this GPS data and my anxiety is going to try every tactic to get out of this or just quit (i know that its also the fault of my thought process but that's another thing entirely). I'm was wondering what tips people would have on keeping calm in large crowds of people, standing out in those crowds of people (gathering attention from my work) and keeping calm when I get lost. I used to be able to do this without too many elaborate tactics but now it's become too much. Any advice given would be very much appreciated.",6.516932826362486,6.455892657794678,7.265490494296582,74.20140430925224,65.38783269961976,10.207249683143221,32.36223067173638,9.888512548439397,3.1004136375158438,1071,39,195,21,15,357,151,263,0.048,0.9,0.052000000000000005,0.4709,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,10,4,0,0,7,0,20,3,2,3,2,37,44,16,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,19,9,1,4,4,0,2,7,2,2,0,2,7,1,14,2,47,30,8,43,0,1,0,0,8,21,0,8,14,137,33,3,0.10261803984497188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008314826398346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206360938914738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978378601710848,0.10760396220917393,0.07850251960347683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593401483792396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333356271884193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541699436081677,0.0,0.08839635490422276,0.3227791871626285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236029264276628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646012444915584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12408614111144545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722738083119164,0.0,0.23328078751021505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10531571418615318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211619683459567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710657259439632,0.0,0.3648465153133271,0.0,0.0,0.0563961910052082,0.0,0.0,0.21731537464114326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201971260576517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403858586456392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087213333810007,0.15217995255317027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963000788578431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953663957469823,0.07804564344807607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134272840369088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631894667397369,0.0,0.1091469168793278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132293441433936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160598407125065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269214936609554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248049332512558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634973177861354,0.0,0.0,0.0814672610906253,0.0,0.0,0.09726990296057693,0.0,0.0,0.0696709130296895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862903854621781,0.0,0.08467062990263516,0.0,0.0,0.1646280034777855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989201284772614,0.11128488681936424,0.14941431036419084,0.0,0.0,0.14579382250093942,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,infinityglitches,2018/02/14,"Teachers are annoying. Today in class, I was writing a note to my friend to tell him to meet me after school. (Bad idea to do in class but whatever.) Then right in front of the CLASS she took my note and said, ""what did you write"" she opened up the note and said something that wasn't in the note at all, the note said ""Aye dude, meet me afterschool to talk about animation"" (i like to draw) but she (the teacher), said ""Ashley I love you please make out with me) WTFFFF I didnt write that, I had to show the WHOLE CLASS that that's NOT what I wrote, and now I dont wanna go to school because she gives me anxiety whenever i saw her from then, and I dont want another embarresmant again.",2.6165377176015485,3.909133929078017,3.4686653771760163,93.02454545454547,74.95744680851064,7.3967762733720175,22.038039974210182,8.00094639256281,0.6861432624113468,528,13,124,8,11,168,82,141,0.038,0.861,0.101,0.8972,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,7,0,9,1,0,1,1,19,21,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,7,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,12,5,23,3,21,9,2,18,0,0,1,1,23,9,0,0,7,79,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769416966692932,0.12234135780312876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335297896088753,0.09748813466943412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748592763708706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355682058526475,0.0,0.0,0.1534135923941735,0.09088844675795238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805346348542552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813074715710852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433757779367534,0.0,0.10675045557993043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755484352219564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657415022475505,0.6084970642731526,0.0,0.0,0.3237030813000891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311724350525388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285407856542333,0.13978055128072198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515891727002416,0.0,0.17768135474100882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432726898386366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854934070126086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dancinincircles,2018/02/14,Think I’m having a slight panic attack. K. I’m at work. And would love nothing more than to run outside and breathe the full cool air. I was def set off my stupid fucking social media of my ex bf. I feel so stupid and sad and I can’t breathe in here.,-0.8879740259740281,1.1733802545454566,0.9906493506493526,101.95454545454548,91.9090909090909,3.1428571428571432,16.948051948051948,3.1291,-1.1765584415584414,194,5,47,0,7,63,44,55,0.259,0.64,0.101,-0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,8,4,1,2,1,4,4,2,0,0,7,10,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,1,2,5,2,6,8,2,7,0,1,0,2,4,5,1,0,0,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4021989848902371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17875875607553354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268389420494605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.319080635414562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392279567744092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41479909258465536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603860993024795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265320142514671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573788964773437,0.0,0.0,0.2511422972608299,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnondoleezzaRice,2018/02/14,"SSRI withdrawal? Any advice welcome I'm currently going through SSRI withdrawal after taking an SSRI for about a year. I'm on a tapered dosage, and my symptoms are miserable. Any advice on how to get through this would be hugely helpful!",4.9756976744186066,7.701109302325584,6.1652906976744175,70.00747093023259,72.25581395348838,8.020930232558143,34.00581395348837,8.841846274778883,3.76146976744186,192,10,26,4,4,64,33,43,0.07,0.743,0.188,0.5244,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,3,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,7,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,18,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6415709019348914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446475011284268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150956117102809,0.0,0.18656561964567847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200350721516642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412022708118315,0.24682111490565195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319635642269745,0.0,0.0,0.2113976255455084 anxiety,pavpatel,2018/02/14,"Considering stopping my medication I started 5mg Lexapro on Saturday so I've had three doses so far. I had depression for a couple months but I got better with meditation and therapy but anxiety still persists. After speaking with my therapist I feel like I can combat my ruminating thoughts with meditation and mindfulness and less pornography (my ruminating is about sexually related) and I think that would do the trick. I went to meet with the psychiatrist just to talk about the possibility of meds and I think she might have been trigger happy and just prescribed me even though I might have not needed it. So two questions, what will happen if I stop now? And what will happen if I continue to take the Lexapro even though I don't have major anxiety? Will it affect me in other ways? Maybe actually cause old depression to creep up. Thanks in advance.",5.094890109890108,7.701725961538461,6.077509157509162,71.33653846153848,71.43589743589743,9.841758241758242,31.655677655677657,10.125756701596842,3.842829304029304,694,32,115,21,14,229,100,156,0.128,0.775,0.097,-0.2657,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,13,7,1,0,5,0,16,2,0,3,0,33,28,16,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,6,2,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,6,2,19,4,17,16,2,18,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,5,11,89,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.14041865690902045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22015526041330205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272615253387718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478175857457786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15921469268424668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478693877721084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007972998741732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727565443642065,0.10279707500934568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150842505341128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25448792976949697,0.15317660588627952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029877424745727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455970020783196,0.0,0.1598325090392442,0.14495689992632282,0.0,0.3052951321316628,0.14529075108755105,0.0,0.11485389359219532,0.0,0.0,0.10669471901429042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15099133219979033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622175589531004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611929143594815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184809411400453,0.0,0.11491300942070776,0.2406017178580178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10818950942876304,0.11565561576068452,0.0,0.1324771962147468,0.16455400510591126,0.16707067999358088,0.0,0.18440144591111027,0.2827479731790771,0.11423484348756326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405623980952298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421544024511035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339010604827026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221734640324677,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,concernsabout,2018/02/14,"Intense anxiety of making some sort of mistake while ""adulting"" I know it's irrational, but my anxiety involves fear of being in trouble. I've never even had a speeding ticket! I fear owing some vastly large amount of money I don't know about, such as a bill I didn't know I was supposed to be paying. I live in fear of messing something up and accidentally ending up in a legal situation. I'm that person who checks their taxes 39485 times, and is constantly on the internet reassuring myself about this and that. If I pull over for a fire truck to pass I worry I didn't do it fast enough. If I write a check I worry it will bounce even though I *KNOW* it won't. I spend hours reasearching laws in my state and the town where I live. I memorize speed limit zones. I keep meticulous records of anything financial which is a good thing, but I know I do it to excess. This has affected so many areas of my life. I have been terrified of the utility company, voting, taxes, and going to the bmv. I'm afraid of checking my mail. I have never messed any of those things up, to my knowledge, and I pay my taxes and all my bills, I vote, and don't let this fear STOP me, but it makes everything so hard. Always afraid to screw things up and not find out about it till years later. Im exhausted. Does anyone else feel this way? I'm 26 and moved out at 20. I've been on my own for a long time. Why am I dealing with this? Does this feeling ever go away? 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I was on 5 MG Lexapro for depression and generalized anxiety for like 5/6 months and went up to 10 MG for a couple months but side effects of weight gain (15lbs) and sexual issues were getting too problematic. Went down to 5 for a month, 2.5 for a week, now am on 0. The withdrawal is so shitty. When I move my eyes too often I feel a weird head sensation. (""brain zaps""?? idk) I'm tired, dizzy, random bouts of crying and paranoia. Last night I was woken up by someone whispering my name. Not sure if it was a dream or due to withdrawal or whatever (I have history of sleep paralysis) and despite taking benadryl to help w my dizziness, I woke up multiple times. People who have experienced withdrawal from this drug, how long does it last and is there anything I can do to help myself? I'm seeing my doctor tomorrow. I'm so worried that this will take long to wear off and end up affecting my performance in school (college student). 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I have read up on what anxiety is but it is the text book version of what anxiety is. But what I am yet to understand how anxiety manifest in actions and behaviours Thank you ",3.876739130434782,6.040552978260872,6.08195652173913,71.94076086956524,73.56521739130434,12.42608695652174,37.58695652173913,11.698219412168324,5.800191304347828,191,12,34,9,4,67,33,46,0.165,0.769,0.066,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,2,0,7,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8611915783908023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702934645296968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252098591359347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076795829347512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728688561842326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343879770974104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577144727967265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anthropocentricaf,2018/02/15,"Anxiety of losing loved ones I’m anxious about everything these days, what with all the news about gun violence and recent deaths in the extended family. It’s getting so bad, every time anyone in my family goes out or comes back slightly later than intended, my brain goes into overdrive with the what if’s. Every time my parents express a new symptom, I get scared it’ll be something life threatening. I’m so so scared to lose people and I don’t know how to deal with it. 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I’m 17 years old and I have experienced panic attacks and I have anxiety, but yesterday I took my first dose of 50mg of Zoloft and I felt fine until today and I had a panic attack at school and had to come home, I feel like I can deal with the anxiety on my own, should I quit the medication since I feel terrible or keep going?",1.625454545454545,3.4252515454545467,3.8714285714285737,86.89857142857143,79.0,7.5168831168831165,21.38961038961039,8.418075326091056,1.1440701298701303,287,8,63,6,7,99,50,77,0.248,0.685,0.067,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,0,7,2,2,3,0,6,5,0,0,0,15,15,8,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,2,4,4,11,2,9,10,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,8,39,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632406131228319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914709432406637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820868667876774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737940149715709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739906401616468,0.12291491469199015,0.16519815331576426,0.0,0.0,0.2926969048266799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778185758264232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258349219179492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529288818880076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405655354291082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17332560276485956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054099997378228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037349623689418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659997343385714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741271290455756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423242709450749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16308641444297398,0.0,0.19115755130732406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148149639417983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079668672961986 anxiety,icantfindajob123,2018/02/15,"Does anyone else have trouble finding/holding onto jobs? I have had 3 jobs where I lasted less than 3 weeks in service sector (serving food/making food). I graduated from a grad program last year (somehow) and I have been looking for a job in my field. I lost a service job yesterday because I was panicking and could not get myself to go through the door of the restaurant and start my shift. I worry about how I will touch on this topic in a job once I enter my field, and worry about surviving ( how to tell employer of my condition). When my anxiety gets bad, I lose all sense of knowing what to do. On top of everything, school left me with massive loans., which makes my anxiety even worse. I've noticed I have trouble surviving these service jobs and it seems to be a pattern with my anxiety. Does anyone else get this way? Anyone else have a similar experience? PMs welcome if you want to chat. 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I was on a helpline for children being abused). However, in the last few weeks, the managers/organisers have been constantly emailing/calling me 2-3x a week asking me to fill in shifts, asking me how I'm getting on, asking if I could stay later on X date... and then the one time I called in sick, they told me I needed to provide more notice in the future as they would now need to find cover for my shift. Honestly, it became too much. I have just emailed them to say that I can no longer volunteer due to college commitments/lack of time. I'm not giving up on volunteering completely and I'm going to look elsewhere because I feel the issue here was the management, and not me or my anxiety/hatred of confronation and CONSTANT phone calls. Sometimes you have to protect your own energy and space. 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The moment I entered the room I felt something was weird. Once I entered I looked everywhere for a chair until I found one, but not where I expected to find one. The psychologist was on one side of the room, which was decorated with pictures and flowers and cutesy stuff and in the other side of the room there was a table with four chairs and one box of tissues right in the middle. To me it looked like a crying table, the crying table where people could cry in a circle and probably blame each other about their problems, with the psychologist on one side of the room like a real adult, sitting around a room that looked like it was for a pre-school. If you have a one on one patient there’s no need for four chairs, I thought, at maximum two or three, but a table? And chairs in a circle? I still think to myself that maybe I was too harsh or something, but it was weird. We talked for a few minutes, the psychologist to say proudly that you can’t be on meds forever (I didn’t want to be?) and that you must work on teams on life (I didn’t say I hate people? there is documented evidence that some people don’t feel loneliness, though) and that everything in life could be solved if you just face your problems. She began to say that I didn’t want to get better when I didn’t say that I didn’t want to? When I told her that I had ‘some thoughts about things in the past that just wouldn’t leave’ (which are like sexual assault, but I didn’t mention to her) she said that there are some things in the past, that I should have already dealt with forget, and accept that you can’t change the past and it’s probably something normal. She looked at me like I was the scum of the earth when I mentioned that I don’t have a job yet. She prescribed me Effexor which I’ve read is hellish on most people. I’m really wary to take it, ‘cos she is a psychologist not a psychiatrist, she wants me to go next Tuesday to her office and get to know me better, but gut tells me it will go wrong, what should I do? 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I just wanted to fall asleep next to someone I cared about. I don't want to get in a relationship because I'm really really sensitive and it scares me to give someone the ability to effect me emotionally. Yet..... I just really want to feel happy. I crave for love and happiness like ppl crave for money and success all I want in my life is a relationship. I want to make someone happy and love them. I want to feel special and that I matter and exist in someone's life so much they would be sad when I left.... But my anxiety makes me feel unlovable because I'm alot. Knowing that I am my own worst enemy is so upsetting. They tell me to talk thru my anxiety but most ppl don't understand my anxious thoughts. I feel so alone in life all the time. I live in my head because it's easier having an anxiety attack alone vs in front of someone who you care for and seeing in their eyes how pitiful you are to them. I don't know how to date. I know how to survive. . 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I've been taking 100mgs of Zoloft for the past 3ish years and I've recently noticed (mainly because being alone on valentines day in college) that I just don't have that many feelings for others anymore. If you ask any one of my friends who knew me in 10th grade or before, they would probably tell you how caring I was. If I saw some one in pain or struggling on classwork, I would drop what I was doing and put 100% of my attention on them. Up until 11th grade (when the Zoloft started working) I always was thinking about asking girls out, who I had a crush on... etc. I was completely grossed out by blood of any kind, If I saw even a bloody cut or something like that on the internet it would give me chills and sometimes even nightmares. Now I feel like all of those feelings are almost gone. I have no problem looking at mangled corpses, car crash victims, or even beheadings. Hell, looking at some of those images and videos actually kind of excites me, in the way that it releases adrenalin, I like that feeling (don't think I'm a murder like on TV, I just now like looking at pictures of gory stuff, especially operations, I have 0 intentions of hurting anyone or anything). The only times I feel like it is my duty to help others is only when I am very close friends with them, other wise I couldn't give a fuck. I don't feel really attracted to anyone anymore. I don't really get that feeling of ""I want to date her, or I wanna hookup with her"". I mean I still feel attracted to girls but I don't really get that relationship feeling anymore. It's like the way they said it on Stranger Things season 2, the ""electricity"". I mean when I'm very close friends with a girl I do somewhat feel like I want to be in a relationship with them but I really don't want to ask them out and risk losing a friend or even making it awkward between us. I'm pretty terrible when it comes to making new friends and keeping the ones I have so I try to be careful to not lose them when I have them. If I personally see someone get injured or struggle on their school work, I just don't care about helping them anymore. I have no problem lying, manipulating or breaking the rules to get my way. I mean in high school I never broke any rule, I would always tell the truth even if I knew it would get me in trouble. Maybe the word 'psychopath' isn't correct, maybe 'emotionally-numbed' fits better. Sorry for the rambling. Last night I was talking to a good friend of mine who I have a thing for and I told her a lot of this stuff. She said she was afraid of me. That's the last thing I would ever want to happen. I honestly don't know if the Zoloft is helping that much any more. I'm starting to think that its making things worse. I started taking it because in 10th grade, I struggled with depression and anxiety due to lots of bullying and very little friends. The anxiety disorder runs through my dad's side of the family so I wouldn't be surprised if I had some sort of it. I also very recently got diagnosed with ADHD and the amphetamines I've been taking have made my depression/anxiety disappear completely. I actually feel more confident and fearless talking to new people. Plus I can actually get my work done. So yeah. I've already called my doctor about some of this stuff and I'm waiting on an answer. What do you guys think? (I know probably none of you are qualified doctors, I just wanted that first hand experience for a second opinion. TL;DR: Taking Zoloft, feel like a psychopath.",4.6532794048508,5.9552180028208745,5.376475566249066,81.27683702536025,69.95909732016925,8.268823805968086,30.545120163721343,8.671277953709913,2.3859804806548848,2880,118,549,48,51,934,301,709,0.13699999999999998,0.708,0.155,0.9176,0,1,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,4,10,7,27,54,5,6,31,1,51,13,2,7,5,118,127,43,1,23,23,1,14,10,7,7,10,2,0,5,41,27,0,3,26,2,0,6,16,22,0,5,21,22,88,32,79,94,14,75,1,5,6,1,54,32,2,26,42,368,129,16,0.0,0.0,0.13897015976884164,0.0,0.057049116922608875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04753384949835383,0.04916408822683594,0.05238377608213377,0.037961343759432616,0.07899685706660355,0.0,0.0,0.129123557179559,0.0,0.10894211776078493,0.0,0.18830796298836275,0.06638355931889718,0.0,0.039063355647246806,0.0,0.133132729936927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787393589079565,0.0,0.04039305007853235,0.0,0.0,0.04198291712810966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847166915516782,0.0,0.14519496350948152,0.0,0.0,0.04089077290870148,0.09954173982417444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0306139018653476,0.0,0.040885412687495515,0.0481805455082746,0.0,0.0,0.05440416208650711,0.09717409391437032,0.0,0.04857778181019224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052941042949705024,0.15676579253926254,0.04293888242058688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643428183535486,0.044750021997067214,0.0,0.3120260859494326,0.1695611092842447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037753432188732,0.0,0.0,0.25672373752807603,0.043884789870938384,0.1488051340096712,0.0910741439571396,0.0,0.03981516627045118,0.037965697331244136,0.0,0.0,0.04700227032293952,0.04197712402541009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954534201323786,0.05015413533128578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050817083893167116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04219307464762795,0.0,0.0988643634759025,0.05217599394926087,0.07738795992683765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319120099796197,0.04757691189052499,0.0,0.0,0.1195872790462217,0.10621246146775767,0.0,0.08071374649070162,0.0,0.04491679074660192,0.09505878397655647,0.04812662459826266,0.09537899059018708,0.15512461217311238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03489554602824957,0.0,0.03661140649896362,0.09169268205275073,0.0,0.04454691214284443,0.0,0.0,0.05404434288094244,0.04981125732959764,0.0,0.0964996896341722,0.07220539096225362,0.050510897190022296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453150111364526,0.03290937585805083,0.041448538337368855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048293549331939294,0.10236030419344756,0.09084380541903132,0.0,0.047719960875925935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164071454269675,0.0,0.09374081331903614,0.10192896079599686,0.0,0.0,0.09030873399848542,0.0,0.0,0.09608334100523164,0.03782704735658207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04022075517007525,0.03654434194394613,0.046948551468262906,0.05313822132800554,0.10079747394497396,0.0,0.03790920577612666,0.0,0.0,0.14887629130144875,0.163023669121814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276463200916187,0.07630837551185637,0.08298087445237541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261465119090629,0.12166616110220595,0.0,0.0,0.027679848472700767,0.0,0.0,0.04535914361334585,0.0,0.03222867601413766,0.05163318718337698,0.0,0.0,0.05709996638148161,0.0,0.0,0.1566692428952167,0.13999371145106068,0.11303724396976428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036750888828874,0.0,0.04837547817527688,0.2023258343798288,0.0,0.0,0.09170640920495657 anxiety,BMXTKD,2018/02/15,"Question about my medication. I'm supposed to take 2 mils of abilify. Unfortunately, my car broke down and I couldn't get my pills on time. Now that my car's working again, I don't feel safe taking it after not having it in my system for a week. Do I have to ease myself back onto the pills? Oh, and I was upped to 2 and a half mils for my upcoming RX. Anybody's advice on this?",1.3931216931216923,2.9113612222222263,3.9277954144620817,87.51222222222223,78.75308641975309,6.603880070546737,21.447971781305114,7.447530270364453,0.6318416225749557,293,8,66,4,7,103,57,81,0.107,0.8590000000000001,0.034,-0.6669,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,0,0,8,11,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,1,11,1,14,9,0,15,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,6,46,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429416029834416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698567820072293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744948059124788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335545972422546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535424452167632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931412518012797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5277373306091402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20464017087525074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28150872498388985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554937866973903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChickenRoll,2018/02/15,"I'm really worried I'm not making friends as well as others in college I'm in first year in college and all my friends from school have well established new groups of college friends by now. I feel like I'm doing something wrong because I don't have a real group of friends yet and groups of friends have already formed in my college. I am scared that time will just go by and I'll slowly lose my school friends and not be able to make any new ones.",4.552258064516128,5.051052774193551,4.41198924731183,91.03798387096776,69.64516129032258,7.060215053763441,31.62903225806452,6.42735559955562,1.4820838709677413,360,15,78,2,6,110,56,93,0.257,0.6779999999999999,0.065,-0.9573,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,0,1,1,0,8,0,0,2,1,12,16,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,2,2,0,1,6,9,13,14,2,12,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,0,8,45,8,6,0.14520392344010805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023614024044905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987436471939743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851496399499871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341946658105462,0.10373371191872896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351038310069724,0.0,0.0,0.6731051463355304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252273591674221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093930245936005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624460486043074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938494928464324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2804777081627484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983939364300926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527385405927658,0.0930213515146904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537445839279972,0.29390824517777026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178507428604896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466957545694738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26111153092564754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474616326196043,0.0,0.0,0.15875769578797852,0.0,0.09350656599779604 anxiety,Burach95,2018/02/15,"I just want to feel like me again Hi, So I recently got diagnosed with Generalised Anxiety Disorder (GAD) after a long 5 years trying to deal without any help. So I finally went to my doctor, who told me all about GAD and gave me some beta blockers as a starting point to help fight the attacks. To my absolute surprise they are working, however as my doctor also said, I need to learn to fight the brain mechanism that's telling me everything is pretty much crap. So the reason I'm telling the internet all this is because that's the part I'm struggling with. My doctor said say yes to things that would normally make me uncomfortable and push to try and deal with it. And I am. The bigger issue I guess is I have no confidence. After years of isolating myself from everyone, turning slowly into a coward and someone people walk all over, I don't know how to be that confident person I was 5 years ago. So to cut a long, incoherent story short. I was wanting to know if anyone who had been through this has any tips on gaining self confidence back? I know it won't be easy and there's no quick fix like with the drugs, but I can't feel worthless like I do or I'll never get anywhere and I'll always be a door mat. And I don't want to be a door mat anymore.",3.267823529411764,4.752398321568627,4.745637254901961,83.74786764705884,73.62745098039215,8.080392156862747,27.259803921568626,8.697196308434329,2.028603921568627,992,37,199,19,20,332,147,255,0.106,0.787,0.107,0.4869,2,0,1,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,13,11,5,1,13,1,21,7,2,3,4,40,43,19,0,7,5,0,2,3,0,2,5,3,2,2,11,13,0,1,7,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,10,5,25,4,29,27,6,24,0,1,0,0,19,6,1,4,18,130,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998233534696407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019884911616244,0.09385107171596238,0.0,0.0,0.1534033716665684,0.0,0.08628473660444441,0.0,0.1118582738311178,0.07886602603880688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12831594192516482,0.0,0.08672924679512327,0.0,0.06875629119260604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591195655218804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325649489365776,0.0,0.11448039832771748,0.0,0.0,0.12926815337280473,0.3463388239307585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080164560803728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777654702494324,0.1013691961409566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114060945079027,0.08057784787188106,0.0,0.12355692754999485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05892859463961748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020919351201502,0.0,0.1242519023391208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120273744266008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772440491837388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596080142233326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531182243394588,0.0,0.0,0.19963281014936995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752888075424252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291429594733682,0.08363302979861034,0.08699130230104019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051114296787372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214156297068332,0.0,0.07819501454791948,0.09848467112413108,0.0,0.0,0.10662386617664388,0.0,0.0,0.11474890343925608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159678396730624,0.11136741536565233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457996648964736,0.08969585787183433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176655167907706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556737111083632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983398586791675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179135475390587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197168451719974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493326807871813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777654702494324,0.0,0.1531552467391547,0.1226841201843062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958100118489386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10455830257616212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872641124961137,0.0,0.08211312502979794,0.0,0.0,0.08012342557022542,0.0,0.0,0.21790094205523355 anxiety,ramennumerals,2018/02/15,"Trazodone So I’ve been having mild panic attacks the last few days and finally went to a doctor after a few days with awful sleep and no appetite. They ended up prescribing me trazodone chloride tablets and after reading the long list of possible side effects, it makes me not want to take it at all. Does anyone have experience with these pills? Are they effective? Honestly after getting only 3-4 hours of shitty sleep this last week all I wanna do is sleep. 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I made an interesting metaphor for my social anxiety that some of you might relate to and wanted to share: > There's a PC game named 'Facade' in which you must convince an AI couple to keep their marriage together using your keyboard input. You can say lots of things or nothing with only light consequences. However, there is one very odd glitch in which typing any instance of the word ""melon"" triggers the husband to become appalled and, in an unexpected turn, kick you out. >What does some stupid glitched-up game have to do with my social downfalls? To tell the truth, I fear that anything I say will be my reality's ""melon"". Not anything- I can still talk, of course. With my best friend there's essentially no ""melon"". With strangers, even approaching them could be a ""melon"". Of course that isn't true. The only plausible ""melons"" would be inappropriate flirting, touching, and politics (in this day and age, ha.) I know people like to be talked to. If that's the case, why do I have to feel suffocated by a heap of melons when the moment comes?",6.53868421052632,7.6804411140350926,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,65.49122807017544,9.237894736842106,32.305263157894736,9.3871,2.9744663157894733,986,39,170,18,15,312,147,228,0.08800000000000001,0.797,0.115,0.7604,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,6,2,2,6,14,1,1,14,1,19,0,0,3,3,38,30,8,0,6,3,1,2,1,1,5,0,2,0,1,9,11,0,1,5,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,5,20,11,29,18,5,16,0,0,0,0,23,5,0,7,10,112,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09505209892645816,0.0,0.10692783646757904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300465709889423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437100263660475,0.0,0.0,0.1466857110404013,0.12362002656209667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040417338541301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159932298418243,0.15465887656389918,0.0,0.18028720349352687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231843799613105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923203662984929,0.0,0.11776684487024297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728624084376666,0.07067466717004209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775222881503875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799016573982567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383996707058325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242388420213893,0.0,0.0,0.07681693173236917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06828722441146072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883208895012935,0.0,0.13225891017137814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965593272823741,0.14113335873397742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411831378863678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947154621597522,0.21261105609795616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513631910484503,0.0,0.09690269747812176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374622831274713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801139398068274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222310095615328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849669373415218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893378274506913,0.0,0.11162485471632533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22469242379944354,0.12216990392361693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286059795064287,0.0,0.0,0.11096609402297622,0.0,0.0,0.13249078283756385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520355517844925,0.0,0.14551117262357469,0.0,0.12072111045374663,0.0,0.11532938450341022,0.08244318171268462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612560270837378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929246914052707,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,psychologlitch,2018/02/15,"My anxiety skyrockets with every shooting Whenever I hear about another mass shooting in my country I feel as though I can’t go on with my day as normal. My heart breaks for the students not much younger than me experiencing extreme trauma or losing their lives. As a student, I feel unsafe. I’ve been on edge all of yesterday and today. I felt uneasy in class and couldn’t wait to get back to my dorm. Every time this happens I shut down and feel extreme anxiety going anywhere. I hardly feel up to leaving my room. I’m leaving school this weekend to go home. I don’t want to finish classes this week.",3.6293220338983048,5.609837355932207,4.812000000000001,81.58003389830509,73.74576271186443,7.092881355932204,29.59661016949153,7.908726449838941,2.1431294915254235,480,21,87,7,10,158,80,118,0.103,0.885,0.012,-0.8442,0,0,0,2,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,17,18,8,0,3,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,5,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,2,0,0,2,8,16,0,20,15,2,21,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,1,8,54,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18258984882142948,0.26641701461952483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389475312002386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229905166792464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934230436898805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35218020786159204,0.0,0.1671915222538553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097541974070507,0.0,0.29688523672785383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398204516805666,0.0,0.1559857316129886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962564787125861,0.2063441664377057,0.0,0.0,0.17466597656378927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687557650076543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375944222955332,0.0,0.0,0.1948062476747889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280051377848874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060983176354674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622823976232171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108124230753044,0.0,0.10153624805711628,0.0,0.16505430201465818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10270602620061477,0.0,0.1396760939357857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nassrasur,2018/02/15,"What is your dream come true? I'm a fellow anxiety sufferer and have been so for as long as I can remember. GAD, panic attacks, Agoraphobia, OCD (no longer classified as an anxiety disorder), health anxiety. I'm interested in hearing from members as to what they want more than anything in the world in relation to their anxiety. I'm interested in specifics, not just generalizations, like 'I want to overcome my anxiety; I want to be free of anxiety. Instead, What would your life be like if that was possible? What would you do or have different than now? TIA",5.310800970873785,7.247308660194179,6.615716019417473,70.56299150485438,69.19417475728156,11.751941747572815,36.175970873786405,11.45678717892309,5.017214563106798,444,24,78,17,8,150,70,103,0.197,0.628,0.175,-0.1845,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,2,0,4,9,1,1,3,0,11,2,0,0,1,14,19,8,0,6,4,0,0,2,1,2,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,1,9,7,17,13,1,8,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,2,4,55,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7266146324465501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302710392874806,0.0,0.0,0.18009411754636262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636523017090926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539441287408654,0.18143056629783785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682701829440329,0.17842057291104793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181508491343596,0.15467907486551505,0.0,0.0,0.14009441943745116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573611407411286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846443422671265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932803454447652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2801161239059099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249098187858372,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,YerBlues69,2018/02/15,"Kolonopin vs Xanax (also Topamax) I've been taking xanax as needed since my late 20's (I'm 40 now). I am taking 10mg Lexapro and my pdoc suggested kolonopin since he doesnt prescribe xanax (my primary doc prescribes it to me). He said xanax is fast acting and doesn't work for long periods of time. He also suggested topamax in addition to the Lexapro. What were your experiences on Kolonopin? I'm sick of the anxiety and I just can't get into the idea of meditation (as my psychologist suggested). My mind goes non stop and i just can't seem to relax and not worry. Hoping Kolonopin can help. Thanks in advance!",2.3827213962508083,4.980481260504206,3.5480672268907583,85.92872010342602,80.93277310924371,7.0228829993535875,26.80090497737557,8.139509932561175,1.9873718164188752,486,21,94,10,13,157,77,119,0.103,0.83,0.067,-0.498,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,0,9,5,0,0,0,17,19,9,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,7,0,1,2,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,3,1,10,3,13,16,0,13,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,2,7,48,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34995064403269965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738239700835916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402965786005135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143146495113141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665790047781407,0.0,0.0,0.21731906224537306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470000371710873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468173987691442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936322668370704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209269416004358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223839287981176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813014302671307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918848757659088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619893957949087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829276855969717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290226976243654,0.0,0.0,0.20144284183573605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127584798645889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928995363737045,0.2222033428682149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Liamblake20,2018/02/15,I can’t keep a job because of anxiety So I’m 20 years old and I can not keep a job because of anxiety. When I get a job I get excited and I think about how I can get my life together but after about a week or two I literally have so much anxiety that I just cry and don’t go to work or cry in the parking lot and sit thinking about not going. I’ve only had call center job and I’m good at it for the most part but I get so anxious that I can’t even function. On days I have to go to work I just lay in bed and cry. I guess the point in this is to get some advice? How do I keep a job? What helps with anxiety?,-0.58132867132867,0.6703563216783266,2.6454545454545446,95.68818181818185,83.68531468531471,6.358041958041959,20.090909090909093,7.321109707123232,0.2321020979020978,466,13,125,7,13,169,75,143,0.16699999999999998,0.769,0.064,-0.9226,5,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,12,2,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,2,0,26,26,16,0,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,15,2,17,25,5,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,6,82,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10861377691087047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401155388258917,0.12556703385700102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355111225166479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349582841344345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662767505192617,0.0716820817961258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341304230385344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903545213620333,0.0,0.189506068903578,0.09322673136792667,0.0,0.0,0.12244344821942528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745010104640733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5514924823483057,0.2963837254157508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785080140613469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449513171281183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170749993645271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663245795890145,0.0,0.0,0.0845340258135491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036382429158035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507198353810898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14243992403040784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857668283071832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915723723184471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183597970645605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157648350709553 anxiety,geode147,2018/02/15,"What doctor do I see? Long time sufferer of anxiety and depression. Currently not medicated and not seeing anyone about it. I'm in the midst of trying to get back on my feet after a mental breakdown but I'm spiraling. I'm starting to get the impression there might be something more seriously wrong with me. I don't want to get into it. I just need to know who to see. I've been to many psychiatrists. But they won't hear me out for more than ten minutes at a time before suddenly knowing what to prescribe. Im not against medication. But I need someone who will at least hear what I have to say, and listen to what is happening to me. Ask me questions, and if they can, diagnose me. Is that person a psychologist? A therapist? A psychotherapist? I feel so weak and stupid when it comes to this stuff. Can someone please tell me what worked for them. Who do i talk to? I desperately need help and I need to tell someone what's going through my mind.",2.0097872340425518,4.4459138085106416,3.767489361702129,84.79400000000003,81.12765957446808,7.3770212765957455,24.82553191489361,8.395991825355821,1.8380629787234035,748,29,150,17,20,250,111,188,0.149,0.805,0.046,-0.9623,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,6,7,1,0,7,0,13,6,1,0,0,29,38,12,0,6,8,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,15,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,1,8,20,1,29,33,3,17,0,2,3,0,17,6,0,3,9,106,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580833182644986,0.0,0.0,0.08757078818237064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708258503626813,0.0,0.0,0.09630190440399664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657009864368963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788325452088177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786911250136202,0.12711606272714931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818854671696878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633251563637908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962983456221624,0.0,0.07117683359530137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074940464928833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823093842176556,0.0,0.08394579743798958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528079665970574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765736460095804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11083354525331147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269738017023503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25233244470474603,0.12621256154234795,0.13285995196916445,0.12645679658417242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37145578167918536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10935482244253056,0.0,0.13747601821147276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029757179576885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959595233903913,0.0,0.0,0.29940042856528026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183465846970041,0.09641594576946512,0.0,0.0,0.08864558565121122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336994826082208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006632463979274,0.21893073087415105,0.0,0.0,0.14541340613207046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605701606801186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502980525869115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386985439242591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09117628261678463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693038614806646,0.0,0.0 anxiety,meditate03,2018/02/15,"I can't stop this battle inside of my head Every choice I make, there's a battle inside of my head. One side is the reasonable, normal side of me and the other side is inhibition. I feel like I'm losing my friends because of this battle. Sometimes my friends ask me to go to dinner with them, or hang out somewhere. I consider going to dinner, but I'm left with the thoughts of ""You should do it, you never go out of the house"" and ""Don't do it you idiot, you'll embarrass yourself. You eat like a pig. You're just an awkward burden to them."" My inhibition side usually always wins. If I'm in one of my ""fuck it"" moods then I'll go regardless because I don't really care much about all if I'm in that kind of mood. I just stay inside all day. I haven't done anything since I graduated high school June of 2017. Occasionally I'll be in these motivated moods where I try to get a job, but that hasn't been successful after 5 interviews. I'm convinced something is wrong with me. Something wrong inside of my head. I often wonder if reality is truly reality. A,m i seeing things through rose colored glasses? smoke and mirrors? What can I do?",2.277922077922078,4.239776359307363,4.280086580086579,83.96870129870132,77.61471861471861,6.997402597402598,24.41991341991342,7.957251820313856,1.4132043290043292,893,31,180,15,21,305,125,231,0.19,0.7020000000000001,0.108,-0.9651,1,0,3,0,0,0,32.0,0,5,2,4,6,23,5,2,8,0,18,7,3,3,3,30,36,10,0,6,8,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,11,8,3,1,5,0,0,5,6,11,0,2,3,3,29,9,26,30,3,25,0,1,2,1,11,12,1,6,9,112,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031103293477854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909596334227123,0.0,0.12393749576127495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163006694639134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516661292110665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549836695612308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356678097875368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565487834869186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169814299485067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703269573342821,0.09470990014168217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485054156176247,0.12256124308103584,0.06926371777367188,0.0,0.30137628099981045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081732397813342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400702427865002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529709941263279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155786061979882,0.0,0.0,0.13805397404951586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404053029214253,0.0,0.0,0.12953656295092114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831484150281346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849324761647986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745612344941412,0.0,0.10224817082762408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989301143500673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17966926511107678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492940963977982,0.13630672455469173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417056054743332,0.10564320712808224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966543419668634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041217464821236,0.1311177026419986,0.0,0.0,0.14130476450701787,0.0,0.11083663941886654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807535227683684,0.0,0.0,0.10524784502306306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000810091070884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601000184487467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376934199793975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898946781463488,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CaptainKarlos,2018/02/15,"Games to ease things? So in light of the steam sale, I'm looking for a game to play to help ease my nerves and help me get away from reality for awhile. Any suggestions?",2.1667619047619056,3.838581485714286,2.782857142857144,95.8904761904762,77.0,6.9523809523809526,20.238095238095237,7.793537801064563,0.3033809523809521,132,3,32,2,3,41,30,35,0.034,0.65,0.317,0.8948,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,9,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,0,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183933613565707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398911166969099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24461617920769024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.627651756251134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931716936625238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31105255173756496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gabie-mk,2018/02/15,"Anxious About driving Hey everyone. I'm planning to go on a ski trip to a mountain 4.5 hrs away next week. I have anxiety & panic disorder and I am just freaking out about this. A friend of mine was supposed to drive us but she won't be able to use that car anymore, so I am going to be the one driving. I've been to this resort countless times, so the fact that it's familiar to me is really comforting - I've gone on ski trips there 1-2 times every year for the past 13 years or so. I also know the drive there quite well. I'm just scared of being anxious driving there/back. I'm mostly scared of having a bad migraine, having a panic attack, or just feeling anxious the whole drive, but I'm also started to get worried about getting into an accident or something going wrong with my car, as it's very old. Also, I've never really driven that far in the winter (I live in Canada - I'm going to BC - and our winter conditions aren't the best). If anyone has some tips that could help me cope with this I would really appreciate it. I don't want to back down from this trip - I'm trying really really hard to face my fears and to stop just cancelling on trips last minute because of anxiety. I'm so sick of it controlling my life. I just want to go and have a good time with all of my friends. Thanks in advance! TLDR; I'm going on a ski trip 4.5 hrs away, I'm the one driving. Have never driven that far in the winter before and I'm afraid I'll get too anxious and I just won't be able to do it. I could use some help/tips/encouragement on how to overcome this fear and just go ahead and do it. 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How is that even possible? I had just finished a call with a client (phone calls make me anxious generally but this was a pretty easy one) and started biting my nails. Suddenly it felt like I’d hit a rock or something, and I guess that was my tiny piece of tooth falling off. To make things worse, I just switched dental insurance and my childhood dentist doesn’t take the insurance I could afford. Most of the new dentists I looked into had bad reviews and the one I liked couldn’t see me til March. Edit: my boss got me into her dentist next week!!",2.2891736694677864,4.636187714285715,2.9531302521008413,91.55277661064429,79.42016806722688,5.64733893557423,24.202380952380953,6.816661863887847,0.8109658263305324,474,17,96,5,12,148,82,119,0.117,0.757,0.126,0.4798,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,0,7,0,8,5,2,4,0,21,19,10,0,2,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,0,2,6,3,16,2,8,10,2,14,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,3,12,60,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303198165510548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022644193387518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163567072749935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627769600367856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465698692169606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957512046235448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16305682273529176,0.0,0.22459041728972276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19920527296788035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120298173994355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27217522444121234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969029736653186,0.2168225255766452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763008696930692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298375288713118,0.0,0.20741335642992764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246134244835075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569523202574781,0.0,0.0,0.144303208743163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328802663154076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13544496003570042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635355864726626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776522819375828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThirdVariableProblem,2018/02/15,"How can I learn to react more rationally to other people's emotions? I've been in really terrible and sometimes abusive relationships for most of my adult life. My current boyfriend is an angel, has and continues to treat me like a human being who he loves very much. When something upsets him, I can't help but internalize it. He never blames it on me, and 99% of the time it is related to me in no way. But anytime he isn't as happy as he can be, I find myself so upset that its extremely difficult to pull myself out of it. Everything negative that happens to him, or us, feels like my fault, though logically I understand that it isn't. This isn't constructive to us or the situation, but I don't know how to feel empathic towards him without feeling everything that he is feeling while also feeling responsible. Has anyone felt this way? Is there a different thought process that I can try to utilize to walk myself through feeling for him without being shattered? 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I currently have a hamster who is a great lil guy, but when I’m out of college I’d like an animal I can really bond with. If anyone has experience with animals and anxiety, please share! Thank you. 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Last year, I thought I had a great year. I went out to clubs and made new friends. however, I chose having friends over doing well in school, which caused me to fail a class. After telling people that I’ve failed (a lot of my friends were at the same level as me, and now I am a year behind), in addition to trying to run on a executive board for a club I loved (which I failed miserably at; I regret it so much), I can’t do anything without feeling the slightest bit awkward around people. I avoid confrontation just to avoid the awkwardness. And now, i gained a ton of weight, have no friends and am embarrassed to go back out to clubs because of what happened last year. I’ve done better in school, but my social life is ruined. I‘m an introvert and I thought those qualities faded away once I got to college. But they’re back and stronger than ever, and I hate my life because of it. I look back at my freshman year and cringe so hard because I just hate everything I did. What did the upperclassmen think of me? I went to one of the meetings for that club this year, but I have never felt more awkward in my entire life. I don’t know any of the new freshmen and am no longer close with my old friends. Now I just go to class, go to my room, eat, sleep, and repeat. I have been stressing about my weight a lot lately as well. There’s just so much to worry about and I feel like everyone doesn’t like me for it. Because of my anxiety, I feel like something stupid is going to pop out of my mouth every second, so I avoid speaking. I just want people to talk to and hang out with. I feel so isolated. I hate seeing people that I met last year because I don’t know what they think of me now. I want to join new clubs, but I’m scared to meet new people and make mistakes I might regret. I just hate this feeling of always feeling awkward around everyone. Sorry if I sound like I’m rambling. I just want to get it off my chest and seek advice. Thank you for reading to whoever reads this. Also I apologize for the spelling error in the title. 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Hearing everyone’s conversations as I walk by, and trying to find one thing to focus on, it’s fucking terrible. 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Feeling anxious from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed. I am constantly aware of my heartbeat and my breathing feels weird. There is nothing enjoyable in life with anxiety, seriously fuck anxiety! I know drinking and smoking is unhealthy but what am I supposed to do, I've given up I don't even care about my health anymore.",3.2418037974683536,5.838847151898737,4.990363924050634,76.87263449367092,77.48101265822784,8.000632911392406,33.925632911392405,8.841846274778883,3.5369860759493683,331,19,56,8,8,112,54,79,0.221,0.763,0.016,-0.8894,0,0,3,1,0,1,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,7,8,2,0,0,9,15,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,2,5,2,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,2,10,2,11,14,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,4,38,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456379499138644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516666673056352,0.2596631748868737,0.4558955374585238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23434567812909934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838437594829985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251638468379861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181264586079188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23243643084613896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249106566674766,0.0,0.0,0.13062809560847202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24431801315475374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631862416461362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234866396898695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315479984641165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054565954395766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17281732967369906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,invertedcommas1,2018/02/15,"I need help Hello Reddit, This is my first question I just had to make an account because I had a really shitty day. I'm a 21 year old and I feel I'm not going anywhere in life. I have been on the news I have won so many awards and scholarships and was the editor in Chief for my college magazine and I help in running the financial taxation and now the executive functions of a small business. I didn't get the marks to get into the management university of my choice again. It's not like I have failed but I just didn't get good enough. I live in India where even if you get a 99.98 percentile you can't get into a good college. Not because of the exam of the exam but because most people here could not keep their fucking pants on. But regardless of my rant and all I feel like shit and until I don't get the scores I don't know if I will ever forgive myself. Sometimes I believe I'm being a leach. And I'm honestly scared if I don't get my MBA entrance exams stuff sorted out I will be overlooked in life. Sometimes I wish all these issues I have we're due to the fact that I fucked up so that I can understand them better and work on myself.I know I have done and achieved a lot and I have failed a lot but my anxiety attacks came back and I just can't think straight. People of reddit, am I being a fucking pussy and do I need to grow some balls, should I need to book more appointments with actual help or whatever please I need suggestions from anybody to understand what am I doing wrong ?",4.29146302250804,4.7004109035369765,5.423696141479101,83.8736149517685,70.18971061093248,8.535112540192928,28.090192926045017,8.548686976883017,1.863770289389068,1185,39,248,18,20,394,161,311,0.142,0.748,0.11,-0.8977,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,2,8,12,18,5,1,20,0,31,6,1,1,4,62,62,24,0,11,15,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,18,0,1,9,2,2,4,11,9,0,1,9,2,41,9,28,46,8,29,0,2,0,3,11,15,4,10,12,173,48,13,0.0,0.0,0.10497670691173497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229381606483392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12238095564206095,0.0,0.08271776636369578,0.0,0.1967283370166666,0.0,0.0,0.1211990609970656,0.0,0.09514046167870996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230359987186404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858890861539587,0.0,0.0,0.06937633105313079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100855515743774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115269902870344,0.0,0.07105161288388949,0.09730684232819108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087852939453846,0.07685088756853425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150239001044108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29835129056804405,0.3934208277559295,0.0,0.0611367836210667,0.18045593588583908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21631375524703267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122793080902292,0.0,0.0956167145167681,0.0,0.0,0.11823971492334864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15196539602001968,0.10511044590336732,0.0,0.09498981343320696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829111369634231,0.0,0.0,0.0718064807689044,0.10906315226606636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31905903370803623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288081780200795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915653446085947,0.0,0.0,0.11808394886275846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050750021008536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891465941495803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770034110063016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042316580148273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127868746331839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314649390590518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689290759776069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397665698386265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370479182457395,0.0,0.0,0.0783151536834249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761528247634885,0.0,0.06927412947534678 anxiety,EJaywishes,2018/02/15,"Sunsets make me feel weird? Ever since I was a kid sunsets have always given me a strange feeling. I can't tell if it's good or bad, it seems completely neutral and very hard to explain. It feels familier and safe but also scary and wrong, like something bad is about to happen. I didn't motice it for years but it's come back very strongly within the last few months. I have suffered with anxiety all my life but I only really have good memories regarding sunsets. I also suffered depersonalisation for almost two years, which recently went away in November, and since then the feeling has reappeared. I still dissociate, usually derealisation. Does anyone else get this feeling with anything? 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My chest is getting tighter as the panic sets in. I can't confide in my husband since he openly admitted he does not want to know when I am not feeling well. ,1.5801162790697667,3.4621469534883715,2.872267441860465,93.61677325581397,79.46511627906978,5.230232558139536,29.3546511627907,5.985473137389443,1.1237953488372097,161,8,35,1,4,52,34,43,0.173,0.674,0.153,0.0243,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,9,10,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,6,2,5,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629701705474936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972141580902887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670148868035932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780132336156341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22794809407814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.307548519883137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4866461083248772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34310406098693713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24464354039313074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729302492911359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Roto2esdios,2018/02/15,"I usually get arms crossed when talking to people. it sicks me a lot! Any tip? Hi everyone! I am okey with my social anxiety except when I creep people and that makes me a lot of anxious and depressed, because the big and fat GUILT. For some reason a creep people unintentional. If I look at another direction people get bored and ignore me, If I look at them the they cross their arms. If I keep up people get angry at me. I try to be relaxed and blink but it doesn't work. I think I look like a mad person. Please help.",0.9379874213836494,3.2596907547169844,2.9946226415094337,89.3257704402516,84.84905660377359,5.79748427672956,20.154088050314463,7.1686216300943375,0.5741974842767297,404,12,84,6,12,136,69,106,0.158,0.733,0.109,-0.3401,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,3,1,2,7,1,1,6,1,3,4,3,2,0,19,12,11,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,1,2,2,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,0,3,17,2,10,11,3,10,0,1,3,0,8,5,0,6,4,53,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097289418735432,0.16919788375653144,0.12343839310158315,0.1822885592272193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836231104636252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897736928121832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418443982491042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529086133760396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081548352407045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342236340460915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883134578593763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065001267903535,0.0,0.0,0.27436152443533063,0.0,0.0,0.10770768721443397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5593264419754236,0.1408915415067101,0.0,0.17712257853281307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659028507710309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16448411374704308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969341123961114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339166153079407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955145890532833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771298977570807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174705122262094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SymphonyofWar181,2018/02/15,"dude is trying to start a fight with me and it's stressing me out dude kept making sexual comments, moaning, and other shit to me today (been doing it for 2 weeks at least) and calling me peter griffin. I may have said that's why his father left him, turns out his dad is in prison. now he threatened to jump me",2.853281250000002,4.2127490156250005,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,74.46875,5.745000000000001,22.175,5.6839178017228535,0.2287537500000001,243,6,50,1,5,79,50,64,0.236,0.764,0.0,-0.9371,0,0,0,0,1,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,6,1,1,1,0,9,11,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,9,0,9,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,1,4,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160172176599236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362546876723948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658261447693765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943896439509016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176803269819781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21905398774466875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545122607950787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29335413561175866,0.0,0.0,0.2101189560905609,0.33662913691646995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482489659586113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27926068794075365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yiobeo,2018/02/15,"I don’t know how to calm down.. need someone to talk to Hey guys, first time posting on this subreddit. I don’t know how to calm down once I feel the start of a panic attack coming or anxiety in general and when I do start to feel anxiety and or get a panic attack my acid reflux symptoms get worse. Any advice on how to make breathing easier, and how to make the acid reflux more tolerable so I’m able to fall back asleep? Or just someone to talk to because the thoughts are trying to consume my mind... I’m under a lot of stress and anxiety lately because my grandmother is sick and I also have BPD so I am terrified of being alone or abandoned and ugh it’s just terrible it’s always hard to breathe because I always have anxiety. There are moments where I feel calm and I’m at peace and breathing doesn’t take any effort, but as soon as I realize that I’m fine it comes back. 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I have an interview tomorrow for an internship and I feel so nervous about it and so unprepared. I already struggle SO MUCH with procrastination and this week has just been full of anxiety and I haven't had anytime to study until now. This is an internship I really want but I honestly feel like I need to cancel to save myself the embarrassment and to not waste the interviewers times. The only thing stopping me from cancelling is that just an hour ago I sent my confirmation email and I don't want to look stupid/flakey. I don't know what to do but I'm so anxious and I really don't want to go.,3.78479915433404,5.833777007751937,5.265806906272021,78.19693446088796,73.49612403100775,9.342071881606763,28.006342494714588,9.800150414767053,2.8869627906976745,530,21,101,15,11,178,76,129,0.165,0.6890000000000001,0.147,0.1429,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,4,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,22,23,15,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,3,14,3,13,20,2,13,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,10,72,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20173068992503615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511336550720125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409354747326505,0.2570939327891329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23013658427205816,0.16257896744920106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933559349479642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411462642519464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258321580679149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250687621960314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118119974772654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911049102932547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729313301254853,0.16874329593569615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308034189653418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29157956464212964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434701995081305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026212006666665,0.0,0.23790983891321105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119010588620446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270027551831376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.402687263957579,0.0,0.1825461990497648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aemerson1992,2018/02/15,"Has anyone tried Effexor? My doctor just prescribed it to me. I've been taking Celexa for about a year and it helps me a lot but she wants me to try this to help with the depression side of things. After researching online I've only seen negative reviews about it and it kind of scares me to try it.",1.952841530054645,4.1336387377049215,3.2700819672131125,89.72566939890713,79.65573770491805,6.689617486338799,20.002732240437158,7.793537801064563,0.7427355191256826,237,6,49,4,6,77,44,61,0.192,0.733,0.075,-0.8831,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,11,3,1,3,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,1,2,35,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911467788955757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354533266735027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798059524738456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366468524839028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846729645091605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324095425521995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791033266276784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736912297791762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20554034635044968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161499374036827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5568012024101746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612408089235398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604142655662028 anxiety,suburiboy,2018/02/15,How do you not consider suicide? See above. How do you not think about doing it? 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Am I about to be fired? I was recently diagnosed with anxiety, depression, PTSD, ADHD and they think that I might also be Bipolar. I've been struggling with this stuff off and on my whole life but the last 6 months have been some of the worst I've dealt with. It's affecting my performance/attendance at work. I get my stuff done but it's lacking detail sometimes and I don't really go above and beyond because right now I just can't. I have days where I can't get out of bed because the anxiety is so crippling. I work somewhere with unlimited vacation so I use that benefit to help me get better on the days I need it. Problem is that there have been a lot more of those days recently. My boss and I have weekly 1:1 meetings and I haven't yet disclosed any of this to him. Here's why I'm panicing. We have our weekly meeting scheduled for today. As I was looking at my calendar this morning, I also noticed that we have another meeting scheduled for tomorrow (Friday) at 4pm. People are notoriously let go EOD on Fridays so now I'm thinking I'm about to be fired. I haven't been talked to at all about my performance or attendance. Logically, I have no reason, externally, to believe that I'm going to be fired. I know it's all internal dialog but that doesn't make it any less real right now. I love this company. I love my team. As the sole provider for my children and husband, I need this job. We spent our savings moving here FOR THIS JOB. I'm in full on panic mode right now and I can't calm the fuck down. I have the shakes. I've cried so much this morning over this that my eyes are puffy and no amount of makeup covers this shit up. I've already reached out to HR this morning to ask them for a meeting today so I can disclose my medical condition. Should I give them the whole list or leave it to just a couple of things? Should I ask my boss what the meeting is about tomorrow in our meeting today? Should I disclose my medical issues to my boss? I haven't said anything before now to my boss or HR. The guys on my team know some of what I'm dealing with but not everything. I told one person I trust that I'm dealing with intrusive thoughts of killing myself. To be clear, I don't want to die, I just want to be on the other side of this and I feel hopeless as fuck that I'm never going to get there. I normally thrust all of myself into whatever I am tasked with but I'm just so debilitated by everything and life just overwhelms me. I am trying so hard to focus and to get help (I see a therapist weekly and am on Zoloft). Advice please!",2.167226463104328,4.1330698129771015,3.845362595419848,86.93702608142496,77.96946564885495,7.038422391857506,25.4204834605598,8.007285818006526,1.527843002544529,2018,76,416,35,48,674,222,524,0.131,0.775,0.094,-0.9433,2,0,0,0,0,3,52.0,6,0,3,6,30,21,4,6,15,0,45,13,2,8,5,76,87,33,2,10,14,1,5,0,0,4,7,1,1,3,33,26,0,0,8,2,1,7,13,14,0,1,11,9,66,7,69,65,15,58,0,3,3,4,34,27,3,7,24,293,99,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551695764219208,0.07766485699274152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770580845209043,0.1271168515659682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809535718546133,0.08333947893512053,0.12160070957480165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540351696909892,0.0,0.14860216379773927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09689794656360956,0.0,0.06762981552587509,0.08954434562514285,0.0,0.07029171936984173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794075403327761,0.08730271075460429,0.15376995782606634,0.16387639300888052,0.06845417497264325,0.08066836741284862,0.08248548353458346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133345751539447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428591737641422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0401864002899087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469520245484365,0.20761953980555575,0.07624241723543221,0.18067642564019248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869558909410318,0.0,0.0,0.0711965625572845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065446849943379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295424970682573,0.15773904928948826,0.0,0.08793049010011939,0.0,0.08735792020675008,0.06478507371441866,0.0,0.08415559109234784,0.0,0.0812715092419455,0.11227514332481346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674139573856762,0.0,0.0,0.06756924489430306,0.14346376559154214,0.0,0.05305209693210103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601311897404867,0.0,0.0843134627518079,0.0,0.0,0.06343847942593088,0.0844724003195155,0.058425380999377864,0.11786367053564968,0.06129823479172384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787144012747448,0.0,0.09048608441672996,0.0,0.0,0.05385626319028389,0.0,0.0,0.2797504761241628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05509994947211306,0.06939701250892187,0.0,0.0872428370546909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760495900930095,0.0929053796027275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904632186253979,0.0509155601580231,0.08171648977007401,0.15694962127609302,0.0,0.0,0.2036210061150847,0.07560165682980789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633335742074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158289381292996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860564797242563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308752864926225,0.1819662977933781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388130320578113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227993552470454,0.05280156681072614,0.10185242281885336,0.0,0.0630965528608136,0.0,0.0,0.22600718957855695,0.0759445129550295,0.0,0.05396025824347754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686433634906873,0.0,0.0,0.09375621659479128,0.0,0.19125706544100848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717164177802195,0.17746841226271784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572167525760887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rattlesnake30,2018/02/15,"Does anyone else find anything involving finances, taxes, bills, etc...to be utterly panic inducing? I took organic chemistry and that caused me less stress than all of this. There's just so much to keep track of and I have no idea what I'm supposed to be doing and if I'm even doing it right. Is there some type of manual for idiots that covers everything you need to be a functioning adult? 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Like reminiscing, not depressed. Then at book club, this was the first time I'd seen them since December, so they asked how the cruise was (dad got remarried),which I hadn't really thought about. So afterwards big arguments in my head, what would happen when they (dad and wife) come out in June for Bug's recital. And just spiraled to uncontrollable crying at home. I journaled and it all melded into I want everything to be how it was before mom died. So took xanax and just fell asleep. I wasn't even excited about the new stove, it was frustrating that I wasn't excited. I thought I was doing so good, been happy for a few weeks now ",4.186914893617022,6.326462531914897,4.2237056737588645,85.70875000000002,72.61702127659575,8.104255319148937,26.643617021276608,8.841846274778883,2.0242808510638293,591,21,114,12,12,182,97,141,0.166,0.693,0.142,-0.5985,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,3,1,14,11,1,1,4,1,15,3,2,2,1,20,28,13,2,3,4,5,0,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,7,7,0,0,3,3,0,4,4,4,0,1,16,1,12,7,13,10,2,21,0,2,1,0,9,7,0,0,11,72,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499670928541326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410800299026287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281841686838054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821189211898378,0.0,0.0,0.142799695326765,0.0,0.3441397671457345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186497980038604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950657430498267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14900659087853704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102583831751228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390616662295258,0.13260206160100618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661269454070364,0.17649273150147352,0.0,0.0,0.17015434163236884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663067238823305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099946213294787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3883561170690337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293549845068776,0.0,0.16012663441735714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062130466237146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714801415370756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881431297952991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948700803841734,0.09667687492369588,0.0,0.15715504971695352,0.0,0.184205254509278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779066923293467,0.0,0.13299140476083354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777659237948487,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DaveRandomDave,2018/02/15,"Dont know what to do. Hello, I am getting to the end of my tether. I am 40 years old and in the UK with nothing to my name but a room at my grandads house and some money in the bank, I have no friends and my family dont give a shit about me. I have been suffering with something for a long time, im just not sure what it is or how I can get any help. I cant think straight, cant concentrate on anything, cant relax and I cant enjoy anything at all anymore and I am constantly irritated and getting angry because of this. I have always been like this my entire life, I managed to go to uni but after that I started to fall apart. It has up to now, stopped me from keeping a regular job and I cant even leave the house most of the time because of it.... When I think about it, I have been hiding away my entire life, my family has basically just pushed me to one side and im fed up with living like this. I really dont know what I am suppose to do, there does not seem to be any help available anywhere. I cant get a Drs appointment, I have left messages with the mental health team many times and no one gets back to me, i just dont know where to turn anymore. I want to get out and do something before its all over, I just want to find out what is wrong with me and do something about it before its too late, but i really dont know where to start.",3.4269776260902525,3.2520082866894167,4.894169510807735,88.96629787637468,71.93515358361775,8.01281759575275,26.51668562760713,7.594959193182576,1.1332997345468332,1040,30,248,11,18,351,136,293,0.13,0.7829999999999999,0.087,-0.9292,1,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,17,9,1,0,11,0,33,6,1,1,3,47,55,17,0,2,10,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,15,18,1,2,8,2,2,3,15,3,0,2,4,0,34,6,41,50,4,37,0,1,0,0,8,18,1,4,18,172,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748907980544244,0.0,0.0,0.12241203769221097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852018614248694,0.0,0.0,0.14813176056559285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456201430856193,0.06920776064021432,0.0,0.10973158696068187,0.0,0.1531740815300099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726268714181048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876338035428114,0.0,0.5274219193775045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971710613636898,0.0,0.0,0.059446999523038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696961112003643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226231101466751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06953710853433875,0.0,0.2821412307880564,0.08634033778487091,0.05115152491613186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567037534408256,0.0,0.0,0.12065598685292855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770578471643544,0.0,0.0,0.19444020452941044,0.0,0.08931539221443739,0.07999996835485791,0.0,0.0,0.19785606522793614,0.0,0.10152878475670288,0.0953015712888762,0.09778994882714087,0.0,0.12714541525585504,0.0879431215403218,0.0,0.0794754568497306,0.07965098424864801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125024608993716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070317771045687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636156522652258,0.0,0.0944443855623952,0.0,0.12197850289350574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531813449657105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193654572987544,0.0,0.0,0.0923881333342893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078691508130581,0.0,0.0,0.1274110312050285,0.0,0.0,0.07524763533541699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482799932783877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534225840757398,0.0,0.0,0.1574467151571625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789884655781622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617375082992288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840558655155952,0.0,0.05795982631118531 anxiety,elsmeghart,2018/02/15,"I want to help my anxious kindergarten student! I'm a kindergarten teacher and I have a student who is smart, well liked and from a supportive and involved family who is so anxious about school and being away from her mother that she is terrified and breaks right down many times a day. She lost her grandfather last year and we think this may have something to do with it. She's very introspective and good at saying ""I am having anxiety right now"" which is good. It's worse at the beginning of an activity and when we switch activities or go to another room bug once she gets going on something she's generally okay. My questions are: should I keep pushing her to participate? What are things I can do to ease this? What are things I shouldn't do? 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I'm trying to be more vulnerable but im struggling. How do i practice it more i had success with this is the past. Trying to be more open and showing my rough edges. It was liberating to let go, but i seem to be forgetting how to do this. if anybody has ever practiced this or has good advice it would be very much appreciated. Also if anyone needs an ear, just hit me up. 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I don't remember the call at all since i had a few drinks. I am getting really anxious about what i said since I don't know what i said. Ik it is a small chance i said something stupid/mean but since I can't remember there is still that chance. I messaged my friend asking if we are friends still this morning but she never gets up early so u have to wait hours to know. Kinda having a panic attack and i have to go to work soon. Guess i have to wait but i will be super anxious about it. ,0.14917948717948806,2.314579661538464,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,87.0,4.6974358974358985,17.897435897435898,6.079149491110277,-0.3750871794871791,476,12,109,4,15,155,77,130,0.109,0.7090000000000001,0.182,0.86,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,2,8,9,1,1,4,0,16,2,0,0,2,19,31,8,0,1,5,1,0,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,7,3,2,2,5,2,0,1,6,2,0,1,8,5,20,7,9,21,2,10,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,3,6,73,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27544510988023235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396852879881995,0.13868917240831466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489655920668697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119424482428756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767465963715293,0.0,0.1273849203635201,0.0,0.06928373683329701,0.0,0.09750182404536638,0.0,0.13429659048617285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005588236126645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339960790670462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279472176551094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09402379425222993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260874438884952,0.0,0.0,0.14303403297247402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809807523497157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41429765235136784,0.0,0.4638537896594232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025333403432865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385156202939084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471348986610928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875125867746705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,msdachsie,2018/02/15,"Morning troubles Not trying to be gross, but does anyone have to use the bathroom every single morning like clockwork because of nerves/anxiety? I am so tired of it. My stomach hurts so much waking up because I'm not ready to face the day. 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When I was a little kid I didn't know what anxiety was and I thought that was how life was supposed to be. I thought everyone else felt the same way and dealt with the same problems I did. Most of my anxiety had to deal with a fear of death as well as social anxiety. My fear of death made me unable to sleep at night because the thought of losing conciousness and not being aware terrified me. I would have panic attacks thinking about the fact that someday I would have to die and I couldn't do anything about it. I'd lie in my bed at night with every muscle in my body tensed up, my legs trembling uncontrollably and the far too familiar feeling of fear induced adrenaline pumping through my body. Sometimes I would have panic attacks for no reason, they just came and attacked me whenever they wanted to no matter the situation. Again, I had no idea what was happening. I had no concept of what a panic attack was. I just endured it every night and day on my own with no help. It wasn't until I was about 9-10 that I began to realize something wasn't right. I saw my friends walking fearlessly into situations that I couldn't even imagine putting myself in. Still, I didn't know it was a mental disorder. This is when a lot of my self hatred started. I felt like such a little bitch all the time and I couldn't stand it. I wanted to feel brave like the people I saw in movies; the soldiers who went to battle and would die for a cause fearlessly. With this self hatred came depression which made my anxiety worse. Not only was I scared of death, but I was scared of life. Everything was losing meaning and the conciousness I was determined to hold onto so tightly was starting to feel like it didn't matter. No matter what I did I'd never be happy. I would always be afraid and numb and sad and weak. At some point, I got sick of it. I decided I was going to put myself in as many dangerous and scary situations I could until nothing scared me anymore. I had been smoking weed at this point for a while, but I started experimenting with other drugs. Every time I tried a new one I was scared out of my mind, but I still pushed myself to do it. The ones that scared me most were psychedelics. This was mostly because of me still holding on tightly to my conciousness and I was scared to alter it in that way. Not only was I holding on to my conciousness, but I was scared to lose control. I didn't want to lose control of my thoughts or anything else in life. But, every time I tried these new things, I realized that my fear was out of place. I was scared for no reason. I was okay. Nothing bad happened. I was still me. Psychedelics taught me to let go. I learned that I could never be fully in control of life. Life was happening around me, doing as it pleased. and I could do nothing to stop it or alter it. So there was no reason to be so stressed about it. Whether I stress or not, life is still gonna go on. I was just a particle floating in the stream. This stream is going to take me where it's going to take me, and I just need to roll with whatever comes when I get there. My panic attacks started becoming less and less frequent. Even when they did come, I handled them better. I couldn't fight it. It was going to happen whether I liked it or not, so I might as well just take a deep breath and deal with it. The most amazing thing is now that I let go of trying to control my thoughts and my life, I actually gained control of my thoughts and my life. Now that I'm typing that it probably sounds weird, but that's the only way I can think of to put it. Of course, I don't recommend taking drugs to handle mental health issues. It came with its own problems, such as addictions to other drugs and unnecessary drama, but I preferred that over crippling anxiety and depression. Eventually I got over my addictions when I realized what was really important in life, and now I'm sober for the most part except for a crazy weekend every now and then. This turned out to be a lot longer than I meant it to be, but typing it all out helped me comprehend things even better than I did in the first place. TL;DR: tripped a bunch of balls and learned to let go",4.118851590106004,5.170535257950533,4.897404593639578,85.15331537102476,70.97879858657244,7.968598351001178,27.930918727915195,8.291686609442984,1.7798199293286214,3330,117,679,49,60,1077,300,849,0.175,0.721,0.104,-0.9948,0,0,4,0,1,0,80.0,0,0,4,13,43,58,9,21,30,1,83,23,5,14,5,157,143,63,5,19,25,0,7,4,1,7,18,1,1,3,56,47,0,11,31,3,0,20,26,43,2,3,66,10,107,15,114,52,18,103,0,7,2,0,15,39,1,13,44,505,163,5,0.0,0.0,0.03893358837302285,0.08698695112573224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03319739058632696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364696590313176,0.0,0.03956697285165205,0.0,0.0,0.0656634465313423,0.03551667150975822,0.0,0.2269422375609183,0.0,0.0,0.03331221862675097,0.04864152134343625,0.04406295661805641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057107584319115,0.0,0.08863285339060431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136894166432644,0.0,0.04098507395245176,0.0,0.06873523884538632,0.0,0.0,0.22373865209157745,0.09556320895639127,0.0,0.0,0.025730179537106573,0.08226383892453326,0.06872622859542897,0.0,0.08281330100710113,0.0,0.04572526769729293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880310280503028,0.0,0.06665742819984928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905451591999273,0.0,0.1680741618546835,0.03812316750586598,0.03585673275951482,0.039026792911120524,0.0,0.17958027579132116,0.06051916630042105,0.028502330761913983,0.07661450067084699,0.0,0.0,0.033936255885886155,0.0,0.0,0.030824221562983794,0.0,0.020844467060273184,0.0,0.18139447791628865,0.0,0.06381834062714423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411226758844159,0.04247095829877609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0424085054552357,0.0,0.0,0.05348405980698137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045038708168277326,0.0,0.04164196508534343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04385255096675751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239175312586027,0.25362304241956146,0.07796637854047835,0.07997428685495063,0.0,0.035307473059188875,0.0,0.1785375620960487,0.0,0.06783778158866446,0.0,0.07550276310573077,0.0,0.04044916250384562,0.0,0.04345938586325848,0.0,0.0,0.08041331902183332,0.042324272530263087,0.040284463772610336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02958302239259537,0.06154184895918875,0.07706528824169921,0.0,0.11232152493666646,0.0,0.11484636378375647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407030114365158,0.09103009873638644,0.0,0.1872415152615871,0.0,0.04320442056361279,0.0,0.027659465069372138,0.0,0.08336747174000665,0.04379478070644058,0.07543087290474222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043015572074976735,0.07635182975194106,0.0,0.12032211701486108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02555895551938966,0.1230618766101232,0.0,0.0,0.04519537447573575,0.03407170762701009,0.0,0.0,0.3195498027250349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832422698649024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345372551090368,0.03992568144847493,0.0406698330100839,0.0,0.030714558484538725,0.039459023015058485,0.0,0.1129568352268384,0.0,0.1593084532345974,0.033355568451974286,0.09140345592612534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998991926287665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951711971434176,0.051128604620859344,0.0,0.19004194195148008,0.06979255443116082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126206424790734,0.043396336152926235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059662003644668,0.0950048312859426,0.0,0.0,0.07174415223879448,0.036984796723145405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04065831739181745,0.1417079530971872,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LetsThrowawayAccount,2018/02/15,"Want to try out gym training, but I'm too anxious A bit of context: Back in high school my class was often taken to the local gym to do PE there. Our trainer would often flirt with the other girls in my class but would sometimes give a glare to my friend and me. The more he did the more he would find a way to deliberately ignore me when I ask him a question. It got worse and worse to a point where one time when we were finishing off my friend and I were to last to go and he told us straight up that we're ugly. It's a moment in my life I don't want to get back to. A few months later after graduating, I tried a few lessons at an all-girls karate school because I thought it might be fun and my dad has two black belts. But I given up pretty quickly because my mouth would bleed quickly and I would almost faint because I'm not used to exercising. I felt really embarrassed by it and left. I want to try excercising again and am interested in gym membership. I'm a naturally skinny person but I don't do sports and I want to change that, especially since I used to do a lot of swimming lessons as a kid. But my anxiety stops me from doing so, between feeling scared I might get a trainer that was as much of a jackass as my school one and the fact that I get woozy fast from exercising. What can I do to overcoming my anxieties?",4.979298561151079,4.61979911510792,5.999919064748203,82.99290017985612,68.64028776978418,9.108273381294964,29.605215827338128,8.660442795831766,1.9432654676258991,1046,34,231,15,16,349,147,278,0.14,0.768,0.093,-0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,0,2,13,8,0,2,19,0,23,7,2,2,1,46,45,21,0,9,6,1,2,0,2,7,5,0,0,3,10,13,1,2,7,7,0,2,3,3,0,3,11,3,32,5,36,26,7,34,0,0,1,0,17,15,0,7,16,158,42,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843730676283607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656838928846325,0.12233745661385002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123701200092032,0.0,0.0,0.16653744105220925,0.0,0.19803867578556586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822519377199647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455700449958264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05475493740401603,0.0,0.1039758752040918,0.0,0.09897556751361801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673299642460828,0.0,0.16973197137179538,0.10388212811151612,0.061543994392017826,0.0,0.08660981619247315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441487310073167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827122186503303,0.0,0.0,0.11765795979848152,0.0,0.07648879223353619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206472209339056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297582436837648,0.0,0.0,0.08643645474374723,0.0,0.07960598750692409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14676090908986994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455509945004753,0.0,0.0,0.10236953786822194,0.0,0.0,0.11017038339709932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131015859607593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937367590107438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841769547116943,0.3287873431251339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957903183101934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710208685730642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053571823496108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597057157096483,0.06314506928556292,0.0,0.0,0.10347622636096956,0.0,0.2205664509220613,0.0,0.10578409648670824,0.0,0.1302601543111037,0.1870564690551557,0.0,0.0,0.2554902023495884,0.0859559691274977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207145695983679,0.38463236900706,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hey627h,2018/02/15,"I'm gonna beat this I finally had my wake up call. My life is turning into using drugs to escape reality. I finally signed up for treatment the other day. I will gain friends, happiness, and a happy relationship. Usually I post on this for advice, but today I'm posting to say I will get better and I will stick with treatment. I finally realize that I have to choose which way I want my life to go and I have to make a change to get anywhere. 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My anxiety had started to come less often, I started going on dates with a girl, and over all things were looking good. But after that, I feel like all my progress has disappeared and I’m back to square one. Since then my anxiety is just as bad as when I first having problems with it. I feel very panicky, my thoughts keep messing with me, and I just feel very down about this. Like this will never go away, I’ve been dealing with anxiety for 2 years already and I’ve been through a lot of ups and downs. I don’t want to give up and I want to keep pushing to a day I don’t have to deal with this but it’s very discouraging. Any advice would be very appreciated.",3.1714814814814822,4.292906827160497,4.242901234567904,88.68805555555558,73.32098765432099,7.375308641975309,25.84567901234568,7.793537801064563,1.2139901234567905,614,20,135,8,12,200,94,162,0.141,0.757,0.102,-0.5121,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,2,0,5,0,18,0,0,0,3,35,35,14,0,4,4,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,14,0,3,5,0,0,5,3,6,1,2,9,6,15,4,27,23,4,26,0,1,2,0,4,8,0,2,15,97,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481839829476595,0.1041555339678988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966276946286948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990316505890972,0.0,0.4494310311480586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673435342639304,0.11039392390477032,0.0903492699908618,0.09810653095655833,0.0,0.0,0.09998276435862356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121475115704452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515539198129447,0.2422720609060256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376435517006549,0.08394111561762724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994435903301756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271548764857348,0.13355447112694152,0.09855235936326644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088765385063924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480788799383268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866933971661908,0.0,0.0,0.09989321777127257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062226352570256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07962017979673458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243041529412623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719616299236278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633241058038645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780609346802538,0.0,0.0,0.0932808662491547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4847437852607675,0.13860758953817645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564546858063494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834677260202387,0.0,0.0,0.07566532925745191 anxiety,Roadlesssoul,2018/02/15,"First few days of Sertraline/Zoloft. Help Just started taking 50mg Sertraline, I’m on the third day. I already had super bad insomnia and a stressful job and was just exhausted. I’ve taken it before, about three years ago for six months. And I knew the first few weeks were rough. But I think I forgot just how bad. I feel so physically and mentally terrible. Night times are horrific. I’m so tempted to stop but also really want to get through this initial few weeks in case I feel better afterwards. Has anyone else had terrible side effects at first but then felt better once they got through the first bit? How quickly did you start feeling better? 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For example, do you think the brain is powerful enough to cause you to feel fatigued all the time. 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A few years ago this girl I liked tried to get me to talk more, and I was making progress but she had to get away from the school, we couldn't talk as we weren't friends on Facebook and didn't have each others numbers. She's engaged now, I wish I was with her but I had my chance. I really wish I could cut the anxiety out of my brain, and try again.",-0.0663636363636364,1.7009717070707069,2.216454545454546,96.80468181818183,84.45454545454545,6.384242424242425,17.980808080808078,7.554174236665415,0.12745171717171733,345,8,87,6,10,117,65,99,0.173,0.6679999999999999,0.159,0.1509,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,2,0,0,1,3,7,3,0,3,0,12,3,2,1,0,16,19,8,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,18,3,12,11,3,8,0,0,0,1,10,4,2,0,5,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994732711717866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141035396802141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695273634139043,0.0,0.15065812445526472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142839065249274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406499498590214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701008103261188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940588768661072,0.16681194745618885,0.18854272948655865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815285235944156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044371124620115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311863010225656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826128059210992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521692964577946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350874903509728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450110038427265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149894011444878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161961031652982 anxiety,iam_potato,2018/02/15,"Anxiety related to the shooting + public spaces Hi guys. I know this probably sounds silly or overreacting but all the shootings in past few years in US (I am also in US) have slowly been increasing my fear of crowds/popular places. Part of me knows its unlikely, but in end, everyone thinks that. Does anyone have any ideas on how to feel safer out in public?",3.9771078431372544,6.232046808823532,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,73.55882352941177,9.239215686274509,26.03921568627451,9.725611199111238,2.7512568627450977,285,10,51,8,6,94,56,68,0.079,0.8540000000000001,0.067,-0.2263,0,0,0,2,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,11,8,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,11,7,4,13,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630116325852507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14991983344358287,0.0,0.1686507043479913,0.0,0.0,0.1541502166431449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19292535418546908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526143833367954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21065823786747045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480779203887845,0.1114708086458052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828929413666628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488716315898114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423172500351432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23873585799541325,0.21045327655042464,0.0,0.0,0.23033296865368916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769233269458706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412613701680948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5303706085260215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196851340454064 anxiety,loserella,2018/02/15,"Anxious for no reason A few hours ago I was watching something on YouTube and I was thinking of a bunch of different things. One thought passed through my mind and immediately planted an anxious seed. Now it’s 3 am and I can’t sleep because whatever thought that was made me anxious and I cannot get over it no matter how much I write in my journal or how badly I want to sleep. In therapy years ago I was told to find the source of my anxiety, but how can I fight it when I have no idea why I’m anxious?",3.826145552560648,4.322495415094341,4.898733153638816,86.91216981132077,71.26415094339623,7.943935309973044,33.06738544474393,7.957251820313856,2.1797159029649587,398,19,88,5,7,131,71,106,0.198,0.78,0.022,-0.9274,1,0,1,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,4,0,9,2,2,5,0,20,17,10,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,8,1,13,0,11,9,3,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,6,60,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311279814218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353314766139692,0.6706436592931232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391604599693268,0.09046928191257947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505673126326708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356439364835374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753803395574928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615383134126694,0.0,0.0,0.16753668362817814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042901150978912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985166619313295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909833390561546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056637173670918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259006846057666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970341083709823,0.0,0.0,0.11425317192440605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697196253670337,0.0,0.09859692599552933,0.09509505495484503,0.0,0.23564172537875824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418119949060388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753598905837402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391682792080242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557109327197837 anxiety,florinchen,2018/02/15,"Fuck anxiety I just hate that it keeps coming back, that I have completely anxiety - free periods and than it hits me again fully blown out of nowhere. I know that I shouldn't just see myself as the victim and do something to prevent it instead but it's just not working sometimes.",4.945,6.5069247962963,5.189814814814816,81.8991666666667,69.55555555555556,8.362962962962964,32.01851851851852,8.841846274778883,2.7346074074074065,225,10,41,4,4,71,42,54,0.166,0.7709999999999999,0.063,-0.544,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,3,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,13,10,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,5,8,0,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,3,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4737295014141175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380849989183336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667173063178227,0.32463931131078794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862463120673757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3056937774942225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752117999923496,0.0,0.0,0.17016357934433324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24673361394832766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383669407817085,0.30623023954810313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254130412325881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Buckeye451,2018/02/15,I'm afraid of existing. The past couple of days my anxiety has gotten worse. I've been having these weird feelings where I'm feeling anxious thinking about my existence and things around me and thinking about the past and future and home I will one day be dead no matter how much i don't want to. Add to the mix also feeling like reality isn't what I think.,4.544583333333332,5.582263180555557,5.267666666666667,82.944,69.97222222222221,7.982222222222222,28.288888888888888,8.238735603445708,1.865735555555556,287,10,56,4,5,93,53,72,0.214,0.6990000000000001,0.087,-0.8632,0,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,17,6,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,6,1,7,13,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770335042983262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16935126598866684,0.25009073356111056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707068063984626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24494722242343986,0.0,0.2855371170110841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358015486136756,0.15815034135530268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205717077393236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815264094901504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627360937730117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500094265006396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226549655166255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470717106314424,0.4255444760651332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057270825273026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22560003349060756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,evilninjection,2018/02/15,"You vs Anxiety Anxiety is being trapped in your own skin like a bug in a spider’s web. Anxiety is having something you hate but can’t get rid of. Anxiety is running from danger, not running to safety. Anxiety is like a fire. Not the good kind. And you can’t put it out either. Anxiety is all-consuming. It’s irrational. It’s literal hell. Anxiety will do anything to convince you of your worst fears. Anxiety will convince you that you are it. But you aren’t your anxiety. You’re so much more than that. You’re beautiful, and anxiety is ugly. You are brave, and anxiety is scared. You are capable, and anxiety is limited. You are *not* your anxiety. Let me repeat that. *You* are *NOT* your anxiety. Never forget this. Anxiety wants you to identify yourself as it. Don’t fall for its trap. You are in charge. Anxiety will tell you otherwise, but deep down, you *know* you are more than your illness. Sometimes anxiety will make you think it’s won. It hasn’t. It knocked you down and you came right back up. You might be hurt but you’re *still going*. I’ll leave you with this. You’re going to win. By it’s very nature, anxiety cannot beat you. All it takes is time—and time, well, time is on your side, and so am I. 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My reaction? Screaming, trying to leave, having an anxiety attack, and crying on the floor. My roommates were around filming and laughing, but I was genuinely caught off guard. I know panicking is an irrational response, but I can't control it. Now I feel like a dick because I know he put a lot of work into this, and I should be grateful, but fuck. He's a very over the top person, and I don't know if I can handle any more surprises like that. I can giggle about it now, but part of me is still shocked and stressed. I'm so embarrassed. 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I've been on a school project in Louisiana for my cégep (pre-university) program, and having major panic attacks every night. Tonight, a friend shared a cigarette, and it stopped the attack within a few minutes. Anyone experienced the same? I can't find anything saying that someone used cigarettes to cope until they fixed their underlying issues, which i am working on. Until then, if this can work as a last resort, I'm ok with the health side effects if it keeps me from going a-wire. P.S. Currently on 112.5mg of effexor and 2mg of abilify. Thanks, Alex.",5.2338383838383855,7.435950181818183,6.0184848484848485,73.68217171717174,69.9090909090909,8.888888888888891,32.22222222222222,9.444778638647367,3.3788282828282834,480,22,78,11,9,157,87,110,0.126,0.778,0.096,-0.5267,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,1,8,3,1,8,1,5,1,0,2,0,13,10,10,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,2,6,4,15,9,3,16,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,2,8,49,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214673922433412,0.0,0.1555232989887202,0.0,0.0,0.6450128465037369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15923287312631498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273413807530036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601379852780896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740780873576336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088834875370856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725726042584327,0.0,0.16798367817996002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405270016372674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735503316147233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217399458862485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029304422996825,0.0,0.1912687469291313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16013126440940048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580047444758783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17399730744353306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16322734370381736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751750599141006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,countout,2018/02/15,Anxiety I have horrible anxiety and well i have a hard time meeting new people. I never get out but im fine with that i am independent. The provlem with me is i do want to find friends but i do have anger spikes and i can yell and get loud if someone offends me. Are these symptoms normal for an anxiety disorder?,0.3032118055555557,2.7310347031250046,2.6708333333333343,88.57972222222223,92.59375,6.594444444444445,25.86111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.9541340277777777,247,12,51,6,9,84,46,64,0.284,0.588,0.128,-0.8873,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,3,0,9,1,0,1,1,14,12,6,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,9,3,5,12,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511864164832155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752547477375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951032747727708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555415326800195,0.0,0.25095702272893644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21514445827984244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594239843528673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523331807157145,0.23195694134276754,0.0,0.0,0.23531485509875266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650310569258747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034946113230653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496277917296483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004461086360673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416580359018339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159409831875003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Michael_Riendeau,2018/02/15,"I am completely frustrated, anxious, depressed and violently angry deep inside after losing net neutrality. Distracting me from school and life. We have lost the battle for Net Neutrality on December 14th 2017. Against all public outcry, the FCC has robbed us of our internet protections from blocking, throttling and discriminating against content Corporate Thugs want to exploit or simply don't like. The FCC have shown great contempt for public opinion through mockery and blatant lying to our faces and basically gave us all the finger as they sold us out. Despite the coming court battles against all of that by so many people, because,of blatant disrespect to the people and fraud in the comment period, I am afraid that we can still lose because government agencies tend to be able to get away with all the shit they want as long as they follow kabuki theatrical procedure for rulemaking. All of this has brought great frustration, anger, anxiety, stress and close depression to the point that it is keeping me from enjoying life and doing my school work for do college I might not be able to complete thanks to the backstabbing FCC. What can I have for advice to not be TOO angered by all of this shit going on? Because there is a lot of shit going on in our government at the behest of Corporate Thugs who's cash matter more than our voices. I am autistic. The internet is my place of relaxation. However, even now, that could all be robbed from me.",9.195637362637363,9.246282761538467,8.354395604395606,68.24346153846156,59.84615384615386,11.736263736263735,39.72527472527472,11.20814326018867,4.718335164835166,1178,55,186,28,14,368,152,260,0.224,0.664,0.113,-0.9859,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,9,0,3,4,6,25,11,3,13,0,22,7,5,0,9,35,36,13,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,14,0,3,0,1,2,5,3,19,0,0,4,2,22,6,45,26,9,22,0,5,0,0,17,12,3,4,6,137,31,6,0.2342371741810632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444692782527867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08959539855658685,0.13231066693186913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003676787968653,0.0,0.0,0.14278880726992854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088729239007216,0.2455932205801117,0.0,0.0,0.09350966176562232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017481348910561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735572220159441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118962786338416,0.0,0.1331223840848955,0.0,0.0,0.25824731146448965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410038148008577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544864334030318,0.05721822576409261,0.0,0.0,0.10364626406811643,0.0,0.2620514823598921,0.1278487728521689,0.09957003454406163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873986482067575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242443128062066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623905633664086,0.0,0.12236399608902612,0.0,0.11071492087336947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23706052559713384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606616398273309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353105493874496,0.0,0.13415894580980342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078270596145359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4226377195158838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815915420790767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526372627754708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dookofcards,2018/02/15,School/fam I’ve never had a bad anxiety attack like this. I saw the school shooting on the news and idk what happen it just hit me. I’m not a person that gets scared easy at all you can put me in a stressful situation and I will be fine but this shit just made me want to fucking curl up in a ball. 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My boyfriend got orders last Friday to deploy this week. We’ve been together for a year, and live together now. I’ve only made one friend here since I moved to town last May. We have a good routine, and three months alone is definitely going to be challenging. My best friend since I was 12 just “broke up” with me, (we’re 26 now.) I start my new job Monday, and his parents showed up this morning to see him before he leaves. I’m an emotional wreck and I can’t sleep. Is it wrong to feel like my space was totally invaded by them? I’ve been sitting in our room while they finish packing because I’m emotionally drained. I just needed to get that out. 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I am sorry if this is a stupid question but every night when I go to bed I feel like I am going to either die in my sleep or I start crying because I start appreciate a lot more people in my life than how I do now. When I say I feel like dying I mean I feel like the next day or something I won't be alive. I have also gotten a lot of Deja vu moments. Also I feel like I have been faced with a choice between life or death in the past couple of days. It just feels like things are being taken away from me that I have to just sit and watch it happen.,1.9054761904761897,2.4786354206349235,4.0112698412698435,91.23928571428571,75.74603174603175,6.234920634920635,19.555555555555557,5.82211442006289,-0.20554920634920704,437,7,104,2,9,151,80,126,0.166,0.6859999999999999,0.14800000000000002,-0.3666,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,6,0,13,4,2,1,0,20,26,11,3,1,8,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,1,0,6,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,7,19,5,13,20,4,18,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,7,16,75,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111816319765124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100878042979924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405413564787267,0.0,0.0,0.0804891965085231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460976394963246,0.14503764611856265,0.17030729465382685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27406939068444663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124778886754493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338121378848071,0.4716402033252175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15008058316555195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676085037379436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652482110466864,0.3225357158904569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245081314147298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438281925513651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042401080279854,0.1239088066199268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604530104986095,0.09153858916420356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791288350603066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500199189078736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321334502329105,0.0,0.0,0.10164937548229724,0.0,0.14780583600374966,0.1869144849183612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772024253778228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ioncehadsexinapool,2018/02/15,"Quick tip that has helped me! If you’re feeling socially anxious, think me. Yep. You read that right, **me**. Scream it in your head “**ME ME ME ME ME ME ME**” Now do it again. Idky but this helps. I stop ruminating and focus on **my reality** rather than ***someone else’s*** when you play into someone else’s reality, you try to fit “their” expectations. Fit **your** expectations. Which if you do, you’ll find that you care less. Or at least **I** do. Cheers :) ",-2.2328174936921776,-7.103429229885055,0.2927333894028621,96.74328847771238,191.8735632183908,3.6074011774600514,13.616204093075414,5.314488395463012,-0.4763017101205498,335,10,74,6,41,111,58,87,0.058,0.6679999999999999,0.275,0.9751,0,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,8,1,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,0,0,13,8,6,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,22,3,6,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,3,5,51,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280164640683672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252848224386898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414337301879235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253941171253383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666364886464385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545152156797689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324526858061771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24806288983069066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117870399420156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528004654898359,0.4202520369484951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733557546809772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890568132888866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837285483355982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Neuesich,2018/02/15,"Can anxiety destroy your life? Essentially, I've had severe anxiety my whole life from school, to friendships, relationships, grades, being dumb, things I tweet or put on snap, how I look, etc. It can pretty much be anything, but it mostly focuses on the social aspect. Most of the time, these things are ALL I can think about. It's like they're always in my head. Sometimes they won't leave, and I feel like I'm going fucking mad. I will obsess over these things, and sometimes they can be week long obsessions that take huge chunks of time out of my days. Honestly, my brain would not know what to do and would freak out if I didn't have anything to worry/obsess about. Anyways, I always saw social anxiety/general anxiety disorder somewhat of a ""temporary"" disorder, and that things like OCD were more severe. Since mine was more severe, I always thought it was OCD. However, I'm questioning that. Can SA and GAD be on the same level as OCD and ADHD? Can they affect your life just as much? Are they lifelong disorders like OCD and ADHD? Can SA and GAD be just as serious? 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My best friend and I get along well most of the time. I consider him family. We're online friends, so it can be difficult to communicate sometimes. I'm a very emotional and open guy. He is not into expressing his emotions through words. Even though I am not very affectionate myself, I will occasionally let him know that I really care about him, only to get a very short/out of it response. Because I have severe anxiety and depression, I'm naturally sensitive. When he gives those seemingly cold responses, I'm not sure what to make of it. My rationality says that he doesn't express emotions the way I do, and I should relax, but my anxiety says: ""he doesn't really care about you the way you care about him, idiot"" or ""you overwhelmed him by telling him you care and value his presence, now he wants to ghost you"", and it sends me into panic attacks. I don't express these panic attacks to anyone. I have issues connecting and trusting people, so it isn't easy for me to put myself out there emotionally. Thanks to not being able to read social cues over text, I can never tell if he actually enjoys my company, or if he secretly wants to ghost me. Does anyone have any advice for how to handle this situation? I would like to accept that my friend loves me in his own way and that he does appreciate me without having to say it, but my anxiety keeps finding ""what ifs"".",5.0803612351912975,6.316817937269378,6.213959992231501,75.91582831617792,68.88929889298893,9.5429015342785,29.02330549621285,9.811843763644266,2.794966051660517,1115,40,206,26,19,373,147,271,0.14,0.654,0.206,0.9734,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,5,0,2,13,28,3,3,5,0,19,1,0,2,2,43,38,20,2,8,12,0,0,1,4,3,0,3,0,1,15,13,0,1,5,2,0,2,10,8,1,0,0,4,40,20,30,32,5,15,0,2,0,1,40,6,0,8,5,143,55,1,0.08856451588548435,0.0,0.08642619191922586,0.0,0.0,0.17308843983221536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06022690780878592,0.0,0.2032548367219665,0.0,0.0,0.12385273746938595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015098448167585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398810685767449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18588599085079985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611897058432818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628048775731128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500680935425584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984926396528972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058496027470519976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349074353677012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094636303784528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736989011173788,0.0,0.09254260836914892,0.08495915372348599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769279481998178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924383448008434,0.0,0.078720211012718,0.0,0.0,0.04867274176847672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056321792244153,0.0,0.043268148895154235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07993293337620984,0.0,0.05911750206829733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566946633218063,0.06830641448010326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735730520084245,0.0,0.20782275420132496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061399484002483136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903180014833847,0.0,0.0,0.08858848270126941,0.0,0.11347339340055908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129017325455154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062580901155242,0.0,0.10005269406339937,0.0,0.0,0.09955022656303802,0.0,0.0902803707527736,0.0,0.0,0.08759257079955139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347100810407601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481858104593216,0.08153830720938292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701418719088043,0.0,0.05164268142979631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21922500249589386,0.10447529219348424,0.21089517111302025,0.0,0.0,0.07963013595182247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537303288148741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291369104495037,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Peliclan75,2018/02/15,How do i clear my mind? It's been so cluttered lately. I feel like there's this nagging feeling in the back of my head and its driving me crazy. I just want to relax without feeling like there's something i'm missing. ,2.3023333333333333,4.173976066666668,3.2197222222222237,92.01625,77.22222222222223,4.5,29.027777777777786,3.1291,0.7684444444444445,173,8,35,0,4,55,36,45,0.146,0.5589999999999999,0.295,0.6705,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,1,0,1,0,2,1,1,1,1,10,8,3,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,3,4,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307607554151053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4552234250109463,0.4287874213542518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079923547060144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385293621712803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29323042636370195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030185756734306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310340238598671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17700858054155572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892886738980016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TastesLikeVaniller,2018/02/15,"Every day I become more of a misanthrope The recent school shooting has reinforced my pre-existing anxious thoughts. I'm sick of constantly having to be reminded of how awful humanity is. Having social anxiety, most of my interaction with others is done via the internet. As everyone is aware, anonymity brings out the absolute worst in people, and I'm exposed to perpetuated bigotry and just general awfulness practically every day of my life. Seeing these kinds of comments, the only thing I can think is, ""Why should I learn to overcome my anxiety if these are the sort of people I might end up talking to?"" I'm quite young, but it was around the 9th grade I told myself that I would steer clear of relationships for as long as I'm alive, due to how distrusting I am of everyone. I'm *always* hearing about others' horrible experiences and stories of how they were abused in a relationship, and having witnessed my parent's dysfunctional partnership first hand, my idea of living with someone else is a life full of misery. I am legitimately incapable of picturing myself in a happy relationship, and every day the idea of having a partner comes into my head, I have to (figuratively) slap myself. Hell, even the idea of friendship is something I've began avoiding. People tell me to avoid news, and for the most part, I do. I also try not to intentionally seek out things online I know will upset me. There are some things that cannot be ignored, though, and many times no matter how hard you try to block it out, you're going to be reminded of the gloom of the world around you. Besides, turning a blind eye to something isn't going to stop it from happening. As the title would suggest, every day my idea of what humankind is like worsens. Every day I become more convinced that those around me are people who will hurt and manipulate me. Every day, my social anxiety begins to feel less like a burden, and more like something that's only keeping me safe. I've told my therapist my thoughts, and she hasn't given me much advice to change my viewpoint. I've told my counselors my thoughts, and they haven't said much to change my viewpoint. I've told my mentor about my thoughts, and *she* hasn't told me enough to change my viewpoint. All people ever seem to say is, ""There's good people out there"", but if the amount of negativity I ever see and hear about happening around me far outnumbers the good, how am I supposed to believe that? 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Yeah. I'm a freak I guess. No one really taught me how to purchase things at a grocery store etc using a card so I usually just pay with paper. I barely know how the card itself works a part from that I know it's fully functional as I ordered things online with it.,1.787912087912087,2.793491747252752,4.1327472527472535,88.58725274725279,76.58241758241758,7.397802197802199,22.89010989010989,7.957251820313856,0.9854131868131876,323,9,74,5,7,113,60,91,0.147,0.792,0.061,-0.7466,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,1,6,1,3,0,0,5,0,15,14,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,5,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,10,0,10,12,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,50,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734412757533777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754801909999288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269943486513726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205882842203029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358501711530807,0.0,0.26663919390571433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990638151678412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401554897012752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621104971415241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550598399472002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216070872331335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4180972937651651,0.2665777098037458,0.0,0.14276405772737585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17621120526000136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thatgemini2,2018/02/15,"My meds aren't helping So I've been taking citalopram (celexa) for about two months and I feel no difference, even with a higher dosage. My anxiety is still as bad and my depression is getting worse. What should I do?",2.0585714285714296,4.756290571428573,2.5764761904761926,91.55185714285713,83.76190476190476,6.217142857142857,22.685714285714287,7.554174236665415,1.1173371428571437,172,6,34,3,5,53,36,42,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,5,0,4,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,24,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24694390285069825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.269527557850964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278030304153292,0.0,0.0,0.33726110101008305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21320876134315447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321922073992426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865157990253768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21636847706316475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585620757866357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25765878760298583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25779140576878123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427081656435124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.315332253379055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32896448944849965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ConfusedWithLife0,2018/02/15,"Anyone have experience with the St. John's Wort herbal supplement? How well has it worked? There is a herbal supplement called St. John's Wort that is over the counter at least where I live. It's supposed to help with stress and other mental conditions. Has anyone taken it for anxiety? How well has it worked? I am wondering if I should make a habit of taking it, but want to hear what other people think of it.",3.5952857142857155,5.7176981,3.912142857142858,87.37000000000003,74.25,7.571428571428572,21.42857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.1272321428571437,328,8,65,6,7,102,53,80,0.042,0.862,0.096,0.4784,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,0,12,15,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,3,2,9,13,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,44,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957908186324287,0.0,0.0,0.3282779574602548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397006232899908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22962539751472524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645743801855244,0.0,0.1573444495150911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072839041667118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566939352788231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365674831124208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274244404513838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688993039865645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764988284538671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504149493807453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845852835839767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221274219152112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25457065456267497,0.3417939297739768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,The_God_Of_Memes,2018/02/15,"Acid attacks Until now, I've only felt that I've suffered from social anxiety. But recently, just walking around London (I'm a student) I have the constant fear of being a victim of an acid attack. This has only started on the last few days. I hasn't stopped me going to to lectures or anything like that, it just makes every trip stressful as fuck. I don't why I'm posting here here exactly, I'm guess I'm just trying to offload. I don't know...",1.2871428571428574,3.6272718351648368,3.3897692307692324,86.96773076923077,83.39560439560441,4.958681318681318,25.583516483516483,6.2581,1.0506958241758235,351,15,66,3,10,119,63,91,0.247,0.708,0.045,-0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,8,4,2,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,12,17,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,1,3,5,1,10,15,1,14,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,2,9,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365297270184705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16528595667899318,0.1788028907602918,0.0,0.4570014743679148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705211943775174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295343928766505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922839176229526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22601690326046303,0.0,0.0,0.19285160477861754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568654323955586,0.0,0.0,0.11415011472314872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22126363143214492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038425824777756,0.1637230440140704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09812725455789484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407179004443998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055174581095663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236287681576772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831936801870495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20474564197107792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216569156926434,0.0,0.0,0.1679231698422855,0.2300778965250422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636687015826068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18123974476776897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SerendipityTinkerer,2018/02/15,"Drank my ass off for valentine's day Hey, Just wanted to say I drank pretty hard for Valentine's day. Got to a bar where all people were all people were watching some soccer match. Felt pretty lonely and pretty miserable, in the end. Didn't have enough change to have a fourth beer. Meh. I feel disgusted about myself, about how I am unable to love and feel loved. Been single for 7 years. In the end, I guess my worst anxiety is about staying alone and fantasizing about love that I can't reach, romance I can't live. I'm a pretty bad excuse for a human being. I don't stand out. That's the kind of person I am. I don't even have the courage to keep up, given this anxiety disorder disease, pest, plague-thing. I didn't ask for it, but still, I'm way too abnormal. There's no way someone could love a loser like myself. I've always been a loser. I wish I could die, find the courage to die, or something. There's too much to remind me how very flawed I am, how very unlikeable I am. Like a ghost, not exactly dead but not making any kind of ripple in this world anyways. Hey, thanks for coping with me until the end of this message. Thank you.",2.1288207643572434,4.017283386266101,3.3225505824647463,91.0033762517883,77.79828326180255,5.983159615777643,20.10811363171878,6.868970318607317,0.2580637236868997,891,21,188,9,21,288,131,233,0.192,0.61,0.198,0.755,0,4,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,16,20,1,1,13,0,21,9,1,4,3,29,42,10,4,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,5,4,1,4,3,0,0,9,7,0,0,11,6,21,13,28,28,7,20,0,4,1,5,13,8,1,3,10,117,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119062494815668,0.0,0.0,0.08990548095153746,0.0,0.0,0.07347707200942143,0.0,0.1653144839235735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101129386518087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021645931515906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430158809622905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253677896067904,0.0,0.0,0.13936542152236198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242757495311816,0.0,0.12383359388662622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870982131361437,0.11164357150582142,0.0,0.0713653909704705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092657114897142,0.0,0.10374405049641736,0.0,0.09875489149660234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864167108660583,0.0,0.11902823094818366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967907427304098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960389769891945,0.0,0.22503295643204213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557463458616516,0.0,0.0954093073854761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39007401278212495,0.0,0.07212359250254799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942849792343462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981523945128192,0.09434427931272137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396989896328776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592495635781268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915496254427157,0.08318145203568872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516593105658315,0.08628812599265619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895413157758554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830359530546952,0.06373014028943827,0.17152864323820924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425109684572876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958005784085566 anxiety,nonpersoninlimbo,2018/02/15,"What kind of jobs can socially anxious people have while still be comfortable and content? I kind of worded that question lamely... But yeah, where are you anxious people employed at? Do you work around lots of people? Does it drive you bonkers? Are you happy at your job? What jobs should anxious (especially socially anxious) people pursue? I'm struggling with this whole employment thing right now. I was a janitor for a year but the place I clean for didn't renew the cleaning contract, so I have to find another job soon. It seems like my options are super limited because I'll go crazy if I have to deal with lots and lots of people. I just want a job I won't be completely miserable at every day. Help! 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Up until the last few days I really did think my anxiety was cleared up. I have been working on it every day, focusing on positive thinking, meditation etc and feeling amazing. Then one small thing and it’s all gone wrong. It’s dumb, its something that I would usually enjoy, but everything about it just felt wrong so quickly. I think I over reacted and i’m replying it my head over and over. It messed up my sleep last night and it’s been hard to focus at work today. I guess i’m posting just to let it go, I went through a dozen possible reactions, mostly pretty extreme. I don’t need to take any drastic steps. So I am just going to post some of my achievements these last 12 months. I left my toxic workplace for a new job, more of a challenge more money I went back to uni part time to grow my career further I have rebuilt old friendships I thought lost, in one case it could lead to more I have really helped some people, or at least they have told me so, being a good friend and listening. I gave a presentation in front of 30 people, a week later in front of over 200 people I danced, on camera… this is the worst one I pushed myself to really learn how to paint warhammer… yeah i’m a nerd Eating and exercising more I can’t let little things derail me. I can’t let them get in the way on my relationships. 12 months ago I would completely withdraw, hurting those around me. Thats not fair, it’s not productive. I can do better. Tomorrow is another day, and it's going to be great.",2.8738764186633015,4.695172439344262,4.228278688524593,85.64171185372007,75.42622950819671,7.44640605296343,25.173392181588913,8.263242389622931,1.5783518284993687,1194,41,241,21,26,394,179,305,0.11,0.759,0.131,0.7748,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,7,12,16,1,1,10,1,25,4,2,3,2,37,48,16,0,4,8,0,3,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,20,9,1,0,7,2,1,13,6,9,0,4,12,4,35,7,36,27,13,61,0,3,0,0,8,22,1,5,23,166,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662828750701285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645709634186972,0.10247433238358264,0.07476019582956914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699694443316021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514533542912237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864307901436036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246395217153642,0.0,0.0,0.07802633548350625,0.0,0.0,0.18907574141596145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999819339096774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899042958846172,0.0,0.0,0.08233845063721408,0.0,0.08782991352602178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049413250397374237,0.0,0.09383237750481092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550293922597857,0.0,0.0510578515805793,0.0,0.16661997709402854,0.08196801260744117,0.0,0.1077433656671066,0.1076563123053064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754338651125329,0.0,0.10029516831124784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550374206391181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461780681598837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697807073731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389794343137613,0.0,0.0,0.10617968907293716,0.3997262165681664,0.0,0.0,0.09794722159831576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667957784641792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600807467641525,0.0,0.0,0.07246266178255037,0.0,0.09438447233219098,0.0,0.09170932079862112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254709828538633,0.0,0.19866519513741945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582783845628144,0.0,0.2032529099774996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101714894439625,0.1871891716536013,0.09942257263499868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878175182445546,0.0,0.0,0.10492125396183824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779667245774164,0.0,0.0,0.07523432304275225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347786190904605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984975132730525,0.18785680862255716,0.0,0.0775836039861839,0.05698487237679159,0.0,0.09263291204393198,0.0933814725350219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076314879290158,0.0,0.0,0.07757042610251415,0.07838997933567685,0.0,0.0,0.1811861398392121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14229152336751502,0.0,0.0,0.13884362917224044,0.2136962890031627,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayyoyo27,2018/02/15,On the Verge of a Panic Attack I just need someone to talk to someone if that's possible,5.670526315789478,4.614045526315788,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,67.42105263157895,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.958642105263157,71,3,14,1,1,25,17,19,0.314,0.6859999999999999,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,10,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019861199793329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620042112184816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145795590323511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983485215758621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987838476356294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2840089805785733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RantBitch_,2018/02/15,"Med with least side effects to treat GLAD? I've been refusing to try any because I don't want them to cause any ED or drowsiness. Any recommendations to try first?",3.184895833333332,5.496028531250001,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,76.1875,6.7666666666666675,26.291666666666664,7.793537801064563,1.3853416666666667,131,5,27,2,3,41,25,32,0.11,0.7,0.19,0.5955,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,5,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6537596890206046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534595213456815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291948143652277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257824322985913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35595245908828005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43513483609602055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18901223450820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PurpleCircus,2018/02/15,"I just want to feel better - Anyone have advice? Would be greatly appreciated. So here's my story. I've been dealing with anxiety and depression on and off for pretty much my whole life. What made it really awful was last summer, I used a drug called Phenibut. I used this too much without any breaks and when I came off of it I had extreme anxiety and this sent me into a depersonalized/derealized state. After this, I was extremely afraid of this state and had it on and off and basically shut everyone out of my life because I was so anxious. But now, I am trying to feel better. I have started eating better, doing some light exercise, meditating at least 20 minutes daily, I've quit porn and I'm taking supplements. I have been doing this for a little while (2-3 weeks?) and I'm now not sure if I'm feeling any better after today. I was feeling pretty happy up until today when my mood just crashed hard and I felt super anxious, sad and depersonalized and started having suicidal thoughts. I have still been avoiding people and I basically have no social life right now as it just makes me too anxious to think about going out, but I was feeling happier and a little less anxious up until now. Basically, anyone have any advice on reducing anxiety? I really believe my DP/DR stems from my anxiety as the two are always tied together. And experience with meditation/exercise for reducing anxiety? Does quitting porn after daily use do anything in your experience? Any comments or suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.",5.406270478637972,7.3715534770318065,6.897489559910056,68.52257870221653,69.0,9.52707998715066,31.59155155798265,9.910423181423305,3.5827964664310947,1226,53,194,31,22,419,151,283,0.113,0.753,0.134,0.8817,0,1,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,7,16,15,0,2,5,1,26,8,0,5,1,49,50,28,1,4,9,0,7,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,21,1,1,8,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,15,8,25,10,34,31,6,43,0,2,0,2,7,17,0,3,20,144,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543633612322392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070434872517526,0.0,0.0,0.2302572944461257,0.0,0.3237818339110498,0.38251777279064464,0.0,0.11837730541466915,0.0,0.06965903650573943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05160133514069847,0.0,0.0,0.09537060283365846,0.0,0.2994611710528297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643624479332038,0.09681607490607587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726955500289041,0.07290818742427219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407704014946677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816613774393113,0.08661721143088118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088588879470293,0.0,0.16560621994156566,0.0,0.0,0.2140057641052857,0.0,0.08127645716178084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048108061739795455,0.0,0.0,0.1866519697565948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011059244829754,0.0758290101219517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900035386525001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937059052754312,0.0,0.16968136952392165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009707088640054,0.056503963825757036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244537277657492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586850611344915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223723155193854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006957785013816,0.0,0.0,0.10845682397885788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228991016394214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628914661004006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983020575813627,0.0,0.0676009192069733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259242916696736,0.0,0.0797808205252544,0.0,0.06364562483225618,0.0,0.0,0.07793356281613158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05423975627097125,0.0,0.06720196837724103,0.0,0.0,0.16047498971500826,0.0,0.0,0.05747121520418315,0.0,0.0826899179220497,0.0,0.0,0.21932905682428494,0.0,0.0,0.04992826087244095,0.0,0.06790044083730437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450775112189347,0.0,0.08159875828409928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202646525505037,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CrabFishPeople,2018/02/16,"Falling in love hurts too much My anxiety goes haywire when i fall in love, it's a bit too much for me to handle. Every time I'm with her, I feel safe and can feel the good connection we have going, but every time I'm not, I get a creeping feeling that she doesn't want to be with me, that I'm not good enough. Is there any way to handle it? Cause I don't want something positive to make me feel so negative on the inside.",3.0288405797101454,3.2325378260869577,4.6269565217391335,89.1999275362319,72.91304347826087,7.872463768115942,25.11594202898551,7.793537801064563,1.0619942028985512,328,9,77,4,6,111,61,92,0.195,0.674,0.13,-0.6672,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,16,20,4,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,4,11,5,10,19,4,10,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,3,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134172125986235,0.0,0.15093549019957592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540268357095368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026835036580292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038657084717747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324708896571952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990472784787543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030821518234156,0.0,0.11213127360385372,0.3309751138638892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121587203133388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561455169324705,0.0,0.131700617283592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900793441772964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189271914399832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300967660855011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327476634054916,0.1566091441957159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,boiwhatismylife,2018/02/16,What do you think about watching the news? does it give you anxiety?,1.3846153846153868,4.071303230769232,1.468076923076925,96.11442307692309,93.6153846153846,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,0.9287230769230774,54,2,11,1,2,16,12,13,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467135687698576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.534372615580445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5857787200685172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912715784605143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MikeTheSloth28,2018/02/16,"What Can I Do!? I'm so anxious right now and so much more recently, Like I want to break down I want to cry. My body feels weak, I dont want to feel weak anymore. How long will this last!? Last night i had a horrible anxiety attack I posted about it. Everything is tipping me off. I'm sure nothubgs wrong with me but im.worrying too much and cant stop. focusing on my breathing doesnt help because i get scared ill stop. My throat feels tight my chest feels tight my body stressed and weak. why wont it stop? I've been taking zoloft for two years now, and it's helped tremendously. But recently changed manufacturers and pill shape changed, I noticed I was experiencing withdrawls. It caused so much anxiety within the past few weeks, (I'll explain soon.) and other people had this problem too as well. Last two nights I slept perfectly fine. but tonight it's back to the anxiousness fot some reason. Two days ago I also started taking my older pills with the regular shape rather than the ""new"" weird onea that effected me, and i think its started to fight the anxiety back. I was not asleep for 48 hours at one point.",2.6673942186845423,5.125409239631338,3.2107352325094247,89.61142752408884,78.72350230414746,6.8947633012149145,24.61018014243821,8.00094639256281,1.4011124423963133,883,32,180,16,22,275,135,217,0.211,0.684,0.105,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,2,15,15,2,2,6,0,13,14,7,4,2,36,30,16,0,5,5,0,6,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,11,9,0,5,8,0,0,0,5,10,1,4,6,7,22,5,17,22,6,38,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,28,104,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951815946184907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075861531375074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317624643496039,0.22817128797451494,0.1001511592942126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488636378509093,0.0,0.15530428485530778,0.0,0.061560240792794485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243457706988159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374062947617424,0.2136599859655157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110928581802073,0.06512773466777498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835505620787486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907598710629752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042465968517425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0527611133857369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353778216370812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945104968172436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908240864975036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469516566083559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049336748770725705,0.0,0.0,0.08936959549280511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227093958304712,0.0,0.0,0.09753308634055093,0.0,0.1895373864506842,0.0,0.0,0.11497344046262778,0.0,0.0,0.06843085220629651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640273999515032,0.07001110503301332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546458603629213,0.0,0.09671684965642427,0.0,0.0,0.0966301401494754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383061696122474,0.19942334839369524,0.0,0.0,0.08624164984196031,0.0,0.0,0.10110478793493594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429570824205834,0.0,0.0,0.25328691648266,0.11567933322597745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517828383296563,0.0,0.15185808581884366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06470786942778083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295946485369306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869280436013854,0.0,0.0810050258677236,0.0,0.09079870787986928,0.0,0.09112432417644213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255637241488744,0.0,0.0,0.1104125397483004,0.0,0.0650317918996939 anxiety,TootyFruitti,2018/02/16,"chronic, neverending panic attack I'm not sure if anyone else feels this way, but recently I've discovered that I'm trapped in a perpetual panic attack. From the moment I wake up in the morning to bedtime, my heart is pounding and I feel a profound sense of unease. The best way to describe it is like being injected with pure anxiety at regular intervals throughout the day, so I'm in a never-ending state of panic. It's impaired my appetite to the point where I have to drink Boost shakes to avoid losing weight. I'm constantly sweating through my clothes. I've had to pick up drinking just to take the edge off. I honestly can't remember the last time I felt a sense of peace and serenity. I tried deep breathing. I'm hyper aware of my own heartbeat and attempting deep breathing only accelerates it. Chamomile tea has a negligible effect. I even tried listening to the song ""Weightless"" by Marconi Union, a track scientifically engineered to reduce anxiety by up to 65%. Again, the effect is inadequate. It's like there's a switch in my body that's stuck in the ""On"" position and I can't flick it off to reduce my anxiety. Nearly EVERYTHING I encounter these days sends me into a tizzy. The really frustrating thing is when I look up panic disorders it's always stated that a panic attack typically never endures beyond a day, which is complete bullshit in my case. I can't find any diagnostic information online regarding my condition, and it scares me. I feel like the only person stuck in this hell. I really don't know who else to turn to. Please tell me I'm not the only person experiencing chronic anxiety that never goes away.",5.621659311562222,7.09629649838188,6.804879376287143,71.29148499558697,67.83495145631068,10.019476316563695,32.49205648720212,10.230975488527342,3.656312621359224,1314,57,221,34,22,443,170,309,0.235,0.677,0.08800000000000001,-0.994,0,2,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,5,8,21,5,9,23,0,13,12,6,3,4,28,30,9,0,1,5,0,6,3,0,0,2,2,0,2,17,7,4,1,10,3,0,2,8,15,0,0,4,10,24,6,41,25,2,41,1,1,1,0,7,23,1,1,15,138,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07627562872360293,0.0,0.0,0.062337799708886636,0.0,0.28050494952995153,0.0,0.0,0.06409682501280266,0.09392532603740072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128588400745543,0.08612567865590814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620055294167597,0.0,0.0,0.10182316288316544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961127957651373,0.09906120385707916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17735601383432092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506017131366227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960068259289053,0.0,0.0,0.15315472557460627,0.0,0.08119118167440206,0.0,0.0,0.06054625377414529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238583776920913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905121390155742,0.06548807483225802,0.08801624321672817,0.0,0.08378345078310509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086277467583459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05037867189328022,0.07472215374441757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343539605999962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697854687142755,0.10255372906676813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21210145462947225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091543308451871,0.0,0.5377668262283534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600829926026877,0.0,0.1006246085670334,0.08665646839045706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745052049741525,0.0,0.09051169550888552,0.0,0.10384266783170798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177627247529137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639658209269163,0.0,0.06892338803309317,0.0,0.08012240747189292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060900552657688976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053452704920886704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244739407207074,0.09970912670854906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552455499518968,0.0,0.11162767392405863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_sheknows,2018/02/16,"Panic Attack Three Days Ago, Developed a continuous panic attack when sleeping. Need some insight. First off, thanks to everyone reading this. I need some insight and some success stories will be helpful. So first off, I have had depression during my earlier teens due to my personal image. But I was able to get through that myself but of course some of it stuck with me, but it never ever interfered with my daily life. Fast forward to three days ago. I suffered a panic attack out of the blue while with my S/O. She was able to coach me through it and due to the stress I was fatigued and immediately slept. The next day was like any other. Worked, took a nap, Xbox. However in the night, my heart rate was haywire. I didn’t have a full fledged attack like before, just the increased heart rate and cold sweats. I tried for hours to get pass it, ultimately staying up for the whole night. I waited until my S/O was out of the class the next morning, got food, and somehow managed to fight through the beating and napped for an hour. That night I essentially passed out but only for a few hours. The rest of the night I was in and out. Fast forward to last night, I couldn’t sleep again. My heart rate just goes insane and prevents me from sleeping. I have great support through the process. I have already booked a therapist, but I’m extremely nervous and need insight. I think I’m having a breaking point and the stress is here. I’ve read how to deal with the heart rate and anxiety, to essentially face it head on, but it’s not working. I tried magnesium/melatonin, but nothing. Tonight I will be trying some sleeping pills. I’m extremely positive I’ll get through this, but how? Everyone keeps saying to get through it. Live out my days and try my best not to dwell. I’ve been doing my usual routines, such as celebrate valentines with my GF, getting a haircut, attendant appointments. However I start my dream job Monday that I’ve worked hard for and I’m getting more anxiety assuming I won’t be rested enough to function. My first therapy session is that Monday. I’m staying positive, but I would love to know if anybody has gone through this? I’ve seen a few searches which align perfectly but would love more insight and advice. I hope to sleep tonight as I’ve only had about 8 hours over the last 72 hours. I’m still functioning but it’s apparent my brain needs a rest. Im hopeful the sleeping meds assist me tonight. And I know I’ll make it through this... I just need to hear from a few others who have been here. Thank you for any replies.",3.554631390641184,5.6430953481781385,4.0107080312588295,86.76984888428585,74.26315789473685,7.024498634780152,28.897278975614352,7.9007802657071995,1.8906938706336511,2018,86,391,30,43,633,230,494,0.115,0.737,0.147,0.9782,4,0,0,0,1,0,65.0,0,1,0,10,15,28,5,7,28,0,31,21,15,3,3,75,69,35,0,11,17,0,1,2,1,5,3,2,0,1,21,25,1,3,8,8,0,8,6,15,0,5,18,6,43,13,59,42,18,67,0,3,2,2,12,16,0,10,46,249,64,11,0.1207070158878669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058976749457560276,0.10699948654001032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660159680117787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208491002369646,0.0,0.09234053676458684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27464331280610194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05135639001438353,0.0,0.06333728307161929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737447496889909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569207881079927,0.062221816576554685,0.05198238795524837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623613072157013,0.0,0.0,0.0545932032388266,0.0,0.11534072646638145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400998907651792,0.07297970137234716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919330140916535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048270213700640115,0.06653995557478677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05406488848067941,0.0,0.0619401111379391,0.0,0.06802278981216307,0.2860767900174884,0.04045368417747176,0.0,0.0,0.11988930267208582,0.29718024018201145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519214529340916,0.0,0.0598915439353049,0.05364497093675059,0.0,0.0,0.0663374191707911,0.0983923284994121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042629467526078386,0.0589713508159308,0.0,0.05329325324201682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894279455534564,0.0,0.04028643520524531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703914160128208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237568070195215,0.046548346002105834,0.0,0.1283732807879852,0.28318839373314303,0.0,0.057910818615314726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180312484917642,0.0,0.21243551304742508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05269835519331958,0.0,0.0,0.05705357298477071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073968092063793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04799553192944818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623825671534651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427185235605167,0.12865761835695794,0.04819838940582969,0.0,0.1382694788731157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684884455933485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111308027305086,0.06901949619426084,0.07007507446912513,0.0,0.03867209092263192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06705496801926178,0.1639042807424856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664708623208655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738253627137636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318142177699818,0.0,0.0,0.08574680083326515,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bee4Business,2018/02/16,"So many options, so little time Do you guys ever feel overwhelmed by the enormous possibilities of living? Sometimes I get a little anxious and obsessive because there's just so much stuff to discover and learn. There's so many movies and shows to watch, books to read, music to ear, places to go, food to try and new things to learn and discover. Everyday there's something new, and time is very little. Sometimes I feel a little anxious and stressed when I come to the realization that I can't do everything, all the time. This is preventing me to enjoy the things I'm doing at the moment and simply be there. It's like I either get paralyzed from all the options or I try to pack a million things in a day, and end up not enjoying it as much as I'm always thinking of the next thing I got to/want to do. Do you sometimes feel overwhelmed by these thoughts too?",4.6318627450980365,5.803022911764708,5.205588235294119,82.97348039215687,69.88235294117646,8.019607843137255,29.46078431372549,8.344100000000001,2.057254901960784,685,26,133,10,12,220,93,170,0.071,0.878,0.05,-0.3232,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,12,7,0,4,11,0,9,2,1,0,3,27,21,17,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,10,1,1,7,3,0,2,2,4,0,1,2,5,10,3,21,18,5,23,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,3,13,90,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096610692663857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262336720893082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077801878724561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001628016515668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748796945645812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283673082767772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502582829003604,0.0,0.0,0.10434988194482732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176122233478524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14039757937374667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132269225590092,0.0,0.0659865348125782,0.0,0.09286172774051968,0.0,0.0,0.1149646216644926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05672423119899115,0.4654806363929726,0.10252499820403957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354294441912526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707046582792686,0.0,0.0,0.2242745814014934,0.1234815814533372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130756436251128,0.0,0.0,0.13089369504795412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613886201813953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938518111354211,0.34449968608924303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330006821760615,0.0,0.13291524227926305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085465003345363,0.07439696042544029,0.0,0.09217633937911064,0.2031095488918191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15765866283716667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580079915374097,0.06848317735207135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Extraterrestrial69,2018/02/16,"Relapse? Hi. I think I'm relapsing. I'm 31, and have been extremely anxious and awkward and depressed since before I can remember. But the last 4 years I've figured out my problem: my mother was a narcissist and was screwing with me my whole life. Anyway so after an ego death and trip through hell and back and a solo pilgrimage around Australia, and a hell of a lot of alcohol, about 1 year ago I've started being more confident and content with myself, I started working out and doing jiu jitsu, but I feel it might be slipping away. I'm starting to miss my jiu jitsu classes, hardly going to the gym and eating more and more bad food, it's getting harder to get out of bed and I'm starting to drink more and more. I'm just a bit scared. 3 weeks ago I was walking tall and feeling great, now I feel ugly and disgusting and sometimes freak out and pace around the house before I work courage up to leave the front door. Errgh I been here before",5.801544011544008,5.747706412698418,6.282337662337666,80.62402597402598,66.88359788359789,8.565848965848966,33.05483405483406,8.00094639256281,2.401450793650794,748,30,143,8,11,243,114,189,0.208,0.723,0.069,-0.9755,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,4,2,10,0,11,6,0,0,0,38,28,21,1,1,3,1,4,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,26,4,0,6,2,0,4,0,11,0,0,5,4,14,2,21,20,8,26,2,2,0,1,2,9,3,2,13,91,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24357336003699234,0.14682660152907034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520998088551635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446099152868621,0.0,0.0,0.12908108647131644,0.10564333180484756,0.114713719359487,0.0,0.0,0.3507226682951268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14999273790248666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183325762247635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458849672872808,0.0,0.1405828088192047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840337104661147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661308072830046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435597173122578,0.0,0.07808109190429242,0.0,0.0,0.1514713862669107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230731751440711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852796658641222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199002364139296,0.0,0.14547466099262746,0.0,0.0,0.09704161185887654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680285132499478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574756414549214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314623092037768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563447040399464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375499287585064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136492469523968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588081127427565,0.0,0.3889773551600623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803304978626507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102048257532247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533894348296381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004103422108005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17694747252914214 anxiety,gautarinn1,2018/02/16,"Can someone in here help me with myself. Hello, I really need someone to talk to about my feelings as I have been having bad panic attacks, and it doesnt help that I lost my SO recently, I feel very useless and helpless, my brain only tells me to kill my self, and I am afraid that I might listen to those thoughts, I want to live but I dont want to feel this bad like I have been feeling for the pas couple of months. Everything for me is so dark always and I dont think I can fake my smile for a whole lot longer. I can tell there is something horribly wrong with my thinkings, but I am too ashamed to tell someone about them. Can someone in here help me? 😕 ",2.351640316205536,3.6984966014492784,3.411422924901185,92.9491897233202,75.73913043478261,6.177602108036891,24.13965744400527,6.574015621080383,0.5622376811594211,513,16,115,4,11,165,81,138,0.202,0.65,0.149,-0.9025,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,2,3,2,0,17,1,1,0,0,20,29,9,1,3,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,12,0,0,4,5,25,1,18,24,2,4,0,3,0,0,11,2,0,2,3,81,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835772001173387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814985757700289,0.0,0.0,0.217465047413326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537428592721202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440916024742814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052457078981953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703792798977812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633829049614327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26186142985780386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407478494078724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362140869362186,0.0,0.11499115411841948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421560861069257,0.11071272792490533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814825778576326,0.0,0.0,0.10394443690527247,0.0,0.0,0.09656026575889898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990420610104666,0.0,0.15279110290707856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342553728012182,0.0,0.12858158134990538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585318622719308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413572376637736,0.10025364854798093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467000707752952,0.34146744671088697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688597887508538,0.0,0.10338418759608836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744935043287354,0.15362028265026215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539167984518786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238070994243304,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CircusGhost87,2018/02/16,"I can’t get my mind off of the fact I got my very first out-of school suspension and I’m gaining up so much anxiety over it.. I got the news yesterday after I got into a physical fight with a sorta-close friend of mine, and am not going to school when I come back from break, which is Tuesday. I don’t know why I’m worrying over it, it’s like what I always wanted; a day off from school for once. I had to talk to the vice principal, in which I completely broke down, and had to talk to my mom about it since she works at the school I go to. I know there’s absolutely nothing to be afraid of but still, I can’t get my mind off of the fact I literally did. I’m going bowling with my girlfriend right now but that’s not even helping. Any tips to help move past from this? 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I constantly worry about what people I could come across of, like some I've known from before good and bad friends, old teachers, parents of old friends etc etc. Like should I say hi or not if I haven't heard of the person for like a year and I don't feel so connected to the person. If it's a good old friend I'll definetly make an attempt to say hey if we make eyecontact, but whenever it's someone I know very faintly I try to avoid as much as possible. I know I must stop thinking like this and actually get outside doing stuff, I'm planning to buy an bmx for the summer and be outside much more than what I used to ever before.",6.291212121212119,5.748393757575759,6.721212121212126,79.52848484848491,65.96969696969697,9.757575757575758,32.878787878787875,9.150863307647796,2.6732424242424235,650,24,130,10,9,212,98,165,0.085,0.7909999999999999,0.124,0.5187,1,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,3,0,2,3,14,0,3,10,0,9,2,0,3,2,31,24,14,0,7,7,1,1,5,3,2,2,3,0,2,6,7,0,2,6,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,1,4,14,10,21,18,6,15,0,0,0,0,16,3,0,6,13,80,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.11171920507278316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955887895185662,0.0,0.0,0.19483374500302786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861724240161833,0.0,0.12371579705659327,0.0,0.1828112294971488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563612297092117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553583263012644,0.0,0.103556716464621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576511246014373,0.05788620600094682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653485851607251,0.0,0.059812809130974226,0.0,0.19519052562570344,0.1920463529569664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320983794740994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583407641445404,0.0,0.0,0.12122130489319727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796538348036445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528370090199376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831682438912346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603929558414144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271201777283511,0.0,0.0,0.0793683187042117,0.19992483690809634,0.2392214039580993,0.0,0.0,0.12906274090650066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208346082362456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700134480313036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571318103284412,0.0,0.0,0.1310560105322767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671257655461628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777266588202127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887683024492228,0.0,0.09446072796161192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162633677490788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07372350404935073 anxiety,Buytoyal,2018/02/16,Experiences with Zoloft? I was recently prescribed Zoloft and I'm gonna give it a try but I wasn't too happy about being prescribed an SSRI. It might work great for me and I know it helps a lot of people but I've also read a lot of bad things about SSRI's in general that make me a little concerned about it. Any advice or experiences you guys have with it? ,1.0927000000000011,3.308255253333337,3.170250000000003,89.03137500000004,83.13333333333333,5.883333333333333,18.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.31903333333333306,284,7,60,4,8,96,51,75,0.113,0.765,0.122,0.1687,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,0,5,2,0,1,0,13,10,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,9,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,4,1,41,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355988705713536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747705559158111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14861826291707014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247615348946247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42755837629693605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20964851599847306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409469075192757,0.0,0.21639415521491398,0.0,0.23264548039284716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648627303888168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010675288208778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190397524534019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715987092981296,0.0,0.0,0.14588065011209078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23184197177308785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151175759221544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860438950845384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578706696463207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519175185750144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483778777462748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910354344943395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tangled_Paper_,2018/02/16,"Marijuana induced depersonalization and Anxiety. I quit smoking over 3 years ago. I am still not the same. How can one possibly try and convince themself that they do not exist? Recently I have been lucid dreaming a lot and that has caused the questioning of dream or reality? The human brain is a powerful thing, especially when it's being used against you.",5.171927083333333,7.976590671875003,6.454375000000002,67.78645833333337,71.96875,9.891666666666666,34.104166666666664,10.125756701596842,4.319091666666667,289,15,46,9,6,97,55,64,0.05,0.835,0.115,0.6199,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,8,1,1,4,0,13,9,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,5,1,3,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,37,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539201471056116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191330392067577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31977231197028416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942624832299562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24352907219650946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941055553782971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229287062172462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208889322551345,0.30467424149727745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828342666160462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287588945318064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030428112749706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19448036819227613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474003468513565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446404913797707 anxiety,gustavofring14,2018/02/16,"My anxiety is my downfall and it's driving me crazy I'm just not the same anymore. As of 2nd year in medicine my thinking and learning process has mutated into something else entirely. Recently I've been having anxiety which stems from my weak memory and forgetfulness. I'm so afraid I'll forget even the simple most easy details in medicine, which is making studying a lot more harder. This anxiety is also triggering my depression which sucks. It's been making sleeping harder, I'm overeating also, friends family and even people on the street are reacting to me differently. I'm also crying a lot more which isn't something I like, What do I do?",5.094876033057852,7.314310264462817,6.000074380165291,73.5964752066116,70.32231404958678,9.137520661157025,33.58760330578512,9.642632912329526,3.7439051239669414,526,26,84,13,10,173,78,121,0.19,0.76,0.05,-0.9285,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,1,5,0,11,2,1,4,0,19,19,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,9,2,9,17,6,9,0,1,0,0,1,6,1,3,3,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414133842555828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222585761057636,0.0,0.18246995274922306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202105829054864,0.0,0.0,0.15847145713494515,0.0,0.0,0.192231772269458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370114134853993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430490675243639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734506447788651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215123995502718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988886679332561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128456869193845,0.0,0.0,0.24563127400934245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12755641689344935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166923485923248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18412419961209064,0.0,0.0,0.2832910193256306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789421071306926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848437979908805 anxiety,toffe139,2018/02/16,"Got into a fight! So I was talking shit about someone as a joke, but he took it extremely seriously. So now he set up a fight at a local park by our high school, with 100 people coming to it. I am 6 foot 150 lbs and cannot fight for shit, while he is a giant. How in the world am I going to get out of this without being made fun of for the rest if high school? Fuck I'm going to die just from the anxiety.",1.0632967032967071,1.8888992857142881,3.6140659340659376,92.30593406593408,78.12087912087912,6.518681318681319,19.593406593406588,6.868970318607317,0.02475384615384613,309,6,77,3,7,109,67,91,0.33,0.655,0.015,-0.9874,0,0,0,0,3,0,9.0,1,0,0,0,6,9,6,0,8,0,6,4,3,2,0,11,15,8,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,7,0,0,4,0,4,2,18,10,1,17,0,0,0,1,8,10,3,1,2,49,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15901557395158575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17905663641527886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157302626405708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921671395555692,0.10860048564251452,0.0,0.2362680746120397,0.0,0.16624802075693956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43923996226668105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966861689705063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410689083391767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207394145948746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267393086654361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612269523287935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670734016201423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309448179421322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003737088265337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mmmmmpopplers,2018/02/16,"Do you ever do things that is so contrary to the fact that you have a mental illness? I have severe anxiety, bipolar II, and obsessive thoughts. Somehow I love to watch shows like ""I Survived"". My husband doesn't get it. Honestly, I don't get it. But, for some reason, I just really like to watch these real life horror stories. 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Lately he has been behaving erratic, distant and has totally shut down communication. This has occurred all of a sudden, l few week prior he was in ""normal mode"" I do understand that avoidance is often related to anxiety, but its so hurtful for me to watch someone change so fast I do know I have to give him space, but for me I am heartbroken and confused what should I do ",4.649100000000002,6.586386310000003,5.569000000000003,77.39950000000002,70.9,9.8,35.5,10.125756701596842,4.0349,421,23,76,12,8,138,72,100,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.967,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,2,0,16,0,0,0,4,17,20,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,1,10,0,11,13,5,11,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,2,7,56,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5333243610443272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4916675174971807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663346883585436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292599332544216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487742055553745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771336378802622,0.0,0.2621417262624952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276891102297372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690005107943806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192220263681866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640617143729785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964907695386775 anxiety,hotdog_juice_,2018/02/16,"Been meeting with a therapist. I was just told that I have a low level Dissociative Disorder. Title is pretty self explanatory. I started going to see someone because I’ve been swinging in and out of depression for the past year or two. Recently it’s resolved into less depression, and more anxiety. This is my second attempt at getting some help. I guess I’m just posting this looking for a little advice. I’ve only been to see this therapist twice now, and it just feels a little overwhelming to be told that kind of news so quickly. She recommended I go on Lexapro. I went to see my Physician to ask about it, and she recommended trying a 10mg dose for 4 or 6 weeks I can’t remember. I know that a lot of people are on SSRI’s and they work great. This is just the first time I’ve been in this position myself. Talking through this type of dissociative disorder, (it’s not DID but something less intense) and the symptoms of that with my therapist makes sense. I can see it in myself now that I know what the symptoms are.I guess I just don’t want to believe that I could be at that high level of anxiety. Re-reading this now it all kind of looks like stream of consciousness but I guess I just needed to get it out. I understand that this could be very real for me. I just don’t want to believe that it’s the truth. 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This is something that has been happening to me all my life, and I’ve never been able to explain it. In very specific situations, something will make me feel uncomfortable (typically bodily stuff, like blood) and i’ll end up having a fit of uncontrollable shaking, hyperventilating, and just feeling really cold. It lasts a few minutes but eventually stops. What’s interesting is this never happens when I have my more typical anxious thoughts, it exclusively happens when the anxiety involves things like blood. Weird example: was watching Futurama a while back, and Bender bent the Professor backwards so he’s constantly looking upward. Professor comments on how the blood is pooling at the back of his head. I obsess about this for about a minute before the shaking begins. I’m just curious if anyone else has ever experienced something similar. It happens so rarely that it isn’t disruptive in my life. I’m just really interested in understanding why it happens. I’ve labeled it as a panic attack, but I can’t be sure. Any insights would be greatly appreciated! Have a great day!",6.295183823529412,9.14129047916667,7.252205882352942,63.18397058823529,68.6875,10.350980392156863,36.814950980392155,10.46071229359064,4.948272303921568,900,49,129,28,17,300,124,192,0.156,0.695,0.15,0.7132,0,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,13,16,1,7,11,0,17,6,4,2,5,25,32,14,0,2,6,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,4,0,1,6,1,0,3,4,9,0,0,4,6,9,7,14,24,3,26,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,1,16,90,24,2,0.1255592717368831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538461039197047,0.0,0.09605249920787594,0.1418462380368816,0.0,0.08779396219690874,0.1286503118026957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428417979257052,0.0,0.19309465930870465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684169237074964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568496699909166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097534301090419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488866012231657,0.0,0.11120824679258362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357554968997835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697308084832815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768590807061637,0.0,0.0,0.5551582466553148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886003665281515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234756463832144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17737245371314098,0.12268383585370013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543816534833338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381178886809311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367810169411506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731675212684378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608729692070977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113388215951872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899849849621785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049731733440537,0.0,0.0,0.14373532634615865,0.0,0.0,0.11833812767906755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341600097558731,0.0,0.0,0.0996800366523336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307116299636419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035995488136284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329771324712222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919370417038476,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FlameCat17,2018/02/16,"Job interview I have a job interview on Monday and I've been trying to keep my anxiety under control and not obsess too much about it, cause when I do I can easily go into a spiral. I've started to overthink little things like whether wearing my glasses or my contacts make me look more suited for the job (I know it pretty much doesn't matter, can't help it). I've been unemployed since I graduated from college last May and though my family has been nothing but supportive, the pressure is starting to get to me with each time I do interview (that I think it went okay) and don't get the job. I have noticed that everytime the interview itself is very short and the employer ends up talking more than me sometimes. I know that's not good but I also can't help it while it's happening cause I'm too busy thinking about every little thing that could go wrong and how dumb I'll look if I say something stupid. I just think of helpful/good things to say long after I'm already home. Not to mention how hard it is to keep eye contact while all of that is going on. This time I'm trying for a marketing assistant position, and I think it's something I might really enjoy doing. &nbsp; I just thought I'd try to write the worries out of my head cause sometimes it helps, but any tips are very very welcome :)",3.486301344965465,5.145120843511453,4.633729552889862,84.06250636132317,73.38931297709924,7.738567793529626,27.74336604870956,8.418075326091056,1.999415994183933,1039,40,202,18,21,341,143,262,0.109,0.785,0.106,-0.1719,7,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,11,11,2,2,9,1,22,3,3,7,1,44,47,20,0,2,11,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,19,11,0,3,7,0,0,4,7,5,0,0,5,6,23,6,25,39,6,25,0,0,3,0,15,9,1,4,13,131,42,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584748455096336,0.07670529021829697,0.0,0.10392670683015884,0.0,0.06522727429146842,0.0,0.07337672073985779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956014684185841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075797727029332,0.07658241883394344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849545460676519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081473612419032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042260058845496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022600062595008,0.0,0.16353659047097358,0.16090230647358691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848196391914724,0.0,0.08592335203751549,0.0,0.09843915569066376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19287468694423696,0.0,0.09621319872065287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38073377071424297,0.1705119848527165,0.0,0.0,0.10542763669454412,0.07818566649283888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04686050668629228,0.1922693178292068,0.0,0.0848840799502936,0.1610932953934681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402575963351641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175344260049976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14102098189070164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203554829198572,0.10920285202785457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09758270783703712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061447286814235426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255509082111646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934405075076792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768414798016974,0.18972996786010415,0.0,0.13578197760362973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884618440159144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07709495384063313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19117022438660794,0.2458405649766247,0.09423857975854376,0.07614788030603721,0.1118606772063714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536531393741516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374262582888492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891659951789689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740900434284988,0.0,0.0,0.10487086575505686,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AllistairT,2018/02/16,"Anxiety over sleep and sleep schedule. Hello. I am 26 male and have got a job for a year now where I have to wake up about 4:30am-4:45am to be at work at 6am since I gotta commute. Well, lately I have been having issues with waking up feeling famished. I think I have hypoglycemia and it wakes me up. Well, this morning I woke at 3:45am and wasn't able to get back to sleep. I fell asleep about 8:30pm and woke up a few brief times last night. But I'm freaked out and stressed that it's now 1pm and I'm still at work and I have been awake since 3:45am. Am I going to be OK!? 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I ordered something online and it failed but still took my money. I now have to talk to someone to fix it, which is what I was trying to avoid in the first place. Anyone else feel like if something can go wrong, it will? 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Does anybody here suffer from occasional dizziness from their anxiety? Does anybody have any tricks for helping it subside?,8.569848484848489,13.038279318181814,6.042727272727273,64.80075757575759,74.0,6.56969696969697,48.24242424242424,7.793537801064563,5.63249696969697,123,9,12,2,3,35,17,22,0.264,0.6559999999999999,0.08,-0.6174,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184486525068196,0.0,0.3582353869420116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8195956153844467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138803761016099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrSweden123,2018/02/16,"How do you “accept” your anxiety when all the thoughts just hammers you with fear? I hate that word accept and have tried to avoid it for more then a year by doing all I can to get temporary reliefs. But I can’t do that anymore because time has proven that there is no magic word and no long lasting relief. I need to face it and that freaks me out. Everywhere you read and hear about acceptance, accept it’s there, ease with it etc. You should let the dreadful feelings be there until it peaks and decreases. And it seems this is the only way. In my case it can takes days/weeks before it decreases and I can not get relief anywhere anymore. I could but not anymore. I only get relief when I am able to focus on something else which is VERY VERY hard when you are heavily anxious, right? It could decrease for a moment or two but then comes back again with full strength. I am constant thinking about how and when the relief will come again and how I will feel in a day or two. Obsessed with anxiety itself. Only living in the future, very randomly in the present and as result of that feeling very detached from the world around me and not feeling able to participate. I am so afraid of thinking wrong thoughts which is resisting the anxiety and then prolonging my way to recovery. Probably this post is contra productive because it focus on the thing I should not but what can you do when you feel desperate. I think you know the feeling. How do you “accept” your anxiety when all the thoughts just hammers you with fear? 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I'm going back to therapy today. I first went to therapy years ago. It helped me through the end of an emotionally abusive relationship. Then therapy helped me through another relationship, one that ended on bad terms when I had to break up with the person for reasons we couldn't control. I stopped therapy while I was single for a few years. I was pretty happy for that time, because there was little emotional weight on me. Now, I'm in a healthy relationship for the first time in my life. But somehow, even though everything is okay, I'm not okay. My significant other is very supportive. Our relationship is full of love and communication. But, as I'm sure anyone reading this can relate to, my brain chemistry combined with my past experiences results in the creation of problems that aren't real. I know they're not real, but I can't get rid of them by myself. Neither can my SO. I'm getting help. I'm hopeful. This time, I'm not going to let my brain ruin something beautiful. 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I have actually been researching how to immigrate to Canada because I don’t want to worry about even the tiniest possibility my kids might not come home. In my reading it also appears the problem in America is inventory (WAY more guns than anyone else) and the NRA who reduces all issues to a binary guns/no guns and even crushes common sense laws that conservatives and sometimes their own members support! I feel hopeless and helpless... I want to key any car I can find with an NRA bumper sticker. My stomach hurts from all my anger and I want to consider shutting my wife’s gun nut uncle out of our lives (even though he is a responsible owner with an insanely tough gun safe). How can I feel better? I’m a mess over this. I can’t handle these happening any more. They are completely inexcusable, and while I know guns are one of many issues, I feel the NRA needs to pay dearly for what they’ve done (like call the AR-15 “America’s rifle”)",5.8087852246763125,6.600388797029705,6.300693069306934,77.56544173648136,66.97029702970298,9.185681645087586,31.380045696877374,9.265573868473778,2.7054070068545317,835,32,155,15,13,271,131,202,0.16699999999999998,0.763,0.071,-0.9622,0,0,0,8,0,1,21.0,1,0,2,1,9,12,1,0,12,0,15,1,1,2,2,32,28,12,0,5,1,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,6,11,0,3,5,1,1,3,4,7,0,1,2,3,20,5,22,24,5,16,0,3,0,0,11,8,0,2,5,97,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.14962935778975905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226190895299032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854126132304973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721290130061444,0.15710617036123858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346941682850764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356091898822479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565685339662013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208145043583008,0.16076508756924476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569112888810207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808873507754245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038218911176716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325869349812657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401421495938331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559047755786138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380392661720166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414446756765685,0.0,0.0,0.3200763532570185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426694420934967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490999184580979,0.0,0.1353944622451377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545400415179114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266041693732294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369331281961224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390134551827472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728581493561881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671747107405075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337292410787562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551795935849244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164870538482328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819194157915104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739986902095502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064735190621065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131655107086144,0.12170735249677928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557155105018495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SuperSonicSP,2018/02/16,"Why am i such a failing loser? Teacher decided to make us write a test out of the blue. My hands were trembling and i had difficulty breathing so i was exhaling and inhaling quite heavily. Teacher made fun of me for it in front of class. Couldn't understand anything on the test and when i was finally getting somewhere, he took it away from me. Crying now. I feel so pathetic.",1.8526788432267909,4.554128575342464,3.7377168949771686,82.71181126331811,85.16438356164383,7.628006088280059,30.02891933028919,8.515128840125781,2.980766818873668,298,16,55,8,9,100,57,73,0.241,0.718,0.041,-0.9446,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,4,0,6,2,2,2,0,11,12,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,4,9,1,10,5,0,9,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,3,39,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24217369911736364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764929780315666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232612156989186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14880070160472236,0.0,0.0,0.3223777866266987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375317503953762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784621338170116,0.19643932246105408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3130111896026371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32696445883691394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063638704603877,0.3539918639594679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265548872386905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IllDance,2018/02/16,"How do you deal with the anxiety of losing a close relationship? I've been through a couple of heartbreaks and I've lost a few friends in my time, but it never gets any easier. I feel like I don't ever really get over the loss; I just wait it out and feel depressed until someone else comes along to distract me for a while....until they end up leaving too. The worst part is when you can feel them starting to become distant, and there's nothing you can say or do to get things back to how they were without becoming clingy. You just know the other person has got better things and people to occupy their time with. I get scared that we'll never get that connection back and I start to feel envious of anyone else that is spending their time with them. Logic tells me to move on and find new people to engage with, but my emotions tell me to fret and agonize over the lost person. I constantly try and cling on to things we did together in the past and try to get their attention in any way possible. At first I withdraw myself, hoping they'll miss me or question why I've been so quiet. If that fails I'll become the opposite and start to text them lots, ask them why they've been quiet, suggest meeting up with them etc. If they don't give me the response I want, I'll feel terrible and think there's something wrong with me. I've recently started therapy to try and work with my feelings and anxieties, but I've been asked to try and write down my thoughts to see if I can work out why I am this way. It's like I only feel happy and confident if that other person is present in my life. Without them I feel lost. Just looking for some advice.",6.779793322734497,5.678421951951956,6.9322946475887655,80.25023847376791,65.21621621621622,10.117576399929343,31.900547606429964,9.168548406835145,2.489041830065359,1302,41,266,19,17,420,163,333,0.161,0.7559999999999999,0.083,-0.9781,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,2,4,13,10,13,22,1,2,12,0,20,1,0,2,3,68,55,29,0,6,14,0,8,2,1,2,1,3,0,3,14,28,0,1,15,0,1,2,6,15,0,1,11,13,43,7,46,42,6,40,0,9,2,0,35,15,0,10,23,179,57,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837026256779378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907715346434993,0.0,0.1227051707401958,0.0,0.0,0.05607752640571927,0.08217411626825638,0.0,0.0,0.1499518707162436,0.0,0.0,0.12333730686286895,0.0,0.0,0.2657229519686831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093015704478818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908497890335996,0.0,0.08666743280916213,0.0,0.0,0.08873949236321711,0.0,0.0,0.08268241548406652,0.0690759228072632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339931917978028,0.09021391847775566,0.07103316947989886,0.0,0.08944391546396889,0.0,0.07254526082897414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244112062338774,0.05729471381666944,0.0,0.0,0.07330111394306048,0.06821786208408112,0.0,0.0,0.061962124004001036,0.0,0.2514063396826177,0.07693490323561065,0.0,0.0,0.06414306242233468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537411980705939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965644271597454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440756824197798,0.0,0.0,0.08491994997263147,0.0,0.0,0.05664745164614581,0.07836308867357439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06734758693576708,0.08972300029834514,0.2626424864638861,0.06818295518614029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523963667879961,0.0,0.0,0.12370997492517473,0.07745741342857801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695381827823511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099551997309699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684850837233764,0.07655973134470065,0.11120081011686522,0.2100819715248932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041316219757828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089842068917445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051378010246558435,0.0,0.07918757276841933,0.08610451215920126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06377805616598972,0.08029393565318814,0.0,0.06390881322885851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06795298363779675,0.06174168186724215,0.0,0.0,0.2270631690446285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019622406562046,0.0,0.09171539782695963,0.0,0.15984344072123585,0.05138875823994305,0.0,0.06366963909154927,0.14029534868814922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780144948506214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04730388747502261,0.12731764910029927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710338663403486,0.0,0.0,0.1546193843937065,0.0,0.11677273899533948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876858311355176,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ginsieng,2018/02/16,"Help regarding social anxiety and a dear friend Now. A bit of a precursor. I'm a hot mess at times. I've got severe clinical depression and chronic anxiety. I'm not on medication for it and though I'm attempting to seek professional help it can take a bit of time given that I moved a few months back to a state where I've no family or friends save for my roomate who is a long time friend. I've a great job and a pretty decent living situation. Problem is, well..I'll explain the situation. The past few years, I've mainly interacted with an online friend. We grew pretty close over the years and we're best friends. We talk online almost all the time, game together and we write together alot. (We write on a roleplay forum. Where we met.) Thing is, we handle our issues differently. I tend to try and spend as much time with a friend or in conversation with others as I can. I avoid being alone so that I'm generally occupied. When she has troubles she'll generally avoid close friends because she doesn't want to lash out. Now, this gets to my current situation. Their in a not so okay place. They want some space, so they can think and relax with others. Since we hang out all the time, I get that. They can't devote all their time to me. However my anxiety and depression are REALLLLY bad lately. So them not wanting to talk to me or spend time with me makes it genuinely hurt, when I see them talking with others all the time or hanging out with others. Now we spoke briefly earlier and they told me, their not upset at me nor do they view our friendship as any less. Just one of those times when their upset and need space because they have to handle their problems. So to me, it should be simple right? Just, ""Hey, that's cool! Have a blast, I'll be here when you wanna hang out again!"" Except. I miss them when we go longer periods without talking. I guess I got so used to hanging out and spending time with them, that it's hard to NOT try to talk to them daily. This is compounded again, when I see them active on our writing forum or our group chats talking to others but just not me. So then I get mad at myself feeling like I'm not being a good friend to them. I'm not giving them the space they want and I know for a fact that these times of anxiety I come off clingy as hell. I'm just at a loss. How do I over-come my anxiety and be a better friend that can respect their need for space until they wanna hang out again? 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Sometimes I throw up as well. I never know if I just *happened* to get sick or if it's caused by my anxiety. I've been a hermit for the last 7 months, I barely leave my house and I don't usually go out alone. Does anyone relate to this and knows what can help? 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The Buspar was also supposed to help me sleep, but if anything it made my sleeping pattern worse. So at my appointment this morning she decided to prescribe Zoloft for the anxiety/depression and tramadol for sleep. Does anyone have experience or thoughts on these two? My dad has been on Zoloft for years for his depression and he seems to be holding up well. Edit: I may have misheard the doctor and she possibly prescribed Trazadone for sleep. I'll find out for sure when I go to the pharmacy later. 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I wasn't actually diagnosed or on medication until my mid-20's, with various ups and downs. I'm more often than not pretty stable in my life; I work a lot, I have good friends I hang out with a lot and go places with, and I moved twice in one year with little incident. (I was sleepless and panicky, but I did some research and it is a common problem when people first move into a new place). There is one major area that still sets off my anxiety full force, regardless of medication or mental preparation: being around members of the opposite sex. Like, recently I got back in contact with someone I knew a long time ago. Ended up meeting up and I was a wreck. All my old anxiety symptoms manifested again I became a teenage boy again. Consciously I'm not even interested in her romantically, but I fear rejection and ridicule and vulnerability so much I panic. I tried controlling my breathing which helped, but when I stopped focusing on that I immediately went back into fight or flight mode. Basically, has anyone experienced similar and figured out how to work through it? I really don't want to up my dosage medication wise, but that would be a last resort. Thanks for reading. 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I still live at home with parents, I don't even need to answer it. It's never for me, but my heart absolutely pounds for a few minutes while I strain my ears. What everyday things set you off?",3.0948076923076933,4.42498886538462,3.549230769230772,92.77076923076923,73.80769230769229,6.7384615384615385,22.615384615384606,7.1686216300943375,0.4601384615384618,199,5,45,2,4,62,44,52,0.028,0.972,0.0,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,6,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,7,2,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19652048758418125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7051659327347856,0.0,0.0,0.2984540304845997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627307628037951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062003354838056,0.22947899984357256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303798042644179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376135597690296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976704677234028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,athena_31,2018/02/16,"When did you know it was time to take meds? Hi everyone, I'm new here. Reading all your post calmed me a little and I realized I was far from alone with my anxiety and struggles it brings. I've always been anxious, and I as get older (gonna be 28 soon), it's just getting worse. When something comes up in my personal life, I always imagine the worse possible outcome. This affects my digestive system, weight management, my appetite, my skin at times, my social interactions and I feel like shit basically. For instance, last night, I had a few chills ( its -10 outside) so I put on a robe. Then I felt like the fabric of the robe was hurting my skin, so I thought I must have fever. I began to feel hot, have chills, cold sweat. Then I started panicking because I don't want to be sick and of course it derailed to me seeing myself extremely sick in a hospital bed, saying my goodbyes to this world (just writing this makes me feel so silly). Anyhow. I go to the bathroom, take my temperature...36,6. Turns out I was just cold and tired. This is one of the many many dramas I go through, more and more frequently. Before, my sleep never was affected but now it's beginning to be. I've been doing my best to eat right, meditate, exercise, do yoga, use essential oils, read self help book, practice gratitude and yada yada yada for a while now, and deep in my heart I'm starting to think it won't be enough. It makes me sad, like I'm failing. When I was 22, the doc wrote me a prescription for celexa. I was writing my thesis and in a rot. She told me ;"" you can take them now or later, but anyway you are going to need it, especially since you want to be a manager (which I am now)"". The thought of being stuck on medication for the rest of my life at 22 frightened me. I did not take them and tried to manage by myself. Typically, I have health anxiety, sometimes social anxiety and sometimes it just plain doesn't make sens. Last summer, I had a tough break, with my boyfriend having relatively serious health problems and I was strong (took care of him, kept working full time). But I was so worried sick. I had trouble sleeping, had a panic episode, was always scared to death I would loose him. I feel like I can't connect to my ""deep faith"" that it's all gonna be ok. I don't want to worry about things I can't control, but my brain is like a writer for drama movies. If I rationalize myself out of one worry with the tools from my cognitive behavioural therapy I tried, I then proceed to the next worry (I can even make them up!) So I'm begging to think that trying to solve this by myself might be adding to the burden of my anxiety and causing me stress even more. When did you know it was time to take meds? Thanks you. 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There is an opportunity at my university that I'd really like to get involved in but my anxiety has been stopping me from sending the email I need to send for 2 days now. The deadline for this is quite tight and I'm determined to not let my anxiety stop me from putting myself forward, but I feel sick to my stomach and utterly panicked whenever I try to sit down and write the email. I'm so paranoid I'm going to come across rude or bad as I've never actually spoken to the person I'm contacting before, I was simply directed by a professor to get in contact with this person. Does anyone have advice on how to get myself to send the email and stop panicking? I really want to give this opportunity a go and I don't want to let my anxiety stop me, but I feel so unbearably horrible whenever I try to do it I don't know what to do Any help is greatly appreciated!",4.070889967637541,5.307299713592236,6.492213592233012,72.97722006472495,71.28155339805825,10.541877022653722,31.20906148867314,10.650279960617883,3.6854851779935283,815,36,154,26,15,292,111,206,0.237,0.647,0.116,-0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,0,9,1,17,2,1,1,1,29,35,14,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,9,0,5,3,0,0,8,4,3,0,0,3,3,21,5,31,30,0,27,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,1,13,101,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.11657440664875887,0.0,0.0,0.11673360657876734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123597587940111,0.0,0.5483132245719765,0.0,0.0,0.0835282630282497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948595969941516,0.0,0.0,0.10165050943607534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290304617559597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408188856193802,0.12315661889929168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045390663739863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080376177599834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872366366166738,0.11459561869800346,0.1357822032087903,0.0,0.0,0.13170357924567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800706125188006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565134787995018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443091187768124,0.0,0.058361460481295466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857707255885278,0.09213387240021248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861336438732875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008893420716164,0.0,0.12705897477024658,0.0,0.0,0.22958480315413604,0.0,0.11795100159936082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994911091642655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132328287370346,0.0,0.0,0.1622091587002211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091960928110542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IceMan9746,2018/02/16,"Does any one feel different as temperature/seasons change Hey I had a panic attack last may and have had anxiety disorder ever since. So in September when the weather started to get colder i started to feel numbness/depressed and my anxiety was exacerbated. All though there were other factors such as i played this competitive video game called Super Smash bros. Melee competitively for about 2 and a half weeks, prob wasn't the best idea for someone with anxiety to get into. I also was on an antidepressant that may have caused me to feel this way cause a couple weeks after i stopped taking it, i started to feel better. Then after this numbness, depression cooled down i still felt mild-moderately depressed and anxiety still very bad but manageable. Now we're going to fast forward to last sunday. So a new game called DBFZ came out about 3 weeks ago and this game is very fast paced and stimulating so i was interested so i played it a lot every day as video games is sort of my hobby. I also had been taking this supplement/drug called lipo flavanoid for ringing in my ears for the past 3 weeks so idk if that has anything to do with this. Anyways on sunday i was playing DBFZ for about 4 hours and i was extremely irritated with my self cause i was playing poorly so i took a break from it wanting to go jog outside, but then i couldnt find my phone (which i use to play music while i jog) for like an hour. I finally find it and by the time i do i'm even more irritated. So i get outside and it's wayy warmer than it's been for months, so this made me feel happy since i started to get more sad from cold weather. So after being irritated/stimulated from a bunch of other things I think that it's a good idea to start blasting adrenaline pumping music as i run lol. So due to the warmer weather i ran a bit faster and more than i did in a long time, I also was pretending to run away from my anxiety which i visualized as this demon which i dont think was good for my anxiety, ( also want to add that it was foggy and night time so i was a little creeped out). After the run was over I felt so stimulated and different it was odd. I felt like my depression got much better but my anxiety and irritability sky rocketed and my energy levels are much higher than they've been which idk could also be cause vitamin D supplements i started taking like 3 weeks ago due to deficiency. Ever since sunday i've felt sort of like this and just a bit off and not what i'm used to. I am just scared that i have bi polar and am going through a mixed state right now and it's making my stress and anxiety so much worse. (I do also have very bad health anxiety and notice every weird/mildly painful body sensation). So i wanted to know if i'm not alone in changing weather making you feel different or makes anxiety worse. Sorry for the wall of text! Just kinda nervous/stressed.",4.754537875715378,5.752651293497366,5.798769771528999,79.4742134198549,69.45694200351494,8.929043305844713,28.298003695191746,9.197007762596977,2.2870413320715604,2282,78,444,44,39,757,255,569,0.153,0.7170000000000001,0.13,-0.872,3,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,1,0,4,38,30,1,3,22,2,41,7,2,12,3,83,86,56,0,7,11,1,10,4,0,2,4,2,0,1,32,28,0,1,17,14,1,12,5,12,0,2,30,14,50,18,68,50,12,83,1,4,0,1,12,19,0,9,55,291,82,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764664196093337,0.0,0.0,0.05704419406912704,0.0,0.2642751250319221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03745492655463421,0.0,0.4213451682574375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04532449844796575,0.0,0.0,0.06265917272068873,0.051747591085817626,0.0,0.0919756535000512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057800959638811523,0.09742402467403972,0.12026181494133716,0.061179238041118085,0.0,0.0,0.16872237858156625,0.06299455543656593,0.0,0.22632109873927905,0.11653043514508495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043975298737521616,0.0609427559006869,0.0,0.035520751471332414,0.0,0.1897543918789718,0.0,0.0,0.17263435182406273,0.06312415610988507,0.0,0.048199126196753636,0.0,0.06455100209428379,0.0,0.06387299022505148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637849745834988,0.0996424028290791,0.0928111756605965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709454065871082,0.0,0.21153405739005696,0.0603352533444983,0.10068058257525107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510392034887446,0.0,0.09390628462742276,0.09239362117922666,0.044050905541884566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863155180493524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058545335075243274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108481464535126,0.0,0.0,0.12435270862592282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030269426647951327,0.08979183717009738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763330863130016,0.0552026223403336,0.0,0.04874229399789275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046825343303617914,0.0,0.05211613233809438,0.11029497173048444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0439627316011218,0.0,0.12146599509377695,0.0,0.0,0.053194672558585315,0.0,0.05168696894636402,0.0,0.0,0.06270666445424147,0.0,0.0,0.03732227608699629,0.0,0.05860687192283951,0.06462216207169194,0.0,0.0,0.052578180186843584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04703630835834511,0.0,0.0,0.05514268326878567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745836276650568,0.0,0.0,0.1366832644334131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046667407985738936,0.0,0.0,0.06165530815780279,0.23390693787976385,0.0,0.08797071884349328,0.04604767158577044,0.12618331857694784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423539724203872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0365913737344374,0.07058351284313621,0.05411385224678891,0.0,0.09634926864476448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119368106902374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951394104224322,0.0,0.1363353468767223,0.0974592886697245,0.04371835022004825,0.22090123404829348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122583684450812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JWolf313,2018/02/16,"Anxiety about asking for help, and how much my family knows I feel like I've reached a point where I know that I can't tackle this alone. I'm 20, and for the past 3-4 years my mental state has been gradually getting worse. Yet I feel incredibly anxious about telling my family about any of this. I had a talk with my parents recently about my future. I've got one year left in my uni degree, and they can see that I'm pretty directionless. They can also see that I lack confidence, which was part of the reason for that talk. I know all of this runs deeper than they think it does though. They know I could be getting higher grades, but they don't know that given the choice between asking a lecturer a simple question or failing an assignment, I'll likely choose the latter. They know I'm not very social, and that I don't enjoy uni much, but they don't know I spent close to every day there without speaking a single word, and I hate every minute I spend there. And they don't know that I don't have any friends I'm in regular contact with. They think I didn't get a job over the summer (Australian) because I wanted to have free time to spend my last full summer off, but in reality it was because I felt too embarrassed to ask for help writing up a resume. And even then, I'm stumbling on the first step there. Even if I got past that, I doubt I'd be able to send a resume anywhere, or go into a job interview. They probably suspect I'm not happy, but I don't think they know how much I beat myself up over all this, how little passion I have for every aspect of life, and how much I despise myself. That's just some examples, and honestly there have been times I just want to scream it all out to them. But it terrifies me as well. I don't want them to look down on me and pity me, and I don't want them to see me as disappointing (although I already am pretty disappointing). I don't want them to go out of their way to give me extra attention either. I fear that I'll lose my space if they know. And that's not even going into how my brothers would react. The fact of the matter is though, that if I continue to let this slip, I really won't have a future. I'll finish my degree and have nowhere to go from there. I feel like if something is gonna change, they'll have to find out eventually. But I don't feel like I have it in me to tell them. Not to mention that without ever seeing a professional about this, I worry that I'm lying to myself, and that my anxiety isn't serious enough to warrant making a big deal of it. When I'm at real low points like this, I know for sure. But every time I feel even a little better, I wonder if it's all been a lie the whole time. It's getting more persistent and more intense, so I feel like something has got to give soon. But I don't really know how to handle this. I've considered writing a letter to them, as I don't think I could tell them in person. But I also don't want to drop it on them out of the blue. Avoiding and putting off scenarios like this has been what I've done best for years, so I don't really know how to go about this. Anyways, that was probably too long, but I felt the need to get these thoughts out there. Thanks. 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So,I'm in the 11th grade now,repeating it because of just pure fucking laziness and being stupid.But there's nothing that can be done now. So I have a problem where sometimes I'll talk to people in class and have conversations and then other days I'll just be too shy and won't want to talk to anyone.Whenever teachers or girls talk to me about anything I turn red and just feel so small because I can't do anything to overcome it. And then there's interval time where I just won't know what to do.I have some friends that were in my class as well but they are now in the final year and I keep getting anxious of what will happen next year when they leave.I'll just be sitting alone with nobody. I've never enjoyed school,I've been sent to Psychologists and by force because my mother would start to get sick/worry about what I'm doing.She has a job where if you make a mistake you basically have to pay the amount you can't find from your own salary and she told me not to give her grief because of that. I keep telling her not to worry about me but she won't,she'll constantly say she's always praying for me and hoping that I finish school as soon as possible.But now,since I'm repeating I'm feeling more shit than ever and I have no idea what to do and who to talk to.This post might not belong in this sub,but I'd like to see what I can do to overcome being an introvert and being shy. I don't know why but I just started crying while writing this :/ ",3.810407816482584,4.573456476635517,4.5104233928065725,88.71307774001701,71.46105919003115,7.207080147267064,26.11738884168791,7.1686216300943375,1.0333227414330215,1223,37,264,11,22,392,166,321,0.139,0.795,0.065,-0.9695,2,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,4,2,0,24,11,2,0,8,0,32,2,1,2,3,52,57,29,1,7,14,1,2,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,15,15,0,2,7,0,1,1,12,6,1,0,6,5,30,5,35,39,4,32,1,2,2,1,26,9,2,5,21,171,45,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142599405284292,0.0,0.0,0.0975536437501428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244860536104272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295819211054024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858753390428789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669553240330605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878338974887965,0.0756105441981315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199779281570198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605091377636756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856082832724316,0.0,0.0,0.12843144220615574,0.1071558641551186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090579864143578,0.10838712617414424,0.12250684031756386,0.1124679503002664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367555254452304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644645620779187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235046532315126,0.0,0.0,0.1163432915637992,0.20841781942932425,0.0,0.0,0.19329724681620086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572778777359632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825906913024212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437384178326985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904232456686297,0.0,0.12468680096017624,0.0,0.0,0.11249560141808608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127993056202412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228417006909144,0.0,0.0,0.11218350400046492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323450020021587,0.0,0.2373076693632277,0.09342564853770192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034588067127015,0.09698270802752453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595403752983968,0.0,0.16596712374437533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3769344936626765,0.10247352825160193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836398756186321,0.0,0.0,0.11202850090952754,0.0,0.0,0.12752420122043126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915159494329101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541345788096387,0.0,0.10579148462347597,0.0,0.13482100433661529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812721780764495,0.0,0.0832844204248915,0.0,0.0,0.15099831740803532 anxiety,nooneelse1,2018/02/16,I can’t calm down This entire week has been stressful. I feel like I lost everything and very alone. I embarrassed myself and was hurt the one person I had strong feelings for. I feel completely empty and just hurting a lot at the same time. ,3.685851063829787,5.700946468085108,4.056329787234045,86.90875,73.68085106382978,7.253191489361702,24.51595744680851,8.07648339933343,1.4061957446808508,192,6,37,3,4,60,38,47,0.337,0.518,0.145,-0.8678,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,3,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,3,7,3,3,5,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,26,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532415934341569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563670934969411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197524024357204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708991635439895,0.17468004410653076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5235121717057859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945663809076748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669146829529008,0.20787609930889325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16568824962987358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134992079105126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800886679414976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257742157041692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017487262748177,0.0,0.0,0.1961334765608954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DevilInHerHeart_,2018/02/16,"Anxiety in a relationship, any tips? I posted this to r/relationships but thought some people here might have some more specific advice. I (F22) am in an amazing relationship that’s been going on for around 8 months (F20). I’ve been in unhealthy relationships in the past with the most recent being incredibly emotionally and eventually also physically abusive. As a result I get a bit anxious in relationships and while my current gf is incredible at helping me through and so supportive, I’m finding it really frustrating as it’s affecting me staying present and enjoying the happiness. It’s linked to trust issues/my fear of annoying her or having my anxiety cause her to leave one day (despite her constant reassurance otherwise). I’m sure this is a relatively common problem for people and was wondering if there were any tips people have to overcome it? My anxiety has improved dramatically in the past year but I wanna sort this one last bit! Thank you all. TL;DR having anxiety about the future/being hurt even although I’m in a great relationship, any tips?",6.346228070175438,8.632153447368427,7.546842105263162,63.51622807017546,67.15789473684211,10.96140350877193,35.824561403508774,10.93419730881044,4.860656140350877,865,44,130,28,15,293,122,190,0.18,0.624,0.196,0.8335,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,0,7,14,2,1,11,0,14,0,0,3,2,27,23,15,0,3,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,5,0,13,9,23,16,7,25,0,1,0,0,12,10,0,8,12,92,21,0,0.0,0.11920524917519865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831397998757248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045700516842393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525277186966606,0.0,0.3078625311504525,0.11365956699808402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895633673051279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21967800711770605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335318813371132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087226197233106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488450135524677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317161746332335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645131563568253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321313004397968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195483099257007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052564065838375515,0.0,0.057178430445948426,0.0,0.0,0.11092181106829292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710018355376984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674361122514815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770404776361074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200978778919313,0.0,0.10653043627272328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673028201724337,0.0,0.0,0.08030516810590263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635056540411464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19208540710874167,0.2092489012201692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963556401066184,0.0,0.0,0.09626925443467944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445272104086608,0.0,0.09933927984079716,0.648098679873879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723583982444487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141699352944121,0.09482282038293877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262727783524452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07987233190711454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091062016482198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064788916905744 anxiety,DeepFormal,2018/02/16,"Sweaty Hands Hello, For about 2 years i have had really sweaty hands - they seem to become very sweaty when i think about shaking hands or i know i will be shaking hands, e.g Job Interview or Bank Manager greeting me. I've had to wear gloves all day for about 2 years whenever i go to school, teachers like to shake hands and some pupils too. How can i stop this?",4.413749999999997,5.418933986111113,4.120444444444445,91.169,70.25,7.982222222222222,24.12222222222222,8.238735603445708,1.0528188888888883,285,7,62,4,5,86,49,72,0.105,0.821,0.073,-0.0516,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,3,0,0,6,6,6,1,1,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,5,8,1,9,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641833198211861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266167598882174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874047052079625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32722630998634056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122215143362705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610993493776992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112464978893178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337249270388951,0.0,0.3001923055753004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756860316628167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129068947927893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27207854716250074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4246967878889889 anxiety,nofprr,2018/02/16,"Body aches are freaking me out I sometimes experience body aches, always in the torso. - Sides, abdomen etc. Sometimes it can freak me out a little, cause I also have a bit of health anxiety. My mind wants to go towards horrible stuff, but I try not to think about it cause I know it's not helping me. Right now I think I have what is flu, and the aches gets even worse. Anyone else? Just wondering if this is a common thing with anxiety",1.96870801033592,4.348775302325585,3.0924806201550403,89.91052971576227,80.86046511627906,6.14780361757106,22.34625322997416,7.3871296695380915,0.8830377260981912,340,11,69,5,9,109,62,86,0.277,0.723,0.0,-0.9632,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,5,0,6,5,3,2,0,17,13,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,9,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,2,47,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623802758863118,0.1417544128661259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065215778651624,0.0,0.0,0.11912071979370073,0.17455548605096147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859906314662534,0.3784664357990027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500163712745208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231517042076405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999810216572327,0.1125221620407512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664623385918576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900685076294282,0.0,0.0968203647185585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810863048318272,0.0,0.0,0.1141897203625102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362622340466246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074697554963728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720165473507152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548778758540076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369837532998369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950231554162589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318060866461126,0.2183215367438948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566427363014845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048362483567436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474977634482725,0.0,0.0,0.17361291981712246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrSatan2,2018/02/16,"I'm about to drive 100 miles alone, kinda afraid. Hello, I'm about to drive 100 miles (160 km) to my girlfriend over the weekend. I was never really travelling in my life so this is kinda new for me, although some of you might laugh about the distance. I've developed an anxiety over the last 8 months because I have an inexplicable scathing nausea and dizziness since 10 months and I'm kinda afraid that I can't handle this 100 miles away in a new place. I'm also thinking when I should drive. If I drive later today I would could see my girlfriend a bit longer but I also had to ''endure'' my anxieties longer. If I drive tomorrow morning it would be the other way around, vicious circle. Any advice ? Thank you in advance",2.679544072948328,5.072763382978724,3.652750759878419,86.81250000000001,78.29078014184397,6.014387031408307,22.83738601823709,7.1686216300943375,0.9206449848024304,571,18,108,7,14,183,89,141,0.061,0.897,0.042,-0.1154,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,8,5,1,2,8,0,11,1,0,0,1,17,18,10,0,6,3,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,7,2,3,0,0,2,1,15,2,16,10,2,31,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,7,11,67,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184490884068144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955374328902344,0.0,0.30196283407251095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283888800095993,0.0,0.28885937966595954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806994098226566,0.0,0.0,0.17738161234975974,0.0,0.0,0.1150892985457943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061181418380005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073956545509196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389528786629994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335336761650315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20028447722991785,0.0,0.0,0.3013929750574981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561239106638302,0.364683904656015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725336665253007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094861266861474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044728786175254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15617537175929982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738195155847623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209739144442694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895810205380916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985879127094262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682328754508229,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bbbastardchild,2018/02/16,"Extreme anxiety about death/ trying to sleep with anxiety Oh my god, every time I go lay down to finally rest my heart starts pounding and all these thoughts start spewing everywhere in my head. They aren't flowing in, they're violent. In the recent past, I have this big fear of death (though I've always been a suicidal person) im terrified of everything and anything because I'm positive I could die. One time I was positive I had cancer, I felt this lump on the back of my head and because it was a lump my immediate thought was death. I went through a whole week of crying, staying up for days, going through video after video of accepting your cancerous diagnosis. I finally go into the doctors and it's a lymph node. This happens 24/7, over anything. And because I'm so terrified and have this awful anxiety about it, it makes the symptoms real to me. My throats felt tight a few weeks ago and I swore I had throats cancer. Spent a week of digging through the Internet and watching videos, making my anxiety worse which made my symptoms worse. It was only heartburn/: Recently I've just been on this kick of death, I'm going to die and everyone that's died around me. It's been a weird motivation but it's also eating me alive, just like when I'm trying to go to bed. I can't sleep because I think that I won't wake up. I think about what I haven't done, how I've wasted time and what's it going to be like. Every day it's like this. My heart pounds and I feel like that's going to kill me. I start making up symptoms, I demand to get my blood drawn probably every week. The history of death in my family isn't that big, it's mostly overdosing. I'd feel much better if my death could be in my own hands but regardless, I'm terrified. 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We will be discussing whether or not I should start taking anxiety medication. Lately I have been experiencing intense anxiety and ultimately apathy. As a result I have been doing horrible in my University classes and will likely need to drop several of them. My psychologist and my parents are trying to convince me that I should take antidepressants to help with this issue. The problem is that the potential side effects terrify me. The sexual disfunction in particular is what scares me. I'm a 19 year old guy and I really really really don't want that this early in my life. Anyway, i'm just wondering if you guys think I am overreacting and that I should stop being a coward and give the meds a chance.",6.144771159874607,8.150393696551728,7.617115987460817,63.92993730407528,67.20689655172414,11.893416927899688,31.112852664576806,11.567385478589935,4.557137931034483,646,26,102,24,11,222,96,145,0.195,0.753,0.053,-0.961,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,1,1,1,2,5,0,2,9,0,18,3,0,2,0,25,29,10,0,7,5,1,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,7,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,19,2,12,20,0,12,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,3,7,77,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522354833801394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687415876498218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554156968173774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814910153644873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32647539680392235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050243956265723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207140769492588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596969274509376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164457639562049,0.08054245567446501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831227203096999,0.16607949159861787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224188499586552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299323937173638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830579453202335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774912157212226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168413483672011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301080068558389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862453070557556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668902756156745,0.0,0.0,0.13783066207929268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718634724811056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563587660378064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192937828202562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723892523066638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787840528021933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061646814396498 anxiety,Fctert,2018/02/16,"Hypochondria and a Fear of schiz and how to accept the doctor's verdict? So i really wanna keep this short I have a biological father who had been diagnosed with an F20 schizophrenia at the age of 36 or something like that. I didn't even know that until he told me couple months ago and i lived with him every summer for a few years. He does seem more or less operational, he sorta works with sales stuff, (i was concerned why isn't he working with his degree field, but it makes sense now. the degree became useless in the 90s) and he has friends, he was in the relationship since my parents divorced and he generally seems normal, which makes him and my therapist with whom i shared this doubt the diagnosis. He also says that he doesn't take any medicine as he doesn't experience much symptoms and pills only make him feel worse. He does claim to have had telepathic experiences though and he had heard voices. He also has troubles with an alcohol and he had for at least like 5 years before the diagnosis (thats what i can clearly recall to, and my mom said he had been drinking since 98 and was diagnosed in 2007) Now onto me, i have always been sort of an OCD type, when i was a kid i was checking door knobs for if the doors are locked and etc. Around the age of 16-17 (summer 2014) i have had HOCD (fear of being gay). I've had hypochondriac fears before, but they usually never lasted that long, 2 days the very max, i would find my answer and calm down And when my mom was diagnosed with cancer in the late 2016 i have had my first major hypochondriac fear obsession. I was never convinced that i do, but i was scared that i am going bald (mpb) which made me look up a lot of info and visit at least one doctor. After my mother's death feb 2017 i have had my fears jump up to a gigantic degree. Since then i have been scared of: ALS, Cancer, Multiple sclerosis, HIV, whatever else etc. I again am never sure that i do have something, but the risk and not knowing kills me, so i would end up going to a doctor and check it. Check up would usually do the trick, but i would end up worrying about something else new Ever since this late august i've been afraid of schiz, it started with me thinking that my fears are maybe delusions and at that time it was the only concern of mine. Long weeks of freaking out and i was able to talk to a doctor online and figure out that what i've had were definitely not delusions as i've had a critique, insight and was able to abandon them without any anti-psychs. As soon as i figured the delusions out, the next day the fear of voices had stared. I have been hearing things in an environment that i thought were maybe voices, but i couldn't really tell and there was always another half-assed explanation for whats happening Sometime slightly before i learned that i wasn't delusional and first fear of voices started, i learned that my father was diagnosed and it started the second wave of my anxiety. I was convinced by the people online that what i've had was just fine whatever, but when i learned about the risk it all started again. Ever since then i've been super hung up on the fear of schizophrenia and since i do have a genetic risk, i feel like it's gonna be haunting me forever. Every unusual though i get i take as a symptom of schizophrenia, every sound in my environment i suspect for a hallucination. I am seeing an anxiety therapist who says that i am fine, but since she doesn't specialize in schiz i wanted to get a second opinion. Or i thought that even if i am not schizophrenic at the moment, i am maybe in the transition stage. So i went to an early psychosis clinic in UCSF where they listened to me and said that i am fine and i am not in the UHR (ultra high risk) group and there is not even a need to watch me, but as i said since there is no definite answer it just keeps haunting me and there is always a feel that something new had came up, that they didn't listen to me or didn't understand or that i have failed to explain something That visit to UCSF was on the last friday the 9th and ever since then i've had so many new things or things i want to elaborate on So what do i do with those things? I don't want to run over to the doctor whenever something new came up and i don't wanna doubt the doctors. How do i deal with the risk and how do i address it? How to accept the verdict of the doctors? Sorry for the muddled structure, i tried to tell you the whole thing without too much and too little detail, this is my best attempt I could also elaborate on anything you want me to ",7.305767543859647,5.962129883771932,7.413342105263156,78.00972807017547,64.30701754385964,10.299649122807018,32.766666666666666,9.150863307647796,2.6069419298245613,3602,114,722,50,45,1167,344,912,0.138,0.795,0.066,-0.9973,1,0,8,0,1,0,76.0,0,2,4,8,40,44,2,20,54,0,94,23,1,8,9,141,142,77,2,16,26,6,3,3,1,5,20,14,3,1,52,49,2,3,25,1,4,9,22,27,0,5,55,21,93,17,102,78,14,103,0,3,4,2,58,38,0,16,58,512,145,15,0.08826768386462629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03912198798935062,0.047165655067246064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588145234445874,0.1101686759281439,0.0,0.0,0.06002505185579874,0.04627818136659693,0.06752453655716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0363183914632533,0.039288476237612016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266394662003347,0.0,0.04631574426629489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095471556184407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035237281579549404,0.048833256659014966,0.0,0.0569253538893901,0.04550005312171875,0.0,0.17917968220489391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162100013011103,0.07724364497535934,0.0,0.0,0.0432343631645627,0.0,0.0,0.07373632360708611,0.0,0.07817896866746184,0.0,0.09844180001754704,0.08744995908034905,0.11976476021373696,0.11155399591490453,0.0,0.0,0.08634273206020943,0.0,0.4469655790105068,0.06694618966365998,0.031529225494803095,0.0,0.0,0.04033753197417325,0.07508044680368392,0.0,0.0,0.034097696798176716,0.0,0.04611622170496598,0.0,0.05016455886984002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039027410666493234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974204740764748,0.0,0.0,0.04662982711755337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845637307397184,0.04882755712541696,0.0,0.04850961065264111,0.07194994328050107,0.09956979206898857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468469764499125,0.04423370399246746,0.03897099099569944,0.07811412259816866,0.03706131183102033,0.0,0.0,0.03752101416972986,0.0,0.041760508348009706,0.08837904658415421,0.04474478863896401,0.1330151286376435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033780445354958,0.03522721156895977,0.0,0.06488690385037442,0.03272468457492963,0.10211621898975584,0.17049895821441696,0.04693684158253539,0.0,0.0432417945917668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029906233486142107,0.06713155107321675,0.0,0.0,0.04900540857777159,0.0,0.0,0.030596849026928555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056546538506899585,0.0,0.0,0.04738322960603775,0.0,0.0,0.12594417067721775,0.07019400501456592,0.08837134997044102,0.0,0.03516895799227621,0.0803555842879943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285717310165313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038583262235588,0.04364949817047383,0.04940422275236665,0.12495264190131615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050522690083327215,0.0,0.0,0.04159562371863999,0.0917439206278738,0.06636631321740383,0.035473110384973555,0.07714984625333522,0.0,0.0,0.10248558419797063,0.14660281756798432,0.02827918386379455,0.08672255123748586,0.07007468139254881,0.025734798145687045,0.0,0.0,0.04217177728057082,0.0,0.029963981650570525,0.0,0.0,0.045944885915070094,0.0,0.0,0.09721438341243943,0.03641504166399633,0.10412513376037516,0.0,0.035401505885794264,0.0,0.0,0.04091251362929592,0.03982392776392795,0.04927385840706884,0.0,0.08508689740585562,0.0,0.06425992511648898,0.044820058789932136,0.044976155388626995,0.12540566018771904,0.0,0.0,0.056841494439126665 anxiety,SavannahRoseHandel,2018/02/16,"I feel like I have no control in anything. Ever since the shooting Wednesday and all the paranoia I have with scary kids at my school that are definitely on some time of watch list, I cant accomplish anything because I'm to terrified to leave me own bed. I've convinced myself I'm going to die if I leave my house. I'm also convinced my brother will die if I don't go to school to protect him. I go to school and shake and cry the whole day while reminding my brother of all the emergency exits and places to hide. I dont want to live like this.",4.561278195488722,4.663973824561406,5.459674185463662,84.92605263157897,69.52631578947367,8.268671679197995,31.19799498746867,7.957251820313856,1.991831077694236,432,17,92,5,7,142,70,114,0.266,0.613,0.122,-0.9388,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,3,14,15,8,2,3,2,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,0,0,2,15,4,14,14,5,14,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,3,7,57,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102327092978552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696537120935828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987571080263163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837611677800404,0.0,0.0,0.17997120890252746,0.10566363466321237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34008135739005313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201996635514332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820320535720802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284273167582389,0.11704775943493427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793431709759781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905005806400546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469670834704945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008848531807085,0.0,0.14467425404272855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117855831569392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4974463114430434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355306397850603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553677311101297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663743254273406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829221820311519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ReptilianWrap,2018/02/16,Stomach Flu Fears I have huge anxiety about throwing up and this is the second time I'm getting some type of throwing up related stomach virus in a matter of three months. Any tips on getting through the next few hours? ,5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,68.28571428571428,7.504761904761906,35.42857142857143,7.793537801064563,2.675085714285714,177,9,32,2,3,54,35,42,0.16,0.764,0.076,-0.5719,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,20,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670648551510203,0.0,0.3004317367038921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44192214167399707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41036272985940897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3867526821923427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134674561428048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4176649719054007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289997235031027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bluecowboyboots2,2018/02/16,"Afraid of getting a blood test. I have been struggling with major fatigue and my doctor requested a blood test. I have never had one in my life and the thought of it scares me and makes me faint. I’m 23, and I’ve been avoiding it. I even avoid flu shots. Help guys ",0.7944242424242418,2.9942073818181854,1.7159090909090935,99.08719696969698,84.27272727272728,4.393939393939394,20.075757575757574,5.46131890053228,-0.3699696969696973,206,6,47,1,6,64,39,55,0.248,0.706,0.046,-0.8658,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,5,3,0,5,7,2,1,1,10,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,4,0,7,0,4,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,28,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36391757130681374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23483553769031684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857587099105648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520475750852555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383157583687856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511334650699747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373304818367969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27421987895189465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409279487903784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559647203664223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37169507614742897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822647201271479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,askignquestions,2018/02/16,"I'm too hard on myself... I just need to talk. Maybe someone can relate? I've noticed I get super anxious in the mornings, relating to my PhD work. The anxiety comes as nausea, but I go anyway. Get through the mornings, and by lunchtime I'm crashing- getting very tired and very down. And that lasts the rest of the day. I go home, and repeat the next day. I'm just so anxious about not being good enough. To the point where I write/type 6 pages, throw it out/delete it, and start again because its not good enough. An a couple times a day. So on top of being tired from anxiety, I'm tired from work. So today I just sat there all day. Not getting any work done, feeling worse because I didn't work, trying to work harder and not succeeding. I don't know what to do. I tried what my therapist suggested- do something else during the day like coding practice/classes online (thats usally what I like doing). But I just felt bad doing it and not working. I know I'm in a bad place, mentally. My lab manger is worried about me... But I don't see someone again until Tuesday. I know its the weekend, but I don't know what to do. I just feel bad for not working even though I don't have to on the weekends. I know I'm so hard on myself, but I don't know how to change that. 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But whenever I'm alone, feeling good after talking to that person, I always find myself repeating the positive words they said to me over and over again in my head, in an attempt to make myself feel loved and wanted. To kind of relish in that good moment, give myself that feeling of being wanted. And eventually those words begin to lose meaning, and then I become seriously depressed. Does anyone else do this? It drives me crazy to the point where it's physically painful sometimes, and I feel like I can't just be happy and appreciate the small victories.",11.336374695863745,9.555866007299276,10.455145985401462,60.773035279805406,56.81021897810218,13.512895377128954,41.811435523114355,12.161744961471696,5.207550851581509,621,26,97,15,6,199,92,137,0.129,0.695,0.17600000000000002,0.8075,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,2,0,26,23,10,0,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,6,11,7,20,17,1,19,0,2,0,1,8,8,0,1,11,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906527116812366,0.0,0.0,0.12779303902426392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17350463952904152,0.0,0.10738853546359327,0.1573635387413073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961993202366185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833693239580304,0.13228048135360812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440118146401495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829856763966369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023326777788484,0.0,0.0,0.3882799242224681,0.10971945092696384,0.0,0.0,0.14037172783342342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473304390199149,0.0,0.3864534326473872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349154964935125,0.0,0.0,0.15762007169575054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993265971496734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750327079887085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17181966140461116,0.0,0.0,0.13861430640888212,0.0,0.20503517635852447,0.0,0.0,0.16729649214903616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342273086416173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410241556269076,0.0,0.0,0.14518521357398886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164430408346213,0.16489025194664667,0.0,0.0,0.14609223704140606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189713344818112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344388842511855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811740111689092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,myHelpMePlsAccount,2018/02/16,I feel like I’ve been trapped thinking in my head for the past week or two. Help?? I can’t stop thinking and I can’t even blurb a sentence without stuttering. I’ve become a mute for the past 3 weeks or so and haven’t spoken to anyone and have been trapped in my mind.,1.4234482758620717,2.937684103448277,2.56503448275862,97.33341379310345,78.65517241379311,5.329655172413793,23.66896551724138,5.6839178017228535,0.14451999999999954,210,7,50,1,5,67,37,58,0.162,0.6920000000000001,0.146,-0.4401,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,0,0,11,9,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,1,5,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,6,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417947969366804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751160668875389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453100411252786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259545907477141,0.17796012202077613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25565282139965456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669693241742757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169975110528315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515242752741761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755963761535293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082623025243106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192318829321291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24333865058208945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3996327983504446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401276023607235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,genies,2018/02/16,"i don't know. hello. i've been lurking the sub for a while now, contemplating if i should post to ask the questions that have been looming over my head forever. it might sound a little weird, so please bear with me! i don't know if i have anxiety or not -- or well, 99% of the time, i think i'm just telling myself that i have anxiety to explain why i'm the way i am. does that sound fucked up? i don't really know. i just feel like my problems aren't real and that i'm letting my thoughts spiral out of control and causing myself unnecessary stress over something minuscule. plus, even if my problems were real, there are so many people with problems and concerns that are worse than mine. so i really don't know why i keep whining about them the way i do. i'm graduating college this upcoming may and i'm just having a hard time telling myself that i'll be okay out in the ""real world"". i can't even make eye contact with people when i talk to them because i really hate the way i look and i feel like the people are judging me every time i talk to them. most of the times, i try to play it off really cool by pretending that i'm not a nervous wreck that i am inside and that's brought me up to here -- but i can't really make any notable relationships because i do that. but this is just something that everyone goes through once in their lives, i feel like. something people just learn how to... get over? i don't know why i can't get myself to socialize with other people and be overall okay to be in a setting where i have to be around a lot of people. how does someone get over that? and lately, i've been irrationally paranoid about the most bizarre things in the world. when i call my parents and they don't pick up the first, i always assume the worst by thinking something terrible happened to them (i don't think it helps that they work in a downtown area where it's a bit sketchy). i always walk into a room and try to find an exit route just in case someone walked in with the intentions of harming people. these are just the things i think about when most people daydream about other things. every time i try to tell someone about it, i feel like they just find it weird because they tell me to calm down. they're so dramatic, but i don't know how to get myself to stop. my sole escape mechanism from all this is kpop. i know it sounds really silly, but just looking about news about my favorite group or hearing songs help me escape even if it's for a little bit. but that's it. i don't really have a hobby that i can proudly tell other people about and now i find myself frantically searching for new news just to keep myself occupied. i'm sorry that this is all so rambly and pointless. i just really didn't know what to do with myself at this point and i was getting so frustrated at myself for not being normal.",4.822719806763286,5.150371043478263,5.5379492753623225,83.80649879227053,69.0,8.33671497584541,28.146135265700483,8.167268648758528,1.7121468599033816,2230,70,458,28,36,726,222,575,0.12,0.8009999999999999,0.079,-0.9687,1,0,4,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,9,4,42,27,3,3,27,3,47,3,2,9,2,104,89,39,0,9,26,1,5,4,0,3,0,5,1,0,38,24,0,4,24,3,0,3,17,15,1,1,8,14,71,12,69,72,9,55,0,1,3,1,29,32,1,15,19,322,109,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992549099121708,0.0,0.0,0.04055904092675061,0.0,0.09125291381209558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309459521998011,0.05575781791381924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907280061016694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302286327278219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609018046279038,0.0,0.0,0.061269421346775016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689429309051335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10438735364738667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181802050884824,0.0,0.10050299435474988,0.056991099142590575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062844484694756,0.17043485780631498,0.0,0.0,0.16353687931715327,0.05073199973279418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513866028216927,0.15580409059972572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274179022086042,0.0,0.05342809108166301,0.058884759862546536,0.06121055628679903,0.0,0.06722159079291967,0.0,0.07995440973100958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602623898155716,0.0,0.0,0.2622242844241557,0.0,0.06727949658912323,0.0,0.0,0.060988641054533735,0.0,0.11655352636963985,0.11955518938207745,0.052665544464595294,0.0,0.100169593653301,0.0,0.0,0.05070604030394511,0.0,0.0,0.07962385163415446,0.060468276413199865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327141656157237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057603234069666436,0.0,0.0,0.05843712457948279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063517465847615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662260942951925,0.0,0.0,0.3721382763332433,0.0,0.0,0.06546970916791538,0.056381573690917036,0.0,0.057121163066521666,0.0,0.0,0.1712098567796679,0.0,0.0,0.06681340747230909,0.0,0.0,0.20365914774477975,0.30566882308768656,0.0,0.0,0.06403387550417412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079816124496092,0.15160504781751574,0.18366327482561906,0.0,0.06676505327746639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986391826732215,0.06832044343980186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587699078442648,0.26065148425017565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188717609174525,0.15286638365090485,0.0,0.04734959458856059,0.17389051720273555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148031402090215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202465621486285,0.0,0.0,0.0536258968055725,0.0,0.16145461930676286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04342055278870737,0.0,0.0607809463128016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kingsatan666,2018/02/16,"Marijuana to help with anxiety/depression? I have suffered from anxiety since pre kindergarten and when I was seen by a psychiatrist in grade four I was talking about self harm and suicide. I have been smoking marijuana since 14 as that was the only thing that helped my anxiety.. I have been on nearly every medication (I am now 22) seen many doctors, psychiatrists done counseling and nothing has helped.. Almost all the doctors have told me to stop smoking marijuana but that's all that helps me.. Anyone else in these shoes? 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Helu all, I am a 21 year old electrical engineering student in university. When i had initially started school, I was crazy anxious. I wasn't able to go to class, and only took certain hallways to walk to class because of a lot of things I was dealing with. In short, I failed a couple of classes. Earlier this week is when I realized I had a problem, I knew that having anxiety was going to be in the way of getting my degree. Each day it was something different. I booked an appointment with my doctor and this is going to be the first time I tell a doctor I have anxiety. First of all...what do i even tell him? Do i just dump all of my problems on him at once? I can't think of any other way. I just want to be able to live a normal life again. 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Hi, I’m coming to terms with the fact that I have some unaddressed issues with anxiety, but it presents in some ways that I hadn’t recognized before. I’m dealing with some serious health issues, most recently IBD which is super painful and is probably going to result in me dropping classes this semester. I know I’m in pain. I know I have tests that show something is wrong, but I still feel like I’m lying? Like I’m making it up and it’s not that bad and I’m just being dramatic? I just can’t shake this feeling that I’m faking it, and it’s destroying my self esteem and keeping me from asking for help. Why do I feel this way? Is there a name for it/has anyone else ever felt this way? 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I've been on quite a few but most recently Saphris and Zyprexa. Stopped Saphris for Zyprexa because I was told it would be much better. And it was. For four months or so. But now it seems to have quit working. I had heard of tegretol working but researching online just today I wasn't really getting much in the way of support for that. I just wanted to know what meds you've been on so I can maybe suggest them to my pdoc I also take gabapentin and klonopin",1.5607142857142868,4.05720366666667,2.0948809523809544,95.62803571428572,83.76190476190476,5.0238095238095255,24.940476190476193,6.42735559955562,0.7156190476190472,415,17,87,4,12,127,70,105,0.037000000000000005,0.889,0.07400000000000001,0.6908,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,1,5,6,2,0,0,2,0,12,1,0,0,0,15,20,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,1,10,2,13,9,4,10,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,5,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630831690087147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600629520685974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431415663115095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180359979163833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23649466801778976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654528359538394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120748845634668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487562480497096,0.0,0.2265208429907025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627754012851074,0.0,0.2998248042345624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433810436189894,0.0,0.0,0.13064311773195728,0.0,0.2013567933527656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856506929646232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049505223254507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141794570101526,0.0,0.0,0.15333037706701225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193302294915618,0.19486435809184866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120283508662981,0.16187056039096606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2969277053595735,0.0,0.0,0.14486639554567055,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Tompkinz,2018/02/16,"Can't help but analyze every social situation Each and every time I engage in some kind of social interaction that is in a casual environment (think having dinner or lunch with some people), my mind seems to be mostly fine in those moments of the situation, but immediately afterwards, I pick at everything I did or didn't do. I talk down on myself for not asking engaging enough questions, or reacting in the ""right"" way to promote more conversation. Every lull in the conversation I blame myself for it, for not being entertaining enough, which then feeds into the idea that I may somehow be a boring person who isn't relatable. The reason this is such a big deal to me is because this is my first semester at a university, and I was looking forward to it because it would give me a chance to restart. I had a hard time developing the close relationships that I want throughout high school. I did a little bit better when I got my first job in retail, being forced to be around a lot of people all the time, but I still never had anybody reaching out to me, or expressing much interest in wanting to hang out or be my friend outside work. I thought that there would be all kinds of people who would be willing to reach out, or that I would feel comfortable reaching out to, but so far those instances aren't as common as I had expected. I guess what this is boiling down to is that I am terrified that I may have some kind of off-putting personality trait that I can't seem to notice myself. I really just want to feel wanted by the people around me, and not just the guys I talk with online, who are great, and I love and appreciate them a ton. I just want to feel like I'm wanted by the people I interact with, not just the people I text, or don't see in person very often.",13.417664576802508,7.019915614942532,12.752779519331243,59.979263322884044,58.080459770114935,15.87293625914316,44.854754440961344,12.24349002098031,5.177042528735633,1406,46,267,28,11,472,173,348,0.078,0.774,0.14800000000000002,0.9779,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,5,13,16,0,0,20,0,38,5,0,3,3,73,59,21,0,11,19,0,4,1,1,7,0,0,0,4,21,17,4,0,10,2,1,2,11,1,0,2,9,6,37,15,49,35,14,41,0,0,2,1,25,27,0,20,14,213,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583894402366885,0.08316712399443678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846037945491377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867934074729423,0.09712306947198876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171554403259613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384230909860727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486205448981664,0.0,0.0799529853034748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494503378900674,0.0635542130345766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513414502262046,0.0,0.0,0.06873154199924493,0.0,0.0,0.08534011088136309,0.0,0.0,0.07115074990902844,0.09808052161154476,0.09800127553378823,0.08808600963459315,0.0,0.0,0.07969215514571715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059629111726346974,0.09399285646527968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004268625481563,0.0,0.0,0.08828070019814223,0.0,0.0,0.27791957326174216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04346216343399191,0.08916293384082809,0.0,0.0,0.07470537161903254,0.0,0.0,0.07563200460504274,0.08029135294355733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982589578285548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539704109034503,0.0,0.06861270069394441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128341620516483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700487970879044,0.23303361660447602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943101906776865,0.09965739606827706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056991104257028774,0.0914673819467124,0.0,0.09551150785942218,0.0,0.07597275405533876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003392860982785,0.07089090877965308,0.16197467087159606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999322029042205,0.0,0.1813703765347756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104488022158224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300799204707773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057003026478395384,0.0,0.07062560465188397,0.15562274220999248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340266940455206,0.3148312793641933,0.07061360861207157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476513308442093,0.0,0.0,0.2527831850682697,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RevolutionaryBag,2018/02/16,"I can't get a job because of my anxiety... I can't do anything because of my anxiety... people don't even understand that me showing up to an interview is an monumental achievement, let alone actually going through with it all the way.. Recently I had applied for this job.. got an interview and talked to someone.. but was turned down for being too nervous.. I was just told I'd ""be called back"" and low and behold, no call back... I'm just sick of this, and everything man.. I don't want to be on disability :( I want to work, I'm only 19 years old! I refuse to be on it. But I just don't know what to do. 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Anyone have anything that can help, I think I have anxiety to the point I feel nauseous anytime I'm out and about and sometimes throw up, I think it's anxiety because when I'm home I feel fine.I use to be a very confident sociable person but not so much anymore and feel I avoid certain things and have been doing so for quite some time now. I would be appreciate if anyone has any input how they deal with anxiety or nauseousness due to anxiety thanks.",5.565161290322582,6.315536860215057,6.188333333333336,78.30250000000002,67.49462365591397,9.640860215053763,31.62903225806452,9.725611199111238,2.976599999999999,380,15,71,8,6,124,66,93,0.101,0.7120000000000001,0.187,0.8514,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,6,3,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,2,1,21,19,11,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,3,8,2,8,15,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,4,46,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255309617847855,0.0,0.5648588218436563,0.0,0.18306868415026187,0.2581462973920521,0.0,0.1519059949106266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252742711447976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030938759868507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28001040620489026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373016870140945,0.0,0.18516388279272292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569859909729542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118127460903445,0.0,0.20262992841623464,0.17450198551644105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633955441091988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256922126202146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995031786778825,0.0,0.0,0.12263674662958696,0.2365621045985303,0.0,0.0,0.10763885620044904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943085186063038,0.0,0.15231024587854286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113102487973585,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theloveoflordjesus,2018/02/16,Help please My heart rate is over 130 and I don't know what's going on around me and I can't stop shaking and my head feels so foggy and messed up am I having a panic attack or am I dying or having psychotic breakdown please soemone tell me I'm save and you have experienced this before ,2.429016393442623,3.9439391147541016,4.063081967213115,87.66183606557377,75.88524590163935,6.191475409836067,20.39672131147541,6.742157984588678,0.2892662295081969,230,5,48,2,5,77,46,61,0.13699999999999998,0.652,0.211,0.4296,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,2,1,0,8,2,2,0,0,12,12,8,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,4,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732976017103745,0.0,0.2905155367570273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729754216102487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502945034902553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12912065401029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513030574152594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620790500984447,0.0,0.0,0.3026097790494302,0.17116635613720074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034240077117294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299616820418992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606300687271856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134972973036784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232010213367988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,YDex_Nubdyr,2018/02/16,"huge anxiety spike, don't feel in control, what should I do? I spent a great deal of undergraduate in a somewhat dissociated state, yet managed to graduate with a degree in psychology. I was accepted into a graduate program, and now I am trying to keep myself in the present and work on planning a future for my career. I have to figure out what doctoral program I want to go into following my Master's as I want to keep moving on in the field. I also am trying to get my body into healthy shape and try to meet new people, network, and find a relationship. When I met with my professor, he mentioned the difficulty of getting into a lot of different programs, that internships, published research, etc. would help. I've done these things before, and I know I can do them again, I just feel really anxious because everything feels out of control. I am terrified that it's all going to blow up, and I'll die in poverty, mediocrity, and isolation. It's likely my perfectionistic inner critic going off on me again, its just hard to think through the anxiety. It feels like there is so much more to do, but I don't know where to start. tl;dr: anxious about future prospects, trying to get my life in order while making decisions about my higher education. Feel out of control and anxious. 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The dizzy,lightheaded,chest pains,sick to stomach and the feeling like you are losing your mind sensations just about drive us insane. I hate not being able to breath! All day this crap has been happening!",4.467391304347828,7.570339652173914,3.6458260869565247,85.31004347826091,76.3913043478261,7.1582608695652175,26.591304347826085,8.238735603445708,2.1134573913043484,208,8,35,4,5,61,42,46,0.355,0.575,0.07,-0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,3,0,1,2,5,2,0,2,0,4,4,3,0,2,9,8,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,1,1,6,1,3,6,3,2,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,22,7,0,0.3000131177614123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295092139154661,0.3389294277315524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193483641490132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516956467257399,0.21432943127420834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674447144554554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26530060922788,0.0,0.0,0.2962008418817786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657125509029972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356379383915352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302927724812854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118285023252377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608788410260926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UltramodernSalad,2018/02/16,"Anxiety at school in the usa I have never felt so much severe anxiety than I have now with attending school everyday with so much gun violence at high schools. We have already had guns at our school and now my anxiety is just amplified even though I graduate in 3 months. Every time the intercom goes off everyone is scared we’re on lockdown again. The thing is that there is absolutely nothing I or any other teenagers can do about it besides risk going to school. I don’t know what can be done, I guess we’ll just keep dealing with it.",5.358571428571427,6.306100476190476,5.768571428571431,80.42142857142859,68.04761904761905,10.19047619047619,32.14285714285714,10.290406445055957,3.2675714285714275,430,18,84,11,7,138,74,105,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.9555,0,1,0,2,0,0,6.0,3,0,0,0,11,2,0,2,3,0,15,0,0,0,1,13,20,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,1,10,0,13,15,2,17,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,7,61,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648641985693798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964329258668763,0.0,0.3254435486530842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619573374685094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451167466077566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366150921247378,0.0,0.11947765014357725,0.1355016862606453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615597433397594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805916036234545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562152690245993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982579848210098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12604366634454514,0.0,0.0,0.0779328554206865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131881764929484,0.0,0.20848741634630685,0.0,0.10936951013166593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136066657728165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419725194228559,0.7175760877865666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020038850458027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420958883881668,0.0,0.139323650641094,0.0,0.0826882045098082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Gordonthegod,2018/02/16,"Medication experience I have really bad social anxiety, it's hard to talk to my bosses or perform anything with anyone watching me, I can drive fine on my own but if there's a passenger with me I always over think things and fuck up, always wanted to play sports but would never sign up for fear of being judged. Does anyone else feel like this and if so have you gone to a doctor seeking medication and did it give you the confidence you need to perform everyday tasks without feeling like you are being judged?",8.171224489795918,7.409014489795923,8.309102040816324,70.40018367346939,62.265306122448976,11.105306122448981,33.885714285714286,10.355215969177356,3.4321199999999994,412,14,72,8,5,135,70,98,0.141,0.72,0.139,0.1942,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,0,2,2,7,1,1,3,0,8,4,0,1,1,20,16,9,0,5,6,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,2,4,11,4,14,11,1,8,0,0,1,1,7,4,1,3,4,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090354083672428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206038527250625,0.0,0.0,0.2596922349162581,0.19027212212944106,0.1528157006862145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505217285326225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19007234534802606,0.1625077716122144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512895125660062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816507362708108,0.0,0.2089647065767064,0.18779151956799425,0.2653289692610409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167713327432482,0.0,0.17814085467832008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635118565232154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814477825336635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3741474632544791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769457846482674,0.1432236848203612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189645046925464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18929828866843856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925903930750742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337117028925808,0.11898939140387102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953097475928376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900866919516284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191631745994012,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mochalead,2018/02/16,"do i have anxiety? somethings wrong and i don't know what.. I've never thought I had anxiety but I've been noticing some weird behaviors in myself and I don't know what's wrong with me.. Firstly, I'm not afraid of public speaking (generally..) Lets use, for example, a debate we had in history class the other day. I was excited to state my case, and when I did I wasn't scared. However, I soon became worried that my argument would be incorrect and people would judge me as soon as I started talking. Because of this, my voice starts unnaturally and involuntarily shaking. After my piece, the girl behind me said it sounded like I was going to cry. Today, in English, we had an hour long discussion about 'gun control' and safety in schools, due to the shooting yesterday in Florida. I had strong opinions I wanted to voice, and as soon as I started talking, I felt what I was saying might be wrong or sound stupid, and my voice was shaking again. I genuinely don't know if these are symptoms of anxiety, because I don't know what sources on the internet are accurate or not. The weirdest thing, however, is the fact that I am super 'nervous' about trying new media (games, movies, shows, music, etc). I am so nervous about this that I flat out refuse to try new media. For as long as I can remember, whenever a friend recommend new music or a new show, I can't make myself watch it. Even if I know I'll like it, I can't make myself watch it. The only time I try new things is if it happens to be on around me and I see it for an extended period of time, and think its interesting (like if I hear a song on the radio and like it). My range of media is very small. I hate venturing out into new media. My dad has a good taste in movies, but I still won't watch them. My favorite movies of all time are movies my dad basically made me watch. Aliens: my all time favorite movie, had to be made to watch it. Star Wars: another favorite series, had to be made to watch it. Spirited Away: again, another favorite I was made to watch. This is true of almost all my favorite shows and movies. It's been like this as long as I can remember. When I was made to watch Star Wars, I was very young (maybe 7-8) Trying new media stressed me out, sometimes to the point where I want to cry. Again, I don't know if this is a symptom of anxiety but I can't find anything on it on the internet and I'd like to have an answer for why I'm like this, or if it's just a personality thing. Thanks for any help <3 ~~~ Other notes: I'm 14 years old, and don't have issues socializing with new people. 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I’ve always been too scared to do what the other kids did at school. I couldn’t participate in P.E. properly without crying because performing physical activity while other people could see me was horrifying. It felt like there was a wall in front of me, stopping me from doing all these activities that I actually really wanted to do but was too scared to. I couldn’t do presentations in front of the class either, but I got better as I got older and by 15 I was able to stand up at the front with the other kids. Flash forward to now, at the age of 18. My anxiety has improved. I can do a lot of things that other adult women do: I managed to hold down a four-year relationship, I have a pretty good sex life, I eat well, and even though I can’t go out alone I’m not unhappy. I’m on 40mg of fluoxetine per day which has really helped me, but even now I am so scared, of pretty much everything. Even now, at home, I’m terrified that somebody will stick a gun through the mailbox and shoot me through the side of the head. Every night when I’m in bed I keep putting on the torch on my phone to be sure there’s nobody in my room. When I’m in the house alone or trying to nap in the living room I’m constantly looking in the kitchen to be sure nobody has broken in even though I’d hear them if they did. What I’m asking is, what can I do? It’s going to be a good while until I can see my therapist again, and even though I don’t think she’ll be able to help, I am constantly living in fear for no good reason. How can I convince myself than I’m not going to be murdered, and that my fears are irrational? It’s ruining my life. Edit: I need to add that this isn’t the only thing. When I walk over a bridge I’m scared it will collapse beneath me. Wherever I am, I’m worried that the worst will happen, that I’ll be severely injured or die. It’s just distressing.",4.319003506971175,4.488573759815246,5.76190402874006,82.3162988623728,70.06235565819861,9.370934907193568,27.353434265674448,9.348350401419415,2.0383094517149947,1630,49,353,32,27,554,207,433,0.207,0.687,0.106,-0.9937,0,2,0,2,0,1,43.0,0,0,2,2,26,21,1,7,22,0,47,8,1,2,3,38,76,25,2,6,11,0,1,1,0,4,4,2,6,5,25,10,2,3,3,1,0,9,9,11,1,1,12,6,41,10,60,50,5,61,0,1,3,1,15,30,0,4,24,244,66,4,0.17108162119300513,0.0,0.08347549173191135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771889640385816,0.0,0.0,0.142353613895508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308769719416595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996911074710042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214488417852901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565389557236707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18487845465023592,0.0,0.0682973767421993,0.0,0.09396256375323707,0.05516674622004725,0.0,0.0,0.08682212213553273,0.08877785624687633,0.0,0.09803717985187237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875296045269987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33899339186634764,0.0,0.07207182227246241,0.0,0.1537571297216569,0.0,0.0,0.19251438736404486,0.0,0.0,0.08213259276308076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584444185223855,0.21524272041622936,0.1368296010715712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564345630762193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778955019646617,0.0,0.09641071045900698,0.0,0.11467240443987073,0.0,0.08580440759967248,0.0,0.0,0.09870261049928866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603260282100507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747127440215657,0.12084000853324282,0.04179091922421136,0.0,0.15106820587402287,0.0,0.07183273689739864,0.0,0.0,0.0727237382008118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288233824024393,0.06342742717363123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027425605139002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579646670737687,0.06505764107519313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930322747510465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405151370633212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599214117990703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959926733151774,0.08795020009509125,0.0,0.09183881782594293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06802548594307511,0.34256509648864536,0.08657186712958206,0.13632990207866,0.0,0.0,0.0966367677503424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054622601634041,0.0,0.0683130018399366,0.07151594792262403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124240330658582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993194741599402,0.11365902719033273,0.054811097443692114,0.2521302362899383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807659534874743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050454186375798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691146176462095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245828888408384,0.0,0.0,0.08687084541050627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508547745850692 anxiety,PeriwinkleAppleTree,2018/02/17,"There's something wrong with me. It's like I want to catch a cold. Ok, hear me out. I hate being sick and I feel miserable when I'm sick. However, I'm also a bit of a workaholic and the only time I don't feel guilty taking a break, staying in bed, watching movies, etc is when I'm sick. I'm recovering from a pretty bad depressive episode and I feel as though I'm mostly better. However, it's that time of the semester when I'm just super tired and I almost want to catch the cold my students keep bringing to class so that I can have an excuse to cancel lectures for one day and do nothing. Even on weekends, I can't completely divorce myself from my work without feeling super anxious. I love my work but I love it so much I don't know how to relax and take breaks. I think there is something deeply wrong with me for feeling this way. I tried googling ""I want to catch a cold"" to see if other people have experienced the same thing but couldn't find anything so now I'm almost convinced I'm mentally disturbed. I just want an excuse to cuddle up under 5 layers of blankets and eat popsicles all day without feeling bad about it. 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A coworker called me and we were talking about job hunting. He said, ""Must be nice not having a family to support. If I were you I'd be working two jobs to save up money."" I told him that I deal with anxiety and get overwhelmed easily. (I have panic disorder.) He asked what I wanted in a job. I said an indoor desk job where I would be allowed to have my phone on me. (It's my only comfort item and talking to someone during a panic attack is the only way I'm able to calm down if it gets bad.) He wasn't being mean, he just didn't understand why I care so much about having my phone with me when I don't have ""real friends."" He knows my only close friends are over the internet. Again, anxiety related. I just feel bad. Like I'm not trying hard enough to be a ""real adult."" (If anyone knows of any jobs that let you keep your phone in your pocket and don't require owning a car, let me know...)",1.6534939402896818,3.181848100502513,3.6215252734259558,89.94749926101095,78.04522613065329,6.491398167307124,21.756133609222584,7.285733465282438,0.6317210168489504,728,20,160,9,17,247,117,199,0.096,0.784,0.12,0.4153,6,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,4,0,2,9,15,1,3,10,0,24,0,0,1,1,32,43,9,0,6,8,0,2,1,2,2,0,2,0,1,7,9,0,2,6,0,1,1,7,6,0,1,8,4,24,9,18,26,4,13,0,1,0,0,27,8,0,3,4,104,31,8,0.10405881767944514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076356435092743,0.0,0.15920942140653307,0.0,0.0,0.07276034480949126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972809476224453,0.1183819275290429,0.0,0.0,0.17376953244523693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625568732400363,0.0,0.10609489978084616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728007182015677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926042029382015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752057533820296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980973923105701,0.0,0.05261526483636174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079116882016276,0.0,0.16309931210458786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321626140599593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5163116000393823,0.0924922583673543,0.0,0.0,0.17156401447031747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21281438255566126,0.0,0.050837882104269316,0.0,0.0,0.0920887791062815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133505583406428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649520415541024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23742425974538614,0.0,0.24418120364411394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368834317872573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796752968525788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763373970723341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808471314985455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25091560791834244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994326596353739,0.0,0.07064910660415592,0.0,0.10165034453523393,0.10832889903561144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137658673833715,0.08259704593466875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389689764198544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575605860517312,0.0,0.0,0.07392039848614397,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AmbulancePancakes,2018/02/17,"My husband and I were supposed to go to a party tonight but I can't leave the house. The party is a) about an hour away and b) will be made up entirely of people I've never met before. My husband's high school friends are having the party and I originally agreed to go. But now the night is here I'm terrified to drive that far in the dark and spend so long with people I don't know. I told my husband to go without me but he's insisting he doesn't care and is staying home too. But I feel awful about it. I feel like he should go and that I'm holding him hostage with my anxiety. I hate the guilt. Anxiety is bad enough without that piled on top of it too.",1.047242686890577,2.732498274647892,2.9629577464788746,93.27483748645722,80.33802816901408,6.059371614301193,22.89490790899241,7.010146845296331,0.5813384615384618,513,17,119,6,13,172,84,142,0.183,0.677,0.139,-0.877,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,1,9,1,13,0,0,2,1,22,27,11,0,1,6,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,3,0,1,5,6,3,0,0,4,2,14,3,17,20,1,20,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,8,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664309551111535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360885511889856,0.0,0.1453983755784922,0.0,0.0,0.1481790394772819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775458087298409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179931622942778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609931799177952,0.12440458077611315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453897484121122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3958676953260231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192571893073788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398688845617286,0.17467511610612513,0.0,0.17149134715062772,0.2009324512719636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957019667014814,0.0,0.0,0.18438753022971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507527610619714,0.0,0.0,0.15410709464019084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477406128760871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343063482054797,0.0,0.0,0.16341718786207074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414514227057352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623746105137736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856084734950152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16639680140692872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33572660397447296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aszuna1974,2018/02/17,"Am i over-reacting? All has been going well until earlier this morning... You see, today is supposed to be the first time I will be going on a date since my separation and divorce over a year ago and while we were texting just fine earlier, I haven't heard anything in hours Am I wrong for assuming i've berm stood up? 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So I'm in med school and I finally failed my first test. I'd been sort of close before but this one was spectacular. Well below my average performance for this type of knowledge. I wasn't thinking clearly at all while taking it, panicking, and couldn't remember really basic stuff which seemed obvious walking in to and even walking out of this exam. No clue why I couldn't just calm down and think straight but there we go, some negative consequences of the way I process things finally happened like I'd been dreading and waiting for. Anyway. I got the notification that I failed and will have to remediate and it felt awful. I called my parents and girlfriend, watched a movie, called my girlfriend again, and cried for the first time since I was a little kid. I feel sort of unstuck, like the numbness of the past couple months has finally gone away and I'm really living in my body, really experiencing this situation. Can anyone relate to this? Also- any advice on how to use a failure as a turning point rather than another ignored reminder to get myself together? Current plan is just to study my ass off and do ok on this remediation exam I have to do, if I fail they'll make me repeat the entire year. I am comfortable with my knowledge and will work hard, but I want this to be a turning point for me in terms of maturity and dealing with my paranoia, worst-case speculation, self isolation, and procrastination. I need to grow from this and I need help on how to make sure I do that. 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I have some anxiety and depression issues and she usually handles them very very well, being very supportive when I freak out which isn’t that often. 2 weeks ago I started coming off of my antidepressant Wellbutrin and I’ve had extremely intense paranoia and anxiety. I explained to my girlfriend beforehand that I apologize for any strange behavior that might happen. My girlfriend has become extremely busy with school as well as her job and trying to hang out with other people. I have this crippling anxiety every single day that she’s starting to not like me as a partner anymore. I get extremely anxious if she doesn’t respond after a few hours, and then I call her or visit her to make sure things are alright between us. She tells me things are fine and that I’ve been very anxious and paranoid lately. I almost always feel great after I stop talking to her, but then inevitably within the next 24 hours I’ll become overwhelmed with anxiety that I’m scaring her with my paranoia and anxiety. I try to contact her to make sure things are ok and she’s becoming increasingly annoyed. I called her today to see if things were ok and she got more frustrated than usual. I just get so overwhelmingly anxious that she’s had the last straw with me and is going to leave me. She told me not to talk to her for the rest of today and that we should talk tomorrow. I can’t take my mind being like this anymore and I don’t know what to do. I’m constantly, throughout every day, overwhelmed with anxiety about her and I can’t do anything productive. I can’t exercise, I can’t do new activities, I can’t focus on my job, and I get so anxious I want to quit my job. I just feel like I love my girlfriend so much that it’s pushing her away. What should I do? Sorry for this rant I’m just feeling a lot of stuff right now.",4.542816711590298,6.119543935309974,5.257823450134771,80.96630390835583,70.5633423180593,8.211051212938006,30.77021563342318,8.738905477910976,2.55306846361186,1524,65,280,27,28,493,175,371,0.16399999999999998,0.741,0.094,-0.9698,3,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,1,1,16,22,2,4,7,3,30,2,0,2,2,55,55,31,0,5,9,0,3,3,6,3,1,0,0,1,22,27,0,1,5,1,0,6,10,8,2,0,7,4,60,14,41,43,8,40,0,4,1,1,40,7,0,8,30,204,82,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672805153627619,0.0,0.07537851420846109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626360559439328,0.0,0.0,0.05119058309091661,0.0,0.4031040715010813,0.3401639523107205,0.14930806797139626,0.0,0.0,0.06194612344174093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072472448635918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24941085130833146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373139102681666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484401619524324,0.0,0.16269425006379035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709419544543532,0.0,0.06483551603136846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684735057454238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418613990807512,0.05377752746840962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798655091703028,0.0,0.04278135444538805,0.0,0.060205472224933686,0.08299257741121252,0.0,0.0,0.0665667366134377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826432554898716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856908054017793,0.22410085279097766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041369981000393664,0.061360372644666275,0.08491514053994854,0.0797069160146584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032884727735087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399736557080422,0.0679399560191044,0.0,0.10049526073504096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985644218325091,0.076007778984045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533686919662402,0.0,0.0,0.07270248685796568,0.0800573832015391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052187228299142484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006579517280413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428569677731559,0.0,0.0,0.07536488172281873,0.07618380965978874,0.05998560303286605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426584873005355,0.10656215030093218,0.0,0.0,0.06293450222138988,0.0,0.0,0.08617355203291978,0.0,0.08542284967850775,0.1418943701908249,0.0,0.05659853954570316,0.18151313311825032,0.06579495548909335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004137558045676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270658942259348,0.07192989600938224,0.0,0.10221556800005002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905483286670948,0.0,0.16581280041746282,0.2484438957971395,0.044400014217550084,0.0,0.0603822461642823,0.0,0.13536517942859086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04847558068068358 anxiety,IMustSaveMyPassword,2018/02/17,"Have you found quitting Reddit and other social medias a good start to recovery? I tried to quit Reddit as I think this place is kinda antisocial, so I just leave my phone at home and I noticed my confidence had gradually come back. Speaking to people still feels weird but I kept persevering, tried to avoid stalking them online and things appeared better. Had a bad day this week and confidence disappeared again, then tumbled back down the rabbit hole.",6.718518518518517,8.720942765432103,6.282407407407407,74.06583333333336,65.79012345679013,8.85679012345679,29.549382716049386,9.2995712137729,2.7945456790123453,368,13,58,7,6,114,63,81,0.139,0.723,0.138,0.2289,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,3,6,5,0,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,11,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,2,9,2,7,7,0,14,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,8,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32638352276999144,0.1772031759835102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770017860570126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281734341774705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687078557234802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10730985924883137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23269922865305545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17800844561074156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21288398316791396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472091478643286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24162524915613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713355214238838,0.0,0.22173516768080787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514654344681162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634174705849585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021747857382245,0.0,0.16948714338420828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14099617436995526,0.13598840749600824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28818046281155585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023809568045106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,timewaster_,2018/02/17,"Anxiety of being sick for special event I often hear about people just being too anxious to attend something. Or having a fear and anxiety that they'll become sick in general... but mine seems to stem more around being too sick to do things. If there's a special occasion coming up, I worry i'll become sick right before it and then won't be able to either attend or function on the day. Things become a threat. Like what I eat in the days before. Who I am exposed to. Places I go. I know that someone I will be seeing a week before my wedding had a sick family this week. It takes a couple of weeks for incubation of that illness, and she might not be showing symptoms when I see her, but still could give it to me. I'm going roller skating. Children go there. I haven't skated for awhile, I might need to use the bars to keep steady. Kids touch those. Kids get sick. I could get sick. I could touch my phone. Infect myself. Be sick on the day. It's worry about being too ill infront of people, or losing control of the day, having to cancel things...what do you do? What if i'm vomiting? What if my stomach is upset? What if I have to leave? It feels tangible and legitimate. I know it's stupid. In the end it'll be fine, i'll just be sick with worry. But it won't stop me from limiting my meals before the day to curve it somehow. Now my we'll likely have colds in the weeks leading up to it, as it's developing that way. A lowered immune system. The stress only making it worse. I feel like I can't win this one, I can't make it go away. 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Hi everyone. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for 10+ years and have been on Zoloft the entire time. A couple years ago I was going to wean myself off but decided to stay at 25mg, and that’s where I’m at now. Ever since last year after I had a severe stomach virus/food poisoning that landed me in the hospital, I’ve had the symptoms described above about once a month (feels like it’s getting worse though and happening more often). It used to just happen in my sleep and wake me up, then it would happen just at night before bed, but now it’s starting to happen earlier in the day. I thought it was triggered by eating a huge meal (so I thought it was indigestion I guess), but it’s happening after eating a cracker and doesn’t happen every time after eating a big meal. I’ve started going to the GI because I thought this was something physical brought on by the stomach virus, but so far, no cause that she can tell. When these episodes happen, I don’t feel like I’m worried about anything or “panicking” except that i don’t want to throw up (I’m also emetophobic from this experience). This just doesn’t feel like my typical anxiety that I’ve been used to in the past. I’m going to my doctor soon to up my dose of Zoloft to see if it helps these symptoms fade. Anyways: tldr; anyone experience the above symptoms without “reason”?",7.695964285714287,6.596226953571431,7.887142857142859,74.13785714285714,63.39285714285714,10.571428571428571,35.35714285714286,9.606745405546679,3.2405714285714287,1137,43,211,18,14,372,153,280,0.099,0.8370000000000001,0.063,-0.8753,0,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,0,17,4,1,0,14,0,16,19,6,6,1,35,46,17,0,3,11,0,3,3,0,1,8,0,1,0,18,6,5,0,9,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,13,5,16,3,38,32,1,49,0,0,1,0,5,19,0,4,27,132,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806136307084807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042289105365651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347338833040481,0.0,0.0,0.06157477189551563,0.0,0.07246725659580328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05368158076689642,0.0,0.07493400083600966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904635996921857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974385703259491,0.0,0.05679249632081329,0.09078772191853324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013485761115964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703272397052507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965682821539698,0.0741957607018648,0.08414670590200299,0.0,0.17228243507757487,0.0,0.0,0.13357988911420762,0.18873383832353532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648452903554116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920171829444608,0.0,0.1501424407788325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700986506345073,0.0,0.5451085492401507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10435351090842616,0.05902588564198805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717820199586354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906746122840645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07028999019698827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263991813600724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378281167989468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08406483481145686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18108414063036196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017375495861265,0.0,0.0,0.09948462892890746,0.0,0.0728455289834008,0.0,0.08812527380535565,0.0,0.0,0.06779418103993252,0.0,0.0,0.12466101606052622,0.093862030399909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745894009639156,0.0,0.0,0.07696978692495214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652015025952133,0.2097334041823274,0.15404841559833088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521140289146492,0.0,0.0,0.0519410585262297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488831386557492,0.0,0.0,0.08943090732020141,0.0897423718927114,0.06255648852582392,0.0,0.0,0.17012649776808705 anxiety,Tom-ocil,2018/02/17,"Are there any actual, non-bullshit natural/oTC anti-anxiety medications/supplements/etc.? I've never really had much of a problem with anxiety. My thing has always been depression. For the first time in my life, I started regular usage of an anti-depressant around two months ago. At first I thought I had gotten incredibly lucky and landed on the right medication in the first go. By week three I was feeling better, like a normal human. But over the past two weeks or so, I've been getting serious anxiety and it's legitimately affecting my life. I'm not doing as well as I should be at school because of it. I have an appointment with my doctor next week, but I have classes to attend in the meantime. Is there anything I can buy over the counter in the short term that really and truly will help, and isn't some bullshit homeopathy junk? Thanks.",5.165854166666668,6.859269543750003,6.35125,73.2754166666667,69.1875,10.083333333333336,30.833333333333336,10.317481424215053,3.5307083333333336,677,28,117,19,12,227,109,160,0.06,0.7929999999999999,0.147,0.9491,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,11,0,16,4,0,1,1,20,24,10,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,3,1,6,7,1,12,5,20,14,3,29,0,1,0,0,2,13,0,3,15,84,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.13889057247623332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616425382682847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118427424132498,0.0,0.0,0.09678720672841294,0.0,0.3266391819885025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712295296443773,0.1267011607349987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676118780494839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258766213662967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451719872901736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567766442892374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587321718922424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196478246252158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631896933720559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435995714613736,0.0,0.0808876857189387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539875458913408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20105946805460911,0.06953375865098169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337942876203152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360401376349895,0.0,0.10462668473856786,0.0,0.1097713181648348,0.0,0.15136632619131188,0.0,0.13945019231354766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13586717858663475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361876696575303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235657756336396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154643780117767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440424720656958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007397478974082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103553350630626,0.0,0.0,0.09455570147616324,0.0,0.0,0.11299170037640015,0.08299198921891363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780654988421918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424982832398323,0.0,0.12796902100054922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dyscomfyture,2018/02/17,"How do I get help? I'm 21 years old, and a junior in college. When I first started school, I had already been anxious and depressed for a while, but it got much worse after the first few weeks of freshman year. Since then, it's been getting progressively worse every semester. I used to have perfect attendance, except for when I was really sick, but now the thought of going to class makes me feel so ill that I end up staying in bed or going home early. I'm falling behind in classes and assignments too-- I used to turn things in on time with good consistency, but now I find myself bringing things in later and later. I feel really guilty about it, because I've been a pretty good student up to this point, making good grades and being an active participant in class, but now I'm slipping, and I feel like I'm letting my professors down. I go to a small private school, and there are only ~30 students in my department, so the professors do develop a pretty close bond with the students, so my failure will hurt them as well as me. I want to get help, because I don't want to do poorly in school, but I don't know what to do! My school does have a counselor, but he only offers faith-based counseling, and I'm not comfortable around men to begin with. I can't drive or talk on the phone due to my anxiety, and I don't live near a place that has an option for making appointments online. I feel like I'm beyond helping. Every time I ask someone to help me, they offer advice that I keep brushing aside because I've already tried it. I feel like I've tried everything! I don't think I can keep living like this, but nothing I try helps. What do I do?",6.76329021970234,5.689987231927713,7.167434443656982,78.45963501063078,65.23493975903614,9.859957476966693,32.78242381289866,8.841846274778883,2.5589019844082217,1299,44,258,17,17,426,172,332,0.127,0.706,0.16699999999999998,0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,4,15,12,0,0,14,0,24,2,0,6,1,46,59,28,0,2,11,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,13,14,0,2,9,0,1,8,6,2,1,2,7,6,35,10,41,49,2,52,0,2,0,0,14,20,0,3,27,164,48,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624387689180403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947879450172725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751648707410446,0.0997054712361111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856758545280414,0.08250853228008709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140223966320258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760157639847636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723443689421737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816964908800239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872093034166392,0.0,0.07931984601562456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231273637477731,0.18915280170261733,0.0,0.0,0.08066544681369152,0.1501429931872993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383321728101308,0.0,0.15047573651896615,0.2220777595199176,0.07058731459818389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29578457528694396,0.0,0.08852912916088695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944811168996311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689404085122707,0.0,0.0,0.0485038279059673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902489273691514,0.0,0.17247196451789373,0.0,0.15586538132542135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673702214214296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487916879494178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468512688982308,0.0,0.09261104467484256,0.0,0.0,0.1342470968745522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220994932080837,0.0,0.08343154497310729,0.0,0.0,0.17957852479380768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307959538395028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572838375656203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300723612211528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478000664115803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624688732566381,0.094070391305262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709377633938384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726827303999865,0.05655162550252375,0.0,0.07006632791113987,0.10292692137987716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797624581772692,0.09599844816811934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245170131153335,0.0,0.0,0.10411272118351024,0.0,0.07079457146717648,0.0,0.07935378756159303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988317543614302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366943692603272 anxiety,lalalindsayyy,2018/02/17,"help ~ toxic friend making me constantly anxious but I don’t know how to tell her Hi everyone, I’ve been really struggling lately with my anxiety and I realized it’s partly due to my environment. The friend in question always complains about me and everything that happens to her. She constantly talks about herself and never considers or cares for others. To be frank, I’m done with it. She’s part of a tight friend group, but I’m anxious that if I tell her that she’s not creating a good environment, she’ll do something rash and spread rumors about what I did. tl;dr - toxic friend in tight friend group, don’t know how to tell her, she’s acted reckless before and afraid for her to lash out",3.6281111111111097,5.82904523703704,4.530833333333334,82.61625000000005,74.4074074074074,7.7592592592592595,25.324074074074076,8.59863814320734,1.913185185185185,557,19,103,11,12,180,79,135,0.192,0.669,0.139,-0.7352,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,2,3,0,8,1,1,3,1,23,15,11,0,1,5,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,3,2,19,7,17,10,2,9,0,0,0,0,27,3,0,3,5,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591709821886352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657178554163503,0.3147613437363791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185425680762218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203585198183044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3010892860363042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256251993921712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311669604573573,0.1252028650349442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381528872194011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684663695622907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319139239922887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337657123483246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312228966739924,0.0,0.15714777276284211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299052146244234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744447717693408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30171835638335354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560591072654819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924556734687797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724766102754192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456370824702579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197211873469898,0.3652892987656457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CramAdook,2018/02/17,"What's y'alls favorite movie(s)? What's the movie that can just make the day for you when you watch it. Good day, bad day, boring day, you're just happy to watch it and turn the brain off for a bit, while you recite every line from the movie... Mines about the Dude himself, The Big Lebowski. 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With depression/anxiety, I often have to cling to some of the smaller pleasures in life in order to not feel overwhelmed with my own emotion. The Olympics are one of these small pleasures. Whenever they're going on, I feel like I'm somehow safer and like life is going to be okay. For a small time, countries come together and have some fun, being their best. It's just one of those things that makes me feel good for a little bit. 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Then at one point there was a disabled staff member trying to sit at our table, I'd started to zone out a little because I was starting to feel low again so I wasn't paying much attention. I assumed it was fine because there were spare seats but I didn't realize I was sitting under her subject banner. I'm kind of dumb and awkward in a lot of social situations, stuff like this just happens sometimes. When she sat down she started telling me how outraged she was that I apparently refused to let her sit down for hours and that she was going to report me. I was obviously confused and couldn't work out what to say to her. I started having a panic attack and went to the toilets, then came back to get my things. I broke down crying in front of some other staff while trying to sign out, but thankfully these guys were nice and helpful. Weird story I guess, I thought it might be worth sharing here anyway. I've never had someone so quickly assume I'm an intentionally malicious bastard over a minor misunderstanding like that. It has messed me up a fair bit, I've been feeling awful all day since and I feel really anxious about talking to anyone now. I'm worried she'll take it further and I'll get in some sort of trouble, or people will start to think I'm a prick. Has anyone been in a situation like this?",4.944403973509933,5.739707778145701,5.967211920529803,79.17538741721854,68.90066225165563,8.026754966887419,30.99403973509933,8.07648339933343,2.2143557615894043,1207,48,227,15,20,401,173,302,0.22,0.6729999999999999,0.107,-0.9902,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,2,14,25,5,4,14,2,28,1,1,2,3,45,53,21,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,3,0,1,0,1,16,15,0,1,9,0,2,5,4,16,0,1,22,4,29,9,38,25,7,50,0,3,0,0,17,21,3,11,24,162,45,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781168441121713,0.1296765538859785,0.0,0.16052337555446228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058669981128804,0.0,0.08826406092782406,0.09584228878266472,0.13994608968140218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531759393401432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312856640672539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260880485292117,0.14805614271784687,0.0,0.09886581139775877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741191566506234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994286264122625,0.0,0.1304721109304366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264507404793335,0.1136571037825292,0.10150569981126298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769392570744841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113042000310834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953291982249507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173774091636698,0.0,0.1682372821923305,0.11504665573046866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951754797915196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217707891453436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438159836175216,0.0,0.0885307539292675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778259194981962,0.0,0.0,0.13467772575340958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957880165399678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108510747738958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735354442560449,0.0,0.11333824169404573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128317098008276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495293158623556,0.2580506290232034,0.0,0.11701081587418075,0.09725859013124892,0.0,0.11352720517552342,0.0,0.4062338860962567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000021825150407,0.1314035680480999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630548314610174,0.09226138328465386,0.10032883299889947,0.10568037959986308,0.0,0.0,0.07625933331168795,0.07355082746112827,0.0,0.0911279976346056,0.0,0.0,0.2176091688426673,0.0,0.0,0.15586557625173322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640863065365813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713249886107967,0.11657169551758018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xoelisee,2018/02/17,"Since quitting Coffee My Anxiety Has Gone Whenever I would read things about how seemingly harmless everyday habits can cause anxiety I would always roll my eyes and ignore it. One example was coffee, how could a simple hot drink be causing intense panic attacks? I didn't believe that something so simple as my morning cup of coffee could cause such intense and bad anxiety. For reference, last December I was having panic attacks every. single. day. I once had a panic attack that lasted from 1am to 4am, the intense panic that has you cold in fear lasted hours. It was a huge wakeup call into how bad and unmanageable my anxiety had gotten so I decided to try whatever I could. For some reason I decided to quit coffee as my first attempt at reducing my anxiety. I wasn't a huge caffeine addict but I did drink one to two cups everyday. I slowly weaned myself off starting late December. It's now February and I have not had a single panic attack this year. I still have not completely gone cold turkey, I have a half cup of coffee maybe once every three days. I just wanted to post this incase anyone on here is a coffee drinker also suffering from anxiety. I had been drinking coffee daily for over 5 years, and only had anxiety for 1 year so I didn't really think of the link, but I think the problem started when I switched from instant coffee to stronger coffee. I'm not saying that coffee is causing everyone anxiety, but maybe try reducing your intake and seeing if it has an effect.",5.1966111391553085,6.832019551236748,6.469247854618883,72.68387514723206,69.03533568904594,9.206730607437322,30.43732121823995,9.606745405546679,3.2172296483257625,1195,48,191,27,21,403,151,283,0.185,0.774,0.041,-0.9877,0,0,5,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,5,14,16,4,6,11,0,29,5,1,9,0,40,40,20,0,8,8,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,7,3,1,9,4,0,2,6,15,0,6,16,6,28,1,25,18,3,29,0,1,2,0,4,8,0,3,18,139,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004475338772331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058718434126960616,0.06109598987456408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44936312798805894,0.0,0.0,0.05134089403791569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341289276836951,0.0,0.0,0.12261463542604455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272551900489948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497575771680452,0.0,0.0,0.3017133116768023,0.0,0.0,0.07698535554733217,0.0,0.0,0.1758731256782951,0.0,0.0,0.09470688874668627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578743437675316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237284872031954,0.0701613173441414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262422526016908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06245578671591966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230943580330446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955501744013347,0.0828272867510971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753178948451434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639175749462855,0.0995101877840897,0.05584348541106405,0.0,0.4307456669964763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032143807139955,0.0,0.0,0.0702583928290786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156194349642808,0.0734454804355024,0.0,0.04703832620688631,0.07549375653251522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058390992496208965,0.0,0.0,0.05851070506093384,0.06684391805561057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060738423700844764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056526622154030835,0.0,0.0,0.10394204995322928,0.0,0.0586377873311658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878071293272937,0.09409633272511472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970233938650133,0.0,0.07172615222434042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330832741918038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431889392097994,0.0,0.0,0.14185105727674113 anxiety,throwaway619B,2018/02/17,"Paxil I’ve been using paxil for the past week and i feel amazing, but people says that for paxil to take full effect it takes at least 6 weeks, so my question is should i expect a big difference in how i feel now or the difference will be small?",21.89411764705883,5.870254098039219,19.107843137254907,48.9052941176471,57.03921568627451,21.968627450980392,58.84313725490196,11.20814326018867,6.863572549019607,193,4,40,2,1,64,42,51,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,3,0,11,10,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,5,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5535587839346584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678975816569307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25289097892337603,0.18365844049864888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29676500110402665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106707374014788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983656479275314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22880117332343625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249970548644689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cleaver428,2018/02/17,"embarrassing Social anxiety practices Hello people, I have interesting but very bad practices, which always happen in public. So I have no friends really, outside from my work and other obligations (army reserve and university student). In normal everyday life, or even at university, I never socialize with anyone (except my dog at home haha). My only friends are in the army. I know this social abyss is most likely damaging to my mind, but I am content like this for now. Here are the terrible problems. When I am going around town, for various errands, such as groceries, I put on one of 2 persona, completely DETACHED from my 'normal' state. On the bus, I will frequently PRETEND to be mentally ill, I will shake, mutter to myself etc. I feel this all encompassing anxiety, like everyone is watching me, I feel judged, I feel frantic energy. When I am walking around, I will act hyper aggressive, I will stare down people, I am always ready to fight for some reason. I think i feel threatened, and so I compensate by acting 'tough' or literally insane, to deflect their opinions. I am so ashamed, I feel pathetic. This is not who I am, but I am addicted to these practices. Mostly, I think 'what does this imply regarding my fundamental soul/psychology'. Because, apart from this filth, I think I am quite decent. But in public, I become a deranged pscyho. Does anyone else do ANYTHING like this, I have never seen or heard of anything like this. If so, what did you do to deal with it? Mental practice etc? 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I have been living with it for years now without too many issues. I also had an anxiety attack about 14 years ago in elementary school. On Sunday, I bought some Peet's coffee (sometimes affects me) in the afternoon but didn't finish it until around 7:30 at night. By 10:30pm, thoughts in my mind were moving at a million miles per second. While I was in the shower, I experienced a panic attack (felt impending doom). Of course, I woke up an hour or so after I went to sleep because of the caffeine. I felt alright on Monday but on Tuesday-Thursday felt blank. I was essentially walking around on auto pilot without feeling emotions and wasn't interested in anything. I was able to get work done but that was basically on auto pilot. I also stopped caffeine on Thursday. I felt much better yesterday (Friday) but still continue to have anxiety/mini panic attacks around the time I take a shower at night. It feels like I dread getting ready for bed (possibly because I think the same thing will happen as on Sunday). I also feel trapped at times thinking about the future. I graduated in 2016 but have yet to find a full-time job so that could have something to do with it. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. I made a doctor's appointment for next week but would like to get some thoughts beforehand. I am hoping this is just temporary but it definitely has me worried.",5.272176015473889,7.2243690673758865,5.9793036750483575,75.02454545454547,69.31914893617022,8.247840103159254,31.25789813023856,8.841846274778883,2.861852482269503,1215,52,199,22,22,396,171,282,0.14400000000000002,0.7609999999999999,0.095,-0.9091,3,1,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,16,17,4,4,13,1,25,3,1,2,1,44,47,17,0,4,12,0,7,3,0,3,2,1,3,0,11,7,0,1,12,0,1,3,6,9,0,2,21,9,23,8,44,21,5,55,1,1,0,0,3,23,0,5,32,146,34,5,0.08994225164995677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797283792827582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578035844768986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061163815373199634,0.0,0.0688055763294483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401480953141129,0.2402030184994665,0.0,0.40928918294743777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965592358403167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954661250483402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181156927486436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128949215518244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205970574325853,0.0,0.0920421507206907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117292721009156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859436758420508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13643251468950582,0.06425476255004076,0.3454346656501038,0.0,0.08220558856678523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097334277269394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916164996811896,0.0,0.0,0.07953563609520918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933295013346829,0.08857500038829738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387634299196353,0.08925380644548099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182372299266182,0.0,0.07942065602534974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510553322385428,0.0,0.09118732617844624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081603451264476,0.0,0.0,0.09559437947754457,0.06611790385083119,0.0,0.06936900923638012,0.0,0.09565460500232707,0.16880942063652568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.316583559511552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139637466368656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152568852969014,0.0,0.0910263604574008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000720686844109,0.0,0.0,0.06924193950098023,0.0889551866992269,0.0,0.06366158864806808,0.0,0.14365599670159665,0.07519574972679584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06762537978944011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975363545514587,0.11526272629669053,0.0,0.14280820232612892,0.1048921004670354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214624904060893,0.0,0.0,0.08337736837236992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340224198764687,0.0,0.06547903040821565,0.09134072245132203,0.0,0.12778479000572274,0.0,0.0,0.11583972238003605 anxiety,FindingHufflepuff,2018/02/17,"Having what I call a ""high alert"" day.. posting to distract my brain. What weird names have you all made up for your symptoms/anxiety? I need something to distract my head. I think we all probably call our anxiety weird things or make up names for our syptoms.. thought it would be neat to hear some of yours!",5.184152542372878,6.210975169491526,4.5625,88.62307203389831,68.49152542372882,7.933898305084746,31.69915254237288,8.07648339933343,2.0576406779661016,241,10,49,3,4,72,44,59,0.158,0.758,0.084,-0.3802,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,3,3,0,0,0,5,0,2,1,0,4,2,2,2,2,13,10,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,1,8,6,3,5,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,1,32,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589971019174527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619352464747713,0.4791862626541653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513230457688218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24080778789118795,0.0,0.26445573377121395,0.0,0.0,0.24790948078469216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22202153818328574,0.15662366704819553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17398219258590505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247197502236624,0.0,0.2529810323509985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806369260899323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558840365984136,0.1503474969146743,0.0,0.18627752829089847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668114609466195,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hum_dinger56,2018/02/17,"Health anxiety and now I need eye surgery I've been diagnosed with narrow angled eyes that severely increases my risk of glaucoma since my mom has the same thing and got glaucoma at a young age. The doctor suggested we do a quick laser surgery (puts a small hole in each iris) that will help prevent the build up of pressure and damage from glaucoma. So I'm having it done in two weeks. This is not a cure. This is only preventative to try and prolong my good eyesight. And I have to have the surgery done again every five years. Although rare, the surgery can cause flares in my eyesight, cataracts or blindness. And I'm honestly terrified. Like, so fucking upset right now that for the rest of my life, I'll be wondering how much longer I'll have my eyesight for. Any words of advice or comfort? I can't stop feeling like I want to burst into tears",4.741727272727276,6.136965187878786,4.862196969696972,84.69329545454545,69.84848484848484,8.40909090909091,30.71969696969697,8.841846274778883,2.4162424242424243,676,28,132,12,12,211,111,165,0.141,0.757,0.102,-0.7823,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,0,0,7,10,1,3,10,0,15,11,2,2,0,24,23,12,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,1,8,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,5,0,2,4,4,11,5,17,17,5,20,0,1,3,1,4,9,1,3,11,83,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497047029361305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872262841493112,0.0,0.14480513651232402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445136711842406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19212377947939965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937447365255405,0.0,0.3874155820214576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594836724600879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570992143494847,0.13522769750630506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749941102309842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876616056922946,0.15139125522347766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20120475743893154,0.0,0.0,0.12687604956595355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370002126582473,0.18495353837908168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216923301453057,0.0,0.0,0.13914878130205602,0.14035497787337786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439623863128883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190287161412845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616512912924735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138420554600836,0.0,0.15658135147711394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825360944872896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575482687275705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851442378106315,0.0,0.1849072986624812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164722467788207,0.0,0.15183576678662591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20527523586545945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189554762592406 anxiety,eff-snarf,2018/02/17,"Sleep disorder due to traumatic near-ego-death A couple of years ago I had a traumatic experience involving a very large dose of LSD and some other drugs. After several years in various therapies and a habit of daily meditation I regained functioning but I still have a sleep disorder that I can't fix. I can't let go of control - when I approach the point of falling into unconsciousness in deep sleep, my fight or flight response is triggered and I wake up in panic. This is basically what happened with the LSD, I approached ego death (complete disintegration and loss of control, basically total annihilation) suddenly and without warning and severely panicked due to the other drugs involved. If the trigger would have been something I can consciously invoke like in classic phobias then I could do exposure therapy, but my problem is that my trigger is losing control or falling into unconsciousness - I can't invoke that voluntarily and gradually apart from taking drugs (which I'm not going to). Basically I'm stuck on survival mode. If I don't do anything except eat and sleep for a year, my sleep gets fixed and I can sleep an entire night without waking up. As soon as I do something that involves losing control, like drinking a beer or having an orgasm, I start having panic attacks in my sleep again every night. It's not losing control itself that is directly triggering (although it does cause some heart palpitations) - I don't have a phobia from drinking or having sex and I can do those things. But once I do it even once - losing control in my sleep starts triggering panic again and I can't sleep more than consecutive 2-3 hours every night. Can anyone recommend how to approach solving this?",8.723672187321531,8.869002867313919,8.83604035789073,64.08685322672763,60.7799352750809,11.28353321911289,39.859318484675434,10.843485225782073,4.684720769084332,1382,67,211,31,17,454,160,309,0.211,0.725,0.064,-0.994,0,0,8,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,0,12,7,13,2,3,14,0,31,22,13,13,1,48,41,26,1,5,14,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,17,14,4,6,1,3,0,7,10,11,0,0,3,0,25,2,32,35,5,41,0,5,0,2,4,14,0,8,22,155,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05730240730514896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045200115909789264,0.0,0.053195948551021735,0.0,0.0,0.07354111446210483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640650165366445,0.0,0.0,0.06777729642818313,0.0,0.4350179146880137,0.051612434980226544,0.07152660963633717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481737018933884,0.0,0.056569809378261025,0.0,0.0,0.12665169716369634,0.2248972024949733,0.06614625975382943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269630653231663,0.0,0.10892957880314996,0.0,0.0,0.06323357598417878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03377346928576131,0.0,0.07347658266817055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05716387885721633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660265143422862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366065377176894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610217958678047,0.0,0.0631629267216289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892773824521363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819901445121745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376860629047948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22753504130452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06110883674502275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061854931804743926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605711463972074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5822100872105181,0.0,0.0,0.09953117962706916,0.0,0.0,0.09150975638089616,0.0,0.051624242891152174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04860373547939288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478505518413241,0.0,0.042946152770405414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333751316605636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462771709885932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592076341061639,0.0,0.0,0.12488454575995055 anxiety,blurker376,2018/02/17,"Will CBT work if my anxiety is related to alcohol and i continue to drink? I am just about to start university and enjoy partying but the next days can be absolute hell. As much as it may seem easy to say just don't drink, I enjoy the social aspect of it and realistically I'm not going to stop. Should I seek CBT regardless or is it a waste of time? 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I am a desk receptionist and she is a resident here. She asked if I wanted to hang out! I was happy because I don’t have many friends (i’m a junior in college) and she seems nice! we made plans for lunch today but I’m terrified. I am really bad at small talk so i’m scared it’ll be awkward and we won’t talk about anything. any advice?? 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I thought I had my anxiety under control before, but after the first day I started having horrible prolonged panic attacks. One issue that surfaced from this is the smell of food brings up this anxiety. I can only eat small portions of food with no smell, otherwise I get sick and vomit. I don't know if I should quit, or push through and hope this goes away. Everyone keeps saying I'll get used to working but my anxiety just keeps getting worse each day.",5.338571428571427,5.8527354954955015,5.796087516087518,81.75081081081082,67.91891891891892,8.505019305019307,31.17245817245817,8.418075326091056,2.3046025740025744,444,17,85,6,7,143,80,111,0.246,0.723,0.032,-0.9777,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,1,5,0,7,7,0,2,0,18,21,6,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,4,4,5,3,2,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,3,3,10,1,13,17,2,19,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,10,51,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31817583303346986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15772210829777553,0.13025609517330095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797175070270173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549565517134542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882163351735614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837250324717932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247569995427566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792643545734813,0.3352861497564319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729978472213574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088243576823004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770001087294914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470330859322098,0.2751560336837087,0.2464577878636545,0.0,0.0,0.07619248037571723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26779721282147445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394551213040664,0.1054413613904989,0.0,0.16266323352434725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474598580891788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025145899154158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468378158325247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943886248891706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006404122820394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973975830260875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120800625627618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009309911481752,0.0,0.1412851923863708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ddjroth,2018/02/17,"My Anxiety Story Long word document here, no TL:DR. this is my story dealing with anxiety and panic attacks and how i got out of it eventually, decided to write it for everyone i know can read and understand what anxiety is and how horrible it can be. i probably missed some details from the story because my memory from that period is not the sharpest. also maybe it could help you guys as well. feel free to ask anything! https://drive.google.com/file/d/1EyvY1yQBzOpAigiz7XPKuOCT5-Slo6F2/view?usp=sharing ",9.412845528455284,12.007172073170734,8.447317073170732,58.84138211382115,59.97560975609756,11.808130081300812,34.39837398373984,11.538034831475384,4.813847154471544,418,17,59,13,6,130,61,82,0.206,0.708,0.086,-0.8553,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,17,13,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,7,3,9,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17211510180241854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939388818213114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711157635981573,0.0,0.2012060260699139,0.2448491485615376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311989695448523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183939694860173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218871984183712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056564085337908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882406686073268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213484070998442,0.0,0.0,0.2131062744470783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14426056874757062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828185755394913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046707235538815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162221229479382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525197935821956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320486109294288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528292656359987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22405648604573514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935128380985356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ProperPiper,2018/02/17,"Unsure if anxiety is causing physical symptoms or my physical symptoms are exacerbating my anxiety I have had anxiety since I was young and was diagnosed with GAD around my teenage years. It has been a constant in my life and has ebbed and flowed over the years. I have been able to decently manage it for the most part with being very physically fit and having a healthy diet. My concern over the last 6 months is that I have near constant physical symptoms that exacerbate my anxiety. Namely my symptoms are extreme fatigue, brain ""fogginess"", a flushed feeling after eating, feeling slightly feverish, persistent GI issues and chronic trouble staying asleep. I am currently trying to make a doctors appointment, as I am worried these symptoms may be caused by a deficiency/food allergy/chronic issue. What I can't tell is if these symptoms are truly caused by a physical issue or they are just byproducts of my anxiety, which has been markedly increased due to life stresses. Anyone have similar issues or have any advice? Thank you!",10.484119091467157,10.015711580110498,9.855543278084713,60.22332719459792,57.50828729281768,12.685328422344995,47.7354205033763,11.855464076750405,6.183655125844076,840,50,118,21,9,270,111,181,0.113,0.8,0.087,-0.4046,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,1,9,0,28,16,2,4,0,23,32,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,12,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,6,2,17,1,16,23,3,19,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,7,10,91,25,2,0.0957093316902503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352605122953432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508562756220042,0.0,0.3660868838754031,0.0,0.0,0.0669221900706273,0.0,0.0,0.08520159676098796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684326714273447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949595439840109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068555723883191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971429569999992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796255653660416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09793454017997663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678702769248224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573210378740685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3995827048783855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801587948188912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352046628680613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388672209838255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639427543487108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036438794142546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791717482071188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201341305001528,0.0,0.0,0.1096347160831046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5968718524485561,0.0,0.0,0.08365417445683576,0.08811629366613431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498035369214726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07897022213653991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719747217296704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326734330964136 anxiety,Nikocir,2018/02/17,"Feeling Non-Functional every Since I started Grad School I was wondering if there is such thing as ""situational"" anxiety? Ever since I started Grad School, I have developed what I think is severe anxiety (as well as a couple of people in my program). My main problem is I have crying spells and cannot focus to start or initiate my homework. Have always been a good student, and now I am below par... and cannot find my way to be a better student- or even motivate myself as I have done in the past. Have seen mental health services and they say it is also anxiety, but it is literally all dependent on since i started school",7.9594999999999985,6.925218616666669,8.828333333333333,67.39000000000003,62.83333333333334,12.0,37.5,11.20814326018867,4.33025,494,21,86,12,6,169,78,120,0.087,0.8370000000000001,0.076,-0.0644,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,7,4,0,0,4,0,17,1,0,2,2,17,25,13,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,3,15,3,11,20,2,12,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,5,7,68,19,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412385164228615,0.11874481647973535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32751459389102794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262139779930275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790412432290654,0.15675847045279187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604023502303398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425754875123844,0.12908791317048646,0.1202379774550101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721576522424017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304328873293201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969703067829016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15169235016730245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14381649643431352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362313104846306,0.0989360321875118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365526604901353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348744332103206,0.0,0.43328554266937264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612198656246593,0.0,0.3541495762864099,0.16041021483367027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040389449966911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480911622579602,0.09144177697914403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327528114397367,0.0,0.0,0.1283119853793369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476116646511154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sweetbbcheesus,2018/02/17,"I started Zoloft almost 3 weeks ago. Was I wrong for expecting to feel something by now? [50mg] I know it can take up to 6-8 weeks to feel the full therapeutic effect, but I thought it would be a gradual buildup to that. Is it more like a switch goes off and you suddenly feel it?",0.7300564971751413,2.716554237288136,2.645,93.613488700565,82.89830508474577,6.6451977401129945,23.39265536723164,7.793537801064563,1.013031638418079,216,8,51,4,6,72,46,59,0.038,0.887,0.075,0.4587,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,11,12,2,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,1,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,7,31,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649558393748827,0.0,0.2993040714230464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533967926198823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426701797104434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14602690405119875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010697527617405,0.0,0.0,0.21156217908765515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22473477356928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372923384203313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795173348378283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21232920197232252,0.3267990240459671,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Katiebugget,2018/02/17,"How to deal with anxiety while sleeping? I am 22 in college but was diagnosed with GAD at age 7. So I have taken on a particularly hard classload this semester, and because of my degree it's very science heavy. Lately I have been waking up in a panic about due dates that don't exist or are for assignments I've already done. I have also woken up several times very anxious, trying to solve calculations. Last night my boyfriend said he came to bed and I was wringing my hands and told him to ""stop because you're messing up the chemical reaction"" and was repeating some numbers. I was dead asleep. I feel like my quality of sleep is awful and I'm always tired and im even falling asleep in my 830 lecture. I feel that I'm good at coping with anxiety in the daytime, and I use grounding techniques, but thats impossible while I sleep! By the time I realize what I'm doing my sleep has been disturbed and it takes a bit to get back to sleep. Does anyone else have issues like this? Any advice? Thanks guys Edit: Also taking 12.5mg Paroxetine ER daily. Have gone to Dr. About this. Their answer was Clonazepam which I'd like to avoid taking every night",3.586616208663252,5.517361243362834,4.764876571960876,82.08662086632509,73.73451327433628,7.412761993479274,26.93898462971589,8.20500826718156,1.889596460176992,915,34,170,15,19,301,146,226,0.159,0.759,0.08199999999999999,-0.9566,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,6,1,19,12,9,2,0,24,36,17,1,0,3,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,1,1,10,12,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,4,1,0,14,5,19,5,27,22,2,28,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,17,101,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044823287736336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472760437219682,0.1807745764047108,0.09404714084950096,0.0,0.0,0.07686192729677856,0.0,0.17292999703103204,0.12768782553744149,0.0,0.07903078913749433,0.11580905349445245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691043735545101,0.0,0.13779986704148667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339571488835305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292722582967965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652540620681726,0.0,0.11471956525566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891029229757656,0.1156653987944764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441917614390326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465296782069845,0.0,0.0952297400122746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429923570547737,0.08074618722619828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059051705418006924,0.0,0.0,0.09480130448800947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191405079776467,0.0,0.0,0.10124958476559924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208806540487192,0.11797034906846893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213172064755104,0.1274988672620801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16565718392205336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213551405855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261229909688535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751412830430523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768782553744149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5655408633598393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449525366038962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549456893627925,0.0,0.0,0.1040596581934383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318133761098938,0.12990738804003607,0.0,0.10800170859001217,0.0,0.07673760564775482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761864619171956,0.0,0.1865174755108092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,happy_bunbun,2018/02/17,"I worry Everyone I love will die For most of my life, I've struggled with what I'm now realizing is abandonment/separation anxiety. When I was a kid and my parents would drop me off at school I would always stand and watch their car until it was out of sight before I went to play, so that I could ""spend"" more time with them. It improved for awhile, but then in high school one of my friend's unexpectedly and suddenly lost her mother. She went to take a nap on a Sunday afternoon, had an aneurysm, and died. At this point, my own mother and I were not getting along well (as is typical for teenagers). The experience really shook me up, because I realized that my mom could just be gone from my life one day and it was more than likely that the last thing I said to her was awful. From that point on I made a conscious effort to change my behavior toward those I care about: I always try to act with empathy and kindness no matter how stressed or tired I am, and I make sure that, even if we fight, the last thing I say is ""I love you."" For many years, this fear of losing people was isolated just to my immediate family (mom, dad, and younger sister), and I would get very nervous if they were driving somewhere or traveling and always would ask that they let me know that they got somewhere safely. Then, a few months ago, my best friend ghosted me. She blocked me on social media without saying a word, and when I tried to reach out to her to ask what was going on and to try and resolve any issues, she never got back to me. That experience set me back a lot, especially since I know that she CHOSE to leave and I've been really hard on myself about it. We hadn't been getting along well, but she was studying for the bar exam and I attributed it to the stress of that experience and thought it would get better once that was behind her. Now, my anxiety about losing those close to me has completely spiraled as a result. If my SO doesn't answer a text, I panic that he's decided to leave me. I feel like all of my friends actually find me annoying and tolerate me just to be polite. When my sister is more than 15 minutes late getting home from work, I have repetitive thoughts that she got into a car accident. My parents are in their 60s, and I have moments where I burst into tears realizing that any day could be the day that I lose them and that they might not be around to see me get married (if I do) or for their grandchildren. Does anyone else experience this and how do you cope with it? I know that this is a reality of life and that worrying about the when is only taking me out of the present and preventing me from enjoying the time that I do have with the people I care about, but I still get caught up in such a panic about it. 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Current medication : Sertraline (Zoloft) 100mg If I boost Serotonin, I feel generally better (less depressed and less anxiety), which is good of course. But only when I boost Dopamine I become prosocial. Instead of running away from people, avoiding contact, I actually go to them and I even enjoy a little chat! Prosocial behaviour almost never occurs unless I boost dopamine, so I guess, by nature, I'm always low on dopamine? I started boosting this two weeks ago by using Alpha GPC, Uridine, or, L-phenylalanine. They work really great! It makes me the person I would love to be, and the person that I need to be for my family and friends, and for my work. My question: how can I boost dopamine safely and consistently, in other words thinking (very) long term? I read many things about dopamine boosting nootropics/medication that easily causes tolerance and eventually also poop-out. Is there even a real long-term, daily, manageable and consistent solution? Thanks",5.661402714932128,8.573322813186817,5.57210730446025,74.18171622495153,70.86813186813188,8.018616677440207,32.134453781512605,8.841846274778883,3.25584770523594,840,39,125,17,17,262,129,182,0.04,0.705,0.256,0.991,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,3,9,11,0,1,5,0,6,4,0,4,1,29,18,16,0,3,4,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,7,8,1,2,3,2,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,2,19,8,16,15,3,16,0,2,0,1,11,6,0,5,8,76,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.1479544307334713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439760540302886,0.0,0.15182058482477767,0.0,0.0,0.12124651108871536,0.12615587802947106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598510819161938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424473425331202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744692527173832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409120233909355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557504339724803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305858315816168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002806383661803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292918798322224,0.0,0.0766611313660073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171374215615248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616633426247415,0.1271675215003363,0.0,0.1671561421845006,0.16702108510666927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195812381293822,0.0,0.2683491193803915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683851378742487,0.0,0.1012042318499284,0.1537138769373982,0.0,0.0,0.1684101558023423,0.15273622523952593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124206480927602,0.11693488334292845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531008743327953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051107945541151,0.26476884985843546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984356927568794,0.0,0.15165609217004694,0.17257113443362912,0.09712849167105443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731392193624184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958677986657275,0.0,0.0,0.10072631090136598,0.09714881041015948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810588600192853,0.0,0.0,0.13094673491533382,0.0,0.12509830537305144,0.0,0.0,0.12161645824356165,0.1846263013748111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207551431533841,0.0,0.0,0.1077029906928763,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BasicIndividual,2018/02/17,"I don't feel like the same person after having a mental breakdown and taking Zoloft Long story short I had a mental breakdown about my SO at work, SO reassured me everything was ok, started taking Zoloft for anxiety because I like to convince myself that people hate me (which is what I did with my SO), and now I don't feel like the same person. It's not in a bad sort of different. I just feel like the person preceding me was a fucking emotional monster. I was told it would take a week for the Zoloft to make any noticeable differences but I'm on day 2 and I'm already feeling better. Maybe it was because of my constant thinking, maybe because I had such an intense mental break down my mind literally changed, I have no idea honestly. Honestly I've been more emotionally damaged and numb the past couple days than I have my entire life. My SO has stopped responding to my snaps so I have no idea what's going on there, not sure if it's my anxiety speaking or I fucked our relationship up. Although I wouldn't honestly blame her for breaking up with me because I behaved like a child. More than once I had to get confirmation that she still liked me (we've been dating for a month so saying love is a bit early), and honestly I feel like I weirded her out just by being myself. Either way, I'm just going to put one foot in front of the other and just keep going. I can't undo the past, I can only change the future. That's the only thing that comforts me. I want to talk to my SO about it but I'm afraid she'd either ignore me again or I'd just be back right where I started.",3.562494824016561,4.819441434782608,4.92386645962733,83.6574560041408,72.54037267080746,7.602691511387165,26.77070393374741,8.07648339933343,1.6532977225672871,1250,43,249,18,24,417,165,322,0.136,0.716,0.14800000000000002,0.7256,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,2,21,27,3,1,18,1,26,9,1,1,1,44,53,19,0,5,14,0,5,7,0,2,5,2,0,4,14,9,0,3,8,0,0,5,8,9,0,1,11,7,44,18,31,37,7,40,0,1,0,3,17,12,2,4,27,174,58,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942629171419587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127028931238199,0.0,0.13785070608455546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928043347746393,0.0752287538386093,0.21969362512182347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968508720806049,0.09836457940906287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906252162748861,0.0,0.0,0.09736481955250732,0.0,0.0,0.0996926340272576,0.0,0.11621257438949525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826818711617796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20269809798226107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097501257560127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22778336057129603,0.25746646883408475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658982020245292,0.04707291636573992,0.0,0.15361571244787806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895393457118936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034212087740947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008397374134121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636394632777596,0.3081241372151949,0.0,0.0,0.07973462317817738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08131770551954652,0.0,0.060141664032459526,0.0,0.1810327557707292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723952665756027,0.0,0.0909741270200608,0.0,0.07191602098683214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025781072436909,0.0,0.09595230606909964,0.06105329429257484,0.1370484299164361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201904304190233,0.0624631794215129,0.2360124511106303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057420265390237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967324174410186,0.0,0.07694390261581333,0.0,0.07165020041247602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12754482141943382,0.0,0.07195303649436946,0.07532665045027638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491707447392548,0.0,0.20322930605017056,0.07241802110621334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985765455383282,0.05773168779646296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609328654993224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314262023059242,0.07151625200319539,0.07227184119482156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655930162715707,0.0,0.0,0.06400361885209709,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Potter-head94,2018/02/17,"I have bad social anxiety, especially with my bfs friends. Please help :( So as rhe title suggests, I have crippling social anxiety and I'm nor a very soxial person in the 1st place. I either open uo to a person immedeately or I never can, its always these two extremes of thw spectrum, there's bo grey area for me. Unfortunately with kost of my bfs friends its the side that I can't open myself up wholly and completely, and it might seem rude to them and that only makes my anxiety worse!!! Every time he plans something with his freinds I obviosuly make an effort to go but then I get extremely extremely nervous before hand, my heart starts beating faster l, my palms start sweating i feel nauseous, all the usual symptoms associated with it. Its his bday tonight and I have to go and its making me very very nervous now itself!!! I work myself into a frenzy! And I know he won't understand this completely because he's an extrovert, he can talk to anyone at anytime, anywhere! And with me, like I said I either open up compeltely or I can't. There are a couple of his friends I can talk to nowmally, ie where the conversation flows but with most I can't. I've tried explaingi to him that its not just with them, its with most people that I can't!!! Luckily I have been able to open up with my office collegues and we've become friends. I'm afraid that this difference will cause fights later on. As it has in the past once, I've tried to get over it but I feel like its an emotion I can't get rid of it completely ever. I just hope he understands and atleast he doesn't feel like I'm being rude to them! Does anyone feel tgis way??? Please please please help me!!! TL;DR - my crippling social axiety makes me nervous whenever I'm around people, espesially my bfs friends. 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So I’ve had anxiety and minor social anxiety for a bit now and I feel like everything’s getting worse. In November I got mugged on my way to school and I’ve walked to school for 5 years at this point and nothing like this had ever happened to me so it traumatized me. I ride a bike to school now and I’m still a bit anxious. But this new problem emerged two nights ago when I was trying to go to sleep. Out of nowhere I started getting constant heart palpitations, it was cold but I was sweating as if I had a small fever and I kept feeling these chills, and I felt like I was losing control and I honestly was so scared I thought I was going to die in my sleep so that made me even more anxious, I felt like something horrible was going to happen after it was over with I realized I might’ve just had a panic attack. It’s the first time I’ve experienced one and I hate it, it’s so scary the way my heart races and skips beats. The next night it happened again and i feel like I’m in anticipation for another one, and I want it to stop, any tips please?",1.6545044886463671,3.5590103279352263,3.2646576306988244,90.78417532124628,79.32388663967612,6.4009153318077825,24.09945432142229,7.423996415210882,0.9711089244851268,929,33,204,13,23,307,120,247,0.227,0.6709999999999999,0.101,-0.9878,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,14,17,3,3,10,0,14,7,6,2,1,35,36,24,1,4,4,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,16,0,3,7,1,0,5,0,10,0,5,19,7,26,7,26,17,3,39,0,1,0,0,1,10,0,1,27,127,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994587461580635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133066743409394,0.09456957264003586,0.1379865495219451,0.2037726567324224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520285245907305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969230233686072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746076662557288,0.1011530733722842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936005003456408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059568065795447066,0.08157985654210492,0.0,0.0,0.08105480849658983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368046962826592,0.1288600931438941,0.17318849772472644,0.0,0.0,0.07671353495507356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423860768996506,0.0,0.1537670913345642,0.0,0.0721312704757056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392578169012552,0.0,0.0,0.08904159323166855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213745504065372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220305553358531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089686644207134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533769718428194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567480193207577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420751137756332,0.09591554634291033,0.25390488739860384,0.0,0.08653744412478953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222691715794028,0.0,0.0,0.21163145655137766,0.0,0.0,0.0860942786425032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899891289924433,0.08525644261888429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259472524767625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029353092038116,0.27382402848245146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707582271039388,0.09193491075524426,0.0,0.0694308283110645,0.0,0.0,0.06383525451899068,0.0,0.07202394180987813,0.07540088025594702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715988882502118,0.05258912063411052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246293417803365,0.0,0.17620038030686888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319498903166035,0.14317345378861934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091908879486875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05807786389386015 anxiety,KimmyBC,2018/02/17,"Has anyone tried intensive outpatient programs for anxiety? I was thinking of doing one. It's like rehab but for depression and anxiety. I'm not suicidal but I recently quit and I have been home for almost 6 months now and I still do not feel any relief from my medication or symptoms I just want to see what the experience is like as I know I won't be living there but going there probably multiple times a week for a few hours each session. Thanks",3.3917045454545445,5.630195670454551,5.19318181818182,77.42227272727277,75.25,9.4,28.04545454545455,9.827888789773867,3.141245454545455,361,15,66,11,8,123,69,88,0.127,0.71,0.163,0.5274,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,0,16,17,8,1,1,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,2,8,4,8,13,2,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,9,47,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080178591124585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315838472963652,0.0,0.322088970663906,0.0,0.0,0.1471979758346026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813174843443059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059254540017407,0.0,0.0,0.1064434274217968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964133301764553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116513403537648,0.0,0.2073162687063458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115694319124937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056953787412634,0.0,0.18588985597747806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21207314601636085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680321982513792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265137461301072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22697230666269105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22391012598304294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078595681705714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775433133798526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811868519845358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23027079562663325,0.0,0.0,0.21880716600466524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19381523605270146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348904218571577,0.0,0.0,0.12275381761370005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292683073291662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416803899397726,0.0,0.16886357422171652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hypochondriac777,2018/02/17,"hypochondria/malignant melanoma? I've been very anxious about my health for years. I'm only 18 and have only had a significant sunburn once, but my maternal grandmother had melanoma in her early 60s (she's fine) and I have many moles on my body which my mother always told me to keep track of (to see if they change). This one looked a bit strange, so I made an appointment at the doctor. They said it didn't look like skin cancer, but I insisted on having it removed and biopsy-ed. waiting for resuts and so scared. i always have something though, whether brain tumors, heart attacks, or this. hopefully it's nothing, just like the previous times ",4.627768595041324,6.731184545454546,4.537264462809919,84.08407851239672,71.31404958677686,7.4846280991735545,28.62892561983471,8.238735603445708,2.0579547107438017,514,20,93,8,10,158,91,121,0.189,0.772,0.039,-0.9652,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,1,1,5,0,8,8,4,1,0,14,18,12,0,2,6,1,1,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,7,5,13,4,10,11,1,8,0,0,3,0,7,4,0,3,5,56,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920734021316896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19827406382932086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996656672139041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916092606876124,0.19494980308102355,0.0,0.1959249524105338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566417392459172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963985696738005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865567782416701,0.0,0.20797780426418125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431902757983242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15599955892345072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148866996781184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947650049187239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606989661799296,0.0,0.17793754715681867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840464265581484,0.0,0.0,0.1869102733689698,0.1189287511035263,0.266963458721066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694828225194278,0.0,0.17571410806692278,0.0,0.1398571389329892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351146194491388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243570167344802,0.0,0.10234011597569194,0.0,0.0,0.16770539847882868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481246622008606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302138645503194 anxiety,Quacker_please,2018/02/17,I want out of my head All I do is worry about this worry about that and I just want it to stop. I want to just be able to enjoy myself doing something as simple as watch tv but I can't without worrying about everything. I want to go see a doctor or a therapist but I don't have insurance or the money. 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It’s extremely relatable and certain parts had me actually laughing out loud. I’m not big into the whole self help book thing (which this totally isn’t, but if you’re into that, i don’t judge). This is just an incredible articulation of what it’s like living with anxiety. Thought maybe another anxiety sufferer out there would enjoy it as much as i do! 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I'm too scared of it and of the road. After I finished Learning How To Learn last month I decided to face my fear and give it a go again with a new attitude. My trainer was very attentive, but he said so much it got very overwhelming for me and I just couldn't take it all in. I turn too soon, I stopped too soon, I stopped too late, too much this, too little that - I could feel my brain trembling. Eventually I told the trainer I just have to stop, and I broke down. I grew up with a sense of inferiority pretty much all my life it became deeply ingrained in my subconscious. I thought I got over it in the last few months when I started participating more events and workshops, but it seems to never really go away. Then I realised that I unconsciously feel inferior when I see someone doing something great that I like, and I very naturally think that I'll never be like that. Likewise with driving, I might just never get the licence and have the trips that I want to do on my own. Of course it's not true but it's hard to tell my inferiority to shut up. But I see how it is really a major hurdle to my learning. There are a lot of new things I want to learn, not just driving, but this sense of inferiority holds me back so much. I don't want this. I want to get over it so I can be a true master of my desires. But how?",2.628716497915427,3.9785417465753454,4.272948183442527,87.04000893388924,75.02739726027397,7.133055390113162,24.68195354377605,7.7425588080867325,1.0526787969029177,1098,35,245,15,23,369,138,292,0.136,0.7859999999999999,0.077,-0.9342,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,2,24,14,0,4,12,0,15,3,2,3,7,58,40,23,0,7,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,21,11,0,4,12,0,0,9,8,9,0,0,6,6,39,5,33,29,11,49,0,6,2,0,5,14,0,3,28,174,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676361043812783,0.08737812665300848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685398862894098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072812018489866,0.0,0.12482246293681548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787071266307573,0.1149143117640619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187389582217338,0.10900882936307964,0.1291625211181648,0.0,0.18176821838609156,0.1252827390751564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017944370137054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852550142528168,0.12818497421866226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026360118289946,0.1110324209471107,0.1138918960871538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660822090845488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120548537249825,0.0,0.0,0.1814043843190417,0.0,0.3341385343629572,0.0,0.2629264283175295,0.2194983449185164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560741720373087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559469152329516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809269180800146,0.0,0.11376823213390518,0.0,0.1811044044528529,0.10344883007433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628237492415603,0.08748160042060693,0.0,0.0,0.08043127763878563,0.0,0.09074887699596568,0.28501127690831324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543920773547709,0.0,0.09932180079381367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549389428197169,0.07281257456063976,0.0,0.09021331712193546,0.0,0.0,0.1077124784205147,0.1085828958991829,0.0,0.0,0.12360200264508685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812817670827319,0.2680989346114244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cry5taldacrucial,2018/02/17,"How bad is my anxiety? And do you guys think i have any others mental diseases? First of all i would like to sorry about my English, since it is not my Native. I'm usually a hyper-active person when i talk and interact with families and friends, i found myself a normal human being when i am in a familiar environment but when it comes to a newly, unknown surroundings, my anxiety kicks in. So, i get really nervous when i talk to strangers, it is awkwardly uncomfortable. I always overthink about numerous scenarios which leads me doing nothing about it eventually; e.g. I was on a train this morning and there was a woman with her baby. I felt like i need to give her my seat, and i really wanted to do it. But i didn't, i overthought, sat still and got really anxious about that one particular act 'till eventually someone got off the train and left a seat available. My state of mind then turned from anxious to self-loathing after that moment. Another incident happened this noon, too. Where i was arriving back to my house by a public bus. I got to my stop, and from where i live (Melbourne) you have to touch a transport card on a monitor as a fare before you get on and off the bus. So, i touched my card, prepared to leave, and then the monitor displayed: ""Please touch your card again"". After reading that line, i fell into an anxious state, again. And my mind at that moment was like: ""Get off the fucking bus, you're gonna make these passengers wait for you?"" I felt a force urging me to get off the bus immediately, and so i did without touching on the monitor again. After i got off the bus, i looked back and saw the door is not closed and the driver got off his seat. So i thought: ""Oh fuck, is this because of me? Am i causing this"". There i found myself at that self-loathing state, again. I could really use some advice on what to do in situations like those said above and similar ones as well. Any advice will be appreciated. Thanks for your attention and PEACE. 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Is there a way to combat this efficiently? The only option is to accept it or try to and understand it which could be impossible ",6.842017543859647,9.25108513157895,7.981578947368423,60.39938596491231,66.10526315789474,11.382456140350875,33.719298245614034,11.20814326018867,4.7912877192982455,177,8,26,6,3,60,30,38,0.155,0.659,0.18600000000000005,0.3449,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,10,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4596896776394813,0.3272376074249444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22524678714573054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117148538591357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103385368129943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27826612112860444,0.0,0.0,0.42667577821852576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32532555178227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,garafraxa123,2018/02/17,"Not made for this world Does anyone else here feel that they're just not made for this world? That they just don't have the right personality? Things are never going to get better? and the only escape from the constant never-ending gong show is death? Everybody talks about depression and suicide, but barely a word is said about anxiety and suicide. Am I alone in this? 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Tonight is my best friend's last night in town, he's been staying with me for a week, he lives across the country. I was excited to go enjoy it but now I feel dissociated and anxious and not myself, not even with myself. I posted something on FB regarding hating that kids are dying every day just trying to go to school and my uncle (35 or so years old) LOST it on my friends who were commenting, called us all morons, etc. Then he went on a rant about how I'm a selfish piece of shit... I'm a 23 year old girl and have only talked to my uncle at Thanksgiving and Christmas, just normal chit chat stuff... never anything in depth. So I don't understand. But he got arrested for drunk driving for like his 5th time and he has an ankle bracelet and has to be home at a certain curfew, so I responded with, ""I think drunk driving is more selfish than anything I've ever done"" basically, and the dude lost it He then posted on my FB wall ""If I would've known you were suicidal when you were younger, I would've gifted you a gun. :)"" I was seriously, seriously suicidal specifically when I was 14, 16, and 21 and my mom must've told him some of this or something But honestly ever since this happened I can't really get a full breath in Luckily I have some really great friends and they were ALL over this shit wondering what the hell kind of person posts this. But he was seriously constantly attacking my character My mom, it's her brother, pretty much defended him up until she realized how upset I was and was like ""Wow don't say those things"" to him I just feel so messed up like I'm supposed to go have fun tonight and now I'm like, wow, my uncle wishes I shot myself in the head. Idk. Just. Advice needed. Calming down techniques. Anything good that you can think of is so appreciated. Thank you",3.2382223618090467,4.852197881909547,4.707358668341708,83.46571136934674,73.9497487437186,7.889572864321607,26.0053391959799,8.567472430010655,1.7779419597989952,1559,54,316,29,32,521,208,398,0.187,0.642,0.171,-0.7799,0,0,2,2,0,0,47.0,1,5,1,4,20,35,6,1,13,0,30,6,4,2,6,54,57,36,4,5,13,3,3,4,3,0,0,1,1,3,16,19,2,0,8,3,0,6,7,15,0,0,20,4,47,20,40,36,11,54,1,2,0,0,40,21,3,6,27,203,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936555664014006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331440628835303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257709056509029,0.0,0.0,0.10403952723806456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597293187279576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338242505666963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882681417409912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897879001198517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949124409189098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358685492731557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199283544056946,0.06040299469112195,0.16544662230721244,0.07705201344726029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248146897654916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119661024779498,0.0,0.04777974611046345,0.0,0.15592234996256754,0.07670535892764586,0.07314229007484309,0.10082583769778684,0.0,0.0,0.08087044879450908,0.0,0.08192277292663938,0.09028963441133923,0.09385584253295076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173352580444308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523288731309884,0.0,0.07454535292587502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17871475250696667,0.0,0.0807535390631174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996606980859353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21421428463513004,0.0,0.0,0.06722753246567664,0.06781028725806322,0.07053319976797695,0.0,0.0,0.08582123861607742,0.08960326282467086,0.0,0.0,0.19192638032204914,0.0,0.0,0.0695531495793487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985210933436948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627563876866777,0.09303927077018327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717261967253785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272607369114545,0.0,0.09255401708875208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18774774074681694,0.07564980297669102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408079949506762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974753592408302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469033306512436,0.3000999961824177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350542370039684,0.0,0.08419645145943526,0.0,0.0,0.06075645526461325,0.11719713153150345,0.0,0.0,0.05332622995315958,0.0,0.0,0.17477206388533822,0.0,0.06208971085628539,0.0,0.0,0.09520445964287942,0.1100051519638782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733570488047672,0.0,0.0,0.0847766552279427,0.0,0.0,0.21032991597409176,0.0,0.0991754829213204,0.06657793708222658,0.0,0.0,0.1299293477015062,0.0,0.0,0.11778381109432196 anxiety,Savannii,2018/02/17,"Sleep Apnea? So a friend of mine says that sleep apnea is the reason for my anxiety, tiredness, and extremely bad nightmares. Could this be true? I mean if it were true why do we all still suffer if its as easy a fix as getting a sleeping machine?",3.246632653061223,4.943320959183676,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,74.10204081632655,6.53265306122449,26.535714285714285,7.1686216300943375,1.2799346938775509,193,7,38,2,4,62,42,49,0.151,0.638,0.211,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,5,3,3,1,3,10,7,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,3,4,4,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,27,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904723154415796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20789149854097014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987937112798032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236466006324915,0.0,0.13008402538425376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712169055449145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559973386781865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980023165938148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7474923696550926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883919137459566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22466961249714168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ellixin,2018/02/17,"Public Transport So I'm pretty much making this post because if I don't find a way to distract myself I'll probably have a panic attack, distraction is my best way of coping. I only recently managed to get over my issue with buses. I used to fall apart when I got on a bus, but over the past few months when school was off I managed to totally get rid of it. I could happily get on a bus and even rode a train on my own. My issue today is that I never used the bus on the weekend in that month. This thing is almost at capacity, on weekdays you'd get three quarters full maximum. I've had a stranger sit next to me before, it's just worse this time because I got on so awkwardly and really lost my confidence when I couldn't see any seats available, let alone any seats with someone who didn't look at me like I was some kind of freak. Another thing that's throwing me off is seeing how adults interact on buses, because I only really saw teens, stay at home mums with their children, and pensioners on at lunchtime on a weekday. I thought people would be more polite, but people put their bags where there should be space for another person, gave me disapproving looks if I tried to sit next to them, etc. Some of the adults wouldn't even move their bags for an elderly couple who just got on, only two did. And it was begrudgingly. I'm sat next to a teen trying to give him as much space as possible, but it's interesting that he moved over to the window to let me in and all the older people who you'd expect to be more mature probably wouldn't give me the time of day if I asked. Anyway, I suck at crowds, my previous bus fears are resurfacing, and hopefully the train I need to transfer to will be more forgiving.",6.58942528735632,5.579962999999999,7.174712643678162,78.05821839080463,65.55172413793103,10.606896551724137,31.402298850574713,9.861636050157227,2.719516091954023,1356,42,276,25,18,449,181,348,0.094,0.813,0.094,0.44,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,4,2,13,15,2,5,17,0,28,0,0,4,3,39,55,20,0,12,8,1,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,4,16,9,0,0,3,1,0,7,6,9,0,3,14,5,36,6,48,26,14,57,0,1,5,0,24,27,1,7,18,186,52,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229931657752742,0.09546484855284801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536346422085298,0.1933057266787535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861705929350721,0.10486165212499134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856592049915078,0.0,0.07843359955224098,0.0,0.09673131417093338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735937338155121,0.10198918675934043,0.0,0.05944484298585856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279878727954747,0.12176060358511025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372179178129347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424570391959205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262921500176675,0.17684410864763744,0.0,0.0,0.22116079093390786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245840813072284,0.0915499468882662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19241218838375893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598542174681307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885090758069615,0.0,0.04503174107113063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480651148349325,0.0,0.10061921282001088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152710744253125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471454048131431,0.1959335351829423,0.13551753472517009,0.06834612710878596,0.0710905561922439,0.0,0.2940854632416404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103082848126992,0.0,0.10814676262856486,0.0,0.0,0.0879908655145312,0.19170630610064088,0.08048310418892285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391275225159573,0.08827756671164823,0.09377447115019523,0.19875912053052247,0.0,0.0,0.09266070016287753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809852282931378,0.0,0.09101106996466016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328538297298564,0.1469020774039857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809904423075523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824561378563068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224731108538627,0.0,0.0,0.07317615347210904,0.10749523230127933,0.0,0.08737052469877869,0.0,0.0,0.12516069292500598,0.0,0.09004096562310293,0.0,0.0,0.1592181212408481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632744842287312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393355728203287,0.06547802754008286,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kyle_AKA_Kyle,2018/02/17,"Mixing meds and alcohol Hallo! I plan on going out partying tomorrow night and I was wondering if its alright to drink. I've drunken before to near-drunkenness while on higher doses of Lexapro and have been totally fine. But I've recently switched to 50mg of Zoloft and i'm wondering if i should be looking out for anything different this time around. Thank y'all!",3.703788819875776,6.421296521739134,4.842691511387166,77.89956521739133,76.53623188405797,9.160248447204973,31.596273291925467,9.606745405546679,3.747027329192549,296,15,50,9,7,97,53,69,0.0,0.851,0.149,0.8306,1,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,14,11,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,3,11,7,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,4,5,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723600618956927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972208130642267,0.226872960941752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21686090179458056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662668594196187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496586512099236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483867911174014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21401210626335607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830839297527896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23916202219637386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25163632446423856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346341525421081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860667589243204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5527538271469669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,boopBookidoop,2018/02/17,"Anxiety about sleeping and ceasing to breathe This is a newer source of anxiety for me. It started months ago when I would jolt awake gasping for air with my heart racing. I'd be wide awake for a few hours, sleep for an hour, and then have to get up for work. It wasn't that frequent until a month or so ago when it became a nightly occurrence. Now, that gasping for air feeling has become intertwined with falling asleep in general. Now, I start to drift off and a sudden panic rips through my entire body and I can't stop thinking about how I need to stay awake to keep myself breathing. How on Earth can I make this better? I don't want to take a .25mg Xanax every night, but it's starting to turn into that. I'm getting less and less sleep, which I know isn't doing me any favors. Any suggestions? Edit: I get random heart palpitations too, and was getting them prior to taking any medications at all. I went to the ER recently because they were more frequent that day, EKG showed skipped beats but those stopped upon anti-anxiety drug being administered.",6.382022653721683,6.480299548543688,6.456456310679612,79.34869741100327,65.6504854368932,9.002588996763754,32.215210355987054,8.59863814320734,2.472256957928804,841,31,158,11,12,268,138,206,0.053,0.908,0.039,-0.1505,1,0,2,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,10,3,0,1,8,0,14,12,9,3,1,27,33,16,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,9,0,3,3,1,0,3,4,1,1,0,4,1,16,2,29,26,5,40,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,26,102,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215238635978624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476812455729211,0.0,0.2786263535663561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400812493471612,0.13408366795756654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737396474308662,0.0,0.13485497792591922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829698945186554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407927094657936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229000430322796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061386649331721124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25371902519285683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877339885434067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23912140741968035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079114558855528,0.0,0.0,0.06672170156313875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103961656653183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230402724250684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938106256128208,0.0,0.0,0.09002119821538608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22786308818148215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244407937617926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987402821000274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36448179322513796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577959120976201,0.12940291200862494,0.0,0.20300212732513995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256478601921414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779222470863101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205514050592468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160855350632876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254481278435524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838519807535472,0.0,0.0,0.08624351876670673,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gamgams_name_is_ruth,2018/02/17,"I had my first therapy session yesterday and have been feeling embarrassed ever since. So I've been trying to deal with grief and loss on my own but it's only made my anxiety skyrocket and I decided it was time to finally get some help. I met with a very nice therapist who looked like a deer in the headlights when I started to explain my history and try to wrangle my racing/escaping thoughts. I was so all over the place and internally trying to calm down to try to pin down my thoughts and make some sense but the whole thing was just a train wreck. It was so bad that my homework before we meet again is to find something specific to focus on that we can discuss. I know this is their job but I can't help to feel like I made a pretty terrible and embarrassing first impression. Ugh. Not gonna give up but goddamn this is gonna be hard.",3.643696832579181,5.075582347058823,4.780588235294118,84.07957013574661,72.58823529411767,8.760180995475114,28.95927601809955,9.265573868473778,2.4435203619909505,669,27,137,15,13,220,107,170,0.177,0.6759999999999999,0.146,-0.7225,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,1,3,7,12,0,2,7,0,14,0,0,3,2,32,30,15,1,0,6,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,12,4,18,5,19,15,5,17,0,2,1,0,12,8,0,2,11,93,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967674406771073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306214900945618,0.0,0.0,0.13311955419236862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128354195827366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415096130209028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820228547398504,0.11176130167143984,0.0,0.17137319273489854,0.14298400956249305,0.2661368407617909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173383400688403,0.15007222057327904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014018216608407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097178715885472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524330324478608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859757438540241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285809474808962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131370827760063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960560367842769,0.10442541411146684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898023838869914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634472850053763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915648223979095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940940340820012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043573085898407,0.0,0.0,0.11072956667202458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789036293514521,0.1816397661656972,0.10393228164008776,0.0,0.0,0.2483929587148772,0.0912218582561697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248519955656861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908000094892152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466050838628835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anonymousiss,2018/02/17,"Separation anxiety at 18...? I'm SO embarrassed to be posting this, so throwaway. I'm 18 years old (soon 19), and I go to college about 2 1/2 hours away from home. I'm an only child and since I was in pre-K I've always had a strong attachment to my parents and used to get very anxious without them, to the point where I would get sick to my stomach before school in 1st and 2nd grade. My 8th grade class trip was to a place 5 hours away and I felt sick the entire time, I was so anxious and just wanted to go home. I've missed out on a lot because I'm afraid to be too far from my parents (more than an hour or so). My parents are *absolutely* wonderful, so wonderful that they rented an apartment near my college and have been staying here to ensure that my transition would be possible (it went 100x better than expected, I'm pretty much thriving compared to what middle and HS were like anxiety-wise). We still have our house in our home state and they'll be doing back there at the end of this semester for good, then I'm on my own to see if I can stay here by myself. But, whenever they leave here to go home for even a week, I feel sick and notice my anxiety levels rise. I'm mostly just scared something will happen to me medically and I won't have them here (I'm a bit of a hypochondriac, and very emetophobic - I've never been sick alone away from home and don't think I could handle it). The fact that I've been able to sleep every night in my dorm and attend every class and even stay here when my parents are home for a few days is insane considering I couldn't even have sleepovers in town during high school, so I'm definitely improving. I was just wondering if anyone had some advice. I'm so embarrassed to be like this, you 100% wouldn't know it by looking at me- I'm in the honors program, have great friends and a great boyfriend, work a retail job, hold a leadership position on campus, etc. I don't want to see any of this fall apart next year when they'll be 2 1/2 hours away. I just want to be independent and not feel anxious doing so. Thanks in advance! 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Title pretty much says it all. My girlfriend has diagnosed anxiety and depression. The depression side I can handle as I was depressed myself and can understand where she is coming from in that sense so I can provide her with help when she needs it. However, Anxiety is something that I have never had a big problem with. I’m struggling to help her because I don’t know what she’s feeling. How can I be a supportive boyfriend? What are the steps to helping her get through a panic attack? 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My anxiety attacks have gotten a little more frequent, and my sister recommended these pills from amazon that friend uses. I’m super skeptical against all medications because I’m scared of being hollowed out or numb or whatever, but I’m getting kind of desperate. Anybody got an opinion on these? 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Why can’t I find a subreddit specifically for Generalized Anxiety Disorder?,7.125999999999998,11.221440600000001,10.148333333333337,35.66250000000002,76.33333333333334,19.0,47.5,13.023866798666859,11.345,79,6,9,6,2,29,13,15,0.322,0.6779999999999999,0.0,-0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061142787804696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6084232848382555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4852057797274131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790278179358264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Huskie2213,2018/02/17,I’ve always been shy and had a little bit of social anxiety but I feel this has turned into a full blown case of sa. Im constantly aware of my surroundings and can’t really relax if there’s a bunch of people around. I have a real hard time making eye contact which is something that never was a huge problem for me. And recently I have no desire to socialize with people outside of work because the anxiety makes it a miserable experience for me. Thanks for listening and any tips would be appreciated ,6.1534013605442155,6.627115632653062,7.516734693877552,70.26278911564629,66.14285714285714,11.02312925170068,31.639455782312922,10.864195022040775,3.6439945578231288,404,15,71,11,6,139,76,98,0.14800000000000002,0.675,0.17600000000000002,0.7896,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,7,0,10,1,1,2,1,17,16,6,0,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,4,6,2,12,11,3,10,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,1,4,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937900793272985,0.0,0.0,0.13025571654497753,0.0,0.2930595350338293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17051375937449004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676275272142288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911519950965154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069897903113269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873656762508419,0.0,0.0,0.09684982780794926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715847842664924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20689916321637936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197627093497205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557126996027487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772966579941427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26558341031311017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832806534608335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801771454067606,0.12270726411113997,0.0,0.1891254713715861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905076587921145,0.0,0.14745905548292726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634693557807574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169018498008992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083436342980925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13944548704902554,0.0,0.0,0.1360665557256764,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mednala,2018/02/17,"I started medication almost 4 years ago. still struggling to get it right. need some insight. Soo, hi. I'm 21 years old. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder in the 4th grade. I didn't find out till the 11th grade I had a diagnosis,my parents never told me . I really, really struggled through the 12th grade. Til, September after graduating grade 12, I started Zoloft. After losing almost 20 pounds and going up to 6 days with no sleep. And for the year and a half I was on Zoloft I saw such a turn around. I really got myself together. And then, I didn't want to take it anymore. I got a real boyfriend who I loved. And Zoloft made sex, very difficult. So I stopped. And I was okay for about 9 months. Then I moved away from home. Then I had a very gradual 8 month spiral down. I moved out of home september- June 2016-17. I think I stopped my Zoloft February '16. I didn't consult a Doctor I just stopped. You know you watch all these medical shows where patients won't take their meds and you think ""what's wrong with them. They should take their medicine."" I understand more now. February 17' my problems came to a head. I was abusing alcohol. Things got dangerous. And I went on Effexor in March 17'. I stayed on it taking it sporadically maybe til May. I couldn't keep with it. I want something that I can take as needed. I do very well, til I don't. And I feel very good, til I don't. But once an anxiety spiral starts I can't stop it. I go weeks as a shell of a human. But I feel so normal til I'm not and it ruins all my progress. I don't know how to go about asking for something like Ativan or calming drugs. I feel like I just need a come down option. I hate therapy. I'm okay til I'm not. It happens maybe once a year, and then I'm set back for months. I want something I'm in control of, I hate therapy, and opening up my stupid self to another person. And I'd have to travel an hour for my family doctor or a therapist. 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My anxiety has taken many form over the years and now it seems to be more physical than mental, making my face, head neck and back feel like there's a vice squeezing them throughout the day. Not fun at all.",7.1320125786163535,7.1532541509434004,5.994339622641512,83.55238993710694,64.09433962264151,8.576100628930817,30.874213836477992,7.793537801064563,1.9307534591194973,222,7,42,2,3,66,47,53,0.08199999999999999,0.872,0.046,-0.2268,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,5,5,1,1,8,7,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,2,6,5,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,6,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761470935202816,0.0,0.0,0.1806239136459917,0.264680192442644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19863275443846928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791530208801317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665955493687823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260582779146433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157938862115071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061476106452272,0.18454443525059716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496195921204987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.530223344530108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620249740692305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243114373939905,0.26189675198796103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032661450515365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23516555971385866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16635012952978492 anxiety,ygfntgod,2018/02/17,"Anyone heard of the MTHFR Gene Defect and its link to anxiety/other problems? One of my mom's friends recommended she and I get tested for an MTHFR gene defect. There are apparently two genes (COMT and MAO) that when mutated, can cause things like depression, anxiety, panic, gastrointestinal issues, lack of energy, etc. It's apparently more common then people think, and there are a bunch of products for people suffering from this defect, like Super B complex vitamins and methylated supplements that all help relieve symptoms. I'm in my mid 20s and have had pretty bad anxiety/social anxiety (mainly the performance-related type), as well as experiencing excessive worrying and pretty chronic Irritable Bowel Syndrome pain throughout the day. Makes it very hard to gain weight. I've taken all sorts of medications, from SSRIs, Nortriptyline, Klonopin, buspirone, a prescribed anti acid for stomach ulcers, etc. Haven't had much luck with any of my medications to be quite frank. Never really noticed a change with the SSRIs (Cymbalta & Zoloft), buspirone did nothing and gave me weird brain zaps, and Klonopin makes me incredibly groggy/unproductive and unmotivated even when taken at a low dose. I haven't been fond of waking up and stuffing 6 pharmaceutical pills down my throat every morning for the past few years, and really looking for something different. I'm probably going to go into a blood testing center to get an MTHFR blood panel taken. Has anyone been diagnosed with this, and if so how have you progressed since treatment? Also would like to hear from anyone who has an opinion or anything relevant to share on the topic. Thanks guys! 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I suffer from panic attacks for a while now and I need some help. I have been to an interview yesterday that was about 30 minutes long and I've had a HUGE panic attack over there. I did my best to hide it and keep a professional attitude. I felt like I was going to faint any second, I even told the interviewer that I have a fear about being locked somewhere and not being able to go out. She said ""You can go to the bathroom anytime if you want"" I was like""Yeah.. no, I don't want to mess my chances to this job, I really want it"". When the interview ended, I thanked God and I calmed myself. I was pretty sure I got the job because they are short on people and I answered all interviewer's questions correctly(it is a custommer service advisor job and the questions were really simple, like ""what is an IP?""). Today, I was called that I need to retake the interview(I was changed to another team so I need to retake the interview with another team leader). The interview is due to take place on Monday. I feel like I barely survived the last interview, how can I do it again?? The biggest problem is that I always feel like fainting and I REALLY don't want to faint, I am massively scared of faints(mostly because I have a phobia about being burried alive, and I fear that I will faint and wake myself buried - GOD, it was hard to type it here). Now the chances for this to happen may be low, but even if there is a 0.0001% chance for this to happen, I still think about it and I am sh*tscared about it. More than this, if I - by any chance - faint at the interview, I will clearly mess my chances for this job and I really want this job. What is worse is that, even though I have been dealing with panic attacks for a while, yesterday after the interview, I could feel my hands and legs tingling. I've never had tingling hands and feed before caused by a panic attack. How can I do to make sure I'll be OK at the interview?",3.4010026604589285,5.021274221649485,4.406238776188894,85.76463418689727,73.5360824742268,7.789956767542401,25.660458929165287,8.460557738077197,1.6648359494512803,1530,51,309,27,31,497,171,388,0.119,0.725,0.157,0.6004,5,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,1,4,20,26,4,7,26,1,43,12,4,4,5,55,69,25,0,14,5,0,7,4,0,3,7,1,0,0,21,18,1,1,8,2,0,3,5,16,0,1,17,8,46,10,41,43,5,31,0,2,0,0,26,11,0,8,21,221,67,21,0.07870825032193582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549156945432284,0.0,0.0,0.10704861847965036,0.1650649263226356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581679897325875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595963770536957,0.0,0.06697492388740879,0.0,0.08259945279971771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036992368863917,0.0,0.0,0.08085505426601472,0.0832628924990537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284213333344736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811447500142419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971214793883745,0.0,0.0,0.1559581710673518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713732761661352,0.11939176884324725,0.11245837951328598,0.07557226341096288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419513747088976,0.0,0.06295017791795494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920289164339875,0.0,0.07050713241255092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551296218416516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3905289678113091,0.0699595093117889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415772906260953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922643770000418,0.0,0.0,0.06965432473071807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052538368269472266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334446812203875,0.060704654857996435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3693886924515552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456639048028945,0.0,0.08223336938929024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007458670417338,0.0,0.07531316577670115,0.0,0.0,0.1763425071797338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20169008238466613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486957006412541,0.0,0.07880068933754295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628565103786897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483631889090864,0.0,0.059178808879483825,0.0,0.0,0.07246398210950845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043306870644177,0.07733045631768762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460621819104668,0.07520910615057627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23212082650163002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021043131199701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lucifermorningstar7,2018/02/17,"International student in the US Always had mild anxiety issues but dealing with severe anxiety due to some recent events, can't tell my parents back home cause 1. Mom would try to ""fix it"" for me 2. Dad doesn't believe in it. 3. They would worry too much about me. 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I am 20 years old and started to notice it when I was 14 or 15, about my freshman year of high school. Before that I don’t remember having any major troubles with it. Whenever I’m in a good place in my life I seem to not have any worst case scenario thoughts or general anxiety, but when I’m in a bad place it seems to overtake me. Recently I had a kidney infection and before I was diagnosed I thought I had a life threatening disease and since I’ve been cured I’ve still been worried every day that something is wrong with me physically. I have never had this before until the past couple of months. Do any of you deal with this or have ways to cope with it? I also have found myself making excuses to skip my classes, or not to work out, knowing that it is not the right decision. Do you guys have tips on how to help be more motivated or be a more reliable person when also dealing with your anxiety? I’m sorry if these questions have been answered on this sub before, I just found it today and did not have time to browse through all the post looking for an answer. Thank you for any help given!",5.718916861826699,5.51491643032787,6.537470725995316,79.23434426229511,67.07377049180327,9.594379391100704,31.77283372365339,9.23628265651192,2.6354505854800934,955,35,189,16,14,317,132,244,0.106,0.818,0.076,-0.6824,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,3,9,6,0,0,10,0,27,6,1,3,2,43,42,18,0,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,14,12,0,0,14,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,15,1,23,2,32,25,5,30,0,0,1,0,14,10,0,10,18,134,37,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588001637176251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27007529224806565,0.0,0.3038182955410394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290081500526834,0.0,0.0,0.33794498983884425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985959741685897,0.0,0.06403214621511555,0.3070827870421133,0.0,0.10077460064644518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836538998209596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772697469294486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327754362779981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831011607074924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331004757584265,0.10490256815191236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545657474204509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038883816455545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833763929759317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662750970826941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925023940360118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07657654827515571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11303934012310365,0.10418540330194943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18956207748959386,0.06883336779674418,0.08669391046246791,0.2074683595713811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09508986440656564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244917701285766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803430956252296,0.0,0.11247324654317764,0.08479087996354935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048412918981478,0.0,0.18077500343090167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213154668591542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764362758129384,0.0,0.11114409305458156,0.0702761185440895,0.0,0.0792910298671686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141047975973847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764617831358366,0.057895269685385276,0.0,0.09411282680542116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788097007416367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228239509633172,0.1008311538434516,0.0,0.0,0.10855516355988996,0.0,0.19181345223170634 anxiety,throwaway1253300,2018/02/18,I'm feeling hopeless and i dont know what is wrong with me. I've had social anxiety for ages and it is the worst when I am going out to eat at a restaurant but I also get it from simple things like hanging out with friends or doing something. It gets so severe that I will actually vomit and this is not uncommon at all. One example I was going to work a new job for a guy that I have known my whole life but I was so anxious I threw up in my car on the way there. Even more often I will get this gagging convulsions like I am about to puke. I don't have a real job right now my friendships are almost non existent the only time I can socialize is when I am drinking which caused me to crash my car into a wall last month. I don't want to drink anymore I don't even know if this is anxiety or some sort of panic disorder. 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I am now a freshman in college and I recently have been dealing with my anxiety flaring up again, but now instead of my usual feeling like I have a ""lump in my throat"", shaking, and nausea, I now just disassociate. I have no idea how to shake this, I currently am disassociating and its terrifying for me. Is there anything I should do to help calm myself, every now and then I ground myself for a moment but I just go back to being in that fog where nothing feels real. I woke up around 8 today and the feeling set back in around 3, and since then I have felt this way all day, and yesterday this happened from the moment I woke up until I went to bed. 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I’ve been with my boyfriend for nearly two years, and we live three hours apart. (PA->MD) on Sundays, I typically drive home about 3pm because of the time difference to avoid the dark. (Driving long distances in the dark is a big lump of anxiety for me) Well, I’m staying over again and taking a day off tomorrow so that I can drive in the morning. However, my mind and body knows that I should be home by now, and I feel “off.” Ever since 3pm passed, i feel dread and anxiety, as if I’m not supposed to be here. It also doesn’t help that we just finished a horror movie , so that was icing on the cake. Any tips on not letting anxiety run your schedule? This feeling drives me crazy.",4.164755244755241,5.156145370629375,4.75762937062937,86.42259790209793,70.81818181818181,7.957762237762238,30.38391608391609,8.238735603445708,2.031973986013986,560,23,116,8,10,179,97,143,0.127,0.8290000000000001,0.044,-0.8689,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,0,1,10,3,0,2,8,0,9,2,1,1,1,21,16,10,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,6,8,0,2,4,0,0,6,3,2,1,2,2,3,14,1,19,10,0,31,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,1,13,75,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14085753898371975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977991746285947,0.0,0.538980519997908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737212350199593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564967167447492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755380605741432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359447396723085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840267784495408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932695488347418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671820789636342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806162546678382,0.0,0.35336166126153346,0.0,0.17346050391146478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680086864543838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18011309500333572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553312960477755,0.15587663597475826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17784922428163644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570321929486166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773973076556616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13243389674351375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027075163623022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206128591997608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836926481678265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134271325369366 anxiety,cutiekitty890,2018/02/18,"Any suggestions? I often “hallucinate” and see things when I’m alone or in the dark. (Which is due to the eyes not having enough light) but it’s gotten to a point where it gets hard to concentrate because I feel like something will hurt me. People worry me, everyone who passes me I imagine them hurting me, and I’m not sure what to do. My boyfriend often times causes me so much anxiety just because I don’t know whether he will hurt me or actually care for me (despite the fact he’s never done anything harmful to anyone, especially me) and I’m not sure what to do. I have to wait a month to see my counselor and idk what to do until then. Any suggestions? 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Pretty much every Friday and Saturday night I go out with my friends and indulge in alcohol and sometimes party drugs, and of course my inhibitions are lowered and thus I say/do things that I would normally filter out. Nothing bad, in fact I am very nice and do things like tell my friends how happy I am to have them in my life, compliment people and in general just get really friendly with everyone. The problem is that the next day I wake up with intense anxiety, specifically strong feelings of embarrassment about what I said and did the night before. Even though I know that I was really nice and everyone else was drunk too, I can’t shake the feeling that I said something very wrong or inappropriate. I can’t even give myself an example and yet I feel positive that everyone now hates me. It’s miserable and completely irrational; does anyone have some methods for dealing with this type of anxiety?",9.110833333333332,8.362515527777777,8.861111111111112,67.15500000000004,60.38888888888889,12.888888888888893,39.444444444444436,12.06081838636515,4.9397777777777785,785,35,133,22,9,254,116,180,0.14300000000000002,0.633,0.224,0.9638,1,0,4,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,9,17,1,3,5,0,14,5,1,2,1,33,24,14,0,3,2,0,3,1,3,1,3,2,0,0,11,18,2,0,4,2,0,2,2,7,0,0,5,5,20,10,20,18,3,19,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,10,93,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435281856224662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885185776269817,0.0,0.0,0.08790397371639355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049681145187725,0.0,0.0,0.10697557192952467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181146914937195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107681035902835,0.1296083002116522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001544878010104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579135015541705,0.0,0.1050200924052212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660692647202259,0.0,0.10592166235989812,0.3603828124519354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906982795106259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913850129793237,0.0,0.06568173768253571,0.12059882354594482,0.07144764412246167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382766438882346,0.0,0.12411912087492065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909055868351008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879735644144995,0.06141878332203648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241617027947613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370103631620128,0.23595303622331554,0.12317558135915865,0.12062847370201045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715606515017088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127898983865955,0.0,0.12029381319387145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107455345439264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391705615430541,0.09997489069571458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281522475790203,0.0,0.09678278497516717,0.12433693753791007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098818545083422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16704105325235835,0.0,0.12351592673793202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074587315131809,0.0,0.09978798992642708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930546965719871,0.1374513729380642,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ACrusaderA,2018/02/18,"Driving Anxiety Hey guys. I'm a driving instructor. My sister-in-law has her G1 (learners in Ontario). I (and everyone else) have offered to teach her how to drive. But she still refuses to learn and refuses to even talk about the subject besides saying that she wants to get her license. I was just wondering if anyone here also had severe anxiety about driving and how they started down the path to dealing with it.",5.057307692307692,6.874926782051282,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,69.64102564102564,8.78974358974359,36.07692307692308,9.2995712137729,3.7224461538461537,331,18,55,7,6,108,58,78,0.078,0.882,0.041,-0.2185,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,2,0,14,9,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,0,11,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,2,2,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22137054886770074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235286744386679,0.0,0.0,0.19355696488700214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853862931619927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312451812894118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283509539608214,0.0,0.0,0.2645106185251992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462551869785295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27409246746782384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22013608247568325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127245499352204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959325805489712,0.0,0.2210665076289491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22249511341474626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327390799619587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001963557203777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zyxwvutsr987654,2018/02/18,"Anxiety spikes anytime I feel I’m inconveniencing someone else. How to make it stop? I’m so tired of constantly worrying about inconveniencing others. I like to be invisible and hate conflict so a lot of the time I will do anything to avoid being in people’s way, wasting people’s time or making them angry. This means missing out on a lot of things that I actually want or want to do. Or not being able to enjoy something because I’m constantly concerned if I’m ruining someone else’s time. It also means multiple trips to the store because I was in someone’s way when I was trying to look so I panicked and let them in to look instead because in my mind I don’t deserve the time to look when the other person is waiting. It sounds really nonsensical when I type it out but lately it’s been causing a ton of stress on my relationship with my boyfriend. When it was just me, I was only affecting myself and my schedule if panicked somewhere and had to leave. But now, when we go shopping, I go into meltdown mode in that scenario and he gets angry because he sees absolutely nothing wrong and he can’t understand why I freak out. Does anyone at all have this anxiety issue and how do you cope??",4.238416075650123,5.827649893617022,5.720390070921982,77.30361111111111,71.34042553191489,8.115839243498817,31.35342789598109,8.680891452615391,2.6736335697399523,955,43,173,17,18,323,129,235,0.181,0.777,0.041,-0.9825,0,1,1,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,2,0,15,9,1,2,7,0,18,1,0,6,1,42,40,25,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,13,13,0,4,4,1,2,3,3,7,0,0,6,6,22,2,28,29,4,32,0,2,4,0,9,12,0,7,16,121,35,1,0.11409126113740715,0.0,0.11133661300783096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912387403115472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455900497720436,0.0,0.0,0.07977526254122744,0.0,0.0938873867106234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27819589533025296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720315307240625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465842432529248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984203146878623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906172176188672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768796968990503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960797500114754,0.0,0.12968138587706635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264149998643967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908163478722585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869991202853914,0.1208061720668844,0.0,0.11666604443243699,0.0,0.05573922721953645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874237742111432,0.0,0.0,0.19399262055383165,0.0,0.0,0.1523136054847624,0.0,0.0,0.2485576607558884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519964998620215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947364211967102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677154524412517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15819303008638688,0.09962008852009424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308978335833037,0.0,0.0,0.1224913169990328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091596368113848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900074659647661,0.08783302681827712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953854029793694,0.13069115415876612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757971643088808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26611012746735996,0.13113112117492842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746047716522787,0.0,0.0,0.11877302648847148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345879636429804,0.18112066515958816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029496174160382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586521380664393,0.0,0.0,0.1247408837075279,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peeps3298,2018/02/18,"Anxiety over future/Demotivation So first off I want to bring attention to the fact that I am not diagnosed with anxiety nor am I diagnosed with any other mental disorders. However, I have problems right now coming into my school exams within 3 years I just started the course and I am so stressed that i may either not do enough work or I might burn myself out and I don't know how to help it. Also I have the problem that I am just so demotivated. I don't enjoy school to any degree, sure I'm good at it and I am on track to pass most of my subjects but the only thing that I enjoy in my life is videogames, I am doing an IT course at college but I just dont want to have a job with many hours or an important job. I feel like i will be more fulfilled working a help desk 9-5 and then coming home to play some video-games than i would working a great job and getting overtime etc. I just feel so guilty that I don't think oh yeah I will be the next einstein or messi, I just want an easy job with pay I can survive on and it makes me feel like a piece of shit for wanting that becuase i get told oh aim higher but honestly? That is what i want. This all ties into anxiety however as I am so anxious that I won't actually live up to anything etc. and whenever I speak to my parents they always say oh [peeps3298] haha you're always so anxious. It feels like my problems are a joke so I hide it. But honestly with my future in sight I just feel so guilty and scared that I don't want a remarkable life, I want a simple one that is fun to me. Also if anyone gets to the end this was mainly just to rant however if anyone has similar experiences or advice I would be happy to talk/take it so don't treat this as a rant if you have anything to add. :)",2.3381211556383974,3.5879672054054086,4.279375582479034,87.10608108108109,75.5945945945946,7.265610438024233,24.380242311276803,7.873277556716777,1.1689981360671018,1366,43,299,20,29,467,180,370,0.152,0.654,0.194,0.9333,8,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,5,20,22,1,2,17,2,36,5,1,2,3,69,60,35,0,15,21,1,5,3,0,7,4,2,1,0,23,19,0,0,8,2,1,4,10,6,0,2,2,8,45,16,38,48,10,27,0,0,1,0,8,14,1,11,12,214,68,13,0.0,0.0,0.08374469420032116,0.0,0.0,0.08385906020773684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137255125698419,0.14281269408123246,0.0,0.0,0.11671656161344125,0.0,0.19694856117142875,0.1938968287782156,0.0,0.12001002699436406,0.0,0.14123962058726242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784693110592914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742042344935017,0.0,0.0,0.0983533427191343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057650229479173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600810104481068,0.08867156404063715,0.1914165512874291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394517368005182,0.0,0.0,0.21695744329759226,0.18392234623614556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299561869916409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13450700996321086,0.0,0.0,0.07197895424600623,0.0,0.09461318557038373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135344476981352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11504221471224195,0.0,0.08608112065457076,0.0,0.08451213701394768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406392271530127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716259949416492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122970888606358,0.1257770758160385,0.0,0.07577769499664336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05728329598535847,0.08700463754044271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648302266151288,0.09103792916128632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912670059106178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815159896399255,0.06526744729739074,0.0,0.0,0.09528926028086028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24634490043467486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328697033443192,0.0,0.06824486325192003,0.08591746108330546,0.17370211037274194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808958220085683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060741483248832585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830270963014742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088119924109909,0.0,0.0,0.06897619153773699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057012784696910575,0.05498785929824315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200150918887644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543182825344618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742668129180254,0.0,0.0,0.12192340540693915,0.0,0.0,0.05526312416890892 anxiety,bluerainyumbrella,2018/02/18,"How to be more optimistic Hi all, Just a quick catch up: I suffer with awful health anxiety that is slowly moving into depression. Now if I feel a new sensation in my body, I panic, calm myself down relatively quickly, and then just feel angry and depressed. I haven't felt this kind of feeling before; I feel numb, worried, sad and scared but I can't always put a finger on specifically why. It makes me dread the week ahead. I think about all the times I'll be alone (I struggle most then), the possibility I'll feel worried and scared, the homesickness I feel etc... I was just wondering how people keep their optimism up or prepare themselves for the weeks ahead. I'm all out of ideas. Thanks so much. 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Help please So this is causes a bit of anxiety for me I've been thinking about what I want to do for a career but I can decide same with my hobbies I have a ton of different hobbies like woodworking metal working plant medicine hunting fishing trapping hiking camping gardening foraging homesteading video games art you name I've thought of doing it or are doing it and it's starting to stress me out any ideas of what to do ??? ,3.610666666666667,5.807268011111113,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,74.44444444444444,6.722222222222222,31.25,7.6454224807358475,2.2406666666666664,371,18,67,5,8,118,66,90,0.056,0.8370000000000001,0.107,0.5699,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,3,0,12,0,0,1,0,14,16,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,12,14,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907200248078944,0.0,0.21454844084536667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061858404073732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881060619832175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930173312408245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25633214336191706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798406790409736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166012305413327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370168705468831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30785699738859185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590910146459105,0.0,0.0,0.1985085412377596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321261952205862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970518912692526,0.0,0.22265111916435787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165420499274301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041756588867696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yareddyknokid25379,2018/02/18,"Lacking fulfillment, paralyzed by loneliness Throughout my adult life, I've been rather unlucky in love, committing myself to relationships where the commitment was not mutual, but I made the mistake of perceiving it to be. I got way ahead of myself a few years ago when I started a relationship with a coworker who was cheating on her partner with me. I got very attached, and convinced myself that she wanted out of her relationship to be with me. We spent nearly a year getting closer and closer, but all the while she maintained her relationship, and I finally garnered the strength to end it between us. While she always had to love and affection of her partner, all I had was her. That was over a year ago now, and all I've managed to do since is fall into a spiral of depression and self doubt. While I've been with several women since, I haven't managed to foster a meaningful relationship since being with her, nor feel the same amount of love and attachment that I had for her. Meanwhile, she's grown more as a person, solidifying her love for her partner, her place in the world, and generally winning at life. We still work together, which makes it harder for me. Her wholesomeness is in direct contrast to my complete lack of a healthy relationship and overall life, serving as a constant reminder that I'm a failure of a human being. I've spent the past year trying to distract myself from the root of my issues, with the typical self medication of drugs and alcohol. All that has done is inflate the heartbreak I suffered from emotionally investing in her, which is just as bad now, if not worse, than it was when we ended things over a year ago. Furthermore, I've developed a masochistic obsession, where I find myself checking social media just so I might see a post from her being happy in love, which will leave me debilitated for days on end. I know how seeing these things will affect me, but continue to actively seek them out. Clearly, its taken me a while to come to terms with this, and in my state of arrested development, realize just how awful of a human being I have become from it. I'm consumed by loneliness and depression, but can't ignore that my loneliness and depression are completely deserved, because my attempt to get this girl to leave her partner for me in the first place was a gross act of selfishness. A few months after we ended things, she drunk texted me, asking me to come over when her boyfriend was away. I was hurt by it, and called her selfish for it. What I realize now is that I'm more selfish than anyone, which has come to consume me and isolate me from any virtual love or care that humans need. The only feelings I seem to be capable of anymore are spite and anger, and general numbness. I can't remember what real happiness is, and don't think I've ever experienced love for what it really is. This lack of emotional nourishment has left me as a shell of a person, without passion or drive. For anything. I've tried speaking with friends and family, but fear being perceived as weak for my inability to cope. Really, I just want to talk to her about it, but still care about her emotions too much to bring this anxiety on to her, and still care that her perception of me is that of a strong man who is over this affair. I'm not, though, and can finally admit that it broke me. How can I fix myself?",10.106079664570233,7.608922270440253,9.756729559748427,67.06667714884698,59.78616352201258,13.195807127882599,41.00838574423479,11.645159339076185,4.700092662473795,2668,111,477,60,27,871,279,636,0.182,0.662,0.156,-0.9573,0,0,2,0,0,0,70.0,5,0,1,7,25,41,3,4,34,1,47,17,0,8,8,101,87,48,0,9,18,0,2,0,5,3,8,1,0,15,40,39,2,1,14,1,4,8,9,23,0,1,20,6,77,18,98,56,15,77,0,7,2,8,69,28,0,6,38,371,117,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752345905204896,0.06732236006234044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05241677980761874,0.0,0.0,0.04283867305601157,0.0,0.04819090455398925,0.0,0.062473985665405976,0.044047479113389416,0.0,0.051839412035901415,0.0,0.058891701513369324,0.0,0.05918575578376726,0.0,0.05259808671169585,0.038401089193085616,0.06957288672178327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06432480742549153,0.0,0.19268241077072384,0.0,0.0,0.16279351249974236,0.13209784925068432,0.06807507715039496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0406264809187292,0.0,0.16277217249622014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446562527267569,0.0,0.0,0.07305405181797785,0.0,0.0,0.21258225591851465,0.22317903442364329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569824681285109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938595879653057,0.07088674446766666,0.06370420000051402,0.0,0.0,0.13801560593138015,0.057576171638445174,0.05358340582943733,0.0,0.0,0.048669681739191804,0.0,0.06582444106649223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076550744679308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411842497538998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743731322494632,0.0,0.0,0.06575027964800344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03462033412008047,0.0,0.0,0.1334049471321927,0.06844411260440192,0.0,0.1334854229388334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979873194101319,0.05960727091318309,0.04204956613466434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346070600972581,0.0,0.06682760405422297,0.0,0.0,0.050281905718398134,0.0,0.04630847910537069,0.046709899284529684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04791043871277647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013573321573034,0.0,0.11000938457821192,0.13163246665277428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060331673857996364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07170195551764443,0.08071225598823785,0.0,0.0,0.4057975032772693,0.07136090970936834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039751380947327,0.057348165426126516,0.1314347800574446,0.0711662744327354,0.0,0.15633002693919024,0.0,0.0,0.06421533873750339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044588094540548615,0.0,0.1509233581412183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063289180365405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555298116471245,0.04036457027116756,0.06189214176725401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553876581190267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577507450244786,0.0,0.0,0.05197736664726519,0.07431201513644785,0.05000239711838753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072480850289711,0.0,0.045861016984746206,0.0,0.0641971562353139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202833160572906 anxiety,gceasar,2018/02/18,"21 years old with echopraxia Hello. I am 21 year old and I have echopraxia. I constantly mimic traits of other person involuntarily. It can be anything: the way of walk, talk, think, anything you can imagine. This is the most annoying thing that can happen with a being. I spent most of my teenage years in bedroom because of that. This is a curse and the worst thing is that I don't know anybody in the world like me, I am the only unlucky motherf*ucker with this. So I am here to finally find someone that understands me and maybe someone to help to get it off me. Thanks.",2.332027027027028,4.89077654954955,3.4319144144144147,86.93273648648649,80.8018018018018,5.8621621621621625,25.466216216216218,7.1686216300943375,1.2578162162162174,451,18,87,6,12,145,68,111,0.093,0.836,0.071,-0.5413,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,13,20,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,6,0,0,5,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,12,2,13,17,3,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,8,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163281075971411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716321035532914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20769969685034614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054547943614174,0.17566712952361568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004164594969878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699616428915821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288274703740934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562798020356984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389911085515368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930905262618284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40336270417711495,0.0,0.0,0.14617660402538415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678214464385311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257005231186417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448291384293067,0.0,0.17695174725750493,0.0,0.0,0.2553780053646422,0.12315386716777825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000867636165236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255925013989438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371311097032924 anxiety,Jacobisbatman123,2018/02/18,"Getting over my death anxiety help Im 18 and I'm so so so so scared of death. To the point where I can't do anything anymore. I can't sleep. I cat eat. I can't focus on tv, video games, school work or anything. It's like i constantly feel like everything is pointless. That one day everything I do will be meaningless. Every thing I create, everything I've seen or watched or said or done will disappear forever. I almost feel like I'd be better if dying now because for some reason dying in 50 years seems scarier than dying right now. I don't know what happened. I used to be so happy and carefree and could spend hours a day on my 3ds or PS4 and then watch YouTube for 2 hours before I sleep and now I'm just constantly sat on the couch with my parents just to have some sort of relaxing comfort. I just can't comprehend the idea that I will never have another thought again. That all the happy memories I have I'll never be able to see again. There just has to be something. It doesn't make sense at all. It's like there's just a big timer over my head. I look back and I see the last 5 years of my life and it's gone by so quickly and now I'm a quarter of the way through my life and if I can live a quarter of my life then I can live half, then three quarters and the next thing you know I'm dead and everything is gone. It can't end. But it has to...",0.7601279772484908,2.6888550756013783,2.4753383102263307,95.18814432989693,82.43642611683849,5.938191728877831,21.718331555871547,7.0983637204850245,0.4735215309870835,1061,34,247,14,29,349,143,291,0.08,0.797,0.123,0.8818,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,22,10,0,1,11,0,28,7,3,3,4,44,50,28,6,3,13,1,2,4,0,3,3,1,1,0,12,12,1,0,8,4,1,3,9,1,0,6,7,9,26,9,24,34,4,39,0,0,6,0,5,11,0,12,28,157,38,2,0.10065879061774782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079523867149476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055495185643424,0.0770036993073514,0.0,0.09982647246891056,0.0,0.0,0.16566721598721273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740039668870873,0.0,0.06136066447946272,0.0,0.0856532169454592,0.0,0.0,0.08902452035154332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21755278593457428,0.0,0.08036785362793325,0.0,0.0,0.12983318530893626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134037980631041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300889078759956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299907229658246,0.0,0.0,0.08915381137539069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848093724734933,0.0,0.3618625219637783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179221798916993,0.14382132025979286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052590063559400976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901223611251337,0.21430630871039705,0.0,0.0,0.10330495923560556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746946555483416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825726517836945,0.0,0.0,0.11363152237733315,0.10872876700236073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106388777374394,0.08205034910328281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132948419422368,0.1967072024956984,0.0,0.1777671125400093,0.0,0.08452803255468155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671905243656656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526852948402384,0.0,0.10705176577105674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820900159256267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176967481626528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515509293019796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349400145294832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596205719726874,0.095749560508592,0.0,0.10077700947636617,0.1018720700215153,0.16042404756958165,0.09163598249861306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014629703850221,0.0,0.0,0.07749205476110937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374645552208947,0.0,0.0,0.07991183605447179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693687627588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989826271132637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328079841013062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296419218594878 anxiety,Malodextrin5,2018/02/18,"Long Term Health effects of Anxiety Hello everyone, I'm a 10 year sufferer of anxiety disorder, have had acute anxiety disorder and general anxiety disorder since I was 18. I've noticed some health problems that have cropped up that seem to be intricately tied to my anxiety. I get heart arrhythmias and severe bloating, two things I never suffered from before I had anxiety. The bloating is centered on my diaphragm, where it feels it puts pressure on my heart. These symptoms have made my life as of now almost impossible to really carry out. Moving is painful and sleep is problematic. But one things I've notices is that each time I get one of these symptoms it almost always accompanies anxiety afterward. I wonder to myself if it is possible that having years of acute anxiety disorder has caused some long term health effects? So I wanted to ask my fellow redditors, do you experience gastro problems or cardiac issues along with your anxiety? Do you feel they are connected? I imagine I cannot be the only one going through this, an I'd love to hear from all of you.",6.943002354788071,8.246115270408165,7.688979591836734,66.79008634222923,64.66326530612244,11.540973312401883,38.03610675039246,11.362043627235082,5.036932967032968,867,45,135,27,13,289,119,196,0.21600000000000005,0.752,0.032,-0.9831,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,1,2,3,7,0,1,4,0,19,11,3,4,2,29,32,8,0,4,3,0,2,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,13,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,6,0,4,4,3,20,1,22,26,6,19,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,8,10,96,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108362204176567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108128512365823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5881559866110083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798617893364127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269124408900507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877560457606669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3916224417813785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162821509283166,0.0,0.08356303147271707,0.0,0.0,0.08638791662575422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926313063727541,0.0,0.048549571129302097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27241156741759603,0.09628132383265586,0.20246047050363267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891625619080989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033891845697476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15119866442453211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710031087215258,0.08083215784666091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079433120826333,0.0,0.0,0.06588580661979684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451616118864834,0.0,0.0,0.17366062924371564,0.06497033139085405,0.09089929949969157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096304992770987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348231244855835,0.0,0.08587673664666581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054726090594750136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776863273429699,0.0,0.09650707774701016,0.0,0.07066527970011242,0.0,0.08548770540911955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17758067051923862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11350649270518587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981259443800026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344880060947915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050386475050683034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264086572952733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002310154978186 anxiety,RefriedJean,2018/02/18,"Going to my first show in 3 years. Today is the day guys. I’m going to a concert for the first time in 3 years. For a little bit of background, 3 years ago my life fell apart. I got so bad that I couldn’t leave my house for almost a year. I was later diagnosed with clinical depression and agoraphobia. Now that I’ve spent two and a half years finding the right medication, I finally feel like the old me again. My main issue was big crowds and travel. Today I’m going to go see Stone Sour in Indianapolis. It’s a two hour drive. I hope everything goes okay and I hope I can prove myself that I can do this again. Wish me luck guys, it’s not going to be easy. ",1.2652185943552858,3.090196517985614,3.2663309352517977,90.6887825124516,80.22302158273381,6.579081350304373,18.605976757055885,7.61054688173877,0.32390492529053594,512,11,116,8,13,173,87,139,0.069,0.7909999999999999,0.139,0.8131,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,9,1,8,4,0,0,1,15,22,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,3,3,1,8,2,2,0,5,4,4,15,5,12,16,2,34,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,4,20,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11626942080297753,0.0,0.13134230636484542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951688399796446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319766954749344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459025558115267,0.0,0.1129717970609585,0.1331292128821238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788220070747055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632071542716464,0.09370394949369948,0.0,0.1436843053583422,0.11988198249371627,0.2231369240711736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727190580282409,0.0,0.10490423777708036,0.0,0.0,0.2597469657412282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26055190044195026,0.12917061760714832,0.151346229762373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690166694681186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13888427348995366,0.0,0.0,0.09264536978022016,0.06408035239284622,0.13146129344384358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213444087027298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376350850950697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201377169166836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045211295785707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648307840836385,0.0,0.2486572305788507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562573273730064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083270905519833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4223282082324099 anxiety,BillyMillyBnce,2018/02/18,"I hit a cars side mirror, panicked and left. Now I'm freaking out I was driving yesterday and went a bit too close to another car that was parked on the road. I heard a loud sound and pulled over in the next street. My side mirror was folded. I put it back. I realized I'd hit the parked car. I freaked out so I went home which is only a couple blocks away. I went back with another car to look and it didn't seem like there was any damage. The mirror was still intact. If there was damage to the body of the car there would be paint and marks on mine. I went home again and thought about it. I went back to write a note and the car was gone. It was at night and my car is dirty. There was a couple people unloading a car a few houses down but I don't think that they realized and likely didn't get my plate. I highly doubt that the car had a dashcam. I know what I did was shitty but I panicked and went back to do the right thing but couldn't. Chances are the guy didn't notice or brushed it off as this happens all the time. Police may not care because it's minor. I just don't want to get charged with hit and run. I thought about reporting to the police but they could be dicks and say that I shouldn't have left. I'm extremely nervous. I have anxiety and this is making it much worse",0.7385870698644439,2.742285105839418,2.0074504692387904,98.09958029197081,82.97810218978103,5.228154327424401,18.17987486965589,6.367922702773337,-0.34295265901981203,1005,23,237,9,28,320,136,274,0.174,0.821,0.005,-0.9902,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,16,9,0,2,21,0,31,2,2,1,1,44,56,21,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,3,0,4,2,1,16,18,0,1,7,0,0,20,8,6,0,0,25,6,25,3,23,21,4,50,0,2,1,1,6,19,1,5,13,153,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729479497674433,0.22496596639478045,0.08206201158601809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007846236090767,0.3299390708220083,0.0,0.06539139813713755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711213506834098,0.11915388425402625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093699206757618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08564715455078452,0.2373866139957931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208932671911216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062151424377385,0.09485937970339953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333768755111008,0.2152030929845933,0.0,0.0,0.12377631673772894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058953329180426874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331004829031461,0.0,0.0,0.10481437174742424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008061235031307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160421692155625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885651834192905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114083911838369,0.10066655474096113,0.0,0.0,0.122128729902047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158441957308336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436819583997778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783697057046317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160883694073076,0.0,0.0853061945548915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976554779203891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566674893675676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126607735321326,0.06873491717812119,0.0,0.17032236308511967,0.06255057528036152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327120753954313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5966476789576787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931830036246216,0.0762022315441202,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LoveLettersToGoodbye,2018/02/18,"Mental check Check check. My hair slicked back- hot pink running shorts- knee brace- ankle brace- sports bra- camp shirt- headphones in- cellphone in hand- gum in pocket, gum in mouth  Mental check. check. check  I have everything I need for my run  It's late out. 11:00 PM Why am I still sitting on the bathroom floor and why am I waiting to have this great epiphany  The ""AHA"" I knew I forgot something moment  I've been here for 30 minutes, I've been here before, I'll be here tomorrow  I'm ready yet I'm not  I am crippled with this soul eating disease called anxiety  It is overwhelming and underwhelming all at once to know you will be here tomorrow, you were here before, you've been here half an hour waiting for yourself to be ready  The most accurate word to describe how this process makes me feel is exhausted I am exhausted All the time Exhausted Mentally and physically Putting my life on hold and waiting waiting waiting always waiting  It is the kind of exhaustion that creeps into my psyche as I'm crossing the street or watching the train trudge towards me. It screams so quietly so gently ""I cannot go on. I cannot live another day so exhausted""  ​​ ""You should travel while you're young. JUST GO FOR IT. Don't be so scared. You have nothing to lose""  I want to scream ""I can't FUCKING move out my front door without a mental breakdown. Please stop FUCKING asking me about when I'm going to travel, where I'm going to travel, what the FUCK I'm doing with my life""  I am consumed by this soul eating disease called anxiety. I am overwhelmed and underwhelmed to watch the deterioration of my soul the depletion of my hopes and dreams the time passing  There is no time to dedicate to the 30 minutes on the bathroom floor. There is no time for I need time, I need time, I need time, please I need time. ",2.3232857142857126,5.009179542857143,3.0276428571428577,88.94060714285715,82.14285714285714,5.9,25.32142857142857,7.268377926160553,1.3290285714285708,1440,58,275,21,40,451,176,350,0.108,0.812,0.08,-0.7448,0,0,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,4,0,1,20,17,3,3,15,0,29,17,5,2,2,41,61,15,0,8,4,0,4,0,0,2,7,3,1,0,11,11,2,9,3,5,6,14,8,14,0,1,6,10,33,3,38,49,3,54,3,3,3,3,8,18,3,3,21,160,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794326610397544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010102408129497,0.14605749535494347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924479110572762,0.0,0.0,0.07340496743351002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624635497862768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949562961871948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061565580714792685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536446506908764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579577035951395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048268838185229916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647613412528619,0.0,0.0,0.21701473857319184,0.0,0.0,0.10524802641183834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481605739837468,0.09401158596386104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940977102761688,0.052463834583819424,0.0,0.10768614776272792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348563366281352,0.0,0.0,0.0842953632345666,0.0,0.0,0.1067984064587939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06372213146062143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848160231951317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146180281702263,0.0,0.353922122904794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915990898176273,0.0,0.0,0.10166472045045116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957888013028714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596643759869876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955748731936196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349189409160778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623668091409136,0.07981113924433747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4453208095628528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630640732966768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228057950375955,0.0,0.0,0.09202269098212564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mytwocats11,2018/02/18,Anxiety meds (and yes I'll be talking to my pdoc too). So I'm on klonopin...which should never be long term and I have had substance abuse issues in my past....so no more benzos please. I can't do SSRIs and am sort of afraid of any antidepressants....because I also have bipolar which sort of throws a wrench into things. But of course now that my mood is generally stable I'm noticing the torment of my anxiety again. I am going to talk to my pdoc about this but I wouldn't mind hearing about experiences too. ,1.6307754010695206,4.009004519607848,3.065579322638147,89.59965240641712,82.23529411764707,5.6698752228164,22.01782531194296,6.980632752743323,0.6481450980392154,399,13,82,5,11,130,70,102,0.07400000000000001,0.87,0.056,-0.1682,0,0,0,0,1,0,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,2,1,12,1,0,0,1,13,16,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,13,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,5,55,14,0,0.0,0.27234300364841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18381659032413747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631066804222826,0.0,0.3516800100014416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011871697034442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22484428937013304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063305181019802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25906558744026925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399110290438956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20341624554003115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553193517699867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320900836058317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17727991802024248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26169376135993483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942455173319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523140030615885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695007607911136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270680252622407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NalgeneBottles,2018/02/18,"Health anxiety Hi everyone, I was wondering if anyone here shared my experience with health related anxiety. I don't think I am a hypochondriac, everything I worry about is real and actually affects me. But recently I was diagnosed with a condition that will pretty much ruin my life in a few years. I have never had anxiety before, or depression, but the past few weeks have been hell on earth. I would wake up at 6am with a panic attack and lie in bed for 2 hours before I get the courage to get out and get ready for the day. Every time I find myself enjoying myself, or forgetting about my health, it would come back like a sledgehammer to my chest, and I would be reminded of the horrible timeline that is my future. I was wondering if anyone had ever been diagnosed with something that put them into a mental hole, and how they climbed out of it? Thanks for listening to my rant.",7.463973856209153,6.913136482352942,8.227254901960787,69.72042483660134,63.58823529411765,12.73202614379085,34.771241830065364,12.06081838636515,4.404398692810458,702,27,127,22,9,237,105,170,0.17800000000000002,0.7,0.122,-0.8608,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,6,10,2,1,10,0,18,8,2,2,2,32,27,12,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,1,0,5,13,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,7,1,22,5,22,15,3,22,1,2,0,0,5,8,1,6,12,96,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.1253238985149259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29473343629230364,0.0,0.0,0.17959495329744146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610153924852062,0.0,0.09875060155831887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21855977645146096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062643410781986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282325220537601,0.0,0.11061193249496527,0.2606965612927181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161674164822072,0.10820327682846033,0.12271522290206302,0.1154197628632646,0.12562391596930922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737777126624252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012896820167852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095280801954751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647237635235015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071010335943634,0.06274177978514807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942180586831628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440686856102606,0.0,0.09904898001549717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150678614770862,0.0,0.0,0.12259582631941718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065400267515234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910220893244553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617532730280774,0.0,0.0,0.12680381379689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886754268749222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823613086340742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228930756809212,0.0,0.0,0.07488542561953031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301447949279163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785420329210991,0.0,0.13042143014978108,0.0,0.2736874848918156,0.0,0.0,0.08270124132754347 anxiety,pon9,2018/02/18,"feeling like an anxiety imposter I deal with a lot of confusing symptoms that I can't be sure are anxiety symptoms or just me being a bad person. I feel emotionally distant when someone is upset, I freeze completely up and feel the urge to lash out, run away, or I just become mute. My partner is super frustrated with it and it's to the point he's almost completely fed up with me. He says he fell in love with a sensitive soft hearted person and I became cold and distant as soon as the going got tough. I tend to agree, but I also feel as though I irrationally avoid people judging me or getting upset with me because I know I can't handle it at all, I try to prevent it by taking care of what I can when I can, but I'm just aware I can't give my partner what he's asking: emotional support. Now it's to the point of breaking up, almost, and he is hurt that he doesn't see me fighting for him, but I'm getting fed up too. I am sick of feeling guilty for no reason, and then I'm sick of feeling guilty for a legitimate reason but being powerless to work on it or be present. He has PTSD and anxiety abd physical issues, and I have told him I have anxiety, but he says ""I don't see that you have symptoms, so I think you're bullshitting me"" and I'm not sure what fihjt-or-flight in an innocuous conversation about someone's feelings is if not an anxious symptom. I'm starting to get resentful about this whole thing now, angry at the world, wanting to leave everything behind, and feeling like I have no reason to feel this way. 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Hey all, full time anxieter here. I currently work in healthcare orthopedics, but for various reasons I don’t feel like I fit in, and I’m not happy. I am considering going back to college at 24 for a computer science degree to work in software development. But I’m held back by constant worry... what if this doesn’t make me happy? What if I get into a ton of debt for no reason? What if I waste my 20s in college when I could just be enjoying them? What if I’m unhappy because I’m depressed and not because the job? What if I can’t afford living while in school? I’m about to just go through with getting the degree and stick with it. But I’m so guarded with worries, self doubt, and uncertainty. Any advice? I feel like there are opportunities all around me, but I’m so worried that I’ll make the wrong choice and end up more depressed. 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I am 24 male, been with my fiancé for 4 years, and just recently was supposed to go on a work trip for a couple of days out of state. It was a new group of people I didn't know well, but were all very nice, we spent 2-3 15 hour days working on their presentation, I was just watching to learn the process (although I won't ever use the process as I am switching lines of work soon) anyways, I put all this time and effort into getting ready for the trip, but the night before decided I was going to lie and say something came up. I had an awful day, was in a terrible mood. I kept thinking what if something awful happen to me or my fiancé/our dogs while I was gone. It got to the point to where I'd nearly cry sitting there thinking about how worried I was. I have Klonopin, Ativan, and Propranolol to use in different situations to help. Prop is good for public speaking and things like that. Klonopin is good for the night before a particularly anxious event. I try to use the benzos only once a week at most. I exercise regularly and eat well, though I did used to love the gym much more and now it is a chore to get there. My sex drive has dropped bad this past couple years, my blood work shows I'm fine, I feel tired most days, and have a terrible time waking up at a decent hour, even if I get 8-9 hours of sleep, and I'm in a bad mood most days. This most recent event made me realize I need to do more about my anxiety, I do have some ocd as well, like not wanting to break routines in fear of something bad happening. I think about people dying too often, i think. I'm smart, have a great life/job, great family. My mom does suffer from mental health issues as well, PTSD, anxiety, depression, she is on a lot of meds, but I don't want to get that way. I plan on picking up a good Probiotic, and eating more fruits/vegetables, Agmatine, Ashwaghanda, and maybe a few smaller things like Glycine before bed. I do use Kratom, typically 1-2 weeks at a time, one dose at night, then stop for a week or two. I just don't know what else to do. It is not awful, I can live day to day just fine, I just think I could be a much happier person without all of this. I have been out of town once without my fiancé and dogs, but I went with my dad for a week on a trip, but still, had horrible anxiety up until the point of almost getting to our destination, and throughout the trip still felt a little down. edit- last night i got home and took some Ativan, after it kicked in I finally felt normal and like I could go on the trip but had already told everyone I couldn't make it.. now I just feel pathetic. I have also had stomach issues for quite a long time.",6.240235632183911,5.144043012068966,6.822068965517242,80.58649425287358,66.29310344827586,9.940229885057473,30.88505747126437,9.029198982220553,2.279188505747126,2217,67,469,32,30,731,269,580,0.159,0.736,0.105,-0.9811,2,0,3,0,0,0,78.0,2,0,1,7,29,31,1,3,35,3,45,12,4,9,4,89,89,36,1,10,20,2,4,4,0,1,4,3,3,2,16,22,2,2,14,3,1,15,9,11,4,2,30,8,51,18,77,54,18,100,0,2,1,2,18,30,0,14,54,301,67,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05749148900152357,0.0,0.06335740358223174,0.04591368467441414,0.04777276600916629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21960647100770286,0.0648610957921727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531632891086171,0.0,0.0,0.14381402853609435,0.0,0.0,0.14656439266979776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566593403378444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168027446187428,0.1905813745844108,0.06306621165374447,0.2591894354595486,0.0,0.049450302861065436,0.0,0.059586316598756274,0.059985056805209824,0.0,0.0,0.050243082428118715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749701890989706,0.04796174735305503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03792118220047911,0.0519339441781667,0.04837348637743595,0.05486121434906113,0.0,0.0,0.05412449074951158,0.0646063315799721,0.0580601450832228,0.0,0.11025223816732664,0.06289386024830529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499813433930475,0.0,0.09788852145978866,0.14446756687425974,0.09183790051045564,0.12659752985444872,0.0,0.0,0.1015414232043644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061028037810473765,0.0,0.0,0.03848316734013939,0.0,0.05759058410449855,0.0,0.16962267559515876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984989296136672,0.05697420035738494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310609416099101,0.046799797343766734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055296732011123,0.11219766050318544,0.057543572328921114,0.050697315320296116,0.05080928407446248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881104221111565,0.051818071439220535,0.05432619508927908,0.03832406513927629,0.0,0.057679740294146215,0.0,0.06377363538172244,0.0,0.05785946735272492,0.0,0.0,0.06724218690756419,0.0,0.0,0.08441129518680147,0.04257150280924391,0.0,0.11090094485064753,0.0,0.215515329521197,0.11250639716481403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834310284167356,0.03890498317727301,0.043665677029806685,0.0,0.06736256176922037,0.0,0.0,0.1096156735399899,0.1194102123112704,0.050131395018503486,0.0,0.0,0.10854893645254172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711349834561785,0.057716587964255724,0.0,0.06106649661262253,0.0,0.0,0.036780661970745226,0.0,0.11337812937098395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04565764835452352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453536150806896,0.05745512535494554,0.0,0.0,0.13259952571342173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917012491071298,0.04800039215778628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628617162861608,0.18394178140114945,0.056408631306713926,0.0,0.13391347183755667,0.06598855845739983,0.0,0.05486121434906113,0.06378869088788687,0.03898010769493075,0.0,0.056084805140015036,0.0,0.0,0.2479348495086843,0.0,0.04737228390843512,0.06772813064466704,0.045572292426230565,0.1842151057337482,0.0,0.20648710858868444,0.05322303977949179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106894425108762,0.0,0.16719131861177286,0.05830636057980021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109175476385217 anxiety,MagicSmokingDragon,2018/02/18,"Running really helps my Anxiety I’ve battled anxiety for about ten years, I’ve been actively searching for ways to “improve” for like 3 years now, since I had to quit university due to anxiety. I’ve tried the usual, yoga, meditation, mindfulness etc. All of them have helped me and I highly recommend people at least try it. But none helped as much as running. I bought a treadmill a while back because I’m not running outside because that will make me anxious. And honestly, the endorphins it gives me, the peace of mind I receive, in that post run fatigue. My mind is just so still, and that usually lasts the rest of the day! Unless something actually happens. I’m not worrying if something will happen until it happens.",4.871729986431478,7.001093350746268,5.8041926729986475,75.14657394843962,70.71641791044777,9.051831750339213,34.56987788331072,9.573946990214177,3.7444865671641785,575,30,96,14,11,189,90,134,0.08199999999999999,0.762,0.157,0.9127,0,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,1,0,7,0,6,1,0,1,1,14,14,11,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,1,5,3,2,0,1,3,0,10,2,16,9,6,22,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,1,13,65,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.13524392859614018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31806310117350817,0.15656734505216235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656721873672448,0.0,0.16896645581062214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937913789866599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456457654804587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329482355361256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676642565876272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786820327064603,0.14642803121536854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129694145558522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770811382193566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925099561945224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4198094270014778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018796569684748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960809130411824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273098913485396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740761205932293,0.0,0.0,0.088784355609292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464314834004835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133868327134835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067821885613986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818713736190595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052747918840318,0.0,0.0,0.11000635659900057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074495603472414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784949384667019 anxiety,victimoferised,2018/02/18,"Dealing with toxic relatives & anxiety My uncle & his family have always been a bitch to my family. Problem is, my family keeps tolerating their shit for the stupid assumption that they might need them in the future when it's clearly the contrary & they don't assume the same before behaving that way to us. Cut to a few years ahead, the uncle's daughter came to stay in the apartment shared by me & my elder brother, saying she gets bored in the room shared by her with her friends. After a LONG time, when she was showing no sign of leaving, I asked her how long she was planning to stay & she starts blasting me about how cheap I was to ask her about such stuff, I put up a fight too & she eventually left. Now I had started getting panic attacks a few months back & tend to get highly anxious about small things. Now I spend entire days being anxious about how the said uncle might come to give me shit about this incident with his daughter & how alone I am since my family members are too afraid to say anything to him. l can't concentrate on anything else & this thing is CONSTANTLY on my mind. What should I do? 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I wasn’t hiding it, but I never officially been upfront about that. I was trying to have a discussion about my anxiety. She doesn’t believe in medications, and giving more money to the pharmaceutical industries. She believes I should take the placebo stress relief pills, make herbal tea, and talk to a therapist. First of all.... there is a difference between stress and anxiety. Then I know that doing yoga and such can help to relax and shut down thoughts. And I agree that it’s time to find a therapist (I moved last year and I have been procrastinating into finding a new one). But I don’t think medication are the devil. It does help me. I feel more happy and more energetic. I’m having less insomnia. In fact, I can’t remember the last time I’ve had a sleepless night. And if I’m still up after 2 hours, usually a pill of melatonin put me to sleep right away. And the best thing is, I’m not nauseous every morning anymore!! I’m actually hungry now. Everyone is different. And not every method of coping with anxiety works with everybody. I know that medication might be just a bandaid on issues and maybe medication won’t fix them long term, but it feel so good to be able to leave my house without worrying all the time.",4.375919999999997,6.245354952000003,5.7578,76.04590000000002,71.47999999999998,9.32,29.7,9.766711354998122,3.0373600000000005,1038,43,191,27,20,349,147,250,0.09,0.7390000000000001,0.171,0.9806,3,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,8,8,0,2,14,0,22,12,1,1,4,39,38,18,0,2,8,2,2,0,0,3,10,0,0,0,9,15,1,0,9,2,1,2,9,3,0,2,7,2,24,5,26,26,8,29,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,2,18,130,33,2,0.08958607998995957,0.0,0.0874230911228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27413242393774057,0.0,0.08884531885224642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416907114398718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186566839924025,0.09401506392754996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18719677232869933,0.0,0.0,0.0783973823091532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509602724149765,0.08560333855752231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905948276068928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637601082442829,0.07620187387438944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593913109842845,0.0,0.0751405535128018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536604799570043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009532204750092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822424304851748,0.10337030825107273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935045923152288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846833336817387,0.14604922417326904,0.0,0.0948587235005708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928086168158202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597994040406098,0.0,0.09000125853747637,0.0,0.0,0.5414913039375512,0.0,0.0950366736985186,0.0,0.10492213414329787,0.0,0.09521582536976626,0.0,0.0,0.06909430769490395,0.08652279430050162,0.0,0.08407046734308543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070584630716995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947474003106344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005875423123502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014835648660387,0.07650602282140058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965077798553063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154355920303887,0.0,0.2052411038974591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20207274908169665,0.07200589763553238,0.07830218257753799,0.0,0.0,0.20803268742971007,0.05951701083056168,0.05740314273020035,0.0,0.07112134064978717,0.15671509102295014,0.0,0.0,0.08560333855752231,0.0,0.06082306772844781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866641048289243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635778422360145,0.0,0.06521973319775369,0.09097901284161107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576904983185264 anxiety,mrbonershark11,2018/02/18,"New semester anxiety So tomorrow I have a new semester with new subjects and everything, and shit...I know for a fact that my anxiety will tear me apart tomorrow, I haven't been to college for 3 weeks now after the finals, and shit...I have to get out of bed and go there, it's either this or I work labor, so I HAVE to go, but I am scared, imagine living 3 weeks with no sunlight and the next day you go to college, my anxiety is going to kill me because these are new classes with new teachers and people, I will DIE... right now I am trying to do cardio to help myself feel less anxious but it's no use, can any of you guys please give me any tips to pass the day tomorrow? In short, I am not anxious because of studying, I am anxious from the 1 hour and 15 minutes I will have to endure in a room full of people, I have tremors and anxiety",4.764886363636363,4.233459352272732,6.158090909090912,82.25963636363639,69.11363636363637,9.312727272727274,31.80454545454545,8.841846274778883,2.408345,650,25,140,10,10,222,95,176,0.16399999999999998,0.799,0.037000000000000005,-0.9611,0,0,0,0,0,1,23.0,0,2,0,1,5,2,1,1,7,0,18,1,0,1,1,22,27,13,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,1,5,12,0,0,3,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,1,19,0,23,23,3,31,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,18,94,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390711935581305,0.0,0.34627231750889154,0.3835201528852159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379641477247874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459593447161658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744355622691405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170207342886643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05721774983626519,0.0,0.0,0.1239626651558068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05912210501072367,0.10855462357459697,0.25724868236548865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120474712221144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584962933244542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144107895757753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519620441824486,0.0,0.06219048718654961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992349489340756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464594094601567,0.12034831884831255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690358440379634,0.0,0.0,0.12421711797000295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663912588381453,0.0,0.0,0.11329419539869222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23231688210098295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682908981650863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773502408266806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154232685478627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238276901832985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pinkishdrink,2018/02/18,"I’m afraid of telling people about things that matter to me Hey reddit, I’ve always been self conscious about telling people about things i like, whether it’s personal stories or movies or music. In past relationships i kinda got shut down for it because they wouldn’t care or tell me it’s stupid and i guess i just started to feel that their interests and themselves mattered more than me. Now i have a wonderful boyfriend who cares about me so much but I still have the problem of opening up about what I care for. I get so anxious about opening up and i’ll always grow quiet when i talk about something i like or pass it off as stupid and spend the day regretting anything i bring up. I guess i’m afraid of him judging me or showing no interest. I know that this isn’t true and that he does care and wouldn’t look at me any other way but it’s how i’ve always been about things. Does anyone have some advice? or similar experiences?",4.113758594346827,5.534952572192516,4.258857906799086,88.31921122994656,71.40641711229947,7.054087089381207,27.26088617265088,7.447530270364453,1.3314693659281898,749,26,152,8,14,232,108,187,0.103,0.741,0.157,0.8194,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,0,15,15,2,2,3,0,8,0,0,1,1,34,24,20,0,4,10,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,16,8,0,0,4,1,1,3,4,6,0,0,3,3,22,9,24,19,3,20,0,1,1,0,13,10,0,11,8,99,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242636603889644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174331087049205,0.0,0.0,0.08647620864204604,0.0,0.0,0.14365966910496342,0.0,0.08891636276840982,0.0,0.104645533843596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751828813187492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5186106592260809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201057104935508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222564990871091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439126467229593,0.0,0.0,0.06429818313251902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643819349830736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170505321788567,0.0,0.28017202787963463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988627385145622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425228548315527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678613796608093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093480526247297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139288734752612,0.1763196810957023,0.11103512101005128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167923565378985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652706404617124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266028861594276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789743119410403,0.0,0.0,0.09000767510698299,0.0,0.101553719855839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220999399393134,0.3334420876802962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534472947057573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009372470561464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790445661601802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NotSoConcerned,2018/02/18,"Friend Sometimes Thinks She Doesn't Have A Brain She is coming off one of her medicines which is causing some slight headaches. For some reason she has started to think she doesn't have a brain. We've had about two talks about it before. Yet, that's the conclusion she considers even if she agrees she wouldn't be able to think if that was the case. I know that before I had it stuck in my head that I somehow had cancer. That belief became worst from Googling and at the same time helped me as it kept Reenforcing how it wasn't likely. How do I help her with this? I know that in due time you can understand how it is illogical. Though, what do you do when you know it is illogical but still think its possible?",3.679440559440561,5.154830510489512,3.590489510489512,92.47496503496508,72.56643356643356,7.158041958041958,22.79020979020979,7.686295010490155,0.6800685314685317,565,14,124,7,11,171,89,143,0.052000000000000005,0.909,0.039,-0.4137,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,1,11,3,0,0,5,0,20,4,3,5,0,27,32,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,16,3,0,1,11,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,7,0,19,2,13,23,4,12,1,0,0,0,16,4,0,5,8,92,35,0,0.1714945859090514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2918585228710217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828893490785901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617218008643235,0.0,0.14772740059224607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327055658896812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249629166261934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17600292133191933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298984119682279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827468183341989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837835921490294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620916972674122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333437807742845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763249966974544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961253056925896,0.0,0.1213847505842161,0.0,0.13695579783555606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378408520542382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395472240105692,0.16849255993007128,0.0,0.19999974433299056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752529129519228,0.17853191201273202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WonderfulPecker,2018/02/18,I am afraid to take part in social media I have very little social media presence which I think stems from a fear of rejection. I have a facebook account which I don't use and I've been lurking reddit for years. I'm not looking for anything in particular from /r/anxiety. I just wanted to post something to see how it makes me feel. Thanks.,2.1978781512605075,4.586382191176472,3.642689075630255,86.24852941176474,80.02941176470588,5.650420168067227,24.420168067226893,6.868970318607317,1.057757983193277,271,10,51,3,7,89,51,68,0.13,0.8240000000000001,0.046,-0.6486,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,9,15,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,10,14,1,5,0,1,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887500902062041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203040258085444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776432510766937,0.12475563187592965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472913120007769,0.0,0.0,0.2071936012576208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469621133917114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26718782412619363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23630203641914066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966142777708871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030264981121783,0.0,0.1899471383581584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551252989101996,0.0,0.0,0.22715862150062546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809656096581515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130981158947011,0.0,0.20358058712845045,0.14552953187146836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888797983467715 anxiety,Epsonality,2018/02/18,"Question about medications Hi, this is my first time posting here, usually too anxious to talk to anyone.. I've had pretty long lasting anxiety problems, with the severe issues cycling throughout my life, couple months relatively anxiety free, couple months debilitating anxiety, back and forth When I was younger, mid teens, my mom got me to go to the doctor and they prescribed me a whole slew of medications, a lot of them making me feel worse but we finally found out that Paxil worked pretty well keeping my anxiety in check, but also determined I had ADHD and also put me on Concerta, well my healthcare ran out and I didn't have access to my meds... that is until this year, a little over 5 years later So, now that I have healthcare through my job, my girlfriend has convinced me to see a therapist about it, which I've been vehemently against up until this point (she was a very nice lady, I will be going back) but she said she thinks medication would help me again, so I saw the... Psychiatrist? and I told him my brief medical history and he thought my anxiety might be stemming from my attention problems and prescribed me 20mg of Vyvanse, which I was skeptical about, along with my girlfriend who is a Social Worker and used her diagnosis book from college and claims I don't meet the criteria for ADHD.. Vyvanse made my anxiety slightly worse, had some side effects the first week, made me more productive, but when I went back to see the Psychiatrist a month later, told him that and said I would like to try Paxil again, since it worked so well last time That was on Thursday.. He put me on 30mg of Paxil, and when side effects go away, take 30mg of Paxil twice a day.. My last dose of Vyvanse was on Friday.. I guess my question is, I feel like utter crap, all my desire is gone, all I want to do is lay in bed and sleep, I had to fight myself to get out of bed just to post this, because I don't know if it is the Vyvanse withdrawal causing this, it was only a month! or if this is side effect from the Paxil, which is supposed to take 6-8 weeks to kick in... My girlfriend says it's just side effect and just ride them out, but if I stay like this I'd rather be +Productive -Anxiety than the other way around td;dr Started Paxil 30mg Thursday, stopped Vyvanse 20mg Friday, desire is gone, feel like crap, only want to sleep, why? Sorry for the wall of text... I don't really know who else to ask about this...",7.764031370390754,6.344954040084393,7.881990460465968,75.25894606494222,63.451476793248936,10.775123830489822,34.95468721335535,9.653516015845867,3.1173983856173173,1901,68,368,30,23,620,225,474,0.08900000000000001,0.7979999999999999,0.113,0.948,1,0,0,0,1,0,73.0,1,0,3,9,28,16,4,0,19,0,36,11,4,9,2,71,72,32,0,12,13,1,3,4,3,4,7,3,2,0,24,22,0,2,15,1,2,11,4,6,3,3,26,9,55,11,56,39,6,74,0,0,3,0,32,23,2,10,40,244,79,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953242886868047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280943786362176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776995443708893,0.07968151333768866,0.0,0.049317880167837766,0.0,0.0,0.06278877207593232,0.06593825427874585,0.0,0.0662674929448905,0.1627051399185763,0.0,0.04299588428803765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245618346326965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560854742008574,0.0,0.04548755020538242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219287980725808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589207531068647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698987201034732,0.10077669295958384,0.0,0.07726477487046772,0.0,0.1199896130663021,0.0,0.07733511429664862,0.0,0.0,0.0368502575172952,0.0,0.12025553119387862,0.0,0.05641118767000766,0.0,0.07769936863778798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047276367662907534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361748000003843,0.06999250398462999,0.06269242025388037,0.0,0.0,0.07752550311037541,0.17247991098687973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04981910599774734,0.1378342328733969,0.0706919744420739,0.0,0.0624189369175947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996410735078659,0.0,0.13347888701919394,0.047080911450130165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834557397155238,0.2842158105163997,0.0,0.0748237092108191,0.0,0.08260667118696778,0.2251930917042356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728610684587378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666758973318094,0.0,0.1351010464864162,0.14351357494349626,0.0,0.1349799244154355,0.0,0.14180904647111173,0.15802481574684016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04518484881571535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418489057059596,0.056090179666182884,0.0,0.0,0.11241035025996143,0.0,0.0,0.07968151333768866,0.0,0.05834511373038079,0.0,0.14116663560411646,0.07189887922168556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07895522501881287,0.04992318170586419,0.07517813261943704,0.0,0.0589682280452082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606314403555957,0.05669125545404125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189352964922049,0.0,0.04519430123424665,0.0,0.055994831304225605,0.08225599615608215,0.0,0.0,0.13479342368446529,0.0,0.04788685626203975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091733041731358,0.07768145200732476,0.05819660038093698,0.08320365049939561,0.05598532035944963,0.11315364183454607,0.0,0.190251241088216,0.06538422304258527,0.06364450248502808,0.07874688359283777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269682558706797,0.0,0.1437570422670004,0.10020835838652907,0.0,0.0,0.09084108065705487 anxiety,LeonElefth,2018/02/18,Existential Questions Okay I saw a video the other day about the size of earth compared to other planets and stuff and since then I have been thinking about how little I know about the universe and how much it freaks me out. I am afraid I might go crazy thinking about all that .. Any help ?,3.514642857142853,5.706862607142856,3.1065714285714314,92.73842857142859,74.71428571428572,5.194285714285715,23.7,5.6839178017228535,0.2783542857142862,230,7,46,1,5,68,42,56,0.069,0.848,0.083,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,2,1,12,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,6,1,7,6,2,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,2,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045909166660654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20907456842192965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424362396002766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21729651566307664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816535547980314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249217418972327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3439124472596655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383156272530575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631649759445184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26817182762382197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371117925598186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4154534145284759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HardwoodDeck,2018/02/18,"So I just had my first panic attack I’m revising for a key exam for a job as a lawyer, and I’m basically fucked for it, and I couldn’t cope with the stress and pressure. I have never felt so awful. I was screaming, hysterically crying, shaking, sweating, wanted to break everything in my room out of sheer confusion. I never want to feel like that again. Ever. Luckily I had the sense to call my parents and bawl down the phone at them. They’re taking me to a doctor tomorrow, and to my old psychiatrist I saw for depression issues I had as a teenager. Which is good. But I still have to do this exam, and I still have to try and revise for it. Yet I can’t even think about the deadline without panic seizing me again. Does anyone have have tips on keeping anxiety at bay in the face of a hopeless exam?",3.5785185185185178,4.801042098765431,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,72.45679012345678,7.869135802469136,26.462962962962962,8.344100000000001,1.7549777777777766,628,21,124,10,12,214,101,162,0.245,0.705,0.05,-0.9845,2,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,1,1,11,13,2,6,11,1,13,4,2,0,3,23,24,12,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,6,4,18,2,26,17,0,21,0,2,1,1,4,8,1,1,12,94,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309107717896262,0.0,0.0,0.11965514114102505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946803067539403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473857905813264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797366041982475,0.0,0.0,0.14739040436895345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17515451177781724,0.14975334441588745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302697972104905,0.15479308699889574,0.0,0.0,0.15379683852245876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652634833783843,0.12225230868366235,0.16430760810222386,0.0,0.0,0.14555952159789295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820304846042094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353220551968926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786108796621739,0.16981595548294298,0.15210447749217193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360342401378551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639655394770544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795677450060519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015585201323913,0.1900149541448843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733225765070022,0.0,0.19602403049026695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866530785838676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10965050554789232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161831880310836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20186886601923035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649591685706064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tahax283,2018/02/18,"Request for tips to be less nervous about making phone calls So some context first, I have to make a phone call to my bank to get an issue sorted out. It's kind of urgent and it's annoying me that this fear is preventing me from getting this over and done with and moving on with my life. I'm nervous about making this phone call and I was hoping that you guys can give me some tips to help me overcome this fear. Thank you.",2.785827922077921,4.229186056818183,3.3924025974025973,93.1318181818182,74.79545454545455,5.9376623376623385,21.662337662337666,6.18269132825596,0.13319285714285733,335,8,73,2,7,105,58,88,0.155,0.747,0.099,-0.6605,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,8,1,4,2,0,6,1,0,3,0,15,15,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,10,3,15,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,4,1,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5658490857883953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902927494224608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41571519249403344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711989622425726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930136613993504,0.17719705137495353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828985340355858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381168321546925,0.0,0.0,0.18346532170271532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927962016429868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923539759235722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047083933883658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698994137317725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963245762914586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700622826191557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,eggfood,2018/02/18,"I’m looking for writings by doctors that talk about patients being able to snap out of their anxiety disorder when they feel like they have to Snapping out of it when not doing so would cause them significant hardship ... an example: “i am having an anxiety attack now, and if it doesn’t stop immediately, i’ll probably get hit by a car/fall off this cliff/whatever, so i’m snapping out of it.” 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anxiety,Mad-Mady,2018/02/18,"I'm ""only"" 18 but i feel like I'm running out of time... so to any redditers out there in thier 30's who are feeling the time crunch kicking in I'm truely sorry i wish i didnt feel this way but i recognise that its some kind of illness to feel the way i do. ever since i was about 10 I've felt like every day is important and every day lost is a failure on my behalf. when I'm on holidays i bring work from my passion projects with me so i don't loose time and any day where I'm too exhausted to work leaves me wracked with anxiety all through the night because i beat myself up thinking i could have done more. every day i don't climb a mountain (so to speak) is a wasted day. it even reaches the point where i consider the benefits of cutting off all my friends and family and moving away just so i have no distractions from my ideas and plans. anybody have any advise on dealing with 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anxiety,PulledOverNPetrified,2018/02/18,"I was pulled over for the very first time by highway patrol. Now I'm absolutely terrified to drive. How can I overcome this? Hello Reddit, About six months ago I was driving home after a very long road trip and at one point I was pulled over by highway patrol for going 87 in a 70 while passing a semi-truck (I was right in the truck’s blind spot and driving right next to those huge semis makes me very nervous). I pulled over right away and the officer was very polite, kind, and understanding. He told me to be more careful and let me off with a warning. Though I am very thankful to have had a positive interaction with the officer, ever since that day I have become absolutely terrified of driving. I used to be a bit of a nervous driver, though that was a fear that I had long overcome and became very confident behind the wheel. Now all of that confidence has completely disappeared and I’m afraid to drive myself anywhere. It has gotten to the point where it’s starting to impact my day to day life. I will drive myself somewhere if I absolutely have to, but I work myself up into a near panic attack every time I get into my car. Whenever I’m driving and I see a police car in my rear-view mirror, my heart will start pounding and my stomach will just drop. I have also recently moved to a new city and I find it very frustrating that this anxiety is preventing me from exploring my new neighborhood. I don’t think that it’s normal or healthy to feel like I’m a prisoner in my own home because of this anxiety that I have about driving. I am completely terrified of getting pulled over again and possibly even getting a ticket. I don’t want to be this way anymore. Does anyone have any ideas of what I can do to change this? TLDR: I was pulled over for the first time about six months ago and was let off with a warning. Now I’m afraid to drive. 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Not sure what I’m looking for in posting this, just maybe some understanding. I don’t have many friends as it is, I only really have one super-close friend, and two or three other friends I talk to occasionally. I get along with almost everyone, I’m kind, and I enjoy human interaction most of the time. I just really don’t hang out with my acquaintances. I’m a good friend to so many people, they tell me things they can’t tell anyone else. I’m there for them through everything with empathy, kindness, and advice when asked. My problem is, I always hold back when it comes to sharing my feelings/problems with friends. For example, my best friend tells me a lot, and I actually feel honored and happy that I can be that person for her. The problem is, I don’t feel like I can be the same way towards her. I always hide my anxiety/anxious habits from her. I also hide my other mental illnesses from her. I am always terrified that we aren’t true friends, so I don’t disclose things I don’t want used against me. It just seems like I can never get past that feeling of not having any true friends that I can trust... does anyone else feel this way? 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anxiety,joeyzanelli,2018/02/18,"How do you guys deal with being naive Recently on top of everything I feel like I'm just so constantly trapped in my own naive world and I'm so scared of just not knowing and I don't really understand it because all my anxiety thus far has been based on being very socially recluse and now all of a sudden I simultaneously want to know everything but also nothing and also not exist and I just don't know what to do, I feel like I'm having a midlife crisis and I'm 18 I feel like all my interests are colliding and I don't have enough time for anything and I just want to stop time and literally do and learn and know everything to ever exist but I know I can't and I guess I'm scared, I don't know why or of what but its just like everything is slowly creeping up on me and I feel so powerless And I don't want to have any friends or know anybody or even go outside but at the same time I do and I've called off every plan I've made with anyone since seeing my friend early January and before that it was October and it's making me feel stuck but at the same time I feel so insecure with developing friendships or relationships in general and I just don't know I recently tried cutting myself off from Facebook which made me feel slightly better so I think I'm going to do that again but then doing that brings back the ""not being in the know"" feeling and I hate that just as much as this constant overwhelming I don't even know if this is anxiety but I feel like I'm about to have a panic attack I'm sorry idk if this warrants a post here I just feel really lost 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anxiety,jennielouu,2018/02/18,"I'm ready to get help. advice, please. I am finally at the point where I can admit to myself that I need professional help. I've had mental health issues my entire life and have been hospitalized a few times due to them. I've seen multiple doctors over the years but I've never stuck around very long. I only ever sought them out during times I had lost control and my life was crashing around me, but trying to catch someone up on my lifetime of horrors and reopening old wounds felt counterproductive to my need to stabilize. I am as stable as I will ever be at this time. I've got a good handle on my emotional issues and for the first time in years I am making progress. I want to keep this stride but I find my anxiety is nearing a more constant state of debilitation. I have issues with addiction and avoid medications. I currently treat with kratom. It's helped immensely but not enough. Every morning I wake up terrified and in such physical discomfort (heart hurts, muscles ache from clenching, sometimes a specific part of my body feels like ice is running through my veins) that I cannot bare to stay still and must jump up out of bed and dose myself with kratom. Despite regularly dosing myself, throughout the day I am jumpy, twitchy, clenching muscles/jaw until I cramp, pacing, rocking, tapping, wiggling, etc. During all of this, I'm self-soothing by singing verses over and over, making ticking sounds with my mouth, or narrating my thoughts. At night when I finally manage to fall asleep, I will start hyperventilating and sit up. Somehow the feeling of falling asleep causes me to panic. Emotionally, I am ok. For the most part, my symptoms are more physical than mental. Regardless I have to avoid a lot of things that might stress me out and I really can't communicate well while I'm high anxiety which keeps me from being able to function at work. I just don't really know where to start. I don't care too much to talk about past traumas if I can help it and I'd really like to avoid medications. Any help would be greatly appreciated.",5.214274258219729,6.91445277260982,5.683216608749891,78.08534883720931,69.07751937984496,8.645424574534438,29.62389735364876,9.130062681391069,2.575014862336274,1641,63,295,32,29,527,221,387,0.149,0.7290000000000001,0.122,-0.9474,1,3,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,2,5,14,17,0,6,11,1,29,19,7,4,5,59,53,23,0,7,8,0,3,2,0,5,12,1,1,0,10,21,0,6,7,2,0,5,6,9,1,1,10,5,44,8,58,35,11,59,0,2,1,0,9,25,0,6,28,196,54,4,0.08941508172030438,0.0,0.0,0.09747563723689606,0.0,0.08737538300581478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06080532174360885,0.0,0.13680458555238353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591967596584988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931999860399536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116463501666078,0.09185391944458532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662593804991557,0.1002866172680431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766533058444619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915201249821567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011598639887306,0.0,0.09238968157504464,0.0997214519275536,0.0,0.1617621210521048,0.07533606279020885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904219038807712,0.06387815224696355,0.08585250060877504,0.1958997028998552,0.08172376480157145,0.07605642283357524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671568972745772,0.0,0.0,0.07499712827717298,0.07151340907489258,0.09858044325960384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504405063096033,0.0,0.10595730235539384,0.299665222440447,0.09447194306614433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572069430829296,0.0,0.0,0.27997834364536195,0.0,0.15895246601569096,0.0,0.0,0.049140190507075535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631303307434355,0.08736738479661492,0.0,0.0,0.07912953359393891,0.0,0.0,0.09760712416706996,0.07601750496502163,0.0,0.0,0.11937052273558328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801525757790226,0.18021874344480396,0.09485527155704693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573037329558716,0.13260030024243824,0.06896242328763692,0.0,0.0,0.08390999705075447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382608702974464,0.0,0.0,0.06800419884618751,0.0,0.10490933284317686,0.0,0.19365564013397013,0.08535681302941713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815090888379452,0.08452615373422391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184477286214464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932794309390014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07576110857870641,0.0,0.08843380215910049,0.0,0.12657691011706276,0.09530458005865976,0.07140699976400476,0.0,0.10242467400858236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929365063307157,0.0,0.07186845570368286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940340717842939,0.0,0.0,0.07098558712437303,0.20855461283259646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070697112797314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377680672415153,0.05273933186351987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039489678617594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06509524442086513,0.0,0.0,0.06351790861008051,0.0,0.0,0.1151607620785339 anxiety,funnyusername92,2018/02/18,"Anxious about work 1 week in Hey guys, long time lurker, first time poster. I've been dealing with anxiety for years now and have recently been doing better. I went back to studying and got a qualification. I got a full time job. These are things that a year or two ago I would have thought were impossible. I had a bit of anxiety before starting my new job, but that's normal. Now, a week later, I'm a mess. I'm convinced by boss hates me. She is constantly giving me negative feedback. Not in a productive, constructive criticism way, but insultingly. Even the way she looks at me makes me think she hates me. I think this is part of who she is, the other people I work with haven't exactly said that this is normal for her but I've picked up from them that it is. I can't stand it there now. I cry in my car at lunchtime every day. I honestly don't know what to do. Am I over reacting due to my anxiety? Before I started one of my fears was that I would make a mistake and be fired on the spot. My psychologist said that it was just my anxiety saying that and that it would pass the longer I work there. Right now though, thanks to how my boss treats me, I'm 1000x more convinced that its true. I've lost any confidence I have in myself. The only options I can think of are either quitting or reporting her for bullying. I feel like if I quit, I'm giving up on everything I've worked towards and plus, I've only been there a week. If I report her, I feel like I'm just going to be overreacting or making waves because again, I've only been working there a week. My psychologist told me to make an appointment with her if I want to quit so she can talk it through with me but I can't see her unless I take time off, and I'm convinced taking time off will just make things worse between me and my boss. I work in a childcare centre so we have to work around ratios between staff and children, so my taking time off could make things difficult. So now I feel trapped in this job that I can't bring myself to go to in the morning. I don't know what to do. If anyone has advice or anything, I would so appreciate it.",2.520494252873565,4.107544216091959,3.933534482758621,88.38283045977013,75.80459770114942,7.224137931034483,23.80747126436781,7.984000788550335,1.131333333333333,1654,51,358,26,36,546,198,435,0.15,0.746,0.103,-0.9707,3,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,0,1,13,24,18,3,1,18,0,40,0,0,12,2,66,84,29,0,13,18,0,4,2,0,5,0,3,0,2,28,15,0,0,9,0,0,6,8,8,0,3,16,9,60,10,49,60,5,60,0,1,2,0,25,21,0,9,32,246,88,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143004723514855,0.06479653802545927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970881791734567,0.0,0.22367760052831726,0.08257938739155846,0.0,0.05111148321757602,0.0,0.0601530278602611,0.06507228735885713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562074782348069,0.0,0.044559567660534025,0.0,0.1244012055019717,0.0,0.0,0.06464881323732884,0.07980355605034281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899244708989353,0.0,0.05836241901624764,0.0,0.08029418960419522,0.047141851008576735,0.07536032992659797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048280220323646456,0.0,0.061587810416311624,0.0,0.06569533457649106,0.0,0.0,0.0822550285086893,0.11088090220215203,0.10444176094749627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217671028895137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402435973057365,0.08308600644795437,0.0,0.11692552324093687,0.0,0.0,0.07237803382184796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433732845903632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176140183190308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034496693035406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714235086376479,0.0,0.0,0.06468900195761293,0.06138350387474707,0.0,0.0797945742827454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927589597033175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705980370440848,0.0,0.0,0.14324009241642965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04953276903542232,0.16678186585282295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791574871906533,0.0,0.050676614183621946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332446200066022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217497910501372,0.0,0.0,0.06242487978927329,0.1390649549232639,0.058130079129972874,0.0,0.0,0.05824925677301021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347759697876514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488070618388434,0.058753014968639536,0.0,0.0672983723359699,0.0,0.0,0.14568822595266653,0.1405138112913469,0.07181793893569809,0.05803126311871251,0.2557424986294325,0.0,0.0,0.06984780964877199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140565224610783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043114809189571134,0.1160428125557888,0.2345376746101766,0.0,0.0,0.06776213023273303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725110387693007,0.0,0.07449261432398156,0.2077055141260536,0.0,0.0,0.09414480820482296 anxiety,unendingroad,2018/02/18,"I’m freaking out right now I got a new kitten and for some reason we didn’t figure out anything to do with her overnight, she slept with me for awhile, I’m a light sleeper and woke up every time she moved, but now it’s almost 5 am and I’m terrified she’s going to jump in the bed with my dad and get squished, I can’t sleep and I’m almost in tears from anxiety. There are no doors to close between her and my dad (long story, weird situation) and there are no rooms she can readily stay in and we have no carrier yet. I don’t know what to do, I feel like I have to stay awake to make sure she lives through the night. When I was asleep I kept having nightmares where she was squished. I tried waking my dad up to help but he didn’t care at all. She’s already jumped on his bed twice and I had to grab her. I have no idea what to do.",0.5789103182256525,2.206846196721312,2.149218900675024,98.826856316297,81.56830601092895,5.3987785278045655,18.961427193828357,6.2272716619740125,-0.3780919961427189,646,15,162,5,17,210,105,183,0.133,0.7909999999999999,0.076,-0.8216,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,4,0,18,4,4,2,2,31,32,12,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,17,0,1,5,0,0,5,8,2,0,1,9,3,27,3,26,23,2,28,0,0,0,0,18,13,0,3,9,103,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38022690429148814,0.0,0.20951091932390206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523939122784674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623538747376706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357093971471726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599619464943021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599694498747212,0.1356332305331421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991919723949154,0.0,0.1078995926954799,0.0,0.1518452609863472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725653691700986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432441925295573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433994336155082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275409687324117,0.0,0.16764640814586296,0.16801666758350706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12673041610894958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017869803697881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336419736165327,0.0,0.17816708175933896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952036837446469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16213606577772202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21340620281112255,0.18999320446206736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4047226672426161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893712047985605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070661441376607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288998244366184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,guyver_dio,2018/02/18,"So I tried weed to help with my anxiety... Could not sit still, my heart started racing and I went into a full blown panic attack. It built up to the point my vision went white and I threw up. Sat down with my head on the table and my eyes closed trying to do everything in my power to calm down. My brain went into hyper drive and fought me every step of the way. Thoughts were racing so fast I had to keep my eyes shut as my brain couldn't handle any more input and every time I opened my eyes I wanted to throw up. Everything I said to myself to calm myself down was met by a voice in my head of negative thoughts. It was literally like my brain hated me and wanted me to suffer as much as possible. It was like everything about my anxiety got cranked up 1000 times. I use to smoke a bit when I was younger and handled it fine, this was before I had anxiety issues though, now that I struggle with anxiety it just seemed to take it to the extreme. I just couldn't believe the thoughts my brain was producing, it was like another person in me that was hellbent on tearing me down and destroying me.",4.761774503523384,5.0964583004484325,5.491201153106985,84.06391255605385,69.13452914798206,8.703267136450991,27.139333760409993,8.634040054169528,1.7455217168481747,863,25,179,13,14,281,113,223,0.131,0.79,0.079,-0.926,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,13,4,2,8,0,15,10,10,2,0,30,35,15,0,5,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,10,15,0,1,4,0,0,7,4,7,0,0,23,6,34,6,37,9,4,36,0,1,4,0,5,20,0,1,10,125,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269167482241308,0.11208781691200938,0.3270948713706661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216075060622476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095903258956817,0.1204330810101457,0.0,0.0,0.11670070601416338,0.0,0.0,0.4773168100549717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534626576783075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012583180919886,0.0,0.2882086578476569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549300174471477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553582427292964,0.2194084352899159,0.0,0.0,0.12667006023511354,0.07164888296152022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111569701083089,0.0,0.09501241536517112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566692193283485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857948588292535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541723142307148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333583232978984,0.0,0.0,0.10104950529076548,0.12050707187331383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168079735152974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731240244923832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756602162969596,0.0,0.08536579131636199,0.0,0.0,0.11174895521197167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037108357942854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502294124576217,0.2545860001241764,0.12466165513164824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514819684025682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923222086036617,0.0,0.0,0.12609785631394246,0.08484758589320786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972757918529995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,greenrangertp,2018/02/18,Conversion Disorder I have conversion disorder(diganosed by a doctor and psych doctor) and without medicine get stroke like symptoms if I get too stressed out. Anyone else have CD and how do you manage your symptoms?,7.8583333333333325,10.806185944444444,5.806666666666668,74.80500000000002,64.55555555555556,9.244444444444444,37.0,9.725611199111238,4.253066666666665,178,9,25,4,3,51,28,36,0.136,0.7979999999999999,0.066,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,17,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684090354414458,0.2591366970019915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898573465674737,0.5177292313101085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112742717541714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26427059772300004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355929633275944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897081256826873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5257416988080976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437966989110435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kelsisms,2018/02/18,"Anxiety at night I can go most of my day without severe anxiety. But the moment I lay down for bed I have terrible episodes and I cannot find a way to cope with it. Who else has similar problems and how do you cope? I try yoga sessions before bed, essential oils, tea, you name it. I need help! I cannot sleep or relax. (Started Wellbutrin on 2/12 and I know is notorious for insomnia)",1.5,3.704032012820517,3.794551282051284,85.22336538461539,81.43589743589743,7.489743589743591,26.41666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.0960974358974362,299,13,61,7,8,103,60,78,0.16699999999999998,0.752,0.08199999999999999,-0.7715,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,0,14,11,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,1,11,1,9,11,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42058624314174536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23391450704405556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728385822821893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296386240484167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512480928508883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562285683817142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425562213074104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510745274304182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383038292630865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25796935299437324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630363877113152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105519213540151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750924780516483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945713547527292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663494952405693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819802457270285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649879610074803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WarDeFacto,2018/02/18,"Help Calming Myself In Panic Attack About Death and Existence I'm not too sure how this actually started but I used to fear death as I was becoming an adult - but it was something that would be pushed off to the back of my mind as I had school, work, and other things to focus on. However, it seems a short period of time after that had ended and I began my actual career it came back full throttle to the point where I lie in bed shaking and pleading for it to never happen - that I don't want to lose everything and experience (or not experience) nothingness. I want to be able to feel and experience life. I can't imagine not being here. I don't want to go. I'm scared and don't know how to calm down. It's gotten to the point where I've almost screamed and pleaded to whoever is listening to let me live forever. I'll kick and toss and turn and can't get it out of my head, like I belong in a loony bin! I can't handle it. It always happens at night. It's a thought during the day more frequently than I'd like but I don't make a scene, but when it's closer to night time, that's when everything amplifies. This is ruining my life, everything I do makes me think about that it's not going to matter in the end. I don't want to be scared anymore. I want this to stop. Does anyone have any ideas on how to calm down and get this demon out of my head. TLDR: Afraid of nothingness after life, turns into full-fledged panic attacks, need ways to calm down and attempt to prevent them and become more accepting of it.",2.7219808306709226,4.171914335463256,4.372672204472845,86.01218402555912,74.97444089456869,7.691706070287541,23.70210862619809,8.364918446050245,1.3446379297124595,1189,35,251,21,25,400,158,313,0.16,0.757,0.083,-0.9674,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,14,20,2,7,10,0,22,5,2,6,2,55,51,26,2,7,9,0,1,2,0,1,3,2,1,1,23,18,0,2,8,0,0,5,15,12,0,0,8,3,24,8,48,37,3,46,1,2,0,0,4,21,0,3,21,167,47,3,0.09625207727848144,0.0,0.18785628578945632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638255181064248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008943888884401,0.0,0.0,0.06545471317373687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545619695555567,0.067301690405382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21900126661061992,0.0,0.14802381228198785,0.0,0.0,0.21260571442486187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100867345606188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06207462710894001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842308414577017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050154267723233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595154820643851,0.282459002711808,0.0,0.10831034660864654,0.048667942323331034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057547544004003,0.0,0.10940454729470464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702307881199888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756480002537816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451573849305442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086568794042926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05289762446296888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842427029500073,0.20395706608167674,0.09404780615609527,0.0,0.08499234765670144,0.0,0.0,0.1076814541467607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284980179860308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09718715966836172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136969569635125,0.07423553574950957,0.0,0.0,0.1806521084626455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258621480354224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197864889792612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927302413328058,0.09741224085898073,0.0,0.08762427617912326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409955154000737,0.0,0.0,0.06812771570443213,0.0,0.0,0.08047104648753121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071644373842372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394560322864312,0.06167444463151174,0.0,0.07641339789775088,0.11225072059956798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093892411984339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313089082734082,0.0,0.0,0.2838598449208973,0.0764004187782389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007265861544214,0.0,0.0,0.06837471409162382,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,leafmealone999,2018/02/18,"There must be a reason so many people say “bad times don’t last”, and “it’s always darkest before the dawn”, stuff like that I’m really starting to believe people when they say that things will get better. Optimism can’t hurt, right? The closest thing to actually feeling better is believing that you’re going to feel better (tomorrow, next month, next year, even five years from now.) I hope so deeply that you all feel better ASAP, and if you don’t I hope you have the strength and patience to wait this storm cloud out until things get even a little more sunny. Anxiety is a bitch but I think it’s a bitch we can all conquer. Sorry for the random post but whether you’re feeling zen as hell or like the world is falling down around you, I’m right here with ya. We can do this guys ",3.6986538461538463,5.178815916666668,4.154358974358973,88.43230769230772,72.52564102564101,6.7384615384615385,23.256410256410252,7.1686216300943375,0.7528948717948722,617,16,125,6,12,194,101,156,0.149,0.6970000000000001,0.153,-0.6486,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,2,5,1,6,9,14,3,0,9,0,13,0,0,1,3,26,27,13,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,12,8,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,0,6,11,9,12,24,3,23,3,1,0,0,11,8,3,5,14,77,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.12258462216081893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104523876472937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609709282423587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111826264656622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488541910327408,0.0,0.0,0.10689129500972433,0.2830559566145146,0.0,0.4443941095198061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659384329251564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540640594900939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312599852983361,0.0,0.07139135662368952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438113817719128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953317039696304,0.0,0.0,0.13447620061861396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023950808203104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274079341289686,0.12590180030115092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735649369764218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026674132640644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671914093695361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17417480465523813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203069026537595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047382828294639,0.1291557776293236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145534270211242,0.0,0.1997922580299133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061857872135824,0.08891275852933142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438020573323725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503641838021101,0.0804906629592966,0.0,0.0,0.07324861190644283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178718569244332 anxiety,FauxVampire,2018/02/18,"Just... ugh. I’ve been having fairly bad anxiety this past week, after not having much of any for a long time. I’m still stressed, but I’m just so exhausted from worrying that I just feel... ugh. Like, I can’t relax or enjoy much of anything, but it’s not nearly as bad as it was. Long story short, there’s a lot of drama going on at work. I fucking dread going back so I can’t relax there, but I dread what’s going to happen the next day too, so I can’t relax at home. It’s bad to the point that I’m thinking of looking for a new job. The only thing that’s keeping me going is the thought of finally graduating and being able to not leave a two weeks notice (no need for recommendation from a restaurant for IT). This is hell.",1.6815184815184807,3.1592065324675325,3.8949350649350656,88.23712787212791,77.83116883116884,6.2969030969030975,20.93706293706294,7.010146845296331,0.4269106893106893,562,14,123,6,13,194,88,154,0.246,0.639,0.115,-0.9756,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,2,3,9,0,10,2,0,0,0,17,25,10,0,1,10,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,11,1,0,1,3,4,0,4,7,11,0,1,3,2,7,5,21,21,3,23,1,0,1,1,0,6,2,2,14,82,18,3,0.1502710009850102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021894336820006,0.0,0.1149569044437158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236602298915806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155491240821483,0.3764100269957373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691236402559264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598153323640229,0.0,0.0,0.16461453639057938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389231189759918,0.0,0.0,0.34160989142543186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288414989344266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073406633646966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491207812817885,0.13356777021090432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911529262345972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734148205998262,0.0,0.0,0.2659702142382097,0.12618979410871178,0.0,0.0,0.12775503129560745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209329522539219,0.1114240431534454,0.0,0.1451326691491994,0.15981491433489547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17108453061092252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428786771974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345067395837538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205466781081466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000661549959445,0.0,0.1721349239156143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983337583413146,0.09628758975411568,0.0,0.11929838934840348,0.08762422912173802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679293273190894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410766655662516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939907843607133,0.15260749582824967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kurra,2018/02/18,"Flying anxiety I’m getting on a plane in a few hours and I am freaked the hell out. I hate flying and ever since booking the tickets I’ve been having nightmares every night of plane crashes. I know the statistics, I know the facts, I have distractions for the plane like movies and games, but I’m 100% convinced I’m going to die. I’m not scared of being in a tight space without an escape like many anxiety sufferers are, I’m legit terrified the plane is going to go down. Anyone else have awful thoughts and feelings surrounding flying?",2.7713111888111897,5.380694557692312,3.868426573426575,84.16748251748253,79.38461538461539,6.4741258741258765,25.8006993006993,7.686295010490155,1.7386846153846165,430,17,76,7,11,139,67,104,0.275,0.627,0.098,-0.9648,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,2,2,10,1,8,0,0,0,2,15,22,5,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,3,0,3,2,6,0,0,2,2,5,3,11,19,1,13,1,1,0,0,1,7,1,0,5,42,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431454267031498,0.0,0.0,0.15682099304266844,0.22980019522183084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.232766046705336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735620796341945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028730682846032,0.18896461187978872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340212999876978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717644712371368,0.0,0.38238853244540105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22142894078926093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086949870126665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24651559115126045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21914264361038727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738356119277303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047051622122712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454226374637076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855257899010969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805236195273286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619681678571814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PrettySoftware,2018/02/18,"What can I tell myself when I'm having an episode? Hi everyone. I wrote a long thing explaining why I'm currently overreacting, but deleted it because it seemed silly. I'm looking for rec's on what you listen to (like ambient music/artists) or what mantras you say to yourself when you're freaking out. What questions can I ask myself when I'm trying to change my perspective? I think I need a lot of help with that. I tend to exaggerate threats in my head automatically. Any tips on stopping those thoughts when they start creeping in? Do you have a favorite meditation? Helphelphelp...",3.8337197664720577,6.566809669724772,4.404820683903253,81.13140116763971,76.1559633027523,7.266388657214343,31.92743953294412,8.296473431620573,2.71528623853211,470,24,84,9,11,149,77,109,0.114,0.805,0.081,-0.5362,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,1,0,4,4,1,0,4,0,5,1,1,0,0,13,20,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,14,2,12,18,1,13,0,0,1,0,13,5,0,4,9,51,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173631343371393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236091433003092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394644650260236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671545398100278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413134295497732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591795821530014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692726856481948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337861349193847,0.0,0.0,0.22349054315431946,0.21207055614602846,0.0,0.0,0.21470104400021608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872557045241974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829033434977275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20083047450436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990353831904364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874958380283348,0.0,0.0,0.21113530549342774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22073167399097635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777679751850946,0.16181786216026656,0.0,0.2004890803977843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714585355736702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278786716272302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DeveloperForHire,2018/02/18,"I'm starting to wonder if everyone has anxiety, but some can just relate to other people about their anxieties. After talking to close friends who say they don't have anxiety, it seems more and more as if many people experience anxiety. Some people just don't feel anxious about being abnormal about these feelings.",9.602976190476193,9.703476678571434,9.17928571428572,62.49904761904765,59.0,12.466666666666667,40.095238095238095,11.855464076750405,5.283566666666667,258,12,37,7,3,83,42,56,0.121,0.775,0.103,0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,8,11,4,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,6,2,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6343797447073216,0.2342062440217915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809777800144093,0.0,0.2027932478859681,0.0,0.0,0.2096487631179195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017057867270956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101842459128844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311770712736291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648647190026526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887312288447582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673818790810414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663144878412828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248236058117705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tcappas,2018/02/18,"Weed makes my heart race Hey guys, I have a question for you all. I’ve been blazing for several years and never had a problem before now. Recently whenever I smoke, I’m getting super anxious and my heart starts racing. I haven’t smoked since last night and I still feel kind of anxious / slightly elevated heart rate. Has anyone else had experience with this? I feel like I can’t smoke because it’s making me feel weird. I take 50mg of Zoloft for my anxiety for reference. 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(I'm not asking for a formal diagnosis or anything, but I'm wondering if there's a possibility that I could have some sort of anxiety disorder) I often feel very anxious in certain situations. For example, sometimes when I have to do something (like homework), I stress out so much about it and beat myself up about not doing it that it prevents me from doing it in the first place. Also, in situations where I don't really know what to do (especially social situations) I also feel really anxious and panicky even if it's not that big of a deal. I stress out and over think how to act in social situations so that I look ""normal"" and don't act ""weird."" When I'm in these situations, my breathing becomes faster, I can feel my heart rate increasing, and I can't focus on much else, and long after the fact I beat myself up for feeling/acting in such a way and don't let myself forget it. I'm afraid to really tell this to anyone in irl or to try to get help because I feel like I'm overreacting but part of me thinks I'm not. I would really appreciate any input.",7.8910138248847925,5.894497387096777,9.186364055299544,67.8509746543779,63.608294930875566,12.36663594470046,35.06405529953917,11.20814326018867,3.7835625806451603,851,29,165,20,10,300,113,217,0.112,0.8240000000000001,0.063,-0.8818,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,3,14,7,0,3,6,0,16,2,2,1,2,38,33,20,0,5,10,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,9,0,1,8,0,0,3,8,4,0,1,0,5,21,3,30,30,5,26,0,0,1,0,6,16,0,8,8,120,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754103266622214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123527504879164,0.0,0.1602707131598116,0.23668096006546516,0.0,0.07324536606784278,0.0,0.08620236135504822,0.0,0.09792942348870194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385613642294549,0.11569087854529544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363632742279516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079952019582353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200554115665236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750725123663604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918802172865797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118639950806334,0.07483518900053053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891024016388236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05472884463734034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413218712238468,0.07021337583941424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057569220692257575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711650278461847,0.0,0.1023535359704702,0.0,0.0,0.0927026439201321,0.08796569633272958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540102440544376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263518434762606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343672226471822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944404084483436,0.0,0.0,0.11809267610344278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26842847105058804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5887308537325427,0.0,0.21356391274474604,0.0,0.08064357292245365,0.1036028761919361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399872121571689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155828021658592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342423123953134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112005432542191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643176236081464,0.0,0.08314763875085518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113599590589819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441315267505648,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anonymous-Red,2018/02/18,Wondering what contributes to your anxiety Personally I find that where I live and who o know contributes to half my anxiety and the other half to my extremely paranoid mum ,7.894838709677423,9.223850258064516,8.725967741935486,60.10895161290327,62.54838709677418,15.232258064516133,41.30645161290322,13.816669648895859,7.112406451612903,142,8,22,7,2,48,23,31,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,18,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146362053664545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671688670601242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207772502822172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547300469761708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35077029222443745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4356530267740604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LaniiJ,2018/02/18,"I can't remember to take my medication. What are my options? I was prescribed antidepressants over a year ago, but I have never been able to stick with a schedule of taking them consistently, maybe a month on a few months off. I have tried taking them as soon as I wake up, before I go to bed, and alarms. Mostly I can cope with everything on my own, but a big part of my depression and anxiety this time round is paranoia. When it's bad everyone is talking about me behind my back. Every conversation I can't hear it about me, every side eye, every group is actively avoiding me or cutting me out. I need some way to deal with this and when I'm on my meds, I'm able to ignore it (not that it's ever gone away) and I need to stay in that headspace, not this one. I have tried therapy as well, but I couldn't afford to continue. How to I do this?",3.517438095238095,4.211395405714288,5.0666428571428614,84.71177380952379,72.08571428571429,8.576190476190476,26.011904761904763,8.841846274778883,1.6817333333333329,656,20,144,12,12,222,104,175,0.149,0.818,0.033,-0.9631,1,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,2,5,0,14,3,2,1,2,26,24,14,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,6,6,1,1,3,3,25,1,28,20,5,28,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,4,13,107,36,0,0.3004127487982235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314888797078625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149074652823942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112383323945146,0.11549943022675345,0.12541604849880816,0.0,0.0,0.12781456139141767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485617646571734,0.12937253017039846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587026512122152,0.3796660463371743,0.1435286276911123,0.13499580394698918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853657440782716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692935006145716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090249219283344,0.0,0.1668454203542185,0.15131711969505152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397865899859383,0.0,0.0,0.2227522467177644,0.11584841586585032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10178372666436188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265886596990828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015454121146026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010000951540188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33880950040257235,0.12073019402566865,0.0,0.0,0.17177407974071685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758654483978741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039605368232584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922682846678333,0.0,0.0,0.13505356964517665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672798040359723 anxiety,Sdirlavgeorn,2018/02/18,"Am I doing the right thing? I am more anxious and upset now than I've been in months and it all started with a cat. When my roommate moved in, she brought her kitten with her. This cat is somewhat of an emotional support critter for her and she loves it to death. Only issue Is, she works all the time and since I work from home I found myself picking up the slack in entertaining the cat to keep her out of mischief. After a year of this, the cat naturally prefers me to her owner and follows me everywhere, vocalizing and snuggling at every chance. The inevitable happened: I fell in love. This cat gave me a sense of calm and happiness I didn't know I was missing in my life. Whenever I was stressed out she would soothe me. It was a match made in heaven. Well now the roommate is moving onward and upward which means I'm about to lose my furry soul mate. I dont want her to grieve when taken away from me since shes so attached to me so ive been trying to change her mind about liking me. I stopped cuddling and playing, I don't spend time with her, I ignore her meows. I figure with enough time, if her mom is the only one paying her any mind, she will start to prefer mom over me again. And it's killing me. She is so confused and sad. She doesn't understand why I ignore her and refuse to cuddle her. She meows at me trying to get my attention. The sound is breaking my soul apart. But she must get over me before the move. It's bad enough her mom resents me for stealing away her cat. There's so way I can get her owner to give her up to me but the fact that I'm breaking this gentle cats heart is killing me. I'm more depressed and on edge now than I can ever remember being. I just don't know if I'm doing the right thing. 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I've been battling a nasty bout of SAD and anxiety since December, and now I'm worried I'm exhibiting the first signs of this illness. I'm in my last semester of college, and this whole year I've found myself staying in my room by myself more often. I know a big one with schizophrenia is 'social isolation.' I still have friends, but they're usually pretty busy, and I don't have a boyfriend currently so I'm spending much more time alone. I'll also notice myself not articulating as well (albeit, the most recent times have been when I was drinking, although I wasn't drunk.) My memory has gotten worse and I have trouble sleeping. I've also noticed myself becoming a bit clumsier, and having racing thoughts when I go to bed that make me feel like I'm going crazy. The other day, I thought there was a bug crawling on my shoulder but there wasn't. I've been experiencing tics too, like cracking my knuckles, scratching my face, and being restless. I just started back on Zoloft, and from previous experience I know it can cause anxiety while you acclimate. To be honest, these thoughts have only come on since I started this medicine. I don't know if I'm going crazy or if this is just my anxiety/OCD, but it's scaring me. I don't want to lose control. 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Interesting Revelation from This Week's Episode Watching Trixie cry tonight on Episode 4 made me feel very sad and yet comforted at the same time. Of course, I never want to see others down in any way but it shows that even the people that you look up to have their own struggles and doesn't make us any less different. She's a very dominant character who has her own show, makes people laugh for a living, and is, in my opinion, one of the most amazing drag stars of this age. It showed me that everyone can have their down days. Even our mentors receive a lot of pressure and anxiety even after they've made the big leagues...but I've learned that everyone just wants to see your best you (like Trixie). Everyone who loves and supports you is there to see you succeed. <3",3.738490054249549,5.952869955696207,3.7481374321880665,88.2913924050633,74.12658227848101,7.0459312839059685,27.10849909584087,7.957251820313856,1.6397562386980111,655,25,128,10,14,200,108,158,0.098,0.721,0.181,0.9683,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,5,2,2,6,12,0,2,7,0,7,1,0,4,1,20,20,6,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,7,15,9,18,18,7,18,0,1,6,1,15,8,0,3,9,79,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885969988639035,0.0,0.1118525403941657,0.0,0.0,0.1022355251969164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344151683428225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060810854385132,0.09429528538822153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527614591355943,0.0,0.0,0.12795197657498505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897169111918949,0.0,0.0,0.4191383454613301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739296830987338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143228348405117,0.0,0.1291087526637654,0.0,0.12278209048145368,0.0,0.0,0.1243050590801725,0.1319629358417193,0.2767005408721209,0.1951966180408764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112768474906221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990777089218293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027313605519664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34953847845708225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528535678285028,0.0,0.0,0.16592077316582207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525797275748245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758762293444926,0.0,0.0,0.24128206582975725,0.17248042450643974,0.11605706917627415,0.11728324455075392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,extendlol,2018/02/18,"Ive been doing CBT for Agoraphobia for months and feel hopeless I have some sort of Agoraphobia, I get really anxious and panic when driving to new places that are outside my comfort zone. I used to be able to take the GOBUS to toronto which is a 40min ride to visit my Aunt with no worry or fear in the world, but now that i've driven to new places and experienced that fear, I now fear feeling that anxious feeling whenever i go out. I struggled to take the bus yesterday to visit her. I forced myself, and when i got on the bus i felt really scared and anxious (shivers and heart rate spike and fear). I did end up making the trip knowing my aunt will be at the stop waiting for me and that ill arrive in 40mins. (It helped knowing a professional was driving the bus instead of me). And on the way back i felt the intense feelings when we were in stop and go traffic being aware of places i dont know outside the window. I feel i will be living in constant fear and it makes me really depressed and give me thoughts of 'whats the point', 'why am i like this' and doesn't really motivate me to do much. I read the only way to beat agoraphobia is to face it, but im so scared of how bad ill be anxious and how bad the panic will be, it may trigger something else and the agoraphobia wont get better. tl;dr I have been facing my fears and going to new places, experienced stressful anxiety and panic. I now fear those feelings whenever i go out even though its to places i go often. I feel i have gotten worse than when i started and bit too much more than i could chew in a sense...",7.4643925233644834,5.530055937694705,7.864411214953272,76.79437383177573,64.38940809968847,10.553769470404985,34.484112149532706,9.029198982220553,2.7770986915887845,1240,42,254,16,15,411,158,321,0.299,0.674,0.027000000000000003,-0.9986,0,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,1,0,0,4,16,21,0,14,17,0,29,6,3,7,0,53,60,29,0,1,3,2,9,1,0,5,2,0,1,0,14,22,1,3,14,1,0,12,4,18,0,0,11,11,37,3,35,37,5,50,0,2,0,0,8,18,0,5,19,173,51,3,0.06885127801122982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052671039224355634,0.3111293856622637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0529423828548775,0.11497588243914618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089336026117299,0.07516776326360018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744037716655118,0.0,0.05497214301248541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930150486230629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069318505159975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751640797535487,0.0,0.06098179617593651,0.0,0.0,0.0454756197745492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423378069013627,0.2436929243833688,0.0,0.13221604842601772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719439020583293,0.06604841966480259,0.1956488398605316,0.0,0.05506665670952622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158909594928596,0.04614956032827526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0743711951907541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351658533548575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03363725662390052,0.0,0.06079693989780429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09191752542286327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495643322905558,0.0,0.10122722293567417,0.0,0.0,0.19949098002814547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0523644994849519,0.0,0.242346419728809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.359674656371076,0.0,0.06508671242038867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06886991014488023,0.0,0.1764315669269086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786428098360712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05300507758214475,0.0,0.0,0.048733288951931575,0.0,0.0,0.1151255027470722,0.07886890633767778,0.07197830499250528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353518483434546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764603106900094,0.05466022397853204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946539791670604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930187944423554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062127569273904525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992181494097137,0.07016533442268409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jfc123,2018/02/18,"Helping a Friend with Bad Anxiety Hi all, hope everyone is having a great day. I have a question that I was hoping you guys could help me with. I have a friend (20M) who often has bad anxiety. This doesn't stop him from doing things while he is anxious and a lot of time he doesn't even say that he is anxious, but often I can tell. I am lucky enough to not suffer from this problem, however this means I have no experience with how to help him. I have asked him if there is anything I can do when he has these attacks (is this considered an attack?) and he said that there is nothing he can think of. Does anyone have any ideas on how I might be able to help him or resources I can use to be a better friend? Cheers!",2.81518181818182,3.7849108333333312,3.9668484848484873,90.91009090909093,74.0,7.054545454545455,23.63636363636364,7.348242739294969,0.7292000000000001,555,15,126,6,11,181,88,150,0.12,0.628,0.252,0.9739,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,8,15,2,0,7,0,28,0,0,3,1,27,35,9,0,5,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,1,10,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,2,2,16,9,12,29,3,6,0,1,0,0,26,1,0,10,5,92,26,0,0.13371420726408334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093024619512154,0.0,0.20458200513028807,0.3021179879450124,0.0,0.09349608272922254,0.0,0.11003539938950972,0.0,0.1250047337007515,0.3042384287452255,0.0,0.0,0.22329155563868186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11825935015528614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675991407629952,0.0,0.0,0.0862346017849647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701420386094097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816252016445768,0.0,0.08831697280920385,0.0,0.0,0.12776965523729691,0.0,0.13079815244900606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099217945193951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474203855612716,0.0,0.13239808770916148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585032582183782,0.0,0.0,0.26561675720877603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094706425190324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11367903735062188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456539713736742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418496432262357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283023881620005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794643785358648,0.0,0.0,0.1497905140697015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719283135350293,0.10633490451169793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179106459863407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11687211084106434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883377777918566,0.08567866487177495,0.0,0.0,0.0779698295568575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548614305719546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brambleb1,2018/02/18,"Had enough I had a break down in October 2016 and I was given mirtazipne 15mg then I went up to 45mg. Things improved but I got fat really quickly so in April 2017 I came off mirtazipne and I seemed better not 100% but better. I took up cycling again in July and managed to cover 1250 miles by October and I was feeling ok. Then I had another break down in the same month as the last. So I went back to my doctor and he gave me 45mg of mirtazipne without stepping up the dose, man that fucked me up and I stopped within 2 months and had already put on another 14lbs. So I stopped taking it and went back to the doctor's and he gave me citalapram, now I had the occasion panic attack but 2 days into citalapram and I was having 2-3 a day mostly at night, so again I stopped the shit after 2 weeks. The doctor then gave me trazdone 75mg to take at night, managed to get some sleep but still felt panicked in the day and very dizzy. I could not cope with the dizziness and after 6 days realized all these drugs are fucking me up more. So 2 days off the trezadone and now the panic attacks are back. I'm having one right now and all I have is valium. I can't stay asleep I have a bad dream and wake up feeling strange and then I panic. Looks like I'll end up with a benzo addiction next. So fucking fed up. I just wanted to type something up till my valium kicks in, thanks for reading. 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I'm pretty anxious in general but find I get more anxious and stressed right before dinner. At the dinner table, I am VERY aware of other people's movements and almost feel connected to them? Like if they move I either feel I am mimicking their movement or I get freaked out when they move and twitch in response. My movements are very careful and controlled and then I'll randomly twitch if someone ""spooks"" me by moving too fast. Is anyone else like this? Please help! 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It's mostly because im not sure if thats the career choice anymore, and the school internship have some strict rules. It is as a retail worker, and most of all its the fear that i cant find a internship at a real organization.. And the work times i guess. Im only 19 years old, so i guess i have alot of time to figure things out still, but im just so nerveous and sad. And could use some good words from you fellas. <3 ",1.4312643678160877,3.644079482758624,2.624827586206898,93.46126436781613,81.75862068965517,5.2459770114942526,20.011494252873558,6.42735559955562,0.04402528735632138,444,12,96,4,12,142,72,116,0.104,0.8420000000000001,0.055,-0.6678,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,1,9,0,5,0,0,1,2,27,10,14,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,9,9,6,13,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,8,8,56,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636432408976992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152603984955533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368207384942448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203396612282822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724163385807757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09841463606866538,0.0,0.0,0.2585144243221407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7604485564859026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123122850446392,0.0,0.0,0.0892381966394004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937139856914845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355238185716647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020304670428554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562464227724117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16609996715912212,0.0,0.09370350646704396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058640503313004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795184739737937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683741493745016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133936015288696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08542093459637401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555958974497612 anxiety,whyamihere94,2018/02/18,Hit me up Anybody here have GAD or panic disorder + suicidal ideation up for a chat? Not doing so hot tonight and I’d love to talk to someone. ,-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,91.66666666666666,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,112,6,24,2,4,38,28,30,0.279,0.61,0.111,-0.743,0,0,0,0,1,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,1,14,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.465369545632356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664768185957736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47641327907390996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440456362277165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441538138798148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32636835747446524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,motoraz,2018/02/18,"i worry about the little things I get anxiety when I'm around people. Mainly because I worry my breathe is going to smell or if I""m going to be gassy. It makes me feel very uncomfortable. There's a huge relief when I come home and put on my PJs.",2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,4.42171568627451,86.0702205882353,74.68627450980392,6.6686274509803924,20.59313725490196,7.1686216300943375,0.4681725490196072,193,4,40,2,4,65,42,51,0.188,0.706,0.105,-0.537,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,0,7,9,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,1,5,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,2,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081525537207456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24222296301826665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586708332573125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23438645161784585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13757981963161173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215883300012536,0.0,0.30927664423708034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729342877879102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727114887716406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162606937526787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886369780671256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735314474496173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076836904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450754355911212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5526530159679276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Headbanger5,2018/02/18,"Reddit anxiety? Anyone else feel there stress level shoot up when they post something new To be more clear do you worry your post will be stupid or down voted so much you will get banned I do my hand is shaking just typing this",1.3693333333333335,4.034956044444449,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,88.55555555555556,3.888888888888889,14.166666666666668,5.46131890053228,-0.942333333333333,182,3,36,1,6,55,40,45,0.303,0.593,0.103,-0.8692,0,0,1,1,0,0,1.0,0,3,1,0,4,3,1,2,0,0,7,1,1,0,1,5,9,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,24,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262876790759898,0.0,0.0,0.20683159840982746,0.3030840499759464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471045694407414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956635177244945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454430803143915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21744846574841567,0.0,0.0,0.2856873627451888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5665929941946036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22772278963806694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33884012977974537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004012347729949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,standardissuegerbil,2018/02/19,"social difficulties Trying to say something out loud in a group discussion feels like hesitating at the diving board. Eye contact is difficult because I don't know how long or short I should hold it and I sometimes end up holding it for an unnatural amount of time. Making jokes becomes uncomfortable because I don't know how to mentally process making people laugh and it makes me get this weird, uncomfortable, twitchy smile. Conversations usually go on for longer than I'd like so I usually awkwardly and abruptly walk away before the conversation can 'burn out' or end badly. When I walk away after what I felt was a successful interaction, my heart races at the hope that it WAS a successful interaction and the interaction plays over and over in my head for at least 10-15 minutes. On occasion, none of these are a problem but most of the time they are. What's the matter with me?",9.41792944785276,8.539044006134969,9.078949386503071,66.2611234662577,59.85889570552147,12.812576687116563,39.39340490797546,11.93303328291395,4.766301226993865,715,31,124,19,8,231,108,163,0.097,0.782,0.121,0.4259,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,13,0,1,11,0,9,3,3,5,0,27,19,12,0,3,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,2,4,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,3,5,12,8,25,15,4,28,0,0,1,0,11,15,0,4,12,81,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140191706441376,0.0,0.1395336373418855,0.2037429111203748,0.18456484924777208,0.14220214135012962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960277112575677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08449811861740315,0.11938664093473693,0.16045613880474016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731043524784621,0.0,0.09497502846097844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17150770209535887,0.0,0.0,0.1980315016284472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598241776894362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368353100920096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632874188000057,0.0,0.0,0.14789108454466687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346507037553445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16841212258434596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585616110723583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990601890504896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289616761798353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035220000108325,0.0,0.12865291599810075,0.16528052571157392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489163197196133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345978412572642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681060509420304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ReahToDiamond,2018/02/19,"Help me please Hi, im trying to search what gender i like, i feel attracted to girls but sometimes i think like damn he looks cute for example my 13y old chubby cute friend (im 14). Maybe im lying to myself cause i would like to kms even more if i knew dat, i once had a girlcrush and a notsure-crush, but never a guycrush. I like to watch gayporn and straightpprn idk why, im not rly attracted to nipples, and vagina and im not rly attracted to anytging from a dude, i thought bout what if i had to sex with my bff boy idk why, and i think my bff doesnt rly want me as friend açymore ( he doesnt know any of this) he does know that im heavily depressed and rly hate myself though, today he left me alone the whole day, knew i was mad, and didnt even care... he made me cry so often without even knowing it.. he knows that ivthink it feels like everyone hates n laugh with me everyday, but again he does NOT rly care.. im not rly good at anything but im scared to kms and dont want to hurt ppl who ""love"" me. My life is a complete mess i have to wear a mask for everyone, hoping i randomly die every day, just playing league of legends every day, the only thing i like in my fkd life, no one wants to be in the life im on. No one.. help me... 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Ive got anxiety speaking when a teacher in my school asks me something and I'm just afraid to say anything because i know ill make myself a fool which happened a few times. Like when teacher asks me to do some calculations in my head i just can't because i know everyone listens to it that fear makes me unable to think at all. As i mentioned this awkwardness makes me make myself look like an idiot, even out of a basic question i keep struggling and end up looking like an idiot. These situations torment me in the night asking why do i have to be such an idiot, today i've been asked a thing and i answered the exact opposite which made completely no sense, then he sighed at me and moved his arm in a disrespective way which probably strengthened my shame and fears even more. Im 18. What can i do to let these shame thoughts go after failing?",4.794096989966555,6.011662891304352,5.321304347826088,82.12102006688964,69.54347826086956,8.052842809364549,30.45819397993311,8.384062270229773,2.2216317725752512,748,30,143,11,13,240,115,184,0.23,0.706,0.064,-0.9856,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,19,4,8,12,0,11,3,2,6,2,24,34,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,11,6,0,1,6,0,0,2,2,14,1,0,6,6,22,4,17,26,4,20,0,1,3,0,11,8,0,2,13,92,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745649562220836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407777989924382,0.0,0.4275048898339909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938002284811293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397301955964068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012559134741553,0.0,0.0,0.1510180319317111,0.0,0.0,0.10924016789057653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572894746253895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497218265950043,0.0,0.091434247213778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109512020747567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173279958808242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348805344267745,0.0,0.0,0.10161520238601604,0.0,0.0,0.12565745040208293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169026302080288,0.0,0.22340904071708065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880066376901964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634966498005065,0.3052449611068866,0.11590519865049018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150685854668772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728403964089152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325912621653536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280675045651484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287980073501372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091394040245868,0.0,0.1157006004387038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570068420711563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801114243772296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195148303160906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595087253643677,0.07325332229980859,0.0,0.09075939471642157,0.06666244230973276,0.0,0.1083644816168112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074397887229912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315838780164394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,myexcitingusername69,2018/02/19,"Guilt when people do nice things for me I can’t simply accept friendly gestures. I always feel guilty and horrible as if I have burdened anyone who does nice things for me. I can never move on quickly with a simple “thank you”, I dwell on things and drive myself crazy. I make myself feel bad and like I’m taking away from someone and making their life difficult. I’ll go out of my way to avoid favors being done for me. I’ll walk slow behind someone so they don’t feel obligated to hold the door open for me. If someone pours me a cup of coffee and says it’s for me I’ll second guess it and let the coffee go to waste because it surely couldn’t have been for me, I don’t deserve nice things or friendly gestures. 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Starting sertraline and holiday Hi all I could really do with some input from anyone else that has been on sertraline and knows what I'm talking about. I've had anxiety for 6 years since my mother died. Mainly agoraphobia around fear of going mental or embarrassing myself. I took sertraline in the past but had no startup issues. Recently I started to take it again after I got super anxious on a holiday Iceland and basically ruined it for myself and my girlfriend. I almost didn't catch the plane back from fear and thought I'd better start on a medication path again and sort my anxiety out. As soon as I got back I started meditation every day and sertraline. 25mg for a week and 50mg for another two weeks. I had some days of terrible anxiety and had to take a few days off work. 3 weeks into sertraline I'm meant to be going on a preplanned trip to Switzerland skiing, with girlfriend and some friends. But my head is all over the place. One minute I'm keen then really anxious the next. Feeling like a massive let down I bail on the trip and my girlfriend ropes in her sister at the last minute and they head off skiing. I spend the next few days with my head all over the place, for a few hours I will be super down and feel like such a failure. Then I will be excited and happy and think fuck yeah I'll just book a flight and catch up with the group midweek. Then I will get really dizzy and anxious and realise I'm not quite right yet and need to give the sertraline longer. Well tonight I saw a cheap flight to leave tomorrow morning and I got super excited packed all my stuff and booked it... Then suffered a terrible panic attack and now just feel really sad and thinking I've set myself up for failure again as I cant go. I know it's probably just the startup effects of sertraline but my moods are swinging so much I can't settle on a decision to go or not. Then that justs leads me to believe I should stay at home and continue adjusting to the drug and keeping active and healthy for this week off work. Thoughts???? Edit: refined the question: do I push myself and do tough things while still starting sertraline and having mood swings and sometimes terrible anxiety? Or play it safe, miss a holiday and expand slowly? TL;DR: face big anxiety while starting sertraline? Or go slower and miss holiday?",4.403771428571432,6.122949231111113,5.1838412698412695,80.797,71.13333333333333,8.609523809523811,29.079365079365076,9.159459690764724,2.5632698412698405,1854,73,343,39,35,601,225,450,0.171,0.6679999999999999,0.161,0.5833,1,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,1,9,19,31,2,4,26,1,24,7,4,2,4,80,63,49,1,3,13,2,3,2,4,4,2,0,1,0,11,38,0,2,14,9,2,12,6,15,1,2,14,4,35,14,52,40,12,83,0,5,1,1,14,26,1,10,45,226,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777490889791773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141633492544299,0.29698662099930184,0.263146312381939,0.0,0.054290377433224415,0.07955528842638658,0.0,0.06911947802643198,0.0,0.08833107572060306,0.0,0.11940663881528946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747801794839379,0.0,0.06866966580335276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06199228738520547,0.0,0.0,0.2002954109753844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058204634524872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004220277883596,0.0,0.06486146431953911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541828298259275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474180995717006,0.11777717357693948,0.11093754797709199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998743729178445,0.0717804778808468,0.040565701167954,0.07448304520835483,0.22063391460764806,0.0,0.18629661248447635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265331023734063,0.0,0.0,0.23905493672502665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05204302851940007,0.0,0.07788310105839823,0.0,0.07646354110712879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103999525696085,0.0,0.06901341148894542,0.0,0.0,0.08534204654050978,0.06329009164802737,0.0,0.08221361445704739,0.0,0.0793960857553435,0.0,0.07586571544082392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821799909542641,0.07824672753519392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707715536948699,0.05757192268590373,0.0,0.0,0.16515020693464086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05261347464322996,0.0,0.0,0.09109831559105466,0.0,0.0,0.07411982976599606,0.0,0.0,0.16224257189949173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371319052276234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697886913949887,0.0825837799862097,0.0,0.0,0.1989625254062026,0.0,0.07666392384204643,0.0,0.0,0.06630741413933161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422778584616631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679174197065336,0.0,0.3297402526128455,0.08275800137281486,0.06200647000239455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888361935777174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675700784074128,0.06240717657143738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05158311646508999,0.09950207362879293,0.0,0.1232810702921751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626516184988912,0.0,0.0,0.07584674846559099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24912481648583115,0.0,0.06981113577650258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305127883318715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050000086566268524 anxiety,AlteredCarbonPoe44,2018/02/19,"Processing Information I am looking for advice fellow anxious reddit users... I have been dealing with bad anxiety/depression for awhile now, one thing I have realized that makes my anxiety EVEN WORSE is the fact that I feel like I can't process any of the information I read or hear and can't seem to remember anything I just read or listened to. I have to read things or be told things multiple times before it gets through my skull. Do any of ya'll have any advice that has helped you concentrate or focus/ process information? It's driving me up a wall. Halp. 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Sorry if this is wrong place I posted this in SOcial anxiety as well Hey guys ill try to keep it breif, just looking for opinions, perspectives and advice, so.. I turn 21 in July, I have severe social anxiety (born with lazy eyes) and it basically controls me, I can't do anything without worrying people will judge me. Now due to this I messed up school got my self kicked out and have nothing worth mentioning from my self kicked out and have nothing worth mentioning from my time there, I have not been able to get a decent job as I have no skills and anxiety too severe to go for something other than menial, simple and undignified (in some people's eyes) work ... Anyways I started to crawl put of the hole and realised that it's not just anxiety holding me back, I'm naive, self indulgent, vain and depressed and I hate my country I want to leave, just start again with a clean slate. I need to do something about it, on the career side I have no idea what to do or what I can do so here is the choice I have to make : 1. Continue my bad job and go travelling when money permits, I know I said I can't do anything but I think forcing myself into a scary thing like this will change me, however not doing university and trying to remain happy forever in my dead end prospects. 2. Try the open university onlin and get a degree (if I can get student loans) not have to interact with people and work on my anxiety from home while working towards something that may allow me to leave the U.K one day, and if I get better and decide I want to stay here then a degree Will help propel me on a greater path of prospects. (Dunno what course to even consider) I truly don't know what to do. In my heart I just want to travel and I'll be happy , but I hate it here almost as much as I hate my anxiety and entry level depressing jobs for the rest of my life would make me want to die haha  Sorry for my self indulgence and naievtee but I just seem stuck and this is important for me Please respond your thoughts  Thank you so much for listening   ",6.406812981069272,5.978058736842108,6.770074890784278,78.89421988766381,65.69856459330143,9.94899105471188,31.57104223008113,9.43228470229965,2.6471710838360725,1664,56,326,28,23,541,208,418,0.159,0.7,0.142,-0.2437,4,0,3,0,0,1,39.0,0,2,0,6,21,16,3,0,12,1,30,7,3,6,0,74,65,36,2,11,17,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,2,5,18,27,0,3,9,2,4,5,10,9,1,1,5,5,48,7,53,54,5,38,0,2,3,0,19,17,0,10,15,221,66,10,0.07472095608871375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301645350204357,0.0,0.0,0.0748222441031022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429679613256926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297796044588467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05745580298285755,0.06238887723765507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608461352637804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07904486389665266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838059059053509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04818883516675377,0.0,0.1287140999790393,0.0,0.07754855550251483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618058873983207,0.0,0.0,0.04935248678647495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615446225048585,0.0,0.08493128258064962,0.0,0.05976117447338705,0.0,0.0,0.0739854941398081,0.0,0.15908369437393696,0.0,0.2213144238308545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854469273250247,0.15025164544832711,0.0,0.07495121133134737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435086435812354,0.0,0.0,0.2224470578561465,0.06641541899219759,0.0,0.0,0.08212936668907447,0.0,0.0,0.15823740728720298,0.0,0.0,0.15833286313997247,0.03650488484366728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274678416084713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963045522084814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098570004572068,0.16621392646195346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339354520490138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063285363925542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540630811841313,0.0,0.0780674955678904,0.16404234300683898,0.0,0.0,0.07156202115298238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511519893571149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107674016713933,0.0,0.0,0.0756215967232364,0.0,0.06802315210031687,0.31180101294211976,0.16882682381136552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233720980111926,0.0,0.17257152759815095,0.0,0.16728798569307518,0.10577575461248392,0.0796425972510108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879301728943259,0.0,0.0,0.04964128303526976,0.047878171561677715,0.0,0.05932009272265065,0.04357039038534049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15219187311558566,0.08127494356184202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628942341736106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718311314983022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202833524598393,0.0,0.1631932378646266,0.07588275794961047,0.0,0.053079623356459014,0.08169563559080982,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goodgirlbaby,2018/02/19,"When you're panicking do you find you're more aware of your body? Alot of the time with my anxiety my mind gets the better of me during a panic attack. My heart beat goes crazy and then I worry about it going crazy like I'm going to have a heart attack (even tho I know I don't have heart issues) and then I panic more, it's like a cycle for me. Same with my eyes. I don't know if this is normal but I have like this random fear my eyes are just randomly going to explode like out of a horror movie. Even now typing this I feel like an insane hypochondriac but it's honestly terrifying for me . I geuss I want to know if anyone else gets anything similair during a panic attack? If your anxiety makes you think you're dying and how everyone else deals with it? Xoxo",1.7324528301886808,3.7070007358490566,3.535194968553462,88.59675471698117,79.37735849056604,6.504150943396226,17.518238993710693,7.554174236665415,0.2985778616352204,603,11,126,9,15,202,85,159,0.251,0.608,0.142,-0.9586,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,8,14,3,4,9,0,8,6,6,2,0,28,21,13,1,5,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,6,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,0,3,21,7,14,21,4,9,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,6,10,79,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180269176114952,0.0,0.0,0.08238486954333335,0.1207240098220266,0.09695862927335204,0.0,0.0,0.4021234237401384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420523352875713,0.0,0.13087524988864296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147076466781855,0.0,0.0,0.12228210024610008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19685268472952785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564250546026875,0.0,0.0,0.11258531984497096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258409590902331,0.05957505755203835,0.08417306942460863,0.0,0.0,0.10768846446415567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123115740087322,0.0,0.2008852816778784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188639332924082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229770311552712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942579984670978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878128392591981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864804275042014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896805893488825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544192796037415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4147211642514844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549648522228364,0.0,0.0,0.06870377933331256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949530138556176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965539466745972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chemgurrrl,2018/02/19,"What are some bizarre anxiety symptoms you experience? Been a lurker for a while but finally reaching out. I have what I think are rather uncommon anxiety symptoms (compared to the classic increased heart rate, nervousness, fear of dying, etc) and I'm just wondering if others have similar experiences. Some of my symptoms: * Feeling ""fuzzy"" and ""heavy"" (my eyes and limbs in particular) * Feeling like I'm going to collapse * Eye movement producing mild headache-like pain * Feeling like I'm in a bubble (which is probably derealization) * Nervous butterflies in stomach that come and go in waves * Mild cold symptoms What are some of your symptoms that aren't generally talked about? Also, I'm a hypochondriac/have severe health anxiety which obviously exacerbates all of this.",4.424684385382061,7.824732000000004,4.917342192691034,70.74883720930238,89.4651162790698,8.348615725359911,34.825027685492806,8.563005593585519,4.516814396456257,624,37,87,19,21,198,85,129,0.203,0.6829999999999999,0.115,-0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,1,4,6,0,3,5,0,8,11,4,1,2,22,20,8,1,2,4,0,3,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,5,1,4,0,0,1,6,6,2,13,19,6,12,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,5,4,56,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573939167284033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034527263464949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389916752680775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722751536621586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147464581641332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586806592069399,0.0,0.14878862909660892,0.200569104780148,0.18892153724282185,0.0,0.1448448010603343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029175991589633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054780483916662,0.0,0.15668593829774569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291958209502391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069553426688722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255970975965002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493753520531551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6871562116455341,0.0,0.10627654881370506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472372542739863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433911611035796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sinofthesoul,2018/02/19,"I’m about to have a mental breakdown but I’m in school so fuck me. Today has been a nightmare for my mind. I can’t keep getting this nagging feeling out of my head that I fucked up and somehow everyone knows. I’m scared that people hate me I keep getting all these thoughts of “what if you did this? What if you said that?” I can’t even tell which ones are real or not and it’s to a point where I feel myself wanting to cry so badly and just scream but I’m still at school, there are a bunch of people here so probably not a good idea. I don’t know how long I can hold this in though, I keep having all these thoughts about being a terrible person and that everyone hates me and I’m a fuck up and I don’t know what to do. I can’t even see my therapist today I have to wait until next week. I’m sorry for the long post I just need a place to talk this out I don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m losing everything and everyone hates me.",-0.11530961791831372,1.7903605893719856,1.9317193675889364,97.97172924901186,85.61835748792271,5.116293368467281,17.621651295564337,6.351523495107088,-0.3941671497584549,730,17,178,7,22,243,103,207,0.29100000000000004,0.6859999999999999,0.022,-0.9967,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,16,14,7,1,9,0,18,4,1,1,2,41,50,18,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,16,9,0,5,10,0,0,0,8,12,0,1,5,6,24,2,22,44,3,19,0,1,1,3,6,10,3,4,9,121,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098276336516643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119694961673159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439431458165834,0.0,0.0,0.3123674679354527,0.09793237335105512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652907315559786,0.07784593527446622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022142748045869,0.11386135731559414,0.0,0.0,0.0913962190243718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32274659753850704,0.11183141909224337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301030362044155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905642135671463,0.0,0.0,0.2395413113891741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053235695951896964,0.0,0.0,0.19286445627410206,0.0,0.12190602602894553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981294968591332,0.0,0.11002544969408733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807975342660159,0.0,0.0,0.1158874750166058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738387537191177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108777913656582,0.09514564531490292,0.11384715978632212,0.0,0.10300888897278268,0.0,0.10436011553298384,0.0,0.11748468809495745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240281245863439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365242199760596,0.0,0.1090948204714078,0.22056052760037967,0.0868324668485249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197946084339945,0.0,0.0,0.08702106254234639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758342178331686,0.09524182474545843,0.0,0.0,0.12651890474372887,0.0,0.0,0.1070593711790139,0.17301500517233892,0.0,0.0,0.20657565430015054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427146794718562,0.0,0.08740662964456324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alexabenb,2018/02/19,"Advice on recovering appetite? In December I had a very bad relapse of my anxiety due to my medication no longer working. While I am on new medication and doing much better than I was, I still have little to no appetite. I rarely eat a full meal (usually just snacks, cereal, bites of food). I can tell that I'm hungry, but it's like my body won't let me eat. Sometimes when I'm especially nervous I'll chew something and not even be able to swallow it. I've also been experiencing some chest congestion and coughing after I eat, which makes me even more nervous about eating. (I'm going to see a doctor about this specifically tomorrow) For anyone who has gone through something similar do you have any advice for how to be able to eat normally again? I can feel my diet taking a toll on my health and I just want to get back to normal :( (Sorry for the long post) ",4.521039215686272,5.66467347647059,6.038529411764706,77.00171568627455,70.11764705882352,8.960784313725489,28.87254901960784,9.2995712137729,2.5131960784313723,681,25,129,14,12,232,115,170,0.105,0.855,0.04,-0.8653,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,12,5,0,2,5,0,15,19,2,2,0,15,26,9,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,4,11,0,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,4,3,17,2,22,18,4,20,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,12,88,23,2,0.23991202004030604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344392493460117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592877787420363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08157420028056248,0.0,0.09176601933137916,0.0,0.0,0.08387603132224693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223876726289144,0.10015825780094187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609134274106964,0.0,0.13324408498568774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278005922699138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6137247265067407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845962657247278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065336294100845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505128346842036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267206423379873,0.0,0.06817376488178868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750762925550674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226631475139383,0.0,0.05860444728373744,0.120227435614754,0.0,0.10615729407233897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007156816213548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168612016598456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818146968022489,0.0,0.0,0.11585426197067487,0.0,0.0,0.2350628414945025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148846986954731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955894092290894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18469599406784265,0.11863956117716533,0.13428093227437168,0.0,0.0,0.09579702455558926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019199082551133,0.0,0.10484684003277857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13211459777975396,0.09897627107628712,0.07075316266293773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732940396385545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PastyKiddo,2018/02/19,"Pasty 14yr old straight out of Germany So basically I think I'm legally retarded at most times. Sometimes its so hard for me to make sense of anything, literally anything. And then there comes the anxiety that I have problems with identifying. It's just that constant feeling of being lost. Sure, sometimes I light up but most of the time I have to try to hold up with whatever is going on. There is so much self doubt in my head. Just please give me any tipps for life there isn't much info to begin with but anything is helpful.",4.304781553398058,5.9914181553398045,4.668143203883496,84.52609830097089,71.33009708737866,7.480097087378643,30.350728155339805,8.07648339933343,2.068185436893203,422,18,82,6,8,133,71,103,0.113,0.774,0.112,-0.0203,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,2,0,7,2,1,1,1,20,16,7,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,3,7,1,19,14,4,15,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,3,6,55,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739046730654285,0.0,0.14330653619991615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4624685910916549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136775606704964,0.0,0.2024366132624832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947194115565179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797035027792748,0.10646365807409368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16781041500664665,0.0,0.19225408666716914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255629988545209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231634870790515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044922517229791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504387969553504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754174381533791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19657077258241534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056315103798084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924900888754422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542549824032096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705472830238344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17655581393430364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003316402327815,0.0,0.0,0.21846664753872544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718441739961944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pewdiepie1241,2018/02/19,"I feel like a complete loser I'm 17 years old, never had a girlfriend (barely ever talked to girls), have 2-3 friends, socially awkward. I don't have a driving license, i failed my first driving test and i don't like I'm gonna pass my second. I don't have a job, i worked during the summer in relatively easy jobs socially wise (not a lot of social interaction when you paint walls at at school). I worked 2 days at Burger King and than quit. I still feel like a complete failure because of it. I'm going to the army in half a year (mandatory service where i live) and i really doubt I'm going to get along with the people and lifestyle. I'm 17 yet somehow I'm kinda addicted to smoking, luckily its really small amounts (1-2 cigarettes everyday or two) and each time i try to quit i fail, I'm slowly getting more and more addicted and i feel like I'm trapped in an inescapable trap. I feel like I'm a loser, complete loser. I get stressed or anxious over every little thing. I've accepted the fact I'm a loser yet i still feel bad with myself. I know this isn't really related to any type of anxiety condition but i just wanted to let some steam off and i think personally i might have some mild anxiety issue (I am in therapy with a social worker doing CBT) ",1.8032558139534882,3.894430457364344,4.122396899224807,83.8881069767442,79.69767441860466,7.22877519379845,25.04868217054264,8.238735603445708,1.7766280310077518,990,38,196,20,25,343,143,258,0.134,0.787,0.079,-0.8714,2,1,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,13,9,18,0,3,15,0,13,2,0,0,3,37,37,12,0,1,5,0,5,5,2,2,2,0,0,2,4,13,0,0,8,0,0,5,6,10,0,4,1,5,25,8,24,33,7,33,0,6,0,0,11,13,0,9,20,113,29,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194598851427424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844955982944245,0.0,0.15400319240468804,0.11371267623655892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404359020595745,0.06135898861295393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166078332002576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491481966937389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104915215959183,0.08480705618197061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544735946664691,0.2876347844986016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561797743809126,0.0,0.0,0.07776660793696627,0.0,0.15776588169979,0.0,0.11441029595202205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505875601431627,0.199771179316338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055317927998593516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292762203914246,0.0,0.24587728759968244,0.10088379682483356,0.08888112870543377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557416694756828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067801534372202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776321444151654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056215833341927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978222536458634,0.08788897291053882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412018016044865,0.0,0.0,0.1934485127963438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10186928771803508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104246333805457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607680894510183,0.0,0.11530115540090052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090351333526069,0.0,0.0,0.1151089556602595,0.0,0.06687140133684137,0.06449632704900729,0.0,0.0,0.058693347224544085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833884490916615,0.0,0.09832632660280548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936954115593121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14655759396804852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296383811130369 anxiety,mthomashp23,2018/02/19,Pit in stomach I don’t usually get this feeling...but it got it today when I was around some dudes that made me uneasy. It’s that tensed stomach feeling and I never get this feeling...not even around a girl I like. Am I weird for this?,0.14761904761904887,2.4157103265306152,1.8031632653061216,96.68052721088438,88.59183673469389,4.082993197278912,20.41156462585034,5.46131890053228,-0.19585986394557864,182,6,40,1,6,59,35,49,0.142,0.767,0.09,-0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,1,1,7,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,6,1,4,5,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,5,27,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5796728416188732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504340514921275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462370867219175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402056256746851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26039714087913496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15906259750042484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080729371525609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511084016899708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086130421120277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585818494086025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TriumphantMC,2018/02/19,"Do I have any more options? Hi everyone, I’m feeling somewhat helpless, as far as treatment options go. I’ve tried many of the SSRIs with minimal efficacy and a bundle of side effects. Effexor worked very well but the side effects, especially the sexual ones, made me stop. Buspar was a sugar pill. I’m on mirtazapine now but I’m about to stop because I can’t tolerate weight gain. Gaining weight is just going to spiral me into another deep depression. Wellbutrin works for most of my depression, but doesn’t do much for the residual anxiety. My doctor talked about CBT which I’m open to but I would have to stop seeing my current therapist, which I don’t see helping me very much. Plus, committing to a full CBT program is something that would be very hard to do on top of my school and work schedules. It just sucks. Sorry, I’m just trying to vent but if anyone has helpful tips, please let me know.",3.415948275862072,5.707567764367816,4.655847701149425,81.05204741379312,75.3793103448276,7.798275862068966,28.69109195402299,8.660442795831766,2.479047126436782,717,31,130,15,16,236,110,174,0.151,0.721,0.128,-0.6598,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,8,7,5,1,0,7,0,16,5,0,3,1,30,29,11,0,3,9,0,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,6,3,3,4,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,2,7,12,1,22,23,6,18,0,3,2,0,4,10,1,5,6,81,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922222774999438,0.1422032685431401,0.10374445928659863,0.0,0.0,0.09482457210233156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266913168002209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23360855025532595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388068366535883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958513909751534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857059277580599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414530186065065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148364777470948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817986222818732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745299943391872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13867466417249633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832139482897653,0.0,0.13749147020987476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938401943832104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189566283633853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886362075543835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724876747291084,0.21613385098870092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440240394309576,0.0,0.15180894641401774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401385241817093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900152281644827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745848930467926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841462219754957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3356876477751504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302830183090412,0.12193341418793414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961861654258256,0.0,0.0,0.192672813039448,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OldManoftheNorth,2018/02/19,"Nausea, increased temperature and Headaches? Anyone else experience these symptoms during an anxiety attack?",13.021428571428574,18.61146257142857,10.740000000000002,30.530000000000033,66.14285714285714,11.371428571428574,49.85714285714285,10.125756701596842,8.832542857142855,92,6,5,3,2,28,14,14,0.28300000000000003,0.602,0.115,-0.4696,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083956177140585,0.0,0.0,0.2818799450984021,0.4130573665931783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4586219501831818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367658665457131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943413986452996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4190095114475968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beehighves,2018/02/19,"Anxiety help - solutions I’ve anxiety for as long as i can remember, probably starting my freshman year of high school (I’m a sophomore in college now). I’ve been to a counselor and tried CBT therapy and just telling myself I’m fine, because i really don’t want medication. Does anyone know of any natural vitamins or just tips for this? I worry about every little thing and catastrophic everything into something it’s not, and it’s really starting to effect my life negatively to the point where i skip big events I’ve been excited about because I’m worried about something small, or i get worried about little stuff like what if i get too hot walking to class and pass out and no ones there to help me? Just little stuff like that. It happens pretty much every day and i appreciate any and all help / advice y’all have. Natural remedies, vitamins, tips, anything to help. Thanks in advance!",4.302235528942116,6.7158682455089815,5.427449101796409,75.98017564870261,73.1317365269461,8.764710578842315,31.49261477045908,9.3871,3.3630202794411184,715,34,120,18,15,236,103,167,0.091,0.7020000000000001,0.207,0.9575,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,2,11,5,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,1,1,22,16,13,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,10,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,1,12,5,20,14,2,22,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,9,73,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945154052802895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625482154609075,0.0,0.18702657354238128,0.0,0.0,0.08547306974210846,0.0,0.1005931274506834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903277285513503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883470534156922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697307219158478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059849913792742,0.0,0.10986145500971577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773073863156353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809645298352223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32773965601550464,0.1291533009380478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717992249052987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634174678521353,0.1194406061163272,0.3675498647426744,0.0,0.10817857803760804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314396782366392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986048563721642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283300651366206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155563378507894,0.0,0.0,0.1243620544753694,0.13179542508591313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566201840374677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847412236118314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371343433609958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882126911965804,0.0,0.0,0.17304424185190456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798711725901013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684317234719284,0.1125421942407004,0.13979212524768986,0.0,0.08121084287098282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299295490978716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07210033559563529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37242204606703416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871857018210285 anxiety,Halpern768,2018/02/19,Don't feel anything I had a massive anxiety for most of today but now feel really numb and emotionless really abruptly is this normal?,11.794000000000004,8.887049200000002,12.095999999999998,52.868000000000016,57.0,16.400000000000002,45.0,14.554592549557764,6.9022000000000014,110,5,16,4,1,38,23,25,0.196,0.804,0.0,-0.598,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,5,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180558706896191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421357097093891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204423009958188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073573053677445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326940237218969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3940926206482021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,katyazoology,2018/02/19,"I’m embarrassed I started a new job recently and started a new semester in school. I was doing great. Getting good grades and constantly being praised for being a hard worker. Then last week, at work, I had the worst panic attack of my life and I have felt shitty ever since. I’ve called out of work since then and I have been trying to find help and apply for medical leave but it’s been so embarrassing and shameful dealing with it. I am coming to terms with the fact that people are seeing me as a selfish and weak person. Maybe even lazy because of how much I’ve missed work and class. I’m so ashamed I can’t deal with it.",2.2566272965879257,4.367375023622049,3.496555118110237,88.84409776902888,78.29133858267716,6.1230971128608935,22.394356955380573,7.1686216300943375,0.7657931758530188,496,15,100,6,12,161,86,127,0.294,0.6459999999999999,0.059,-0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,5,5,13,1,5,6,0,12,3,0,1,2,19,21,15,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,13,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,10,0,0,5,3,9,3,14,14,3,16,1,1,1,0,6,3,0,0,12,63,13,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819370246723573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548258705587273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994075048169826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492625735371722,0.0,0.16926562805719084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229653984793374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10345523042882328,0.1416843529198306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503931317936361,0.0,0.14316057008616254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183476115655572,0.0,0.0,0.13137710511812706,0.0,0.17268945563947044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403132310547402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10498841844531907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543500187598935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276775547931216,0.0,0.165852710767996,0.0,0.0,0.1106351736740328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735983102157047,0.0,0.0,0.1577922010423555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514395764586205,0.0,0.0,0.3025560422573799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18377616270682848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859024177135762,0.13676670194348833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546571048029706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852189471720776,0.12481695902303055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591384032818152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217325970738345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634415357621572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564228688467802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34209408941754793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PearPeachPlum,2018/02/19,"I’m not worried about anything in particular but... I just feel really icky and adrenaliney for no reason whatsoever. But I’m not worried about anything. My life’s really good in almost every area. And yet I’ve cancelled all my plans for the evening because I can’t face it. Is this anxiety or something else?",3.2846327683615826,5.905625966101695,4.445000000000004,80.7084039548023,77.47457627118644,7.323163841807911,30.17231638418079,8.344100000000001,2.6082858757062146,248,12,44,5,6,81,44,59,0.103,0.779,0.118,0.2249,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,1,12,5,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,6,5,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25527608629536475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502114632131806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4195721849768739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540327586158156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296173344632796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683792009557313,0.0,0.2147899540846253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890052826944004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382362101920616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006496204799075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32663003175985844,0.2621110282010472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19625796534768733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5177886255317996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HEADQUARTER6wastaken,2018/02/19,"Can't stop worrying about things out of my control. For the past 3 days I've been having constant anxiety about a bunch of things, NK, asteroids, Yellowstone's volcano, etc.. I know it's pointless to worry about stuff I have no power over, but I can't stop. I've been taking 5-HTP tablets to try and ease myself, but nothings working. Any help would be appreciated.",3.9161904761904758,6.0225261428571475,4.637142857142859,82.59619047619049,73.28571428571428,7.523809523809526,28.809523809523807,8.344100000000001,2.158666666666667,290,12,54,5,6,93,54,70,0.069,0.7,0.232,0.9126,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,10,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,10,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529247839000235,0.0,0.17203109104779538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24301328028041444,0.25221985237487593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14502773713349762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507984671229967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507310152137286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358709400119862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577655185743375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467154210544612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760162346644317,0.0,0.0,0.25743156312806365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908030552633835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298797965217288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267743307264128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371389708214698,0.4567491467597677,0.0,0.15974691308987232,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sticksofbutter123,2018/02/19,"Wellbutrin, adderall, and ? Seeking major advice. History: adderall, zolpidiem, clonazepam for 12 years. Got myself off of all a year ago. Finding my brain is burnt out, even with tons of supplements (seriously doing all) and I need help. Tried wellbutrin and felt immediate effect on dopamine first day (unless it was pure placebo, but seriously felt good) and then the night came and I couldnt sleep, heart was pounding. Adderall used to calm me, being able to focus. I have heard combining wellbutrin and adderall, and researched it a bit. It seems like it would be fantastic except for the insomnia/anxiety issues. Should I bite the bullet and get back on the sleep and anxiety meds? My concern is that they cant be taken long term. I need something that can. Seriously, I need my life back. Ps. Ketogenic diet, CBT therapy, and some supplements have helped (but get really expensive and complicated combining as well) Any advice so much appreciated! 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Scraping cutlery, salt shakers, footsteps on tile, the crunch of toast, tapping nails on hard plastic, rubbing hands together, squeaky pens... So many noises are affecting me, sometimes they cause me to lose focus, or give me a headache stress me out or just generally annoy me. I notice new ones more and more every day. I have headphones in most of the time listening to podcasts or music just because I’m struggling to deal with the noises of everyday life",7.261230158730157,8.468616101851854,6.597513227513229,75.24166666666669,63.907407407407405,9.134391534391536,37.650793650793645,9.23628265651192,3.688823809523808,481,24,77,8,7,148,85,108,0.185,0.785,0.03,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,3,5,1,2,4,0,5,3,1,3,1,16,9,7,0,0,7,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,7,8,1,14,6,4,10,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,5,5,46,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269815712317786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384660890747396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255568087858731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160318931253646,0.2263649567622999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499550168572973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471521257743675,0.2106296235116256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966897917265086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319856368312689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286462738254858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508736491915082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456404177866892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22260747956715196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120601332100476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499796122004336,0.0,0.0,0.1487849526659647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337958221410373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21679690150427505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21715835670835712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25151439100262657,0.22954013674388585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280318608409332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237585402954459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cha0ticneutralsugar,2018/02/19,"Trying to pull through anxiety while at work Normally I have my techniques pretty much down, but over the weekend I had a lot of personal issues that I am still having panicky and depressed feelings about and my anxiety is at a total peak. I don't want to leave the office, I have a new leader and don't want to look weak at the moment, but I am just having so much trouble. I've been listening to soothing music and trying to keep my breathing going and just came back from lunch where I just sat quietly in my car and distracted myself with card games on my phone (tends to help) but I am still just..off feeling. I feel like I'm simultaneously floaty/numb and manic at the same time. Anyone have any tips for pushing through anxiety attacks in public?",6.914594594594593,6.437117351351353,7.252027027027029,76.01966216216219,64.67567567567568,9.832432432432434,33.364864864864856,9.188382445141503,2.8482675675675666,600,22,112,9,8,196,95,148,0.196,0.731,0.07200000000000001,-0.9602,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,10,6,1,1,7,0,13,3,1,0,1,25,26,12,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,1,1,3,2,0,5,2,5,0,0,4,6,15,1,22,22,5,23,0,1,1,0,6,10,0,1,9,82,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230974570376715,0.0,0.41277309921758665,0.0,0.0,0.12576103751408413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046146711914359,0.0,0.13829985619413326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057098695662757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491160677512025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728251348543365,0.1284907362269461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221756165161992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055516228497327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772523540082794,0.0,0.15986623489422871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044386760099768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786963304244272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103559215208592,0.0,0.0,0.15290901247938746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26443294804675443,0.0,0.0,0.17370817331453905,0.0,0.0,0.1762228515187062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704524548643609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829804527366879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872699866446271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048767646048334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442238273951331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121700562991168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093891395250176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,contouredland726,2018/02/19,"DAE find themsleves thinking way faster than they could talk and thinking about multiple things at once? I find myself thinking at twice the speed I could ever talk. I asked my friends and they all think they talk faster than they think. For example, when I'm walking to class I'll be counting my steps, people watching, listening to music, and thinking about the grade I just got on my math test, then I'll spiral into how it's not high enough to get into my school's nursing program and how I'm going to have to change my major. Then I'm thinking about how I'm going to tell my parents that I'm changing my major, then I'm thinking about how I need to call my grandma, then I'm thinking about all the stuff I have to do that day etc etc. I feel like my brain never shuts up. Anyone else feel this way?",7.114329268292682,5.594115798780488,6.723292682926832,83.37262195121953,64.79268292682926,8.93170731707317,32.69512195121951,6.6274283507984215,1.856319512195122,637,20,132,3,8,199,85,164,0.0,0.96,0.04,0.7149,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,4,0,12,2,0,0,3,0,6,1,1,4,4,32,31,13,0,3,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,13,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,4,21,2,22,27,7,25,0,0,1,0,13,8,0,0,12,81,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07924413054020338,0.11612167679213875,0.0,0.0,0.1059498018137779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265156116359195,0.1157242943115356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397797343722572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18097221446217748,0.0,0.0,0.07308954387662635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09467405806651863,0.0,0.0,0.11710189843337415,0.252789513637705,0.0,0.10251497324635953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146077832923116,0.08096415929802303,0.0,0.0,0.20716616492748108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755975803206166,0.0,0.05921111384355511,0.0,0.1288179862243123,0.0,0.09064168014596127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974111928017855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536812361742236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840339885716151,0.08740836151695885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069451729028854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584139458831262,0.0,0.0,0.07856990204349057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146976886367404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973763433375127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732750819215729,0.09905686460491386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529251790260266,0.6535651542691276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991479032760868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,notzenbuttrying,2018/02/19,"Recent personal breakthrough that helped me calm racing thoughts. My son is about to turn 2 and has started vigorously expressing emotions that he’s (understandably) not able to control. In those situations, it is ridiculously easy for me to look at what’s going on objectively and give him good, basic advice. Not that he can understand it right now, but that’s not relevant to my breakthrough. My therapist told me that we’re all basically still the same emotional little kids inside and something clicked. I still feel like the same scared little boy every day. I’ve started looking at situations from the outside, being as objective as possible, and imagining what I would tell 7 year old me if he was feeling those emotions. Why I feel that way, if there is anything I should do about it, and that everything is alright if nothing needs to be done. I’m shocked at how well it is working for me. I trust the advice I would give little 7 year old me because I have empathy for a little kid who cannot process emotions. Turns out, I’m not that great at processing myself and basic advice is needed. Until now xanax and my wife’s touch have been the only things that can calm me down when thought start racing. This is something completely internal that actually works. I was beginning to lose hope as I know many people who experience anxiety do. I sincerely hope this can help 1 person cope a little better, or at least give someone hope that even though anxiety feels hopeless, there is something out there that will work for you. Keep up hard work out there. Life goes in ups and downs. The ups will always come back if you don’t give up. 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I broke up with my boyfriend before Christmas and moved out. I've been trying to get past some of the emotional abuse that happened. I'm trying to figure everything out. It's rough. Life is pretty hard by myself. I've had several panic attacks about my future. They have ranged from being about me as a person, me as a potential partner and about money (aka my biggest stressor). Life sucks, my dudes. I'm struggling right now. Getting out of bed and going to work is a big deal to me because it means putting on my mask for 8 hours and pretending I'm doing fine. The reality is that I'm mentally crying in the corner wondering what I did to deserve all this stress and anxiety that's constantly building up inside me. I'm trying.... I'm trying really hard. I'm making plans to do things. I'm looking forward to things later in the year. I'm just so tired. I'm tired of fighting all the damn time. I'm fighting my own mind and it's frustrating. I can't really afford to go to therapy right now so I'm resorting to self care and sometimes nothing helps. One thing I'm thankful for in this mess of my life is my friend that has listened to me, held me through my panic attacks and talked me down from ledges. He's still there for me even though he's seen me at some pretty dark places. Ok, rant/vent over. Thank you for being here. Thank you for listening. 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I'm struggling right now with an alcohol dependence, and I know it. I have not had a drink in 24h and I can feel the anxiety and panic kicking in. I know it will go away if I have a beer, but then I feel guilty and like a failure. Why, knowing that it will have the same calming effect, am I so against taking an Ativan? I have such a fear of becoming dependent on them that I just don't want to do it... like replacing one addiction with another? How does that help? And yet I'm not strong enough to sit with the anxiety and let it run its course. I feel so stuck.",2.7554411764705904,3.7272283676470606,4.464000000000002,87.28100000000002,74.1470588235294,8.675294117647061,26.835294117647056,9.120678840339163,1.9636258823529409,502,18,113,11,10,170,78,136,0.232,0.669,0.1,-0.9641,0,0,4,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,3,10,1,13,5,0,5,0,29,27,14,0,2,6,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,7,2,0,2,3,3,0,1,2,3,13,6,14,22,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,5,82,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18082172910180186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545271044540878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392814343306334,0.380668068604438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583941652903727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831893152226532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515310850421664,0.0,0.0,0.16248850528838688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17138705062233694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18664877640227676,0.251605100595472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942671938775398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117851641568437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734718479742752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961232415982574,0.0,0.16207046225953398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239714944967168,0.0,0.0,0.19461157168449156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165124784433358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340232726506366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494257402416381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14325758840213826,0.0,0.0,0.097833853151008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993420059152059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arrestdevjunkie,2018/02/19,"Shame = Anxiety? I’ve been journaling my emotions over the past couple months and recently discovered that shame may be at the heart of my anxiety issues. Just wondering if anyone else has come to the same conclusion and what steps did they take to resolve it (if it is resolvable)? Edit: here are a couple sites that talk about a possible link between anxiety and shame: [one](https://www.hopetocope.com/blog/shame-the-other-emotion-in-depression-and-anxiety/) [two](https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3631156/) [three](https://www.google.com/amp/s/oneshrinksperspective.com/2016/01/03/my-shame-spiral-how-shame-relates-to-depression-anxiety-and-social-anxiety-and-how-to-get-rid-of-it/amp/) ",10.452756813417194,14.137189537735848,7.4825786163522015,62.393763102725394,59.283018867924525,12.258280922431867,36.30607966457024,11.645159339076185,5.736225576519916,585,26,71,20,9,166,75,106,0.191,0.7759999999999999,0.034,-0.8796,0,0,1,0,0,0,79.0,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,3,5,0,7,1,1,0,0,14,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,2,7,6,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,3,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683937836705928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202036822137099,0.0,0.0,0.1188692194050125,0.1741869458619372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644150769846753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3762075420836277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201469943016692,0.1912291564241421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888189299914636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145296526482892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17743772344609976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569382410185554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519762721706167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228596527171138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19165149932984216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16785627977698414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732954380863799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278202053316389,0.13664101660449549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606706769726098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435971288113046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cosmiccosima,2018/02/19,"Anyone else get that super random panic attack sometimes? I hate when I just panic for no apparent reason. I’ll just sit in my office at my desk, working, afternoon coming closer. And although I’m happy to have my free time, just thinking about getting in the car and driving home, the same way I go everyday, sends me straight into panic. I get so scared of something so normal, for no reason! I get angry at myself then. Another thing is that I can’t really leave my apartment to go grocery shopping. It’s horrible. I get so paranoid and scared. It’s seriously affecting my everyday life. Anyone here that has some coping tips for situations like these? Edit: I should add, I’ve tried breathing techniques and herbal medication (I don’t mean marijuana), not a fan of either, it doesn’t help, not even a placebo effect.",3.9498701298701313,6.326996194805198,5.4038961038961055,75.91155844155847,74.06493506493507,7.5168831168831165,27.883116883116887,8.418075326091056,2.4109532467532477,650,26,106,12,14,218,105,154,0.242,0.6559999999999999,0.103,-0.9697,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,10,12,2,5,4,0,7,3,1,4,0,24,19,10,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,5,1,2,6,7,8,0,0,0,0,16,5,13,18,3,22,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,2,7,70,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732360677366538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964778744680814,0.14395602601894866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598358938322865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102593215684394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736741616932855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279710224471352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670200465814664,0.0,0.15969563899606962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956192497609513,0.0,0.13871193769368428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417233870726256,0.0,0.1409301875986979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876629141809622,0.0,0.0,0.09923735591458807,0.06863985488564364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153042683008524,0.0,0.14153618867651102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765746523529648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945297194784077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900061298585878,0.28890912589417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28132449522963154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792478484988165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081616397591586,0.1389553632929977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334012361551597,0.09002495863929869,0.0,0.0,0.08192507074513954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953884037726738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152016984716977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228366434900556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ozark_scaler,2018/02/19,"Any college students here who get anxious because their parents are scraping by to pay for their tuition? My parents point-blank refused to let me take out student loans, (which is kind of smart on their part I guess, considering the hell most people go through repaying them), no questions asked. Every time I bring up how concerned I am about the family’s financial situation, they just shut me down and tell me not to worry about it. But I KNOW for a fact that they’re struggling to pay for it. I’ve seen their tax returns & bank statements. Not a day goes by when my anxiety doesn’t eat at my insides thinking about this. **I’m not looking for advice on how to alleviate the burden on my family. I’m already working on that. I just want to know if anyone else out there is going through something similar because I have literally no one to talk to about this.**",3.9383575705731424,5.942402994011978,4.607053036783576,83.27839820359283,72.95209580838323,7.166638152266897,31.09024807527801,7.957251820313856,2.2570619332763044,688,32,128,10,14,220,113,167,0.139,0.825,0.036000000000000004,-0.9359,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,6,1,11,5,1,1,5,0,7,2,0,2,1,22,22,6,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,5,0,6,3,6,3,0,1,1,2,19,2,30,20,2,17,1,0,2,0,14,10,1,4,4,87,27,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552971991635702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537489838240716,0.0,0.0,0.17219243071177395,0.0,0.10807272982590267,0.0,0.12157525517000778,0.17953715651810462,0.0,0.11112228671297296,0.1628348519205559,0.0,0.0,0.14857105723887312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375532626598702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249184633628318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261736266397306,0.13275933186510208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338990359166918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996359234600053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830304317085025,0.0,0.1806386050477713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17507101866101552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654932976866978,0.17467926753706434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625089937170671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13345484982268968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768997915812599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.352929193227967,0.17209754899175908,0.0,0.11017683104564416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023310318560495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802953840904082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863551576667747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234628226920355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614027224513206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948991989405215,0.12773586215067356,0.13890524426829215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018311022787946,0.0,0.0,0.0926689707425649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373659081548877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569745149793075,0.16139348337497428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kappakappa123123123,2018/02/19,"I need help coping with being super anxious, I just got a new job and I already want to quit because of how anxious/scared I get. Any suggestions would be appreciated. I’m 21 years old, currently go to school but have always been super anxious about getting a job. Finally found one and a couple weeks of working I already want to quit. I feel super bad because my bosses are really nice people. Every day I’ve been working the only thing in my mind was how bad I want to quit. I don’t know what my issue is with having a job but it physically scares me so much. I remember vividly a couple weeks bad the day before I started I woke up in the middle of the night shaking because of it. My family is poor and I need the money which makes it that much worse for me. Keep in mind I feel like the reason I’m in this situation is because I hate the job. The only driving factor for me was the pay which I was blinded by. But from a person who’s never had a job before working 40 hours a week is a new experience and shouldn’t have taken it in the first place. I feel stupid that I told all my family and they were finally proud that I got a job and now I’m on the brink of quitting. I don’t know what to do but I feel like this is a culmination of me having a recent back injury and all the heavy lifting I have to do which makes it unbearable. I know if I quit I’m going to go back into my same routine of being a pice if shit lying to myself into saying I’ll get another job. I don’t know how to approach this situation, I’ve listened to people on here saying don’t listen to your head and that only worked out for so long. I’m lost, scared of the future because at the rate I’m going I’ll never be financially stable. I want to overcome this so bad but old habits die hard and I’m super anxious throughout my day. Anyways I just needed to vent a little and if anyone actually read all this, bless your soul.",3.0405120946989186,3.9606532810945296,5.1092417224223725,83.12171641791045,73.40298507462687,7.335872362326299,24.558586378452567,7.6298220110432995,1.174852358895179,1497,43,310,18,29,521,177,402,0.184,0.7070000000000001,0.109,-0.9888,8,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,16,14,20,3,3,28,0,30,3,2,7,5,60,73,24,1,12,10,0,5,2,0,2,1,4,0,1,21,15,0,1,11,1,3,7,7,11,0,2,14,11,41,9,41,53,6,49,2,1,2,0,12,16,1,3,28,202,62,15,0.0,0.0,0.060524867038121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13688641162676599,0.0,0.05160756393680458,0.0,0.0,0.04217732502492736,0.06503584209308542,0.0,0.28027040740856396,0.0,0.043367469404690585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538271790260144,0.20714428722177167,0.1890412452890754,0.0,0.10555290384643318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725310179363046,0.0,0.1199978548416634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436940752057282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052256505109850096,0.0,0.0,0.0606697597261944,0.11693830398543227,0.0,0.12544145545131946,0.08861755886013907,0.0,0.1358849061984013,0.0,0.052756179460923286,0.0,0.06800430577621074,0.0,0.0,0.09721235442384996,0.0,0.14099492387067028,0.0,0.09920987873102954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055559843416476434,0.061234230371048276,0.06365282483201375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157227401519791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061079521571135324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473521977601375,0.4308332871053617,0.05512831468046778,0.0,0.0,0.13634344674915713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060197495019491,0.062162688832945824,0.0,0.054887828265019686,0.0,0.0,0.06770472193374527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280080084180083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524978638900305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911871276723959,0.13796636054268016,0.09567092017944978,0.11980314476523465,0.0,0.058203774225113074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016404666542564,0.0,0.042027949698290094,0.14151237665789915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599697667884511,0.0541555239477283,0.06480015525443396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32984202000444063,0.062039134405162386,0.0,0.03973310576006895,0.06376930589193007,0.0612395884657974,0.0,0.07025923232848957,0.0,0.0,0.09864532466921036,0.12419038502620874,0.06276992969490659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366505127354137,0.0,0.13943144069043156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389973875287908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04120489359002637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05926501359847309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632955654668428,0.0,0.14925176478355126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061203873521145,0.0,0.06320607364921423,0.044058898128149206,0.0,0.0,0.03994036009533313 anxiety,MindScope1444,2018/02/19,"What is your ""hearthstone"" for anxiety? During a panic/anxiety attack I've found whipping out my phone and playing ""Hearthstone: Heroes of Warcraft"" quickly calms my anxiety. I'm not fully sure why but my guess is that it has to do with the quick shift of attention on my anxiety to the game. I completely lose myself playing it and I forget I even had anxiety in the first place. (This is coming from the guy who has fallen off a chair in fetal position onto the floor from a panic attack.) Does anyone else have an activity they have or do to relieve anxiety the moment it happens? If you do, why do you think it helps you?",5.283904958677688,6.1511666776859535,6.497179752066118,75.42031508264462,68.17355371900827,9.355785123966943,30.827479338842977,9.516144504307137,2.9385280991735536,492,19,87,10,8,166,79,121,0.199,0.698,0.103,-0.9005,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,3,3,10,2,1,10,0,12,0,0,0,1,15,18,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,4,0,1,2,0,13,6,15,16,0,14,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,3,4,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6538389037056642,0.0,0.0,0.09960370364851563,0.14595590870297934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241127693337903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12270726271821475,0.14935514238511655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465814335544705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899792146846462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408626896485486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116710835992114,0.0,0.15618805552495807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692371328891827,0.14104697765793933,0.12596724443046609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548061064768512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15936407514687742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342665885928232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882896209854354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425656508393774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912756138629266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570762629213745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RB20AE,2018/02/19,"Help! My anxiety stopped me enjoying time with SO Hey guys, I need some help. I’ve had anxiety about 4-5 months now, I have a lost a lot of weight and because of that I managed to get into a relationship. This has triggered some anxiety that must have been lurking around in the background. I get all tight chested, sick feeling and quite. Just to mention this is my first relationship. My anxiety is stopping me enjoying the few days away that we’re cureently having. Basically I’m scared of leaving home and the future :/",3.8139393939393966,6.157303525252532,4.671717171717173,81.16090909090913,74.35353535353536,8.036363636363637,32.21212121212121,8.841846274778883,2.9642000000000004,415,21,76,9,9,134,69,99,0.21,0.665,0.125,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,6,0,9,3,1,1,2,18,15,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,6,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,3,9,2,11,11,5,12,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,8,52,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5305373003695549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434391098034594,0.0,0.0,0.1628951115592431,0.0,0.0,0.1056901213014461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181499761013307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766554239662315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474759383355603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18116655821757546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716722934223281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23242434087462802,0.0,0.17391309598770174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358313970887544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892634663646003,0.14740047529155778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138389322446673,0.0,0.0,0.1285582004337828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18440971995965766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722879415350974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358244807663442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28990491895817866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109858600961906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111286979764306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,redheadedpsycho11,2018/02/19,Missed class thanks to anxiety again. Couldn’t bring myself to go and be around all of the people. I feel so inferior. Now the guilt sets in. I am so weak.,-0.567499999999999,1.62562475,1.2872500000000002,97.23275,98.375,5.0600000000000005,12.65,6.742157984588678,-0.6461700000000001,120,2,28,2,5,39,28,32,0.338,0.588,0.07400000000000001,-0.8531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,8,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,1,3,1,5,6,1,7,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,19,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221028546832163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911926485274124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27899169899791376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135838405193349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825281290940665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5079960623942875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SabaziosInvictus,2018/02/19,"In a new relationship since 3 months ago, extremely anxious about being cheated on First post here. I'll keep it short. I met an amazing girl three months ago and it went really well with her. She has a great personality and we are very compatible. Things got pretty serious after a while and now we're committed. She recently had to fly back to her country for a month and that got me really paranoid because I worry that she might cheat on me due to loneliness. She actually didn't give me a reason for me to feel that way, it's just that I always assume the worst case scenarios. I get really paranoid if she doesn't answer my text for a few hours. I get really paranoid when she goes for a drink with her colleagues. I can't stop overthinking. Any advice? I suffered from the same issue in my last relationship, and it lead to its disintegration. 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I've been submitting resumes online for 3 months and haven't gotten a single response. It's understandable since I'm applying for pharmacy assistance job which is highly competitive. I've been reading ""Rejection Proof"" by Jia Jiang where the author tries to get rejected once a day and vlogs the entire thing in order to face his fear of rejection. One day, he decides to find a job but only work for a day. He got rejected for the first [two attempts](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kvHLr5B_aYI) but surprisingly he got a 1 day job in his [third attempt](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V-83r1Y5ea8)! After reading and watching this, I felt that if Jia can do something so crazy and still succeed than submitting resume isn't that crazy. I might not get a job but my goal is to face my fear. I've already prepared my route to the different pharmacy, printed out my resumes, got my clothes and lunch prepared. Any tips will be appreciated! I've never done this before and I'm nervous just preparing.",6.860216450216448,8.596191818181822,6.612582972582973,72.84363636363638,65.16161616161617,9.697546897546898,34.84992784992785,9.957137785484203,3.685695815295815,892,41,148,20,14,280,118,198,0.14400000000000002,0.76,0.096,-0.8967,5,2,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,3,12,0,13,3,2,0,2,20,25,11,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,0,4,3,1,1,4,7,0,4,8,2,10,2,20,14,1,22,0,4,1,0,5,8,0,2,11,83,17,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118693053415962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700479452478692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886902743625723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41255930359672827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13367192418566687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092885658310496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879401343209873,0.0,0.0,0.12284416825227527,0.0,0.11693646477744522,0.108827208724063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336885940003556,0.0,0.07271225933102413,0.0,0.30698017626962304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517751011145987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5078498810423665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357260051383772,0.0,0.0,0.10212190442089396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867658448337853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625381514290302,0.08669665811278197,0.09730548540444477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595279635333346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583475865459807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984958293072776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102174467035885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499883048764137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686406712035262,0.0,0.12498052381593913,0.1331919002122204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262717482897138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931431362086896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,king_july,2018/02/19,"Just had a really bad time at Uni So, to start off with a little backstory, I am a second year student at Uni, and since september last year I've been having a lot of problem with anxiety. I passed an exam with I was really struggling with (failed it 3 times before that) and immediately after that, instead of relief I was hit with really bad anxiety (panic attacks, intrusive thoughts, health anxiety, insomnia). After my first panic attack I was left with really bad health anxiety, related to my heart, and I went to a psychiatrist in our student hospital, who greeted me with scolding instead of support, which only made my condition worse. I tried to deal with everything with the support of my family and friends, but things progressively got worse and last month, after crying every night insted of sleeping, I gathered the courageous and went to a different psychiatrist, and finally got to talk to understand and caring professionals. I started psychotherapy and medication, and after a ruff couple of months, I was finally starting to feel like my old self again. And than today happened. We are at the very end of our exam period at or Uni, and I have two exams left to pass, one of which is a continuation of that dreadful (at least for me) one I had last year. It was an oral exam, and after I started giving them (3 professors) my answers, the main professor stooped me and asked me I question I didn't know the answer to. My brain froze and panic started to rise. I couldn't hold it in any longer, I just broke out crying and started hyperventilating. A was so angry with myself in that moment because I couldn't keep my composure, and to be honest, was expecting the professors to be understanding, and two of them were, but the main one wasn't so much. She told me to calm down, and after I told her that I can't, that it's an panic attack and I can't control it, she told me that 8 can't 'affort' having panic attacks as a 20 year old and she got mad when I told her that I've been having them since I had a bad experience with her subject (I stressed that the problem was in me, and not in her or the subject, but rather my habit of always being a good student and understand all subjects, failing me). She even left the room because she took it so personally and came back after a few minutes. You can imagine how I was feeling, balling my eyes out and havinga very important professor leave the room. When she came back she told me that I can't go through life like this and that I was *spoilt*, and me being spoilt was the reason of me having panic attacks. I stressed again that the problem was in me, not the subject, calmed a bit and finished my exam. After I left the room I felt so angry that a professor at that level of education was so out of touch with anxiety, depression and general mental problems of students. I cooled a bit after the fact with my friends and got home and cried again, to my family, and now I'm lying down in my living room with a throbbing headache, puffy eyes and a dreadful fear of what will happen if this professor remembers me or takes the event of today in the wrong way. This is the first place that came to my mind, because I wanted to talk to people who understand me, and I know that a lot of you here have it worse than me, but I am sure you will understand. Tomorrow I have my last exam in this semester and a doctor's appointment, and I was so happy to tell him how I felt the meds started working, when life happened. Hope you are having a nice day, and remember that there will always be people who don't understand how you feel. And sorry for bad English, it's not my first language.",9.117853405523457,6.764958548660086,9.257180945447928,69.42886619045453,61.53878702397744,12.420601483233993,38.38577733290869,10.943184182609196,4.072128768369808,2877,110,536,58,31,957,272,709,0.201,0.7170000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9984,1,0,0,0,0,0,81.0,3,5,3,8,27,50,6,12,44,1,52,13,5,6,3,117,104,60,0,11,14,0,7,2,2,3,8,0,5,2,36,59,0,3,21,1,0,10,12,32,0,9,41,10,93,18,87,52,10,98,0,4,2,0,43,32,0,8,57,405,129,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809114001130651,0.0,0.0,0.03191078150731174,0.0,0.1794884523910649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04386877756763823,0.266921250960431,0.0,0.07216524681839301,0.19590313296644307,0.0858155969453902,0.0,0.0399299345100136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246044654947922,0.0,0.0,0.052384102005635966,0.0,0.16100996688013322,0.047843423335166516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263066192202644,0.0,0.05192190045182817,0.15463556254907745,0.030262906470362994,0.048377875865107785,0.04041665206892177,0.0,0.0,0.04902690236381777,0.0,0.04802998533815723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04156184643717786,0.0,0.0,0.03099368736618353,0.0,0.0395365499331834,0.0,0.04217339207715545,0.04590190216139781,0.08847390549564987,0.05280395617097471,0.0711804543288446,0.033523410467898765,0.09011120442170592,0.10280864301555366,0.0,0.11974378993521413,0.0,0.0,0.07250866888332827,0.0,0.0,0.045014979021067617,0.026668702950091612,0.039358676272118316,0.1501216476711935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448754005908767,0.04995280490946325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997587002678178,0.0,0.05560665131950448,0.0,0.0,0.04706985529971624,0.04660736475837601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04170932138524742,0.0,0.0,0.0515777842311568,0.15300137849131998,0.0,0.049687067972014144,0.20393770086437493,0.0,0.06628938856630398,0.04585061713620564,0.047031431701341234,0.041435858540355114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978834490501682,0.0,0.04440180945545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052123378083954175,0.04727225610205788,0.04728961857844194,0.0,0.047381129136743166,0.0,0.07491057928209506,0.0,0.03449546060250863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403617159458977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848031971665044,0.0,0.09539329859561667,0.03568876981049054,0.0,0.3303400461445633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506412465622542,0.04097332135427247,0.04902690236381777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17960452077622052,0.0,0.0,0.05256702325526748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202460758966687,0.04824697597554226,0.0,0.0,0.1063143293407449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048953273405443615,0.0,0.0,0.07763410919483968,0.0,0.04695914234481772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052528979452669336,0.2324975515920648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107505438653124,0.04905646351045538,0.0,0.0,0.10650044313742103,0.04422649607482665,0.0,0.03528195070308462,0.0754334825132042,0.04101473986273683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03117505331611832,0.0,0.0,0.03725340966775168,0.05472498534342919,0.0,0.08895930696140239,0.22419545322646875,0.0521356832291032,0.03185916686377949,0.0,0.0916783083034256,0.29310506273340864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07743649707532455,0.027677730298586563,0.03724708202797111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700036021464946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03416214341629755,0.0,0.14346252672233828,0.0,0.05130539823936744,0.0,0.1208732989654764 anxiety,EllaLou,2018/02/19,"still induced apathy Hey everyone. I was on SSRIs for years, for severe anxiety and depression Aprox. 3 years after stopping my medications, and recovering from GAD and depression, I'm still apathetic. Has anyone had this for a long period of time like me, and came out the other side? Does anyone know what medications I could take to get better? So upsetting to spend years sick, and to only get better and realise youre apathetic :(",6.023461538461536,8.081050064102563,7.482564102564106,64.57076923076926,67.58974358974359,11.353846153846154,29.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.173343589743592,347,13,54,12,6,119,58,78,0.307,0.607,0.085,-0.9615,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,12,10,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,11,6,0,14,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,11,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335026118154498,0.0,0.0,0.2620501812004411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314564977721056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432038753864693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496129784905612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227916644765713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639833051272902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790559579047829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958035630652998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298279279538997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154764351482726,0.0,0.0,0.16583127330218864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775446369166099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251597819884415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169355756377128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29929441400021145,0.1566636156271072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089142730090615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926665250091763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.362012543406356 anxiety,Virginia_Blaise,2018/02/19,"Never feeling enough I don't know what is it with my mind but it always has to find something bad about me. I'm constantly fluctuating with how I view myself but there's always something wrong with me. Sometimes I feel down because I don't have any close friends and I'm too awkward in social situations. At other times, I don't feel like I'm smart or talented enough. Quite often, I feel like I'm incredibly ugly (I've got a few body dysmorphic symptoms) and that no one cares about me because I'm not pretty enough. And sometimes I feel like I'm lacking in many aspects. Just within the last few hours, I've felt like I'm doing poorly academically and I was comparing myself to other girls, realising how ugly I look. On top of that, I've just recently losing a lot of hair even though I'm only 17. It often feels like I've just got a lot of bad luck. But then there are times when I feel great. I remember a few weeks ago I was at a seminar and I felt so alive, confident and capable. During break times, I would see myself in the restroom mirror and I liked what I saw. My perception of myself can change drastically within hours. But during those rare times when I feel good, I know I might start to feel dumb, ugly and like a failure at any moment. However, the upside is that when I'm feeling down, I look forward to feeling better at any moment. 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I haven't slept very well the past week from worrying about school. But last night I worked pretty hard and came home extremely tired and was sure i was going to fall right asleep when I got into bed. But when I did to to sleep, it was like my heartbeat wouldn't slow down and i could feel it throughout my entire body for hours and hours all night. Now i usually have trouble sleeping cuz my mind won't shut off but not this weird heartbeat problem too. It was so aggravating, but maybe it was all in my head? If so, how do I make it go away? I tried meditation, but trying to keep still makes me more anxious. And I usually have to wiggle my foot or tap my fingers to get the energy out till I fall asleep. But that didn't seem to help either. 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(prescribed by a psychiatrist with consulation every 2 weeks). I'm rather resistant towards the idea of taking meds for anxiety. I'm in therapy since October 2016, and took a break from July 2017 - October 2017. (Therapist gave birth). Therapy alone helped me a lot with my anxiety since I don't feel that extreme discomfort anymore. I don't avoid but rather face my fear with all these heart racing and nausea etc. but I still have my struggles. Talking got easier but I'm still afraid to do certain things like approaching people in class (class started 1 week ago) or participating in class (asking questions. I know that I should be present in the moment and be mindful and not worry about people's opinion but rather what my question to the teacher is atm, cause it's all that matters. The moment I am right now is a moment I won't experience again. But it's so much easier said than done if your heart starts racing before you even got to think about what's ur doubt in a certain subject. The only thing j can't hink about is how my heart will be racing and I won't be able to focus on my question or my teachers respond. I won't be there completely. I could either only have my heart beating fast or it could go worse with me feeling like I need more air and blusa and feel dizzy etc but then again it could go well and my heart rate will lower and I will be able to focus. But idk if I can risk it. Is it worth it taking xanax for the physical symptoms? She said she took it for panic attacks and it went fine. The doctor will over time lower the dose. But I'm supposed to take it for a year. 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I had a frightening incident at school just after the Parkland shooting. I told the proper authorities about what happened. I spent all day yesterday dreading going to class again today. I have a lot of fears surrounding death since my time as a heroin addict watching my best friends die. I am 6 years clean but am still well aware that people can die at any moment. My family tells me, ""There's nothing to be afraid of. If it was serious the police would take care of it."" I have a very hard time trusting that. I plan on seeing a crisis counselor today but I just wanted to see if anyone else is feeling scared to go to college in America these days.",3.315727081138043,5.446572732876713,4.388630136986304,83.60152265542678,75.09589041095892,7.232033719704952,26.299262381454163,8.139509932561175,1.8188120126448888,593,22,110,10,13,193,101,146,0.219,0.665,0.117,-0.9402,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,2,7,12,0,5,9,0,11,1,0,0,1,13,23,7,3,4,6,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,4,5,15,5,19,17,3,21,0,1,3,0,4,6,0,3,12,75,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218844270388846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117318256393927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402805054193616,0.15243919745221274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069282800861547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613185179733893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516876483411581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189718437575107,0.0,0.12814105845246385,0.0,0.30881322202214445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428374985523212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025332771629398,0.1674150254377248,0.07522591384091966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494442392017737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536594929548988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315626466710833,0.0,0.13327460140909522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313724541605585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264845360133248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275515006358694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314295437576307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391187145238562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979026405661479,0.15056985128371966,0.2371113591760995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306953217298372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881317648362212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186147975966003,0.0,0.13003729673603734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735056514266513,0.0,0.2820456215371984,0.1421624068598217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895991867928385,0.0,0.0,0.12275626740634095,0.0877522871012341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376802122771048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568662050641556,0.0,0.0,0.09580724574653307 anxiety,somthingmont,2018/02/19,"I know I’m in the wrong but man... I just needed somewhere safe to let it all out. I had this trip this weekend with my guy friends and a girl i invited. I was talking to the girl for like a week. It felt like we genuinely connected and I liked her quickly. She invited me to go to the beach. I brought my friends. When we got there, she almost didn’t pay attention to me. She was talking to my friends and going with them even if I was just literally standing there. I got so drunk that night that i asked her if we were on the same page. She said yes in a sarcastic tone just to end the conversation. But that didn’t stop me from being optimistic. We went home the next day. And now i fcking dont know what to do. My heart rate feels like it’s shaking the whole bed. Im dying. TLDR i got friendzoned at the beach and I cant take it like a man",0.061408839779005575,2.1103410386740364,2.0212679558011075,96.69013397790056,86.12707182320446,5.608950276243094,20.652209944751387,6.961326702584282,0.2687124861878458,652,21,157,9,20,216,102,181,0.076,0.721,0.203,0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,1,0,10,11,0,1,12,1,12,2,1,0,1,30,28,11,1,3,7,0,2,5,3,0,0,1,2,5,10,12,1,2,5,4,1,6,4,2,0,0,14,3,31,9,17,12,4,22,0,0,0,0,24,5,0,3,15,104,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077018745128418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075896692795606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710267044568996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626382755346568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764623332464976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13335686318351322,0.0,0.0,0.0994474808017065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613073786812405,0.10756444302756754,0.14456705595997826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34898095722871064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114035469876554,0.0,0.36126436405378654,0.0,0.0,0.1490840986373498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842153868975252,0.0,0.0,0.1510300622172803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263721182029348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654943681441067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539640256805751,0.0,0.3677949249412491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116428460995762,0.0,0.0,0.16012874224045764,0.14129607353566306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432228285435976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258799910917736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320695965398495,0.2420386356552925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077503342320507,0.0,0.0,0.13957627161245512,0.0,0.16810165972041385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462038047142075,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anotherone65,2018/02/19,"Overly obsessive/controlling landlord? TL;DR: annoyingly obsessive landlord getting on my last nerve and making my anxiety worse (x-posted to socialanxiety) Sorry, this will be very long. I've been in my current sublet situation for about 5 months, it's a room in a house that I found on craigslist. This is not the first time i've subletted from someone; my last living situation lasted two years. I was in a situation where I had to find another affordable sublet situation within a month. Also, what made it more difficult is, I have a black lab. This made finding places difficult, because most places did not accept dogs and were too expensive with their pet deposit fees and whatnot and I didn't have the money for that and I was running out of time. So I found a place on craigslist that accepted a dog, under $700/mo in a central location, where i'd rent a room in a nice house in a quiet, safe location and a guy who seemed normal enough. It's not a bad living situation, but the guy I live with is becoming annoying. The guy i'm living with is a 43-year old single father, with two cats. He's generally okay and most of the time he's not even here, but over time i've noticed that when he has a ""problem"" with something (rather, when he decides to ""create"" a problem), he'll confront me in the most accusatory way - not by asking me a question, but by *accusing* me of something instead. I am not loud, I do not have guests over, I don't smoke, no drugs, my dog is not messy, etc. I've always paid rent in full and on time; I don't play loud music, I don't slam doors, or take long showers, i'm responsible and I have a job, I don't cook weird smelling food. I'm friendly, I say ""how, how are you?"" and I try to be as considerate as possible. Also, i'm an extremely clean, respectful and very quiet person. I usually keep to myself, I take good care of my dog - my dog doesn't bark, make any messes or damage property, and I work hard to make sure the spaces I use are always clean. So, here's a list of chores I do 3x a week: - vacuum pet hair, upstairs & down - have to turn the heat down to exactly 64 degrees before I leave, and it's not to exceed 70 when i'm home - empty trash/recycling, he doesn't ask me to, but I also bring back the empty trash/recycling bins - clean the sink full of dishes (he has a dishwasher but refuses to use it for some reason) ... and a bunch of other common sense cleaning tasks, such as cleaning any mess that I track in when it's rainy/muddy/snowy, etc. This house is pristine. It's not a dump. So with that out of the way: Over the course of 5 months it's like he comes up with new things that I am doing ""wrong"". I don't mind being asked questions or being told to do something differently, but it's gotten accusatory. It started out with him asking me to let in and pay his chimney sweep people (with a check he left) and wanting me to get up at 6am because he wasn't going to be here ""hey you're here so can you just let them in and pay them?"", so I did that, as a courtesy to help him out, didn't mind because he had yet to start his critical comments. Then, without telling me this previously, he texted me and told me to always turn down the thermostat on my floor to 64 before I leave, and not to turn it up past 70 when i'm here. Previously I had it on 71 and he texted me to say ""it was getting expensive."" ok, fine. Then, yesterday, I leave at 6am to go to work. My room is upstairs and he's usually still home very early. On saturdays I leave early to go to work ... so obviously this means I need to walk past him in the living room and to use the bathroom and to leave. He does this weird thing where he waits until i'm almost about to leave, like i'm about 5 steps away from him and he'll ask me a question just as i'm about to leave, like ""going to work?"", ""oh my phone stopped working, can you help me fix it?"" which puts me in an awkward situation where I don't want to be rude, but i'm trying to leave before i'm late and you know, kind of don't want to talk to you. It almost sounds passive aggressive somehow. So I just say ""yes"" and continue walking, because you know, i'm trying to leave. I come back at 5pm to him obsessively vaccuming in the kitchen, he opens the door for me as he sees me trying to use my key, and instantly, without so much as a ""hi"" or anything, just blurts out ""hey man, you know if you drop something on the stairs, just clean it up"" ""you know it's okay if you did just clean it up"" ... i'm confused at this point because I don't recall dropping anything on the stairs before I left. There was nothing on the stairs when I left; if there was, I would have immediately cleaned it up as soon as I saw it. So I politely said ""no, and I didn't drop anything on the stairs"" and he insisted something was dropped on the stairs during the 10+ hours I was gone. My dog stays quietly in my room when i'm gone; his two kittens have the run of the house get into all sorts of stuff, including soil from flower pots that they drag all over the carpet, when this happens and he's not home, I have to instantly clean it because otherwise he'll probably blame it on me. I guess in his trying to blame me for something, he didn't consider that. So I am not entirely sure what the hell he is talking about. If he would have just asked ""did you drop something on the stairs?"", that would have been different, but I am rubbed the wrong way by his comments, especially after coming home from a cold, very tiring day to be accused of something I didn't do. Probably doesn't seem like a big deal, but I suffer from anxiety and giving me something ""new"" to worry about or be paranoid about is not really working out for me, especially when i'm doing nothing really wrong. He'll also text me occasionally asking ""are you home?"" very simple yes/no question, and his response was ""oh, didn't notice :)"" as if to I guess say i'm too quiet? I don't know. Should I be loud and obnoxious? i'm not, but i'm convinced he's trying to constantly find things to pick on, and I don't appreciate the way he talks to me. I don't think i've been a bad tenant. I know how to respect people and their privacy and property. It's almost like he wants to have a conversation with me whenever I am trying to leave. Sorry, I don't want to have a conversation with you on my way to the bathroom. I don't want to have a conversation with you after or before work. In short, I don't ever want to have a conversation with you. He may not understand that i'm a woman in my 30s and just want to be left alone. Also i'm not responsible for the mess his cats make when i'm not here, OR when I am here. It's making me feel uncomfortable living here. It's gotten to the point where I don't go downstairs because he's there and I have to wait until he leaves so I can eat or use the bathroom because walking past him makes me really anxious. I just want to be in a place where I'll be left alone, not to come home and be hassled.",4.633757419480387,4.554181890516041,5.848169699328598,82.8330592585385,69.35564853556485,9.09654568453829,28.80830981804029,8.874963921927,1.9949711588985117,5397,174,1169,87,86,1815,454,1434,0.106,0.805,0.09,0.4788,9,2,11,0,0,0,223.0,0,15,5,8,76,50,7,4,72,4,109,8,1,18,7,207,217,106,0,23,54,1,4,5,2,10,2,13,35,6,55,64,5,6,26,2,11,19,48,27,0,4,39,22,138,23,185,153,15,189,1,2,3,0,112,98,1,32,66,732,193,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761625661280562,0.06730942690501901,0.0,0.12993001523808956,0.08111459046974256,0.035207998206272365,0.0,0.04419502601977225,0.03407353040790262,0.04971671923393155,0.03670976626858458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022111798774031,0.0,0.2126471324322152,0.0,0.030529844066871894,0.049972843193003415,0.05426344106817348,0.1584677596205659,0.035887847587151085,0.13825299877358885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03313051638500578,0.0,0.0,0.11196524086805408,0.0,0.035115231067334766,0.036445573615124925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020956395859267358,0.03350061298482857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790009906655815,0.0,0.0,0.02843633444706692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037683540252564464,0.033250194502251244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03357571561239823,0.07248036909090004,0.021462445526182296,0.029393320123590774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.016430298698271683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909871229039654,0.027639978621229484,0.03929272505914903,0.07125753142144314,0.02510532770267228,0.0,0.06790856667915282,0.031171881024909143,0.09233744561558424,0.027255016013185047,0.0,0.0,0.07159315987942369,0.09652459730591392,0.028734959430499495,0.0,0.02910887217236315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04356103026251455,0.0,0.1955690254005114,0.0,0.03200073787889793,0.1499781023673649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03224597970346823,0.028882785955362537,0.0,0.03383823379470387,0.10714943704602818,0.07946256230753329,0.03665544148003223,0.3784791963654705,0.17652795486316306,0.06645607284411717,0.0,0.07937635501393626,0.0,0.17216051376770558,0.057513580980009374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149454922498027,0.13014280346721688,0.0,0.0,0.03539625880331143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06562077567936564,0.0,0.07781088814222142,0.0,0.023887346327487798,0.024094411276016862,0.0,0.0627671752182108,0.0,0.0,0.03183791063964171,0.06235908974722151,0.07399087175156774,0.03409772564889707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093059615457008,0.045055472575573234,0.028373122152361686,0.1358001981331163,0.0,0.061435996990311825,0.036632896339358775,0.031120944064774086,0.0,0.07006957376383931,0.062186086441936836,0.0,0.032666152615998784,0.14560602096292766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062450818367740975,0.03340996769580598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030909904714951437,0.10336437144622217,0.0,0.0,0.02589407198332593,0.059163916209075865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915245261450406,0.0,0.0,0.027532657248661392,0.2251440961710814,0.0,0.07275032149152698,0.045999837478978116,0.03463503090450016,0.025950312588353057,0.02716702755930589,0.0,0.0,0.03719866178850839,0.0,0.0,0.06125174791919344,0.0,0.04886394678218287,0.07835403658954312,0.028401803556777683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476411234983122,0.02082129424362315,0.0,0.0,0.09473961608517556,0.037347882082256034,0.0,0.062100164401101325,0.0,0.15443239704631898,0.10603472058378324,0.0952278124242324,0.03382813284976495,0.0,0.14032495541647724,0.07157665127437655,0.13405766959749285,0.17249596494379105,0.12896391765033974,0.026065291497297586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264747015674929,0.0,0.16559572064694875,0.032999949240983685,0.03311487947473827,0.06924991620587259,0.10658357315492632,0.0,0.04185104798867839 anxiety,Bluerdise,2018/02/19,"Scared of going back into uni I have been into university only twice since coming back on the 15th last month. I'm going to go in and do a half day but I'm absolutely terrified. Everyone says it is going to be ok, but that is almost as bad as everything going wrong. I've been scared and anxious for so long now that I'm sort of afraid of being wrong, if everything is ok then what was the point of being so worried? I don't know if that makes sense but i felt I needed to get this off chest.",2.4473571428571432,3.5603792952381004,4.475416666666668,86.353125,75.09523809523809,7.5357142857142865,20.74404761904762,8.07648339933343,0.7662619047619041,386,8,85,6,8,133,68,105,0.253,0.701,0.046,-0.98,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,3,2,12,1,1,1,0,16,26,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,6,0,2,4,2,4,2,15,19,0,20,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,4,8,55,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671110264734805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853232859802047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566482288366783,0.13934184199749547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375648314163447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762689365719916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946558356159962,0.29997060518271706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023558452845374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871904230750382,0.0,0.474222404777256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917155248118191,0.13603339048429355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768780150816893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139690370328154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320585975588428,0.0,0.0,0.12374296885549226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692341487132291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577600833464944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271349577826108,0.33416160764121305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804883583582936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947962099511946,0.0,0.0,0.3649246740894692,0.0,0.0 anxiety,12iman,2018/02/19,"Could this really only be just depression & Anxiety? Hello Reddit! Warning, long post! So I'm a 23 year old guy who have been struggling with complete lack of motivation, energy and difficulty focusing in school for most of my life. My teens were a mess, and I'm currently struggling with completing my high school diploma. The past year I've discovered a sharp decline in mental health, and my depression hit an all time high. I could sit for hours just staring at videos on my computer, neglecting to eat, shower, brush my teeth and walk my dog (unless my SO would be home to force me.) A few months ago I started having my first panic / anxiety attacks. I'd feel like ""reality"" itself was sort of strange, like I was in a dream, while my heart raced and I felt the need to writhe around in bed changing positions. These anxiety attacks have been lasting anywhere from 10 minutes to 2-3 hours. Now, I've been an avid Cannabis user for about 5-6 years and the drug has never done anything but elevate my mood, apetite, and make movies funny, but recently I've been experiencing intense panic attacks / intrusive thoughts while trying to sleep after smoking. I can only describe them as ""internal"" hallucinations, or ""intrusive scary thoughts"". Basically my mind imagines a terrifying image, displays it for about 0.5 seconds, then shows another terrifying picture. I've been mostly smoking potent hash, so naturally I assumed all of this has something to do with that, or the fact that I tried LSD about ~6months back (never doing that again, what a bad experience.) I'm off all drugs now, and I've drank alcohol only once the past 2,5months. Cannabis I've only quit about ~3-4 days ago though. Anyway, why I'm here is because I've been having extensive talks with a family member who has a degree in psychiatry, as well as a phone-conversation with doctors who have worked in drug abuse as well as mental institutions. And they believe my Anxiety / Depression could be related to something else. Apparently, I have signs pointing to OCD as well as early signs of schizophrenia (mainly hebephrenic or disorganized schizophrenia). Now, obviously I'm freaking out at this point, and my anxiety the past week has been through the fucking roof. Some of the symptoms my doctors reacted to: Blank, vacant face expression. People often ask if I'm tired, I don't add much to conversation. Sounds are annoying; clocks ticking, computers buzzing MUST be turned off when trying to sleep (I rarely fall asleep anyway) Insomnia, irregular sleep Clumsiness & memory loss. Personality changes (IMO, SO denies it) Involuntary movements: Lips tremble slightly, legs shake, fingers shake. Arms & legs tremble and feel numb & tingly. Always check temperature before going outside, always open public bathroom doors with my elbow, always extensively ""wash"" public toilet seats before I sit on them. Posture & muscle problems. Tension, switching position, neck hurts. 0 motivation and energy, have to force myself outside. Easily irritated, rage hard at stupid things in for example games. Mirror gazing. Sometimes when drunk or high, I stare in the mirror and make grimaces for no reason, as well as 'funny' faces. Happens sometimes sober. Trust: I prefer to always be the one driving over my SO, believe myself to be a better driver than her. Believe others in traffic to be bad drivers, annoyed easily at people who drive slow. Public & crowds: Easily annoyed in lines when people are slow and don't pay & get out efficiently and quickly. Intense anger at people who just stand there chatting, wasting everyones time. Annoyed at people in general, believe most strangers to be 'stupid' or 'inferior', but sometimes this extends to friends & my SO. Criticize people harshly when they do something stupid. Always climb stairs in ""2's"", skipping one step, and count as I go up the stairs. ""2,4,6,8"" etc. Also avoid cracks in sidewalk cobblestones if I can, and make a ""game"" out of walking only on the middle of the 'squares'. Gaming OCD: Always press ""R"" for Reload, even when I'm already at a full magazine, over and over. Press my ""change sensitivity"" button on my mouse over and over (4 modes, the setting I use is '2'.) I press the button over and over, cycling between mode 1-4, even though I'm already at ""2"", in fear of having the wrong setting when it comes to actually fighting someone. Vague hallucinations? I swear I see something in the corner of my eye. When I look nothing is there. Suspiciousness: I've been with my SO for 5 years. Lately, I've been feeling increasingly suspicious and jealous when she leaves. I can go to lengths in trying to find out if she's cheating (spying on her location on Snapchat, reading her facebook messages). <-- note I hate myself for this and don't know why I do it. She has never done anything to make me distrust her and I love her above all, and I always feel intense guilt afterwards. Paranoia: Sometimes when walking my dog outside I'll look over my shoulder as if being followed, especially when dark. Also, when I see a car that looks like or belongs to a guy I threatened to beat the shit out of (for good reasons; he was a borderline paedophile, hanging with my teen sister.), I feel intense fear as if he's gathered a crew to find me, jump out of the car and beat me up on the street. Excessive sexuality; can sometimes masturbate 2-3 times per day as well as have sex. Sometimes harm my SO unintentionally by being too rough in the bed. Easily spooked. I avoid scary movies & thrillers like the plague, jump scares have a profound effect on me. Focusing on bad things: I'm always certain that I'm cursed in some way to be unlucky for the rest of my life. Whenever something happens that's vaguely unlucky, I bring it to light and say it 'always happens to me, I'm so tired of this life.' Extensive online symptom research: Convinced I am developing Schizophrenia or have OCD, Borderline or Bipolar disorder. Read article after article. Focus mostly on the symptoms that fit me, and stress myself out. These are all the symptoms I can remember to list as of now. I've never been to a doctor, psychiatrist or spoken about this until now except for what I mentioned at the beginning of this post, though I'm on a path to finding out what's wrong with me. Honestly, I almost don't want to know. For now I'm asking all of you redditors who have Anxiety, Depression, or any other diagnosed illness to bring some insight in my symptoms. Am I fucked up, or is my Anxiety just through the fucking roof? 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I've been this way for about 15 years now, and there are times it gets so bad that I get wrapped up in my own head and become very snippy with people, feeling as though they're distracting me from something very important (as though worrying is going to reverse whatever condition I think I have). My wife is a saint and helps me with the anxiety, but even she gets frustrated. On a recent doctor appointment for the latest issue, I felt like I was going to have a heart attack in the doctor's office before the appointment. I've been going to therapy and taking anti-anxiety meds for a long time, but I think it's time to admit nothing has really changed. It infiltrates every fiber of my being. I even have nightmares that I'm using my tongue to feel around inside my mouth to find bumps that might be cancer, and when I wake up, I have a hard time separating the dream from reality.",7.928656716417912,6.831655820895528,8.393278606965172,70.6872313432836,62.930348258706466,11.42308457711443,33.532835820895535,10.577609850970193,3.440496119402985,824,27,149,17,10,275,121,201,0.165,0.773,0.061,-0.965,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,2,1,11,0,15,12,5,1,0,20,31,13,0,0,2,1,4,1,0,1,7,0,0,0,9,8,0,0,8,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,4,21,1,26,23,2,21,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,12,99,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752899728480174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678314489465572,0.0,0.13646327094320604,0.0,0.0,0.10015531628309987,0.0,0.2649561955567878,0.1020707315767868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324017178010758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689382618582584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455529066724924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845497281921234,0.0,0.20213028772637556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130316326115698,0.0,0.11517319864727445,0.0,0.10963440005767842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880106709102073,0.0,0.2045152881207871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074538673433778,0.0,0.1231058580251888,0.0,0.0,0.14214427472436106,0.08040162359181335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519923186452592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472598903266056,0.05860272614729705,0.0,0.0,0.10615417637059944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324017178010758,0.0,0.0,0.12725063284486668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509764647827204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315995110634003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684463477477554,0.0,0.11843860980384616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234528489328596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018934200397584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717612292523634,0.0,0.0,0.15372142048814286,0.2357054190246579,0.0,0.3497262992086766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10360043532434417,0.0,0.1979467285437177,0.0,0.09521270090593753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436351464998027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724546887506052 anxiety,historyrobot,2018/02/19,"I've got a job interview tomorrow I'm freaking out a bit. I've only had one real job before at a grocery store (which I had to quit), and I don't really know what to do. It's 3 hours away, too, which is pretty shit. I already went for a walk earlier so my brain would calm tf down, but it's almost 11pm now and I've got to be up at 6am I was getting alright at dealing with my anxiety, I can usually appear 'normal' while having anxiety attacks in public except I get super sweaty and shakey. I hope that I can maintain that tomorrow ://",1.9558454106280223,3.1022624782608723,4.7846376811594205,83.51772946859906,76.3913043478261,7.893719806763285,25.82125603864734,8.515128840125781,1.7970096618357485,415,15,88,8,9,150,81,115,0.109,0.753,0.138,0.6486,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,0,4,1,11,2,2,0,0,14,20,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,3,0,1,6,0,10,4,14,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,3,6,55,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818791956962506,0.0,0.20043651338781074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778974697664517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066337396101267,0.17065016656926946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545562906756849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829617496230145,0.0,0.0,0.202762478719754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725563004879706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897914740392112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905369780704636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040253518113727,0.17887190112769522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604854184995484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982073737235027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779617590568669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307921001439108,0.13814006830651085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18478604199970186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931890351213074,0.0,0.20673809923340195,0.1163587399212696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18644364696648466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000430699169041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16837559499192972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902685985506834,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lunaxmuffins,2018/02/19,"Can anyone help me get a better understanding of what social anxiety is? My boyfriend has social anxiety and he explained a little bit about it. Also this is my first post on reddit and I usually don’t post things on community stuff like this. So personally, I kinda get scared/shy to talk to people. For example, whenever me and my boyfriend go grocery shopping and we need to buy meat, we don’t ever go to the butcher case to get meat. We usually get the already packaged ones to the side of the butcher case. He has mentioned to me that he will do the talking, but for some reason I still feel uneasy. Another example would be me making phone calls. I absolutely H A T E making any type of phone call. I legit start shaking and you can even hear it in my voice. Especially for job follow ups or phone interviews. I feel like anybody gets nervous when talking on the phone? I dunno.. is it just me? What’s weird though is that I don’t get anxious over ordering food at a restaurant or fast food or something like that. Except ordering pizza over the phone, can’t do that either lol. Also, I used to get anxious over going to an event or a place where I technically had to go alone. I always wanted someone to go with me. It was kinda hard to make friends unless said person would talk to me first. I’m not usually the one to introduce myself right off the bat, an introvert if you will. So do I have social anxiety or am I just overthinking this? Thank you for taking the time to read this and thank you in advance for your help!",2.7119024045261675,4.848623772277228,4.2858026874116,83.60966584158419,76.95379537953795,7.232861857614332,25.34288071664309,8.192908349453996,1.7189633191890619,1205,44,232,22,28,402,161,303,0.076,0.821,0.103,0.9217,1,1,1,0,0,0,31.0,3,5,0,4,13,10,0,2,17,1,24,3,0,5,1,41,54,20,0,5,13,0,3,3,1,4,0,3,0,2,16,10,3,0,5,2,2,8,5,3,0,4,3,6,33,7,38,46,3,40,0,0,0,0,35,16,0,10,15,160,49,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142370799811024,0.0974109196589814,0.14118300297019906,0.07344980710212201,0.0,0.0,0.060028339856497276,0.0925614327060787,0.2025847060745691,0.19944564120290853,0.0,0.06172219766432421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806986959099306,0.0963707282742564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802722225449178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058303166226029074,0.07984754705655543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926647571266211,0.06306190515123525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016911899173335,0.21347896052223297,0.0,0.06819912914500934,0.0,0.3228312347380489,0.0,0.2508365337046447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907483845897989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948954426953334,0.0,0.1183344174490368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759685435096297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12937648177552366,0.08847225397657106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676777547121098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545295427914828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963148665638144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119705006965263,0.15415231737525348,0.0922259944192288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908134468702626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829640671320442,0.0,0.0,0.09075885121285747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538424884136895,0.08396737969249937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699481498431248,0.07479301882233019,0.06795649766657827,0.0,0.0,0.0624797432248682,0.0,0.0704945476325358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105091514363987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636994857426685,0.2838004280041984,0.0,0.16253895126172466,0.0,0.0,0.0586443392204475,0.0,0.0867273016508588,0.0,0.0514724156486812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189480528908148,0.0,0.07623911442269163,0.29165912561513235,0.0,0.05206541871872794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541252955118565,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThrowawayCauseWhat,2018/02/19,"Need advice for a job interview So it's a culmination of things that's causing anxiety to build up. I had a chat on the phone with a recruiter today, just talking about the role. She said my skills are on the lighter end so that already makes me feel like I'm not gonna get the job (she did say that the company could be looking for a candidate at my level but I don't know if I believe that). I'm worried that she'll ask me questions about the technical side of things and I won't be able to answer. The phone call went OK and she sent me an email with the JD and asking if I could meet with her tomorrow (she is sending off the shortlist to the company tomorrow which is why it's so sudden). I replied back saying I can tomorrow afternoon but I sent the email just after 5pm and she hasn't replied back. I'm working a graveyard shift right now as well which means tomorrow morning I'll have to wait for her reply and not sleep... But then not sleeping will affect my ability to interview and I'm getting nervous that I won't be able to wake up in time. On top of that I got a breakout of eczema on my face which hasn't gone away yet so that's gonna affect the interview as well. So it's just the combination of not being right for the job, not knowing when the interview will be, and the eczema which makes me want to just email her again and cancel the interview. What can I do to stop worrying?",3.3091597594669286,4.2534706587030735,4.510814236957582,87.57299203640503,72.78839590443687,8.174809036242484,27.604258085486755,8.563005593585519,1.771285194214204,1105,40,243,19,21,364,141,293,0.065,0.872,0.063,-0.1155,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,19,5,0,1,25,1,24,4,4,5,0,42,50,22,0,6,14,0,1,1,0,7,0,3,0,0,18,11,0,2,6,1,0,5,10,1,2,0,8,5,28,4,35,28,0,38,0,0,1,0,33,15,0,3,19,165,46,11,0.2517645952128316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301072431402685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389142456703068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629961311390776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353659108018439,0.0,0.11827056239306895,0.193591433217652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182624213939934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853990034077248,0.0,0.0,0.12931579551655611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20101354300588192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149435183383187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364987200964121,0.08993033856249584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153660979824236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067957296258613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37475626925160055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836323731599212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149973205003682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570942572259673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805482228868635,0.0,0.0,0.13712272575348253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334012862635607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101698283638586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500558869338096,0.11974289177979575,0.20021331120416935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519464165925355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105243237435124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10117942247935263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726121001960856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340298005292246,0.0,0.11932169910016553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424864062613236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263666068087117,0.11669415104192,0.11358919385091555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09164381190839928,0.2556791673829054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,breadlinemukbang,2018/02/19,"constantly worried about health? Anyone else have this? A year or so ago I was convinced that something was (physically) wrong with my brain. I was sure that I was feeling weird sensations inside my head and nervously searched online for anything I could find about what might be wrong. I grew so worried that I eventually requested an MRI from my therapist and he requested one for me from the hospital. It turned out that everything was perfectly normal aside from swollen sinuses (I have seasonal allergies). Upon hearing the results my anxiety about the issue vanished immediately; I felt hugely relieved and no longer perceived any symptoms. But different health concerns continue to come and go and it seems like I'm always worried about something being wrong. Now I'm worried that I have some problem with my eyesight. I keep thinking that I'm seeing anomalies or just not seeing as well as I should. I'm considering making an appointment for an eye test but I don't want to go through all that if it just turns out to be nothing again. Does anyone else deal with this and what do you recommend?",6.315494137353432,8.324914050251259,6.187015075376884,74.33415745393636,66.7889447236181,9.527772194304859,35.879731993299835,9.888512548439397,3.951829882747069,892,45,144,21,15,280,121,199,0.118,0.81,0.073,-0.4558,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,11,12,0,1,7,0,16,9,3,2,3,39,35,15,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,2,6,1,0,0,14,12,0,1,6,0,0,4,3,6,1,1,6,6,19,6,22,23,2,15,0,0,3,0,6,4,0,6,8,101,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923510968084344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314966851973044,0.0,0.0,0.07612844989025028,0.0,0.08563988099508545,0.0,0.0,0.1565532294658668,0.2294078235053377,0.09212363035510387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497094386949005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643325274952948,0.0,0.12097597170768362,0.0,0.08938133469478098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541342845989945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696178857364865,0.0,0.0,0.0979664119237049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703630711719396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061160566412204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056604250920618236,0.0,0.10748759488695216,0.0,0.10231840495429932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724520806291298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489090127771047,0.23799088758496675,0.12617348411822224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684458253196413,0.0,0.09950448823403467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05469211727533047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472613085386727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875909181116595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968522944893702,0.1074170843773029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585883316936948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711907632881076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784160561919561,0.1019132159446754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236601377597674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550962499875884,0.11635679184472818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299802069281263,0.0,0.07173173084078162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435344619694779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602980574540351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006546581107687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.454754339286795,0.0,0.0,0.3671925525926163,0.0,0.07209081420690114 anxiety,jwhm,2018/02/19,"Mind messing anxiety dreams. Okay, so do any of us apart from myself experience ""anxiety"" dreams which upon waking up from the dream half way through the night to feel real like they actually happened, then you click and realise they aren't and go back to sleep. Once you wake up though you panic because you can't remember what the dream was only that you woke up thinking it was real... 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So first of all my background is chinese-indonesian i haven’t got anxiety in a while so i figure might as well try something ive been dying to try since i was a kid . well my agency told me to go cs i fit the “look” bc theyre searching for “non japanese asian” models. WELL FK WHEN I GOT THERE EVERYONE WAS JAPANESE IN THE WAITING ROOM I WAS SO FRIKIN ANXIOUS N AWKWARD CS EVERYONE WAS TALKING IN JAPANESE (i can understand japanese bt i was too shy to talk to them cs japanese has an accent). Sooo when i got into the audition room (srsly wanted to cry) there was 5 frikin people mann n they were rlly nice tho but woww i was so shocked at the amount of ppl tht i legit had tears. they ask me in japanese bt i can answer tho its obvious i was worked up n nervous. welp at the end they said i was very small n they ask my agency to pls do a better search of models cs i was too white to look non-japanese fk me. i’ll update if i got chosen tho its less than 1%. sigh sometimes i wonder if i rlly am not supposed to do the things i want to do cs i get so worked up. gonna cry now lmao ,-0.8854279279279282,1.251156345238094,2.097168597168597,92.15774131274134,96.65873015873017,5.581467181467182,19.11239811239811,7.113659591113569,0.6332120120120117,917,31,201,18,37,321,136,252,0.096,0.818,0.086,-0.3178,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,4,21,9,0,2,11,0,25,0,0,0,2,16,43,16,1,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,3,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,2,3,4,1,20,4,33,5,26,21,4,24,0,0,3,0,13,15,0,4,8,127,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112362799467008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393814962421124,0.14319979783395662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700214232186986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210663191159807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784741345692645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315541833883378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226944527091408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36336642363629207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781979165261392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622551713146192,0.0,0.07203915954088395,0.0,0.4055179341629108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128886062940745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446958501863787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878776306682302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057532793489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485504279244016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975840501568789,0.12536632369243494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376561588551229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0842119935018323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112214121209736,0.0,0.17211992715465524,0.0,0.0,0.13195893838561734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458814171683097,0.14952961397791456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419104146031037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746300844802053,0.18456181423077148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,a__witty__username,2018/02/19,"Public speaking. So... it’s 4:46 am and I haven’t slept yet because I’m dreading a speech I have to give in my Effective Speaking class next week. I have major anxiety and like most people, an intense fear of public presentations. I have always tried getting out of it - like finding an alternative by asking the professor if I can present to them after class, or not giving a speech at all. Unfortunately, I can’t escape it this time because this class is mandatory and I can’t drop it since I’m graduating in the spring. I have already given one speech to my professor, and she let me do it in her office because I told her I have anxiety and it was the first speech of the semester - however, I will have to give the other speeches in front of the class. Do you guys have any advice on how I can make it easier for myself? My speech will be next week and it must be 5 minutes long. I got a good grade on my last speech, but I still slipped up and stuttered, and also spoke too quickly. I am finishing up the outline, and I am wondering if a week and a few days (the speech will be on Wednesday or Friday next week) will be enough time to practice. I apologize for the long post, but I’m seriously struggling and any and all advice would be appreciated. TL;DR: Have anxiety/fear of public speaking. Have to take a public speaking class and can’t get out of it. Need to give a 5 minute speech next week and would like advice on how to make it, and the class overall, easier for myself so my anxiety doesn’t drive me insane.",4.684638157894739,5.365894503289475,5.786684210526317,80.64778947368424,69.42763157894737,8.843157894736843,29.01578947368421,8.982922981607832,2.2242031578947365,1195,42,239,21,20,398,137,304,0.086,0.825,0.08900000000000001,0.1813,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,1,2,9,9,0,3,19,0,36,1,1,5,3,38,56,26,0,6,7,0,0,3,0,7,0,14,0,1,13,17,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,2,6,14,31,4,32,37,6,42,0,0,0,0,22,13,0,6,28,169,44,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888598122120972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873508019098337,0.07879786580042314,0.08198845358632363,0.0,0.0,0.13401344265875675,0.0,0.2261354716452885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211629470314572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019683375402332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06354648945253878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181229980350724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217570243728752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005858989015446,0.08381324831414794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029602381343038,0.3780924204844514,0.0,0.08264591866090036,0.07880690268198166,0.0,0.0,0.0975644753961564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031862780632266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075802538770803,0.0,0.14441668521288614,0.0,0.0,0.17439955761799936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154485697176954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306195503743769,0.0,0.0,0.4191694989695602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676941014666225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06831129579795288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943686479796414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150861362140589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868964092203941,0.0,0.0,0.10300947280456682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408555124783647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149123170744429,0.0,0.0,0.09415377216140904,0.0,0.06689834015310138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951914685935592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068562745714084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999191779979173,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,komodokid,2018/02/19,"Anxious partner needs me to stay, I need to get space. I have this issue with my GF, who has pretty extreme anxiety attacks, spirals, self-harm, abandonment issues. She's medicated and has a therapist, and has been getting much better over the years, but this one issue still plagues us. I have dealt with past traumas being with her, when she put me in impossible situations (don't leave or i'll hurt myself, that kind of stuff), and my boundary has been that when it gets too much (circular crying, toxic venting, accusations, threats of self-harm) I walk out to calm myself down. Now, she has become much more independent in dealing with her panic attacks, they are super rare. But when they happen, it seems worse than before. When it gets really bad, my own anger and anxiety begins to flare up and i need to get away, otherwise i'll just yell at her because I feel trapped. Thing is, she says she can't be alone when she begins to panic, she ""needs me"". Most times, I can help her, soothe her. But not always, sometimes, I just need to get out. So this ends up with me trying to leave the house and her screaming and crying and grabbing my legs trying to force me to stay. Or once I'm out, she'll call me raging and threatening with vague or dramatic suicidal terms. It's really destructive, because walking away is all i can do to not yell at her for being so immature and manipulative (this is not judgement, this is just how her panic attack brain works). How can we find a middle ground here? I can't handle her panic, sometimes, i just break down myself and I make things worse. I have to go, but she won't let me leave.",4.452207039337473,5.800919438095241,5.072574189095931,83.08819875776399,70.49206349206351,7.89095928226363,26.076604554865426,8.321376580360154,1.623770186335404,1273,39,247,19,23,409,164,315,0.282,0.652,0.066,-0.9982,0,2,0,0,0,2,56.0,2,0,2,3,17,20,7,4,4,0,28,3,2,5,1,51,47,27,1,5,14,0,2,0,2,2,1,4,0,1,15,21,0,1,3,0,0,4,7,16,0,1,2,6,49,4,36,39,8,38,0,2,0,0,29,17,0,5,14,177,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845033237315427,0.0,0.0,0.06788997037506155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483327264763458,0.092174228952532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784634848596804,0.15331423340132605,0.0,0.06812479823727982,0.09947382564351066,0.0901104805710108,0.06942764750445386,0.0,0.0,0.07216031386370124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910821671388564,0.0833131925792858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924703124866406,0.0,0.08411639422385282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722651128654116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125469235877472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457239077237922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557665333712241,0.0,0.046369855862288485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215035666830745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468850370018994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414467422873618,0.08734449567140135,0.0,0.0,0.25547837279424923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496412334315306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591782042486747,0.0,0.0834319841319979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446240325415065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219401242871772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993558281049601,0.30249222579940954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689139667769315,0.05528794700395926,0.0,0.0,0.3829162684047346,0.0,0.0,0.07788752306957117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300703990508508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820211550298579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453814003944978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488417257625048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427707818247087,0.17023371823111647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171132733001132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139051029056134,0.0,0.0,0.17392958838321204,0.06515841142675992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934017924095592,0.08924694612794615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09473305206476113,0.10841042636928086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475761735992478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078941320323772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981435254515871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939897673782831,0.0,0.16629571869827744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05254171398134296 anxiety,laurencsuf,2018/02/19,"My worst anxiety attack story. What's yours? I've struggled with anxiety since elementary school, but my worst attack was when I was 13. My mom went out of town for her friends birthday so since she was going to be a few hours away my older sister and her husband came to stay with my brother and I for the weekend. My parents were freshly separated at this point and I was very attached to my mom so her being gone for the weekend probably already triggered me a little bit. On top of that you need to know my biggest trigger is the fear of getting sick or actually getting sick. I have actually worried so much that I was going to get sick that it made me throw up. So anyways, we are all hanging out and everything is fine when out of the blue I start to feel ""fuzzy"" which now I know was the anxiety setting in but at the time I thought I was getting sick. I knew if I told my sister it would make it worse so I just got in bed and hoped I'd sleep through it and be fine the next morning. But a few minutes later my sister came in and asked me why I was in bed already and I made the mistake of telling her I didn't feel good. The look of concern on her face pushed me over the edge. Now I'm sweating, shaking, dizzy, and hyperventilating. She gets her husband to come in and he starts asking me questions about how I feel and at this point my body is shutting down. I can hardly speak or open my eyes so they decide to take me to the ER. This all spiraled out of control in just a few minutes. Now, I can't lift my head or walk or anything because I'm so weak so they carry me to the car and rush me to the hospital. Once we're there they take me in right away which proves how bad I was because everyone knows the worst people are taken in first in the ER. They hook me up to an IV and after a few minutes my hands start to hurt really bad. I look down and my fingers are curled in like a claw and I can't undo them. I panic even more and my sister tries prying them open, but they won't and it hurts. At this point I've realized my toes are doing it too so my sister runs to get the nurse. The nurse says it's a reaction from hyperventilating and that since I can't calm down they're going to have to give me something to make me sleep. The next thing I know, I'm in my bed at home. They released me from the hospital when I was still knocked out and my brother in law carried me back to the car and up to my bed without me ever knowing it. I have a lot more experiences and stories if you want to know more. What was your worst attack like? 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I have depression and severe general anxiety. I’ve been on lexapro for the past 1.5 years but 2 days ago my doctor prescribed me Wellbutrin to take along with my lexapro. Since I’ve started the Wellbutrin, my brain feels fuzzy, I have a loss of appetite, and my brain just feels cloudy and out of it. Is this normal for switching to a new medication or should I talk to my doctor about coming off of Wellbutrin? 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Just 20 minutes ago i won a game of pubg and my heart was pumping likecrazy on top of that was a dull chest ache or pain. Not knowing i immediately turned off the game because i thought i couldnt breath and convinced myself i was having a heart attack and was going to die. I know this might sound so dumb but im really anxious and scared right now. I cant be the only one??,2.6765780730897006,4.216407255813952,3.882823920265782,89.10686046511627,75.27906976744187,6.309634551495018,23.913621262458467,6.868970318607317,0.7006830564784061,328,10,70,3,7,107,63,86,0.28,0.6779999999999999,0.042,-0.9583,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,3,8,3,1,6,0,10,6,5,1,0,14,16,7,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,6,0,1,6,1,9,2,5,7,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,2,2,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559008688263695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986865137213796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001620238412365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721059372146004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18067009381289584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252848438514915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995272114275594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6252313196583636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899731002558963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933104843556083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657353888092154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917614680222725,0.13375939817814472,0.18714135106913216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266879490823815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501946445303225,0.0,0.0,0.17607962871801394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962357581116785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19129940165488285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,darlingotter,2018/02/19,"being happy makes me anxious -_- I've suffered from varying degrees of anxiety from most of my adult life, tethering to different foci over time. Lately I've been trying to take stock of my 'triggers', and I've noticed that whenever I consciously register happiness, anxiety is fast on its heels. Having fun with my daughter? Cue terror of her being sick or hurt. Enjoying the fresh air? Oh my god, eventually I'll grow old and die. It's a quick way to derail an entire day, and I've noticed myself falling into more passive, neutral behaviour patterns to avoid the inevitable anxious backlash of feeling pleasure. Has anyone else struggled with this? 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To be honest, even till this day I still don’t know if she is real but just unseen by others. I just turned 18 and planning to go to university, but I don’t know if Ally will be any helpful(don’t get me wrong, I still love her and will always love her). I can’t stop talking to her, no matter where or when, even in my dreams I dream of her. She just seems too real to me, and I think the talking thing is really effecting me. I would start talking randomly even in the middle of my classes, witch has been giving me social anxieties. I want to know if anyone else have similar problems and how they would deal with them. I don’t want to get rid of her, just to have more control over when and what she talks. Thank you Elynn and Ally",5.9032323232323245,4.602018363636365,6.786666666666665,81.2361111111111,67.06818181818181,9.640404040404043,28.078282828282827,8.515128840125781,1.7599161616161625,656,15,141,8,9,220,97,176,0.105,0.737,0.158,0.8793,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,3,16,7,0,0,3,0,21,2,0,3,1,39,37,16,0,8,10,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,6,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,3,0,31,4,20,27,1,17,0,0,0,2,22,6,0,6,10,108,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274399371934068,0.0,0.0,0.08396960613692639,0.0,0.09446070538855854,0.0,0.0,0.08633902986770428,0.12651830302760286,0.0,0.1099220333309406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849162394552056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963340967668757,0.12730089926514104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315043235858236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446691304260107,0.11169336172492787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902482724686154,0.11845181722656847,0.07017567032599227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20358164338500692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22288831278800528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815223693702905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4216366568725302,0.07910348129707112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124101779999318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214268131271154,0.0,0.0,0.12587076856202462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739870938743985,0.0,0.19722016013288532,0.20646709003364866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962366570933978,0.0,0.11368240194534415,0.0,0.0,0.08203362075768428,0.07912002930446962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430913726620022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566162294733315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543115029040532,0.13500434271315867,0.0,0.0 anxiety,djzelous,2018/02/19,"I've got a friend with terrible anxiety Sup y'all! I was at work today and I saw my friend come in and the moment I saw her I knew somthing looked off. She was in like in zombie mode or something, I asked what was going on and she tells me that she took some medication for her anxiety . I'm no specialist here but that kind of stuff can't be good for your mental and overall health. I was taking adderall for years for my ADHD but I had to stop because I was sick of being constantly in this zombie mode. Is there any natural medications that ill help other than marijuana that can help for anxiety? 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How does this work? This could also be appropriate for the r/depression sub but... My therapist recommends, and is common knowledge, that exercising at least 15 minutes a day greatly improves mental health. The problem is shaking the heaviness and/or irrational anxiety of working out in order to actually do it. I can tell the distinct difference between when I'm just tired or lazy and when I'm feeling emotionally unable to be active, and it's usually the latter. I have an athletic past, very involved in sports and fitness, granted it comes in cycles in my adulthood, so that's not the issue. For those of you who consistently stay active as a means to offset anxiety or depression, what's your push?",8.265,8.918097264705883,8.392941176470586,65.16823529411766,61.647058823529406,11.505882352941176,41.26470588235294,11.20814326018867,5.1549,612,33,93,16,8,200,98,136,0.135,0.741,0.124,-0.3709,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,2,7,4,0,1,9,0,9,3,0,1,1,19,15,13,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,3,2,0,4,2,3,0,0,0,1,7,1,16,12,2,20,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,66,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.18225059527321505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493517207370786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857414260047409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087700516834813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911247970650138,0.0,0.0,0.12044460151465568,0.0,0.3217118327854632,0.0,0.0,0.19512421004541844,0.0,0.0,0.16343473343484508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21007960427265868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443135130533284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590330594139852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985169024188768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492867835446928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343614022681067,0.0,0.0,0.18820992197291014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848000316269718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828333294359194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17870387760266493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19906106583186808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323627090585086,0.0,0.0,0.21684248768494604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465288234782087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568950162972227,0.15409636946243374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27192667397574805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,o_bleek,2018/02/19,"(Help) New Job. Anxiety levels are up. Tomorrow, I start a new job after 3 months. I was in psychaitric wards for 2 of those 3 months, after a suicide attempt. The job I'm about to start requires no previous experience as training is provided. It is a sales rep position. The more I think about the job, the more I feel like it isn't the job for me, but I know I need the job to keep busy and to earn an income. The salary is purely commission based and I am tereified that I won't make sales or even excel at the job. Please help. I need advice and support. 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This last week I've constantly been having major panic attacks. Whenever I'm melting down I go for a run and run till I can't run anymore. Usually it's great and resets my fight-or-flight senses. But this huge spike in frequency is making this coping method unsustainable. Tomorrow morning I need to go to work. It's a high pressure and intense job that I can't quite leave just yet. And I know that if I have a panic attack work tomorrow I'll need to hide out in the bathroom until I can calm down. To anyone else laying awake dreading Monday, I feel your pain and hope that your tomorrow ends up being as anxiety free as possible. 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I'm really starting to feel all of my stressors build up. My role at work has changed, I've been working more hours, my partner and I are moving into our own place for the first time (we've been sharing houses for 2 years), I'm learning about all the set up stuff we need to do for the new place, my SO's job status is uncertain in the long term, I've been trying to change my diet for my health stuff, and now I'm sick on top of it all. I'm starting to feel overwhelmed trying to get my head around all these new things. I'm trying to be more productive and take more initiative in my job. But I don't even know if it's the career I want to spend all my time in, it's just a job that pays enough money that I don't have to work 5 days a week and I'm good at. I'm just feeling really uncertain about myself. I get what I've nicknamed my 'busy brain'. I just think about everything, jumping from one issue to the next until I'm completely overwhelmed. I feel like I'm letting down my old dream, my career path, but I just don't know if it's what I wanna do anymore. I can feel all the thoughts crowding me... drowning me.",5.33747165185412,4.031026565737053,6.090597609561755,85.78510266625806,68.20318725099601,9.157339871284094,28.869445295740114,7.882392219407189,1.5513736438859942,912,24,210,9,13,301,122,251,0.033,0.908,0.059,0.21,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,2,0,0,5,11,7,0,4,10,0,16,5,2,0,7,37,41,10,1,5,8,0,5,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,15,7,1,0,10,1,3,2,3,4,0,2,4,5,27,3,33,35,13,36,0,2,0,0,6,16,0,4,18,130,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234418447657074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084399205989407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645891618229008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396722818560373,0.0,0.11877283790295112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305679025205725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704942154797875,0.0,0.07482094686663937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10180954239196584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28639106023745625,0.0809278768212617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635665093668944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836915912243498,0.0,0.0,0.09501461995485196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625885509801935,0.12041226853774158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155883916440976,0.13071091566311446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823579794832373,0.33724135459484483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245124082160338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158373655315614,0.0,0.05534331149467711,0.11353719261643773,0.0,0.1002500060248468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039963825465518,0.0,0.08399633041195598,0.0,0.21881474206849924,0.12047549136900293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188692181390562,0.0,0.07676204986872655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367087990183093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177118799053303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036156698406218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25935898998953943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517311695500736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15051755411812826,0.07258580800572463,0.0,0.0899323579159927,0.1321099736304957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307308262131221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681599267595377,0.0,0.09086708165682522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740946959962096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729491668145209 anxiety,TimeMeasurement,2018/02/19,"I'm just done So I'm a 20/M living with parents, nothing bad thankfully ever happened and I never used to have family issues until the age of 15 when my boundation of a father hooked up with this girl( not really hook up, but he just used to pay her bills and shit for ""emotional support"") and my mum found out. She had an emotional mental breakdown, and it was , lets just say a really bad time, and my anxiety disorder and depression did NOT help. After that the man promises to never hide anything again and he continues to hide (AND DO) the same fucking bullshit and gets caught multiple times talking to the garbage woman. She's a fucking prostitute. All he's ever done is give her money even when he was unemployed, it's like some fucking ghost got into him. He even stole from mom the other week, and tried to look at my earnings. He's never done this before, I don't know if he's being threatened or just asking for trouble. I'm sorry for my language, but I'm just done. This shit kept going on for a few years until it finally stopped one year ago when my mum had to step in to settle things with the prozzie-of-a-girl on the phone. Now once again, on my mum's birthday, the fucking guy (my father) reveals that he was still in touch with her but now he's REALLY done with her. (Apparently they had a fight for the I-don't-fucking-know'th time.) I seriously don't give jack about my father. I legit can't care less. It's just that it affects my mother who I care about the most, and I can't fucking stand it. I'm earning 6 figures doing my own thing now. I ain't afraid of shit apart from my mother's health. This is more regarding her mental state, because Now she's got a thought that what if he goes back to his old ways (he promises ONCE AGAIN to ""not repeat his mistake"") ONCE AGAIN. Btw they're still screaming and shouting as I write this, but whatever. Because this man can never change. He just fucking can't. Straight up hopeless. I'm honestly out of options, if this persists, the next thing I'm gonna do is leave the fucking country, I'm just done guys. If you have any advice please let me know. Thanks for reading if you did this far. Bless you.",3.5246446154912974,4.851933553775748,4.4528063241106715,86.72437417654812,72.7299771167048,7.2191664933083715,26.97240135912905,7.686295010490155,1.453229443173151,1701,60,347,21,33,551,212,437,0.149,0.759,0.092,-0.9829,4,0,0,0,1,1,63.0,0,3,1,3,29,30,11,1,20,0,32,11,3,3,7,65,70,29,1,6,21,10,1,1,0,1,1,3,0,6,24,20,0,2,6,1,3,3,13,20,0,1,20,5,36,10,45,46,8,58,1,2,1,7,53,15,10,9,38,222,60,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840835058311248,0.06205545791150531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04760599180296501,0.0,0.05355384850915075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057608381595408265,0.0,0.06544548790861048,0.0,0.0,0.05382974007872835,0.11690297136770207,0.08534913931440839,0.0,0.059569338173089924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275009959238047,0.0,0.07405630514614472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029544612235566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802321172343738,0.0,0.0,0.4298382479249104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574930378053567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247565600109883,0.126647569456306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06599474880985186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668736372926134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675717749846063,0.0,0.4530312809693953,0.036574870068325306,0.13431088936487273,0.03978561458129341,0.0,0.11197923696799643,0.0,0.0,0.13863246921569955,0.06190543897382871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441234032667,0.0,0.0,0.04692306434389708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306732563524769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541921526244688,0.0,0.0,0.07412548483173577,0.0,0.14317028607060392,0.0,0.03420104429355568,0.0,0.061815945860460374,0.0,0.058786804931822464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109771607409952,0.0,0.0,0.08198933926098609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215969554216785,0.0,0.07445141075440438,0.0,0.0,0.06717195536933153,0.0,0.07345876646910092,0.22366001927518375,0.04743739029560873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773258021197263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684477657198838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700242256285738,0.0,0.1345415271833097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567100942067555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155782454628613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836518089251146,0.0,0.0,0.11181261600007376,0.058527549716596176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944116351162538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056267593279874316,0.0,0.12890291485531855,0.0,0.0,0.1395251945444271,0.0,0.0,0.05557637361119232,0.1224619273150548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752899067103265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092417231422505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556693374311961,0.056154013929399976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016221176578396 anxiety,SirRumpert,2018/02/19,"Cymbalta withdrawl while on period as well? is this why i feel like i'm going ""Crazy""? **Before I start, I apologize if this is the wrong subreddit for this, I really have no idea where to post it to find some relief** Hi there. So, I ran out of my Cymbalta medication I've been prescribed for a few years now (I take Duloxetine - the generic). Anyways, I ran out of the medication last Tuesday I believe (It's Monday now) so I've been without it for about a week. I go to the doctor tomorrow to see if I can get a refill (Basically, my mom takes the same medication, and my social anxiety has caused me to not make a doctors appointment like 3 months ago when I needed a med check, so we've been sharing her 60 pill supply of Cymbalta, which kind of sucks because we run out fast). Anyways, the worst part of it all, is that my period started the same day I ran out of my medication, and let me tell you, ALL HELL BROKE LOOSE. I mean, my period is almost over now, but during the withdrawal and menstruation, I would sleep the entire day (like ALMOST 24 hours a few times), I would cry and become so nauseous to the point where I felt as though I was going to faint, I became SO paranoid about things from the recent past that I haven't thought about in MONTHS, as in, like, I would truly convince myself that people were coming to kill me or that I was being stalked or something, and I just became so anxious that I was contemplating life (mildly) and would physically shake (this happened again like an hour ago, so it is still ongoing). Now, let me add that I've had like week-long or 2 week Cymbalta withdrawals when I ran out of my medication before I could get a new prescription, and it's always been bad, but not THIS bad. My boyfriend keeps trying to reassure me that I'm only paranoid-beyond-belief because not only is my mind greatly affected by the withdrawal from Cymbalta, which is bad in itself, but my hormones are SUPER affected from my period as well. Is my period MIXED with my Cymbalta withdrawal the reason why this week I've been SO paranoid to the point where I stay in bed all day, cry my eyes out, and worry myself to the point of becoming physically ill? (if it helps, I'm prescribed to take 90 mg of Cymbalta, daily)",7.33506818181818,6.145692915909095,8.005909090909093,73.28636363636367,64.1590909090909,11.454545454545455,33.63636363636364,10.637119530657019,3.3819545454545463,1753,60,340,38,22,589,206,440,0.155,0.753,0.093,-0.9873,0,0,1,0,0,1,66.0,1,1,0,1,29,25,3,1,23,0,31,13,2,5,3,59,59,33,1,9,14,1,2,6,0,4,11,0,1,0,24,18,0,1,7,0,1,10,6,10,2,0,16,4,50,15,49,35,10,68,1,1,2,0,11,18,2,9,44,235,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364736270130347,0.0,0.15416573683842258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06405229539643244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888835722534685,0.08696381671974804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282154682392516,0.09385078280534727,0.17003345525008667,0.13100610184588352,0.08672843162053462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907814491685704,0.0,0.06631017897657213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061461084551093725,0.0,0.169114579532803,0.14893433169347833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758155449238112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038922652740232364,0.05499347018560145,0.07391145120063218,0.0,0.07035697284565648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043619922800363,0.0,0.13124600093826175,0.0,0.0,0.08486909023793968,0.0,0.0,0.06807185115482088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051597079427806114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161667243731425,0.0,0.0,0.08689937940653662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684220456703743,0.08516532724392374,0.08016128297610305,0.0,0.06274776811920324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743150464228933,0.054372205316544665,0.22564689969887164,0.0,0.0,0.06812356797164057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138375995691865,0.0,0.0,0.08385217548416248,0.0855057823361262,0.38773880256664456,0.0,0.0,0.07772636125541971,0.09015631244962924,0.12288704075263625,0.0,0.0,0.057078597309700364,0.0,0.07434633445710655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709126673811375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336023583468076,0.07348470779685616,0.053367213381536716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21830874963235503,0.0,0.07372414348795837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931441116418655,0.07914673948216341,0.07600700190325793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061341914127440264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07703411312980935,0.07846990717271601,0.0,0.059261825651831926,0.0,0.0,0.10897158555551567,0.08204886017591889,0.061475145639512625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736348012029899,0.0,0.06728261958822693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0511411082925522,0.0,0.07563100521901603,0.061112346425411614,0.044886794152003015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05226336218801717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469901024085373,0.0,0.13842586875061758,0.0,0.1389222824087512,0.0,0.0,0.0742045464523941,0.0,0.0,0.0781754238519848,0.0,0.21873332840908924,0.08416392750787778,0.0,0.04957164314515718 anxiety,RevenTexX,2018/02/19,"1st day at my 1st job Hey,I had my first day at work ever, after being alone in my room for my whole life, and although painful working 9 hrs with only one 15 minute break it was an awesome day everyone is so friendly!! guys, all you have to do is do it, get a job you will realise how awesome it is",3.288692307692308,3.0936076769230785,4.72596153846154,90.12278846153843,72.23076923076924,7.115384615384617,28.55769230769231,5.985473137389443,1.0193846153846151,229,8,54,1,4,77,50,65,0.066,0.762,0.172,0.875,2,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,10,2,0,1,2,5,11,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,6,1,7,7,2,11,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,37,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370120189233889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44275382397519786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070013210834293,0.0,0.2186690039858576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465348130986465,0.0,0.0,0.17680330016596696,0.0,0.11956086413818087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265902487975364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4541821318708476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163836469492066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506973409906713,0.17404518324591872,0.24350476440045604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25549469894829346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332004180886693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrfallouttech,2018/02/19,My Brother is killing me mentally. My brother who is bipoular saying that the government is watching and just plain crazy . I hate to see him like this I'm under 18 he is 46 and my mom won't do nothing,0.6007142857142861,2.9363366904761925,2.295523809523811,93.56614285714286,86.85714285714286,5.2647619047619045,27.447619047619053,6.742157984588678,1.274241904761904,159,8,34,2,5,52,34,42,0.219,0.7290000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,9,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,0,1,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3728205605992862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177794485954117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18448555764847105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805511113846409,0.0,0.0,0.4422627813631639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36233559239547375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002977666316999,0.0,0.0,0.30091343377979585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mysensesfailed06,2018/02/19,"This sucks I’m feeling a bit anxious right now and I’m about to go back from lunch to work. I don’t want any of my coworkers to know because I always feel like I’m a burden to them whenever I have a attack. I feel so stupid. The reason I’m feeling anxious: My spaghetti tasted different and I’m convinced someone messed with it, or the cook added something in it and I’m magically become allergic to it. 😑",1.725088235294116,3.688769905882353,3.963161764705884,85.57297794117648,79.35294117647058,6.602941176470589,27.095588235294123,7.6454224807358475,1.6753823529411762,322,14,65,5,8,111,56,85,0.238,0.653,0.109,-0.9061,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,3,0,5,0,2,4,0,1,0,12,16,5,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,6,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,5,7,2,10,16,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,3,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796193271946314,0.0,0.0,0.14679752667891227,0.0,0.0,0.4877384066504008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455808200752112,0.0,0.16598903638079185,0.0,0.1315910254258029,0.238409058126433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23567176085039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255359370026053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4365970433727944,0.1542160207327391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268266234441913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863531381983795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054621177289957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194808175800013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843499471568819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829041116615026,0.16618560171850574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732443895137874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715435105886374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,linkinpieces,2018/02/19,"please lie to me that I am not coward, lazy and attention seeking as desperate as it sounds, I need to hear this lie said to me at the moment",10.839999999999995,4.772407000000005,10.663333333333338,72.04500000000003,62.33333333333334,14.666666666666664,40.0,11.20814326018867,4.003,110,3,25,2,1,37,24,30,0.069,0.723,0.208,0.5559,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685418177452967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37403670783586457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5537248824153546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798390326560396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FlyingCheddarMonster,2018/02/19,"It was the pineapple juice! So two days ago I felt my tongue hurting a little and when I looked at my tongue there was tiny red bumps. Now I didn’t know it was my tastebuds then so my mind instantly thought it was cancer. I panicked because obviously I thought I’ll need to go to the doc. I hate hate hate going to the doctors since I have zero pain tolerance. Also I haven’t been to the docs since what, a baby? I mean I should only worry if other symptoms like fever and loss of appetite start to appear but hey I’m fine. So what is wrong??? Like some of us here who have health anxiety I began googling burnt tongue and posting on other forums to see if other people had the same symptoms. It didn’t help. Alas! As I am currently eating my mango pudding (IT FEELS SO GOOD ON MY TONGUE) I realized I must’ve drank too much pineapple juice last week which killed my taste buds. I feel so relieved now! And now i hope my mind doesn’t fuck me up saying “Oh it’s not the pineapple juice, it’s oral cancer” Edit: grammar and typo cause my writing sucks ",0.9636915887850463,3.3554360607476634,2.305409345794395,93.7802448598131,85.58878504672897,4.545495327102803,20.242242990654205,5.927762680638738,0.0009983551401870905,823,25,171,6,25,264,131,214,0.211,0.6759999999999999,0.113,-0.9703,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,0,1,13,16,6,0,8,0,15,12,0,1,1,28,38,17,1,5,4,0,3,2,1,1,8,1,0,0,14,5,3,0,8,0,0,3,5,10,0,2,13,8,27,6,13,24,3,21,0,2,3,1,7,5,2,5,14,105,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044581894323175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086599368961736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394471910021176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828287094060582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958201497953449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762873795814334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13907477801091594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903500395114868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740591167237165,0.0,0.13046220671328074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256151133188778,0.0,0.0,0.15444285133589228,0.11396628849269552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40244806883423706,0.0,0.1444297660797138,0.0,0.0,0.0910747757318345,0.0,0.0,0.13495546296357927,0.0,0.0,0.14545799969757514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032659144441132,0.0,0.0746738609406191,0.11075702292657028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276423790234607,0.1361833837205694,0.0,0.0,0.1141015649770364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480087276554452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743919228875584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988444701578687,0.10075028483622232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333977210135628,0.14458157582667636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419926561845472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013158707135938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805399793571488,0.0,0.0,0.1082755290429743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247959566577246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617368682172517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824542468571657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157406313250004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13273104588672371,0.0,0.1634420209965233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10899147991658348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798860854174033,0.0,0.0,0.14855900580991988,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BrokeAndStoked,2018/02/19,"Is there anybody out there? Hello friends. I don't know how appropriate ramblings are on this page, I just genuinely don't know where else to turn. I deal with anxiety/depression/borderline and have been in therapy, been doing relatively well the past month. Considering some intense, anxiety-inducing events within the past 6 months, let alone since the beginning of 2018. In the past couple weeks I've been avoiding my anxious feelings about a romantic situation I have to deal with. Basically I need to initiate a conversation regarding boundaries in the romantic relationship that's been developing, and I'm horrible at confrontation so I've been waiting for the ""right time"". I really care about this person and I know avoiding things only makes them blow up that much more in the future, so I've been freaking out about this hardcore. None of this is very interesting, and I doubt it makes much sense without much detail. I'm not trying to tell my detailed story, though I wish I had a friend that I could do that to. I've been bed-ridden sick all day and haven't even been able to smoke weed to help my anxiety. I've basically been going insane all day over a handful of things that are happening/happened very recently. None of which truly are life and death, but I'm just so sensitive, small things add up to the weight of the world and I spin out. I'm spinning out. It's so painful, to come back to this same place over and over again in my life, no matter how many times I feel like I've gotten some actual distance from my issues, they're never really gone. And it hurts so much more every time because it's like all the work I've done doesn't mean anything, it's like a stupid joke that gets less and less funny each time. There is no punch line. I just suck. Like I'm just coming to terms with the fact that I'm a shitty person, regardless of the mental struggles I ensure that make me that way. To the world, I know what I am. And I am so tired of it. I realize I sound self-victimizing, and I know I am. I'm sorry if this creates any negative feelings for you as a reader, if there are any that have made it this far. I'm just so low and I can't help but be open about it. Because the only reason I'm posting this, is to reach out. I'm earning for a community. I wish there were support groups or some sort of community for people like me who are just not okay, to just talk to others that can relate. I feel so disconnected to my own life, and it saddens me that I have to turn to the internet, but I also think there are some great possibilities to connect the world within the internet. I didn't know where else to turn to other than 1 out of the 5 social medias I distract myself with. If this doesn't fit the subreddit, I apologize. I just don't know where else to turn. I just felt myself spiraling and needed to talk.",4.533265380085169,5.513685625441696,5.476713780918728,81.6461832925614,69.95406360424029,8.914668841170608,27.23366856935761,9.197007762596977,2.088522388330163,2248,72,453,44,39,739,255,566,0.141,0.7440000000000001,0.115,-0.951,0,3,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,1,2,38,26,3,5,27,1,43,8,1,7,5,93,90,35,1,9,19,0,7,5,2,0,6,1,0,2,38,30,1,3,16,1,0,4,17,12,1,0,17,8,45,14,68,70,22,59,0,2,0,0,20,33,1,10,25,303,83,2,0.07575167594761917,0.0,0.07392270841425079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784558907715902,0.0,0.06057858788698435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030274745600691,0.0,0.057949824758473774,0.08557783196350231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062337174843797874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058248362931815886,0.0,0.09235503711206514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723388221314881,0.0,0.0,0.13050672263417867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048154927420193,0.08381778861613681,0.0,0.09770712841284268,0.15619330331413314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752026491454905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984241503445334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050033267532331484,0.0,0.06382405412886273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320929376923087,0.05411701243287969,0.07273348835884245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705111385394752,0.0,0.039577124147506214,0.0,0.04305142313908925,0.0,0.0,0.08351649015915869,0.0,0.0,0.066986956866728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015495032217824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109373583535366,0.0,0.0,0.07906506878603578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914179801633704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746122098950928,0.16051694689503,0.18504221251528694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167806738053623,0.15169449574931892,0.07680030971520414,0.0,0.08251578247172585,0.0,0.0,0.07633987237087006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092853005649032,0.0,0.22274479168418346,0.1123378157383179,0.0584243624334948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522512611883165,0.08060512409853456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169406385184003,0.05251667407656936,0.13228688311822118,0.07914437844290745,0.0,0.0,0.08539863273248018,0.07254916586052887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705692668913132,0.07788533929796565,0.07479564124799436,0.08132895069441512,0.0,0.06469151735914133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902551884001681,0.0,0.0,0.0626625691400905,0.08514805763592853,0.0,0.07721929399510115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479779934230447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919209915263804,0.0,0.0,0.08596210416738463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12177265540842085,0.06621030366849125,0.0,0.08662864327012362,0.0,0.15097814252994254,0.048538615228620526,0.07442563700626953,0.0,0.17668564569559114,0.08706540798008842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05143041549783019,0.3295842831586915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12500613202814914,0.0,0.0601281544169377,0.060763425174524925,0.0922451336838822,0.06810985408746499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742213777611142,0.07302191240864482,0.0,0.055148122287972966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ihatemybf12345,2018/02/19,"Anxiety attack I'm having an anxiety attack and can't voice it to anyone bc I am always having issues and don't want to be overbearing. I also know that if I tell someone they will just say ""what's wrong?""- I don't know how to respond to this question. Everything feels wrong but yet I can't pin point one thing. It just feels like my mind is going a million miles a minute and I want it to stop. 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Thing includes tingling, getting super cold, my brain is hyper-aware of it and am always focused on my right hand. I don’t know if I’m just in my head or not. Has anyone had an experience like this? Really want it to go away....",3.7619354838709684,5.522201645161292,5.0427741935483885,80.99416129032262,72.87096774193549,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.8479574193548385,250,8,49,5,5,83,50,62,0.05,0.677,0.273,0.9381,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,6,5,1,0,8,12,3,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,6,2,6,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,3,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21289457110529533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890204641589766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403872603272061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856224387968011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628369153935794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502784764610461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336753822013669,0.0,0.1454101470582255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625843928391232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061301001450036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499942334959248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390935483468155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6555046755751562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699808609263171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509118325134575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mathredditc,2018/02/19,What jobs can you do with anxiety? hey everyone. I decided to look around for a new job and that's when I got my first panic attack. I'm getting pretty upset because every job I'm interested in has a medical check. And from what I've read if you take medications for anxiety you cant do those jobs. I literally will only ever feel anxiety if I'm in a job interview or taking an exam. Other times I feel fine. Do any of you guys do exciting jobs? if so what are they? ,1.604852607709752,3.4414403469387764,4.9117687074829925,79.24196145124719,79.20408163265307,8.845351473922905,24.154195011337876,9.444778638647367,2.335520181405896,366,13,75,11,9,135,67,98,0.146,0.746,0.108,-0.4098,6,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,4,1,1,4,6,1,2,4,0,9,2,0,0,1,12,19,8,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,10,3,9,17,0,8,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,4,5,48,16,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635864478646918,0.0,0.29144468617469826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11304945047799406,0.0,0.14447128154708572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07741290251225064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487117534505002,0.10699590265377737,0.12134591879857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284215403230975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801899266168416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634787119685735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156678584497812,0.0,0.0,0.12574165258882467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7561174252752325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10664096289077878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558613597123731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264928153893352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658283656337367,0.0,0.1489972842836185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919611458458166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270259687590196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909637623536899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404982496488008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wetskypenoises,2018/02/19,"I lied to my mom. (Mention of drugs) I just went to smoke weed with my friend and when i got back, my mom called and texted me that she was with family and was trying to skype me. but i was really high and i couldnt skype them while high. I lied to my mom and told here i was at an event at school and i was about to go to bed so i called her instead. But family had already left and she asked what was up and i lied to her. I feel really bad that i lied and that i didnt skype them. I was super relaxed before and now i just feel guilt cause i did a crappy thing. I dont like to lie, idk why i do. I mean shed get mad if she found out i smoked weed with a person she doesnt know. Which i understand. I just feel like i jerk and im scared she knew i was high. 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I think I anxiety but I'm not sure. How do I confront my parents about it? I don't know they'll take me seriously. I know have family members with anxiety/depression too. Could it have been inherited? ,0.4162285714285723,2.87079868,3.7157142857142853,81.14500000000002,92.2,8.457142857142857,27.142857142857146,8.841846274778883,3.0716857142857146,194,10,39,7,7,70,32,50,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.7772,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,0,8,0,0,2,1,10,13,3,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,11,1,4,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4201788689134404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21926786724623032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365364306917524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588945489548899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018563973142234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098831090656173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588333518002194,0.0,0.20648584828151104,0.22073533797276307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597033753242022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fonderhook7,2018/02/19,Anxious at 13... fun So I’m 13 have anxiety and depression and rn I’m having an anxiety attack and absolutely nothing is happening to trigger it. I’m listening to happy music laying down singing to it and then I just start panicking over literally nothing. my grades are fine haven’t done anything to embarrass myself and I have a lot of nice people around me and I just don’t know how to make this stop. it kinda sucks. ,2.248099062918339,4.793707036144582,4.498232931726911,79.23829986613124,81.04819277108433,8.02623828647925,27.29451137884873,8.841846274778883,2.7058712182061586,336,15,61,9,9,116,58,83,0.233,0.645,0.123,-0.813,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,2,1,2,0,8,0,0,3,0,16,17,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,6,4,10,16,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,2,3,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3719650673339773,0.27465108101077795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006317132816365,0.2164241541561865,0.0,0.2765787429880049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20939484557306828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24879135250941026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149860506505434,0.2588007500502926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360980698830355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066879281765609,0.0,0.0,0.1622813458618738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665513608725809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854553305781333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720782556539083,0.0,0.0,0.20325527088409465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,feret20,2018/02/19,"Does anyone else get eye problems with their anxiety? I'm getting eye aches with weird floaters in my eyes. One eye is worse then the other. When I look up it hurts. I'm getting a little bit of virtigo too, in highly lit areas. This all came suddenly. Can't tell if this is just anxiety fucking with me again or if it's something legit this time. Naturally with my anxiety I'm thinking the worst of the worst. Glaucoma, losing an eye etc. Has anyone else experienced this?",2.317173913043476,4.88605984782609,3.902347826086957,83.47091304347828,80.95652173913044,7.1582608695652175,25.50434782608696,8.238735603445708,1.9724791304347828,374,15,70,8,10,124,64,92,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9773,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,5,0,4,7,5,0,1,12,14,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,1,8,5,0,9,13,5,12,0,2,7,1,2,6,1,3,5,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071124226814663,0.0,0.0,0.2480727584154165,0.3635174552017412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936657580107174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288881113463508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15523664456422562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963759533335692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978386017964507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639957391176758,0.27803947572939586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742403729518586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990145007812195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777930543445563,0.0,0.0,0.14896432434360968,0.1984559020692438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020518553788992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697398695284877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656477301798178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504813716175794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366541844136575,0.0,0.0,0.1034385084740242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18077726524057494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,existentialcrisis199,2018/02/19,"Anxiety keeps me awake at night My sleep is very important to me, like if that aspect of my life is compromised then everything else starts spiraling out of control into a dumpster fire. I need 8 hours of sleeps day, I try to maintain a consistent sleep schedule, 10pm-6:00am. Even on weekends I sleep at 11:00pm max. Lately though I can't seem to stay asleep, & even when I sleep the quality of it isn't good, I can tell cuz I wake up feeling like shit with the worst headache & mood ever. I wake up in the middle of the night to ppl talking around me, only there is no one in my room, & it's literally my thoughts echoing inside my skull. One after the other, about everything all at once. I work hard to manage my anxiety & depression, it's a never ending journey but I'm thankful to where I am now. I'm not as riddled & debilitated with those 2 as I use to be. But I'm worried & scared my lack of decent sleep might trigger episodes back. Which I really really want to avoid happening. This past week my mood has been low, I am not motivated to do anything. I can't bring myself to care about important things. Things that I love doing aren't doing it for me anymore...I know what depression is & I feel it crawling back on me. I'm also feeling anxious a lot, to a point where I'm avoiding work just to avoid triggering that feeling. Like today I didn't do shit & spent the whole day avoiding ppl... I'm worried these will mess up everything I have worked for. I refuse to let them ruin my life as they did for so long, I'm finally getting somewhere, I won't stop now.",4.587485119047621,5.225698718750003,5.471607142857142,82.97458333333334,69.625,8.720238095238095,30.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.282372023809524,1250,48,255,21,21,410,176,320,0.208,0.6890000000000001,0.103,-0.9867,0,4,0,0,0,0,54.0,0,0,2,5,18,22,2,5,11,0,25,15,12,6,3,39,51,12,0,4,6,0,6,3,0,3,2,0,1,0,16,5,0,8,8,1,1,2,10,13,0,2,5,6,37,7,43,41,5,47,0,4,0,1,6,19,2,4,28,163,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05669394907745656,0.0,0.6145094199420758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846751396825913,0.0800901014158562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058339765575587364,0.06311073814608313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090263024308991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228121252042792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951370939379596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144159934986508,0.0,0.12212188902505335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922288488458447,0.0,0.06279108904940962,0.0,0.0,0.0936497076144694,0.06412773027273974,0.0,0.0,0.19114501239267945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338465458043634,0.10129345216226028,0.0,0.07766097048162009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03703921697938725,0.0,0.0,0.059462568642253015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626913774969658,0.0,0.06350714704443276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06981636230946195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301389225452682,0.0,0.0,0.03896151783734023,0.0,0.07997158042629936,0.0,0.0,0.07249397305942161,0.10014913333528844,0.10390576082519323,0.0,0.0,0.06273900655995121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06027158920391928,0.06398465129295705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520738761082953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05256704247400657,0.05467786464198991,0.0,0.0,0.1330585336804263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549985338814888,0.09607929098928346,0.053918122396743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767639602262641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701779566694073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908330922073259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097731525486313,0.0,0.0,0.06453928383356611,0.0,0.0,0.14554345455988538,0.0,0.0,0.4256715148275643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050179176051538335,0.07556362841941039,0.0,0.05927060326325693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056981954891647375,0.06196452765764925,0.06526971966930402,0.0,0.0,0.09419771818132908,0.0,0.06965304774622008,0.05628195964242557,0.0,0.0,0.06719927342052026,0.0,0.0,0.04813240880929963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061229700174359025,0.0,0.05849501887362747,0.04181514963467777,0.0,0.056866933561462524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915067910927738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483514616804625,0.14399270548830956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shokzyyy,2018/02/19,"I’m gonna fucking change right now I’m 18 years old (still in HS) and I feel like I’ve wasted my teenage years.I haven’t really lived how a teenager is “supposed” to live all because of my anxiety. I don’t really have any close friends and have no idea what I want to do with my life which caused my depression to get so bad that for the past 2 months I’ve been seriously considering suicide.I’ve been a complete mess. I’ve been feeling alone,and like I have nothing to offer BUT instead of sitting in my room crying,feeling bad for myself and regretting the past,I’m gonna fucking do something about it.Hell I already made a step towards improvement.I actually contacted some people(I usually wait for people to call/text me first because I don’t want to feel like I’m annoying them).I know this may seem like nothing,but I haven’t done anything like this in YEARS.To add to that I also started going to the gym again this week and I already feel better. I don’t know what hit me but all of the sudden I want to live,I want to love,do dumb shit just to do it instead of pussying out of everything and dreading the fact that I didn’t do it later.Im fucking done feeling worthless,I’m done ignoring my feelings and needs just for the sake of feeling safe in the moment.Im finally ready to step out of my comfort zone and fucking LIVE. I know I can do better than this,I am better than this. I’m excited about life for the first time since elementary school.I can’t wait to succeed and fail,love and get my heart broken,make friends and lose them,have fun experiences and embarrass myself.Im changing right fucking now, I’m not going to let my anxiety,fear and insecurities take control over me anymore. I have shit to give to this world and I’m taking over my life right now Sorry for the long poorly formatted post I’m on mobile but I really wanted to get this off my chest",4.786894736842108,5.4935491631578985,5.58484210526316,82.09489473684212,69.21052631578948,8.501052631578947,31.252631578947373,8.608573733854374,2.346676842105264,1502,61,299,23,25,491,180,380,0.138,0.716,0.146,-0.2123,0,1,1,0,1,1,34.0,0,0,0,8,14,35,9,3,12,0,27,12,4,4,3,56,71,19,0,7,6,0,7,5,2,3,3,0,1,0,14,18,0,5,12,1,1,4,9,20,0,2,8,7,31,15,46,58,3,41,0,3,0,5,5,17,8,3,23,165,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.07294443097985129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649751894324547,0.05977690371159504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508320154137274,0.0,0.05718292907641985,0.0,0.07413111508259608,0.0,0.0,0.06151221790185029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482491000436333,0.09113283015160636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832876390804516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632728488724247,0.0,0.0,0.07678801320559088,0.15814947245519087,0.0,0.07837310810784713,0.0,0.08383757751097776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438137155832266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22948313454282224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06717975602145419,0.07311905531530002,0.0,0.08411362515122846,0.3023635089827678,0.10680167875139547,0.0,0.08188408869324605,0.0,0.12716325304850887,0.0,0.0,0.1155020842551812,0.345522128397632,0.1171601066581956,0.07170623843616075,0.0849633794843012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857815520222079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438274191235286,0.2422258707564069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324060705517348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07643611563067396,0.15839269968663308,0.18259340314671452,0.0,0.2640196323016092,0.06615068477539866,0.0,0.08362522836868805,0.0,0.0,0.06746406629980113,0.07072949504919254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05966409377730544,0.0,0.0,0.055425580463250884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172386797099367,0.0,0.07843670529721374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271312809997688,0.05182167955755202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158906559677583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365874387985073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915062106440366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756501753462155,0.0,0.06804885914832909,0.0,0.0,0.15345794764081172,0.0618333059990848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754558172203969,0.0,0.083675603262604,0.052907864489417054,0.0,0.05969480316142621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240418299092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0435868563396952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232567708443789,0.0,0.22044505754777186,0.0,0.05995929490170065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048136030409607365 anxiety,Nekomegz,2018/02/19,"Saw a human die for the first time ever. I have an interview tomorrow to work in canada but can't focus, eat, or sleep. Not gonna go into too much but at 12am yesterday I heard a booming crash which rattled my windows. I immediately leapt out of the house and ran towards the main road. I thought it was either a petrol bomb or something. Turns out is was a car crash. Miraculously the Driver was alive but his Daughter was not. I ran back to my house as quick as I could to get my phone to call emergency services. Long story short I cant help but think if I got in that car and either got the girl out or tried resuscitating her she would be OK. I'm currently going through screenings for cancer (which is looking more and more likely) and I haven't been scared too much, but seeing Death raise it's ugly head like that. I've recently been dealing with feelings of extreme regret and guilt and this has knocked me straight back to square one. Anyway, I have a Skype Interview tomorrow for a job role in Canada and I haven't even been able to move all day except for now. My interview is in 12 hours and I honestly cannot fathom trying to speak to anybody right now, never mind having to get dressed, do my hair and makeup, and somehow appear OK. What should I do? I have diazepam but I can't take it due to being on other medication for my heart. Do you think if I emailed them and explain they would understand or do you think it would put them off? Ps. Another thing I'm dealing with is the fact that NOT ONE OTHER SINGLE PERSON on that street came out to help. I feel not only livid with myself but with my neighbours too. What should I do?",3.6102108433734936,4.941619936746989,4.4813686746988,86.58652289156629,72.52409638554218,7.239710843373494,25.328192771084343,7.699297019823105,1.2108075662650606,1297,40,267,16,25,419,186,332,0.131,0.79,0.079,-0.9644,2,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,3,2,12,8,0,2,13,2,35,7,4,0,4,63,62,26,2,9,20,1,3,2,1,6,2,3,1,3,16,21,1,0,8,0,0,10,11,3,0,3,15,11,35,5,40,38,9,47,0,1,5,0,27,19,0,8,20,192,51,6,0.1230317625643753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900953038574114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18920766222904847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562918535392514,0.14071556033811913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823085122201902,0.0,0.0,0.07934530869025347,0.25368068979461106,0.0,0.0,0.12768754533156726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589220801655196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126131883358209,0.11128927294081403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441711168678155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046507543864526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855803598230026,0.0,0.1398435718668308,0.0,0.19679947937626904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262660830554082,0.0,0.0,0.14579323101362548,0.1649311940973006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116150326460826,0.28392427087729755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209004023274753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202142092291648,0.0,0.0,0.10887923828568763,0.1033156942128782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394155718571705,0.0,0.0,0.12422700777697497,0.0,0.0,0.13076329291980432,0.1808850034017037,0.0,0.09488967995722153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667390128013249,0.0935711994537584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742658951490684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236809029780357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147902286989146,0.0,0.0,0.10506845299584673,0.0,0.0,0.12317625739145305,0.0,0.0980403857878102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312061463191057,0.0,0.0,0.09471586161013718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925045739566394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173683619003858,0.23650135693924146,0.0,0.09767347669487662,0.07174081014651305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706098152842472,0.13382322821005652,0.0,0.12808040377766286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956858844808528,0.0,0.0,0.2621947025160482,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cheesetower_girl,2018/02/19,"Unhealthy work, anxiety crisis, low self esteem. But no more! I'm quitting tomorrow I'm new to this sub, but thought I might share with you guys. My anxiety usually is work related, I tend to dedicate myself a lot and fear of failure usually spikes. I've been feeling worked up for a few months now and a week and a half agora I had a crisis. Bad one. Couldn't breathe, talk or move. Went to the doctor and for the first time I'm on meds. Zoloft and Rivotril. I've been away from work since then, but on Monday I had to go near my workplace and the walk off the subway triggered me. Luckily I was accompanied by some good friends who took me home. My workplace is high pressure/high performance and values what they call ""ownership"" of the job. I've got good results and evaluations, but is just not worth my sanity. So I've decided that I'm quitting tomorrow. I should stay until the end of the week, not to leave my team on a lurch, but it will be over soon. Wish me luck. UPDATE: I did it. My boss said she kinda knew. I've talked also with my director and she said that when I'm ready to return, she will have a spot for me. 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Let me do a recap, around a year ago (October 2016 I think) I started having awful thoughts about existentialism. I started having awful thoughts like, how is anything in the universe possible? What if nothing is real? What if I end alone after I die? Really Idea too all thoughts that I couldn’t shake at all! Around the following March (March 2017) the thoughts almost seemed to have vanished and I was completely fine. Having suffered those thoughts I have always had a slight worry in the back of my head they would return when October 2017 rolled around. But up until January 2018 I was completely fine and now I am back to the excruciating thoughts that leave my hopeless, terrified and with migraines. I’m scared that this time they won’t go because this time I think they might be worse as I’m having occasional panic attacks. I’m afraid to tell anyone else besides my mum, who’s my only comforting factor. Can anyone assure me I’ll be alright, please :( Info: I’m a 21 year old guy, currently in university, live feels receptive and I am currently suffering with existential anxiety (despite not being diagnosed). Can anyone reassure me I’ll be alright? Is this kind of thing common? Should I seek help? Thank you so much in advance for any advice. 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I've had some mental health issues in the past... was diagnosed as bipolar. Long story short I stopped taking meds after 6 months because I gained 30 pounds and didn't really think they were helping me Now I have a way more stressful job and I've been having a lot of anxiety. Anxiety has always been something I've dealt with, but felt I could overcome on my own, or at least manage it well enough. Doesn't seem to be the case now. I get anxious around other people all the time. When I was in college I was worried about grades constantly and could never sleep. It's really hurting my job performance too because if I felt more comfortable around my co workers I could focus more on the work. I just hate feeling tense all the time. Do you think I can benefit? Are the side effects really bad for some of you? 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I find that I feel really pressured when I eat as people are looking at me, and as a result you don't really enjoy your food or eat a lot. Does anyone else feel this way?",4.821249999999999,5.1344136250000005,6.383333333333333,77.795,69.0,8.9,22.25,8.841846274778883,1.4358249999999997,186,3,35,3,3,64,35,48,0.165,0.835,0.0,-0.7711,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,1,0,8,6,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,4,6,1,5,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,2,23,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20790601567096487,0.0,0.2573616774465411,0.1885645619644224,0.0,0.16382926082058888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220987544252563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649381209896397,0.15373677664561536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18610622108835426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16820372484512872,0.0,0.22253462068194554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615015950313402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454219414355294,0.0,0.0,0.15645910977786764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551719811786486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536906426271494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460776082736653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ItIsMeKC,2018/02/20,"Opening up about anxiety-related absences to professors I’ve been struggling with anxiety and depression for several years now, which has since led to an IBS diagnosis, which my doctors have said is almost certainly related to the anxiety. One of my biggest stressors is driving, which has always been odd to others in my family because I’ve never been in an accident or seen one happen so they think there’s no reason for me to worry about it. This has led to some serious complications with attendance in my college courses because it’s quite a drive from my house to campus which has led to frequent panic attacks and flareups of my IBS. One of my classes only allows for three absences and I’ve already used all three, despite it not even being halfway through the semester. After three absences your final grade is lowered an entire letter grade my professor has already been in contact regarding this issue. She’s offered to meet with me to discuss it but I’m not sure how open I should be. I’ve tried many different things to counteract this but nothing seems to work. My city doesn’t have very good public transport but I don’t have any friends nearby that I could carpool with. I’ve also tried several medications but they only cause more problems with my IBS and I give up after a few days just to be able to make it to work in class. I also tried talking to the accessibility services office to see if there are any options for accommodations but at my old school they told me there was nothing they could do with my diagnosis. Should I be upfront and tell her why I have such a hard time making it to class or come up with another reason? Has anyone else found success with being honest about the effects of their anxiety or has it only made it worse? I don’t know my professor all that well but she seems nice so I don’t think it will go that poorly, but I also don’t expect her to just accept what I’m saying and move on from this. Sorry for the rambling but I would appreciate any advice from fellow college students that have had this problem.",6.563939393939396,7.05388776767677,6.99550505050505,74.29659090909092,65.26262626262627,9.529292929292929,34.17676767676768,9.408791572840183,3.2070828282828288,1660,70,289,29,24,542,201,396,0.104,0.816,0.079,0.3443,2,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,5,5,18,16,1,2,11,0,39,2,0,13,5,69,59,24,0,9,16,0,1,0,2,4,2,2,0,0,25,17,0,0,10,0,1,10,9,7,1,6,11,5,37,9,55,37,5,33,0,1,2,0,24,13,0,9,10,215,62,18,0.09466046059183976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250110653134544,0.0,0.0,0.09478877760752487,0.0,0.20892034428912465,0.22709980840623545,0.07876508630380373,0.0,0.0,0.19311707774387613,0.0992597465281482,0.21724497976704896,0.0,0.0,0.0661887950111509,0.09699082833203186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10768993955100978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154082763403112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972423684517614,0.0,0.0815416049898702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511573503816042,0.0,0.0,0.06104816601721937,0.0,0.0815309160004199,0.0,0.0,0.09890003386645804,0.0,0.09688899252290704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907666825948009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06252234145684395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923745768073653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369590761160093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379030911152033,0.07313443703783021,0.0,0.0,0.0908069393543224,0.05379772120551291,0.0793967032093019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370793268039196,0.0,0.08479717948096488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092254621662614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880092729812222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202291355636292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957001660618352,0.1263731849911519,0.09597084949333927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536045526073776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060908889131452,0.0,0.0,0.07300798284071516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816585298892208,0.0,0.09933022978772084,0.0,0.1924331337870184,0.21598063753144395,0.0,0.11106365476890978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115455322388804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068305182583023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946534383317195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004377505019881,0.07527779765531578,0.0,0.09580143979973986,0.07543213136054852,0.17235065624909374,0.0,0.21387875287981128,0.0,0.07830411119577872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10596463566650936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895966640008001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892163638472737,0.0,0.0,0.07608449254920273,0.0827374148859599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06288820382476729,0.1213092018507536,0.0,0.0,0.05519727581036088,0.0,0.0,0.09045212668042216,0.0,0.19280471719810088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175624503519473,0.0,0.07810479363368354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511112233636423,0.0,0.08541634219135369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782788542300747,0.09613229265911642,0.0964670964124796,0.0672440752631472,0.0,0.0,0.06095823305603406 anxiety,MA811,2018/02/20,"Can't burp. Please help. Please help. I have a history of anxiety, especially health anxiety and this new symptom is driving me nuts. Since last night I've been getting this feeling like I can't get a satisfying burp. I'll burp sometimes, but I have to really force it. Sometimes I bring stuff up with it, but the feeling of fullness is always there. It's been like this for almost 24 hours now. I've tried Zantac, I've tried gaviscon, my grandma told me to drink coke and that would get rid of it but it hasn't really. I. Am. Catastrophizing. I feel like I'm going to always feel like this. I'm reading stories of people who have had similar feelings and they didn't go away for years. I can't even eat food right now. I do not want to lose weight. I've got so much I have to do. I have a job, I'm suppose to go on a date this weekend. This is so awful. Please has anyone gotten this before? What did you do to help it? I know it sounds like reflux but I'm getting no heart burn at all. I regurgitate some food sometimes, but it's usually whatever I just ate.",0.6967272727272729,2.966626127272729,2.6456363636363642,91.76845454545456,85.45454545454547,5.701818181818182,21.072727272727274,7.087006719466742,0.5681327272727281,828,27,180,12,25,276,119,220,0.127,0.7759999999999999,0.097,-0.3706,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,7,6,0,0,5,1,23,13,1,0,1,22,46,10,0,2,7,0,6,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,19,4,7,0,6,3,0,5,7,1,0,0,9,7,18,5,18,36,4,21,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,15,104,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688741738685842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763699179929598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16331578071900907,0.0,0.0,0.07463699329453599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028830131670984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083019466836748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456723043381773,0.0,0.10922445321950992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050256133665803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26986163816732633,0.228771066327436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814744691490515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307466694514824,0.0,0.1819930468382476,0.0,0.08537190612278027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346252224527037,0.0,0.1264906398216105,0.21464219006807014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051200797398895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592568116857984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05866300858951035,0.08700956540142868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607455115598764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941780247550746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846818283448752,0.0,0.0,0.10309278631254433,0.0,0.1001708138885916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400196345137795,0.0,0.0,0.3515143644033636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677160835435097,0.0,0.13676424236386744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115770157579807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829868290047171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167138451517845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219487901257885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094655948419356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199724547615392,0.0,0.14494260327341107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175620280687079,0.0,0.06295962319619477,0.0,0.0,0.12998387905314304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758269672935918,0.0,0.0,0.0687388134363751 anxiety,SkoomaPumaaaaa,2018/02/20,"Scared to be alone with my thoughts Does anyone else experience this? And if you do, have you figured out ways around it? Sometimes when things aren’t going right in my head, I get nervous to be left alone with my thoughts. I won’t realize it but I’ll avoid listening to music, driving, and or falling asleep without tv in the background. I’ll keep Netflix running so I don’t hear my own thoughts but I think it does more harm than good. I need work things out in my head but during anxiety times I avoid it because it can bring on panic attacks (I’m really good at working myself up over nothing). As an artist some of my best work is done getting lost in my music. But I subconsciously distract myself a lot and I want to try and fight it. Anyone found solutions that work for them? Thought processes etc. *I’m currently medicated for depression/anxiety and have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder. I can’t afford therapy just yet so I’m seeking advice from anywhere until I can see a therapist.",3.1097422680412383,5.729162809278352,4.250731958762889,81.86372680412373,78.12371134020619,7.591340206185567,29.287628865979386,8.548686976883017,2.6049327835051552,811,38,147,18,20,264,125,194,0.201,0.715,0.084,-0.9682,3,4,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,2,1,6,6,13,2,6,4,0,14,5,3,0,0,34,34,16,0,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,10,11,0,3,8,3,0,5,5,10,0,0,8,3,22,3,26,23,6,24,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,4,5,98,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145380966378728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279232546179155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933354111260671,0.0,0.0,0.16391454942785072,0.12009742677745255,0.0,0.10434342726135963,0.0,0.13334543948445055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145127666012054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300664102313405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896759512755953,0.0,0.0,0.13433497400418876,0.0,0.20514581940372487,0.11994845258855258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791548891186654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072223439623726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146557139017606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851678105127956,0.0,0.0,0.12247674345879198,0.0,0.06661421491478403,0.19662353469974764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24058641754690324,0.0,0.13210631214407295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418330819861353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735105509283626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795061762016774,0.09964935237278656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118078641971539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691112691528118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246796406967714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752289134580262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234489617188673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508893437215891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009830863436787,0.0,0.0,0.11734954381867015,0.0,0.09340269619853114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592555053039935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404200464937874,0.13609203161029573,0.15574073515807202,0.07510464255871609,0.0,0.3722125733014066,0.06834719224436586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957917535177622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913460613040953,0.09303733787890624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298807361054188,0.0,0.3413265906094772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iDoNotKnow1995,2018/02/20,"Best medication for depression and anxiety? Whats the best medication that you've taken for depression and anxiety? I really want to try something else because I've been on almost every SSRI and SNRI and they all kill my sex drive and make my anxiety worse and make me lazy. I've tried everything but I'm constantly angry and isolate myself and really want a non-antidepressant to try to see if that will help me. I can't go on feeling like this. Sometimes you just got to accept it and stop lying to yourself that you need abit of extra help.",4.657075471698113,6.2621818301886805,6.052971698113207,75.26549528301891,70.32075471698113,9.828301886792454,28.34433962264151,10.125756701596842,3.0516264150943404,438,16,79,12,8,148,70,106,0.244,0.584,0.172,-0.7375,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,2,1,7,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,1,22,14,11,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,10,4,10,10,4,6,0,2,1,1,5,2,0,2,3,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852214713577767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36331453486754617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650281512467228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322680207444851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710742253119539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727001273472964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224564718768195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338094139101567,0.0,0.1422766211621863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004505555042532,0.11309494769782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996983073060384,0.0,0.12661301203186398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122204319732496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751438524939894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734107411144217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134304219146194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189564102697609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173830448527658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028317446613102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615062381976444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187288872572845,0.15657021811207075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235220308887766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224413112984698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674779306899766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132892138959665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Srawesomekickass,2018/02/20,"anxiety and a racing heart So here's where I'm at. A year and a half ago I wore a heart monitor for 2weeks because I smoked tainted weed that made my heart race for hours on end (mind you I had been smoking for 6 years at that point and been to Colorado and smoked some of strongest weed available. I preface this because someone will undoubtedly say I just smoked some strong weed this was definitely not the case.) and every thing came back fine. My cardiologist said that it was normal to have my heart rate to jump up to 130bpm for a little bit. After that I joined a gym and forgot about my heart. Fast forward to last july I had been having horible insomnia and my DR proscribed me marijuana because I have central sleep apnea and pot isn't central nervous system depressant. A few months of smoking and my anxiety flared up with a vengeance so I stopped smoking and I'm not nearly as anxious as I was but now I feel my heart racing all the time. So back to the cardiologist in late January and he had me wear a holter monitor for 2 days and again everything came back normal. I should also add since july I've become really inactive, I took my first walk around the block in almost 6 months yesterday and when I got back home my heart was racing like a mother fucker. Basiclly any time I walk up the stairs or now go for a walk my heart is just pounding away. Is this because I'm really out of shape and anxious? 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I know a lot of us are probably on medications. However I find it difficult to find a balance with meds. They work for 2 weeks then I have to switch up my routine. Been on Xanax that I take once to twice a day as needed. Then for health issues I switch to Valium for a few weeks for muscle spasm and stop Xanax sometimes for weeks, a month or until I feel I need it. I talked to my therapist yesterday and I'm trying something drastically different. I'm pretty much going to stay with the low diazepam amounts as needed for my health issue, but for anxiety start hypnosis seasons, along with yoga and deep breathing exercises to accompany my therapy, instead of Xanax. I started a ""light"" meditation session yesterday and I felt like I was occupying a different space for hours after I did the therapy. I could hear and see things my mind blocks out or doesn't listen to. The room was different from when I entered earlier. I never realized how anxiety can make you so oblivious to your surroundings, perceptions with people and also ability to listen to have meaningful conversations with people. I feel like meds just kind of patch this to cope. My goal really is just, I want results and a clam mannered lifestyle. Has anyone tried alternative medicine things like hypnosis sessions with a professional? I'm wondering if it's just far fetched or actually helpful. I'm suppose to start a full on hypnosis session in 2 weeks. Thoughts?",6.398957597173144,8.016964893992935,7.1072985865724405,69.30949911660781,66.13780918727915,11.313710247349825,36.41148409893993,11.20814326018867,4.7444489045936376,1247,63,205,40,20,412,163,283,0.056,0.841,0.104,0.9438,4,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,3,8,8,0,0,14,0,13,8,1,3,1,50,38,23,0,6,8,0,3,3,0,0,7,3,1,0,7,17,0,2,12,2,0,2,2,3,0,1,6,8,28,5,44,31,6,37,0,2,1,0,10,13,0,6,23,137,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.09871555360490213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089596509851425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321566331261612,0.0,0.0,0.07073198108855511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615901318076286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080766380826139,0.0,0.0,0.06523850031555138,0.0,0.08712718229275407,0.0,0.0,0.31706553914093377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229698408162004,0.07226724989320364,0.09712748251489517,0.0,0.18491304226506652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057490386375437574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505231182188447,0.11401234612631235,0.0,0.0678040323730111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09962019052465762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21116520764595126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534042403657223,0.11118751254559864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826197395008664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860008599861497,0.0,0.0,0.06752370797344727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472732557315808,0.10190597845091703,0.0,0.0,0.10214067876017606,0.0,0.08074329963843815,0.0,0.07436272254965788,0.22502198395985126,0.07801923665075088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772990070397542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026035209384574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291398813481643,0.1090653645980181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480436428017139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060977825574332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787632148061299,0.10004778558605906,0.0,0.2148003238753866,0.10782090058645036,0.0,0.08457256428550458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605817882464762,0.08130691739010923,0.0,0.0,0.2313658322833653,0.11745216077233615,0.13440967592406675,0.0,0.0,0.08030810195792247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735919711025374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216805421008024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059665571731730226,0.08029446130743753,0.32457117893569626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970146679073496,0.07364418239955349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,telbu1,2018/02/20,"Father always bringing his new girlfriend over and it's hard everytime I don't even understand why this is so difficult and stressfull for me. It's just a normal woman my dad brings home. My dad has never understood himself on my mental health issues or mental health issues in general. He is one of them people that thinks they are helpful, but in secret you want to murder them because of how an annoying little shit they are. I want to kill him aswell because of all the shitshow I/him had to start this evening. I didn't want his girlfriend to sleep over because I think it's stress to have a stranger sleep over at our house. Then his girlfriend goes all strange unexpectadly, saying she cares about me and stuff, after me and my dad argued. Why would a woman who barely knows me care about me? All this led to my dog going crazy, because of the shit I had to start. I don't know why life is so easy, yet is so difficult. I hate myself. I hate my dad. How to get my father to understand?",3.108483129292324,5.045995106598988,3.904031054045984,87.71253508510004,75.09137055837563,6.462705285159749,23.77097641086891,7.285733465282438,0.9538219767094652,784,24,155,9,17,250,111,197,0.243,0.675,0.08199999999999999,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,4,0,11,13,8,1,6,0,14,7,4,3,4,28,34,12,2,5,3,6,1,0,3,1,3,1,1,2,9,4,0,0,8,0,0,4,4,11,0,1,4,2,33,2,24,29,3,19,0,0,0,0,29,8,2,1,7,107,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850850010483464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886734906407209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414094030101507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563886328061724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061852969445070224,0.0,0.06728276541934303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605260980190047,0.2337677552969717,0.0,0.2516823274539897,0.0,0.0,0.07935314219053417,0.0,0.11875305815884638,0.0,0.0,0.13660413460038534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471331300156227,0.0,0.0,0.13097904760183846,0.0,0.13012616188229326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362111552716119,0.0,0.11865611883784265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386150027272012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913083095926354,0.11434010054337365,0.0,0.0,0.11599533963323536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022293577603698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207549959689114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941470807207417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430476554845217,0.0,0.0,0.23694747844263306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16759161214568133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561332967220413,0.0,0.1355262114055749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517168086014689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24649266740393425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20948535500635346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32048091922062244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409960943303574,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Quravin,2018/02/20,"Does anybody Else Get Panic Attacks from Positive Interactions? I work at a hotel, so conversing with strangers is a necessary and frequent part of my day. Because of my social anxiety, I often have some pretty...rough conversations. Not the smoothest. I'll walk away from these disastrous interactions shaking, clenching, breathing heavy, feeling a sense of dread and panic. But lately I've been noticing that I have the same reaction when walking away from a *good* interaction. Even if the customer and I get along, and I don't stumble or stutter, and we have each other laughing/interested, I'll walk away panicking. I talked to my therapist, and he believes I could be having strong outbursts of excitement and not anxiety. What do you all think?",6.8003816793893135,9.005893351145039,6.7235801526717545,70.19040839694658,65.87022900763358,9.820152671755725,38.29083969465649,10.125756701596842,4.526694045801528,603,33,91,15,10,191,92,131,0.179,0.7240000000000001,0.097,-0.8865,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,2,4,9,1,4,7,0,10,1,1,0,1,23,14,12,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,1,1,12,3,14,11,5,12,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,4,4,68,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728374311308945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287129187458008,0.5026287548564017,0.0,0.0,0.10870572595635712,0.0,0.0,0.20091206143523674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237860600585253,0.0,0.0,0.11500536037185476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605407116287648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896828723113442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177824802879148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016686053753573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633569521493884,0.0,0.0,0.14957118388040416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115922056971094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302505562409776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184537054663027,0.0,0.19310941648929547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18178065158241885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333148815416796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070499476649623,0.0,0.11426394423816826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982327452632014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PirateZoo,2018/02/20,"How to know when anxiety medication works? I'm on Fluoxetine 10mg daily doesage. I've yet to notice any altercations in mood or otherwise physical being. It's been a little over one month. I've no friends to ask if my mood has improved/changed. Nor am I close enough with family to ask the same. So, how does one self evaluate if a(n) anxiety medication is or is not working? I understand this medication can be slow acting and often is needed for long periods of time. Just would like to know what to look for. Thanks for your comments.",3.1081730769230766,5.495576548076925,4.917923076923079,78.32707692307693,76.78846153846155,9.16,27.707692307692305,9.642632912329526,2.9806107692307697,427,18,81,13,10,145,80,104,0.054000000000000006,0.86,0.086,0.644,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,7,5,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,2,0,18,19,10,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,1,4,3,14,15,2,13,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,5,8,52,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642853114166765,0.0,0.26195004799859944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201160920493505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18111726073539627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982684473334176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690548474993428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140135676189848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227626235335405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818485082226816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364445734248509,0.171597192291331,0.0,0.1515152802762023,0.1437731069032689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174275666474262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665802435436047,0.0,0.0,0.12694989306420298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492348555406366,0.0,0.0,0.2320323750913948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786091548985197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576269758080059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983380787500976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823543387897414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24928553866342384,0.0,0.0,0.12162252560467154,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bark987,2018/02/20,"Driving lessons At my driving lessons I am always really afraid of doing something wrong and because of that I can't drive. My parents even needed to change the teacher. I want to learn it but the anxiety I get is just terrible and because of that my driving gets bad and it makes me sad for the whole day that I had so many driving lessons but I'm still horrible at driving. And the whole day I try not to think about my lessons and that makes me even more depressed and I spend the whole day writing stuff, listening to music or watching YouTube just to get all of this out of my had but I'm still thinking about it. I think i need some advice.",3.564503816793895,4.966301061068705,3.9312137404580163,90.21025572519085,72.74045801526717,6.7667175572519085,30.657251908396944,7.1686216300943375,1.6601291603053427,513,23,107,5,10,160,70,131,0.193,0.799,0.008,-0.9811,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,9,6,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,2,1,30,20,11,0,3,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,8,0,1,6,2,6,0,0,2,2,16,0,16,18,6,14,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,2,5,76,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034269913178108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280174488318015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769659793182966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846025450206075,0.1875738833596468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275534651096732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976660409882884,0.0,0.13251277129356254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323600274934034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114444974603697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053952265210088,0.15598209677534206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281590804907377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708347858109389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0985617309857298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844302668792553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457333109649085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612408894173792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957470486515337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445562104016416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074608007430028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5153118374898107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821335155185252,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Miragan,2018/02/20,"I want to stop feeling like my relationship is falling apart I've been in a long term, committed relationship with my boyfriend for three years now. In the beginning things were fine. Anxiety wasn't a key player in my head for a good few months. Then it kicked into high gear and just keeps getting bigger and badder as time goes on. I've whittled myself down to as small as I can be. I don't do chores anymore. I barely function as an adult. Barely. I used to be independent, bold, and happy. Without worrying whether my boyfriend loved me or not. I knew in my heart of hearts that he did. Nowadays, I'm a lump. Sometimes I'm perfectly fine. I can see how wonderful my relationship is. Can't pick it apart to save my life. Other days. I literally rip it to shreds, constantly. It's in the back of my head getting torn apart 98% of my waking hours. The other two percent I'm distracted by squirrels or some other cute thing. And it's ruining essentially everything. I frequently ask my boyfriend a million questions. Including but not limited to ""Do you love me still?"" and ""Are you sure you want to spend your life with me?"". All of these are always answered with a (now) frustrated ""Yes! Or else we wouldn't still be together."" He's as frustrated as a person whose been asked the same questions 100 times over should be. And yet he sticks by me. He has literally no reason to. I'm not holding him hostage. I've never threatened any sort of negative effect if he were to break up with me. In fact, I've tried to leave twice over the past year. Telling him that he'd be better off without me dragging him down. And he's always convinced me that that idea is just plain stupid. So I've stayed. Because I love him. With my whole heart do I love this man. He is the one I want to spend my life with. He is the person who has made me laugh the hardest through some of the darkest times of my life. He has always been there. Even when he is stretched so thin that he's probably at a breaking point between me, working 40 hours, grad school, and life. I just honestly, swear to jeebus, can't stop myself from ruminating that he's just with me to be with me. I just want to stop ruminating and feeling like I've ruined my relationship. When asked if he thinks there's anything wrong with our relationship he always says ""No, except for your lack of confidence in it."" I just want to stop ruminating. TL;DR: I've gotten to a point where ruminating about my relationship is 98% of my waking hours and I want it to stop. I just want to enjoy my relationship and being with my love. Has anyone else gotten their brain to stop worrying about their relationship? 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I was beaten up a few months ago by 10 people really badly. A few days ago I just saw them at the mall, but I was high so I don't mind as much as I do now. I don't really know how to deal with my fear of seeing them again.",0.498281249999998,1.2728235156249994,3.230125000000001,94.70237500000002,79.46875,6.370000000000001,14.3625,6.742157984588678,-0.7376525000000003,211,1,55,2,5,75,43,64,0.14400000000000002,0.856,0.0,-0.8124,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,6,4,2,1,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,10,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,3,11,0,10,6,3,10,0,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,6,40,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4172749549931419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965205147047119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179139470513273,0.485303370158974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26485182978014243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24867676736048766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935082444765894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376522453787956,0.0,0.1878666432540813,0.0,0.1730208590830019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317292981275586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3015625677931729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751119541107539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnAverageCat,2018/02/20,"Visual Hallucinations or Distortions Hi, I'm currently under a lot of stress right now and I've noticed that when I feel extremely overwhelmed, I stare into space. Earlier today I felt overwhelmed and I was looking at the ground and got the sense that the tiles were lengthening and spiraling towards a dark drain near the corner of my vision. I also felt a little lightheaded. After a while I realized that what I was seeing wasn't real and sort of ""snapped"" back to reality. Is this something anyone has experienced before? Am I going crazy?",4.908181818181821,7.5233295151515165,5.982828282828282,71.76090909090911,72.03030303030303,8.844444444444445,29.181818181818183,9.444778638647367,3.2263212121212117,438,18,68,11,9,145,72,99,0.062,0.882,0.056,-0.3765,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,14,15,9,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,7,7,9,0,10,8,1,18,0,2,3,0,1,10,0,3,7,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966250542410967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17192055995846947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906164571366885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922035091766897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432109573854735,0.0,0.4721544886580056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973565091467868,0.0,0.1966476040564828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464299720363264,0.0,0.0,0.2064719255638906,0.0,0.0,0.20903296893689224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799287590484537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798580211815927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099747378299812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19592945090149386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928553379115126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816474141088803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330594533681205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jackie1331,2018/02/20,"How to interact with an intimidating college professor? I am a senior in college, I’ve had professors that are easier to get along with and others not so much (average class size of 25 students). In my last semester I want to contribute more to the classroom and make connections but one prof is rather scary to me. He shouldn’t be, he is accomplished in his profession, eager to teach and engage in conversations, but he is also stern and has high standards. When I try to talk to him I feel so awkward and uninformed and clumsy. I guess my question is, what are some ways an anxious and introverted person can slowly build (at least a little bit of) a relationship with this professor?",7.840747767857143,7.708317382812503,8.319553571428571,67.98437500000001,62.671875,12.314285714285715,36.254464285714285,11.765960540728905,4.504715178571428,547,23,95,16,7,182,90,128,0.085,0.813,0.102,0.2927,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,0,1,6,0,12,0,0,2,0,24,17,14,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,10,2,19,14,5,11,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,3,3,72,14,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121520494261864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983783535931465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883486353837227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335460824992865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799084262990927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909559409485312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279055347456849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152915597459145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26471579244339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17630092923335594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415724460780984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897330726880292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23061779833133586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958727964262973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835640708683437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21228818024349014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793189001025259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557837395967647,0.2096447094753686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bigtroublebigchina,2018/02/20,"GF is stuck in a state of anxiety and panic for a few days now. Not sure what to do. Looking for some advice. I understand what's going on and I know she's had anxiety in the past but never like this. For the past few days she has been in a constant state of anxiety with severe panic attacks coming and going. Panic attacks so bad she can't breathe. Considered taking her to the ER at one point. I'm trying to be as supportive as possible, encouraging her to do some exercise (I know it's not a cure but I've seen how it helps her) as well as other things to put her in a better mindset but she keeps shutting down on me. Either that or she will get better for a couple hours just to have another total meltdown. I've known her for a long time but like I said, it's never been this bad (for days on end) and I'm afraid she's spiraling. Anyone have any similar experiences?",1.3527533577533577,3.4031899285714284,3.6544322344322353,86.87112332112333,81.03296703296704,6.901587301587303,21.649572649572647,7.984000788550335,1.124973382173382,685,21,143,13,18,236,102,182,0.219,0.679,0.102,-0.97,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,16,2,4,10,0,12,2,1,1,4,27,28,15,0,0,9,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,0,10,6,0,1,4,1,0,4,5,8,2,1,6,3,16,8,28,20,6,30,0,0,2,0,15,11,0,3,15,101,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072682014597187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401488942909803,0.12954778614218818,0.2835349390232894,0.0,0.0,0.0863855909473042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811007230340478,0.0,0.0,0.20630995892367465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853116301771108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642314507545987,0.0,0.13350833888318014,0.0,0.0,0.1367002786945052,0.0,0.2390290636092484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942426878791946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085079250696143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06454720400305985,0.0,0.14042702959537512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828096614149615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166701534884693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981254168097873,0.0,0.0,0.13579428752585146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071576899712035,0.0,0.0,0.1093335060951247,0.10374674970912816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190571160587024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371734207294285,0.0,0.0,0.4348605884891827,0.0,0.0,0.2358755123087703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167900317967512,0.13927851220369972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419692654460045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175196605033692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957077217890326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019749018509925,0.11643977370819393,0.0,0.09289052311311616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820778600079031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720401283745391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387899809819185,0.0,0.0,0.12861478301627607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108186208823508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Prograde-beam,2018/02/20,"I'm proud of being a shitty person Despite everything: the DPDR the anxiety the self doubt the dysfunctional and non existent relationships with my parents I'm proud to be human to try and try and fail and try again. I'm proud that despite sometimes I forget it, I have friends who love me and I love them too. Whoever you are and however hard it gets, keep trying, you are beautiful. - Sry a bit of a rant but I needed to vent after days of constant tension ",3.995571428571431,5.613362144444443,5.550952380952385,78.165,72.0,8.6984126984127,29.523809523809533,9.23628265651192,2.72204761904762,363,15,67,8,7,123,59,90,0.141,0.679,0.18,0.5695,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,4,2,9,0,2,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,12,13,7,0,1,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,6,8,11,1,4,0,1,0,2,12,0,0,1,4,42,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594132373782388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22750142516251345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251891416804605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439048107686438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872821586202444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099700970586706,0.0,0.10887207187890377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866711891262011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852213293472771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761495043801899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451414185878695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23138584072509424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195292555624745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372649747963336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217390023978286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20609716609902445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.565916398773454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lonetraveler206,2018/02/20,"Shortness of breath and can deep breathing make things worse? For starters I have GAD (was diagnosed 3 years ago) and recently have been applying to grad schools. The stress and pressure have seemed to bring on some nasty anxiety attacks. I’ve tried using deep breathing to calm it down but soon after I find myself losing control over my breathing and gasping for air. Maybe this is a dumb question but can deep breathing make it worse? A strategy I’ve started to use to stop shortness of breath is to just hold my breath for a few seconds and it does seem to help. However does anyone have any good tips I can use to prevent it? 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Not because I want to be right but because it makes me feel that I am an idiot or inadequate I assume that everyone else wants to be right about something and I assume that everyone feels sad when they find out that they are wrong and my judgement tells me that the average person manages to accept it and get it over. But good Lord, when I come to the realisation that I was wrong about something, whether it was a random thought or something that was carefully thought, I feel a deep anxiety and deep insecurity and eventually, I start to panic and cannot think at all, almost like I suddenly became an idiot or my IQ score dropped my 30 points. I am not sure why this happens to me and why I feel like I am personally attacked or feel like I am punched in the stomach when I find out that I was wrong about something *(my judgement tells me that either it is because I was raised in a semi-strict background with pushy parents where if you are not on the right, then you are definitely on the wrong; or because I am someone who always took school seriously and when school events are involved like exams or even a classroom interaction, if you posted the wrong answer or the wrong statement, then that means that you are definitely wrong and you get a lower score and in turn, that score affects your self-worth and self-confidence in your ability on whether you are able to think critically)* But holy fucking God, the fucking of insecurity and despair and the ultimate feeling of self-betrayal and shame just feels like I am somehow struck by lightning and I feel like I am shocked from the inside and cannot move or think or feel. As if my own brain is hijacked",10.860194624652458,7.410160867469879,9.901927710843378,69.55743744207601,59.3012048192771,12.865987025023172,43.00834105653383,10.560738912317856,4.352711492122335,1376,58,263,22,13,437,146,332,0.235,0.6609999999999999,0.104,-0.9948,2,0,4,0,0,0,23.0,0,8,2,0,12,32,6,4,17,0,25,4,2,2,2,73,54,41,0,5,22,1,9,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,21,20,0,0,22,0,0,3,5,22,0,0,8,9,42,10,27,44,3,33,1,2,0,2,19,18,2,17,16,182,63,5,0.06946996995797912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956413999654655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057804580128300975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314433687018452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903211983769029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693929955577401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755146157158055,0.0,0.0,0.07082926430295272,0.0,0.0,0.05984222782727525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058033245708047285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588425997035439,0.0,0.0,0.1327630667300163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161349373481936,0.1985174416749465,0.0,0.0,0.12698858797394375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284477356039388,0.07259038407154551,0.0,0.0,0.05826811482035268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061432065005741915,0.0,0.0,0.06858721292120082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20363710954646927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046371744390108494,0.0,0.0,0.075673163103794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383558392892277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150804160448649,0.0771381804216711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131699637130412,0.0,0.0,0.06567157628897675,0.0,0.06653302794637099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779809242999414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061463684432568,0.0,0.0,0.21741698851095415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772336021364455,0.2139255074772243,0.0,0.0,0.049171202296230704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547462454207124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821594472684399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13354065502389012,0.0,0.1103027925513798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07718369275500588,0.0,0.07556337851022818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195037637214707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537168504893878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.607636052563713,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FLTreesThrowaway,2018/02/20,Rude sales person I filled out an application online for employment and one of the questions was if I wanted to pursue further education. I put maybe. Then not even an hour later I get a call asking about said education. Mind you I was at lunch and I assumed this was for the job I applied to so I went ahead and took it. After I let him talk and tell me what it is he was offering me (it was just options on further education) I told him I in fact wasn’t interested. Then he sounded visibly annoyed and asked me why I decided to waste his time and let him talk. All I did was apologize and mumble a little before he told me to have a good day and hang up on me. Am I crazy for letting this get to me so much? ,1.749896747547755,3.4008276241610744,4.164563758389264,85.618988125968,78.1275167785235,7.269179143004647,24.213216313887447,8.139509932561175,1.360362519359835,552,19,120,10,13,193,91,149,0.076,0.8740000000000001,0.049,-0.5859,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,2,0,7,0,14,1,0,0,2,20,24,13,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,9,1,0,3,0,1,5,2,2,0,1,13,2,25,2,18,8,2,22,0,0,0,0,21,9,0,4,8,89,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3039611991195977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833472742336286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600170393914454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484392145863712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737566555664416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987177754921998,0.0,0.0,0.13635563946348214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009827602631016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132521002613964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4987151890412186,0.0,0.0,0.16293741436274975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16332298055676348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414891896451272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950733699787774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016134571028627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194947501733846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342731652079814,0.18211512046560896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546408859610854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613345193301585,0.1420929668148835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947956216761677,0.0,0.0,0.3106843754413189,0.1806207702825087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588774245527858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070361701957896,0.1466937478427834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,virginiajeannemarie,2018/02/20,"Getting through transition of switching medication Looking for some advice. I had been on Lexapro and Wellbutrin since I was in high school. My doctor did a genetic test that said Lexapro wasnt as effective as other ssri's so she started me on pristiq. I started pristiq which caused me to have horrible headaches and nausea. Now I am transitioning onto fetzima. For the past week I've had more headaches and nausea. And to top it off I've been light headed and my anxiety is back. I've been in bed for 4 days straight. I took off work today but I'm terrified of going back. I don't know what to do and I'm really scared I'm going to have a panic attack at work. I am a teacher so I can't really just leave the room to calm down or take more time off. My doc said it will be two weeks before I feel back to normal. Any advice on what to do to help me get through this shit show?",1.8830510665804745,3.856519263736267,3.627052359405301,88.12677117000648,78.89010989010991,6.699935358758888,24.44214608920491,7.724431198458867,1.242935617323853,694,25,146,11,17,232,110,182,0.159,0.7829999999999999,0.058,-0.9711,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,7,5,2,2,5,0,19,4,2,2,0,15,35,12,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,8,6,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,4,0,1,11,5,16,1,28,22,3,30,0,0,1,0,4,15,1,2,12,95,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878729429487564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001666963572211,0.0,0.1126814478433494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757107556339176,0.0,0.33978583526443584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253385043143432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131411847505766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499408100078212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507642473847476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447755500955833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15391272256659838,0.0,0.16742403316137353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116874229125404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872976405446407,0.15562687876703474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095032474646184,0.0,0.0,0.15596576502812895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369199372609856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838576491806274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431933250871135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17282074967468886,0.0,0.0,0.14061121177500205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872386703737068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802254750231853,0.0,0.14746952989615364,0.14907195950425625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511977787997406,0.12184521775032445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085144944219252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074866474694624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588979540962728,0.0,0.13961989440010875,0.0,0.16365187264966433,0.0,0.0,0.14388731388901896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363047948159773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21446726685199186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,4A-2F,2018/02/20,"Biofeedback Apps and Devices I'm 4 weeks off of Lexapro (after a very long slow taper) while I wait to see if Buspar will be helpful. The anxiety and IBS are picking up again. I'm looking at some tools to hold me over. I've read that biofeedback devices and apps can help retrain your to reduce anxiety. **What apps and devices does everyone use? Is it helpful? Is it better then just trying to meditate? Does it help you stay focused?**",1.0332692307692284,3.629603773809528,2.241904761904763,90.49796703296705,94.59523809523807,4.4893772893772885,25.50915750915751,6.297961479604792,1.1447739926739922,343,16,63,4,13,109,62,84,0.038,0.795,0.166,0.9092,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,11,12,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,10,10,1,12,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,7,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332471161111729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263467169232454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812128633294967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20812616978326934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839720694967726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19275442239693905,0.1829049989336665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21786829423335452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356585361588234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321557887003256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787825257871126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811734736935093,0.0,0.1797155261824228,0.0,0.0,0.17471352406019575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ndftba,2018/02/20,"I just wanna get a haircut I feel anxious about it coz my hair is horrible..it's thin and fragile and I have some bald spots. It's been years since I've been to a hairdresser. I usually did my hair at home but it looks so boring and lifeless. Years ago I went to a hairdresser and he said that my hair is soo thin and bla bla bla. That's why I hate going to any hairdresser coz they tend to be so judgemental. Also I fear that they might give me a horrible hairstyle that I can't maintain. Any advice?",0.4492138364779876,2.649517537735853,2.43801886792453,93.31633647798745,85.88679245283019,6.174842767295598,21.097484276729556,7.492282038375204,0.7557069182389937,393,13,88,7,12,131,63,106,0.194,0.8059999999999999,0.0,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,9,4,4,2,0,13,18,9,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,5,9,14,0,7,11,1,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,4,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227251421768614,0.20614721621972976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597526840109893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162926522774394,0.0,0.0,0.2627225365221164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616906036010498,0.1175875029615763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12150112015829105,0.2230892888587581,0.13216716091630198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22960129788671854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327302986376675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952888044824277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467055889431964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212143904963653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237305657028375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561280183722652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21558211191943835,0.2098459784227756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29951739281717704 anxiety,Fiorak,2018/02/20,"Social Anxiety and old gum So for the past few years I've become increasingly more aware of the fact that I have social anxiety pretty bad. Talking to people and being around big groups of people, and also I have this thing where if I'm sitting in a group and am not spoken to (I usually only speak when spoken to, especially if I don't know anyone in the group) I feel very ignored. Was wondering if there is a way to distinguish between general anxiety and social anxiety, and if meds help at all. I also shake very frequently, just in general or after regular activities like driving or sitting. That's probably just my metabolism though. Another thing is it physically stresses me out to walk on old gum, or bumpy surfaces in general. I will avoid it at literally any cost, and looking at it repulses me. Dunno if that's a me thing or an anxiety thing. Also there are a lot of other things that make me anxious but I don't want to make this post too long. 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I know this is how my anxiety presents itself. I know it's not true, but I feel it more and more these days. I just feel so alone in almost every situation. I don't know how to get my head back into a good space. I mean I'm not bad at my job now. I'm not stressing out at every single interaction. But I still feel that ineffable loneliness. It's affecting my relationship with my wife, It's making me super irritable with my son, he's a toddler. I'm just unsure of how to return to seeing good in my life instead of the darkness as I call it. 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If I'm working in an area where my expertise is far below the people I'm working with, I lock down. I may be able to blurt out something during a meeting, but that's the extent of my contribution. The rest of the time I am paralyzed with anxiety. I've been working with a volunteer group for a few months. I'd hoped that with exposure my anxiety would become less severe. It hasn't, it's gotten worse with each meeting. I'm concerned that I'm making the other group members uncomfortable. I think that I should talk to one of the senior members and let them know that I have generalized anxiety disorder, that I feel that it's been impacting my work. I want to arrange for work outside of meetings that will allow me to build expertise, and I want other people in the group to know why I behave the way I do in meetings. Before I do that, I'd like to hear from other people who have reached out to their colleagues to let them know about their anxiety. 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Hi all, first time posting here. I often get panic attacks or have nightmares while sleeping and it's really taking a toll on me. I'd like to know what y'all do to handle panic attacks while sleeping or just anxiety around sleep in general. 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It started during 2013, I had my first breakup. She kind of cheated and told me on phone that we are done. I really didn't like her much because she was shallow and we had grew apart over the years, but it affected me, and that's when I was introduced to anxiety attacks. I am not good at showing sad side of me and I sulk internally, and I was doing that, until I met this girl, let's call her M. M was really cute and equally silly as me. We were best friends for a long time and then one day I told her I love her, she told me that she had the same feelings and my happy days started. I was really happy with her and I had almost forgotten what anxiety feels like. She made me so happy that I excelled at almost everything I did. I did really good at work and in daily life stuff. Something happened and we are not together. It was partially my mistake, partially the people around me and the sibling I trusted on. We broke up a year ago. For the past year I was alone, anxiety attacks were mild, I used to manage it by concentrating on work, playing video games or watching shows on Netflix. I remember, I watched Star Trek TNG for 3 continues days. I was doing OK at work, making mistakes, but they'd let me go because I was new there. I was in some kind of limbo mode. After some shit happened and I decided to get married, found a bimbo and we are engaged. Now I fucking miss M all day. I think supressing thoughts about her worked till now because I was alone and in my comfort zone. Now I have to go out of comfort zone and let new person make memories in my mind and I am resisting it. I constantly miss how awesome we were together. I constantly regret the suffering and pain I inflicted upon her. She was my cute little kitten, how can I do that to her. I loved her so much, how can I not take a stand for her! How can I not to do anything at all about it. My anxiety attacks are getting worse. I am doing really bad at work. The kind of bad which gets you fired. My office starts at 10.30 and I came at 2'O clock today. Made some silly excuses. Haven't talked to fiancée also. I have pending work of 2 weeks and I have only 3 days to complete it. I am unable to concentrate. Got really stern warning from manager about not completing my work on time. I am fucking up everything. I have shaking hands, short breathing and keep forgetting basic things. I don't know what to do. If you read till here, thank you. Just wanted someone to talk to. Also, English is not my first language, so sorry about any grammatical mistakes.",2.2444039465101158,4.3295167455968695,3.918039383561645,85.9335887557078,78.21722113502935,7.154615133724724,26.10571591650359,8.144726394080802,1.7707171885192432,1991,79,397,37,48,665,237,511,0.188,0.674,0.138,-0.9653,0,2,1,0,0,0,63.0,7,3,1,11,21,46,7,1,11,1,52,9,3,10,2,77,90,40,0,6,11,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,20,32,0,1,8,7,0,5,9,20,0,3,33,6,88,26,57,53,10,68,0,6,2,4,42,27,3,7,37,288,108,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059573192844742974,0.0,0.13459223399770942,0.13920825972951115,0.0,0.10748765597690517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04570171626624119,0.0,0.20564661689313107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055304002931553714,0.05982671361477029,0.0,0.2293662273491233,0.0,0.0,0.11222676444259028,0.12290266416438922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052751934985661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862383655060206,0.07686463607612466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092636384749754,0.14524949718503197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670838186514188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877406569726162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079907214140002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06796175198014955,0.048011277728488184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432910662727215,0.0,0.07368683257248466,0.05192242959310497,0.12425991098099895,0.14044739084571564,0.0,0.07638832005004267,0.11273675984344288,0.053749991564116716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885834955518434,0.21462297150122445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059734907187067074,0.0,0.20995105093651345,0.0369341198997842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20616505015281925,0.04746889114930759,0.0656659535120064,0.06735708264359806,0.0,0.059474325419062626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131030379597176,0.1271820244813574,0.08971974169658813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785790939295579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988068407267259,0.0,0.0,0.1298140488195553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553985894619733,0.05111244396808369,0.07151087662560511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415479334045368,0.04659149703790287,0.05868082881609848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722320384975188,0.0,0.2583195294746673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613018367245496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06898498441187229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569425929999928,0.05173770559422337,0.0,0.07523051461936278,0.1427041712669388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693366605471405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050529809180086066,0.10803369431748357,0.0,0.06187335057519276,0.0,0.0,0.04464802721649816,0.04306226141341188,0.0,0.05335327679754657,0.07837557197609046,0.0,0.06370249824592847,0.19265182187762564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058043557160913625,0.0,0.0,0.039639260376926784,0.0,0.053907811067852925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424823705964001,0.0,0.13697530806006855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298334830553821 anxiety,Val107,2018/02/20,"My first sick day in a year and a half Earlier this month I started full time at a job that I only worked part time. So now I get even more coins, while waiting for the acorn to fall out of the tree and hit me on my head so I realize what I want to do with my life. Another story for another day. First, I don't like where my desk is; right in front so people think I'm the secretary. I'm not, I don't really know what I am there, I guess I just help out with accounting stuff when needed and manage social media accounts for another business. I already am uncomfortable when people come in with questions and I just sit there and say ""um, I'm not sure."" As if I couldn't get anymore uncomfortable dealing with people, I was asked, actually more like instructed, that as the accounting firm got busier during tax season I would help answer phones. I don't know if answering phones makes anyone else anxious but it fucking terrifies me. At my previous job, it took me FOREVER to gather the strength, courage, whatever you want to call it, to answer the phone. But I did eventually and I was proud of myself. I thought I had escaped that instant stomach ache and shakiness that came with the shrill ring of the phone. Nope. That's why I'm laying in bed at home right now. Too nervous and scared to answer a goddamn telephone so I called in sick. At least I didn't lie because I am making myself a little sick over all of this. But I think I'm more afraid of not knowing something about accounting. Since all the ""accounting"" I do is make files and package authorizations. I don't want to mess up and make an idiot of myself. It's amazing how much I guess I care about what other people think of me even though I say I don't care. Eventually I'm going to have to answer the phones, I know I can't take a sick day every day (although the thought did occur to me). Does anyone else get anxious when answering the phone or calling someone? How do you overcome it? 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I read here that xanax can be a very good option for momentaly solving my problem so im thinking to take on pill and go there...i dont want to get it daily because i read to many bad things about benzos..i want to take it just one time to give to myself an hand to go and see a doctor.. will i have withdrawals problems if i take it 1 or 2 times max? I hope someone gives me an answrer. Sorry for my bad english.. All the best",2.5177518130539904,3.75725515068493,3.7665377383830254,91.00324738114426,75.11872146118722,6.61412839108246,24.297878055331715,7.048011613610866,0.7787011012624228,814,25,180,8,17,266,122,219,0.207,0.635,0.158,-0.8821,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,9,15,1,2,7,0,14,7,1,1,1,36,36,17,0,6,6,0,5,0,0,3,6,0,1,0,6,16,0,2,3,2,0,4,2,10,0,1,1,7,19,5,26,31,3,25,0,1,2,0,3,8,0,5,11,96,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141473441220154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026090048906737,0.10375830402797794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352240889271685,0.0,0.10448654051173836,0.08629106541950722,0.0,0.3067457621365506,0.05598764188882279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638528644225054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801376775944734,0.0,0.0,0.1076412375481416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738307293675031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04643941111291347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597007041733237,0.17621150103994848,0.20878970866230084,0.07703492899118634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24682427994832795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212766546236033,0.0912224539718896,0.09044847263982167,0.10597638669991624,0.0,0.10368142255488802,0.3968319001485967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972502155951789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130701237380156,0.093116052393937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330951777680607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062236307040591236,0.06985198966362402,0.0,0.2155197990040027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576583888180067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18373899488745613,0.0,0.058838030108819286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637657857644915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778196679489473,0.0,0.0,0.1028125583832822,0.06500811102229624,0.19578833819396585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716722394000206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610174997222885,0.058850338696780136,0.0,0.0,0.10711069983217922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30312579682714896,0.10834470008328197,0.0,0.07367223261426523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828987766710222 anxiety,throwaway5885886,2018/02/20,"Scared of STD Hello, I had never done this before. I made a huge error in judgement 3 weeks ago I met someone at a shady store and we mutually masterbated. He touched his genitals and touched mine and I touched his after words with our hands that's it. I developed jock itch 3 days later after meeting him according to the immediate care dr i went to. Probably from the frequent sweating and stressing. I've never had Jock itch before. About a week later I was scared so I went to another dr who said the diagnosis was accurate. The week after I went back because I was still nervous and semi itchy. The itch started to go away last weekend but then I woke up with pain in my penis so I started pulling looking for bumps and saw a small red bump he said it was an irratated folicle I immediately went to a derm and moving and constantly tugging. now I have random sharp pain at the tip of my penis. So, I went back and asked for tests yesterday because the pain started and was constantly there. Now the pain has went away and I keep thinking I have herpes syphilis or crabs but I'm just nervous. I've been reading up on every symptom I have a mild swelling in my throat. and I keep tugging and checking. How do I know I don't have herpes after 3 weeks of exposure? The Dr said there's no reason for a test since there's no lumps. Every Doctor has said it's nothing and jock itch takes awhile sometimes to go away and there's no way I got anything and if I did it would have shown it's symptoms by now and WebMD is the enemy. sorry for the run on sentence I can't focus on anything properly. My other question how do I move on from this? Everyday I wake up or do anything I fear of a new symptom or STD. I can't focus at work or at home everything is just what is the new symptom of my potential STD that isn't there.",1.96609314165918,4.102710304582214,3.6642070979335166,87.14736784965562,79.37735849056604,6.3863731656184495,25.938978736148552,7.492282038375204,1.4149622042527699,1437,58,290,21,36,479,176,371,0.142,0.843,0.015,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,1,19,11,0,6,21,0,28,25,8,4,2,43,57,30,0,2,9,0,5,0,0,1,21,4,1,0,12,20,0,2,4,2,2,12,9,10,0,0,25,12,39,1,42,31,0,65,0,0,3,4,17,19,0,7,33,190,51,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06814273105062654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060739825477556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18977826860528008,0.0,0.07186530292618536,0.0,0.21667240845554825,0.11822023796652505,0.0,0.09372138473295988,0.0,0.130825475360487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783765197401778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16614347744820926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495763288039243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868214336597343,0.0,0.07866713933363027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953659961113184,0.0,0.06908794283990649,0.0,0.0,0.08650280487249082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737669579243618,0.0,0.061481868676613385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710926990364124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366554156461215,0.0,0.0,0.04224705238615868,0.06266125376100043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455344255951605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273850934340274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340635917325272,0.0,0.0,0.11857744462304215,0.14848765682842646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376112662651714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271905500041137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288143274719498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611466422429903,0.0,0.0768931877167184,0.0,0.0,0.07903761481406149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29249296677486525,0.0,0.15392533567710734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06358963121424488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06513372231426758,0.0,0.07602875434487309,0.08605234132519468,0.16323200919897773,0.0,0.06139038592725764,0.0,0.08805705724426838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195993675258528,0.057798466601776816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049256720309978214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101772106436035,0.2466495613688668,0.0,0.0,0.4275688260430573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596401179482846,0.0,0.0,0.05460793669741533,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jefftommens,2018/02/20,"Mum just had her first panic attack I've been dealing with panic disorder/Agoraphobia for about 2 years now. And today, my mum just had her first panic attack. She didn't get much sleep last night so she decided to take the day off work, I think that stressed her out a lot, and on top of missing work in the past because of illness she was worried a lot. She also said that she'd work tomorrow, and was extra worried about not getting any sleep 2 days in a row and missing even more work. I think all this started to have a massive impact on her and she ended up having a major panic attack, crying, shaking, hyperventilating, the lot. She thought she was going to die. It was one of the most heartbreaking things I've ever seen, coming from someone who's experienced it too many times myself. I just hope this isn't going to be a reoccurring thing like it was with me. I hope this is just a one-off because of a stressful situation. God I hope.",3.526347517730496,5.170257946808512,4.801191489361706,82.9636666666667,73.25531914893618,6.9282269503546114,25.831205673758863,7.554174236665415,1.3495626950354611,746,25,145,9,15,247,109,188,0.249,0.679,0.073,-0.9878,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,12,17,3,7,12,0,15,3,2,0,2,27,32,7,1,3,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,13,0,3,12,3,20,4,21,18,9,27,0,3,1,0,17,8,0,7,16,105,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905883191364896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722863703036479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3374048089495651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120529078179294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515970253041799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859378988901884,0.12751389082174233,0.10192099670420658,0.0,0.0,0.10260175417721804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756119895705361,0.0,0.0,0.06529653175984812,0.08942512439395936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818164916770026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330122621678267,0.0,0.11236957955990637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945728177385499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058463044364454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482983235048929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521433866000991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022918969352623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267395815768185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927740298576265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398107982082205,0.0,0.0,0.4639667224228107,0.0,0.0,0.09437368369531822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403912394100412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112352088779724,0.19786410653926592,0.0,0.08376431410284019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997408205951604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264890978099359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433091091791064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135725574827198,0.12669183474001974,0.0,0.07848431904191702,0.05764644427938001,0.0,0.093708343633179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878869437136531,0.2007955925673636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366302201773741 anxiety,strivingforthesea1,2018/02/20,Speech Problems Can anxiety/ panic attacks cause cognitive function to slow. I feel like I'm losing grip on reality and can't get my words out as easily as I could before. Is this common?,4.325833333333335,6.396297694444449,6.1344444444444415,72.45500000000001,72.05555555555556,9.244444444444444,28.66666666666667,9.725611199111238,3.172233333333333,151,6,25,4,3,52,33,36,0.271,0.613,0.116,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,5,6,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533471995056973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767582288360574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818046773983282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34020691866351216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644154869190403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16745152240087036,0.2365907680071156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302474354409214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179488558067118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704989890762335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885613273928282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168887869320908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JOONEY86,2018/02/20,"Not Sleeping Enough & Anxiety How bad does Anxiety get when someone hasn't been getting enough sleep? For the last several years, I have not gotten a consistent 7+ hours of sleep. I've always been fine with 5 hours, sometimes 4, and I'm wondering now if that's something to look into. Can getting enough rest help? I know it sounds stupid to ask...its one of those ""DUH!"" questions, but I guess I just need some reassurance or something. Thanks.",3.4428529411764686,5.8331861529411775,3.6855147058823534,87.56356617647059,75.70588235294117,7.0735294117647065,27.095588235294123,8.07648339933343,1.7876176470588232,353,14,68,6,8,109,69,85,0.086,0.782,0.132,0.7052,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,2,1,5,3,3,1,0,16,16,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,2,4,3,7,13,5,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,6,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420260878258985,0.1617313926597323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283786255915048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139545065348385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463221912033515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062509107497974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4627000274533821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339584956989059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443510057534702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005093230199766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939970556105733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203357456182207,0.12167302432262468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534719807252945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068004117008674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114759535449404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16721388427148035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862991153452575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448126226707016,0.0,0.1264739612391763,0.22982699688187885,0.14762948267690246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13742556020211238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618743553027752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612344666434916 anxiety,airgundood,2018/02/20,Zoloft Nausea - Please help! I started Zoloft today and I’m feeling very nauseous. Does anyone know of some good tips to reduce it? Thank you!!! ,2.10923076923077,4.975895692307695,1.9219230769230795,92.86057692307695,92.07692307692308,2.6,18.03846153846154,3.1291,-0.6812769230769233,112,3,19,0,4,33,24,26,0.0,0.5920000000000001,0.408,0.9015,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,7,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624501133108257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32846714178626624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978582707844635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31482177232984426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25158599696152195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062799232910424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120163504978678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656712869845849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455674602519799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557833918142088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096991255970966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,1106Amber,2018/02/20,"What are some ways you calm your nerves? I have a job interview tomorrow afternoon, and I am absolutely terrified. I've actually been sick, I'm that scared. It's been over a year since my last interview or anything of this sort, so I don't know what to do, or how to stop being stressed. What are some ways that you guys calm your nerves, and do you have any advice of what to do once I'm actually in the interview to keep myself calm? 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It’s my turn this month. They want it to last an hour and a half. My PowerPoint will barely cover 30 min. It’s our job to discuss things happening in the departments ( two sides of departments) I am on one side so I have no idea what’s going on across the street. How can I talk longer with out my anxiety going through the roof :( I feel sick thinking about hosting this in front of people.,2.879621489621492,5.309295472527474,3.3950915750915764,88.730463980464,77.7912087912088,6.681807081807082,26.5946275946276,7.793537801064563,1.642061294261293,372,15,72,6,9,116,71,91,0.116,0.87,0.014,-0.8434,3,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,12,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,1,10,0,13,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,5,47,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19935562967957576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176543397424995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296206023202512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304446479716473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566350856757554,0.0,0.0,0.2941817587823265,0.0,0.0,0.2586018420954997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21242095065622865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395020517071916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160113228316872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658695081682074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066481948559512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094576169805409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17312875289013574,0.16697973191474302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834541889273997,0.2545649404782755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15370658330025452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HurricaneHobbs,2018/02/20,"Feelings of hopelessness I’ve made some significant progress since my depression a couple of months ago and I’ve been feeling better all around with the meds that I’ve been taking but now my battle is how do I overcome this feeling of hopelessness. I’ve got a job, back in school and doing well but it’s just this feeling is still there as if something is going to happen and it’s all going to go downhill from here and boom back to where I was a few months ago.",5.042907801418437,5.57984378723404,5.332765957446809,84.73333333333333,68.57446808510639,7.9687943262411345,28.43262411347518,7.793537801064563,1.6145730496453898,372,12,75,4,6,118,61,94,0.141,0.73,0.128,-0.743,1,0,1,0,0,2,3.0,0,0,0,2,11,6,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,2,19,19,9,0,1,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,5,5,4,2,11,14,4,14,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,8,53,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384247158777093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993246114693014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356506429931645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688265833205294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121601763577347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441317097182112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38607862876134375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325461347732588,0.0,0.1526720724111791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880328742299544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942874769967985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806246167299956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21203561982155675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047329565571765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19319074620798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790607849618365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695635301537074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244490200737312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352543063867804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716329239845676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EarthlikeArk,2018/02/20,"Do people compare you to a scared puppy? Whenever you tell someone about your anxiety do they see you like a scared puppy, like it’s cute or something? 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There are a lot of reasons someone might not want to take medication. I was on an SSRI for over a year and gained 25lbs. I was constantly tired, irritable, had no libido, and still had depression. I developed this anxiety while on it that I would accidentally take it twice and I started having panic attacks about overdosing or experiencing serotonin syndrome. I snapped at my child and husband constantly because I was always on edge. It was miserable and the common response is simply, ""it was not the right dose or right med for you"". Well, I also tried another medication that I had no response to, and then another that made me suicidal. I was barely sleeping and by the 5th day was convinced that no one truly loved me, that I would never feel better and my family was better off without me. I wrote a letter saying goodbye to my then two year old daughter and locked myself in a closet with a knife. Now some years later a therapist is telling me that it's unlikely the therapy will be successful without medication. This is really perplexing considering medication is not the first-line treatment for my disorder- therapy is! In fact it's supposed to be 80% effective while medication is something like 40-60% and has a lot of side effects that therapy does not. She initially said that taking an SSRI wouldn't be a life sentence but then said at a later session that she disapproves of anyone who thinks they shouldn't be on medication and can get better on their own. It's a bit disheartening to me when I have met so many people that are now in recovery, but many professionals only want to talk about management and coping. I am not trying to talk poorly on anyone that takes medication whatsoever. I have tried it myself and I will never say never about trying it again. My point was, if someone feels that they can manage without medication then I wish more people would be supportive. If a person isn't hurting themselves or someone else, stuck in some manic or depressive episodes (or doesn't have manic/depressive episodes in the first place) then maybe medication as treatment should be their choice. If you have had meds pushed on you during CBT then you're not alone out there.",8.320068493150686,8.325815858447491,8.473162100456621,66.8194691780822,61.64840182648402,11.774885844748859,36.74315068493151,11.291866151862983,4.380509589041097,1918,81,316,49,24,629,210,438,0.11,0.828,0.062,-0.9423,0,1,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,5,4,8,16,18,1,2,20,1,50,17,1,4,4,62,72,37,1,12,19,2,2,2,0,9,15,4,1,2,26,16,0,0,6,0,1,2,20,7,1,4,19,7,41,11,40,38,8,53,0,5,0,1,27,22,0,14,31,244,67,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998353194772536,0.0,0.04631542164814508,0.048190769630077464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214599971370023,0.0443055980956845,0.0,0.0,0.08099245800790181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588783573933646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061013857165893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366604415769974,0.06322929560441704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251732888798179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037351042739001854,0.0,0.19953193858257426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637677850443577,0.0,0.05068270089979487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04838140452875545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05459807088738612,0.0,0.05856816153072676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852667698392413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030258730955109826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062000299103120424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040907798923858985,0.056589685526113515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847626114629954,0.05227147079830457,0.054801540106004465,0.0,0.11743551149801768,0.05818442826409844,0.0,0.12866328780558614,0.6417872869358305,0.05836572790403545,0.06143974665606978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400521908894214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607731222757709,0.0,0.039245395198558686,0.04404774431694042,0.0,0.06795197278904669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060670862465712,0.05057003624423954,0.060509915904645876,0.0,0.05474936064169551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420497308168597,0.0595473162319977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989199322089408,0.110182798589966,0.09211429010753762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057957847982177624,0.0,0.14721617178627674,0.044586583043896864,0.05728042639380838,0.0,0.04099325826832605,0.0,0.04625180976190621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335072761527755,0.06572241511640795,0.0,0.0,0.2612738435913614,0.09310140888356792,0.050621155738705584,0.0,0.19869605481797176,0.06724496509846796,0.0,0.037110248174234015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656594718068641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572847081721488,0.0,0.05657553769718213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832074033031059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207345896440661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660056673969178,0.1674869346114431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234256404225164,0.0,0.0,0.11188805741655283 anxiety,Sprocket77,2018/02/20,"First date in a year just got cancelled Sigh.. My first date in over a year just got canceled. I thought my anxiety would be a bit relieved, given I've been very anxious about it all week. But I'm more panicky than ever. Can't win.",1.0324999999999989,3.1666289166666672,2.1665000000000028,96.62850000000002,82.75,4.673333333333334,24.18333333333333,5.6839178017228535,0.2997033333333339,180,7,40,1,5,57,37,48,0.24,0.708,0.053,-0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,3,2,5,2,3,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086528043870564,0.30812957083080744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977720742825233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467177548532992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640015786545901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4362857661387835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165328269481256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22504709998659614,0.0,0.0,0.21878338924525845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19375358957129848,0.0,0.0,0.3512837799407817 anxiety,amiww,2018/02/20,"School. Mind goes blank on tests. Hey. Sorry if it will be too long to read but maybe anyone will give me any advice. There Is always hope. So, my problem is that I study a lot of math, I am not the worst but also not the best at it. When it comes to test sometimes I fail, sometimes I don't, when I fail I used to rewrite it positive. You know. Basic school stuff. But lately I was rewriting one test like.... 5 times and even though I know material in 101% I still can't write it. Meanwhile I had geometry test which I failed too. Tried to rewrite it and I failed also. So now I have 3 failed tests. Keep in mind I am from Poland and in my school you gotta pass every test to be able to go to next grade. And it's just like... My mind goes blank after this test I was rewriting 5 times. I just feel like I can not pass any math anymore because I will fail, I will fail, I will fail. Help, please, any advice, I don't want to redo whole year, I can not afford this, I am in best school in Poland and I feel so much pressure. In other subjects I am excellent, I used to be good at math too, but now, since this one test I am horrible, what do I do? 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I'm extremely scared of going to the store and I don't want to get another panic attack. I'm too scared that I'm embarrass myself or drop something. I think too much about what other people think. I'm so scared that I'll ruin something, trip and fall, be too slow in the line, say something embarrassing or talk too quiet to the casier or I won't have enough money. Even if I have 10 euros and I'm supposed to pay like 3, I'm still so scared about not having money. What do I do? I'm 14 so I MUST go. I've already told my mum that I'm too anxious, but she doesn't care. She's too lazy to pick it up herself after work.",0.3315052977712796,2.3301868198757805,2.5420387285348944,93.70558275484107,84.52795031055899,4.782024113993423,19.408476434051877,5.900188976854957,-0.1622008768724883,582,16,130,4,17,197,84,161,0.303,0.679,0.018000000000000002,-0.9943,1,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,15,11,1,7,5,0,10,1,0,2,1,17,29,14,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,4,1,0,2,0,7,5,4,9,0,0,1,2,11,2,15,25,2,12,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,4,4,74,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15822265757011764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034573046352573,0.0,0.3239556663911525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16311468839765889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618478410978686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197750333638217,0.0,0.0,0.14814917706357925,0.0,0.09470069615736453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490978290101354,0.0,0.244457334664529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004789895991864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10540030602782599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822475261354172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994011752621743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402099916671105,0.5741908938947069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4415216568165164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11450291927918026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152428754793635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18374337233499574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700509555392618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456884449933982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043818609101972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheCampeau,2018/02/20,I messed up big I was just trying to do something I thought was helpful now my fiancé won’t speak to me and I’m hiding and crying at work I don’t know what to do ,-1.8886842105263173,-0.042786184210523714,1.0371578947368434,101.16310526315792,95.05263157894736,3.04,15.494736842105262,3.1291,-1.3340168421052638,127,3,32,0,5,44,27,38,0.205,0.72,0.075,-0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,22,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5377997786400922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3281668318770464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26906993920100736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37691601522955576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38868566471985294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324045117026786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564327544899312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BirdonWheels,2018/02/20,"Job interview in a few hours, any tips on how to conquer this? I've been searching on this sub for others in my position, but couldn't find one that fits my exact situation :\ I have a job interview at 11 am today, and it's 9 am right now. I took 800mg of phenibut to be more comfortable. Friends of my family let me know how busy the store was last night, and if I'd even want to do it. Thing is, I don't have a choice of what job I choose because I smoke weed occasionally and would probably fail most drug tests. I also need this job because I'm broke :( Anyways, the mindset I want to adopt is that they need a new hire, and I really think I'd be a good fit for this position due to my experience in customer service. The thought of walking in for the first time and introducing myself just seems something I'm not extremely comfortable in, but I do feel better knowing I have my benzos if anything goes wrong! I appreciate this sub and all of the love that is spread! 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For as long as I can remember, I've had this urge to defend every action, choice, and thought I make inside my head to a non-existent person who is judging me. I don't know if this is a form of social anxiety but I end up becoming extremely conscious of everything I do, but not in a good way. So I just wanted to know if anyone else experiences this. Thanks.",3.441026352288489,4.052321951456314,5.385464632454924,82.65922330097091,72.20388349514563,8.992510402219137,25.393897364771146,9.23628265651192,1.8699858529819693,383,11,82,8,7,133,67,103,0.077,0.875,0.048,0.0365,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,10,2,2,1,1,18,17,11,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,10,3,13,15,1,11,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,2,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14601451609862498,0.0,0.0,0.13346027445698655,0.19556818592667655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080018070390635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944683457791178,0.0,0.16905357461291445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081564384222968,0.0,0.3430820954969684,0.18670683107512767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009213945514744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917739996664051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097935857606892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891335199293803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740676084283806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665973801653258,0.19941782686025733,0.209517208907005,0.0,0.0,0.18280005833727744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162177447384839,0.16300136613440894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456724663388106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989208601101686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572683626168836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152892883072694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257967692125333,0.15150319103956833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tiredziety,2018/02/20,"How long do I have to wait.. Until I can say that I well and truly give up on the person I married? Almost 3 years now, and I am tired. I’ve fought irritability, sleep, isolation, lack of sex and intimacy, maybe five or six total visits to a counselor, no medication adjustment since this started to try and get things on a more even keel, and promises to be more proactive that only last a couple of weeks before it’s right back down to the same old crap. We can’t travel because anxiety, I can’t initiate sex because of anxiety, I can’t discuss certain things because of the anxiety, I’m expected to hear him rant about things and not be hurt or made to feel stupid because it’s the anxiety that’s talking. I literally cannot do any fucking thing because of anxiety. And my spouse will do nothing...because of fucking anxiety. He puts everything off, unless it’s important to him. I have to wait, and wait, and wait, and it’s always on his timeline. Never mine. So many discussions lead to a couple of weeks where he might try, but back to the same thing eventually. He doesn’t even consider changing meds or seriously getting counseling. He only takes half of what he’s actually prescribed. 10mg a day of Lexapro. He disassociates and barely speaks some days. A medication change will never happen. Counseling is only because I mention it, then he quits like always. What am I expected to do here? When he won’t get consistent help, where do I get to draw a line and not feel guilty because he has anxiety? It is wearing me the fuck down, and i am just over it. 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Mods - please feel free to delete if not. I've previously never had issues sleeping. In the past, I would fall asleep within 10minutes and wake up 7 hours later. To preface all of this, I have no issue during the day - I pee when I need to do. This does not disrupt my work, social activities, watching movies and so forth. For the past 6 months, one issue has become progressively worse to the point it is now disrupting my sleeping. Before going to bed, I need to pee several times. The first time I pee, it is a decent volume and is expected as I've drank at dinner and so forth. However, immediately after this (even before leaving the bathroom), I feel as if I need to go again! And this may only be a couple of drops. So I go to bed and try to sleep. However, despite being tired, all I can really think about is peeing. I feel hyper-aware about this need. I can somewhat fall into a semi-sleep but this fixation on urination stops me from falling asleep properly. So I get up, and go try to pee. However, even after forcing myself as if I were working out, only a couple drops come out. Sometimes, I may have to try this twice before going back to bed to satisfy this weird mental urge to pee. This then repeats itself for about an hour, sometimes longer and I fall asleep. The rest of my sleep is healthy and I wake up when I set my alarm. This is purely sleep related I think. I could be in bed, reading before bed-time. As soon as I tell myself it is time to stop and sleep, this need to urinate starts and this hypersensitivity to my urethra occurs. I now begin to expect this occurrence and I feel I'm stuck in some weird vicious cycle. This is what I have tried so far: * Starting a reading routine 1 hour before I want to fall asleep. No electronics. It works sometimes but not often. * Reducing my fluid intake 2-3 hours before bed and no drinking 1 hour before I want to sleep. However, sometimes this makes me thirsty so I need to sip water so I don't have a dry mouth. * Reducing my fluid intake during the day. I have had mix-results. I used to have an issue with eating before sleeping. In this case, I could only really sleep if I'd eaten straight beforehand and I beat this by forcing myself to sleep whilst ""feeling hungry"" so I know this is also beatable. Does anybody have any advice? I'm planning on speaking to a GP to eliminate the possibility of something more serious. I've considered taking a very small dose of Xanax or something to help me sleep whilst not peeing to somehow stops this weird link between urination and sleep but I understand this could lead to something way more serious so I'm not going to do that. Thanks for any help and suggestions!",3.1609392265193366,5.39482557458564,4.509120073664825,82.07729337016578,75.94290976058932,6.922268876611417,25.5929650092081,7.908726449838941,1.678011152854512,2209,80,402,35,50,730,236,543,0.075,0.866,0.059,-0.6425,4,0,4,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,0,8,24,9,1,1,19,0,36,41,32,3,4,76,75,43,0,20,13,0,5,0,0,3,3,1,5,0,28,21,6,3,10,3,1,13,10,7,0,3,6,7,47,3,71,58,7,71,0,0,1,0,6,19,0,11,35,266,75,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428709950709251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03624314054203745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06163958868004666,0.0,0.0346703961971861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034849006517284474,0.0,0.02762722528348035,0.05005341919913182,0.3085182653586202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03903997811021523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447403359506857,0.10029351949916038,0.0,0.058456515916680975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932132263487147,0.0,0.0,0.04439726880552385,0.0,0.04637463753802034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986810885505174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114578148816869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03854996968608298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023678321379886774,0.0,0.15454161284931284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060755343523481414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231599908359351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365164408688565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02490720420234961,0.0,0.0,0.04798833321914593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03025208037287005,0.0,0.045530977283422217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134569886179557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036174743116792384,0.0,0.0,0.2352343270290144,0.034954304030765264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030710642874307727,0.10340585474746763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865279336627461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049748784141626035,0.04284293873859473,0.05109255194253416,0.04340493408984987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066641197705796,0.0,0.05806751126544828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119976379975138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6803050761007915,0.046198992456584966,0.0,0.10467082483835467,0.17929427998043693,0.0,0.06415679131594314,0.0,0.0,0.11367100928954744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034075707745821165,0.0,0.03961250047070985,0.04172543387094208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058079658665161626,0.0,0.0,0.07928101634672392,0.05208975527226106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307977732995198,0.0,0.0,0.04718069842838463,0.0,0.03914274212463568,0.0,0.0373945231289068,0.05346293104138592,0.03597365384501845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898255554130764,0.0,0.04618591126293233,0.032194696518925,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HaguroGuro,2018/02/20,"How do I stop anxiety attacks? I know it is not my business, but whenever the girl I like says she is drunk or drinks alcohol, I start getting extreme anxiety attacks. It's her own self, but it still gives me anxiety because of my experience in the past. How can I overcome this? Do I just stop interacting with her?",3.61,5.3325290322580665,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,73.19354838709677,9.476129032258065,34.980645161290326,9.888512548439397,3.7800541935483887,248,14,48,7,5,85,44,62,0.281,0.6709999999999999,0.047,-0.9192,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,11,9,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,1,3,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,12,1,3,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269474322271316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4873626846312209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4831785581754984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945221437611107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20803119749282625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20772807358025636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109489318555778,0.20371432193426284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670707806621815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037479921494374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20272091212738408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887658162577793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22153698868959307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030895462529484,0.0,0.16959035384146878,0.35508364694392464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,analog_browser,2018/02/20,"anxious on social media I post truly spontaneous comments on reddit, but sometimes it gets more downvotes. Makes me think if I belong to the sub or not. Not sure how to approach this.",3.0452941176470567,5.967111470588236,3.6897058823529436,83.74867647058825,81.3529411764706,4.576470588235295,26.14705882352941,5.985473137389443,1.1920823529411768,146,6,23,1,4,46,30,34,0.043,0.84,0.116,0.3649,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,9,3,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452677287124713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934936981030147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674705634703747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38376012609096505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.408463497115655,0.0,0.0,0.3963028451457283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776552931016027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567525743331883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thefinalslice,2018/02/20,"I’m constantly scared about nothing Ever since I started noticing my anxiety when I was like 10, every day of my life, I am never able to just enjoy my life in the moment, and not have a tingling sense that something bad or unfortunate is going to happen to me. Every night before I go to bed, I stay up for hours not being able to sleep, because I keep stressing over school, or just worrying about the future. I can’t get these thoughts out of my mind, and I end up just laying there for hours trying my hardest to clear my mind so I can finally go to sleep. And I’m not stressing over the school work, im just my mind stresses me out, and makes me nervous for no absolute reason. It’s like being nervous the night before a huge presentation or test, but it’s EVERY day, EVERY night, and even though I consciously acknowledge that I should not be nervous about anything, I can’t stop myself from freaking out and panicking for no reason, and I’m not even that introverted, I like being around ppl. I just want to know if anyone else has this because I almost 16 and I want to know if my entire life will be like this ",9.5332,6.06472072,9.368888888888893,72.42,61.8,11.955555555555556,37.444444444444436,9.444778638647367,3.3362444444444446,882,28,174,11,9,290,117,225,0.155,0.764,0.081,-0.93,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,16,14,0,7,6,0,15,6,2,3,3,48,31,17,0,5,16,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,1,0,8,12,0,2,7,0,0,3,10,9,0,0,2,0,28,5,28,22,0,32,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,6,22,119,36,4,0.19375439736678152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700852059905933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411079182824054,0.0,0.0,0.06773878982649123,0.09926213846881388,0.07972168004414533,0.08624124598706398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088841433733894,0.118110882271492,0.0,0.1648707214734562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468983552139408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12495555740020604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092846848935183,0.0,0.0858044433575027,0.0,0.0,0.12797295211951706,0.08763097253342261,0.3264928726802989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612423583759316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061433785315062,0.0,0.1651726336430722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566818685386056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908090525550596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464399878882112,0.0,0.0,0.08610890542820045,0.0,0.0,0.1064823496775399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20528169128764792,0.18931722328153808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466628238493964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934550622557175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471766791448785,0.0,0.0,0.2727380649688345,0.0,0.09295628492921053,0.11029533279878992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199211790242364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699097624602797,0.196089794188776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801378198522491,0.0,0.1938943244753693,0.0,0.0,0.07458080053817519,0.0,0.0,0.06857017985230915,0.10325820387505512,0.0,0.080993675973119,0.332917511333809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518135583402762,0.07690967446651037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577325871968683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428136357026422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052775444337613,0.0983834977941141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ultimate_Wolf,2018/02/20,"Low heart rate, not used to it... Hi all, I've recently started back up on 20mg escitalopram and got dry needling in my very tense shoulders from my physio this morning. I've noticed my resting heart rate (usually around 90-100) is down to 60-70, and I know it's not a bad thing but I can't help but make myself anxious even though I feel quite the opposite. I keep telling myself it's an arrhythmia or something stupid. Any tips to help my silly brain realise this is new and okay?",2.9102040816326533,4.5233316020408205,3.756887755102042,89.94614795918369,74.81632653061223,6.940816326530613,27.556122448979593,7.6454224807358475,1.4095265306122444,379,15,82,5,8,121,74,98,0.16699999999999998,0.778,0.056,-0.8967,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,3,1,3,4,4,2,1,15,10,7,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,10,2,9,9,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,1,5,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344344264326819,0.0,0.0,0.2233308504258876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759839801923364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520096516937493,0.16506098611639944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206848712152406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057087251692792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995684947132323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810892625100587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4685217925024409,0.2650118190014371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571392590423884,0.0,0.0,0.1086439991793281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195808604215045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092802876696446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506877585559112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21026522069138992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519277112778768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218966254972174,0.0,0.0,0.13992438345248145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278777793233613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133493489027706,0.0,0.19422717805222536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707387151410755,0.21772509095792794,0.16311306990228405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,patrickdontdie,2018/02/20,My friend is mad at me. We're in the car and he's cold shouldering me and I don't know why and I'm scared. He's driving all fast but he's not ignoring the other girl in the car.,-3.2427574750830566,-1.7471184651162783,0.25222591362126323,104.19534883720934,105.74418604651164,4.317607973421929,13.119601328903654,6.18269132825596,-1.0088445182724248,138,3,39,2,7,49,31,43,0.099,0.78,0.122,0.2351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,3,0,2,1,1,0,1,8,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4688428254376213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335032136317098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6075523759436724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5475784163187851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cheekahrah,2018/02/20,"My brother confessed yesterday that he went to see a therapist and was prescribed Zoloft. This came out of the blue for me and for our family. I dont wanna invalidate his feelings but I am also unsure if this is just his overreaction (he is 18). Is it common for therapists to prescribe something on the first session? 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I had my first panic attack in 1999. The following 10 years were a nightmare with panic attacks, general anxiety, social anxiety and even agoraphobia at one point. Since 2009 it’s been a slow recovery. I’ve not had a panic attack since 09 but even today i still live in fear and get flash back to situations when I had previous panic attack’s. I would say I’m 90% better but I still avoid things like planes or situations I can’t easily leave. Is it possible to ever be completely free? 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Seriously for once I just want my brain to shut up or my heart to stop racing long enough for me to sleep. I’ve meditated, I took my meds, maybe I should give up on sleep for tonight. Advice? Or support or just some one to talk to would be cool",1.1292090395480263,3.2148466949152565,2.645,93.613488700565,82.0508474576271,6.6451977401129945,20.002824858757066,7.793537801064563,0.5179468926553672,221,6,52,4,6,72,41,59,0.119,0.777,0.104,0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,0,10,8,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,9,2,12,4,2,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,3,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19729822406433464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544559854550014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22539160569024436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862077474856516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19368468701781874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392571781914332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867866110623262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283967696945532,0.0,0.22426979618889228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21502114006571849,0.13681535630944994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6061493519806714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688007607184159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22911823402912665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228276419273946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432274119161646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908819345970223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434267883462737,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,christyep7,2018/02/20,"Non stop heart palpitations Hey all, Since mid August last year I’ve had pretty much non stop heart palpitations. I’ve been to doctors/hospital, had heaps of different tests and everyone tells me it’s just anxiety or there is no known cause. I know however it’s more than anxiety. For 2 years plus I’ve been experimenting with drugs. At first it was smoking weed, then for 8 months on and off I experimented with mdma (probably have used it 12 times). For two years, I had been drinking at least 2-3 times a week. Most of the time it was a couple of drinks, then also binge drinking other times. During this time, I never had a bad experience with drugs and was relatively happy. I was sometimes anxious at work that’s about it. I moved from Australia to Canada during April last year. I was having the time of my life. I met so many friends, partied heaps, was always around people and out and about. I started smoking weed everyday here (I did that all the time back home). Then two weeks after arriving here I started experimenting with cocaine. The first time I did it I only did a bit so it was fine. The second time I did it, I experienced my first ever panic attack. I didn’t touch it for a few weeks again. Then I met new people and started drinking everyday a lot and tried cocaine a few more times. Then there was this one night I did a lot of pure cocaine, I would have snorted close to a gram of almost pure cocaine to myself. I got in this weird mood. I started panicking and came home. I had a really bad panic attack for 8 hours straight and couldn’t sleep. My arms were numb, I had the worst palpitations, I struggled to move etc. the following week and a half afterwards was the worst of my life. I experienced bad withdrawals, panicking, anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts etc. I swore to never touch it again. I had a break until I felt better and started drinking again (still while smoking almost daily). I was getting drunk 3-4 times a week and drinking casually every other day for close to a month and a half straight. Then there was this one day at work I felt a bit weird. I went to my tattoo appointment and started experiencing weird heat moving around my body and slight anxiety. I went afterwards and had a couple of drinks and felt fine. The next day I felt extremely light headed and dizzy. I tried smoking weed and I had a little chest pain. I had a couple of beers and at first felt weird but then fine once drunk. The next day I was at work and felt like I was having a heart attack. I was having bad heart palpitations, dizziness, fatigue, lightheaded, numbness, anxiety. Since that day I have been experiencing the symptoms on and off. I have not drank since then (I tried and it gave me bad palpitations twice). I haven’t used drugs or had any coffee or other caffeinated products as I get bad palpitations. Every day I have them pretty much 24/7, some days worse, some I barely even feel. With this I get on and off anxiety, at first panic attacks (gone with medication), numbness in left arm, chest pain sometimes or a shock feeling in heart, brain fog, lightheaded, constant fatigue, sleep deprivation, dizziness, hot and cold flushes. I was prescribed escitalopram, at first having bad anxiety, that started slightly getting better but has been getting on and off bad again. Sorry for the long post. I just want to see if anyone else has had these symptoms or any advice. I’m sick of feeling this way, especially overseas where I have no support and have to pay outright for all doctors and hospital visits. 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Finally was able to see this “invisible illness” on paper! Hi Reddit, this is my first post :) I just wanted to share some knowledge that I wish I knew years ago! I’m going to keep it short, but I have ALWAYS had insomnia. And I mean since elementary school. My whole life I could not turn off my brain at night. My education suffered and so did my mood. I tried many different routes to try and do what most people can do without even thinking - but I can’t stop thinking! I learned to live with always being tired, and ended up working night shifts anyways. But then ... well life happened and I was grieving terribly which brought the big “A” into my life anxiety. Or at least I finally realized that I have always had anxiety. And for me, personally, Anxiety is worse than the depression and the insomnia. Anywho, Within the last year I really started to focus on myself, and try to get back to the person I used to be. After the usual pony show of counseling and medication I finally cracked at an RN asking for a brain scan. Please just tell me what’s in my head and just take it out already kind of thing. Apparently they don’t just hand out MRIs or whatever butttt there is a place in Vancouver. So I went, I just looked at the rules of this site so I won’t advertise or anything. But I want to encourage you to try different things to help yourself! Please help yourself, only you can fix yourself. You need to do the best to put work into yourself, be selfish, put yourself first. I traveled/got a new job/ went to a music festival/got a new tattoo/went to a few doctors / but I am still in this hole. So I got desperate, and used google. Because the system will forget about you, and doctors have a lot of patients, you gotta be your own advocate. I will always remember the moment I saw on paper what was wrong in my head. Because it was proof there was something wrong! That I’m not just making it up! I’m no doctor or scientist so I can’t explain it well but I had tears in my eyes because it was real. And it was a place to start, and it gave me hope. 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I have a 2mg prescription. I have had periods where I have taken a pill 2-3 times a week every week and then periods where I have gone for months without taking it. If I find a situation particularly stressful such as flying (which I don't do often) I take 4mg of it. I take 30mg Celexea/Citalopram SSRI for anxiety. It is a tiny bit less effective for anxiety for me personally than my old SSRI, but the old one made me a little bit manic at times, so I am more stable and clear headed on Celexea so I think I will stick with it for the foreseeable future. Anyway, onto my question. I have previously done a few college papers at home through a university, but I've transferred to my local community college and will be attending there soon. I feel like I might be reaching for my benzo a few times a week, as I am out of my comfort zone finally properly going to college but Im pushing myself to do it. I wanted advice on how many times a week you guys think that I can take it (one 2mg pill) without getting hooked or dependent?",4.505593220338984,5.3638779915254275,6.5625000000000036,74.28408898305086,69.9322033898305,9.459322033898307,31.275423728813557,9.673873057562805,3.0454372881355933,930,39,174,21,16,328,126,236,0.024,0.889,0.087,0.933,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,1,13,3,0,1,14,0,21,3,1,5,1,27,37,15,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,1,2,8,5,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,6,1,28,2,26,26,6,34,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,6,21,124,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014413774312344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882786569781773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266660309773393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623309281799732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746392538475245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248916894023621,0.07416148037099707,0.0,0.11371816075019897,0.0948799419830404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847228934694587,0.0,0.0589972936150711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278766052726183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653842827668464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041293263768094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213200247700056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050716045821186856,0.10404432455578648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822699643047868,0.0,0.21049294502333385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012540457442432,0.0,0.0,0.08285969979589207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217861076652374,0.0,0.14068791813605153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064239362696007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629032395258025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668615322820068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891335587832895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683106506164441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303378729479404,0.0,0.0,0.3026605788092577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061229493765794535,0.0,0.4163483312150838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30020576969929835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684987195134648 anxiety,antihydra,2018/02/20,"How to deal with friends being sad? I'm 19M with anxiety, and I'll often talk online with my friends and girlfriend. However sometimes they get sad / down (life, work, school, etc.) and I feel like I'm getting a panic attack when it happens. The worst is when they cry / won't respond and are far away so I can't go visit them in person and comfort them. How do I deal with my anxiety when I can barely help others? Are there any good ways to help comfort people? I know it's best not to pester / solve problems for them but I wish I could do something.",2.059646017699116,3.8514387256637193,3.22761946902655,92.048685840708,77.6725663716814,5.5819469026548685,23.689380530973448,6.2581,0.5016166371681412,428,14,91,3,10,138,77,113,0.159,0.66,0.181,0.5648,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,5,2,8,13,1,1,2,0,10,1,0,2,0,19,19,12,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,0,1,14,7,11,16,3,10,0,2,0,0,16,4,0,1,4,58,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102926406068225,0.0,0.2723011380376742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247252520904574,0.16721359356809967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677403083095906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209874461474215,0.0,0.19549744056081447,0.0,0.3669693085662252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848943467062724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998962728789249,0.1271455447371072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750064529431264,0.0,0.1859694311508404,0.0,0.1011474285191972,0.14927718465703016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738291413748728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385860993514769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781053569539247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570917311088214,0.08694971082816584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881559348777606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12338562003082135,0.1554011119562578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029826554495994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012044129459098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701403237852866,0.17602206001860174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430497537645006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126845891318238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046627389839772,0.0,0.0,0.12956809207140876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BabygirlRenn,2018/02/20,Help me I’ve been on anxiety and depression pills and they aren’t working. I’ve also been prescribed trazadone for sleep but I can’t sleep. I lay here wide awake and it’s tearing me up. I am feeling so much anxiety right now. I literally broke down crying cus I can’t fall asleep as I can’t rn,0.5642857142857167,2.751167015873019,2.5295238095238126,92.95714285714287,85.19047619047619,6.139682539682537,23.285714285714285,7.447530270364453,0.9602761904761912,234,9,53,4,7,78,44,63,0.226,0.7140000000000001,0.06,-0.875,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,7,4,3,0,0,5,8,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,1,9,0,5,6,1,7,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23644386051018895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523671072473578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247750350882569,0.0,0.0,0.2546565494531953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949752935979144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981785760625905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21734840762796115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524970066187973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5917587203621012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524824840722176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Soullessgemini,2018/02/20,"Has anyone ever had a panic attack so bad that the next day they thought they were dead? (Terrified) I'll try and spare most of the long winded theatrics. I had a wisdom tooth infection that was getting pretty bad, I didn't know until I went to the dentist, he put me on antibiotics (Clindamycin) as prep before surgery and I absolutely hate any type of medicine. The antibiotics made me feel very sick and gave me a horrible headache with uncontrollable vomiting, so my dentist switched me to Zpak and this is where shit got real bad, real fast, I read that Zpak could cause sudden heart death in rare cases and for the next 3 days I just kept feeling my heart, I went to the ER 5 times in 4 days, because my rhythm was actually really all kinds of fucked up from the antibiotics and stress. I drove myself to the point where I thought I was literally going to die in my sleep, I started sweating and shaking so bad, i felt sick, everything got weird and I felt a tight headache, I thought I was going to lose control and snap at any second but I managed to calm myself down slightly and fall asleep, the next morning when I woke up nothing seemed right, everything seemed off, and I had the same feelings that I had the previous night the next day, 2 days into it I still felt like I was just going to fucking snap at any second with the same headache, the next day everything sort of calmed down and now I feel fine but not nothing seems real for some reason, I swear I think I died that night or the night of my wisdom tooth operation and am in another dimension. It just feels weird, like I don't feel like I'm alive even though I can feel, taste, smell and think. Has this every happened to anyone else? Did I break my brain? Please any thought",7.0890350877192985,6.384877845029241,6.65625730994152,81.18157894736844,64.40935672514621,9.822222222222225,32.74269005847953,8.998388855275968,2.501156725146198,1381,47,278,19,18,430,179,342,0.149,0.754,0.097,-0.8835,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,2,2,14,25,5,4,19,0,19,18,9,4,2,61,58,24,4,1,7,0,11,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,9,17,1,3,21,1,0,9,3,16,1,2,28,13,42,9,34,29,5,52,0,1,0,2,4,17,3,7,28,162,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.07013825988545573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550603437152334,0.0753657301175279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051137618410436,0.07364299071501734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176658922126821,0.0,0.0,0.24004579542153026,0.043813475815830505,0.0,0.061159134781599414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023470096531972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383397956437825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061234724356453,0.057385216427638185,0.0,0.0,0.2781151331825568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491868864579965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060041165196278334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04747183100267318,0.06501378064360673,0.060556602855349265,0.0,0.1937860556418259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25439014092005696,0.05134650993807508,0.20702976466855816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328919590553687,0.037550986408955836,0.0,0.12254225944944094,0.0,0.11496775785164158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635575818370399,0.0,0.0,0.07096029407128435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703411099735269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484528797855328,0.03949984762357298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534142270692233,0.0,0.0,0.06360586898894788,0.0,0.0804081671693861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800853250466242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38219191321029305,0.20234549744706584,0.0,0.13792930383209698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432817656658291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07889562301283409,0.0679437779596685,0.0,0.0,0.07312128415486104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225281362286885,0.0,0.0,0.07189304404811601,0.24542365542478306,0.04604406476598732,0.07389802519592895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613796565933888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19629306187223367,0.0,0.0,0.07377721142339806,0.0,0.0,0.07192550028287137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087249978779358,0.0,0.05739834503752232,0.0,0.08233095912907795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210739385541304,0.07061544121508402,0.22823842121481985,0.041910070672674105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048797452441669234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930324228877741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332550834783133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smurklest,2018/02/20,"Is anyone else constantly irritable? One of the most common ways my anxiety chooses to manifest itself is through severe irritability. One wrong word from anyone, one minor inconvenience is enough to ruin my entire day, sometimes culminating in panic. I guess I know the solution is consciously calming myself down through breathing, etc. It’s just so hard to break through the overwhelming anger. Once the intrusive thoughts start, it’s hard to shut them up. Does anyone else’s anxiety manifest this way? How do you deal with it?",5.933357753357754,9.121506560439563,6.118168498168497,69.20738705738707,71.30769230769229,9.75873015873016,33.188034188034194,9.994966539143718,4.309094261294262,431,21,63,13,9,137,66,91,0.295,0.66,0.046,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,3,6,1,2,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,9,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,1,2,7,1,13,8,3,11,0,2,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484407634089245,0.0,0.0,0.3406199605023781,0.3327553363071383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754752716606305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472177299307063,0.1674068199362875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209997657607162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27129558323445313,0.0,0.0,0.16778211730938306,0.1810968071362001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17888005855343986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909214660946088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923989202805728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292957611716372,0.33009900653043744,0.0,0.0,0.19051813676450047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344336667544675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605981351491177,0.0,0.11493351649161147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891171290056727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577796334669559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775372194671319,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hvvrryy,2018/02/20,"sertraline does NOTHING Started on 25mg for a few weeks and only had negative symptoms for the first day or so and after that felt no better no worse. Moved up yo 50mg and still felt nothing. Then up to 100mg, still nothing. Now on 150mg and still feel just as shit. I'm starting to wonder whether my doctor even listens to me as she just keeps upping the dose when all its doing is giving me insomnia. I then brought some mirtazapine and quietapine from a dodgy guy I know as he said they help sleep, however I couldn't afford to keep this up and was getting addicted. I was on them for a few months and one I ran out I have been cold turkey. I now don't wake up until 4pm most days and have missed multiple appointment's to try and change my sertraline prescription. At the moment I'm not taking them at all and am not feeling much better or worse than when I did. I'm honestly not sure what the fuck to do so any advice would be greatly appreciated. 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I would always get panic attacks in the bus or by just sitting in class. Eventually my social anxiety would grow really bad and I would have a hard time being at places like resturants and the cinema. The problem was always that I felt like I was trapped and that I was afraid to embarrass myself. Eventually I would drop out of school for almost a year due to poor choise of education and my social anxiety. At this time I was very depressed, I was going to graduate two years later than my friends at my own age. I felt like I had wasted two years of my teenage life(well, I still do). But now I'm back in high school and I'm really proud of myself because of how hard I've fought. From not being able to even sit in an half empty and dark cinema to being able to stand infront of an class of 28 pupils and hold an presentation. I no longer have any trouble with panic attacks! I truly believe that exposing yourself to your fear is the best cure for panic attacks, to always keep in mind that whatever you feel is not dangerous. It really helped me. Well that's all from me. Good luck fighting with whatever is troubling you, Peace!",4.256913580246913,5.647934218106997,5.359773662551444,80.68064814814818,71.0164609053498,8.692181069958847,26.66872427983539,9.150863307647796,2.166356378600823,977,32,187,20,18,323,131,243,0.269,0.611,0.12,-0.9894,0,1,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,3,0,3,8,28,7,6,10,0,19,0,0,1,1,30,30,11,0,5,5,0,5,3,1,4,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,3,2,1,2,3,19,1,3,10,5,27,9,34,13,3,32,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,3,16,123,34,7,0.17764394263555702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894237396758085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221720986548482,0.0,0.0,0.06040198633126893,0.0,0.2717942597666961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031434453902605,0.0,0.06829861329028339,0.1483252719082491,0.05414504929958608,0.0,0.0,0.10007194538822904,0.09321317901785472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765022337438931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058666074355430274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994941171043817,0.044911057499894914,0.0,0.17056604322043714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862363470768934,0.0,0.04640581402186706,0.0,0.05047957320302579,0.07449965541146672,0.07103904450432623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913407977514246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953549508750702,0.18769057872370995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894904923030363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627375851195093,0.13018178584439088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968487073316883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31264033673576386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928000552341611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499063088186712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276065169709212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696777308569717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621712565754816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286864846290108,0.0,0.07093334103039567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358561152553754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353231928050858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328742852652137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986161930460935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523863199891797,0.0,0.0,0.17159531215778606 anxiety,DryCoast,2018/02/20,"Anyone here who has beat their anxiety, how did you/do you feel about it? Are you as happy as you thought you were going to be when you had anxiety? Do you feel like a completely new person?",2.943846153846156,4.236532102564105,4.305641025641027,87.34769230769234,74.12820512820512,8.276923076923078,23.256410256410252,8.841846274778883,1.4342410256410254,148,4,32,3,3,49,29,39,0.079,0.765,0.156,0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,1,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,4,11,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,7,2,4,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,0,0,0,3,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496855024191692,0.0,0.0,0.2270678616952262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404868651696957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283996443447921,0.2319964696492785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455893503052512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34569497036024593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586530302014817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136388205218075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835530684772962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578096740363783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pinkcandy828,2018/02/20,"How can I lessen this nervous energy? I wouldn't say every day I'm a nervous, anxious mess--but today, for what ever reason--I was. I think it was because I drank more caffeine than I probably should have. I'm been jumpy all day, overthinking things I shouldn't, and just overall fretting over stupid problems. Do you all know any good techniques for easing this nervous energy? Reading and writing does help me, music too--but when I have to go back to doing real life stuff, like going to the store or work, I'm back to being nervous again. 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My anxiety is so bad that I’m about to be a complete recluse and literally speak to no one or let my baby be around anyone- including my husband 😞 I’m so anxious right now that I’m one step away from the ER for a Xanax or whatever they’ll give me to calm down. Im so incredibly anxious about the baby that it’s hard to breathe. I’m anxious about EVERYTHING: autism, a chromosomal disorder, sometimes (including now) I convince myself that she has a mild form of downs, SIDS, I’m scared that she’s gonna be too cold and freeze or that she’s gonna be too hot and increase the chance of SIDS, a few minutes ago her pacifier was against her nose and now I’m scared that she’s going to suffocate because we aren’t watching 100% of the time. I’m anxious about her breathing when it’s audible and then I’m anxious that she’s not breathing when I can’t hear it. My mom said she didn’t like that she was breathing so shallow last night and now I feel like she should be breathing deeper. I’m anxious that she isn’t maintaining great eye contact, that she won’t lay flat so she sleeps in her bouncer and I’m worried it’s going to mess up her spine. I could go on for days. It’s literally everything. I just feel like she’s so incredibly perfect that I don’t deserve her. I have such an awful history with hurting people undeservingly that I feel like I deserve for something bad to happen to me. I know that’s an awful feeling but I can’t shake it. I feel like my whole pregnancy was waiting for something to go wrong- a miscarriage, a missed miscarriage, a boy when we thought it was a girl, something in the anatomy scan, a chromosomal defect in the blood tests, the cystic fibrosis gene in the blood work, the cord to be wrapped around her neck, her to come out not ok. Then that all went right. Now I feel like I’m doing the same thing with her being here. I’m just so incredibly terrified that something is going to happen to her and it’s going to be because I deserve something bad and it’s not her fault. And now I’m anxious that I’m going to post this and someone is going to respond with something that’s going to make me more anxious. I’m having anxiety about my anxiety 🙄",3.2887795648060525,4.692758262693161,4.617979186376537,85.00660927152319,73.43708609271523,7.64954903815831,29.49914853358562,8.238735603445708,2.026529157994324,1755,75,361,28,35,582,187,453,0.16399999999999998,0.764,0.07200000000000001,-0.9893,1,0,6,0,0,0,37.0,2,0,1,2,30,23,0,3,22,3,30,13,12,1,2,45,75,27,0,3,9,2,9,6,0,5,1,4,0,2,29,20,0,1,8,0,0,14,11,12,1,2,8,18,50,11,47,52,7,45,0,2,3,0,37,14,0,3,22,228,79,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909319963796863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20398968070436446,0.6024865369434589,0.0,0.04661269218398948,0.0,0.0,0.11868935548023675,0.0,0.0,0.06263258355656735,0.0,0.16698379621551104,0.08127494177268876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057424730771136474,0.06989544588282096,0.0,0.0,0.053225406532164087,0.0,0.0,0.0429924637618547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640218412164394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982576970042415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202242511391438,0.2381222059960374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394973517164249,0.34097779790328114,0.0,0.0,0.07349678032729855,0.0,0.0,0.11790068390675115,0.0,0.05971743139531128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075134646497554,0.0,0.044683160872866015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136469070063478,0.0,0.07200805501455097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03663653426095018,0.05433967674869357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816797894763975,0.0,0.19541060911820785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449842583862215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07807552399409991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04943016492930445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255920968282684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034587027107936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621609996744665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384523698276251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386058564778,0.06341228555063143,0.0,0.133483651891657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671167647180506,0.0,0.05648379506570474,0.30792506691301336,0.06593193858622652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04428828907361153,0.0,0.0,0.05292339870642738,0.03887204210787736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617977628397924,0.0,0.07442745375246586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485318458850208,0.067700053549935,0.0,0.0,0.07288610817185237,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bslink,2018/02/20,"I feel great, but only after sex So I suffer from depres+anxiety and can never feel relaxed. I remember someone mentioning on reddit that anxiety is like the feel you get when sitting on a chair and will fall, but with us it's all the time. It fits perfect for me. Even when I sleep I'm still aware, which makes me tired the whole day. The absolutely only thing that makes me feel good is the sex aftermath. Yeah, I know everybody feels awesome, but it's the only time I don't feel that tension in my whole body. I live these few minutes like a lifetime. No drug has ever made me feel like this. Does anybody also feel it? Like, the aftermth being even btter than the intercourse? Is there anythibg I can do to have more of it (not including the obvious have more sex)?",3.2176923076923067,5.171350728476824,4.1002649006622525,86.3539938869078,74.82781456953644,7.295160468670403,25.522669383596536,8.139509932561175,1.5536485990830364,604,21,120,10,13,194,96,151,0.099,0.696,0.205,0.9615,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,1,9,10,0,1,11,1,12,7,2,3,5,25,26,9,0,0,4,0,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,3,0,0,10,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,8,15,8,10,23,6,16,0,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,14,83,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106414492229487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359342769644487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780863428624474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581790051504228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644876995925263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543167217381542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578041828799645,0.1203676929522026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382657394294907,0.1901277200374968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952257748096376,0.0,0.0,0.11161118870166112,0.0,0.14670802346294573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073130734489605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26004136144699863,0.0,0.1175015489491716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591223087802525,0.1776479479216578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10263030352887548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30361280402134994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507401899355315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316417608354514,0.0,0.1127481488967724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626833731319812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840451681843002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155186130337111,0.1529421781544181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006451108033593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971315092383289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aideno1002,2018/02/20,"Ringtones or Phone Vibrations They make me feel anxious because it reminds me of my alarm or such things, anyone else???",5.3514285714285705,8.260678666666667,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,71.85714285714286,6.104761904761905,34.3095238095238,7.1686216300943375,2.554409523809523,96,5,15,1,2,28,19,21,0.206,0.794,0.0,-0.6046,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,10,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5038626707655575,0.0,0.31185952395947897,0.4569884305488138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718826510923033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3725828837879353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255153062816335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977141471297691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29630823924433897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CrimsonTacoMan52,2018/02/20,"I honestly feel that ""everything gets better"" isn't true for everyone. I can't deal with social anxiety anymore... or my depression. I know all my friends judge me because i'm quiet, never laugh, try to make eye contact but then fail. There's only 1 guy that actually calls me out on it. I used to feel like he was deliberately attacking me, but im sure he wasn't hes actually a good guy. They all are. I just don't know why I cant be normal. I go to school do all my work and im so desperate to get back home, where my social anxiety goes away. Even then I get generalized anxiety. And i just cant take it anymore. I hate my life. I wanna die. Help me.",-0.2637790943715572,1.90035530935252,3.0491832416419804,87.76465933135847,89.431654676259,7.011595429538724,21.12611087600508,8.124751697461798,1.2995159542953871,504,18,114,13,17,182,88,139,0.25,0.645,0.105,-0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,3,22.0,0,0,1,3,7,12,2,0,1,0,11,2,1,2,6,24,24,8,1,2,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,4,22,8,10,21,3,9,0,2,1,0,13,4,0,1,5,65,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.2671927249255177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31418839863261594,0.0,0.2715395044504105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574550764144726,0.12862370332925951,0.1052689974979466,0.0,0.08345403785899724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107847518964515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979199618968755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411396958487783,0.11791327912244635,0.0,0.14208240545518522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042231660382387,0.0,0.0,0.130815491640405,0.12303846798230515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844327935305747,0.09780263958768663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576995464959868,0.0,0.214576546352212,0.0,0.0778044210447056,0.1148266950278374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711085179615898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13516213807832286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176235916780184,0.0,0.1373236203915162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957547710655611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15047524614841135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669775670119514,0.06688328126607826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138298308446267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558707152044856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413465079503556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411995206888923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855188271625438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791081931651496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902828189197746,0.0,0.102933080507086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294730371559058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823915900550395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235325382383243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966610656414024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HealthyLifePlease,2018/02/20,"feel like theres no way this can be anxiety I keep getting the feeling like my conciouss is slipping away along with my vision dimming and sound muffling. if you have ever hyperventilated then stood up or just even stood up to fast after sitting and get a headrush it does the exact same thing, albeit much more intense. When I was younger I used to make myself hyperventilate to ""get high"" , i realise how stupid this is and only bring it up because of how similar it is to that. It would essentially dissorient you / confuse you, make your vision/sound fade out for a few seconds, then slowly come back over the course of like 20-30 seconds. Whats happening to me now is basically I am getting that feeling, but not as intense, however its staying indeffinately. I am slightly confused by what I am looking at, the room seems darker then I know it is, colors seem drained/faded, and my vision keeps going blurry then correcting itself. It seems very much like the symptoms of a TIA (transient ishchemic stroke), or my brain not getting enough oxygen/blood.. Went to the ER was told its anxiety, even though they didnt check any of my bloodflow or anything other then my blood work.. just seeing if anyone has ever experienced this feeling which is basically a subtle version of pre-syncope sticking around indeffinately.. im doubting they have because i have googled around alot and not been able to find anything like this at all. Worst feeling in the world tbh. Its like being partially brain dead. Any ideas?",7.240416224251432,8.004237144404335,7.037630070078574,73.62787853047358,63.83754512635379,8.828116372902954,35.788702484603945,8.671277953709913,3.099087661923976,1207,54,203,16,17,382,169,277,0.094,0.79,0.116,0.3127,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,4,2,1,15,11,1,3,12,0,21,5,3,5,5,51,50,21,1,3,11,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,1,0,21,11,0,2,11,0,1,4,5,5,1,2,8,11,23,6,29,39,10,34,0,0,3,0,7,14,0,12,19,149,44,1,0.11062424458341548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15045655956741788,0.0,0.16925448862888035,0.0,0.0,0.07735104395452637,0.0,0.1820686549912872,0.19695806276213326,0.0,0.0,0.10393511931356847,0.08506321565754446,0.0,0.13487102544186827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469864851787087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529299136857644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680802191857583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430441637924192,0.0,0.1461325404504943,0.20013192516645156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.279674709740076,0.15805996486832252,0.0,0.0,0.10110855542207277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889830097375905,0.0,0.06287030753347186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782465414293616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168805880948657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488130690534628,0.1194931673657681,0.0,0.0,0.19665582292549488,0.0,0.0,0.060796191749114374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32427250834216004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928965040221265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147685084541534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264309671506014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413472292506517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815320036375356,0.3021244725380438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791072570182283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498094738890813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349383256563692,0.0,0.10868775863323754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570620639730643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554382886422057,0.0,0.09127658728944156,0.0,0.08780837621557265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254978302570676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805357675851206,0.0,0.0,0.07858428938742416,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bigticket94,2018/02/20,"Need help with logic about my anxiety/depression So, at one point in the past 10 years or so I had a suicidal point in my life. I was hospitalized stabilized and told what some issues needed to be worked out. Went to 3 months of outpatient therapy 8 hours a day. Worked through them and have been fine. I still get flair-ups of my anxiety I think anyone who suffers always will. But I was out on the bay this weekend early morning right as the sun rose and it was absolutely beautiful. I was always told to find serenity in the moment and that moment is one of the fews I fully relaxed and thought about important things in my life. I have always wanted to duck hunt and I am toying with the idea of starting that as a hobby. My only thing is i would feel bad for shooting a duck. But I see it more like fishing where I feel bad for the first fish and realize it’s part of life and I’m fortunate to be able to use the earths resources and be self sufficient in a way. But it also made me thing and realize that maybe it’s a good way to keep my feelings about suicide in check. (Don’t lie we all think about it to some degree) that it’s a way for me to remind myself that I am fortunate that I need to be grateful of what life has to offer. Not that I won’t feel bad at some point. But that I can realize how precious life is. I’ve always wanted to take it up and my town is one of the best in Texas if not the best for it. Or maybe I’m finding a way of justifying this. Anyone else share similar thoughts or insight? 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Apparently SNRIs and SSRIs (often used for anxiety) affect Norepinephrine differently. I do better on SSRI VS SNRIs (example, Prozac really works for me) My doc also prescribed me meds for ADHD - trying Dexedrine, then Adderall. It just occurred to me that Adderall might affect Norepinephrine more than the Dex. 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So I finally found an excuse to ask him out, and spent the past few days in a cloud of anxiety and overthinking, working out all the diff scenarios that could cause this to screw up. Still v scared of rejection tho, and I'm worried he'll realise that I like him. Is it weird to like someone you barely know?? I have 0 dating experience so I really dk what's normal and what's abnormal/weird... I had a panic attack while drafting the DM, had insane palpitations and hands were shaking so much I could barely type, but nevertheless I managed to send it. Now I'm jittery (abt 30 mins after the start of my attack), and just waiting for his reply. Gonna try and go about my day normally and hope he says yes. :((( ugh",3.0301098901098875,4.344221681318686,4.521758241758246,85.7982417582418,73.94505494505495,7.617582417582418,24.538461538461537,8.192908349453996,1.3414571428571436,694,21,146,11,14,232,119,182,0.145,0.767,0.08800000000000001,-0.6608,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,9,16,4,4,8,1,10,2,1,1,1,29,28,16,0,7,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,11,0,0,7,3,16,5,20,17,3,22,0,1,1,1,15,6,1,2,15,85,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14620823250902615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322929470107807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784541212021062,0.4605437081379573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11934411631720455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386213083648932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154783970452441,0.0,0.0,0.17405122440599866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199793419676478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782098188338436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795555346610892,0.0,0.0,0.0705009657763747,0.0,0.07668993072970426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361254529971148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402659970014166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483198004522923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318504562696673,0.0,0.0,0.11941830619120294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919696841073934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644265438853063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166477612788793,0.0,0.0,0.12881620263502933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644649168251549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731029044180533,0.13509921865969332,0.0,0.10753029680821524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433484883234453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551174841155377,0.0,0.1077638471341406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868502909619847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916159028979302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113402404266006,0.07959154306552986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823846390568768,0.13703886892814732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sammi3000,2018/02/20,"Rapid Fire Panic / Air Gasping / Dream Cycle During Sleep Looking for some similar experiences and advice. The past few months this thing will happen every now and then and it's annoying as heck -- I'll have a very short, vivid dream, wake up gasping for air, and then immediately fall back asleep, have another short dream, wake up gasping for air, and continue in this cycle for what seems like forever. It's like being in a nightmare merry go round I can't get out of. As soon as I wake up in a panic I'm dragged back to sleep. Sometimes it's coupled with sleep paralysis or night terror (not sure the right terminology) where I can't move and can see my room but can't wake up. I've tried googling my symptoms but that hasn't been quite fruitful. I've always had vivid dreams, have taught myself lucid dreaming after years of nightmares, but this is a new and rather excruciating experience. Any thoughts or insight would be great.",6.4400308166409825,7.108963881355938,6.285454545454545,78.65865947611711,65.55367231638418,8.922239342578326,30.780174627632256,8.841846274778883,2.3551740112994346,745,26,139,11,11,234,114,177,0.094,0.789,0.117,0.5046,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,3,6,0,15,10,8,0,1,22,24,17,0,2,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,9,1,0,3,5,0,3,5,4,0,0,4,7,6,4,20,16,2,32,0,0,5,0,0,16,1,4,15,79,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14731008153633532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543516202909416,0.0,0.0,0.1025144222062869,0.15807336693191454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23183319967474125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680079187192287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701245099564934,0.0,0.0,0.294922703611443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787600789380227,0.0,0.08567407455355848,0.0,0.0,0.16620119574747844,0.0,0.0,0.13330675546252035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729659699630998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265911099149526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032633469792382,0.16022222483202092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559422814089815,0.0,0.14146763175204274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537427097520696,0.0,0.0,0.14390688377535787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034001245989635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873873793448645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120127356718879,0.13723613790658518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4525733107174517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909451791196485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14207905532744866,0.1566858290551789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015087149212502,0.0,0.0,0.11967778872568866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234860848725028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438363118021413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708769420496578,0.0,0.0,0.09707734986664594 anxiety,PM_ME_TO_NOT_GIVE_UP,2018/02/20,"what should I do when I literally count the minutes until it’s too late for me to do something? usually related to schoolwork. even if I have a whole day, I constantly count down the hours and sometimes do nothing to force myself to forget for a while, or worst case, just completely throw something out of my head and give up. what do you guys do to avoid this? I can’t seem to get rid of the habit by myself.",3.759196787148596,4.871344698795183,4.590542168674698,86.78934738955826,71.89156626506025,7.9429718875502004,27.086345381526108,8.344100000000001,1.6434755020080325,322,11,68,5,6,104,60,83,0.108,0.892,0.0,-0.8205,0,1,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,0,0,10,11,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,0,15,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,8,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609305043506559,0.2689349495895801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604975132638111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437316600836022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002183384140806,0.23873424714111136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464157472564488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554075681911637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450821642548281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280730868258088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23879294180726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265575982214036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38317729191552335,0.2461341189090105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27408993928238506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778491903138316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deepspace21,2018/02/20,"Scared of Visa Interview Tomorrow, Anxiety. Help!! I am applying for a work visa at the border tomorrow, there is an interview, I am very stressed and anxious right now. Can anyone suggest ways I can mentally control the stress! 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(these aren’t intrusive/violent, just random) i’m scared that it’s going to escalate into hallucinations or a psychotic episode or something. i’m always checking myself to see how i’m feeling, if i’m perceiving sensations in what checks out to me as a “normal” way. has anyone else had these fears or feelings? it’s honestly very hard to deal with because i can’t get away from it - it’s my body. i just started seeing a therapist finally, after a long time without, but i won’t see her again until saturday. if you have similar experiences i’d love to hear it/your advice :-)",5.1641386554621835,6.124823260504204,6.63870098039216,73.96040441176471,68.49579831932773,9.871568627450982,31.681722689075627,10.02789654360092,3.2342008403361344,1452,60,268,35,24,497,193,357,0.16,0.7609999999999999,0.079,-0.9764,1,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,0,1,22,17,2,6,20,0,22,12,9,8,4,54,54,26,0,4,16,0,6,4,0,1,2,1,0,2,21,8,0,1,11,0,2,6,6,11,0,0,7,11,28,6,44,45,6,46,0,1,3,1,11,16,0,12,25,176,49,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484668749186616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06943580531395067,0.07224731588074658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926806930926225,0.0,0.0,0.06071170623100899,0.08896488712031249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755730476599706,0.16315431850046772,0.0,0.0,0.158787451152865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28933685644679696,0.0,0.09692804495317836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919561242437278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382952597511372,0.09738426296101928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055996461645130086,0.0895151915764051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07598320445398109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253311458967789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986763028438198,0.0,0.1954098301387408,0.1756100804841288,0.06202948055627154,0.0,0.09511512453448873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072741980447303,0.0,0.1480379622491951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859727335296544,0.07678114425924895,0.0,0.15556051289343348,0.0,0.08910991706509659,0.0,0.09786074075972398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04771804418834006,0.0,0.09794503962923776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696778415111883,0.0,0.0,0.15367895572544174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476350263837892,0.07836507885857269,0.0,0.11591586886220248,0.08802931100646848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06382809722691851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507237379777689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187319439999283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601951561452681,0.0758142982708887,0.09071610687769242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562382766770358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607879918724835,0.0,0.2075704837398371,0.0,0.0,0.09809019798370767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17378012358297118,0.0,0.0,0.06684394073683894,0.0,0.0,0.06145684955494698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902468686026053,0.0,0.06978853988208099,0.0758909363136654,0.0,0.0,0.10081325266543548,0.11536847453898676,0.11127092772485664,0.0,0.2067936661325135,0.10125945919353996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790015060718186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562806588233157,0.1432833241796563,0.0,0.1378390276039657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369847285179803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848449374801581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05591397059027635 anxiety,whampstomp,2018/02/20,"Does anyone else have fears about having a heart issue? In 2009 I was diagnosed with Supra-ventricular Tachycardia and underwent an ablation to fix my heart rhythm issue. Since then, my panic attacks have always centered around my heart and my constant fear that I am undergoing some sort of cardiovascular incident that will result in my death. I constantly worry that there is something significantly wrong with my heart, often I feel my chest just to check to see if everything is okay. I do this multiple times a day. Thankfully, I have never had any sort of incident that has led me to seek medical treatment for my heart. I know for a fact that most of this fear is entirely unwarranted. However, as many of you know, simply knowing that you have anxiety doesn't make the anxiety or panic attacks any better. In the past, I previously sought therapy for depression and anxiety, and I have been on 40 mg of Paxil for about five years now. I had been coping really well transitioning to college and living without my live revolving around my anxiety. Now, however, I feel as though I've lost any sort of progress I've made and that I'm slipping down a hole of deep and lasting mental health issues. 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I get very anxious about change. My partner and I are looking into buying a house and getting married in the next year, I love her and I can't wait to get married and have our own place but damn the change is freaking me out. I've spoken to her about it, and I don't want her to think I'm getting cold feet or don't want to be with her! I'm 25 this year and getting promoted at work, which means more responsibilities and it makes me panic. I set really high expectations for myself which doesn't help. Any advice on how to cope with changes & commitment better?",3.8208172635445368,5.129142743801651,4.573994490358128,86.21533516988062,71.97520661157026,7.03067033976125,25.841138659320478,7.3871296695380915,1.1319193755739207,476,15,98,5,9,153,78,121,0.165,0.731,0.104,-0.7097,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,3,6,1,2,3,0,8,2,1,2,1,24,23,11,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,13,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,2,15,2,16,22,2,11,0,0,1,1,8,7,1,1,3,60,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28189333603753985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628066376982488,0.0,0.09808606500758436,0.0,0.0,0.16294668630912013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756585176504673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103342277459992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767892388434884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966789802140809,0.15239424582031116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643006264933638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12112270224295142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017946935409622,0.0,0.09627927718565536,0.0,0.0,0.15711631170682486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339762157225018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16923097100854878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069690258999338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924018768907704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078776644270508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242120684840754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901058086511528,0.17014936802519262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500620986551527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576772018717755 anxiety,TDallou,2018/02/20,"Help! Dating someone with severe anxiety and depression So me and my I guess ex now have been together for over two years and she's always had anxiety since I've met her but it has gotten worse over time. She is prescibed xanax and prozac for it. But recently in our relationship it has gotten so bad she will only go to work and stay home. Her palms are always sweaty, all she wants to do is lay in bed all day everyday. And due to this she broke up with me because she didnt want me dragged in with it but in all Reality I love her to death and I fell in love with the woman who she is and I want to be there to support her through the journey! We have been broken up for 3 weeks now and she literally will only talk to me when she wants to. She will call me/facetime/text me every other day but dosnt want to see me face to face. But if I need to talk to her she will ignore me (not all the the time but most of the time) I havnt talked to her since valentines day and dont know what I should do...I want this to work out but I dont know if this is common when dating someone with severe anxiety and depreasion...ive been backing up waiting for her to reach out first",2.1096370967741898,3.4595119798387093,3.4726129032258086,92.25141935483877,76.37903225806451,6.734193548387097,21.674193548387095,7.365786028017652,0.4772719354838708,913,23,211,11,20,299,118,248,0.165,0.759,0.075,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,5,0,23,7,3,0,4,47,42,24,1,10,10,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,1,10,19,0,2,2,0,0,3,4,4,0,2,8,1,36,3,38,28,5,36,0,2,1,2,32,12,0,4,20,148,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19223302316401847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651026056566963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08882277529351414,0.09644897357623296,0.07041597648187659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795223057605925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22349001434806248,0.0,0.09949163518745163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707619966106561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973251321216544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09825575065677787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564900181015451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725117776394615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742628506482535,0.0,0.11586949022446427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269664316518003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851094377451734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565181974271957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570649148372114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405567643646372,0.12401830281210482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920493288054923,0.0,0.0,0.26099482134796226,0.0,0.1911079734398652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957484803164921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312205473012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108338634606884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785362024911633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020706069917315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283993524219772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4087972414421383,0.0,0.0926579870864163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1681904529944582,0.0,0.1177181569236106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07438692685424217 anxiety,huntfishloveeveryday,2018/02/21,How do you handle going on a date with a Guy for the first time when You have anxiety issues? This guy on pof wants to go on a date with me. He wants to go on a long walk and then go to a motel and watch movies and cuddle. I would like to go out with him but I'm just extremely anxious. What should I do?,0.15652173913043302,1.396322840579714,2.4051449275362344,98.30163043478264,81.46376811594203,5.759420289855073,15.847826086956525,6.42735559955562,-0.7182869565217396,232,3,61,2,6,79,45,69,0.07200000000000001,0.901,0.027000000000000003,-0.4403,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,0,5,1,0,1,0,14,13,7,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,13,11,0,18,0,0,1,1,6,5,0,0,8,41,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583178264932228,0.25966088443100005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19550713676388395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6531347167731892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4551679267477597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398998107048995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229128725598082,0.0,0.0,0.20340673371221368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13402522001008962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711385937789667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16327620972603588,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thefirethatburn,2018/02/21,I'm scared I might say what i think I work in a call centre and sometimes when I'm on the phone I sometimes get very anxious that I may say what I think. Like in frustration I'll think my customer is an idiot and I might accidently say what I think,2.5027777777777764,3.4581131666666667,3.878703703703703,91.2991666666667,74.74074074074073,6.881481481481483,24.61111111111111,7.1686216300943375,0.7544222222222219,197,6,46,2,4,65,32,54,0.227,0.7240000000000001,0.049,-0.8439,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,1,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,11,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,9,1,3,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,2,26,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227634225780594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013483826854064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030212547877502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633484661986283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183651854891094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4704293331818745,0.19741702647469656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3900428878277844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5053938763084558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626986403775193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355335006455391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sadboy2011,2018/02/21,"Tips for burst of anxiety I have a lot of anxiety related to the idea of not being good enough and it usually trips me up that I start messing up. I'm terrified of starting new jobs or going to different events. I have panic attacks, disassociate and often throw up. I go to therapy and take meds. Just wondering if you guys had tips for when you're in a situation you can't escape and you suddenly start having really bad anxiety symptoms. I'd really appreciate it!",4.3758241758241745,6.024179109890113,6.985494505494508,68.1345054945055,71.08791208791209,11.793406593406596,31.68131868131868,11.491704259439757,4.539479120879121,373,17,66,15,7,135,64,91,0.24,0.73,0.031,-0.9539,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,12,14,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,13,12,2,16,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,5,8,45,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077770525689989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021380940012179,0.0,0.0,0.1483564375793154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856391082191324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835922477224968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201960719291523,0.14903061812107946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759323909823865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005805248784696,0.0,0.0,0.17632124247525108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105826067219708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973638341062108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17160567647362227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20847068520418902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276543409846527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997211905268502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772911494334604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467887108013234,0.13359420132538816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031940157884992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569081480812373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19268775648599326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,quirkycontradiction,2018/02/21,"Anxiety has left me jobless and hopeless... please let me know it gets better Last night was only my 2nd day at my new job and I had to quit. I feel horrible. I feel like a loser. But mostly feel like my anxiety is crippling me. It was data entry for a manufacturing company. Sounds simple but it wasn’t really the work. It was the fact that I was in a box surrounded by warehouse workers and my supervisors way of explaining things sent me into a mental whirlwind. Navigating that huge warehouse to get the logs etc was just too much to bare as well. I hate that I’m like this. I do not feel normal nor have I ever felt capable of doing normal things. I’m 29! I can’t let this continue on. I felt nauseated on my way there and ended up going to the bathroom and puking halfway through holding back tears. I left and balled my eyes out on my ride home while hyperventilating. I’m down to $21 in my bank account. It seems like my anxiety is getting worse and I have no idea what to do. I can’t allow myself to be broke just bc I feel like I can’t do certain things. I feel like no one understands except this sub. I feel so alone on top of it all and haven’t been able to eat bc of all this. I’m waiting to hear back from some other positions. Does anyone have any words of encouragement or advice? I greatly appreciate it. 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I have been diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and panic disorder. I'm 26 but have been on antidepressants since age 11. I started freaking out about climate change in 2014 when I realized that that, coupled with global topsoil depletion and nuclear threats, will probably mean most of humanity, us included will likely suffer horribly and die painfully as we watch everything w elove go to hell, ourselves, the past, and future, as well, in the next 2 decades or so. I went to a psych ward in 2014 because of a psychotic episode throughout on because of anxiety over climate change. Now I'm thinking about checking myself in the hospital again. After reading g na article saying well reach the world shattering 2C climate change point by 2030, I've realized I have so little time left and all my dreams are crushed I should probably kill myself once that rolls around (around 2030, when the US, where I live, will be reduced to Somalia like conditions and people are starving everhwhers) ... Still, just knowing everything, pasg, present, and future, is going to hell and I'll probably be murdered and cannibalize while my loved ones are too... I just want to die sometimes and I'm thinking of dropping school and my internships (I've been in a glorified community college for 8 years because I'm a superloser) My girlfriend and parents who I live with say I need to stop thinking about it a d my APRN might increase my escitalopram but I dunno. I think I'd rather just die in the next 10 to 12 years. I'm just so heartbroken. I had so many dreams. I just want all the fear to end. Please help. I'm so scared and I don't wanna get addicted to my dogs xanax which I've been stealing to not feel so scared",5.211106941838646,7.2376098292682975,5.626951219512197,77.18953095684806,69.60975609756098,9.19249530956848,33.95684803001876,9.661875296680813,3.5555727954971843,1416,70,246,34,26,453,186,328,0.275,0.628,0.097,-0.9978,1,0,0,0,0,2,41.0,3,0,0,0,26,20,5,5,12,0,21,5,0,0,2,50,43,27,5,6,10,1,1,2,1,5,4,2,0,1,6,20,0,1,9,3,1,4,2,15,2,1,6,4,27,5,39,30,4,43,2,2,1,1,11,18,2,4,22,148,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965668024878072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552905902381576,0.0,0.0,0.06193817538661114,0.09076211366455612,0.0,0.15771245495199693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599360012003296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748295082667149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980136356576387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629503111235536,0.08990825766296645,0.2758005279489697,0.0,0.10152196018559853,0.0,0.0775181811889789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399839424209786,0.0,0.07845682917041316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15922250339554042,0.0,0.0,0.09967870352175463,0.04478941805430338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04628012609991472,0.0,0.10068570339936543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05937424605400389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800219607634282,0.0,0.04868202153300523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624395166314427,0.0,0.0,0.08655279648007785,0.08878183523943163,0.15643800041193698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994817309299695,0.0,0.0,0.08980763748485031,0.0,0.09649111450825903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397086834236676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568198662921207,0.0,0.0,0.18841465036477975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433630136601252,0.06002505000374335,0.0,0.09425685640209687,0.20786237691729664,0.0983591632058134,0.0,0.08456097070459001,0.061411190200511286,0.0,0.0,0.09723577809648347,0.0837380562372689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865171981802354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08860537265300698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088697137052472,0.17737087163891813,0.08964910721832131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327545050366542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760927087441739,0.0,0.0626983717433174,0.0,0.07074122147772396,0.07405801787246441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270375406887511,0.0,0.0,0.051652527432011854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131050379697877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044952110654314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929063587675008,0.08211584643433187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408703632227987 anxiety,oliviatwist,2018/02/21,"Can I just vent for a minute about driving anxiety I've had increasingly intense driving anxiety for a few years now. I've developed little techniques for keeping my cool on the road, especially since most of my driving involves freeways which are the most anxiety-inducing. I live in Southern California so they're pretty unavoidable. But recently it's become more difficult, sometimes I feel sure I'm going to pass out while driving. I use breathing techniques and mindfulness grounding, but almost 9 times out of 10 I'm still white-knuckle driving all the way home. Even short little jaunts around town just to get myself out of my apartment have become hard. Anyway my point is I have bad driving anxiety and most of my friends live 30+ minute drives away from me. Sometimes I can pull it together and make the drive there, but the drive back is always worse since night drives make me twice as anxious as day driving. On top of that, I've been unemployed for 2 months and don't have a lot of money for gas. No matter how many times I explain it to people, they never seem to get it. I literally spent 15-20 minutes trying to explain it to this one friend and he followed it up by asking if I wanted to go to his party 40 minutes away from where I live. It's not that I don't appreciate that they're still trying to invite me out, but I just am really annoyed that it feels like no one is hearing the words coming out of my mouth? I don't know... It makes me want to give up on trying to remain social while I'm going through all this stuff.",5.673388157894737,6.198202457236843,6.098684210526319,79.83578947368423,67.19078947368422,8.76842105263158,31.46052631578948,8.6894789155246,2.44487105263158,1233,47,233,18,19,398,169,304,0.095,0.802,0.103,0.0888,3,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,15,8,1,0,9,1,15,2,2,5,4,47,42,16,0,3,9,0,3,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,17,12,0,1,6,0,2,19,7,3,0,3,3,5,26,5,44,39,9,58,0,0,0,0,12,24,0,7,15,151,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991084731309446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133082621009372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25190302484517824,0.12399988450437527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771150370338834,0.10261270867601956,0.0,0.20625013575574952,0.0844002484100616,0.09164673476853116,0.0,0.24244714190543065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455029510787577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078744787326358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724968049907081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11099799034686854,0.07841403711022796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960378950927524,0.0,0.11469229146630155,0.10529376892766296,0.1871409233388663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983252456857668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370981811795205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010029494998323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756156158625516,0.0,0.0,0.06032235727683651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0536241978883397,0.2200208379339921,0.2907657279430631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331577770610126,0.0,0.0,0.21980108073884397,0.11128150031479044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082839026807284,0.0,0.08761102855868022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465526676446815,0.0,0.0,0.10300425718669323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875522412030212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609519160085544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376062429099664,0.0,0.0,0.11166747450180736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07031638581902072,0.0,0.10837679178572192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992325643094878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18159261943986865,0.0,0.0,0.11188859681541848,0.0,0.0,0.2171149665535885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531224471793866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565129757962382,0.0,0.0,0.10344944192917556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800627894603675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22356369992392994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479917762165414,0.0,0.0,0.12948101284852853,0.08712401368547573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118569156828951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068316751207797 anxiety,Rayaarito,2018/02/21,"Anybody move away while having anxiety? Backstory on anxiety: Am 28, had no issues with anxiety until last year where I had a panic attack and anxiety ever since. Diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder. So, I moved 60 miles away having anxiety because of a job (first job out of college). I started working yesterday and am taken a back from the anxiety I'm having. I feel like I'm going to break down and panic at any second. So basically, what I'm trying to find out is: has anybody moved away while having anxiety? If so, how did it go? Did you eventually beat it? Even if you didn't, what tools helped you combat your episodes? Side note: I also have this hazy vision for the past 4 weeks. I can compare it to the vision you get when you're drunk or extremely tired. I've been to two general doctors, neurologist, ent and opthamologist and nobody could figure it out. So I'm starting to think that maybe its stress related. Has anyone ever dealt with that? Because that's not helping my anxiety at all",2.995000000000001,5.616566833333334,4.809208333333333,77.68162500000003,78.58333333333334,8.215000000000002,26.7875,8.982922981607832,2.7254325000000006,800,33,138,21,20,271,121,192,0.21600000000000005,0.752,0.032,-0.9835,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,5,0,3,12,5,1,3,6,0,18,4,0,1,3,26,30,18,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,11,11,1,0,4,1,0,5,3,4,0,3,7,1,12,1,23,22,1,34,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,3,16,98,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767533538286271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605216396784107,0.0,0.6687420435915651,0.0,0.0,0.06791599984816457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105001219158478,0.2737722926533127,0.0746874644003317,0.0,0.11841986966351364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755091011882348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09858555205529544,0.0,0.0,0.11132012510076182,0.09941732283184762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415386973240009,0.17572044415080232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911216855821368,0.06939014653964291,0.0,0.0,0.0887756426239132,0.08261927028350602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074674895661015,0.0,0.11040315886124437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130209237221421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137914978278907,0.19277433960321816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917443307600261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04745312302071682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975807801947317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097034867328527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279237493038241,0.0,0.0,0.09272218365630172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034746671528352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749912971184453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126281660829547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223739027949325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116373788328627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06594532675682031,0.0,0.09488251879642373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791233823819102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071226061665581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254894572835952 anxiety,nate904,2018/02/21,"Bite the bullet and see a psychiatrist? Hey guys, just hoping to get your own personal opinions or experiences with therapy and/or treating your anxiety with medications. I’ve always convinced myself that I was “mentally strong” enough to overcome my anxieties without the help of others or medication, but here I am 23 years old and still going through episodes where my anxiety is awful (esp after negative or bad social situations). Some days it’s fine, other days I feel inspired to overcome it. But I seem to always get discouraged and relapse back to my anxious ways eventually. With that rant aside, I am starting to feel like professional help could be extremely beneficial to me, as I’m not even sure I know what it feels like to *not* be anxious about something anymore. My only worry is that it will either be a waste of time or make things worse. Any thoughts on this? EDIT: To add to this, I’m extremely introverted and have a hard time determining whether my anxiety is causing me to miss out on opportunities or if it’s my naturally introverted ways. Hope this bit of info helps to get a better idea of my struggle. 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Why they are felt as ""strong heart"" beat? I have PVCs for several years now, and last months I have extremely large amount of them per day (5000+) and feel them almost constantly (either as several random beats per minute) or as continuous trigeminy for hours. The question is, what causes PVC/palpitation to be felt as a strong beat? Sometimes I hardly feel them, sometimes they are pounding in neck and my belly. Does it mean heart contracts with more force then I feel them? But how this causes no change in blood pressure (I measured it during an extreme palpitations, and pressure is normal). Or it just means due to anxiety my brain is more sensitive and interpret the same heart beat as more forceful? What is the ""science"" behind this?",6.664071428571429,8.419151550000002,5.884285714285718,77.8107142857143,65.64285714285714,8.742857142857144,31.857142857142854,9.120678840339163,2.8497285714285714,627,25,105,11,10,190,90,140,0.065,0.889,0.046,0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,6,6,3,4,0,2,5,0,9,6,6,3,0,28,18,15,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,6,14,2,14,15,6,12,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,5,10,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131070545744484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079559631523755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575359336646728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28993701645078096,0.14928562506935802,0.0,0.0,0.15249994969921765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101034557588428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349454755095755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140626430928163,0.0,0.2709935300731953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479142909119495,0.0,0.12641527357670507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016815444870026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897419349204876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503115491995468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074408182987465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264016750059655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826706028968933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1580860370117667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31884953276795225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791414117813095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733831870510898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908762739008428 anxiety,justapoliscimajor,2018/02/21,"I want to apply for a leadership position in a club, but my friends are telling me not to Why? They say I don’t handle stress well. Yes I have PTSD, yes I have debilitating anxiety, yes I AM working on it all with a therapist. I’m studying abroad right now. They think I should work on myself, which I have all of summer to do. It makes me upset since I’m already anxious that they won’t accept me for a leadership position because of my mental help issues. But I love this club. I wouldn’t apply if I didn’t think that I couldn’t handle it, and I’m also reducing credit hours so that I can put more time into this club that I enjoy. It’s one of the only things I enjoy. I just don’t know how to tell them how much this hurts me that they tell me this. I’m upset now. 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I’m sure this question gets asked here all the time, so please bear with me. I’ve been dealing with anxiety for a while now, starting with a panic attack I had a few years ago, and I just really haven’t felt like “me” since. In the hospital, they referred me to a doctor who gave me a prescription for 0.5mg k-pins (generic xanex). I avoided them like the plague. My experience with xanex is limited, but most of the people I know take them too much and end up, for lack of a better word, “bartards”. Well, today I took half of a 0.5mg, so 0.25. Just a little pick me up for a very important presentation I had. Holy shit. I realize what’s up now. I don’t feel slow or extra euphoric. I just feel like me. For the first time in a long time. I’m confident, happy, and I took enough where it’s not effecting my school or work performance. I’m honestly considering getting a prescription. But I’m scared. Has anyone here successfully taken xanex daily, or almost daily, without reaching the point of overdoing it? Is it possible to be on xanex for a long time without the tolerance forcing me to take a bunch? Can I just “microcode” 0.25-0.5mg a day to even myself out, without ending up an addict?",2.9967394726485668,4.932436615702481,4.6538724911452185,82.22180440771352,75.40495867768595,8.245887445887446,26.39984258166077,8.976282227363876,2.1999627705627707,959,36,188,22,21,323,139,242,0.103,0.718,0.179,0.9751,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,3,7,14,14,2,3,22,0,10,4,1,2,2,39,28,11,0,1,13,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,9,0,2,8,0,0,2,6,5,1,2,8,3,24,9,30,19,8,32,0,0,0,0,8,11,1,6,22,126,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13337329418737806,0.0,0.0,0.1084507982330034,0.0,0.12251009653835306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718603696549052,0.0,0.0,0.08554594616831131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437536106104945,0.13918424969282722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082035493570642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890192173619953,0.1261315524670597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252245268594202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21672138847665787,0.12641431777090673,0.0,0.08080722508519574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196761552109392,0.0,0.0,0.12372186044769007,0.08740275861008248,0.11746966878080625,0.0,0.0,0.10406595888949388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12783964497803973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023773203442865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723720173273406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17931366614010916,0.12262108224386052,0.0,0.21654162746913871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324896337735708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993710288133615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354462006018415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848181002787577,0.0,0.0,0.1342972502298433,0.11565486400590545,0.13792476241377155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705356287750986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837686111523594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248794013012927,0.12381891543084556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255846173136421,0.10120443014535964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659589179880847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530801033204435,0.0,0.1839753042756465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28535967057959344,0.0,0.11596804626893673,0.0,0.2718579328680488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009468214453596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11000217617626293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35380648135825515,0.0,0.08906807311496152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878568755706059 anxiety,gitgudgigi,2018/02/21,"I have to lead a discussion in my seminar tonight, and I'm on the verge of a panic attack. Any tips on calming down? I'm going to eat some lunch then meditate for 10-15 minutes. Anything else I can do? Should I go see the prof during her office hours before class to let her know, or is that a bad idea?",2.0260000000000042,3.0907149846153885,4.003076923076922,89.51692307692308,76.07692307692308,7.046153846153848,23.76923076923077,7.554174236665415,0.9221384615384616,234,7,53,3,5,80,53,65,0.16,0.7979999999999999,0.041,-0.8290000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,5,0,6,2,0,1,0,7,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,10,1,11,1,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,3,31,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923779837273744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23279809699147105,0.0,0.0,0.3218333719717293,0.0,0.0,0.23620511905874006,0.0,0.0,0.2407224119422591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894717325892905,0.236322082604416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32155096552476203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785941308497651,0.0,0.0,0.31935349441411204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547143734543098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892788273157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319157821687821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543031681506895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sepiaxclouds,2018/02/21,"I'm 15, I Think I Have Anxiety, and I Don't Know What to Do TLDR; Title. First of all, I apologise for the text wall about to ensue, I just need to vent. I understand that I may get shunned away because of my age, and that makes sense, but I think the excuse of ""it's just hormones / being a teenager"" is wearing thin in my case. Let me explain: So I'm based in the UK, and I'm in Year 10 of high school (for Americans I think this is roughly Grade 11/10), and in Year 8 of high school, so 2 years ago, give or take, I started experiencing very severe mood swings, almost in the fashion of Bipolar, if 'fashion' is an appropriate word. Because I didn't want to self-diagnose myself for fear of judgement, I dismissed the swings as hormonal or just random periods of sadness. After a while I just kind of adapted to these periods and continued dismissing them, but they escalated, very quickly, and very unsuspectingly and led me to attempt suicide in early 2017 for reasons I don't feel comfortable talking about. After then, my mental health has never really been the same, and the mood swings turned into what feel like huge panic attacks. Now, my life recently hasn't been all awful, considering the last years, however a void that feels like anxiety is always lingering at the back of my mind, and gets in the way of certain things and I suffer from regular, agonising panic attacks. These can be set off by any number of things, but the situations I feel least comfortable in are small spaces, with a lot of people, and / or situations I am not used to, like big changes in environment etc.. I've been in situations recently, where I've had a full on panic attack in class, and then forced myself to conceal it which only made it worse, and it's happening more and more and to be honest I'm terrified of the future. I cannot bring myself to do certain - next to all - activities that require any sort of social interaction and often times I cannot leave my own house without feeling sick, feint, or like I'm going to break down within an instant. The moment I think of something in the future that is similar to that, I freak out and I break. A real-life example of this is a trip abroad that I have to go on in April, and it makes me sick to my stomach, and I break down crying; this applies to any activity like going shopping, seeing friends, even leaving for school each morning. My heart pulsates rapidly and I cannot control myself. My friends think I have anxiety, my parents are now concened and my girlfriend is seriously worried about me. I don't know if it's genuinely getting worse but it sure as hell feels it. In all fairness, I'm getting a huge amount of support mainly from my girlfriend, and in all honesty she is the only reason that I haven't cut myself on so many occasions - in short I couldn't live without her, but she is becoming increasingly concerned for my mental health, as I physically cannot go outside and my concentration in class is hindering because I have to calm myself down constantly. I love her to pieces, but I'm worried I'll drive her away eventually with my constant problems, and this goes for anyone that I'm close to. Im worried I'll ruin my relationships with everyone close to because I'm always unable to see them, and this applies to my girlfriend as well: she says she completely understands but I can't help but feel that she is annoyed I physically cannot see her sometimes. In short; I'm so scared I'm going to lose everyone I'm close to, and I'm especially scared of losing her because she's the only person I have most of the time. I have a doctor's appointment on Monday and I don't really know how it's going to go, what I'm supposed to say or what the results are gonna be, but its safe to say I'm very anxious about it. I don't want to know if I have anxiety, but I want to know at the same time, I'm very conflicted and very nervous. I think, above all, I need some friendly advice, tips, anything really. My self-confidence is at an all time low and I'm honestly desperate. Just any nice words from people that are possibly in the same boat as me or even people that aren't I would hugely, hugely appreciate. Also, if you took the time to get through this, thank you. I know it isn't exactly a pleasant read. Anything you have to say to me would honestly be a huge help. Sorry for the long post, and sorry if this was a little too much overshare. Thanks, Jack. 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My car was involved in a wreck and I haven't had the money to get a more dependable car that could travel to Texas, so I depend on him to come see me. He always messages me on facebook and asks how I'm doing, tells me he misses me, loves me, ect.. But I feel horrible for not being able to see him. Last time I saw him it was right after Halloween and he came to Oklahoma to spend a few hours with me. That was the first time I'd seen him all last year. He has had 5 heart attacks in his life and two open heart surgeries(they won't be able to do another open heart surgery on him) , his heart is very bad. I feel like he is going to die thinking I don't love him because we never see eachother or thinking I don't care about him. I stress about this on a daily basis. He came to Oklahoma to see my brother a week or so ago, my brother and I live in the same small town, and he didn't even tell me. I feel like its because he thinks I don't care about seeing him, Idk. My mom also remarried and is a functioning alcoholic (she never drank heavily before remarrying) She goes to work everyday and comes home and drinks until she passes out. This is her daily routine. On the weekends she'll stay sober till about 12-3pm. Since she never moved off I stay the night with her every once in a while and most of the times I do she gets drunk and cries about how she was a bad parent to me and that's why I'm 'messed up'. She'll cry and talk about the scars from my self harming being her fault, my anxiety, her fault, my depression, her fault. I try to plead with her that it's not and even I don't know why I have these disorders. I didn't have a great childhood but I was a pretty strong kid. I don't remember anything traumatizing me. But she still believes it's her fault. She'll also talk about how she is going to die soon, she never tells me why or how, and that she'll never see her grand kids. She'll sometimes also say hurtful things about my anxiety, that I'm overreacting about it, I could work if I WANTED to (basically saying I just don't want to work), Im silly for needing a dog to calm my anxiety, she'll never give me the house when she passes (my childhood home) because I'm irresponsible and that I'm just plain irresponsible about everything. It makes me feel horrible, but I can tell by the way she says it she truly believes these things and it kills me. I try so hard to explain it to her but it's all 'ridiculous' to her. 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I can’t sleep because I’m scared of certain situations happening and I’ll just have nightmares about it. If I’m at work I’m get anxious about random stuff happening with it for no reason and start crying. I’ve had people make fun of me for it and try to prank me by exposing me to stuff that I’m scared of because it’s funny (???) for them I guess, so I’m really scared of even googling for help because I’m scared of images and things like that. I wish I could just stop it because it has a big effect on my life and brings me down a lot. Is there any way to safely get help?",3.2381504065040616,4.298830823170731,4.489999999999998,87.21333333333334,73.08536585365854,7.173983739837397,25.252032520325198,7.492282038375204,1.0667739837398376,621,19,134,7,12,205,87,164,0.206,0.644,0.15,-0.8577,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,9,11,0,7,4,0,8,3,1,3,1,21,28,8,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,12,6,0,2,2,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,2,1,13,4,24,24,2,11,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,4,5,77,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07387305266300696,0.0,0.0,0.12272252065617413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311033561390333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673330475684668,0.0,0.11932645244204015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07174999140958778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17026621232151826,0.0,0.06173770758434095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966969467825647,0.0,0.19212471288773306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21843994035875636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345909003936656,0.053071797278894516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122298627014344,0.0,0.0,0.09235450099697383,0.0,0.0,0.07251227902090074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0753113098483733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051715089046962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959203345740048,0.11169113474251356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6525536776828368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210620463620693,0.10870981629370316,0.0,0.09204300221354933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688983857717444,0.0,0.0,0.0908206845126916,0.12443686045987612,0.0,0.2487138439575945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216985127318086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334382195138533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750713084154593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622652038669702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128303848065068,0.12492070750374985,0.0,0.0,0.07908492680115331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,atomicpuppy88,2018/02/21,"Streams of negative thoughts? Does anyone else do that thing where you just think of one situation/scenario and then imagine a whole series of bad things happening? That may or may not be reasonable? I don’t know how to explain it. For example, I could get sick and just imagine a whole scenario in my head of the illness turning out to become something much more serious, eventually resulting in my death. It doesn’t help that I’ll do intense research which makes me think I might be getting cancer or something. Or I’ll just imagine myself having a panic attack which i can tell sometimes sets my body off into trying to actually have one, but I have to literally shout at myself inside of my head to stop thinking like that. It’s not just with my health, but with a lot of different situations, I’ll just imagine how the situation could potentially spiral downwards. When I do that I just unnecessarily stress myself out even more than I already am. Anxiety freaking sucks. Anxiety has turned me into an extremely negative person and I hate that and I feel really lost and useless right now. I can only see the bad in everything that happens.",7.150195016251353,7.845148967136152,7.585915492957749,69.85813651137597,64.02347417840375,10.497508125677141,36.572408811845435,10.389873798559362,4.0263856265799935,922,43,154,21,13,303,125,213,0.255,0.718,0.027000000000000003,-0.9944,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,12,12,3,2,8,0,19,7,3,5,0,47,37,14,1,2,13,0,1,1,0,3,4,1,0,1,14,11,0,1,12,0,0,0,6,11,0,2,2,3,22,1,24,28,6,17,0,2,1,0,5,12,1,7,5,122,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.11699010624357498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322956713761189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342282907977,0.0,0.0,0.08382612141839492,0.12283597172092152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638607481555948,0.0,0.0,0.2001973185216685,0.0,0.13240315602977695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316479893262054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19143624542849788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525392320220347,0.0,0.0,0.10491184843467527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014822590084277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918266808514629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774457609434622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060617271539627586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526954323387085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202716645218334,0.0,0.0,0.11836125327364096,0.2460724361479619,0.12743175664427064,0.0,0.0,0.08035614106779877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588545791745658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058569575076706175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086823647595516,0.1019216261207174,0.0,0.0,0.08002392208011119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717864822931188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812899785241084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247385714389925,0.0911776640476334,0.0,0.1406587838358571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467863558181384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680116440949686,0.12326136737610816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023808197948144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553252935353156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695106963191558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458609188052574,0.11856896545395275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022891955459208,0.1373274397080328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478445158136132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159292043576608,0.2304516923551038,0.0,0.09517500573294302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139379498279359,0.2608001054755361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26769381826262056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,scaredofbatss,2018/02/21,"Scared I might have rabies Throwaway, obviously. So a few days ago I noticed a few pinprick-like marks on my hip. For some reason my first thought jumped to a bat bite and rabies, probably because I've been hearing animals in my attic at night (plus there's a hole in the ceiling in another room so whatever is up there could get out... Though I haven't seen anything). I'm terrified that a (possibly rabid) bat got into my room and bit me while I was asleep, because they can apparently bite without a sleeping person noticing. I realize it's irrational and probably didn't happen but I can't stop thinking about whatever is in my attic, plus the fact that about four years ago we found a bat in our house, and I'm spiralling and keep thinking there might be more... I haven't seen a bat (or anything) in my room but it's also really cluttered so I'm scared it hid somewhere and I can't find it. I've also been feeling pain in my leg and hip on the side where I was ""bit,"" as well as a sore throat (a sign of rabies) and headache (a sign of rabies). I know that it's probably just my anxiety but I'm so, so scared. Is there any chance I have rabies? I have pictures of the ""bite"" (if that's even what it is), I don't know if I can post them here but I've posted them in a few other subs and no one has really responded with anything useful. Also, it's not really possible for me to go to the doctor to get it checked out because my mom thinks I'm just being anxious, even though there's some sort of animal in my attic and it could be bats... Pictures: Raw: https://imgur.com/a/jQEzj With marks circled: https://imgur.com/a/nx1Pt",3.7903899082568806,5.007620642201836,4.807542048929665,84.86250573394497,71.93577981651377,8.141131498470948,27.386467889908253,8.59863814320734,1.889797247706421,1278,45,260,22,24,418,154,327,0.101,0.856,0.042,-0.9535,1,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,2,0,3,1,24,5,0,3,17,0,27,9,6,2,2,54,50,32,0,4,11,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,3,1,15,18,0,2,11,0,1,2,9,4,1,3,10,4,31,1,35,33,8,33,0,0,2,0,9,21,0,8,8,176,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17485274547972113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366145432441785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706934932221509,0.10341840335364128,0.07544894323545029,0.11141978449353364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24348342652547736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18036525515697588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153490186306654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15749034607094586,0.0,0.0,0.06360588333135085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094832255510973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028364374402973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04986848259212307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014276336724192,0.08389158456774909,0.0,0.10813878160418644,0.0,0.0,0.10305647016787316,0.0,0.05605166873522816,0.0,0.0788805597426277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721501966948186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111591460712216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138016496908442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766369589972972,0.0,0.0,0.10840500496901534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925409686798807,0.0,0.1155100739913624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925542163489106,0.0,0.0,0.22457367134215286,0.0,0.0,0.06683181633603273,0.0,0.10494546718551508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611678790039695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22237294488024467,0.1889136997257237,0.0,0.3190078936161157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895478351201935,0.10140438850432792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29622676322622704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869764929055562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245610538191153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895874874708424,0.19379991864176085,0.07829836276111021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518156273279617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867699835569423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507235176683164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351218247496176 anxiety,LastCohenBro,2018/02/21,"I take the bar exam a week from today and i'm mentally starting to freak out A little background: I took the BAR exam in July of last year, but failed the MBE portion by 3 points (which in reality could have just been 1 question). The last six months have been rough for me and my wife. For a month of that time I was unemployed and just mentally in one of the worst spaces of my life so far. On Monday we found out that we have to find a new place to live by April 1 due to the landlord deciding to take the opportunity and do some construction on the room. I can't hand the stress of trying to find somewhere for me and my wife to live on top of the BAR exam. I need to pass this time so that we can have a healthier income and better life. I don't feel that I can talk to any of my friends about it since they all passed in July and have moved on with their lives. Plus, most of them came from affluent families and don't understand the stress & financial burden me and wife (first generation college graduates) are under. We're basically flying without a safety net and I'm so scared to fail right now. Screaming into the digital void right now is better than trying to talk to them about it. I'm so embarrassed by the entire situation. I can't sleep and I just am freaking out. I've started to break out in hives and cold sweats. 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Hi all, new here. I've been on antidepressants (bupropion and fluoxetine) for a while, and have had some anxiety ever since. Not so bad that I need to get off the meds, because they seem to be working, a little bit I guess. If I can, I think it'd be best to take something else to lessen the anxiety caused by the antidepressants. Is this common? Is this stupid? I don't know. If it isn't, any suggestions based on experience are appreciated. Thanks.",3.79466019417476,6.387368708737867,5.153213592233012,76.46205339805826,75.50485436893204,9.168543689320387,25.83398058252428,9.642632912329526,2.732596893203884,439,16,81,13,10,146,71,103,0.085,0.778,0.136,0.8138,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,2,4,4,1,0,5,0,13,0,0,3,2,18,22,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,6,2,12,17,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,5,4,53,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970654162121764,0.0,0.4936527767145151,0.0,0.0,0.11280220081384275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469964817743854,0.09834223119733508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930064927805932,0.0,0.1761251325250907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314504568896077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117660694107625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476634846113655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592771123527915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156136391588283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428566139423338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771769091373785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866000870566376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16169004567520265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583914449663697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962045377271632,0.0,0.15580870384468645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686423384299804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334497187049201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419587743910784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129633341630365,0.0,0.0,0.14852639823366218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337055498162752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933301503210752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744653159658015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ataraxiaphobe,2018/02/21,"It always feels like I’m about to be hit. This was a fascinating (read: horrifying) realization. I was thinking about the few times in my life that I had been in/was about to be in a fight, and what that feeling was like. Since the anxiety started cranking the volume to 11 in 2015, it always feels like I’m braced to get punched in the face: shoulders up and tensed, visual sensitivity through the roof, heart racing, etc. It’s hard to say these things for sure, as it is very hard to remember a time when it wasn’t like this. Maybe it’s always been and the ol’ body has had enough. 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Unfortunately the boss of my current job has been out of town for the past week and a half, which has made communication a smidge bit difficult. He'll be back tomorrow, which will be the first time I'll be able to break the news that I'm leaving. I'm stressing about how he's going to react (he doesn't take bad news well), but it's going to be such a relief when I can walk away from this company that's done nothing except making my anxiety worse Here's to hoping it doesn't blow up in my face",6.164327424400419,4.9192825547445285,7.2019812304483874,78.28678832116789,66.51824817518248,10.748279457768511,32.710114702815424,9.957137785484203,2.8405545359749733,518,18,112,10,7,176,90,137,0.101,0.8240000000000001,0.075,-0.0827,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,8,7,0,2,9,0,14,1,1,5,0,14,26,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,4,1,2,5,0,10,3,16,14,1,22,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,13,68,17,3,0.1887828270654268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454611425275784,0.0,0.0,0.19795525445601792,0.144418345983731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736768037862333,0.14516234114483406,0.15762577513567685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061019528319094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507277260132963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931903760855252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605785762621001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21457926224647794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875039435517516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746756523887048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15388320056660645,0.0,0.19989375577391494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863087554710486,0.1260140029888489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18114221407027864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021456965608604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007937743215845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13362145665678749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625009057285344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14194119164048982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008078461313033,0.0,0.0,0.180390081371337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143019666729715,0.0,0.16973843343791356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238582894779305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WineDragon,2018/02/21,"I have to fire someone I'm currently at work doing my best to ward off a panic attack. I wish it was socially acceptable to meditate in public, even at work. I just want to close my eyes and listen to this guided meditation for 10 minutes, but I know someone will be alarmed or start asking what's wrong. The story is I found out that one of my employees has been entering time in his timesheet that he wasn't working. Entire work days. I found out because I was trying to terminate his contract because I didn't even know he was coming to work. I leave at 5 p.m. But apparently, he had sometimes been showing up after. This made me look bad to my supervisors. How could I possibly not know an employee was working? I even held meetings with my employees, and no one said anything about the missing person. As supervisors, we're supposed to sign off on timesheets, but he had been going to submit it himself without my signature. In finding this out, I saw that much of the time on the timesheet was incorrect. I had been in the office, and the person wasn't there. It seems he's been avoiding me for almost a month, ignoring my calls and emails, so he can make money while not being here. I was going to give him a chance to explain himself, but my boss wants me to just fire him since he's shown himself to be untrustworthy. Now, I'm scared. I keep thinking maybe my evidence is wrong. Maybe he really didn't get my calls and emails. Maybe there is some reason for him saying he would work 11 a.m. - 7 p.m. yesterday and not showing up. My head and chest hurt. My stomach is doing flips. I can't get a full breath, and I hope I don't run out of breath while speaking with him. I resent this entire situation. Why couldn't he just follow protocol? I've been stressed for the two days I've been investigating the situation. Usually I'm good at my job, but right now I'm freaking out. What initiates my panic attacks is the pressure and muscle spasms in my head from clenching my jaw too much for days in a row. I always think the head discomforts are signs that I'm dying. I'm not sure why, but I usually run or pace frantically, but I'm at work. There's no escape, and I have to talk to this person in about an hour. TL;DR: I have to fire an employee for not showing up to work and getting paid, and I'm freaking out. Update: I did it! I managed to keep it together. There was a lot more I wish I said, but it's better than wishing there was stuff I wish I didn't say. They went peacefully mostly because they want to speak to my boss, which is fine. Thank you for the support! 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I just can't accept the concept of being in extreme agony for eternity. I always think about absurd scenarios in which this would be possible, for example a place like hell existing (I'm not religious btw) or being in an infinite simulation created by another race in the universe. These thoughts consume me completely. I feel depressed throughout the day and can't even concentrate enough to study. I really don't know how to handle these thoughts. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you",5.964926624737946,8.534690000000005,6.480691823899374,69.5767819706499,68.81132075471699,10.37148846960168,37.24947589098532,10.504223727775694,4.884150104821803,484,27,73,15,9,157,77,106,0.257,0.635,0.107,-0.9717,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,4,10,3,2,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,14,17,4,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,2,7,3,13,9,1,10,3,2,0,0,3,6,3,2,5,49,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989486770716536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940564612885234,0.0,0.0,0.13845018932852265,0.21348496249124294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134633373766626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130061165982704,0.0,0.1753543118235791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103659439547548,0.0,0.13447122512038545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581973479710204,0.1029427141634531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118893623823211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946523280670433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127113030091812,0.0,0.0,0.2295204637538758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042685878823662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874410372604164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045414336015182,0.0,0.323260125763541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359710158950429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892531844465333,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TimeTravelTortoise,2018/02/21,"Anxiety when things are going good I'm hoping to get some feedback from the community. I have an interesting set of stressors that leave me feeling very anxious when things are going well. As in, when things are shit and caving in.. I feel well-adapted to adjust the sails and make things work. In chaos, I often feel most in control and confident. But when things go well or seem to be a-okay, I go into a panic mode of something must be wrong because they can't possibly be going *this* right. Does that even make sense? I am 30. I have a career on a global level. I am in the process of buying my own condo with brand new, beautiful furniture. I have a boyfriend who cares about me, his family seems to like me and my family like him. I'm going on a beautiful Caribbean cruise with my Mom in April. I've lost 50 lbs in the past two years. But my brain is seriously wired to be looking for something that's wrong with the picture. It's as if things going right is a sign to my brain that things aren't going right. I've tried looking up things like 'fear of success' with some information but was wondering if there are others who have similar forms of anxiety here that could add some insights from their own experiences. Thanks.",3.2497560015741835,5.248296380165289,4.166269185360097,85.71767217630854,74.86776859504133,7.419441164895709,24.333726879181427,8.269060116576782,1.4646321920503738,972,31,193,17,21,313,133,242,0.099,0.7759999999999999,0.125,0.7433,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,4,11,18,1,2,12,0,21,3,3,3,1,37,46,16,0,5,6,1,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,18,10,0,1,9,1,1,9,2,7,2,1,2,5,20,11,32,38,7,34,0,1,2,0,8,16,1,12,11,131,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119280686511415,0.10425376047915597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05625498857128767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060371655879404,0.0,0.0,0.09408888344541126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350346756220796,0.07368063442095718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075765938304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095219018319874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902706876163672,0.1739927957041028,0.10384426805795906,0.13998349206787106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04821416863058225,0.0,0.4195734014989849,0.07740277860951117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165805046448912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771459526239178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525474571729704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498930937778785,0.0,0.10073802552402976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319951918233985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808098078419784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912769974175143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827446397842308,0.0,0.0,0.08809476647308315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403545401730263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23642807258786736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802233782535245,0.0,0.0,0.0947273894198814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208824796579114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849619815763912,0.0,0.0,0.4904709158984816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06265424229187057,0.0,0.09014728737118982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614331333169623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489210669884645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007720523531244,0.06718327632251271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20179440761363948,0.0,0.05942736192993973 anxiety,melodicraven,2018/02/21,"Does anyone else have to just stay away from the news after a while? I try to stay up to date with what's going on, but sometimes, like today, it just makes me feel more and more frantic inside. That feeling of helplessness becomes overwhelming until I feel like I'm just gonna shriek. Obviously freakin the hell out is less than optimal. Do any of you guys deal with this? How do you handle it? 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So last night/this morning at 3am I was in the middle of a panic attack. Tightness in chest, extreme nausea and the general feeling that I was going to explode, the usual deal, and I could not for the life of me get to sleep. I tried for hours until I just went into a sort of Day dream where I was sitting on a little island on a beach with a blue spotlight next to me shining up at the sky. Like the ones that call Batman when there’s trouble, only the spotlight wasn’t for Batman, it was for anyone. I was desperately calling out in my mind for help and was hoping that by some chance a voice would appear and say “hey, how can I help you feel better” but it didn’t. But what I did do was look up. What I saw in my sleep deprived state was a sky full of spotlights, other people like me who really needed someone. And I knew that if I could somehow reach out to them and make them feel better too, It would calm me down too and mean the world to me that I could help someone else in need knowing they would do the same. Those spotlights are you guys. Always remember that every single time you need help, and are in a world that feels alone, there are so many others in the same place that would give the world just to reach out and say “hey, it’s ok, it gets better” We all know the feeling, and sometimes the only thing that makes us feel better is knowing we aren’t alone in this, and other people are going through the same thing. And that each of us given the opportunity would be the voice to reach out no matter how horrible we feel ourselves. And just by thinking about that on my little island with my blue spotlight, my chest calmed down, my nausea subsided, and I finally was able to sleep. Never forget that we are all in this together friends :) ",6.5474249673771165,5.65162051790634,6.489151805132668,82.56712483688561,65.5840220385675,8.854226475279107,29.022618529795565,7.475848149327749,1.5796479338842977,1420,36,290,11,19,450,171,363,0.063,0.7659999999999999,0.172,0.9877,1,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,4,3,5,16,17,1,1,24,1,31,7,5,4,3,80,62,24,0,13,7,0,8,2,1,5,1,4,0,1,29,26,0,1,16,2,0,4,6,4,0,1,16,17,38,13,48,37,9,51,0,1,5,1,29,34,0,7,13,215,67,0,0.08473501874952405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551984935985426,0.0,0.0,0.07050632358042888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924869529698611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963983165720679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997649526627778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17304785617262494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20296205256079888,0.0,0.0,0.05464707714024239,0.08735808362857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707852352051049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139290788786562,0.0809679416546238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29991200037540544,0.0,0.0,0.09282307122510852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06546606529158014,0.0,0.0885410999754014,0.08128555112311289,0.09631372774925577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390099058269904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271843877210753,0.0,0.0,0.08416099292209983,0.08344692489856168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13970445087766525,0.06907034971316071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985084965500447,0.08279450005979203,0.16985349895035431,0.0,0.0,0.07115607468979918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647666269745518,0.0,0.11312256598702244,0.08590800932492912,0.0,0.09230127634018492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555821369844564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848982818774426,0.06535287020784078,0.0,0.0901166537379476,0.07951807498883741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741864166419915,0.1288896001303894,0.0,0.09941828732286473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174891857341305,0.0,0.08853005966384779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054283422775104964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919765162769951,0.0,0.0,0.13476937584848253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713957864482802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543886401000495,0.0,0.14359141282188526,0.0,0.08380510021209844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888254389103155,0.054294778564597024,0.0,0.0,0.049409670853817665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057529515578215014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20385158881599771,0.0,0.0933236518793225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855021130463477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009666307660232,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bigfreedo,2018/02/21,"I need your opinions So for a while now I've been aware that I have (self-diagnosed) GAD. But I'm really not sure anymore if it is. I went to a GP a few years ago when I felt I needed help, and they asked me if I worry about this and that, and how much. The thing is, I don't really worry that much it seems. So I want to know if what I feel is even anxiety. I basically feel a sense of 'unease' or 'dread' throughout my body, and in my head. It gives me 'brain fog' and I feel exhausted when it's bad. Otherwise I'm in good health, and I've had a few blood tests. I'm trying meditation and mindfulness. But the whole 'being aware' thing seems to be about not thinking too much, which I don't think I do. So instead, I'm more 'aware' of my physical response, which might be making it worse. It does get worse when I have an upcoming situation I'm nervous about, but it's not as if I'm actively thinking about these things. Actually driving is really difficult (new driver). Can anyone relate? Or contrast? I feel like my brain's fear response is broken and I maybe I should try medication... which I've never wanted to do due to travel / side effects.",2.4629839429081173,3.8915250932203413,4.304210526315789,86.32678412132027,75.61016949152544,7.849776984834969,23.438001784121322,8.532816995589336,1.3503593220338987,886,26,193,17,19,301,128,236,0.131,0.8190000000000001,0.051,-0.9405,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,1,1,15,10,0,4,8,0,19,8,5,3,2,44,45,26,0,9,12,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,19,8,0,0,12,1,0,3,6,7,0,0,4,5,25,3,15,36,7,16,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,10,11,126,44,1,0.0,0.0,0.1159490222600934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532480077363224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089528326309887,0.0,0.1178353192617502,0.08308016062557047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107859336623414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920789067987863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197977787585138,0.0,0.26527989555067205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059755460311955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039782477346692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847802894804565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370304578468625,0.2403113765008793,0.08488345210603866,0.11408371042784853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062077390658552035,0.11398084987349527,0.0,0.0996587240281118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194133030835845,0.12629775339314908,0.0,0.0,0.07964105930468031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529914940655221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05804836992107764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931179670260682,0.0,0.11936843911112482,0.0,0.0,0.1196964220160663,0.0,0.12604689736623712,0.11997209560942568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262034238497243,0.17620376981725214,0.09163960365698827,0.114754960886277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283531541507657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21633450499718068,0.1239528669830246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355617295440855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198435985444537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368117779301645,0.22840092435787154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133895846960505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401636206706141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101452806622988,0.0,0.13265581803985504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413304642901633,0.2421709554821473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651476043479961 anxiety,derpies_derp,2018/02/21,"I am having a panic attack fearing the worse for my wife because she hasn't contacted me for 4 hours. For context, me and my wife decided to go back to our home country for a 1-month vacation. Since we don't have a house here, we decided to each go back to our parents for a while. We don't have kids, so this is alright, and it saves a lot of money on accommodation. Our parents' house are 45 mins away from each other by cars/motorcycle. So we haven't been seeing each other a lot (a few hours/day), and mainly communicate by Whatsapp. We do check Whatsapp a whole lot to keep up with each other. Today after I met her and went back to my place, she went to a family gathering with her parents. The last message I receive from her was 4 hours ago, at 10pm. I know for a fact that she doesn't sleep this early, and would probably answered me if she see the message. So my head decided that it was a good time to have a panic attack. Currently my head is filled with all the reason she might have died. And all the reasons why I don't want her to. I missed her dearly. I don't know what I'd do without my wife. We have been together for more than 3 years, and she is like the love of my life. I'm afraid of the morning, when I receive the bad news. I can't wait til the morning, when I can call her to see if she is alright. I'm a mess right now. So much that I wanna bawl my eyes out. Part of me believes that she is fine, probably too tired to answer, or just threw her phone somewhere. The other, larger part just keep imaging life without her. And it's too lonely and scary for me. Please tell me it's all in my head.",2.951228070175439,3.665156769005847,4.45872807017544,88.47651315789473,73.41520467836258,7.337426900584796,25.36111111111111,7.492282038375204,1.0445005847953217,1253,38,282,14,24,420,163,342,0.121,0.8170000000000001,0.062,-0.9647,4,2,0,0,0,0,43.0,9,0,0,0,15,18,2,4,23,2,30,9,5,2,4,55,49,20,1,5,7,6,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,1,15,23,0,3,9,0,2,8,10,10,0,0,8,4,51,8,42,39,17,35,0,2,4,1,43,8,0,7,20,206,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331043483561779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138389122644545,0.08830030871476367,0.2168018351959828,0.07847204505450395,0.05729128547620287,0.0,0.0,0.10588688099024116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596735360514627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060611387987075986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975397219944227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859899524158968,0.10575722718060247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682563508584854,0.0788286478869216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893616273983869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942728110024921,0.0,0.18510903806895465,0.2168879852528124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707317016193746,0.0,0.0,0.10330141602921976,0.07660885053602408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327662250072736,0.04591544350525333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397034634439693,0.08482350598214697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997013215513302,0.0,0.0,0.0750164923790484,0.0,0.06908846473220012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053806722260225,0.31307165926915104,0.20354929072775654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819243911314272,0.10316532931217473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265956751389516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932607618452353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026113799107809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224677323441462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774387298271637,0.0,0.09405107202738336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08214545795341498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480235882971103,0.1080198611719832,0.08908508299722269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543372548741042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17424673314672007,0.08480521848169352,0.10492888477546168,0.0,0.18119289908337535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577690846591932,0.06676296769434707,0.0,0.0,0.06052209846441134 anxiety,AutomaticRevolution,2018/02/21,too anxious to break up I have to break up with my gf. but just the thought of talking to her about it makes me extremely anxious. I feel I won't have the guts to take it off my chest when facing her.. I'm way too anxious. gonna meet her next week. ,-0.4901212121212133,1.390611654545456,1.286818181818184,102.1635606060606,87.0,4.393939393939394,20.075757575757574,5.46131890053228,-0.4888787878787886,191,6,49,1,6,62,38,55,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,1,0,6,9,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,10,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8360320141410851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247284406839251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466031487311505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623461808938146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854720963911958,0.19827143710890974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583577016318054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958025066788232,0.19787121488983545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AshleyMDS,2018/02/21,"Freaking out over my Health Just been freaking out because it feels like my heart is going faster than it should be. I was enjoying time with my friend and it started. I've been diagnosed with a fast heart rate and am taking medication for it, occasionally I worry that the medication is going to stop working. I hate not being able to function sometimes because my worry overtakes. I hate feeling like I'm a burden and feeling inadequate to help myself. My worry and anxiety isn't just over my health but about needing others sometimes and not being able to be self-efficient and feeling like I NEED someone else, to calm me done and just be with me or help me if I need to go see the doctor. I hate feeling like this. It spirals my worries. It doesn't help that before I was diagnosed I freaked out and one of my fears were confirmed. Just felt like I needed to speak on this because I just need someone at the minute. 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Social Anxiety + Celiac disease = Its actually hell, you can't imagine how I feel. Anyone else, post your stories. 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Basically, I am a 23 year old female and I've always been an anxious person, but have been able keep it under control until this past 8 months. After graduating college I moved to a town that I hate as my fiance is in a grad program here and I am in the middle of a gap year before starting my own graduate program back in the city I love. In this city, I have no friends, no family, and essentially no support outside of my fiance. I work nights a 2.5 hour round trip commute away, so though we live together we honestly do not see each other more than 20 minutes a day unless I have a day off, which is very rare, because as another point of anxiety, we need money. Fiance is in school not making money, and I am paying undergrad loans and rent and for parts of our wedding on a near minimum wage salary. All of this leads to another point of anxiety that I have, which is the possibility of pregnancy. To be short, I do not want to be pregnant in the next 10 years. I'm starting my schooling and then career, fiance is doing his, we have no time, no money, and would not be able to raise a child. I've felt anxious about the possibility of pregnancy and my not wanting it to happen as long as I can remember. This leads me to the here and now. I have an IUD. More effective at preventing pregnancy than getting my tubes tied. And yet here I am. I've have low abdominal soreness for weeks. a weird fluttering feeling in the lower left abdomen occasionally, some nausea late at night when I'm driving. Numerous negative pregnancy tests and a doctor visit with no actual pregnancy. I feel like I'm going crazy. The doctor mentioned abdominal tension and I've looked this up, though that seems to be more abs/upper abdomen and mine is all low. I also know nausea can be typical for anxiety especially since it only ever happens when I'm driving and have time to ruminate. Are there any other people who have experienced similar symptoms? Honestly reading my post back this is not a very cohesive post, but I'm just coming down from a panic attack and it feels good to type this out. TLDR: 23 y/o female, definitively not pregnant but feel like I am. Doctor says this may be related to anxiety. Anyone else have low abdominal soreness, nausea, weird fluttering feeling in their low abdomen with anxiety?",6.2939449112978485,6.771990363834423,7.564870059134765,70.02370098039218,65.8409586056645,10.827295362589481,34.03991596638656,10.686352973137794,3.8551667600373483,1903,81,332,49,28,652,230,459,0.16699999999999998,0.753,0.08,-0.9849,4,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,5,0,1,5,18,20,2,2,23,0,39,11,3,5,3,66,71,34,0,6,14,0,7,2,1,2,7,1,1,2,20,26,0,3,10,1,7,9,14,12,0,0,3,12,33,8,54,60,9,69,0,5,4,1,16,29,0,4,31,231,53,21,0.15941564352098625,0.0,0.07778333604672143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374231626422353,0.06632329296520094,0.0,0.0,0.054204052094809316,0.16716120193776876,0.4268338583381256,0.18009430131982868,0.0,0.11146712454820724,0.1633401656564226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067915424732396,0.07488812236502708,0.12258078972721705,0.0,0.048589148323942656,0.0,0.06782548555970587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06866123063379015,0.0,0.0,0.08939909979804647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280990194389554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24475299924439756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317131439319532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721002881412822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514144054132006,0.0,0.2015133481708912,0.11388656758414427,0.07653200874571177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158206536835616,0.0,0.04164404705083598,0.0,0.045299791973961535,0.06685513918071262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097072708736047,0.0,0.0,0.07869497202717805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784961485160841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084797433391198,0.0,0.0,0.04380533429994297,0.0,0.0899138947741767,0.0,0.08660278156471464,0.0,0.0,0.07788243102916771,0.0,0.07038346692950569,0.07053891399916247,0.06693449535092841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193942113997999,0.0,0.0532055899665087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636220228722485,0.0847168001792484,0.0,0.05910233986126341,0.0,0.0,0.08477017270780685,0.14960078233259091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836399506388098,0.0,0.0,0.06062139022086435,0.08481474217245158,0.09351995482633804,0.0,0.08631580349608693,0.07609013499841777,0.05525936745800358,0.06959779548725456,0.0,0.0,0.1506993108169946,0.1797171854293286,0.15267611993910574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972939182906587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029342394340996,0.0,0.0,0.06338685910165147,0.0,0.16133714203825786,0.12703362827328182,0.07256300731432871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593513383818261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283521299196833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045149155338504,0.0,0.08284694638901698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662506036193752,0.0,0.09295654372373292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153460126160474,0.14104121529837016,0.0,0.0639368067145756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05802824355721443,0.0,0.0,0.056622149649525076,0.0,0.0,0.1539876716705039 anxiety,AmethystShatter,2018/02/21,"It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to ask for help. It's okay to accept help when it's offered. It's okay to have set backs. It's okay to make mistakes. It's okay to mess up. It's okay to second guess yourself. It's okay to have faults. It's all human. I originally started typing a long tangent post as I sobbed because I had a really bad day. But I'm not going to get into that because as I typed that up, I started thinking over what my mom keeps telling me today: it's okay, I have nothing to be sorry for, it happens. Today, I tried. I didn't succeed, but I did try and that's all I can do. I've been suffering from depression and anxiety for most of my life. I grew up in a anxiety-inducing nightmare world of my own making and I can't fix that overnight. I may have had a panic attack today, but I have only had three attacks this year. More importantly, I *want* to succeed. I want to get past this, and the only thing holding me back is the anxiety. But I want this. I want to do this. I want to get better so every social interaction doesn't make my heart race All we can do is try. Every ""try"" can't be a win but it shouldn't be considered a loss either. With anxiety, trying is half the battle. It's a step forward because there were times you didn't even try. Overall, we all need to more gentle with ourselves. Everyone makes mistakes, everyone messes up. Celebrate the little things, and remember change takes time.",0.8453724747474745,3.0261365791245822,3.0478693181818213,89.74180397727274,83.88215488215488,5.867382154882156,22.0758627946128,7.1686216300943375,0.7913367845117838,1112,38,235,16,32,378,142,297,0.17800000000000002,0.6729999999999999,0.149,-0.9576,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,1,0,5,6,29,3,1,11,10,30,2,1,5,4,44,53,14,0,9,8,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,25,10,0,2,3,0,0,4,8,14,0,3,8,0,28,15,32,39,9,30,0,4,0,0,12,10,1,3,16,156,53,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307688063407349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400368380295723,0.22878760035551185,0.0,0.15463843351958262,0.08395773572214288,0.18388892255268707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893114868236299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637197024636423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648485061251646,0.0,0.08660633808642512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641445120202565,0.0,0.16944084356344155,0.19216581508492925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576047164246787,0.0,0.05714671022437546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077070451758032,0.0,0.0889188773274227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915604577584794,0.13479740298701887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937631902528999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102371057263188,0.0,0.1007807392771916,0.0,0.08898643243592266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684802114659347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776671195217872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745589359786812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648352323054846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295050460018986,0.0,0.1179775342396578,0.0,0.0,0.0959894230460839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963021859941122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441696534459299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390719269145215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250134132411996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256109353280548,0.14234416846029055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560350485560267,0.0,0.08788794334131314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336061781047022,0.06443044101471057,0.0,0.0,0.11726677841463595,0.0,0.2859380757773448,0.0,0.0,0.4096142013719142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965444618738591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06475297470194978 anxiety,Pytwd,2018/02/21,"Existential Anxiety Hi, lately I have been in a really bad bout of depression and existential anxiety. I get really wrapped up. Naturally I have been agnostic most of my life, but circumstances bad decision making and flaws lead me into recovery and being introduced to faith a higher power etc. I think it just tapped into something that was already there, but I got into it and started praying working the program etc for about a year. Then my curiosity and doubt started to resurface and I left the program and sort let myself go in terms of any beliefs. Btw I have been sober for 8 years. But there are still things in life that I can make bad decisions about and be compulsive about like food or sex. And it seems like when I have one or those slips into over doing .....then comes the crash and depression and anxiety. Or maybe its already on the way and my attempts to cover it up w those things fail. Either way I have been having one of those moments. Everything seems so tied up when my life in recovery and life without. Its like I am having to chose between what reality is.....god or no god. And it feels like everything changes which ever way I go. I feel so stuck and slow when I am here. Its like all the things im doing now or have been, what makes up my life.....has to change if I go back to believing in god. But then if I don't ....its hard to move forward knowing I've just been through this horrible anxiety about it and moving on feels like I just have to pretend it never happened. I am an artist and my current work is very much reflective of my beliefs of the past year or so.....so continuing work on it isn't something I can escape into, its directly related to this stuff. And so does everything else in life feel like its dependant on how I am living. Relationships ,directions, everything seems like it changes if I chose one way or the other. I guess a deceit way forward would be to recognize the anxiety and that questioning one path or the other by making art about that feeling specifically. Or maybe I can incorporate it into my current work . I dunno...but that feeling of being on the fence is so exhausting and worrysome. Its like one minute I can see how this way is the way, and then its the other. And then doubt creeps in.....ugh my head",3.7806462585034017,5.609970732426305,4.894075963718823,81.79308673469389,72.96825396825396,8.528117913832201,27.89625850340137,9.150863307647796,2.406873469387756,1787,69,344,40,36,587,189,441,0.14400000000000002,0.759,0.097,-0.9739,3,0,2,0,0,0,63.0,0,0,0,8,24,19,0,2,17,0,38,9,1,8,3,85,65,52,0,4,21,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,0,0,39,29,1,1,17,3,0,9,5,9,0,5,9,8,36,10,50,50,7,65,5,3,1,1,3,25,0,22,37,255,75,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704180513210666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04530639625661882,0.0,0.2548347161492601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122950792605409,0.1668840037914534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506208797611531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21143710145599828,0.05739041275217663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476577930759192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058302843218970585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556555470185102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860605903429794,0.0,0.06026494511944694,0.0,0.0,0.2395083194682083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212164774528388,0.14278794001180087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056163472947113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03480813010278859,0.0,0.11359134121143916,0.0,0.0532850539443008,0.0,0.07339350969743699,0.0,0.05891511220261005,0.0,0.059681743218539064,0.0,0.06837513054675587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196502174710565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03661463963017863,0.0,0.0751544282794474,0.0,0.07238683801043913,0.06812724057651351,0.28234971042365004,0.2929407425037089,0.0,0.05882994203173565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17788733121822564,0.0,0.1338649100636585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416208851618818,0.04897608060002349,0.0,0.05138429970752948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257296950148694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359985414795331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463378435555837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536168820606364,0.0,0.0,0.07152891368113362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309045798272039,0.18195512526653315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258034851052908,0.0,0.0,0.094313186449093,0.0,0.05320576775246375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626818956740106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278546486280607,0.04268977269773348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05497152459922178,0.0,0.3701795081899719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064222863136828,0.0,0.19401136963562968,0.0,0.0,0.04732756039042727,0.0,0.0,0.12871042296127636 anxiety,canttouchmyawaythrow,2018/02/21,"Reinstating Sertraline after a too fast taper Hi! This is my first post, so I hope it's in the right place. I've been on Sertraline for something like three years. Most of the time on 100 mg. Seeing that I had taken it for a long time and that I was feeling ok I contacted my doctor. He said that I could taper off it. From 100 to 75 to 50 to 25 and then quit. He suggested reducing the dose every two weeks, but I wanted to go a bit slower. I lowered once a month. It's now been almost two months since I took my last dose of Sertraline. I've experienced some of the physical symptoms, mostly brain zaps, but those have passed. However, yesterday I had a lot of anxiety after a tough day at work. So much so that I had to go home early. Today the anxiety persists, sometimes I just cry. It comes and goes. My question is: did I taper too fast? Would it be a good idea to reinstate Sertraline now after a month off of it, or should I try to ride it out? And what dose is recommended in that case? All the best",1.1848809523809545,3.261459942307696,3.3632417582417595,88.59128205128206,81.78846153846155,7.0388278388278405,20.96245421245421,8.11559375814309,1.0468454212454217,780,23,169,16,21,266,122,208,0.058,0.845,0.097,0.8361,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,8,6,0,0,14,1,15,6,1,0,1,24,25,11,0,5,4,0,1,1,0,2,5,1,1,0,16,6,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,4,10,4,17,5,26,11,8,39,0,0,1,0,7,10,0,8,23,115,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14466446107983102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103620782638606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161091060005732,0.0,0.15772232318984564,0.0,0.0,0.16127476591765355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444692968070922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153464428128358,0.0,0.15869200258482996,0.09317031255915258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786976097454624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172104878269666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304767840035105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288493997546948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642096995436028,0.12117342971597868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491381172140413,0.1434899435832093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630874946382414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776121264143816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07058007355958823,0.0,0.0,0.12785018836943615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282206007968935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459404382987009,0.0,0.10620106331674203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385437237224803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093896620661126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836100945614965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16183792497901364,0.15366016737302196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337541774454212,0.13742274686952452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151227909759487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195059408126941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121900684734394,0.14288316575054946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501582190759863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684816359008885,0.0,0.13693936573402826,0.0,0.1605099598314375,0.0980847142847786,0.0,0.2822497121315677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521133901572364,0.0,0.11588401803713302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517488077042793,0.0,0.0,0.10262636732201656,0.0,0.0,0.09303305893386524 anxiety,DJVaporSnag,2018/02/21,"DAE have a fight or flight reaction to literally everything in their life? Going through very difficult things right now. Trying to consider if my marriage is worth fighting to save. I’m over analyzing everything. I feel simultaneously like I’m in the right and also that I’m the worst person ever. All I ever want to do at work is get home. But once I’m home I feel ignored, taken for granted, and like an unwelcome burden. I know that I’m a burden, that part isn’t anxiety. I don’t know. There’s nothing good. Anything or anyone in my life on more than a casual basis makes me either want to run screaming or die. I don’t want to live like this. 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I feel like I've failed at everything, which includes a failed marriage, screwing up at work and being fired multiple times and wondering why I feel the need to be a comedian and make everyone else laugh, but inside, it's just a defense mechanism. I feel stuck and everytime I try to think positive, five minutes later, I'm back in the miserable depressed way of thinking I've been for 20 plus years now. When it's a habit to think this way, what in the hell do I do to turn everything around? I do have a therapist and am on meds but even that isn't enough. 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Sometimes I'll think bad things about someone, things I don't believe and things I'd NEVER say. But I'm always so worried that they will come out or came out without me realizing it. Doesn't help that I frequently say things I don't mean/don't mean to say. Does anyone else deal with this? If so, how do you handle it?",2.4629965156794427,4.188979585365857,2.9371080139372836,94.86939024390249,76.3170731707317,5.661324041811848,21.470383275261323,6.18269132825596,0.029482229965156925,314,8,70,2,7,97,54,82,0.168,0.792,0.04,-0.8666,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,3,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,22,15,9,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,1,0,0,2,3,8,2,7,12,0,8,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,3,2,44,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458496684724552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11309600738423473,0.16572707563862607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505048921935522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18223145668895693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849934239360264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27865834265461603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675220309251465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154431798222328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511736323176998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841440078340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3523758887252613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474787258282242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858788345396025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704618644693356,0.0,0.15997014254769842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15244294057273536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4298253058058486,0.1036397957235594,0.0,0.12840762484336365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591660474304553,0.0,0.0,0.3285202118759588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,radiatormagnets,2018/02/21,"I get this... pause between something anxiety inducing happening and actually feeling the anxiety. You know when you stub your toe and there is this moment where it doesn't hurt and you think ""this is going to hurt so much"" and then a second later there it goes, and all the pain floods in. I get that with anxiety. I say something awkward or embarrassing and I get a period of time, can be 10 mins or up to a day when I don't feel too bad, but I think to myself ""I'm gonna pay for that soon"". And then the intrusive thoughts hit, and my brain is telling me I'm a moron, how could I have done such a thing, and my stomach clenches up every time I think of what I did. But in that time, in the hanging moment between a toddler falling down and the screams starting up, I bargain with my brain. I try CBT techniques, I try persuading myself that noone cares about my awkward moment. None of it works the anxiety hits all the same. Anyone else get this? Any ideas for how to deal with it?",3.3332830820770525,4.60199331658292,4.348824120603016,87.51305192629817,73.12060301507537,7.517721943048577,27.337018425460638,8.021203637495839,1.5756992294807364,766,28,162,11,15,249,110,199,0.124,0.809,0.067,-0.794,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,1,12,10,1,3,13,0,11,5,4,3,2,32,31,21,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,14,13,0,0,9,0,2,3,3,9,0,1,3,4,23,1,22,23,5,28,0,2,0,0,7,8,0,2,17,116,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.13480088683294725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393727067621124,0.0,0.4226948896666895,0.0,0.0,0.09658795833076296,0.14153673720487306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533785610089155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308411097240359,0.0,0.0,0.14083893892985097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102904189265513,0.0,0.0,0.08908634330700978,0.1424122320175548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413611687419141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539496885379875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163856044022616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969150423579746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886815998940322,0.0,0.078505917099906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215327854700925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957550593504785,0.1559388193229287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591597650297657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154591227970887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698652748047245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985135447681596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21268780481930094,0.0,0.0,0.09777342776970632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12073702172782895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177147294341613,0.2655360653912356,0.0,0.10966461685589038,0.2416447757529616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875706604374888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056471077779737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pistachios_2010,2018/02/21,"I need to quit my job. Panic attacks are getting bad. I posted this in the wrong place and was directed here I have a masters degree, had a job lined up before I officially graduated, and moved up to management within the first year of starting work. I don't mind working hard and pushing through. However lately I've been feeling more and more pressure to act in ways that I feel very uncomfortable with and have started having really bad panic attacks even thinking about going into work. I had one where I was certain that I was actually having a siezure (paralysis, uncontrollable muscle spazams, and feelings of dissociation). I need to quit. I have been doing interviews and have a preliminary offer with a huge pay increase and a decrease in job responsibilities. I know I need to give 2 weeks, I just don't know if I can do it without melting down. I'm so scared of having an attack at the office.",6.328625668449199,7.291385370588237,7.304331550802139,70.22040106951873,65.88235294117646,9.475935828877004,34.86631016042781,9.573946990214177,3.473529411764706,723,33,122,14,11,243,106,170,0.224,0.721,0.054000000000000006,-0.9844,4,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,7,7,12,3,5,10,0,20,0,0,0,1,25,35,10,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,6,0,1,5,3,11,0,2,7,4,16,1,22,28,3,25,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,6,90,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.12018906547823427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203461831771834,0.0,0.0,0.20567148280275352,0.0,0.0,0.10480241835001786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08134782662230124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18682434230001368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476216170151602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434744705170771,0.11814892063497147,0.06999622207561955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032962128008404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666600382958192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353740392237575,0.0,0.13893293262615333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12435925524595826,0.0,0.0,0.13090249867573467,0.0,0.27397082806664946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345825848774213,0.0,0.0,0.2890098714046612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286788469600362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795585731435973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619974637189555,0.0,0.0,0.07890120348125246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330738627051364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743504392045655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07891770917325931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162215718151114,0.0,0.0977608483688828,0.09879371905663127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187244839927508,0.0,0.2689918195445774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465911917656745,0.0,0.07931276497805058 anxiety,lonelyboy375,2018/02/21,"Muscle twitching Anyone else ever have anxiety-induced muscle twitching? A muscle in my left forearm has been twitching on and off for the past two days. I read that it could be caused by stress and poor diet, which makes sense since my anxiety has been up this week and I haven't been able to eat much. 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My doctor put me on Lexapro a few days ago, but I'm having a hard time while waiting on the medication to start working. For the past five days or so I have a constant feeling that my heart is going to explode from palpitations. More than once I've broken down crying and had to have my wife help me calm my breathing. This is so hard to deal with and I don't really know why I'm making a post other than I feel I need to. Thank you for hearing me out.",3.9825000000000017,4.339780475806453,5.490483870967744,83.30572580645162,70.85483870967742,8.135483870967743,28.403225806451612,8.07648339933343,1.742083870967742,465,16,98,6,8,158,79,124,0.139,0.7490000000000001,0.112,-0.5304,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,1,7,0,9,5,3,1,2,17,23,11,0,1,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,6,13,2,18,20,3,21,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,13,66,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182088107664406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239139370212801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201095100304573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728916202326611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574075810235185,0.2063597546829848,0.16494196625470034,0.13779856892162884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375585077256122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426862255928517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092561885759096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28663801547396545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803195939794536,0.3791762346512508,0.10723747035365512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792594749166678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679411501864708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16117241055622386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11863005531914993,0.12339362843971445,0.15451868450039302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703834068361875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771299817461615,0.0,0.0,0.3054558227404477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532255456958664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608334583280323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249325667021138,0.0,0.15797015458356148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324126583318594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14729667279386488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329106047331782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443654786906609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647413214814635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,muffinpoots,2018/02/21,"Forgetting to refill my prescription led to a bit of an epiphany I have always wondered at the difference between being medicated and not. I take 50mg of sertraline daily and I honestly can't say enough about it. I still worry and think but nothing starts to snowball and descend into the destructive spiral that used to be a weekly occurrence for me. Over the past few days, I have forgotten to refill my script and thus have missed a few doses. I haven't begun to withdrawal but I am starting to feel my old mindset making a comeback. I am not crazy about instances like this but I think it does provide an opportunity for perspective on the benefits and drawbacks of medication. I can compare how I used to be and maybe even express it. Anxiety with me never felt like it was coming from inside. It always felt like it was handed to me from others. Ever since I was little I can remember this welling up of energy within me. Like a geyser in my chest. It hits my eyes and finger tips and the world seems crisper and more highly defined. I see minute details of faces, objects, my reflection in the mirror and they bring a small but fundamental delight to some base level of my understanding. The energy hits my brain and then all I want to do is run or work or write or play. I tell the people that I love that I love them over and over. I want to joke and laugh and basically just do backflips until I collapse in a pile of warm, serene exhaustion and sleep deeply through the night. Then, I notice that not only does pretty much no one else seem to feel that way; most people are interrupted by my mania. What to me seems like amazement at this world we just get to exist in is interpreted in others as restlessness and seen as an irritating distraction. Some of my earliest memories are being shushed in restaurants, feeling my father's hand squeeze my shoulder when I try to talk in a group of adults. Everything seemed to be a wall. Nothing seemed to affirm. Naturally, as children do, I internalized this. I began to worry about making people uncomfortable. I started dreading the look on someone's face that has just been offended. This usually either resulted in my feeling awkwardly wretched or reacting to it with self-destructive overreaction. The prospect of ""everyone is only just putting up with you"" became a focal point in my mind. This prospect became a cloak of fear that I wore day in and day out. After about 13 years of this feeling, I finally spoke to a doctor who was completely awesome about it. I started taking sertraline and very quickly formed one of my favorite memories. I was out for a run and just thought ""so *this* is what it is like to be other people!"" Today's epiphany was that maybe I give up the sharp edges and joyous tears by taking my meds. Maybe this feeling of verve is not odd nor shameful and everyone else is bound by some silly accord of formality. Maybe if I had been told ""yes"" a little more as a kid I would not have spent over a decade tilting at psychological wind mills. Maybe this is what and who I am supposed to be. After all of the maybe's though I come back to the immutable truth. The David Wallace ""capital T"" True: It is exhausting to live this way. My body and mind are taxed to an unsustainable degree. Burning twice as bright means burning half as long and I just don't have the strength. If you are still reading and if any of this has resonated with you know that you are not alone, truly. There is no shame in admitting your limitations and living by them. Talk to someone. Take something (responsibly and healthfully). Do whatever you need. Thank you for reading and be careful. 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He reassures me that he loves me more than anything, doesn’t ever want to be with anyone else, and he says he wouldn’t be with me for the past 2 years if he didn’t want to. It makes perfect sense, but perfect sense is almost no match for gut wrenching anxiety. I probably ask 50 times a day if he still loves me and he always says yes, but its still hard for me to believe. I’m mostly worried that he’s going to leave because I’m too much to handle with my mental health, or that someone who is better than me will come into his life and take him from me. 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I don’t even know what for because I don’t even think it’s because I care what people think of me. It just happens. I notice I can barely breathe when I talk to new people. Does anyone else have this? Or know a solution? 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I recently visited my primary care doc to get a new lexapro rx after being off it for a few years. She just gave me the dose I had last been on (20 mg) and didn’t say anything about working up to it. Should I start by cutting the pills in half or should I be fine starting with 20? Thanks :) ",2.796818181818182,3.9626323181818215,4.21860606060606,88.3279090909091,74.30303030303031,7.704242424242422,28.35151515151515,8.238735603445708,1.7449187878787882,247,10,55,4,5,82,55,66,0.022,0.812,0.166,0.8677,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,7,5,0,0,0,6,14,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,7,3,12,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,8,37,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326598499779934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28825854707012005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771294640465005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304598625534365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848172415515633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730590510850852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27915834677094864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248354899275667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6003458939363089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029660963739776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582828609475226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820666201876376 anxiety,chapsrl1982,2018/02/21,"Trintellix first week effects My doctor put me on 20mg of trintellix for mild anxiety before starting vyvanse in 4 week 1) is it a good or bad sign if my anxiety is worse after 5 days? 2)does any of you here are also on a combo for anxiety and adhd, and how is it going? Thank you ",3.4278813559322034,4.018488355932206,6.162500000000001,77.15188559322034,72.22033898305084,9.289830508474578,28.309322033898304,9.516144504307137,2.6064542372881347,219,8,43,5,4,80,45,59,0.187,0.7290000000000001,0.084,-0.6868,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,2,0,7,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,5,2,8,7,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,29,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743780791764332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18257531659603268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552551358657191,0.0,0.5239577862908313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062502444984716,0.0,0.0,0.19427062311341292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723774955718935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23367970156404635,0.1997911242829563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419599998627488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975091502946334,0.19149128737954754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22950944571627804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159535723329227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21019244428495712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36626478020237296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326621602045115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SeymourTang,2018/02/21,"Vent / Trigger Warning: World Anxiety attacking me worse than ever. After months of thinking that war with North Korea was inevitable, I was fine for the last couple of months. I felt like the Olympics would be a nice change in attitude. But no, our vice president decided to act like a jerk and now my country's reputation has sunk even lower. He could have at least treated them with respect, and seeing the words ""missed opportunity"" in the news is driving me insane. Instead of calming things down, the people that other people put in power decided that they don't want piece, they want me and my family to die in a giant war. Meanwhile, everyone around me is acting like nothing is wrong and nobody is in danger. I want to be convinced that the midterm elections this year will fix at least some of what's wrong, but now people are saying people are happy with the extra money in their paychecks. Is that all people care about? Paychecks? What about your safety? Will things ever get better? Will we ever be a respected country again?",5.330226876090752,7.334418916230372,5.377047120418851,79.191294938918,69.26178010471205,7.3969982547993025,27.91657940663176,8.021203637495839,1.9921808726003487,827,29,137,11,15,259,122,191,0.129,0.68,0.191,0.9608,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,1,4,3,11,22,5,0,11,0,20,0,0,1,4,28,29,6,3,5,2,0,1,3,0,4,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,4,0,1,4,2,8,0,0,3,3,16,14,25,18,6,28,0,1,1,0,9,13,0,1,14,104,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497783952917683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216061195255487,0.0,0.15611486910144068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136562133624725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991148596185707,0.0,0.14516736208840986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956413415650147,0.1518384291878058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241936390434398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09063675950739493,0.372387473354206,0.0,0.1311257298085151,0.0,0.0,0.12936486066253816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13175888798896354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169514325711032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608008114061155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185785175200083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112569905964875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21906564645673354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13167245581646314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4756776234262918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379504593302884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912796103518813,0.0,0.0,0.10935169396967398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823342783747752,0.08792915218770342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428191026590101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984545066901838,0.09748171511026922,0.300071107171736,0.0,0.08836931856285582 anxiety,areyoureadyable,2018/02/21,"Waking up in the middle of the night? I've suffered from anxiety for the past few years and currently manage it with journalling, diet & exercise and therapy every 2-4 weeks. I've been really great the past few weeks but tonight decided to go to sleep when I was feeling a bit on edge hoping the feeling would fade with a good sleep and down time. Oh no. I've been sleeping but not well. Now it's 2 am and I'm wide awake. I was wondering, if I'm already asleep, why/how does my body wake me up with anxiety? I'm not even consciously worring about anything, I didn't have a bad dream, I wasn't even awake and anxiety symptoms affected me. 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Monday was family day and Tuesday school was cancelled and then today I woke up feeling like shit but I could’ve went to school and I didn’t. Now the day has rolled on and I am feeling a little bit better but still really nauseous but all I can think about is the school time I’m going to miss and how I could’ve just went to the washroom if I felt like I was going to vomit. The other thing is I wouldn’t have a ride home if I ended up being sick and I would’ve spent 7 hours in the school washrooms in panick and probably vomiting. Can someone just tell me I made the right decision 😓 Edit: And on top of that I’m missing Friday for my college testing I need to do... 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My manager for some reason singled me out and gave all the shit work to me. She also made snide comments about me in staff meetings. Then she started the most horrible rumors about me. When I complained to HR about the rumors, she got fired for creating a hostile work environment (witnesses did come forward and support me on that). The thing is that my manager was really awesome to everyone else so everyone got mad at me for getting her fired. I was simply standing up for myself. I quit and got a new job. The sucky thing is that my coworkers found out where I work and now they want to gossip about me to people they know at my current company. I’m so upset and angry about what happened and now I’m upset that I can’t get away from them. 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Only thing is that i believe i've got a strong mind. I'm constantly fighting it. Sonetimes i win, sometimes i lose. But recently my body hasn't acted really well when i had something to be anxious about. I fight it in my head, i beat it and i become calm in my head, but my body is still nervous. My hands still shake, they feel very weak, i twitch my neck and my voice isn't stable. That re-opens all the questions i have answered in my head and causes me even more problems. Now i'm writing this with my shaky hands and i have to go to the doctor's to check me for my drivers licence. How will they feel handing a car into the hands of a guy whose hand shake during a normal check-up?",1.9184615384615358,3.3586825414012766,3.2499363057324864,93.27246447819698,77.0891719745223,5.849877511024008,22.904948554630078,6.297961479604792,0.33400676139147434,577,17,130,4,13,188,94,157,0.189,0.7440000000000001,0.067,-0.9322,0,0,1,0,3,0,17.0,0,0,2,4,8,13,2,4,8,0,11,15,12,2,1,23,17,9,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,0,1,6,3,9,1,0,2,8,27,4,12,13,3,16,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,2,6,83,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103219691873252,0.16291878328096338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592710893524506,0.0,0.16247781075454013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4805618663190016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814569599087593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584219954611675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760733885540034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525082469271724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458360836884962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195913959733933,0.0,0.1153397026946868,0.0,0.0,0.14279279102195513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440100916788161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133660895621693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912265050508993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129737644386425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967990728417687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799163778380266,0.0,0.0,0.1615507137807858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238605397205372,0.0,0.14239218951047586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102162824015732,0.14262959326284536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303361629558072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580820452617697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189902014657912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966412332233646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Flex_Bormarr,2018/02/21,"Schools should get anxiety bathrooms Just single toilet restrooms that are usually in small buildings, don't have stalls or urinals. Where you don't have to worry about others thinking about how your shit sounds. 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I'm 18 and I have huge anxiety issues, I always worry that ill lose my friends due to me doing something stupid. Is there anyway that you guys cope with this if you have a similar problem? I'm really struggling and I need all the help I can get. Thanks.",0.9053571428571416,3.3902059642857165,2.4907142857142865,91.45428571428572,87.57142857142857,5.342857142857143,20.5,6.868970318607317,0.5511714285714286,218,7,44,3,7,71,45,56,0.338,0.472,0.19,-0.8748,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,2,9,1,2,2,0,5,1,0,0,1,7,10,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,3,3,10,1,2,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520258779344887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794652268142291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639856170319383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36249643177022944,0.0,0.12256667887073296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322868311449265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724469145961095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244857177082208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5249056254716055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394989256066967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22447660022535465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028814525974854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806033906045793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452505783331969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21598439230349767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382435312163237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,practicallydeformed,2018/02/21,"Bad at taking pills every day Last summer I finally went to the doctor and got diagnosed with general anxiety and got prescribed Zoloft. I've been on 75mg for a majority of that time but lately I struggle to remember to take my pills. Like I'll go a weekend without taking them and then I get brain zaps so I start again. Another thing is my prescription is running low so I need to see my doctor again to refill my prescription but that's a hassle since I don't live in town or drive. The Zoloft has cut down my attacks so much but idk I'm kind of getting annoyed I wish there was patch like there is for birth control. Anyone else have this issue?",2.130104895104896,4.359257954545456,3.6563636363636363,86.93339160839163,79.30303030303031,6.78881118881119,23.79020979020979,7.882392219407189,1.3590867132867128,518,18,103,9,13,171,92,132,0.155,0.7709999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.8420000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,7,9,3,1,5,0,8,8,1,1,0,14,22,11,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,0,4,2,6,0,0,5,1,13,3,15,17,2,22,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,1,14,61,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569489865893208,0.12088278872931647,0.0,0.0,0.1104893581268556,0.16190737971272673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1797674711513691,0.0,0.0,0.13193783064214895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639954691139467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722981899533935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190807487774814,0.0,0.0,0.16038421567117184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234747691542109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320031633349466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331363758779893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731002093399235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16511501654325014,0.0,0.08980486325039222,0.0,0.2527617122074694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492898892733346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455068354497032,0.0,0.12880517566085165,0.1782503775987859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439852510145766,0.0,0.1395321556073804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616088446314705,0.11716781286920334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900277763545974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12591931572048634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13071352912918185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184544598347343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651939730758135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356427993220425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497966118251263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214114826550823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648360414139713,0.0,0.0,0.1817120766784341,0.15232302163284994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,1Vico,2018/02/21,Can't bring myself to do things or go to places As I'm writing this I am sitting in a library because I decided to skip my chamber choir concert. We were suppose to perform for elementary schools today and were excused from all our classes. Instead of going on the trip I decided to not go because I was anxious of everything about the trip. Some people on the trip were calling me to tell me to go but i just ignored them. I'm pretty well liked in school but I get random urges of anxiety which causes me to not do things I have and want to do. I have already missed around 30 days of school this year and it's due to anxiety. I have a doctors note but I don't wanna keep excusing myself. I don't know why I have this problem because when I was a kid I was extremely outgoing and never felt this type of anxiety. I'm seeing a therapist right now and that has helped me going back to school again. But I keep skipping classes and skipping events like this choir trip because of my anxiety. I have no idea how to deal or fix this issue rn. Whenever I do skip school my friends are often disappointed because they want to see me do well. 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Whenever I've got plans with my best mate of 5 years, I always get this nugget of anxiety in my stomach that maybe we won't have a good time together or I'll be boring - it is never EVER justified as we have always gotten on like a house on fire and rarely run out of things to say. But yet the anxiety happens every time and I tell myself that it's totally unfounded, and that even if for some reason I'm no fun to be with this one time, we won't stop being friends. We chat everyday on Facebook about anything and everything so we obviously get on ridiculously well. The only thing that comforts me is the knowledge I'll be drinking or getting high, but that's not always the case. Just my brain doing its ol' anxious-for-no-real-reason party trick as usual I suppose. Anyone else get this? 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Can anything be done?,3.6926829268292636,6.835204121951223,5.164097560975613,72.64370731707318,80.95121951219512,9.133658536585367,30.151219512195123,9.3871,3.7821375609756105,183,9,30,6,5,61,35,41,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.9337,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062058291580803,0.0,0.0,0.1884763740577642,0.0,0.2218175616511754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643158291158932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5921783819140382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23588595600137374,0.27584432860465524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17803593815844687,0.2438243730152353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082930767336693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481382175543748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22297542883973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20751358115145008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253567624713152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29471177792496617,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ellierodg,2018/02/21,"do you every feel anxious when pursuing your interests or hobbies? I get so anxious and panicked when I do something that interestes me at first...so I end up disliking it when I start getting involved with it, hating it and giving up on it. For example I was really interestes in plants and gardening but once I got immeresed in it I felt impatient, nervous and fidgety, like I want to get over it fast. But it's not that I disliked it per se or it's just not that appealing to me (I don't know, maybe?)...it happens to me all the time with so many things. Now I have almost no interests, even the though of getting into something makes me anxious and upset. I don't really know why is that, maybe it's not even an anxiety issue.",4.355136986301371,5.249071500000003,5.864273972602741,79.02284931506851,70.30136986301369,9.401643835616436,33.09315068493151,9.642632912329526,3.2239282191780814,573,27,110,13,10,195,85,146,0.173,0.728,0.1,-0.8761,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,10,8,1,2,3,0,7,0,0,1,1,24,22,15,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,8,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,2,18,5,15,19,1,16,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,9,82,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593798803496408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176012025810287,0.5394304722093275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097217266417028,0.0,0.0,0.21025280739099034,0.0,0.13410264031822874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047816413488268,0.0,0.15282252062494806,0.0,0.0,0.1353849237322717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326267449991259,0.15268473224893722,0.0,0.0,0.12729809097943814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074831041873825,0.0,0.0,0.1571416219540557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612599475022874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494488160578636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775955196617634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062432896154042,0.16136744132975847,0.15990175704852164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950459896592182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039292286871403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506463953373694,0.0,0.0,0.11265718715145888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10574157251500982,0.0,0.1563779450574469,0.0,0.09280988146832114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387912494461403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362086675206998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sherlockscankles,2018/02/21,"Specifically very afraid of teachers I have really bad anxiety when it comes to being around any of my teachers. I can't look at them outside of class, can't talk to them, and I want them to not even know that I exist. I have a teacher that will talk to individual students during class if they submitted online homework incorrectly. I know I just submitted something wrong and I'm terrified of going to class. If I skip then it would be my second day in a row. I also don't want him to bring up that I've gotten zeros on some assignments. His homework submission and redo policy is very complicated and I've started the semester off kind of badly because of it. I think I might just skip again and try to get my act together. I'm doing really well in my other classes and I feel like it might be worth it even if he thinks I'm a bad student. 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I've had on and off anxiety about health (and more) for 10 years. It's incredibly severe right now after a terrible flu and secondary sinus infection I just had for a week. A wet cough is lingering so I'm googling pneumonia and I checked my temperature probably 6 times yesterday to make sure it was normal. I'm terrified of something else happening even after seeing a doctor yesterday. I wish I could calm this unreasonable mind! ,5.271346153846154,7.831297824175827,6.611085164835168,67.92453983516485,70.75824175824175,11.582967032967035,34.45192307692308,11.20814326018867,5.08646043956044,406,21,65,16,8,137,68,91,0.203,0.6920000000000001,0.105,-0.855,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,5,0,5,7,0,1,1,11,11,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,3,2,5,2,10,7,1,14,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,10,37,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123172793455468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162980932199974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089353680973422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052414686631906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482572257632827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805111940152568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4339605897154045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13625814055976124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611277699450906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20000373685625464,0.0,0.0,0.2141997515247602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782381551660507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200863108027517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432562378359776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266491911820746,0.0,0.0,0.23060842515510085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714899369500346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238979924710709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902965279241247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374050925364814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23473904767169915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290563108321835 anxiety,jkouts,2018/02/21,"Issues with who the ""typical anxiety sufferer"" is thought to be. So I recently stumbled upon this sub, and am happy as hell to have found it. I feel like I can finally put something into words that I have been thinking about for a while. A major issue I have had when discussing my anxiety and panic attacks is that I'm not what most people picture when they think about it. TV and movies have portrayed most people as socially awkward introverts. I on the other hand fall firmly into the opposite category. I love people. I love being out, with friends, strangers, alone. 99 times out of 100, I want to be, and am the life of the party. Which is why so many people can't understand when I get hit bad and can't function. I'll tell people that ""I'm tired"" or ""have other plans"", but the truth is i can't bring myself to leave my bed. Because I feel like something awful is happening to me. Or because I'm exhausted due to thinking that me falling asleep was me dying. And honestly before my first panic attack, I was the same. I didn't think this happened to people like me. People with lots of friends, good jobs, positive high school and college experiences. But as I painfully found out, it does. I'm not sure what I'm getting at, other than that I wish more celebrities/athletes/anyone we don't really associate with this suffering, would open up about this. Because then I feel that more people would be able to have a honest discussion about a very real issue. 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Please advise if this should be somewhere else. My psych prescribed generic Buspar (buspirone) 7.5mg 2x/day. I took it as advised for one month. Over the month I experienced increasing anxiety, obsessive thoughts, paranoia, irritability, etc. These are not typical daily experiences for me. They happen sometimes but not to this intensity or consistency. Went back in for the checkup appointment one month after starting the buspirone, having discontinued on my own 2 days before. The doctor said it sounded like Serotonin Activation. She said buspirone has a short half-life and should be out of my system quickly, and agreed with my decision to discontinue. It is now one week since I discontinued the buspirone. I am still experiencing periodic paranoia, obsessive thoughts, despair, rage, suicidal ideation, etc. It's not as bad as it was on the drug, but I don't know how concerned I should be about long term damage to my serotonin system or how quickly I can expect these side effects to go away. I'm supposed to start Asenapine sublingual tomorrow and I'm hoping it will help mop up some of the buspar bullshit. Advice? Experiences? Thanks in advance.",6.307811059907834,9.327035760368666,6.477444700460827,67.94759562211982,69.27649769585254,9.1326267281106,36.19562211981568,9.642632912329526,4.314649953917051,1028,55,148,26,20,328,140,217,0.152,0.754,0.094,-0.9164,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,3,9,10,1,2,9,0,16,4,0,3,1,29,32,14,1,7,10,0,0,1,0,4,4,3,1,0,11,5,0,0,5,0,0,5,5,6,0,3,7,5,15,4,25,18,6,36,0,2,0,0,7,12,0,6,18,103,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355632507389617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503115689507382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612642654878722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303393829614364,0.10667315450969564,0.11583196119014225,0.0,0.0,0.11804718368850885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17893597487164456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199383423351128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160880264359141,0.0,0.11588931861295078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094364505574439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27140491676687417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884223489257786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267658077092032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298635448553648,0.0,0.0,0.13778805841741595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624119904147031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777542074294922,0.0,0.0,0.1227697829117196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975371529974392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321937421600996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820167470884665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228152156294794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847282703543628,0.26392390993671755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475711219008801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720539222238434,0.0,0.1963845743923144,0.0,0.11078824127020476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174575290813733,0.0,0.13074935809711646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772196682540968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202688358013466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413174728169018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112791143979084,0.0,0.0,0.12860210803313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,M1sterS1r,2018/02/21,"Something that helped me that’ll hopefully help you I don’t know why my flair post says “needs a hug/support” so just ignore that. Cut caffeine from your diet completely. That means no sodas with caffeine in it, no chocolate whatsoever, no coffee, just avoid caffeine at all costs. I am so much calmer and just feel better and more relaxed. Falling asleep isn’t a struggle anymore and I can just think straight now. I’m a little addicted to soda but thankfully they have caffeine free Pepsi and my fridge is just lined with it. Seriously, my hands don’t shake all the time anymore. I’m more relaxed when I talk to strangers. Just try it and you’ll feel better.",2.769761904761906,5.5044305793650805,3.0914285714285725,88.92857142857146,80.50793650793649,5.504761904761906,25.66666666666667,6.868970318607317,1.1695619047619052,527,21,98,6,14,162,82,126,0.128,0.667,0.205,0.9388,0,1,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,1,2,10,13,1,3,4,0,9,6,2,0,2,25,19,9,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,7,3,2,5,2,2,2,6,6,0,0,0,4,12,8,7,17,5,10,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,3,61,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898384597857268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984288575080968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553159503349004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106140443724359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313728469805928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692851045704974,0.0,0.0,0.1995146057977304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103958713622646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132993153854806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881220888975125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476665385309903,0.14894657038472536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19238311459375326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15974418767197987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546437036230007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099985920650084,0.0,0.0,0.22795103349012585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614560446143569,0.0,0.1849390880136063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871285100233307,0.0,0.0,0.11713206630201775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638121680605744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125881232268126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blue1smoke,2018/02/21,"Work anxiety Every night before I work I get so anxious. I try to not be like this, it sucks waking up at 1, 3, and 4 just from a huge thing of anxiety ",0.02901960784313573,1.303348176470589,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,81.94117647058823,6.886274509803924,20.15686274509804,7.793537801064563,0.6096392156862747,114,3,28,2,3,42,30,34,0.29600000000000004,0.64,0.064,-0.7451,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,17,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972938326965198,0.3671911712275352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765764302282517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385163482596364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16981466153218525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879314813443882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.305018460210498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593536438646385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067390666570205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4732511480906975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cannibal_ginger,2018/02/21,I don't know how to deal with what I feel I've always kept the fact that I have anxiety pretty close to myself. Ive only really told my current boyfriend and have only mentioned it in passing to my family. I've seen anyone for it because I am too afraid that if I have that on my records I won't be qualified for the dream job I have in mind. Everything in my head has gotten so bad and constant I don't know how to deal with it and I'm afraid to let those close to me know how bad it is because I don't want them to think I'm faking or being overly dramatic. I have been missing school because I can't sleep or when I do it's for 16 hours and either way I wake up feeling like crap. My head is constantly swimming and i can't concentrate on anything so I lash out. Does anyone else feel this way? 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My anxiety feels like a snowball effect, and a tomb. Need to vent to people that understand. **Post** - My anxiety and depression are getting the best of me. **Trigger warnings**: Sexual abuse, mental abuse, abortion, language. Just don't even read if you are sensitive at all anymore. **(Rant)Backstory;** I grew up with separated parents. My father was rarely around. My mother had custody of my, but her mother had me more than anyone else. There was more time spent with the young girls that watched me on nights my mother went out drinking, than time spent with my mom. It was probably for the best since she was emotionally abusive anyway. She was always with a different guy. Whether it was a day, a week, or in rare cases; a few years. The babysitters didn't last very long. When my eighth birthday came around, she must have thought that meant they were no longer necessary. She spent the absurd amount of money my father paid in child support on rent, then handbags and designer jeans. I was less of a commodity. Most nights dinner was a tv dinner, ramen, or canned ravioli. There was never much for real food. Not like I was brave enough to attempt making it if there were. Sleeping at night has never been what my brain thought the right idea was. There was always commotion at night. From the common loud creaky pipes, the main road, the hundreds of neighbors in whichever apartment complex we were living in at any given time. Especially to loud T.V, or chatter from her, and whoever happened to be around. Being a child, and not being able to sleep; I learned very quickly that telling her this was only a determinant to myself. Being a very coy child, it took all of my bravery to even attempt this. Needless to say, it didn't build my self-esteem. Around fifth grade I gave up on school. I was tired of asking for help with homework, and being scolded for not paying attention in class; otherwise I wouldn't need help. Scoldings were common, being dragged by a limb, getting hit. The most severe was having my face hit into a door frame. Things could have been much worse. In high school there was no more hope for my GPA. Classes were very easy, but there was no motivation or encouragement. I calculated the bare minimum, and spent all the free time that gave me walking around town, or hanging out with friends. I still hadn't drank or done any drugs, in fear of repercussion. I never fit in with anyone at school. It seemed like I could talk to most people, but nobody really considered me a friend. I was just a person that everyone knew a little bit. Turns out that me being to anxious to speak to anyone only made that worse in other peoples eyes. I was told that people thought I was pretentious and avoiding everyone because I thought I was better than them. After high school, closer to eighteen now. I start drinking and smoking (pot and cigarettes. I have to sleep outside most nights because my mother locks me out. I slept on the roof most times, since I didn't want to be seen sleeping in public. I need a way out. I leave for the Army. I go through a bit of basic training and have a panic attack after about a month. It wasn't even a stressful part of training. I had already made it through the mentally challenging portion. My mind just got weak, again. After getting home, I am unable to do most of anything I did prior. Nothing brings me joy or even escapism. I had left not only because of what has been mentioned though. It was time to get a job. Being that my gpa was terrible, and nobody in my family would let me drive, I was 18 and still didn't drive. I lived miles from anything that had employees. I didn't feel like I had any other options. I'm lonely, depressed, anxious, and all around beat. I try online dating. She ends up being a stripper. She proposes to me after a few months. I think this is going to be the one. We have an accident with contraceptive. I wasn't worried too much since we had already had the talk of what the plan might be before we even started dating. After the procedure she tells me how she never wanted to have it done, and she lied and wasn't sure why. Heartbreak. The end of the one person I thought I could be close with. My friend in the Air Force sees that my life is gradually declining. He offers a place for me with him. I just have to cook, and clean up. He was also lonely, so he felt like we were helping each other. (one thing I'm proud of is being able to cook very well now after years of trying to make ramen edible.) Eventually I meet a girl in the Air Force. I am blind to the onslaught of red-flags. She tells me she is a virgin, when everyone else is saying otherwise. She locks herself in the bathroom and vomits and cries when things don't go her way. She goes back and forth on if she is religious or not, then has a fit in the bathroom when I refuse religion. She makes me delete female friends from my life. I can't drink, smoke, see my friends, or go anywhere other than work or home to her. (I had to move in with her or go to back home bc my friend switched bases to overseas). After finally having enough, another friend tells her I can move in with him if I need a place, since we hadn't planned on moving in together so soon anyway. When I finally hear about this, she had already thrown all of my things into a pile for me to leave. I move out. After telling her it was over on 3-4 separate occasions she finally accepts it. She then tells me she will see me in court for ""the things I refused to give back to her, and all of the time and money she wasted on me"". The only things I refused to give back to her were gifts from holidays, ie: boots, wallet, slippers, coffee maker. After months of dealing that bullshit, I get a call from my mom that her stepfather had passed away. About a week later, her mother. These are the two that raised me. I end up moving back home. I live with my stepbrother and find work after a few months. I am finally for once in my life making a decent wage. I get offered a much better position in the same industry back in the other state, where I had left about a year prior. Much more money, responsibility, and opportunity. I spend my tax refund and move down to take it up. The job ends up being all of the responsibility with none of the pay. I am back to minimum wage, after spending all of my savings to come to this seemingly great chance. After working there for about a week, I get a call from a detective telling me we have to meet up for questioning. Turns out, the ex that took me to court filed a sexual assault charge against me a year after we broke up. After answering all of his questions, and informing him about the terrible break-up, he realized how she must have done it to be petty. He did the best he could to keep the situation as calm as possible, he knew that I was on the brink of breaking down and losing the last bit of hope I had in life. To tie all of these things together, I haven't had health insurance since I was eighteen years old. That is about nine years now. I already had to have my appendix removed after losing insurance, so the bills are stacked against me. Not to mention the literal gaping holes in my teeth from chipping, grinding, and cavities. They are chasms now, not cavities. My terrible astigmatism that has left me on the brink of being legally blind (if I'm not already, I just remember my last script was -20 or +20.. something along those lines). I have left that job now, in part from my roommate who has been helping keep me alive. He saw how bad of a scenario it was and said if I didn't quit, he'd quit for me. Now, it is about six months later. I am still unemployed, and uninsured. I have applied as often as possible to get healthcare, yet I get denied every time. The reason on the return form is always ""Reason; Unknown"". Calling leads nowhere. I have no energy. My appetite is either, eat a buffet; or don't eat for two days. When I try to do anything I get queasy and feel like vomiting. I get frequently light-headed (I was anemic as a child, more than likely still the case). After all of this, and months of failing at job hunting; I have no motivation to get out of bed or socialize. I feel like absolute shit, mentally, physically, and emotionally. The job in my home state will still take me back. I still don't have a licence (anxiety and trying to prevent reckless behavior/(self) harm). I also wouldn't have a place to stay in my home state. A friend offered me one month with him, but can't do any longer. So I would have to move to my home state, try to re-stabilize my mental health, get back into the working mind, try to build the rest of my health to at least a sustainable level, and find a place to live that is within biking distance of the job; all within a month. I don't even see the point in anything to care enough about this, ""opportunity"" that I am fortunate enough to have. I don't fucking care. I've become so encumbered by depression that I am totally apathetic, lazy, sad, anxious, beat, tired, fatigued, distressed, and a giant ball of existential dread. My teeth and head are in constant agony. Oh yea, almost forgot. After all these shitty relationships, a one night stand gave me genital herpes. To add to the health issues, I am highly malnourished and underweight. Not only do I not have an appetite most of the time, but I feel guilty when I eat anything that I didn't buy. My mother would always yell at me for eating things that were in the house, from a young age. 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I am 29 currently and I feel like I am at the point I should have been as a 19 year old. I look back to when I was a teenager and I felt like a child. It is somewhat hard to explain but I feel so behind because I have been scared to do anything. I didn't get my first job until I was 24, I didn't move out of my parents house until I was 28. I am trying to just play catch up constantly because I don't know all this stuff that I feel like I should know by now.",0.4757522123893807,1.8741436991150489,2.705495575221238,95.79204867256638,81.03539823008848,5.5819469026548685,21.919469026548683,6.2581,0.12736884955752226,390,12,96,3,10,133,69,113,0.063,0.838,0.099,0.5569,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,17,0,0,0,1,17,27,8,0,2,2,1,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,8,1,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,7,19,4,14,17,2,16,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,13,69,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875396150689606,0.0,0.0,0.12682397805021306,0.0,0.1492589493544619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394687756480069,0.0,0.33169972431732697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960055890613692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15872543949250156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668414277136543,0.2591534967112044,0.17415168529097882,0.0,0.0,0.15428035432571424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476271556306518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247939892850558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092862940617756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799900514543008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993616244522588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658369388294925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523121548814504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277650966533494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032609492585892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013992223307874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714611923892509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815913965100747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763484660460266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12314401159989885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680172769085448 anxiety,__devin__c__,2018/02/21,"I feel weird Idk if anyone else has felt something like this After being on my phone for a while I feel slightly dizzy, but it feels really good. It’s like that feeling when you wrap a blanket around you and you just feel comfortable and closed off and safe, only constantly spacing out and “out of your body,” almost like your watching yourself walking around.",7.2612686567164175,7.7951335970149245,6.088768656716423,81.24270522388062,63.77611940298507,8.491044776119404,31.67537313432836,8.07648339933343,2.238734328358209,289,10,51,3,4,86,52,67,0.049,0.6629999999999999,0.28800000000000003,0.9672,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,5,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,20,8,8,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,8,6,9,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,2,7,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22085340821265897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421678950463913,0.22598408317059746,0.0,0.3926804158465658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449862574926797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383409914648959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184244930001308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5575947477465488,0.0,0.2117668457124376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849905964314414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232552697707829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774158682323315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129281905260008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697935798254429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marcusconfirmed,2018/02/21,"I need Your Help! Has anyone ever done an online course to combat your anxiety? I have a few questions: What are the best ones? Which one did you do? Did it help? I appreciate everyone who takes the time to respond. Thanks.",0.590963455149506,3.0388067674418617,2.1731561461794016,90.42325581395352,97.6046511627907,5.2478405315614625,17.770764119601328,6.868970318607317,0.4246438538205983,173,5,34,3,7,56,36,43,0.078,0.609,0.313,0.9239,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,2,2,7,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195093217932828,0.0,0.0,0.2006360402729464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30112720888172817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936405907619252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25955484854997085,0.0,0.2741847245952948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846614320848089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127633504262764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38887772443293467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214399441785456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574415978316386,0.0,0.0,0.2641770125281792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731778922064908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,soupastar,2018/02/21,"I’m sorry I’m so sorry for the hate and shameful acts I have done to you and I hope you read Sarah and know I only wanted to make you happy and I hope with me gone you will be I hope all goes well and I hope you don’t old hate for to long because it’s not good for you Love you always jason",-2.553043478260868,-0.8301731884057943,0.4401304347826098,104.19671739130436,99.72463768115942,2.76,9.798550724637682,3.1291,-2.188856231884058,226,2,60,0,10,78,42,69,0.188,0.5529999999999999,0.26,0.7902,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,7,0,0,2,11,2,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,15,18,6,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,3,1,0,2,0,14,8,7,14,1,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,4,2,37,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410002353819136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329826889441858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341142227452008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213091569378342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18038812723700404,0.0,0.3346036990360885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6732286813085571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931281028298179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996244958290933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529398626105304,0.0,0.1131126090625132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781464399832494,0.0,0.0,0.128878255408783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16950097789404972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37938226877598186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994902075633136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236050445953314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nix111,2018/02/21,Please tell me few words I am waiting for final exam of this semester and feel like I'm gonna vomit. It will be long 20 minutes before it starts. ,3.79258064516129,4.1026897096774215,5.300161290322581,84.6702419354839,71.25806451612904,7.490322580645162,25.177419354838708,7.1686216300943375,1.0643419354838701,115,3,24,1,2,39,29,31,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,12,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34224144551407715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20336373267148164,0.2873308107785201,0.0,0.4405889845394068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964939547104981,0.0,0.0,0.3559331671988584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4414933625380483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846782892933813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35153936589820145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,solidfang,2018/02/21,"Fuck Calculus. There's something about math that exacerbates my natural anxiety. When I've triple-checked a particular problem and feel like I am 100% sure an answer is correct, getting it wrong due to a simple mistake feels so frustrating. It leads to a vicious cycle where I end up checking the next problem even more and even more, and every time I feel like I should be getting the right answer even more this time. Only to get it wrong again. I feel like I am going crazy. Like my brain has just stopped processing things correctly. I feel angry. And paranoid. I don't think I'm dumb. I get the concept behind the problems. And that's the worst part. The most haunting thought is... ""This is so damn simple. Why don't you get it?"" I keep beating myself up for being wrong. I don't know how to fix this. Being careful feels like it is getting more and more exhausting and I don't know what to do.",2.1486244019138745,4.658151613636368,3.107858851674642,89.27948564593302,81.1590909090909,5.750717703349283,25.17224880382775,7.0608816371341465,1.1627204545454544,708,28,138,9,19,225,98,176,0.28,0.612,0.108,-0.9869,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,12,21,5,0,10,0,16,3,1,2,3,33,37,11,0,5,1,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,12,0,1,2,4,14,0,0,1,6,16,7,10,32,8,14,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,13,90,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948865521730308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058731023644826,0.0,0.0,0.1192679405895118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036087195712056,0.0,0.0,0.2317906833846559,0.0,0.09855989726134784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35488874358148176,0.33427943481663913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814524935161048,0.36670036177916415,0.0,0.06648189149777935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397635700428773,0.0,0.0,0.12857725632059136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857502818247272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440854976658253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896784094338958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266769146725655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357994655317778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989947194085086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005618993599762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097799726128125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025137288739002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777156847814582,0.07495545363636674,0.0,0.09286830124767216,0.13642285283345307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555540023730317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836946917197112,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gameoldtime,2018/02/21,"Anyone else constantly anxious since Wednesday? TW Violence I have a little brother in high school. I've been waking up literally every night with nightmares about him being shot. I'm not trying to be political, though if the mods would rather not deal with this topic I understand it being removed. I just don't know where else to turn - I have therapy next Monday and I just need to get some sleep between now and then without these horrible dreams. Advice? Anyone with similar reactions?",4.65388888888889,7.632553681818184,5.118787878787881,75.7787373737374,74.68181818181819,8.002020202020201,27.959595959595962,8.841846274778883,2.8302989898989903,396,16,61,9,9,126,71,88,0.103,0.865,0.033,-0.7226,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,8,2,2,0,0,17,14,5,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,0,11,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,7,43,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940047615316273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242864869679636,0.0,0.27763865479496164,0.203421161399129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214544319283798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20467945076704647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316987383971978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672731425437473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10372562538304164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20976167606334936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910888871651048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19898284985185424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721016802778664,0.0,0.0,0.21114276350740036,0.18631035891273656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20092662866078198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422906697159614,0.0,0.19867700455532253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270405036451893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505827948069815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13479129992718925,0.21594757466233727,0.0,0.2066805062731304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913793307220286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14103259166333262,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marcstjames,2018/02/21,"Stopping Prozac after 15 years Hi im Marc, I'm 34 and have been taking fluoxotine or Prozac since I was around 19 to help with anxiety and intrusive thought OCD . Over time ive felt better of course with dips but compared to 17-24 year old it's incomparable how much better I am. I decided to stop taking meds 9 months ago after discussing it with my gf. It hasn't been all that bad , I can sleep fine etc and ITOCD was calm with the odd bad moment, however the main difference I feel is I'm not as outgoing as I was, I'm alot quieter and not as whitty in public . I just wondered if anyone has had a similar experience and whether it passes or has too much time lapsed and maybe the drug changed who i really was. Im trying to decide if I should maybe go back on them I don't want to feel a less outgoing confident person and it's been 9 months since I stopped I've only really noticed this change the last 3 months or so. Thank you Marc ",2.9100170068027253,4.164300035714287,4.496816326530613,86.09580272108845,74.15306122448979,8.083809523809524,24.29115646258504,8.648137234880735,1.4616344217687078,741,22,161,14,15,249,124,196,0.132,0.762,0.106,-0.4944,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,2,6,7,0,0,7,0,18,4,1,1,1,37,31,19,0,4,10,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,8,12,0,3,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,10,3,15,5,19,20,7,23,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,7,17,93,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111679220373737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589377077819364,0.0,0.0,0.08764888114363034,0.0,0.0,0.11158966285876294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638778350872952,0.20932700546644487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22172693065447388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652111304064702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096593331245582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14536827155014542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980037312635055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261809674969583,0.0,0.0,0.12676325561836346,0.0,0.12035736932166258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712403069272642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402065774293037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708028719063011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217843350325656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518654285974381,0.0,0.13923757221098654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001637914380053,0.0,0.18429596711313795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427138356020294,0.1315356096627336,0.0,0.0,0.09533567942595017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094523417419433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060712382055228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073845802480665,0.0,0.12544231040956608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143991100344699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849788096437725,0.0,0.0,0.11540708010615525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951531365377574,0.1461872652656524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510563224878466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393572927829896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593866135298793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16144487667297525 anxiety,ROSstimpak,2018/02/21,"Can’t tell If This is an anxiety thing I’ve dealt with GAD and social anxiety for most of my life. The past two years or so (18-20) have been much more severe than the past. Almost everyday I feel like (and this is the best way I can describe it) a stink bomb has gone off inside of my head and there’s some kinda heavy gas cloud expansing against the insinde of my head/face. I feel like my head is buzzing and staticky. There’s always weird pressure or tensions accompanied with fuzzy vison and LOUD ear ringing. Can anyone else relate to this? I also feel that my feeling OF anxiety is almost completely separated from my anxious thoughts or whatever. Like roght now i’m pretty clear headed and not having amy anxious thoughts, but my neck is tense as fuck, my ears are buzzing, etc. How am I supposed to maintain a functioning life this way? 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I have anxiety related to school but this anxiety came out of nowhere. I was just in my room and then I got up to use the bathroom not stressed nor anxious about anything. Then almost instantly I got hit with extreme anxiety, worse then any I’ve ever experienced. I quickly got really anxious and uncomfortable. My whole body turned super hot and I started sweating. I was the most anxious I have ever been in my own safe space. My room... I was huffing alot to get my breathing under control and the anxiety didn’t calm down whatsoever. I took some ativan and in about a few minutes it started to calm down. I’m currently being taken off prozac so I’m not sure if thats related or not? Was this a panic attack? Sorry if this is a little messy. I’m still a little anxious from what happened.",2.621158536585366,4.939594347560977,4.380670731707319,81.91173780487806,78.08536585365854,7.0268292682926825,27.93292682926829,8.07648339933343,2.135507317073172,659,29,121,12,16,222,98,164,0.238,0.664,0.098,-0.9603,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,9,10,2,3,8,0,11,4,3,2,3,28,28,14,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,13,2,18,5,18,13,6,27,0,0,0,0,0,14,0,7,11,90,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591699176415095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872081933243788,0.0,0.3542245564797188,0.5231037315144744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526067681513617,0.0,0.0,0.263387589777829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858334504290153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323986848623411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983476533036778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094232271291804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09846545909581814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060479860406494085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777517161755529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236625039393696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23204400914210455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716390079097759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415886707387083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715537417563095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958392448845038,0.1638711511962495,0.0,0.09244614396082017,0.0,0.13260277269498932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910249899130396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074174380695533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286137006488247,0.0,0.12591371825880945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997953578061798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12924198765520167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796940421214215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mrookey,2018/02/21,Don’t know if this is ok to ask I finally got the courage to go to my doctor and talk to him about my anxiety. Even though my brain told me it was gonna be horrible it actually went well. So I started my medication and noticed it wasn’t working so my doctor put me on another medication and told me it was pretty much a guessing game as to which meds will work for me and what wont. So of course this got me anxious lol. So my question is how long did it take you guys to finally find what was right for you? 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From what I understand, it’s an extract from hallucinogenic mushrooms that helps rewire brains that have depression and anxiety that may not respond to antidepressants. My friend with crippling depression and anxiety did a medical trial with this last year and loved the results. He said he felt “normal” for the first time ever in his life. So has anyone heard of this? Edit: I have never done this recreationally for tons of reasons and would always advise against it. I’m just curious about it because there’s been studies done on it in a controlled medical environment done by trained professionals. 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I didn’t know anybody and didn’t have any friends to go with, but when I applied, I was pretty excited. Hoping for making new friends and whatsoever. However, after applied, gradually I started to think about negative stuff about that trip and it was nonstop. Inside of my brain, there was thought such as “I might end up alone in the trip so I should stop to go” even I didn’t have any evidence. Eventually I lost willingness to attend the trip and cancelled it. After cancelled the trip, i regretted so much. I hate myself did such thing, and I don’t have any idea how to fix it. How should I do???????",1.645798122065731,3.972072077464791,3.3090422535211275,88.19957276995306,81.74647887323944,6.321877934272301,23.551173708920192,7.554174236665415,1.158812582159625,553,20,113,9,15,183,77,142,0.19,0.6829999999999999,0.127,-0.8682,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,0,4,0,18,2,2,4,0,22,29,13,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,2,4,2,0,11,5,3,0,0,11,1,19,4,18,15,1,22,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,2,9,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924990630416816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791817056434271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074857065946512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462034749528476,0.0,0.0,0.12276142716838832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871961496233407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168924042050365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350223255532014,0.19075009834123413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184604901852968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981784638921544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214600037084386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20289252521174006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406567143712086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19717234515498086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663143479388853,0.0,0.0,0.1795086212266901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890905197806785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131555504510062,0.0,0.0,0.3107812733674589,0.0,0.0,0.21276982645526946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234797909626246,0.11909415419235278,0.0,0.1475552645178847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,horcruxasphodel,2018/02/21,"Moving to a foreign country in a month, haven’t slept in days. Moving abroad in about 3 weeks and the sheer panic or not being able to control everything right now has caused my insomnia to rear it’s ugly head again. Medicine isn’t working great and I struggle to focus during the day. Any suggestions to get some sleep or force myself to understand I can’t control everything?",4.522083333333335,6.6412914861111165,4.823333333333338,81.855,71.6388888888889,7.5777777777777775,28.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.2297333333333333,305,12,53,5,6,96,55,72,0.124,0.8190000000000001,0.057,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,2,4,0,5,4,3,3,0,10,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,1,10,6,1,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,6,32,5,1,0.19389554245354745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318556178298753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991841330851014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.434940676268552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500931686090567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485216222009949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130241818858783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21377052006643268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19899276542269184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547655721150434,0.4121605524497156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22749464194079466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558573382808464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940355714954289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027017202081912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20185209778771587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553130855740946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411582641909477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnrealNL,2018/02/21,"Presenting fear Yo guys, this is my first post here. And I'm not entirely sure what I expect, but I feel I need to make some steps, so this would be baby step one for me I guess. Since a year or ten I have stage fear / fear of presenting. I'm uncertain where it started, but I remember having heartbeats in my throat thinking about having to present something in school. I'm done with school for years, but still it's there. Besides these fears I have controllable hyper ventilation and I guess this combo is not the best. Some periods this fear would get worse and I even would have difficulties reading a simple rhyme during a Christmas event in front of family or close friends... I recently started a new job and they have this habit, which is evrrone presenting every week their progress in front of the company ( roughly 30 people ). Never ever any of my presentations went bad, a little stutter here or their but I always get good compliments. I even presented in front of 150 people and it went alright, but im having such difficulties with dealing with the tension that builds up towards the presentation. I think about it for days and nights.. does anyone have any good advice here? And these weeks it's getting worse, it's probably the combination of a new job, some stress at home with the kids, but I do have to deal with it.. Thanks in advance!",4.515781512605045,6.57326186666667,4.6939495798319335,83.03705882352943,71.50980392156862,7.9943977591036415,27.43697478991597,8.704169506293173,2.0918739495798317,1076,39,200,20,21,336,142,255,0.195,0.73,0.075,-0.9872,2,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,5,13,18,0,8,12,1,18,1,1,2,3,44,36,17,0,5,11,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,17,13,0,1,4,1,0,8,3,10,0,3,3,2,21,8,28,29,4,46,0,0,0,0,8,12,0,9,24,133,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228104057216494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857769920199098,0.0,0.0,0.12843842670084984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603132769851723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884949536009347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910397644191528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10591717115954248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090292858477595,0.19471720746857102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264093013287195,0.096640055534436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474719373633955,0.0854220968327848,0.07956577731313375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08902515614775232,0.5313295956592794,0.047749303600068585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032658169649233,0.0,0.0,0.07296044560530178,0.0,0.14801557294951034,0.0,0.0,0.1584156269021695,0.0,0.0,0.20806216548762133,0.09350575190941336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472626294575368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200628315632553,0.0,0.18742484272723772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946489369403981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303626761183878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002254677235215,0.07283429225068712,0.18241232010762629,0.0,0.08862109184386183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639917744133909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093903393746062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044287226658666,0.0,0.10181717971837327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446081291514223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324342392157284,0.0,0.10697673757341644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911470442796448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811782078278527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270087483062859,0.0,0.0,0.13368352247720167,0.0,0.07541611854130778,0.0,0.10817526828062936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900411249784802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694329723080975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102059961815588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150053446802758,0.0,0.0,0.17508485941994928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924751902271,0.20125229211696247,0.0,0.0,0.1216264191595405 anxiety,my-old-account-sucks,2018/02/21,"I’m ready to seek for professional help, but I don’t know when and how I’ll tell my family about it. My parents have always seen me as the “bright kid who always gets the job done,” and not the “emotionally unstable kid who wakes up early in the morning because of panic attacks.” They think I’m resilient despite the constant complaints of stress from school. I’ve been feeling anxious ever since grade school. When I attended high school, that’s when bouts of mild depression kicked in. Now that I’m on the last leg of education, I think my anxiety and depression worsened. I fought tough battles on my own for years and I’m finally accepting that I need help. I was thinking of making a letter for my family. To tell them I feel, when I started feeling like this, and what I plan to do. I don’t want to have the “talk.” I just want everything to be as normal as possible while I fix myself. Do you have better ways in mind, people of Reddit?",4.027534562211983,5.459988327956992,5.070998463901692,82.36935483870971,71.63440860215054,8.325038402457759,27.80184331797235,8.841846274778883,2.136371428571429,743,27,145,14,14,244,113,186,0.182,0.66,0.158,-0.8792,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,2,9,12,3,2,8,0,11,2,2,2,1,24,30,15,0,4,3,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,5,5,22,4,25,24,1,22,0,2,2,0,15,7,0,0,14,91,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204621041703708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134415218599276,0.14966072567783395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071113221296073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807564386539367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716468974797024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316002247008508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282036132996949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556944404477686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901822031383166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983256955634898,0.0,0.0,0.11906132700823124,0.0,0.24977408918498856,0.0,0.20095228133265805,0.09464123087010808,0.0,0.14512151930953893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06921349821859986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759239741989727,0.13996868506627286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146247478954146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280561430144215,0.10798602068775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472132132975911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842908571952972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376349001874047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822963867342284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979883270116305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543261726879515,0.1470994645224418,0.0,0.0,0.09184251776602263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934733742832654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022198411489926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958592143749353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376754141932224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175137161395566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647958447880283,0.2315805826584209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25465675672681115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562761322066229,0.10515367142679684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531051609723257 anxiety,Garavila,2018/02/21,"Slowly feel like my life is crumbling away To lay out what I'm experiencing I was diagnosed with PTSD a few years ago. Depression and Intrusive Thoughts as well as Anxiety have accompanied it. This past year the intrusive thoughts and anxiety have gotten really bad that I think it has affected my memory. Before, I used to be able to remember to turn off the flat iron or stove but now it completely passes my mind. This hurts me so much. I can't concentrate or participate in the activities that I used to such as improv or acting because those require quite sharp cognitive abilities and my mind doesn't serve up to the plate. I've been crying so hard and I am wondering if this is actually anxiety or am I approaching a psychotic episode? I've never had psychosis of any type in the past, but I've read that these are signs of psychosis. I've been to the GP and he diagnosed me with Major Depressive Disorder and prescribed me with Zoloft which did help me a little but sometimes the side effects of even more memory loss was too devastating for me. I do not know what to do. This is not who or how I'm used to being. How can I get out of this mess? Has anyone successfully recovered from these horrible symptoms? Please help.",5.13577810871184,6.539066573839662,6.177860511293126,75.60116157855549,68.915611814346,10.808538098783817,30.818813601389927,10.843485225782073,3.6234752544055597,986,40,185,31,17,328,142,237,0.17800000000000002,0.743,0.078,-0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,5,9,9,0,0,10,0,23,5,0,7,1,41,37,22,0,1,11,0,3,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,18,11,0,1,8,1,0,3,5,6,1,0,9,4,18,3,28,26,4,19,0,4,0,0,4,9,0,7,8,127,36,4,0.12762984975375072,0.0,0.12454832253249545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313616106222275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679267444658607,0.0,0.2929094571700752,0.0,0.0,0.08924175848963943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11991244516138905,0.0,0.10656559344199616,0.0778019717924499,0.0,0.10860360175782696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338174692073001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401953969184528,0.0,0.0,0.21985480515010927,0.259083221825651,0.0,0.0,0.1462748651494249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429831205657146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453348688340065,0.09117879016572933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0666813287685487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433127632204182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109519593634095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663039386472914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014202761573439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014873734415088,0.06235349775695609,0.127918639017852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773953014185763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382262484773557,0.0,0.09843600826075158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24367426641695214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14009924850505553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14919246443418122,0.0,0.0,0.13575005548185096,0.1276643882036834,0.0,0.08176294990133452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457973981872158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622918489326734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265628249081213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817800542547423,0.0,0.2026476886238352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388246266981222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306936350731928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475456265738568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840912773305666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437887746484164 anxiety,Dnncir,2018/02/21,"How did you pick yourself up off of the ground and get a job? After the anxiety attacks and so forth, how did you get yourself back on track?",3.685517241379313,4.461577034482762,4.306379310344827,90.01405172413793,71.75862068965517,7.179310344827586,28.29310344827586,7.1686216300943375,1.2993999999999994,110,4,24,1,2,35,22,29,0.16,0.84,0.0,-0.6072,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,5,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,18,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587417558220856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5334928066967911,0.0,0.360589873722891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900089712519425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653557014731741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fluffystuffies,2018/02/21,"Can't talk first My brain doesn't allow me to talk to people first Even if they seem like the nicest person on earth I keep thinking Im gonna make things awkward Im gonna annoy them or Im like lame It's like I'm mute and it's made me so alone Sorry for the edgy!! :'D thanks 4 reading ",-1.960912106135985,-0.11720543283582074,0.5222885572139297,104.57739635157549,95.86567164179104,2.9777777777777783,11.922056384742953,3.1291,-1.9290948590381425,224,3,59,0,9,75,49,67,0.184,0.617,0.199,0.4631,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,2,2,2,7,1,1,2,0,2,1,1,3,0,9,11,4,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,6,4,4,8,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,3,5,24,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19219734300149446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071604967222352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256901281502255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156960738420607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6013510550221708,0.0,0.0,0.1649455351011949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719843308548687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755933680254603,0.1238712128315548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865273877493327,0.1620349166851734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562291049503252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893840907297233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773343550980955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29831260074367866,0.0,0.1708504022140439,0.0,0.0,0.12328625065701035,0.11890748786566425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hohocupcake,2018/02/21,"Giving up on interests because of anxiety? I’m just wondering if this is a common issue experienced with anxiety. I used to be a writer, I still use it as a descriptor even though it’s been far too long since I’ve written anything, but I feel like my anxiety has taken it from me. Anytime I want to start writing, I feel myself saying it will just be terrible, so I don’t do it. Has anyone experienced this? How did you go about reversing this habit? 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(Semi-rant) Hi guys, I am new to the Reddit community, so please bear with me. Recently, ever since if found Reddit, I have been essentially binging on reading as much as possible for the last few days. And to an extent, it has brought me some comfort. But lately I have been feeling so down that I really don't know what to do with myself. I feel too emotionally tired to write things out, the thought of the energy needed to explain just stresses me out. So I am just going to do it in a condensed manner: -I just turned 19(female) and I live in NYC. Ever since it turned 2018, i just have been feeling that bad things have been occurring even more than usual. Providing me with the impression that this year is going to be horrible. Realistically I know that this may be impacting my perspective but I can't help it. (My parents are currently in the middle of a divorce, and its nasty because my father wants to sell his portion of the house to the bank so that my mom and my siblings go live on the street. And we rented before, and the tenants were literally psycho. 2 of the tenants were taking medication, and the mother faked an injury on my property and she is trying to sue us for it. The thing is my father stopped paying the mortgage/insurance for the home, and as a result, during the time the jack-shit money hungry tenant 'fell' on my property, its my mom that has to directly deal with her through the court system in NYC) -Its my freshman year of college and first semester essentially ended in shit. My second semester just started, and I cannot understand anything. My mind is a cotton ball. Everything I am taking right now are core classes and the majority, if not, everything that I am taking right was already taken in High School and I did great. My critical thinking skills where honestly great. I keep thinking right now that I want to go back to the way that I was before. The way that I spoke and wrote was highly eloquent. But. I. Can't. Understand.Anything. That. The. Professors. are. saying. If I try to review or memorize something, It does not stick nor am I able to critically think about it. The easiest way to explain is that I feel my current way of processing information or even thinking is extremely 2-dimesntional or even 1-dimensional. Its driving me insane. I am already screwing up and I'm going the Pre-Med route. -Recently I have been messing up in almost everything. I do work study and my supervisor is understanding/flexible yet firm. I have been messing up with newsletter work, excel sheets, etc. I was not like this last semester at all. Now I'm pushing deadlines, leaving small mistakes here and there. (Those small mistakes eventually do add up...) I am also in the process of being hired for another job and I have to do training/memorization before I start and a part of me is terrified that if training is not done properly, then a great part-time job opportunity is gone from my hands due to my stupidity. I need the money. I technically support myself and will not accept it upon myself for my brothers (who are currently broke) nor my mom(bringing the bread for the fam) to spend money on me. I sleep and eat at home, so my responsibilities for that are negligible. -I recently had somewhat of a break down yesterday. I was crying when I was alone, or even when my mother was trying to comfort me. (primary because I'm angry at myself and keep calling myself stupid) But there is something that I realized, its that it's really easy for me to have tears, but the actual emotion inside of me for that physical reaction has been gradually decreasing. My mom was hugging me. And I felt guilty for all of the mistakes that I have been doing, but my chest just felt so empty. The most appropriate term would be ""emotionless"" or even ""dead"". This has not been the first time that this feeling inside of me has been when I cry, and it worries me a bit. -I should probably note that I used to go to a therapist, and I was said to have Anxiety with possible notes of PTSD (from the tenants, when I see them, my hands start trembling and If i'm not expecting them to be in the same location I can easily start hyperventilating & crying. This is because all of the shit that they put me and my mom through. Thank the amazing NYC tenant system that literally gives any tenant a golden spoon in their mouth despite all of the evidence provided against them.) This therapist is my mother's, and It was recommended to me to go to her. It went well for a couple of months, but then I slowly began to become uncomfortable with her because I felt that she was looking down on my culture. Especially on my appreciation of family unity/respect/connection, and trying to slowly put the idea that the stereotypical American culture of kids moving out and just leaving their family was superior to any other's. I am a very open minded person, but I will not tolerate someone forcing their ideals/opinions on me. To me, that is very disrespectful. Another thing that really irritated me was that I began to feel that every thing she was saying was ""too optimistic"" and the thoughts she was proposing are highly improbable within this world. Because the fact is that we do not live in a perfect world; no matter what happens, there shall be things that we will not like nor control. With the way she was talking, I felt like that was completely disregarded. (What really broke me was that one day, during an appointment that I came late to, I unexpectedly saw the majority of the Tenant family inside of the waiting room for the clinic of my therapist. I was not expecting it at all. It destroyed the safe space mentality that the clinic had for me. They apparently went there for therapy and medication/prescription. When I signed in, I felt my eyes widen but looked totally calm. but when I took a secluded corner in the waiting area, I crashed so hard, it reminded me of my first panic attack that came so sudden. My eyes blurred, my breathing was sporadic & breathing was so hard, I kept clawing my arms and thighs to distract myself, I left bruises on my body. It was a full blown panic panic attack but just in silence. Not only that, but its understood that those clinic workers are the same ones that would give them advice for how to interact with the NYC court system to dance between the lines of the law. The police that would come to my home, if not every night, were baffled how under the law they could not arrest them because everything was a ""civil"" case, not a ""criminal"" case/incident. Those inhumane monsters are the reason for my first panic attack and continuous anxiety that has grow to affect my whole life. Those vile insects are the biggest cause for the problems that my family is currently going through today. My piece of a shit father is the one that signed the contract for he tenants and enabled them to treat us this way. That asshole disrespected my mom, who stood by him when it was found that he had stage 4 cancer. Everyone said he was going to die. but my mom was the only one who really stood beside him. and guess what, he survived and was cured, my mom sacrificed o much for that piece of shit. He degraded me, my mom, and my brothers for the sake of his stupidity of spending money on some whores outside.) Life is fucked up, but my logical mind wants to work and succeed for my own future. Its just that my drive is currently non-existent. I need to get out of this mentality of fogginess and depression/anxiety, but I don't know how. but anyhow, my absolute priority right now should be getting really high marks at school. But even when I read, my eyes skip automatically over paragraphs and I can't process anything. Should I seek medication? I really would not prefer that, especially when going into the medical field. I can't afford to do badly in school anymore. If anyone has encountered any of the feelings stated above, It would be great to hear how you were able to cope with it. 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However, I noticed something was up with my sister and was the first one to question whether she could be going through a similar thing, after that talk I was convinced she had anxiety. I tried telling my parents for her but they didn’t listen first time so I just gave in as I didn’t want to burn bridges. Recently she messaged me saying that she got questioned as her legs were constantly shaking, nothing came out of it as she was too scared to say anything. She has a medical record from the school of things such as panic attacks and shaky legs starting from last academic year. So she tried again and they just asked if she was talking to me again. I got so offended when I heard about it. Like you’re going to risk the mental wellbeing of my sister?! It’s really affecting me as well, I’m hating myself because I don’t know what to do. I’m really worried about her and wish I was still living at home where I could help her. She can’t see the doctor on her own, she needs to go with one of my parents. How the fuck can I help? Feel so useless and she’s too scared to go to the school to ask about it. She’s showing even worse symptoms than me and I have a horrible feeling they won’t take her seriously until it’s too late. 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Or anxiety knowing you have to leave your house soon... When ive looked up waiting anxiety, its mostly about waiting for someone to call you back after a date, or waiting for your test results. But does anyone else get extremely anxious waiting to leave to go somewhere? Everyday waiting to go to work makes me anxious. Just the thought of knowing I have to leave at a specific time and have to be somewhere during the day makes my heart beat so hard and fast. Even knowing that later in the day i have to go to a doctors appointment makes me anxious. I cant sit still and nothing can distract me from counting down the minutes until i have to put my shoes on and collect my things to leave, and it makes leaving the house every day so frustrating and hard. Honestly just knowing someone else / other people go through this will probably make tomorrows waiting to leave a little easier.",8.145119047619048,7.883522797619051,7.704285714285714,73.07404761904762,62.0952380952381,10.323809523809524,41.88095238095238,9.725611199111238,4.3033880952380965,722,39,120,12,9,228,96,168,0.14800000000000002,0.809,0.042,-0.8864,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,2,10,3,1,1,9,0,10,3,2,6,0,30,33,13,0,0,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,7,5,0,0,5,1,2,0,0,1,3,15,1,26,30,1,27,0,0,1,0,5,6,0,3,15,84,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169824595809603,0.3204304506948763,0.0,0.06610881205917682,0.09687362401122353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270009361941866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654211070485348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292318509997935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677191126112446,0.08273790500614568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796222304246915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062446789070171774,0.0,0.07965914365302684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939642053252393,0.0,0.21493084681708305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938942008268834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203755089936147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818694687551315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078401949749349,0.0,0.0,0.6006638351554857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947600025909242,0.0,0.0,0.07939488869683127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155511871190652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071950629536046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554634207344691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193665693244144,0.0,0.0,0.0950449164638215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021716049562634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550461547045151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281220932773189,0.0,0.0,0.07505902050896396,0.055130575078620785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883066667408216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,im_alejandro,2018/02/21,"Just feeling down tonight So i’m in graduate school going for a Masters in Aerospace Engineering and had my first exam three weeks ago. We got our grades back tonight and I did horrible...I was so confident that I did well that seeing a horrible grade just shattered me. The fact that we need Bs or better in order to pass makes it worse because now I need to make As on the next two exams and final to even have a chance at passing. This is me just ranting so i apologize but i just needed to tell someone. I studied so much and the material just gets harder. The stress and anxiety of working full time and trying to do this just gets to me occasionally ",2.826666666666668,4.987466461538464,4.247307692307693,83.90685897435898,76.69230769230771,7.102564102564102,26.98717948717949,8.07648339933343,1.8305641025641028,520,21,101,9,12,172,87,130,0.093,0.8290000000000001,0.079,-0.5939,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,3,0,0,4,14,3,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,2,1,23,19,13,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,3,5,2,13,2,15,14,2,21,0,0,1,0,5,7,0,1,10,75,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582816548722768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173967375396752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525213859543899,0.0,0.12091428454985212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542730798333206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310104340063738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029335010723828,0.0,0.0,0.2172862619077997,0.0,0.16871915135098248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072627460494508,0.0,0.11272870848180043,0.0,0.15864119346939767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648046350581175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581244275294866,0.4412292077174856,0.0,0.0,0.210950904424088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074405267215933,0.15806183897307474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806404335869174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272129483915239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336946090313907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156613602655362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466881912409226,0.0,0.19376227839393256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591069921364653,0.0,0.1783433700056363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444035097430951,0.0,0.2021388814597926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SwingingUpAStorm,2018/02/21,"Considering a new drug, Buspirone Hello everyone, after visiting my psychiatrist for my continuous anxiety, she recommended I try a new med Buspirone. It would add onto my daily lamotragine and propranolol as needed. I have ptsd, generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder, depression symptoms, and am a recovered anorexic in my early twenties going to school and working full time. I am wondering if anyone has tried this drug or knows someone who has, and have the following questions: Do you gain weight on the drug? Do you feel drowsy or fuzzy? Does it affect your sex drive? Does it help with depression on top of anxiety? Thank you ",7.636169724770642,9.808599899082573,8.127419724770643,61.060670871559665,63.77064220183486,12.422477064220185,38.39564220183486,11.93303328291395,5.828788073394495,515,27,72,19,8,170,79,109,0.17800000000000002,0.7240000000000001,0.098,-0.8738,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,0,3,0,4,0,1,5,0,9,6,0,1,0,17,16,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,12,1,10,15,1,16,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,5,6,49,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231180965062737,0.0,0.0,0.09844553129365756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24252909699195135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32272126991345723,0.0,0.24641728576707994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489824509084498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345334609308903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118902081256293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001573749110462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943703808105764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737598733497647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156388953213075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043960050449506,0.0,0.2719569391288681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518990108973386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16457913509109315,0.0,0.15772004890353414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248973165614892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929320007470676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633752662735414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962300451368405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209735714629747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911780064615944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17144758206563476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526836802207832,0.10249876436988634,0.0,0.0,0.10001509643008252,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CacheMeOwside,2018/02/21,"I sleep through out the day to get through it easier.... to just do the same thing the next day and repeat. [naw] Is this what depression is like, cause I’m feelin it. 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However the one thing I have never really dealt with before is anxiety in dating because I have never really been in a relationship. But I have recently started dating someone and my anxiety is going through the roof. Every time she doesn’t text back right away I’m freaking out thinking she is cheating on me or is about to ghost me. I know it’s just my anxiety but I don’t know how to deal with it this time. Normally I just look at it rationally telling myself that there is no way what I’m thinking is true but that doesn’t seem to work and I feel like I am driving her away with my constant texting for no reason.,3.5972000000000013,5.2732195866666665,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,73.13333333333333,8.466666666666667,30.5,9.075114841892004,2.7196,598,27,115,13,12,201,88,150,0.128,0.825,0.047,-0.6982,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,7,4,1,0,4,0,17,0,0,2,3,29,28,9,1,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,0,8,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,2,2,19,2,21,26,1,24,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,3,13,89,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5423752143477897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664476815835106,0.10903387011858684,0.0,0.08643871359150188,0.0,0.12065961068947262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323320822842434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923749181909465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947088773076925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07169730356778098,0.10130048310060896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058704215365736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585688887108767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927531539200553,0.0,0.0,0.12548672274678874,0.11907456443684265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872663967541048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893188346809507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608596000447754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816787941511688,0.14579190799056696,0.14000836800884134,0.1522379308286487,0.0,0.12109467367808525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290875272141911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159386835781006,0.0,0.0,0.1201449420388559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036531813465473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393765742657945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420425659358556,0.1817168003423056,0.0,0.0,0.2480505731183709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255261176766493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323059567990732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jtaxty,2018/02/21,"Can’t sleep. Horrible anxiety. Can’t eat. Horrible anxiety. I’m having such a hard time this week. I’m not sure why. I just need to talk to someone and vent. My chest is tight from being so worried about things that don’t matter— it’s enough to be causing me physical pain. I hate this. I know I should see a doctor but I have to update my insurance and really don’t have the time/energy to do it. I want to cry but it makes it worse, I always have anxiety attacks when I cry. I feel so alone. 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Seriously annoying. For example, I could accidentally look at the sun for like a second and instantly be like, fuck what if I got eye damage from that. Rationality: really? That's extremely unlikely from the duration of exposure and you've done that a few times when you were a kid and were fine. Anxiety: yeah, but what if it builds up over time and you just tipped it over the edge, and what if it's just slight damage but not full on. Rationality: you're needlessly worrying, you're seeing fine, right now, nothing wrong with you're eyes. Anxiety: what was that? Did you see that? I can see floaters on that white sign, fuck. Maybe you did mess up you're eyes. Rationality: dude, I'm fairly certain it's common to see floaters on stuff sometimes, especially expanses of white. Chill out. Anxiety: I dont know, lets look it up online. Yeah, I suppose floaters are normal. Holy shit, look at this guy who had eye damage from the solar eclipse, yeah he said the damage doesn't come on fully right away. We'll have to wait and see and ill be thinking about this constantly and looking for it and convincing you that something is indeed wrong. Rationality: ... *sigh* Anxiety: you're eyes feel weird, maybe you're blinking mechanism is messed up too, you have dry eyes alot, maybe that makes your eyes less protected from sun exposure as well. Rationality: ... Anxiety: the amount of floaters you're seeing seems like a lot more than normal would be. Rationality: that's so stupid I dont even know how to respond. You are literally just creating this in your mind. Your eyes are fucking fine. You never even noticed the floaters before, and you just went like 2 whole minutes without thinking about it and you felt completely normal and no floaters or weird eye feelings. This is essentially very similar to the placebo effect. Anxiety: what if your eyes are fine, but since you're constantly thinking about it that it literally creates damage just from thinking about it, just like the placebo effect. Thanks for reminding me of the placebo effect. What if the more you think about something it manifests in you physically. The brain is powerful. Rationality: I guess its possible, but unlikely. If you were to think about growing a pair of boobs all the time that doesnt mean you're going to wake up with a huge pair of knockers one morning. That would be ridiculous. Sure the mind is powerful, but there are limits. Anxiety: that street sign seems kinda blurry...",3.4862678366409696,6.393905321961622,4.15564498933902,81.33293279481714,78.9360341151386,7.78679678530425,26.503239298015426,8.674607589308389,2.377450352632441,2032,82,365,49,52,645,211,469,0.16699999999999998,0.6920000000000001,0.141,-0.9491,2,0,2,0,0,0,80.0,1,17,0,6,21,34,7,0,21,3,37,18,14,5,5,80,75,29,0,12,21,0,3,5,0,3,1,1,0,2,38,16,0,3,19,0,0,4,10,19,2,2,12,26,28,14,52,54,11,38,0,5,22,4,24,25,5,14,14,229,66,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4434836501027639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680831664501903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166229940200697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08089480289447383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242210174704986,0.07597807731901222,0.15661764380175588,0.0,0.05785733250226757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741567601466524,0.16985666493434864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572477658166632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328086960749361,0.0,0.06957767568004951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009779192426576,0.0,0.0,0.0411834771619608,0.0,0.057956806710403624,0.0,0.079828265910716,0.07175165182110135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964963661425803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410027806171478,0.0,0.17701346848631108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434090878136333,0.0,0.0,0.06160707339865443,0.0,0.0,0.04837088877877994,0.0,0.21840222004771476,0.07893552861067019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463377992820063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055889404357396935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130006722036076,0.06953203360035118,0.08250177803434845,0.0,0.0,0.049104097056748584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169329569984521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04642287562478595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237692709541936,0.06893072179006329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464708976015327,0.19790799191201086,0.0,0.0,0.07438418669721687,0.0599437207163438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157405296286572,0.07166964691941252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295498256473217,0.0,0.0,0.06829731818828165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667159513045482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785955221897529,0.0,0.0,0.12676461177906742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597911382261828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515465496351389,0.06717569569633065,0.06538830826045032,0.0809044818934608,0.0,0.06985358538063294,0.0,0.0,0.07359163158843891,0.0,0.10295398302458984,0.15845800229808585,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KappaBETTING,2018/02/21,"Weird feeling on throat, paranoic about throat cancer :( Hey guys! I'm a 20 year old asian male, and lately my throat has been feeling so weird as if something is stuck in my throat and as if my ''Adam's Apple'' is sticking out more than usual. I'm an hypochondriac, so I've been literally 24/7 thinking about THROAT CANCER. My throat doesn't hurt at all, I can swallow food perfectly, I don't have hoarseness at all, but this weird feeling on my throat is really mentally stressing :( Also my family has never had any throat cancer at all, maybe I'm just getting crazy about it?",7.126756756756759,6.701975504504503,6.826801801801803,79.06831081081083,64.22522522522522,9.562162162162162,32.013513513513516,8.841846274778883,2.483335135135136,455,15,86,6,6,143,70,111,0.251,0.6809999999999999,0.068,-0.9759,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,1,2,0,12,13,8,0,5,16,21,10,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,2,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,3,8,1,13,17,4,12,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,5,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116487629845896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255937218577746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253511486219983,0.0,0.3626062860586507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890551852702155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489158803142593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23669296980033344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559035216942725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696541258521134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401536817715316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409019881025159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843668927749143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508384030351185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313888975961748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840291706056156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738262083929871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15317092556182474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632752266989828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393768708978042 anxiety,sweetTpie,2018/02/21,"Anxiety with Driving I have generalized anxiety disorder. There's plenty of things that make me paniced and worrisome. But the worst is driving. I haven't ever been in an bad accident or seen an accident happen so I'm Not sure why it's so bad for me. But since long before I ever began I've been terrified of driving. I can barley believe I passed my driver's test I was practically hyperventilating. It's been 3 years I've been driving and with experience it definitely got a little easier to handle.. But even my every day commute to work leaves me sweaty, breathing heavy, and unbelievably anxious. I'm Wondering if I'm the only One with such an oddly specific stressor. I'm not stressed when riding in vehicles...its not the vehicle itself or being I'm traffic.. It makes it really hard to be taken. Seriously when you turn down opportunities because you're too anxious to safely drive places.. Any helpful suggestions for how to cope would be welcomed as well! 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Last night, I sent some professors emails saying that I've been growing more and more exhausted during my time at college and that this semester, I've been straight up feeling like having a heart attack. Professors here are being very understanding and I feel very grateful for that. My family is r/raisedbynarcissists material. I had managed to escape them. Feel free to look into my post history to learn more about that. I have a driver's license. I don't drive. I'd only ever be able to drive again being completely away from my family. That'll happen soon. It's just that as things are NOW, I've been feeling having a heart attack. That's not figurative. All my life I've wanted to be happy and after 26 full years of NOT being happy and getting in and out of horribly stressful and tough circumstances, now that I'm away from my family and preparing for a full escape, I've also lost all of my friends. It's scary. I'm talking things that are medical and biological. No one is there for me anymore when I soon have to escape further. While I've never felt happy, some people out there have brought me the closest to happiness I've ever felt. So, yeah, thanks for reading.",4.1498101265822775,6.238972535864981,5.262723628691988,78.43762974683546,72.58649789029536,7.946751054852321,26.19599156118144,8.697196308434329,2.117501434599156,989,34,174,19,20,326,127,237,0.116,0.696,0.188,0.9383,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,15,17,3,1,6,1,23,6,3,0,5,33,41,14,0,1,3,0,7,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,15,12,0,0,10,1,1,5,5,8,0,1,10,9,16,10,27,25,9,35,0,1,1,0,6,13,0,2,18,124,31,7,0.10204009909286044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816014303784881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119635930756278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482560311153761,0.191740064104804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698710250473696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460222307082927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885829722654741,0.0,0.25797270031638875,0.14579493436103072,0.19594899430707466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883592743773403,0.0,0.053311740226242466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023372263521418,0.43449433164913054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627540261868843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831762998712859,0.11510567633061936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207393967352907,0.09970327634455704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568798378234703,0.0,0.1113888220035622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279466467316976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869961499298515,0.0,0.0,0.09575772061276676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914501196384333,0.07760609346308764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074175666431598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772620844232828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206771259284064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811463823883284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688658875336423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201596644058502,0.0,0.09394481372503274,0.0,0.0,0.1355818154682516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950040236578684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622734179304208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683875365105825,0.06018589421277444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571047829973914 anxiety,negative_alien,2018/02/21,"Surgery Anxiety (This is my first post on here, so I hope it's okay?) I've been putting off getting my wisdom teeth out since I was 15, I'm 19 now... I was told I need to get them out after I got my braces off, I was on the verge of tears and cry every time I think about getting them out, even typing this is hard. This has taken a mental toll on me and I know if I just get it over with I'll feel so much better but I'm just so scared. I've had 2 surgeries before and one of them was getting 2 adult teeth pulled (I was 13) and had to be put under just to get that done. I had terrible anxiety for however long I had to wait to get them out and I sobbed when I was going in to get it done, but afterwards it wasn't anywhere near as bad as I thought it was going to be, like there was little to no pain during the whole healing process but wisdom teeth are another story... Any tips or calming thoughts if you've had your wisdom teeth out? 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Today he wanted to have a say about who I live with. And who my parents ""actually are"". I live with my grandparents, not my mom, but I consider all of them my parents. He loves to be in power, take advantage of people. I know that because that's what he did with me. But once he started talking I challenged him. I asked him ""who decides who my parents are? Because you don't"". He gave a shitty argument that parents are the ones that create you and I replied ""My dad left me when I was 1. My parents are my grandma, my grandad, and my mom"". And he shut down, he felt ashamed and didn't say anything else about it, it was amazing. Seriously, I'm pretty sure my anxiety, especially social anxiety, got worse because of people looking at me like I was an alien, talking about how antisocial I was, and how different I was, in a very judgmental way. Just being downright ignorant about how to deal with a kid who needs mental health treatment. They still see me as a kid but I'm not a kid. I've gone through things they wouldn't even be able to deal with, at 23. I doubt their lives were like mine when they were 23. I refuse to give them the power to make me feel inferior like they've done for a long time. And especially (and mostly) my ""uncle"", who is a bully and even worse things than that. Seriously, you, out there, say what you want to say, let the words fall out. Be brave. You are important. You are worth it. You're not alone. edit: btw where I'm from it's normal to still live with your parents at 23. You can't buy a house anymore, and paying rent is not an option (for now).",2.4375,4.193482467741937,3.8523521505376337,88.14852822580644,76.47311827956989,6.908064516129032,24.79704301075269,7.756953410329674,1.214775268817204,1426,49,302,21,32,470,179,372,0.135,0.7390000000000001,0.126,0.0852,11,1,0,0,0,0,71.0,0,8,6,4,20,18,2,2,16,1,31,3,1,4,2,51,51,24,0,6,9,9,2,3,0,3,1,4,1,5,22,20,0,2,4,0,4,2,10,8,0,1,15,8,56,10,40,28,2,29,0,1,2,1,62,12,1,3,15,204,78,3,0.16232212860697984,0.0,0.07920149113592923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405838572210153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862639761337036,0.0,0.08048996716051637,0.0,0.0,0.06678864055092085,0.0,0.07587463918542399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842509446893165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734698705304735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847960379451702,0.09301761115665584,0.0,0.0,0.08305594730212737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779965486526131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721223504845497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04103747272897016,0.0,0.07792734948585225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785708835621917,0.0,0.06807405007715288,0.06491191732782524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627041609214182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364897131314558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044603998395998185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818173383981097,0.08299268708066118,0.0,0.11895358924492758,0.0,0.2866668268784379,0.07182498791883876,0.06815485307855862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325102927341162,0.0,0.054175640648572346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179126353186815,0.0,0.0,0.1901097151927618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017990079292612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952061089182283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643388467262507,0.05499683763689837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5407185428677485,0.0,0.0,0.11253372571403364,0.14173342164324282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256998032595769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199385604064164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581701436029087,0.0,0.0,0.06467486029146302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273348420357254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057446219047715616,0.0,0.12963066158557554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649334260429681,0.0,0.06102301973714613,0.19570256748201065,0.07093834751996538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078396095400558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732566927535485,0.0,0.07693119904554897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066966377924646,0.09574179707373108,0.193265625322576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16542011661792302,0.0576544914565045,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Matrixblackhole,2018/02/21,"I really don't know if this anxiety. Hi there. I'm an F age18 This is my first time posting here so sorry if I break any rules. I was wondering if you could have anxiety and not know it? Been writing down my symptoms whenever I think its them in my notebook. Want to talk to my go about it but nervous to tell them? it's just I've always been like a nervous person irl. For a long while there's been some kind of knot type feeling in my chest, I also noticed that my hands go kind of red and hot whenever I get nervous, and hard to swallow sometimes which is a lot (also used to have speech&Lang therapy when I was little if that helps) (Basically I'd worry about most things throughout primary&secondary school) Also when I was at sixth form couple of years ago I got so scared of going to registration they sorted this thing where I'd sign in at the office in the end I dropped out. Now about a month ago at another college I go to I was in class and I felt so hot (like flu) and felt kind of trapped. The feeling didn't go away until I got home at the end of the day. Sorry but Man I wrote a lot , but thank you if you read it I'm just really looking for advice. 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I was going to ask them out to a dance last year. I didn't. I was going to ask them this year. I didn't. I narrowly passed up every opportunity, including one 7pm the night before the dance. That night, I yelled at myself and cried inside my car for 2 hours, because I had failed myself, and because I would never know. Next week, I was paranoid every moment of my time at or away from school. It derailed everything I did. I couldn't stop thinking about what she knew, and didn't know (because I knew she knew a little bit), and what I should do. I was avoiding her all the time. I still am. Mid next week, I texted her that I was going to ask her last year, then this year, and that I was tired of our heavilly gender divided grade. I just wanted an answer so I could stop being paranoid. She said no. That was fine, and I felt relief. More than anything, I just wanted someone to talk to, and some general emotional support. I also wanted to change how gendered my group was (all guys). I don't care about status or sex or anything. Now, when we walk by eachother in the halls, I feel she makes an effort to avoid me. I make an effort to avoid her too, even though I don't want to. I don't care about rekindling anything (that wasn't there), but I don't like that undertone of avoidance, and I don't know how to make it better. I'll put what I'm paranoid/anxious about in a neat list. - I won't be able to successfuly start any relationship due to this exact scenareo replaying again (I ask, am rejected, and spend the next month paranoid about avoidance) - I can't talk to any of her friends (even if I just want to generally be more socialable) because they'll think I'm just trying to get closer to her - Every thought I have about her makes me want to kill myself, because I feel like there's some sort of creepy obsession, and I don't want to live if I have that - I want to be in a relationship, but the thought of any romantic feelings makes me think of the fastest way to kill myself - I'm romanticizing my own anxiety, meaning I could step out of it if I wanted to, but choose to be in it because I like the image of a ""conflicted teen needing help"" - I want to talk to my friends about it (and I have a bit), but I don't want to keep blabing about my own problems + paint myself as tht ""troubled teen"" - She thinks I'm stalking her (more on that below) A couple more things make this really difficult to deal with: I joined a co-ed sports team because It's a fun thing to do with friends, and she's on it, and we have to avoid eachother while in the same workout group I signed up for a 2 week long school trip because I thought the trip was interesting (I didn't know who else was going to go). Then I found out that her and some of her friends are on the trip too. I'm worried she'll think I'm stalking her, and that I will have to avoid her for 2 weeks. I can identify anxious thoughts. I know many of my thoughts are irrational. I know happiness boosts everything else, and am happy plenty of the time. My anxiety has had many focuses over the years, and this is the most recent. It appears in short, intense bursts. I have diagnosed generalized anxiety disorder. I take ritalin for adhd. I have some insomnia, and get on average 6 hours of sleep. I have a great family, good enough grades, and decent friends. ____I am just looking for advice as to what to do, not advice regarding a change of mindset._____ ( Iwant to take some sort of action) TL:DR:: I am paranoid that someone I asked out thinks I'm stalking them. I am going on a 2 week long school trip that I didn't know her and her friends signed up for (like, I should do something). Every thought of her, and feelings of intimacy in general, horrify me (even though I want a relationship with someone). I am looking for advice regarding what to do, and am not looking for a change in mindset.",4.242779555767854,4.959574248101267,5.055359445903992,85.36676737520902,70.44303797468355,8.291378074994029,28.956293288750896,8.451235370850725,1.89649223787915,3056,111,645,46,53,993,282,790,0.142,0.75,0.108,-0.8947,0,8,1,0,0,2,120.0,3,0,4,6,30,41,2,9,33,0,69,6,1,8,4,139,150,44,2,23,17,0,5,4,6,7,4,2,0,1,33,32,0,11,31,5,1,19,20,16,0,1,31,10,114,25,104,104,18,92,0,2,3,1,56,32,0,15,44,429,147,8,0.04716820762402564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056687019392169274,0.13827667975763286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03772039859552927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962279959532914,0.0,0.14433419890927185,0.05328664871863235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644624764845983,0.0,0.2645754413308416,0.0,0.044316083745219406,0.0,0.0,0.2300264125450492,0.0,0.04013667058539835,0.0,0.0,0.04171644655971573,0.10299093253353453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961822625378849,0.0,0.14969312815524796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07531995135159661,0.052190724582336985,0.051812061226593535,0.0,0.048628350911323934,0.0,0.047874737855415635,0.0,0.0,0.054058852398998984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880596995533516,0.05305788490984843,0.0,0.04873736733229133,0.0,0.09346246884512413,0.0,0.15896499708542045,0.0,0.08478348717777852,0.0,0.04446598828495492,0.05307734711933297,0.09539865208308368,0.03369697695125744,0.0452888762817842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171750505887586,0.21865224122714544,0.0,0.04928688337515477,0.0,0.16084067630703014,0.03956245467457968,0.0,0.0520031154238892,0.0,0.04670394132282407,0.0,0.10042286821006426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031615855307239815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09290236639556868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192527018446183,0.10436926636923446,0.0,0.18145689348477126,0.07689676934078035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217601474761246,0.04727493557203311,0.041650391493638125,0.08348475890066026,0.11882824436259334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891086913703145,0.0956423183756656,0.0,0.0513800059364578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764921331454736,0.0,0.0,0.034974628287026376,0.03637902954741186,0.0,0.1504917717593996,0.08852833518626893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03196239820884783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04513360449060903,0.0,0.0474170766085097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03021716161493497,0.0,0.04657291461375801,0.15192300833783273,0.0,0.0,0.044867766861309465,0.0,0.0,0.14321023291780605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720227193946725,0.048082047640242105,0.15986187701287088,0.03631239065910162,0.0,0.0,0.03338590012971765,0.0,0.037668591538204566,0.07886946725242408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535259230431951,0.0,0.0,0.07092924395479999,0.11373605576472755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267292249715464,0.181340897260364,0.09268504900906872,0.22467772868134375,0.08251248354674133,0.054212915940170435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032024116774248136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33385237131324,0.03743992771260568,0.18917745506784509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047901604441481976,0.0,0.0335069413741175,0.0,0.0,0.15187389619719555 anxiety,protowitch,2018/02/22,"How to stop shaking during job interviews? I finally got a call for an interview after 6 months of applying to several jobs with no luck, was so excited but I started getting nervous during the 1 hr wait. Didn’t help that the 5 other applicants waiting all had experience or a degree related to this position (not exactly part of the requirements but I’M SURE it helps) I tried keeping my confidence level up but the constant ‘I’m not as good as them’ thoughts in my head were getting to me so by the time I got called in I was already an anxious mess, I regret not leaving when I had the chance instead of embarrassing myself. They even gave me a copy of the questions and a few mins time to prepare beforehand ! How is it possible to still mess up this bad!? It was supposed to be a casual, relaxed interview but that didn’t stop me from blanking out and shaking. I was only able to give short answers while struggling with a shakey voice. I’m pretty sure I won’t be hearing from them again. I just want to be able to speak with confidence but it’s hard to when my self esteem is always so low. I’m nervous and timid but only during stuff like this. I feel like I’m trying my best but it’s not enough. I ended up crying my eyes out when I got home. I really want to lose hope, but I have no choice at this point but to keep trying. I just don’t want to be like this anymore. 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These have in turn fueled depressive attitudes. Without going too deeply into specifics, I have tried a number of drugs, prescribed and otherwise, as well as non-medical practices such as exercise, socializing, meditation, therapy, and yoga to combat these debilitating parts of my life. I have grown impatient with the process of starting a new prescription, having it numb me, have its general effectiveness fade away, so I either need to up the dose or switch drugs. I am going nowhere with this as the center point of my treatment. All research I have done though continually, and condescendingly, points me to things like exercise as an invaluable tool. These sorts of solutions are semi-helpful but aren't nearly as potent of a treatment that I require. Other/additional routes I am considering include a stay at a mental health rehab center, ketamine therapy, comprehensive blood work, experimental treatments at a local university, a change of pace in life, etc. Help brainstorming? EDIT: I am open to any and all suggestions, from the banal to the sublime, the medical to the wholistic, the legal to the underground, the standard to the fringe. Really just trying to get a sense of any other options out there.",11.055240112994356,10.972855004237292,10.480000000000004,54.95468926553673,56.16101694915254,13.62937853107345,43.819209039548035,12.745084868956482,6.199749717514122,1135,57,154,34,12,368,153,236,0.077,0.8540000000000001,0.068,0.0,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,8,7,2,1,21,0,14,12,1,2,2,29,21,16,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,11,0,0,0,9,13,0,1,1,3,0,3,2,5,1,0,2,0,13,2,40,19,5,25,0,1,0,0,3,15,0,3,7,118,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967764865932032,0.0,0.10668791550353224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102897674388125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753212039627106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201182667581862,0.0,0.0,0.14570792569414615,0.15983533550735862,0.0,0.0,0.14271786856103452,0.0,0.0,0.3234628849439972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555368015505973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572609648157814,0.0,0.15851873973090286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482413999777315,0.0,0.0,0.1869566450684904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701202478290245,0.06813400391010098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15491064975766644,0.14049311801099335,0.14054471928084436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340917719158853,0.0,0.13469310101832974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636284045993338,0.0,0.15102356757978927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636730080654329,0.0,0.0,0.14188281492209767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934281714224188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755216764762614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421637692146274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871179856099573,0.1486477509996121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189735055078706,0.0,0.0926522405675864,0.0,0.13702053639187864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937085127739647,0.15169441969617442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539293066246635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443622398220714,0.0,0.10152987063135824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980884379239247 anxiety,lyfncw,2018/02/22,"Serious panic attacks today I get harassed alot at home, it's very incessant. It takes a mental toll on me, it's very exhausting. I'm in a pickle because I can't leave so I have to put up with it. A lot of the harassment is extremely loud so it's hard to ignore. If I put on music to ignore it, they turn it off. Any ideas on how to deal with panic attacks in obnoxious, inescapable situations? 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I've had anxiety since I was 20, now in my late 20s. I'm afraid of dying primarily. It all started for me as a reaction 6 months after a minor heart surgery. I was never in any danger and the surgery was not dangerous. Still I got this huge reaction. The anxiety has come and gone since. Some time periods I have felt almost completely rid of it, then New waves of panic attacks. The last few years I have dealt with it. I have felt the anxiety coming and managed to block it out before it ever got to panic attacks. Until now. November right before my exams started I started burping all the time. Huge burps, from the deep of my belly, lasting for what feels like 10 seconds at most. I started eating less wondering if I was reacting to some specific food. Then I started burping if I didn't eat often enough. Now I still burp but also have a feeling of having something in my throat. I can breath fine. And last night I tried to cough up the thing I feel is in my throat and felt the taste of blood and saw blood in my spit. Full blown panic attack. The first in years. I went to the emergency and got checked out. All my vitals were good. Low, normal blood pressure, 100 O2, normal pulse. The doctor looked down my throat and said everything seems good. I seem to be in tip top shape. As soon as I get home I feel more anxious. I still have the feeling of something in my throat and I CANNOT seem to relax. I have asked for a therapist through the student program at my university, but I get the evaluation appointment in two weeks. I have no idea how long I have to wait for a proper session. And I don't understand how I'm supposed to not go crazy if this keeps up.",2.49747093023256,4.607350491279072,3.79843023255814,86.9766569767442,77.51744186046511,6.858139534883722,24.412790697674406,7.8658589789855275,1.3653941860465115,1355,47,270,22,32,443,184,344,0.126,0.79,0.085,-0.9219,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,2,12,17,5,5,20,0,24,20,10,4,5,58,62,24,1,6,7,0,8,1,0,0,6,1,1,0,9,15,4,3,14,1,1,5,7,11,0,3,18,12,37,6,44,42,13,62,0,1,2,0,2,24,0,14,34,182,46,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043996196886875,0.0,0.0,0.08242934546130079,0.0,0.0,0.06582948260964712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597889932265269,0.0,0.2518914431143206,0.09299563752662313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769559931430693,0.2809450059598224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400927008562298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181892196160895,0.08630860477721204,0.0,0.0,0.06572403278165605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543283816418737,0.0,0.0,0.08425571505032342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846323743920127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505625058854281,0.0,0.0,0.07446112633674468,0.0,0.0,0.07398189444658093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081116631224922,0.05880782390442171,0.23711387508685,0.0,0.0,0.07001944426170753,0.09953896165666797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860152636990694,0.0,0.04678307979285445,0.13808846242170267,0.1975110966620548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754694146776552,0.0,0.0,0.08257142465630007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292673083360264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07316780700297001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012998826312874,0.09285801833537133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040216299308762575,0.0,0.0,0.07284862685508539,0.06912618580449262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570525035360153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348853093060973,0.07950300517383044,0.0,0.07724964102442207,0.16130785338085438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897464636071331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05273486466495138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702989169197895,0.07830303995462934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22481699009657816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361882027748516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267444660402588,0.0,0.0,0.2913246696519731,0.0,0.19721720744658616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557726353362933,0.05468826172625859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600029520654443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055888355287145294,0.0,0.0804124898886081,0.08569569083286044,0.0,0.07109611428399552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603034141851315,0.0,0.0,0.07630938785335721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089270098843114,0.0,0.0,0.0838888296329463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601987657423748 anxiety,Exleh,2018/02/22,"Heart palpitations/flutters anyone? For the past few years (ever since I suddenly started getting panic attacks), I have been getting what feels like skipped beats or a flutter feeling that makes me lose my breath. I have been to the cardiologist, the doctor, everything and they cannot find anything wrong with my heart. But my head goes nuts thinking there is something wrong with me and that I am going to die. It usually happens when I am very stressed but will sometimes happen with no context. I don't usually get panic attacks anymore, sometimes just an anxious feeling accompanied by the heart flutters. Does anyone else get these? One doctor say I may have a slightly irregular heartbeat (supposedly normal for my gender and age -23, male-) and that my anxiety makes me much more aware of it sometimes.",7.26083916083916,9.021222251748256,6.655531468531468,72.81560489510493,64.24475524475525,8.517202797202797,38.076223776223785,8.841846274778883,3.666169790209791,654,34,100,10,10,202,97,143,0.173,0.772,0.055,-0.9562,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,2,3,7,0,12,7,5,2,1,21,26,8,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,1,7,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,2,4,16,1,9,22,3,10,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,10,67,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524539377489966,0.1258867652238105,0.11051088494860208,0.15583209058074107,0.11417554544989054,0.09169927671950864,0.0,0.0,0.25354062438997843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564911996328768,0.0,0.0,0.22811133299167555,0.09751514439434464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308737626178644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079688229214777,0.0,0.0,0.1001481534479852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903053587866024,0.0796072473728645,0.0,0.0,0.1018470906241617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23287508091654235,0.0,0.06332953608327951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970784049714127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436167363583315,0.0,0.0,0.3961433862530765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444018627006369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466422474228107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876383236165752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08191555176208569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10917998095071416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07550940087362354,0.0,0.0,0.2614835563521156,0.0,0.0,0.10637472579860284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861542637968843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217793847621246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578601784013525,0.3306281404658405,0.0,0.07887234555896874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127645307105354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140130942064772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454538399552555,0.09194330607064052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24366742358243434,0.0,0.07175873872329505 anxiety,EnigmaticMemes,2018/02/22,"(Venting/Discussion) Schools don’t care about mental illnesses? In my English/Writing class, our teacher is assigning us a project on speech and essay writing, and I want to take this moment to do a persuasive argument on why schools should let their students get excused for panic attacks, feeling depressed, being stressed, etc. Given that they brain is an organ, my argument is that mental illnesses should be treated like other physical illnesses, given that it’s basically an infection in the brain. I’m also going to provide anecdotes and evidence on how Health classes only speak about teen depression and suicide very vaguely, and how most teachers care more about grades than physical/mental wellness. Any thoughts/add-ons to these statements? Any ideas? Tl;dr- Making an essay in class on why schools should treat/talk about mental illnesses with as much seriousness as physical illnesses.",11.0554,11.471676640000005,9.4225,60.90375,55.93333333333333,12.3,47.41666666666667,11.698219412168324,6.229066666666666,736,43,95,18,8,225,101,150,0.244,0.6729999999999999,0.083,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,1,25.0,2,0,2,0,8,11,1,2,6,0,11,9,2,3,0,18,22,10,1,4,0,0,1,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,7,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,2,3,7,5,20,14,4,9,0,2,0,0,7,7,0,1,2,64,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960118063395184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640138774090087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591749636454788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3059927976747957,0.0,0.0,0.27946919764114936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360869799369208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528502480852945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929808067055282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160450059938,0.0,0.0778903399468281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568085840273995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471607869395193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401459091393208,0.0,0.06695714002653906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148389670188793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143513624105247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074967492720087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423493103603128,0.0,0.16080208662817955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416114653902812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569936711675724,0.0,0.0,0.14991366360436434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030467488198953,0.11015795570039903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16485780295947247,0.0,0.0,0.11308302268723325,0.08083737052934273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322704574624517,0.0,0.2473379087892429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WtfdoiPick,2018/02/22,"Relationships with anxiety Ok, so I have GAD and I usually keep myself from being put into stressful situations because as I assume you guys know it leads to a lot of overthinking. Now I recently decided to finally put myself out there. I met a girl and she makes me happy. I really love and trust her but my mind keeps poisoning those happy thoughts. I don't know what to do. I have bad trust issues and constantly think about what she says and does. What should I do? Go to a therapist? Medicine? I just want to stop thinking this way once and for all.",1.7819017094017084,4.429383472222227,3.4925925925925942,84.81935897435899,84.64814814814815,7.767521367521367,23.122507122507123,8.617729084823388,2.011916524216524,437,16,85,12,13,145,77,108,0.136,0.688,0.175,0.5594,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,9,1,1,3,1,7,2,0,2,1,28,19,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,6,9,0,3,7,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,1,18,6,13,15,2,13,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,2,6,60,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659375341205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817107773244422,0.10087667083769644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882792634922626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14481495828379906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812781244302819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404758802330544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16385381360405046,0.0,0.3523186579808982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272086435330564,0.0,0.2941771170283268,0.0,0.0,0.1818898433720081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068740809651273,0.1493545278507431,0.0,0.11046093563924876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670902751240156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762335923963769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327114848212099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601240551998957,0.0,0.1633941259340942,0.17766640662643346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315984235492747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860094013537384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835088239024054,0.1895597851840599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213807951520545,0.0,0.2120691654487134,0.0,0.13137471782759114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225572968428094,0.0,0.0976059383695181,0.1313524033093202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,grundo1561,2018/02/22,"How long does it take to get used to a new job? I got a job at Jersey Mike's (my second job ever) and my first day was really stressful. The lunch rush absolutely knackered me. Didn't have a chance to catch my breath for over an hour. I knew it'd be intense, but I was dripping sweat by the end. And my job was simply cutting, wrapping, and bagging the subs. I feel like such a dumbass watching my coworkers do it. I worry about my ability to move onto the more advanced work. I'm probably way overthinking it, and I'm sure I'll get better with time. It just really sucks being the only one who doesn't know what they're doing.",2.8230769230769246,4.085766692307693,4.547692307692311,85.61230769230772,74.38461538461539,7.661538461538463,24.538461538461537,8.238735603445708,1.3950615384615386,490,15,103,8,10,166,91,130,0.131,0.743,0.126,-0.1941,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,5,6,2,1,10,0,11,3,2,2,2,14,22,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,1,0,3,0,0,4,2,3,0,3,6,2,12,3,11,13,1,16,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,9,63,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458226759288363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633375182113716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14428731686990465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460344553688889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491431078230456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336811901539698,0.11779007453836605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024656943820984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228565265426865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186934012833276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237326983891767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6544705542010867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061355876857063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055188202398705,0.0,0.0,0.14591332611157776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524100373633208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592418199433744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172673658206704,0.1253984244886335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776817914808735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112522867620756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886911348648555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15539714475688646,0.0,0.1239689979381678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096142665867575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14240310293594044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087381346872698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12003436891509868,0.16744331593398135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trhowaway1400,2018/02/22,"I need to relax more, but I don't know how to relax when I'm not relaxed! Like the title says, there are so many situations that I could have handled better if I wasn't scare out of my mind and actually able to think straight. Sometimes I take deep breaths or count to 10 but they don't always work. Why are social situations so easy for everyone around me? I hate being like this! 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(I'm 19 and female) So basically I have a lot of social anxiety but I can enjoy hanging out with friends. I also don't mind hugging or being close with friends. But every time someone makes romantic/sexual advances towards me I get extremely uncomfortable and I don't like it. It's not that I'm nervous, I just don't enjoy how it makes me feel. Even if it's from a person I really like. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I want to enjoy it but I just can't. Does anyone else feel this way?",0.1421328671328652,2.351059772727276,3.1572727272727263,87.49744755244757,87.63636363636363,6.293706293706293,21.188811188811187,7.61054688173877,1.041223776223776,405,14,86,8,13,144,66,110,0.149,0.604,0.247,0.9361,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,2,0,9,2,0,3,0,24,19,10,0,2,8,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,7,2,0,0,0,2,14,10,8,18,1,7,0,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,4,56,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17022306394797276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283635967280308,0.0,0.0,0.14883578588056234,0.2180989419065973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18627412488788775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781617059554314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14059119559820535,0.0,0.17934267579272078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152555574533862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289082815187724,0.0,0.11120991045889457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119760972259145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096489572966198,0.1921133307162873,0.0,0.2841697344576078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149266563679592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858600484920608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636276458952756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21698268774881066,0.1803545265083051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241196477790111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159346363402785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554960460653686,0.16895736647877616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327276259160036,0.0,0.0 anxiety,manfromanother-place,2018/02/22,"Tips for alleviating nausea/vomiting from anxiety? Hey y’all. Recently, I’ve gotten a bit worse. Lately, I’ve been pretty anxious (with nausea/racing heart/shivering/sweating) and not able to eat in the mornings. If I do, I throw it up as soon as I get to school usually. Anyone have any ideas on how to make it even a little bit better? I’ve tried things like peppermints and Tums, but they didn’t really work.",3.3597857142857137,5.423705550000001,5.092142857142857,78.91000000000003,74.75,8.571428571428571,23.92857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.1396071428571424,324,10,60,8,7,110,65,80,0.069,0.846,0.085,0.278,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,5,2,11,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,34,8,2,0.20460561935996546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913883739042576,0.0,0.1565227387801661,0.2311461112026493,0.0,0.14306500637409494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809570432245962,0.44675268790054107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093626284541152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514008190570306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689799133006847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424586440792069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309748395758167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230804050631522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995997059024428,0.2050685824235431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657583971144924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081574719370244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131075598988306,0.0,0.20202336531212609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707181016497164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593088194958022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891378487982667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253441832608296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14895532773522033,0.0,0.2085106060748915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hiimneo,2018/02/22,"How do I keep my (F24) anxiety from making me a clingy girlfriend to my SO (M28)? [repost from r/longdistance bc I thought I’d get some good advice from anxiety sufferers as well] I’m diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder, borderline personality disorder, and clinical depression. + fibromyalgia. But I guess I’m mostly here for the anxiety part. we met in korea, he moved to the UK, we've been LD since he moved with a 9 hour time difference. I will be moving to Canada in a week (thank god) so the distance will be shorter, and i see him every 3 months ish but i have severe depression and anxiety, and LD is hard enough as it is without adding those spices into the mix. because of my anxieties of him finding someone else, forgetting about me, falling in love with another girls smile, having so much fun that he realizes he'd rather be single, etc etc etc I call him very often. we have our set time to video chat once a week, but i always call so much during the week and im driving him insane. he is really busy with school and also a type of person that likes to be left alone more than i like to be. he is also the one that left so i feel like it's always easier for the one that left than for the one that got left behind. literally the only thing we ever get into fights about is me not giving him enough space, and me feeling like he doesn't miss me because he wont talk to me for 2 hours every day. I guess in my head, i would love to talk to him for 2 hours a day because miss him so much, and when he says he wants to hang up or that i call too much, my anxiety is screaming "" he doesn't miss you. he doesn't love you anymore."" he is really nice because even when he's busy or i've called for the 2nd or 3rd time that day, he still answers the phone. he answers, rightfully annoyed or pissed but still listens to me. and it's this weird and annoying loop where it's like i call him, and then he gets angry or annoyed and i hang up to give him space but then i start getting anxious that he's finally got so annoyed he'll leave me so i call him again 5 minutes later to apologize and he accepts it but i still feel anxious so i keep him on the phone and then he gets annoyed again (obviously) and then part of my mind is telling me to stop and put the phone down where the other half is saying ""you fucked up you pushed him and now he's gonna leave so you gotta stay on the phone and get him to reassure you of everything you're worried about"" he does miss me. and he does like talking to me. he's expressed this. but i just do it way too much. i dunno if im making any sense. basically im just a hot mess in this ldr and am seeking any advice for anyone whos been in my position. the LDR is much easier for my boyfriend than it is for me & i hate being clingy and suffocating and want tips on how to stop i'm re-starting therapy when i move back to Canada in one week we will only have a 5 hour time difference when i move back i'll have more distractions from missing him so much so there's that. but any tips besides ""keep busy"" ? TLDR; my anxiety and depression cause me to be a very clingy girlfriend. how do i stop? 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Sometimes, when I’m feeling anxious, or just feeling really introverted, I ignore all incoming calls and texts, etc. . It’s very emotionally tiring for me to respond sometimes, especially for small talk with sort-of-friends and ESPECIALLY when someone is trying to make plans with me. There has been one coworker of mine in particular who has been trying to make plans to go to dinner with me and my SO. For the last two months I have been putting it off, because I have been holding so dearly onto each revitalizing moment I can spend alone or alone with my SO. I see hundreds of people per day at my job and, it’s not personal, but I just don’t really want to socialize with anyone (especially people I already see at work) on my weekends or afternoons off. I’ve had so much anxiety about the impending re-invitations that I’ve been blocking this person’s number on and off for the last few weeks. I even told them about a month ago that I was going through anxiety and not quite feeling like going out. At what point am I being rude? At what point is this other person being rude because they won’t stop asking? I need a little perspective here, because this little issue is taking up way too much of my brain’s time and energy. 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My anxiety has ramped up to near intolerable levels. My backlog at work seems insurmountable. The combination of the two just makes me hit a wall. My arms feel heavy and it takes me a very long time to even reply to an email (which I then panic about what reply I will get back). I had come off medication last summer after 2 years, but I realized that I do need the prescription to help. I broke down on Tuesday. Took Wednesday as a sick day and tried all day to see a doctor, but am unable to get a doctor to get me back on medication until tomorrow (I hope). ER doctors here don't prescribe psychotherapy medication. So have to go to a walk-in psychiatrist tomorrow and just hope they can help. I exist on the verge of tears. Thanks for letting me rant.",3.631078431372547,5.205877026143796,5.19295751633987,80.54080882352943,72.85620915032679,8.498692810457516,25.16830065359477,9.075114841892004,1.8827477124183003,607,19,123,13,12,205,105,153,0.122,0.785,0.093,-0.3716,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,8,6,0,1,12,0,10,8,1,1,1,16,26,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,1,1,2,2,16,3,24,21,1,31,0,1,1,0,4,11,0,3,17,82,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178794677878356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472768200807916,0.1220112420053374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587681347534815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18848166179010706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487063128498196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651653428434312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388698951753682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290384207181813,0.0,0.08304822695636653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958937841293223,0.0,0.0,0.2902772597179101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911427816121467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942635090762113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931917529390285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754194706734713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416274455698303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835247405268092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145037747261996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11644554127306295,0.13302995085586156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10987048957486104,0.0,0.0,0.13453554307132767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852087372132458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16235420453100516,0.09921169864523996,0.0,0.14274636770312962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057136404144984,0.0,0.0,0.11721551476328028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638333049275182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410200023821502 anxiety,trippyalienq,2018/02/22,"It feels like im having a panic attack 24/7 Hi, This is my first post here and I just needed to vocalize how I've been feeling to someone who might understand. Unfortunately the last 6 months in particular I have been snowballing out of control. I cannot function when I have bad days and everything seems to be a panic trigger. Things that I felt uncomfortable with or doing I can't even attempt to do at all anymore. I've also had the worst panic attacks I've ever had in the past 6 months. Once of which was about 2 weeks ago (maybe a little sooner) that lasted 4 hours. I was seeing black spots, my vision was shaking (like someone was vibrating my eyes), I couldn't breathe properly, and everything hurt to move. This accompanied a headache that lasted the following day, as well as flu-like symptoms. Ever since this happened I feel like when I'm triggered by something (which is an everyday occurrence lately) I'm thrown into a mild version of that panic attack that does not go away. Something upset me this morning on my way to work and still now my chest hurts, I'm light headed, and my vision feels off but I am still working. The only thing that is going to make it go away is being at home, showered, and under a blanket (as an adult it is still my safety zone). I have my first appointment with a CNP next week and I've put all my hope into this appointment. Probably a little too much because I think this appointment is magically going to fix everything. Just needed a place to share how I've been feeling lately, thanks to anyone who listens.",4.169547461368655,5.95138413907285,5.102930463576161,80.88940673289186,71.84768211920529,7.549889624724063,27.48399558498896,8.212053250817874,1.9426750551876384,1238,45,225,19,24,404,170,302,0.103,0.8109999999999999,0.086,-0.2732,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,6,18,20,3,6,16,0,28,5,4,6,4,41,53,17,0,4,5,0,6,3,0,1,1,1,2,1,21,12,0,1,9,0,0,8,4,13,1,2,10,11,22,7,32,39,5,51,0,2,3,0,6,15,0,4,29,152,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427766370370081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700943479526958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310039185693548,0.058590191351593435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859807689748188,0.1574530405126181,0.0,0.0699638668817528,0.05107958977948791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398125922881327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080794333243304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332804107870998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055344653866096334,0.15159159064431754,0.0,0.0,0.2259239205028558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21184193415030864,0.11972383452388087,0.08045466419103378,0.0,0.0,0.14254899776375607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904865486177625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409809760948523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599605275962383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405146565207854,0.08322560783708535,0.08251947613363701,0.0,0.1794048225059892,0.0,0.090511093105404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20490805676634471,0.18904488014159607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228114537471382,0.16796570718317852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055932647581018125,0.0,0.0841815860272816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889140055044015,0.0,0.0,0.13376595150791287,0.08905896789416554,0.061597682923020626,0.12426327191389006,0.0,0.0,0.08911507603679199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923708058779921,0.0,0.06372854538835743,0.0,0.3932533163065716,0.0,0.0,0.07999014216246016,0.0,0.0,0.08754611574268169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025077455175915,0.0,0.09034329992297016,0.0,0.0,0.0842353639273798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677237453451901,0.07628223121078029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931464544420557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199550406146855,0.12901628109623556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20075220218972967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709327456865447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07714557012619322,0.0,0.0,0.1113370290312846,0.05369133361581303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723173234022362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651118461655944,0.13442778774460018,0.0,0.07534019833714073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200497348771858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PlusMinus0o,2018/02/22,First therapist appointment I am about to go to my first ever therapist appointment. After years of trying to get the courage to go. I am incredibly anxious about going and I am very bad with talking about my feelings. I’m just wondering what I should expect the appointment to consist of? ,4.6650943396226445,7.368040037735852,5.687396226415096,73.16656603773588,73.15094339622641,9.52301886792453,33.241509433962264,9.888512548439397,4.106753962264151,234,12,37,7,5,77,33,53,0.112,0.8290000000000001,0.059,-0.4378,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,11,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,6,1,12,10,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670775401494155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19739360711938048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384760605656727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953668481975158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40218275681356064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235151758461468,0.0,0.40307406467681983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19001849262676998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5489836107949974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050779208663554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950641274711769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563780306478192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224116203454016 anxiety,NippyEmbalmer,2018/02/22,"I keep getting a hot Burning/itching sensation on my skin when i feel anxious, its becoming a real problem, please help. These are the times I've noticed it happening, I think anxiety is linking all of them but I'm really not sure. Leaves no rash like others have said in previous posts. -Exercising. Even if I am working out in my room alone it happens every time -When i become the centre of attention. Doesn't happen all the time with this -When I am embarrassed. This hasn't happened a lot so im not sure about the correlation, but I think it is causing the sensation. Can't think of other times, but it is a really horrible burning/itching sensation over the top half of my body, usually shoulders, back, chest and stomach. If anyone has any knowledge that can help please share. Thanks ",2.550066666666666,5.3832956066666675,3.8653333333333366,82.19266666666668,82.93333333333334,7.333333333333335,27.666666666666664,8.344100000000001,2.541066666666666,631,29,111,15,18,206,99,150,0.153,0.696,0.15,-0.1226,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,7,7,0,1,10,0,12,7,6,1,4,26,25,10,0,3,7,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,11,3,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,4,11,5,11,24,3,17,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,10,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351370619244308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873030484145239,0.0,0.09981620219818528,0.14740431424173026,0.0,0.09123406423253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033042198743213,0.0,0.0,0.2882079675741672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493293514907554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403804205767444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618025627269606,0.0,0.10993432195155907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06597418503528138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816997709302829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461529170044485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749148645221487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409398858689755,0.0,0.0,0.11597587481193862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13815859341535086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374552805502531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092871800389664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855139135033474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864538766013549,0.0,0.0,0.12496296993176538,0.0,0.0,0.1248509369452884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851385248302054,0.16717658525309276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411556299348556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24595013305390245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012768242916674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25081733649443577,0.0,0.0,0.3043337958272116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370436356942987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949903843210782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,soswinglifeaway,2018/02/22,"What do you do when you are experiencing crippling anxiety for a valid reason? I am currently going through a situation that I think would give anybody pretty serious anxiety. As a person who feels anxiety frequently anyway, the anxiety that I am feeling in this situation is almost overwhelming. I feel as if I am almost on the verge of a mental break down, as if I may just cease to function if the anxiety doesn't lighten up. What do you all do to ease the anxiety when you have a very valid reason for feeling anxious, but yours is maybe more intense than a normal person's because you already have an anxiety disorder on top of it?",10.52206611570248,7.759424181818183,11.011636363636367,59.21745454545457,59.247933884297524,14.638677685950412,45.68760330578513,13.023866798666859,6.059835041322312,510,26,85,15,5,176,74,121,0.141,0.77,0.08800000000000001,-0.5057,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,6,0,1,4,2,0,1,11,0,15,0,0,2,1,18,22,9,0,5,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,12,0,16,20,2,13,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,6,4,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823158627058795,0.0,0.14228960767211954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6904766226088094,0.14566663644089511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860124114984647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777756507820225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607857897634861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369196325611345,0.07328014578985137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953857249581932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994220792289354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633481020420598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251726278517945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117935936427222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651456608162527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28987018882626003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262019094930341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638983466415056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159599195592333,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arrowpulledback,2018/02/22,"I QUIT MY TOXIC JOB & MY ANXIETY GOT SO MUCH BETTER! I’m a teacher & have been struggling with whether or not to quit before the year is over for a while now, but I finally made my decision. Special ed is tough, all of us knew that going into the career. What we don’t realize is how unsupportive some admin can be. Starting out the year with 8 high need student & just myself wasn’t seen as an issue through their eyes because “a 8:1 ratio is perfect.” Well now it’s February, & that number has gone up to 11:3, but the 3 kids added onto my caseload are all physically aggressive & have punched, kicked, spit at, or brandished a weapon towards staff AT LEAST once a day with no consequences. No detentions or suspensions are allowed bc the district got audited last year... Well I’m tired of having panic attacks every night & morning due to the unknown that is this unsafe situation. I made my concerns very clear with the director of SPED & received a demeaning response. March 9th will officially be my last day of being put in this situation!!",5.463691654879774,6.715890673267327,6.1014992927864204,77.01673267326733,68.00990099009901,9.137765205091938,33.24045261669024,9.424239791934726,3.161417538896748,844,38,151,17,14,275,140,202,0.131,0.769,0.1,-0.6907,2,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,2,0,1,4,7,11,3,2,14,0,19,3,2,4,4,28,31,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,5,6,2,0,9,2,13,5,23,18,5,30,0,0,2,0,5,10,0,4,16,98,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7428413447584563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492541560005306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142324419357427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0597045769095959,0.0,0.08334148793949385,0.0,0.0,0.08662180188657476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632906542740674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252041832423426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072907504995752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566273555293761,0.0,0.15666644138507324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348117452634743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222607510774692,0.09719239193338763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967171868341656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18535030986819248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199869093324689,0.0726228040108514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919119980758199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430510824661283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491391654542933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845883230114827,0.0,0.2083468951049028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201819809636725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932390137068949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239031724395996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257000179870964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781225112428208,0.0,0.0,0.08081246521280125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612336690340286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18921444609579427 anxiety,Cptncha,2018/02/22,"Body still feels on edge after a panic attack? I had a small panic attack Tuesday night/Wednesday morning and while my mind feels pretty calm to me my body still feels on edge or still in excitement mode (if that makes sense). Does anyone know any tips to calm my body/heart down? I think an accumulation of things I was worrying about last weekend into this finally got to me. I feel pretty happy and optimistic because I know nothing is wrong with me but I just want to get back to feeling calm and myself again and back in control, even though my head does feel kinda cloudy at times but I believe that's part of having the attack and my body still feeling edgy. I don't really have trouble sleeping but when i wake back up my mind kind of reminds me of the panic attack i kind of get back in a loop again. The only thing i kind of worry about is not being able to shake the feeling but again whenever I think and know it will pass I feel optimistic. Sorry if this post is all over the place just wanted to get my thoughts out there. EDIT: I haven't eaten much either, however I don't feel like i lost my appetite because I still feel hungry.",6.032583137386631,5.807886903930132,6.223231441048036,81.8200134363453,66.4235807860262,8.618206247900572,28.53241518307021,7.882392219407189,1.6906853207927446,907,25,179,9,13,290,124,229,0.13699999999999998,0.722,0.14,-0.7226,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,20,20,4,4,9,0,12,7,6,2,1,45,38,16,0,4,11,0,11,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,17,1,0,2,4,11,0,0,6,11,30,9,28,30,4,36,0,1,0,0,0,13,0,4,21,123,37,1,0.07845572631584145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053352584256263866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485806802653402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35701885968266145,0.0,0.2413104430156429,0.0,0.0956517651248255,0.0,0.0,0.08839273709861062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614398760783783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799476828903295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731426960560528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518192672980359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4363652981171405,0.056048786556232494,0.0,0.08594441329339858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296963657801753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627482114017743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351757954151612,0.0,0.0,0.08051820967764345,0.0,0.0,0.09297041343386636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24509869759652164,0.12935164616606148,0.0639518882937125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383295049261109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856436931308989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052369806534523236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843583673096745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057673986073712276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362538441076143,0.0,0.07528038536268977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059669115213625126,0.0,0.27615267180322106,0.0,0.0849599061453395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196953554991655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513889864472544,0.15963535801191295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05026074725161575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851238610310167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782476234566497,0.0,0.0,0.3132742219061209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424499684287676,0.10054252303961793,0.07708235276383431,0.06228508310510743,0.04574816493900523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925504401977203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935119681063936,0.0,0.0,0.0857790205401215,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sadsadkoala,2018/02/22,"DAE struggle when things are stable My life has been uprooted entirely several times over the course of the past 6 years. It was about a 50/50 split between me actively choosing to do it and things just sort of happening that way. Now I feel addicted to stress and almost compulsively seek challenges and changes in life. I always want to do something or go somewhere or plan a major life event or another big move. It's exhausting. I have more motivation than I know what to do with. I think it's a good thing (I used to be terribly depressed and apathetic about everything) but I'm not managing it well. I have a great job, a wonderful boyfriend, I live in a nice place, but I just can't get enough. I can't seem to slow down. My brain is constantly going and it doesn't stop until I'm entirely burned out from stressing myself out. When I slow down I get easily bored and tell myself there are so many things I should be doing, planning, getting better at, etc. My therapist says I just need to relax but then I get stressed out about relaxing which if you think about it is honestly kind of hilarious but also pretty painful. Does anyone else feel this way? What do you do with extra motivation? How do you relax? How do you manage a boring stable life?",4.236421484037965,5.920725209016397,5.087273511647972,81.46255823986195,71.5,8.907333908541847,27.59620362381364,9.414487439383343,2.4366672131147538,997,36,192,23,19,324,147,244,0.106,0.662,0.232,0.9896,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,0,6,16,21,0,4,9,0,23,8,1,5,0,42,42,22,0,4,12,0,2,0,0,1,7,1,0,0,16,11,0,1,10,3,0,3,4,10,1,0,2,3,25,11,29,37,5,29,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,8,13,134,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399583977489435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138964317686776,0.0,0.0,0.09095963497535094,0.094642662395121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926866484795748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953122474110345,0.11654237495335967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059577557036244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269739660676786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203242171547784,0.0,0.0,0.12291496287855115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796603190441848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953660809638476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501705347654188,0.0,0.0,0.11752614784750025,0.12685267340471826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222419874616748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11502299675653835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377025210655183,0.0,0.12928468194757298,0.09540160151847253,0.0,0.12540123043924142,0.0,0.0,0.10058189464690866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287163084970528,0.0,0.0,0.11844504861085185,0.06250976512023004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32135805529545824,0.0,0.0,0.10043648921808612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11531678735597913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089000952902615,0.0,0.08433843598788368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102977175406968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857984632989967,0.0,0.0,0.1188364408055908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571675772952028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045240123092743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354667111037498,0.0,0.12849636528180866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756433978472601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509361272803683,0.3908740838441032,0.11890809414861618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941573852016222,0.0,0.0,0.13206351711000405,0.3022611830965811,0.1457628801662091,0.0,0.0,0.06632401975033557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09823678308069164,0.0,0.0,0.06708812508392305,0.18056660507536476,0.0,0.0,0.10226794123326396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233486165026184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07324627880267717 anxiety,i_like_ranch_now,2018/02/22,"That feeling of relief after a panic attack I had a panic attack today after not having a big one in a while. Whew. I forgot what it's like. At first I just had a really bad pain in my chest, and when it wouldn't go away I started worrying I had carbon monoxide poisoning, so I checked the co monitor and then ran outside for fresh air, almost fainted and could barely walk. After I didn't die, I was convinced I was having a stroke. I only realized it was a panic attack after I started to calm down, and once I realized that, it's like the biggest feeling of relief and happiness that I didn't die. Does anyone else get that feeling? If not, how do you feel afterwards?",3.5866176470588265,4.764849132352944,5.591941176470589,79.19423529411766,72.38235294117645,7.792941176470588,26.835294117647056,8.238735603445708,1.9214935294117643,526,18,97,8,10,183,81,136,0.23,0.573,0.197,-0.848,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,4,16,4,3,9,0,13,5,1,1,0,20,23,11,2,3,4,0,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,0,1,3,5,9,0,2,10,5,15,7,13,11,0,23,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,14,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14201897863469934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991685440175874,0.14531824045334166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4840451246536425,0.1332508771398123,0.0,0.11841939158157455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132370996659979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29438749877342496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241135231288119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847803024263055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868474150628886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063774015147975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07409861032604756,0.0,0.08060339642859495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097718641858054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857874814690288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510408338004427,0.0961054596183802,0.10786561560444984,0.15091363532628896,0.4992093118562992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09085783195587327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20077137239668444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344351522914681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403192405105875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PippiBluestocking,2018/02/22,"Prolonged feeling of constant anxiety Hello, I'm going through an extremely difficult time in my personal life and have been having trouble eating and sleeping. I constantly feel like my bones are rattling and I am extremely jumpy, with my stomach always in knots. When I do manage sleep, I wake up after a few hours with my heart racing. Does anyone have any tips to share to induce some calm? This can't be healthy to feel for so long. 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So I've been at my job about 4 months now and so far it's good just a simple minimum wage job right now but I like it. Anyway I've been there a couple of months and not once have I called in for any shift (I hate calling in I have to be dying or there to be an emergency for me to calling) and I feel like I get called in a lot and about 95% of the time I say yes to going in. But I always feel so much anxiety when I say no that ""I can't today"" like my boss will be mad at me (he is a super nice guy btw) I worry my hours will get cut down or other people will be mad that they had to take the shift cause I said no. I feel even worse when I tell them I can't today and I look at the schedule later to see who else is available (not my responsibilitie too and they dont know i do) and there's not a lot of people with the day off to go in I feel bad and my anxiety gets even worse. So am i right to feel this bad and try and go in every time no matter what or is it just my anxiety?",0.08507745266781441,1.1617034056224929,2.7772576018359167,96.2698795180723,81.20883534136546,5.867355134825015,17.479632816982214,6.42735559955562,-0.4821644291451514,824,14,218,7,21,290,116,249,0.222,0.684,0.094,-0.9874,4,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,21,12,4,0,11,1,21,0,0,2,0,36,39,22,1,1,12,0,6,3,0,3,0,3,0,1,10,11,0,0,8,0,1,3,10,6,0,0,4,11,34,6,28,28,3,31,0,0,2,0,17,14,0,7,17,148,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151406597337227,0.0,0.0,0.06661901846156333,0.0,0.29976939350703113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359203774159164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001296237922547,0.0,0.0,0.10063622360305928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839552907744468,0.0,0.06317880758851767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167137781825984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481331818816327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183652244848046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940886642758032,0.0,0.08253906753433038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972018720349567,0.06998564733815107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354676073522874,0.0,0.16702594517508307,0.08216772693561754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699996446117087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671937044745084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964750081416034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29164307081282953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383856486113725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358108600870856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226525894594397,0.0,0.0,0.1665713270302381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638818695232595,0.0,0.07201496228452124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432868068986134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583208924749682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974232930991318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732179091675062,0.093186392148712,0.1558101349813223,0.0,0.0,0.07806478759534985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541763079664701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365689006112874,0.0,0.1712500655294709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424743101535585,0.0,0.1857172226080276,0.0,0.0,0.06651126438197194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897481012747464,0.19966778760062848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Justthediarythen,2018/02/22,"Can't stand The Lonelies. Social anxiety. Makes me obsessively scroll social media. Pushes people away because I associate stress with just being around people. But keeps me so desperately craving attention, acceptance, human connection. I keep myself frustrated and crazy. I can't take it. I want to delete social media, but that would mean that I don't talk to anybody anymore. I need to scroll for a sense of what people are doing. A sense of being around people and learning about them without the struggle, the tension. I am so miserable. Everything is hard.",4.425068027210884,7.7555750102040815,4.813367346938778,75.09889455782316,79.51020408163265,7.348299319727893,27.554421768707485,8.344100000000001,2.8106707482993194,453,19,65,10,12,143,68,98,0.211,0.745,0.045,-0.9098,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,8,1,5,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,17,6,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,0,1,11,1,12,14,0,5,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,49,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860162012024431,0.0,0.1667172643115505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993022657436705,0.0,0.0,0.15794233688447168,0.0,0.0,0.10247664637795248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510839966259149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059111618467785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29884297473199395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11221292441632637,0.0,0.0,0.18311812599229474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464942875090107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46617772514220296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140926493065551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19256633781106586,0.1757422441603342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639576421143478,0.135118275483458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915403777325664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620494329218334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941859873956033,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Eternal_Hot_Log,2018/02/22,"Weirdest panic attack It’s been a while since I had a panic attack. Even longer since it was because of talking to another person. The last one I had was because I got claustrophobic at a concert over the summer. The last time it was because of a conversation was 4 years ago. I don’t understand what happened today and I just want to vent and try to remember it because a lot of it was a blur. I was in class, thinking of what to say to my lecture professor about how I’m struggling with my lab professor. I had everything I wanted to say to her planned out, word for word. I go up to her at the end of class completely fine and as soon as I open my mouth to say hello my mind just blanks and anxiety floods in. My voice begins to shake, I start to sweat, stumble over my words, and that nice plan I had went to shit. Chunks of information spewed from my mouth and I could barely focus on her response. I could see in her eyes that she knew how nervous i was. I panicked and ended the conversation after hearing an answer to one of my questions and quickly sped out the door. I managed to keep my composure until i walked across campus and sat in my car. There I began to hypervenilate and cry uncontrollably. I drove to work sobbing filled with dissapointment for myself. I thought I’d conquered this problem in my life. I thought i was able to freely talk to people with no issues. Today was dissapointing, i feel tired and drained. I feel like I took 10 steps backwards today. And i hate this feeling. I just don’t understand what happened. I was fine and suddenly I wasn’t. Anyways I just needed to vent. Thank you ",3.0801294642857147,5.074589396875002,4.317767857142858,84.46187500000003,75.34375,6.946428571428572,26.74107142857143,7.83500028581142,1.6058883928571426,1277,49,251,19,28,419,166,320,0.16399999999999998,0.78,0.056,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,4,12,17,4,6,13,0,20,7,5,2,0,51,49,19,0,6,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,6,1,1,12,19,0,1,13,1,0,9,4,12,0,2,25,11,49,5,51,22,1,46,0,1,2,0,18,16,2,3,22,174,61,8,0.10562511314347588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363028974704724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075714075420626,0.08080292244611084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403276294742655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575523543816297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107459215290606,0.0,0.0,0.16866611610277046,0.0,0.11602422701489475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871049981011275,0.0,0.0,0.06976439105709854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09492904094674387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022169265466585,0.0754586019345947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002918593112494,0.0,0.08447805201855481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680787744096533,0.0,0.0,0.10428293159446547,0.0,0.0,0.11904717911209348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102451758558644,0.0,0.09388445374271424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219712961597772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07460614111893993,0.051603094951354886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08979869400479272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665125393983307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831968302493843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314862053086638,0.0,0.0,0.24785662414377324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322715401164699,0.09222777464634456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106896829518752,0.0,0.0,0.11832430016343855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965266280631966,0.0,0.0,0.2519919883599167,0.0,0.0,0.0841695398458511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842266076811632,0.17474837018417042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476199873242602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104223019283529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979492987310207,0.0,0.09724541300101146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768030754719981,0.0,0.1677090827925811,0.061590852888619985,0.12140052947658593,0.3003607705191205,0.0,0.1173533871543354,0.07171251840989827,0.0,0.0,0.2199189357040876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460085676867726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791553809672802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689634035747646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680191098090328 anxiety,sweetlife22,2018/02/22,"Anyone ever get paranoid and cringe over your actions and others’ reactions from your past? I continuously think about how much I know now and how much I wish i could correct even the smallest interactions from the past that are so embarrassing. Some have scarred my reputation with specific people and have ruined possible of long friendships. It kills me to know that I will always be looked down upon in a certain way by certain people, especially when I am on the path to improvement and success. ",11.18106741573033,9.692121685393262,10.190870786516856,61.628778089887646,56.86516853932585,12.944943820224724,42.4747191011236,11.698219412168324,5.073626966292134,406,18,64,9,4,129,67,89,0.119,0.7190000000000001,0.162,0.4996,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,1,8,6,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,2,4,18,13,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,3,13,10,3,14,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,1,7,53,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277946859509726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199868911440896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18498064972856726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302495467194746,0.2095712473251691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104521506225037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563237808605627,0.0,0.2546546979325789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503285871479207,0.19455602801874372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34062847912999583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4423367759505138,0.3212407290767235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611886560175077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484536141957754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18389980422953572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642491835608084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ucmallory,2018/02/22,"App that tracks Anxiety/Triggers? I'm looking for an app for iPhone that would help me track my anxiety symptoms and triggers so that I could better understand what causes them. I can't quite find anything that fits what I'm looking for. I don't really want one that teaches grounding techniques or just lets me chart when I'm anxious--I really want something that pairs the anxiety scale with triggers like amount of sleep, menstrual cycle, exercise, etc. My husband has a migraine tracking app that does something like that for him, and I thought it would be very helpful for me. I searched on the App Store and through Google but didn't really see much that was what I had in mind. Does anyone use an app that would track anxiety in this way?",8.650577507598783,7.7092654255319175,7.496919959473151,77.19000000000003,61.411347517730505,10.894022289766973,39.29179331306991,9.957137785484203,3.797779331306991,599,27,110,10,7,182,86,141,0.054000000000000006,0.872,0.07400000000000001,0.5646,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,5,0,12,4,1,4,0,21,23,7,0,6,3,1,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,15,4,0,0,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,3,13,3,11,13,3,7,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,3,67,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34764479502895274,0.17112900672245546,0.0,0.10591816712882696,0.0,0.12465493186895392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397153387239272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556114359226728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209442587508364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651219096929289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893996925305027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844975224439351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306737411756234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548983130712726,0.0,0.1480107140034662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544096869457588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15295137103579115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135504978021464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264660265705863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611173659912079,0.0,0.0,0.2911254307119306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070975298740802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158915237279308,0.0,0.0,0.2332330328379983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744546653214975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025800541806753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15769576770118582,0.0,0.13082987269981594,0.0,0.12498666253497015,0.17869336900393926,0.120237579117608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32282061643268456,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway78632,2018/02/22,"Was put on the spot and lied to avoid Embarrassment I just started a new job a little over a month ago. Overall I like it, but of course being around new people can be stressful. I want to make a good impression and try not to seem like a dingbat. So every week, we have these all-hands meetings where the entire office goes into a conference room and discuss whats happening in the company. Well, HR has decided to do an employee spotlight every week where she brings an employee up in front of the whole office and tells everyone some fun facts about them...and of course my turn came up, since I'm new. I was asked to fill out a series of questions beforehand. One of them was ""What's your hidden talent?"" I honestly didn't know quite how to answer this question....the closest ""talent"" I could think of was the fact that I used to make music with Sony ACID Pro, so I wrote down ""I'm an amateur Hip Hop producer."" So the day came and I did my spotlight...which thankfully only lasted a minute and I got through it relatively unscathed. But later than day, a co-worker walked up to my desk and asked quite loudly ""So do you have any of your music online that you can share with us?"" I sort of panicked on the inside and just blurted out ""Oh, no I don't, but I should bring something in at some point."".....which was a lie. I have plenty of my music online....but I felt shy about sharing it right then and there. I might want to share my music with my co-workers one day....but how can I show them my Bandcamp or Soundcloud after saying I don't have anything online? Its my own damn fault really. I wish I had just chosen some other skill, or maybe even left that one blank. But here we are. Is there any way out of this? Or did I just set a precedent that I'm a liar?",3.2163211951447224,4.476226131652664,4.242296918767508,88.19763772175541,73.39775910364145,7.081605975723622,23.586367880485525,7.526774132740827,0.9092289449112982,1367,37,288,16,27,444,195,357,0.087,0.792,0.121,0.9013,3,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,3,4,2,4,20,19,2,3,22,0,28,1,1,6,2,60,53,23,0,5,12,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,1,0,14,21,0,1,7,1,0,8,5,6,1,3,14,4,39,13,43,34,5,48,0,0,0,0,21,23,1,10,17,190,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863119181348677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15133030573025458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156299101529622,0.09905092851892804,0.20803863796949326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545188633503674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888373842199544,0.0,0.0,0.21527339689550296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349058787165387,0.0,0.1874939411163344,0.10632007389828624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683345464082156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933252059657806,0.08899012248260782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983927511168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104150038267718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06114925338636435,0.09069718873438046,0.0,0.0,0.1208915653423422,0.0,0.0,0.10871855187177107,0.11151843674942226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485427359214232,0.0,0.11178232788448167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11803635630267025,0.0,0.0,0.08881199652374885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223861372322793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261915308746736,0.08462331838097924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713830100057191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518297017437528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185373802469653,0.2492882757737004,0.2366916047921781,0.0,0.0,0.07128027961386972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09502113045006354,0.0,0.08848372396915384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129299985153344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204094137320908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565852056566182,0.0,0.0,0.07875512355306058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274555975330367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725197612995877,0.10243940298162947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129519105107926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554276695953446,0.12102618875999875,0.0,0.0,0.1338401072343565,0.09609868040471076,0.0,0.0,0.1312559326397232,0.08831830567297792,0.17850282651579605,0.0,0.1000421012580452,0.0,0.0,0.12422526639651127,0.12795118231284885,0.0,0.0,0.1620069256656895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,troublemagnet78,2018/02/22,"This isn’t kidney failure but I kind of think it is I’m a hypochondriac. I woke up at about 11 pm, so I’ve had nothing to do for 8 hours. I’ve spent many hours laying on my side, and I’ve had about 40 ounces of water in two hours. Now my back hurts and I keep having to go to the bathroom. I’ve already pinpointed an obvious cause right? The large amount of water and laziness? Well, sure. But somehow.. I keep wanting to diagnosis myself with kidney failure. God help me..",0.6630148423005551,2.8976167857142885,2.574341372912801,92.47390538033396,85.22448979591837,5.196289424860853,21.153988868274574,6.574015621080383,0.3565387755102041,367,12,79,4,11,122,68,98,0.105,0.775,0.119,0.1053,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,6,4,2,1,2,14,14,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,4,0,8,3,15,10,1,12,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259967569441393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15747497986345527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21038123388550387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638991468064284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372700035682834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6050464889859267,0.0,0.21923765364312814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640630267247236,0.0,0.21326283817215108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20763033701163394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965066579125917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748941065587053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930171900150538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312245884862799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005529518008894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12079360117494077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841356110468126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pinklunapuff,2018/02/22,"what it's like having anxiety having anxiety is almost like hearing countdown beeps on a bomb you can't see, but you know is there. And every beep you hear feels like it's counting down from 2 to 1, then 1 to 0, but in reality the countdown never ends and never stops but every beep feels like it's the last one",7.301333333333332,5.177063030769233,7.927692307692312,76.81564102564106,64.84615384615384,10.512820512820516,32.43589743589744,8.841846274778883,2.4718205128205133,247,7,51,3,3,83,42,65,0.07200000000000001,0.752,0.17600000000000002,0.7824,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,11,6,0,0,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,6,11,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,10,31,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410017704116148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3118494259967353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18052746266037206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34346082542656864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611895945515096,0.29122364621791114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4594486603797801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201627592471244,0.16614366907595898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983122157733193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144030886210125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811633847323732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242124599418722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040589324777675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SkyBlueSilva,2018/02/22,"Does anyone here ever get paranoid that people are either looking at you funny, are trying to avoid looking at you, or just really don't like you? This is happening in general today, but there's a girl who works behind reception, and I haven't properly spoken to her. but I have a really awful worry that she dislikes me for some reason. This probably disturbs me more than anybody else because I kinda have a crush on her.",8.349074074074075,7.273770296296298,9.060586419753085,66.1701388888889,62.086419753086425,11.556790123456793,35.064814814814824,10.686352973137794,3.924503703703704,338,12,54,7,4,115,62,81,0.256,0.721,0.022,-0.9609,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,2,3,1,7,0,0,1,1,12,11,4,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,11,1,9,11,3,6,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,3,3,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835028700426675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997987220915974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22966141059008416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923341521146975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373903490998661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371131117806015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320732064936747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821403330962872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44076393112449735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819415826215305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829527339398193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362492228745489,0.2698301471686123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487606985107337,0.0,0.0,0.17817829013534098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105811295380787,0.2665187000874936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Blinkey1337,2018/02/22,"Coping via self harm.(hypochondria, SAD, GAD) I am growing increasingly tired of being worried about nonsense things and my health. I noticed if I cut my self I feel better for some time. Is there a reason for this? 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Except I AM quite productive and I don't really know what to do. I mean, I'm at a fairly good spot in life. I'm only 16 years old but my education is going well. I'm fairly ""busy"" for being a teenager in terms of how much free time I have at home. On a normal school week, I'll get home at around 7:30-8 PM on monday and tuesday. On wednesday I usually get home for a few hours after lunch, but then I go away again and come back at around 7:30-8 PM. On thursday, I get home at around 9 PM. I go away for about 1-2 hours on fridays and sundays, otherwise the weekends are completely off. I only have a 3 hour lesson in school on fridays which doesn't even begin until after lunch. I also get up at around 4:30 every day including weekends however this isn't anything negative. I always sleep 6-8 hours a night anyways as I usually go to bed pretty soon after coming home. The reason I'm home so late most days is because of school, boxing training and weightlifting. I enjoy all these three things, but very time consuming. 1,5 hours of boxing three times a week, school is usually 7-8~ hours mon-thu, including breaks. Lifting usually only takes 1~ hour, three times a week. However, couple all this with the fact that I live on an island in Sweden. It's not far from the mainland and there is a bridge but it's still about 1 hours of sitting on a bus every day when I want to do, well, *anything*. All this adds up. I don't necessarily feel pressured and I'm fine with not being home that much during the day. Honestly I'm just fine... except sometimes I feel really off mentally. I mean, the workouts I do (lifting and cardio from boxing) is taxing on my body but it's great fun and I feel very good after doing them. I know what I'm doing, I do lots of research and I've logged a food diary for almost half a year now without a single day off. I see results I like. I do brain workouts sometimes. I keep my nutrition in check, mostly. I set up goals for myself with rewards that I treat myself to when I reach those goals (goals could be get X amount of A grades on tests, reach 100 kg on deadlift and squat, etc). So yeah that's my life right now, sounds great right and yeah I feel good. The problem is when I'm *not* doing something. Like right now. I'm on a 1 week break from school. I had like, what, 3 things to study on. Two of which are already done. The third will take me no less than 1-2 hours until I'm done and I still have this entire week left. And so now I feel so fucking unproductive it makes me sick and anxious mentally. It's like I just got this itch, my brain says I need to work on something but I really, really don't want to and I don't even need to. At all. It's nice having a week off doing fuck all just sitting here being lazy and playing games, I've been productive. I woke up early. I took a morning bike ride. I've washed clothes. I've washed the dishes. I've cleaned the fireplace. I've studied. So now I'm sitting here. And I just don't know what to do. Makes me sick. I'll watch some fun videos on YouTube, play a fun game. I get into it, I have fun but 20 minutes into that video or that game I just get bored and quit. And I'm back to square one, I just sit here, nothing to do, and as soon as I start doing something new I end up feeling like shit. TL:DR; I've studied. I've done stuff. I've been productive. Yet I sit here and feel unproductive, feel like shit. I don't know why. I'm happy otherwise, I'm full of energy most of the time. Life is good??",0.7269179521344746,2.850255956815116,2.5593293359982248,93.41982011992008,83.89878542510121,5.371331932557784,19.501204325321574,6.649500041997527,0.10637059396299886,2748,75,608,30,79,910,292,741,0.054000000000000006,0.77,0.17600000000000002,0.9981,2,0,3,0,0,0,118.0,0,0,1,8,45,36,4,1,30,2,47,21,7,6,6,97,109,46,0,7,20,0,11,6,0,1,9,2,9,0,30,34,4,1,18,13,3,8,14,7,2,7,9,16,61,30,91,94,19,137,0,0,3,2,5,51,4,7,76,358,91,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047095037479719916,0.0,0.0519001916308668,0.0376109009894712,0.03913379605896018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062639284652073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07740547915667667,0.16747125662682902,0.0,0.0,0.08837487937787124,0.07232830897657858,0.0,0.02866983432480384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052241154311390633,0.0,0.10500493471210767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102657382195415,0.04931140668481284,0.0,0.0,0.03755065346992974,0.052039221427201215,0.0,0.15165643756655384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438799797469942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041655758183856674,0.0,0.05245231405081478,0.06212743931400085,0.0,0.07925177077635592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378043042770984,0.0671983176714601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056870415550175885,0.0,0.0,0.08695932879717858,0.1720033339792953,0.0,0.10691585060786864,0.1577904392391461,0.03761521437098349,0.10370431374941813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05006567658294977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330233489302375,0.0,0.41684707093006457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041803566361345815,0.0,0.0,0.10338865530624353,0.0,0.053053337125550194,0.0,0.051099627904037256,0.0,0.09965876074998943,0.13786265893359573,0.0,0.04152948560903077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03998431597928805,0.0,0.0,0.09418124223891366,0.0,0.0,0.10246171239259366,0.0,0.0,0.09479294521180337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914681076409007,0.06974620261848538,0.0,0.04542310735889259,0.0,0.044135674242956134,0.04608067283702425,0.04512778563864775,0.0,0.049351421263085685,0.0,0.031869615358770566,0.10730823285381913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047847724091758005,0.0,0.045002587273705104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004711990153647,0.0,0.0,0.1205177798748786,0.04835599321549292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049337921804325,0.0,0.0374011648999937,0.0,0.23799085249632496,0.037477844353150234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655387476428426,0.0,0.0,0.04706524963932415,0.0,0.0,0.1086209409726923,0.09303028533773487,0.0,0.033288985031351456,0.0,0.075118488643127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05383956828238212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072334521826121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249099083063948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371216001872472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522534872608307,0.0,0.0511565318454325,0.04594273075866585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719326010278907,0.07761146997283584,0.05548053992926557,0.0,0.22635395585157464,0.0,0.08457354546692451,0.0,0.0424384187497217,0.0,0.0,0.04533647966154495,0.0,0.034239335043559985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605732100978908 anxiety,SamarraUlva17,2018/02/22,"Anxiety affects my everyday life negatively, but might as well tell a funny story. Anxiety has been upon me for a while now. I just didn’t realise it. When I was younger I had issues with anxiety that I didn’t quite know were anxiety until recently. I notice it affects my daily life. Since anxiety affects me in such a negative way, I thought I’d share a more “funny” story to try and break the tense mood I always feel. So My laptop broke about two months ago. Before Christmas. I didn’t want to bring it into the school (because the school I go to has kids that can fix it) I go to. Eventually I work up the courage to take it in and go into the office and ask about it. I got told to bring it into the office so, I did. Then I got told I needed to bring it to the computer room, which I’ve never been to. I take the laptop up to my classroom and try to see if anybody will come with me, and eventually somebody offered to walk me down. Thank gosh. I get down there and start asking the girl I’m walking with where the teacher is (because I’ve never met him) She points him out and I walk over and start to hand him the laptop. I don’t remember exactly what I said, but all I know is I tripped over my words 😂 because of how uncomfortable the situation was for me. So I start to leave and then, stop and wonder if he needs my name for he laptop (which he didn’t but I didn’t know that at the time) So I keep asking the girl I’m with and she’s trying to take me back, Bla Bla Bla, finally all of that is over. So a few days ago I get great news that my laptop is finished. (It took so long because they couldn’t figure out what was wrong with it, and because when they did, they needed to order a new hard drive.) I get a message from the person, who I’m thankful worked on it for the time it took, and he says to come down and pick it up. So I’m kind of thinking “no way no way no way, I don’t know what he looks like, what do I do, will somebody come with me?!” (Also I didn’t know what he looked like because I didn’t directly drop it off to him, and I only messaged him because my brother told me who he was and that he could fix my computer) Anyway Somebody agrees to come down (and let me mention it’s the middle of class) so I wait until I build up courage to go down, and finally raise my hand to ask. He (the teacher) says I can go after after the lesson, and I wait longer. So he says I can go down. The person I’m siting next to told me I was shaking 😂. I just felt so nervous. I can do social situations with friends easily. I can embarrass myself in front of people I don’t know for fun if I’m with friends and I won’t care. But the girl asked to go to the bathroom and wasn’t allowed to go ( she was going to actually come with me) So I’m stuck going down by myself. So I leave. I pull out my phone and slowly walk down while messaging the kid who fixed my laptop that I’m coming. I opened the door and awkwardly took two big steps into the classroom. And look around waiting to see if somebody calls me over, because still I don’t know what he looked like. I’ll skip the boring stuff and just say I walked over, got my stuff, thanked him, and left. In situations like this, I check my phone over and over just to make sure I was going to the right room. Even though I knew, my mind wasn’t comfortable with the information. So. How many other people also get super nervous to go to new places they haven’t been to? And fear they are going to the wrong place? And their heart races and stuff?",2.316376718824088,3.4610893797297315,3.8723470839260337,90.422942152679,75.47297297297297,6.76055002370792,22.84732100521574,7.2039019648360325,0.6158153153153152,2711,73,615,29,57,903,268,740,0.1,0.772,0.128,0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,0,82.0,0,0,6,5,36,31,0,6,36,0,50,5,3,8,6,114,140,65,0,10,12,1,5,4,2,4,2,5,3,7,38,55,0,5,17,0,1,36,23,10,1,2,39,16,95,20,97,94,4,124,0,1,6,0,67,47,0,6,38,404,133,15,0.0,0.0,0.05060130168224634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192957240491294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293406632170504,0.04314606606582538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833800924910008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04616039478805902,0.2423789913793385,0.0,0.0,0.0398719561070842,0.0,0.2528741273165663,0.0,0.044123304951718914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05294797583975879,0.0,0.05286785424660136,0.0,0.0,0.26800195171015584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04140060864495528,0.0,0.0,0.033441062884345785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03424858908529895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058349333385578926,0.0262185661917868,0.0,0.04978726112446432,0.11360542317719258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012339985130659,0.0,0.10836475241037613,0.0,0.38310223284493106,0.0,0.12441536634106135,0.05716840203288943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046450335799412164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06144636257540316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412133137425039,0.0,0.04608955986013452,0.0,0.05399719072988763,0.1994803687013561,0.0,0.0,0.10981023030409268,0.056338718537934436,0.05302347135335325,0.0732509818176765,0.10133153419612866,0.0,0.0,0.04588850323243625,0.17417471475724935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03461245359108875,0.05257106678791304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05500811438869108,0.05235701073671961,0.0,0.04138877729620237,0.0,0.0,0.11534560542569453,0.07998486128303835,0.1001604029452763,0.05514653010340589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903528001017262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03943674070652607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718970428790295,0.09055253283953983,0.10835124026033084,0.0,0.04901809100458845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055152324584914585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119883846919775,0.0,0.058739635211056684,0.04428240058289217,0.049324324385899655,0.164943173852359,0.0,0.10495653454520894,0.08264066925833037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289355237735137,0.1748557098834182,0.0,0.0528578683730008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101060126083607,0.0,0.04141008029068045,0.043351647062428826,0.0,0.0,0.1780787302029676,0.0,0.0,0.04887108374210331,0.0,0.11696159454806873,0.0,0.045322034626055344,0.14321854486951546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03322547516330469,0.05094556452049026,0.04116569624849508,0.06047210561241793,0.0,0.0,0.19819204760317435,0.17283263883693914,0.10561487908419023,0.0,0.10130620058280616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030584396125911625,0.1646348163651219,0.0,0.0,0.046622307923301035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623264838568712,0.07549958146731456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338679915026093,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnxietyThrowaway2018,2018/02/22,"Went out whilst having an anxiety attack I was feeling sick, I felt like I couldn't breathe and I was shutting all the windows in my house because I was scared. My mum made me go out on a walk with her and my dog. As soon as we got outside everything started to calm down and I was fine. Again, it was all just in my head.",2.466956521739128,3.273782942028987,3.6441739130434776,93.51495652173914,74.65217391304347,6.679420289855073,26.84347826086957,6.742157984588678,0.8888817391304347,249,9,59,2,5,81,51,69,0.153,0.735,0.112,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,3,0,7,3,2,1,2,14,14,5,0,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,9,2,13,3,10,4,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,5,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22981718148700456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34176621814677466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18313061699223604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26999425232663943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15189919994758266,0.0,0.2884461750145811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073316038601385,0.0,0.24026987174089856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083131690906989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466393730513218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467679321330965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842605907522037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007685148229828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126357724558777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784883554698279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,clabkrussy,2018/02/22,"How do i approach my parents to talk about anxiety? Hello! Recently anxiety has been severely fucking shit up. I am in constant pain, can barely sleep, and have fainted four times in the past five days. Parents think I've got some sort of virus, but I have been incredibly anxious in the past few months. At this point I can't even function. I havent gotten any real work done in the past two weeks. I can't stop worrying about everything that is not on hand. I am afraid my parents are not going to take me seriously- because they are that way. They're the kind of people who think mental illness is made up in someones head for attention and not a real illness. I want to get my life back on track. What should I do?",3.1707109557109554,4.989044293706296,4.2407167832167865,85.88363927738929,74.5944055944056,7.284149184149183,27.301282051282055,8.07648339933343,1.746697435897436,566,22,113,9,12,184,97,143,0.183,0.784,0.033,-0.9579,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,2,1,5,0,19,10,4,2,0,18,29,4,0,2,4,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,3,6,1,14,1,18,22,2,25,0,0,0,1,7,11,2,2,11,75,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068506747440988,0.0,0.20403038280001487,0.15065168779613566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254073964835224,0.0,0.08129115857562992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410794089344256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600208411090772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646710228369774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880788403580498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984967855661185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232833176989444,0.06967178782329828,0.0,0.07578796294694036,0.0,0.1066551107915708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685933641871356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886732473082913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09419163980041106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618246549466555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343891327337908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064416259311508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189770542025573,0.0,0.4442204025908147,0.0,0.38190349760562936,0.09245064294745127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606232045053067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035713391805095,0.0,0.0,0.13167065974060066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065168779613566,0.13688562437496135,0.0,0.0,0.13344997492789268,0.0,0.11299013057386252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148963805078914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002653626456913,0.10718462739579454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708952923836055,0.0,0.0,0.07775959650608763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13026715708186185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865544875767874,0.10584993495560403,0.10696826910408844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708305890495238,0.1354271235062452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ExistingCat,2018/02/22,"It's okay. It's okay if you failed that exam, it's okay if you couldn't go to that event, it's okay if you didn't get that promotion, it's okay if that customer was rude to you, it's okay if your date didn't text you back, it's okay if you were alone this valentine's day, it's okay if your favorite show is over, it's okay if you couldn't go to the gym, it's okay if you overcooked dinner, it's okay if you forgot to do the laundry. ...it's okay if you feel sad...it's okay to cry...it's okay if you can't get out of bed in the morning...it's okay, just promise...you'll try again tomorrow.",-1.9637663398692808,-0.13167559558823427,0.37137254901960937,105.85728758169935,95.39705882352942,3.610457516339869,14.173202614379086,5.033348758259628,-1.450314052287582,453,9,124,2,18,150,54,136,0.063,0.698,0.239,0.9349,0,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,13,0,2,3,17,1,0,3,15,9,1,0,0,0,18,15,12,0,14,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,17,1,1,1,1,2,0,2,5,2,0,0,5,1,13,15,9,8,0,11,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,12,6,66,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4550471970900265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378427550376302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28335255952558336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22215495551761832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4590976977022137,0.0,0.499399834416849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29829839655504475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tyrone_ynwa,2018/02/22,"6-8 Week Therapy Clinics for anxiety/depression I have the opportunity to go into a special clinic for 6-8 weeks that will treat my anxiety. You sleep, eat and live there basically and your day is structured and includes group therapy, 1on1 therapy, movement therapy etc. Does anyone have experience with this type of things that they care to share? I dont like the idea of being there permanently and there are a lot of off-putting aspects about it but ultimately I want to get better and I think this is a great opportunity. Anyone have insight? 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I recently found this out. I have had panic attacks for couple of years now and it wasn’t until recently that I found out that having hyperthyroidism or hypothyroidism can cause panic and anxiety attacks. I’ve been on thyroid medication for about six months now and my panic attacks have lessened. I still get them don’t get me wrong but they’re not as often. I remember couple years ago I wouldn’t sleep I was too terrified to sleep because of panic attacks. But I found out that my thyroid was all wonky and since I’ve been on the medication, my panic attacks aren’t as severe. 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You are ruining my life. You actually are ruining my life, my brain, my relationship and I’m f*king sick and tired and done with you. Just leave me alone. Seriously. 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I feel my anxiety about my past affecting my college life. It's a challenge trying to connect with others when people add my Instagram or Facebook with barely any friends or connections. I feel that they can pick up or sense from there that I have been lonely all along. 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For the last few days I have been having a panic attack that wakes me up every morning at 3-4am. Anyone know why that is? I know I have GAD/depression but this is new and scary as all hell. Waking up in a sweat, heart beating out of my chest, classic panic attack stuff. Please help if you know what's going on. Have a good weekend. Thanks",0.2538909090909094,2.6735501466666705,1.8584242424242416,93.88254545454548,94.2,3.793939393939394,16.151515151515152,5.565023196281405,-0.5372666666666666,291,7,58,2,11,94,61,75,0.32,0.536,0.14400000000000002,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,0,9,4,3,4,0,7,5,5,0,1,8,12,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,0,0,1,0,6,2,9,11,2,12,1,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,5,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119367863916896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463673613347027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324308695939603,0.0,0.13788298649522585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348804836978765,0.15297030836102554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909813213237474,0.13427366075854275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897042619922406,0.1073031657169436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639394369357023,0.1304925440650954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15461334508012914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5634839823411212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572781978928936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326169726870195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473869090554856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933482120462629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444539192566088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,infinitystrings54,2018/02/22,"I haven't been able come to school like normal since the Florida shooting Hey guys, I'm just posting this because I need to let this off my chest, I'm stressed so I'm sorry if what I say doesn't make sense. Since the Florida shooting happened, coming to school has been awful. The school I go to is an open campus. There are several buildings for the different grade levels, there's a building for Fine Arts, the gym, etc. and none of the entrances are locked because sometimes kids need to leave buildings to get to class. There are over 3000 of us altogether and that makes me uneasy. A day after the shooting a student threatened our school. It was discovered he had no weapon, but just the fact that there are over 3000 of us and probably a few kids among us who would do that makes me so afraid. We had a lockdown drill today at school, but it wasn't like most lockdown drills. I felt the tension and the seriousness. Usually during lockdown drills things aren't too serious because we're high schoolers. We mess around because we know nothing is wrong. But this drill was different. We knew we were all okay, that everyone was safe, but the atmosphere was completely different. No one said a word. We all just sat in silence as our teachers read some new rules and technologies being added to our school to make it a safer environment. I couldn't focus all day. My teacher propped open our classroom door and all I could think about is how easy it would be for someone to attack us. Today I was taking a quiz. They were doing construction or something because I kept hearing banging outside my room, and I would freeze up, unable to concentrate. I wanted to lay down on the floor. One, because I wanted to cry, and two, because I didn't want to get shot. I feel like I can't come to school. I can't think clearly. I can't even use the restroom because then I think about how if I were in the restroom when a shooter entered, the shooter could easily get me and the classrooms would be locked and I'd be locked out. I was late for one of my classes because I was afraid to leave my classroom. Does anyone else feel the same way? It's like I can't function normally anymore, school is such a scary place to be all of a sudden when it used to be a place I felt safe and comfortable, even though we had an open campus. Ugh. P.S.: Please excuse the typos, I'm obviously not in a state to care so much about that right now *Okay so it's come to my attention that my referring to school shooters as ""nutty"" has offended some people. I wanted to clarify I don't mean people who struggle with violent thoughts or have anger issues/ struggle with mental illness. I mean people who do such things (who I have no problem calling that.)",4.03549498746867,5.747489704887223,4.343984962406015,86.47908521303259,72.0639097744361,7.171929824561403,28.456140350877188,7.793537801064563,1.7276035087719301,2161,84,420,28,42,676,245,532,0.134,0.7709999999999999,0.095,-0.9559,3,3,1,6,0,0,60.0,15,0,1,0,26,28,5,6,33,3,54,2,1,8,8,95,97,31,0,18,12,0,5,4,0,4,1,3,2,3,24,29,0,3,14,3,0,6,16,17,0,4,24,8,53,11,52,59,13,45,0,0,0,0,30,23,0,7,17,279,77,20,0.0588911230981425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05840416959652401,0.04117804255703601,0.060340915044997084,0.0,0.05242558520049488,0.0,0.06699715432270732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32309533829686704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06013442110549457,0.0,0.060043424886165014,0.0,0.0,0.20291795189057102,0.061746222117897716,0.0,0.0,0.09403953955913348,0.0,0.06468913340920797,0.07595980491448892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18458606790284726,0.0,0.0,0.0515360186834598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04919597660463393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656791694197768,0.07779406278182645,0.0,0.0,0.056272991843911685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955424263736589,0.042071830108315784,0.11308942707115192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230454353193132,0.0,0.03346918240313875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058311470716345085,0.052077225664766656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637457580806343,0.0,0.0,0.062221704900210825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061467032120335274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03236502111881655,0.0,0.06643175197147318,0.12471439230806552,0.0,0.06022016336351412,0.0,0.11508491216089488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572411278603017,0.0,0.0,0.12829939515641,0.0,0.0,0.059348400742950086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043291751576605336,0.08733404314112282,0.0,0.0568774136620017,0.0,0.0,0.11540159373362133,0.05650762091504091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971844737663953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122483069016989,0.0,0.12305737860189815,0.06464476848940283,0.0,0.0,0.05640141691801402,0.0,0.0634945912131751,0.05635085138502206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058907059872420064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029269735018388,0.05601894399782627,0.0468325848042454,0.0,0.5364086456009612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665302064091582,0.0,0.09743069118171548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04989825749213833,0.045337263720908,0.0582448265861814,0.06592379082110847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745958253658696,0.123131576991727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04427879547910417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824929077483728,0.11320516128588333,0.057860229437361285,0.0467529735376407,0.0,0.0,0.1116437974775132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05752807005201579,0.0,0.2833550800573177,0.1017260440168323,0.06486025201740159,0.0,0.13894204087868345,0.04674503235915918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733825672021468,0.06438819822443459,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anon9495,2018/02/22,"Crippling work anxiety I’ve suffered from general anxiety disorder most of my life have dipped in and out of mild anti-depressants. In the past 2-3 years I’ve been able to mange it really well. I haven’t been having general panic attacks regularly for a while however I have panic attacks nearly every night solely because I am dreading work so much. I know everyone slightly dreads work but this is different. I cannot sleep or get out of bed to go in and I convince myself I’m having a heart attack or something. I want to stress that it’s the environment and not me being lazy - in my previous job I had no problem going in and never once rang in sick - i was there 4 years. I’m going to my doctor later as she is really supportive but I just want to know if anyone has any advice re work related stress & anxiety. I’ve also handed in my notice and have about three and a half weeks left - I’m just really not sure what to do at this point. I feel like if I go in for my whole notice period I’ll end up really sick. Thanks ",2.248318782738835,4.162611601895737,4.6794412571713675,81.29301571464208,77.5308056872038,8.233574457470691,22.953604390122226,8.99025400887824,1.8885298578199048,812,25,159,20,19,285,128,211,0.222,0.688,0.09,-0.9794,3,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,7,17,3,6,5,0,17,7,3,0,2,29,32,16,0,5,10,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,6,8,0,0,3,0,0,4,6,11,1,2,4,3,20,6,27,27,3,29,0,1,0,0,1,15,0,5,11,103,26,6,0.10687167962096886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443376843927236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546524358121442,0.0,0.11579542021880365,0.0,0.07267640692830958,0.0,0.2452696271681714,0.0,0.0,0.0747271632813024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36474589219638215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651479839498754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204842105693427,0.0,0.0,0.11165815872641373,0.12248420377373635,0.10938769263287526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946565869490895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900439994184125,0.1021204697630501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403753235104086,0.07634914927519144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05583604163604685,0.0,0.24295055354967976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664345491792312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605365145312094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746776036761135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611639261049694,0.0,0.07548662788734369,0.052212104365753034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785629813344733,0.0,0.08242602775375382,0.0,0.0,0.1002918316381554,0.0,0.0,0.24334823117839244,0.0,0.11381485088203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507817784909455,0.0,0.0,0.10202111098082607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102828122143764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022617640616682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27385893828379937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694886106986766,0.0,0.0,0.08227504025008278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448422958482116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127671554717355,0.10072529326838674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839308393199883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607137118037548,0.0,0.0857260149916015,0.0,0.09609047475200144,0.0,0.0,0.11931841368910352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3112154223985057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764371550050178 anxiety,DirEnGay,2018/02/22,"Cant sleep because of anxiety for about a month now its very difficult for me to fall asleep, i spend about 3 or 4 hours each night nearly falling asleep before getting a sudden spout of panic and shooting back awake. The reason it's happening is because i have anxiety about my heart's health (even though im only 19), i have a fear of heart attacks/my heart stopping so when i concentrate too much on my heart beat or happen to notice it, i get anxiety and my heart will then skip beats even if it was fine before i started making myself panic over nothing. so its just an ongoing problem of being too aware of my own heart ig while i am falling asleep and its like a constant pain in my chest from the anxiety which in the end makes me More anxious about my heart lol until i eventually pass out from exhaustion or get only an hr or so of fitful sleep. Anybody else go through similar with their heart? its really annoying and the only thing that ive found to Sometimes work is falling asleep to asmr baking videos",8.787562189054725,6.657073328358213,8.501094527363188,73.89203980099506,61.98507462686568,11.520398009950249,36.76119402985074,9.994966539143718,3.4765462686567155,813,29,154,13,9,262,124,201,0.191,0.775,0.034,-0.9787,0,0,0,1,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,3,16,10,1,3,10,1,10,19,15,3,0,19,20,17,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,10,7,1,1,2,1,1,6,1,8,0,0,2,0,19,2,27,16,4,27,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,5,15,102,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491442438741134,0.0919814008316522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260693798487345,0.0,0.09926572679534516,0.0,0.1385648102832414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879860721658891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801594475066161,0.0,0.07211393453631289,0.0,0.0,0.10755425628850734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162011231449442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927280429947734,0.0,0.0,0.12761573539962046,0.0,0.04627285030799198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439988368174346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654563015402883,0.0,0.7718645357298252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018227836733753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879475489029579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03977768898703428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869693624570316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498865033091987,0.0,0.059853052761969186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640713461569006,0.0,0.07812466562126809,0.09269718557549854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18577068853416492,0.08663659803808083,0.19105760454603124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790792375682577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05215972333284097,0.08371329874225784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295755878191093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052644099201453,0.0,0.0576294801005809,0.0,0.0,0.06807074806890089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0540918160939453,0.0,0.07999471583417007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718000954616059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05927471431440801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kurapika91,2018/02/22,"Failed my first driving test need advice! So I have pretty bad anxiety which my psych prescribed anti depressants for a few years back. Im 27 now and still only a permit holder. Ill start by saying my instructor had a lot of confidence in my ability and said I was ready after several lessons. I can drive normally with my mother and the instructor without much issue. I have extreme performance anxiety which made it hard these last few months as i was dreading my test. But the days leading up to the test were the worst. I couldn't sleep 2 nights in a row and had to call in sick to work. I had a near panic attack and was unable to eat much as i felt like throwing up. Before the test my hands were shaking and my heart was racing. I was really not in a state to drive. During the test I could barely think. I was not myself and then it happened. I was in a median strip turning right (we drive on left side in aus) and nearly had an accident because I tried to go without properly looking and failed to see a car coming. What!?! Why did I do that?! Apparently it was near the end of my test and was my ONLY mistake. But i have no excuse. I dont understand why I tried to go. I usually am always double and triple checking before I go. Now ill have to repeat all this again. Any advice?",2.4643662207357906,4.354974911538463,4.113311036789298,85.70647157190638,76.80769230769229,7.137123745819397,23.22742474916388,8.04050195162591,1.2987408026755856,1007,31,201,17,23,337,148,260,0.197,0.746,0.056,-0.9887,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,7,6,11,1,3,16,0,26,7,3,3,1,34,41,17,0,5,6,1,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,9,14,1,0,4,0,1,12,7,10,0,1,19,7,31,1,31,20,9,45,0,3,2,0,6,15,0,1,18,146,40,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434417158852603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364582911854654,0.0,0.0,0.08470664935016288,0.0,0.19057966844979546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14170762194608996,0.0,0.0957807356756983,0.10400433462893766,0.07593203441875898,0.0,0.2119867205596136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719205611209386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729940959163238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945287717476564,0.0,0.0,0.08033239192573344,0.0,0.10728534410619962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459861119104396,0.0,0.0,0.12745835086811996,0.0,0.0,0.11032524388951966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959936164085065,0.0,0.0,0.10595264616733223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237491180522688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015004862680794,0.0,0.11158337261663576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476069495126208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454868111957527,0.13001070027394349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153491630239617,0.0,0.0,0.13533732566561252,0.0,0.0,0.06085485790053796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046009773808802,0.0,0.0,0.10589843048109793,0.0,0.11786387942879145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942445581303094,0.0,0.1831352757537159,0.09236138231225728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689329968718642,0.12204462698528122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894705154358705,0.0,0.14614704463167416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672466089039774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979781209979413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637554109269792,0.11848729126055765,0.09905695681090868,0.0,0.0,0.0992600422843136,0.0,0.0,0.14071996688714505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465227789784575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816585155426862,0.0,0.09947563003878818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981450535732665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913927824049976,0.135488035711148,0.0,0.12967376854552798,0.0,0.0,0.1371877979762925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247962396067053,0.0,0.0,0.24014726385129545,0.0,0.09068285283929016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021405045282264 anxiety,MagicDragonRider,2018/02/22,"Can working out prevent an anxiety attack in the moment? When I google excercise and anxiety its all long term stuff. If I am about to tweak out, can I drop and do 30 pushups and calm myself down a bit? I always feel like it would help a ton, but am scared to try it because of the increased breathing and heart rate. Thanks, much love to all of you.",3.713943661971833,4.64121109859155,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,71.8169014084507,7.370140845070423,26.876056338028175,7.554174236665415,1.2436061971830978,272,9,59,3,5,86,54,71,0.124,0.645,0.231,0.8693,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,1,5,0,6,3,2,0,2,13,9,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,10,8,7,10,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,5,42,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105350653981808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880764681376627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885585533879376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462003882907402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769153648259232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825086585601492,0.1812045087163353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005713259204364,0.1700133378991836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391845633460835,0.0,0.0,0.2244684255174904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22892510928255436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645874343264787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539435524452153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29036359415444457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335228434663955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722087520060355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846570598887875,0.0,0.0,0.18018259795430824,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CaPsEvErYfEwLeTtErS,2018/02/22,"I am having horrible anxiety about telling my parents im bisexual I feel like they'll think im weird or something, i'm also afraid too tell others because of the fact I do water polo and my anxiety is that they'll think I do water polo because im bi or something and im just so worried.",0.4711520737327177,2.67104712903226,3.8513824884792633,83.22564516129033,85.7741935483871,6.123502304147466,26.599078341013822,7.447530270364453,1.78204331797235,230,11,45,4,7,84,39,62,0.194,0.763,0.042,-0.7886,1,0,2,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,9,11,6,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,26,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138222960180403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26444975359925305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107277020226379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739491481478588,0.12347949854076193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7468029692485141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444264966991599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192235717828812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266126887043189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021458401960725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150239264322688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553106037636435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rabbithydee,2018/02/22,"Anxiety inducing day I’m anxious every single day but getting out of my comfort zone makes it worst. We have this mandatory day in France where you have to go to the military and they talk to you about citizenship and everything. Problem is, I hate guns and people I don’t know. This is going to be hell. On the bright side, I never have to see those people again and I get to go home tonight. 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So, it’s currently 1am, I have to be up at 5:30. I have a great job at a bakery working with really great people, but I had a panic attack the last time I opened and i wasn’t able to leave. This freaks me out a lot as I have (self diagnosed) agoraphobia. I wasn’t able to leave the house around 2 years ago and i’ve made so much progress since then and now it just feels like I’m regressing. I can’t keep calling out of work and i don’t know what to do. 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I was stuck in a bit of a depression for 2 years after highschool that resulted in me doing absolutely nothing with my life. I didnt really know what to do, I was lost. I wouldnt do a damn thing in my house, and it would be a mess as a result. I myself was a mess, I didnt look after myself, my hygiene or health. I relied on my parents for food and doing things for me. I shouldn't have. I got tired of being such a lazy ass, being so lonely and being in such a sad state. This past month i started doing small things around the house, even just washing my own dish. I started to actually do a lot around the house after a few weeks. I started taking care of my body, making sure i was actually clean. I dont eat as bad as i used to. I even went to buy groceries today with my grandpa, and wasnt shy talking to the cashier. My anxiety is finally under control, i can actually associate with others. I feel pretty good, cute even lol, and i actually love myself. Today my friend asked if i wanted to move in with him and 2 other friends in our own house/apartment. He said as soon as I get a job to tell him and we'll start looking. As i write this im applying to as many jobs as possible. I want to do this for me, i know i can do it and I know i can get a job. Im excited for what the future has in store for me and for now i will do my best in the present to get there. I hope everyone else can overcome their depression/anxiety or any problems at all. Love to all! <3",1.4600021978021966,2.9804282738461545,3.859247252747252,88.06728846153847,78.56923076923077,6.981318681318682,22.991758241758237,7.83500028581142,1.0273450549450558,1179,37,263,19,28,411,158,325,0.08900000000000001,0.732,0.17800000000000002,0.982,4,2,0,0,0,0,38.0,2,0,1,3,12,20,1,0,18,1,35,11,2,5,3,40,63,21,0,8,4,2,1,0,2,5,4,1,1,0,14,15,3,1,4,0,2,2,6,9,0,0,12,4,52,11,51,42,8,36,0,4,2,3,17,14,2,5,19,198,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.3462259910558659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06031771266694135,0.0,0.13570752437858769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792013151544165,0.08292069938081806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07405916324622769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308312673585901,0.0,0.09683529332056504,0.09852353323837956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043356901403947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099482400409289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07639549679766945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395344898104987,0.0,0.0,0.09076024425053793,0.07409583570429122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17575266797656922,0.0,0.0,0.08475478374511326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044848396987977567,0.0,0.0,0.19432874709349976,0.0,0.0,0.10725402894699283,0.0,0.13705578017777065,0.0,0.1390232040165934,0.0,0.0,0.07439571248948676,0.07093992987326303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428187487985888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809717289483834,0.0,0.3070369077579214,0.0,0.0,0.19161822005112408,0.0,0.26405737209626057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462383788002611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626500527963157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896803844193207,0.0,0.09682439465711096,0.07540790658870095,0.16010689850853166,0.0,0.05920663426161625,0.08992589663901553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079793385530572,0.09427198546589706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510816705622339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848868305257563,0.0,0.08467232102123318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999937194093625,0.0,0.09023780000793873,0.0,0.08487205080970453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056822239323726736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437215311627437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511237331134668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359685838141459,0.0,0.06668989176433136,0.07129212931773006,0.07752600147329687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357081612516876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194535553156964,0.1681507522815958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660663294575927,0.0,0.0,0.10463281089124796,0.0,0.07114822208321295,0.0,0.0,0.08222397699889017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300854679961584,0.0,0.0,0.057118633356208766 anxiety,PixieMuffin9,2018/02/22,"Can't seem to let it go Even on my honeymoon it seems I can't let my anxiety go. Today has been the worst of it and in the end I can recognize it's stupid shit but my mind says nope dwell. Now I lay here trying to sleep (never seem to) while my wife sleeps and I just feel so alone and helpless. I seem to post more and more here because in the end you guys won't just tell to stop worrying or it's all just in your head. ",0.6702368421052647,1.8848084842105275,2.4559868421052653,98.60503289473688,79.94736842105263,6.434210526315789,18.190789473684205,7.1686216300943375,-0.21581578947368474,326,6,86,4,8,108,60,95,0.224,0.763,0.013,-0.9641,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,2,1,3,0,8,4,4,0,2,18,15,8,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,2,5,5,0,0,1,2,11,0,10,11,4,14,0,1,0,0,6,4,1,5,7,58,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16647567190038226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296381977565544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979841456480104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847315984267196,0.0,0.0,0.1061656651642098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127375736472946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827017582201184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591554896076292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496314467538475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32873016120599896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229914923004754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12397074197759896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394218348250893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782498662001987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5853178763243572,0.0,0.0,0.16499483081418392,0.0,0.0,0.32170735438325976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438382629088802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049174232219366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523604449596563,0.0,0.0,0.10913027552059204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323682952533433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,endothermicspark,2018/02/22,"About to start an SSRI--experiences? I've never been on any psychiatric medication before, though I've been in and out of therapy since high school for an eating disorder (since resolved) and various symptoms of anxiety and depression. I've always resisted medication when it's been brought up, since I've never thought I've been ""bad enough"" to need it. I still don't think I'm ""that bad"", but the stress of med school has been really wearing on me and I've definitely noticed an uptick in obsessive/worried thoughts, especially at night, irrational fears of a lot of things (every new disease we learn about terrifies me), and social anxiety. I saw a psychiatrist for the first time on the recommendation of my therapist, and she prescribed an SSRI. I have absolutely no background or baseline on which to compare it. I'd love to hear your experiences on SSRIs, especially as a first psychiatric medication. Thanks!",7.9937195121951214,8.890275810975613,8.506000000000004,63.28900000000003,62.23170731707317,12.657560975609755,38.960975609756105,12.161744961471696,5.370189756097561,739,37,119,25,10,246,102,164,0.166,0.758,0.075,-0.9182,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,3,5,8,0,2,10,0,8,7,1,0,2,19,19,11,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,6,8,1,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,2,9,2,9,3,25,10,3,22,0,1,1,1,6,11,0,2,10,77,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348130509702642,0.0,0.0,0.08457218876724215,0.0,0.19027714847634367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767848305483755,0.0,0.0,0.10582510986359643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711504283684192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14253259951026484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725602762328234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285018706628478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478253449820832,0.0,0.0,0.243304873838939,0.0,0.13994474400213652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156892075876224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401679363188179,0.0,0.0,0.1313980219673436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057303307533656,0.11224390187314318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814102827573976,0.3758527348132111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221477085494732,0.1918352839154744,0.12011210013919217,0.0,0.11670774706131765,0.0,0.0,0.1415899148928398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967114364562845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25172721787959346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086270326581443,0.0,0.0,0.12677404228557035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802589994616422,0.0,0.09931772565579068,0.0,0.14245922258585114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292624318297505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449820952068435,0.14222175206322096,0.14439687938186332,0.08262231037104133,0.07968781040482638,0.12218758246561932,0.1974631924274621,0.07251799504955067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262982823120992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiety-thro-away,2018/02/22,"Shitpost I was Diagnosed with GAD/Derealization/PTSD three years ago but have been suffering from the malady for ~15 years I had a shitty life but managed to attain a semblance of normality, despite the problems noted above. Everything was chugging along objectively well but all along I had the inner electric current of anxiety buzzing through every aspect of my life. Spoke to an expensive psychiatrist and explained my experiences, only to be prescribed SSRI drugs. Experimented with the drugs for a few weeks but had such unpleasant side-effects that I decided they weren’t for me. Grinded on with life on a pendulum of abject terror and surreal detachment until, after exhaustive scouring of forums etcetera, I found this message board. I don’t think there is any advice here that reinvents the wheel, but just so many individuals describing their experiences that are so readily relatable to my own has become a sort of digital cognitive therapy exercise. I’ve been reading the posts here for about six months, and have been unable/unwilling to contribute as I believe my commensuration is an inadequate remedy to a stranger’s distress. I am still of that mindset generally, but would like to express that merely reading about so many others struggles and the responses to them has given me a sense of clarity and comradery that has made dealing with my own anxiety issues immeasurably easier. Anxiety disorders are fucking weird but truly understanding that there are so many others in the same confusing boat sort of helps make sense of it. Keep truckin’ ",12.284912935323383,11.02308209328359,11.436417910447762,52.847263681592075,54.55970149253731,15.201990049751243,48.07960199004975,13.816669648895859,7.046819900497513,1283,69,179,42,12,416,169,268,0.146,0.774,0.08,-0.9589,2,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,1,14,11,1,4,17,0,23,9,0,2,1,36,33,18,0,3,8,0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,11,11,0,1,5,3,1,0,2,9,1,2,13,1,18,2,38,18,5,14,0,1,0,1,9,4,1,3,10,138,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018735164867515,0.10902588760224877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363946840752166,0.0,0.2822679615008046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583612296716754,0.0,0.1385710110404937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680039876540022,0.0,0.12483532213390518,0.0,0.0,0.14096065181179634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28526570144141106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362692052280832,0.0,0.11053819203603776,0.3609323101153478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485549359005652,0.0,0.11370506129650335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824396259617692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837275398830722,0.0,0.10932184370041943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606208133515117,0.06008817494097324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163789654708304,0.08209879315523544,0.3740868407504749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817185185230144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050704167090945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935417308530624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779331080169078,0.0,0.0,0.11768770562598692,0.1437722537673665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605259907041754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822238135702553,0.0,0.0,0.12857900484284082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065323260454204,0.0,0.0,0.07880895833454726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804006711106095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865757851327993,0.0,0.11058549214206068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737070963797801,0.0,0.0,0.15840693948249782 anxiety,AdmiralMcMuffins,2018/02/22,"Freaking out Over Swelling under Ear/Side of Thoat In the last day I've suddenly had two bumps under my right ear pop up and I'm freaking out. Did a bunch of googling and think it might be a ""Lymph node swelling"" or something, but I can't help blowing it out of proportion and thinking It's going to be some weird cancer or something. Now I'm trawling through every forum I can find relating to my symptoms and making myself feel worse. I Never usually get anything worse than a cold, this feels like a huge wake-up call that at any moment in my life something in my body could just screw up and cause irreparable damage to me. I feel like there's so much that could go wrong with the human body that maybe what I've got now could be serious. Can't concentrate on uni work right now because I'm worrying so much, this sucks really bad.",6.575119047619048,5.923572464285716,6.369761904761906,82.6419047619048,65.42857142857143,9.609523809523813,32.35714285714286,8.841846274778883,2.4111857142857143,666,23,136,9,9,209,108,168,0.25,0.7,0.05,-0.9897,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,2,0,6,0,12,8,3,2,1,27,26,10,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,1,4,1,0,1,9,9,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,3,5,10,2,22,16,4,27,0,1,0,1,3,16,2,4,11,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443697672464033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427892132542293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159514040983112,0.08465441405214949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085085360128921,0.0,0.0,0.14180271955939255,0.0,0.0,0.14265867203584112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332631350159778,0.0,0.0,0.08956024449939577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700472597191365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106519048166272,0.19841880295925216,0.0,0.0,0.12692549028781652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255431559214058,0.0,0.15784706991253603,0.0,0.11106774793137517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09308223959777724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319832151487705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808862631102107,0.13569061799097934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926974066901744,0.0,0.13951448846564293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732008342976693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417218608566054,0.0,0.10710580219195848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896425701828316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371899862716696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207288192761225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434004185078894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17796573569000562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565669435925953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294668109035384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109967196915882,0.14103014384428006,0.2830426302540046,0.0,0.15183353307312067,0.0,0.0 anxiety,candyscape,2018/02/22,"Am I crazy? Hi everyone I’m a 20 year old male, I’ve just recently sold my business & felt demotivated recently. I work online at home & work via my laptop & mobile phone. I’ve been having panic attacks I feel like where there’s intense fear that there’s something wrong with me. Or that I’m going to die in that moment. I’ve been having lots of headaches, always concerned about my health, getting enough exercise, drinking enough water, etc. I wear a Fitbit so it bugs me that I should atleast be getting enough steps in for my day. I was entering the gym the other day & the gym has mirrors all over, as I was walking in I was staring at myself in the mirror and I felt extremely uncomfortable as I walked toward myself in the mirror & in that moment I had a panic attack. It was like my vision was playing a game with me. Luckily someone started talking to an old friend from highschool & it immediately started to dwindle and fade away. I never in my life have had anxiety or panic attacks before, is it possible to just randomly acquire anxiety & have panic attacks? I’m usually someone who is extremely laid back, never stressed. Does anyone have any tips? Is it normal to have headaches? Sensation of fear? Etc. I’ve had this for about 3 weeks now",3.3128216503992896,5.66100036734694,4.650878438331857,80.69079858030172,75.93877551020408,7.036379769299022,28.203194321206745,8.04050195162591,2.149308784383319,1010,43,178,17,23,334,134,245,0.184,0.745,0.071,-0.984,0,0,2,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,10,16,4,7,10,0,23,6,1,0,3,18,35,7,1,2,4,0,3,2,1,1,3,0,1,1,13,4,2,0,3,6,1,5,2,12,0,0,13,4,23,4,28,20,7,36,0,0,1,0,7,13,0,4,20,118,36,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416314367181802,0.5848537546537406,0.0,0.05243862641106758,0.0,0.11798053767976985,0.0,0.0,0.053918320452089635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509029387345268,0.07244901662438681,0.05929416703419041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561640986163964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994613839932956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002981012376083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748100195269886,0.0,0.0,0.07554014692243555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390311172160102,0.17199994384859438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368357062711857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735442881611454,0.03899001190203887,0.055088641346756784,0.14807872326907648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059576337832174975,0.0,0.08057540132697309,0.0,0.0438243779942261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08196617205064585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734936095874903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446630132279935,0.07534580067152137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555764247693062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189466529403704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755531312955534,0.0,0.0,0.16183159579719644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36189604161257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693189883565541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227707775339192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306730514805536,0.059364383587172886,0.0,0.0,0.10916017071472192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833123584575017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619794944145971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492768562356058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185438526547599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227652795642568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430958077691651,0.0,0.04965743134551224 anxiety,kuddlybuddly,2018/02/22,"Just had my first real day of work I recently graduated from university with a bachelors degree and I finally found a job. I finished my first day of work today and I already feel so burned out and worried, upset, and anxious about what the future holds. I started at 7am and left at 4pm. I'm tired when I wake up and when I get home. The office I work in has no windows. I have to commute in traffic for 30+ minutes to get there and back. I sit at a computer screen all day. I am honestly very upset that this will be what it is like for the foreseeable future 5 days every week. I feel like all the little things I used to do that would reduce anxiety are gone. Walking along the beach, hiking, going on small vacations when I had a week off from school are all things of the past. I understand that I need to buckle down and work, but I want to find a way to do it without making me a wreck. I just feel very upset, sad, scared, and like theres nothing to look forward to. How do you deal with it? 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So I have anxiety and have had it for 8 years now. with many ups and downs. I've recently started getting a feeling of intense stress in my chest..almost chest tightness. Has anyone had this come on suddenly? any ideas? and how have you dealt with it?",2.503392857142856,5.38515541071429,2.9121428571428574,88.43285714285715,84.17857142857143,6.057142857142857,27.642857142857146,7.447530270364453,1.881528571428572,237,11,43,4,7,73,41,56,0.166,0.785,0.049,-0.7744,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,6,2,2,1,0,12,10,6,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,9,8,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25090566210996823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703934772274944,0.0,0.38336461948558,0.0,0.0,0.17520157824269067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158404286444633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669370194882912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091039707521865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28285852322418675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540346034958343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24042484179139814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740370368440526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773519096116394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5740450295388599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613562935615259 anxiety,bastard_unicorn,2018/02/22,"I Feel Like I can't breathe when I'm anxious- What Can I Do? I've had issues with anxiety in the past, but for the last year or so I feel like my stress and anxiety are within a normal range. Lately I've had trouble breathing, heart palpitations and sometimes chest pain, and taking Xanax helps (I have some left over from an old prescription). My problem here is that even though my anxiety is not bad enough to interfere with my life, the breathing issues are. Additionally, the only reason I even still have Xanax is because it makes me feel high and I can't get anything done- and I'm really only anxious when I have a lot to do! Does anyone have any advice on breathing techniques or another medication to look into that could help the physical effects of anxiety without affecting me mentally? btw, I'm definitely not having panic attacks- I've had them before and its different. This is a low level awareness that I can't get enough air that can last all day. There will be little episodes as well where I get so frustrated by it that I nearly hyperventilate- that's when I feel like I have to take Xanax. But the only thing I'm ""panicking"" about when this happens is the panic of not being able to 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anxiety,mermaidolphin,2018/02/22,"need help with talking to people/dating *i posted this in dating advice but figured since it’s also anxiety related i would post it here too* hi everyone. basically i have horrible social anxiety and just anxiety about everything. i also have really bad depression, so naturally, i’m not to great at talking to people. i get so anxious thinking about talking to a boy that i feel like i’m going to have a panic attack. there’s this boy that i have this crush on for some unknown reason. he’s younger than me, which isn’t something i normally go for. but for some reason i can’t stop thinking about it. i don’t know him at all and i’ve never talked to him. but i see him around school and he just seems really cool and funny honestly. i know people are going to say i’m just attracted to him for his looks which to some extent i am, but i also just feel like he has a good vibe and i’ve heard good things about him. it took me so long to add him on snapchat because i was so afraid. my friend basically had to make me do it because i was so terrified. now that he added me back a few days ago i want to talk to him, but i just can’t do it. i’m constantly overthinking and feeling like he won’t like me because i think i’m fat (he’s pretty popular and i have friends and people like me but i’m not considered popular) and that he would never go for someone like me. i feel like he’d make fun of me and tell his friends. or maybe he would ignore me and i would just feel extremely embarrassed. i want to talk to him and get to know him to see what this crush is all about, but i’m so fing anxious that i don’t know how. and i can’t seem to just let the crush go. one of my friends just told me he probably doesn’t know who i am which made me feel worse. i feel like my friends don’t understand and i’m constantly told to just get over it and do it or to stop having a crush on him. i know i need to talk to him, but i need help figuring out how to do that. anyone who has experience with this please let me 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anxiety,jakeb211,2018/02/22,"Applying for a job So I’m applying for a job at the local Kroger. This would be my first ever job, and I’m so nervous. I’d really like some advice on this topic. Should I be as nervous as I already am? Or am I worried over nothing?",-0.7411764705882362,1.2401724313725495,2.995588235294118,88.72514705882355,89.39215686274511,5.752941176470588,22.225490196078432,7.1686216300943375,0.9640431372549024,178,7,39,3,6,66,34,51,0.161,0.7829999999999999,0.056,-0.6428,3,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,8,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,4,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,29,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467545458960529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786563675648614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284140987441401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147889649597084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7517459437504754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233659791807708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422947666889237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617674507146822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564410428215633,0.0,0.17937927315642624,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ObviouslyOstrich,2018/02/22,"This is so overwhelming. It feels like everything is racing by. If I stand up I start to panic. If I walk around or think too much I start to panic. I just wish I could be at peace and not feel like I am drowning all the time. It just seems like I am always a half beat behind and trying to catch up, but I just cannot. I just start crying randomly and fall into what feels like a hole of helplessness. I hope this doesn’t break the rules but I just wanted to say something where someone could possibly hear it. 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My heart rate will slowly rise, and during this rise every little thing aids to it. A simple cough, my clothes moving, someone looking at me, realizing I’m clicking my pen too much, anything like that. I’ll start looking around and realize everyone else is fine and I’m not, which will set me into complete silent panic mode. I can’t breathe at this point, I’m fighting tears, my mind is racing, it’s honestly terrifying. I feel like it holds me back so much. I need to become better at talking myself down, but no matter how I try to breathe or what I tell myself it doesn’t ease up until I remove myself from the situation and get some air, and isolate myself. What a bitch this disorder is. 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We hope to learn if and how preferences for treatment change over time, and if patient’s perception of their treatment’s match to their preferences is related to the benefit received from treatment. The survey is open to anyone ages 18 or older who is currently engaged in mental health treatment for at least one month and four therapy sessions, and not longer than one year. If you choose to participate, you will be asked to provide some demographic/background information, respond to survey items about your preferences for treatment and how they have changed over time, and about your quality of life. The survey may take between 30-40 minutes to complete. Your responses to the survey items will be anonymous and kept confidential. Clicking the “SURVEY” link below will take you to a page asking you to read through a consent form explaining the purpose of this research, the content of the survey, the type of questions you will be asked, the amount of time it may take to complete the survey, and the risks and benefits of your participation. At the end of the form you can click “AGREE” to consent to the use of the answers you provide and to begin completing the survey. Thank you for your time and interest. https://wmichcas.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV_afS6lEMGYYG0JjT Project Title: Treatment preference, retention, and treatment outcome at a university-based outpatient psychology clinic Principle Investigator: Scott Gaynor, Ph.D. Student Investigator: Chelsea Sage-Germain If you have any questions prior to or during the study, you may contact Chelsea Sage-Germain, M.A. at Chelsea.e.sage@wmich.edu or (269) 387-4497 or Dr. Scott Gaynor at (269) 387-4482. You may also contact the Chair of Human Subjects Institutional Review Board at 269-387-8293 or the vice president for research at 269-387-8298 with any concerns that you have.",12.124822222222221,12.429610517142866,9.727047619047617,59.95717460317461,53.828571428571436,12.12063492063492,46.58730158730158,11.429527900616536,5.811168253968253,1771,95,234,38,18,526,175,350,0.006,0.926,0.068,0.9619,1,0,0,0,0,0,62.0,1,18,3,0,5,7,0,1,27,0,19,5,0,3,0,50,31,24,0,11,10,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,2,4,15,0,1,15,1,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,2,22,6,56,19,8,27,0,0,2,0,37,13,0,17,12,162,26,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173608115428844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560177794998513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021011615896352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321723988359901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24270264832808916,0.0,0.6013728847836507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160182055642422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438694724228226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393606195879764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102530492827192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312077904551756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915629584154974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546522651645947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570100090254664,0.0,0.11474421370091305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25875008438091074,0.0,0.0,0.10561247536876557,0.13118450803343035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675606893076998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990753481747005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738715209038921 anxiety,toastedweasel,2018/02/22,"I give up. I've come to the conclusion that I'll never truly understand how to socialize with people, and I'm trying my best to find comfort in that. No matter how many times people attempt to explain the concept of making friends and talking to others to me, I *never* understand it. The idea of talking to someone you don't know seems completely impossible, and I can't comprehend it. I feel like the average person would see me as weird and awkward if I were to try and converse with them. Never mind the fact that I never have anything to talk about. How does one carry a conversation? How does one *start* a conversation? What if the other person doesn't respond? Just because you talk to someone once doesn't mean they'll want to talk to you again. When is it safe to consider someone your ""friend""? How do you ask someone to hang out with you? What if they don't want to? I *cannot* wrap my head around it. Plus, my overall unsightly appearance doesn't do me any favors when it comes to making introductions. I give up. As of late, I've been trying to convince myself that a life of social isolation might not be as bad as it seems. Plenty of people live alone, after all. I just don't know why it has to be such a difficult task for me.",2.3651450742240208,4.6056719433198365,3.854519230769232,85.7581891025641,78.55465587044534,6.707759784075574,24.05684885290148,7.793537801064563,1.3559286099865049,978,34,191,16,24,323,129,247,0.07200000000000001,0.83,0.099,0.8611,0,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,6,3,3,13,12,0,1,10,0,20,2,1,7,6,52,42,20,0,6,6,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,0,2,15,13,0,1,12,0,0,4,14,4,0,2,2,2,26,8,39,35,2,20,0,0,1,0,28,5,0,7,12,138,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030766093844703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676795754063519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189958151405417,0.08859725424351304,0.09304128884130138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083098189600308,0.060668765541157875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444405492901522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146182827971715,0.10434877777013678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418784101446044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050322207716364836,0.07109980011365052,0.0,0.0,0.09096292139857448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378363335222586,0.0,0.0,0.19094453492927624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021400991053724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235022057987376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093913208100304,0.0,0.1122671458363244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029658097038692,0.04862228615721262,0.0,0.08788131095963063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286577659837345,0.1009014804021195,0.0,0.10841056030647897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055789907847978,0.10049063516396628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070354629011372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598956536516016,0.13487976248368955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699174963375505,0.17380063171500698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930755812153918,0.1812054020113402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290389735680225,0.3373046643872296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044343560168075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3999671761992375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058033109770650265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027103177319543,0.0,0.0,0.20721550583882248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740339448538095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980472115378924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07069882967738034,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,simplywoke,2018/02/22,"Do you wake up anxious? Context: diagnosed bdp, mdd, gad, sad When I wake up I have about a 10 minute window where things are ok. As soon as that window runs dry, regardless of where I am or who I’m with, everything closes in at once and without medication I’m immobilised in bed (if I made it to my bed). How can I maximise that window? How can I delay the invasive thoughts that are hastily tearing down my desire to wake up again? Slight tip/question for benzo users (preferably prescribed): take a little over a threshold dose when you first wake up and open your blinds before drifting off again (if you are lucky enough to have even the short window I have). Should wake up peaking on your meds which could extend that window long enough to begin an engaging activity or at least shower or go for a walk. Best of luck to all of you",4.963569436698272,5.902275920245402,5.1743669827105405,84.35773563859456,68.93865030674847,7.890462911321808,27.701617401003904,8.00094639256281,1.6353607361963192,657,21,129,8,11,207,105,163,0.045,0.838,0.118,0.903,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,0,2,11,6,0,0,7,1,12,9,5,3,1,24,19,13,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,8,0,8,5,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,1,0,1,2,1,15,5,28,15,5,32,0,1,1,0,7,19,0,7,9,93,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528499010137542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19045208187376705,0.0,0.2348825027974037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786999436216448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22716990125837214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625263101348636,0.0,0.14782925031730326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011526044140801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19037892552263372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720055918058884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22432378592501911,0.0,0.19807131365729905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117813904160989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861062238639706,0.2254724356547347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383581755830683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828279451059375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869430364558833,0.0,0.0,0.17768597707918485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157519406688793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,highastronaut,2018/02/22,"I get really bad anxiety over exams Due to winter break and new classes, I haven't had really bad anxiety in a while. But I had my first exam today. Last night I couldn't sleep, so I ended up waking up at 530am to study. Then after the test, I start worrying about all the answers I put. I start worrying that I'm going to fail the class. The test didn't go that well, but it's upper division physics. Most people don't walk out of tests like that feeling like they aced it. I know other people thought it was hard due to the audible moans and how long it took other people. I had the same feeling last year, where I feel this dread that I failed the test and therefore will fail the class. Only to get multiple 70's and 80's. Those are fine grades for me, I'm more concerned I'm getting a 30/40%. I've never failed a class, yet I constantly feel dread about it. Just wondering if anyone else felt the same or if anyone had some advice for going through it. 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What should I do? This all started around the fall of this year. I’m an A/A+ student in a relatively selective private all boys school. Before this year, I never really had any problems with anxiety or nerves, but now I feel like it’s all kinda getting to me. Around fall I started getting super nervous about things I never had problems with before, and these nerves would usually result in me screwing up whatever I was nervous about (for example, had a jazz audition and I could hardly play because I was shaking), which in turn would make me feel terrible, as I wasn’t achieving what I thought I could be. Mix random nerves with stress about harder classes and changing friend groups (not to mention my attempts at relationships), and I wasn’t doing too well. I would overanalyze every situation I was in, and often I would have nights where I couldn’t stop telling myself that I wasn’t doing well enough, despite the fact that I was still netting relatively high grades in advanced classes, and many of these nights resulted in me feeling down for no discernable reason. More often than not I get exhausted about halfway through the day just because I’ve been so stressed and focused on my problems. My worst symptoms have probably been shortness of breath, stomach aches, and headaches, but those are few and far in between. Honestly this has been a rough school year for me and I feel like these nerves are just a part of me that I can’t get past right now. So back to the original question. I don’t know if this is anxiety, stress, depression, or absolutely nothing. Should I tell my parents or my counselor, or is this just me in a rough patch that I’ll get through? Advice of any kind is appreciated. (Btw this will prob get like 3 upvotes and no comments so I’ll prob delete it in like a day)",7.593439689876249,7.242089226628899,7.166271060086482,76.77510213210081,63.24929178470255,10.151125689578052,37.27583122111228,9.549672527348893,3.433779603399433,1479,66,274,24,19,464,178,353,0.174,0.674,0.152,-0.6956,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,4,22,26,1,6,11,0,40,5,2,5,7,69,59,23,0,13,13,1,7,4,1,8,2,0,0,1,21,16,0,1,11,2,1,4,13,14,2,0,14,7,38,12,39,33,8,43,0,1,0,1,10,20,1,11,23,198,59,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925964036152008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423318706459575,0.0,0.2096321816191624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262985093743504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07023737890513516,0.0,0.11136408662731348,0.0,0.15545288423359188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09662912652479144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14586042523167236,0.0,0.0,0.11781777640856328,0.0,0.07867387227499509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09438207269380476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696069121046863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18474371942185255,0.13051137975882626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057162657645462,0.0,0.28633870462364003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818256778536734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965092383260496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512001705966266,0.1003998055531555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785029393405557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097237896190817,0.09260779500040038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690083332753892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089920729054178,0.0,0.0,0.17143904614388053,0.0,0.08764638421389946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014259530444887,0.0989159200091162,0.08719753975675565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848355402081964,0.2622096785156301,0.0,0.0,0.10232542929110408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058516873197039763,0.0939161516664394,0.0,0.09806854713783816,0.0,0.07800670075519472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848886436778546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267372482573828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12930655164475316,0.0,0.07294689761538492,0.07636711007375191,0.313900411705557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609000313603432,0.0949406897705245,0.0,0.0,0.15967618494726005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06068444656365835,0.05852911460076465,0.0,0.07251639717735167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09935530808175752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060176798231447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642572387592975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595507102349127,0.0,0.0,0.17646632014541971 anxiety,mosewasthevisionary,2018/02/22,"Anxiety attacks anytime my parents try to contact me I left my parents' house a little over two years ago, and haven't looked back, nor contacted them since. I grew up in a household with ceaseless verbal, emotional and physical abuse. My father closely resembles Tuco from Breaking Bad with violent outbursts of rage any time he is challenged/doesn't like a situation/just doesn't feel good in general, and my mother has a bit of a complex where she pretends everything is all right when times are calm and sides with my father when he is angry. The constant cycle of abuse became too much to bear, as I was seriously depressed, and had a few amazing friends help me move out in secret. I am still in college on my final semester, and even though my parents are not involved in my college experience/finances/etc. they continue to try and contact me through my academic advisor. I get notifications from my advisor saying they've reached out, and he forwards them all my information. My parents are not blocked on my phone, so they will send me screenshots of updates my advisor has given them, following with attempts to try to know more about my whereabouts and general life. When I ignore the texts, they move on to contacting friends of mine they know I'm close with, telling my friends that I have mental issues and I'm ignoring them and it's making their life very hard. My friends know the deal, and they just ignore the messages but it has become increasingly embarrassing and invasive. I find myself catching onset anxiety attacks anytime I see my mother's name appear in a text. I'm not sure how to go about this situation. My advisor is of no help, he is very condescending and is pretty much checked out since he is finishing up his his last year. 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I've been having panic attacks for a few months now, and just started Effexor a week ago hoping for some relief. Ever since I started Effexor there's no buildup to my panic attacks I just go from feeling normal low level anxiety to numbness throughout my whole body and scary palpitations with the snap of a finger. Before starting Effexor there was a build up to panic attacks and I was able to prepare for them somewhat. Does anyone else experience instantaneous panic attacks?",6.579498480243164,8.580320627659582,7.096079027355624,68.10500000000002,66.12765957446808,8.350151975683891,36.83282674772037,8.841846274778883,3.7942996960486326,425,22,59,7,7,139,66,94,0.364,0.5720000000000001,0.063,-0.9864,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,8,14,5,5,5,0,5,3,2,1,1,14,12,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,3,2,7,2,12,9,4,15,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,9,45,7,0,0.10729481985696412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511038400421634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208024351174109,0.0,0.0,0.07502303277281082,0.10993622245865343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6103167358520659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129998906138392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918035697539073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09242498677415123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09389441990386094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963105421992043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705430730498764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495492208186212,0.0,0.0,0.0542514847683016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097811873480661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656796573389148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856417015575376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051261426125358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6294367657087812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875538373975578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278314772144989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606543256549133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979083465138325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mae_coconut,2018/02/22,"Anxiety and Work I work at a restaurant and lately I have been getting more and more anxious while working. I had to leave mid shift for the first time today and they were not happy with it at all. I have a feeling if I do it again I'll be fired. Does anyone have any solutions? I do take medicine when I get anxious but it takes like 15 mins for it to kick in so I am still freaking out that whole time. At my old job they used to let me sit until I felt better and sometimes I would just leave, but I don't think ill find something like that again. So are there any tips you guys can give me for working with severe anxiety?",2.018409090909092,3.515764628787881,2.9460606060606054,95.31409090909092,76.95454545454545,5.70909090909091,22.60606060606061,6.11248444174946,0.17223333333333368,489,14,112,3,11,155,87,132,0.155,0.7290000000000001,0.115,-0.3743,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,6,8,5,0,0,3,0,15,1,0,1,1,20,24,13,0,2,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,3,17,4,14,17,4,20,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,15,78,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748404181802987,0.0,0.22215754903858265,0.3280728022955295,0.0,0.10152828725383108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284189553458646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270668391185843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734182573794744,0.0,0.1394162413274939,0.0,0.13271156966862638,0.12350834891334372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172361495916364,0.13929054036795274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377234519786225,0.0,0.1545697307884481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409011551150752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379365259028164,0.3074949138099989,0.0,0.1484784041391691,0.0,0.14187626821101493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236458227072674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403640114776474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178323321181118,0.14360802790712002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11595813099185664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21834696296839776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303927870239477,0.0,0.0,0.16933636193736828,0.0,0.13763407433349106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254075033293694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211232499347214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228337784501964,0.0,0.0,0.10314700227258806,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tollph3,2018/02/23,"Could my lifetime Anxiety+SA caused me IBS, muscle spasms amd ches? hi, coud anxiety actuall caused me IBS-C (Chronic constipation ) and horrible muscles and joints aches all over my mody, i was always a little paranoid as a child and scared of everything, i got good family and they cares about me, like we were going tripping on holidays all the time. But i, ve never wanted to go, but parents always convinced me and so i went and almost every time i felt good there, now i am 17yrs old and i have horrible anxiety about almost everything, even simple tasks like googlin something on internet seem's painfull physically (muscle pain, mostly horri ble neck stiffness ) and psychically exhausted not interested..... Please, i am really curious about tthis, could fear really f**d me up so badly? Any similar storys, advertis? :) ",7.359650349650352,9.144575769230773,7.645741258741263,65.71630419580423,64.03496503496504,11.594125874125874,34.579720279720284,11.407655852321104,4.7697362237762215,657,29,97,21,10,214,103,143,0.206,0.647,0.147,-0.8788,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,1,0,8,12,0,2,3,0,7,5,1,2,3,26,15,13,0,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,2,1,0,4,2,5,0,0,5,1,17,7,10,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,4,7,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.14530868473518774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29821140721843464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477998748290019,0.0,0.0,0.1012597288509629,0.0,0.2278220859847479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432850082778996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15181740607357871,0.3059305570678779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377752267011497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834959316405813,0.0,0.12545792164379901,0.0,0.26765037048557483,0.0,0.14037330422043215,0.167558236795482,0.0,0.0,0.1429710539067321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925098678102835,0.24978698101357003,0.11909201702222302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454938061544398,0.14924078310207428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11484383410479085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562495495351508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844420228813866,0.0,0.16534011154998848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634517199326101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078324731563007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490787372861876,0.0,0.0,0.13555647892167447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463346385772158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365407287122833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782735278992729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803536718856207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Usus77,2018/02/23,"Horrible thoughts of my family. So I am really close to my family. I don't want anything bad to happen them. Everytime they get hurt, for example I see my brother with a broken leg, I get really sad. I don't know why, but it just happens. Lately I've been having these thoughts and nightmares about this one scene of a film. The Green Inferno, a film by Eli Roth that has some gruesome deaths and really horrible events happening to some college students. There was this scene, where a man by the name Jonah was killed brutally. I don't want to explain how, but if you are curious there's a scene available on youtube. Basically my problem is that around 4 months ago I was having nightmares. 3-4 times a week I would wake up in the middle of the night because of the same nightmare. Either my dad, mom or my brother is in the exact same position as Jonah is on the film. Sometimes I manage to stay asleep through the whole night, but in the morning I am really off guard and want to see if my family is doing ok. Now the situation has gone even worse. Sometimes I randomly get the same thought in my head. I try to think something else but the scene wont go away from my head. I've went to a psychologist, and he gave me some pills that only make me high, and make the thoughts more hard hitting. I don't know what to do, the problem isn't in the film, because I've had these sort of thoughts atleast a solid 2 years. Please help me, any advice given is a half-victory for me. I want these thoughts off from my head, they are affecting my whole life. I cant sleep, therefore I cant study and probably worst of them all I cant eat properly. It seems that I have lost my appetite for anything when these thoughts arrived.",4.527739130434783,5.268909368115941,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000002,69.81159420289855,8.782608695652174,30.07246376811594,8.964715089967882,2.280072463768115,1352,52,280,24,23,437,179,345,0.152,0.802,0.046,-0.9887,0,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,4,1,11,10,2,0,24,1,31,10,7,5,2,54,64,17,2,9,9,4,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,13,9,1,1,12,4,0,3,9,9,0,1,17,4,39,1,38,44,12,31,0,3,3,0,15,16,0,9,11,180,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869513654930734,0.07887643475846877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060510244109609264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644783570628456,0.07921210275815267,0.0,0.0,0.08360073444863399,0.0,0.07429555678491022,0.10848418568475753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104994689325807,0.07433234629982065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877122087890445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25165057228286325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946695986956192,0.0,0.05057004715559677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360572534349924,0.0,0.07970964696873747,0.0,0.2739610418566119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05964219986365823,0.0940134871836667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525617845357244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844447641737253,0.0,0.09780344344575012,0.0,0.10037463088764476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06285002896442239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713345379686507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879123838335776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042136660780344,0.07102391769554739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16700559290475014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06029594086791644,0.0676741863156695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767459962108788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593674661961517,0.1702859172043204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280144534869145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181293759183272,0.08100511154105883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001855864194943,0.08904542703887497,0.0,0.0,0.06850204874012795,0.1760092966451744,0.0,0.0,0.09484208353390468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057015538209932326,0.0,0.4944877450513381,0.0518856334067992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060412370772378335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993358829318,0.0,0.07137532402782043,0.0,0.0,0.08248643225810902,0.0802916620942804,0.19868858806465306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067940993089288,0.0632096672645566,0.0,0.0,0.0573009534807137 anxiety,Harambexbox,2018/02/23,"I don’t feel myself anymore Lately I’ve noticed that it feels like my anxiety has gotten better which you would think is good, but there’s other effects. I don’t feel like I’m in my own body anymore. It almost feels like third person. Everything I do feels planned like a simulation. Nothing I do or say matters in my mind now. Is this due to anxiety or possibly some other health issue? I have never felt this way before. 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""this is a place where you can be comfortable"" they said. but how? once i came home it was all the same. having to relive trauma and talking about my unhealthy coping mechanisms made me feel ten times worse, not to mention that they said they would keep things private yet my mother now asks to see my wrists every now and then. does anyone else feel this way?",4.764774774774775,6.802837009009013,4.740720720720724,83.040990990991,70.8018018018018,7.095495495495496,26.74774774774775,7.793537801064563,1.6869531531531532,472,16,82,6,9,146,88,111,0.172,0.7959999999999999,0.032,-0.9517,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,4,0,8,6,1,1,3,0,8,1,1,4,1,18,22,6,0,1,2,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,0,4,7,6,12,2,11,13,2,14,0,0,1,0,13,3,0,0,9,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708927525911556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475092071313427,0.15349846702600106,0.0,0.0,0.14005250879415929,0.17043096671588584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747762336188928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134319708862866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110009781315554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514737284025362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786651906589239,0.0,0.13463993510324135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514972874195434,0.0,0.14384148532820282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514070739007397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027205426773466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315837422410925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318979825441012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175423054926087,0.1999992216060775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595431955022947,0.2030308195066145,0.0,0.0,0.17577023562445868,0.16634672949390086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651999110009934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850080089660381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937949935544773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041193143307548,0.0,0.0,0.1713212579391801,0.17394143061320286,0.09952737848649164,0.09599246052674844,0.0,0.0,0.08735565379333501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634300055549068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189125289674681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30533920933377096,0.1064210157494373,0.0,0.0,0.09647299118513376 anxiety,barfingclouds,2018/02/23,"Are your anxiety and other ailments all-consuming and you don't know why you should continue on? Here's why you should, by someone who did. 6 years ago I was at a lifetime low. I was failing out of college, chronically anxious/depressed/overwhelming ADD. People avoided me because I always looked sad. Sometimes I'd have a week or two where I would hardly leave bed. I became suicidal. My problems were not imaginary, nor were they short term. When I'd reach out for help or answers from others, I'd get these really infuriating answers: ""I used to be *just* like you. But then I learned to stop caring so much and I got better."" ""It sucks to be where you are, but you'll get better as you get older. Yes I was like you and yes it sucked, but when you're 28 you're going to be doing much better I promise."" My mental answer was, ""so do I have to sit around in mental hell for 8 years before I feel okay? Our cells completely cycle out every 7 years. That will literally be a different person. Why should I go through all of this shit just so some other person who has my same name and is in my same skin can benefit?"" I never received a satisfying answer to this ever. But recently I believe I cracked it. Here is my answer to the younger version of myself. First: **The causes for anxiety are varied. Doing personal work is beneficial. But sometimes you're in a place in life where you will be completely overwhelmed by it for a long time and even if you do a lot to work on it you won't get better.** That sucks. Being unable to socialize sucks. Being unable to get much out of your college experience sucks. Being a ghost sucks. Being non-functional sucks. Having years of your life be somewhat unlived sucks. So why continue forward? Because every time you experience pain but do your best to get up anyways, you become stronger and more psychically powerful. You might think, ""Me, a strong person? I can't even get anything done. So many people are stronger than me."" Which is completely false. The person who is able to coast by in life and get things done and do big tasks automatically, they're not actually that strong. But you, who while failing and giving up and being completely consumed all of the time still tries to get up again, that's big. Every time you do that, you're doing a bigger thing than most everyone around you. And once you've done that many times, you become wise. Very wise. You've seen this dark underpinning of life that's so deep that most people don't understand it. As you slowly but surely get better (because of all of the work you've been doing), if you're an artist you're going to make more profound art than others. If you're a lover you're going to be so present when making love. If you're a writer then you're going to work harder than anyone else to write. When you become present, you're going to become more present than anyone else. Why? Because your life was on the line. You've been consumed by the darkness. And therefore you understand the light that much better than anyone around you. You begin to understand life's deeper truths in a more full way than anyone around you. And as time goes by, you're going to recognize the people who have been in that same darkness. You can notice each other in a crowd. This is all if you don't give in. You can give up every day as long as you try again. You can give up this month as long as you try again next month. But you must always try again when you're able. This pain you're in is terrible and more than you can handle. But it's preparing you to have a profound future where you will do phenomenal things. This is bigger than you and bigger than your current (enormous) issues. It's bigger than me. You are going to be a very important part of the future based on everything you've gone through now. While it sucks, you have to keep moving forward the best you can. With all of the strength and wisdom you've accrued, *you* are going to make the world a better place. Let me say that again. **With all of the strength and wisdom you've accrued, *you* are going to make the world a better place.** ______ Here's a perfect comparison: Frodo in Lord of the Rings. Who was he in the beginning of the books/movie? Just a regular guy, nice, nothing too out of the ordinary. If he hadn't had his quest, he'd end up the same, just another basic guy. But by the end of the last movie, he's experienced more pain than most people would in a lifetime. He's gotten deeply damaged. But since he didn't give up, he also became deeply wise. Which is why at the end he's able to join the wise leaders, Gandalf, Elron, etc. to the new lands because he's been through the real journey that brings you there.",2.25709237729798,4.6728634406964105,3.321148158753793,88.4814988832255,79.99020674646354,5.9151755340473064,21.42558845426952,7.147304744462513,0.6836804787812842,3678,108,723,47,95,1179,321,919,0.097,0.752,0.151,0.9962,3,1,0,0,0,0,137.0,1,47,1,23,41,55,11,2,48,3,89,14,2,7,12,111,145,63,2,13,26,0,3,2,1,12,10,2,1,7,45,31,0,3,12,2,0,17,11,23,0,2,23,9,79,32,113,95,34,132,2,6,2,2,87,58,11,15,61,489,124,9,0.13399262844792112,0.0,0.04358582556538155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039592126822168866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571795218653307,0.07432840052955768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683431798671362,0.06833599600580507,0.0504578435536012,0.0,0.1249210150594358,0.0915275215740948,0.036754838766928616,0.15904246320741466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361344377120658,0.19731244113941604,0.03800595259525708,0.05032126922925624,0.09374466457857147,0.3160149095112884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045538138281072164,0.045882446461410764,0.0,0.0,0.1873182954816096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028804720138443388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046664592616956935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712098014916654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462243167312765,0.0,0.1186776976856753,0.0,0.04981240002371876,0.059000578250183976,0.04040133455129858,0.15052609136273493,0.042678566203310515,0.0401413115181444,0.08738033452775723,0.0,0.0,0.022583566323760608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037991353769211915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333520600741559,0.21422989791307387,0.2538369953609596,0.0,0.03572204847645342,0.0,0.0,0.08844917896965132,0.0,0.0,0.04001035875163873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02993747813508477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04661783057394996,0.0,0.0396996015846337,0.0,0.0,0.02454628146167069,0.036407291980981214,0.0,0.04729294883937545,0.0,0.04567218028877523,0.1892859122111293,0.043641353353707765,0.0,0.0,0.1185792596742913,0.03750668699681437,0.0,0.0,0.03797191369489498,0.04031119286524679,0.0,0.11925482661173205,0.09056499618103428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002203604863565,0.04738166803458423,0.0,0.0,0.07130109177525876,0.04747098623864749,0.13133333239820075,0.0,0.03444779181418665,0.04313697183863967,0.04750089348919706,0.0,0.0,0.04285651359898456,0.05085049852837329,0.0,0.04756592541690588,0.0,0.0,0.14257760385132393,0.0,0.0,0.048366986374259145,0.0,0.15482269553411535,0.1949953247068553,0.1399937778508708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273761644163899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083764863111035,0.0286130362870267,0.0,0.044100518533726665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03551877207069791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584716919199355,0.03694669563124565,0.0,0.0,0.04552953687102138,0.037843839753803066,0.0,0.0883480904784212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566889538794802,0.037341279058399256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048855395879467016,0.0,0.042095488858181256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901874844221484,0.028619021974741164,0.0,0.0,0.15626435837631425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129626561200947,0.0,0.0436304427010713,0.13949105171813098,0.0,0.038575536522170696,0.0,0.0737053008751991,0.0,0.035452370539493766,0.03582693474338928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418150119082176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130064305806119,0.0,0.0,0.06345634587538762,0.0,0.0,0.11504914613276353 anxiety,AlphaBetaCupcake,2018/02/23,"Yoga or exercise to ease anxiety? Hi All, I'm a long time lurker so thought I would say hi and thanks to everyone for your posts. It's nice to know there are people out there that know what we are all going through. After a few years of just surviving; working, studying etc. while at times being highly anxious I have decided to really work through everything once and for all. In addition to therapy I'm looking for other ways to tackle this. I'm seriously thinking about taking up yoga 3 to 4 times a week. I'm wondering if anyone else has done this and finds it helpful or if there are any other suggestions on some alternative things I can do. I know sometimes it's difficult commenting, can make some people anxious but I would love to hear from anyone that has suggestions! Thanks so much.",3.2488235294117658,5.740215843137258,4.584078431372549,80.36435294117645,76.84313725490195,8.263006535947714,27.193464052287574,9.029198982220553,2.6215511111111107,636,26,114,16,15,210,99,153,0.051,0.8240000000000001,0.125,0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,0,3,7,6,0,0,3,0,13,2,0,1,3,28,31,11,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,11,6,0,0,8,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,3,7,4,22,26,8,17,0,0,1,1,11,6,0,7,8,79,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954025303046282,0.0,0.1119767371598784,0.3307249482264601,0.0,0.20469808719649552,0.14997883729282116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979279687349345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227781705242095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324720061985626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986791352840167,0.13155272043560232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378441218108494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318848095394081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649756504036133,0.0,0.0981123073139146,0.15465358701225684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24133218228815195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953757286797155,0.12291842299988827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321094624182972,0.0,0.09770667843499643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076027196635503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588496369388655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029564656698329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401871172275625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377179322552864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640354825776755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476895756723782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005604170454604,0.0,0.0,0.2695255003649239,0.1673929620737473,0.0,0.09724527412823013,0.09379140976202772,0.0,0.11620567248488813,0.2560579198095708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161859344892925,0.11741347136182287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873781611318954,0.21312598683564404,0.0,0.0,0.20796168867169212,0.0,0.0,0.09426092213452572 anxiety,potato-appeal,2018/02/23,"How to deal with anxiety when trying to work Hi guys, I’m 19 and I’ve been diagnosed with social anxiety since I was about 14 and right now I’m unemployed and trying to find a job. I’ve worked at a few other places like Target and some summer camps but the thing that has been really holding me back is my anxiety. I didn’t last very long at my cashier job because talking to people makes me so nervous I want to shrink into myself and die if I say something other than planned. I’m job hunting and there’s so many jobs that I want to apply for because I need the money but they all involve interacting with lots of customers. I also have a really hard time with interviews and general communication with supervisors and coworkers. Should I give up on the jobs that would involve customer service (which would be hard because honestly as a 19 year old I’m not very qualified for office jobs) or is there a way that people here cope with talking to so many strangers? I really need a job and this anxiety has really limited me. ",6.10035303776683,6.259246059113302,6.934593596059113,75.47542077175702,66.24137931034483,10.510509031198687,32.680213464696216,10.317481424215053,3.3122844006568144,822,32,155,19,12,274,119,203,0.114,0.8390000000000001,0.048,-0.9031,9,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,12,3,0,1,9,0,13,1,0,2,1,37,23,20,1,8,5,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,9,16,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,4,3,16,2,24,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,13,7,0,4,10,100,25,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647828194373721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926382532875739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353645699651035,0.0,0.17489235421823995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859420552082952,0.0,0.09706625157781187,0.09925274246978348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740752251487563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174061518314827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469245621370614,0.0,0.0,0.17133812606600662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6643122399225435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795427706460865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04672182364712278,0.0,0.0,0.08463286665754324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130440139276393,0.0,0.0,0.06383627625915697,0.19391524116486344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182243998501304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035154198350622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260081315425212,0.0,0.09991692279309464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506173758199595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167070703580362,0.0,0.07605180304100294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910923309990897,0.0,0.0,0.09748657312169752,0.0,0.07362353936543646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373358472364965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353481955972064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05576481351846574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985808861258394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781573231420445,0.11281453683571535,0.07590962593638044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924503003852542,0.0,0.0,0.13587095602885554,0.0,0.0,0.061585004855381625 anxiety,RamenNoodles-,2018/02/23,"I'm honestly scared to death right now I'm a 26 year old female with no insurance, living with my boyfriend and his mother. Because of my anxiety and depression, I've been without a job for two years. For the past two days, my left jaw has been hurting so bad to the point where I can't even open it enough to put a spoon in. I'm pretty sure I have an impacted wisdom tooth coming in, but I can't go get checked out to see if I actually do. If I do and it gets infected (if it isn't already), then I'm screwed. I'm scared and having so many panic attacks. I don't know what to do. I can't think straight.",1.9047727272727288,2.8490241742424267,3.861030303030304,90.89154545454548,76.19696969696969,7.4012121212121205,25.32121212121212,7.908726449838941,1.155752121212121,469,16,112,7,10,160,84,132,0.271,0.672,0.057,-0.9833,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,3,6,0,13,4,2,0,1,17,25,11,1,3,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,3,7,8,0,2,2,1,11,3,14,23,1,19,0,2,1,1,2,9,1,3,7,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.16551000685688844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716332670909624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297473550263139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929501639301833,0.0,0.0,0.14161308432469166,0.10338962920587012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609968317860553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938118908572712,0.0,0.1460805315078433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524729551547635,0.0,0.11202249795750596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722321677723846,0.0,0.09639042578120458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156565231547486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683067845676249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321046831929304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18427632059895044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14976431567703485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719528418296445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797190898863122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989949152510736,0.0,0.0,0.16190715653755405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033153908227402,0.0,0.0,0.17254925145876254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704998626666856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484173688135446,0.0,0.0,0.3396083706272534,0.0,0.13515322018290132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985069823010153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086760308387745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313588661887802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634931603930249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21844010889215515 anxiety,CuckoldCredenza,2018/02/23,"Agoraphobia- An Open Letter From My Mental Prison Cell 3,000 days of patience. I hear the world and all the beauty in it begging me to come outside. I can’t go. This screen on my lap taunts me with images of laughter and togetherness. I’ve been cuckolded by the day and emasculated by myself. More opportunity missed and potential wasted. One day I’ll come out. 3,000 days of shame. I am your son. I am your brother. I am your friend. I am your lover. I love you all too much- admittedly more than myself although it may not appear that way. Facing those I love humiliates me. You see it in the ups and downs of my weight and all of the manic promises I break to myself and others. One day I will be incredible. One day I will be who I was. I won’t face you now. 3,000 days of aching. I can feel it in my back from the days spent rotting indoors. I can see the pale complexion in my face after hiding from life for years. I can feel it in my chest as I wander abroad. I can feel it in the awkward explanation of where I’ve been. I’ve been here and here is nowhere. 3,00 days of lying. I’ve been well. I have an appointment. I will call you tomorrow. My car is broken. I’m having fun. I love this life. This is what I wanted. 3,00 days of trying. Today I will go further. I will not turn around. I will make myself proud. My life is worth it. I’m coming back. 3,000 days of fraud. This isn’t real. It’s all in my mind. Nobody could understand this. I can’t even. My wounds can’t be seen. I can’t lick them to sooth. I’m still a person, not just a shell. One day this ride will end. Will I still be in this room? 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I'm really in a bad position right now. Sorry if this seems like a rant but I needed some place to vent this out. Just found this subreddit. I have always been lazy and slow my whole life, not caring about a lot of people who cared about me. My grades at college are okay-ish. Teachers say I'm intelligent but lack any sort of interest in actually working to do better in studies. I've got a university or two in mind I wanna join but things aren't going smoothly for that. My parents are abusive and take every opportunity to mock me for my failures and wish they had a better son. I've had the stammering disorder since I was a kid and it's pretty much ruined my confidence in social interaction. I'm awkward socially and even with my own cousins sometimes. The biggest issue I have is the fact that I secretly apostatised from my faith a year ago and everything went to shit afterwards. My country, Pakistan, holds death penalty for apostasy and my life goal is to immigrate somewhere else. That's basically sent me down a deep anxiety hole I can't seem to escape. I have no idea how I'm going to survive with so much pressure and failures going around my life and so much I want to achieve. I'm practically doomed and don't have the energy to pick myself up again. The future just seems impossible to go through.",4.16829573934837,5.9132749774436135,5.497368421052631,78.2099122807018,71.78195488721805,8.826065162907268,29.208020050125324,9.362217197678863,2.71136290726817,1088,44,203,25,21,364,164,266,0.247,0.613,0.14,-0.9863,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,7,12,17,2,2,13,0,16,4,1,2,1,41,39,18,1,6,8,3,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,10,14,0,1,6,0,0,6,5,9,0,1,8,2,24,8,33,31,8,29,3,3,0,0,12,15,1,8,8,131,34,5,0.0,0.1432416677940811,0.1179767903928778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10716676779015057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10059492983974098,0.0,0.0,0.08221324023172301,0.0,0.09248490045200344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762282864897182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094288244884894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384489255865685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24652250245020246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412731274359036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385569773609572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099286712949014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985048766414947,0.0,0.10185986441120363,0.0,0.10865328426479873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325559248782822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748313113926048,0.0,0.0966913571291413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13647656060432886,0.0,0.12618372956922652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25617668243725944,0.05906354566289632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278122404906788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207022104039696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26661680994257386,0.08964264990322178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424039808368318,0.0,0.0,0.08381387509427468,0.0,0.12631030364863455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578468805474285,0.12299441742758375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744889859834422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324429052176504,0.0,0.09614113472076542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301767887298112,0.0,0.0,0.12409772671982375,0.1000061948960531,0.0,0.0,0.2464759383786273,0.0,0.0,0.1195689655613898,0.1353328687948312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089854124481024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031774925122237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809755870222882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130743224151856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207155037764488,0.0,0.13497576205668568,0.13902411996933106,0.0,0.0,0.08801352931049691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785288463691045 anxiety,lyvanna,2018/02/23,"Probably meeting a friend on Monday, don't know what to do and I'm scared I'll probably end up blowing it off like I always do, but I could use some encouraging words to avoid it happening. He will be the first person I've hung out with since the beginning of January. I haven't seen him since early summer when he was my boyfriend. It was a mutual breakup and no dwelling feelings on my side, at least. I don't think there's anything on his side either. So it's purely friends meeting up. I have no idea how to interact with people irl 1 on 1 that aren't my boyfriend or mom. Like, I literally have not done it since I was like 14 with the exception of one girl I worked with.. He is likely coming to my place cause my anxiety and fatigue have been so bad lately I've barely left the house and I don't wanna crash. But I don't want him to meet my mother who I live with and neither does he (awkward, and he has some anxiety issues too). Which makes it a bit difficult. Life is difficult, pls help. I need some human interaction other than my mom but it's super stressful, doubly so considering he's my ex.",2.8757017543859646,4.299631657894739,4.462280701754388,85.63096491228073,74.52631578947368,7.873684210526315,25.3859649122807,8.515128840125781,1.6115070175438593,870,29,184,16,18,292,132,228,0.145,0.7140000000000001,0.141,-0.0381,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,7,17,0,5,7,0,22,2,0,4,1,38,34,15,0,4,7,4,1,4,2,1,2,0,0,3,12,13,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,9,0,2,6,2,23,8,24,25,7,22,0,1,1,0,26,13,0,4,12,116,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11627464145590499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21380100681562253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499388306343945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11667682936867685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152559582101474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355118564131547,0.0,0.12037339548345452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157079579176987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228717076687723,0.1430022502779081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376791508047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065660120176252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11886253454849766,0.0,0.0,0.21592512225159607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235713730051176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366458880994548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16124087520518907,0.0,0.15774913483894415,0.0,0.14585196228681488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679729566887457,0.0,0.15763249092979792,0.0,0.15182761478391482,0.0,0.0987022969156576,0.27307907490004074,0.0,0.12339273301682673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327734827719818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3273229426107673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361523183384694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469125084608808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687792705996567,0.12201533359702067,0.14599826544269187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30132610616080063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990383763197756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467824215425052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007137726689527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895395702106735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069025153584208,0.0,0.0,0.08242210745842456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017321805398176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrMcKraut,2018/02/23,"Does anyone else feel like they are always faking their emotions? Like you're always lying to yourself? For the last few months I've developed really bad anxiety and depression when it comes to dating, relationships, women, commitment, all that. It led me to end my relationship at the time and even on 150mg of Ephexir I still get very anxious and stressed when it comes to dating. I have a date with a girl tonight who I've talked to for a few days and even though I know I wouldve been without a doubt excited for it and would no doubt like her, any positive feelings I have about it make me doubt myself. They make me think, ""you don't really feel that way you're just telling yourself that"". Anyone else feel that way?",6.589946808510637,6.498600858156031,6.263891843971635,81.54562500000002,65.24113475177305,9.886879432624113,30.39095744680851,9.516144504307137,2.4329638297872327,575,18,115,10,8,179,87,141,0.166,0.7040000000000001,0.131,-0.7487,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,3,0,8,11,0,4,6,0,6,0,0,3,2,25,17,8,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,7,0,0,1,4,15,4,14,15,3,19,0,1,0,0,12,2,0,3,15,67,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358336502952329,0.0,0.0,0.09636990938476933,0.0,0.10841029317051397,0.16009570159577835,0.0,0.19817848070292535,0.29040406307022304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183246932880208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441469343602357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913933603788546,0.0,0.1220574650177492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401427131970975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23676657011315655,0.15940839805262688,0.12551592865554825,0.0,0.0,0.18720060756234352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28661802728818403,0.10124001595885672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07403935472729074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788192826748634,0.1155152607087892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077018930564008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918946778617854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311421087763013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18157034849461254,0.0,0.0,0.3042941173602966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317243128342935,0.0,0.16233211616891266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390378942473407,0.12386367795806492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080416599976122,0.13923260615334487,0.0,0.08263416985605164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169283209894606,0.0,0.2249708562643746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366065724113377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006690684554582,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LighterFluid11,2018/02/23,"Question about physical manifestation of anxiety. So glad I found this subreddit full of people who understand anxiety. For a few months now I have had a pinching pain in my chest. Specifically left side, outer pectoral muscle, where I can feel my pulse presumably as blood is leaving my heart. I generally feel it all the time but it gets worse when I am anxious, when my heart rate gets up (likely also anxiety related) - but not any more painful when I work out/ do casual cardio, and after I eat too much. About myself: * I am in decent shape, but not great. 6ft, 210 - weight mostly around my waistline. * I have had a stress test done and it came back fine - heart rate got up around 160-170 (working out I get too scared to go over ~140) * I have had plenty of blood tests as I also am in the process of diagnosing a food allergy that is causing or playing into IBS symptoms. * I am currently figuring out a daily anti-anxiety medication and have Xanax for really bad days. * I have a desk job so I do a lot of sitting and I have shoulders rolled forward with a weak rear shoulder/ upper back - perhaps leading to something as simple as tight muscles or a pinched nerve. My ""rational"" brain tells me that this is perhaps a minor medical condition, something that many people feel such as a pinched nerve. Unfortunately, the anxious brain cannot let go of the idea that something could have been missed by doctors, and that I am in danger. Has anyone had a similar experience, or have anything they think would be helpful for me to hear or look into? Thank you all for your time.",3.702981605766841,6.004694426174499,4.711759880686056,80.939789957743,74.53691275167785,7.770519512801392,28.48670146656724,8.626192665926032,2.3770033308476264,1241,52,226,25,27,404,177,298,0.154,0.785,0.062,-0.9825,2,0,3,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,1,3,18,15,1,2,16,0,31,23,10,2,2,43,48,24,0,2,9,0,5,1,0,1,10,1,0,0,11,14,3,1,10,2,0,5,3,8,0,0,9,7,29,7,37,35,8,39,0,1,1,0,8,22,0,7,14,160,40,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733390081271978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06689539583548823,0.0,0.3010130245252265,0.22226160423270866,0.0,0.0687830257252119,0.0,0.08095063970553956,0.17514141768687733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15128187162623935,0.08213535993908347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21962829323692232,0.0,0.11250978466778733,0.0,0.101053725629409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854093671067094,0.0,0.0,0.06344091281510691,0.0,0.0,0.09984411005232163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068649933980872,0.0,0.10066729925923153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065770396152532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622534358755784,0.0,0.0,0.14921742568375868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895014588794793,0.10785830895459997,0.0,0.0,0.15418376877717646,0.0,0.11181258220558836,0.0,0.0786759722739723,0.10845395739036992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087083969526776,0.3497089800434908,0.06593575397170022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104845786591183,0.0,0.0,0.09761766291987548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041602844835092,0.10687996799746063,0.10059062521176833,0.0,0.04805891673203157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260654671567971,0.0,0.0,0.08363118456150287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973237023666452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819610392551226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851849150409021,0.0,0.07231372540981376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934655366307384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639560574755774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019760916067492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301873900306003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848615293146168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271915309602124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268321447283745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224474108985447,0.0,0.0,0.08598025897857414,0.09056645169041208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303192217202007,0.0,0.0,0.11472140084695745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240728612075477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978891568545673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432299679591559,0.0,0.1002480672606024,0.06987966706319276,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,izzythediabetic,2018/02/23,"What causes bad days? I have some sort of anxiety. I don't know what though. But I always wondered what causes ""bad"" days. Right now i'm shaking and feel sick to my stomach from how anxious I feel and I don't understand what is causing this. I have work and I can't even think of driving there when i feel like this. Is it subconscious or something chemical? 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I constantly overthink and worry about everything. I cry 3-4 times a day because it feels so overwhelming. I can't remember the last time I enjoyed something without worrying. I went to one counseling session and didn't like the counselor. I didn't feel like she understood where I was coming from and kind of belittled the things I am having anxiety about. I met with another counselor to see if I would like her better. It was completely different than the first counselor and I really felt like she heard what I was saying. My Question: She recommended that I start medication and continue coming to her once a week. Is meeting with someone once enough to be able to recommend medication? I'm nervous about trying it because of the potential for bad side effects, but am definitely willing to try it if I can feel better. I do feel like she knew what she was talking about. I'm just wondering if this is how it works for others. She referred me to a GP who I'm meeting with next week to get a prescription.",4.68547058823529,6.695404471428574,5.803837535014008,75.45390756302524,70.95238095238095,9.703081232492998,33.305322128851536,10.056822442137396,3.797935574229692,889,44,155,25,17,295,120,210,0.181,0.7140000000000001,0.105,-0.9433,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,5,10,12,0,2,9,0,18,3,0,2,0,32,38,12,0,4,7,0,5,5,0,2,3,2,0,0,13,10,0,0,13,0,0,3,4,3,0,2,14,8,25,9,25,21,1,19,0,1,1,0,17,2,0,6,18,107,38,2,0.1129066204642179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839243606632326,0.17274651123223306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427231197493452,0.13765365574724853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997134610828218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19451811218903176,0.11838044341838448,0.12201194591005413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402262089348702,0.07281542966775872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179633874359268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666272078164132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147319021232436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835591908428385,0.1613210244388935,0.1084080617681507,0.0,0.0,0.09603831368848996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058989049143646825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757487067461687,0.0,0.0920339651242296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758023581256395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3412246252163485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200774717613778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404837318418561,0.07650844807285863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25296250962781064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233087220862726,0.0,0.11148166655223048,0.0,0.12790119115570026,0.0,0.0,0.08978787633306341,0.0,0.0,0.08997195844055164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566541312349973,0.08692103255174921,0.0,0.0,0.07991588709175973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075006470236836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501014168455758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316735167273508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331236781997687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962001995390098,0.1811337610280717,0.0,0.0,0.10466556833335608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883795304535898,0.122442413619471,0.08219736440931029,0.22932430739838705,0.1150614921354807,0.08020562372858307,0.0,0.0,0.07270816178999552 anxiety,kiiinglouie,2018/02/23,"weird anxiety symptom? DAE? i've had this incident happen a few times before maybe 4 or 5 times within the last 2 yrs. i've been checked out medically and for the most part, my anxiety doesn't stem from any ailments. i just had an incident again where i'm sitting, all of a sudden i daze off(drifting off to sleep feeling almost), and feels like i go into a paralyzed state from anywhere of 2 to 5 secs(while semi conscious). I also get this intense gasp for air feeling when i ""snap out of it"". does anyone else with anxiety experience this? it's happened before but, not consistently. the last time it happened was last year. 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It was a weighted blanket! He knows I have sensory processing disorder and I struggle with thunderstorms and he did research and found these blankets help with anxiety. I don't know how it will protect me from loud noises, but here's hoping!! Edit - okay peeps, live reporting here with the blanket on and a thunderstorm above me! Blanket is freakin WARM! I'm so hot I just might forget about the storm 😅. I'm laying on a bed with said blanket on top, but I wish I was in bathroom lol",1.6958027812895047,4.365123769911506,3.1171491782553744,87.09028761061948,85.63716814159292,6.060429835651075,28.425410872313535,7.447530270364453,2.024631352718079,458,23,85,8,14,149,78,113,0.061,0.706,0.233,0.9665,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,1,6,2,9,1,0,1,0,19,19,9,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,8,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,5,11,4,10,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,3,51,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451932279366344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064022239274201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931316123593959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382139985450846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919670780294233,0.0,0.0,0.26553537429839785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29385326358407565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360718367993831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283612363195647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25430772091670945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794885844229901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534131997569855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32555598486568066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30743525407013256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lady_Bernkastel,2018/02/23,"constant falling sensation Please, please, please, can someone tell me what this symptom is called? I've now felt like I'm constantly accelerating downward on a roller coaster since before Christmas, but I can't find *anything* about it on the web. This sensation is far and away my worst anxiety symptom, and how much it's acting up seems to directly determine how functional I'm going to be at any time. I'm unemployed, homeless, and dead broke because of extreme anxiety, so please don't tell me to see a doctor. It just isn't an option. I'll be very pleased to just have a name for the thing that has utterly wrecked my entire life. Thank you.",6.0548170731707325,6.989315731707318,6.235518292682929,77.74157012195124,66.47967479674797,9.727235772357725,35.70020325203252,9.827888789773867,3.563342276422765,517,25,94,11,8,165,88,123,0.153,0.7190000000000001,0.127,-0.7587,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,6,0,10,4,0,2,0,13,18,7,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,2,6,2,12,15,2,14,0,1,1,0,5,7,0,2,5,54,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909716877430851,0.0,0.2004578036681666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781717812044783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309632619120812,0.0,0.0,0.0798677475485785,0.0,0.11148721360429864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337846813338598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831692116262536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341031309095589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579844193062675,0.0,0.11974866437020107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744609130676343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254234089635836,0.06400909003834143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963137764126836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7190956188872059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440489392269277,0.11927445014899993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083799738340917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101166943952913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27235706850651464,0.0,0.0,0.22903213441810005,0.12062436182297255,0.0,0.0,0.08704296340150193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763980232542701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810410029648726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fixeon,2018/02/23,I need to stop. I think it is my anxiety but maybe there is another reason for this. So I've been dating with this girl for 5 months now. I love her but i always feel like either she's cheating on me or she's going to leave me. I get mad when she logs in but doesnt type me. I get mad when she doesn't log in for a long time without any explanations. I try to control her life but i really don't want to do this. Can someone please help me?,-1.1292424242424242,0.8062867070707114,1.5729545454545466,98.47943181818184,91.020202020202,4.916161616161617,15.320707070707073,6.42735559955562,-0.6373171717171715,340,7,86,4,12,117,65,99,0.182,0.6729999999999999,0.145,-0.2384,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,3,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,0,15,16,8,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,1,19,2,12,15,1,12,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,1,9,55,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110168420991272,0.0,0.0,0.15618171509902087,0.2408263054853292,0.17569494077405962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759153043291577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612674372619387,0.16407444429542498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399834861307989,0.0,0.13052528234876534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394122440014202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431846268739201,0.0,0.0,0.16222088444901522,0.11220389605689132,0.0,0.0,0.20324843150732871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20728380522586015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073178372980854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833183362911064,0.0,0.0,0.1702954751381271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521058494293717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471308244453808,0.23613634954301815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459645202632625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201223940705475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716160339381076,0.0,0.0,0.1339209142801338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592909629213753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13546378947475504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22139118848619815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TigerCommando1135,2018/02/23,"I'm So Mad I was Given Seroquel as a first line Hello Reddit, I am here to post asking for advice on what I should do about this anxiety I'm having now. I had anxiety attacks starting at 14 years old and I ended up in a mental hospital because I was so distressed that it frightenedn my family. After a week, I got out and started seeing a psychiatrist. He prescribed me zoloft and seroquel as my FIRST LINE. I don't know if the zoloft did anything but I always took the two together and I spent all 4 of my high school years as a drowsy, hungry guy. I did gain weight but nothing major, maybe 15 pounds, I was cutting the pill into pieces after a few weeks of having it. I lost all the weight 3 years after quitting, I'm 22 now, but I'm so terrified that I'll have heart diease because of the years I was on it and was eating like SHIT. The drug makes you crave sugar and I didn't know that. I'm just so frustrated that out of everything the first thing this old psych wanted to give me was an anti psychotic medication with metabolic effects. My blood work showed my glucose as normal, but my cholesterol is actually a little high. I'm really freaking out about it because my anxious mind doesn't want to imagine a heart attack. :(",4.3622628083491435,5.263676298387097,5.515540796963951,81.5021347248577,70.29032258064517,8.093358633776091,27.894686907020873,8.313332769828598,1.8902819734345349,974,33,189,14,17,324,141,248,0.204,0.765,0.031,-0.992,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,8,10,10,6,1,16,0,19,13,4,2,2,29,40,19,0,5,6,0,2,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,12,11,4,0,4,1,1,1,3,9,0,4,15,4,25,1,27,24,5,33,0,1,1,0,6,12,1,1,20,126,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.10803122674053567,0.0,0.0,0.10817875967019183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211467474471484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693766581974995,0.1250641158465768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110003697614112,0.0,0.10349338417920813,0.2518837779662337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245256502859726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838160311821495,0.11327792573578532,0.0,0.0,0.09805096879866568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949370168001248,0.0,0.10436196765659277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824945380739657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619745468091372,0.0,0.0,0.08854017719148742,0.0,0.0,0.10961445819066903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623697694359335,0.0,0.2339299073252325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216801500866347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05408442857582211,0.1109545854579678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208465961936366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389584255017491,0.0,0.11121714232614148,0.0,0.0,0.1115227283059117,0.1115636891335971,0.0,0.11177957701312877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846650767037523,0.10622356414875496,0.0,0.23233064898633465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602392086332976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774743108221215,0.0,0.0,0.07091987752353353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203845360101196,0.08821683021811122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113636161897685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15671385541666752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354688114292103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299632205515235,0.0,0.0,0.10814181415834152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305922860778882,0.0,0.17760029369527813,0.26961552590498383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059389910094622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851592285094943 anxiety,harderouthere,2018/02/23,"Breaking the cycle I'm having constant anxiety about anxiety and panicking about having the next panic attack. Does anyone have any advice about how to break this viscious cycle? A little background: I recently started to have anxiety over a week ago and it's definitely gotten worse. I have barely slept and dealing with insomnia. I just started Citalopram 4 days ago and going to be adding in Magnesium Glycinate to hopefully help as recommended by my Dr. I'm also going to be meeting up with a therapist at some point. Any advice would be so appreciated. It's been a tough week.",5.4317190775681325,7.869046490566043,6.814654088050316,67.1824423480084,69.94339622641509,9.616771488469603,32.532494758909856,9.994966539143718,4.030659538784068,472,22,69,13,9,160,71,106,0.166,0.71,0.124,-0.4327,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,1,6,0,10,3,1,1,0,11,19,8,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,4,1,16,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,10,48,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280526369304541,0.2975873037468271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134233873495738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282948062850617,0.0,0.3852266807658856,0.0,0.0,0.11736837294643288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19095970829613013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139201616457576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108252823088827,0.17305150919881002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468913597006595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907921425387215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250991187231484,0.0,0.0,0.16671825017091269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823517134963656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17851608329235252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969421025343518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867757409575967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573692117166455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376177803744112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19489301440084325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692868953387205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17105895562673326,0.11923963417967395,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sklukie,2018/02/23,"Why does everything feel like a crisis to me? I’m trying to think of the most concise way to say this... Amongst other things, I have generalized anxiety. Whenever something negative happens I feel like it’s the end of the world, I’m overcome with fear, emotion, and anxiety. I also get anxiety about decision making due to poor choices in my past. In the last few months, the crisis feeling and anxiety over decision making has been getting worse. When faced with one of these situations, my response is to immediately call whoever I can get ahold of to talk it out. I feel incapable of making decisions on my own. The people I reach out to are family members whose decision making skills I respect. They are educated, productive, law abiding members of society (Not meaning to offend anyone, just trying to point out that they’re typical, everyday people). Recently I’m starting to feel like some of my family is tired of me calling due to the non-acceptance of my phone calls. I feel crippled and paralyzed by these things, as I rarely leave my house. I have cut off all communication with 95% of the people in my life. I have stopped working and can barely make it to school (Almost done with my bachelors). I do have a therapist that I see occasionally and do not currently take medication. Is this just anxiety? Does anyone else feel like this? What can or should I do to work past or correct this?Any insight, information, advice, or opinions are welcome. 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Let me begin with telling you all a little bit about my self. My name is Nicholas, but I prefer if you call me Nick. I am 19 years old, and I am a first year student at a University. I come from an upper/ middle class family of four. My mother is a successful entrepreneur and my father holds an upper position at a corporation. I have had the childhood that many people would call perfect. I grew up in a coldesac with about 11 kids that were the same age as myself. We were all very close, and played outside together almost everyday for 10 years. Friends have always been the number one priority in my life. I have a group of 7 friends who are closer to my than my brother. These friends are of great significance. When I say we are like brothers, I do not know how to stress that enough. I do not know if I would be here today if I did not have them. When people think of me, they think of how happy / optimistic / energetic / and fun I am. That was so cringe typing, but I enjoy being happy, and I fear being sad. (that word fear holds huge significance) I am heavily philosophical and am constantly questioning life and myself. This questioning and philosophy has led me to type this article because I know that I need to identify my mental issue and I think this can help some of you too. This is why I am telling you all my life story. I hope that this can help some of you, and I hope some of you can help me. Thank you all, here is my life story. Elementary school has began, and I have started forming my personality. Through the course of elementary school, I was one of the 'popular' kids and a lady chaser. I had a large number of friends and was quite athletic. I loved to adventure and play outside games with my friends. Climbing trees, jumping on the trampoline, making up games, dodgeball, pretty much anything we could imagine. My elementary time period was very memorable and fun. Looking back, I can't identify any of the fears / anxiety that I have today. I guess it is because I was too young to being deep thinking. In summary, I had an amazing childhood and I pray that my child can have a similar childhood one day. In middle school, I began to play an abundant amount of video games. I played soccer and ran cross country as well. I had a healthy mix of inside and outside life. I had a large group of very close friends, friends that I would call my brothers. My friends were a safety blanket to me. Without them, I felt a little bit weird. (I now realize this was a form of anxiety) When school dances, talking to strangers, and cute girls approached, I would always feel sick to my stomach. I thought this was just me being nervous, which it was, but I now realize it was a form of social anxiety. Similar to elementary school, I still fell under the 'popular' group of kids. I got invited to a lot of parties / gatherings. I avoided every single one. I went to one or two, and I remember how unsettled I felt that night. I felt sick and like every one was judging me. (standard social anxiety) I had a couple of panic attacks during this time period, mostly when my family and I would travel out of country. (I will go into more depth about this later) I kept my grades semi high, but I was far too worried about being one of the cool kids in school. So, in summary, in middle school, I was a very social anxious person who got good grades and avoided parties. Highschool. Fuck high school. This is where it all began really. On the first day of school, I remember shitting my brains out. The amount of anxiety (social anxiety) that I felt was overwhelming. I guess this is pretty normal considering going into high school is a big change in life. During my high school career I began deep thinking. This deep thinking led to severe depression and panic attacks. I was stuck on the thought of, ""am I doing this right? Is this how life is supposed to be lived? We are lost as humanity. Our priorities are so fucked that I don't want to be apart of this anymore."" These are the thoughts that put me into a depressed rut. Basically, I hated society and didn't want to be apart of it. I couldn't figure people out. All they cared about was social status, sex, and partying. I took no part in any of these things in high school. I had my close group of friends, and hated partying. I never drank / smoke / sexually experiment / etc.. in high school. To this day, I claim it is because I appreciate the sober mind. But really, it is our of fear. I constantly think I am going to die. (hypochondriac) I focused heavily on my grades in high school. I graduated with a 3.8 GPA and a 26 on my ACT. I have a brother who is at an SEC party school, so I did not want my parents to pay much for my college. (My brother and I are complete opposites. He partied hard in high school, and is very socially outgoing. I love him to death even though we are polar opposites. He will be coming up soon) Fast forward to the summer after high school. I dated, just recently broke up with after 1.2 years, a girl with terrible anxiety. She had very bad social anxiety, past trauma that affected her daily, and was a very depressing person in general. Her anxiety triggered my panic attacks heavily. I began having panic attacks daily, and for reasons that I can not identify. I would just be sitting down in my living room-panic attack. Playing video games with my friends- panic attack. Dinner with my family-panic attack. Tried traveling to Chattanooga with her-panic attack. Panic attacks left and right. I couldn't shake them. It was fucking miserable. Okay, let us talk about now. I realized that this relationship triggered my panic attacks and knew that I had to end it. I ended the relationship about a month ago, and I have only had 2 panic attacks since. One panic attack hit in my economics class out of nowhere. I didn't get much sleep the night before so that made me feel sick, and that feeling sick triggered a panic attack. (I remember thinking that I was going to fall asleep driving home and crash) My next panic attack happened in my communications class when presenting my first speech. It was an about my speech, so I was going to talk about my past and how I have grown from it. (anxiety / depression) When I talked about my panic attacks, I began to choke up and cry- a soft cry, not balling. This was 2 weeks ago. At this moment, I realized that I have not overcome the anxiety disorder and I needed help. My anxiety isn't social anxiety anymore. It isn't depression anymore. It's a beast that I can't identify. I have anxiety probably 4 hours each day. This anxiety hits randomly and has no obvious triggers. I went to counseling in high school, and we realized that I fear death heavily. Weird for someone who wanted to die for so long. Weather causes anxiety for me, heat causes anxiety for me, illness causes anxiety for me, thinking causes anxiety for me, traveling causes anxiety for me, and anything that is not the norm gives me anxiety. I stated traveling in that list. I travel with my family every single Christmas. We don't do Christmas grifts, instead we travel the world. Each time we travel I get at least one panic attack. This is probably normal because I am in a different country etc... I always fear that we won't find food / I'll get sick / someone will get hurt / we will get lost. I also now realize that I couldn't travel alone. I am so scared. I know that I will have panic attacks. I can't eat much when I have anxiety because my stomach hurts. This makes my stomach hurt even worse and I feel sick. This sickness gives me even more anxiety. It's a dangerous loop that I fear getting in every single day. I get terrible anxiety when I begin thinking about moving out on my own. I don't think I can be independent. This gives me so much anxiety. I am so scared that I won't be able to live alone. I know this is a common fear, but it is also one of mine. I have so much random anxiety, and I can't handle it. I am tired of feeling sick from it. I have started to eat a little bit healthier to help feelings better. I am just sick of having anxiety. I want to go a day without having fear of something. I am so scared of everything. This didn't used to be me. I don't know what happened. I know this post has been very jumpy, and there are probably holes that I missed. I just had to tell someone what I am going through. Theres a lot of things that I didn't say, but I know this has been a very long post. Thank you guys for reading my life story. Let's talk. 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All my life people have seen as a calm and relaxed person. People even tell me that I don't worry enough. To them, it seems like I'm not really engaged in what happens around me. My sister once told some friends she was jealous of me, and wished she was cool with everything all the time, like I am. The thing is, I'm not relaxed at all. I'm very anxious a lot of the time. When I become stressed or nervous, I just shut down and disengage completely. I become passive and aphetic. To the outside world, it just looks like I don't give a single damn, but on the inside my mind pulls away from the present moment and escapes within itself. So I just start thinking about unrelated things, and my body just becomes this empty vassal. I often feel frustrated afterwards that I let myself go into this dream state, feeling as if I don't have any control over the situation. I have ADD too, which is harder to recognise for most people than ADHD, because I get lost in my own thoughts, opposed to being eccentric or energetic. I don't mean to sound disrespectful to people with ADHD, believe me, I know your struggles are just as bad as mine, often even worse. I'm just venting my personal frustrations. People perceive me as this harmless, mellow guy and this frustrates me. I often wish that I was more assertive, dominant, spontaneous, and energetic. I want to be unexpected and take control over situations. When something happens, I want be clear-minded, and not absorbed by my anxiety. Most of these thoughts may be very egotistical, I know this. I am vain in that respect. I admit that I want to be someone people can look up to and be wow'ed by, but i cannot let go of the feeling that I'm a supporting actor in my own life, and just an extra in everyone else's. Who doesn't want to be the charismatic mystery person, and not the anxiety-ridden bore? Oh well, thanks for letting me vent my narcissistic frustrations!",5.857136524822696,6.59630739095745,6.431170212765959,76.85833333333333,66.84574468085107,9.032624113475178,32.95390070921986,9.075114841892004,2.8895464539007096,1553,65,280,26,24,507,198,376,0.132,0.7,0.168,0.5555,0,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,1,1,3,19,28,6,3,15,1,30,4,1,2,3,68,69,28,0,7,16,1,3,3,1,1,3,1,0,4,20,19,0,3,12,4,0,3,10,13,1,0,9,9,45,15,45,48,13,29,0,1,4,0,15,17,1,12,11,208,65,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766854552512634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0587539798137581,0.0,0.06609465773297325,0.09760577424922227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691303108986727,0.0,0.0,0.08117428604837455,0.0,0.07213918416335276,0.05266775691970835,0.28626124646941464,0.0,0.09734158454686026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959693169240566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058724062446682,0.0,0.193806651049454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217490589028035,0.0,0.0,0.08927280261994944,0.0,0.11413086084710455,0.0,0.0,0.0825575213830855,0.07764944980150812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310571154709204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675130890977088,0.0,0.04513967877361545,0.08288136622772915,0.09820457919087758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554815254708495,0.1528039128723134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496477210567217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26504512706733463,0.12205170834811993,0.126629908752864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14510605154809572,0.0,0.0943142284021182,0.07345296142070963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411335448843956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744758212339872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920116408317356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35938727471551835,0.2263196558066073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05534912639398775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865399914225082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423119050075255,0.0,0.0,0.073205214880211,0.06651382832943163,0.0,0.0,0.06115334158796274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989692523050177,0.09032252833316667,0.0,0.0,0.0980440558125877,0.0,0.0,0.06496096057453385,0.0,0.07551614483053712,0.07954418100026082,0.0,0.0,0.11479872110360938,0.0553607051227371,0.0,0.13718160297084706,0.10075938389159536,0.09930242869257608,0.0,0.0825575213830855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257571175338593,0.2038404238869786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768267657264111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19870814762393346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877419260118716,0.08804750830210424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,weedpony,2018/02/23,"Amidst a mental break down I’ve been diagnosed with Anxiety, major depressive disorder, obsessive compulsive disorder, and adhd since I was around 7. I forgot to take my anxiety pills two days in a row and sweating quite a bit, my mind feels foggy and scrambled, and I’m panicking. My mom is texting me saying my rooms dirty, I am trying to make plans for the weekend, my trainer wants me to practice today and tomorrow but my arm has a sharp burning pain from where I had humerus reconstructive surgery. I’m freaking tf out, on the verge of tears. My vision feels blurry and I feel kind of like with drawn, and sucked into my mind. I don’t know I have nobody to talk to so I thought I’d get it out here. 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It has been the most difficult experience and this past week has been so horrible that I’ve decided to give them my notice of resignation. I’ve been with them for 6 months and I don’t even know how I have lasted this long. I am giving them a month notice per our contract. I am 100% ready to be done with this job. The issue is I am so fucking nervous about what the mom will say or do once I send the letter. I am sending it after i am off this evening. I keep thinking about what could happen. She could fire me on the spot, which would be a relief honestly. But then I don’t have a job or anything lined up. And I will be screwed. She could make me stay the full month and i would just be uncomfortable the whole time. That prospect makes me feel nauseous and anxious as hell. I just don’t know how to not feel like I’m going to die from how anxious I am. I’ve barely eaten in three days and I cannot function normally. Quitting a desk job was hard, but quitting this job is one of the hardest things I have ever had to do.",2.227734693877551,3.6713531918367366,3.6846428571428578,90.46410714285715,76.26530612244899,6.6959183673469385,23.67857142857143,7.365786028017652,0.8014857142857141,912,28,204,11,20,301,130,245,0.13,0.83,0.04,-0.9258,4,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,3,2,12,11,3,2,14,0,39,3,0,5,1,38,55,19,1,6,7,1,4,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,13,11,1,1,6,0,0,5,5,8,0,3,9,5,31,3,24,35,3,26,1,2,0,2,15,7,3,3,14,151,44,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550154862751558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288004025733172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034568436040884,0.0,0.0,0.0727899687718685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713827308334633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550227202410175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490953644997003,0.10209479092997556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104057215446112,0.1064010957516658,0.0,0.11413803568048066,0.08063230818476012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434385327018314,0.0,0.21654489270015745,0.0641449973360778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998080401636434,0.0,0.10110678909864326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11780397154983255,0.4480128875969451,0.10032150098012613,0.0,0.0,0.12405765808332958,0.09200178420852144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551411840231497,0.0,0.0,0.09988386819009942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15067938628185654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218863159036204,0.27026842573595383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105858343574008,0.0,0.25699997654025186,0.0,0.12019982173271375,0.07648169586333388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774445740459047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346265096267225,0.0,0.2400961953940253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975648079255844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336486549066793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030135500787414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498391337804537,0.07232070666927169,0.0,0.0,0.0658137376542173,0.0,0.10698485259551928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053521258422492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12601213236861405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035515750357024,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Horsesnsnowboards,2018/02/23,My ex and I broke up and I'm having less panic attacks.. is there an explanation My ex and I dated for 3 years and towards the end of our relationship I constantly felt worried he was going to break up with me or was cheating on me. I was having panic attacks almost every time I was with him and also when I was alone. We broke up about a month ago and I've only had 2 panic attacks and they weren't even as severe as usual. I've even lowered my medication of Zoloft from 100mg to 50mg (with help from my psychiatrist). Is this a sign that I'm really better off without him? I thought I was going to marry him.. guess it's good that I didn't... ,1.0453010033444805,2.8436192826086995,3.770289855072463,86.93864548494986,80.81159420289855,5.985284280936455,20.7603121516165,7.010146845296331,0.4978633221850615,503,14,108,6,13,178,84,138,0.21,0.713,0.077,-0.9497,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,1,1,6,11,4,3,4,0,13,2,0,0,0,18,20,12,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,11,1,21,2,21,9,1,18,0,2,0,0,11,6,0,3,9,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293887458457681,0.0,0.14616238886951427,0.15117522897182484,0.0,0.11672777919591075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981671634324239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909376210668286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773579841925625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292812460112203,0.0,0.0,0.19281638640569024,0.0,0.12298140906883752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014883584177168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659100084546225,0.12242811968190355,0.0,0.0,0.1607963822491156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783694538770744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704390431433711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165074925587107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110125999017365,0.0,0.5137737664943001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350861338282178,0.0,0.0,0.1567112758818946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489836792063475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158795297339154,0.0851130892829589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607593043498857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407045948974785,0.0,0.0,0.14823406206099532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399636950299924 anxiety,Finnnnno,2018/02/23,The worst thing about anxiety The worst thing about anxiety for me is that when I’m going through tough times that would be hard for anyone people think all my problems are in my head and due to my anxiety. I know I’m reacting differently than other people. It doesn’t mean everything is in my head. It just means I handle hard times differently. It can also mean I dealt with some other hard stuff that is making me overwhelmed and maybe overreact to another stressor. ,6.043857677902622,7.243463966292138,6.237696629213485,76.7611891385768,66.64044943820224,9.978277153558057,29.44007490636704,10.125756701596842,2.9579423220973786,379,13,68,9,6,121,56,89,0.271,0.716,0.012,-0.9652,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,8,2,2,2,1,15,17,4,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,3,9,0,11,15,4,7,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,50,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11914272633944699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622307522124698,0.3419178468883316,0.0,0.0,0.10417331761872306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31131386026100905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389752212378955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467123623207297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003821270543246,0.0,0.3058018385475411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187789937020845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944820672709816,0.0,0.14967479874307266,0.4868628817192906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20657397096926985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14255789675496186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705514300733589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979571566578536,0.09546315212675607,0.0,0.0,0.17374793856610507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583420364708264,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Abcdefg3127,2018/02/23,"Experience/Recommendations for getting a prescription online? I’m taking a public speaking class on top of a class that has biweekly presentations. I’ve never had an issue with stage fright, but for whatever reason (and it’s so, so, so frustrating) my heart now explodes in my chest leading up to speaking. It feels so unnatural, causes my voice to shake, be out of breath, etc. I wouldn’t even say I have a mental fear of speaking, I rather enjoy it once I’m settled in. But my physiological response is getting worse, and I don’t understand it. Anyway, I’m thinking about trying out Inderal. I go to school in a different state than my home Dr. Does anyone have any experience doing an online doctor appointment for something like Inderal? Thanks!",4.466967995508141,7.142816145985402,5.9185401459854035,71.3997754070747,73.67153284671535,8.594946659180236,29.51656372824256,9.265573868473778,3.17571690061763,600,26,96,15,13,202,92,137,0.09,0.812,0.098,0.2851,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,9,7,1,3,7,0,9,5,3,3,1,16,20,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,5,1,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,1,6,10,3,19,17,1,17,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,64,15,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368811857985279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074364919271334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20677587180333992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103007264190744,0.0,0.20602445432013228,0.1761464820559961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244867751370654,0.132947313683934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196896048967666,0.0,0.2265023855301189,0.10177610339395506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103269523760932,0.0,0.11439530814000312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23852453657880546,0.0,0.0,0.2019059798743568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100899865183979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983380310156316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028486536907299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524394912265954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21436271286199726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20695523490116052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007047633084867,0.0,0.2037118855700556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495957418701312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513418042869572,0.0,0.0,0.18531683901587934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897575598901695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665978496540682,0.0,0.0,0.2095455237770137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512733573455044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,accio_amber,2018/02/23,"Medication? Does it work? Is it worth it? I saw yesterday on Twitter the hashtag #MedsWorkedForMe was trending and as I scrolled through the tweets it made me curious. I’ve always been against using medication, I don’t always trust putting pills inside my body, even the birth control pill. But I’ve really been struggling with my anxiety recently and it’s getting to a point where I’m wondering if medication really is the answer. I’ve tried meditation, breathing techniques etc. etc. but my anxiety is just getting worse, I’m getting more and more panic attacks to the point where it’s happening at work and really affecting my social life. If medication really does work, perhaps I should consider the options. What are your stories on medication? 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Terrified of working full time So I'm a guy in my mid 20s. Have struggled with addiction and anxiety/depression for quite a while. I'm in recovery for the addiction end of things and am doing well in that regard. The problem is my self esteem in relation to working full time is awful. I always fuck things up and feel like I'm unreliable. The thought of having a full time job and people depending on me doing a good job is terrifying. 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It started about a week ago. Whenever I’m in class I get what I think is an anxiety attack. My heart starts racing, I feel kind of detached from my body, and I start panicing a bit. It usually doesn’t last too long except for one class where it went away but kept coming back. How can I stop this? The main thing that makes me panic is that awful detached feeling. In high school I got this a lot too but I combatted it by flexing my calf’s and legs. 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I’ve been with the same company for 5 years but in order to try and reduce my stress and grow I’ve taken a new job that starts in two weeks. Every night this week I have been up with massive panic attacks freaking out that the existing small work issues and discrepancies I’m trying to work out with my off boarding are gonna blow up and collapse on me. This is my first major professional transition out of college and I’m terrified something is going to go awful. I can barely function normally anymore even during the day and my support system (my wife) is getting really fatigued while trying to do her best. Have any of you ever felt this way before? How did you get through it? Because right now I’m stable...ish but I’m so exhausted and can’t take another hit like the ones I’ve gotten this week",5.096849816849815,5.897017824175826,6.14478021978022,78.02105311355312,68.56043956043956,8.923809523809524,29.452380952380953,9.075114841892004,2.470317216117216,732,26,135,13,12,244,123,182,0.191,0.748,0.061,-0.9812,3,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,0,4,6,9,1,2,6,1,14,2,0,1,2,21,30,12,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,13,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,3,7,1,13,3,24,21,3,35,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,0,18,85,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850593425519356,0.14267725813508508,0.10409025860912888,0.0,0.1349410928149263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15479492786649354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294468306778481,0.0,0.11578230114595944,0.0,0.14279306587381305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393998132518165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775143244036286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987043150184112,0.24615930738706784,0.1146416288132936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064487501679492,0.0,0.0,0.11573782691079056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217793081133098,0.0,0.15465909644130754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472691481564167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420177453717597,0.4050740778745429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06647506471192609,0.0,0.0,0.12041429140924505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141356874105647,0.0,0.12768889664973807,0.13331597109057966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220196794574673,0.0,0.0,0.15964435025426965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716748187751565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619977799407097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475039631591557,0.0,0.0,0.09630834562182533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586335446960178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440629355931804,0.0,0.0,0.10230483699633912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27714002269323273,0.0,0.13291689093401068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080030037887817,0.327432257133852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981156055152203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762216162548876 anxiety,ThoreauIsCool,2018/02/23,"Crippling anxiety that my friends secretly hate me or want to leave me Hi reddit, I'm extremely clingy and constantly worry about losing my friends or that they secretly hate me. Whenever we make plans for the weekend, I start worrying about what will go wrong, or how they'll cancel on me and disappear forever. You know, I'll begin combing our text messages for the slightest sign of doubt or condescension. I'll send a few nudging texts to them throughout the week, trying to get a beat on their enthusiasm. With more physically distant friends, I'll set up ""tests"" in search of their commitment - these take the forms of arbitrary things like becoming pen pals, throwing a party, or doing other things symbolizing that they want to keep me around. It's mostly a fruitless task wherein I keep moving the goal posts, instead of enjoying what I have in front of me. I can only really obsess about one friend at a time in this way. If another person begins showing me more commitment I begin fantasizing about how they make my life right, and I can breathe a sigh of relief that the other people aren't as important; the problem with this is it's shortsighted and I'm doomed to repeat the motions the next time I interpret one person's actions as ""better"" than another's. I don't know how to think about it really except that I grew up in a verbally abusive household and never had friends until college. In a way I view life as a kind of war - I have to stand for the good I want to see in the world and surround myself with people who support me. But it's also my own downfall. It leads to arrogance and entitlement. It insulates me from the insecurity and low esteem and judgmental behavior I channel throughout my day and in public. I also think the black-and-white valuing of certain people over others could be indicative of BPD. But it doesn't change the fact that I love these people, and the good traits they bring out in me. I have a right to express my feelings and my gratitude, right? I owe it to myself to survive, emotionally. But real gratitude is short-lived, and becomes fake gratitude, then arrogance. I'm nothing without my friends. But it's also what makes me so unique. But that also means I can't afford to lose them, so it creates problems. But also the problems are all in my head so why should it matter? It's a confusing cycle I can't get out of.",6.595491107847934,6.930345077092513,7.0823152227116974,74.23492331538587,65.18942731277535,10.250155000815793,34.215695872083536,10.082433333333334,3.4708863762440867,1891,79,337,40,27,620,230,454,0.141,0.7040000000000001,0.155,0.6359,2,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,2,1,9,8,18,33,3,4,27,0,20,5,2,7,6,72,52,41,1,9,14,0,1,1,7,3,2,0,0,2,32,20,0,2,9,3,1,11,7,16,1,2,1,3,53,16,60,46,7,55,1,4,2,1,30,24,0,9,16,239,85,5,0.0,0.0991024517977278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33444359756232106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17541249526348704,0.06398613287746886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445938289305905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475270450513268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397481990872308,0.0,0.0,0.10534455262630477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884824660301662,0.0,0.0,0.09038761510087777,0.0,0.06678157293182105,0.0,0.0,0.053942365898059716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408633296043943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229206158103039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38773101501498014,0.0,0.08739930224690155,0.0,0.047535848348516256,0.14031039079561494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651589154415944,0.08584113371186973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14869024412616486,0.0,0.0871005873794283,0.09193524461812418,0.0,0.0,0.08856512191163649,0.0,0.0,0.11815806445108228,0.04086340432362618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714868443190852,0.0,0.0,0.07549044409642737,0.0,0.16749566029321314,0.0,0.0,0.09111098857899674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889853110599465,0.0,0.0,0.06451010047971464,0.0,0.08895453817165598,0.0,0.0,0.08025704560087857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335637842335547,0.06361374051941868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194816548636565,0.14606646554027686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010620543287368,0.0,0.0,0.2401031635744688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520325247654164,0.10716680220679016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429020931673234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665208630794095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059202452587881836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09491629427018748,0.0,0.0,0.06288860246410652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113645905203788,0.1071892209045101,0.0,0.0,0.09754499905857206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678763333113256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800319227001155,0.13278273382997785,0.06709281026322274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547416875488543,0.0,0.0,0.08062819533657374,0.0,0.0,0.1698856376381481,0.0,0.0,0.09144972797255688,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thereissoupinmyflies,2018/02/23,"Crosspost from /R/BrainFog Hi, I was redirected to /r/dpdr from /r/BrainFog because of my post: https://www.reddit.com/r/BrainFog/comments/7ywigs/brain_fog/ But I don't really think it fits into that subreddit because my symptoms aren't quite severe enough, IMO. It might not fit in here, either, but this might also be because I have spent the last 2 years, since the realization that I have more severe problems than I thought, improving myself and slowly but surely fighting myself upwards and towards the light, towards hope and towards the future. Yet I am still often quite absent-minded and feel distant because of that constant stream of thoughts. But I have learned how to not get my words muddled up a lot anymore, I have also learned how to concentrate on conversations and notice subtle cues and implications etc. and how to deal with social situations where things move fast and the fact that I am improving further gives me more hope and confidence, yet I am still worried if this strong tendency to get distracted by my thoughts might interfere with my ambitions to start a successful business and make a difference in the world and it makes me wonder how I can be a more high-functioning individual for a larger part of each day. AFAIK in my case it might be partially anxiety-induced as it usually gets worse if I constantly worry about it getting worse or if my thoughts are partially about how well/bad I am doing at the moment rather than the situation itself, so some tips on how to avoid that diabolical cycle would be great. Basically, how can I keep myself focused on reality rather than anxiety/depression-induced thoughts? I have made considerable progress yet somehow I am struggling with some kind of problem that keeps me from finally breaking through, and I think it is the constant rumination and anxiety, and that is partially caused by some flawed reasoning that is described in more detail in my other post.",12.628210084033618,10.339497064705881,10.956722689075631,59.76382352941178,54.82352941176471,14.067226890756302,46.638655462184865,12.416235457179464,5.84377731092437,1582,76,244,37,14,492,183,340,0.106,0.757,0.13699999999999998,0.9396,0,1,0,0,2,0,45.0,0,0,0,5,23,13,1,3,14,0,29,1,0,12,2,78,52,33,0,10,13,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,20,19,0,4,13,0,1,1,4,6,0,0,8,2,31,7,42,35,13,40,0,0,0,0,6,19,0,17,17,194,51,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882760791595833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06640164314639309,0.0,0.08608212152232288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247424418232777,0.21164951723829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891673499967798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813993857516945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597871866540617,0.08948682788729938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068736266783207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968744200472624,0.09680477066169862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043888609214852575,0.0,0.0,0.09508498645653753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139734402002133,0.08326631973757277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569713453838856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917088009220636,0.0,0.1724236607676898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15430337927629784,0.0,0.09038868049871768,0.0,0.07075345795332487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379412345259045,0.0,0.08213211120935299,0.11587913988236198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3683236708508417,0.08764309867568418,0.0,0.0,0.09225449754938043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882219780071386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399577256522863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626051388826318,0.0,0.0,0.16611145643616945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846446371851016,0.0,0.0,0.05560620276038837,0.08924469621701525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19611823445424803,0.0,0.0718017279951833,0.1951333230536708,0.0,0.08848151008652272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143737640247422,0.0,0.1386369352266616,0.0,0.0,0.09074204330839364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180782581983492,0.09021827307508944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05766595950296681,0.1112356705361615,0.0,0.3445469028496092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559776527432637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804348407813659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413072828096704,0.0,0.17629891007396653,0.17691291328947187,0.06166011883156927,0.0,0.0,0.05589625374858099 anxiety,NielfromScottPilgrim,2018/02/23,"Hey, try this for panic attacks Just had a major panic attack. Woke up with major neck pain and my brain went straight for the unspoken ... so I'm pacing around, shaking and decide to look up youtube videos, trying anything to stop my attack when suddenly I come across this: https://youtu.be/vXZ5l7G6T2I I started synchronizing my breathing, really listening to the piano. Something about the tone seemed nostalgic and reminded me of the PS2 days. Slowly, with each breath the panic dissolved. Really unusual for me since these types of things generally dont work. I thought I'd share it. Hopefully someone else can find some use for it. Peace!",5.259864864864864,8.545819063063064,4.70759009009009,77.78679054054057,74.58558558558559,8.024324324324324,28.16891891891892,8.841846274778883,2.8899783783783786,520,21,79,12,12,157,83,111,0.206,0.7140000000000001,0.08,-0.945,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,3,4,6,0,3,5,4,1,0,18,14,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,8,0,0,4,2,8,2,16,10,4,13,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,5,47,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12355759092495767,0.13366201749170045,0.0,0.5124391904484451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761289910756133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933772093936258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683192599870807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597031591465015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542794630335946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723097510059287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491291294078975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608505558382765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976622255945996,0.5284929082077107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237509679158052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668752954047522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420255013992662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721845145291022,0.11558993787698603,0.0,0.0,0.10627430615048347,0.0,0.0,0.12552900889511728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09975051334439587,0.0,0.0,0.11919937074385105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038789295506146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12967817357440753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918710105415785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930827633769237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,comebacktobed,2018/02/23,"Does this sound like anxiety (without panic Attacks)? very low resilience Okay so I'm aware that this subreddit is not an appropriate substitute for a professional diagnosis or therapy, but maybe some people feel similar things and can share their experiences with me. I stumbled about this video and it made me question my mental health. First off - I don't think I have ever experienced a panic attack, but I did get (something like) anxiety when I had to do a presentation in front of my class some years ago, and somehow my heart starts beating very fast whenever I sit in uni and even THINK about raising my hand and saying something (didn't have that issue in school). So I avoid those situations. I'm rather introverted but I don't think I have social anxiety that seriously affects my everyday life - although I'm often exhausted after meeting people. I think it is very strenuous to talk to people I'm not comfortable with yet. Besides that, I don't think that I am consciously worrying too much which would be the main sign of anxiety, I guess. But what is concerning me now is this: I tend to get overwhelmed very easily. For example, when I have to work at 4pm, I can't study in the mornings because the thought of having to work later stresses me out enough that I can't really sit down and focus. I want/need to relax. Every semester I decided not to write a certain paper because I was too stressed out about it. And knowing that I'll have to do a certain thing that is making me uncomfortable/I don't want to do also stresses me out. Also, I get migraine whenever I'm stressed and don't drink enough (3 liters +). Actually, I always thought that I wasn't very resilient, and my family always brushed off all those ""problems"" with saying I was just lazy. But I did have serious family issues some years ago, I think I was depressed but I have never gotten therapy. Now I actually feel good. It's just that I feel the need to relax/recover so much, and I already stay at home so much and barely do anything. To be honest I don't think it's just laziness. Sometimes I... can't do certain things. I don't know, maybe some of you understand what I mean?",5.409881808838642,6.422841868105516,6.404305412812607,75.67270683453238,67.96882494004797,9.79407331277835,32.39885234669407,9.957137785484203,3.2794262418636526,1717,73,314,40,28,572,195,417,0.16899999999999998,0.765,0.066,-0.9902,0,1,3,0,0,0,54.0,0,1,1,4,24,27,2,8,10,1,41,7,2,3,6,74,73,27,0,5,15,0,4,2,0,1,4,3,1,0,27,17,1,1,19,3,0,1,17,16,0,1,12,9,49,11,38,58,11,35,0,3,0,0,10,13,0,9,20,221,76,6,0.0,0.0,0.1465178168468812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13309262612468425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284321457048814,0.12006922683526552,0.12493092460730156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297178226395745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061777408880454625,0.0,0.0,0.17080922970260687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152572127527628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465893200907219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569553395402486,0.0,0.0,0.07354144342008266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513775653123998,0.0,0.049583986340656916,0.06790642668081487,0.06325093651110998,0.0,0.0,0.0734342855979185,0.14154136840095072,0.0,0.11387514604067535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385573912065158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766520636680393,0.0,0.0,0.06296637259083775,0.0,0.0,0.0826996685260139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07979744347615286,0.0,0.08896003263181575,0.0,0.0,0.07530278777943351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156710184405868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251461397876078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302518700611863,0.0733522393425451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0710344234788293,0.050110777463058975,0.0,0.1508387285901361,0.08177481969017457,0.0,0.0,0.07565436709562685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555846619227935,0.0556645307795314,0.0578997321530522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17616034885085846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15613527829578502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183324139260805,0.0,0.0,0.08409720767532966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809269476663914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939966430311387,0.0,0.07597631777313403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438345794675725,0.0,0.07652589182215755,0.0,0.11558734354135936,0.07424758606482809,0.0,0.05313596044886045,0.08001617975835787,0.0,0.0,0.3439763806573635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033958983924971,0.0,0.0,0.17170149688263991,0.0,0.1496224117704268,0.33671928843235405,0.0,0.11919669539701827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815202955816351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097090520310693,0.08855817540205717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07236620124998204,0.0,0.10930582298958266,0.07623870403823288,0.0,0.053328605929441227,0.0,0.0,0.0966871081527646 anxiety,AnxietyIsMyThing,2018/02/23,"How Do You Guys Survive Parties (Other Than Not Going To One At All) ? So I have this work party thing coming up tomorrow and from all the parties I've been to at my previous workplace, I get super anxious when at one of these. The obvious way to avoid them is to not go to them at all but I end up being dragged to these things all the time. Besides, staying back and not going gives me anxiety too for some reason. My previous MO used to be to drink myself out of it (basically to death) but ever since I started going to the gym regularly I'm following a diet where alcohol is not something I want to touch in the interest of my health. My anxiety always comes in the way when talking to female co-workers (one of the reasons why I have no female friends) and I have no male coworkers who I can latch on to for the duration of that party so as to not get myself worked up. I end up being the awkward guy in the corner at these without alcohol in my system.",6.392959183673469,5.189070744897958,7.707061224489795,74.71651020408162,66.04081632653062,10.697142857142858,34.906122448979595,9.888512548439397,3.3002832653061223,750,30,148,14,10,260,111,196,0.086,0.836,0.077,0.2998,0,1,4,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,4,9,5,0,2,11,0,11,5,0,4,6,27,25,11,1,1,8,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,10,6,4,1,2,2,0,7,8,2,0,3,1,1,20,3,40,21,5,37,0,0,0,0,10,17,0,1,9,121,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899626540535817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288157883862912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20756198345955276,0.153259346482454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431563679260047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337214505622368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289702720803312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403123757495673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227139666357995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481205706373882,0.0,0.14175550007129475,0.1301392681051953,0.3083991647860572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686532441957857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420226913693954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757840685777904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789660809930595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222093590098968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443916807407584,0.0,0.0,0.0960221999065196,0.1445975483196112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903990647535368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025549316823195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910555213552674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171683350145068,0.0,0.0,0.08001691086394326,0.21536422318027645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241377515909592,0.0,0.0,0.13077324253108946,0.0,0.29629046404893145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,swimminginvodka,2018/02/23,"Been up all night. I have a job orientation today but I don’t want the job. It’s a hotel gig and I’ve only ever lasted at a hotel for two weeks before walking out on the job. I literally feel sick to my stomach at the thought of working for a hotel. I told my boyfriend and he doesn’t seem happy about it. I wish he could understand the kind of anxiety I have about this. I don’t want to be a housewife and I’m not trying to be, but this damn anxiety keeps messing with me. I already know I’m not going to the orientation, I don’t want to waste their time. How should I explain this to him? Also, what kind of work should I look for?",1.1930778588807804,2.7235706861313886,3.590967153284673,89.65146289537714,79.36496350364962,6.318491484184915,22.36557177615572,7.1686216300943375,0.6281002433090022,492,15,112,6,12,171,78,137,0.132,0.7709999999999999,0.097,-0.7735,3,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,1,0,10,0,12,2,1,1,2,26,28,7,0,7,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,3,0,2,6,2,0,1,3,2,16,3,20,20,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,5,1,1,6,76,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17776296780424616,0.12882082265191044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246461476185204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707275415516335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861446931216353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571196931876818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145017880777908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154917502302064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17147958369424735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795605109033922,0.14318109023657324,0.0,0.3354936198948085,0.08852893229780318,0.131307004360866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527209646971414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511687759319026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251354855357408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466471073561369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278846942147808,0.09393083853222467,0.0,0.15269117471099336,0.1539250620864928,0.0,0.10936716527827044,0.0,0.15735811202351566,0.16769673637378815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850389889700157,0.0,0.12921388053371755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185241534918298,0.0,0.0,0.2345457934443275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ko-korona,2018/02/23,"Quarterly review today... I have my quarterly review at work today... But I also am moving next month and wanted to give my resignation next week. I have been breaking down and hyperventilating in the bathroom at work all week. The thought of disappointing my boss by leaving in the month that is their busiest absolutely terrifies me. It is almost to the point where I don't want to move. Which is dumb. I will be moving to a city with better opportunities and a stronger support system. I don't like the industry I am currently in. Anyway. Yep. So dumb. Thanks for reading my morning freak out haha",3.0370686070686084,5.948515243243243,4.536396396396395,77.74683991683993,81.25225225225225,7.018988218988218,25.655578655578665,8.139509932561175,2.1002884268884285,476,19,82,10,13,158,74,111,0.175,0.6729999999999999,0.152,-0.4491,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,4,11,2,0,7,2,12,0,0,1,1,12,18,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,0,2,2,0,13,6,15,14,1,23,0,2,0,0,2,9,2,1,10,61,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624066988954705,0.0,0.0,0.1327626372169585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14682733127970185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925731726794246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757865786059674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110684975299226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502417974849085,0.5293450160372579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531190061990939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15693842884457376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606055354270316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839256654962291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15284488476661862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317978639952958,0.0,0.0,0.3147268060717699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958406366625472,0.0,0.2663354447137425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24172270790378414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fraincs,2018/02/23,Those of you who knew they probably had anxiety was it worth it to get diagnosed? Title sums it up,1.939,4.171886900000004,4.240000000000002,82.47500000000002,80.0,10.0,25.0,10.125756701596842,3.0289999999999995,78,3,16,3,2,27,18,20,0.079,0.833,0.08800000000000001,0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,12,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4379776539765943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810976339388524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991190406098773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.617275395583246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kenevern,2018/02/23,"How to deal with the feeling that every breath you take isn't enough? Hello, i was recently diagnosed with anxiety. I'm on medication for it and started seeing a psychologist. Recently I've been feeling like I'm having difficulty breathing and it feels like I have to put a lot of effort into every breath. Saw my doctor and had my lungs checked and there was no issue. I was wondering how others deal with this or if I'm the only one feeling like this. Thanks for reading. 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What do I do/say?! So, two weeks ago I went to a place I formally worked at. A bunch of my old coworkers are friends with the new owners so we went to go help out breaking things to put in the dumpster and stuff. This was my first time meeting the new owners and it was kind of awkward. Fast forward after we helped them, I was picked up and on the way home I realized I forgot to give back the gloves I borrowed. They were in my jacket pocket. I figured I’d just bring them back next time but now “next time” has come and I’m freaking out about it. I feel like I should have texted someone telling them that I have them and now I’m really nervous and scared to bring them back. I don’t know what to do.",1.3301535087719287,3.3675231118421074,2.4133157894736854,95.80887719298245,81.03947368421052,5.369122807017543,21.31754385964912,6.42735559955562,0.10968807017543858,571,17,130,5,15,181,93,152,0.11,0.8420000000000001,0.049,-0.8395,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,6,2,9,7,0,3,7,0,12,0,0,1,0,21,24,9,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,12,0,1,4,0,1,8,1,4,0,2,7,1,23,3,18,16,1,36,0,0,0,0,16,9,0,0,20,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811449956044455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35942048593266235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421490123125468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878126818258759,0.1113093537559624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253030929675808,0.0,0.0,0.12037696884743918,0.0,0.0,0.14946534837114095,0.08854934654476666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886980026613675,0.0,0.15628825055896753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622501830527332,0.08562806932236304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611997841971056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009609109814594,0.3314074114988421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349441468429454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16278632581249045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663019747809226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981467288781147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239048725919696,0.1559911114431453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201571647107194,0.11994870469969025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836302335161566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618316647591075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351199324566533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725589073961286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522018957538035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367323526939035,0.124979877567407,0.0,0.0,0.2888713808310674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343016875409605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,absolutelyorrible,2018/02/23,"Tapering off Fluoxetine Hello, I have been on 40mg of fluoxetine for around 7 years, and I'm looking to gradually taper off. I would've imagined doing it very incrementally would be best, but my gp has suggested taking 20 one day, and 40 the next, for a month and seeing how I am. Is this going to cause a crash though? I'm a little concerned and wasn't sure where to double check.",6.606818181818182,5.6470665324675355,8.00840909090909,71.93261363636366,65.49350649350649,10.816883116883119,30.938311688311693,10.125756701596842,2.8193142857142863,301,9,60,6,4,105,60,77,0.085,0.878,0.037000000000000005,-0.5256,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,2,1,11,15,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,2,10,11,2,11,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,0,4,40,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396982358993553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28257146263077715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27660390197060386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736502431744939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530265031538527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26986897506954977,0.0,0.0,0.2261103488026601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492053847202705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28636076538011995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18245735379678324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145651345240239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25377409819081825,0.0,0.20244979857639106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454630638508403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22216746697611234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825487572614665,0.0,0.0,0.1733944307300246 anxiety,shimmynashake,2018/02/23,"I have to talk to strangers today. I'm studying journalism and I have to ask random strangers in the street a topical question and record their answer on a dictaphone. I've never had to do it alone, and I don't have anyone that can come and help me today... I feel stupid for being scared, since I'm supposed to be a journalist, but approaching strangers who are most likely busy, with no one there to back me up, is so alien to me. It doesn't feel right. I feel sick, but I have to do it. It feels stupid to post this here too, but just writing this made me feel a little bit better. 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I'm hoping to make this a catalyst for change that I really need in my life. Having a set schedule, or at least a reason to get out of bed in the morning, will be a great change for me. I did the interview about two weeks ago and even I thought I did an amazing job, which isn't normal for me. Got hired only a few hours later. I've been going back and forth on scheduling but today's officially the day. I'm scared, but excited. 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I finally went and got help medically and... I fucked up too much to completely salvage my grades :/ I’m going to have to withdrawal from 2 classes and that makes me really anxious but the medication I’ve been on is helping me realize that, I did fuck up but it’s not so terrible in the long run. I can’t ever really know if I feel the same way as anyone else but, something that I’m trying to focus on is the big picture, and the silver linings. The feelings might not stay, idk the medication may not work completely for me but right now I think I can sort of feel what I assume people w/out anxiety feel and it’s wild. 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I'm going to try posting this a few places because I really, really need help. I was suicidal from 3rd grade up until about a year ago. It felt so freeing to finally not want to die every day... until I realized, oh no, I *am* going to die one day. It's not an option out. It's just something that's going to happen to me one day. With all of these tragedies happening lately, I realized that I face the possibility every single day of kicking the bucket. I just read the statistics, and it's 1 in 100,000. Every day, the odd refreshes. That's more likely than a lot of other things that have happened to me. The part that is really messing with me is the fact that I'm an atheist, and when you die nothing happens. No more anything. I like things now! I like life! I don't want it to just get snuffed out! I'm anxious. I don't know what to do. How the heck do you enjoy life with death, and inevitable nothingness, waiting around every corner? 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I haven't made anything less than an A in college in nearly two years, but the other day I received a B on a test. Since then, I haven't been able to get my mind right. I need to get A's. I am terrified of the thought of getting a B. And today that fear is driving me crazy. How do I deal with this?",1.9466037735849082,2.8784939905660423,4.3831603773584895,87.23719339622644,76.0754716981132,7.941509433962264,27.400943396226417,8.472884824447931,1.8005886792452832,377,15,86,7,8,133,66,106,0.248,0.752,0.0,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,14,0,8,0,0,3,0,12,16,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,4,0,12,0,13,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,61,17,4,0.17701904529245274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037902104058396,0.0,0.13541908512629253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567159127552767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478035087287365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19943984546126628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416263979339784,0.18249886281632385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057583242320241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914928376146762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3983912803561625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3699405798945953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33499940159434605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787387732880105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125737908417529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511732974641236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464319835302569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053334874297047,0.0,0.0,0.1677933566435642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172921885377431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460592513004377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139944613709624 anxiety,queenzdominant17,2018/02/23,"Why do I do this to myself? It's 12:23 AM and my brain just remembered the scary videos I watched 12 hours ago, despite having been 100% fine for the past 12 hours. This always happens to me- I'll see something during the day that doesn't affect me until night, so I think I'm fine, and then WHAM, good luck sleeping. The videos in question were PSAs about fire safety. I'm sitting here listening to the beeping of our malfunctioning smoke alarm (just random, singular long beeps for 5+ years now) and worrying, even though no one in my family smokes, all the stoves and everything are off, and it literally makes no sense for me to be worried about fire. The same thing happened to me a few months ago when I watched a bunch of anti-drug PSAs and freaked out. I have never tried drugs in my life. Why the fuck do I keep watching PSAs when I know damn well I have night anxiety. I'm leaving for college in six months. No one will be around to make me feel safe when I'm scared. Does one ever outgrow this? I don't even know why I'm posting this. Sharing it calms me, I guess? Idk.",3.281627091203453,4.737040206422023,3.70108472746897,91.36774150026986,73.54128440366972,6.7807879114948735,24.750134916351858,7.285733465282438,0.8698280626011874,847,26,183,9,17,264,133,218,0.159,0.742,0.099,-0.8931,0,0,5,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,0,16,13,2,2,10,0,15,5,2,3,3,28,33,13,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,9,8,0,2,6,2,0,0,6,5,1,4,2,8,21,8,22,28,4,29,0,0,4,1,4,7,2,4,20,109,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683485401130284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176889429375058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935642191198154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887881019272497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653462195359806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07887764294792256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070313354608425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836736672676465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156472003794548,0.1106333276643704,0.0,0.0,0.10992129144708396,0.0,0.11529978349449672,0.0,0.0618418950927041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307048678439288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258497864160313,0.0,0.0,0.1347345159064041,0.0,0.216310656212353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24089474100724656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871173140780734,0.0,0.0,0.13443302455480832,0.0,0.0,0.1295050364862949,0.0,0.0,0.08638877312874152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823749788996896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632812189822745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19524793269350066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943303948104465,0.0,0.0,0.2295529296390042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486343654274712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675549507944626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713592025214488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370113903376973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854954279093304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245024955555946,0.0,0.09746253020246168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239493475759253,0.0,0.0,0.0941576009585423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812550746492042,0.07836913484986817,0.12016561979280513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830381573217525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996832757680397,0.0,0.3310880660716389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484165913843241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876144453502308 anxiety,CulturedVulcan,2018/02/23,"Doctor’s can’t explain it. Please help me fix this. I pass out cold. Not for long, but in certain situations, I feel very strange and just pass out. I’ll list the surrounding environments in which this has happened: at my Christmas play recital when I was very young, waiting in the line at Walmart behind a crying child, waiting in the line at Six Flags with lots of people, at a concert with lots of people (I literally got stomped on for a solid 2 minutes), on my university’s bus with lots of people, during a presentation, during an MRI, waiting to be seated on a first date with a girl. I wasn’t locking my legs, cutting off circulation. I wasn’t dehydrated. I’m not claustrophobic. I don’t do drugs. I do have Raynaud’s disease, so my hands pretty much are always white/purple with no circulation below 70 degrees. I do have a reasonable amount of anxiety, as I’m a software engineer, but I feel that I’m relatively alright at communicating with others. My childhood was pretty rough, long story short, my dad was arrested for felony child abuse. I don’t really think about that stuff anymore though. Here’s what I experience: At first, I just feel uncomfortable where I am. Then slight lightheadedness, and that causes my heart-rate to speed up significantly, I start to perspire really bad, then I know I either have to get out or I’ll be on the floor. When I’ve passed out, everything visual gets increasingly more speckled and almost black and white with muffled audio and I feel myself loose grip on consciousness. I’ve been to 2 specialists. They’ve tested my brain, heart, lungs, and they can’t find anything physically wrong with me. They left me with the encouraging phrase: “You may have social anxiety, might want to see a therapist”. I went to counseling, but can’t afford a therapist. I started taking Vyvanse (ADD meds) and it seems to honestly help over-anxiety and makes me more social. I’m not sure what to do. I really want to figure this out, it’s something where I have to dodge so many situations just because I’m afraid I’ll pass out. I’ve been trying to figure this out since I was probably 10-12. I don’t feel comfortable standing in lines or on the bus or in places with lots of people, or even during a presentation (which I will soon be expected to do for work). Thanks in advance.",5.2918828176431845,6.598744199546491,6.1462731329090765,76.334581961817,68.45578231292518,9.31844049447736,29.87206495501427,9.618343705623,2.774303138029405,1836,69,339,40,31,605,220,441,0.11,0.785,0.105,-0.5968,1,0,2,0,1,0,66.0,0,1,2,4,14,12,1,1,18,1,33,9,6,3,2,71,63,23,0,3,14,1,8,0,0,3,3,2,0,3,16,26,0,3,14,2,0,7,12,4,0,3,10,14,41,8,64,47,10,61,0,0,3,0,13,36,0,12,17,217,57,3,0.0,0.11229120966095307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490206290631473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885922114298352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21750461664669524,0.0,0.09398993737031797,0.0,0.0,0.07799059142254293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913199107077845,0.05777310235240386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579867277749938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735858612059453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410434117418677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700478786012356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990727871588056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625970640380582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08517639393356602,0.09270675912543133,0.0,0.0,0.23960188006661945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662134660822066,0.16122873878962138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903058092708908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579909968235614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380797488374267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246143269410936,0.12704948266869065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208508791344296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297178559262203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677432940841615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3222924769486712,0.0,0.0,0.06326210894584616,0.09608554752652823,0.0,0.0,0.10527209612887588,0.0,0.0,0.10053980473256248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966949530224413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628163038212552,0.0,0.09901823266772622,0.10403294462728382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283763065844847,0.10218196222475616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214317058257395,0.0974430376451062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07552228287167906,0.08627831919628874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839769510789557,0.2130589777334943,0.0,0.19321948493815452,0.0,0.07296134175193107,0.0,0.0,0.1341624731859741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849308906875174,0.0,0.0,0.08932298936445496,0.0,0.07125794686689305,0.0,0.0,0.08725479077212342,0.0,0.22007889121333252,0.0,0.060727091306224,0.09311457347342338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434504822898578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639627866917724,0.11179984075202776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785606977555868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899630411322139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362004562876977,0.0,0.0 anxiety,VikingPug,2018/02/23,"Didn’t take my flight tonight due to anxiety. Feel like a loser! I’ve had flight anxiety since 9/11. I’ve flown but always medicated and always nervously. Tonight I was supposed to see my boyfriend in LA and I just had these premonitions of the plane crashing. I could not get myself on that plane this time. I’ve flown down there a couple times already and I just generally sweat and shake most of the flight. I thought the more you fly the better it’s supposed to get. That’s not been the case for me. My boyfriend was very understanding and I know I’m overtired so that definitely contributed. I just feel embarrassed, like a failure. All these other people fly no problem! Why can’t I? I’d also add my dad was a bush pilot and I work in the travel industry so I know how safe it is. Why can’t I get over it? **Edit** I’ve rebooked my flight for this morning. I just have to do this. I can’t let my irrational fear take over. I’ll schedule an appointment with my doctor when I get back though for my exhaustion.",0.5578296146044615,3.051400313725491,2.1926639621365784,91.87147058823533,92.43137254901958,5.558891142663962,21.250169033130494,7.0983637204850245,0.7959694388100065,800,29,167,14,29,260,113,204,0.165,0.753,0.08199999999999999,-0.9375,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,3,12,11,0,4,11,0,15,4,1,1,1,28,29,13,0,2,7,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,1,6,1,0,2,7,7,0,0,8,3,25,4,16,19,3,16,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,10,104,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18360405514739025,0.13305372721026645,0.27688235530378325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25455991776108555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12793566278621682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14714925895284522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13284059333632894,0.18409589214434915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029659784336212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187223336115472,0.16825307662568234,0.11886163842432572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34770595114651365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828757830556109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013444067300132,0.0,0.16256936270832428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760996968627098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11534668387467716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592028325125203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325830210871262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376309463702672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501935458739015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634671382924416,0.13208683866582527,0.19403459641720988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732070588915702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728061655641122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30026346846310514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211263496724543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,its_inspired_us,2018/02/23,"How can you tell if stomach issues are caused by anxiety or sickness? I've had a tough week teaching and I don't feel very confident right now. I came into school this morning with a weird feeling/queasy stomach. I originally put it down to nervousness because I had a scheduled observation, but it hasn't gone away at all! I also know another wave of sickness is going around the schools right now. My problem is, I'm not sure which is causing my stomach issues! My main debate is that usually if I'm having an upset stomach due to anxiety, it doesn't last 15 hours. Maybe this is just an extreme case though? Have you ever had a time like this where you couldn't tell? What did you do/how did you find out if it was sickness or anxiety? Also, what are some tips to help relieve it if it is anxiety?",3.357783653846152,5.057390018750001,4.550000000000002,84.36269230769233,73.8125,7.423076923076922,29.18269230769231,8.139509932561175,2.046658653846154,633,27,124,10,13,208,101,160,0.151,0.787,0.062,-0.8594,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,0,10,8,0,2,7,0,21,7,4,4,3,28,28,12,0,6,9,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,3,0,0,4,5,5,0,0,8,1,13,3,12,19,3,24,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,7,12,87,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23194894269893102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206877598010152,0.4437673789092825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910080550160358,0.0,0.0,0.1362534484256382,0.0,0.0,0.08840439319511854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586714917874756,0.0,0.2979561899177716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131181188437963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07332775271957577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325479725484252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241965046647723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720555036639804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281798749493368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027317035443723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797005942906706,0.11821272447841767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085068676025277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145694631908203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876698327134418,0.0,0.14578770631710125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476969103511624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935411019480389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668202591876394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25351218091006905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248390739566652,0.0,0.08456380822549579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597218371232318,0.1196587819482745,0.0,0.0,0.11632833246534655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,enelculo,2018/02/23,Recent diagnosis caused more anxiety than before? I’ve always had symptoms of anxiety but I never really thought much of it and I never took care of my mental health. A few weeks ago I started seeing a therapist who “officially” diagnosed me with having anxiety. I feel like giving it an actually term and talking about it has made me a lot more anxious than I was before. I am a lot more self conscious of every little thing I do and how anxious I am at any given moment and that thinking makes me more anxious and then I think about how I’m more anxious than I was before and wonder if it’s going to get worse and it’s just an on going cycle. Did anyone else experience this when they first got officially diagnosed? Sorry if this is worded awkwardly or if it doesn’t make sense. I’m a little anxious right now and I’m typing this very carelessly lol.,3.612933220625525,5.4763348284023685,5.595963651732882,76.44285502958581,73.49704142011834,8.14218089602705,26.272612003381234,8.841846274778883,2.2469523245984777,682,24,121,14,14,236,103,169,0.2,0.74,0.059,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,7,1,11,4,0,6,2,32,32,17,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,9,2,15,2,13,23,10,20,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,7,13,89,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.1015412020048209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223714579914816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658084405841382,0.0,0.0,0.07075994529127504,0.0,0.2388019184430932,0.5877541630269472,0.0,0.0727566236285331,0.10661510292164184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656255830743627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608947377136456,0.1068916030424788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21122421585882406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692334388900855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766955800304682,0.0,0.0,0.10178428519407297,0.0,0.0,0.05261257393485309,0.07433583819130059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885078503728094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05436365690650315,0.09981759462985253,0.11827199915522975,0.0,0.08322108606001824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060400027592672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508352821034126,0.20857787725410049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692512228403878,0.0,0.09845793363543874,0.1389130328719721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048614501242815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649129196261018,0.0,0.16050494131296478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665933385233137,0.0,0.10274027399648927,0.0,0.0,0.08886111687564477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08291716430209821,0.0,0.10855048934493584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647936956435008,0.07364959988854437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815142350948734,0.0,0.08363425844869478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081412854776555,0.0691285190428716,0.13334655722688554,0.0,0.08260685277794169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11560726245984596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585503139969236,0.0,0.0,0.08346543792166855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128415775715207,0.0,0.0,0.10603940176033964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PowertothePixie,2018/02/23,"Compulsive outbursts? Hi everyone, I find that when I argue with my husband (which obviously triggers my anxiety) and the negative thoughts come, that it's very difficult for me to keep from saying things out loud that reinforce the negativity. I'll say things like, ""Sometimes I feel like I'm a terrible person"" or ""I'm an asshole"" or ""I don't know why you're with me, I'm such a fuckup"" Do you all do that? It's VERY hard for me to keep from saying these things, and it just makes matters worse. Sometimes I can control it, sometimes ow. Am I nuts or is this normal?",3.5060615079365043,5.183554705357146,4.856190476190476,82.41103174603178,73.375,8.192063492063493,29.408730158730158,8.841846274778883,2.3916039682539685,445,19,88,9,9,148,71,112,0.204,0.743,0.053,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,3,5,1,0,5,0,6,0,0,3,2,23,16,6,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,14,6,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,6,12,2,9,15,1,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,3,57,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721582064129047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324909426654128,0.0,0.0,0.18651486371716627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890274937637766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840841457155365,0.11880174230029936,0.0,0.0,0.1519913351317716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14896835987609733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29562266974450324,0.0,0.0,0.09139181463231366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624874416205726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100372804661786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16293456173036386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520306546312847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3967352494659713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4934123517281537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33143859159014666,0.0,0.0,0.13202027816930292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744228776779709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005608064732612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694696123448577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jdaniels-24,2018/02/23,"I have awful anxiety about school. Am I going to make it out of college with decent grades? I am on medication for anxiety. I was recently just put on a new one and they take awhile to start working. What sucks is that none of my professors are understanding at the slightest. I don’t want to register with the disability services because I don’t want to make myself feel like I can’t do anything without it being modified for me. I will read, go to class and I retain NOTHING. I’ve given up on reading and every time I go into a class I get so anxious and fidgety. I just hate school but I don’t want to do terribly. Any advice? 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Hey folks, looking for your advice or suggestions, or if you can relate, any indication of that. I am decently intelligent, I’ve done well in school, etc. but I am starting to realize my problems with anxiety may be much greater than I thought. in evaluative/performance situations, harmless or not, my anxiety is sometimes extremely severe. In addition, time sensitive tasks can put me in a tailspin. In college I started having test anxiety problems to the point I would fail in-class exams even after studying weeks in advance and doing well on homework. I thought that would end with school, but In my current job, I am regularly given a variety of tasks where it is expected I do things quickly, and sometimes highly time sensitive items come up. I find myself getting anxious when I’m figuring out how to do something for the first time. it feels like I slow down. Similar to my exams, when time is constrained basic skills and quality checks go out the window and I often have to redo portions of my work. Ideally I would like to be able to do analytical work where I am given a new project or assignment and I use my reasoning to solve the problem. But I seem unable to do things at a normal speed if they are new, even if they are not that difficult. Does this sound like an anxiety issue or like a more underlying cognitive issue with executive function? Have any of you had luck dealing with something similar? 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Ok. So my anxiety comes and goes in its intensity. When its good, I'm shy. A wall flower, but a functioning adult. I don't go places, I don't have IRL friends, and when the anxiety is low, that's all fine. When it's bad, I *can't* leave my house. I've lost jobs to this. Missed interviews, date, dropped out of school because I *cannot* leave the house. The isolation that is typically comforting to me is now horrific lonliness with no way out. It goes from my safe zone to smothering and yet the world out there is much worse, much more dangerous. So, some therapy later and these agrophobic trends have retreated, mostly. I slipped a disc in my back. I am stuck at home barely able to walk, let alone work. I am losing it. I feel so trapped and lonely. And my outs for dealing with it (walks with my dog, primarily) I can't do. Fucking everything sucks and hurts and I'm trapped in this goddamn house that traps me all the fucking time. Fuck.",1.0443205099021209,3.5092580575916266,2.4759207830639656,92.10242203505577,86.22513089005236,6.881948554518553,22.44047348053721,8.04050195162591,1.2956859094013211,743,27,162,17,23,240,115,191,0.3720000000000001,0.563,0.065,-0.9976,2,6,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,4,10,20,6,0,8,1,16,3,0,0,2,23,28,15,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,13,16,0,1,1,0,0,4,6,14,0,0,2,1,18,6,18,25,7,27,0,7,0,3,4,12,4,2,9,100,31,4,0.13706474445192834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195773868808234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20970830868604376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539432798177513,0.11444333641915964,0.08355339602893247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180691408034425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413077330372058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318495432765145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930405312966563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589588155976057,0.38014244284182097,0.0,0.0,0.07789705293030631,0.11496340465352327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13748711426144775,0.0,0.0,0.4744629372980138,0.14673064377626188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601560943151692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29026354757567363,0.0,0.14015798762265047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066807784757797,0.14962235982175584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015167160875876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320348520849802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871683892281958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674548059170618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07992355473539622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879561430723272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978476639423156,0.0,0.1396806843652299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hottopiclarge,2018/02/23,"raising an anxious kid... I've dealt with anxiety my whole life so you would think I would know just how to handle my 5 yr old's anxiety, but I am at a loss. The poor kid worries about everything and anything. He told me he cannot stop thinking about ""bad things"". I asked him what he thinks about and it's the following "" what if"" scenarios... 1) he loses me when we are out 2) someone is outside his window 3) someone breaks in our house 4) he gets stung by a bee and it hurts 5) afraid to be in his room alone 6) any noise he hears at night terrifies him and thinks something bad is happening.. 7) what if there arent enough houses for all the people in this world? ( yes..seriously) we have never lost him, he has never been stung by a bee, we do not have the news on around him, nor has our house been broken into.However, he has heard grown ups out in public talking about the recent school shooting. He also gets night terrors and nightmares and is afraid to fall asleep sometimes. how do I help him manage his anxiety in an age appropriate way? Telling him he is fine and stop worrying, as we all know, does nothing. Help!",1.916569696969696,4.067774048888893,3.030636363636365,91.5503181818182,79.62222222222222,6.224242424242424,22.671717171717173,7.348242739294969,0.7923777777777778,871,28,185,12,22,279,139,225,0.22,0.73,0.05,-0.9927,2,1,1,1,0,0,40.0,6,1,0,3,12,10,0,3,10,0,20,2,1,2,4,37,35,17,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,2,7,15,0,2,6,0,1,3,6,9,0,0,5,2,24,1,24,27,4,29,0,4,0,0,37,14,0,2,10,110,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063623390570752,0.0,0.09314753329724487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920913520647617,0.0,0.26731639443278643,0.13158715365233944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958515916589467,0.10369024699345764,0.10889134548151698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19450877745448852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019308127112132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120353064003484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468304934461482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171005029752754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300124207030716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312793387675739,0.0,0.15614569541166196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032004342449944,0.12469226706000085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280266885309611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08227196097500629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303092542488302,0.12714965850957588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967025759322866,0.0,0.0,0.21861370389892973,0.0,0.1117639249478126,0.0,0.12222422314893512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075128222424002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500811964508074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788210478417895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738311452760404,0.08967056934605472,0.11519986723496313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476189543505687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362072367476623,0.10180703579765298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738290623248181,0.29853797758673106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129986248204914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924549326917696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004369315953315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23657842763269396,0.0,0.1654854695890919,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iamthegoldengod69,2018/02/23,"Anyone else feel like this? (Please answer) I don’t even necessarily feel anxious anymore. I’ve always had underlying hypochondria but until about three weeks ago, this condition has completely impaired my ability to think and feel to where I feel like I can’t think and feel. I got really drunk a about three weeks ago and since that day I haven’t quite felt like myself. It’s possibly unearthed some latent feelings causing them to surface. I’ve always been unhealthily obsessed with the prospect of having a brain tumor (keep in mind I’m only 16. Not even in the high risk group) and would have the thought cross my mind at least once a day. I recognize this is irrational but would still get really anxious from time to time. Now for some reason, I don’t even feel like myself and/or feel at all. Like things almost feel depersonalization but not quite that severe. I’m constantly googling synonyms of words because I feel like my vocabulary has decreased and that I’m not phrasing things as articulate as I used to. Maybe I’ve been too self aware of my language skills but of course my natural instinct is to attribute this to a brain tumor or some degenerative brain disease in general. I just don’t feel like myself. Not as smart, funny, intelligent, quick witted, etc. Could this be underlying anxiety finally coming to a head? I’m not even too particularly concerned with the feelings aspect but rather the fact that I don’t feel like myself at all. I’m not as cognitively aware and my entire thought process seems to have changed. I can’t imagine how I used to phrase things and it’s hard for me to imagine how my friends would do it too. I used to feel like I was so smart that I had to tone down my vocabulary in order to converse with people where as now it feels like the opposite. I’m writing this stone cold deadpan and apathetic where as my old personality was a little more vibrant, energetic, and happy. I’m not insecure or depressed or anything. I know I’m awesome but not sure why I stopped feeling like that. Has anyone else had any similar experiences to this? Just writing this post doesn’t feel like something I would write. This whole “feeling” is just bizarre. Is this just a symptom of underlying repressed anxiety or is something more sinister going on? Is anxiety medication a good solution? Did alcohol trigger this or is it irrelevant to the gradual untreated anxiety. Any feedback is much appreciated. I’ve always been a hypochondriac but have never not felt like myself especially for such a prolonged period of time. That’s the most concerning part of all of this. Feel like I’m never saying the right words where as in the past I received much praise for my ability to coherently express my points and well spoken ness in general. I remember reading somewhere that this was the symptom of a brain tumor and maybe my mind is just subconsciously trying to mimic the symptoms. 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Hi y'all. Throwaway account for this but I just want to be heard because I have no one to talk to. I'm a 2nd year guy in college. I would seem like a normal guy on the outside, but I have serious abandonment issues that have gone on since middle school making it hard for me to get close to anyone, and I have personality that sticks out like a sore thumb when I'm either anxious or depressed. I was recently cut from the final round of the fraternity I wanted to be a part of, after really connecting with the guys... I think something just got ahold of me because I began to feel really uncomfortable and the guys noticed I was acting weird, even to the point where I was asked to leave an event. This always happens to me though. I can't sustain meaningful relationships because I have problems with closure. I feel like this was my last chance to find my friend group in college and I fucked up. My school's social scene revolves around Greek life and I was cut by the only house I can see myself fitting in. I really don't feel like I fit in at my college anyways. I'm so sad. I'm so far from home. I just wanna transfer and start over. I've felt this way for a whole year now. I don't have a roommate or literally anyone to talk to. I'm completely alone on the other side of the country from home. I schedule my trips to the dining hall at the least busy hours so no one can see me eat alone. I miss my friends and family so much it makes my fucking skin crawl. I don't actually ever tell anyone any of this because there's nothing they can do about it and no one likes a whiner but I'm holding in a lot and it really sucks so much. I just want to be heard. Should I consider transferring? I really don't wanna disappoint my parents but I wanna go somewhere that's not a party school and can really go for a fresh start.",2.5046578947368405,4.174855715789473,4.132828947368424,86.58292763157895,76.05263157894737,7.065789473684213,23.980263157894736,7.8658589789855275,1.1934210526315794,1452,46,303,22,32,486,186,380,0.19,0.715,0.095,-0.9889,1,3,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,0,19,20,5,0,22,0,26,7,1,2,1,51,63,22,0,11,12,1,7,5,2,2,2,2,3,5,13,14,2,2,8,0,1,6,9,13,0,3,11,11,44,7,50,47,7,45,0,5,3,2,20,23,3,4,20,201,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.08096142132523444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718524811783214,0.0,0.0,0.06903314177997283,0.0,0.0,0.056418730826186876,0.0,0.0,0.09372631304133268,0.0,0.1740322020073638,0.0,0.0,0.07385602833783261,0.07756064365566674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20229764930247385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698673964349972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145723502414596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489343451010098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05479729490244648,0.07504617444501081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782115827867901,0.0,0.12584808967917638,0.11853976507161312,0.07965896707241149,0.0908835961220665,0.07582808471738897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819639253762152,0.1533987570462749,0.043345546878388624,0.0,0.14145197661925024,0.0,0.06635432000626547,0.0,0.0,0.3285917452081337,0.07336526697305046,0.0,0.07431993016642653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496605884353322,0.0,0.08170335801233268,0.09572993783849193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659342282514178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676271716125115,0.0,0.08784746662544753,0.0,0.0,0.05860030675365744,0.2026614128699272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053348338134023,0.0,0.0,0.11075894671189647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197696292786413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128763221646333,0.07960671179242018,0.09445567641659523,0.0,0.0,0.1686567542965061,0.06309826968651493,0.0,0.0,0.09212230127576332,0.08984250983623622,0.0,0.0,0.07244143450425616,0.0,0.0,0.07842830493377526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938585827581562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31889524488917337,0.0,0.08191747237446413,0.08907286521769818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251893625212784,0.13222399068778293,0.07552779947973265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862912317880497,0.0,0.0,0.0845718985367873,0.0,0.06387015464539941,0.0,0.0,0.11744545404787082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333675060330062,0.07251466303611577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316032599950317,0.08151223736685945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195738536235843,0.06585338859581052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926269438605242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893562743776019,0.0,0.0,0.1068528847662954 anxiety,Senketsu-Kisaragi,2018/02/23,"I fucking hate myself. I was just at the first event of a fraternity I'm joining (it's the honors fraternity on campus, not so much the party-throwing type) minutes after being told I got a bid. The guy who showed up to pick me up and take me to the event told me he was my 'big' but he wasn't on my list of top five potential bigs. This wouldn't have been too bad, except I don't think I even talked to him during the 'speed dating' event, which means I was probably on 0 peoples lists out of like 50. So then I'm feeling all shitty about myself and I'm in my head, while the 'bigs' go upstairs, and the 'littles' hang out downstairs. And I'm just so full of self-loathing and anxiety so I just walked out, and had a couple cigarettes on my way home. Why do I do this fucking shit. It was a lot of work to even get to that point, and it would have been an amazing way to meet people, get out of my shell and develop professional skills. Instead it's just another on the long list of failures that continue to pile up in my life. I have one good relationship in my life, and I'm sure it's just a matter of time before I fuck that up as well - and then there's nothing. I guess if that happens, I'll finally feel like I can kill myself without hurting anyone too much. Gotta look at the positives.",3.9727573529411764,4.0751757610294135,5.226470588235298,86.08911764705883,70.80147058823529,8.311764705882354,27.39705882352941,8.124751697461798,1.4982514705882348,1005,31,225,13,17,336,146,272,0.12,0.754,0.125,-0.5504,1,0,1,0,0,1,27.0,0,0,0,5,17,15,6,0,16,0,18,7,2,1,2,36,42,20,1,3,10,0,2,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,13,14,0,0,4,1,0,3,5,8,1,3,11,3,26,7,38,27,5,44,0,1,1,3,10,25,4,3,16,151,39,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579439736294854,0.09906886440022136,0.0,0.0,0.09055098209595087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812896683261627,0.0,0.0,0.11019687380398796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329177300099172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17107002539936894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096045425968394,0.09251643104708587,0.0,0.1418633814375915,0.0,0.11015454504016198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35916822140840216,0.13531915797369815,0.0,0.07359911128254656,0.10862034049074028,0.1035747770856012,0.0,0.14266132515110275,0.12822758472578533,0.1145184092285447,0.0,0.0,0.12785665786135084,0.13290666669835627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990131258878035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386348337145793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327504881894013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829425336160421,0.12653651282914916,0.12979527283506714,0.0,0.11460541329104755,0.1087492714051698,0.0,0.0,0.11009817925349022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106591173727764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19039810435310367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426089857659706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775407403060904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956110426654873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224214821273174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396253254187658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903694828652838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509908688678068,0.0,0.1329321954253736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205433508857967,0.0,0.09736957290053457,0.10408900058448986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297981072937713,0.0,0.0,0.0755138015854074,0.0,0.0,0.2474898931820627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558571148038293,0.0,0.0,0.1164380725400427,0.0,0.11685563502353892,0.0,0.0,0.12483554469418905,0.0,0.09427917809320238,0.0,0.0,0.09199468058281154,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DoYouEvenRaveDude,2018/02/23,"Going out alone tomorrow to photograph a small concert. How do I keep calm? Going out to photograph a small show tomorrow in my local city. My friend can’t make it so I’m trekking solo. It’s for a really great DJ group called GTA. I’ve shot concerts alone before and I get super anxious before cause I always have the thought that people will notice that I’m alone and think less of me...then again I’m there to take photos so it’s not like I’m there with nothing to do... How do I stay calm?",-0.05463245492371982,2.269879660194181,1.943363384188629,94.23351941747576,92.20388349514565,4.884604715672676,17.065880721220527,6.5431188927421005,-0.08139056865464678,387,10,83,5,14,128,67,103,0.1,0.742,0.158,0.8434,0,3,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,4,0,13,18,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,6,10,16,1,12,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,4,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5944625700667545,0.0,0.0,0.159197076472904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21614190865485264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256056365333285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536341843976412,0.0,0.0,0.19654267510240475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478166166289338,0.0,0.09995900756121424,0.0,0.21746792490744507,0.0,0.0,0.21093562635301907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17005775623812852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347134900970247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277104015195455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18358074771342575,0.21782389087432472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326401231566088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225671935210382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039261604458892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385200173486926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225928338947859,0.0,0.15189005838293085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,willowrainbow,2018/02/23,"Dialectical Behavioral Therapy (DBT) for anxiety, depression, ptsd I'm in my second round of a DBT IOP group, 4 months total now. We meet 4xs a week and the session are 2.5 hours long. I'm learning so many skills and new ways of thinking to help cope with my depression, social anxiety and ptsd. I love my therapist and the group gets along great. The hardest thing is putting what I learn to use. It's been a great experience overall and I would recommend DBT for almost anyone. Having learned dbt this long I'm curious about the experiences of others. Anyone else here gotten help from DBT?",4.148108108108108,6.5362849369369425,4.897558558558562,79.71985135135138,73.50450450450452,8.764324324324324,28.21711711711712,9.3871,2.788847927927929,472,19,85,12,10,152,77,111,0.08800000000000001,0.727,0.185,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,7,0,5,1,0,1,1,16,13,6,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,1,7,3,12,10,1,10,0,2,1,1,8,1,0,1,7,46,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548150683415808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365455576661785,0.0,0.0,0.21620751067233385,0.15841159782545836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266322968839608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915305070717634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024676768912496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077498889180418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409062032777129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725760578600716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15225526752229576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736419919882835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953749347106398,0.0,0.0,0.15674570342735794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234046293461005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931894837289636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614510952306017,0.15542122260726826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760083000068814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17680485504142465,0.17950889338077974,0.10271301960790036,0.09906495710255964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352950614978604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271864390679492,0.12401520068025185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982730625069374,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NuteIla,2018/02/23,"Lexapro for short term anxiety? So my doctor prescribed me some more Lexapro since my previous psychologist had me on it and I was getting good results. Here's the thing though... I have situational anxiety and it gets really bad when I have to travel. I have a huge business trip in a day and a half. I started taking the Lexapro a little more than a month ago and it's defintily taken the edge off, although I must admit I took a clonazepam this evening because it was getting kinda bad. Anyways in the past, after my big trip I would just ween myself off and I have Atarax for small moments of anxiety. Anyways, My PCP said that I shouldn't stop and start Lexapro like that. I should either take it long term or not at all. She said SSRIs mess with my hormones and stuff. I tried to do a little research on my own but only found stuff about females (I'm a guy) My psychiatrist who originally prescribed me the Lexapro didn't say anything about that. I've already done this once in the past with no ill effects. Do I need to worry about it or would it be okay to start halving my Lexapro on my trip and weening off for afterwards? I feel like I've really got my meds down for stuff like this. My PCP did change clonazepam to Ativan, I actually took my last clonazepam. Typically I stay away from the benzos and rely on the Lexapro for the known trips and Atarax for anything else. Thoughts?",4.827637383900932,5.9760979595588255,5.090216718266254,84.06623839009289,69.40441176470588,7.785139318885449,30.85990712074303,8.032893268588372,2.051541176470588,1103,45,217,14,19,348,145,272,0.08199999999999999,0.853,0.065,-0.664,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,0,0,17,1,18,2,0,3,2,36,38,17,0,6,6,0,1,3,0,5,2,3,0,1,18,12,0,1,6,1,0,7,4,3,0,1,14,4,33,5,33,18,8,45,0,0,0,0,7,19,0,4,21,150,51,2,0.0,0.0,0.10869360666466607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873418718135794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291375851950312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556227549166584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331721086539834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464786585278804,0.0,0.186000075505617,0.06789795918397551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782829972323132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183273186181173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400507950224036,0.0,0.11398333967885782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304608931260074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356733022864803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05631852197907877,0.07957193925151565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212555971230107,0.0,0.0,0.1745788455518116,0.0,0.0,0.09342266057160424,0.08908305018867599,0.0,0.0,0.11028654549996447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907918990399828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632481214090808,0.22326977917921276,0.0,0.09857032833063792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372125080924536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890473822224353,0.0,0.0,0.08258898124378343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861911345812433,0.0,0.08471168606311785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265509104961994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427094277243236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119012173824131,0.08857612286987936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213705488904153,0.12519900425017094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365120901636188,0.1187193115026174,0.0,0.09312106047505699,0.0,0.0,0.3825201884641573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749210171853912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399782462492444,0.0,0.10943309692055556,0.08842555126760544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24750091717040584,0.07562165229925251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311470355875652,0.0,0.15824637963114854,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,50degreesandrising,2018/02/23,"Vent: Since moving from the country to the city to study, I’m too frightened to go outside to exercise or go out at night. Feel like I’ve taken a huge step back. (tw: fear/phobia of sexual assault) To put this into context, I’m a Aussie female in my early 20s who’s only just moved out of my home in the country to the city to study. I’ve suffered from anxiety for over 5 years and right before I came here, I’ve been conditioned by older female friends back home (who voluntarily stepped in to play mother figure after my mum passed away) to believe that it’s too dangerous for me to go outside in the late afternoon/evening in the city, EVEN if I’m with friends. Because according to them as I’m apparently “a very beautiful girl” as they put it, because of my body type I’m in high danger of being robbed, assaulted, or even r*ped. This has caused me to develop an irrational fear of the two latter possibilities since I moved. It also frightens me since my course ends at 5pm in the afternoon. I suffered from borderline agoraphobia when I was a teenager due to bullying which I eventually overcame, and managed to get out to exercise, which did much good for my mental and physical health. Now however, I’m too scared to go out to exercise, travel on the train or go out at night if I want to go out for drinks with friends, after all I’ve been told and all I’ve seen on the news. Yesterday evening I went out to a bus stop to get some groceries, but I had a panic attack and ran back home. I’m beginning to have nightmares about being assaulted on the way home in the afternoons, I’m shaking and having panic attacks on public transport. I thought I was passed this long ago. But clearly I’m not, and it makes me feel like a child. My roommates don’t understand because they don’t have anxiety. My classmates, many whom are younger than me, tell me I have nothing to fear about going out alone or going out at night, but the words I heard back at home about being in danger echo constantly, and each day coming home the fear “What if tonight is the night I’m attacked/I don’t come home/am never seen again?” I’m angry at myself for taking a step back and angry my older friends back home for putting this idea into my head that I’m in immediate danger. I never developed street smarts until now, and I fear I’ll become confined to my house again on days where I don’t have to go to my course. I’m sorry if this was rambly or incoherent, but right now I don’t really have anyone to talk to about what I’m dealing with that understands. 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Throughout my life I've always been well liked-to the point that some peers hated me out of envy. Teachers always took a special interest in me, girls always liked me, the 'popular' kids would always ask me to hang out with them or eat with them or whatever. A very respected professor in my department has taken a liking to me and I just can't understand why. I don't know what people see in me. I know they have some idealized version of me in their head and I know I can never live up to the image of me they have conjured up. I have no problems with girls until I find out they like me because then I know I'll just let them down eventually. I can never live up to their expectations. I feel trapped by people's expectations. I feel like a phony and I feel like one day people will discover that I'm nowhere near as talented as people think I am and the only thing I'm actually good at is pretending.",4.172483311081443,4.683945981308412,5.865821094793057,80.23308411214957,70.49532710280374,9.104939919893187,28.369826435247003,9.23628265651192,2.272687316421896,816,28,167,16,14,281,110,214,0.08,0.7509999999999999,0.168,0.9432,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,8,1,4,17,1,0,10,0,18,3,1,0,2,36,39,11,0,5,4,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,4,11,1,0,12,1,0,3,6,2,2,1,3,7,37,15,29,33,3,26,0,0,3,0,12,16,0,4,11,116,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.11757785496098692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010190828592589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126390070870012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344770904244617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07770409674928151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328820031297524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436872309997929,0.1721517616237233,0.0,0.0,0.1101228634691928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105871331186947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189558905214952,0.1236543419623176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26486584425962456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320604049796548,0.08510347589467697,0.2943191191380678,0.0,0.21278431825855465,0.0,0.10117866867436877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585388332631225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164505625135557,0.09163573316835917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341218426687363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389908565581593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528971178521095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601247696108184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004615688225439,0.0772031542645384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386540310301984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25086226901399833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994143286693094,0.0,0.09563691010195216,0.0,0.0,0.21666442469702915,0.0,0.2174414122689478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855904521126768,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,asaucyfella,2018/02/23,"One night stand? I'm not really a guy who has a lot of sex. I've only ever had sex with one girl, a couple times, and all of those times were pretty bad. But thanks to tinder there's a girl who wants me to come over to her house, presumably to do the nasty. I really want to just say no thanks and stay home, but I also feel like if I don't go my fear of sex won't go away. Is it ok to not want to have sex with a girl I just met? Im afraid that if I ever get into a relationship my fear of having sex again is going to ruin everything. Should I just push through and try to have fun? Btw I don't really go on this sub usually so if I'm breaking some rules let me know.",1.9815686274509832,1.9417509803921569,4.25935294117647,91.77608823529413,75.14379084967321,7.950065359477126,19.22156862745098,7.908726449838941,0.21316000000000024,512,6,134,7,10,180,92,153,0.073,0.754,0.173,0.9295,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,7,1,14,5,0,0,3,29,30,10,0,7,10,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,4,6,7,0,0,3,0,0,6,6,5,0,2,3,2,12,5,20,24,3,20,0,1,0,5,10,4,0,5,8,84,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685569035774937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372887549659465,0.0,0.12200783351693108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258732969988965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16168395293847707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643559079597189,0.0,0.0,0.13132725652415245,0.0,0.0,0.3288613201835402,0.0738849254212863,0.10439135457797266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634400744466444,0.0,0.33218362773244875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446862045183499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657476330553465,0.0,0.0,0.16860802581459508,0.0,0.0,0.15783950875247738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030619031403015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942217655469847,0.0,0.07138903775419668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422980370903865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712792162328602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803545281872434,0.11113424832792924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486611243999372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808332424342479,0.0,0.0,0.156883001254461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162040480177882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574924852779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690635694117172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041271366857896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920892708157876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093546558191985,0.0,0.2585640050209082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Heisenberger_,2018/02/23,"Visiting dying family members? Hey all, I'm sorry to be so morbid right off the bat. I have a great aunt that I've always been in good touch with my whole life, I love her. And she has lived a very long life, into her nineties. The past week, she was in the hospital with kidney failure. And then her body decided that it didn't want to eat anymore. She is dying, bluntly. My dad is going to visit her tomorrow, and I have class. I'm sure I could blow off if I really wanted to, but I don't think that I could handle it. My dad said he'll probably break down. If that happened to him then I can't imagine what I'll do. The moment I heard that she was saying her goodbyes, I barely made it back to my dorm before breaking down and crying. I couldn't handle going to see her. I couldn't put on a brave face. I feel like 20 is too young to be so close to death. And I'm not ready for it. My dad said it's my choice, but I don't want to go. Is that fucked up? I really just probably wouldn't even be able to set foot in the room.",1.033843984962406,2.3740364821428557,3.1257518796992483,93.6508270676692,79.26785714285714,6.322932330827067,18.485902255639093,7.0608816371341465,-0.016880357142857516,788,15,189,9,19,268,123,224,0.13,0.815,0.055,-0.9547,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,8,0,23,9,4,1,2,30,43,13,3,10,6,4,2,1,0,2,2,4,2,0,12,9,1,0,4,0,0,6,8,1,0,0,8,7,32,6,24,26,2,31,0,0,1,2,24,13,1,2,10,119,44,2,0.14074632093479614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711221397044146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13958253070269444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822523304694633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976475265914585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633743357175842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474896926813287,0.0,0.15460322460879347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921449203039685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401862367383786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296161756726608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326831052755406,0.0,0.07116556881839974,0.10054919979826303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301177057482185,0.0,0.0,0.2399681330624503,0.11805133633613962,0.0,0.15517331570877452,0.0,0.0,0.12446150678077725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19882657767892004,0.06876154303746433,0.0,0.12428157997755995,0.12455606499886725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702904974690454,0.13317757197217453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13435828911043393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30349667801784896,0.0,0.0,0.14148892693416146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180331394412704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019658905348365,0.267763963584356,0.11192712355102434,0.0,0.0,0.11215659529743184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15755398321549002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132651741816756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901845593676627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613045491836642,0.2490474800963282,0.0,0.11289820896668815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571382409828088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bestfriendpeanut,2018/02/23,"How to stop feeling anxious about ex going out on weekends? hi, I have had a recent break up and of course my anxiety is through the roof. I saw my ex at a party a few weeks ago and it put me into panic mode since he never really partied when we were together since we always preferred playing video games instead of house parties on weekends. Anyway, I know he can do whatever he wants and I can do what I want, I just feel so anxious and really jealous at the idea of him partying because I feel torn up about it while he's just going to be living and doing fine (the breakup was not mutual). It's something that is minor in my life but still impacting me and makes me hate the weekends. I am quite introverted so I can't really just do the same.",4.3211764705882345,4.8624612810457535,5.801836601307192,80.71726470588234,70.17647058823529,8.73437908496732,29.679084967320264,8.841846274778883,2.3122449673202614,588,22,117,10,10,200,100,153,0.122,0.807,0.071,-0.8282,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,0,1,12,5,2,1,8,0,15,1,0,2,1,28,26,12,0,3,5,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,6,6,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,4,18,2,17,21,2,24,0,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,11,85,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615869770565027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658250466530326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476492675697666,0.39803020301267894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738789861677156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672213333606244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20023604593470645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392541275600076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20326952675201646,0.0,0.1988676378954576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681509063121507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442979584333748,0.0,0.0,0.15555598053564207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759079338201772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358684854870362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20669041903307295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17709340972454074,0.0,0.1873720274621729,0.0,0.0,0.33856537973237144,0.0,0.1739406315124901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914492520301692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356196024095629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068474465641026,0.14728093629862404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078121041659867,0.0,0.1413080812112459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brandnewaccount29,2018/02/23,"A stranger yelled at me Walking home from work makes me feel good but it leaves my mind free to wander too much so I walk while I’m on my phone. I cross one street at a t-intersection with a stop sign for turning traffic, which gets really backed up at 5:00 when everyone else gets off work. So today when I started to cross the street, I made eye contact with the driver at the stop sign then looked back down at my phone while crossing the street and continued on my way. After a few cars turned behind me, a lady yelled at me from the passenger window of a truck and said, “get off your phone while crossing the street.” I totally ignored her and never looked up from my phone, but I cried for a long time when I got home. That lady ruined my night and I’m scared to go out in public again. Why don’t people mind their own business? I was safe, I’m an adult, I made eye contact with the driver who was at a complete stop, and it doesn’t even matter because I have the fucking right of way anyway. 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This has cost me many jobs because when I don’t get enough sleep I can’t make any logical decisions. I just want to take my life back and be able to sleep the night before with. Anybody else have this problem? If so what do you do to keep it under control? Professional treatment is not an option, I do not have the resources for it.",3.0058195488721786,4.053048589473686,4.235488721804515,88.86842105263159,73.63157894736842,7.533834586466164,26.203007518797,7.957251820313856,1.3316165413533838,356,12,79,5,7,117,66,95,0.115,0.871,0.014,-0.8436,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,5,0,12,4,3,2,0,14,19,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,5,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,10,18,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,52,15,4,0.17507110646095805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190543558374988,0.0,0.2678578345038843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461887437399944,0.14617706116989776,0.10672172154733862,0.0,0.29794523400399536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635713249430511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290638039604255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624944481441424,0.0,0.0,0.1808952524308401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914674273324032,0.0,0.09949694431699407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373105924761506,0.1556112434539422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365789996109415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168613230121106,0.17749462345469913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285847475432203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751940501375814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.525592622160885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316316841906134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326147452663373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25490770118078404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ynbato,2018/02/24,"Morning Anxiety for most of my life, what else can I try? I am struggling with high anxiety levels for most of my life. I am male in my 30’. I am posting here to get more suggestions how to tackle the problem. In the end of this post is a summary of everything I tried so far, but first I describe what is the problem, because it differs what usually people describe as anxiety. The main trigger is waking up. Anxiety can hit me either when I am still in bed (but not asleep anymore) or shortly after waking up. Usually the first symptom is finding it hard to breath, belly pain and diarrhea. After visiting toilet, the symptoms proceed to the second stage which takes much longer, usually 2-4h. It is a period of great fatigue. Literally any conscious activity becomes an effort and I experience what people call brain fog. Going to the toilet is a transition point in the sense that if I try to stay without defecating for some period I am staying still in phase 1, but from obvious reasons it is not easy to stay long in this phase. When the second phase is over the third is when the anxiety is gone, but I am mentally tired and yawning all the time. Basically during all three phases it is not possible to any serious activity including work or even enjoying anything. And this destroys my days and drastically lowers my quality of life. At first I thought these are panic attacks, but I have no symptoms typical to panic attacks: no sweating, no thoughts of a nearing disaster, no faster heartbeat (measured that). Several doctors diagnosed it as depression, anxiety with depression or generalized anxiety disorder (GAD). I lack the mood (sadness) part of depression symptoms, but have the somatic symptoms like troubles staying asleep and low energy. In the periods when I feel better, the timing of the “anxiety attack” during day shifts towards late morning or afternoon, but when it finally hits me it feels the same as the morning one and has the same timing. I know that in the morning cortisol and adrenaline levels normally jump up and guts start moving as well, but it seems my reaction is way too big. Other trigger is having coffee. Even a small amount can sometimes cause the reaction. But there are many cases though when I drank coffee and nothing happened. Typical situations which are stressful for most people, like exams, public talks or important meetings are super stressful for me. Apart from diarrhea I am getting in memory problems, dizziness and an urge to vomit. I usually sleep poorly being more tired in the morning than when going to bed. Over years the periods when I sleep better correlate perfectly with periods when I have lower anxiety. Here is what I have tried so far and what are the results: Prescription medicine: • Various antidepressants: sertraline (SSRI), citalopram (SSRI), venlafaxine (SNRI) these are first line of treatment for depression and anxiety disorders – No real help plus the first weeks on them aggravated symptoms a lot. Venlafaxine helped concentrating a lot, but only in the first days. Coming off venlafaxine is really hard. • Benzodiazepines: I got them initially for one month and in a low dose, and they definitely were helping. But these are really dangerous as they cause physical dependency when used for a longer time. • Levothyroxine – I bought this in a 3rd world country for a relative safe test if my problems are not due to low thyroid hormone levels (basic blood tests were negative). I was taking it for a couple of weeks and it make no difference. • Piracetam – After 4 or 5 days of treatment it suddenly worked amazingly. Mental fog went completely away, I was able to do things I wanted to do long for a time, but had been too stressed or tired to do them. I was sleeping much better as well. Sadly, the effects lasted only for a couple of weeks. Later I tried various racetams from nootropic shops with little effect. Only aniracetam was helping a little. Drugs: • Ethanol – a popular depressant, helps me slightly. A small beer is usually enough to lesser the symptoms a little, but nowhere close to removing them. Cannot be used often, cannot be used for work, etc • Cannabinoids – smoking weed helps acutely, but has the same drawbacks as alcohol plus it is illegal where I live. Half of Amsterdam’s ‘space cake’ helped me removing anxiety and having it much easier to concentrate on *the next day*. Perhaps by helping me sleep better (?) • Psychedelics – I tried psilocybin mushrooms as they were reported to help with depression and anxiety. They are in initial phase of testing and not approved for treatment in any country yet. They did not help (but were fun). I also tried LSA containing seeds as well and they gave marvellous feeling during tripping, but no sustained effect afterwards. • Kava kava – gives me a very unpleasant feeling Supplements: • Vitamin B1, B3, B5, B6, B12, folic acid, inositol, ashwaghanda, theanine, vitamin D, omega-3 fish oil, resveratrol, olive leaf, gingko, biotin, magnesium, maca root, trimethylglycine, vinpocetine, arachidonic acid, gotu kola, tulsi, wild oregano oil, iron, selenium, zinc, probiotic gut flora – none of these worked Lifestyle changes: • I tried different styles of yoga and none of them helped me. • I tried low-carb diet without success. • I went for a short for CBT course and found it totally unhelpful. It is all about emotions, feelings, thoughts and interpretations of them. Anxiety hits me in the morning or drinking coffee regardless if am thinking about anything or not. • Physical exercise does help, but only when done regularly (I have knee problems which prevent me jogging in winter). • I tried daylight lamp in the morning and blue light filtered out from screen in the evening to sync my circadian rhythm – it did not help me. • Reddit’s nofap challenge – tried no sex/porn/masturbation for 1 month. It did not help. • Mindfulness – I have tried for a couple of weeks and it didn’t help. I will try for a longer time. • Sleeping more – I already stay quite long (9 hours a night) in bed. If I stay for a couple of nights shorter than 7h I am becoming a zombie. My fitness watch constantly reports low amounts of deep sleep, around 1h per night, but I don’t trust the readouts much. 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Nothing serious but now i feel terrible and anxious. My body feels hot and my head feels heavy. 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Now I’m left wondering what I’ve done wrong, worrying how many messages are okay to send, thinking how stupid I was to think anyone could be interested in me. My anxiety had been manageable for a few weeks, but this is really pushing me back tonight and all I can focus on is everything I’ve ever done wrong. I understand things come up, but it takes two seconds to reply to a text message. And if you’re not interested in someone, then don’t be the one to initiate something like this and get someone’s hopes up! Even if they just forgot...I can’t say that makes me feel any better. I feel so stupid! I wish people were a bit more considerate of others’ feelings and time - I honestly think it would take away a lot of my anxiety!",4.0180077787381165,5.260435398876403,5.3949438202247215,80.77101555747626,71.41573033707866,9.072428694900607,29.984442523768358,9.466822959209583,2.676488677614521,703,29,141,16,13,236,117,178,0.152,0.6709999999999999,0.17600000000000002,0.7817,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,9,11,2,0,7,1,20,0,0,3,2,33,38,14,0,7,8,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,5,0,0,10,0,0,4,5,4,0,3,10,4,13,7,17,24,8,22,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,6,10,96,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218626691292964,0.0,0.31111184869201824,0.0,0.0,0.09478754538170248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736421300893164,0.10423819773128244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989286815490567,0.29599544816738543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677397333146865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823459021017368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2774523538731237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953689634646585,0.12262286951288415,0.0,0.0,0.12183366859120855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056314528128665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082513370122374,0.0,0.07704255590905741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346428625303159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728764415550866,0.0,0.0,0.06622835652696739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524928742765865,0.0,0.0,0.09048815592851513,0.13743778308908447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300746307811388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185977978451526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796213939920567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684397814969508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10780370998272068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297211354790723,0.10436163730889847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038503083340741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006083995047236,0.2605864362776788,0.0,0.0,0.07904682786473885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242359792173927,0.1411239935760783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873902045258142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588869377614736,0.0,0.14701034244817207,0.0,0.13766898236382713,0.0,0.0962987894640228,0.2964297903568904,0.0,0.0 anxiety,airjones1,2018/02/24,"Do I have Anxiety? Started a new job and I couldn't help but feel overwhelmed by it all. I felt like people thought I was a failure and were talking about me behind my back. That I didn't measure up to my coworkers because I couldnt grasp the concpets of my jobas quickly as they could. I felt like everything was my fault even when sometimes it was the computer or someone else's. My heart would beat so fast everytime I clocked in and was around someone. I am normally a pretty confident person but I just lost all my confidence in myself at work and was constantly apologizing sometimes for things that weren't my fault. Today I quit after my third week. I do have adhd and with the change of the new year the cost of medication went up and I cant afford to take it now. So maybe that has something to do with it. I got this same exact feeling when I tried to go to the club last night and I left after being there 20 minutes because I just couldn't handle the atmosphere. Do I have some kind of anxiety and if I do why didn't I realize it until now? I know the fear and my feelings make zero sense logically but I couldn't ignore this voice in my head telling me I wasn't good enough for this job or telling me go home last night because nobody wanted me there. The voice is nothing new btw I just normally can tell it shut up and go threw whatever it is I am scared of. I am wondering if this could possibly be some sort of mild depression as well.",2.779090909090911,4.515379003367006,4.02165117845118,87.38892121212123,75.46464646464645,7.445602693602692,26.35811447811448,8.238735603445708,1.649753508417509,1152,43,240,20,25,377,155,297,0.127,0.7809999999999999,0.092,-0.8913,4,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,17,13,0,3,12,0,35,3,2,1,3,53,54,24,0,12,10,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,1,1,15,13,0,1,11,1,1,5,9,8,1,2,17,7,42,5,31,28,6,38,0,3,0,0,8,10,0,8,25,175,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451798996869405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852133808262006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223405508516162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966899357813283,0.0,0.18947741588554776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960467746044203,0.0,0.0,0.1119646167656848,0.0,0.16544685269051562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923835602562856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655209853675215,0.0,0.0,0.10705588478023127,0.0,0.06843282573267079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931171679082132,0.0,0.0,0.11658902949981124,0.1571636046110755,0.0,0.19896194589224211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665029784334854,0.08690238765643646,0.08286565286995412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633281592898304,0.0,0.0,0.12277726862138165,0.06944698797380043,0.0,0.1039283634415827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563206619997906,0.0,0.0,0.1078929217804866,0.05694084537709969,0.16891047114611502,0.0,0.0,0.11257157771101807,0.0,0.0,0.101236334197551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310155918301225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915987104986622,0.0,0.10408925531348932,0.0,0.0,0.1043752563417773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001989096396239,0.0,0.19446022159690027,0.20302981669419293,0.09941571467971168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182949630101586,0.0904674596087246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168036796280342,0.0,0.10540769105023427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020101901631987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373077224767377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557528876721135,0.07976333813828852,0.2049440754254024,0.0,0.07333504604798945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790114017240855,0.08327706061955771,0.27167673007115745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688332745175827,0.0,0.0,0.08225404294819677,0.0,0.0,0.09820930111773342,0.0,0.0,0.07034376994961496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111132476175151,0.0,0.08310896111674916,0.0,0.09315701342977896,0.09604666296893427,0.09349108692510803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235963671029248,0.07542865033905995,0.0,0.0,0.07360092371482724,0.0,0.0,0.06672085597713133 anxiety,owllwings,2018/02/24,"Anxiety on public transit I have to take transit to school most days and the journey always seems to last forever.. I'm never sure where to look, and always accidentally make eye contact with someone. Even if I stare at my phone for the whole trip, I feel as if everyone is still watching me. It's a vicious cycle, because feeling anxious leads to me shaking or acting differently, which causes people to look at me, which causes me to feel more anxious. Anyone else get this? 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Anyway, I’ve been struggling a lot with my anxiety in my relationship of ~6 months. My partner knows about this and has been very supportive. I want to change and become more “secure” in my attachment style, but unfortunately as a med student I don’t have the time nor the money to see a therapist. I recently purchased a book titled “Attached” by Amir Levine and Rachel Heller, but I was hoping to get some more advice from people who have been working on shaping their attachment style from the anxious to secure type, as well as any other book recommendations. Thanks!",8.449945226917059,9.777052992957746,8.429530516431925,62.7290062597809,61.323943661971825,12.226604068857592,39.72143974960876,11.855464076750405,5.473396557120501,663,34,98,21,9,215,91,142,0.083,0.7390000000000001,0.17800000000000002,0.9219,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,0,1,8,0,9,1,0,1,0,16,19,11,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,6,0,2,3,2,2,1,2,2,1,0,4,1,11,6,21,15,4,12,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,6,66,14,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592866580387293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13277392325157933,0.0,0.0,0.1085121731898466,0.0,0.24413920451273266,0.5408015616933856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623106867481042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880250374949826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336804853634129,0.0,0.09068655722536403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848770220260602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769477259523435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565958418913346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17724482957554394,0.16074865606302796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12736619676562758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106248300676118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151096389231946,0.17131704374555815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715557729903554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166815828791539,0.0,0.0,0.1810766453318492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469094003896501,0.18248069035698566,0.1852715344364747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930457796221216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781610499062,0.0,0.1316608711060136,0.0941177408323242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347140535537606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616789836614524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jimbob7595,2018/02/24,"Does anyone else read too much? I've noticed that I have a major problem with reading up on things. As a worrier, I like to try and prepare for every eventuality. With the availability of the internet this is a big problem. I will look for other peoples' experiences in a certain situation in the hope that it will help me prepare and avoid mistakes. All of this actually ends up making me more anxious and puts me off taking risks. More often than not I've actually found it better going into situations and just dealing with them as they happen.",5.9560748959778085,7.1920482135922335,7.447600554785023,67.8747572815534,66.86407766990291,9.380859916782248,34.13176144244105,9.606745405546679,3.5086266296809967,438,20,72,9,7,151,73,103,0.154,0.73,0.117,-0.4927,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,1,3,9,0,2,7,0,4,0,0,1,2,20,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,1,1,8,4,18,8,5,11,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,2,2,57,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.3297565841176513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908740504091072,0.0,0.1181391159745164,0.17311707691387815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942930949875607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17418791622964774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785597639025666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411424347702842,0.0,0.1496463268816255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235410556207748,0.0,0.0,0.16527300021946165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852533402835188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960225250148768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940869017557729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113248750010639,0.0,0.0,0.16781306750328007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254417245465852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188187128733534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278054204811785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12420331182970801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235940214373728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713395940300138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233393019018263,0.0,0.16984910270141446,0.0,0.0,0.3380067407694932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37983095090254826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703512429159794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122479538089724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471115235170788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,healthfreakguy,2018/02/24,"Health anxiety freak out Hey people. 27m here. I have had panic attacks 7 years ago. I had severe anxiety for a year, then I used antidepressants, got a girlfriend and stabilized my anxiety for many years. I still had episodes of severe anxiety/stress and depression but it never turned into full blown health anxiety that triggered panic attacks and major anxiety symptoms until recently. I have been very stressed thees past months and I finally had multiple panic attacks within the span of a month. Ended up in the ER 2 times. So as a person experienced with it, I thought I can overcome it more easily and systematically this time. Took some anxiety episodes like a boss, started SSRI(which elevated anxiety so far) and tried to fix things again. So my last barrier was to exercise as it had been a major weapon for me to overcome my health anxiety. Today I tried to go for a run but was breathless and my chest was hurting(due cold I guess? I don't know) pretty bad. I became anxious and dizzy. My dizziness went on for hours and I think I still have it. I am 27 and I had ECGs done during 2 of my attacks where the doctor told me it is not a heart attack this past month. But this dizziness thing and basically whenever I measure my blood pressure it turning out quiet high at around 15 - 9/10 whenever I go to a doctor to have it measured is freaking me out. I feel like my body is getting severely damaged due to my constant high blood pressure and the dizziness obviously screws my functionality. I'll go to a cardiologist regardless. I went to one 6 months ago and he told me all was fine before I was having these attacks. But is it possible to have dizziness and hbp that often with anxiety? I can often see my blood pumping in the body when this state becomes very strong. I want to get back to exercising/working out to have a normal life but I am scared that its going to be what kills me...",4.24010073260073,6.233140684065938,5.383208791208791,78.07845787545787,72.10439560439559,8.47970695970696,30.265201465201464,9.120678840339163,2.8071548717948724,1515,66,273,33,30,501,188,364,0.244,0.691,0.065,-0.9963,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,1,13,25,9,7,16,0,31,16,7,3,3,46,54,27,1,3,6,0,1,2,1,0,8,1,0,1,21,22,0,1,4,1,0,8,3,21,1,1,21,5,41,4,39,32,6,57,0,2,1,1,7,18,1,4,32,187,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680351353451307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536063459781263,0.07442961373238682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05865029235246801,0.0,0.44971202584952064,0.0,0.05066035273489893,0.055009979210227364,0.0,0.07276316100885423,0.056062014782526266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463634553132078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711966691736174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056745370949203226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486912919213667,0.0,0.06742170538373678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058353234933701835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033312682425511136,0.04706719297875943,0.0,0.07217216525942496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884282986261929,0.0,0.1497724689374482,0.0,0.05269306182313585,0.0,0.07257811445488094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21009327204246286,0.0,0.0780722770156074,0.0,0.13921909194184476,0.0,0.0,0.06488198650057947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728903427799774,0.0,0.03620785430153812,0.05370385431371169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653547178742287,0.06437471053285325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679553869824842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21035035767600554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081342479370781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645518517774575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04464437171132225,0.0,0.0,0.23190031210259815,0.0,0.0,0.1257865310622987,0.04567533058906837,0.057526940017303824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742737587727542,0.0,0.06702721560476463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505201825314583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596088736048747,0.0,0.052500627805056266,0.0,0.0,0.2232888411971605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04663268774667848,0.0,0.105229312987412,0.0,0.15093867708352912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06847819362914374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875401535865767,0.04221549319117996,0.0,0.052304147981240716,0.07683440944606286,0.0,0.062449864282431225,0.12590903508549914,0.07319900419957125,0.08946115767999882,0.14332468073174048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569021995522801,0.0,0.1087215918837834,0.03885980140430755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214934835957805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047963980224584736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728046182462194 anxiety,dawggydog,2018/02/24,"It’s hard for me to fathom that there are people that don’t live like this. Honestly in a way it almost feels unfair because I spend like almost every minute of everyday feeling like I did something wrong, or that I’m not good enough, or something bad is going to happen, or I just automatically jump to worst case scenario for everything. I know everyone has their stuff they deal with but I just don’t know how to not obsess. 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At first I wouldn't even have called this an issue in the first place until it started messing with my sleep, after taking adderal IR for ADHD. I experienced imagination overload when trying to go to sleep I'd take 20mgs at 12pm the latest. I could have a worrisome thought one minute or imagine up a story for a book to the point I'd forget I'm supposed to be sleeping. This could go on for hours of no sleep for me. Once I'm done with one story I move to another despite my insistence to sleep or I could even think about multiple things at once. I was thinking that because the adderal has worn off my mind possibly goes back to being scatterbrained, or the adderall doesn't wear off enough and I focus intently on random things since I have nothing to focus on. I'm trying to find someone who may have had a similar problem and learned to deal with it thank you.",5.427262521588943,5.8485108238342,6.273173575129533,78.73321459412783,67.70466321243525,8.920379965457686,31.627374784110536,8.841846274778883,2.559625561312607,771,30,146,12,12,255,117,193,0.08800000000000001,0.898,0.014,-0.8859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,11,0,17,6,6,1,0,29,33,8,0,7,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,9,1,0,3,3,2,0,4,5,1,14,1,34,21,1,25,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,6,10,101,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012521782674067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226062185833687,0.08919529232120682,0.0,0.0,0.0815263338983288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965479672439132,0.0,0.07107557759561642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190571136799113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792762268066949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020491352462502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931774977213412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047439232062712,0.0,0.15402054939532445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656623915979137,0.19835226546403897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252789935912712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482315058530868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169548315563394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407787632703411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772828857682655,0.0,0.0,0.12392263936483665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187659452580387,0.0,0.0,0.2483409546985593,0.1580163522197295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181755510422135,0.0,0.11022050117208244,0.13144398696893594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156621442379444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644906080981576,0.0,0.5833988722953198,0.0,0.09879104854520973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08252694493696984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753307170852124,0.0,0.0,0.10734553623733678,0.0,0.0,0.15492183238629373,0.14941946734878833,0.0,0.0925638591511472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15832147771453955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877108838710025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MisterOodles,2018/02/24,"I'm 20, Is This Anxiety? I'm going to start off this post by saying that I was brought up in a household where mental health didn't exist or was not brought up. Not in a bad way, just in a 'you can solve it yourself' or 'doesn't really exist/matter' kinda way. Until now I've never experienced what its like to have any mental issues or began to understand what they're like. I left my first girlfriend because I couldn't support her while she was in the hospital for mental disorders. I'm in my early 20's and am very successful for my age, I'm one of the people that ""shouldn't have anything to worry about"". But recently I've been having these episodes when I'm around my friends. I cant speak, only observe. I'm not panicked, but shaky and unsure of myself. Everything they say is a direct reflection of me. It's like watching an improvised screenplay of my life and all the shitty things I've done, knowingly or not. I feel like they're trying to help me figure out my problems that I didn't even know I had, but after the 5th time experiencing this I stopped everyone in the room and asked them all what they're doing and why they can't tell me these things directly, and no one gave me a clear answer as to weather they were actually acting out things to help me or not. They were all very supportive and told me they care about me and they've continued to do so, but I still don't know if this is actually them or my mind going crazy. It (or they) plays on all my insecurities, my wrongs, my troubles. I feel like I'm a step away from this big realization or break, like with meditation, that will answer my questions but it never comes. I just wake up the next morning and have a good cry and decide to be a generally good person and spread love and be honest and not care what others think. But that doesn't help me figure out whats going on or help me to change the habits in my life that are gnawing at me during these episodes. If my friends truly understand what I'm going through (and I believe they do) than hopefully I can move past this. Is this what anxiety feels like? I've never been a fan of meeting new people and definitely live inside my own head. But it's never been a hindrance or had such an acute feeling or reliable recreation as this. I've also been generally depressed lately but this is nothing new, I'll neglect chores for weeks (still have groceries from the beginning of the month on the counter). Move unfinished projects into storage to never be seen again. Neglect my instruments and things I (thought that I) love. Basically just do the bare minimum to keep my paycheck and then go home and do nothing productive and sleep in until 2 on the weekends. I feel I need serious help because I'm stuck in this episode but I don't want to admit it because of my past.",5.753310565403588,5.814167075134172,6.341587249959347,79.76745432861712,66.97853309481215,9.351786198297829,31.071773188052248,9.095868883498916,2.4566584376863454,2221,79,441,36,33,726,254,559,0.092,0.722,0.18600000000000005,0.9959,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,9,2,16,31,0,2,24,0,45,8,3,0,10,102,93,50,0,8,31,0,5,7,3,2,3,3,3,1,39,26,0,4,20,2,0,12,22,10,0,3,22,12,58,21,60,65,5,78,0,3,2,2,33,28,0,17,41,302,97,2,0.0,0.0,0.1444441160221697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918492953594155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032862299035052,0.0,0.11323328636676043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090305880821858,0.06588365515046529,0.06918837655991983,0.0,0.06953384352838103,0.0,0.06179438080786269,0.1353455046021611,0.0,0.0,0.08338274148358324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509141112731201,0.0,0.07829165448720968,0.06375215610407191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129535495341443,0.0,0.0,0.06374379906812548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482066704374194,0.0,0.0,0.07573684987729586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048882212620710234,0.0,0.0,0.07071872206577155,0.06651447096615468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18710574091170626,0.1586160232148868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295197395593143,0.0,0.0,0.11435826035551748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030495541283914,0.12415038967596705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595453294745211,0.07866805165263628,0.0,0.0,0.2480331913564787,0.0,0.07423700986599055,0.0735075851702531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724611431329363,0.0,0.06578255410950988,0.0,0.0,0.12202014811135617,0.0,0.08348531773544164,0.0,0.08041093930878998,0.0,0.10454941834156982,0.2530992379857541,0.0,0.06535125760806568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335919314063541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22375083959443712,0.0,0.0747279406063392,0.0,0.059073236765032976,0.15731960000748912,0.0,0.05487669769636906,0.28540131871839464,0.14295660766500362,0.07870935655466738,0.0,0.0,0.14202716461826476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030075801025984,0.05628714045658908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129983164070367,0.10261697286448562,0.06462175934579224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088011489071519,0.0,0.0,0.07081656877815581,0.0,0.0,0.08290696028654612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741202764405704,0.0,0.07307490833422392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770977301436775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740623970767062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238391481116308,0.0,0.1182072840646513,0.0618747950137677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796895587594368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468708323943766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966730278531712,0.04742194597598589,0.0,0.058754838387262726,0.04315521315062161,0.0,0.0,0.07071872206577155,0.0,0.05024721809167949,0.0,0.0,0.1540918513229635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213026704170203,0.043652395448447096,0.11748971728861553,0.05936551449541785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667815648453141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751596798837559,0.0,0.0,0.08091716728301597,0.0,0.0 anxiety,manicmidori,2018/02/24,"I’m finally learning the importance of letting yourself relax I’m a workaholic purely out of the fear of being a failure, I’ll want to push myself harder than I really should, while at the same time being gripped with debilitating anxiety over what I procrastinated over and did not do. Up until maybe a week ago I used to hate relaxing, it would inspire more anxiety because the relaxation of my muscles and mind and letting my guard down felt like I was dying. Still feels that way sometimes but I just took a shower, put on my comfiest clothes (Fuck jeans when you have awful anxiety) I’m watching Roseanne, one of my favorite sitcoms, and I’m about to have food. I finally feel free to let myself relax and I know I won’t always do it perfectly but this is one of many steps forward to saving my life. Just wanted to share, hope it makes some of you that are struggling want to prioritize relaxation! 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I am much better than I used to be as far as taking things personally, or being overly sensitive about what other people think of me, but sometimes it sneaks up on me. Little things that are really inconsequential in the scheme of things and shouldn't matter (like getting downvoted, or not getting upvotes on a post that I put a lot of thought into) can change my entire mood and send me into an anxiety ridden panic about what I did or didn't do right. There doesn't seem to be any rhyme or reason to it, as some days I can just shrug it off. In my ""real life"" I seem to be able to cope fairly well with the ups and downs of what are really just life situations. I don't know if it's because it's harder to convey emotional intent through text, and on Reddit that's pretty much the only way we communicate, or... *shrug* And at this point I am more anxious that I am putting so much thought into it than anything else, I think. Idk. I will probably cross-post this so hopefully it will be seen. Thanks for reading my ramble.",6.134770610555362,6.178350300448433,6.815695067264575,76.75030355294932,66.17488789237669,9.552121421179717,28.813038978958264,9.265573868473778,2.299401103828905,899,26,171,15,13,297,129,223,0.063,0.85,0.087,0.8119,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,0,0,1,8,8,0,1,9,0,22,2,0,3,0,38,37,17,0,4,10,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,22,11,0,0,8,1,0,4,5,2,1,0,5,1,18,5,36,24,6,26,0,0,1,0,4,19,0,11,2,132,40,1,0.11922629469387623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107796883568949,0.0,0.09120778910409608,0.13469177658853135,0.0,0.08336579739938775,0.12216142842553272,0.0981130817943827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07267924262692847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054459688346648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261256109436096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689109673228367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433573393843278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19919654086549854,0.1341135341100643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124581636187417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841861242186677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12444127569657773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06552365352677847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684261157654261,0.058247945234663465,0.11949606915472999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013619321760881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629351348598697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067696965729406,0.0,0.13988636808300592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265650075022661,0.20820760350825085,0.0,0.0,0.1127073858298338,0.0,0.22837166624969374,0.12129600433032865,0.1285461109449956,0.11408346215922945,0.0,0.23971071338181105,0.0,0.0,0.11925855902246305,0.13570562531935768,0.152758834689307,0.12258448805664532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181860422716373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170782817256736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401535062184242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117917854060705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928667142868804,0.0,0.0,0.10976755359624844,0.0,0.0,0.3168346097241205,0.15279079098611184,0.0,0.1893047205611728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297323827379697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946362832007814,0.0,0.0,0.10719875743216783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hueckstaedt,2018/02/24,"help so for the past week or so whenever i try to sleep, whether it be at night or just napping after school, i feel like i’ve been hearing screaming almost or just loud noises. it’s really kind of hard to explain but like i know it isn’t just outside noises because there isn’t anything that would make the banging or yells that i hear. and it isn’t like real noises like i’m able to sense that it’s in my head but it seems real enough to where my eyes shoot open and i can’t sleep for a bit until they seem to quiet down. if anyone has answers or a fix please lmk.",2.6049089253187603,3.5599163032786905,3.721256830601092,92.52693078324226,74.49180327868852,6.077959927140255,22.571948998178506,5.82211442006289,0.1709970856102001,447,11,101,2,9,145,79,122,0.053,0.812,0.135,0.8727,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,8,4,4,1,0,26,17,14,0,2,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,6,0,0,9,3,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,9,8,5,13,14,2,10,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,9,9,61,17,1,0.16190943657669016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212891296189774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321084263633205,0.0,0.13323767072455314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869848974809213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676317056532362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729572910425974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186627596741777,0.11566813384142258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450390529183528,0.0,0.16616579280126734,0.0,0.3649674044827079,0.0,0.10852448243290863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16860376289924847,0.08898119204497812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164030893993273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080758061623202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194103818119448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456087764707094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772794086991892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36857677062194505,0.10372333099909632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638609937478873,0.0,0.2947925403325066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240527312708853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992587942102784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987398379515866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501581833540403,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,craZbeautifuldisastr,2018/02/24,"Why do I get anxious when people tell me what to do? Does this happen to anyone else? This is one of my triggers but the weird thing is it's not a fear trigger like most of my others it's an angry anxious feeling. Like I'm annoyed but I have to stop myself from ""going down the rabbit hole"" with my thoughts. Like don't you trust me to do something without telling me to do it or how to do it and if you want it done your way why not do it yourself...... And so on. Counseling had helped me identify my triggers but some like this I still can't identify where it comes from or how to combat it.",2.0652380952380938,3.3171218730158722,3.4652698412698406,92.66028571428578,76.30158730158729,5.992380952380952,24.50476190476191,6.2581,0.5374342857142858,460,15,104,3,10,151,76,126,0.201,0.7070000000000001,0.091,-0.9423,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,6,8,1,1,4,0,13,0,0,5,0,24,21,12,0,2,9,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,3,1,15,5,15,18,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,5,7,80,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143422224425824,0.0,0.12822597876811112,0.18789802552394852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796861248776792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16048010121766107,0.18766494845727494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319334917012492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063573755867572,0.09272418718534982,0.13100918011661766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958102887214847,0.0,0.10422104611375238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216538761266355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229180673529986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35836758104353755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242653781660894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713500069421466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117754643701672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464502676517927,0.15331678351919534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205704531320799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218318219426826,0.0,0.0,0.14558598272076514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081643157213644,0.14556125436263706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309500974729345,0.0,0.0,0.17677511091487602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sparklexfairy,2018/02/24,"Do you think these guys passing really were making fun of me or is this just in my head/anxiety? Im sorry I know no one can really be sure or answer that but im feeling horrible and so ugly about myself now and got reminded of some trauma from bullying. I braved out today and went with out with my mom for some shopping and a haircut. It was a cool day and I had my hoodie and sunglasses on. I was quite anxious walking past people, there were these two guys passed and I noticed it was kind of quiet until they passed me and my mom and one of them said a blunt ""No"" and the other one laughed. I can't help but think this was directed towards me, there wasn't that much people in the street, and they just passed me and my mom, I'm an unattractive girl that looks young for my age and I'm used to guys making fun of me/making remarks about me even in public, I wouldn't be surprised if one of these asked if the other would date me or something like that and that's why one said no and the other laughed. This happened to me several times before and it just brings back bad memories. No wonder I never want to go outside, I feel too anxious to go out again and have men stare at me bad and make bad comments of my appearance :(",3.4589803921568603,4.338824721568628,4.465196078431372,88.28171568627451,72.37254901960785,7.3921568627450975,24.75490196078432,7.594959193182576,1.047196078431372,964,27,207,11,18,314,134,255,0.206,0.6970000000000001,0.097,-0.9865,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,3,1,13,14,0,0,8,1,17,0,0,4,2,52,41,27,0,5,10,3,2,1,0,2,0,3,0,5,17,23,0,0,7,1,1,10,8,4,0,6,12,8,29,10,28,25,3,32,0,0,2,0,18,10,0,9,13,149,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161784948665098,0.24105952477689585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974110414852258,0.0,0.0,0.08203831743110827,0.26724603517526035,0.0,0.0,0.09078565616437274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880646950883293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046799046932478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10789172470262456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12126920447463492,0.0,0.08533004408564854,0.0,0.0,0.3169207532622898,0.09434595162115517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949511114346328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715123134879511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304878394126869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110161391604144,0.058634243236183214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052123531046713516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895930494314849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21364997346624254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37486345450055,0.0,0.0,0.07842970603184063,0.0,0.08228619912699993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146770597614098,0.0,0.0,0.3614808168758354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018480409902283,0.1479313533107509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347835303612898,0.0,0.0,0.13669718014103396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297396847938629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12052976238844793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213546776056939,0.0,0.11943114672676218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055442152045806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672577642922806,0.0,0.0,0.062212019177529165,0.0,0.10113000626626892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422099957713303,0.0,0.0,0.09214623383746036,0.0,0.0,0.06292875100177231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09890305212800923,0.0962714742796316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570116715285128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07578978560860207,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,papnvleis,2018/02/24,"Overcoming a phobia. I have no idea which sub to post this in and I figure anxiety is probably closest because fear causes anxiety. I am petrified of Geckos. I have been for many years and if one is near me or if I fear one is going to be near me, I hyperventilate and cry and try to get away. The fear seems to get worse as I get older. I don't like to go outside during the night or enter places where I figure they may be. I know they climb the wall near my house at night so I sleep with windows closed and do any possible thing to minimise my risk of encounter. It stops me from doing certain things and affects my day to day life. I think about geckos maybe for about 30 min a day. I want to overcome this fear. I think they are super cute, I care about them and I don't want them to be harmed and I'm not scared of them harming me. This last week or two, there have been approx 4 or 5 geckos in my house. My husband has taken them out for me. He usually will take one out without telling me if he spots them first. I don't really want to tell him that I wanna try overcome this fear because I don't want him to be pushy, not that he is but I want to try in my own way and time. It's my dream to go to Kruger National Park and when I think about it, I fear a gecko encounter. Is there any advice for me? I don't like how fast they move and the possibility of being touched involuntarily. I want to be in control. Please help. Please give me advice. I don't want to be ruled by hypothetical geckos anymore. 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I had anxiety like I hadn’t experienced it in months last night and I feel screwed. ,0.03683333333333394,2.398530350000001,2.645000000000003,87.97333333333334,95.5,6.666666666666668,24.16666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.7466666666666668,154,7,33,4,6,53,29,40,0.175,0.6629999999999999,0.162,-0.128,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,0,6,8,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,5,2,5,3,1,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,6,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657742703737441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078566126699344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481500358505766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872849379936764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25881440865268224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859841948546611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856857282639328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32684251270677256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19506562951043907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737179769315207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sensitivejedi,2018/02/24,"Will someone please tell me the fear I have is based on anxiety, not fact? Hi all. I’m just feeling really anxious today, and I calm down when combatted with logic- but I can’t seem to talk myself down. I have an intense fear of death, especially car wrecks (I saw a kid get hit by a car when I was young and it’s created these fears). I was just driving in my car and a song came on about “if this was your last day” and it started freaking me out, so I turned it and it was another song saying something about dying today. Can someone tell me this is just a coincidence and not a sign from God? Thanks ",1.4125733333333343,3.3729792640000014,3.198900000000002,90.68128333333335,80.36,6.406666666666666,22.416666666666664,7.492282038375204,0.8121866666666658,468,15,103,7,12,156,83,125,0.161,0.7440000000000001,0.095,-0.8928,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,0,8,6,0,3,7,0,11,0,0,0,2,22,21,11,2,1,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,1,7,9,0,0,3,2,0,5,3,4,0,0,6,5,14,2,13,13,1,19,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,2,8,69,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795727446288914,0.1298288105780665,0.1917256554610461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941047108490026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944985873303148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613371261890726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729177614633503,0.08581121885384234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886672388671867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383374997229173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862922314495065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872151385211873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496137323411306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449894902402006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875919568085803,0.1306521815105154,0.0,0.0,0.12012265247390147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364076516063688,0.29667061148570084,0.15624752078137036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32173326079730924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845973462648851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,I-Am-the-Cold,2018/02/24,"Anxious Bed Woes I live alone in a rural area of my town with my father. I’m 17 years of age and I suffer from chronic anxiety and depression. Sometimes I interchange between my mom’s much busier house and back here, but whenever I’m here, I feel the need to constantly stay in my bed. I tend to take short lived afternoon-evening naps, pleasure-myself a lot just for the sheer comfort, and huddle up in my blankets like a fetus while awake. Since I’m in charge of how clean my bedding is when I’m at dad’s, I neglect it sometimes just because it has my smell on it, a human smell. The warm, soft blankets also give me welcome pressure like a human embrace. I’ve always lacked human touch, making me hypersensitive and hard to interact with as well as clinging onto something that even just smells like myself. It makes me question my reality to be honest, I have to govern my panic attacks and how I feel about things, as no one is willing to comfort me in my time of need because my problems are WAY out there. I completely lack social interaction outside of the internet and my family, so life is quite different for me. Do any of you guys know how this feels on a similar level, to be this starved of physical affection? How do you guys cope with it?",6.36803135888502,6.2498875569105685,6.948222996515683,76.54390243902441,65.70731707317073,9.79279907084785,34.64459930313589,9.424239791934726,3.142089198606272,993,42,186,17,14,327,148,246,0.156,0.698,0.146,0.2372,1,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,17,17,1,2,10,0,11,2,0,7,0,34,26,19,0,5,4,3,7,3,0,1,2,0,4,5,9,11,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,8,1,1,0,10,29,9,36,23,4,24,0,4,0,0,16,15,0,2,10,126,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14294290994773762,0.0,0.11037131243975297,0.11484033400279875,0.0,0.0,0.09385558479641673,0.0,0.10558183076467284,0.15591874883550685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701307783854912,0.0,0.10612575314970114,0.0,0.16826649501136387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470710700540762,0.14914622046433584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11887294313280265,0.0,0.0,0.1441973018134516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18231647834033413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13010916291120098,0.0,0.20935504715162154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239748389279266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733149962270157,0.0,0.0,0.1236351900450975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925188615171704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758499615625119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748475336246144,0.20228287813677454,0.0,0.2437412404930002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117336232728783,0.0,0.0,0.18425344850641664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616426229551295,0.0,0.0,0.10145761008480376,0.20467416940759112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352318560734037,0.0,0.0,0.161931990527346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206263317046876,0.0,0.0,0.1546094603637176,0.1467969609720477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416822738987158,0.0,0.0,0.14068988930231602,0.0,0.10625142798318928,0.27300262475086395,0.0,0.0,0.14710664854137726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377082476772333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09169167039589204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047821550854227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095506440321534,0.0,0.0,0.12409292206906553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887775247746199 anxiety,ronswan99,2018/02/24,"Help me not overthink this club situation So I went to a club last night with a bunch of my friends, and I do t really party so much so this was new to me. While I was there and dancing some girl just started grinding on me, and while that was happening all her friends were taking a video. After she stopped they all went and looked on her phone I think to look at the video. Now this part could be me just overthinking it or putting thoughts into my own head. But I thought that they made like a gross face or like a “ew” face as they were looking at the video to see maybe if I was hot or not. I honestly don’t even know if this happened as it was flashing lights, but it kinda killed my confidence for the rest of the night. Please help me not overthink this. 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Lately my chronic anxiety has extended to the point where travelling by train is very nerve racking 😔 I feel so trapped and I'm convinced that the train is going to de-rail and kill me. They just seem to wobble around and sway and it really frightens me 😔 its a killer because I used to travel by train a lot. Anyone else? Doubtful I know 😔 ,0.2356572769953047,2.5523033521126814,2.0076408450704264,91.20704812206571,99.98591549295776,5.183568075117371,21.40962441314554,6.816661863887847,0.9532807511737094,282,11,55,5,12,92,51,71,0.28800000000000003,0.6779999999999999,0.035,-0.9629,0,1,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,9,5,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,7,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,1,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4179461370427393,0.0,0.0,0.19100568781902968,0.27989329424377823,0.0,0.2431777796787153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166520913386292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22819713531262545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812214436535666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524788961974967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30222034718484225,0.0,0.15012620164045865,0.0,0.3081458391510234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23223799421250094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582324217397849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499866372344455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24868224022943186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23592977956189826,0.0,0.2253925279566091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,30losernohope,2018/02/24,"29 years old, no friends, no girlfriend, virgin, hermit. Anxiety and depression has ruined and is ruining my life. Please don't become me. I am 29 years old, turning 30 soon. I have never had a girlfriend, I am a virgin, I have no friends, I come home to an empty apartment every night. All throughout middle school, high school, and college, all I did was sit at home on the computer and play guitar. Barely ever went out with friends, never went to any social gatherings, never went to any school dances, etc. Fast forward to now, at 29 almost 30, I am left with what I described above. I have a job that I hate, that turned out was a bait and switch. I went in thinking I would be doing one thing, and it's completely something else, but because the pay and benefits are good, and I can't find anything else, I am stuck here even though I am miserable. My team doesn't talk to each other, everyone ignores you if you ask for any type of help, manager is never around. I get a sense of dread every single day I go to work, and I come home pissed every day. I only moved out of my parents house last year. For almost the past year I have been living in a 1 bedroom apartment by myself, and to be honest I hate it. I hate sitting around by myself. I have even thought about moving back to the parents. Little things about the place make it shittier and cause me more anxiety, such as the parking situation, etc. I am so behind the curve that I don't even think there is any hope for me. At this stage, who would even want to date me? Once someone would find out my history, it would be huge red flags. I have become so used to sitting alone by myself, that I have no clue what to do even if I want to do something. I have no interest in sitting in bars or going to clubs. All I want to do is sit around and practice guitar and piano. My idea of a good time is sitting with someone playing video games, or watching netflix/youtube and discussing what we are watching, etc. I always had an interest in producing music, but I feel like I can't focus on those things because they are isolated activities and I have this large looming cloud over me telling me I better get moving because I have no friends and girlfriend. I have been saving up for a downpayment on a house, and I'm pretty much there, but now I don't even know why I want that. A house is for a family, why the hell would I want a 3 bedroom house all to myself? Maintenance costs would be through the roof. Why would I want a house if I'm not with anyone. I honestly don't know what I want anymore. Every single day is the exact same, go to the job I f'n despise, and then come home to an empty apartment and sit around. It's even worse in these months because it is so bitterly cold outside that there is no point in doing anything else. I honestly don't see a future for myself. I feel I am at the stage where I am beyond help. I don't see myself ever being with anyone, and I will just become someone who's office job is all they have. I already know my family is disappointed. My mom actually sat me down a couple months ago and told me she was extremely worried about me because of the no girlfriend/friends thing. My sister constantly yells at me that I am destroying my life, but her lectures just stress me out even more. My entire life my family has done what I call ""cheap shots"" at me. Little mental abuse situations. Example: I don't see the ketchup sitting on the table and go to the fridge, not seeing the ketchup i ask ""oh, we're out of ketchup?"" to which my mom will reply ""It's sitting here on the table, what the hell are you, fucking blind?"" Little shit like that, adds up over the years. I honestly don't think I will make it to 40 years old. I have had multiple online dating profiles for the last 8 years. I have not once had any luck. I try to make my profile as interesting as possible, soliciting feedback from people. I have not once received a reply from anyone that I message. I have even paid for these services. It has been the biggest waste of time and money. Another thing that causes me lots of anxiety is my teeth. Cavity after cavity no matter how much I brush and floss. All the teeth in my mouth have fillings, some more than one. I even have 2 crowns. I am pretty certain I will lose all my teeth when I am older. I have been told that I might need braces. All that does is further drive me into deeper depression. I can't mentally handle possibly having braces at this age. Would make me even worse than I am in terms of looks and dating. I have a ""friend"" whom I text with a lot and he told me that he doesn't ever see me with anyone unless 1. they were a gold digger, or 2. it was a single mom with kids. Do you know how terrible that feels? I constantly overthink everything. Thinking about my hopeless future gives me terrible anxiety. I have a feeling of dread every morning going to work, which I think are mini anxiety attacks. I posted in another subreddit about finally going to a therapist but I felt like he felt that my problems weren't real. Saying things like ""It sounds like sitting on the computer has gotten you nowhere. Have you thought about doing outside activities or joining groups?"" GEEE!!! SUCH CLARITY NOW!!! The funny thing is, is that when I'm alone on the computer I actually feel comfortable. But deep inside I have this voice telling me that things aren't OK. Don't become me. EDIT: Thanks for the responses. A lot of people here say I have independence going for me but I forgot to mention that I pretty much don't. After work I go to my parents house for dinner every night because I can't cook and that would require me to eat out every night. On the weekends I sit at my parents all day because I have nothing else to do. So my apartment is pretty much just a shack for me to sleep in until I have to go to work the next day.",3.54261707200763,5.008932460085838,4.6210801144492155,84.98720433953267,72.89699570815449,7.3752026704816425,26.163328564616126,7.946510646118237,1.5209763471626139,4576,154,907,64,90,1497,404,1165,0.157,0.738,0.105,-0.9971,7,2,2,0,2,2,147.0,1,6,3,10,51,57,12,4,56,1,124,18,7,11,18,159,201,56,0,22,22,8,7,5,8,14,4,5,6,1,57,53,4,3,21,12,5,24,35,27,0,2,32,25,151,30,128,150,29,158,2,8,10,3,58,63,5,16,64,645,208,24,0.0,0.041096404062854516,0.06769569110287534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030746422176160363,0.0,0.0694646274694561,0.07184701238368886,0.038276086719158366,0.0,0.028860944912422495,0.0,0.0,0.1179359536896926,0.07274111439478131,0.13267078278341102,0.0,0.0343984934856048,0.0970110619453076,0.0,0.057086086575774735,0.12350906885289036,0.06485213931166121,0.03945953161297696,0.0,0.02667085168324421,0.0,0.1480068418343212,0.1532287377015667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03067632570434025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03541756533733992,0.0,0.0,0.07126270713942567,0.0,0.08963493395815059,0.036366873015340716,0.07496496575170727,0.0,0.0,0.03837862037797202,0.0,0.11184573261505494,0.0,0.05974878936262475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030353336332043436,0.03549510035847598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03549171707455402,0.11590045659022148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160498212901869,0.25200242023272584,0.09412450820138632,0.2045670053321148,0.03314328680179529,0.031172907588045213,0.0,0.09809463067105137,0.0,0.08768963935082989,0.024779182443756632,0.06660664721837466,0.03799604644218538,0.06340346446401965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607866422243418,0.03206599730646334,0.03624327122886144,0.033273296549974414,0.17741207772231846,0.05818476142369086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273364685402576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04649764564380442,0.03664691965418357,0.13916872010260006,0.034450325263785754,0.0,0.24013304837542904,0.0,0.03915547735570215,0.0,0.0,0.10325941296522206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624852648762477,0.0565462913657471,0.0,0.0,0.03768567566922852,0.0,0.07349775114359712,0.08472741819219258,0.10429133645288637,0.030627751895003025,0.0,0.02912691298481717,0.03880397414860783,0.0,0.08846459508557493,0.0,0.0,0.09261081785321117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990924074225459,0.036795617859717786,0.0,0.1218689986523492,0.055370944814102534,0.11059494155753964,0.10199073421476464,0.025718707541047183,0.10700575444332176,0.0,0.0368882058678876,0.09764940214944436,0.0,0.03328147704798025,0.0,0.10918915059589937,0.11081612493085786,0.047007308560804664,0.02637973064149308,0.0,0.0,0.15405566623634204,0.0,0.03311103982307331,0.04809283401949136,0.0,0.036238752005515434,0.038074039287316536,0.032788816065807795,0.07820491951768632,0.033218925734861474,0.14114966277398347,0.0,0.03318914398863965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947946050678451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516627920342003,0.0,0.10531011415107897,0.13819845124185906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560395797604859,0.0,0.07797545208206184,0.034710345377264674,0.03535729132231541,0.08816621640941058,0.0534048709718019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03973188946024349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027878727126413577,0.060632955165177485,0.03193356050592019,0.0,0.04027230210769177,0.18434695588115216,0.11112468595795423,0.03407812728314395,0.055072501390822017,0.04045055014182558,0.0,0.0,0.09942986040538586,0.0,0.02354903922975352,0.07545528398406255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02995695929420092,0.0,0.0,0.14320800401503078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861446782067038,0.0938942542548667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100523455903328,0.03522460182470024,0.0706945598887123,0.22175495243334556,0.0,0.0,0.15635335427451885 anxiety,eindride,2018/02/24,"Got threatened on my own doorstep and now I feel shit for not reacting ""right"" I have esprit d'escalier moments like this all the time when I fuck up in these kinds of situations and I fucking hate it. I'm a student and share my house (in a pretty poor area that's got worse since I moved in, I'm out of here as soon as my contract expires) with 2 other people, 2 of us smoke but try to be considerate about it, but we also have friends over a lot, some of whom smoke. Got out of bed from a lie-in this morning, and there's somebody pounding on the door downstairs. It's the next door neighbour, complaining about cig ends in his garden again (I don't smoke cigs and he knows it), but this time he threatens to send somebody over to beat us up if it doesn't stop (IDK who the fuck's doing it, he knows that too, and said that when his chav hitmen come over ""I'm sorry if it's you"" like that makes any fucking difference). And I was just standing there, not quite believing what I was hearing, didn't even close the door on his ass till he was done. Should've told him to get the fuck off my doorstep before I called the police, but no, I'm a little bitch and everybody walks all over me no matter how nice I try to be. Sometimes I wish I had a bit less restraint so I wouldn't be so shy about giving shitstains like these what's coming to them.",4.010277777777779,4.346597821428574,4.383809523809525,91.33896825396828,70.78571428571428,7.222222222222222,26.26984126984127,6.691623216298621,0.8081031746031746,1050,30,239,7,18,330,158,280,0.14800000000000002,0.736,0.116,-0.852,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,3,1,1,2,18,16,8,0,13,0,15,7,2,3,2,39,40,23,0,4,9,0,1,3,2,1,0,2,5,0,21,15,0,1,4,1,1,5,8,9,0,0,11,3,27,7,36,25,7,38,0,0,0,6,25,20,8,4,15,151,48,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187940996150873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813077114032023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776496931405504,0.12944438978899542,0.0,0.0,0.12543274282483668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173179851074072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979392569204295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200381033422382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757481395400644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176056363295992,0.0,0.0,0.0758853459557882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058093049058844375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876558245548638,0.531080857566418,0.060026536462523476,0.11021525821846404,0.0,0.0,0.2756698412741389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343245775417117,0.0,0.0,0.12949208378509444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257040268379613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964275342767555,0.12628371557637896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839186811942394,0.11515236710254588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976774090288328,0.0,0.0,0.07669156847882765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221124375529656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12218936974996605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796519231563794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688687433418493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220220870904915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981174809746542,0.10928898153256124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793539651341085,0.09504017970846047,0.12914387026572702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363152039052035,0.1286126342882173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605519009534186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339893635806177,0.0,0.0,0.10978461083896683,0.0,0.1560087943559064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27640281931004684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321205887238217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708517010138406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,infiniteknights,2018/02/24,"What's your experience with xanax? I have been feeling incredibly anxious for the better part of the past 2 weeks and I have no idea why. The anxiety I am feeling is incredibly disproportionate to what is going on in my life - in fact, nothing stressful is going on/coming up. Nothing that would set my anxiety off normally has happened either. All coping mechanisms that I normally use to calm me down don't seem to be working. They either calm me down for a few moments or just flat out not work at all. As you probably could imagine, this has been extremely destructive to my daily routine. I cannot function properly. I went to the A&E when this first started happening and was given 2 doses of Xanax which I haven't taken. My psychiatrist had also previously prescribed me Xanax to take ""when needed"", which I also have not taken. They are a pretty low dose - 0.25mg. I'm hesitant to take it because of how strong Xanax is suppose to be, and how addictive it can become. I do not want to be reliant on medication which is why I have avoided it. But now, I feel like I've no choice anymore, my anxiety is crippling me terribly. I did some Google searches on Xanax but most of the results I got seem to be related to recreational use of the drug - which i really do not care for. But from those threads I read about some of the effects Xanax can have on you. I just really want to know how effective has Xanax been in helping with your anxiety? 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I'm just wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar and if they have any tips overcoming it. See below for more details. I won't bore you with the whole story but basically over the last year I've started getting trembling hands whilst eating / preparing food around people and now I seem to worry about it constantly. This only makes it worse and I wish it would stop. I even worry about it around my close family. I can't even put a teaspoon of coffee in a cup without worrying. I've started getting persistent chest pains because of anxiety too. I know that I'm being completely ridiculous but just can't shake the negative thoughts :( ",4.805495951417004,7.12227046052632,5.427894736842109,76.97257085020246,71.36842105263158,8.887449392712552,31.429149797570854,9.466822959209583,3.3102170040485834,658,30,110,16,13,212,96,152,0.282,0.629,0.09,-0.9855,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,12,8,1,3,7,0,8,6,3,1,1,26,23,9,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,9,2,1,4,0,0,2,5,8,0,0,2,4,11,0,17,18,3,23,0,1,1,0,3,7,0,4,14,71,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708621374704373,0.0,0.2939000988077867,0.0,0.0,0.0895435807750534,0.0,0.1053837057739131,0.2280037773324336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10692600622972592,0.07806510386574758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427004987209226,0.1383889905229885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103888859612228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916683047465042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072498824988805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154852478270925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381369999488804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024224829322685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037925318632877,0.2087744348698326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548204795199531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739654402927364,0.13626646865461625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887817220298733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302845879277078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873718176962767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204843805329564,0.11658238306705986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054257557934024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719277737656283,0.0,0.0,0.10706515108026324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166652911300993,0.07467369249213968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429760952373096,0.14726440891417564,0.12344671941909012,0.13887723772956007,0.0,0.5202106919373566,0.1305056125933472,0.09097121777114964,0.0,0.0,0.16493481909250446 anxiety,capt_hangry,2018/02/24,"Scared I’ll lose my job due to my anxiety/depression Recently my anxiety/depression has been so bad it’s been effecting my work performance. I work for a call center for a bank and spend most of my days on the phone helping customers with IT / website / mobile app / hacked bank account issues. I feel like they might fire me. I don’t know if it’s appropriate to tell my boss what’s going on or if that will even help. I have done everything possible to make my job less stressful, I work from home, my dog is always with me, I can work in pajamas, I can have Disney movies or whatever on in the background (as long as they can’t be heard on the phone). Nothing helps. I was okay for a while when I first started teleworking but now I can’t even sit at my desk with out that feeling of an oncoming panic attack so I call out a lot. I don’t want to quit because it pays better than everything else in the area and has great benefits but I feel like it’s making me worse and feel/think about things I normally wouldn’t. Does anyone have advice or experience talking to their boss about mental health things? I feel like it would be awkward but maybe if they understood what what going on and I wasn’t just skipping work for fun, they’d be less likely to fire me. Or if they do fire me do you have any suggestions for jobs that are better for people with anxiety/ depression? -thanks",4.062942238267148,5.242703913357404,4.8490451263537935,84.96569765342961,71.23826714801444,8.716895306859206,26.84638989169675,9.120678840339163,2.0070376895306863,1092,36,225,22,20,353,148,277,0.14,0.725,0.135,0.3369,3,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,6,12,9,19,1,4,9,1,29,1,0,5,0,40,43,21,0,8,12,0,7,4,0,4,1,1,1,0,14,10,0,0,7,0,5,2,6,8,0,1,7,8,37,11,35,28,4,25,0,2,0,0,18,13,0,11,13,151,51,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769630415558757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318881921450233,0.0,0.0,0.06798774440790308,0.0,0.07648208191038952,0.0,0.0,0.06990619779137447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373819712423787,0.0,0.0,0.08347656499592898,0.0609450118501796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17684294959345814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417525821184127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447685242919787,0.0,0.2583299638138339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874904898763899,0.10231111613573386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351790074284962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206764581605238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17970564592402408,0.09779662686326326,0.0,0.0,0.2527567124734446,0.21427062781748166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504033015386557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363839268215177,0.0,0.0,0.11022492419680688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627080716777433,0.0,0.0,0.20103729706875506,0.0,0.10028501779879102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434994570470953,0.2976350449864213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0549447090575074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537472237003692,0.0,0.0,0.08847644171320854,0.0,0.11184861757119112,0.0,0.08499681524391607,0.0,0.0,0.13347076138837555,0.0,0.10044026939425088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075323602844556,0.10605972920520874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979561695508998,0.09593056588193484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730139242450817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931141871655233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270897282093592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633777717195088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871516237212992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000943534243907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076418943450058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145232416813949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035767359271104,0.0873842481766062,0.0920453297653097,0.0,0.0,0.13284046686687107,0.06406118329442223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058968986795262676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639219983504927,0.0,0.10188503841223097,0.0710207464095954,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lauren825,2018/02/24,"Anxiety about work performance First post here, long time lurker. Anyways, my anxiety for the past year or so has come from my job. I’m going to say first I do like my job when I can get myself to step back, and that none of these feelings are because of management putting pressure on me. These are all self induced. I’m an advertising account manager, which is basically working with clients on producing and ensuring their ad campaign they pay lots of money for launches. I talk to people in all sorts of powerful positions like media directors, VPs of marketing, to even CEO’s. It can be nerve wrecking. I then have to manage large campaigns, from making a timeline to giving them the deliverables to review. This is probably the part that makes me feel sick the most. I get anxious about typos I didn’t catch, screwing up timelines, looking up campaign reporting incorrectly, even saying the wrong greeting in an email. It’s like I feel the need to be perfect so my company doesn’t look bad. I’ve been doing this for 2 years and have gotten a raise and constant positive feedback from my boss, sales people, etc. Which makes me feel the pressure even more. Like “shit they think I’m Doing an amazing job now I can’t screw up”. I doubt a lot of what I do. I imagine the worst outcomes- like I’m going to send something and a client they’re just going to be pissed about it. I worry about the tiniest things that most people would see and either not notice or not think about. Some days I can give myself the pep talk of hey, we’re all humans and make mistakes. Or hey no one knows what they’re doing. You’re killing it, etc. And I know I know what I’m doing and that I am good at my job. Most days though I am nervous about every email I get, I worry I’m going to piss someone off because I said or did the wrong thing, or that something will fail and it’s my fault. Which of course in my head leads to me being fired, I lose my house, I can’t take care of my dog, etc. This is fun! :-/ ",3.1285520189298524,4.888936234256928,3.993002060911383,87.8620257995573,74.56675062972292,6.7264788947408585,25.63231814365316,7.463857097105799,1.2238973971452562,1563,54,316,19,33,501,208,397,0.179,0.72,0.1,-0.9833,5,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,4,11,18,28,6,4,18,0,31,7,4,9,4,55,68,20,1,3,9,0,5,5,0,2,1,3,0,2,23,12,0,0,11,0,4,11,8,18,0,3,5,11,42,10,44,57,17,37,0,2,3,2,18,11,5,13,19,209,65,20,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372081526236454,0.09873660107032356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672048501561824,0.07297496385909075,0.10655589475622552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910965424368696,0.0,0.0,0.07528696342308525,0.0,0.09444785172480882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273094373248604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924207649266221,0.17317971242920033,0.0,0.07363788058921464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676733065182298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868400538153753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698795454865828,0.16768320227644498,0.19868468711882464,0.07330658614304744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969714113664481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10084733279412963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346922223455045,0.0,0.09669463988920496,0.0,0.14409750178084352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134949986356747,0.0,0.0,0.07734584115574496,0.14678720019177854,0.09777772750166458,0.0,0.14860792417285218,0.0,0.0,0.2333594821262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480565026697757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950495371625392,0.0,0.0,0.059224189118396324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464518303355364,0.083432748839551,0.18177550583601698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370459829609615,0.0,0.09423148463095032,0.0,0.0,0.0878606759778898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313697528424902,0.139007241747332,0.0,0.0,0.06964611642574953,0.0,0.09117677965258364,0.0,0.0897143701732853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740533452399954,0.13456886918706876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571357584865296,0.14049687661476445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612873947445515,0.11200419029961367,0.08586960269835753,0.0,0.050963373672922384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12725580971593853,0.17751694738172813,0.0,0.06208612444389185,0.1911153499998094,0.0,0.112564874409712 anxiety,Jyong5319,2018/02/24,"Is this anxiety disorders? I am 28 this year. 3 or 4 years ago I started having this issue when I was at crowded area. It felt like I could not walk straight when it was crowded. I had this feeling like I might fainted anytime. I did not give much thoughts about it. I simply thought that it was maybe due to vitamin B deficiency or anything. I did not visit any doctors as I was still able to live my daily life without much problems. From then onward, I started avoiding to go out during weekends. For almost 4 years (until now), I have never gone out for any kind of activities during weekends unless I could not avoid it. Until recentlu, a new problem arose. Once in a while I got this feeling that I might faint anytime. I got dry mouth, eyes vision getting darker. It always happened when I'm at outdoor. This problem attacks me for just a while. When I calmed down, took some deep breathe, and stayed focus on some far images, it gradually disappeared. And then I am just like any other healthy guy (I think). The attack comes and goes within short period of time. Sometime it attacks when I'm driving. I went to my family clinic. No neurological issues, no vertigo. I also have serious sleepiness and fatigue issue everyday even though I always get at least 8hrs of sleep daily. I have no trouble getting into sleep. I do not smoke or drink. Yesterday I read about panic attacks. And it kind of matches what I'm having. Do I really have anxiety attack or panic attack? I went to a few family clinics. their answers were ""stress"", ""vitamin deficiency"" etc., Which never really cured my issue.",2.9610000000000016,5.64059615,4.389583333333333,80.289375,79.16666666666666,6.416666666666668,27.375,7.6454224807358475,2.0172,1255,54,211,20,32,415,169,300,0.16899999999999998,0.745,0.086,-0.9742,0,2,2,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,1,0,14,23,6,5,5,0,23,17,5,0,2,43,47,24,0,5,13,0,3,3,0,2,11,0,0,1,20,9,1,2,7,4,0,10,11,17,0,0,17,4,32,6,30,26,7,55,0,1,1,0,6,15,0,9,32,152,52,2,0.07914608940300938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015823285399429,0.0,0.07925337590818637,0.0,0.0,0.06329309910089209,0.13171177328866707,0.0,0.0,0.16146616448729115,0.0,0.12109308352185814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651304878948136,0.0,0.0,0.5402406155782203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817734794700002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638342442478862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070827535146654,0.08100937621094319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753303638402073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826881100824198,0.05227524560614096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922377853516788,0.0,0.0800372817521312,0.056541982083646324,0.07599265759113033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405169523609633,0.07592414082517587,0.04498054653007627,0.0,0.12660071565690142,0.0,0.0,0.07836707183942937,0.06998862547510698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304318181486437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483694556971706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590322357328403,0.11600034437674395,0.0,0.06988744696643368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951288476277575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792298700759298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636296475395118,0.0,0.12208468669848704,0.07643978633592607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428800216527996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857217658736571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271963559374871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916750745882851,0.0,0.10140602304602536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584064955244696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827750617984207,0.0,0.11204001888427316,0.08435920058132755,0.06320616923441483,0.0,0.09066157800442433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05071361831042647,0.07776063099181194,0.1256663085640272,0.04615072120688573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879342174890413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673843561465716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629400584971435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290246000720162 anxiety,dgrdrd,2018/02/24,"DAE has this analyzing loop problem? Whenever I don't feel right, my mind starts to analyze the causes of it, coming up with different theories what is my real problem. Then I notice this and start ruminating over me analyzing. And usually this stops only when I for some reason suddenly feel better or get distracted. Meditation seems extremely hard during such moments. Probably this is some kind of OCD. P. S. this post was an example of such analyzing :)",4.468518518518519,7.625117580246918,6.421234567901234,65.0555555555556,76.90123456790123,11.007407407407408,31.222222222222214,10.504223727775694,4.874985185185184,368,18,55,15,9,127,64,81,0.128,0.8059999999999999,0.067,-0.5176,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,12,5,0,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,3,6,2,8,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,8,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831584573287718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274333227728345,0.0,0.17839377054445582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163699126427988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094266337111156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819844773468587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551619852250306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156572903662424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091066389664511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357787201688505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575048725069702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833950292343586,0.0,0.22328314336240876,0.3963233714239543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357191389962241,0.0,0.21292787171500965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17685776596027947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18853126221826744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931654284378337,0.0,0.0,0.1731404654950376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280855845043757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jackson530,2018/02/24,"I let the cashier walk all over me today but then went and fixed it later in the day So today I was on the hunt for a new monitor. I had just returned one that wasn't working out for me, that I just purchased a few weeks ago. and I decided to call my Local shop (not a big business) He told me the price and stuff over the phone, and I figured since they specialize in gaming computers, that it might be the one I was looking for. When I got there, it was not. it was a 7-year-old monitor that he had way overpriced (At least 70 bucks) and for some reason, I took it home anyway. I didn't have the courage to tell him I knew this was overpriced and I wasn't gonna buy it. I figured I was already there, and I didn't wanna waste mine or his time. When I got home, a quick google showed me it was for sale Much cheaper at best buy. and I decided to balls up and call him and tell him. He told me to bring it back and that he'd refund my money. but when I got there, he was Super rude about it, and I couldn't even make eye contact with him. I hate what my Anxiety does to me sometimes. This time I was lucky",2.7700889121338896,3.1054596778242685,3.911775627615064,93.6223914748954,73.56066945606695,7.146548117154813,24.14252092050209,6.9077264865688965,0.5373198744769874,849,22,208,7,16,277,123,239,0.063,0.8590000000000001,0.078,0.6492,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,14,7,2,0,12,0,21,1,1,2,1,34,34,20,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,18,14,0,0,6,4,9,4,7,2,0,2,23,2,38,5,22,5,6,32,0,0,2,0,20,11,0,4,16,149,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272024488607781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835377318338995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097756894485844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034121719507786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059245182238615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930553036567237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254443331161903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557619518814922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947791725275929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3443057301471372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167471134644594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.287880682513962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14673657729066944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050230229051727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578612719906933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15222885681738174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548764892786422,0.0,0.0,0.13859140426982502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505771659680109,0.0,0.19447611592105216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475399943831734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187031498135317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192333631766668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427104633288972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508474102933659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673498466366428,0.0,0.2720389285345005,0.27423725728662673,0.15943172095768512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390214955611405,0.1151055576024941,0.0,0.0,0.13302421963099184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446835984731488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240810169886292 anxiety,LVJPO421,2018/02/24,"I’ve discovered the root to my anxiety So for the past couple of months I’ve been going through this “what is the meaning of life phase?” I look back at the past couple of years and there’s always something that I have accomplished. I got this great gig doing what I like, I bought a home, a new car, and got to travel. But late last year I started to ask the question, so what’s next? Late last year I worked some much OT that I was bleeding it from my ears. So much that it made me wonder what am I doing with my life? So that led me down the path of asking what is the meaning of life. Over the past couple of days I caught wind of this great pod cast by Joe Roagan that featured Jordan Peterson. Peterson talks about how as humans we don’t want an easy life. We want to be able to consistently problem solve in order to feel some type of achievement, whatever that may be. Though I love what I do my gig, the time I was spending there was consuming me. So much that I actually began to hate being there because it was the only thing that mattered to me. Yeah, I did other things but that where most of my energy was spent and it was the number one thing I worried about. But after listening to that pod cast and talking to my shrink I discovered that I need to find something to replace work as the number one priority. Something that absorbs my energy and becomes number one and works becomes secondary. Anyways, after reading that over I feel like it’s all over the place, but this huge sigh of relief came over me today when I figured it out. Though I’m sure the anxiety will still be present itself from time to time with other things it just feels good to figure this part of it out. Cheers! 🍻",5.5606140350877205,5.489765850877198,5.811748538011695,83.85218421052632,67.39181286549709,8.594385964912282,28.503508771929827,8.07648339933343,1.6824533333333331,1339,39,275,15,20,427,169,342,0.03,0.818,0.152,0.9886,0,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,2,0,0,5,19,12,1,0,17,1,22,7,1,4,2,43,48,21,0,4,5,0,3,2,0,2,5,2,1,1,39,13,0,0,10,2,3,6,1,2,1,3,16,6,34,9,47,26,8,45,0,0,1,1,10,12,0,6,28,197,73,7,0.08825836048337392,0.0,0.08612742841021379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343802615201346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503480839205045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501930609811202,0.0,0.0,0.06786523134824685,0.0,0.053801477366179684,0.19494885009333435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094405209746847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929685915220232,0.0,0.0569193410797864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387823678222754,0.0630517903641766,0.0,0.0,0.08066654254678911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015926017741689,0.07402692538390307,0.14117654686644662,0.19461030802460666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713685879252332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853033171167858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388468696081055,0.199118549777676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249357960476867,0.08623715366037955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411479436994224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965661617270023,0.08351219468724849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19227845678274103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044698130395415,0.0,0.1946401502771758,0.06544245598079676,0.0,0.08524047452749728,0.09386376764333744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941844762356982,0.06712446022164667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557520368905104,0.2527577751690926,0.0,0.0,0.0922112018706595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445133143064776,0.0,0.0,0.0988695626160637,0.0,0.08828224444915918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383679344039696,0.0,0.0,0.06246972181342046,0.0,0.07048324068999437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831824602607873,0.0,0.0,0.14187745397851972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23453973194787864,0.0,0.1734267821254856,0.0,0.15439247925836758,0.0,0.08365860595901885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411413541672887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571242709462227,0.19275941275168895,0.0896306492336348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17050647146183756 anxiety,Eden987,2018/02/24,"Why dont people take me seriously? Never once in my life has anyone ever just given me respect, and not acted as if everything i say is a joke. Im a bigger guy, i carry myself well, i dont start trouble, i get along with most everyone, but im a fucking joke to everyone i know. Am i lying to myself and i am just a fucking clown? Is there something they know that i don't? Am i just really ugly? I honestly havent the faintest clue why nobody in my life genuinely acts like i know how to handle myself, or that maybe advice i give, or opinions i have, or anything of that sort is valuable at all.",1.5672727272727265,3.1756331587301614,4.329653679653681,84.4229220779221,78.52380952380952,6.8040404040404034,23.359307359307362,7.686295010490155,1.193771428571429,462,15,95,7,11,165,78,126,0.087,0.735,0.179,0.8614,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,11,2,0,5,0,12,4,0,1,3,23,22,9,0,1,9,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,6,4,1,0,1,1,21,7,10,21,2,9,0,0,0,2,4,4,2,7,4,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833053493796656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329277793518852,0.0,0.1333341002547601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3797879769001947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656235130423065,0.0,0.3096467521442017,0.14561907585168474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29958199316771617,0.08465221999716119,0.15543069508230492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16043182465001196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3500331006030356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671367740758656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288883826119188,0.07915802080122865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277751466605178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496491567909228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255305916223304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123288551962431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379839979927384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885006913597613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473600569544956,0.0,0.0,0.11468327348159232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182385154669335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568138732611613,0.0,0.29240764048630297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,danaraman,2018/02/24,"About to get meds My therapist is contacting my general physician for meds. I'm excited to get better, but what can I expect?",4.195,6.232968500000003,6.298333333333333,71.28,72.33333333333334,11.466666666666667,32.83333333333333,11.20814326018867,4.742233333333335,100,5,17,4,2,35,19,24,0.0,0.846,0.154,0.3919,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30965726210123795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658519030763163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7778202722639372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065223107022018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OofBigOof,2018/02/24,"Existential help? Hi, my anxiety(mild-to a point) started 2 years ago with my very first panic attack. Today it has evolved to mainly an ocd strain of sorts, I have been dealing with intrusive thoughts and a fear(hopefully) of suicide and depression/becoming depressed. With these thoughts a main one that I have and one that I believe having an answer to would solve a lot of my anxiety is how to live with knowing there is no point to life, no real meaning. Without having an answer to this, my intrusive thoughts are fueled and I get even more ""life is pointless, suicide is the answer"" and it scares me so much because I do not want to be suicidal at all. If anyone could help me with this one, I would be immensely grateful. Side note: I am a 17 year old male and would like to solve this ASAP",6.433333333333334,6.6314885424836625,6.387712418300655,79.54470588235297,65.53594771241829,9.41437908496732,33.99346405228758,9.150863307647796,2.914197385620916,629,26,118,10,9,199,94,153,0.205,0.7090000000000001,0.086,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,3,21.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,3,9,0,19,2,0,1,1,32,27,9,3,6,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,5,0,4,4,0,13,1,17,17,6,11,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,8,90,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172062903012022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114900649127878,0.0,0.0,0.09245227480163323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042092673033106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060093613125706,0.14602814443448991,0.0,0.1489682359348956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556802623021372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363144540700732,0.11388209514359357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733098544301743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878583090866868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246745240057797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06908022248534723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725043006388422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266542168178454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867837653362532,0.06459669561686622,0.0,0.11675391560395253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240990310538347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402786292541955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719794008810817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874411369623246,0.0,0.2687899207534997,0.0,0.0,0.15513332021589302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499839150339616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504968962756527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237668420331947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935869850515674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338862424301019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149070588754988,0.0,0.0,0.1253304237324084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10909649953786957,0.0779876054515182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745670798853567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817788595771912,0.0,0.0,0.17029248872015296 anxiety,Thejohnnycheese,2018/02/24,"Any advice on dealing with death anxiety? Hey guys. I've got a serious fear of death, and I've found that it's really been affecting my life. I'm constantly worried about dying, constantly planning things out in case I die, etc. When I get in a car, I tell myself it could be my last car ride. When I have a flight, even 2 weeks from now, My brain starts to tell me I only have 2 weeks left to live. When I go to school or to the movies, I tell myself I could get shot at at any point. Even going to sleep sometimes, I tell myself I may not wake up. Do you guys have any advice on how to deal with feelings like this? Should add that I do have a minor heart condition, which makes me even more paranoid. 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I know that the two are the same thing, but I always get this bad feeling in my chest. It's like my heart is beating really fast (like a butterfly feeling), but when I check my pulse, it's normal. Is this just anxiety? 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I keep imagining people at work and my boss don't like me or get annoyed with me. I hear a sigh or see a blank stare and I get sent into a panic in my own head. I act non reactive on the surface but inside I just think they hate me. And I get tension in my head and worry and keep imagining bad things afterwards like what if I get fired? What if they're all taking about how boring or annoying I am? I am extremely exhausted of these thoughts. I don't even want to do meditation because although it may help me detach from my thoughts a bit, I find it also raises my anxiety a little in my body. Maybe I need sleep, but that can't be it because I've been like this for ages once I started my job. I think I'm scared of getting fired or scared my friend who got me the job will lose respect for me. I want peace of mind and to get along well with others. What do I do??",2.3056716417910437,3.2581137960198987,3.960378109452737,90.53549253731346,75.21890547263679,7.350049751243782,23.84776119402985,7.793537801064563,0.9338382089552236,727,21,169,10,15,244,111,201,0.29100000000000004,0.614,0.094,-0.9924,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,7,20,4,4,7,0,13,5,4,3,1,40,37,19,0,5,9,0,2,3,1,2,1,1,0,0,13,11,0,3,8,0,0,2,3,12,2,0,5,5,33,7,20,29,3,16,0,1,2,0,6,10,0,7,7,110,46,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005396816208664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571220003014616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446532687330658,0.15253719614689573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659255824930774,0.13897393183124654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263690408340849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435232660252513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966631018267422,0.0,0.3922027690829352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006544278580336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704920332940103,0.25680701086838376,0.0,0.14101306085556994,0.0,0.08386156822591563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483135417704689,0.2224149163004976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18337377894169574,0.12539753222940533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399710493055359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569426609761786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632991284891992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277076795062564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324278957564814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679483161433224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734771911764787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505227508861006,0.0,0.0997000057707592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252047907672261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885566407836763,0.0,0.0,0.10460126959488256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407048414986212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831204709604852,0.16033655560860685,0.0,0.19865377133879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147591470282833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11249290236188814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18216959701648092,0.12705978155461367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Greenjets,2018/02/24,"I still can’t believe its 2018.... Hello, I just got reddit an hour ago because I don’t know who else I can tell this to. So ever since the new year, I’ve become very anxious about time passing. Time is just flying by and I feel like I’m not doing enough. That what I’m doing is pointless. I won’t remember it. It shocks me 2016 was 2 years ago. I started highschool this year and I feel old. It makes me uneasy to know that one day I will graduate, I will be in my 20s then 30s. That I will never be this age ever again I won’t always be young. It scares me to see amount of people born after me. Just visiting my old school makes me sad. To see that no one knows me because everyone I knew is gone. I can remember New Years Eve like it were yesterday. My teacher even said that high school goes very quickly. I was even crying on New Years Eve because 2017 was over before I knew it. Now every weekend I feel awful that time is passing. Its almost march already. This year is almost 1/4 through. I know I’m still young, (13yr/o) but for how much longer? Help. I’ve posted to 2 other websites, its been a week and no ones answered me.",0.2112567811934909,2.436772523206752,1.9507338758288133,96.1526107594937,87.48101265822784,4.3983725135623875,18.168927064496685,5.773587663045528,-0.38791488848704025,876,23,194,6,28,286,132,237,0.08,0.888,0.032,-0.7504,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,0,15,5,0,1,3,1,24,0,0,3,3,28,44,7,0,0,5,0,3,2,0,5,0,1,0,0,22,3,0,0,12,1,0,4,8,3,0,3,10,6,28,2,14,26,3,48,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,2,41,119,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777498279996577,0.0,0.20079288435598494,0.0,0.1106399923843109,0.0,0.0834247959762344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326586537230802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335367279082868,0.1107298827120779,0.08531432988070048,0.11295928847672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101314887063092,0.06465975007081108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375481099052533,0.0,0.0,0.10359593293262964,0.0,0.1324422742298647,0.1813827860196916,0.08447382408049046,0.09580323678977948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208421541854195,0.07162614550913443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018750799880868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720252252621121,0.10593075883637457,0.0,0.0,0.09873643002482467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040226974622215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796446509600383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384936993644414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370302860103853,0.0,0.07732710467212366,0.29049674544577464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104131295521202,0.0,0.2038173977659206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950803028399885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09602187698254014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271512807552224,0.0,0.0953707272473339,0.0,0.10037828510669826,0.2029380260867394,0.15978932961576342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293654977297656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096492198999327,0.0,0.16013638389831336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763212586144191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17538817091479214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545088133398708,0.0,0.0,0.0804229527374952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.387386980278784 anxiety,gourmet_fruit_jells,2018/02/24,"I get anxiety from damaging things I have been diagnosed with GAD but it’s in remission and I don’t really get bad anxiety attacks anymore like I used to. Still many things set me off with milder anxiety but the weirdest one is if something I or someone I care about owns gets broken or damaged I get anxiety. It’s so weird but like for example today my dad got a new tie in the mail and when opening it he accidentally cut off the very tip of it like you could barely notice. I got my anxiety from him and so he kinda freaks out but calms himself down and not another word about it. But I’m still thinking about it now and it’s still stressing me out. Like also one time my niece broke a Barbie I’d had for years and even though I never play with it anymore(bc I’m 15) I just panicked, I just wanted to know if anyone else experiences something similar?",3.669204244031832,4.967380137931039,5.0920689655172415,82.3944429708223,72.33333333333334,8.572236958443856,28.32714412024757,9.057496981413335,2.283195048629532,680,26,137,14,13,228,106,174,0.267,0.634,0.099,-0.9836,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,15,16,2,1,5,0,6,1,0,1,1,32,19,20,0,4,12,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,4,0,19,7,20,14,1,19,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,5,14,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036414653949256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589741431887134,0.4957201023365045,0.0,0.12852886184250178,0.09061967628888147,0.13279101795037154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14743926762887347,0.0,0.0,0.1082109961153149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213633744060355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347544594185708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154176974474716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826457980493692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855999016553723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267741480511037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708436288027599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073067028968192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122504020941686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532650130542128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131394555721859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995588785707953,0.12516896127493826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755101737131993,0.0,0.0,0.1756412928411503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08302539279683915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981007499454842,0.19954557852145066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31049735727170696,0.0,0.14845692394390048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220161424692834,0.08304276124626436,0.12733182385616296,0.0,0.07557108820488916,0.0,0.12284611116543953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193321253900552,0.0,0.1069339774882121,0.07644172710433665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345846673518327 anxiety,Encrypt3dShadow,2018/02/24,"A million emotions, but still empty. Ok so this is my first post here, I'm not really sure how this'll go. So for about a year now, I've been experiencing this weird feeling at seemingly random times. I'll have so many emotions whirling around in my head at once, but I feel really empty at the same time. Anyone else get this, or have any clue as to what it may be?",3.968,4.570144466666669,4.8919999999999995,86.70600000000002,71.0,8.133333333333333,25.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.3016666666666663,285,8,63,4,5,93,59,75,0.123,0.818,0.059,-0.6034,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,3,0,0,3,1,6,1,1,1,1,13,12,8,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,3,3,2,9,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,40,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491122688417532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15331986447781765,0.2246697594804851,0.0,0.19519829304602876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317336127449196,0.493302277812729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22174071041849067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865123881183008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456040830013005,0.0,0.12461715495885768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250360145713059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230707834552493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351719437156898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21000166742382528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809421197058676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996167119700712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17511065546022614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666097353733692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25571817239952804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120377972410314 anxiety,CriticalNatural,2018/02/24,"Physical Symtoms I had a really bad anxiety attack during family day weekend, and then around 2 days later I started getting this constant dribbly cold feeling in my legs, where it feels like a stream of water running down my legs(sometimes it's just cold and tingly) basically non stop. This feeling has overwhelmed me so much and I was wondering if feelings like these are common in anxiety. When I looked it up almost everything referred to nerve damage, which I am fairly positive I have none and have no history of. Just looking for some info on if this is normal or has happened to anyone here before and if it has how to cope with it and if it will go away? 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All anxiety aside, I have no interest in things like this. Also, I know I will spend the whole weekend worrying about my next panic attack and I won't enjoy it at all. I've tried telling her that this is a bad idea, but she seems adamant about it. Any ideas?",1.9312987012987008,3.8070600519480564,3.4116883116883163,90.19467532467534,78.35064935064935,6.477922077922077,23.98701298701299,7.447530270364453,1.020823376623377,292,10,62,4,7,96,60,77,0.174,0.7559999999999999,0.07,-0.6969,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,2,11,9,3,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,3,7,6,5,9,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,5,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142998945761804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17302751609386266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713604785415052,0.0,0.16551911468685265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24614713961552376,0.0,0.0,0.18065626340316374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17275034967713698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885009201790357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890889176605834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10570531773954372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25340481078441224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23010730205786376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253858448157675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860936289943382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19697114337443708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18911309727047687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14374371042981388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14689806011765472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868704351123424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17355545736585695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415644989681332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972979984370364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,laerie,2018/02/24,"Panic attacks at night My husband has been under a LOT of pressure lately at work and it getting shit from all sides. He's middle management. There used to be an assistant manager position but they eliminated it when they promoted him to manager. So his big boss and direct boss are giving him loads and loads of work. He's doing the work of two people and things aren't getting done as well as they could. He simply can't keep up. And his staff is being difficult because they are so resistant to the changes the new big boss is implementing. He's stuck in the middle. He's a very hard worker and doesn't settle for anything less than the best. But it's really getting bad. He's glued to his phone, even at night. He's constantly putting out fires and feels like he can't trust anyone in his staff to do what he says. They either don't do something correctly or do something behind his back their way (instead of his - or the big boss's way) purposely. He's feeling like a failure because his staff is being negative and bitchy and they don't respect him on top of all the other shit he's already dealing with. So he comes home late, after 7 every night, stressed as fuck and isn't getting stuff done around the house (we moved last spring and still have lots of projects). We aren't having sex or even talking really except complaining to each other. He's not sleeping or eating well. He's had panic attacks the last three nights in a row. I'm really worried about him. He's been talking really terribly about himself, saying he hates himself and he can't do anything right. I really want him to get some help, but he says he has no time in his schedule. He's on antidepressants, high blood pressure meds, and has valium for when he's having an acute anxiety attack. I feel like I don't know who this man is. My husband is in there somewhere, but he's lost in these thoughts. Does anyone have any advice? I don't know what to do to help him.",4.04590216519647,5.455885082687342,4.798978882651699,84.42488372093027,71.55813953488372,7.818551189521519,27.03991802548338,8.326086129247049,1.772275844248418,1545,53,303,24,29,498,187,387,0.209,0.7,0.091,-0.995,0,0,2,0,0,0,39.0,2,0,7,8,17,25,7,5,15,0,40,7,4,5,3,51,61,29,0,2,11,2,5,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,12,20,1,1,6,0,0,3,14,17,2,2,8,8,31,8,43,49,9,47,0,1,0,2,62,24,3,7,21,190,43,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085110525948397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130399289463484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562650176686738,0.0,0.06329472653493119,0.0,0.0,0.11570536684621285,0.0,0.1361734725218967,0.07365480716268498,0.0,0.2823809670344551,0.0,0.06362079985992714,0.06908319205645201,0.10087324409513088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682895187633594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875263629580555,0.0712718921457357,0.0,0.0894109258159154,0.0,0.06605996027899637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08529976113870817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240501948706772,0.16934042472541996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466214185818226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929599871291752,0.0,0.06971075528310895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550521583305654,0.17732520419705255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649041062401184,0.21613725842968384,0.07937030904100592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411744508807147,0.0816871399909413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091574587101674,0.08741776859965808,0.08299346224076731,0.0,0.0,0.09546912107075893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354178098557759,0.0,0.0,0.09094183232122156,0.13488584198686993,0.1866652651458428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212655564090666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031884723849637,0.14068262899817655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190382216658244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08793793221550271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990935950768277,0.0,0.31057791201542684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415160702280315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736045860457081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317504568430338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650220107961214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706582274828685,0.0,0.19739092980048745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985976387387067,0.0,0.0,0.08279825340947973,0.0,0.0,0.12739228008143436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660750734998127,0.0,0.09477667295472823,0.0,0.09471578823576543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300414549366452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496778338854956,0.0,0.0,0.06568512753892032,0.048245485096634816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808234927644195,0.0,0.0,0.07145949946794165,0.0,0.0682679281161608,0.04880131136625214,0.13134794131758545,0.0,0.0,0.14878369716449516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807038416602862,0.08402496363634247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,meiplays,2018/02/24,"If I didn’t have work and my dog, I’d be housebound I have consistently not shown up to social events and gatherings with friends because I am too anxious about it. It all sounds fun until the day of and then suddenly I’m too tired, Home is too comfortable and safe, and I end up crying because I just want to be a regular fucking person who can go to a friends birthday party without having an existential crisis. 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How do you use controlled dissociation to cope? Like a self-induced mild dissociative state to disconnect when in crisis. I used to be able to do this (i have a history of dissociation) but cannot seem to make myself disconnect. sometimes distraction and other coping skills aren’t enough,5.525059523809528,8.85342519642857,6.382142857142861,65.92952380952383,73.82142857142857,9.447619047619048,30.76190476190476,9.725611199111238,3.893390476190477,265,12,40,8,6,87,42,56,0.115,0.8540000000000001,0.032,-0.6767,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,8,0,11,11,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,8,10,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,28,6,0,0.2397839717778035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5378762271875485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24776094114243954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714633665438368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16005766311473946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829032225035047,0.2501469775053396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23715247934852998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6212890903850603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,purrtatomuffin,2018/02/24,"Do you all ever start to see meaning where there is none when you’re anxious? What I mean is that I start to see trivial events (or things I read or hear) as meaningful and somehow confirmatory of my anxiety, or rather the thing that I am anxious about. For example, I just read a post in another subreddit that triggered my anxiety and now feel like it somehow confirms why I’ve been anxious and legitimizes my fears. Even though I know, of course, that my concerns are likely irrationally inflated. Anyway, I guess I’m just seeking some reassurance (shocker, I know). 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Hi, So I already have enough trouble with talking to people, but I can't even say hello to my next door neighbour with calling him by his name. I just say hello. But most people that know me call me by my name but I just can't do it. Can't do it with cousins or other family members outside my ""real"" family either. Would appreciate any kind of advice. Thanks.",2.5407530120481923,4.795972397590365,4.094804216867471,84.1838930722892,78.03614457831327,5.595783132530121,22.423192771084338,6.6274283507984215,0.7578927710843373,331,10,60,3,8,110,56,83,0.022,0.888,0.09,0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,18,9,5,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,4,12,2,10,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,19,0,0,2,1,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450468229524426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857727769486154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448030087177763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771066426242947,0.17248923822232035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437979182016724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406305575878065,0.0,0.0,0.17394527717091726,0.0,0.1111902149432946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174011679445225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753053017348225,0.09251795127188477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17903670484944428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501274591894672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161334502640134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5354984670578852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13530924919433418,0.0,0.154989360761169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227847064037834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958738281312348,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,longfiction,2018/02/24,"You know you have anxiety disorder when: an iOS notification 'dropping' from the top of the screen triggers a 'something is falling, get out of the way!' feeling in yer brain I hope that makes sense, and thought I'd share for a laugh. This feeling happened to me a few times today, and I remember it happening before. It's a pre-conscious reflex I think. I have GAD, and before I graduated to GAD, SAD.",3.215844155844156,5.410655779220782,4.637662337662338,81.40506493506496,75.62337662337663,7.5168831168831165,30.48051948051948,8.418075326091056,2.493031168831169,313,15,59,6,7,104,57,77,0.125,0.7,0.175,0.4514,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,1,4,0,0,8,0,3,1,1,2,0,13,13,4,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,8,3,8,12,1,9,0,1,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562565423081334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41295248346482394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708762897153907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780965265159079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24538103012982584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677397374494576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291470334946755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410049911288439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333534248880852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619699463230512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27487376868942714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868028872912562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547954191100305,0.0,0.1926360289418028,0.1414904562357713,0.0,0.2300026733565522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926033089462165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gyraph,2018/02/24,"Drowning in Adulthood For the past year or so, I have felt like I have been in a rut. Like I am trapped in the same cycle day after day after day with no means of getting out. My daily routine is go to work, go home, do homework, and go to sleep with no form of excitement in between. I want to get out and explore all the world has to offer, but I find myself to be so wrapped up in the daily routine of work and school, I just cannot find the time or money to have a little fun every once in a while. One thing that has helped relieve this tension a little bit, is moving out of my mom’s house to the country. With the fresh air and space, it is relaxing but I am starting to miss the city life and the availability of all of the events and window shopping opportunities. I could go and explore all of the nature around me, but it seems nearly impossible with the longer commute that I have to deal with mixed with the lack of money from having to pay rent; not to mention my car is a bit of a gas guzzler. I want to experience the world, with all of the beautiful nature it has to offer. I want to move out of this state and start over somewhere new, where I know no one. I want to be successful and make money so I don’t have to worry how I’m going to scrounge up the cash to make my car payment and rent next month. I am in this never ending black hole of debt and the same old shit day after day. I feel trapped, I feel like I’m drowning and I can’t seem to get myself up to the surface to catch my breath.",5.261577205882354,4.199075106250003,6.058676470588236,85.15161764705886,68.25,8.529411764705884,29.136029411764717,7.048011613610866,1.385606617647059,1174,33,265,8,17,388,149,320,0.102,0.7709999999999999,0.127,0.8248,3,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,1,1,24,0,24,4,3,3,5,58,50,22,2,6,7,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,9,24,0,0,11,2,9,12,8,3,0,2,2,4,26,9,63,45,10,59,0,1,1,0,6,25,1,4,24,185,35,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852301837678196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24165393713366354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836390904074412,0.0,0.0,0.3568767628852487,0.11409968008797787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802400989184257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09324732883553892,0.0,0.0,0.10826007257219376,0.0,0.0,0.11191985209773386,0.07906528224824312,0.1062640660942557,0.0,0.2023074338607668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17346725275221336,0.0,0.3144919470473722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07418221898665757,0.0,0.11101470115099824,0.0,0.0,0.12770254015999685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082334719315635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817207652659815,0.16220867452917562,0.2218481574579839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477510500886139,0.0,0.0,0.12055605691746933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12961964877344775,0.08833865665293514,0.2352571636647633,0.0,0.0,0.0853583466328116,0.10688930700562456,0.11770268915029088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613338508249695,0.11786383207223815,0.14999066767139138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565052802231274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200764886477893,0.0,0.2015062803556646,0.0,0.0,0.1136049178749296,0.0,0.0,0.11075358359447844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15667076727304352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352665958325512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453469906280099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611127600091892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114347995714695,0.1123944703047951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712702061454421 anxiety,antibotman,2018/02/24,"Does anyone else hit/beat their chest to relieve the feeling of anxiety there? I feel anxiety in my chest a lot, and for some reason rhythmically hitting/beating my chest with my hand relieves it. So I do that a lot. Does anyone else do this or know why it helps?",2.519423076923076,4.760595173076926,3.669846153846154,87.27515384615386,78.03846153846155,6.467692307692308,25.784615384615392,7.554174236665415,1.3973415384615389,207,8,41,3,5,67,39,52,0.062,0.708,0.23,0.8504,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,4,4,1,0,10,5,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,5,5,3,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,0,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3347744368772347,0.0,0.0,0.3059907290083441,0.4483884963224011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38296001820137504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36557135334149615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212713984025166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14666212494138733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025093704733368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3720448011990504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22497065964514507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19743982959619708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway17383924,2018/02/24,"Forgot to clock out for my lunch break I just started a new job this week and today I forgot to clock out for my lunch break. I have emailed my employer telling him my mistake but I am worried that I may be terminated for the mistake. Does anyone have any experience, will a one time mistake be forgiven even if it is at the start of a job? The job requires training and higher education but is at-will employment. Not your typical minimum wage job"" thanks",3.2900280898876417,5.45546366292135,4.658862359550561,81.47570926966293,75.29213483146067,8.045505617977529,30.22612359550562,8.841846274778883,2.666673033707865,362,17,69,8,8,120,58,89,0.116,0.805,0.079,-0.3506,7,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,0,9,2,0,0,0,16,14,5,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,11,1,9,8,0,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,8,47,14,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139187640223432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509944446526925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16908252703958332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761576330350868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18899997964750292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7669387551027198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660690288311865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092653858283804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735151669718105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16887720626584224,0.17788512763957248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126644063654534,0.0,0.18314390486523813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498429878823647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621779383098464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xploretheworld,2018/02/24,"How can I help by sharing my story at my high school? I’m in high school and after the shooting incidence, we had a talk in one of our classes about that and one of the topics that came up was about mental health. People were saying that kids aren’t getting the help they need and don’t know how to reach out or are afraid to. We also talked about the stigma of mental illness and how that also keeps people from speaking out. Anyway, I’ve thought about it and I want to do something to help with that somehow. I was that kid that they were talking about that was afraid to speak out. I was suffering in silence until a teacher noticed and reached out to me. That helped me so much. She didn’t know, but I was suicidal and she was what brought me back to wanting to live and helped me realize people cared about me. She talked to my parents (who I was so afraid of telling) about me struggling and they got me into counseling. I am struggling with social anxiety disorder, OCD, depression, along with extreme test anxiety, self harming, and suicidal thoughts. I’ve improved a lot, and I definitely have ways to go, but I want to help others now. I have always hid all this stuff about me because I’ve had a lot of it my whole life, but I was really good at putting on a happy face around other people. I want to help other people get the help they need and show them that it’s okay to talk about it. And with that said, I think I’m ready to talk about it. Sorry that was kind of long, but I wanted to say a little bit of my story in case anyone has an idea that has to do with one of those things. But anyway, do any of you have any ideas of how I could make a difference in a high school? My therapist said that it could be really cool if I could talk to teachers about what to look for and how they could make a difference like she did for me or write a letter to administration? Or does anyone have any other ideas? I’m open to anything. I do have social anxiety though so I know talking in front of people will be hard for me, but at the same time, I’ll be vulnerable to whoever I’m talking to and will acknowledge it. I’m hoping that I’ll be able to help others and maybe this will help me get well too :) Thanks!",4.146710719530102,4.7273962995594765,4.867066079295154,87.12224375917768,70.58590308370044,7.903553597650514,25.926284875183555,7.908726449838941,1.2635972980910433,1736,49,373,21,30,560,190,454,0.101,0.7390000000000001,0.16,0.9787,2,0,1,1,0,0,42.0,3,1,6,0,30,19,0,5,17,2,42,4,1,7,1,79,76,38,2,13,10,1,1,1,0,3,3,6,0,3,35,32,0,1,11,1,0,5,3,8,1,3,22,9,49,11,75,43,7,34,0,2,1,0,50,22,0,8,7,271,84,5,0.06136107607714701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814086073949656,0.0510573308295036,0.0,0.0,0.12518290768025087,0.0,0.1408231657390996,0.0,0.0,0.08581018221844644,0.0,0.05049493730897337,0.05462436701224982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0471828799101409,0.0,0.03740514244371166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699040269687451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018072425507026,0.06256170656199697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596730500559495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05285020491198116,0.0,0.0,0.12821852892263014,0.07032510925873366,0.0,0.053697491180106034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617588899587162,0.0,0.03487291360119575,0.05146675935697505,0.049076057979871635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532000648869632,0.054967471621488434,0.0,0.0,0.06522395449673046,0.0,0.0,0.4112903585854008,0.1944940374970732,0.0,0.06094539383636125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078075579857462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454054378851008,0.0,0.06389811823755982,0.10116732804367988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04334114269589686,0.02997792230362129,0.061499918362388065,0.054182954363148315,0.05430262140781855,0.05152784972289213,0.0,0.0,0.1043339851758895,0.0,0.0,0.08191798951612027,0.0,0.061645448408681476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367506481329207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045107451212605856,0.0909969208156654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985999181230576,0.0,0.0,0.12473955956101646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813421338989943,0.0,0.0,0.2552402644313287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168482950046748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786189531503434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673686978880098,0.09759358109960653,0.0,0.1863020547047332,0.0,0.0,0.0640129847019007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509977935625866,0.0,0.047238754195130274,0.0,0.06868870096307522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829583926761204,0.07024375159950362,0.1342381158454969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44387737771103697,0.05363228509033384,0.056493034731269424,0.0,0.07124493873009315,0.04076557239548579,0.03931769989857708,0.06028694569859697,0.09742768061309047,0.03578013691328685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809617624048138,0.0487055660670451,0.0,0.0,0.055170976562343294,0.0,0.0,0.06850745010977688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,uncookedsnow,2018/02/24,"Anxiety when flatmates gf is over... Hi so my flat mate has his gf over a couple times a week and I have literally said hi to her twice. He introduced us about the 5th time she came over but only because I happened to be in the hall at that point. Any time she is over he takes her straight to his room in a bit of a hurry. Tonight I was in the living room with a friend with the door open and him and his gf came out the room a few times to use the toilet or kitchen or get the food they ordered. Each time they sneaked past the livingroom door trying to not be heard. That felt really weird. Tonight she also stayed over without my flatmate telling me in advance. I was in my room with the door closed and went into the kitchen, this is about midnight at this point and my flatmate was in the kitchen too. I asked if his gf was staying over, he said yes and I said hey could you let me know in future (we agreed to let eachother know about overnight guests before moving in) and he said he was in the kitchen hoping I would come in so he could tell me.. but that felt like an excuse. So really yeah, I feel anxious having basically a stranger roaming around my house all the time. I don't know how to cope with it. ",3.3559244444444483,4.3417874280000035,3.6562666666666663,93.5865777777778,72.72,6.675555555555558,25.488888888888887,6.691623216298621,0.6682622222222214,947,29,216,7,18,293,131,250,0.027000000000000003,0.875,0.098,0.9594,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,1,2,1,11,4,0,0,21,2,19,5,0,2,1,41,40,18,0,5,7,0,3,1,7,1,0,5,11,0,6,21,5,0,6,0,0,6,3,1,0,1,15,8,32,3,37,18,4,52,0,0,0,0,40,31,0,4,13,139,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816705609144909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497392598061554,0.0,0.08434111173904991,0.12455136004469047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814606462669254,0.10306906715721087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720750698727336,0.0,0.09381481157641458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036467884343915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521937470411895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497079691148623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760516490514635,0.1219897645050246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574582071260757,0.0,0.21171498945549455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333149960741441,0.0,0.08517904164406005,0.0,0.0576011862666931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749389989879964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950333869903414,0.0,0.12721394417296406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177190252947253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254766264487839,0.0,0.05386268547744223,0.0,0.09735295860541744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171785292886213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385025561025049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052463040816227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20844417599556356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412582200732162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194928012269724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350241171672657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289443992020971,0.0,0.19272709255825948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857267174251203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485265811186037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261743237224094,0.09522078630225332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843607126771537,0.0,0.0,0.10220305268182564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627727175233707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783185886040678,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,huante13,2018/02/24,Help me Having social anxiety I’m not sure what to do every time I go to school or do something I have this feeling that like I’m going to throw up and everyone that’s around will laugh at me cause I throw up with makes me self conscious and wanting to throw up even more .. I don’t eat cause of this and it’s having an effect on me I don’t think I’m scared of throwing up I probably am but I just can’t anymore every single day my hands are sweaty and cold and it makes me even more self conscious I just don’t know what to do I miss school because of this and I don’t tell my parents they get mad at me because I miss school but I don’t feel ready to talk about this with them I just wish I can get rid of all these emotions I have every FUCKING GODAMN DAY,1.824931318681316,2.8741728392857127,3.2166666666666686,95.01807692307692,76.55952380952381,5.883516483516482,21.85164835164835,5.873414542411696,0.0059170329670332755,599,15,143,3,13,196,85,168,0.08199999999999999,0.83,0.08900000000000001,0.2804,1,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,2,1,7,8,2,1,1,0,17,3,1,5,2,31,35,9,0,2,7,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,11,9,1,0,7,0,0,6,7,5,0,0,0,4,25,3,21,34,4,17,0,2,0,1,9,8,1,1,4,94,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613122362664533,0.0,0.13758697009048293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350278195524328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914206622090674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28503631881036184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17894406305317476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195964185582965,0.0,0.15605721418978824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326515834611465,0.0,0.3506684441104692,0.13256639892695374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029628119216153,0.09911168450393026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825746029174706,0.1449657054496712,0.0,0.15769159736594002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929905576119086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624464526103777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677784842963048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521220749619835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404782444614334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957884826556112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889705852274148,0.4212190144894972,0.0,0.0,0.2894598921455785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142196621720365,0.0,0.10680430508037143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075526816938673,0.0,0.0,0.11150923213854694,0.12125973761467175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889522356326263,0.0,0.0,0.08089698223028274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182897965483538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15953739360534733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ybHighAf,2018/02/24,"I recognize I can’t fight my head anymore. My anxiousness leads to anger and depression. How did medication help you? 19yoM, have never posted anything on the internet to vent or put my mind/feelings to words. I would say compared to somethings I have read on this sub I have very very minor social anxiety. My anxiety. Is my heart racing like a gun is to the back of my head, it beats visibily thru whatever I’m wearing my heart pumps like a machine an it goes from 0 to 1huncho realllly quick like 1 second fine, next second I’m about to pop out of my chest and face Lol. I’ve been dealing with the heart race since halfway thru the summer of ‘16 thats when I started think “shit ur an anxious mf” an I just denied it just trying to keep my mind strong an “not worry” like all of you do. It’s hit the point where it is effecting me. Everyone in my family is an anxious, angry mess Lol If anyone could PM for a quick 5,10 convo I’m just real curious about medications I’m gonna try Xanax which I’ve used to get high a few times, but never for actual relief. Gotta lil bit more I could say but don’t wanna type it out. Thanks guys I’m at work now I hope I can learn something later",1.4628048780487823,3.49353343089431,3.613191056910569,87.41417682926833,80.54471544715446,6.701626016260162,21.6321138211382,7.793537801064563,0.9682308943089436,928,28,196,16,24,317,156,246,0.112,0.777,0.112,0.2751,0,0,2,1,1,0,18.0,0,2,0,5,12,14,3,0,14,2,16,12,9,4,3,31,31,8,0,6,8,0,0,4,0,3,3,2,0,1,9,5,0,1,3,1,0,2,5,5,0,2,2,2,23,9,28,23,4,24,0,1,0,0,10,9,1,3,16,114,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.10627814504059828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662809068751705,0.3691038964661517,0.1080071130165596,0.07615075305382286,0.0,0.0896217069367159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374325152366212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889893438891234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390777486190054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122789931543517,0.09380198943875584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040659157017967,0.0,0.0,0.10266842902717736,0.0,0.05506697432380251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689974610870133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783568452956696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22354131386954534,0.0,0.0,0.3871682279053172,0.07299849439854074,0.1150668994982177,0.0,0.10816985853697557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680211308459886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128270840957628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942597620751872,0.0,0.0,0.2199313375735368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679925694771873,0.0,0.11582450905352497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295292042312597,0.0,0.1043034128118242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094822571638238,0.0,0.0,0.10893711043350544,0.1239607355064406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17321545070339606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179212585473222,0.09008952397100224,0.0,0.0,0.11101762236787677,0.0,0.16768484169517622,0.0,0.0,0.0770853870605661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026752130954328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978361724017479,0.0,0.0,0.06350491980962042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478822752853279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940612323465638,0.0,0.17972041495290586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928605789703387,0.11060099337884764,0.0,0.07736486166327569,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ZCMENE01,2018/02/25,Turning my Around I got rejected by a girl today because of how demanding I am relating to my anxiety problems. It was kind of a slap in the face that made me rationalize that I am addicted to the idea of being in a relationship and not being alone. What are some ways I can enforce healthy behavior? ,7.482824858757062,6.513137508474583,8.880000000000003,66.42587570621471,63.745762711864394,13.290395480225987,41.700564971751426,12.45797560212912,5.45614802259887,239,13,44,8,3,84,45,59,0.159,0.746,0.095,-0.5931,0,2,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,0,7,2,1,2,0,8,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,7,1,9,5,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30609476317398115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908063639139389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21479811983173716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499562753681008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711626256968198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245677036339252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31696967262375353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923921412967443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26568353175667553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686712770521165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145571224516865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26614932078208203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054111235177888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287236538747268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,popegang3hunnah,2018/02/25,"Health anxiety I won't say my whole story since it's pretty long and not really relevant to my question but basically I've been dealing an with anxiety disorder and really scary psychological/physical symptoms for about 7 months now. I'm 18 years old and I've been an athlete my whole life(quit a bit less then a year ago). I was a high level hockey and basketball player and unfortunately suffered a number of concussions throughout my playing career. Recently, one of the worst manifestations of my disorder has been awful health anxiety, specifically surrounding having or developing cte. For those who don't know cte is a degenerative brain disease and can have devastating effects that begin at a young age, usually much younger then other degenerative brain diseases like Alzheimer's. Cte is found in people, usually former contact sport athletes, who have a history of repetitive head trauma. In recent months I've become obsessed with this disease and it is something I research obsessively and constantly. The thought of having it is something that terrifies me and is always in the back of my head no matter what I do. I can barely get out of bed in the morning since I will be so terrified and depressed about having it, I just figure what's the point? I can barely study for school work or do and enjoy anything anymore since the fear obsession over this disease has taken over my life. I even do crazy and unhealthy stuff like trying to calculate the total number of significant impacts I've taken throughout my life(starting with my earliest memories) and then try and compare it to others who have been diagnosed with this disease. The main symptom is suffer from is awful brain fog and my brain feeling like it's working like 30%. I'll take this brain fog as an early sign of cte even though I realise that the brain fog has gotten progressively worse as the anxiety and obsession has gotten worse. Every second I live in terror because I imagine my brain slowly rotting and deteriorating. If I forget something or slur my speech a little it causes me immense dread and panic. I don't know how much longer I can live life like this. Basically I'm asking if anyone has an advice on how to manage fears and obsessive thoughts over something like this so I can at least function and enjoy things in my day to day life. I've had doctors tell me cte is very unlikely and that my symptoms are anxiety but I just can't seem to believe them idk I just feel like my brain has taken so much damage. I'm scared to take the ssri that was prescribed to me since I've heard people say how it's made their brain fog much worse and that definitely scares me since brain fog/fatigue is my most debilitating symptom. Any advice or people who can relate would be really appreciated, sorry for the long post.",8.796821937321937,8.375974103846158,8.804188034188037,66.24377492877494,60.84615384615384,11.472934472934474,37.528490028490026,10.825029732296443,4.205013532763533,2274,95,371,49,27,744,247,520,0.244,0.6709999999999999,0.085,-0.9986,0,0,4,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,2,4,16,28,0,12,24,2,46,23,12,6,1,62,69,42,0,3,12,0,2,7,0,3,11,4,1,0,31,27,0,0,12,3,0,0,6,18,0,2,17,6,41,10,43,47,13,45,0,4,0,0,14,18,0,9,33,248,72,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588264818321393,0.04802481102003208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045079763015591835,0.0,0.0,0.03684234774351263,0.0,0.20722701440017485,0.0,0.05372921569719615,0.03788195167947371,0.0,0.044583212055815516,0.0,0.05064836026843799,0.0,0.0,0.041658915775385434,0.0,0.033025912822544065,0.05983445105249946,0.0,0.06103914184448452,0.0,0.0,0.05914746088036986,0.0,0.0,0.6047966270838795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556548990243228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854629674831506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698796125475674,0.0558543050820111,0.046662735283076316,0.05498870851643465,0.0,0.0,0.1241835093187984,0.0554526507456029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156704749064248,0.0,0.045646620120642835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192880422176397,0.05478723129618175,0.0774083922528718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05940249363805253,0.0,0.0,0.028305346253643362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120285631826816,0.11517564133819963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724117690100131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05954873471364956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913347613176604,0.18527767273261275,0.05429977831219996,0.0956789045761835,0.09589021848260468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126376814132158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648743406508377,0.0,0.15930587657955814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684984844482414,0.0,0.03671186678662363,0.0,0.0,0.06356526059422568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267892823289168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121495717807313,0.0,0.05188677308744444,0.05511768037126085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060690853032481326,0.05762411150656978,0.0,0.0,0.10412188765957042,0.0,0.10698688039571323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616775370621108,0.1084816390994959,0.05483020974632261,0.0,0.04932087999829736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407966152903133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16683299417898464,0.0,0.060646929852333414,0.03834689468872295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062019921997213213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252433823960997,0.08146901050196298,0.0,0.04735325295265567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03599291841009305,0.0,0.053228815154907454,0.08602127611925517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356551290635187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933704373822235,0.04470185652825377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097379810409675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888328069424423,0.0,0.1656335585656619,0.03848592211748655,0.0,0.0,0.0697766695618418 anxiety,wontbelookingdown,2018/02/25,Exhausted 24/7 I am so sick of being tired. Anxiety/OCD constantly wearing on my brain and it feels like I work 50 hours a week when really it’s only about 20 plus 4 hours of school. I’m completely broke and want to work more but I need my 2 days off because the rest of the week I’m completely dragging my feet. Is there anything I can do to have more energy besides pounding coffee? I was going to bed around 10:00 for a few weeks and it seemed to help a bit. I’m only 24. I don’t know if I’m just destined to be tired forever. I don’t know how people have kids and work. I barely have the energy to wash some dishes. Anyone else feel this way?,0.4399999999999977,2.542640971014496,2.705246376811594,92.05352173913046,84.94202898550725,6.288695652173913,18.620289855072464,7.554174236665415,0.4693994202898546,506,13,113,9,15,172,91,138,0.092,0.809,0.099,0.2272,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,6,0,12,9,3,1,0,18,24,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,6,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,11,1,15,21,6,13,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,9,64,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718191566546634,0.15706076505632405,0.1261422356243396,0.1364580320662193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344240320223487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734982974336413,0.0,0.0,0.17111911663724358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214372495989781,0.1656489162358398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885750874429193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805171611094845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501314330416602,0.10950834635510932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711660057071786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274512275407667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019138639994696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848518038530708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488834208493099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366045427864313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23316351832027266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626998564135856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819965170119313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551347450805847,0.0,0.13954683341694013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35236198097438376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041271259567342,0.12167217781562101,0.36887303514699377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33478453843893624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NotMarcus7,2018/02/25,"Tips for Anxious-Preoccupied Attachment Hi all. I'm wondering if anyone that is an anxious-preoccupied attachment type can offer me any tips/tricks for dealing with the anxiety. My SO is very supportive, but she's the busiest person in the world and I'd like some advice on how to manage my feelings when she can't be around to help me. Thank you in advance! 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I think i have relationship anxiety or I’m just acting ridiculous. I have so many fears and doubts and a bit of jealousy. We always talk about how we feel about each other etc so I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me and why I am so negative about us although I have no reason to be. Does anyone have any tips or advice on how I can handle this anxiety better and not get instantly upset over something trivial or take things personally. Anything would be really appreciated. I don’t want to lose him and I fear this stuff will slowly push him away. 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I have always gotten somewhat nervous before social events, even ones that were familiar brought a little anxiety. Mostly it would present in the form of a fast and heavy heart beat and ruminating about potential encounters with friends or new people at the event. The physical symptoms usually wont hit me until I'm halfway down the road. Recently this has all been getting worse. To the point were I feel as much anxiety going to a familiar event with familiar people as I used to get going to an unfamiliar event with unfamiliar people. And I cannot seem to find out why. All anxiety has a source right?",6.793999999999998,8.098055066666667,7.304444444444448,69.41000000000001,65.0,10.74074074074074,35.0,10.746095033038511,4.243444444444445,594,27,94,16,9,195,90,135,0.185,0.768,0.047,-0.9374,0,0,0,0,1,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,11,0,11,2,1,1,2,20,25,9,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,3,9,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,5,1,6,1,20,16,7,22,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,4,11,66,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318009011541655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5327824002184046,0.15735806936097754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846250035757392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852554337288268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199974107858612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042921666316294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730855004620714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761511988562973,0.0,0.21831985119817104,0.0,0.15832345066415845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650593381548836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960518759699292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023941877686994,0.0,0.0,0.1345271642335721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943865188604443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896984739741863,0.12162266822874455,0.0,0.0,0.13167408646695047,0.0,0.0,0.1417080206828788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375320855104193,0.0,0.0,0.11895291154382308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680439807733193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198862885039087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859018937428153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477565853765045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030185049910695,0.1534082725214546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568757315188894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145577129471792,0.2838968498541297,0.09894763006514544,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SecretEddie,2018/02/25,"Anxiety without thoughts? Merely visceral? I'm trying to figure out if this is common. To sum up the relevant details, I've been in treatment for generalized anxiety and major depression for 5 years now, including medication, TMS, and various therapies and therapists and mindfulness techniques and nothing has done anything. It's all still at the life-ruining, nearly-5150'd-myself-this-very-week level. This week, my current therapist decided to hone in on my anxiety, asking me what it is that I'm afraid of when I get anxious. I had no answer and still don't. Oftentimes when I get into what I'm told is an anxious state, my mind might as well be blank. I just get taken down by this tidal wave of agitation and stress without a clear source. When I said this, she didn't believe me. I guess she could be right, but I'm usually pretty insightful in articulating my feelings. There are times when it's clear what I'm anxious about, like when I get a phone call about a job or something, but I would say the vast majority of anxious states I go into have seemingly no connection to anything I can place. It's just physical, and ubiquitous. And awful. Is this typical of GAD? 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I am always feeling anxious about never having enough time, fear of wasting time, thinking that time goes by so fast. I have a hard time trying to relax because I feel the burden of time being wasted. I am in beginning this journey of this discover and found the following to help a small bit. Walking, mediation and listen to music. Wondering if I am alone in these thoughts or if there is others in the community. Any other tips or tricks? Books I should read? I felt like at one point of my life I didn’t have these anxious feelings. Thank you for reading and listening",3.164887005649721,5.756138228813557,4.3450000000000015,81.42535310734466,77.72881355932203,6.984180790960453,26.78248587570621,8.07648339933343,2.0600655367231635,493,20,86,9,12,161,82,118,0.221,0.685,0.094,-0.9235,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,3,7,1,1,5,0,10,1,0,0,1,18,24,8,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,9,4,0,3,2,4,0,1,4,7,12,3,15,18,2,19,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,5,11,61,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050817563212365,0.0,0.0,0.12091826846161492,0.0,0.0,0.09882289961607388,0.0,0.2223395163020052,0.32834152379653386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858600679611059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15865231037443006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015488720461104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635259248921917,0.2204351808542883,0.0,0.13953043592507033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933638938010966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017859300906892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09740524462819217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10264414223759703,0.07099623889731556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208010151762188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098472908171603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737481137969676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907195820486977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379155997515713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862309726885335,0.0,0.1153682169491574,0.5931627234343919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866305681387433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575938455996066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xBabyxFireflyx,2018/02/25,"Please feel free to tell me your anxiety story. Lately my anxiety has come back ten fold. Sometimes its just nice to hear I'm not the only one out there suffering. I'd like to hear what sets you off, symptoms or things you avoid now due to anxiety And if you've found a solution or something that helps and if not that's ok. Bc I haven't. Ive suffered with anxiety and depression for a long time. Then I was good for years. The anxiety has come back ten fold. I used to get it over pretty typical things. School/Work/ social situations. Now I get attacks at the most mundane times. Symptoms include feeling like I'm going to pass out, feels like the room/car closing in on me, the worlds ending, intrusive thoughts (which has been an issue for years), sweating, racing heart, shaking, feeling like I can't breath. Happens a lot in my car. I've had to pull over a lot just to let it pass. Especially at stoplights. Had one so bad at one that now I try to avoid it if I can just bc of association. Standing in lines at stores. And occasionally just walking around stores (seems like more I'm moving and doing stuff the less it happens) . Movie theaters. Resturants. Just sitting around with family. It makes no sense and I feel like I'm going crazy. These aren't stressful situations in the least bit to me but my brain seems to be living in a different world. I don't get it. 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Sorry about the messy title, not really sure what to call this lol. So, I had a panic attack recently that was triggered by a doctor trying to insert a speculum into my vagina in my attempt to get an IUD. I have more details in [this thread](https://www.reddit.com/r/birthcontrol/comments/7zt199/copper_iud_insertion_did_not_go_well_advice/) on r/birthcontrol, but basically, while I didn't feel any pain when she performed a vaginal exam with her fingers, I had a significant amount of pain when she tried inserting different speculums and I was on the verge of fainting. She did not identify a physical cause for this pain and my reaction in general and suggested that it was probably my anxiety, then said I should reschedule the appointment. I agree with this now, since after reflection, the experience was really similar to panic attacks I had in the past. However, unlike those instances, I can easily identify the trigger (for some reason, the speculum) and I can identify the thought/behavior loop that was probably intensifying the pain and anxiety. What I think happened was that my brain decided to freak out when it was inserted initially, which then caused my body to tense up. This definitely caused me to feel the speculum even more, causing my brain to continue to freak out, which caused more tension and turned into a significant amount of pain in addition to the faintness/panic I was experiencing. But I'm really struggling with figuring out how to cope with this. The copper IUD is the most viable method of birth control for me, since my depression got worse on a hormonal method, so I can't just avoid this trigger. And unlike the panic attacks I had in the past, I can't really just let myself pass through it since it's linked to a physical trigger and my anxiety response is actually making it physically hurt *way* more than it should, which just intensifies my panic. What strategies can I use to help prevent my brain/body from panicking in this way? 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I've recently just took a 4 month contract job at a local company. Everything is going great and there's talk that I am highly likely going to be offered a perm position when my contract finishes. The thing is, I'm not too sure that I want a perm position. It's not like I don't like the company or anything. But I have this thing where I quit jobs a lot after a short amount of time mainly due to anxiety. This is why I have been taking short contract roles while I deal with my anxiety. I also like the fact that with contracts that you get exposure to wide range of different businesses. However, everyone i feel like everyone is expecting me to take the perm position l including my parents, and that the company is 100 percent sure I will take it, even though it's not 100 percent guaranteed I will be offered it. Now I feel like if I don't take it, I would have wasted the companies time they spent training me up and that they'll have to do it all again.. I just don't want to take the perm job and quit like I always do. How do I explain to this company why I don't want the perm job IF it is offered to me.. I know a lot of you will say ""just tell them you don't want it"", but my anxiety is messing with me and I'm worrying bout everything. Also, should I make it clear towards the end of my contract that I'm not interested in a permanent position? 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I'm not 100% sure if this is the right place to ask, but does anyone have any tips on reliving body tension? My anxiety makes my body feel really wound up and on edge. The mere thought of anything painful makes me cringe hard and my shoulders stiffen immediately. I often walk around stiff and uncomfortable. Any tips would be appreciated",5.000512820512824,7.701243846153848,5.155000000000001,77.39916666666667,72.07692307692308,8.64102564102564,29.294871794871803,9.2995712137729,2.8489487179487183,290,12,51,7,6,91,52,65,0.206,0.735,0.058,-0.8497,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,7,4,2,1,15,10,5,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,6,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,0,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700503043640334,0.0,0.15189509284481234,0.0,0.0,0.13883524269631856,0.0,0.1633949886828158,0.17675728113413114,0.1856234190238231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6616541550147329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737580326119116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039607539262888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786752261043065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26507586073439626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112779953993598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744916420083764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720030605892402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695660698974193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871370452526377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576315925868071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410487607075447,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,freddobars12,2018/02/25,"Questions about getting better. Hi there. I'm going to try and keep this as short as possible even though it's quite long winded. For a long time now I've been a person that has dealt with noticeable but manageable depression and anxiety, but recently a significant life event has plunged my life into total chaos. In mid January my mum got diagnosed with cancer and it seems that the way I have coped with this is with very severe anxiety. Basically the anxiety I have has manifested itself as a health anxiety, I have been intensely aware of every single sensation going on within my body and that has caused me to believe I have some sort of illness that will soon render me dead, to list a few illnesses I convinced myself that I have are - lymphoma, bowel cancer, stomach cancer, motor neuron disease and many more. With this frame of mind it led me to thinking a lot about death and I developed a particularly nasty death anxiety which plays on my mind all the time. The last month and a half has been absolute hell as I have been in a constant state of dread, it's given me terrible insomnia (I went 3 nights without sleep the other week) and bodily symptoms which I'm starting to accept are a result of anxiety, not disease, I currently have chest pain and, embarrassingly, excessive gas haha. In the last week the severity of how I feel has gone down a bit and I have had some times of feeling good although I still have physical symptoms nonetheless which if I over think will usually cause me to have a mild panic attack but it's usually short lived, I'm really not as bad as I was, but still not right. Now the questions I have. How long will the physical symptoms last considering I'm starting to feel a little less anxious? I plan on attacking this on all fronts in order to get better, my doctor prescribed antidepressants which I'll start soon, I have therapy organised for 12 weeks time, I'm trying to do more like spend time with my family and go for walks (I've always been a hermit which probably hasn't helped my depressed state over the years) what other things can I do to help this? I'm open to any suggestions on this. Will this always be part of my life now? Like will be able to function again and live a life where I am not consumed with racing and catastrophic thoughts or is that it, have I essentially snapped and now this is my life? And lastly how long does it usually take to stop feeling disassociated from absolutely everything, this is one of the parts of it I hate the most, going through life just not feeling remotely normal or connected to yourself, almost like I'm constantly drugged, does this go away eventually because it's been going on for ages and I just want to feel, for lack of a better word, normal. Thank you. 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Hello everyone, I feel empty that now the Olympics are finished. I don't know how to explain this, but it's feel weird that i will not watch as many of sports or cheer of some athletes. I continue to follow some sports because they are my favourite sports but it's feel weird, because it's not sports everyday (right now i'm just kinda happy i have almost NHL everyday fr cheer me up) But i really feel sad, it was like one routine for thes days and it's not anymore... It's just weird and empty... That i had to do again for feel better meditation and take Bach Flowers....",3.2103986013986052,5.079372053846157,3.9960139860139883,87.46262237762241,74.61538461538461,6.881118881118883,27.202797202797203,7.686295010490155,1.5474615384615389,517,20,103,7,11,165,73,130,0.124,0.7190000000000001,0.157,0.8639,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,1,0,27,22,10,0,0,10,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,7,12,5,9,19,2,12,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,5,10,63,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044355603277983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15618093297559354,0.0,0.20247068317623554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.373359952025965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805618791210641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166554461109467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19508249465267002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6193729801895039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584773637886396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173308525305485,0.0,0.20156456049861024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11220034429408417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974168346826494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20698499217430644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834329521676847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307893632571836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435051061617046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15350201933884872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SwimmingRisk,2018/02/25,"Staying in a toxic relationship out of fear Does anyone else do this? I've [25M] been in a relationship of 3.5 years now, and it's been pretty unhealthy for a good long time. But the thought of ending it scares me. Like I've been in worse relationships. What if this is good as it gets? What if I can't find anybody else? I'm at a point in my life where I'm trying to rebuild and figure things out. My anxiety has been out of control lately, I just quit grad school because it was completely unhealthy and made me mentally sick, I'm trying to find a new direction to go in, etc... And I just feel so broken sometimes right now. I hate to be self defeating like this, but especially with my anxiety issues, I can't help but wonder how will any good, decent person who isn't a toxic, selfish borderline personality type (like my current gf) love me? Like how can someone else possibly look past my anxiety issues, which make me feel so small sometimes, and love me and carry on a solid relationship with me? Not to throw a pity party or anything, but I'm just at my wit's end with my girlfriend, my anxiety, the way my life's going at present, etc... I'm just being ridiculous, right? Like am I blowing these feelings way out of proportion?",4.829451219512193,5.459598398373989,5.947713414634148,79.80498475609757,69.08130081300814,8.914227642276423,30.00914634146341,9.017664075816787,2.3787487804878054,970,36,192,17,16,324,134,246,0.123,0.713,0.16399999999999998,0.9504,1,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,0,3,11,17,2,2,10,0,16,5,0,5,0,38,35,18,0,2,12,0,3,5,2,1,3,0,0,3,13,13,0,1,8,0,0,3,4,7,0,0,7,4,21,10,28,25,2,36,0,2,1,2,13,18,0,4,17,115,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348909869126149,0.0,0.2856855151651371,0.0,0.0,0.06528061093010026,0.09566000600350592,0.07682865299167928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056912373043021124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788787548361234,0.0,0.10471298824782213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08170137713324756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339749445548624,0.0,0.16538135674530108,0.0,0.2082457561777413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505777126955992,0.14161931097605246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066164671528194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048777589699188766,0.0,0.10611911295110996,0.23492187569508785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217526462413723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257832155574478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948905367863318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105315966582138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188813730259544,0.2280588424126186,0.0,0.0,0.08262209003551782,0.07840024162311343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852500254259745,0.08834101609019783,0.06231960198108408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408654752973933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901692280986064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912422417970063,0.0,0.16303951957893134,0.0,0.0,0.0882569019049545,0.10525119138953667,0.0,0.09498232504307688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993015680734155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4009417331943965,0.0,0.1594606156324764,0.0,0.0,0.0934712621861954,0.09448693720827864,0.0,0.0,0.09739652429967524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910499215504012,0.0,0.18467404601843965,0.0,0.0,0.09951105784107578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06202530753560082,0.0,0.0,0.07411869253154907,0.054439907630446364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677281430869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482122063537382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124668730911657,0.0,0.0,0.0951434602699538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060121818118110834 anxiety,Sleepyrabbitz,2018/02/25,"Podcasts to take your mind off anxiety? I'm looking for podcasts with entertaining stories that I can have at the ready to listen to when I'm feeling anxious. I especially love stories where people face challenges and become stronger as a result - nothing too heavy - mostly inspiring and with some humor is ideal. Think: This American Life, Snap Judgment, etc.",6.876612903225805,9.41049020967742,6.565354838709678,70.07803225806455,66.25806451612902,8.185806451612903,38.206451612903216,8.841846274778883,3.996183225806452,291,16,40,5,5,91,52,62,0.05,0.628,0.322,0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,0,3,3,1,1,0,12,11,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,6,9,11,3,4,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,1,27,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419606751445729,0.3573172151184115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493170090654805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527465068127981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15992552312854755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22340469538226265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656036009898634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854637090744864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193623278354501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034883976483488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927538122634474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23781041339461856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026656018417437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,avestr4,2018/02/25,"Any experiences with venlafaxine (Effexor)? Hi all, I've been prescribed Venlafaxine for anxiety and OCD, but reading some of the reviews online I'm worried it might make things worse. Did anyone here have any experiences with it? Did it help? How bad were the side effects going on and off the thing? I'm supposed to start with 37.5mg and work my way up to 75. Thanks in advance for sharing.",3.05337837837838,5.7912942702702725,3.8039864864864867,84.26516891891896,79.27027027027026,6.943243243243244,28.16891891891892,8.07648339933343,2.1755189189189195,312,14,57,6,8,99,57,74,0.159,0.715,0.126,-0.4423,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,1,13,12,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,12,7,2,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,35,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32855082078636666,0.0,0.1847998562531193,0.0,0.0,0.16891087402908714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017002783714269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726022653919398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728940235375853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619188123189012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612493861468458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25626685652113296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416346759502315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17098399662663682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22240455914013912,0.0,0.0,0.3209758229431806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917464692831643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17586533029086687,0.24532535412883336,0.2461797584823084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,live-eat-ski,2018/02/25,"Prisoner Just another day I’m held prisoner in my own mind. The sentence was simple. Life without parole. The crime will never make sense. If there even was one. But here I am. Stuck. Alone. Only two people left are the me I think I know. And the me in my mind that I will never understand. The darker it gets. The louder it is in my head. The walls feel like they close in. Time has no grasp here. Only darkness and light. And as the light fades and the darkness takes over. I’m afraid I’ll lose the me I think I know. Into the me I’ll never understand. Because after all. She’s the only person I have left. In the prison cell of my own mind. 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So I can't say I have a uncomplicated life. I am on the autism spectrum, I am coming up on being alcohol free for a month after a year of heavy drinking, and I am Trans. Because I broke two wrists after a night of drinking, I had to go home until my wrists heal. I thought my anxiety would subside when the alcohol stopped. I am afraid of having this sensation that makes me feel like I am moving in an elevator. It scares me though it makes no sense at all. I am on a few meds, I take Lexapro in the morning, which could possibly be the cause, but I felt like this before, so maybe the Lexapro does not work. I take 10 mg of valium in intervals of 2.5mg a day, and I have a prescription for cannabis, which I use daily. I take hormones once a week. I don't know what to do.",3.625454545454545,4.142518939393939,5.063636363636366,85.47545454545458,71.72727272727272,8.666666666666668,28.93939393939393,8.841846274778883,2.015848484848485,615,23,137,11,11,207,101,165,0.065,0.885,0.05,0.2023,0,0,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,0,2,14,0,17,8,2,4,1,17,29,8,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,8,3,4,1,4,2,1,3,4,3,0,1,3,3,22,4,21,22,2,22,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,0,12,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257919949625413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23320945550861846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291688114739954,0.0,0.12970247057017115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658248920173734,0.0,0.13130066334359644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216989803967596,0.0,0.0,0.09830153202118944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338816750674448,0.0,0.0,0.2986369935122438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707067305142641,0.10889246909568563,0.14635192848385428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662665496387052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289472914669153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376880808104754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766230367194203,0.1489343369256348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034897770315237,0.0,0.1531314260248339,0.0,0.16930984222517495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216642016066144,0.1620036803477871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304056143237434,0.0,0.14625592346042435,0.0,0.0,0.16232767817268445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718363146370859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121449864048993,0.15260404187832655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743414695331146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34381395027663697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975681423071247,0.12100844467597015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889710226880218,0.0,0.0,0.1316462829856762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226616179471295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110967234367868,0.0,0.0,0.1082783652477136,0.0,0.0,0.09815671935210407 anxiety,peewinkle,2018/02/25,"DAE take Buspar? I have been taking Busiprone for a few years now, it's the first thing that has ever worked. I wasn't properly diagnosed until I was 43, suffered my entire life from GAD and never knew I had it. I recently looked up Busiprone on Erowid and users report a high dose is like 5mg. It's supposedly similar to Xanax though it's not a Benzo. I take 15mg 3x a day. I don't feel anything noticeable, just that it really works quite well in preventing anxiety attacks. I hate Benzos aside from Valium, they get me really fucked up when taken as prescribed. I was just curious if anyone else is prescribed Buspar and at what dose.",2.7347619047619034,4.994094777777782,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,77.41269841269842,8.009523809523811,23.198412698412696,8.841846274778883,1.8530603174603173,506,16,97,12,12,168,92,126,0.14400000000000002,0.795,0.061,-0.8779,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,3,0,5,0,10,6,0,0,2,12,20,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,4,1,1,7,2,12,2,11,13,1,15,0,1,1,1,1,6,1,1,10,62,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412200819232926,0.0,0.0,0.13173048325995484,0.193033408234874,0.1550334079692067,0.0,0.0,0.2143270288709729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149948356405996,0.0,0.0,0.1912174221645427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738022912569288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041447581121538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525840321251912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024907864660112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416856332422176,0.09842885003343617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18600150918552644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905014291075265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330692821006929,0.09204050358808123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158204734446625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14530218989213586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144894753525705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038175752964324,0.0,0.0,0.24138190653230354,0.0,0.186017784620094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4249498104640561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516156971571205,0.0,0.1850975790011932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693901403444125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743082715195477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132049688759995 anxiety,hailshailey,2018/02/25,"Six months ago Six months ago was the 25 of August. I was barely living through the days without wanting to take my own life. I couldn’t get out of bed some days. I couldn’t eat. I had no motivation. I cried so much and felt so awful that I didn’t even think I would survive. If you would’ve told me then that just six months later, I would be living in a new house with a baby on the way with my FIANCÉ, I would’ve laughed. I would’ve cried because I wouldn’t have thought I could make it a week, much less six months. But here we are. February 25, 2018. I’m alive and there’s a baby kickin’ (my saving grace and miracle), my fiancé is sitting next to me and his son is giggling just a room away. I made it through those confusing, trying, scary, worrisome, ugly days. If you’re struggling with mental health in any way, I promise you, it gets better. You have to fight and it’ll be exhausting and it’ll hurt but then one day in the future, you’ll look back and realize how different things are, how beautiful they are. 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The mistake had actually been made up to 5 months prior, but it had only become apparent in the closing 3 weeks of the project. The mistake had the potential of costing around £80,000 , but a solution was agreed upon which brought the cost down to around £20,000. Since this mistake, I am having freak outs every time something small goes wrong with my plans, I no longer have any confidence in my ability to design and I am hugely critical of any existing work to the point that I am petrified of any mistakes surfacing. And I keep noticing things on my plans, some are very small and some are complicated but turned out that they weren't actually issues afterall. Our plans are all proof checked before they go anywhere, but lately proof checking has been taking longer and we are under pressure to release plans on our own merit. Two nights ago, I woke up 3 times with nightmares about various plans of mine being wrong. My boss keeps sitting with me lately to see if he can help with anything, and keeps delegating tasks of mine to other people in my team so that my workload is better balanced, but every night I go to bed with a horrible feeling that the next day will bring the next big disaster. I want to quit, but I'm tied into finance on a car, all I want to do is return to a comfort zone to regain some sanity before I dare step into the realm of professional work again.",10.490492170022373,7.355869738255037,9.933926174496644,68.07211968680089,59.67114093959732,12.88635346756152,41.61185682326622,10.864195022040775,4.4348178970917225,1234,50,223,22,12,400,176,298,0.16399999999999998,0.7340000000000001,0.101,-0.9709,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,3,0,2,13,7,14,1,1,19,0,26,0,0,3,4,47,43,14,0,9,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,18,0,3,1,1,5,7,2,11,0,1,12,2,25,3,47,29,7,53,0,0,1,0,8,27,0,4,18,151,34,9,0.0,0.0,0.2298664301364627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440207035278146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402768880949118,0.0,0.09009896708340846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969203114544836,0.20969273142915448,0.0,0.13398816850762085,0.0,0.09056312691763056,0.0,0.0,0.1300752764169635,0.200438847576774,0.0,0.0,0.1041640518691831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595632414225552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19846414984180652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05955151363148724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387059486268754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894333922707815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292843092607962,0.0,0.3140564246194192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657148312460007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144330220907048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400835718154164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137496146375726,0.25051403003196704,0.22105118864893514,0.0,0.0,0.13408972315830786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895746008605844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165163757916309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133719110710433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527017630566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385289999943544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974262265303788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067037238404893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855353290666369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824570508950121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373532555274038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810739119267786,0.11505086778641298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971782349797485,0.13893567401665047,0.0,0.0944734840440415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25722884627063314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575409908320121,0.0,0.0 anxiety,excellentwalrus,2018/02/25,"i haven’t been to school in two weeks In some kind of way I relapsed and now i haven’t been to school since that day. Two weeks have passed and i don’t think I can go to school this upcoming week either. I’m so disappointed and ashamed of myself but I just can’t go out or do anything. At this point all I am is a burden and I don’t know what to do. [edit: I also haven’t set foot outside of this house other than getting in the car for car rides which has been absolute hell. Feels like suffocating]",1.6655555555555566,3.075270740740745,3.0751851851851875,94.38833333333334,77.7037037037037,6.2814814814814826,20.333333333333336,6.937597516519254,0.08278888888888902,392,9,94,4,9,128,68,108,0.14300000000000002,0.826,0.031,-0.9132,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,2,0,16,1,1,0,1,14,23,8,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,6,6,4,0,2,3,1,10,2,14,20,3,19,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,2,6,64,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989022995168094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424151994606924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087888193301748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947718371904255,0.13390228661314071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792608983165983,0.0,0.21304516790995276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21627270083020508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19518279265005495,0.10300836267247453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09157037412766572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771849194990523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690770920439829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550466464370871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009960040216235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36618992349863455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877571773278964,0.4510427243229701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,VegetableDefinition,2018/02/25,"I need some advice, I have a ""phobia"" of freeway driving This is something I don't like to admit, I'm 26 and I'm honestly terrified of freeway driving. I don't know why, I think it has something to do with the high speed, abundance of traffic and not being able to get to an exit because of said traffic. I don't know what to do because I've never had a reason to freeway drive unless people invite me to things. Did you ever feel this way? How do you deal with it?",3.0162244897959205,3.865266948979592,4.9210204081632645,84.71683673469387,73.38775510204081,6.416326530612245,28.285714285714285,6.18269132825596,1.277738775510204,363,14,73,2,7,125,60,98,0.083,0.8240000000000001,0.093,-0.4333,0,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,12,0,0,2,2,17,22,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,3,2,9,2,14,18,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,4,52,15,0,0.2449373062518592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393499008714645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986230169305012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25251960758464104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215598164302323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384766158353425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12796963310209447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587897120463721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922227570414603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966399557342852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161790899641544,0.18891075048739292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698086876720254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251836345077661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329914683242661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37712940981353454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272546260126955,0.15694593571124074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944198328095661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101782133142045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dffmfihs,2018/02/25,"Anxiety over being away from your dog etc A little backround : i've been pretty introverted my whole adult life. Suffered mild depression and anxiety too. I got a wonderful dog boy about 6 months ago. He's helped me through a lot especially with social situations. He is my bestfriend and pretty much the only thing that makes me feel happy and stable at the moment. My problem is that i'm getting really bad separition anxiety if i have to leave him for a long time for example for a night. Even though i know he is fine and taken care of i cant think anything else than what if what if something happens and i wont see him anymore. Its funny how things troubling me before feels nothing like this. Does anyone else experience this? 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Its always the same, just after one cup of coffee or a strong cup of tea. What causes this? Anyone else get this? Can this be overcome through cognitive behavioural therapy?",8.250833333333333,11.296173527777775,8.101111111111113,58.35500000000002,63.72222222222222,12.577777777777778,43.944444444444436,11.855464076750405,6.993344444444443,362,23,45,14,6,116,56,72,0.253,0.675,0.07200000000000001,-0.9386,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,5,1,16,10,4,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,5,0,3,1,5,4,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17344073669439794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31891566091965245,0.0,0.0,0.145747740608952,0.21357382449405268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270645244511564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141277158908806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17953109427113034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412684022667554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17730096003153742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890252694815483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099837426463508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16076359365144374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124593376181502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4560042079453388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23837199800180975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964398380828522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002726885334616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwaway66410355,2018/02/25,"I Don’t see my New Therapsit until next week, but my anxiety is literally making go Crazy.. My anxiety has gotten so much worse relatively in the last year. I started Zoloft but had bad side effects such as complete memory loss of the day before.. Then started Prozac but that made me kind of manic and kind of aggressive. So I just got off Prozac and recently in the past month. I’ve had increased forgetfulness, like forgetting to turn off the stove or iron. Also hard to concentrate and memory recall suck. I used to be known for my sharp wit and intelligence. Now it’s like I’ve never gone to school. This is so horrible, and it’s crushing me. Last but not least, I experience traumatic dreams every night, technically nightmares, where all the people in the dream gang up on me and hurt me physically or emotionally. What the heck? Why did this suddenly take a major turn for the worse?",4.8808241758241735,6.689076166666666,5.955952380952379,75.3787912087912,70.07142857142857,9.931135531135533,27.804029304029307,10.214889679676881,2.9890122710622697,708,25,130,20,13,235,114,168,0.211,0.675,0.114,-0.9675,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,9,2,0,9,0,8,3,0,4,2,23,22,19,0,0,8,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,2,2,0,3,3,5,0,0,7,3,13,4,18,14,5,30,0,2,1,0,0,9,2,2,20,80,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12074026916979225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310016685345593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606368260337392,0.0,0.0,0.12847458114174476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830177846396504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09737091434338943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983445414477255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720886609973264,0.0,0.0,0.147689389581043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580656299968137,0.0,0.1207541161883726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525023663238506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16162937820556791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444908623432394,0.0,0.2461409999414396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752437999083806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286284066644447,0.1007816726845157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051241023121513,0.0,0.11098915905027226,0.0,0.1164466438117368,0.14581937855135044,0.16057109421445734,0.14168640069475014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14412942483596622,0.10467192427358656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490765330129193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528018677265865,0.12031312454784555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21373170582644266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351969128087955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284501706853373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303999915429678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110867168012968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362377919214479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3077271601930057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972274726115321 anxiety,y9y99,2018/02/25,"Does anxiety cause weight loss? It seems like every time I go at least a few days in a row with even higher anxiety than I usually do, I lose weight no matter how much I eat. For some people this might be a good thing, but for me it certainly isn't because I'm already really skinny. I don't know if it's a coincidence either, but everyone I know who has high anxiety is really skinny. I'm not sure if there's any research to prove this, but I'm starting to think that anxiety can be a major cause of unexpected weight loss. I'd be curious to hear if anyone else here who suffers from anxiety loses weight unexpectedly when they get really anxious like I do.",6.524488272921111,5.602562514925378,8.078699360341153,71.23783582089553,65.6417910447761,12.134754797441365,32.575692963752665,11.491704259439757,3.7204618336887,523,18,103,15,7,184,86,134,0.212,0.6859999999999999,0.101,-0.9068,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,4,5,10,0,0,5,0,11,7,2,3,3,22,22,8,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,1,7,0,5,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,5,9,5,11,18,6,9,0,5,0,0,4,3,0,6,7,63,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285007290725891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918707126040203,0.0,0.4454032210603761,0.13155049964955726,0.0,0.0814215431657393,0.11931238383153678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098421985279488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392436272362996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07509784524288195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190241957260499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915302506187173,0.09727544302638227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691128872936696,0.0,0.0981105271969625,0.1112688595660665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060838073795997163,0.0,0.06617877661339998,0.0976691311042068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312427705075662,0.0,0.0,0.12303127872970634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799102630659226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377897735491699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605459124176448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12353048931941822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560099025670523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072878870841298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22379429767251505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600779478660184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242086805843504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10974869717536484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773613509880555,0.0746137047307516,0.0,0.0,0.06790042595982243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824849073534295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5671979833062496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pigglesbaby,2018/02/25,"I have been diagnosed with anxiety and ptsd. My doctor prescribed me .5mg of Xanax. I honestly don’t feel anything after taking it. I have to take 2 or 3 to actually calm down. I have general anxiety but I also have major panic attacks. I’m blowing through this prescription. So it says don’t take more than 4 a day. When I have anxiety in the morning and evening then I’ll take 1, wait, and then nothing happens. I didn’t want to tell the doctor “look, I have major anxiety, panic attacks twice a day”, so I just said oh I have anxiety but a panic attack like once or twice a week. I just felt like in the past I’ve heard so many people stigmatizing anxiety like it’s not real that I didn’t want to tell him it’s really hard to just walk outside of my house sometimes. So now I’m getting anxiety lol because I don’t think .5 is enough. Should I tell him this or just keep running through this prescription at a pretty quick rate. 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Whenever I exercise I now tremble when remotely doing intense exercise 2. For some reason my hands are shaky and I get random muscle spasms 3. I think I have ET but I really I hope I don’t since it’s incurable 4. I’m way less energetic 5. My heartbeat is always noticeable I don’t know what to do. Is there anyone who can give me tips to get ease all these symptoms. One good thing is that I no longer suffer from panic attacks but I do have mini ones but it’s rare. I still have abit of anxiety when it’s related to my heart. 6. I noticed that I’d do an exercise and I tremble, I make my other hand tremble like pretending to tremble, my trembleness on my core body reduces for some reason",0.6490888157894723,2.992391231250004,3.476710526315792,85.13513157894741,86.6875,7.11842105263158,23.421052631578945,8.20500826718156,1.7991875,607,24,122,15,19,214,102,160,0.193,0.662,0.145,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,1,7,2,0,15,9,4,4,2,18,24,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,9,0,2,2,2,24,3,11,22,4,9,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,5,8,81,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13430522285691598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704323424419417,0.0,0.0,0.11286092965499687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836260456195008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928901815512466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14600368639632466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865908701972954,0.15483822591009802,0.0,0.1353822158906814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912704487784804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16031556229659236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16846906646001414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870616826221879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11400795407977295,0.07885628704759133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272910379595692,0.1077417645929456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36753044535231816,0.0,0.0,0.21874983897167088,0.0,0.0,0.18937869054707893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340274209490012,0.3319106807573452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670383947577525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890144036486748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776575921267944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10723297118191112,0.10342437337222388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811895566672996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644895662535699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mekranil,2018/02/25,"Does anyone else experience work related anxiety like this? I've been diagnosed with severe GAD. My problem is, whenever I am actively trying to relax or play video games or something I enjoy, my brain is counting down the hours until I have to go back to work. I know part of it might be I don't like the job I'm currently at. But my brain has always worked in a similar way. Every weekend, starting with saturday when I get up, I feel like the clock starts ticking that I only have ""X"" number of hours before Sunday night that I can try to relax. Which of course ends up in me just being on edge ALL WEEKEND. Anyone else can relate? Or any tips to try and train my brain to think differently?",4.0710869565217385,5.276340891304352,5.439826086956521,80.64104347826088,71.2463768115942,8.418550724637681,26.118840579710145,8.841846274778883,1.944244057971015,545,17,105,10,10,183,96,138,0.049,0.79,0.161,0.933,3,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,4,0,13,4,3,0,1,14,21,7,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,14,7,19,17,2,24,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,18,65,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145308867064907,0.0,0.0,0.0910872900656639,0.0,0.1024676673784122,0.0,0.0,0.18731511601289186,0.2744852547646512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299554663211616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397745073034952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4485812320005438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595150010098622,0.0,0.13994416512835378,0.0,0.0,0.11721629683057096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237879581648531,0.0,0.11863563921868747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285455955174015,0.0,0.0,0.13102405140980186,0.0,0.0,0.06772668864253721,0.09569043655606316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06998080856746319,0.0,0.07612411124225904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638179683104055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291988584359066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361274734263608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963164923656752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209462900313002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569844253105092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187131666048366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504953645433866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281674116732275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513198850410597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311751465390966,0.0,0.0,0.18961412252802065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582663883772566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728198780753653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631941947281992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925409770279783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throw_80,2018/02/25,"I'm 28 and I'm not taking aging very well at all It feels like my youth is slipping away and I haven't actually enjoyed my life since I was in middle school. People told me high school would be the best time of my life: I got sick and was in and out of the hospital the whole time People told me college would be the best time of my life: At that point I felt better physically but that's when my depression and social anxiety started kicking in and I found it really hard to warm up to people. At least in high school I had friends I was comfortable with. That's okay, I graduated at 22, at least I still have my youth right? But then the years flew by in a flash and I don't really have anything to show for it. I'm living paycheck to paycheck working a dead-end job that more or less puts my life on autopilot - it feels like I graduated college just yesterday and I have no idea where the last 6 years have gone. I'm single and although I would love to be in a relationship, my anxiety and self-consciousness keep me from seriously trying to meet new people. Because of how quickly my life is passing me by, I've been having panic attacks lately about death even though that (hopefully) won't happen for another 50 years. I don't believe in an afterlife so the thought of me just being *gone* until the end of time is something I've had trouble wrapping my head around. Assuming I make it to 70 I just know I'm going to be the world's most miserable senior citizen. I want to actually enjoy the time I have left but if I keep going on this path I don't see that happening. Lately I've been looking into getting an english teaching job in Asia because I figure if nothing else it will at least break up the monotony of my life and I'll be able to live a little bit. I live in Illinois and have never traveled further than Wisconsin so it would be a big adventure for me. But I've also been hesitant because I know my anxiety would make the first couple weeks of teaching probably the most stressful weeks of my life. 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I live in Indonesia, a Muslim-majority country. This country claims to be multicultural and diverse, but it's so hard because Muslim-majority oppresses the non-Muslim majority. Including **me, an agnostic**. Please read: https://www.reddit.com/r/unpopularopinion/comments/7z5ftf/most_people_dont_know_the_truth_about_islam/ This country is so backwards is so many ways. Economically, we don't have a lot of citizens with good education and skills. We are basically 40% uneducated people without job or skill. Socially, we are very close-minded, we are anti-LGBT, anti-interfaith relationships. The government don't pursue high quality education for the citizens. Politically, religion infiltrates every aspect of politicians leading the nation, to the point that Muslim voters will only vote for Muslim politicians that leads under Muslim rules when Indonesia is not a Muslim country! I am an open-minded person with international views and believes. I am currently pursuing higher education and plan to leave the country when I can because I can't stand living here. People are so dumb and they never want to learn to be better. People here don't care about knowledge. They don't care about scientific truths, they just want to protect their majority religion. I'm really scared that in a few years, if I can't get out of this country, it will turn to a Muslim country. I hate this country will every fiber of my being. I hate being born here. Since I was a little girl, I never agreed to most ideals that people of this country holds. I've always had a different view that doesn't align with the majority, mostly open-minded views.",7.193548387096777,10.315018992831547,7.498600716845878,61.17856774193552,66.95698924731184,9.481921146953406,30.87326164874552,9.888512548439397,3.795181390681004,1365,55,186,35,25,443,150,279,0.136,0.792,0.07200000000000001,-0.9499,3,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,4,0,4,7,12,11,4,1,17,0,27,0,0,2,3,33,37,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,12,13,0,2,2,1,0,2,11,5,0,0,2,4,21,6,26,28,7,21,1,0,3,0,14,10,1,5,7,128,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012029667151356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669838386226686,0.0,0.0,0.13556541963032667,0.0,0.10641795823492067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453593448580285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571433862638112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202758525902186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286500803752025,0.0,0.0,0.10092316092176408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10778784312881264,0.3563889967006702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12713029594172104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940430330764475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740712929470488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205975708420326,0.3187483585947317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229627537339983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219909781604122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644827855079473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560459321297484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151282003951597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3336736773114316,0.10506341920512544,0.0,0.1320810569611052,0.11374631017723033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12035787136736055,0.0,0.07708347445444333,0.0,0.0,0.12918435205226134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204666258593352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995343395331486,0.0,0.0,0.122656500243956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087938459468024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928098193036704,0.14194197028177122,0.0955086301019228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598930466436658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748555438130282 anxiety,amandaem79,2018/02/25,"Got out of my comfort zone yesterday and went on my first date in 2 years Been single for almost 2 years. It was a bad breakup after a LTR and I had a lot of anxiety about dating and letting someone get to know me after being so broken for so long. Signed up for PoF and had a few nibbles but nothing really stuck out, or I got randos who wanted things I just wasn't ready to give. This led to more anxiety as I felt like no one wanted to see me for who I am rather than what I am. Got a message about a week ago from a guy who seemed genuinely nice and honest. We messaged off and on through the week, then yesterday I gave him my cell number, in order to take it off the site as I am forgetful and don't always check it. He texts me asking if I wanted to go get a coffee or something last night. I debated because I was scared and worried that he wouldn't like me, would think I was too short, not the right body type, too weird, etc. All of the things that I dislike about myself.... But he must have caught me on a good day, because I said yes. We agreed to meet up at a local coffee shop. I got dressed in my best outfit, put on a little makeup, did my hair. My heart was racing the entire time and I almost backed out. My guts were rolling as the nerves set in.... Anyways, I get to the shop before him, and when he shows up, I kinda acted like it was a job interview (which I'm surprisingly good at?). We chatted a while, he seemed really flustered and nervous too, which helped in an odd way. He told me up front that he was scared that I would think he was unsuitable and didn't expect me to show up at all. He told me he was incredibly attracted to me and that he thought I was stunning. (Later he said I was ""one super hot chick""!) We ended up taking a long walk back to his place and we hung out there for quite some time. In the back of mind, however much he told me I was safe and that he wouldn't do anything to compromise my safety, I was still nervous AF. He gave me ample opportunity to back out. He put the ball completely in my court. I ended up staying until the wee hours (even though he wanted me to stay overnight but I said I wasn't quite ready for that yet) and we are going to take a mini roadtrip later today. Anyways, TLDR: went on my first date in 2 years with a guy even though my anxiety was telling me not to because (no) reasons, and it ended being a really great night with someone who might actually be a good aspect of my life. Sometimes we gotta push that worry down and go against it, because something beautiful might come of it. 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I have experienced several moves, a traumatic accident, the deaths of those near and dear to me, and some health issues. I have always been an anxious person, and I have always been concerned about my health. However, my anxiety has now been turned up to 11. Every single day I am worried about some new health issue or concern! I spend hours looking these things up. I try to be proactive. For example, I'm worried that I might be estrogen dominant so I take progesterone cream (not sure if that's safe). I had a superficial blood clot on my leg so I read about it online and then I get COMPLETELY FREAKED OUT since they say this can be associated with DVTs. I'm worried about that so I take baby aspirin. Then I worry about the dangers of the proactive things that I do, like taking aspirin or supplements. If I'm not worried about this I will worry about that. I have started meditating twice a day but it only helps so much. What the heck should I do? I am a nervous wreck. I simply cannot relax. I take baths, I lead a pretty easy life...but I am so freaking stressed!!! To add insult to injury, I don't think all of this health stuff is all in my mind. I have a feeling that I am not that healthy and that I will have health issues, even though I am still relatively young. I am pretty intuitive so it's almost like I sense that, but I also don't know how much of this is in my mind. Anyway, other than drinking (and that only helps so much) I have no idea how to calm this anxiety. Do you have any suggestions for me?",1.934672348484849,4.263171993750003,3.384318181818184,88.07007575757578,80.625,6.503787878787879,23.446969696969692,7.686295010490155,1.1937708333333332,1258,44,255,21,33,412,160,320,0.185,0.706,0.109,-0.9661,1,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,1,22,13,2,2,13,0,36,12,2,3,3,37,51,25,1,3,9,0,1,2,0,4,9,1,1,1,25,9,1,1,4,4,1,3,7,6,0,1,5,5,41,7,30,39,9,23,0,0,2,0,8,7,1,9,15,188,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058877582394812,0.0,0.0,0.06435957227303239,0.13393108431408354,0.0,0.0,0.05472894323178371,0.0,0.18470020834971726,0.09091913254068804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438141493351993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380547338621443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883944900139518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053156070653388635,0.0,0.06780760278083395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040692945144399965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04204731194266538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5132768286401521,0.0,0.0,0.10788766823165036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925627494668104,0.0,0.0,0.09085176446921396,0.0,0.2519996348363442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0442295282640035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05684517915807904,0.07863661445629834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0675826631909656,0.0,0.0,0.06842094728805204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537622404451305,0.16252307240977265,0.0,0.0,0.08553716500158938,0.1774854781889015,0.0,0.0,0.07772777795854285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12241684877087655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768269625219763,0.0,0.07027175369872406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16375353824390845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050146051231186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06400067300037819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09091913254068804,0.0,0.06657362424672897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05696393284013375,0.0,0.06427117765965899,0.0,0.09218920332312612,0.0,0.092129980799685,0.0,0.0,0.07585114743947241,0.0,0.24204281887527834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693424871432447,0.05156813032134918,0.07907087852241992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054640420959298525,0.08753878322312658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4903861392511106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05182627629947121 anxiety,unc4ptured,2018/02/25,"I need some advice and reassurance related to work :( A little back story. My boss is an absolute shit. She finds the littlest things to nag me about (last week she printed out a picture from security cameras of me reading a book because we had an extremely slow day, she also accuses me of not doing as much sales as my coworkers although they are fulltime and I'm parttime). She doesn't listen to me etc. I've been having a lot of anxiety because of this, because my school teacher used to be exactly the same which resulted me going to therapy and I don't want to go back that road again. I've also been having bad allergies and back pains because of standing 11h at work. Thinking about coming back to work next week just gives me immense anxiety. I feel like breaking down and crying. I just want to disappear somewhere. I'm such a wimp. So my question. Is it okay for me to take a sick week from work just because I feel like I mentally and emotionally can't take it? Is it justified or should I just suffer and come to work?",3.8465578817734,5.502456768472907,5.227090517241379,80.18477370689656,72.44827586206897,8.424753694581282,30.914100985221683,9.017664075816787,2.766202216748768,816,37,153,17,16,273,120,203,0.177,0.7559999999999999,0.067,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,1,5,15,11,2,0,10,1,15,3,1,3,1,33,32,14,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,11,0,1,5,2,1,5,4,6,0,0,3,3,24,5,25,27,5,24,0,1,0,0,10,5,1,4,14,109,31,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197258769203476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326954249637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753166959098458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524397381329528,0.09567492931309524,0.34925429077226944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197412222570192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586787401972405,0.07389880379954811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889437353938088,0.0,0.0,0.12779422117087522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587674025871332,0.16372121661778066,0.0,0.0,0.10472997205812767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992179835655914,0.13024428098651233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934032795335044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196233789226052,0.114845761662481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741733252555944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547622659793486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423425150972455,0.08496442725692234,0.0,0.0,0.1218640275409772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192809977645172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12836308837922067,0.0,0.11461749447147045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596764105048307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762138096117285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17230955362638073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310396327561799,0.0,0.07612616953049209,0.07342239326337864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896593305586776,0.0,0.0,0.1351721562471275,0.0,0.2757431013336705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171016316898256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PM_ME_GAME_CODES_plz,2018/02/25,"thinking that I'll have to deal with anxiety for such a long time make me want to kill myself Seriously how long do i have to suffer? I'm on meds and yeah it helps for a few hours or some times I'll be even fine for one or two days and then bam anxiety hits me all over again. When will the pain end? when will I stop having anxiety? Why do I have to deal with this? Why can't I just die and have an end to this anxiety bullshit. I've never read/heard about a person who fixed their anxiety instantly. For some it will costs months for some it goes for years. why? why can't anxiety be over just like that? do i have to suffer for months and months and years and years? why the fuck should i live with having anxiety.",0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,2.088684210526313,97.0082894736842,83.73684210526315,6.1684210526315795,16.736842105263158,7.413659706084162,-0.08502105263157933,560,11,134,9,16,180,80,152,0.233,0.6859999999999999,0.081,-0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,1,0,9,8,2,0,6,1,18,2,0,2,2,24,24,12,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,10,2,20,17,5,23,0,2,0,1,6,3,1,5,21,87,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812891891098959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000649475901344,0.2238228847265276,0.0,0.0,0.11265892868274499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228815233782226,0.0,0.0,0.07169699362115507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10035376495335778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275953024673787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690099116508822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009573550083925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05303259604933794,0.0,0.09585263122632907,0.19212865764170015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724587181723651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057582764662475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599334145768061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372131878069916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355705093647757,0.0,0.11550604934188165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478265445046803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858049945941499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075360024789164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955517714643132,0.0,0.0,0.12659406667973985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603867503678667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640262653881885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4897525267398249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097100945711756 anxiety,Van_groove,2018/02/25,"What do you usually listen to before going to sleep? I usually just listen to podcasts/news channel/sporcenter (I don't even like sports) I'd listen to anything tbh as long as I'm not alone with my own toughts",2.66,4.900763809523814,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,77.57142857142857,6.104761904761905,27.16666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.4722666666666666,168,7,32,2,4,54,31,42,0.056,0.898,0.046,-0.0951,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,7,7,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116914408938008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476546204144045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560846429813567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877336292285824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17103572438961506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702802626505104,0.0,0.0,0.2663295730019759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2906575227895601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011654126071157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6629035662878293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,flatcologne,2018/02/25,"Why do i have this? I always feel scared and physically sick when it comes time to interact with people, even though in everyone else's eyes I'm perfectly fine socially. If anything they think I'm more than fine - they often judge me as someone who's confident and at home in social scenarios. People have even unironically said because of how I conduct myself I should be working in sales. But the reality is so different. I'm often so terrified of interaction that I'll prefer to just lie down and hope people don't try to contact me. What exactly I'm scared of? I don't know. So if this area of my life is in reality not even a problem, why am I so terrified about every step I make in it, while at the same time don't care much about parts of my life which may actually need it?",5.859866385372715,5.623891892405067,7.164261603375528,74.96674402250352,66.78481012658227,11.072855133614633,32.11251758087201,10.746095033038511,3.3207952180028126,621,23,125,16,9,213,99,158,0.135,0.768,0.097,-0.8535,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,2,15,8,0,2,3,0,12,4,1,2,2,26,25,15,0,7,5,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,1,0,9,5,0,0,4,0,1,2,4,3,0,0,1,3,14,5,21,21,4,15,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,6,4,84,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.15225149169184546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298198406121557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838988264117704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510739302712663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907119785450535,0.0,0.0,0.1343960714042042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16300606316304325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033338692717544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091461248954775,0.0,0.13145226487761022,0.14908230562194985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888761118810253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649921647351198,0.15496151454336407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574365449201372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22040087663488733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414352032779746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469150524917902,0.11568569649610773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895276683640473,0.0,0.32449062561582515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492885765082677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484092644810459,0.0,0.3124033525280738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180823038101469,0.1321939180713839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997031672326204,0.15328732533473954,0.0,0.18195121428008135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059262795675181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815647503053492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358328262671635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mackenzie000,2018/02/25,"OCD&Anxiety I’ve had ocd for a few years now and it’s getting really bad again. It all comes down to my thoughts telling me that if I don’t listen to my head then something bad will happen to me. And I also think that people are annoyed at me all the time which makes me anxious. I am adopted and live with no other brothers or sisters and I’ve just started my GCSE’S at school. I get ocd with practically everything even typing right now. I also get very angry when my head won’t stop telling me to go and move something or listen to it which causes me to throw or break things. Please give me your thoughts.",3.2078400000000014,4.787151904000003,3.8226000000000013,89.92030000000004,73.96000000000002,6.28,25.3,6.742157984588678,0.8260400000000003,488,16,102,4,10,154,79,125,0.158,0.8240000000000001,0.018000000000000002,-0.9507,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,8,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,2,2,21,20,13,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,9,8,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,2,17,0,12,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,4,9,68,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602877346827885,0.0,0.17632973564717525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449637023388352,0.18385093477583545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27176376693726656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717976983640914,0.0,0.14018690588619626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748885306689816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626105925234573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550762657797245,0.1561159344687825,0.09248942402428748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391127182316255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33403830121611755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370322761932944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10863083816595402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17296785950503166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282407369718105,0.0,0.0,0.17864067701897518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425601051611552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897986973563156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470251507358274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505718459373399,0.0,0.0,0.11518887178647125,0.0,0.0,0.13605870915428878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28448550148911395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811784624584947,0.10427782029243723,0.0,0.2583962489333843,0.09489554823163893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427831541635935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479982680591908 anxiety,MysticalPiplup,2018/02/25,"Starting second year of university tomorrow -- Anxious As the title says, I'm starting my first day of my second year of uni tomorrow. Monday's will be full on all day and it's incredibly nerve wracking and scary. I hope things will be okay.",5.8957971014492765,6.811577565217391,6.807391304347828,73.56731884057974,66.82608695652173,9.611594202898553,32.72463768115942,9.725611199111238,3.2100376811594202,192,8,34,4,3,64,33,46,0.106,0.7959999999999999,0.098,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,2,5,4,2,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,10,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36873839640478295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210011988108485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27763514806621553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241882344629841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259565889725412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4620543258918718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216845246373332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203810018918952 anxiety,BohoBhabie,2018/02/25,"Can't sleep thoughts I can't sleep. For the past couple weeks I've felt this ball of negative energy and I can feel it looming around in the pit of my stomach draining any positive energy or spirit I have left in me. But it's almost like i have to cry and have an anxiety attack to make it go away even if just for a short time. I turn 20 in 2 days, Age and time are very daunting things to me on one hand I find my self loathing the idea of more birthdays, more aging and then just death.. I can't handle change but on the other hand I try to think about things rationally, I mean i've had alot of people in my extended family epspecially that had their lives taken away too soon. I know death can be just around the corner and sometimes just the thought of that alone (like right now) will instantly make my stomach drop and i can feel the negative energy ball getting bigger and bigger. I know it's the 'circle of life' but i dont want that. And yet sometimes I dont want to get older at all. Alot of the times I think about just killing myself once I hit the age where i am no longer useful. I want to get out of my head. I don't want to think anymore. My brain scares me. 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When I am in a situation I feel anxious I tend to retreat to my phone for a few minutes; respond to a few texts or scroll ig a bit to disassociate but quickly return to reality within a few minutes. Today, was different. Many things had lead my anxiety to be at an all time high, yet I was still coping. I excused myself from the situation to use the bathroom, when I came out of the bathroom I took my phone out of my pocket to walk and scroll as I was in a large crowd of people. When I looked down at my phone to respond to a text all the letters appeared almost 3D and floating, I couldn’t steer my thumbs to the keys. I thought it may have been because I hadn’t eaten to much throughout the day, but it happened again later in the evening as well. Has anyone else ever experienced this?",5.072732351447434,5.309117329608945,6.445749111223973,77.8332656170645,68.44134078212291,8.520264093448452,32.47384459116303,8.296473431620573,2.4355206703910617,698,29,136,9,11,238,104,179,0.043,0.923,0.034,-0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,10,2,0,1,17,0,13,1,0,2,3,20,23,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,0,2,0,0,5,2,1,1,0,11,3,21,1,30,9,8,32,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,4,16,108,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707874173856099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609500827058381,0.19267998153347987,0.0,0.11925687454927796,0.1747550026386642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396948857541664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18620321840336052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507087881384785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21998930407941364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819494870309233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247783638917935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265077465739935,0.15427786538286506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08623834939754872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508223019434499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18020201045857465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322426899301013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17291723707141995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537844604047513,0.0,0.0,0.16472425993492792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824220781368627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834246742754465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620641748925758,0.0,0.19537157358971585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133099738844949,0.0,0.0,0.13540258724686355,0.09945270337175824,0.0,0.32333470760634303,0.0,0.1894942358313676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473058129573088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533505246243876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bfa_y,2018/02/25,"Not sure what this falls under or what I'm really dealing with I'm Jake, 17 and graduating from high school in a few months. I've had a pretty average high-school experience; some dating, some drugs and parties, judt general things I guess. The main source of (what I believe is, at least) my anxiety is from romantic relationships. As much as I care for, love, and enjoy being with my significant other, I always have had horrible trust issues. Not debilitating, but small petty things. An example would be her going and hanging out with her group of friends, mix of guys and girls from our grade. As hard as I try and I can't give a reason as to why her doing that upsets me. I know it shouldn't and I have no reason to be upset by it but it still rubs me the wrong way and it puts me in a noticeably worse mood. There's also a general anxiety around her that revolves around other guys. These could be people she talks to or snapchat or whatever, or even just random guys who like her pictures on Instagram. I know she loves me and isn't going to go and cheat, but regardless of that it still just puts me in a shitty mood seeing her talk to other guys or whatever. Not sure if this is even the correct way to post here, so if this post gets taken down I'll understand it. 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Ok, so my life really does feel like a living hell. Basically, ever since i graduated from high school i started getting severe anxiety and its prevented me from doing even the most basic things. I do believe that part of it does come from my childhood which wasnt too normal to begin with. I grew up very isolated with overprotective parents. On top of that i used to bed wet until 13 and that lowered my self esteem big time on top of the fact i was over weight and kids would make fun of me. My anxiety though was submerged even then; because i felt secure because i never had to do things on my own and i was always told what to do by an authority whether i was in school or at home. This came crashing down once i graduated from high school and i had to do things on my own; thats where the anxiety came at me hard. Now, the most basic things scare me. Im always afraid of being judged by others and i have a fear that i will fail at everything i try; its the worst thing imaginable.even something as simple as driving scares me because im afraid i will crash and make mistake.Also i feel inferior to others because i feel like everyone else is normal and im not,so im afraid if trying anything new.Even in highschool i used to enjoy playing basketball, well even my anxiety affects that. Whenever im playing now i feel like ill make mistake and wont be able to play well and my brain reacts to it and it ends up happening like that as well. I guess it didn't help either that my dad was and still is hyper critical whenever anyone makes mistakes. Anyways, do any of u guys go through this?",3.3846461538461554,5.007872464615385,4.679461538461542,83.77703846153848,73.58461538461538,7.707692307692309,26.653846153846153,8.384062270229773,1.8049692307692304,1281,46,254,22,26,424,169,325,0.172,0.7120000000000001,0.116,-0.9659,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,15,27,1,6,9,1,25,4,1,8,3,46,46,22,0,6,4,2,8,4,0,4,2,0,2,3,25,17,1,2,5,3,0,6,4,13,3,0,13,8,35,14,41,27,8,37,1,2,0,0,7,19,1,5,16,175,60,7,0.07647028076474748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115325589961707,0.12725879900547768,0.0,0.0,0.05200241319769097,0.0,0.2924977773833453,0.0,0.0,0.05346979833330066,0.0,0.0629285253791959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18646229353082086,0.0,0.0,0.08615581986053747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853661235737175,0.0,0.17492325855925808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06587237573742638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383931604271768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388110712683903,0.0,0.06772997117572564,0.0,0.0,0.2525394961836064,0.06917174695791026,0.0,0.0730706303326044,0.06872655751918685,0.0,0.0,0.08605032586389691,0.15466268651802662,0.16389115157346051,0.07342346167556947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039952565505135686,0.0,0.04345982281691777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424063559805386,0.07571760059751527,0.0676224167332857,0.0,0.0685023512713297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051256417272272856,0.16159010027541698,0.07670592661262507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4130051279599492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401322079901693,0.14943806607429966,0.0,0.0675246589157616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417802484772252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589785947690459,0.07385547367907372,0.0,0.0,0.14984927794300615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143835329447778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491119714165674,0.08280986209376126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898881999134603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531201827877031,0.2321760200621092,0.0,0.0,0.07977518038616882,0.08638965086412825,0.0,0.0632570064706763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887055813259887,0.0,0.0,0.05412605831566333,0.0,0.06106926499941595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25401728309809163,0.0,0.07513166259054213,0.0,0.044590435671632164,0.0,0.0,0.0730706303326044,0.0,0.1038366019964025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209154007965568,0.0,0.06309599024659003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312020075787958,0.20626789835709747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05432229341573646,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Vazazell,2018/02/25,"I have anxiety every day at the same time Around 13.00. I have no idea what causes it, but it's rather annoying. Maybe you have some ideas?",1.5720238095238095,3.918550249999999,2.3785714285714303,94.63309523809528,82.21428571428572,6.590476190476192,16.476190476190478,7.793537801064563,0.19124761904762,109,2,24,2,3,34,24,28,0.228,0.772,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24184614801766846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281431524717131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3247627483874372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038840733255052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26636148955186495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7137669028250939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176050082856953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18434371026827354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DystopianAlice,2018/02/25,"Freaking out about a medical procedure? Hopefully this is the right place for this... I'm not sure what to do, I recently had an operation where they had to leave a temporary metal pin through one of my bones. At this point I'm not really in pain, but I can feel it going through my skin and way deep into the bone and it's driving me crazy. It just makes my skin crawl. Like I just want to rip it out. It's the worst feeling in the world but obviously I need to be able to keep this thing in without panicking for a couple of weeks so I can heal properly. All of my instincts are screaming GET IT OUT though. I don't even know if/how I should bring this up to my doctor or what I should do. I feel like a crazy person, it's just a medical pin.",1.87717624148004,3.2746342151898737,3.638607594936712,90.62289678675756,77.10126582278481,7.646348588120738,23.54625121713729,8.384062270229773,1.1878825705939628,578,18,135,11,13,194,94,158,0.124,0.772,0.104,-0.6271,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,8,8,0,0,10,0,12,9,4,1,3,29,26,7,0,5,9,0,5,2,0,2,5,1,0,1,15,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,2,6,16,4,24,21,2,21,0,0,0,0,2,15,0,2,4,94,31,1,0.19026437296367274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105239097980928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947436479201121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566782391646775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288610151325563,0.1359249060618671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940528200112206,0.0,0.1081316277994508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897545291937948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911571680998286,0.0,0.0,0.10456432353761452,0.0,0.0,0.20146249896181728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185907124010704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700294638032053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833426778673149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410786217214474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892806320085967,0.0,0.2024547074690657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613151163289924,0.19878577403953365,0.0,0.1798613313308771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188822931823935,0.0,0.18786311463664365,0.0,0.0,0.16248473492410465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17932191983189785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264031950903319,0.0,0.18693378041182265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222285675389634,0.15102300318097586,0.15261860342139913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340806593699802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,daninicp,2018/02/25,"How do you deal with anxiety manifesting in hypochondria Hi all! I'm a 28f who suffers from anxiety. I'd say 85% of the time I can manage it easily, I can tell when an attack is coming on and change my thought patterns so it never becomes a full blown attack. EXCEPT when I get sick or injured or worried something is *wrong* with me. My worst anxiety attacks have been when I think I have a disease or illness or injury. Those attacks can last for WEEKS and I'm currently 5 days into the latest one.... Usually this stems from something real (like intense GI distress or a migraine or obscure pain or something), that I just fixate on and spiral. Then the anxiety starts creating physical symptoms and it's all just a just of worry in my brain where I'm convinced I'm dying. I can talk myself down from every other anxiety attack except for this type. And this is the most debilitating. ANY advice on how you manage it is greatly appreciated. Also, how do you talk to your doctor about it where they understand your anxiety but don't dismiss your health fears?",4.099849319037958,6.138755768472907,5.4591770501304016,77.19155317299335,72.5960591133005,7.732135612865838,29.675166618371488,8.4952907291091,2.5318602723848165,843,36,144,15,17,282,122,203,0.205,0.754,0.042,-0.9744,1,0,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,6,1,0,14,14,5,2,10,0,14,9,1,3,3,34,24,22,1,0,13,0,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,0,12,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,11,0,1,2,1,19,3,20,22,5,24,0,1,0,0,14,10,0,9,14,109,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136882151506113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08295698940868088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054348255713576,0.0,0.4761427923370106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5900687392109649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456736100323656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580277296747125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973807019807974,0.08935867593614985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690061207780583,0.1069464200198151,0.0,0.0,0.10766074363314873,0.0,0.0,0.10617735677032664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740136683715481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673092243890702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05419735228651863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143684069115138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026565003826168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455802055762164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050679771183929134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000696920579266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029364557143611,0.0,0.11038154997277884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807335025895875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249438218323117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239581238757218,0.0,0.0,0.07342429737178137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078205759835664,0.0,0.16675682344774104,0.0906691233942198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646931745825413,0.0,0.08235414900411389,0.06048882018337829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079919852772682,0.0,0.0,0.11424964991339068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321010763806977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106962301708988,0.0,0.0,0.11341813941336522,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Stryjak11,2018/02/25,"cannabis causes anxiety disorder? I made a similar post here a few months ago, however I need some different advice. 20 years old and I started smoking weed about a year ago. I tried an edible for the first time last march and got way too high, not to the point of full blown panic attack but it was just too much to manage, so I slept it off. The next week I started feeling depressed and detached from myself and was having a lot of contemplating thoughts about life. I never felt this way before I started smoking so this was weird. This period lasted about 2 weeks and started to give me quite a bit of anxiety because I was scared it wasn't going to end. My dad battled depression for a long time and when I was 12 he took his own life. I would never smoke in high school because I was scared something was going to happen to my head and I'd become mentally ill, so when I started feeling weird I blamed it on the weed and it sent me into this anxiety ridden state. Basically these feelings were on and off for a few months but the anxiety still continues today because I can't shake the fear that I did something wrong to myself and I won't recover. I've seen a counsellor for awhile and I've gone to my doctor as well. My doctor has told me that casual use of cannabis doesn't really cause damage, and that chronic use is where you start to see mental issues such as anxiety. My counsellor has basically said the same thing, and really believes that all the anxiety and issues is because of the death of my dad and the trauma that comes along with it, and I agree. I've been doing some EMDR therapy off and on to help with that. I've smoked periodically since then, and haven't had any bad experiences aside for a few times when I've gotten too high (I live in BC so the weed is pretty potent here). I think a lot of it is just the mental barrier that I face where I believe I've done something wrong and I won't be able to come back from it. I've read about people getting DP/DR from having a panic attack on weed, and it going away after awhile. I'm not sure if that could be what happened to me in some sort, even though I didn't have a full on panic attack. I'm not sure if smoking has to do with trauma. I was wondering if this has happened to anyone else before? I haven't really abused drugs so will I bounce back eventually like most people do after experiencing DP/DR or other anxiety disorders? I've heard this should go away with time. Looking for some tips on this one, thanks (:",4.479325225119872,5.309529811133203,5.545511051339028,81.65396064787745,69.97415506958251,8.621424394807624,26.52373991346041,8.841846274778883,1.8599681206876384,1977,59,395,34,34,655,234,503,0.183,0.73,0.087,-0.994,2,0,6,0,1,0,39.0,0,1,0,2,28,27,4,7,25,0,41,10,3,5,5,70,84,38,1,7,11,2,4,1,0,5,7,2,0,0,28,28,0,1,7,2,0,11,13,21,1,2,28,10,41,6,58,48,17,79,0,3,3,0,11,23,0,13,42,267,69,5,0.06316200246053805,0.07483664458866279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06172117779489225,0.11197860840822532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04295232759051999,0.0,0.3382313130021588,0.0,0.0,0.04416434071011433,0.06471693566094402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155676884847876,0.11868556095530795,0.0971353622688344,0.05273763377594397,0.15401188180572994,0.06975746933115665,0.1074924239852374,0.14232389502431586,0.0,0.0,0.06895654787169361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976955060259185,0.0,0.10881694474768676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042971942582294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880268033414517,0.0,0.0,0.06599084922431722,0.14477825383808907,0.12929797184313424,0.0,0.06463665789599203,0.0,0.0,0.07324787024560445,0.0,0.05276374828464545,0.0,0.055942786704471975,0.0,0.0,0.041717906930152905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061784558244447986,0.0,0.0710748128500546,0.0958098187496299,0.0,0.06064542748679753,0.0,0.0,0.05372556702660975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032999539370117036,0.0605907481441737,0.14358568626896667,0.0,0.050516423326425516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756185054041206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06482243676266307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233615885142819,0.20020237030239013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131849441130765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297092425101716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892263805204131,0.03085776396624078,0.0,0.05577320535418347,0.055896384585271325,0.053040174310040725,0.0,0.0,0.10739615159473376,0.0,0.059765413921490027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909573278560948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083061552669648,0.0,0.046431339321643776,0.046833824501661805,0.09742886022301253,0.0,0.0671735061740772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662778965898955,0.0,0.042800207512732384,0.0,0.0,0.2223210026212875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875771593367051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059708508088613915,0.0,0.06049173876709098,0.06425846365213894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718056438134193,0.06317909499542577,0.0,0.12138958839518277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060081528292997476,0.0,0.1264723663268333,0.06392331854844037,0.05033193834902296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522482611334809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587558593110142,0.0,0.0,0.2682383426076683,0.0,0.050441256754670385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11905887965492395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05815108578300548,0.07223125443672232,0.0,0.04196202786130528,0.04047166080683387,0.06205634672647599,0.05014357468952861,0.14732108628043397,0.0,0.0598701929934914,0.06035400009919481,0.07017530876512429,0.04288285360797408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109103381027125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027011520791557,0.10132949700117323,0.0,0.05679022566357569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849649735781607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04486847434158425,0.1381154687066793,0.0,0.08134851747398296 anxiety,PikpikTurnip,2018/02/25,"All I want is to be free from this madness for The rest of my life. I've only been having problems with anxiety and depression since early 2015, but I'm already fucked. I wish the pain would stop or I could just fucking die. I can't take this torture anymore! I'm sitting here freaking out from weird chest pains and I'm just so incredibly terrified that I'm about to experience the worst anguish imaginable. I'm so fucking scared! I'm consumed by terror! I wish someone could help me! Edit: I think I'm over the peak of it now but fuck in the midst of this anxiety I just wish I was dead.",1.4021106166560706,3.7137065537190095,3.0581818181818186,89.71496503496503,82.63636363636363,6.037126509853784,25.010171646535287,7.321109707123232,1.2158742530197073,467,19,97,7,13,154,80,121,0.465,0.4370000000000001,0.098,-0.9972,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,17,6,3,5,0,9,8,1,0,1,22,26,7,2,8,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,16,0,0,2,0,10,2,14,20,3,7,0,1,0,4,1,3,4,1,3,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037439490860014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223528927296539,0.0,0.14412752324965467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320670941446361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251718339293575,0.0,0.15082877341958786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215985194889952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374180441064629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741110473902193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265031753187236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105294114971202,0.3092810476449476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390604249532207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454998901304376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202178226788655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313696635870748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215017253301612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926947800078143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312108837393188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571893225021021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5013642510825489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323769969085747,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jbird_93,2018/02/25,"Verge of a breakdown First off a couple things, First, I'm not sure if this is the right place to even post this and second I'm on my phone typing this so sorry for any errors ahead of time So these last couple weeks I've been feeling as if I'm stuck in my head. I catch myself staring off in the distance not knowing how much time has passed and I realize that whole time I've been creating scenarios and stories in my head. It may be me thinking about something I want to do and the outcome of that thing. Or me winning the lotto and imagining how things would change. Or my favorite, imagining a catastrophic event and playing it all out in my head. Trying to figure out what would happen, what if I'm alone. What if my girlfriend is alone or my mom. I soon realize that I've just spent minutes or however long talking to myself and I feel trapped almost ? Which results in me getting anxiety and freaking out. But that's not even the reason I'm writing this I just feel like I'm about to lose it like I'm going to break down or something. I just want to scream. The stress is getting to much. I'm 24 thousands in debt. Had to drop out of college a semester before finishing. I'm working 6 days a week barely see any friends let alone my girlfriend despite living together. Just feel like a failure. Can't move out. Can't afford plus my moms sick, she has no one, my dad left when I was 18 and all the responsibility of paying the rent, bills, my moms medical expenses all that stress fell on me on top of me trying to figure my own life out. But then on the other hand I feel like i make up all these problems in my head that this anxiety and depression and everything is me making excuses, it's me just making it all up in my head. I can't see clear. I have dreams and hobbies and I get really into them for a couple weeks or months then just drop everything and spend my time in bed till I leave to work. I can't even afford health insurance to see someone. I just don't know where to go anymore. I don't see any options or anything and now I just feel like I'm rambling so I'll leave it at that. 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So I have had anxiety for about 10 years. I stopped taking medication for it (with approval from dr) about 6 years ago. I occasionally have a panic attack but I know how to deal with them and they don't last long but I'm 22 weeks pregnant and all of a sudden I am just consumed by thoughts of having tonsil stones - which is totally irrational and weird but I found one and freaked out because it's gross and even though I got rid of it I just can't stop checking for more and i can't stop thinking about having them and how to keep from getting more. It makes me not want to eat (but I have been), I don't want to kiss my husband (he's sick so we aren't kissing now anyway), I am brushing my teeth, flossing, and using mouth wash several times a day. I bought a water pik to clean them all the time. I just am like consumed about this and it's such a silly, stupid, irrational thing. My sister said her anxiety manifests in episodes like this that last a few days or weeks but mine has always manifested as panic attacks so I'm just not sure. I have a therapy appointment on monday and my brother is getting me an appointment with a psychiatrist he works with this coming week (he's a psychiatrist) but I just feel so weird about all this. 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I've tried a couple different ones over the last few years, and I just didn't seem to connect with then or get anything out of it. Each only lasted 7-8 sessions before I stopped. I've tried searching online for therapists, but every single one seems to say they handle anxiety, along with 100 other mental conditions. How can I find the right therapist?",5.806849315068497,7.061354342465755,6.106739726027397,77.28449315068495,67.21917808219177,9.127671232876713,29.668493150684927,9.3871,2.7368049315068497,309,11,53,6,5,99,58,73,0.058,0.942,0.0,-0.4329,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,16,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,10,4,3,9,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,5,34,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632905344942738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589335818615936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14051909088717382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272051627822086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725326082728794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913471488497042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018637368044357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627706214200144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692167527183524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664188607516352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22380167928104466,0.1255938320508414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820515226145703,0.0,0.1313232591208901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006683324330346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380615989745075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5752089908672292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242338345432734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634256161190812 anxiety,stilldawn,2018/02/25,"Trouble swallowing food. Does it ever go away? Hello, lovely people of the internet! This is what's happening. I have really hard time swallowing my food (liquids, too). It's been two months. Everytime I try a bit of something, I feel like I am going to choke to death. It's as if my swallow reflex were gone. Doctors say it's nothing physical, so it must be some kind of anxiety. To be honest, I feel miserable. I love eating and not being able to it it's -figuratively and literally- killing me. And to this we have to add that my metabolism is faster than The Flash, I've already lost 8 pounds. My average weight is 93 pounds, and I was trying super hard to gain more. Have some of you been through the same, or something similar? Does it ever go away? Or am I gonna have to deal with this forever? I don't want to live like this forever, it's a nightmare.",0.7988002114164914,3.2846620406976754,3.1695560253699817,86.26349894291754,88.47674418604653,6.848202959830867,22.93446088794926,8.00094639256281,1.6262116279069767,669,26,135,16,22,229,105,172,0.15,0.723,0.127,-0.3078,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,3,4,11,1,1,5,0,18,10,0,0,3,21,30,9,2,3,4,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,15,7,7,0,3,0,0,4,2,4,0,1,6,6,16,7,19,19,5,11,0,2,0,2,7,2,0,5,7,90,31,1,0.14112043055331147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572990429738584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795674310967893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651745798106806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540669602931481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454889673231527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14444274045596506,0.24699087954200494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14440143121014767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553030174651862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14270945976451474,0.10081646378448103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34128676957386184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060597841513565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479233068091435,0.0,0.2528323737966637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612884767596538,0.1469552122243373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378886282001283,0.0,0.1246119256247149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404962029352556,0.0,0.2547333965676586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112640981300212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540885915496154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783513782636416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904053614075972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222463053532833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21728280392076152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228845791607638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916230179146976,0.0,0.13785415505002646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323648624462239,0.0,0.0,0.1718466663485927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yoda10353,2018/02/25,"I've never really reached out... [16 M] I was diagnosed with ADD, Depression, and Anxiety at 12. I used to blame everything on depression, i was wrong. In the past year I've come to certain realizations about myself and i realize that the thing destroying me from the inside out is not depression. I thought it was because the media when they talk about suicide or major mental illness, its never anxiety, its always depression. While certainly it doesn't help my situation the main culprit is anxiety. I was a trusting guy, i was innocent, i found myself in a relationship my freshman year, as high school relationships tend to go, she was very dramatic, she clung to me very hard, which i don't know about you all but that makes me feel good, it soothes my anxiety a bit. But, i found out she cheated on me... It destroyed me, I trusted her, i had no motivation to do anything for months. Until i met this girl a while down the road. She was and continues to be perfect, we've been together for nearly a year now. She's no drama, no bullshit, she tries her best to understand what im going through and help. But even though she is my world and shes helped me through times i dont know if i can get through alone. I trust her... I really do, but i worry a lot, I worry some guy a million times better than me will sweep her off her feet... I love her so much, she makes me feel like nobody ever has before. But i just feel like a burden to her. I want to make her happy and i try my best but some little event will set me off and im so shitty to be around when that happens. I just want to be the best guy for her. At this point I could care less about myself thats how i've been for most of my life. I tend to put others in front of myself. I want to get better... for her, i just dont know where to start.",2.2957149084568442,3.8888891486486514,3.958352223190936,87.94156495204884,76.43243243243244,7.4768962510898,23.82737576285963,8.259297600419973,1.292558849171753,1395,44,303,25,31,467,181,370,0.17,0.643,0.187,0.8959,0,1,0,0,0,1,57.0,0,1,1,7,18,26,3,0,15,0,28,5,1,6,7,58,57,25,1,5,12,0,4,2,0,2,3,0,1,4,16,14,0,0,12,1,0,5,10,9,0,1,14,4,68,17,48,37,13,46,0,4,0,1,33,21,0,6,21,222,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901308960831038,0.0,0.0,0.07151311628521391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629907273134824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072540348122829,0.0765092621703586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05239126796844639,0.0,0.07313285603109751,0.0,0.2705818927097657,0.15202271817187318,0.09382966912337258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08762664486534846,0.0,0.0,0.07403399848038968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862008081544158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960971745419883,0.08723235535087909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20145377553276544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05676585508687763,0.07774216356763676,0.0,0.0,0.07724181491828315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13036910735112872,0.1227982355345662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884684901160836,0.0,0.0,0.08980541967045952,0.0,0.09768903642434204,0.07208657967274043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25529715596959635,0.07600087049582326,0.09149003960617896,0.07698982939586455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728213447274975,0.0908056002558838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18567067407837595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14169935594187816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06070548787393114,0.08397676137230302,0.08613945817236482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07306735676507074,0.07756870866127957,0.0,0.17210684386380207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661233507396329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686004707629773,0.0,0.06317945633837706,0.0,0.1325721486928614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204421748411281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124579507995691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639845274777776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011712221378872,0.0,0.0,0.1845455097052644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698091789380627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09660576930273072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083230601951055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940098692235178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690793271296126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05709803218830005,0.0,0.08444051594904063,0.06823072162104209,0.1002304292139838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670201276865072,0.0,0.0,0.08947176522203983,0.0,0.07422887643001258,0.0,0.14182723467132188,0.15207774493242365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456261768518153,0.0,0.0,0.09396735429447876,0.0,0.16603726652173353 anxiety,piglife1,2018/02/25,"Does anyone else put themselves in situations that know will trigger social anxiety in hopes to get over it? I get major social anxiety and I just completely shut myself out of what I’m doing and who I’m with. I hate it so much. I know it makes me look bad and in my head im having so many horrible thoughts and I try to socialize and get over it but every time it just gets worse. I don’t know why I keep trying to get over it, I know I can’t. 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If I'm posting in the wrong subreddit please let me know. I'm new to this so I might be doing it wrong. I'm a 30 year old who always thought I grew up in a family that was really loving and healthy family. A couple years back though my sister had started going to therapy while in college after dealing with serious depression. She would tell me all these things about how we actually grew up with a mom that has narcissistic personality disorder who had messed up intentionally in ways throughout our entire lives. And while our father had not intentionally done things wrong, he was actually super negligent. Honestly, when she first started coming to me with these revelations I thought she was crazy, and didn't listen to what she was saying at all. She was trying to tell me that the woman who I thought was an angel (my mother) was an emotionally abusive and mean spirited person who had done enormous damage to me and my siblings our entire lives. But then something weird started to happen over the years. The things my sister was telling me started to make more sense. Fast forward to the summer of 2017. I got divorced after being married for only a few months. We had been together beforehand for years, but the marriage fell apart more quickly than I imagined was possible. From the time we started dating my ex wife was always super overbearing and untrusting of me. She would violate my privacy, ask me why I was friends with certain people on social media, and routinely accuse me of cheating. While none of it was true, there was nothing I could do to convince her otherwise. For reasons that didn't start to make since till I got divorced, I used to always think that this is just what love looks like. And I told myself the whole ""happy wife, happy life"" thing so even though I never actually felt I did anything wrong I would find ways to apologize just to get rid of the constant tension I was facing in my relationship. Well, during the Spring of 2017 my ex wife sat me down to tell me that she had actually gone through my phone and computer, and said she needed to talk to me. She proceeded to tell me that she went through over four years of messages, and presented me with five pages of notes she took on things she found she was unhappy about. Over the course of a few hours she scolded me for emotionally and physically cheating on her with a variety of women who were mentioned in these messages, but despite not finding any real evidence of cheating she didn't relent. And she kept telling me how her revelations made her want to slit her wrists because of how I made her feel. The following day it started to dawn on me that I had married my mother, which was the exact woman I thought I was getting away from by marrying my wife. For an entire week we didn't speak a word to each other. Not because I didn't try but because she wouldn't speak to me. We tried couples counseling for two sessions because she asked to, but then she decided she didn't want to do that anymore. After that we went on a break for three weeks at the end of which we decided to separate. The meeting we had was weird. She didn't shed a tear, we mostly talked about logistical things like getting her on the utility bills, and the entirety of it lasted for less than 15 minutes. Even though I actually felt really relieved it was that easy, something about how easy it was for her definitely hurt. Fast forward eight months I've lost 30 pounds, am almost at the place of a break through in my work, started dating a new girl, and have been in a really good place overall. But where I'm not in a good place is that it brought me to a place of understanding that my sister was right all those years ago. My mom really had emotionally abused us our entire lives, and the terrible patterns of what love looks like were ones I subconsciously picked up that I repeated with my ex wife. And the more I thought about it, all my relationships seemed like they were with women who took advantage of me until they didn't want to be together anymore. It's been a lot of self exploration, introspection, reading, thinking, and so on. But honestly, I feel like things aren't moving in the right direction. I recently lost my healthcare and don't have access to a therapist. And I feel like this is something I need a professional to help with. One of the worst things has been realizing how many bad survival instincts I picked up on from being abused all those years that I've been recreating into my relationship today. Despite the fact that this girl really is different than everyone I've ever dated, it seems like I'm the one whose taken on the abusive behaviors. Everything I've read seems to show that becoming the abusive one is something that happens to people who get out of abusive relationships. What ends up happening is I get these intense feelings of anxiety that I can't hold in, and I end up saying really mean things that I don't actually mean. But after I've said them I can't take them back. It's just in those moments I don't feel like I have the tools to deal with those thoughts, and I can't figure out how else to let that negative energy out. I really want to figure out how to stop doing these unhealthy things, but I just don't know what to do. I'm really sorry if this post came off as rambled. There was so much detail to add that I didn't know what to really put into here. Any advice or resources anyone might have to me on where to begin with things, especially on dealing with those intense feelings of anxiety would be really helpful. Thanks so much in advance for anyone who reads this or responds. 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It's difficult to find employment and I usually fail with the job interviews. Even when I get the job it doesn't last long (usually a couple of days to a couple of weeks), because I panic about my wasting my life and get scared of socially interacting with other people. I'm afraid of people and usually avoid social interaction. I went to get help for this long ago, and every single appointment was the same thing involving mental exercises that don't seem to help at all. It's like that movie Groundhog Day with that clinic. I stopped going and went to another place, and it was just like the first one. I pretended to be fine so they would stop scheduling appointments. I don't want to be in college anymore because of the ""wasting your money and time with a useless degree"" stigma. It doesn't help that I'm afraid of socializing and avoid everyone thinking they will hurt me. My whole enthusiasm for learning died when I slowly went from 4 classes to 2 classes a semester, with only 2 more to go if I finish this semester. Meaning it's gonna be another year before I finish, and that seems even more demotivating. I just find comfort hiding away from everything in my room and never wanting to leave as long as I live.",7.1061183836084245,6.981915812749004,7.668278315310186,72.01757968127492,64.17928286852589,10.996129766647696,34.2632327831531,10.608840637214634,3.655246784291405,1043,41,187,24,14,346,136,251,0.17800000000000002,0.748,0.07400000000000001,-0.9743,3,2,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,2,8,16,0,7,10,0,12,3,0,0,2,36,32,16,1,4,3,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,0,15,15,0,4,8,2,1,5,6,11,0,3,6,1,22,5,33,20,6,35,0,3,0,0,14,6,0,3,27,120,37,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448212195543586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998711805316679,0.0,0.0,0.1890338788093127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08954217396971269,0.0,0.0,0.11619407283455865,0.0,0.08109752569258749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109063141510607,0.0,0.1229276664301646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891153137408808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258960921589669,0.0,0.0802985633046438,0.0910680007433283,0.08565397838714149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150773480415622,0.0,0.17421406583689114,0.08106637455468843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917169174855745,0.0,0.10832804256869802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555236994674666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202596136306012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18915099062460547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768628583706698,0.0,0.10091422189633803,0.0,0.0,0.06731673190014358,0.13968361006046498,0.0,0.0841560509378788,0.25302574732053745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381507212093108,0.0,0.0,0.09604501246292056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735050825183773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458112673854269,0.07248373838222233,0.0,0.11181986942979223,0.0,0.0,0.09097939553347736,0.1321449580552332,0.0,0.09957342837816577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541691960543472,0.0,0.0,0.17352416430030512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29145430128990224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935847576732098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06331639954575094,0.061067588401479425,0.0,0.0,0.05557310523264505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148949408261602,0.0,0.11242670300093943,0.0,0.07644791308825805,0.0,0.0,0.2650460375537001,0.0,0.10640461615330007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677019294160407,0.0,0.0,0.1227465758294978 anxiety,kraken713,2018/02/25,Overactive anxiety disorder Hey y'all. I was wondering if anyone else has ever heard of overactive anxiety disorder and if they have how they deal with it.,3.4332142857142856,6.641765892857144,5.682857142857145,66.7871428571429,86.5,12.8,32.0,10.686352973137794,6.156471428571429,127,7,19,7,4,44,23,28,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,7,5,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261726475716515,0.0,0.0,0.19476528783123095,0.2854024853284488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28716788136884114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6384738870113079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326887814122877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519600901067178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30207039907811783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shagon212,2018/02/25,Why is it so hard Its just so hard to make friend with anxiety anyone else agree?,-0.8649019607843158,1.1138209411764706,0.5023529411764721,101.55392156862746,104.2941176470588,4.619607843137255,11.549019607843142,6.42735559955562,-0.9116509803921566,64,1,15,1,3,20,15,17,0.235,0.519,0.246,0.311,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723742443289779,0.0,0.0,0.24895566806937505,0.3648112412370567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29743077770070586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750802855462662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6378946304892169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376634949331425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32127616964031885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Attackonspacelegolas,2018/02/25,"Intense panic attacks from being alone/loneliness I am a serial dater that is constantly engaged or in a fully committed relationship. Whenever I am without one I FREAK OUT! I have been diagnosed with C-PTSD and I have been working on identifying and working through my triggers but I honestly have no clue what to do. Last night I scared myself with how intense my panic attack was. The reason why it was so intense was my friends recommended that I spend time single and stop flirting and just focus on me so I was like oh okay, I can do that. Last night I got very lonely but then fought off the urge to go out with a man that I am crushing on and it took a lot of willpower to stop from doing that and I broke down from the loneliness. IDK what's wrong with me and why it is so intense and feels like I am dying when I am not committed to someone or always around at least one person that cares. Any tips on dealing with this?",2.7033301707779884,4.793101521505378,4.0297469955724265,85.6587381404175,76.79569892473118,6.9571157495256175,25.99493991144845,7.928766900206844,1.6060313725490198,737,28,145,12,17,242,107,186,0.222,0.597,0.181,-0.9329,1,3,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,7,18,3,3,7,1,21,1,0,3,2,32,27,18,1,0,7,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,12,16,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,10,0,2,9,1,21,8,26,17,3,23,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,3,12,113,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930789076700925,0.0,0.0,0.0975067858866708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764313971831429,0.0,0.32624250534306176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619066706838635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549483562024262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782374360058073,0.0,0.14553285976300656,0.1488110977415207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724998155452915,0.10243434514242183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077897371636332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148905747839433,0.0,0.1146781641267177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337559901110584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010143583751894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190088577308428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691144091195956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19432291118817824,0.0,0.0,0.3364630450665553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519833998554325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760951057500986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474237650697657,0.0,0.1539419386063737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14355350030824532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148973117632103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397527303834972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360900574168471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15930612355923202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830772521831548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25876550390807795,0.0,0.0,0.13821812111125062,0.0,0.20877212316216207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676909949103324,0.0,0.0 anxiety,knucklehead21,2018/02/25,"So I finally decided to get help a month ago. I knew something was up with me. My thoughts were consuming me. Couldn’t sleep. Stressed. Worried about anything and everything. Now I’m a pretty strong minded person so it took me a long time to get to this point and I know the root cause of it. It’s my working relationship with a co-worker. And it’s not a relationship, strictly work. But they stress me the fuck out with my job since I support them and their clients. I get asked to do way to much and I support two additional co-workers as well, so it’s three all in all. I’m a worker so I rarely say no to task or that. Even if I did they say they would be understanding but I know this person would not. I’ve seen there tangents with another co-worker who supported them before. Anyways. I have been on Celexa for a month now. Still need a follow up with a psychiatrist and that’s in the works. I’ve finally have felt like the old me somewhat. Not a 100% but never really have been since I developed a thyroid issue long ago. All my other medical issues are under control. I probably should say I used to be on hydroxyzine and stopped that a few months before things started getting worse for me. Had no idea it was also used for anxiety as I was using it for my eczema. So I believe I had it before just never really knew. For the last year I’ve gained a little more weight. It’s been a struggle to get it off even with eating right and exercising. Now since I have been on Celexa and seeking treatment. I’m hoping to improve my weight and sex drive. My sex drive has been in the tank, simply non existent. Has anyone else had similar issues? How did you improve? I just feel it was financial stress hitting me last month but the sex drive has been almost more that 2-3 years. Any help is appreciated. 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I go through periods of high confidence and then periods of anxiety in where I’m pretty much feeling weak and inferior. Sometimes I wake up feeling completely critical about my life and how I’m not the person I want to be. I stay in bed feeling incapable of navigating the outside world. When I do socialize and those interactions are successful (i.e participating in class, talking to coworkers, etc) I get this boost of happiness and confidence because I feel like I’m able to connect with others and feel valuable. I don’t think this is healthy relying on outside factors to determine my emotions. I figured out that I should take on a developmental path that will teach me how to be comfortable and confident with myself regardless of external situations. 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I was taking an average of 40mg/day for about 2 months. I reduced this to an average of 20mg/day 4 months ago, then 10mg/day two weeks after that, and then completely stopped for about 3 months. I was having a lot of anxiety earlier, and was thinking about taking 10mg of the beta blocker. Does anyone have any experience with occasional beta blocker use? And/Or, does anyone know how much of an effect occasional beta blocker use has versus regular use? Any personal anecdotes are very much welcome. Thanks! (Oh, and, for those that are looking for information to help them, my hair loss has definitely decreased since I stopped taking the beta blocker, although I also stopped taking some other medications as well, which may have contributed to the hair loss as well.) 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I don't think I am going to be able to pull it up. I could still try and possibly get through and pass, but at the same time my GPA is currently sitting at 3.0 and if it goes any lower I lose my scholarship and I will not be able to afford to return to my school next year. I could withdraw from the class and get a ""W"" grade but I already withdrew from Cal I my Freshman year and I am already behind on my classes as I transferred my major from Marketing to Geology and none of my business classes transfer to a science major. I'm having to make a drastic decision today I feel like. I plan on talking it out with my advisor but I feel so hopeless. I feel as if I stay, I'm more than likely going to have to retake the course AND lose my scholarship. If I withdraw, that's another course I'm going to have to take in a summer semester which means more money coming out of my pocket and I'm going to have to redo all the hard work I've put in to get this far again. I'm already going to have to come an extra year after my senior year at this rate. I'm not sure what I need to do and it terrifies me. I feel as if I'm never going to make it through college.",2.6958163265306108,3.465277085034013,4.680204081632657,86.4433673469388,74.06802721088434,7.0965986394557845,25.904761904761905,7.2636822038024595,1.1645414965986391,1069,35,231,11,21,369,143,294,0.093,0.888,0.018000000000000002,-0.9674,4,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,7,7,8,0,0,11,0,17,0,0,2,3,45,47,25,0,8,11,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,16,0,0,8,0,3,11,5,4,0,2,1,6,37,4,48,41,9,49,0,4,0,0,1,15,0,6,22,162,48,18,0.22557749796779605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733955675209386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670021700005562,0.11826883754180414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08672758593463245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997524827957922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431504050254889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010527671921744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998973541254108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2851469020448975,0.0805763048103544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593805226754452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678239848043684,0.0,0.3846026715917374,0.0,0.09020746601072854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10103656512152634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102057711475241,0.11304395714939228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523635197366357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505747315314824,0.0,0.0,0.12286001279825053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836314282305113,0.08698963642220027,0.0,0.11995211410483482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127152367658402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338384519032145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414823547562955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12021779939626273,0.18014648126741503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630206111730793,0.0,0.08480310250288907,0.09065532407137956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227047613880486,0.0,0.0,0.06576802655560354,0.0,0.10691054599447396,0.0,0.0,0.0765761569121384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306253010507856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211155256779486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905290256849512 anxiety,PanTostadoo,2018/02/26,"I had a dream where i had no anxiety issues and dressed totally different, i felt happy. This morning I pulled out everything from my closet and put the majority of my clothes in bags so I can donate them. I never noticed how much clothes from high school I kept. I’m mostly In uniform for work all the time so having hardly any clothes won’t affect me. I’m going to start a new wardrobe, hopefully I helps my anxiety just like my dream. 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(not you guys btw you guys r great talking about me) this was probably way too deep but it feels like my anxiety affects me more on a foundational/philosophical? level than just surface level basic life stuff it's probably stupid hell even now i'm criticising myself.",6.068943661971829,7.581136598591553,6.069126760563383,76.84171830985915,66.8169014084507,8.778591549295774,31.10140845070423,9.120678840339163,2.7723385915492957,615,24,105,11,10,194,106,142,0.193,0.7190000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9545,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,3,8,11,12,3,0,4,0,5,2,0,4,0,23,13,12,0,1,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,8,7,0,0,6,0,2,3,2,6,0,0,2,2,14,6,15,9,5,20,1,3,0,1,14,8,1,0,10,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626366159120374,0.0,0.0,0.1200276375891258,0.1758844528072307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036360456528027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786862656301458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021953908461785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433986776463506,0.0,0.15203850935676622,0.0,0.19144464026799046,0.11337884214905808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359142417397944,0.12263289033124165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18925413872839209,0.0,0.33993787173035434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433904052221503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212474984602329,0.16772737691078038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523775461953028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256079735401926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701538640380306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965079514322104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379726265799178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11404230181314785,0.10999185672979353,0.0,0.13627770082118862,0.2001909421604325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654487599917178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362545535117581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlienAle,2018/02/26,"Ever feel like you can't trust yourself anymore? I used to have a very bad panic disorder, lasted about 2 years. Yes, I mean that I practically lived two years in a constant state of panic. It passed, I got better, was fine for some years, but lately in the last year my anxiety levels have reached new highs which have got me worried. I've always been the kind of person who feels like I can handle stuff, that I make smart calculated decisions, that I don't give into my emotions too easy. But recently, I've noticed that my anxiety is damaging that aspect of my personality. To a degree that I feel like I'm not sure I can even trust myself with my own life and decisions anymore like I used to. In the last year, or actually it's been even less than a year since I noticed this, I have made some extremely spontaneous and reckless decisions due to suddenly experiencing intensive moments of anxiety, this anxiety has been so overwhelming that I've felt like I needed to do anything to get rid of it. So under intensive moments of anxiety, I've made some strange decisions that make no sense in retrospect. These include: 1) Suddenly contacting my bank to withdraw 2000 euros worth of loans, only to freak out about it the next day and contact them to take the loan back. (I was suddenly anxious for some weird reason that I'll need access to a lot of cash soon) 2) Contacting my new apartment agency to cancel my new apartment contract, even though I didn't have another apartment to move into. I just got a 'scary feeling' that there would be something extremely wrong in the apartment. 3) Not studying for my important final exam a couple of days before, but instead being convinced I might be dying, and obsessing checking my body for any signs of decay or abnormalities. This went on back and forth for two days. I failed my exam as a result (the only exam I have ever failed in my life). 4) Making all kinds of plans, cancelling them for weird reasons. Getting ready to go out, then feeling shakey and terrified of the thought of people among people and staying in etc. calling people to want to converse, only to have no idea why I was calling them. This is all extremely unusual behavior for me, and now thinking of how many of these instances I've had in only about a 9 month timespan has gotten me worried. I really have always thought of myself that despite my mental struggles that I'm someone strong, that I have everything together, I know what I'm doing. Now I'm really not so sure, I'm afraid I'll get one of these paralyzing anxiety moments and just make some horrible decision that I can't undo, and that's making me feel a bit more anxious. I don't know what to do really, I try to tell myself to just pull myself out of making any decision when I'm anxious, but my anxiety is rising much more frequently that I can't always tell when I'm anxious for no reason, and when I actually should be anxious. I don't want this to impact how my life turns out, and I just wish this to be a temporary stage. Anyone else just screw up a lot because of anxiety? 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Lately, i find myself brooding over life's disappointments and negative life events. I might be having a good day and suddenly i get sad thinking about these thoughts. I don't know why i can't just get over them and move forward. I had a miscarriage and my family was not very supportive. I cannot get over the fact that they never saw anything wrong with their behavior. My feelings were dismissed saying i can always have another child. Never got a sympathetic shoulder to cry on. Its been 4 years now but i just can't get over it. Today i found myself crying thinking and overanalyzing everyone's behavior. How do i move past it? How so i stop thinking about them? 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There’s no evidence that could link you to the robbery, and no guilt involved either (turns out the store owner was selling a fake). You wake up in the morning and it’s all over the news. Everybody knows about the great robbery of 2018 and everybody wants the asshole who committed it caught! You start to ruminate about the possibility of being caught red handed. It consumes you in the following weeks. “Were there holes in my gloves?Were the cameras actually shut off? Did I leave foot prints?” All the while the story of the robbery never seems to leave the news cycle and the hatred of the criminal by the public grows every day. If you get caught, you’ll be shunned by everybody you have every associated with, and paraded as public asshole #1. Naturally, you get a little suspicious of those around you. Every police officer and every cashier and every coworker seems to be looking at you differently than before. You need to keep your guard up at all times. You need to be extremely conscious of every word that comes out of your mouth, every mannerism and movement must be calculated. Even your family and friends seem to be “on to you”. They haven’t mentioned the robbery much, but of course that’s because they want you to get comfortable with them. As soon as you slip, they’ll flip on you! So what do you do? You retreat and turn inward. Each social interaction is a careful game, one that takes an incredible amount of energy to play. It’s honestly easier to just not play this game than to torture yourself keeping up the charade. You can’t keep up with normal relationships because you know that deep down, everybody is waiting for you to make just ONE mistake. ONE mistake and their feelings of hatred towards you will be justified. When I’m doing REALLY bad (maybe one day a week or so), this is my mindset while trying to act normal. Of course I’m not a master thief (or am I???), but how I perceive my own failures makes me feel like a criminal. Why I think that everybody hates me as much as I hate me, I have no fucking idea. I guess that’s the nature of anxiety lol ",4.715603854074729,6.675992968446607,5.37520741394528,78.7619079140924,70.77184466019419,8.586172403648133,29.71785819358635,9.178173031916092,2.7169569579288027,1741,71,311,37,33,562,215,412,0.132,0.759,0.11,-0.9205,1,0,0,0,0,0,49.0,0,25,5,2,14,19,4,1,27,1,26,5,4,3,8,73,65,27,0,12,11,0,3,1,1,4,0,0,0,0,17,19,0,5,13,4,2,8,8,10,0,4,6,5,44,9,61,47,9,43,0,0,2,1,43,22,1,7,14,220,61,0,0.0,0.0,0.08630186646721807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765415046860443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872778159125589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384129652032444,0.10782088821415373,0.0,0.07525347067053044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901675321763381,0.0,0.0,0.0761807433159327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706098396712207,0.0,0.0,0.2281384903249812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239796168905018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05841188000440544,0.0,0.5215845821247844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337064077395981,0.0,0.0894329245778823,0.06317949221252837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832629522347906,0.081758687225014,0.13861422653216013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750223085896784,0.09742345202254728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462668259565467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983473757810442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358209122105101,0.0,0.0,0.09720545051024136,0.0,0.0,0.18728426971994774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043205906974626736,0.08863722191285739,0.0,0.0,0.07426490265674246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806492120217398,0.0,0.0888469681914181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002290960764398,0.1311499995202864,0.06820815461620452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599487854641331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397091100071845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969955858842296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665508005946673,0.0,0.0,0.09494836422139652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2415294825079024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015050100319863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259624477011239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298740781895535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056666931986444076,0.0,0.0,0.05156839261098945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060042995526820075,0.19238837026547456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432500282359347,0.0,0.14187783748712626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980074025123436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ljcbff,2018/02/26,"Today's Thoughts I kind of realized today that my anxiety is never going to go away. I used to think ""one day ill have this all figured out and feel at peace"" and now I'm realizing that point will never come. It's scary but also very freeing. This is never going to go away and the fact that I actively work on it and I can see improvement is what I'm proud of. I have much better tools than I did a year ago and feel much more sane. My anxiety really comes into play in my relationships. I have a new boyfriend and even if I feel like I do everything wrong and fuck up all the time at least I am trying and there's something to be said for that. 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Has it been cancelled? There wasn't any official statement published anywhere, that's why I'm asking here (sorry if I misplaced this post, I'm new to reddit and I have no idea where to put it, but it was created for people who struggle with anxiety too, so yeah)",4.425315315315316,6.379063963963965,4.634414414414414,83.80315315315315,71.52252252252252,6.374774774774775,27.64864864864865,6.937597516519254,1.3078540540540544,464,17,87,4,9,145,82,111,0.079,0.882,0.039,-0.4956,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,1,9,2,0,1,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,13,18,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,13,3,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,1,7,1,10,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,3,4,59,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133806405183222,0.0,0.15899673516174995,0.0,0.20612104805406167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943019819903109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122274828666775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659430190203716,0.2299705787547653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228958765906915,0.0,0.18379188348923015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346256248981337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844643180062765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073279349072265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840642827418425,0.1440898182959087,0.0,0.2171481593132549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905289720217234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089362168811212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326594308183149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727909046064645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16500143691446054,0.12119294981749207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37508584693041497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130971371585505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384189656577586 anxiety,Takizi,2018/02/26,"Advice: Therapist of 5 years passed away. Hey there! I started seeing a therapist in 2012/2013 after my doctor gave me an Anxiety test (I had been to the ER multiple times for what I thought were Asthma attacks). Since then, my therapist and I worked together and used multiple techniques to give me control over my anxiety and eventually she was a great thought partner/life coach. She passed away from cancer in December. I knew she was sick. We had seen each other once a week since I started until she travelled to Europe for treatment in July. In October, one of her partners called to say she wouldn't be seeing clients anymore. Next thing I knew I found her obituary online. I understand why she had other people call us. I couldn't imagine the hardships of being in that position. I never got a chance to say goodbye, or say thank you. It breaks my heart that someone I cared about, a truly amazing person passed away from that disease. I try everyday to honor her by remembering all the things she taught me and by not taking beautiful life she helped me build for granted. She is the reason I am where I am today (although she would tell me that I was the one who was willing to do the work). I'm trying to grieve and process before I go on to find another therapist. I don't have too many anxiety flare ups. But I do have them. I think it could only be helpful to make the investment in someone new, but it's just so hard to picture after my first therapist. Anyone gone through something similar? Any thoughts on starting over with a new therapist after losing one you really liked? 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Atleast this one was considerably less aggressive than others in my past have been. It might have been somewhat more of a panic attack but it was induced by a combination of panic and anxiety. All I know is that my heart is still beating fast but atleast the shaking has stopped. Atleast it wasn't as bad as they have been in the past. Atleast I haven't had one in awhile. It's still hard to come down from. No, I don't really want to talk about it. This right here, this is talking about it. This is my catharsis. 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I can't even make eye contact with my own parents/siblings. Every single person in my life avoids eye contact with me, or somewhat looks away when I look them in the eyes. Whenever I'm with friends, all I do is just look at the ground, trying to avoid eye contact. I don't want to kill myself or anything, but I honestly hate living like this. In fact, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I've only talked about this with three friends, and only one of which really cared about what I had to say. I don't really know why I posted here, but I guess I just needed to get this off my chest.",4.906733576642338,4.6603983868613135,5.817217153284672,83.8575045620438,68.78102189781022,8.893795620437958,27.34397810218978,8.472884824447931,1.6768401459854019,517,14,110,7,8,171,84,137,0.17600000000000002,0.679,0.146,-0.5324,1,2,0,0,0,1,16.0,0,0,1,0,8,12,2,2,2,0,9,6,5,1,2,23,22,7,1,4,6,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,1,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,1,8,21,6,18,20,5,10,0,0,7,0,9,8,0,4,3,75,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190514325205546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189161075068182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199956542406785,0.0,0.14396820783302666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579943234855228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388550955463515,0.0,0.1452760390196615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664312447029431,0.0,0.09008528070514704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18994628276512499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023462288614707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907634245463836,0.0,0.09476062285627326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178932931961665,0.16847691706565254,0.0,0.3045099995975857,0.0,0.4343823352604271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509545413213322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785142784594064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684007660769255,0.26227493923039313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055541876790002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513610102420312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209205613975921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711979021201415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13858919869712105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170656917778174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170111033027544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558732171714862,0.0,0.19828097743979686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BardieButtons,2018/02/26,"Is Xanax safe for teenagers? Hey, guys! I'm 15 with horrible social and general anxiety and I was wondering if it would be alright to ask my psychiatrist if prescribing me Xanax would be an option. I'm not one of those kids to fuck around with drugs. (i know a lot of shitty druggies so they indirectly taught me that doing drugs to get a high is bad and shitty) This isn't asking for how to get an actual prescription, just wanted some thoughts about if I should ask for one.",3.3351063829787257,5.263085223404257,4.4329255319148935,84.20875000000002,74.42553191489361,8.529787234042553,24.51595744680851,9.188382445141503,1.9541744680851068,377,12,76,9,8,123,65,94,0.159,0.792,0.049,-0.9041,0,0,3,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,4,1,10,5,0,1,0,25,23,8,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,7,2,13,15,2,2,0,0,0,1,8,2,1,8,0,52,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.18315170253421284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435771130921884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707781448339018,0.5263752921821727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670760933273956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353057887909732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17351006849789866,0.19611342237093368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583584807570594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19829757604803125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031457631528659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956152146917188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543579496478992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131935865280392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489994743863164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107003977213265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035343943229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666494814063614,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wordlesschorus_,2018/02/26,"I'm Becoming a nightmare to Work with A lot of anxiety sufferers can probably relate to this - I am a perfectionist, completely neurotic and my own worst critic when it comes to work. This leads to great deal of irritability and poor coping skills when things don't go according to plan. I just started a new job recently in the tech industry a few months ago which I am incredibly excited about, however if I feel like I am under even the smallest amount of pressure to complete something by a deadline and I don't meet that deadline (because I am very new and still learning), I've found that I completely lose it and become unprofessional. For example, I raised my voice at a coworker last week - projecting my frustration at him when he was only trying to help me. Then proceeded to have a melt down and cry in front of everyone in the room. I've only been at this place for a few months but I think people are starting to catch on to the fact that I am difficult to work with under stress. My job entails a lot of collaboration and I don't want to be this person. I like the people I work with a lot and I don't want anyone to think that I am a deadline away from having a nervous breakdown. Can anyone offer some advice for coping with anxiety in the workplace? 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In approximately 2015 (that's as far back as I can find from my pharmacy on a quick search) I was prescribed Xanax XR. I started small and have worked up to 2mg once daily at bedtime. I feel like it does nothing. Additionally, I'm learning I shouldn't be on it as long as I have been. I switched providers for a multitude of reasons, and my current doctor wants to take me off of it. Needless to say, my body is completely dependent. We went down to 1.5 mg and I went through withdrawal for a week before I said ""fuck this"" and went back to 2mg. Two appointments later and I keep saying no to coming off. Thing is, i want off this evil thing. I hate being dependent on something that doesn't even seem to help anymore! The withdrawal side effects are debilitating. I have an appointment on April 7th to discuss it, yet again. Honestly, I'm terrified. Anyone have any thoughts or experiences to share? TL;DR: xanax dependency is bad.",2.2437327188940093,4.8838942795698985,3.7245007680491535,84.13532258064517,82.01075268817203,7.1987711213517676,26.599078341013822,8.269060116576782,2.0736562211981573,760,33,148,17,21,250,122,186,0.131,0.794,0.075,-0.9392,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,1,1,0,2,6,8,3,0,5,0,15,7,1,5,0,23,32,10,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,10,8,0,1,7,0,0,4,3,5,0,1,7,4,19,3,30,22,0,29,0,1,0,1,9,14,1,5,12,93,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569812564078383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414537181178992,0.1086806768127356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239033046663584,0.1297780435553781,0.0,0.0,0.1322599772023959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264833718589773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338896835514658,0.16296600794240512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15908978674290145,0.13601834965793366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266043345103958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204093389861695,0.0,0.0,0.0785903723803024,0.11103963877323524,0.0,0.0,0.1420607360036262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369306840106635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534555207436821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418184271843944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381538428057479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593553121943596,0.0,0.0,0.1375511738754658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657995914809394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913983532893282,0.0,0.0,0.16552849702906605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598085251306762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785007664183433,0.2472092745236887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149816420675873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196580556057502,0.0,0.0,0.11001456587294303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686445402197675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065223442747831,0.0,0.0,0.12339452027232176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183309357951116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18335396855645253,0.0,0.12467703738028993,0.0,0.0,0.4322571198697109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315531480001305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ETPaul,2018/02/26,"Looking to speak with someone who manages Anxiety with diet/control over food choices More people today are dealing with anxiety than ever before in modern times. I'm looking to speak with someone who finds emotional solace in his/her diet, who appreciates the guardrails of a diet. Interview would be used for a book on modern food culture. If you'd like to share your story with me, please send me a message with your age, location and a brief summary of your own anxiety/food experience. Many thanks!",7.218937728937727,8.54618146153846,7.441483516483519,68.72434981684982,64.05494505494505,10.022710622710623,37.14468864468864,10.125756701596842,4.23317435897436,407,20,61,9,6,132,64,91,0.037000000000000005,0.8,0.163,0.8932,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,4,0,1,1,12,9,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,7,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,17,6,2,12,0,0,2,0,15,4,0,1,7,39,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608531932740996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145076894716727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912222770267419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577068656952174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19178155713191186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542205828001129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677476456908782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15582741564396307,0.0,0.6184820496235542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329421568795856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863421811081836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728530337852438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181983050863762,0.0,0.0,0.1871499986766848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889161502729617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696694961429214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941577709139597,0.0,0.16160732754114376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725111906198127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211132596479201,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cora17,2018/02/26,"Grandmother Intensifies Anxiety I have pretty bad anxiety on my best days, but I feel there are a few things that trigger it to be absolutely awful. One of these things is my grandmother. Since I was a child she has made me feel worthless, ugly, lazy (trust me, I'm not), and downright awful. My grandfather makes me feel this way too, but he is easier to avoid. I have a seven month old baby that this grandmother is obsessed with. She acts like she is the most important person in my child's life, and expects us to cater to everything she wants to do with Cora. Every time I post some sort of plan on facebook she comments ""I will watch the baby"" which there is no way in hell that will ever happen. These comments literally come one minute after I post. Her license plate is my child's first name. When someone commented when I was hugging my baby that I was with ""my girl"" my grandmother chimed in and said ""she's my girl too"" just to get last word. We visit her as infrequently as I can possibly manage. Everytime we go she makes stupid comments about how I raise my child (I'm confident that I am a GREAT mother). She tries to make me feel awful for staying at home with her, and says I should work and she should babysit (f**k no!). I respond by reminding her that those plans are between me and my husband. This has all built up for a while and is really getting to me. I saw a counselor for some time, but that ended at least for now(she was a student and helped me for free, since graduated). She was incredibly supportive of establishing boundaries. The only thing is that the more I establish these boundaries the harder my grandmother jabs into me when I see her. ""poor me, you are keeping my girl from me..."" She just posted that she misses my baby ""her girl"" on a completely unrelated Facebook post I made.... It was a post about thrift shopping! It makes me so incredibly uncomfortable and anxious. If I talk to her about it she cries and throws a fit and makes me feel awful, and tells my mother how awful I am, and reminds me she is old and will die soon. I just had to get this off my chest. Thank you all who took the time to read. 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First time I experienced this sensation was in high school-- dehydration led to prostatitis. As you might imagine, feeling like you have to go to the restroom constantly led to some anxiety as a teenager in high school. I was struggling to sit through class and really didn't want to piss my pants in school. Went to doctor and got meds, everything cleared up. 10 years later I still experience this sensation occasionally, but it seems to manifest itself the most when I am in a situation which stresses me out. For example, I used to work in an environment where I was in an office building constantly having meetings with self proclaimed ""important"" people. I found that as soon as the door closed on these meetings and I knew I needed to be in that room for the next hour or 2 this sensation would kick in. As I tried to remain in the room and focus on the tasks at hand, the stress surrounding this sensation would build almost to the point of a panic attack. As soon as I left the room, the feeling would subside to some degree. I found I got the best relief from getting completely out of the building and feeling the fresh air. Unfortunately it wasn't a ""fix"" as when I went back in the room the feeling would return. I don't think a medical problem is the main cause because the sensation would completely go away once I removed myself from the scenario. For example, I clearly recall an instance where I drove 2.5 hours to attend a 1 hour meeting. I didn't feel the need to urinate for the entire 5 hours of driving, but for the 1 hour I was in the meeting I couldn't sit still and had to excuse myself constantly. The general unhappiness/dissatisfaction I felt with that job led to me leaving the position and now I work manual labor out in the woods. I feel completely relaxed and haven't felt this sensation at my new job. I also can urinate whenever/wherever I want with no social stigma, so the pressure is alleviated. PRESENT DAY: The other day I fell while skiing and believe I landed directly with my tailbone onto my ski or a rock or something. At the time I hopped right up and kept on down the hill but by that night I was extremely sore. Laying down, walking, sitting were all extremely painful. That pain has now begun to subside but the feeling of needing to urinate frequently has returned, even at home in a ""relaxed"" environment. I put ""relaxed"" in quotations because I have a somewhat elevated anxiety level lately due to life stuff. I am making an appointment to go see a doctor and get the regular stuff ruled out, but I wanted to post something here just to see if anyone can relate. I have been unable to focus on anything all day due to this sensation, but as I sit here and type this out I have felt some relief as I feel like I am getting this off my chest as I share my issue. Have any of y'all found a treatment/ way to get past this issue? I am currently taking a class and am a fairly social person--if I am relaxed and comfortable everything is fine, but if I get in my head before/during the event/class then I might be screwed. I have always been somewhat of a hypochondriac so inevitably this sensation makes me feel like I am on the verge of dying from prostate cancer. I posted this here in the anxiety section because I am addressing the health aspect separately. At least some, if not all, of this issue appears to be exacerbated by anxiety. I'm open to any tips or advice that anyone might have to share, especially if you can relate to what I have been through. 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I have no clue if this is the right place to post this and I apologise if it's not. Recently I feel like I'm constantly late for something even when I'm not. For example I'll just be sitting there watching tv and I'll feel a pang of worry and panic and I have to check the time and I always feel like I'm running out even when i have nothing to do. I also feel really nervous when I don't have a way of telling the time. Can you help at all? Sorry again if this is the wrong place haha,0.2617944664031633,1.9230222782608728,2.6472727272727283,94.70363636363636,82.73913043478261,5.920948616600791,20.019762845849804,6.980632752743323,0.19673913043478292,402,11,97,5,11,138,62,115,0.132,0.728,0.14,0.2422,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,2,6,1,10,0,0,0,1,18,19,12,0,3,6,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,5,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,6,10,4,9,18,1,19,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,3,13,60,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411362103300284,0.2582781590371517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771638459332167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20501666420933026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923696657696003,0.33262536847491514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040274872573084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501453889860274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746907618985754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489188702600252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820941081624037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32430255427152604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863898271568632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942528406403277,0.0,0.15324156928340266,0.0,0.0,0.1325402052048739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948077064064372,0.0,0.1737340254883138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565189986471704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809970819453981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319077137684635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576134346901506,0.0,0.0,0.16968716046421115,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shrubby24,2018/02/26,"Doctor prescribed 25 mg of Hydroxyzine for Work Related Anxiety Hello y'all, I've been struggling with work related anxiety. I do not have any anxiety outside of the working week. Yeah, maybe a bit of post-drinking anxiety but that goes away in a day. It has gotten so bad I dread the bi-weekly department meetings. I am not afraid of talking in a group but for some reason my body thinks I'm panicking and it causes my body to shake, mind goes blank, speech is shaky, etc. I talked to my doctor about it and since I do not need daily medication, she prescribed me 25 mg of Hydroxyzine to use as needed. She said to take either a half dose or full dose 30 mins before any important meeting. She said it has a calming effect but will make you a tad sleepy. Has anyone had experiencing taking Hydroxyzine before or during work? Did it affect your work performance? Any bad side effects the day after? Any advice would be helpful! I have a meeting tomorrow so I want to make sure it does not have a negative effect on me during/post meeting. 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I'll try to keep this short because I know no one likes a wall of text. The symptoms of my anxiety manifest in my body shaking, sweating, slurring or stuttering words, and acting abnormally. Until recently I took a beta blocker to calm down the symptoms, but I stopped taking it because it was making me exhausted. Since I stopped my symptoms have come back/gotten worse, and as a result I have symptoms every second I'm out of the house. I can't go to the bank without thinking they're going to assume I'm on meth or a stimulant drug, and as a result I get more anxious which enables the cycle of panic until I manage to find somewhere safe to hide and calm down. I can't go to collage without thinking my professor and peers assume I'm drunk/high because of the way I anxious-talk and act. Does anyone else experience their anxiety like this, and if so what do you do to cope? Thanks ",6.06715849595431,5.9838359633507885,6.997524988100906,75.82033317467874,66.32984293193718,9.249119466920515,35.68824369347929,8.841846274778883,3.1395612565445035,763,35,139,11,11,256,115,191,0.17600000000000002,0.735,0.09,-0.8943,0,0,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,1,1,11,0,2,11,0,9,9,2,5,0,34,28,16,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,0,7,9,0,5,7,0,1,8,6,5,0,2,2,0,19,6,25,25,1,21,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,7,87,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26645797830294105,0.26232919239569397,0.0,0.08118269303111468,0.11896238089825245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927689365156706,0.0,0.21232796283284291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896549203724378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000134099138956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160348877754567,0.0,0.1360731518263008,0.0,0.26928781318680445,0.0,0.09699008546916643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782271991994512,0.0,0.0,0.11357209788197613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10611705282833814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060659605278311414,0.0,0.1979539234245701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267036641651413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396855411450473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319866732973462,0.0,0.0,0.1276155645715838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344520667209718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750039476298486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867514950536589,0.0,0.0,0.13622315666117035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804919707693101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463880138768018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604251929968227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413646895167389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4827065016362586,0.08729584113155972,0.09332008540130478,0.0,0.10689306509825468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14878965078666442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899593785938865,0.07882706918699922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027667285604208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215803804872014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22384043705989848,0.0,0.0,0.11790935918998878,0.11832000679779565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sapuk,2018/02/26,"I don't know how to help my 19yo son with anxiety My son, who is a freshman in college, has anxiety that is severely impacting his ability to succeed in college and to be happy in general. He lives almost 400 miles away from us in an apartment where he has a private bedroom. He keeps his interactions with apartment mates to a bare minimum. He goes to all of his classes, but will not interact with professors or other students. On weekends, he spends all of his time in his bedroom, sometimes playing video games, or browsing Reddit, or occasionally watching Netflix. He tries to keep up on his schoolwork, but often ends up in stressful situations when deadlines creep up. He spends all of his time alone because the thought of any kind of social interaction locks him up. Examples: He once got to the point where he was eating rice and ketchup because he didn't want to deal with the stress of going to the supermarket. He is starting to fall behind in calculus because he can't quite grasp some of the new concepts. His college has a great math lab that other students swear by, but he won't go to get help because then he'd have to interact with people. Once, when an acquaintance from home invited him to a party, he stood at the door for ten minutes building up the courage to knock. (To his credit, he did eventually knock.) His college offers free counseling, but he won't take advantage of it because it would require talking with people. He has decided that what he experiences is just normal and I suppose it is for him. Any time I suggest counseling, he just hangs up. Otherwise, he and I have a really good relationship, often having long talks on the phone. When he is home, he is game for hiking or mountain biking. He just doesn't want to have to deal with other people. In my opinion, he is on the verge of failing his classes or at least setting himself up for failure in the near future. I had hoped that by being on his own that he would buckle down and do the things that are necessary for adult living. Most of all, I just want him to be happy. I feel that his anxiety is preventing him from being able to do what is necessary to deal with the anxiety. I'm trying to find the right balance between being encouraging and trying to help him see that he has to get help. My most recent conversation with him in the last hour ended with him refusing to talk and eventually hanging up. I sent him a text telling him that I love him and I'm proud of him. I tell him that there is no shame in needing help and that everyone needs help at some point. I really am proud of his effort in the face of this anxiety. He's a great kid and has so much to offer, but the anxiety keeps him in his own quiet hell. I feel horrible guilt over not recognizing the extent of his anxiety while he was home with us in high school. I just thought that he was an introvert and I have no real problem with that. He very reliably worked as a lifeguard while he was in high school, so I had every confidence that he could find his place in the world. I would greatly appreciate any help from any of you. What was helpful in getting to the point where you knew you had to get help, especially when severe social anxiety stands as a real obstacle to seeking help?",6.315714591173452,6.44230781487342,6.829849469722892,76.5192216900445,65.78797468354429,10.060280533698256,34.011460827916515,9.836113211274913,3.2237099213137186,2577,107,486,51,37,844,269,632,0.114,0.736,0.15,0.9904,0,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,2,3,0,9,18,25,1,4,32,0,52,3,1,1,4,84,82,33,0,12,17,2,2,0,1,6,0,1,6,2,26,23,1,6,10,7,4,6,10,7,0,1,16,5,58,19,107,53,13,80,1,1,2,1,112,52,1,14,20,333,84,18,0.06122079948145333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613037873545125,0.0634062850356948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16652897199222327,0.0,0.3746699522769183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05751895637830936,0.0,0.0,0.18659815566488536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887982680414781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893478682072822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264416165887246,0.0,0.0,0.10844691408914578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051581163994554965,0.058499097464253275,0.0,0.05988568924325555,0.0,0.0,0.061910151394056076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190940323550212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794136373497428,0.0,0.06958638235837522,0.051349102003885184,0.04896386597178451,0.20248844267013155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303413588882954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103501141335033,0.12936627181457566,0.18422836055633124,0.06080606752533261,0.0602901554982831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16324757851481184,0.0,0.06375204174948898,0.033645350332783285,0.04990312260864426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811817511832884,0.05417848103487667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05525416175160689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500433177433903,0.09078889417912824,0.0,0.0591274296301357,0.0,0.0,0.059983385085323734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039630683399758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273283818287141,0.0,0.06396270527516662,0.0,0.17362033146337774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858003705418253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511585606568758,0.0,0.13936534549720184,0.0784392235919656,0.0,0.06044815375565427,0.06572822739846299,0.0,0.05228222825239582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391743499545142,0.04878505090308938,0.0,0.0,0.13832415521256186,0.0,0.0,0.06881474366810028,0.0,0.12481379070853572,0.0,0.0,0.060548936098946675,0.0,0.04333239697469831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025643792502926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0460304221875507,0.14762087886157224,0.10701935432551264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04067237885843058,0.0,0.0,0.0972049527172245,0.10709502150679008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469471262725705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14728216771592995,0.0,0.0,0.050513571132995684,0.10832884113114404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456947115870077,0.0,0.0,0.1304684983232305,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnaccommodatingTed,2018/02/26,"Fear of dying suddenly I am going through an existential crisis that has been going on for almost a year now. I am 26 and not suffering from any kind of medical condition (except for anxiety and depression, that is), nor do I have a dangerous profession. It has given me some comfort that if I live a long life, I will likely be kind of tired of living at the end of it, and I may even welcome death at that point. Of course my OCD-fueled brain has now made sudden, unexpected death the focus of my obsessions. I know, intellectually, that if I were to die at a young age I would (likely) not be 'around' afterwards to regret this fact. I'd be dead, right? Even so, the thought of not getting to say goodbye to life is extremely terrifying to me. Whenever I am having a good time I find myself thinking ""what if I die right now?"". I try to tell myself that I should spend my time alive as pleasantly as possible, regardless of whether I die tonight or in 60 years, but I just cannot deal with the fact that I am not guaranteed any number of years. How should I deal with this? 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It's usually only water that does this, I can drink an energy drink with 240mg of caffeine and be totally fine ",5.265652173913047,6.7676074492753635,6.551420289855077,72.67147826086958,68.71014492753623,9.577971014492757,26.84347826086957,9.888512548439397,2.81236,290,9,48,7,5,98,51,69,0.127,0.774,0.098,-0.269,0,0,4,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,2,10,2,0,1,8,6,4,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,9,5,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,8,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13739105155830306,0.2028932507138612,0.0,0.12557825029204606,0.1840181334961726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143327196441129,0.0,0.0,0.7037459177351579,0.0,0.18377235093439406,0.1500300713629416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908095325015698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383190936197396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282305899482307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877419190346481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15268676706722975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659145052970567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505430149628702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25423906243734923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472433160302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19780048919432455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,minusmeminus,2018/02/26,"Studying and failing anxiety I'm 39 years old, I was never a good student in school. I did not go to college but I did end up working in Information Technology all the way to a Network Engineer and IT Director. I'm going well in my career. But one thing I just still to this day have a hard time with is Studying for anything. I have to take a test soon. A boating exam for driving riding and rules and regs for boating in the state of NH and im terrified. Because im so terrible at studying. I swear every test ive ever taken in my life ive failed. I dont want to my wife and kids and not be able to be the man and rent a boat when we go on vaca but this is driving me nuts.. i know it sounds silly but its true. 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I am set up to see a new therapist (psychologist) to hopefully work through my anxiety/depression. It has become so much that I am just barely functional, like bare minimum kind of stuff. If I didn’t have a daughter I would probably not get out of bed. Last night I couldn’t get to sleep because I was so worried that she would declare me an unfit mother or try to have me committed because of my issues. Logically I know that I am a loving and caring mom, I stay at home with my daughter and try very hard to meet her needs and play with her, teach her things, but I just don’t take her out much or see other people much. And logically I probably don’t need inpatient care but...there’s anxiety for you, it just magnifies these fears. I haven’t been to therapy for maybe 6 years now, my old therapist retired and I’m just dreading trying to establish a new relationship and trust with this new doctor. I know it’s her job to try to make heads or tails of what I tell her, but I’m so terrified she will judge me personally or decide that I’m a bad person. I guess the tl; dr is that I’m starting with a new therapist, have anxiety about it, and would like to know that it’s gonna be ok, or how to know if she’s not the right therapist for me.",6.085122601279316,5.054068951492543,7.15407249466951,77.86694029850747,66.57462686567163,11.388486140724947,33.32196162046908,10.7630783206399,3.2976260127931774,1021,38,219,25,14,347,135,268,0.109,0.794,0.097,-0.7374,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,1,12,13,0,2,9,1,20,5,2,2,1,47,45,21,0,9,15,4,1,2,0,5,2,0,2,2,19,14,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,3,33,10,29,35,3,18,0,0,2,1,20,5,0,9,13,142,52,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905507117326452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588600752532408,0.11080651505291916,0.1003764382964481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853286534152375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827997226506757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930256646134632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06002934095777389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227200950491834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496835992346744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012116744579594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141599755719292,0.0,0.09327524903525584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911660609864272,0.09027029785673424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486136337067687,0.09019032373433686,0.0,0.0,0.09464377539796916,0.19979425867454373,0.07408421437526279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880461032838245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202815676352923,0.0,0.06066710581360742,0.0,0.09130719549216494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644457610210084,0.0,0.0,0.2004349861510297,0.13478162382757378,0.0,0.3511130320665312,0.0,0.08529034728571486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953695605827062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300890366741481,0.15871628623522038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598094397510135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975775429381701,0.0,0.07761614110288118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484873813433574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095162939461547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865914672487674,0.0968723753643514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404271726403254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833495554716358,0.0,0.0794383635101435,0.0,0.207872106702254,0.4221025698656325,0.06038061501942829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468224922966858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749904622607464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616608507262675,0.1845982744286655,0.0,0.19368840452726555,0.0,0.0,0.05852759943147574 anxiety,Skinnyloveinacage,2018/02/26,"Seeking a New Medication - Any Suggestions? Hey there, I recently went off Celexa due to some strange side effects and not being able to get the dosing right. At 10mg, it was ineffective but I still got dizzy and nauseous when I forgot to take it. At 20mg, I was dizzy and nauseous all the time. At 30mg, I had memory loss. The combination of side effects made this medication ineffective for me and after 3 years off and on it, I decided to quit cold turkey from the 10mg daily dose I was on. This was difficult for a week but not the 1st time I have done it and I feel fine now. Except I'm not fine. I am experiencing very vividly why I went on medication in the first place, and it's obvious to me that at this point in my life I cannot not be on medication. There are too many life events going on that is causing my anxiety and depression to flare up, and it's making every day absolutely miserable for me. I have made an appointment for next week to meet with a therapist and hopefully have weekly meetings with her to discuss all of the things happening in my life and my feelings and how I can better cope. I will be discussing medication with her, but I know she cannot prescribe it to me. I've been thinking about Wellbutrin, but I would love to hear experiences with other medications. Tldr: I am seeking a medication that is not Celexa to help with my anxiety and depression. I have Aetna insurance and many medications are covered. Personal experiences and insight would be great right now. Thank you.",5.1202881355932215,6.131248376271187,6.442499999999999,75.14442796610172,68.62711864406779,10.23898305084746,31.360169491525426,10.355215969177356,3.2839457627118636,1201,49,231,32,20,407,150,295,0.122,0.7909999999999999,0.087,-0.7668,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,8,9,14,0,1,12,0,27,14,0,7,3,51,47,21,0,3,10,0,2,0,0,3,13,1,0,1,15,20,0,1,8,0,0,3,7,7,0,1,13,6,32,7,41,27,3,42,0,4,1,1,14,21,0,2,18,163,47,0,0.08784397591407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059736915919855735,0.0,0.1344008022694563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769085813101119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023996100057036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05665209731376545,0.0,0.15131977547149933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898948861371033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740123383872186,0.0,0.0,0.17185652876276813,0.0,0.0,0.0888331072766119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472004103739205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589485178870106,0.0,0.049923755877185325,0.0,0.07025685223840014,0.09684829356173973,0.0,0.0,0.07768013779162654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900654516086214,0.0,0.05887996538365955,0.0,0.0,0.08724888888036833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04827675184393557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614039412932928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928261792024968,0.1662401879767468,0.05863653604229367,0.17812000783931287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7079485126275523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484025932826986,0.09342306495279226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07670197146806255,0.0917782581929966,0.0,0.08304095092105752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343288131333824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867353286389268,0.0,0.0,0.15003655091857165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015231263766589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604773756969055,0.0,0.0,0.08087493081130279,0.0,0.10199362661008736,0.05835963429210497,0.056286872781449816,0.0,0.0,0.10244505755607128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248047989449741,0.0,0.0,0.21138941643396555,0.0,0.0,0.1628644914869557,0.07926552500603469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480368024511868,0.0,0.0,0.05656864041077924 anxiety,LunarWyvern,2018/02/26,"14M how do i cope with overthinking and Anxiety I will take like 5 minutes thinking if I should send something to someone in a group chat or PMs also it is like I will remember one thing that could be interpreted wrong and it is like sometimes I am snuggling my dogs and I just feel so sad because I know they are going to die. I can't do stuff impulsively, I have like so many phobias and it is just horrible it is like a trapped mind with no escape. Does anyone know anything that can help? EDIT: I also to try coping and getting out of my mind go on electronics as much as possible.",1.3188846153846183,3.631333683333336,3.2516666666666687,88.19076923076923,83.0,6.35897435897436,25.06410256410256,7.61054688173877,1.4232179487179488,462,19,95,8,13,155,83,120,0.19,0.682,0.128,-0.8798,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,16,1,0,1,0,23,24,14,1,3,4,0,1,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,0,6,1,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,1,13,5,11,19,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,5,67,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830065967144959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536286712141046,0.0,0.0,0.12372444795218662,0.0,0.1456111170357123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786436946701353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127662942593608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183641552523487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548462497320708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894689904615155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244675060459223,0.0,0.20112447601188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186028773007234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194489301687422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322333075027278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939502254218972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573291430150318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007534433623744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990288910933768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947952945667025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044482310620115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992539661009208,0.13622133489620147,0.17500368079576933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202560329416731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304103804963066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755476587257832,0.11337956846001122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013441849129534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346218968324733,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JAJG91,2018/02/26,"People with driving anxiety/phobia - how did you overcome it? I am 26 and I have renewed my G1 because I hadn’t been able to get my G2. I’ve had my G1 since I was 19, and I’ve taken driver’s ed, but never been able to stick to a driving regimen. I have really horrible driving anxiety - where even thinking about practicing driving makes me panic and very emotional. It is wrapped up in fear of hurting someone or being hurt, a complete lack of confidence, and not liking being in control of a vehicle. I am very nervous about driving and just don’t want to, but I also want to have my license just so that it’s done. It’s gotten so bad now because it’s a bit of a running joke within my family that I still haven’t gotten my license, which has upped my anxiety and embarrassment about it. It makes me want to avoid it further and my avoidance all these years has fuelled my fear of driving. If you’ve experienced this, how did you overcome it? Any tips or things you did that made the process easier? Thank you. 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They’re normal and I think it annoys them with all my ups and downs. I’ve recently quit my antidepressants, about three weeks ago. And today has just been bad. Ive been pulling my hair out and my mind won’t stop racing. I can’t focus on my job and I keep crying randomly and getting frustrated. I’m in a weird, fucked up situation with my ex that I’m still in love with and Im stressed beyond belief. I just feel like I’m losing my mind and my emotions are very erratic today.",1.7572027972027977,3.589722902097904,3.965734265734266,86.22244755244759,78.72027972027972,7.476923076923077,20.79020979020979,8.384062270229773,1.0927314685314684,537,14,115,11,13,185,86,143,0.277,0.67,0.053,-0.9876,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,3,9,12,3,1,1,0,11,3,1,0,2,30,21,10,0,1,4,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,8,1,1,3,3,21,4,17,17,1,19,1,2,0,2,5,8,1,1,11,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576710972692506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085369920459604,0.0,0.0,0.09920504573261432,0.14537172883570915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846297910146802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15584734095543168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852163934609887,0.15959469830308576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173824928938481,0.10135833494681476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116478329215744,0.0741258843612248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325358944379547,0.0,0.1407929443663238,0.12610851069041712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862975587343307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174524597774306,0.0,0.0,0.1280512723925702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4297718182759807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942577630154582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901122628768947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13588079464888916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15090570479788815,0.0,0.0,0.09089127468433997,0.0,0.14008832559962134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15947786025027405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330469565940145,0.11861713723476505,0.16252183336241838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807381707477214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090910288632415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4034539045601243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706497486561887,0.0,0.0,0.1138067185248623,0.0,0.12756619579357306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beepboop340,2018/02/26,"Schedule anxiety I wake up panicking because I do not have a schedule. I’m a uni student with one class only on Tuesday’s and Thursday’s at 6 pm. I’ve purposely made my life so that I don’t really have a schedule, because depression makes it hard to do things. Yet I have horrible anxiety because I don’t have anything to do today (or anyone to see. ) I also have anxiety about being forced to leave my apartment for class tomorrow ",4.576666666666668,5.654371162790699,6.465116279069767,74.2401550387597,69.93023255813954,9.919379844961243,36.42635658914729,10.125756701596842,4.09257984496124,344,19,61,9,6,120,56,86,0.254,0.746,0.0,-0.9501,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,0,11,2,1,2,0,6,15,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,2,8,0,10,13,0,12,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,1,8,42,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867093893052108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5358218193126608,0.0,0.0,0.1632507255128154,0.0,0.19212953375227726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269714724274376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010911542739313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914719884801888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472156732314459,0.0,0.0,0.16490986982518308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209191176949352,0.15584597160059446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820829239623274,0.17756779813354867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956967587108294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18604886475895094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511001369433386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130642698672465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Catfishwolf,2018/02/26,"Interview anxiety Firat post on this sub. I've had anxiety in the past, it got really bad 4 years ago when I was unemployed and spent everyday for 6 months doing nothing but watching TV and playing video games, rarely leaving the house. But I took meds for a year and got myself 99% better. I have a series of interviews over the next few weeks for universities because I want to finally improve myself. And now the anxiety is back and I know I'm going to fuck up this opportunity. Had the first interview today. Campus tour, presentation, literacy & numeracy exam all went well. Then we had a group interview and the anxiety just floored me out of nowhere. I had to speak in front of 7 strangers who were all handling the situation confidently and there was me not speaking because I just couldn't. The interviewer kept directing questions at me to get me involved but all I could manage was 1 or 2 word answers. My voice had gone all hoarse and whispery. My face was burning bright red. I was about to have a panic attack after years of being free from anxiety. Then it was over. I composed myself quickly when I realised I was free to go, narrowly avoiding an attack. I've got 2 more interviews to go and I fear I'll have the same reaction again. I don't want to fuck up this opportunity and have to reapply next year, or the year after that. I know I'll be great in this career but I can't get my foot in the door to prove myself because of this stupid disorder. It's just not fair.",3.2813084853291064,5.4185594054982875,4.8327319587628885,80.34903449643144,75.21993127147765,8.188263283108645,28.030795664816278,8.950670267944501,2.458553158868624,1181,49,224,27,26,396,160,291,0.161,0.6990000000000001,0.14,-0.7175,2,1,0,0,0,0,28.0,1,0,0,4,12,18,5,3,16,0,25,4,2,0,5,40,45,20,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,10,12,0,2,5,4,3,7,5,9,1,1,21,6,28,11,33,20,7,46,0,0,3,2,14,12,2,3,26,151,38,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909060648369948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111893809815898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4275758738156079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543430189496534,0.0,0.08595572042781026,0.09333575742114088,0.20442918952238864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886469720992364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925118026990121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811522827795252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257891379637831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245494010220945,0.0,0.09508421467320824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20668675544732454,0.11680603702260063,0.0,0.19058987609804506,0.0,0.2682138899183776,0.12324329333745987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12898481468818682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286816153531888,0.0,0.0,0.11836411324769465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416787059877435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922567432023179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377691082625353,0.0,0.0,0.10726066683344844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115554418212927,0.0,0.0,0.10671137599607347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705907435163774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252247183751152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161229634761658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565095856328776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595905447214728,0.0,0.12419718381151552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186731023638826,0.0,0.08966713781555552,0.0,0.10050808780968053,0.1036257612829671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35992918860271755 anxiety,potemkinvillagelife,2018/02/26,"Bailing on social events I'm sure this is a common problem, but my anxiety has been causing me to bail last minute on social events, especially any that are seated or where I might feel ""trapped"" like restaurant trips or comedy shows. I used to go to any social events I could without a second thought and I want to be able to do that again, but as these events get nearer I start panicking more and more, making my self feel sick and dizzy and then pulling out. Then soon after I make the decision to bail I start to feel fine again. Does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this? I know the theory is to just carry on (and my avoiding the situation is exacerbating it) but it's easier said then done in the heat of the moment, and when the panic attack is hitting all my logic goes out the window and I feel like I have to bail just to survive.",4.824657097288675,5.368318461988307,5.516002126528447,83.20373205741626,69.05847953216374,8.323444976076557,25.486975013290802,8.296473431620573,1.4122116959064333,671,17,137,9,11,218,102,171,0.14,0.759,0.1,-0.8591,0,2,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,2,9,0,14,1,0,5,2,38,31,18,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,7,10,0,1,8,1,0,3,1,4,0,1,4,5,15,4,23,23,3,29,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,19,95,22,0,0.1515739685852647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811632785033207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30922648899250943,0.0,0.11595367109153132,0.0,0.0,0.10598404310512692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724372711943147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155708218708315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101948022925753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15626610602078184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264340134791444,0.15511279522058613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30656141121954755,0.10828447344322406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07919114260095478,0.0,0.08614297937048271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330108913272974,0.12355301470508817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810276950774973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023536020436389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079602763333065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783939369885796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503581742450514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14418155421413653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812470628865893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037549139016994,0.0,0.46353171843814395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145696702231704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428566715873761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033280008011225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091124255190956,0.0,0.0,0.08940225381769967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461118967865126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cleigh94,2018/02/26,"Nothing's Wrong *possible trigger It's completely dead at work. Nothing to do. Nothing is wrong. There's no sound. I could just relax and sip my coffee. Why won't that voice in my head shut up? Nothings wrong so you should obviously FREAK THE FUCK OUT. ""You have a long list of things to worry about, calls to make, payments overdue, misbehaving kids. And even better I just reached out to my SO at a bad time. He was nice about it, just saying he can't talk. Yet it feels like I fucked up. I really couldn't get a handle on it and just be with myself. I feel ashamed that I ""needed help"" when nothings wrong. I have 12 hours left to ride out until a big change in my life happens and I'm so fucking terrified. Even though everything seems lined up as best it can be. I should be celebrating, cheering, smiling like my shit don't stink. But I'm choking back tears and I know it's going to break. I'll end up in the employee bathroom again crying. For nothing. 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I was watching a video of my friends having fun together drinking and stuff, they were all screaming and laughing and stuff, and it just made me feel so anxious hearing them all being really loud and stuff, does this happen to anyone else?",10.693636363636363,9.224560484848489,9.259696969696972,67.85954545454545,57.78787878787878,11.224242424242425,40.18181818181819,9.725611199111238,4.104763636363637,296,12,45,4,3,91,45,66,0.095,0.738,0.16699999999999998,0.7561,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,12,10,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,6,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,6,3,5,5,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32856200495958066,0.0,0.2033593604030708,0.297995949484246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25451262727393376,0.0,0.0,0.1424543256735024,0.0,0.0,0.2429562387008934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352773432132609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234962305135034,0.0,0.07597492809811245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859269947186658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16389670859969707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13759807294616275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081456454614003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794755753025764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6658754953449558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wasabicupcakes,2018/02/26,"Have You Started Buying Groceries Online Yet? I just found out that my (half) sister has been buying groceries online. She has always had mental health issues and now I think she is becoming more and more of a shut-in. One of my relatives is in law enforcement and he says they often find ""these people"" dead in their apartments; the neighbors complain of the smell. Nothing like kicking my anxiety into overdrive hearing something like this. Just venting here.",5.870529100529102,8.500849209876545,5.238906525573197,78.11222222222223,69.24691358024691,6.603880070546737,31.32451499118166,7.447530270364453,2.397273721340388,370,16,54,4,7,112,62,81,0.15,0.85,0.0,-0.8938,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,2,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,11,3,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,3,10,2,7,8,2,8,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,5,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22244721848692012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451337746706494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952545957643281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443427329779623,0.0,0.0,0.29312309109525325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28416854192720825,0.3013101499438739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27903215108055235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26121637477391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26941453574781266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565186974620807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811556251820185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853389968563405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21259846828146653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20581039597592726,0.0,0.0,0.1892237112729924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712998473999344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,badasset312,2018/02/26,"Very Anxious 22 F studying for licensing exams. Very anxious and just feel like taking a break from studying. But i know if I take a break, I'll never get back into it. But at the same time, I'm too anxious to even think right now. My mind feels like it is buzzing, and all of my thoughts are clouded and are having trouble coming through. 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I’ve been on lexapro for about a year and a half, and currently on 20 mg... the cap is at 25 mg. I’ve been having roughly two panic attacks per week and my doctor is making me stay at this dosage of lexapro, but I’m worried that it’s not doing what it needs to do. Of course, I know that anxiety meds aren’t a miracle worker, but I feel like the meds aren’t helping as they should. Should I move up a dose? Or switch medications? Thoughts?",1.6335280641466206,3.518579958762892,2.846323024054985,93.85225658648342,79.30927835051546,5.9605956471935855,23.14891179839633,6.937597516519254,0.5651887743413515,364,12,82,4,9,117,68,97,0.106,0.77,0.124,0.6966,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,6,0,11,3,0,1,0,14,17,7,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,2,3,2,6,1,12,12,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,50,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175757578342031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613729855702197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351581340855665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11616814444479967,0.16413293900285164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399610648077838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626420156775486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224389822846756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533594354071923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5103993368376676,0.23144823927613284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441871362233105,0.0,0.1703561877252522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26956129009191115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448821745028476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823952733717366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22443167289109572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842910225346292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333215567469206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795101042278822 anxiety,OpenDADT,2018/02/26,"Girlfriend keeps waking up during the night due to her anxiety. What can I do to help? She's been in therapy for a few months now, she takes 6mg of melatonin before getting into bed and just started taking 50mg of benadryl. We've tried all the sleep hygiene stuff and even listen to head space before bed. What else can I do for her? She has an apt with a doctor, but not till next week. She states she just ""dozes"" and then wakes up and starts stressing out about not getting enough sleep and how terrible the next day will be because of it. Her anxiety during the day isn't that bad.",3.5264877589453865,4.9138213474576276,3.923333333333337,90.28654425612056,72.81355932203391,6.600376647834276,24.128060263653484,6.937597516519254,0.7416693032015065,461,13,96,4,9,144,83,118,0.093,0.86,0.047,-0.6741,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,7,0,9,6,5,1,1,16,17,9,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,10,0,16,14,3,20,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,13,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625802887029873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329696570136866,0.1046190062227716,0.0,0.2920748825859477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22136362011373045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566210038146993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336792318637076,0.0,0.0,0.1773311118424686,0.0,0.1133545259899368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933052822850068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613339530784064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503441979659072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254526830341586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698681776435365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650432877274128,0.16105535616141514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343491321861794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24294947035195585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196592097866374,0.0,0.1964658067205071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580763463667179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19626439126108794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651988082638777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376645899397309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,I_lay_eggs,2018/02/26,Worst anxiety symptom What is everyone's worst anxiety symptom? Mine is nausea since I never know when i'm really sick or not and I am constantly fearing I will get stomach flu..,4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,6.182941176470589,70.91990196078433,73.11764705882355,10.415686274509804,34.86274509803922,10.504223727775694,4.705227450980392,144,8,23,5,3,50,27,34,0.451,0.5489999999999999,0.0,-0.9577,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,5,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43671773193684493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084564771059606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27274771312388485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211964846356408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912928525943886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15686895624545538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22014695607928567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285853783466388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23611680610125105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5933575997471712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,m_eye_nd,2018/02/26,"I have a group presentation to present on Friday! :( Hi guys, I’ve suffered with anxiety for 6 years, it ranges in intensity. For me it’s obsessive negative thoughts “I’m not good enough” “I cant do this” “I’m not worthy of peoples attention and time” “I get everything wrong” etc etc. And in social situations blushing is a REALLY bad problem for me. I also experience physical symptoms like fast heart beat and tight chest, a rushing feeling and my stomach churns and I stutter my words with a shaky voice. On Friday I have a group presentation to present to my university class, and I feel SO much pressure. I already feel embarrassed about it and it’s not even happened yet!! Does it sound silly if I was to have a glass or two of wine before I went? ...I feel like I shouldn’t even have to have any substance just to TALK to a group of people :( I’ve been dealing okay with my anxiety at the moment as I recently purchased CBD oil here in the UK and it is definitely helping. But I don’t feel it’s helped enough yet to get me through this presentation. And I know if I go and it’s really bad and I blush and stutter like hell, then it will send my anxiety ski high and I’ll obsess over it for agers; so it will stunt or even undo the progress I’ve made so far. Ugh, anxiety sucks! 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My dad got angry because I'm delayed for just 1 year. Teachers in school always get mad at me for being absent making me more anxious attending classes. I feel ashamed sometimes facing my classmates because they look at me in a negative way instead of supporting me. My enviroment as a student is very shitty, maybe because I'm really anxious about what other people think of me. The reason why I'm writing a post here is to get support and be motivated because no one gives me support anymore and it just sucks. Instead of attending classes, I'd rather sleep and face my computer all the time. I wan't to be sucessful like my dad, but the pressure made me really anxious. Its like I'm scared that I won't make it. Somedays depression would hit me like a truck and be sad for no reason at all, I always stay positive but fighting it is like a very hard battle no one can win. I always procastinate and never get things done because of my crazy thoughts. Just please tell me something to support my situation so I can take action and do my best as a person. I feel depressed lately and can't get shit done. Makes me feel like I don't belong anymore. 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I'm a teacher at a college and although there were no classes today I was at work and had a quite serious panic attack. I didn't know what was happening at first I thought I was having a stroke (which I've always been paranoid about) and genuinely thought that I might die. got taken to the hospital, had a bunch of tests done and turns out I was fine but which actually took some time for me to accept. I was offered a new contract today and need to give an answer tomorrow. I was planning to say yes but am now worried that they won't want me anymore and am honestly not even sure I'm up to doing it. quite scared to go back in tomorrow. I feel really ashamed. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it. I really don't know what I should do. I guess I've always had anxiety but I just never knew this could happen to me. 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I had a horrible year last year, where I was bogged down with uni work and getting treated like crap at my job. I left my emotionally abusive ex early last year which was a huge step for me, but because I moved to a different town I haven’t seen or heard from my “friends” since the breakup. This, as well as my poor grades and piles of work from uni and my toxic work environment sent me into a downward spiral where I started thinking about suicide. Everything was setting me off into having anxiety attacks. I couldn’t leave my bedroom, I didn’t eat, I was constantly moody and over thinking every interaction I had with people. I assumed everyone hated me. Every time someone would look at me strangely it would keep me up for hours that night. Or if I talked or said something I would constantly repeat and dissect everything I said in my head later on and worry how I might’ve come across to other people. I ended up seeing a counsellor, and met the most amazing human last year that I now call my boyfriend. I started taking anxiety medication, going to the gym, and improving my diet. I’m really trying hard to improve myself. My self confidence has raised and I stopped over thinking and no longer have suicidal or self destructive thoughts. I’ve been so much more productive with my self promotion for my freelance graphic design business. I’ve finished designing my portfolio and started applying for professional jobs in my area. I’m feeling really good, and I’m so lucky to have the love and support from my boyfriend and my family, as well as this subreddit. I want to say thank you to everyone here. I have only been a lurker, but I think it’s time to come out of my shell and make a post here. 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Even though I ask him to get out and sometimes even beg him, he just won’t stop yelling at me while I’m crying and hyperventilating in my bed. He even laughed at me once. Just a few minutes ago i was having a panic attack in my bed because I felt too crippled to get up for school and he started yelling at me which gave me extra anxiety (I’m on new medication which has a side effect of anxiety on the first week) and he said he was trying to give me anxiety so that I can get out of bed (???). I have had countless doctors and psychologists tell him that he should not do it, and he has even agreed and promised to stop, yet he continues to do so anyway. When I ask him to apologize, it always starts with an “I’m sorry, but...” like it’s always accompanied by an excuse. Edit: I need advice ",3.3039273927392765,4.4736305148514885,5.259029702970299,81.34356105610563,73.05940594059406,8.158943894389441,26.337953795379534,8.648137234880735,1.845587062706272,772,26,157,14,15,267,107,202,0.198,0.7240000000000001,0.078,-0.973,0,1,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,14,10,4,3,8,0,16,2,0,1,0,22,35,15,0,3,5,2,1,1,0,3,2,3,3,0,7,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,3,7,0,1,6,4,23,3,22,26,2,24,0,0,0,0,25,11,0,1,14,104,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978330962451233,0.09051671203724694,0.0,0.0,0.10575792027784847,0.0,0.0,0.2548977397883534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39057952734004375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092310596140186,0.4646715692215894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449385962095745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216596225883832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451663447770944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697777957466343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804416708209368,0.0,0.0,0.08685697650138384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16004895104450692,0.19591153631391856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812256312255104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049887087806323976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286776223581948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07571524358590781,0.0,0.09862104341135472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087466503905126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35942161561323577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713252330175384,0.0,0.0,0.10334346353761914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099203183495224,0.11430676287506845,0.14455173275388564,0.0,0.0,0.17074151226142426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08925096570925732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032517007616924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932779334455963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060228692564097776,0.0,0.08190861657699036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PatrckBateman,2018/02/26,"thoughts on group therapy? I've been seeing my current therapist for a year and I've been thinking about trying group therapy. My anxiety is so bad that my therapist is really the only person i have a conversation with in real life, other than that I have three online friends who I am close to and no one else. I'm thinking it might be a good step to try group therapy and open up to others in a non-judgemental space and also be able to relate to people who have similar issues. What are your thoughts on group therapy? Did it help you?",5.052857142857143,5.782983551401872,6.362082777036048,76.6751401869159,68.62616822429906,10.226435246995996,30.238985313751673,10.290406445055957,3.134042456608812,428,16,81,11,7,145,70,107,0.07200000000000001,0.8420000000000001,0.086,0.3709,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,0,0,13,19,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,5,1,8,2,14,11,0,11,0,0,1,0,12,8,0,1,2,58,17,0,0.14834184303449566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862891828025443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348110389190964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385924269088085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392057504577472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460853995059947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442209990626235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943041047417316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483034370724494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477823072475262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736725319253012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100520271957247,0.11282065616719135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284155598018904,0.12952637552610208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884549353571585,0.09503158315787846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820924301533095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6785673025190345,0.34447262641920484,0.0,0.1901029264708197,0.0,0.2355337068494581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142874801221608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955272833358465 anxiety,emokiddo00002,2018/02/26,"I freezed during exam So I studied a lot this weekend, and I confident about getting the higher mark. I sat down with my classmates (it was oral) and my mind start floating around, the teacher ask me a question and I say I don't know it, even if I do. Long story short, I completely messed up and got a D. Idk I had this strange feeling telling me to say I didn't knew things. Can someone explain me what happened?",2.6810714285714283,4.343016392857148,3.5590476190476217,90.91928571428572,75.54761904761905,5.752380952380952,31.04761904761905,6.18269132825596,1.4543761904761898,323,16,67,2,7,103,61,84,0.079,0.858,0.063,-0.0498,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,14,16,6,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,15,0,6,10,1,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,46,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363330610634614,0.2481875176031701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783502296907011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534672163867987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423442397426907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387020938951829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123282271574881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347626660909601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590060336267427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23494102436376105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257011974531272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680586392805796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973978244412552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222399457048687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493993895824996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790777332460026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320408052396173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637279912220796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Beautitia,2018/02/26,"My anxiety is really bad. And my anger is getting out of control please help So in about 3 weeks i will be moving to the city to live with my boyfriend. This is 2 hours away from where i live. And this means leaving my job and my family. Im super stressed out. My anxiety is sooo bad at the moment. I dont have a job in the city. I dont really have any qualifications. Like ive been working in retail for 2 years now. And before that i was a waitress. Now all jobs im applying for want specific experience. Like 2 years experience working in fashion retail... for just an everyday clothing store. Soooo all the not being qualified enough is getting to me. Ive applied to over 50 jobs. Most dont even respond and the ones who do reject me. So i feel really down about that. Like im not good enough for anything. And my anger is sooo bad like i keep getting angry over little things. Like the smallest thing would set me off. Like someone looking at me funny or someone trying to over take me when driving. Like i won't say anything horrible I'll still be polite. But in my head im screaming. And i just want to fight with everyone. I absolutely hate myself for being like this. I hate the fact that i hate people I wish i liked kids. And that them being loud doesnt annoy me. And i wish i didn't hate people with a lit of energy. Because wow i get soooo pissed off when people are all hyper and full of life. And i just want to be dead. Or when people make spelling mistakes... that pisses me off. I don't know why. I really hate being like this. But itd like this horrible little old ugly thing lives in me. It fills me with hatred. I just want to be a lovely person that people like..... why am i like this. I dont want to be full of hate. 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It is an outpatient surgery on my hand and I’ll only have local anesthesia. In the past, I’ve had small dermatological excisions and had very minor anxiety around it. I’ve also had a history of actually enjoying going to the dentist and having no problem having a root canal. And I used to look at needles going into me with curiosity or indifference. I’ve always had some level of anxiety in my life, but I managed well. But a little over a year ago I began having episodes of acute anxiety after getting sick and throwing up for the first time in over 15 years. I haven’t got sick since that episode, but it started a period of intense anxiety that made me unable to enjoy many aspects of my life. During that time I had an acute episode at a show and ran out just as it started whereas before I loved going to shows. I would carry a plastic bag in my pocket at all times. I would shake uncontrollably going to a movie even when it was mostly empty. I even got dumped because of this. I began isolating myself because I couldn’t handle social situations. I see a therapist regularly which helps and since this period of bad anxiety, I’ve made significant progress. I flew on a plane earlier this year (first time in 7 years) and nothing bad happened. I worry less about getting sick, but that worry is still there. For the most part, I am doing ok, but certain things can send me into panic or dread. I’m worried about this surgery mostly because I’m afraid of becoming sick during the procedure. Maybe I’ll get sick from the sheer stress and anxiety of it all. Or I’ll see something gross. Or there will be a complication. It is hard to think logically about how simple of a procedure this is and how I’ve handled similar things in the past. I wish I knew how to stop this fear of getting sick. Most of my anxiety revolves around that fear. I’m not scared of crashing in a plane, I’m scared of how awful it would be to get motion sick. And I’m not really that worried about any pain of the surgery, just the idea of getting sick in front of others (or at all). I plan to take a Xanax which I have saved for emergency situations like this. I haven’t taken one in months and I hope it is enough to help me get through this. I don’t have a lot of friends to talk to about this, so I decided to try a forum. Thanks for listening. 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Panic attacks now. Long story short I called out an asshole because of their rude comments on other people's taste in music. Then they suddenly started screenshotting my profile and pictures, putting it on the comment section. The panic attack came. I apologized because I didn't want the comment section to be spammed. (like how most are.) But the screenshots are still there and I can't calm down, it's driving me nuts. If anyone can provide reassurance, that would be a HUGE help",4.5893684210526295,7.636914726315791,4.386578947368424,80.53355263157896,75.42105263157895,5.905263157894738,33.71052631578947,7.1686216300943375,2.6345578947368424,429,23,65,5,10,131,75,95,0.269,0.637,0.094,-0.9549,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,4,10,4,3,7,0,8,1,0,1,0,12,11,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,2,1,8,3,9,6,4,18,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,7,49,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121138336439068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5912804482798947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112195365516212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17690456571256544,0.19814842403447536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612381781366933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463973724040562,0.0,0.0,0.15331815063340054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098041084725326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010766176430245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416109454683926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262512421484,0.0,0.13835528466877586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021855742060812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306970403961574,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,liketheseasons35,2018/02/26,"Feeling very anxious and overwhelmed I woke up this morning for work and as usual I feel so tense and scared to go outside. I feel so trapped. I breath so shallow and quick and I do that in my sleep too and I wake up nervous and stay that way. I want so much to stay home, stay in my room but I know that i cannot do that as others are counting on me and if I keep calling in sick then I put my job at risk. I.Feel. So. Horrible. I feel so trapped. I just want to fade away.",-1.3212912087912088,0.682697365384616,0.5821428571428591,104.12000000000003,94.57692307692308,3.356043956043957,18.96703296703297,4.65589566412798,-0.8430390109890111,362,12,92,1,14,117,62,104,0.257,0.6970000000000001,0.046,-0.9783,1,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,4,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,19,14,19,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,4,17,0,14,13,1,19,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,4,62,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217369152682027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813867000890795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827380156910594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4524373863366977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170700684757836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795113209758226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759003709942328,0.15906773732775908,0.0,0.0,0.09835165331809216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13155608108408826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799040782236397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791700295799303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908909259512285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5722421659846451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709899144267345,0.1476606183853696,0.21111031235916186,0.14204999898047752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028490215184588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,turnipfuneral,2018/02/26,"Haven't slept more than four hours total in four days, threw up out of stress im in a long distance relationship and i dont get to see my boyfriend very often as it's an obnoxious amount of money to see eachother so we often go months without having any physical contact. right now he's here and because my anxiety around him leaving again is so bad it like physically feels as if someone was crushing my heart with their fist and i keep throwing up and having panic attacks so bad i almost faint. we are almost graduated from highschool and ill get to see him way more often soon but until that happens i dont know what to do- He leaves today (its currently 2 am) and im physically and mentally exhausted from lack of sleep and every time i try to sleep i feel like absolute garbage!!! what do i do?",2.3805625,4.723122931250003,3.87125,85.11875,79.0625,6.75,25.625,7.8658589789855275,1.619625,639,25,124,11,16,211,107,160,0.158,0.8079999999999999,0.034,-0.9436,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,1,0,11,8,1,2,2,0,12,7,4,0,1,27,25,16,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,13,0,1,3,0,1,3,4,6,0,2,3,5,15,2,22,22,5,22,0,0,3,0,9,7,0,6,13,83,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685534610358812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118916979108743,0.0,0.10258227587988128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193729424531468,0.0,0.15255237336699565,0.0,0.0,0.2239273776556016,0.0817430418073973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648015454793577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143165843123075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298078563148888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13560487979300442,0.09579746482965616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011816203941593,0.0,0.07620925488354953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857972855477153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890317094008596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13205652231422518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28969113102467997,0.0,0.0,0.11918976001257997,0.0,0.0,0.07369508206223893,0.0,0.0,0.2839743975987004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102404621778335,0.0,0.0,0.11866981815856754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513617825114138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107033316180904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573315409076294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396780131653122,0.0,0.11451636149862865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205689607170392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26838359966485004,0.0,0.11361822280746048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360532139519706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781918484063654,0.0,0.1271063409265306,0.0,0.0,0.09104167429676084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110642383957454,0.0,0.10643833609944556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12926275437760984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlyssaPRE,2018/02/26,"Weird coping method I have - is this bad for me? I have this weird (i think) way that I deal with anxiety and I am not sure if it is healthy for me, normal, etc. Basically, I have fake conversations in my head. I pretend like I am talking to someone (usually a close friend or private instructor). I have these talks about the issue that is gnawing at me. The other person doesn't really exist or talk back, I just have these imaginary vent sessions in my head. Don't worry - I am not thinking that I am actually talking to someone or think that they are talking back. Besides staying up later than i should having these mental vent sessions, it never interfeirs with anything. 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Having breakdowns at work that need to stop Hi guys. Long story short, I’m going through a breakup with a boyfriend of 3 years. When we were together I constantly wanted him near and was honestly kind of obsessed. He’s on my mind 24/7. I had bad anxiety but when I was with him it would be so much less. I was an anxious person before but now it’s unbearable. It’s only been 5 days but not texting him is killing me. My HR is always 130, I am making myself throw up from being so upset, have the runs, haven’t eaten or slept in 4 days. I am having these anxiety attacks/crying fits at work. My hands and feet are going numb. I need some techniques to help this. I can’t keep going on like this! I have people’s lives in my hands at work and I really need to be collected and able to think straight. I know time heals all, but for right now it feels like I am dying and I could really use some suggestions! Thanks guys (:",1.1939224734656193,3.5488749289340085,2.8169935394554706,90.8151718966313,83.9746192893401,6.2214120904476236,20.629672358098755,7.520522993642371,0.7907279187817253,759,23,158,13,22,249,125,197,0.14800000000000002,0.742,0.11,-0.5701,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,0,3,6,11,1,2,5,0,23,7,4,2,1,31,41,14,2,6,6,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,3,8,8,1,2,3,0,0,6,3,6,0,0,8,3,23,5,21,28,5,30,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,3,13,102,31,3,0.14020107361189488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665852451893526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217603126976575,0.1583873065324365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706204026317515,0.0,0.0,0.11930078734671977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150755323056797,0.0,0.11193914901390822,0.0,0.15400429602742827,0.1808361878684792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455065795142632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088987538909186,0.1001596750018368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23903850320594736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776422105143384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397382433025853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461715607646508,0.15511171543435098,0.14599784344430972,0.07705084348226418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369903254740017,0.0,0.12380011660204407,0.12407353827603225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358530531511833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156311751456815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306392084702748,0.3118719588056005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662923418418384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971977714810203,0.12241816967040164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963279561889162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973095081890668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583873065324365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721437532805187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907831197353892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898351868992695,0.0,0.0,0.08175237349026368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108871282419648,0.0,0.0,0.08269422570085788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062041541285616,0.0,0.0,0.09959482012857457,0.0,0.0,0.09028489473330137 anxiety,Sashazaurus,2018/02/26,"Having a panic attack at 4 am because of work. Help. Hey everyone, So I have suffered from insomnia + generalized anxiety disorder all my life, and my first logical step is to look at my work emails for some reason. At 3 am. I just realized that I made flight reservations for my boss 2 weeks ago, but I am uncertain whether I specified to the travelling agency whether he was flying with his wife or not. The trip is short (about a 2 hour flight, less, I think). He is flying with his wife. I can't for the life of me remember whether I specified that, so now I am having a panic attack and shoving klonopin down my throat. The flight is in 11 days. I've been working there for a year. I am so fucking nervous, fuck. Idk how to calm fown, I have work in 4 hours. I have not gone to sleep",2.2117232142857155,3.9904918687500017,3.8383928571428614,87.89875000000002,77.1875,7.821428571428572,25.80357142857143,8.634040054169528,1.795169642857143,609,23,131,13,14,203,96,160,0.201,0.769,0.03,-0.9783,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,8,10,4,4,8,0,17,7,2,4,1,24,23,11,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,1,0,4,3,9,0,1,4,1,20,1,20,19,3,19,0,1,1,2,9,7,2,3,8,87,22,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13941821885007882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12031789665238216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3578548152770237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958757326436221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143185270684027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025519842813398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502866898226098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378131712896446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2908035415961256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542070389913076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097759894249352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22218141881608894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320746298765472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882105924009312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690657068527128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170886182046762,0.0,0.0,0.17816628757845146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573924439221903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077794221237807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12615961378423662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580035301692269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128242861325054 anxiety,orchkidthrowaway,2018/02/26,"Highschool Orchestra Student Hi all, I was nervous about posting on my real account so I made a throwaway (I’m sorry if that’s not OK mods). I just needed to talk to someone that isn’t my friend right now. I should also mention that I have the great trifecta of Anxiety, Depression, and ADD. So here goes nothing *deep breath* So my I play the double bass in a very accomplished orchestra (not trying to brag, this is what gives me most of my anxiety), and we’re going to go to a competition soon and I’m ready and well prepared to play the music, but my grades are awful. I managed to have good enough grades in time for me to go, but they have since dropped, I’m failing 3 classes because I don’t have enough time to do homework and have down time. I also have ADD, so whatever time I do have, it isn’t used very efficiently, even with my medicine (ie something that would take someone an hour takes me 2 or 3 hours). So I thought that planning out my schedule this week would be helpful to figure out what homework I can do because I’m getting to the point of no return with regards to passing. So I some might say, “your schedule can’t be that bad,” well here it (ideally) is. (This is not my normal schedule btw, just this week) Monday - 7:30-2:45 - School (same time MON-THURS) | 3:00-3:45 - work on US project with [partner] | 4:00-5:30 - Sectional | 5:45-7:00 - work with [partner] more (if possible) | 7:00-8:00 eat dinner | 8:00 - homework | 10:00 - shower/sleep Tuesday - 3:00-5:00 - Homework/Practice | 5:00-12:00 Concert (no choice, said I could go a month ago and only an hour ago found out I screwed myself) | sleep asap Wednesday - 3:00-4:00 - Much needed rest | 4:00-4:30 - Practice | 4:30-6:00 - Homework | 7:00 - Concert (I’m playing in this one can’t skip) | 8:00 - Dinner | 8:30 - Shower/sleep (hopefully) Thursday - Just homework and socializing (this is a recharge day before 4 days of non-stop vacation (my orchestra is going to New York) and then back to the grind of school) I’m fortunate enough to be very musically gifted (also somehow managed to not have performance anxiety, which is lucky), and I love music I would always choose music over everything, but it starts to be an issue when I agree to be in so many different things. I’m in the highest orchestra in my school, and that orchestra requires that I also be in the school’s full orchestra, but orchestra is not where I see myself in 10 years. So I looked for my real calling, I joined a thing called School of Rock (like the movie, I know), which is focused on giving students performance experience in rock bands. I’ve been playing guitar and bass for it for about half a year now and around November I told my teacher that I wanted to play drums, so I learned King Nothing by Metallica and we played a show and I was pretty alright. But 2 weeks ago I was told that I’m also playing Come Out and Play by The Offspring, which isn’t too difficult for me, it’s just fast. And to top it off, I was told on Friday (when my group rehearses with out teachers) that I’m also on One Hand Scissor by At The Drive In, Government Flu by Dead Kennedy’s, and Teen Age Riot by Sonic Youth (which I’m not too worried about). The thing about all these things is that on normal weeks, I don’t go home until after 9/9:30 on Tuesdays, Thursdays, and Fridays, all for rehearsals. Now granted, I do have time before rehearsals in Tuesday’s and Thursday’s, but on Fridays, I literally have no time, I have an hour and a half between my lessons and rehearsals but 45 minutes is spent getting to and from, and the 45 I do have is usually spent power napping because of how exhausted I am by the end of the week. I also can’t always practice drums because my dad works at home (we have a drum set at home from my dad’s time in bands playing drums) Every adult I talk to about this just tells me all of my problems are my own fault and I should have just taken easier classes. These same adults are also the ones that said “you should take harder classes cause you’re smart enough.” Just this past week I got out of my deepest darkest hole and wore a genuine smile for the first time in months. Honestly I’m scared that one day my depression is going to get the better of me. Sorry for ranting so much, sorry if I broke any rules, and sorry if I sounded narcissistic or /r/humblebrag-y. I just needed to tell someone. TL;DR - I’m in a lot of great music groups, but I also don’t have enough time for that and school. 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I keep spending money I don't have for things like pillows and rugs and candles and then am still never happy and I'm accumulating useless clutter which makes everything worse. When I look around and things seem out of place or don't look good I just want to cry I feel terrible.",7.361942028985503,6.635078078260875,7.0710869565217385,78.5043115942029,63.8695652173913,10.449275362318842,29.60144927536232,9.725611199111238,2.3847101449275367,469,12,93,8,6,148,75,115,0.185,0.691,0.124,-0.8656,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,3,1,27,24,13,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,11,0,2,6,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,6,14,6,13,21,0,16,0,1,4,0,1,8,0,2,10,60,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27210665468877754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760875365665836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16167652010131214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787932475505735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735599627600767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455340817468285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281886498854828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269303812621275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526963705609016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584454820199673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933247923457282,0.0,0.13495389749417755,0.0,0.5133632325023711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040337609867688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787384580116073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596774337285642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979084129802192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913296798487146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817563010289984,0.0,0.1220522318973492,0.12777481336075566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30460536582111536,0.0979288948745152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10376323529044336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028913647096992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574937431457098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BSUGrad1,2018/02/26,"Deep Panic over Finances As of Monday, I am out of unemployment benefits. I have done the state mandated job searching that was required of me in an attempt to find positions that are fitted to what I do. I can't find anything. I am living at home and am afraid I am going to have to sell everything I own and lose my ability to go to college. I have been going to get a new degree so that I can teach, but I don't think I will make it. It's feeling me with so much anxiety, I don't know that I can take it for this long...",3.4807206068267997,3.3881238230088506,5.534032869785084,84.13849557522126,71.83185840707966,8.935018963337546,28.532237673830593,8.841846274778883,1.9673600505689008,404,14,92,7,7,142,73,113,0.083,0.866,0.051,-0.4969,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,2,4,0,2,3,0,18,0,0,1,0,12,27,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,5,0,2,3,3,3,0,0,3,1,16,1,17,23,2,13,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,70,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425484079236364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874475811294554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331030590198866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471839898833769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517490003178972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41638258153262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900821954314635,0.0,0.3883662590656773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284868478196305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22604138591617606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251846352772738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201138258112362,0.20158248676695148,0.0,0.2548330610370883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204820328647148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744812591767122,0.0,0.0,0.21999609574339954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672565253336622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17126591211602893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14595537957529844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hiilikegiraffes,2018/02/26,"For those who work in a residential setting Do any of your coworkers not clean up after themselves? I have one coworker who is mostly clean and another who picks up sometimes but the other ones do not basically at all or they lie about it when they do. I’m the only female (besides one other as needed employee) so a part of me makes me think the men feel they don’t have to pick up after themselves because I’m the girl and it’s my job or something. Does anyone else have an issue like this or similar? I’m just so stressed out going to work every day knowing I have to pick up after nasty people. I have mild fear of germs, and some days are better than others, but on days I work it gets so bad. I guess I was just looking for advice on what to do. I’m going to talk to my boss about it but I’m also worried about that. 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It's a long distance relationship, super healthy, no fights. I have severe anxiety and depression and schizophrenia. Have minor PTSD, used to be worse, but I went through therapy for it. Now that that's out of the way. Let's get down to the problem. My beloved goes to college where he lives. He wants me to move to be with him until he finishes college. However, that would mean, moving all of my belongings, switching doctors, getting SSI transferred, bank account transferred. I currently live with my mother. And because of my anxiety the thought of moving just about kills me inside. I have two dogs that I would want to take with me, but my mom also loves them and I don't want to leave her without company (she also has health issues and is on disability) I mentioned the idea of him moving here (as he would have less to sacrifice) and do his schooling (from the same college) online. He seems super opposed to the idea. And I don't really understand why. It's been upsetting me really bad thinking about it for the last week. I want to bring it up to him but last time I did he seemed upset and defensive. So I'm not sure how to go about it. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",2.9190662650602412,5.268249586345384,3.905245983935744,85.54292921686749,77.23293172690765,7.041566265060243,26.43925702811245,8.07648339933343,1.7943184738955829,1013,40,194,18,24,326,142,249,0.14,0.738,0.121,-0.6389,2,0,0,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,1,3,13,13,3,2,10,0,21,3,0,2,3,45,41,18,1,9,6,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,11,14,0,2,8,0,2,7,5,8,0,2,5,0,27,5,38,27,3,27,1,1,0,1,19,6,0,2,13,135,38,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217447802438334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672326256658101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110414623126134,0.0,0.15997568925365008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08730293872882129,0.06373859101225593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900570717212974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702123043232764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893838328474261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925620121480646,0.0,0.05942365761010567,0.0,0.0,0.11527738119090193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111420165322213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360702313884807,0.0,0.10913310719791078,0.0,0.0,0.11567975885473612,0.0,0.0,0.17046013723196746,0.0,0.11071357014792026,0.0,0.2138386486908924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18465616984003916,0.09253199829448028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943691647182088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389610952437212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245899617733745,0.0,0.4445214344974529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000494621711306,0.12222463330426317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396717598929714,0.0,0.0,0.11225793173526973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581994608038373,0.0,0.19037435334293767,0.0,0.11812264066590154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400785711170786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854623094956903,0.0,0.07861584278471724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957307009992407,0.0,0.0,0.06699760058791929,0.0,0.08300868118889418,0.06096957167080401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213958311155427,0.1088502811969888,0.0,0.09030596470620517,0.0,0.0,0.24668795805570376,0.08299458183428722,0.0838714427888395,0.0,0.0,0.09692784135445608,0.09434881922408432,0.0,0.0,0.100791769577219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655521422473953,0.2971046962737119,0.0,0.0,0.06733298527275898 anxiety,fagina,2018/02/26,Still anxious after 5 days It has been a while since I had an actual anxiety attack but for some reason I have felt nothing but anxious for the past five days and there’s no signs of it slowing down. So far it has killed my appetite (I’ve maybe eaten collectively a full meal in the past five days)and the depression is following close by. I think what is triggering my anxiety is the challenging decision I am making in my love life. But I also work second shift (3pm-11:30pm) at my work and I have a feeling that could b adding to it? Any tips and tricks to help me calm down would be greatly appreciated. I’m a 22 year old male if that counts towards anything.,4.795640373197628,5.820539183206107,5.489720101781174,81.62905004240885,69.38167938931298,8.87565733672604,29.82273112807464,9.150863307647796,2.4199102629346902,527,20,104,10,9,171,93,131,0.172,0.6859999999999999,0.142,-0.3528,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,8,3,0,9,0,13,4,0,3,0,19,21,10,1,3,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,5,0,0,1,1,4,0,3,4,2,11,4,13,14,2,20,0,1,0,1,3,9,0,2,10,71,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.17027432364374565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953733975689864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186572700308222,0.0,0.2669644396882104,0.3942417091870066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358808696386124,0.0,0.0,0.198504364080959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931382002239082,0.0,0.0,0.22505960025758626,0.0,0.15028555778820366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822596409178159,0.0,0.16753506198867354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237273877006408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695508287216624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304421909354136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324545980623745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574814979724566,0.0,0.11647155169806565,0.0,0.17529583120125952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674251610962276,0.0,0.18309495000401052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333135525712978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17940188820473638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433760351848027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934569228685895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180434342776424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540574993596125,0.0,0.0,0.12395069078853445,0.0,0.0,0.11236402712024247 anxiety,sarahservo,2018/02/26,"Does anyone else preemptively mourn losing their pets? I got a cat from a shelter 7 years ago, and although he’s only 7 himself I still cry thinking about when I’ll lose him at some point and have a hard time thinking about how I’ll deal with it. He has pancreatitis so he might go earlier than normal, but he’s super cared for and happy and really attached to me. Edit: a word ",4.55948051948052,5.110092740259745,5.740675324675326,81.33387012987014,69.64935064935065,8.237922077922079,27.08831168831169,8.238735603445708,1.672996883116883,299,9,60,4,5,100,60,77,0.11,0.713,0.17600000000000002,0.8834,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,3,6,6,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,8,9,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,3,8,6,1,8,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,33,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889704617165718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14905982444384908,0.2184272404626873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735035996775212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341672957388712,0.0,0.21977835198150564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18655451839050186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808383256375646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115462861987306,0.0,0.17049884752029526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269331785146379,0.19096665356480252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4769858989958137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22614939898563965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088703133307967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621323564322525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015232105900012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656802784448802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024515153367545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273193194229483,0.0,0.0,0.12430648179476575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372803888665578 anxiety,CallingAllShawns,2018/02/26,"What’s the point? I’m struggling to find the point of living because at every opportunity, my anxiety ruins my fucking life. It’s so hard. It just ruined a potential relationship and it’s difficult for me to seek those out in the first place due to my anxiety. I’m so tired. 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It’s usually triggered by stress from school or work but I’ve noticed that occasionally I’ll have anxiety about our relationship as well. No matter the circumstance it always seems (to me) that I’m making a mountain out of a mole hill, and whether or not I’m worrying about something directly related to us or just worried in general I know I’m able to go to him for support. However, and maybe this is the anxiety speaking, I am worried about relying on him too much, and not being a good enough support system for him in return. I don’t want to feel like the weaker one, or the girl who’s always complaining about something. But I also want to build a solid relationship on a foundation of free flowing communication. TLDR; how do you balance anxiety when entering a new romantic relationship?",5.802088353413656,7.421641518072295,7.433915662650603,66.40380522088356,67.55421686746989,11.316465863453814,36.72489959839358,11.20814326018867,4.899800803212852,716,38,117,24,12,248,105,166,0.157,0.68,0.163,0.4931,1,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,2,1,0,1,12,8,0,1,10,0,7,0,0,3,0,27,20,16,0,2,11,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,1,3,4,2,1,1,0,2,14,7,22,19,2,16,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,5,8,84,20,2,0.11607161377668422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282242760169536,0.1931617619306288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443972334185928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993300492946095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058689295487262524,0.08292158407426826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659661729806788,0.09735536265546714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378992339672314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05670672748761159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07747870350678887,0.0,0.11660953712394015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532599149691522,0.0,0.0,0.22420537574705526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214830160223118,0.0,0.0,0.07865312945205655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4984698984293212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747066990971584,0.0,0.10566723783735434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787151980625376,0.0,0.0,0.08215608564845457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295964141614486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634333836058543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13961985985249362,0.0,0.12783648410094078,0.0,0.13692409023460692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436232042566476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845015172356742,0.3536290741213033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,w1lt1nglav3nd3r,2018/02/26,"Anxiety Around Religion I’m not sure how common it is, but I often find myself getting VERY anxious whenever I think too deeply on my faith. I’m a devoted Catholic and I love and believe in the faith, but whenever I take a step back and truly think about myself in the great scheme of God’s plan, I start to feel a bit nauseous. I have absolutely no clue what I’m doing with my life, or what I want to do with it. How on earth am I supposed to know what God wants me to do with my life? I often worry that while I’m trying my hardest, and I’m honestly striving to love everyone around me, when the end of my life comes I will stand before God and he will tell me that I did not love enough, and I’ll be left to suffer forever. The thought of hell terrifies me to no end, but that’s another can of worms that I could write an entire post about. So let’s say at the end of my life, God is pleased with how I lived and I’m welcomed into heaven. Then what? Heaven and hell last for eternity. That is LITERALLY forever, which is something that my mind can come nowhere near to grasping. No beginning, no end. What. Does. That. Mean. Trying to think about this concept terrifies me SO MUCH. To the point that fear will grip me and I physically can’t help but gasp, and I have to fight off tears of fear from the unknown. Everyone in my life tells me to pray, but praying sometimes makes me more afraid. I try my hardest to trust in God, but during times of prayer, and even during mass I find myself scared, uneasy, and on edge. I worry that in the end, God wasn’t ever real and humanity created him out of blind hope. I don’t want to die and have nothing greet me for all of eternity. Surely, this life, all of these experiences, all of these emotions, they mean something, right? What I’m trying to say is: I find myself worrying and stressing quite a bit about my faith and how I live it, but when I try to pray about it, I only feel worse. It feels almost as if something is attacking my mind, and I can’t help but feel anything but terror. It may sound like I’m exaggerating, but terror is the only word that adequately describes the fear that grips me when I pray. I’m not scared of anything, I’m scared of EVERYTHING and it feels as if there were nothing I could do to save myself or anyone around me from being doomed. I feel hopeless, and afraid of everything at the time that I should feel most at peace, when I’m trying to communicate with God. How am I supposed to grow in my faith when the thing that is supposed to lead me closer to God fills me with an inexplicable terror?",4.1743428571428565,4.827737939047624,5.094285714285714,85.25571428571429,70.56190476190477,8.285714285714286,26.619047619047624,8.418075326091056,1.5611904761904762,2018,61,431,30,35,660,216,525,0.208,0.5920000000000001,0.199,-0.8687,0,0,3,0,1,2,59.0,0,0,1,3,27,38,4,12,18,0,35,10,0,7,6,98,74,49,1,9,17,0,9,1,0,5,7,3,0,1,32,32,0,0,18,0,0,6,11,19,0,0,4,13,61,19,71,60,9,54,13,3,1,3,16,24,2,10,23,285,93,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835886812110628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158319891777425,0.05222355535011202,0.07712152129735368,0.0,0.047733404981720254,0.0,0.11235474531262166,0.18231452014597854,0.0,0.07766280525547131,0.0,0.05249259369293071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058089618502773686,0.07691277635460847,0.0,0.0,0.14905830236687395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176107966064408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901021873133268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084967234174297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059740325139441434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679043249039283,0.302318527870496,0.0705373672970351,0.0,0.045089266916887416,0.0617508035144143,0.0,0.1304628069922429,0.12270675055154374,0.06677756970622023,0.0,0.2304558001696601,0.2416225522104499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718256572913733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566633966763319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07526386947073796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151496358069064,0.0,0.0,0.06780386873799456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037517389471987565,0.0556461700727958,0.0,0.0,0.07417156693916829,0.06980694728056737,0.28931116515853866,0.033351480414912614,0.0,0.12056083960470815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18483908348815956,0.0,0.04556830515645625,0.0,0.0,0.14872409195818492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785906486241956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018360713751402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310067689572724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383923983670944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493592999181947,0.06453374717298592,0.0,0.06538027327455842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260964468061734,0.0,0.0777020285745394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829907254368075,0.0,0.10857625073874867,0.20503951549397825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766426733050562,0.06751714561655899,0.0,0.04831925951059182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819884999770296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868041564439933,0.0,0.05132778406791218,0.0,0.11933556219679735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045353116055895225,0.1312269227512543,0.0,0.05419584034089865,0.0796132916364405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780901403886418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05632687141233207,0.12079574989017478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798331454194585,0.06956922209706012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WHITExKONG,2018/02/26,"Having difficulties Recently I got promoted to a new position at my job I absolutely love my job but feel I do everything wrong. ever since I’ve had this added responsibility I feel like I’m doing something wrong constantly. I’ve noticed my work performance slipping I’m not doing as well as I once was granted I know new things take getting use too. I’m nervous all the time. I’m scared any wrong move I’ll make I’ll be reprimanded or fired I know that’s not the case but my anxiety has hit full force. I just feel like I’m going to screw up and boom there goes my future career I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been laid off in a the past or what. Another question besides advice how did you guys go to a therapist? I’ve contemplated for some time but end up talking myself out of it because I really don’t want to be put on any medication or telling myself there are other people way worse off than me. Also any good natural stuff I can do to help?",1.3868614718614722,3.65997241919192,3.8204761904761915,84.46500000000003,82.38383838383838,7.2057720057720065,23.569985569985572,8.269060116576782,1.604083405483406,761,28,157,17,21,264,127,198,0.179,0.698,0.123,-0.9203,2,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,3,8,12,1,2,6,0,15,3,0,3,3,27,36,12,0,2,11,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,2,0,0,6,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,5,5,19,6,18,28,3,24,0,0,0,2,7,9,1,6,12,88,27,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995776860103576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816958696561913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504390984453576,0.1287225434582904,0.09390959016546624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966436431962188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265786676641414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108727216526764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110417054440251,0.0,0.0,0.11032704090690423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186210511171198,0.1753967843641507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413602671122162,0.0,0.13953248417514008,0.1029636477704092,0.09818084548031422,0.0,0.0,0.12154979268621954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228214898673873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24363689198300126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492925350533316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994678784998886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079395406001867,0.0,0.08194196724234575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366584416998995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047240467653895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371210245330607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13976088022785296,0.0,0.13073334180607565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718647144840875,0.08510499142903506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340576979815455,0.13751713673938973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864196523530675,0.0,0.12120878786152492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12290224681612608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154674688296804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450516233836193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405286244583265,0.0,0.0,0.11569803141966163,0.0,0.09229879378384456,0.0986682894247507,0.10729596695337508,0.0,0.0,0.1425315848225352,0.08155500928618435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14316243961520772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602356113759692,0.0,0.0,0.07240589225727713,0.0974396447657041,0.0,0.0,0.11037425065980476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893693394940122,0.0,0.12510096433430976,0.0,0.4026500472106314,0.0,0.0 anxiety,curryandlox,2018/02/26,"Lexapro worked for me I wanted to provide an uplifting story. Three months back I was in the dumps after starting a new job and leaving a town where I’d spent most of my life. I didn’t feel great about myself and the anxiety seemed to be sucking the life out of me. I honestly thought that life couldn’t get much worse. I took the step to finally go see a Psychiatrist and they started me on Wellbutrin. I tried it for about a month and it didn’t change anything. I went back and explained to her that I wasn’t feeling depressed as much as I was feeling anxious so she switched me to lexapro. I’ve been on it for nearly two months and I can honestly say that I haven’t felt better. The anxiety is even lower than when I left for the new job. I wish I started on Lexapro a while back I also do meditation almost daily which seems to be helping. Lexapro and meditation combo may not be for everyone but it’s doing wonders so far.",2.8178373015872995,4.591650264550268,3.938568121693123,87.86436011904762,75.45502645502646,6.841402116402117,28.2146164021164,7.6454224807358475,1.6213727513227512,736,31,152,10,16,239,110,189,0.069,0.847,0.084,0.3818,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,11,7,2,0,12,0,16,3,0,0,0,25,37,15,0,3,2,0,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,9,0,1,4,6,3,0,2,11,6,24,4,25,21,3,29,0,1,1,0,6,10,1,6,15,109,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127237088627699,0.0,0.0,0.10161371130930076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440851854842592,0.14354710822639585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456354149806857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931150696134637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237853032844784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441775869919154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109440765530237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083925132298828,0.0,0.0,0.12141590544245072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927434117812284,0.0,0.1220021784331117,0.13919332773481766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638613754219105,0.0,0.0722138801001975,0.0,0.0,0.14008944111459162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516888775314421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25218450613351673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454332502695135,0.1380563267895948,0.0,0.2692489751076946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042658430354017,0.0,0.1868145639187966,0.0,0.0,0.24544003980282103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104706541976796,0.0,0.0,0.10125423099175423,0.2313501268579197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26981145564970466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087529431427847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117371904790754,0.08626868956839362,0.0,0.1241238911394034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494613821182734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779038509994552,0.0,0.0,0.1461183018722209,0.0,0.13779640508776522,0.09250472110499802,0.0,0.12948993336229134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,that_hannahgirl,2018/02/26,"I make cartoons of common anxiety problems and need some ideas. What is your experience of anxiety that could be made into a cartoon image? Any ideas i use ill upload the results :) ",3.247727272727275,6.270390666666671,4.791136363636369,75.40670454545456,81.72727272727273,6.936363636363637,29.46212121212121,8.07648339933343,2.83470303030303,144,7,22,3,4,48,29,33,0.235,0.6859999999999999,0.079,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,4,0,12,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18826489728623286,0.0,0.423573143086152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22103914922579307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708086887084913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6250512835093941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619585513610648,0.18479697629575192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052779361198775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26490440737349674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23910621350338496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jujubeatzz,2018/02/26,"what kind of disorder do i have from these symptoms My anxiety and whatever else i have started when i smoked weed. I got a panic attack and depersonalization and really freaked out. The depersonalization was somewhat stopped from a year ago but i have new occurring symptoms that i didnt have before. I watched some Logan paul vid about suicide and further researched the act. I began to be deeply afraid i was going to commit suicide sometime in my life. Like i never wanted to end my life but thoughts still subsided like hey ""i could totally jump in front of this car and die"". This scared me shitless. This has happened several times as i feared i was gay, going to shoot up a school and join some cult. Like anything i watch or read on youtube immediately enters my subconscious and i get freaked the fuck out. Lol i sound crazy right now but how do i end this cycle. 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Any tips? Long story short, had some drinks last night and got in a fight with a friend. It was more of an argument about something he said to my wife. Anyway, I woke up this morning with severe anxiety and symptoms such as nervousness, fatigue (which is okay seeing when your asleep you don't deal with the symptoms), nausea, and restlessness. Its not around 8 pm and I still have these symptoms and would like to get rid of them.",4.423428571428573,6.457970670588236,3.861008403361346,89.0088235294118,71.70588235294117,6.739495798319329,26.26050420168067,7.447530270364453,1.2809327731092437,357,12,68,4,7,106,73,85,0.197,0.7070000000000001,0.096,-0.82,0,0,2,0,1,0,13.0,0,2,1,0,6,7,1,2,4,1,6,6,1,0,0,13,12,7,0,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,5,9,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,3,6,3,12,6,2,9,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,1,6,45,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375959795512995,0.0,0.15478711744641255,0.22858301957172056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012267231285828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860038218573385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982130582476101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230757835498083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632492921986835,0.0,0.10571264001476567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618272429213303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649315180622304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098851552357661,0.0,0.0,0.17906172312031055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987940376384516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246865541784303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612362530355154,0.0,0.0,0.22858301957172056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576877331043434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615864499620113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6309163042621909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694907120433958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437342752844257,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theblurryboy,2018/02/26,"Need help controlling anxiety Overall I’m a pretty lax person but I have a lot of built up anxiety that I don’t know how to really release other than just mentally push it back and try to forget about it. Anyway I can help myself release my anxiety and keep it from randomly popping up at certain times? Can meditation help me? Also specifically, I need help with my highs when I smoke weed too cause I get all shaky and weird and I can’t relax properly. Can anyone suggest something please? 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Hey Reddit, figured I would seek some advice. I feel like I have Social anxiety. Puplic events, especially large groups with loud music makes me more uncomfortable than just about anything. As I'm writing this post my Girlfriend, who I love and want to support 110% is selling her custom art pieces at a music venue. She's been gone for 3 minutes and I already feel extremely anxious. I feel like everyone is staring at me, and I honestly am in complete hell. It sounds crazy even typing this out but I'm sick of living this way and I want to be a better partner. Have any of you experienced these symptoms? 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When I'm at my own house I don't do anything and only ever leave the house to buy food and wear my earphones every single time I have to go out for more than a few minutes, I have worked at my job for about 18 months and on breaks I just look at my phone every single shift. I've realised that this might be an anxiety problem and it's starting to cause me to be upset when I think about it too much, I'm also too anxious to see a doctor about my worries too and was wondering if anyone has any tips to help and any medications I could try in the mean time to see if it helps me at all (in the UK), thanks.",9.469270676691727,4.740800678947373,9.838872180451133,72.8671052631579,63.26315789473684,12.751879699248116,38.72180451127819,9.606745405546679,3.448443609022556,699,22,153,9,7,239,108,190,0.107,0.8320000000000001,0.062,-0.6369,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,9,0,16,6,1,1,3,23,27,12,0,6,3,1,0,0,2,2,4,1,0,1,6,8,1,0,3,0,1,1,3,3,0,0,1,4,19,2,27,21,10,21,0,0,3,0,9,10,0,4,9,106,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536821767534486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920228491029006,0.0,0.20159168321290227,0.14885100397745965,0.0,0.18425894964900125,0.0,0.1084270405982602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535354941334182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519943220128186,0.0,0.0,0.16994826611416056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486167856517958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918422957575672,0.22202652993230013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932440242938462,0.0,0.10179724943996447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488209749979287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663155470474207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040661025826417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075121257869834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863072746418202,0.139514541645394,0.0,0.0,0.09306580202106488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106449983224797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352498518705628,0.0,0.13273407773501472,0.0,0.13977626391390258,0.0,0.0,0.10516936860531748,0.0,0.19371714094767714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004184414666208,0.0,0.0,0.1463036002233894,0.0,0.0,0.09134561465857514,0.11504752406904875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521525561505105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478063489085833,0.0,0.0,0.20999090997106948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326022319849916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694882132413366,0.0,0.10590348924868263,0.0,0.12130666749511428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442632212904322,0.0,0.0,0.15366032970671048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945621554300265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288781916421034,0.0959226610641112,0.13380841326492665,0.0,0.09359833999107008,0.0,0.0,0.08484895361421507 anxiety,Annie_Magus,2018/02/26,"The anxiety and my job My anxiety has been increasingly crushing lately, I find myself chewing on a flap of skin in my mouth and holding my breath more frequently. My job isn't a healthy place, I never know what version of my boss will come out of his office or what customer is going to start going off on me for something out of my control. I've used up my sick days on anxiety attacks I couldn't get a hold on and threats of firing are a weekly joke for my boss. He finds it funny, he doesn't realize its why I have a hard time sleeping most nights and why I can't look him in the eye very much. I don't look anyone in the eye very much. Sundays are a day of easy breathing, the boss is away and co-workers get to laugh and talk without fear, the end of the day usually means sore ribs and dry throats for most of us. Its a painful thing to love your job and simultaneously dread it, the anxiety I've dealt with all my life makes a mess of my thoughts and my chest drag heavy breaths. I find myself in a hole I'm unsure of how to escape from. 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I'm a freshman college student and I had to drop my physics class because my grade was impossible to come back from. Now I have a ton of time to do things by myself. I've become SUPER lazy over the last few weeks and it's really getting out of control. In my intro to Comp Sci class we have ~3 homework problems a week. Didn't do those. I always put them off until the 10 pm on Saturday (due at midnight), but since the lowest homework grade is dropped, I said fuck it. I was supposed to take a my 2nd Calc exam on Thursday but I didn't study properly/at all so I had to lie to my professor to take it on Monday. Well that's not fucking happening because I can't get myself to pay attention and do even a couple fucking problems. I didn't study yesterday and I kept putting it off today hoping that I'd get my shit together and actually fucking do it. That hasn't happened and instead I'm writing up this fucking ramble/rant. When I'm trying to study at school I try to make a schedule for the day of things I need to do, but I can't even write down 1 thing before I go browse reddit, switch the song I'm listening to, research a band, or something else. I eventually just give up and watch YouTube for an hour before trying again. Not to mention I'm exhausted *ALL* time. I drink ~8 cups of coffee a day and it does almost nothing for me. I drank 8 today and I felt pretty much nothing. I've always needed more sleep. 9.5 hours is ideal, but it doesn't matter because I'm always somehow still exhausted by afternoon and I can't get a single thing done. I'm too exhausted to even play a video game. I've always been this way. In high school I always took a nap right when I got home from school. I've never been able to stick to any sort of plan that I might make up that is longer than say 5 days. I've started to suspect I might have ADD but according to my neuropsych analysis everything is perfectly normal. I found that ADD-PI matches me pretty well. I've tried diet and exercising but that only helps a tiny bit. I'm going to talk to my psychiatrist and hopefully he can prescribe me a stimulant because I'm fucking done trying. I need serious help, because this is not how a normal human should have to function in the world.",2.766020408163264,4.343336163265306,4.407091836734697,85.28451530612246,75.12244897959185,7.185714285714287,26.739795918367356,7.908726449838941,1.6023020408163269,1880,71,383,28,40,632,243,490,0.095,0.8109999999999999,0.094,0.7351,1,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,1,5,17,23,8,0,23,0,38,16,2,5,5,65,82,27,1,11,11,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,3,1,23,19,3,2,5,8,1,6,13,15,2,0,18,6,43,8,54,61,11,58,0,0,1,6,16,19,7,8,30,234,66,16,0.07027752926849679,0.0,0.06858073091057916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037279399432926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923826708343961,0.0,0.0,0.047791129821743085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05403908203447968,0.0,0.2142026477481603,0.15523201930399552,0.1196020024457571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672486024069868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06053786866709807,0.0,0.0,0.07882222489422606,0.0,0.07776074943562176,0.0,0.18129276985297213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06150033945477395,0.14383662455734933,0.0,0.06884522374830387,0.0,0.0,0.058707857888237375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925293583603415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316091178527831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747744908604986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705568344762515,0.0,0.3898226602302337,0.14686843377894745,0.06741660983219579,0.07988067885916851,0.0,0.056207360130494516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242923740740542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942110929638702,0.07425206817626916,0.07049409193579187,0.13960288746338045,0.1384184199984652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07775167365337138,0.0,0.038622692169796434,0.05728556617070703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382159300135967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910670537603088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051662070248501266,0.1563296924077512,0.05420236304411745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771411470163575,0.13486636945713693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05344922783544651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14299502498779268,0.0,0.13449220864461695,0.0,0.14129665539734113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502158480838304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600166260054001,0.06685002372660967,0.0558875120077906,0.0,0.21337383467382195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213887387887957,0.05813429843884953,0.0,0.0703282828596559,0.0,0.0,0.05410307548032082,0.0,0.0,0.04974279693270006,0.0,0.056123725655006916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056799117269569,0.05648641596052264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867570707898825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12293817742014015,0.0,0.13322976082144944,0.0,0.07808092086295153,0.2385691461756569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05578303158360475,0.1127447898079409,0.0,0.1263758776086935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mombi87,2018/02/26,"I feel like a burden on my Partner because of my Anxiety, to the point of wanting to break up with him My anxiety makes me feel like a huge burden on my partner, because he constantly has to deal with me being stressed/ upset/ angry/ needy/ self hating/ afraid of and threatened by absolutely everything...He doesn't say that he's annoyed out right, but sometimes he doesn't respond in the 'ideal' way, which makes me jump to the conclusion that he is totally sick of me being like this. I feel a lot of pressure to 'get better', so that I can be a good partner to him. Sometimes I feel like I have ruined the relationship so much with my anxiety that I should leave him, and let him get on with his life. We have a lot of happy times, but a lot of stressful times too. Has anyone else had experience of this? Is there hope for us? Should I hang in there? I know that this would be a great relationship if it wasn't for my anxiety. I blame myself for messing things up.",5.865473386716911,5.636226202072541,6.415421573245407,80.3175553462082,66.7720207253886,9.505228450306172,32.053226566179944,9.095868883498916,2.5341440414507765,759,28,154,12,11,248,101,193,0.166,0.6940000000000001,0.14,-0.1728,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,0,3,5,21,2,5,11,0,19,2,0,2,1,29,31,7,0,7,3,0,4,4,3,3,2,1,0,4,11,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,3,11,0,0,2,5,27,10,30,21,5,18,0,1,0,0,20,11,0,5,7,113,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675642676364937,0.0,0.0,0.08399032738329511,0.12307659360488307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644742982451195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623591112843206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980647545767748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383790067887365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034440503675923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749989223760833,0.0,0.0,0.2429440558884397,0.25744012330241506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551493221133114,0.0,0.0,0.10075051365688296,0.0,0.13243214137775625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786941101461027,0.0,0.11859310968631676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930573851454784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601452013585776,0.0,0.0,0.12718917642642188,0.0,0.1228302979426794,0.08484393506886069,0.2347372252064397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3063638374459614,0.0,0.0,0.16036135992638018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830163266937692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355172660332065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579267178479774,0.0,0.1025813723316277,0.0,0.09552382497216093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531080584837012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376024575029606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751928975031002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980203940711916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14008525960314608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14448893428317786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084957647355314,0.09534524536833898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532942615116608,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,minnieminar28,2018/02/27,Cant seem to accept things i cant control. no amount of therapy helps - just going round in circles i just seem accept things i cant control. I have tried to deal with that and over come it with multiple therapists and come short. i just end up doing a circle. im just tired of being overwhelmed with life and its events that i just have to go through. im just being pushed to do things i hate 24/7,2.3171256454388995,3.948138819277112,3.251153184165233,92.87228915662651,76.4698795180723,6.1886402753872645,21.49569707401033,6.868970318607317,0.3385986230636835,314,8,69,3,7,100,48,83,0.138,0.7909999999999999,0.071,-0.7415,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,4,1,1,1,0,9,2,0,2,0,20,16,3,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,0,1,7,2,13,14,1,11,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,2,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31744257626758005,0.0,0.0,0.4133203016307169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189961113109727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319721506822418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094352596925775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18191586743362725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350373709014255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3980588535440915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13014633046859858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354817233970139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071420033523444,0.21393684530287135,0.36723694808536383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21177658020314846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509856400200173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deadshots,2018/02/27,"Don't know how i feel, but i'm not happy If nobody reads this I'd be just as okay with that as me posting this has me thinking that this doesn't make sense. I don't know why I try to be the best I can be sometimes. I feel like it's pointless, and I don't like feeling that I'm just a burden to everyone. My gf goes through some heavy anxiety, depression, and some other things that I try to help with by giving as much space as she needs, being there if she wants me to be, or just being an ear. I won't understand her anxiety, but having my own tends to lend a hand in being able to understand how to help in some way. I see my gf every 1-2 weeks due to our schedules/health/45min distance. We prefer call > text, but apparently our phone service makes that hard as it becomes difficult to hear sometimes, so it's all texting lately. It sucks. I've gotten better but I'm not very good at texting either. However I go through my own issues, and unfortunately I'm afraid to voice any of them. I've told my gf very low details about it at least, but I don't request much as I know hers is more severe. I went through an incredibly bad ending to a relationship two years prior that really messed me up mentally, which now triggers when I feel that I'm not good enough for anything or anybody as that is the message she gave to me. I've moved on from that, but it's lingered into other parts of my life. From the outside, I appear apparently stable, smart, and easy to talk to. In my head I'm ravaging my own thoughts through every sentence I speak out with. For work I do software engineering. It's neat. I'm underpaid for where I am, but it's a decent environment. I'm looking to change that eventually as I'd rather have a younger team and better pay, but it's me against me lately on that as again, I don't feel good enough to get through another relentless interview process. I write in some very modern languages, but honestly I don't think I'm competent enough in a whiteboard setting to actually consider myself hire-able. Believe me, I'm working on this, but I stare out the window and just don't know why I can't bring myself to work harder on interview prep when I could focus on more productive commercial interests. I don't know what to say. I'm quiet, I try to be a good guy to other people, but I feel like I'm not enough in everything I do. I honestly just want to curl up and cry right now reading what I'm typing. I usually work out 3-4 times a week, but haven't gone at all lately due to illness the past couple weeks. I think that's a big factor right now, but I just don't know anymore. :( Idk. I'm also afraid of people saying 'Seek professional help' to me, because I don't even know the process on that. **tl;dr:** I'm trash. I conflict myself with everything I do, and I don't know what to do about it.",4.143899972916857,4.6201791492281306,5.431843008034666,83.44492439288615,70.54373927958835,8.538214317956125,28.89270560621107,8.611707548084741,1.9787934819897088,2216,79,469,35,38,743,256,583,0.126,0.746,0.127,0.3848,3,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,3,0,1,9,22,26,1,2,17,1,35,5,3,5,2,85,90,40,0,8,29,0,8,3,3,1,2,7,1,1,35,17,0,1,21,3,2,6,19,9,0,1,6,18,65,17,76,74,21,57,0,2,3,0,33,27,1,9,24,299,100,14,0.07263900871712628,0.0,0.07088519420493575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05808938902733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04939701682539193,0.07616833415175092,0.11113728569378313,0.0,0.07203837796349039,0.0,0.0,0.05977571492953844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065053814537934,0.0442800655030568,0.08022407817099139,0.0,0.08183928824759569,0.07623015817792081,0.12848660052773495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417254942823696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684243963388304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799633777069105,0.08037368152947331,0.07979054021068607,0.0,0.0,0.06256387176907871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06433660132332446,0.3002220545430976,0.0,0.04797738018285472,0.0,0.12240299547787124,0.06940968570554573,0.1305665144892653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22037079219230848,0.10378664468295044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037950883990175883,0.06968195609966009,0.04128242262055564,0.243704616709999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192403891863701,0.0,0.07732557549625954,0.06507028405518363,0.0,0.0745485792982938,0.0772118695131224,0.0818694420665506,0.0,0.14606518913550312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581625289373606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193639961339224,0.0,0.24581989729630474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130708004760668,0.10646325156340024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060998472720557965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697420473965693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320303590967904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720377060608058,0.10679605871710353,0.053860904558211714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866096782092298,0.0693421530956561,0.10071748508060026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06956809107441042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531733172899747,0.0,0.046534409012312254,0.0,0.0,0.07798711097205799,0.0,0.12406663310325035,0.0,0.11553091049637107,0.0,0.0,0.05788388534338745,0.0,0.0,0.08206140397854768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368367399176274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058384483690079335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04825812971192624,0.13963243125394442,0.0,0.0576672590653883,0.04235639013039057,0.0,0.0,0.06940968570554573,0.0,0.14795135630750605,0.0,0.07095775665585208,0.15123953965352088,0.0,0.0,0.08000160574006175,0.1798043686921032,0.08568873870636314,0.057657464052106214,0.17479989382624952,0.0,0.0,0.06733708881986321,0.1310908141843047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21152825388994528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04677714005037903 anxiety,brittanymartian,2018/02/27,"People with anxiety who are in long term relationships: How do you do it? My partner and I have been together for 9ish months. They are the most wonderful person I’ve ever been with, and our relationship feels very easy and natural... Except when I’m struggling with anxiety. I become mentally disconnected and exhausted from constant worry and trying to “fix” all these problems I think I’ve created in my life. I push people away, because people are overwhelming and I just want to be alone. I’ve thought on multiple occasions about ending my relationship because I don’t feel like I can contribute to it emotionally and physically. My anxiety goes through cycles, and once I start feeling better, I am more than happy to be with my partner. But at times, like this current moment, being in a relationship makes me feel guilty and overwhelmed. My partner knows about my anxiety, but I haven’t told them about how it effects my feelings towards are relationship, because deep down I know these feelings are temporary and somewhat invalid. Does anyone else experience this? How do you get through it?",6.9587472527472505,8.820764805128206,7.1488095238095255,68.61750000000002,65.05128205128204,10.494505494505496,37.0054945054945,10.608840637214634,4.531087912087912,887,45,137,24,14,286,117,195,0.085,0.821,0.094,0.4257,1,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,2,2,2,10,9,0,3,2,0,18,2,0,5,2,40,35,16,0,2,4,0,6,2,3,0,2,0,0,4,9,14,0,0,12,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,6,25,4,25,28,5,21,0,2,0,0,16,9,0,3,13,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242767769562577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3321695366091185,0.0,0.0,0.07590244913074172,0.11122488953576347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198867013654653,0.0,0.0,0.19851783423564254,0.1198877348164468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960058865288764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730671503760365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499504574808584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068170509800856,0.12210697933788263,0.09614531664673244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819197319634293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10618519859712454,0.0,0.0,0.3293245082770553,0.07754994522166776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671421373227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155561808995248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931525718755187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667385836261162,0.10606656058151592,0.0,0.0,0.09606556826974877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245965305505819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939541291073183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664558943686136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156048958646577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257699574369548,0.09478387736284467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038701056467482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.582723933542168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683403558665698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134826679298484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955607456682418,0.0,0.08617857905062884,0.06329785001593713,0.0,0.0,0.10372658911484194,0.0,0.07370003858825566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956720128609366,0.06402709147301201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772058232366987,0.0,0.11024035793597514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mountainofmars,2018/02/27,"I suck at being employed. This is just a rant. I have always had trouble attending school and work regularly. I got in trouble for truancy in high school for always skipping. I skated through my first associates degree by showing up the bare minimum amount. I'm a former preschool teacher. Sounds like an odd job for someone with anxiety, right? Well, I loved it until I worked at a terrible school with awful management. I don't normally get anxious around kids, but I found myself calling out at least once a week and asking to go down to part-time until I finally quit after a year and a half. I was unemployed for 6 months after that. Luckily, my mom has her own business and I worked for her making about $1,000 a month from home which was just enough to get me by since all the bills I have are rent and internet. However I was really secluded and it just wasn't good for my mental health. I landed a dream job (what I thought was a dream job) back in September with the local school district making $16 hourly. This was a huge step up from the $11.50 I was making at the preschool. While I loved my co-workers, I only liked about two of the kids I worked with. I had no idea I would be working with elementary kids with behavior issues and honestly most of them were just straight assholes. I resigned after 4 months and decided just to be a substitute. That didn't work out very well because I would get horrible anxiety accepting a job because I never had any idea what the day would be like. Now, I started a job at a new school, same district, last week. I'm working with older kids with learning disabilities, and most of them are good kids and they seem to really like me. SO WHY AM I CALLING OUT AND GETTING SUCH HORRIBLE ANXIETY EVERY MORNING?! ugh. I feel terrible texting the lead teacher and telling her ""I'm sick"" twice on the 2nd week when that's not entirely true. They've probably been talking shit about me and I feel like I'm going to go in tomorrow and they are going to be mad at me. I'm not sure if I just need to switch career fields for awhile or just get help with my anxiety. I've always gotten great performance reviews, I've been told I'm really good at what I do, and I'm really qualified. I don't want to believe my type of job is the problem because I'm not qualified for anything else. I've never been to therapy nor have I tried medication. I don't know what to do at this point and I'm falling into depression. TLDR; I suck at being employed and call out often in every job/school program I've been in because of my anxiety. I feel like my co-workers talk shit about me and are mad at me. I've never been to therapy or taken medication and I'm not sure what to do anymore because I'm becoming really depressed. 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It’s too late for me to fix the situation I’ve gotten myself into. I could fail this class and lose my scholarship. I don’t know what my parents are going to say about it. I wish I had a friend to help me not get to this point. Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. How am I going to finish 4 years of college. This is just a rant thing,0.00768292682926841,1.676994097560975,2.078231707317073,98.4190548780488,83.63414634146342,5.0756097560975615,15.128048780487804,5.985473137389443,-0.9277853658536592,284,4,72,2,8,95,54,82,0.339,0.573,0.08800000000000001,-0.9764,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,10,7,0,3,0,10,7,0,1,0,8,23,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,9,0,0,4,1,12,1,9,18,0,7,0,2,0,7,4,2,7,0,3,48,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452851644066463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795207407365274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114803130629547,0.8472303612488151,0.06840000168268533,0.0,0.14880906476077302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775253812477236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194989805311305,0.0,0.1476828259833363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646536071755314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537054013769324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376118369186005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411239003549397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715893110040135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697705577433912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055089004958505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08430782426531575 anxiety,WindUpTomato,2018/02/27,"Requesting extension on an assignment? TLDR; Put lab off till last minute, now struggling with anxiety trying to finish it, is it justified to request an extension? My anxiety (GAD + OCD) has been flaring up lately (largely due to me stopping one of my anxiety meds). I started taking it again yesterday but it typically takes ~2 weeks for me to feel effects in my past experience. I'm in college and have a programming lab due for one of my classes on Thursday evening. We've known about this lab for a month, but being the star student I am, I put off starting it until a few days ago. Long story short, my anxiety is making it a living hell to get anything done though. I am trying to keep up on my schoolwork, but every time I try to do classwork, I just start panicking. The deadline being this close on the lab is making it even worse because every time I work on it I think about how much I have to do and how I'm not gonna finish and fail the class. I don't know what to do. I really don't think I will be able to finish the lab by Thursday with this level of difficulty I am having focusing on anything right now with my anxiety. I've been thinking maybe I should request an extension on the assignment, but that terrifies me. I don't want to use my anxiety as an excuse, and not starting it till the week before was insanely stupid of me. I don't know. Is this a reasonable situation to request an extension or some type of help for? I'm so scared of failing the class and my anxiety is making everything a living hell right now. Edit: I am registered with disability services at my school for my anxiety crap. So they could probably help too? The professor is really nice so I might just try talking directly to him first though. 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I feel like I didn’t handle it as well as I could have when we were together, and now that we’re friends I want to be able to properly be there for him if I need to be. Pointers? He has some anxiety I think stemming from his time in the military, but it might feed off everyday things like work and meeting rent as well. There are some small triggers every now and then, and when it is triggered he kind of pushes everything away. The last time he had an attack was a few months ago though so he’s getting better. He’s also on meds. I’ve never dealt with anyone with anxiety before and I’ve never had a problem with it personally so I don’t know the best way to go about calming him down or just being there if I need to be. Do you guys have any basics that you’ve found help you feel better? 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I chose psychology. I’ve gotten by doing the bare minimum and I haven’t thrived. I hate the only job I was able to get with my degree. I can’t go to grad school because I don’t meet any of the requirements for a masters program. I’m supposed to get amazing letters of recommendation, above average GRE scores, and have done some sort of undergraduate research. I don’t have any of these things. I was going to take a break from education to work the job I hate and maybe other psych jobs to get experience grad school would like. However, my dad recently told me I absolutely have to go to grad school and he seems to be getting my extended family to bug me about it too. I’m feeling hopeless. I want to drop out, run away, and start over. I don’t care if I have to work retail forever.",3.1486285714285707,4.713233777142862,5.0632857142857155,81.02521428571431,74.08571428571429,8.657142857142857,27.92857142857143,9.23628265651192,2.3692285714285712,681,27,140,16,14,234,102,175,0.097,0.8029999999999999,0.1,-0.3291,4,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,4,2,6,2,0,6,0,17,0,0,0,0,17,37,7,0,4,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,2,0,1,4,6,3,0,1,5,1,20,3,26,30,1,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,3,83,24,20,0.1400439305989342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046935023656392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157588276199128,0.0,0.0,0.08536948025234113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278412068432145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331356321688488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369898364491716,0.13202095417802898,0.0,0.07081041916011971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29266869455146144,0.0,0.23877057921906425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27652877616388666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41691597595936936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215814035875266,0.0,0.0,0.06841839059846844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406929514702696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948973917392488,0.21301943968338372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382764864407744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251958030642408,0.0,0.1274907347350767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912381488008062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529560712819297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303896470462092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381797713808116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16520307736075718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039072987823751,0.0,0.0,0.09948319024082057,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hEllllllllllo28,2018/02/27,"I’m sick of my anxiety taking a hold of every interaction I have This probably comes across as super selfish but I’m so tired of worrying about other people’s feelings during interactions. Example. My boyfriend and I live in a four unit house. There is one set of a washer and a dryer in the basement for house use. My boyfriend and I brought our own set so our landlord accommodated and added hookups for our set. Our downstairs neighbor helped install them so I told him he was free to use ours if someone else was using the house washer/dryer. I went down to do laundry just now and our washer was running with someone else’s clothes. I checked the house washer and saw a load also sitting in there. Assuming it was our downstairs neighbor who I said could use ours, I texted him to make sure. He said it was and sent a whole long apology and that he’d switch the load now into the house dryer. I said he was totally fine, just wanted to make sure it was actually his and he was free to use it whenever he needed. Literally nothing about it was confrontational and it was totally a normal conversation. But now I have this giant pit of worry in my stomach that I came across bitchy and as this horrible person. What if he somehow misconstrues it and it looks like I’m retracting my offer of letting him use it? What if I look like an asshole for doing that? In the grand scheme of things this means absolutely nothing. Why why why do I have to fixate on it and worry about how he’s perceiving me??? It’s so annoying. 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So I'm in online high school, and two years ago I left public school to do online school because I'd been having anxiety attacks which caused me to leave school early. (crying & panicking is not the ideal thing to do in a lunch room full of 200+ kids.) Due to this, I missed a lot of learning.. However, because of switching I've lost just about all of my friends, I constantly feel alone. People tell me to try and get out or join clubs, but I can't because my anxiety is so bad. I feel like maybe if I go back to public school I can try and push myself, maybe make some friends. But I'm worried that the same thing will happen as before and I'll have to switch back. I just feel like I'm missing out. I won't get to go to prom or graduate with friends. My anxiety is so bad and I'm tired of it getting in the way of such important things.. 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It’s physical pain. I can’t take it, everyday it cuts inside me. I don’t know what to do anymore. I don’t know if it’s even anxiety at this point.",-2.307207207207206,-0.575464918918918,1.804189189189192,93.11096846846847,103.59459459459455,6.790990990990991,16.977477477477482,7.793537801064563,0.9103909909909906,126,4,31,4,6,47,25,37,0.298,0.7020000000000001,0.0,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,3,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,7,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,19,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28196756138125306,0.0,0.3655386332934823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24344781874365215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945793284464872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40513085514329467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922018810518254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3484332538290528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612586446770625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771310763448756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Run1126,2018/02/27,"DAE hate sunny days? It just feels like the spotlight is on you and everyone is staring at you especially when you're driving and the sun blinds you. It's why I love cloudy, rainy days where I can just pull my hood up and ignore the world around me",5.263529411764708,5.1711333921568645,5.153725490196081,88.39176470588238,68.01960784313728,8.368627450980393,26.803921568627448,7.793537801064563,1.1766156862745092,197,5,44,2,3,61,39,51,0.129,0.7070000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.4588,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,5,4,1,0,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,2,4,6,0,11,1,0,2,1,4,6,0,0,4,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370112414076565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882979952138649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3617438082285934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914184568999528,0.2704534367879919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737635806252595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495219922823186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416779362231841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416042722624546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whatsyoo,2018/02/27,"Anxiety when someone is nice to me I get uncomfortable. I get anxious because I feel like I’m being put in a vulnerable position when someone is nice to me and now I have to figure out why they’re being nice to me. And I spend the rest of the conversation observing them to find clues to figure out what they want out of me. I’ve been told I’m quite the awkward individual. I’m female, 20 years old and have not many friends. I don’t know, is that feeling normal? The only time I don’t feel that way is when it’s my mom or brother.",1.129195494770716,3.0692635929203576,3.662381335478681,87.10198712791633,81.212389380531,6.586967015285603,23.54706355591312,7.686295010490155,1.1006530973451336,418,15,92,7,11,146,68,113,0.113,0.763,0.123,0.2658,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,4,6,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,17,22,7,0,2,2,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,2,3,14,5,12,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,8,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645183484129971,0.2429536868157941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310970157081988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262185012313149,0.15363707385846942,0.0,0.0,0.1965585986311628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16615284007685666,0.0,0.2247172662496021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181899415181299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506619930804982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21803448353145305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518726675709498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21071062435590374,0.0,0.0,0.2256666004850709,0.0,0.0,0.16356086945696516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21619212048582476,0.0,0.2287400530589134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3644349319718944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254017192427839,0.0,0.0,0.20549659432217665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684644655085642,0.17070258105223607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940558841893988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848993659564074 anxiety,IntDexRus,2018/02/27,"Oddly I find this video helpful with my anxiety/Paranoia while I'm working [Relaxing Plane Sound with Lightning Storm while Flying](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1TlwVs58qpw) The point is that it's not just a white noise track(there are already thousands of them on youtube), but there are also random sounds and voices here and there. And I have this annoying compulsion to always check if my neighbour is calling me or there is a phone or a doorbell ringing, which I'm missing because I'm wearing headphones. So after listening for this track for some time I just give up trying to find out which sounds are real and which are coming from the speakers and can concentrate on my work.",12.707,10.601692366666672,9.700000000000003,68.26500000000003,54.5,11.933333333333335,44.83333333333333,9.888512548439397,4.597883333333333,564,25,87,7,5,162,84,120,0.061,0.922,0.017,-0.7259,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,8,3,1,0,5,0,9,1,1,0,0,21,16,13,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,8,9,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,2,0,1,0,8,8,1,13,16,1,10,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,5,4,65,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28952980047410043,0.20981573125168201,0.21831133582956386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993720159501726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679072367203563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600694732134796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795995094881522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168745650290697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17585985428112932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802272612063034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986324178650463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15298899019591153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17813076555014196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3820143059985164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Infinitechemistry88,2018/02/27,"Teeth grinding/biting down Does anyone grind their teeth when their anxious? I used to just do so in my sleep and I would wake up with a sore mouth/jaw. Now I realize I am doing it throughout the day! I will notice and stop and moments later realize I am. Sometimes I am not grinding but rather biting down very hard. 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Any advice ",3.811,4.374149433333333,5.993333333333332,78.81000000000002,71.33333333333334,10.0,31.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.222666666666667,113,5,23,3,2,40,24,30,0.126,0.7829999999999999,0.091,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250203542981841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261846132909954,0.0,0.2544439482622518,0.3757519809468107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36670111755591617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401138655368152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5346748736796919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312155737186286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362749375227822,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bramalamadingdong,2018/02/27,"Sertraline (zoloft) making anxiety worse? I've been on 50mg for about 3 weeks and recently went up to 100 but I keep getting anxious for no reason as well as feeling dizzy, should I be thinking about switching to another treatment?",6.1101550387596895,7.568741255813954,6.1906976744186055,76.20759689922484,66.67441860465118,9.454263565891472,37.58914728682171,9.725611199111238,3.98037054263566,186,10,31,4,3,59,37,43,0.244,0.662,0.094,-0.7193,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,8,9,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,1,2,1,10,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,19,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233302207279117,0.2358857096892793,0.3483459649880793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155910234165392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610993312905592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740742578297226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582497551356915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170335477503661,0.3044568812931222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757722733861746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473385162109285,0.0,0.27724227528238826,0.2858420895476664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31423339940912165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,severel,2018/02/27,"I messed Real Bad and im not ready for the downfall Too keep it short, I'm not graduating. In the first two weeks of second semester I got sick and missed a couple classes. Okay, that's normal, but then I felt anxious because I didn't do my homework so I started ditching... Each day became worse, because my anxiety went up thinking about showing up again. It's been more than a month of not going to school and I failed all my classes. It makes me mad because I let my anxiety win, and yesterday I finally went to school..well I talked to one of my teachers but I ended up crying and it was useless because he told me I should talk to my counselor instead. I just went back to my car and cry to sleep. So now is talking to the counselor, how I have to repeat my classes (hopefully online) and at the latest, graduate a semester late. But I'm too anxious to tell my parents because they saw me at my worst last year where I basically failed my classes too but was able to recover and the rest was cake, yet I managed to fail my last three semester classes. Three, all because I was too scared to show up to a certain class without my homework. I feel awful and I'm going to be shamed to death by my family, and overall, I just feel depressed again to the point of thinking suicide to have this go away. Of course I'm not gonna do that but, I'm so dissapointed in myself, my anxiety has beat me over so many things, like getting soccer scholarships, getting ahead in a nursing program, etc, but as soon everything was well, it does it again. But who is it to say, it's my own fault. I just needed to vent.",3.808571237458197,4.792505889230776,5.0611772575250855,83.94430100334449,71.64615384615384,7.7444816053511705,30.74581939799331,8.04050195162591,2.099147157190635,1254,54,254,17,23,417,169,325,0.253,0.705,0.043,-0.9976,1,0,0,0,0,1,39.0,0,0,1,7,23,19,1,2,11,2,17,2,1,2,3,42,45,24,2,4,15,1,3,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,13,11,0,1,5,3,1,7,6,13,1,6,14,5,41,6,42,27,8,44,0,6,1,0,10,14,0,1,24,182,54,17,0.10352047335033657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375786362950351,0.23389733790928105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972608923982414,0.0796008540689362,0.08643527119447046,0.37863071827242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11454343477127572,0.22742475805680476,0.06676214127588216,0.0,0.08916203200660934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905914638410389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168841288402878,0.0,0.11545269218692653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303752640862753,0.0,0.09758988918850488,0.0,0.10468612353625444,0.0,0.09939588859439892,0.11340161851453195,0.0,0.08805446174833796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108170349351159,0.0,0.1764992119057224,0.0,0.08279477931347723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281918802288616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181987542077897,0.0,0.0,0.09201375319221483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687660049480981,0.11677560297361635,0.0,0.0,0.10585669772737287,0.0,0.05057487425788928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910071981099916,0.1049535117964642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262905418531358,0.0,0.0,0.07675911928611961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142808440568284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07014815187309603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494723483348618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978603080900969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178289621885304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232363541574532,0.10364205311627656,0.20953649144968936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035952345981452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327232385432045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132345957925488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496175055794923,0.09048145655775633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877440261106835,0.13266347869877262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891824855867123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112446035018532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303787946294637,0.0,0.09307733785100937,0.2878935477690122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979004217301822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549620634545401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666379078557719 anxiety,Cubswin_13,2018/02/27,"A perfect example of the silent, undetected nature of crippling anxiety disorders. At work today, my co-manager was annoyed to learn that one of his employees would be out for 6 weeks on short term disability for anxiety and depression. He said to me “I probably don’t have the sympathy I should for those with mental illness. You clearly have a very sound mind though.” A sound mind? Little does he know, I’ve had crippling anxiety for over 10 years. I ended up in the hospital 3 times my senior year of college thinking I was dying. I’ve been on various medications the last ten years, and have managed to become very successful at the large firm I work at where I’m a second level manager, although still known as the quiet, reserved guy. I’m highly introverted, highly socially anxious, have bouts of depression, daily heart palpitations, daily irritability, and have a hard time avoiding self-medicating with alcohol. I am consumed with irrational fears (fear of time slipping away, fear of parents dying, fear of going on vacations knowing the vacation hangover will derail my mental state, fear of losing control, etc.). 30 minutes before my co-manager said that to me, about how I had it all together, I was contacting a local counseling agency because I finally decided that enough is enough....I am not going to let my anxiety allow me to be mediocre and gravitate to my comfort zone anymore. I’m not going to continue in survival mode, I want to live. I’m going to get professional help, pushing aside the stigma that only the crazies get professional help. I just found it so striking that anxiety has controlled my thoughts, actions, and life for 10 years....it has been horrendous. Yet, I’m able to mask it at work to the point where my co-manager inappropriately judges mental illness in front of me because he’s so sure that I don’t have it. How many others are out there like me? What a perfect example highlighting how undetected mental illness can go, how the most crippling, consuming, prominent part of my life goes undetected by the guy I’ve worked closest with for years. I’m happily married with two young kids, a fantastic job at a fortune 50 company, yet my anxiety owns most facets of my life. I know I have it all, yet life is so overwhelming to me and everyday I long for my bed. My throat is tight writing this, stomach tense, and heart skipping beats as I sit in my office. I am finally going to take the step towards professional help. Maybe someday I can leverage this to raise awareness for the silent destroyer that is anxiety disorder. 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Title says it all really. I used to have a lot of social anxiety, but I feel as though my general anxiety and depression has completely eradicated my social anxiety - almost as if the social aspects of anxiety just don't matter anymore. Maybe its because i'm so depersonalised I have no opinions on my self anymore, so therefore feel as though I can't be judged. 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Where do you think most of your anxiety comes from? And if you want to answer this as well, what do you do about it when it comes?",2.545916666666667,3.588602425000005,3.4750000000000014,93.89666666666668,74.75,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,0.8353333333333333,147,3,36,3,3,47,28,40,0.078,0.831,0.091,0.1381,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,6,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,9,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,1,6,9,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5649212924370905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6361194941443584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25020042986321456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23658826719790346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778196540933994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319829435132682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pmcgee11,2018/02/27,"Vape to easy anxiety? Other? Random thought: does anyone vape to ease anxiety? If so, what do you use?",0.28078947368421225,2.1086306315789507,2.409868421052632,86.24532894736844,111.10526315789473,6.110526315789473,20.539473684210527,7.1686216300943375,1.5944631578947366,78,3,14,2,4,26,16,19,0.13699999999999998,0.606,0.257,0.6072,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6861715334349754,0.0,0.0,0.3135874556299184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924676349017151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560428107891333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38734249291173306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,justafreakingidiot,2018/02/27,"Finally reaching out for help I recently went to visit family, and with all the drama that ensues with them, my anxiety has been through the roof. I felt myself spiraling and tried to reach out to some friends, but felt like I was burdening them and didn't really get too detailed about what was going on, so I've been in a very weird place mentally since I got back. Yesterday I finally followed through on contacting a mental health professional. I couldn't bring myself to call, so I sent an email, and I got a response within a few hours asking me to call. I was in talk therapy for about 5 sessions many years ago, but I've otherwise fought all my battles with anxiety/depression/OCD by myself. I just called and left a message for the doctor. My hands are shaking, but I feel like this is the right step. It's not easy, but I'm proud of myself.",6.8287957418496354,6.300119371257487,7.191576846307385,76.55200931470394,64.8682634730539,11.25455755156354,33.525615435795075,10.746095033038511,3.4579080505655355,673,25,131,16,9,220,108,167,0.113,0.7829999999999999,0.104,-0.3503,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,2,1,10,0,10,3,1,0,2,23,24,11,0,1,6,0,4,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,1,0,8,3,5,0,0,13,4,21,4,24,10,4,26,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,10,88,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318552964514839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11379109604447425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905842451292147,0.0,0.0,0.11437730982678165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.455662146677251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224892191730244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022549283212835,0.0,0.07521098439409575,0.10626493151714583,0.2856410142389761,0.3258902736008912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149216118787278,0.0,0.07771420110074495,0.0,0.08453638377146365,0.0,0.23793322914290566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811117222620094,0.0,0.0,0.09970202086494473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648589422555755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161411916061638,0.0,0.0,0.1453406029396496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080617509150046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29980410761143306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540902162021114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529117743405674,0.0,0.14686977971773804,0.0,0.0,0.1270291790485597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304510761045725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955725478828197,0.0,0.0,0.17010522995777827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009894917527779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273190501480633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789001761962175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957882316979468 anxiety,throwawaaaaaaayeeeah,2018/02/27,Job Blew about 3 Interviews the last 2 weeks because of my severe social anxiety. The interview process is extremely difficult for me. I have an interview today with a local movie theatre and was hoping if anyone had any tips. I need this job or I'll be homeless next week. Any advice at all is greatly appreciated. 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I learned about my disorder a couple of months ago, and just felt curious to know how your time perception was. To me each day feels like a blink. A lot of hours go by in no time, and I feel like I'm in the same position as a week ago without even noticing. This is what terrifies me the most.",2.9842253521126736,3.7302482676056385,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,73.36619718309859,8.496901408450704,26.876056338028175,8.841846274778883,1.6965639436619724,261,9,61,5,5,86,53,71,0.14,0.762,0.098,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,2,0,16,9,5,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,7,2,12,7,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,11,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36302964623416895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132999620452616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22657232927695656,0.0,0.1320586717745883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346823157581833,0.0,0.17919419839346912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524759067617545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20707410162745046,0.2925731581056523,0.19660976680466472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23274919036538266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165561714302144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253535223580216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007898464683946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408676297446982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634441756535589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313016972417375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196061919386274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582062855271937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642528513808542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973894212176736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,slasherjpc,2018/02/27,"Heart anxiety (Any tips on dealing with this please) Well where do I begin, long story short, I have had anxiety issues since highschool. Thoughover the last 10 years or so, I've had panic about my heart. Now that's not to say I have a heart condition, none that I'm aware of. I don't smoke, I used to drink in my early twenties a lot (party phase) butwhen I turned 28 or so I really stopped drinking aside from one here and there. I'm now 35 and my anxiety just can be terrifying at times. What does it concern? My heart. Everytime I get my heart rate up, any time I feel the thudding in my chest, which seems to happen more so then I want to. Sometimes even just standing up I can then feel it thudding in my chest. People say it could be a heart issue, lots of people seem to think it's just my anxiety makinng me more aware. I'm not hugely overweight, I walk a lot, I eat fairly decent, I have my cheat moments on and off but I'm not one to eat pizza every day for a week or burgers. I mix things up constantly. Yet I am always having anxiety and stress about having a heart attack. Any time anyone dies of one, I read about celebrities having one, etc, I start getting anxious, panic attacks, and pains in my chest and shoulder. It just tears me up inside and dealing with this on daily basis sometimes is truly getting to me. I'm scared of just dropping dead one minute from a heart attack and I've never had one, my family history is relatively clean from them aside from one grandparent, and I can't seem to learn to calm myself down. Any times of anyone else dealing with this sort of anxiety would be wonderful because it's not one I seem to be able to find common among anxiety users. 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Being anxious about a thing for no other reason than 'I have an anxiety disorder' is a valid reason to be anxious about the thing. I find myself going along the self hatred route when I don't have a logical reason to be anxious about a thing, with thoughts along the lines of 'Wow I'm so pathetic for feeling this way' and 'What's wrong with me this is so stupid I shouldn't be having a problem with this thing!' These thoughts aren't helpful. These types of thoughts have never once helped to motivate me to make a positive change in my life. The only function of thoughts like these is to make myself suffer because the depression side of me says that I need to make myself pay for being a bad person. (Also illogical and untrue, but that voice is still there) What HAS been helpful are thoughts like 'Well I legitimately have an illness, that illness is a perfectly good explanation for why I have anxiety'. The less I beat myself up internally the more progress I make in my life, which honestly still doesn't make much sense to me but it's working so I'm gonna keep going with the being kind to myself thing. :)",6.752452133019817,6.706554087336247,6.944628820960702,76.6479610345986,64.89519650655022,10.015586160564329,33.335908632851876,9.661875296680813,3.032519381928116,942,36,176,17,13,304,111,229,0.16899999999999998,0.6509999999999999,0.18,0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,6,12,15,1,0,20,0,27,4,0,10,3,35,45,9,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,2,4,2,0,2,19,8,0,1,13,0,1,2,6,6,1,0,6,3,21,9,30,30,3,11,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,135,40,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07469118725540003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21435005486729494,0.42205737010719896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798430621512684,0.056935194526041226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988038115731488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044446567561858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140868080765311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722536645924316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536504045020317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616166600951944,0.07833869260152881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781024513928904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301736786132548,0.0,0.0972607388724183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194102356835927,0.091260116996569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31172295863470245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865904903926866,0.06925421278246817,0.0720351059179295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946694098633188,0.0,0.07103418692694427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155244867088747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937027788775259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841191196339926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0742746740339336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743557965805648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917720538407458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.310250896356711,0.0,0.0,0.3707420681711548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413581923130347,0.0,0.0,0.08397696352835977,0.0,0.0842781161383475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799562142780974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211720012342036,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thorface,2018/02/27,"Anyone have a horror movie scene stuck in your head and it won't leave you alone? Have you guys experienced this before? I tend to be a ruminator and sometimes I get stuck on a thought or visual that keeps replaying in my mind and won't leave me alone. Recently, I saw a really brutal scene in a horror movie and every few minutes, the idea of the scene or the visual of that scene keeps popping into my head. I saw the scene a few days ago and the thought has still not left me. At this point, it's starting to cause low levels of anxiety and I am trying to find out if I can nip in the bud before it gets full blown and I need more serious interventions. Before anyone asks, I do NOT want to share the scene in question and I don't want people guessing either please. I do not wish to unleash this bullshit on others and have them deal with a similar issue. In general though, if you have dealt with something like this, are you willing to share your experiences and strategies for overcoming this? Thank you.",4.552857142857143,5.647490399999999,5.144428571428573,83.62400000000002,70.0,8.114285714285714,26.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.6313214285714284,800,24,159,12,14,257,109,200,0.168,0.7659999999999999,0.065,-0.965,0,2,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,7,1,0,2,7,1,0,14,0,15,2,2,1,0,37,34,15,0,6,8,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,11,14,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,6,3,22,4,23,24,5,21,0,1,2,0,15,16,0,6,6,109,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847864141502384,0.0,0.0,0.27685616128526336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224704526326277,0.0,0.0,0.18691180970026144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249510156739644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411961410455384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730229613483855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619754436712525,0.13779423682763964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261157352239475,0.0,0.0,0.13074194482831086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215984493518214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13966026716959526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723797490111598,0.13234119255158172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743407638306561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088219808083228,0.0,0.1395029182676979,0.0,0.2376005149504351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830463921358235,0.1452184461826381,0.0,0.0,0.06529793509305905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349552127429855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910478399585047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266075909224934,0.0,0.0,0.14671497132570888,0.12634882715219226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972614490055866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562393430573463,0.0,0.1319699127314472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10289549335905687,0.1321899399154524,0.0,0.09460293312366802,0.0,0.10673845043283757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305317485751005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131707485645938,0.21221705428772727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074415743675064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15766842406430145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369866235155294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lewistronzo,2018/02/27,"Stomach aches It's well known anxiety can cause stomach aches but does anyone else get it from absolutely nowhere? I'm no more stressed than I am any other time of the year and yet I wake up aching, not severely, but enough to put me off my day. Now it's been 36 hours and the bathroom visits have finally become ""less solid"". Does this make sense to anyone else that suffers with anxious stomach? I've had no fever, no loss of appetite or anything along those lines, simply aches and some toilet trips. When I'm relaxed in bed I'm usually symptom free. Does this make sense to anyone else? 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Without naming the actual medication, what would you say were/are the worst side effects of the medication you take/took, and in the end is it really worth it?",5.642666666666668,6.660758155555558,6.517777777777781,75.05000000000003,67.44444444444444,10.444444444444443,28.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,2.896333333333333,187,6,36,5,3,62,25,45,0.17,0.755,0.075,-0.7757,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,2,0,2,0,0,5,0,3,3,0,2,0,7,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,2,2,4,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.2507413523796826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22757709285078875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7765354673882571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646056102238063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433305617930486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931907376456312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28547545983076345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476859068540921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252642660169266,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MyOwnGuitarHero,2018/02/27,"Newly diagnosed with GAD I guess I’m just really posting to introduce myself to the community. I just got back from my psychiatrist, who diagnosed me with generalized anxiety disorder. I’m a student nurse who has studied the diagnostic criteria of GAD, and have always suspected I have it, but it’s nice to get a true diagnosis from a professional. I worry about *everything* - whether any particular decision I’ve made is the “right” one, and constantly living with fear and doubt. My mind races at night thinking about everything from embarrassing past experiences to what I have to do in the morning to how long it’ll be until my alarm rings. I get regular panic attacks, though grounding techniques can be helpful (if you’re interested in knowing what techniques I use, let me know!). I have “anticipatory” panic - where I basically get anxious because I’m afraid of *becoming* anxious. It’s especially bad when I’m driving, because I’m afraid I’ll have a panic attack and lose control of the car. Because of this, I avoid driving like the plague, and only leave the house when absolutely necessary. When I’m at the gym, I get intense anxiety about having a heart attack, and then my anxiety symptoms actually *mimic* a heart attack. I could go on and on. I’m just really glad to have found this community. My doctor prescribed a low dose of Buspar (buspirone), and we’re going to see how I do with that. Right now I’m going to start out on 5mg twice a day, which is a *very* conservative dose (so there’s always room to titrate up if I need it). I’m so relieved to finally, *possibly* start getting some relief from this. If anybody has any experience with Buspar, definitely let me know! Thanks for reading this absolutely pointless rant. I appreciate it. 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Anxiety is the absolute worst. ,5.5124999999999975,9.157225250000009,5.433333333333334,66.79500000000002,88.16666666666666,12.4,31.0,10.125756701596842,5.755699999999999,61,3,9,3,2,19,12,12,0.461,0.539,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8257901371392754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5639775256191479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sieuvix,2018/02/27,Just crying in the school bathroom Idk why everything just keeps boiling over and I’m dripping snot on the floor I’m a mess ,0.09839999999999803,2.036338040000004,0.9920000000000008,96.85600000000002,108.6,3.6,21.0,5.6839178017228535,0.1942,101,4,20,1,5,31,21,25,0.269,0.731,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5097875227378185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170994443591931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125097346345377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696897989999427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187743386637096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,surfjes,2018/02/27,"How do You control your tears? I have severe panic attacks every now and then, happens when I'm in a crowded area or new environment. The panic attacks are so bad, I sound like I'm being attacked. I cry and scream, i can't breath and it lasts the entire day (not the panic, but i get depressed every time after an attack) I can control some of it, depending on my mood, but the tears always bugs me. I dont want people to see me crying, how do you hold back tears when panicking? 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My daughter is in kindergarten, and this will be the first time we need to take inviting school friends into consideration. My husband expects to invite his family, and that is perfectly rational when you're not someone who sees people based on how much mental space they take up. My in-laws, niece, and nephews take up... so much mental space. And physical space when it comes down to it. We're a large group. I am in a massive mental block over even deciding to get invitations out to the handful of school friends our girl might want to invite... actually, even making a Facebook invite for family and the one or two known friends has been all but impossible. In fact, the only thing that I HAVE been able to get my head around is the food and balloons. I will not tell her she can not invite school friends, and I will not beg my husband to ask his family not to come. My anxiety already takes over enough aspects of her life without me slamming doors on her social interactions; that's just not fair. I wish ""suck it up buttercup"" was a real thing that worked. I'd plaster it to the living room wall where everyone else has ""live laugh love"" if it did. I have avoided a panic attack so far by internally pretending to ignore how much closer her birthday is getting... holy crap this is supposed to be a nice, special day for my DAUGHTER, not me! Why the hell can't I get out of my own minds long enough to see it from her perspective? It's disgusting. I feel so selfish. What do I do? Beg my husband to orchestrate the invites and explain how beyond me it is to do? It's always been up to me to do it, and then I spend the rest in anxiety over the actual day... this new thing with school has just... sent me over the top. These kids are an intimidating and unknown factor to me, and I hate mixing unknown friends with high-mental weight family. I'm scattering here... gotta go... fold laundry and... turn the volume up on... something. I hate this. 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So I have this anxiety issue and to be honest right now it’s the main issue. I keep forgetting to breathe and it feels like I’m gasping for air. I saw a post on this but it was deleted. Anyone know any techniques or know anything useful to try? 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I was scared to go out in public in case I gave other people threadworms, I'd even avoid getting close to people and constantly washed my hands. I also cut my nails and bought rubber gloves for when I have to wash the dishes, worried I was going to give my brother and mum worms. Something that did not help, was how fucking freaked out I was by reading stories online, I'd spend hours reading and looking at ways people got rid of them, some people had been so unfortunate and have had them for years, sometimes they'd get floaters in their eyes and find them in their noses. This scared me shitless and so I always blew my nose and check my eyes, the slightest itch worried me. A week went by and they were gone, although I never wanted to even touch down there. My mum and brother thought I was crazy and was overreacting. Sorry for this long wall of text, I just felt like ranting.",5.234324324324327,6.249175765765767,4.745963963963966,87.3967837837838,68.36936936936937,6.640720720720721,27.86306306306307,6.079149491110277,1.0500554954954957,908,29,176,4,15,274,136,222,0.162,0.8270000000000001,0.011,-0.9812,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,7,0,10,9,2,3,6,0,19,11,7,1,1,29,38,20,0,1,2,4,4,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,16,1,1,5,2,3,6,2,7,0,1,25,9,29,2,25,12,2,30,0,0,3,1,15,13,1,2,11,112,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950449509029787,0.0,0.13499676783221845,0.0,0.0,0.10781072360378967,0.1121760649036488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230147004484745,0.0,0.09426509781792253,0.13813289573590226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456860627602625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808687130111506,0.08694389043112896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126198152925958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808677835098927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588852029639138,0.0,0.12321757250870047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246333897232104,0.1408695230882533,0.1293258929904867,0.1532358294471033,0.0,0.10782308780591683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036299628154584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276465412003574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403880567625674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586332076851062,0.0,0.0,0.11930616592204933,0.113209823564073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760726507900334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397688374308353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3738522689912888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697010064695796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699447063257702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491138171959755,0.0,0.0,0.10378641951056264,0.13333451360465848,0.15091325872696745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21405454704166835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951680228795235,0.10700909451280306,0.10813967550600118,0.0,0.0,0.12497394778288963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738203639889832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681580924485323 anxiety,andsugarcrashes,2018/02/27,"Does anyone else get posting anxiety? Okay, I just started and backspaced four different introductory sentences to this post so I’m going to leave this one out of principle. I wonder if you guys feel anxious too when making a post or leaving a comment? My heart races and I become subtly but naggingly anxious about how it will be received. I know most of the Reddit community is super sweet as well, so it sucks to be paralysed by fear. I want to be a part of intriguing discussions but at the same time the thought makes me nauseas. What is wrong with me? :/",4.923679245283019,6.5950035849056645,5.6076886792452845,78.45794811320756,69.75471698113208,8.69622641509434,32.117924528301884,9.188382445141503,2.962569811320756,444,20,80,9,8,144,81,106,0.199,0.672,0.129,-0.8204,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,2,1,6,1,6,1,1,3,0,19,18,11,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,1,2,1,2,9,4,13,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,4,3,57,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583028213044478,0.37164159805348457,0.0,0.11501146897467512,0.16853392846414894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166033706679566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185141646271335,0.0,0.0,0.14394159716749913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374057916693252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18509092407017014,0.08316836478944449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593642376225026,0.0,0.09348039864290747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286563150425118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491506363366568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039644410284003,0.0,0.0,0.3483309203386035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195895187756799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145903367539564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17812081178286784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725923872905535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642305882452532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13058241314045635,0.0959123031818361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970172890179446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789142489056362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17837655117397058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983810794715513,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MOMISTILLLOVEYOU,2018/02/27,"I pretend to be an idiot because I'm afraid of people. I think this way I better avoid the problems. I'm afraid of what people think of me, I have a angry face, and most of the time I'm anxious and sad, but people look at me and think I'm violent, I do not have a friend, not even a colleague. classroom, I'm only over 5 years old and this has destroyed me, I would like a hug, I would like to feel safe. I can not say that to my mother, she thinks anxiety is not a man's thing, she thinks I'm sad not to go to class, in parts I do not really want to go, but that's not the reason for my situation, sometimes I just I wanted to sleep all day, but I'm not the kind of person who sleeps fast, I can only sleep at night, because I spend the rest of the day thinking that anything bad can happen and it exhausts me, it's been a week since I've felt exhausted All the time, I'm losing my love for the things I enjoy doing, I'm not aroused by anything, not even by porn. 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I don't really have social anxiety, I guess it's more general. I plan to bring it up in therapy once I return. But having a timed constructive conversation, creates pressure for me. As someone who already over analyzing everything it's a bit much sitting with someone who's a professional at it. It makes even more difficult to choose my words, making sure they don't misread/misinterpret something as I've been told I am difficult to read by therapist, pdoc, and just most people. Also since I value and respect their opinion, what someone else thinks actually matters a lot, though it usually exist on a lower level.",6.81583333333333,8.30880523076923,7.96503205128205,64.00600961538464,65.06837606837607,11.320085470085473,38.55662393162393,11.20814326018867,5.140385470085472,520,28,78,16,8,177,86,117,0.124,0.779,0.097,-0.4496,1,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,3,1,18,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,11,2,13,11,6,11,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,4,3,56,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.15956075735165134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804357496279992,0.13075772749524145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250835923792399,0.18471811941858465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17850898707492502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13659041166175825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799585447409787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469509406748716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012310074932966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390091211685403,0.0,0.0,0.3274296782011853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019759698906166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17413126825528846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335624017303765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635527966528833,0.0,0.1047477633121734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525596131520462,0.0,0.0,0.16667637450419626,0.41562078867727575,0.1258768692615651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410487231046674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739725511967919,0.1898460277134203,0.0,0.10476967596043923,0.1606463191331085,0.0,0.09534314977466114,0.0,0.0,0.15623942549551215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008156631873395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cave-Ninja,2018/02/27,Can anyone recommend any good books I can read that might help me deal with my anxiety? Something that I could read that might help me change my thought processes and negate/avoid the triggers for a panic attack.,9.092307692307692,8.613550153846155,7.143205128205127,78.58096153846154,60.282051282051285,10.876923076923077,34.884615384615394,10.125756701596842,3.2700153846153848,172,6,31,3,2,50,30,39,0.173,0.597,0.23,0.4019,0,1,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,19,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15497780454402033,0.0,0.1743406145424391,0.0,0.0,0.15935091172796573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926578733593625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410848540178239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195724513215736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495184498567184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114922763687534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055091688707156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4835254978938791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673880774575846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559174314749006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544627817534444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092479624055155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DankSpankman,2018/02/27,"I’ve started taking sertraline/Zoloft for my anxiety/depression. So I have started taking 50 mg of sertraline for my generalized anxiety and depression. I’m a 24yo male and for at least 2 1/2 years I have been depressed and even before then I have had generalized anxiety, all the way back to High School actually. It use to be manageable without medication but the last two years have been hell (broke up with girlfriend, lost my job, found out my dad has terminal brain cancer, stayed and helped my family for a year, moved away to Detroit after my dad was doing better, found out that the cancer had grown back after six months, quit my job in Detroit to travel back down and help family again, he had another surgery, it was successful, 3 months later the cancer has grown back to the size before his second surgery) recap over. So I finally swallowed my pride and went to the doctor a few weeks ago and today went back and he gave me a prescription. I took it at 1:30 and man it made my stomach super unhappy. I had pretty bad nausea paired with, constantly shitting (little bit of an exaggeration). Seriously though i went to the restroom like 5 times for that. I never really had diarrhea but near the end of the day it was getting closer to that. As far as mentally it was kinda a rollercoaster at times I would feel kinda good but then I would quickly shift to feeling anxiety ridden and depressed, then a little bit later I would feel kinda better but not fully because it’s kinda hard to feel good when your stomach is turning. But near the end of the day I was pretty down and a little irritable plus my anxiety was a little worse (one thing I did notice however is that even though it was worse my anxious thoughts would pass more quickly than usual or it would be easier for me to push it out of my mind). It also made me a little restless. It could of been because I was so nauseous I kept fidgetting but idk. I’d also like to add that I took this not on an empty stomach (cause I’m a dumb) and the night before I literally got absolutely no sleep. When I took it I had been up for more than 24 hours (I have trouble sleeping sometimes) and that could also explain the restlessness, irritability and worsened anxiety and mood. Though these can also be symptoms of sertraline for the first few months of taking it based on other forums I read. I would just like to know if this is all truly normal especially on the first day? I realize my first day taking it wasn’t a great baseline because of the lack of sleep and taking it on an empty stomach and I know it takes a while to fully get going it just kinda scares me that it has a chance of making my anxiety and depression worse before it gets better. Or even scarier has a chance of making me suicidal which I have never been and hopefully never will be. Is there anything I can do to lessen symptoms or any Tips/tricks that y’all (yah I’m from Texas) know of and could share? Or hell, share experiences too. Thank yuh!",6.879880181347151,6.611448518134719,7.40369548791019,74.20870385362694,64.68221070811744,10.415392918825562,32.08338730569948,9.978442167317967,3.0396532383419683,2368,81,436,46,32,782,255,579,0.188,0.684,0.128,-0.9911,4,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,11,28,33,4,3,33,1,53,17,9,6,5,87,97,50,1,13,16,2,5,3,1,7,7,0,0,2,34,27,1,1,12,2,0,14,8,16,0,7,36,5,48,16,66,47,10,92,2,6,0,0,16,27,4,11,52,317,82,7,0.0,0.0,0.05336185041332782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048472390315536865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491705130504742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718570926222648,0.05733895912716694,0.2509899823673753,0.06177521854776859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04499871650485871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051375641448153125,0.21023583255166445,0.04565727695750902,0.10000111835068998,0.0,0.18612178898957904,0.0,0.0,0.14508564519811806,0.11939740101300332,0.0,0.0,0.06104331812425405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617358884251502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590919336742385,0.0,0.13097764358350136,0.0,0.0,0.14106174631655685,0.0,0.2354881018572239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559694556601342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096864236161692,0.0,0.0,0.1083510518630668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05348959529448697,0.10309885159976746,0.0,0.11059566933385276,0.0,0.0,0.059901577589762875,0.0,0.13953772199116246,0.0,0.11991222021212458,0.0,0.0,0.08570743512456848,0.0,0.031077102705101736,0.09172951733982024,0.043734277888088584,0.06028721823807055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898442902006868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330453005187587,0.05777465043451565,0.0,0.05431167252943642,0.05385086251149803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852711122671313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901555711681732,0.04457321717422106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014474909976446,0.27402919371178835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059691981509500086,0.0,0.0,0.10348306742341297,0.07300146476721768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055086471986837984,0.055106704521686485,0.0,0.055213341991992064,0.0,0.1309402131632542,0.0581184280389499,0.0,0.0,0.12652264056125342,0.0,0.0,0.051315455046524815,0.05357685672739716,0.0,0.06225594354852386,0.0,0.0,0.03705401225526834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112627268904129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05816115389537671,0.0546969067741283,0.0,0.0350307592528923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054746330498901964,0.05534121366553433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05613039910481445,0.0,0.0,0.16416479935201111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054082004037536616,0.0,0.07740855642160628,0.058283852527964135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059813352001176184,0.0,0.0,0.11367129735233447,0.24668484425838874,0.0,0.0,0.0503439392115014,0.0,0.0,0.03632836345866245,0.0,0.1611746834243252,0.043411486510106866,0.0637711550215116,0.0,0.0518322455386732,0.0,0.18226150540695016,0.0,0.059478432249607326,0.05341647489019992,0.0,0.0,0.04722778524458854,0.060224617654076336,0.0,0.0,0.04340411289648531,0.04386268948094113,0.0,0.0,0.15207258869120707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05271160175854772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717722214038885,0.23306760804377005,0.0,0.0,0.10564045615428982 anxiety,AliveSandwich,2018/02/27,"Need help :( Hi I’m a bit new to this and not sure if it’s right subreddit. But I have realized that It’s hard for me to talk to someone about certain things. For example, I have a big heart and want other people to be happy. So I’ve been doing anything to make others happy but I myself have not been happy. It’s hard for me to tell other people the truth that the fact is that there is a problem between me and them. Idk if you would call it a problem, but every time I try to explain what’s wrong and how I feel to certain people I get a knot in n stomach and I can’t think straight when I explain the truth and how I feel. Instead I get this rush of emotions and I either forget what I’m talking about and start feeling sick to my stomach. I just don’t want people to be upset at me or hate me for telling them the truth. It’s something I’ve been struggling with for years. I’m scared to upset people as I think the specific person would just attack me back and prove me wrong or make me explain it so that they are right about a certain situation and in the end I’ll be upset because I won’t feel happy or heard. It’s been so hard and it’s been bringing so much stress and anxiety as to why I can’t seem to let my emotions out and be heard. I just want to be heard so that I can be happy and not have this knot in my stomach. It’s so mind numbing and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m sorry if I’m not explaining this the best way but it’s hard to even explain. I guess I was just thought to have a big heart and hear people our and do whatever it takes to make them happy before making sure that I’m happy. It’s so poisoning and I hate getting lost in a conversation when I’m trying to express how I feel. I honestly feel like if I would tell truth an exactly how I feel I would just either blow up and scream and swear and punch walls or I would break down and cry because I won’t be heard. I’m literally on my toes every time every time situation like this comes about. Any idea how I can improve this or solve this? Anyone else feel this way? 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Want to avoid nightmares so too nervous to sleep but also too anxious to do much else. Small update:: my god I have fear. Not sure if tripping or I’m hearing something yelp out in pain walking around outside. It sounds almost alien. Not a cat or dog or skunk but... terrifying. This must be it. The creatures with whom I’ve witness deaths coming back to drag me into hell. I’m freaking out. I feel like I’m paralyzed. Almost like sleep paralysis but I’m awake and aware and well... typing. I am definitely in I guess a depressive episode. I’m not sure what to call it. I’m numb, food tastes bad, mouth dry, going through cycles of crying fits. I’m bipolar and right now mostly triggered by the death of my baby bird Blue. She was a 3 month old lovebird I spent every waking moment I could with. I feel like I lost a kid. She had intellect of a toddler which makes it worse. A sentient loving being. I’m used to death. I raise chickens and other animals they die, it happens. But this is hard. I’m On day 3 of mourning her loss and I’m afraid to sleep. I’m afraid I will dream or have a nightmare which has been pretty consistent. I can only attribute this feeling to anxiety which is ironic because I had just taken an anti anxiety. I guess I just need direction of what I can do to presently deal with this right now. I don’t know what to do. Don’t want to watch something. Too upset to paint. Too tired for the gym. I just want to scream. 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I emailed them in January but they said they still didn't know if they had space. I'm too nervous to email them again because they could say there's no space. This has been making me anxious for a long time now and I so afraid I won't get it.,1.4907022471910096,3.2092284494382035,3.0678511235955064,92.88245084269664,79.1123595505618,7.146629213483148,23.484550561797754,8.07648339933343,1.026785393258427,328,11,78,6,8,108,58,89,0.098,0.879,0.022,-0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,9,0,7,3,0,2,2,0,9,0,0,2,0,13,17,8,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,2,19,1,8,7,0,12,0,0,0,0,17,6,0,4,6,53,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35000500952443914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382301392190919,0.0,0.18886155971925248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736365416219105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16186658853551675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477889469047913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405346273926701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741782842120631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068052446580212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947069021088926,0.24637890328576564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742024610550284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707937024624512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806567766606055,0.0,0.0,0.2960434080899796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,candlewax101,2018/02/27,"Catastrophizing I love dark sci-fi, dystopias, and post apocalyptic fiction. But I can't always watch those types of things because it gets my brain going on bad things. Like I'll enjoy it in the moment but afterwards sometimes my brain will grasp onto the negativity and set off my anxiety. But after WEEKS of re-watching the entirety of The Office a dozen times to calm my anxiety- to the point I can barely stomach the theme song- I finally think I'm feeling good enough to indulge in Black Mirror, a show I've been meaning to watch for forever but knew it might set me off. Well I absolutely adored the show- but now it's 3 in the morning and all I can think about is nuclear bombs and death and awful things happening to everyone I love and myself. I close my eyes and I feel that feeling in your stomach when you miss a step going down and I wonder if I'll have that sensation before I die. I wonder if however I go will be long enough that I actually realize I'm dying or if I'll just get smashed by a car on a highway and my brain won't even catch up before it shuts off. 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After reading around this sub from my other account I've decided to create a new one and reach out to you guys. I have been experiencing pins and needles and numbness in my left foot, left arm and right lower arm. These symptoms have been on and off for the past 10 months. I have also struggled with blurry vision and inability to focus for about a month, now this symptoms is nearly gone. I was really scared from these symptoms so I had extensive health checks with GPs, neurologists, ophthalmologists, endocrinologists, immunologist. The checks included CT scans, two MRIs, eye CT scan, thyroid CT scans and lots of extensive blood checks. All of these checks came back absolutely clean. According to my neurologist I have a migraine type body and anxiety disorder. For the past 2 weeks the pins and needles started to kick in stronger and again, I am finding myself in numbing health anxiety. The symptoms are constant, 24/7. I constantly worry about incurable neurological diseases and have scary thoughts. Apart from visiting doctors, I have started to take therapy once a week 5 month ago. I have been taking yoga classes for a month now. I am eating extremely healthy and cycle to work. Basically trying my best to eliminate the possibility of feeling like this from a shitty lifestyle. My life for the outside observer looks probably near perfect: got a job in a great company, doing what I wanted to work all my life, renting a great apartment, living in an amazing city and having a stable long term relationship with an amazing girlfriend. But all these physical symptoms are making me unable to enjoy all this. They cripple my life. I honestly don't feel emotionally anxious. I feel like I have all the circumstances to feel great, but my body doesn't allow me to access it. Is anybody in same or similar shoes? How did/do you cope with it? Will this ever end? How do I get out of this? Thank you for reading and thank you for running this amazing sub. 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My doctor prescribed me lexapro and other antidepressants but it did nothing for my anxiety. It lightened my mood a bit but that’s it. Are doctors apprehensive about prescribing benzos? 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I've pulled out my hair since I was 8 and I'm now 21. But about a year ago, I've started to feel a sense of disassociation from time to time. It's like a sense that nothing's real and I start to question myself if I'm even awake. It freaks me out and makes me have a panic attack, it's like everything is moving in slow motion, and I'm leaving my physical body. I've always loved to drive. Just driving around would actually be a way of calming myself down. Most of the time I would drive at sunset or when it's dark. But here lately, I've had terrible anxiety about driving at night and I don't know why. It's especially bad on long, dark backroads. I start disassociating and it's like everything is turning hazy. There's been times where I've had to pull over and let my passenger drive because I'd be swerving the car without realizing it. It upsets me because I use to love driving at night. And now whenever I think about it, I get a heavy feeling in my chest. I'm always afraid I'm going to black out and swerve head-on into somebody. Does anyone think they might know why this is happening all of the sudden? Or how to make it stop? Tl;dr: suddenly having disassociation while driving at night. Don't know why. 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How do I prepare for my first trip? Kinda nervous ",1.5136956521739116,4.106860260869567,4.095978260869568,75.93788043478263,98.56521739130434,5.778260869565218,27.48913043478261,7.1686216300943375,2.5981391304347845,98,5,14,2,4,34,20,23,0.207,0.7929999999999999,0.0,-0.5729,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,11,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5356183968012498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8009475523989263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26757419777367897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LousyFish,2018/02/27,"DAE get sudden jolts/headrush/butterflies in their head RIGHT before you fall asleep? I don’t mean the “falling” feeling right before sleep. It’s much different from that. I’ve looked this up and apparently anxiety can cause this weird headrush thing before sleep. It’s very frightening and makes it *very* hard for me to get to sleep. My getting to sleep is usually the result of my exhaustion overcoming the headrush and forcing me to sleep. Just wondering if any of you have ever experienced this, and if so, how do you cope with it? How did you overcome it? *Anxiety is only temporary. We will all overcome this. Sometimes suffering is necessary to see the light!*",3.6387839433293934,6.676375033057853,4.16418536009445,80.60134297520662,79.66115702479341,8.085242030696577,28.477567886658807,8.841846274778883,2.949259268004724,533,24,90,14,14,168,78,121,0.133,0.855,0.012,-0.9186,2,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,4,1,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,9,8,7,5,2,19,18,9,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,6,11,0,12,16,2,9,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,3,3,60,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133992453483153,0.0,0.2055037316151858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34288071609807386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798019366913014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14033230621636747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149709520323808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791453149109879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21052470994023276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12032133146966342,0.0,0.13784762815443627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279215331424088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896574035437745,0.0,0.0,0.14631020271210576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987381887687534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215386108561007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22941136192492345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703297605474177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6720682345265133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328425964029946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08923401066223152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14793080838854092,0.2216505978545588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566067197122218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrooks89,2018/02/27,So i finally took the leap about 1 1/2 months ago and went and talked to my dr about my anxiety. He prescribed me a medicine and told me to give it 4 weeks. Well that came and nothing so now I’m on a different medicine and now i can’t sleep. Should i tell him now or wait? I don’t want it to seem Like i just want a bunch of drugs but not sleeping is killing me ,-0.08601851851851805,1.6024063703703746,1.4698611111111113,102.55812500000003,84.06172839506173,5.531481481481482,21.23611111111111,6.6274283507984215,-0.05209999999999981,280,9,75,3,8,90,57,81,0.018000000000000002,0.841,0.141,0.792,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,9,3,1,0,4,0,4,4,2,0,0,15,14,9,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,4,0,11,2,7,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,8,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874994351491895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618119772776559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192216597793414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209930473411016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452956773112237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317094719181993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20290895223278868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340151881653504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333783203564384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883299163782056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029588389723432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925595737770701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42334487666773796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700115076457236,0.18487752460694007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202116120006398,0.2350061487978676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495195766919948,0.0,0.16966832970819362,0.0,0.1901815960258584,0.1960808637361333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheNewsIWatch,2018/02/27,"New to anxiety My health anxiety is a fairly new development, only a few months now. I've been to the hospital several times already thinking I was having a heart attack, and every time they told me nothing was wrong. I am going to see a cardiologist just in case, although I'd bet it'll end up being nothing. I've been almost obsessively searching symptoms, even though I know I shouldn't. I was wondering what I could do to cope.",4.8585714285714285,6.1652086666666674,6.58666666666667,72.775,69.47619047619048,9.40952380952381,31.857142857142854,9.725611199111238,3.2500857142857162,344,15,61,8,6,119,63,84,0.103,0.863,0.034,-0.4684,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,5,0,13,3,1,0,0,9,19,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,1,3,0,0,6,1,9,0,6,9,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,7,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18523228585729812,0.0,0.20413172271828173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28302073451416976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21044319982120166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769270288118128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16383873376971594,0.0,0.0,0.12217855865969456,0.0,0.15585492065341838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512926872072788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662672060415934,0.0,0.21920400854020244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10166101344719462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765049567860047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573126366213128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35498954186519044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406867922576029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740633302452436,0.0,0.0,0.20897648061393811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922666420770548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852869781367265,0.18174341803440286,0.0,0.2157284402122563,0.0,0.0,0.17675778302618833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20060458292951253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224826863249792,0.0,0.0 anxiety,masterdoca,2018/02/27,"Is my medication reducing my memory? I take clonazepam 0.5mg, olanzapine 2.5mg, and fluoxetine 20mg in a regular basis. I feel like my ability of memorization significantly decreased after taking these prescriptions. Can memory loss be a side effect? Should I try changing my perscriptions or should I just embrace it and take it anyway?",6.783103448275861,9.62854903448276,8.668482758620694,53.57479310344832,67.27586206896552,12.915862068965518,35.737931034482756,11.979248473330829,6.112623448275862,276,14,37,12,5,97,44,58,0.042,0.8190000000000001,0.139,0.6531,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,9,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,1,3,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589097846338385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154850440757027,0.2423793574781387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575346849168948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417856029752866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7652816126967014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034662304499395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shakaka1467,2018/02/27,"I’m not happy anymore and I’m not sure what to do.. Im not happy anymore. 2016-early 2017 was the best year of my life. Since then, half my friend group that was like family to me basically stopped talking to me and ive felt broken since then. I moved to the Adirondacks to go to school, and although im rooming with a good friend of mine, he’s making a ton of friends and im so scared to talk to people. I feel like everyone hates me. Im an Outdoor Recreation major, but i have like no experience and everyone in my classes have climbed multiple high peaks or climbed actual rocks before. I feel so behind and i feel like people look down on me. I feel like everything i do is wrong all the time and i feel so lonely..",1.0547063758389257,3.278655624161076,2.85127097315436,91.20697357382551,83.36241610738256,5.8726510067114095,22.735318791946305,7.1686216300943375,0.8064124161073822,564,20,121,8,16,187,85,149,0.13,0.7170000000000001,0.154,0.5859,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,3,17,1,1,6,0,8,1,0,1,2,23,20,15,0,0,5,0,6,5,3,0,1,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,6,1,0,4,4,4,0,1,3,7,17,13,16,17,4,14,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,1,10,71,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.11037442145764226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243400580233883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624424856552226,0.0,0.1186969959084447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21615385241543011,0.10165171768331042,0.11063865081331307,0.10662557623216788,0.0,0.2859470980647409,0.24240726833854606,0.1085987901473558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621545378221991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428032770765042,0.09486732870532796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408053121672793,0.0,0.11166803136224228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950192070240663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4886923737732526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988959246642248,0.27628759267266745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497993497579443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549864160285602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202129952604592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568258967352299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11323810004602017,0.1144685649726176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712368538038213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456106472909734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660037221799742,0.0,0.0,0.1818194527552539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06595258866273265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236628499769885,0.0,0.07283608133423428 anxiety,flannelfan,2018/02/27,"Has anyone else struggled with a fear of being out of control of a situation? I have a horrible phobia of flying that's only developed in the past few years while I was at college and my anxiety was at its worst. It's becoming bad enough that I'll book a vacation and want to be excited about it (I truly do want to go) but can't get past the feeling of impending doom thinking about getting on a plane. It's not a height thing, I love rock climbing and think I'm more alright with that because my fate is in my own hands when I'm doing that. When I step on a plane though, it's like I'm passing my life off into someone else's hands and just have these recurring visions of engines failing, a suicidal pilot, just outrageous things that'll bring the plane down. I definitely have had a lot of reasons not having to do with planes that I think probably drove me to develop this phobia, but I was wondering if anyone has any similar feelings in either the same or different contexts and what you all might do to help you deal with it? Thanks!! 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Ex: I was seeing this woman and I wasn't acknowledging my needs. The more we hung out, the more persistent and severe my heartburn. Eventually, I had a conversation with her where I asserted my feelings and drew boundaries, and the next day my heartburn went away completely. It's back, though presumably for other reasons. My questions are: - What events have caused the physical manifestations of your anxiety (like heartburn or stomach cramps) to noticeably increase or decrease? - Have you tried any ""experiments"" such as: ""I feel heartburn, there much be x wrong with y in my life, I will do z about it?"" What were the results?",8.580252613240418,11.825615335365852,7.182229965156792,64.43402439024393,63.32926829268293,10.539372822299653,34.88501742160279,10.608840637214634,4.527896864111499,841,38,120,24,14,253,105,164,0.08900000000000001,0.8759999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.861,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,1,3,0,1,9,3,0,0,11,0,17,9,1,4,0,25,26,9,0,2,3,1,2,1,0,1,8,0,0,1,11,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,3,21,2,16,18,4,12,0,0,1,0,9,4,0,5,5,94,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139843097104466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319016301521687,0.0,0.4157443471762906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701990837495827,0.13929537447326718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721877949327494,0.0,0.0,0.18993533672103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682861419561467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926619183381535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720226653413282,0.0,0.0,0.18319266734887876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029533502046452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795362880396574,0.08850214147941285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316820253788952,0.13432255709139165,0.0,0.0,0.19265813147026406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20624374219478306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20293267222419187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18625532044887247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435538276757964,0.16491476844371475,0.0,0.20465117901974936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798177417166716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299090696286186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684865573075472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793052459040414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806222455630287,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mozartshop,2018/02/27,"Intense social media phobia I have a very bad case of anxiety when it comes to opening things like Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter. I feel like seeing things is just a brutal reminder that I'm out of touch, ugly, and not likable. I know that social media sites are basically designed / monetized to get you to become addicted to using the platforms. It just feels like a depressing way to live. I used to use social media often, and was pretty popular online before I started getting too much anxiety from using it and deleted the apps from my phone. I look at photos of people and sometimes get heart palpitations and negative ruminations about how ugly I am in comparison, and how worthless I must be. It makes me so sad when people seem happy even though I know logically it's probably whatever's being photographed is a large stretch from the truth. I feel like my self esteem plummets because so many people in my generation are addicted to feeling worth from these things. I hate when someone compliments somebody else because they have a large amount of followers and whatnot because I feel like that quality doesn't make someone else more unique or special than others. These things make my anxiety so bad I just broke down while spending too much time browsing. I am hoping I am not alone. 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Hi, I’m sorry but I don’t have a clinical anxiety issue, but I didn’t know where to post. I’m not a very anxious person normally but lately I have been so tense and nervous. A little background; Though I’m still in high school, I have a lot of stress in my life from parents fighting , very demanding school (I do homework until 2am most nights), sports, and untreated Lyme disease and all the health complications with that. I don’t have anxious or worried thoughts per se, but I frequently get rapid heart rate, flushed, and easily startled. I have been having lapses in memory where I will “come to” and not know how I got there. I was wondering if these symptoms are from stress, or if your symptoms get worse when busy? Also of course anything that helps! Thank you all ",4.425043859649122,6.233793171052637,4.798684210526319,83.21912280701757,71.23684210526315,7.9614035087719275,29.114035087719287,8.59863814320734,2.259379824561403,630,25,117,11,12,199,98,152,0.224,0.687,0.08900000000000001,-0.9645,1,0,0,0,2,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,9,7,1,5,5,0,15,6,1,2,2,28,27,19,0,3,10,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,7,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,6,0,14,1,11,20,4,15,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,7,6,76,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064694514356676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036985762803958,0.3008133778623609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956024300286564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468556508324655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391169667159458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648166181487588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14151819340905974,0.0,0.1577677498832137,0.08923879112004468,0.1406663396794372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389602299260794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14633700769636676,0.0,0.1501841102442647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403845967228268,0.0,0.13343805061507116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318814695603628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12493986854253587,0.13044579708733586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478326615226815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11624991906387293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750825267991064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694831003286407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14903574833686029,0.0,0.0,0.10632322103569217,0.0,0.4575232662111972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27676022623952096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257447861069627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308062307360282,0.10569574824760583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970360761729252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438118114635326,0.0,0.1352068837463822,0.13567777412990134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shewatty,2018/02/27,"How to not feeling that you're constantly waiting. I come to realize my phone gets me feel waiting all the time. And because of anxiety, my need of reassurance traps me in this feedback loop of if someone doesn't respond back to me, I feel hanging and have to wait for their response or when I get their attentions back rather than getting on what I need to do with my own life at that moment. I want to be able to put focuses back on myself and stick to my own path, instead of dropping everything whenever I feel hanging. I tried making up stories of what I imagine them doing, but I realized replacing the waiting time with whatever isn't a good way of truly tackling it, and sometimes I'd be brought down by making up negative scenarios(I.e. Bf breaking up with me etc). Don't know if anyone has experienced the same issue, and what is your strategy for getting rid of it? 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Lately my friends have been incredibly flaky due to life just being life. Also, most of my friends don't even have their learners permit yet and can't drive so a lot of our planning relies on our parents. I love my friends so much and my homelife has been really miserable so I have really been wanting to hang out lately. However, as a sufferer of GAD and depression it's not as easy as it sounds. I get so worried just texting people to come to my house. I'm so convinced that they hate me and that I'm being the annoying bitch I think I am. How do I get over this? Advice would be greatly appreciated. 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I feel like I can't trust even the closest people in my life, and am tempted to just stay home and take naps every day...but at the same time I feel like if I don't find some other human who I can actually trust, and will tell me that I'm sane, I'm going to explode or something. It's pretty difficult though to find a person like this, when my high school has a senior class of less than 100 students, and on top of that I can barely talk to a cashier without freaking out, and cringing at myself for the next 2 hours. What the fuck do I do. They don't teach this in high school. I'm not suicidal, but something just feels very very wrong...",6.096721311475411,5.523462743169402,6.571043715846994,80.54574590163935,66.37704918032786,8.850054644808742,32.50765027322405,7.908726449838941,2.212410273224044,714,26,143,7,10,233,113,183,0.133,0.746,0.121,-0.4745,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,3,6,13,2,0,8,0,13,2,0,1,0,26,29,12,1,1,7,0,5,4,1,1,1,0,1,2,8,8,0,0,8,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,0,5,17,7,19,28,3,20,0,1,0,1,8,11,1,4,11,86,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.128555105429372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077750113932607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840731158422684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423595640832546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495867145401237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701023164019897,0.0,0.11099306537156256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823936254091394,0.3330478099316053,0.1882241164608171,0.0,0.0,0.2408082087934629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017787267600898,0.12178759378247232,0.0,0.0,0.07486847220905109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300617965220556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783721411542065,0.1321417153277323,0.0,0.129733194295286,0.0,0.14102586314283094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304886808554501,0.25743776600264395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010248265994135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132899372247337,0.11502659041445168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680452697004674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26664725837862824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13428802452817312,0.0,0.2028332588491853,0.0,0.0,0.09324325388676576,0.14041279956609232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409754746201298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990489020271579,0.105884219411435,0.11514286680238504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942972216835974,0.0,0.07681618509893037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173916084370457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698857833701904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403238093156626,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dwrfstr,2018/02/27,"DAE get super anxious and regretful after standing up for yourself? Ughhh, backstory: my downstairs neighbors are awful. We've had to call the police on them twice for domestic disputes in the last 6 months, but they also don't understand the concept of street parking and tend to have their guests/her boyfriend park directly behind my car. I've been late for work, I've come home from work and had to park on the street because they blocked my spot off. And they smoke inside which wafts up making our apartment smell awful. I've lived here for 4 years (they've been here 2ish), I pay my rent two weeks in advance every month. I make an effort to be a decent tenant/neighbor and I just want other people to do the same (though we all have days where we're shitty neighbors, let's be real, ha). Anyways, I started complaining a few weeks ago about us being blocked out, etc. Landlord said she'd speak with them, but it's still happening. I made one more complaint last week and one today (blocked out again today). My landlord just said she did a drive by and that she didn't see any issues. Now I'm feeling like an utter jackass and feeling beyond anxious and regretful about even bringing it up to begin with. I'm freaking out and half tempted to just apologize to my landlord for her trouble and act like everything's ok because I feel like I'm out of line to complain now. I realize I do this in most aspects of my life, if I finally speak my mind in an argument with my SO I back down and regret whatever I said and try to make it up to him somehow. I'm also dealing with an auto insurance claim after someone totaled my car, I wrote a letter spelling out what I expected from them after they've dicked me around for a month and now they've contacted me 3 times since the letter and I'm just avoiding their phone calls because I'm too anxious to want to deal with it. I know I'm not entirely out of line on these things, but this feeling of regret and anxiety over making a stand is just awful and so hard to deal with. Does anyone have any tips?",5.886911764705883,5.949348965686281,6.108137254901964,81.54911764705884,66.69607843137254,8.662745098039215,32.196078431372555,8.212053250817874,2.3228166666666663,1630,62,314,19,24,521,215,408,0.173,0.768,0.058,-0.9938,1,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,8,5,27,15,0,1,16,5,19,2,1,5,2,73,51,26,0,8,10,0,5,3,2,0,1,5,7,0,12,32,0,4,7,0,2,7,3,9,0,5,11,13,42,6,62,35,7,62,0,4,1,1,36,26,1,3,30,207,54,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845019014850828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246641790535542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12965166851787802,0.0,0.0729251250924744,0.3230781521993436,0.0,0.06665506601465469,0.0,0.0,0.08486150932394924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330081101950853,0.0,0.17433191547311708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19467966710597812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08211602979968179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061478223546233474,0.2948347876010888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342156436213444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631514034206753,0.06296278390465672,0.0,0.08031736335105279,0.0,0.08567403227979561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280139258431608,0.13620368716375328,0.0,0.10442639975748684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049804580795306835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429761831775008,0.0,0.08539453838384595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562105639915118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949693645663073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238939214394002,0.15540894855857548,0.10753334879856027,0.0,0.0,0.09747862489695892,0.06733249255178839,0.13971631373838445,0.0,0.08417575412555882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09020099805130248,0.2545268572013828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625340024079694,0.0,0.2282680288950075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12919249382335962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06608794836630655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085033394557108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720342817467176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596351761074373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885572928309363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077051361894852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747315498844304,0.0,0.07612850650060114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333122361234593,0.0,0.09365859019229657,0.0,0.05558611638644989,0.0,0.18071827189655587,0.0,0.0,0.06472098059604174,0.0,0.09312092243582357,0.09923908325914972,0.1146670069409424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124530251061807,0.0,0.22939743478265565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879882236839478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138765704681781 anxiety,Jtknutti,2018/02/27,"Learning to deal with anxiety especially in relationships So I’m just recently (within the last month or so) coming to terms with the fact that I do indeed suffer from anxiety and depression disorder. I kinda assumed before that it was a temporary thing years ago but it never really went away. So as I’m accepting the fact that I have these issues I’m trying to learn how to deal with them. Specifically I’ve noticed that whenever I begin to date someone, not necessarily a relationship but the stage where you’re just going on dates without being exclusive, I get incredibly anxious and find it hard to function. I almost called in sick to work today because I was having such a hard time. I’m stressing out about a girl I met that I like and I’m worried I’m going to or have already messed things up. This seems to happen just about every time I start being interested in someone and I’ve identified it as one of my major triggers. How can I avoid feeling completely helpless and not able to do basic tasks like homework or going to class when I feel this crushing anxiety come down on me? I’m not sure if I’m breaking rules with this post since it’s kind of a basic question but I really feel like I need support and I don’t know anyone I can talk to. I really just don’t know where to start Edit: I thought I should add that I’m a 20 year old male college student ",5.0795970695970665,5.875479908424906,6.404120879120878,76.16171245421246,68.59706959706959,9.290109890109887,30.551282051282055,9.444778638647367,2.7720754578754576,1097,42,204,22,18,372,152,273,0.165,0.754,0.081,-0.9531,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,15,14,0,2,10,0,14,1,0,3,4,54,44,21,0,3,15,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,17,14,0,1,13,0,0,6,7,6,0,1,5,5,22,8,35,36,2,39,0,3,0,0,11,12,0,9,21,129,39,8,0.11258514172192008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997999351377439,0.0,0.11273775654447556,0.0,0.12424050349703822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25838197577455396,0.1271891640592591,0.0,0.07872214882689818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577744672398012,0.0,0.0,0.0686308574161773,0.0,0.09580166331784457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496201747154774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19396426124739904,0.11804337907347423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321406750366321,0.09696941759246552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903232633256925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948578376580637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077929137882925,0.08043084774171469,0.0,0.0,0.10290077988201904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882108976934197,0.0,0.1919541916985289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995586690065535,0.0,0.2017083460146721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750963741956608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724010003499538,0.12374769906909205,0.09177191704206072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501024005047904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986438599753076,0.0,0.0,0.08348045602565289,0.08683260194977332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128178930059701,0.11813916737782575,0.0,0.07629060575714236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782544436195332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612112504866527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163747740831328,0.0,0.11116424507769583,0.2417486167925122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249328462142984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313159265512504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078605045677746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937668556663862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896589945697198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776028463174385,0.10611016368248667,0.0,0.0,0.09049167226670768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14959313098585916,0.0,0.0,0.08938002664483878,0.13129860304755595,0.0,0.10671755011729113,0.0,0.0,0.07643792094638707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436755431848826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852805900977952,0.0,0.08196332405612412,0.11433567643144055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450022800401006 anxiety,DantesInporno,2018/02/27,"I didn't go to work today and I Didn't tell them about it, what do I do? Hi, So I'm a college student but I am taking this quarter off because I wanted to focus on my mental health because I would never go to class. I got this job not really knowing how long I would be staying because I knew I would be going back to school in either the spring or the fall, but I decided for the spring. I've only been at this job for about 3 weeks, but I'm going to have to give them my 2 weeks in one week so I feel like they are going to be mad. Anyway, I've already called off once and last Friday I made myself throw up so that they would send me home early. Well this morning I got up to go to work and I showered and then went back to my room to change but just went back to bed and said fuck it. I didn't even really think about what I would have to deal with after it I just couldn't bring myself to do it today. Well I woke up around noon to a bunch of missed calls and texts and I just ignored them all. I've been getting periodic calls or texts from them today but I still haven't opened any of the messages or answered any calls. I'm supposed to go in tomorrow, but all I can think about is what I am going to face tomorrow. Part of me wants to just not go and lie because I know they will just fire me and I am thinking about how I have to quit soon anyway. Part of me thinks they would just fire me when I give them my 2 weeks notice a week from now since I've only been there for 3 weeks. I feel really guilty, but so lost and scared. I just don't know what I should do. How can I go in tomorrow knowing I'm going to get yelled at and questioned? I deserve it too is the worst thing.",2.310411642411644,2.8743747189189186,3.7372972972973,93.61455301455305,74.78378378378378,6.5571725571725565,21.257796257796254,6.297961479604792,0.03257380457380465,1306,26,317,8,26,432,155,370,0.115,0.86,0.025,-0.9866,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,9,4,34,10,2,1,8,0,35,3,1,4,3,66,79,30,0,10,20,0,4,1,0,8,1,2,4,0,15,14,0,1,14,0,0,17,9,7,2,2,15,6,52,3,49,52,7,62,0,2,0,1,22,15,1,4,30,221,67,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030736685683873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989769509935685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478384386112683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787498833614234,0.0,0.1774482005170474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972395201830449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698471355824374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750262830068353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806621039428061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735929363789029,0.051989402927318316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06727792807595505,0.07604230024934179,0.1396219447500477,0.4549474281573592,0.0,0.11640723184122673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735482743761303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07299775406952809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444329391919307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997764959264132,0.05932011543423786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03555345615928638,0.0,0.0,0.06440225743476502,0.0,0.0,0.07944087185364394,0.0,0.0,0.06886004527171705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333857147106422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056127409529377295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08285311206797286,0.0,0.0775014024097477,0.0493132069801644,0.11069505207023196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576132175074196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152297497668985,0.07740357509705628,0.0,0.0,0.13986170267954512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922426344582085,0.0,0.07285896892078113,0.07365066717259425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06019899120495024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756686815755627,0.058117011090254835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471661521195521,0.0,0.06360724660531901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834747973164367,0.18652128129095547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069423064001832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584739157042312,0.0,0.3502470723298462,0.0,0.13086423245798726,0.13492352713792224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10595994942885964,0.0,0.0,0.3101772384770597,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theashtonjay,2018/02/27,"Tips to stop biting/picking at nails and to stop chewing skin off? One of my biggest anxiety tics is picking my nails and any time they grow *just above* the edge of my fingertips, I just chew them off. I have tried everything, and I mean *everything*. I tried no-bite polishes, getting professional manicures, doing acrylics, just... Stopping and for the biting, it worked. But the picking didn’t. If anything, the picking got *worse* which ramped the biting right back up. I mean, I have ripped acrylics right off my actual nail because I couldn’t get to them, which is incredibly not good for your nails. I’ve been biting and picking my nails for at least 16 years and I’m 21 now. Sometimes, I would be able to grow out any nail that wasn’t my thumb, as that is the one I abuse most, since it’s *right there* for all my fingers to reach. On top of this, I also chew my skin off. I chew off the skin around my nails, sometimes, but it’s mostly inside my mouth, on my cheeks or my lower lip. To combat this, I tried sugar free gums and candies, but once either was gone, the chewing would start right back up. Usually, I wouldn’t be so worried if I didn’t bite and chew til my mouth started to bleed. I have no idea what to do. I’m at a loss. Even on medication and in therapy, the tics are still so bad. Are there any tips you may have? I’ve considered giving the stim chew toys a try, but that won’t combat the picking problems. I really want to stop because it’s embarrassing to be an adult with nub nails that bleed and home nail polish that looks sloppy and half assed. Any tips you may have, please, lay em on me. I’m really willing to try almost anything to break these habits. I don’t want to keep hurting myself. 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Where do I begin... even posting this is cringy. My whole life I have been awkward, and I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember, so its kinda stuck with me. Somehow though, ever since I started school I've went through cringy phases that EVERYONE remembers, and all the stupid shit I've said/done haunts me everyday, because people feel obligated to bring it up 24/7. Also, throughout middle school I was always into weird and disturbing stuff which I DEEPLY regret making public, because everyone tends to avoid me now. I am socially awkward, but somehow still an asshole at the same time. I have like 3 friends but I can tell they really don't enjoy me. I put their interests over myself but they still don't care. I mean, I occasionally ask to borrow a few dollars or a movie ticket, but apparently that makes me a freeloader. I try to be as self sufficient as I can, but apparently I'm doing something wrong. Honestly I just feel stuck at this point. I want to be a better person but my stupid personality gets in the way. I don't like my friends too much because they constantly judge others and make fun of them but are quick to get upset when something is said about them. I know I was an asshole in the past, but I want to change. It feels like I'm in a hole that's dug too deep to get out, and everyone's staring down at me from the top. My parents usually always have something negative to say, and I can tell they are uninterested in my thoughts and ""problems"" like my friends are. Even my mom agrees that I'm a loser. I wanna make new friends and change myself, but my reputation and mental ""issues"" are too imbedded to the point where it feels impossible to change anything right now. I'm tired of being sad and hating everyone. Just needed to get that off my chest...",5.32408301514965,6.090639314447589,6.03984480847395,79.09605000615842,68.03682719546742,9.085306072176376,30.361990392905533,9.20300075937882,2.5162556718807734,1430,53,275,26,23,468,186,353,0.171,0.696,0.133,-0.8691,3,1,3,0,0,0,48.0,0,0,7,3,22,30,4,5,14,0,26,5,2,4,2,51,60,28,0,6,12,2,4,4,4,0,3,2,0,3,14,13,0,1,9,1,2,3,4,16,0,0,9,7,47,14,37,48,6,42,0,4,1,0,23,21,1,4,20,186,61,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936444946150577,0.14434614154702186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635443035188207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137808860933681,0.0,0.08108844070346903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862427289226388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07671282533711005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843530208205616,0.0,0.275272314431218,0.0,0.0,0.09373310186394823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457943072608555,0.07845960244376908,0.0,0.3315279927627236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542961441285326,0.061965735829155676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680546494904201,0.0,0.18126836715857256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563594374931044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09053207014681484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04766900663912943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253140962818375,0.16950347171786195,0.0,0.0,0.07676051361049502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315934953479493,0.0,0.0,0.094483249324245,0.0,0.0,0.08741163179382623,0.0,0.0,0.10158664695517332,0.0,0.0,0.06376250414757033,0.06431522270652587,0.0,0.08377222432566761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631242615301668,0.0,0.08280135760581454,0.06013329646551961,0.1514727750932849,0.0,0.0,0.16399113401713947,0.0,0.08307114979628437,0.0,0.0,0.08299667406153803,0.0,0.08719577566746996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556666572335035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651478041265585,0.0740738872094178,0.16501564473238595,0.06897764063757228,0.0,0.1755672321160643,0.0,0.0,0.09048678417486457,0.0,0.0890354417230609,0.07175067564062185,0.0,0.0,0.0884185980988701,0.0,0.20032574525855432,0.0,0.0,0.06139369329329286,0.0,0.13853836180551804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929440441211536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162589366434426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521977016686035,0.0688603847277925,0.05057769984788038,0.09969271820840496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888949513380734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09552979349781987,0.0,0.10232079016394502,0.06884868851760409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040711345978195,0.0,0.09684002208804393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948345263664202,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mysterioussoup,2018/02/27,"Can iron deficiency cause anxiety disorders? I'm just wondering because I developed a panic disorder out of the blue. I had a major panic attack last year around this time, which sent me down a nightmare of flashbacks, panic attacks, and depersonalization. However, I began taking iron supplements (for two or so weeks now) ever since getting a blood test and finding that I am anemic. Apparently I have been anemic since 2015 and I didn't deal with it. My anxiety levels have improved drastically, but I can't tell if it has anything to do with addressing the iron deficiency. Can anyone with a science background shed some light on this? Thank you!",6.250047892720303,8.413649043103451,7.034942528735634,67.58208812260538,67.1896551724138,9.983141762452108,33.57854406130268,10.25414643259724,4.043642911877393,523,24,80,14,9,173,86,116,0.139,0.809,0.052000000000000005,-0.6994,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,5,6,2,3,7,0,11,1,1,1,1,17,18,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,5,2,10,1,11,13,2,13,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,7,57,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399920691412407,0.0,0.0,0.10967884656569324,0.0,0.12908086985193812,0.13963698510820227,0.0,0.35689751882306125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561925572906743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113650063139134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161713836946862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3595459964631646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188715233198593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433654824766911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195189506100183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786030562286302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5521176302592689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25950932014574124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793778708008465,0.0,0.13710091309247288,0.1444138848825173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146523280003667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322759355829024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258221245406856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010594301195614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010114882608478 anxiety,Astral_Body,2018/02/27,"New job, Need Advice So I have a new job. I'm still new to the workforce as I am a teen and have only held one other job for about a month until I quit it due to my anxiety surrounding it. This job, however, I feel is a bit simpler and I feel more comfortable with the management staff and the nature of the job (Small business, few stores, personal engagement with franchisees). I'm still a bit uneasy heading in, and this impacts my ability to speak, carry out simply tasks, and absorb information. For example, I couldn't even cut fruit efficiently, calmly, and relaxed without my hands going stupid and looking foolish. It's fruit I haven't cut before but still, it's *just fruit right lol*. I don't know. I'm worried this job will turn out like the last one and I really need money because my mother and father barely make enough to keep the roof over my head. I need to support myself. 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I then had some sharp pains in my head, and one eye seemed a bit blurry, and it seemed one eye opened slower than the other. Suffering through huge anxiety at the moment I thought it was a mini panic attack, but my brain is also telling me I had a micro stroke. Is there any way to put my mind at ease? Or do I need to go to the doctor. I’m paranoid that I’ll be a bit stupider for life if it was a stroke. 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I didnt even notice until many hours and stabbing pains later, laying in bed, that my left ribcage was literally sticking out!!!! i researched, scared as shit & concluded that it was most likely slipping rib syndrome because my 8th rib was under the one above it. i wasnt really that concerned, so I told my grandma over the phone and she wants to take me to the ER even though i say ill be fine to wait for an appointment. so i check how to treat this thing at home. at this point i am having a bit of trouble breathing, nothing too major. as me and my bf are reading how to fix my rib, it reads ""if you are having trouble breathing, seek medical attention immediately because it could be a heart attack"" after that, i was nervous. when my heart started racing i was pacing the house & convinced i may already be having one, but i realized i was just having an anxiety attack & somewhat calmed down. bf told me some common symptoms of heart attacks & it kind of spooked me more. waiting for my gma i was becoming more and more anxious. thinking i was feeling certain symptoms like fatigue, anxiety, racing heart, etc. then i felt pain between my shoulders (one of the symptoms) & i lost some control. panicked a little. my gma shows up and we hurry into the car. the ER is 40 minutes away so im already extremely nervous that we wont make it in time. i start to have trouble breathing and my heart is racing shortly into the car ride. after 20 minutes of this progressing my breathing just gets more and more accellerated. im really scared now. im telling them that im so scared that im going to have a heart attack. suddenly i start to feel my body go numb and tingly. this FREAKS me the fuck out. i had no idea why this was happening. intense tightening in the chest. my bf assures me that the numbness is from panic attacks, but im not convinced entirely as it gets worse and even harder to breathe. then the most terrifying thing happens. i cant move my hands. they tighten together and i start screaming i dont even remember what. all i know is that i have absolutely no control over my hands so i hold my thumb of one hand open with the other, terrified if they close that i might die from ""letting go"" or something. im screaming to call the cops because im going to die. we call & pull into a gas station and im like ""ITS COMING"" because it starts getting EVEN WORSE n im terrified as i expect my heart to stop or clench or be in excruciating pain or have a seizure or something awful. they come & as soon as i get in the ambulance i feel okay. go to hospital & APPARENTLY my ribs are okay or will be fine or something. told me to take ibuprofen lmfao so after all of this, i think it was funny & go home fine. i lay in bed and rest my phone on my chest & unintentionally i feel my heartbeat. instant anxiety attack. so this persists all night, constant random physical and mental anxiety. in waves. took FOREVER to fall asleep. keep in mind im coming down off a redose of vyvanse. literally having sleep deprived hallucinations. took some ibuprofen & melatonin struggled but eventually slept. i woke up early, tired but cant sleep, felt fine so i thought maybe it was just the vyvanse or sleep deprivation. WRONG. i start getting physical anxiety again and this persists ALL DAY in random waves. honestly, its so annoying. i think im having short term irrational fears about things to do with my health. but in reality i am aware of this. even so, every time my heart beats a little fast or anything after that panic attack, i somehow get an anxiety attack immediately. ive had panic attacks before, but ive never gone numb or unable to move, so im traumatized. it was the scariest experience of my life. i am REALLY hoping this anxiety will go away, so it wont lead to any panic attacks. its debilitating. im exhausted.",3.702965971008532,5.792480788321169,5.089201535245536,79.19628199856072,73.84184914841849,7.648017545663272,29.825639971214148,8.467506076407052,2.484255762311093,3376,150,604,62,71,1126,343,822,0.262,0.6729999999999999,0.064,-0.9996,1,0,3,0,0,0,121.0,3,1,4,12,33,62,14,12,30,3,61,52,32,8,9,108,115,58,2,6,23,0,9,3,3,7,19,3,4,0,43,31,0,8,16,3,1,22,12,44,2,5,29,12,88,18,87,72,21,107,0,4,0,1,21,42,2,24,45,401,131,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643637698322326,0.0,0.0,0.4566154530756263,0.0,0.020470320115777662,0.0,0.2302786647007532,0.06801314397299918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024771293863400497,0.0,0.0,0.37669775005498224,0.056563440497041165,0.0,0.0,0.07339934059574534,0.033245176868842936,0.02561449463200172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032863471858136546,0.06687283635781678,0.0,0.0,0.061474798608440274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779034867126766,0.0,0.03252945345325755,0.06752366733495974,0.02403391289610319,0.0,0.0,0.01941323132246777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062482026863027285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035279195508146906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03357156881719349,0.11929210229001855,0.054457772865774065,0.0253621439268183,0.0,0.0,0.02944542837196333,0.0,0.033872999504937704,0.06088168814309474,0.0,0.05780507757567594,0.0,0.0,0.025604655606116758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027828715890239046,0.09436198303655087,0.0,0.11975320016374755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05323801079271232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03199690562809061,0.0,0.2853671140121393,0.0,0.0,0.06038930795648172,0.02989797276316048,0.11857720785666072,0.034733544046826804,0.0,0.03398137424089693,0.4552129534958805,0.0,0.0,0.026755946430589088,0.0,0.0313464903322025,0.016543213675797468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541159168121466,0.030781226017332894,0.02126185790718557,0.04411879461816222,0.060340011554351536,0.0,0.02663922888378381,0.0,0.0,0.03285977312488101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040186495897325696,0.030518595774071625,0.030241398430277407,0.0,0.0,0.03032449126269202,0.06067125809701195,0.031933352505381034,0.030394331792027638,0.0,0.0,0.0959806482264628,0.0,0.0,0.0232164363278954,0.0,0.0,0.028248588302609307,0.0,0.02888357908609535,0.03427120576244086,0.0,0.0,0.08159128950215176,0.0,0.0960916124741249,0.17659043360445842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02845601956340057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602200798760408,0.0,0.057852132179219085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03409957781824628,0.0,0.0,0.02393823426106471,0.09041174144942896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801314397299918,0.03089916155153405,0.0,0.0,0.09037089949745036,0.0,0.0,0.06952172579688896,0.0,0.0,0.12783765277755324,0.03208461375349245,0.0,0.05033306241153439,0.0,0.031469035365896465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386218083280076,0.045265756028929786,0.0,0.026310382096508517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05999508230732192,0.057864234522828024,0.029574957958437294,0.0238975413726032,0.03510531285655149,0.03459769891426519,0.0,0.08629094893829746,0.06688862351490749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017754876957820867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02716227722896861,0.0,0.0,0.029017151567657225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061352803199166986,0.0,0.03291169554674383,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LimitedEditionTomato,2018/02/27,"I found a good coping technique! My name is limitededitiontomato, and I have a terrible time with anxiety. A lot of this anxiety comes from a stream of doomsday thoughts that my panicky brain is constantly spewing out. Well, I've been in customer service my entire working life and I was reading the website Not Always Right which is basically anecdotes of terrible customers (it's a super entertaining website for when you get bored). But then it hit me... whenever those thoughts start pouring in, I'll just imagine that it's the customers from those stories and my real experiences saying them and honestly once you look at them from that perspective, they sound like nonsense! Those shitty customers were all spewing nonsense, half the time just trying to ruin someone's day. It's hard to take anything seriously in that context. For some reason, the shitty customer is always a black dragon like creature yelling at a hot guy (because why not a hot guy?) on the other side of the counter who's looking over like ""is this customer for real? I don't get paid enough for this..."" Anyway, just thought I'd share that it really has helped take the edge off those anxiety inducing thought patterns. 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I’m slowing down for health reasons (I know it’s not great for you and I’m trying to lose those stubborn five pounds) I was wondering if anyone has experienced less anxiety when they stopped drinking as much ? ,5.130476190476192,7.143691571428577,5.619238095238099,77.2174285714286,69.79365079365078,9.484444444444444,31.647619047619052,9.888512548439397,3.4126723809523813,271,12,47,7,5,87,52,63,0.212,0.7879999999999999,0.0,-0.8934,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,2,1,3,1,0,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,11,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,3,2,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,5,1,6,6,3,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,10,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793751389888984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976929767826338,0.0,0.0,0.13604875544871176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812115395672304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145155112162956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068201606222912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693128108717964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176754808583944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14303227053675438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477758666421964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184652757015586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005167056132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267029339590788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210111980949504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21429276422828689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560733358133934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21100424161868409,0.14165020132764733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kmariam,2018/02/27,"My health anxiety is affecting my children I will preface this by saying I have intense, raging anxiety. A lot of it stems from growing up with an alcoholic, neglectful, narccisstic mother but I will spare the details of that story. I have anxiety relating to my health since I was probably around 7. I was convinced I was going to get lead poisoning from touching a pencil. I was afraid I was going to die in my sleep. It was intense, particularly for being so young. It had times where it peaked and subsided, like it does today, but the peaks are HIGH and extremely intense, and I go into full blown panic mode. My first pregnancy was a huge trigger for me. I was convinced I was going to lose the baby/develop some scary pregnancy condition to the point where I look back and feel like I barely enjoyed the pregnancy at all. It was, remarkably to me, a very uneventful pregnancy and my daughter was born at exactly 39 weeks as perfect as could be. I spent a good portion of her first two years of life worry free. I of course panicked when she got sick, and has intrusive thoughts of something bad happening every now and then, but it was manageable and the good times outweighed the bad by a long shot. Then she started getting petechiae. If you’re not familiar, petechiae can be a symptom of blood platelets being low, which is a big sign of leukemia. Despite tons of blood tests and probably over 10 doctors telling me hers were superficial and not the scary kind, I was so utterly convinced she was sick I was driving myself insane. My SO was ready to separate from me as he felt like I was losing touch with reality, and it was plain awful. I ended up seeing a counselor and it helped, but then I went into preterm labor with my second daughter unexpectedly (which was thankfully stopped) but I stopped going to therapy because I was so focused on the baby and preparing. All was well for a few months-I was way too tied up with a toddler and newborn to feed my health obsessions, so the constant googling had stopped. Mind you, I really only worry about things my child could develop (particularly cancers, and recently diabetes). Health anxiety for myself has completely shifted from myself to my daughter. And only my oldest, for some odd reason. Over the last 6 months I’ve been convinced she’s had tumors, cancers, and all kinds of other rare but scary stuff. And I am now starting to realize I’ve taken her to the doctor and had tests performed on her that were probably unnecessary, but my mind can’t accept that. With everything that comes back normal I wonder if they’re missing something or if they’re not right. It fucks with my head so badly. She is nearing 3 and now fears the doctors because I’ve brought her there so much. I feel fucking terrible but my anxiety drives me to do shit like this. My mind literally convinces me that there is something wrong that needs to be immediately investigated. It always goes to the “fight or flight” mode. I feel like I’m constantly analyzing my daughter: how much is she sleeping, is she drinking more than usual, is she acting normal. I hate it. I’ve found that triggers include sites like babycenter.com, where a lot of sad stories get posted and I feel doom that we will be the next ones to have this happen to. I know I am a good mom. But this anxiety is so crippling that I feel it destroying me everyday more and more. I can’t enjoy my children the way I wish I could because I always fear that something dooming is lurking around the corner. I have no one to talk to in real life so this is the only place I felt comfortable sharing. And if anyone has any advice, I would love to hear it.",6.020735930735931,6.934288937950934,6.557991341991342,75.47412987012991,66.54689754689754,9.68092352092352,34.15901875901876,9.780354969302161,3.4013662914862914,2906,130,516,61,45,948,319,693,0.2,0.662,0.138,-0.9948,0,0,6,0,1,0,72.0,1,1,0,7,26,52,8,5,32,1,66,28,6,6,5,98,107,55,1,12,18,6,9,6,0,4,17,2,0,4,34,35,3,4,14,1,2,13,6,26,1,6,38,13,83,27,69,56,16,79,2,8,2,3,34,29,3,11,40,373,117,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06074312523184657,0.0,0.06643133090071626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344605985070833,0.0,0.0,0.04227169193855156,0.0,0.28531851146036,0.0,0.0,0.04346449912947741,0.0,0.0,0.11067314815429004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559612576325258,0.15570581155445135,0.11367852199944566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053546299165913434,0.06517474971702639,0.13434817115983502,0.0,0.14889178424312974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645134266663092,0.0,0.0,0.19087361526033367,0.05439761339071295,0.0,0.0,0.06089423080357743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055056300284817915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237342302963496,0.0,0.05586640482248252,0.0,0.0,0.13989707947984767,0.1571526453499539,0.08881583045554255,0.11936884318089812,0.0,0.0,0.10574843068919504,0.0,0.06815645758871818,0.0,0.11493390416019585,0.09742985588577767,0.0,0.17663797974498174,0.1564133900734722,0.049715924711922425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993774298215578,0.0,0.0,0.06137123491851197,0.06379524070640383,0.2642974472402225,0.07006009788913731,0.0,0.04166528719677914,0.06567663420921188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946247788830045,0.03416212488235322,0.05066960782734885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781247214605767,0.18221269469662416,0.0,0.0,0.05501063346771674,0.052199683569557516,0.13908478202646946,0.0,0.10569431949947583,0.05610283606376672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829502757024755,0.0728023502972148,0.04961641145682378,0.0,0.09139114838247213,0.046091681468628624,0.0,0.0,0.06610905435657224,0.0,0.12180939546671668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424396480360337,0.14182899432430976,0.0,0.07293267878961378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494513814868144,0.0,0.05876234890212258,0.0,0.059533168268957375,0.0,0.2010605968476288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075296125700739,0.039822004014215366,0.06391198237929438,0.06137660500138184,0.0,0.0,0.05308525525875511,0.0,0.0494330161186229,0.0,0.0,0.04953436313960445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06380749450318811,0.05142031929014638,0.0,0.12441202033512667,0.0,0.0,0.19141866268177796,0.0,0.0,0.08799591873822464,0.0,0.0,0.1559084344956841,0.0,0.0,0.07115960836618597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06460920282639881,0.0,0.049962752148825534,0.054331557126552465,0.057229605984240775,0.07108665600134241,0.0,0.041297084800161366,0.0,0.0,0.04934898434797125,0.07249329576115633,0.0,0.058921471698802026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607223800702278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846168958719334,0.051289432513876826,0.0,0.0986812044534597,0.04986189948024333,0.0,0.05589031046832808,0.057623979291983436,0.0,0.0,0.0714822181294366,0.0,0.06741108101947123,0.0,0.12625526571054524,0.0,0.04415747484517855,0.06796342448279792,0.0,0.04002972205721688 anxiety,cakebytheocean,2018/02/27,"I can't trust my brain That's the only way I can put it. I feel two things 1. Everything I believe is truth and 2. I cannot trust everything I believe, as beliefs are not facts. It gets so confusing. I am seeing a therapist and in the last session he emphasized that it would be beneficial to pause and consider whether my automatic thoughts are accurate. My issue is: what if they are and what if they aren't? Sometimes I feel like I see reality as it is--bleak. Other times I feel like my pessimistic perception of the world is entirely influenced by my mental status. Any advice? Then again, I feel like I want a black-and-white answer and unfortunately it's not that simple. Too much thinking.",2.5095693277310933,4.97548997794118,4.250042016806724,81.89411764705886,79.36764705882355,8.003361344537815,26.62605042016807,8.841846274778883,2.3859197478991594,551,23,106,14,14,185,84,136,0.151,0.799,0.05,-0.8998,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,1,5,0,13,1,1,1,2,25,23,12,0,4,5,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,0,9,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,1,6,19,6,6,20,1,8,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,7,71,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626367715066602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131804048074519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750268485142727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185794693530594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29915917830480904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33661486827875786,0.35670011714508953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869545711230239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371320668673013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566541726483536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243932825977242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677257002518628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234768346606804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658008432998627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731151487168192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652517093552539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460686729416302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19324198060370276,0.11057094146703053,0.10664378883062736,0.0,0.13212951195469408,0.09704864158265752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258122734265504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816671893879296,0.13210706923163895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822949707140183,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,graciela1211,2018/02/27,"I think I need friends I've been dealing with anxiety for a few years now, but since entering, moving to, and starting college it's reached levels that I'm scared of and I'm still searching for a way to help myself power through. I'm not looking for advice, This is my way of reaching out, to .. maybe stumble upon somebody who feels as lonely as I do half the time. I don't know. This is probably really stupid. Or I'm just anxious.",3.053441558441558,4.563268500000003,4.3310389610389635,86.40227272727276,74.22727272727273,6.846753246753247,29.61688311688312,7.447530270364453,1.7904655844155846,340,15,68,4,7,112,65,88,0.173,0.725,0.102,-0.8220000000000001,1,2,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,15,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,1,2,6,1,14,14,1,12,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,5,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23727734861757405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575386007999192,0.27431338560127394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250333017659408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227752535765978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875993267939436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16275469590521374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344552793897807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039045977431416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439416825671156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580753761131652,0.0,0.18004526323693576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617971177774277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555543856702575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431015481845274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086021224074788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718666779794425,0.0,0.19391346846069016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558692678074634,0.0,0.0,0.1415881792803986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854726680877077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636578261954706 anxiety,grofp95,2018/02/27,"My girlfriend lives with her ex. It is making my anxiety go crazy It's not just them, it's a house share of 5 people. When we're not together and we're not texting or there's a long gap between texts, I check when she was last active on facebook and snapchat, I check our joint netflix account to see if she is watching something. All in the hope of reassuring myself that she isn't talking to him, or worse. She could cheat on me and not leave any sort of trail given the situation. I think it's this bad because she was really really into him and he messed her around and broke her heart before things could get serious. Then we got together but I feel as though I was a second choice and originally she wanted him, even though she and I knew each other back then. This is messing me up. It can't be healthy. Their house contract runs until June",2.0813415892672817,4.330168286549707,3.1691984864121103,90.25687306501548,79.58479532163744,6.128792569659443,22.33952528379773,7.285733465282438,0.75999318885449,671,21,139,9,17,215,112,171,0.105,0.8440000000000001,0.051,-0.7891,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,2,0,2,0,9,9,1,0,5,0,11,1,1,2,1,32,22,19,0,5,9,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,10,12,0,0,3,1,3,2,6,6,0,1,6,3,28,3,15,13,2,18,0,1,2,0,23,6,0,5,10,97,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102810758715338,0.0,0.13614926805637784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584341797969365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685066368538662,0.14860046876564553,0.1084910157755794,0.0,0.15144237093405585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841947736311055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754984215029528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998876740807217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929838270765684,0.0,0.1011464620229989,0.0,0.14234169508937658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108994973036392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676787875088398,0.0,0.4107151311759333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507218581271136,0.0,0.18844827748355972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715389308905198,0.15750097903453852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187987173992335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233844410415536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280288091224036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14182186603829114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004971148525805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701272316539936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304838687811305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823770928060433,0.11403825573916865,0.34971619138681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497340278482402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813702380901956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,classicalsoprano,2018/02/28,"Benzos and memory loss I have had a prescription for lorazepam for several years to take as needed for anxiety. I have been noticing more and more of a problem with memory loss, fuzzy memories, ""blackouts,"" etc. when I take it. Admittedly, sometimes I take too much because my anxiety is out of control and it isn't helping enough, but even when I take a normal amount, I still have problems remembering the details of what I did that day after taking lorazepam. I saw a movie this weekend and I basically cannot remember anything about it because I had taken lorazepam a couple of hours before due to severe anxiety. My short-term memory loss issues seem to be getting worse. Has anyone else had this happen to them? Any advice for dealing with this issue?",6.020359712230217,7.662771935251801,6.7245251798561165,71.60851438848924,67.05755395683454,9.301007194244605,33.32446043165468,9.642632912329526,3.543252661870504,605,27,95,13,10,199,89,139,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.9678,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,4,6,5,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,1,0,17,25,8,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,1,13,0,18,17,6,10,0,3,1,0,4,1,0,1,9,73,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125500894124744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733721082353141,0.0,0.2947471681934701,0.0,0.0,0.08980166039553224,0.13159232504364404,0.10568743929177528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658020118058286,0.0,0.10928497967596927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404583651493472,0.0,0.14210601407805334,0.0,0.08282711101667299,0.1324063073371434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728728491055994,0.0,0.0,0.13270313956502888,0.1432340660468725,0.08482719882867043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709968676257354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357075380674657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608432274766363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647826881638202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26809635432991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441126706363512,0.09522966119947096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258347178015519,0.0,0.14621908724055205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457814750211917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290973663339065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691839305142768,0.0,0.2901800392150516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702114554484106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025648415933306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4828191321661447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308817516607926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270509445424172 anxiety,thegrub_hub,2018/02/28,"A vent about oral Exam I had an oral exam for a final today, and I failed. I started to have an anxiety attack during the exam, and after it begun, I could barely answer anything. I had to alternate between trying to calm down and answer questions. I didn't know how to answer the questions the way I wanted to, so I would just sit there. In retreospect, I know I could have lied because it is a language class and he said he rather we use vocabulary rather than answer his question truthfully, but I just couldn't in the moment. My results on the test means I will most likely fail the course which I have never done and that only makes my anxiety worse. Results in uni are probably my biggest anxiety triggers, and doing well in school is the only way I have ever really gained my family's approval, so it makes it all the worse for me. I don't have a phone to talk to any friends right now and I just feel like an overall failure because I have so many financial issues lately and now the only thing I usually keep afloat no matter what (schooling) is going poorly too. 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There was someone that I had met in college about 2 weeks ago (we're not friends, not yet anyway but hopefully soon if I had the guts to talk to him) I wanted to talk to him so I sat near him but he didn't notice me or even waved at me. He was sitting down and watching a movie on his laptop so after he left I wanted to catch up with him and say hi and get to know him more but I chickened out and gave up. I don't know what to do now because I have no new friends (just two but I had met them in high school and they don't talk to me as much)",0.9755813953488364,1.824173418604652,2.704565891472871,98.64847674418606,78.37984496124031,5.470077519379847,20.651937984496122,4.935628992294339,-0.452461085271318,437,10,114,1,10,145,80,129,0.065,0.906,0.029,-0.52,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,10,3,0,0,2,0,11,1,1,0,0,21,22,14,0,4,9,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,11,2,20,3,21,11,2,21,0,0,1,0,21,11,0,3,8,83,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955164434269266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347486283147988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13378481648096915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31298499095075344,0.0,0.10582595445114876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1791175786239159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400911775371054,0.0,0.2011815395564767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263644581345024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007520080895449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890028448723402,0.0,0.0,0.19562763729215307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23060874368847395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610788417346698,0.0,0.20499517042348128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716231029102486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4884150034481086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19199723504165486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978655444695769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389428547082955,0.0,0.1624763699567656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,djh9310,2018/02/28,"I just need to vent I'm in a profession filled with Type A personalities. Weakness is generally frowned upon and ridiculed. I spend most of my days trying to be productive while i'm waiting for the sky to fall on my head. I've learned to live with it, kind of, but I can't hide the dumb shit I say and do when the panic sets in. According to testing, i'm supposed to be smarter than the average bear, yet it is inevitable that I do something that makes me look idiotic every day. I just finished messing up an important phone call because I was freaking out internally. I'm extremely self conscious about everything. Even the way that I walk. Sometimes my mind goes straight into fight or flight mode when I am required to socially interact. I hate myself for it, which only keeps the cycle going. People at work think it's funny I guess. I'm pretty good at my job so I kind of get a pass most of the time. I feel like something is wrong with me but i'm doing the best that I can. I'm too embarrased to tell anyone these things. Macho culture definitely contributes to that. I'm supposed to be an unfeeling fucking boulder or something. Anyway, therapy isn't an option for now, so this is gonna have to do.",3.045785714285717,5.031715483333336,4.502142857142856,83.14000000000001,75.41666666666666,7.571428571428572,28.92857142857143,8.418075326091056,2.222607142857143,956,42,186,18,21,318,150,240,0.13,0.723,0.146,0.5073,1,0,3,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,12,17,7,1,14,0,17,4,2,1,0,28,38,11,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,13,7,0,3,4,0,1,5,2,12,0,0,1,3,21,5,32,33,3,27,0,0,1,1,10,11,3,6,10,118,34,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653953100747753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288236501062358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15990123989790456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558517656859458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965300312611957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063789399972184,0.0,0.1283769521929061,0.0,0.13693889698649636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704204335723512,0.10885201845516942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408621345159035,0.07960620245713068,0.0,0.08659447547792293,0.12779938843174032,0.0,0.0,0.16785097546924774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043225428850368,0.156373941066766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151202130407553,0.13543203862050615,0.0,0.3173364919309791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443950590096382,0.0,0.13454409248902513,0.0,0.12795108462362842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170709301030688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384865296322595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297924111320085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588303743062772,0.0,0.17877149280422133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563306654958032,0.13304221348527992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550134445727629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116947069548532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895347596787346,0.0,0.15640397739040035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532039994770694,0.0,0.351901924961404,0.150696247873087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317670124129344,0.0,0.17424654932090472,0.0,0.1012267973795956,0.09763152108973548,0.0,0.0,0.08884724184411433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034481447746273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12094294714412605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109260130075318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665909308764756,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-0-throw-away-0-,2018/02/28,"Got promoted and I don’t know how to deal with the anxiety of new responsibilities. I’ve been working as a web designer for the past 7 years. I feel comfortable saying that I’m really good at it. I recently got hired at a new place as their art director. This is basically my dream job: great pay, fewer hours than I’d be working elsewhere and I get to be creative and in charge (for the most part) of my own work. But the anxiety that comes with being in a position of moderate authority is really wearing on me, mostly due to my lack of confidence, and I end up feeling guilty and ashamed of myself (the “you don’t deserve to be here” feeling). We have a jr designer that I’ve been working with and it’s so hard for me to feel comfortable telling someone else what to do. Especially when my boss gets involved. I don’t think she gives him good direction and I can see him sitting there getting frustrated as she hovers over his shoulder saying “well why don’t we try ‘insert-bad-design-decision here’?” I just wish she would back away and let me handle it but she owns the company so how can I voice those feelings? And then I feel ashamed of myself again. I get the feeling that my boss really wants me to “step up” and take charge of projects but she has also still been really involved and in some cases has even derailed some projects due to bad decisions that I would not have made. My boss is an amazing businesswoman and traditional designer, but I truly believe that I’m a better web designer than she is and I need to be the one making decisions if we’re going to get anything done. But I am terrified of offending her. I’m afraid that she might think I’m overstepping my boundaries (i don’t even know what my boundaries are). Im constantly at war with myself over knowing deep down that I’m good at this, but also absolute fear of ruining everything. I lie awake at night with so much anxiety over it all. FYI I do see a therapist for general anxiety but I can only afford to go about once a month and my anxiety levels change daily. Some days I feel great about myself and other days like today, I feel like such a fraud and that I’m going to get fired. 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I’m already not good with flying it makes me very nervous and anxious, now I’m freaking out. I wish this would stop I hate feeling like this and feeling like I am not in control of myself. Thank god it’s not a super long flight - but it’s taking over my body from my toes to my finger tips. Any advise on helping myself calm down? My anxiety has never been this bad ever before in my life. 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The test I had already was horrible even though I studied for 2 weeks. I just have not even touched my paper, and after building up a lot of courage and talking to my professor, he said they normally dont give extensions cuz everyone here is busy but when he heard I had anxiety he said hes more than willing to help. Now its due Monday and I feel absolutely terrible. I hate how I'm like this and I feel like I can't even function, I shake so much and get so nervous with assignments that I can't do much more than one at a time. I have had so much trouble focusing but when I'm crazy nervous I sit and study for 8 hours straight. I wish I was normal and like all the savvy engineers and not some fuck up with issues. I feel like its a crutch. Its so hard. Sorry, just had to rant a bit. Has anyone had similar experiences with extensions? What did you do to feel better? 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She denied any maliciousness and said it would just be as friends. I have anxiety and bipolar and am very very stressed right now over it, I feel like if I message her I’ll be an overbearing boyfriend, but the tightness in my chest just makes me want to drown, this is a throwaway since gf knows my actual Reddit, I dunno what I’m trying to achieve by this post. Just needed to vent :(",5.303898305084747,6.3604629067796665,5.262500000000003,83.60442796610172,68.23728813559322,7.933898305084746,33.39406779661017,8.07648339933343,2.443742372881356,485,22,92,6,8,151,84,118,0.151,0.774,0.075,-0.8603,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,1,1,6,0,7,4,1,1,0,22,17,8,1,4,5,0,2,1,5,1,1,2,0,1,5,8,2,2,2,4,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,4,12,3,16,12,0,17,0,0,0,0,17,9,0,2,6,56,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.18613248948184305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12970818261574968,0.0,0.2918276502231588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17831400997086636,0.21699167947777773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37370067991589695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644271656422572,0.13626305723276086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947269612494042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840063542734196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482445649972127,0.1554766900433506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318480995498493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731890168439053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414295941995999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001471397831147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18267400019732136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288896108808626,0.18143523950449325,0.15168228163855554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778020369617118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848940092254726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122069183644567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949838388025353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147571707533625,0.11250204245658943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681576691833908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388593236355321,0.0,0.0,0.13549459575440514,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poppybasket,2018/02/28,"i’m trying out for a musical??? does anyone else find themselves making plans to do things you know will be extremely hard and borderline impossible because of anxiety yet you plan on it anyway? auditions are this saturday and i’m making myself sick thinking about it. it’s something i want so so bad as i live for broadway and plays and musicals, but is it worth possibly horrifically embarrassing myself? i guess i’ll see. i wouldn’t even get so far as to consider auditioning if it weren’t for my medication lmao.",4.207033218785796,6.731282051546394,6.009209621993129,71.17596792668961,73.84536082474227,10.08430698739977,30.36540664375716,10.25414643259724,3.8668382588774346,417,19,71,14,9,143,73,97,0.165,0.735,0.1,-0.7745,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,7,3,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,2,0,15,17,11,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,3,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,9,1,11,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,47,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897420086309386,0.0,0.0,0.17342810307161946,0.2541356942687283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20709440329431,0.1511965767098002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21705242418349946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719695185801376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382124914994695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22669461295791196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295852586764859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732326301709501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221858545805196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13631061288876573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901473114450326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3311234439068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498637852695397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27961617099846714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976475240303922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909453475036863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477988295561674,0.15892738913409754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839585593147294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629431785831792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MollySPrentiss,2018/02/28,"I'm scared that I'm wasting my life I'm going on 22 years old, and I'm barely scating by in community college. I have a variety of strong interests, such as history, languages, linguistics, biology and others, but a degree seems too out of reach. Ever since middle school, my grades have been mediocre at best. I have severe OCD, anxiety and depression and my mind has been preoccupied with thoughts of suicide for the better part of a decade. I can barely make it through one class in college without becoming completely overwhelmed. I've been told I have a real knack for languages, which I reckon is true, but I'm going absolutely nowhere. I wish I could make a living studying and learning history or something but that's highly unrealistic. I already know I'm a loser and always will be. Am I just too dumb for college? I am really hating myself right now",5.322962962962965,6.978764691358022,6.500925925925928,72.4991666666667,68.75308641975309,9.103703703703703,33.25308641975309,9.516144504307137,3.4347308641975305,688,32,114,15,12,231,106,162,0.22,0.6779999999999999,0.102,-0.9726,0,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,5,6,11,2,2,7,0,15,1,0,2,2,27,31,11,1,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,5,0,14,5,17,23,2,14,0,3,0,0,1,8,1,2,4,77,19,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931442669837223,0.0,0.1456346906743032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389352615314598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330118855513004,0.0,0.0,0.18367777499581034,0.15479525076300693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351021834011927,0.0,0.0,0.1397430955706901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507486411722543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831999123585666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989413039307218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280079737316908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492335660520448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618907664919364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362522300794432,0.0,0.0,0.15455014334468906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336608841476521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767251978810844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18365913082283505,0.0,0.11860136358074788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953484937866688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19921658962798425,0.11212539646286787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494702599621979,0.0,0.0,0.17523040159541384,0.1771344856726733,0.0,0.15933604397725254,0.0,0.1977282542249487,0.0,0.14478235913483362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474267540581744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144877102117688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389501752116973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724373841383094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012699321949532,0.16871770328192312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271026074834485 anxiety,fireflyone,2018/02/28,"Got a professional diagnosis. What now? I was having many physical issues (unending sleepiness, forgetfulness, mixing up words, brain fog). I was worried because I've had multiple concussions in the past and thought they were catching up to me. Perhaps it was due to brain injuries or something? I took lots of physical tests (blood work, MRI, sleep apnea etc) and I'm totally healthy. So I was sent to a neuropsychologist. After 4 hours of mental tests I was diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression. This came as a shock. I did do some CBT for anxiety in the past (I was under stress and had panic attacks). However, I haven't felt those heart palpitations, that nausea, etc for ages and I don't feel 'sad'. I'm meeting with the neuropsych next week. I guess my questions are: have you had physical symptoms but not emotional ones? What questions should I ask? What should I expect next? Thanks and apologies if this is covered elsewhere",4.387215454229029,7.247390011834322,4.904810302819353,77.60387747998608,74.91715976331359,8.236825617821093,31.242951618517232,9.007467420416297,3.211661747302472,748,36,124,18,17,238,115,169,0.105,0.858,0.036000000000000004,-0.7252,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,2,7,1,2,6,0,20,8,5,0,1,27,32,11,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,17,2,16,1,16,13,5,19,0,2,0,0,8,5,0,7,10,84,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088812445200484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763167674342288,0.1553159614078842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322387155641285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048122671469173,0.0,0.15614728883680276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758807420513526,0.1385691665576272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15357132426442133,0.0,0.0,0.3045210933517668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903072633941623,0.0,0.13108462044536126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919085663042402,0.0,0.1503967736122301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617818079168627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13444881433652606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14249577142746606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606797373266868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841408787427975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758426029577664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903900236412704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251231608534076,0.0,0.0,0.1601817067576283,0.0,0.0,0.2606555513012786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058766481074524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542334607426924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366227738318268,0.0,0.0,0.10510298196395196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638798429224274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190089480788629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569312022757814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838494719789764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168338480448415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951146034224764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993912273632128,0.13864692949913307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ksimps25,2018/02/28,"Does anyone else have nausea constantly unless they are doing some sort of physical movement or something that takes all their attention? I have been having this difficulty where anytime I am not exercising in some way (walking, lifting weights, stretching, running, playing sports, etc.) or doing something that takes the entirety of my attention (video games, having an enjoyable conversation, doing a craft with my hands) I have nausea or abdominal discomfort. It gets worse if I'm in a place with people around. It's really getting in the way of things that I enjoy doing because until I get fully immersed into something it just gets worse and worse as I stew over it. It also is making travel rather difficult because airplanes are triggering it the worst because I feel so trapped. Has anyone found anything to help with this when you are in situations where you can't be moving around?",11.541895604395599,10.122409544871797,10.34758241758242,60.56884615384617,56.115384615384606,12.760439560439561,43.43956043956045,11.491704259439757,5.275402197802197,723,33,104,15,7,228,104,156,0.155,0.782,0.063,-0.9483,0,1,3,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,2,0,9,6,0,1,6,0,18,3,1,2,1,25,28,11,0,2,8,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,7,1,0,4,6,0,5,2,3,0,0,2,3,13,3,18,25,5,22,0,0,0,0,7,12,0,7,3,85,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640804209398692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356445273681106,0.14914824243721148,0.119787349397693,0.2591668981342169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662046794765966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730373342664153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738465439440858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160063267339667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234312450168495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360188863906543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960418579996533,0.0,0.0,0.3042062018558019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756895347014644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716557099656252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15471224485246526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10091623822507373,0.0,0.1520841349830123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325247749765464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16362082747778978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3361884649500233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889308499946866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670672198393283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23108497489108654,0.0,0.17725859547719738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450286113761541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Daydreaming_Realist,2018/02/28,"Can't get anything right. So, I have been trying to be in charge of the bills since we moved into our new house, two months ago. Today we got a notice on our door that the water was going to be turned off. Apparently I have been making payments for two months to our old account. I am such a wreck, I feel like I can't adult like other people, and now I can't even pay a fucking bill correctly.",4.234578313253014,4.094352698795183,5.2430361445783165,87.0390120481928,70.20481927710844,7.60385542168675,23.828915662650605,6.742157984588678,0.6253392771084347,306,6,68,2,5,101,60,83,0.038,0.879,0.083,0.3391,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,5,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,11,2,0,1,1,7,18,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,2,3,1,0,2,4,1,11,2,9,12,0,14,0,0,0,1,6,5,1,0,9,45,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185851868914584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253317830511247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384791449078961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601092552767907,0.1497818946530424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19382826053292876,0.10953924419025282,0.0,0.11915520527450313,0.0,0.16768509306473645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24192069987324416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20485959542357368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399503776497358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33469889661654184,0.22283651371643665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024919467331556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387004928829627,0.2200040011937639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453525719628552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904938950667726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734337855636608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873415857344914,0.0,0.0,0.1423460891454885,0.2280510146444293,0.4096167580987036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coalmines,2018/02/28,"Lowering my meds (advice appreciated) So I've been taking 40mg of Prozac for about 7 months now for panic disorder. I have been feeling so great that I asked to lower it to 30mg. I hope to one day not have to take it at all. Well, it's been about two weeks since I lowered my dose and I haven't been doing well. I'm on edge and feel a lot like how I did before I started prozac. Should I wait it out a little or go back up to 40mg? I'm thinking maybe my brain just needs to adjust to the lowered dose but idk how long I can keep feeling this way without doing something.",0.9817381818181801,2.480746112000002,3.0018181818181837,93.7809090909091,79.88,5.505454545454546,20.163636363636364,6.11248444174946,-0.11603999999999992,444,11,105,3,11,150,82,125,0.11,0.7909999999999999,0.099,0.1934,4,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,3,0,12,5,1,2,1,22,27,8,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,5,3,12,5,17,21,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,8,68,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17667706303122252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169024928883362,0.0,0.0,0.1390251380098558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384869866652418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20183418839218148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166019638014802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072141005142905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742559035812696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027536181650074,0.0,0.0,0.19933421277551144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17957661349416842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070461662728025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883304451412669,0.18121052920485733,0.0,0.16000357438750454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537109086581927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163933589934173,0.0,0.2008296278649931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431397497052753,0.0,0.0,0.1340619680163989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251572686453505,0.0,0.0,0.21213152004225225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956080968234045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918977251704662,0.0,0.0,0.1279721813955392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718803458455348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585025469068383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661672378767973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351175801932675,0.14502799985518008,0.0,0.32512439449758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428612478326633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cool_Calm_Collected,2018/02/28,"Can anxiety be purely physical? So I’ve had moderate anxiety my entire life. Overthinking situations and getting really anxious about them, etc. But recently I’ve been having this shortness of breath type feeling, expecially when I’m laying down. I can also feel my heartbeat more. The thing is I’m not particularly anxious about anything. So I went to the doc since I got kind of freaked out and she did an ekg and blood test. She said everything was normal. I’m kinda still kind of concerned about this. 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My parents have always told me that I shouldn't be open about my struggle with anxiety because it ""shows weakness."" I just feel like I should be open about my issues to make school easier. I'm just worried that people will judge me because of what my parents have taught me. Okay, generic rant is over. 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I have only one really close friend at my college but I really want to have more friends. I don’t know when or how to approach people to become friends with them. Nobody invites me to things because of my lack of friends. Any idea when to talk to other college students and how? I find myself in my dorm room a lot being lonely.,2.8492857142857133,4.553011071428575,3.9804761904761934,87.89785714285715,75.19047619047619,6.2285714285714295,27.47619047619048,6.868970318607317,1.2993761904761905,326,13,65,3,7,106,55,84,0.068,0.73,0.203,0.9087,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,4,0,16,11,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,11,5,14,9,3,9,0,1,0,0,7,6,0,2,2,48,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321769329291808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941790343388292,0.21635449521713948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904767414905826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567534510368937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211455544266996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153213777876352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654589386146207,0.0,0.0,0.13076376565407866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13274588915555918,0.14898963190626055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581134954089408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509951825342939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745578865184146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301462544909915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1155460070796564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheRyGuyz17,2018/02/28,"Social anxiety on lacrosse team affect performance Lacrosse season starts soon and I am already having anxiety. I am very anti social and when I try to be more social I just seem to come off as awkward. I get nervous when I get the ball and often end up dropping it because of it. People giving me a hard time making fun of me on the team isn’t boosting my already low self esteem either. It’s not like I don’t enjoy lacrosse it’s more of the people and fear of being judged by other people. We’re having a lacrosse meeting soon and that alone already gives me so much anxiety. Last year was a tough year for me, I was too scared to get into drills and avoided everything and I want to change this year but don’t know how/where to start.",3.788581818181818,5.00008004,4.6748484848484875,85.83409090909093,71.93333333333334,6.787878787878787,26.303030303030305,6.980632752743323,1.1858666666666662,586,19,115,5,11,190,92,150,0.16399999999999998,0.789,0.047,-0.8232,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,8,10,0,5,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,20,23,12,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,1,14,3,17,19,4,21,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,14,76,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879196245952152,0.4436437659497341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30754745717550624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169008545912182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176278623946426,0.11543610027506787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11869138856375475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043782688161835,0.0,0.0,0.1507963533108661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100410819983544,0.2571055342430353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004492326124334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07364733949791066,0.10923447597998767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065469581851076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894514380513516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851136244023084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27871300109845426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416547207037627,0.0,0.0,0.12199592857974605,0.13979965986390286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098131031812746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18970322613310975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814119266044556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098269392968568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057070548196143,0.07904144120251966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25889044143249845 anxiety,Enxity,2018/02/28,"Going to the doctor, i don't know what to say? I've been feeling really anxious lately about my relationship, she's amazing and i love her so much but i'm getting overly scared about any of her male friends to the point where i'm taking illegal drugs just so i'm high and forget about it. I'm getting flashbacks to painful moments in our relationship and it makes me sad for hours at a time, i even cry myself to sleep sometimes about issues that i make up, like when she was meeting a friend from work (He knows she has a boyfriend) for a Nando's. We got into a huge argument and I was very anxious about it. This is an old feeling for me but i've only just come to terms with the fact it might be anxiety. I've asked my mum to book an appointment with my favourite doctor (I've spoken to him before about various injuries, nothing about mental health) in 3 weeks, I don't know what to say. My girlfriend can't come, she's got another appointment 10 minutes before me at another practice for her skin problem. I'm worried that the doctor might just say there's nothing wrong and leave it at that, and then i'm stuck feeling like this. I've started smoking again and using drugs a lot more than usual. I feel myself spiral into my own thoughts and ignore all reassurance from my girlfriend that everything's okay. I'm writing this as a kind of escape so i can look back later at what I feel, but if anyone has any advice on what to say to either my girlfriend (of 7 months, I can see myself marrying her) or the doctor would be a huge help. or just advice on how you cope with anxiety in a relationship, my DM's are also open. Thanks for reading this, i really appreciate it ",5.123181177796564,5.4628328284023695,5.943355874894338,81.11904339250493,68.3491124260355,8.568272752888138,30.000563539025077,8.418075326091056,2.115384164553395,1328,47,262,18,21,437,173,338,0.131,0.721,0.14800000000000002,0.5372,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,0,1,22,16,0,1,16,1,17,11,2,4,2,51,51,22,0,3,11,1,6,2,5,3,8,4,0,1,18,17,0,1,9,2,0,3,3,6,0,0,7,12,37,10,46,39,8,37,0,1,2,1,33,19,0,6,17,171,55,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079632064476385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988711297518725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188587090798596,0.18327563994485546,0.13370882653598185,0.19745549770036427,0.0,0.06110631039848299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169944489460801,0.0,0.0,0.06719882491203072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872780437596286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056042715574613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599568168002956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35779644275461536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026932599145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772139533977319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854202722457483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093935324298444,0.06243264978101079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503722524935138,0.0,0.09131711527148537,0.0,0.04966671851574416,0.0,0.13979025586580454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289329321659376,0.0,0.0,0.058576816097752574,0.09233413190752626,0.0,0.0,0.08606322331809718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121423241078627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100501003397098,0.1440845827336638,0.0,0.09858164701882492,0.09253519466083356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539034310512872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338701999997778,0.0,0.0,0.0742973003721009,0.07887442357348418,0.0,0.11666928015252845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807028144742647,0.1854175720709044,0.0,0.0,0.06975522322960162,0.0,0.06424295681053559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677093911752392,0.0,0.09170289098537814,0.0,0.0,0.06646532782895362,0.09299093311258268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261340642763394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362205685669674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741535201048713,0.0,0.1119707249235032,0.0,0.0,0.2814779494004298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779895581338178,0.08749433988299334,0.0,0.06963987231011344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745481581708539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643262844636783,0.0,0.06185629688495495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570768430455091,0.0,0.0,0.08045853828519532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937925009635945,0.05095880455672826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754783719101306,0.0962496137792242,0.07210730702357196,0.0,0.0,0.07010035241913855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636222003044923,0.0887505160587397,0.0,0.062080558118584435,0.0955491077860637,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheAshInTrash,2018/02/28,"Not the best. The song “Somewhere Only We Know” by Keane is one of my Mum’s favourite songs. In fact, its’s her specialised karaoke song. That same song seems to trigger me anxiety. I don’t know why, but every time it plays, I have to try not to cry. I hate it. I hate the feeling of it. I feel guilt for not liking one of my Mum’s favourite songs, especially when it gives her so much joy.",0.2998238482384821,2.391756109756102,1.490162601626018,100.60673441734421,85.46341463414635,4.620054200542006,20.08672086720868,5.82211442006289,-0.3672319783197833,299,9,73,2,9,94,55,82,0.097,0.6759999999999999,0.227,0.934,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,1,2,7,2,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,11,3,0,0,4,2,2,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,4,3,0,2,0,7,11,4,9,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,43,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953243946272008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600043315777787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27214801293326074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087448706853111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505454616771444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376698520871205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4892149397840084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27232011689849545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210409249304004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212895345876529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33577136115383405,0.18842938120799346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225547492675682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14446834648035095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682098634898748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235609916906156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bluusunshine,2018/02/28,"How do you get out of your head? I’ve always been a loner by choice, people usually irritate or drain me. I’ve got a few friends outside of my fiancé and my mom that help calm me down if I’m really bad off. Since meeting my fiancé, I’ve had a lot more anxiety and it’s almost evolved. When I was younger, I would think about something so much, I would worry or get anxious and my stomach would hurt. It comes and goes every few months like the fucking seasons. Lately, my body fucking shakes, my heart races, sometimes I cry, and I always end up puking. My doctor put me on Buspar and I take Xanax for emergencies but fuck me dude... It seems the only thing that can keep me out of my head is overloading my senses. I do yoga, I meditate, I play with my dogs or my cats.. but it’s only a temporary fix. It’s like I have to distract myself from actually thinking. Anymore I’ll watch my fiancé play video games, be looking at my phone, and have Hulu playing on my tablet so there’s a constant noise I can listen to while I’m looking at my phone. This cannot be healthy. I don’t know what else to do. I’m going back to see my doctor next week but maybe there’s someone here who deals with similar issues... 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In person or on the phone, it's there without fail. When I brought it up once, she told me that she hadn't slept well the night before and that she had consumed a large pasta lunch, adding to her drowsiness. I am not so sure. Can happen once or twice, but almost every time? More than coincidence IMO. Any of you go through something similar? 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My mind is always worrying about the future or dwelling on mistakes from the past. I honestly don't know what it would feel like to be ""here"".",2.21142857142857,4.340778000000004,3.676428571428573,87.40607142857145,78.52380952380952,8.009523809523811,24.785714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9291714285714288,164,6,34,4,4,54,34,42,0.171,0.64,0.188,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,8,8,1,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,3,5,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367869562491799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4353940722842832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877766179794628,0.40659702632776745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639349785909515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780553100455879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873369078826191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947970668205127,0.2748417076300797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716564673035449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889969914869285,0.0,0.2021520022962568,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,himanami,2018/02/28,"Can someone reassure me everything is going to be okay? Edit: I feel much better now and I want to thank everyone for their kind words of encouragement as well as those who read what I wrote. I hope all of you have a great day because you all deserve it :) I feel really down today. I feel like I'm overreacting but if you please just let me rant a little... I just need some support Today I am going around speaking to people about an event we are doing. This by itself makes my anxiety flare up already and I'm sensitive when people give me the cold shoulder when I'm trying to talk. I talk quickly too because I'm nervous and stumble over myself sometimes but when I'm not talking to strangers, I don't have any coworkers I can hang around with so I just stand awkwardly by myself. Everyone else has some group or others they're with and I feel like I'm the idiot intruding on their good time. I actually try to talk to them a little but conversation dies almost instantly. I wanted to talk to my supervisor to get a bit more solid understanding of my role but they're too busy with other people. When the supervisor is talking to a group, I feel like I don't belong so I awkwardly stand around to listen to what they're saying. In my mind, I'm that idiot that loiters around, doesn't do their part and is just useless all around. I couldn't take it anymore... so I left thinking they don't even know my name anyway and they probably don't care. I feel guilty but I just wanted to get away. I want to cry but I feel silly over something like this. If you've read this far, thank you. It makes me feel better just writing this out :)",2.535430597771022,4.57387454407295,3.966027355623101,86.16097619047619,77.11550151975683,6.818277608915906,23.12472137791287,7.793537801064563,1.1375628368794328,1291,40,259,20,30,426,164,329,0.1,0.723,0.177,0.9465,0,0,1,0,0,1,31.0,1,4,6,2,26,25,2,3,9,1,20,1,1,2,3,63,58,24,1,9,16,0,8,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,16,16,0,0,11,2,0,3,7,6,1,0,1,12,46,19,40,54,9,33,0,1,0,0,31,17,0,7,15,175,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.08221314622724503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436143398091298,0.0,0.09296891613579283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057291007141980224,0.0,0.06444890235911839,0.0,0.08355061685185587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749894924095937,0.0,0.0,0.07915304829535269,0.0,0.0,0.10271266210063693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14901966194645438,0.0919761581785718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589566843932547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254162908726636,0.054332495439930885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743532653639466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037775248483742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05564450259062019,0.0,0.0,0.1610036822075833,0.07571598038550795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34078345726830817,0.18055871945033905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803140373480957,0.08081762221966132,0.0957592875518241,0.07066258163837674,0.0,0.09288287138188148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367651123270599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773052845978918,0.04630007579221541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153486474518664,0.08614850327810478,0.0,0.16463576946322492,0.16887571925380193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124713639280272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506568875933866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061931409586173665,0.0624682554945673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123154309405647,0.0,0.17521927014757052,0.0,0.0,0.09247816244709477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083276586699283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685400622342835,0.0,0.05397093448974806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699678081536209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138240680591786,0.06485763561789556,0.08332266725686754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560276120175876,0.0,0.0,0.06334343423241652,0.4062884061067132,0.0,0.15512706564676948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539822249084325,0.0,0.0,0.04912523883874142,0.0,0.1597130515059161,0.0,0.0,0.11439668163013247,0.0,0.0,0.08770434029515828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19876480227810106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757483798108459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Seba7290,2018/02/28,"I fear that i'm mentally disabled Or ""slow"" I have a horrible memory, I'm behind in most school subjects, I'm awful at explaining things, and I can never think of what to say in conversations. I also see some of myself in mentally disabled fictional characters(Forrest Gump, Derek Noakes). Yet everyone around me keeps insisting that I'm intelligent and full of potential(Despite it not really lining up with the facts). 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I am tired of the sexual side effects and my doc said I can try a high CDB strain of Cannabis instead of the ven. I am weaning off of the ven now. Anyone else try this before? How did it work out?",0.1415848214285731,2.1856744531250034,1.803839285714286,98.414375,85.71875,4.9071428571428575,20.080357142857142,6.18269132825596,-0.13318928571428534,231,7,55,2,7,75,50,64,0.078,0.922,0.0,-0.5773,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,5,0,6,1,0,2,1,6,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,5,0,10,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,3,35,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238643206796085,0.3280432268489683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724338016456413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674537981622557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382681359785205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26097430230545954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045468425530978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679784738609912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4347371991699936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308133903729736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206173468343385 anxiety,vm_marshmallow,2018/02/28,"My anxiety is killing my ability to communicate with my husband My husband rocks. He's been incredibly patient and tried really hard to help me over the past year when my anxiety has been really bad, but I think it's probably incredibly frustrating to deal with all the same. I know I have (unintentionally) hurt him as a result of my anxiety. I would say 98% of the fights we have had (especially over the last two months, when we've fought more than we have in the entire rest of our relationship combined) have been because my anxiety kept me from being able to say what I wanted or what I really meant. What I mean by this is I second guess myself on literally everything I want to say and get anxious about- Will this hurt his feelings? This doesn't make sense. It's too stupid. What if this makes him upset? Then I get so anxious I can't think clearly and don't say anything, or I say something that doesn't express how I really feel or what I really mean. It's either not helpful or doesn't make sense or is hurtful. Last night we had a fight because, once again, I wasn't communicating well with him for stupid anxiety reasons. I was frustrated because I feel like I have made a lot of progress that he wasn't acknowledging, but his point (and a good one, at that) was that the progress I've made doesn't make the current fight and current situation hurt less. And I knew the smart thing to do would be stop and step away from the situation, but for some reason I just couldn't. I kept defending myself and trying to justify and explain my reasoning or thinking. He got upset because I wasn't listening to him and just repeating myself a lot. After the fight was over I wanted to do something to make him feel better, but I didn't know what. I got so anxious again I didn't do anything for him at all and just kind of gave up and that hurt him too. I don't mean to keep fucking up and making the same mistakes over and over. I really don't. I love my husband more than anything and I just want him to feel happy and loved. But when your wife keeps promising she will try to do better and really listen to you and consider your feelings and needs, and then does something like I did last night, I can imagine it would make you feel pretty shitty. I feel so lost. I have no one I can talk to about this. How can I make the changes I want to make happen? It's not a lack of wanting. I want, more than anything, to just be able to talk to my husband and express myself without having to fight because I keep dancing around things and not saying what I mean and getting anxious. 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I really like her and wanted to meet but i was too nervous to ask as i was convinced she would say no. However today i just thought why not and asked if she wanted to meet up sometime and she said.. She would love too! I thought this would never happen to me but ive managed to get a date with a girl for the first time. Sorry if no one cares i just felt like sharing this with you all.",1.2226890756302495,2.5641062689075653,2.635873949579836,97.35986134453785,78.74789915966386,5.432268907563026,19.463025210084034,5.6839178017228535,-0.409521680672269,422,9,103,2,10,137,71,119,0.08900000000000001,0.72,0.191,0.9537,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,0,1,6,0,10,2,0,0,2,26,23,11,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,3,1,3,0,3,2,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,8,4,18,7,16,12,2,13,0,0,0,1,19,3,0,3,12,75,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4671717671914242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983298728057447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993687290286338,0.0,0.0,0.2833750058745906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702788244407098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473005715563341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765592949264425,0.1627589903495897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033926646039106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12245083468843745,0.0,0.12847190530523586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128746491344345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671137668825248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15844973236438736,0.1324660909076241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647456471965753,0.1864656179962232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644818204558054,0.19426092641094,0.0,0.3157847786481349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19649896642324632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503068541075682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35498752876352896,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pm_2me_your_dreams,2018/02/28,"Intrusive thoughts, shame, and snowballing anxiety. Hello, all. I'm here because I need some support and advice. My anxiety snowballed last night like a mother fucker. I have intrusive thoughts, and last nights emotional topic was embarrassment. So of course, intrusive thoughts about all the embarrassing moments in the past (even all the way back from when I was in grade school), to more recent times, and to put icing on the cake, embarrassing moments that haven't even happened. One thought turned into two, turned into three, etc. I am feeling unreasonably embarrassed and feel like I can't do anything about this even if I try to 'own it'. Unfortunately, when I feel comfortable, it effects me physically and vocally. I talk to myself and I literally try to shake or spasm the physical feeling of embarrassment out of myself but nothing works. It just snowballed last night. I went to the gym and tried to run it off, and it helped, but it continued when I got home. Does anyone else experience this and what are your tips to help alleviate some of this shit? I have started seeing a therapist but we have just started meeting and we are working out a treatment plan for a few other things going on, as well. I just feel alone, incredibly embarrassed, and I'm filled with shame and guilt. Side note: I saw an interesting Ted Talk the other day, too: guilt is I feel bad. shame is I AM bad. I am riddled with shame, no matter how much i try to improve or do good. I also have a ton of guilt. But that's another post for another day.",5.110220095693776,6.9613677684210575,5.6096411483253625,77.91771531100478,69.56140350877193,8.971291866028707,30.84928229665072,9.457814108942452,2.9208947368421057,1214,51,220,27,22,390,157,285,0.204,0.701,0.095,-0.9874,0,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,2,1,0,4,18,25,2,14,13,0,17,2,1,2,3,50,41,27,0,2,10,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,15,21,0,0,11,1,0,6,3,18,1,3,9,8,26,7,31,32,11,38,0,0,2,1,10,10,2,5,22,153,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757962960429532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342229303945566,0.0,0.07985603638870171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094186689010208,0.1527814852094248,0.0,0.0,0.06982271178511915,0.10231584743741773,0.08217424466846537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678428223753284,0.16675374495168674,0.060872227808115964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879970091953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738600369611013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341815885723514,0.11232628884707982,0.0,0.0,0.11136755008038872,0.1978648845444262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976798325008174,0.0,0.0,0.302945827025914,0.07133824449903325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05675133958543727,0.08375576446040119,0.07986519462586014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830369032532621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386480450257532,0.0,0.10016525165662074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441916617781487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757069731393657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340677956751979,0.07404309851331002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811286022665641,0.0,0.09581600007695144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766605151246849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532531833433358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563591742575292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003844056818583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859727104169466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106115874461466,0.07957352851698707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250232690258186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135935753045215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331714980294105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052341166461903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594229716087015,0.06634091056652101,0.0,0.0,0.3171029212371537,0.05822773295058877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711868516409043,0.21723265123120744,0.09754630393691954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792622650112335,0.0,0.0,0.08978391831425253,0.09256893737646092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539495269889402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jjstrange13,2018/02/28,"Ladies of r/anxiety - do you experience anxiety fluctuations with your cycle? Alright so, for the past couple of months, I've been experiencing *what I believe* are really intense bouts of anxiety in the few days leading up to my period. I've tried talking to my GP about this, because it doesn't *feel* like anxiety, but he told me that my symptoms seemed to be a ""normal"" part of having an anxiety disorder. Well, this doesn't feel very normal so I'd like to know if any of you have experienced this. Basically, it feels like I'm experiencing extremely intense deja-vu, but the deja-vu is more like I'm recalling a dream I had, but the dream was of a real-world place or situation, so when I find myself in that place or situation I am engulfed by this sensation of crippling deja-vu... I get feverish and sweaty, my limbs and head go tingly, my face goes red, I feel faint and nauseous, my heart starts pounding - I essentially feel like I'm having a heart attack, while not entirely sure if I'm dreaming or not. Today, I could feel an episode building and started feeling anxious about the impending episode, which of course triggered the episode - about two hours ago, and I'm still kind of swimming in it. What is happening? Is this just anxiety, or do I have a brain tumour or something? Thank you for reading. 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A few months ago, I experienced an extremely stressful and anxiety-provoking moment. During that moment, I started shaking uncontrollably. Even after the moment passed, I couldn't stop shaking for another hour or so. I was breathing pure anxiety. However, I was still in control of my body and I wasn't crying or losing control. Is this a panic attack or just a moment of intense anxiety?",4.434683098591549,7.614599281690142,6.319137323943664,65.56490316901412,77.30985915492954,8.620422535211267,32.818661971830984,9.188382445141503,4.232843661971831,323,17,42,9,8,111,48,71,0.335,0.5660000000000001,0.1,-0.9565,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,9,2,6,5,0,5,2,2,2,1,11,6,6,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,3,1,7,0,5,2,1,15,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,11,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16510260070345487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530316561446665,0.2849670267246649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42378077387450175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20688578955301926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177985559147183,0.0,0.0,0.20459086131762486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301876274374195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834223027355575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083701645953542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486658665492482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4370569968144973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318312744503837,0.0,0.14874238555611602,0.15571637042451372,0.21335289820597872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aamnipotent,2018/02/28,"Need to Rant: first experience with a panic attack and Coming to Terms with the fact that I may need professional help I've always known I've had anxiety. I've always known I needed to do something about it, but recently I had been turning to weed to help me work through it. For a while, it worked great. Smoking made me aware of a lot of issues I had, and helped me calm me down substantially. Parallel story - a while ago, I had a severe reaction to shellfish, something i had never been allergic to before. I was on an antibiotic at the time, and later learned that this particular antibiotic triggered autoimmune diseases as a side affect...something I hadn't realized until it was too late. So basically I deduced that I had a shellfish allergy. After that initial attack, there were a few more times when I accidentally ingested shellfish and experienced similar symptoms. Flash forward to present day. I'm smoking with a friend, and we're eating thai food, leftovers. I had eaten this food the night before and I was fine - sometimes thai places have contaminated food sources so it was possible that the food i was eating was laced with shellfish. Anyway, after I finished, about 10 minutes later, I start feeling like I can't breath. I feel like my throat is swelling up, i'm convinced that my tongue is swelling, and i start to panic. I start thinking I must be having an allergy attack, because my heart is racing, I'm having trouble breathing, i'm even shaking kind of violently and start freaking out that I""m going to die and that I need to get to an urgent care immediately. I walk into urgent care, describe my symptoms, and they immediately take me back to check my vitals. Everything is fine. Apparently, I was just having a panic attack. The doctor was super concerned because I was really shaken up, she asked me why my heart was beating so fast and i told her because I thought I was going to die because I was having an allergic reaction. That's when she started talking to me about my anxiety, and told me that I need to talk to someone or get help. I've always known I had anxiety, but there is something different about hearing everything you already know, get confirmed by a doctor. I am starting the healing process and would like to start addressing this issue in a more responsible way, but i have no idea where to start. Do i talk to a psychiatrist first? Or a psychologist or therapist or counselor? My insurance doesn't cover mental health care so I don't know what the cheapest course of action would be at this time. I don't really have a primary care doctor that I like. I have a lot of issues from my childhood that I've never really spoken to anyone about, and I'm really scared to confront them. I'm super stressed with life in general and i feel like i have a thousand thoughts a minute and a hundred reasons to be stressed out. I dunno, just had a lot on my mind and I'm trying to process everything and needed to rant. 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I don't believe that I have diagnosable anxiety, but ever since I was a kid, my mannerisms and typical behaviour have tended to be very fast, panicky, and anxious. I naturally speak very quickly (it used to be to the point where I'd stumble over my words) and would feel frustrated when I was told/felt like I had to slow down, as it felt like things just weren't happening quickly/efficiently enough. I've always been an obsessive nail/cuticle biter and skin/hair picker to the point that people will tell me it's stressful for them to watch me, which in turn stresses me out more. Although it's gotten better with age (mostly from me learning to suppress urges), my natural tendencies are extremely rushed, not thought out, panicked, and caught up in myself, and I've always found it difficult to slow down and assess the situation and the people around me, or if I try to, it just causes panic and frustration. When one thing doesn't go the way I planned, or doesn't line up properly, it throws me off and I instantly become flustered. I start moving too quickly, thinking irrationally, and not being able to organize my thoughts on what actions to take next (I feel like a canary anxiously flapping around in a cage and banging into every wall). This could be a small simple task, or it could be about a larger decision, which usually results in a panic attack and tears. I guess I'm here to find out if there are ways to combat this? Is this just natural human nature, and I skipped the step where you learn to control it? Does everyone have these thoughts, even those people who seem to always be in control of their rational thinking and can slow down and just chill for a sec? I imagine this is probably just a learning thing on my end. Thanks! :)",10.588320802005008,7.710903070175444,9.773984962406018,68.49789473684214,59.233918128654956,13.046282372598164,41.680033416875524,11.20814326018867,4.564340183792815,1438,59,258,28,14,459,196,342,0.171,0.746,0.083,-0.9844,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,1,2,4,21,14,3,5,16,0,27,1,0,6,2,69,49,29,0,5,13,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,2,24,24,0,4,16,0,0,7,6,9,0,1,12,5,29,5,43,26,4,51,0,0,1,0,8,26,0,8,19,188,53,3,0.10095028611514452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519961750198315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722669256500161,0.2280901779071685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973431469201415,0.0,0.11484552411246375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149165975300357,0.0,0.11373640293230887,0.0,0.08928232443086039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370375187637597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264486597103897,0.16120117812680004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246241542004288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834227567133622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941198986563671,0.10430863126941516,0.0,0.06667671189422944,0.09131531330410014,0.08505497000214772,0.09646232451249104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208699575305692,0.07211890457148018,0.193856211578866,0.0,0.09226673264060774,0.0,0.0,0.1106867781466352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737237399949309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120812139172286,0.0,0.0892700046181826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795763179983898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729417801119126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10736177453948244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840652648556145,0.0,0.0,0.2368868196037831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099586526974561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086130078981825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884148259580978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190134905163777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350711986591998,0.1134723512446058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145313210057043,0.0,0.0,0.08439895944684735,0.23127642333896864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07590205174046886,0.0,0.08823499962861041,0.0929414603561432,0.0,0.0,0.2012006532511548,0.12936973429737447,0.0,0.2404297527571252,0.05886492365443687,0.0,0.0,0.09646232451249104,0.0,0.06853861772136671,0.10980492268887687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718863479430665,0.11118247800683548,0.16658911682845493,0.0,0.1602592765383226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171218685099247,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,puhjammie,2018/02/28,"Everything terrifies me. I can't handle this constant, stupid anxiety anymore. I can barely function as an adult. Everything freaks me out. I work all the time, pay my bills, don't have any huge problems, don't really depend on anyone...but i feel this sense of doom or something ""coming to get me"" constantly. I jump when my phone rings, my heart races when i open my mailbox, i cringe every time i get an email. I'm scared to file my taxes, scared to call someone to hook up my internet, scared to get a freaking oil change. I assume the worst possible outcome about literally everything so i just stay at home too paralyzed with fear to act like a normal 29 year old. Someone close to me died a few months ago unexpectedly, and it really messed me up because it was right after we had a falling out. I've always had anxiety, but ever since that happened it's been unbearable. It's like I'm always waiting for the next huge terrible thing to happen. I don't know how to calm down. Every day is painful. How do people just live normally and handle their shit? Ugh. 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I have my first psychiatricist appointment today and I'm really nervous. I've always had bad anxiety, but throughout public school I was able to get away with it. Now I'm in my 2nd year of college and just last semester it got really bad. I'm in a very hard and competitive program...I was waking up at 8am every morning going to the library to study, then after class studying until around 10-11pm. It drove me crazy. I would be anxious studying and then anxious when I stopped,because I thought I had to keep studying. I LOVE my major and I'm really passionate about it but I think that's part of the problem. Towards the end of the semester I spoke with a professor and she directed me to the school counselor. During finals I had a complete break down. I came back in January and started seeing a theripist. It was nice to talk to someone but it felt like I was spending the whole time crying about everything and she had no time to give me ways to cope. Last week I hit a breaking point and had an attack so bad I ran to the school counselor who sent me to the emergency room. There it was suggested I be admitted and I stayed there for a day and got really anxious by the other people in the ward and demanded discharge. I'm in the process of withdrawing for the rest of the semester. So I have my first Drs appointment today and it's making me anxious. The meds they put me on in the hospital make me so tired and even more anxious all day. Also Sunday night I woke up to in image in my head of me strangling myself. I have never had suicidal thoughts before and I'm scared if I tell him this I'm going to get admitted again. I'm also scared he's going to tell me I need to keep taking the meds since it can take me a month to feel the affects or change the meds and be longer until I feel better. I just don't know what to do. 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Needless to say my anxiety has been through the roof and I am now trying to manage this other ways, could use suggestions?? Its mentally exhausting me and I know the stress its bringing me can't be good for the baby either... 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I feel like nobody would want to talk to me, and every time they do, I have this nagging voice in my head telling me that they just want the conversation to be over. I don’t think I’m that awful as a person, I flat out don’t know how to begin any sort of relationship.",7.515630630630633,3.7381050675675698,7.743513513513516,83.47941441441444,65.89189189189189,10.947747747747748,32.774774774774784,7.793537801064563,1.9073747747747745,261,6,66,2,3,86,47,74,0.111,0.7190000000000001,0.17,-0.1624,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,3,4,1,0,2,1,7,1,1,4,0,18,19,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,12,3,11,17,0,5,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15702658297809013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945514664793752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675493349612287,0.16496200803919264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3568006790566999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369800734012116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538039757360384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281086510973334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082681705478724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20162153170866126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479107107937833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855965514111884,0.2018253439172316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795767681163005,0.0,0.0,0.13464536194508062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447863334065156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16403169757100916,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ummgh23,2018/02/28,"DAE get weird visuals while in bed in the dark? Hey guys! Last few days have been hard. Had some pretty strong anxiety, heart racing, headache, etc. Now, i've had weird vision problems for a long time with my depression/anxiety, but not as strong as in the last few days. When I'm in bed in the dark trying to sleep, everything looks weird and moves around. Moving shadows, kaleidoscope-like half-invisible patterns. Patterns on objects moving around and something I can only describe as looking like black strings jerking around. It kinda resembles MDMA visuals. This is scaring me shitless, am I alone with this symptom? Am I getting schizophrenia?",5.236028708133972,8.164655999999997,4.599186602870817,80.5474880382775,72.33333333333333,7.303349282296653,32.293460925039874,8.296473431620573,2.8776245614035094,520,25,82,9,11,156,82,114,0.134,0.755,0.11,0.418,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,1,4,0,8,3,2,0,0,12,13,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,3,4,5,3,16,10,4,21,0,0,3,0,2,9,0,2,10,47,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940645523786365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354845775264265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110430385837074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852106500334255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716526085924952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832621658728614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608253760633441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239711689033025,0.0,0.0,0.1378749557774798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238650758856115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509177087371148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519364798828981,0.0,0.0,0.1362073114215668,0.25849469849273743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907524200666262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705704140440315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658387631110926,0.0,0.14727303530325198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540928014782608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15402319270071346,0.0,0.0,0.1184890072893708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997354066535055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974734782421878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449617161046004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Macbury18,2018/02/28,"Moving to a new city and finding a job there I'm 21 and graduated but I stayed with my folks while at uni and just drove. I've been working part time in a job I love for a couple years but it's not much pay at all. I got a fulltime job in addition to that for a while last year but ended up having to drop it because the 11-13hr days were driving me crazy and making me enjoy my first job less. Recently the opportunity to move in with some friends while they do their last year of uni arose and I said I wanted it but now it's getting real anxiety is getting the better of me. I'm meant to be going to sign for stuff this friday and I've just kinda shutdown today wanting to cry and not exist because I'm so scared of making the commitment and questioning if it's the right move or if I should be saving money while still living with my parents... I've got enough saved up that I can last a couple months if I can't get a job right away and worst comes to worst my parents are supportive and I can come home if I have to (It's only 40mins drive). But I'm just terrified of having so much change at once.",3.740000000000002,3.8860370084388194,5.060607594936709,86.92205063291142,71.32067510548524,7.838987341772152,25.082700421940928,7.554174236665415,1.0150300421940923,869,22,195,9,15,291,127,237,0.138,0.7340000000000001,0.128,-0.5738,7,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,4,8,11,0,1,13,0,14,1,0,2,2,47,35,26,0,7,15,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,10,16,0,0,3,0,2,9,3,3,0,1,7,1,19,8,28,25,9,42,0,0,0,1,8,11,0,8,20,128,29,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764995219327765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395304081947252,0.0,0.0,0.12191781798483713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844163732972275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578645788303824,0.17228183056874993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22129560478642785,0.10984501092988112,0.06449155492842015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857008182788959,0.10332645566629872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139794419351548,0.08505972169270229,0.0,0.0,0.07725954555381649,0.0,0.15673719926041624,0.0,0.056832152683678576,0.0,0.15995784304810667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030788554652753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4961715232982925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24453938722211424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830159620255093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025366316368216,0.0,0.13350119640019106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798188327222005,0.3188516710249268,0.14702261954954618,0.0,0.0,0.09658036514176947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649645186628412,0.0,0.0760543030067193,0.0,0.0,0.2220757383589725,0.10828996579330236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202258682624013,0.0,0.0,0.1138215887315388,0.0,0.0,0.09873767214956668,0.0,0.0,0.17079845096016685,0.09512264566595256,0.0,0.10011717769539544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658640984954132,0.07985991584337028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144757694074778,0.0,0.11347851180824953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05831064841192728,0.0,0.09478805409708316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796486669866668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728009965190331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318964804104627 anxiety,Omomon,2018/02/28,"I have to drive in less that ideal conditions today Wish me luck UPDATE I made it ",-0.5878431372549038,1.4596945294117631,1.8905882352941177,91.60098039215687,103.70588235294115,4.619607843137255,11.549019607843142,6.42735559955562,-0.5269450980392154,65,1,13,1,3,22,16,17,0.0,0.5760000000000001,0.424,0.8326,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,2,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,9,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5360197006870464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5369594356127714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.651427236905077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wallmighty,2018/02/28,Question about PMS anxiety I typically go a little batshit with anxiety/irritability/depression right before and during my period. I recently went on Lexapro and have noticed a significant improvement in my day to day anxiety. I am now in my batshit window and feeling a little “off.” Is it normal to have breakthrough PMS while on meds?,7.738728813559319,9.400046898305089,9.1625,55.64341101694919,63.067796610169495,12.679661016949156,41.86864406779661,12.161744961471696,6.337471186440679,273,16,37,10,4,95,41,59,0.061,0.826,0.113,0.4404,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,7,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,9,6,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,6,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670441999916409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413640366142224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30943005376843946,0.0,0.2066246815234724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130015685377175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634014624244395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4808837001298821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647373904594396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350501123203043,0.0,0.27312663372810675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26874181513685125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368713487845145,0.0,0.0,0.20487245935855306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238880265397126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,semiparametric,2018/02/28,"Sleeping 12h a day with Effexor/Venlafaxine? I've been on 225mg Venlafaxine for a few years now. I used to consider 8.5h/day my optimal sleep amount, but a while after taking the pills I found myself needing 10h daily. A few years forward this has now increased to 12h and I'm struggling to locate the reason for this. * Low thyroid, iron and such have already been ruled out by docs. They ran out of ideas and decided it must be stress-related. * Though I have some symptoms that would fit diabetes, my blood sugar values are fine. * I don't exactly fit the criteria of depression. (been there in the past but not anymore) * There is no indication of bad sleep, sleep apnae or anything. Has anyone ever encountered that problem due to Venlafaxine?",3.053586956521741,5.949887746376812,3.934619565217393,82.21540760869566,80.95652173913044,7.507971014492752,26.74094202898551,8.472884824447931,2.4628246376811602,591,25,102,14,16,189,99,138,0.154,0.735,0.11,-0.8632,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,8,0,13,10,5,2,3,22,19,8,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,1,8,1,16,11,5,20,0,2,0,0,1,8,0,2,11,69,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810587855615429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271646318882618,0.11472375161239595,0.0,0.1350182110270094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369942152572719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162719863299734,0.0,0.14131595165597882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484135449161126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989772498921966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18521859954292136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165815141347057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662637361631934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699583263308092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16869451019545553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6567665108025386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879452229931444,0.17152486589030194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705348108314853,0.12336257915136975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16120102311842074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417065100913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165528483574129,0.0,0.0,0.2113154405265368 anxiety,misswatermellon,2018/02/28,"What triggers your anxiety? I've been dealing with mild anxiety/depression for years but last year (final year at uni) was a bit worse than usual. Now I started working full time recently, the job is great and I have more free time than when I was at uni. I expected things to get better but it looks like it is actually getting worse. I was sitting behind my computer at work today and I suddenly started feeling super anxious, I basically wanted to sit in the corner and cry, for no reason whatsoever. I was quite busy at uni (classes, events, part time jobs) and I think that that was helping me, even though it was stressful at times. I have always hated weekends and holidays. I'm really starting to think that being bored or not having much to do triggers my anxiety. Did this happen to anyone else? What triggers your anxiety?",3.6969230769230776,6.230557923076925,4.955743589743591,78.05592307692308,75.53846153846155,7.7497435897435905,28.98974358974359,8.648137234880735,2.6847774358974363,660,29,111,14,15,218,102,156,0.192,0.645,0.162,-0.5720000000000001,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,5,4,8,1,1,3,0,15,0,0,4,0,19,28,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,4,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,8,2,15,6,17,19,5,30,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,1,21,78,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.12659014566900412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793925465821816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977113629235309,0.14654915176523586,0.0,0.09070477206960413,0.13291571443802422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11472873609048086,0.14162303471171922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424937354206468,0.0,0.13373788273731133,0.11172953293980112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836624491035772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568028365141833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559143743559477,0.0,0.0,0.1421043193621579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554898132025778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430191734286309,0.0,0.0,0.11471290500021294,0.0,0.0,0.1280738070472432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0869500501349476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574585160149256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057408993750244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337570995358505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893396898875304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536073633929823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404764914112647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379755178440025,0.0,0.0,0.0831033572181347,0.1333760174472797,0.12808501371365968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27545410318991664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859633139230513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618165949132812,0.1662414839545646,0.12745139392533136,0.0,0.3025682108519052,0.0,0.12296146895710762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287066626507852,0.0,0.07651350917986509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888785999204736,0.0,0.26439599001119035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506105134947026 anxiety,julifeline,2018/02/28,"my anxiety over flying my flying anxiety has only gotten worse in my life. i’ve flown on probably 100s of flights but in the last 5-10 years it’s become a real struggle. i do it, but so full of anxiety and discomfort. and of course i realize it’s ridiculous to be fearful as its INSANELY safe and nothing to worry about. but i’m just being irrational. it even limits me cuz i’d love to travel more and see new places but i refrain from flying unless i have to. i tried Ativan on my last flight and it seemed to truly work. i was shocked. but i’m still having anxiety to take the next flight whenever that may be. i need to overcome this and move on and do things i wanna do, such as travel... 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Just a message to say how nice, calming and supportive it is to read through the reassuring comments on here. I’ve always been a bit socially anxious but in the past three months it’s got a lot worse and I have panic attacks for absolutely no reason. However, reading through the comments has really helped to my mind at ease just now :)",3.8489047619047625,5.938528271428575,4.974285714285717,80.17904761904764,73.42857142857143,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.852380952380953,289,14,53,6,6,95,57,70,0.2,0.606,0.194,-0.5477,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,2,5,10,4,2,6,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,3,37,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788404738351468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24281175393347185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445159488849673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234649856662568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19644376963303314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17190059332301985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22879889570339476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406425368937692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272732869912414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21701984589884488,0.0,0.17155651066350813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25217615541133204,0.0,0.0,0.2051767213132388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42997992336658175,0.0,0.1376908134973036,0.2209856852731215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17092239256891206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190959011493936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24390205741127366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903386438713895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wubbalubbadubsub,2018/02/28,"how do i stop my mind chattering? i didn’t know which sub to put this in but here i go. i constantly have a monkey mind and i think it has really had a weird effect on my life. i can’t stay focused on anything because my mind/thoughts are racing, full of random stuff too and stuff that leads to obsessiveness in a way. it ruined my schooling because i couldn’t focus on work or anything and it’s sort of tinkered with my social life as i can’t have a conversation with someone without me completely zoning out and thinking of god knows what.. the thoughts include overthinking about my life, worrying about losing people/being alone, just so many issues that really ruin my self esteem and confidence.. can anyone help suggest what i can do to help myself out? thanks for reading :)",4.413599999999999,6.292393760000002,5.097000000000001,80.78350000000002,71.4,7.666666666666668,27.833333333333336,8.344100000000001,2.073933333333333,624,23,111,10,12,201,98,150,0.159,0.713,0.128,-0.6145,0,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,4,7,6,0,1,5,0,13,3,0,3,0,27,20,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,9,0,1,6,1,0,3,5,5,0,0,3,0,18,1,20,16,1,15,0,3,0,0,6,8,0,3,2,80,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14485988998865587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977981637290066,0.0,0.23019702411806894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052308481081593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664774635582947,0.15114639191679236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948956233177873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874996220224789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459846679917889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537343417957073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.296376308265038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647524482357236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180304763638946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236769847690247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060483031548082,0.0,0.0,0.13990471446567004,0.0,0.1792045897962804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415527340153434,0.0,0.0,0.14591164350920366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257665451403684,0.11850874041059647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490794676846513,0.0,0.11693496155042693,0.0,0.0,0.3202281940098786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877061713101606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924207839765632,0.0,0.22207733427439616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110198067780088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482666622284986,0.0,0.10182474316650708,0.1420415902047644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Young_Oryx,2018/02/28,"My anxiety is so bad this week. I'd been doing really well for such a long time. My anxiety almost felt ""gone,"" but I had a really, really bad fight with my husband last week and now my anxiety is back full force. I don't know why. We made up that same day: no one's mad, nothing is wrong. But I just feel so crazy. I'm paranoid about the doors being unlocked, about my family being mad at me, that the AC will break, that maybe I've left the fridge open or the oven on. I'm driving myself nuts thinking of a million things that could go wrong. I have a good life. A happy life! But suddenly I'm not happy at all because I'm so terrified that something bad will happen to take it all away.",1.9249770114942528,3.364114779310345,3.770775862068966,89.54972701149427,77.06896551724137,7.316091954022987,21.738505747126442,8.07648339933343,0.9149885057471264,533,14,119,9,12,180,96,145,0.28,0.597,0.123,-0.9823,0,0,1,0,1,0,20.0,1,0,0,0,10,12,3,0,9,0,13,2,0,1,2,20,26,8,0,1,6,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,2,0,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,8,1,2,5,2,12,4,11,16,4,21,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,9,74,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593491195724928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344660390782576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692504488180804,0.11206303219377424,0.3650538185239222,0.08884014053117288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163594213176102,0.0,0.0,0.09398853912604097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13738821048888825,0.0,0.07368918693965898,0.0,0.139930718002556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828258988646765,0.12223758112506243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887506405469862,0.3102802543626447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009344039694334,0.1187953977813779,0.0,0.0,0.15834406549596874,0.0,0.2058772113315348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897297542286734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13790021157942506,0.0,0.0,0.146412764180106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398389252123989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875540524829926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800892493646045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219573799319753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957635570619867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682142464498236,0.09338261415815813,0.0,0.0,0.08498062522778592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338034351113908,0.0,0.13103538687003766,0.0,0.13150529727282734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3186818446880036,0.0,0.0 anxiety,h0mosuperior,2018/02/28,"I got a new job, am crippled by all the anxiety. Sorry in advance for the ramble. Basically, I have been unemployed for the past six months, and have spent that time basically living with my girlfriend. She is unable to work due to disability, so we’ve been living in each other’s pockets. It’s been lovely. I love her. I’ve loved our time. I’ve also spent this time trying to break into working in a teaching assistant capacity in primary schools, as ultimately I’d really like to work in the SEN department of a school. Anyway, cut to now, I’ve just managed to land a very cushty, well-paid job with good benefits and holiday etc, it’s something I already know how to do and I think I can do well. The biiiiiig crippling problem is that the job is about 25 miles away, which will be an hour plus commute each way every day. (I know that this is comparatively nothing, people commute further, it’s not that long.) I’ve come to realise that I may have a separation anxiety disorder. Which makes a hell of a lot of sense. (Quick backstory: my mum kind of moved out to live with her boyfriend when I was 15, leaving me more or less alone. Holy abandonment issues!) I’ve therefore realised that I have MASSIVE separation anxiety about being far away from my girlfriend every day after having spent so much time with her. It’ll be fine, and logically I know this, but it just feels like such a punch in the gut. Like I’m dying. But realistically, having a job will mean we have money and can actually live together, and there will still be weekends and she can come see me on lunch breaks sometimes, etc. It’s just. My brain is doing so much panicking. So, yeah. Please feel free to tell me to fortify, to get over myself, etc, I just wanted to let these things out because they’ve been festering in my mind. TL;DR: Starting a new job on Monday, a commute away from home after having spent almost 24/7 with my girlfriend for 6 months. Am experiencing General Anxiety, Separation Anxiety and Social Anxiety all at once. :( ",4.4383549783549805,6.176714675324683,5.720454545454544,76.9073484848485,71.07792207792208,8.769696969696971,29.196969696969692,9.2995712137729,2.663590476190477,1590,63,293,35,30,532,208,385,0.081,0.825,0.094,0.8448,7,1,1,0,0,0,60.0,2,0,0,4,20,16,2,0,19,1,36,6,2,3,2,51,59,20,1,2,8,1,2,3,3,5,0,0,1,0,20,22,1,1,8,2,6,5,1,4,1,1,10,4,29,13,51,39,12,52,1,1,1,3,16,21,1,4,26,197,49,13,0.0,0.0,0.07668265242793848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868642446062983,0.08138508358281897,0.08671487967310773,0.06284032199525608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36068047550249055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214852235772812,0.0,0.0,0.047901581007741986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772116241308453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537926120327098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135507651894393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08155353568614225,0.0,0.09005937948518254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629120986975727,0.0,0.0,0.1324139189240532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946472251124245,0.05613750015183338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041054757329691216,0.0,0.0,0.06590909648998175,0.0628475287963693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882205217648966,0.0,0.07738537814802852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820170055855505,0.3898921553855868,0.0,0.0,0.08182887932066453,0.12955638297364205,0.0,0.0,0.08320477382496855,0.0,0.08035327727030596,0.0,0.11517051773014605,0.0,0.2775499846386997,0.0695407435545446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680582556642045,0.21276429788884185,0.0,0.05245269706836092,0.0,0.0,0.08559655351966126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934330388774062,0.0,0.12544346166239348,0.08351800363834153,0.11553054404564403,0.0,0.0,0.15178592468481186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539953858747983,0.0,0.0,0.08368503472961365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501341125011474,0.05447741230363996,0.0,0.0,0.08625713907728938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519035706405719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050340299582366126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905411898514396,0.06261801086603436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010231780165156,0.0,0.06049465027938305,0.0777175357693552,0.08796377071550117,0.0556192615234341,0.0,0.06275401399520496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868230090958621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05220499751786445,0.050350830492463534,0.0,0.0,0.18328229915435545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335059767756405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483665154662815,0.04634846416736596,0.062373071349731316,0.0,0.0,0.14130554412694726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162132114115689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unbrokenmagic,2018/02/28,"An old incident causes anxiety when trying to sleep Often when I try to sleep, I get these ”bad thoughts” and they make me so anxious that I start crying. They are often about this one incident that happened a few years ago when I went for a walk with our little dog and suddenly a huge dog was released in its yard when it saw me and my dog and attacked my dog and was about to kill her. While everything went okay in the end, my dog survived the attack even though she got a huge injury and it took ages to heal, I guess I kinda got a trauma or something? It’s that I see that scene when I try to sleep and it’s so terrifying. Suddenly I remember how freaking scared I was and I hear my screams and my dog’s screams and I have never ever been so scared in my entire life. I was sure I would have to witness my dog getting killed in front of my own eyes. Besides this, the dog who did this still lives here and apparently it has attacked at least five dogs so far and even people, but nobody does anything for it. That’s why I’m even scared to go out. Every time I go out, I feel anxiety crawling in me and I have to peer everywhere to see if it’s somewhere close so I can escape it. This also gives me bad thoughts when trying to sleep, I often imagine that I get killed by that dog and I know, I shouldn’t imagine something like that but I just do and I can’t help it? It scares me so much. I probably can’t live normally until that dog is put down, unfortunately. So, does anyone have any idea what this could be? Possibly PTSD???? 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I’ve noticed that the closer I get with people, the more I feel like I’m a vice to them, and an annoyance, which makes me force myself to distance myself from them. I pay close attention to what they say or their expression when I’m around them, and recognise even the tiniest sign that suggests they’re irritated by my presence. And when I see them feeling annoyed by me, i instantly go the mindset of “they hate me, they want me to die etc etc”. I know I’m just imaging it (mostly), but it still makes me feel absolutely crap/anxious/burdensome. How do I stop overthinking their every reaction and response to what I say/do when I’m with them, because it’s honestly exhausting and is damaging myself and my relationships with the people I love.",5.829814814814818,6.291473833333335,6.534172839506173,77.0697777777778,66.83950617283949,9.93679012345679,33.48395061728395,9.888512548439397,3.244627654320986,659,28,124,14,10,217,91,162,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.104,-0.7615,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,10,0,9,10,3,0,8,0,3,2,0,4,0,30,21,13,1,1,3,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,12,0,2,6,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,0,6,31,4,15,21,4,13,0,1,1,1,15,5,0,2,9,86,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806246832523528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429492510515856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310376594175285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484090685088714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17849403836690564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836191105406799,0.11359495496575164,0.0,0.1449053981896116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478446178795751,0.2457332848078143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985544732421823,0.0,0.09774345578241857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980030555236286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945188613369718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680470841433975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552238392893771,0.0,0.2296036252554183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958068975467566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238466505223708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846483139557889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735399166225728,0.0,0.0,0.13705036256178482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734802896645942,0.2875755484982354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028626429862796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144164163740513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChardonnayInTheGrave,2018/02/28,"I sobbed at the dentist today I get really anxious around needles, so needless to say, getting 7 fillings is not exactly a piece of cake for me. I was going to a new dentist, and I didn’t love them for my last cleaning, but I was running out of options. Appointment started out ok. I did well with the injections, so I though the rest would be fine. WRONG. The fillings took 2.5 hours, and he was having a lot of trouble with one of my back ones, to the point he was saying things like “dammit” and dropping shit in the back of my mouth and snapping at his assistant. I started sweating a lot and was holding back tears as he struggled, until the tears just started streaming down the sides of my face and into my ears. He didn’t notice I was crying though because the glasses were tinted. I’m almost at the point of just getting up and bailing until he asks, “you doing alright?”, and then it is just the hyperventilating type sobbing and I’m trying to tell him I’m “fine” so we could get shit done. So I’m just trying to not choke on my sobs and breath as he continues, and then finally I was done. I kept apologizing for being a “nightmare patient” but he said it was totally fine (yeah right). I tried so hard to breath and calm down, but I just couldn’t do it. It was just so embarrassing and painful and scary and I never want to go back. I just needed to talk about it somewhere because I am still feeling worked up and upset about it. 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I never got my license because I am too anxious behind the wheel. I’m too anxious just thinking about being behind the wheel right now. I’ve relied on carpools and public transportation for the past few years. But, I’m 20 and soon to be 21. Living alone in a new city. I’m constantly reminded of how much easier life would be if I could just drive. I don’t know if I could get over my anxiety to start learning how to drive. I wouldn’t know where to logistically even start with the whole process. I guess I’m asking for advice if anyone has some. Thanks!",1.4196838407494177,3.889578860655739,3.0905386416861838,88.4260655737705,84.1639344262295,6.108665105386418,21.82903981264637,7.447530270364453,0.9787498829039812,479,16,96,8,14,158,76,122,0.1,0.85,0.05,-0.4003,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,5,0,11,1,0,2,1,22,25,8,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,1,0,11,1,15,17,4,20,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,5,10,63,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17264299712530978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298014362536308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054635217223178,0.39918083472959975,0.0,0.12353400273071992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16516558409259424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769833717451584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19092095474845325,0.0,0.28211833334726233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669097615328328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230445017663176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130168993383574,0.0,0.19462543776841607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418993031219406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124789499374737,0.0,0.0,0.1560056641114267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987512337611612,0.0,0.13626125615506107,0.1706320684113586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16865455142534344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087793945492695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501003872911937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265693712182966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132050467920422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972493079525605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550356560778733,0.0,0.0,0.1137717422946787 anxiety,Iknowits2day,2018/02/28,"28 F my mom is having knee surgery tomorrow Its minimally invasive, its outpatient. But she's still going under. She even makes fun of how nervous I am about it... but its just wrecking me. Positive thoughhts or prayers would be greatly appreciated. Or just practices to be grounded. Thanks. 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So I've had a nasty illness for the past week. I'm finally starting to get over it, but I've been extremely stressed since I'm a huge hypochondriac. Well tonight I woke after sleeping for like 2 hours with a nasty headache and I felt nauseous or like I had to poop, I'm not sure. I tried to fight it off but I just panicked for some reason. It was a really strange headache and was pretty bad so immediately I thought it was either brain hemorrhage, aneurism, or something wrong with my temple since I passed out with my head resting on my arm (the same side that hurt). I was freaking out thinking I was gonna die and needed to go to the hospital. I lashed out at my gf cause she wasn't taking it as seriously as I thought it was. I was hyperventilating and almost passed out. It still hurts a little now and I'm still scared something is wrong. This started like 2 hours ago, would I know if it was serious by now? Does this sound like an anxiety attack? 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I have anxiety and when trying to reach out to my friends or family, while I’m tying to express how I’m feeling or asking for support it seems they all just say “yeah I feel like that too” or “I’ve been having a lot of anxiety lately”. They never really help me when I’m needing it the most and I’m not sure of any other way to ask for their help. It’s very frustrating to me when I really just need the support and they somehow make it about themselves or brush it off as “everybody feels that way”. Is it because they don’t know any other way to respond to my anxiety? Does anyone else get this response? Am I being selfish? Am I asking for help in the wrong ways? At this point I just keep it to myself because it’s easier. 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I haven’t had a panic attack in five years, and when my anxiety starts I usually know what tools to use to calm things down. It took me a long time to learn to stop googling symptoms. Last night when I got to work I didn’t feel good at all. My stomach was rumbling and I was pretty gassy. I still ate a bit at the start of shift, but it didn’t help. I climbed a couple flights of stairs, and two minutes later all of a sudden I couldn’t breathe. My heart started pounding. It didn’t last long, maybe five seconds or ten seconds, and then my breathing returned to normal. Because of this, my anxiety went through the ceiling. I started dissecting the cause, if I had a heart episode, and with all my experience with this I can’t seem to calm it down. I’m still freaked out about it. I don’t remember this ever happening to me. I’m going to get in to see a doctor tomorrow, but I thought I’d ask here first if anyone has ever had a spell like this, just to calm me down in the meantime. I’m still freaked out. I’ve got the anxiety sweats, pains, etc. I’m sure that the loss of breath episode was just a minor panic attack or something (since I caught my breath pretty shortly after), but my stomach is still bugging me and I can’t seem to get the anxiety to go away. Thanks in advance to anyone responding. 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Two years ago, in my freshman year of college, I tried to get treatment for mental health issues (depression, social anxiety, and GAD) that have made life difficult since I was 9. This was the first time I ever sought treatment for these issues, and within 30 minutes my parents received a call from the pharmacy asking about the details of my insurance and an email from our insurer containing an explanation of benefits -as well as a bill. My Nmom did not take this well at all, and drove an hour and a half to me that same day. I ended up not getting any treatment after my initial assessment, prescription, and referral to a therapist as well as having to pay out of pocket for the visit since our insurer denied my claim and kept giving me the run-around whenever I tried to appeal it. Although my depression is somewhat manageable now, my anxiety is worse all around. I can't go shopping except in one or two select places I am comfortable with, I can't talk to people who aren't already good friends with me, I stay up for days or so at a time because I'm either unable to sleep or afraid I'll oversleep and miss class, and I'm pretty sure I can piss people off just by being in the same room as them. Does anyone know of a way I can get cheap, confidential treatment? I know I need it, but every little bit of my healthcare is controlled by my Nmom, who doesn't believe I have any reason to be depressed or anxious about anything, so I haven't done anything about it since I tried to two years ago.",9.653751248751252,6.966137292207794,9.319480519480523,70.44509990009993,60.81818181818182,12.334065934065936,39.926073926073926,10.560738912317856,4.110899300699302,1258,50,232,22,13,409,171,308,0.08800000000000001,0.8640000000000001,0.048,-0.8717,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,2,0,1,2,13,15,1,1,15,0,21,4,2,4,5,41,38,23,0,1,10,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,10,13,0,4,3,1,4,5,7,7,3,6,7,0,34,8,47,29,8,36,0,4,0,0,17,14,1,5,15,166,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17480110278740202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880456481344417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409908083046235,0.0,0.15085331883713973,0.11138687670227723,0.0,0.06894151990050515,0.0,0.16227434252495976,0.17554498956036352,0.0921751594775009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601039947823354,0.0,0.0,0.11108538566827478,0.0,0.0,0.10764270768968523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067886018640858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105852482118844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717419471547772,0.0,0.25476511244852285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862831557070082,0.10089926318356993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732793654027776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918689649295898,0.08307247197992881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386680721994075,0.0,0.0,0.07617602413832103,0.0,0.15453904871751478,0.0945835079116532,0.0560351138960432,0.08269873161184492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048043120449021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709847288101874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058199154211621,0.0,0.08763780446026456,0.0,0.0,0.10837298759175253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964218404928364,0.0,0.0988203902158496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329514280027992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936288120582673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731086435794713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681207758432656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896125177159928,0.0,0.0,0.13670989708351824,0.0,0.10301318602063024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030889354214374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137443875649316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468209941209865,0.0,0.09866849897712504,0.10050752375846024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509159575446864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929267819816226,0.0,0.0741328938952067,0.07924876946795906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447905678063275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498574911637445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20082326994145733,0.0,0.2889456861021451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826194200889905,0.0,0.0,0.26595242291319465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047906516419404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19048027252758692 anxiety,W-I-L-F-R-E-D,2018/02/28,"How hard is it to get a prescription? I don’t think I can live like this anymore. Normal interaction makes me feel like I can’t breathe. I’m 16 and it’s been like this since I was little.",-0.4429268292682949,1.6724081219512217,1.7104390243902436,97.40468292682928,89.73170731707317,5.231219512195122,17.956097560975607,6.742157984588678,-0.1659112195121959,147,4,36,2,5,49,32,41,0.038,0.759,0.203,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,6,1,1,2,0,6,11,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,1,9,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259424579997699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618039742399676,0.2347948068226505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17171131222986666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944148511844445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817001004493634,0.3294037142039401,0.29021284725280394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938313680130264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220170698297714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718709912988377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059209061435027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwawayaccount8021,2018/02/28,"Can anyone reduce my stress here? So today I was a fucking idiot and my phone slipped out of my pocket while I was on the bus, thankfully we will hopefully retrieve it in a few days as my mother kept ringing the phone until someone picked it up and handed it over to the bus driver who told us we can retrieve it in a few days. But I have a feeling that the person who had picked up my phone was someone who goes to my old school, and I have a lot of reminders on my phone and... let's just say that they're embarrassing, I have a fear that someone tapped my home button on my phone, took a few pictures of my reminders and will now spread it as much as they can and everyone will think I'm a perverted freak. That's just all anxiety that I'm having there, and it scares the complete shit out of me knowing that this is a possibility, as unlikely as it may seem. Can anyone help me? EDIT: One of the reminders was to fantasise about a girl I liked sucking me off... to be more clear. What are the chances of someone actually doing this to me? (The reason to why that was a reminder was because the thought really turned me on and due to OCD I wanted to make sure I would 100% remember that)",6.669412568306007,5.130893618852465,7.186721311475412,79.75322404371587,65.68032786885246,10.100546448087432,33.448087431693985,8.841846274778883,2.537233333333333,929,32,197,12,12,307,126,244,0.108,0.8140000000000001,0.078,-0.8534,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,3,0,1,0,7,13,4,4,20,0,25,3,2,4,3,34,42,17,0,3,3,1,2,1,0,5,0,2,1,2,21,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,9,0,1,11,4,27,4,33,24,7,21,0,0,0,1,18,12,3,4,9,150,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.13876030774859074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877760961356443,0.0,0.0,0.198849950288442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667981494934086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908714008972604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340603988453769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13587194698782187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600071774507091,0.07189728707662027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145556480835888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530928060567767,0.0,0.1426316366359841,0.14123019228439254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781458083109074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454024493103368,0.0,0.06946854330935594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208877969330356,0.0,0.0,0.09491524037055322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045285559286089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920811938108408,0.0,0.09635397018722763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415784679939795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16030176401090035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910927731506114,0.1461985617400036,0.0,0.0,0.16107747405608538,0.0,0.0,0.11307794860943683,0.14236046181480136,0.1439073753988878,0.0,0.12944758784904162,0.0,0.0,0.14595954588355045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819202373715644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288213087471398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401565561782128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091263597784647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911118292510425,0.0,0.11288572606285978,0.0,0.0,0.13478277620692206,0.13587194698782187,0.1579821688159523,0.0,0.15466565532176269,0.0,0.0,0.1710412275708925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386938828937861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283074831299599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101015603182056,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DailyRelatable,2018/02/28,"Ugh Well, today a poured out all my feelings to someone I looked up to and and asked them for some advice, now I feel like I over talked or said something wrong. My chest feels heavy, I can’t get it off my mind, it’s currently 11:07 pm and I’m not gonna fall asleep...",0.2131609195402291,2.1234283620689682,1.4041379310344837,102.21298850574713,84.34482758620689,4.55632183908046,16.563218390804597,5.46131890053228,-0.9623540229885059,207,4,52,1,6,65,48,58,0.106,0.8109999999999999,0.083,-0.3182,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,1,12,10,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,5,8,2,7,8,2,8,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,4,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748526150087532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629483584807535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4266538677269002,0.20093848613901685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695133848712075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374137277099406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619495172435306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28400130617412056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675510376669988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831814056178474,0.2165344629484983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607320628835945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26660993346600753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528944292418008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075232772885608,0.0,0.0 anxiety,plehgnideen,2018/02/28,"I have Impostor Syndrome with anxiety, and i'm hesitant to seek help I've suspected that there's something now quite right for a while now, but I'm having trouble actually reaching out for help. Context: My lack of ability to focus, near constant tiredness, and dread of everyday tasks has been hindering me in school. For weeks, I've been *this* close to going to my schools counseling center, but every time I'm stopped by the thought that I'm overreacting and may just be stressed (as opposed to having a condition). The past few days I've been Googling ""anxiety + random symptoms I sometimes have"" to see of there's any connection between the two, and then I begin to think that I should really go seek help. Then a few minutes later I feel like I don't have symptoms which are severe or frequent enough to justify getting treatment. For example, when I was doing some reading about GAD, I saw ""Unable to make decisions"" or ""Planning excessively"". I either go ""I think I do this, but I should ask a friend to make sure."" or ""This happens to me but not very much/constantly like it says, so I don't have anxiety?"". None of my family have any history of mental disorders (because Asian culture), plus I used to have a dismissive doctor which makes me really nervous about bringing up issues to doctors. I really don't know if what I need is validation/reassurance or advice, but any help clearing my mind about this is appreciated. 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I am a biochemist and I have taken a few psychology classes but of course, I do not know everything! I have ADHD, depression, and anxiety, and I had severe OCD when I was younger (OCD has been completely treated woohoo). With this melting pot of mental disorders, what is the probability that my kids would also have these disorders? To be honest, I would be perfectly happy traveling and being a dog mom. I love kids but I don't know if I could bring a person into the world knowing that they would go through all the pain I did. Luckily my partner has no history of disorders, but I cant help but worry about it. I know that environment is also a large factor in disorders. When I was younger I was always loved and supported but I did go through two divorces (my parents) and was shuttled back and forth between their houses. I know I am just worrying (hence the anxiety) but I am curious if anyone has some actual input on the matter. Thank you, Reddit!",3.9010160818713473,6.123211884259264,5.396461988304093,76.62105263157895,73.67592592592592,8.991812865497076,29.423976608187136,9.549672527348893,3.1408000000000005,901,39,157,24,19,303,123,216,0.094,0.695,0.211,0.9845,1,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,0,1,2,1,8,10,0,0,10,0,35,3,0,0,2,40,49,21,0,9,11,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,7,11,0,0,7,1,0,5,4,2,0,1,10,1,29,8,16,30,4,13,0,1,0,2,15,4,0,6,4,127,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.09972316897603664,0.0,0.122813100372125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344338257549093,0.08503066707556954,0.0,0.0,0.06949303181069208,0.0,0.1563508775716592,0.0,0.0,0.14290792169053965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857817257825453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714477579755001,0.0,0.0,0.16318156862989056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08801651213912451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5855957269290895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184221566341226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615441145093665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878366798416476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13699225158890602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791409551450052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28080608112649313,0.0,0.11527531445132383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446179901749984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20596794017308334,0.0,0.0,0.1196842570780442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873787748370654,0.0,0.11347043648949552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922878694179731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017862318609432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544615694646293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159645476107471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408326581669564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982525175418527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082121823959744,0.0,0.31133818380316297,0.0,0.21777955861501108,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,twentytwopuppies,2018/02/28,"I think I have anxiety but I’m not sure Hello everyone, I’m posting on here because I’ve been highly considering going to see a therapist or something but I’m not sure if I need it. Ok so back story I’m a 21 year old female. My mom is a very anxious person. My whole like she’s had issues with my dad constantly cheating (they’re still together) and he has health issues so she’s always anxious about that. There are other huge issues going on that would explain her anxiety but I’ve always thought that she was that way for those reasons. But she’s that way about everything and I feel as if it’s rubbed on to me. She’s always over protected me and tells me about the dangers of almost anything in the world. I used to not really pay attention but the older I get the more scared of things I am. I can’t help but over think everything. I can’t talk in front of big groups anymore like presenting projects and I’ve even had to talk to my professors and explain that I can’t present in front of a class because I get way too nervous. It’s almost like I can’t breathe and get dizzy. All that stuff I just mentioned was kinda like “oh wow this is weird this has never happened before but whatever”. For the past year though I feel nervous for no reason. I get this stomach turning feeling and I start feeling dizzy as fuck. I’ve had to pull over from driving twice because I feel like I’m about to faint and I’ve never fainted. I try to calm myself down but the fact that my heart is racing freaks me out anymore and then my finger have started tensing up. I could go on into more detail as to what happens but I’m sure that boring to read. It’s really terrifying and I’m scared one day I really will pass out while driving and die. I don’t really know what to do about it though. Should I go see someone or is that too dramatic? 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Tips? I found out two weeks ago that I will have to undergo surgery next week and that I’ll have to be put under General Anesthesia. I am terrified of the GA more than the actual surgery. I’ve asked multiple times if I could stay awake and just be numbed, and it’s looking like that’s not possible. I literally don’t know how I’m going to walk into the hospital to get this done. I start crying and shaking every time i think about it. Anyone have any comforting tips? Thanks",2.8330693069306925,5.254897108910897,4.471772277227725,80.99142079207924,77.91089108910893,9.18851485148515,25.941584158415843,9.642632912329526,2.8336209900990097,412,16,78,13,10,138,71,101,0.127,0.7929999999999999,0.08,-0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,3,0,10,1,0,1,0,16,21,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,5,2,2,0,1,2,1,7,3,11,15,1,17,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,8,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.20366311111588176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18500178945106266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14192456181212484,0.0,0.15965650950981242,0.0,0.0,0.1459293373518546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951082593227636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663161773328414,0.0,0.2292494199838656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21357467367876887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584049214039296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22883104352687866,0.0,0.0,0.10903821580415367,0.0,0.23722038768760503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11469719763162145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196128766668501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525717276967062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219570152292312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352802217401785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098032205723551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477203967413021,0.22244863402824716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19214482268182992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13372785709258247,0.0,0.0,0.2433917064444669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038715932209189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348164178117461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hate_my_apathy,2018/02/28,"How do I develop situational awareness without an increase in my anxiety level? Lately, I've stopped engaging the situational awareness that I do have (more like public paranoia with head swiveling) and my anxiety in public has about disappeared. I realize now how dangerous it is to go out blind in public, but I don't want my anxiety to shoot up. Help.",7.544218749999999,8.533702484375002,8.903125,59.72937500000001,63.21875,12.65,42.5625,12.161744961471696,6.0717625,285,17,43,10,4,99,46,64,0.271,0.629,0.1,-0.7153,0,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,2,0,6,2,1,2,0,10,8,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,2,10,8,2,12,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,4,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5804313371970848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437358105625973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595608443385025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952169165993294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529593587615226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356010772629628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685677355004088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114458928758912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917414643094334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437982998837884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Those_Other_Guys,2018/02/28,"I cannot think and have a 'fuzzy' head Hi everyone, I literally never post on Reddit but am having a huge crisis right now so here we go. Early yesterday I started having a feeling in my head like I was almost disconnected from reality. It came with harsh short term memory loss and a hard time comprehending my surroundings. I'm a very healthy person who eats well and frequently goes to the gym. So this was cause for concern. I woke up this morning and the problem persisted. I was unable to study and I started to feel like I was losing knowledge. Stuff that should be easy wasn't. This of course worsened the problem because my anxiety started to flair up. I started to feel like I was losing my favorite thing in the world, school. I went to the ER. They ran tests and said everything looked good. They said it's probably stress and I should come back if it persists. For the first time in my life I feel helpless. Idk what to do. I've always had problems with OCD and anxiety but I've always just sorta put up with them. I was so nervous earlier I was literally shaking. I don't know if this is the right place to post this and honestly I'm kinda afraid to do so. Just kind of need someone who's dealt with this before to give me some advice. Thanks",2.1606302131603314,4.581937421686749,3.49921686746988,87.03249536607973,80.40562248995984,6.561692925548347,24.034754402224284,7.748469712250963,1.3485506950880444,994,36,196,17,26,324,143,249,0.191,0.667,0.14300000000000002,-0.9148,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,3,6,10,19,0,4,12,0,21,4,2,1,1,41,45,17,0,8,6,0,5,3,0,2,1,2,0,1,15,16,1,0,7,1,0,7,4,11,2,1,15,8,26,8,26,27,2,37,0,4,1,0,11,14,0,6,17,126,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952901847390943,0.0,0.0,0.11223781166526632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652885173746486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17149077306230934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618711817010638,0.0,0.06832650821877759,0.0,0.09537682294081802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281963794103921,0.0,0.11514306768849812,0.0,0.09655205536704854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146918309881466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710285558397263,0.10073555587595134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266959420353891,0.16014834102807327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953401868469492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752298335726826,0.06370098500147259,0.09401231291900572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004069268593962,0.0,0.2300648862306417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116720189142256,0.06159946484586761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916956731494157,0.16427848853209773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412390429698814,0.2507908442621587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311025505852959,0.08644753561508822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786906149629823,0.11710588167676475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146945670725005,0.0,0.12084752934286765,0.3217531305958224,0.0,0.11267726131988405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914414472991261,0.2132386664497196,0.0,0.0,0.11343688808843712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496999699067143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173398330204633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839398953963485,0.0,0.128311508991142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031936132225232,0.0,0.0,0.0744648739545595,0.07182010199015261,0.0,0.0,0.13071634856376144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248258432352592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077866136180602,0.10390472779136524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,satirebroski,2018/02/28,Anyone else have this vicious nausea black hole Every week mostly at night I will have this thing where if I feel any bit nauseous or not good I will fear throwing up so much that I will spiral into feeling even more Nauseous and so on. How do I break out of this?,10.299444444444443,5.8605719074074125,9.143703703703702,77.59666666666669,61.407407407407405,10.8,36.25925925925926,3.1291,2.236437037037036,209,5,43,0,2,65,43,54,0.097,0.8270000000000001,0.076,-0.2853,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,8,6,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,1,6,5,4,10,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,3,2,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095110342527752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542294022990754,0.31567351258019555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363533124637503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25736876426247546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348982972756144,0.0,0.2595782076158108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466856951618137,0.3115580356773068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584103736444763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22648080950952185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28912058619439346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20468059240883169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24713035250870646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rattonic,2018/02/28,"Panic attack, can't stop thinking like a child... My mom got her taxes and she insisted on paying me back for the furnace I lent her money for years ago.. She cut me a check and I had a panic attack cause my brain tells me if she owes me money she won't die...? I hate that my brain thinks like a child most of the time...i'm 33 and I'm terrified my mom is going to die because she no longer owes me money WHAT THE F*CK EVEN",-0.2426086956521729,1.6904886521739149,1.9784347826086977,97.26439130434784,86.3913043478261,4.549565217391304,14.634782608695652,5.6839178017228535,-0.9480643478260872,324,5,77,2,10,109,58,92,0.28300000000000003,0.669,0.047,-0.973,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,4,2,7,0,4,2,2,1,0,9,12,4,2,1,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,2,0,8,1,3,6,0,0,2,0,19,2,5,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,2,6,45,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887000424380686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821153957378011,0.0,0.12913664492478996,0.0,0.1023755779069476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749565048910299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252217922281046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34859351906878744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092377499626814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544502306317668,0.0,0.13431815704604713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658074594339732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640954649431497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3933821035092846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394086323857636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14040661156855094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467882708602317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21522026043055226,0.0,0.0,0.0979280375579282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081488180084374 anxiety,Sido77,2018/02/28,"Consequences. My anxiety has been seriously affecting my life, even more so than usual lately. I've been struggling to find the courage to do anything more than required of me, sometimes even that is neglected. For a High School student I've missed an abnormally large amount of days, which only causes me more stress. On top of this I'm starting to get severe migraines, and while I don't know for sure I believe they're connected to my stress. I've even been seeing therapists, but I'm not changing. My anxiety is seriously impacting my life, and I'm afraid for my future. Kind of a venting post. Don't know where to go from here.",3.766363636363636,6.097911090909093,4.595867768595042,81.70471074380167,74.45454545454545,8.036363636363637,29.181818181818183,8.841846274778883,2.56816694214876,506,22,93,11,11,163,77,121,0.168,0.802,0.031,-0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,6,11,0,4,4,0,9,3,0,2,1,12,19,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,0,3,1,10,3,16,16,4,12,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,6,56,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26005631975108506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398725219715828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915003050493656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460812551729052,0.1798079008960391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961791659592134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367948257085185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535138259208486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880338547207826,0.0,0.0965990381184124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958481241192198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699974340868427,0.1868243969094736,0.0,0.19173588597621208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24011258383830214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12927141007849344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627862478733499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202079804944462,0.13544572463980162,0.0,0.0,0.1920200460092928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16810671249236167,0.0,0.1203070981780176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894048385414296,0.17769170092258674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601966540394241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735066105564064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18720020948020635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Panicallday,2018/02/28,"Anxiety/OCD about lice, help! Anyone else? So from my previous posts you can see that I have a big fear of bed bugs as I had experienced them a few years ago and i have never been the same since in many ways. I’m fearful of apartments, hotels, and people coming over my house for fear of unwanted guests. My anxiety is much much worse than it ever has been. When I travel, it gets even worse for bed bugs/contamination. I also have GAD and OCD about contamination/infestations. I just got back from a trip and my husband just got back from a separate trip as well. I put all my belongings in plastic bags for the dryer, and bagged my suitcase and left it in the garage which is the protocol that helps me feel better that I’m not bringing anything in the house. My husband brought his suitcase in the house to our laundry room right next to all my clean clothes. I’m still panicking - why would he do that when he knows how much that makes me panic? On top of that, even worse which caused me to post this, I’m having an irrational fear I picked up lice on my trip. My head has been itchy but I can’t find anything. In the typical lice places too - nape of neck and around my ears. I don’t have kids and haven’t traveled with kids in my room, but I did go to a highly populated tourist attraction in Orlando so I’m freaking out I brought them home but I don’t know how. I also have pimples/bumps on my neck/shoulders but I have acne but haven’t broken out in a long time there. Could it be from the heat? Or could it really be lice? I’m just really freaking out about a possible infestation of my two biggest fears. I can’t tell if I’m having psychosomatic lice symptoms and that’s why I’m itching or if I really have something to worry about. I’m in a low place again for something as silly as this but no one understands really. I’m 29 years old and anxiety just keeps getting worse, it hasn’t been getting better. It leaves me pretty hopeless if I can’t turn this around and get better. I’m at the point where I want to live in a bubble. My husband hasn’t been supportive at all and I think it’s ruining our marriage. I’m so sick of anxiety and feeling like this about something or other all the time (sometimes the world is ending because of lice or bed bugs like today, sometimes its sickness or something else) So, has anyone ever been worried about having lice and it turned out to not be lice? I really hope this is all this is but my whole day has been one panic attack and I’m just sick of living like this. Sorry for my rambling, but I just needed a place to go because I’m being called crazy by the people I normally turn to for stuff like this :( ",3.1086828869879213,4.627873737523107,4.257594463310838,86.94658427545895,74.10166358595194,7.324609895542277,24.78102566307011,7.97965635744439,1.272250707131496,2096,66,438,31,43,685,228,541,0.171,0.74,0.08900000000000001,-0.9933,0,0,4,0,0,1,50.0,2,1,2,4,36,25,1,7,23,0,46,8,4,5,8,77,88,45,0,11,24,3,2,4,1,1,5,1,7,2,29,23,0,1,7,3,0,12,13,13,1,3,13,5,50,12,65,68,11,75,0,3,1,0,19,40,0,9,24,290,79,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0583846751124885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053432185374018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511578909314834,0.0,0.0,0.0921076166446759,0.06748569778730154,0.10840131573924223,0.11726627600939445,0.0,0.07493008194953281,0.0,0.10129107065386952,0.0,0.08030045926191404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17475470475535348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725475353354297,0.0,0.0,0.06766071805255111,0.0,0.05673621110441154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051744731085388,0.0,0.0,0.042476986258982816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004224271427412,0.0,0.05833616747085635,0.0,0.0,0.08700541923545098,0.119155952519719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3705779091130899,0.06660587791185851,0.04705342651716876,0.0,0.0,0.060198722513610525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764538869511686,0.0,0.07486433134671405,0.0,0.1053552997553288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759571250592387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08829482399139285,0.06958918620267818,0.06606720338432763,0.06541805210770925,0.0,0.2279954710314485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058543163165365376,0.0,0.0,0.07239452807354063,0.0,0.0,0.06974072056044239,0.07156168993374858,0.0,0.0,0.1287117637539411,0.0,0.1163186619614007,0.05828778014594543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04396489192532792,0.06677600198573759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525338543854013,0.04883749970952445,0.05079856261441812,0.0,0.0700473669014118,0.0,0.0645329713103665,0.0,0.0,0.06911344076420793,0.0,0.08926262777862551,0.0,0.0,0.15455498978169865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132394245350492,0.0,0.2064423382533819,0.0,0.062262996401892215,0.07425203479087576,0.12615947153158966,0.06700761113016661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621175344853053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21097159482027344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624770144356856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052485272143704416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05448358029865765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20282204044740035,0.13028283584157282,0.07372962476669423,0.0,0.0,0.05259926748064007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539879740075972,0.0,0.07474195950336213,0.0,0.06845816476481739,0.0,0.0,0.057568249211997435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042203145780408936,0.0,0.0,0.07681193651152947,0.0,0.06243159861576241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214924140556386,0.06433979244302057,0.06856699710561519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03884843548402216,0.052279968318269636,0.0,0.0,0.05921986211590074,0.0,0.11886446490567197,0.07353507228258895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337766665479853,0.26848515171453824,0.04678806665780997,0.0,0.0,0.08482882277455088 anxiety,RobotSalesman,2018/02/28,Starting Buspirone tomorrow I’m starting it tomorrow at 5mg twice a day and wanted to know how well it works and side effects. Thanks! ,2.649102564102563,5.435423653846158,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,81.69230769230771,6.543589743589743,31.743589743589745,7.793537801064563,2.665989743589744,109,6,19,2,3,35,22,26,0.0,0.799,0.201,0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813085465657605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397203905606077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6174796234224657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40158811975008696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572780671334212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3921900964931523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175538648748452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheAlmightyZeus,2018/02/28,"Presentations in school I was wondering what tips you guys might have for getting through presentations? I'm in university, but I never speak up in class because of social anxiety, mostly because I don't want to sound dumb in front of these other, smart people (even though I know that I'm also included in that category if I'm there in the first place). I was in college before this, a business program where we did presentations all the time. I wasn't bad at them, and I still felt anxious beforehand, but now that I've changed schools it feels so much worse, because I feel more is expected from me now. Just wondering what tips you guys might have on getting through these kinds of things.",9.441246819338424,7.754872526717556,8.598282442748097,72.30470101781172,60.37404580152672,12.092111959287536,40.15394402035624,10.864195022040775,4.180495165394404,555,24,104,11,6,174,88,131,0.114,0.831,0.056,-0.7633,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,2,1,1,10,4,1,0,3,0,10,0,0,0,2,19,22,7,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,11,2,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,5,5,13,2,18,15,4,22,0,0,0,0,8,12,1,6,9,75,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853294605740462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295535369052908,0.1815752272072654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419993699923866,0.2939321982562708,0.0,0.13676643692435084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700273546298376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061583556355987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625363232985218,0.0,0.15432267178685052,0.0,0.0,0.13671390227424646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794595386240702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182890634366854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673719452369268,0.08833109621027876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34101089277426444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815249122149935,0.0,0.12396220656566495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11142753688466696,0.0,0.16792501245039246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253276534335527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384045412513973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12835641256485295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677956313459323,0.0,0.15791299731947298,0.0,0.09372093077539564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480067026259552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486021261075398,0.0,0.0,0.16379406288163892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BeatThatPussy666,2018/02/28,"Help? I weirdly get really anxious, every time I start on homework for any of my classes. Can anyone give me a suggestion on calming down?",2.649102564102563,5.435423653846158,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,81.69230769230771,6.543589743589743,31.743589743589745,7.793537801064563,2.917528205128205,109,6,17,2,3,37,24,26,0.154,0.65,0.197,0.3109,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,11,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816081910464325,0.0,0.0,0.467825083664776,0.0,0.2895545083074518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.348904532605998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635476139912924,0.3972509043443942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27756840615632794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652887074070405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931083469684915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414701771574364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Owned1234321,2018/02/28,My life I may be kicked out of my online school and be forced to get a job. I am bad at getting up in the mornings even getting fired at my last job for not showing up when I was supposed to. I have a general studies associates can I find a work from home job with that? I need to learn to be responsible. Not doing hw due to rather be texting or hanging out with family. My family is not well off either there is no inheritance to live on or anything. I left school transferred to online school to be home with my family and dog. I want to be a computer scientist.,2.173076923076927,3.8328839572649582,4.202059829059831,85.77488461538465,76.94871794871796,7.756923076923077,25.375213675213672,8.548686976883017,1.7161972649572648,441,16,94,9,10,151,71,117,0.122,0.847,0.031,-0.8889,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,14,1,0,0,0,20,19,5,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,1,1,4,1,1,0,1,1,13,1,24,11,1,14,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,3,71,14,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292028124627229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310937077874808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370118469557547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440347177545129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350091975139864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24608794488315994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149802539052288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674135982555879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798109516744285,0.0,0.0,0.1705878114296452,0.0,0.11089819752410986,0.0,0.0,0.13863944514718826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641818686585767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4766962930986353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260638747939594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411675252620419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11430246108359203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tiredinfinitely,2018/02/28,"Emergence of minor paranoia due to anxiety? So for the past few weeks I've noticed I've started feeling paranoid about specific things that I've never been paranoid about before. I think I know where it stems from, but for some background I have horrible roommates who make my living situation feel like a temporary prison. Recently I've started getting paranoid about my newest roommate and their friends, who practically live with us for free, in particular. For a few examples, we share a bathroom and every time I go to brush my teeth, I check the toothbrush to make sure it's not tampered with, same with my shampoo. I don't know why they'd have any reason to do anything to it, but I always think ""what if they did something to it."" Another example is whenever I shower, I convince myself that they're going to break into my room while I'm in there. Every time I hear a door, I think ""did they just go into my room? they're going to mess with my stuff."" Whenever I get back into my room after a shower I check to make sure nothing is moved and make sure I'm on the same computer tab I was on before I left the room. I even had a nightmare about them coming into my room and tampering with my computer, deleting files and such. One last example is pretty minor, but they are very messy and often leave hairs, piss, all kinds of stuff all over the toilet seat and they leave trash all over the floor and I can't help but think they're doing it on purpose to make me uncomfortable. Could this situation be caused by anxiety? I have generalized and social anxiety and I wasn't sure if this type of thing would be caused by that because I've never really experienced this type of feeling before. They don't have any reason to do those things, but I can't stop thinking about it.",6.4348275862068975,6.423688574712646,6.793701149425285,77.34641379310345,65.55172413793103,9.718620689655172,32.0551724137931,9.3871,2.7606593103448285,1416,51,267,24,20,460,170,348,0.117,0.775,0.108,0.2722,2,0,1,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,8,0,13,12,1,0,12,0,26,3,3,9,9,66,53,19,0,4,9,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,8,0,21,21,0,1,12,0,3,6,8,2,0,1,6,7,42,11,44,42,8,42,0,0,0,0,17,19,1,4,17,182,63,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07511070244076225,0.0,0.0,0.12277148030369855,0.0946544926906426,0.20716568466762705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428336243514744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941097773134937,0.0,0.05502689776764557,0.0,0.2304357776587601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854614257195956,0.0,0.07775840180397979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207212801402356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059621555760778176,0.0,0.15211036935230898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692754194440054,0.06448790241989838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974129270084797,0.0,0.09432323054603528,0.0,0.20520689148350385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173926726868246,0.0,0.06050513655643599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940008509550334,0.09921851834611073,0.07358095304553172,0.0,0.1911628170396558,0.09807709276532156,0.0,0.0,0.04410067595304962,0.0,0.15941764664987682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012749410871726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09594123098404818,0.0,0.0,0.1392414109418532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661515161493992,0.10277139388759544,0.0,0.0,0.0611683362510416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617158818610345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183561342500693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057828373519943,0.18562230007864527,0.08912934763752482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029313661348194,0.0,0.09201746497491466,0.0,0.06949317467987262,0.0,0.0,0.1277851525304476,0.0,0.0,0.07546858751514653,0.0,0.0,0.20667188977549728,0.0,0.0,0.34030833061910803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17991133074990326,0.28920235446686426,0.0,0.0,0.10527268751897466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085820055003206,0.0,0.0,0.07448104470030195,0.0,0.0,0.07240802212083693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145336675144693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412422007021353,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway6592231,2018/02/28,"According to my anxiety, I have 1 new disease a week... I’m always rationalizing why I *must* have some disease or another, when most of my symptoms are probably psychosomatic, if we’re being honest. Most of the time I quietly google said disease and try not to let anyone else in on my embarrassment. Today my hands and feet began to tingle... next thing I know I’ve convinced myself that I have MS, diabetes, or Guillain barre and have spent hours obsessing about it. Odds are good that I don’t. But there’s always the chance. How do you convince yourself that you’re probably healthy? Someone please tell me they do this too. Do you have any advice on how to handle it?",2.9954206730769246,5.540495921874999,4.3828125,81.17709134615386,78.0625,7.375961538461539,26.25240384615385,8.384062270229773,2.084011298076923,530,21,97,11,13,175,89,128,0.054000000000000006,0.805,0.141,0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,0,6,6,0,2,3,0,14,5,2,2,1,15,19,10,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,15,4,10,13,3,11,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,6,8,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19122655680750347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256604556491063,0.0,0.0,0.1330762957780561,0.2051986216157456,0.14970274779178286,0.0,0.0,0.13683139417290116,0.20050811108467226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347435789803666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641359627566958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271578920139354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10754641763238353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20010686275182227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889991686112993,0.20811913760043926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214809477311544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219750575129112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18614654148990167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658079820086317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339742723827375,0.0,0.0,0.17104218058661388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000811700715773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141087430645235,0.0,0.18549177560402166,0.0,0.0,0.13286104922987602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569711686235364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17658029860225585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,diabetomaximus,2018/02/28,"Need help approaching Dr. About medications for multiple issues This will be cross-posted into a few subs, so sorry if you see it more than once. The past few months I've been seeing a doctor and a therapist for increasing anxiety. I also have ADHD and depression, which they've been medicating as one problem with 2 doses of Bupropion XL a day, and Asperger's. My therapist has suggested my depression may be coming back, and has been making jokes (I think the comments are meant in jest, anyways) about my ADHD running rampant once more as well. They're referring me back to an actual psychiatrist. I think I need medication adjustments for everything, but I'm not sure what kind of treatments are even out there for ADHD anymore that would be effective aside from stimulants, and as far as the depression/anxiety I've tried a multitude of SSRIs and none of them seem to be helping so far so I'm not sure if there's therapies I need to ask about instead of medications or anything. Thanks. 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I hate inviting them to events. The most I'll do is in our group chat I'll just say something like ""____ is happening at this time. Thought I'd let you know."" And of course it's completely my fault that no one responds because that's not an invitation and it's unrealistic to expect them to always read between the lines. The weird thing is that at the end of last semester I forced myself to ask them if they wanted to go out for lunch after our final exam and I was even a little pushy, and the outcome was only positive. I have no idea why I'm like this lol. I don't wanna appear clingy or anything, like I *need* to hang out with them. I know that's irrational but I can't help it. And if I'm going to be honest, even though I force myself not to act clingy it's possible that deep down I am? Sometimes I'm scared to ask because I'm scared that they don't want to or that they'll only hang out with me out of pity or something. Idk aha. At least when I don't actually ask them, the reason we don't hang out is completely in my hands and in my control. The worst part is that I'm an extrovert who gets anxious asking his friends to hang out. Anyway, needed to get this off my chest, so to the few who actually read this, thank you. I found this very cathartic ",1.5818239492466295,3.2969636838488015,3.2107388316151213,91.97790047581286,78.82817869415808,6.126407613005551,21.15794343113931,7.010146845296331,0.35621638910917275,1076,29,243,12,26,356,139,291,0.17800000000000002,0.698,0.125,-0.9356,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,3,2,8,1,7,17,3,2,11,1,19,3,2,2,0,43,49,16,0,8,10,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,0,0,20,17,1,1,7,3,0,10,10,9,0,1,4,2,38,8,41,42,5,36,0,1,0,0,30,18,0,7,11,158,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.18806213216505896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035439621349692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10885660097118947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07929405094693946,0.0,0.5404877945281107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174773325278341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202058109401602,0.0,0.10807318235591518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534418616486825,0.0,0.0,0.12728650198510774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555498276693834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565107671053436,0.22333680525115346,0.0,0.10068568254334156,0.0,0.1095244289874594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520866054453928,0.0,0.0,0.2853993859535274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06458643259244169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877594182861164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886676351285853,0.0785442614368803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853212018262317,0.0,0.14122629070009646,0.0965755760824206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289580024668594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529436756802877,0.14656851298969634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434583337531307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108628656201637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19276724534662795,0.0,0.0,0.09907160659410297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662738884548785,0.19294142841915035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836149449592284,0.0953000777922628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887130831892813,0.0,0.0,0.06401567259366342,0.0,0.09467080064698696,0.0764971290379607,0.05618686051495407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950506761461056,0.11366835546125365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389539733416778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Daemon_Elaerion,2018/02/28,My Anxiety caused me to run out of my presentation... Today at school we were supposed to present our projects. I ran out before we were supposed to present because my anxiety about getting a bad grade and having the other kids laugh at me caused me to run away to the stairwell. I literally collapsed onto the stairs and laid their crying for a good 10 minutes. I ended up not presenting at all and having my parents take me home.,6.47158536585366,6.990080060975611,6.635268292682928,76.70119512195123,65.46341463414635,8.999024390243902,35.912195121951214,8.841846274778883,3.1451287804878048,343,16,61,5,5,110,54,82,0.13699999999999998,0.79,0.073,-0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,3,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,2,1,11,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,15,2,16,4,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,6,46,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3718189895350705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283251177173443,0.0,0.20291139618172868,0.14814262476462745,0.0,0.2067919649416661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4992965897278937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669458575525952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21524342568587065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269678240664395,0.0,0.0,0.20383349243343166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24376869099314985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698447472307328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459490289295077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18272065813271424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303543708766149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rtrain1,2018/02/28,"Voice Cracks? I'm a male in my late 20s yet my voice still cracks like I'm a kid going through puberty. I'm starting to wonder if this could be related to anxiety. Does anyone have info on this?",0.2463414634146375,2.5328741219512203,2.573853658536585,91.21443902439024,88.26829268292683,6.206829268292682,20.39512195121951,7.554174236665415,0.8616497560975613,153,5,33,3,5,52,31,41,0.044,0.882,0.07400000000000001,0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,5,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971816417866699,0.0,0.0,0.2716301401816605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31016497782386193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.339956324053119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207787972276196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382157329487064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897888345454909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749639846426703,0.0,0.3102359374759651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4212836166032773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Human_Chris,2018/02/28,"Thoughts on Fear Fear is the same whether you are standing on top of a very tall cliff or giving a presentation in front of a hundred people. Physically it feels the same. The tensing of the legs, the adrenaline crawling up your spine, the sweating of the palms, the nausea, the shortness of breath. In other words the over activation of the sympathetic nervous system. Fear is what keeps us bound to this earth and will forever be present in our lives. And once you mentally accept that you are in fear and it is part of who you are and what you have been for a very long time. All that is left is to physically change the patterns that have been ingrained into the depths of your nervous system, muscles, and tendons. How is your gut feeling at any moment? Are you clenching your anus as you walk down the street? Is your left leg tighter than your right leg? Are you clenching your fists? Are you grinding your teeth? Are you tensing your jaw as you are lost in your inner dialogue? Are you tensing your jaw when you are calm and content? What are your shoulders doing when you are angry as opposed to calm? Do you feel more anxious when you eat a donut compared to after eating a good meal? Do you feel content after eating the donut but then feel terrible after eating the second one. In this world there are only two things: tension and relaxation, hard and soft, love and hate, good and bad. Become aware to how everything makes your body feel from a simple gust of wind hitting your face to facing your fears and then adjust and realize that you can always physically; your body can become looser, calmer, less tense than before and notice the significant affect it will have on your thoughts. Because the mind and the body are not separate they work together and depend on one another.",7.05736526946108,7.566506263473059,6.291263473053893,79.70186526946108,64.20958083832336,8.83568862275449,31.67005988023952,8.548686976883017,2.375742994011976,1428,50,258,18,20,435,171,334,0.126,0.7859999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9004,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,35,1,3,6,19,1,8,26,0,34,25,19,5,1,44,49,28,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,16,5,3,11,1,0,2,1,12,0,4,5,8,38,7,40,40,6,43,0,1,0,1,41,25,0,2,13,190,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789576359559408,0.0,0.0,0.06366188768877785,0.09816422621937547,0.0,0.10575909679185934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816520097404568,0.05706726312788753,0.20678237604956287,0.0796600674168474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3119578228549568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903299988733966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38316893798597584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413575672709504,0.0,0.0,0.5267184582285291,0.2840094710987121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898047118681587,0.0,0.15704081881168855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386128113851142,0.0924261245654267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320993746249529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20342746862781455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266438012744227,0.08284695049824649,0.0,0.0,0.10219259759120887,0.0,0.08449182620145232,0.0,0.062489208130390016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943426091302748,0.0,0.09452517234589444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065820973911341,0.0,0.0996976675155964,0.12687284515558284,0.07119895997863622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137668265691742,0.0,0.06490134056234538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994729813809222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06219411274674168,0.0,0.0,0.1486408210810523,0.054588068767684905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144893811786664,0.0,0.11260816310244368,0.0,0.0,0.1544855170247751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815334613092873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NervousElephant,2018/02/28,"i just Drank alcohol for my anxiety and It feels so good I am drunk as i type this btw. Because of i'm a guy with no fucking friends, i don't do drugs or alcohol. But recent i decided that i would stop being a loser and try. Luckly one of the only people i have in number of outside of my school is a guy who is a heavy drug user so I asked him if he could get me some sort of alcool. The only other time I've been drunk was once ago a while agio and it was whisky so i asked him for that. i was scared just to do it but today i was so anxiety that i said fuck it. I just had 6 shots of it and gholy shit dude I feel so good. It just fee;ls soooo hazy and distant and all my scaredness is gone. i just feel so fgood. I am typing this because I know i should be scared about doing this and there is problems with doing this so I want to knwo what u guys think. I'll probably read this tomorrow when I'm wake up and im sobered up lol. Don't worry I am being carefull I don't think I am going to throw up or anything and I wont be drink anymore whisky. God bless thank u",-0.6436153846153871,1.181395766666668,1.9241666666666684,97.70826923076923,87.16666666666666,4.858974358974359,17.147435897435898,6.093298490706669,-0.5199487179487181,824,19,204,7,26,283,131,240,0.132,0.745,0.123,-0.0294,0,0,7,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,15,14,3,2,7,1,30,12,2,0,1,39,49,24,0,6,10,0,3,0,1,3,4,1,0,3,17,11,6,2,7,4,0,3,5,7,0,1,9,4,29,7,19,32,2,15,1,1,0,2,11,4,3,6,8,135,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120597279698456,0.26814090100880816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19194146722679412,0.0,0.1244150590563161,0.0,0.0,0.1032366262724734,0.0,0.2345620963245189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152949222909278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001635238434646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289558023692645,0.2909698836861564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029749072632227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692420394408507,0.2319574228012541,0.06554369499088537,0.0,0.07129748327936081,0.2104470223888028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37265276381567625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551010702028038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689453517047545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360269913598102,0.08500978499419531,0.19082438869158908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697289006602292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525889281737152,0.12004099281566487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548633742234186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386909868273314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193339495092628,0.0,0.2511994519174431,0.12696451446647333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12877507371310967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488381394171027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549970401712925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607696496575844,0.0,0.0,0.07315229643504284,0.0,0.11891419527402106,0.0,0.0,0.0851739366933434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399506893406506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274029898457411,0.0,0.08911777718977097,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,no_one_important09,2018/02/28,"Forced to go to doctor to see about meds My university has this awesome program where you take a 1 hour seminar then get to travel to a different country for only $900. Im going to Scotland and Northern England. Anywho, first it was an accomplishment that i actually signed up for it, seeing i barely know anyone in the class. And the univetsity requires health clearance to go abroad. I went for my physical and because I have been going to counseling since November for anxiety they wont clear me until i talk to my primary care about anxiety and depression meds. Ive honestly been thinking about meds since january because of panic attacks and depression but have not found the courage to go because of the stigma behind it all. What is your experience with meds? Im just so scared of them (mostly because my parents are very anti-mental health). I think im just in denial that my anxiety is a problem even though i can clearly recognize it interferes with daily life. 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I always have this thought that I don't do great enough work, not smart enough, which ends up making me feel crap and can't get along well with my boss and teammates, since I think they all judge my bad performance. I'm always good at faking that I'm an excellent candidate during the job interview as I am sort of A+ student which enables me to get jobs in good companies. But then after few weeks of joining, I feel crap. However, in social settings I never felt that way. I don't really have an issue going out to parties or events and I have quite a lot of friends. I think maybe because in social settings, I'm not responsible for anything. Any thoughts would be very much appreciated.",7.085568862275451,7.601714952095811,7.315814371257485,72.35635628742517,64.1497005988024,10.272814371257486,34.66407185628742,10.125756701596842,3.576760958083833,715,30,123,15,10,232,103,167,0.163,0.701,0.13699999999999998,-0.2332,3,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,5,3,11,2,0,5,0,11,2,2,2,2,29,26,11,0,1,8,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,8,4,1,0,4,3,15,7,20,20,8,24,0,0,0,0,8,10,2,4,6,81,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20260882193938726,0.0,0.0,0.08279307802940916,0.0,0.1862743654935101,0.0,0.0,0.08512930291900954,0.0,0.10018854879270794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165481763697998,0.07421668663313744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654283383352196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783293396719668,0.2515972581481796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190932840825642,0.0,0.0,0.12311928510361515,0.0,0.11689754413098424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406250171733443,0.0,0.12721701436304322,0.0,0.06919241397407183,0.20423354125533374,0.0,0.13422802637869433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707368471089253,0.24163297584932594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10350612478802576,0.0,0.0,0.08126799365466147,0.0,0.12231261874730535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684972187850848,0.0,0.09389986153556693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294943957847769,0.0,0.0,0.07799513420066215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071152376571034,0.0,0.0,0.4964285932785661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602290069605107,0.0,0.193309239560742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004551697239451,0.0,0.09663820260882744,0.09765921223033484,0.0,0.10946642122626014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203093216625916,0.26590282706200585,0.0,0.0,0.08648656092954603,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Helxipitus,2018/03/01,"For those who have, how have you dealt with loss and grief? My mom isn't well. I'm not sure whats going to happen. I lost my brother when I was 12 years old so I remember the feeling of waking each morning initially feeling fine only to remember that waking was my nightmare. How have those who've experienced loss been able to manage it? I'm starting to think that it's something you just have to go through and there is no right way. My world is going to change. I'm scared and I don't want my mom to suffer. I know she's scared too. What a mess! I'm a mess. 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Does anyone else suffer from dizziness almost every day? I have Emetophobia too, so it worries me that I will throw up, but it’s just so debilitating. It’s like I’m on a boat or like I’m going to pass out. Anyone else? Any tips? 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It’s everything I’ve been working toward for years. I clawed my way to the top of so many jobs, took online classes for everything I could think of, and put in my due time at shit companies. It’s an established company, they went to bat for me at a higher salary, and they all seem really excited to have me there. Yet I’m freaking out, crying at the end of every day of my first week because I feel *certain* that they’re going to fire me because they’ll realize I’m not good enough. It’s in an industry I know some stuff about, but it’s not my background (but I want it to be my industry so badly). Every time I give a note to my director, he comes back with additional suggestions, and to me, I feel certain that he’s doubting why he hired me. I feel like he must be kicking himself for going out on a limb for *me.* Help me not ruin this for myself. I have worked SO HARD. I can’t even stress how much I’ve worked toward this. I deserve it; I know that deep down. Yet here I am, telling myself that I don’t. I wanted this first week to be amazing, yet here I am waiting for my train home and certain that they’ll be emailing me any day to tell me never mind. 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I'm 30 years old (male), I convinced I have had issues with anxiety as long as I can remember. 2 months ago I completely quit cigarettes and alcohol (used to be combined with marijuana use and excessive sex or masturbation) because I felt I was always self-medicating rather than enjoying them. I feel like now my anxiety flares up to the point when I cannot fall asleep easily and enjoy meals. I am considering therapy and want to hear about peoples experiences from seeing someone.",7.748652482269503,8.957630531914894,8.722127659574468,60.43333333333334,62.829787234042556,13.926241134751775,39.0709219858156,13.023866798666859,6.154573049645393,426,22,67,18,6,145,74,94,0.078,0.778,0.14400000000000002,0.7884,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,7,4,1,2,0,15,15,8,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,11,4,11,11,0,11,0,0,1,1,3,2,0,1,9,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272303766796816,0.18412362166846472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335753121905176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3953998583714241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502524884298983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180640833120886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853085692342815,0.0,0.0,0.08711405845491302,0.1230826790856188,0.16542362935412008,0.1887332320741721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418125126943736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798240525628399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169220592131018,0.08417128084651737,0.0,0.0,0.3049391582863276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913732799862063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375187467683957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807874171922428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944290069647633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286797736710834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18324964045210265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951688730026442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13729133850916928,0.0,0.17973410093589556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597917889534606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702649906004432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2976032656087974,0.0,0.0,0.10162000669416876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109479111681824 anxiety,humanwordarms,2018/03/01,has anyone here gotten a job as a cashier? i mean the people that have lots of anxiety. did you keep the job long? did you feel better the longer you worked?,0.5268750000000004,2.9177179375000044,1.5425000000000004,98.2525,88.375,4.45,14.25,5.985473137389443,-0.8811500000000003,122,2,27,1,4,38,25,32,0.053,0.84,0.107,0.4098,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,18,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355881941826261,0.0,0.0,0.21533246073425985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723651743519843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571358930559426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6112046205015808,0.2737285762630596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725344892590805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261816175951512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33545820483672273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135003593495311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419820243695174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,little_kid13,2018/03/01,"I used to think anxiety wasn't so bad I remember, when and before I was diagnosed with anxiety I didn't seem too distraught by the diagnosis, I didn't think anxiety was that bad. But now after dealing with it for years I now know damn well that anxiety is terrible, anytime I'm not doing anything, anxiety consumes me. Many people think that anxiety is only being worried and having panic attacks, no, it's more than that. Way worse, and yet I laugh at the thought of me assuming anxiety wasn't that bad all those years ago, but now I think the complete opposite, it's amazing how experience can change our perspective. Also, just a tip, meditating helps alot, and therapy and medicine assist too, so some of you should try meditating if you haven't already, it's very helpful. 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I live in a pretty bad area. I can speak to my landlord tomorrow but that won't help me tonight anyway. 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Wow. After 1 year of felling pressured I finally did it, i am really bad at small talk but I will try my best! It was a good day, she actually messaged back witch is super rare to happen to me.. Fuck anxiety guys, lets kick her ass.",-0.35160714285714434,1.9168856250000024,2.522142857142857,89.44785714285717,94.53571428571428,6.371428571428572,21.285714285714285,7.6454224807358475,1.2482571428571436,209,8,45,5,8,73,48,56,0.244,0.498,0.258,0.4745,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,9,1,1,2,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,9,5,5,4,1,9,0,0,0,2,7,2,2,0,7,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.2464392022660244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19318973683844465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941849859420368,0.21085743511317948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26502148411510706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628651553649179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5532827996538328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233465931651702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181564078432585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005084593004057,0.22331719936390465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25823568855503176,0.0,0.12337658134023782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178135312376155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20297927863044507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145571150437006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626252309470125 anxiety,ddpowkk,2018/03/01,"Been awake for 23 hours. Has anybody been awake because of anxiety that found a way to sleep. Im brand new to panic and anxiety attacks (Feb 27th they started). Anybody have some techniques, or medicines or foods that helped them finally sleep after hours or maybe even days of not being able to sleep? I am very concerned that I will stay up all night again. Thank you for reading and I hope you guys can cope with your things.",3.1668292682926835,5.6207965975609735,2.653841463414633,94.29222560975607,76.92682926829268,5.5634146341463415,24.88414634146341,6.6274283507984215,0.7330682926829275,339,12,68,3,8,99,62,82,0.112,0.826,0.063,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,8,4,3,0,1,11,12,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,10,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,5,9,41,12,1,0.16751734233536372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563006167428482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057516049521814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211701704788012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080348274423487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106436247188249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835070603453863,0.0,0.0,0.2025626352933964,0.18367411941397846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586850595105426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228334345336748,0.0,0.0,0.16638251894757156,0.3299416768027625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094747584246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829368623703309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161789293094126,0.0,0.15720367784575512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654550760282244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675626749072681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5029149640697634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856963711199962,0.17855119803787212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422746215766267,0.0,0.0,0.11129107869434808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821935126200524,0.0,0.13296746905534748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peachymorgan,2018/03/01,"Breast Biopsy I’m getting a core needle biopsy tomorrow and I’m terrified of the procedure. I did a bad thing and googled videos of the procedure being done and women’s experiences and so many of the experiences are painful ones. I have so much anxiety that I feel sick, I want to cry. I don’t want it to hurt. 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So I have pretty bad hypochondria. It's the probable culprit behind the things I've been feeling. Let me describe them. I've been feeling dizzy for a while. About 6 months ago I had a bout of SEVERE vertigo and could ""hear"" my heart pounding in my ears. It passed, but recently I have felt slightly dizzy all the time. I think that's anxiety. Then the second thing that made me worry is, I realized I can't control the right side of my face that well (muscles won't move that well) and whenever I try to I get this numb, uncomfortable, awful sensation. The reason why I think it could be stroke is you guessed it, Google. The reason why I think it couldn't is because I'm known for feeling weird things due to anxiety, and I've been to a GP and tested fine for blood pressure, although that wasn't a particularly good GP in my opinion (yes I know, but I'm trying to be as unbiased as possible in my assessment. I have a second appointment with another one). For now, I can't do anything. If this turns out to be just anxiety and I make a fuss about it my family is going to have my head. EDIT: forgot to add, I had a second bout of that vertigo very recently, and it seemed to be sinus-related due to my sinuses feeling clogged and mucus pouring down my throat right after. I think the GP confirmed that suspicion. I was also stressed, so it could easily be that too. PPS: it might actually be more serious than just not being able to move half of my face very well. I can't smile with the right corner of my mouth at all and it aches after I tried to... But it's been like that for some time, I believe?",2.306372847011146,4.2879243434650505,3.966027355623101,86.16097619047619,77.6018237082067,7.547760891590679,24.9484295845998,8.447377352677275,1.6971677001013172,1275,46,262,26,30,426,161,329,0.16,0.772,0.068,-0.9828,0,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,1,13,12,0,2,16,2,35,13,8,5,2,49,56,20,0,5,8,0,6,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,26,12,0,2,15,0,0,4,7,6,3,5,11,8,35,6,37,31,4,29,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,6,14,185,61,2,0.09812239157877857,0.0,0.0957532998557368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697957976825829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846844109490557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288988301927693,0.3002534439398776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074636769973884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192809839324577,0.05981449916731181,0.0,0.0,0.11055033417692828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005260567190728,0.23502823615195356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925010581112548,0.0,0.19845451772087264,0.0,0.09421288356143856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126489974754928,0.0,0.055765216365621165,0.08230040667094303,0.0,0.0,0.10809287674026667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10070188207048264,0.0,0.11059106662748544,0.11627550646174815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0539255002894676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033679338472533,0.0,0.0479376441719484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09284577941201444,0.0654974583116923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409235131212104,0.0,0.0,0.07832035681596014,0.20857714730850835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649027196123404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061825334482356,0.0,0.09982574787215157,0.10579253399142853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177232160844907,0.19376804822104293,0.0,0.0,0.3351839451065516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932694007402124,0.0,0.11085037305566836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239886803253543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195564470829708,0.2514914660606427,0.0,0.0,0.11443191121791288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19985598887714048,0.10672898548366892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192249852130242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26467144216445915,0.0,0.1770803928762938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964805162248194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bluetieboy,2018/03/01,"What will trigger WWIII? For the past couple years I've been struggling with a lot of anxiety about existential threats that are (by and large) out of my control. This has included worries about health issues, but at its worst it tends to line up with news about things like climate change and nuclear war. Suffice it to say, Russia/Putin's statements today about a whole new array of WMD's has me anxiously checking my sources for how the world is responding. To me, this feels like the beginning of something that could escalate into an all-out nuclear war. I know the world has been here before, and I know that much of this is probably about posturing and domestic politics as much as it is about geopolitics, but it still doesn't keep me from wanting to run away to some remote location. (I live in a large city on the US East coast, so I know that if shit really hits the fan I'd be one of the first to be affected.) Anyone experience any recurring anxieties like this? How do you cope? Am I crazy for being legitimately afraid of the potential for catastrophic war?",6.866018062397371,7.215083906403941,6.992721674876847,75.05867200328409,64.61576354679804,11.298686371100164,33.66543513957308,11.038039088145766,3.756914942528737,855,34,159,23,12,275,132,203,0.2,0.743,0.057,-0.9874,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,2,11,11,5,2,12,0,17,2,1,5,0,27,26,12,3,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,8,0,2,5,0,1,1,1,8,0,2,2,2,12,3,36,18,6,19,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,3,11,112,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015247719778352,0.0,0.24782968921951426,0.18299216251291006,0.0,0.11326071963792073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218626417024675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783370362193914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135417528376626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18167520547692972,0.12932846322325076,0.17922863952031745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584482733526827,0.0,0.0,0.08190234357615027,0.1157190934452999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377807590139256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17217798244793034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906583848208712,0.0,0.1439759496886899,0.0,0.0,0.2670611827604211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374068647038442,0.0,0.14303198628937486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771025696730352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381490053181073,0.0,0.0,0.15644203566935427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097623608911757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462897212424667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746426650552631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037690281127698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288136086140027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662709312304607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470070932419393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293580510342981,0.0,0.0,0.16933746912469644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761282511230794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535388287082726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19484292044662024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554045409081854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084574346293136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16449933323579038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431030422323526 anxiety,YTBR,2018/03/01,"I went to therapy.. And it didn't help. I've gone for two months and feel like mentally I've overcome my anxiety. Mentally I feel stable. But physically I have panic attacks for no reason where I can't get a deep breath. Most of my problems stem from my breathing. I breathe shallow or can't get enough in, and nothing I do has fixed it. I went to therapy the past month and called it done yesterday when I realized I wasn't getting better. What should I do?",1.502903225806449,3.8417057956989282,3.3896881720430123,87.32453225806455,82.44086021505377,7.160860215053764,26.504301075268817,8.238735603445708,1.973938494623656,361,16,74,8,10,121,62,93,0.198,0.7490000000000001,0.053,-0.9007,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,2,0,10,3,3,1,0,13,18,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,1,6,2,13,2,7,11,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,6,48,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542060345243526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138697725570168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656071560861573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075826380811646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18115397411940956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291004473501585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901430334969928,0.12646385923077158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27745854576636303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865346499238467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648353359974473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567911249786283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28259299459695514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985645260658738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076960374398484,0.0,0.0,0.16898660351986958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938521853559652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820071016916387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4048779507720759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729238241870085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32820053668905474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,totoroscastle,2018/03/01,"What do I do when I keep vomiting from anxiety? I do have GERD, but that's under control as well as my hiatal hernia. I get so anxious I throw up and I don't know how to stop it. Has anyone experienced this?",-0.1833333333333336,1.817857333333336,3.128888888888892,88.66000000000004,86.77777777777777,6.2666666666666675,20.11111111111111,7.554174236665415,0.7449111111111111,160,5,36,3,5,58,36,45,0.182,0.757,0.061,-0.6468,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,0,7,9,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,7,1,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,29,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30050137886851713,0.4437676319607906,0.0,0.27466444823476605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405739273931981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20522892739614432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491508345235729,0.0,0.0,0.2158801175503512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284098133232693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35318666023789685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Owlielu,2018/03/01,"I think my anxiety gave me worse health issues Hey, so I have had severe anxiety since I was a kid, and as I got older I started to notice that I had problems with acid reflux that turned into chronic gastritis. I eat really healthy foods and I always have, but I would sometimes throw up bile or wherever was in my stomach if I was having a really bad panic attack. I've had really shitty people tell me it was because I eat meat, but I hardly ever eat meat except for fish maybe once or twice a week... my panic attacks get do bad sometimes that I start feeling so much pain in my gut that I can't stand. I don't know what to do because I don't want this kind of stress. I want so badly to reduce my stomach problems, and keep reliving nightmares from horrible memories that I'll just randomly get panic attacks... is it possible to get gastritis from this kind of stress? I know stress can really do damage to your health, but I didn't know it could get this bad...",6.676923076923077,5.598241948717952,7.5667948717948725,75.54403846153849,65.41025641025641,10.671794871794873,32.32051282051282,9.888512548439397,2.972374358974359,760,25,147,14,10,257,106,195,0.368,0.616,0.016,-0.9979,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,0,5,19,3,6,3,0,21,11,3,0,1,27,38,13,0,7,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,12,5,4,1,5,0,0,1,4,17,0,1,10,3,27,2,17,26,1,11,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,4,5,96,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077833219721427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14311650873981308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31924759256397184,0.0,0.0,0.312409763055536,0.11404288564377307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468450691072225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871459636963026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846127705363342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729690581924161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131095880015508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954842782548706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481291210784544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379394744572878,0.0,0.0,0.1988584322355864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763201748315886,0.0,0.08314312674496868,0.0,0.1948161486614896,0.1542222976470855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397404158946407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06876305721950397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064965207566678,0.0,0.09961761851056683,0.0,0.0,0.0995337259051399,0.3292489953486845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484923013823451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10545290014909764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901132095796246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23969785162695104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567418095900206,0.0,0.07737769839144801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18502796479364494,0.0,0.13241694633174908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32145110546697725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175855184317618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059936998770384615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10174524284106777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034526392665699,0.0,0.07503257608021717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532579805727977,0.0664485133011015,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stretch2099,2018/03/01,"Anxiety and muscle tension I've had a problem with anxiety and tension for years and I'm not sure why. Around 10 years ago when I was in my early 20s I had some anxiety and I consciously tensed up my muscles in response and have never gotten back to normal. This has caused a bunch of problems physically with the most important part being that it makes my breathing very shallow. I've had this problem for 10 years and I've gone back and forth so many times about whether this is a physical problem that I need to fix or a mental one. I feel very confident that I can overcome the issue as long as I can figure out what the root cause is. I've gone to multiple doctors who can never diagnose my problem which makes me think it is mental. One thing I've realized recently is that I am constantly tensing my muscles in one area of my body or another. I tried to manually keep them relaxed and then I notice that my breathing gets better and I feel better but once I stop consciously doing this things go back to normal. It seems like anxiety can cause muscle tension and affect people differently who suffer from this. My assumption is that I have very consistent anxiety from something that I've become so accustomed to that I don't realize it isn't ""normal"" anymore. It makes sense to me that anxiety should be related to a cause that you're passionate about since that's what you would focus on more and I think that's my weight for me. I'm not fat but I'm heavier than I want to be and I do have a bit of a belly that I'm very self conscious about. I notice it all the time when I'm sitting in meetings or walking or pretty much doing anything. I tried to actively not suck in my stomach or try to hide it but I didn't feel like that made a huge difference. The approach I've taken lately is ignoring my stomach size altogether and I've been feeling better since doing that. Do you guys think I'm on the right track? Does what I'm thinking make sense? Do you have any other ideas for what my problem could be? I'd appreciate any help because this has been a big mystery to me and I really want to get better.",4.322042253521127,5.400346791079812,5.515136150234742,80.81354929577466,70.52582159624413,8.68469483568075,29.69295774647888,9.029198982220553,2.4521273239436616,1687,66,327,32,30,562,193,426,0.108,0.767,0.125,0.9361,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,1,4,11,21,1,3,15,0,39,10,6,11,4,81,72,30,0,15,12,0,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,38,18,2,3,16,1,0,5,8,12,0,3,12,5,41,9,40,53,8,40,0,1,0,1,10,14,1,8,22,219,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062438499208209076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579968568548217,0.07385974842081587,0.32330647845708993,0.0,0.06985496705791795,0.0,0.0,0.0579639730281357,0.06270421362844956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248602281253793,0.0,0.04293798117728485,0.07779256691102368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491846013467323,0.07689939035483337,0.07824006497873168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28943442315378537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611779881108632,0.0,0.05623852700438026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149247150044384,0.0,0.14718416831973832,0.0,0.07209565672685718,0.06164023754296455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246104983025196,0.05032048784506018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360126160242471,0.0,0.04003119384075367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974409351471136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04721269997010148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951524336274389,0.0,0.07351833839222248,0.0,0.06260799156463648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794564476753253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882430486898969,0.0,0.0,0.06233487653187966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664956464204704,0.188070027922886,0.0714124612165909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196865078227675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517795887032579,0.052228434620368365,0.10865132007560176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20704107046767584,0.0,0.16038687824787803,0.0,0.0750135250329175,0.14319060189527918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762768328662169,0.0,0.048832419616856027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07166015168250822,0.0,0.4043944356418646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045123997798259874,0.0,0.06954842824982799,0.0,0.0,0.06015314901181343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412355741363222,0.07348156303289555,0.0,0.0,0.1165330792295689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05422614661931013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888881477354425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638640958962104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359094850835824,0.18053374994838992,0.0,0.0,0.08214522094737611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434670992491397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324729050807192,0.08309159907238857,0.0,0.0,0.08577376909087336,0.0,0.0,0.06355879161438964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003670325027496,0.0,0.0,0.13607811570683453 anxiety,green-socks,2018/03/01,"Trying to understand So I am struggling a lot with anxiety, and really trying narrow down what my triggers are. I have found that I always think worse case and I get myself worked up quickly about what other says or might think. I worry about things that may or may not happen in 5,10,15 years. But when a very serious thing happens I hold myself together and handle it just fine. Why is that? It is like I worry about possibility of stuff but not the reality of awful situations. I care for special needs kids and I handle seizures and other medical issues okay. Just feel weird. 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Every once and a while, my anxiety flares up for various reasons. Lately, my sleep-anxiety has been acting up, causing really bad insomnia all week long. I just want to do a quick write-up on it in an attempt to get some clarity and hopefully get some good sleep tonight! Hopefully I can, additionally, give some insight to others who might be suffering similarly and who have not found much relief. Anxiety is a paradoxical disorder. That is to say that it causes itself. In my experience, every form of anxiety that I have suffered has been in line with this idea. My example: > When I try to go to sleep at night, I fear not being able to fall asleep. This fear forces my stress hormones to spike and end up keeping me up all night long. Thus the fear itself causes the actual event. This paradox is at the heart of all anxiety. It is a disorder born of fear and overthinking. It is behavioral and stems in the brain. Thus, one of the best solutions that I have found to anxiety is a combination of mindful awareness and Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. If you can pay attention to your fear, recognize it for what it is, and change the thought process that leads to the fear, you can minimize and ultimately contain it. This process might look something like this: > *Have an anxious thought* > > ""I really need to get a full night's sleep, otherwise work is going to be awful tomorrow."" > > *Become mindful of the thought* > > ""I just had a thought that is causing me stress and will end up keeping me awake."" > > *Understand the thought for what it is and let it go* > > ""That thought was my anxiety is speaking. It will only stress me out and produce the opposite of what I want, so I'm just going to let that thought go."" It may sound simple and it may sound slightly silly, but it really does work. Because it is a behavioral disorder, you have the ability to fix it with simple behavioral changes. Hopefully this helps someone who's struggling...including myself!",4.850931244560486,6.721338344647522,5.8104099216710186,76.14367406440384,70.25326370757179,10.328598781549175,33.39329852045257,10.504223727775694,3.9764535073977374,1618,79,291,50,30,533,169,383,0.14,0.795,0.065,-0.9442,0,0,1,0,0,0,83.0,0,4,0,6,7,21,0,9,22,1,38,7,6,9,3,67,67,18,0,7,7,0,0,1,0,6,1,4,0,0,38,17,0,3,14,0,1,8,2,13,0,1,13,5,24,8,41,43,11,38,0,3,1,0,11,14,0,11,17,200,62,5,0.05885492241524719,0.0,0.05743391435265545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4052146909919165,0.06648930994160121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049141401844979775,0.035877414432694835,0.06500063781122616,0.0,0.0,0.0617646100146429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570155790689464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418408706199204,0.12452140806222782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698113601569025,0.0,0.05150433922190601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425598438686272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917562105367024,0.0,0.0,0.05757140749629,0.0,0.3973689021574327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290627692284786,0.0,0.0,0.09224780344387716,0.05645900449934449,0.1672430436040214,0.0493647165690286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06974336643747088,0.03944921388642055,0.0,0.0,0.17536865331188142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644004356103601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462591852601684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639091602437651,0.0,0.0,0.12036629142516472,0.0,0.0287535422151282,0.0,0.0,0.15625426284328126,0.04942331183782488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487154383262125,0.1188533879739642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043265139909373314,0.04364017922289172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569407323477298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06267857155536373,0.039881618605935615,0.044761820601172106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311191109687965,0.06051266251636035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046803796568218016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558970694537865,0.0,0.04986758477099679,0.04530939466660983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20225434432991912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730573303918425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32706963967354136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039958628981381056,0.0,0.0,0.061270049864591676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694283162379437,0.0,0.04720986868731767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569416895408567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PeeUrPantsNews,2018/03/01,"Can't stop thinking about myself, my family and my dog getting sick and dying...what is going on? Anyone else have/had this? I've managed anxiety-panic attacks/bipolar/depression my whole adult life, and I'm actually in an OK place right now, relatively speaking, only I can't shake this reoccurring anxiety over getting sick and dying. I feel like it's just sitting in my brain and I can't get it out. Fortunately everyone is fine, so I don't really have a reason to be so worried, but it's been getting worse and worse for weeks. Sometimes I get extra anxiety because I feel like I need to do more before I die or get terminally ill, then I get an almost panic attack and shut down. 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I am anxious about having a heart issue, every day, and this doesn't seem to be based on anything at all. There's no family history, I'm relatively young (32), have had all the heart checks available with nothing being found, my cholesterol is fine, and I can do mild exercise with no pain (I'm pretty unfit and just started doing exercise so I'm at a mild level). I threw away my blood pressure monitor because I think it was feeding my anxiety but when I used to take it, it was always in the normal range. But every day, I'll feel my heart beating in my chest at random times. Sometimes when I'm lying on my side, and in certain positions on the sofa. Sometimes I'll feel a strange vibration feeling in my chest. Or I'll feel my heart beat normally, then seem to stop, then thump back into rhythm. My partner will put her ear to my chest and tells me it's beating normally but to me, it feels like it's thumping and missing beats. Along with those weird heart sensations, I'll get chest discomfort, like a heavy indigestion feeling, sometimes odd feelings in my arm, sometimes light headed feelings. None of it is painful, it's just like weird sensations. When I get any of those sensations, I'll worry about what it means and I'll feel panicky, especially if I'm on my own, or in a situation that I can't escape from, such as a plane or recently, on the London Eye ferris wheel. Maybe it's the thought of help not being easily available to get to me. The current snow in England is making me a little panicky that help won't get to me. I've attempted to put my chest sensations down to digestive issues such as acid reflux and I've tried eating better and exercising to improve my health but so far, it hasn't made much difference. I don't know if there is something going on that no one can find or whether I'm literally doing it all to myself. I'm not an anxious person normally. I can talk in public, I'm not socially anxious at all, it seems to be this one and only issue and I've no idea where it came from. Does anyone else get these feelings, and if so, how do you ignore them and how have you managed to reduce them? 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I plan on posting videos of people sharing their stories. Mainly about the struggles they have gone through in life. How the found hope, or how they're still hanging on. Each journey is different and there is no level to what you have gone through. No one's story is less than another. I am looking to reach out to those who have no hope to show them that even though so many people have gone through awful things they are still here! If you're not comfortable appearing in a video audio can be submitted. Or the story can be typed out to share on the additional blog I will create. I don't want anyone to feel pressured it's only if you're comfortable. I'm reaching out to people who have gone through so many different things. Depression, anxiety, trauma, homelessness, addiction, and so much more. I'd love to hear from you so you can message me if interested.",4.08111187845304,6.370079055248624,4.468283839779005,83.17601691988949,73.36464088397791,7.839917127071821,29.54454419889503,8.660442795831766,2.4735218232044205,763,33,139,15,16,240,110,181,0.145,0.7120000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.2834,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,4,2,13,14,0,2,6,1,18,3,0,2,0,22,33,14,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,8,7,0,0,2,5,0,7,5,4,0,1,5,4,14,10,26,25,5,21,0,1,1,1,17,10,0,9,3,101,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895957458296565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162518217630309,0.11856523963908218,0.0,0.0,0.10837107053522126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334907614981382,0.0,0.0,0.32385851847800035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023679774636376,0.0,0.0,0.14809748083332502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836648646649771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993611845784545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468251014306566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4618135566306261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094724637739888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301507138775756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988253692239244,0.0,0.0,0.314266597481208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393386310685455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502374161383517,0.11787520279537204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223470686695487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843546588311846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24754690801457865,0.0,0.0,0.16202689572726456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593400956699853,0.0,0.1522747225503792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914158176139348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128329613069762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Duckpreet,2018/03/01,"Anxiety Regarding Gadgets/Electronics Hey guys, I feel like I have severe anxiety when it comes to the gadgets/electronics I own. As soon as I get a device, I make sure a screen protector and case are applied right away. And I'll remove that case multiple times to make sure that it didn't scratch the device when I put it on the first time. I clean my devices compulsively. I dislike fingerprints or dust particles on them. I've also read articles on ""pocket sand"" that can scratch displays. Speaking of which I'm always on reddit and other forums to discover how devices wear, or survive falls or bend or scratch or how easily they can be destroyed and what precautions I need to take to prevent that from happening. Yesterday I accidentally knocked my tablet a little with my foot as I was getting off the couch (it was on the coffee table in front of me). Even though it was in a protective case with a screen protector I spent the rest of the night checking for dents and bends. Whenever things like this happen my entire world stops and the condition of that device becomes a priority. I know these electronics are tools and not things to be coveted but I still can't help feeling the way I feel. Can anyone recommend any techniques to help me? I'd rather this anxiety not take over my life every second of every day. I know it distracts from what is truly important like my family and my job. Sorry for the long post. I'm new to reddit. Please be kind. 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But I made an account in order to reach out about some problems. I've been dealing with anxiety all my life thanks to growing up around alcoholism and not being able to move away from that until last October. At 19, a college counselor diagnosed me with clinical depression. Throughout my time at home, I developed coping mechanisms in order to ignore the chaos around me - primarily playing video games and listening to music nonstop. I should also mention I was homeschooled all my life until college, because why not lol. So all my life, I've been mentally running away because I couldn't physically. I love my family but they are flawed and unable to deal with themselves. Anyway, on to now: I graduated college last year with a Bachelors in Fine Arts, and throughout college I rammed myself through every challenge that came my way because I was catching up from a shitty education and didn't wanna waste the opportunity in front of me. I didn't care about how tired or frazzled I got, because it was better than being where I was before. I practically lived at school and now even work there, it's like a second home to me. The faculty is pretty small so I know mostly everyone and it's comfortable. So along with graduation, I traveled to Europe for the first time through a graduation trip, moved into my first apartment with my boyfriend and a friend I graduated with, got married to said boyfriend, and completed two public art projects all in the span of six months. I currently work at my college, am mentoring under someone who runs an artist residency locally, and am an assistant to a curator. I have so much going on paper, and I've achieved so many goals, but inside I am on edge basically 24/7 and daydream about quitting everything and going back to a life of wasting my time on Animal Crossing message boards and youtube, like I did when I was a kid. The stoic bubble I was in during college has seemed to pop and now I'm back to worrying about what people think of me, if I make any mistakes whatsoever, if any of this is worth the energy, and if I'm just so empty that even being busy for the first time in my life can't fill the void. In the past month or so I've had a build up of little mistakes scattered throughout my jobs, and I keep getting complaints from the office manager at my studio over parking (long story.) These seemingly little things will not leave me alone, I can't seem to come to the same conclusion as everyone else that these things are insignificant and don't color the way people see me. In my mind, it's all an avalanche ready to fall on me. But even in my off time I can't seem to turn off my work thoughts or just enjoy doing nothing, even though that's the one thing I wanna do! Ugh it's all a mess, and I talk in circles a lot because I don't understand any of it myself. I guess the point in all this rambling is that I'm wondering if this ever ends? I'd like to go to grad school and eventually move out of state, but that seems a bit difficult if I'm obsessing over wanting to be 10 yrs old playing GameCube and watching Toonami for hours on end. I'm sure I've even missed a lot of points I meant to make, but this is already so long and confusing lol. Any comments are appreciated, and if you read all of this that's cool too.",8.336672655068076,7.033447993948567,8.443244610438729,71.31973832261725,62.25264750378215,11.651304841149773,38.35670385779122,10.686352973137794,4.03533619515885,2728,117,501,56,32,895,321,661,0.11,0.7859999999999999,0.104,-0.4583,2,1,1,0,0,0,63.0,0,1,1,13,35,29,0,2,33,3,38,10,0,5,10,105,78,54,0,15,20,0,0,3,1,2,9,2,3,1,26,38,1,2,13,9,2,18,11,12,0,7,19,6,60,17,97,52,16,103,0,2,3,1,17,48,0,21,35,347,86,26,0.06714617769028358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175884349432025,0.0,0.06954318985947458,0.07409747677670868,0.05369677403967394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264681347974832,0.0,0.10273328429179313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954866792141583,0.0,0.0,0.12617208851405692,0.1032625319152628,0.0,0.2046584334585392,0.0,0.05713645166476064,0.0,0.0,0.05938533759080385,0.07330623533023818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679733933184378,0.06846000321340101,0.0,0.0,0.057840486551284875,0.0704014897987715,0.07256116396655543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844952163982802,0.05783290445438325,0.06815195693970125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609201545089863,0.0,0.1189431667843328,0.0,0.07488573741514655,0.2217470854687416,0.060737561912082384,0.056573550694961026,0.19248315080788556,0.060346654897495626,0.0,0.06329944046961923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134351332514328,0.0,0.0,0.05187697032021765,0.0,0.03508110648689068,0.0,0.11448216049698075,0.0,0.10740586443797363,0.0,0.0739690848528563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347061819760845,0.0,0.06612545945743409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663222053242117,0.05968260791162878,0.0,0.0,0.036901783234328925,0.10946619339707092,0.0,0.07109810703132294,0.0,0.0,0.2371366552551775,0.09841269220509047,0.13459621995895227,0.05929130507552272,0.11884450857782647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11417055820448405,0.06060204692728706,0.06353533685720217,0.13446178502063705,0.06807568516862607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766755416226687,0.0,0.06779849824357716,0.0,0.10719087684096444,0.21409728151701285,0.04936016654058414,0.0,0.0,0.06485019682759262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644285684362538,0.0,0.0704586182831014,0.0,0.045499987759673344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409862435374894,0.0931014102364256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694968295992973,0.0,0.0,0.06831180219764035,0.0,0.0642498237602264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141822515999904,0.06716434839957143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387139130343275,0.0,0.0,0.13591103317181347,0.053506810174224234,0.3056367916758335,0.0,0.07585606839040708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05689273845939478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328447783072004,0.0,0.0,0.05396955417544448,0.0,0.06181917904373144,0.0,0.0,0.1338268105470622,0.04302455942010999,0.06597077866093842,0.05330656478525479,0.1957673809323079,0.07717465365321449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07303575981672313,0.06559205888219119,0.06990153901272675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960455529920511,0.10659502090647538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058898144563985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281716544093839,0.14664965119692913,0.06819020279751124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04323993695863159 anxiety,SatanicSynesthesia,2018/03/01,"Agoraphobia and the gynecologist Quick question. For those who have an anxiety disorder, how do you handle going to the gynecologist? Do you medicate? (specifically getting a papsmear). I have agoraphobia (age 23), and have never gone to the gynecologist or engaged in sexual activities. I am 99% sure I will have a full blown panic attack. Just thinking about it gives me anxiety.",5.513928571428572,8.892379500000004,7.703839285714286,56.11437500000002,74.3125,11.157142857142858,34.14285714285714,10.608840637214634,5.327279464285715,304,16,43,12,7,107,48,64,0.184,0.7440000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,0,4,4,1,1,6,0,8,1,0,1,2,9,13,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,2,5,11,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,3,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44158157573589707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283428683748891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307794466622529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079017854661836,0.2768671898252843,0.16402737494604785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907507009511765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259879242322708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338629208364899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32331646759970195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27201758059968123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849337619744785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,freakyforfood,2018/03/01,"I feel overwhelmed and alone This past week has been hell for me. I have been stressed more then usual because of school and because my parents found out i smoke weed. I have borderline personality disorder and my anxiety is always so bad, i smoke once or twice a week and it helps me so much (as many of you know). My parents called me a drug addicted and are threatening to kick me out. They’ve kicked me out before when I was 18 (I’m now 20) after I became addicted to drugs and tried to end my life. To top it off last night my car died and I’m not sure how much its gonna cost to fix it. I don’t make a lot and if it costs to much Im stuck without a car. Ive started shaking again and Im honestly so nervous all the time because I feel completely alone right now. Im scared all that I worked so hard for will get fucked up and Ill be back at square one. 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Obligatory on phone- apologies for bad formatting. Further apologies for rambling I just discovered this sub. I love it- often anxiety makes me feel isolated and alone but reading all these posts about similar thought patterns and experiences makes me feel way less crazy! On to my issue: I've been in this relationship for a mere 3 months. My boyfriend is so amazing. 100% dream boy. Hes got a very healthy and secure attachment style which I idolize. My anxiety recently has been making me feel so perfectionist in the relationship though. I've had a few longer relationships before him where my anxiety did not play this significant of a role in my love life. But this relationship it feels like my anxiety is the third person in a triad. He's in film and about to start a new show next week which means 12 hour days 5 days a week for many months. I love that he's passionate about his job, but I can't focus on anything else other than the fear that I'll never get to see him. This in turn makes me want to lash out in weird ways like not texting him back immediately or just acting really aloof to prove that long periods without seeing me will be bad for our relationship. This is not very sustainable, and after a few hours of trying to be the chill, distant girlfriend I bounce back hard into anxiety overdrive. I like this relationship a lot but if I were to have it my way I'd want to see him everyday regardless of the quality of the time spent together. But after only 3 months I feel like that is unfair to him and unrealistic. I just don't know how to stop putting this pressure on the relationship. I want to live this healthy life where my boyfriend is merely a part of my life, and doesn't consume it entirely, but my anxiety wants us to be attached at the hip with constant validation. When he's busy with friends I feel like I need to compete with him by having a better night than him. He has way more friends than me so right off the bat that's unrealistic in terms of what I qualify as a better night. I hate watching myself playing these mind games with the one guy I actually deeply care about. It gets tougher and tougher to differentiate these problems from being ones born out of anxiety, ones that are real and can be solved with communication, and ones that are real but so insignificant in the big picture that it doesn't matter. He deserves better, and I want to be that better person for him. This is definitely a venting post about my anxiety that I will probably delete because of anxiety. But also I was wondering if any veteran anxious people have good coping tools or mantras that help them? A few of my faves are ""there is nothing to fix"" and ""relationships involve 2 people"" TL;DR: good coping mechanisms wanted for dealing with a anxious-preoccupied attachment style in a new relationship ",6.829924242424244,7.393746132352946,7.17254679144385,73.00030525846705,64.69852941176471,10.711586452762923,34.499554367201426,10.570968289372207,3.6910644607843146,2312,98,419,56,33,753,263,544,0.11,0.6829999999999999,0.207,0.9969,2,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,1,5,22,29,1,2,27,0,36,8,1,5,3,74,71,33,0,11,19,0,7,5,3,2,3,0,0,4,34,21,0,2,11,7,1,2,9,7,0,5,9,11,53,22,72,54,9,64,0,0,4,4,46,25,0,7,36,279,87,3,0.0,0.0,0.05129911384552114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05444494335880818,0.0,0.042038880112463935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03574827181017245,0.0,0.402146339248557,0.11877451567243355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04325926224455901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084361261791688,0.08778473124068258,0.032045170318095534,0.0,0.04473178295239444,0.0,0.0,0.18596968865008268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053596923075130365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05680769706122527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780445699961804,0.05419564718677887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391410014807514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051421920666330515,0.0,0.059153994001053166,0.1594807841566689,0.11266449138538025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122833354116044,0.0,0.0549295728166218,0.0,0.0,0.08818365398803428,0.04204370131385779,0.0,0.0,0.05205091841957516,0.0,0.0,0.04709090448502764,0.051900349538459636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035235448203126615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353844573451572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486768615308068,0.05216596305245605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028890183238529345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139171317641,0.1284111706629361,0.0,0.0464188046741841,0.04652132402252481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04469172026223772,0.14233492966246755,0.0,0.14035909260927573,0.0532960427988327,0.0,0.057262329937214376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053079034829186994,0.0,0.1258786352045411,0.0,0.0,0.0389787558000661,0.04054394223534774,0.15231248236759495,0.0559070227822347,0.09866364640941734,0.0,0.050440737134565455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248666254209108,0.039980589114176485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056926386232055065,0.0,0.07288853182015449,0.09180128843929826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10069187124532894,0.0,0.056677558406957686,0.05030079900717058,0.0,0.05284569816462429,0.0,0.0,0.05258256274604475,0.11966855237622487,0.033676622776190865,0.0,0.051904890903455236,0.5643872079510119,0.0,0.044893072575873536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567047564827435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03720813950163936,0.0,0.0,0.0439494835925664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05164812420582287,0.04173338764371375,0.03065302005242892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03569045015181057,0.05717925528616316,0.0,0.0,0.06323323685137915,0.0,0.0,0.08674876686558244,0.18603700299395212,0.16690519624743236,0.08433429814838451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067400096972908,0.05700811906948682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jtgonc,2018/03/01,"Withdrawal question for those who take zoloft I've been on 100mg of Zoloft for 2 years now. I'm bad at taking it on time, so on days where I take it even a few hours later than usual, I can feel withdrawal effects (""body zaps"", general brain fogginess, etc.) Does anyone else experience this? I feel like it's weird to feel withdrawals before even 24 hr without it",6.279166666666665,5.911533027777783,6.507777777777778,80.465,65.94444444444444,9.977777777777778,30.5,9.516144504307137,2.465433333333333,286,9,58,5,4,92,56,72,0.077,0.8540000000000001,0.069,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,1,0,7,9,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,3,1,10,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119308631073493,0.20689958766777874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686018438818332,0.0,0.0,0.17182626133963688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22429701662326015,0.0,0.2254189622826791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022716265085627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670897114661566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868533178229236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520362943088446,0.2667437094806815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19752479771267464,0.0,0.0,0.3063033159925404,0.14425774444004036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885887462179055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09865205414566333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262061079374228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554752535764931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774611890572642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22239568936635196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465184616084247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003531881461966 anxiety,AnimalCount,2018/03/01,"Moral scrupulosity Technically a subset of OCD (which I have and which my anxiety essentially manifests as), but does anyone else deal with this? I'm constantly reflecting on past events or decisions, however small, and imagining if I did something wrong. And if I do come across a possibility of doing something wrong, even if the time is long past or I was a teenager or anything else, I exaggerate it's importance and consequences 10000 fold and imagine horrible things happening to me if anyone knew about it, and almost deceive myself into thinking that if that thought comes back into my head, it's in other people's heads as well and that they'll judge me if I don't somehow *act* on it. The issue here is that anxiety is inherently directionless, and OCD, similarly, is cyclical and endless and exhausting. There is no solution. Nothing I could do can absolve a theoretical, abstract, or moral dilemma, especially when it's been *years* since the action or thought occurred, I can't verify if it was actually wrong, and if there's no actual way to fix it. So then I'm plagued with these extremely vague and abstract thoughts of wrongdoing and a suspicious creeps in that essentially boils down to *karma will have it's kiss for me* because I am inherently a bad person for making mistakes I wasn't aware of at the time and that the universe wills those who screw up into eternal damnation. Worse, I'm not even religious! So I can't even pray it away or anything. I'm literally convinced that I am horrible, I've fucked everything up, and the world is going to crash down on me *just because*... halp ",5.436521739130434,7.387279491582498,6.371339481774262,72.38280632411067,68.8989898989899,10.013702239789195,33.788464353681746,10.276239652853533,3.914835280339629,1287,62,220,36,23,426,165,297,0.236,0.7070000000000001,0.057,-0.9958,3,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,0,14,11,2,0,12,0,26,7,2,1,0,53,41,36,0,10,17,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,24,22,1,0,9,0,0,5,7,8,1,0,9,0,20,3,30,28,0,35,4,0,0,3,4,17,2,16,12,158,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.23193253095991295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189965461516216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18181760129239535,0.0,0.0,0.1661850315841477,0.12176097077319414,0.19558291416207704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164982528213699,0.09137713247289006,0.09922264426242554,0.1448819852775348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047324505360874,0.0,0.1284189137953728,0.0,0.09488044405065453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225141398825309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039937107351475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19854355423840145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354690991421589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680164773393844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986146668832672,0.0,0.0,0.06753692974911496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050858036771258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439189293342605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403334447178985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516564142454893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932359146138636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402582764229215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268837837022593,0.08238554428984818,0.1037625388482534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339691243397534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09830191945666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297068378036696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894899836995498,0.07614496357585487,0.0,0.28302624049858066,0.13858782324649296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943260557886999,0.0,0.0,0.1068473489451505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211034848227568,0.0,0.3897837569896464,0.0,0.07652613923568324 anxiety,flozza89,2018/03/01,"Too anxious to meet new people I have got known mental health problems. I have bipolar but the depression isn't significant but I am full of self doubt and negativity. My concentration on telly lapses a lot. I can't get into anything I lose my interest in everything too quickly. Anyway back to the point of this thread. Whenever I have to meet new people I always back out of it. A party, an online date, social gathering. I find it easier if I have someone to actually go with that I know but still sometimes it's hard. Meeting an old friend that I haven't seen in years is hard. Also going to certain places by myself such as the gym. I change my mind so much through the day until I eventually don't go. Im not comfortable going to certain places just for fun. I seem to do ok with what I need to survive such as shopping or an interview. Just very specific situations I always back out of. I could probably go to the cinema by myself once but then I'd probably not ever go again even if I enjoyed it. I know this isn't really serious compared to a lot of people. But it's causing me to become slowly isolated. I have gradually lost all of my friends since school and I'm down to one. I find it hard to make friends as it is. The thing is I don't really go through any panicking or worrying as a result. Maybe my self doubt is so heavily engrained that I make some subconscious decisions about going cause I just feel like I can't do it. Or perhaps it's some other disorder or maybe it's perfectly normal? What are your thoughts? I'm happy to answer any questions you may have ",2.2576171637248947,4.482993556603773,4.440833840535607,81.49476262933659,78.84276729559748,7.8768107121119915,25.66686954757557,8.748949900417786,2.1756515317508627,1253,49,242,30,31,432,167,318,0.142,0.6940000000000001,0.163,0.925,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,4,20,20,0,2,13,1,23,2,0,5,5,56,45,22,0,6,16,0,4,1,3,1,2,0,0,2,19,7,0,0,11,3,1,8,10,7,0,1,4,5,35,13,40,39,7,34,0,3,1,0,14,11,0,15,16,174,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.08805552157297886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216022338698032,0.15016409558418295,0.0,0.0,0.1227246431217714,0.0,0.0,0.10193891417509574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425502341576011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081534925637722,0.0,0.0,0.0996565379454966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853906723938606,0.09545577432347034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204463257808584,0.0,0.0,0.05819356689136323,0.0,0.07771854788637364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341616235248133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05959881020417952,0.08162196172749872,0.0,0.0,0.08109664269296459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456251014136158,0.06446330035751166,0.0,0.0,0.16494477098782276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20914405942789768,0.0,0.04714362316972902,0.0,0.4102572105694876,0.0,0.07216849903487206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09605593886882206,0.2424962447651213,0.0,0.0,0.09591469019533796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746837467649844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991806665927326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044083851594675726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094894156756512,0.09850124245749232,0.15342770830450125,0.0,0.0,0.12046400201412935,0.0,0.18130467959797694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093480775571408,0.0,0.09111077650481568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06633248845369058,0.06690748465122395,0.0,0.17429742376371415,0.0,0.0,0.0884103161121527,0.0,0.0,0.09468556958542844,0.09609643312604292,0.06114500059942215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876710104225145,0.0,0.18855097906601967,0.0,0.0853004453724394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945753675993906,0.0863419026194484,0.0,0.0,0.10108290778617213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561262412071285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132178505907228,0.0,0.08214578829749762,0.1882678118349751,0.0,0.0,0.07464262778107034,0.10142697402321282,0.0,0.09198236041531463,0.07645510907775759,0.0,0.08924388933948606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206111497432384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059947564926389765,0.0,0.0,0.0716358420350252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445263026535237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163716730983308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581078391761195 anxiety,gr8cornhulio,2018/03/01,"Self-awareness Alright so I’ve been going through a lot of growth over the last year from the majority of trauma I’ve experienced in my life. I’m trying to figure out why I always seem to have drama around me - it’s not even drama, it’s just that my anxiety pushes me to think everyone hates me or I over-analyze every little interaction with people and care WAY too much about what others think of me. I shake when I get into hard conversations and around people I know aren’t fond of me. I don’t know how to get over this and cope - how to recognize that it’s okay and I don’t have to be friends with everyone. I think it pushes me to start fights with those I love and over dramatize every little interpersonal issue I have. I have those best, close friends, but I’m away at school and have struggled to find my people since. 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I thought I was over this one really strong fear, alas, I got flu earlier this week. After two three days I'm over the worst effects (including the physical vomiting but not the nausea), but I've got an unavoidable trip back to my home town in two days. I'm terrified. I feel I've been set back miles. It's a five hour trip there and I feel as if I won't make it. I cannot stand anxiety about nausea because my anxiety is so strong that I sometimes do vomit. I guess it just feels so hopeless when I'll be trapped on a coach for so long and nothing but my mind to make me sick.... I'm dreading that long awful trip trapped on a coach and the sweating and wondering if I'm going to hurl. Fuck, I'm shivering thinking about it. Augh. And after that, I of course have the two weeks of activities I have to do once I get back. Please, anxiety reddit- where do I begin? I know I'm still not well, but I don't think I can get out of this trip. Thank-you for reading-- is there anything I should do?",2.611149758454108,3.920328704347831,3.963768115942031,89.40294685990341,75.0,7.7198067632850265,25.386473429951693,8.344100000000001,1.4290096618357486,862,29,192,15,18,284,123,230,0.196,0.7390000000000001,0.065,-0.9875,0,3,0,0,0,1,31.0,0,0,0,3,15,8,1,2,10,1,19,6,1,3,0,31,44,17,0,3,9,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,1,0,12,7,0,0,9,3,0,6,5,5,1,8,5,3,21,3,24,35,1,34,0,1,0,1,2,11,1,5,15,122,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288102471786962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964021963775735,0.0,0.3025194031883482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10847432820140314,0.0,0.12323129270594575,0.0,0.0,0.30407788227615923,0.0,0.08035454471469088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002238458238114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833100304435126,0.19995221860959395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186288199348012,0.13773809816700092,0.0,0.07491475535792072,0.0,0.21085252121676196,0.0,0.1452115125643655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13222340438190888,0.0,0.12981339441915302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244328857709705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333081568453188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759780158949047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983722365660411,0.13309780023812404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12648216337401233,0.0,0.0,0.1403810213288027,0.08932274959715349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469570717983452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318528766565533,0.0,0.08444547692670931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303705863504779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526939022720436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135957220891493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689262848996391,0.0,0.1046481366840688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862987666309939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114716215978339,0.0,0.11851949794879788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429501359299296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Britbems,2018/03/01,Anxiety about going to class I haven’t been to my class going on 3 weeks now and I just can’t seem to force myself to go back. I know I need to and on a surface level I know the other students won’t really care that I skipped so much but I really just don’t want to talk to them about why I haven’t been there. I found out I was pregnant and my anxiety over the whole situation stopped me from making a choice on what to do and how to proceed. Now I have made a choice and I feel was less anxious on that front but I don’t want to acknowledge my absence now. Help me please. 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Most people think blowing into a bag and rocking back and forth is how anxiety/panic manifests, but I've found that to be sooooo inaccurate. For me, I get really quiet, my mind goes to the far off land where I worry about whatever it is that is making me anxious. Sometimes I get really super irritated when someone interrupts me when I am in the midst of a really anxious or panicky attack. What have you all found?",6.8328124999999975,7.6455999895833315,8.104166666666668,65.45750000000001,64.72916666666666,11.4,34.75,11.20814326018867,4.4367625,413,18,65,12,6,142,67,96,0.237,0.71,0.053,-0.958,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,6,2,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,2,1,15,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,10,1,10,10,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,3,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14490459088460042,0.42797785087862894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549082491700425,0.0,0.14565109101729065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.415375093013926,0.0,0.0,0.19792663763473534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643828195405998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125863089652373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156541534832086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313188987784198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640389158989314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049363256698196,0.0,0.18733968412670488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937565798315978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137169027038028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236362405481194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,runbmb,2018/03/01,"New Job, New Medicine, Same Old Anxiety. Help! I've started a new job which has given me a lot of anxiety. I'm not an overly social person but I am in the communications field. I'm a good talker, but I freeze in group situations and freak out about speeches. And, lucky me, I apparently will have to give some speeches as part of my new job. Wasn't told that until after taking it. Ativan works for me. Of course, I can't take a benzo every day. I started Buspar yesterday. I took 2 15 mg pills but it made me super dizzy and felt horrible, so I've cut it down to taking 5 mg 3 times a day to start. I guess I'm asking for some tips from people in similar spots. My anxiety is awful, and although I don't know when I'll eventually give a speech, it's all I've been thinking about to the point where I dread my new job even though I'm not in any immediate danger. What do you guys do? What should I do? Losing hope in myself, I guess. 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I’ve been dealing with mental health problems for about seven years now with an eating disorder, self harm, depression, and anxiety. I kept it under wraps from my parents and did not seek help from anyone until last September when I had a chemically induced nervous breakdown (basically I took phenibut, got drunk, and tried to kill my self) and ended up in the ER. Obviously, my parents realized I needed some help and took me to a therapist. I was very glad that I could start going to therapy and getting some help, but it was really hard for me to genuinely open up to my therapist. She’s a nice lady, but sometimes she seems like she’s judging me. But finally, after six months, I opened up to her. We set up a plan and I was hopeful for the future. My only big problem these days is school, it makes me so anxious it’s pretty much unbearable to be in class, which obviously takes a toll on my grades. But I finally felt like I was getting a grip on things. Today, a week after I opened up to her, I sat in the waiting room for 20 minutes before realizing she had completely forgotten we had an appointment which isn’t a big deal but it did make me feel unimportant. She seemed annoyed that I was there. The first thing she said, after months of saying she didn’t want to put me on meds, was that I should start an SSRI in the next few days. She was telling me that I probably won’t graduate on time, which is completely untrue and definitely worsened my anxiety about school. Then while she was searching for a piece of paper she said, “I’m so disorganized. But I did graduate high school, so at least I have that going for me”. I was shocked. The reason I started therapy was because my anxiety made it impossible for me to go to school without crying, having difficulty breathing, no ability to focus, and getting nauseous. But yet, she made a jab to me about how she was able to graduate and she doesn’t think I can. She also tells me how her other patients have gotten into the big university in my city. My friends say to stop seeing her. Am I being too sensitive? Was that unprofessional? Are SSRIs dangerous? Should I switch therapists? Any feedback is welcome. 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Everyday I look for something to relieve this demon from my mind. Ive been addicted to opiates, benzos, alcohol, Phenibut and much more, all because of my anxiety. I don't know what to do anymore. Im clean from everything except alcohol at the moment, and my anxiety is so high all the time and I'm constantly looking for ways to get drugs to relieve it just for a few hours. I can't do this anymore, I'm so broken because of it and people dont understand. They just think everyone had anxiety and it's natural but it's not!! I'm always on edge and on the verge of panic attacks. I take an SSRI and it doesn't help that much. I've been thinking about going to see a doctor to get put on Benzos or something but I know I'll get hooked and then I'll have even worse anxiety. Why the fuck does this have to be the thing to ruin my life? Why can't I just enjoy things that I want to? fuck anxiety. 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Whenever my anxiety flairs up, I get these stomach knots that make me feel uneasy all the time. Just wondering if any of you have found ways of getting that feeling down to a manageable amount? I've already tried deep breathing and drinking warm water. I also do have quick acting meds for the anxiety, but that only helps slow my mind down. My body still has the symptoms of my anxiety.",5.4392592592592575,7.1239461975308656,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,68.50617283950618,8.85679012345679,32.01851851851852,9.2995712137729,2.9936814814814814,346,15,61,7,6,108,61,81,0.094,0.8079999999999999,0.099,0.3421,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,4,7,4,1,1,12,11,4,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,11,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,4,39,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067702885075967,0.1498417752276367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741977176904312,0.0,0.5733580077594262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081286833344148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835537835183499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894824009647023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20544434992488994,0.0,0.0,0.1957888669088986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511837658649981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250726443571373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081286833344148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891928801361397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250528157477618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14963597513729052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1947518422088889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925845142536288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272136744631118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29745524658989936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20319755761590216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PrincessNiah,2018/03/01,Please help me!! If any of y’all have recently been to the doctor can you send me a picture of the wristband or something just specifying you were at the doctor or hospital. I’m having a depressive/anxiety episode and for some reason told my professor a cousin was sick to get out of class and now I need proof. Thank you so much. I’m stupid I know. ,2.7959624413145576,4.555748056338032,4.148943661971831,86.39318075117373,75.47887323943662,8.11361502347418,25.91784037558686,8.841846274778883,1.8942375586854463,276,10,58,6,6,91,54,71,0.097,0.7909999999999999,0.112,-0.2611,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,0,3,2,1,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,1,12,13,6,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,8,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,4,2,39,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18902218612948904,0.0,0.21263847548317807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5690072382781078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522251581966364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631058541722664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527594291110431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20433242517535388,0.2061036593058302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30511637527452395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857889541484379,0.27445175535987426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398702315186235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255908025876883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656024872311488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Musai,2018/03/01,"random kindness gave me hope For context, I'm in the process of losing my job for budgetary reasons. I have nothing lined up but unemployment at the moment and I've worked here for the last 4 years. As I was leaving the caf, I happened upon a family. (Our building has a public-facing component.) As I walked past this man and his wife and kids, he looked at me and said: ""You're lucky to work in this building, it's so open!"" I replied: ""Well, I'm not working here much longer."" ""Intern?"" ""Something like that."" ""Well, I hope you find something permanent soon!"" I walked off and I still haven't been able to get the lump out of my throat. People care. They really do. Keep fighting.",1.2829417293233083,3.8055527218045135,2.2909727443609045,93.44292528195491,85.69172932330827,4.828759398496241,21.846334586466163,6.322622252153567,0.3668800751879693,524,18,107,5,16,165,95,133,0.069,0.7859999999999999,0.146,0.8844,3,0,2,0,2,0,34.0,1,1,1,4,7,10,1,0,7,0,6,2,1,1,0,16,17,9,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,2,2,0,4,2,16,8,17,13,1,17,0,1,1,0,11,9,0,4,7,65,20,5,0.1760712087266725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17951633182777071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598426565121785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092589497728413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198993948854024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569918839290006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34975687667536576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747235064280255,0.1565001802996326,0.0,0.18335106932124212,0.0,0.14352153502342258,0.0,0.18643398736596792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601949888357123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785547066334606,0.1969786452941792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943259742703314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894507344000148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680798916021491,0.12206560669839395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279572487127584,0.1810305271894228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748403940016127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710964370775251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061069472957294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166183238947643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3845458108529779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338408569864243 anxiety,ghostybuns,2018/03/01,Deleting posts out of fear of sounding stupid... You really think that hiding behind a computer screen can protect you or ease your worry. But I even get nervous even posting online and almost always delete it because I am always worried I’ve said the wrong thing or that I sound stupid. I hate anxiety seeping into every aspect of my life.,4.23,6.8607141428571445,4.800238095238097,79.3489285714286,74.23809523809524,6.104761904761905,26.37301587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.6807587301587303,273,10,42,3,6,87,51,63,0.326,0.606,0.067,-0.9563,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,0,2,6,3,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,8,0,6,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,0,28,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669709400149448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601305078852755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554827477170245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191771609407027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2858652689871105,0.0,0.18232949096923645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24351438013904844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11306202650918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21365389878209973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285236691595855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4145099418123924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13863378219862338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058495201519865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376903426507415,0.13866278361317416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395370208314196,0.0,0.0,0.2366035266295837,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IFollowMtns,2018/03/01,"I've been suffering from really intense & frequent panic attacks lately, but for a brief moment it's interrupted by my excitement. Cross-posting-ish (different content, different sub, same situation). I've been having a lot of panic attacks over health related issues and other stressors that I've been dealing with (but mostly health) and it's just become so overwhelming at times. I'm working overtime in mindfulness meditation, therapy, and going through workbooks on my own, but it feels like its own job with how exhausting it is. With all of my tools there have been times when I have felt not as anxious or at a sustained (but on the cusp) sense of more ease, but I haven't felt *good* in a long time. However, last night I got to talk to some of my best friends (who are scattered all over the country) about some upcoming plans for a reunion and I am SO excited. I think my excitement is overriding all of my systems of anxiety. I had forgotten how good this could feel. All of the friends that I talked to comprised a huge portion of my strongest support system, but time has taken us in different physical locations which makes it harder. So the thought of getting to see them makes me really excited. I'm kind of astonished at how *good* I feel and shocked to realize that I haven't felt this good or happy or so much like myself in such a long fucking time. Literally colors look brighter and I feel like I'm suddenly remembering the good parts of myself. My brain is just soaking all of this up. I said in a previous post on a different sub that the best way I can describe this temporary (I'm assuming) feeling of relief is like my brain is a desert that's finally getting an outpouring of relief, connectedness, and good feelings after a drought. Wanted to share this observation with all of you as it felt pretty momentous to me. I wish I could maintain these happy feelings. Any suggestions on how to maintain these feelings are most definitely welcomed.",6.4205525362318845,7.46666966032609,6.871521739130436,73.10753623188408,65.71195652173913,10.58985507246377,36.80072463768116,10.595843684498618,4.220825724637681,1577,79,271,41,24,514,189,368,0.07200000000000001,0.639,0.289,0.9986,6,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,1,1,1,4,14,35,3,3,18,0,22,6,2,6,6,63,54,27,0,4,12,0,12,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,22,11,0,0,17,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,13,16,30,26,51,39,20,39,0,2,3,1,13,16,1,9,21,192,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423613446221745,0.0,0.052868926721592296,0.0,0.05947433054662678,0.08782915715231343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768911871272011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586269339141989,0.0,0.0,0.16317611490304434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357714975910624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414531600391045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015116688610799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3249058263101998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144796457426411,0.11108137424206299,0.2985876520933213,0.08516530083555357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12013041739496474,0.07187353851018004,0.08123658607921773,0.0,0.044183991598740514,0.3912503937666416,0.06217937962624377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552093415144253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527753834835046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114506049450768,0.07714942116997084,0.0,0.0,0.08095893425110495,0.0,0.06337214481809822,0.08769918355465768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192814484712072,0.0,0.0,0.1376028739961878,0.06528580047235752,0.0,0.0,0.06609559466686704,0.0,0.0,0.10379011636245568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784997836465649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715115370658435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295794772686405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182432842108266,0.0,0.08418971854665053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445774149023991,0.0790941072729397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961023633475342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806936436331386,0.0,0.07395282385918549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061952301763444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738807660504501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822353853601618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497617015212592,0.0,0.0,0.08890761251007516,0.0,0.0,0.04981553712050498,0.0,0.06172044972958553,0.2266672189851443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351706239721934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04585572104025978,0.06170996626575049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08940233945865457,0.0,0.0,0.056598922734465935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tryingnew_in2018,2018/03/01,"Pretending to be friends I'm having a hard time at work...my boss is very manipulative passive aggressive spiteful evil person who thinks everyone loves her...now, somehow she picked me to be closest with on a personal level, and I absolutely cannot stand her. If I disagree or say anything that might hurt her she takes it out on me by making my work life a nightmare . I can't tell her we can't be 'friends' because she'd destroy my career. It's hard to have to act so fake and nice to someone who is a terrible person. I can't stand having to act like someone I'm not, feeding this evil persons ego. Anyone in a similar situation? ",4.26047619047619,5.418560920634924,5.696984126984128,79.15357142857142,70.74603174603175,8.457142857142857,33.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,2.8269904761904754,500,24,96,9,9,169,82,126,0.237,0.648,0.114,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,2,13,5,0,5,0,14,3,0,4,0,15,20,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,2,1,1,1,0,4,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,5,8,0,0,0,3,15,5,13,15,0,12,0,1,0,1,18,7,0,4,2,59,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962739756003095,0.0,0.1407893045804736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429251471608156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348012555185806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643614337858737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30651912910726664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315123684544068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084319072506346,0.08358403948635619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441190876380767,0.0,0.1142013179067316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18149534364042072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5975432260445396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605455464235142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230797435044772,0.0,0.0,0.2899214394806088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863547515453752,0.0,0.14953681543808856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962508167013243,0.0,0.0,0.09976169616752033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116397190471186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24910547535392905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zelis42,2018/03/01,"Warning About Spam PMs and Chats As many of you have probably noticed, our sub has been targeted by spammer. 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Thank you all so much for bringing this to our attention. 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A girl was saying how boys grow that tall these days, 6 ft, 6 ft 2, 6 ft 3, etc. and i said something like ,,hey that's rude to say when i'm also in this conversation'' as a joke(me being 5 ft 9, 18yo), which she replied ,,you're short''. I fucking raged inside and thought about it, i don't know what it is but it really do seems that everyone(males) is taller than me and most girls are my height (east europe). Makes me feel powerless about some facts and genetics, things that you cannot change, yet still be called out for. Wtf. What do you think?",2.152457627118644,3.7661552627118695,2.9120000000000026,95.20206779661018,76.88135593220339,6.753898305084746,20.274576271186444,7.554174236665415,0.2712650847457625,443,10,105,6,10,139,90,118,0.14,0.845,0.015,-0.9361,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,0,8,5,4,0,3,0,10,1,0,3,1,17,20,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,13,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,3,4,9,1,10,15,3,13,0,0,0,1,12,8,1,3,5,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21209256020254866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27081444939250765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805625954594033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104191215037742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957851389601032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341008122497116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451872488145375,0.13856403522575678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575537957691126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295707871934187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770332559975937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990369687464893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522804609311333,0.4218196644859952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414420262592526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20417567652312116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118012618113949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619724449800614,0.16993923978106484,0.0,0.21055130411659945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,caiomatrix,2018/03/01,"Muscle spasm just before sleep So I just got home from college and I'm tired as hell from waking up at 5 a.m. As I try to relaxe and lay down to take a nap, a big twitch/spasm just ""shock"" me into coming back to awareness. It's like a big contraction on the belly. It can be confused as that feeling of falling on your dream and waking up, although I think it's different. I'm not really sure. It's become very common for me and **very** infuriating, but I never read this being discussed as a anxiety symptom. Doest that happen to anyone? How frequent it is? Do you guys have any way to ""cheat"" your alert system? 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I’ve been seeing my girlfriend for nearly a year and I love her dearly, however her anxiety is getting worse and worse, she hurts herself, panics, cries uncontrollably, forgets a lot of things, and she can not leave my side. She can’t sleep alone and panics when I’m not with her, I love her but it has gotten to the stage where I don’t feel as though I can leave her because I’m scared she will end it. I’ve gone for counselling to try and better how I help her but nothing seems to work over time. Is it healthy for me to be with her? And how can I help?",2.4990551181102347,3.8147595748031513,3.39292125984252,93.35709842519688,75.29921259842521,6.33984251968504,22.936220472440944,6.742157984588678,0.4047392125984248,474,13,108,4,10,151,73,127,0.187,0.643,0.171,0.5925,1,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,10,0,5,3,0,12,3,1,2,0,21,24,15,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,6,0,0,4,3,23,4,14,18,1,10,0,1,1,2,17,4,0,2,4,74,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169000613601877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496576317211269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947027423729787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431547520440832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924063178612926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445250657247786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501287794877867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525246733860573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21874620486319868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468275461102778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455586014534389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387259804361554,0.294544530871729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15657129937841024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829025975601099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336714822871626,0.0,0.13002975229631453,0.14854885269686186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329334992424968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058646862069454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840655590929553,0.0,0.1603191066734373,0.0,0.0951489500773452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107854578088632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879371216104635,0.0,0.3325795632448426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507967628291978 anxiety,danielapm,2018/03/01,"Anxiety over a guy I like There’s this guy I like and he likes me back but it’s just sometimes , especially last night he wanted to kiss me and I panicked I blamed it on a headache but I was near tears. I don’t understand why this keeps happening. I live in another state so tonight is my last night with him. The thing is is I want to be with him but i just shut down. I don’t really know what to do. Someone please help!!!",-0.9532967032967044,1.1657508131868148,1.144395604395605,99.32560439560442,95.8131868131868,5.437362637362638,17.98901098901099,7.010146845296331,0.08583956043956054,328,10,81,6,13,108,59,91,0.126,0.682,0.191,0.6219,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,0,14,14,6,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,15,4,10,12,0,13,0,0,0,1,7,6,0,0,9,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110861047771398,0.1540143828558442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15480781359904025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39869019285120977,0.1780325456413319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13494505059511322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789484311360838,0.0,0.0,0.11064389521457807,0.3282162803584229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950741847617536,0.0,0.17777517428504336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778629600470288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099627139602754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897504632855394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058346889631398,0.0,0.19911726508486735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133752520928723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095882063137518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374954206803064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166604230640512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shamankmr,2018/03/01,"Social Anxiety Hello all, I have social anxiety recently, I am web developer by profession so I work late till 1 Am and wake up at around 9 Am. I really feel low and my hands muscles feel weak ,body gets hot in temperature when I go outside or interact with people.I get negative feelings when I have those kind of anxiety . Can you suggest me its cure? Thank you.",1.4871205007824742,4.133729323943665,4.272582159624417,78.48129890453835,86.74647887323944,8.789358372456965,26.198748043818465,9.150863307647796,3.1031771517996867,286,13,53,10,9,101,55,71,0.197,0.768,0.035,-0.8617,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,9,13,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,5,10,2,8,13,1,11,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,1,5,34,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.509552884346656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976521662513237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466232719594193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367923797621585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23200113601216246,0.0,0.12618373985415451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23120819846213786,0.0,0.0,0.2504574748153383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223694706697426,0.0,0.21922605687086352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526595682432741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044137315173398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163917029521674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mohbent,2018/03/01,Right now I’m in the bathroom while I’m supposed to attend a course Anyone familiar with this?,7.157894736842106,6.470840578947367,7.346315789473685,76.23421052631579,64.26315789473685,9.705263157894738,34.78947368421053,8.841846274778883,2.958642105263157,77,3,14,1,1,25,17,19,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6335093519814058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7737350327806667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trappinlikebigworm,2018/03/01,"Any tips for handling social anxiety? Hey, so for the past year I’ve been in rehab for a pretty bad drug problem (not related but whatever) and I feel like my social skills have deteriorated so much, I can’t talk to girls, I am super self critical about situations where I feel like I say the wrong thing and it really makes me feel like shit. I feel like every interaction is a trial I have to overcome and it’s really taxing. I just want to be able to talk to people without it being a huge task. I feel like being social is one of the few last steps I need to work on to turning my life around. Do you guys have any tips for me of what to do? That’s peeps",2.385770750988144,3.7411042173913054,4.523017127799736,84.97962450592888,75.66666666666667,7.626877470355732,21.241106719367586,8.296473431620573,0.9584695652173912,514,12,112,9,11,178,86,138,0.131,0.698,0.171,0.7913,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,3,6,10,1,0,6,0,13,4,1,1,0,17,22,6,0,3,4,0,5,5,0,0,3,1,0,3,6,4,0,0,5,0,1,1,3,4,0,1,1,6,15,6,19,18,2,9,0,0,0,0,12,5,1,0,8,71,21,2,0.12675934699008962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240140543296967,0.0,0.09697055349182852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284269336336775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10583875999526386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470005990793051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106800216924957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204666726520605,0.4527845140871759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551168259633302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332578614159514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953387549835189,0.3096410703871214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461284841834553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318270515511297,0.09399044963129782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589541407816965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100613982112075,0.08787897071268062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289598266967636,0.0,0.12129157584577095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241056708087204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080412047416673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322376440970134,0.0,0.13011664810456422,0.0,0.14248281702530488,0.0,0.3876455732262545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037687231038189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421327764904579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787776966242016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476594707618915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219148708060044,0.0,0.09228231430532156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859144691800268,0.0,0.08162886349317727 anxiety,catsonleashes,2018/03/01,The time was right. My anxiety is waking up three hours early and walking to lecture for an exam more than an hour before the slated time because I can't remember if the last exam started earlier and there's the tiniest possibility the time said in lecture and confirmed over email is wrong.,12.615818181818176,8.460107400000002,11.869545454545454,58.94431818181821,56.81818181818181,13.90909090909091,47.5,11.20814326018867,5.464999999999999,237,11,38,4,2,78,43,55,0.08800000000000001,0.912,0.0,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,4,1,1,0,0,5,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,6,4,1,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,8,26,2,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964149293888124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651391672599402,0.0,0.2184774330271804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5056989091576136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20928752346200785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894498212541788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29085048665115226,0.21926519824881568,0.24423038549408346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173071291807866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44914327309818586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.280718509692602,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tjkarnage,2018/03/01,"Panic/Anxiety Attacks lasting for multiple hours. Hi I’ve never posted here before and I didn’t know it existed but I’m really looking for someone to give me some relatable advice. See I have BPD/Anxiety/Depression and it’s taking a toll on me and all of my relationships. There’s a lot of things that’ll set me off and it could last multiple hours. During these times I can’t seem to find anything to keep me occupied. These attacks have lasted for an entire day before. More recently, I’ve been having really bad anxiety when people don’t respond to my messages. These aren’t creepy messages or anything. Just a normal conversation then they just seem to disappear. Idk if it’s me or if I’m taking it too personally or what but regardless I completely wig out. If anyone has advice for me or even just relatable stories, that’d be really cool. 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My problem is the workload. I go to a creative art school, and major in Creative Writing. Keeping up with the homework is absolute hell. I'm constantly worrying about my GPA, which must stay at a 3.0 in order to keep my scholarship. I'm always so fucking tired. I have ADD and I can't do anything right; always losing and forgetting stuff (I don't take meds for it because I dislike how they make me feel). Today I just found out that I had misplaced one of my classmate's stories that we're supposed to workshop. I feel terrible. Every week something like this happens; I misplace something or forget to do something, and I freak out. I get so anxious that I just wanna kill myself to end the pain. I take the subway to and from school, and I fantasize about just jumping and getting hit by the train. Then it'll be all over and I won't have to stress out anymore.",3.1026270053475966,4.998409700534765,4.175611631016043,85.94224097593586,74.98930481283422,6.172326203208556,29.869318181818183,6.9077264865688965,1.713535026737968,742,34,140,7,16,241,114,187,0.205,0.695,0.1,-0.9693,0,0,3,0,0,2,22.0,0,0,1,1,8,13,4,1,7,0,13,5,0,3,2,34,33,14,2,4,4,0,2,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,8,14,0,2,3,1,1,2,3,10,0,1,2,2,28,3,24,26,3,18,1,1,0,3,4,9,2,1,6,98,36,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290944038575524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552076334876974,0.13652536988299646,0.0,0.0,0.11328547118192744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839184958372046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14876552198137713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192915139112845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598757984856653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921377635085835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094110923958046,0.0,0.1272678451678159,0.14384717203853067,0.0,0.07823743645080344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173552925210485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244723591349104,0.30460890985285105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725551578449909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401043437515444,0.0,0.0,0.2484936748928987,0.0,0.183783138175334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529133039606846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328446594839536,0.0,0.1464838515069268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172554085966792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756402249328615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786459682779108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179406577513417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467311561034295,0.0,0.0,0.15769326953170482,0.0,0.1575919670687839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20701189564102734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582241381869809,0.13048906311876568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811975996504436,0.0,0.11042549279418812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980413982696596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rock_crystal,2018/03/01,"What is your Anxiety Mount Everest? We know, that anxiety comes in various sizes and shapes and we must all have an anxiety, that is especially severe and difficult to overcome. Mine is to drive, being behind the steering wheel. I got my driver's license 6 years ago. I drived in the driving lessons, the driving test and one time after the test with my boyfriend at the passenger seat. Since then, I haven't driven because my greatest fear is to run someone down and ruin someone's life. To kill somebody. To impair someone for ever. I just know, that it would haunt me forever and I could never ever forgive my self and I would too experience so much pain and from intrusive thoughts. This anxiety, this phobia, I haven't found a way to cure and I don't know, if I ever will. 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I think I might have to withdraw for just this semester but it’ll mess up my financial aid. I saw a therapist on campus last semester and I remember her saying something about medically withdrawing for a semester or something like that. I feel like everything is piling up and I’m drowning ",3.236071428571428,6.226253321428577,4.5431428571428585,77.45185714285714,81.26190476190476,9.074285714285717,29.82857142857143,9.3871,3.6984085714285713,365,18,61,12,10,120,58,84,0.14400000000000002,0.777,0.079,-0.5152,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,1,2,0,6,2,0,0,0,15,12,8,1,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,10,2,10,7,0,9,0,1,1,1,2,7,1,2,4,39,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710068415523343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19253394645598915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009025784274245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302811325632528,0.15969641683932667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665834653120047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822142465184042,0.0,0.0,0.2428759457340834,0.0,0.0,0.218419879252304,0.0,0.0,0.19782511761241275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251921809279694,0.0,0.23713971762077315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14320490659859875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532262860106494,0.19090121678404406,0.0,0.17776730808493196,0.0,0.2262335588222115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3441827249676752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369166012899234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595461879772261,0.0,0.28646972853379304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,YesImWelsh,2018/03/01,"Small amount of win So for the past couple years, my anxiety/ panic attacks have been so bad that I couldn't leave the house without getting wasted for dutch courage, and even then couldn't bring myself to go into shops etc, so had to stay in the car. I love cars and driving, but my license sat on the shelf unused. Couldn't even walk to the kitchen without getting 'out of breath' and panicking. This past week though, my fiancee injured her foot, meaning she can't really walk or drive. So I've been driving around, going shopping and as a result cut waaaay back on the booze, and actually feel great. Sure the panics are still there, but somehow are less depressing when I can say 'I did something today'. Sorry for the long post, I realize that many of you don't have trouble doing regular crap like that so man not understand why I'm so excited, but believe me, getting in the car and popping out for some milk has been the highlight of my past 2 years! If you read this far, then thanks x ",6.446686972820992,6.313747314432992,6.129418931583881,82.52996719775072,65.54639175257732,8.910215557638239,32.58481724461106,8.296473431620573,2.3145216494845364,785,29,154,9,11,244,128,194,0.128,0.7090000000000001,0.162,0.8218,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,1,15,16,3,2,11,0,17,8,3,1,1,29,30,22,0,4,8,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,1,5,10,3,0,4,3,2,11,8,8,0,0,6,2,15,8,22,21,4,36,0,1,0,1,8,10,1,4,14,101,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.131986782647024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346767710360724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040326614621387,0.0,0.1538690731272895,0.0,0.10400070807395448,0.11293006227049072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523830818420814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496541520913696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649265036741192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084212194615634,0.17866580239197985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683876517446607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21199131070977534,0.0,0.15373405413291422,0.0,0.0,0.1491161927172324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606305190153558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14321270913719428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607746606608729,0.0,0.0,0.11969407309262615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207052595496745,0.0,0.0,0.13712465361524334,0.0,0.1473294591022484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173789805932001,0.0,0.0,0.3873410149284356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295343635408596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13528895062563834,0.0,0.08664611837217917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755809688982663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412386641471467,0.0,0.15140393190167625,0.0,0.14416100858298295,0.1080127009586292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747373868163994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452219161882393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13288474659052252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820341260713414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080246567551408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849127640800348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204420819348252,0.0,0.0,0.2607568766972244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419615720680032 anxiety,plainblueberries,2018/03/01,"Tapering off meds I have been on Paxil for a year now. I was taking 20 mg every day and 2 months ago, I decided to taper off. I have gradually reduced the dosage to 10 mg per day. I started skipping a day of dosage. And since skipping the dosage, I have been feeling very negative and angry all the time. I had also started my placement at a school as I am studying to be a teacher. Due to my negative outlook, the school deemed me unfit for a placement and I don’t know what to do. I went to school every day on time but I was not enthusiastic or energetic at my school.i did not like the human interaction much and did not want to speak to my colleagues as much. They annoyed me to the point that I would rage with anger within if I saw them. I have also been having brain zaps as well. I am under serious worrying about whether this negativity is coming from the side effects or that’s just who I am as a person. Are these side effects normal? 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I'm very worried. I am 27 and male. I was sick for a week or so with the flu and am finally getting better just as the sun is coming out and its warming up. Then I start to feel anxious and agitated, and then panic attack, once a day for two days, then today was a bad one, It lasted about half an hour and came in waves before it got terrifying levels of bad. I have had very few changes lately, I have seasonal effective disorder and was finally starting to feel better after a long winter of depression. I felt really, really good today. Almost euphoric. I was dancing getting ready for work, and the attack came out of nowhere. So Its pretty weird for me have panic attacks these days. I'm also no longer on medication for the anxiety and depression. It killed my libido and I decided I could handle it, and it has gone well for two years. (It's had its ups and downs, but my outlook on life has become such that i'm okay with that most of the time). The part I'm most worried about is I experienced something sort of similar several years ago from a medication interaction. It was serotonin sickness. I was in the worst panic attack I have ever experienced for about a week b4 my dr could see me. I would have been in the hospital if I had any money. It was a living nightmare, nothing could describe that horror. I was screaming and crying for a week strait. I have been in the hospital literally on deaths door with grievous injury and I would prefer it to serotonin sickness. I'm just really scared its going to happen again, I'm not sure if its possible but it feels very similar, just much shorter. Back then it slowly built over several days. I'm very scared. I have a pdoc because i'm trying to get my add under control, but not taking anything yet. I mention it because while I have one, it will be a month b4 I can see her.",4.193131868131868,5.368236910256414,5.605732600732602,79.68057692307694,70.92307692307693,8.443223443223442,28.287545787545792,8.841846274778883,2.2319853479853484,1545,56,295,28,28,521,188,390,0.205,0.726,0.068,-0.9952,0,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,5,16,26,6,6,23,1,39,8,0,2,2,54,67,30,2,8,11,0,5,0,0,3,8,1,1,1,22,24,0,1,7,1,1,6,4,19,1,6,20,10,30,7,43,40,9,62,0,2,2,0,4,17,0,7,39,213,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368532215972496,0.0,0.07194133277932584,0.0,0.0,0.057453576618958765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0488563460288792,0.0,0.05496042104889592,0.08116320794357522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059121444986126426,0.0,0.0,0.4086642941162714,0.0,0.05524355881116589,0.11997338579949275,0.08759080371374693,0.07934599242752371,0.061133905381938525,0.0,0.0,0.12708026149932558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643406665798672,0.0,0.0,0.07600136732399658,0.06188719686022087,0.0,0.0,0.08057909299408121,0.17208463154050946,0.0,0.07891719971965226,0.23166700414668376,0.0,0.12375816858986136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233938489205116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498696112333095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089793713258334,0.0,0.06898145354567993,0.15740305942605992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150141983422188,0.0,0.04083056941656301,0.060259292200306964,0.057460165644711486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353136302869061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075181366751264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948468024301363,0.0,0.0,0.11712480762582812,0.08104309892197302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05074550281847688,0.0,0.0,0.06343951941093717,0.06357963026115633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447504318350052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057345151227199485,0.0,0.0528135658236879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06893620258019904,0.0,0.0,0.07651145637129371,0.0973666325273328,0.0,0.0,0.33717355784463665,0.0,0.07779999096726936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08099325289660719,0.0,0.07309112012281171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807521192977731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385664384154814,0.0,0.11450064451579635,0.0,0.0,0.16232641588715044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530897860653915,0.0,0.0,0.1017030276728296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771206764025836,0.0,0.0540177053241017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378556381489123,0.0,0.13619931816460534,0.0,0.0,0.048777322489954235,0.0,0.14036218927412158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23711511393160245,0.0,0.0,0.17288663663180295,0.0,0.06459633439492958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05230324739782392,0.1459220264589637,0.07321511744777019,0.10207175402080647,0.0,0.0,0.13879543466891509 anxiety,shilohpineapple,2018/03/01,"I can't sleep I'm too scared I need comfort I'm sure this is an anxiety for other peeps out there too but I've been up all night thinking over and over about these shootings and how they have been happening more often. I'm scared to go to campus tomorrow and this past month I have had an eerie feeling in my stomach that my campus is due. That somebody out there is either thinking about it or planning it right now. This is going to sound mean but In my seminar class, which we just have discussions, there's this 1 dude who has scared me from the beginning. He has no empathy or sympathy, his eyes are dark and cold, and he just stands out so much more than the rest. Oh yeah and he is very intellectual. Anyways, he scares the shit out me especially after this talk we had about death. He said he sees death as a nuisance and he wouldn't care about the people close to him dying. Long story short since I'm rambling... my anxiety is all over the place about my university being shot up soon and I can't sleep at all.",2.9976555839727155,4.663815062801934,3.809065075305487,89.44109974424556,74.70048309178745,7.189428815004263,23.287581699346404,7.928766900206844,0.9908575731741962,806,23,173,12,17,257,123,207,0.157,0.75,0.093,-0.9408,0,0,0,1,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,1,18,8,1,4,8,1,20,5,5,1,4,34,36,15,3,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,13,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,5,6,16,3,26,29,8,29,1,0,2,0,16,16,1,3,10,117,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677149888884766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577811678708998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060935533473053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824785122438645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17589958258587562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684771480709731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695168330624655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685715666893346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352250174714062,0.0,0.1137613841296309,0.11474751271948985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452253642905742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772940892110395,0.10728636099928994,0.0,0.1616841223476974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321583593596462,0.14720570026824284,0.0,0.6197396697012152,0.0,0.12331823841753857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885190242162806,0.12801341920672296,0.0,0.30972985647267026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14585302879852186,0.0,0.0,0.1243847339698422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983191619572416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276875701262327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,youthslipping,2018/03/01,Finding people to dorm with I'm not really great with making friends in college. The season of finding roommates to apply for next years housing has arrived. The people I considered my best friends are doing a four person suite together. It seems that I never find a group of people who are my closest friends. I'm an outsider looking in half the time. Your grocery store brand pasta. No name brand shoes. Faux fur. It sucks. I'm stuck in this void where I don't belong to a close group yet I'm friends with that group. I've always wondered what my life would be like if I was outgoing and flipped my personality.,2.9224509803921563,5.426755915966389,3.54808823529412,87.28723039215687,78.07563025210084,5.64733893557423,26.723389355742306,6.816661863887847,1.275335574229692,490,20,91,5,12,154,82,119,0.081,0.7509999999999999,0.168,0.9019,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,2,8,1,0,7,0,8,3,1,1,1,16,18,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,1,2,7,5,1,0,5,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,1,9,7,12,14,1,12,0,0,1,0,12,6,1,3,7,53,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853876021578174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174728226559847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4565254561251321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145403737498784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835634221917416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19211507055479324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760168574960372,0.08134197621213769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981546432641814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113797492499128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284126749965778,0.0,0.17707134409594494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34628396370292946,0.2907573454054768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666217878958692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157252635405766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708568246292483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805587878885116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827462211976587,0.0,0.0,0.10721854604404613 anxiety,BumblerMufflin,2018/03/01,"Could bullying in my childhood be causing my issues in adulthood? How can I get over it? I had a breakdown tonight about something everyone else finds silly. I had a piano test and I practiced for hours and hours only to freeze in front of the teacher and couldn't even play the songs correctly. I just started crying because I felt useless, worthless, and that I am not good at anything. It does sound stupid when I type it out but I'm sure someone out there can understand. I've been unemployed for a couple months and it ended because I accused them of misconduct. Now I am close to an offer with another company but I am constantly worried if they will contact my previous employer, what are they going to say, if I will even get an offer, etc. I have struggled with the feelings of depression and anxiety for many years, basically a feeling where I am never truly happy, life is a struggle, I am not good enough, and I have constant worries that never end. I am always hard on myself as if I have to be the best at everything I do (perfectionist complex) and no matter how well I do I always dwell on negatives of everything. Getting to the point...I was bullied in elementary/middle school by people who I thought were friends. I was talked about and ended up alone at the end of graduation, hanging out with people who just took me in but weren't my friends. In high school, I made new friends and the same thing happened where I just distanced myself and they didn't like it so they wanted to make my life hell by spreading rumors, being mean in general and making me feel like shit. I wasn't innocent in all of it either, I fought back but it left me mistrusting of people and doubting my self worth. I'm wondering now if this whole thing could have caused me to feel like I need to prove something to myself all the time, or because I need gratification from others because I feel like I'm being judged. My parents never stressed me out and never made me feel bad about myself. My brother doesn't let anything phase him but I constantly drill on things and can't let go. It drives me nuts that I can't ever be proud or happy with myself and it prevents me from being happy in general. What can I do to get over this?",5.191517241379311,6.0975540367816095,5.803448275862071,80.17137931034483,68.40229885057471,8.482758620689657,31.32183908045977,8.641336200584522,2.4702873563218386,1766,71,330,27,29,573,211,435,0.226,0.691,0.084,-0.9969,4,1,2,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,5,2,20,31,4,5,15,0,43,3,1,8,10,85,74,32,0,10,17,2,9,4,3,2,2,3,0,1,22,25,0,1,14,2,1,6,15,13,1,0,15,12,60,18,54,46,8,58,1,3,0,0,21,27,2,8,29,254,82,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07731277490285042,0.0,0.0,0.12422616687701014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827489573752927,0.0571054858105552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12285782289590318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739967423118893,0.0623279293504869,0.18201881656476074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783384296096615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533680372571476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420037798569933,0.0,0.11920064532631028,0.08259654897042654,0.08199727991148431,0.0,0.0,0.0642941793883018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532493367594915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062358792761239915,0.0,0.2644637468718723,0.07713129832486823,0.08325220876278817,0.098608548378931,0.06752335436072916,0.0,0.07132932566113337,0.1341775479571114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646551187640954,0.15998555466607636,0.07167374888084907,0.0,0.06822688395155156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301848838599462,0.0,0.15600191447326273,0.0,0.08484831294796885,0.12522233600202215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601094534433162,0.2383924275311867,0.0668699106623934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886966920700983,0.0,0.0,0.14702640970915026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791307708849142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110522799521029,0.1526651952623162,0.10545212485078782,0.14587689243495494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126741113669014,0.09965618717751586,0.07568131594818203,0.0,0.08131351328024451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05958329025164494,0.0,0.0,0.11070103437534937,0.23029243755901505,0.07209546585177444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677313807265834,0.0,0.0,0.0828877266505723,0.0,0.0,0.155254491215276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056645145629671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936305470163281,0.0,0.1510954435029369,0.0,0.0,0.07787410339201163,0.0,0.07662505920086697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632489750758632,0.11493529462600326,0.0,0.0,0.052836210975297324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550898706546954,0.15607651320145788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035481977829215,0.0,0.0,0.0599992034015803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487783649369345,0.0,0.0,0.059262142740568215,0.04352782633619174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293663127632392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771115995648396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04402930143357206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711748175876889,0.0,0.0,0.08334178257451938,0.0,0.0,0.08095252938748969,0.0,0.15161725569726525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04807083942584893 anxiety,_seangp,2018/03/01,"A short list of complaints. I'm 27. Educated with lots of student debt. Living at home. Working part time. Can hardly support myself. Apply for terrible jobs often. Have never stumbled upon a desirable job. Addicted to the internet even though it is incredibly irritating. For example how I mistype every other word on a touch screen and auto correct is never right. It gives me brain fog. Stuck in a sense of extreme vagueness. Now it's 2am and I can't stop tthinking about how there is no easy way forward. I never asked for any of this. Life is hard guys. Just a little venting. Anyone else ever feel this way? I want to just want to run from all these problems. It feels as if for every thing I'd want to do, or want to be -- this society we've built demands I be pulled elsewhere and away from myself. 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I don’t know what to do. I’m literally about to ghost my job. I’ve put everything into it for the past 5 years. And all I’ve gotten is night after night of being shit on. I’m only 23, and the only reason I haven’t quit is because of the uncertain. The uncertain is what triggers my anxiety. I don’t know what to do. Please help.",-0.5478481012658207,1.5916628860759516,2.7264430379746862,89.5861202531646,91.0253164556962,5.6916455696202535,18.02658227848101,7.1686216300943375,0.4176521518987344,284,8,62,5,10,102,46,79,0.202,0.71,0.08800000000000001,-0.8519,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,2,4,0,9,1,1,2,2,11,15,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,12,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920437860281116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14279962972698285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21053322428489527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701614023968766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246186973878155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574807640748941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396647618010253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563228570857131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236228351073211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571415653181676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23549090411015586,0.0,0.2491589507517709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408530809080679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404593170794265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562368699281266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085249317032332 anxiety,sexygrandma10,2018/03/01,"Has anyone else ever been terrified that they had borderline personality disorder? I just spent hours googling things again, and I am terrified that I have it. Is this something anyone else has gone through?",7.1459047619047595,10.054423971428577,6.154285714285718,71.71904761904764,66.42857142857143,10.380952380952381,34.52380952380953,10.504223727775694,4.375380952380953,169,8,26,5,3,51,28,35,0.276,0.7240000000000001,0.0,-0.9013,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758447554393591,0.5507502311859888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080208293149746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490269242390131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431076900332885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646732465876077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346697874377565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069036279695966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17855138156358802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WitheredHarp192,2018/03/01,"I actually got a job It's a small victory, but it was so hard. I circled the place 3 or 4 times debating whether or not I should leave, whether I should just lie about how I tried but they weren't hiring. Instead I took a few deep breaths and did it. During the interview I kept my cool but I'm still a little rattled. I start friday. I'm so proud.",0.2134999999999998,2.210683066666668,2.3835833333333305,94.671375,85.0,5.883333333333333,22.708333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.6634333333333338,270,10,64,4,8,91,53,75,0.035,0.816,0.149,0.8105,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,7,2,0,0,6,1,5,1,1,1,0,14,11,11,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,2,10,2,1,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,41,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.31219460860094106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558682965819048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865844142773837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31747005350804064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387478259496379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3206426921608995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342470640075325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264401795216918,0.0,0.25548757400876043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18654723016312613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35544156797911763,0.217203871191407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nznugs,2018/03/01,"Stuck in a rut In sheer desperation and nowhere else to turn I'm leaking my thoughts into this post. In the last week since my first visit to the psychologist I've found myself completely immobile. I haven't left the house except when I have to. I've done nothing but eat, sleep and hang out at home with my flatmates. But when they've been at work I've done nothing. I have no motivation, no joy, no desire to do anything but exist. And I want out. I hate living like this, I hate the fact that I want with every fibre of me, to get up and go do something to make my life better. But I just can't. You know that brain block where you just. can't. I need help, as I said I visited a psychologist and getting all those thoughts out into the open with someone professional felt good at the time but all I've done since my session is eat a multivitamin. Please, if anyone has any resources, ideas, hobbies, activities, brain building techniques, anything at all, I'm all ears.",3.6725043177892935,5.205811621761658,4.529554404145081,85.50486701208985,72.67875647668394,7.219205526770295,26.856303972366142,7.793537801064563,1.4333014853195165,765,27,157,10,15,247,111,193,0.111,0.731,0.158,0.8251,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,4,5,6,2,0,9,0,13,7,4,2,5,41,32,14,0,5,9,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,5,14,2,1,7,0,0,4,6,2,0,1,10,3,20,4,25,22,4,27,0,0,0,0,6,16,0,1,7,96,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671385694125516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916071694067983,0.0,0.20986622780413705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112775724254901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28469547361427205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369594790196104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914731205759587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26095720437383124,0.1065215409059454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074360004022876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224333864596454,0.0,0.0,0.1084632986050676,0.0,0.13981246176666148,0.0,0.0,0.13324154925188325,0.0,0.07246911492572497,0.1069526493068066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517872477291885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546991113224918,0.0,0.12790688619675306,0.0,0.0,0.14713397506753662,0.0,0.14394772567924966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007833076953424,0.10394088627437092,0.0,0.0,0.13854427706220465,0.0,0.09006687215643196,0.0622968737714274,0.0,0.11259715180849325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511655011992597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454997634971678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447061433975969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997202263793812,0.0,0.0,0.12212311359664325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129496447500634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096171013363035,0.0,0.1276060365503596,0.0,0.10804215392043973,0.09816646655522313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20246366174160985,0.07435440822869041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386985583308941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15042206001882813,0.0,0.10228399716373446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283167246558054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mindsetexpert,2018/03/01,"Oral Exam Friday I have a 45 minute oral exam Friday with two faculty members from my department (history/poli sci/international relations), and I am intensely afraid of dissociating/brain fog/literally not being able to make sense of the words being said at me. I cannot graduate without completing this exam, does anyone have kind words or more importantly advice for this type of test??",8.957647058823529,9.782781235294117,9.607647058823533,56.459411764705926,60.17647058823529,13.270588235294115,36.117647058823536,12.602617957971056,5.365047058823528,316,13,46,11,4,107,55,68,0.0,0.9,0.1,0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,8,8,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,1,1,5,1,9,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,29,7,6,0.3182485992327585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109888478993794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22252682023204565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552706878747377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33367760136256464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27850149382805145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314069426870144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21243341122873946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30272729606627025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108826381203026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067802929326317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bishimitsu,2018/03/01,"Why do I feel things moving inside my head ? Whenever I feel some intense emotion , I can feel a surge of activity(?) , blood flow(?) and tingling nerves all over my head , primarily in the scalp and temple region . I was wondering if this has to do with the musculature/vascular structures in that area or if its something to do with the brain's sensory processing in general. Sometimes even the throbbing sensations become more pronounced ? Or Is this what people call somatization and hyper sensitivity? I've had a brain MRI done for similiar(and worse) symptoms but it shows nothing . But I've been diagnosed with severe anxiety . 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I have always drank and I bought a litre of vodka in the morning. I went to McDonalds twice and bought a chicken tender meal and the second time I bought 20 nuggets and an Ice cream. I'm only 19 and it's scaring me because I keep consuming bad things. I go to my lectures drunk because it's the only way I can cope which is basically my excuse to drink. I cancelled my counselling and my addiction support. I don't know what i'm doing with my life is this normal for someone my age to be going through something like this?,2.8913533834586502,4.035082082706769,4.502263157894738,86.4723421052632,74.03759398496241,6.823759398496243,28.33759398496241,7.1686216300943375,1.4695870676691731,499,20,104,5,10,168,79,133,0.136,0.813,0.051,-0.8934,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,7,0,2,7,0,8,7,0,0,0,14,22,9,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,10,4,1,1,3,3,3,1,4,0,2,5,1,18,3,12,16,1,11,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,5,69,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559640622566512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645588910487652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3302561833188156,0.2411151801339919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19373743391997628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247923225370051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578536239986006,0.0,0.0,0.10868816839660386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968944837010036,0.09661949753509913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813535510283162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937707348762412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3008230834923735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210350704015719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960007115208444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756825812326054,0.15225153525620405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244248811882964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627766582146855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532016179390857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697910191701325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333299777276876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pvrisyelyah,2018/03/01,"I feel like i’m losing everyone My anxiety is the highest its been in a long time. I constantly feel as if i’m annoying people or making them mad or just being a burden. Now this guy my girlfriend is friends with called our relationship “stupid” and encouraged my girlfriend to experiment with other people. He bought her an expensive present and my anxiety keeps telling me it’s to win her over and make us break up. I voiced my feelings to her and it made her upset that i was anxious, but i cant help it. Now her parents are really upset with me for “making her choose”, but i wasn’t trying to do that. I hate this feeling of everyone being upset at me. I know people say not to worry what others think but my anxiety is making it difficult. What do i do?",3.9782356459330153,5.151899730263158,5.635933014354071,79.26744019138758,71.43421052631578,8.948325358851674,28.291866028708128,9.339509955726095,2.4935578947368406,597,22,115,13,11,204,92,152,0.219,0.7020000000000001,0.079,-0.9635,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,0,1,2,3,14,4,3,4,0,13,0,0,5,0,28,29,11,0,1,8,1,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,13,7,0,1,7,0,2,0,3,10,0,0,5,6,27,4,15,22,0,11,0,1,0,0,21,4,0,3,7,86,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437910623130344,0.16923199729996713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296312366106352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188119111672153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28628171526246826,0.0,0.1465336952139351,0.0,0.0,0.3029746628839841,0.10701755223045704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573554347659537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14832610910804608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478970427828644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040815980458008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13314962342858588,0.0,0.0,0.08232647187216571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07318498842579327,0.0,0.0,0.13256878441977166,0.0,0.16758851264054755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417449148581274,0.3999721564344244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633579765259346,0.0,0.0,0.3115585464698251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596607660266074,0.0,0.0,0.1608297435040927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912742035400548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093229490126415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959861521710123,0.0,0.0,0.08734991302435516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017047491969296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801916329865431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212974334920853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,liviapng,2018/03/01,"I’m having Auditory hallucinations, does anyone else deal with these? Recently I’ve been hearing things that aren’t there. It started with a constant clicking and scratching once we moved into a new house. I thought it could be mice, though my mother never heard anything. The sound started following me on my way to school though. Then came times where I hear myself responding to a question, feel my lips moving, only to be told I’ve been staring into space and haven’t said anything. It’s super disorienting. Lately though, I’ve been hearing screams. It manifested first outside, so I even though the sound came from behind my ear I thought it was probably just someone in the distance. But every night before I sleep, on my way to school, and when I’m working in class I hear screams. Short painfully loud screeches that make me jump and panic. I don’t know what to do. I have anxiety and depression, is this a part of that? Am I getting worse? This isn’t the first time I ever felt crazy as a result of my mental illness, but instead of feeling like I’m in a fog or a spell I cant break out of, I feel like my mind is failing me. I’m scared. 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I've noticed that if I'm debating politics or religion with strangers on Reddit, things can get kind of nasty and I find myself turning into an emotional wreck. Sometimes I'll stay up until 2 am debating and checking my inbox :(",7.815733333333334,8.530497640000009,8.374000000000002,64.71033333333335,62.6,11.466666666666667,42.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,5.513066666666668,222,13,32,6,3,74,44,50,0.211,0.759,0.03,-0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21961572238897814,0.0,0.0,0.2007332926084217,0.2941477982886218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398188392091912,0.3229268132144417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623862872837944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.299975323340797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29895006242162114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268429413745487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28392985902271833,0.0,0.0,0.30598951215047343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907234633573302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122610410627921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,inushibaa,2018/03/01,"loss of sensation in Genitalia from sSRIs? This is very personal and embarrassing but I was wondering if anyone else has experienced a loss of sensation in their genitalia while taking SSRIs? I'm not 100% that it's entirely due to the antidepressants but I have a suspicion it has some kind of role in it (on top of a decrease in libido). I was on lexapro for 2.5 years and noticed a huge drop in my libido but for awhile I didn't care because I wasn't in a relationship and was a virgin. Prior to taking it I did masturbate regularly and climaxed almost every time I did, I had an annoyingly high libido too so I was actually happier after my libido dropped when starting/taking lexapro. However, I very rarely orgasmed after starting the medication and even to this day, I have orgasmed two times at the most in the past 3 years (through masturbation but not sex). After losing my virginity I realized that I had very little to no feeling during sex (nipples, clitoris, vagina, etc). My partner isn't small either so I didn't understand why I hardly felt anything when he penetrated or fingered me. Oddly, despite hardly having any sensation, I do get quite wet and don't ever experience dryness. It's as if there's a disconnect between my nerves and my ability to perceive sensation? I've been off lexapro for almost 5 months now and I do think a little bit of sensation returned but it's still not 100% (I can probably feel around 30% of what's going on compared to 5% sensation while on lexapro). I feel the least amount of sensation when in cowgirl position. Doctors have suggested that it might just be a psychological thing where I'm too nervous but honestly I'm not sure if that's true. I googled it and some individuals said they experienced it too but I just want to know if anyone else has. Or even if you don't take antidepressants but experience this. I want to know how to cope with it. It's not the end of the world but not being able to experience pleasure can be quite frustrating when in an intimate relationship. I'm already self conscious due to inexperience in the first place but this on top makes it harder to improve or work on techniques to pleasure my partner and myself.",5.661381791118831,6.986405453237412,6.883158852228565,71.32489208633096,67.60911270983215,10.164194161911851,34.2833870834367,10.324001499409627,3.837901744811048,1762,83,307,46,29,596,201,417,0.07200000000000001,0.821,0.107,0.9496,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,1,2,9,20,14,2,2,19,0,31,10,4,2,3,64,55,38,0,7,27,0,8,0,2,1,2,1,0,4,22,12,0,0,12,0,0,1,13,7,0,2,14,11,34,7,51,37,8,58,0,3,0,7,13,29,0,15,26,221,56,2,0.10253936061945022,0.0,0.1000636244839882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535671576085154,0.0,0.11315473424629095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973028144572813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339581020801292,0.2101273849912949,0.08438115687005876,0.09128177055819832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06250704249768081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119464243348776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10454571204167676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661294047298916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495338055874648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17131695646835796,0.0,0.0908194382141502,0.0,0.11435849214655038,0.13545256123480953,0.09275272216947693,0.08639383380824668,0.0,0.0,0.3009095113394657,0.0,0.0,0.1555409450767558,0.0,0.09845386651372603,0.0,0.0,0.0872199277606477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357258376762603,0.0,0.058275481660526325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371025266404556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833846429600473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677896490321874,0.112705901921002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055427547945591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471531598051025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844581944466732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032976181362324,0.0,0.10877805745644407,0.0,0.0,0.08184593936388154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674174169155024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788542228176354,0.0,0.08953341456538869,0.10713180745692256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055477367857657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181264636763364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201777980416609,0.0,0.0,0.09753841322640816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697091612968228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257788721363959,0.0,0.08188806584618481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966421338803448,0.0,0.23129051401483386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812259490794406,0.0657030819270301,0.0,0.0,0.11958305155379235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016605577336493,0.10674709064962544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538171339048741,0.1209607431931544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252582398176724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119956255551704,0.0746498757688506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206397270786166 anxiety,throwaway234701,2018/03/01,"Can’t make friends because of my social anxiety and my ADHD meds Ughhh alright so for starters in school I don’t have any friends 0 at all no one talks to me it’s almost like I’m not there it’s mostly my fault I don’t talk to anybody because of my anxiety, I’ve got GAD and I also take adderall for my ADHD (which makes me antisocial as it is). anyway after about 2 months of school I was super depressed one night and tried to crawl out of my hell hole and make some friends so I made a “potential friends” list and marked down people I thought would be cool to be friends with, I found one of the people on my list on Instagram (I follow my school on Instagram and she was in my suggestions). anyway I requested to follow her 2-3 times and kept getting declined well today she blocked me and it’s a big set back for me (idk if she knows it’s my instagram I mean she knows my name but I use my shortened nickname in my username), it’s been a sad school year for me I come home kind of sad everyday that no one talks to me when it’s almost 1000% my fault, who would want to talk to someone who doesn’t talk ? But at the same time it sucks man no one sits with me at lunch, no one says hi when they see me idk what to do. This is abnormal for me because about 2-3 years ago I used to have a ton of friends at my school I used to be the funniest kid in the school and I got on my ADHD medication and I can’t even talk to anyone anymore I feel like I could make some friends if someone would talk to me first idk what to do. 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I started going through anxietybc.com tools and I'd heard and read about worry scripts before. I tried it for the first time. I feel my imagination/anxiety really runs free. In this worry script, I lose my job, partner, and end up suicidal. It was pretty intense. I know that it is supposed to be. But should I be doing a debrief or trying to challenge these thoughts? Have other people done worry scripts on their own. Was it helpful?",2.6882769556025394,5.643439476744188,3.6497885835095154,82.82047568710361,84.46511627906978,5.452854122621565,25.26004228329809,6.980632752743323,1.4619674418604656,369,15,62,5,11,118,65,86,0.197,0.6779999999999999,0.125,-0.8394,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,3,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,15,5,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,8,3,0,0,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,5,2,9,3,8,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,6,43,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282003203013354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773917513718432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17767515452976865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377718458984993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778828663656912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768242564478629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09867314395011233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637488402058555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229262602406833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541787873210543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536496330739168,0.0,0.19423813522411085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12036734126527378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766355630207678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366856257367336,0.0,0.11122642877113904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289024661082128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18991382652868427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378361392999782,0.20248027684606326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575530943244186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7052845614460916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,t_sully_,2018/03/01,"Nervous to take the first dose of Remeron Hi all, I’ve struggled with anxiety for a few years now and the effects have really come and gone throughout my life. I’m about to graduate college and that has seriously made me feel really anxious these past few weeks. I decided to see a doctor and seek out medication to help me out. He prescribed me Remeron, as this is my first time taking anti-anxiety pills I was wondering what your experiences with this drug are like? I’m obviously anxious about this big change and want to be as well informed as possible about it. Thank you!",7.561484848484845,7.334171754545458,7.865454545454547,71.32484848484852,63.27272727272727,11.696969696969695,37.42424242424242,11.20814326018867,4.280242424242424,463,21,84,12,6,152,78,110,0.111,0.792,0.097,-0.1724,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,3,5,6,0,2,4,0,6,6,0,2,2,19,18,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,3,1,2,3,2,9,3,17,14,3,12,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,8,55,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735001180122655,0.4038933204509683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18910319949799734,0.15398495245933652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296729515351426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730355632883765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486049228917866,0.0,0.0,0.09038586419610617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041044353386613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11981831364892595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126262688172437,0.08733256255927042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914598076158258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800807719157548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706455843013935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20152378568672125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290350403475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244768867259186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868776010467436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688088718925559,0.0,0.0,0.16457716581764714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042357443491478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543662283189753,0.0,0.1433895963044472,0.0,0.1607257071816766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385638723326853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11511486216520572 anxiety,elamental870,2018/03/01,Is it just me or does everyday feel like a mega cringe compilation I wish it was socially acceptable to tell people how fucking annoying they are. ,12.82888888888889,9.018269666666667,12.421481481481482,54.09666666666668,56.03703703703704,18.20740740740741,49.22222222222222,15.903189008614273,7.682733333333332,119,6,20,5,1,40,26,27,0.095,0.667,0.238,0.5434,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,2,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505679806676062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255552441685445,0.2861889005173868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37034847836323403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957130483311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27772577489277284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083615087694688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501422779631353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606705202908076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Empress618,2018/03/01,"Freaking out, possibly pregnant I wanted to post somewhere. I was diagnosed with anxiety and put on 20mg fluoxetine in September. Since January i have felt pregnant. But every test has been negetive.",5.261764705882354,8.734100176470589,6.466176470588237,63.8427941176471,76.64705882352942,10.458823529411768,40.852941176470594,10.125756701596842,6.1373764705882365,162,11,21,6,4,54,31,34,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,6,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,5,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797464797374208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711605284018111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30810368348023603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35111300874872103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122526164810682,0.35022321192440725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676123984727525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024967409531253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21568929686021365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,piporuiztv,2018/03/01,"Anxiety Makes me afraid of myself. I've been somewhat compulsive in my entire life, and lately it has been *going under control*. I have been going to psych appointments back home. When I was in my bad days during 9th grade, I felt disdained by my brother. I took his insults too seriously and eventually one incident made me go berserk. I punched a framed paint in which its glass broke open parts of my fist's skin. Due to that incident, I can't completely control my right pinky finger anymore. After a couple of reflective years, I started to become sexually active in which it later made me an obsessed overthinker. I had my flings, but at the same time I was afraid of having sex because I always thought that something bad will happen. At this point I started to feel protective about my penis, and imagined that how in the world, there are people who have damaged or chopped off their own penises like as it was nothing... I had a girlfriend that was down to do anything with me, but thanks to my anxiety, it made her break up with me. This made me doubt about my purpose of having a penis. I took that failure for sex too seriously. Later, I experienced a category 5 hurricane in Puerto Rico, living almost more than 3 months without electricity and duties (in which it left me a lot more unproductive free time). By having too much free time, I became obsessed about my penis health: every time I felt a tingle or itch on my penis I concluded that I will suffer Fournier's Gangrene (genital gangrene, please do not look it up!). Two days ago, my beautiful mother died of cancer and that event somewhat made me trigger these thoughts from hell again. I'm in college right now, and when I see a rack of cooking knives in my dorm, I emulate in my head such intrusive events, especially imagining myself chopping off my manhood like how Christ Bearer from the Wu Tang Clan did... When I occupy my head, these thoughts go away, but when I have free time, I start to think about things that could negatively and permanently change my life. I'm afraid to lose control as when something else really bad happens to me. Right now, for my mother's sake, I will try to do my best on not letting those thoughts ruin my happiness. What do you people think how I should manage this issue? Have you had a similar experience like mine? I would be eager to know.",6.00481591032926,6.976287291196389,6.269617809605358,77.32051918735894,66.60722347629797,8.999735346773571,31.75441737370593,9.130062681391069,2.7560993072312607,1862,73,333,32,29,597,237,443,0.141,0.7509999999999999,0.107,-0.9267,0,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,2,1,6,21,28,2,6,13,0,33,14,6,14,0,55,65,22,1,3,8,3,5,3,1,5,6,0,2,0,27,10,1,5,14,1,3,6,5,18,0,2,24,9,63,13,56,33,10,64,2,5,2,3,11,28,1,7,32,236,90,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07375964123003481,0.0,0.08332166212655825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923644416587285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730911302453635,0.0,0.08252083848374289,0.0,0.0,0.06847380877246642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817747085528086,0.06398248356131928,0.2084277882318564,0.05072335381120318,0.0918976576708972,0.0,0.0,0.08732257372283546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802394958057143,0.0,0.08724291531876527,0.0,0.2799774636443816,0.06643551058644502,0.09206903013833627,0.0,0.10732567273721193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635766833028323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951033235275393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010706032883532,0.0,0.0,0.08139423974716813,0.0,0.0,0.042072903969447024,0.0,0.15978712496090286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891580696619798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716265490809774,0.08857738758947663,0.0,0.0,0.17079260931124204,0.0884471360022761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346527936159381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684844018361157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04572941792888265,0.0,0.09386322778838506,0.0,0.09040667889576463,0.08508670543071843,0.1175457689462912,0.12195495005689838,0.0,0.07347495518387692,0.0,0.06987449269997792,0.0930894396460892,0.0,0.07074120426854784,0.0,0.3936712155542224,0.05554256573118788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641652483427732,0.0,0.06116809235044735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984115330882452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05638448263620844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010709574575733,0.0,0.11537310463926916,0.0,0.0,0.09133835026139048,0.07865927604567903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330573173076746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317975669976605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630669496270446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12811650410078154,0.0,0.0,0.17668699581220612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660754648521602,0.0,0.0,0.05528027476553734,0.10663376598548456,0.0,0.26423418770182955,0.2425988013275229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848962287101356,0.05649335961585202,0.0,0.08128297362738943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021037974528636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910919267561074,0.0,0.0,0.053583783088301515 anxiety,throwaway-4427,2018/03/01,"I’m tired of all of the physical symptoms ): I’m tired of being constantly dizzy and faint, my stomach always being messed up and vomiting when there’s nothing wrong with me, and I’m tired of feeling like i could possibly have a heart attack every other week. I would go to the ER but I know deep down that my chest just hurts because I’m hyperventilating, and I know I just threw up because I’m freaking out so bad. I just wish it wouldn’t take me away from my studies. I missed a class that calls attendance today and I’m really bummed out because I told myself I wouldn’t miss class this semester unless I was sick. I don’t want anxiety to be this debilitating. I’ve been working on it for a whole decade now and things have gotten so much better but this past month it feels like everything I’ve learned is just gone. Sorry for ranting/venting, I just wanted to speak up to some people who might understand where I’m coming from. Thank you ",4.11015873015873,5.464728984126985,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,71.32804232804233,7.93968253968254,26.198412698412696,8.418075326091056,1.6625174603174595,754,24,150,12,14,245,116,189,0.196,0.698,0.106,-0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,2,11,12,1,0,5,0,14,10,3,0,1,34,39,12,0,7,8,0,2,2,0,4,7,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,6,0,0,5,3,8,1,0,6,3,19,4,22,25,4,22,0,3,0,0,5,10,0,2,9,94,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136652207572488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450145592164982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15540642849278746,0.12834367203665387,0.0,0.11405838282009155,0.2498170412110921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12081487088471167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948765000484234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767199106879395,0.0,0.14762006938933908,0.0,0.1090669381985818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509450817300455,0.0,0.1227705965065391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381418695081663,0.1951794198838884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763503024012107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16187604117157744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623708520673212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014764107568054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334753345357319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14491493745667294,0.0,0.0,0.1090357693577006,0.0,0.10041943667205844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107493352228072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040368783531214,0.09470380495605836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540001456683866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751182759022877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291665724885484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198354800194352,0.1027089811938164,0.0,0.0,0.12576633285863234,0.0,0.0,0.09075342777125643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.471017570747765,0.1294843341090378,0.13053068852660313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220926836615302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16114480203479875,0.0,0.10957524762135827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251315166174545,0.1570875123832875,0.0,0.0,0.0994491198973928,0.0,0.0,0.09703934849917847,0.14935470057350736,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ArousingNatureSounds,2018/03/01,"Why am I so afraid of people knowing about my anxiety? How can I tell them? For the last 2 years of my life since graduating high school I go in and out of some deep depressive and anxious episodes. I’ve never had a full blown panic attack or suicidal thoughts or anything, but sometimes I go into periods of deep contemplation and negative thinking lasting weeks, where i enter full hermit mode and don’t see friends for weeks, and Im in constant state of anxiety and depression. On the flip side, I’m also extremely positive in many aspects of my life, and I spend some of my time happy and laughing with friends and enjoying life This has been going on for 2 years and my biggest regret is that I have not told a single soul. I feel like if I tell my family they just wouldn’t understand at all, and just think I’m completely depressed and need meds, which I’m not really interested in taking. As for not telling my friends, I have no idea why. For some reason I just have these huge emotional barriers surrounding me that make me feel paralyzed every time I think about talking to one of my friends about how I sometimes feel. I think if I even spoke to one of my friends about it, the proper words to describe my situation just couldn’t come out, and I would end up poorly explaining myself. What can I do to tear down these walls and fears of telling people about myself so that I can properly communicate how I feel to the people around me?",10.662437137330755,7.106600163120568,9.974139264990333,69.21409090909091,59.780141843971634,13.800644745325597,41.94842037395229,11.741389052700956,4.668243971631206,1154,46,222,25,11,372,153,282,0.133,0.713,0.154,0.9123,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,0,18,18,1,3,6,0,16,3,0,5,2,62,41,26,1,7,12,0,4,1,5,2,3,1,0,0,9,20,0,1,14,0,2,5,9,8,0,2,5,6,36,10,40,33,7,42,1,4,1,0,15,24,0,7,13,153,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610102565244621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559735557807207,0.10750598540997816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831022655627377,0.08471436512630659,0.0,0.1082605253143414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197364608043459,0.0997755577865488,0.10283632674674777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458887013689145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704445368897776,0.08428529598398071,0.0,0.0,0.06285361063643649,0.0,0.0801780983994721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897102745763614,0.10708371875929468,0.19246708782775196,0.0679837595269067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676096674069442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224829123424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130173002270597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054388916288154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742632702888058,0.1027913015426828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229855243187953,0.155139479806201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016472275005868,0.04649135165607527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352138115143117,0.09647934267890562,0.0,0.0,0.10570354125463442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056142521174806,0.07339480927772639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896848265508634,0.0,0.0,0.11165211586842318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792006881399327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096322087844611,0.09784239630876974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630903538280276,0.07583180193731306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787189987075085,0.10696608726661977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823532392705092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409179439143576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07154998906019795,0.07648761960489507,0.33270316748434425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439038961778843,0.0,0.07554800687224103,0.11097946753549323,0.0,0.0,0.09093137939392627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906700930716264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266644995303838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173782647886696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676003621379799,0.0,0.0,0.12256242988704358 anxiety,revolutionaryhippy,2018/03/01,"I can't get help, I have to get through this on my own So I'll just try and get straight to the point - I have had anxiety, panic attacks and depression ever since I can remember. The first clear memory I have of an anxiety attack is from when I was six years old. It got especially bad in my teens and I am now 21 years old (f) and still have to deal with it a lot every single day. Especially social anxiety is what I'm struggling with. My parents made me see a psychologist when I was about 10 years old, however I haven't seen one since and haven't been diagnosed more specifically. I also have never been on medication for my anxiety and this is actually the reason why I'm posting here. I guess I'd just like to talk about this to people who can relate somewhat and get it off my chest. I can't and don't want to be on medication. I feel like it would destroy me. I feel like it would make me feel like I failed myself in the worst way possible and it wouldn't actually help me in any way. I'm so scared of going out and seeking help through therapy or a psychologist. Going there, taking public transport, finding the place on time for an appointment, waiting in a waiting room, worst of all talking to them about this huge weakness inside me and letting my guards down, I find such a horrifying thought and even just writing about it makes me shake and tear up and tightens my throat. There's no way I could do that even once, let alone on a regular basis. I'm thinking that they would definitely try and put me on medication and it would change so much about my life that I don't ever want! I'm not struggling horribly with anxiety, I have a job that I love, I have a boyfriend of over a year and mostly I am doing okay, I think I can live a good life with anxiety but I have phases where it gets bad, really bad. Not many people in my life know about it and how hard it gets sometimes, how bad I feel on the inside. I'm good at covering it up and wearing a friendly, non introverted mask. My boyfriend is the only person who has ever seen me have a panic attack, actually he's been there for a lot of them and he tries to support me into getting help. I just want to get through this on my own and one day overcome it because I really can't imagine any other way. Maybe posting this was really stupid, I wrote so much and I don't even know what for. 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I had a falling out with a group of ""friends"" a couple of years ago. It was pretty much one of them that made it his mission to ruin everything (which he succeeded). I've cut ties with them all but I just heard that they are hanging out again. I'm terrified that they will shit talk, lie about me, and blame on me for the group falling apart.",3.872690763052209,5.01302785542169,4.021867469879517,90.86645582329321,71.65060240963855,6.979116465863456,27.086345381526108,7.1686216300943375,1.1378128514056227,324,11,69,3,6,100,63,83,0.243,0.7340000000000001,0.023,-0.9587,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,4,1,4,5,2,0,5,0,4,1,1,1,1,10,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,1,5,1,10,2,14,3,2,11,0,1,0,0,13,5,1,0,3,46,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119789770899972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28190374735657553,0.0,0.17448081303471,0.2556782999514021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761059513181815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183699341222235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845463900144545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242661466249868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279027565083545,0.0,0.13037184222587792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361162386827932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343708305998924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909150877838428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299628748719406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538670067776845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561442957264767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011338812583528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19810307455335746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069248674166514 anxiety,cullskull480,2018/03/02,"Been very sick for over a month. Told that i most likely have anxiety. I am on day 2 of Celexa and its pretty rough. Ive been put on 20mg of celexa. Ive been suffering from fainting, nausea, dizziness, fatigue, cloudiness for over a month. Just showed up out of nowhere. Im a 26 male, i exercise, im in school, im in a relationship, i work, im happy. After fainting and having a CT scan and an EKG done at the emergency room i was sent home all clear. My NP is pretty convinced it is anxiety, and at this point i am happy to oblige if it means feeling better. My only concern is that i didnt feel anxious. Im on day 2 of this celexa and its kicking my ass to be honest. Im losing sleep, i feel nauseous all day, and i hardly have an appetite. Has anyone experienced this medication?",0.016585365853657663,2.246052121951223,2.6458048780487817,90.69858536585369,88.75609756097559,5.231219512195122,21.00487804878049,6.742157984588678,0.5086619512195121,604,21,130,8,20,209,97,164,0.124,0.6920000000000001,0.184,0.8848,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,1,9,0,0,8,0,18,8,2,0,3,17,24,7,0,1,2,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,2,1,9,7,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,8,7,14,6,21,15,3,21,0,3,1,1,4,13,1,2,7,79,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269622498045667,0.12751521323580567,0.0,0.0789239529034548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982766239608196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838269961434972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550903877642847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121708376261546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403124189921137,0.10111271248515673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322157793926685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7315381381798652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055144414494107084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262768581957467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295260765298385,0.0,0.11370843174562288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801895063551318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584557583459082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670218109340177,0.0,0.0,0.2296663723440715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346929822288578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118416945250045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142342645996806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295526959027975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785570858240097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313266774595888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217343687912426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,William_Wisenheimer,2018/03/02,"Intense death anxiety... I'm 28 so I'm thinking about turning 30 late next year. I'm fucking terrified of aging and death.... Help?",0.09839999999999803,2.036338040000004,2.4080000000000013,86.70400000000004,108.6,5.2,29.0,6.742157984588678,2.2674000000000003,101,6,18,2,5,34,20,25,0.271,0.596,0.132,-0.7346,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30475585092739244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682913483264917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26702242323073544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493844497986225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236764241756848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552626698784365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43331769804719866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565404945965944 anxiety,Languy22,2018/03/02,"Does anyone else feel like they are going to have a heart attack when Dating. So ever since I was little and had my first kiss Whenever I try to date or be in a sexual relationship with someone It feels like I am going to have a heart attack. My heart races, I can't sleep, I don't eat, and I constantly have to shit. I know butterflies are supposed to be normal but this is something else. I have a heart arythmia, so sometimes my heart literally skips a beat. I would try and practice exposure therapy, but I am afraid it would kill me. Does this happen to anyone else?",4.204473684210527,5.229678526315791,5.493815789473686,81.0554605263158,70.75438596491226,8.857894736842105,25.653508771929822,9.188382445141503,1.9613719298245609,448,13,89,9,8,150,68,114,0.12,0.831,0.05,-0.8608,0,0,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,1,2,4,8,4,1,5,0,17,9,7,0,1,14,23,9,1,3,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,2,2,15,3,8,17,0,10,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,8,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589130692432435,0.2284378645329009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253636970069936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046447333149858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19510440048511216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140663765305418,0.2793682486616077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10083518520390164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272984509606022,0.15927499640613266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948202636376104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12670720273522051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857664747697274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6604898685317357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12333016215309335,0.0,0.061263541532568175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892174718591302,0.1117268650571746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10922146944798262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968203479112692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442710613134167,0.09221296618106624,0.0,0.11155513600515124,0.0,0.09445209255541424,0.08581861660902898,0.11025125982523172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274809549273457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513679132554236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837675808909354,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xmattx5,2018/03/02,"anxiety and attacks for a week straight Has anyone ever experienced anxiety and panic/anxiety attacks for a week or longer? This is the first time i am going through this. It's to the point where when my fav tv show is on, i can't even watch it as it increases my heart rate and I feel like i can't breathe. even playing video games i can't do right now or even listen to music. even kids songs. I am wondering if anyone suffers long time experiences like this and what the best possible step to take?",3.4426980198019805,5.0257549900990135,4.5218688118811885,85.12953589108909,73.35643564356435,8.218316831683168,27.476485148514854,8.841846274778883,2.039959405940594,398,15,82,8,8,130,65,101,0.132,0.731,0.13699999999999998,0.3753,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,8,7,2,0,5,0,9,2,2,0,1,10,14,9,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,4,0,0,2,6,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,5,8,4,8,14,2,17,0,1,1,0,3,5,0,4,11,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765003963735792,0.0,0.0,0.2294194101415797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732680494608304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721635518355613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334219619886735,0.14839537346508982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604753595365359,0.0,0.0,0.08295014993954858,0.11719952974522008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395434381967796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323512736446264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19440365089324504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602960645080289,0.0,0.0,0.14518178438088858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924809037614196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508315629612038,0.1849451613676016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010040599339607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334747488938098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19132130227936125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631869179768851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17790853172405205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,12990067,2018/03/02,"Am i the only one Um so I have a strong fear of fictional characters. I didn't want to share this because I was scared that I am the only one that is scared of fictional characters. Not just any characters but childrens characters, for example Bugs Bunny and other Looney Toons characters. I don't now why. Maybe it's because they hurt each other without any mercy and if an anvil were to fall on your head you would die. I know it's very stupid but maybe I'm not the only one out there. And if you do have this fear as well YOU ARE NOT ALONE.",2.210982142857141,4.079403848214287,3.4226428571428578,90.47235714285715,77.48214285714286,7.337142857142857,21.91428571428571,8.238735603445708,1.0541578571428567,429,12,93,8,10,139,70,112,0.248,0.6890000000000001,0.063,-0.9725,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,1,5,9,1,4,5,0,12,1,1,0,0,17,15,9,1,4,9,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,6,2,3,3,0,12,3,9,11,1,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,65,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17627154701791276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23147799543725625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074995912548544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663639658916122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38303524226798735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467001863353385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821981514527135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935351747824468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34196916551708084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34598728852819605,0.388324784217262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407914247935092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042938052591994,0.10038590760150826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15302648697361065,0.0,0.15357526039923936,0.0,0.0,0.16406270249294438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209022313986332,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Spiritfeed___,2018/03/02,"Im such a loser I don’t know what to do. I just got cut from JV volleyball from my school after playing for a year. I don’t know what to do anymore. It was what I wanted to do. I’m shitty at guitar, shitty at French horn, shitty in my homework, and apparently shitty at volleyball. I don’t know where else to go. Thanks for reading my shitty post.",-0.19740240240240325,1.974795986486491,2.6058558558558573,91.02457957957958,89.13513513513512,4.910510510510512,17.68168168168168,6.42735559955562,-0.05186606606606592,269,7,58,3,9,94,42,74,0.289,0.653,0.058,-0.9628,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,15,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,8,2,13,13,0,9,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,38,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979189260250689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094805073094034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17072587360395705,0.0,0.240259617176488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244866486037696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4952806828232189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28770291009337345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004841629240508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040237418207118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2765706019672514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17718539568436975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344959895398986 anxiety,anxious_dreamer,2018/03/02,"Innocent joy. I missed you. I was happy, I was just happy. So it snowed... where I am it's rather mild so snow is a rarity. I woke up and found it scattered around and felt an overwhelming feeling of excitement and joy that was beautiful... it wasn't followed by anxiety and I didn't instantly question weather or not I was actually happy. I was just happy. And I miss that so fucking much. The idea that my emotions can just be, can just exist without my anxiety sneaking into my thoughts was something so special. I was just exited over snow.. it was so simple and innocent. I loved every bit of that moment. I just wanted to share. 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I cant find any joy in the stuff I used to do. Everything is over and I wont grow old or have a family, when everyone starves in 2050. Id much rather end it all now than watch the world burn. 2017 was a mess. Capetown is running out of water already. Technology wont save us. Im just so sad. Its so so so hopeless. Its like cooking a frog. We have no idea, we just keep on business as usual as everything is falling apart. I can barely get out of bed in the morning. Does anyone else have this problem? How can I deal with these thoughts?",0.937954545454545,3.0410011558441568,2.492321428571425,94.33705357142858,82.89610389610391,5.668181818181819,23.910714285714285,6.9077264865688965,0.7275467532467541,574,22,129,7,16,187,101,154,0.246,0.708,0.046,-0.9849,0,0,0,0,0,3,16.0,4,0,0,0,12,12,0,0,8,0,15,2,0,2,2,29,21,17,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,12,2,2,5,1,0,3,5,8,0,0,3,2,12,4,19,16,3,21,0,6,1,0,6,11,0,1,8,86,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145000308605286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181644204103136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497163763443626,0.16847556096127034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739426538243256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951768954638627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389174660231271,0.1682665763833561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735820461659415,0.0,0.1456340952413248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15711766818256195,0.2955539430952788,0.0,0.3100155138391477,0.0,0.08313956151039263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028389536102213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703639630084426,0.0,0.08590666183533721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561880526495608,0.17761008043077875,0.0,0.0,0.1461508523749458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803310453612886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910991699288134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208732437422535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253916139997952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733505682930315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746887992115653,0.0,0.0,0.1882303229335269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305371891938936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395572440592615,0.14201269832688473,0.1810938288650811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698426243761474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sdf615,2018/03/02,"Does it usually take this long? I'm a college student and my anxiety has caused my grades to slip tremendously. I started going to therapy on campus at the psychological services center near the end of the first semester. Fast forward about two months and I still haven't gotten a diagnosis. I've tried to talk to my professors about my anxiety affecting my grades, but they keep telling me to go to student disability services before they can help me, but I can't go to student disability services without a documented diagnosis. It's just been weeks on weeks of filling out surveys and questionnaires. I understand the assessment has to be thorough but I can't help but feel a little impatient. I just want to know if it's normal or if it's taking way too long to receive a diagnosis. 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All of a sudden today I’m in college in my dorm building which a good amount of people come in and out (however you need a card) but I let this guy in who had a stack of paper and looked a lot like a father looking for his son. Once in the building you need a key for the suite and then the room. I’ve been getting much anxiety the whole day on how that guy, who most definitely is a father, who needs at least two working keys to get into a room, is a rapist or murderer or something (and if anything we’re to go down in a room one scream would get like bunches if people to you) and that caused it to happen. Really struggling someone plz help",10.00753623188406,5.593385664596274,9.386801242236023,75.55693064182198,61.91925465838509,12.472463768115942,39.8768115942029,9.2995712137729,3.4635830227743263,616,21,132,7,6,198,97,161,0.147,0.721,0.132,-0.581,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,10,2,3,17,0,8,1,0,2,1,27,22,15,1,6,7,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,2,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,3,6,3,6,4,21,14,8,24,0,0,2,1,13,14,0,7,10,85,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453474320375863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244901242589772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14037432798949287,0.0,0.1177094736160797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812614723498069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141775851823196,0.0,0.07765975964824595,0.22922639658074034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706044471610643,0.1208366783376808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159174584221697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227714317738388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973103246017846,0.0,0.13351785098754662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294984852962517,0.0,0.0,0.11617257314033845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907050097347143,0.0,0.10045142369164807,0.3039665288692453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552482115817852,0.0925956873474856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18946794270355102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08753970309557138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578073933895512,0.10519769982025813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4285600059977973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169652454631506,0.0,0.0,0.12952557929093642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26696894112645114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525617323083967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948079783795642,0.0,0.0,0.0970702588452656,0.0,0.0,0.08799632440989437 anxiety,miicicicicia,2018/03/02,"Why am I so red?? This may sound stupid but I really want to stop blushing when I make eye contact with people. I’m always a bright shade of red when someone looks at me in class or when I have to talk to a teacher. Yesterday I had a panic attack at a supermarket and was quietly trying to get over the anxiety with breathing exercises but it was so obvious because I could feel my face burning up. I just want to overcome this because it really does stop me from trying to socialise and it’s also so embarrassing. Does anyone have any tips for this?",3.3498383838383816,5.084009781818182,5.16030303030303,79.83489898989899,73.9090909090909,8.161616161616159,27.676767676767675,8.841846274778883,2.288828282828283,436,17,83,9,9,149,73,110,0.205,0.731,0.064,-0.9565,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,2,2,5,0,8,4,3,1,1,17,15,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,8,10,1,16,10,0,11,0,0,5,0,2,5,0,2,6,58,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16770885122436266,0.17449951499258085,0.0,0.0,0.14261325664483546,0.0,0.16043124935543246,0.0,0.0,0.1466374655242575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23858086244900184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25568039333871084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744020458135234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670456725807651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603810501026154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095673282765368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610761548191742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998625865759234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24605513432342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453898380057495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26869734416339325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769067100722893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506619294089127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856081382407306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28476516874986324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473904472389331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923498956557028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nck91,2018/03/02,"Dating Someone with Anxiety Hi everyone. Thank you in advance for reading this long post and for any insight that you can provide. I do not suffer from an anxiety disorder, but my boyfriend does and I have been trying to learn more about it. We have been seeing each other for a year now, but I have only very recently learned about his anxiety. It has blind-sided me, to say the least. We live in different states and have done so since before we even met in person. Up until recently, he has seemed fine with our situation and at one point was even planning on moving to my state (his idea, by the way) in order for us to be together. Then, his friend's fiance's sister's husband committed suicide and shit hit the fan, for lack of a better phrase. So, he tells me that he is unsure of our relationship and he ""can't"" move because his friends and family need him and he doesn't know if he wants me to move there anymore because ""it's not going to work out"" and our relationship is in ""fantasy land"" since it is long distance. He is also currently going to school to be a nurse (he is in the pre-nursing phase right now), which is another factor contributing to his stress. But, as I stated previously, this really pulled the rug from under my feet. While I know that I am not perfect, nor is our relationship, he has told me numerous times that this is the best relationship he has ever been in, that I make him feel wonderful, etc. We have talked about getting married and having kids one day and he was so gung-ho about moving and living together. So yes, I am confused as to why I am now in a situation that has bordered on him breaking up with me and resulted in me giving him space. This is a lot of information, I know. I love every part of him and am willing to listen when needed, encourage when needed and give him space when needed. However, it's difficult not to feel upset regarding his doubts about our relationship and myself, as well as his going from talking about marriage and moving to be together one day to suggesting that things aren't going to work the next day. I don't know how much of it is the anxiety speaking and how much of it is him speaking. I think that everyone has occasional doubts about their relationship and future, but it hurts to be treated as though the solution to the stress in his life is to break up with me. As I mentioned previously, I have only known about the anxiety for a short time. I I had known, I would have done research much sooner. He is not on medication and he is not currently in therapy. I want to understand as much as I can and give him what he needs, but at this point, it's not even clear to me if he wants me in his life at all. Sorry for the long post, and again, I appreciate your feedback. In addition, if anyone has any tips for me or links to resources that I may find helpful, I would really appreciate that as well. Thanks!",6.868684210526315,6.109797096491227,7.491228070175443,75.19526315789476,64.87719298245614,11.108771929824565,33.03508771929825,10.504223727775694,3.2494140350877188,2275,80,448,50,30,757,248,570,0.096,0.7829999999999999,0.121,0.9629,4,0,0,1,0,1,68.0,10,3,1,7,30,23,1,6,19,1,56,6,2,4,5,93,91,55,1,14,16,2,2,0,2,4,3,4,1,2,28,33,0,0,19,2,0,11,12,10,2,3,10,7,68,13,85,72,13,78,0,2,1,1,78,31,1,11,27,335,96,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050292225377362484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085533208207198,0.06594448817451894,0.2405491568051229,0.0,0.06236888356072461,0.04397337654555391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667297147698296,0.0,0.05351381634702703,0.0,0.06599801374794867,0.055620115652027714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167440083650488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06570550844512456,0.07207612034126974,0.0,0.0550344944660138,0.12871434513028646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013774013407018,0.1246125630295119,0.05688660459000833,0.052986605114237126,0.1201860654871948,0.0,0.0,0.059286051784170825,0.0,0.0635970282645381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747930929239437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971756061662647,0.0,0.03285685118853506,0.18098627130940415,0.14296482970957264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04215309964402767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732386114599688,0.07099390585184634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824836463182927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884057059007425,0.0,0.0,0.1110640902029969,0.16696407513722866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346588829001896,0.056759681692325474,0.0,0.04197882472358548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335394391194787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342047055681813,0.1849222911222976,0.2331565881847659,0.0,0.0,0.0668830516516985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784542535382193,0.09565967471401507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810254313726287,0.0,0.0,0.05491215602996767,0.0,0.0,0.11890066360947946,0.0,0.1204603516742359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290591208587717,0.0,0.0805764710229024,0.0,0.12419039063459884,0.4051148163762397,0.0,0.05370677139419623,0.0,0.05001177225328758,0.0,0.06364691765744422,0.05011430583367271,0.05725168666265875,0.0,0.0,0.06455454539712277,0.10404468508897333,0.14137950237664226,0.0,0.0,0.05328555534492952,0.0,0.0,0.07039896743687261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407802995387128,0.0,0.0,0.06879024216278598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109542074545487,0.054967664822619805,0.11579928741394252,0.07191893049082224,0.0,0.04178058637559642,0.04029666358577087,0.06178801851829379,0.0,0.07334203902907974,0.0,0.0,0.0600930327435974,0.0,0.04269743052270796,0.0,0.0,0.06546955598589804,0.07564759552495398,0.0,0.0,0.0518899233607158,0.11128049627001023,0.049918276390051065,0.0,0.0,0.11308933574273787,0.0,0.056747444604354776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820032229479166,0.09156772688129927,0.0,0.0,0.08934893108435586,0.0,0.0,0.04049838549369306 anxiety,Dexter_Doid,2018/03/02,"What would be your reaction? I’m 21, and have had a fear of people knowing my personal life since being a teenager. My close friends have no idea that I was raised a Jehovahs Witness (although I left at 16) and the thought of the them knowing makes me physically sick. I want to know, what would your reaction be if a close friend told you that and you never knew? I need to move on with my life and it’s severely holding me back and causing anxiety/depression. Appreciate any and all honest responses!! Thanks",4.111734693877551,6.023293591836738,4.960969387755104,81.3134948979592,72.26530612244899,8.981632653061224,31.637755102040817,9.516144504307137,3.0929959183673463,404,19,77,10,8,131,69,98,0.11,0.725,0.16399999999999998,0.695,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,4,1,0,1,5,0,1,6,0,9,3,0,2,2,25,20,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,0,14,4,7,10,1,8,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,2,53,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779820596458214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581319345449585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2081611435862437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452854123663591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22801981288128334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313109363577109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287493493078073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33408737418667794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016265334345844,0.0,0.2862530589178069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13525990329741716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153680883366712,0.0,0.15025069319441178,0.15628398856396686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048104162271105,0.17693236919739386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289189706971535,0.0,0.16762110583622303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865583484132126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608689219066468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362566368326065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951890239488165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878910464448404,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fab3rMx,2018/03/02,"It's already March... It's already march, and I still being the same... Three years ago (wow, three years!), I was In a job for a month (my first job). Oh, the first day I was very “red”, I make mistakes like any other person, the time pass, I fit. (I believed it). In the job I knew a beautiful girl (I like to think that I liked it, but it's only in my mind, in my dreams.) Then I leave the job, 'cause I don't feel it comfortable, I never look at the eyes to anyone person. I was so arrogant in the last days on it, image a stupid guy on his eighteen thinking like he deserves everything. The truht is I was so afraid of everything. The anxiety always was with me in my whole life. I just leave the job, in that time I remember me believing that anything in life are so easy to get it, that the world was mine, that I could do anything, I could become happy! Time pass. Then my grandphater died, it affected me at the moment, but the time pass and cured the wound. He lives in my memories, and his dog still lives with us. Just happened. Time pass. I tried at least three times to get a job, made the interviews, but in the end I always said; No, thank you. (Why?, maybe you already know.) Well, three years ago, I had a job. Three years ago, I don't work. I'm afraid then and now. Maybe more today. I actually don't have any friends, even on internet I lost all contact. All of them (maybe 10) have followed their lifes, I never seen no one again. Even my “best friend”. I'm 21, on road to 22. I just have spent the time reading books this three years... I live in the past, on the school with my friends playing, hitting us, slipping away from the teachers, talking about sex, our dreams, zero worries. (Like someone said: *Things were simpler then*.) And I live in my dreams. I'm not completely an “inmate”, I still doing some homeworks. I very like that the things just keep like this forever, but it's impossible, I know that. I heard people said that i'm very younger, that I still have time, but I wonder, I will regret for the time I have “spent”?? When I think on that, the truth is no. (Maybe I lying to me.) This is the firt time I tell someone this. Because I'm being pressured to get a job, my family don't have money, we're not rich. They have offered me a few times into a job, but I refused it. I believe that I need to do it myself, 'cause being accompanied by someone don't gonna resolve nothing. I need to do it myself. *Sorry for my english, If something is ambigous please ask and I trying to explain ",1.6645702797788573,3.5459549527559098,2.8875238733456214,93.61160579661586,79.1968503937008,5.7407270899648175,22.028983079242753,6.6644487293756285,0.35025384486513644,1908,57,423,18,47,614,221,508,0.12,0.755,0.125,0.4796,10,0,1,0,0,0,117.0,3,2,3,6,18,27,1,3,34,0,35,6,1,5,5,55,72,21,1,7,13,0,1,7,3,2,4,4,1,4,31,10,0,2,11,6,4,5,12,7,1,10,18,9,73,20,44,46,9,75,0,2,4,1,31,26,0,3,51,277,104,15,0.0,0.0,0.05350489050344602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14580697162023454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151446233380605,0.0,0.09124372155494924,0.0,0.0,0.07457077619900053,0.0,0.041943796363909915,0.0,0.0,0.038337493586694735,0.0,0.09023867728495157,0.0,0.05125742209369775,0.0,0.05151335736927847,0.0,0.0,0.03342305939625265,0.06055397839313403,0.0,0.1853194678669301,0.057539325554757714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264833197964533,0.0,0.0,0.05748683636840465,0.0,0.0,0.08755249207755228,0.0,0.0,0.07071993598826896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690352196875914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04856194368624085,0.0,0.0,0.07242766284604749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855297907441304,0.0,0.051687607561851166,0.0,0.027723032147631284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327450826646146,0.0,0.0,0.12708152537443784,0.0,0.08593717976702481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054289021425003116,0.0484848278586935,0.05836615807360284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489681115073481,0.048734257255949785,0.0,0.0,0.06026482622903876,0.044692698731777135,0.0,0.11611132823170177,0.0,0.0,0.11618137175707652,0.1875056926909356,0.0,0.19365894458700567,0.0,0.04604228909009097,0.0,0.059851989949018525,0.0,0.0,0.05188023043207225,0.03659857509350533,0.0,0.22033114690286315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536134513193357,0.0,0.04376373578709314,0.0,0.0,0.08130955506652228,0.08457452876916391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260960502017832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03715333806970656,0.04169968801525498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234018683689989,0.038011308789253115,0.09574859130726997,0.0,0.06018543484535745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05484352557414285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06211021546275033,0.0,0.1564639142287094,0.0,0.0,0.05548955957424352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936850863727346,0.042209802827104265,0.0,0.0613762274958601,0.0,0.0,0.1751450447346205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044069222663149735,0.04792269011750114,0.05047888958421036,0.0,0.0,0.0728514882437303,0.10539602844809648,0.0,0.0,0.3516815388056011,0.0,0.05197118541829605,0.0,0.0,0.07445016041180794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131904321938181,0.0,0.0,0.13571822955155774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492975753097944,0.0,0.0494743630006901,0.0612142722768811,0.0,0.0,0.059459373466089926,0.0399159379815122,0.05568119426667675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653938770514213 anxiety,RobustSting_2,2018/03/02,"I Didn’t Text back when he made me uncomfortable- and I’m not fretting!! (Gender inequality stuff) I’m so proud! A guy who had my number simply because I showed him my room when I was renting it (didn’t move in btw) started texting me, saying I was an “interesting character” and he “wanted to pick my brain”. Maybe 4-5 texts like this. I responded a little with some “I’m okay, how are yous?” Before the texts got weird. They made me really uncomfortable that he was texting me on these terms. I chose not to respond!!! And I didn’t feel guilt or anxiety about it. A year ago, I would have felt obligated, like I was going to hurt his feelings. I wouldn’t have even recognized how uncomfortable I was, but rather find a “nice” way to make space. Always ended in said guy putting their emotions on me, like I’m some kind of savior. NOT TODAY!! I listened to my feelings and followed through. Not sure if this is relatable, but this is huge for me. Yay me!",1.3069294003868492,3.7871216755319175,2.932088974854935,89.26136363636364,84.90425531914894,5.9713733075435185,21.843326885880074,7.348242739294969,0.8698106382978725,737,25,152,12,22,242,117,188,0.077,0.782,0.141,0.9303,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,1,9,13,0,1,6,2,16,1,1,6,1,31,34,13,0,5,9,0,4,3,0,2,0,3,2,2,9,5,0,0,5,1,1,4,8,3,0,0,14,7,27,10,14,18,3,22,0,1,0,0,15,8,0,4,12,94,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687008729452966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786350406574202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12674885771874553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274018255683337,0.0,0.10100026624165846,0.0,0.1409860500914455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849596729869384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863737452694296,0.1467480634664063,0.0,0.0,0.10943362700561224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513265103658421,0.0,0.15908394211381827,0.0,0.1514334303232591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416281634653287,0.0,0.1325137293493022,0.0,0.0,0.3281091388383904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177369619806724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725358208178533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428365141445824,0.16606027200106804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.313551014238115,0.11059627380860927,0.0,0.16645322795475584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609733177869327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655956362133587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061422932926175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15760473237910178,0.13175965964265754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727296059650615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18967011351551472,0.0,0.0,0.15615650432411649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570503616054676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09772552642968796,0.1315133379755179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769813604571985,0.0,0.0,0.10669594873985627 anxiety,Advansi,2018/03/02,DAE Get Sudden Bouts of Loneliness? This is the weirdest feeling. The last time I hung out with friends physically was 2 weeks ago. I just finished messaging two of my friends via text messaging and I just got hit with this wave of loneliness. Does anyone else experience this so suddenly?,4.007756410256408,7.131534519230776,4.355384615384615,79.27294871794875,78.80769230769229,8.851282051282054,31.743589743589745,9.2995712137729,3.6565666666666665,233,12,40,7,6,73,40,52,0.13,0.73,0.14,0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,7,22,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684566925377088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21175853144956364,0.3103038115168532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650245362695611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25299084444324377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962436913975721,0.0,0.0,0.15312917005479115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4679595989899021,0.0,0.15822570615047574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221540377797385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468617367631843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659324457635722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.295838725565185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429265911420855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arabesuku,2018/03/02,"Does anyone else feeling guilty when doing nothing? Every time I think about giving myself some ""me time"" I get extremely guilty and anxious. There's always something else I should be doing or could be doing. My mind will physically not let me have a day off and it's exhausting. Every time I try to just relax and watch a movie I get attacked by my anxiety telling me the things I should be doing and working on and how I'm going to be a failure and how nothing is going to work out.",5.299106529209624,5.6459908865979385,6.164484536082476,79.66088487972509,67.96907216494846,8.116151202749142,29.56872852233677,7.793537801064563,1.9370357388316148,384,13,72,4,6,127,62,97,0.183,0.7490000000000001,0.068,-0.8901,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,1,0,4,0,15,1,0,2,0,19,23,10,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,12,1,8,14,1,10,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,5,55,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193094603406826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396821732658379,0.2062766816269405,0.0,0.12767238271169826,0.18708680453006604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077244520653361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578463835423489,0.0,0.0,0.11775656006858312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978725291952095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30506392061947873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076828143834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09232386468554868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19079328490038852,0.1751586248423143,0.2075421753670043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671241434699654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18436559570946148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504033778973277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056803396760584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595932196094101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130583168063877,0.11699740751082427,0.0,0.0,0.3194121174459959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239677986714097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658579074162893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwawayyyyyyyyy320,2018/03/02,"Intro: Major health anxiety, recently started prozac. Dizzy/Heavy head Hey all! On a throwaway account here, hope that's ok. Short intro, I'm 33M, married, with a 1-year old. I work my dream job, I make a good living, have a great family/friends and am in constant worry over my health and ability to provide for my family.Late last year the worry was was I going to lose my job. As soon as I found out my job standing was rock solid, I switched to health anxiety. I believe another trigger is the possibility of a cross-country move. I have an incredible opportunity with my career that involves moving the family, and while exciting, it's scary. I have been seeing my primary doctor over the last 6 weeks, started me on Wellbutrin and quickly stopped it due to some side effects he didnt like. Switched to Prozac a month ago once a day 10mg as well as added Atarax 50mg twice a day, and in the last week or so, I've been getting major heavy head/dizzy/brain fog. No other side effects, which is nice, and until the last week or so I was feeling less depressed and anxious (still not all the way out of the woods), but the last week has left me super-anxious and dizzy. I started this anxiety attack about 6 weeks ago, with liver concerns. My liver enzymes were slightly elevated, but DR wasn't concerned. Lose some weight was him recommendation, which is underway. Most recently, BP and glucose was fine, no issues there. Cholesterol was mildly elevated. I am starting therapy Monday, so I'm excited about that. Has anyone experienced these neuro side effects with Prozac? Just hoping to start a dialogue here and chat with y'all when needed! Always open to advice and discussion! 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I will try to keep this short, but I am gearing up to move in with my partner in a big city in about 2 weeks. I am equal parts panicked and thrilled. I have panic disorder, GAD, and agoraphobia. I have been driving since I was 17 (am 31 now) and have had a car, or at least access to a car ever since then. So I am used to just being able to drive anywhere and do all of the things in the comfort bubble of my own car. So, my own car broke down about half a year ago and because of my panic attacks I have not been able to hold down a normal job to bring in regular income, or at least not enough to get it fixed. So I have been borrowing a family member's vehicle. When I move, it won't be coming with. I will be selling my car since I can't fix it, and the apartment complex would want a painful amount of money to get a parking spot (since it's the city and all) and I won't be making enough to cover that plus rent, bills and so forth. I can't really do street parking because there isn't any, and even if there is, it's going to be really far away, and then I run the risk of getting tickets for it not moving enough, etc. So I decided to ditch the car and just go vehicle-less. For the first time in my life, I won't have access to a car of some sort to get around. I will have to rely on ride shares, public transportation, and my legs. I've been having a lot of mixed feelings about this. I am excited, but also really nervous because a vehicle has always been a symbol of freedom to me. If I am in a hairy situation I can just roll up the windows, put some music on, and drive out of it. Now? I won't be able to do that. I will have to wait for an uber, a bus, or make a long walk out of it or something. On the other side, it'll be nice to not have to worry about parking, paying for parking, or getting stuck in congested city traffic. It will be kind of nice to just pop in my headphones and play a game on my phone until I get to my destination or something. So, this is leaving me feeling uneasy overall. Has anyone ever dealt with a similar situation? How did you go about easing the transition from being able to drive everywhere, to not driving at all? Do you think there is anything I can do to boost my own confidence about this decision? Thank you for reading. Have a nice weekend. 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I hope you are having a good day. For the past couple of years I've been struggling with work related anxiety. Specifically, my employer is trying to bully me out of my job. I know the long term solution is to find another job, but the shorter to mid term problem remains. I'd like to hear from anyone in a similar situation on what you did to cope with that. Here's a little background. This situation started about two years ago when a colleague was extremely rude and arrogant to me on a project. I decided to step away from that project for ethical reasons. It involved government funds that were gotten under false assumptions. I stepped away, my boss tried to fire me. I'm not an at will employee so they need cause. They don't have cause. But they've made my life working there hell. I've had to take leave for stress/anxiety. When I returned I was reassigned and sent off to a psychiatric evaluation. I've reported these issues to appropriate state agencies (Department of Labor/EEOC). So far everything has been found in my favor and against my employer. Right now, I'm being required to meet with a professional coach. I get the strong sense that they are going to be gaslighting me and trying to find ""reasons"". He's a PhD in psychology so there is no doubt he can win that battle if he wants to. I have a family to support and to be honest I don't get much support from my partner. I do see a counselor but the only advice is ""this is temporary"". I'm having a tough time dealing with my employer and finding a new job at the same time. I have zero motivation. I do workout most days (not intense everyday), but something. I do just about all I can. I take supplements and try to sleep. Oh, part of the reason I've not been looking as hard for a new job until recently is my partner and I had another baby. I have two young children in the mix. Not a lot of savings and a not a lot of good job prospects. My counselor mentioned to me about using disability. I'm a teacher at a state institution so I think II may have some ability to do that. I'm just not sure how. I really need to be away from and done with this place with as little repercussion to me as possible. Hopefully this is not too long and rambling and maybe the right place to ask. 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All of the sudden I was griped with fear and I felt bad physically. This has never happened to me before. I have been in much more precarious situations and been fine. I noticed doing some painting a few weeks ago that I was uncomfortable on the latter. Rewind about a year ago. I started having issues where I felt flush and light headed. At one point i though I was going to pass out in the grocery store. That day I went and sat in my car for a few minutes and I was fine. Sometimes though I start felling that way, my thoughts get way from me and I start to think I may be dying. I know from deduction that I am not dying but it feels like I could any minute. I have always remember thinking that strangers were watching and judging me. My rational though was able to dismiss that notion but it is always there. I fear that I am have for lack of a better term late onset anxiety. I'm nearly 40 and have not ever felt like this before. I always felt awkward and like people don't really like me. I always got to the worst case scenario like she hates me and is going to leave me. This can be triggered by working late or just sitting quietly for a long period of time. I used to be able to shrug these feelings off but now they are making me feel bad physically too. Any suggestions or help are welcome. 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I can't stop the panic attacks. I don't want to be alone right now. I don't want to be me.",-3.0322727272727263,-1.5694106666666665,0.5002272727272725,106.17034090909092,95.06060606060606,3.3000000000000003,14.31060606060606,3.1291,-1.6822666666666666,100,2,30,0,4,36,19,33,0.23,0.626,0.14400000000000002,-0.1911,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219513667387941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558066506188127,0.0,0.0,0.3536417092982626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298199826123917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647206125023877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5309358475278155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598881629252686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3666999093204257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fuckyourpoliticsman,2018/03/02,"Anyone else feel excited that someone is even sitting by you? I’m at the airport. And even though I know all of these people have to sit by me, it still makes me feel good. I’m so afraid that people won’t like me that even having people sit by me feels like a big accomplishment. 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As a young kid, I would be embarresed by some of the applause I'd get from people for me dancing, even though it was really shitty dancing. I knew it, everyone else did, why were they clapping? Just recently, I was asking for a reccomendation letter from my mythology teacher. I had just barely passed the class with a B despite me not reading all of the stories or studying for the tests. Pure luck. So when he emails me the letter, it's filled with stuff about how I understood the material I read and how I got the overarching themes. I didn't do shit! I'm a student who'd rather sit on his ass and play games and be a grumpy asshole all day much less actually achieve something.",5.887962962962959,6.3640645864197545,6.388493827160492,78.11422222222222,66.71604938271605,9.442962962962962,32.86666666666667,9.3871,2.8853066666666667,661,27,126,12,10,215,110,162,0.048,0.877,0.075,0.463,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,13,3,1,0,13,0,14,2,2,2,5,28,21,13,0,4,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,4,6,0,4,3,1,0,0,12,1,19,2,17,4,5,14,0,0,0,1,10,2,2,4,6,91,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.18978751274939934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225522008767507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818155042945554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527898057599007,0.0,0.0,0.12542555107318526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902379906538367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246572731896952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12845429507904632,0.1759211554854073,0.0,0.18583699683023255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18673433570449366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160942577533297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15554595198592094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296750247138768,0.0,0.14999740496635866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483013764876509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3890715862115173,0.0,0.124590894371776,0.0,0.1920286610361353,0.0,0.22031151167845991,0.16608755873464653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963417222640314,0.16087848233239785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994452812377117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263669217459686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107872039881216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437168250186165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17549080486684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381552591425602,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rollk1,2018/03/02,Coming off zoloft - how long do side effects last? I was on 75mg of Zoloft for about a year and started tapering off in January. I took my last pill earlier this week and have been experiencing waves of dizziness ever since (seems to be more consistent as the days pass). I know this is normal but how long does it last? Is there something I can take in the meantime to counteract? 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The difficulty of those tasks made me anxious and I always gravitated to the safe, controlled environment of Hearthstone instead, where things were simple and a win was a win and I didn't have to interact with complexity or talk to people. Anyone else turn to video games as a crutch? 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Lexapro really helps. I want to stay on Lexapro but want to go to 5mg. I tried tapering down myself. I felt great the first week. I cut my pills in half and went from taking them in the morning to at night. Now, into my 2nd and 3rd week I have been feeling a little confusion as well as achy joints, mainly ankles, knees, and elbows. Very uncomfortable. Also, random tension headaches. For anyone that has tapered down on Lexapro or any SSRI, have you had similar issues? Is there anything that can help subdue or assist the side effects? How long will these side effects occur? 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I had nightmares all night and I woke up today still anxious. Forced a bowl of cereal but still feeling quite shitty. I see my psychiatrist at 3 to get me on a new long term anxiety med.. probably Wellbutrin because my mom just started it and she’s feeling great, and then on to Ativan. I hope it all works out in my favor so my attacks can go down and I can stop going to the Er every month.. and hopefully I don’t die of worsened anxiety??? 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I thought I was doing fine, but when it was time to take our first call I went into an extreme panic attack that scared the shit out of my husband. Since about October I take 50mg Sertraline (Zoloft) and 100mg Lamotrigine for mood stabilizing. It has helped me greatly, but clearly I have some anxiety issues. My husband knows I have these mental issues, but he also believes my negative thinking and rumination/fixation on what could go wrong doomed me before I even started. He's not wrong, but I'm wondering how much I can really control my freak out and how much is my brain just going haywire. I'm considering quitting this job pronto, but I could really use the money. Try to stick it out and see if I can do it or cut and run to avoid another attack? How did you know whether you could overcome a stressful job or if it was not worth it? Thanks for reading!",5.508125,5.991891895833334,6.321874999999999,78.235625,67.54166666666666,9.316666666666668,31.625,9.2995712137729,2.7341062500000004,772,30,147,14,12,255,123,192,0.281,0.655,0.063,-0.9944,4,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,2,0,3,8,19,5,5,7,0,17,3,2,5,1,39,35,21,0,5,13,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,2,5,1,2,4,3,14,0,1,7,1,20,4,14,24,3,15,1,1,1,0,9,5,1,6,6,98,30,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695949757798564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402357952278627,0.08318595433638215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3711230226459363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252989996168896,0.12251296677956093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139002424231013,0.11103590071024233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196137915881895,0.2604606010675665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718218756586648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249435742634184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359912162947025,0.0,0.0,0.11988645290422198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288626301371376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269930316114145,0.4316314731103775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952153875828862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958454427698408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987311563869727,0.0,0.0,0.10502196146446896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551663874749636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565858636566022,0.10876962529749357,0.0,0.13932351142116392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886790873510434,0.0,0.08665185968738771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162025128114267,0.08995101601796875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15393374458207082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456153016499982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339708880451347,0.0,0.0,0.16351819300835355,0.0,0.0,0.10011336521546962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967632856161189,0.0,0.0863275713343439,0.06340728430148722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382745699292327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939166180986705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10080325357500414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11792410689548218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377806738146671,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tokiistheking,2018/03/02,"Does anybody wake up at night feeling like their body is... Off? For the past nine months or so (and now for the first time even on anxiety medication) I wake up during the night sometimes and immediately feel the right side (usually) of my body or face is.... numb?? Not feeling things properly? It sends me into a panic attack and the feeling and fear can last for HOURS. It's made me think I'm having a stroke many times (I'm a healthy 23 yo female) and I've went in and gotten all sorts of tests done. MRI, EKG, blood work, urine tests, etc. of course, nothing unusual has ever been found. I'm healthy and normal from what they've seen. Can feeling like one side of your body is numb or off be an anxiety thing? And it seems to last for hours, and then when I'm up in the morning I feel like I'm perhaps still slightly numb but it's harder to tell. Is this another medical issue or just another anxiety thing? Am I the only one who gets this?? 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Anyone here take this for anxiety? Just was prescribed 10mg 3x a day. Just took my first dose and I’m feeling a bit tired. 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It’s been an uphill battle dealing with addictions and other life traumas while trying to figure out how to properly address my anxiety. Recently I️ had about an 8 month long “streak” where I️ was able to battle my anxiety and stay positive but recently I’ve been back into the darkest pits of anxiety. Anyways, I’m posting here because anxiety not only makes me anxious (obviously) but I️t takes away my interests in everything. I️ literally have no motivation for school or anything and I️ just feel like every day the only thing I️ am doing is battling anxiety. Does anyone here have any tips as to what can help restore my interest in things? Battling this illness would be so much easier if I️ had things that I️ loved and I️ could remind myself constantly that I️ do love them but for now I️ don’t have anything like that and all the things I️ used to use to cope I️ have tricked myself into thinking those things really don’t work and I️ was only running away from my problems.. sorry about quite the rant, hope someone out there has something to say! 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Can someone please explain to me how propranolol works besides the action of being a beta-blocker. I understand that it is used to treat the physical effects of anxiety (sweating, fast heart rate, shaking etc.) but when I take it , I feel like it makes me talk more and improves my mood. Does it have any effect on the brain or any neurotransmitters? Thank you!!",5.060047619047619,7.4504899571428576,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,70.85714285714286,8.095238095238095,31.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.899095238095238,307,14,52,6,6,96,56,70,0.036000000000000004,0.7659999999999999,0.199,0.924,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,4,3,5,0,1,4,0,4,3,3,6,0,12,11,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,3,5,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,33,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31389096959219104,0.0,0.1765541352809676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576385753197197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4039327225305548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257392464484171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669463406996293,0.16487681151579872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734879071271696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275260264298324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405448095559687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533387133925273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19554807989852446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17352576765877015,0.18550069794091312,0.0,0.2124809262175457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402610966889276,0.0,0.19932893033688054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360365310336292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,didyousayit,2018/03/02,"I have bad anxiety and here are a few tips I’ve learned to help cope - Keeps tabs open on my phone to a minimum -Don’t have a cluttered work space with dirty dishes, half empty cups of coffee, scattered paper, etc. -Open the windows and let fresh air in -Make lists of every single scattered thought and go through them when you feel disorganized (this is huge for me as much of my anxiety stems from the fear of forgetting) -It’s SO hard but try not to care what others are thinking when you’re out in public, walk with confidence -“Fake it till you make it” -Let your family and friends know but don’t play victim or they will look at you like a zoo animal -Caffeine can be your worst enemy -Exercise helps me feel more put together which calms my anxiety -Plan for things in advance, such as routes to take when driving, arrangements for outings, etc. -When I look put together, I feel better which calms my anxieties -This is controversial, but I no longer take meds for my anxiety (I have tried sooooo many) and have learned to cope with it on my own. If yours is not super severe this might be something to try. Yes I still have it but all of the meds make it worse not mention the negative side affects. -Lastly, I know you’ve heard this before but positive thinking and deep breathing does work when you make it a habit. *Remember you’re not alone :-) ",3.989360139860143,6.0518089500000025,3.9960139860139883,87.46262237762241,72.96153846153847,7.804195804195802,26.04895104895105,8.575989854853784,1.7688846153846156,1077,37,212,20,22,330,161,260,0.179,0.66,0.161,-0.1491,0,1,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,7,2,6,9,13,1,1,9,1,19,3,1,5,1,43,39,22,0,1,11,0,4,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,16,12,1,1,11,2,0,6,8,5,0,1,2,7,24,8,30,31,9,28,0,0,2,0,16,14,0,3,9,136,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715746478522435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4326797189274463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444987839579404,0.0,0.0,0.09625618033042936,0.0,0.0,0.10004481548246644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533265057121404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899144903742113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252315810127749,0.0,0.0,0.09530787682752524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066387950096808,0.12729064521953554,0.17158952880728934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739567937186007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428829678393072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133266091489898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516429452353009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054561846855484,0.0,0.0,0.12433480197051575,0.0922073155114458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23134426697721314,0.0,0.05526436901890352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18998341999789115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020320058244108,0.11468520072187542,0.0,0.0,0.2513000505433853,0.0,0.0,0.12000168582177935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315569051343183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274322513652109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281420991833216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12779259448916275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708475248525135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033720752148723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010324965265136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515142688387075,0.14496454118216126,0.0,0.08980407713925011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23040170852632985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647043741746426,0.0,0.1152782159742117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coaaarl,2018/03/02,"Some people pay for thrills... ... but I get mine for free ... Ain't nothing crazy 'bout me! That's a line from Dizzy Rascal - Bonkers: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ISy0Hl0SBfg I'm always listening to this song when recovering from a panic attack. Maybe it will help someone :) ",5.8937121212121255,9.697454886363635,3.629090909090909,82.10530303030306,79.68181818181819,5.660606060606061,23.24242424242424,7.1686216300943375,1.2070424242424247,221,7,34,3,6,61,40,44,0.245,0.5539999999999999,0.201,-0.1511,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,3,5,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,18,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097980055266667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235649328118493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19452053934018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495565880785851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.374042995521633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572487055338198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368343938734302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581180918465096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154634296896189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cookiemonsta015,2018/03/02,"Physical contact I have know that I have had anxiety for awhile now but something I never realized might be apart of it is that when ever someone is slightly touching me (like a knee rubbing up against mine or something) I get fidgety and my heart rate goes up and I get short of breath. Anyone else get this and how do I stop it? 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I’ve noticed his past month I’m getting anxiety and have had some really bad panic attacks after eating especially after breakfast. Is anyone also experiencing this? 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Whatever you’re dealing with right now please just pull through. Trust me it passes and you look back and wonder what the hell was wrong with you. If I can give any of you any advice it would be 3 things. Grab your loved ones and just hug them, it helps a lot. Sit alone for half an hour or so and think about your current problems and come up with a few suggestions on how to turn problems into opportunities. Lastly watch your favourite shows, play your favourite games and eat your favourite foods. If you ever don’t feel like doing something do it anyway whether your anxiety stops you or not. If you try and still can’t at least you tried, move on. You’re all amazing :).",3.685851063829787,5.70094646808511,3.2194503546099327,92.90875,73.68085106382978,6.402127659574468,23.80673758865248,7.1686216300943375,0.6937843971631206,576,17,120,6,12,170,101,141,0.113,0.7170000000000001,0.17,0.8555,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,13,1,2,11,12,1,0,4,0,8,4,0,2,2,35,19,15,0,7,9,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,12,2,1,4,3,0,4,3,4,0,2,1,5,16,8,14,16,4,19,1,0,2,2,21,6,1,7,9,78,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789499068973456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734908774297122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976111303465196,0.0,0.1236089503645957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242457424585215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290518009328035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918764265094138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665828184736292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653376049414317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14615917961569358,0.0,0.3087949590145128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340032146642847,0.11543343110313505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19538427218710008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500312787129078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083042749102978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912464382418295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171000381714365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789402686116405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568726534506986,0.0,0.0,0.13737030758320296,0.14583307566321704,0.0,0.10785650905077776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173493106716162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949140324572423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17736731229394864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30922220897969604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379892103485126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439287510570338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903871977498604,0.13508887202838427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10734717377722304,0.10353451982930173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194056566347848,0.17575362595016455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953046044218097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752275993263177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478243921348695,0.17666335465939662,0.0,0.0 anxiety,her112358,2018/03/02,"Anxiety and perfectionism Hi All, Does anyone have any advice to deal with anxiety related to reprimands, screwing up, and making bad decisions? Every time I mess something up or get reprimanded it feels like the end of the world and my thoughts are pretty self-detrimental and obsessive about it. I really beat myself up about it, and logically I know that people make mistakes and that you should just learn from it and move on, but I just can't get away from the thinking. I am planning on going to graduate school for STEM, and I just don't know if I can handle the inevitable rejection and correction that will come with that without becoming honestly mentally ill. I do see a therapist, but I don't know if I can bring myself to talk to them about it.",8.744145854145849,7.668278139860142,8.798121878121881,68.3699300699301,61.30769230769231,13.206393606393604,37.9110889110889,12.28987398476788,4.774153646353646,606,25,108,18,7,199,91,143,0.16,0.8009999999999999,0.038,-0.9384,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,2,6,8,1,1,5,0,11,2,0,2,2,36,25,14,0,4,9,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,1,2,15,2,21,22,1,13,0,1,1,1,5,7,1,3,3,79,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17916455628925812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124682240185365,0.0,0.28051989045012243,0.0,0.0,0.12820047817995575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722605321723071,0.0,0.15308707793314866,0.0,0.20249234520622664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579371969152979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890226955704315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044818617979115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623910125435225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447774645507656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927057469181577,0.1309831260269642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915824694287088,0.0,0.10420031944042453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022881316898109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895740779196166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447710785830179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847706418760256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948688339611445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710971707131713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18652980288748866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745677642571073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555694193534975,0.14610381272126755,0.0,0.1912708966779406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14114947014153384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736736520499868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128799864297725,0.0,0.11748134772868535,0.0,0.14555702970966533,0.10691110409136492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17673995525185926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ImDanielAndILoveCats,2018/03/02,Failing my test tomorrow because I was to afraid to ask for help. Hope this doesn't happen again,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,79.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,25.28947368421053,7.1686216300943375,1.1981368421052632,78,3,15,1,2,24,18,19,0.14400000000000002,0.611,0.245,0.3182,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,3,4,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5023452228637127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32756064459320544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751725830390287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36017115875427785,0.0,0.0,0.5337050251864868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,h0ldplay,2018/03/02,"Anxious About Head Pain I’ve been having head/jaw/eye pains the last few days. I’ve had headaches and sinus pain before, and this is neither of those. I have been told by friends and family on more than one occasion that I pay too much attention to my body— and I know they’re right. I notice each slight change on my skin and anything that happens without warning, ie body pains, heart rate spikes, etc. This year I’ve been trying to ignore all of the slight “out of the ordinary” things that set off the anxiety, but it’s always been hard for me to ignore head pain. It’s really starting to eat away at my nerves. Currently, for about 20-30mins, whenever I blink my right eye, the eye hurts. There’s nothing in it and I haven’t rubbed at it, but there’s a spot of reddened veins a little ways away from my iris. TLDR; I have body pain anxiety, would appreciate some calming words. 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Lexapro saved my life. I used to be able to relate to the posts here, but now it just seems like a dream. I hope you guys find the help for your anxiety as well.",-0.5322222222222202,1.3823128148148172,1.2496296296296308,102.13333333333335,87.51851851851852,5.0814814814814815,14.555555555555555,6.42735559955562,-0.9001999999999999,188,3,49,2,6,61,43,54,0.034,0.675,0.29100000000000004,0.9398,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,11,7,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,4,8,6,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,5,30,9,0,0.2742248856782922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097812869573744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865634173483815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506365775072769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27152575039661914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838071604576549,0.0,0.0,0.2723671865920725,0.2700562739964183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19369314654791933,0.13397242750840455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26868216450853505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263163772001363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249644036755092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736845100497094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24656110530960826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,likesbeepbooopmusic,2018/03/02,"Success terrifies me Right now I'm a college student working a part-time job and my anxiety and depression is starting to get to me if I'm being honest. I'm a B or C student most of the time and this semester I decided to tack on a part-time job in my general field of study. Everything is going great so far and that's what scares me most. I've been told at my workplace that I do a better job than someone with a degree(not trying to brag). It just feels like at the end of the day when I'm done studying and working that everything I do just isn't good enough. I've always had problems with mental illness, but my parents are against medication. So I'm out here working with what I have and I'm honestly terrified most of the time. At the end of the day i just feel lonely and sad, even though I have a lot of friends. Sorry for the rambling just wanted to vent. Does success terrify anyone else like you always feel that somehow you'll find a way to mess it up?",4.180022962112513,4.605622233830848,5.4688557213930356,83.39228473019519,70.44278606965175,8.572675086107923,31.38193647148871,8.617729084823388,2.3435523153463445,763,32,159,12,13,256,112,201,0.166,0.706,0.128,-0.7143,4,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,6,12,16,0,1,15,0,13,2,0,0,0,31,27,14,0,3,7,1,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,3,15,10,25,21,5,20,0,3,0,0,5,9,0,7,11,103,24,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21798161965128385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020389907290864,0.0,0.0,0.09158842715951378,0.13421059281004644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584643507469147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689502129642345,0.0,0.11281801338270132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462669423257672,0.13404411202238806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942195986012852,0.0,0.23202935956018186,0.13534350899925146,0.0,0.08651498966551183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354434654132581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869130761657824,0.093576394312714,0.0,0.0,0.1197187922754116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10119942595061436,0.0,0.06843475662267272,0.0,0.07444233830135223,0.10986480668466,0.0,0.1444124807229583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3899500544888879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12798624509661324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113595770862908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195457190412274,0.132003037078569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544440482006354,0.2836900552789368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533587142480174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186129213239472,0.0,0.0,0.13113979428615966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11098397684579812,0.0,0.0,0.1466280556035425,0.09271253500105943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286930383326595,0.0,0.15275793052613015,0.0,0.0,0.1251626958082147,0.0,0.08893086709582762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725891154724829,0.10397055628290004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860780115989779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fixationed,2018/03/02,"Anxiety about travelling & my friends secretly not liking me This year my brain has started doing this thing where whenever I hang out with my best friends (who I don't see very often since we all live in different places now) I become convinced that they only pretend to like me. I know it comes from my own insecurities, I worry that I'm too boring since I'm a quiet person and imagine them talking negatively about me when I'm gone. It kind of ruins a lot of experiences that should be nice. Plus I'm travelling right now to visit those friends and idk what it is about travelling that always makes my anxiety so bad. I hate feeling like I'm only calm and safe at home. Does anyone have advice for how to just chill out about not being home??",5.865034013605437,6.267124755102043,6.433061224489798,78.0321768707483,66.75510204081633,9.526530612244898,29.938775510204078,9.444778638647367,2.532599999999999,597,20,114,11,9,195,100,147,0.165,0.6509999999999999,0.184,0.6373,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,2,1,13,17,1,1,2,0,8,1,1,2,1,23,21,7,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,1,2,1,13,9,0,1,4,4,0,7,4,5,0,0,1,3,17,12,17,17,4,19,0,1,1,0,11,7,0,2,8,76,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064663801511285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827625408586185,0.1670359215626092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358690762722715,0.0,0.0,0.10779459637407136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12871995494997973,0.0,0.17026130424962085,0.0,0.0,0.16178492106651404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720972796135837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279807248487005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610678851340439,0.0,0.0,0.1349093834418053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080133453877914,0.0,0.0,0.07794962009870303,0.11013432556836038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573186573441789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220438816773849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3092768125724348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053740212195414,0.08472414353617702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259492720777,0.0,0.13612905939441655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106416429116596,0.0,0.0,0.1029052309105499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23449634381362525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460948783745105,0.1610678851340439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165465560722905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284822759315064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25505102666870866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911761015232196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391065834157627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241927726345604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720090618366225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156560361673872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927614072509927 anxiety,Chrytical,2018/03/02,"Freaking out about lower back pain. Hey guys. I work at Amazon and I do a lot of heavy lifting and such. On Tuesday I started to notice a pain in my back. Today it felt a lot worse and I went to the doctor. He poked around at it and gave me a muscle relaxer and an anti-inflamatory. This is probably the worst pain I’ve ever had. I can’t sleep tonight because of it, and barely alept ar all the previous two days as well. No way I lay is comfortable, I know I should trust the doctor and what he said, but between the pain and lack of sleep I can’t help but be anxious that something more serious is going on. Can someone please say something to help?",1.4509743589743602,3.432157607407412,3.3192592592592614,89.76128205128207,80.33333333333333,5.931623931623932,22.97720797720798,7.010146845296331,0.7385669515669515,507,17,108,6,13,170,89,135,0.193,0.6759999999999999,0.131,-0.7839,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,10,0,10,8,2,0,2,20,17,11,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,6,2,0,1,6,10,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,7,1,1,5,3,11,4,16,10,6,18,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,8,76,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15362552986924244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105641542128873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20912975741737727,0.0,0.08289583404312913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876997525528968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27837496926481603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300716778104966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13056793368089736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728400614528583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464756942374673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822971660120823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473437686378473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23122095399620185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482101949596572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5787949806952147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927184730772092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14661596206339492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12935387426059194,0.10814156522304204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721685154576876,0.0,0.11522053906819738,0.20937741028824805,0.0,0.0,0.09625162626892858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288988751862372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132838611528481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793939704269703,0.0,0.0,0.12226779042458205,0.12606043094885405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899946415325032,0.0,0.1385814027973357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pinkaero21,2018/03/02,"Driving F/20/USA I am extremely terrified of driving. I have a license and all and a car but when I think about driving at all I’m instantly nervous and anxious. My best friend lives in a big city not even an hour from me and yet I cannot even visit her because I am so terrified of the four lane traffic and fast pace of it all. The thought literally makes my stomach churn, last time I drove a long distance through a city my teeth were clenched and all my muscles were tended up for the entire two hour drive. I just want to be able to drive without wanting to stop every five seconds to calm myself out of a panic. It makes me feel like a shitty friend and a nonfunctioning person. Do any of you guys have any tips for this? I want to be able to go places without having to rely on others because I honestly can’t take it anymore... 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I have read good and bad reviews on it. I was on Prozac for a few years but it made me gain weight and very tired. ,1.7601754385964874,2.9070353684210564,3.0131578947368425,96.02043859649126,76.89473684210526,7.171929824561403,20.561403508771924,7.793537801064563,0.27339298245614074,136,3,35,2,3,44,29,38,0.237,0.614,0.149,-0.4385,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,2,0,3,4,0,1,0,4,4,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,1,5,2,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560865694668985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658845373556607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24434051558364245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601364126920456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24939712784033946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258296757813292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517060305747671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2967938094984368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506381993450107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130642180174693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144507706205566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628964310084698 anxiety,MayoOfTheNaize,2018/03/02,"Ever feel so tired that you're actually too anxious to sleep? I'm always tired, no matter how much/well I've slept, or health condition, time of day, etc. But sometimes I'm so tired that I'm actually afraid to go to sleep. I feel this anxiety in the pit of my stomach that makes me too nervous to go to sleep. It's also sometimes accompanied by a sense of guilt for no apparent reason, or at least none I can think of anyway. Does anyone else experience this?",3.5464055299539154,4.859358387096774,5.1978801843317965,81.45967741935488,72.65591397849462,8.325038402457759,26.1889400921659,8.841846274778883,1.874435944700461,362,12,74,7,7,123,64,93,0.245,0.7440000000000001,0.011,-0.9681,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,3,2,0,1,9,5,3,1,11,11,7,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,13,10,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,42,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2925978692546996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119889856029498,0.12474429093602095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468732417780228,0.1693653535232911,0.0,0.10482657594925948,0.15360932965793447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09668509919978033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311947834616307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523775919655694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671988762440603,0.0,0.13560996323246716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466491649861721,0.0,0.0,0.15160670472083318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17040439871723626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593564689644204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000718344562174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102074261625161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414129713063113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45008062993470105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965466718982997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09606179005834538,0.0,0.0,0.0874187454833136,0.5169281552430357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway923648,2018/03/02,"I’ve wasted my youth :( I’m a junior in high school and I feel like my years in high school have been a waste of my youth years. Ive never had a girlfriend, don’t get involved in many fun school clubs, don’t go to many school dances and stuff, probably won’t end up going to junior prom, and I don’t do cool stuff with the few friends that I have, which can all be traced back to my anxiety. I study hard and get good grades and that’s about it. I keep hearing that college will be better, but I’m not so sure. I’m convinced that my whole life will just be a failure like high school has been, and that sucks. I’ve been in a shitty mental state for a while and I don’t know how to get better, it seems like all of my peers are passing me in every way possible :(",3.6903636363636387,3.4665847333333346,4.289848484848489,93.69477272727272,71.36363636363636,7.327272727272727,23.16666666666667,6.2581,0.2266484848484849,591,11,145,3,10,188,91,165,0.159,0.695,0.146,-0.5211,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,1,0,7,1,21,1,0,1,4,20,35,11,0,0,3,0,2,3,2,3,1,1,0,0,10,8,0,1,3,2,0,4,7,1,0,0,4,4,14,11,15,25,4,23,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,1,11,85,24,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032580803677054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907911364799425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885260859334834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457796345468814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948191017659844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05970144567359174,0.08435164207845232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122319596761012,0.0,0.18506539406949704,0.0,0.13420763905252478,0.09903434427611488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057705512560566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307727396827038,0.0,0.0,0.3742530073739006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494904008029024,0.0,0.0,0.0648900385423536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339871600025195,0.17305405946627378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23941573806004215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899018998007367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106546513010623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310998849342906,0.0,0.0,0.1273030675904152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5974827913360633,0.0,0.10748956529209748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703315291681893,0.0,0.0,0.11128275778683584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093721148529883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182470558506074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520707635182427 anxiety,chellie90,2018/03/02,"I just canceled my solo trip to Paris. I booked a flight a few months ago. I booked a hotel a few weeks ago. I never had an interest in Paris. I thought it would be a good way to get out of my comfort zone. This past week has been terrible. The last few days I have been crying. I knew I had to go because so many people would want the opportunity to go there. I went through security, got to the gate and started crying. I told the personnel I couldn’t make the flight and I waiting until I got my checked bag. Luckily I didn’t delay the flight in anyway for the other passengers. I’m in a cab going home now. My anxiety overcame me and I chickened out of what could have been a pretty enjoyable trip. I’m dreading getting home; seeing the disappointment in my parents eyes ",1.6862499999999976,3.916858910828029,3.5693590764331233,86.94919785031851,80.9108280254777,6.472770700636943,24.462181528662423,7.6454224807358475,1.3155226114649683,607,23,124,10,16,204,93,157,0.142,0.7240000000000001,0.134,-0.2914,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,0,1,16,0,14,1,1,1,1,17,32,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,4,5,0,3,2,3,1,6,3,3,0,0,12,2,21,6,16,15,3,26,0,1,2,0,2,6,0,0,13,83,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28988171133179713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508393118599626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996735637679082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054862510745513,0.0,0.3592138994110855,0.10544977295195526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708533992652811,0.0,0.2787777843246167,0.13714358469332452,0.2615461551520781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32802570097471073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328165157439634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914352169706164,0.16577245393783652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051131729089366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610821448857534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815573854133551,0.0,0.15608783410464472,0.11335654721458732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16634742720794393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029549688697115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573250597478132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980787536047494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623984869228766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644183973768856,0.129785826976628,0.26231410102907377,0.0,0.0,0.1515744735284685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2323041929503008,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brokenglassinbed,2018/03/02,How do you guys deal with job interviews? I have a job interview coming and it’s turning my anxiety all the way up. 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I noticed she had a shoelace tied around her arm, and a needle in her other hand. I put two and two together in my head and realized she must be taking some sort of drug, maybe heroin. She started looking for a vein in her arm and kept prodding and poking around unable to find one, for some reason I kept watching, I guess I was curious as to what was going on. However, she noticed that I was watching and quickly ran out of the room before turning off the light. Whilst this happened a few hours ago I am still quite worried of the consequences, previously I have had heroin users as patients myself and from my experience I've assumed they have an aggressive nature. I feel a little worried about what could happen, previously I'd noted their garden was quite a mess, beer cans seemed to sit there for months on end and the front window has been smashed for a while, I feel maybe my anxiety might be causing me to overthink the situation and I'm not sure what to do. Thank you for your time reading this. 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I've had anxiety most of my life, not knowing it was anxiety until a few years ago. I have unwittingly torpedo'd most romantic relationships I've truly cared about by overthinking and overreacting. Currently dating a girl I'm madly in love with and my anxiety is kicking my ass and taking a toll on our relationship. I see a therapist every week which helps, but holy shit this is hard to kick.",6.311481481481483,8.212807493827164,7.593518518518523,64.66583333333335,66.65432098765433,12.313580246913581,34.48765432098766,11.855464076750405,5.107261728395062,361,17,58,14,6,123,63,81,0.21,0.672,0.119,-0.7053,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,4,0,6,4,2,1,0,10,12,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,7,2,8,10,3,8,0,0,1,2,8,2,2,2,6,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596525463213975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5511204698216298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836294312746599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174654472219304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133903800174307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072083513410048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989812028962066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721375137288735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255213101070398,0.0,0.0,0.1825985796725847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800973044821685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352066404359531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848755773087496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354168261848829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091162197955777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144469666516372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11598195529315125 anxiety,ConfusedPuddle,2018/03/02,"Please help me calm down So my girlfriend and I just recently made our relationship open and she is hanging out at a bar with this guy she met on tinder and she stopped responding, I trust her I'm just scared that this guy is a creep and she isn't safe, I know it's probably rediculous and it's probably just because her phone died but I can't stop worrying about her ",1.0744590643274847,3.518545013157893,2.298070175438596,93.62704678362572,85.71052631578948,6.535672514619884,22.91812865497076,7.793537801064563,1.1450690058479531,295,11,65,6,9,94,52,76,0.099,0.737,0.163,0.5835,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,8,7,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,8,1,3,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,14,3,6,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,16,5,0,0,3,41,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689542177083647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330675821086781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447180252047803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505241349997652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341746916045945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21249299599913352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24650976411034844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4842475908876872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217351900977522,0.2411034926872884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248331456985475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755001476536013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280611264058975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ShantiBlossom,2018/03/02,"Anyone else sensitive to medication, alcohol, ect? I'm wondering if anyone else has this. Even small amounts of any medication, alcohol, or marijuana induce major effects for me. I'm wondering if my extreme anxiety has made my nervous system more sensitized. For example I took 2.5 mg of propranolol and was so woozy I could barely walk or talk (most people take around 40 mg!) Makes me feel so abnormal.",4.8424404761904745,7.700319791666673,6.613095238095242,65.97000000000003,73.30555555555556,11.336507936507935,33.8968253968254,10.914260884657429,5.175465873015873,323,17,49,13,7,111,54,72,0.058,0.942,0.0,-0.4753,0,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,4,0,15,13,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,6,0,6,9,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920979416204294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475019823620802,0.0,0.1403363939035151,0.0,0.0,0.2565407076926001,0.3759261025344097,0.0,0.16330665438874292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646744072505805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064927293787765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211649624474576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275627618241486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17358191401064993,0.1224522455256066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3696069504567464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717899821835565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792925577085666,0.14744768778247494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038162812314865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3978807251302214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,willdieproud,2018/03/02,"anxious about friends I was having a conversation with my wife and another friend of hers about the things we remember from high school. The conversation was jovial until my wife and her friend started mentioning things about their academics. Now I was by no means under average when it came to school, but I was not as focused on school as my wife and her friend were. I had some social problems and anxiety that kept me from excelling further. While hearing them talk about their high ACT scores and multiple AP classes, I felt completely left out of the situation. Almost like I didn't exist to them in that moment, which I know is a feeling that neither of them could understand. Most of the time I guess I've been alone, so it's natural for me to feel like this when I encounter people I would consider 'normal'. Now, currently, I'm doing more work to review discrete mathematics. I'm a software engineer, so it's only kind of important. (Sarcasm) However, in the shadow of seeing other people, even younger than me getting into higher level calculus is just disheartening. It's as if me studying discrete math to better myself is like a child trying to run a marathon faster than an adult in comparison to my wife and her friend. I know I shouldn't be comparing myself to others, but for some reason it comes to me as naturally as breathing. I can control it now and again, but if I want to feel clear-headed I have to just let it come naturally. In light of this realization, I think I've found another source of anxiety. I'm anxious about studying a difficult subject not only because of those around me who do better, but because I'm afraid that I'll hit a point in which I'm not capable of going any further and others are. I'm absolutely terrified by the thought of not being able to understand complex subjects, because no matter how far that is, I would feel like a failure all over again. If there's only one person in the world better than what I want to do with my life, I feel absolutely worthless. Like I'm wasting the oxygen of those with better parents and breeding and I would almost be better off in the wilderness living off of the land than taking up the space that someone better could fill. (Disclaimer: I do not feel urges to commit or have thought about suicide) The worst part of this is that I don't give a fuck about what anyone else has to say about it because their words don't make a damn difference. To me, words of 'encouragement' from people like my wife are just used as a vain attempt to make me feel better, because at the end of the day, they don't give a shit about me or my feelings because they know that they can't do anything about it. My feelings don't affect them at all. Therefore, they can easily move on past them, because that's what they were raised to do. It's strange, but even if they were able to prove that my words did matter to them, I don't think I could ever believe them. I don't really know why I'm writing this to be honest. Maybe I'm just crying out for attention and hoping someone will notice. (Funny, that last sentence is very ironic). And if there are any responses to this, many of them will probably say that all I'm doing is crying for attention or that I'm some loser or maybe some will try to be empathetic, all of which is just very pathetic. Seriously, stop. If you have any responses like this I know you can't do anything to help. Actions speak louder than words. I've learned all my life to just ignore people because I know they could never hope to understand me or tolerate me. I'm not trying to be boring, mean, awkward, or angry. It just comes naturally after years of being alone. I'm not sure there's any more hope for me in terms of friendship. I think I'd rather have no friends whatsoever and avoid all those awkward encounters where we're talking casually about something light-hearted with each other and I'm sitting there not giving a fuck about what anyone is saying. I think I'm finally beginning to accept the fact that I'm not really meant for friendship. That I'm meant to spend most of my life alone. The most interesting thing about this is that now that I know where I stand and now that I know that I'll just be alone without friends, I'm releived. I feel like a great weight has lifted off of my shoulders and I can finally live free from other human beings. I know it will be hard, because I feel a deep desire for friendship, but, after all, we all have desires for something but are not guaranteed to have. But this desire is overpowered by the memories of what inevitably happens when I try to make friends or when I try to tell someone some accomplishment I've made only to be met with fake emotion and apathy.",7.213458049886626,6.68375317538127,7.282761549064072,76.21732492997202,64.08714596949892,10.151829620737184,33.98523853986039,9.503096391589818,3.0099462629496236,3757,140,705,61,49,1211,344,918,0.128,0.705,0.16699999999999998,0.9909,4,5,2,0,0,1,85.0,2,2,18,13,46,55,4,4,33,0,78,9,3,10,14,179,162,53,1,25,41,6,14,8,8,8,3,5,0,4,59,33,1,5,43,2,2,10,26,19,0,1,21,21,90,37,126,116,23,80,0,3,1,2,64,36,4,27,40,494,149,12,0.09439245663703763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945204103598816,0.1955242356010274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838021473689215,0.09897872101384286,0.07220997096381844,0.10663660825527208,0.0,0.06600140041455091,0.048358113304547486,0.07767694905373983,0.0420146493849522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589334445107394,0.0,0.0,0.053173987390165565,0.0,0.2921886001084214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053979911977699316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196611497025014,0.04948434744614665,0.0,0.05293458323596957,0.15072939168114574,0.0,0.10368568128748766,0.030437662818893006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04931001338771193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039426392672379636,0.05308940441967088,0.0418018497074731,0.0,0.0,0.062345327372302625,0.042691690549164704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250214238417763,0.10115098482300648,0.045315780542729334,0.103402322379045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05174822830409126,0.2917095113886506,0.08726430514115892,0.02465808134393855,0.13582476831013687,0.02682270419092265,0.0,0.0,0.05203400833848965,0.051991966442677714,0.0,0.04173546883412855,0.0,0.042278550289401834,0.0,0.048436946366999835,0.0,0.05319357943236446,0.05592775779842429,0.031634636988107694,0.09973081294251886,0.0,0.14062951172074814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04914760904244888,0.23344031516270666,0.03847122527627438,0.0,0.0,0.051278840162371,0.048261341097985605,0.10000827545898668,0.1844615454628202,0.0,0.08335026856047703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465821239204261,0.09451154666199107,0.04784956777402697,0.09482990990039616,0.10282105737461786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05016212155048366,0.0,0.0,0.03640064083442601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046242283044052965,0.0,0.05373321875512874,0.0,0.0,0.031981385756617665,0.14357943351893382,0.0,0.0,0.052405826250658025,0.0511089160300812,0.045054140294575114,0.13087968862687085,0.04120992612434078,0.0,0.0,0.044615690930143816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05088551663200579,0.04516041651096154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047022477867636,0.04852558323216377,0.0,0.0,0.053464126330023364,0.0,0.0,0.11259700523034905,0.0,0.14329530823414774,0.03760928345358012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048446250140934385,0.0,0.05305053807446467,0.0,0.04811061120954862,0.11996763329019355,0.07266792471737947,0.0,0.0,0.03340573332150163,0.0,0.0,0.039458160181491966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162501352263134,0.0,0.04448188664578461,0.0,0.0354856900524404,0.07586908112214215,0.04125158380835518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406523085873712,0.12096574962533001,0.0,0.07493706683008584,0.027520500274542524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602157049324115,0.0,0.0,0.1473988144319002,0.0,0.040762387833537035,0.0,0.07788366230332705,0.05567511654874646,0.0,0.0,0.05747229135401888,0.0,0.0,0.042587255153746666,0.0,0.0,0.04549547989771703,0.0,0.03435941632024805,0.0,0.0,0.10058053941459733,0.0,0.0,0.03039282364799815 anxiety,battlecatluke1,2018/03/02,"Need Advice Regarding a Friend I have a friend at my high school, a fellow senior. She suffers from depression, which I believe to be a result of a broken home life, and this is something I share with her. What I am most concerned with, however, is what I believe to be severe anxiety stemming from a series of incidents that occurred in her freshman year with another freshman who she perceived to have physically abused her repeatedly, leaving massive bruises on her arms and thighs. I have spoken to the man involved, and he denies all of this, stating that they were 'friendly smacks' and that there was no abuse involved. With the context out of the way, I now ask for advice. As a result of her parents not believing that mental illness can exist in teenagers, there is little chance that she will be able to convince them of her anxiety and depression. What can I do to support and help her? If she were to speak to her school counselor and set up a meeting with her, the parents, and possibly myself, would that be enough to convince them? My mother is a psychiatric nurse, so upon learning of my issues, she set upon helping me with them immediately. But this isn't about me. I would greatly appreciate and value any advice, stories, and support.",7.762667332667334,7.886195809523809,7.584155844155845,72.33689310689311,62.766233766233775,9.705094905094906,38.115551115551106,9.265573868473778,3.6698681984681993,996,47,164,15,13,318,128,231,0.138,0.732,0.131,-0.5714,3,0,1,0,2,0,28.0,0,0,4,0,5,12,0,0,13,0,22,4,2,2,1,29,26,14,0,4,3,3,0,0,4,3,2,1,1,1,14,17,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,1,33,9,35,16,3,18,0,3,0,0,36,10,0,2,4,138,47,4,0.11816751199810847,0.2800183576464038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34641577531548645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035796029536173,0.12390893954519047,0.1807956464796989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104706722766597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3994029618537867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20355500986283864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209862806110228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738877799276536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028009914587854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841038485616596,0.12485046427260844,0.11853164932411155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233361816425765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512233316420626,0.0,0.0,0.08346520835276801,0.0,0.11843489074137625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908505879865455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761971285148967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624220757833544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321611478293072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918366160892585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349565351282633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097112387844378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681901845341635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379587077915884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788562026381373,0.0,0.0,0.07609600345271678 anxiety,CulTona,2018/03/02,"I need some help. Okay so I'm on mobile so there probably isnt going to be formatting. Sorry. Here is the deal I have ADHDi and started a new job November 20th. I've been on medication but in January I went to my therapist because I needed a mental check up and because I've been feeling a lot of anxiety. She suggested before medicating me to try some homeopathic remedies like tea, meditation, deep breathing and relaxing baths or magnesium. They worked for a while but they have all suddenly stopped. I don't know what to do. I keep forgetting to make an appointment. The job is suffering. I'm too nervous to do something on my own. (I'm still learning) and now it's all amplified. The ADHD medication isnt affecting the anxiety when I'm on or off it. Any ideas for managing it until I can see my doc?",1.885911949685536,4.443056993710695,4.701540880503148,77.088034591195,82.83647798742138,9.319496855345912,28.959119496855344,9.586721724236666,3.563945911949686,638,32,119,23,18,227,103,159,0.094,0.825,0.08199999999999999,-0.2023,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,8,5,0,1,9,1,13,5,1,2,2,24,27,13,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,4,4,1,2,4,2,1,2,3,2,0,0,3,2,14,3,17,23,6,19,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,5,10,80,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19439178240366567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999538548724072,0.0,0.24747625195878986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19720230845621947,0.0,0.1376371348944511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675690326221332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817855402179585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192611784728308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841745661158768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825957941973127,0.0,0.0,0.321023362792898,0.14377062132214746,0.0,0.0,0.08889343963236823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902276391396487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751386429074625,0.0,0.0,0.10796922282130683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888376079043384,0.16300571717080778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398707995065235,0.0,0.15621892904833862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439360197756193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288936193120935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452286994888448,0.0,0.1810656170493288,0.1144873147848572,0.0,0.12917356968602142,0.13523004455711568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878039417245721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981747155521067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14994365081824254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775575390671808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ShakyMD,2018/03/02,"Speaking in front of school soon. Help please. In two weeks, I am set to speak in front of my entire school about my struggles with depression as a bigger part of an outreach day the school leadership is planning. I intend to discuss the struggle that is depression, tell my personas story, and finally send two big messages about mental illness to my school. I’d like to first address those who may suffer from mental illness and help them to know that there can be hope. That I understand how much it forces you to feel worthless and isolate yourself, but that if we all can learn to help one another, we can begin to not be alone. The other is to address those who may hold a stigma against mental illness or simply don’t know how to help at all. I would love it if y’all here at r/BipolarReddit could give me some feedback and overall relay to me what some of the most important things need to be addressed in regard to mental health. Here’s a few questions to guide your feedback if you’d like to answer them. If not, feel free to share some thoughts and ideas with me it’d be much appreciated. Love y’all. It’s hard. I know. 1. As a person who suffers from mental illness, what does it help to hear? What helps to give you hope? 2. How can others help? 3. What’s one thing you think people need to better understand about mental illness and anxiety disorder? 4. What do you wish for in the future for the mental health community? 5. What do you think I really need to relay to other people who may be suffering from mental illness? Thank you. Hope to see some good responses.",3.1852597402597413,5.372474928571432,3.8714285714285737,86.89857142857143,75.68831168831169,6.477922077922077,24.63636363636364,7.447530270364453,1.2005961038961042,1250,42,239,16,28,396,150,308,0.135,0.655,0.209,0.9856,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,10,2,3,10,20,0,2,11,0,23,10,0,4,2,56,48,17,0,13,8,0,3,2,0,4,8,3,3,1,26,10,0,1,14,0,1,3,3,8,0,5,1,7,27,13,46,35,11,20,0,6,1,2,39,9,0,17,9,168,53,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698287261129136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794088796833709,0.056861810290524124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06573834027414177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0593460013941418,0.0,0.0,0.04793633305190054,0.0,0.1280396578111871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518796606388655,0.0,0.06504618484895748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516638603620023,0.0,0.0,0.08142425706919244,0.0,0.06322457495231662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260712392522093,0.0,0.06234399911686898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658456924512315,0.0,0.0,0.15801741599228072,0.08377466939773688,0.0,0.34875014962963496,0.0,0.0,0.2214776854216137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390887874949819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254853208192892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262720967758944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417042468181342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5992526615494893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928136660237532,0.1653429909474412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073509048394733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049152904141063,0.0,0.10306133524569508,0.06490159101553719,0.0,0.08159139312849746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326597238038773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04761733599523695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009014045595797,0.05923093202659103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554105171946089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649671977813052,0.06843255241634305,0.0,0.0,0.0987623406321342,0.09525459455305714,0.0,0.05900926452325701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521810470424104,0.1547591154223369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059622585042779876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08547517591377722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280149426064792,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,millelacsmojo,2018/03/02,"Looking for help with a growing problem Hi. I'm a 37 year old male living in Minnesota. I'm in good health, live a life free of addiction and other entanglements, have a great relationship with my wife and children, I'm financially secure, and pretty much grew up in a Norman Rockwell painting. I'm well able to keep up appearances and hide my problem well. Unfortunately I feel like I have something eating me from the inside out. I have these nasty anxiety attacks and they seem to be getting worse. This has gone on my whole life but they never seemed to be this frequent and the never seemed to have the teeth and claws like they seem to have now. I've sought help from doctors a few times. They push SSRI drugs that I absolutely HATE and drugs like lorazepam that I'm quite worried about getting addicted to because it just works so good. I'd love to see a counselor but the additional stress of trying to make appointments might make me tip over dead. Not kidding. Doctors are a bad one for me in the first place. When I'm having an attack my blood pressure gets quite high so I've been trying not to poke at it any more than I have to. I feel like I'm trapped in this and have no way out. So if anyone has any good advice, I'd sure love to hear it. Now I'm going to post this quick before I delete it again...",3.4459415584415574,5.053256083333333,4.196948051948052,87.3636363636364,73.39393939393939,6.846753246753247,25.07142857142857,7.447530270364453,1.0770564935064928,1042,33,214,12,21,333,148,264,0.17600000000000002,0.647,0.177,-0.1485,0,1,3,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,4,4,13,23,3,2,14,0,15,14,2,2,3,36,44,16,1,3,6,1,2,4,0,1,9,1,0,3,12,14,1,2,6,0,1,6,5,8,2,2,2,5,18,16,34,39,4,34,0,0,2,2,15,14,0,7,16,127,30,3,0.09619052623686522,0.0,0.0,0.20972374370623995,0.0,0.09399626897135002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308257127095254,0.0,0.07358548928615365,0.0,0.0,0.06725865248595095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21886122021934928,0.0,0.0,0.08031507152681737,0.05863685198580725,0.0,0.08185105306055032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691015909004664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310094392768226,0.09842692233151397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727364053457603,0.1374370623267849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181961247812446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076673952360325,0.0,0.05466729277195752,0.2420401490366293,0.0,0.10605039475853256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496823027274776,0.0,0.10224603131799513,0.10841371398345268,0.0,0.12894896425459867,0.10163057219560807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549855940703545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358844267458363,0.18797532939270864,0.0,0.16987599391857394,0.0,0.0807758158358809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363141091530765,0.0,0.12841584638956982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204294747449946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071110460789723,0.0,0.1483761275834276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093577629742986,0.0,0.06518119000848553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049862680763763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212393461757093,0.09786034630129847,0.0,0.18408268558870888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20462092995763564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327262687887408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665139558136698,0.3502729696901253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740521665410594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018592281046534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065843261012707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608946939243721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061410640571838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763515624263691,0.0,0.0,0.172973670209478,0.0,0.0,0.10739328738172968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002784872407616,0.09768614859279363,0.0980263640219256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061943545166257774 anxiety,blackmiroar,2018/03/02,"Eating anxiety Has anyone over come eating anxiety, I work all day and use my hands, I forget about it when I’m busy, I have problems eating in front of people in case they will notice my hands shaking. I am on propranolol 30mg and an antidepressant. I have a fear of performing in front of people. I meditate every day for 10 minutes before I start my day, recently I just started up exercising and although I feel better I still have a fear of eating or performing in front of people. How can I challenge this?? 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I'm currently taking a data structures class and my professor loves to assign us group work. For our first group assignment, no one reached out to each other so I eventually messaged our group chat and texted the numbers of the people I did have, but I was ignored for the most part. In the end, the girl that ignored me did the entire assignment herself and later said she didn't see any of the texts. After that, it feels as if I've become irrationally terrified of group assignments in this class. The assignment after that, there didn't seem to be any communication either. And for our previous one, I felt way too anxious to even see my group members so I skipped our class' lab and avoided them (but they didn't reach out to me again anyways). We just got assigned another one and I don't want to fail this class so I finally got myself to message our group chat (that they don't even use. it seems they have their own without me) asking if I can help somehow. One of the girls responded saying they will meet up tomorrow, but the thought of that makes me so anxious. Why am I so scared of them? I feel like I'm too useless and dumb to contribute anything, but I don't want to not do anything. I feel like the fact that they're girls play a role in it, because I'm not as comfortable around girls as I am to guys (although I am a girl). I'm sorry if this is stupid or this was a bad place to post all of this, but I hate myself for being like this. I don't want to fail a class because I'm too anxious to interact with my group members.",5.6810591900311485,5.253539302180688,6.1425700934579455,82.78650311526482,67.19314641744549,9.37632398753894,31.852024922118375,8.841846274778883,2.3410323987538946,1240,45,262,18,18,402,150,321,0.189,0.732,0.079,-0.9882,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,7,0,7,4,16,18,3,3,16,0,22,1,0,2,2,46,49,25,0,6,14,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,0,6,16,13,0,3,7,3,0,0,11,12,0,5,12,8,42,6,40,34,6,20,0,3,2,1,43,9,1,8,12,182,58,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876095010175972,0.12240169421915635,0.0,0.39561538225183657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921178626792544,0.10391454272323332,0.1091268918757943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746476284367243,0.14231517855992865,0.12891923126132407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338822674772,0.0,0.0,0.15419826845308526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770667471013355,0.16678402236295595,0.11207920766157002,0.12787212560182887,0.0,0.09929056868832982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671945882662985,0.0,0.0,0.11558115740310347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524681314796585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824172960995983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710853008479624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535347827849527,0.0,0.07791825230180968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163973637961168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12640732973123822,0.0,0.08092595793677787,0.0,0.12195811622542785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179517454242052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103706190613173,0.09282846564074723,0.23373440004328735,0.0,0.18603756306137226,0.21253340918707736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066979703820086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776651260925261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267066543054063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14041194514021085,0.10081733285976606,0.0,0.0,0.20655132299989412,0.09265492494948667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533076462430847,0.0,0.0,0.11252365683762088,0.0,0.08498090755065428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,16letterd1,2018/03/02,"Does anyone else get super anxious when listening to certain songs? Specifically, the song “The real thing” really freaks me out, probably because of the psychedelic overlay of different sounds toward the end. It’s unfortunate, because it’s a real favourite in the radio stations around here, meaning I hear it often at work. Does anyone else have a similar thing?",7.180483870967741,9.78983543548387,7.516967741935487,63.25545161290327,65.61290322580646,10.121290322580649,36.593548387096774,10.355215969177356,4.776021935483873,295,15,39,8,5,96,47,62,0.108,0.799,0.092,0.1697,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,2,8,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898753409871454,0.0,0.25870046216547643,0.3790909339123311,0.0,0.16468149380677866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22553798132999414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19327655432557392,0.0,0.0,0.3237742987203163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090730178995873,0.0,0.163847399763823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665032862521604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084986605883414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20150977779323226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945192961885588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211212401697802,0.11851017553594935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24580002387840855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346758830260293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,clr2108,2018/03/02,"I don't know if I should Keep taking Antidepressants I've been on an antidepressant for a couple of years now, mostly for anxiety but also for depression, and I hate and have always hated the idea of taking medication, why I don't really know, just the thought of it makes me extremely depressed. I did start taking it because at one point I did feel so horrible, I wasn't getting out of bed, wasn't doing anything productive, kept having panic attacks...but that was a few years ago. So now I've been thinking about getting off of them, but I'm torn, because my family and my psychiatrist think I should keep taking them, and also I'm a bit scared of the withdrawal period and how I'll feel without them. Does anyone feel similarly or has anyone gone through a similar experience?",10.695,7.515083966666667,10.837333333333335,61.89200000000002,59.33333333333334,14.266666666666666,41.0,12.45797560212912,5.046200000000002,625,24,110,16,6,212,91,150,0.247,0.745,0.006999999999999999,-0.9918,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,3,0,9,6,2,2,8,0,15,1,0,2,0,29,39,14,0,3,6,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,3,9,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,10,3,14,0,16,27,3,13,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,3,7,76,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247474122036653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508122003637104,0.11709746815253215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765699327512412,0.0,0.0,0.19680141747012675,0.0,0.11580764637200487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17157369587806315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536391820504188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571351842722758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242418672734823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315254560271488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765957381866115,0.13266639889758305,0.0,0.21346982468556225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704976955340301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778807133581827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886545906828645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501720902968298,0.0,0.0,0.15468151561141516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393743280975013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176925839749832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953613409719968,0.0,0.0,0.16511468961061987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330340138438277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901543442747696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089387820421906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960842691227463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232415711401305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034640812222055,0.0,0.1117227883089218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698567193691768,0.0,0.0,0.13565734781561434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124920796459204 anxiety,DangerousMove,2018/03/02,"Worst part of Anxiety: The feeling of being calm and not having to deal with it. That dread of knowing it's only just around the corner as well as the peace you feel at the time while thinking ""how good could my life be if this was my baseline all the time"".",9.771320754716983,5.492693018867929,8.771415094339629,79.37523584905662,62.20754716981133,11.354716981132073,35.93396226415094,7.1686216300943375,2.4297622641509427,202,5,44,1,2,63,43,53,0.135,0.6759999999999999,0.189,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,5,1,0,1,1,13,9,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,3,9,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426999881620292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824251214134679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533031178963757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270770276124536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208283540035031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660992988146067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435561251388626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240873104367887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24128750053657005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435573550276061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328484840957006,0.0,0.0,0.3699890750096708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28525126434188464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cuidatemucho,2018/03/02,"Have anxiety and need a part time job? Early last year I was going through the worst period of anxiety in my life. I couldn't even stay home by myself. I got a part time job at this company and I believe it helped me to overcome the anxiety. It's a merchandiser job for plants in the garden center at various retail stores. You get fresh air, sunshine, physical activity. It is physically demanding but not too tough and you're outside most of your shift, but if you don't mind summer heat it's a great part-time job. This is the company I was hired at but if they don't have any positions in your area there are other companies that do the same thing. Just search for plant merchandiser on job sites. http://www.plant-partners.com/careers/",3.9721153846153854,6.441172464285718,5.045714285714286,78.06851648351649,74.35714285714286,8.87912087912088,25.05494505494506,9.466822959209583,2.3739010989011002,595,20,112,16,13,195,91,140,0.06,0.858,0.08199999999999999,0.71,5,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,9,0,11,1,0,0,0,15,15,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,9,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,4,2,0,0,3,1,13,2,14,11,6,20,0,0,1,0,6,11,0,3,7,75,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376498277675854,0.0,0.31643972699106165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534661698544994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107024099088754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07203803412420683,0.0,0.0783619314437933,0.0,0.11027741286344547,0.15201619363741856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09241988567842876,0.0,0.1383076177708509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6841366560487401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239282572703352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739064798173554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922224864446325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223829520096303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479406713366935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469646414408738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160315727712856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080105424585936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08879195573031473 anxiety,Noone333666999,2018/03/02,"What's my brain doing Hello, I was wondering if anyone can help me figure out what's going on with me / my brain. Several months ago I got out of an emotionally abusive relationship. I won't go into details except to say that I had anxiety build up over several months until it got too intense to handle. At the worst of it I was in a constant state of moderate anxiety, having panic attacks every other day when bad situations happened, and was getting 3 to 5 hours of sleep a night due to nightmares. It was the worst period of my life I've experienced. Now several months later I have slowly been getting better but still experience some unpleasant effects. I can be doing okay and feeling stable but then thoughts or stimulus trigger bursts of anxiety/panic which can take hours or days to subside. I'm not really sure what's happening to me. I have no experience with this sort of thing. I assume it's just going to get better with time but it surely doesn't feel that was sometimes. I'm using meditation, mindfullness and positive thinking to treat myself. I went to councilling and ran out of things to talk about and they thought I was doing okay so we stopped. I'm just looking for any insight or shared experiences, thank you.",4.327212765957444,6.5016070297872375,5.713351063829787,75.02875,72.31914893617022,8.614893617021277,29.622340425531913,9.255337874911486,2.963770212765957,992,42,168,23,20,333,147,235,0.117,0.736,0.147,0.8578,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,1,3,8,14,1,1,5,2,20,4,3,3,2,41,45,16,0,1,11,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,15,13,0,1,10,0,0,5,4,5,0,0,14,5,21,9,34,29,3,35,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,8,20,120,36,0,0.0,0.12754631614489195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542423413024216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320492766787362,0.0,0.1647021922229744,0.0,0.0,0.07527059762639761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246613806747098,0.0,0.0,0.08988231563951084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19041336708999096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034349628137006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633019286717272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13884923994574894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109049726821107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090698821570158,0.0,0.0,0.3159037731595201,0.0,0.0,0.10886101320365148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872628526858285,0.0,0.1835380123808755,0.0,0.17219328139352627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903870924938842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215477298460625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21202491888523886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603558524619568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039794445772746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25777291931793195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102117855099772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263027626899592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689626269913221,0.0,0.0,0.11557460722610433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08560670754861241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648377692811864,0.0,0.0,0.12100184784523367,0.1077266195411132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646749173944547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596853207594905,0.08999928121053141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291558484202896,0.0,0.08093855829287637,0.0865240895126564,0.0,0.09910862268364663,0.0,0.0,0.14303426085165802,0.06897705358852063,0.0,0.17092236738135394,0.0627709257570713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09297406641792716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979158729053793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674061490647425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,badusername-,2018/03/02,Politics causing anxiety? I am American and recently I am having a lot of anxiety seeing all the news about possibilities of nuclear war. It makes me so scared to think that the safety of the country is in Trump’s hands. ,5.419285714285714,6.86519092857143,7.570000000000004,65.72500000000002,68.28571428571428,12.266666666666667,35.42857142857143,11.855464076750405,5.134371428571429,177,9,30,7,3,63,35,42,0.236,0.705,0.06,-0.8042,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,4,0,4,1,1,2,1,7,7,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,6,7,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,23,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140614614273287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34515334319280777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856459053517259,0.0,0.0,0.22427532352452265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37877721053794144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317486878397837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33638368828827664,0.0,0.26773980043655315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21528823930080007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,katzetanzen083090,2018/03/02,"Is anybody else unintentionally an asshole? My anxiety, obviously, makes me really tense. And when I get really tense I become more harsh and less tactful in the things I say. I often accidentally hurt people's feelings or insult them and I absolutely don't mean to. I instantly feel bad and always apologize. It happens so quickly I don't even realize what I'm saying until it comes out. How can I stop being such an ass?",2.9141944444444485,5.7129974750000025,5.724166666666673,69.85527777777781,80.5,8.555555555555555,26.38888888888889,9.150863307647796,3.0107222222222214,338,14,56,10,9,121,63,80,0.331,0.653,0.016,-0.9789,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,1,2,1,16,13,9,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,4,11,0,4,12,2,7,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,2,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098742242336949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295402627763986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21060016821539412,0.0,0.27856643773280154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21727242225078286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21070445275627364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659447131076938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550685029604341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177892227594118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230447303230495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700157058376395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16836440743338835,0.0,0.0,0.2747506575857458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748634055757495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32316792778675585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011642753489243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21087422622955496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16756933319752015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ZeeAdd42,2018/03/02,"Does anyone know how to go about getting a service animal? I read online that it's hard to convince your doctor about giving you the go ahead. I would like to get an emotional support cat, any information would help me, thanks guys. 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I stutter occasionally…my fast thoughts and slow tongue don't always meet in the middle. I don't normally pay attention to my occasional slip-ups, but it seems to be happening more frequently. Yesterday at work when talking to a coworker I could not finish a sentence to save my life. We laughed about it but it was very embarrassing. And it happened again today, at the store, a store clerk asked me a simple question and I stuttered trying to answer. I feel like I'm taken less seriously when I can't even string a sentence together. I mean, stuttering can be cute and all, but I'm 30 years old! Does anyone else stutter and have any tips on how to overcome this? 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My chest felt like an elephant was sitting on it and my throat was closing. I was gasping for air and it was terrifying. It was a full blown anxiety attack and the ER staff got to witness my break down. So embarrassing. My lungs are fine but my brain, not so much. I see my therapist Tuesday but I just needed to get this off my chest now. Anxiety disorders are really tough. I still feel like crying. Blagh Edit a typo. Also on mobile and cant add flair. 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I became friends with people from my school and Im a pushover . Everyone takes advantage and don’t care if they hurt my feelings. I can’t stand up for myself because when it’s happening I get really hot and can’t get my thoughts straight. I feel I’ve messed up and shouldn’t have came across as nice or lenient at the start, but now they just walk all over me. I wish I could redo high school and not act like a moron in the first few years. I really don’t know what to do and I think if I keep going along with this I will get depression or further my anxiety.",2.4117187499999986,3.661512984375001,3.598875,92.05862500000002,75.40625,7.307500000000001,23.7375,7.908726449838941,0.9573475000000004,474,14,109,7,10,154,85,128,0.125,0.72,0.156,0.2208,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,2,3,11,1,0,5,0,10,0,0,0,1,29,27,14,0,6,7,0,3,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,1,5,0,0,4,6,5,0,1,2,3,19,6,13,21,2,19,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,4,6,69,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909973075097582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881063682502112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229163156946586,0.19871589070075996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561363213383575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786907071332272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862375059027671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709692431985454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657838020645334,0.0,0.0,0.15058103827288458,0.0,0.3054852320374747,0.0,0.11076747212330296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723514656736888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059249873505168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20864694982315649,0.0,0.21052793607007775,0.0,0.0,0.17323812494624552,0.0,0.0,0.10711321033681484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521942190018373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351207186111164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497188161859043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945030783684028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795285546563835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654227835052058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488552798521245,0.0,0.15473066030219118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412803337638876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551069505204487 anxiety,gimmedrugs,2018/03/03,What creative things do you do with your free time? Sometimes I just get tired of consuming entertainment. I find it relaxing to make simple art/graphic designs in photoshop and it really takes my mind off things. I'd encourage anyone to try it. It doesn't have to be anything amazing in the end (and it isn't in my case lol). I just enjoy the process.,2.543354037267079,4.9726375797101445,3.8166045548654246,85.25608695652177,79.0,7.421118012422363,27.248447204968944,8.418075326091056,2.152244720496894,279,12,54,6,7,91,51,69,0.037000000000000005,0.68,0.28300000000000003,0.9618,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,1,0,8,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,36,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171822260968411,0.0,0.25560143581715417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751038225677735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838873274536668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227828391268231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073312380947744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31362248938573484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989815056577789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071962704174221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335362920109329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127042983512185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811162634544999,0.3569947362144699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108803948664369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThunderFerret_,2018/03/03,"Tips for boosting self confidence? I'm really nervous about posting this... My self image is kind of like a roller coaster, at times it's great but sometimes it's absolute shit. Currently I've been going downhill on this rollercoaster, with absolutely no up in sight. A year ago I had the confidence to go outside without makeup, but now I feel incredibly repulsive when I look at myself in the mirror without it on. I try to dress nice to make myself feel good but, at the end of the day I just feel like a chubby girl in too tight of clothes. I also currently have short hair, I cut it during a time where I wanted to appear more androgynous, but that isn't the case anymore. I'm letting it grow out again because I want to appear more feminine, in hopes it will help with the self-image issue. With a spike in my physical self consciousness has come a decline in my emotional health and I feel more prone to anxiety than ever before. I feel like everything that comes out of my mouth is annoying, and people would rather I just shut up. So for the most part, I try to stay quiet and just watch people talk rather than do so myself. It's kind of like when you make a joke but no one laughs and they all just stare at you and you're super embarrassed; I've been in that perpetual feeling of self consciousness. There are cases where I'm having a good day and words will just poor out of me, but those are few and far between. Most of the time I just get immediately exhausted whenever I enter conversation with someone. It's weird because that feeling of exhaustion is mainly when I'm talking to the people who are really close to me, I guess its because I'm worried that if I say the wrong thing they'll leave me. I'm not a good enough writer to really encapsulate this garbage-y feeling but its there and it sucks. I don't want to feel like this anymore, I want to pick myself up again. I was wondering if anyone could give me any advice on how to be more confident in myself, or things that have worked for you if you have also struggled with self image..? Thank you so much for your time <3 I'm sorry if this is a mess..",5.117441474493361,5.654225889150947,5.896708595387842,80.75611809923133,68.41037735849056,9.206009783368273,28.43955276030748,9.250403328903447,2.233630957372467,1683,54,335,31,27,552,203,424,0.116,0.713,0.171,0.9725,2,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,6,2,2,27,29,4,3,20,0,26,6,3,4,2,74,62,29,0,13,23,0,11,5,0,4,3,2,0,6,26,19,0,1,12,2,1,8,7,12,0,1,4,17,41,17,58,51,12,55,0,0,4,0,21,27,2,12,23,232,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659083589197305,0.06947805863740054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535896278420086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330025756469,0.0,0.05995955153990393,0.0,0.1554613758789901,0.05480426479945555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333692890626573,0.0,0.06669456821160194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503275626288666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257907743525089,0.0,0.0,0.1010956569118734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08816557708128821,0.0694203342985533,0.08098623086041264,0.0,0.0,0.07089809303734168,0.0,0.0,0.0704417928333717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35667599194614796,0.1679814465192352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0409496771562985,0.07518806694039334,0.08908893289438202,0.197221203958463,0.0,0.0864128807464204,0.08634306176754185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331297711049591,0.0,0.0,0.052535643530032865,0.0,0.0,0.07784781282977021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180708201691578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323887452719354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299181014842268,0.0,0.08014761203544825,0.0,0.19145956220938906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658184343105351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463688744656667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057617421074599585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05311148923054671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487657989475605,0.0,0.16301393002252085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506520455793672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063435883653864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062329951097111286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4905969627626287,0.0,0.08045469049408485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641008524974927,0.0,0.07751861674838237,0.08773862632590375,0.0,0.08354134997657685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193851785550832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599578753764065,0.0,0.07216064934708354,0.0,0.0,0.10414275632587168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281318577925265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106428092288921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849193387360529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511086923509034,0.08499844260492398,0.057060684729182375,0.07959745485291568,0.0,0.05567803593183979,0.08569489092552303,0.0,0.0504733640421614 anxiety,buckybear1985,2018/03/03,"Letter to my anxiety Dear anxiety, Fuck you. Over the last year you have single-handedly destroyed my life and you won't go away no matter how hard I try to beat the shit out of you. You ruined my physical health and shot my blood pressure through the roof. The medications I had to take to control you made me gain back some of the weight I lost. Then you ruined my job by refusing to stay home when I tried to leave you there. My boss was patient at first but when you kept showing up to work with me she became less and less understanding over time. I lost my dental benefits and had to pay thousands out of pocket for the work I needed because you cost me my job right before I had it done. You infiltrate all of my relationships and terrify me into pushing people away. You keep me from sleeping. You make me cry at the worst possible times. You ruin all of my job interviews so that I can't find a new job, putting me further into financial ruin. You seem to survive everything my psychiatrist throws at you and I don't know why you won't die. Just go to hell and stop fucking up my life. 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""The last time you were freaking the hell out due to anxiety and you were in the presence of someone else who told you, ""Breathe. Just breathe,"" 🌬 you probably felt like punching them in the face, right? That's because you suck at breathing"" LET'S BREATHE: 👄🌬 focusing your mind on your breath, and taking in a larger amount of oxygen will start to break down those physiological symptoms of anxiety. 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My story is quite complex but let me make it easy. I was 19 when I moved to the UK which was about 3 years ago. Other than having finished college by then I didn't have anything really cause I was planning on becoming a police officer in Germany but decided to move to the UK and simply took the risk. I paid off cause I found a job in customer service as they were looking for German speakers so hell yes. Then about 6 months later I got offered a better position in the marketing team which was amazing and I obviously accepted it. Without knowing anything about it I studied a lot to get good at it which worked in the end. Well now I am in a quite important and high position and it's all about meeting goals and achieving targets targets targets. Last year when I started till about November/December last year all went quite good and it was a great year. However it has been unbelievably shit since beginning this year and me and my team are trying to figure out why this is happening. We got a bit of clarity on some areas which we can't influence tho. However most days I'm sitting at work just worrying about it all and being scared that it won't get better and that at some point they will just kick me out of the company to replace me with someone better... Now this might just be me thinking about the worst cause my boss and my colleagues are all so fun and also like me quite a lot and we all have a great relationship - I kinda look up to my boss as well cause he is inspiring me due to what he achieved in his life and the drive he has to get the most out of advertising. But it doesn't change the fact that I always worry 24/7. I had to get this out guys and sorry if it's not relevant but I just felt the need to. I just don't know...",4.3729649595687325,5.154296398921833,5.464446361185986,82.31687439353102,70.18598382749326,8.954867924528301,30.20388140161725,9.174902378510234,2.459186005390836,1448,57,295,28,25,480,192,371,0.092,0.746,0.162,0.9848,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,3,0,2,17,22,20,2,2,21,1,29,2,1,8,7,71,52,32,0,2,13,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,24,24,0,0,10,2,1,5,8,6,2,0,16,4,34,14,49,30,13,51,1,1,2,0,15,21,2,9,24,209,58,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786900531558263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099006246367599,0.07386450612932792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790950107714573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610178580676714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804049269255667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553196074029464,0.0969148392643764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3647686993108073,0.09390784927869787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057249891348692225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07862467523103453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523399210671684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733271787404243,0.0,0.0,0.18551654063681333,0.0,0.0,0.14891365060482886,0.14199640782485942,0.195740477285688,0.0,0.08789715472943341,0.07849982011948342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379133738106778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809142787972847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975723381404813,0.14472027502392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907742670861986,0.0627015170652679,0.043368981295450124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909040914799648,0.0,0.0,0.15093970174932125,0.0,0.0,0.05925526991335785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941719042525764,0.0,0.0,0.07085609125097521,0.18869885152959495,0.0,0.0658225029211151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391720065353109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3776751475913426,0.0,0.0,0.05686891629966687,0.0,0.0,0.0953067328124734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887516437711529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911220606300458,0.07343221181861202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521530164880907,0.0,0.0,0.0993717628962072,0.06283250505989116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688081295999385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862774427099474,0.0602696189540632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704622142372697,0.0,0.0,0.15963141316801316,0.08229152038756614,0.08010193637067506,0.0,0.0,0.08557198680130589,0.0,0.1938788332247736,0.18030233072956686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28582776903419616 anxiety,KitkatSweetie,2018/03/03,"I'm afraid of being sick of a fatal disease Hi, Straight to the subject, (throwaway for obvious reasons), I found blood in my stools about 2 weeks ago. I'm pretty sure it's because I ""played"" a bit too much, but after an enema the next day I found blood, and it made me anxious. I monitered the following days and it quickly diseapeared, and I went on with my life. Problem is, I recently started feeling anxious, and I don't know if it is because I can ""feel"" my stomach, or is it because I'm anxious that I have very mild stomach discomfort. I had a panic attack a week ago and from there it went downhill, I started feeling more and more stressed, each panic attack feeling like ""This is it, I definitely have peritonitis"". The first panic attack I had I called 911 and went to the hospital, they checked my levels and everything (blood pressure, sugar levels, red cells count) are normal. They didn't make a endoscopy for whatever reason, and It didn't completely calm my anxiety about it. So, it's been about 3 ~ weeks that I'm anxious about it, and I constantly oscillate between having heavy head, mild stomach upsets, and anxiety. I also feel like I am disconnected from reality, like I'm there but not really. Should I worry? I need to be reassured, I don't know what to think or to do.",5.486259999999998,6.154285736000007,6.4101500000000025,76.93482500000002,67.64,9.45,34.425,9.516144504307137,3.2909800000000002,1014,47,186,20,16,337,134,250,0.238,0.65,0.112,-0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,2,1,10,20,3,8,11,0,21,11,7,4,2,39,45,18,1,5,6,0,5,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,15,13,1,0,12,1,1,4,5,13,0,1,11,7,28,7,20,31,5,24,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,3,18,123,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773790608471031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566219587435964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475778141083134,0.4275442469279967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32290875194787083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730261091838241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032931835396729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661072456277768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920021093009644,0.10224333023903166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203546081472927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503230417237229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391965544113998,0.13518347448014545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804779970421147,0.0,0.20747712874707736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710050843138507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10399395498604927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06682814891505794,0.13866979026790408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952536140590545,0.06315509077156506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955163798900288,0.07015453904560677,0.0,0.0,0.10062228340016076,0.0,0.09270091389709703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333024851696665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625570717878756,0.0,0.09053211924141977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061168190166925,0.1945563937111772,0.09341918747283963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393551548290905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837917831001903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917188496084902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06062436152769957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806585442908648,0.0,0.0,0.22767916872521046,0.0,0.0,0.2631223407170028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608436583109364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TragedyOA,2018/03/03,"house mate problem I live in supported housing a fellow house mate squared up to me really aggressively called some names and a grass,pushed me in my chest, am i wasting police time if i report him? I suffer from panic disorder/social anxiety,so i feel quite ill right now.",4.906346153846156,6.686470019230767,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.96153846153847,9.046153846153846,28.384615384615394,9.516144504307137,2.7649461538461537,219,8,38,5,4,72,43,52,0.324,0.634,0.042,-0.9391,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,9,1,5,3,1,6,0,1,1,0,6,4,0,2,2,21,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226904457894804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235763887425544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7692123759112376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621827119057905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607192378889821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262796166272224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363510240590025,0.0,0.0,0.1423554257172952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897688049293987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521648346335463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295742672323235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lotsoflube,2018/03/03,"This month marks 5 years dealing with chronic health issues, and funny enough, made the 2nd page of a local paper For the last 5 years I have been dealing with severe injuries and health problems that include, fractured jaw, TMJ issues, severe nerve damage, vertigo, migraines everyday, torn neck and shoulder ligaments and muscles. Its been a crazy health journey and last year I wrote a blog story about everything ive been through, which includes severe anxiety [which can be viewed here](http://www.rysaf.blogspot.ca) Last May I started painting to help with medical bills and things really took off, ive done about 120 paintings since then. Last week a local paper did an interview with me, and I made the second page, crazy. [The article can be found here](http://www.metronews.ca/news/calgary/2018/02/26/i-had-to-rediscover-things-about-myself-nerve-damage-causes-calgary-man-to-discover-painting-talent.html) Ive found that will all ive been through, helping people with similar issues as me, really gives me a sense of purpose. Nobody should have to struggle and suffer. More than willing to talk to anyone that wants to reach out, and maybe my blog story will help as well. Thanks guys :)",10.439095409540954,10.910260074257428,7.811422142214223,71.76620612061208,57.16831683168317,10.315751575157517,37.17551755175518,9.800150414767053,3.7734693069306937,973,38,142,15,11,278,123,202,0.141,0.76,0.099,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,10,0,21,10,3,2,1,25,31,12,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,1,8,15,0,0,2,2,1,2,0,4,1,1,12,1,12,2,22,12,5,18,0,2,1,0,10,4,0,1,12,84,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481565838382382,0.0,0.0,0.07752325829378094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860531349226115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345905417694105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455890369491672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964329090959237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24312764540548626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635712303339047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977926402334673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535505932281933,0.0,0.0,0.2229425544478356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3471601109511219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614971458470252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981676827836468,0.0,0.0,0.11138435780165117,0.0,0.0,0.11169040323132136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849580595694095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07686367140017274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608813182279572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205301175902987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757564509278348,0.0,0.09171325504071516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847473770283807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590595927463768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911353903707415,0.0,0.10207469580061744,0.0,0.0,0.07365745921070221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231812475805546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539431608474297,0.0,0.0889336582692589,0.0,0.09968592900722796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21419097502255252 anxiety,TallLiving,2018/03/03,"Does sertraline (Zoloft) dissolving in your mouth lessen/ruin the dose? I just took my sertraline dosage (50mg). Normally I'll break the tablet up in half because I have a silly anxiety of swallowing whole pills (I know it's a tiny pill but still!). Anyway, today the tablet stuck to parts of my mouth and some dissolved. Did I mess it up? I saw another thread asking this same question but it only had one reply saying they were fine. But the user deleted the account and now idk if that was a reputable answer or not. Help.",2.8330693069306925,5.254897108910897,3.653950495049507,86.8547871287129,77.91089108910893,6.812277227722772,22.971287128712873,7.908726449838941,1.2988685148514856,412,13,78,7,10,131,78,101,0.124,0.843,0.033,-0.8397,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,8,0,5,7,2,0,0,15,10,7,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,3,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,7,2,9,2,7,3,4,9,0,0,1,0,6,4,0,4,3,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28515518443090515,0.2080350945842001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25422931584180203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16577348560597954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379785157780896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822771733630901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945236139194545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26644568882818465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842751221751752,0.2068243528821229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2944869811882733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046375827870197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21625941053422515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21717345058131154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25776947752519475,0.0,0.30213787147006194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30361383629979155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Big_Sperming_Whale,2018/03/03,"DAE feel like they messed things up constantly? The main cause of my attacks are when I look back at my day and think about the countless things I fucked up on, and how it could affect me later on. I have quite a serious job which I am responsible for the safety of up to 30 people at once, and even the slightest fuck up just feels like the end of the world. I love my job, and I refuse to run away from it because of some stupid mental health issue trying to put me down, but I just hate finishing my day and thinking about how much stuff I could change.",7.942368421052635,5.3377818333333344,7.275684210526315,83.50878947368422,64.0,10.523508771929826,30.694736842105264,8.238735603445708,1.8290021052631569,435,9,98,4,5,135,75,114,0.156,0.764,0.08,-0.8441,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,9,10,5,0,7,0,5,4,0,4,0,20,14,9,0,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,3,15,3,21,12,3,21,0,0,1,3,3,11,2,1,10,70,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833518053264676,0.15142259041903605,0.12392820202936902,0.0,0.09824648386300212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16556387610754122,0.1704943165669626,0.0,0.0,0.17416529346602874,0.0,0.2573589807588732,0.0,0.0,0.20787998392041304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274696281278196,0.0,0.0,0.10644990820075814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16298271191961097,0.23027682538849714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29799433776351114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911997979099785,0.0,0.17131398985011734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821746268563045,0.3198686352019164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574770348371816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534048330155168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546036351618968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16241938227771058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847698439671255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163860234193387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173356069234197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16201830043100238,0.0,0.1714219489305227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844987388667879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414564355936305,0.20653982400568613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942245586765012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Taco_Hell-x,2018/03/03,"Graduating in 3 months and riddled with anxiety As title says I will be graduating from university in 3 months. My degree is in languages (Spanish & French), and it's quite a versatile degree that 'opens many doors' as people like to say. But I'm worried, because many graduate schemes have stopped receiving applications and it feels like I'm alone at sea - I have quite literally missed the boat of graduate opportunities. So now I'm in a pickle. Recently I've been spending a lot of time writing my résumé to make a large volume of good applications to many agencies/organisations. But it's so damn hard to do all of that while balancing studies. I cannot concentrate on anything at all now because I am paralyzed by the anxiety of juggling so many things at once, having to prioritise. When I try to study, jobs are at the back of my mind. When I'm researching jobs online, I'm thinking about how I'm behind in class. It literally never goes away and I'm sitting here writing this, anxious as hell, when in reality, I should be studying. Or re-writing my résumé. I don't even know anymore. The fact that I'm procrastinating right now worries me even more, because it's what I always go back to. It's what I fall back on when I cannot face real life. This is not good at a time when I should be proactive and face real life. Instead, I choose to distract myself watching movies and TV shows (just watched almost the entirety of It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia) to pass the time. So much for my work ethic. Those 3 months are going to go by quick, so I must act quick. Recently I've been looking up graduate jobs online and writing down deadlines, just to stay on top of things. At the same time, I've been drafting my résumé and talking with careers consultants about different career options - my background is mainly in teaching but I really don't want to go down that road again. Teaching wore me out. It's going to be hard to 'sell myself' (hate that phrase) to employers when all I've really done is teach - but I'm going to give it a shot. Time for a change. I hate being in this position of being extremely anxious and busy, but I can only blame myself for that. I lacked foresight, and left everything to the last minute. Now, I gotta get off my sorry ass and apply for graduate jobs and internships - but I am riddled with anxiety about my future and I feel like crying sometimes. Wish me luck ppl, and stay well yourselves. Thanks for listenin' ",4.342050975025657,6.066496082278483,5.388494697228875,79.24721690044477,71.29957805907173,8.331075379176644,29.688447941612505,8.918530864059932,2.530617356597104,1949,80,359,38,37,642,225,474,0.103,0.8290000000000001,0.068,-0.8999,6,1,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,0,5,32,15,4,1,15,0,31,5,3,2,6,59,62,37,0,6,10,0,4,3,0,5,2,2,1,0,23,19,0,1,5,2,2,10,6,6,1,0,5,9,35,9,68,46,9,73,2,1,3,1,9,29,3,5,34,234,58,21,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001363341985875,0.08275781099824192,0.0,0.0,0.1329752508865728,0.08657737838988683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833820480875719,0.18054052980912408,0.0792446040011602,0.0,0.0,0.06575526812775008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507367634127292,0.18432677124916855,0.0,0.14612862012440936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452923110451277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777223947545011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348405006094499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177088258431947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555341752781523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181374726230896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080505907352112,0.11416874992212878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174723055007753,0.076652461830031,0.2724722009509247,0.1340415788805379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14315893938670782,0.15777991684333925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317174793066471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391387292667625,0.06513349878081247,0.0,0.0,0.0868173615270077,0.0,0.1128789780050018,0.11711310622642425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710034223516242,0.0,0.0,0.06793264370345249,0.0,0.0,0.05333742006806568,0.3240458022213331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068159247432295,0.0,0.19133898684254405,0.0,0.0587396025644181,0.0,0.06162790704958492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509655556828259,0.0,0.06077159481467436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05539628630484935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699782823182032,0.0,0.18189949018254656,0.10237878527685923,0.0,0.1577937228426771,0.0,0.0,0.0682387047568384,0.0,0.12708783166686974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902840242099587,0.08944746126798757,0.0,0.17033687394531433,0.0,0.06680442355599439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422486764176392,0.0,0.07356608095926448,0.0,0.0,0.10617108510678433,0.051200101174061874,0.0,0.0,0.23296716678591506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425046562433178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713022667990975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718444768933699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188717195617256,0.0,0.0,0.0581720229842659,0.1622954577278248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,djunknownjunkie,2018/03/03,"I feel that My past is going to ruin my future. I am Currently 18 years old and some of the things i've done when i was younger is going to ruin my future. I've been a dick , a creep . I realize it now and i believe that any success i have is the future will be ruined by what i have done.",1.0115384615384642,1.8242855384615384,3.8215384615384624,90.81846153846158,78.23076923076924,6.430769230769231,20.69230769230769,6.742157984588678,0.22536923076923104,220,5,53,2,5,79,41,65,0.21,0.735,0.055,-0.8834,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,0,12,1,1,0,0,5,15,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,4,1,10,1,4,9,1,11,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,40,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21151299463782505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504274964106556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6365891602102294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15726754766070894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3535342575541749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263766406251507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29691603660481536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066363960210492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20029494913876528 anxiety,AWPerfection,2018/03/03,What's wrong with me? I've always been anxious around people and have had trouble with starting a small chat with people I don't know and even those who I'm close with. If the person is a girl it becomes even harder for me. I am a person that has a lot of trouble showing any emotions. Lately I've started to overthink everything and I have a feeling that when people are good towards me there's a hidden goal they have or they're just messing with me. It is really difficult for me to connect with others because of this feeling that everyone secretly hates me or talks behind my back while they act all good in front of me. When people laugh I think they're laughing at me and I get a feeling everyone stares at me and I sometimes I even hear them making comments about me and I don't even know if what I hear is real. I tend to hear a lot of things wrong and they the way they come out wrong tends to be something that makes me start overthinking things. This doesn't happen as much if I'm with someone who can keep my mind occupied but as soon as my mind drifts I start overthinking and get paranoid or depressed.,5.829535750593017,5.635637863436124,5.931013215859032,83.64105388004069,66.84140969162996,8.570518468315825,31.117926126736695,7.882392219407189,1.9900317858353105,893,31,180,9,13,283,119,227,0.103,0.84,0.056,-0.8778,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,5,1,12,13,1,0,10,0,16,0,0,2,1,43,41,21,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,16,19,0,1,7,2,0,4,3,9,0,0,2,7,30,4,28,38,4,23,0,1,1,0,17,8,0,8,10,130,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08844165878962028,0.0,0.0,0.07228073375215596,0.0,0.0,0.12007726120927455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462048936770394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173032349965642,0.0,0.06479329787197285,0.11738877380564505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915592827240238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154728055399984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956176000431755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28081373864182696,0.0,0.0,0.20312898772965807,0.0955264515679659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612300051793417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106410539119012,0.0,0.0,0.17830174418075187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939917515172736,0.0,0.0,0.10493920843372748,0.0,0.0,0.3593891124255933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447529053274344,0.0,0.0,0.11682822900104076,0.0,0.11989956539455827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18072763630947986,0.0,0.0,0.14189858262880206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464487036926616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813525979915617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947519583634228,0.1856163711359501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098110390822435,0.06809199106136875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005903366544127,0.0818271091006242,0.10512336626562853,0.0,0.3009299737914349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543174450750313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122848905692278,0.06810623552638327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436792494385062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34863375213844344,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheMichaelRamey,2018/03/03,"Thinning Hair? Help? Hi everyone. I posted on her a while ago. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder about five year ago. Since then I've found the right match with antidepressants and have taken my life back for the most part. A few years back it was really bad to the point I wouldn't leave my bed and I had all this pent up stress. Long story short, now that I'm getting better I've noticed my thick hair is gone and thinning. I basically have to keep it buzzed at this point. I don't know if it is from the stress and anxiety or maybe the antidepressants, who knows? I was wondering if anyone else has had this issue and maybe you found a solution to thickening your hair back? Looking forward to hearing your advice.",2.9789637826961766,5.4226552464788735,3.822052313883301,85.72591549295778,77.52112676056338,7.719114688128773,23.523138832997986,8.634040054169528,1.6795476861166998,583,19,115,13,14,186,92,142,0.115,0.821,0.063,-0.8129,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,5,4,0,2,8,0,12,5,3,0,1,20,24,10,0,3,3,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,1,9,8,14,1,12,14,4,24,0,0,1,0,8,11,0,5,12,73,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346910144576506,0.2443652714175527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088718328459544,0.0,0.0,0.09637761406411284,0.1412285058093045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3179604055963934,0.1150866792753554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190408064205033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989988087526545,0.0,0.0,0.15797114197708342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514366765105935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170749150238065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30225848207267875,0.0,0.0,0.07201323100422218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15535034823566887,0.0,0.09238806496675443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438641939124391,0.0,0.12251430644243275,0.0,0.0,0.1515013012211859,0.0,0.0,0.14594763159830335,0.0,0.0,0.09735711580728572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197986190937887,0.1157468982294957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769480768805036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692634965553354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492621475739586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605977336639152,0.0,0.13200807165285394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830079285415535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177105533548738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11401874603078554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31577963433458195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947645274331625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775227682726337 anxiety,Succ_My_Jeff,2018/03/03,How to not fuckin blush like an anime girl Fucking hell man i embarrased myself.While i was going through a certain spot of my work i noticed one of my brothers best friend he saw me and greeted me gave him an handshake and my fucking face went 150 degrees i blushed so fucking bed i started mumbling sone words all thoughts on my head were shit he's gonna say to my brother that i blushed so badly.I standen in silence for a couple of seconds then i went off.Blushing to me was always a big bad part of my life i can't stop it.Everytime something like meeting new people i blush i want to stop it but i also don't know how,0.8059033078880411,3.118865824427484,2.2282137404580133,94.64242239185751,85.41221374045801,4.104020356234097,27.05394402035624,5.2151,0.6607858524173031,497,24,104,2,15,160,90,131,0.08900000000000001,0.812,0.099,-0.1946,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,5,12,6,0,5,0,5,8,3,2,2,14,18,9,0,1,2,2,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,3,3,7,0,2,8,2,21,5,12,9,3,11,1,0,1,4,11,3,6,0,7,60,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447601029581025,0.1503259579958274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508459276343035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895945077436086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989999954553014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13957966436794755,0.5010596616444376,0.0,0.0,0.10267485706824676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541219817564453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992875737852992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760750886393127,0.17652547893914902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17448529957546566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20568584420980046,0.0,0.0,0.12242181802521045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956402535310928,0.0,0.12524886778053046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367034404944096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854478121708676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13908308294896052,0.0,0.0,0.12787409016000353,0.0,0.0,0.30208445263186673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342611712685882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655962562930324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3349525309364334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152470140664446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MIDI_writing_hero,2018/03/03,I'm not connecting socially with anyone at my new job. As the title says. Got a new job that pays well. I'm doing my job but I'm noticing how little I talk to others and other coworkers are noticing too. I've had this problem before and it's costed me past jobs. I really wish I wasn't this way. ,-0.3562499999999993,1.8152458750000025,2.8331250000000026,88.99937500000001,90.25,5.7,17.375,7.1686216300943375,0.3843187499999998,232,6,49,4,8,83,49,64,0.069,0.84,0.091,0.0905,4,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,9,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,3,1,6,1,4,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,29,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11845323557785098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441527849892883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354901646129439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6724407890168683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979020739644912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272284577506113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857417315135781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171804417938626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620995137123621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852639089723004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471915749402413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268898925189075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13616284022444616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446730311340735,0.0,0.0,0.15231713800963098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948095616721602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nigel_Trumpberry,2018/03/03,"Introduction/Texting Hey everyone. My real name is Jake, I’m a Sophomore in college, and I’ve been dealing with my own anxiety since probably my Freshman year of high school, around the time my parents started arguing. It really hasn’t affected me too much in terms of friendships, but it’s definitely gotten to me more recently, where I will tend to over analyze even the slightest things, especially when I’m texting. I’ve recently had a pretty shitty experience dating recently, but I met someone who is honestly amazing, and we had a great first date. The only issue is that she’s very busy during the week, with practice and classes, so it’s common for me to send her 3 texts and she sends 1 long text explaining her day. The past few days I haven’t gotten anything back from her, and we were planning on meeting up before going home for Spring break... Well I doubt I’ll ever see her again, because I realized I had texted her 8 times in a row. It wasn’t shit like “Hey, what’s up? Why aren’t you texting me?” or any of the r/niceguy cringe shit. It was stuff like “Ugh, I have to to take this midterm now, kill me.” Or “Good luck on your midterm today!!” I had texted the 8th this morning where I was wishing her a safe trip home, and that we should try and do something after the break, and she left me on read. Honestly, I’m having a major anxiety attack right now because I fucked up like the best thing to ever happen to me, all because I get too fucking anxious waiting for a response, and I probably ruined it. I’ve been deciding whether or not to speak to someone about many of the things that have caused my anxiety and depression, but this right here is a prime example of why I need to speak to someone. And I know I can’t tell her, so I just blew it off in a text like “Sorry I’m a nervous texter, lol.”",5.281600899100901,5.4296012609890125,6.09899100899101,80.80509990009993,67.98351648351647,9.255544455544458,32.47952047952048,9.095868883498916,2.6645868131868133,1425,58,286,24,22,470,200,364,0.154,0.679,0.16699999999999998,0.7944,2,0,1,0,0,1,44.0,3,2,0,3,19,25,7,2,20,1,24,4,2,2,3,44,45,21,1,3,9,1,0,4,0,2,0,2,2,0,19,17,0,2,4,1,0,4,6,12,1,1,13,3,43,13,37,30,8,52,0,2,1,2,30,19,4,5,31,186,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688916274315572,0.0,0.2257387328433594,0.11112044731477308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08094309699194384,0.08756254929363667,0.0,0.11190035562750504,0.0,0.07563388784021884,0.0,0.1798806910656833,0.0,0.08369835402344719,0.0,0.10322427919732967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101044309776576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268700032002156,0.10140634165189354,0.08471857754885036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496681373259754,0.17794713571875118,0.0,0.09398858598122846,0.0,0.09621637762743733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836662038567702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818671613914356,0.05138980081405668,0.0,0.0559010819389936,0.08250092220140955,0.0,0.1084438520083508,0.0,0.0,0.08698071031363377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392427822450698,0.19732911967186392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266380450283652,0.0,0.0,0.10882237712210263,0.0,0.05405688360497718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068700092745814,0.0,0.0,0.19221775504276264,0.0,0.0,0.0870467929217284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997230775033686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230698745540362,0.07293377296897557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07480831929515562,0.0,0.0,0.10921875611296912,0.0,0.09389713916877528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006896189257353,0.2121005708079525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838807357315486,0.11195687049763074,0.0630128671248242,0.0,0.2913602128720817,0.0,0.0,0.16800029123161248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954704430064272,0.07838134518580392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019332412935354,0.081365612483726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25002402631915843,0.07572345400091286,0.0,0.11010759653555977,0.06962074451350074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126003338514142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395557335171751,0.0,0.08597224762164453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604094130166586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11471071148522988,0.0,0.09323515877378573,0.0,0.0,0.06678097171404013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811585020872094,0.0,0.0,0.0788996265837934,0.0,0.08843876129008323,0.0,0.1775118290058232,0.0,0.11311081961545626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0633415524777364 anxiety,chicknchicknchikcn,2018/03/03,"Right side jaw/tooth pain is driving me crazy I’ve been drinking coffee every day this week after taking a break from it. I’ve been drinking it every morning before I go to lift weights, and I notice it hurting the most when I’m lifting, more specifically right after I finish a lift and my heart rate is high. I’m assuming this has to do with caffeine combined with clenching my teeth during workouts? It’s been driving me crazy and I just want reassurance that if I cut out the caffeine, it should get better. I’m 21 years old with a very solid cardio background (used to be a distance swimmer). 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So I'm a custodian at a park district. I work weekends only. I'm 18 also. I don't know why but I get very anxious and/or stressed out about the job. But there's nothing wrong about the job. I don't get why I'm so anxious about the job. I'm considering going back to my therapist to talk about it.,-0.208455988455988,1.893133753246758,2.4583549783549827,92.67578643578643,88.0909090909091,5.500144300144299,21.542568542568546,6.937597516519254,0.5271772005772006,277,10,64,4,9,96,44,77,0.147,0.7809999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.6645,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,12,3,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,10,12,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,35,7,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12719879017780725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167909252103147,0.3593809981871818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230594263087315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050564452018616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620269589880252,0.0,0.18079288836977256,0.13341047704801592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6313629070023952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741423049627271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526206388474004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12097093339105115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822006380093835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278449612723485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467883702007845,0.0,0.0,0.15627388018802152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312396781883732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870505826773424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23159253724087195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390517930353294,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FruittyBaskett86,2018/03/03,How do you guys cope with anxiety What helps you get through it and do what you want to do?,0.29050000000000153,2.113939049999999,1.2900000000000027,103.625,83.5,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,-0.04499999999999993,71,2,19,1,2,22,15,20,0.075,0.752,0.173,0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4712014801533305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218094197220174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098891723961422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41285954208120623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36330436053801257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iammartyr,2018/03/03,"Paralyzed by Fear I’m sitting here with my 2 kids and wife and I can’t figure out how to move. I have a 5 page paper to write for school that’s due Sunday and I can’t begin to convince myself to put down my coffee mug and go write. I’m not sure why I’m so paralyzed by this. My house is a mess and my routine is off. I work full time and am the sole provider for my home. I just feel like curling up and hiding under the sheets and crying. I’m kind of tearing up while writing this. How do I move forward? How do I get back to being organized, producing everything, and back on my game? I’m a productivity and self help junky. I can’t seem to move. I think I’m afraid of failure. Disappointing myself, my family, my wife. 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I've googled this issue and couldn't find an anwser or a solution. That's why i'm turning to you, trusty reddit. I have GAD, panic attacks and OCD (diagnosed). This is the first time this issue became so ""relavent"". I mean I've had problems with sleep before but never daily for a few months. I started taking zoloft about 5 months ago (25mg - 50mg). 2-3 months ago i started taking 100mg, after a month sleep problems started, I also started my last semester of universtity (actually before i finished my 5th out of 6th semester, that's when anxiety was at it's highest). The reason why I'm listing those things, because I know they were the cause. It also doesn't matter how many hours i sleep at night, I will be tired. And if I go take a 30-60min nap, feelings of anxiousness and tiredness will be significantly decreased I also started smoking (nicotine), not really regularly, but it's something that happened). My psychiatrist gave me sleeping pills (Kvetiapin), which help me fall asleep faster but don't really help the dreaming and next day tiredness. (12,5mg, I could go higher tho). I basically have a few options: -Go from 100 - 150 mg of zoloft, which my psych. recommended to try for OCD (he thought the sleeping pills would fix the sleeping issue) -Quit taking zoloft (slowly), because I sometimes feel like i'm losing my mind and that zoloft is the cause of it. -Try marijuana (This is what i'm for sure gonna do, but when I'm home alone, 2 months from now), just to see how it affects me. The issue is, I have the university and I'm in a really bad position with my mental health and basic ""feeling"". Thanks for any anwsers. 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Something different from what I currently do. This is not a good situation to be in for someone with uncontrolled anxiety. So much anxiety about every step: •Writing/rewriting resumes and cover letters-am I using the correct keywords? Am I demonstrating enough experience?? •Awkward interviews with stupid questions-“how would you handle xx situation?” I fail miserably when put on the spot. •Waiting to hear back and getting rejected. I’ve gone on 4 interviews & gotten 4 rejection letters. •Then comes the massive stress about never being able to find something better and feeling like I’ll always be a loser stuck in my dead end job. Anyone else been through this? 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I'm sorry if this is triggering for anyone, I'm on mobile and can't mark it that way. Every time I think of dying, my heart starts racing and I get this overwhelming sense of dread. I have had suicidal thoughts before, but I know that I will never act upon them because I am so afraid of death. Does anyone else ever feel this way?",3.3984848484848524,4.878565753246754,4.433181818181819,86.1364393939394,73.28571428571428,7.2112554112554115,20.62554112554113,7.793537801064563,0.7385255411255409,301,6,60,4,6,98,55,77,0.226,0.774,0.0,-0.9419,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,1,0,7,1,1,1,2,11,15,5,4,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,7,12,0,9,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888396377779791,0.3798616623862063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129982609120555,0.0,0.15773402453292076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923821199612161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32443256313344115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097013931892398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676754471369977,0.1561800492195616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20858988676826054,0.09372733904313296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968468280759206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21966128948257324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10187308823698103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296678462420506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750365447253052,0.13120401650928964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027618750747768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877596023827505,0.0,0.14716102860109825,0.1080892353900488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942720654303275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,moongirli,2018/03/03,"Living in the .1% My anxiety is mostly health related. I've never broken any bones or had any surgeries, and I hate hospitals with a violent passion. I'm having a bad week right now, where every ache and pain is scary, even if it's a pain I've had a hundred times before. I finally put it into words for my husband this morning: I'm having pain and it sucks. And it's pain I've probably had before, so it's 99.9% that it's just gas or bloating and it's completely normal. But there's a .1% chance it's a terrible, debilitating, painful disease that's going to kill me, and that's where the anxiety lives.",1.3510523076923064,3.5596302960000017,3.830400000000002,84.72658461538464,82.04,7.046153846153848,24.01538461538461,8.139509932561175,1.6370123076923075,477,18,96,10,13,166,74,125,0.335,0.61,0.054000000000000006,-0.99,0,0,0,0,0,1,20.0,0,0,0,0,7,12,4,0,8,0,7,8,1,0,1,17,12,11,1,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,11,0,0,3,0,5,1,5,9,1,12,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,4,5,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906836439948588,0.0,0.2126904232313956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607075471408808,0.0,0.0,0.23658108801431385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575337257681414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181733414599452,0.0,0.11712516078856935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228287324009554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900477220017693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13724739270061567,0.0,0.14776521761095995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379822387330785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24550354556244106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721604788966516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620405354758675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7396026662112375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988043790008498,0.0,0.0,0.13974731101114773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871706483965665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106009146389309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115085219948758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,noodiagnosis,2018/03/03,"Any insight about those symptoms? OCD or something serious and deeper? So basically for 7 months now I am suffering from hopefully Suicide-OCD, I was diagnosed with OCD 2 times, and 1 time the doctor said it might be adjustment disorder but it does not describe my symptoms well. So basically, it all started after reading about Chester Bennington's suicide, about 7 months ago, then I started having intrusive thoughts about it, then I googled it, started reading about depression, then I had a major panic attack, to the point of vomitting.(Yes, I know this is a typical trigger for OCD and this is how it usually starts, I had OCD episode 5 years ago, but can't remember exactly if it was the same.) Anyway, here is what happens. **My symptoms are:** - Knot in the stomach when it is bad, always. - Butterflies like in the stomach when I am good. - Obsessive thinking.(Don't know if it is obsesssive though, It is like I get intrusive thought or feeling, then I the knot in the stomach appear and I start thinking about possible diagnoses etc. And the thought keeps feeling real. I am irritable in those moments. (I know it sounds like OCD, so far, but **don't jump to conclusions yet.**) 'Life is meaningless' feeling. It is not like the depression feeling. More like the existential way, but still doesn't feel existential. It feels kind of synthetic. It is based on few things: -Dark high contrast, low brightness pics of my future, not consious, like stuck in the back of my head, can't see them clearly, they are random, for example at the moment it is like me standing at the bus stop in my university, the image is drone like. And other weird stuff. - It is usually triggered when I imagine doing something nice or just living a normal life, like a lost feeling? I don't know how to describe it. - It is like in the end of life nothing happens.(I know it is irrational it is fucking weird and always accompanied with anxiety. - Like a flat life feeling. Again, not emptiness like depression. - It is strongly connected to working. Other symptoms include: **Other symptoms:* - Irritability when it is bad. - Sudden feeling of trapped in life, like I want to escape, but there is no escape. - Sudden feeling like everything I see is too much. Looking at my room for example. Like overload? - Feeling like if I work in the future I will do it.(For example my mother told me that I can start working at a store and instant images of me working then at the end of working I do it, it is like if i work for a week I will do it. It is terrifying. It comea with a knot in the stomach and mood drop. - Feeling like if this condition is gone and I continue to live a normal life I will do it. It almost feel like I want these things to be there, but at the same time I am terrified of them, but at the same time I am terrified of them leaving. - Feeling like a dark cloud is setting over my future and I can't see my usual future because of those pictures and feelings, again ALWAYS accompanied with anxiety.(Again, not quite like the depression thing.) - In the morning, before I fully woke up I am in this weird half-awake condition when those feelings and thoughts like attack me? But at the same time it feels super real, like me. Then I can't go back to sleep, I stanf up, make coffee and those things usually last about hours, then I get almost to my normal self. However, when it is bad, it is bad all day and I have multiple times through the day when I feel normal for a couple of mins, then it hits again. - Doubt if I want it or not and extreme confusion over it. It is more like 'I want it but I am pretending not to.', 'I don't want to admit it', 'Don't fully realise it.' And when this is there it feel legit, like I really want it BECAUSE of those feelings, which is horrific. It feels 100% like me. - I am avoiding asking myself if I want to do it or if I want to die because: - When I do it it feels like I do which is making everything worse. - Or I say no, but with extreme anxiety and then yes appears and feels 100% like me which is scary. - Gets worse after an arguing. Hits hard and my anxiety goes up all the way. (I thought It was BPD , but I researched a lot and it does not sound like me.) It seems to have a cycle: **When I am feeling okay:** Bad in the morning. Then I feel fine, then in the afternoon it hits and my mood drops, then usually at midnight I feel okay. **When it is bad:** The whole day is bad and I have minutes when I feel okay, then it hits again. The most scary thing in this condition are **the urges**. They almost everytime come without any reason or after days of worrying, it induces a panic attack in which everything hits at once. Urges: When I am close to dangerous objects.(Power sockets, high buildings, medications, etc. You get it.(I know it sounds like OCD, but still, wait, **don't jump to conclusions yet**.) Urges are caused by thoughts like: 'Cmon, it will be so easy.'(This one is terrifying.) 'Life is meaningless anyway' 'I want to do it.' 'Why don't just give up.'(And it feels super real like I am about to give up.) Etc. Etc. Etc. I am terrified. **Background description of the urges:** So, they happen when I am feeling relatively okay, then I can tell it is probably OCD. HOWEVER, when it is bad or hits bad out of nowhere here is how it feels like: Like a flat life feeling, with the things, I mentioned before. And the scariest thing is that it feels like 1000% like me and like a decision. It is terrifying. I can only tell that it was not me when I am fine, but then, it hits again. **The scary thing is that it feels like I have anxiety because I want it and resist it or because I know it is not right** **The second scary thing is that I can't tell if intrusive suicidal thoughts trigger feelings(good.) Or the feelings trigger real suicidal thoughts.**(**bad.**) Here is how it happens and what it looks like: **03.03.2018:** I am watching a TV show, feeling relatively fine, when I decide to see if the feeling is in background. I suddenly get a thought like 'I can't continue living.' With a very fucking real feeling like I really don't and all of those feelings hit. It feels horrific. I am immediately not sleepy, In highly self aware state, with like racing thoughts(not exactly.) I feel the knot in the stomach, it feels real, I immediately turn off the show on my phone and message a person who has the same thing as me at the moment. I stand up and go to the kitchen to smoke a ciggarete. **IT STILL FEELS SUPER REAL AND 100% LIKE ME** I light my ciggarete and my vision crosses arround the power socket on the wall as soon as I see it thought like 'I want to do it' appear or 'It is pointless' I can't remember the thought exactly it felt super fast. After this a feeling like I want to give up appears like I am about to do it. An urge to look back at the power socket appears. I open reddit and start to write this topic. As I am writing I calm down and it feels less real and turns into 'background' again. As I am writing I have mini hits lasting a few seconds which makes it real again. As I wrote this sentence the same thing happened. **Panic attacks:** Basically the same thing, but in more intense way. More intense urges. Etc. Etc. I am even not sure if it is a panic attack or something worse. **After a panic attack I calm down, but the next few days it is so fucking bad.** So I have researched a lot about this topic and they are several diagnosis I want to mention and to say few things about them: I am extremely scared that it is **suicidal depression.** However I looked at the symptoms here is what I get: - Hopelessness (I am not sure about this, I can't tell if the meaningless thing is hopelessness. And as soon as I mentioned hopelessness I felt like I am feeling hopeless which gives me knot in the stomach.) - Worthlessness - I don't have it. - Guilt - I sometimes have it over the thoughts. - Sadness - I don't have it. - Emptiness - I don't have it. - Depressed mood - Can't tell. - Lost in interest in usual activites. (I can't tell if I get this, I tend to only research or reread articles about this topic when I am feeling bad, and I am not able to do nothing else. I tend to have moments when I don't want to go out because of this knot in the stomach and the other stuff, I 'preffer' to be at home and reading stuff.) - Tiredness - After a long day when it is bad, yes. - Oversleeping - I usually sleep about 8 to 9 hours. - Low self esteem - I don't have it. - Feeling burden - I don't have it. - Lost of apetite - When the knot in the stomach is there, yes, like my stomach is sick. - Suicidal thoughts (As you probably read already, I get this, however, in depression, it is associated with relief, fantasies, and CONSIOUS THINKING.(As I am typing this I feel like it is giving me relief and like I feel consious about it, which makes the condition worse - the knot in the stomach gets worse. **Told my psychiatrist and psychologist about it, they said it is not depression** However I am not sure. My next fear is **Bipolar Affective Disorder Type 2**: Bipolar is known to cause depression and hypomania. I looked at the symptoms of mania and hypomania. I asked most of my friends and family if they seen any of the symptoms(I showed them a list of the symtpoms.) In me and they dismissed it. I also analysed my mood and actions while I am fine. I tend to do the things I usually do, for the same time. I don't sleep less. I don't talk faster. I am not easily distracted. I don't do reckless stuff. And most importantly my mood does not change completely from the bad mood. Also it tends to change during the day. **The thing which is worrying me is that I am more irritable than usual.** Anxiety symptoms which I have: - Irritability. - Sweating and BAD sweat smell, worse than usual.(My hands sweat when I am bad, however they were always sweating since I am young so I don't know if it fits there. - Knot in the stomach. - Derealisation.(Sometimes.) - Restlessness. - Faster highrate. - Headaches sometimes. - Unsettledness I am sure that I missed something. Feel free to ask questions if you have. Thanks in advance and have a good night. **P.S. I am aware that this is probably reasurance seeking, but however it feels too real to be OCD and in fact I am not sure if I didn't missed something. I know too that the feeling like I didn't described everything is probably OCD, but still.** ",1.3757170536768475,4.05541089249493,2.831527050346643,87.86773636886564,89.16227180527382,5.965595955314704,24.650298204716787,7.3887181902684285,1.5164182979625205,8008,341,1534,149,268,2599,508,1972,0.181,0.6579999999999999,0.161,-0.9986,11,3,6,0,0,7,435.0,0,3,13,20,90,158,11,14,102,7,185,47,20,17,14,319,364,162,6,36,69,1,56,51,1,5,23,7,3,4,170,68,1,4,91,10,2,15,52,68,1,3,35,78,196,85,180,310,38,230,0,23,13,3,56,77,3,50,180,1084,366,16,0.01785132352562781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031648242436482565,0.0,0.053626565677726515,0.0,0.019699379411810176,0.028551393947878024,0.05941492485213649,0.0,0.0,0.036418536436182695,0.0,0.06828106817942059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050065733234761406,0.12185074566684075,0.0,0.04117969768430104,0.23848175189787876,0.06529200678736881,0.0,0.030380323016409982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022483117065323157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036676453268395366,0.03776866657817023,0.015377334553119671,0.018716773080977876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.019752149943507203,0.0,0.08058838809616954,0.0,0.1383778691534037,0.0362374352222081,0.018526855459088484,0.0,0.040918326653020726,0.0182715860538254,0.04686544054566984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.014912490173858428,0.0,0.031621948180336784,0.0,0.13936261160737756,0.011790630828835287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417447409939425,0.0,0.01682863909285346,0.0200877019296922,0.4693606084343654,0.1912948364035741,0.034280140091923296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.013791888273777423,0.04950978284114367,0.083939217803398,0.08562308078003453,0.030435955630579117,0.04491852966896558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314346575524553,0.0,0.015991279521683683,0.0,0.01832060804425597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056582710231493576,0.017906333004158104,0.017730392169163414,0.035159915594905285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01586707656834874,0.0,0.018589406416265945,0.08829558501518793,0.029102422515598057,0.0,0.018901974086002502,0.0,0.0,0.10087134186005674,0.4447840034415009,0.0,0.047289137173612265,0.015797859571789356,0.07495307895405856,0.0,0.05846048513480773,0.030353113784236895,0.0,0.0,0.047663588284621965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.017983330397584554,0.0,0.018937433239426472,0.0,0.0,0.028497512253190794,0.0,0.013122776790946705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03797017017671022,0.016752257846981866,0.06996202744100544,0.03425765275139556,0.0,0.0,0.01901107695061961,0.012096518816849486,0.027153471905372126,0.0,0.10472340937401686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.015587087144931337,0.0,0.0,0.01687527078940132,0.02012468506449837,0.0,0.0,0.07698698413239292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.01999756781601615,0.018987079932351263,0.0714246173891879,0.20318714324248055,0.02287202991956085,0.01835413371808016,0.0,0.0,0.04044413929397806,0.015244932752911526,0.033961393169652916,0.028392177934482444,0.017872289037721447,0.0,0.07112596815638612,0.016251174488908345,0.05586847099868317,0.02016691440673408,0.0,0.014766799290886631,0.0,0.053592646613959564,0.0,0.0,0.06871410493393737,0.05296624627201958,0.0,0.08844681070188119,0.0,0.0570243601082441,0.014924505796779404,0.0,0.0,0.08174197818043727,0.0976322527499296,0.0,0.08412330580584039,0.14843488234262198,0.0,0.014348217653782703,0.09361706154199853,0.01643510030144354,0.0,0.0,0.18975401816598766,0.011438407310370574,0.01753883472780924,0.1700634824059311,0.07286475213034227,0.0,0.0,0.03411540926080139,0.0,0.0,0.038834227718580534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19660710847487806,0.014729211450482576,0.1474084237816336,0.04250864911178498,0.014319254957022685,0.0,0.016050483707309382,0.0,0.016108042886123813,0.019930365208847795,0.0,0.017208038852739655,0.0,0.07797585680936467,0.0362577711282795,0.1091521425230983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.011495667071872363 anxiety,Cola71t,2018/03/03,"Coughing/Urge Once in primary school, I faked being sick (coughed heaps) and got sent home. Ever since then if i'm in a place where I do not feel comfortable, I will get the urge to cough, and if I don't calm down, I will start coughing. This used to happen every time I would eat out with my family. I would get an urge in my throat and become unable to eat food without difficulty. I am afraid of choking, and have choked a few times. Once I choked on my vomit, pretty gross. This leads to me getting even more anxious when I start to cough, I get afraid I will vomit, and start to choke. At night I always lay awake, and get scared I will have the urge to cough, which causes an urge to cough. Lately i've been having to listen to podcasts for hours to fall asleep anxiety free. Also, I believe it is anxiety, i have been diagnosed with anxiety (without mentioning any of the coughing), but before being diagnosed I went to the doctor and they said the inability to eat and urge to cough was anxiety.",5.422121212121213,5.628469343434343,5.863181818181817,82.41477272727275,67.68686868686869,9.024242424242424,27.61111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.8882444444444442,782,22,158,12,12,252,110,198,0.152,0.818,0.03,-0.9465,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,5,8,0,3,9,0,19,20,2,3,1,24,36,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,6,14,2,1,0,4,11,4,0,1,0,1,4,4,5,0,0,7,3,22,4,28,21,2,24,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,11,102,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442359265807088,0.09824687845871327,0.0,0.0,0.08029424776786426,0.0,0.36130460206890175,0.13338981029002714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040325962151836,0.10047212582891456,0.13302876388114698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129433994991055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968488744482544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12085355985860873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624569906802193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798664573758078,0.1068045316985611,0.09948228737344386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130949091971604,0.0,0.05970167203833417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277533403701975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084434929429038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443442156586568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441229069894978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184376704458632,0.0,0.1162789303417612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319241395723586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080428324683944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148953347126635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233620130797888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012352510567825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231524319288894,0.0,0.11821249379598416,0.1194970113518462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976718855584841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507197764404161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769959006648644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197787174678258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945561576685113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276379015387593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775251064831115,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SheStillMay,2018/03/03,"Job hunting As if interviews aren’t already anxiety-inducing enough (did they like me? Why did I say that? That was stupid. They think you’re stupid. You think you’re funny but you’re just lame. They don’t want you) I’ve had to stop using my THC oil pen in anticipation of a drug test, and my anxiety is ramped up to level 100 (what if I fail it? What will they think of me? Will they tell everyone? Will I lose my chance forever?). I am not a pothead, I’m not a drug addict, I have one puff of a pen per night to help me relax and sleep. It helps me let go of my intrusive thoughts and ENJOY RELAXING. But no, it’s dangerous reefer so IT IS FORBIDDEN (what if I get caught? What if they tell my job? What if they tell everyone? What if I get judged?) I am interviewing for my dream company next week and my stress is at an all time high. I can’t sleep, I wake up sick, I have constant chest pain and tightness. I’m doubting my ability to hold it together (what if I have an attack during the interview? What If I try to say something smart and it sounds stupid? How could I think I’m capabale of this job? I contribute nothing to my family. Everyone will leave me if I don’t do this). And the one thing that truly helps me take the edge off, I have to give up because of bullshit societal rules. (Fuck)",0.4565053763440865,2.6882499814814835,2.4912186379928336,92.71467741935484,86.22222222222223,6.743130227001195,20.561529271206687,7.941651935203635,0.9216654719235366,1005,32,229,22,31,336,139,270,0.207,0.644,0.149,-0.9691,4,0,3,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,7,2,3,17,6,2,9,0,24,10,4,2,1,35,41,21,0,11,14,0,1,1,0,4,5,3,0,1,20,7,0,3,5,3,0,2,7,12,0,2,6,5,41,5,21,29,2,16,0,3,0,1,22,8,1,10,7,143,61,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475343332096772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262842895404503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754414038984007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018882917436614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975985146068332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236659524501504,0.0,0.09136878778708517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542162790220075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11824421267343126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280489296758601,0.0,0.0,0.10788120211033404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10579534208824566,0.1195774215724018,0.10977858437600037,0.06503729471105478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23011451726434104,0.12090917878650626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406837720991495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117246530780355,0.0,0.11701978450042555,0.0,0.05590823267542715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802594848992674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121705254370123,0.10739155463629604,0.0,0.10980557429235037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509120899338566,0.0,0.12176924312770668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820101001157728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290396788905544,0.0,0.0,0.08809934304618636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567461856989692,0.1310874193958583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860425282081271,0.0,0.3000694554521892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602698691224755,0.2933069332729211,0.0,0.09085034949346496,0.06672924825964456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07769534305608887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988369931601915,0.0,0.0,0.0674980221471956,0.0,0.0917946144999913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032617682637104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,InformalEntry,2018/03/03,Worried my favorite music will get “infected” by my anxiety So I’ve been going through some hard times lately. I’ve also been discovering a lot of good music. I’m worried all the good music I’m discovering now will be associated with the anxiety I’m having now. Do you think the music will be tainted by my anxiety or will I be able to enjoy it in the future? I notice I think a lot about my anxious thoughts when I listen to certain music. ,4.509138576779026,5.327557460674157,6.900617977528093,72.00838014981275,69.89887640449439,9.079400749063671,31.687265917603,9.2995712137729,2.9982794007490643,350,15,63,7,6,126,51,89,0.16899999999999998,0.6829999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,2,10,20,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,4,9,10,4,8,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,6,46,10,0,0.2016484697205612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612582083819473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462781582200289,0.2278053738293025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535300269533013,0.0,0.11460147233300322,0.3382663385095227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063742107367675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746825703390197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428686358778087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295781192939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25841639437718816,0.0,0.16008636060548315,0.11758284430809675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4095676185017645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FormerAct,2018/03/03,"Anxiety And Scientific Peer Review process Dealing with a Scientific Referee report can be very hard if you are anxious even if everything in your work was right. In particular you may suddendly start thinking that everything in your draft was wrong, that someone will discover that you are not ""so good""... Any of you is dealing with this problem? Do you use some kind of ""checklists"" to manage this issue?",9.071197183098594,9.529932704225356,8.45080985915493,66.08917253521129,59.985915492957744,12.170422535211268,41.69366197183098,11.698219412168324,5.302236619718311,326,17,51,9,4,103,53,71,0.156,0.8440000000000001,0.0,-0.8744,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,7,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,2,8,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,4,1,38,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075130640451964,0.0,0.1695860609134791,0.2504374687014706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4570886479899982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641881646411092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984668285033671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859362756444836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985834562460804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231378328185823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230847604827339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21211965724632187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931514718426334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878303701944494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690760293362244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420448222772772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146200154493254,0.0,0.1829107992046536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613870769164771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24237437771358256,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Austin_lee14,2018/03/03,"Is my GAD causing impotence/erectile dysfunction? So, to explain it quickly, I’m a 20 year old male and I suffer from severe generalized anxiety disorder. I’ve noticed that sexually, whether it’s just me masturbating or trying to have sex, I either can’t get or keep an erection most of the time. Is this due to my anxiety? I’ve read up on it and the only thing I’ve found is people experiencing “performance anxiety”, but this can’t be the same thing, can it? TL;DR - Is my generalized anxiety disorder causing me to ~sometimes~ have weak erections and/or make it difficult for me to maintain one? 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Underneath our rented apartment there's this bar and outside are guys having a smoke. They say hi and ask if I'm staying in the apartment. I try to be respectful and say ya but don't give anything else. One of the guys says he is a resident and I say 'cool' o have my keys and am heading back and they ask if I want a beer. I'm a minor so I say no thanks and walk quickly. They say""aw come on man"" and I dont respond. My dad thinks I'm overreacting but I'm actually scared.i don't know if I have anxiety disorder but i know for a fact I had an anxiety attack.please give me some support!",0.6293396825396833,2.6257888514285743,2.9685238095238127,91.09608730158732,83.34285714285714,6.174603174603175,23.436507936507937,7.3871296695380915,0.9255841269841264,639,24,145,10,18,219,100,175,0.111,0.8109999999999999,0.078,-0.5667,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,2,1,4,1,4,7,1,1,11,1,14,3,1,0,1,27,34,18,0,6,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,3,3,12,2,1,3,2,1,4,4,3,0,2,5,6,23,4,12,28,1,18,0,0,0,0,27,8,0,5,4,88,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.12031888118905534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384534831526583,0.0,0.18864184577677728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10146190926422248,0.0,0.23052979347940825,0.28053346489675723,0.0,0.09480683283107444,0.10294681385888124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620838435059043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130762874198402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450171853360705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10299779084199218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487531487759176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441694846221709,0.2365530655876285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441643841242637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653702590518867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264255243787705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552025616170127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914222476070086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354840140637093,0.0,0.0,0.14466101488366634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534172514573795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5882984472112103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801951474755764,0.0,0.26283376131953035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991457320688291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135141752705181,0.0,0.0,0.081912227797931,0.07900294786341748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370973121155628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272303678708855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mamaserpentine,2018/03/03,"Super anxious about getting a tattoo tomorrow! So, this isn’t my first tattoo, I got my first in November of 2014, and it was pretty small but I was on the verge of a panic attack and had to stop. I didn’t go back to get it finished until 2016, but I wasn’t having any anxiety at the time and that went fine, I honestly wasn’t even worried. But my anxiety is back, and I’m getting a tattoo tomorrow, and I can’t stop thinking about it and worrying that something will go wrong and I’m going to punk out. I’m trying to remind myself that I WILL(!!!!) get through it, and I’m packing a little relaxation kit to bring with me but I’m still so nervous. Can anyone give a girl some advice and tips? Thank you! 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So... I've always had the thought that everyone deeply hates me. I even turn off compliments and stuff. Many years I've ended friendships because of this, like... ""They hate me anyways"". I know it's not real but that's how I feel and I need to change it as quick as possible before I ruin my only friendship... Help? How do I get over this?",0.3629577464788731,2.8060442394366234,1.970549295774649,93.58061267605636,92.52112676056338,5.093521126760563,19.77605633802817,6.742157984588678,0.4211340845070426,275,9,57,4,10,89,52,71,0.16399999999999998,0.738,0.098,-0.6994,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,0,6,6,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,11,11,8,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,11,2,6,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,37,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16215067698147154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11879330688261107,0.0,0.16582331649114326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20615072288920225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726004137066663,0.0,0.0,0.1287123580946852,0.0,0.0,0.37242068190144256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853408769633153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181355779611734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5771928270784207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13061985222705252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070975866029801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520553301664647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19757152497502398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449651082194026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821036508287813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196910163813818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22180913575296546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230839664065646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470809099776053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119668191213417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254923878265706 anxiety,SloaneTheBitch,2018/03/03,"Please help me calm down. I have not had an anxiety attack this bad in quite a while. I feel like I need to cry, scream, wail, hit something, self-harm, puke, etc. I'm starting to go numb and I can hardly feel my hands. I need to get to sleep as I have work in the morning. Somebody please, please help me get this to go away.",0.29074534161490817,2.160534927536233,1.4224016563147008,102.42130434782612,83.78260869565217,4.522567287784679,17.10351966873706,5.288315135182226,-0.944856728778468,246,5,62,1,7,77,48,69,0.219,0.5539999999999999,0.227,-0.3222,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,6,15,3,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,1,5,9,2,10,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,32,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839847144259546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058154306661571,0.1699743594244294,0.0,0.1510553675859815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872518447435186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20176657764918352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295078679561105,0.12924477047111846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903986367302172,0.0,0.20563482912024106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620631238806054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425252549119141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883852866551657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682904055048019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957666859792751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19242396976646794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873242599093584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18104433556031813,0.0,0.0,0.13927619094086252,0.0,0.0,0.1280516351801708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170731506774278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheCaliphOfClout,2018/03/03,"I had to make a 7 hour drive today Did I hate every single second of every minuet? You fucking bet I did. But I did it. I had 2 panic attacks, but I still made it. I’m starting a new life here in this new city. I start my new job in a few weeks, along with therapy. Im excited. I haven’t felt this hopeful in a long time. I hope everything goes ok. 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I have severe anxiety and need reassurance for this. I know a place for others with anxiety probably isn’t the best place to be asking but I need reassurance. I want to live a full long life and have hope for my descendants.,2.3584353741496566,5.175640387755101,3.7296938775510218,82.86828231292519,83.89795918367345,8.164625850340135,24.493197278911573,8.841846274778883,2.3747523809523807,205,8,39,6,6,67,35,49,0.115,0.636,0.249,0.8381,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,10,12,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,4,6,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,27,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35252313483268605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540047261268125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417990880550666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437412209487063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288472337918921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662626719625955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274405645760365,0.0,0.0,0.203454575385498,0.2039039197973556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34168937636465996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.48145485356275297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484189039444933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602955722618238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19263149030872098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13590066825932845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fultor,2018/03/03,"Chest pains How often do you guys deal with random chest pains? I’ve been medicated for close to 10 years now and life has been so much better, but the one thing that never went away was the phantom chest pains. It’s almost everyday that they hit. They’re not debilitating, but damn they’re uncomfortable. 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I took Zoloft for a few months in the past and it was okay. It made my stomach crazy and a bit too spacey to function at work so I gave it up. My doctor suggested Lexapro and while I was looking up comparisons to make sure my stomach would be okay. I came across all these articles linking SSRIs to strokes. It literally was the first Google search. Now my mind is fixated on it and panics at the thought of taking this med. I've talked to my doctor and she has said they are rare, but I just..I guess I need to be talked through it. I know taking it might help me improve, but I just can't get past it right now. Please help!",0.9439285714285716,3.2872231785714305,2.1510714285714307,95.22517857142859,85.07142857142857,5.5,21.607142857142854,6.9077264865688965,0.4669285714285709,535,18,118,7,16,170,90,140,0.046,0.82,0.134,0.9223,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,5,2,12,7,2,2,2,22,27,10,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,9,3,17,3,16,14,3,17,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,2,7,77,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124776271093568,0.17905352960898807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303480732315624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127534109960225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244514166628643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481523402352433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0828067690871902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17459942237825735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247087668280892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710436326552301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133095356791954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997120943084288,0.10579622573968746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605152012359399,0.15966640790308087,0.0,0.16813748473696266,0.16003413662599558,0.0,0.12650869763956948,0.0,0.0,0.1175215704523134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859589990112062,0.0,0.0,0.3026016290364664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397922828614784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13535332986532614,0.1507644450415879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937907230748548,0.0,0.35750413437512235,0.2547835492027397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582682939756878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609308188701886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11538579232973532,0.0,0.0,0.11258985625304226,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,testor001,2018/03/03,"I feel Like a Coward I think that's the worst part, really, of the anxiety. I just overwhelming feel like a coward. It all started within the past five years. I started vomiting on a plane, probably because I had caught a foreign cold/flu that had spoiled the trip, had a panic attack and couldn't stop vomiting even after I was off the plane. The next time I was on a plane, the fear of vomiting sent me into a panic attack that caused me to vomit again. Anxiety, anxiety. I quit flying. But the panic attacks didn't stop. I was afraid of losing my job because they wanted me to fly. My blood pressure rose. Any random pain/headache/dizziness, instantly my brain says 'heartache', 'stroke', BOOM panic attack. The fear is what triggers it every time. I'm anxious that the scope of it might grow, even though its not growing, but that might make it grow. Is this anything more than me just being a coward? The attacks are very rare now, but I haven't flown in over 3 years. I'm at a new job, no travel required. But, I want to fly again, I want to get back to my life. Planes were never an issue before. I loved flying, I loved the window seat and the stupid in-flight magazines, tracking the plane on the inset monitor. Why am I afraid of this now? It doesn't make any sense? I'm not even sure if I am, or if I've just convinced myself I'm afraid just like I've convinced myself that I would be afraid of other random things since then. Responses welcome, but mostly just needed to vent. 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It sure if I can go into details on this as it’s been hard to deal with but I will do my best. Long story short I’ve always had the feeling of not being good enough, and about two weeks ago my wife of 5 years left me for another man who she had been seeing, and our relationship has been hard and even though she has cheated on me before this time I still can’t help but feel this is all my fault, last night I had an extreme moment of weakness, I got in my jeep and took off north of my town on the highway, got it up to 90mph and was trying to find the easiest pole to wrap it around, I wanted all the pain to end, but only because my wife and son deserve better, I feel like the worst person in the world for even thinking about doing it, and I’m actually at a loss, I have not motivation to do anything anymore and I find myself wanting to drink more and more, after last night my wife found out about my attempt and has decided to move back in, but I can’t help but feel negative about it, I feel like it’s all just a lie, I know this is a lot of information and sorry for rambling on but I don’t have any friends or really anyone who will listen, I’m lost broken and alone and not sure what to do....",5.6775987841945295,3.99787011347518,6.576352583586626,83.79000000000002,67.72340425531915,9.617426545086117,29.008105369807488,8.192908349453996,1.6493041540020257,1020,25,237,11,14,342,149,282,0.173,0.7170000000000001,0.11,-0.9518,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,0,6,12,16,1,0,10,0,28,3,0,1,8,60,50,25,0,5,15,4,7,2,1,2,2,1,0,2,16,18,1,0,15,1,0,3,8,7,0,1,14,9,29,9,38,32,11,36,0,2,1,0,21,18,0,5,17,168,45,1,0.0,0.0,0.10788307187034588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0979979203800703,0.0,0.0,0.11449881483416773,0.0,0.0,0.09198834795855183,0.0,0.0,0.07517933718214144,0.11592369830829492,0.0,0.0,0.10963814932621332,0.07730072030847224,0.0,0.09097510167215812,0.09841496212400673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500787456661499,0.0,0.06739163999860033,0.0,0.09407184244300973,0.0,0.1160177908184927,0.09777450223974186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826699490789652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139745399524411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829914063255626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791650093235847,0.1142300513196614,0.0,0.14603746840147394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794927567839979,0.15795713298240718,0.0,0.0,0.20208555085746727,0.0,0.0,0.2424297240645598,0.08541241250012878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282940487796937,0.0927260021452732,0.17683750499851142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980662452882268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223025763561204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075663848805146,0.18022971672279164,0.0,0.0,0.12011536895391085,0.0,0.0,0.10802051353403104,0.0,0.0,0.09783528343470367,0.0,0.0,0.12068086622544005,0.09398758979695986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174995713332974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074916398873992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407998590018632,0.11763541383670345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09652998128106903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07082261744822578,0.0,0.10915703325056214,0.11869176902633552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809584896645048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375421946971585,0.0,0.0,0.08828718866186193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125826291686595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083743314506108,0.10861704770270256,0.0,0.06446391988987678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282764393607792,0.0750577370674981,0.0,0.10799350762770113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041319079427982,0.0,0.08867836563098545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198892250904574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119203972771072 anxiety,daxau,2018/03/03,"Unsure about increasing Cymbalta dose I have been on 30mg of Cymbalta for 3 weeks now, and seem to be responding well to it. In the mornings I have anxiety that lasts for an hour after that hits an hour after I take my morning medication (I take Vyvanse too, so it could be this). Overall I'm less anxious on a day to day basis. I went to my GP to get a repeat prescription and she wants me to go up to 60mg after the 4th week. If the 30mg is working do I need to? Will the side effects (hot flashes, sweating, much harder to orgasm) be more pronounced? I'm worried going up will just make it harder to come off it eventually too. 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I had my first panic attack an hour ago. I‘ll start like this - I‘m at Uni in a city far away from my home town, and in the first semester. I very quickly found a girlfriend and was living good (other than my exams, that was stressful but i managed to pass all). But I also started smoking huge amounts of weed compared to living at home, and far more cigarettes. Now, a few weeks ago our break between the semesters started. Last week my gf left for a 9 day trip to mexico. I was pretty bummed about not seeing her for a long time, long story short, I got very drunk and accepted some MDMA. Stupidest decision ever. I had to take a cab home half an hour after it hit. At home I smoked some weed to come down and had some pretty creepy hallicunations (at the time I was high it didnt seem so but now when I think about it it was pretty fucked up). The next day I started worrying about my brain chemistry, and since I always was a bit suspectible to depressions, I got some L Tryptophan to „fill-up“. On sunday I went to my home town. I drank heavily 2 times (last time yesterday) and took lorazepam once, since I‘ve been pretty interested in benzos for some time. I also tried to reduce the amount of cigarettes I smoke. Last time I smoked weed was last friday. Since a few weeks I sometimes had this stingy feeling in my heart and it was beating stronger ever so often. Today it was beating very heavily, I had a pretty strong hangover, but after a few chill hours in bed and a gym session I was feeling ok again. Till I lied down and felt my heart going a bit weird again, thats when I smoked my first cig of the day, following with one every 3-4 hours. Being pretty hype about going back to the city where my Uni is at and seeing my gf soon again I had trouble sleeping despite being very tired from the last few days. So I watched some netflix and as I started dozing away, I started to look at some reddit like I always do before sleeping. Now, after some time something weird began. You remember that feeling as a small kid, alone in the dark in your bad, with that irrational fear in the back of your mind? I had that for the first time in many years. So I continued browsing reddit for 2 hours till I was half asleep. I dont remeber putting my phone away and almost falling asleep but as this happenned it started - my first attack. My heart racing, mind feeling empty, barely any control over the limbs, shallow and quick breathing - I managed to pick myself up on one elbow and get my phone. I initially wanted to call my mom who sleepd two rooms away but I couldnt manage to do it. After it passed - idk, like 1-2 minutes, I was shaking and scared and shaking out of your mind. I called a good friend of mine, we talked like 30 minutes till I came down a bit. I also smoked another one in that time. Now I‘m in my bed watching netflix again, feeling a bit wary of closing my eyes (I know it‘s actually irrational but I think y‘all understand me). I also talked to a good friend yesterday who regularly has some pretty horrible attacks and, what a coincidence, today I get my first one. Idk. I dont even know why Im posting this here tbh, I just wanted to hear some feedback from people who experienced this aswell. I‘ll definitely visit a doc and and talk to the Uni psychlogist in the coming week. Sorry for the long post, I‘ll watch some spongebob now and try to sleep.",4.413622081470439,5.6195989001490325,4.932813897168405,84.59517712990565,70.43070044709391,7.499267262791853,27.093920765027317,7.793537801064563,1.5276072776949825,2686,88,525,32,48,857,295,671,0.14300000000000002,0.726,0.131,-0.6684,0,1,9,0,0,0,83.0,2,5,0,11,35,31,5,8,36,1,30,16,12,2,3,79,76,44,0,3,9,1,6,4,5,0,1,1,8,1,26,29,2,1,17,4,0,16,5,18,0,14,30,15,75,13,83,42,23,142,0,1,7,1,27,43,1,14,84,341,101,6,0.0,0.0,0.0447781706624038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135043853058163,0.0,0.045948255984279214,0.04752411460297525,0.0,0.14678024683239982,0.07636174744432428,0.0,0.0,0.031204090987268764,0.048115529681099695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880804813875084,0.1724458370792393,0.07056708803336185,0.03831293937050855,0.0,0.0,0.03904565324671399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003827512650271,0.0,0.0,0.051224012952979424,0.09370958530947814,0.052481422882457614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905354692845201,0.0,0.0,0.051465112597094964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11837083799706218,0.0,0.039521592044696484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755622973823124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030307306650692777,0.08301312777995476,0.038660980495105406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051634569102273736,0.1160068409733488,0.0,0.04405780881773467,0.0,0.0,0.2732145853599012,0.0,0.0503116910262277,0.07090290473402211,0.042420918568272334,0.047947139855133686,0.0,0.05215620514818325,0.11546113797798048,0.07339854011436986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040576887009123375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171691902674538,0.16312558878010264,0.0,0.04848113656252287,0.2301372730707613,0.0,0.2259426062983038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04956481362539178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043555174924065,0.1870162962996833,0.0,0.0,0.04985533315791904,0.0,0.0,0.0896704349664869,0.0,0.08103645469996272,0.12182314451637324,0.038532729609661406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046521257799178733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899550510761058,0.05374119318582317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04880034019512351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048867151153036484,0.12437431398209517,0.0,0.0,0.10767479798086052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0318116130329597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789231347187854,0.3267783008020731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612815921762803,0.0,0.04880546785534707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197995550875075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593994607068413,0.0,0.07313049009968686,0.04177294122929588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387225692715798,0.0,0.13775758046628048,0.0,0.0,0.035325327027755656,0.04538248182549488,0.051365681969709615,0.22734870195935775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512464223383804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03450060286662437,0.11064441893827803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058803862657308185,0.0,0.0,0.2408087497618691,0.052739270258834785,0.08698922989247157,0.0,0.050981095614709336,0.06230723878499597,0.0,0.04482400835597659,0.04776900164743565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144320422990218,0.05412956836298665,0.0,0.14722810247967327,0.0,0.0,0.04253683281684973,0.04140502763417365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046599516345129766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02954911506935236 anxiety,jlove18,2018/03/03,"Questions regarding therapy and does anyone have experience getting an emotional support letter? I have had panic attacks, generalized anxiety, and mild OCD and social anxiety since I was a teenager (29 now). I was diagnosed by a family doctor and given a daily prescription (which I never took). I was also prescribed Xanax by an urgent care center, which I also never took. I have been able to get a lot of my anxiety under control as compared to how I once was. I am looking into seeing a therapist to further help me learn coping skills and other behavior modification skills. Does anyone have experience with therapy? Had it been effective for you? How often do you normally go? Also, I have an emotional support dog who greatly assists me during periods of high anxiety or panic attacks. He helps whether by laying in my lap for snuggles, a buddy to be with me, or a distraction for playing or going outside, etc. I know the online sites are scams and many people try to scam to get free airline fees for their pets, etc. Does anyone have any legitimate experience with getting a certified letter from your therapist? 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Out of the blue earlier this year, I was struck with severe anxiety with symptoms mostly manifesting as physical (throat closing, chest tightness, intense nausea). Also, panic attacks became a daily occurrence, leaving me in a shaky, dizzy, completely disassociated state for up to an hour. This led me to be bedridden and severely agoraphobic. I panic quit my job and contemplated dropping out of uni. One day: completely healthy, maybe slightly socially anxious (but seeing improvements), life running as usual. The next: shaking, constantly thinking I was going to be sick, dizzy, sweaty, obsessive thinking, absolutely no sleep, extreme loss of appetite (I lost 50 pounds in 2 months, and was not overweight in the slightest to begin with), and very minor issues seeming severe. All physical illnesses ruled out. Bedridden, and wishing I was dead rather than feeling like this. After a few therapy sessions, this past week I've finally left my house. After over two months. I stopped making excuses and went out with friends, had a good time, and you know what? Yeah, it flared up a bunch while I was there, but after I got back home and thought about it, I had fucking done it. I smiled for the first time in a long time. I realized I can do normal things, and this doesn't have to control me or my life. The point of this post is, celebrate the little victories. What seems like an everyday activity to most can seem so daunting to all of us. When you have a victory, pat yourself on the back. Whether it's facing that exam, finally catching some zzz's, eating out at a restaurant. No matter how small it is. No matter what you're anxious about that day. If you face it and beat it, that's when you begin healing. Your mind will begin to recognize that it doesn't have to be like it is constantly. Give yourself credit where it's due. Sometimes the only approval you need is your own. Peace and love, y'all. <3",5.314733656174333,7.354923245762713,5.574047619047621,77.61775423728814,69.36723163841808,8.446973365617433,32.41686844229217,9.04235418022936,3.0509478611783702,1535,70,259,30,28,487,209,354,0.117,0.746,0.13699999999999998,0.9556,1,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,1,8,0,7,13,16,2,5,19,1,24,15,5,4,2,55,46,24,1,5,7,0,2,3,1,1,7,0,1,0,24,21,2,3,9,0,1,6,6,9,0,3,12,4,27,7,43,30,8,64,0,2,2,2,14,21,1,9,37,180,51,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613214284855553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282844467737741,0.2150998877646295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083047923129557,0.0,0.21961089761745534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996327106783394,0.2057567516543049,0.10677592900992854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279343769990607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742359615814594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974143100402544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813644658045711,0.06801155762764596,0.0,0.20857591311504406,0.0,0.08097785553501502,0.0,0.0,0.07355199610410465,0.08801171824964553,0.0,0.09132539908880312,0.054104877822068895,0.07985001651285813,0.07614087401342566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549428687475256,0.0,0.0937537313064684,0.10984908195254547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936502848793943,0.0944722252428546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052319936957229925,0.0,0.0,0.1008040303644922,0.1034360801988566,0.0,0.13448645312790536,0.13953108496858913,0.09541633392370526,0.0,0.08424982008349723,0.0,0.0,0.10392305219619168,0.0,0.0859225489072062,0.0,0.06354735461575017,0.0,0.0956421219224997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612579238715284,0.0,0.15197693518215272,0.0,0.0,0.07059027730260023,0.0,0.0,0.10124726047192203,0.0,0.09327669039271284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451060849889396,0.07240459102304778,0.0,0.22339553933107945,0.0,0.0,0.09088005216272292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999564285317439,0.0,0.09117616721508376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125789895411684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758628090496611,0.26000203140449274,0.0,0.3226498316469443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526967486758768,0.09704535094260186,0.0,0.0,0.09415614604070524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959223352378217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895020963640996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887055103565116,0.0,0.06324726230299366,0.12200181341798418,0.0,0.07557889794270106,0.16653726943686487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929974674616443,0.0,0.11451498726576295,0.0,0.1048503655882855,0.07855073081488273,0.0,0.0,0.076364437117366,0.0,0.0,0.08825220837883722,0.0,0.0,0.10947636187662864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06130627241898767 anxiety,Eevee_King,2018/03/03,"The military offers many resources for anxiety, depression, etc. but the moment you use those resources you become a liability. Any of you guys have suggestions as to what I can do to seek help without it affecting my career? I’m 22, it always feels like I’m seeking something unattainable. I just got back from a deployment and the adjustment has been really difficult for me. It feels like the moment I strive for success or happiness some unknown force pushes me further away from it. I feel like an awful person all the time and I can’t help but reflect on all the decisions I’ve made in my life... it’s becoming overwhelming. I’ll take any advice/ suggestions you have. 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I have GAD and OCD and I always seem to have obsessions of doing movements like repeatedly clicking my jaw or finger joints or contracting a certain muscle. I’m aware I’m doing it, but I also can’t stop doing it, and it gets worse when I’m stressed or am driving. Anyone else have a similar problem?",2.899128205128207,5.077925707692311,4.610384615384618,81.30378205128206,76.53846153846155,6.7948717948717965,26.21794871794872,7.793537801064563,1.758025641025641,261,10,47,4,6,88,45,65,0.228,0.7240000000000001,0.049,-0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,2,0,8,2,2,0,1,12,13,9,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,3,13,0,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,4,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600236768788945,0.20393865827139904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427522187967924,0.5022575438658778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526821632395661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4094908133080305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12805201160615762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974102744971507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345227959361124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22312526550191747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20491037867226805,0.28075547254940764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497727246030925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Juminos_,2018/03/03,"Hand shaking when someone messages me I don’t often get messages, but when I do, my hand and arm starts to shake. I get so nervous and excited at the same time. When my hand starts to shake I get even more anxious, and end up giving a really weird reply. I end up throwing my phone onto the bed and walk off to another room. It usually turns out that my reply wasn’t as bad as I thought, though.",3.0371138211382096,4.047861573170735,4.418048780487805,87.72918699186995,73.51219512195122,7.417886178861789,27.081300813008127,7.793537801064563,1.4618959349593492,307,11,66,4,6,102,53,82,0.193,0.629,0.17800000000000002,0.1474,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,4,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,9,11,12,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,2,6,0,0,2,3,11,1,11,9,2,21,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,44,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507467788155448,0.0,0.2701468128698592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966206748180013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235932352051496,0.0,0.0,0.15794192784749292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748038611995933,0.22939356923239634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531916549556589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026125568641732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33851235653635703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349422528211233,0.1898410883577824,0.13943758263493314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601028257682735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26336594022688825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawaynumber24680,2018/03/03,DAE always worry that everyone is hanging out without you Like always checking snapchat ,10.465714285714286,13.165031285714289,8.412857142857145,59.682142857142885,57.57142857142857,8.457142857142857,49.714285714285715,8.841846274778883,5.845085714285713,74,5,7,1,1,22,13,14,0.295,0.705,0.0,-0.6136,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6861867021767261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39400100618383377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20144464378997004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974734449526379,0.0,0.0,0.4187432780687592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LiviousNEO,2018/03/03,"I'm asking about dealing with screaming... I don't know why I'm asking this on anxiety, but because in the rules for /r/AskReddit, it says the question can't be specific or something, and I'm kind of new to Reddit and this is a bit urgent. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In short (obviously not really short), my mother screams at me a lot, and I never get a chance to respond. If I say nothing, she gets mad at me for not paying attention, and if I do try to defend myself or say anything, she interrupts me. She will constantly say opposing things like,""STOP FEELING BAD, THE GRADES AREN'T THAT BAD!"" Then, a few seconds latter she'll say,""BUT YOUR GRADES ARE SINKING AND YOU NEED TO BRING THEM UP,"" which is the one I agree with. I've googled to see if anyone has tips online, but I always see things like, ""Just be silent or let them wear themselves out"" or, ""Just ask to leave,"" but I'm assuming they assume the person you are researching to defuse is a peer or equal, which my mom is not, and I can't leave her or anything. The only thing I have in mind is to stop her from yelling in the first place. My question is, how should I deal with this, it is just adding stress to my life. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- (P.S. I'm not trying to win an argument. I really am in no position to try and prove my own mother wrong, and if I do start to bring a good argument up, she walks away, then the next day my laptop is automagically gone!)",3.2087711213517665,4.437863691756274,4.2251203277009735,88.43387096774197,73.37275985663081,7.464823348694317,25.1136712749616,7.957251820313856,1.2250811059907836,1066,33,230,15,21,346,156,279,0.14,0.7959999999999999,0.064,-0.9699,0,0,1,0,1,0,286.0,0,3,3,2,5,11,1,1,15,0,25,2,1,1,3,49,44,24,0,6,20,3,1,1,0,3,1,7,0,1,11,12,0,2,8,0,1,4,10,7,0,3,1,10,34,4,32,37,5,29,0,0,2,0,29,15,0,15,11,156,45,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023351173855232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829588266910628,0.0,0.0,0.07582607589056746,0.0,0.1784791897414983,0.0,0.30413953657474835,0.0,0.10188604887348328,0.0,0.18109124948707195,0.06610602835952623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839199562358987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171886807182342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699369563779153,0.2236005584822245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483219018450616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224181448474596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331429548813413,0.0,0.0,0.09095709390078993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292700790242848,0.059597600933944166,0.0,0.0,0.22965159071607075,0.0,0.11089062018961764,0.07659670892847774,0.10595983613456436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921946145944866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949681798798594,0.1270074807995299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804093319136821,0.08363815728273456,0.1047352136474302,0.11533067844086685,0.0,0.0,0.10405426984452863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07348398574076848,0.08247601531142025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946885055808616,0.11330016617275387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24296262594082585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894310800643894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.431192318648883,0.0,0.0,0.17283053774188212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08348494940745646,0.0,0.0,0.07675672498178693,0.0,0.0,0.18132690698268028,0.1242214322810548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161347271106045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208776442577571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785320980998542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185657234255456,0.0,0.0 anxiety,serraad,2018/03/03,"Speaking to yourself perfectly in your mind but then struggling when you speak to an actual person. Is this anxiety? I have some issues where I can answer questions perfectly if I am talking to myself. But the moment I am actually asked questions, I lose my capabilities, and my mind kind of goes blank. Do you think this is anxiety related? I've never been diagnosed but this makes me tempted to.",5.1708675799086725,7.380962273972607,6.450890410958905,70.48309360730596,70.0958904109589,9.798173515981736,32.714611872146115,10.125756701596842,3.92543105022831,318,15,51,9,6,107,53,73,0.15,0.747,0.103,-0.4282,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,3,0,3,2,5,0,1,2,0,8,1,0,1,3,16,11,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,12,3,6,10,1,6,0,1,0,0,10,2,0,4,4,41,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.3940667035351822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30891855700204457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18875698245634173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493265001516006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107397827383252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21025639898264675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22588371471927884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13477534208067946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077396023828792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15572410970993086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17629851864738968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4523669560236995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21107836907322586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16228622410793345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293746705688729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BubblefartsRock,2018/03/03,"My anxiety hasn't been this bad in years. please help my anxiety is peaking hard. i take effexor and im worried i might have missed a dose or something because my anxiety has never been this bad. i feel so helpless and powerless. i dont know what to do. ive been in a constant state of full out panic for the past couple days. i had to leave work today because of it. its starting to affect my relationship. my girlfriend told me she wants space and i started freaking out and ruining things. i cant get into the therapist for another week. someone please please PLEASE help me control this. i tried some breathing exercises and it didnt work. edit: thank you all for the kind words. im doing much better. i reached out to my dad (something i havent done in years) and he helped a lot as well.",1.2683614697120191,3.77623093710692,2.8875206885137352,89.26558093346573,85.54088050314465,5.863091691492883,24.720622310493216,7.273561745256523,1.2913069182389938,625,26,125,10,19,205,99,159,0.213,0.644,0.14300000000000002,-0.8802,1,0,2,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,4,2,11,0,1,6,0,17,3,1,2,2,22,27,9,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,7,1,0,7,2,21,4,17,19,5,20,0,3,0,0,10,9,0,4,10,83,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244292900954325,0.2679848837590286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499519371737675,0.1423631218224319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327307195501627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618627108079694,0.13096684521524787,0.0,0.12920315366412294,0.0,0.07530662246542669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11949566870235613,0.13685290268710784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05904213250093635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061007207864105524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460247371730803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23480426325790654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25226204497085697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159739271902142,0.06417342512198522,0.0,0.0,0.12364196653903158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927319394764138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387391265435267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583896695144361,0.0,0.0900597832733798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700376710667536,0.0,0.0,0.11146963398129044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127110771784293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253666684292525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893835938292032,0.17978962460419196,0.0,0.0,0.16530000758544058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779607946920108,0.0,0.0,0.10750560297516856,0.0,0.13557830860993114,0.07757642091368863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068376645661918,0.11157819471916967,0.0,0.07927877824369776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688736353970749,0.0,0.09366539358294547,0.0,0.10498974130665067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17001907198704194,0.11858502461767698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503913693857872 anxiety,Ben-heyburn,2018/03/03,"I find myself incredibly tired throughout the day and then still can’t sleep at night All day today and the last couple of days I have been nearly falling asleep just sitting at the table etc. but then when I actually go to bed I’m sitting awake for hours. I’ve tried listening to music, podcasts, turning everything off, a lamp/no lights at all in the room and nothing is working. He only time I seem to be able to sleep is when I’m with my girlfriend or if it’s genuinely been about 20 hours since I slept last. Does anybody have any suggestions on what I could do to just get some sleep?",5.632941176470588,5.632298176470593,5.913949579831932,82.94134453781514,67.23529411764707,8.816806722689076,30.445378151260506,8.418075326091056,2.048912605042017,469,16,96,6,7,150,86,119,0.032,0.968,0.0,-0.3392,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,5,0,10,6,5,0,2,15,18,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,8,0,16,13,4,27,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,15,58,10,1,0.16421558373812378,0.0,0.1602507213456686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167222813423568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111278127122838,0.1817014199759124,0.0,0.3177163988844077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437061639585226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831437842971612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475863779818604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500900685205067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579586475489974,0.0,0.09332750058798804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32343854254344284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677152366171335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410520106950684,0.0,0.15756928151551486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489335127045174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949569992919245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584082782519494,0.0,0.4930025348063282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311427772991828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575542746444253,0.1887416564187248,0.15565717215952507,0.0,0.0,0.11149160196416584,0.17861939941513807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955090075951705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,supremegent1999,2018/03/04,"Anxiety, 0 friends feeling lonely Hey i suffer from severe social anxiety and I feel unwanted , unloved and im very insecure. Im 18 and never had a gf. Have 0 friends and its been 2 years. I sit alone at lunch and everywhere in school, got bullied alot in the past, everyone thinks im wierd and lonely which is true. Im also not attractive and very insecure about myself. All I wish at this point is to have is a friend to talk to before I lose my sanity. Would any guy or girl wanna chat and be friends? I dont wanna feel alone anymore and depressed thank you : )",1.4989473684210533,3.778907228070178,3.3307894736842094,88.10302631578949,81.98245614035088,6.957894736842108,23.535087719298247,8.07648339933343,1.4798035087719297,440,16,90,9,12,147,76,114,0.304,0.536,0.159,-0.9516,0,6,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,2,15,0,2,4,0,10,1,0,0,3,24,17,11,0,5,2,0,3,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,3,9,1,0,4,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,3,3,9,7,11,12,2,9,0,5,0,0,12,5,0,2,3,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270893293492772,0.0,0.10458318060285736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893357665478907,0.0,0.20008974127710052,0.0,0.129696710863104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111282510920434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126389657388305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532709317830753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496405655626334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983759749013524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041552702678031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459517465633232,0.0,0.0,0.1294908567272956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5650510574055899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630721597146318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086411488145293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248424719561336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362755359068894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323543954207255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774200205090782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331177981535522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511446418021124,0.0,0.12040288233840794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837973108937077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581121875529027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038833398742898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929009934055686,0.0,0.0,0.08421679359842962 anxiety,JustAnotherNerd1988,2018/03/04,"Anxiety problems for years. Gave up caffeine and haven't had issues since. I have ADHD and OCD which didn't help, but certain situations would cause anxiety and I was one of the people whose anxiety manifested itself physically every time(in my chest etc) so my OCD would kick in and obsess over my pulse being high and certainly higher than normal. Literally within a week of stopping caffeine I stopped feeling that anxiety in my chest and hadn't felt that normal in as long as I can remember. I checked my pulse and it averages between 10-30 bpm lower. So to those out there that still suffer, while some folks struggle more than other when giving up caffeine, I'd definitely recommend trying it even for just a week. I feel like I have my life back and my colleagues noticed I'm more relaxed, happier and at peace so it must have been quite dramatic. Anyway, just thought I'd share and I hope it helps someone. Off to bed as I have work in the morning but any questions and I'll answer tomorrow evening. 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Anyone else experience this?",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,5.148484848484848,77.7427272727273,71.72727272727272,6.824242424242425,26.15151515151515,7.793537801064563,1.8229878787878795,147,5,23,2,3,46,25,33,0.097,0.826,0.076,0.0813,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,11,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551577687306627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623577176185604,0.3844501527311159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134423915398685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36703040109850704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42289242362075696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18331016369369527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676291642513245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710953415299816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Agasshi_,2018/03/04,"having serious social anxiety over a new friend/LGBT stuff So I'm bisexual and I met this girl at uni in November. I was like wow she's pretty and then she ended up approaching me and we talked for a little bit then I had to go I haven't spoken to her since, but I've been on the look out for a reason to message sometimes. So I messaged her under the guise of wanting to go to some coding related thing she was involved in but I was at home during the time so I was like 'hi will there be another one?' and some other stuff and she didn't reply straight away and I was like fml I look so lame. But she replied and I was like !!! I told her I didn't have anyone to go with then all of a sudden we've been talking for hours and she's telling me all about her life and how she's pretty lonely at uni and I felt the same (and sorry for her) but she's so sweet. She really cares about what i have to say and doesn't just use me as a counsellor. Anyway, after wanting to talk to her now I'm like woah she's coming on so strong and I just PANICKED. I don't know how to deal. I'm not used to making friends suddenly like this. I've been working on my dissertation with this girl for MONTHS now so we're good friends and I want to hang out with her outside of uni but i'm *still* scared to ask. And here comes this girl just telling me everything and i'm just ughhhh. I wanted to run away and never talk to her again and I was like ugh this is the worst, i can't deal with her. I guess I had some romantic vision of her being the perfect girl (lame i know) but the next morning (today) I thought of her straight away and was kind of disappointed she hadn't responded yet. She responded like 10 minutes after I woke up and we're meeting on friday. I'm so so overwhelmed. I pretty much cried internally yesterday. I don't know what to do. She's a pretty anxious person too (she has a stutter when she's on the university radio show....its so cute) so I don't even know if I can deal. On the 'bright' side she comes off as straight to me so there's no chance of anything happening between us (which idek if i want) and I graduate in 2 months. What should I do? 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Hey all, I don't have anxiety nor do I know tons about it, but my girlfriend does, and its become an issue in our relationship. Often times when I try to make plans with her she avoids the question completely, responding with ""idk"" and such. To make a long story short, we haven't seen each other for three weeks because of this. Does anyone have advice on how to make things easier on her?",5.998750000000001,6.604376375000001,5.9899999999999975,80.61500000000002,66.5,9.4,27.25,9.3871,2.1354500000000005,330,9,63,6,5,104,63,80,0.06,0.866,0.07400000000000001,0.4871,0,1,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,5,1,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,4,1,16,11,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,1,9,0,11,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,2,4,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600445791599174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382005242906685,0.0,0.0,0.15456112172724726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474812953432302,0.2441289179305788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317634535382096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38687923769270455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14816306768055296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23071551836405685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12148158722992985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561953746133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4426515369826583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24762310037913396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23732163021631145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14685372841324945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889421637152246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007632515152403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773104779640956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,6MadCatters,2018/03/04,"Irrational Fear of Freak Accidents? I've always had a nagging fear of freak accidents, but it flared up bad just now because I decided to watch a few r/gore videos to feel tough, and then stopped and thought ""all of these things could just as easily happen to me, too."" And now I'm paranoid, thinking about how easily any of those tragic freak accidents could happen. I could get caught in the middle of a robbery or shootout, or have my breaks suddenly fail, or some idiot drunk driver hits me crossing the street, or a terrorist attack happens at my school, or some crazy person just randomly decides to throw acid in my face. It makes me never want to leave my house. I hardly ever leave already. I feel frozen in panic, and like some horrific atrocity is going to happen to me and I don't know when or where or how, and I can't stop it. I'm honestly not afraid of death, because it's inevitable and I've made spiritual peace. What I am afraid of, is dying PAINFULLY, or having my life ruined via disfiguration or extreme bodily damage. It's paralyzing. I can't make myself stop thinking about it.",6.776540880503148,6.7094918113207545,7.107547169811323,75.57125786163523,64.84905660377359,10.274213836477987,32.28930817610063,9.928628108626363,3.0437251572327053,872,31,161,17,12,284,127,212,0.328,0.563,0.109,-0.9959,0,0,0,1,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,13,20,3,5,6,0,12,4,1,5,3,48,32,22,2,4,14,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,10,7,1,3,8,2,0,4,5,18,0,0,4,5,18,2,22,24,5,23,0,4,1,0,1,8,0,13,11,104,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458371105502253,0.0,0.10996413621537203,0.0,0.0,0.08987041356806783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034619699566734,0.0,0.0,0.11034449642006022,0.16112178650979794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31654673880262224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371567606904046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954240436305676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974238269926596,0.13364379406858615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904590314688118,0.0,0.07510713464975842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674594261762037,0.0,0.11838555675744705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524899440027364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726293212016217,0.0,0.0,0.2798676269715581,0.0,0.0,0.09334548519695528,0.06456460371297675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250489267402713,0.17642992321162915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019266295086665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062299147626262,0.15505624934477671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539326714772202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337486324224165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3314642694511755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779838042776103,0.1693600835405944,0.0,0.10491687058477007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794886088858319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DamnFossilMonkey,2018/03/04,"I had a panic attack on Thursday night, and I need to just talk about it since my family doesn't really care. I thought I was dying. I looked up the symptoms I had the next day, and I had almost every single symptom of a heart attack. The intense pressure and cramping that takes your breath away and makes it feel like your chest is caving in is something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. Obviously I didn't go into actual cardiac arrest because I wouldn't be here typing this if that were the case. But it scared me more than anything ever has. Please tell me how you help yourself calm down from panic attacks. I'm 26 and have had two situations before this one where I felt anxiety taking over, but this was completely different. This was a full blown panic attack where I thought I was having a heart attack and was about to die alone on my floor. So please, in case I have another one in the future, what are your ways of calming yourself down and coming out of it?",7.035595854922278,6.1551147616580355,7.221974093264247,77.66000777202075,64.59585492227978,9.792538860103628,30.69896373056995,8.841846274778883,2.325431502590674,771,22,148,10,10,250,119,193,0.223,0.7040000000000001,0.073,-0.9816,1,1,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,0,0,9,15,5,5,9,0,22,7,4,2,2,27,36,12,2,5,4,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,11,0,3,14,3,23,4,22,19,4,26,0,0,1,0,7,17,0,2,7,111,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0979363987208127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049554620105522,0.1039421791412844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105235690288432,0.07677474574582836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258732048099944,0.0,0.0,0.5708671199636932,0.0942910574957712,0.0,0.0,0.06117822204102975,0.0,0.08539854594585833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023232027808797,0.0,0.0,0.08645082612519274,0.10522503036262801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064723577445798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083146405389613,0.104854321087094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078091691835748,0.08455721045981085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461000845850384,0.0,0.05074478061001654,0.07169684960006073,0.09636086216362123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057036618821117886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23785299053837136,0.06726885994014571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049030584224603116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427670704336185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699074812124495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441530045084317,0.0,0.0,0.10673347089352384,0.09418059581984008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601239426028094,0.0,0.0,0.35325076229913205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22032919565813489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06429286801544602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047737120642852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301841866756221,0.1128082872208106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726164918206728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086239029265332,0.15091571399503673,0.08066516764063902,0.08771862988523005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934847157605775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980366524508731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966070280223361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154084765298757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RiderDB,2018/03/04,"My story at 15 (depression, dysthymia, pTSD, Anxiety) Right, so I'm 15 at the time of writing this and I guess it'll be an account of my life and experiences with mental illness so far. I never really post on this site -just scroll through and take it all in- but now I feel it's my turn to contribute. I've lived most of my life so far in a happy home with a happy family, we moved around a bit when I was a child and I lost quite a lot of friends early on in my life. I started feeling down and depressed when I turned 12, and it rapidly progressed downhill from there. I would go into these long lasting states of just deadness inside and it turns out I will for the rest of my life. I was roughly 13 when I started cutting, just tiny scratches at first but it got deeper and deeper as I tried to feel more and more pain. Soon it was deep enough to scar so I've ended up with fucked up thighs for life. I guess the reason I started cutting was a mixture between a few things: 1) I felt that I needed to punish myself for feeling like shit when I live a perfectly comfortable life. 2) I felt that I needed to feel something in life, even if it was pain. 3) A small part of me was hoping to hit a vein and bleed out. The suicidal feelings started coming in when I was about to turn 14, and by the time I hit 14 I wanted nothing else but to die and leave my life. So one day I went out and bought a fucktonne of sleeping medication. I checked the lethal dosage online and doubled it for good measure. I went home one day with the intent to take them all and lie down to die in my bed. My parents had gone out for the night but what I didn't know was that my sister was going to come home early. A while after taking them, my sister walks in to see me dying. She called an ambulance etc and the paramedics reported that my heart stopped twice on the way to the hospital. I made it out alive but in the process a doctor saw my cuts. I got referred and eventually diagnosed with dysthymia and depression, with the complication of a double depression included. The reason I'd go through long periods of feeling even worse than usual was my dysthymia piling on top of my regular depression. My parents were relatively supportive once they knew what I was going through. But would punish me when they found my blades. I started taking drugs for self-medication like weed, coke and MDMA. I knew that these were definitely not the right drugs to take for this reason but I also wanted to escape from my depression so badly, even if it was short lived. I also kept cutting for the same reason: stress and pain relief. My first flashback came about three months after I OD'd. I'd just took my subscription meds and boom it was suddenly a load of sleeping pills I had ingested. The world started spinning and warping and I felt like it was all happening again. I screamed and my mum helped me until I passed out. I went to the doctor the next day and they referred me on to get a diagnosis for PTSD as well. I get flashies about once every couple of months now and it gets more and more terrifying each time. About a year and a half before GCSE's (finals for you Americans) my anxiety started to show. I would be super stressed about every little test in school and had a baseline amount of stress building up as I got closer to my exam dates. I attribute some of the reason I cut to stress relief at this point too. I told my mum about this too and wahey we came out of the doctors with yet another diagnosis. I felt like I was overreacting to everything, like I wasn't really entitled to all of these labels. I opened up to barely any of my friends, as I wear such a strong mask when I go to school or go out with them. I come across to everybody as a really happy relaxed guy and it's so fake. I have an extremely ironic sense of humour and my friends seem to get along with it. So it's generally easy to be extroverted around them, especially with the alcohol that is usually associated with our meet ups. I opened up to two people, one of them is my best mate he just took everything in and offers me support when I ask for it, but generally stays away from the topic. The other person is a girl who confessed her fucked up brain to me, and I impulsively did the same back. We talk about each others feelings a lot, and I think that helping her is one of the very few ways I can feel any sort of happiness. I try to find positive coping mechanisms e.g. making music. But they're never enough. When I see on my Soundcloud (www.soundcloud.com/daudi1) that people have listened it gives me a little boost, but it is short lived. I still cut pretty much daily, but have cut back on the non-prescription meds. I guess that's about it... thanks for reading if you've made it this far and check out my soundcloud if you want to hear my angst :)",4.603271634615382,5.476425636458334,5.313333333333336,83.2742307692308,69.71875,8.324358974358978,27.68589743589744,8.525476647629121,1.8295820512820509,3801,124,766,58,65,1232,394,960,0.141,0.716,0.14300000000000002,0.0535,2,0,4,0,0,0,94.0,4,2,8,10,50,56,12,4,54,0,40,34,8,10,7,158,131,78,6,13,22,6,15,5,4,5,23,4,4,4,46,72,3,2,28,3,4,20,5,29,1,10,48,22,118,27,146,73,29,143,1,7,3,2,46,62,3,15,61,536,164,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606719882955125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894369657412154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058627108955717086,0.04520039379174329,0.06595193572562855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674694834483728,0.040298286045152835,0.0,0.040499500864843614,0.06629169810630818,0.03599170493069363,0.0,0.0,0.036680026475954926,0.0,0.04523708187688773,0.0,0.04706058172009487,0.0,0.0,0.04812054595291137,0.04401603999917314,0.0986035484493444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139599237968176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769596310701048,0.0,0.08339940129082002,0.0,0.2227627797765207,0.04375167711855237,0.13421165042685435,0.0,0.0,0.13236243601162376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09997853691661353,0.0,0.03600952722616458,0.0,0.03817911665552436,0.0890800307072378,0.04807457850507545,0.08541330862142912,0.0,0.07263731914979228,0.0,0.0774817768650712,0.04216593408522951,0.04063649534909375,0.0,0.1961611744214928,0.03079493113665045,0.1655540588547404,0.047220510051447895,0.0393980981096998,0.07333187392787342,0.0,0.04726349812184035,0.09991075343648834,0.07970159476584028,0.09008441212239812,0.04135119785616582,0.14698878056663328,0.036155263098610765,0.10342740500511803,0.0,0.14245833850818074,0.042681711743072566,0.0381184886420548,0.18354853110693964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04858358873315775,0.05108081111746165,0.0577860790551672,0.0,0.1297164816170672,0.0428139788930282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023689927298722203,0.03513713885826572,0.0,0.045643024239596486,0.0,0.0,0.24357631010660685,0.10529705790483668,0.08640706182849557,0.1522535317890889,0.07629489746289428,0.0,0.0,0.04705528512394142,0.07329435020372248,0.0,0.08157586865052842,0.028773586101678388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14364312726254433,0.04342475455267193,0.04344070389246601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881358722757974,0.04581485038979337,0.0316878658511941,0.06392509756509376,0.06649200083148203,0.0,0.045843714256295125,0.04045205582754402,0.0,0.041361364368855465,0.0,0.0,0.09181295478767376,0.11683895006100113,0.0,0.13760345227598422,0.0,0.09572821144779724,0.04667959147513578,0.0,0.05976853817345185,0.03763849178629698,0.0,0.0,0.04074909796119043,0.0,0.04128362720442834,0.043854293366541716,0.0,0.0,0.10077720180333416,0.0,0.0,0.04584853125120033,0.04311765966831957,0.0,0.08284441174853542,0.2216007085766504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362456767808594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725113565620983,0.06869979344709318,0.03924207851223573,0.04496895340877733,0.0,0.04424768398042395,0.0,0.0,0.08627425041551681,0.0,0.0,0.03318510059141834,0.0,0.0,0.2135745137736948,0.04594525478080539,0.03442450294907942,0.03603854162253084,0.19751108457825484,0.0,0.0,0.047150961677927865,0.09783234362685674,0.0,0.0,0.16205171656216166,0.03464696561252725,0.0,0.039686208330721104,0.0,0.0,0.028637707400640987,0.027620580779244674,0.0,0.0,0.07540635625597515,0.0,0.0,0.04118962508227157,0.09578469209389412,0.058532281527896725,0.18754777559427308,0.04210829315281118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495032610843718,0.03556695994850435,0.07627509731266142,0.0684310641478976,0.0,0.0,0.038757465943860224,0.11987906649173233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392869111904926,0.09186378532189614,0.0,0.0,0.027758847220108924 anxiety,_UsernamesRhard_,2018/03/04,"I need some positive help getting over the fear of my bedroom Long story short I've gone through some bad bouts of anxiety in the last two weeks. I'm a 4th year engineering student and have always dealt with anxiety, so it isn't knew to me. I usually can get through it but some mentally caused insomnia has made this recent bout of anxiety some of the worst I've ever had. Good news, I'm through the thick of it, I got an a new medication to help me out long term (an SSRI) but there's still a challenge that remains. I'm struggling coping with my room, with all the stress and anxiety I've had recently my room and especially my bed (you know, the location where all the stressful insomnia has taken place) is causing me anxiety. I know this is something I have to work through myself, and no medication is gonna get the job done. I'm an overthinker, always have been, one of the reasons I thrive in engineering, but its hard getting this out of my head. I need a way to create some more positive energy in and about my room, because currently (I know i'm just doing it to myself) I can't get the negative memories out of my head and i'm causing insomnia myself. have any of you had this problem and gotten through it? I need some skills to retrain my brain so i'm comfortable in my room again so I can get some sleep again.",4.083506800709639,5.172699850187268,5.358691109796965,81.67270254287406,71.09737827715355,9.216558249556478,30.53203232801104,9.549672527348893,2.742652434456929,1048,44,213,24,19,350,127,267,0.13699999999999998,0.75,0.113,-0.5866,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,2,0,3,11,10,0,4,17,0,19,9,4,5,3,41,45,13,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,6,0,11,13,0,0,5,0,0,1,4,7,0,2,11,2,28,3,32,33,12,33,0,0,0,0,4,16,0,7,15,142,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749107651344466,0.0,0.0,0.07147467956894875,0.0,0.4020233606011305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08775788616848111,0.06407074144396846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733140739602567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323913891310533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755841815062532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507305805686278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11827180874365167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294766502371244,0.0,0.0,0.08815668692297819,0.08406168821972149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09415300763494686,0.0,0.21573512572633533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408986920072664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043000208060108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732880907329213,0.08567421404869723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860283901437169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994524406236578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176349796520585,0.10592063795295888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23380101524347685,0.0,0.10151060289369636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122154465343204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981185578012542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057083347107597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080649543864198,0.20755607236543552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10518042784879607,0.0,0.0,0.08091459645491045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393660753301896,0.0,0.2407937510991604,0.10987806768042407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10267184631484527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11575778261032495,0.0,0.0,0.08342707784256513,0.08430850823833004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651734425585485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067683866579855 anxiety,jjh0002,2018/03/04,"Any tips to build confidence if you have almost none of it? I have a 3.94 GPA in high school. I think I only have a good GPA because i don't have much AP classes and think if I do have them I will fail. I took the SAT thinking I will do terrible but ended up doing really good. In art class, whenever I turn an artwork I think I will get a terrible grade on it and i end up doing good on it and sometimes they get put in art shows. No matter how many good achievements I do, I still can't feel confidence about my work ",2.4755357142857157,3.190284053571432,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,74.53571428571428,7.742857142857144,23.82142857142857,8.07648339933343,1.0317821428571428,402,11,94,6,8,136,67,112,0.098,0.716,0.18600000000000005,0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,3,3,7,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,1,0,14,25,7,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,1,18,4,10,20,2,13,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,62,21,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068228607859334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591268200764145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390548826209677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019383958753361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618526381006282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810746602013025,0.0,0.0,0.5718656217713027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800910838272307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728107947150843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530126705325398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296358418968661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135056596176051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10919542314314398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250574558883494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685806257487967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361225731468939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4368730648682286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189377589201364,0.0,0.18540199287431824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240905261315967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,12345littlepeople,2018/03/04,"Terrified about School trip... I am in high school and am a part of the Concert Band, as a part of this we are going on a trip for 5 days to do a performance tour. As a part of this trip we will be staying overnight in hotels, and much to my dismay, 6 students to a room, this is bad enough until I also learned that the rooms have only 3 queen beds, meaning 2 students to a bed. I don't know how to cope with this, and have been terrified of this trip because of it. I am a bigger person, sweat in my sleep, and snore very loudly so being in a room with others was already bad enough but in the SAME BED. I understand they had to keep costs low but this seems unreasonable. I have no idea what to do and am dreading the trip because of it, I am generally okay with travel but this has me on the verge of tears whenever I think about it. I can't find anything online about this and was hoping SOMEONE might have some little piece of advice.",5.041790209790211,4.511766764102563,5.725687645687647,85.58643356643357,68.53846153846153,8.526806526806528,27.983682983682986,7.686295010490155,1.4140256410256409,729,20,161,7,11,238,109,195,0.125,0.843,0.032,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,2,6,7,0,1,14,1,24,2,2,1,0,29,32,15,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,6,1,14,11,0,1,8,4,1,7,3,5,0,0,4,2,15,2,32,24,9,25,0,1,0,0,5,15,0,4,2,121,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767521558345928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676750170665372,0.12085265579674832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243609895429382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523620486668208,0.1842458185394316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746154846820898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31230000201255537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381232810683168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588643287451714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966928073955008,0.0,0.15009879979051047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17059897435840807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343246740608136,0.0,0.0,0.0830530062049823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15146450539304554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646167697975911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603171533506442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109246921597024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493551592812876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909530136852218,0.0,0.0,0.13195438941014012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058881954204144,0.0,0.1375763019057011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15123169785912768,0.0,0.12804565379081406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107654034909366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683323371648997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573239134948103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12469193797208568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway72918111,2018/03/04,"Convinced I'm going to die from visiting auto body shop Hi everyone, So basically I’m freaking out because I’m thinking about how I used to visit my estranged dad’s body shop from time to time growing up during the summer. I can’t imagine that I would have gone more than 10-15 times or so in a given summer, and some years I probably only went a couple of times, others none at all. I would go to work with him to wash/vacuum cars, answer the phone, and sometimes wetsand cars. However, there would be times where I would follow him around to his back shop to check on his employees. Or, I would go back there to let him know that a customer was waiting for him. I’m currently freaking out bc I can’t imagine that being in that environment while guys were doing work could have been good for me, even though I wasn’t doing any sanding or painting myself. His back shop is rather large, and he would keep his garage doors open for ventilation https://imgur.com/FviJwNq see building on the left). I think I remember a couple of times in the winter I was there and he had the doors shut though. I probably opened the door to the paint booth a handful of times to scream in there that someone was waiting for him. My biggest fear is that I’ll wind up getting cancer or something years down the line from now. I probably first went to his shop when I was 5, and stopping visiting after I was 18 or 19. I have no idea how secondhand exposure to this stuff works. Does this limited secondhand exposure to dust/paint as a kid pretty much guarantee problems down the road? Or does that typically require years of direct exposure? Was my dad 100% in the wrong for letting me come to work with him in the first place? Part of me thinks that its quite common for kids to go their family-owned businesses, but still. It’s gotten to the point where these thoughts dominate my mind, and its very difficult to care about anything, since I feel like I’m dead anyway. I think its entirely possible that I’m overreacting, and this anxiety is brought on by the fact that I just graduated college and started my first job. Can someone please let me know what they think? Edit: I found some pictures of his shop so that you can see what the environment was like, for what its worth https://www.facebook.com/pg/Sudden-Impact-Autobody-INC-161287353937984/photos/?ref=page_internal",6.729877969411,7.679820041002281,6.249016433452653,78.18548690205013,64.99088838268793,9.369378457533356,30.484949560689877,9.424239791934726,2.5733136348844776,1894,65,348,34,28,585,225,439,0.084,0.858,0.058,-0.8378,4,0,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,1,2,10,26,12,0,1,20,0,35,4,3,3,2,62,72,25,2,9,9,2,3,2,0,6,1,1,3,3,25,16,0,6,15,6,8,16,5,7,0,3,19,6,46,5,58,41,7,71,0,0,2,0,27,27,0,8,30,234,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053779106385779166,0.0,0.06049822737149951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507851564892858,0.07040057702552661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18242968219595865,0.0,0.04820822200408795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756866214336289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063032090932158,0.0,0.0,0.06812294439490299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314128705343798,0.17500752261494426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207559898577096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841201539433234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052233531471852106,0.0,0.0,0.0755671316135683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899028611562508,0.039986707157912665,0.05649686321703465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018037075176845,0.0,0.08671035426899251,0.0,0.0,0.04131756852354896,0.0,0.1797786134188028,0.0663310122303554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783045371823344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927500547622705,0.0,0.0,0.07847760841732075,0.07029254459161129,0.0,0.0,0.08692382368243097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859238382201907,0.24260297142030865,0.0,0.0772718529709666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985121843347524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058135055236541215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06014613424544873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563910998518492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262483315818613,0.0868093123983398,0.0747589336542134,0.0891541246552138,0.0,0.08045577380299701,0.25579433261330176,0.07567168660518453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411443387571574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958554691991219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603771757747553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541821949108075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401342518468196,0.060881905552487126,0.0782150429935534,0.0,0.055975307094598345,0.0,0.06315573253917299,0.06611687318132438,0.0,0.0,0.09053103798775047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533657515478009,0.15539716051395244,0.06278301524191687,0.3227972598617017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830226281614793,0.0,0.06525170205251396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14662134258644482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23029326871613603,0.0,0.0,0.3370694800972183,0.08646477271161475,0.0,0.15278044826577636 anxiety,smolveganlauren,2018/03/04,"Health Anxiety, any advice? Never posted before... Not sure whether I'll get any answers. Basically, I have OCD, depression, anxiety, and Aspergers. I've recently developed horrific health anxiety. It started with an obsession about HIV, so I spent a lot of money on home testing kits, I don't have HIV. So, then it moved onto a tooth decay obsession... I saw my dentist 3 months after I last had an appointment, everything was fine, so I had spent 3 months staring at my teeth with a flashlight for nothing. Now, this might be tmi, but I've always had a really tiny lump inside my vagina, like on the wall, nothing points to it being cancer, I've been aware of it since I was like 15, I'm turning 22. I know that it's most likely a harmless cyst, and I've only just began worrying about it, most likely because I've already done the HIV and teeth thing, but I can't get it checked until my period has ended. Has anyone experienced this? How can I help myself? I'm currently unemployed and have been looking for work for just over a month, maybe that contributes to my depression and anxiety. I find getting a job I can handle hard because Aspergers makes things harder, but I definitely want to work, when I can afford therapy, I'll be running through the door. Tl;dr: I have horrendous health anxiety that is taking over my life massively, what do?",5.656950827205884,6.6495782382812525,6.7384099264705934,73.57295036764708,67.3984375,10.398529411764708,32.63694852941177,10.46071229359064,3.663264981617648,1063,45,186,28,17,357,150,256,0.161,0.764,0.075,-0.9585,5,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,0,2,10,12,0,2,12,0,25,15,4,2,2,26,41,16,0,1,7,0,1,4,0,1,11,0,2,0,15,7,0,0,3,0,4,2,4,5,0,0,12,5,22,7,21,25,3,28,0,2,3,4,1,8,0,4,21,118,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997166199169654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12418941971016825,0.0,0.09364133870996973,0.0,0.0,0.1530605545875433,0.0,0.43045956205650177,0.0,0.0,0.07868978075562168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720527713298492,0.0,0.09576227268747066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385909363653467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11516631646324806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967601802386357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011426620605995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028584703182271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639071316259844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081270494391197,0.0,0.0,0.3588706057957106,0.0,0.0,0.07543241910755183,0.0,0.11288564266091697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167744384681208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061848408953950475,0.0917341833165938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948951810301805,0.21992319070721386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450429057896508,0.0,0.0,0.09567650605788056,0.0,0.0,0.07512055642248844,0.0,0.11306040132888452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193859357515829,0.0,0.0,0.2694823097664755,0.11961098771395705,0.0,0.0,0.08679689911529892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159681240149952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559086681235334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063855892603028,0.0,0.1077811099310398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07209526919413899,0.0,0.1111185378369549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309329987381663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965557744348098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606653452103187,0.0,0.08461520975766648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869798312255826,0.0,0.14953162299606998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240995273109165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637832966039123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638592466310986,0.114288665197889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Macflurries,2018/03/04,"Is it safe to take 50 mg of buspar if i regularly take 30mg? I have a prescription. I'm on several different meds, but I've recently run out of everything but the buspar. I also use weed to help with my anxiety, but I ran out last night. This morning I took 50mg of Buspar instead of 30mg like I usually do, but I am worried if this is safe, or if I've just made a gigantic mistake? Please help.",2.4955038759689927,3.0562974651162804,5.504651162790698,81.12620155038762,74.34883720930233,9.919379844961243,29.449612403100772,10.125756701596842,2.8835100775193805,306,13,69,9,6,113,53,86,0.08900000000000001,0.693,0.218,0.9102,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,2,0,17,12,9,0,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,8,3,10,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455411536979016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654552569113854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411152398810033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740954571879056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309372987833617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811592359690169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274710430866575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183689448408765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563437664663867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21657073087502565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25332635943431125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278667081146277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071490974259065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34703461149208664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25640428340466603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931921014353288,0.2541707844193731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234367571967787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blergyblergy,2018/03/04,"General help needed...aunt is dying :( Hi everyone, My aunt has had cancer for about a year. I have never been SUPER close with her but it's my dad's sister, I'm close with my dad (very much so), and it's still awful that she's sick. A few years ago, my other aunt on my mom's side died as well. I was pretty close with her, and that was my mom's sister (I am very close with my mom too). My parents are visiting her in Miami now, ostensibly to say goodbye. Her cancer has spread enough where she is in hospice care. She's only 65. I know that's not super young but yeah... I just had a missed call from my mom and was so scared it was the call that my aunt passed. This will happen soon, we just don't know when. I got ahold of my mom and everything's stable for now, no major ""news."" But I know the other shoe is going to drop soon, so to speak, and I am so anxious to get ""the call."" IDK if there's anything that can be done but if so...how can I relax at least a minuscule amount? THANKS",-0.19294549908144631,1.7356310281690168,1.982302510716476,97.34507654623394,86.1361502347418,5.018901816697285,14.425188814043686,6.280692351149826,-0.8149394162073893,751,11,182,7,23,252,117,213,0.207,0.691,0.102,-0.9787,1,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,1,0,0,2,17,8,0,1,7,2,22,4,1,0,1,29,33,17,2,2,9,13,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,11,14,0,0,3,1,0,3,4,2,1,0,9,2,28,6,18,22,6,25,0,1,0,0,29,10,0,2,11,120,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369577643310006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215418529880188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096264632630849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583492006956003,0.0,0.11926898061282212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428136937524697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971122916853875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087168602808528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177947270631904,0.10513414658457347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111725990457272,0.0,0.06648247122370178,0.0,0.09355965061398427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344509211385408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840927701636695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286756628250648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6850282376474506,0.0,0.0,0.08599381346541038,0.0,0.09022224379665676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896861674808608,0.0,0.0,0.12989252727332265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190107892127946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09302724918932667,0.11711746029011298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342043731010848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769953433808928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19304162253818366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517913425976956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066266318284852 anxiety,WhiteElephant7,2018/03/04,"I start my first full-time job tomorrow I've worked as a server in my dads restaurant and I also held a largely administrative internship in the past, but tomorrow I'm starting my first post-grad full-time position and I've been in a panic all day. I feel like my heart is going to explode, I can't eat, and I can't sit still. I've been pacing and worrying and prepping and planning all day and I still feel so unprepared and overwhelmed. Does anyone have any tips or advice to help ease my mind? I know I'm 100% capable of doing this job and everyone I've spoken to at the company sounds very nice and helpful but for some reason I just can't stop thinking about this and freaking out.",5.722642857142855,5.4819121214285715,6.5749999999999975,79.09250000000003,67.07142857142857,9.857142857142858,31.785714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.716714285714286,547,20,110,10,8,182,86,140,0.079,0.741,0.18,0.9255,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,6,5,0,2,5,0,8,2,1,1,2,27,18,17,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,1,2,5,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,3,13,2,12,15,3,19,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,2,13,64,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712654672077911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015816043711793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918519242938475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254831673461268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22606092115395146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337427300274634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17933831867379488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747178835759474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723698690886044,0.12520828192785793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981580931068128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960628799455992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20768809552189374,0.23495086401520826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478439672656812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632023799328092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08562489491416217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696617653786798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20563395873925536,0.0,0.0,0.16730884558043466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678539890568135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802000717050233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24810481972336146,0.0,0.2799313206026241,0.1465281367157325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230177622001343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461074547587205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759391793456168,0.17798859530875505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,water11222,2018/03/04,"Looking for advice about daily morning panic attacks I am going through a fresh breakup and while my mind slowly feels at peace with it, I wake up everyday in a panic. It seems like my body is struggling to catch up with me. I don’t repress my emotions and give myself ample time to cry and journal. Every morning I wake up and I panic. I’ve missed class because I have had to stay by the toilet vomiting because of the sheer intense panic. Sometimes this is coupled with crying. It passes within an hour but now I am struggling to get through the mornings. I have thought about waking up earlier so I can let the feeling pass and then go to school. Has anyone dealth with anything like this? Thanks in advance. 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For example: 'my partner spoke to me in a cold way today, and didn't seem to want to talk at all...That must mean he's going to dump me!'",2.503859649122809,3.8354328947368437,4.255263157894738,87.11517543859651,75.3157894736842,8.224561403508767,25.824561403508767,8.841846274778883,1.809445614035088,142,5,31,3,3,48,34,38,0.209,0.738,0.053,-0.6266,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,1,7,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,3,1,8,5,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26260697009643275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526413881439386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004051652988581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950929763121071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739307186924263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31250768381556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759141050959461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21995888220526025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3253877025485921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247444323108665,0.2724783468238794,0.0,0.0,0.308648429743593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiety_sucksss,2018/03/04,"DAE feel Like they are just waiting for their next panic attack? Its like I can't get it out of my head. Most of my panic attacks are related to somatic feelings (Palpitations, any kind of weird chest feeling). Once it happens it feels like I am just waiting for the next one to happen. It's crazy to me how a 5-10 minute panic attack can have an effect over me for so long. It's really depressing, I am so sick of this bullshit. 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I haven't drunk in months either and now I remember why. Anyone else get this?",-0.0430701754385936,2.27325960526316,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,97.68421052631581,3.5859649122807014,14.228070175438594,5.46131890053228,-0.778435087719298,147,3,29,1,6,48,33,38,0.14300000000000002,0.8,0.056,-0.4866,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254481987466927,0.0,0.2014321088331581,0.29517182002036096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113119439612993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578765211201595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822085511671956,0.0,0.0,0.2406537246119019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26058469071741025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566181318344906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15050981626729446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22994256445264244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27034339667846674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263382790649005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259947230245246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925590416630164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chlodog_,2018/03/04,"Work makes me so anxious Okay so I don't usually post stuff on here because (ironically) it makes me anxious but I don't know what to do. Work makes me really upset because even though I only work in a shop, they keep drilling targets into us every day and I rarely hit mine and I've been told that if I consistently don't hit mine I might get fired. Because of that, I get so anxious and panicky all the time at work because I just feel like I'm so bad at my job. A couple of days ago I was so far off my target and I have to go to work again tomorrow and I'm absolutely terrified. It's not even just the target thing, I also sort of feel like everyone hates me lol. I don't know why I'm posting this honestly. I just want to be sick when I think about going to work and I don't know what to do. 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I was very skeptical as I am not spiritual or a hippy in the slightest. I still get anxiety from time to time but compared to where I was last year it is like night and day. For those that haven't tried it or have struggled to keep the habit going i STRONGLY reccomend you try to do it every day for a month. At that point it became a habit for me and it's no longer a chore, I look forward to having my brain shut off and being able to not worry about life for 10 minutes. 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I’m on meds and I thought I was getting better but I’ve really been getting a lot of anxiety with him. I love him and he loves me so breaking up is not an option. 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I'm losing weight from all the foods I'm forgoing because they either smell weird to me or have ingredients in them that could either be contaminated or cancer causing. Every time I have to eat processed food, red meat, or things with eggs, I freak out about it for weeks until something else comes along that makes me even more worried. My grades are falling because I spend so much time worrying about my health that I can't focus in school, and that stresses me out, which makes me worried about my immune system under stress, which just continues the cycle. I can barely go outside because I'm worried about bats and other animals giving me rabies. I don't want to stay inside, though, because of lacking vitamins and exercise, so no matter what I do it worries me. I don't know what to do. I can't go to therapy or get medicine because my parents don't think this is as impactful to me as it is. I feel like I can't do anything without freaking out over it anymore. I don't know how I'm supposed to live like this. If anyone had a highschool experience like this, I would like to hear how you dealt with it. Thanks.",6.473098106712568,6.267582887550205,6.700645438898452,78.70057228915664,65.50602409638553,9.041996557659207,33.849971313826735,8.418075326091056,2.6196549627079757,1005,40,190,12,14,324,141,249,0.21600000000000005,0.669,0.114,-0.9862,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,2,1,11,12,0,2,5,0,22,10,0,5,2,39,44,17,1,6,10,1,3,5,0,1,5,1,0,0,18,11,5,0,5,1,1,4,9,6,0,0,1,6,30,6,32,39,7,21,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,5,11,131,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385748281343887,0.07322504329233627,0.0,0.08617844351106713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191920939899829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757978957812923,0.0,0.09020994496884116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361312155466111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715819277470663,0.0874829713358376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916882471035067,0.0,0.08823398970476005,0.0,0.0,0.10243958993848333,0.0,0.0,0.10590260548016957,0.14962885022046032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532639263957844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547136594852549,0.10046023748195736,0.119033454639537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131608786384252,0.11803089426419165,0.0,0.07019389432472818,0.11064603249972607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510649488984875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378229150551755,0.0,0.0,0.2558128419898727,0.0,0.09247268975255296,0.0,0.0,0.11715870870678352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980737888351866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698375606385725,0.07765108165408381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964687240935556,0.0,0.0,0.11628295375166238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059856819514884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062119742873264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111621221288527,0.0,0.0,0.23992062492443414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964152459991724,0.1197603462011481,0.0,0.06957358034498204,0.06710253265513964,0.10289021872729484,0.0,0.12213012520175875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06176858057528487,0.0,0.08400280277479956,0.12752490086801233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094963028637466,0.0,0.0,0.5317585318307598,0.0,0.07439250588362473,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrWoofle,2018/03/04,"I just discovered I have pectus excavatum, and I need surgery... To start Pectus Excavatum is an indent in the chest, It can cause a series of issues... I have all of them... and need to have a 1-6-hour surgery where they're going to cut me about 4-6 times... and in 3 years im going to have to go back and get it removed... theres also a small risk my heart or lung could get hit by the bar and i could bleed to death...Im gong to have to put 100% of my trust in the doctor, who could kill me for fuck sake... I don't want to go through with it... I'm scared... and i haven't even talked to my doctor yet... 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I am not quite sure with what purpose or what triggers it, but I am fairly sure it is linked with my anxious behaviour (I am not diagnosed with any anxiety disorders, so I don't want to label it). I have used a knife to aid the process, but I never use the standard nail clippers. I am fairly ashamed of seeing my hands in such a damaged state, and I am annoyed as I am constantly needing to wipe off blood from my finger, ask for band-aids, or bear the pain of my nails digging into raw skin. Here's what I have tried; - Fidget Spinner - Fidget Cube - Vaping (Most effective, in my opinion) -- When I tried this, my hands started to clear up, but I eventually lost the habit of vaping. - Hand Creams (To stop me with the foul tastes) - Music, writing, drawing If anybody has anything they can recommend, it would be very much appreciated. Please be respectful; I know willpower is the strongest way to stop -- but this is something I can't ""just stop"". I've tried, thousands of times. Anyway, thanks.",7.5839355742296926,6.547972701680678,7.6139075630252115,75.79996498599442,63.579831932773104,10.622408963585436,35.37955182072829,9.725611199111238,3.2439904761904765,965,37,183,16,12,312,140,238,0.132,0.7140000000000001,0.154,0.7835,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,2,3,9,10,1,1,8,0,23,10,6,4,6,47,36,18,0,4,15,0,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,7,1,4,4,0,0,0,9,6,0,1,2,8,28,4,25,31,4,23,0,3,2,0,5,5,0,8,16,125,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749340253071953,0.0,0.10967415470265704,0.1619621184533558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797752600702305,0.0,0.13402731578204627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15492708866718474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551288455772105,0.0,0.0,0.16430919313260697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296822311742267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752917547968113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534756483991345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787898860850303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565002926291775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539008031603253,0.1063036431395012,0.1105722509195034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15255091602182738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737218049618398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15248677249604192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16240507464265327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424367900136068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103697053329139,0.0,0.0,0.2029495658483969,0.0,0.0,0.4794396459398141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270240425378388,0.0,0.107792954590494,0.0,0.0,0.13199161796047196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719505986878386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920071304394837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24764338606617506,0.0,0.11829148681619825,0.08456063981129719,0.11379679812654114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184268176630323,0.0,0.0,0.09232263074281837 anxiety,I_cut_my_own_jib,2018/03/04,"Has anyone here managed to ween off Klonopin (clonazepam) successfully without withdrawl symptoms? If so, how long did you stretch out the weening process? What was your dosage right before you began tapering off? How long had you been consistently taking it before deciding to taper off?",7.994999999999997,11.080384617021275,6.315904255319152,70.70875000000002,64.53191489361703,8.104255319148937,39.40957446808511,8.841846274778883,4.167046808510639,235,13,31,4,4,69,39,47,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.6322,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,0,6,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,1,7,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,24,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22310770036258395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430260507942744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5647503675084382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724920213312492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33164561776996404,0.23990796115392604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075811068588787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,episodic,2018/03/04,"Any hikers on here? False peaks It feels like my life is nothing but a long hike with false peak after false peak. Worry, elation. Over and over. I’m so ugh right now. 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I have found meditation to be a great way to manage it but have not found a way to completely overcome my irrational fears. One of these irrational fears is being the passenger in a car. I have no problem being the driver but the idea of getting into a car without being the driver has caused me to have full-blown panic attacks before. In fact, I almost missed my friends cookout yesterday because I didn't want my friend to pick me up on the way there. I eventually drove myself but you get the issue right? I live in a town with no public transportation so I can't practice that way. I don't want to inconvenience my friends with a panic attack if I were to practice with them. I don't know how else to get over this trigger of mine. I've missed a lot of social events because of this. Can anyone help? 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I don't know what to do. I'm so ashamed to even be going through this. So my anxiety is stemming from my career and my financial situation. I have a job, but it doesn't pay a whole lot, about $6 more than minimum wage. But I like the job! I love my company and our industry and really planned on having a long career for this company. Now I guess I should mention, I work for a nursery. This is the horticulture industry. Not really a high paying industry, but it pays a living wage and I love the work. My bachelors degree is environmental science. This helped me get my job because I studied biology, sustainability, and other slightly related topics for my degree, but of course it's not a horticulture degree. So I thought things were going pretty well at my job despite not having the right degree, but a couple of months a promotion opened up and I applied and didn't get it. I know that I didn't get it because I lack the skills and education I need for the job. I know that if I were to go and get a certificate in horticulture, I could gain those skills and progress in my career more. Here's my problem... I looked at the local ag college and a cert from them costs $15k. I'm still $20k in debt for my BS. I can't fathom adding more debt to my life. It terrifies me. It makes me want to cry. Not to mention, the salary for the jobs it would qualify me for are like maybe $45k.. (I currently make $30k). Can I justify adding that much debt for a salary that isn't even very much more than I already earn? I feel like I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place... either sink myself into debt that will take years to dig out of, or stay stuck in my low level position forever. I can't stop thinking about this. I think about it all day. I feel sick. I wake up in the middle of the night feeling like an utter failure. I see so many people I know doing well in their careers, making good money and I am just stuck. Either option I choose feels like failure. Either way I lose. I feel like just giving up. At this point I just want to stop thinking about it. What can I do? 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Hey all, I’m not looking for a reply or anything but just to jot some stuff down in a context where I know that it’s not just for me to read. When I write something and know that literally only I am ever going to ever read it again this, for some reason, leads to a little tickle of anxiety. Just the thought that this is out in the webs of reddit reduces this feeling. A bit. Which brings to why I’m writing this, the anxiety. I used to be such a carefree (ish) person. I mean, not completely but I had never experienced the sort of dread that I’m sure everyone with anxiety feels. It’s a deep stomach twist, a wrench in the gut, a sort of terrifying nausea that doesn’t actually have anything to do with physical symptoms but has everything to do with reminiscing and inevitability. For the past 3/4 of a year I’ve been in this space. This confusing space that doesn’t make sense. I know it’s the cortisol in my brain and probably an imbalance of hormones. I’ve gone to the therapist. I have the techniques and I know how to deal with it. What really makes me sad, afraid and at this point in time, terrified, is that I’ll never be ‘myself’ again. I just want to get back to when I was a ‘normal’ level of stressed. Whatever that is. Stress used to spur me on, help me achieve goals. Now it’s like the spillway that used to let out stress stored up in my stress reservoir at designated, appropriate times has unintentionally overflowed and I’m caught in this continuous ooze of stress leaking into my body at varying rates dependent on nothing but the whims of my fickle subconscious. I used to be able to not care about situations. To some extent - I cared about the usual important things that most humans seem to agree are worth caring about. Now I’m all stuck worrying that my SO is cheating on me, that my friends all think I’m a failure, that I’ll never amount to anything that I used to want to be or that life has already got as good as it’s ever going to get and I missed the opportunity to appreciate that time for what it was. It’s sometimes as if I lived the good life and now it’s over and I’m this shell of my former self. I’m living in a memory, those stupid ‘on this day..’ Facebook posts haunting me with incessant nostalgia. I wish I could just step out of this feeling and back into what used to be. I wish I could stop worrying about how the future is only going to be more of this, more time spent thinking about the past until the past is only this. Until I’ve just erased anything except this feeling and just dealing with living through it. 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I don't even know why I'm posting this or hoping to accomplish but I need to get it out somehow I guess. I have a therapy appointment tomorrow but I just need help now. I also feel stupid for what I'm upset about so I hope typing it out with help ground me some. I literally feel like I'm going crazy. I overthink EVERY situation and can't get my mind to stop going down the wrong track. I feel pathetic even typing this, because of how stupid it sounds. I was in a pretty bad relationship for about 4 years, and that ended about 4 1/2 years ago. He definitely made my anxiety worse than it was before because he was very manipulative and emotionally abusive. Ever since then, trying to date has been a nightmare. And this is where this is all coming from now. I'm fine being single, I swear, even if it's not going to sound like it. But every time I get involved with someone in the beginning and things are going well, I can't help but read into everything. I worry so much that the happiness I have will be taken from me. It's not like a constant thing, but once one tiny thing feels off, I immediately assume the worst. He's not into me anymore. I'm annoying him. I'm texting him too much. But the thing is, I KNOW and tell myself, people have fucking lives. They're not going to respond to every text as quickly as they normally do. It isn't *necessarily* because of me. The problem is that in almost every instance, I've basically been right. Every time something felt off it wasn't soon after that it all came out. I know it's not always going to be the case for the rest of my life but it's hard to shake the feelings of ""I've felt this before and I know what it means."" And like I said, I'm perfectly happy being single BUT when I have something good I'm just so scared I'm going to lose it. And I never have and can't imagine I ever will be one of those people who flips out on the person if I don't get a response or whatever, so at least I don't take it that far. But I just feel absolutely insane and ridiculous for even being upset about something that is probably literally nothing. Anyway, I don't know if I got my thoughts out the way I wanted to but I just had to write it down somewhere and see if anyone could help while I wait for therapy. Thanks for listening. 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I need to get these leaves up, but any time a neighbor comes out I can’t stand the idea that they might be looking at me and I run back inside. I feel totally pathetic!",0.6276666666666664,2.083362377777778,2.4330555555555557,97.65625000000004,80.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,20.13888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.11222222222222196,157,4,40,2,4,52,40,45,0.141,0.833,0.027000000000000003,-0.7859999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,12,11,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,9,3,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,27,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357851819622196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666104534062337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2986732565753779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531479522299295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811497264881584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914108066410068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.367132166921896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911620359722023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36782088841598576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570925128292285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217838638837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450764182187653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25242024234929905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ilovescones,2018/03/04,"How to cope with health anxiety when something might actually be wrong? Possible TW 3 months+ ago I was sitting on the sofa when half my face and my left arm went numb - I thought I was having a stroke but it passed quickly. Since then I have had a fairly consistent low-level headache (more painful at night) and tingly arms/face. I'm on a waiting list for a CT scan (hopefully in the next month) and a neurologist appointment (in the next couple of months). This experience has given me fairly bad health anxiety - pretty much every night I'm going to sleep and thinking I won't wake up in the morning. I've just bought a Fitbit because I want to be able to monitor my heart rate because I think I'm going to have a heart attack. I'm fairly sure my new symptoms are down to stress and anxiety, but since there might actually be something wrong with me I cant relax. What if I do have some bad brain disease and every random pang isn't stress but a new symptom? I don't know what to dismiss and I'm feeling very overwhelmed. I'm trying mindfulness and trying to keep stress low and be healthier in general, but how do I handle health anxiety when I might actually be ill? Sorry if none of this made sense or if this is the wrong place to ask.",3.784380305602721,5.262159967741937,4.916655348047538,83.06077249575553,72.30645161290323,7.962988115449915,27.568760611205434,8.532816995589336,1.9585693548387104,984,36,194,17,19,324,137,248,0.228,0.726,0.047,-0.9933,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,0,8,16,1,4,13,0,24,16,7,3,1,40,46,23,0,5,9,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,0,6,11,0,2,5,1,1,4,5,13,0,1,8,3,18,3,23,29,4,32,0,2,1,0,1,12,0,10,15,115,24,0,0.08811606259838492,0.0,0.2579656986035437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810957287448199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696341868139803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08237662373539381,0.10024474205348513,0.0,0.0,0.14714646331851566,0.10742946779250323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836666759135046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749874727081644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848316630751282,0.0,0.0,0.08619441736798544,0.0,0.0,0.04455412884118572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001567780202432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28098976214769794,0.0,0.2088359168827722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751913235055056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832160512596016,0.0,0.0,0.048426283569953536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573835983726477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08337754898785299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28043165265294,0.0889721041585369,0.0,0.21100020146927087,0.0,0.06477544477392053,0.0,0.0,0.17020608468692136,0.18742486445663467,0.16538191120560344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937617032490261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206253086740697,0.0,0.0,0.09933762089798638,0.0,0.08964571395888711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578103509530013,0.0,0.08817969896497636,0.0,0.0,0.13567209989911094,0.0,0.09863871791059202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028099559800533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304834618821147,0.18317265615500614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292242988476008,0.0,0.06995431104341297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965004482808896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270497990427999,0.05197313672898688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168447282575764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2890232452802611,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Phobos1877,2018/03/04,"Zoloft/Sertraline Side Effects TL/DR: I've been on Zoloft for a while and it might be causing my laziness and lack of motivation. Anyone else experience this? Ok, so I'm your typical high-achieving college student with GAD. I'm an NCAA athlete and studying to be an aerospace engineer so I've got a lot on my plate, as most students do. In the fall I was diagnosed again with anxiety and started taking 25 and then 50mg of Zoloft after a challenging semester involving the unexpected death of a close friend. I've now been on it for almost five months and I feel great anxiety-wise. Other than sometimes worrying that it will come back, I'm doing fine and am very satisfied with life. The problem is that almost immediately after taking Zoloft I have become very lazy. I've started dramatically procrastinating with my schoolwork, skipping class, and I feel very emotionally numb and unmotivated. I usually am very disciplined and lately I'm having a lot of trouble sticking to my daily routine and habits. I also have spent most of my life very engaged in the personal development/motivation/positive psychology genre (Tony Robbins, Brendon Burchard, etc.) and I have completely lost interest in those sorts of books, which saddens me because I used to consider personal improvement an important part of my life. Lastly, I've become extremely addictive - not so much to immediately dangerous things but I feel like I've lost my ability to control the urge to eat tons of sugar and similar self-control issues. My question is whether these issues could be related to the medication? They feel like recent developments and I often feel like I'm not the person I used to be, but I'm aware that I might just be hitting a rut and blaming personality flaws on the easy target of medication rather than taking responsibility for them. Please let me know if anyone's had a similar experience or can offer advice. Thanks!",7.907806220754198,8.74380920809249,8.603922378199838,62.72264932562622,62.41040462427746,11.908395265620694,38.73052573630608,11.58411153163022,5.042188989815578,1550,77,243,46,21,521,197,346,0.086,0.787,0.127,0.9394,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,2,6,10,17,1,0,18,1,25,13,0,6,0,57,51,27,1,5,9,0,5,3,1,3,11,0,0,4,12,21,2,2,9,1,1,2,2,6,0,1,8,6,25,11,36,32,9,25,0,2,0,0,11,9,0,13,17,160,37,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541047884878537,0.0,0.08552421270066142,0.0,0.0,0.17527867247716775,0.0,0.0,0.06999027019506593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695309405641889,0.0,0.0,0.12239301334229805,0.08967529733788775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729801407097481,0.0,0.05335180487706282,0.19331946854168489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899078650498773,0.0,0.07539133131065627,0.0917637862101467,0.0,0.19632380863363205,0.06987815535441189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883166569760571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955552314015408,0.07311231237641119,0.09844900475837344,0.0,0.0,0.09760871279846983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17122407218067892,0.0,0.0,0.22126547187161388,0.18757441141051054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761827380785977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999829698329905,0.09649187800296984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247042216107948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269773926226107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809908649897953,0.07134104971953786,0.0987271589480576,0.0,0.0,0.0894958429339736,0.18545537088169764,0.12827457591714886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19107836008704698,0.14881393454193925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633579023592724,0.0,0.18569125859817984,0.0,0.0,0.0698581857729669,0.0,0.06433778294570179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477638659620068,0.0,0.0,0.3056787890130635,0.0,0.09607144391667212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837454876086429,0.0,0.0,0.0980432112871426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641613023609461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130317507956337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656020775645462,0.0,0.12389520035779135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741401737400735,0.0,0.0,0.080577299509857,0.0,0.0,0.058144862499016375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117956427100673,0.09639168349922232,0.3610687068594605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08888151669833784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,talonzine,2018/03/04,"I'm Dropping the Self-Judgement There's a part of me that exacerbates anxiety by holding my breath, because I want to freeze until the stimulus goes away. When my anxiety flares up, I feel so fragile and I want to judge myself for that. This morning I had anxiety during an unsolicited conversation about my future, and I felt really antagonized. I started by thinking, ""If this person hadn't been so aggressive..."" and realized I was trying to blame the other person for my anxiety. I stopped myself before going on to judge them. Even though, in the moment, I was super convinced I was right. I asked myself, ""Is it *possible* (however unlikely) that my anxiety isn't a result of this person? Maybe it's just something happening in my body?"" And I started to breathe again. I asked myself another question: ""Is it *possible* that—even though I feel really bad right now—I can still feel love for myself in this moment?"" After a moment of very tense resistance (all while this person was talking), my body said OK. And I could feel the anxiety bubbling through my chest and throat like acid, but I could also feel the tiny warm glow of love from deep beneath my heart. Kinda like it was okay to be in that moment. I realized I was slouching and corrected my posture, I deepened my breath, and I sat there in my power... and in my anxiety. I allowed myself to feel like I didn't have to choose between loving myself and experiencing anxiety. I guess over the years, I've experienced anxiety as this horrible, unloveable thing. Other people don't know how to deal with it, they say stuff like ""Don't be anxious"" (great, thanks) and ""You shouldn't worry"" (rolling my eyes). But maybe, I'm starting to think that I internalized those comments. I go just as hard on myself as everyone else. ""Why can't I just snap out of it? Why can't I just be normal?"" I'm tired of judging myself. Because anxiety is way more tolerable in the presence of acceptance. Even though a part of me just wants to feel good, feel safe, feel happy like everyone else, **maybe it's okay if I don't feel okay.** Maybe anxiety is just my body going into a fear reaction due to maladaptive pavlovian associations. My body thinks conversations are scary, which is simple and adorable. It's not something I need to judge myself over... not anymore. Maybe self-judgement helped me survive in the past, but it doesn't serve me anymore.",3.830133384146344,6.20518027008929,4.870124128919863,79.60810757839722,74.42410714285714,8.03144599303136,28.11432926829269,8.841846274778883,2.5141533536585365,1883,77,334,41,41,615,208,448,0.1,0.745,0.156,0.9862,3,0,2,0,0,0,89.0,0,1,2,3,21,26,1,1,15,4,31,15,11,3,2,66,69,30,0,10,13,0,15,5,0,1,1,2,0,4,26,15,0,3,20,0,0,3,12,4,0,0,13,22,62,22,53,50,4,43,0,0,2,3,21,20,0,5,23,231,88,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886499884774508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06407307122491067,0.5141899210107022,0.0690303423396163,0.12119787503782901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114248338804719,0.0,0.05740939814467876,0.0,0.051019446515343285,0.07449709442689313,0.0,0.05199516534643064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27149192155174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097573447605196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299573704746653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208942043150362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107622407165393,0.0,0.0,0.11677534464780898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687592019808342,0.3089611455397525,0.04365284570696047,0.05866960503400806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041807583569,0.05125129569326538,0.0,0.06736758544138721,0.06731315448173858,0.0,0.05403423361755027,0.0650465467238416,0.05473735235677475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240875962353202,0.0409568506877299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033581264935821295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14926210426384734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16544675203867376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069368602191864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045307982804519364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059869132773896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323397669107234,0.058330863654374676,0.04236195176795024,0.21341528802894186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777158681403476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684506774044886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828981784253633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436528917150653,0.05812407762410653,0.04859250461067489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748999346977388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408198183389174,0.0,0.0,0.12974958103143774,0.0,0.04879788524633216,0.05108583909382063,0.0,0.0,0.06994967875984097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049113233518421326,0.0,0.05625652875363733,0.0,0.0,0.04059490885087382,0.1174592934541127,0.18010366996366267,0.0,0.0,0.07023027787578337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04148573417936153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050417356285297366,0.10812250365159176,0.04850166203580292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027405506110056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06205427124292333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03934909512625412 anxiety,LocalJewtakingover,2018/03/04,"Too Anxious to present in front of KIDS! Yeah, that’s how much of a pussy I am. The project I’m going to present tomorrow requires lots of children to participate since according to my teacher is “A sign that the presentation is interesting enough”. I wish it were that easy, to just stand there, present, and then get over it. Whenever I stand in front of a group of people, let alone a freaking class, my entire body starts to shiver severely and I can’t stop it. I’m scared they’ll make fun of that. What’s worse is that the project is actually group-work, but my idiotic self choose to work alone. I’m seriously considering to skip the day tomorrow because I just can’t handle this.",5.135638474295191,6.082430507462687,5.715174129353237,80.60635986733004,68.55223880597015,9.53764510779436,32.0530679933665,9.725611199111238,2.864720729684908,544,23,111,12,9,176,81,134,0.168,0.7609999999999999,0.071,-0.8966,0,2,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,5,6,1,1,8,1,10,1,1,2,0,13,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,2,0,2,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,2,17,15,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,10,65,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.20272663523344414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43031699166750026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23468980367052406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663785136002573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23075499703318636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13397667514059253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465345345754808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853684047503716,0.0,0.11806480501350633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124306999721638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661517699586587,0.0,0.0,0.13866967885051576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527145822392641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440224371857825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079864039094205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167206515518487,0.23468980367052406,0.0,0.17184667701386128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704115449593727,0.0,0.0,0.1736819656534154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388935312091233,0.0,0.0,0.30247791269314456,0.0,0.21170727445220106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PrincessNips,2018/03/04,"Worrying about relationship for no reason... kind of ranty This is probably a really dumb thread and I don't really even know what kind of help I'm looking for but I figure I need to get it out of my system anyway. I've been in a relationship for just over a year. This is my first relationship so I have little to compare it to except what I interpret others' relationships to be like. And that is the problem - I'm really terrible for comparing and 'checkmarking'. Even though I know I shouldn't do that because every relationship is different. There are little tiny things that I would prefer to be different about my relationship, like it sucks that he works shifts so I don't always know in advance when I'm going to be able to see him, he can take hours to text back, that kind of thing. It's during those periods that I get anxious like this and I find myself looking at stupid bullshit clickbait articles like '10 Hints Your Relationship Won't Last' and '10 Signs He Doesn't Love You' and getting all panicky that maybe this is me. Like I'm convinced that because I'm worried that my relationship will go wrong at any moment and I'm looking at this kind of advice in the first place that that means something *must* be wrong. Say I'll hear that someone is going to be buying a flat with their boyfriend of 9 months or so. Immediately I'll be thinking 'Oh, God, should I be doing that? Is there something wrong that I'm not thinking about that? Is it terrible that I'm not sure I even want to do that yet?' And I'll have read some shitty advice on a clickbait article that if you're not 100% certain that you're going to live with someone and have kids with them then that's not love and why are you even together. And I know it's total bullshit but part of me buys it and feels bad. My counsellor once asked me 'do you see a future with your boyfriend?' and I just didn't know what to answer. How can I know if I 'see a future'? I can't 'see a future' about anything and it stresses me out when I think about it. What's the point when I've not been able to predict anything about my life so far? All I know is I adore him and I want to be with him most of the time and he makes me happy. That's how I feel right now and that is all I know. I think what I want is to feel assured that it's okay to feel like that and it's okay to not know.",2.7003761390125014,4.192546458677686,3.9512396694214895,88.83817652044925,75.11570247933885,7.112862894681077,23.56728120364484,7.793537801064563,0.9772882602246232,1842,54,401,26,39,603,191,484,0.175,0.737,0.08800000000000001,-0.993,2,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,5,2,4,28,31,3,1,12,2,43,3,0,4,8,85,94,34,0,12,14,0,4,6,0,6,1,2,0,1,49,25,0,0,24,1,2,5,14,11,0,2,3,13,48,20,51,77,7,41,0,0,7,2,29,16,2,5,25,265,97,2,0.12559392904371816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122728933892011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05225210504212908,0.0,0.0,0.042704089274533986,0.0,0.0,0.07094269546439749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335310230669384,0.0,0.058706684860847076,0.0,0.0,0.048286989492020295,0.05243284234479191,0.07656089342434687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312189245455249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590721125764096,0.0,0.052909151020537566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700812839967088,0.04486216400184293,0.0,0.0,0.05739528791004464,0.10683013188489827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842646634062772,0.0,0.14275584837755126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684853643832946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077674296050014,0.0,0.04209148161580118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184236056881324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615735003690416,0.3106041247684208,0.05118790748452057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0443553531686632,0.1840765492090844,0.12587811161083787,0.05545087016652487,0.0,0.15820090313611354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335342447632965,0.0,0.041917461444761946,0.0,0.06308799134791923,0.06840430392528189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012393796335977,0.0,0.0,0.04656315349551028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668767177445688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800299305765391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560946227276243,0.0,0.05936342924587326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770574887999488,0.06008821413211251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06281395827229637,0.0,0.12068803044263765,0.06456573834814311,0.0,0.5393635103084716,0.0,0.05362826458488287,0.0,0.04993866667338045,0.0,0.0,0.20016420149406824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641532851103776,0.09668834254206392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193371069099362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918539589030359,0.0,0.047215502141776285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343902575026757,0.1609510369412573,0.061697698805122735,0.0,0.03661741501250745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111783006472216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0566644930379708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571693808015118,0.12754673141829007,0.0,0.044609161863396835,0.2059758680160295,0.0,0.04043918627272116 anxiety,screamer201,2018/03/04,"Health Anxiety They told me that I'm having health anxiety, but I don't believe it. Is it really possible that anxiety symptoms will just come even you're not anxious? Thanks",2.9622727272727296,5.914036060606063,4.4335606060606105,77.97034090909092,82.33333333333334,9.36060606060606,29.46212121212121,9.516144504307137,3.809248484848485,142,7,24,5,4,47,27,33,0.231,0.7070000000000001,0.062,-0.5788,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5404443714531911,0.26603507314937336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653149955993123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285256535405105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553799018351794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5006267101960182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547799803494865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15086001829544188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447628079431926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680625120577846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501943567498628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whatsthestorylike,2018/03/04,Psychiatric assessment I have my first meeting with psychiatry tomorrow for assessment. Can anyone give me some info on what I can expect? ,5.748550724637678,9.483594869565225,6.895652173913046,59.279420289855096,78.56521739130434,11.762318840579713,33.7536231884058,10.504223727775694,6.00643188405797,114,6,14,5,3,38,20,23,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,3,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4787996426333646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5824559334296702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6568835420580529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,schmeckles_25,2018/03/04,"Citolopram and restless legs, I finally got back on my anxiety meds and I feel so much better. But they cause my legs to have to just keep moving and moving super fast no matter what. It's unbearable. I can't take it with my other medications (lyrica) or it some how is so much worse. I'm just sitting here moving my legs until they get to tired and switch back and forth. Auuuuuugh. Just ranting. It's driving me crazy. It's also causing the nerve damage in my leg to act up so I have the crawling feeling inside my leg. Sorry if this doesn't make much sense I'm super tired and can't sleep. Sorry for typos.",1.2308294930875618,3.6194101935483904,3.28041474654378,87.31919354838709,84.16129032258064,5.155760368663595,19.3410138248848,6.5431188927421005,0.2406723502304149,480,13,95,5,14,162,78,124,0.175,0.7240000000000001,0.101,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,11,5,0,1,2,0,6,9,6,4,0,22,15,15,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,1,2,13,3,10,14,4,14,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174834435777457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646516477620347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23413030893785602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464619914533296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31279015451883346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395685593915492,0.0,0.0,0.16677431597572231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954046978431224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12176230698679673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353202092704179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162311112369747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691071970472423,0.15336839286668047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4854293395155879,0.3357474631027182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15235253795108902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34084623082891385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446748098612483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34996092322869826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514820583484126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TiredKuma,2018/03/04,"My life isn't real After 3 and a half years of pushing through social anxiety and a depression that almost made me end my life, I caved in and dropped out of high school. I felt like people were the reasons of my stress, and 6 months after being alone and my family understanding my situation I felt a lot more neutral, not really happy but at least I didn't want to hurt myself. That's around the time I got my first job. 6 more months and now it's the present, I'm still working at my job and I was feeling improvement until recently. Im not entirely socially active with my workers. My family doesn't really connect anymore and when they do I stay home because I think they think I'm a disappointment.I thought being alone was what I wanted but for some reason my body is fighting between wanting to be alone and not wanting to be lonely. I've always created fictional scenarios in my head with people I know/knew. Mostly just about random things I could have done/said to others but recently it's been more... intense. In highschool there was a girl that was also shy, we never really talked for obvious reasons. I dreamed that we were friends, that we understood eachothers problems and we'd help each other get through it. As the dreaming progressed I had weird feelings for this fictional character I've created inside my mind. It made me realize my mind has been slowly distracting me more and more to the point where I can't tell the difference. Now I can't think straight, none of this really makes sense. None of this is real.",4.841919191919192,6.378241188552193,5.606986531986532,78.90825757575759,69.77441077441077,9.036363636363637,30.33501683501684,9.457814108942452,2.869540067340067,1231,50,223,27,22,401,165,297,0.129,0.785,0.086,-0.8326,2,5,0,0,2,3,27.0,4,0,2,4,11,11,1,2,11,0,25,4,2,6,2,60,46,18,0,6,7,0,4,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,16,19,0,0,14,2,0,1,11,8,0,2,17,4,38,3,30,23,12,31,0,3,0,0,14,11,0,5,18,159,54,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559980218129842,0.2966355865458901,0.0,0.07634763420672898,0.0794390101812935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730345849470452,0.0,0.09468097051278264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498888556715048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058197861955245365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604607799796853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07622533573839126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222850466088763,0.0,0.0,0.0997462348602597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769935278693312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08455842600833588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800019689411662,0.0,0.09654539273502713,0.0,0.18333308706898346,0.0,0.0,0.08120706264016543,0.0,0.0,0.07376018437969767,0.0,0.04987933695326887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763563900850842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016300025127685,0.0,0.0,0.09798016054565817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399178815719372,0.10086970583796374,0.09576458261064667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022030241372617,0.0,0.10312440105151276,0.0,0.1894792560846465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246802807686242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486711584612301,0.04664200882423117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116550920297091,0.0,0.180672777623139,0.0637272248419399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19279575118764872,0.0,0.15240710455540402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363264822474007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237429137939322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025037472571214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135226705925134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173324036802776,0.2446430989746859,0.29447837605004645,0.18853097959011786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09081420079177152,0.0,0.0,0.09662112883721416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731271534307407,0.0,0.19464007390329185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175873008981001,0.07624277459736041,0.0,0.10936100605617294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07673548093303853,0.08344532650099146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634262831205416,0.18352070771059184,0.0,0.07579282334605301,0.05566955056922437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938804009134593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252436318554113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06950357897884826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061479799281805636 anxiety,mrspicklesworth,2018/03/04,"I am beyond anxious. I’m angry. And I’m going to fight for my right to life. I’m a long term sufferer of anxiety (primarily social but also GAD). I don’t know whom I am without that part of my personality. The last few days have been real bad, some of the worst days of my 30 something years. But tonight a switch flipped. I’m fighting back, this will take no more of my life, nor will it take my life. I’m grabbing it back. F**k you anxiety.",0.490000000000002,2.5772217096774206,2.882161290322582,90.96324193548388,84.59139784946238,5.870537634408603,22.203225806451613,7.1686216300943375,0.686411612903226,341,12,77,5,10,117,61,93,0.275,0.725,0.0,-0.9758,0,0,1,0,3,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,4,5,2,0,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,7,16,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,1,9,0,10,13,6,12,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,9,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16077095692964086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30758883973017,0.22711704608242195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309173434864602,0.16785931508664878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593072747599498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425519703706012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048587385547276,0.163873761307236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4259997476977006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791334499697345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217705837181908,0.0,0.0,0.17553965460397844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288265960991473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168635839552535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493412312918954,0.0,0.15476978006692255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023128824057734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937945921861379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294626384311328 anxiety,iPseudonym,2018/03/04,"Anxiety over my anxiety Does anybody ever feel like, “okay, I can tell I’m being a little over dramatic, or over analyzing this” or at the very least “this really isn’t so bad and I know it isn’t, so why does everything feel so filled with doom?” I had some car issues today and my check engine light came on. I swear I could write a novel over how many times I worry about this damn car. It’s an 04 grand marquis in pretty solid condition but I think the fuel injectors are going or whatever. anyway it was riding rough and today when the Check engine light came on, I felt this impending terror and this spiderweb of thoughts spawn out of nothing What if it’s an issue my mechanic can’t find? What if it is and it’s super expensive? What if I can’t make it to my appointment this Tuesday? What if I pay for the repair but something else goes? What if what if what if what if I’m usually good at detecting the “what if” cycle and I’ve found that turning it around to positives can help “What if this car problem really isn’t that serious and won’t break bank” “what if, okay, it’s riding a little rough but it’s not going to break down” “what if my mechanic goes, ‘hey look! Just a loose wire here, let’s tighten that..... yup!” But tonight I dunno, I’m logically going over the anxious thoughts and that feeling of terror is just hanging out like a hammered dude at a bar riding until last call and then just lingering around with no intentions to leave. Ain’t so bad but when it’s 5:00am I’m like wow I just want to pop a Xanax and sleep but I’m not about the drug life.... If anyone can relate to these feelings, hop in! I dig this community and the openness. Hope everyone is well as they can be. 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Yesterday I had a full blown panic attack and my mom tried to calm me down. I always have this traveling anxiety which is such a shitty thing so I wanted to leave home and go back to the dorm so I would be over with traveling by train and I could be alone, because I think that that helps me. After an hour I calmed down, mom went to sleep and I stayed up watching The Office. So, today I have to go back to my dorm and I'm really scared if something bad will happen on the train. And I know it's not reasonable, but I'm scared that I'll have a panic attack or something. I hate my life sometimes. :( Also, does anyone feel very tired the next day after anxiety and panic attacks?",2.5491399904443384,4.0148156770186345,4.044968944099382,88.1205160057334,75.45962732919254,6.692976588628763,21.70138557095079,7.321109707123232,0.6659561395126619,608,15,127,7,13,202,97,161,0.3,0.6709999999999999,0.029,-0.9933,0,1,2,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,0,7,13,4,5,10,0,10,3,1,1,0,20,22,15,0,4,4,3,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,0,8,9,0,0,4,3,0,6,1,11,0,0,2,2,17,2,17,15,1,25,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,2,11,82,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464478367748887,0.0,0.08852132115879235,0.09210561932743004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16936000747032134,0.0,0.0,0.0773992671514912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3777885244518647,0.0,0.17023249375441496,0.18484841570959915,0.06747755424805663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883795221088881,0.12247993298805455,0.0,0.14277592785544171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686837523858403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326380475783748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596981363926686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581900592163495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788564126506892,0.0,0.0,0.10928662936445406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07419532628411284,0.0,0.22206863280034966,0.0,0.10901051577287213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083409410413821,0.0,0.0,0.11720812802742715,0.0,0.0,0.07818588879419712,0.0,0.0,0.09774413365384643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889276540234451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11772348610377993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896239001555303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709129056801596,0.11381105724054115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164643038291806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110773152706649,0.0,0.0,0.1704340842230044,0.10947841648596868,0.0,0.0,0.11798423514473518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353965104955547,0.07092774026478979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272255628672819,0.10492422138327856,0.0,0.0,0.07515342444275973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133349213030864,0.06528972404192822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261371594933294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863328143034604,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MikeHoncho13421,2018/03/04,"New here... failing at life! So I’m pretty new to Reddit. I came across this page, I’m an anxiety sufferer. It had gotten better until recently, however I feel like I’m failing as an adult. I’m 39, divorced but have an AMAZING girlfriend, and 2 daughters. I’m writing to ask if anyone else here just basically feels like they’re failing at life. I joined the army at 19. I’ve worked in surgery for the last 20 years. My anxiety attacks didn’t start until I was about 35 (my mother suffered as well until she passed away at 57). I had just gotten divorced and my cheating ex got custody of my daughters. THATS when the anxiety started. Things began to unravel. I got a dog, he helped a lot just to give me someone to spend time with. There were days and days I couldn’t leave the house. Just thinking about it gave me anxiety..... some time has passed since then. I’m on medication, which works, but now I’ve become dependent on the big “X”, not abusing, just dependent. 2 weeks ago I had a spinal fusion, my doctor said that working in surgery caused my spine issue, and doesn’t want me going back, it’s the only thing I’ve ever done. One day I’m taking out cancer, the next day I’m jobless and can’t return to my field of expertise. SO.... this is where my “failing at life” comes in. I have zero income. I’m in the middle of trying to get my child support reduced because I can’t pay. My girlfriend, the love of my life who has stuck by my side through everything, is a real go-getter. I feel like I’m failing her. I have no degree. No job to go back to. And I’m worried she’s about to give up on me. No idea how to get out of this maze. All the while I still have months of recovering from my surgery until I can get medically released to do any kind of work. Sorry for rambling but I just feel like giving up. I would never hurt myself so I honestly don’t really know what I mean by “giving up”. I just feel like I can’t win. All of this pressure is making my anxiety worse. My perfect girlfriend has zero issues, and I’m a mess, she really has her shit together, I don’t think she fully understands what it’s like to have depression and anxiety. Then again, as I’m sure you all know, unless you’ve actually had anxiety issues, you can’t really understand. (I’m sure we all have that friend that says “just think of something else” or “just cheer up and get out more”) I guess I’m just venting, maybe looking for advice, or someone who has been through a similar situation could possibly throw their 2 cents in. Thanks for listening. I luckily have a positive attitude despite this shit show, and a great sense of humor. Just to once again reiterate.... NOT SUICIDAL! Just kinda screwed right now and don’t know where to turn. 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It's so difficult for me to swallow medicines. I've always panicked when it comes to this. How to overcome this once and for all? what are the best methods?,3.5687499999999983,6.7151217083333385,3.509166666666665,84.1525,81.91666666666666,4.866666666666667,30.91666666666667,6.42735559955562,1.9930166666666675,214,11,33,2,6,65,39,48,0.174,0.748,0.079,-0.625,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,5,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,7,3,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3893011316049083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4909954168574872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030242406260641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4982609193446161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44348128176702395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lumos-,2018/03/04,"Anxiety about sleep Didn’t know where to post this because I think it’s like the opposite of insomnia. I’m diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Whenever I am really anxious about something that I have to do the next day (mostly assignments for college) I’ll have trouble falling asleep. Then I’ll think about how I’m not falling asleep, how anxious it’s making me, how I’ll never fall asleep and I won’t be able to wake up the next morning. The next morning comes and sometimes I wake up but other times I’ll just sleep through things. I don’t know how I’ve gotten this far in life. Today (Saturday) I slept for the entire day because I didn’t want to do anything that pertained to real life. Now I’m awake at 4am and can’t decide if I should just try to go back to sleep, do laundry, drive to wawa to get food. When I’m like this I overthink everything and I won’t eat because if something isn’t in front of me, I can’t decide what to eat. So then later I end up binge eating. Does this happen to anyone else? I hate this and my life feels like a mess. I just want to be normal and live my life and not worry about sleeping or not sleeping. 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So I’ve been offered (and have verbally accepted) a fantastic new job, it puts me at the top of my department; a position I’ve been after for the last few years. It’s daunting as it should be, and a huge pay rise; however... It is in a different city; a 1hr 10mins each way commute by car (if minimal traffic...) My anxiety is now well and truly through the roof... 1. Am I good enough? (imposter syndrome) 2. How will I deal with the huge change of a much longer day outside my home town 3. Handing in notice and feel back to current line manager/team 4. Didn't even factor in the extra miles would = extra petrol/money - late regrets? Oh and all the usual - it can't be real, something will go wrong thoughts... Well - as you can probably tell, thats my mind in overdrive. PS - Have very young child too; so taking/picking him up from nursery will now also no longer be possible. Does anyone have similar experience? Can you share experiences of a change like this? Thanks!",2.382091836734695,4.789487515306128,3.704448979591838,85.9584081632653,79.45918367346937,6.9812244897959195,26.636734693877553,8.07648339933343,1.8922334693877547,787,33,152,15,20,257,144,196,0.054000000000000006,0.8,0.146,0.9547,5,0,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,2,0,1,11,9,0,0,13,0,20,1,1,1,1,19,24,12,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,1,5,3,2,2,0,4,2,10,7,20,12,8,31,0,1,0,0,8,13,0,1,13,95,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146150597597018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964142380056656,0.0,0.0,0.10021451909887326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020625985521336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45484903309489294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243124305636816,0.1477593438362482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14974164933988626,0.0,0.0,0.1254226040851715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809059493828314,0.0,0.0946632489831184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28039407778527903,0.0,0.0,0.07246823082878015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145355657732481,0.12021222668905945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14376428913385744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28445120120633066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682707687991067,0.16167417544181611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070020200157435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447150050776648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535862794323347,0.0,0.0,0.13842189438291416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631737703551096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.161574736807839,0.0,0.0,0.1545260417610754,0.0,0.0,0.1440788345688064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313253641944034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033676685229556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527030055288896,0.13195222668605602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113782163225154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784963443933767,0.11825618417736222,0.0,0.11376283687224395,0.0,0.0,0.25772852318786466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181228807095577,0.15670080266120098,0.0,0.0922950781895685 anxiety,sfdoolmtyac,2018/03/04,"So I'm 30 years old, gonna be 31 this year.. ... And I've been thinking, ever since I've started seeing through my anxiety, the proverbial light at the end of the tunnel, more or less... I realise I have no idea what I am. When I was buried in my anxiety, I barely did much, though I still had my interests, vinyl records, cartoons, all that. I finally, at 29 years old, and having given myself a mild concussion, realised I had anxiety, and started medication for it. Now that I'm thinking more logically... I don't know exactly what to think. I got a motorcycle so I can travel around, broaden horizons, all that. And another thing that helps my anxiety is like.. My childish stuff. Bit embarrassing, but I have like kids tear free shampoo, toy cars, cartoons like I mentioned, a colorful loofah, etc. It helps me feel better. This has been so disjointed it's not even funny... Anyway, point is, between my anxiety which i still deal with, but on a manageable scale now, I don't know where I fit. I'm not a proper adult, but I'm not like, someone who's 100% afraid to grow up either....",3.0863333333333323,4.9865523952381,4.524761904761906,83.40190476190479,75.04761904761905,7.904761904761902,28.333333333333336,8.680891452615391,2.25004761904762,833,35,164,17,18,277,131,210,0.093,0.7859999999999999,0.121,0.8921,0,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,0,2,8,0,17,1,0,0,4,26,33,13,0,0,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,15,6,0,0,8,2,1,3,6,2,0,0,8,4,24,8,13,23,9,27,0,0,2,0,7,9,0,1,19,110,39,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934657858025354,0.5083017991200495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830012718033076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753025963044575,0.14508128134692352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700358442148364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177009497677322,0.0,0.1482072935522471,0.08777248251754212,0.12020646358930112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719309332633025,0.0,0.0,0.14557431833006956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10628414054164033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781465100283375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001644799066025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14606555558349574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259693042874084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387252775898315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09768931901829014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788910541210005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12562384759932582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058959929655664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992784452462027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259712571298365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881202179876457,0.0,0.21225198733362885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212706713802854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828610129035383,0.2554513206933822,0.13056358789216424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567300897825857 anxiety,swankydoodoo,2018/03/04,"Feeling constantly anxious Short bio: I am a 24 year old guy who has a good job, has a healthy family, loving girlfriend. Yet I have had feelings of constant anxiety, for more than a year now. It started with social anxiety (mainly at work) but now I feel anxious even when I’m alone in my room. I feel the constant need to swallow, and often feel tears coming to my eyes. I have trouble breathing in full breaths, and get extremely anxious around other people. Constantly worrying that they can see that I’m anxious or having an anxiety attack. I feel extreme anxiety at work (I work in an open office, and sit very close to my colleagues all day), walking down the street passing strangers, with my friends, and even around my family. I’ve tried so many self-created methods, like faking confidence, taking addy, and a variety of mindsets that work for a day, or a few hours, at most. But no matter what I’ve tried, I haven’t found a permanent solution. I’ve read articles and posts saying it’s simply our fight-or-flight system having a false alarm. And advice on how to treat anxiety and panic attacks. I am going to try to eat healthier, get 8 hours of sleep, exercise, stop taking addy and caffeine, stop smoking, and practicing deep breathing and mindfulness. I believe these habitual changes will aid me in my path to calm my anxiety down, and return to being my normal calm self. Anyone who has beaten their anxiety have an additional tips or advice? I really would not like to talk to a therapist, or take drugs. I’m sure those would help me too, but I would rather beat this in a more “clean”? Way. Then again, this is the first time in my life I’ve experienced anxiety/panic attack’s. So I personally don’t know what the best course of action to take is. Any thoughts are appreciated. I also used this post to get a lot of these thoughts off my chest, and out of my head. 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I'm going to try and see someone about this, but if there are any terminologies that can describe what i'm going through i'd prefer to use them as well Symptoms are: Consistency looking up after walking through a door way Feeling like there are 1 or more 'beings' watching me once I turn the lights off (Size, Species, and even motive against me varies, but none the less prevents me from sleeping) And [after turning the lights back on] contortion of the body, primarily putting hands near my face in a defensive manor -OR- tightly hugging what ever i'm using as a pillow that night the last 2 things only happening at night, though, the first DOES sometimes get multiplied at night If this is the wrong sub-reedit to post this, please direct me to the correct one, thank you EDIT: I should clarify when I say when I look up. Not 'up' as a direction, but 'up' as in squeezing the back of my neck and violently focusing my attention to what ever is above/behind me. Also, when i'm contorting it's always as if i'm scared of something. Hands and arms covering my face, fetal position on my side, I express the physical symptoms of a small child who's scared, but I myself am not scared of what ever is in the room.",8.931308940022634,7.0756771742738565,8.524669935873256,72.96739720860056,61.489626556016596,11.419238023387404,38.5066012825349,10.018931242160765,3.7289468879668046,993,40,184,16,11,318,145,241,0.08900000000000001,0.833,0.078,-0.6927,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,2,15,10,2,3,16,0,10,12,8,3,4,31,28,24,0,5,11,0,5,1,0,1,3,1,3,1,13,6,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,6,1,2,0,12,19,4,36,26,3,37,0,0,4,1,7,16,0,5,16,129,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913040454590406,0.09500101833115808,0.0,0.0,0.07764150295408097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983236257646238,0.11698365218296715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755838609827973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682037926757544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11770727053589344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998269890360444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537682701076386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541013900421152,0.3098278367595063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772926049857172,0.08156515916972598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711543017582246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059650640075061774,0.0,0.12977420677751866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009627389521343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306617089110132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577912319401298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917530006586608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214306625017333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159043704089953,0.07736652760043967,0.08683365294685158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532758422329793,0.0,0.0,0.10934610014520356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477532262109527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09079489111962673,0.34292104134800266,0.0,0.09098103779765336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425537755165502,0.0,0.09673834734928204,0.08789589428829671,0.1129199404704754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3560081498085321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511508809596452,0.0,0.0,0.0758514169758715,0.0,0.11217431738778627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751592036697433,0.2483747097922366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19721749566343344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062515214937583,0.0,0.0,0.1026551696023712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248301683883681,0.0,0.0 anxiety,o-p-yum,2018/03/04,"Reddit, I could use some help. I've developed a huge problem in the last 4 days. I had a dream Wednesday night about someone breaking into our home. It was extremely vivid. My husband is thrown off the bed and rendered useless and then the rest is blurry and the details don't really matter but I freaked out. I woke my husband up and made him check the house. He went back to bed but I was still overcome with anxiety, checking the blinds. I had opened the downstairs to the basement (which has the only back entry) and I heard the Heater downstairs turn on. I went into full panic. I remember thinking ""this is it"" and I almost screamed for him but I waited. I had to tell myself, what are the odds that someone would be breaking in at this exact moment I'm panicking? Not likely, and I'm a rational person. Obviously I figured out there was no threat but it took me almost 3 hours to sleep. Cue Thursday night. Same shit. Unable to fall/stay asleep due to paranoia. Now I've slept with a fan on the last 15 years of my life and I slept in silence because I was afraid if someone did break in that I wouldn't hear it. This is the 4th night of this. Everything is fine at any other time of day. I have zero anxiety home alone during the day and don't even worry. At night, when my husband and I are sitting here watching TV, I am completely fine. But when it is time to go to bed I begin to panic. My side of the bed can see the door but the wall blocks all but a sliver and I keep imagining someone standing there. I am currently hiding on my stairs because downstairs the way the blinds are if anyone were out there they could see me. I keep checking the blinds over and over and my worst fear is I'll see someone out there and I'll just completely go insane. I don't know how to get control of my life back. Will this pass? Will I be dealing with this forever? I do not have a history of panic attacks but do have a more general anxiety. Mostly just being in social situations. NOTHING like this ever. I've even lived alone before and didn't care. I think it is because we just moved to a higher crime area and it's not very well lit or patrolled. I also had my car stolen last year. Also my last apartment only had one entrance and was ground level. This one has 3 entrances and 3 levels and the entrances are on 2 different levels. Ahhhhh please help anyone. I don't know whether to sedate myself at night, arm myself, get an alarm system (renting so I don't even know if that's possible). I was laughing with my husband about those things you put on the door that beep super loud when they are opened but I'd probably give myself a heart attack. Thank you if you've read this. It's 1am and I really just want to be asleep. 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Usually I put on a joe rogan podcast, some George Carlin, Lewis Black, maybe some Neil DeGrasse Tyson speeches, or perhaps a speedrun of one of my favorite childhood games, but I’m starting to run out of things to use as backround noise. What do you guys usually do to hit the brakes on your brain? 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Hey reddit, so here's a little backstory. I'm a 17 year old male from the U.S, and I've always had this issue with anxiety in various capacities. There not apparent as I've become great at hiding them or internalizing it. I'm in great physical and mental shape so people often think of me as just a normal good guy with no problems. And my anxiety isn't much if a prohibitor as It is just irritating and frustrating most times interperosnally. I always am super tight in my muscles, I walk like I feel clenched, like a fist, just always tense.. always. I get accused of flexing all day when it's just my body being told by my anxiety GET READY. Not to mention I over think every little possible detail, get crippling butterflies, and just general anxiety about things. However I have never gotten this diagnosed, how would I go about doing this? I've talked to my parents about this and there willing to take me, just want to make sure I'm positive about it all. So where would I go? How would I go about it? Thanks for any and all advice. Lastly I'd appreciate it if anyone had advice who have dealt with similar situations, how'd ya tone down the damn anxiety. Thank you all.",4.115316909294513,5.976973642553194,5.753684210526316,75.84105263157895,72.14893617021276,9.202687569988802,27.262038073908172,9.682069395223575,2.7341914893617014,966,35,176,25,19,329,135,235,0.106,0.736,0.158,0.9524,3,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,1,23,12,2,0,7,0,14,4,1,4,6,44,34,20,0,8,11,1,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,2,13,10,0,1,3,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,4,2,20,9,26,25,7,21,0,0,0,0,11,10,1,5,9,119,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21460599037310896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3654758302231379,0.0,0.0,0.07467312785269449,0.0,0.4200136605996073,0.0,0.0,0.07678022694873013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127418275687475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197180676648793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081700219525353,0.0,0.0,0.2229053854053213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251787980618954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055522166444934434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229480352818751,0.0,0.1872190561614503,0.0921016448533948,0.0,0.24212716361700465,0.0,0.1087270709654022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146109038458367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950808283325024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10729317283415102,0.22011269838219533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329761647889066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11066052184914464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072143075902101,0.0,0.08469061101104393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758841371393224,0.0,0.0,0.11522490452781105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192866235226595,0.0,0.0,0.07612696194802894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379189236090145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050713168821298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12342866446850866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349263289322796,0.0,0.0825618644012285,0.08825941919961801,0.0,0.20219269627687264,0.0,0.0,0.07295148009946632,0.14072091881263302,0.0,0.0,0.06402986129234065,0.0,0.0,0.10492614064583107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476753610014807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340131147028185,0.0,0.0,0.07071267829618849 anxiety,apibabi,2018/03/04,"Medium to loud voices I have noticed lately that I get so anxious to the point of panic attacks when I hear loud people. Especially with my boyfriend because I’m with him most of the time. He plays games when he gets home from work and sometimes is frustrated about the game. So obviously I hear that and I always ask what’s wrong. But when I hear it my stomach just feels like a burning lava pit and my head is buzzing. And it gets worse if he sounds mad a few times in a row. Yesterday I had a panic attack because two of our room mates were in the bathroom (bathroom is connected to our room and the living room) talking really loud. They weren’t saying anything to me; but it was just the volume of their voices that sent me into a panic. Does anyone know any tips/coping mechanism I can use when people are loud?",5.386625766871163,5.6869932147239295,5.897061349693253,81.81565337423316,67.77300613496932,8.237791411042949,28.56993865030675,7.908726449838941,1.7450225766871164,646,20,126,7,10,209,101,163,0.14300000000000002,0.836,0.02,-0.9494,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,2,1,9,10,4,3,11,0,10,2,2,1,1,18,22,14,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,11,4,0,7,8,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,8,0,1,5,12,18,2,15,17,2,16,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,9,80,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109924750094169,0.0,0.0,0.090710844238372,0.0,0.0,0.15069450976346674,0.0,0.09327048976805104,0.0,0.10976989937221104,0.0,0.12470311477498668,0.3035043440002895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626285303386162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673186496526165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674467875793109,0.09529496683106306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090747750118241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689823798111106,0.0,0.4510259941465018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380262440256868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733085203582494,0.0,0.15047150514613947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516838499117594,0.0,0.11778720333364877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15186719065432985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.469518812390259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849538431343196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609815301667707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545405773311207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607833327058876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319276771017882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721509407479356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555633985428265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030418485119175,0.0,0.0,0.11520749115835599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971106542650685,0.0,0.13593740945696245,0.0,0.14584274556900273,0.0,0.0 anxiety,baparachill,2018/03/04,"Reviewing conversations over and over in my head... I’m an introverted person, and I have some social anxiety. When I am done socializing my brain wants to go through every interaction and analyze how the person said something, how I responded, how I should or shouldn’t respond to someone in the future, etc. It is exhausting. I have such a hard time sleeping or relaxing after a party or group social setting because of this. Consequently, it makes me feel even less inclined to go to social events, even though, I do have a good time once I get settled at the event. Does anyone else experience this? Do you have any tips on allowing yourself to experience something without analyzing every detail? 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Growing up, I was one of two people I knew that wore a back brace. Getting X-rays, measuring the curve to determine whether to have the rod implanted would make me so nervous all the time that I wore the brace even when I didn’t have to. As an adult I’m done growing, curvature hasn’t worsened and I’m cleared to do what I like sports wise, but my shoulder blade that sticks out always reminds me every day. The way clothes fit me and the unique aches and pains from doing the sports I love remind me as it shoots from my shoulder down my arm. I see people wearing tank tops and doing gymnastics and wonder how it feels to be ‘normal’ and feel the flips and other moves freely. It looks beautiful. If you have anxiety from your scoliosis how did you deal with it? Sometimes I wish there was a support group in my town.",6.910368178829717,6.282114106508878,6.605522682445757,81.149520052597,64.73964497041419,9.877975016436556,32.978961209730436,9.150863307647796,2.600679947403024,680,24,137,10,9,213,109,169,0.07200000000000001,0.726,0.203,0.9788,0,0,0,1,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,7,6,0,1,11,0,15,6,4,3,2,24,30,16,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,10,9,0,0,4,2,0,3,2,2,0,2,8,4,19,4,17,20,1,15,0,0,2,1,7,7,0,2,5,92,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673659230610399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30774554459190817,0.0,0.0,0.1406428824391989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546654735087667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12971969099667086,0.20736815594506275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20583769012647826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328521287909371,0.0,0.1694704718936892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034064716505425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050881833976113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826762496754853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890828392539053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153814572938945,0.0,0.13426357888207055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137816870494802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970760601149633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629875272219266,0.0,0.21402884233031771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788925166074175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16028381210584852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989341840837972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22825310233047585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728728361730655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648611470719787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15965683851046544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231302911622725,0.0,0.2181294834360788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288522053278285,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aggressiveplayer,2018/03/04,"Should I remove the mole on my face? I think I would feel more confident with myself if I did. However, I kind of don't like how everyone who has known me previously will need to get used to my moleless face. I also don't know how much it would cost for such a procedure. Where should I even start? Should I visit my primary doctor?",2.2454901960784315,4.07033688235294,3.927058823529413,87.09343137254903,77.23529411764707,8.062745098039215,21.62745098039216,8.841846274778883,1.3694921568627452,260,7,56,6,6,87,51,68,0.035,0.9,0.066,0.4447,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,10,3,2,3,0,15,17,4,0,7,1,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,1,13,2,6,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534401229411361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32438017031775923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093221040113632,0.0,0.0,0.3028298209547585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024384028659913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655771710676616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33002251701909185,0.17417047200536573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483068432253858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329720341709481,0.23499152773892176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431699951280454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20306898922576508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737163840648554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45026053050480097,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zocahontas,2018/03/04,"I can't focus on anything and i am beyond frustrated Hello! I have been dealing with anxiety for most of my life, but college and family problems have really worsened it. I have found that my focus is way worse now than it was in my high school days (I am a junior in college). Given the difficulty of my classes, I need MORE, not less focus now :(. But of course, my brain doesn't give a poop about that. I started antidepressants to deal with my depression (Lexapro 5mg daily), and it helped a lot with my focus. BUT the anxiety is still getting in the way of everything. I was wondering you guys had any strategies for coping with these focus issues. I am getting better at noticing the anxiety when it's creeping up on me, but the problem is I just don't know what to do when I see it. It's like watching me drown myself and not being able to do anything about. I feel so helpless and I am so tired of this. I just want to be able to live my life. Now that my depression is down I am able to enjoy the things I love and I remember my goals and the passion to follow them more often (it's a work in progress lol). I even feel great around my friends now. But the anxiety is such a huge block to my progress. I just want it to stop. Any advice at all, no matter how small, is welcome :) Thanks for listening. 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Ive done this for YEARS. I keep ripping skin off my lips everyday due to anxiety. I make it bleed sometimes and my lips look fucked. I haven’t gotten any infections yet or anything serious so I just keep on doing it involuntarily. Update: Eyyy thanks so much for the gold! First time I’ve had that. Now I’m pulling on some nail beds thinking about what you’re supposed to do with it. 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I'm going to copy and paste my Facebook status, then I'm going to add to it after. >I don't know what's going on so I'll post here. Earlier, after work, I went to the store and got some groceries. It was a little heavy but not too much. The issue was that I'd been moving nonstop since 11am this morning and it was around 4pm. I had to carry the groceries uphill to get home, and as I walked up the hill I could feel my chest tightening, and my heart was racing so much it hurt. But I kept going because I could see the apartment building. It wasn't much further. As I approached the building my roommate came out and took the bags from me, and I stumbled into the apartment and laid down. I tried plugging in my phone but my hands were shaking so bad that it took a minute. I laid there for awhile, and when I finally went to sit up, my legs were numb, and I got lightheaded. Eventually I ate something, thinking that would help. It didn't. It's now been five hours, and I've been playing Forza Horizon 3, trying to relax. I wasn't even racing, just driving around. Well, except for a very short one which I posted a video of, and it was very short and not stressful. Basically, I've been trying to have nothing stressful. But it wasn't working so I've been laying down watching YouTube videos for the last half hour. My chest is still tight, I'm shaking, and it's slightly difficult to breathe. I think (THINK) I'm having a subtle anxiety attack. I've been oddly emotional all evening, and even started crying randomly a couple times. A picture of a scared puppy made me go from calm to crying earlier. I don't know what's going on. I know everyone will suggest hospital, but not everything requires a hospital, and I'm tired of hospitals. Right, so... I think I might know what caused it? Well, maybe not CAUSED it, but I think a small thing butterfly effected it to happen. When I got to the store, I passed the Girl Scouts selling cookies. They didn't ask me to buy any because I was heading in, but I knew they'd ask when I walk out. I didn't have money for any, or I would have, but I already promised one of my friends I'd buy a bunch from her daughter when I get paid. So I spent most of the time shipping split between grabbing my items and planning what I was going to tell them. I know I could just tell them no, but I don't want them thinking they did something wrong because someone refused. ""It's not you, I'm getting them elsewhere"" sort of thing. I was only in the store maybe ten minutes. Right on queue, one of the girls took a step towards me and asked if I'd like to buy some Girl Scout cookies. Very quickly I spat out, ""I'm buying them from my friend's daughter"" and kept walking. It accidentally came out sounding very rude, and in the second that I was looking at her after I said it, I saw this subtle disappointed expression, and I wanted to turn back and apologise, but by then I was out of the store, and it'd probably look weird if I did that. I started worrying about what if I accidentally hurt their feelings. What if they used it as an example of a rude person to the other groups. They probably hate me now. I was thinking about that when I was walking up the hill, so that mixed with the physical stress of doing that probably culminated in this bizarrely extended anxiety attack I'm experiencing tonight. I have had people commenting my post telling me ""just breath"", but I've been trying that. Me posting that was after hours of trying to get calm, and I posted that an hour ago and I'm feeling slightly better, but my hands are still shaking as I type this. Chest is still tight.",4.809024090029894,5.39822161157025,5.371169919699902,84.06640671707405,69.11019283746556,8.052001641169921,30.322841568489537,7.987972078202968,1.944441920168806,2854,108,577,34,47,919,299,726,0.14,0.7929999999999999,0.067,-0.9953,0,0,2,0,0,0,100.0,0,1,11,6,34,31,5,7,34,0,53,14,11,6,1,105,121,60,0,11,26,2,8,1,2,4,2,2,1,4,44,37,1,6,17,4,12,26,15,20,2,7,51,16,84,11,75,61,9,95,0,3,5,0,36,32,0,11,32,384,128,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05148665829841853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06409551610977214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07899622419713496,0.0,0.08886595286068141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341153172799404,0.16289797480484844,0.13215452576126055,0.0,0.044661880308393034,0.04849648639658775,0.10621971345884637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136927771111478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286188179295996,0.0,0.11933351564894427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912252183186144,0.06426721463863444,0.12760186360188885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653350284952205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508888972120332,0.0,0.0,0.055500346436198576,0.05220083273293212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810481697740517,0.0,0.0,0.06362657250496204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974883711373198,0.0,0.121382898516508,0.0,0.2310674819679144,0.0,0.13936171541536402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136218941135525,0.0,0.0,0.057344473459038085,0.05960943253559711,0.0,0.0,0.0688280776433034,0.038931495496079736,0.0,0.058261513296549924,0.0,0.2287983686511877,0.0,0.12435709919877393,0.0,0.0,0.0606230709493127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15960319734657444,0.047345014078555306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.028376190270040718,0.058213953834695374,0.0,0.0,0.09754939339249837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495909421237771,0.0,0.0,0.1167034163081686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061616385567338915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617325373435011,0.1280920277170973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05573175397834234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11807467643869693,0.04417438132349514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05544634700936764,0.040267112992483665,0.050715424801829584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781350409735611,0.0,0.187868373105026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920432643383917,0.055249786744824426,0.0,0.05815074505590812,0.0,0.04628425639700773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048046468980203434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049213139138894815,0.0894295384172622,0.0,0.0,0.08222222729081341,0.0,0.13915435033106266,0.0,0.19960002544064046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230007379362712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717490405408703,0.26051857944048623,0.0,0.0,0.06773678059849315,0.06675732388839674,0.0,0.0,0.1935954837126144,0.19717112598201267,0.06317711376365931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050164657142972,0.0,0.23962085050320245,0.06851716205803357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444633970699796,0.10768617432909317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456954712156356,0.05898562855395861,0.0,0.08252032560986243,0.06350412854839847,0.0,0.0 anxiety,catonaswivelchair,2018/03/04,"i've identified my anxiety trigger The past couple weeks my anxiety has been borderline unbearable. I've noticed that the worst anxiety I experience is when it has to do with when I feel that my actions might cause trouble or negative affects for others. It's always about my fear for others as opposed to myself. I mean, of course I still fear negative things for myself, but not like how I do for others. For myself, I have control over the situation and that sort of thing. But when it affects others like at work (I work at a bank) it's kind of out of my control. When I mess up, it's up to the corporation, not me anymore. And if I mess up it's my fault, but I can't fix it. Has anyone else experienced a similar trigger or have any sort of insight to share in over coming it? I feel so guilty, sick to my stomach and faint, and I can't turn the guilty switch off.",4.066525423728812,4.815756288135599,5.5625,81.4535805084746,70.86440677966101,8.837853107344634,29.43926553672317,9.075114841892004,2.331143502824859,681,26,140,13,12,231,90,177,0.252,0.733,0.015,-0.991,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,4,8,11,0,2,7,0,12,3,1,8,0,31,17,17,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,17,7,0,3,4,0,1,2,6,7,0,0,1,3,23,4,28,15,1,19,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,6,9,109,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333905724933897,0.0,0.0,0.10901614225008087,0.0,0.367909610492512,0.0,0.15898421735249493,0.11209232000496984,0.16425630599725535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468229525404812,0.0,0.13809267382346996,0.0,0.0,0.3596020815405533,0.0,0.17737971363233715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13391824404682354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681371809805586,0.0,0.3607861246508817,0.1621148750360061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669379584573414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15663851412818858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17462433818213474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006333460146486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825137380045368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153033816850193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801949004999515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802359103942168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21300537852293525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743709978801345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285908294018405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334148466646248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PR-IX,2018/03/04,I worry about literally everything that is going on in my life It’s gotten to the point that I don’t know what to do. I worry about every little thing and I’m not sure what triggers it. It could be from something simple like my appearance to something completely different like worrying about crashing my car on my way to work. I get very easily irritated at the smallest things. My mother asks me to do a simple task and I get easily overwhelmed and angry. It’s like my brain never shuts up about anything. I get to points where I just don’t know what to do next during my day because I’m so overwhelmed with everything. All of this has caused me to have very poor memory and just going through a basic day is a struggle. I just recently went to go see a therapist but haven’t gotten much from it besides muscle and breathing techniques.My doctor has also prescribed me 10 mg Prozac but I have yet to take it because of the side effects but at this point I’m not sure I can go any longer before breaking down. If anybody can shed light on literally anything that could possibly help me that would be amazing.,5.511017612524462,6.176207958904115,6.190166340508808,78.54380136986303,67.58447488584474,8.996868884540119,30.711350293542075,9.04235418022936,2.5565131115459883,889,33,165,15,14,291,118,219,0.08199999999999999,0.825,0.092,0.4769,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,11,9,0,3,7,0,19,5,2,3,4,28,38,11,0,4,9,1,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,17,6,0,0,3,0,1,7,6,3,0,0,3,2,21,6,28,30,2,30,0,2,1,0,3,15,0,2,9,113,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09428628731979516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017748850737641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940468070662788,0.0,0.11022257190586347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437440829889242,0.0,0.10032602506282556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161776484739982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111796072191335,0.0,0.0,0.123618135607256,0.0,0.0,0.18827050716508967,0.0,0.0,0.1520742345449216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318262716087305,0.0,0.12067782158757827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933762597330292,0.0,0.21192565639976185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18479698333136896,0.0,0.2680259803474473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079027309581845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295918497477717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327775815703599,0.17280306944152635,0.11816890394413328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667162837677828,0.0,0.09093338776990363,0.0,0.12539024824491596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334366854344166,0.1329169315989006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164141253033718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939527293376166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153363307027698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325690107028073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222427163025419,0.0,0.0886477254205203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13689345523507016,0.15665786677127932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19456320281237,0.0,0.0935852194828475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929645172822501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583415171201447,0.35920599523972546,0.0,0.08375428731503427,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kuramauchiha,2018/03/04,"New on medicatio I just started citalopram today. From what people have said, it's very generic, probably because I stressed my concerns to my doctor about not wanting to feel like a zombie. I just wanted to know what kind of experiences people have had with this. 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Now 7 months later, I guess I’m Dealing with it again, today actually was the first time since I took meds I got DP, me and 14 other friends were going to a place called spider monkey and my girlfriend was there too thus she’s known the guys elementary and once I got out I was striked with DR outta no where, I have a flu and I told my girlfriend before we left we shouldn’t go and just spend the night and she was saying you’re gonna be okay etc and it worked I was feeling good when we were going like a Tiny part of the DP hit me and I was tryna focus on my breathing. Like I was saying when I got out I got hit with a vicious DP and I got back in the car cause I couldn’t handle it and I told my friends mom that I didn’t feel good while spazzing out and I told her I wasn’t going, by the time we were leaving all my friends and gf were inside and I texted her what happened and was real upset I started breaking down cause we were suppose to spend time together and I fucked it all up , my friends mom let me stay at the house while they got back and again I got hit with worser DP and I asked them to take me to the hospital because by then I felt like I wasn’t in my body, they hurried and I told them she can cruise around for a bit and she said sure I ended up calling my dad and mom and she dropped me off , I’m asking also does anyone ever when they walk while having DP or a bit After the attack you can’t keep your balance and feel dizzy and should I start my meds again Idk if I should take them I still have a bunch from my last prescription or should I make a meeting w my therapist and see what to do.",0.8472527993926704,2.4966168601252647,2.6481661605617792,95.46634299677359,80.81628392484343,5.6071550578857465,19.863399126969064,6.464625207383525,-0.06300459290187987,1712,43,407,15,44,568,212,479,0.071,0.8420000000000001,0.087,0.7964,0,1,0,0,1,0,18.0,6,2,7,3,23,18,3,1,20,1,37,9,3,5,5,77,84,45,0,8,5,6,4,4,7,5,5,3,0,1,12,46,0,1,6,1,2,12,9,4,1,1,40,8,83,14,44,29,10,72,0,0,1,1,50,20,1,5,40,264,95,3,0.0,0.0,0.058585073093934265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217770146821695,0.0,0.04800961809188967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185255226934792,0.0,0.0,0.04197756210472185,0.0,0.0,0.05344348885894605,0.11224842408648678,0.06829798192873388,0.0,0.1384886189845523,0.0,0.07319302438816337,0.0,0.051084991093210345,0.0,0.0,0.053095692040753074,0.1310843872802715,0.06668486532325964,0.0,0.0,0.1226040015423741,0.0,0.0,0.1850160994866137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189299802276649,0.0,0.06093381741093945,0.0,0.0,0.06880480999130753,0.0,0.05253665037425122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634560667902704,0.0,0.13390881363466542,0.03965226245613225,0.05430469899508485,0.050581708334293284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106583619584438,0.0,0.05764259485733547,0.0,0.0,0.05106536835394025,0.0,0.0,0.18553021684302792,0.05550098582121609,0.0,0.0,0.13647610189105105,0.10070828572471052,0.5761814885214323,0.0,0.06613483915753267,0.05944365568185074,0.05308836551801625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927182494754197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336147773883455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048936181297253786,0.0,0.06356793358029515,0.06522772801952463,0.06138940781478387,0.0,0.11731941946630882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007353677041462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005459596977893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281247016961338,0.09583803034922007,0.0,0.04413231124116716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056338370230097676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06393484994679972,0.0,0.0456589901854042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501158106593018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06272334030388248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060351317159152186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833247557763163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05710661689303355,0.09548378772117963,0.0,0.0,0.04783977376148797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049661210635759116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849855449338591,0.06398885597291867,0.047943679312628766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05658186485379368,0.062398897456576674,0.09027703949607856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865475449801248,0.13940950888910644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050199088660186,0.0,0.05690574577128023,0.2294623894930803,0.20010182431398127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04765264148304088,0.04815610495950234,0.0,0.05397828171785575,0.05565264107253786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043705876645224184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038660290060767565 anxiety,anxaltaccount,2018/03/04,"Fighting back Hello all, I’ve created this account as I am sick and tired of anxiety controlling my life. I recently reached out for help and will be beginning treatment fairly soon, but couldn’t get an appointment to see a doctor for two weeks. I wanted to join this sub to vent, to ask questions and to document my fight back against anxiety. Hopefully it will help me to understand it and to beat it some day. Who knows, perhaps something I write may be of use to someone else in my shoes. That would be good. I currently feel a mix of relief that I am finally taking action after allowing things to get out of control and allowing anxiety to define my life, but also overwhelming fear. I have no idea what happens next. I have accepted this as my life for so long it has become normal. I can never pin down individual triggers but when I have a bad episode it feels like someone is tightening a belt around my chest, as if my ribs are crushing my heart and lungs. At the same time my arms feel heavy and ache as my breathing becomes much sharper. The more I fight the feeling the worse it gets until I breathe slowly and force myself to relax. I don’t know if I succeed though or if the attack just subsides. Did anyone else feel as though things became much worse once they acknowledged anxiety as a problem? The last few weeks for me have been way worse than normal, I have become very self aware and realised how much of the way I behave and interact with colleagues and friends is driven by anxiety and wanting to avoid that feeling of suffocating inside. 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I have been off of effexor for a little over a year now and last week all of a sudden i had my first panic attack in over 2 years. I was talking to my wife and all of a sudden i could'nt speak or form any thoughts. After a minute she asked me whats wrong and all i could spit out is ""bad panic attack"". She then told me to say 3 things i can see, touch, and smell to try and center my thoughts. It actually made things worse and i felt the adrenaline pumping; so i went for a quick jog outside in the rain to try and burn some energy. After coming back inside and hyperventalating for a few minutes i laid my son on my chest and closed my eyes trying to contol my breathing while thinking of him. I eventually calmed down and fell asleep. The next day i felt like someone ran me over with a truck and ended up making another spontaneous and unwarrented trip to the ER. All my tests came back normal as i had expected, and my nurse suggested i get back on my medication. Some backround: I started having anxiety issues when i was 19 after watching my father wither away from a brain tumor, and struggled with panic attacks until i started effexor when i was 22. After my son was born in 2016 i felt like i could come off of the medication as the side effects of being flatline emotionally were a no go for me anymore. The anxiety did not come back after the withdrawl process so figured it was just a phase in my life that was over. I have been happier than i have ever been with how things are going in my life and ever since last week i feel like im always on the brink of another full blown panic attack. Has anyone had panic attacks come back for no reason and did any of you overcome it? Sorry for the tldr.",5.8092735042735075,5.563667156695157,6.685269230769232,78.39098076923078,66.89173789173789,9.299202279202278,30.085612535612537,8.841846274778883,2.2537759544159544,1376,44,272,20,20,459,183,351,0.151,0.805,0.044,-0.9876,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,2,16,17,5,6,21,0,26,10,6,5,6,56,51,27,0,4,3,4,5,3,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,28,0,0,10,1,0,13,3,13,1,1,26,11,45,4,53,22,9,73,0,0,3,0,14,25,0,3,38,201,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.07044680165870859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060067671333426574,0.0,0.0,0.09818303768117413,0.15139453559651853,0.16567492852291613,0.0,0.07159285350248397,0.050476765420535766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748768970079229,0.4106314230340813,0.06782466490860325,0.33305686101818105,0.06027544227175121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058765749650089,0.0,0.16513172976364865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24874037766629525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729129707418728,0.0,0.0,0.04655642930024577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120377435557828,0.06393870883271223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059955914397264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03650131658444192,0.05157238584735074,0.2079404991351856,0.0,0.0,0.061404581168498826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037716175108432184,0.0,0.08205421938841972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779773390262788,0.07534736400199664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768859457612173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197953838855564,0.1058048249842536,0.07235311410148793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830770549882541,0.04818723179028781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544719630507924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767746389758125,0.0,0.0707306468973068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234957025258699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422310636804631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057408202294388026,0.0,0.0,0.05752589995354929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05971612342583036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061166157542226166,0.0,0.0,0.0808105368364815,0.10219258100460936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546842129592743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058023402328137186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387902567104413,0.04625628948329786,0.0,0.11462122682025196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689804185053839,0.0,0.1470363447520338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581255755364958,0.0,0.0,0.06692063968468953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356754259678842,0.0,0.0789281805497188,0.0,0.09297568961336734 anxiety,inthe801,2018/03/04,"Hand trembling / shaking Anyone have a coping method for trembling or shaky hands? I've and bad anxiety all my life, and the social anxiety has gotten better as I get older but I have this weird thing where my hands shake around people I don't know. 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So i have suffered from GAD/Social Anxiety for the longest i can remember. I don't go out much because of it but even when i am by myself my anxiety levels are sky high, i am always worrying about things that may happen or have happened. One of the worst problems for me is overthinking embarrassing situations that happened in the past, it seems like every couple of hours or so i will out of the blue recall something that happened, even if it was 10 years ago and i will suddenly start panicking, my anxiety levels will jump, i find myself saying random things to myself like ""i hate myself"" or ""i'm so dumb"" like a form of tourettes or something. These moments of overthinking are honestly ruining my life as they make me feel awful Is there any kind of medication that can help with this? i currently take propranolol to keep me calm when in anxious situations however this is more of a physical help rather than a mental one Please don't say therapy or counselling, i have tried it many time but still feel the same ",6.8428160919540275,7.186119123152713,7.16710591133005,73.80842569786537,64.66502463054186,10.904597701149427,33.66543513957308,10.686352973137794,3.6468164203612483,854,34,154,21,12,278,118,203,0.2,0.68,0.12,-0.9634,2,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,12,13,2,1,9,1,21,3,0,1,0,25,35,15,0,3,9,0,2,3,0,4,3,2,0,0,15,5,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,2,1,5,22,6,23,30,5,22,0,2,1,0,6,8,1,9,15,117,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060248348179741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952302415865602,0.0,0.0,0.08133720364215352,0.0,0.27449823753520897,0.13512243361087226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072911623749284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234342723854348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579992555398172,0.0,0.10077448001349236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12095429476836142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093190909851168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06797570038285278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230740800201212,0.0,0.0,0.11808764691968687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24051116438345416,0.12637189396088636,0.0,0.0,0.11778929748296192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631264441175056,0.0,0.1245528088079091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448231667243694,0.17530255325796992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07983893710450582,0.12126323503045655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098395210509715,0.12053623116667228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792527701376544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209827917022548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141788956054436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129312097395102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444822714604765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549198495320114,0.0,0.0,0.1902333743598936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888617870282476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2688876897445208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415939880155588,0.0,0.0,0.08465880632946599,0.0,0.0955187065002339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992995701379705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678160372255546,0.0,0.15892382074986813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0697440969311965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120564338027343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146722531145385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07702331052751843 anxiety,twopennyhearts,2018/03/04,"Am I expecting too much of my SO ? My husband gives me the bare minimum support when it comes to my mental health, but I'm not sure if I'm expecting too much. When I'm having a bad day he'll avoid me like the plague, and pretend nothing is wrong. If I try to talk to him about what's happening in my head he gets so uncomfortable that he becomes hostile. All I want is a hug, some eye contact, and something as basic as ""things will be better tomorrow"". He does offer to care for our kiddo while I go out, which is nice. But I don't want to be alone, I just want a partner who sees me. It's getting to the point that I am feeling unsatisfied in our marriage. If we can't support each other and have intimate conversations, what's the point? I get hat my mental health is my problem though. Am I expecting too much? 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I feel like I've frozen in time. 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Over the years I have (mostly) managed my anxiety so it's not as bad as it used to be. However every now and then I get anxious over something that's really really unlikely to happen. That's how my anxiety has always been. 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So, basically from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to sleep I have this feeling that seems to be concentrated near the heart area. At random moments throughout the day the feeling goes away but then comes back again. It doesn’t effect my life in the sense that the feeling doesn’t stop me from talking to people, presenting etc. The closest thing I can relate to what this feeling could be is anxiety but i’m not really sure. So, is this normal? If you want some backstory i’m a 19 y/o male and can accurately say I have had this feeling since 2012 (I was 13 at the time). But I had to have had it long before then, it was in 2012 that I started keeping track. Any help would be appreciated. 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Hi guys, first time on the subreddit. I’m feeling especially bad right now, so I’m hoping that maybe writing this will help a little. So, I’ve been living with my boyfriend and his family for almost two years. And within those two years, I haven’t really gotten any less anxious or awkward around his family. It almost feels like I use an overly-nice try hard persona when around them. Always saying sorry, not really conversing a lot (doesn’t help that his mom and I speak different languages), making sure I’m never in the way, etc. I always try to escape down to our room in the basement because I’m most comfortable there. Some days are definitely better than others, where I’m not as anxious and I can actually act normal in front of them. But those days can be pretty rare. Today was a family member’s birthday, and I was talking to my boyfriend about how I’d just come home and say happy birthday and give her a hug. Almost like I was trying to talk myself into it. (We got her a gift on amazon, but it’s not in yet.) We got to the house, and there were quite a few family members there, so I became anxious and awkward, again. I said Happy Birthday to her, and I was trying to wait for a time to give her a hug but kind of missed my opportunity. I blame that on overthinking the whole interaction waaaayyy too much. My boyfriend gave me this weird look while we were going downstairs, and asked why I didn’t hug her like I said I would. I’m panicking at this point and telling him I didn’t see a good opportunity to do it, and he just gave me this look and stopped talking to me. Ignoring me completely. To be fair I got quiet and haven’t been saying anything, but man. It feels awful. So for the past hour I’ve been silently crying and thinking about how awful I am to be like this, and how I wish I wasn’t like this, thinking about every awful awkward anxious moment I’ve experienced with his family. I hate that I can’t just be normal. I feel like I’m only comfortable around him, my family, my friends, etc. it just sucks so much and I think about it on a pretty consistent basis. I’m going to see a therapist on Wednesday for the first time ever, so hopefully that’ll help me. I really, really hope it helps.",3.7286521231009013,5.069587631346579,5.052975587586031,82.56592228282042,72.24503311258277,7.9784183872224395,24.58180755746007,8.4952907291091,1.553422594468251,1779,51,352,30,34,593,207,453,0.118,0.677,0.205,0.992,1,0,0,0,0,0,56.0,4,0,2,6,32,32,2,3,19,3,30,3,0,5,3,74,73,35,0,8,12,1,5,6,1,3,0,7,2,2,22,29,0,3,7,0,0,5,12,9,0,4,20,17,55,23,44,45,10,50,0,1,4,3,46,22,1,10,28,235,77,0,0.0,0.0,0.062182278776213386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914214373183966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604156885329244,0.0,0.0,0.04333230804262855,0.0,0.0,0.28794532659155564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05243676357928643,0.2268999762224085,0.059570317404444975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320418055115859,0.03884358938736385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05635584202481641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488980032720237,0.06681001402652102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999427272134172,0.08218924911873768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657464139880273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213100266465142,0.04208696700269345,0.05763908370236965,0.05368749619168428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4204918905003047,0.0,0.12887654173705165,0.09104426030441287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10840170723021614,0.0,0.0,0.04923050811358875,0.0,0.0,0.12225353597350293,0.0724279630109303,0.05344595788049702,0.1528899600734767,0.0,0.0,0.0630935795396113,0.0,0.13566388710563046,0.057081293047865876,0.0629110673003406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708427533130139,0.0,0.06391712684635789,0.18986730421838896,0.06275212195777155,0.07352521218704587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635537536529991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18678449462938848,0.06386495065003031,0.05626660650319836,0.0,0.10701879505802,0.0,0.0,0.054173119182986514,0.0,0.0,0.0425341081509167,0.0,0.06401607717949755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462899459742697,0.0,0.0,0.0936841941371924,0.0,0.04914538536390723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729847345084724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04846251624192572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082868422806297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023672313936816,0.0,0.0,0.12965386033864645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777488144536442,0.0,0.0,0.1632846253068997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05441718861733273,0.1212260865806342,0.1520199393751865,0.0,0.0,0.10155440597840014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133018407231505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327341616569045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060056070739645674,0.0,0.0,0.15364902142437833,0.05569476076959015,0.0,0.0,0.07398472416256964,0.0,0.1224890876553266,0.0,0.0,0.11146827861234557,0.0,0.06039983839986781,0.0,0.0,0.17304887781660566,0.0,0.12449186477369276,0.0,0.0,0.055034285455150836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05057858052631148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0574980829497511,0.07114196306146807,0.07327573970916029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045265406105754816,0.0,0.0,0.08206817222105067 anxiety,Danoodlepod,2018/03/05,"Do you have creepy intrusive thoughts? I have these weird thoughts. It's literally sex with everyone I meet. I don't WANT to have sex with them, it's disturbing to me, but I have to think about it. Like I'll try not and then I make myself to get it out of my system. And then I start to worry they can read my mind and they know and I know that me definitely not true. 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It's not unreversible, but I keep putting myself in these claustrophobic situations, only to have a minor anxiety attack after I'm done interacting with the other person. Why do I keep doing this? I have terrible anxiety about disappointing all the parties involved in this stupid fucking ""help"" I received, which I never asked for.",10.825714285714293,9.949589666666668,10.58095238095238,56.60571428571429,57.0952380952381,13.161904761904767,41.23809523809524,12.161744961471696,5.423580952380951,388,17,55,10,4,128,67,84,0.244,0.68,0.076,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,3,0,5,0,7,1,0,0,2,10,13,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,1,1,9,1,10,11,2,7,0,1,0,1,7,3,1,0,2,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504445000223015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141303746352577,0.2605768869585843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343971754254791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117525833122829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352705997125046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26429238447492603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071794615309235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17665710437833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17420247550798665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19999719933188725,0.0,0.2514275822819197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302580238108889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18214936559444345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574612486790112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108780171987576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066815585226449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Reedryan1993,2018/03/05,"Do any of you have panic attacks that manifest in feeling like you will lose control? Most of my friends have panic attacks that they explain as feeling like they can't breath, or like something is wrong, and I used to have these and they were awful. Now, however, my panic attacks tend to reflect more in the feeling that I won't be able to control my actions, and that I'll go ""crazy"" or lose control of my body and end up in a mental hospital forever or something. I tend to feel intense depersonalization and derealization with this and it's just freaky to have that feeling feel so ""real"". I just wanted to reach out and see if anyone has anxiety that manifests like this also.",7.414318429661943,6.945518763358784,7.652082878953109,73.53312977099237,63.656488549618324,9.92846237731734,37.79825517993457,9.23628265651192,3.4646392584514736,542,25,98,8,7,177,77,131,0.221,0.638,0.14,-0.948,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,3,5,5,14,3,3,2,1,12,2,2,4,0,30,25,14,0,2,6,0,6,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,8,0,0,2,2,9,0,0,1,7,13,5,16,21,2,9,0,2,1,0,7,5,0,5,6,71,23,0,0.12025527864970285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616810288913184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177771321101494,0.0,0.0919949590138505,0.0,0.0,0.08408528690637038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4104232202392025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335765049678344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.404629561558608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651048322589646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3648280929127503,0.17182079019097704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929089299786439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683438461406101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350026192779724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690697934000621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118903653550465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232809771445694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687683433434528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958278875804005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851567772917823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386195003268626,0.0,0.0,0.07092967905442903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314802692135431,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MisshaChan,2018/03/05,"Tips or recommendations about dealing with anxiety? Hello, usually I figured seeing a therapist was a good idea but it hasn't been helping at all. I have seen several therapists and different kinds and nothing seems to help much. I get anxiety from having to even go to my appointments and end up not going after awhile. I am a full time working mother and barely have time for myself, nonetheless appointments. But, my anxiety has been getting worse to where it is projecting as anger and I am lashing out at my husband. I am not interested in medicine if possible but I feel terrible as I can't talk with my husband about it because he pretends not to hear me. I tend to push people away too. Anybody have suggestions? Thanks in advance!",4.1919314991577785,6.799467182481752,5.401751824817518,75.10488489612578,74.25547445255475,9.178888265019653,33.16619876473891,9.661875296680813,3.883819090398653,592,31,98,17,13,196,92,137,0.2,0.76,0.04,-0.9696,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,1,0,3,0,14,0,0,0,1,21,25,12,0,1,8,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,2,0,0,4,4,15,4,22,21,3,18,0,0,2,0,11,9,0,3,5,76,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843936802320251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736462231891474,0.0,0.0,0.1021018117869886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726773087429605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749939079548109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483485510850278,0.0,0.0,0.11062714984295732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084689189488723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501573090705042,0.0,0.19037958036552216,0.14048467760976316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877610658474905,0.0,0.22453324884557074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18907853116099507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441755907364215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12312618514501912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071347408012293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161181401668024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882251361206528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334697566430245,0.15247878942250814,0.0,0.1892187359888912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346240457705165,0.0,0.15420449763258612,0.0,0.38894316929507694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19533232952290255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446921428706486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193646125484275,0.0,0.17068906379817295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cynicaesura,2018/03/05,"How severe should my condition be for inpatient? I've had a pretty bad anxiety disorder for most of my life, especially the last few years since I started college. I always feel overwhelmed and miserable with my classes even though I'm largely doing what I love doing. But the pressure of wanting to do everything right and all is making me miserable and disenchanted with my life. I don't consider myself unstable or anything right now but I haven't been able to go to therapy since last summer. I keep wondering if maybe it would be good to step away from my life for a bit and hospitalize myself but I don't know if I'm ""bad enough"" to really need it for anything other than another escape ",6.643251879699246,7.088358541353383,7.5734492481202995,70.37566259398498,65.09022556390977,11.462030075187972,34.670112781954884,11.20814326018867,4.1880834586466165,558,24,97,16,8,188,86,133,0.132,0.77,0.098,-0.5492,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,4,4,0,13,4,0,2,1,24,25,12,0,6,6,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,0,2,1,15,2,16,19,5,11,0,3,0,1,1,3,0,5,6,70,19,2,0.1571174826311956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073433196826564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475137986448393,0.12019444416340327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585886018566971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761704692326544,0.0,0.26237307039082897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17153159796203424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800702471156819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234435970853078,0.0,0.10377461546763472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120706239515482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794433200704698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929348615311658,0.13178269004257373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965323767486354,0.0,0.0,0.08634765947695652,0.2561434370709711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33293017349519205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418046623507322,0.0,0.10487713969357036,0.0,0.15784562932804433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650062254263792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984496459053918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065348259661898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26835494338340193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749803365985514,0.0,0.2599384104795821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112085628856053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967753431315953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436712895611834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267196202948608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17038720773044227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161175174040004,0.0,0.0,0.10117850751547523 anxiety,youreaghvst,2018/03/05,"Any advice for relaxing? Long story short I’m currently in recovery for my depression and anxiety after a toxic relationship, things have been going great but due to stress of school and general life things I find it really difficult to relax and just sit down and concentrate especially if I have school work even if I actually enjoy it and if I’m trying to sleep my head won’t shut up, I’m trying to sleep as I write this, I also have pretty bad insomnia as a result of my stress levels which are due to being unable to concentrate on my work because I can’t relax. It’s like a perpetual cycle of stress, no sleep, too tired/stressed to work, more insomnia and even less time to work because I’m too tired and stressed and eventually there’s too much work. Does anyone have any advice/can relate? ",4.4232692307692325,6.083408378205128,5.8941025641025675,75.9592307692308,70.98717948717949,9.558974358974359,25.820512820512814,9.928628108626363,2.6175743589743594,641,20,117,17,12,217,89,156,0.187,0.6729999999999999,0.14,-0.8105,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,8,13,0,4,3,0,9,8,4,1,0,17,14,15,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,7,0,0,1,0,10,6,20,11,3,15,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,3,7,73,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.10683921709682252,0.0,0.0,0.10698512215757244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755318956128455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890383425586967,0.0,0.08375388349407177,0.0,0.0,0.0765527741803923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141339153588868,0.13347914425303775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429719637967696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580895437093244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446244394075707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006510597946087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06222148026975725,0.0,0.0,0.1207049445926261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236072549767404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733079277405176,0.053487664451390436,0.0,0.0,0.09688864902893646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048230261861332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138315614014302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013735213259223,0.0,0.0,0.11754333148624607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22160445694502795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32868497815895026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270596982692755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547073912425296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384018004514982,0.1258341343864351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866298718279058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985231558744543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,justsomename123123,2018/03/05,"Constant anxiety that i'm not good enough. I want to present this as is. I love my father. He is I believe, inside, a good man. How can I describe how it feels. When, no matter whatever I do, it feels so fake, so pretentious, so useless? How do I stop feeling so worthless? So undeserving of anything or everything? I want to write this story. But it doesn't matter. I feel so broken that I don't know if anything will make me feel like I even deserve to be happy. And I feel undeserving of even saying that. Does experiencing one what I write, lead someone to believe that? And this is just one occurrence of many that continued from when I was at least 6 until I was 16. I had gone on a field trip when I was maybe 11. It was to a factory of some kind; making detergent, I think. When we came back, in English class, our teacher asked us to write a paragraph about it. I wrote one. When my dad came back from work, my mom told me to take what I had written and to show it to my dad. I did. He read it, and as he read it he grew progressively more and more angry. I don't remember the details anymore. But in general they were always some variation of why what I had written wasn't good enough grammatically or made sense. When my answers weren't good enough he would beat me. And berate me. Make fun of me. I never understood why. I did my best. I cried. I would beg. I would plead. I say say ""Dad please stop. I love you, dad. Please stop."" But he never did. He kept beating me. I don't remember how long it went on. At some point he had me take a sci fi book I had been reading. It was by Samuel R. Delaney. He had me open a random page and start reading it. He wanted me to compare my writing to the one in the book. He wanted to compare the writing of a 11 year old to the writing of a published author. My 11 year old brain was too young to grasp. Or was it? I don't know. I have never asked anyone. Are 11 year old's supposed to be able to do that? Am I stupid? These are the thoughts that run trough my head. I don't know. Any how. He had me read a passage and then he told me how what I wrote was garbage because it wasn't as good as that and then he beat me. At this point he had this rod made of wood that he used to beat me with some times. It created thick red welts on my thighs. One time, many years later, I remember that he had beaten me so badly that I couldn't even sleep with my comforter because the weight of that against my swollen, hot, and bruised skin caused so much pain. Anyway. He beat me with that. He smacked the book with it, leaving a dent in the front of the book. At the end of it all, he took my pencil and scratched the entire page I had written on, out, while screaming in my face and berating me for how terrible I was, how other children made their parents proud. How worthless I was. After all this, he made me write it again, under his supervision. He would hold that wooden rod, smacking me on my knuckles, if I didn't write well enough or fast enough, or neatly enough. I was terrified. I just wanted it all to end. What had I done wrong? Our teacher had only wanted us to write a paragraph. I tried explaining it to him but he would only beat me more or yell and scream at me, asking me questions that my aspergers brain didn't even understand. Then beat me when my literal answers infuriated him. I think he thought I was being impudent. I don't understand. Why was he beating me? So we wrote. I wrote in terror. Never knowing what I wrote or thought would set him off. My involuntary, uncontrollable sobs would infuriate him occasionally and he would scream at me again and I would cower. I don't know how long it went on. I don't know if I had dinner. My mother didn't comfort me. Was she afraid of my father. Well. But there were times she would hurt me too. But it was more through just constant berating for not being good enough like other children who were so much better at school than I was. They made their parents proud. I turned in the essay. I got a giant red tick mark on it. No grade or anything, of course. It was just a random essay. No real mention in the report card or anything. My dad didn't even ask me if the teacher liked it. Or checked up on it again. I am terrified just writing this. There is a giant ball of anxiety, a black hole in my stomach, a lump of terror that eats my feelings and it hurts so much. I feel pretentious just writing all of this. Please. I just want someone to tell me that I am not lazy and that I'm not just finding excuses. Do childhood experiences like these lead to significant trauma that cause depression or anxiety later on in life?",1.277226610686693,3.4653176256627845,2.778237604691931,92.28263634297836,82.1813361611877,5.715363473066852,22.24174908563638,6.956979308442209,0.5721555478607145,3583,119,779,44,98,1168,329,943,0.141,0.797,0.061,-0.9971,3,0,0,0,0,0,132.0,6,1,4,17,54,46,2,4,31,0,85,17,8,23,8,171,154,75,0,22,33,11,13,4,0,11,4,7,0,3,64,27,3,5,31,11,1,12,28,22,2,5,72,24,131,24,88,66,26,98,0,7,3,2,91,36,1,22,53,534,195,20,0.04556794155092268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037916177742056266,0.0,0.0,0.030987762845925224,0.0,0.10457805168454516,0.0,0.045191153547359066,0.03186216423981916,0.0,0.14999413302464928,0.0,0.1703994965206526,0.0,0.0,0.07007786862298032,0.038047327820830285,0.05555558844620053,0.0,0.0,0.1026789315905491,0.04782074333911023,0.040301141262299216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101737785987815,0.0,0.10423517139222743,0.0,0.0936216564799842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848551301747084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05005424408799575,0.0,0.0,0.03924760128645086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03987681272815166,0.04663182505798059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662738025567331,0.0,0.0,0.08071934186500135,0.3295870529048333,0.0,0.1504859781644616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04095352762813638,0.04457419063924657,0.0,0.0,0.1843241632927562,0.032553746548884405,0.0,0.0,0.04164827304467719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293213644994229,0.036444845568954366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048507921113387316,0.0,0.0,0.04676585438270239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756284777769328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047451998941516166,0.1502576938305795,0.0,0.0,0.048249870611077016,0.0,0.0,0.032185984721548475,0.0890487780645864,0.0,0.0,0.08065238866614116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225369268185452,0.2155874404110809,0.09125086447831793,0.0923974811227968,0.045779122035531035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336862240847809,0.0,0.0,0.1004930404634466,0.0,0.14057922279424298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434476679145835,0.0,0.15439008251250888,0.06931294583912946,0.04848750258894215,0.0,0.10119561297997973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15005974808065506,0.086152867251941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05104652325036997,0.0,0.22790136441529385,0.05186629357694466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485878451361654,0.0,0.0,0.10871236825363556,0.0,0.04611718960582696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04560085017334454,0.0,0.07721913800507453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032253223566651085,0.0,0.0,0.11429051860177962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06852284209199327,0.0,0.039828389403831724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839619398598985,0.0,0.1085275668089055,0.07971309949806571,0.0,0.0,0.08708424184628245,0.05062765972508554,0.03093764115483508,0.04956483524358917,0.0,0.09487566838856416,0.10962524610620077,0.03935607086521848,0.0,0.0,0.18814006785972714,0.0,0.0,0.05548947673409597,0.08194210388811925,0.08448387668675245,0.12335393882938965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03317400416063626,0.0,0.0,0.3237015826966181,0.04982139071062821,0.0,0.11737704142057975 anxiety,TheGirlKing,2018/03/05,Just accidentally drove by a stopped school bus I was on my way to get sushi with my boyfriend and I accidentally drove by a school bus as it was opening it's stop sign. My boyfriend screamed at me to stop and I panicked and hit the gas. The bus driver honked at me and I screamed at it at the top of my lungs (with the windows down). I have anger problems :( I then pulled over and stopped the car to walk down the road for a while. I made my boyfriend leave me alone and I called my mom. I have now decided I never want to drive again and I hate myself more than I have in a long time. Mostly because my boyfriend had to be the one in the car and I know he thinks I'm an anxious driver and a bad one. He almost always drives when we go places. I never want to drive with him in the car again ever. I made him drive my car back home and we didn't end up getting sushi. I want to sell my car and never go outside ever again. Please help I want to die.,0.6167647058823533,2.454416754901964,1.8654509803921573,99.85552941176468,82.43137254901961,4.668235294117646,19.513725490196077,5.341637118332708,-0.5943639215686276,734,19,182,3,20,233,101,204,0.24,0.728,0.032,-0.9885,0,1,0,0,0,1,16.0,2,0,0,1,9,6,2,0,15,0,8,1,1,2,5,40,25,15,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,17,0,4,3,0,1,15,4,6,0,2,8,2,34,0,29,15,2,52,0,0,0,0,9,16,0,2,20,118,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323662419978533,0.13780615742957827,0.0,0.0,0.11071346702429097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15031570055558954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231205067272907,0.11109641912511613,0.08110986095825723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358653177834267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13809139074320245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784835294567116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407140091117018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903280804648396,0.0,0.15123787739393155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313655097776866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918480620287507,0.0,0.1334662772706036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312424063517824,0.0,0.0,0.1408873672648861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177506028398376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2518021002768837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583388329248926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078635705254795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18032473025535745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901547185439425,0.14605581715737592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12731687093755226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693200767974245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44496396405386607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525707866962545,0.0,0.0,0.07758617506860988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139201174705468,0.1056138657281166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alexsayswhat,2018/03/05,"Im kind of confused and I don’t know what to do about it So when i have a panic attack (1-2 times per week) it gets bad, like real bad. I dont really have voices in my head or any of that stuff but ill kind of scream at myself to stop thinking negatively. Thats not really the part that confuses me though When I have a panic attack, at the peak of it my mind just goes completely numb, i cant think of anything except that I’m maybe sitting on my bed or that Im in the school toilets, I can’t remember what i was thinking about and instead i just become like a shell (sounds edgy right?) If anybody can tell me what this is or guide me that would be great as i have to wait 5 months for a psychologists ",3.0898039215686315,3.325245333333335,4.722098039215688,88.45844117647059,72.79084967320263,7.950065359477126,23.7967320261438,7.908726449838941,0.9134214379084976,548,13,129,7,10,186,94,153,0.223,0.711,0.066,-0.9736,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,9,15,2,4,7,0,14,3,1,0,0,23,21,12,0,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,0,14,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,3,16,5,18,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,8,86,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632380602844337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656218816689046,0.0,0.0,0.32228443915096044,0.0,0.0,0.23653617352994366,0.0,0.15643634051562874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485126253952897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600748624087527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400393430638419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15616467806510906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453691610043479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060029209270082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2950040094492037,0.07784466955973005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840168565913488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230195619567865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430215894690808,0.0,0.11306009704891624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323809804006743,0.0,0.15338828725578804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122360387099924,0.18148348525557545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16045675401455653,0.12096449410985985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335282118479076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842199128115558,0.0,0.0,0.1621502239202626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238044215852282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722821758837697,0.139165997286587,0.0,0.08259463767632984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361948655205095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062090838180417,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,reivasample,2018/03/05,"What to do when at the lowest? Having a bad day with anxiety. I can’t help but feel that I shouldn’t be like this and that I am too much of a perfectionist. I blame myself for my anxiety and I tend to push everyone I have away or hurt them. Any tips with dealing with hopelessness (probably wrote that wrong sorry)? I feel like I have been “fighting” this for so long that I can’t do this anymore. Sorry if I am rambling, maybe I just needed to get this out of my chest. Any tips would help, thanks ",1.943290183387269,3.6490694563106807,3.3082847896440164,91.7276267529666,77.73786407766991,6.907874865156419,21.153182308522112,7.793537801064563,0.6628800431499458,386,10,87,6,9,126,65,103,0.25,0.5920000000000001,0.158,-0.8753,1,0,0,0,2,1,11.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,1,0,3,0,13,1,1,0,0,16,20,7,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,2,2,15,3,13,15,1,7,0,2,0,0,6,3,0,2,5,63,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709314266539834,0.0,0.2892141659820792,0.0,0.1874665128930544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759947811152146,0.0,0.15783177262769324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190841720488595,0.19488115856371688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062582901042165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19115803327641706,0.2700854865644518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876013430581143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253405036189412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023600353732161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847005729081581,0.0,0.0,0.16728519713368065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990558323130294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895846411591833,0.1401630109427348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20380581873750905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4232061946022388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403300626550575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134281163817833,0.20667413090520007,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beeeelist,2018/03/05,"Feeling really low and would just like a chat My anxiety has been so bad today and I feel really low. I had such a great week last week but today, I've woken up with extreme nausea and couldn't go about my day how I wanted to at all. I have a ton of work and should have been so productive today but I just couldn't bring myself to do anything :( So, I would really appreciate a chat with any of y'all. 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I have been out of school for 5 years and sometimes don't think I can do it. I was enrolled at a community college 5 years ago. That experience worsened my depression and anxiety to a great extent. I met a lot of fake people, I was insulted. I couldn't concentrate in class anymore since I was losing motivation and extremely anxious in class because some people did not like me for whatever reason. It was like highschool all over again, the classes were small and I was stuck with the same people everyday due to how it was structured. that's when I knew I had to leave. Embarrassingly, I spent nearly 4 years in my room, avoiding the outside world due to severe depression and anxiety. I wasn't even aware how fast these years went by. I got a wake up call when my mom announced she is retiring next year and how I'm going to need to take care of myself and not rely on her anymore. I know I need to further my education if I want a good job to support myself and get a decent place to live. I don't want to keep worrying my mom anymore. The issue: I still have major anxiety and depression. I went to the doctor, I started on Lexapro at all doses and that didn't help. I'm trying Zoloft that helped give me motivation to apply back to college but my anxiety/depression is coming back. I may have to go my old college tomorrow to get my transcripts. I'm freaking out. I think is one part of reason I have PTSD. I think I'm going to try and mail them the money order for my transcripts, I don't even want to go in there and be reminded of the hell I went through there. I'm also embarrassed/scared to run into any old teachers/advisors I knew. I'm so scared I will have a similar experience at my new college, I'm scared people wont like me again, that they will insult my looks, that my anxiety will cause me to drop out again. if I cant even handle trying to get my transcripts I'm not sure I wll feel when I visit the new college. Does anyone have any tips to calm down? should I just mail them my money order and request form instead of going there in person for it? am I overthinking? sorry if this was a long messy post. 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Hi all, so I started taking lexapro about a month and a half ago. Most days I feel like I’m in a dream like state, and have lost motivation to go to the gym. I also find it harder to wake up. I have anxiety and seasonal depression so I thought it was because of the weather, but no matter how much I sleep I’m still exhausted. Just curious if this is normal ",1.6159756097560989,3.6847480975609774,3.5172560975609737,88.10198170731708,80.21951219512195,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.5207512195121955,312,12,66,6,8,105,60,82,0.138,0.728,0.134,-0.3262,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,6,0,5,3,2,2,1,17,13,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,2,0,1,1,3,0,1,3,1,6,2,8,10,4,10,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,8,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231499489799607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884676756590068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997840161675008,0.0,0.0,0.18260670474587684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591985851937277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842434471432166,0.0,0.22493372032594566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320485788825772,0.1865702637046598,0.0,0.0,0.2386923198876899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842126360694533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257954698688114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551757595879077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850831818819455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20845263557406365,0.0,0.1919800847048822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558779320912414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613451151996245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848479227151094,0.0,0.20855992710656765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963571950113075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073290983405664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hubbykins-okcfan,2018/03/05,Random tingly feeling. Hi my wife 23y/o has anxiety and lately she has been getting random tingly / numbness. Sometimes it lines up with where she is being touched (back rub) other times it is just random. She took 1 Lexapro a few weeks ago and had a really bad reaction to it. And it has been going on since. Has this happened to anyone else? Thanks!,1.5540132669983393,4.270743074626869,2.459601990049752,90.68784411276951,88.40298507462688,4.768822553897182,20.87728026533997,6.42735559955562,0.4892633499170813,274,9,51,3,9,86,50,67,0.112,0.825,0.063,-0.54,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,0,0,9,16,3,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,3,4,1,5,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,5,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464194709733365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265995711497948,0.0,0.0,0.19437557991430016,0.28483142048787724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137555103009421,0.2321082571070618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322231919773986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055901798830148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452371868080961,0.0,0.15798691086048208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458237524257276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31358242190100616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808614567384218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299544359553477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749371082662694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559338787803823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620969605734769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088547483685689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229850986716609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Integral_Birth,2018/03/05,"Cut out caffiene months ago. My anxiety has toned down a lot, but I was wondering if there was coffee or tea that are caffiene free like some brands of soda. I do miss coffee and tea, but I hate how it affects my anxiety. If anyone can help me out, I'd appreciate it!",3.1717272727272743,4.177014854545455,4.576136363636365,86.74420454545454,73.18181818181819,8.40909090909091,26.47727272727273,8.841846274778883,1.7470909090909092,207,7,46,4,4,69,42,55,0.175,0.603,0.222,0.7345,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,0,13,9,7,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,3,4,7,2,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,6,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171076234580845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5473276388352132,0.0,0.0,0.25013436625541724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531860543687553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397800599696363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17476966959425733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30413075215755786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28553808013868764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879448369844992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gulaggalug,2018/03/05,"Social event tomorrow help I've been in this programme in the UK where they help me do extra curricular stuffs for university and everything and it's usually fill with people that are bright. My problem is that I feel anxious right now as I have anxiety that's been built through over the years and I think because at this age things appear to be out of control. And the main thing I'm worried about is how people will precieve me now given I did my exams in the first year and I did absolute shit which was due to my depression/constant suicidal ideation from my first year and I keep worrying about it because I know i'm going to be asked that. Any ideas how I can convince my self to think another way? 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I'm kinda at the point now where I think I need admit to myself that talking to someone would be a good idea. I've always been a bit of a worrier but it's gotten to the point over the last 6 months or so where it's becoming truly detrimental to my health and well being. I have a fairly stressful job and it's easy to blame that as the root cause of all my anxiety but I am concerned it may go beyond that. Issues I am having: -Difficulty focusing on my work, particularly on tasks I am particularly apprehensive about. -Diminished quality of work -Elevated heart rate, nausea and lack of appetite at work. Lost about 15 pounds over the last 6 months which wasn't necessarily on purpose. -Sense of dread whenever my boss asks me for deliverables. -Inability (perceived) to stop biting my finger nails. -Feeling like I am one step away from panic many days. -Difficulty finding joy in hobbies. -Difficulty gathering my thoughts. ""Blanking out."" Losing track of time and not being able to account for it. -Exhaustion. -Difficulty maintaining personal relationships. I'm planning on making an appointment with a doctor to discuss but I am not sure if I should see my GP who I have only seen once before or go directly to a specialist. Any advice would be welcome.",2.9019477337688886,5.9325316624472615,4.767984211242683,74.49541445487957,84.69620253164557,7.7838029127535036,26.21056213420444,8.558390810932622,2.724114849598476,1032,44,172,28,31,349,154,237,0.19,0.705,0.105,-0.9703,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,7,8,13,0,4,12,0,18,5,2,4,2,35,33,12,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,4,3,0,0,1,10,6,0,1,7,0,1,5,3,7,1,2,6,4,19,6,34,19,3,30,0,2,2,0,10,16,0,5,10,114,29,6,0.13478149712566914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170691908877644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214900272917508,0.0,0.0,0.0916560398999287,0.0,0.10310747638795634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600250564779333,0.0,0.12663165328514192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885557433087046,0.11468912692761125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471464867595265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845772482015778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692291545100025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13795457348916512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878949643774432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681495746776029,0.09628792847719456,0.0,0.0,0.12318784660016265,0.11464507260193445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15319886171467584,0.1130483251241927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432664287776387,0.0,0.15971672304152493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215190459466513,0.0,0.14067686566690196,0.13374983877104668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21972981840841627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584743141921327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078601951185314,0.14712992564856528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996769592686155,0.13664728329295295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21516261023044086,0.0,0.0,0.09993877230853476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14353789564663086,0.09133143062491568,0.10250740205093954,0.0,0.15813704658112096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176860045254394,0.0,0.0,0.2548241600272708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447048873457633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740340298989956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419992513208953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268336671299625,0.15439174957830984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702996596744398,0.0,0.0,0.10833226195724197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636254111980332,0.0,0.10700145347845744,0.07859217485806587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118475252306188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943676054421113,0.0,0.0,0.19148981697601114,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bittyp,2018/03/05,"I feel very lucky and ashamed I had a panic attack this morning that was triggered by how much I hate my job. My boyfriend was 4 hours late to work because he refused to leave my side until I calmed down. He made sure I ate breakfast, took a shower and got dressed for the day. He even put my towel in the dryer and laid out my comfort clothes (a shirt I have an attachment to and his old sweater) on the bed. He is such a good man and he always stays by me. But the longer he stayed with me, the more I cried because of how guilty I felt keeping him from work. He says it's not a problem but it's not fair he has to put up with my anxiety. I feel so lucky to have a partner like him, but I'm ashamed I keep him from his work because he's taking care of me. Sorry for the ramblings, I just needed to vent a little ",3.376136363636366,3.330368431818183,4.260227272727274,93.01659090909092,72.06818181818181,6.854545454545455,27.363636363636363,5.565023196281405,0.6884386363636361,628,20,151,2,11,203,105,176,0.142,0.726,0.133,0.0895,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,6,14,2,3,14,0,7,3,1,4,1,29,21,12,0,2,6,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,2,2,4,8,2,3,3,0,0,3,2,6,0,0,8,4,25,8,22,13,2,17,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,6,90,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265905040662575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11277019711099255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677030565639829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695839663725045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15029691905238055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16192576399506184,0.09506889948493022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973645988619318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907242886067326,0.0,0.14153916518267595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236426528310598,0.11789928246764342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455393740129018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14517166755595473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14628420954676966,0.2620540949192693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628777701294845,0.15608860554614298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201832573670293,0.14774610156582027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394853189069585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10836518560825883,0.10930453781895194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546846735549808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172956865381939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105390165874546,0.0,0.2963806563366139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722837630734935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650162806577212,0.0,0.3142443284455585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893458363049035,0.0,0.11083589173130673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637807668387617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163079187599955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3219542757878543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,QuietSea,2018/03/05,"I always feel like I'm annoying to everyone else... I usually come off shy at first but when I start to become friends with someone I feel like I'm just sort of idiot in a cringe compilation on youtube or some shit. Fuck. I wish I could not care what people think of me or just not be so socially challenged when interacting irl... This especially sucks because I have to interact with the same people every day for college. I just want to be seen as a nice person... I also hate that my brain constantly wants validation that I'm not annoying. I'm a Computer Science major at a big engineering school. Of all majors I pick to fulfill this stereotype of a person that is me...ugh. A lot of this stems from my problematic past of being told I'm annoying by people I looked up to or was really close with...",5.241509433962263,5.709844000000004,6.715402515723272,75.23612264150947,68.1194968553459,10.385157232704405,30.99433962264151,10.355215969177356,3.1587630188679245,632,24,123,16,10,217,101,159,0.252,0.63,0.118,-0.9794,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,14,8,0,7,0,7,3,2,1,1,28,27,9,0,4,10,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,3,4,14,6,25,20,6,17,0,0,2,1,7,8,3,6,10,79,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308119144972936,0.1361085921725801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971459916362248,0.1806571807699628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18260525778416414,0.0,0.0,0.16677694790787914,0.0,0.0,0.14090650540083136,0.0,0.17676787751912387,0.0,0.13060237170072148,0.0,0.0,0.10549318640079253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366470157727259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782009457122474,0.15630417230804955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16541819259736673,0.2337178943961428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13913792411560316,0.0,0.0,0.12637864987742112,0.15122366101443532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149773895122707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15983024316841488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736290106670476,0.0,0.0,0.13906672761122113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615209513632194,0.3402096475970733,0.28565704561912103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479117158619497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554795672989794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679087296204856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674544646820413,0.13859767503665155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11578015280308915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481309331522982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630417230804955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015619349672635,0.0,0.1929630892788886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810468158984744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,majoramsey,2018/03/05,"I attempted to stand up for myself yesterday. I have anxiety with just about anything that involves me leaving my house, from driving, shopping shit even phone calls. Yesterday I was at a candy store that was particularly busy, and waiting in line to get my daughter a single lollipop for behaving so well. I’m a very patient person and didn’t mind waiting the 10 or so minutes just for one lollipop. Then a woman with her three older children steps up to the counter beside me and when the employee says next she immediately starts speaking even though I was next. I actually spoke up and attempted to vocalize that I was in line first and had been waiting longer than her, she didn’t even look my direction. I know it’s not that big of a deal but it angered me so much that she felt so entitled to my spot and made my toddler who has been patiently asking to open her lollipop wait even longer, since this lady didn’t even know what she wanted. Thinking back I feel stupid for being so mad but I’m so proud because I have never once in my life stood up for myself to a person I don’t know. I hope this is a stepping stone on the path to find my backbone. 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I've been fighting anxiety for so long, but lately, since my depression is giving me some breathing space and I can get out of bed and do things, anxiety has become severe. I had to hop off of a bus in the middle of nowhere because I was about to faint this morning. I've laid on the sofa for hours now hoping to calm down but I'm frozen with palpitation and nausea. This morning I was on my way to set an appointment with my psychiatrist. But I can't, because I can't get there by bus due to anxiety. I need to go out to do groceries, but I can move. I went to the hospital room last week because of this and they made me spend the night there. I'm not even able to go again because honest to god, the idea of stepping out of this sofa terrifies me. 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anxiety,harambe2852,2018/03/05,"Relationship problems So back in February 2016 I got diagnosed with GAD and major panic disorder and took Prozac for about a year and felt WAY better like it was cured, I stopped it in August 2017 and that’s the time I started the girl I am with today, I was okay till the end of the year starting getting mild anxiety again not as bad as last time, it was like this till this Saturday where me and my gf and 13 other friends were suppose to go to a place called spider monkey, and as soon I got out the car I was hit with vicious DP/DR and my gf was inside by the time and I got back in the car and told my friends mom I wasn’t feeling good while trembling and gasping for air and I texted her to come out or something and she got really upset that day cause she wanted to spend time with me and I left because I couldn’t handle the DR and my dad ended picking me up and took care of me, later I told my girlfriend to spend the night and talk about it and she agreed, once we picked her up and was at my house she was telling me about me about why I didn’t tell her I had this before we dated and that she would’ve second guessed about dating me if she knew this because lately we haven’t gone anywhere out and how we can’t even do normal things like walk outside etc and basically ended up breaking down cause it was the truth and I was holding her back, so today I’ve came to the agreement to get back on prozac 10mg and try to get back to my old therapy guy that has known everything I felt, and see if prozac is still what I need to take, and hopefully soon I start feeling better she says she’ll stay and help me and everything as long as I’m trying as well and that she loves me a lot and couldn’t leave easily if she tried but she said she would do it for the best for her and I understand where she is coming from, does anyone know if getting back on Prozac was the right thing it’s only 10mg right now used to take 20mg for major panic 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anxiety,w00tSandwich,2018/03/05,"University: Self Catered or Catered? people say catered is more sociable, but is the social aspect limited when you have anxiety? Anyone experienced this decision? 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I always seem to get anxious about not having done things in my life. For example I was playing tomb raider and my mind began to turn to thoughts such as ""exploring caves seems like fun, should I have joined the caving club at university? Did I waste an opportunity?"" When in reality it had never crossed my mind before. This leads to me feeling anxious and sad in the current moment and reduces my enjoyment of relaxing and playing the game. Does anyone get similar feelings and how do you overcome them? 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I was with a friend on vacation and while drunk, I packed a few dips. I don't normally chew, and the total times I have done it in my life are in the single digits. But I got a small canker sore from it, and it is driving my anxiety crazy thinking I have cancer. Lesson learned: Not worth doing it cause it will drive my anxiety crazy. 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I am a 27 year old female. I have been dealing with anxiety and depression - along with hypothyroidism and anaemia for past few years now. I have thoughts about things I did wrong or things that could go wrong in future and usually when I am anxious, I end up involuntarily saying my thoughts out loud or shouting names out loud. Has someone experienced this? At first it was not bad - but these days it has gotten worse and my fiance is noticing too - not that it is a problem, just that it is becoming noticeable to others around me. I am seeing a psychologist/counsellor for few months now. Should I tell him? Will he be able to help?",3.4502956989247298,5.945932362903228,3.951290322580647,85.13860215053765,76.17741935483872,7.359139784946238,26.46236559139785,8.344100000000001,1.868055913978495,519,20,100,10,12,163,87,124,0.154,0.8029999999999999,0.043,-0.9019,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,3,0,17,0,0,1,0,25,23,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,12,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,6,6,12,0,15,13,2,21,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,2,14,77,24,0,0.16598498734096814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697806099495154,0.18751578994703247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776182959433926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859053123215534,0.0,0.1833173777399485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13252550607041808,0.0,0.0,0.10704658523952933,0.171123233572202,0.14296262637659135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701343182970966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118674543875742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433309343140653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125623820128112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248763330641064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779500164575619,0.17417332253411408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845145200975566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588252161231186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319979240831064,0.0,0.0,0.1322685447619958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406385411323593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387708817327881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507819502047042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220546100251071,0.10635647770805416,0.0,0.26354707849145026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828090133736976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915288259463326,0.0,0.3629570537950097,0.0,0.21377777963201333 anxiety,InHeelsAsWell,2018/03/05,"Looking for Advice to Shut Down Anxiety Backslide Hi folks, I’ve been treated for anxiety for the past 20 years, and with medication and therapy, I’ve kept it under control. Even after my son was born and I spiraled into PPA, I was able to recognize the problem and seek effective treatment. At the moment, I’m 4.5 months into an employment crisis that could result in my firing. I’ve been accused of something I 100% didn’t do, and I’m about to lose a career I’ve dedicated myself to for ten years. My anxiety has reappeared in the form of paranoia, insomnia, and agitation, in addition to the physical symptoms I’m experiencing as a result of this experience. I’m on medication and working with my therapist a couple times a month, but I’m losing hope. I’ve endured stressful experiences before, and I’ve survived traumas that I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, but this most recent situation is breaking me. I’m reading self-help books, and making a conscious effort to defeat my anxiety, but I’m failing. Does anyone have any advice for shutting this down so I can function and get back to being a fulfilled and happy person? I feel like I’m more active than I’ve ever been in recognizing and treating my anxiety, but nothing that I’m doing is working. Thanks",7.0138648488441016,7.244120668049796,8.309463544754,66.14839211618259,64.31120331950207,10.703141671606405,37.546235921754594,10.451354775682146,4.261734795494961,1015,49,164,23,14,351,140,241,0.193,0.674,0.133,-0.8738,1,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,10,5,14,0,1,12,0,16,4,0,5,1,36,33,18,0,5,4,1,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,17,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,8,0,1,7,4,15,6,33,23,4,27,0,4,1,0,3,14,0,2,13,108,22,7,0.1221121684772841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23865319552574826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830404619692356,0.0,0.4670773732470961,0.0,0.0,0.08538366744865418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938967200247065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390846138798264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695918035571528,0.0974966301715286,0.1351147918095503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686118153385324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065393561195675,0.11045744744128498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388982645176363,0.0,0.0,0.06174358144224675,0.08723695755933672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379856803549122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299906740106152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184921251628448,0.0,0.0,0.1212849362469362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059657837394121185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254346678541064,0.2732245628861432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151082067511528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460303257783548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493753572105055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11716991903735015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656988209143855,0.0,0.10662363542845626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684485362418315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221452137643017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205710346495462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12738962339618326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372591936677645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400791315459216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987907641677805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692129896213558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124244784466397,0.1396459068347827,0.14178163939668995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120458743915042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404229673295986,0.0,0.0,0.17779822600074033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727246578932602 anxiety,Margurka,2018/03/05,"Get Out Jordan Peele spent years writing Get Out, struggling with doubts about the relevance it would have. To doubt is to be human. Anxiety can make you fear wasted effort, that your big dreams will fall apart, leave you vulnerable and be hurt in ways you can’t handle. But if you don’t try, you don’t succeed; and worse, you don’t fail. So you don’t learn to dust yourself off, you don’t learn how to manage your investments in your efforts, you don’t overcome. It’ll be hard at first. For years it’s been hard for me, I can’t remember my childhood innocence anymore. But it is getting easier. I am overcoming. I am getting better. You can Get Out too.",2.6455128205128244,4.76131834615385,3.5211538461538474,89.11301282051281,77.07692307692308,6.7948717948717965,23.91025641025641,7.793537801064563,1.1820256410256411,515,17,105,8,12,164,81,130,0.218,0.684,0.098,-0.9231,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,13,0,6,4,8,0,4,1,0,22,0,0,2,0,18,29,7,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,1,2,1,8,6,0,1,2,2,18,2,15,21,0,15,0,2,0,0,15,9,0,3,4,69,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15695269208762513,0.0,0.20347118043082002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145411527846367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308706483204381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745154998435851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359581505144188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3675798340264429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963621467104316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21724291942629329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13695100075488978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241495448916924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21448577637431376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929536803973178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285253226100266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908336518593734,0.14574521331831464,0.0,0.0,0.2642424821961456 anxiety,sofeaaishahj,2018/03/05,"Any Tips for Someone Who Wants to Help A Friend When They're Having a Panic Attack? I've a friend who's lately been having some really bad panic attacks, as well as break downs. I'm trying to get this person to see a someone, but I want to be prepared the next time it happens. Any tips on how I could help my friend out, so that I don't say/do anything that might be inappropriate (and be helpful enough in the hopes of at least allowing my friend to feel more at ease)? 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I disabled my cards. But I still had my license and social security in there. I’m thinking of all the things that could have happened to it. Maybe it’s in my room somewhere. Maybe it’s thrown away or maybe it was stolen. Could be anything. But honestly it could be so much worse. Yet I can’t bring myself to just calm down. 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I'm wondering if you fine folks would be able to give me some advice. Recently I went to see my doctor, and we discussed my anxiety problems at great length. In the end, she prescribed me Zoloft and Hydroxizine (as a bridge medication until the Zoloft kicks in). I'm wondering a few things about these. Firstly, how long does it take the Zoloft to start working the way it's supposed to? I studied neuroscience, so I know it can get worse before it gets better, but is that something that takes weeks, or days? Second, does everyone feel sick to their stomach on Zoloft, and if so, does anyone have any tips on how to minimize that? And if you have any other insights into these drugs, please share. I've never taken anything like this before, so I don't really know what to expect. Thanks :)",5.322962962962965,6.978764691358022,5.335493827160494,80.85472222222225,68.75308641975309,8.362962962962964,27.69753086419753,8.841846274778883,2.174175308641975,688,23,123,12,12,215,111,162,0.07200000000000001,0.812,0.116,0.826,0,0,2,0,0,0,27.0,1,2,1,4,6,7,0,0,6,0,7,10,1,2,1,24,25,16,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,0,0,13,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,2,3,13,6,17,21,2,21,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,7,14,76,26,2,0.12740365035789275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24899474523058998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327770220138972,0.0,0.097463443804662,0.0,0.0,0.08908359461265762,0.0,0.10484234875001022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21682224546464907,0.0,0.0,0.112678175393728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216481463981902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040303469621034,0.33447537895872304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774778643317554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284181881022022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434792953609134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441911367232346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167389598204772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312629784049734,0.12221719056970007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046297429397347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400354286867922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622429881579127,0.0,0.0,0.22549644281532966,0.1069869788713559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566915483835252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826154934191547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398509494948072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190808715368805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161804077618134,0.0,0.12579573463751662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152421432902288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808155442469943,0.0,0.0,0.09017695946630616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19158337897843086,0.0,0.0,0.11729616402929265,0.0,0.0,0.08464132417730111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485801861534068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112708750230204,0.10219552344737873,0.0,0.0,0.11810446028432008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27632764827453776,0.09275137483069827,0.0,0.1298352041130483,0.09050389782494217,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ilovesocks420,2018/03/05,Back in 9th grade 9th grade was a rough time for me.. I really liked a girl.. And I think she liked me too.. We woukd text all the time and I loved her smile and laugh.. But then she would confront me with all her friends.. About something I dont remember.. And then she accused me of watching her with my phone standing up which I really wasnt I was a shy kid and did things to make me look busy.. I could never even say hi because of my anxiety.. I still think about this.. I really liked her.. And if it wasnt for my stupid anxiety.. I couldve still been with her.. Ill never know and ill never forgive myself..,0.08569553805774532,2.279521716535438,1.6490078740157479,98.32007349081364,87.74015748031496,5.276430446194227,17.128083989501313,6.742157984588678,-0.2540977427821525,466,11,110,6,15,150,72,127,0.066,0.758,0.17600000000000002,0.9358,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,4,0,9,3,0,1,5,26,15,11,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,1,2,1,0,2,4,11,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,6,4,28,7,12,7,2,13,0,0,2,1,17,2,0,1,13,78,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28500683094176443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432375455485313,0.0,0.11355434014910368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872913560077566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183183518763689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303594601436744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391918852541086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237441904265293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730204696868702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642798268687955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812464881656625,0.0,0.12434310683139845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310110286708476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580065239011562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21101852017119746,0.0,0.0,0.14813704721524096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14340716841717344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975263238088694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12375591621221388,0.23872094458038776,0.0,0.0,0.21724231333950836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232771231981744,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,i-am-not-a-giraffe,2018/03/05,"i phoned in sick at work today when im not. Now i cant stop worrying that work are angry at me and im going to get 'caught' I couldn't sleep at all last night. I lay there wide awake from 9:30 to 3am and my alarm was set for 4. I gave up trying to sleep at that point and decided I'd have to phone in sick. There's no way I would be fit to work a 12 hour shift, with an hours drive home at the end on no sleep... so I texted my boss and said I'd been up all night with a virus. I think she believed me and was ok with it, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm going to get caught out in a lie. I'm going in tomorrow. After being asked if I thought I would make it in I said I was much better after a rest and should be ok by the morning. I'm just so worried that there's going to be a lot of attention on me because I was off and that I won't look or act like I'm recovering from a virus and people will know I lied.. I hate having to phone in and I never do it unless necessary. I think that makes me believable but I can't shake the fear of what will happen tomorrow... 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Anxiety is making this unbearable. I am currently in the last semester of a Masters of Arts in Teaching program and am not happy at all. I also suffer from depression and anxiety and I feel that this program is making it worse. I have no desire to get out of bed in the morning and dread coming to school each day. But I am already 30 years old and in student loan debt on top of that. Prior to getting into this Masters program I graduated with a BS in Biology but found most careers needed a Masters to get hired. I was able to find seasonal contract work  with my state’s DNR program (I worked two summers at $15/hour) but no full-time career opportunities. While I have maintained a 4.0 GPA in my masters program, I graduated with a 2.50 GPA in my undergrad which I felt limited the schools and programs I could get into so I kinda felt this was the only program I could get into. I am to graduate in May but I feel like quitting my internship every day. I think 75% of my students are great as well but I have a really sour relationship with my internship’s mentor teacher. We never really connected for some reason. She seems to have a great relationship with her students and other co-workers but we essentially don’t talk outside of classroom duties and reviews. Outside of school, I enjoy TV, running, cooking, hiking, PC games, tech stuff and spending time with my wife. I feel bad for her because she has had a career right out of college and has been waiting for me to play catch up. I want to make it work for her but I don’t know if I can. I feel that I only have one path to go down and I don’t know if I can. My anxiety seems to be getting worse and worse each day. I am nauseous all day and dread each minute. I'm not sure if my anxiety is making this worse or this is making my anxiety worse. 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I have fairly severe anxiety and depression, I am currently taking sertraline for it and will be trying to get back into therapy this month. A lot of my anxiety stems around insecurities and my relationship. It’s been causing a lot of strain on me and of course, my partner. One of my biggest concerns lately has been other women, my partner has been looking for work and I can’t get past the idea of him working with another woman and I’ve got myself believing he would rather be with anyone than with me. This is due to many lies from him and previous abusive relationships. I have tried discussing it but to no avail as he gets highly frustrated with me when I’ve discussed it previously, I’ve tried to reason with myself that it’s ridiculously irrational but he hasn’t really helped. He has threatened to leave me several times and refuses to acknowledge my feelings a lot of the time. As you can imagine, this has increased my anxiety by ridiculous amounts as all I can fixate on is that he wants to leave me. I’ve got a million and one flaws which he has never failed to point out and I feel more and more insecure by the day. All I hold is this guilt/self hate for being such a mess of a person. I know I’m at fault for being this way, that I shouldn’t burden him with my issues/insecurities. All I would like really, is some advice on how to handle my thoughts regarding anxiety around women and to feel less threatened and to also make it easier on him. He is due to start a new job and I desperately would like some advice on how to tackle my insecurities/irrational thoughts. Any help or advice would be much appreciated. TLDR: looking for advice on how to handle anxiety and insecurities regarding other women.",5.616010678871092,6.691594783625733,6.701528095601323,73.50028604118997,67.53801169590643,9.924434274091023,30.65903890160183,10.074871250255047,3.154173760488177,1424,54,254,34,23,478,164,342,0.201,0.7340000000000001,0.065,-0.9924,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,3,11,15,4,4,10,0,32,0,0,6,4,64,52,27,0,7,5,0,3,2,2,6,0,0,0,7,18,26,0,2,10,0,0,1,5,13,0,3,7,6,33,2,53,34,15,31,0,2,3,0,26,15,0,7,16,192,51,4,0.0,0.10520726476507364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4338460342236624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100913343605003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038347825360135,0.09310904270034936,0.3396387223937176,0.0,0.0,0.06208735722723484,0.0,0.0,0.1580923149361208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682776855672706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004128183806972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121667295302403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572652711224019,0.0,0.07647879230810804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13469188822788372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917478374611647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420345541438914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766643725748174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903450503159466,0.09381653375281394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023847018011016,0.0,0.0,0.08811509301156778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879927512551493,0.0,0.10016435118718774,0.18804164903864054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676126412397324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236956918295936,0.0,0.0,0.2264703759304202,0.0,0.0,0.05927118841767121,0.09002394461011562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087512623294145,0.0,0.0652743617282539,0.0,0.06848398902423977,0.08575852762555633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12033924793240358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476464091566574,0.0,0.07753215503063239,0.0,0.0,0.08393974440909108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11376838745431075,0.09129579681254914,0.0,0.19066467256872027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263229480741178,0.20062559729523965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284938456283289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676260506300022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154454080092304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098623388648496,0.10355387133519277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808574298679672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05237344704988826,0.07048114340699428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292872782574602,0.0,0.0,0.2523089850222968,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CorrectMyPost,2018/03/05,"Anxiety caused our relationship to fail? I was in relationship with an amazing woman and she was diagnosed with GAD 3 years ago. Even though she told me about anxiety, I was still motivating her to achieve her goals and dreams, but it appears that I eventually stressed her out too much. She eventually gave up on the 10+ year relationship because I caused her too much pain. My heart is broken into a billion pieces because I couldn’t empathise with her anxiety at that time. I only started learning about it after the break up. I am constantly blaming myself for letting her suffer so much. I lacked the essential communication skills to talk to her and I am pretty positive she had anxiety about bringing up our problems, especially if I shut down so easily. Did I cause her anxiety? Did anyone else have problems with your SO trying to understand anxiety? Did you stop loving your SO because they couldn’t empathise or caused you stress?",6.628333333333334,8.255566760233924,6.942938596491232,70.66598684210527,65.60818713450293,10.378362573099416,35.30263157894737,10.504223727775694,4.1109333333333336,760,36,125,20,12,246,104,171,0.236,0.642,0.122,-0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,4,1,5,12,9,0,2,5,0,14,4,1,5,0,26,21,11,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,9,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,7,0,1,9,0,33,2,23,9,5,22,0,2,0,1,27,10,0,3,9,100,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613767447965813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978007699932966,0.0,0.0,0.07583335908799894,0.11112364731683523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19833713379962745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.445647360350197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719993684995912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007823762606173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059916226898317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163265579801781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285181742652695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090127138408676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788371195547496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391778777470959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248393724455236,0.11540239914124548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033641780278634,0.0,0.20755111620839656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493161061932862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676409756932585,0.0,0.08661127676362794,0.09067216183901396,0.2484667278362115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717098783169926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655522417705847,0.0,0.06324023328270638,0.0,0.0,0.10363217220790973,0.0,0.07363295328502077,0.0,0.0,0.11290414197024948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396812731196987 anxiety,Riverdaledaily18,2018/03/05,"Can’t cope with school (anxiety and panic attacks) Every time I go to a class I get myself really anxious beforehand and overthink everything. I hate the feeling of being trapped in a classroom for 1 hour and the thought of something happening when I’m there such as being sick. I have a real phobia of throwing up infront of people and I always feel like it’s going to happen in class. Once I get to the classroom door the panic attack kicks in full blown, sometimes I can force myself into the room other times I have to miss the class altogether, combined with my depression I am missing a lot of school. Teachers don’t understand, only one of them is super nice about it and I don’t know what to do because pressuring myself into the class only makes everything worse. What should I do??",5.784671052631579,6.739149177631582,6.485368421052634,75.63857894736844,67.09210526315789,8.71157894736842,31.647368421052622,8.841846274778883,2.7707821052631583,633,25,107,10,10,208,95,152,0.235,0.6990000000000001,0.066,-0.9791,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,12,3,3,11,0,13,1,0,1,0,18,29,7,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,5,9,0,0,5,0,0,3,3,9,0,1,1,2,16,3,22,25,2,15,0,3,0,0,1,8,0,1,5,78,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12422726358204753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421197990906655,0.16866338536162326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396943273606749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101021174013024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285894939923505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578936378603867,0.0,0.26835746503171953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15097834078691466,0.1066579780436517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15600329170391988,0.0,0.16969812402752404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264046112433274,0.0,0.0,0.14740011533702782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702770770141874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204985861051832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729390901394739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692717447658902,0.0,0.0,0.09965706697156597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899668800057642,0.10116767362582453,0.22709455713029245,0.0,0.3503362863628728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035039078983076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16993294437641104,0.09564363487944703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021935548356585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493630930849535,0.14765878782053116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852533184829245,0.17411284245043832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554236920267943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15214664231821162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theniceiceman,2018/03/05,"Can I get some advice on what to do? Potential TW here, abusive relationship. Not mine, but a friend of mine. I'll try to keep this as brief as possible. I met a friend of mine a few years ago, let's call her Mandy. Her husband, Jay, is an ex-heroin addict, a felon, unemployed, not able to drive, lazy, doesn't help around the house, berates her constantly, doesn't appreciate her (and basically tells her so; he always whines about how she's not doing enough for him. Whenever she asks him to do something, he says she should do it because 'she's the wife'. He yells at her a ton. She says he never hits her (although I'm not sure if I believe that--he seems to have serious anger issues). So fastforward to 2017. She moved out of her and her husband's house and is living with her parents. After their house is sold, her husband blows through his share of the money on addictive pills. With nowhere to go, Mandy's parents invite Jay to move in with them. Big mistake. He constantly yells at Mandy, complains, bad-mouths her parents (all of this behind their back, apparently). Mandy decides to get a divorce, but needs time to save up for a lawyer/court. 2018: Mandy calls the cops on Jay for the first time ever because he 'charged' at her parents and they, out of fear, locked themselves into their bedroom. The cops come and arrest Jay, and when he's being put into the police car and makes eye contact with Mandy, he makes the knife-across-the-throat gesture. The police suggest to Mandy that she get a restraining order against him. Jay goes to jail. A few weeks later, on the date when Mandy is supposed to go to court for the restraining order that will keep Jay away from her, she decides to cancel it. She claims she still 'wants to be friends' with Jay. Meanwhile, over the years, I'm the one she vents to about all of this. She talks to me constantly about how Jay yells at her, berates her, asks for things but won't lift a finger to help her, basically just treats her like crap. I am SO happy for her when she decides to get the divorce, and after the event with him charging at her parents, even happier that she's getting a restraining order against him. When Mandy and I sit down for lunch a few days ago, and the first thing out of her mouth is that she's cancelled the restraining order against Jay because she 'wants to be friends' with him, I get angry and upset and tell her I want to go home. She posted something on her Facebook that's passive-aggressively talking about me. 'I thought friends were supposed to stick by each other no matter what. If you don't like me and my choices, get out of my life!' I don't like her choices. At all. She knows her husband is abusive, and whilst she used to justify his behavior, she no longer does it, and yet she *still* claims to want to be his friend. Her constant venting to me, and making subtle threats about how she'd be better off dead, and how she's so unhappy and depressed (yet won't do a thing to improve her life, as far as I can tell) are really affecting *me* mentally and emotionally, making my own anxiety and depression worse. Any advice? I really do want to stand by her, but I am still *so* frustrated with her, and I don't know if I want to continue having my own mental illnesses flared up by the circumstances of her life. I hate how selfish that sounds, but eventually one has to look out for themselves.",4.495503868471953,5.69180681666667,4.708110896196004,86.31908123791105,70.22727272727273,7.7988394584139265,28.284977433913607,8.128838120801504,1.7249300451321719,2649,94,535,36,47,829,275,660,0.175,0.748,0.077,-0.9975,8,0,2,0,2,0,105.0,0,1,5,3,30,29,5,2,32,0,37,12,4,11,6,94,75,48,1,12,13,10,1,3,6,4,7,6,2,0,18,39,1,6,7,0,2,10,14,14,0,4,4,9,95,15,103,59,12,78,0,3,2,0,113,28,1,5,36,361,113,1,0.06494711818902002,0.1539034296452597,0.0,0.14160389076146512,0.0,0.12693114444922354,0.11514340317938435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054041205138426016,0.0,0.0,0.0441662675001144,0.0,0.04968436764652049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781670477689488,0.12143357658046593,0.0,0.06101995546697921,0.049940324941001896,0.05422813084489262,0.1187734812920098,0.0,0.0,0.07317316164129717,0.0,0.057440448166611084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263653838824624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594619150898174,0.0,0.2807390475035593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041885518290886686,0.0,0.1118777154565168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056835660798117464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305676631952646,0.0,0.06710773454829566,0.0,0.04289695903298784,0.0587483866946571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308356433631115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048797110665944,0.0,0.0,0.3010678944272663,0.0,0.23752532062219986,0.0,0.11073283192123826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913741499896725,0.0,0.06412183316824761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706536859121013,0.0,0.06514725500792279,0.0,0.0,0.2248207632693701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778791759829114,0.0,0.11545596557245,0.0,0.0,0.07138647528561763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06641282865015707,0.13762221087413204,0.0951896440244962,0.0,0.05734949524726929,0.0,0.0545392219290809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1734108228552349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090283881861572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380570165465076,0.0,0.04815746519521192,0.050091221410205465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880196962590199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36058044387831206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321811727429407,0.062201386183412574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06528979229437726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321357395578757,0.0,0.0,0.06972889915454304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329711034071162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059125417156115176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999989292220326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560055744409226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121189027557936,0.0,0.0,0.10440406689444452,0.17029993187194525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294439382916263,0.0,0.0,0.05156075717858147,0.0757423738138135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04409483000953943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056093457350544634,0.0,0.0,0.2298449581781569,0.0,0.05209666066145401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06618666202214743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364762947763144 anxiety,ultra_gold,2018/03/05,"I lost my job and it has completely consumed me I just can't get over it. It's been six weeks. It was my life. I can't see my old co-workers social media without physically feeling like someone is crushing my heart with their hands. I can't be happy for them. I want it all to crumble and fail. My boyfriend still works there and I can't tell him how hurt I still am because it's been so long and he has to get on with it. My Sertraline isn't helping. I want to up my dose. I have never felt this depressed. I've had no interviews for other jobs, everything is just dragging on painfully. I wish I could get over it.",0.5425408942202807,2.626573183206109,2.381423118865868,94.6550572519084,84.34351145038168,5.269574700109051,23.097600872410034,6.5431188927421005,0.48936161395856104,481,18,109,5,14,159,81,131,0.224,0.736,0.04,-0.9727,2,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,3,7,7,0,0,0,0,17,5,2,1,2,18,27,6,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,4,22,2,13,19,1,11,0,4,1,0,8,5,0,0,7,77,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527644495011164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107288421876094,0.0,0.0,0.13788706478319784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487464376426582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521181279653015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732241513676357,0.12337706438992453,0.16581928441971133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706861950502769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384258468194226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204650580134862,0.11575731026632365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848791464641014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427566202985831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198326553536733,0.0843725990848746,0.0,0.0,0.15283425111640062,0.0,0.0,0.18852267981574852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331970484297854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121981888531746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183765199499827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376197076409254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17604611524323108,0.14632832733215828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758372212682067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094759543711972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372611649913186,0.0,0.13852969118736694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19859671825744354,0.1664768394280963,0.0,0.25145561917134884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Secritacc,2018/03/05,"New panic attack symptom Thanks a lot Kevin Smith! For the first time in my panic attack history, nausea has been added to my list of symptoms. And of course since Kevin Smith has been all over the news about his heart attack, that has added to my spiraling thought process. I mean, he threw up right before he had a heart attack. Clearly that is what is happening to me. Gah!!!!!!! Sometimes I get so tired of living like this. 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I was diagnosed with epilepsy around 2 years ago, and although I’ve always had anxiety issues, I feel as though my epilepsy has worsened the existing anxiety. Every bizarre physical manifestation of anxiety I begin to feel sends me into a panic attack in that it may be some form of a seizure beginning. I’ve had tests done and everything to assure that I am in good health and that it’s very very unlikely to be seizure activity but I can’t help but feel it still. Does anybody else feel this and if so, what do you do to help manage such a thing? 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I continuously exaggerate situations but when i explain to myself that it's not as bad as I think, yet I still manage to panic and worry. This is happening all day, every day and has been for the past two to three weeks. The only time I'm not worrying is when I'm asleep. It's taking over my life and causing me such unhappiness, I did used to have a counsellor about a year ago for totally unrelated reasons but I'm not too sure that getting another one would be helpful, anyway (the process of seeing a counsellor took me 8 months last time, I can't wait that long!). I just.. I don't know what to do anymore, it's really stressing me out and I want to focus on my future being positive. I want to focus on getting onto the course but I just worry. Is there any advice that can be offered to calm my worries or.. something? Thank you in advance! 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I have been with this company for nearly 8 years, I also know the manager fairly well. I have been told I am wanted for this role and, I will get supported through training and development programme but, I am nervous and anxious this morning. I am currently sitting at the breakfast table thinking all of worst case scenarios that could happen during this meeting. Wish me luck and wish you all a great day. 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I'm working on a project and I'm trying to figure out an idea for this project, but I can't seem to decide on one specifically. Like, my brain feels like I need to have something specific that I can wrap my head around, before I can move on. At some point, I decided that I sort of have an idea, but it's still very vague and not something that my brain can say ""Yes! you got it! This is 100% the right idea!"" Because of that, something is just always stuck in the back of my head telling me that I don't have it yet and I need to figure it out. But for some reason I just can't figure it out, and it's just a cycle that keeps playing over and over in my head. It's gotten to the point where I tried to take a break, put it off to clear my head, but it's creeping into my mood and i'm on edge and it's still stuck there in my mind. I've been taking a break from it this entire weekend but my brain still feels so exhausted and all I want to do is sleep all the time. What do you guys do if and when something like this happens? TL;DR Have a project, can't decide on an idea. Brain needs 100% specific idea or else can't move on. Tried to take a break but brain doesn't rest. Can't keep thinking in circles in my head. Exhausted. Need help.",1.441266264677882,2.831553459854014,2.6217803871786742,97.48413678197399,78.27007299270073,5.641129800063473,19.94224055855284,6.046907544983943,-0.28226321802602383,984,22,240,6,23,315,115,274,0.061,0.858,0.081,0.7532,0,0,4,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,1,14,7,0,0,13,1,21,13,11,1,3,57,45,19,0,6,13,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,22,14,0,2,16,2,0,3,8,2,0,1,6,3,24,4,35,39,5,38,0,0,0,0,6,24,0,6,11,152,46,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06604236244656264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055497487467573145,0.08132414676713241,0.0,0.070656303140556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06103078256683048,0.0,0.04838333564443652,0.0,0.06753819209185619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44301694796529056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945739460666088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13260723072443276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802639132209864,0.0567020848778827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041467652254782536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06347959746227723,0.0,0.0,0.07858897398567982,0.07018680343227074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072836041487161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320017026189272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4479964594264568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141095756569867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632880791096575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801412734690036,0.0,0.0,0.16871591782050158,0.0,0.23540798268900665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378329987168616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500609825064798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978897057756552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160578200973949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778171490391463,0.0,0.06311836665493861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225564677224186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942751760230815,0.0,0.0,0.24441222252661235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901554264988628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902953209423014,0.0,0.06937305090626575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085721766259147,0.0,0.0,0.04628140037922737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166146210378834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06548872517036276,0.04681459883445952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057782448998027626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,embarassingqueso,2018/03/05,"Helping a friend with anxiety problems So I have a friend who has really bad anxiety. I care about this person a lot and more than anything I want to be able to help her overcome her anxiety as her happiness means the world to me. I talk with her whenever she has problems, but sometimes I feel like I'm not saying the right thing. She often times degrades herself and even though I also tell her that she isn't all the negative things she thinks she is, it doesn't really seem to help her that much. She also has panic attacks time to time and I just can't seem to help make her feel better after those at all. She's getting to the point where it affects her school and her extracurricular and I feel as if I'm not able to help someone I care about a lot. Is there something I should be doing or stop doing to help her? I want her to get back to her happy self as soon as possible, although I know anxiety isn't something that is cured overnight. 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Hi, I’ve been having these “attacks” for about a year now. They would happen during my sporting events where I’d have to go out of the game, they’d happen at home, out with my friends and most recently at a concert with my boyfriend. I would like to go to the doctor but I currently don’t have one and haven’t really had the time to look for a new one. Either way, am I having an anxiety or panic attack? What happens every time is like clock work. My body instantly feels like it is leaving itself and I zone out. It’s almost like my hearing goes away for a second trying to zone the sound out as well. I can feel my body tense up and my throat closes so bad that I end up grabbing at it like my body is trying to get air and I end up gasping not able to breath. I begin to cry uncontrollably and can’t stop. I also seem to experience memory loss from this? I don’t remember the events leading up to it or what goes on during the attack. Thanks in advance for the help. I’m sorry this was lengthy. I’m just tired of dealing with my anxiety and feeling the way I do. 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Hey guys, I am 20 years old and over the past month my negative thinking and self-loathing has come back out of nowhere, making me feel like all of my progress has vanished. Only 6 months ago did I finally realize that my constant negative thinking, resentment, annoying self doubt and constant judgement of my self and comparison to others was not just who I was, but something I had created as a reality for myself. I was always called quiet and shy, but I was honestly just so preoccupied with those thoughts that I had nothing positive to add to anything. Over the the last 6 months, my outlook completely changed when I realized that I was not stuck in that self created hell. I started my journey by trying to recognize how bad I treated myself, followed by 2 counselling sessions at my university and a lot of self reflection and reading. I learned a lot of techniques from the Power of Now and other similar books. I was making a lot of progress and was finally feeling good about myself. I forgot to mention that I was in that negative mindset ever since I was 14-15 ish if that really matters. Anyways, over those 6 months my life changed completely, I become more confident in myself, I was able to talk to people, be myself and just overall enjoy the little things. I got an amazing girlfriend who has been there for everything, I started accepting myself and embracing everything I was, and I was no longer obsessed with what people thought about me. I was no longer beating myself up and dwelling on little things. I was truly enjoying life. . My mind was clear, and I was handling everything that came my way. About one month ago I smoked some weed and went to class and was feeling a little bit weird. I also got a little annoyed with my roommate over something stupid, and just got super angry over nothing really. The next day I just woke up feeling weird and anxious again. I started doubting myself and my worthiness over the next couple of days and for the next 1 and a half weeks I was feeling myself slipping towards my old way of thinking. Constant self doubt, hatred towards myself and not being able to do anything without falling in a cycle of negative thinking. I thought I had completely escaped it but I felt myself slipping back and I was terrified. Ever since then, I have been feeling good 1 day then extremely down for 3 days after, just constantly going in and out. I feel like I can't control my thoughts as well and everything is just back to the way it used to be. I know that I have changed a lot and accomplished a lot, but I find it hard to stay positive and be happy with who I am and what I have. I have learned a lot, but it feels like I can't apply my knowledge anymore and all of the self help books and and techniques and support are not helping. I know I have to stay positive but some days I feel like its too much, I am not sure what to do. If anyone has any advice or insights, I would greatly appreciate it. 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My anxiety is almost totally separated, physical from mental. I don't usually feel anxious. I was diagnosed with PTSD about 5 years ago, now it has ""transitioned"" into GAD. Sometimes I get these crazy physical symptoms out of the blue. For example, whenever I jerk backwards, I get instantly sleepy. It feels like I did when I had a concussion, so naturally I start to panic about having a concussion. It becomes hard to separate what's an actual problem vs. my mind creating it. :( If anyone else is suffering, how do you get over it? :(",5.037619047619046,7.4224906666666675,6.7161904761904765,67.6904761904762,70.90476190476191,11.523809523809526,34.52380952380953,11.20814326018867,5.115095238095238,460,24,72,18,9,158,80,105,0.231,0.6940000000000001,0.075,-0.9495,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,6,6,1,1,4,0,9,4,1,1,1,12,15,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,4,11,1,11,12,1,10,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,7,48,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.16275364466837627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784079128694033,0.0,0.1670065127040972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758657508167146,0.18841441762153852,0.0,0.2332335137956485,0.34177252651327555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841958854586933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525546359186906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927862923865772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459506812147837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786473026787117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686583966747845,0.11914797497215415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614076785878837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940250934447258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814804953725353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16807544972855154,0.0,0.16840069401479751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19568090378723188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15958635061028875,0.19495740167343376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495011323446349,0.0,0.11804804920133935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34669745885825703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18368508486940024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740113102253666 anxiety,Haroldsburg,2018/03/05,"I’m suffering Hi I have had slight anxiety in the past however in December I got in a car accident and while I am still physically healing the mental damage done is becoming to much for me to take. I have debilitating anxiety and it’s ruining my life and relationships. I have issues just leaving the house. My doctor game me 1mg attivan to take when it gets particularly bad however I tried it and did not feel a single difference. Not that I want to rely on pills but I was really looking forward to some relief. Driving is a huge issue for me and today I decided I’d treat myself and drive out to the woods and take a small hike. Well guess what? The damage to the truck was near 20k and they clearly did a half ass job fixing it because my driveshaft unexpectedly let go. On closer inspection the bolts were not tightened. This set me over and Iv still not wound down. I attempted two attivan this evening with ZERO results so will be going back to the doctor tomorrow. How does a guy live like this? Iv got two kids and a wife and I can barely support myself right now. Thanks for letting me vent.",2.5154587348135697,4.935736626728112,4.515804356933391,80.25474549643907,79.04608294930875,8.000754084625052,25.53183912861332,8.841846274778883,2.281711520737326,876,34,165,22,22,299,139,217,0.101,0.778,0.121,0.8578,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,0,0,15,0,18,9,1,2,1,27,33,16,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,1,8,0,0,2,9,13,0,0,2,1,0,6,4,5,1,4,9,2,22,6,21,20,3,29,0,4,1,1,7,14,1,2,11,119,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074544110556185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426157350205628,0.11321332523653516,0.08265538296257596,0.14975027314684455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166436642964558,0.0,0.27756750332962976,0.11865712593663352,0.1387572867541045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955697530034598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06855918878877929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084101647861685,0.0,0.15411966592910206,0.0,0.21688998365527204,0.0,0.14936943796021748,0.13425700512174632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15645450553294946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28304481244665985,0.13455374432126274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357193019799824,0.0,0.27730320233070177,0.09577235945447538,0.06624320846142707,0.0,0.11972987002172752,0.0,0.11386279730100908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664444481727395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967542992395263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943752802658712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686345320750015,0.0,0.0,0.14557463839106946,0.0,0.11579448850768573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165672593718435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386774479019305,0.0,0.0,0.3058440336897469,0.0,0.0,0.12483453117329807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852498578421376,0.0,0.0,0.0920577982928927,0.0,0.2649065887289549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997544078684361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191313542094047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ashleytaylorj,2018/03/05,"Anxiety is most likely going to make me quit my job Back story, I’ve had anxiety since I was 18 (26 now) and it’s progressively gotten worse the past year or so ESPECIALLY at work where I start having panic attacks on the way there. It’s absolutely unbearable those 8 hours, I daydreaming of just running out and puking. If I brought this to my employers attention (with help of a therapists letter or recommendation) would I be able to take a medical leave of absence until I get this under control? (I’ll have to do more research on the specifics of our rules but I know they do offer it). Has anyone had any experience with this? (Disability would be a last resort and from what I’ve read it’s almost impossible) thank you!!! I was thinking of working from home but I only have a highschool diploma and a few college classes. I’m working as a mail clerk and that’s my only experience so all the working from home jobs seems to need experience I do not have. Please help :( ",3.7149801587301567,5.711621883597887,5.374546957671964,77.56912202380954,73.55026455026454,8.322883597883598,28.74371693121693,9.017664075816787,2.5623780423280427,772,32,143,17,16,262,122,189,0.107,0.847,0.046,-0.799,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,1,1,7,7,4,1,1,10,0,17,1,0,2,1,27,30,14,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,2,0,10,8,0,1,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,6,0,17,2,22,20,4,18,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,6,9,98,27,12,0.13083461152854658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101196442536014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889720223494112,0.0,0.20017623941851706,0.0,0.0,0.09148260243699946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488432585115018,0.0,0.10060374032684943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674214192209306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839440658056531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835568452421519,0.0,0.07435632481647889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539136446467446,0.0,0.2624755659306136,0.0,0.12884573773008628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25966632766068193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190328087540124,0.10664767065874994,0.0,0.138534962582155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391918248135138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873331191427133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180210661577438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970122066490742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19901123540170249,0.0,0.15350622673690614,0.0,0.0,0.12489644094887214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361711456188234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391587141112706,0.13087001723252933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910691653123084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822774266398397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09260541144195518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837134530116108,0.0,0.0,0.12045493211105993,0.0,0.1519090680614452,0.0,0.08383353619742262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10385042478146987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809966217019385,0.0,0.13333164666115768,0.1858823084029793,0.0,0.0,0.08425320024314728 anxiety,J0127,2018/03/05,How do you shut off your anxiety or fear of saying the wrong thing at your in your job. How do you get thru the day without giving a f@$& what your coworkers think in a corporate environment. 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I was brought together with them out of something really tragic, and now this is the longest I've stayed in contact with a group of people. I'm like constantly worried that they will end up like my other friendships in the past and that I'll lose contact with them or they will start thinking I'm annoying, needy, or just flat out replace me (being replaced is like my biggest fear). The thoughts keep spiraling more and more lately. I don't really know how to get over this. My therapist has suggested just getting to the root thought and working out the issue logically in my head, but has anyone else had to deal with something like this before and can offer some extra advice? How do I trust these friendships more and prevent my anxiety from getting in the way? 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Mine was 144 today. Hey guys. Lately I have decided to try checking out my heartbeat. Mind you, it made me more anxious because I thought I was gonna have a heart attack. My resting heart rate is 92ish, and generally have a 115-120 rate during an anxiety attack. Well today was the worst of them all! It took all of my energy to calm myself down to 102. Just curious what everyone else’s numbers are. 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My throat feels tight and my heart doesn't necessarily best much faster but I can feel it. Like it beats harder. This happens sometimes. Sometimes at computer maybe. Also 99% of the time when I get into bed my throat is fine but I can feel my heart beating It's annoying",1.9829606879606883,4.830182283783788,3.4579606879606892,82.25276412776414,91.02702702702706,7.555773955773955,25.64619164619165,8.296473431620573,2.5823675675675686,315,14,56,9,11,103,51,74,0.249,0.6859999999999999,0.064,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,0,3,0,4,7,6,0,0,13,10,8,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,5,8,3,4,10,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,35,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.16721827234710715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703295002291999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3932595187649341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17982704984069914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25992750361679423,0.12241642003837253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790523769049876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152912328743942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091713602386161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371565315138661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14568033812389286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214965483846995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596602599778722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389499880599124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781039995004014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991878360362592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518060956356168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Budif-,2018/03/05,"My pulse is always 90 or higher. Even when I'm falling asleep, just waking up, resting, playing videogames, drawing. It's always so damn high. Right now it's 93 and I've literally done nothing all day. I'm constantly anxious, whatever I do I find something to worry about. I want to die because I can't handle all this anxiety. And alongside I have a heaping spoonfull of severe depression too. I've basically wasted two years of my life. I should be out partying, having fun. I should at least finish school but I'm failing every course and I feel like a fucking failure. I'm so worried, so goddamn worried about my future that I just want to die.",1.7213095238095235,4.428139920634919,3.495535714285716,84.02758928571431,86.30158730158729,5.372222222222222,27.716269841269842,6.9077264865688965,1.7543984126984131,514,25,90,7,16,171,88,126,0.315,0.605,0.08,-0.9873,0,0,1,0,0,2,18.0,0,0,0,1,11,7,2,0,2,0,9,4,2,0,2,16,17,9,2,4,4,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,1,12,3,10,13,4,13,0,2,0,1,0,5,2,1,8,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28240369876859434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981806344266078,0.19170978454941404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344597345232012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833826272024695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944079855257767,0.0,0.14616014101541233,0.0,0.35223826479414105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17365938051947685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208354685845803,0.0,0.14297739712934954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858041154629675,0.12123187227259985,0.0,0.0,0.1551003694934062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568825322858935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929464350909666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986230779524006,0.08290558870194763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282925329285064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492067128301325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174285090256314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170978454941404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306413662170571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576972341539875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001838725547801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5170079084277299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092795760993832 anxiety,patience_whistles,2018/03/05,"Making friends in a new city Hi, everyone! I’ve lived in my new city for over a year, but I work from home and I find it hard to get out and do things since I don’t know many people here. All of my friends live in other states. I get anxious about going places by myself (especially because I’m a woman) and if I do go, I don’t really meet people because I’m too nervous to start conversations. I’ve started seeing someone (who I met on a dating app), and I really enjoy spending time with them. I would still like to make friends as well. I’ve tried bumble for friends, but no one really messages back on there. Basically, I’m wondering if any of you have the same issue with wanting to meet people but being too anxious to go out and do it. If you have any suggestions on how to overcome this fear and/or how to make friends when you’re anxious, I’d love to hear them. Thanks!",4.674455047714716,4.718519519337022,5.691361125062784,83.5656805625314,69.27624309392266,8.570768458061275,29.16172777498744,8.296473431620573,1.8487966850828728,687,23,146,9,11,228,105,181,0.098,0.7040000000000001,0.197,0.9746,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,2,1,11,12,0,2,5,0,9,1,0,5,1,27,30,15,0,5,6,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,1,1,6,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,3,2,1,1,1,3,16,10,27,27,2,24,0,0,1,1,20,10,0,4,11,88,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717081123508622,0.0,0.0,0.3916529255194391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885923385195213,0.0,0.14088975942127602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042343557379827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003819141678527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10562061052163124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4464104987274336,0.0,0.12075164872625407,0.0,0.19702784510117805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035199085847788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024558416601867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591705048777028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061560330893932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350927340546092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05645724070778072,0.0,0.20408486390462333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042982650132528,0.0,0.23141348517590804,0.1171606606158901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321896232321373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830708733571502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403462271562495,0.0,0.12073659203706767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209390216812128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208711174823804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09559320819885284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791441401785124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635892638691645,0.0,0.09228712026305397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639299241065192,0.0,0.0,0.0767735572202875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06738451657227648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845829629880524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06816083967072424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10390316821547302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12532091577344434,0.08412974456671604,0.0,0.0,0.08209117999816963,0.0,0.0,0.07441746001548122 anxiety,mental_dissonance,2018/03/05,"My first day on Escitalopram This is the medication I was recently switched to after telling the psychiatrist that Buspar was giving me two hours of foggy brain and weird peripheral vision every time I took it. She said it meant my body wasn't developing a tolerance to it. This was after almost a four-week trial. Buspar was 10mg. My current medicine is only 5mg a day. Right now my eyes want to sleep but my brain doesn't. I'm feeling a combo of sleepy and pissed off about everything. But no anxiety. I'm currently making an attempt to nap again. Anyone else have similar feelings when starting Escitalopram?",3.5532318840579755,6.318493243478265,5.180543478260873,74.98965579710149,77.43478260869566,8.007246376811594,26.97463768115942,8.841846274778883,2.613594202898551,493,20,84,12,12,166,82,115,0.134,0.828,0.039,-0.8922,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,7,0,9,7,6,1,0,10,20,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,3,2,0,2,8,4,9,0,11,12,0,18,0,0,1,0,4,3,1,1,14,52,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916670342567387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642626841868514,0.0,0.0,0.13383662455635895,0.19611967667182192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261066237232834,0.0,0.4273483045269645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24688409794208746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598964652435325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16126913446921148,0.0,0.17202478338164742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19356283877640348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628111826782267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836155839886348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849790197151556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776604039099582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19282299135532951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455740834072649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889918854383598,0.0,0.0,0.16346102036928986,0.18207243254693534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154580392481615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354792643943352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729865426603385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116112942971767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21266085491849274,0.0,0.0,0.18697738490942373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289714496759908,0.0,0.1535356084634691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,talkerreklat,2018/03/05,"I always feel terrible and tense that I'm going to mess up and get in trouble at work I've been going to therapy and trying things to help but it's just one of those days where everything feels like a struggle. I'm at work right now and my whole body feels so tense. I just want to up and leave and part of me wants to quit but it's a really nice part time job and as a college student I need whatever income I can get. I keep beating myself up whenever my boss tells me about something I did wrong. I work at a front desk, and he has a room in the back where he can keep watch on how i'm doing. I think he thinks I'm this awkward mess, and it just makes me want to run away. I know I'm overreacting right now. I just can't let go of how tense I feel. It feels terrible. 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I live in constant fear of fucking anything and everything. I’m burden to those around and I can’t talk to any of them. I take my mess and I go to therapy but I just keep getting worse and worse. Even now I feel like I’m faking it, just trying to show off. I’m supposed my second year of uni today but I’m too afraid to go to class or meet anyone and I’ve just become so uninterested in what I’m learning. I know I should go but because I’ve got the decision making skills of a child I’m not going. I’m sorry but I just don’t know what to do any more. I’m sorry if I’m just faking it for attention or if I’m just not wanted but this is the only community I can relate tat peats until I convince my self you guys our at to get me. I just don’t know what to do anymore.",-0.07140624999999902,1.7885388385416654,2.8425416666666656,91.78162500000002,85.09375,5.298333333333334,19.495833333333334,6.508806274219699,0.07923458333333322,675,19,155,7,20,239,101,192,0.141,0.813,0.046,-0.9551,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,1,1,12,11,3,2,6,0,9,3,0,1,0,35,38,16,0,4,18,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,1,7,1,0,4,5,9,0,1,1,1,19,2,21,36,1,17,0,0,0,3,8,7,3,4,6,92,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855321569381486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749774923938393,0.09693687079402004,0.0,0.11408485769698933,0.12341461282046574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451065750839372,0.1531115529575544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14981526958746755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156716230474704,0.0,0.11680603349737295,0.0,0.1245962699321808,0.0,0.0,0.15600300693217484,0.0700980615552309,0.09904092827212148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844976903187131,0.14486221384713754,0.0,0.31515804139555303,0.0,0.11087913738171716,0.0,0.0,0.137270524571688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322522827893168,0.0,0.0,0.2285706417026645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677300969626567,0.0,0.12241731483492202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925399918766634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543822485799127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105496064982886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462662277982685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103812418585143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042363262004874,0.11142962524741697,0.0,0.0,0.15854129521781812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314098448953863,0.0,0.0,0.09412411852268536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817705616158109,0.11004207292723392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825619792363768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08927644566711061 anxiety,dulcetdreamer,2018/03/05,"Looking for ways to manage my anxiety, any suggestions that have worked personally? Hello, I'm new to this subreddit but I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember, being told by a doctor that I had it when I was 14 years old. I'm 19 now and I've had ups and downs, but I'm in college so I'm looking for ways to help deal with my anxiety. They don't have to be huge, just small ways and maybe why they've helped for you. I would see a therapist but don't have the time. There's not one on the campus of my college and, even if there was, I don't have much time. I'm in my third year academically, yet it's only my second year in college, which means I'm buried in work that normally upperclassmen would be facing. I'm very time pressed but I do get anxious, sometimes during class. I'm just looking for little remedies that could help me come down. Anything helps, feel free to include any anecdotes. Thank you! :) ",2.3559210526315795,3.989176210526317,3.8223026315789497,88.80924342105264,76.3684210526316,7.065789473684213,24.50657894736842,7.8658589789855275,1.1670263157894736,720,24,157,11,16,238,107,190,0.042,0.8240000000000001,0.134,0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,2,9,2,0,0,4,0,20,2,1,0,0,21,38,13,0,5,8,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,3,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,6,6,15,3,23,26,1,27,0,0,4,0,12,11,0,1,12,93,23,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488677664932534,0.0,0.29510549790756563,0.14526640829197945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581592551315963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107660852118229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266604364018904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325672761923944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161397060081434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493032486068665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501731614414713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718126112245934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34475590835613884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887768808742311,0.0,0.11379521291212515,0.3239414126668431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12918265720629307,0.14006864946265607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945260446289012,0.0,0.0,0.12418986865609355,0.0,0.0,0.12598769745095614,0.0,0.0,0.13493014637305029,0.0,0.08713369858768799,0.09779600529849647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11227697602178438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456637027659245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246697855689628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717556755692055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838538819364035,0.0,0.14929910861605214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249398754156405,0.0,0.0,0.1228701344880186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609752197243577,0.0,0.3061984919096539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602952675293872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722534714918554,0.0,0.0,0.18268865253543376,0.0,0.0,0.2484169218113489 anxiety,internalocean,2018/03/05,"Took a tiny dose of wine today and I'm on Zoloft I didn't think and realised afterwards. I now feel a bit depressed, is it normal for a tiny amount to affect me?",1.359333333333332,2.8306070285714284,3.120000000000001,93.47333333333334,78.71428571428572,5.80952380952381,20.238095238095237,6.42735559955562,0.0308095238095234,126,3,29,1,3,42,29,35,0.109,0.8909999999999999,0.0,-0.5106,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,4,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4575675731084444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609851415475589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191831473736916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4106459956337588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685534613697345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972742220294854,0.0,0.4656547741273265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MainAlternative,2018/03/06,"Worried anxiety/depression will drive me to be an alcoholic like most of my family Hey. So I find myself wanting to drink more and more lately. It numbs the pain and makes me able to be goofy and happy and laugh without restraint. I love it. But I know it's terrible for me physically and mentally to rely on that for happiness. I never understood why my family had such a problem with alcohol until this year. My Dad is a highly functioning alcoholic and has struggled with depression and suicidal tendencies. Fuck I had to pull a loaded pistol out of his mouth when I was 17 because he kept saying he didn't want to do this anymore. My oldest sister drinks wine all day and night to get through having to deal with her bratty kids. My Mom has never been a consistent drunk I'll say, but when she drinks she always goes overboard and turns into a horrible person. And my brother who I don't speak to anymore is probably the worst of them, a major alcoholic since he was 19 and it's ruined his life. The only two out of the bunch that have managed not to be substance abusers(well I'm teetering on that line) is my sister and I. I honestly don't want to be like the rest of my family and I worry about it all the time. But fuck a gin and sprite is calling to me right now, promising that I'll be in a better mood and finally stop obsessing over things and be happy for a little bit. I never got why alcoholics existed until just the past couple of weeks. Now I get it. Now I see how it happens. Fuck. I feel like I'm fucked. I feel like I'll fight this and fight this and fight this only to wake up one morning when I'm 30 and be just like the rest of my family. Fuck ",3.6481415929203536,4.8602041622418914,5.1532672566371724,82.26806017699118,72.27433628318585,8.727834808259589,26.244365781710915,9.174902378510234,2.098721675516224,1317,43,263,28,25,444,177,339,0.203,0.6940000000000001,0.103,-0.9891,0,0,9,1,4,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,12,31,8,2,18,0,25,21,2,2,5,51,49,29,1,4,7,5,2,5,0,1,8,3,0,2,18,25,10,2,5,5,0,2,8,17,0,2,9,6,35,13,39,32,11,34,0,2,1,6,27,11,5,1,26,183,53,1,0.08007472018635768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4278776180089114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662858184714034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15882521141138664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048812806198921616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081958280171949,0.08742085527280175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176524220070375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886011548406854,0.0,0.051641570103880936,0.08255352044297044,0.13793647832374598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23532822305481155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019492788964058,0.0,0.08097636900471912,0.1144107922016391,0.0,0.0877179419427539,0.07318684357446074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3701389425271839,0.08367147267035226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404306869793086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0708098106099716,0.25572308586524806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460333828409622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04400697207957535,0.0,0.09032777217952248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056559142958437884,0.19560231776352968,0.08025590601052304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227056129399369,0.0,0.053450497514786255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069648417266208,0.0,0.0,0.09378254449599403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852756819729008,0.0,0.0,0.07514470048458835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426070274832283,0.1218008660136212,0.08520514796583388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644038106132772,0.0,0.06991815704078748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633409174875334,0.07662069289116666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683833735183116,0.0,0.12735726291224694,0.0,0.0,0.06380918467955563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623863600748149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694605158441631,0.0,0.08371148362450304,0.0,0.08758874723087982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319808600978833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669221328450706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709830152801708,0.07822136631015691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416904338911262,0.0,0.06423111050083226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445099602843987,0.0,0.0,0.07718917278659533,0.0,0.0,0.1626395305373231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051565494447187325 anxiety,uoom,2018/03/06,"Does anyone else feel hyper aware of their body and actions? Lately, my anxiety has been at an all time high. I’ve now started fixating on my body, and its movements. The best way I can describe this is when you think about blinking/breathing, and suddenly it becomes difficult to disengage from being conscious of otherwise automatic bodily functions...except, it’s everything. I can’t sit still in my classes...I fidget and then become too aware of my fidgeting, which makes me more anxious because I wonder if anyone is watching me, and I have an internal freak out. Admittedly, my posture has also become horrific because I honestly feel as though my body has become obtrusive, therefore I try to make myself as small as possible and it’s giving me a lot of neck and back pain. Just wondering if anyone else has experienced this?",6.956291390728482,8.251299761589406,7.569198675496692,67.6899569536424,64.62913907284768,10.808211920529802,36.9543046357616,10.793553405168565,4.58197165562914,668,33,102,18,10,221,105,151,0.113,0.826,0.062,-0.7816,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,1,1,9,5,0,0,4,0,11,5,4,3,1,23,21,16,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,7,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,4,18,2,15,19,4,19,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,5,9,77,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975863846802502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335169551300387,0.13785780622143648,0.0,0.2559761160138761,0.25006584595090897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383261231944802,0.0,0.1487752437476869,0.539084874817938,0.0,0.0,0.12806169361992,0.0,0.0,0.4066394513281258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678822238120612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20387880259762325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967161406460296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234028523927178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706114123551695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12893012362155998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13765379794422553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037445192132936,0.0,0.0,0.16291033881131664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298472434212839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756913318195335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08637261042467324,0.0,0.09745235472262828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819112565620766,0.11989267324151286,0.0,0.07115597271966499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284954281865488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09686077889421177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646700493699894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aj-joseph,2018/03/06,"Any good mantras? I’m trying to develop more ways in which I can deal with difficult, anxiety-triggering situations without backing down, and I think having a mantra to go over in your head can be pretty good. Even ones that aren’t super motivational can be helpful. Here’s some of the ones I try to use: “I’m stronger than I think” “This is only temporary” “Just keep swimming”",5.329583333333332,6.562238347222222,6.0871111111111125,77.069,68.30555555555556,9.648888888888887,32.455555555555556,9.888512548439397,3.2124022222222237,299,13,56,7,5,98,57,72,0.047,0.7120000000000001,0.241,0.9406,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,1,2,0,10,15,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,5,3,11,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,38,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581587444880285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883555797357287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397742626914348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361336981881427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217753926660253,0.39014518165170425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386886994990275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588989249247245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672304444273493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3151972181146652,0.17688350955165769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366120418627789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614236629364529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980489030339277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3158058558017715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20086983326204627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846069400724869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419367330861828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxious-Adam,2018/03/06,"Having a major crisis need help Hello everyone, As my title suggests I'm having a major crisis and I don't know where else to turn. So, some important context is that I am a university student looking to become a prof one day. Also, some important context, I have really severe GAD and depression (I also have very low self-esteem, confidence and seriously hate myself) Anyway, as part of one of our classes, every other week we have to go on a nature walk. I was walking with two people who I began to form a friendship with earlier this semester. Now I have a really hard time making friends so I often use dark humour and sarcasm to make people laugh because in my mind if I make people laugh or do stuff for them, they'll like me. Anyway, while we were walking, as a joke I made a culturally insensitive and ignorant remark. It was not directed towards either of the people, but rather towards the subject matter we are learning in the class. Now, I have major appreciation and respect for what we learn in that class, and I only made the joke in the hopes that these people would continue to like me. Anyway, neither of them got offended by it, so I let it slide. However, over the last few days it has been weighing very heavily on my mind. I've been worried that I've completely ruined my life because nobody would ever want to work with, or hire, a racist, that everyone who liked me will now hate me. I have thought about confessing what I did to the professor of the class, but I am afraid that she will not only kick me out of the class, but also I will be expelled from the university. It appears that I am the only one who has been paying any mind to this and that everyone else has forgotten, but it is just weighing on my mind and I don't know how to make it right. I've even gone so far as to self-harm myself for being so stupid and making a mistake. I know that I am a bad person and I've done a really horrible thing, but I'm usually a really good person and would never make jokes at the expense of anybody's culture or beliefs, but I just really wanted these people to like me. I don't know how to remedy any of this and I am panicking really badly. My life has been going so well lately and now I've gone and thrown it all away. Please help me (or at least reaffirm that I am a horrible person)",6.354643628509718,5.72733135853132,7.536039740820737,74.01905745140391,65.8682505399568,10.518151187904973,31.478963282937364,9.98439552973466,2.970248103671705,1821,60,345,36,25,624,211,463,0.16,0.7140000000000001,0.126,-0.969,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,5,0,3,1,27,28,4,1,27,0,44,4,0,11,3,81,75,42,0,10,17,0,1,4,1,7,2,0,0,3,31,23,2,1,9,3,2,9,7,13,1,4,16,2,49,15,48,49,12,43,2,3,1,0,23,18,0,10,20,267,80,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446935690597224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045771706839108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224172042587018,0.0,0.12840171506956288,0.09374420290149132,0.08492017995239133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061885641277905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917679811812896,0.0,0.06622619256309048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868629227346695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284652967562141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05078584698833651,0.06955240289159183,0.06478406882119313,0.2204182261087748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059405873843434015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739796923153434,0.06449260738818009,0.06149683755106064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887932348367584,0.15182808671309422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307696831973637,0.0,0.0,0.07637021265598241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902935278484826,0.0626765097781067,0.08673651099190346,0.0,0.0,0.07862636023443466,0.10862091705654467,0.1502604319833708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456915926425537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14551243770178596,0.3079524416477295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105523710094201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057013777057469565,0.05930315722476497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15631019984655145,0.17543744131346184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326556932626072,0.0,0.3198396473624884,0.20141503051738244,0.0,0.08440333885907303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955504489971931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566458007008305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16042837519614542,0.08686505787141577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802191453240737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051083030839791765,0.0,0.0,0.061042945320681975,0.04483581929529835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836354379785492,0.07511143289661171,0.0,0.0,0.0664092235503417,0.08468468458367268,0.1268864219128393,0.09070472701883928,0.0,0.06167740316793292,0.0,0.06913433398785535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055977637247082164,0.07808664537929667,0.0,0.16386369596587874,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Azuron1798,2018/03/06,"How does your anxiety usually show itself? Generally and mainly I become a furnace and my heart starts pounding but doesn't get faster and then my breathing becomes all weird like I'm forcing as much air into my lungs as possible. And I start gripping or fidgeting with stuff, usually by digging my nails into things like this Otterbox case which has several deep cuts for this reason. And then I get really hungry. I hate this And then somebody goes ""it's kinda silly to freak out over this"" Wow, thanks, actually I was freaking out on purpose, but I'll stop now that you've pointed that out.",4.809722222222224,6.811013464285715,5.488333333333332,77.87888888888891,70.60714285714286,8.549206349206349,30.301587301587304,9.150863307647796,2.855353968253969,476,20,82,10,9,154,83,112,0.17800000000000002,0.693,0.129,-0.5125,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,10,2,0,1,0,3,3,3,2,1,21,10,15,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,12,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,10,5,13,9,3,20,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,12,55,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.18707410234484192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665197853657744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4234409619275797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677602534217106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20031341199770705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892666475785247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271685260852155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18731243237579973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092348227691004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18122093836488185,0.2161158986542996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280960631860526,0.19710221997468785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21656939306763326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713762003044256,0.0,0.0,0.16027197304728014,0.0,0.0,0.21945363387834066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764940151727316,0.0,0.0,0.12735870160134138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222667017515459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiouslia,2018/03/06,"I don't want anyone to see me I need to mow the front lawn and it is beautiful but then all the people driving by will see me. I usually wait until it's dark and there is less traffic to get the mail, but if I mow in the dark I will probably cut my foot off. I guess my grass will be 3 feet high. I know the sunshine would do me good too, but maybe I will just go sit guiltily in the backyard.",1.0195779220779215,2.0242419318181852,2.990129870129873,96.01590909090912,78.54545454545455,6.392207792207793,21.662337662337666,6.868970318607317,0.20444285714285693,302,8,77,3,7,102,58,88,0.073,0.807,0.12,0.7343,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,6,0,10,2,2,0,1,14,19,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,13,2,8,13,2,11,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,2,3,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995804551851806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940839802797798,0.0,0.16252429408621516,0.2398594745783061,0.0,0.0,0.3150300426125573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021447773638833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716255470667878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872969864469717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21204437473612944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825675342891425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30832583511948364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4557648028978412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149574001064822,0.0,0.16867350418596105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031460741966036,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alh26,2018/03/06,"How do I tell my mum my anxiety has come back? I suffered from anxiety about 3 years ago and it was a really horrible time for me and my family. My parents did everything in their power to help me and seeing them so distressed by the whole ordeal really tore me up. Anyway, eventually got better and the last couple of years have been fine. I get anxious every now and then but I've come to terms that it's who I am and I will always be an over thinker and a worrier. Anyway, the past 3 months I've started to go back down hill and really over analysing EVERYTHING, especially my health. I get very paranoid something is wrong with me when there probably isn't. Its unhealthy I know but it's hard to stop. I want to tell my mum because I'd depend on her so much and talking to her is like my safe place. But seeing how distraught they were when I last went through it, I don't want to see them worry like that again. I was planning on telling her this weekend as I'm going home to visit them for the weekend but I'm having a really bad and anxious evening and so I'm tempted to tell her tonight but I don't even know where to begin. I've also spoken to my doctor this week and she's starting to prescribe me beta blockers again to ease it. Any advice or suggestions on how I approach the subject and explain it? I'd be so grateful as I'm so lost with what to do right now.",2.921888111888112,4.209120209790214,4.415664335664335,86.55888111888115,74.17482517482517,7.297902097902098,26.63636363636364,7.84624498591911,1.4866769230769237,1084,39,227,15,22,362,154,286,0.155,0.7440000000000001,0.101,-0.9461,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,5,4,24,11,0,2,9,0,19,2,0,4,0,36,43,33,0,2,6,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,13,17,0,3,4,2,0,7,3,6,0,0,8,4,36,5,33,32,3,44,0,2,3,0,23,11,0,2,28,155,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10710978876591813,0.09716280150035507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765521271153509,0.09120444146547464,0.0,0.0,0.0745386737517157,0.0,0.1677029588499729,0.2476565838129913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856690857213005,0.09151991286568044,0.06681734178207156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09694128728519501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883891044350515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128156740570895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219065276105136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479296600249558,0.0,0.09235129500237173,0.0,0.19702110475244852,0.0,0.1033307124704752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453357883259123,0.0,0.12458797025217447,0.0,0.08766526539211489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818918197561252,0.0,0.0,0.11651048426147564,0.0,0.0,0.07346938593437036,0.0,0.10994793677873743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12047776488211928,0.17869383475165196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709998409933554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965244777110567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08748979131677975,0.0,0.08057608627279786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217091214122847,0.0,0.10463530915457513,0.0,0.0,0.11451929748309347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817830124973673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808763244840036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360648560059696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620353407379015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438326332174992,0.0,0.0,0.1551652838463546,0.0,0.0,0.09163900947319352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810050204692015,0.3832164765929702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06391457112459997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043986889902332,0.12930183539639165,0.0,0.08792266615212402,0.0,0.0,0.10160972498958723,0.0,0.12237583951167967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111314447431093,0.0,0.0,0.1198415131321622,0.0,0.1411707105138875 anxiety,Throwitallaway0118,2018/03/06,"Sometimes I'm glad when the suicidal idiations come back, because it means I'm not afraid of death for the moment I'll preface by saying that I'm already in therapy for my depression and anxiety, and that I did this on a throwaway because it's kind of a dark sentiment :) I have no plans to die, but I do just need to get these feelings out really quick. I'm pretty afraid of dying. It's been a fear of mine for the last year or so, since I had a health scare and subsequently lost my health insurance. Every muscle ache immediately becomes cancer, every headache a potential stroke - my brain runs wild with the possible ways I could die at any given moment (its favorite is the classic dying in my sleep). But sometimes, my depression'll come back and hit me hard, and with it, the idea that everything would be so much easier if it just... stopped. In those moments, I'm no longer afraid of dying, and it's weirdly liberating. The rest of my anxieties are still there, but the big kahuna is lifted from my shoulders for a while and it's really kind of nice. And yeah, that's it. I dunno what I was expecting to get from this post, but I wanted to shout into the void of the internet instead of keeping my feelings balled up inside. Thanks for listening, internet stranger :)",6.050365853658537,6.464239727642276,6.587300813008131,77.04509756097563,66.35772357723577,10.137235772357725,32.25365853658536,10.047579312681364,3.14147024390244,1007,39,189,22,15,329,143,246,0.174,0.7070000000000001,0.119,-0.921,0,0,0,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,0,2,11,13,0,5,16,1,12,7,3,0,0,35,32,18,7,6,9,0,4,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,18,14,0,2,4,1,0,3,3,8,0,0,6,7,18,5,31,22,2,26,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,3,12,126,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099467305578325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456155203590323,0.0,0.16775443220948608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861864710522725,0.0,0.13367570028893852,0.12109297612490555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239875562597365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18889687109723474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875416621183154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443605465016312,0.0,0.5689648318769497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475928109047932,0.0,0.09854078839062183,0.0,0.0,0.12337977134284735,0.1108784115939688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145687328222406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982193193512366,0.0,0.0,0.2330924900522621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377451790611055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974564579728566,0.0,0.2283543155972441,0.0,0.08937434077986738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968917290406092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943425449998205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060081763046338,0.08129949733834066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360692379323207,0.10500846358836674,0.11154717450990063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048126717028706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871931601171353,0.10977258337291232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069849435003187,0.0,0.10972299549298868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688106739149368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756168993039151,0.09166713639303077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993253446446345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009452910186594,0.12538725462437827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467076111629863,0.08703015450053399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788781824084431,0.0,0.0,0.07060702014224107 anxiety,ladyholy03,2018/03/06,Anxiety meds that don't cause hair loss? Does anyone know of any meds that can help lessen anxiety without causing hair loss ? I've been losing so much hair I don't want to lose any more,1.7881578947368406,4.139950710526319,2.399210526315791,94.78197368421051,81.36842105263158,5.905263157894738,20.026315789473685,7.1686216300943375,0.3433999999999999,149,4,32,2,4,46,28,38,0.17,0.612,0.218,0.4624,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,3,3,2,0,5,6,1,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,3,1,0,3,5,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888079290603365,0.0,0.3248913738664197,0.0,0.0,0.14847870295180918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43627990922774784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582722087436454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233243048915745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670094201475548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751263318163901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4717416549828616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561002593482428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12524838927548276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046959550238233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,M00nandstars,2018/03/06,"DAE struggle to control their blushing at work? I'm having a really hard time settling into a job I started 4 months ago. I have a strong desire to socialise and make friends but I can't have a conversation with anyone without turning bright red. It's also really hot at my workplace. Some people make eye contact the ENTIRE time they're telling me something and it makes me so uncomfortable. When people start a conversation by asking me an open question I instantly feel overwhelmed and under pressure. I feel like people remember that I am a blushy person and so I am embarrassed as soon they talk to me. 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I have been on Zoloft for about a month now, and it seems like the longer I am on it the more my muscles and joints hurt, and the tighter everything feels. I have tried every other SSRI and Zoloft helps my anxiety,depression, and appetite the most. However, the pain get pretty excruciating. Has anyone else dealt with this from Zoloft? All the other SSRIs make me ache too, but Zoloft is definitely the worst. Is there anything I can do to help lessen this? Without it I am really depressed and crippled by anxiety. My doctor has recommended trying gabapentin, but I want to see it there is an easier solution before I add in anything else.",4.636698181818184,7.043510488000004,4.889818181818182,80.24490909090913,72.12,8.065454545454546,26.56363636363637,8.841846274778883,2.2140400000000007,541,19,95,11,11,170,83,125,0.16399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.158,-0.4309,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,9,0,12,9,1,1,1,19,18,9,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,8,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,3,11,1,11,17,4,5,0,2,1,0,2,3,0,2,3,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859468911448172,0.0,0.0,0.12667839980379625,0.18563025549379705,0.2981752370696487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541624763614164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20123922416475853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31208321504360115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543535245408335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268887038173026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526436874810759,0.0,0.16282407269024615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09160508477763298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465393968196244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428691007679876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19394642096116588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885105969638397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209324996027744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460830639353905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855556824211814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431520132347728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606225417377325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436917446426087,0.1649305243817409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460053149999596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685886403904488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17464158504364025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,animatedmatters,2018/03/06,"Does anyone relate? Hello, I want to ask a question to you all since you (unfortunately) have experience with anxiety problems and such. I've recently taken a major hit to my overall well being and i cant really say what triggered it. All I know is that there is a reoccurring pain in my chest that is characteristically anxious. It reminds me of a time when I had general anxiety for awhile, but its different. Mainly because I still have a lot of motivation towards achieving my goals but the feeling creates like a mental block and completely immobilizes me. Right now im just trying to get by. Ive been thinking about visiting a specialist to get a diagnosis and check if it is related to any illness. Ive been looking around online for anything related but I cant seem to find anything. And maybe im just a weakling because ive had some experience with attacks and this doesnt even come close to that but for some reason it carries this feeling that my dreams are being crushed. If anyone can relate or has any advice for me i would greatly appreciate. 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I used to be able to present things without feeling like my throat was closing. But all it took was one occurrence of a panic attack and now I can't. fucking. talk. I feel like there is acid in my throat and can't breath. This is so fucking annoying. I don't want to avoid talking but I physically cannot get words. I feel like such a loser. Everyone seems fine talking, especially in a small group setting. Even in small meetings I choke up. Fuck this",0.6913030303030325,3.2028921909090964,2.2881818181818185,91.7189393939394,90.72727272727272,5.1151515151515135,25.51515151515152,6.742157984588678,1.1487696969696972,431,20,88,6,15,140,68,110,0.271,0.682,0.048,-0.9726,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,5,13,6,2,3,0,12,7,3,1,1,18,24,7,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,4,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,3,5,11,4,13,20,1,14,0,1,0,4,7,10,4,2,5,57,16,1,0.15406697021688234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17527342045168073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175978078804858,0.0,0.0,0.14721759243719126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337026680084516,0.33019642292093104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697297254536972,0.0804936330586272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258080182741204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10439976630348832,0.0,0.0,0.18076439396635272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025678333472166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37149958412166656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235524911970366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117407276996624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330643955261646,0.0,0.0,0.0908726907714728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703012279284263,0.0,0.11216258924664957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dingleberry_abrasion,2018/03/06,"I feel like I'm making this all up? Hello. Have been having anxiety attacks on and off since I was 15. Now I'm 19, and after resorting to self-harm, I finally approached a psychologist as well as a psychiatrist. What I can't shake is a feeling of anxiety (duh) about having made all this up. Like maybe it's all in my head and this is all attention seeking behaviour or whatever. Anyone else feel this way? Is this normal? Sorry if I sound like a noob, only just getting used to everything here.",2.6621995464852617,4.761406897959186,4.791360544217689,80.10522675736964,76.95918367346937,8.43718820861678,26.19501133786848,9.150863307647796,2.4361324263038555,388,15,74,10,9,134,69,98,0.107,0.77,0.123,0.5405,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,4,1,9,1,1,3,4,18,18,7,0,2,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,3,4,6,4,12,15,4,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,6,51,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31721176285947483,0.0,0.0,0.14496904165204674,0.2124327453002284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358663173977804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319651781970588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18633365919010306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31449484769075803,0.14811565855522008,0.0,0.2271184472713304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832068407508827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21277905169501496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038709781092581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961794207912195,0.13839351143647266,0.0,0.2082895373713854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031380975128863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15768281239071055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21628904182717829,0.0,0.0,0.17150443599335688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320874957610903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790654217201771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16456786486912112,0.0,0.0,0.1864133927344373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WillDoDrugsForMoney,2018/03/06,"Just aplyed for psychological help. Hi Reddit, I feel like I need to tell someone about this and every time I've posted on Reddit I've felt so much better because the community is so amazing. So I just took my first step to becoming myself again. My depression starter about a year ago, when I broke up with my girlfriend(Classic, huh?) combined with a lot of work making me stressed. After 6 months I met a new person and for some reason, my depression became bigger and I had my first panic attack with that person in a theatre, so I ended my contact with her sadly. Recently I've felt more and more negative and randomly like I'm going to have a panic attack, at the hairdresser, cinema, meeting new people and today I had a panic attack just by myself, randomly at work and that was it. I have told some of my closest friends and my boss about my condition but today I filled an application to get psychological help, and I'm also going to talk to all my friends and parents about what's going on in my life. It's a bittersweet feeling, the feeling to acknowledge that's something is wrong with me but also that I'm doing something about it. I was always happy, friendly and optimistic and almost became the opposite, but now I'm going to fight my way back. Thanks for reading and please comment whatever is on your mind, if you've been in the same situation if you have any tips for me or whatever you feel to comment. Tl;dr Fell in a depression, had a hard time accepting it, had enough, getting help, feels bittersweet.",5.4101535836177455,6.541835979522183,6.47435324232082,74.7379462457338,68.04436860068259,9.272969283276453,30.349658703071675,9.516144504307137,2.8845823890784983,1214,46,213,25,20,406,147,293,0.134,0.71,0.156,0.9031,1,0,2,0,1,0,33.0,0,3,0,5,18,24,4,4,15,1,14,1,0,3,1,49,37,26,0,3,9,1,8,2,3,0,1,0,0,2,10,18,0,0,10,2,0,8,1,14,0,2,12,8,32,10,37,25,9,41,0,5,0,0,23,12,0,9,21,152,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404703673912539,0.0,0.0949426906250223,0.0,0.0,0.1516457073979144,0.0788929808965229,0.0,0.0,0.06447688368962105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3235944023844191,0.0,0.07290624055189902,0.0,0.057797835106143426,0.10471479635343424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838554241765777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24498990480455485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397720808065412,0.09796837813232047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988502352869868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397044539990192,0.06773525860289165,0.1820729349827653,0.0,0.0,0.16129776106001806,0.0,0.0,0.21975956663777035,0.0,0.0990729760706944,0.0,0.2155403004307014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093144197611736,0.0849348686684257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19065580912066774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697004890755091,0.09264282379016936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060761271311037,0.0,0.0,0.06328919155172838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095735278427221,0.0,0.07567976212658843,0.0,0.06969932092005428,0.07030350215060874,0.0,0.18314422325535265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337319822205974,0.10527991001564097,0.0,0.0,0.06573220397101867,0.16557614389553996,0.0,0.10407748129046268,0.0,0.0,0.09080576125819792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09483982331459656,0.0,0.0,0.09748475315899728,0.0936175497231235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10657509430434456,0.0,0.0,0.08033573453691073,0.14598515322851188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10860930595590274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07620803453516961,0.0828717595363125,0.08729214468189962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057380447094388,0.0,0.17974548466465434,0.0905989980728784,0.10534202626380618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525907114324333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805168307370172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366440552925398,0.0,0.061057213819662136 anxiety,Internet_Soup,2018/03/06,"stressing about everything I love my boyfriend very much and I know he loves me but almost all the time Ill get seriously worried about him breaking up with me. And along with that I begin questioning everything, life, friends, family. It really takes a toll on my everyday life, I get so much anxiety, start breaking down, and obsessing more and more. I also keep thinking I have different mental illnesses and Ill search symptoms very often. I broke down last night because I felt like I was going insane and I physically felt ill; had a headache and felt the need to throw up. I dont know what to do.",4.813176007866275,6.7670111238938055,5.283657817109145,79.54420845624388,70.50442477876106,9.270009832841692,30.254670599803337,9.725611199111238,3.0571207472959685,479,20,87,12,9,153,75,113,0.279,0.628,0.093,-0.9735,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,4,0,5,9,0,0,1,23,21,10,0,1,1,0,3,1,1,0,7,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,7,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,5,3,16,4,12,16,5,15,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,3,7,56,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472500808878226,0.0,0.0,0.123566033094851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182039762515641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941912478511038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143586747503086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18109107908187572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27773723429709324,0.0,0.14566351323406268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450774907341648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937833410089793,0.0,0.16145599964572654,0.0,0.0878147504248461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734052438506822,0.0,0.0,0.1698354156256421,0.12595079981970514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182778113978593,0.0754884950380993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27891264122124304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571533647225158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717342266463694,0.11457132578941068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500238071125662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309278356645902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989866207984891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936690475002116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769970456063229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060082405662987,0.11617646727294086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09900732824785123,0.0,0.0,0.0900992624000127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25498302925229405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569180459406429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,itrollallcapsbr,2018/03/06,"Nervous stomach After eating, especially after eating starches I find that sometimes I can feel anxiety and brain fog afterwards. It gets to the point where I feel the anxiety in my face and in my stomach. Has anyone ever dealt with these symptoms? If so what was your solution?",5.9208,8.17394608,6.513000000000003,70.63150000000002,68.2,9.0,34.5,9.516144504307137,3.845200000000001,224,11,33,5,4,73,39,50,0.115,0.841,0.045,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,3,7,4,0,1,8,6,4,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,6,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4065129296475142,0.0,0.0,0.1857805943226415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29660424514203143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437460148912945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403369502176064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686874339954302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24284103429113746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881502447402613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511682941591052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262779817287625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761595403191933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hmmalrightok,2018/03/06,"Phone anxiety.. I can make phone calls to family, or my boyfriend but anyone else I get so anxious. I have no clue why. I sweat, shake, stutter, and forget what I'm saying/say nonsense when I have to make a phone call. I have no clue why this happens, and I hate it. I'm putting off calling to follow up on a job because I'm so anxious and worried I'll stutter or mess up what I'm saying. Does anyone else deal with this?",0.713882646691637,2.6785898764044944,2.5857677902621745,94.13710362047442,82.82022471910112,4.854431960049938,23.372034956304606,5.82211442006289,0.3166244694132332,325,12,72,2,9,108,52,89,0.378,0.622,0.0,-0.9888,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,1,2,0,4,1,1,2,0,10,14,9,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,0,1,8,0,8,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,1,38,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12135963202125905,0.3584374668794532,0.0,0.22185040542977424,0.3250921033508139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670584308014683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859693980375672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16355150247125033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882746640185292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2650477457769989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955224794966004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08288317079507139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028536703005842,0.0,0.0,0.15662475837854548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15742632624507666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117876773630315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594776293413279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523147600266597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28629695014522744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110723950878475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Augusted,2018/03/06,"Uncomfortable/Awkward Silences Anyone else have an issue with these? I used to game a lot with people online, now I can't even play alone with my best friend (hate hanging out alone too) because silences make my anxiety peak.",6.196260162601625,7.991664073170733,5.569268292682928,79.47552845528456,66.8048780487805,7.417886178861789,30.739837398373986,7.793537801064563,2.175676422764228,181,7,30,2,3,55,35,41,0.084,0.672,0.244,0.7989,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,5,5,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5520753708782162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038895402322484,0.0,0.0,0.18635923828234305,0.2730845437703741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247008626335602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796996850463349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22264595782805144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17603607872847718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2059151851349141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631365095866029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781810055578931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265885178386241,0.0,0.0,0.1779063245546098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847736481797183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301904959444669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jford28,2018/03/06,"Anxiety keeps me up at night I find that whenever my roommate isn’t around (which is a good three or four days out of the week), I can’t sleep at all. We don’t even like each other, I just can’t really deal with being so alone at night. I find myself staying up until like seven in the morning because I’m so anxious, even though I don’t really know what I’m anxious about. Anybody else have anxiety that just keeps them up at night?",3.8028937728937713,4.281674142857142,4.977747252747253,86.38808608058609,71.30769230769229,8.264468864468865,26.155677655677657,8.344100000000001,1.4902073260073259,341,10,74,5,6,113,59,91,0.126,0.785,0.08900000000000001,-0.3289,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,1,0,1,14,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,10,3,14,12,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,1,8,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741224793030174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572239525390661,0.3798573728069344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14966318411560495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024848987113796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842402831390116,0.17332519557239756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14044338229450642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22208444782620215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073187892606713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14101177739504278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988670402333253,0.0,0.0,0.092394812496345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427069275234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733100358833783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21540501984539773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16824224679732025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919443766289173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517786378802699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13485639049251485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Borljarg222,2018/03/06,"I have to check everywhere before going to bed it's a ritual. i check my sister's rooms my parent's rooms, downstairs, down the stairs to check if anything followed me up, pretty much every place in the house, and if i don't check, i start profusely sweating and start to think the worst is about to happen. i also have to look behind me every minute or so when at the desk. does anyone else have this problem?",5.380243902439023,5.627675560975611,5.7718536585365845,82.89143902439027,67.78048780487805,8.023414634146341,24.936585365853663,7.554174236665415,1.1698848780487805,324,7,63,3,5,104,56,82,0.091,0.8690000000000001,0.04,-0.6155,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,5,1,1,0,0,7,12,8,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,4,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,9,0,12,12,2,13,1,0,1,0,2,8,0,3,3,43,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871733450692579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365638864185453,0.23981655344425346,0.19260695807978295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916318949774575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20482272053198985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19552254956441228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3944021187640566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13301859881528716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20697367221809196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700675345858217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654688015138408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205703042329154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598898876116687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445371966118257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381176291073792,0.0,0.22395860176677534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313300409380121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997270973565427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Violinjuggler,2018/03/06,"How to deal with sleep-panic When I was younger my parents were the type that would angrily storm in through a closed bedroom door, slamming it open and yelling that I'd left a dish out. Additionally, my family did a lot of screaming and fighting right outside my closed door. I learned to listen for the way the house creaked when specific people walked by my room, so I knew how to mentally prepare myself. As a result, the slightest sudden noises at night, especially as I'm about to sleep, send my anxiety into overdrive. Just my dorm room creaking, or someone down the hall slamming the door can make my heart race and my blood drain from my face. Sometimes noises at night can also induce panic attacks if they're loud enough and frequent enough. Mostly it's just physical symptoms, and I roll my eyes at myself and try to get my body to stop shaking, but if it's frequent I can start to spiral mentally too. Generally, I try to attack the issue with breathing exercises and meditation, but that's treating the symptoms. How do you all deal with stuff like this? Thanks in advance.",8.833676470588234,7.7958514852941185,8.157176470588237,72.91429411764709,61.107843137254896,10.512941176470589,39.027450980392146,9.3871,3.6375956862745102,869,38,153,12,10,273,128,204,0.08900000000000001,0.872,0.039,-0.6355,1,0,0,0,3,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,11,9,3,2,12,0,8,11,7,6,1,37,15,21,0,3,7,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,7,0,8,16,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,4,5,20,3,27,10,5,30,0,0,1,0,7,16,0,5,10,102,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143986895450672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066040180578139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170663903815193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15478883082655415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873319081879478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879760570367851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313688108268114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280575005846165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513297603356328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079367845872736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14544744623022118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140652543378566,0.0,0.0,0.06808042456264027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847221990812767,0.0,0.0,0.09301864634063862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808683949148761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26154511721113555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349973018360395,0.15473407822748095,0.0,0.0,0.09660923902580536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11900597997464787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789055892910249,0.0,0.11807262972061545,0.0,0.13782284569226033,0.0,0.09863417338927458,0.0,0.0,0.11650464234706708,0.0,0.0,0.15952487912043065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896804945274625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829674286240328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18922193346753305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061125527060292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899177354505896,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SoftCatsMeow,2018/03/06,"Does anyone else get paralysed with fear? At night, if I hear a sound somewhere, I get really scared and just freeze in my bed. I tense up and try not to move. I can barely move. Ut takes a long time to get out of this state as my heart rate goes up and I can’t fall back asleep. Do you ever get practically “frozen” with fear, and if yes, what situation?",1.1044980694980708,2.9333670945945967,2.4058301158301165,96.64283783783787,80.75675675675676,5.850193050193052,15.976833976833975,6.868970318607317,-0.5384030888030891,271,4,66,3,7,87,56,74,0.162,0.787,0.051,-0.8574,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,3,2,1,3,2,2,0,1,12,9,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,11,9,0,14,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520883691926627,0.1981304703976091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868963449841432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921943620774527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615358663201784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17491428330351638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4351901387043496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041114859059343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794210309019368,0.2291444434794217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112641163090456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41104352753996976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18146469520395694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12387780727708456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359715642219807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735604111237172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539021442370073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275563276493428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312855726336128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RedditUser2017New,2018/03/06,"I can't stand taking a bus Hey guys, this is my first time posting here. I accidentally bumped into a person today and their phone fell off, it didn't break or anything. I grabbed it from the ground and handed it back to him after apologizing. But I got all red and embarrassed, and just generally uncomfortable. I felt like the whole world was staring at me and my clumsiness. It was so bad that I left the bus, which was midway and had to walk a long distance back home. Anyone else feels intimidated by public transportation? This isn't actually my first time feeling like this, I absolutely can't stand the bus and especially when it's crowded.",6.093109756097562,7.037119398373985,6.7151930894308975,74.30254573170734,66.39837398373983,9.727235772357725,30.00914634146341,9.827888789773867,2.7454560975609765,518,18,97,11,8,170,83,123,0.133,0.8140000000000001,0.053,-0.8655,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,7,0,9,1,1,0,1,16,14,11,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,7,7,13,2,8,7,2,23,0,0,2,0,9,6,0,1,12,66,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.2009963160757877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401851692432655,0.21103987841579375,0.16949517633961853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167553412987086,0.1719757542032163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17206091278937252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20828852389729266,0.14714450226960965,0.1977628191535559,0.0,0.0,0.35039474651633745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647324572452431,0.0,0.0,0.2039419800154968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066039920553888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22378623675857992,0.0,0.0,0.2012523828302573,0.0,0.0,0.1822763405943692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17984443983646653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726164510398916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486327324236873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020469927370425,0.0,0.19523480401284848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22995735722738994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kinseytark,2018/03/06,"Does anyone else get more anxious when your anxiety comes out of the blue (as opposed to anxiety caused by one of your normal triggers)? I find that’s it’s easier to calm myself down during a bout of anxiety/panic when it’s caused by one of the things that typically triggers my anxiety. Maybe it’s easier to ensure myself that what I’m experiencing is actually JUST anxiety and not something worse. (I always convince myself I’m dying/about to die as I’m sure many others here can relate to. Lol) This morning, however, I was just driving down the road in a perfectly good mood when I suddenly felt a wave of anxiety come over me. This made me more anxious than usual because driving in my car is typically a “safe space” for me. I guess after dealing with anxiety for so long, I thought I knew all of my triggers. So for one to just come out of the blue like it did really threw me off and I’m having a hard time convincing myself that I’ll be ok this time. Can anyone else relate?",4.8283084772370515,5.606182168367346,6.424693877551023,75.85437205651492,69.15306122448979,9.704238618524334,29.872841444270016,9.851270322608157,2.889432967032968,779,29,147,18,13,268,107,196,0.097,0.732,0.17,0.9519,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,0,1,9,10,0,0,9,2,8,0,0,6,3,29,22,9,1,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,8,0,2,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,3,7,5,20,9,31,14,3,26,0,0,2,0,3,10,0,1,10,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.11555904152597572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853339488166836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5435374067866146,0.2675576274114676,0.0,0.16560146078988247,0.2426667965824011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218661083790008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432961389245219,0.0,0.30602027652563724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208392259257135,0.0,0.0,0.12289935361588294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362852927569956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19784635414439367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113700003448037,0.0,0.10823205234368558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06186860074459461,0.0,0.0,0.09932353377294488,0.0,0.0,0.13045095313383376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607941110382707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057853131138767125,0.0,0.0,0.10479634464546768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205012563273818,0.0,0.12005742714205205,0.11896695757546673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602465363244198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24072962843738455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586170516643795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116408447535156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160771379038653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786717632348407,0.0,0.0,0.09401079110766396,0.13810116205133896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042087256095589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067822115037533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,booknerd133,2018/03/06,"Travel anxiety Does anyone else experience travel anxiety being away from home or family? I have anxiety at home but it is heightened x10 when I travel. I am fine on the plane but once I get to a new place I have panic attacks, intense nausea, racing/pounding heart, loss of appetite...it basically ruins any trip I take. A few years ago I took a trip to Europe and had to fly home early because I could not keep food down and was having huge panic attacks. I decided to take a trip to Vegas with two friends this week (am from Canada) and last night had the same symptoms, ended up sick to my stomach/throwing up and unable to sleep due to racing heart/panic attack. The incredibly stupid part of this that I have not been to see a therapist for my anxiety ever. Now I’m here until Friday night I feel like my trip has been ruined before it’s even begun...feeling so frustrated with myself. I will be looking for a therapist when I get home, any tips on how to handle this anxiety on my trip until then? 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I'm trying to eat healthy and exercise. The other day I ran a massive long distance race. It was a huge step for me, since I've been depressed for a long time and it was very difficult to train for it or even to show up. There were so many people there, I spent the entire morning before the race in the nearby bar hiding from everyone. I was alone and anxious as hell. Still, I ran. And I finished. I should be proud of myself. I managed to show up at the start line even though I'm afraid of people, I didn't give up in the rain and snow and I was among the 20% of the runners who finished it. Today the photos came out and I saw myself on one. Because of the heavy rain I'd put my rain jacket over my backpack and hydration belt and it made me look so fat on the photo. I hate myself and I want to die. I hate that there is that photo out there and people can see it. I had an entire block of chocolate after I saw it, to make myself feel better. And now I feel even worse. I'm currently hiding under the covers in my room I hate myself so much. I hate the stupid race. I hate myself and I shouldn't even have gone there. I hate how fat I am and that everyone knows it now. I hate that I'm addicted to serotonin so much that I need so much sugar to calm my anxiety but don't realize it makes my anxiety even worse. 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I'm tired of it ruling my life. It's exhausting that everyday simple tasks make me anxious. Things people do everyday with no hesitation or thought, can stop me in my tracks. My mind fills with ""What ifs"". ""Will I do something wrong?"", ""Will I look stupid?"", etc. For example, I'm currently unemployed. Getting a job is something I've always struggled with. I'm 27, and I've only had one job, which I was fired from after two weeks. So in this case my ""What ifs"" came true. Which didn't help the situation. I was so proud of myself for getting that job, and when I got fired it took all my confidence. Something else I really struggle with is driving. Will I get into an accident? Will my car break down? Will I make a mistake and make another driver mad? I will say I'm getting better at driving. There was a time, I couldn't drive by myself. Today I am able to make trips around town by myself. My anxiety is still there, but It's easier for me to cope with it. I do avoid driving on freeways by myself. Merging into traffic gives me anxiety. My driving anxiety stemmed from a car accident I was in by myself at 17 (wasn't my fault) no one was hurt but my car was totaled. At about 24, my friends and I were involved in another accident in which I was a passenger. My friend pulled into oncoming traffic and we got hit. The front drivers side took most of the impact and she suffered a broken leg and glass lasserations on her arms and face. The jaws of life had to be used to remove her from the car. I somehow walked away unscathed. Luckily no one else was injured in this crash. So in this case my driving ""What ifs"" also came true. Which again doesn't help my situation. After I was fired from my job, I started getting into Photography. I would go outside, photograph nature/landscapes and was able to just escape the world of anxiety for a bit. I started getting better, and people started recognizing that I had a talent. I started selling prints, entering and winning a few contests, etc. I even got featured in local magazines. Right now this is my only source of income. It's not much, and it's not something I can live off of. So I'm at the point where I need to get a job. So I guess I'm just writing this to hear others stories on how you overcame/cope with everyday life's anxieties. Thanks for reading. 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But then when I find one that might work I panic and convince myself I don’t have enough experience to do it and I’m not good enough. Anyone else suffer from this or have suffered? Any advice to get out of this cycle? 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This feeling, I know it’s not necessary. I know there is more bearable and enjoyable way to live my life. I know how to find it; I have to dive straight into my biggest fears. And it will come back then, too. My mind will try to make me feel like I’m still wrong. This is where I was stuck at for a long time. I noticed that facing a fear only resulted in me beating myself up more and worrying more, and I never addressed the root of the issue. But it’s literally the feeling itself, and the thoughts involved with it, that are the issue. The world isn’t what’s “against” me, it is ME that’s against me. It’s a false version of myself that operates from a place of fear that does this to me. And I can control ME, and I can STOP this anxiety. I can stop focusing on this false version of myself that likes to tell me I’m not okay. I can stop focusing on these thoughts and beliefs in the back of my mind that I’m not good enough, and I can start being who I want. I’m not actually wrong, I’m not actually incompatible with the world, it is actually possible for me to feel HAPPY. Yes, I said HAPPY! I can feel that way. That is how I was before I learned my fears.",2.4177906976744197,3.6245929108527166,3.985186046511629,89.46708139534884,75.31782945736434,7.330542635658915,25.69069767441861,7.908726449838941,1.2278102325581397,953,33,218,14,20,318,112,258,0.199,0.688,0.113,-0.9721,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,2,8,15,0,4,13,2,21,2,1,6,2,50,44,14,0,1,8,0,6,3,0,2,1,1,1,0,27,13,0,4,15,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,6,7,35,9,27,35,6,28,1,0,0,0,5,14,0,0,14,154,62,1,0.0,0.0,0.2964675104669006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746938501343241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15573696290452194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617121126482494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08723301221985176,0.0,0.0,0.11358014840603285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08861989992883731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463643136384408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45581651146325103,0.30722344242056715,0.14469109059131105,0.0,0.0,0.09255668988867206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493840147165835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156023423501716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139398714068647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226159494671836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152825288669758,0.14842260315537514,0.0,0.08942108631119627,0.08961857936516197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759686415274893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450267895051735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810376384033657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529375669844293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701852158936683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10580301753795804,0.0,0.0,0.11416392692034533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632861323064912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07167768056952033,0.0,0.08087238209209839,0.2539925743401833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851228676063581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079021787575726,0.05904991244489119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875400704330174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059730214290540214,0.1607629070178242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284209467420756,0.0,0.0,0.22144029861114856,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thefoodhatingfoodie,2018/03/06,Job interview today Any tips or tricks to calm my nerves or make me feel more prepared than I do? ,6.703500000000003,5.357258350000002,6.370000000000001,85.01500000000003,65.5,10.0,30.0,8.841846274778883,1.9539999999999995,77,2,17,1,1,24,19,20,0.13,0.67,0.201,0.3804,1,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,9,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38958407168385206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896698222551499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5685037978116229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824077642615748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430316554963683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,messy_jesse,2018/03/06,"Did I have a panic attack? I was driving to the bank yesterday and suddenly felt light headed and my heart began pounding. I got a mild sence of disorientation and then was unable to control my racing thoughts and felt like i was going crazy. After I thought i was back to normal, I went to pay rent and it happened again. I tried to calm down and went to work at the cafe I work at and could not bring myself back to reality. I was disoriented, light headed, having a hard time using my voice, and had to tell my boss that I couldn't work my shift effectively because I felt like everything was out of control. I went home, drank some water, and turned on some random show and tried to sleep it off. I feel better today but I am concerned about what happened. My roommate said she has had this happen before, but I was wondering about what you people think. thanks. 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I have been diagnosed with anxiety for a while but it was never as much of an issue as my depression. But recently, the last couple weeks, it has been through the roof. I can't leave my room without being on high alert. I went shopping today and almost had a panic attack, which has not happened to me before. It seems that whenever anything isn't subjectively perfect, I get uncontrollable feelings of anxiety. I've never experienced it this bad before and I'm so scared, I don't know what to do.",3.863656565656567,5.725448072727275,5.267575757575756,79.06580808080808,72.81818181818181,8.525252525252526,27.676767676767675,9.150863307647796,2.464737373737374,448,17,83,10,9,150,76,110,0.29100000000000004,0.677,0.032,-0.9873,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,1,8,1,3,6,0,14,1,0,0,3,16,23,9,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,10,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,8,7,0,0,6,2,9,1,12,16,1,13,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,3,7,62,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17442053897516172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665012140115673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333893884203874,0.0,0.0,0.19815992750178246,0.0,0.0,0.14543671770726566,0.0,0.0,0.2964362297563256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826290537573556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19273175126124134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002478849144854,0.1767935230232425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08807287804046468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100417193974884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15403071020773934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840354065289625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818032833162752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914544073799456,0.14198355301620055,0.0,0.18443615395332555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19014287409789773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280455929892789,0.0,0.26868353064521405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436789052765134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198564900872755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198610417238075,0.0,0.0,0.14875254570929966,0.0,0.0,0.17438899436966926,0.0,0.0,0.15857095699746265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651064663702399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972023767115885,0.0,0.0,0.16147070541153344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679075682062745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,youngsuicidalgod,2018/03/06,"I’m going to end up toothless by my 30th birthday. I took pretty decent care of my teeth until I was 10 years old and was sent to live with my (abusive) mom. My mother didn’t ever buy me oral hygiene products, and as a result, I had pretty poor oral hygiene. Once I hit 16, I was sent to live with my dad, who’s nearly toothless himself. At this point, I had a pretty bad cavity that needed to be pulled. I told my dad about my mom’s neglect, and he immediately bought products for me to use. It took a while, but I now brush, floss, and rinse twice a day. Regardless, I ended up losing three adult teeth due to cavities that went too far/teeth cracking and breaking off. I’m about to lose another one, and I feel really helpless. I feel like I’m going to need dentures by the time I’m 30 or something. I’m so ashamed and embarrassed of it. 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All the time. (Future Anxiety) I was originally considering going to University (College for Americans I think) but after breaking down multiple nights because the pressure from my parents, they stopped and asked me what I wanted to do. I want to be a producer (work in studios with bands and help with the digital side of music) as this is the one productive thing I do in my spare time that I actually genuinely enjoy. I almost panic when I think about the future, voices keep telling me I’m making the wrong call and that I’m going to fail in life and be unemployed etc. Anyone have a way to drown out the voice of self doubt? It’s been getting to me far too much lately. 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I would like to start by asking that everyone have an open mind, as my relationship with my husband is multi-cultural. Per his religion, there is no dating allowed, and we went through an interview process essentially because we had feelings for each other. He proposed to me on Christmas morning, we married in a mosque a month later, and we will be having a big wedding next summer in his home country. Some background on me... I'm a survivor of childhood trauma, and it made it impossible for me to have relationships with guys. I'm 27 years old, and when I met my husband I was a virgin. That's how severe my issues are with men. I've explained to my husband that my father hurt me, and I know he cares and is upset for me about it. Still, I know there's no way for him to really understand. He's always there for me, though, and does his best to comfort me if I have a nightmare. There are times when I overthink about things, and it's upsetting to my husband because it involves him. For example, I got upset because he was talking to a woman online and it turned out to be his sister in-law. Now I never freak out at him, or accuse him. I simply get quiet, and he knows me well. I can never hide anything from him even if I try so I avoid these conversations. Yesterday we were snuggling and he went to go on Facebook messenger. When he opened it up there was a previous conversation open, and there was a famous picture of that couple that travel together. It's the pictures that the boyfriend takes of his girlfriend pulling his hand towards an exciting destination. This is a romantic travel picture (and we've talked about traveling the world together) and I was curious about who had sent it to him (and why). At this point I was not upset. I was just inquiring. He had already closed out of it when he asked what I meant. I described the picture to him while he chatted with one of his guy friends on messenger about an apartment we are interested in renting. He was still confused and scrolled through his messages and asked me to show him where I saw it. I said I didn't know. He looked through a few messages and then dismissed it. This is when I started to feel suspicious. Again, like always, I became quiet. I didn't want to make him upset or alert him, so I snuggled up to him and we watched a silly video on YouTube. Eventually he confronted it, and I kept telling him I was fine. He doesn't let this stuff go even if I ask him to stop and let me process when I worry or overthink. I kept avoiding him and he got upset and said that he was ""done"" and put on his shoes. Then he stopped and sat down and rubbed his hands on his face. He told me he knew something was wrong and that he knew it was because of the picture and that he feels like I don't trust him. He said if he steals and gets caught he would accept it because he was guilty, but that he hasn't done anything wrong. I told him that I knew that and that everything was fine, and that I wasn't accusing him. His response was, ""I don't know."" He came over and asked if I wanted to see his phone. I told him that I didn't need to, that I was just worried after he dismissed why question about a couples photo that someone had sent him. Again he asked me to show him where it was. He said he was going to show me his messages, but then he said ""wait"" and he deleted two pictures. I didn't see them. He showed me messages from a lot of guy friends, and family, and said the only bad thing on his phone were messages from a guy friend who sends pictures and videos of girls and talks dirty about them. He showed me. This hasn't made me feel better because 1. He still had someone send him a romantic travel picture and 2. He made it a point to delete something before showing me his phone. It doesn't do anything to make me stop overthinking. We are from different cultures and he's bilingual. He speaks with all of his friends in his native language, so it's easy for me to worry about things. I am learning his language but I am not fluent yet. He was upset and said that he's trying so hard to make me feel safe and make me feel like I can trust him. And I do for the most part. But these things come up and it creates a problem. I don't know how suspicious I should be about this, and for how long I should hold onto it. And my biggest worry is that it's nothing, and that I end up ruining my relationship with him over time because of my trust issues with men. I'm not sure what to do, and I took an extra anxiety pill this morning because I was crying about it on my way to work. 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Hey all. I'm asking here because my issue is starting to cause anxiety. I am a former panic disorder sufferer and general worrier. I've had this abdominal soreness for several months just above and to the right of my navel. It's worse sitting down and laying down. Almost not noticeable standing. My question is, I had a ct scan with contrast plus an endoscopy and colonoscopy. Nothing seen. Is a ct scan with contrast highly accurate? I mean if something were growing would it show up?",3.4364506769825915,6.4455649468085126,4.5640038684719535,77.56136363636364,80.38297872340425,7.673500967117988,33.01353965183753,8.575989854853784,3.524651063829788,411,23,65,10,11,134,71,94,0.177,0.805,0.018000000000000002,-0.9376,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,5,0,9,1,0,2,1,18,14,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,4,6,0,10,9,1,11,0,1,4,0,3,5,0,3,3,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142314049832546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17679840991076168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21605652105654427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088242524214786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23741348780528415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648719213594394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.244180255330386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412186490488409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517463891279531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844696849036367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175614321845105,0.263120106780099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711576246743633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588959345703282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973665572153121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610883583827432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779196608178258,0.0,0.0,0.16358074804111855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355206910565593,0.1641738132939895,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,schwimmingschientist,2018/03/06,"I'm failing my little family failed as a scientist, can't hack country living having moved to a super tiny and bloody terrible town for work. My fiance and dog dutifully following me here. Now I have a job in Sydney but moving there for a massive paycut and to the most expensive city....i have literally failed my family. I can't afford to house them. Been looking at over an hour commute to Newtown and still can't afford anywhere that will allow pets. We might have to split up and it's my fault.",4.650306122448979,5.9052152551020445,6.004693877551024,76.94744897959184,69.91836734693878,8.865306122448981,27.26530612244898,9.23628265651192,2.3634530612244893,397,13,72,8,7,134,71,98,0.16,0.792,0.049,-0.8733,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,1,5,4,6,0,0,6,0,10,0,0,1,0,11,13,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,5,0,0,1,1,9,1,12,10,1,12,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,2,3,50,11,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4692789803025009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24511502752629075,0.28719561740449107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469934984792929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24946182930804744,0.219782062686637,0.0,0.20901217423475785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640421281575501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5290797370426616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19877077861396697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120117720061715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aussiebogan00,2018/03/06,I sometimes forget how to walk due to anxiety I told a psychologist this once and she never heard of it. has anyone else ever had this?,1.7355555555555533,4.21335218518519,4.0903703703703735,81.7666666666667,82.7037037037037,6.562962962962962,20.11111111111111,7.793537801064563,1.0820222222222209,107,3,20,2,3,37,24,27,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839116429357187,0.0,0.0,0.2595010879749907,0.3802641439765982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100295366204415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357062145777578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862365295339377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39523884401200254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670547439717029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546283820285113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WearableHeadphones,2018/03/06,"All I want Is a decent nights sleep. That's all, I want to be like most other people and just go to bed. Where ""go to bed"" means getting in bed and sleeping, not rollling around for hours just to get 3-4 hours sleep. 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I've felt minor anxiety in some capacity most days since Oct '17, but this really scared me. Generally, when I get anxious I get these weird 'sensations' in my head, it seems to happen if I haven't had any nicotine or its been a shit day. I don't normally get what most people would know as full-blown anxiety attacks if I'm sober, so this kind of caught me off-guard. Today, I'd been feeling these pains in my stomach and sides, I've also been getting some headaches recently but I attribute that to nicotine. Anyway, fast forward like three hours, I'm sitting in my room and I just feel my chest tightening, like I can't breath properly, as if I my lungs had gotten smaller. My heartbeat seemed somewhat normal though. Breathing exercises didn't help at all, it last at least 5 minutes. I normally feel slightly off-balance, but I started getting *quite* dizzy and nauseous. I also had some weird head pressure, but not really a tension or migraine headache. It has passed now, but I was just wondering if anyone has had anything of the sort, seeing as this is like the anxiety subreddit haha.",4.939308139534884,6.5286372418604675,5.566904069767443,79.08430959302326,69.6046511627907,8.537790697674419,32.50726744186046,9.017664075816787,2.9416104651162787,897,41,160,17,16,290,132,215,0.179,0.7390000000000001,0.081,-0.9581,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,1,10,14,3,3,5,1,17,11,8,1,1,40,37,22,0,8,15,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,12,3,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,9,0,1,13,5,20,5,13,23,8,22,0,0,1,0,1,9,1,16,14,101,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530526476971985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304010088122718,0.0,0.3736602737893897,0.13795139267055667,0.0,0.085383296171596,0.0,0.10048747307033286,0.0,0.0,0.2778392325116679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750380827760502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18522993888082886,0.0,0.11724632165452915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.318991453088721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798291775455078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506435385507053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818488566082315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025536541367952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716047940316344,0.06710936247055023,0.09953728257936012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897273394501348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3589304339606725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993539180237976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465683414810324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988075749160755,0.0,0.0,0.15645568364947662,0.0,0.12057051036591696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225505167717285,0.0,0.097307165234348,0.2223316971612205,0.0,0.0,0.12534584109444674,0.10101200840046094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643124552218745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997406384152122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574755420368313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324248619266712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674460372048033,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Deluhhxe,2018/03/06,"Seeing scary faces I apologize if this has been talked over before but I don't frequent this thread much but, what I feel is an unusual issue that I'm having recently is that I sometimes see faces in objects and they terrify me. As a backstory I'm 18 and I have GAD, Social Anxiety, and Agoraphobia. I currently take no meds as I'm much too scared to see another therapist to be prescribed anything. I take no other drugs or odd coping methods that could cause an issue like this. On top of the normal panic attacks I experience, I've been seeing scary faces at completely random moments and in objects that don't resemble a face in any way. I'll look at some clothes in a laundry basket and somehow a face will form and I'll be in shock from fear sometimes. Other times I've looked at an open bag of Doritos and the darkness inside will turn into the silhouette of a head/face and I have to force myself to gather the strength to do something about it. All this is typically in the comfort of my home by the way. Any and all help is appreciated. If anyone has a similar issue or could point me in the right direction towards what this is or how to help it would be fantastic. TLDR: Seeing faces in very random objects that don't even resemble a face and it will terrify me. 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For almost all my life, as far as I can remember, I have serious problems being away from home and family for too long, mainly if it’s routine (I don’t have problems like this when going out for fun, like traveling). This is causing me work problems, since I can’t be at work because I start to feel desperate (I can’t eat, think, I hyperventilate and want to cry all the time). It’s been one and a half years since I’m unemployed. At the same time I want I job to have my own money, I feel super anxious about the fact I’ll have to stay away from home for too long everyday. Edit: I had the same problem when I went to university. The first one I went was too far from home, so, after panicking everyday, I decided to change. The new one was close to home, but I remember having problems when I started a internship. The problems stop for two reasons: I was taking meds at the time and my boss allowed me to leave early if I get all my work done. 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I've always noticed that what really gets me through something is just doing it immediately. if I just back out constantly I've realized it just let's me build up my anxiety and nervousness. what about you guys? 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So I start looking for them. I look for them everywhere but can't find them and keep coming back to the same place again and again to search. Even though my breath had started to feel heavy from the start, I have started panicking too. I can listen to my heart-rate and feel like I'm gonna faint any moment but then I get a strong urge of punching myself in the head but I can't because my family is here. Then I want to go inside my room and hit my head against the wall cause I think I'm going crazy and I need to stop my racing mind. But I can't do that too because they will hear the bang sound. Two minutes, that's how long it took me going from being in normal state to being suicidal again. And now I am sitting in my bathroom, writing this post, just to distract myself from the thoughts of jumping out of balcony. I hope I'm the only one who gets like this cause it really sucks when you can't trust your own mind.",3.085312500000001,3.9515147633928613,3.935178571428573,91.78482142857143,73.24107142857143,6.8500000000000005,24.267857142857146,6.9077264865688965,0.6577642857142854,833,23,188,7,16,267,130,224,0.12,0.8,0.08,-0.8762,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,5,1,16,7,1,1,8,0,15,5,4,3,0,35,44,19,1,4,6,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,1,0,7,10,0,2,6,0,0,7,5,2,0,3,4,8,34,5,25,35,2,38,0,0,2,0,11,10,1,1,20,125,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458097807471294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08790106924646783,0.0,0.09888336253346408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993927766438208,0.0,0.1575910997937655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655707593392227,0.0,0.11134583772319942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537485234430986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185459782137632,0.0,0.13071523686586775,0.09234319830873912,0.0,0.0,0.11814107882193785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13506577910876294,0.0,0.22038390105165748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653156102235179,0.0,0.14568514373447594,0.1531734378576717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283841072987411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489201373735565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629957906105893,0.0,0.0,0.11439081995504148,0.21709128684800905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610310193920133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584447413057316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266471202685095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758975858552158,0.0983078720812393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350489375709686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12379511929823532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299417604972096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08280711208519953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464261102964737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951047824106662,0.0,0.0,0.3659628934493166,0.0,0.0,0.10806694715567694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413891976361874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282443487151646,0.1269970578262845,0.10261781091515293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436123493460433,0.0,0.0,0.2525360065134087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762407554012322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663682825140916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pouncer999,2018/03/06,"Did I (27) lose my new GF (23) to Zoloft? Hey everyone. I'll try to keep this as brief as I can, but there's a lot here. I started dating a girl mid december. Before Christmas holidays we slept together, and after I came back from holidays (out of state), we hung out every weekend up to and including the weekend of Feb 24. Things were good. We clicked well, we chilled in, we went out, we laughed and got to know each other. She was a daily texter type of person, good mornings and good nights and hearts often. Feb 12, while I was away during the week traveling for work, she texted me to say she liked me and to ask if I would go out with her (make it official, like bf/gf). I told her I liked her too but we should talk a bit more that weekend. Feb 15, she started a prescription for Zoloft, half dose to start. For anxiety/depression. Feb 16 weekend, we hung out and discussed going out. I just wanted to know what would be different or what her expectations would be differently. She just wanted to know she could introduce me as her bf to friends and people, and to be together. No other changes, really, we were already exclusive. So I said yeah let's go out. That weekend she seemed a bit... spacey or maybe slow, kind of tired or daydreamy, but otherwise more relaxed and chill. I asked her how the medication was feeling. She said it made her feel funny, but good because she didn't feel any anxiety or depression anymore, but also kind of made her not feel anything. She said she forgot what it felt like to not have anxiety. Had a good weekend, went to a movie together the 19th. Feb 22 she started full dose of Zoloft. Feb 23 weekend, we hung out again, but mostly stayed in because I was tired from traveling for work again. She seemed a bit more distant than I'd seen her but still content, and we had a good weekend together. Everything remained normal up til Feb 26 or so, regular texting, sexy texts, etc. Around Feb 27-March 2 she didnt text me much, so I texted her to make sure she was OK. She hardly answered and was non-communicative. On March 2 I asked her if I pissed her off somehow or if she was OK, or was just busy/wanted to do her own thing.She said 'no, sorry, just something I have to do. Like, something I have to speak to you about tomorrow :/'. March 3 I tried to talk to her and see when we would meet up to talk, and she was vague, saying she was hungover. I asked if I should come to her or pick her up, she said she wasn't at home anyways, couldn't come out that day at all, and needed to return a shirt of mine she had. I pressed her about what was going on, saying I felt like she was giving some sort of weird hints. She said she just wanted to be platonic. This weekend to today (March 5), I have tried to ask her for more information and to get her to meet me to just talk things out so I can understand what the hell happened or is going on. Long story short she has now told me she is moving out of her apartment (but only about 30 minutes away), that I did nothing wrong, and that she just decided to go in a different direction/make a different decision. I feel that it is true I didn't do anything wrong to spur this, especially since she had 3 months to date me/get to know me before asking me out, so I am extremely confused. She still has not provided concrete reasoning for her actions as of yet, but told me she started thinking about the move/our dating situation about 2 weeks ago from today (just one week after asking me out and saying she was happy we were together). TL;DR: dated girl 3 months, everything great, she asked me out. She started a Zoloft prescription and just 2 weeks later suddenly moved out her apartment to a new location 30 minutes away and told me she wants to be only platonic, with no prior discussion or warning at all. She hasn't offered a real explanation yet, only saying I did nothing wrong, she wants to go in a different direction/decision, and the move and ceasing dating are related, but she did not stop dating me because she thought I would be too far away or anything like that. MY QUESTION THEN: Did I lose my new girlfriend to Zoloft? I don't mean it to sound patronizing of her decisions, but I cannot wrap my head around this and I am so confused by what could possibly be the cause. Anyone have similar experience with such sudden changes, particularly related to anti-anxiety or anti-depression meds?",4.6034897971208,5.545939232908464,5.373904197026533,82.586852328299,69.76477404403245,8.817243749631755,29.343225248934537,9.078989729785768,2.314999544356501,3430,127,686,64,59,1116,326,863,0.058,0.8,0.142,0.9975,5,0,2,0,0,0,131.0,13,1,0,4,42,36,2,2,25,3,68,15,5,8,4,165,140,66,0,22,40,0,9,7,4,7,10,13,1,3,26,60,0,3,24,14,0,19,15,11,1,2,51,25,128,25,112,71,17,124,1,3,3,0,120,42,2,27,68,469,154,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04032334537188683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05019835658984816,0.03637761943083246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03093415009489865,0.0,0.10439711842144757,0.0,0.0451129671330708,0.03180703866373125,0.0,0.11230096814528913,0.08098989227723523,0.3402093676574117,0.0,0.17095403963621578,0.034978312521178334,0.0,0.08318920537197652,0.0,0.07741575286266256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14898695750959728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052027415677712435,0.0,0.046729839583526105,0.09624287918823596,0.07836966913141588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263869491935711,0.0,0.0,0.029336708373863738,0.0,0.11753909390907745,0.0,0.0,0.2376321551483751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050732374620358005,0.0,0.0,0.0383265314134446,0.04346678754396738,0.08176534568586563,0.04449707164886205,0.0,0.0,0.11500328697826015,0.0,0.08735334551974046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035144768327034635,0.0,0.04753235790476796,0.043637292845283504,0.18096753969932125,0.22892460951968754,0.03638179137425807,0.05015189691903496,0.0,0.0,0.040225863770109206,0.0484239962714941,0.040749301537700094,0.0,0.04668494353670066,0.0,0.0,0.05390480636765689,0.0,0.0,0.04562927951021674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0404328050628273,0.0,0.09473980195720096,0.09999848600406856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04651569004977437,0.0,0.15556574671746773,0.0,0.0,0.040256424913852486,0.0,0.10178134173993723,0.0,0.03867320887377509,0.0,0.08608577874318342,0.0607286592903716,0.0,0.04569991836135458,0.049550969022154064,0.05052813892172276,0.04582548582367008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261793643872902,0.19339087105300493,0.033439724928897865,0.03372959366635827,0.0,0.13180097812574673,0.0,0.042688441879733516,0.04456966292967116,0.08729604282431179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030824593626537024,0.10378953850757694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031536416578323234,0.03971933035764615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051282129046178467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095820630553592,0.0,0.0,0.05177655832570895,0.0291414843542599,0.046770374336035016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596233245189752,0.1808738034995036,0.0,0.0,0.03624892579277828,0.08282314228731352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03762905627627225,0.05113165796688878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07003946815011007,0.0,0.050921326835834384,0.1931845284506503,0.04848533154214819,0.0726553132253853,0.038030927180621565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04287294146765593,0.0,0.0,0.14624967236917727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066281672947787,0.029147580590364687,0.0,0.0361132667949523,0.0,0.1045660649270538,0.0862367019513967,0.17386715017586954,0.0,0.09265234536203004,0.0,0.0,0.047355760738171576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13415325838172,0.0,0.14595445905319,0.0,0.04090016683957192,0.08433770888919033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623321787096077,0.0,0.0,0.16157076899809442,0.1492055802003618,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chillygnome,2018/03/06,"Diagnosed Anxiety, No Meds. Cannot sleep. I used to self medicate with marijuana. I stopped a week ago and I cannot sleep. It was the only thing that helped me sleep and helped my brain stop racing at night but I had to quit. I cant stop thinking about my social interactions throughout the day. I cant stop thinking of my clogged nose and its making me conscious of my breathing and making it impossible to sleep. Its making my chest tight and i'm getting nausea. Im about to cry I feel like I cant do this anymore. I cant stop thinking about my college classes and how i'm a failure. I don't know what to do. Exercise hasn't helped. A hobby hasn't helped. I don't know what to do. It's 2am and I have class in 6 hours I wish I could sleep. I have social anxiety and I may be awkward but can someone who understands this please talk to me? 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I apologise in advance for the length of the post. My diagnosis is panic disorder with agoraphobia, the latter of which is quite serious. I was previously on 200mg of Zoloft from 2010 - 2017. I was happy, finished university, had an extensive social life, and worked full time. This was a massive improvement from my life previously. On the advice of a new psychiatrist, which I now regret, I was changed to Prozac in September 2017. I had a paradoxical reaction and ended up spending a month in hospital recovering and was changed to Lexapro. Lexapro did ease my anxiety symptoms but increased my suicidal thoughts to unmanageable levels, and I have restarted the Zoloft. My question is: The Zoloft is not working, has this happened to anyone else? Going on a medication for a second time and not responding? Is there also any alternative SSRIs that people have had positive experiences with for Panic Disorder and Agoraphobia? I am now on Day 2 of 200mg of Zoloft, but have been taking the medication for almost a month. 200mg was the therapeutic dose that I was on between 2010 - 2017 which helped me immensely. I would have thought that I would have seen at least some improvement in the last month, hence why I am considering my other medication options. Thank you for reading. 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Does anyone here have experience with magnesium supplements helping their anxiety ? 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I'm 35 and she was my cheerleader and the person who got shit done when i would fall apart and be in anxiety ball. My father is emotionally shut down sold the house because it reminds him.of her while.i was desperately clinging to it . Losing the house was losing her all over again and packing has set me on panic attack after attack I embarrasely had to let friends to help . I'm tired of being non functional. I'm tired of being a head case and clinging to objects and memories. People keep telling me to just let go. That makes me anxious too. How does this stop ? 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Help. I'm almost falling apart. I need to hear opinions from third parties. Come judge my petty life issues. (We're all above 21, I have severe GAD and nocturnal panic attacks [Im taking meds]) I'm currently dating a guy who I really adore. He's a lot like me in certain ways, he has anxiety like me but with different triggers, he likes what I like, he's very supportive, blahblah I could go on, and usually everything is fine. Usually. It's just sometimes the things he wants to do give me anxiety (go out to bars with friends and things) and I'm usually alright with it, Ill just stay home and relax while he's out. But now its spring break and he and his friends (all girls and one other guy) are staying for 5 days at the beach in one room. Awkward. I know. But we talked about it and I told him I wasnt entirely comfortable with it but I wouldn't stop him since he's never been on a spring break trip before and he gets along well with girls, gossips with them, and they never feel like hes coming on to them. But its only day one and I'm struggling to maintain calm. I feel like I'll end up crying myself to sleep tonight, I'm so overwhelmed, my thoughts are racing and he sends snapchats of them hanging out with the girls in bathing suits and bikinis and... I trust him. But i cant stop my brain. All this will give me wicked nocturnal panic attacks. I'm afraid of them. I love being in a relationship with this man but I'm worried that I wont be able to handle things like this. I dont want to hold him back because I'm nervous and stressed. I don't want him to be a prisoner to my anxiety. And that's why I really don't want to bring this up to him anymore. Is this just going to be the most stressful week of my life? Is it just my anxiety trying to ruin my relationship? Is this just going to be a bad relationship? What do I do? 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I stopped working to get my anxiety and depression under control. How do I explain the gap in my employment? 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I’m already SO anxious that I’ll be misunderstood or that I’ll misunderstand someone, and when I’m talking to someone with a heavy accent it exacerbates it horribly. I have bad hearing anyway and I act so awkward around people I don’t understand. I don’t know what to say or I’ll think I know and then respond and they look at me like I have three heads, or they’ll get offended and I don’t know why. This has happened so much lately as I’ve been going to Church at a church with a large international following, and also working as a server nearby. Recently, I’ve left when someone told me not to leave because they wanted to give me something (made even more sh*tty that I left, and the woman was peeved at me), I unintentionally ignored an older gentleman who was asking me to help him (twice), I told someone happy birthday when it wasn’t their birthday then wandered off when they asked why I said it, told someone bye when they asked me a question (thought they said have a good day), and more. I can look back at some of this stuff and laugh now, definitely, but in the moment its just so UGH. And I don’t know when or if I should tell them I have trouble understanding them, because 1.) I don’t realize where I went wrong until after, 2.) sometimes my interactions with are so brief, I don’t have time to explain, 3.) I know some will be offended if I tell them, like I’m insulting their English, or I’m afraid they will anyway. It’s so frustrating sometimes, like what can I even do to prevent these misunderstandings if I genuinely don’t know at the moment?? I feel guilty about it, but don’t know how to improve...Has anyone else experienced this as well? Sorry for the venting/rant/whatever this was and thanks for reading this far. Note:sorry for any grammar errors in the post or title, its really late and was just on my mind",5.180531914893617,6.064118670212767,5.9670893617021274,79.0694,68.41489361702128,8.675574468085106,30.199574468085107,8.841846274778883,2.344289063829786,1524,57,293,25,25,500,186,376,0.13699999999999998,0.784,0.079,-0.9731,0,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,12,1,26,20,4,2,12,0,30,1,1,3,0,56,68,43,0,5,14,0,1,3,0,4,0,4,0,1,21,17,0,2,15,1,0,5,10,11,1,2,14,8,45,9,34,48,5,40,2,0,2,0,37,14,0,12,24,198,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09586052860241276,0.06946796797411947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181458590045978,0.0,0.0,0.19627126671311712,0.0,0.06073982788909225,0.08900609564980917,0.0,0.07733055833463609,0.24362836779895303,0.0,0.0,0.06679580280480035,0.07253079627870941,0.1059073343260946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602239920225071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256671192328673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11475042743026137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392285576528406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538472236949292,0.08333129295657313,0.04936884447432102,0.0728604001188098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681670927990386,0.09247214839231313,0.0,0.0,0.08915119277245356,0.0,0.09790606984800472,0.0,0.058225504123332376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090459211339419,0.3341810302815127,0.0,0.195980815529498,0.09198021874876956,0.18876374781453967,0.0,0.0,0.12731732720663858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589376890942776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219619939849579,0.057984780542279235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771148712208209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0638576623970933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044607707477553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319512399250133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731156406158856,0.0,0.08689108213794589,0.0,0.0556495926207919,0.0,0.08577125007457907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526191172121524,0.06908058188222768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885505527504768,0.3680130700530617,0.06687490284551675,0.17182850483358827,0.1944822754857471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944258996156327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698208659288771,0.1518521779801243,0.07997599160842196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055661234205401235,0.0,0.06896315098140465,0.05065318128398087,0.0,0.0,0.2490170702992383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18086441728845615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05123674612410906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810438188650068,0.08052711188626029,0.1567689492683641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324062885191234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497605605763937,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BobbyJohnson2435,2018/03/06,"What does this sound like? For about a period of 6-7 months I believed reality was video game and we were just a simulation on a computer. I would talk to the ""programmers"" much how others talk to god. I really believed it but have since stopped caring due to other mental health problems arising. I really did believe it, and that was at age 17 or 18. At one point I believed that all people were aliens in human bodies. Is that delusional disorder? I can't take it man, OCD, anxiety, depression, and delusional? I feel crazy sometimes.",3.2994059405940597,5.837060574257428,4.822267326732675,78.47854950495051,76.92079207920794,8.792475247524752,26.931683168316827,9.3871,2.867581386138614,422,17,75,12,10,141,77,101,0.187,0.742,0.071,-0.9272,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,9,2,1,1,1,13,12,6,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,10,4,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,2,8,2,10,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,1,6,51,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063611076329216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7106722738598045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751634026626069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607803855866201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582232312764106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073193338860652,0.0,0.13799980549469207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973524255743357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676222265944171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704172683150222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589192950517287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587050614164,0.0,0.11592384219259586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068580957173366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932573717393912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907258266386725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508926519597281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20204668792726027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044679018448682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596421581057798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13183993619261464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856688428314205,0.25349825658691705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202188037190157,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,potaytohtay,2018/03/06,"Nervous about going to court as a witness. I was in an abusive relationship about 1.5 years ago and was unable to report the physical and emotional abuse. Now, he has done the same, maybe more, to a mutual friend and he has been arrested. He is now having his trial coming up and I am going to be a witness testifying against him. Problem is, my anxiety is kicking in about the whole process and the questions they're going to ask. Being in the spotlight, especially in court when you have to tell the truth and nothing but the truth makes me anxious in case I don't remember things properly and get accused of being in contempt of court. 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I have suffered from anxiety and it's oh so wonderful counterpart depression since I was in elementary school and as life has gone on and anxiety has continuously proven to me that it will always be there in at least some capacity, I kind of dread the idea of living for another 40-50 years. I don't think I would be capable of suicide and kind of fantasize of the world taking care of it for me. I guess you call that a death wish. I fantasize sometimes about a way to inject an illness that will kill me gradually over a few years with limited side effects. In a weird way I think the knowledge that I am not going to have to fight this illness for decades more would actually reduce my overall anxiety.",5.0211188811188805,6.225209188811193,6.160426573426572,76.36525524475528,69.0,10.195524475524477,32.481818181818184,10.355215969177356,3.478057902097902,586,26,112,16,10,196,93,143,0.22,0.6459999999999999,0.134,-0.9041,0,0,0,0,1,2,8.0,0,1,0,2,3,10,2,2,8,0,13,3,0,1,0,19,22,6,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,5,0,1,6,0,0,2,3,7,0,0,2,0,14,3,23,14,4,15,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,3,3,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.1593081214817942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583679679702051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17118150505494592,0.37465663476794,0.0,0.1618997986346779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669615774439386,0.0,0.1664439108639442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060669503626452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18370125633809314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927785452471867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983790809297434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428899806282928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806115640256816,0.3399988037655823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530806443824533,0.0,0.0,0.14415244279546627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521737385960075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350418077350425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145809042332018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17856863420269933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274342947390705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20920758390147026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259159966776406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772905517448926,0.0,0.17703729513766878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23193575265295105,0.0,0.0,0.21025486050506725 anxiety,PoopNugSlug,2018/03/06,"Anyone have invasive thoughts right before going to sleep? This happens to me all the time and I hate it. They're just these awful thoughts that I really don't think about too much during the day but right before I go to sleep they make my stomach sink and I can't get them out of my head. Last night and tonight it's this scenario that one of my customers from Friday (I'm a stripper) will find me at my college job and shoot me or wait for me to leave and walk to my car and kidnap me. When I was at work on Friday he kept saying he wanted to hire me as his escort and I told him that I don't do that at all but he wouldn't drop it. I've had a ton of customers like that, but this is the first time I've had major anxiety about someone finding me and I think it's just due to these invasive thoughts I've been getting recently at night. I know I really don't have anything to worry about, but last night and tonight I just can't get that scenario out of my head. Another thought I always have right before I go to bed is the thought of my parents passing away and getting older as I do and it's seriously the worst thought in the world, it hits all at once right before I go to sleep. Another one which I have to fight so hard is that my boyfriend of 1.5 years is here on a student visa which expires August of 2019, so he has to leave the U.S. by then if he doesn't get a work visa. Right now my heart beating so hard and I'm having a hard time breathing, I don't want to say it's a panic attack because I hate when those happen and I just don't want to have anxiety anymore. Anyway, do these invasive thoughts happen to anyone else while they're just laying in bed?",3.7070236932095755,4.0067707893258415,4.599892525647288,89.65209330727896,71.44382022471909,7.427259404005863,26.714215925744995,7.079830092131019,1.0401000488519785,1315,40,297,11,23,427,154,356,0.161,0.823,0.016,-0.9933,2,0,0,1,1,1,22.0,0,0,2,4,17,8,4,1,13,1,28,8,8,1,3,48,62,28,0,5,11,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,23,15,0,2,12,0,2,7,9,7,0,3,13,5,39,1,42,46,7,48,0,0,0,0,14,18,0,2,23,189,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445712502162762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16245771297456055,0.11852109843994345,0.0,0.07682451152882804,0.10833072457024924,0.0793720954438552,0.06374713354978158,0.0,0.0,0.08812767462016667,0.0727809620136052,0.0,0.0,0.047221973882600514,0.0,0.2636681990243405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049958547041202964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471210699414844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160329982829406,0.06589172973442832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20236145003917974,0.0,0.17610068645122298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550625671649086,0.0,0.20818040031863705,0.1529613933129274,0.15900297457175092,0.0,0.0,0.09179645413337303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07687210647879571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04257276415794236,0.12628870548526372,0.0,0.16404860022617276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03784550924265274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051708520656839466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694572307210781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21808709803970228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249774728161134,0.10498464184136404,0.0,0.0,0.09088854233189347,0.08601576775308489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925218592415867,0.0,0.07648738884180972,0.0,0.0,0.3307736360337715,0.0,0.1232066298031125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325629751536534,0.0,0.06563588326750835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09927294892826494,0.0,0.4304901628691705,0.1355114762664792,0.0,0.0,0.07402117247004801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137072675997245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279095420413875,0.07866951586448179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04988495072594815 anxiety,Lunasolllll,2018/03/06,"I thought I was doing better. But school has me on edge.. Since I've started the semester with one of the most tedious/hardest courses I've taken thus far, I feel so on edge. I've gotten nearly D's C's on all my quizzes. It doesn't help that the professor is accusing me of cheating either...little backstory, this is my chemistry course, a prerequisite to get into my schools nursing program so obviously it's absolutely important that I get an A seeing as how atrociously competitive these programs are. Days before my last quiz I STUDIED my ass off. I studied absolutely everything on that study guide, reread the textbook chapters, skimmed through all her note slides. I felt confident. Until of course, quiz time came around. I sat in the back per usual as I get nervous sitting in the front (dumb I know), on the whiteboard was a note left by the professor. It stated that zinc (a transitional metal) has a charge of 1+. Seeing as I had studied so hard I remembered that couldn't be right, zinc ALWAYS has a 2+, so I continued writing out my formulas with this info in mind. Later that night the professor sends out an email stating that that question in particular was a trick question..she wanted to see who was ""cheating on the exams"" by googling said information, apparently she has written our names down to later confront the dean of our department..I'm absolutely aggravated. I cried for nearly 20 minutes as I have NEVER EVER been accused of cheating (nor have I ever cheated on my exams in college)..it seems so stupid to me to risk everything I've worked so hard for for one exam, I much rather take an L..but I just can't believe it. I want to punch her in the face so badly, I can't keep myself from pacing back and forth, I can barely think straight and I'm absolutely terrified that I may be kicked out of the course for being accused of something I DID NOT DO. I'm just so sad rn..",4.659977858293075,6.091041233695653,5.758164251207732,78.05527375201291,70.08695652173913,8.495330112721419,31.83615136876007,8.94667605116694,2.785042552334944,1506,67,276,28,27,500,204,368,0.155,0.8029999999999999,0.042,-0.9906,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,2,0,0,2,17,13,8,2,23,0,27,2,2,2,6,42,52,18,0,4,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,17,10,0,1,10,0,0,4,7,12,0,2,15,8,39,1,51,32,4,48,0,1,3,1,14,26,2,4,15,185,56,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897539124991576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658877716927432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014117351992168,0.1093523314374021,0.0,0.0,0.11144363458344253,0.1475554421561876,0.0,0.11583004665593705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979184692277986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438615693363479,0.08446315606328507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369350723749633,0.0,0.0,0.2354101579912239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622106646763005,0.0,0.12574926882146625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052752261400476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346421808054622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778470596873142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640986713903065,0.0,0.0,0.07197627305197808,0.10675593339048428,0.0,0.0,0.14229649316866028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13126376871832796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322397671436679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627612850728416,0.0,0.10101015396271908,0.0,0.0,0.1229040587184164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749383665585688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934269841755049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836056476704826,0.11184546747886356,0.12458001477795562,0.0,0.0,0.2650920572654215,0.3130922498881529,0.11922782719034301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083376093961673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082512416803066,0.0,0.0,0.09269941925998026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847120637173956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391863929984973,0.0,0.10397350821998104,0.0763681601790247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424211843663742,0.0,0.15449596396013252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534584702407327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Funkshu,2018/03/06,"I mentally exploded today. My friend told me something I didn’t need to hear today. I don’t like him in a romantic way at all but he told me today that I’m not his type. It hurt me for some reason, and now I’m crying and just angry at everything. I usually hold everything in but today I just lost it. Being told I’ll find someone eventually when I’m not even interested in relationships just depressed me. I don’t have access to a healthy way to deal with my stress. I can’t cry because I can’t get privacy. I don’t have a punching bag either. How do I apologize without making myself feel stupid, or letting my friend walk away thinking that they can talk like that around me even when it hurts. Sorry if this post doesn’t go here, I’m new to this group. ",2.117142857142859,3.9567054140127387,4.040896269335761,86.0652388535032,77.66242038216559,7.288262056414922,23.953139217470433,8.192908349453996,1.4044871701546855,598,20,125,11,14,203,94,157,0.239,0.655,0.106,-0.9801,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,1,11,11,1,1,3,0,13,0,0,3,1,25,28,9,0,2,11,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,10,6,0,0,5,2,22,5,14,21,3,21,0,4,0,0,15,7,0,3,11,81,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038864654263496,0.0,0.0,0.11650456943342688,0.0,0.0,0.07559086308807615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724221715694272,0.0,0.12784128484260626,0.10680329876273344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16380515862048078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228911680350615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269946454072625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333617350210295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160827602514532,0.0,0.0647862654036681,0.0,0.07047356233109221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397599961978961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654947980971587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12680110871155226,0.0,0.12116286010288825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536353821315425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277273023731675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249655031494494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194639203906907,0.0,0.11976252985984168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187602590005551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749537444930015,0.0,0.13313243693635632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506704099396584,0.09546329642211217,0.0,0.13881081185591135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14204461398124196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996686310859259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945588963987626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4701600430892811,0.3554695316874884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657139748146452,0.0,0.0,0.19685505979513784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953412733976937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fmlaquestion1,2018/03/06,FMLA question I recently got diagnosed with anxiety.. and some days its really bad where I dont get sleep and my doctor said I might have some depression also.. I want to use FMLA to get time off but I am a diligent worker and haven't called out of work.. Will this affected me from getting FMLA?,3.070508474576272,4.912227915254243,5.0120000000000005,80.14613559322035,74.9322033898305,8.787796610169492,25.359322033898305,9.3871,2.3857566101694916,233,8,44,6,5,80,47,59,0.125,0.8540000000000001,0.021,-0.6929,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,0,6,3,1,2,0,13,13,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,7,9,2,6,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,4,3,31,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869100447256968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879922123077108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951508698439918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386596719846201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073348833860498,0.0,0.20130726568786173,0.23722626819874915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922775698898865,0.0,0.0,0.2739243208093934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663354810279857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869314803815883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24794561696236664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618258360148841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973041747232513,0.0,0.23077554526412936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223262908940588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338941020736192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628710692696344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018636236204817,0.0,0.0,0.13785724253837706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015480820737153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BigAl_13,2018/03/06,"How can I best help my friend with her anxiety? My best friend sometimes has small episodes of anxiety. I don’t have anxiety so it’s difficult for me to understand what she needs to hear. I definitely want to be able to be there for her in the most effective way possible. What are some of the best things to say to someone actively dealing with anxiety? 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It feels like my body is plugged into an outlet and my muscles are trembling. Regardless of what I’m doing or however relaxed I am the shaking persists. I’ve gone to my general practitioner and he said it was stress and anxiety and told me it will pass over time but a month feels a bit excessive. Has anyone else dealt with this type of physical symptom for this long? Any information I’ve found online points towards this lasting anywhere from a few minutes to a week. I’m becoming an emotional wreck as the days carry on and nothing seems to help. I’m not really sure where to turn at this point. I apologize in advance for the grammar and if this is posted on the wrong subreddit or breaks the rules somehow. I’m relatively new to this. 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I MUST go to this GRE test and don’t think I can make it.. I’ve had debilitating anxiety for nearly 10 years. I’m mostly functional, but there have been periods where I can’t leave my house because of panic attacks. I take the GRE (graduate school test, think of SAT) on Friday and I do not know if I can go and sit in a room for 5 hours where I am being watched and monitored, with no way out and I’m not allowed to leave. I must take this test to continue on with my future career, but I know I will have a panic attack, and I don’t know if I’ll be able to get through it because it is such a long period of time. Any help would be appreciated. I’ve just been having panic attacks and crying for days. 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Attempting to get FMLA help? I'm starting to have another flare up, and it's been years since I've had attacks this intense. I'm getting cold chills, dull headaches, no appetite and dozens of thoughts running through my head that leave me unable to focus. I work at the airport...so this has been crippling this past week. I have walked off my station several times and called out just to get myself together, I finally got a full nights rest but I'm up still slightly dizzy from time to time and still no appetite. At this point to not face any type of disciplinary action I have to have a legitimate excuse for my call outs. I'm planning to go to the doctor tomorrow is there anything in particular I need to say to not make me seem like I want attention as most people with anxiety have to ""prove"" their feelings and symptoms are real?",6.123001613770846,7.080105366863908,6.111877353415814,78.60777299623454,66.33727810650889,9.222377622377623,34.298547606239914,9.339509955726095,3.14208402366864,713,32,129,13,11,225,116,169,0.104,0.841,0.055,-0.7251,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,4,4,1,1,4,0,11,5,2,1,1,24,27,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,3,0,1,5,3,13,1,28,22,3,27,0,1,0,0,6,11,0,2,13,82,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490571182715767,0.16176064520501204,0.236025104662826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269472192384916,0.0,0.0,0.17549907906444334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150442919785571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789709818898756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800118410175315,0.0,0.0,0.1689901244671738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241791797682776,0.0,0.08767253994846043,0.0,0.1233800738004789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583207302707145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340079640566296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334470633425813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536624615862211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297330315559518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438578471867003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476755845715647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14726370938230907,0.10694815339931887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14583059625751504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558771423995184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12267797918346547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043735920912578,0.0,0.17427590877269922,0.0,0.12760987200024926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091897919124844,0.0,0.24639297761702803,0.0,0.17671041000065574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32068148220521964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246943743100565,0.2698600568996302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098968629358137,0.0,0.12374233956930047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230699479443908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934181231165316 anxiety,OozefartTheFlatulent,2018/03/06,"What do you tell yourself to calm down or talk yourself out of hypochondriacal episodes? I'm specifically looking for something to use regularly in self-talk, not other advice like ""avoid WebMD"".",9.513636363636364,10.736218696969695,8.366212121212126,64.4693181818182,59.0,10.236363636363636,40.74242424242424,10.125756701596842,4.508042424242424,159,8,23,3,2,49,30,33,0.125,0.809,0.066,-0.2523,0,1,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,7,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,1,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527559623553736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17636183580649445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031412944583107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37659205942089263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779082995374409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.580301347647541,0.3155218083905021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117800854217779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,albino-pomegranate,2018/03/06,"I love my job, but it gives me anxiety I love everything about my job. My coworkers, my bosses, the enviornment, I even don't mind the commute. However, I am always so scared that I am going to mess something up and get fired. It's causing me to lose sleep & not enjoy myself. I've been reminded of things here and there, but nothing more serious than a ""hey, I see you're not doing _____ correctly. It's ok, just make sure you do it in the future."" I have no idea why this happens. Does anyone have any ideas as to why? Does anyone else struggle with this?",1.6598376623376616,3.7627330357142905,3.5523376623376635,87.72902597402597,80.25,6.929870129870131,22.68181818181818,8.00094639256281,1.2323107142857141,428,14,89,8,11,144,80,112,0.217,0.6629999999999999,0.12,-0.9275,3,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,2,4,1,8,3,1,3,2,16,16,6,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,1,2,15,5,10,15,1,4,0,1,1,2,5,2,0,0,1,58,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330330929477203,0.17323007626939946,0.0,0.10872398486388987,0.0,0.1223078775211929,0.0,0.0,0.22358383725635086,0.16381610794919513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424095557773688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27982439423153416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13355935036982794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559933153956004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368997013767648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353077982632579,0.15337160879665274,0.09086357396859633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14138148907473902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609704584711228,0.0,0.0,0.3173127589184072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788649926506991,0.0,0.0,0.288596155927951,0.0,0.10672124194838524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143337529721474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534093163961396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006792196814326,0.0,0.1274037801955394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999561403249762,0.0,0.0,0.1230835508922427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714144700481942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506851497422765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621726779383248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885339361190515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,maffew12,2018/03/06,"super glad this sub exists I forget just how huge and expansive Reddit is... If you can think it, there's probably a subreddit for it haha... I really struggle with anxiety sometimes, and it's a huge deal to unload it on people sometimes, so its really reassuring to know this is here, should I need it... 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Does anyone else get huge mood swings? I can be so happy one moment, and the next moment I can be raging mad. One thing can trigger me, and I have learnt to not show friends that side of me, just loved ones. My boyfriend for instance see’s that side very frequently, and it’s almost like everything he says/does makes it worse. My way to cope with my anger is to shut people out for that moment, and ignore the situation, and he keeps going and keeps fighting me and when I don’t get my space I blow right up. I go into this panic mode when I get so angry I don’t realize what I’m saying or doing. I start hitting myself, or wanting to hurt myself, or punch things or scream. I can’t explain it, just curious is anyone else deals with these anger outbursts, and how do you cope? I cannot stand feeling so angry inside, and I feel like I can not control it. 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To anyone who has tried Bach Rescue Remedy, what are your thoughts on the product? How have you used it and how does it make you feel? 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It is not working so he prescribed cymbalta and propranolol together. Do I have to wean of my tca first? Or is it usual to go into another medicine without weaning off? Thanks!",2.6770285714285715,5.693127160000002,4.187714285714286,77.76100000000002,87.4,7.6571428571428575,35.142857142857146,8.418075326091056,3.983885714285714,218,14,35,6,7,72,42,50,0.064,0.936,0.0,-0.4692,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,7,8,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,7,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,27,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32856035740008194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530226319828245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665236371343413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17807620032135352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102521303102642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156532870393484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35100828791788324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884779024951264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450955894895451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020449442500185,0.0,0.2281125072258721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fluffy_lulu,2018/03/06,"I had a panic attack last night and now my mum wants to see me. She never comes over and is getting sick of my sudden outbursts, but I can't control all of them and she is my ""person"". She had coffee with her friends this morning and I'm sure that I was the conversation topic. I'm scared to see her now... 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And now I'm this flimsy little scaredy cat who has a panic attack just applying for a job. I can't outrun my anxiety anymore. I can't out-achieve it. I feel like I'm never going to reach a point where I am proud of what I've accomplished. All I see are the mistakes and the problems and the failings. And it doesn't help that when I try to look up what I'm supposed to do, everything's just like ""be proud of who you are, not what you do."" Which I don't believe for anybody, myself included. What nonsense is that? If I think I'm a thing and then I don't do anything about it, then I'm demonstrably not that thing. That sounds like someone writing the great American novel in their head but never writing down. I need to know what I'm ACTUALLY supposed to do. I'm objectively a very accomplished person but I can't make myself believe that. This voice telling me I'm not good enough used to compel me to achieve but now I feel like it's strangling me. This was mostly a rant to get this off my chest but I am genuinely looking for advice if you have it. I'm already in therapy and on meds, though I think it's probably time to get them changed.",2.8571028716830256,4.3596445648855005,4.273424209378408,86.6457124681934,74.72519083969465,7.280552526354054,28.125045438022536,7.957251820313856,1.7399885132679032,1004,41,209,15,21,333,130,262,0.157,0.6759999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.6878,1,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,3,2,7,9,14,1,1,11,0,21,2,2,5,3,40,46,19,0,5,12,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,1,25,7,0,1,6,1,0,1,11,5,0,0,2,8,27,9,23,42,3,19,0,1,3,0,12,9,0,3,14,139,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.11757275467778824,0.0,0.0,0.23546663600513346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13295454645757238,0.0,0.1002504218710394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216816694226246,0.27222004331654515,0.1194854670948689,0.0,0.0,0.09914616932248832,0.0,0.0,0.13706532142445074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27148322489802473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274536580628879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448979777641413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828117880864443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827574952652951,0.25821644105666386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589342593270236,0.0,0.06847252380008859,0.10105432959473364,0.0,0.13283149413313064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236489780937306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075634054855738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955949170908475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621358873232312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943063521858311,0.12075431011958028,0.0,0.0,0.2023485595076369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042246700323917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382800254941934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933565026341501,0.18584582137077774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135930991273465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519996892422777,0.0,0.0,0.11389414494999076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989964486295025,0.11528471075691192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600831213920047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208374924010616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072809187707706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530631192155678,0.0,0.13778131837637572,0.0,0.16008536929236816,0.15439961070403638,0.11837265367010473,0.0,0.07025384527323968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817991623144777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20811500221703014,0.0,0.09941001628216484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tildeloltilde,2018/03/06,"I finally asked out for help I mustered up the courage after work today to call my company's Employee Assistance Program, and to tell them that I'd like some help in talking with someone about my anxiety issues, because I didn't know where or how to start the process. My company will give you I believe 5 (free) meetings with a therapist/counselor who specializes in whatever issue you may be facing. The counselor was nice and took generic information and said she will submit my info to a case worked who will call me tomorrow to get the process started. Of course I'm freaking out about expecting that phone call tomorrow, but I have to keep telling myself it's for the best. I've put off this call for probably 6 months to be honest. Too scared. Too afraid. Too nervous. I was wishing so hard that no one would answer the call today. But, I am glad she did, and I hope this can be the start to helping me cope.",6.7069101123595525,6.5518863202247175,6.7980674157303405,78.02755056179775,65.01123595505618,10.266067415730339,36.33932584269663,9.888512548439397,3.4924521348314603,727,33,138,14,10,233,114,178,0.08,0.748,0.172,0.9549,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,2,1,3,8,13,0,3,9,0,15,1,1,1,0,23,28,9,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,5,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,4,0,1,2,2,4,0,1,6,2,20,10,23,14,2,19,0,0,0,0,24,7,0,4,11,92,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249060095509336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302815157032807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07370145569314941,0.0,0.0,0.13621648044587176,0.12688042715392894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6172783173678641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13244352281739855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316692089637294,0.11598134604693727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830550051699213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431165569219543,0.0,0.0,0.1200841368347001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25238301434231425,0.0,0.10746430059872483,0.0,0.0,0.06644522524878194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059067186169864574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650376393852132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192712304200643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035407577058358,0.0,0.0,0.12154108850700207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500660971206472,0.0,0.1210451738392833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024408711619616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567276769962482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717739549311948,0.21134941481673816,0.0,0.0,0.1403779093497303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292041535764649,0.0,0.13432788039639326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903268901597093,0.0,0.0,0.17603790842227682,0.0,0.0,0.08588614943038643,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,satanaintwaitin,2018/03/06,"I need help. Preface: as of today, I am back on a mood stabilizer (lamictal) and in two weeks, I will begin celexa again. I also now take 1mg of Ativan 2x a day as needed. I have been suffering from panic attacks and anxiety for about a month straight, now. It's escalating to the point of acute agoraphobia. I'm afraid to go anywhere for fear of an attack. I've gone to the ER twice now for an EKG (including today). Every day is the same. I wake up and I'm okay for a little. Then, the spike of terror hits: chest pain, a tightness, the inability to breathe or hyper-awareness of my breathing; arm pains, racing thoughts. I'm trying to distract myself, but it doesn't do shit. I went from taking 0.5 mg of ativan to up to 2mg of ativan daily now. Sometimes, sublingually, which is supposed to ease during an attack. That stabby feeling and random pain throughout my body comes and goes all day. I have symptoms of de-realization and racing thoughts around that I will die somehow, in some form, soon. Does it stop? I feel so alone. I am constantly terrified. Will it ever pan out? Do I need to reach a baseline before the spikes stop?",2.5294341234251583,4.695050497757851,4.0554644458680364,84.90061285500748,77.65470852017938,6.400085415332053,24.071962417253896,7.447530270364453,1.1791146273756143,883,30,171,12,21,293,138,223,0.213,0.7240000000000001,0.063,-0.9873,0,1,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,0,13,15,4,5,15,1,13,11,7,0,2,27,31,13,1,3,2,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,7,9,0,3,4,0,0,4,1,13,1,2,5,3,15,1,34,22,4,34,0,1,0,0,1,10,1,4,20,110,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266057870643636,0.0,0.09775683792830796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351475206811688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088212463741697,0.0,0.4172035739250526,0.0,0.09399650888756048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401889024215437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357832415829649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10530061015044856,0.0,0.13210011351011533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23650782190187464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268678376783706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697474839524827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057483623900888,0.10299410952006237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375561715465052,0.1236183990294628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947291346973095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193619787466913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251854134261958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757235292192062,0.0,0.0,0.2719225562051365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902221392511821,0.1434245820174601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555814854906027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139138093694002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12547959817985455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090040768673775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439947653684204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705618473974367,0.1838214563959729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409289691692785,0.0,0.0,0.23174213783184794,0.0,0.0,0.0829942553594444,0.0,0.11941261619911893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805511343111303,0.0,0.0,0.1133195061705654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheRiceisRicky,2018/03/06,"Do adrenaline seekers have less anxiety? I was wondering if adrenaline junkies tend to be less anxious, and if this is a cause or an effect? Do unanxious people take to these activities naturally, or do these activities prevent everyday anxiety, or does it not even register to them as anxiety inducing?",9.518589743589745,10.308455730769232,10.458461538461544,50.953205128205155,59.0,16.164102564102564,50.02564102564102,14.554592549557764,8.590633333333333,246,17,34,12,3,85,39,52,0.123,0.856,0.021,-0.5216,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,3,0,12,10,7,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,8,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912565629945778,0.3402727459382463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094176236684323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635840701334676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19894120873207247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881567674207333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22646656515466265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32664093146120826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sour-potato,2018/03/07,"What Should Be Embarrassment Is Actually Mortification. What Can I Do About This? I'm talking about the small things - tripping while walking up stairs, doing ""the dance"" with someone who's going the opposite way of you, saying something stupid and embarrassing. Those things should be little embarrassments that someone gets over easily. They're awkward but whatever. For me? Nah. That shit *gets me mortified.* I want to instantly run in front of a high-speed bus. I want to throw myself into a trash compactor. I just want to *disappear* the moment I do something. Like, just a little while ago, I tripped while walking up the stairs. My roommate saw it, my friends saw it, strangers saw it, and even though my roommate said, ""you good, man?"" and I said ""yeah"" I wanted *to end myself right then and there and just slam my head into the pavement and die from a brain bleed.* I don't think it's normal to be *mortified.* Everyone stares and is judging you and thinking about you. It's so embarrassing it's sickening and it shouldn't be because I just tripped up the stairs... What do I do about this? I know people are staring, I can see them. I know what they're thinking, it's practically voiced out loud. Damnit...",1.9285575757575764,4.7641638355555616,2.592646464646468,88.61854545454548,90.64444444444445,5.571717171717172,23.26262626262627,7.106945922332613,1.1869111111111108,953,37,178,16,33,296,121,225,0.147,0.778,0.076,-0.9535,0,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,0,4,1,0,12,11,2,6,11,1,18,4,3,0,0,31,37,16,1,8,5,0,0,1,1,3,1,5,0,1,20,13,0,0,5,1,0,11,2,8,0,0,5,11,27,3,22,25,0,34,0,0,6,0,12,15,1,0,8,120,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.14789512571815847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343437344104068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238608891230042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918471039349922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728942637184914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342321178310262,0.0,0.0,0.10010017964057596,0.0,0.0,0.14481661944526034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709046901982005,0.0,0.1583617233978458,0.0,0.0861317959539723,0.1271165485637876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15553842563449685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601254289937672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16658054932291882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404177111519035,0.30379442797079803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484910268273438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506866268114802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294265361479127,0.2883256720083656,0.12052205487929933,0.0,0.0,0.12076914785851955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155568301472236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568229173335633,0.2333477944507224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12181359806069085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137187294809072,0.2913296098890606,0.14890132109356394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3575625890780331,0.1202967416569862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WhyDoIFeelBad_,2018/03/07,"I never live in the moment. It's weird typing this out just lying here. But as I'm looking into my life, I realise that regardless of whatever I'm doing and as I'm doing it, im analysing and overanalysing it, having conversations with myself about whatever it is that I'm doing. Then I become conscious of that fact. Even right now it's happening, and it raises my anxiety levels because I'm now trying to justify and convince myself that others do it too. Just so I can feel normal. And I've never even wrote it down before, let alone speak about it - because I convince myself that it's silly, which then makes me feel more alone. I can't shake it.",4.487299145299147,5.489331353846158,5.83717948717949,78.94004273504277,70.07692307692308,7.931623931623932,26.75213675213676,8.167268648758528,1.8138803418803424,516,16,94,7,9,174,76,130,0.08900000000000001,0.855,0.057,-0.6018,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,1,0,9,1,0,1,3,21,20,11,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,19,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,4,12,3,12,18,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,7,73,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517239056852948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16682827074060375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658753706297816,0.24084885912908666,0.1855674233174997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880755390274174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22053251797946516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284472770761088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23556052945407205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22299845773469665,0.1540341999115561,0.0,0.0,0.1925659432362413,0.0,0.1831297148974338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556805829987265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33638877751660456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136691100236652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862365247451964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805993489599173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UltraviolenceG,2018/03/07,"My life seems like a joke I don't know why I am like this, why my life has to hold no sense, I don't know why I had to be such a freak among normal people. I think my whole self can be described as neurotic and I dont know why since I had a ordinary upbringing and. Nice parents. I am almost 20 and I cant make sense of this abstract and unexplainable mess of anxiety low self esteem and ocd I hav since early teens. I am ashamed and disgusted by myself because I fear I messed up my sense of self and personality throught withholding some experiences and trying everyday a new personality on me. I wish I could share ordinary pains and joys like a break up, the loss of someone or how I overcame my insecurity like any sane person instead I'm always left feeling so estranged by my inner life of mental restlessness and emotional and existential turbulence. I question every fucking imaginable perception and concern I have onto myself every minute and can't get no peace, I question if I really love my beloved ones and tastes and why and freak out if I find I do for wrong motives, if I consider that externally I might be a different version and internally just a bunch of messy self centered thoughts who can't focus on normal and sane parts of her life. I'm so contradictory and volatile and abstract I hate that I fear I'm too mentally fragile and if ever a serious life tragedy happens my already ruined sense of self will crash awfuy. I feel a joke, I fear I perceive things weirdly, that every aspect of me and my life is distorted and unable toto connect to others oh god why am I like this?",6.522222222222222,6.5093805286624224,7.410148619957539,73.00595895258317,65.36942675159236,10.544656758669495,35.27883934890304,10.25414643259724,3.6017748053786267,1282,56,238,28,18,431,167,314,0.232,0.648,0.12,-0.9883,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,8,31,3,6,10,0,23,10,0,3,1,57,41,32,0,8,6,1,3,5,0,2,7,0,0,8,9,24,1,2,15,2,0,0,8,20,0,1,3,4,44,11,23,32,5,16,0,3,0,2,15,11,1,11,9,152,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034536426182769,0.0,0.0885430827746196,0.0,0.06676327841673757,0.0,0.0,0.05456363910066808,0.0,0.06138077901200576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048911486335360584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06406239580147609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383016900385529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940366970609687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025537490371266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257859789364038,0.20280838700350864,0.0,0.0,0.07848679052234465,0.0,0.27086544467176965,0.08114007111004684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333479834846067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07417744333659362,0.04192031160324729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095295996597735,0.0,0.0,0.07921703058689415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228781017582408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717730014254027,0.0,0.34004089869503823,0.19599774808003356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0724166637085926,0.0,0.053558553223896584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617192409237066,0.08511835240109686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749300779781511,0.0,0.0,0.1572296633637944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05437039637111226,0.0,0.08537739898521401,0.0,0.08909324840041763,0.08688841827557171,0.0,0.05562595537388701,0.21017851148063815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976670893125174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051401620225079984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07304438672283912,0.4185213612331829,0.0,0.0,0.13274508852246356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06798421039174196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053305631442934376,0.05141237315754051,0.0,0.06369889750004375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05447538420219879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4344063063473301,0.08958129794471789,0.0922681296457105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877261258176164,0.0,0.0 anxiety,skaizokuhime,2018/03/07,"Anxiety about taking medication for anxiety (Zoloft) I’m a female in my early 20s and I am currently an undergraduate student. I believe I have had anxiety for the great majority of my life but haven’t been able to bring myself to talk to a psychiatrist about it until now. I was prescribed 25mg Zoloft but a couple things worry me about beginning the treatment: 1) I have had friends with very bad experiences with anti-depressants and have heavily warned me against taking Zoloft. 2) I have read that the medication negatively affects sexual activity and I already have a hard time orgasming during sex 3) I have important exams approaching and I’m scared that it will negatively affect my ability to study—should I hold off on taking it until after? Anyone have any good experiences with Zoloft? Bad experiences? Thank you all in advanced!",4.9075055187638,7.8556796622516565,6.465801324503312,66.63587637969096,73.56953642384107,10.119381898454748,30.596467991169977,10.203070172399654,4.144371832229581,683,31,105,23,15,232,95,151,0.163,0.706,0.131,-0.6509999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,8,0,14,9,1,2,1,13,22,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,7,0,0,0,6,7,0,1,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,4,1,16,4,21,17,2,15,0,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,8,75,22,3,0.15425459600093738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702237824705546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489841489612484,0.0,0.35401303118196314,0.0,0.0,0.10785840012185714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25759228888400665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379210659107916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067977650573038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328592575041337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4526717820756941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917671822525447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938143656584933,0.0,0.1700662366575955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818181932639798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895458300582976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107905541287559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429633948532714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443576052878394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479407769141074,0.12398400120530725,0.0,0.1420169072390893,0.0,0.0,0.10247989935356754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994709541074769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272761965489427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566530299352274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smm44,2018/03/07,"Anxiety or? Hi everyone, I’ve been struggling with anxiety my whole life as well as depression & many other things like severe paranoia, fear of rejection and failure etc, I have really bad anger problems and don’t know what to do. Does anyone think from their experience it could be something else? I see a psychologist and get CBT, I also have started getting reiki which is helping me but I fear that I may have something like BPD.. any answers or suggestions would be greatly appreciated! ♥️",4.960796703296705,7.443615340659338,5.833063186813193,73.50256181318683,71.41758241758242,8.945604395604398,33.35302197802198,9.516144504307137,3.668108791208791,400,20,65,10,8,131,74,91,0.271,0.606,0.123,-0.8893,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,2,12,1,3,1,0,12,1,0,0,0,14,18,9,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,1,1,8,4,6,12,2,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,3,3,43,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602320615789087,0.0,0.1842955528652355,0.0,0.11566898388384315,0.0,0.2602411589600335,0.0,0.0,0.11893288909833742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202044111453554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2142260145498596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580531558479922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650073912253864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884941619456515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209076649282293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969851133291685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253102582361634,0.0,0.16638346447666644,0.0,0.382803533278817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17773300781114226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752798892731384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140096649144221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347859267613097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014162385820515,0.16619756847311432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244747237869504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1627559044140764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896584757568717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554199486550442,0.0,0.0,0.19215652734318456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618916016064727,0.0,0.0,0.12039260838165115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781799815491964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300214439354292,0.10898864262367117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293391686856495,0.0,0.0,0.18990261425093355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208290941759068,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,airman94,2018/03/07,"Muscle Tensions Hi, For the past 6 years or so. The muscles under my neck get incredibly tense and curl up. The only remedies I've found has been taking cold showers, massages (a difficult place to reach) and drinking beer. This tension is caused by stress and I don't know how to deal with it.",3.440526315789473,5.535845684210528,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,74.6140350877193,5.963508771929827,27.18947368421053,6.742157984588678,1.2337115789473685,232,9,44,2,5,73,51,57,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.8999,1,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,4,0,4,3,1,2,0,9,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,7,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,2,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3293550984252572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33053514551738866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31407604034486325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3515326499885705,0.0,0.0,0.1675056511602957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17619903841836346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438385834785099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30605881302136595,0.0,0.0,0.3349695293004615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672580200524051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410590481958818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20646252418213495 anxiety,badstuff72,2018/03/07,"Driving Manual I've just started learning to drive a manual transmission car, and today was the first time I went somewhere that isn't a parking lot, and I also went by myself. I stalled so many times and held up traffic and I'm freaking out someone called the cops on me because of that. Is this a realistic thing or am I catastrophizing? 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I’ve been dealing with anxiety for years now. It started off as just being shy and awkward at school but after a bad edible trip turned into anxiety about everything (obsessing about how small we are in relation to the universe; overthinking everything in my life; existential crisis, etc.). I had what I thought were panic attacks in the past but I think they were just getting worried when speaking in class etc. What I experience daily are the following symptoms which I need to know if are symptoms of a panic attack or something else: * Mild sharp pain under left breast, side of lung/chest/ribcage. * Worrying that I may lose consciousness instantly (black out). * Worried about limbs going numb. * Verigo/spaced out feeling * Shortness of breath. relieved by inhaler thankfully * Slight off-balance when walking * Head rush when getting up or sometimes movement causes this * Depersonalisation - overthinking about how the hell my brain is processing the environment atound me and how it is connected to my eyes and other body parts and working in tandem. * Feeling of impending doom Atm im really concerned about my heart health. that sharp pain scares me but this happened last year, I went to doc and everything (ecg, blood test) came back fine. im also terrified i may have a brain tumour which is causing some of the more obscure above symptoms. basically i am asking you, do these symptoms sound concurrent with anxiety and panic attacks or am I ill?",4.77310477453581,8.014235342307696,4.789628647214856,76.69192307692309,76.34615384615384,7.740053050397879,30.888594164456233,8.641336200584522,3.1753037135278515,1199,57,183,27,29,372,168,260,0.301,0.653,0.046,-0.9979,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,1,2,16,22,5,7,10,0,18,19,9,5,0,39,36,21,0,2,9,0,5,1,0,2,10,2,0,0,14,13,0,0,7,0,1,8,0,18,0,0,7,10,19,4,32,26,5,35,2,2,2,1,6,16,1,8,12,122,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776395181731226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447015536649498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921742667070791,0.3856011641484167,0.0,0.06515733358645942,0.07075165040285686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941234315186668,0.0,0.18918848390266466,0.0,0.09691627281623644,0.0,0.17409597700529522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735987292830119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078668505378448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890077604384408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22846779278333135,0.08288880543594103,0.0,0.0,0.12853634712043088,0.06053595421933668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854291350609769,0.0,0.04815785024085666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493243200012963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696435648929797,0.09007120737575229,0.0,0.10041346186395736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306047113711327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04656910411818012,0.06907176443693808,0.0,0.0,0.09206673150800396,0.0,0.0598520755416614,0.04139809794327965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479875326477168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283122963476223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18033176196948425,0.3976812945761181,0.0,0.0917616473950498,0.0808908201646189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428453462771952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483627352332787,0.08575811925397206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652344933408638,0.08380681673834199,0.0,0.05997711084728378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522957314601241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801421863835034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429589064980495,0.0,0.0672715177449117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216925593154814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855182019835126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168936635679439,0.25816286170389996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913538316038933 anxiety,biochem_dude,2018/03/07,"School I don't know if this is the right place to post but I'm so out of options. I'm in my second year of university. Last semester I was top of every single class I was in, life was good. This semester I feel like I'm drowning, I'm getting ~55% on every midterm and have no time for anything. My parents just divorced and it's been pretty traumatic since I live at home. They divorced at the beginning of the 1st semester. I just feel so numb but I have too big of an ego I guess to go talk to a counselor. What should I do, I'm worried about finals and that I'll hurt myself.",1.3370894428152518,2.9601050403225813,3.366041055718476,91.00769794721407,79.24193548387099,6.444574780058653,24.175953079178885,7.348242739294969,0.9297999999999996,451,16,102,6,11,153,80,124,0.149,0.746,0.105,-0.7798,1,0,0,0,2,2,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,4,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,0,0,15,22,8,1,2,5,1,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,2,13,2,16,17,1,17,0,1,0,0,5,10,0,3,6,63,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733108823445677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3548894592543821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21297755274495975,0.15045704586542508,0.0,0.2307086973201211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100329991510232,0.0,0.11969230477834596,0.1766464115203044,0.0,0.0,0.23200637225789175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21125509841816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254581948164876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574360930751935,0.17167208750423332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487573226695114,0.10289150640007268,0.0,0.18596905212998274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338531597376214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003855796999405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20170243486582445,0.21426212642485087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985646577368422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21314462534408946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421554914638654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927721225061393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280611541128095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388072606348624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562342876606065 anxiety,Fluffeh_Panda,2018/03/07,"Desperate to start a conversation but can’t I really enjoy talking to people but I’m terrible at it. Whenever I talk to my friend she’s usually the one that keeps it going. Whenever I try it just turns to a long, awkward, quiet silence. I try extremely hard to find things to talk about but I just can’t think of anything. I don’t have a lot of friends and I rarely go out, so there’s not a lot to talk about. What can I do?",0.2519780219780223,2.3349968901098923,3.000758241758245,89.75674175824177,85.5934065934066,7.156483516483518,22.286813186813184,8.238735603445708,1.3628936263736264,331,12,75,8,10,116,57,91,0.11,0.742,0.14800000000000002,0.7543,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,13,13,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,0,2,10,3,13,13,2,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,3,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624752067402353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735385050698263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933874750923489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158159443005377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17008697537388687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16876592381971955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802971571496553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228427912688204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866139293740594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163253129566754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216361199991568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439155557387186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6104439458841149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614174717512033,0.12166156559751312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578196695280732,0.20652494769657675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091159020274372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nachtzehren,2018/03/07,"Hormonal Contraceptive So today I got the contraceptive implant taken out early, to see if it has/had any impact on my anxiety. Definitely my ex noticed that my anxiety had increased quite sharply since I had it in. Any other female-bodied folks noticed anxiety increases with hormones?",7.187653061224491,9.863196285714286,8.452806122448981,56.27880102040818,65.73469387755102,11.430612244897961,40.82142857142857,11.20814326018867,6.102791836734692,234,14,29,8,4,80,38,49,0.102,0.802,0.096,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,0,5,1,2,7,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,2,19,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32489488833193164,0.0,0.5482305159129793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653432210394017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19105516087549604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5439357814735315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540796178827988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903574312122338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976050416677125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264314969431916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Zyinc1412,2018/03/07,How do I get over my fear of answering emails and making phone calls?? I get a rush of anxiety every time i need to answer an email or make a phone call and it is seriously hurting my job hunting abilities. Does anyone have any tips or tricks to help me get over this? ,5.720303030303029,5.035684545454547,6.578181818181817,80.55393939393942,67.18181818181819,10.242424242424242,29.24242424242424,9.725611199111238,2.337060606060605,210,6,45,4,3,70,43,55,0.192,0.728,0.08,-0.6848,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,10,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,9,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,2,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917537103861696,0.0,0.190312014285504,0.0,0.0,0.17394909997749522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5080536994676129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21770447330016268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20960346906579336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27994077410748025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38992364071151003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16674848102110698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2663185311963517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468705676696449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33211817478769584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18446333602127815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450625660552404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SAnxietySA,2018/03/07,"Headaches for ~2 months, gotten slightly better but not by much. Started ~2 weeks into 150mg sertraline(zoloft), was dropped to 100mg after a month of 150mg, still experiencing headaches almost 2 months later on 100mg. Not as bad but stilll there (more in post) They don't last long any more usually just a couple of minutes but they do keep coming and go constantly multiple times a day. All different symptoms, sometimes its on my right side of head, sometimes forehead, sometimes left, sometimes its like a brazin zap. Other times it's like my whole head is pounding I found that when I take Cocodamol when I feel it coming on I don't experience any of it for a few hours, not sure if that helps or just coincidence. I have also tried to stop taking cocodamol for a week about a month ago to see if that helps, but nothing. I currently haven't took cocodamol for a few days and still experiencing it. (30/500mg cocodamol) Went to my Dr 2 months ago about it, she assumed it was my eyesight, got eyes tested and I'm short sighted so I do need glasses. Had them for about 2 months and they're pretty much never off my face, still experiencing headaches although they have gotten better as said in title. When I was on 100mg sertraline/zoloft the first time I had zero side effects at all, but 150mg hit me like a ton of bricks in terms of side effects including these headaches. Any advice or possible causes would be appreciated?? I have my Dr's next week to get my Sertraline and I'll bring up the headaches again, but anything in the meantime would be appreciated. Not sure if this is a good place to post it but as it all started with 150mg sertraline (which I'm no longer on) I figured someone here might have gone through similar situation as me.. 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I’ve been on Lexapro for over a week now and the side effects are killing me. Specifically the nausea, which has led to me not really eating a whole lot because I’m afraid of throwing up my meals. Just wondering if there was anything anyone has found that helped with the side effects? I don’t know any one else that has taken this medication so any advice would be nice while I try to get through the next few weeks of my body getting used to it!",9.017499999999998,5.9958090833333335,8.126666666666669,79.54500000000003,62.33333333333334,11.266666666666667,35.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.7049666666666665,470,14,101,5,5,146,86,120,0.05,0.88,0.07,0.3293,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,3,1,1,7,0,13,4,1,4,0,20,25,6,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,3,2,0,6,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,5,0,7,1,16,17,4,15,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,6,66,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700925980820183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367379643278972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170907494549553,0.0,0.14323922757000768,0.0,0.16272564644862084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610734454424656,0.0,0.14811500949108555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933450363580294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897534532134775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811016462458834,0.1454075140967852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908513745890375,0.0,0.0,0.18188173289971013,0.0,0.0989241590060002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35001279183860856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925752018464709,0.0,0.09566061270412474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14798235469082602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17535041685243538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906569790481506,0.0,0.16811137616622046,0.18511824621034412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11794976626146995,0.13238294888463548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18185905381623724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11150937818489558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948495630073726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153270532530646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817752421365466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033476516039376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2792460873729464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943354078542728,0.0,0.0,0.18876417481575014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364954210851127,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tallyrue,2018/03/07,"Just one of those Days Yesterday I learned that my team might be moving buildings and I was completely dis-regulated yesterday. That's probably an understatement. I was in a panic all day. It felt almost out-of-body I was so completely anxious. I loathe change. I am only comfortable with change if I initiate it or I see it coming over the hill. Yesterday's announcement was out of nowhere. I knew we'd possibly be going to a different floor, a different room, but a different building entirely? I feel uprooted and we haven't even gone yet. I'm terrified because it's going to completely change the routine I've had for almost 2 full years. I'm trying to accept that it's going to happen and it's going to be okay, but as I was walking this morning I was just getting teary eyed thinking about it. It's hard to stop the racing thoughts that this is going to change everything :(",2.7108771929824584,5.291851345029245,4.469385964912281,79.93986842105265,79.40935672514621,8.478362573099416,28.21345029239766,9.150863307647796,2.9750959064327485,704,32,127,20,18,237,100,171,0.126,0.8240000000000001,0.05,-0.9033,3,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,0,1,6,4,0,1,8,1,15,1,1,0,1,25,32,9,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,1,7,1,0,9,1,1,0,1,11,5,15,3,16,16,2,23,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,5,8,83,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400077276506536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353866849195556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305421289217544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311679326641634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507105297193411,0.1032327656109172,0.3769543236092217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457559399805482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756263081766482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915412287827689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077057343719334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060595419124221526,0.0,0.11506654989505265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261219189644532,0.0,0.3405431830965377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059753655234386,0.0,0.10735436658271323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271328005594762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737245597674046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120764280793588,0.09114479466668113,0.0,0.14060807660181598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510318638644755,0.0,0.0,0.12920931226046514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549809005160984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019278721260147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678953831398103,0.0,0.09514069531763192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08136445266872594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717394066392225 anxiety,BreakingBurrito,2018/03/07,"Anxiety from breakup I was broken up with out of the blue after 1.5 years together. I don't know how to be okay with it. It's been 1.5 weeks since it's happened. But it still feels so wrong. He said it was the best relationship he's ever had, that I was a great partner but he just wants to focus on himself bc he is going through a rough time but...since breaking up, it feels like he has just been talking to other girls all the time. And maybe that's just how he's coping with the breakup but part of me hurts and feels that the reason he gave me was a lie and maybe the sex with me just wasn't good or something or maybe he just fell out of love or I won't know. Nothing makes sense because it seemed like we were great. Best, happiest relationship I'd ever been in. I just don't understand and I keep having little fits of anxiety in my stomach where I can't eat. And I have little anxious episodes where I wake up and remember that this happened. I keep having dreams about us still being together. It's just so hard to imagine someone who gave you the world then deciding to take it all away for no great explanation...",2.7031941923774916,4.281736379310349,3.616932849364794,90.87924682395644,75.29310344827587,6.780762250453721,24.279491833030853,7.475848149327749,0.9150051724137932,888,28,194,11,19,284,121,232,0.087,0.7340000000000001,0.179,0.984,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,2,1,0,2,18,12,0,0,10,1,21,5,2,4,4,47,40,17,0,1,13,0,5,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,16,13,1,2,11,1,0,2,6,2,0,0,13,7,18,10,27,24,5,28,0,1,1,2,22,15,0,4,12,128,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17299871799809838,0.12773856763542438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623436070668944,0.0,0.0,0.06892731379104718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23732304699088505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157003340266868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455922182485467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151698593097509,0.08077827510087804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06426111763148204,0.09483897775138432,0.0,0.3739850583531542,0.0,0.0,0.19997744098170533,0.0,0.10128982052283986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104533875351547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20100622162859752,0.0,0.0,0.12428223696714055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11048200982176506,0.2266546198810557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205140912952186,0.0,0.07547607895099158,0.0,0.3407864444827952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084951174175112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12244537469633895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11625629504103642,0.0,0.2427928689155699,0.1280879245695423,0.0,0.10755685353993362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293601240819084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706776375743367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09580508288746163,0.08704793567904932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18059803135083008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085015667565163,0.09088255814699653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318657576679466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11771137970191255,0.13601104675725276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669247791384603,0.0,0.09069910651307933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362589352620525,0.0,0.07281431438437364 anxiety,more_2_life,2018/03/07,Why are more & more people experiencing this anxiety? Things were not like this before. Is something happening in our world that is aggravating this?,6.098266666666667,9.81278336,6.068000000000001,66.40066666666667,75.4,9.733333333333334,28.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,3.853933333333334,124,5,18,4,3,39,21,25,0.229,0.7709999999999999,0.0,-0.6752,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486312212278857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167529198150925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35233250873753313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3661497556808588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228762156762625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870553952848404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187617585757869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27508146155711233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736225686510448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Desempare,2018/03/07,"Suffocating from the uncertainty Currently at a major crossroads in life and am terrified that I'll make the wrong choices. Terrified that I'll fuck up my future. I've had a track record of wanting to change my choices (choice of major/extracurriculars/school) before, and I don't want to go down that road again. No matter how hard I try to make an informed decision, I still end up appearing fickle minded. Happens whenever I have to make a major life decision. I hate that I'm this way and I don't want it to happen again. I'm trying, I really am. I'm trying so fucking hard. I feel like my life is on hold and I can't breathe ",2.8489477451682177,4.739239850393703,4.800916249105229,81.20612741589122,75.69291338582677,8.082748747315676,25.71868289191124,8.841846274778883,2.0463448818897634,499,18,98,11,11,171,76,127,0.229,0.74,0.031,-0.9693,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,6,0,8,6,1,4,0,19,25,6,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,4,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,3,12,1,14,24,2,16,0,0,0,2,1,7,2,1,7,56,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430507092434467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783993074294052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14889710397132044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500234724450856,0.12009906108134186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31083319055293585,0.0,0.0,0.09554177632464404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2973213140458752,0.0,0.3011901981491671,0.16597553957017094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562268821407459,0.08213090480951196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3366476767965841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697449347448013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769668578122794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701380565537345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342542532090888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424105101869915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974699807084877,0.13343927473795122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838037977327124,0.0,0.0 anxiety,woaini_dazhou,2018/03/07,My hypochondria scares me. Does anyone else suffer from this and is this a form of anxiety? I convince myself that I have certain terminal illnesses or infections. I am actively trying to stop googling symptoms as I know this does not help at all. How do you deal with this? It preys on my mind so much.,2.8929885057471267,5.468860827586205,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,78.65517241379311,7.314942528735633,26.90804597701149,8.344100000000001,2.1085080459770125,240,10,45,5,6,76,50,58,0.237,0.6659999999999999,0.097,-0.8488,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,1,2,10,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,2,7,5,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,35,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21635872727100167,0.0,0.0,0.19775633200228165,0.2897854605990974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915779681314553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4950004122573646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362622232255701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1895702132287688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15543205709130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855704826724286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079073570795712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831550393631891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364525896735377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293961260809166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201816893332746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,phillydilly777,2018/03/07,Stress question Everytime I get even mildly stressed I become irrational and have suicidal thoughts because I can't handle stress. How do I get out of this habit?,7.421034482758618,9.12490713793104,6.340862068965517,75.4278448275862,63.82758620689656,9.937931034482759,38.63793103448275,10.125756701596842,4.3138827586206885,133,7,21,3,2,40,24,29,0.362,0.568,0.07,-0.8679,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363977154295612,0.2602382839729531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563346283259366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24621717444504576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639630374843703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8097508773275842,0.0,0.0,0.2577444040137003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870663880813143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,needhelpplzthroway,2018/03/07,"What if your anxiety is caused by a realistic threat? First post here so sorry if I'm doing this wrong. I've known a lot of people with anxiety but am only starting to experience myself. I often have heard or read that people with anxiety usually fear/panic over threats that aren't realistic or don't exist. But what do you do if your anxiety is based on something that has happened, and realistically could happen again? Is this more of a PTSD question? I know the most obvious answer is to remove yourself from a situation in which the feared event could occur but sometimes that's not possible. Any help or feedback is appreciated.",5.4855648926237155,7.309095521008405,6.820448179271711,69.71360410831001,68.5798319327731,9.658636788048554,30.869281045751638,9.994966539143718,3.3752513538748827,513,21,86,13,9,174,84,119,0.194,0.7709999999999999,0.036000000000000004,-0.9399,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,1,4,4,2,1,6,0,15,0,0,1,1,24,21,11,0,5,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,1,0,1,3,4,0,1,1,1,6,0,11,18,3,10,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,10,5,66,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740702913236604,0.0,0.4833055293358615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16225153191864422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522101430750816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449909747746582,0.0,0.3554608060890356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434670171526553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27933791674096825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586623128920812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680164370511274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427795686659694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12012318588485064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189963392410761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805761954135538,0.1512662598861912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846275561386609,0.0,0.17693292146062262,0.0,0.15798629032220202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753516615093518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159266010115577,0.1562102081268366,0.17680487157838995,0.1117932565981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395250463671494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268647595110576,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whudtever,2018/03/07,"Counteracting Lexapro Sleepiness Lexapro is working great but I'm tired as all hell. I'm taking it at night and on a low dose that I forgot. Short of gulping caffeine down all day is there anything I can do? In addition, every morning I eat breakfast then take two pseudoephedrines, two cups of coffee, a vitamin B pill, and Flonase. My psych knows all that and I've never had problems with crashing before. EDIT: Forgot the 300 mgs of Wellbutrin in the morning too.",3.5426436781609176,6.279874758620689,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,77.27586206896551,5.2459770114942526,30.356321839080447,6.42735559955562,1.6864390804597704,372,18,64,3,9,114,66,87,0.139,0.773,0.08800000000000001,-0.7693,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,0,4,0,5,7,0,0,4,14,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,5,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,4,1,10,9,3,11,1,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,4,39,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961646611018966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21675169151707604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16427615642668406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26064663933392873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21461628174265496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808345352986597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998986116546724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964591500775811,0.0,0.0,0.2390415811643738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437368365367397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830420755134405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292768210733949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976574252884926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854423870761544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vapenaysh6969,2018/03/07,"Is this normal? Is it normal for anxiety to cause a painful pressure in your heart and constricted breathing, but for long periods of time? 24 hour periods?",4.263452380952383,7.278465107142857,4.907142857142858,76.50452380952382,76.5,9.447619047619048,34.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,4.356604761904761,125,7,20,4,3,40,24,28,0.185,0.815,0.0,-0.5329999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,3,2,1,0,6,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,13,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405943687784763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230817984553148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37268824249907584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30972266267981097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783257609369991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6162934426567861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346539706310653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18338955974207774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bob_Majerle,2018/03/07,"Remember to doubt your doubts, too. Everyone here shares the same problem to some degree: We have countless reasons to feel good about ourselves, but we doubt them in favor of the one or two reasons we have to feel bad. This is just a reminder that you can doubt your doubts, too. The next time you feel uncertainty about yourself creeping in — whether it's worries about your health or insecurity about how you acted in a social situation 10 years ago — remember that those feelings don't deserve a free pass. You're allowed to dismiss them just like you've dismissed reasons to feel good about yourself before. It just takes practice and time to get good at it, just like it took practice and time to be as skilled at doubting yourself as you are now. Because, really, who deserves to be doubted more than anxious thoughts? The ones who are wrong 99.9999% of the time? They're the overprotective mom who tells you you'll shoot your eye out with a squirtgun. They're the uneducated racist uncle who tells you not to vacation in a perfectly safe country because you'll get kidnapped (""It was on the news, you just don't know how the world works!""). If the anxious part of your brain were your stockbroker, you would've fired it a long time ago. It's 0-for-lifetime in predicting the future. **TL;DR:** Don't just doubt your good thoughts. Doubt your anxious ones too - they're the ones who deserve it.",5.268653846153846,7.138766250000002,4.683846153846158,84.63615384615387,69.19230769230771,7.2,31.84615384615385,7.7348632917899725,2.1196,1115,49,206,13,20,335,133,260,0.23,0.659,0.11,-0.9889,1,0,0,2,0,0,39.0,3,18,2,3,18,24,0,10,18,0,15,3,2,6,1,50,27,11,0,2,12,1,6,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,13,0,1,3,4,13,0,5,5,7,23,12,31,18,4,25,0,0,1,0,33,10,0,13,14,132,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854301913589856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544798550882755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733051483585924,0.12751744784451274,0.0,0.08900066286124553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676001624103625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994278324012353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644259958420864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929071163041364,0.0,0.0,0.35090949389673953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117712261443263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057481398878027966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219739570812772,0.0,0.0,0.09256122608825858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249767691862196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123549650397506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834988140005246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326367460783225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008106448278348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06700474589172765,0.3226160695402843,0.0,0.0,0.2369662234382622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11756654902835426,0.0,0.10661906055716408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864067492584646,0.0,0.18283721622181465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16606980176438574,0.3049441496964957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116206310454891,0.0,0.0,0.10217184562319144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614471313617943,0.10621893857235007,0.0,0.07429963545193126,0.11435567094453332,0.0,0.06735425353286685 anxiety,Miracow,2018/03/07,I haven't had a minute this week where my heart wasn't pounding from anxiety Recently I've just been extremely worried that anything I do is gonna give me cancer honestly. I'm constantly freaking out over every little pain and constantly checking my body for any lumps. I know that I have nothing to worry about this moment but it's just hard to apply that to my life. Most of this started because I had to spray some bleach the other day to clean some shit at work and even tho we diluted it and followed all the precautions I can't help but think it's just gonna give me terminal cancer or some shit down the road. I don't know what to do. I used to have a mindset where if I felt sick or something I'd ignore it because I was worried I'd be diagnosed with like aids or something even though I have no reason to worry about that. But now i just wanna go to the doctor for everything little thing just cuz I feel riddled with disease or something. 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The basic premise is to NON-JUDGMENTALLY identify your behavior, observe the situation and choose to change your reaction. It's oversimplified but it helps put things into perspective. I used this as my base for attacking my fear. My theory, no fear, no anxiety. Unfortunately, I've lived by know fear, know anxiety. I had panic attacks in malls and crowds. social anxiety, drank heavily to talk to women, generally believed my father when he told me I was never going to amount to much, was stupid, etc. His shit foisted on his unsuspecting son that looked up to him like he was a God. He was a bully. So I lived my life believing I was not worthy, ugly, stupid, etc. (in spite of all objective evidence to the contrary). I was pleasant on the eyes, had girls chasing me, was an above average athlete, had heaps of praise from coaches, fans, strangers, etc, yet I felt like the lowest form of life on the planet. EVERYTHING I believed about myself was a distortion that I believed. It still happens to this day (I'm onto anther theory to get to the root cause of actual events/memories and why we believe what we believe) Step 1. Identify the feelings, thoughts, fears, etc. Not why, just what. Without judgment. I am in the mall and I am feeling fear. Fight or flight response is AUTOMATICALLY kicked in because, over time, my mind created a shortcut to deal with stressful situations. Don't run, don't hide, simply identify the situation. Step 2. Observe your surroundings in the simplest form, without judgment. Get out of your head. I am in the mall. Other people are in the mall. No-one is paying attention to me. No-one seems to care. There is no real danger. Step 3. Choose how to respond. You have a choice how you proceed next. You decide whether to panic and flee, sit it out to see what happens, do what you are afraid of (go to the store, say hi to a stranger). I believe we need to re-wire our brains by changing our reactions and re-wiring the automatic responses. 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When he has gone out of town in the past it has been nearly impossible for me to focus on my job or my life. Now he has a new job in which he works a lot of over time and regularly meets new people. I am SO happy for him, but it is overshadowed by this fear of abandonment. I fear when he is away that he will not come back either by choice or by some freak accident. I want to be supportive and happy for him and all the opportunities he gets in life, but I can't help but worry. What if he meets someone new he likes more than me, or what if something terrible happens to him? I am taking a small dosage of anti-anxiety meds and I have been seeing a therapist for DBT. This is just one worry I cannot seem to shake. Any advice? I feel like it is slowly hurting our relationship. 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Hey guys! These last two months I've been suffering from panic attacks almost daily. I'm currently seeing a therapist and working on finding a resolution to my anxiety. However I'm not able to relate with her on my exact symptoms of anxiety or rather what happens when I get a panic attack. So these panic attacks can happen at anytime and anywhere, and although I think I've found a few triggers I'd like to see if anyone can relate to the following symptoms; - Vision often feels distorted or like objects are wavy (this happens all day) - When I get a panic attack, the world around me slows down, I get a faint feeling followed with tunnel vision and the feeling of an out of body experience. - After a panic attack I get extremely unfocused or anxious for the rest of the day or a few hours, just constantly wondering why the anxiety attack happened in the first place I'm guessing that my symptoms are not unique, but I'd love to hear from someone who has dealt or is dealing with the same symptoms I have. Thanks guys, I really appreciate it!",7.8602272727272755,7.593170200980393,8.359393939393943,68.16136363636366,62.67647058823529,10.751515151515157,38.15329768270946,10.230975488527342,4.153349019607843,867,40,139,17,11,289,118,204,0.165,0.7290000000000001,0.106,-0.6567,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,7,16,6,5,17,0,9,8,1,1,2,34,34,15,0,2,11,0,3,2,0,0,6,1,0,2,8,9,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,12,0,2,2,6,12,4,24,32,5,23,0,1,2,1,8,9,0,10,14,97,20,1,0.07700915353679645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07711354331792047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767353750169806,0.08699842371250724,0.0,0.10769318140986668,0.0,0.0,0.06855447353641407,0.0,0.5256541773028487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553980910842983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321953697027387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932906644583056,0.07939305583585267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532972905699906,0.0,0.0,0.1168144256831093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038497119418427,0.06550394665825475,0.0,0.08443656200305512,0.0,0.0,0.1609364171495113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483426470951932,0.15250233872660054,0.2723957605838158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679491289077003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583850392105984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277273840729393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752455650709659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695037677050517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146797164289047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517682456319064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045817488313589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04933403568774654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273264992021485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524960588757876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4002099840149416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07089968207060454,0.0,0.08941356273621097,0.0,0.04934435609304568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522675313779165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948878305936057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351314202010017,0.05606358094937982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EliAshley,2018/03/07,What is your worst anxiety symptom? Mine has always seemed to be dizziness. It intensifies when I'm anxious.,3.5514035087719336,6.760514315789479,4.269473684210528,75.73298245614036,90.05263157894737,6.7438596491228076,32.64912280701754,7.793537801064563,3.3965649122807022,88,5,13,2,3,28,19,19,0.342,0.6579999999999999,0.0,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938728113145245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621185262836536,0.5347612097591745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309284779229367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4920015008933136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,raeofsunshine22,2018/03/07,"Extremely anxious person seeking advice for quitting smoking weed So I have been smoking weed heavily for 6 years now. Almost everyday since I was 15 years old I’ve smoked several times a day and at one point was going through and ounce a week. I have only taken a week long break one time while I was in a mental hospital for my anxiety. I was extremely nauseous, no appetite, mood swings, and my anxiety was through the roof, the usual that comes with quitting. However, I got out and picked my habit right back up again. Here I am a year later and I know it is time for me to quit but I am very scared honestly. Just the thought of quitting can send me into an anxious frenzy. I have really bad anxiety and anger issues that I feel like marijuana masks but I don’t want to live like that anymore. I feel like the only time I’m not an anxious mess or a raging ball of anger is when I’m high and I know that’s not okay... I don’t want to depend on weed to make me an enjoyable person to be around. I know this won’t be easy and I’m not even sure where to start so please if anyone has any advice I would more than appreciate it. Thank you all in advance! 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They didn't care about my anxiety or panic attacks I had from working there, they even told me to get medicated for it. You were hounded if you took time off, I was told I could have the afternoon of of my own wedding but come back in the evening. I found a new and job I start in 2 weeks. I have my notice they told me to leave right away and they escorted me out. Just thought I would share and let everyone know who reads this that it's possible and try to not let it stop you.",1.6070731707317094,2.8751430813008128,3.021634146341462,95.30659756097565,77.53658536585365,6.871219512195122,22.05609756097561,7.554174236665415,0.4930234146341461,441,12,109,6,10,144,84,123,0.075,0.8809999999999999,0.045,-0.1109,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,4,3,6,4,1,1,5,0,11,1,0,0,0,17,22,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,6,0,1,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,0,24,2,16,8,1,21,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,2,10,76,30,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090340404353864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492690726740644,0.13620623742299073,0.11147474139958023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803291562912907,0.0,0.14780891021906695,0.0,0.0,0.12488078998530468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574857601886328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19150565883101256,0.0,0.0,0.138527234497104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895463176467772,0.0,0.0,0.07574203733153395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541902587698716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28772525387336845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967297851278361,0.1181717644784118,0.0,0.15350472137987434,0.0,0.2964879747233126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460443289998846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001513979920638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505191154683635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17009374475667507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343447301471098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419587401674306,0.14501152025320216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238055424286912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261213210517786,0.0,0.0,0.12120332477672187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509180366045113,0.08453450737314935,0.0,0.13741677851617493,0.415581703491312,0.1610695469601979,0.09842666779158617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628802539587085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110831055602531,0.0,0.0,0.10298415442934088,0.0,0.0,0.09335740081509973 anxiety,wyethswindows,2018/03/07,"weird anxious feeling on my back Does anyone else experience this? When I was driving to work today I started feeling the typical anxiety symptoms (shaky hands, fast heartbeat, headache) and after sitting at my desk for a bit my upper back, like my shoulder blade area, started feeling tingly, almost like I got goosebumps. It's just like this ominous feeling and it's freaking me out. 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It usually goes until I cry enough to be a release, or I throw up from motion sickness. Any advice here, or am I the only one? 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I run my own food business, and handle a meat that is religiously sensitive in the country I live in. An order of that went missing, and me and my delivery company spent 2 hours trying to sort out what went where. We still haven't found it. The responsibility is ultimately mine. I keep triple-checking every order now, so fucking terrified. And even though lynch mobs are still a thing here about this issue, what I'm most scared of is fucking up and failing. I've been shaking for the past few hours, am freaking out at my staff,and am in a general State of Panic. Any tips on calming down?",3.871259842519685,5.527787031496064,4.9724488188976395,82.03268897637797,72.38582677165354,7.599685039370079,26.87322834645669,8.238735603445708,1.756550236220472,511,18,99,8,10,168,89,127,0.25,0.73,0.02,-0.9827,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,0,0,2,9,14,2,6,8,0,9,3,0,0,0,13,18,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,1,0,1,4,1,13,0,0,6,0,9,1,16,12,3,25,0,2,0,2,2,11,2,2,7,66,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992235292588998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409961911880403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637191256237514,0.0,0.12293512831054625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643446358982234,0.15998234169495287,0.0,0.26978214212140994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873831231426505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522917105276444,0.0,0.12969115375283696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884084713827856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6847738953369319,0.0,0.0,0.13928722013482342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608096050471706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330471849240301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693585267257893,0.0,0.14335543800597042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906303845137956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705193160285067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622392422564296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DDStar,2018/03/07,"Work review today Yup. Have my annual review at work. These things are usually just whatever, but my current boss has this superb tendency to start getting irritable and combative for the last two or so weeks before review time, so she always has me assuming I'm going to walk out of the meeting unemployed. I just want to do my damn job, but I'm here stressed so bad I'm nauseous. It's almost enough to make me miss the military. Almost.",3.2212058823529404,5.556487282352943,4.934926470588239,78.60591911764706,76.17647058823529,8.485294117647058,25.919117647058826,9.188382445141503,2.54879411764706,349,13,62,9,8,118,63,85,0.189,0.7290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.8928,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,1,1,3,1,5,0,0,2,0,13,14,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,0,8,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,4,8,39,11,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636902375344426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265256130242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331893645138631,0.0,0.0,0.1970160546991249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392336904925855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096553064022048,0.0,0.13158455438619182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297590561304703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872888425554504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454891825158273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387902210625502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26521828350138804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381908547423784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350077434152318,0.0,0.21946456839177425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261724045515443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549989795473913,0.0,0.13656313974385476,0.0,0.18572041622728386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371150390570643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DDarog,2018/03/07,"really weird and spooky feeling. Does this have a name? This happens to me very rarely, and mostly at night. The only time it happened during the daytime was when I was the sickest I have ever been, with a really high fever. Basically, it's a combination of symptoms that always occur together, and one of them is really hard to describe, but I'll try. * Feeling like my body, but especially my hands and fingers are really big and heavy, but I can of course move them normally. * Feeling like everything I do is happening in slow motion, or rather that my brain has to work in overdrive just to comprehend things like ""I moved my finger"", and so the flow of information is lagging. Interestingly, everything else that is happening around me is normal speed. * Feeling like I'm observing myself. Like I'm simultaneously me and an outside observer. * And the weirdest and hardest to describe one: It's like an extreme awareness of cause and effect, to the point it overwhelms my brain, and I have to try extremely hard to think about anything else. Like if I turn my head to the left, the only thing that I can think about is that I'm now facing left, and that is the only outcome that can happen if I turn left. My brain is keeping extremely close tabs on everything I do, and registers every insignificant consequence. Also meanwhile my heart is beating really fast, and I feel like I'm going to be stuck in this state forever. It does start to dissipate after a couple of minutes tho, but it leaves a kind of fogginess and ""backround noise"" for the next 12 or so hours.",5.844180887372012,7.083665252559726,6.5548993174061465,74.16047184300342,67.12286689419795,9.819044368600684,32.056143344709895,10.008157457239328,3.3254356313993174,1241,51,217,29,20,408,152,293,0.071,0.812,0.118,0.9368,0,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,2,3,12,12,0,1,17,0,23,13,10,2,1,44,45,28,0,5,10,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,18,18,0,1,9,0,0,5,0,2,0,2,4,10,25,10,29,40,1,31,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,5,20,147,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642414046032928,0.06911370633992353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835242289650971,0.07394222140784683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226244733570622,0.0,0.27817184707821635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532689815194322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919058162019104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453751136738992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877421799159073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513375646524416,0.06998277913166921,0.0,0.2239505865805234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099915994274477,0.2373562118576437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720568566145707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672544365202651,0.0,0.14881332925850352,0.0,0.08524491968916569,0.0,0.0,0.098428112825253,0.0,0.08775888838455287,0.0,0.0,0.08179870924385763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382875418235947,0.0,0.08649562575630154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794998828836155,0.2707392355996884,0.0,0.0,0.3246366835261637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765621635439197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08833669983765728,0.0779474606589762,0.16276499655723953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256905584900784,0.1895157240085042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851983404155954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660561741334309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058791258899202885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08633255780731812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036455504220842,0.10644473264087066,0.0,0.0,0.048433747617652484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11278642378836178,0.18069381840735804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685343217947829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06046966013492671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Redditislife18,2018/03/07,"I'm so anxious that I don't know what to do Just hear me out for a second please. Obviously murderers and other people who commit major crimes should be punished, but everyday I can start to see more of the perspective not that I would ever do it. Sometimes you just feel so fucking hurt, so alienated, so thrown away that you just want to inflict all that pain back at society. I'm starting to feel that way and it scares me but I'm growing numb. I'm starting to give 0 fucks. I'm so so anxious and then numb and then anxious then numb.",2.8788383838383846,4.496024681818184,4.08757575757576,87.52580808080809,74.9090909090909,7.070707070707071,26.767676767676768,7.793537801064563,1.494555555555555,425,16,88,6,9,139,67,110,0.301,0.647,0.053,-0.9871,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,11,10,4,1,2,0,7,6,0,0,4,21,24,15,1,3,6,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,10,0,1,0,4,7,0,10,21,3,14,0,1,1,2,5,3,2,0,9,60,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5874589565398802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16285430428903078,0.13328421517180794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679178344269235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528716215563436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204915490102868,0.0,0.16627910010194025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953615816008984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18555911946945555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526059695812553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844410754835344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016893411962135,0.0,0.0,0.19027020603240413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17353896349447,0.0,0.1381258636243896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714331323916968,0.0,0.3680630425251476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223770369323676,0.13758556408824688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313248746678553,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Redditmucational,2018/03/07,"My boss outburst are definitely a factor in my anxiety. My boss is definitely a source for my anxiety. He yells constantly ""fuck"", ""shit"", ""motherfucker"", ""fucking bitch"" nothing is ever directed towards me or about me it's always about other people. And he will talk shit about others to me at which I just nod and smile. I am uncomfortable. When he warned me about his foul mouth I was never ready for what I was going to experience help had made me never want to swear again. I sound like a1950s wholesome cartoon when I'm mad now. I need to figure out how to make him not affect me. I can't control what he acts like but I can try and control how I react to his outbursts. So my question is: besides meditation what could I do to not let his freak outs affect me so negatively I break down and miss work?? I missed tons of work the past 2 months became of this stressor. Extra: For Peter sake. As I started to write this post a crazy sat down next to me on the train. It feels like I always get the crazies next to me 😥😥😥. I have my own psychological shit but why do they sit next to me. I guess I am a very much so not intimidating white girl but still dude. Why????",1.5882344632768373,3.787883021186442,3.4450000000000003,87.87789548022602,81.07627118644069,6.1367231638418085,21.27401129943503,7.333567415737692,0.6585401129943511,907,27,192,13,24,304,141,236,0.14,0.769,0.09,-0.8987,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,4,16,13,7,0,7,0,17,6,4,11,3,36,32,16,0,3,8,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,2,3,0,0,2,7,10,0,0,5,4,38,3,29,24,4,28,0,2,1,2,14,8,6,3,18,131,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120233581167072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492989557388646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768020960515745,0.2857924645227999,0.1017230175699806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152456741021419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462714001607618,0.0,0.0,0.06442010773945009,0.09101859778074142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355688786665919,0.06656417607250853,0.0,0.07240754783803495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035165025104793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539729904751582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302808747174239,0.0,0.18673184593414002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055427473387505,0.08504423823767826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169394745394944,0.0,0.09365778749890843,0.0944696501764086,0.19652613127991755,0.0,0.4064919551357201,0.0,0.0,0.12224912504094093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121623077056675,0.08832701251729468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220193623027094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14272344846249074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923401029610113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017835100906224,0.0,0.10174628979751672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10240380838704496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650005038063265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512297648829136,0.07514713349177903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299275041685825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550561219977726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway1292827,2018/03/07,"Is going to the gym by myself weird? I really want to go to the gym to improve my Body image and help me get out the house more. The only issue is, I have one friend and she can’t get to the gym as neither of us drive. I’m 17 and there are a lot of people I know that go to the gym so I’m not sure how my anxiety will cope with that. My boyfriend goes but goes to the gym with his friends as he doesn’t do cardio he does weight lifting etc, he can help me sign up and I could turn up to the gym with him but also by myself My question is would it be weird for me to go alone and how to do I overcome my anxiety? 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Anxiety has prevented me from doing a lot of things. I would work myself up to the point of not being able to do something, i’d make up many scenarios of what could happen in so many different situations and then i’d convince myself to cancel whatever I was going to do. I had no confidence at age 14-18 (this past year has been huge for me in terms of mental health and confidence). Anytime I thought about Driving I would get incredibly anxious, so when i turned 17 i didn’t even want to drive. I finally hit a breakthrough at the ripe old age of 19 and i just felt the need to force myself to do it. One of the biggest things was finding an instructor. None of my friends can drive so i couldn’t go off of recommendations, I just decided to book with an instructor i found online and go for it before i could talk myself out of it, this is something i literally would of been incapable of doing at 17. So fast forward to today and i’ve just had my first 2 hour lesson. I’ve got a long way to go but i’m feeling very proud that i’ve got to a point where i can do this and control/manage my anxiety. This morning i was in such a state before my lesson and i was literally doing breathing excercises in the car but i did it!",3.927570764681029,4.709913749049433,5.722021546261092,80.06251689902831,71.20532319391636,9.190452049007183,29.05978031263202,9.444778638647367,2.48687511618082,1008,38,207,22,18,348,137,263,0.064,0.879,0.057,0.2519,1,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,12,4,0,0,13,0,29,2,1,1,0,35,47,15,0,8,6,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,8,1,0,9,5,1,0,2,15,2,29,3,40,24,5,42,0,1,0,0,2,18,0,2,15,151,41,2,0.1248387086769389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865038113178593,0.14103220687926532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124570925574284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13629153693314394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400172270320471,0.1993471013207154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042988000270184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824547896992157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06312220209055881,0.0,0.1198647376536682,0.13675470328771433,0.11410031808682355,0.10618774182672036,0.0,0.1368792004777071,0.09645007664799672,0.0,0.06522307275601412,0.0,0.2837948602010992,0.0,0.19968983912404084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11039445779685034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326977096023874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12294098120390695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512118239981584,0.0,0.11047832873402827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613340584266466,0.0,0.0,0.08333080743031647,0.2531337127765919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580805596871114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256632065841626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099722462529034,0.0,0.0845939398506685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917267322646333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602586227268976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403239390897327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922138740139769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034062522828516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16587458179287304,0.0,0.0,0.09910799007041274,0.0,0.0,0.11833249881867207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578866670288756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300500882570604,0.07363310483707006,0.0990911561841689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088406673865593,0.0,0.0,0.2660455105396937,0.0,0.0,0.08039203539010882 anxiety,codelaser,2018/03/07,Does anyone else need to poop when anxious? My anxiety seems to really effect my gut. Anxiety makes me want to run to the toilet. Does anyone else have this and how do you deal with it?,1.6531081081081105,4.043230459459462,3.32560810810811,87.69489864864866,82.24324324324327,6.943243243243244,17.35810810810811,8.07648339933343,0.7291675675675684,145,3,29,3,4,48,29,37,0.14400000000000002,0.8240000000000001,0.032,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,3,0,8,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,17,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34851821489399043,0.2573384247038335,0.0,0.3185528251286585,0.46679656838491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348420011463334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39868199963026935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805794632093741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205192620841626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689037679121004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459284259002297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073719141271478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343567375432574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,x7172c,2018/03/07,"How to overcome anxiety? I’m an [18 M] in my freshman year of college. Currently I’m not in therapy or taking medication. The past few years have been rough but I finally have a decent group of people that I kind of like. The problem is sometimes I feel like I hate people or maybe it’s talking to people or hanging out in groups because it makes me feel anxious. I worry about what I’m saying or doing or if my friends really like me. So then when I actually hangout especially in a group I dread going and then everyone always asks if I’m okay or if I’m having a good time. I just don’t want to be a burden on anyone and make everyone have less fun or feel uncomfortable because of me. At the same time when I’m not invited I feel neglected and left out. I have a best friend who’s my main friend but he has other groups of friends so when he’s hanging with them I’m home alone. But for some reason I get worried that he doesn’t like me because he has so much fun with them. Since I’ve never really had friends I become very emotionally attached to the ones I do have. For example my best friend and a newly made friend/romantic interest of mine are becoming close friends. For me I feel scared because my best friend is like the complete opposite of me he’s very charismatic and even when he thinks he’s being weird or awkward, people around him love that about him he just is good at being himself. For me being myself was never acceptable so I’d always try to impress others to like me but now I don’t even know who I am. So I have issues with trusting or being close because I worry they’ll just walk away and get tired of me. I also have low self-esteem and confidence in myself, which doesn’t help. So unfortunately, I worry that their conversations are more interesting than mine and that they like him better. It’s hard living in his shadow because whenever other people want to hangout, I feel like they just invite me because I’m friends with him and not because of me. It’s gotten to the point that I’ve become pretty envious which I hate because he’s my friend. Honestly I don’t know what to do anymore I feel conflicted. I really hate that this is happening to me any solutions? 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I can't shower, am afraid to leave my spot, and if I miss the knock, they won't leave it. My entire day is anxiety over this package. It can arrive as late as 7pm. Ugh.",-0.3950316455696203,1.2987090379746853,2.4511234177215178,95.07769778481016,85.20253164556964,5.468987341772152,17.469936708860754,6.6274283507984215,-0.2773177215189877,270,6,67,3,8,95,56,79,0.179,0.74,0.081,-0.7687,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,6,15,7,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,1,9,13,0,11,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,6,39,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657648452191074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883078495288856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29771929975246136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22854785170590936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278867261127868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5207494858771983,0.4888095959278682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703333130672289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24547943321875704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125078232789388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879014331414368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wowmyfish,2018/03/07,"Anxiety about 3rd year deadlines is getting so bad i'm considering dropping out or suspending my studies Hi all, this is my first post here. I'm a third year university student in the UK, my dissertation is due in one month as well as a portfolio coursework, a group debate, and three exams before the end of May. I was handling everything really well and making good progress with my diss up to Christmas, and since then I've been feeling super overwhelmed with everything and I feel like I can't do it all. My uni offers really good wellbeing services, as well as personal circumstances for assessments, so I could get an extension to the summer (July time) for my dissertation, or coursework, or exams. At first, I felt like this made things way more manageable, but my anxiety levels have still been increasing more and more. I've barely written 2,500 words of my 10,000 dissertation at this point, and only managed to do some of the reading for my coursework. I haven't done anything for the debate, and I haven't even started thinking about the exams. Everytime I try to sit down and work, I start panicking, and nothing makes sense. I feel so lost with all of my modules, and I so badly want it to be over. My boyfriend and parents have been saying ""you're so close! only a few more months!"" and it's like yeah.. time's nearly up and I'm not going to be able to meet my deadlines. I so badly want to finish my degree, and at the moment I feel like the only realistic option for me is to suspend my studies to next year and then start again. But the idea of doing this all again fills me with dread. It's not fair that I've been working hard for 3 years and put myself into massive debt, and unless I manage to do all of this I'll have nothing to show for it at all. The stress of university has made me gain weight, I've developed IBS and anxiety, and I feel myself slipping into depressive states more and more often. I love the subject I study, but I've hated my time at university, if I'm honest. Worst of all, I feel like a failure for wanting to give up now. I'm the first person in my family to go to uni, and my parents are so proud. I don't even want a job in my field anymore. My brain is so tired, and I feel so lost and alone. I don't know what to do.",4.644684287812041,5.349054555066084,5.6468017621145385,81.53193538913365,69.52863436123349,8.608399412628488,28.78972099853157,8.745826893841286,2.105601703377386,1784,62,355,29,30,590,208,454,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.111,-0.9848,4,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,0,11,22,25,1,3,19,1,30,4,1,4,7,73,66,46,0,6,10,2,10,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,13,31,1,0,11,2,2,5,7,11,3,6,12,11,45,14,61,50,17,58,0,4,0,1,11,21,0,8,32,244,58,12,0.08394914985493804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694600151079401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926626095802998,0.0,0.0832549988466166,0.0,0.0,0.0690829973994778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102821007116237,0.0,0.0,0.07143454337950356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371501488888034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06702656515467331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230527975816384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590912682388656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435402934368188,0.0,0.0,0.11089524347179573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089616563437466,0.0,0.07913978720022881,0.0,0.2971304878946588,0.17991986829060302,0.08060434884544307,0.0,0.0,0.21422131194350166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771993185164395,0.0805316740702764,0.09542047294295776,0.14082512791576907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520194897654305,0.08288240543557486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476837186058497,0.0,0.0,0.08330657766470224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046136257300337734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506657091886216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18328082770739554,0.0,0.07576738533772114,0.15886943079653676,0.11207341880800616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340148209852082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928087325306715,0.0,0.0,0.16110294681381018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05688611656278082,0.19154133407476007,0.0,0.0,0.1864311924036563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660231916734584,0.0,0.0,0.07935908137614056,0.0,0.08040007987265807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439208251498799,0.0,0.0,0.08397186768712815,0.0,0.10755995007582007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675973343679867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944360426658262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782589210536845,0.0,0.06704189951569117,0.0,0.09616346752426126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577208492315736,0.053791225508941484,0.0,0.0,0.14685427314478294,0.09648719833942472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056995962184580175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980615345276616,0.0666349276435646,0.0,0.10222744849066803,0.2264411028215516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223196184788825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2162420005023465 anxiety,nyte-Stalker,2018/03/07,"Am I rare? I'm on benzos, have been for a few(5+)years and I quit them regularly... I don't get the ""addict"" part of going on a drug. ( as in I haven't become an addict to any drug I have been on) What I was told by the doctor was if you really need a drug then you can quit any time and not have major withdraw symptoms. If you just want it then you are going to get them. Is the thinking of this wrong?",-0.1631565656565641,1.6190697045454527,2.168787878787878,96.92873737373738,84.9090909090909,4.8202020202020215,15.459595959595964,5.82211442006289,-0.8503828282828283,306,5,75,2,9,104,54,88,0.05,0.933,0.016,-0.5697,0,0,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,2,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,13,7,0,0,0,9,22,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,5,0,12,0,11,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3700284073730996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308237935384329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187436683899434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17371030879968444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5904459278628109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773379765363973,0.0,0.1929056855683484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258413879271672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378461051616327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610252014835348,0.0,0.0,0.1087236589231594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639867970700418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10874640330662713,0.0,0.0,0.09896207583799793,0.0,0.0,0.16216978263582912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010219747500593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855565124266441,0.0,0.1092907791929334 anxiety,yung_gran,2018/03/07,"Is anyone else obsessed with ting ting's ASMR videos? This is my favorite video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQ4-Our712s&t=3s At this point, I practically need to listen to it. I do wish, however, someone could do ASMR for me IRL, though I live in Bangkok and mental health treatment is already elusive enough without seeking niche treatments. ",10.70166666666666,13.693409351851855,6.06388888888889,75.63250000000002,57.33333333333334,7.622222222222224,37.574074074074076,8.07648339933343,3.2179407407407403,291,13,39,3,4,75,45,54,0.031,0.858,0.111,0.6553,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,0,6,9,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28844142765694103,0.0,0.0,0.2832071807558373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827643027573049,0.267816646472728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20869217927657785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835103866719094,0.0,0.0,0.2700773757354097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27783673821651844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080500750604185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634114787394872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938113677884912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24709038273937756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22146803667812706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568063908295255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30057628680027393,0.2519628253306604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,acal93,2018/03/07,"anxiety from snow-need advice!!! Ill cut right to the chase, I suffer from pretty severe anxiety when it comes to feeling trapped. I had agoraphobia for a few years where I couldn't be more than 5 minutes from home without having extreme anxiety, but I was lucky enough to start therapy right when it developed so I dedicated all my time working through that and am now for the most part past it. BUT snow is a different story. I started to develop my fear of snow when my agoraphobia got bad, when a bad storm is coming I can't help but feel trapped which is one of my biggest triggers. Right now my area is under a snow emergency and they're calling for a foot of snow or more in the next 12 hours. I am trembling really bad, my heart rate is through the roof and I have prepared with some of my favorite comfort foods, a list of ideas for me to do to pass the time, but what i really need help with is my thoughts. I can't stop imagining myself in an emergency completely stuck and helpless. It drives me crazy that I have no control, I can't drive anywhere, an ambulance won't be able to get to me, I can't force the snow plows to come do my street so I can get out if i needed help, it really messes with my head. If anyone else has been through this or goes through this what are some of your ways of coping with the ""what if"" thoughts? I could really use some advice, I dont want to be in a complete state of panic for the next 12 hours :( ",7.179341404358354,5.357736379661019,7.347857142857148,79.91258474576273,64.86440677966101,11.004842615012107,34.630750605326874,9.784248007369934,2.9483801452784504,1132,40,244,19,14,368,151,295,0.24,0.687,0.073,-0.9946,1,2,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,2,9,12,1,3,17,0,30,5,3,3,1,43,47,19,0,8,10,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,13,12,1,2,6,0,0,6,9,10,0,1,7,2,33,2,41,34,10,37,0,2,0,0,5,12,0,10,17,168,46,1,0.10433569795775204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391127301665135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944957007495002,0.0,0.0,0.07295394593787058,0.10690425238006313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613478490691234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653841304522596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696278958296185,0.21878798847795936,0.0,0.11702135710409108,0.08330356494625332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900859764453492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122280660954754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715908757935742,0.0,0.0,0.10780666668045777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740666725315027,0.10551052764879043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616314011947222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902219177159853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344678890421256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707852695424316,0.0,0.0,0.12363830443673555,0.209802057116876,0.0,0.10465721206445176,0.0,0.2054992913250156,0.0,0.0,0.11778230320949827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472719600568938,0.0,0.0,0.22192439688151105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070056916525944,0.0,0.0,0.12241546117146147,0.0,0.11298539344870295,0.0996002295309792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061469141835318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673604791198856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26730634792605584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786964071656107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476986880547743,0.0,0.0,0.08722931533597487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11931696356093015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656617795357994,0.12167796904924436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011254366205126,0.0,0.0,0.0615398979002032,0.08281682061187265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057588960320878,0.0,0.07595763074540876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718876870456411 anxiety,PM_ME_UR_PLAID_PANTS,2018/03/07,"Exhausted because I feel like I’m constantly on the verge of panicking badly. A lot of my time seems to be spent trying to internally calm myself down and fearing having panic attacks and it’s this never ending cycle starting from random anxiety and then looping, I can’t stand it. On top of the fear, it’s so fucking frustrating and exhausting feeling like I’m right on the verge of panicking so frequently. Any advice?",6.800506329113923,7.706699683544308,7.749215189873421,67.64610126582281,64.82278481012659,10.876962025316457,36.05316455696203,10.793553405168565,4.40422835443038,341,16,53,9,5,115,57,79,0.331,0.561,0.108,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,12,3,3,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,10,11,7,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,9,0,0,1,2,4,3,11,9,1,16,0,0,0,1,0,8,1,3,9,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092400300461352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561203523137556,0.0,0.16380469307656614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435975852860106,0.0,0.0,0.17878505352750704,0.13052833698176602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313925671656837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18965079392695805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.481899293162859,0.2165356103055046,0.30594123964084396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795469419797526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20922087653314655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820410334779858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16514605171801258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25122902127668484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18286119396973624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493094647365708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155845711302124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485774583800252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537651253536288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lindspeer,2018/03/07,"claustrophobic & anxious with a 12hr flight home hey guys. i just left on vacation overseas and my anxiety’s been more terrible than usual (i didn’t even think it was possible.) before i even got to my terminal, i had a huge panic attack and spent about half the 11 hr flight freaking out because i can get incredibly claustrophobic. the only thing that’s been in the back of my mind is having to endure that god awful flight again home, which is actually a longer flight than my first one. if anyone can give me some tips on how i can ease some of this anxiety, i would really appreciate it!! 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Let's say I have a presentation at 1pm. What time should I take propranolol? And how much do you guys recommend? ,1.3170000000000002,3.969624366666668,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,88.66666666666666,8.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,8.841846274778883,1.8543333333333327,121,4,26,4,4,39,26,30,0.0,0.888,0.112,0.466,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,4,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,15,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117612376601451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35274855809041344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36429497547374173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3152745516826652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618884888042332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28330835354344563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5357189955030967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773521299759395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593579548538342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shh__,2018/03/07,"i have to call my local mental health services for my anxiety, which i can't do because anxiety It's a self referral thing where I have to call and discuss my problems and stuff with them so they can make me appointments and I can start getting help for anxiety. Except my anxiety is so bad I can't call them. I've been sitting on this since my doctor told me to do it nearly a month ago. Any encouraging and motiviational words encouraged, this is such a cruel irony",4.154147465437789,5.618048838709679,5.578525345622122,78.73064516129034,71.36559139784946,9.185253456221199,29.414746543778804,9.606745405546679,2.7792746543778803,374,15,72,9,7,126,60,93,0.189,0.722,0.08900000000000001,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,4,5,1,0,3,0,11,2,0,1,0,9,15,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,15,2,9,13,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,0,3,53,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690644655149594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12037115283260162,0.0,0.5416409354813598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477938480026636,0.10790211382494293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422332677357489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117465109283634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09247909996389847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815066866299995,0.0,0.0,0.1186443793228871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815386403594452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838190217926156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128567778068513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693722481759573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846574003019205,0.0,0.0,0.14642241244975032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252868018446173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026312101868461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759590113514305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913822783383842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sonnybrew,2018/03/07,"I can't enjoy anything because I stress about that hobby defining my personality and image (For starters, my hobbies growing up mainly consisted of playing video games, exercising, and playing music) I discovered something about myself because I was no longer enjoying things such as playing certain video games, watching certain moves, or even the thought of taking up new activities: I'm too busy thinking about the ""person"" I'd be if I took up any of those hobbies I think about. For instance, I stress about being a ""hiker"" kind of person if I decided to get into hiking, I stress about being the ""gamer"" if I put a lot of time into video game, I stress about being the ""gym bro"" if I start going to the gym. I know it might sound really strange, but I legitimately can't stop worrying about becoming the right person for the activity. Everyone I know, or I at least I feel like everyone I know, has and does certain things that define who they are as a person. My brother in law is into sports and that's who he is. He's a Cowboys fan and has a ton of Cowboys stuff and is a dedicated fan. That's the person he is and he has that. My friend loves video games and has his whole life, he has favorite story lines and is all about it and that's who he is. He acts differently than my brother in law, and they act similar to how people who take up those activities act as well. I hope that all makes sense. I can't enjoy activities because I can't decide if I want to be that kind of person or not (the typical kind of person who usually pursues a certain hobby). In my mind, I know this is irrational thinking and the best way to overcome it is to just say fuck it and go with the flow and do what I naturally want to do. But rationality aside, I can't, and end up not playing videos game or watching certain shows because I'm so stressed about it. 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When i get sick and i have to call up my heart just pounds so hard and my body starts to shake. Whenever i call up its made out that im such a bad person for daring to take a day off work. 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FTP here. Looking for some advice, similar experiences... So a little about me. First the good: I do a dangerous but highly sought after job in an entirely male dominated field. I am the first woman to do this in my country I think... I recently spoke at the local college about what I do ( was terrifying but shoved myself into it and it was kinda cool ) I met the man of my dreams after 6 long single years of duds and waiting, and we’ve been together 2 years, he’s talking rings and babies. I have incredibly supportive parents and an incredibly supportive boyfriend and the few friends I have kept in touch with are proud and supportive. Now the bad: I have trichitillomania ( pull out my hair as a coping mechanism) since I was 10 so I shaved it off and wear wigs, I’m pretty out of shape, can’t sleep to save my life and the most savage of things: despite all the good in my life, landing the impossible job, finding my person, having support, I am constantly anxious. I can’t seem to get off the couch on my days off or work out or eat better or see what few friends I barely occasionally talk to, I’m endlessly worrying..... sometimes to the point of hyperventilating. My brain gets frazzled at work and I miss something and spiral because clearly im not good enough. I’ve struggled with these feelings always, and I for some reason thought if i worked hard enough and waited and paid my dues and got what I thought I wanted that my anxiety and depression and trich would just disappear? Ha. But all I do is stress... I want to be positive, i want to be happy and relax and be proud of what I’ve accomplished. I see happy people all the time just out there everyday giving no fucks having a blast and I have zero idea how they’re doing it. It must all be bs, nobody is that happy. I put on a smile and push through, try and push myself to do things that get me out of my box but I’m full to the brim with crippling self doubt and fear that I’m going to lose it all instead of being able to enjoy it... I have free healthcare and great benefits but there’s a wait list for people to talk to in my tiny town, literally like 8 months. Fellow anxiety peoples, how the fuck do I start putting my well-being first and what are some of your strategies to get back on track when you feel like it’s all coming crashing down? How to stop and refocus ? Stuck in isolation? Stressful job you love? Similar situation? I’m at a loss here. 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I've struggled with facing my honest feelings my entire life. I fear I have an underlying depression, but that thought gives me anxiety which results in complete avoidance of the thought, so I really don't know. I can't seem to be honest with a counselor due to this fear/avoidance. Does this make any sense? Anyone else experiencing this? Any tips?",4.726460554371002,7.786714567164183,5.226439232409383,74.63940298507465,74.97014925373135,8.007675906183369,31.959488272921103,8.841846274778883,3.35683539445629,304,15,47,7,7,97,50,67,0.248,0.6609999999999999,0.091,-0.8131,0,2,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,3,3,0,4,2,1,2,0,11,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,7,2,7,8,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,28,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799643134411484,0.0,0.31494284358259816,0.0,0.0,0.1439321221816286,0.21091327847306332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158253339462995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545892552168548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013698751289922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195769579612558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4632673547338895,0.1040817872272933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19746598329648013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312743114566835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539492831087866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740362473409345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318700470979122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873942236684412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151946533087649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268370365227249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kyleh81,2018/03/07,"Any help will be appreciated Idk why but ever since starting college (3 years ago) till now (graduating) I’ve developed anxiety. I’ve never had a big anxiety attack but I always feel nervous for some reason. I always feel nervous and afraid for the future. Even though I get my shit done. I like to do things my things as soon as I can and get it over with. Like this huge senior project I’m doing, I finished my part 1 week earlier than my group mates, yet I still feel nervous. Idk why. I feel nervous about my job (not a hard job lol) just in general I feel nervous and stressed about the upcoming future. How do I overcome this? I would really like to go to therapy but I just can’t afford that rn. Any other way of coping this? It’ll be real helpful. And yes I have friends I can talk too, but they have their own issues, I don’t want to concern them with my shit lol. 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In a scary movie, when the music starts to get really tense and you know something bad is about to happen, except for me nothing bad ever happens aside from getting really worked up over nothing.",3.17625,6.225134125,3.7550000000000026,82.39,82.75,6.2,23.0,7.554174236665415,1.57035,175,6,28,3,5,55,36,40,0.3,0.7,0.0,-0.9273,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,8,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,1,9,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738560484578726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090450006457245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22157073735572594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238537661701263,0.17499188564326598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559518817303351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.433215854631726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461777298217367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196698939425506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700710718635155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138416895636372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857399946715367,0.0,0.0,0.17337643154303906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17832606559401473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lilniggas,2018/03/07,"Phone anxiety I have super debilitating phone anxiety. If somebody I don't know calls me, I won't answer it. Sometimes I won't even answer it if I DO know them (even my own mother), because I'm afraid of what the call is about. If I get a voicemail, it can take me days sometimes to even get up the courage to listen to it, let alone call them back. When I have to make important calls, it can sometimes take me weeks to finally make the call, and when I do, I hang up while it's ringing and call back several times before I can let it go through. Also, I absolutely cannot make a call if there are other people in the same room as me, I often have to step outside or lock myself in a room far away from others. When I get calls at work, I cringe, but I have to answer and I typically stumble on my words or worry that I sound like an idiot. I just made a call to my student loan provider that I've been putting off for almost a month and it went really well and now I'm kicking myself for letting it go for so long. 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Can't sleep. Worried about my stress levels. I've been job hunting lately as a coming up graduate and I just submitted an assessment for a job I really want. I've been bringing my A game, showing that I can pick up the software (tableau) in a week and completed two data projects in it to show as a portfolio. I'm sitting here analyzing every possible way I fucked up. Even if I come up empty, I think of how I'm just not seeing my mistakes. I can't?? stop these thought spirals and I'll suddenly get cortisol dumps in the day. I exercise, I can rationally think my way out of it, but then I'm still left with the cortisol in my system. I'm so nervous because I only have two second stage interviews but nothing else. I feel like I have no security all the time as I step closer to graduation. Anyone else going through this? Any words of advice? 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So about an hour and a half ago I got home from working out and a few minutes after I set down I started getting really jittery and my mind started racing, since then I’ve gotten really nervous like something bad is about to happen even though there’s no reason to think that, are these symptoms of an anxiety attack or is there something else?",16.240684931506852,7.6329027260274,14.647739726027401,55.055993150684955,55.98630136986301,16.791780821917804,52.93835616438356,11.20814326018867,6.1356082191780805,301,12,51,4,2,99,55,73,0.232,0.732,0.036000000000000004,-0.9228,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,2,1,5,0,5,1,0,1,0,8,12,7,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,0,5,1,9,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,7,39,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744923498182768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011737301656809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44788212133609495,0.0,0.0,0.16435842117045338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16443980782192988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13001511115774586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284405654731278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574359520259107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407051493326536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974528682782281,0.0,0.19385393371781712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09616914911065448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19875862780414086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522095344654892,0.2023907601045677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283327661768562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030837661117202,0.0,0.0,0.27865761969071445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20459865557262674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12613114764719588,0.1934004702391914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330643595840425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jcros830,2018/03/07,"Unexpected breakup has skyrocketed my already shaky anxiety This is my first time posting so if I did the title wrong or what not, I apologize. I feel like I'm doing everything wrong lately. To give you a little back story I have been in a relationship with a man for almost 7 months. We share all the same values in family, our faith, our work ethics, etc. We fell in love fast and it was scary and wonderful all at the same time. Over the past few months I have noticed he has been going out with his friends 1-2 times on the weekend and drinking heavily. It surprised me at first because he is 34 years old and figured this kind of behavior was left in college. I mentioned my concern a few times and he became defensive and said he was safe about it (i.e. Takes Ubers, never drives, and is with people he knows) and that it helps him decompress his job which causes him a lot of stress. (He's a former Army Special OPS but now is a luxury home builder) Moving to this past Saturday, he was driving over to my place as he had made reservations for us to go to dinner that evening. He came through the front door and told me we needed to break up. I was utterly and completely blindsided. His reasoning was that although he loved me, he didn't know if he could 100% see me as his wife one day and he didn't want to string me along. After a few more minutes of him talking in a circle, I calmly started putting his things together as he had odds and ends at my home. He became very angry and refused to walk out with bags as if he had been kicked out of the house. He said I could throw everything away if I wanted to and stormed out. I called a close friend, and while I cried to her on the phone I continued to neatly place his belongings in bags. I safely drove them over to his home and left them on his porch. I wanted to be done with it and having reminders of him lying around was too much for me to bare. Sunday morning comes around and I go out to walk my dogs at 7:45am. When I come back in, my boyfriend (or ex boyfriend rather) was sitting at my kitchen table. He said he just got discharged from the emergency room and started breaking down in tears. Apparently after he left my place on Saturday, he drove his car back home and took a cab downtown. He ate dinner by himself and drank himself into an oblivion at bar. He doesn't remember what happened except he woke up in the ER with a blood alcohol level of 345 and tested positive for cocaine. He has zero recollection of the night. We have talked and talked since then and he realizes he has a lot of changes he needs to make within himself. He told me he has lost his way and it breaks my heart. He says we can't be together until he figures out himself and what he wants, but he doesn't want to lose me and what we have built together. I reached out to him tonight to check in and he's angry with me because his mother reached out to me worried about him, and although he told me not to tell his parents (which I strongly advised he should so they could be apart of his recovery) I ended up telling them what happened and betraying his trust. Now he's saying he needs space and needs to be left alone completely. Fuck. I am so, so devastated. And heartbroken. I've been through hell since Saturday and I don't know what to do. Any advice or support or comforting words would be so, so appreciated. I have had two panic attacks tonight, keep pacing my home, and sitting down to write this post is the only thing keeping me sane. I feel like I am lost in a dark hole and lost my best friend. Help. 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My family absolutely depends on me pulling it together. I recently started at my dream company/job. Getting this job meant so much to me, I finally reached the top after working so hard. It also meant a huge improvement for my family financially. It’s a remote consulting role with travel, which I was apprehensive about from the get go, but I suppressed my feelings because I knew it would be stupid of me to pass it up. But now those feelings have exploded and I a have been stuck in bed for hours crying and convulsing uncontrollably. So many negative things are running through my head. I don’t really want to travel, the thought of not being in bed next to my wife and newborn for 3 nights in a row sickens me. I doubt my abilities, I’ll be consulting at top companies with employees that surely have better skills and more experience than I. Turns out I also have to report every single hour daily, and x amount has to be spent with a customer, which I guess is normal for consulting. Having to be somewhere new all the time when I’m not working from home scares me too, I felt secure going to the same office and seeing the same people everyday. I’ve always suffered from crippling anxiety throughout my life when going through major changes, but this time is by far the worst. I feel physically and emotionally disabled. I just want to quit, but I can’t because it’s not just me I’d be fucking over, it’s my family. I need to be strong and get through this for them but I just don’t know how. I don’t have much time either because they will expect me to start ramping up soon. 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i already do so much to try and manage it without meds. i exercise (not enough hit more than before), i steam/sauna, i take vitamin d, iron, magnesium, adrenal support, among other supplements and practices. i feel like i can’t ever be free. once upon a tome i could not relate to women who shared with me that they had anxiety. it sounded truly awful. then about 6 years ago a series of events led me to develop anxiety rapidly and i go they periods of feeling like i’m managing it and then i suddenly falling apart. it’s hard and sad and lonely. for ref i’m almost 40, married (unhappily), long time stay at home mom recently returned to work very part time, new to reddit and hoping to find something here......",3.017242199894234,4.843074718579235,4.618887713731713,82.97604177683769,75.03825136612022,7.891979552265116,27.106998060990648,8.654491914285503,2.1061425348140315,1441,56,281,29,31,484,210,366,0.192,0.674,0.133,-0.9644,0,2,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,1,12,26,1,3,19,1,29,15,2,3,4,49,57,28,0,5,9,1,5,3,0,0,12,1,1,1,17,21,1,0,8,1,1,9,12,16,0,1,21,6,35,11,39,32,7,51,0,3,0,0,10,13,0,4,31,186,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06341776723479049,0.0,0.07163909268319846,0.0,0.07894850152992254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3283771271939199,0.08082222488386298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06688221888031631,0.08138948254492928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901264385790271,0.06087706947515936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294195299954677,0.07349345800294863,0.0,0.0616271962235151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057120556394192785,0.0,0.0,0.09227748967404506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320544287401018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07392212791570328,0.0,0.04725289140179662,0.06471393774972749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469536924697568,0.10221940071485794,0.0,0.0,0.06538819587236676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16263612772998376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326445491721881,0.0,0.06408768161631409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955549850999654,0.0,0.0,0.07176257327814854,0.07105746145759917,0.07045457098186976,0.0,0.0,0.08076233828716416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058316371304562326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485558913876013,0.0,0.0,0.0633125193692742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775491646140511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946716036063432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083789258962562,0.0,0.0,0.0525916853469897,0.0,0.0,0.06909581926638977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619001626120513,0.0,0.05441100131760427,0.6851326781117419,0.16787851175101665,0.0,0.07747313746261184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065298385243717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706392064227136,0.0,0.0,0.06109657424259976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05918037578938611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652298431874018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625437427583455,0.05713362445506191,0.0,0.08195124958447475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118514287052146,0.0,0.0,0.0537907660137081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168259549346763,0.0,0.0,0.1251503455613061,0.0,0.0,0.06836155555757223,0.07948592075143715,0.048572399088223264,0.0,0.06988624965754818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590297363396039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632025619554792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689640446682298,0.0,0.05208351087209424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04607077565433821 anxiety,welcome_to_earth96,2018/03/07,"Girlfriend broke up with me due to reasons relating back to my anxiety About 3 weeks ago, my girlfriend ended our relationship. I saw it coming out of nowhere which makes it hurt so much more. One of her reasonings was that she was exhausted from motivating me. When we met, I was going to the gym daily, had a small number of friends, and going to clubs on campus. As the relationship went on, I stopped doing those things throughout the year and became attached to her. This only worsened this past fall semester because of the pressure to get an internship. My anxiety was holding me back from talking to recruiters on campus, doing mock interviews, and overall getting help with my professional life. Looking back, I know i was way to dependent on her and I can see it tired her out. At the time, I thought her constant pushing me to do these things was just because she cared so much. I kept coming up with the excuse that i needed more time but I know thats complete bullshit. I was just scared. So 3 weeks ago she ended everything. Since then, I have had interviews (which I've been so nervous for I'm visually shaking), I've started going to the gym, and I am trying my hardest to make friends. I've also talked to her multiple times and told her I realized I had so many opportunities to improve myself and therefore improve the relationship. I think she is going back and forth about breaking up with me and it's dragging me along. I still have hope that we can work things out and i truly believe in fate and that we were meant for each other. We get along so well Sorry for the word vomit. Just wondering if anyone else was broken up with due to anxiety related issues? 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I was in class, then it was my turn to read half a page of a book out loud. I started fine, but halfway through I started swallowing a lot and making more frequent stops, then near the end I felt tense; I felt blood rushing to my face, maybe even slight trembling and my voice was gradually starting to sound like I was about to cry. It lasted a few seconds then ended when I finished reading. Sucks big time and I don't get know what to do. Do I need to control my breathing or something? This is probably the first time it happens when I read, and I don't experience that feeling frequently. I think of myself as a pretty confident person, but just a few years ago I had severe anxiety. What did I experience? Some sort of panic attack? I believe it also happens when I'm caught off-guard such as my turn to talk or stuff.",2.744196078431376,4.692909341176473,4.031176470588239,86.34696078431375,76.17647058823529,6.650980392156862,27.215686274509807,7.554174236665415,1.5267568627450985,668,27,134,9,15,219,103,170,0.19,0.735,0.075,-0.965,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,2,2,8,0,12,4,3,2,0,23,30,17,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,10,5,1,2,5,4,0,2,2,4,0,3,10,6,22,2,17,20,6,27,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,22,96,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394876678288687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027986352424652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983377643074948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14624026624520164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482795019773245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441758942842532,0.0,0.0,0.1412023568548436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770818984045954,0.0,0.0,0.08490378859012493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772295968805676,0.0,0.0,0.06499700164405275,0.0,0.2468497071493867,0.0,0.0,0.10934163577163776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716027050309285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273465917625014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07064582598015105,0.10478260088857826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280135464466552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928568594846884,0.0,0.0,0.08580582502140928,0.0,0.12914229440361769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095315643256351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082168781306768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224189535750513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077806185679208,0.13859493015806865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38574403076751307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452210201609404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896141984537032,0.0,0.0,0.2729577441487846,0.0,0.0,0.10747067764032647,0.0,0.0,0.14715505334535234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332085331198552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236744328491348,0.0,0.0,0.14991306233751736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796434820277412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277976818557778 anxiety,loveandpeace28,2018/03/07,"Does anyone else's anxiety goes down when they don't drink a lot of caffeinated drinks? I've noticed that when I drink coffee/soda a lot for a week, I get very anxious and really awkward, but when I cut that off the next week everything flows smoothly( I don't have any awkward moments, I become more social, don't feel as scared of everyone) and I also slowly feel more comfortable. Is anybody body else like this? 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I really really messed up. I made a decision I regret and can’t back out of. I’m a bad person. I have had the worst anxiety ever this past entire week, haven’t slept or ate really. I’m not sure why I’m posting because I know no one can really help with my situation. So much has happened in my life and so many things go on in my head that I will never be able to put into words. I just see the world in a way that no one can relate to, and it makes me realize how alone I really am. Years of making the wrong life choices, acting off of fear, and isolating myself. I just needed to write, even if it’s almost nothing. Sorry if this makes anyone concerned, I really don’t want to make anyone worried. I feel bad posting and burdening others even more. Thanks for simply reading, I appreciate it. 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I am 20 years old and male, and I have been experiencing symptoms for months and doctors still suspect IBS but I suspect something else. Since about 5 months ago, I have been passing very greasy, floating stools that are light brown and I am seeing some undigested food in my stool such as rice, nuts, etc. Then about a month and a half ago I began experiencing mid back pain that has since spread around my back, and up my spine to my upper back. I started getting upper abdominal pain as well, which comes and goes and feels like a dull ache and sometimes is worse when I bend forward, and I now have abdominal pain on the right and left sides under my ribs too. Also some right sided chest pain, where my lungs might be (health anxiety goes to cancer spreading to lungs). I have lost very minimal weight and it has remained relatively stable but I eat a lot so that might mask the weight I should be losing. I am itchy all over sometimes but my skin is not yellow and my eyes are not noticeably yellow, only when I lift my eyelid I see a bit of yellow but I REALLY have to look. I lost my appetite for the past few days and I am nauseous in the morning. I also have gotten depression which is also a symptom of pancreatic cancer unfortunately. EVERYTHING on google says I have pancreatic cancer. I also have health anxiety. Blood tests and abdominal ultrasounds have come back normal, my Lipase level is 109 which is sort of on the low end of normal. I have had CEA and CA 19-9 blood tests which have showed up within normal limits, and I had a CT scan 10 months ago before I had these symptoms for something unrelated (possible appendicitis) which came back normal for my pancreas. I am vitamin D deficient so I’m taking supplements, fiber, probiotics, and nothing is really working for my digestive issues. I am worried about something like pancreatic cancer or gallbladder cancer, and I don’t know what to do. I just want to have peace of mind. I am going in for another CT scan on Friday but this one is with contrast and focused on pancreas. Should I worry? Does this sound like pancreatic cancer? I’m losing my mind and life worrying about this.",5.379513556618818,6.8470410023923485,5.963138755980864,77.12663795853271,68.4019138755981,8.731228070175439,28.287400318979262,9.120678840339163,2.379772950558214,1761,60,315,33,30,571,208,418,0.245,0.698,0.057,-0.9984,1,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,6,26,15,0,0,12,0,43,34,9,0,1,56,63,38,0,7,9,0,4,3,0,4,21,2,0,2,14,26,5,1,4,1,0,6,3,11,1,2,10,19,45,4,40,47,7,57,0,7,10,0,4,28,0,7,28,212,59,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894173003487365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22784321430189244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468850323502775,0.10897806305616192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340779602653555,0.0,0.0,0.06692081301985088,0.2738487042436407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06060956656113688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776225194493004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0814655673275279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271279428158127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045936004317486186,0.0,0.061348354156085735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07290461727537847,0.0623318814316201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288376725033227,0.05950164290857352,0.0,0.0630866423636672,0.0,0.07943776615625013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06401490624955211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036014889058684815,0.050885116718658266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612887445360412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037213558012509786,0.0,0.0404803700879452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052666798184655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514235286917015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434326236201817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0391449070076773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07738915557052052,0.0,0.10062052838075387,0.10439483805648918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05981336834864225,0.1593712591754385,0.15550699984594554,0.0605552834066233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511227671676992,0.14383943952801032,0.0,0.22741323254576584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791522760733822,0.0683449443095942,0.08109326210144915,0.07474153872367988,0.0,0.04826576478412448,0.05417191127051717,0.30316537912827346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799494413899619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08029858262400848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09126063729139054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216562135838454,0.0,0.056643163320091824,0.0,0.0,0.11351858500967853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178406568004562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450379863701253,0.1408921262262863,0.0,0.05041536596340748,0.0,0.05688257079623505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22209870538111512,0.10710880274592408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754070176526732,0.042011970652561084,0.0,0.0,0.1734724140603416,0.0640422986991379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05185464816482328,0.2893409383923803,0.07258715939229221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586833380151807 anxiety,uhhhhhhhwith7hs,2018/03/07,"Almost Relationship is making me lose it Throwaway for purposes Last school year (Junior) there was this stranger I was chasing. I felt like she was interested in me because she kept giving me eye contact in the halls and various other signs. I kept pursuing her but things kept getting in the way. (anxiousness, fear and the fact of not knowing this person or sharing any classes) I can give you specifics but I'm too embarrased to say. This pursuit went on and off throughout the year because I didnt see this person consistently. When she stopped showing interest I got a little needy and insecure so I tried even harder pursuing this girl so I sent her a note. That didnt go so well...(what was I thinking) I was depressed all summer. I could never stop thinking about the what-ifs or what could have been. My friends have supported me throughout this sad episode even though it was never a relationship. I really regret my actions now that I look back at it. Regardless of my intentions I acted really creepy and cringy. At the moment,(Senior) I am trying to get over the things that I did in the past. I feel I am over this girl but it seems life wont let me off the hook. I have classes with some of her friends every other day and that triggers my anxiety. I get extremely tense and awkward when in those classes. I feel like they are watching and judging me based on how cringy I acted last year. I feel like I am alone in this situation. All of the advice I have been looking for has been around relationships that have actually existed. Maybe this all happened because I'm such a wierdo. Even so, I wont change who I am just because of one circumstance. How can I feel so much pain from something that has purely been speculation? If anyone replies, Thank you.",3.5142006676557886,5.955983086053416,4.203834384272998,83.68049935089022,75.70623145400594,7.298553412462907,28.038668397626108,8.278499904357787,2.116863575667656,1408,59,261,26,32,448,177,337,0.111,0.775,0.113,-0.1154,0,1,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,1,1,21,18,0,3,14,0,33,3,1,5,7,51,63,24,0,5,8,0,5,3,2,2,2,1,0,4,26,10,0,5,9,1,0,6,7,8,0,1,20,11,47,10,27,38,6,40,0,4,5,0,25,17,0,6,19,190,73,5,0.0,0.0,0.09857411507552401,0.0,0.0,0.09870873289320632,0.0,0.0,0.10114992653589633,0.10461900234949413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869230275163345,0.0,0.07727466724213014,0.11411593591256852,0.0,0.0706306371055673,0.0,0.0,0.08992298451812772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767276055993111,0.0,0.24630634486693045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068583583936484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613013193372612,0.0,0.0,0.06514502732971983,0.0,0.08700234745080335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200154398173501,0.0,0.08510780775278162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366770641293975,0.20430082823827486,0.14432741238885274,0.0969883193558241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608478388128094,0.0,0.1583253674180513,0.19380174481562545,0.05740801479967893,0.0,0.08078932248212746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893254608277725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551410216721328,0.1646781513378925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10329263463834992,0.07134846803381889,0.14804954586968375,0.1012415613992735,0.0,0.0,0.1696509556566557,0.11300770701342493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06742696076791421,0.0,0.10148113389806017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425617648134454,0.0,0.15581490314072946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844902190926312,0.0,0.10748495217518424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642833677049954,0.0,0.17640130778763605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12942302663908814,0.0,0.0,0.3253504714598928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032959064148526,0.0,0.10223054714240254,0.08049428147662763,0.09195843990199004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354284240812924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776474116746719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16890277934271725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1146283534532456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09299919734324368,0.0,0.0,0.1342170952596967,0.12945010121491268,0.09924475799388964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716239040526793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08017941631088119,0.0,0.0,0.09082281667727188,0.09364006146318482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951471772609843 anxiety,Oranges-In-A-Cup,2018/03/07,"People would be happier if I wasn't here My anxiety? makes me feel like I'm just such a burden to everyone that I'd be doing everyone a favor if I wasn't here. I make everything awkward and I don't think anyone likes me, they just pity me. I guess it'd just be, I dunno, easier? if I wasn't here. Anyone else kinda feel this way?",-0.6833333333333336,1.4069228888888932,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,90.94444444444444,6.533333333333335,16.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,0.5671833333333334,256,6,57,6,9,93,44,72,0.13,0.6759999999999999,0.194,0.6626,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,10,0,0,2,0,16,17,4,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,2,12,3,1,9,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,38,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972598059803847,0.0,0.0,0.3468269062389965,0.2541142267228843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071794493577233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4739658918707232,0.22289423248105805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25080130628738284,0.17717746850240434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732095494540474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24232905185004794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33109547299256303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193800893190356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891396409743785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1968577662805729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617826841001175,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,quentinmashups,2018/03/07,"Selective Mutism went on for far too long, and fear of speaking up again To those who don't know, selective mutism is an anxiety disorder, where it makes it barely possible for one to speak to anyone but a select few of people. In my case, I'm only able to talk to my parents and a couple cousins. I've read and heard that this disorder is supposed to go away at a young age, but I just turned 21 and it's just gotten worse. I used to talk to my friends in Xbox parties but now I can barely send a voice message. It's gone on for so long that when I'm ready to let it go and talk to people, I'm afraid they'll make it a huge deal. I already brought attention to myself for so many years and I'm terrified that an entire room of people will look at me and cause a riot because they heard me speak. I've gone to many doctors and took different kinds of medicine, but it didn't do much. Is there anyone else with that disorder that can give me advice to ease into the talking? Thank you.",4.783550724637682,4.441116111111112,5.502717391304351,86.33494565217394,69.04830917874396,8.832367149758454,28.36111111111111,8.344100000000001,1.6679922705314008,773,23,172,10,12,252,118,207,0.123,0.784,0.093,-0.7615,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,0,10,5,0,2,9,0,11,1,0,4,0,22,33,15,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,2,1,6,1,0,15,10,0,0,2,2,0,8,2,2,0,1,9,7,14,3,31,21,2,29,0,0,1,0,20,13,0,0,8,104,29,2,0.12097798688421882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182182886366552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13350221683495075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254782883511582,0.0,0.0,0.16918124261549478,0.12395624407994467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366280102952807,0.0,0.0,0.07374705792754223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427771745029625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385984144930224,0.0,0.0,0.1247229923520517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263962474420559,0.4159537620317059,0.12382609585223035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106158448554807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361338691271595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346729256787567,0.0,0.0,0.11605310865295212,0.1375091557702067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597995674571938,0.06648633774388235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370818809849655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412342287460154,0.10159103989816927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615074913093596,0.24530538090944834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893274026547834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197781484765604,0.0920092105023228,0.0,0.0,0.1343317376554239,0.0,0.0,0.2516127106691829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638450293540882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101072524558976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889500931713563,0.0,0.11138027641784794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13441099478578647,0.0,0.13158931002657906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448613790522167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121478058682568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328690407358615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790585713433318 anxiety,airbiscuits_,2018/03/07,"Anyone else ever doubt their own anxiety? I always feel like I'm overblowing my issues in my own mind. I tell myself ""You're fine"", but not in the reassuring way. Like I'm not a constant nervous wreck so I don't deserve to be heard or even that I have any actual issues because I've never been diagnosed. It's like a negative feed back loop. ""I have no actual mental issues, I'm subconciously doing this for attention,"" and it makes me nervous, I then get emotional and think there is an issue, but then after I calm down I tell myself that there's nothing wrong all over again. I'm sorry if I'm overexplaining a bit, this is the first time I've tried to manifest this feeling in words.",3.375553359683796,4.976725079710146,5.121567852437419,80.6883201581028,73.56521739130434,8.206587615283267,24.86429512516469,8.841846274778883,1.8747014492753624,543,17,105,11,11,185,91,138,0.107,0.71,0.182,0.8636,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,3,6,0,8,2,0,1,3,19,19,9,0,1,6,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,3,14,6,9,16,4,16,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,3,13,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.28138782828185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11996507427226652,0.0,0.0,0.09804388239322552,0.0,0.11029341110395208,0.0,0.0,0.10081044891994342,0.14772423253244066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086160597977576,0.0,0.08788768661662147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15740166014349652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558018580387953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146334498232133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043963672383852,0.16217736771717148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952261679447189,0.13041445976542568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14579833237688108,0.10299858411745236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263510432502996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532543958685155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6019245905868144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21130973460156072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962378715933324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529439842339492,0.0,0.14557555889618898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119657826784853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833971403455889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613920073538035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25203045124855483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238146044684928,0.0,0.0,0.08406954912327629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788529962585944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443933233050005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763263052537815,0.0,0.0 anxiety,happy_bluebird,2018/03/07,"Those of you not taking anti-anxiety medications, what are your reasons? Have you ever been suggested to take them by a medical professional?",7.138749999999997,9.907875375,8.756666666666668,53.655,66.08333333333334,13.133333333333333,37.0,12.161744961471696,6.361399999999999,115,6,15,5,2,40,23,24,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581562017595932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052521565031657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6799114885299175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469653868621904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074562882927253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheNameIsXan,2018/03/07,"Anybody else feel sick when they find out someone likes them back? So, I've been talking to an ex again, and we've been pretty friendly. I realized that I had feelings for him, but also realized that it should be easy to catch feelings considering he's familiar to me. Anyway, I ignored it because that's reasonable, I think. A few days later he admitted he likes me, and in an effort to not hurt him first and foremost, I admitted I still cared for him. Or rather, I cared for him again. But, my mood quickly changed. He thought it was great, acting all happy and elated. Anyway, I hate it. I don't like to be liked. Once two people find out they mutually like eachother, there's a pressure to do something about it, make it a thing, make it official. I don't want that. Once a relationship is established, it's like an elastic stretched out too much to go back to how it was. You are good friends before, but you don't tend to go back to that once romantic feelings get in the way and the inevitable breakup happens. It is inevitable, I can't imagine spending the rest of my life with this guy. Anyway, does anyone understand this? Tell me I'm not the only one. Tl;dr Someone I realised I still care about also likes me. We know the mutual like, because I can't keep my yap shut. I feel like there's pressure to make it a relationship when you have that info, and especially in the way he acts. I don't want a relationship with said person because it seems like a set up for an inevitable breakup, which I don't want either of us to go through. 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(kinda background) My trigger is noise caused by other adults. Loud music, loud TV heavy on bass will send the anxiety into panic attacks. I don't like that I can hear neighbors chatting on their porches or TVs even at low volumes (my home tends to be quiet and I'm super sensitive, so I'm not talking here about neighbors being loud and the walls aren't even *that* thin. I can just hear it if I don't have a sound machine going.) So I saw a few things lately about exposure therapy and realized I'm living exposed so I should seek out techniques that stem from that. Haven't done much more yet than some relaxation/meditation tapes. But it seemed to help. I would hear the soft noises and they would fade into the background. I could even hear the loud noise (like booming cars that were driving by. There's one that's too loud while it's still a couple blocks away, so it's a few minutes of that). But I noticed that I was staying pretty calm even with that (it was too loud to be calm about constantly but I knew it was passing and so I didn't ratchet into high anxiety). But then as I was noticing things were getting a little better, my mind butted in and I remembered how angry it makes me when people are rude (not talking about the neighbors at appropriate volume, was focusing on the ones who are legitimately rude). What I want is to realize that hey, some people are just rude and/or thoughtless but I can still be okay. But no, brain/mind keeps reminding me how rude and unfair it is. That I should absolutely not be okay with it. I should stay vigilant so that as soon as it's rude enough, I can complain. And it's just so frustrating. WTF brain - it was getting better. I don't want to be upset. I want to just accept it. Should I just keep on with the relaxation/meditation tapes and hope I can out-shout the part of my mind that's fighting back? Or is there some tactic/trick I haven't found yet? I was even wondering if there are some anger management techniques that might hep? I don't really have anger issues mostly, though when people are obnoxiously loud I do feel violently angry towards them. Violent like fantasizing about bloody car wrecks or drive by shootings, which I'm not comfortable with because that's just not me in any other situation. 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I get constant reminders that when they don’t message for a certain amount of time they’re either dead in a car crash, avoiding me, or with someone else intimately. I don’t know how to overcome this issue, this isn’t healthy and won’t help my present/future relationships. Any tips?",5.071973684210526,5.849434881578951,5.70905263157895,81.20436842105265,68.60526315789474,8.185263157894736,33.62105263157895,8.238735603445708,2.492492631578948,305,14,60,4,5,99,56,76,0.185,0.677,0.138,-0.3991,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,1,1,8,7,5,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,10,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,4,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34779039494650843,0.0,0.1956215322746724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763374339022326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136173507256588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336007089068548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4581414272612655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17140059961158066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669003740699843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053446124556376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5490851445864419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166667745405287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491096689505404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mangosniffer,2018/03/08,"Purple nails and grey hands? Anxiety or panic related? Hi I’m a 23 year old woman and I’ve had anxiety since I was around 5-6. At that time I never really understood those feelings until I got older. My anxiety attacks and panic attacks have come full force within the past month or so. I’ve developed agoraphobia and I’m scared of literally everything. My hands randomly turn grey and I can see so many veins in my palms, and then sometimes my nails will have a purple tinge to them. Does this happen to anyone else? Or is this happening because of change of body temperature or is it because of anxiety? It makes me so scared when this happens and then I end up just overthinking about it for the rest of my day :( ",2.6791428571428604,5.095863485714286,4.4085714285714275,81.26642857142859,78.42857142857143,8.285714285714286,25.0,9.04235418022936,2.3165,568,21,107,15,14,191,90,140,0.196,0.7879999999999999,0.016,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,4,4,0,8,5,5,1,1,19,20,18,0,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,4,8,12,0,15,15,2,20,0,0,5,0,3,6,0,5,13,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254204365699361,0.0,0.0,0.09721075982932592,0.14244936952008405,0.0,0.12376331305156638,0.0,0.3163260744651471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694988741182613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15442741555639686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14707190306148596,0.11975926404813103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966077420990866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12166327546673145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613903841247668,0.0,0.1231364651904832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494830886117565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029611922202902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11119241941490304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688227775516415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280145780696117,0.14095133774744886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11096985250777244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722602646500276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458852228698095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262359518008674,0.0,0.0,0.13271679643109874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906411774392133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783801281840191,0.0,0.11078634690160293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500439229660055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13750104417244954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810676357097916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15122121832587734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952869065272874 anxiety,throwaway333061,2018/03/08,"I can't calm down I'm home for Spring break and I hate being home. Everything gets worse for me for some reason. I was recently diagnosed with PTSD and can't tell my parents, I feel like I'm hiding something from them so my solution was to sleep all day, I stayed in bed for three days. My mind can't stop racing for some reason. I've read a couple books, watched a couple hours of YouTube, listened to music, tried to write something. Nothing is helping. I'm panicking and I can't calm down which is making me panic even more. I'm here for another two and a half days and I don't know what to do. Today has been non stop anxiety from the moment I woke up. Everything is triggering so I'm afraid to leave my room, I really don't want to have anymore flashbacks this week. 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What is happening to me. Every night I hear distorted noises in my head and I feel like there's a weight on my chest that makes it hard for me to breathe properly. I get paranoid that some else is standing in my room and the smallest noise makes me extremely angry and hysterical. It makes me want to scream and cry but I don't wanna wake my family up and I'm too tired to do anything anyway. My clothes feel too tight and hot so I have to take them off and I end up falling asleep naked and cold with the lights on. This has been happening for a week now and I can't deal with it anymore. Right now I feel like I can't breathe, my heartbeat is quickening and it feels like the air is heavy and the walls are closing in around me. I'm not panicking though. I also feel like there's someone sitting next to my bed in the darkness, and is staring at me. I'm scared. Please make it stop. 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So hi everyone! I just wanted to share my experience of a friendship with a coworker that triggers major anxiety in me. So much so that her presence or even voice literally gives me heart palpitations and nausea. I met her about 1.5 years ago when I accepted a position in a new department. At the time I was in an abusive relationship that was nearing it's end. She was supportive at first and definitely helped me to get out of that relationship. But something seemed off about her. She was clingy and demanding. Very self centered and nosey. She asked intrusive questions a lot, but I thought at first that she was just trying to get to know me better. After I broke up with my ex, we started hanging out more and it became clear to me that she has an addiction problem. She would pop pills often, and she confessed that she had overdosed at one point and her mother found her and saved her. She told me she is still hiding the addiction from her family. I realized that her addiction made her extremely paranoid. She was always questioning, doubting, and hiding things. Always anxious about everything. Wanting to be in control all the time. Accusing me of abandoning her, a constant fear of abandonment. Fast forward, the friendship has had its ups and downs but I am still friendly with her. I noticed recently that she has been acting so strange and every time I talk to her I feel nauseous. I feel like she's carrying an evil spirit or something. She speaks very condescendingly and with suspicion of everything I say or do. I don't like the feeling at all. I've been distancing myself more and more. I can't even stand a few seconds on the phone with her. I finally accepted a position that separates us from each other and I'm starting to feel better. A weight has lifted. Much like it did when I broke up with my ex boyfriend. I wanted to share this to see if anyone else can relate. She's definitely toxic and I needed to pull away, even if I feel bad about her addiction. I told myself when I broke up with my abusive ex, that I don't have to diagnose other people's pathology and be their therapist or their victim. I am neither qualified nor mentally healthy enough to do so. Tldr: Toxic coworker with addiction to pain meds and paranoid pathology triggers my anxiety and I finally separated myself from her. Feeling better now. 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I'm 17, I suffer from anxiety pretty much my whole life but for the past 5 years it keeps getting worse and worse and seriously interfering with my life. I was always a very quiet, calm, laid back person. Even in worst feelings of anxiety and depression I was too afraid to show my feelings. I could make very reasonable judgments and even though my anxiety was overwhelming it felt like a part of me in some way because it was more caused by doubts I had about myself than me worrying about others opinion on me. Sure, I felt uncomfortable when confronted and hated small talk but I was daydreaming my days away, I pretty much always felt like I don't fit in this reality and im not really a part of it. And I never felt the pressure to fit into this world I didn't feel like a part of, that's the crucial point here. For some reason however since about 2 years I started to subconsciously wish I was like others, I started to care about others opinions and I became very open about my feelings. Not in any positive way. Now I feel miserable trying to impress everyone and I feel like I have no control over what I do and say, everything about me feels unnatural and forced for attention that I don't even really want. I do things my mind tells me not to, I regret everything I say instantly but it just seems like the real me is trapped inside of my mind while my body belongs to a whole other person. Like I said, it feels unnatural, I'm ashamed to do all the things I do and say and just wish I could be my normal self. If anyone has any idea if I can help it or feels similar I'd appreciate any piece of advice. 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I usually have it when I'm talking to someone I don't usually talk to, and more so in situations that are more ""confrontational"" (doesn't take much though). Even if i feel entirely normal I just randomly have these expressions of half a second or less in which I make a worried or even ""crying"" face, meaning the sides of my lips go down a little and I get a worried look in my eyes, but that's it. I can see from people's facial expression that they notice it. The more I am aware of it and try to avoid it the more it happens, and after searching online I can't seem to find any good ""tricks"" or ways to handle this, but maybe I'm searching wrong. My girlfriend also says my lips arch down a little when I am talking about something serious with her, but this I don't even realize myself... May be related though. Anyone has this or knows how to handle it?",6.675076465590483,5.620763780373834,7.271104502973664,77.58302888700085,65.4018691588785,10.398640611724725,32.538657604078175,9.573946990214177,2.7735943925233646,835,28,168,14,11,277,121,214,0.076,0.8690000000000001,0.055,-0.4838,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,1,14,9,2,2,12,0,16,6,6,2,0,30,32,21,0,2,9,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,6,0,3,1,5,21,3,22,29,9,19,0,0,3,0,11,9,0,11,7,126,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036856869295751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129077858936351,0.09353981979328092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954272078844793,0.0,0.08948072832388515,0.0,0.0,0.08178722828249828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034493016750448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128484614444886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090268685281683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059142884597136784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690726434772048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111131325148372,0.0,0.0664760025404937,0.09810778832222204,0.0935505473461644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343502700168243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07840164786594195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428293348199067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344667139689803,0.0,0.0,0.09822424097560067,0.0,0.0,0.1988851961992199,0.0,0.0,0.07807750940258437,0.0,0.11751077159451535,0.12741319485535862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598544634657555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460448220410968,0.0,0.13316962976774238,0.0,0.0,0.07926101207666099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109136248651683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301819772367496,0.0,0.0,0.09320890260022437,0.2129678061809138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147770928354569,0.0,0.0,0.09910719215843536,0.09004821277042828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794589856736054,0.2820450089700832,0.0,0.10768905527260834,0.0,0.0,0.07770880073622735,0.0,0.34476343455980585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941406304378752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25764897546355964,0.0,0.0,0.09284430233262916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35636214998504673,0.11920108886569156,0.0,0.12788690136463926,0.0,0.07532400192225377 anxiety,sleepwithmythoughts,2018/03/08,Got shit I need to deal with I'll be back to talk to you guys tomorrow. I haven't been eating enough and I'm exhausted. I'll be back when I've gone grocery shopping and can face my problems because right now I'm dying of lack of energy ,0.7984615384615381,2.612188076923079,2.9890769230769263,92.15592307692309,81.69230769230771,6.467692307692308,21.93846153846154,7.554174236665415,0.7727261538461541,188,6,43,3,5,64,38,52,0.213,0.747,0.04,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,0,0,5,4,2,0,0,6,10,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,4,0,6,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,5,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348759899828777,0.0,0.17237818443510827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29153058553310995,0.0,0.0,0.2934777959326417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893513822186171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29218414709630797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22616253330762456,0.0,0.0,0.27999360672081275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967550147675929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705793204536375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414899427129193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29026644248241595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22728537510818045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aonoxoioeotoy,2018/03/08,"Zoning Out? So, sometimes when my anxiety kicks in when I'm with friends or at school, I start to sort of slip away, or zone out. Everyone always thinks I'm mad at them for something, but I'm not. I just need a break. And I do tend to snap at people easily when this happens. Is this normal for people with anxiety or social anxiety? And how can I stop it?",1.3590926640926642,3.25119687837838,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,80.21621621621622,6.93127413127413,21.382239382239387,7.957251820313856,0.9507861003861008,275,8,60,5,7,93,51,74,0.145,0.7859999999999999,0.069,-0.5775,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,6,2,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,18,11,11,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,14,11,0,13,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,5,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716062418965302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5437962150861182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226214696189296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264150093965221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18306627889064025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095332974464668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17569474760895412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215979880762666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32854132818953513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398051288400864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153975720187115,0.0,0.18241498550236732,0.2343487084423761,0.0,0.16771378522882965,0.0,0.0,0.1981000488303613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182740906670072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lilacaramels,2018/03/08,"Getting a bit much I have GAD and im in S6 in high school (grade 12/sixth form) and currently have a lot of assignments due in 2 weeks that are worth either 30% or 40% of my final grade. 2 of them just need to be handed in on the day but my modern studies assignment has to be written up in timed conditions from memory, and I haven't even handed in a first draft (my own fault I know but still). As if this wasn't anxiety inducing enough by itself, 2 days later I have my driving test, which I'm ready for but terrified of failing bc I have a massive fear of failure. I even had a mock test tonight which I passed (although one minor fault away from failing) and broke down crying afterwards bc I still think I'm gonna fail on the day. My anxiety has been sky high over the past 4 months, since the middle of December when I found out that one of my favourite singers who had a profound effect on me had passed away. I felt so ill and out of reality. Then it was closely followed by my driving theory test which made me even more ill (I even had a nosebleed in the middle of it) which I thankfully passed. I then had prelims (mock exams) which didn't go as well as I hoped and now I have these assignments. I've had a cold almost constantly since January that won't go away, an upset stomach almost everyday and my eczema has flared up really badly. On top of that, I started a part time job in September and that's getting too much for me even though I only do between 10-20 hours a week. I need to go back to the doctor. I was prescribed propranolol 2 years ago and it made me depressed so I stopped taking it. I haven't been back since then and my counsellor at school is strongly suggesting I go back, but the the trouble is my mum is against it. Ordinarily you would think, why don't I just go by myself? Well the thing is she is a reception staff in the medical practice in my town and I can't drive anywhere else to get an appointment. So I feel like I'm stuck. Sorry for the long post, just needed to vent my emotions, also this is my first post so sorry if I've done something wrong in this post ;-; thanks for reading",5.2554233409611015,4.9091958054919935,5.9974517162471415,83.19760549199087,68.06178489702518,9.463395881006866,30.52347826086957,9.065960079200117,2.263559890160184,1665,57,357,27,25,547,219,437,0.181,0.753,0.067,-0.9957,3,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,8,24,21,2,2,24,0,37,7,3,4,0,44,68,32,0,7,11,1,4,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,22,14,0,1,8,1,1,12,7,14,2,4,19,5,46,7,55,44,10,84,0,5,0,0,6,33,0,7,37,243,68,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533710988155658,0.0,0.17020725997203953,0.0,0.0,0.06796521188940813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003182332383034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23954826571288496,0.19605255587622888,0.07096178398980245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278534709279357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184229354793794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933557929080258,0.16443150750080254,0.0,0.0732004049725204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698925313214644,0.0,0.08697266500284967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099692269423025,0.09560053776126012,0.0,0.08781576072909524,0.0,0.2806702622136372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09563560507869852,0.0429727007415504,0.06071574701748135,0.08160221491109786,0.0931006641839171,0.0,0.14458221991032796,0.0,0.0931854201067388,0.0,0.0,0.13320883116375531,0.0,0.24150439931412102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17958987208264393,0.0,0.08441268141649208,0.08369647792972452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180208190153234,0.0,0.08433789679435415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670741513754824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04152105098768235,0.0,0.0,0.07521208072403604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225411878715983,0.0,0.16083620326145345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08561689584615934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678369491221659,0.0,0.12495254092354205,0.1890535183180252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518071110815105,0.06463752610295465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203418102502686,0.0811310672556108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441862513852064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501142297707051,0.0,0.05444576060495177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17202564460959507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109099074950201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0654282408789105,0.0,0.19027516490834265,0.060155243871251575,0.0,0.13574373022521966,0.07105412791225205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390071783487024,0.0,0.0,0.15649184434923938,0.0,0.0,0.056462532420752665,0.10891430070922606,0.08350069497447132,0.0,0.09911486687277034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363451744638667,0.0,0.15282959957558925,0.0,0.0766888334683529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06037333790337478,0.09292149983115416,0.0,0.05472975853831928 anxiety,IAm_ThePumpkinKing,2018/03/08,"how do you deal with, you know, everything? I have a hard time sleeping because I just lie awake thinking about all the horrible things that could/will happen. During the day my suddenly I'll start thinking about all the bad things going on in the world and my heart will start racing. Sometimes it's over quickly sometimes it turns into full blown shaking, sweating panic. Sometimes it's hard to get a full breath in. I can't avoid my triggers because it seems like everything does it. I think about a pandemic, natural disasters, war...I feel like we are on the cusp of some total world-ending catastrophe. I don't know what to do because I can't just shut myself off from the world, but I'm so fucking scared. I think about how much I want to be dead before the end of the world comes. I feel like I'm just waiting for the end to come, but I don't know how or when. I know it will happen and it's going to be horrible...But I can't do anything so I'm just afraid all the time. ",2.9534999999999982,4.469639950000001,3.799000000000003,90.08950000000002,74.5,6.8000000000000025,25.0,7.413659706084162,1.04195,770,25,163,9,16,246,101,200,0.13699999999999998,0.8029999999999999,0.06,-0.9399,0,1,0,0,0,1,26.0,1,2,0,0,15,10,1,5,13,0,14,5,4,4,4,37,41,11,1,1,7,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,2,11,0,0,5,5,7,0,0,0,4,19,3,21,37,8,28,0,0,0,1,4,13,1,3,13,102,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937507072707834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082943424327144,0.2208422590856284,0.0,0.1027577416718802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20804784343577032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964169173830482,0.0,0.0,0.07788011584496768,0.12449810729177024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056777623316589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208721626022338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21706234090639293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211962157824548,0.1725417281592016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164053945208983,0.06309203972088727,0.0,0.13726121628285584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135750807797524,0.0,0.21635421969732285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310100884575705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26546583124017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699149506482234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877238775726444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14168566992050918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090168093547653,0.0,0.0,0.1099352359811234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208470656767973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35830375133335457,0.0,0.1709488929189251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604549626527142,0.3095121544038671,0.0,0.0,0.14083208439791678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313520444722521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07122729087804759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chewbacca93,2018/03/08,"Tough week :'( This week is probably the culmination of stress and anxiety since I started my masters degree. I think I've just been super frustrated with keeping up with writing good essays, planning my thesis, doing job applications, and wanting to get something published. I got super anxious after missing a few job application deadlines and just spiralled into a black hole of anxiety. I'm losing my motivation and confidence. I've too many what ifs running through my head. I've somehow convinced myself I will fail, and I don't stand a chance to stay here, since I'm an international student and it's tougher to secure a job and convince firms to hire me. I'm adamant to not go back home bcs the political situation there is just driving me insane and I don't want to leave my SO :( I feel like I'm whining all the time, but I'm honestly just exhausted and confused. Though I did have a small victory of seeing the school counsellor yesterday and we outlined some steps. I'm still scared about actually putting that into action, but I've at least booked a meeting with a study adviser to help me with time management. I'd like to think I'm getting better now. But, the worrying about everything 24/7 is just taking all my energy out of me. I really hope I can get it together soon :( Apologies for the rant but I can't seem to say all this out loud to anyone so this is my best bet lol 😅",4.462605770932908,6.217565081784388,5.636197557089751,77.46902106567536,71.04460966542752,8.841281642768633,31.768631616215266,9.362217197678863,3.0685367675694817,1113,51,202,25,21,370,162,269,0.159,0.6629999999999999,0.17800000000000002,0.8928,3,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,9,18,22,1,3,14,1,13,2,1,1,3,47,37,18,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,7,19,0,2,5,1,1,6,4,10,0,0,3,5,24,12,29,33,7,26,0,4,2,0,7,7,0,7,13,126,31,13,0.0,0.0,0.13140634628565348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20602531759880516,0.1521247051495147,0.0,0.09415569138773897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035433456671759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131479324127333,0.11909366202200755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12102152507817016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808690435961759,0.09619938214180862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21105903959472272,0.0,0.07652899005543956,0.1129443659356467,0.10769794563345553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13819749718190072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025811872800052,0.0,0.13507250408406488,0.13374533290122942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4008805274398015,0.11968981946682065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258290468157758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13157375630224993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064735675665258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652162251317096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451836164086154,0.0,0.0,0.13536803254807173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08626507599303941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708509020580413,0.1348157008740226,0.13628063177106806,0.10730463486918973,0.1225871780679044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227802372561349,0.15136073051539592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366596239628567,0.0,0.0,0.09531130847056944,0.14352703380463572,0.10753769506888117,0.0,0.15424977099537435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124572085661164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1725662443322653,0.13230036126613046,0.0,0.15703980305937526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884902619685842,0.0,0.216028331787874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13675128061302025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JSprax,2018/03/08,"What do I do if I feel my Mental Disorders coming back? I was diagnosed a few years ago with bipolar disorder and depression after suffering with the ""what is wrong with me"" feelings for a long time, and it is usually anxiety that triggers most of these things. The past year I have been feeling much better, I got off my meds after consulting my doctor and do not go to therapy anymore. However, in the past couple months, I have started feeling huge waves of anxiety that cripple me, cause panic attacks, and trigger my bipolar tendencies and depression. Although my disorders aren't being fully triggered and I usually tend to get better it scares me that I am noticing ways that I would act when I was at my worst and seeing the signs of it come back because of anxiety. I know the two are related as the down phase caused by bipolar disorder is closely linked with depression. Does anyone have any advice on how to try and prevent anxiety and reduce the feeling/fear of mental disorders potentially coming back in full force? Thank you.",8.653593749999999,8.229418838541665,8.676124999999999,67.05637500000002,61.13541666666666,12.263333333333335,40.55416666666667,11.602472056035307,5.039875416666667,835,41,134,22,10,273,116,192,0.201,0.73,0.069,-0.9815,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,5,12,1,2,9,0,17,5,0,6,0,35,32,14,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,11,17,0,1,6,0,0,5,2,9,0,1,4,5,21,3,23,26,5,32,0,4,1,0,2,9,0,2,17,104,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174879524602134,0.08322834059423025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384881899918597,0.0,0.28730416913256085,0.0,0.0931142334332525,0.06565048169452026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681409752189157,0.0,0.21658819830611475,0.0,0.0572348305479749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16607718903176846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19290299298842456,0.0,0.24263528191565095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038881490032742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426034757478794,0.09529696971287772,0.0,0.0,0.5380337366377426,0.0961009945709694,0.08216428565055292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10565301383261347,0.18989560811104428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04905395666529946,0.0,0.05336018446346419,0.0,0.07509287972014538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159981132081691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309021518269416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429127635579767,0.0,0.1892392573628225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494257100238576,0.0,0.06902038484386429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689505592652612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016037432173292,0.0,0.0,0.1792583790097434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400085721760723,0.0,0.0748186420107821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645624093248084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864418381737413,0.10737206920614754,0.0,0.06237673420861624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474835649395022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374554562645947,0.0,0.09171746094146517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681443426420565,0.0,0.0,0.07452597793967676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669717935466954,0.10265461800476247,0.0,0.12092491977535635 anxiety,blu_topaz,2018/03/08,"Cipralex, Wellbutrin, and Trazodone - any Experience? i've been dealing (lol) with quite a bit of anxiety and mild & SAD related depression for over a decade. i've been taking cipralex for about that long as well. i finally convinced my doctor to send me to a psychiatrist. i've been seeing him for a month now. he has prescribed (in addition to my 20mg of cipralex) 150mg of Wellbutrin, and 50mg of Trazodone before bed. i think i'm feeling better... i'm having some pretty wild dreams (but i have always had crazy dreams and night terrors). the weird thing is that i believe i did something (make a phone call, send an e-mail) in the morning when i actually haven't. this poses a problem as it effects my work. has anyone experienced this? i'll bring it up at my appointment next week but it's concerning me. this is the first time i have come across this subreddit and i am greatful! 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Whenever there is a change of plans, I almost always feel an extreme punch to my gut. I typically end up making it worse by immediately jumping to saying I don’t want to do the plans anymore or getting upset with the person. It’s especially hard in my relationship. Even if I’d be perfectly fine with having the night to myself, if it’s the same day change in plans I feel like I can’t breath or I need to scream. Jumping outside my bubble, I know I’ll enjoy my time alone but my mind immediately goes to feelings of rejection, extreme anxiety, and the need to close off immediately. I just want to jump in a hole forever and find myself in a major low for the rest of the day. This leads to even more disconnect with my partner. In the moment, I feel like pinching myself or really biting my inner cheek. Someway to get out the anxiety. Have you all found a way to 1. Get that anxiety out immediately 2. Not hurt your partner with words said/finding peace in a new change of plans. Any advice at all would really really help. I’m having a really tough time. 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I haven't had a full blown panic attack in a while now, but symptoms related to them make me feel like I'm having them very often. In my case, panic attacks bring shaky legs, uncontrollable crying, nausea. So whenever I have nausea or shaky legs (for any reason, like biking!), I feel an attack coming. Today, I was feeling nauseous and I started crying, like I was afraid it was going to be so much worse. Also: last two times I went to the dentist I had panic attacks (over a year ago), but I'm afraid it will be a trigger to go back, and I kinda need to go, can't let this thing stop me from living and going to the freaking dentist. last thing. reading comforting words like ""breathe deep, it's gonna be ok"" (while posting this), makes me so emotional. I know I need to TALK about my problems but I'm in denial. 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It happened during a haircut, an angled bob. I’ve always loved bobs, I did this haircut enough to know I could execute my clients request. Out of no where my heart began to race, I felt light, my hands began to shake, and I couldn’t get any tension in my fingers (which is important in haircutting). I had to walk away, but the shaking wouldn’t stop. I felt so embarrassed. I went back out into the floor, and finished that haircut even though I shook the entire time. After that apt, I felt so exhausted and worn out. The salon I was working in at the time was my first salon out of beauty school and it was not a positive environment. A lot of catty stylists and tons of drama behind closed doors amongst several staff members. There was also huge pressure to hit a quota everyday for a certain amount of time if I wanted to move up in this salon. After 3 years under contract, my panic attacks began to happen a lot more. At first it happened only during haircuts, even with clients I was incredibly comfortable with. And after a woman grabbed my wrist one day during a highlight (she was in the wrong for doing this but it scared me) I just lost it. I thought there is no way I love this career enough to keep putting up with this. My last panic attack wreaked havoc on me while I tried to flat iron my client. The fact that I couldn’t even straighten her hair was the last straw. I walked out, came back after the weekend, packed up my station and quit. I was devastated but felt like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. I went to a doctor and he put me on an anti depressant but it didn’t help. I should mention that I don’t come from a family with money, and the salon I started at paid me at a very low salary so health insurance wasn’t something i could afford. I bartered with a holistic nutritionist as well, and all though I learned a lot,none of her herbs and supplements really worked for me. I even adjusted my diet to not set off my sensitive body. I just felt like a lab rat being tested with all these different things. I just wanted something that would take the edge off instantly so I could relax and focus!!!!Of course only a couple weeks of being away from my job, I began to receive texts and Facebook messages from clients that still wanted me to do their hair. So I began to chug a beer before I would do these clients hair. It would set me straight right away and I was able whoop out some awesome hair. Eventually I got a little confidence back and started over at a small salon. I didn’t need the alcohol after a while and I thought things were looking up. Of course this salon being new and not having many clients to begin with, I decided to go after a higher end salon that I could continue to grow with. A few months into working there, it happened again. A panic attack came out of no where, the salon I worked at served champagne so I helped myself to a few sips in a paper cup and it went away. As my book began to grow, so did my anxiety. My drinking turned into a horrible habit. I would drink wine everyday during my break in my car so I could get through all my apts. Eventually I left this salon because unfortunately, there were some issues within the business and I felt they were keeping me from making the money I deserved. Sometimes I would do these elaborate transformations and was only aloud to charge the starting price on our menu. I felt things were very shady and I never got any pay stubs for my check. The next salon I went to, I am currently still at. Flash forward to present day, I am 28 years old. These past 2 years I go though periods where I’m having panic attacks and downing a shot of whiskey at the start of my day, or there will be periods where I’m fine and I don’t need to do that. Right now is an anxious time. My chest has been tight for a month now, and I’ve been having thoughts about leaving this career altogether. I finally broke down and started this reddit account cuz I need to get this off my chest. I’m tired of giving power to it, I’m tired of being confused about the thing I love to do. I have sat an analyzed my anxiety forever now. I notice it now happens with clients who don’t give me positive vibes, it sounds hippie dippie bull crap, but today I was feeling great, and then my clients mom showed up to her apt. She is a bit of a strong personality, seeing her just triggered me. As she sat across from us watching me, I felt it come on. I excused myself to “blow my nose” and came back and knocked it out. The mother gushed how amazing I was and I should be an educator. Yeah right I’m thinking. I have put so much energy and time into this profession and I’m terrified to walk away from it but a part of me just can’t live this way anymore. It’s so hard to put this out there because I feel worried about the responses I will get. I don’t want to be shamed, being told to suck it up, just leave, or get a new job just upsets me. It has never been that easy. I have bills to pay and responsibilities in my life I have to be able to afford. There is this part in an article I read that describes perfectly how I feel.... “Man sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived.” I feel like I can’t win. I just wanted to make a living doing something I passionate about and be happy. I just want to be able to do a haircut without having to poison myself first. It’s so sad how much I’ve grown in my craft and how inside I’m falling apart. I don’t expect anyone to feel bad for me, but if there is another soul out there who can relate to me, or has overcome a situation similar to mine, sharing that wisdom would be amazing. I have tried herbal teas, I’m drinking a magnesium supplement, and vaping CBD oil. Oh and I’m taking Ashwagandha. I sit in Epsom salt baths and listen to meditation music. But it’s like I’m wired to feel this way. I’ve done yoga, I know I need to be more consistent, working out is hard on a hairstylists schedule. Maybe I’m making excuses and push harder to do that, it’s so overwhelming to think like that. Pushing harder. Will I get re aligned in my body? 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How do I help? Hey all, My boyfriend and I have been together for over two yeard now and he has always been my rock. Im someone who has suffered with depression and anxiety since a kid, and he was always the stable, level headed one who never had anxiety and could make me realize when i was being irrational and over emotional. Recently, this changed. Anout a month ago he had a panic attack brought on by stress from work and where hes living and now hes having anxiety every day. Hes been missing work (4 out of 5 days this week) and doesnt do anything when he does. Ive been there, and i understand how hes feeling but i dont know what to do to help. He started taking citalopram a 2 weeks ago and im hoping it will stary easing some of it but so far it has not. The only thing he says that helps him, is me. But i work/live in a different town and i can only be there on the weekends to help him and the stress is weighing on me. Ive never been super emotionally stable and seeing someone who has been so strong for so long break and lose himself is slowing breaking me. I know how hard it is to get out of bed every morning and go to a job you hate, but i feel like i might be enabling him. But i also know telling him to suck it up will only tear him down further and make him feel weaker. Im sorry for the novel, but I really need some advice on how i can help build him back up again.",2.2765686274509807,3.5149394836601364,4.113218954248367,88.28198529411767,75.73202614379085,6.930065359477124,23.86111111111111,7.492282038375204,0.9650679738562083,1126,34,245,14,24,382,154,306,0.154,0.721,0.125,-0.5584,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,6,18,16,4,4,12,0,42,2,1,6,3,51,62,34,0,3,7,0,4,1,1,3,0,1,1,1,13,21,1,0,8,3,0,2,5,12,0,2,12,6,34,4,27,43,3,43,0,4,1,0,32,17,1,4,23,172,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901487445993805,0.16355376437457644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377483864528854,0.15352408019343264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822937358034857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07591651070315608,0.0,0.0,0.2099026318829378,0.0,0.07093700474933345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759163730285393,0.0,0.0,0.09969291934729156,0.0,0.07365666144357262,0.0,0.0,0.11899134470747055,0.0,0.07945753298621103,0.0,0.0,0.09638494314526044,0.0,0.0,0.08073138380117796,0.0,0.10812004565292853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754483217726635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554545742739798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993794657120254,0.06590569373536978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048198481507591526,0.0,0.05242961096190814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264073331043799,0.09108092086636503,0.09467838276589724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30917682616970754,0.0,0.0,0.09162822829495754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989478112982644,0.0,0.09154705112684464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520998133979835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045070246260446686,0.0,0.08146125243545127,0.08164116561015103,0.0,0.10320771646756724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315943457516515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978660505434584,0.0,0.0,0.07363561205135262,0.0,0.0,0.0684045676776102,0.14230268686771474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251314562868081,0.21048811264366526,0.0,0.21647847087414926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05909975253349134,0.0,0.0910888905950753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07336343541504876,0.0,0.0,0.07351384431606435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07631278787868004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633164840887104,0.0,0.0,0.103269887631339,0.06529727910641868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135142325522094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936291400454453,0.0,0.08063334983825188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128891683032574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011795674858576,0.09603881897841794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799988062279665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014842520418008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Trichome-Queen,2018/03/08,"I haven’t left my house in months I went to a therapist last year and the told me they didn’t know why I was there. Like my problems weren’t“bad “enough to seek help. After that I never went back to a therapist. 3 years later and I have developed this crippling anxiety that literally leaves me in the fetal position on my couch until 3am in pain. Feeling like if I move I will vomit. It has begun to cause problems with everything in my life. I can’t even walk out of my house without feeling like everyone is looking at me, judging my every move. I know in my right mind that no one really cares about me walking on the sidewalk, but this feeling takes over my entire body and I can’t find the courage to take the first step. I have pushed my friends away because I never want to go out. I’m scared to leave the safety of my house. All these what if questions run through my head and I can’t let them go. My mom suggested asking a Dr. for Xanax, but I can’t even take a Tylenol with out the “what if the makes my stomach bleed” I feel so out of control. like I’m not in the drivers seat anymore. What do I do? How do I get this fear of everything to go away? I feel like I’m going insane. 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Its almost definitely nothing personal, they might be stressed, in a hurry, or maybe just generally rude people. But to me it always feels like a personal attack, and I just cant think about anything else but Does this person dislike me? Is he/she going to hurt me? Did I do something rude? I also end up usually feeling general contempt for these people, which makes me feel super negative. Does anybody know any tactics to stop this? 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In the last couple of months I've started to have chest pains and headaches, which have been ruled out by doctors as stress induced. However, my health anxiety was going through the roof. Every moment I think I'm about to collapse and I am afraid to stay home alone because I imagine getting sick without anyone there to help me. I've been seeing a psychiatrist and I have started to take Lexapro but I'm only 2 weeks in and I don't see much improvement. My main issue right now is that next week I will go on vacation with my girlfriend in another country. I will be flying for the first time and I am terrified. Not because I think that the plane is going to crash, but because I think that I will get sick during the flight or that I will get sick on my holiday. I've spoke with with my psychiatrist, she assured me that everything is going to be fine and that almost anyone has these fears to some extend. She gave me some Ativan pills to have in case I have really bad anxiety and send me on my way. Does anyone here have some advices for me? Right now I am terrified and I worry that I will cancel the trip last minute.",4.685125711574951,5.666730600806452,5.277637571157495,83.20777988614802,69.60483870967742,8.254648956356737,28.297912713472485,8.4952907291091,1.9546771347248584,991,34,194,15,17,319,131,248,0.259,0.6829999999999999,0.058,-0.9959,1,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,1,3,8,0,28,8,1,1,1,29,48,13,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,0,10,13,0,0,5,2,0,7,4,6,0,1,7,3,31,2,30,33,5,34,0,0,2,0,8,10,1,5,15,130,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124454370663031,0.0,0.0,0.11522635703224718,0.1191782033850737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066131963152142,0.3521140826149738,0.0,0.0,0.2413796417040294,0.0,0.09469311263846178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607895525722446,0.21043749465457706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12732317944184626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777940307622385,0.10069885916695616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695175249458693,0.0,0.10341783178935887,0.0,0.0,0.12948616149044825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787880079051303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24047808289015266,0.0,0.2615885798976954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231442594121668,0.0,0.0,0.15425849135857667,0.0,0.1154249667380288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12010357355918433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281393137563028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09184807417513367,0.0,0.08458996458146209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237864750606235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751620420472953,0.12244299031237099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737170277153749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19653894021960647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18339237870209504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951874019422032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289480504672682,0.12264970739416722,0.0,0.0,0.13181272389389356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651860007695551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211973467201177,0.0,0.0,0.06709846007368657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133750628277616,0.18460502513204616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092373361664556,0.0,0.0,0.11685954978902975,0.11726654118394465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Marshmallow98765,2018/03/08,"Has anyone tried Ginseng for their anxiety? Does it work? Does it even help or is it total B.S.? I'm at the point I need to go to a psychiatrist- because I no longer can fight the anxiety. I really feel I need medication. But I read ginseng can help. I don't wanna waste any more time, so I'm wondering if its bullshit ? I have sever anxiety just thinking about finding a Dr. It's been a year and I still can't make the move. 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I've been woken up for around a week now, everyday, by anxiety. My brain will replay a memory that makes me really anxious and it won't stop until I open my eyes. And then when I do, I feel really bad anxiety and my brain keeps pushing that memory on me over and over throughout the day. It makes me just feel absolutely awful the entire day. I can deal with it during the day but waking up to it every morning is torture. Anyone have any suggestions for getting me out of this vicious cycle? Is there something I can do before bed or during the day to stop this?",3.6858267716535376,5.29629683464567,5.622842519685039,77.36969685039371,72.77952755905511,8.54456692913386,26.08582677165355,9.120678840339163,2.317495118110237,506,17,91,11,10,175,78,127,0.16,0.8109999999999999,0.029,-0.9364,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,6,3,2,0,6,1,11,4,4,3,0,21,22,9,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,9,0,5,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,3,13,0,19,16,0,24,0,0,1,0,2,10,0,1,13,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433944601000122,0.0,0.4695021507608039,0.1733351926937268,0.0,0.10728365845550412,0.0,0.0,0.1365875653071516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810983247563992,0.0,0.0,0.1305598625040201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425631040560435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208773488752205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39580539825345856,0.1581822985359781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292736035383493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551602900461735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16032442708521225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727559327114976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17307868335986526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483493640035128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196585736094558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811993029061353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565530884863156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307439636761372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jhmillard,2018/03/08,"What happened first? I have to wonder sometimes if my IBS causes my anxiety or my anxiety causes my IBS... Or if they joined forces and decided to just attack me when I am most vulnerable! Sneaky Anxiety... 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Pros and cons? Would you recommend it? Is it worth asking my doctor about it? I have just been coping with my anxiety for a good amount of my life (I'm 21). But it has reached an all time high for me these past few months, and I'm not sure if I can handle it anymore. It's been interfering with my academics, work, and social life pretty heavily now more than ever. A few friends have recommended me go on medication for my anxiety, but I have always avoided the idea. I have some thoughts and concerns about it. Will it change who I am? Will I be dependent on it? What about side effects? Can things be the same anymore after it? Am I just making it a bigger deal than it is? Why can't I handle it like everyone else? Does anyone else sort of feel as ""defeated"" as me, having to resort to medication? (Like you didn't try hard enough to handle it?) I feel like people would look down on me, especially my parents.",2.385511133603238,4.394008451923078,4.166973684210529,84.68592105263158,77.46153846153845,7.45587044534413,23.447368421052627,8.371475516178862,1.4554,810,26,166,16,19,273,114,208,0.08,0.855,0.066,-0.6029,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,4,0,4,8,8,0,1,6,0,26,6,0,4,3,29,36,10,0,3,6,1,3,3,1,4,6,0,0,0,21,6,0,1,5,0,1,1,3,2,0,0,6,4,23,6,29,23,8,17,0,1,1,0,10,10,0,4,9,125,44,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12332680036988974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10501329593732646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38618821987839547,0.0,0.25032438731049217,0.08824599634705615,0.12931270740379067,0.0,0.0,0.11798534175457398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335089515101518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301125888111314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291769351414536,0.1104435042093891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108574231390019,0.0,0.0,0.13040427891554926,0.0,0.0,0.11416032825329782,0.0,0.12059500462698032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762684071126887,0.09016141456724064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750625105951984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172563737082438,0.10585539712871303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305556460813675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333433063440604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247093238280606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17828571021014192,0.18497326683422527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059810460917658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08424331957709963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814170533777641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007362273088628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013655234080366,0.0,0.12047767092463996,0.08749517776841309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839662174364685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865087087202084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894742783635474,0.0,0.09489101913207426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384549384919886,0.0,0.0,0.10019326990354216,0.07359158901001213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568542136017834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15180998055591954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11388106128427357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18375858136580547,0.0,0.0,0.17930589064306568,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pearlsandcuddles,2018/03/08,"Tracking my period has made it much easier to predict and control PMS anxiety I am unable to take birth control pills due to migraines, so I'm at the mercy of my own hormones during my cycle. I usually get really uneasy, feel beside myself, sad for no apparent reason and feel tired 2-3 days before my period arrives. Since tracking my period and being mindful of when I am PMS'ing it just helps to understand why I feel the way I do. I cannot recommend enough, most trackers are free on the App Store/Google Play. Knowing what happens to me when I feel like crap is very reassuring! 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He won't be prescribed Ativan every night in the future, but due to recent personal events his anxiety has increased to regular panic attacks and his sleep has been worse than usual, despite exercise/yoga/meditation/therapy. The doctor gave him 8 pills to help him get sleep, let his body repair a little and to manage panic attacks while adjusting to the Zoloft. I take ADHD meds and have Xanax but it's not for anxiety, just to offset my meds when I need it, so I'm completely inexperienced with Zoloft and other anxiety meds. I do get anxiety myself but it's co-morbid with my ADHD so I don't fully understand GAD, but reading this sub has been beyond helpful for me. It's given me a better idea of what he's experiencing, so thank you to everyone for sharing your stories. Last night he took the Zoloft and then the Ativan a little later before bed. He says his body felt a little more relaxed (I think from the Ativan) and he felt tired, his mind wasn't racing as much, but he didn't feel like he could drift into that last phase of sleep where you ""melt into your pillow"" or deep sleep. He said he felt like his neck and back felt super tight and he also had restless legs. Now he thinks he wants to take it in the AM instead of PM - doctor said it's his preference. His body and brain are pretty beaten down -- he's had a lot going on. He takes good care of himself and does all the things you're supposed to do to manage anxiety but these last couple weeks have been rough on him -- like... basically no sleep. His doctor said his body might still not be repaired from his weight lifting on Monday since he's so run down. So I don't know if it's just the burnout or if it's the meds making him feel this way. My questions: 1. Should he keep up with the PM dosage since he's adjusting or is one night enough to know it's time to switch to an AM dosage? I feel like the fact the Ativan didn't knock him out enough means the Zoloft kept him up, and I worry without the Ativan he'll be even more awake, but idk if it's just too early to tell. 2. If he does want to take it in the AM instead, does he take it this morning (thurs, around 9am here) or do we wait until tomorrow (friday) morning. His first dose was 8:30pm Wednesday. Or should he take his 2nd dose in the mid afternoon today, and then take his 3rd dose in the AM tomorrow? I had a tough time finding info on this and don't fully understand how far apart/close together you can take Zoloft. (disclaimer: I know you can't seek medical advice online -- we're working closely with his psychologist and doctor, but I've found the ADHD sub very useful for hearing people's first-hand experiences with my meds, so I wanted to post for him since he's still too anxious to read this sub himself) ",5.296509822944458,5.3015796842105285,5.858372059180208,83.03447538200342,67.94736842105263,8.565044870240117,27.015328644191122,8.146662555663855,1.5376335774921173,2290,60,470,27,35,743,266,589,0.104,0.816,0.08,-0.8052,0,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,1,6,0,6,27,19,3,3,27,0,38,31,12,3,3,95,89,46,0,12,25,1,10,4,0,5,18,5,2,1,24,27,1,4,23,3,0,6,13,7,0,2,23,16,50,12,63,56,8,72,0,0,0,0,67,27,0,12,41,274,74,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952227554498688,0.052911886915200566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330138968583596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20711178913364175,0.061170773033433136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820236921740464,0.0,0.12320021061579264,0.0,0.041635752001648735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046075165650989534,0.0,0.0,0.047888680291005715,0.0,0.24058073813319936,0.0,0.06044603395937771,0.0,0.0,0.055206543224492366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05677216925522629,0.0,0.0,0.043232026781660916,0.05991269942183925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216872687447279,0.14215338890781193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189678867112547,0.0,0.0357636268893395,0.0,0.045621239047692684,0.05173984266374247,0.0,0.052966221250664365,0.0,0.0,0.08213515159890235,0.07736535055459201,0.2079587017453822,0.0,0.04948943801685456,0.09211493456634114,0.0,0.05936946383167334,0.0,0.0,0.056579215037268385,0.0,0.030773025831393627,0.04541599056684517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610276794720202,0.0,0.07258727489014685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06112544751288888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812840079999872,0.0,0.0,0.08927343538838936,0.17654834512812512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536904428780951,0.0,0.1058140868836629,0.16280875736716252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04603389980009868,0.0,0.0,0.03614358748832739,0.0,0.0,0.05898202940461018,0.3007259226664992,0.054547473150803716,0.0,0.05744148099016742,0.05467310178429903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980432427378972,0.04014936387107233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032534163407955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03669145374034364,0.0,0.0,0.12705983229573709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03753875830575708,0.04727913010215171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0518579222772552,0.05508703306675836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06065710685446959,0.0,0.1083234393521028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346369602612104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451877998646615,0.0430599207525554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13437303937058334,0.0,0.2709308553740897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665114502266414,0.0,0.08648383483973585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05103296957072274,0.0,0.3664066993283693,0.0,0.04732692293381873,0.04985134413946878,0.061921889747463835,0.0,0.03597290512355745,0.06939050797111533,0.0,0.0,0.06314718007649482,0.0622340878287808,0.051325087991516034,0.0,0.12031876688933885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273801208964118,0.0,0.04676568047807905,0.059635344141989524,0.04467700077598662,0.09581202854447307,0.04297942121654082,0.04343351081469421,0.06593653994906049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219584006663636,0.0,0.03941970945391954,0.05498897460599005,0.0551804868916375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Frootlupps,2018/03/08,"I just failed a test because of my anxiety i studied for the first time in a month and when i actually started the test i had an anxiety attack. when i was finally able to calm down i had completely forgotten everything. i turned it in completely empty. the worst part is that i dont even feel bad, i just feel nothing. 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I just don’t feel like my anxiety can possibly ever get better. I can’t imagine being able to control or get through the anxiety. 2 years ago, when I was first diagnosed, i was unable attend school anymore, then I couldn’t go to college. I haven’t had any real interaction with anyone my own age for around 2 years, I don’t remember what it’s like to have a friend! For a year I just sat around at home, taking different medications that didn’t work, and doing literally nothing. Then things got better, I got a job that I loved. Then, my anxiety took a strange turn and now it’s worse than it’s ever been. I had to stop going to my job, i get anxiety attacks just sitting at home, my worries are literally ruining my life and what’s left of my childhood. When I feel like I don’t have anything to worry about, which is rare, i either come up something silly or I just get this horrible feeling of dread. It’s like I can’t be without something to worry about. I just can’t imagine this ever getting better. I’m terrified that this is going to be my life forever, and I’m going to be alone and unable to leave my house. Or one day end up homeless because I can’t get a job because my anxiety won’t let me. Have any of you guys ever actually felt your anxiety has gotten better? I feel like it’s been so long and my anxiety is so bad that it’s impossible. I’m talking propranolol and seeing a therapist but I haven’t had hardly any improvements Sorry again for the long rambling post ",5.0843693693693695,5.129354516516521,6.74313963963964,76.37308783783784,68.3993993993994,10.023363363363364,31.96531531531532,9.888512548439397,3.028069189189189,1286,51,254,28,20,447,157,333,0.131,0.772,0.097,-0.5062,4,1,2,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,7,21,17,1,1,11,0,37,5,0,1,5,46,68,19,0,4,13,0,6,5,1,3,4,0,2,1,18,11,0,2,9,0,0,7,14,4,0,3,14,7,37,13,30,44,4,43,0,1,1,1,7,8,0,7,30,171,55,6,0.06929236314427938,0.0,0.13523870177052974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142349906545148,0.0,0.0,0.07176599073414701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413635492234681,0.0,0.4240677451506835,0.0,0.0687194048257176,0.04845083143817183,0.0,0.0570217107757685,0.12336978806500735,0.0,0.0788300664469547,0.0,0.0,0.05785622888153115,0.084479962848581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451338568678087,0.1512986279776848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05968923528365495,0.0,0.0,0.07771727731554039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446878418138828,0.0,0.0,0.07033028999865809,0.0,0.07239577135806696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06137246668281478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31339454763328844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14014520323322016,0.14850743422662602,0.06653153511212219,0.0,0.0,0.058940048692503924,0.0,0.0,0.053535107878131614,0.0,0.21721439883639326,0.0,0.15752178727211705,0.0,0.11083886556863938,0.0,0.0,0.06861033364265115,0.0,0.0,0.06207234697009471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901177997533176,0.06882295148101354,0.0,0.07995408369773746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20628593530099146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337060754238843,0.0752863553029778,0.0708561360162626,0.0978864906148742,0.1692637426991893,0.06944915162752906,0.0,0.18396468263754573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253906309219286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980476594153052,0.0,0.07350824711473243,0.06996553374341294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05137940927113783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648789126230456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390859713403404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07811672807629731,0.13272585942780904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886987928706826,0.044390462162589024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849473970355332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012757084472346,0.05521704211349145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10668929293407234,0.0,0.07756712749069375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05793151829525036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05209923354350388,0.05569457674730621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045377431893112,0.04603476709992778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698636504998327,0.0,0.07537019329800326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679536536734018,0.07514461201565477,0.05044566563709739,0.2111092749130952,0.07061483785621872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386603007665235 anxiety,firebaron999,2018/03/08,"Propranolol (10mg) Interview Hi, I have a few upcoming assessment centres that I am currently very nervous for. I get extremely high heart rates in interviews and it really puts me off. Currently I have a pack of 10mg Propranolol which I havent yet used. For the assessment centre, is it ok to take multiple 10mg doses beforehand? thanks ",3.3304761904761904,6.204412841269847,5.339047619047624,72.81428571428575,79.3174603174603,11.853968253968256,31.222222222222214,10.914260884657429,5.1172603174603175,271,14,46,13,7,93,47,63,0.042,0.867,0.09,0.4033,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,1,5,2,1,1,0,2,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,2,6,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967111670584923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461666888854332,0.0,0.397803955870995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784969890331431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412022314831656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28308899653327696,0.0,0.0,0.34664023099825875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.325184136226278,0.0,0.3106605476066992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jonxxxjj,2018/03/08,"If the relation between alcohol and mental illness is so scientificly established, why is it not so common to professionals of psychology or psychiatry to recommend their patients to stay away from alcohol? So I face mental problems for a while now, and went to several psychiatrists and psychologists over the years, but none of them have even asked me about my habits regarding alcohol consumption, which was a huge part of my lifestyle. It was a big surprise to me when I discovered that alcohol and mental problems are so related and that it's not exactly news. Why are doctors ignoring this or not paying too much attention in this, since everyone today is drinking alcohol?",15.433050847457633,10.801639508474581,14.315,44.973855932203406,52.22033898305085,19.596610169491527,56.61864406779661,16.827784334635936,9.129349152542373,554,32,80,23,4,184,80,118,0.094,0.847,0.059,-0.6528,0,0,6,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,9,4,0,0,5,0,8,9,1,0,1,18,10,15,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,0,8,5,6,1,1,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,3,0,8,1,15,7,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,68,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7095819651771803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414445736539367,0.0,0.1247643275151166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359202785598467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300875577101809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770917981233961,0.0,0.0,0.12689035084998784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014753336847889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0976188641560614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14380295348605834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541318337142791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001941351894835,0.0,0.10984856307175607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14154072748619828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258731779486801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231013617006848,0.2396518473750695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551497751959089 anxiety,hotelmalibu,2018/03/08,"I feel happiest when I'm Being chased? I'm trying to figure out why I only feel happy when I'm under someone else's control. I'm seeing a therapist at the moment and she's asking me to offer her some insight into my feelings and thoughts but its tricky to make sense of it all. Basically, when I think back to the times I've been happy/anxiety-free, its when I've been in a relationship or had a close friendship with someone who has basically taken over my life. Not in a way where they're controlling me or telling me what to do. But I just suddenly find myself seeking their approval constantly, even more so if they've been treating me badly because its like I want to prove myself to them. It's been a recurring theme in my life that I can't let go of ""bad"" people. Not that these people are really abusive or anything, but I just can't seem to break away from an incompatible or toxic connection because I guess the drama of it all makes me feel alive. I also find myself very jealous if they start giving someone else more attention and it really screws me up. It's annoying because when I first meet these people I'm always very in-control of myself and I don't feel a great need to impress them or anything. Then we usually develop a connection and things feel amazing. But somehow after a while they get under my skin and then the first time they stop giving me attention, I feel lost. Without even realizing, I've become dependent on what they think of me. Then its like a constant fight to get them to like me again. Basically, its like I want them to be constantly chasing me but I don't want to have to chase them because it makes me feel like I've lost control. How do I resolve this?",5.422120448179271,5.7873882764705895,6.4113445378151255,77.93343137254905,67.70588235294119,9.299719887955185,31.190476190476193,9.23628265651192,2.6524593837535013,1354,51,259,24,21,452,163,340,0.11,0.735,0.155,0.9217,0,0,0,0,1,0,28.0,1,0,10,9,16,19,4,0,14,0,17,4,1,8,3,67,53,30,0,6,17,0,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,20,11,0,4,21,1,0,1,7,8,0,2,9,10,47,11,35,41,5,42,0,2,1,1,22,14,1,12,30,180,67,0,0.0,0.101624230587575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859078188414852,0.07136807678524662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116392316578386,0.0,0.08018400769841008,0.0,0.08058437734770585,0.06595235868519342,0.14322987047181232,0.20914004196579,0.09472697750520327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780629037721703,0.3847964438235324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330079473274218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133014505608423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469458638142872,0.06127459099790164,0.0,0.0,0.15678569548050872,0.1459129933462444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896232805910855,0.16455810371300386,0.04874545408427899,0.0,0.0,0.09456247760221036,0.09448607399699108,0.0,0.0,0.09130448386080292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770633153885078,0.12116473578339508,0.20951610925092715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18725765857145346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175778495165234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635978724943518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523246718737374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838777012698395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989378790571544,0.0,0.0,0.09208561164143364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06834812726859743,0.0780824058373371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801965672520784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0607089288307479,0.0,0.0,0.07170812911652517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496735489908095,0.0,0.0,0.09958637036527812,0.05698222867605095,0.10991677707364453,0.0,0.06809233931776147,0.10002714662625928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058232661649426434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446428653460363,0.14153958742187986,0.15176930808577332,0.06808077356314031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07739469801016448,0.0,0.0,0.08267987487804893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,daphatves,2018/03/08,"Replaying past events Hard to explain : Does anyone here replay a past event and wish they were more firm / did something else? Meaning - say you had an argument with someone, and you know them to be a bully. Already being intimidated- Instead of conceding / ignoring/ taking the higher road, do you ever wish you did something else, even if it would have caused a fight? Said something to support your position, etc? How does one get out of this mind game loop? 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I have no excuses , im so scared I cant focus on anything else call can be in next 30 mins im breaking apart Heeeeelppp :( ",0.7693947368421057,2.0085948210526325,3.2012500000000017,93.26187500000002,79.73684210526315,5.592105263157895,25.559210526315788,5.985473137389443,0.6078684210526317,328,13,78,2,8,114,65,95,0.14,0.86,0.0,-0.8818,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,9,17,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,11,0,13,13,1,15,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,7,43,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356997603447424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533083494858882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171101510282712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665493785091996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822161507234976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722803284206385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957104290818562,0.0,0.08655622942918602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6580453263553734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612648827765522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12948095564111295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619739561247037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524799782024432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290229581453965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888080008195229,0.0,0.14436364223679046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983113945537279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14118465291044752,0.1374280610041721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217540409721088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,VisionsOfaBlur,2018/03/08,"Songs always stuck in my head, does anyone else have this? *PLEASE HELP* January 2017 I started at a new school and had a massive panic attack before leaving home, and it continued on my way to school but I forced myself through it. I was listening to music at home which helped me, so I thought I might try and play some songs in my head to try and block the anxious thoughts, except it became a habit which I couldn't control and now every time I feel slightly anxious a song pops up in my head like I'm trying to subconsciously stop my thoughts just in case they make me anxious or depressed. Does anyone else have this? Is there anything I can do? At times it can have negative effects on my life and I just want a clear head again, even if anxious thoughts come with it.",3.785,5.398029019607847,3.88184640522876,89.94080882352941,72.52941176470588,6.4071895424836605,27.12908496732026,6.816661863887847,1.1039241830065358,612,22,124,5,12,188,95,153,0.21600000000000005,0.718,0.066,-0.9755,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,7,5,1,1,6,0,11,5,4,3,1,29,23,10,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,4,2,0,9,8,0,3,6,4,0,1,2,3,0,0,7,5,19,2,17,14,1,20,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,4,9,80,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701225050860832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4725462129823924,0.0,0.14623829624611384,0.21429266818327924,0.08605381564533268,0.0,0.0,0.11896570469468068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889830386359985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900794869047193,0.0,0.0,0.11728634871843815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006767871569317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18302325947471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471291382683898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690687954843888,0.0,0.0881063891892004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052874726654703184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4292840132230183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401847653670468,0.0,0.2097884108312344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072661008132748,0.0,0.0,0.07386227020323424,0.05108857910964267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980259748340929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093432763702434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099625373517596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269266758471488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478861327636647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21166481927761865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401657381668864,0.0,0.0,0.08742684369884211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33207383207271873,0.12195350543206168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299249628667485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616792532904917,0.0830043570029394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,uporedime,2018/03/08,"Took Beta Blocker before a date - my experience I'm a 20 year old guy, originally prescribed beta blocker metoprolol 2x25mg a day for irregular heart beat, but for some reason I never took it. My mental health has been really bad lately, and my anxiety is mostly psysical; fast heart rate, palpitations, shaking, weird pains, voice chainges, which is especially bad during certain social situations such as talking to strangers. I realised it was time for me to fight back and at least try to live a normal life, so I set up a date with this cute girl. I knew I was gonna be anxious as fuck and fuck it up, but I didn't want to take any benzos. I started reading about people using beta blockers to fight off physical symptoms of anxiety, so I decided to try. My dose was 25 mg. Here's my experience: **Positive sides:** *Absolutely zero anxiety. I wasn't shaking, my heart was calm, I felt confident. *I usually have to repeat what I said, but this time my voice was normal. *Even though it's meant for physical symptoms, mentally I felt better and calmer. *Date went amazing. **Negative sides:** *I had trouble going to sleep. I woke up in the middle of the night heavily breathing, like I had a panic attack from a nightmare or something. After that it took me several hours to fall back asleep. I do have problems sleeping and it was a coffee date, so maybe beta blocker had nothing to do with it. Point is; if you, like me, have physical symptoms of anxiety, consider talking to your doctor about taking beta blockers. They seem to be much safer and for some people more helpful than benzos, but please do as much research as posible. Much love. 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I have regular panic attacks throughout my day, often during conversation. Everything will be going smooth and then BAM panic attack. So horrible and unpredictable. When this happens, the other person(s) never know what exactly is happening or why. They'll try to continue the conversation when I really need to just detach until the attack subsides. It's so embarrassing. I really don't want people to know I'm having panic attacks as they might think I'm crazy or judge me in some way. This usually results in my trying to ride it out while continuing the conversation. I just feel like it's so obvious I'm having a panic attack though that I might be better off just addressing it. Should I just stop mid conversation and say ""I'm having a panic attack. Hold up."" then try to continue once it's over? How am I supposed to maintain a professional life like this? How am I supposed to date? How am I supposed to form any kind of relationship with this always happening at unpredictable times? Ignore those last few questions... I'm just kind of rambling... Yeah, basically, what do I do in these social situations when an attack occurs? 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I'm feeling incredibly stressed and nervous, so I thought I'd try to talk things through with my mum. ""Just stop thinking so negatively, other people have much bigger problems."" 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I decided to move out of my dad's house last month after the constant moaning I get there. I've moved to my nans but nowhere feels like my home anymore, I've moved from place to place mostly not my choice since I was 18 an I feel like nobody wants me, I feel extremely lonely all the time, I try to reach out to my friends but they never seem to help me. I'm worried about what my future is going to look like or if I'll even have one at this point. I don't have a job and nothing is going for me. My life has just been on a downward spiral since I turned 18, im almost 22 and I'm just sick of it I feel upset constantly, im not happy, im worried about hundreds of things beyond my control. I have a history of depression and suicidal thoughts since that age and I've just never been the same. I'm a shadow of my former self. I fell out with someone I really liked, which was completely my own fault. I really regret it but they are done talking to me now. I don't think that would have happened if I wasn't feeling this way, I like people talking to me because of the loneliness but I had loads of doubts in my mind. I feel like I'm just riddled with lots of problems and there isn't any solution to it all. I can't leave my house without getting anxious about nothing in particular anymore but the only thing that is helping the stress is walking and being outside. But if i dont try an help the stress i get really anxious. The battle with anxiety I have always seems to be that in my mind I want to do something but my body doesn't. It's like living in a body that doesn't belong to me. I just want to be happy why is that so much to ask ",1.7103705489912358,3.3663363315649875,3.6702290812635683,89.09668836910221,78.25729442970822,6.5856120890603655,23.625833936178765,7.463857097105799,0.9820829354553492,1395,46,301,19,33,473,175,377,0.263,0.687,0.05,-0.998,1,2,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,1,15,23,1,5,15,0,32,4,2,2,4,64,60,20,1,9,20,1,7,7,1,1,2,0,1,1,18,13,0,1,12,0,0,7,13,13,0,1,9,8,49,10,44,47,7,36,0,4,1,0,12,14,0,10,21,200,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351236139517588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061085369342581075,0.0,0.0,0.04992325311430503,0.0,0.1684818801023885,0.16587124101916936,0.1456116343919224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863110155489414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061296660445173776,0.044751789887254416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630902456376148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541521594620966,0.0,0.0,0.07697197291072229,0.15866641354233516,0.08233874987062607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632303771942175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07512683045648394,0.08603930945196951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04848849279899595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25983818731245384,0.1573384568153099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056718583166230324,0.0,0.11506554701776635,0.0,0.08344442503249724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491873778901355,0.1562986806006757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762125077666982,0.0,0.07363907084641648,0.0,0.0,0.1694171367325217,0.0,0.0,0.23789541607156797,0.0,0.07285092245153445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984126825215466,0.08281288859092635,0.0777336045595177,0.0,0.0,0.05185366462162374,0.2510606603209298,0.0,0.06482488852379573,0.0,0.06164830163689311,0.0,0.0,0.062412976901739775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482520948095998,0.0,0.05859743374793795,0.2340787133949879,0.053966889233313935,0.0,0.11324102609575988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088321251515565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04974644478811705,0.05583377794050719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05089522428539037,0.0,0.1534015991152318,0.0,0.06939886915565674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024617956418762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515074684146475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336645966818892,0.07658560973925893,0.0,0.0,0.18218359597756284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220246668117749,0.056516795931398064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25228250319478474,0.0,0.0,0.08030173878122104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801293051808573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754446641777917,0.047039987813414924,0.0,0.058281599897135876,0.042807621216526016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968500777625314,0.07985209605926451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085387882895198,0.0,0.12990239693840172,0.058271700535620426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624367540874718,0.0,0.0,0.07076736436826707,0.0,0.0,0.14910861851103285,0.0,0.052150379899365405,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LunaStarlights,2018/03/08,"I really hate the nights. Hello, I'm new to this subreddit and English isn't my native language. so i apologize if you get to misunderstand something or it doesn't become understandable. I suffer from anxiety since I was very small and could spend days without sleeping more than half an hour or even without sleeping in general. wasn't until not long ago that I knew it was anxiety and I feel that everything is getting worse. things in my country are somewhat strong. And it's affecting me too emotionally. Every night I get anxiety / panic attacks / I get super sad. In the day I get dizzy and i have strongs panic attacks. I feel like I can't breathe and as if my head was going to explode. I really feel that it gets worse and worse. I wanted too much to let off steam somewhere. Tysm EDIT: Oops, forget to say this. Every night I overlap with horror stories to avoid feeling anxious and the maximum I feel is empty.",2.532556818181817,5.2584316875000034,3.999954545454546,82.05868181818184,81.55681818181819,6.701818181818182,26.981818181818184,7.908726449838941,2.115564545454545,731,32,128,14,20,241,108,176,0.256,0.6629999999999999,0.08,-0.9838,0,1,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,3,4,12,3,3,4,0,13,4,4,1,0,30,30,15,0,4,7,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,1,7,0,1,1,7,8,0,1,5,6,21,4,17,23,3,17,0,2,0,0,4,6,0,5,11,86,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981471751739394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2541029811605848,0.125082818419888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519214456440598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228225836092516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884014291089421,0.0,0.0,0.14281131831903107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124545827960866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731299446843824,0.0,0.1865738448907282,0.0,0.09950858035433943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27991843554983203,0.07909885404032713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470818168496134,0.0,0.0629250966011979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931371869621624,0.11363132917232027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903753666320892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132193655448744,0.0,0.054092516571196216,0.0,0.0,0.09798429052593112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139241697572754,0.0,0.0,0.10693469311554228,0.0,0.3117114870628121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598136519023998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186096631457773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08804950438868707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915892653230151,0.0,0.22160122101828028,0.0,0.0,0.0852381652144744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07355787962899414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526410077832795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135613134320872,0.06530590767761649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134615098540686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385014025447405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WoollyNinja,2018/03/08,"Been off work for almost two weeks now I'm a secondary/high school teacher and normally, I love my job! I love working and being with the kids, making the subject fun for them, finding cool things online to talk to them about, helping them out - it's great! But anxiety and depression are getting in the way. I've been on medication for a fortnight now and my body is starting to adjust to it but I still can't get past the block of getting into work in the morning and choose just to stay in bed. I'm scared that I'm in the wrong career and I won't be able to do it if I go in, however much I know I love the job. Relative to how I was last week, I feel better. I'm not dwelling on things and worrying as much. But I'm still bearing myself up for missing so much work and inconveniencing my department who have to cover my classes.",2.52677952105698,3.9987380982658967,4.0986498761354255,87.68671965317921,75.53179190751446,7.023781998348472,26.229975227085056,7.7094869923839395,1.350825268373245,653,24,140,9,14,218,104,173,0.124,0.747,0.129,0.2079,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,5,8,12,0,2,9,1,11,5,1,2,0,27,28,15,0,2,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,7,11,0,1,5,0,0,2,3,5,0,1,3,2,17,7,27,22,3,24,0,2,0,3,10,11,0,2,9,95,24,9,0.1337256414306062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13390691326386872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229974967123732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826946274638793,0.0,0.14853904134150334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517769901407925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06761570231326512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222281362331387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959838497554745,0.0,0.0759993637336296,0.0,0.0,0.14743299177022914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963347863539291,0.14128848221862197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654041298298063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0734921153026095,0.10900424588954946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620778371662337,0.0,0.08926290405155317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347145150903279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949111993630126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13102273595992506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276562561172401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338826956988019,0.13533748839903922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946516972866822,0.14253374100227187,0.2135869399738704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10748360514465326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776827482627034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063052058202818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614518975135948,0.2145332866985729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894154385047359,0.13580488006988742,0.0,0.0,0.14620799630148532,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stacydaye,2018/03/08,"Anxiety/ocd/eating disorder I have the hugest phobia of catching stomach bugs or food poisoning.Which prohibits eating or drinking anything unknown..I will starve myself for days when having an episode just to calm the worry of possibly falling ill with a food born illness or stomach bug.If I get the smallest ache in my tummy it sends me into the most catastrophic panic attacks in existence.Lately the only way to cope is to simply not eat.. I’m so scared for my overall health and need advise. 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He was aggressive and crossed so many boundaries. I told his girlfriend and he threatened me and accused me of ruining their relationship. I feel violated and disrespected and I fucking hate myself right now. I feel like it was my fault for being there like I should have known he planned on this... like I shouldn't ever go to a man's place by myself because I should expect to be fucking violated. I'm so fucking mad and freaked out.,3.6408035714285694,5.864358616071431,4.054785714285714,85.9402142857143,74.44642857142857,6.98,28.164285714285718,7.908726449838941,1.7504078571428567,463,19,91,7,10,145,70,112,0.325,0.5589999999999999,0.116,-0.9856,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,1,6,18,9,0,1,0,11,4,1,0,1,21,21,13,0,4,1,0,3,3,3,3,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,12,0,0,6,3,19,6,10,10,0,11,0,1,0,3,13,5,3,0,7,62,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489939346801665,0.0,0.0,0.11996700905963815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801620771330834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985228739283286,0.1405934386218267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204662869788174,0.5458132649517441,0.0,0.0,0.11184556102750393,0.0,0.0,0.2169718911897676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19429853676773376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884385494855078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19952357206477206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056133517473154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112887671287212,0.0,0.16806550225709305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19694139721588935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335428468652646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18805013721781896,0.0,0.13361378685782835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578605045561629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,3_Drunk_4_Life,2018/03/08,First Post Never posted here. Not even subscribed. I drop in once in a while when I’m feeling bad to read other people’s post. Anyone else? Just feeling lonely I guess. Hope all is well with you all. ,0.2723333333333322,2.692522900000004,1.4650000000000034,96.43333333333334,95.0,2.666666666666667,14.166666666666668,3.1291,-1.3218333333333332,156,3,31,0,6,49,34,40,0.13699999999999998,0.639,0.224,0.2057,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,10,6,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,2,3,2,4,6,2,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,2,4,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15797907812375506,0.2314972140491812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18864637470844892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873978821681292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922800549287552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22847915456831025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921802842308941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488929894476791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22440453767240226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17425508083215607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406135122706397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566349533837982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6491501268356628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259962454683425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20314279240937586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlexDaooo,2018/03/08,"I made a break through today by just repeatedly asking myself one simple question. ""Why am I thinking about this?""",5.0005000000000015,7.993790050000001,5.4200000000000035,74.01500000000001,73.5,6.0,30.0,7.1686216300943375,2.233,91,4,13,1,2,29,19,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,11,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948170527424329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39961431609545395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861784857110156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4731008782063263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706089357268672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4003149088706324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38108280495525376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dragonlord420THC,2018/03/08,"I cant get a job I got 2 jobs last year, but only worked at each of them for about a month and then quit. I dont know why. I couldnt get myself out of the house. Now that I feel like I am numb enough to go to a job consistently, I cant find one. Im afraid that it will all just happen again. Does anyone have any advice?",0.08039999999999736,0.8829308400000002,2.3436666666666675,100.5235,80.6,5.533333333333334,13.833333333333336,5.46131890053228,-1.3624666666666667,243,1,69,1,6,83,57,75,0.049,0.9,0.051,0.0387,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,4,3,0,1,4,0,7,1,0,0,1,10,14,3,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,9,1,8,11,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,41,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917674522448424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13164981330059486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536465973298428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694144548861576,0.0,0.2268894416781952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003322047275374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09788638907612618,0.1383028092961886,0.0,0.0,0.17694040702086178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228860417056355,0.0,0.11002330869095517,0.0,0.15483393037367227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119356565297575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338021893015328,0.0,0.0,0.2091135570244261,0.0,0.5763332560216794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063935971441864,0.15780405525715993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457971413698284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452400898529456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311835619711924,0.14723612711905634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590988322095688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468748440609655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093793978919686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246674829805234 anxiety,rangatang,2018/03/08,"Been offered a promotion and can't tell if I really don't want it or if it is the anxiety. So I have kind of a quick rise in my company. I started five years ago as something super basic (think like a dishwasher) since then I have been promoted 4 times and I am now something of a manager. I have been told today that they want me to move up again. When they pulled me into the meeting I was dreading them actually saying that. I told them I would think about it but my gut instinct is to turn it down. Every promotion has added extra stress and I don't want it to be worse. But I'm actually good at my job and they clearly think I could do it. So I am stuck and worried whatever I choose im worried about regretting it",2.45398454746137,3.809716556291392,4.477764900662255,85.37152593818986,75.49006622516556,8.212141280353201,26.490618101545248,8.841846274778883,1.9284697571743927,564,21,122,12,12,194,90,151,0.181,0.731,0.08800000000000001,-0.9046,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,5,4,8,7,0,2,6,0,19,1,1,0,1,22,31,15,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,7,1,23,4,13,21,1,18,0,1,0,0,11,5,0,3,11,89,32,5,0.0,0.0,0.31874116733297625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447677146961811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249345105616863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039267656249492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375988106588029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369797580542776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17640678839592747,0.0,0.16206361778937894,0.0,0.0,0.1700660559487577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978680988321174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357658564315526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046229189049876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987358533642426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509475548345415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514536839420213,0.0,0.0,0.11559425621614533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870752572369393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427433459452179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139344163094979,0.0,0.0,0.09522951432664332,0.0,0.1548022634196339,0.3121064207292553,0.0,0.0,0.1776383762887664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889799016801043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317059186937633,0.16643058203494784,0.11601334548926702,0.0,0.0,0.1051686490485608 anxiety,MrsAbberline,2018/03/08,"Doctor stopped my meds, help I'm really at a crossroads here. My gp, who for the past 8 years has prescribed me paxil and low dose of clonazepam has just told me she will no longer prescribe me my medication and wants me to find a psychiatrist, as she feels I should be ""cured"" by now. I had to stop myself from laughing, as I've been to over a dozen psychiatrists, and even more therapists and counselors. I am 51, diagnosed with panic disorder when I was 32. I had my first panic attack at 13, been through cbt therapy, you name it. I am currently working with another therapist, but they don't have the ability to prescribe meds. My therapist has offered to call my doctor, but my doctor only wants to talk to a licensed psychiatrist, which as many of of you know, are worthless in a therapeutic situation. At the moment, I am borderline agoraphobic. I'm really wondering if there is anything more I can do, but paxil is the only medication that works for me. I only use the clonazepam when I'm about to call 911, as I also have health anxiety disorder. It's a bitch, to put it mildly. Where do I go from here? Feeling helpless.",5.563007863695934,6.277019940366973,6.829646133682831,73.83183486238534,67.4862385321101,10.448754914809962,33.002621231979035,10.451354775682146,3.5558823066841416,889,38,165,23,14,302,127,218,0.163,0.8109999999999999,0.026,-0.9794,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,1,3,11,8,2,2,11,0,23,8,0,1,0,23,35,15,0,4,5,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,5,0,0,2,2,7,0,2,6,2,29,1,30,26,2,19,0,3,0,0,13,7,1,2,10,122,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019788861331056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826984299057025,0.08628381778190514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09281631924994756,0.0,0.0,0.1283145755238263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303418047087811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144791792572952,0.0,0.0,0.2585335536632544,0.34633513586343423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449653828610987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405973047524752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308774961187267,0.09593886787373697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410099020776923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989018515400293,0.0,0.0,0.07560056366305072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061986273725555485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143510607094902,0.0,0.0,0.2505678775910564,0.2272475291481517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25734496594350403,0.0,0.2646688405103449,0.0,0.0,0.10767053855887444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338480910989325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14451194998121492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678035732053364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885944922933144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906560947670727,0.0,0.0,0.1289848606404978,0.3928726322197145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777539934199827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974140938499076,0.0,0.0,0.13305258393429892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12231562687035955,0.16422450125921664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263287389591765 anxiety,Kongwubba,2018/03/08,"Missed Opportunities My anxiety makes me miss out on so much fun in life. I forced myself to go to a comedy show tonight which was actually fun and then after the show the girl next to me was talking to me and she was really really cute and I wanted to say something so badly and try to get her number or SOMETHING but I just couldn't and now I'm beating myself up over it. So many things that I know will make me happy but my anxiety stops me from doing them, I really need to be more courageous and just DO IT! Ask that girl for her number! Go to that concert! Go to that bar!",0.857151938970123,3.0333932148760354,3.155702479338842,89.01579148124603,83.79338842975207,6.367705022250477,18.3986013986014,7.61054688173877,0.4912461538461543,453,11,98,8,13,155,75,121,0.122,0.701,0.177,0.8617,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,6,9,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,0,19,21,13,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,8,7,1,1,1,4,0,3,1,3,0,0,3,2,18,6,17,15,2,14,0,2,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,72,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.1979556801528674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103646287016097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896405685156396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693741360924424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059825417273771,0.0,0.3458588273561302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21594124220524635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114829369167234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328137266744476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708124717980323,0.20566153313036986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14912060747036615,0.15041324376772428,0.0,0.0,0.2157369180587781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3898592938849244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131718493900055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123329530865855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959454588499406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304589849651416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347668014058214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772415944725952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964820539969928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xMoosey,2018/03/08,"Living in constant fear. Please help. I now live in constant fear of death. In the past year alone, 2 people I know got into a car accident and died. Another was shot to death while asleep as his house was being robbed. On Monday, a kid in my class went missing and today he was found dead in a ditch. I'm honestly freaking the fuck out. I just feel like I could be next at any second. I don't live in a bad area or anything, and have always had a small worry about my life ending in a flash, but lately I've had horrible anxiousness and have been non stop on alert for even the slightest red flag. I'm living in a constant state of panic, that my life will be taken before I truly get to live it. 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Lots of different nocturnal panic attacks and heart racing events to the point where I was urged to see a cardiologist. This has, of course, caused a lot of anxiety and made me very scared to be alone in case of a heart or medical emergency. Being scared of this, it’s hard to tell which symptoms are anxiety and which are actual health concerns. All of my labs look fine and other than a lymph node that needs a biopsy soon, I’ve been medically cleared. These events and being unable to sleep have severely impacted my school life. For the first time I skipped classes and didn’t even do whole projects because I was just so I’ll from not sleeping and anxiety. I even ended up self harming for the first time in MONTHS because it seemed like everything was crashing down on me all at once and I didn’t have any chance of making it out okay. So overall this week has been full of scary health concerns, near-syncope (I have vasovagal syncope mitigated by anxiety and other physiological stuff), missing school and projects, and a struggling relationship. I’m terrified to sleep alone because of the nocturnal panic attacks where I wake up with my heart racing and feeling faint since I’m fearing it’s actually cardia and I’m in danger. The uncertainty is awful and starting to really tear me down. Seems like I can’t rely on my boyfriend any longer for support and trying to explain the issues of how it feels and impacts me to my friends is nearly impossible because they’re never felt it before. Any kind words would be cool because right now my anxiety has figured out how to make me think I’m having a heart attack, wake me up in my sleep consistently, and even give me a fever for no reason when I’m not sick. And my medications just don’t seem to help and I don’t do well on any of them. Time to figure out how to be alone during spring break while completely scared out of my mind and fearing illness and more anxiety.",6.144761904761907,6.913348674603177,6.317050264550264,77.82494047619048,66.22222222222223,9.474603174603176,32.152116402116405,9.516144504307137,2.87813544973545,1581,62,294,30,24,505,193,378,0.208,0.7140000000000001,0.078,-0.994,1,3,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,17,23,4,8,14,3,31,24,10,8,4,59,54,30,0,2,5,0,5,2,1,1,14,0,0,1,17,26,0,0,11,0,0,0,9,14,1,2,10,8,26,9,51,38,7,42,0,1,2,0,8,23,0,6,20,192,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.13339753584050773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21236686382863715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18591866457553025,0.0,0.3660076040027488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23327057587428185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083245906009225,0.0,0.05815996780734675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021325415879659,0.0,0.0,0.07166262973959138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141016127783782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605369300115922,0.0,0.0,0.13543161652289845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06142767714579801,0.0,0.0,0.15382326210599095,0.06911861962007021,0.0,0.06562576188214582,0.0,0.0,0.11627525486366197,0.0,0.0,0.0528062705305762,0.0,0.0,0.06556659215299049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06122728199282392,0.0,0.0,0.21795538362167954,0.0,0.3239755927779641,0.04581289628790845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133860198961645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117496928151308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048276922468005634,0.06678374130365666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057395948774802676,0.0,0.0,0.11621575712611094,0.0,0.06467347968902418,0.09124698110414696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656329093554032,0.0,0.0,0.06901300938967612,0.0,0.05455552247880284,0.0,0.0,0.05067992002274805,0.052714965055166166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278945802082427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038565790307124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461190062539493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04378612179639437,0.0702741590732054,0.0,0.07338125082168694,0.0,0.05836967550710884,0.0,0.0,0.20528782814771532,0.13834568097288968,0.05446530658686348,0.18666709723842306,0.07130291697851006,0.0772149191458974,0.0,0.05653900196595114,0.0,0.2735934571944061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837777644342197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07145321858203553,0.07824325661243184,0.0,0.07756163916055543,0.0,0.07104078496689357,0.0,0.0,0.059740041633308025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379528160902914,0.0,0.0,0.11956456070694968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046404486806799726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056395085945922865,0.0,0.0,0.1096508956637212,0.0,0.06145396250100619,0.0,0.0,0.07630922148583706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04855317103333141,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,keepthememes,2018/03/08,"Can't stop worrying about anything; recently realized that i was abused as a child TL;DR Was abused as a child, now I have crippling social phobia, anxiety, and depression. Wat do. Some background: I am a 21 year old guy. My dad is a sociopath. (I am not going to go into detail about what makes me think that in this post) I was brought up in a very strict Christian family. Me and my siblings were all homeschooled until college. I was never allowed to do anything my father thought was even remotely ""immoral"". That meant he was in control of who I hung out with, what I watched, what I listened to, what I thought. If he found out me or my siblings did anything wrong, he would lose his shit. He would yell, spank us, take away our favorite things. I was barely even allowed to talk to girls, let alone date them. All of this created a very hostile home. Everyone was always trying their hardest to make sure my father didn't catch them doing something wrong. He was very controlling over what my mother did. Didn't let her wear anything that could be considered ""revealing"", never listened to her opinions on anything. Would always get his way in any situation within the family. His way of ""keeping watch"" over what any of his children did was to encourage us to tattle on each other for everything. It got to the point where me and my siblings would blackmail each other into doing things so they wouldn't tell our dad something they did. This created a division between us that continues to exist. All of this negativity within my household caused me to hide away in my room all day. This abuse from my father eventually lessened a bit when I was about 16 or 17. My siblings were eventually able to rebuild their relationships, while I was still refusing to interact with anyone. When I was about 19 I finally admitted to my mom that I was depressed and anxious. We decided that I should go to a therapist and try to work it out with him. He diagnosed me with social phobia and depression. This seemed to help for awhile, but my anxiety/depression continued to persist. I eventually started visiting a psychiatrist who prescribed me Zoloft. This helped for awhile as well, but does not seem to be working anymore. /background The past month or two have possibly been the toughest of my life. I realized that I had been completely oblivious/willfully ignorant of the continuous abuse within my family. I thought everything that happened within my family was normal, and that me being upset about it was me being a pussy. It wasn't until a month or two ago that I finally came to terms with the fact that I was actually abused (and only with the help of w**d). Since then I have slowly began to unravel the lies I have been telling myself my whole life to keep me from falling apart. The recognition of the constant worrying and self-hatred imposed onto me by my father has been the biggest realization for me. Unfortunately, this anxiety and depression continues to weight down on me. I still confine myself to my room in an effort to avoid the discomfort of being near my family. I am still deathly afraid of my father, even though I know he can't harm me. The hatred he taught me to feel towards people with different opinions still burns strong, although not as intensely as in the past. I think this abuse caused me to reject any sort of love from anyone. My whole life whenever anyone has shown me any kind of platonic or romantic love towards me, I immediately shut them down. I feel like I cannot trust anyone. I truly feel that I have never felt any sort of platonic or romantic love. I still feel so much anxiety interacting with anyone, and especially those who show interest in me. W**d has been the one thing that helped me realize all of this. As you can imagine, however, my family is deeply opposed to this. The fear of them catching me is slowly killing me. I can't enjoy smoking anymore because of how scared I am of them finding out. My mother caught me once and she lost her shit. She threatened to kick me out, told me she done with me ""treating everyone in the family like shit"". That felt good ;(. I don't know what to do anymore. The anxiety seems unbeatable. All I do anymore other than work and school is sit in my rooms and play video games. Would love to hear other people thoughts on this. Thanks for reading :)",5.7087946438228725,7.118124838471028,6.138478811084433,76.394495208428,67.56966707768187,9.538330412962123,32.10723170441517,9.811843763644266,3.2445005343197697,3448,145,605,78,57,1112,339,811,0.15,0.754,0.096,-0.9914,4,2,2,0,6,0,104.0,6,1,9,11,22,40,5,6,31,0,76,14,4,9,11,115,123,40,2,10,12,10,7,2,0,7,5,4,4,5,49,34,1,10,27,5,0,10,16,22,1,3,49,13,119,18,119,59,14,94,1,7,2,4,78,44,3,15,38,459,168,7,0.04748625025867968,0.33758064928457965,0.04633973027851994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04209369569793072,0.0,0.0,0.04918143416422277,0.0,0.0,0.07902472851883331,0.0,0.0,0.16146139274404267,0.0,0.14530740588922933,0.05364594636855463,0.1883744012821102,0.16601745145590968,0.0,0.19538568936075754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922979053960041,0.0,0.0,0.02894717740625124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184268645148929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431161981451692,0.0,0.09756291941062346,0.0,0.0,0.04978842993250701,0.05131576673016712,0.10651973500585224,0.03791390684020484,0.0,0.0,0.030624702977380288,0.0,0.20449918882758344,0.048197544434844634,0.0,0.04961302458715669,0.0,0.0,0.04155553760556408,0.04859492088857367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09409266132709654,0.0,0.0,0.0907502942014334,0.0853551596028177,0.0,0.3133606740308599,0.05343523350443448,0.09604189973185576,0.03392418667300221,0.09118849417359484,0.10403773209761663,0.04340157245047463,0.0,0.0,0.052066222391910166,0.0,0.0,0.024809605837458462,0.0,0.08096259102922294,0.03982921374709689,0.03797909228338313,0.0,0.0,0.04701885353372336,0.04199193427800065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053520455237078345,0.0,0.12731613032478964,0.0,0.04763258080164132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844159221826374,0.052536500237925325,0.049449622263347856,0.052194402538879456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711581636277546,0.1006228286788968,0.04639876650648216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053124967527062326,0.05183685163679709,0.0,0.17143277938180138,0.0,0.06339488156889002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556153223822474,0.07580614382244898,0.0,0.03490785777811245,0.0,0.10987297090189067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046526442967922174,0.0,0.0,0.04982883159939417,0.05057130674194031,0.032177912129097486,0.036115433134114944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066199810625046,0.06584197370571489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488985540697133,0.0535336122264511,0.04547870133584565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749910071239576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046886943346529535,0.050982461544762665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754202055227446,0.04805862043169114,0.0,0.12968909633000988,0.049538515386166666,0.0,0.14623186048434678,0.03928111692335009,0.05337653488664845,0.0,0.096812504108437,0.0,0.07311447083483118,0.0,0.0,0.03361101234348223,0.0,0.1896129039853585,0.039700631509789294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04475522889211756,0.0,0.03570375045776559,0.03816764921073655,0.08301015153458051,0.04371895925926325,0.0,0.055135196552746055,0.09464326392890574,0.060854543510029814,0.046654999778291295,0.15079511375906232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045375147100716696,0.0,0.0644800936926228,0.0,0.09277433296139813,0.0,0.17136033670023193,0.0,0.0,0.11754338887755285,0.0,0.0753847503046559,0.0,0.05782545994476925,0.042695841851947455,0.0,0.0,0.10603340516410753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037116672404894,0.09644918435026004,0.0,0.16866434868343375,0.103837520282829,0.0,0.030579588268718937 anxiety,toomanydmitris,2018/03/08,"Does anyone have experience with Seroquel? I'm not sure if it's inappropriate to ask for medication advice, but my doctor just prescribed me Seroquel (25 mg) and I'm quite nervous to take it. I have pretty bad paranoia, and he insists that it is all irrational, and that the Seroquel will help me to see that. I am too scared that the drug will irreversibly alter my brain chemistry, that we don't know enough about drugs' effects on brains, or that it is going to change my personality negatively. Does anyone have experience with this drug that could put my mind at ease? Thank you, Dmitri",6.637324675324674,7.546275200000004,6.629480519480518,75.52136363636366,65.18181818181819,9.194805194805195,31.168831168831172,9.23628265651192,2.607610389610389,472,17,86,8,7,150,76,110,0.15,0.737,0.113,-0.5832,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,0,2,3,5,0,2,2,0,10,7,2,1,2,17,18,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,12,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,1,10,2,10,15,2,4,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,56,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14846962629439028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124736887736913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203919623292485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126859808223115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392205644568937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072762836801574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130814519068522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551243710842938,0.2659195851579779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5285908813194189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569900013598994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29724417456195423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634845422271427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183917267910036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834997852900412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15305904639126622,0.0,0.0,0.15341155765771974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266423080016354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457304000887434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527371569026115,0.0,0.16160212173996272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211395533889252,0.0,0.12107293386695775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319742429524876,0.0,0.11423659826556724,0.0,0.0,0.1398818085342878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SageSpartan,2018/03/08,"I'm afraid of death and it gives me panic attacks Basically the title. Lately I keeps popping into my mind that it's unavoidable and I don't know what happens after and it gives me an intense panic attack and it's also been making me think lately that nothing really matters which is kind of sucking away my motivation and I need help to cope and deal with all this. I'm sorry for the long sentence but I'm on the verge of a panic attack right now because it popped into my head as I was trying to go to sleep and I'm kinda freaking out. Please, I feel like I need help/advice",2.0795454545454533,4.026457499999999,4.10287878787879,85.07727272727277,78.16666666666666,5.696969696969697,21.74242424242424,6.574015621080383,0.573833333333333,460,13,89,4,11,157,78,120,0.198,0.7090000000000001,0.093,-0.9224,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,11,4,4,5,0,4,2,2,2,1,24,20,10,1,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,1,4,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,2,1,12,2,15,18,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,6,57,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213046270283307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813132905342544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4614795025125441,0.12703887584001924,0.0,0.0,0.08242576507673666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13940065347933606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836873034045697,0.09659757156579923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25942095967141515,0.0768457596000073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957011425814475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13876952561466846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126343203265227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018524073886976,0.0,0.14080554005696833,0.07431058824169225,0.0,0.3050566566172462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605918384097359,0.0,0.0,0.1196609562962456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025701438746213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652853181622612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052031158938635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12974237016313694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4759367529007109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842538664072372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662214523979962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547280969270746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531257858342854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513620416638854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664026610978914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180206035712382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theotherotterhere,2018/03/08,"I assume people dislike me As a kid I figured my friends didn’t want to hang out with me because they don’t like me and it’s something that has always stuck with me, I always figure I am not wanted. It’s really put a dent in my self esteem and I’m lacking social awareness because of this. How do I get over something I have believed for as long as I remember? ",0.28089466089465986,2.5040273636363684,2.7648484848484856,90.47838383838385,87.05194805194805,4.461183261183262,22.841269841269842,5.82211442006289,0.4478265512265516,285,11,58,2,9,98,54,77,0.066,0.835,0.099,0.3182,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,11,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,14,2,11,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,42,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097942064770427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002195848636883,0.0,0.0,0.2774358716964497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024970325345505,0.0,0.12865381416332888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030377110062455,0.0,0.0,0.2179207107765745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707165584326267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475460952044984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577520357844664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27894967484801503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568891660018404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510176500556872,0.0,0.379145706911324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.290485540950041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Coolroomchill,2018/03/08,"How do you calm down your anxiety when you are dating someone new? Hi. I feel like when I start going on dates or talking to someone new, my anxiety reaches an all time high. I can’t calm down. I can’t stop thinking about how I am going to ruin this or how there is something fundamentally wrong with me as time passes. I know I’m not being rational, but my anxiety makes me feel more insecure than ever. The longer I go out on dates with someone the more stressed I become. I guess it’s a mixture of my anxiety and depression. Can someone spare advice on how they settle their nerves and brain? I can’t stop pushing people away and being scared of every outcome. Thank you!",2.4583983926521213,4.716553783582089,3.928507462686568,85.25627439724455,78.32835820895522,6.5111366245694615,25.233065442020674,7.61054688173877,1.4503864523536167,533,20,102,8,13,176,86,134,0.24,0.695,0.065,-0.9752,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,2,0,10,10,0,3,4,0,10,1,1,5,2,24,22,13,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,2,4,0,0,5,4,6,0,0,0,2,21,4,16,20,3,26,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,3,14,71,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381191061132333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325091671971062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279674961947488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610264827995515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15778594688825884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217388381700618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785317096241214,0.11908788600081555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429349103538429,0.10097573235162223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24098608467942306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570565814470258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14933703155507494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07767862015116526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905323145053502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434779756794276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730206165978786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097989696532678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150937173571884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790391176582158,0.10881303226532213,0.0,0.0,0.10004356535284273,0.0,0.0,0.2363387738762312,0.16190835371861267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11360644746896945,0.0,0.13012998576523174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09056712482276168,0.0,0.0,0.16483691235043116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545367875315842,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kid_Chill_mode,2018/03/08,"How is one to be there for myself, gain consistency and chill? No job, in a rut, worry, restless basically and talented although I get hyped, embarrass myself... Any tips on relief, mindset and being patient, optimistic, having friends again",7.609166666666668,9.909442250000003,7.899999999999999,62.17166666666668,64.0,10.333333333333336,38.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,4.9718333333333335,190,10,25,5,3,62,37,40,0.175,0.541,0.284,0.7783,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,4,5,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,3,4,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485027111481328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3959393423472275,0.0,0.26774867818021564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5085554806669285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472684530181789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204464309213616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tdct08,2018/03/08,"So many attacks I'm fine most of the time but these keep hitting me so much. Idk what to do. I've been to the doctor and he thinks he heard an abnormality in my heartbeat but ekg cleared me. I just, Suddenlink my heart starts beating really fast, I feel like I can't move I need to be still and try to wait it out. My head hurts. My ears start ringing like a high pitched static. I see colorfully blobs in my vision. Right now I feel nauseous and it's always so scary. Head spins I can't think clear. Right now I'm nauseous. It's so scary it always feels like this is it, I'm about to die. I live a super low stress life. Help?",-1.156986496090976,0.887813208955226,0.8120042643923249,100.60609452736321,99.74626865671641,3.7464108031272216,15.336176261549394,5.622346879071545,-0.9241495380241648,486,12,117,4,21,158,86,134,0.236,0.607,0.157,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,9,9,1,1,5,0,6,6,4,0,2,18,22,9,1,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,4,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,8,15,5,10,18,2,15,0,2,2,0,4,7,0,1,10,59,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27476199604726304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878313357717709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713534368371834,0.0,0.0,0.16899247007691456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504468971526438,0.2359027969917703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388917412631081,0.0,0.0,0.19565080632500811,0.11066673290979984,0.1744430202081346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674884700812485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467533499437722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661889374769785,0.2419866149191577,0.0,0.14579117680740236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739105742507096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548101183848466,0.12137153598145327,0.1224236323720002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577080775564228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819983809267173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156770309869367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23372503806738085,0.0,0.13185346144635968,0.0,0.1891277864940388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158586883820735,0.0,0.0,0.09627434177834236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209579317996204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DogMakeAMove,2018/03/08,"MJ induced anxiety/panic attack and now.. Hello reddit :) more specifically those of the anxiety subreddit here! Sorry if I'm doing anything wrong, it's my first time here. To preface this I would like to say I have always had anxiety that I was able to maintain or control without to much hassle or medication. I would just get jittery and some adrenaline spikes throughout the day if I came in uncomfortable social interactions or found myself in a group of strangers. Tests and things of that sort would also cause these small side effects. I would also like to say this was my **first experience with weed** and it was in **edible** form. (I'm 17 years old) Ok so it's a Friday night and I'm enjoying my time with friends playing video games online over voice chat and generally relaxing after a day of school as I normally would. I had received my edibles from an online vendor using bitcoins that was reputable and a lot of people seemed to be enjoying the product. Things like *""super potent and fast shipping 5/5 stars!""* were littered in the comments. So basically this person was trusted in this community for having good edibles. I had been wanting to try them for a while and I was excited to so I got one out and ate half of it. I waited about 30 minutes and this is probably where I made my mistake. I said f it I'll take the rest and proceeded to do so. (Who the hell eats half a gummy bear?) They were labeled as 20mg THC per gummy bear. Shortly after I started to feel a dizziness approach and felt VERY sedated. I told my friends I was going to go hop on the bed and maybe watch a movie and let these effects come in. Unfortunately it all started to come in extremely fast. In about 10 seconds I went from fairly normal to not being able to walk correctly and basically passed out. I woke up and was freaking out so I went back to the voice chat where my friends were and told them I was uncomfortable and what I was feeling. I started feeling my heart race and my body started tingling and giving off a burning sensation. My heart rate really freaked me out, I was convinced that the edibles were laced and that drove me to even more panic. I was having trouble forming sentences it seemed so I mustered my words finally to get my friend that was on the voice chat to come over to make sure I was ok. I felt like I was going to die. I remember falling onto my bed and calling out to my maker if there was one to accept me and told myself I'd die if it was my time to. He seemed worried and came over after he had called me so he could stay in touch. Time started to distort and before I knew it he was over and I was able to get him on the voice chat via my computer so he could talk to people with more experience on the subject. They all got together to look things up (great friends) and determined I had just taken to much most likely and I would be fine. I was, or at least I woke up in the morning in which my friend had to leave and I had to get ready for a six flags trip. (Just wonderful) At the time that morning I didn't realize anything was wrong. I thought I was just groggy from the night before. My friend arrived at my house and I hopped in his car. This is when I noticed things were off. I was like ok maybe I'm just groggy I had a bad night. however on the way I started feeling tingling all over my body and some tightness in different muscles. I felt **VERY** out of it. The whole day I seemed way out of it and awkward, foggy head to the extreme and I actually felt the most clear headed on the roller-coasters in which I just laughed the whole time. Perhaps I was still sorta high? It didn't feel the same. So that day passes and I decide to pass out pretty early after asking my sister who uses Weed sometimes and I couldn't talk to my parents about it obviously. She said it would all be alright and that it was normal if you took to much. I continued to keep conversation with her throughout the next 3 - 4 more days in which I would still feel this foggyness and distance or kind of out of it feeling. I felt slow like I couldn't process things the second day after. I started to panic I was shaky, sick feeling in the stomach, sedated, and I couldn't do anything to take my mind of of it. I kept researching what was wrong with me for the next 3-4 days. There was a brief period in which 2nd day night I felt the best I had since the incident. I took a hot bath, ate some food, drank some water, and tried to relax in bed with a movie. It seemed all the effects were gone. I went back to school after the weekend to which I had a test. I started taking the test and my head started majorly fogging up, I started shaking and my heart started racing. It seemed like I was having another panic attack and it scared the hell out of me. I went to the nurse and they checked my head, no fever. They checked my blood pressure, all normal. That helped me relax and I just tried my best to focus through the cloud the rest of the day. I got home and nothing changed I was still shaken up and just dizzy/out of it/foggy in the head. I did the same as the previous night and tried to relax again when in bed It all went away and I felt fine and relaxed. The next day it seemed Muuuch better although the weird disorienting/dizziness was still there and I was fogged up. Anyway fast forward and I couldn't do it anymore I had to tell my mother because I was stressed and anxious. She was surprisingly not as mad and more concerned. Telling her what was going on helped a LOT and that whole night was fine and half of the next day was completely okay to. Some of that might of been jumbled up it's a lot of information to organize but you get the idea. However today the 5th day I had my SAT. Throughout the whole test I was constantly shaking and foggy. I got through it and it seemed I had conveyed my knowledge fine just with a haze. Also something to note whenever I'm on my computer/playing games some of the same effects especially the fogginess pops up and I'm wondering if it's because I was on it/playing games when I started having the attack so somehow it linked up there. However it's gotten better at first being on it made me want to actually vomit as it made me feel dizzy and ill and shaky but now it's bearable at least even in some moments completely normal. Just like some of the effects during day they will leave and come back much like my previous small anxiety problems. Sorry for the long post it's just disturbing what happened to me. Even though it seems it has gotten somewhat better I still feel sometimes that it will never end. I'm pretty sure it's all mental and anxiety due to the traumatic event. Like sometimes I don't feel like I should be anxious and it starts. I guess maybe if it doesn't get better within mid next week my mom will probably make a doctors appointment. Sorry guys it's just all so overwhelming and I wanted to possibly get some input from people that have experienced the same and HOPEFULLY recovered fully because I have to, I just want it to be back how it was. The weed might of triggered some big anxiety issues underlying as they were already somewhat an issue. At least I have moments of peace usually the night.",2.6239537626552547,4.79394964545455,3.788164074731239,86.91069616950216,77.37062937062937,6.6183070660682635,25.566746686149674,7.652158237619267,1.4098579480221267,5683,213,1123,84,134,1844,476,1430,0.078,0.8220000000000001,0.1,0.9782,5,0,1,0,0,0,128.0,0,2,8,16,60,84,6,13,75,5,110,26,12,18,15,255,229,107,2,34,30,4,21,12,7,14,8,8,6,2,82,89,6,5,46,16,2,32,13,29,0,11,108,32,154,55,177,93,53,204,2,1,2,0,68,77,2,49,105,804,236,9,0.09429340823516533,0.0,0.0613445096332386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03468504024721235,0.07540640449839164,0.026153223113033128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03295828670943017,0.12022366534582254,0.0710164745027754,0.031171241191552755,0.0,0.0,0.07759544065846971,0.0,0.02938386934180628,0.10727236450589396,0.02953058699537605,0.09667441406414473,0.026243685746023274,0.05748038646038368,0.0,0.053491163580297964,0.0,0.0659700763345465,0.11119314254861556,0.0,0.06982581308134382,0.0,0.0,0.06418940829544241,0.07189769264696805,0.0,0.03228843485741058,0.033249974351019465,0.108300562514176,0.06590989635160327,0.03396589198507852,0.03525269175566093,0.05019040916754645,0.0,0.0,0.2635162729881423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06524111382590209,0.03283884742561501,0.0,0.032171099627503565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03216189899991555,0.0,0.0,0.027838657310003533,0.0,0.0,0.06227990683701371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149136449363352,0.0,0.0,0.1748177948132387,0.022454409894638646,0.2112517378691945,0.03443127323208052,0.0,0.0802059248750217,0.038006654508389096,0.03446261838264729,0.16998532436101135,0.0,0.11495029930059868,0.030151609762542386,0.07145215585665328,0.0263629457024015,0.10055340324324676,0.034652938488081174,0.03462493996795917,0.03112176631377937,0.02779444983119794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16128706749702346,0.0,0.0,0.11173814276373048,0.04213525594686073,0.03320872095593539,0.03152799222481392,0.031218210133949657,0.0,0.03626731100935063,0.0,0.035481926821468016,0.0,0.0656118800006335,0.0,0.027937437919939245,0.0,0.03273069147210884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656206961846796,0.0,0.03214046616477409,0.0,0.18426798527871316,0.0,0.0,0.027815566349202653,0.02639423817194366,0.0,0.0,0.08016488371734938,0.0,0.0892227027913435,0.041961054798191684,0.0,0.09473040246770538,0.0,0.0,0.031663562875751575,0.03167519248491341,0.06668693671584515,0.031736487429464194,0.03681176669704186,0.0,0.0,0.09242200612193713,0.0,0.024241629811729275,0.0,0.16713684898915265,0.2064719440421176,0.15397919947373004,0.030159022769641494,0.0357845567494125,0.03298169002808112,0.0,0.0425971025018226,0.0,0.0,0.11063299791420064,0.03490055699087498,0.0,0.0,0.06537117662293405,0.02744445566821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035433883313406266,0.030102339994598163,0.06395353017822454,0.06777616155620238,0.03007535235937005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02013559061205257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03560535004301913,0.0,0.059796416136571676,0.04999060192592362,0.03146805042048874,0.06361997547919686,0.0,0.2575235323336587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026000160564441085,0.0,0.0,0.032040085015615935,0.0,0.02419722413951703,0.09325859182078396,0.1055537506042314,0.28921255858888784,0.033501409013835026,0.12550472936727328,0.0,0.036004260183070264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05924694756332952,0.0,0.07089690803339856,0.050526313179069325,0.054944396631825966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440725091464888,0.0,0.030880931612422263,0.02495281115427104,0.10996648925885434,0.0,0.02979304185603517,0.09010139242393657,0.06984229736913751,0.08535871281306823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05429281976641463,0.034616955832887125,0.05186795799906308,0.07415559364675545,0.04989714564012943,0.025212161465181317,0.0,0.0,0.14568489019871786,0.0,0.14036696384376188,0.0,0.03029849355685988,0.06817145262902584,0.0,0.031919844391256065,0.0,0.17862221813389945,0.10309503947794224,0.0,0.020240621124206656 anxiety,StraightShame,2018/03/08,"I have too much going on right now, and I can't focus on school. Need advice. I want to ask for an extension on a paper, but it is due tomorrow. Isn't that just dumb of me to put this fucking paper off? In the last two weeks, I have almost attempted suicide twice, have thought about hospitalization, and I have been barely able to come to work. I don't want to fail my class, and I don't want the professor to think less of me, but I have not mentally prepared myself for this essay. There's way too much going on, and I can't fucking take it.",4.148120300751877,4.148197421052632,5.459674185463662,84.92605263157897,70.40350877192982,8.61954887218045,25.93483709273183,8.418075326091056,1.4215679197994993,422,11,94,6,7,142,70,114,0.071,0.826,0.103,0.1397,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,3,0,4,0,12,2,0,0,0,16,25,6,1,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,4,6,4,0,2,2,0,13,0,17,23,3,17,0,1,0,2,1,7,3,1,5,68,18,7,0.1994772175843396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19492682836085864,0.0,0.0,0.19974761898633536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648427099634848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183196002896695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368826946647322,0.0,0.0,0.2267349994149267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162600556200809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102611778272306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29327741413462904,0.14790982927214155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20052969964945488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035245389202636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20188159377573456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819569957474086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998204237739055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781694649102196,0.0,0.15836262894054035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486025640653876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529704936232172,0.15833573041824192,0.16000859166587714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522179016359435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shadowflygon,2018/03/08,"So I think i accidentally got a boyfriend today ... and I'm not prepared for it in the slightest. And I'm freaking out. I’m not sure if this belongs here or on r/asexuality, but the anxiety feels like the larger part of my dilemma considering how I'm imploding right now. This is my first post on reddit ever, and it's about my ineptitude as a human being lol. Sorry for the length, most of this is panicked venting. So, I'm 21(F) attending college, and about a week ago out of the blue a guy approached me after stepping off the bus and said something to the effect of ""I saw you on the bus and you look like a nice person, want to hang out sometime?"" I'm flattered of course, and said sure. I should probably mention that I'm pretty comfortably asexual, although I have no idea how I feel about romantic relationships. Naïve little me thought that he genuinely meant to hang out as a friend. Of course, the morning of the day we met up the first time, I was paralyzed with anxiety for about an hour and couldn't leave my room. I was about an hour late, which I felt bad about, especially because I had gotten the location confused and he had to come find me. Once we met up, it went well. I can turn on ""normal human being"" mode when I'm having a conversation with someone. I can pretend to not be incredibly anxious at the time, and just melt later when I finally have alone time. So I guess I was charming enough for him to want to meet up again, even though I was dying inside. Today we met up again and after a little banter he was definitely making flirtatious hints. So I'm screaming internally, but I don't want to awkwardly change the subject or anything, so I sort of reciprocate, but change the subject. He's persistent, though, and formally asks in a roundabout way if I want to go steady. In the moment, I was like ""omg someone is actually attracted to me this does not compute"", which I guess fried my brain circuitry and caused me to accept, since it would be way too awkward not to and I have no experience with this. Like I said, he's really nice. And he wants to hang out again, and I managed to stall for tomorrow night so I could have time to get my thoughts sorted out. When we kissed, there was no ""spark"" like people talk about, and I don't feel any sexual attraction toward him or anything. In fact, turns out that kissing is gross. And he was reaaaally into it, kissing my hand and neck and ear and all that. I was neutral about the whole thing. Anyway, I managed to ward off the panic until after I said goodbye to go to class. I made it back to my room, so I can drop my guard and realize how anxious I am about this whole mess. I feel like I've led him on or something, or that I managed to trick him into thinking I was more than a ball of anxiety and depression. The idea of meeting up with him again fills me with anxiety, but I feel like it's unwarranted and I should give this a chance, since it takes me eons to get comfortable with someone. But what if I let it go on for too long and I never start feeling attracted or comfortable? The idea of a romantic partnership doesn’t repulse me, but I don’t know if I can do a sexual one… and my social anxiety is destroying me right now. I have periods of anxiety and depressive episodes, and I don’t want this person I barely know to have to see me like that once I let down my mask. I have no idea how to proceed… any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks! tl;dr somehow I convinced a guy I was a functional human and was too socially anxious to turn his proposal for going steady down, but I’m pretty sure I’m asexual and the anxiety about a relationship is killing me ",4.732458677685951,5.462754370523413,5.863295454545455,79.96494318181819,69.34435261707989,9.245592286501376,30.41425619834711,9.408791572840183,2.6064206611570246,2867,111,572,58,48,957,298,726,0.13,0.6809999999999999,0.189,0.9953,0,1,2,0,0,0,86.0,4,2,0,4,44,44,3,4,39,1,52,7,4,9,7,131,115,67,2,17,23,0,8,8,1,4,0,6,2,7,27,50,0,1,22,2,0,14,16,14,1,2,30,18,82,30,97,72,7,92,0,2,4,3,46,36,0,17,46,398,109,6,0.0,0.0,0.057810752412834565,0.0,0.0,0.057889701712277176,0.05251364661615798,0.0,0.0,0.0613558969093511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057193724741223,0.0,0.31723487008809464,0.20077668804876134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975007290267424,0.0,0.05538241663700008,0.0,0.0,0.04555273690776969,0.049463830687841465,0.036112814986730614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613264201306153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060856912036616924,0.12533842369478276,0.05103094835308086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04729918513052602,0.0,0.0,0.0382055983256896,0.0,0.1020485177870528,0.0,0.06148289229266539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051842271878977164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061211875973301015,0.0,0.03912817730524497,0.05358695214777158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057949147682854175,0.0,0.0,0.17972443257498594,0.12696552686683127,0.05688073093956378,0.06489571190572997,0.05414527758753775,0.10078087167516027,0.0,0.0,0.04576951459040809,0.0,0.06190204267089384,0.05682944593581943,0.1346722931290363,0.0,0.047380506698300615,0.06531350431485662,0.13052146598054212,0.11731597417749275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668106918167345,0.0,0.0,0.26750389221398485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06554148221487081,0.0,0.0651147010216771,0.0,0.06682652317896674,0.0627277542816012,0.0,0.12115604431390395,0.0,0.2315376103093566,0.11875025883738224,0.0,0.05242649518434606,0.04974759036159455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056055346126466066,0.039543883624187606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569037612357499,0.0,0.0,0.05559374428862842,0.0580436843050681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617964220680825,0.04014329172993658,0.0,0.0,0.06950664793905792,0.0,0.064152321034802,0.0,0.04107030853865189,0.10345405913102024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056736582780727275,0.12053896008508673,0.06387190831980959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03795135540308702,0.0,0.0,0.12720550784592394,0.0,0.10118312419783956,0.2254073480488376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04720747402631043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800967382876738,0.0,0.0,0.12077764958579593,0.1505843348367659,0.0912133615328164,0.05859094692531613,0.06631554346547915,0.041931144209409896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750206190957911,0.0,0.044541922568769855,0.047615739354542594,0.0,0.05454123091121265,0.0,0.0,0.03935714389971109,0.07591858923022557,0.11640812860984112,0.09406160689967666,0.1381758100767925,0.0,0.11230724162028233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331186385321425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096515575706797,0.09404563016168273,0.047519624265323405,0.0,0.053264849137557586,0.054917078434061836,0.0,0.13228110946242172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416633281208141,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Alexbondkakmwm,2018/03/08,Teenage anxiety tips? I’m 14 years old and I have anxiety why do I have it so young? And how can I get over it? It drives me crazy please help,-2.7198958333333323,-1.320176531249999,-0.23499999999999946,106.24666666666668,111.1875,4.633333333333333,14.708333333333332,6.42735559955562,-0.6235791666666666,109,3,30,2,6,36,24,32,0.185,0.67,0.146,0.1877,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,3,6,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,6,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956361456758257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339635005287204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26094364800245834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40851122509224974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42734115107374737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512881694330103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507003408569356 anxiety,CoenJC,2018/03/08,"Anxiety and Daytime Tiredness Hi All, This is going to be a weird post for me because ive never done this before, but this is the ongoing thinking and rationale that plays out in my head and is causing me to stress out over the most menial tasks making my mind and body fall asleep. I was wondering if anyone else has this problem and how they cope with it Ever since i started my job 2 years ago i have been having an ongoing crisis with staying alert and awake throughout the day. Ive never been the best sleeper as a kid, in fact i used to consider my sleep horrible, however i never had any issues staying awake throughout the whole day without even considering a nap. I now anxiioulsy await 1-3pm everyday where i normally crash out and could almost pass out asleep. Problem is im always at work and dont have the opportunity to sleep so i fight it and end up causing myself to loose focus and it is seriously affecting my wellbeing and lifestyle. Even at home if i attempt to nap i cant, i just lay there with my eyes closed. Ive been on and off SSRI's as i thought it was a generic anxiety disorder causing me to want to sleep but that never actually fixed my daytime tiredness issues and ended up causing me more problems in my life that it fixed. Ive even had blood tests done as well as a sleep study to rule out nacrolepsy which also went fine. Ive seriously run out of ideas how to keep myself going and staying awake, ive never heard anyone else with this problem and its the primary thing in my life i dont go a day without thinking about. I really just want to be able to life a normal life by being able to stay awake without loosing focus and falling asleep. I would never of labelled myself as an anxious person but doctor after doctor that ive met always rule that out as the first thing. I have since adjusted my sleeping patterns too, so i religously go to bed at 9pm and wake up at 6am throughout the week. Ive read every damn blog about cutting caffeine, sleep hygiene, avoiding carbs etc etc but nothing has been able to help me. What do i need to do to keep myself going? Is this normal? What can i do to take baby steps out of this? It feels like i will never get over this tiredness TDLR: I get overwhelming daytime tiredness caused by my anxious thoughts and dont know how to cope",5.5478571428571435,5.7854350627705635,6.271839826839828,79.48490259740261,67.41991341991343,8.764502164502165,31.86796536796537,8.527137837955566,2.4397523809523816,1837,71,351,25,28,604,218,462,0.16,0.7959999999999999,0.045,-0.9954,2,1,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,1,5,19,19,3,3,18,0,44,20,14,12,10,91,70,36,0,14,11,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,2,2,25,31,0,3,10,5,0,11,14,13,1,1,15,3,50,6,64,49,7,62,0,1,1,0,8,25,1,5,22,249,75,7,0.18094868472202494,0.0,0.05885993804237344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053466697062395104,0.0,0.060397989921918,0.0,0.0,0.04823486593241473,0.10037586745708768,0.0,0.0,0.041017103535256984,0.0,0.09228349902267943,0.13628033916033686,0.0,0.08434901841607945,0.12360220734931165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036768212900525316,0.0,0.05132466773269046,0.0,0.06329816032302442,0.0,0.0,0.06699773225506941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098069063645499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04815760027401808,0.0,0.0,0.11669693213451303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912762311676535,0.12347243084351728,0.0,0.12344888567473294,0.2120705108587298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077293817144402,0.0,0.10684455083242418,0.0,0.13453707672646406,0.11951489969120767,0.054559481612926015,0.0508190237103615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030497697298365812,0.04308992550689047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05130495292895866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302547959047604,0.0,0.1713955124860043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06190185140720125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04042869637820002,0.0,0.06050209481004561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808967996718758,0.06515187681666082,0.1259089432703986,0.059854549582173434,0.10722367004719112,0.0,0.0,0.03314822163543316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041254307670053,0.029467462428023856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040261550713838634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090219629919982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04472371897630755,0.3256371551771246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772912919840621,0.057875047734599075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052665803994379465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776627370911357,0.0,0.0,0.23085793816708866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033255066864335,0.0,0.038640120296269787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997884145827816,0.0,0.3621587273961792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042692136794672784,0.2571562959001112,0.0,0.0,0.06909203566243023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0453502971897653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014284384049883,0.07729640718814466,0.0,0.09576869567004467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052093855288809526,0.0,0.0,0.07115214831187515,0.0,0.048382040075867265,0.0,0.05423153287617426,0.05591374786153819,0.0,0.06734091481402324,0.0,0.17442807490315962,0.06541037660897543,0.043910932522022654,0.0,0.0,0.0428469179850447,0.0,0.0,0.03884167344177245 anxiety,notnotDegreds,2018/03/08,"Things I've Achieved Recently I wanted to create this post as a self pick-me-up and go over all of the things I've achieved that I can think of. I figure I'll organize some background information in a similar format first. * At its core, my anxiety is about people judging me. I think this is common for most people like me. * What I've come up with in my several years of therapy (despite the fact I'm only 14) is that it's a combination of separation anxiety and social anxiety. * The separation anxiety part of things usually happens on nights before school and mornings before school. The only times I am 100% free from it is around 3-6pm. * The social anxiety part is a smaller part of it that will usually manifest in small, heat-of-the-moment bursts around 10-60 minutes long or week-long bouts of depression. Anyway, here is a list of all of the achievements I've made recently: January - * made it back to school on the first day after winter break * only missed about 6 days of school that month * probably had lower amounts of anxiety since I can't remember anything else February - * Only missed about 4 days of school * Went back into school later every time I missed a morning * Got back into writing in my journal for the first time since December * Created a somewhat stable bedtime routine March (so far) - * Missed 3 days of school this week because of a cold (maybe the flu) and didn't beat myself up about it * Got anxious and wrote this post to calm myself down ",2.8365591397849457,5.5066098422939085,4.066390681003584,82.47291935483871,79.60931899641577,7.447598566308246,25.787455197132612,8.447377352677275,2.172038853046596,1162,46,209,26,30,379,151,279,0.101,0.845,0.054000000000000006,-0.8183,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,7,12,8,0,0,17,0,12,1,0,2,3,28,29,8,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,18,11,0,0,5,0,1,3,2,5,0,3,8,1,14,4,42,20,9,50,0,5,0,0,6,17,0,4,28,126,32,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477615459474007,0.08559323882482969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234839761243225,0.13489438487537053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17477654873418344,0.0,0.04618583204807264,0.0,0.1289414032843194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526510909646037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954494379033924,0.0,0.06525655373306408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329219766499211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383554458531336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933378115728847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04305917382978836,0.0,0.12119288543550928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669990167510638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0370151052558814,0.0,0.0,0.13409983698822747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338194364215787,0.0,0.0,0.07611644123574605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047515061070476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110061449326373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304917409619932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461393546221288,0.0,0.10505225765566543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14512445425564846,0.0,0.08168782276686452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961821391143032,0.0,0.08582733094008191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5367497971904426,0.0,0.0,0.07903974606664965,0.08559323882482969,0.0,0.1253477009810816,0.0,0.0,0.1544663920821519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866442393125007,0.0,0.15100532362640234,0.09709470759347348,0.0,0.0,0.13253809124942328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668895781570848,0.0,0.04468834507516777,0.0,0.12154872923155854,0.0,0.0,0.07023520492817828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04879037800670904 anxiety,Joshw360,2018/03/08,"Thank you R/Anxiety I graduated from college last May and went through a rigorous training program for my job where I would work 70-90 hour work weeks. The people at my job I couldn’t really connect with and couldn’t find a sense of community in the new job I was put in. I was to say miserable and felt a really depressed, but didn’t think anything of it. I started my extreme anxiety on thanksgiving day where I had been drinking the night before and my left chest was in extreme pain and it wouldn’t go away for a week. I finally went to the hospital the week after thanksgiving and they ran the blood work and told me my heart was as healthy as could be and the doctor gave me hydrozine which is like benadryl which did nothing. I then throughout the next month before my next job went through extreme anxiety and didn’t have a full night sleep for nearly a month. I became neurotic and went to the doctor 4 times thinking that I had cancer, heart condition, std, anything that could explain what was happening. I’ve been coming down off of my anxiety and now am in a state of depression which makes me feel better since I can go to sleep easier and not worry as much. After looking at this sub I got to see others in experiences similar to mine which has given me such a sense of relief and community for the first time in 9 months. I hope that someone else reads this and knows that it will get better you just have to give yourself time to get out of the darkness. 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I cant even step outside of the house now. and my parents force me to go outside, now I just want to kms.",-0.05322916666666799,1.4536309687500015,1.8450000000000024,100.83333333333336,83.0625,4.266666666666667,23.166666666666664,3.1291,-0.3315333333333337,109,4,28,0,3,36,22,32,0.0,0.911,0.08900000000000001,0.1149,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29794815299722033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968654546434043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074262245714314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6933171677706619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181144693697553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33359456013010425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772027782410754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lostmyedge,2018/03/08,"Work drama causing major issues So long story short, people in my department dont like someone and I got caught in the middle reveaking something to that someone that the ithers didnt want them to know completely unintentionally. My worst fear is people thinking they cant trust me or I have a big mouth or talk shit. Now my chest hurts. Uuugh.",3.357164835164834,6.160543969230769,4.188351648351649,81.57307692307694,78.53846153846155,6.175824175824177,23.131868131868128,7.447530270364453,1.2494175824175824,278,9,48,4,7,89,53,65,0.281,0.7190000000000001,0.0,-0.9601,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,2,6,1,1,3,0,5,3,3,1,0,7,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,3,0,8,2,4,7,2,9,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,2,3,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464944757453647,0.0,0.0,0.2515827326311393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812193031706401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700101626432573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919097234529449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568711548094517,0.0,0.0,0.25044518315684233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187009950486073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722732052646576,0.0,0.0,0.2123479653035425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3327018684695705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463049555104741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066172647594459,0.18472502941388047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286250840929745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375010188138066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152857099039629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17468626536636478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,itstakingcontrol123,2018/03/08,Reported employer to safety board and now i'm getting pinned at work for calling them. the company i work for has some dangerous shit going on so i reported them anonymously to the safety board last week. They came in today and looked around and said some stuff. Everyone at the shop won't stop talking about it and the group of people i work with blamed me. I didn't say it was me but construction workers hate whistleblowers. Now i feel like i'm about to go into a full blown panic attack and i need to vent this to someone out there. ,3.521058700209643,5.483823915094341,4.254276729559752,85.53904612159329,74.0,8.107337526205452,24.985324947589106,8.841846274778883,1.8588670859538787,429,14,84,9,9,137,73,106,0.177,0.7490000000000001,0.075,-0.9268,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,3,4,7,6,4,1,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,16,15,7,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,10,0,1,1,1,1,3,2,5,0,0,4,4,11,1,18,10,3,17,0,0,1,0,8,8,1,2,7,55,15,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822844313475253,0.0,0.22776662318081603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044357580645706,0.22898574219167614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191308264629163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012316782610452,0.1430293386589445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10460093117412206,0.0,0.2275667596228632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19766492297724625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16319704405131796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978119969681446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812512320981315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845242530128874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23490210608626266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879970131491146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044459182672546,0.15921422041766992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20551164569346664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963642301654014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16738367595726636,0.0,0.0,0.2291913878785316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092039810412695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897747076543932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605955710903994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4372635759733296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DumbledoresFerrari,2018/03/08,"Overanalysing relationship I have been with my girlfriend for 3 months, and things are going really well, at least when we're together. When I'm on my own I constantly overthink about if our last day together went well, if I messed up, etc. I think I know why though. It's because for about 9 months before we got together I was really into her, while she just saw me as a friend. I lost some weight, gained some confidence, and we got together. But the end result is I see what is currently a short relationship as probably more than she does, and am worried about messing up. She gets a lot of attention from guys, while before her I had been single for 3 years, which is also a factor. Anyway. I don't know how to stop. Has anyone experienced similar? Did you get over it?",2.927625354777671,5.131166119205299,4.245567644276253,83.83451986754969,76.5496688741722,8.28779564806055,23.36849574266793,9.04235418022936,1.8838681173131508,608,19,120,15,14,200,105,151,0.063,0.838,0.099,0.7308,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,3,1,0,2,12,6,0,0,5,0,13,1,0,2,0,21,26,15,0,2,4,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,2,0,10,4,22,3,19,16,8,22,0,1,2,0,14,7,0,5,13,89,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795198322077672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118757560577186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753454620767184,0.0,0.2722965181968897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290321439922965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318679661660132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400171231167863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171255492341506,0.0,0.17844235130659455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361564273959738,0.0,0.1671868460947184,0.0,0.090931716358262,0.0,0.2559333146201063,0.0,0.0,0.15842520596244186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758636876668603,0.13042139673451947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17465895656332908,0.13602632196203684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554210289214371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250711681378791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050002598006432,0.0,0.0,0.3435603535040807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12749932561220947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376720721755364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10629692455985107,0.10252157235620504,0.15719923804080402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948369582225658,0.287718522710606,0.14832165053002602,0.14437515988518287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624878186857555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030347872315472 anxiety,bekahq,2018/03/08,"going on medication for the first time so i've never been on any type of depression/anxiety medication before, but i've been really wanting to try it for a while as it's the only thing that i haven't tried and i just want some type of help as it's getting unbearable. my therapist thinks it's a good idea and so we're discussing different types on monday which i'm really excited for actually! i don't know what kind i'll be on or anything yet, but i was just wondering about what i should expect. will it be a huge difference or will it just help me a bit? should i not be expecting too much? does it help with feeling sick from anxiety? how bad were the side effects for you? stuff like that! anything is helpful even just your own stories and experiences. sorry if these questions are hard to answer i just really wanted to get them out there, also this is my first time ever posting on reddit so hello :) it's nice to be on this side for once x (just for a bit of background i have GAD and my main problem is that it makes me feel sick for ages and it's hard to eat or do anything. i'm always overthinking i can like never turn off, i would love to be able to have some peace even if it's just a bit)",2.6529282868525925,4.072634243027892,4.348324701195221,86.24017629482073,75.09561752988049,7.888525896414343,24.10378486055777,8.548686976883017,1.4518460557768926,949,29,204,18,20,320,137,251,0.099,0.705,0.196,0.9835,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,1,3,19,9,0,0,9,0,24,6,0,3,3,47,40,20,0,11,15,0,4,2,0,5,4,0,0,0,22,7,1,0,9,0,0,1,5,2,0,2,4,4,18,7,30,26,8,24,0,0,0,1,11,11,0,9,13,144,40,3,0.1086096154892291,0.0,0.10598731759210027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685507026716321,0.09037190062193216,0.0,0.0,0.07385826291508685,0.0,0.1661721171433398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26812937822595545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068449230683658,0.0,0.0,0.09241878330516733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557207114113461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269478636159038,0.0,0.0,0.09504500642190744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113475106571298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347125341791309,0.09824361522784182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624104449971887,0.0,0.0,0.10983256989032657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476656690378096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11348808279311028,0.0,0.061725347392100026,0.0910965925240606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458576475155406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2911949434799708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12260703587950594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131002012341069,0.05968900428605201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612234408890686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802441838152932,0.0,0.07249776170654627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21882552258866567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984056416710851,0.0,0.16753286207140775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566569586163634,0.0,0.08260250671627256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401798916798746,0.0,0.0,0.1039247339742274,0.0,0.0,0.12166762582613115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873430237164586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157957254000465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12433202511232308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610413466837747,0.0721554025145431,0.06959265614143555,0.0,0.0,0.12666228041432154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747759918957104,0.11813607361608387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218229558095992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778249502205584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715315468144666,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnluckyMuffins,2018/03/08,"my anxiety is driving my insane I think I'm a decent driver but today was just awful. I'm trying so hard to get over it but it's hard. You know. Driving in the darkness of the early morning, I thought I hit a raccoon or something. It was on my mind all day and was a huge distraction. I made sure to pass by on the way home. I didn't see anything so I replayed my dash cam footage... I watched the stretch of road and nothing. I think it was just a bad pothole I didn't see at the last minute. I remember seeing something dark which may have been the shadow of the hole or manhole cover. I thought it was a creature but thank goodness it wasn't. The paranoia of not knowing what I hit, which turned out to be nonexistent, was hurting me all day. I couldn't think of anything else. Then for part two, on the way home, I was stuck behind someone merging under the speed limit onto the highway so I merged quickly before they could. I tried to merge into the next lane over so they wouldn't merge into me but I got honked by someone speeding past in that lane so I just gunned it straight. I was on the verge of tears for the rest of my journey. This was pure arrogance on my part. I'm torn apart by it but I try to learn a lesson from things like this even if I'm stubborn at breaking habits. Take your time, be level-headed, and be safe. I'm still on edge. I can't shake it. And I hate that my mind has a tendancy to do this for a lot of things. Sorry for this useless post. Just needed someplace to share because I have no one to talk to.",0.9430735930735921,3.0064058012422383,2.360796160361378,95.5161537737625,82.60248447204968,4.648371917937137,22.80105401844532,5.565023196281405,0.12777101449275374,1196,42,264,6,33,386,168,322,0.163,0.7490000000000001,0.08800000000000001,-0.9756,0,0,2,1,0,0,34.0,0,2,2,2,12,13,2,2,22,1,26,0,0,1,4,46,52,18,0,5,13,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,20,7,0,3,10,0,0,5,8,7,0,2,18,6,36,6,43,25,6,45,0,2,4,0,6,23,0,5,14,182,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951214978318113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257813306372265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769826608611197,0.07132806656156099,0.0,0.09956669164725826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342277600174398,0.0,0.0,0.15092323660730306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774664410456206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772838460886138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061132772695073674,0.0,0.0,0.09814223920270912,0.09358339793612508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096355323569886,0.11552291810903816,0.1200857759772607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347406689250949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526137324531705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286110133014255,0.0953785753770168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057165060677625536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947751770304862,0.0,0.11071746860800148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629301337691694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676125795542912,0.0,0.0,0.12444121228521335,0.0,0.0,0.1122740250725654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928884484815688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534203454663036,0.11169906040874013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206301016816993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132549253799808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27972489966144365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828398796589497,0.18015966700760008,0.0,0.1309828519352438,0.0,0.0,0.0934441492971112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028031854689467,0.0,0.08797678106601522,0.09404801667515296,0.0,0.1077268706472734,0.0,0.0,0.15547217688696036,0.2249253978620783,0.0,0.18578536622782746,0.06822933480799348,0.0,0.11091157541416076,0.0,0.0,0.2383258486789389,0.12727302387557796,0.11430153800152505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857538098445467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Minion_3510,2018/03/09,"Need Optimistic Support I was on sertraline for almost a year and alreafy talk with my gp to go off thrm during the summer as I feel much better. Last wk due the bad weather I couldnt renew my pills, and have decided to go cold turky and stop taking them. 24h after the withdrawal symptomes started: 1. neusia and diziness. 2. ""tickeling waves"" / ""very light electric shoks"" with each step, level 6 intensity. came down to every two steps now, level 4 intensity.  3. strong neusia around 3 hours after waking and not going away until I eat something sour (apples).  4. Crying. Easier.  5. feeling angry most of the day. 6. extra energy. 7. memory issues. 8. very sensetive to smells. 9. no apetit because of the nausia. 10. sensetive stomach. 11. 3 days afrer, all the teeth area were hurting. might not be connected.  HOWEVER: 1. feel more presence. 2. for some reason can breath easier. 3. less night swates. 4. increase in sexual desire. from not wanting to normal. 5. still not sure about the sleep. I think I manage to sleep full night without waking up now. 6. My only anxiety at the moment is that I will relaps. Scares me. 7. actually felt tonight my first was of mini panik attack for no reason. ok, might related to the beers I drank. Please, avoid supporting me by saying I need to go back and to taper it slowly It's not my thing. But please share your succeful cold turky story. I need to hear some good things. I need to know that it is a stage that pass. Only the truth. the optimitic truth. Thank you.",0.4561843790012787,2.568372633802817,2.420297055057617,86.90728937259925,106.11267605633805,4.8823559539052495,17.135467349551856,6.574015621080383,0.5203670422535214,1164,34,207,20,55,385,191,284,0.098,0.747,0.155,0.9305,1,1,2,0,0,0,67.0,0,2,1,3,6,16,1,2,13,1,12,12,7,2,4,47,35,9,0,8,7,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,8,11,3,2,9,1,0,9,9,5,0,2,6,11,21,11,35,24,11,43,0,1,0,0,7,12,0,6,21,119,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.10671298285847312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950146869988063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08365492537757699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734756328386646,0.0,0.12440509143247774,0.10274096386714716,0.08408588765774579,0.09130538344514227,0.06666071700866902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671404976347622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507096867952605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011939369390025,0.14104757987276714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189565935707813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09213481676083443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658768437717598,0.0,0.1049962543712458,0.0,0.0,0.0930158057339669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485918537361841,0.0917203051963073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324904327160956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10769090883452942,0.0,0.117064899646715,0.0,0.0,0.11413636636237885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06009767806116788,0.0891374816168602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320130025388995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038720998832516,0.3243361522433181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052412063052012,0.10714295230162448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633612555805466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400740274973081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22486667644411976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696208150167269,0.1094816649505557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188644169760695,0.0,0.0,0.08418546273369537,0.0,0.0,0.07740078249286922,0.0,0.08732963464016577,0.09142420088143023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481855101165091,0.10306412974107028,0.1136598816561128,0.08222002345898055,0.08789398797734291,0.0,0.10067776661588833,0.0,0.0,0.14529886040355033,0.07006913742715715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10682222084064492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045574236227896,0.06449937118250575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054126161542862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07041989798226325 anxiety,mskmxmxmdmxj,2018/03/09,today someone asked if i was okay because i was “laughing too much” i honestly was just in a good mood for the first time in a long time. i know they didnt mean it like that but it made me very self conscious because i didnt know if my happiness seemed fake. i spent the next couple hours questioning every little thing i did to make sure i didnt seem fake.. day = ruined lol,1.7412115732368894,3.45951541772152,3.0013019891500896,93.64582278481014,78.36708860759494,6.033273056057867,21.4122965641953,6.868970318607317,0.32830054249547924,294,8,66,3,7,95,56,79,0.136,0.639,0.225,0.7646,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,11,0,0,4,2,7,0,0,2,1,14,16,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,9,0,11,7,4,7,1,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,5,9,37,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822272445379365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23764722332985855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21567924558466492,0.0,0.1257095903641437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423153213586172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16580190665810038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349265977768426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749978687137285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191960472455364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21424981549404828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952298204367821,0.19536464612891136,0.0,0.17250124386667195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444141455939747,0.1301130103873139,0.0,0.0,0.2123289340623792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329126734771966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20730345005117184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21835903192423364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35490223227924195,0.20334781633776208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515812583464898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837131773926796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949857231285844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22732302652236736,0.0,0.18476477215015288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16083237636322936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kisotakoui,2018/03/09,"Lexapro Saved My Life I grew up in a family full of major anxiety disorders and a huge stigma against therapists or medication for mental health. An awful combination. I'm writing this because when it first came up that I was a good candidate for an SSRI like Lexapro, after about 20 years of suffering - I googled it - which is probably the worst thing someone diagnosed with general anxiety disorder can do. It seems people only write about these meds when they've had a terrible experience with them. To this day its hard to find any positive reviews of SSRIs online. So I thought I'd be one of the few to write that after a year on Lexapro, I can honestly say it changed my life. I can even probably say it saved my life. Turns out, being alive isn't as scary as it seems. The world around us isn't as scary of a place as I thought. Before I was on Lexapro, if I were to read those last two sentences, I would've thought it would've been too good to be true. Sometimes you get so used to the anxiety that you don't notice that you're actually afraid. All the time. Anxiety is a monster that can take so many different forms. It's a chameleon that can camouflage and insert itself into hundreds of different situations and scenarios. You can be living the same exact life as someone else. But with an anxiety disorder, the soundtrack of their life is Jack Johnson strumming a ukelele in the background, while yours has the soundtrack of a Hitchcock horror film beaming through 24/7, even during the happy times. If there are people out there reading this who don't have an anxiety disorder- can you imagine never in your life feeling safe, no matter what your circumstances are? Ironically, the biggest struggles with anxiety came when everything in my life was great and calm. Because, ironically, thats when the intense fear of losing that calm would arrive. What could I be doing to maintain this happiness? Is the next move I make going to make it all slip away again? Everything was so fragile. All the positives in my life were like fine china. I believed that a single wrong move would cause them all to shatter. Anyway - was hoping I could start a post that collects similar experiences so that it can provide hope for people currently suffering. So that a past me could google 'Lexapro' or 'Anxiety' and find hope that there IS a solution. Because some people have found it. And I'm one of them. Sometimes you beat the monster, even if its just for a little while. 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I have no idea why I'm writing this since it's not going to help at all. I'm suffocated by all of life's problems breathing down my neck and I can't just take it one at a time since the minute one's gone, there's five in its place. I can't take it anymore, I'm just going to accept my fate ",-0.3237247474747491,1.4186202386363649,2.436969696969701,95.00601010101013,85.25,5.2747474747474765,18.868686868686872,6.42735559955562,-0.1883373737373737,303,8,75,3,9,106,52,88,0.192,0.748,0.061,-0.8342,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,2,13,14,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,0,3,1,0,5,1,10,12,2,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300768921699696,0.0,0.2502123527469177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28677414408794183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691103902355132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2848143368894587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820591709869338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419280346164399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635982707703944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24141562497581395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4174079117766671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3793941997691076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471173050809465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002628340856015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276601859163699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,doraeyaki,2018/03/09,"Mom going out of town for a week, and I can’t stop worrying about it. Hi, 19yo F here with Social and General Anxiety Disorder. So like the title says my moms planning a vacation to Florida this spring. She’s gonna be gone for about a week and I’m staying here to take care of the cat and the house. The problem is this is legitimately the first time she has gone out of town without me and left me alone for more than a day. My mom is a single mother and I’m a only child, I never knew my father and all my family lives in other states, far away from me. I’m an extremely clingy daughter and I honestly don’t blame my mom for wanting to take a vacation, but my anxiety is going crazy over this and all I can think about are what if scenarios. Since my mom is my only parent and all my family lives away I’ve always had anxiety over something bad happening to her. In fact I’ve had panic attacks before when she came home a few hours late because I was worried something had happened to her. There’s the bonus fact that my childhood dog died recently and I very nervous about being at home by myself with just my cat for a week. Does anyone have any suggestions about what I could do to possibly curb some of the anxiety? I’ve tried talking to my mom about it, but I don’t want to make her feel guilty and in general I have trouble opening up about my anxiety to others. —————— Tldr: Mom’s going out of town and leaving me alone for a week for the first time and my anxiety is at an all time high. 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Ill be going in a few weeks, dreading it already. Do the meds really help? Or is there other treatment I should seek?",3.05337837837838,5.7912942702702725,4.282364864864864,80.83543918918923,79.27027027027026,6.943243243243244,30.871621621621625,8.07648339933343,2.7470054054054054,156,8,26,3,4,51,34,37,0.166,0.609,0.226,0.5931,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,4,0,5,2,0,0,0,2,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4236651670033861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936976799996116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35891329008628026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929582955425372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819053205649616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257333422712287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.426448471003754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24594892491303025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079573937793212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,draganov11,2018/03/09,Im scared of life Im in highscool my last year ive got about 2 mounths more in hs.Im scared that in 2 mouths my life will change drasticly ive been avoiding this tought for years.Ive got no idea what to do i jave 2 friends wich i probably wont be in contact after Hs.I will be alone with no idea what to do.Ive never had girlfriend i have social amxety im no good in talking to people and making friends.Im soo confused have no idea what to work or what to study...,-1.0149237170596417,1.0710750873786417,0.9122954230235792,101.62575242718448,94.24271844660194,3.7195561719833563,18.036754507628288,5.288315135182226,-0.7095459084604712,366,11,89,2,14,119,62,103,0.208,0.733,0.059,-0.9062,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,4,0,0,12,3,1,1,1,10,15,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,4,0,7,2,15,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,4,46,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521260475827074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810681285537882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10086422981370456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10950090878269944,0.208828883551616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4421322954010475,0.7050933626681272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641738732505136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442562042671806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714454154233765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006898290017844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090508389176373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407572463256858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614108573117028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13308142672255704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493283400502892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504348480082056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407127308330475 anxiety,Johnnatelate,2018/03/09,"Help: Psychiatrists won't prescribe benzos please read I've gone through three shrinks and only one of them would prescribe benzos (a 30 pill limit of xanax which was according to him suppoosed to last half a year for panic attacks.)**I'm not seeking drugs for recreational use. Even though I self-medicated and abused in the past, I use my prescriptions as directed.** I switched pyschs, went through Setraline Prozac 20-40mg Fluvox Luvox 100mg Effexor 35-70mg over the last 5 years. I'm 19 and take Mydias, 3x Hydroxzine, 3x Buspar, Ambien 5mg, and Risperidone 1mg. My newest shrink got a two page paper from me detailing my anxiety before I saw him, he has records of my self-medicating and drug abuse in the past. When I saw him, he switched four of my meds but I desperately asked for anxiety meds, not in a ""I want Xanax,"" rather ""I need anxiety meds, please."" I cried in front of him and all he replied with was **""Due to your history and past of self-medicating, I won't ever be prescribing benzo's."" I was about to yell at him, I have a tic disorder, paranoid thoughts, a dysfunctional family, and social anxiety as well as panic attacks.** My therapist at the same place recommended anxiety meds and acknowledged that my self-medication was mostly from my anxiety. I abused phenzepam yes..but I need some anxiety meds, I'm 19 and understand benzos are dangerous in the long run but they have been able to successfully propel my life where all other medications have failed, as well as control my tics and minor muscle convulsions. **How do I tell my new psychiatrist that just because I have a history of self-medication and abuse doesn't mean I'll abuse anxiety meds?** I think I appear as another druggie to him and the stigma in doctors runs deep with people who have abused drugs. I'm considering taking an opiatle, failing the drug screening, and going to a Suboxone clinic to get benzo's at this point. If all else fails, should I do this?",4.48427485638533,6.687752361643836,5.457277949624395,76.90775519222275,71.95890410958904,9.531595227574016,29.308440123729557,9.935076216389866,3.2098643393725137,1552,64,278,44,31,509,201,365,0.211,0.753,0.036000000000000004,-0.9964,0,0,5,0,6,0,66.0,0,1,2,6,11,10,2,2,16,0,20,12,0,4,4,46,43,26,0,7,7,0,0,0,0,4,12,1,0,0,7,16,0,2,5,1,0,7,5,7,2,5,11,4,40,3,41,27,7,34,0,3,3,0,17,14,0,4,13,164,47,7,0.053294532184746064,0.37887183511517664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05588396383157,0.32616136998225104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04982319335972156,0.060630224208621776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032487852157857565,0.0,0.04534972156144655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05977434957124635,0.0,0.0,0.058541541086505576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061080151105453465,0.05454921197377763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24721894976065115,0.0,0.04452074303535187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03520053587532088,0.04820795553065251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05024134185187887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027844193415832302,0.0,0.03028851081356735,0.0,0.042624505936310175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035722201522911334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868843137140484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03764350418864988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04716398390237658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05805336937666939,0.6511803195149728,0.05368863430697842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903444064484784,0.0,0.05147219128327805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03611375428171781,0.040532893270096015,0.0,0.12505930114072245,0.0,0.0,0.15262698411706396,0.036947718209494086,0.0,0.055681442970105285,0.1170027845824052,0.05038055922973499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05330895444204011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27798910087136497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054327064023652526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014171123312598,0.0,0.04658177018106118,0.0,0.0,0.06187905954219946,0.0,0.034148984285093234,0.05236160728039341,0.04230990549767532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206101394609309,0.05548148753694629,0.0,0.09205872874672624,0.0,0.0,0.031434495896279044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958363697001966,0.04940456527032958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785890656921464,0.0,0.0,0.06863986279420488 anxiety,girlacrosstheocean,2018/03/09,How does your anxiety rear its head? Just recently realized I may be dealing with depression AND anxiety — it’s a regular party over here. Trying now to reflect on the ways in which it affects my life and colors my perceptions but I feel like it’s been there so long that I don’t know what’s me and what’s my anxiety. Where/how does it show up for you guys? ,2.7492342342342373,4.286684554054059,4.528108108108111,84.56531531531532,75.08108108108108,9.257657657657658,27.1981981981982,9.725611199111238,2.5556468468468467,283,11,60,8,6,96,57,74,0.106,0.8220000000000001,0.07200000000000001,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,2,0,14,6,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,9,1,7,3,0,8,0,1,1,0,4,4,0,1,4,41,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5595320212858509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513529450661869,0.2099894703017724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4267119776819752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327547463080718,0.1741748226661257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414059489514079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25021496010314626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339892227041737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17220715817738808,0.11911113752102093,0.0,0.0,0.2157603499251607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407286907555431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552804924495845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19352159629655788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MeRachel,2018/03/09,DEA constantly think of conversations that 'could' happen and obsessively create responses? It's almost an obbsesive thing to me. I can't actually really stop it. I'll be laying in bed creating worst case scenarios and what I would say.,5.3514285714285705,8.260678666666667,7.0478571428571435,63.23464285714289,71.85714285714286,11.81904761904762,29.54761904761905,11.20814326018867,4.778933333333335,192,8,29,8,4,66,38,42,0.125,0.7290000000000001,0.146,-0.0246,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,5,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,19,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.35303833526915435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36226347707479306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3909481723478232,0.0,0.2888463630229665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199147358677846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317610958777163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28769647012498784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024584902223087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24034595613078066,0.23180957900723706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569932130401579,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NEPat10,2018/03/09,"Sensory overload brought on by driving Almost three years ago I experienced my first panic attacks and they all happened when I was behind the wheel. I still drive but I am afraid to drive long distances and such. I've always found driving to be such an anxiety inducing activity. I am in a situation now where I may have to be driving pretty long distances from time to time (~3 hours) and I'm trying to prepare for it by driving (~1 hour). I notice that when I drive and I feel my anxiety rise, I just get so sensitive to everything. There's so much going on around me that I really only focus on the road in front of me. I can't take the windows being down and hearing all the sound and everything is just so bright to where I prefer driving at night so I don't have to see bright blue sky. I honestly feel like having a seizure from all of it. I don't know if this is from my anxiety or if this is something else.",5.280320855614974,5.192095427807487,6.373689839572194,79.64524064171124,67.98395721925135,9.580748663101604,31.973262032085557,9.339509955726095,2.6840844919786098,723,28,147,13,11,243,109,187,0.065,0.818,0.117,0.941,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,16,7,1,2,7,0,16,0,0,1,3,24,28,16,0,3,6,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,6,7,0,0,6,0,0,12,3,3,0,2,3,9,22,4,25,21,4,38,0,0,4,0,2,12,0,5,15,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410952678686994,0.0,0.15938651599927875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324428165993056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652955689203331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141695715473556,0.0,0.1810797090798835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296673898354736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861048170861173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16096302955351002,0.11371161706027895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539056037171565,0.0,0.1745225139654102,0.0,0.0,0.08316014840970906,0.0,0.0904604064750226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075417035835566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17939700572552786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31350225650352953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747608264569587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776278942087715,0.0,0.0,0.28172221348560306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170088171699156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937096826588445,0.0,0.0,0.18121695617271968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105652943422952,0.0,0.18675258226304967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619338777416643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196885955604472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683848146811968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789145942845989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225374212987652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711396818736118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967659648861098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18562749106211227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10806649239171802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250074569483664 anxiety,tleisher,2018/03/09,"Red Knuckles/Burning skin like a Sunburn I'm new to anxiety. My mother, brothers and cousins have it pretty bad and I'm thinking I'm getting it. I'm not on meds yet but I am seeing a therapist, who is trying to get me to solve the problem without meds but I suffer from health anxiety. However, recently (in the past few days) I've gotten what feels like Sunburn on my back/shoulders/neck/face. My face is a little pink and I did spend some time in the sun, but not enough to get sunburned... I think. On top of that, my knuckles are a bit red and seem to flare up when I get more anxious, but it's hard to tell. What triggered all this was my doctor thinking I may have Lupus or some other autoimmune disease, plus my ENT wants to get a lump in my neck that I needed to get biopsied just to be safe (he thinks its nothing.) Last night, my sunburn started to feel better, my knuckles started to go away, but this morning after my biopsy I was a bit on edge and I noticed my skin tighten a bit, my sunburn on my back felt worse and my knuckles started to get red. Of course this has me worried, because a symptom of lymphoma is general itching/burning... and knuckles swelling and getting red is a symptom of lupus. I saw a rheumatologist who said she doesn't think I have lupus even though my blood work is positive... plus, my CBC came back fine and negative for most worrisome things. So... tl;dr, do you ever get tight skin that feels like a sunburn, or red knuckles with anxiety? 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I’m also anxious and sad about being away from my bf. I know it’s only a couple of days but I have been panicking and crying from being sad about leaving him and also having to be with my family who I don’t enjoy being around. What can I do to relax myself and assure myself everything will be ok? Thank you",2.058055555555555,3.5652583240740765,4.3862962962962975,84.98833333333333,76.87037037037038,7.022222222222222,19.407407407407405,7.793537801064563,0.6843629629629628,401,8,82,6,9,140,63,108,0.173,0.6829999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.1217,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,9,8,0,1,1,1,16,0,0,0,1,14,22,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,14,5,21,13,0,10,0,2,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,67,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28791350819573824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067280978943249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025020588737374,0.0,0.0,0.3382572723421461,0.13841929222289567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991815459176931,0.1977364088136781,0.2321876681044027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201064126224053,0.16178455251872514,0.0,0.33940146867984955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404963911394684,0.0,0.1023058369396022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3611364939701274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989307277735565,0.0,0.0,0.19060833530092425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690840051876238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532127618217518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16573227191554074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18281247675609452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whitehouses,2018/03/09,"Weight gain on propranolol? Need some fears alleviated. Hi all. I was recently prescribed 10 mg of propranolol three times a day for heart palps and public speaking issues. I have a klonopin prescription but really just need something to take care of physical symptoms, not mental. I've searched this subreddit and found many people have had positive experiences. That being said, a lot of my generalized anxiety comes from my weight and overall appearance. I'm reading horror stories online of people gaining crazy amounts of weight on it and I'd just like some reassurance this isn't always the case. I know it can slow your metabolism, but I'm very mindful of calories (weigh my food, low carb diet, etc) so I'm hoping if I'm proactive it won't affect my weight as much? I know with many medications that have weight gain side effects tend to be because users feel better on it, thus have a larger appetite. I'm just interested to hear everyone's stories. Thank you! 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I have been facing anxiety since I can remember. Probably caused by some self esteem problems I have. But it never incapacitated me from living my life. I'm currently in my last year in law school and I was doing good until the beginning of the semester. My anxiety is now stopping me from leaving the house. Yesterday I was in the subway and I had this sudden anxiety strike and I had to get out and take a cab home. For the last few weeks when in public I had this facial expression of fear, and was constantly in alert concerning my surroundings. This had never happened to me and the more I think of the future implications of it the more anxious I get. Has anyone experienced this ? I would really like to hear your stories. 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Sometimes to the point of bald patches. 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But you can’t help it Man I just see loads of people that are honestly perfect and I would be them in an instant given the opportunity. Watching tv and the internet makes me feel so inferior and like a freak but people I meet irl do it too. I have an intense need to be popular but I’m just not. ,0.6913089802130871,3.104302301369863,3.2527853881278546,86.18852359208525,87.63013698630138,6.5321156773211575,24.549467275494674,7.793537801064563,1.6055613394216133,280,12,58,6,9,97,57,73,0.108,0.682,0.209,0.7185,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,2,4,9,1,0,6,0,9,1,1,1,1,16,16,7,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,8,5,3,11,1,1,0,2,2,0,6,1,1,1,1,41,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789319575100433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27053553367259475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16374854130702815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170701608750546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582169939389857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21617272070253254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24013103915842965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4490343144476736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806691610632915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324278801061981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27439747417671256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3724120876877584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300541005083977,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BurstSpent,2018/03/09,"I have no idea what caused my anxiety attack. So I’m currently in my coworker’s car because we all went to lunch together and carpooled. We’re all at Denny’s and about 20 minutes in I looked up and immediately said “I don’t feel okay.” So I asked for his keys and went to the car. I know what’s happening so I went to be alone as soon as I started feeling tunnel vision. The thing is I have no idea why I feel this way. I know there’s a difference between panic attacks and anxiety attacks, the main one (that I see) is that panic attacks seem to have no noticeable triggering event, as well as lasting for a couple hours or more. This feels like an anxiety attack but I don’t know what caused it and the longer I’m out here the more embarrassed I get please help",1.7823628691983124,3.7932536075949375,3.6040759493670897,87.98417299578063,79.37974683544303,7.251308016877638,24.45738396624473,8.238735603445708,1.5126290295358649,602,22,128,12,15,202,91,158,0.183,0.723,0.094,-0.8299,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,0,8,11,5,3,8,1,8,1,0,3,2,25,28,15,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,8,1,0,10,0,0,5,5,8,1,1,4,7,17,3,17,23,5,17,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,7,83,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112508352849699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24930591957024226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155477772365508,0.6179139199676106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622009514302699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22318672785028654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019749242488485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349566703471975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21970721527367654,0.07760559302928388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056754910365205725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960615207522249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281268001564217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697908077007602,0.0,0.0,0.2452610409912526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910131203215224,0.08854829018281749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05307133558235663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09122219267846016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367645201361058,0.0,0.0,0.07361078328253999,0.0,0.0,0.2549087818985332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924357894450767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333240457172928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656437950441995,0.09889305357203078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688916967628752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216922343368454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862257702616216,0.0,0.0,0.09767179265765044,0.30210446016602954,0.09802205675443572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mummababushka,2018/03/09,"Worst Anxiety Attack of My Life I was at work tonight and was talking to co-workers about my bruised finger nail, they told me I'd have to stick a hot needle into my finger nail and drain the blood so I don't lose my nail. Shortly after I experienced the worst anxiety attack I have ever had. I don't know why but it suddenly felt like I was high. Like, I wasn't me. It was the weirdest feeling I have ever experienced and scared me even more. DAE feel like they are stoned when they have a bad panic attack? I am so confused and scared.",1.5219410319410334,3.62115133333333,3.2283374283374293,89.89002457002456,80.7117117117117,5.838165438165437,21.8026208026208,6.980632752743323,0.5809387387387388,422,13,89,5,11,140,64,111,0.3,0.597,0.103,-0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,3,2,7,14,3,4,5,0,14,4,3,0,2,13,19,8,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,8,8,19,3,7,11,3,10,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,9,61,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25483459859722124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5684552594283419,0.0,0.0,0.13906993900830691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001075241599123,0.3013245865999411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684346287575986,0.1189898951212716,0.15992291079181373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597889422165627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153655685076847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176456584080381,0.2441171728115341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863370926265064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954212836963451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33350954549902223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387394133829972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915441235687364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502937326744022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425141001757913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kroen,2018/03/09,"Would mirtazapine help a panic attack? I take 15mg mirtazapine before sleep for years. As for depression I've been on many meds, current one being 300mg of effexor. Still, I occasionally get panic attacks. Just wondering: If I ever get a panic attack and I'm out of benzos, would taking 30-60mg mirtazapine help?",4.427627118644068,6.606422271186446,7.0120000000000005,65.80715254237289,72.05084745762713,9.465762711864409,27.0542372881356,9.888512548439397,3.1552481355932205,250,9,40,7,5,90,42,59,0.339,0.58,0.08,-0.9545,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,3,3,2,0,4,1,1,0,1,8,10,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,1,1,0,3,0,7,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,2,4,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5434416252042562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549307412043976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714463851928255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440327275892808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663822944184307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21345713852425796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143431360546348,0.0,0.0,0.17686872810587292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078984262126098,0.0,0.0,0.560466588619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934507863425246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127161351224665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23944241433844102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726782344171096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262249670905269,0.0,0.0,0.10253895390063957 anxiety,tears4fearsf4beers,2018/03/09,"I feel like I've lost confidence in my own thoughts and actions since my divorce For my entire adult life up until 2 years ago, I was confident, had lots of friends, and knew who I was and what my values were. This had nothing to do with being married or linked to anyone, I was just comfortable with who and where I was. Since separating from my ex, losing almost all my friends in the process, and entering a new relationship with someone I really care about, I find myself doubting my own thoughts and actions and essentially making a much bigger deal about things then is warranted. I now obsessively worry and overanalyze small things until they, by my own pushing, turn into big things. Then I get down on myself about potentially ruining a good thing because I just can't stop the anxiety. I've been called out for doing this by my close friends and SO, in the form of constructive criticism, because they can see it better than I can sometimes. I'm often left wondering what happened to the confident person I used to be. And I'm struggling with how I can move forward to gain those qualities back. I don't really have a goal to this post beside the fact that I just needed to say it ""out loud"" in hopes of gaining some control again. Feel free to share your stories and your insights, or if you're stumped on what to write a dad joke is always welcome.",9.995475444096137,7.372753103448279,9.351758969000349,70.27595611285267,60.111111111111114,12.55604319052595,40.585510275165454,10.832165505486646,4.243196168582375,1084,44,201,20,11,347,157,261,0.068,0.72,0.212,0.9903,0,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,2,2,7,14,19,0,3,10,0,20,1,0,4,2,49,38,20,0,3,6,2,2,1,3,0,1,2,0,2,16,19,0,2,9,1,1,6,2,6,0,0,12,5,30,14,38,24,8,35,0,3,1,0,21,18,0,10,13,148,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740486129781035,0.0,0.1326249426100547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020518793871116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132037322401373,0.0,0.0,0.09260890752415074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184234200080823,0.0,0.16147498061146032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713719872216648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13524156801439616,0.0,0.1350369186445465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485487851148263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365453981339731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393675382785458,0.09461902465315357,0.0,0.0,0.12105270181599505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30698097685535164,0.0,0.06919725825697329,0.0,0.0,0.11108892289086003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712103529502615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154817286010204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14390232136637413,0.0,0.0935501072750898,0.06470613539346247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817253131499314,0.1445798064443297,0.11260034805872945,0.0,0.0,0.08840833709396219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076850632580806,0.097362612920786,0.09820659048768296,0.0,0.1279165986275654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127084939321299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156462200364094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684608784782903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696958373403978,0.0,0.0,0.1421967999492631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532590297962656,0.0,0.0,0.10554184097688656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191204173234758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222056287170734,0.0,0.13099189335210906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107302900959448,0.0,0.13846069554101806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519633709232289,0.0,0.0,0.21029371645479636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406256928984335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439030631560225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436313932811747,0.0,0.13450473904915267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852904991996126 anxiety,YungPoBoy,2018/03/09,UGH I HATE THIS I had been doing so good recently not bad anxiety for a few weeks things had been going really good. I’m flying home today for my dads birthday and on the way to the airport it starts creeping up and I just feel so uncomfortable and mad ...I hate feeling like this I ENVY anyone who doesn’t feel like this. I wish I could feel normal about doing normal things. ,0.776184210526317,3.2839716184210563,2.5897894736842098,90.03152631578949,89.39473684210527,5.145263157894737,16.810526315789474,6.742157984588678,0.07019368421052619,297,7,59,4,10,98,52,76,0.223,0.5529999999999999,0.224,-0.4317,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,13,18,5,0,4,2,1,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,4,8,4,6,13,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,40,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323737965312394,0.0,0.0,0.13092191455877805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15633680639695413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14949516536943794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3786948083014065,0.2675272647621849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641228108078614,0.3140945047289549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697196440908223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18781605846969504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18295110817935986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669090771814361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199501457862792,0.0,0.18487599758049705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325287807901347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2487866427093621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748074952959356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486216622389558,0.15019189164113775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21531569538016568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,93tabitha93,2018/03/09,"Am I already too deep? I’m at work paralyzed and unmotivated even though I’m surrounded by already past due things that I’m petrified to admit to people at work, I knew early on that this job was not for me and I just want to abandon my job but I have a family, a house, bills, etc. Whenever I hear the typical “just pick yourself up and focus on what you have to do and do it!” It just makes me feel more inadequate, ashamed, guilty, weak, etc Then you stop yourself from doing creative things that you love (for me is music and sound) because you need to be a responsible adult...and so shame and guilt resurfaces...meditation helps but it’s an ever unfolding of layers than run deep and things get uncovered which had no idea were lodged within, which I genuinely love the process but 40 hrs a week is taken up by being a “responsible adult” Yet still, here I am at work...frozen...pretending to work because I feel ashamed and guilty...as if waiting until I’m found out by my employer... Sorry if I don’t make sense",2.8242555555555526,4.879349270000001,4.142333333333333,85.15422222222223,76.3,7.644444444444447,25.11111111111111,8.515128840125781,1.714227777777778,794,28,161,16,18,261,122,200,0.188,0.69,0.122,-0.928,3,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,4,0,3,11,8,0,4,8,0,15,3,0,3,1,33,34,17,0,4,9,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,13,9,0,3,6,0,1,1,3,6,0,0,6,4,18,2,24,26,3,23,0,1,0,2,10,12,0,2,10,108,31,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3178355131915747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755733691804341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212166974834719,0.09511673241057976,0.13026458524698253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575907724245867,0.0,0.1456307784500075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578986779531621,0.0,0.0,0.07523887430869987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623088585489373,0.0,0.09652634537742216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616730620143702,0.0,0.16256888185726634,0.0,0.0,0.2858138620811074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25994788923296663,0.0,0.1922545467842569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678101277580784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747309660584575,0.0998378615189738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612065329100476,0.0,0.0,0.11500595006408552,0.12039815721824633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870199827262358,0.0,0.14148832864129354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494036980624761,0.0,0.11551551073374898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4193617126621928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JSRJD1,2018/03/09,"My anxiety ruined my relationship with my first love, whats next? So il try to keep this brief but i really need some sort of pick me up right now. Flashback to last summer, i (21m) was just enjoying my life for the first time in a while working down at the beach and seeing a few friends every now and then. This girl i knew who lived right down the road was always around and our parents were good friends. She had a boyfriend for a while so i never really hung out with her. She was single this summer and i ran into her at the place where she worked. We ended up hanging out a couple times and then things just happened and we started dating. I was so unsure about my feelings for her for the first 4 months while she was at college. I would ignore her texts and blow off visits to see her. She is a very pretty girl and im an average looking guy too so it didnt make much sense. But during her break from college she ended up moving in with me for a couple of months. Boy did i fall for her hard. Then my trust issues came into play, and over the course of the next 5 months i pushed and pushed her away. I never thought she would break up with me but it happened. I put all of my love in her but couldnt trust her. I forgot how to love myself in the process and made her my whole world. Now i am lost without her. She doesnt want to try again and everything except me being unable to trust her was perfect. It was love that i have never experienced before, she was perfect for me and did everything she could to try and make me trust her. But my issues deep down made me feel like i wasnt good enough for me. After this breakup my confidence has been shot, i cant eat, and cant sleep. She is at her last semester of college and is going to be right down the road from me this summer. I just dont know how im going to be able to face her. She knows everything about me and vice versa. She broke my heart, but i cant blame her.",2.361631773399015,3.6487106403940888,3.3960560344827613,93.31235991379313,75.60098522167488,6.257266009852216,20.322967980295566,6.6274283507984215,0.04600517241379309,1504,31,343,12,32,483,182,406,0.044,0.7609999999999999,0.194,0.9975,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,0,8,20,21,0,0,17,0,33,9,3,7,6,70,62,35,0,6,11,1,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,12,29,1,3,6,2,0,12,12,4,0,3,23,7,73,17,58,32,7,80,0,3,3,4,47,33,0,2,34,250,85,5,0.08704030727668242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242450830783817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658559682686446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748432709300625,0.0,0.0,0.08177723387815011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07406489067090599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955092372209018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949460282616755,0.1926168889370917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201059188588886,0.0,0.0,0.0890639639805793,0.0,0.0,0.1541837546304312,0.0899359047575599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333521289827545,0.0,0.23467864736661004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880203892554042,0.062181612909937664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22210932271495346,0.0,0.0,0.1344942509782945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989340249400139,0.14601056028854642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618358866153178,0.15393891253948228,0.0,0.07797101886123123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314318320560867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880369361010714,0.18169493403016587,0.0,0.07736542436805963,0.0,0.0,0.09567015315715592,0.14189893509111168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147914311721767,0.04252349755964429,0.0,0.07685818597766295,0.0,0.07309193645086051,0.0,0.095014777333317,0.0,0.3142291023907555,0.1647192865835651,0.11620016197249645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084242285658353,0.09251007186290804,0.06398464083447544,0.06453928496193115,0.2013925525095452,0.0,0.18513670847901734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664796070485784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909385955190766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855128405569644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749954950724992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152049927177804,0.0,0.0,0.09344871608948913,0.0,0.222995840502383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387197115058874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710316674564593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160757748443878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057825712560057536,0.0,0.0,0.06910028148101666,0.10150780626528592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728396549512712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718173691016641,0.05133862836838742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717739468584326,0.0,0.0839037501741134,0.0,0.12673276068496248,0.0,0.0,0.12366187396187775,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,luna_jack,2018/03/09,"anxiety and procrastination has ruined my life i am the worst procrastinator ever. which is saying a lot because i am the type who needs a schedule, and likes to get things done in time. however, my anxiety makes me find every little excuse as to why i cannot accomplish something. we had a snow storm on wednesday, and now i have been using it as an excuse at to why i can’t get things done. i try to stretch things until the last minute on purpose, or i just don’t do them at all and ask for extra time. i just cannot handle the anxiety i get from doing random tasks. i am great at making up excuses. and i hate it. i feel like such a lazy person but i mentally cannot handle getting things done in a timely matter. this morning i have come up with 10 excuses as to why i can’t go hand in some paperwork at the town hall which is vital for my business to run properly. personally, i don’t know how long my business will last if my anxiety keeps creeping in like this. i rely on my boyfriend to come with me everywhere and help me . i feel confident when he is with me because he is a very smart, outspoken individual. i think he’s starting to notice that i wait 12,hours until he gets home to actually get out and do something because i need him to hold my hand through it. i don’t think he enables me because he hasn’t realized why i do what i do. he just believes my lies when i tell him how busy i am throughout the day. i hate myself and my anxiety. 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IS IT TIME TO DITCH THE BEAN?! Anybody else get stomach crippling anxiety as a result of drinking coffee? Thinking of quitting as I have epiphanies shortly after drinking a cappuccino which lead to re-assessing my life and contemplating resigning from everything to sit in my room and never leave? Haha maybe a bit extreme but it's true... I might need to knock it on the head as may lead to me quitting life and waving the white flag. Any thoughts or past stories on ditching the bean ? 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So, I was going to tour BCOES in East Islip but when I was waiting for my mom to finish getting ready, I started getting really nauseous. Do you know what caused this because I'm upset that I declined my mom's offer of breakfast before she dropped me off to school? I think in part it has to do with my Asperger's sydrome since a symptom is Anxiety. And I've been keeping track of how many attacks I had this year so far. Three: January 22, January 23, and now March 9. The attack on January 23rd was justifed because I had to retake my Algebra reagents that afternoon which I failed by two points. It helps when I open the window and take deep breaths. Update: 10:59AM; I feel much better now except for the fact I still have some symptoms. Let's see if I'll be able to eat some lunch. Update #2: 11:19AM; Nope still couldn't eat.",3.91079365079365,5.2158464021164015,4.846428571428572,84.36107142857145,71.75132275132276,7.516402116402117,30.43121693121693,7.957251820313856,2.093258201058201,746,32,145,10,14,243,128,189,0.139,0.805,0.056,-0.9145,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,2,10,8,4,1,6,0,16,7,1,3,1,22,28,10,0,3,4,2,1,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,5,4,2,4,0,0,1,3,6,0,2,8,2,18,2,18,17,4,25,0,1,1,0,7,10,0,3,14,90,28,2,0.12488450922559965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866089232009509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5682966326289653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283853130634556,0.0,0.10626751917225467,0.0,0.0,0.11045019977804747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829079199599885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25557606077939105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631453602241142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304940033046829,0.0,0.07097474455755276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837074540814455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11100308989630253,0.0,0.0,0.06863326025831996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770287186754475,0.0,0.06101226304740792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12661329095595758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29252645569170643,0.0,0.0,0.0918044836766148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236030354912608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523775358474208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180562274588749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000421446053907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263897906020512,0.09951678500088716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033057565523256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839389840692084,0.0,0.19946586077492184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25960564501989825,0.09389760886871316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002095089629509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12199401908449105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08042152944181638 anxiety,Deforges,2018/03/09,"I only have anxiety after I fall asleep? Hello, I went through a traumatic event and a few months later in december I started having panic attacks. I went to a therapist and got a lot better, she confirmed I did not have ptsd. fast forward to now my anxiety has been so under control my therapist and I terminated (under her approval) and life has been pretty normal as it was. EXCEPT when I go to sleep I will wake up 2-4 hours later in a panic attack. There is no build up, I just wake up in full wtf mode. I felt like I've addressed the situation fully that caused me to have anxiety. In December I was having daily panic attacks and today I only have these sleeping attacks. Do I have reason to believe this will go away with time? I imagine some people will say ""but if you're having panic attacks that means you aren't really done with it"" and to that I'd say I really have. A licensed mental health professional agreed I had dealt with the situation in a healthy manner. I can relive my traumatic experience and talk about issues surrounding it without any anxiety. This only happens when I sleep. any help is welcome, thanks! 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I'm just so frustrated with this shit feeling. I try so hard to be ""normal"" but it doesn't work. I'm exhausting my gf with my mood swings. She wants to understand and help, but you all know if they don't have anxiety they can never understand it and I suck at explaining what's going on. I hate this feeling, I just want to be ok. I'm not ok. 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It’s catharsis in a way to write these posts. Yesterday a buddy of mine I’ve been flirting with and once slept with invited me to hang out with him and his buddy. I literary brought some snacks, went to theirs, put down the snacks by the door and went home. Didn’t even see either of them. My buddy was mystified. “Wtf” “what happened Cerununnos” “I was really excited you were coming”, etc. I felt like I was super close to an anxiety attack when I was going to theirs, and felt immense relief when I decided I’m going home and not even going to talk for 5min with my buddy. But now I feel like it was such a stupid decision. I mean, what would’ve happened if I would’ve waited for my buddy to come out? I would’ve seen him, calmed down and at least talked to him for a while before going home. Maybe I even would’ve come inside and had a great evening. Will anxiety always ruin things for me? 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And to get money you need a job, but you can't get a job because you have terrible anxiety. What do people with anxiety really do? They're in a position, it seems, where there isn't a way out. This seems like a dangerous place to be I could easily see somebody in this position getting very angry and lashing out. I work coding jobs that don't require any contact with people in the real world. i barely make enough money to get by. If this job goes to shit, which is very likely btw, I could be homeless and screwed. OH yeah and there's the dreams that you get every night that increase anxiety and the reason why I'm posting on here is because I just woke up from one of them. But hey, I guess I just chose to be like this. That's what people would have you believe, anyway. 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I think I'm going to be told off and I'm worried they're going to be standoffish and make me do all the horrible jobs because of it. It's totally out of my control yet I think I'm really going to suffer because of this. Could really use some good vibes and kind thoughts :/",2.265378787878788,3.6647205252525294,4.373623737373737,85.7471022727273,76.07070707070706,7.77828282828283,26.516414141414145,8.472884824447931,1.820059595959596,368,14,78,7,8,127,62,99,0.171,0.742,0.087,-0.787,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,4,2,20,26,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,2,0,1,3,0,6,3,13,19,4,15,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,7,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264421462083394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3022675863370783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538055683068075,0.2639323562446933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635429941024685,0.0,0.375739830911832,0.13863274861056255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14616048675722726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746320883839294,0.0,0.0,0.16277188197473846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401930550213625,0.0,0.0,0.1721183123435787,0.0,0.0,0.3728961011398539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11032864891008437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211770892597302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18756282678697114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181519388771333,0.0,0.13121738499661584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15793636804189892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855053801271646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406580855253274,0.16785437458827573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cdammen,2018/03/09,"A low constant hum I haven't written anything here before so here goes. Does anyone have this where you hear a constant low hum (or maybe a buzzing sound) in your head when your anxiety is a bit higher than usual? I usually hear it when I'm going to sleep since it's quiet in my apartment then and I don't have anything else to occupy my mind with other than trying to slip into unconciousness. Kinda sounds like a washing machine is on two floors down, or a idling car on the street below. I know it's my skull doing it, usually the jaws are tense or even the face and head muscles. It stops immediately when I yawn or open my mouth wide to relieve the tension. Massaging my temples also helps on occasions if the stress point has moved. Just wanted to hear people's experience with it, if it differs in sound from person to person. It's a pretty good indicator for me when my anxiety is high so I'm beginning now to use it as a warning sign that I need to slow down or be more mindful.",4.7561577116350975,5.401651743718599,5.856381909547737,80.3399033629687,69.25125628140704,8.535137224584462,28.87553150367221,8.617729084823388,2.0804763045999235,783,27,154,12,13,261,122,199,0.098,0.8340000000000001,0.069,-0.3976,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,0,13,7,0,2,13,0,11,9,7,1,0,23,23,18,0,4,8,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,12,6,0,1,1,0,0,3,2,4,0,1,1,7,16,3,25,21,2,37,0,2,0,0,9,20,0,8,15,102,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931236369411127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19000555388185555,0.0,0.0,0.08683449442895144,0.0,0.2043907722411865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567405899894866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558012812433992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26840423227623583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297490676232018,0.0,0.0,0.10867695134028596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374237071820154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08202439567006273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214787947110477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057837994366542,0.1041622314070491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549035458667872,0.0,0.4199035973052451,0.0,0.08323998254740454,0.13121046926972052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824997186648843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06067153477517625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12476261459943973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507870998174245,0.0,0.0,0.13199121342763392,0.0,0.09208314688697894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609568525478874,0.2168707377713551,0.0,0.0,0.11739693222216165,0.0,0.0,0.12634290729345732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272883659913017,0.0,0.12427676728199588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038259603261708,0.14225588153781085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843148760480959,0.0,0.12131273290907155,0.0,0.0,0.10725776474469108,0.4103235736374091,0.0,0.07324875786601506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_xineohp_,2018/03/09,Does it also take days for you to recover from a panic attack? 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So as the title says I'm a recent college grad and just started my first 9-5 job. On one hand I'm thankful to be employed but every day my nerves are absolutely shot by time I get home. I'm so nervous at work. I'm constantly feeling like I'm not qualified to be there, like everyone else is judging and looking down on me. I feel like a fraud. I'm the youngest person in the office by far. I know I'm a hard worker but I can't shake these feelings. Normally in school whenever I felt like this my solution was just to work harder but it's different now. In school I'd get a good grade back and feel better but what about now? I can't expect my boss to shower me with praise for a damn spreadsheet. Any advice to adjust to this new environment is much appreciated. 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Dropped from counselling, attacks getting worse. Hello, I don’t know how to start this out, so this might be a mess. I have been in counselling since I was 6 (1st grade.) I had such terrible anxiety going to school, that never really went away. Went to traditional school up until 8th grade, and things got a lot better. In the past 3(ish) weeks, my counselor decided to drop my case. Ever since then, my anxiety has reached an all time high. I have had terrible attacks for the past 5 days. Music has been the best coping skill for me now, but it is coming to a point where that is starting to not work. I have been talking to my mother throughout all my attacks, but I always feel bad for waking her (especially when it is 4:30am.) I’m not even sure what is causing these attacks, I think it’s just a ton of little things, that are all piling up. *Sorry for the word soup, I just felt like posting it out into the world of reddit might help* ",3.0199193548387093,4.9205608172043025,3.788911290322584,88.60336693548389,75.23655913978493,6.370430107526883,23.45295698924731,7.1686216300943375,0.8331086021505376,736,22,148,8,16,234,120,186,0.162,0.7909999999999999,0.047,-0.958,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,4,10,12,4,0,10,0,20,1,1,2,6,28,33,8,0,0,6,1,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,0,5,0,0,4,4,8,0,0,10,2,16,4,23,20,6,33,0,0,0,0,5,13,0,3,14,105,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114833193010288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18598737380392516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531718817255824,0.11421038250580128,0.0,0.10149819872814196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12757057035956015,0.10751065788573694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248764373073902,0.0,0.10471387406110697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839666595700198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028976851916028,0.10995871210732756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146479801547331,0.0,0.11671744085370506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351050597292998,0.0,0.06908580967701639,0.0,0.09722328452588423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147964853228819,0.12843566988694394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680664207075122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059388471478601976,0.12183586676251512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334665358243822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579136185694317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375519063658147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320870960211371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149142573496232,0.0,0.11642165344160155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787496761045876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460520590270184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011127163670694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607737443348558,0.17208273393638318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456962478545622,0.0,0.0,0.0977059744138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151920129739866,0.07789125861964122,0.0,0.0,0.07088308586077434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750874932446336,0.0,0.0,0.22537617741925065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08849771744182869,0.0,0.1238808505919394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JollyRex89,2018/03/09,"What does your anxiety feel like at it's worst? I don't always know when it's coming. I wake up and I feel fine, ready for the day. I get to work and suddenly I feel like I'm forgetting something, but I don't know what. Then, what feels like a flood of adrenaline rushes through my chest and slowly spreads through my body like rivers from a lake. My mind begins to race, trying to find relief, but I'm powerless. After a few days of this, it progresses to depression which sends me into a spiral down the shitter. I'm reduced to laying in bed, crying over nothing, begging for God to kill me. To clarify, this is not what happens every time, just at it's worst.",2.3606467661691544,4.279162104477614,3.6470895522388074,88.80381840796021,77.2089552238806,6.854726368159205,23.85323383084577,7.793537801064563,1.1816189054726365,518,17,107,8,12,169,86,134,0.212,0.6729999999999999,0.115,-0.9613,1,0,1,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,2,2,10,1,0,6,0,3,3,3,0,0,18,16,7,1,0,4,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,11,5,0,0,7,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,4,12,6,22,16,3,18,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,0,12,66,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443271155080862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14198224480163593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206157948559275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598765614782609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038710940676164,0.2393911885496869,0.0,0.15985560384713254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624183840340412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15637463124911294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37537644927300384,0.3977745371553388,0.0,0.0,0.16963354749135998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696748786862004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16412402536174453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053370973669064,0.0,0.20400002032104586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626959539633819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18740144523096586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780866413255691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288269249712815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822390190411348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600911001711015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511782359439445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OHPbrah,2018/03/09,"Starting new job next week. Really scared Hi guys/girls I am due to start a new job next week and am mortified that I do not possess the ability to excel at this job. Background info, I am a relatively newly qualified chemist and have had two posts before...my first position I did fairly well and was there for 10 months but left for a new position that had better prospects. This second position was a nightmare and in addition to other factors outside work almost drove me to the brink of suicide. The workplace was ridiculously disorganised, understaffed, the manager was a pain and on many occasions I had no break and did 9hr shifts straight as the volume of work was insane. I left after 3 months, built myself back up and did freelance work as an interim measure. The position I had last time really sucked the confidence out of me and I am naturally not the most confidant person and am worried um going to flop at this new position I start at which is also fairly demanding. I'm losing sleep over this. Has anyone got any words of wisdom? Many thanks ",6.294599922690374,7.322206090452268,6.805125628140704,73.53789331271747,65.98492462311557,10.545187475840743,32.3931194433707,10.560738912317856,3.640526555856205,848,34,146,22,13,277,122,199,0.174,0.7,0.125,-0.9036,3,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,7,4,10,2,1,14,0,21,2,1,0,0,18,30,13,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,11,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,5,2,3,14,0,12,5,22,16,1,35,0,1,0,0,2,12,1,2,19,98,20,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190482516472856,0.0,0.0,0.0950739662879304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084730087575362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312862053505962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141683698600124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514597357252588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112530160250163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756627539435624,0.0,0.0950848697833984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539312892749612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690884943117513,0.0,0.0,0.2583423514387088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300424828131305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24106570692562296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978908870059627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4592875856860045,0.25287554687646524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650425040404506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380762497617907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386097282606628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232423365938516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902672132663157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189729530487657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25244669157349736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004318491078615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945526336477374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932402069920582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613541607385652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19072811163441425,0.0,0.1068937754618542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596536615725203,0.12073561508830424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WaffleStomperGirl,2018/03/09,"Would very very much appreciate a logical/reasonable outsider opinion. I have tech anxiety and see a psych about it. My mind automatically goes to “you’re being hacked!” At the first sign of ANY hiccups with the internet - ANY LEVEL of fluctuation in connection and my mind spirals. If I forget a password I start to freak out because CLEARLY someone has changed it on me. It got so bad that I am now on medication. It helps a lot. But I do spiral when things happen. I changed ALL of my passwords to be unique to each site, so on. That also helped. HOWEVER - I was cooking dinner tonight and my mother (who is staying with me) said that after midnight the net dropped for a couple of hours last night (on her phone and laptop). I had gone to bed by midnight. Now my anxiety is off the rails. I would very very very much appreciate an outsider view of this. As in - that the internet ISNT perfect. That this type of thing can have perfectly reasonably (though annoying) causes such as downed lines, congestion, so on. Thanks a lot guys. 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Our temperament and beliefs often throw us into anxiety. For example, if we believe that we need to understand everything about this universe and that we have to perfect, we definitely become anxious. That is because that never happens and we strive hard to acquire our desired things. Many people have life philosophy that they should excel in everything or else they are a complete failure. That does not seem logically correct and obviously, that invites more and more anxiety since no matter how hard we try we cannot excel in everything. We can master a few things and be good in them. These might seem small things they create tremendous impact in our daily lives. Anxiety because of life philosophies contributes to more anxiety and it becomes a disorder. Need to think more on this. What is your take on this? 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Heyy, Im gonna be real , Im an anxious fuck . Haha I always, always have a reoccurring chest pain usually on the left hand side almost every single day and I've had it checked and just told its anxiety which I already knew it was haha , always occurs when I'm anxious and was told it'll go away . Just common in young people thing . This pain , just feels like constantly being stabbed , its sharp and achy, it hurts to press on the area . I'm afraid of it honestly , I've easily have the same feeling for the last 6 years but never this significantly painful , it brings me to tears , I have to pull over sometimes when I driving because it aches or excuse myself from people etc I was wondering if any of you who experience this or have previously could give me some Suggestions , on how I may go about dealing with this . I'm really bad at managing my anxiety . Cheers J ",3.63500830564784,5.412888563953488,4.980498338870434,81.23709302325581,73.24418604651162,8.170099667774089,25.657807308970103,8.841846274778883,1.9599853820598017,691,23,133,14,14,230,114,172,0.184,0.715,0.1,-0.936,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,7,13,1,1,6,2,13,8,3,1,1,24,28,11,0,2,7,0,5,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,16,5,0,0,4,0,1,5,1,8,0,0,7,5,11,5,16,15,4,25,0,1,0,1,8,10,1,7,11,80,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12213696937547855,0.0,0.13459872748865145,0.0,0.30447050304552825,0.0,0.0,0.08294489145802729,0.0,0.1866159272612607,0.2755864496819221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459636209849836,0.0,0.10184121687189596,0.07435277397191778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13180800156563138,0.0,0.09738442218802736,0.0,0.0,0.07866161133701903,0.1257473954901998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603060996938499,0.0,0.0,0.10276635945382197,0.0,0.0,0.1193116593406449,0.0,0.0,0.12334504263365835,0.0871365573395825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276080715284245,0.0,0.11700630233804553,0.1386385771225864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305731533362519,0.0,0.2635005831749957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09942315835310442,0.0,0.0,0.1325225336342776,0.0,0.0,0.059589177732528135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407204090449216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5191456587953686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911954212671398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388304187191608,0.07813814988531066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206330615638628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103253168247097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330982402169223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433451918833894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227303052729225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785457311705755 anxiety,Dusty715,2018/03/09,"What happens after? I'm a teenager living in socal. I have no friends, no emotional connection to any of my family, and a deteriorating mental and physical state due to anxiety, depression, loneliness. It has always been like this. I've always just been in my room, on my computer after going to school and hugging the walls in silence sweating, occasionally vomiting in the bathrooms because the stress and anxiety just gets to me. I go to a school now that isn't exactly a normal school, but one for troubled individuals who just happen to make me even more of a target. I don't belong here, but I have no choice because of my truancy(due to my illness). My parents absolutely despise me and it just makes everything worse. I 'm getting kicked out as soon as I graduate(and I probably won't as my grades and attendance have been equally garbage) I get 3 hours of sleep on the week days because as soon as I take out my earbuds and stop distracting myself with the escapism everything catches up to me and I can't sleep. Then on the weekends and days where I decide to skip school all I can do is lay in my bed crying and sleeping. I forget to eat everyday. I have been institutionalized 4 separate times against my will and they have done nothing but diagnose me with things I don't have and give me medications which didn't work and instead deteriorate my health further. What happens after? When I graduate and I'm kicked out on the street without a car, without friends, without any social skills? I can barely talk out loud without slurring, stuttering, talking too low, etc. What the fuck am I going to do?",6.166386138613857,7.240458336633665,6.98648679867987,71.95675990099012,66.29372937293729,10.02039603960396,35.94207920792079,10.125756701596842,3.864020594059407,1288,63,223,30,20,428,165,303,0.154,0.802,0.044,-0.9854,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,2,13,12,2,2,14,0,25,12,4,2,2,39,41,24,0,1,11,1,0,1,2,2,5,1,2,0,10,20,1,1,1,1,0,6,13,8,0,1,6,1,37,4,45,33,4,44,0,2,0,2,9,20,1,0,18,170,47,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493998491543813,0.0,0.0,0.1348005374154809,0.0,0.15164241487877478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18125517521747814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887102493548892,0.12783942803232934,0.0,0.08536591963717365,0.10059765343135403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142705541111782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141738769578927,0.0,0.11148883434267864,0.0,0.0,0.11053724350286158,0.06546323085963345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815282635217605,0.0,0.09343495712669543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531489839964314,0.09162841216868883,0.15534742438045054,0.09507826316312776,0.16898468104059702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629360126710025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535253112565167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760638361967433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842162694586305,0.0,0.08751863376069127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231745310199622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984596469283513,0.09988263679920298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710973950981913,0.09510163889150013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067161563736581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005330621652196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686062494468804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012307680207102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975538670151843,0.1010332668429592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286294284196663,0.11353365712939067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452067438010815,0.1593266209975349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584630244806315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057793613050954915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950250555695876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821657505562716,0.0,0.07215547652329478,0.0,0.10100465938511967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tomorrowistomato,2018/03/09,"My birthday is in a few weeks and I feel like I'm losing it And I don't understand why. I'm turning 24. I'm definitely feeling conflicted about it. I feel unhappy with where I am in life and insecure about how little I've accomplished and how much my depression is getting in the way. But it seems like such a dramatic response. I'm not sleeping well, I'm having vivid dreams and sometimes nightmares, I feel like I'm dissociating, I feel like I'm going crazy. It could be the anniversary effect - a couple years ago around this time my mom was in the ICU and it was a really intense, emotional couple of weeks. But it didn't affect me like this last year. I just want to get through this. I'm trying to be kind to myself and remember that it'll pass. I just don't get why I'm reacting this way. Does anyone else struggle with their birthday? 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For example: 1. For training purposes at work, having to practice / act out how I would handle a certain prompted situation 2. Solving hypothetical problems in an interview 3. Team-building exercises where I am supposed to take on a certain “role” during the exercise Of course these are also scenarios where I am being judged which causes some anxiety, but it seems like the fact that it’s a contrived scenario that I 1) can’t get myself to take seriously 2) am having to make up on the fly, adds a lot of additional anxiety for whatever reason.",7.5126785714285695,8.494328482142855,8.982142857142858,59.16285714285715,63.28571428571429,12.114285714285714,40.10714285714286,11.765960540728905,5.530646428571429,498,27,74,16,7,174,78,112,0.08,0.846,0.07400000000000001,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,8,0,10,2,0,4,3,17,16,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,17,14,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,2,54,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179610592931025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.515449571284317,0.0,0.0,0.1570438407778481,0.2301267487785673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307235692299049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965468441400345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762244723283367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346859173376563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972702621970584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909448195083602,0.0,0.0,0.14992061978916904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2149095387510954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23092370522138395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204465189412954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25245707522013905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377388372661812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635097034888739,0.0,0.0,0.1595476673521587,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SurRobert,2018/03/09,"I’m torn between the options of taking Lexapro for my Anxiety & Depression since it might help or just dealing with it, which can be demoralizing. I’m not sure if anyone else feels this way, I’m pretty sure there is someone out there that does. I’ve done so much research on antidepressants, and I’ve come to the conclusion that there really isn’t any conflicting evidence that it’s safe long term right at least from what I know and it seems like it only helps some people. Some people say I should try the trail and error method, until I find the right one but that means having to go through the side effects of every drug or drugs just to see if it “‘might” work? The side effects are awful, I almost couldn’t function last time I tried a antidepressant. I’m at point in my life where I do really want to try medication again and stick with it but the more articles I read about how antidepressants “may” help but they might also be dangerous and not the answer or that depression & anxiety comes from our external environment, the past, the economy etc etc. I’ve read articles that talk about how a chemical imbalance isn’t the real reason for depression. I just don’t know who to believe at this point. People say the big Pharma’s are just trying to make money and don’t really understand antidepressants and some people say that depression & anxiety should be handled without medication? 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So, to start off; I'm a male, and 15 years old. I've had dermatitis for some time, and 2 months ago I got treatment for it, and all of the symptoms left after a little while. As of recent I've had random itchy spots on my scalp, alongside what seems like acne along where my beard should grow, and hair loss. I've lossed hair in random patches, and my hair is thinning. I'm not sure if it's a hormonal change as my beard is starting to grow in, and other effects of increased testosterone, or my dermatitis is worsening, but my anxiety is reaching levels it shouldn't. I'm physically trembling typing this, any insight would help. 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I've lost control and I'm sinking faster then I can swim. Has anyone seen a therapist? I just don't see how talking to a therapist will solve my problems but maybe I'm wrong. Does anyone have any success stories with a therapist?",0.8898684210526326,3.4628440175438584,2.715065789473684,88.2873355263158,91.28070175438593,6.358771929824562,26.423245614035093,7.6454224807358475,1.9924403508771928,227,11,44,5,8,75,44,57,0.193,0.627,0.18,0.2287,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,12,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,2,5,2,3,9,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344162747986392,0.0,0.151210142780438,0.0,0.0,0.2764183684658654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743305057887648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169364652270945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024515083381425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297449462267134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248801825930387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157703577273612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19857706663640406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656314517111374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891349058170413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751024532983948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15887244428955666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6884990527728809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611130102897305,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Narglesonthebrain,2018/03/09,"Stupid little things Sometimes I get really hung up on things, I'll obsess over the smallest thing that was in reality nothing, and I know it was nothing, but that's not the point. It COULD have been something. I almost tripped? I could have fallen. I could have hit my head. I could have been knocked out. I could have bled out on the floor. I wouldn't be found till hours later. I could die, which would give my mom more stress which she couldn't deal with because she has enough on her plate. I could destroy my family because I almost fucking tripped and i didn't even almost trip, I was just walking and I could have tripped. However, I cut my hand on a chop saw last week and I don't think about that for hours. I lay awake at night thinking about stupid things like this. Almost whispered something too loudly? That could have lead to me losing my best friend. Almost dropped a tape measure on their head? She'll die. Said something inappropriate to the situation? I bet they'll never think of my the same way again. It's stupid small things that could have happened. I have lost so much sleep over this and have become very stressed over almost choking on my gum when I didn't even almost choke on it, I was just chewing it, but I could have choked. Everyone i have shared this with have always said things like ""dude that was no big deal. Dont worry about it"" but i cant stop thinking. How do I move past these moments? Or even prevent myself from thinking on them too much to begin with? Does anyone else blow small events like this out of proportion? 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I’m 24 now. I was on medication for it during high school, but I tapered myself off and tried to manage it on my own when I was about 19. It’s worked well so far, but this week it’s all went to hell and I don’t know why, I’ve been experiencing all the previous symptoms, heart palpitations, fatigue, fight or flight, muscle weakness, and irrational thoughts. I’m struggling with the thought of my mortality, especially since the birth of my son and I just can not fucking relax. Tonight, after a shower, I found a sketchy looking mole on my inner thigh and I’m convinced I have melanoma. I’m seriously losing it. I feel like I could breakdown any second. 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Has anyone here been on it and if so what is/was your experience?,-0.8420967741935463,1.2454698709677459,1.5163709677419348,97.99455645161294,92.22580645161293,4.390322580645162,17.427419354838708,5.985473137389443,-0.547909677419355,110,3,27,1,4,37,25,31,0.073,0.927,0.0,-0.2235,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34227374661573545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5416287142230126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4788304748423946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32810533281839965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136554684930196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926519226102324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whimsical_calamity,2018/03/09,"Anxiety physical symptoms? Last May I fainted during graduation from a combination of dehydration and mono... since then, I’ve been having physical symptoms like pins and needles feeling and sometimes vertigo. Doctors all chalked it up to anxiety. But now every time I feel like I’m not hydrated enough(even if I am) or by myself where no one can help me, I start to get really anxious and these symptoms come back. Does this happen to anyone else? Are physical anxiety symptoms a real thing? I know I’m not going to pass out again but I feel like I’m going crazy... 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I have panic disorder and generalized anxiety disorder. I get these episodes and I don't know if it's anxiety or a panic attack or what. Not that it really matters but I'd just like to know what this would be considered. They seem to come in waves where I sometimes will have them nearly every night for weeks or more, then not at all for weeks or months. Then suddenly it starts up again. Basically I start thinking about death / mortality and I get really anxious, scared, breathing fast or hyperventilating and then crying and rocking. Sometimes I get a rushing in my head and/or stomach and everything else gets fuzzy or is blocked out. They can last for 30 minutes or more unless I can distract myself with other things which sometimes works. They almost always happen at night after I go to bed, probably because there are less other things to distract me. I also have other anxiety/panic attacks but these tend to be the most difficult for me. It's been a while since I had them but I recently had my meds changed and was taken off Cymbalta which could be why they're happening now (or could be seasonal). While I was on Cymbalta I didn't really think was helping, which is why I asked my doctor to switch. Then when I weaned off it, I started having a lot more anxiety even though I've been switched to other meds.",5.507713178294576,6.816667290697676,6.099224806201551,76.86341085271322,67.95348837209303,9.454263565891472,30.6124031007752,9.725611199111238,2.9740914728682166,1083,42,194,24,18,352,144,258,0.201,0.77,0.029,-0.9912,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,5,1,10,11,3,6,6,0,27,4,3,0,1,42,46,30,2,4,17,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,21,10,0,1,5,1,0,3,4,10,0,0,9,0,28,1,25,29,7,37,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,14,24,151,49,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09681580677315864,0.0,0.0,0.07731875623475351,0.08044945370679464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2958542634044992,0.10922624246423517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038718578293008,0.3299785684172389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058938123605994576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227964105010924,0.08328534740008915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543898043234842,0.0,0.10620365322634523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216181899766096,0.09896093414542684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076769874778113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385936270382618,0.0,0.08146106826243008,0.0,0.08689401520014647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205515652774594,0.0,0.05494816910325594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17099600269815146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922644267612504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480574704063287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627081546517864,0.078810972116882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047235283032019695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219791334648903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21478991299651634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717284162110477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814641685400153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403161516909557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424250861880817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18581617162085495,0.0,0.09546452228078896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679829727314196,0.0,0.0,0.08801816129399423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997862078635573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868710572697324,0.0,0.20530188199920674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846609785431687,0.12390336221886565,0.0949922717914722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15510934219274533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744858893551467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07038764640640129,0.0,0.0,0.06868206935078959,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kayzm,2018/03/09,"Anxiety is getting so much worse, I feel like I’m constantly vibrating I feel like my body is constantly vibrating, the thought of even moving makes my heart race and I don’t know how to stop it. The only anxiety medication that’s ever helped me was klonopin but my psych took me off it months ago. To him, I didn’t need it since I’d get addicted. I feel so sick. I was taking a medication for months that was messing up my vision badly until I stopped feeling any effect from it with the occasional vision problem, it’s like taking nothing but my psych also said, “it must be working in the background.” And continues not to listen to me. It feels hopeless ",3.4927061310782217,5.469135085271318,4.899915433403809,80.82019027484145,74.11627906976744,8.101761804087387,28.7815362931642,8.841846274778883,2.463551937984496,522,22,98,11,11,174,82,129,0.189,0.715,0.096,-0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,2,6,7,0,0,5,0,9,6,2,3,2,22,26,9,0,3,3,0,5,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,9,3,0,2,8,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,7,7,16,3,12,17,1,15,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,13,63,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594304372813225,0.0,0.0,0.12680310308179074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439514712918668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09727730145043458,0.0,0.21886210823281704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943880544758655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889368178983632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3091673634504079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448161801646683,0.1293947812594319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36164592790994216,0.204386527167016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494729770938356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16951214378178778,0.09588181870155099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861524268294844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20965755588711435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548541140369686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882108986286261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283585251894048,0.1520370044390492,0.10515647568621736,0.10606801353252927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725806991948078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879417724240886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687727379385867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607106453180162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11833048716233995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23918846688462544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510804763693595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356384867841815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893119297751376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414038661317987,0.0,0.14577776746721435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,braveladyjane,2018/03/09,"Depression-caused forgetfulness affecting my job performance I suspect that my boss and my coworkers think I'm very unreliable because I forget to complete small tasks all the time. Because of the nature of my job (trying to control 20-ish teenagers at one time), I don't always have the luxury of writing things down immediately after speaking with someone, OR my notes will get lost on my desk. I'll often forget and then look incredibly foolish when they ask if I did the thing they asked me to do. Any ideas for how I can create a system that helps me to remember?",9.52075471698113,8.208963528301886,9.26479245283019,66.39813207547171,59.9433962264151,12.25358490566038,39.12452830188679,11.20814326018867,4.4136966037735865,458,19,78,10,5,149,78,106,0.107,0.848,0.045,-0.6726,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,4,1,19,13,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,2,15,0,13,10,1,10,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,3,5,53,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16803610519425696,0.0,0.0,0.1373309043104562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3775864212524915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462100681082081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074552269450096,0.0,0.0,0.21173761698154472,0.0,0.22650076415564024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550898723651243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353608362164983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22797361388684514,0.0,0.0,0.4008025293228896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958464212285865,0.0,0.22044903710119126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684453281400302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287666158564433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110906174540547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26832926438033106,0.12939950147836113,0.0,0.0,0.23551387244676456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371087760723771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16662744796067816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SunnySully73,2018/03/09,"Does anyone take sedatives at work to get them through the day? I have a low dose of Lorazapam when I have anxiety attacks, and luckily use it sparingly. Most of my anxiety attacks are caused by agoraphobia and basic stress. My work situation has been extremely stressful with a corporate merger and worried that my job responsibilities are going to be minimized. Personally I think it’s because I’m not mature enough (but that’s a whole different issue). This week, we had meetings to discuss future structure and caused me to have a panic attack at work. So today, I tried to avoid that by taking half of my sedative. Instead of having a panic attack, I felt emotionless, which helped me get through the day without crying. But, on the other hand, there were times that I most likely slurred my speech and didn’t speak up when I should have. I feel like it’s love/hate relationship with taking it at work. Does anyone have feedback with taking sedatives at work?",5.9473533246414565,7.704790254237293,6.253333333333334,74.47979139504564,67.36158192090396,8.835984354628422,31.69448066058236,9.265573868473778,3.0214358105171666,773,32,128,15,13,248,108,177,0.199,0.74,0.061,-0.972,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,1,5,5,12,4,5,8,0,15,2,1,3,0,23,27,10,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,11,9,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,10,0,1,5,5,17,2,23,20,4,16,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,2,10,92,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307902077427167,0.0,0.0,0.1490575831242019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850368438815246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649750412472333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899042604191166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708188735561965,0.1374808542617934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113617494966662,0.0,0.0,0.18655171328651826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013387263350063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389408360063764,0.07614647181044848,0.10234117280330933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11137563707806246,0.0,0.060576403446628825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07144367396512458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125015518870683,0.10577212002274733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10414700284140233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619981039200493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25011604985413943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306850991402467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11443559747697805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11980935160695196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441923342408399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205635735901856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829727159843668,0.0,0.0,0.062152306337849614,0.0,0.10103293885179172,0.0,0.0,0.07236623952148917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09205778929955667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08549844557470608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190016694448881,0.0,0.10274700588223197,0.0,0.38798658226086064,0.10824526418363024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,slobberypuppykisses,2018/03/09,"Can SSRIs cause recklessness? Hey, I just discovered this forum, but I've been battling anxiety for many years now. Last April I reached an all time worst where I couldn't sleep at night from the tremors and it became almost unbearable to go out in public. My (ex)boyfriend convinced me to seek help and the doctor for the first time. I started Celexa and it worked terrible for me. I couldn't sleep at all, I still had anxiety. Then I started Zoloft, which has been a life saver for me. Fast forward to this spring, after several dosage changes, I finally feel a near constant ""normal"" at a very high dose. I've tried researching this side effect and it's not reported anywhere really, but.. I've started making some reckless decisions and I can't stop myself. I feel immoral because I just don't care. I don't want to stop. I'd like to keep the details personal, but illegal things and promiscuous behavior that I would have never done before. I don't know if it's because I finally don't have the intense anxiety I would have felt otherwise and this is just who I am, or if I'm feeling the ""apathy"" that is associated with taking too strong of a dose.. Thoughts? Anyone?",5.090183333333336,6.424728448888889,5.6277083333333335,79.76156250000003,68.95555555555555,9.358333333333334,31.39583333333333,9.673873057562805,3.001583333333334,931,39,174,21,16,300,137,225,0.16399999999999998,0.732,0.104,-0.9409,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,4,7,7,1,0,11,0,21,7,2,3,3,43,37,14,0,8,10,0,4,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,13,9,0,3,8,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,6,4,22,4,19,27,4,33,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,5,24,114,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585159019992318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3113562249584366,0.0,0.0,0.09486200036160997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16540352411738246,0.0,0.11544320824223987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832224747872207,0.1393680847291557,0.14351842271263202,0.0,0.0,0.1466085715514736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886162517682338,0.0,0.13883514541627992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057929749371696,0.0,0.13026225392888205,0.2972346368805156,0.0,0.11539886425925455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710307231898374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093519005829084,0.14334035874989018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058767271737222,0.0,0.0,0.07455941211445681,0.1105872712744727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958260986703028,0.06628037845595251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09055923376689982,0.13754573954409366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463528295793204,0.0,0.0,0.12731493276830574,0.13292552713410388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184597903182456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691219351092405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326586871393594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715313268159893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28807885891998425,0.0,0.10834438915117266,0.2268485202977567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200521569067936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09013158213502796,0.0,0.0,0.10770498831970823,0.15821783723363458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210945321628856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194004907739637,0.08002031612976948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987676910769759,0.0,0.0,0.1927488630320022,0.0,0.0,0.08736554163329915 anxiety,Spurlyfry,2018/03/09,"Advice on how to relax while Driving passengers in the car? I am a really good driver whenever I go anywhere, I never have a problem (except when parking I am still working on that lol). I am 19 years old, and had a lot of anxiety about driving a car for like a year up to the point that I actually got one and started practicing driving. I was just so scared and I tried everything so I would not have to get one and learn. I have become extremely good through a lot of practice and time by myself like I previously said, but for some reason, I get really nervous whenever I drive somebody else around. I know I am a really good driver and I have been driving for about a year and half and in that time, I have always practiced everyday and so now, safe and defensive driving is just a habit. Any advice on why I might feel this way and maybe any tips on how to relax a bit more?",5.674943820224719,5.263604359550564,6.864359550561797,77.55226966292136,67.20224719101124,10.266067415730339,32.406741573033706,9.888512548439397,2.9823959550561803,688,26,138,14,10,234,97,178,0.04,0.8109999999999999,0.149,0.9467,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,13,12,1,2,12,1,15,0,0,3,1,32,23,19,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,12,0,2,4,2,0,9,2,4,0,3,5,2,19,8,22,16,5,32,0,0,0,0,1,9,0,4,15,104,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.1398310666401017,0.0,0.0,0.28004405409219063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922935258057632,0.0,0.0,0.19488519793185954,0.0,0.1096170037788041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275591145910605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825333550525178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643634739411416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970100463600344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878045403762892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245209025241235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14972696760733553,0.0,0.08143541473316318,0.3605563568164368,0.1146026736040367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874882887522335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14000920964345429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24364128133162136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395478149553456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520088031950789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051463199998966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503594999387172,0.0,0.19419499199583504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545604010100035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710986118010934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753871010995398,0.14732671872126973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630228197474595,0.0,0.14345900168373835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014219046721835,0.0,0.1144321490593134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710793494713705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728498875480628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11373749890365613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292975816721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431734615989016,0.0,0.0,0.10178961180313477,0.0,0.0,0.2768235649622785 anxiety,tilioideae,2018/03/09,"Dealing with thinking patterns where you compare yourself to others I am doing a CBT course, and I have learned that some of my ""core beliefs"" that lead to negative thought patterns have to do with how I perceive others (self-sacrifice/ responsibility and abandonment core beliefs), in addition to how I perceive myself. I have also come to realize that I generally prefer to be alone, and that many of my anxieties come from comparison to others and a lack of self-efficacy in the face of other people's demonstrations or professions of their confidence or their accomplishments (even if they are their day to day accomplishments or work tasks). For example, if I am at work or at home, and I feel that other people are working hard when I am not (my roommates and I are all in school still, so working at home on the weekends or evenings is quite common) makes me fairly upset and unable to relax at home, or to relax enough at work in order to focus and do my work. At work, I am a grad student, so all of my work is independent, and the feeling of your work being so separate from and independent of others' work, and so individualistic, sometimes really causes me to struggle to want to do ""my"" work. I just end up feeling very alone in my work and the task at hand, and unmotivated to achieve my personal goals. Does anyone else experience anxiety in a similar way? If so, how do you cope with it when interacting with others? I don't aim to compare myself to my friends or work colleagues, but I often end up doing so because of my thinking patterns, and it makes me anxious and unhappy. Is there a job/ career that tends to work well for you? A living situation (living alone, without roommates, or in a community setting)?",12.005732714138286,8.039284266253869,11.748986068111453,58.76969169246648,57.730650154798745,14.481836945304439,46.111713106295156,12.161744961471696,5.53317564499484,1370,62,235,30,12,461,150,323,0.087,0.861,0.052000000000000005,-0.8541,1,3,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,4,20,20,7,0,2,11,0,22,2,2,9,2,67,34,39,0,6,15,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,15,22,0,1,13,3,0,3,4,3,1,0,1,5,37,4,53,31,5,33,2,1,0,0,12,18,0,13,9,192,52,25,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23572630281396514,0.0,0.06067089168130217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11607624619547165,0.08570822718853564,0.0,0.05304803963710246,0.07773480851141366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046247879393476576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793640925425065,0.0,0.1307055761582257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785600508691157,0.07821564778297352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639180961727124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337722618295423,0.0,0.13439146237856814,0.0783909938480806,0.0,0.10021900677443504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421258060265194,0.0,0.0,0.11508205445688882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058614732511241274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679620189106461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283026584455807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528638929817752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13398407677981708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012837554354646,0.07691733060061537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519338781240788,0.0662442245393368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069399848027561,0.0,0.0,0.04860240632434383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07678155456572222,0.0,0.0,0.15829186056783276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527779801240035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503450085370719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058756328392818,0.0,0.0,0.07931276441550979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09722514735371587,0.0,0.06023000218968366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259830214206688,0.044748380654466714,0.06021977188429045,0.0,0.0,0.06821363329695129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313317613760854,0.0,0.7732501232950619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ZeldaBoi64,2018/03/09,"Are my obsessions just a part of anxiety or something else? And any other advice you guys can give me? This is something I never have really gotten to talk to in depth with anyone, not even my therapist, however, I’ve begun to realise it is a problem. Less than a year ago I was diagnosed with general Anxiety Disorder and Depression. Ever since then I’ve been on antidepressants that do help, but, get nowhere close to where I want to be. I also, until a few weeks ago, smoked pot daily for the last 6+ months, but, finally got myself to quit because I realised it was making my anxiety worse and, as a result, was starting to make me contemplate suicide. Ever since I was a little kid, I’ve been very much a thinker. Not that I’m incredibly smart, cuz I’m not, but, I’m almost always in my own head. Because of this, my whole life, once I find something I enjoy I get obsessed with it, I want to know everything about it. These things will usually be stories, like movies or tv shows. I also have been a very creative person since I was little, though my perfectionist and single-minded personality keeps me from ever really expressing that creativity so I usually just keep everything stored in my mind. I believe it has gotten to the point where it is too much. If im at work, with family, friends, alone, whatever… I just can’t stop thinking about whatever stupid thing pops into my head. Lately its been “fixing movies/tv shows”, if I see a movie or TV show that I like or thought had a lot of potential, but, wasn’t done quite right, or as good as I thought it would be, then I just obsess over it. I'm constantly rattling ideas around in it in my brain. I don’t even get enjoyment out of it anymore though… It’s a burden to me. While I could try to clear my mind and, if i'm lucky, get it out of my head, that usually leads to me chronically worrying about everything in my life and/or becoming extremely depressed and having to fight my way out of it. I exercise, I have a social life, a full time job, an associates degree with plans to go back to school soon, and plans of all these things I want to do, but, these obsessions continue to keep me from focusing on what actually matters. These problems also apply to my romantic relationships and have kept me from being in a relationship that hasn’t almost immediately crumbled apart, either because im excessively anxious about the relationship or because I become indifferent to the relationship because i find something else to obsess about. Does anybody have an advice for me and do you know if this is just an anxiety thing or possibly something else? Thanks in advance for any way you guys can help. 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First of all I don’t want to sound ungrateful that they are letting me live with them indefinitely until I find a job, but wow is it stressing me out. I am being proactive looking for jobs but haven’t had any luck yet which causes me stress/anxiety already. Then as soon as my parents come home I can physically feel the stress and anxiety grow in my shoulders and neck. I need my own space soon (where I can do what I want when I want) or I think I’m going to go insane. 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I was on a benzo for 6 years before tapering off. I don’t ever want to go back to taking a prescription drug as it did not work out well for me and was a lot of work to get off of. I have a very stressful 4 month trip coming up. I’d love to find a nonprescription way of dealing with my anxiety induced insomnia during this event. Has anyone here tried Kava Kava? There’s so many types and products for it out there; I don’t know where to start. ,3.3001818181818194,4.337374427272728,5.327045454545456,81.3605681818182,72.9090909090909,8.045454545454545,23.75,8.472884824447931,1.4552727272727275,417,11,84,7,8,145,74,110,0.087,0.835,0.078,0.1909,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,1,5,0,8,3,0,2,1,15,17,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,1,1,0,3,0,6,2,21,14,1,17,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,6,56,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340449622459255,0.0,0.30158487743494605,0.0,0.0,0.27565478823597306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156927107885018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677303504036919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979712239901978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032169140824888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724966685465587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285908250484088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783018063836602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19281629755231508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18015954283759655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298445409455677,0.0,0.1120249994276616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321220323373049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832925132857922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758012770710826,0.1779039872117936,0.0,0.0,0.19984367587788845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733531579895732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951901454769422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257945713768834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14820595192486707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382814891147196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024407536311986,0.0,0.1626405220527148,0.1162635365754629,0.15646071541890244,0.0,0.0,0.17723006137371086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870041414327786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269356000624371 anxiety,themanpassingby,2018/03/09,"Mental Log 3 I am tired. I went to se my doctor yesterday and told me I need to increase my dosage. Afterwards I had a panic attack at my work and had to leave.....I remember i took my prescription pills and went to sleep from 6:30 p.m. ish until 10:40 p.m......I still had that anxiety inside me ready to explode....washed my clothes, walked the dog, and went to sleep....I woke uo today at 10 a.m. only to remain at bed until it was time to leave for work again, I felt anxious so I took my rescue dosage from my wallet and swallowed the clonazepam pill....now almost 6 hours later i feel like shit, I feel tired, and I am really afraid that the anxiety won't go away, what the fuck is happening to me? why do I deserve to feel this fucking way, I don't want to die but the idea seems attractive this days, fuck I don't think anybody deserves to feel this way, I want to feel normal again, it's been almost a decade, I deserve a rest....please.",2.7060937500000013,4.029003671875,3.906166666666668,89.85550000000002,74.78125,6.995000000000001,22.69583333333333,7.554174236665415,0.7817745833333342,723,19,157,9,15,236,110,192,0.141,0.7859999999999999,0.073,-0.8083,1,0,0,0,0,1,49.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,5,2,8,0,12,10,2,0,0,23,35,10,1,4,1,0,6,1,0,1,4,0,1,0,8,6,1,0,10,0,0,8,3,7,0,0,13,6,25,2,22,21,1,26,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,3,13,86,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330635269570605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805160229644534,0.13146950974972066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239223968829045,0.10933721568371683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505161077793984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12077785204448388,0.0,0.0,0.11911373313728832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942109872205592,0.08313761789039667,0.1117373020270271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32275769840957,0.0,0.0,0.06613803322965378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029091550560706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460496070138125,0.0,0.0,0.1313720951893088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322327631632525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056854464302773376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727763329216954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628985581084754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140218238553906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850768063482363,0.0,0.13653982966401593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774371943051838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07455217243103704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182907057544746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594253041509026,0.0,0.0,0.11945625164660255,0.0,0.0,0.23291611314204735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293643682941173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456776832998781,0.0,0.0,0.06785862263173173,0.2675096164666425,0.11030895673687027,0.1112003561866404,0.2585916200206718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728081561634586,0.1847445489556612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236396268860481,0.10500944559763843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694433344352447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,amygdala2,2018/03/09,"I'm suffering from anxiety. I feel ashamed, because at one point in my life I definitely looked down upon people with anxiety, thinking that it was their own fault that they couldn't control their feelings. I saw anxiety as something inferior, something that I believed people had a choice over. Slowly, over the years, as I began battling anxiety myself- from social anxiety to day-to-day anxiety from school, family, etc.- I've learned that anxiety is exactly the opposite of what my naive self had believed. Because here is the truth: I have anxiety. And I know I'm not alone in this. Anxiety is one of the worst feelings and I can say that I am no stranger to long nights spent awake, nervous trembling, breathless moments caused by anxiety. I faced anxiety where I used to live. I had surrounded myself by the wrong friends, people who made me see myself as worthless and small. After moving this year and making better friends, it's gotten a little better, but I still can't ignore the endless anxious-filled, dreadful moments being surrounded by unfamiliar people in the large city I live in. Over and over, I've been tested in numerous situations where I was surrounded by people I barely knew. And over and over, I experienced anxiety. But I'm slowly learning to cope. I struggle, because talking about anxiety is so difficult. You face the judgement, uncomfortable looks, and condescending stares from others who won't admittedly claim that they've been through the same struggles too. But being open about your feelings and your hardships makes you stronger. The feeling when someone can empathize with you and relate to your awkward situations is relieving and it is comforting. I still struggle with anxiety everywhere I go- school, church, even on casual occasions with friends. But I'm willing to fight it, I'm willing to stand against the horrible nature of it, I'm willing to openly express how I feel to others in hopes that I can help another through my similar experiences too. Thank you if you've read till the end. I mainly wrote this to get some feelings off my chest, but I hope this helped you too. Stay strong, xx ",7.669612554112554,8.669036397402596,7.400795454545456,70.57452651515152,62.94805194805194,10.676406926406926,38.89880952380953,10.595843684498618,4.496673160173161,1723,88,275,41,24,546,199,385,0.177,0.695,0.127,-0.7817,0,1,2,0,1,0,53.0,0,8,3,4,14,31,2,8,14,0,26,4,3,7,2,53,60,24,0,4,7,0,7,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,21,17,0,2,13,2,1,2,5,18,0,2,14,14,43,13,52,39,6,44,1,3,5,0,26,27,0,4,13,195,64,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06891611273205835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06977374108633624,0.7126485039190744,0.07517206747587518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12168780609830125,0.0,0.0,0.1499371982456969,0.0,0.11769970944125747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835564341332691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463106953469527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582651232689185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589353228359306,0.0,0.07421048606130981,0.043949514455834685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508958707487521,0.06272866378570592,0.0,0.2355148925087447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15422757319631425,0.0,0.034764777029946965,0.0,0.03781662155830602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920167680322967,0.0,0.0,0.13217988727804847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03656903657324136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04699967458925113,0.0,0.06669127693699209,0.11751334020980035,0.058886438537588286,0.11175488317196756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06296243307458385,0.08883288743164201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072224909665736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062443953093095785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901794206474904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306547663521138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290248318954292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655872149714874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052915847026288015,0.0,0.1346855112991791,0.053024334508539966,0.0,0.06941647735468842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.149589102392254,0.0,0.06782987890035379,0.056379731577253615,0.10245258602205398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092354827685735,0.10627900132293287,0.0,0.0,0.20868840742298256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053482905905949535,0.0,0.061261750008734565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04263660314165872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057469813018906614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727518257167311,0.0,0.08570007720352406 anxiety,RiggensBros,2018/03/09,Just gave myself an anxiety attack... By thinking about how long it’s been since I’ve had one. 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I used to have no problem sleeping but due to an increase in my anxiety lately and more dips, I can't seem to sleep anymore. My job has become more demanding, with sudden long travel and early starts so getting sleep is important. Does anyone else have this issue? It's probably not helped by my partner. He always tries to initiate intimacy on the nights before I have very early starts (always these nights, usually late) gets annoyed if I want to sleep and makes me feel so unsettled I then can't sleep. I just don't know how to cope with this repeatedly",5.111283783783783,6.539672774774775,5.7671959459459465,78.42755067567569,69.0,8.793243243243245,29.190315315315317,9.188382445141503,2.55508018018018,462,17,83,9,8,150,79,111,0.152,0.79,0.057,-0.8731,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,0,2,0,8,6,6,3,0,18,18,9,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,12,18,3,18,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,14,51,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20036128835701564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921040147731836,0.1360152844684984,0.1194023011587129,0.08418496611608592,0.12336181064072275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13296995036184078,0.1024496904678205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053609573746898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057694262111552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060876763284115225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580579983993856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070013139755727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256640601393185,0.11947627424928756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616750182964735,0.0,0.2716280056782401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654829590256083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036649023954634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225970425677616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298092303059834,0.1152044686895904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960566780201036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7229087135098223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17043641559663733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0817422273241725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10398507355975828,0.13260120635415593,0.0993408235404164,0.07101376290088597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shellyloran,2018/03/09,"Anxiety of animal passing. Does anyone else have bad anxiety at the thought of their animal passing away? Multiple times a week, I will cry thinking about my dog passing away. She is such a big help with calming my everyday anxiety and the thought of her not being here traumatizes me. I am over protective of her, and try in every way possible to make sure she cannot choke on anything, escape our yard, etc to the point it’s giving me anxiety and she’s always my escape from anxiety. 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Hey everyone, I started sertraline last month. It finally took effect last week and reduced my anxiety. This is great but I still get depressed. On top of that I have a happy-go-lucky vibe to everything recently.... I'm a full time student with a lot of work on my hands. Any other time I'd be constantly stressed to get things done. I realize things still have to get done now but I don't stress them as much. But even when my brain tells me I NEED to get something done, I just can't bring myself to do it. I've heard Wellbutrin ups dopamine, which aids in motivation and happiness. Have you tried it alongside a medication like zoloft before? How did it go? Thanks guys",2.720836206896553,5.4270134068965525,3.4878232758620697,86.19794181034483,80.44827586206897,7.211206896551722,25.614224137931036,8.278499904357787,1.9058362068965518,604,24,116,13,16,191,98,145,0.061,0.778,0.161,0.9381,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,4,7,7,0,2,4,0,13,4,2,3,0,14,25,8,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,2,15,4,16,17,3,25,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,1,16,74,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566206050894008,0.0,0.10761400619007612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970185720270457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570369291839946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201689699858684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116093787612428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43187013782043054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291279800025162,0.0,0.0,0.13441851311266406,0.12642728865251066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540997456728291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939821061234433,0.0,0.15989474120037198,0.0,0.0,0.15509182515080722,0.0,0.13928779924914875,0.0,0.1497483928667003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293335737301551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872543234096201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959464979669975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171265039663813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228337304120173,0.0,0.10341040499697036,0.104306807213211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889703090215808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829649141216792,0.0,0.0,0.09956865359343196,0.0,0.2246823316218727,0.0,0.3222795334899232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295388395951885,0.12951225227808638,0.0,0.0,0.18691299277722886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405442336391726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562922200007742,0.0955073302604315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11283891953280464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241118757483712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxietypo,2018/03/09,"I lost my favourite sweater yesterday because i was too scared to pick it up Two days ago I took the bus to get to school and as usual, I spent around 15 minutes waiting in the bus terminal for the bus to come. This is pretty stressful for me at times because it's usually really full but it ended up being totally empty which was relaxing for me. Anyways, I was so distracted by not having to overthink everything that I forgot my sweater in the bus terminal. I was pretty sad all night but I came back the next day and my sweater was exactly where I left it the day before. I ended up not picking it up because it might look like I was stealing a random sweater at the bus terminal and I didn't want to be confronted. Fast forward to today, my sweater was gone but the bus terminal was empty so I got to cry in peace. 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I work over nights but they've been changing my schedule so that's messing up my sleep and also been cutting my hours. I asked to go to the washroom and a young manager said I was three minutes late for my 4pm shift I explained that I would be sleeping by now to work my overnight and that I'm adjusting to the switch. Before that he had me do three things at once and I said it struggling to do them and he all he said was just to get it done while I was close to having a panic attack.,2.488280193236715,3.766941286956527,3.5533333333333346,92.34555555555558,75.26086956521739,6.154589371980678,25.82125603864734,6.42735559955562,0.7566618357487922,428,15,95,3,9,138,73,115,0.145,0.84,0.015,-0.9393,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,3,4,9,3,2,4,0,13,3,3,0,1,12,22,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,0,2,10,3,14,3,13,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,9,5,1,0,8,65,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097591340741125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648036866680279,0.20055086395100194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000646884944496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864872965137044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040186367997355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210220015597244,0.0,0.10018744101207534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736062773456161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19885837520030436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612447347547274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543254286821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773892040891896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068337303403363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5030652897109287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809551264370169,0.0,0.0,0.3528267806989775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18429248521806685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171166374683467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850150944466474,0.0,0.0,0.12522857237952564,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,isatonmysammich,2018/03/09,"First driving lesson tomorrow! I'm petrified. Absolutely petrified. I've never driven a car before in my life. My friend took me to a car park a few weeks ago, to get a feel of her car. I just went forward a tiny bit after stalling it like twice (I'm in the UK). It's scary! I'm currently at uni and it's so embarrassing to have my mum drive me there when I'm 23. Almost everyone else can drive and they're mostly younger than me too. I know people learn at their own paces, but even the other girl on my course who has anxiety can drive. I really want to be able to drive and be independent, I'm just worried I'm going to be useless or even dangerous. What if I have like 100 lessons and I still can't do it? It's so expensive. Sorry for the rant and this is probably all over the place lol, I can't sleep and I feel sick :(",0.35561303827751445,2.419799244318181,2.772631578947369,91.68289473684212,84.9659090909091,6.659808612440193,20.05861244019139,7.85451343220497,0.7534590909090912,641,19,148,13,19,220,111,176,0.2,0.731,0.069,-0.9721,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,10,6,1,1,9,1,12,3,1,1,2,23,27,12,0,2,5,1,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,0,0,6,0,1,13,3,3,0,2,3,2,16,3,16,21,5,29,0,1,0,0,6,8,0,4,12,88,25,1,0.2037471948575042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18060959483890066,0.0,0.2040233844284705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586604638539442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733738561337488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22243916672357972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17020463703443486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691462012356434,0.0,0.0,0.19468917608056036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604140727635734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330725986149034,0.0,0.0,0.15741457733013828,0.0,0.10644949995769724,0.0,0.11579422619346767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11197412984420983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391266924826027,0.1990811754780764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714239729024554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14125265074987575,0.0,0.21287245324622986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196739367111239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052567027081372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20389433864493173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280783036144439,0.0,0.0,0.16271277300418385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263706303182254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017537443474792,0.0,0.16343370987335112,0.0,0.0,0.18887569088870293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691516650199035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sirmiketr,2018/03/10,"Severe anxiety accompanied with conscious shutdowns This may be pretty long as this has something that’s been following all my life. A little background on me, 22m, currently @ university looking to graduate with a neuroscience bachelor, recently moved back to parents. I have friends, but I’m realizing more and more that most of them are toxic. So, I’m currently trying to reassess my life and take control of it, because from the day I was born to around 17-18 I’ve been on autopilot. Honest to god, I do not remember most of my teens/preteens. Now with this said, it’s been actually hard, I mean excruciatingly hard. I haven’t been to a psychiatrist or anything yet. Ever since I can remember, I’ve constantly had a knot in my stomach. I’ve always been worrying and worrying, even if it’s little stuff that don’t matter. Little things can happen and off I go thinking further than the depth of the cosmos, to the point where it actually becomes blasphemous thinking. Non friggin stop. This also causes a complete mental shutdown where I forget everything, lose my sense of self and structure. A perfect example of this happened recently in my biology lab, we were filling out the exit questions and we requested the teachers help (My teacher is great, he points you towards the answer instead of giving). So teacher comes by and asks me a question, as soon as he asked me the question(which wasn’t a hard one) my stomach turned inside out and I forgot everything, couldn’t give the answer, and wasn’t able to even look for the answer in my brain. Like my brain turned into mush and all the structured neurons switched places all of a sudden. This sort of event happens several times everyday, my friend who I build websites/web apps with asks me a simple question which I’ve already answered in the past, and I freeze. I’m asked what I want to eat for supper, I get nervous and freeze. Now, I’ve been involved in a car accident yesterday. I have deadlines for a website that is due in the next few days. I’m behind in my school work and I have a test coming up in a few days. All of this combined, has created a bigger knot than ever. I can feel it in my throat and I’m more lost than I have ever been. I keep telling myself that all I have to do is start with anything, something simple but it doesn’t help. My mind strays non-stop. As I mentioned, this feeling is something I’ve been dealing with on a daily basis ever since I can remember. Here’s a little background which may shed some light on why I may feel like this. My parents are good parents, their intentions are the best. They moved from Moldavia to Canada to give us a better a life. Which is already a lot, leaving everything behind. Their way of dealing with us and teaching us was not the best. My father is cynical, condescending, abusive and has one of the biggest egos I have ever seen. My mother is an angel, she is supportive and always had me and my sisters back when he would lose it. The only problem is that she is anxious and submissive. All of our lives, we saw my dad constantly yell at every single one of us, hit us, tell us we are nothing, we’re pieces of shit, condescend every decision we tried to make if it didn’t match his way of doing things but the worst of it I feel is the fact that he would never explain himself. He would tell us to do something, and if we were to ask why, he would reply with “shut up and do it, I’m your father”. He asked for respect but never gave any. This is the event that I feel, triggered all of this... When I was young, I would ask my father to help me with my math homework. I would specify to him not to yell, told him “please don’t yell today”. When we would start my homework, he’d put tremendous pressure on me and call me stupid, dumb, and a moron etc. To the point where one time I forgot how to write the number 6, I would write e or 9. I remember how angry he got, he would hit me on the head and yell “are you fucking stupid”. These kinds of events happened several times throughout my life but it in different forms. I’ve also seen my mom try to kill herself on two separate occasions, right in front of me. One time she tried to jump out of our moving car while we were on the highway. I had to hold her down for the entire length of the car ride. The second time I don’t really remember because I was much younger. I just know that it happened twice, and I was there. I feel like I don’t remember because I don’t want to remember. I’ve been in the foster care system due to my dad being physically abusive and my school finding out about it, but only for a month. He stopped being physically abusive but the mental aspect never stopped. There is more but these are the biggest events that I feel contributed to how I feel. Now I’m here, asking for help on reddit because I’m out of ideas on how to change my way of thinking. This has affected every single aspect of my life, from school to relationships. I’ve always had bad grades but I know I can get good ones. It’s like I’m afraid of getting good grades or have nice relationships, I don’t know what it feels like and makes it seem unachievable. Tl;dr daddy issues, anxious because of it, and completely shutdown when I get anxious.",4.672077258874887,5.716983945419103,5.434078741454577,81.84121942179395,69.68226120857699,8.15844933146638,29.85031436180436,8.42427940485282,2.171089520358016,4112,158,790,61,71,1338,399,1026,0.12,0.775,0.105,-0.967,6,0,4,0,1,0,123.0,17,3,4,9,37,38,8,3,53,0,89,16,8,11,17,171,167,60,1,16,19,11,14,5,2,12,5,5,2,1,50,54,2,8,37,0,0,15,18,17,0,9,34,25,118,21,120,114,26,128,1,3,5,1,94,54,3,18,60,549,168,13,0.03745512200565272,0.13313458460947086,0.07310159222242461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08266531702769578,0.05990569507151524,0.09349698592790456,0.0,0.0,0.02547076735470532,0.0,0.028653065815147132,0.12694088006931947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164474805485905,0.033342999532033235,0.2801238640437822,0.0,0.0,0.0576013537112844,0.031273462373228665,0.11416147364386145,0.0413662395557589,0.0,0.0,0.07861367949507962,0.03312601165579526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362460662174541,0.03824586730146159,0.0,0.03818799313778904,0.038476727788004636,0.03962255271003592,0.06452854220943045,0.07854196561881963,0.08095136142448764,0.042009104203008116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246636532613943,0.07722917227787944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039132630579559034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03832594049324232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04177236185066519,0.04947750967412985,0.16940151100158066,0.09467266714778487,0.0,0.10098674561541554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044591577897986,0.08027383993417665,0.0,0.0,0.03423330295641882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787546870023993,0.034626656750430695,0.07827502137920946,0.10779109792655882,0.02128660898943778,0.09424673787634287,0.02995628265843222,0.04129440423942855,0.0,0.0,0.1656072034607935,0.0,0.100657297144038,0.0,0.038439760980759935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042151504120818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042282273691262216,0.0,0.0390934162277022,0.0,0.03329183339752589,0.04143854306124799,0.03900374581942475,0.06175306655473019,0.0,0.0,0.03965956611130385,0.0,0.0,0.13227830176073233,0.09149340340335824,0.15015948825309633,0.033073558940637016,0.033146604331049406,0.06290573834244265,0.0838054017503206,0.04088669018649816,0.031843005321367884,0.0,0.0,0.05000316956512416,0.0,0.0,0.04079960820942772,0.0,0.0,0.07549190688596934,0.0,0.03781899597064749,0.043866986208919136,0.029896321042204237,0.11942660142602125,0.02753382431572791,0.0,0.08666309737736426,0.0,0.03983394717210642,0.0,0.0,0.035939199734650464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15228336010324048,0.05697261615547401,0.0,0.0,0.12476844141729307,0.0,0.035755152089790236,0.0,0.0,0.039132630579559034,0.04111447640016442,0.1062215905820168,0.0,0.0,0.038105324439173305,0.0,0.03583949333469203,0.0,0.03765274278979559,0.16783323461476668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023994710250033482,0.0,0.0739648287219897,0.0804255676919257,0.2970054625491418,0.031986469541517695,0.03562839816401107,0.0,0.0,0.1137197493097486,0.0,0.034097736357943574,0.03907386091047752,0.12694088006931947,0.03844714449423648,0.06196652794725405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533913124659853,0.0,0.0,0.053021856272111964,0.0,0.0,0.125256636504275,0.0,0.0,0.04287715363704391,0.0,0.04250362858873768,0.0,0.0,0.028161590400803564,0.0,0.09821228260280876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976703752012106,0.07199918942904472,0.0,0.0,0.10920191423804214,0.0,0.035503076148895314,0.035789974180392085,0.0,0.10171827689223213,0.08148083446622653,0.03658821175743463,0.0,0.31537730031685185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04418400277536581,0.08919039736698699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06759484367709764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027267774908465284,0.07607498902325678,0.0,0.2394633962957955,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thekidsarentok,2018/03/10,"I have had two anxiety attacks today I had a bad nightmare last night that put me into an anxiety attack as soon as I woke up. I then had another one a few hours later while in the shower. Having this many this close together hasn’t happened before. I’m in therapy and on medication but no rescue meds to help with an attack. My fiancé is at drill until tomorrow and I have no one else to talk to. I am terrified of accidentally putting myself into another one and I don’t know what to do to prevent it. I already tried to relax in the shower but that seemed to trigger one somehow. It’s just me home alone with kids and not sure what else to do. 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Hi everyone, Question for all of you. I have been with my bf for over 6 years, and I struggle with anxiety. Some days it is better than others (surprise...), but on bad days, my bf seems to really struggle. I think he finds it frustrating and painful to watch me in pain, and in such times his patience is limited. He often gets angry or mad with me, or so frustrated with me that it magnifies my anxiety. I know he's trying, and I have been to see therapists on and off tp try to manage my anxiety so that it won't impact him as much, but I know it will never go away. The added anxiety/pain it causes me, however, sometimes feels unhealthy. It makes me feel worse about myself, because I feel like my own issues are what bring on the majority of disputes. And then I REALLY have difficulties managing my psychological and physiological symptoms. Have any of you ever been here? If so, what do you do? 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Hey reddit, I’m a 17 year old male currently in 12th grade. Around freshman year I was diagnosed with depression which got bad into 10th grade. I had anxiety since I was a child and ocd. I went to therapy from 9- to some of 11. My therapist and ssri helped with my depression but in 11th grade my anxiety took a turn for the worst and I developed panic disorder along with all the gorgeous symptoms. After cbt and an uppage in citalopram I felt amazing, I lost 55 pounds as I was overweight and got fairly thin, I was outgoing again, fun, friendly and felt great as I did before highschool. This went on for two years. Recently about a month ago my ocd came back with vengeance cause I did somthing that made me question my sexuality (I put makeup over a hickie I got FROM A GIRL OOOO) my ocd loved that one and convinced me I was gay which made my anxiety flare up like no tomorrow which brought all the gorgeous symptoms back which in return made my ocd shift from me being gay to now becoming schizophrenic. I’m a complete mess now, severe anxiety, severe ocd, severe anxiety symptoms. I feel lost, I actually feel like I might become schizophrenic as this fear is so strong it consumes me from the point where I wake up to when I fall asleep. I’m miserable, I feel so disconnected and afraid everyday. I don’t know what to do. Help. 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I got depression/anxiety like almost 2 years ago. I think my brain just can't take not doing anything besides smoking weed anymore. All my anxiety thoughts is connected with girls. I am introverted and my social circle is almost non existent so if I don't want to go online dating route I don't have much possibilities where to meet someone. Well, I got into downward spiral. I am starting to hate myself because I am inexperienced with girls and this results in low self esteem which makes this task very hard to accomplish. But it seems like some chemical deficiency in brain because despite those issues, I feel good, great and bad often in the same day. It seems to come and go absolutely random. But If I begin to think about those issues, I wanna cry in seconds. But If I am out with friends not thinking about it, I am fun person to hang out with and none of my close friends would say, not even in their nightmares, that I feel this way. I mean, I don't think I send negative vibes onto other people. When I think about girls, my thoughts are like these : I am introverted , will never be life of a party therefore will never attract lot of girls and will always treat girls like something special because just simply because of my nature it is very unlikely, even more unlikely to happen in few next years, that I will attract/date/have sex with big number of them. I couldn't even live active social life with her because I am rather home than partying on Friday night. When I am partying with friends who are experienced, I don't approach because I will just embarrass myself, I have nothing of what girls want (confidence, status) and it's unlikely I ever will. Despite those issues, I haven't managed to snap out of it for almost 2 fucking years. Everybody says ""just focus on yourself girls will come"" yeah they dont for sure if you don't go actively searching for them. I started going into gym but it seems like waste of time so far. I have good style, good hygiene, I am fun (mostly) I am understanding, not selfish and I am starting to believe I am not too nice guy neither, although I used to think I have some minor case of ""Mr nice syndrome"" but one encounter was enough to prove me I am not. Do I have some issues I don't see? Is it really all about girls? Am I missing something? Is my main problem just low exposure to girls in general? Who the hell am I? I really don't know and I feel like year ago was too late.",3.656644083107498,5.621802886831278,4.6205811502559495,83.04798102981032,73.62962962962962,7.210599217103282,27.49151861888989,8.015777009494485,1.8401004315969087,1977,76,370,30,41,642,225,486,0.101,0.775,0.124,0.8792,0,0,2,0,0,0,58.0,0,2,4,1,24,32,3,1,3,1,53,6,2,5,7,94,95,24,0,11,21,0,4,6,3,8,2,2,1,13,23,24,0,0,20,1,0,9,23,10,1,2,6,8,61,22,54,79,15,53,1,3,1,2,31,22,2,17,27,259,84,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129655050645754,0.0,0.21969482516629268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085207659065187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678384264917725,0.08261887888471,0.07252776257121392,0.0,0.0,0.06018179451696351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06106256074579852,0.26748526284735064,0.0,0.0,0.0823952542355545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632800538917961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599430090203909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803325882595864,0.047164395400646736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571071444645241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556539481489738,0.0,0.14490992733572453,0.06615250932253045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109339281754399,0.052245853782569365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695059031691304,0.06760979344126261,0.0,0.0,0.16625148043758642,0.18402014743317968,0.1169814399006042,0.08062881037087234,0.0,0.0724126467769362,0.06467080491812212,0.0,0.0655123317016887,0.07220317705892028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335783392058362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053252082773338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057508480306632,0.0,0.08249661569477285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033112578354002,0.2143729953459821,0.0,0.06457731407511873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06217461384861911,0.0,0.0,0.0976329880783083,0.0,0.0,0.0796627033156916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376078285730612,0.0,0.112808544293759,0.0,0.07777721538833758,0.06862987238360414,0.0,0.07017258085344248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049556456823270215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050700848986339565,0.06385645513338857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244587567553352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997790051931298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370107055845246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631575672572207,0.0,0.0,0.05827711299957709,0.19973117202080334,0.07629311960870007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909869417736488,0.061964907593215636,0.11260190227836835,0.0,0.0,0.15529062376424266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892649092052841,0.0,0.05498651873031577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28116201690049125,0.0,0.11611803019070968,0.04264413349655924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613348421677027,0.0,0.06316297636565298,0.0,0.12068389961414785,0.08627085550248798,0.05804915354075312,0.0,0.0,0.06575487666137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05195121100226592,0.0,0.0,0.18837966113305485 anxiety,ToastIsAlright,2018/03/10,"DAE find ""normal"" people entirely uninteresting? If I meet someone that doesn't have a blip of anxiety, I either find them horribly boring (or someone that I can't connect with or be myself around). ....or I just feel like they are hiding something. Anyone else?",3.8136170212765954,6.697771638297876,5.1483404255319165,74.89400000000002,77.29787234042553,7.164255319148936,26.421276595744683,8.238735603445708,2.3247651063829786,205,8,32,4,5,68,38,47,0.21,0.737,0.053,-0.755,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,6,4,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,24,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132791638368228,0.0,0.0,0.19494154760882035,0.2856607704630721,0.0,0.2481886966610141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23289936140483136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096828680380766,0.19917283976503786,0.0,0.0,0.5096313446540798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362062733554864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731621500438774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932829371136937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4724480783673767,0.21463177473434508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mr_calm_2018,2018/03/10,"Wellbutrin the best/only medication for me? Already very repressed libido & binge-eating disorder So, I've got an appointment to see my GP on Monday here in the UK. The main thing that causes me anxiety is being sexual/feeling arousal. I am foreveralone because I repress my sexuality and feel very anxious when I have sexual thoughts. But at the same time I'm depressed at not having a libido that can be expressed with another person, and getting very old and life looking really bleak as a single man. There's just no way I would consider any medication that could cause me even further sexual problems or make me put on even more weight. I don't have any history of being on medication but I did all of the other things - neurofeedback, neurostimulation, meditation, listening to a spiritual guru, getting a personal trainer, yoga, going to 12-Step groups, etc. All of them were good but I still returned to my old ways of managing my discomfort. I'm not really functional in the sense I don't work (supported by family, for not much longer), need to retrain but am just focused on my own problems so much I can't learn new skills, and I've not tried to date in 12+ years even though being alone makes me so miserable. I'm a bit conflicted about whether I should persevere with all the positive activities I mentioned above, and accept that I need to develop self-discipline and that life is just tough. Or whether medication might make things a lot easier just by raising me off the ground each day. I've been taking St John's Wort for the past three months and that's given me the strength to be able to consider taking something stronger. Wellbutrin looks like the most suitable medication considering I'd like something that had neutral or positive effect on libido, doesn't lead to weight gain, and if anything can help with binge eating. Or are there any other meds I could also consider? Obviously my GP will make the decision but he's pretty cool and will listen if I have a strong preference. Thanks for reading!",7.978311803444782,8.083408242021282,8.119984802431611,68.73666666666671,62.32446808510639,11.736372847011149,37.05369807497468,11.303756567709739,4.406176190476192,1633,72,277,43,21,533,212,376,0.078,0.765,0.157,0.9909,0,2,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,1,8,18,17,0,4,20,1,31,11,1,8,4,67,56,29,0,11,21,0,3,2,0,5,7,2,0,3,12,13,3,3,7,2,0,3,9,8,0,1,7,9,28,9,36,37,15,31,0,2,3,1,11,13,0,9,15,186,40,5,0.08714726881749753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902582882537912,0.09616917819422699,0.06969163938791176,0.0,0.09442402935401424,0.0,0.1777893936092463,0.09138150986549176,0.0666674221128214,0.09845160827991374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717147768082686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312416619944142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09145568206474336,0.0,0.0951422466039708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904850179117618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916000582593724,0.0,0.0,0.05620277887361625,0.0,0.0750598149343667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987832015014587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08917341233981108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719224107165628,0.17267984744547035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215468913283114,0.0,0.08812855519314584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106170217253384,0.0,0.04952780117858185,0.07309499440995297,0.06969963192786661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058412977302782325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310938643344788,0.08515150713130086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636351441238554,0.0,0.0,0.0740894915328121,0.0,0.0,0.2326859145812491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680096971079967,0.4389585248797565,0.0,0.09244948044667016,0.0,0.0,0.06956011853668441,0.0,0.12812653974825433,0.12923719117828156,0.0,0.08416737527294345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18289279775088127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319192900530928,0.0,0.15218726740916186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866010239607344,0.0,0.16677633352522234,0.0,0.0876070753987449,0.0,0.0,0.08717085210609836,0.0,0.1116575438756839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944509025261597,0.0,0.09091360748975758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13418045033209314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959592145036986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988936879122374,0.0,0.0,0.1310478010786721,0.0,0.0,0.08023349652232932,0.0,0.0,0.17369031916497002,0.0,0.08562174914233976,0.0691851969967038,0.050816273267254165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05916727503011587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21571687072426596,0.0,0.13834689123171962,0.0,0.2122437916176014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344424961810044,0.0,0.0,0.0619069193906574,0.0,0.0,0.05611998388302599 anxiety,mariannaki01,2018/03/10,"item held by customs Hello , I ordered a packet of diet pills from Malaysia 2 weeks ago.I live in Germany and those pills here are illegal.I tracked my shipment and it says that : - 10 Mar 2018, 08:36:00 AM Item out for delivery GERMANY - 08 Mar 2018, 09:12:00 PM Held by customs (Import) - 08 Mar 2018, 09:07:00 PM Item arrived at GERMANY Do I still have a danger to get caught by police about those pills or is it safe now since the item is out for delivery?In case they know that my package is illegal what do i have to do to declare it?Thank you",3.3544444444444466,5.229950280373839,3.493395638629284,91.19207684319835,74.23364485981308,6.250882658359295,30.580477673935622,6.937597516519254,1.6017007268951202,428,20,87,4,9,131,70,107,0.069,0.903,0.027000000000000003,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,10,4,0,0,0,9,15,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,7,4,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,15,12,4,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750585012157829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22105575257458174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325283402123292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37361090846711403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3364713766879979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34999817894530594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3378935035320108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38953974134656977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33939061946243665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MetalandIron2pt0,2018/03/10,"""Flashbacks"" to anxiety attack? I'm not sure if flashback is the right term, but it conveys the idea. I had by far the worst anxiety attack of my life about a month ago. My anxiety hadn't been terribly high beforehand, and ever since I got on meds for bpd I have had a lot of relief from anxiety. But one night I had this attack and honest to god thought I was going to die and there was no hope in calling 911, if I could even manage to do that. I was in extreme physical pain of some sort and it was just really traumatic and lasted for 2 hours. Anyways, I keep having what feels like flashbacks to it. Out of nowhere, random, seemingly unrelated things will give me a sudden jolt of anxiety and feel the exact feeling of the anxiety attack. Like I was in a machine as large as the universe and it was slowly killing me. Fuck even writing about it is making me feel terrible. I try not to use my Xanax much but sometimes I have to now. Has anyone else experienced this? Were you able to work past it somehow, or did it eventually go away on its own? 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I got two interviews and freaked out right before and bailed. I’m going crazy.",4.596,5.354124600000002,5.468888888888892,82.57000000000005,69.66666666666666,9.555555555555557,26.11111111111111,9.725611199111238,2.105444444444444,177,5,37,4,3,58,38,45,0.219,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.8316,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,3,0,2,0,6,6,2,9,0,0,0,1,3,4,1,1,3,20,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298989137680281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557225394834817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938121709869461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31052010942050895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27782823749820423,0.3140212378379487,0.0,0.17079388000042392,0.0,0.48071064284233705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982222407850941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265952983180545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566445995800423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29356684530777577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,violetfrenzy92,2018/03/10,"Anxiety when people come over Long story short, most family events with my immediate family are hosted at my house because my mom’s house is eligible for Hoarders and my brother’s townhouse is too small for everyone. So it’s just expected that *I* have to host all the time. I get horrible anxiety in the week leading up to the event. I avoid cleaning my house all week and let it go to hell because I try to put off having to think about it. Fast forward to the day before and I am a bitchy, angry nightmare frantically trying to clean up and prepare. I cry, I have panic attacks, it’s awful. The whole time people are here, I am on edge. I stare at the clock and countdown the minutes until they leave. I have to step away a lot and will find myself going to the bathroom or backyard to catch my breath and calm myself down. It takes me about 2-3 days to get back to “normal” after these things. Does anyone else have such extreme anxiety about people coming over? I have had social anxiety my whole life, but this is one of my biggest triggers and I don’t know how to manage it. 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So I bought tickets for a gig back in January but my friend I was supposed to be going with had an accident & is now in hospital with some nasty broken bones. He's pretty gutted that he can't go so I decided to still go so I can send him videos. However I haven't been able to find anyone else to go with so decided (in all my wisdom) to go alone... This is first time I've been out to a bar by myself. This is another thing on my list of anxieties to get through. I've planned to get there while the support act is on so I'll only have to wait around on my own for a short while before the main band. If it gets too much I'll just have to hang out in the toilets. If it makes any difference I'm female & it always seems weird to go out at night alone. I'm about to head out now but I am a little terrified.",0.8001838235294123,2.281464312499999,2.9501225490196066,94.0277205882353,80.35416666666666,6.600980392156862,20.148284313725487,7.5105763829236425,0.3764493872549015,676,17,164,10,17,230,112,192,0.125,0.805,0.07,-0.9001,1,2,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,2,14,4,0,0,9,0,15,4,3,1,1,22,33,11,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,7,9,1,1,4,4,1,10,2,1,0,1,6,0,13,3,36,26,6,37,0,0,0,0,7,17,0,4,10,105,20,0,0.13596473090354858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28163691279737885,0.0,0.0,0.11313354801925245,0.44195318738559103,0.0,0.09246067944370184,0.142570875335647,0.10401264698938084,0.0,0.0,0.0950697011852176,0.13931193437921865,0.0,0.12103743670107002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045484854628552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115695971723301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14205420517639025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358108605670827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242693008370572,0.11565153064894346,0.0,0.0,0.10504601382098393,0.0,0.2131078804793549,0.0,0.5409032291665794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395390397328562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113429311112577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362723795817937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09075751366155692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994972151655357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275936894495135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340730465757292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383250115320062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12377718453642375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10858160973237677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15429116537438933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09032892568430104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07928212798926135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,engineNumbernine21,2018/03/10,"Last night I cut Myself in order to avoid an Anxiety attack... Well, I have not done this in years. I have to say that alcohol played a part, but still, this has not happened in a long time. Alcohol or not. I sat in the bathtub and just went at it. I stopped when I finally came to my senses and realized that my puppies would suffer if I were to continue. The cutting kept the anxiety attack at bay, just bellow the surface. I kept imagining the attack starring at me, but it could not come above the water and drown me because the cutting kept distracting my senses. I have only done this a handful of times and I worry each time that I won't wake up. I opened my eyes in the middle of the night and my dog (who never likes to sleep with me because he is too big and doesn't really fit on the bed) was looking up at me and cuddled up next to me, so was my other dog... I felt engulfed with love and I told myself 'You are ok, you hit a low point but you are ok' I am OK now, but last night I did not win the battle against anxiety. I will chive on.... you should too.",1.4009192825112111,3.0875039237668176,3.3100695067264567,91.19039573991031,79.26905829596413,6.433094170403589,22.360762331838565,7.365786028017652,0.7290109417040358,817,25,182,11,20,275,120,223,0.209,0.705,0.086,-0.9811,0,1,2,0,0,1,30.0,0,4,0,1,9,19,7,2,16,3,20,9,4,0,1,39,33,16,1,4,13,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,1,0,10,14,3,5,3,1,0,3,8,11,1,0,14,5,34,8,25,13,2,43,0,2,2,2,9,21,0,2,19,136,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27317514996240644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933176488354611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4361991688766221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558207895463999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617797380158967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100950267460513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204405797011434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615833258812713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271544614059972,0.14000710095629726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301993734915182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083606865781324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06244039211106112,0.0,0.0,0.1131058029646405,0.10732628861835954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11535144973943713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857318634483976,0.0,0.13592495132093452,0.3598166384458443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09720352397040133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384032969812797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208195986429312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187689280713735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016378221556394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790001288310693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206740364538547,0.10685296981684514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22357711345290965,0.0,0.0,0.1221257455915346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491448189145312,0.11847902918010375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12979493514727175,0.0,0.09079093139667008,0.0,0.0,0.08230397598293314 anxiety,Zhydhe,2018/03/10,"Does anyone else get anxious when eating out? Due to being tired from work I hadn't gone out to eat in a while so I decided to go to the mall and get a slice of pizza and a small meal. Usually when I eat at home I can easily devour a meal and more, but somehow I found myself getting full really fast along with a feeling of apprehension. I enjoyed the meal but afterwards a small feeling of fear and depression surrounded my thoughts. Have any of you experienced this?",5.16,5.809743225806455,6.315215053763442,77.39282258064519,68.35483870967742,10.070967741935485,30.553763440860216,10.125756701596842,3.0100408602150543,372,14,72,9,6,125,64,93,0.177,0.725,0.099,-0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,2,8,0,4,8,0,0,0,16,13,10,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,8,7,0,5,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,3,9,1,15,8,2,17,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,1,7,50,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326333810459831,0.0,0.0,0.2203388415443792,0.0,0.13637598143440458,0.1998407646141359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679870238600062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068016570830738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5987215459898764,0.16293027000465274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21947338513021208,0.19723541440814998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21385047523646844,0.0,0.0,0.30569988113412505,0.0,0.11084530285073596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564027450459276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494714051450555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548393817491707,0.0,0.2241689312847173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480818357755005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199089997351255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pxrple98,2018/03/10,"Fear of the future I feel so anxious right now... I started to figure things out and could see what I wanted in the future, but after breaking up with my boyfriend of a year and a half, I can’t see what is going to happen anymore and it’s making me really anxious. He was my future... I wish things were different.",1.7866145833333316,3.750447765625001,3.6887500000000015,87.61458333333336,79.15625,5.516666666666668,21.604166666666664,6.42735559955562,0.4792479166666666,243,7,48,2,6,82,47,64,0.118,0.8240000000000001,0.057,-0.4181,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,12,14,5,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,2,3,8,0,9,11,0,13,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,7,38,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5194269843714165,0.2279919402449295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18355073988675186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401891055272483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258693378318891,0.11624073608537752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306534086045323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032934943499279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345526729869322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727525103695652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19632724389770068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.366389685649011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271934754681647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054611982293571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559676346895047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643654401705451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804346267484986 anxiety,daniel22312,2018/03/10,"Cholesterol and alcohol/anxiety Hello everyone, Just got my test results yesterday and I am worried as hell. Total Cholestérol is 6.8 or 262 HDL is 48 And triglycerides is 1.95 mmol/L Basically I am 24 years old turning 25. I am overweight, not fat, and to be honest I don’t excersise, I do not smoke but in the last 6 months I have been drinking heavily to be honest. Not every single day but around 5 days a week. I did a test 6 months ago and my total cholesterol was 6.3 and my triglycerides were fine, I wasn’t drinking as much. Moreover I realized that my GOT and GPT increased (88,68) Can alcohol affect my cholesterol and results significantly, I am very worried I am way too young for this. My father does have cholesterol maybe it might be genetic but at 24?? I do suffer from panic attacks and anxiety Please advise me on what to do Thank you ",2.421515151515152,5.025428636363639,3.7898484848484886,84.21810606060608,80.81818181818181,6.575757575757575,27.34848484848485,7.793537801064563,1.9656666666666665,675,30,124,12,18,221,103,165,0.142,0.7559999999999999,0.103,-0.7757,0,0,5,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,2,1,3,0,24,5,1,3,2,25,28,15,0,0,8,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,10,5,0,1,2,0,1,5,4,0,0,7,0,20,4,11,17,5,17,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,2,11,84,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14318443639977269,0.3452476770898272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247136283379189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379377470847474,0.0,0.1837609189853613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20834382740796967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135385673999518,0.0,0.0,0.316471030281289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609393637806352,0.15434650620359489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583766919680799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166652063308354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227614533808685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17135521573987067,0.0,0.0,0.2578595155138884,0.0,0.1187413425932131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694960029220996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18951778923174625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773087556523633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487128758292886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756956020564212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332771539767579,0.0,0.1282130590643335,0.12956766586965116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32807815691718045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401845309602653 anxiety,vten101010,2018/03/10,Mother Nature hates me Finally got the nerve to schedule an appointment for counseling at my university and got hit with an awful storm the day of my appointment. Rescheduled for a week later and got ANOTHER storm the day of the new appointment. Really feels like the universe just doesn't want me to go to therapy 🙄 of course this happens when I finally am trying to get a hold of myself,5.955675675675678,7.149693486486488,6.9252432432432425,71.77245945945947,66.83783783783784,11.325405405405405,32.36756756756757,11.20814326018867,4.106722162162162,314,13,54,10,5,105,51,74,0.095,0.868,0.037000000000000005,-0.5177,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,9,1,2,0,0,0,0,7,12,3,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,1,6,1,12,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,34,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300235987987441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829448862910768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091766513980696,0.15671458344917746,0.0,0.4806078331614198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11460929282793335,0.0,0.12467033084105597,0.0,0.5263393063190154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19398397232141296,0.0,0.0,0.2165777759817371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717078401478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21186433218519132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053100081799175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508632892786319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893461000562655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12938731215056906,0.0,0.17596157727630535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LeeleeAmber,2018/03/10,Am I supposed to feel anxious ALL of the time? I don’t feel like I can ever truly relax. My parents cause a lot of my anxiety and even thinking of something happening in the future makes my heart beat faster. I’m on medication and going to therapy but nothing has worked. Even when I have nothing to be anxious about. It’s so tiring but I can never relax! ,0.9520833333333344,3.4485378194444465,3.427222222222224,84.74000000000002,87.47222222222223,5.4222222222222225,24.66666666666667,6.937597516519254,1.3375999999999997,281,12,52,4,9,97,52,72,0.075,0.787,0.138,0.6643,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,2,3,13,14,6,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,8,3,9,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15065111245810472,0.4449502872800032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023016274211844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601411633279364,0.17813469769075002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19914771650694368,0.14068701950181925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192000693427463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741447815280923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23336331027862575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962101793519598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674230676264123,0.0,0.0,0.13145247998967954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983865222332813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151884759478491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3779197978889166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866775234970384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160653788630354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22520691880905255,0.0,0.0,0.12618496107355912,0.0,0.0,0.11483162024371403,0.22634236813461794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336757716327453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NYPunk,2018/03/10,"I'm not ok I'm tired of saying ""fine"" when people ask how I'm doing; it's a blatant lie. I like to pretend I'm not wading through a tar pit of anxiety/depression and ptsd. I'm tired of feeling like even if I did open up about what comprises the tempest of my own thoughts, no one would understand anyway and the waves of the maelstrom would wash me deeper into the depths of my own mind. All things considered, I don't have a terrible life. I have a stable, decent job; I have a family that loves me, I have some good friends (even if none of them still live in the same state as me), I'm about to be able to afford my own place. But I can't see the pure good in that because my rose colored glasses are fringed with the pure black of mental illness. The last few weeks have actually been really good; I've been getting out more and reaching out trying to make more friends locally. But a flashback, plus a depressive episode and now a panic attack all within a few days makes everything good seem so far away. I hate that this happens. I hate that I have to rely on mind altering substances just so I can maintain the mask of a well-adjusted person. Worst of all I hate that I feel like I have no one me near me that would truly understand if I opened up about any of this. And I'm also tired of being quiet about it, and I needed to vent.",6.299644146467253,4.970826971119138,6.823179473955648,81.38426895306858,66.29241877256318,10.080350696235172,32.06008251676121,9.04235418022936,2.4168537390407425,1049,34,225,15,14,345,153,277,0.122,0.715,0.163,0.8431,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,0,15,20,4,1,19,1,20,7,0,3,6,44,44,18,0,7,8,0,2,3,2,3,6,2,0,1,12,13,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,7,26,12,37,35,14,24,0,1,3,1,7,17,0,5,9,156,38,1,0.10723458555624522,0.0,0.10464548672796044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575545932654065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292319540887228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002498618901024,0.12199482195763944,0.10075042307679008,0.0,0.0,0.06536920803964877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915743638785671,0.0,0.18472198281443308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165486481287373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963755309719607,0.0,0.10109122362871416,0.0,0.1084420569920398,0.15321681869572984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569834958772858,0.0,0.05602564500883865,0.0,0.0,0.3597731306165081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482718985973032,0.0,0.0,0.3176158571759172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10641377959657833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741049963781726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574295908183294,0.15716820562392667,0.0,0.09469010367484593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678340018225852,0.0,0.14315983709799426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080672403969987,0.0,0.21655272453543925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079513086425456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453298608515983,0.0,0.0,0.1258166811680677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434295953118539,0.0936331038769298,0.11203731818818656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253514920105445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869722140582545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527724651543223,0.0,0.0,0.08545208097973253,0.09762233924103524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563767854577861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07124189372586835,0.0,0.0,0.08513228271221633,0.0,0.3697511437563234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728052445296248,0.0,0.0,0.22326997078965985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08601711624273163,0.0,0.09641677077106564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285291186057731,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,crazystarvingartist,2018/03/10,"why do we steal from one another so I'm in college, I live a couple thousand miles away from my parents and hometown. I walk dogs and babysit to pay for groceries and bills. I'm almost done with school. I'm being flown out for an in person interview at the job of my dreams in a few days, which is exciting but also frightening; I've never been to the city where they're located, let alone the state and this morning I got a call from my bank, somehow my card information had gotten stolen and someone was putting giant charges on my card, so it's been deactivated. I have essentially no cash on me, everyone in my social circle is broke; all of this just in time for my interview. I'll pack food with me n shit, I'm just trying to tell myself I'll be fine travelling without anything on me; but what if I miss a flight back or an emergency happens? how am I gonna get to my interview from the airport and back? h e l l o, anxiety. for real though; I wish people were kinder to one another, I wish we didn't steal from one another. like my situation isn't even that bad - but all of this shit fucks people over so badly. I wonder if the people who steal bank/ss info ever feel bad about what they do? Do you think it keeps them up at night?",3.94589613970588,4.513538617187503,5.355597426470592,83.48701286764708,71.03125,8.679779411764706,27.558823529411764,8.841846274778883,1.9049446691176464,970,32,207,17,17,327,157,256,0.209,0.693,0.099,-0.9867,2,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,2,1,2,0,15,14,3,0,11,0,18,4,2,1,4,36,35,18,0,4,9,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,11,1,1,5,2,4,3,5,11,0,4,9,1,27,3,35,22,3,28,0,2,0,1,15,17,3,6,8,136,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880269309300792,0.1228771948085675,0.0,0.0948778590340391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37321902974948384,0.09076070433895098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763214848196963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11146794050627933,0.18245654644570453,0.29718301250103146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114661225884195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127497041863773,0.0,0.07651418991037763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141182261569695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783618349242644,0.10731836204737427,0.0,0.1133673892295346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05998889328709885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14346221780986576,0.0,0.0,0.1096824952641126,0.06198547930574229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488874003907533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491461211637468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177337473221222,0.10545434360804527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131934833737287,0.0,0.05796242390834665,0.0,0.10476294312845112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150392269724253,0.0,0.0,0.11133735616617403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24118440084630854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317377541768476,0.0,0.0,0.24675399875294274,0.10359350297136646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926784651744456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504041987779686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007190447715238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435683452954373,0.0,0.1333584306137253,0.0,0.12094044357790895,0.10052486981103732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036982220480206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760209185126612,0.11656503300428656,0.0,0.06918102736613235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055004056497005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705583237399142,0.0,0.27286458625897714,0.11436652707766252,0.1286620450021658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,princesspooball,2018/03/10,"Can anxiety be treated without meds? I can't take any anti-anxiety meds because of a health issue (that also causes me to have a lot of anxiety) if I did take them it might put my eyesight in jeopardy. I'm having trouble understanding how psychotherapy would help me, I dont think I have a mental illness, I just have a lot of stress in about in my life right now",6.087162162162162,5.404170554054055,7.411486486486485,74.87641891891893,66.43243243243244,10.102702702702704,34.71621621621622,9.516144504307137,3.154281081081081,287,12,56,5,4,99,53,74,0.184,0.778,0.038,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,4,0,11,3,0,2,0,11,16,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,10,1,9,12,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,1,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446943836787868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304262490620092,0.0,0.41524643294908975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029685273856404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858710230009175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21205554165006466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192326413807364,0.0,0.0,0.12127752803494934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18885008379296234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780038575295088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076504845794864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019580189196281,0.0,0.18234084299600475,0.1919444098623868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18189056667421624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15451828046882632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20726147619640786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720825765626588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11593642671614685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883606657296052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744157627234053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853168077772653,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AchrafLance,2018/03/10,"anxious from the girl i like it's a girl i meet in college, she first started getting closer to me, giving me signs and i actually found her cute and I responded .. i got her number .. and invited her to my home since im living alone away from my parents cuz of college .. she agreed .. we prepared lunch in my place .. i was planning to go for the kiss but time moved quickly and we had to go .. anyway at this period of time i was doing well .. wasnt really stressed while being around her .. wasnt that anxious .. but suddenly things changed .. anxiety rised .. and now im avoiding her .. anytime i see her in college i start getting stressed thinking about what am i going to say .. two days ago i was having breakfast with a friend in college and she was standing three feets in front of me talking a friend of her .. i felt so anxious and pretended i didnt see her and walked out of the place .. now she starts ignoring me and not answering my msgs.. she thinks that im not intrested anymore but in reality i can't help not thinking about her .. 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I guess I kind of want to just rant. My parents are a cause of lot of my anxiety. Not that they are bad people or weren't present, its actually the opposite. They are too loving to the point where I feel smothered. I feel like my potential is limited because of them. They want to do everything for me and want me to be in their company all the time. I feel like I started resenting this very early on in my life and moved away to college despite their disagreement. This caused resentment in them towards me and they let me know a few times how selfish it was for me. Anyway I am a full-fledged adult now and live closer to them in my own apartment. I still feel their resentment towards me and when I visit them, they are loving but when I leave they seem devastated and call me selfish. I am so incredibly lucky and grateful for them but I also resent them. This back and forth emotions are causing a lot of anxiety and depression in me. I guess i am seeking some sort of way to reconcile my emotions. Any advice?",4.0601883561643834,5.3153345251141575,5.050408105022832,83.23259845890414,71.32876712328769,8.580022831050231,30.582477168949772,9.017664075816787,2.5088011415525115,867,37,174,17,16,284,115,219,0.168,0.737,0.095,-0.9295,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,15,1,12,17,5,0,8,0,16,3,0,5,2,41,30,18,0,4,7,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,9,9,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,2,4,44,8,27,26,6,27,0,1,0,2,22,14,0,10,12,137,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.10993387516279876,0.0,0.0,0.11008400644576732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008921698305264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07660845881860033,0.0,0.25853958563060403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584196967726092,0.08662383178792167,0.09406123188086622,0.06867272140272485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503214290104255,0.0,0.0,0.4629060091002429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970285677553288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534407633153539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012459870167443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278446195534717,0.16095981915708385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482017608887727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23462323013417705,0.06191159182864051,0.0,0.0,0.11928412657893905,0.0,0.11519616070475368,0.0795707227184062,0.11007392952383784,0.0,0.09947538457730358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19154849383615716,0.20334893679891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973317947565475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501774648317089,0.0,0.0,0.07809997246781045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649427026711844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620574443239507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025558042758556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973695170117161,0.0,0.08996548400560919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106174889589057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484219048625597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137869359514098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295119732326823,0.19933842058544612,0.08941935655819153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cole992,2018/03/10,"Sertraline help Been taking sertraline 50mg for a few months and now anxiety is starting to come back slowly, about to jump to 100 mg. Is anyone on this currently? I’m just wondering if it’s gonna wear off again and then Ima have to jump up again ",1.3769811320754712,3.2632383962264164,3.4609811320754718,89.12883018867926,80.13207547169812,8.013584905660379,21.92075471698113,8.841846274778883,1.4763766037735846,197,6,44,5,5,67,42,53,0.035,0.909,0.056,0.25,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,8,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,8,26,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194104285379594,0.0,0.0,0.29194770900933176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210559245559297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35966638706333753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798625403706973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33326963255536834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955309205481335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139316998837865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4527950640096034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AMFM1317,2018/03/10,Cataclysm of anxiety I can’t get out of my head. I feel like I am actually trapped inside of a body that won’t work. I try. I make an effort but I fall short before I accomplish anything. It might get me thrown back in jail. I have no voice. I need a hand. I need someone there with me literally every step of the way. No one is out there to do that for me though. I can’t ask someone to sacrifice that much for me anyhow. I feel sick to my stomach. I need help. ,-0.910446153846152,1.1675221400000029,1.9240000000000037,94.96930769230772,92.6,5.476923076923078,18.69230769230769,7.010146845296331,0.219353846153846,354,11,85,6,13,123,64,100,0.136,0.731,0.133,0.1779,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,0,8,5,4,1,0,12,17,2,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,4,19,1,13,15,1,8,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,57,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.20049266439242505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717111853900514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16907045944653326,0.0,0.1920709869463378,0.0,0.0,0.15798081173180314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17482552182394545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282121642465721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731031632785142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20776659957681684,0.14677579115234865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468161109187964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085423349442106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377109342001417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037404475052264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714159143995516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21795335397194804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15103172530569894,0.4570227837808503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922039033400566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34815962137499695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018567038814534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948922131188596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307916934665495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957236025220438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GobbleGee,2018/03/10,"Writhing Feeling Does anyone have a problem when they're laying in bed and you just sort of writhe? I'm not sure if it's a panic attack or something but it feels like torture. Like my body is aching, but I feel no pain. I feel like I MUST move and writh.",-0.21563492063491907,2.0321476481481504,0.96671957671958,101.87166666666668,91.03703703703705,3.085714285714286,16.973544973544975,3.1291,-1.1698010582010587,199,5,46,0,7,62,44,54,0.35200000000000004,0.49,0.158,-0.925,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,9,2,1,2,0,3,2,1,0,2,16,8,7,0,3,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,4,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436176701588154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267418507187742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26110240205002644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570553066101466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754203913219998,0.3358586231298747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445202529982839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498351514821877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501239885564941,0.2757962060796616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492388980517464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096325891431175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22154443522048253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Litleboony,2018/03/10,"On cats and death Hey guys, My cat died last night. He looked like he was choking on something, it was so sudden and wasn't eating anything at the time and had other neurological problems so it could've been something else. I tried to help him, I tried the Heimlich manoeuvre and nothing worked, I just felt him fading in my arms while I panicked and panicked and it was horrible. I feel so guilty that I couldn't make his passing more comfortable. He was my best friend for 18 years and I'm going to really miss him. I'm taking this really badly - not only because he was a beloved pet but because of my intense fear and anxiety surrounding death. I was 16 when my aunty died of breast cancer at 35, and 17 when my dad killed himself at 42. Since then I've had various pets and animals die and it pushes me more and more to the edge with my fear. My mind feels like a fucking hurricane and at the moment I'm in the eye of the storm, I feel numb and nothing. I am permanently conscious of my own mortality - it's constantly there as a niggling feeling in my chest, or sitting on my shoulder watching me. Every bump and ache sends me into meltdown, (I've had two breakdowns in the past year over cancer scares) and I can't enjoy life like I used to. I feel like my particular phobia is like a forbidden fruit, once you taste it you can never go back to the way things were because death is just waiting there at the end for you no matter how much you get over the fear. It's ironic because I know the only way out of this situation is to die, and it has crossed my mind before but I know I'd never go through with it because deep down that I do intensely love life, or the idea of it anyway - and my fear of death would prevent me from doing it regardless. I feel stuck in a weird kind of limbo between living and dying. My body is in real life but my mind feels like it's in some weird space between the two. I know I need to get help but I only am ever proactive about getting it when I'm really bad. I stopped taking my medication, I started drinking too much, I was booked in for high-intensity CBT but I just didn't go, all because I am just a fucking idiot and not willing to help myself. I'm not sure how much I can be helped, I'm not sure where to go from here. Anyway, I miss my Pounce. He was the most friendly, the most loving kitty that I ever met in my life. Ever pet death is another blow - I get that's just life, but I can't deal with it. I will miss him so much. He was very special. I miss my kitty, I miss my old life, I miss being happy. Sorry guys, thanks for listening xo",3.2301332374790337,4.26490591028038,4.625794392523368,86.33109513539421,73.07476635514018,7.2815720105439725,25.867481428229087,7.61054688173877,1.24647280134196,2022,65,428,24,39,674,242,535,0.243,0.639,0.118,-0.9977,0,3,3,0,0,0,52.0,0,4,0,2,27,40,4,5,21,0,37,25,6,4,8,83,85,40,12,5,17,1,8,6,2,3,11,1,3,2,22,25,4,3,13,2,0,9,12,21,0,2,19,14,69,19,53,60,14,63,0,6,3,5,32,26,2,5,31,280,91,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764930931950001,0.049353584403260514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053090117751638466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04960783761277485,0.10773419324667176,0.2359654479460729,0.0,0.05489727519525717,0.0,0.06770421865572641,0.0,0.0,0.07166131039017057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971749331113912,0.0,0.051509754505475056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651184374126108,0.0,0.0,0.33478047027049684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319986483008534,0.0,0.06601466492872263,0.05389377041703452,0.0,0.057140893154046773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750717739985084,0.054356434303910316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903879857443132,0.22834406704606106,0.1382679871021288,0.06194424869484692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09968782565199598,0.1192856385812435,0.1348251143255889,0.0,0.183326011289174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775943206584578,0.0,0.0686771193476937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297142827451092,0.06816334404331288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282926639844302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0713759793006271,0.06718215334307025,0.10636680912371647,0.0525881076650984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734119290180988,0.1891118012853809,0.0,0.05696767994125234,0.0,0.0541761165587373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645410768884172,0.0,0.043064076728890704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06499179335454569,0.0,0.0,0.19542442910565053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897029701572053,0.04783684759899366,0.09951545891936564,0.0,0.0,0.06054269460340614,0.0,0.12380722809438754,0.0,0.06769734635359947,0.06870607152877488,0.0,0.1471990556740348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158660046709623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061731874371668626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343187570912604,0.12398934534929733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0645904896496991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053367243263809545,0.07251724861676986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933316709810014,0.0,0.07221894741690664,0.045663851045214726,0.0,0.0,0.053937194903191495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12160872066208114,0.0,0.09701408133724854,0.0,0.0,0.05939648657604151,0.0,0.0,0.04286071345027055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03761905218879388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876025203784851,0.0,0.1260430146487378,0.0,0.0,0.055720004358648136,0.0,0.05323140073063159,0.0,0.10241756403567673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04696748470534096,0.0,0.0,0.045829406244659004,0.0,0.0,0.08309072927983736 anxiety,veggieluna,2018/03/10,"What do you guys do to calm down? When you’re feeling nervous or on edge, what do you do to take your mind of things? I go for a walk or play OS Runescape ",0.2827619047619052,1.4866410857142895,1.4342857142857142,105.55904761904765,81.0,4.666666666666667,20.238095238095237,3.1291,-0.8957619047619052,118,3,33,0,3,37,27,35,0.057,0.764,0.179,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,6,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,1,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670371750953186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014707687933845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5229293405866041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5332583079218355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3970862171268584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35086449993093105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nibblemyearlips,2018/03/10,"What should i do about this? I just feel like nobody will ever like or want to go out with me. I just feel sad all the time. I went on a date last Saturday and the guy texts me two days later and says ""want to have sex? Haha"" I sent him a couple messages on the dating website I met him on and he read them but didn't reply. There's another person I talk to on the dating website and he was online tonight but never messaged me (and he always messaged me every day). I just feel extremely sad and unwanted by everyone. I work and live alone and have nobody to talk to. I always feel like a burden to everyone. It's like I live with a big hole in my heart 24/7. I can't find a date in person. I can't find one online and I just don't know what to do. I hate the way I look and feel about myself. A lot of people say I'm pretty on the dating website but then tell me that they just want to fuck me. When I was younger, I was always the one that was left out by everyone. My mom never seemed to care about me. To her it was always about my younger brother and sister. She kicked me out the minute I turned 18. I didn't feel wanted or loved at all. I just feel like everyone hates me or just want something from me. What should I do?",0.7015849056603791,2.4200899509433995,2.6149433962264155,95.19449056603777,81.56603773584905,5.4475471698113225,17.769811320754712,6.360717304075467,-0.3280007547169808,947,19,222,8,25,316,120,265,0.121,0.767,0.111,-0.8328,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,1,14,14,3,0,14,1,18,4,1,0,5,54,44,19,0,8,13,3,7,5,0,3,0,2,0,3,8,16,0,0,11,1,0,3,7,6,0,3,10,10,42,8,31,31,3,34,0,2,1,3,26,13,1,5,22,149,50,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042540567976592,0.0,0.0,0.3227270841162393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016751522482598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988612056685405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072887624138028,0.0,0.1250674476086358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08770944081435121,0.08169630686723853,0.3706128243558545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3431951932021099,0.20781318805892096,0.0,0.0,0.17724658072900865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964160599554563,0.0,0.0,0.05510684527719203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600955159125107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19146364513494304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11490274335355975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05328884911811934,0.07903855792590488,0.0,0.0,0.10535161148210972,0.0,0.0,0.23685843187772784,0.0,0.1712418822755773,0.0,0.0814252939865757,0.0,0.0,0.08243527977030639,0.0875137473560664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135630021198351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956914621100714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141055906186766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722259153803789,0.16933035585480574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864719266223476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969901862263391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421924405876716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827233509630555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464758317266297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587189438324872,0.08475076301723004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056540456912371015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054689297909031,0.09471968622557678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859592391955492,0.07696546735638048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988654975798496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059090781813543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Meemoomee,2018/03/10,"Is this homesickness or something more? This might be long and my English isn’t so good but I need help. I’m in a new country I’ve been here for 2 and a half months it was all good I was enjoying my time here the only time I’d get homesick was when I called home. That was until 2 weeks ago when I suddenly started to have anxiety, panic attack’s I had crazy thoughts about dying and never seeing my parents again all I wanted was to book a flight and leave but I couldn’t. These thoughts went on for about 5 days then suddenly left but after they left I started to feel weird like I wasn’t here I wasn’t alive, I’m assuming that happened from all the stress I wasn’t sleeping or eating those 5 days. Anyways that symptom of not feeling real also left after a few days but now I’m feeling depressed I feel numb, emotionless and I’m always zoned out I don’t want to eat I just want to stay in bed alone. The weirdest part is I’m also too scared to go home now I used to get excited at the thought of leaving. I’m actually leaving here and going back home in 2 weeks but I’m not excited at all. Every time I think about home all I can think about is I’m never going to feel better that I’m going to be this emotionless zombie even after I return home. This thought then causes me to panic and brings back my anxiety. I don’t know what’s going on I’m so scared that these thoughts are going to cause me to have a massive panic attack in the airport or even worse in the airplane. Every time I tell myself it’s just my anxiety causing these thoughts and that I’ll get better, some voice screams in my head “nope you are never going to get better” Btw I came here for my honeymoon and this anxiety or whatever it is has ruined my honeymoon :( I feel like I’m losing my mind. Again sorry about the bad grammar",1.62579365079365,3.609685415343918,3.3018253968254,90.09178571428572,79.76719576719577,5.998941798941799,22.66931216931217,7.054809383877858,0.7339597883597881,1429,46,300,17,36,474,164,378,0.212,0.677,0.112,-0.9894,1,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,1,4,28,27,2,6,12,0,27,6,2,4,8,61,76,27,1,5,13,1,6,2,0,1,2,2,8,0,19,11,2,0,16,1,0,10,13,17,0,1,18,9,36,10,39,54,9,60,0,5,1,0,6,14,0,7,37,192,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.06590459228791114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986586102658965,0.0,0.0,0.0699460775288606,0.0,0.1080157159203718,0.05619467876047072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665690723674066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366203080034616,0.0,0.10386076735574676,0.05638905321973859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918813196219888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896096827907851,0.0772422527895235,0.0,0.20813169565930528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066380953439746,0.0,0.05816795040405185,0.0,0.07009085300073142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821069585310886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08921269710714799,0.0,0.11380260154844064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048868931586677,0.048247145115981625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113737371487378,0.0,0.2686725885971914,0.11329060732005294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059721135434730975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06931057718615892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526740666323648,0.0,0.3387164532988536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0371155679841155,0.0,0.0,0.2145300086155288,0.22013150759925984,0.0,0.0,0.06598855390164261,0.0,0.0,0.05976650788999915,0.0,0.07555459007068235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0716441520433339,0.06819127831306238,0.0,0.053905935268823285,0.0,0.0,0.05007647922787059,0.15626187954113194,0.06522589637073826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136354660891184,0.0,0.2377139426076389,0.0749898236323449,0.07313401721412588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768698186267814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522899085554255,0.0,0.053816793568585854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758395174029166,0.0,0.0,0.051991879988881766,0.0,0.07560010330315921,0.09560349408886956,0.07198351459088144,0.0,0.0,0.07736131895681263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019490936705247,0.0,0.0,0.059028722866565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08654763104554608,0.0,0.3216923285343385,0.15752122307858318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05832871062560153,0.0,0.0,0.11950199441750965,0.0,0.10834529329480187,0.0,0.0,0.06260578720709688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882411672788151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hobolifter,2018/03/10,"Started on Prozac, freaking out about side effects Hi guys, I am diagnosed with a mild anxiety disorder. These past few months have been miserable for me, I can't stop the intrusive thoughts; went to a psychologist and got help. They prescribed me with 10mg prozac to help out with my thoughts and anxiety. Currently I am on day 1, told my sister about what I am on, and she kinda scared me with the side effects. I am really worried and anxious right now, I can't seem to calm down, I am afraid that it would make my anxiety even worse; I googled alittle and scared myself even more. They said my anxiety will get worse before it gets better. Any tips guys? Help. :(",3.63294744318182,5.681242820312505,4.066931818181818,86.63034090909092,73.921875,8.092045454545454,28.04261363636364,8.841846274778883,2.20450625,523,21,104,11,11,164,80,128,0.251,0.66,0.08900000000000001,-0.962,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,3,5,7,0,4,4,0,11,3,0,3,0,20,22,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,5,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,7,1,19,2,16,13,2,17,0,1,0,0,12,9,0,2,7,65,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933074873148542,0.0,0.446964230207272,0.1650144325103455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429248374158545,0.0,0.0,0.1291846254349381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942013017701649,0.0,0.0,0.14825519879298815,0.0,0.0,0.16740573981080895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929521012405906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262823401222686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682333493279674,0.0,0.0,0.2892591130688802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937174253198526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750103329599256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658949697447644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943773183696018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357442991565686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247406457995409,0.13894341762267035,0.0,0.29247762684366724,0.0,0.0,0.13297415171347954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338716162921466,0.0,0.0,0.12211877359535765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319221843094413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139573530821094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354058175925582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833839739075766,0.2977100428366805,0.10376199383831927,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HollyTheDovahkiin,2018/03/10,"Been sick all week, but having adrenaline jolting me awake tonight. Now haven't slept for 25 hours. Trying to not descend into a panic attack. I am feeling very panicked right now as I have been completely unable to sleep the whole night. I have been sick with a throat and respiratory infection all week, and right now it's at that tickling, dry coughing fit stage. Anyway, I woke up Friday (yesterday) feeling a bit better. But then as I tried to nap at 8pm, I'd get this sensation of like choking on my tongue, and an adrenaline rush would jolt me awake each time I'd drift off. I did take psuedoephadrine yesterday at 5pm. Haven't been to sleep yet. Anyway, I am close to a complete panic meltdown because I'm worried it'll never go away and I won't sleep. This exact same thing happened to me back in 2016, I'd also taken sudafed (psuedoephadrine) but not sure if it's related as the inability to sleep lasted days back then. I'm worried the same is happening again. I'm trying to stay calm but I just want to sleep. Feel like my chest is tight and that would be bad enough without this chest infection but it's making me feel worse. I've had issues with sleep for months but this just is something else entirely. I've tried tea but it didn't help. Tried lavender too. It's 10am and I am just at a loss. Thank you for reading, I just needed somewhere to get everything off my chest. I feel like I'm going insane or something. Why is this happening? I wish I could just be normal.",2.4915512265512305,4.652062107744109,3.4457756132756145,89.2505681818182,77.75420875420875,6.2630591630591645,23.738455988455982,7.310402129719878,0.9695243867243866,1174,39,237,15,28,375,157,297,0.154,0.7240000000000001,0.122,-0.9248,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,0,2,16,12,1,2,9,0,26,17,11,1,5,49,51,21,0,8,17,0,6,3,0,4,5,0,0,0,14,11,1,1,5,2,0,4,8,5,0,0,10,6,22,7,31,34,8,42,0,1,0,0,2,15,0,2,24,144,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723485309366503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1029222654723954,0.08499919606396206,0.13913112320953114,0.07553836266500642,0.05514944712910139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001303636410748,0.09876940522945626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897113729375769,0.0,0.0,0.07223263848481506,0.0,0.0,0.058345427396687626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557576758987453,0.0,0.0,0.09347931250729384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130827050334534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287208177979645,0.12926304441112618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453329602569717,0.0,0.10283195193179576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400059867819636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06063988639970533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909436246061374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442678963970896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374482379196406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325966751987447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060389180960077476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722119960458455,0.0,0.0,0.06708208478267984,0.06977575642501803,0.0,0.0,0.08489961977433942,0.08864102950536581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122932375692474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049411300641808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545211404969802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432098003488463,0.0,0.0,0.1392958832251111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642858889434977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526655621365165,0.0,0.0680219031564698,0.0,0.0,0.08329228091466341,0.0,0.0,0.060104002621980464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052753569163404006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071147031085719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464692002380513,0.053361332138496136,0.0,0.14513856131005942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163477000128969,0.10100611175225856,0.10403561042303522,0.08720949552020338,0.0,0.0,0.1837526028296264,0.09219628265845088,0.12853405981161545,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiousanon558,2018/03/10,"DAE have anxiety that effects your work? I feel like sometimes my anxiety effects my work which then makes me more anxious. Even if it's unlikely that I've slipped up at the wrong moment, I know realistically it is possible for me to loose my job if I slip up at the wrong time. When it happens, I feel so dreadful for hours. I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about it because I don't want to get judged or in trouble because I know it's bad. It's not like I'm doing it because I don't care. What can I do to be better or at least feel better if I dIPo slip up? I can't seem to find anything to settle my mind.",2.81666666666667,3.1328475555555566,4.682222222222227,88.21000000000002,73.44444444444444,7.481481481481483,27.592592592592588,7.3871296695380915,1.2458148148148145,480,17,113,5,9,165,74,135,0.203,0.7020000000000001,0.095,-0.9193,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,6,4,11,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,3,0,19,24,8,0,4,6,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,0,0,0,10,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,0,4,19,6,16,23,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,6,8,71,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433133121493897,0.17965736590565706,0.0,0.11119668881607102,0.0,0.13086721611752758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13278247014647618,0.2908275831774258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812962377662918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16214053942146894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050370738107191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216391151692778,0.22722052385064795,0.0,0.0,0.14534951306565774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08308602486558186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062871125135354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661141049759827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15781162244909472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479622431735412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23308043019385746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10615301067038233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16057383232823552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928116495408952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477391745043391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728362629376572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782138789952358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273101739872301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937993522983579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23154983381971625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34774622574508834,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fenrirfree,2018/03/10,Dealing with anxiety after an embarrassing situation Can someone please give me any pointers to help deal with that stupid feeling you get after you’ve done something even more or equally as stupid? ,18.42735294117648,11.863552911764707,15.022941176470585,47.91323529411767,49.29411764705882,17.129411764705885,60.470588235294116,13.023866798666859,7.738329411764706,165,9,23,3,1,50,30,34,0.255,0.596,0.149,-0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19265302151762204,0.0,0.21672294470592887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5841376186842636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899132164193147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711630480437025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324447675369434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480120246090209,0.27176619663714474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898893349839745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31097720756902875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184399239128017,0.0,0.0,0.2400383068895865,0.2180973959719543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pluvieuses,2018/03/10,"Panicking before Aupair time, help I am going to be an Aupair in Ldonon for five months and I'm flying in a few hours, I was really looking forward to this, but my heart has just been racing all night and I'm panicking on the inside. Suddenly I just want to stay home and not live with strangers in a foreign country. They don't know about my anxiety issues, and also, I'm scared of flying, and I'll have to fly alone today - I just can't find a way to calm down. God. What if I start crying when I see them or whatever",2.126014271151888,3.603362376146791,3.9645259938837927,88.21011213047913,76.61467889908258,7.046279306829766,21.285423037716612,7.793537801064563,0.7950236493374105,405,10,87,6,9,137,79,109,0.165,0.755,0.08,-0.8873,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,0,1,17,17,10,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,2,2,10,1,14,14,2,17,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,2,9,56,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344716472365794,0.0,0.18104391078140095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17318764384115165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926411193700002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486786603368412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20691625525071453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866258989639212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682731060307715,0.15174436911173084,0.0,0.2270875152887443,0.0,0.22294843585101784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23629222401038974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441796124687668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990641780965626,0.0,0.19011048726688748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070224785791944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21245157280745786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450311586084315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22665577084688235,0.0,0.18040342908164828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602399271877725,0.2413014973289705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200976364513278,0.0,0.2145911417301016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353062086799974,0.17969775465910545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietythrowaway991,2018/03/10,"DAE avoid posting in popular subreddits out of fear of being downvoted? It's not a good feeling when you think you've constructed a witty joke for r/Jokes or a funny story for r/tifu only to get instantly downvoted into oblivion. I've started avoiding posting in most popular subreddits on my main account because of my past experiences of what I said above happening to me. Whenever it happened I'd get super anxious, and now I have anxiety about posting anywhere.",10.07686046511628,8.73541005813954,10.769418604651168,56.1450581395349,58.88372093023256,14.181395348837205,49.406976744186046,13.023866798666859,6.986079069767443,379,24,54,12,4,131,64,86,0.16399999999999998,0.6779999999999999,0.157,0.3235,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,10,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,6,5,14,8,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,35,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661610780846425,0.2453795999982317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240603053630418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21246797350104416,0.0,0.2444157874119635,0.1098252735508038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696108722495356,0.0,0.0,0.1821810816862662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3841469760081503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519403861997295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734655958453144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6240664745978003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066115049451848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15373867594241325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391760659974021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ASipFromtheDivaCup,2018/03/10,"Cerebral palsy, anxiety About walking in front of people, and causing myself to fall (X-Posted a few different places) Hi all, I guess I'm turning to Reddit because I don't know what else to do. I'm so mad at myself. I have high-functioning cerebral palsy, but can walk, live independently, drive, etc. My walking just looks odd, and I sometimes struggle with balance, and if I trip over something, I am likely to fall all the way down instead of just stumble. Since junior high (I'm 30 now), I've been self-conscious about walking in front of people when I know all eyes are on me. I was always able to talk myself out of it though, by repeating over and over again, ""you're fine, it's okay."" For the past two years or so though, after a few falls in public in close proximity to each other, I've started having full-blown panic attacks...I didn't even know they were panic attacks at first; I thought there was something seriously physically going wrong with my body. The thing is, I feel like everyone is watching me move, and falling on my face is very embarrassing to me, but then I end up CAUSING myself to fall because I get all stiff and anxious, so it becomes a vicious cycle. The logical side of my brain knows I'm not the center of everyone's world, so people probably don't care how I walk, and I also realize that even if people ARE thinking something, IDK why I care, or why I automatically assume it's something bad. Today at my credit union, I needed to go in to get something notarized, and even though I've walked into that exact place several times before, I suddenly couldn't do it. I was trembling. I got back in my car for a few minutes and called my mom, who tries, but wasn't really a ton of help. Finally I called the CU and actually asked if someone would be willing to come help me, as I have a disability. They mostly know me there, so it wasn't a big deal, but that's how I resolved it. I know it's okay to ask for help, but IDK in this case if it's just perpetuating the problem? I know it also doesn't help to beat myself up over this, but I am so angry at myself because this is all in my head...I was in tears on the way home. I assume I could use a walker, but I really, truly don't believe I NEED one, if I could just get over this. :-( Here's the kicker: I'm a mental health counselor myself, and don't know how to fix this. One of my coworkers told me at one time to start listing items off a Chinese takeout menu in my head while walking, and it worked, but then I started overthinking WHY I was having to do that in the first place. I can pinpoint what negative self-beliefs come up, which are things like, ""you're not normal,"" ""you're unloveable,"" etc., but IDK how to fix this. :-( I can't just NOT WALK. It's not like flying in an airplane, which is something you can theoretically avoid. It's walking, which is why I get angry at myself.",6.082700778642937,5.285646268965518,6.965394883203563,78.44812569521692,66.48275862068965,9.414905450500557,31.98553948832036,8.558390810932622,2.349654616240267,2236,77,454,28,31,750,253,580,0.162,0.7709999999999999,0.067,-0.9955,1,1,6,0,0,0,100.0,0,1,2,5,33,25,3,6,21,2,43,7,5,8,6,87,82,48,0,13,25,1,1,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,32,20,0,2,16,0,1,24,15,14,0,6,13,4,63,11,68,63,14,90,0,0,3,0,18,42,0,11,26,314,95,3,0.0669195990882224,0.0,0.06530387544188326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703115842693244,0.05568246725871272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119331013549268,0.07560009906311294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512158333127651,0.07613070478984893,0.0,0.05145704099850882,0.05587507000514441,0.12238069943675375,0.07390743958706034,0.056943649962709175,0.07539547215631719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433258864329709,0.0,0.0747044042226447,0.1366647854575884,0.0,0.13645798245585486,0.1374897242311127,0.0,0.1152906182964994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106859709149217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899116823022197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991673793657338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590273810280773,0.0,0.0592709020028323,0.0,0.14926608476099962,0.1325992921920018,0.0,0.0,0.12788908941042612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03383656000797978,0.04780737495979423,0.0,0.07330714979698598,0.0,0.11384355359709787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985091407600264,0.0,0.07606390064920591,0.0,0.053521716612569305,0.0,0.07371948297798847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373576299386411,0.07113240452924931,0.0,0.0,0.17941918665691012,0.14140846115529845,0.0671258141760849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942180924814278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077414349996136,0.0,0.05909123201879029,0.0,0.05619560910240215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743921622324517,0.0,0.0,0.07837542565917728,0.0,0.07112494330941904,0.0,0.09924006957751154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655669987302334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603935670504916,0.0,0.0,0.15703146179385674,0.0,0.0,0.06388232944017834,0.18557449617780072,0.0,0.2097502138097201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640904776407674,0.0,0.07215064622176083,0.06403301863816246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574081750036575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13962347294255212,0.07560009906311294,0.0,0.05535658389383353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567007591451437,0.3091078606435204,0.06618519462796993,0.0,0.14209811000379022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995889476971835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05378743887775262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891681618744697,0.042879377000752165,0.1972444990044472,0.05312668668429367,0.07804271276300573,0.0,0.06343195523229482,0.06394454470521306,0.0,0.04543401506305112,0.07278930736136405,0.06537072451113597,0.0,0.0,0.05779704753713553,0.0,0.055215677635156384,0.0,0.10623532581057472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24153811799730704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0487182651448044,0.0,0.0,0.04753776317517711,0.07316607638831163,0.0,0.04309402776757548 anxiety,piratefaellie,2018/03/10,"Only been getting worse and I don't know what to do anymore. I just need someone to listen Hello everyone. This is my first post here so you can all understand that I'm a bit nervous haha. I don't know where else to go though. I feel like I'm at my wit's end. I've struggled with anxiety since my early teens and was able to cope with it fine all through high school and early college. Now I've moved to a new university last fall and everything is falling apart. This past week is the worst I've ever felt. I've gotten so nervous now that I had to turn off notifications on my phone because even the chance of talking to people that I've known for years is making me feel too nervous to deal with (not that anyone really messages me anyway). I'm in a very stressful major which isn't helping. I feel like I'm definitely not cut out for the major I picked because it's an extremely fast paced and high stress environment everywhere you go. It's an industry based almost entirely off of free lancing and is super competitive (theatre tech). So I've been having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that I'm honestly way too passive and nervous to succeed in an industry like that even though I have had some amazing experiences and connections in this business. I just feel so overwhelmed with the world. I'm sure a lot of you know what that's like. Everyone else looks so confident and sure of themselves and are doing really great things, meanwhile I'm 22 and never experienced a lot of basic things due to anxiety (having a proper job, going on a date, etc). Finally I just feel like I lost my support system. My parents kind of try but get visibly uncomfortable when I mentioned my feelings. I have brothers who I talk to maybe once or twice a year. In the past I had a very strong group of friends, we would hang out all the time and always check up on each other. I moved to a new area and slowly one by one they all stopped talking to me. There is only one person who will reach out once every month or two, but usually is too busy. Another friend does reach out often but that has been starting to dwindle too. I feel like I'm always the first to text someone and they might respond. Hardly anyone reaches out to me on their own. That might be a petty thing to feel upset about but the loneliness and isolation is really starting to get to me. Granted part of that is my fault, I've been super withdrawn from everyone because of being afraid to really... go outside, and because I've lost interest in a lot of things that I used to think were fun. I have made some new friends at school but they are more like acquaintances, nothing like I used to have. I don't remember the last time I hung out with someone outside of being in the same class with them. I am trying to work up the courage to get professional help. It's a thought that literally leaves me shaking. But for the past 2 years I've been trying to convince myself to just go because I don't know what else to do. The main things I struggle with this are 1) they might tell me there is nothing wrong with me and it's all in my head, 2) I have a VERY hard time being open with what I'm experiencing that even if I do go I'll very likely unintentionally downplay my problems. I am very apt to saying something like ""oh I've been a little stressed lately but it's really no big deal haha!"" when I mean to say ""i am crippled by my anxiety to the point where if my roommate is home I am afraid to leave my room in case I see her and have to say hi"". Has anyone else experienced the struggle of not being able to even communicate what you're going through? Thank you for taking the time to read this if anyone does, and I'm sorry if none of this made sense. Just some stuff I really had to get off my chest..",4.6344094488188965,5.283331674540683,5.544938582677165,82.45222677165357,69.52493438320211,8.45820472440945,28.757060367454066,8.548686976883017,1.968456083989501,2984,103,606,45,50,981,315,762,0.095,0.7659999999999999,0.138,0.989,2,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,1,4,6,9,33,55,1,15,36,2,60,2,2,6,10,111,118,41,0,7,21,2,12,10,3,5,0,4,2,1,40,39,0,1,19,1,2,14,11,22,0,7,19,21,68,34,94,89,24,93,0,3,2,0,39,37,0,17,49,394,108,9,0.10034425037480074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050240136026713615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349445472213354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260984784717168,0.11514461532364707,0.0,0.049757266533695804,0.14032606596418434,0.05140727132193838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529223091670479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054774966238144616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04321884330537471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034505160351714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781192971095858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764949059033754,0.0,0.04443761104031494,0.0,0.05595518198628915,0.13255286200678312,0.04538355964037913,0.042272179376400466,0.14382484708725218,0.045091471001127835,0.049077965709294714,0.0,0.0,0.20294827198749635,0.14337190503497382,0.04817310821980385,0.054961110748692484,0.0,0.08535276810792145,0.0,0.0,0.11628857838734355,0.0,0.13106432316157726,0.0,0.1995978247275481,0.0,0.0,0.05531494514227042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483310807461416,0.0,0.05149107510073978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06725863586021047,0.10601920980261713,0.05032673234800408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049788092562577366,0.0,0.0,0.052246547688040816,0.11029315155426797,0.08179395682415395,0.05659634255533856,0.1062500725809419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451156607463101,0.050285650127993985,0.0,0.0,0.04213194898479524,0.0,0.10953760279973708,0.12796363998645724,0.0,0.09494815592710884,0.0334902831555267,0.0,0.05040464334271502,0.05465215279158248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967408856589976,0.0,0.0,0.04004691165458783,0.10665005792884276,0.0,0.0372019950977675,0.03869583595793012,0.14536965344487615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962830145340196,0.0,0.0,0.10686335176710583,0.1019937914753644,0.07631632409513328,0.0,0.0,0.055710207549900345,0.05433152234004708,0.14368491175701625,0.03478303434524017,0.04380836448455497,0.0,0.0,0.04742887536611083,0.0,0.048051027073155186,0.0,0.0,0.04800794791083031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05018570247701675,0.0,0.19284928875442856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0568352373660418,0.0,0.0,0.11969666313201573,0.0,0.10155373850315072,0.03998068796741227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041502900419453516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753203656975254,0.03862495315752141,0.0,0.05616358649490543,0.07102417688430626,0.0,0.0,0.04194614321571792,0.17241599966475232,0.15735239634644893,0.05743507976379043,0.0,0.05693473309607909,0.09457326845282532,0.0,0.03772319414290441,0.12097936121792452,0.0438526488397217,0.046191752034952106,0.0,0.0,0.16666065300019114,0.032148271958462815,0.098587716517655,0.03983106311802894,0.14627884835158025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219073885235612,0.054572864915463266,0.04901087601316797,0.05223095173511234,0.0,0.08666521449635066,0.05525750762946565,0.20698628864811666,0.0,0.03982429765355909,0.040245052489394015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03652590468355448,0.0,0.051129681890531374,0.03564083822453355,0.05485534274026057,0.0,0.0969276109888394 anxiety,RedArtificial,2018/03/10,"weird feeling in hands when panic starts This happens to me a lot when I start to have a panic attack and I've always wondered about it, but my hands and arms start to get a weird feeling, it's not quite numb but almost like someone put an electrode to them and it runs all the way down my fingers? Does anyone else relate to this or know why it happens?",2.719086757990865,4.320217917808222,3.379657534246576,92.50227168949776,75.3013698630137,4.866666666666667,23.125570776255714,3.1291,-0.01744566210045706,280,8,58,0,6,88,51,73,0.132,0.755,0.113,-0.1079,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,1,3,7,1,2,5,0,1,5,4,0,1,14,11,8,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,0,5,5,1,8,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,4,6,36,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920925493647032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596200163238248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134133751842585,0.19655507697796526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21823717481553465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678739228914818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025144731927168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399256271176485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022456927059227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392737114345685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542613105317658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937196749167568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630891406418933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501482374771652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19284465779608195,0.0,0.2040374883102924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625390638362013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073401153904617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15226771796285166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309900331115186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080341748784547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,songofmyself32,2018/03/10,"GAD and overwhelming responsibilities I've dealt with GAD since the beginning of puberty and am now in the last few months of my undergraduate career. I am extremely stressed out and my mind has been spiraling as I keep thinking about failing at my internship, in my research group, or in my classes. I'm a notorious perfectionist and procrastinator. I think things over and over before I do them because I worry that everything will result in failure. Historically I have been able to maintain good grades (well over 3.5 GPA) and keep my employer happy, but this quarter it feels like I'm especially falling apart. I have a short paper due on Wednesday and spent 6 hours today trying to decide on my topic with no decision at the end. I wrote a paper last week that was absolute crap because I waited too long to execute my perfectionist vision. That crappy paper has me extremely worried about getting a poor grade in the course. My free time is very limited because I've regrettably taken on too many responsibilities. When I do try to decompress, it gets me even more worried since it feels like I'm wasting time. Then, when trying to work, everything takes me forever since I can't concentrate as my mind is oozing with anxiety. It's a terrible cycle. I'm also super worried about post-grad life and employers or graduate schools judging me for dropping two courses during college because of anxiety. Is anyone else such a stress case? How do you/did you handle all the pressures of emerging adulthood?",8.657676399026762,8.738353551094896,8.889474452554744,63.8644063260341,60.934306569343065,11.978199513381991,39.79951338199513,11.4731,4.928529732360096,1219,59,193,32,15,403,166,274,0.205,0.703,0.092,-0.9859,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,1,4,13,14,1,4,11,0,17,2,1,2,1,31,35,18,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,12,0,4,6,0,3,1,2,7,1,2,6,2,27,8,32,28,3,36,0,2,0,0,4,16,1,2,20,124,36,17,0.11137150415136404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906375163242962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039779167716285,0.0,0.0,0.07787354521908636,0.11411326727852746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715641408709721,0.0,0.0947689471339322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303660083918844,0.0,0.09864209586433842,0.0,0.0,0.07355982812230434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001870533104052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262555767641555,0.15912764963762646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637402845953985,0.0,0.0,0.09341313369693936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185570371138317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967849750798488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19798422020248654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18156528088001755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866498702878302,0.10882098267277518,0.0,0.0,0.09856027651710644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11291322476069555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22490694149172535,0.0,0.08889567206749076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066631150497712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271390804201467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763829773461295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551513634407068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08373751076711917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399027861845918,0.14272472575191053,0.0,0.0,0.1298832393931439,0.0,0.10556716360732038,0.0,0.0,0.22684182210372586,0.0,0.1087937766433957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189315469235196,0.0,0.0,0.08933550280465301,0.0,0.10013635741202784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107978145040562,0.4524126742686853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SeaOfMoonlight,2018/03/10,"My nose twitches every time I have an unpleasant thought I am pretty sure I have some kind of anxiety, it gets worse around other people. When I try to interact with other people, even friends I get very sweaty and I start obsessing over everything I have done wrong. Then at random times I will remember something I did that I feel was bad. It has been easier to hide up until recently. On Sunday I went to see a show with a friend in a big city near me. It was crowded, I was wearing clothes I didn't feel secure in (I despise dresses), and I just felt very out of place. It was the first time I was somewhere so crowded everyone was just smushed together with no space in between. Since then every time I have some unpleasant thought or something very mildly upsetting happens my nose twitches. I hate it. There isn't much time before someone notices and I really don't want to be that weird twitchy person. Is there any way to get it to stop? I don't seem to have any control over it, it just happens. I don't want to have to tell people. Last time I told my mom something made me anxious consistently she essentially told me that was stupid and I need to stop. Reeeeally helpful. I don't have a good relationship with my dad, I don't have any other family other that little siblings and grandparents 2,500 miles away and I don't have any friends I am all that close to. What do I do? I really want this to stop. Being anxious I have gotten used to but I hate the twitching. Sorry if I rambled. 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i have gad and i've been noticing some weird symptoms lately. i had these when i was younger (way even before i was diagnosed) but the last two weeks are the first times it's really happened in my adult life. basically i feel like my senses got twelve times more attuned and everything is suddenly too loud and too bright and physically hurts. noises get too much and it's almost like a migraine because the lights are blinding. and my hands feel like sandpaper if they rub against my skin or fabric. asked my therapist about it and she said she wasn't sure what was going on. anyone else experience stuff like this?",3.8125372208436734,6.6556883306451615,3.9267741935483897,83.89862282878416,76.98387096774194,7.041191066997517,24.86104218362283,8.139509932561175,1.7096694789081883,539,19,97,10,13,166,87,124,0.071,0.7979999999999999,0.131,0.8725,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,9,0,0,4,0,10,8,2,0,1,15,19,11,0,1,3,0,5,4,0,0,6,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,8,10,13,6,4,11,3,12,0,1,2,0,6,2,0,4,12,58,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002833501082294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20952258194555126,0.3070273265095914,0.0,0.0,0.14006637388355164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133207528794693,0.0,0.12749024354740865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206946415669434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111307662082688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503195246655692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895815756362067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465326435204994,0.14655783330619684,0.0,0.0,0.1515122855331142,0.21407036187451567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744127206370912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15655500751667153,0.0,0.08514913625385552,0.0,0.11982893071449348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248996436304175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603910174971459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212756698897095,0.1690093959292781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058259974206507,0.2927881759499462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013879004462128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705770280495085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598188483030183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142518112268577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151405369590414,0.0,0.0,0.14120851499053064,0.3114515815149496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395865067948546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472860387017394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463574883986726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892430121530714,0.12018076969768746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,purpmonk16,2018/03/10,"New to GAD I was recently diagnosed with GAD and honestly my life is so confusing now. Counselor thinks my job caused my attacks and complete shutdown. I think she's right. I got a completely shitty evaluation at work and it sent me into a spiral of trying to do anything to get away. Every day when I was driving I would think about how easy it would be to get into an accident. If it was a really bad accident, I could go to the hospital. If I'm in the hospital, then I can't go to work. I didn't want to die. But there's a voice that keeps telling me to crash my car. I saw a therapist and haven't been to work in weeks. She keeps telling me to quit. Everyone tells me to quit. Except my mom and mentor. They don't understand. I don't feel safe at work. I literally think a bullet is going to hit me at any moment, because it can. People get taken out in ambulances on a regular basis due to assaults. I'm berated, cussed at, threatened, and told it's my fault for not dealing with it better after my life and family are threatened by gang members. My fear is now what if I get another job and the environment is just as bad and my anxiety gets worse and I end up trying to crash my car again. I don't want to go back to that dark place. Now my mom is basically calling me a gold digger because I'm working contract jobs online for cash while I'm still APPLYING and SEARCHING for a job. I am still getting paid by my current job but I think I can only not go another couple weeks before I'm without pay.",2.122845817063073,3.8137890351437695,4.350280440184598,84.52091468465272,77.17891373801915,7.8319252159507755,25.96958939770441,8.626192665926032,1.9034731747722158,1180,45,246,25,27,409,163,313,0.123,0.845,0.032,-0.9574,6,0,0,0,1,1,28.0,0,0,1,8,13,10,2,2,13,0,24,3,0,2,0,44,58,22,1,8,10,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,16,0,3,7,0,3,9,9,7,0,0,11,3,38,3,42,42,0,44,0,0,1,0,12,15,0,4,20,158,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726099567773231,0.1765885850176085,0.06441514128516529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06929197700971698,0.0,0.0,0.09579318258964023,0.07911158456487327,0.06474698661334354,0.1406121432341031,0.10265885684322887,0.0,0.0716506365369376,0.0,0.0,0.0744707995573048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598077991692497,0.0,0.0,0.08649977885943852,0.0,0.0,0.1765706973484255,0.0,0.0,0.06722932395190233,0.09316912895632316,0.0,0.054304033769840936,0.08680969910357969,0.0,0.08546437438254964,0.08738952419659901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07457895409589119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094474368538209,0.08045967081831926,0.0,0.0,0.07937918911540452,0.09475189773652357,0.04257561755138136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639558674333374,0.0,0.23927281191875896,0.0,0.06734491144054736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177929216736896,0.14968716895978015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118950279901635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723530686954616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132387900994742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404025214468145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05837582761584674,0.0,0.08797431813770927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912072394962225,0.0,0.0,0.05394266222064915,0.0,0.08314040324685504,0.0,0.0,0.07190898761141587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448940940029744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079166329399028,0.0,0.0,0.0977662894467445,0.0,0.2697697336246624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08045967081831926,0.0,0.11433675578675685,0.0,0.0,0.08765839703452348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933034041386088,0.0,0.13508529607814734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116878393196547,0.0,0.3065042995036755,0.0,0.08581015291735702,0.11963093315142953,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pipe_Dreams_,2018/03/10,"I have my driving test on Monday! I’m a little nervous, and really just want this to go as smoothly as possible and get it over with, so do any of you have any advice or a story of how yours went? Anything’s appreciated. Thanks!",1.1078723404255302,3.319984893617022,3.8930212765957455,83.89400000000002,83.04255319148936,6.313191489361702,22.16595744680852,7.554174236665415,1.082850212765957,178,6,36,3,5,63,40,47,0.038,0.789,0.174,0.7619,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,9,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,8,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3290636334365822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579967358518078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771127092321082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593553322896713,0.0,0.19138012802577076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375072809908461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796297560887921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157276775211704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100298513360792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986211169669222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31216628921412515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_Throw_x_Away_,2018/03/10,"Tips for avoiding panic attacks on your wedding day? A little late, but I'm getting married today (Saturday). I've been practicing breathing and self talk, but didn't know if there's anything extra to help not freak out, particularly during the ceremony. I have no family to support me, but I've got a solid group of friends and my closest have been made aware of my worry. Just wondering if anyone had last minute advice or things that worked for them in similar situations. Thanks in advance!",5.618021978021978,7.574909043956048,6.337142857142857,72.78285714285715,68.45054945054945,8.716483516483517,32.78021978021978,9.23628265651192,3.265413186813187,397,18,64,8,7,130,75,91,0.119,0.687,0.195,0.8736,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,2,2,7,1,2,3,0,6,1,1,1,0,15,14,8,0,2,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,6,0,6,3,10,8,1,12,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,4,5,40,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112154658288914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15113437768656168,0.0,0.17786982218697828,0.0,0.0,0.24589739085601026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393963521826309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20376330511284968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16699393949243774,0.0,0.11292741534130148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17287178025600522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487817362990035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11878824300182694,0.17618791887595775,0.2438222137181477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21663517426899934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452266455175586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536008752579109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254875204006136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429572708294789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2452800310791188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737300464691093,0.0,0.1989982873128153,0.0,0.0,0.14359786346436146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488122803502945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344012235987469,0.15735693396255074,0.2195068549619356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,squaremomisbestmom,2018/03/10,"My job isn't that bad. I get paid pretty good money to do something that I'm good at that's not terribly difficult. I work with (mostly) pretty cool people. My bosses all like me. And yet I'm laying here sleepless feeling like I'm going to throw up. I hate this feeling guys, please help.",0.8259806295399521,3.2116598305084736,2.6971428571428566,90.73762711864408,86.28813559322035,4.727360774818402,18.59806295399516,6.18269132825596,0.01510460048426143,226,6,45,2,7,75,44,59,0.049,0.479,0.471,0.9792,1,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,8,11,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,4,0,0,1,3,6,5,5,10,2,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,23,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029110960401493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24575587920750086,0.1736131489589382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696763625873644,0.0,0.13811355805369346,0.4076663818558201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406274703388901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399314017569194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289081969755856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24115931300039795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23745406304498415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684790927916025,0.0,0.0,0.2667623869052568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944763105947001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18708825120048386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17692105937042601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ADream_WithinADream,2018/03/10,"Anxiety ruining my social life Sometimes I won’t leave my room for weeks because I can’t fathom the thought of being around people. I just always feel like I’ll say or do the wrong thing and everyone will hate me. Sometimes my brain convinces me everyone hates me and I’ve recently been trying to branch out and make new friends. I’ve made one which I like a lot and really want to be friends with but my brain just keeps telling me she hates me, even when it’s obvious she doesn’t. I get too afraid to hang out with new people and then I’ll avoid talking to them for days because I’m too scared my anxiety will make me blurt out too personal information that will scare people away or make them think I’m weird. I also go through a period of time where I tell my boyfriend i don’t want friends at all, that I’m better off on my own because I get overwhelmed by my brain constantly reminding me of a minor thing I said, that probably wasn’t even that awkward but it seems like it was the worst thing I could have ever said and that comment alone made the person I was talking to think I’m a freak. I hope this makes sense to someone. I just go back and forth between wanting friends and then thinking I need to be on my own so I can’t make any mistakes or because my anxiety gets too overwhelming around other people. Does anyone else go through this? Has anyone overcame this? Does anyone have advice on how to stop this? Thank you :) - ADream_WithinADream ",3.7199013895114286,5.359880786941583,4.0233856267742425,88.75180636485884,72.74570446735396,7.260182279994023,27.08516360376513,7.893859768569023,1.5131238906320037,1163,42,237,16,23,362,147,291,0.16399999999999998,0.7070000000000001,0.128,-0.8818,0,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,2,1,18,27,3,7,8,0,20,4,3,8,3,52,55,19,0,7,8,0,1,3,4,4,1,3,1,2,17,15,0,3,7,0,0,4,6,16,0,1,9,4,38,11,30,38,5,31,0,3,0,0,21,13,0,6,17,150,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010619110820455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490261753056177,0.0,0.06555633525191708,0.06821076301361466,0.0,0.0,0.05574662515259295,0.0,0.18813469934675964,0.0,0.0,0.17195898928803582,0.08399430148952833,0.0,0.14595239087148762,0.0,0.0,0.07701933572350875,0.06303463552761188,0.0,0.19988771565349148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07250128466329465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274537641561138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08858714655271904,0.0,0.06545132296863618,0.0,0.0,0.052867865446816126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14347584512566605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848059377157235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828901017691456,0.07415216355736072,0.0,0.15666353879885928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144962839338125,0.05856381163094545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25333842630123043,0.0,0.12848753872049778,0.0,0.13976688596523032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24280356933386835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142086059346525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07286421061482473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680095636431256,0.0,0.0,0.057902212378496534,0.12014828746460415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696932313291452,0.0,0.1551357197092252,0.27359874080055663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078431147774864,0.0,0.1583462440868929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554919275648503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273278933805553,0.14315690678211662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838420553179803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05251605102139145,0.0,0.080941605013694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595627171943394,0.06519076226550917,0.1641449484413853,0.0,0.0,0.07462805108410178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356440949900126,0.06945816583111754,0.0,0.16215311023496434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853577147714471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177872414859965,0.14330161913052547,0.07547266849578052,0.0,0.0,0.1633840284601811,0.15758111125968954,0.0,0.06507994371520759,0.04780097979929249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05565645681294517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505505504554952,0.0,0.0657563606340153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962810275577804,0.0,0.0 anxiety,loveandpoprocks,2018/03/10,"So I may have been REALLY rude to a co-worker without realizing it and some advice would be appreciated I work at a car dealership where the median age is probably 65. I’m the receptionist. Most of the guys here are probably the nicest and funniest people I’ve ever worked with (and those are just the salesmen!) Tonight, I was staying late waiting for my Lyft (my car got in an accident) and was kinda coming down a little bit of a scare (couldn’t get a Lyft. called partner to try and figure it out. while on phone caught Lyft). While I was tracking to see where my driver was, my favorite salesman, Bob, walked over to my desk with a HUGE cardboard box. “Hey, loveandpoprocks, do you want any of these?” And there, dear Reader, I saw the one thing I love the most. My drug of choice. My kryptonite. My Achilles’s Heel. 3 boxes of sweet, sweet Samoas. That coconutty, chocolatey, caramely goodness. An animal instinct came over me. Before I knew what was happening, I had all 3 in my arms. “Oh, you like those?” He asked. “They’re the BEST!” I exclaimed. “Well, in that case I want one back.” “Omg. Of course, here you go!” “Nah, take it. Here’s the box!” Then my Lyft came and before you know it. There I am sitting with all of his Samoas. YOU GUYS. I FEEL AWFUL. WHY DID I HAVE TO TAKE ALL 3?!? I FEEL LIKE SUCH A GREEDY GOOSE. ONE BOX MAYBE BUT 3?!? COME ON THIS ISN’T r/fatpeoplestories! IM NOT A HAMPLANET. So, what do I do here? Do I give all the cookies back to him? Or do I keep them? Or do I get rid of all them to other people so they’re not my “anxiety cookies”?! 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First time poster here, so forgive my ignorance. 20/M, never had an issue with anxiety until I was ~17/18. The odd thing is it went from being non-existent to a daily thing. One thing I never had a problem with until recently was flying. Today on my flight, the pilot started the initial descent without announcing it first as usual, so that was fun. What are some ways you guys cope with flight anxiety?",3.5517441860465127,5.92347993023256,4.655988372093024,80.82840116279074,75.27906976744184,7.555813953488372,25.86627906976745,8.472884824447931,2.100539534883721,358,13,62,7,8,117,61,86,0.109,0.75,0.141,0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,0,7,0,8,0,0,0,2,11,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,3,6,0,5,3,12,3,2,15,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,11,50,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309688394704536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19707051266969106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359979931749888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3194624717245227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859383157763927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960004830580431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28966529556338394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724909981469198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17968647112445096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854166706022292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132916363479689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3742713352612833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10949991076171192,0.0,0.17799979502172494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20682047413301705,0.0,0.0,0.2981126176719359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408011386310504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101963769421647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dubec314159,2018/03/10,"Panic attack free for 6 weeks! Hey everyone, Since quitting weed 1.5 years ago due to the worst (and first) panic attack of my life, i have been experiencing extreme anxiety and panic attacks. I experienced the weirdest and most horrible symptoms including convulsions, nausea, butterflies in stomach, thoughts of death, ectopic heart beats, rolling panic attacks lasting hours/days, itchy skin, pain during urination, sever depression, feeling like i can’t breathe, feeling like i am going to die, insomnia, depersonalisation, derealisation, pains in chest, neck, head, weakness in legs, crazy head pressure where the only way i could sleep was on my stomach because i couldn’t relax my head on my pillow, and face rash, among others. It slowly started getting better last year and then one day it got way worse, and kept getting worse. So then i went to a doctor and got a full checkup because i thought i was dying (anxiety). Everything came back normal (except the ectopic heart beats (but they are not dangerous) so then i asked for a referral to see a psych (after she offered me drugs and i said no). Started seeing my psych over the course of the last 3 months and over that time i slowly got better until today i realised i have been anxiety free for the last 6 weeks. I also read this book which helped a lot, it’s called rewiring your anxious brain. These two things along with changing jobs from one i hated to one i love has in my opinion cured my anxiety. I am turning 27 this year and the last 1.5 years of my life were the absolute worst years of my life. I am finally loving life again and am so happy that the panic attacks have disappeared and that i am not constantly thinking i am dying. Hope this helps anyone who is in a similar situation that i was. 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I have been dealing with moments of intense panic since November, and although it is getting better, I feel at a loss when the panick sets in. It feels as though everything I have taught myself to help in the moment goes out the window. Just wondering if anyone out there has input of what helps them through! Thank you in advance!",5.770422535211267,7.208469985915496,5.7367323943661965,79.22481690140846,67.45070422535211,7.933521126760564,31.10140845070423,8.238735603445708,2.432620281690141,303,12,51,4,5,95,57,71,0.17,0.6859999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.4738,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,3,4,6,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,11,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,2,6,2,14,9,0,11,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,40,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14859192925852835,0.0,0.16715689281570748,0.0,0.0,0.1527848421419484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24858271572711174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193251263773402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4505412634020788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963795744295697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096692788711766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416064028927495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929206342949239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5127406522121147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18075085467407428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011714500632108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468155045591547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369610044624444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,00200_nonu,2018/03/10,"I feel Ashamed of my failures Let's face it: we all have flaws. That's a fact! As for mine, I have problems understanding what the hell people are saying at times, and I get yelled at. Some (not all) say that I might fail in society. They treat me like if I am some brain-dead idiot. I can't be fucking perfect. Boy, I tried my butt off TRYING TO understand what people are saying quicker. However, when I am busy, I can't understand a thing, and this frustrates people... This shit is getting difficult and driving me paranoid. Damn, fuck this shit... I don't want any advice on how to improve my attention span. I know the solution! The point is, I want some proof that everyone has some kind of flaws and some validation that I don't have to improve on everything. If I do improve, I feel scared of judgment if I fail...",2.8468253968253947,4.726130049382718,4.000634920634924,86.99000000000002,75.66666666666667,7.344620811287477,27.00352733686067,8.192908349453996,1.7511008818342153,636,25,130,11,14,207,96,162,0.264,0.645,0.091,-0.9831,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,1,3,2,18,8,2,5,0,18,6,4,1,5,31,30,10,0,6,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,0,1,11,5,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,14,0,0,0,6,24,4,14,27,7,11,1,2,0,3,6,8,7,9,3,89,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644100209986274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190962194175528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729280133516958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14319720671293998,0.13468408605409915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515469662112542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277085448538042,0.1565908424577642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15605564353111656,0.08235888065584109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15324152668781782,0.0,0.07321379855702129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897728334242775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116811951550552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166569840000648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143395334952396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35752294879130675,0.15003553662236738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076573159798316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956001537385492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738429934470744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348957293466055,0.0,0.0,0.468027179552653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767820716198085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,not_my_real_name_lol,2018/03/10,"Scared about a future with anxiety Over the Christmas break I had to break up with my girlfriend (of about 5 months) because for some reason I started to get A TON of relationship anxiety. It was all going so well until 1 day I woke up with anxiety and doubts, and rather than being able to confront them and dismiss them they caused me to panic and get scared. Eventually after a series of events (becoming emotionally numb for a period) I broke up with her. I knew I needed to get help but buried in that anxiety I didn't feel like I could so I decided to end it to get the help I needed. Right now I'm still gutted, I'm mourning the loss of her and spend every day in an anxious pit. And I'm fucking scared about the future. If it didn't work with her then I don't think it will work with anyone until I get this anxiety under control. But I won't know it's under control until I've tried again with someone. And if it's not under control then I'll have to go through it all again and break another person's heart. I'm just really scared about doing this to anyone again. I blame myself for it all and I'm really worried that in the future my fear of it happening again will cause a load of anxiety and ruin another relationship and the cycle will never end",4.906569767441862,5.1772361976744214,6.203401162790701,79.30765988372094,68.8062015503876,9.240697674418604,27.752906976744185,9.188382445141503,2.15703023255814,1001,30,199,18,16,339,125,258,0.222,0.75,0.028,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,6,15,16,2,7,12,0,13,4,2,6,4,45,35,22,1,6,7,0,1,1,1,4,1,0,0,1,13,18,0,3,6,0,1,2,6,14,1,0,6,1,24,2,45,23,5,40,0,4,0,1,12,11,1,4,25,142,37,2,0.0970792338224602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035920823143536,0.44559208893980495,0.10967190171407896,0.0,0.1357601149865591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059178599881300364,0.1072163866288663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19945422968271864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266478466400753,0.07750986879808346,0.0,0.0,0.12521614930170552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920107154261957,0.1719667730470238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179344148844482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924112768383044,0.04908617752524002,0.06935342404011367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974818735493131,0.25359946437310776,0.0,0.110344731546251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584684586010838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503935949790213,0.1301403281775435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05335220806752717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04742800998414479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748771824717232,0.0,0.0,0.14396604358569798,0.07487348986880946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139015640012368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476584245316543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243828860850397,0.09981362089305028,0.0,0.20845353247254744,0.0,0.08290513525245914,0.0,0.0,0.3887729946622058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08225491978374941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06871318136361165,0.0,0.07752760153297526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06220445314577594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06591042731718015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08728588995367928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134967686169114,0.09858867428485814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxious_shoebill,2018/03/10,"My anxiety has gotten a lot worse recently and is causing the shutdown of my mental stability. I don’t know how to go about getting help due to my anxiety and I just need someone to listen Hi. I’m 17, in college and my anxiety has been screwing with my life so now I’m dealing with severe depression, anxiety and I started to self harm after years of telling myself that I wouldn’t. I’m seeing a therapist but I actually started it after I started meeting with her. It just seems so hard to keep living and I’m failing classes because I can’t muster up the energy to get the assignments done. I started to self harm very recently as a way of dealing with anxiety and I keep doing it because it works. My anxiety is making it hard to come up with ways to talk with my therapist or a counselor at school to get the help I probably need. I’m wondering what might be done - would I get put in the psych ward for care, am I just not going to graduate this year because I’m a failure whose brain just can’t work right, what else could go wrong,, I don’t want to put the stress of me being in the hospital on my family again (in there for previous reasons in the past) but part of me thinks that getting checked in might be the way to kickstarting not wanting to die and stop being anxious just writing a post to people who probably won’t read this because why Would people read this, I’m a complete stranger and people shouldn’t be caring about a random teen who wants to off themselves online. But there are other people who probably need to get checked into a psych ward more than me, cuz I’m really not that bad, I’m just self harming and keep thinking about how I want to off myself, because I don’t feel like my issues are that bad in comparison to other people’s and so they should get priority over me because I have a stable home life and nice family and lots of other people don’t. I don’t know if I’m bad enough off to warrant a check in and I’m freaking out about just making an appointment with a counseler and being like “sup, I’ve started to self harm and want to off myself and I’m anxious all the time so do you think I should get checked into a psych ward or something?” I don’t know what to do and I REALLY don’t want to talk to my parents about his because they already have enough on their plates and I’m turning 18 in a couple months so I should be supposed to be able to do adulty stuff like actually email people or talk about how I’m feeling but I can’t. I just feel like I’m a big clumsy shoebill filled with anxiety and I can’t do anything right , not even write this post or anything else. Anyway I’m really sorry for taking up your time because you could probably be doing better things with your time than worrying about me because you probably deserve to be worried about way more than me, has anyone told you that you are an awesome person today because even though I don’t know you personally you probably are an awesome person.",6.408778078202996,5.654065041597338,7.1473330906821975,77.27119930324459,65.80532445923461,10.10817387687188,33.9226809484193,9.435801123606538,2.9710153494176383,2354,91,462,39,32,785,226,601,0.116,0.764,0.121,0.8818,1,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,9,3,4,32,21,1,1,28,0,55,4,1,8,1,103,122,39,1,19,21,1,5,4,0,10,2,1,1,7,26,32,0,4,13,2,4,7,19,13,0,0,5,7,58,8,83,95,8,60,0,2,1,1,41,26,1,12,25,315,84,13,0.050791937957661834,0.0,0.0991312092430863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05605016655782751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719898545977449,0.11476086508362016,0.0,0.03551490399137762,0.0,0.0835948743711356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272274398419454,0.3096229394526683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044921341560494925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0567006006631689,0.0,0.0,0.10357153170610237,0.05217731156575142,0.0,0.0437527571249816,0.05325438059154941,0.0,0.0,0.0811064589631718,0.05620031327205294,0.0,0.0,0.1047285155356757,0.04374702173677838,0.0,0.05271401258722615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395557422977476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486029336900057,0.0,0.0,0.10496329890222966,0.0,0.06709519198172004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957642374795327,0.0,0.07704578987511368,0.07257154125132538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229352978358695,0.0,0.08659868652602637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099919971344764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808953072983807,0.0,0.050948455093020616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05301358706803383,0.0,0.1354386246160472,0.0,0.0,0.1116556831103936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175169575111255,0.09925750114491376,0.0,0.04485021176805622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636297862942859,0.0,0.0,0.06780802598520252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05118632707002069,0.10776443917936156,0.0,0.0,0.040541640294451765,0.0,0.0,0.11298473523989185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639843628137964,0.05500271916992672,0.04848665200816346,0.2464891413490351,0.1330486832647627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728927274998238,0.0,0.3285737986866558,0.0,0.0,0.10211985294969636,0.0,0.0,0.10161136595483276,0.0,0.09761584817274188,0.05222257160579752,0.10030182229627783,0.0,0.0,0.0867520749868183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051404152865304496,0.04047459849788077,0.04623907270487609,0.21194827439961467,0.05738043254181008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043035844205458265,0.03910211530938088,0.0,0.056857416146394224,0.17975397555551506,0.0,0.0,0.042464334445035175,0.05818199332245653,0.0,0.058144617096833724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038189216209490034,0.12247390729786164,0.044394392520283925,0.0,0.0,0.11794670951424295,0.033743906663514914,0.09763626886411078,0.04990282115864807,0.0,0.08885156244317331,0.0,0.04814481823844239,0.0485338733592283,0.0,0.0,0.05524704322579031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190866817713351,0.17975040588698488,0.16126510472273164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045831823826215874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508169007607023,0.07395427152447856,0.10316335699069168,0.051761324055514174,0.0721622708664603,0.055533010704702734,0.0,0.06541668553126988 anxiety,justanothergirl1951,2018/03/10,"The 'weird' things that anxiety does to me I'm sure this thread has been done and over done but I'm in a huge anxious ball tonight and noticed the 'warm wave' and indigestion and other things I've got going on atm It's hard to explain the warm wave but it feels like, if you could imagine how an earthquake is depiced (the epicentre and the waves pulsing out) that's how it feels inside from my heart and chest. Also feel tingling all over my body (I know this is a common one but it feels so weird like intense pins and needles) Then the indigestion... Wtf is that about, but it's really bad. When I think of anxiety I don't usually attribute these symptoms to it but they're common effects I have. What kinda strange 'uns you guys got? 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My heart felt like it was racing out of my chest and my head felt all numb and tingly. I went into the ER and after running various tests they gave me a clean bill of health and gave me 1mg of Ativan. Fast forward three months and I got hit with another one a few days ago...I was able to fight it off without any medication, but finally got the prescription filled that the ER gave me. I didn’t want to (which is why I didn’t get the prescription filled) but fighting it off without anything felt like a few hours of constant anxiety. It’s not Ativan - but says it “Generic” and it’s Lorazepam. It’s 0.5mg and says to take 1 everyday as needed. 1) Is there any difference betweenness Ativan and the be generic Lorazepam? 2) I do not want to become addicted to this stuff and read to only take it in emergencies when the panic attack feels out of control. Does that sound about right? Any other advice? Thanks!",2.951160616061607,4.994785183168318,3.9163696369636964,86.9721672167217,75.88118811881188,7.063146314631464,25.083608360836077,7.984000788550335,1.4705634763476343,805,28,159,13,18,259,118,202,0.119,0.815,0.066,-0.8986,0,0,0,0,3,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,4,11,4,2,11,0,8,7,3,1,1,30,27,14,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,0,4,3,1,0,14,13,0,1,4,1,1,5,6,8,2,3,14,7,13,3,28,11,4,27,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,0,16,98,27,2,0.11984047557227863,0.0,0.0,0.13064380749235388,0.0,0.11710672574768842,0.10623135083429212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444868986824885,0.12566318772108906,0.09167763579498693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861850032570553,0.0,0.0,0.2726716833924952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235438988159715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12950497998471205,0.13441128359678314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728719258893689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520779022801964,0.0,0.0,0.1048732077640146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060594945252741415,0.0,0.34519695013672186,0.13127938323326302,0.0,0.10193624730124487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261170225329282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875421278528198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229909019151975,0.1273848215400506,0.0,0.14201154056254314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801872841320425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709600597675275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207266712815992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565552425696444,0.0,0.0,0.08886019414369235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575241977525675,0.0,0.08120700774366121,0.09114408189136942,0.0,0.2812139540222965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198729061069337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234311134149204,0.0,0.19060391243911803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718867294768144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802102465982984,0.0,0.0,0.11033300883127796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987994503777131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137003490437414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109332148585004,0.10813738921040854,0.0,0.0,0.2310438838686659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07717333714421701 anxiety,ziamal,2018/03/11,"DAE Decide to stay friends with someone who likes you Even if you like them back, because forming a deeper relationship is too much, and you feel like you don't deserve it anyway? I'm just gonna keep ignoring my feelings tbh.",8.945227272727275,7.041888522727272,8.276363636363637,74.90954545454545,61.5,10.618181818181819,40.18181818181819,8.841846274778883,3.5143090909090917,181,8,34,2,2,57,40,44,0.056,0.72,0.224,0.802,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,1,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,1,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,6,4,2,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,1,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429864526996462,0.0,0.19263221940738312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208716701770396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195607647993588,0.22575228246604634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441427836624905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808775829012386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631486471619738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23229823150574025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33926847444885405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26774793230832594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33681666925068604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hughstephner,2018/03/11,"Help with Figuring out symptoms I don't have social anxiety or fear when having conversations with people, strangers or not. But I become anxious AFTER most conversations are completed and fixate on them. I worry that I talked too much about myself, talked to loudly, or inadvertently said something I shouldn't have. It makes me want to avoid most conversations all together. Does anyone else feel this way or know if there is a word for it? Is this part of general anxiety, or is this something else?",7.2650000000000015,8.686040166666668,7.173333333333336,70.35000000000002,64.0,10.444444444444443,31.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.546666666666667,405,15,66,10,6,129,66,90,0.091,0.809,0.1,-0.4374,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,9,1,0,1,1,24,14,9,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,8,0,10,12,5,5,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,8,2,51,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004440125470376,0.2218414579108032,0.0,0.13730600711782087,0.2012035928902726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21687450614000506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20588951507045275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718441312108019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3280827690868379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22097009945520188,0.09929023765683316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162222813991026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1079194527994708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310780581137149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14435405815822655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126488572707109,0.0,0.1361377739359107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679220880022304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017381097036965,0.0,0.3023494206429609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20410293091682774,0.0,0.31566847149148514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582372345303064,0.1558688404612565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942259498577275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kaythebae,2018/03/11,"anyone who managed to go to the dentist despite anxiety - how the flip did you manage it??? Urgh, I am in tears. I've been watching a bunch of Youtube videos on how to get over dental anxiety and it's just winding me up even more. That and my tooth is really hurting right now so it's compounding the entire issue. I made an appointment about a month ago, and cancelled last minute because I just couldn't even bear the thought of sitting in a chair with someone putting spiky instruments in my mouth. I'm not afraid of the procedure of a check up, so much as I am afraid I will have a panic attack on the chair with instruments/hands over my mouth which will further suffocate me. I'm worried that I will sweat (I break out in awful upper lip sweat when I panic or even just get stressed) which is awful because there's no way it would go unnoticed which would panic me even more. I'm also just worried that I'll burst into tears/hyperventilate/have a panic attack IN FRONT of other people. What's worse is if I do have a panic attack, I can't quickly or easily get up and walk away from the situation - I will be trapped, frozen, feeling like the air is being crushed out of me and unable to stop crying. I think another big issue is it's been months since I've used propranolol after being on it for a couple of years. It's also been months since I've had a full blown panic attack - so really, I'm doing better than ever. But to have a panic attack in that environment would be the worst possible way I can imagine I could have one (for the reasons outlined above), and my true fear is that it completely fucks up all the progress I have made and leaves me a nervous wreck again. That being said, it's been at least five years since my last check up. I go through periods of pretty severe toothache, gum pain and bleeding gums although when that happens I splash out on the best toothpaste and mouthwash which seems to help. But the discomfort is becoming more frequent and I don't want to lose my teeth to decay. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Fuck knows how I'm going to get through a smear test when I'm of age for that. Eek. 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I've been working on it through meditation, diet, exercise, therapy, and herbal supplementation. It's getting better, but it still affects my daily life. I'm applying to be a dishwasher at a local restaurant that I adore. I really, really want this job. I'm planning to go for a walk-in interview on Tuesday. I've been trying to update my resume, but I'm very worried about references. I don't have any references. I've been unemployed for eight months. I'm too afraid to ask my former employer because I quit that job rather abruptly. I'm still ashamed about it. I don't think my boss before that will remember me anymore. I'm afraid to ask my professors because I think they either don't like me or don't know who I am. Any words of wisdom, kindness, or courage will be greatly appreciated. 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Been taking lexapro for a while now (5-6 months?), and feel I've reached the point where I don't need it and the side effects aren't worth it. I'm only taking 5 mg at the moment, so will it take a while to get off? I was thinking of doing this Week 1 - 2.5 mg Week 2 - stopping all together Is this a smart way to quit without the side effects? Am I going to get any withdraws?",2.1977922077922045,2.7757332525252525,3.632784992784994,94.20727272727275,75.06060606060606,6.0611832611832615,26.26406926406927,5.288315135182226,0.482716017316017,348,12,84,1,7,115,62,99,0.037000000000000005,0.866,0.098,0.7511,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,7,0,11,0,0,4,1,14,23,7,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,5,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,9,19,1,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,8,48,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14713914078537496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940326326447623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391334631865565,0.0,0.12296815849018812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270461190016034,0.0,0.0,0.16043574547490866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455927048979954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453975536530186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4602726359690417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808951573410329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4880503390831397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13864127350781782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762073702551713,0.17174457620545264,0.34711821131336185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085731305400194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jc-KicA,2018/03/11,"Scared to go back to school Im a 14 year old Male recovering from stress fractures in my spine. Due to the pain I was not able to go in for a very long time ~ 4 months. Now although i should be able to go in and the pain is managable i feel i cant and i start feeling ill, sick and in pain again when thinking about going in. I have gained lots of weight, fallen behind in school and all but lost my social life. I dont know what to do or how to get back into the routine of going to school.",1.0025280326197716,2.200829110091746,2.557186544342507,98.30002038735985,79.0,5.211416921508665,18.533129459734965,5.033348758259628,-0.7195635066258923,379,7,96,1,9,124,71,109,0.191,0.792,0.017,-0.9251,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,6,0,2,5,0,8,8,1,1,1,16,20,9,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,5,1,0,4,0,0,6,3,6,0,0,2,3,9,0,21,16,2,25,0,1,0,0,2,7,0,2,12,60,10,4,0.2825474351128657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21726153698946865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16557174482439282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286447279358935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380968656557359,0.0,0.40144554670709737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259985765259526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764034054211967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978580467029308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502279441281192,0.0,0.0,0.15421695116499606,0.12010586267053115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127633335236602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824300177824984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509755880531969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143963667328094,0.4289296332327834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14401076403001925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999426441827694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618285661468265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09052249382746527,0.0,0.0,0.08237784080029789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656561236465915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17203332862263548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0909756422655707 anxiety,bkrud,2018/03/11,Please help? So I'm a 17 year old male and I've suffered from some pretty bad anxiety/depression only over the past month. It all started around 6 months ago when I had a major facial injury which required major surgery. I felt perfectly fine mentally after the surgery but my face did hurt so I started smoking weed a little bit to help it. Last month I used this super strong wax pen and ever since that I've felt severe anxiety and I feel like I'm going crazy. When I get my mind thinking about something I just can't get it off and I can't sleep at night. I truly think it's gonna pass but right now I'm just pretty scared and would like some help on how to deal with it,2.265258215962444,3.8932296338028185,3.4010563380281686,91.75515258215964,76.60563380281691,6.141784037558686,21.6924882629108,6.816661863887847,0.3923361502347422,536,14,116,5,12,173,95,142,0.142,0.599,0.258,0.9637,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,11,10,0,1,5,0,5,3,3,2,3,26,20,12,0,1,4,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,3,11,6,11,14,6,25,0,2,0,0,5,7,0,2,18,59,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856339084961751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095018212905068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12911050756922096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109686162384288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833894958490508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952310487795806,0.12491708654112205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119104684864766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07333326338089467,0.1036119161832343,0.2785096870932209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154796932039974,0.0,0.08242584439391804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916385664114676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15526129367875202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822160829476312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417120225346773,0.14536160526039452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461595920014925,0.0,0.146442426718016,0.0,0.34729291650888194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361040555422685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521881946043432,0.0,0.0,0.11030446409467194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845082623992724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920316081245756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951022912443713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123857762523291,0.0,0.0,0.1452037714603205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638465013851742,0.0,0.11997315760218315,0.0,0.14513817814947372,0.0,0.0,0.11165382529198364,0.0,0.0,0.20531082600945624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858631401338234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526232302217727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302759224465258,0.0,0.0,0.09339677814996307 anxiety,FlavorLover,2018/03/11,"Writing a thesis... My thesis is driving me crazy. It’s just one big assignment that needs to be done. Have anyone of you guys ever written a really large assignment that made you scared as fuck? It’s keeping me up at night. Usually I get A grades because of my perfectionism, but with a thesis it is never done. It can always be a bit better :( I do not want to fail my year and do it next year",0.8051851851851843,3.0519001358024687,3.216296296296296,88.03333333333335,84.67901234567901,6.0691358024691375,20.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,0.7220222222222219,305,9,63,5,9,105,56,81,0.13,0.7609999999999999,0.109,0.0495,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,2,4,1,1,5,0,10,1,0,1,2,12,17,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,4,0,9,1,8,11,1,11,0,1,0,1,4,3,1,0,7,46,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343814027517666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414887526523371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343887284181646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497657317718933,0.2406822818066087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4512087333521101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941625601854052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038092283470123,0.11517984410914965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828739463601174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959525842737517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860203475536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634663000787683,0.17003026627669734,0.0,0.2344588475195972,0.20688424886563409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493875770162997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123059629222345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22071622385782813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428025781957355,0.0,0.13003143179304405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839345560577309 anxiety,AnxiousBoyfThrowaway,2018/03/11,"My [26m] boyfriend [24m] just revealed to me that he has anxiety. how can i help? I've been dating the best guy in the world for a good few months now and we've grown incredibly close. I fell in love with him on our first date before we finished our meals. This afternoon he tearfully told me that he's been smoking weed to help deal with anxiety, and for the past few months the only days he hasn't smoked are on days when he sees me. He said he gets thoughts in his head he can't shake. Thoughts that there is something missing in his life. We're long distance at the moment, we see each-other for a few days a week every week so not too long distance. I've just dropped him off at the airport and I don't know what to do. I can't be there for him every evening after work, and I work shifts and can't reply to texts often for hours at a time. I worry that he'll be in some sort of crisis and I won't be there to help (I'm not sure if crisis is the right term but I hope it conveys what I fear). Anyway, I was wondering if anyone here had any advice, either as partners or as people with anxiety and what they might want or need from their partner. I made it clear I don't love him any less, and that we're a team and I'm hear to help, but apart from that I don't really know what to do or say. Thank you all so much in advance for any comments. I feel really useless.",2.8843939393939384,3.291100764309768,4.0277626262626285,92.63497727272728,73.34343434343434,7.152121212121212,23.60420875420876,6.961326702584282,0.5111186531986522,1065,26,256,9,20,348,157,297,0.066,0.812,0.121,0.9513,0,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,4,1,2,6,15,11,0,2,12,0,23,5,1,2,3,46,46,22,0,5,12,0,1,0,2,3,1,3,0,3,13,15,1,0,7,1,0,4,10,4,0,1,9,6,31,7,34,31,10,43,0,2,2,2,38,16,0,11,22,156,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11518015465196108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404647437697081,0.0,0.2705082274713293,0.0,0.0,0.08241669674543756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029777833855924,0.0,0.12369617055062987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280471272210947,0.12151769166543674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785131690031967,0.0,0.19861931506425884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263531624644315,0.05959807279024396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002592520099529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061581651288710536,0.0,0.0,0.09886286659072936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670877245203852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209675278079086,0.0,0.1328468510469667,0.0,0.31602023798586865,0.0,0.0,0.11707044343655705,0.1160771535850833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12955536325042769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325431136074651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20862058862233296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276262324581185,0.1115304319238924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504030851306652,0.0,0.0,0.18816371146725624,0.0,0.08664722603863181,0.08739831840167216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964463296905179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251923124242576,0.08171547527740061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15101971007917814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065942256188994,0.11212034455191984,0.0937341043899855,0.0,0.0,0.18785255402087245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907412611995454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11109007200830022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085178749492416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871495293474462,0.06873032121026502,0.0,0.0,0.11262881418742166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952214904599688,0.0,0.18909469249250796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782382709883722,0.1716199703297092,0.11970162034518488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EeveeNumber9,2018/03/11,"Working a lot to avoid social interaction - and trying to find a balance. I don’t know who would possibly understand this, so I figured this would be a good place to start. I went through a really bad breakup several years ago. I was very publicly cheated on, and it left me feeling betrayed, and embarrassed, and downright shitty. To cope, I dove into work. I picked up three simultaneous jobs, which left my schedule packed and my plate full. I couldn’t think about my pain because I was thinking about work, and I always had an excuse as to why I couldn’t hang out. It really helped, and it helped jumpstart my career path to where I am now. In retrospect, I feel like the experience was a blessing in disguise. Fast forward seven years. I’m in a healthy relationship, but struggle with loneliness. I have trust issues that make it difficult to have close, meaningful friendships, and instead of trying to overcome it, I hide. I throw myself into work, but now I feel I’ve placed so much of my identity into my profession that I am instantly anxious when I feel I am underperforming, or my work is not “as good as it could be.” I need to find a balance, but I don’t feel like I have anywhere to go. 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I've been really struggling today after celebrating my birthday week with a couple of nights out and felt extremely down until I discovered this subreddit. I can't tell you how calming it is to read that other people are experiencing the same stuff as me. I have always had a bit of anxiety but last year I got knocked out by a guy with knuckle dusters as I was walking home from a night out and it's really knocked my self confidence. A week after that I was having lunch with a friend at a pizzeria and all of a sudden I just felt like I was fighting against my body to not let my eyes roll back in my head and pass out with my face in the pizza. I had to go to the bathroom for a moment and left swiftly after. Since then i've experienced this sensation a fair few times when eating or drinking with people and have had to leave a number of times. It's really blown my mind how much of a physical impact anxiety has. I frequently experience the following symptoms: Tight chest - feels like i'm going to have a heart attack blurred vision twitchiness shortness of breath severe negative thinking feeling like i'm not all there indigestion becoming emotional warm, numb limbs Does anybody else get that feeling where they legitimately think they're going to pass out and it's like you're fighting with your body just to stay alive? Sounds really OTT but it's an absolute killer for me. 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I used to have a lot of social anxiety in the past but i've mostly overcome that especially when im interacting with people in person. When i'm alone though, it's completely different, I overthink every single thing, I get insecure over insignificant details and I feel nervous about everything. My biggest problem though is texting, especially when someone im attracted to texts me. Feeling my phone vibrate and seeing who sent me a message makes me nauseous until I feel actual physical pain. Sometimes im not even able to read the message they sent to me until the next day let alone respond. When I see them in person though, i'm completely fine. I wonder if there are other people here who also struggle with texting.",5.657636363636364,7.745825542857144,6.652207792207793,70.03824675324678,68.57142857142857,9.090909090909092,35.58441558441558,9.573946990214177,3.980357142857143,616,32,93,14,11,205,88,140,0.182,0.75,0.068,-0.9498,1,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,12,8,0,3,5,0,4,1,0,2,0,17,17,14,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,4,1,0,2,1,5,0,0,2,5,15,3,16,14,3,16,0,0,2,0,14,5,0,4,9,65,21,1,0.12089652479386873,0.0,0.11797756866545316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25042467840451044,0.0,0.09668090719894544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248551055896953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535154121874642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796825697209017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631113689596213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985101442406953,0.0,0.10186053636319298,0.0,0.10865400103180928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833867464097184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06316344438474943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223559709007674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362488759188807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278190207910813,0.0,0.0,0.08069936907680761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285748256594498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286424262194508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540941264266864,0.16762885599995855,0.21112436450732136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568164679542015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209292411104411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19267775546976512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323878216897975,0.20487046626758665,0.0,0.11956975433727066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638729716429886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031827909358667,0.0,0.3563406653543775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441578081443527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110712403847738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Emskiies,2018/03/11,Facial pain when anxious If I get startled or really anxious I feel this pain in my face that feels like a strong electric shock and lasts for about 1-2 seconds. It makes me extra anxious because of the pain and had just recently been starting to happen. Does this happen to anyone else and what is it?,5.184152542372878,6.210975169491526,5.362500000000002,82.88747881355934,68.49152542372882,7.255932203389831,30.00423728813559,7.1686216300943375,1.7869627118644065,241,9,44,2,4,76,48,59,0.285,0.634,0.08199999999999999,-0.9081,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,2,0,3,5,2,1,0,9,10,6,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,2,2,4,2,6,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5880227852364591,0.0,0.12131645950442865,0.17777304898301302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576505797360808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15183255287017358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493845100262304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754553984742145,0.12394968669389998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064750469019824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068540535753632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142708530426715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476419238723823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11581376709488288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5538542925107651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114966545419937,0.0,0.17131204924249582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122805433468355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,covfefedrank,2018/03/11,"I'm in my living room (my safe place) I'm have anxiety since my childhood, is terrible, until now I can't control it. Thankfully my city have free health care but I'm so anxious that I avoid to talk with the doctors. In the most of my time i stay locked up in my living room, sometimes watching tv, or listening music in my headphone. Is a very painful process, and I'm just 22 years old. 💔",1.3095370370370354,3.3445844444444504,2.9266512345679025,92.11368055555558,81.09876543209877,6.0253086419753075,26.174382716049386,7.1686216300943375,1.1906160493827158,304,13,66,4,8,100,58,81,0.19,0.737,0.07400000000000001,-0.8682,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,1,3,0,5,3,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,2,0,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,10,5,9,12,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,8,0,2,6,36,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778200458688928,0.2625970668338422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369935118011993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607072096397111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379176510281876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470785226170845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4105069807058904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439122786997433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473382262018544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428559027337681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19228118402763952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22989438099310644,0.0,0.0,0.2477558004231852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683075626674736,0.0,0.214004435444916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554074474302355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19179174590936066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968717541460194 anxiety,Stussu,2018/03/11,"Zoloft question Figured this would be a good place to ask started taking zoloft back in mid December 25mg for a few weeks then to 50. Anyways the anxiety, panic attacks and paranoia I had are all dulled down alot but my depression has sky rocketed. Which is fueling me to drink more than I did before the zoloft which was something I am trying to quit. Wondering if I should just stop or not. Anyone have a similar situation?",5.0903703703703735,6.6884016790123475,5.69969135802469,78.24361111111115,69.24691358024691,9.350617283950617,32.01851851851852,9.725611199111238,3.2325703703703703,340,15,61,8,6,110,69,81,0.198,0.778,0.023,-0.9118,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,1,6,0,11,4,0,0,1,14,15,5,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,6,1,8,9,4,10,0,2,0,0,2,5,0,5,5,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920232068848466,0.0,0.0,0.16379461125810146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899422055184686,0.2664957381713087,0.0,0.1801255112882834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19933140081745604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017611091054896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22947801221914124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964796629875425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748445285144231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24474373038277025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624161174030607,0.2491560895059781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633093299948937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803388171350385,0.0,0.0,0.16580493955642975,0.0,0.0,0.19584535986489496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612852972384924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15904189269936472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790301523152933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25403655928901137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640606865984092,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Deadwing720,2018/03/11,"Getting diarrhea every time you have to go out? Hi, i'm 17 and new around here, and just like the title said, whenever i have to go out, or i am in a situation where others depend on me and i can't take a break to go to the bathroom (Playing a competitive videogame with friends) i get really anxious, and end up having to go multiple times to the bathroom. Does anyone else experience this? Any tips? I literally have like 3 years of not going out of my house (Except some obligatory ocasions) because of this, and i really fear for my future. When i go out, i try to ignore the feeling that i have to go take a dump, i do breathing exercises, and sometimes the pain in my stomach goes away for short periods of time, but it returns and goes back and forth. I have talked with a free psicologist (Not sure how to say it in english, is it welfare?), but she doesn't offer me any tips or exercises to help improve, she just says i'll have to learn to live with it, and fine, i will do so and fight it, but surely there must be a more productive way of doing so than just dealing with it. I mean, you don't take a person with arachnophobia and just throw them into a room full of spiders, that's my point. Anyways, i just wanted to ease the burden of at least knowing i'm not alone and get it off my chest. Thanks for reading.",4.4638093155477865,4.777720970260226,5.715005466870762,82.27225891099937,69.78066914498139,8.708593920839713,29.206429040017497,8.671277953709913,2.031660660397988,1027,36,216,16,17,345,149,269,0.063,0.8009999999999999,0.136,0.9631,0,1,0,0,1,0,36.0,0,2,1,0,15,15,2,1,14,0,18,6,3,2,3,49,39,21,0,2,14,0,1,2,1,2,3,3,1,1,12,23,0,1,4,4,1,8,6,6,0,0,1,4,26,10,44,35,4,40,0,0,0,0,16,19,0,4,13,152,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763394824557325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16760759742254655,0.0,0.0,0.13922009511812508,0.0,0.08616854374856722,0.12626847841738856,0.0,0.10970497992069307,0.0,0.0,0.11578302525365855,0.09475985125798693,0.0,0.07512270851207874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704952933069047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784348659608384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294675023559499,0.0,0.10914933600394687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383052109142248,0.0,0.0,0.12054715013221885,0.0,0.13867326041818556,0.06231114986831503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521079718039016,0.0,0.19315507983425767,0.0,0.4902597040394285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826015988799788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219625864990226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772654951573265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204124658742629,0.0,0.10881846775670664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13423867864939126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902080825359965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311303732115136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076037568844559,0.0,0.0,0.1164965922431878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232680149544598,0.0,0.15789456516375108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722438772895087,0.19600230520785486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852092780585112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188223568100418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322944283837393,0.0,0.27797139604853155,0.09905135640721366,0.0,0.11345792326459525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21557737414613093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836682488126868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268699885009677,0.09781794169281488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935908443474916 anxiety,YanikPR,2018/03/11,"Vyavanse and Effexor Hey so I have been on vyavanse 50mg and 150mg effexor but it seems like with this, I still can’t seem to wake up feeling refreshed or even have motivation to do anything I truely enjoy or want to do. I have constant headahes thought out the day. I feel nothing. Legit nothing. Every since my father passed 2 and half years ago I don’t remember a time being truely motivated and happy. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel stuck in this endless loop of hopelessness. 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Any advice? This is probably going to be long. I kind of just need a place to vent and talk about what’s going on. Two weeks ago on March 1st I had partial facial paralysis and slight reduced sensation feeling on the left side of my face. I didn’t think it was a stroke because these were the only symptoms I had and I was able to call my PCP who could see me same day miraculously, which was great. I was diagnosed with Bells Palsy and they started me on a high dose of Prednisone (80 mg for 7 days). 2 side effects with Prednisone are insomnia and anxiety amongst a slew of other things. I’ve never suffered from anxiety or insomnia before this by my god this has been terrible. By Tuesday I was barely sleeping and had like 7 hours of sleep total between Sunday to Tuesday. Called up the doctor and she prescribed me 12 1mg Lorazepam tablets to take 1 every 8 hours as needed for anxiety/insomnia or 2 if needed to fall asleep. That night on Tuesday I had a full blown panic attack (crazy high BP, fast pulse, felt like my heart was going to explode out of my chest). The last dose of the prednisone was Wednesday but the insomnia and anxiety are still hanging around. I haven’t had any daytime/awake panic attacks since Tuesday but sleeping has been hell. * Thursday night I had real bad trouble falling asleep. Took one around 11:30pm and had small waves of anxiety whenever I would alsomost be asleep. Took another around 3:30am and eventually fell asleep. * Friday night I tossed and turned for about 2 hours and was able to fall asleep on my own but I was woken up about an hour later with the nocturnal panic attack, ended up taking 2 and fell back a sleep, only sleeping for like 3-4 hours. * Saturday night I fell asleep on my own no problem around 1:30 within like 10 minutes...which was great. Only I ended up waking up an hour later (it was 3:30 though because of DST) with another nocturnal panic attack. I didn’t want to take another pill so I laid awake until 5:45am-ish until I gave in and took 1 pill to try and sleep. It worked, I guess. Woke up at like 9:30 and couldn’t fall back to sleep after than. When I try to fall asleep after waking from the panic attack even an hour or 2 later I keep getting right on the edge of falling asleep where I can feel myself slipping into sleep and then it feels like I just get this wave of anxiety and this pit feeling in my stomach. Has anyone tried melatonin or anything else like that? Reading up about Lorazepam and other Benzos honestly makes me not want to take it anymore Even though I only have fear of developing a dependency. I considered maybe taking like 1/2 a pill to take the edge off and maybe some melatonin. Googling around and it seems alright. If you guys have read through this much and got this far, thanks. This nighttime anxiety attack stuff is terrible. 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I've also been having realistic nightmares about stuff that has happened to me throughout my life, and I wake up shaking and in tears from it. I never take to the internet about these issues, but I need to find some way to ease it... anyone have any ideas on what I could do? 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They are making me go to a coach. My feeling is that they are gaslighting and trying to document issues to fire me. I'm not an at will employee so they need cause. In about a week I will have to meet with the coach. I'm extremely anxious. I will likely have a panic attack before I meet him. I'd like to avoid it if possible. I've been off work for anxiety previously and my employer retaliated for taking FMLA leave. I complained to the department of labor. DOL determined in my favor. I can meet the coach but I really don't feel I have anything to gain from that. It will give my bullying employer ammunition against me. If I don't meet with the coach I will likely be further punished and it will be ammunition against me too. However, I think I'd be able to see a Dr and get time off if I need to. Legally I'd be protected from punishment or job loss. Reality is different. I know what they are doing is not legal but it's hard to enforce employment laws. I don't know what to do. Any advice?",1.1630555555555553,3.586386453703703,3.8407111111111165,82.91540000000002,84.92592592592592,7.900444444444445,24.380740740740734,8.726425361277474,2.2178487407407417,838,34,168,24,25,294,114,216,0.168,0.7559999999999999,0.076,-0.9469,8,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,4,4,4,11,3,2,9,0,28,1,0,2,0,25,43,11,0,5,8,0,4,3,0,6,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,5,4,0,2,5,7,0,0,2,5,28,4,27,31,0,12,0,1,1,0,11,6,0,4,7,115,36,10,0.17660454905293596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257592139028866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009714938403085,0.0,0.2702039932751766,0.19951287194349207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533049618777386,0.0,0.0,0.20091317000821268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15027746370438724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142151983933208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451416539813031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859313274826766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922685877962027,0.1694151758324519,0.10036843508021354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820298728281967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843292659089487,0.1752527644060796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941144831030614,0.0,0.0,0.18699871776321714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25884018608076925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788490784963275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26190007074927274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072073867378281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990950937360874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11313739634123975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073096052714434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327846421804956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131610640539751,0.0,0.0,0.10297953276892943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990289617988174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166151662808274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571404301211301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137275393825066 anxiety,BP_Legendary,2018/03/11,"Weird Head Sensations... I suffer from brief depressive episodes once in awhile (an hour or less of feeling totally low and hopeless etc). Had one of these yesterday, and even after recovering, I have this bizarre foggyness mixed with almost like a minor headache. Also been having sort of weird 'pulses' of anxiety as well that seem to rush through my brain. Its all very difficult to explain. Does anyone have similar experiences?",6.977442922374427,9.636247589041098,6.289246575342473,71.641997716895,66.26027397260273,10.346118721461188,35.454337899543376,10.504223727775694,4.501047488584477,346,17,52,10,6,106,65,73,0.262,0.674,0.064,-0.9436,0,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,2,11,8,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,1,1,2,1,3,2,12,6,4,7,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,4,4,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626441437071265,0.0,0.0,0.20975209731358574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065005979870693,0.0,0.0,0.18339828645844045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928008197717254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259087853970596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295305199207853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925211199856436,0.17323914548713149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25656857839221525,0.0,0.0,0.13262099620076345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691837721379232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583014353296801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814096042990425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27932879703611074,0.17773354230335278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387776890389553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641556269749956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358289494832803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,applepiehobbit,2018/03/11,"People with health anxiety/hypocondria...how do you calm your thoughts when you think you have some kind of severe illness? The past few days I've been thinking I have some kind of cancer and when I'm not being disctracted my thoughts can really make me think and feel all kinds of things...like now alone on the train. I'm only 20 and have no family history of cancer, still thinking rational is difficult. ",8.136038961038963,7.556109064935068,7.395422077922081,76.32741883116887,62.24675324675325,11.336363636363638,33.535714285714285,10.686352973137794,3.4074961038961034,326,11,60,7,4,101,56,77,0.252,0.721,0.027000000000000003,-0.9606,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,8,4,0,1,1,16,18,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,7,4,6,14,4,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,36,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803002232752911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331097531914373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802504261718302,0.0,0.09667865461573552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324126234606155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5973296611196989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276303754239733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14541950944407134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825261688108695,0.13255700799099865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249039027066842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21600646946717986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526960254327979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4900640583104168,0.0,0.3035897615843887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ralyks,2018/03/11,"Is there anyone from the VA I could use some serious help. I relatively recently switch from active duty military and now go to the VA for 'treatment' and I am having some really bad experiences with my psychiatrist. I am in a huge downward spiral and I really need some advice and find out what some of my options are. So please, if you work in the VA and would know what my options are, please, please reach out to me. I want to remain anonymous because I am afraid. I am also going to post this over in /r/ADHD since these are the two things I suffer with",5.083976833976834,5.534905711711712,6.22131274131274,78.7021621621622,68.45945945945945,9.225740025740027,26.66795366795367,9.23628265651192,2.0395575289575296,438,12,86,8,7,147,71,111,0.07400000000000001,0.7709999999999999,0.155,0.742,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,1,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,24,17,8,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,0,0,14,0,16,15,4,13,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,7,2,66,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262898134860971,0.18399629172808468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505766585424437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165780705418095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721555219723132,0.11478076142879225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15033545532903056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418523445573431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209503583574134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21402081718625568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262078351868158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348009378696303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396157744167806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.620062630105695,0.0,0.0,0.18033122521278014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412487352216463,0.0,0.18591515790486374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557566890532777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250925176043819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839334528011347,0.0,0.0,0.16262341582898754,0.0,0.0,0.1110592155053408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370784673044054,0.0,0.0,0.13375689170713484,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jayacejace,2018/03/11,Need someone to Tell me that I can do it I tend to be extremely anxious before Tests and my art finals are tomorrow. I‘m scared that I Might have to do something with architecture or that I Will Not remember something Really important When I need to analyze something. Can somebody Tell me that it is going to be Alright and that I can do it? Would be appreciated a lot! ,5.067916666666665,6.235579958333332,6.5787777777777805,73.54400000000003,68.8611111111111,10.204444444444446,33.84444444444444,10.355215969177356,3.752124444444444,295,14,54,8,5,101,45,72,0.071,0.823,0.105,0.3595,0,0,3,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,15,0,0,0,0,11,20,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,6,14,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,45,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533792186176433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908507754830148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569423274353586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274668416467036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067984566578652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379318888380571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326102954457562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368328620670245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540721948160151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22454930585585267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003670928036656,0.5179987140826479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3920715125177288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932626329102306,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Coffeebear1343,2018/03/11,I think of things I'd never do then fixate and give myself a panic attack on it Anyone else start attacks because they worry about stuff?,4.68333333333333,6.180266407407409,5.408333333333335,80.33250000000002,70.1111111111111,5.4,20.907407407407405,3.1291,0.16294074074074014,111,2,18,0,2,36,26,27,0.379,0.621,0.0,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,1,3,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444368884002527,0.2702775622096725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6001840552740472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080008865012485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035742443264408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530453510138991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20344624294251268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094933240313812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867074529789986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019692145622725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17524616207334362,0.16902193698965762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678851408566837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ctrl_ra,2018/03/11,"High stress job with social expectations. How do I deal with it? Hi everyone. I somehow managed to land myself a great job out of university despite having social anxiety (faked my way through the interviews). The job is high stress and I have to talk to people from different divisions constantly. There's a drinking culture as well and we are expected to socialise after work. I just can't keep faking it, it's killing me inside. In the morning I feel sick at the thought of going into work. I don't know how to make small talk or properly socialise with anyone. Does anyone have any advice on dealing with these feelings? I don't want to feel this way anymore and I want to be able to talk to people without this intense fear. It's making me heavily depressed, but I can't quit my job...I'm determined to be successful and I don't want this mental illness to stop me",3.5987500000000026,5.811859946428572,4.722047619047622,81.15628571428573,74.53571428571428,7.575238095238094,29.65238095238095,8.447377352677275,2.474663809523809,693,31,124,13,15,227,101,168,0.132,0.7659999999999999,0.102,-0.2651,5,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,4,6,10,1,3,6,0,13,3,0,4,0,32,25,9,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,11,1,2,5,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,1,3,17,3,27,22,0,15,0,1,0,0,11,9,0,2,3,83,25,8,0.11517464546028162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11254733056253337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832270841987284,0.0,0.08810828853024785,0.0,0.11422229994615235,0.1610655800994429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12446287520015785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374800043356785,0.09919975336787934,0.0,0.0,0.12033299083230002,0.0,0.0,0.10079010839053178,0.0,0.0,0.1128273051056034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005430943829757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960349660027504,0.17470728406682098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06545640521582424,0.0,0.0,0.12698045322217744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433766729112383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4571722555199701,0.10237251684039698,0.12742368065840393,0.0,0.06329697306777628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375994038103408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606895325824733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969519464373358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250241257434585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348120935232866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629116078403116,0.26386433448049057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777190518488334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914358033627234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379896989392446,0.1828405452558049,0.0,0.0,0.10355583818765454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102424820690368,0.0,0.16769702723698404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Silly_One,2018/03/11,"Having a bad day. So, after barely sleeping last night I felt the need to talk to people about how I have been feeling. Around 2 weeks ago, the Italian footballer Davide Astori passed away in his sleep from what i assume is a heart attack. I think this is what you can describe as a trigger for me. I have been diagnosed with a strange heartbeat, (looks as though i have a pacemaker on the ecg). This has flared up my anxiety because I am now worried that i will fall asleep and never wake up/or suddenly collapse. This feeling has spilled into my other anxieties. I have had a detached retina in my left eye which has left me basically blind in it. I am shortsighted in my good eye and as a result have floaters. These floaters remind me everyday that i could potentially go blind. Basically i am going through a very rough patch at the moment. I felt as though I just had to talk to some people about the way i am feeling. Thanks for reading.",4.254566744730679,5.840656240437159,4.7898243559718985,84.0035655737705,71.29508196721312,7.414363778298204,28.9184231069477,7.957251820313856,1.885898048399688,744,29,142,10,14,237,113,183,0.135,0.807,0.058,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,0,13,0,22,11,8,3,1,20,33,10,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,7,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,6,11,24,2,26,25,1,28,0,0,5,0,4,12,0,2,11,106,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307515581231452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22968766888699435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364147288148634,0.0,0.1707868085461129,0.14104568489743272,0.0,0.1253465984560497,0.09151370721418887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986115679697525,0.0,0.0,0.09681704238245528,0.0,0.0,0.15237188441387434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277203965953211,0.0,0.2882836222678829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063694436175286,0.12591621470617162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778967107081801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223704418516029,0.0,0.0,0.3262185845781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606567559563506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113144480260828,0.11578426396877105,0.0,0.0,0.14088045032322805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20815304440728996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15016382200334136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004632274229432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24132667761734286,0.0,0.13821326968125275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961928826301962,0.29499055675573865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386735931383006,0.0,0.11916080574932343,0.12041977296821002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245739323397609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,uspsman,2018/03/11,"What would you recommend for this odd case of anxiety? Do you know when you stress out really hard and get tension headaches, muscle tenseness and neck pain. Well I got to a point where I would get those after studying hard. But eventually it got to a point where I'd get it whenever I used my brain for more than just casual things, such as light studying, reading a novel, writing, etc. Basically the tension headaches started to become an automatic or ingrained response to any type of reading, writing or anything that takes some mental labor . At one point is was so bad that all I could do was watch television or play video games to stop it from happening. After years of this, it's gotten to a point where I mostly get it when doing something particularly mentally taxing. Like writing an essay or researching. I've been trying to write a book for years, and I notice this stress/anxiety response has anchored/ingrained itself to this process. I spent a lot of time stressing over this book throughout the years, and now I'm in a place where I can do it well. Although the second I start, it trips this ingrained stress response and the tension headaches return. At this point, I feel if I can take something to interrupt this process it will go away for good or at least allow me to work. I've slept well; I've taken adaptogenic herbs; my diet is nutrient-dense, low carb, and gluten-free; I've tried CBD oil and marijuana, but nothing works. I'm wondering if anyone might know what drug or even what class of drugs might be appropriate for a condition such as this? Again, the point is to stop the almost subconscious stress response from occurring, hopefully so it goes away for good. Obviously, I will go to my GP, but they are very clueless when it comes to things like this (at least mine is). If I told him what I wanted, he would probably give it to me if he also thought it would help. 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Is perpetual tightness of throat accompanied by an excess of energy considered a symptom of anxiety? Typically when something triggers this (work, responsibilities, friends, etc.) I have to do breathing exercises to calm down and avoid freaking out (which is usually me sitting down and doing nothing til it passes). Are these things symptomatic of anxiety? Just looking for confirmation; thanks for your time. 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The red flag that alerted me and got me reaching out for help was a sudden urge to harm myself that I'm sure many of you will be familiar with. I managed to find help and support through friends and therapy and particularly my partner. His brother has experienced periods of intense mental ill health and so my partner comes from a place of understanding. My problem is that after almost a year and a half of not giving in to the urges, I self-harmed for the first time last night. I'm not a danger to myself or anything but my partner and I don't keep anything from each other and I know I have to tell him soon. I just don't know how. I don't want to scare him or have him think that he can't leave me alone, or put him through what he's already been through with his brother. (I also have to figure out how to tell my psych too but that's a problem for another day 🤔) How have you all told the people you love about your self-harm? If anyone has any tips or stories to share I'd love to hear them. 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I had been on it years before, it worked well for me and I tapered off of it, but my anxiety and depression unfortunately came back about a month ago. I suffer from health anxiety and I obsessively google symptoms and it sucks and I’m trying to get better, but I researched the manufacturer (Aurobindo) and have heard pretty negative things about it. Does anyone take sertraline made by Aurobindo? Side note- a lot of these people were switching from another manufacturer to Aurobindo so that could be why they’re having a tough time with it, but I’m kinda afraid to take it at this point. I called my pharmacy and they said that’s the only manufacturer they carry. :-/",3.819836601307188,7.088435558823531,4.709607843137253,74.75434640522877,83.11764705882355,8.022222222222224,26.67320261437909,8.680891452615391,2.9302741830065364,620,26,98,17,18,200,90,136,0.208,0.728,0.064,-0.9672,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,2,5,8,1,2,5,0,7,3,0,1,0,16,18,11,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,12,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,0,8,2,13,2,16,8,1,12,0,2,0,0,6,5,1,2,6,68,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629701848752167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927806883192159,0.2812864778070553,0.0,0.0,0.1285508164948888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136778597179187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644113155698533,0.0,0.0,0.1625986413211026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18772939296110214,0.2102731674016311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678769123599833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15834803790678542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817624789949028,0.16088664903093114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567467025964825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960530070589792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704006355802424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542185761208547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630101971328786,0.0,0.1739614502159439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14674574266508386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398247104970775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745707462194866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17379581225640628,0.0,0.0,0.187039539963014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18152774895917165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488157627035011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910884961926238,0.27646167514470343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214046120961786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720326412529574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482074352970875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653014572525868,0.0,0.16589425036149194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338435546674225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183921029249546 anxiety,No_history_for_me_83,2018/03/11,"Lost a filling from my teeth and now can stop worrying about it. I managed to dislodge a filling on Thursday, went to the dentist on Friday and they say there is still some left and that it needs replacing soon. The next appointment they have is in 2 weeks. However since I lost the filling I have massive anxiety about it getting worst, I had a bad anxiety attack when it came out as well. I have had a massive headache/migraine for the last day and can’t eat without feeling completely sick. Why is this the case and does anyone have any advice of dealing with such an odd thing? ",7.243480825958699,6.667934778761065,6.8965929203539815,79.16164454277286,64.04424778761062,10.011209439528024,38.302359882005895,9.2995712137729,3.4511899705014737,462,22,88,7,6,145,80,113,0.225,0.733,0.042,-0.9581,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,2,9,6,1,0,10,0,11,4,1,0,0,13,18,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,8,1,1,1,0,0,5,2,5,1,0,6,2,8,1,14,12,2,20,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,1,10,64,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164948682431925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12641152588915247,0.0,0.2844105731605247,0.0,0.0,0.1299785602372377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21147662973041367,0.0,0.0,0.15521032575826646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212608556682908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490205343919853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198836256605854,0.19164435399311747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267352921298375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902118044351974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939915332704575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711981537262147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515251022119269,0.0,0.0,0.20196995133669915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058416319426246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378350266584045,0.0,0.0,0.19769604794743806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478271323026752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377006987616573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845193710833335,0.1554123039143858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12349700863525455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910968801986102,0.0,0.16713737029949394,0.17232182616899885,0.16773674723785134,0.0,0.0,0.1791912576783371,0.0,0.0,0.18878024581096636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whatwhatwhatwhywhyy,2018/03/11,"First time at a bar I've been legally able to drink for a few months now but I have been avoiding drinking out with friends since. I was finally persuaded to go out with a friend last night and it was worse than I anticipated. I was surrounded by drunk people who all wanted to dance or talk and I just felt completely uncomfortable and I just know I was the worst company. Half way through the night my friend disappeared, leaving me with a bunch of strangers and I thought I was gonna cry. When I finally found him again he was chatting with this guy who he knew from work, I had never met him before so I introduced myself ( which was very scary for me) and he literally looked me up and down then continued speaking to my friend. He basically ignored me the rest of the night, I felt (and still feel) so uncomfortable and awkward about this whole situation. Will I ever be able to go out and have a good time? I know that this may have just been a one time bad thing but the idea of going out again makes me feel nauseous. I am meant to be heading off for university in a few months and I don't know if I can cope with meeting new people and going out drinking.",4.00015147689977,5.231811060085839,4.6445645039131565,86.17503155768749,71.44635193133047,8.2291340570563,27.439787932340327,8.671277953709913,1.775936834132795,919,32,196,16,17,294,131,233,0.177,0.736,0.087,-0.9745,0,1,3,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,10,0,2,12,0,21,6,1,1,3,48,41,19,0,2,7,0,4,0,4,3,0,1,0,1,9,21,5,2,12,7,0,6,2,5,0,3,18,6,28,5,32,18,7,40,0,0,1,0,18,11,0,3,22,140,37,2,0.22469987231133265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380750383001306,0.0,0.0,0.09560152070467116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779677051223035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341112932042445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33018049609543204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10162694940803367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11361500691635068,0.0,0.2157471150643678,0.2461477268740768,0.0,0.0955647983000183,0.0,0.12318590601978766,0.3472051279112049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554042312902396,0.09423379604075607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124410042590974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11530344745307927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12682940263851736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852337601194698,0.09158019311309518,0.0,0.11896236033869954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434565031628868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749944547954591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935329431707805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665119691711523,0.10850826843590744,0.0,0.31629841286608146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07613122437828093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577859910823386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293702818017267,0.12628603551676573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972280414224405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030262294198144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464030536595782,0.0,0.0,0.08919329969795001,0.1965364537998671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270046356559034,0.06626690323108488,0.08917814986129444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254346914702737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179209160260663,0.0,0.11449418326619565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,turtless_,2018/03/11,"Went to a banquet... And had an amazing time!! Backstory: I used to be SO agoraphobic to the point of practically being housebound. I'm slowly making progress but loud, crowded social events are definitely still triggers. But, despite my usual anxiety beforehand I just told myself to go and I'm glad I did because I had so much fun! Always remember the feelings of anxiety are temporary, and while they'll come and go often we won't always get the same opportunity twice. Don't let anxiety win the battle, show it you CAN do whatever it's saying you can't and you'll be so glad you did. ❤️",5.007065217391304,6.171645826086959,6.741467391304347,72.33307065217394,69.0,9.923913043478262,32.63586956521739,10.125756701596842,3.527543478260869,470,21,84,12,8,163,78,115,0.059,0.7,0.241,0.9687,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,4,1,3,6,7,1,0,6,0,17,0,0,3,0,17,28,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,1,6,3,12,6,6,15,2,10,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,1,5,58,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35840413166318946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942640323612281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128533532279374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551905103039226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889570366722427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252003523126526,0.0,0.24479533329971195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202266966723404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14375871898866355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583190564483222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20359082465923814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.243968104993775,0.0,0.0,0.17126797524290793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195388843433612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199185490099406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12558185761824406,0.0,0.0,0.20579178822292465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860073884567487,0.23719562102320935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19964677524621566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lordbyronite,2018/03/11,"What I did to reduce my anxiety I doubt this will be useful but the method that worked for me is believing in power. One must desire power to such a degree that it makes you different to everyone else. It does not mean you get to be a psychopath about it but think of it as a road of *endless* self-improvement. For example, the past two years I've ""practiced"" boxing for ten minutes a day. Just jabs, hooks and uppercuts. Nothing much, my form is probably bad too, but I've thrown more punches in the past two years than most men have ever done. Once a fortnight I go to a parkour meetup in my city. I do this not because I think it's cool. I do this because if a thug wants more than the complimentary $5 I keep in my wallet I have options. I'm sure anyone reading up to this point knows for some people there is a third option to fight or flight - paralysis. I had phone anxiety so I learned how to make my voice sound like a kid, a woman or an old man. Why? Because I had paranoid tendencies. That is no longer a problem because I can easily disguise my voice. I prepped and went into job interviews for careers I had no clue about because I needed to advance my planning and social engineering skills. Learned to congratulate myself if I get even the smallest of results, which lead to a profound change in my problem solving ability. I couldn't talk loudly or clearly so I basically shouted tongue teasers and poems for months(with my hand covered over my mouth), until something clicked and I started talking through my diaphragm. I memorized this image which helps with procrastination [somewhat](http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9nqzB5lpFZ8/UnnXYJWDgyI/AAAAAAAAGJU/TOKj4PGOpCA/s640/dark+woods.png). I spent three weeks dressed like a bum downtown, forcing myself to smile and make eye contact with people. Later on I learned how to approach simply by going up to people and practicing my magic tricks. From that I no longer cared about stunting, now I dress to the occasion without a care in the world and anytime I need something from a new acquaintance it's like performance art. I've done a lot more but the point remains: most people have anxiety because they lack power, and a measure of control over their lives. I say it's possible to become something better than even an ordinary person. And all it takes is a devotion to self-improvement, a lust for power that is not easily met. All of this started after watching Whiplash and I can honestly say if I didn't watch that movie I would be a different person today. Something anyone can start doing immediately? Deep breathing is a real thing. And if there's even the smallest stopgap in your day, smile. Any problem is easier to solve if you smile. 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Whatever I do (walking with my dog, playing video games, eating pizza with my gf) it's always f*cking there. I'm sick of it, I have had this feeling for as long as I can remember. What can I do?",5.722320675105486,7.629891126582278,6.274113924050635,73.53159282700423,68.1139240506329,8.30464135021097,34.685654008438824,8.841846274778883,3.3519097046413497,345,17,54,6,6,112,56,79,0.147,0.792,0.06,-0.836,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,6,5,2,0,0,10,15,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,6,6,2,0,4,3,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,3,10,1,10,14,0,13,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,7,35,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105942868441546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22530710925081776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542836096062733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43603573503963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589781058406392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671660443580942,0.0,0.21324241229546784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559436237274476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223104580432607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709421093286851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22398001703879614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28670589730905593,0.0,0.0,0.2012703198378165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3582821381233247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162172264706573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579241682609744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yannickiscool,2018/03/11,My friends will hate me I was with my friends today for my best friends birthday. We were drinking all day and things were going great until the birthday boy wanted to play fight. I flipped him a bit too hard and he split his eye brow open and has to go to the hospital. He told me to get the fuck out of his house and I’m just freaking out now. This is my best buddy but he has a temper and I’m just terrified of what’s going to happen tomorrow. I apologized to him and his girlfriend but no answer. I just feel like a jackass now...,1.7063392857142858,3.4494198125000004,3.001214285714287,93.49378571428572,78.55357142857143,5.908571428571428,23.7,6.742157984588678,0.594693571428571,417,14,93,4,10,135,70,112,0.192,0.6409999999999999,0.166,-0.6597,0,0,1,0,1,0,9.0,1,0,0,2,6,13,4,0,6,0,7,3,1,0,1,20,19,9,0,1,5,0,2,1,4,1,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,0,2,2,0,3,1,5,0,0,4,3,16,8,13,14,4,12,0,0,1,1,17,3,1,0,7,63,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41901258340989866,0.0,0.21795145824143344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874908938942645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955678623829052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094226173262943,0.14262042461773372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.462716218320453,0.18456081680738376,0.10430188211270668,0.0,0.34037423570508313,0.0,0.0,0.2201000527118007,0.0,0.0,0.17653798320873396,0.0,0.17883517807703764,0.1970998084125136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303538289435076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09753235714505548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13262968413320775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892321508380494,0.1907613234467454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177508371774846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kilo123mat,2018/03/11,"I'm 17, yet I've never been a teenager due to social anxiety, and I made a big mistake yesterday I just realized this. I have no crazy stories to tell, I don't drink/smoke due to bad experiences, I've never had a girlfriend or even a bestfriend for that matter. All of this due to social anxiety. And what I did yesterday isn't going help: I was invited to a party about a week ago. I would've refused this invitation due to my anxiety, but I basically forced my self to go, hoping to finally overcome it. I even managed to talk a bit with people in the first 30 minutes, but then came the part where people dance. I tried to, but my body refused to move, making me look like an idiot, and making my anxiety skyrocket. So then I ran away. Literally ran away, as if I was in danger (thanks brain). Also, the fact that I don't drink/smoke didn't help to socialize. Now, the worse part is that I'll have to meet a lot of people that were at that party, because we're in the same school/classroom. And I'm already anxious about it. At this point, I have no idea about what to do next. Any suggestions? p.s.: I'm not a native English speaker, so I'm sorry if I made any mistakes.",3.0686353158137436,4.215682394190871,4.956977869986171,83.3705889810973,73.60580912863071,8.011157215306595,27.08183494698017,8.515128840125781,1.8598047948363297,911,33,189,16,18,313,130,241,0.208,0.736,0.056,-0.9841,0,0,4,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,2,0,15,0,15,2,2,4,4,32,31,16,0,5,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,13,6,0,2,2,1,0,7,9,5,0,1,12,2,20,3,29,19,6,34,0,0,1,0,13,10,0,5,18,124,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054401796325099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516680895762702,0.090705569882204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15426516397063794,0.0,0.3470778743867405,0.12813745397985352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2131321926981987,0.0,0.09470475965154744,0.06914255155939214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383022947775925,0.1259891028519992,0.0,0.12661930707498406,0.0,0.12972746601844445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22222575130030675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498316881554111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095097219523946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425104794722122,0.0,0.09647886240051742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12892356874862068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15205216698300655,0.0,0.0,0.11265616865326195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280425083626111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05541350475113738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095248053434659,0.0,0.0,0.09642949442414912,0.0,0.2146500992045561,0.15142353280123105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055234401904635,0.0,0.0,0.17496000730228925,0.0,0.12062829333972805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456554642130958,0.0,0.2359028998490407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10722285970790013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479169780311192,0.0,0.0,0.11832654031145995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34686612772127684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269694950375874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116635506176303,0.0991380541508896,0.10442608452918734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770078225612045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098233056756573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558930432019547,0.08057354443516272,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SmytheOrdo,2018/03/11,"Anyone else's work/school attendance affected by anxiety? I recently came out of a depressive episode and am fighting, fighting to stay on top of myself again. I have a presentation assessment due on Tuesday for a communications class. The last slot of the speech assessment I could find was at 4:30-during my shift. I am DESPERATE to make up for classes I missed during my depressive slump. I refuse to miss this slot and want a good as fuck tier grade. I failed my first class last semester(my first semester as a junior) because I burned myself out midway thru the semester. I don't want to burn myself out the way I did last time. I also work at a very busy and chaotic grocery chain store. Most days I can deal with it fine. However lately the amount of tasks I have to manage at once on a typical shit are beginning to get to me. Tend to the stupid fucking self-checkout machines, pull people out of the lines to the main registers because management are too fucking stupid to open registers in the order they were assigned and we no longer are allowed to use the express lanes as a result. So now I not only have to deal with self-checkout duties but impromptu express lane duties. I've been at this job for 3-4 years now because...I'm used to it. But I've been written up before for poor attendance. And it ALWAYS gets worse for me this time of year. The only thing I can do is keep my mind and body occupied. I play my bass guitar more than I used to since snapping out of my spiral a few months ago, been going to the gym more than I used to, reading on a regular basis again....but I still struggle with balancing things deemed important by society like time and money. And I have jury duty on Wednesday. Ugh I'm going to burn out very soon again and I really don't want to.",5.2263834558365545,6.055133028653295,5.8132129064407625,80.41112869066902,68.2836676217765,9.278734271832564,30.073626510526967,9.43228470229965,2.6078375731904826,1413,52,271,28,23,458,190,349,0.136,0.8140000000000001,0.05,-0.9753,3,0,0,0,4,0,39.0,1,0,1,5,9,19,8,1,22,0,22,5,2,8,0,44,45,16,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,21,0,5,1,4,3,6,4,15,0,2,8,1,34,4,59,36,6,55,0,5,0,3,9,20,4,1,27,174,42,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943876759537336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08515163915937242,0.0885994962439718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145654660006751,0.0,0.0,0.07445296095232341,0.10910085843565667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12981786253235994,0.0,0.0906062347695211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118274750249613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178421225739525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850152378791777,0.0,0.0,0.06867048599276138,0.21955143338316546,0.1834213209158368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894998153646749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732035851010523,0.18114286230282348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953158203795007,0.11126231600714516,0.0,0.121029537871576,0.0893099752426295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10566450034730816,0.09464389591125946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603850780703454,0.12011354421900285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05202051833479279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07107591100564573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10751396822682356,0.0,0.08499094246513474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339722098931257,0.0,0.16196495665545235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738194969014656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065083417314618,0.0,0.06821351147016635,0.0,0.10513568698770376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077629658522223,0.0,0.0,0.22216273767230207,0.0,0.10929970416913384,0.08808096494706577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134930080801349,0.08503468769503279,0.0,0.0,0.1113155206572176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148053255655546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626720519195475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678564940297497,0.0,0.17571352219414896,0.1884131511930472,0.08451849220688369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503672743719965,0.0,0.1085117346700806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371386484579127 anxiety,sushiful_,2018/03/11,"Sometimes I feel like I don't have real friends, or no one invites me to do anything I always feel unwanted by my friends while at home. I see some of my closest friends that post things depicting them hanging out, yet I'm never called or invited to these things. I tell myself that it's fine, no need to care, but at the same time I feel empty. I don't know what to do in order to be a better friend to anyone. I don't know if people even listen to me. I want to be a great person that's memorable to some, but yet I don't know how or feel that it's just impossible with the people I have in my school, because some of these people knew each other longer than I've been in this school. I don't like blaming others for my problems, so I just think I need to take some action, but what? What should I do?",5.267764857881139,4.050947197674418,6.06449612403101,85.62210594315249,68.30232558139534,8.807235142118863,28.413436692506465,7.3871296695380915,1.3707266149870798,626,16,143,5,9,207,92,172,0.092,0.747,0.161,0.9415,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,0,0,4,0,14,0,0,1,1,36,31,10,0,7,9,0,4,2,4,1,0,1,1,1,16,3,0,0,10,0,0,2,8,1,0,1,2,6,23,10,22,26,6,16,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,8,7,104,39,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214360591488612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020465640698195,0.0,0.12009844804161192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896534574896638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907450237703644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902386502815504,0.0,0.1487983601000598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639380989178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951721577588742,0.10426152969112476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4510200261922763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609023969907332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639247759674362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406189558414093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260051149868988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21642939963774868,0.11256004580999213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098894584362025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30353498062949125,0.12743157994062645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977281210442766,0.0,0.0,0.1396475016578458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661148003232373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2954037088258852,0.11629747640080824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434111140007794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097307851273948,0.0,0.12756039610192227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391575627744287,0.09351422122759644,0.0,0.0,0.08510039110868453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608081513879165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,donutduck3,2018/03/11,My head is going nuts It hurts so much...I just can’t stop thinking the worst things. Am I this weak? ,-2.1950000000000003,-0.6008309545454544,-0.5722727272727255,108.96159090909092,108.54545454545456,2.2,10.045454545454547,3.1291,-2.3385818181818183,77,1,20,0,4,24,21,22,0.518,0.482,0.0,-0.9334,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26459171540902754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778047223425277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4983977092762066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422443570549025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892337705770307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093011628768133,0.29831570086375425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throw-awayVCU,2018/03/11,Random Vent Hey guys I'm super swamped right now and hating myself. My anxiety is making it hard for me to get out there and talk to people and make friends. I'm about to graduate from college without anybody I am close too and not knowing what I am doing. I thought I was going to appmy to med school but I can't tell if some of the stupider things I have done will prevent me from getting in.,2.3481184668989563,4.0455685853658565,3.800522648083625,88.67914634146345,76.5609756097561,6.149128919860628,26.34843205574913,6.868970318607317,1.1374090592334496,312,12,64,3,7,103,64,82,0.117,0.8140000000000001,0.07,-0.5859,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,19,6,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,10,2,13,15,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,47,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516138048012904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610700201245467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710031101632264,0.0,0.26657289185093946,0.0,0.14498706780351805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2526027990955861,0.0,0.0,0.22853188082051826,0.2518720892064755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14020388830819133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3405809229514554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28337395210218536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686380681435238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178658155703587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581888142595929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050508317608273,0.22298073065461368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948629175483804,0.0,0.0,0.2025318832910092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459206268589503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,usernamedthebox,2018/03/11,Pmed a streamer on twitch to tell them I appreciate their content. Not something I normally do. Considering uninstalling the app. Now I'm laughing at myself. #livingwithanxiety am I right?,4.916129032258066,8.446963838709681,5.860258064516128,64.09038709677422,88.03225806451613,7.641290322580645,35.23225806451613,8.238735603445708,4.208736774193548,153,9,21,4,5,50,28,31,0.0,0.8029999999999999,0.197,0.7096,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,15,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561401254219001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893239765062967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4411099689754113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.50081201368169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ObeWonHasForce,2018/03/11,"Lexapro -- itchy? I'm wondering if anyone has gotten itchy from lexapro? I just started taking it today but I noticed I am itchy. No rash or anything. I may just be paranoid? Sorry if this isn't the right place to post this. But any advice would be appreciated. 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Sometimes recently, some scientific theories like the hologram and information paradox have made me anxious. I’ve read a bit on the hologram theory... and from what I know, the word “hologram” is not used in the same way as most people think. But regardless, what the hell is “information stored on the surface of the black hole?” What IS this information? Aren’t we just here on Earth? Or are we copied on a black hole...? Like, what the fuck is any of this supposed to mean? No one’s even seen or been near a black hole... I know I’m just some casual about this shit but it seems like I’m the only one who finds all this stuff incredibly strange and makes me feel horrible. I’ve had anxiety about *many* things but this one feels different as it seems more credible as we have many smart minds studying it. I don’t get it. I just don’t. 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For this week alone, I've been having sexually intrusive thoughts with frequency and my head feels like their is a slight weight on It but I don't understand why. I haven't been diagnosed with OCD or any other anxiety disorder and other than obsessive thought about my future, I don't suspect that I have any disorders. I think It could stem from the idea that I've had a huge problem with porn, but I don't really know. On top of that, I feel stressed out In the house because I only have one meal a day, but I still don't know If that's responsible. Sorry If this is the wrong place for the post, but from what I understand intrusive thoughts could be linked to anxiety in some shape or form and hence the question. If the question still isn't suitable for this subreddit, I'd appreciate suggestions for others . Note: I don't know how to describe the obsessive thoughts, but for as long as I can remember I get lost In my thoughts and go Into particular detail about my future. For example, I'm only 18 and In the future I want to move to the U.S and work at a particular company for my job aspirations in a decade or so. And although It's irrational and odd, In my mind I start thinking about where I'll live, the size of the rooms, what TV I'll fit the room with, how I'll design my home theater, the distance from the work place to my house, what restaurants I'll eat at, how easy It will be to commute, etc. I don't know If It's normal, and I do feel that my description might understate what I mean or not get It across the way I intend, but I hope It gives sufficient explanation on sensation I'm experiencing.",6.9619046775336635,5.9379327560240975,7.451771793054572,76.42108079376331,64.81325301204821,11.667186392629342,35.19206236711552,10.966923227221727,3.6176369241672575,1313,52,271,32,17,434,160,332,0.107,0.805,0.087,-0.6779999999999999,1,1,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,1,4,10,8,0,3,20,0,25,6,1,4,0,67,54,30,0,10,15,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,22,15,3,0,24,1,0,2,9,6,0,1,10,5,31,2,42,38,3,36,0,1,0,1,5,23,0,13,10,176,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10002647891584801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313537506296156,0.0,0.14776498915182926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05887352167956975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542205780541458,0.0,0.0,0.06228531678117336,0.0,0.0,0.09802541841520172,0.0,0.0,0.22137527484583647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882419245733558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771085781066417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649938368747664,0.06899589246734146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137526329089654,0.09264715637841507,0.05488794055574876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991176808262906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687638069588404,0.09592451013104313,0.0,0.22287786695104805,0.0,0.1090256755352369,0.0,0.0,0.09583952671239633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230866459272216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04718350855919308,0.0,0.08528082316922776,0.08546917214716107,0.0,0.0,0.10542713597977824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052025933866724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245481257829557,0.09751702602067797,0.0,0.0,0.1026479480299739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462668882368122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06544427391827859,0.14690501293084268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20180851746811207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249576466396248,0.0,0.0,0.09241283948414776,0.0,0.0,0.21638065060962194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061870832996920574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094049193168402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081120258097276,0.06835895037728132,0.0,0.1542558606919299,0.0,0.11063065454017693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376755206068416,0.0,0.4600365317733954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108381086258864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569646607182164,0.0766597321231685,0.07746966361989509,0.11760692318672407,0.0,0.0,0.1742946358184436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062098937468293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559372362508328,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mobo_jordan,2018/03/11,"Anyone else get so much anxiety trying to buy things? It’s so hard for me to spend money on things even when I need them, sometimes I have anxiety attacks and can’t even get through the process of buying it :(( I was going to buy a record from my favorite band. I found out the didn’t have the most “pretty” pressing of the vinyl that I wanted and this terrible anxiety attack ensued I think bc I felt like I couldn’t justify spending the money if it wasn’t perfect. Does anyone else struggle with this?? Or have tips for improving it? I really want that vinyl but I feel so much guilt and anxiety at the thought of it :((",2.7045087976539577,4.667158556451613,3.84184750733138,87.59640762463344,76.33870967741936,7.089736070381233,24.982404692082113,8.00094639256281,1.4519774193548387,487,17,98,8,11,158,77,124,0.162,0.747,0.092,-0.7792,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,6,7,2,2,7,0,8,0,0,0,1,19,19,10,0,5,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,5,1,7,1,4,5,0,0,6,4,13,2,14,12,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,2,68,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.473747592654765,0.0,0.0,0.2165075275677916,0.31726283029299096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35226026629108514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354840503939503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25866453574618115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20451433757466053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828165831176258,0.0,0.14865150653603326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975217034428808,0.0,0.0,0.16177415002741796,0.0,0.08798779011632307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868833592644325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563724574146358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276210697715237,0.11479708953377928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15750762795201467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918167475286978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312096708242132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16185150898732334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571109537476606,0.099202423006432,0.0,0.12290980919086188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511263680641486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18263372830435048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cennelath,2018/03/11,"The police showed up and it was likely nothing but still scared me. Two police officers knocked at the door of the hotel room we are staying at, in the middle of the night at 1:30. They asked my mom if anyone named James or Danny was staying there, we didn't know anyone with those names. After telling them it was just us there, they just asked us if we'd called them at all, we said no and they just left. It kinda freaked me out, is it possible they got the wrong room or something? it was just kinda shocking to experience a knock at the door at that time.",4.939570164348929,5.209316610619472,4.907484197218711,88.63053097345137,68.73451327433628,7.5190897597977235,25.877370417193426,6.868970318607317,0.8801919089759793,439,11,94,3,7,136,71,113,0.103,0.871,0.026,-0.8523,1,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,6,0,6,0,7,5,0,1,8,0,8,0,0,0,1,22,13,7,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,7,7,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,0,1,7,1,15,1,14,5,1,19,0,0,0,0,20,13,0,6,5,68,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25125330018505754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3359269283187996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183459081821895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574783082676382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14369531923526566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873973921172063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952076431641492,0.0,0.0,0.08777573612769864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104226568781324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686043774057974,0.0,0.1723943800976556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20254642847434506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090351651417693,0.0,0.17987701679056806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831567048701338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830001179714455,0.14348150590857028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703600991206704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476469398061694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550758312303985,0.0,0.43223217136894654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964365750806505,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tigtig126,2018/03/11,"I feel crazy and I'm scared. I had a weird episode tonight. I felt the tightness in my chest and the disconnected feeling that comes with my episodes. I laid down and when I opened my eyes everything looked like the saturation was turned up. The colours were too bright and freaked me out. My feet freaked me out to the point I was convinced they might not be mine, and had my SO cover them. My body felt like it wasn't mine and the world felt fake. It's over now, but I'm shaken, and I i feel crazy. Does/has anyone else had these feelings or seen things this way?",1.1368160535117084,3.5047555913043524,1.1991304347826102,102.22137123745821,84.3913043478261,4.5819397993311055,20.150501672240807,5.873414542411696,-0.4106187290969898,443,13,105,3,13,130,75,115,0.133,0.79,0.077,-0.6428,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,2,0,4,9,0,1,7,0,9,4,4,0,0,24,22,11,0,0,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,11,13,20,4,8,9,0,14,0,0,5,0,2,9,0,2,5,64,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171726500411727,0.20766770144982585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512971828150136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458926758318627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931157531245936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215403963290167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4099206208876473,0.0,0.5838083834318069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19803659889965225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17019858822072648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21500947304981374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915963496282128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20291617135284115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465034747295246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045561118295853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087647025215554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xoolper,2018/03/11,"Heart attack anxiety There was a period of my life where my anxiety was so severe, I couldn't sleep because of how fast my heart would be beating over my fear of dying in bed. While I'm happy to say I'm no longer in that state of mind, I'm afraid I will be fairly soon, because my worries have started coming back. I am a 17 year old who is scared of having a heart attack. I've convinced myself that the amount of unhealthy food I've eaten over the years has nearly clogged my arteries completely and that I won't live to see past 30. There are multiple factors that cause me to believe my worry is justified. I weigh 223 or so pounds, for starters. On Thursday, I went to the gym, and while using one of the bike machines, my chest started to hurt, and I was coughing regularly. My doctor says I have high blood pressure. I once deprived myself of food for 5 days because of how afraid I was that anything I would eat could contribute to me developing coronary artery disease. Generally speaking, my parents tend to buy snack foods since they're easy to put in my little brother's lunches and are cheap. Things like chips and cookies are pretty common things to find in the pantry, since my mom and dad feel the need to buy them whenever they're on sale, which seems to be fairly often. I've gone down back into the spiral of searching for and finding articles that increase my stress further, including having read many that described how early in age heart disease can begin to develop. Sometimes I'll attempt to calm myself down with statements like, ""Well, my grandpa has type 2 diabetes and has still managed to live to 68, so maybe you won't die as early as you think"", but it isn't long until my anxiety starts building up again. (Which, of course, I ended up finding out is something that can contribute to heart disease. Great!) I've been trying to take precautionary steps like becoming more active and cutting down on my bad habit of binge eating, though I've still managed to convince myself nothing I do will be good enough to prevent me from dying at a young age. I almost wish I *would* have a heart attack so I wouldn't have to deal with the anxiety anymore.",7.504001295616497,6.828891774346798,7.232801770675881,77.29092582595554,63.56057007125891,9.649794860721228,35.05085294752753,8.710501217029153,2.876167695961996,1731,67,319,21,22,548,230,421,0.107,0.807,0.086,-0.7014,1,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,2,1,2,19,23,4,6,13,0,39,22,9,5,0,41,59,24,3,8,2,5,1,3,0,8,4,3,1,0,14,14,9,1,7,3,4,6,6,13,1,1,8,5,42,10,60,37,4,60,0,2,1,0,13,23,0,4,33,204,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227550968418989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22086287758673107,0.0,0.07158085315100987,0.0,0.0,0.059396071834605275,0.0,0.0,0.2463375559436778,0.0,0.11100034474181868,0.06026533893800865,0.13199651168844145,0.07971456494541314,0.0,0.08131951661936725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414634854612683,0.0,0.06217467098807585,0.07567691294276918,0.0,0.0,0.05762799572422605,0.0,0.0,0.046548625539288506,0.07441200765816841,0.0,0.0,0.2247270758075765,0.0,0.0,0.07387690287953301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771154958015886,0.0,0.0,0.06392799146441003,0.07457882661459746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121994446246664,0.03649519825549076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979072461834793,0.0,0.2618325723773318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060539204497992175,0.0,0.07957613512799472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683447102626713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5131853133076183,0.0,0.07625967036320196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726768771736202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05098122231952735,0.10578709004249127,0.07234098631558493,0.12746840856034833,0.06387496596362723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731768278590516,0.07251217007269796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07287887037468926,0.08453361385186889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05351882716898295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925642026204261,0.0,0.07573832225878711,0.07686686209827999,0.04890945663831602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014476002095408,0.0,0.0689017523469307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343063794034521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255849317519701,0.0,0.0,0.07219720152542677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479715913140635,0.0722624383884976,0.0,0.05751625749645289,0.06570783925701226,0.0,0.08154022166533402,0.0,0.11941222768955945,0.0,0.07222979507258304,0.0,0.0,0.05556589604979281,0.07138556043984268,0.0,0.15326317731754802,0.0,0.11528235975448516,0.0,0.08267927623214172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426862463398492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590327250295598,0.046248536031598,0.07091419354562649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049003899535826435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233833190940032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0648963928211458,0.0669094224869135,0.0,0.0,0.08300075752993964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14659985336694062,0.0,0.15381883601271906,0.0,0.0,0.09296010508363677 anxiety,alyssabuzzi,2018/03/11,"So proud of myself I have had severe anxiety and panic attacks towards the thought of driving for a very, very long time. People have always told me to just start doing it, that I’ll get used to it as I go, etc etc. I never really believed that, honestly. But something clicked in my head the other day that I can control it and I want to do it. I started by driving in a neighborhood, then accidentally ended up on a main road and just kept going until I got home. Today I drove on the parkway, all the way to my parents house and around my town. I am so proud of myself for beating this area of my anxiety. I feel so liberated. 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I'm gonna be that person in a mass killing. I refuse to leave my house 90% of the time unless it's to my therapist or base grocery shopping. I'm suppose to go to the UK for a big event but things like terrorist attacks make me refuse to see the world. I'm currently stationed in Italy with my husband and I'm terrified of exploring it. Living in Europe terrifies me. I've only been here almost a year. I wanna go home but getting on a plane terrifies me. I hate being terrified of everything! I'm just watching the joys of life pass me by and it extremely depressing. ,1.9335241730279868,3.8413214809160285,4.070553435114508,85.32252226463108,78.46564885496184,7.725445292620865,27.71055979643765,8.59863814320734,2.2071368956743007,498,22,102,11,12,171,81,131,0.328,0.623,0.049,-0.9927,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,3,0,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,16,20,6,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,6,3,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,4,0,1,1,2,11,2,19,14,0,16,0,1,2,0,4,8,0,2,5,57,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123798424577466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627104724193422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988953243780624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754045839831028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064875731349575,0.0,0.2624799458874213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22799058339140804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316365571868921,0.0,0.0,0.26645639217141204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525670934744875,0.255484247062717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451618320181734,0.0,0.0,0.16310912417034085,0.11281826798380895,0.0,0.20391096499565406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15414419986017688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756288332840351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20163476251589532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18401729026824185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2681216699654583,0.15341627830130564,0.14796738608962284,0.0,0.0,0.13465419764240796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487080991109063 anxiety,LTC11698,2018/03/11,"Taking my girl out for a meal tomorrow, SUPER ANXIOUS 😭. Tomorrow is a big day for me really, I've decided to take my girlfriend out for our anniversary to a nice restaraunt, However with my anxiety and all I've never really been to a restaraunt before... I tend to avoid things like that I'm normally just too anxious I tell myself I can't do it. Heck I'm terrified about tomorrow but it's something I feel like I need to do. It's taking a lot out of me. What if I mess up somehow? What if I do something embarassing? I don't know how to act 😞. I'm worried I might freeze up and end up saying something stupid. I'm so nervous ☹️. 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I still have not been able to explain well to others what exactly is going on in my head, because even I don't fully understand. I will start from the beginning with my best attempt to summarize the problem. When I was 19, I was self-medicating with weed and alcohol on a daily basis. There's no doubt in my mind that smoking pot plagued me with a lasting paranoia beyond the initial high or trip. Say what you want about weed, but the fact about it is that it can be very dangerous for some people. It shattered my self-esteem and I still feel like I am in constant danger. At this same point in my life I was very isolated and depressed. The most regretful part about this time is that I was self-loathing and didn't realize how much opportunity around me there was to make positive changes. In other words, I was being a bitch about the life I had. I am a lot better about this now, and have no problem displaying positivity in front of others when I have the chance to do it. I freeze up with nervousness in some social situations, but I kicked the tendency to try to look sad for sympathy. The subject of looking upset in front of others was not a completely new thing, either. Even as a little kid and teenager people would say to me things like, ""what's wrong? you look sad."", or ""you look like you are in physical pain. what is going on?"", or ""you need to smile more."" Also, I have always had red, watery eyes. This led people to believe that I was stoned all the time, even though I had never even seen weed until I started college. I say this to explain that others have seen sadness or seriousness on my face when I am not trying to send off that energy, and to transition into the beginning of the traumatic part. At the job I had when I was self-loathing I was purposefully looking down, enough to the point where my coworkers thought I was actually crying. I wasn't actually spilling tears because I had to work and didn't want to, but I was figuratively crying about my life at work in front of others. It took me awhile to figure out that people came to this conclusion, but when I did I quit. If I could choose a saying to apply to this, it is definitely, ""you got what you wished for."" I wanted people to see that I was sad, and I got that in a way that was humiliating. I was happy to be at work. I really liked that job. I had perfect attendance and took pride in my position with nerdiness. Realizing that people thought I was crying over having to work made me panic to the point of having to hold back tears. I let the opinion of others take control of me. The next job I started was bussing tables. I went into this job care-free, ready to forget my previous experience of regret and embarrassment. I had already started to make an effort to act uplifted when I started working here. Even when I felt comfortable and believed that I had picked a good gig because the restaurant speed and environment was enjoyable, people thought I was crying over the work. I swear, I would feel totally calm and ask a customer if I could take a plate, and they would be holding back laughter refusing to make eye contact with me. When I realized this I became so self-conscious about the way my face looked that almost every time a customer would ask me something I would feel like I was about to cry. My face would twitch and my lip would quiver. I never had tears streaming down my face at work, but I would be on the verge of tears from the paranoia and panic. This was an even more humiliating work experience for me, because the public was there to witness and the town began to talk. My reputation was completely stained with pathetic stories. This same thing repeated with three jobs after this one. After over three years since the problem first appeared, there have been brighter times from then until now, where the problem has not been fully surfaced in my every day life like it is now. But it always creeps back in and pulls me down. I still can not figure out if I looked so anxious and depressed that the appearance of my watery eyes led people to believe that I was crying. What I do know is that I allowed it to push me over and become a reality. Now it completely controls my life. If I just talk to someone face to face, it makes me want to cry. Imagine just having someone ask you directions to a train station, and becoming so overwhelmed with self-consciousness that you begin to shake and tremble with a face about to weep. When I walk down the street I feel like everyone will look at me and think I am crying. So I always feel like I am about to do so. It's not to the point of tears streaming down my face in public, but it's everything that starts before that when anyone cries. It's a cringed face, quivering lower lip, trembling, etc. I now live in NYC, and just walking down the street is a horror. Everyone on my street recognizes me as the young guy who you can see trying not to cry. The delusional thoughts I have create the reality. I can't think of anything more embarrassing for a twenty-two year old male to be going through. I am only still living because of the fear of hurting family and friends I would leave behind. I think about jumping in front of the train a lot. I go to a therapist once a week, have tried multiple anxiety and depression medications (currently tapering off Lamictal, which makes everything a hell of a lot worse), and the only thing that really helps are benzodiazepines. Smoking weed definitely exaggerated panic in me, and I believe this is why I am easily overcome with fear when people look at me. A lot of the thoughts that would float through my brain during stoned contemplation would be self-critical, so I believe that those thoughts created an immense negative view of myself that I wrongly presumed people saw too. It has been over two years since I bought weed, but I have accepted hits every now and then. Now I will completely refuse it because of the state of my brain. To make matters worse I have used cocaine a little bit. It was never an addiction, but just an unhealthy choice I made several times, which obviously did not help with paranoia. Before I started getting high, I was a bright kid and handled conflict well with my first job. I knew how to handle customers yelling at me. I would appreciate any stories of overcoming serious paranoia, or advice on treatments that I may not know about. I am trying to find some kind of practical coping method. Thanks for reading a post this long. Also, I am new to reddit so I would appreciate suggestions to to other subs that would be good for this post. 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If I send an email I’m nervous about, where there’s the potential for rejection, I get incredibly anxious. For example, sending an email to my old boss asking if any volunteer work was available, or sending messages to someone I’m interested in. I’ve got almost a phobic reaction to this. If they don’t reply promptly, I become convinced that what I’ve said is incredibly embarrassing and awkward, and I can barely look at what I’ve said. Sometimes I delete my sent messages (which is problematic as I have OCD and then start doubting if I said what I thought I said). How do you get over this anxiety? I’m currently waiting on a response from someone I just started dating and my anxiety and embarrassment over a non-response (it’s been less than a day!) is so bad that I can’t concentrate and I have no appetite. In this case it’s because I’m worried I’ve overstepped the mark in sharing my feelings and seem unstable and cringey. I’ve deleted what I sent so it can’t haunt me, but I’m very much on edge. I think my fear stems from instances in the past where I was unexpectedly rejected, and recollections of the shame, foolishness and embarrassment I felt then. I know from a CBT approach I’ve got to tell myself I can handle whatever happens and what I said was probably fine, but in the moment it’s so hard. GAD + OCD is an anxiety-making combination.",5.674322789943229,6.590363861313873,6.62549878345499,74.67349553933497,67.32116788321167,9.884509326845095,36.02514193025142,9.994966539143718,3.7340241686942406,1134,57,207,26,18,378,147,274,0.208,0.762,0.03,-0.9899,1,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,1,1,1,9,16,1,8,13,0,16,0,0,2,0,32,45,26,0,4,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,15,12,0,1,7,0,0,6,4,12,0,0,15,9,28,4,24,30,2,29,0,2,1,0,20,13,0,8,10,128,43,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273341613887773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647437585275093,0.0,0.1945568382866106,0.2873132487222444,0.0,0.08891447826213464,0.13029227826102596,0.0,0.0,0.1188791054432642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617478075232993,0.07751664519804498,0.1404402033572346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820088329054301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062273561531834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309236367009062,0.06429682038750982,0.0,0.12209525733365716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993103561928253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034057953325044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244874845394963,0.0,0.11391198420186315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988479267164271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678387472520112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347854500747976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343490474097955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139031452908362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371019140204937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6047998968702053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576331519513955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21548753926114167,0.0,0.12576625904948302,0.0,0.18001153494255193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114500688679302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148013866348966,0.0,0.10095225491947064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10492179189152326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257529556396507,0.12913896747158124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PuzzleheadedCitron,2018/03/11,"Please help I've spent a few days helping people here, I never thought i'd come here for help myself. My girlfriend broke up with me, I've been emotionally distant and abusive but I've proved myself so hard that I loved her more than anything in the world and could truly change, her family wants nothing to do with me but she once told me I should chase her if she ever left me and that's what I plan to do. I am booking a flight and going to her home, I will get on my knees and beg her family to let me speak to her. She deleted and blocked me from everything but sent me an email saying she doesn't know what to do anymore and that she really loves me but things just won't be the same anymore. I want to prove her wrong so bad. I'm so nervous, I am so scared that my old friends that added her are trying to get with her. What do I do? I want to go, I don't want to give up on her but i'm so scared they'll yell or call the cops or threaten me, I'm not a monster.",2.320845070422536,2.9021002394366207,3.5761690140845097,94.71495774647889,74.77464788732394,6.6189671361502365,22.65070422535211,6.42735559955562,0.19402873239436635,753,18,186,5,15,246,114,213,0.151,0.7170000000000001,0.132,-0.8109999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,9,9,0,3,7,0,18,3,1,0,4,35,38,20,0,7,10,0,1,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,9,11,0,1,4,1,1,4,5,6,0,0,5,4,41,3,21,26,3,15,0,1,0,2,30,7,0,3,4,124,50,1,0.0,0.1637554682956842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741330555727457,0.0,0.0,0.11373451100595695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539902628256395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411271893482118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146207156310325,0.1190551089216161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034891216711026,0.0,0.0,0.08913359082823867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546690555756446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250182610871509,0.0,0.0,0.1242136434226956,0.0,0.26058293175337965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678019360229188,0.0,0.14441735202847475,0.13258299314822758,0.1570951064466476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380842197803507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779164227630149,0.0,0.1386352373899725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595623903456432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1501648528132838,0.14132841459758172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494786516501313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106595563704303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261558970533244,0.0,0.14502745350738874,0.14718843693324354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958169545014615,0.0,0.0,0.15171235234759206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854044255606526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990961485669012,0.27674332124520995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182014454060086,0.0,0.0,0.10972277819825348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13206494764810267,0.0,0.09383506987822507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260777995536617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111021733573635,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ofcd,2018/03/11,Anxiety sucks I can't help but worry about imaginary scenarios all the time. I don't know how to be happy in the moment because I worry about the future so much. I'm just at a loss here because I am making myself miserable. ,4.462318840579711,5.0220576956521725,6.5508695652173925,75.40644927536233,69.8695652173913,9.611594202898553,28.3768115942029,9.725611199111238,2.7172115942028987,178,6,33,4,3,63,36,46,0.225,0.563,0.212,0.3158,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,2,1,6,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,5,7,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494156394154364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974954321354319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347069981692832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185341748999608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918013474227526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21763068200700134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396730053797317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011344503786093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6622080915588217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Liverebel,2018/03/11,"I realize I need help finally. Hi, I recently turned 22 and I’m halfway through my first semester of my graduate program with a major in the mental health field. In my sixteen years of schooling, I have never suffered a panic attack related to school, and now they happen every week and after many rough nights and late assignments and apologies to my teachers, I realize it’s time to talk to a medical professional about the attacks. I realize I’ve been dealing with these attacks for years but in different avenues of my life, when I was younger, it was homesickness and nerves affecting my stomach, now I’m in college and collapsing in a bawling mess whenever I think about a paper that’s due. I know it’s not gonna be easy, especially since my school work isn’t ending anytime soon, but I need help, so that’s what I’m going after now. Wish me luck, and best of luck to those suffering as well. 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Hey guys, I posted here roughly 2 years ago now and thought I would share an update. www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/4ris4v/can_antidepressants_lower_my_libido/ TLDR: 17 year old me had just started taking a small dosage of citalopram and completely lost my sex drive Now onto the update! I'm 19 now, still on citalopram (a higher dosage) and found a solution to my libido problem. I wasn't happy. I still suffer from anxiety and depression and still do get really bad days but overall I am much more confident in myself, I overcame several self esteem issues, fears and traumatic events during this time. I broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years and met someone new and am in a much healthier relationship, I have friends I can count on, a job I love and I am pursuing a degree I love. My advice to people struggling right now? It will get better, I still get panic attacks, I still get anxious in certain situations but I handle it much better using breathing techniques and knowing when to walk away. Not everybody is the same and each person suffers anxiety differently, but we can all get through it. TLDR: still on meds, libido is back and life is better ",6.266897891231962,8.618782349056604,6.194284128745839,72.86414539400668,67.49056603773586,8.195782463928968,29.45172031076581,8.841846274778883,2.650506881243063,966,36,150,17,17,304,132,212,0.195,0.644,0.161,-0.5617,4,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,0,4,14,20,1,3,9,0,15,5,1,1,2,29,31,16,0,2,5,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,4,15,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,11,0,0,6,1,23,9,17,23,7,39,0,5,0,3,12,11,0,0,25,105,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201230888575008,0.09253871035560228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23958266890964056,0.11793515894580603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876289689186245,0.09808131128577832,0.08027230630972816,0.08716437337818228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769832147815676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10945480125212567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732529590385812,0.0,0.08991413506988244,0.0,0.0,0.10906919043371052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747192813706585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446229639257365,0.08065430848397939,0.0,0.2727069802927864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336616912027533,0.0,0.11112902771089887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895989347240063,0.10359463238931677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057372043706850326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737363528662208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395804810742015,0.0,0.18843876801067205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159578593829886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302241288038369,0.0,0.0,0.10082407950760787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954362020916816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224835062100261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237344254253555,0.09115254633727103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09998030109942686,0.0,0.0,0.09989066581205212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687727308139728,0.0,0.0,0.1120797583553194,0.0,0.0891516436809188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890538953063178,0.11793515894580603,0.0,0.0,0.11734288519371025,0.0,0.0,0.08845243756291765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738903934292701,0.0,0.5002136299222103,0.0,0.0,0.10913495453824502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784910654063167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287693159165843,0.06087280207518804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09016263301718633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415828451907518,0.0,0.0,0.20167834741094007 anxiety,SaltireAtheist,2018/03/11,"I can't seem to meditate I really don't know what's going on, but I can't seem to get to the point during meditation where I completely let go. I've had terrible anxiety for a few years and it doesn't seem to improve (with or without medication). I've been using the Headspace app to just try and train myself to make time to itinerise, recognise and passify my thoughts and mind, and I have to say, it is rather good; it certainly relaxes me, but there comes a point where the meditation sends me into a panic. What I mean is that there comes a point during the excercise where I feel immensely uncomfortable. This usually happens after five minutes or so, just when I feel like I'm about to completely zone out, and I suddenly feel a sense of depersonalisation which sends me into a state of panic whereby I have to open my eyes and sit up suddenly, rendering the excercise pointless. This panic is probably made worse by the fact that when I reach that point of completely letting go, I perceive my body to be - and I know this sounds strange - out of proportion? Like, my hands and head feel like they're too big for my body, and I feel very groggy. Has anyone else had similar issues when trying to meditate? 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I'm always the one who's left out from being invited when whatever friend group goes out, despite my expressing interest that I want to. More recently (a few years), I made a friend who I consider the closest friend I ever had, and I thought that they felt the same. But a few weeks ago they admitted that although they cherish me they could never care about me like they care about another friend of theirs, because of all they've been through together. I understand completely where they're coming from, and I know I shouldn't take it personally, but that really hurt me. And every time I think about it I just feel paranoid and clingy. It feels like I'm getting snubbed all over again and I'm going to end up alone like I always am. It feels like there's something wrong with me. I have no idea what to do. Should I change something about myself? Should I embrace who I already am more? Should I do nothing and it doesn't matter? I feel like I already do a lot of things for people who don't necessarily deserve it. Do I just suck at friendship? Am I overthinking this? 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Now a day later and I realize the huge mistake I made, this would have gave me so much freedom. And now my manager is disappointed in me too. Sigh. Just needed somewhere to rant. This fucked up my life.",1.6802009456264777,3.697294797872342,3.923758865248229,85.5338888888889,79.74468085106382,7.582033096926714,25.33806146572104,8.515128840125781,1.8059919621749403,357,14,76,8,9,123,62,94,0.219,0.618,0.163,-0.6633,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,1,0,8,0,7,2,0,1,0,15,15,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,3,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,8,0,14,2,10,6,3,15,0,1,0,1,2,6,1,0,6,58,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157498157799381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354806912933573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5919396890464803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637680535414402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607293356730878,0.0,0.0,0.16028239343319967,0.0,0.22556268521855274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992039485106283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668606833112358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20732223079232032,0.2091193817382395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034382657596606,0.0,0.0,0.1816160847474464 anxiety,chickychickygogocart,2018/03/11,Moon rock madness 🤯 So usually when I smoke I get anxious and worry but I’ve been trying to stop that if anyone has any help I’d appreciate it. Anyways I was so stoned and stressed out I was starting to forget who I was completely I forgot what my house looked like and who I lived with. But then I started to think maybe I just gotta relax and maybe I’m trying to think about everything all at once and keep everything in my mind. I have a serious overthinking problem and can’t really relax. It’s like I’m trying to take everything in at once. Does anyone else just forget a bunch of shit like this?,2.400637829912025,4.287813330645161,4.032170087976542,86.23189149560119,76.98387096774194,7.412316715542523,23.369501466275658,8.296473431620573,1.3988322580645165,479,15,98,9,11,160,78,124,0.191,0.631,0.17800000000000002,0.3081,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,2,1,2,0,7,1,1,0,1,23,19,13,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,1,12,5,13,13,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,1,1,9,59,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065806996245218,0.0,0.0,0.16721946129029555,0.0,0.2069968053617392,0.15166306933626078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519521968361846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12953251983460656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236509722348381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990900927277721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733387522819746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921408870398676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079417844641684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156618521300267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21694397987998054,0.0,0.1307035851489148,0.0,0.12429877205767755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974101803724149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945710466080198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31527104068725903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163429696733632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482483151927723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519394883736174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095373745067554,0.0,0.0,0.12375060304356718,0.16955538934091566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129194881890128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18968933669103635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3014857764970399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302213666377124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150320590284084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,schnauzering,2018/03/11,"had a panic attack at work I got my first actual job a week ago. I'm a cashier at a small grocery store, it's pretty nice. Today I had my own cash register (as in I wasn't being trained). I messed up a few times and asked my colleagues a lot of stuff. Around three hours in, my line got really long. I was already stressed since it was the busiest day today. I'd forgotten to give a guy 20$ extra that he wanted. He said to leave it, that it wasn't a big deal but I could tell he was annoyed. I served the next woman and I was tearing up. When I started serving the customer after her, I was choking up and could barely talk. I suddenly felt like I couldn't breathe and I panicked. I told the other cashier (quite loudly) that I couldn't breathe. He brought me to an aisle to sit down and called the supervisor. I was a mess, I was shaking and crying and I couldn't feel my hands. She helped me up and brought me to the break room. She was really nice and helped me calm down my talking to me and rubbing my legs (don't know why that worked but it did!). After calming down a bit she told me I could go home if I wanted, so I did. I feel really embarrassed. I hate crying in front of others, especially at a new job where I barely know anyone. Thankfully everyone was nice to me and tried to make me feel better. I have to go back tomorrow and I'm dreading it. This was the first panic attack I've ever had but it could happen again. I'm scared they're going to fire me, they can't have a cashier who can't handle stress. I love the place I work, it's small and the people who work there are nice. I'm scared I'm going to mess up tomorrow again. :(",0.4932362735228039,2.543266673352438,2.3906543793076764,94.72297219855965,84.27220630372494,5.377557500193603,19.461085727561372,6.643151254067905,0.05247519553937874,1275,35,291,14,37,423,164,349,0.201,0.6920000000000001,0.107,-0.9889,2,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,0,1,8,9,26,4,9,22,0,31,5,4,1,1,36,63,20,0,10,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,2,2,2,18,14,0,0,6,0,2,8,8,16,0,3,25,9,48,10,31,30,5,54,0,0,0,1,26,21,0,2,24,182,66,6,0.0,0.0,0.09143244035217778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305463363665264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1033943507732528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551346171602207,0.0,0.0,0.08340808245596938,0.08759182841214441,0.21318232884545565,0.0,0.07204538474876221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082865283579827,0.10229026600246853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956726898674987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29923014267451825,0.0,0.205838296425902,0.060425283260235614,0.09659504633305603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08475215425181654,0.0,0.08952923130587717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212445587884434,0.0,0.08996153521200878,0.0,0.0,0.15939320374653748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08988042377771484,0.21299526289988074,0.0,0.14987230477860228,0.0,0.0,0.09277241139106718,0.08285384923626905,0.0,0.0,0.0925040465167158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256030669775752,0.0,0.09398335028689464,0.0,0.0922703342623611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595491998441332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298423336023946,0.0,0.0,0.0992090815705291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04577446206009781,0.0,0.0,0.08291679650846848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965582133481691,0.08456305896163299,0.0,0.06254189108182745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049085461725537,0.09964529877061054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2198609143290384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495605711701727,0.0,0.09789094334368703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953211194985798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965576892784568,0.0,0.0,0.18006953175755672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08912504614298357,0.0,0.18760933359954296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750516367864885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663175392433446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21465375736440234,0.0,0.10725793168668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061638420718815,0.08189323376714724,0.0862614242833601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05463409048346583,0.0,0.17762310196613815,0.17905846261175434,0.0,0.06361250146492943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11052703711260144,0.0,0.0751561782169866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454482761218332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27284321745211576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mechuggah,2018/03/12,"Reminder to everyone with anxiety: Take a sleep therapy test Hear me out. It's a long read, but I want to put as much info as possible. ___ I had a lot of sleep problems when I was a kid. I can't remember the last time I ever felt *real*, or anything else did for that matter. I never noticed how bad it was until I became an adult, and only after a 3 week long trip in Europe did I realize that this is more than anxiety. The trip was hell. I was never a social butterfly, but I love to talk to people. I knew these people weren't focusing on me, I knew they weren't insulting me(and even if they did I don't care), and I knew that I wasn't the center of attention...but good luck convincing my sleep deprived, melatonin ridden, indecisive, malaised brain that. I loved Europe, I loved the people, I loved the experience, but I couldn't convince myself I was there. It was like I was jet-lagged the entire visit. It became unbearable. I gave up and decided to return to my doctor after so many failed attempts. He recommended a sleep study. I put on the sleep study stuff for a week every night and waited a month or so for results. Which was 23 AHI. Moderate sleep apnea. I was shocked to say the least, but I didn't think it was that serious until he pointed out something important. **It shortens your lifespan.** That alone made me relentlessly try to get a CPAP as soon as possible. Once I did...It sucked. It was a week of annoying leaks and unfulfilled expectations, and a random day with a massive surge of depression. One that I haven't felt in years. I still stuck with it, and got a new mask to replace the old, and after 3 weeks of sleep therapy, I haven't felt this good for about my entire life. It's unbelievable. I'm fully aware of everything now. I feel like I finally exist. I still have a little fatigue, but that's because it's only been 3 weeks. Full recovery can take a few months or a year. I'm not worried, though. I look forward to it once it happens. Being fully aware has shown me something about myself. My disorders lied. My depression made me think I was ugly, my anxiety made feel inferior and my avoidance made me feel unwanted. I was none of these things. I had no idea how much people really cared or were interested in me, and my awareness even showed how many potential girlfriends I could've had. I wasn't happy with myself, so I couldn't allow someone to make me feel happy because I thought it would be temporary. Don't believe your disorders 100% of the time. They're acting off of instinct, not rationality. Yes, some people might be ugly, some people might be socially inept, some people might have psychopathic tendencies, but it's like always I say to people that wonder these things: ""That's all they know."" People need social contact, they need a second opinion in their life whether it be from friends or family. Anonymous advice tends to be the most helpful...but be ready for brutal honesty or adamant *truths*. Anyways, the reason I'm posting this is because of many misdiagnoses there are for sleep apnea. For one, you have to be 100% honest when you're looking for help from a doctor. I know how uncomfortable that can be, believe me. I spent a long portion of my life avoiding therapists and doctors cause I thought it would all be bullshit. But no, it was very helpful and showed me how important other opinions can be. You have to say what you're thinking, feeling, wanting, imagining, expecting, avoiding and believing. Not just what you're thinking. Be as open as possible, you don't have to tell your secrets, but keep it as transparent as possible. Otherwise you're defeating the purpose of being there: Managing and understanding your mental problems. If I had known my haziness and fatigue wasn't normal I would've fought it, but I was a quiet kid and I spent my life in utter confusion and dissociation. My anxiety is practically gone. I still get it I'm sleep deprived, but at that moment I understand why. It's mostly gone because I see people as people now, not figments. They're just like me on the inside. They have fears, loves, angers and terrors. They just have a different physical appearance or gender. That's the only difference, and it only took me 3 weeks on CPAP to finally understand that. Take the test, it has done so much for my life. Hell, do it for *YOU,* don't risk shortening your life any longer if you have it. Remember. Be honest about your sleep. If you wake up a lot in the middle of the night, snore, have unrestful sleep, anxiety, depression, a headache, and blurry vision. You're very likely to have it.",3.1166228452612508,5.53482121094641,4.39146502112818,81.95483452947887,76.91334093500568,7.593421423301362,26.28115903145751,8.530946873714473,2.1328129827620907,3610,140,661,76,85,1186,347,877,0.175,0.6990000000000001,0.126,-0.9935,4,4,2,0,0,0,147.0,0,12,7,3,31,55,8,8,43,1,79,29,13,14,6,146,146,65,0,18,29,0,8,5,2,5,11,5,0,3,53,27,0,5,33,3,2,12,24,31,0,3,52,16,98,24,81,73,18,76,2,10,3,5,48,23,3,29,47,452,151,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041152007917114236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043616019442017255,0.0,0.0,0.03504111006572595,0.0,0.0,0.028638055659557408,0.0,0.1610803636584506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03465513428256254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0351623154355476,0.10268595651983094,0.0,0.0,0.14233965384535818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04701166057526979,0.0,0.0,0.08587333532413327,0.04326130644772103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03362353550617201,0.0,0.0,0.02715918441921124,0.0,0.10881472751686187,0.0,0.0,0.08799754141959776,0.09652952294543,0.1293122883681216,0.0,0.04309587652897626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03517972703570218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556300348635654,0.038093315629771834,0.035481735767390825,0.04024045519943265,0.037848147008909185,0.04119426622868722,0.03970007173629216,0.04738845507505704,0.10646714144115416,0.030085295612641075,0.12130428491013012,0.0922647300345301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03253613978092924,0.0,0.04400425766121918,0.0,0.0,0.07064420916856329,0.033681344506769816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037240089741212436,0.08965942792848478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04746403304082896,0.0,0.05645446203323608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04754007174264877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0374316707686834,0.0,0.0,0.04628803764238944,0.03432744190407446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17847252023252955,0.1028706023127989,0.04220795277304848,0.0,0.11180514743100896,0.07072806291498039,0.0,0.0,0.0716053620263194,0.19004161747165546,0.1593920838672201,0.028110530264330143,0.12808689451159475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042439660359253575,0.13402464464742345,0.0,0.0,0.06722785333473495,0.0,0.0928729608684473,0.062452013572580276,0.06495976535925124,0.04067267336120864,0.0,0.0790397648437863,0.0412614694049126,0.0,0.047945547143078485,0.04419015680907454,0.08969722561158032,0.05707326209072613,0.12811431472084445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211518065156545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03981007954428665,0.1899028046944473,0.040332291145444434,0.0,0.0,0.08059226411485719,0.0,0.08466971793450624,0.0,0.0,0.04212406033611097,0.04793343132567583,0.026978450947551413,0.04329883249886306,0.0,0.0,0.09541087799341892,0.0,0.0,0.10046904219609727,0.0,0.0,0.03355834090376198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46357385044819804,0.12878567288189288,0.03568192358976893,0.06484077245036142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10089368373115368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04820892497195296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499044714224714,0.033848564164942314,0.0368083245714992,0.0,0.09631900299508143,0.04889604879666929,0.055955565478839786,0.10793637875649337,0.041375478612568885,0.06686550245276286,0.04911246613858361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046788719286677584,0.028591734542853124,0.0,0.0,0.13152230538030082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06949471647431045,0.04967828071772689,0.0,0.20268143343051528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038000129100276184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566938775748232,0.0,0.0427674545412896,0.0,0.08974688481170788,0.0,0.0,0.05423834986201265 anxiety,xXmarmotmanXx,2018/03/12,"Bringing others down Does anyone else feel that they are brining others down when they are anxious? My girlfriend has been so amazing and supportive of me and my anxiety, but she always gets sad after I am anxious. I feel like I ruin a lot of things she is excited for because I get anxious. We are leaving for Florida tomorrow for Spring Break and i expressed some anxious thoughts that I had and she is obviously sad now and said that she is no longer excited to go. Fuck anxiety man",4.863179723502307,6.503187698924731,5.705407066052231,77.82096774193552,69.86021505376344,8.755145929339479,34.79109062980031,9.23628265651192,3.4091671274961595,388,20,68,8,7,127,61,93,0.285,0.595,0.12,-0.9603,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,2,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,10,1,0,0,1,13,20,8,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,4,3,16,5,9,16,2,10,0,3,0,1,11,2,1,2,6,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872485123275846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550815250215933,0.7533870542757698,0.0,0.11657488326466844,0.17082490304658454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101631298317803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589827463577565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927362433104845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16859783642582135,0.11910519245334672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413045967370514,0.17420920987407468,0.0,0.09475112922634844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765329872662029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145123813315268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14173984750963936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15858941930304934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891925015862552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076172361744656,0.0,0.0,0.1323574918569151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwaway162806,2018/03/12,"Possibly NSFW friend who's a girl coming over to drink bit nervous So i have a girl coming over within the next couple of nights. I met her once 5 years ago and we hung out and smoked and got along great but we haven't hung out since that one time. She use to be good friends with my brother, i think they dated for a short time. She is smoking hot. She became single recently so we started talking on facebook and I've noticed she's beeing going out to bars during the week and partying while she doesn't have her kid(he's at his dad's place on weekdays) So anyways i asked her if was intreated in coming over to drink and possibly stay the night and there was no hesitation, she is down to come over drink with me chill maybe smoke some weed or something else. Thing is i haven't had sex in over a year and in the last 2 years I've probably had sex 2 or 3 times and those were all with escorts didn't have a problem getting it up i mean it took a minute i had to jack myself off a bit, never really had a problem fucking a escort except one time when she wasn't as attractive as her pictures.. So I'm worried... i haven't had a good experience with one night stands ever.. everytime i couldnt get it up or i barely kept it up and was 2 strokes in and done.. and guess what? Never heard back from any of those girls... kinda upset about it. Since it's been over a year since I've been with a woman I'm worried about getting it up not really worried about busting quick but just the initial erection. She's a really cool girl, I don't think she's looking for anything serious right now she just wants to have fun and get rid of some stress but i can't help but think that if i don't perform good or at all i will never see her again.. I have not been able to master this one night stand shit the only 3 girls i was comfortable with to get an erection with were LTRs who i had been with for months before having real sex. So any advice anyone could give me would be great. I really want to have sex with this girl, but it's been so long for me that i don't even know if i will be able to perform, I'm even to anxious to get a escort but I'm thinking i need to see a escort before i have this girl come over..",2.477748163942195,3.642180759061837,3.731345060412224,91.51457741056623,75.09808102345416,6.575716654821132,22.40944089078417,6.937597516519254,0.4609843165126746,1732,44,390,16,36,566,208,469,0.075,0.818,0.108,0.9598,0,0,6,0,0,0,34.0,3,0,1,3,21,19,2,3,22,1,47,11,1,1,6,79,86,36,0,11,18,2,2,0,2,3,1,1,0,8,20,34,4,1,6,4,0,7,17,8,0,4,25,7,47,11,63,53,7,69,0,0,3,5,40,28,2,11,31,259,67,0,0.1468654463507173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717576072085604,0.06509367841797402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987353974923692,0.0,0.0,0.08295807539451187,0.0,0.051345867440068194,0.0,0.06042887429980895,0.0,0.06864968347998705,0.0,0.0,0.05646523139035965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497167769321195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033902959786905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3162789441894901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05863005418045634,0.08125191148081717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514717110532072,0.0,0.2158083377464884,0.0,0.0,0.061343617531781275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700324219363574,0.06642410221485412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183129390033154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346787953507265,0.06788736929648212,0.23019340221147674,0.07044335933204167,0.04173350883832597,0.18477565262261295,0.05873085693026073,0.16191967308223798,0.08089442345607137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04922040644907149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04035670422555848,0.059857470322920436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649856492171551,0.06166499296337875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377304045848528,0.07998976307843386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861329904952675,0.0,0.0,0.054449433771871635,0.1699075292898712,0.0,0.078096534173075,0.27564654492393115,0.0,0.0,0.08360364204395795,0.0,0.07820345359693398,0.1990396547097446,0.05584889498009768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672156635983317,0.0,0.0,0.16556872382162607,0.0,0.0,0.07917289558087423,0.14053039754586094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358251544260373,0.1881715312739047,0.0,0.07250595514593403,0.0,0.0,0.06271114436217351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703274600808268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537763508291849,0.1822329223304395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653209789865045,0.0,0.0,0.0519760594196708,0.07826951237021745,0.0,0.0,0.0841169362940999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590224413062372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04878543832965216,0.18821089570945987,0.0,0.0,0.17127684565547385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158645738811482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342229556026252,0.0,0.0,0.08662504541015907,0.0,0.05890330113769245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22372348468135397,0.0,0.052164499656019485,0.0,0.0,0.18915306455411987 anxiety,mousesmouse,2018/03/12,"Anxiety about change? How do you handle change? From small things, like breaking routine, to big things like going away for a weekend, how do you handle anticipation related anxiety? It's starting to get to a point where I cancel just about everything because I convince myself it'll be bad, when there are so many things I want to do eventually (like visit a friend at university, and even travel (way way in the future)). For reference I do see a therapist, and a psychiatrist and I'm on lofepramine!",6.663731884057974,7.7702489239130434,7.192173913043479,70.8086231884058,65.19565217391305,10.481159420289854,33.811594202898554,10.504223727775694,3.771668115942029,399,17,68,10,6,131,63,92,0.096,0.754,0.151,0.6244,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,0,10,6,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,8,13,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,2,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,5,13,11,0,18,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,0,7,48,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084788814927874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942947754827355,0.0,0.1683450342720475,0.12290623253519332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42657636780422586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13316870646400122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18120386915438869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15577181134560178,0.0,0.10533860145917588,0.0,0.11458580687663775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955053702935637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044119523914656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19059692520932825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066575763226285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427083145570931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2340974110630212,0.40184391179444456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892123380400885,0.32007458000207856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smiba,2018/03/12,"Made an appointment with my GP I finally did it, after suffering for months (with the last few weeks being total hell) I made an appointment But they only had time in 3 days, so now I'm totally panicking about what to say, and this will most likely stay that way until the appointment. Anxious about an appointment to talk about my anxiety! So sick of it! Anyways any tips on what to discus? How do I make best use out of the limited time my GP has between appointments? I usually lock up and just start to cry/hyperventilate when talking about my mental troubles and I just want to be sure I don't make that happen while visiting the GP Thanks, bless",4.195952380952384,5.977054468253968,5.2446349206349225,79.90314285714291,71.77777777777777,9.484444444444444,27.679365079365077,9.888512548439397,2.794180317460317,517,19,98,14,10,170,87,126,0.142,0.76,0.099,-0.7123,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,12,8,1,0,7,0,8,1,0,6,3,21,18,10,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,1,11,5,21,11,5,21,2,1,0,0,5,4,1,1,15,72,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374973867087694,0.0,0.15046033013164803,0.222193404429518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20640444282650516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12684289260997256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545428358260493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392424716881588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603211628083213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608834021286487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3722083967025971,0.2625720210512392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1982080609734616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698879703664573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958466731830014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564085250524185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921173479937773,0.20963564226717094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18536939595105986,0.0,0.0,0.3161692724718596,0.0,0.18107732370297305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293723983780877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986912606463506,0.2166161956461201,0.0,0.11600747520366272,0.156116122895717,0.1577655333694834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,literaryjackalope,2018/03/12,Gabapentin for Anxiety? Hey everyone. I have GAD and clinical depression and I was recently put on gabapentin (neurontin) for my anxiety. It’s usually for those with nerve pain and/or as an anticonvulsant. I started at 100mg 3x daily as needed and then I was bumped up to 300mg 3x daily as needed. I’m wondering if anyone else has been put on this for anxiety? And what types of side effects you’ve had? Has it worked for you? ,1.957228915662654,4.649758518072293,3.8542289156626532,82.21290963855424,84.30120481927709,8.621204819277109,26.37228915662651,9.120678840339163,2.8603503614457835,339,15,65,11,10,114,57,83,0.159,0.841,0.0,-0.9013,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,1,0,10,12,9,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,0,6,0,15,8,0,11,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,2,4,40,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016784403802269,0.0,0.0,0.15284814170365113,0.22397851283365028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827732095683564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826097875560563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887885138136425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241738891084377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326026760388341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4395008292349812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21583821754379495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15472411883289594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075377010839424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23705917864983644,0.1591412576577448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UltimateDillon,2018/03/12,"(tw poop related) Struggling with my stomach Tonight I am in turmoil. It started with a simple feeling of bloating and trapped gas/constipation. Naturally I went to the bathroom which was difficult and not much happened. Went back to my room only to get the intense pain in my abdomen again and another rush to the bathroom with no result. Third time it wasn't even a few minutes and I was back. Keep in mind that I am emetophobic and thus very conscious of my stomach, which was feeling tight the whole time, causing some nausea. After that third attempt and some minor results, I tried something abstract which I'm not going to discuss, as it's quite embarrassing. Anyway, with that I was able to go /alot/ as well as pass a lot of the gas. The problem now is that it has turned into diarrhoea accompanied by quite intense anxiety because of the association between diarrhoea and gastroenteritis, which I am absolutely truly terrified of. I don't think there is anything that can make me as miserable as an overnight stomach bug. I can't go back to my room without panicking and returning to the bathroom quickly, even though I know the anxiety is probably causing the nausea and diarrhoea at this point. Any advice or reassurance would be greatly appreciated at the moment. I can feel my heart beating in my throat.",6.911749999999998,8.245051341666667,7.173333333333336,70.35000000000002,64.75,9.833333333333336,39.58333333333333,9.978442167317967,4.345958333333334,1062,59,171,23,16,344,137,240,0.145,0.779,0.076,-0.9603,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,4,12,10,0,4,16,0,18,8,7,6,0,39,35,16,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,14,14,0,2,6,0,0,7,7,7,1,2,7,4,19,3,33,26,7,30,0,1,0,0,2,10,0,5,13,133,33,0,0.13573374727675142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263744691548496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230360265671372,0.14232866886311674,0.207671890294222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116973087439745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131126199348497,0.0,0.08274203250481374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788718960693914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930171988167126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058931828977172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091528074828106,0.0,0.231421849688434,0.0,0.0,0.14964693555484068,0.0,0.0,0.12002890444924699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16084514405546313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064639116854327,0.0,0.0,0.0745957177591461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539597804995795,0.0,0.0,0.09060333029705256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370523914076592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977992197354094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032316312008728,0.1444302770432043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283122642008578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634393680703273,0.12987886490087353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887390960520511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449447000455073,0.0,0.0,0.09607304494024786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189838360978793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697270456644099,0.13335771754153153,0.0,0.1582948791579096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215430460374133,0.14763934011039234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199455669129853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204093976953055,0.2516530871675438,0.0,0.15154188150292713,0.0,0.13084248870472134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642135967394286,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Summerdaze13_,2018/03/12,"Anxiety and learning disorders control my life. I've suffered from anxiety, depression and learning disorders ever since I can remember. My anxiety used to be almost unbearable. I was terrified of everything. For example, I spent the entire year of 2012 in my bedroom. I couldn't leave the house because I had agoraphobia (extreme fear of people and public places). When I did finally leave my house, I would always have panic attacks and throw up because I thought people were watching me and hated me. Over the last 2 years, my anxiety has lessened thanks to the right medication. I still however, cannot get a job or drive. My main problem as of recently has been my lack of ability to process simple things. Someone will say something to me, and it will come out as a totally different sentence in my head. It takes me a really long time to understand what someone has said to me, especially if they're telling me or showing me how to do something. I usually have to ask people to repeat themselves at least three times before actually understanding what they said. I'm also fairly positive I have dyscalculia (severe difficulty understanding mathematics) as I have never understood even the most basic type of math. I was always told by every teacher I've ever had that i have an attitude and need to cooperate and try harder. What they failed to realize is that I did try hard and genuinely wanted to learn. I could not comprehend what they were trying to teach me, no matter how many different ways it was taught. All of my teachers told me to stop faking disorders to get out of doing schoolwork. Already struggling from extreme anxiety at the time, I dropped out of school when i was 16. I hardly ever attended any of the 6 schools I went to, and was almost put in juvenile hall several times for not attending, as missing school is illegal in California until a certain age. I attempted adult ed a couple times and also filled out my GED until it came to the math section, resulting in me having a panic attack and quitting the test. Multiple people have told me I'm stupid because I didn't graduate. It is extremely debilitating to not be able to get a job because I can't understand what is said to me and instantly forget instructions as soon as they are given to me. I've attempted driving 5 times, but I was terrified even though I was only going 15 mph on a dirt road. I also could never remember how to operate anything in the vehicle. I literally had to be reminded of which pedal the break was every 2 minutes. I also cannot cook, because I have to look at the recipe every 10 seconds because I can't remember more than a few words out of a sentence at a time. I've literally spent 15 minutes trying to process instructions for a microwave burrito that cooks in under 2 minutes. I've been told that math is one of the simplest concepts and that it's just basic common sense. I've been told It's not possible to be smart if I can't understand math. Everyone I've tried to explain all this to either tells me that I'm just lazy and faking problems so that I don't have to work or that i just need to pay more attention. I just want to be able to make enough money to atleast get a place of my own and buy my own food. I don't want to spend my adult life living with my parents or couch hopping and being a burden to people. I guess I'm just wondering if anyone else has similar problems and if they do, how they cope...",7.257699849170438,6.910220678733031,8.126738310708902,69.60000188536955,63.93212669683258,11.7105580693816,37.421191553544496,11.20814326018867,4.388293815987934,2742,126,483,72,36,929,297,663,0.119,0.846,0.035,-0.9929,7,0,2,0,0,0,55.0,0,0,6,6,24,21,4,4,28,0,61,7,1,8,9,100,108,47,0,17,19,1,2,0,0,3,3,4,2,2,23,26,3,2,17,3,6,11,16,18,0,3,35,8,70,3,85,61,15,69,0,4,2,0,23,26,0,13,29,343,93,22,0.11172558587669564,0.0,0.054514027603067734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118770355280679,0.0,0.06164598112381148,0.1786938213205022,0.09296463759948767,0.0,0.0,0.037988614814870814,0.0,0.2136744184732395,0.0,0.0,0.0390605636971242,0.05723803292478605,0.04597031876982666,0.0,0.052224170474621696,0.12710398316400867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20432064045311224,0.0,0.04753512230141901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389215310362527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812084968665732,0.0,0.0,0.0626548723900552,0.08920378912887701,0.061811117858978776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04811454170124662,0.0,0.0,0.11672945766236432,0.192070801298274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046666195342964185,0.0,0.0,0.057721198171142685,0.0,0.07379369576246157,0.15159328325396498,0.1412004371791838,0.053379292599989935,0.05020587623930459,0.0,0.0,0.06286117283654911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119495911221326,0.0,0.0,0.06754951096219884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11674401463414286,0.0,0.03174811258543152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153916444855405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000841798039891,0.05515294271687452,0.05733134197089775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891632553740606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108704044419078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045535632152406184,0.0,0.11830126354233317,0.0,0.0,0.0789150854228254,0.0,0.0,0.04932786961837185,0.0494368138508614,0.046910676664294604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0372888480680434,0.056636104027428726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056275886821497256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284310625781155,0.08616965949199923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03785407423546908,0.04248617130347205,0.0,0.13108590240404136,0.062029020642203274,0.0,0.0,0.19364113420927534,0.0,0.11672945766236432,0.0,0.0,0.06297690549911178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16035944522106016,0.0,0.05615753630998122,0.0,0.05941695657703312,0.0,0.0,0.03578713560487075,0.0,0.05515776868906326,0.0,0.1898449637954563,0.047706519940234095,0.15941492560569834,0.04442433511290419,0.0,0.16960838647735707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262181106169996,0.0,0.04621027958877519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946647263500942,0.08601181442614515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461209860147596,0.046703796266744216,0.0,0.05839992029187531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04200186807927706,0.0,0.09765308656076814,0.05143095433469992,0.0,0.0,0.03711275739165839,0.0,0.054884910431035064,0.04434881765852509,0.22801830659321914,0.0,0.0,0.2668964629999497,0.0,0.18963584737551806,0.0,0.0,0.2907756877801293,0.0,0.048247517065341874,0.06152497418565012,0.0,0.09884796789028504,0.044341284835480436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051785368719221854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06058081599443281,0.04066877858177002,0.0,0.0,0.03968332532157248,0.0,0.0,0.07194761423737116 anxiety,Valithra,2018/03/12,"Anxiety from sitting at my desk. I feel like this might be a bit strange, but I usually play video games on my bed or on the sofa, but recently I decided to use my desk again. And I just get anxious within 30 secs of sitting down, tried 3 different chairs, and tried at different times but nothing changes. Anyone experienced anything like this? 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Last night was bad. I couldn't sleep (because I was crying). I had nightmares and sleep paralysis. Now, I need to get stuff done. Class. Study. Work. But I feel deflated. I can't do anything but stare out the window. How do I do what I need to do? I know I am physically capable of moving, but the hours continue to pass without me moving and it feels like it's out of my control. 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I'm worried I'll never be able to fix it, and that every ""fix"" I make deepens the rabbit hole I'm basically digging - But I also have /strong/ ADHD and I'm hyper focused on it! Does anyone have some tips for calming down, despite not being able to stop doing what I'm doing? If I try to stop, I start spinning around the idea that I'll forget what the bug is caused by or where it's happening. If I don't stop, I keep feeling this suffocating pressure in my chest. My coping mechanism? Working with computer mechanisms. Help. Me. EDIT: I fixed the bug!!! I'm still looking for help breaking cycles like this, though.",2.174757352941178,4.6484496375000015,4.379338235294121,80.42830882352942,80.75,6.514705882352942,25.661764705882355,7.724431198458867,1.7658345588235291,642,26,116,11,17,221,100,160,0.185,0.716,0.099,-0.8778,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,7,0,11,1,1,2,1,25,25,10,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,4,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,2,11,3,16,22,4,15,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,7,8,72,20,3,0.3395740453752726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20405100665157067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577862070094102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597732152570486,0.0,0.0,0.11871903400810585,0.0,0.0,0.15114644713117706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176507193550078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441804228810182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945906376578375,0.0,0.14858176772850554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430528894685759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584942020009098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014210343242346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276093247013746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166888206691024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509145070072301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294936301139587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257833710325268,0.0,0.0,0.14434685504763967,0.0,0.0,0.1133341560618354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309502189346378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273444160980814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017612854731885,0.0,0.1355921356411846,0.4258486605794278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681488773480296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054848658405436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360697467027977,0.17242696319750364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,joeChump,2018/03/12,"Having anxiety is like continually visiting a shady fortune teller who predicts that everything in your future is going to be a terrible disaster and then demands a hefty payment. But... ...almost all its predictions are fiction, fantasies, lies and half truths – grotesquely exaggerated, inaccurate and wrong. And there is absolutely no obligation for you to pay a single penny for such a con. You're made to believe that by visiting this fortune teller and paying your dues you can somehow avert disaster, but ironically the real disaster is living a joyless life under its dreadful influence and control.",14.290300000000002,12.003370230000005,13.512,42.71600000000001,51.7,16.400000000000002,54.0,14.554592549557764,8.232999999999999,493,29,59,16,4,164,73,100,0.28300000000000003,0.685,0.032,-0.9765,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,4,0,1,3,5,0,1,7,0,8,1,0,3,2,17,10,9,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,0,1,2,3,1,3,0,1,1,0,4,2,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,5,49,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31431493087656104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24012456088240264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3536459079543919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520536952271899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821035871261565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839060117476316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217093928411283,0.15335052421688028,0.0,0.2771701244353543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970097757221213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572748995361756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34318882521431177,0.0,0.0 anxiety,enmajaksa,2018/03/12,"Feeling Helpless My boyfriend and I have been together for a long time now, but I can’t get over the feeling of being helpless when it comes to his anxiety. He often goes through moments where he just doesn’t want to talk or shuts down due to the amount of pressure or stress from things he needs to do. I always try to make it known that I will give him the space that he needs and that I’m always here for him to help in anyway I can, but it hurts my heart so much to sit back and watch as he is suffering. I don’t ever want to add onto his stress and make him feel worse, but I feel awful every time I can’t do anything to help. I really want to try to do everything that I can to be supportive and know how to best handle situations when his anxiety is triggered, can anyone give me some advice? I know everyone suffers from anxiety and copes with it in different ways, but maybe just some general tips from those with anxiety and those who are in a relationship with someone that has anxiety. Any help is much appreciated ❤️ (he suffers from generalized anxiety disorder if that’s helpful) (Sorry English isn’t my first language, useless might be a better word rather than helpless)",6.486923076923077,6.088792203389832,6.940000000000001,77.64020208604957,65.52542372881356,10.48187744458931,33.408083441981745,10.035473477838034,3.1055773142112124,944,36,187,19,13,309,130,236,0.217,0.657,0.125,-0.979,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,14,14,0,3,6,1,23,1,1,4,1,46,42,19,0,7,10,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,14,12,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,11,0,1,1,5,21,3,33,36,6,23,0,8,1,0,21,9,0,7,11,131,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630901980074696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810451665600594,0.0,0.0,0.07398141136390693,0.0,0.4993475585687605,0.0,0.0,0.07606899185626075,0.0,0.08952548230606085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836533384465389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416913516116375,0.09621653957356076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09371356110767506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366313391117125,0.12468357542639676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840742288245308,0.09166086276659463,0.1039541826781303,0.09777407260165256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22003140105131053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253731981295524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056838654245571114,0.20872391857480369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891751162205115,0.2916804708154164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646270192468695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957705490759372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627635226619953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523728341514816,0.0,0.10929488766351744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540974809223155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15994737455344915,0.1613338615422177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969411266039252,0.0,0.0,0.11680050555078643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228531283912035,0.0,0.0,0.09217801301636924,0.0,0.0,0.1217822896792328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492387746452294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345440509475752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744184938157552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227571167892012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268734722666803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772349771004914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925027330060681,0.08635299943955067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11086702470050656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bbkathoolu,2018/03/12,"I called the suicide hotline for the first time today Pretty much the title. I got drunk last night and woke up panicking. I called out of work and as of a couple hours ago, contemplating how I could end everything. I could never follow through with a serious attempt, but I just wanted everything to stop. I was just so desperate. Its hard thinking that this could be the rest of my life. The racing mind, the loneliness, the shaking, the feeling that my world is crashing around me even when in reality it isnt. But my mind tricks me into thinking everyone hates me, I don't deserve any happiness, etc. But the lady I spoke with was so sweet and helped me plan out the rest of my day. Also reminded me of everyone who loves me. Even went over how I can explain this to my therapist the next time i see her. She just talked me through my thoughts and rationalized everything. It really helped and right now I'm about to go outside for a walk just to get out of the house. Which is a complete 180 from where i was a couple hours ago. So i guess I'm posting this to tell everyone that if you really do feel alone and terrified of your own mind, fight through it enough to dial their number. I never thought I would need to but the woman I talked to really helped me. Ive read other people saying that they had bad experiences with suicide hotlines but i encourage you to just try it when you're in a mental out you can't climb out of.",4.386263157894739,5.456620143859652,5.203991228070176,83.1333552631579,70.3684210526316,8.787719298245614,27.934210526315788,9.120678840339163,2.1601263157894732,1131,39,228,22,20,368,154,285,0.177,0.757,0.066,-0.9864,0,1,0,0,1,2,25.0,0,4,2,5,19,10,3,1,19,0,17,3,0,2,2,49,39,21,2,7,11,0,3,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,15,16,1,1,7,2,0,6,5,6,0,1,10,7,40,4,39,24,6,40,0,0,1,1,24,14,0,2,19,167,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715089118795411,0.0,0.0,0.10019379527414353,0.0,0.07736319826405047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578673438133703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611939417230383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077412563513775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975653641137995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143038405552528,0.0,0.0,0.2317178190029587,0.21408264619379408,0.0,0.062389502717657995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568320870907051,0.09995860998782764,0.1078910279883321,0.1277921368231064,0.0,0.0,0.2773185619575071,0.2608318829707225,0.09463059512967692,0.0,0.0,0.0978296241559536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228726603971935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050542823940640434,0.0,0.05497975274815689,0.0,0.07737207061170355,0.0,0.1065703681314976,0.0,0.0,0.10298186860226634,0.0866603242132639,0.09551103693951472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945289901611556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053945499694933,0.111625339682396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885627185658689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833054835892143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731191501707332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749148812610148,0.0,0.2930404342957762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07111526565086272,0.07173172084934921,0.14922419594281516,0.0,0.1028844268991948,0.0907842361428994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706755654875678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265048424090924,0.0984196833367672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676649844314104,0.0,0.1859229768534424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261570396448299,0.0,0.0769317846513344,0.0,0.0,0.07708950934234854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087923854485063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21163641509755574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15551240813134992,0.08455530292955242,0.0,0.0,0.11232296677968992,0.0,0.1239745806026302,0.0,0.15360201479553012,0.11282011610984292,0.0,0.0916985109950481,0.0,0.0,0.06568032649397566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705994668335501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967924504152874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042810450474732,0.0,0.0,0.06872154710091011,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwingandgrowing,2018/03/12,"Looking for therapy advice in seattle I need help. My [29m] SO [29f] of nearly 6 years has been suffering from anxiety and depression for as long as I've known her and likely much before that. She tells me she has a constant burning fear that she won't be okay, that she won't be able to function normally in the world, that she'll never be able to connect emotionally with people. She prepares for social interactions extensively and often dwells on the results for hours, sometimes even days afterward. We *think* that this stems from familial neglect and abuse. We've agreed to find her some professional help, but we have no idea where to start or what to expect price-wise. Can anyone in the area recommend a therapist or even a style of therapy? What can one expect to pay? Thank you in advance.",4.762196467991171,6.691232940397358,5.337367549668873,79.20861203090506,70.58940397350995,8.741942604856513,29.139624724061807,9.2995712137729,2.6799267108167766,638,25,115,14,12,205,103,151,0.126,0.7979999999999999,0.076,-0.5917,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,2,1,0,1,5,8,0,2,6,1,12,0,0,1,1,23,17,10,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,4,0,1,1,4,5,0,1,1,1,14,3,23,10,2,18,0,3,1,0,16,9,0,4,9,79,22,2,0.32716330406767624,0.1938175085904072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15985009714457227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251395160632151,0.0,0.0,0.11438009456491592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919593752282305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677365240203327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549663278939972,0.0,0.140892637198202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840073410496388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216088276786093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421022314329405,0.18407483694443905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14951066642743074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192906664100918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16109497623881758,0.0,0.0,0.18466377391908406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991773235532895,0.0,0.0,0.14476461443555627,0.13736738861659725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202513361909884,0.12129372224750427,0.12616425453746233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16027528731982205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108471609445584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340692066942787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667508939253018,0.0,0.0,0.16178643663347775,0.0,0.115783935259693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297757403074715,0.15060400730468607,0.3741397507660617,0.1899309060660151,0.0,0.10481651748567164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534122067465816 anxiety,nomorehoes,2018/03/12,Breathing is Everything Just breathe,11.214,15.912786400000002,5.240000000000002,66.40000000000003,85.0,10.0,65.0,8.841846274778883,9.651000000000002,32,3,3,1,1,8,5,5,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PoetryDivided,2018/03/12,"New here. Help please. I am struggling incredibly badly. I am currently in treatment, but my anxiety is the worst it's ever been. What are the best relievers/coping methods you have found?",2.7494117647058838,5.788644529411767,4.0678823529411785,78.00947058823533,89.0,7.425882352941178,27.388235294117646,8.238735603445708,2.9004894117647058,150,7,24,4,5,49,31,34,0.268,0.522,0.211,-0.3604,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26905822782802835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936642947205761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690993735966143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31814306109875873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3856333527045848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574471094215116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33968502327195194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860734564905662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676850783379568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,apocalypticlipstick,2018/03/12,"Only physical symptoms I have never been overly anxious and for the last couple years I have actually been fairly confident, other people always commented on how confident and easy going I was. But in the last five or so months I have developed anxiety symptoms, I've had anxiety symptoms in public and home watching TV and waking up and going to sleep and eating breakfast etc. My mind is fine, I'm not afraid, but my body is displaying all the anxiety symptoms - churned stomach, no breath. Sometimes it goes steady like that for couple hours, sometimes it gets really bad and uncontrollable, I failed a job interview to it, which was a huge blow for me, because I have always been excellent at job interviews and any public speaking. What the hell is going on. Its like there is a huge disconnect between my body and my mind. Whenever I google it its all about theres nothing to be afraid of etc... I know that, I am not afraid, I am patient, mindful, I am exploring my emotions to see if I am repressing something, started seeing therapist, but would like to hear some similar experiences with calm mind and anxious body?",10.500658036677457,8.481045398058253,10.005598705501622,64.09501078748653,58.61165048543689,13.427400215749733,43.277238403451996,12.06081838636515,5.345323193096009,896,42,146,22,9,291,120,206,0.134,0.7170000000000001,0.15,-0.0657,2,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,1,5,7,0,20,13,7,1,3,31,30,17,0,2,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,2,1,0,11,11,2,1,2,1,0,4,4,8,0,1,6,5,18,6,19,22,5,20,1,1,3,0,7,9,1,3,10,104,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.09597755987608424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367381871929773,0.0,0.0,0.06688286874621946,0.0,0.22571749175086184,0.22221998266933396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0821199789554862,0.05995458834252083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277413673682569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176496775660726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006388544125038,0.0,0.11063298733042043,0.0,0.0,0.21937740280616275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620732405939772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051384965243754785,0.0,0.16768746562670653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085007759514386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986552759039487,0.0,0.09685710561088766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519876532127786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054051797073081116,0.16034034003963307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14414975110299375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3972307403846385,0.0,0.07850378782919548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585527998053973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943715886224662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748012801379418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818503189075585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630069378714689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156747939642903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842322893796364,0.0,0.0,0.07571632873326202,0.19454568162557068,0.0,0.06961419348587987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4089023773846106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141944848754064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06986658112780904,0.0,0.0,0.06333559229643222 anxiety,overdrive2018,2018/03/12,"Just me or Xanax doesn’t work? Hi guys. So long, long story short I need a benzo for flying because I just find it very difficult as I’m sure lots of you can relate. I don’t have panic attacks but I do have very awful GAD - hard to describe but I’m sure you guys know what I mean. I used to have panic attacks but once I ‘overcame’ them I was just left with this more constant niggling background anxiety that can just get so intense but not disperse like panic. Anyway Xanax didn’t work. I went up to 1.5mg and felt no relief, just super tired. I’m wondering if anyone else has GAD and found Xanax didn’t work and what might be better for me? Maybe Xanax is ONLY for panic attacks and that’s why it didn’t help? Thanks for any advice. 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I have had anxiety for the longest. I get anxiety going out and doing stuff in public. I get anxiety just asking the teacher a question or stapling a damn paper because I feel like I will mess something up. I can manage to live with it but I feel like my life could be easier if my parents knew and showed me support and etc. I will finally reveal to my parents that I have been going through it but I don’t know what to expect afterwards. Will I be taken to a specialist / will I be prescribed medication/drugs? Will my life change after revealing my anxiety? For those that have gone through this can you help me and tell me what to expect? 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New to the forum. I've been dealing with some level of anxiety all my life. Since October it's gotten much worse. With some panic attacks and frequent very anxious days not related to anything. I went to a doctor and I started Zoloft last Friday. Reading about some of the side effects has actually heightened my anxiety. I can't tell either what is a side effect and what is just my crazy brain looking for a problem. Anyone deal with anything like that? Anyone deal with symptoms more than a few days? Thanks!",2.6936252856054805,5.656826633663367,3.445940594059408,84.19477532368624,84.64356435643565,5.087890327494288,26.581111957349574,6.67199483983844,1.5231242955064737,434,19,71,5,13,137,70,101,0.194,0.7559999999999999,0.05,-0.9238,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,1,1,6,0,5,6,1,2,2,19,11,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,6,2,12,8,9,11,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,8,48,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.15649624040607318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453624847204224,0.18117043127452528,0.0,0.2242663635587949,0.0,0.263938746560042,0.0,0.0,0.1824419913589802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790239602705319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068484581462594,0.495997750954057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414365919735308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072149591024634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327280998130933,0.0783478073145963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466890735576265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178890871843672,0.0,0.0,0.15488461736541312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815754218200045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15345071959232331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041160877462035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265824122211545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270188901136215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668397497398346,0.0,0.0,0.140168884805982,0.1476455024105398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232056907657358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14866293812685433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342890750509742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway282032103,2018/03/12,"I was visiting a hook up and had a horrific panic attack. should I explain what happened? I posted this in r/reltionships, but you all might understand a little better... This weekend I flew from my city on the east coast to visit a friend (we used to hook up when he lived in my current city) to San Francisco. I went to checkout the city and visit him because I had really liked him when he lived here. When we had hooked up previously, I had expressed that I was interested in dating but he wasn’t. I respected that, we remained friends. This was a few years ago. We had recently started talking again and put together this trip. Maybe my hopes were too high for whatever could happen between us, but I am assuming it was purely a hook up /hang out trip on his end. I was probably overly excited about the possibility of something starting between us. He’s not perfect but I genuinely like him and care about him a lot. We were having a great time. Saw a ton of the city Thursday and Friday - probably drinking too much - but having a great time overall and I thought it was going well. He’s hard to read... very closed with his emotions, not touchy feely, so I played it cool (or at least tried to). Unfortunately, I suffer from crippling panic attacks and I try to deal with them on my own, but Saturday night I had a full on panic attack that was so bad we had to leave the restaurant we were at. He had no clue what was going on. I told him I had vertigo (which is a side effect). When I have panic attacks coupled with low blood sugar from drinking, I shake uncontrollably, pass out, can’t talk, etc. The next morning i was so humiliated and still dealing with the effects, I bought a plane ticket home and left under the impression I had ruined the trip. I feel like I gave him a few times to protest, but as I said, he’s not one to get emotional and was super confused by what was going on. I am humiliated and still decompressing. I know things are ruined between us and the friendship/relationship whatever is over. I’m really sad about that. I sent him a text Sunday morning when I left and apologized and he seemed to think it was his fault. He said he had a great weekend and was sorry to see me leave. But, the last unanswered text I sent him was another apology and reassured he did nothing wrong. It’s now Monday afternoon (I was supposed to return today so I have the day off work) and I am still coming down from the panic attack, so probably not in my clearest headspace. Should I text him again and explain what happened or just leave it be and move on? I’m not sure if he would even care or would just think I’m being over-dramatic which is my biggest fear when I tell people about my panic attacks. 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My boyfriend just left me. We lived together for a year and he is moved out now. I am a wreck- I had been working on my anxiety and getting it under control but now it's back to square one. I can't look anyone in the eye and I am too anxious to eat or get out of bed. This ties in with depression of course... And I keep having nightmares about him, mostly about him getting with other girls. I was so connected to him and I relied on him some to help me with my anxiety. How do I deal with this?",0.4660526315789468,2.489466219298251,2.502719298245612,94.03986842105265,84.17543859649123,5.905263157894738,21.780701754385966,7.1686216300943375,0.5996280701754397,415,14,95,6,12,139,73,114,0.13,0.838,0.032,-0.8426,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,2,10,1,0,0,4,0,9,2,1,3,0,22,14,10,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,13,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,3,18,0,23,11,2,14,0,1,3,0,10,8,0,3,5,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4702633468151197,0.23148829089112866,0.0,0.1432767942300908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575619955883304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22982231717263876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225033516652856,0.1764873990108898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967256072427493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211687168424482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734585465824362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18213209825590534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263369516874626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093796802119766,0.0,0.17207154048622456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21778531735362885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138851309137794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917583539324053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13195436195398186 anxiety,buterbetterbater,2018/03/12,I’ll start i’ll start a job and everything is OK for a while but then I start dissecting everyone’s reactions And ruminating I started working at a job that I like recently but I always go through really bad cycles where at first everything is OK but then I start believing that people don’t like me or I’m doing something wrong and I start trying to dissect everything they say to figure out if they hate me . In the past it’s led me to quit jobs which I don’t want to do again but I don’t know how to get past this . 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I would rate my anxiety as mild. I deal with it daily, but it's not crippling. I heard before that even a slight deficiency in magnesium could increase anxiety. I thought I was getting enough because I take a daily multivitamin, and my diet includes it too. Turns out I was still low. The magnesium in my multivitamin(and most apparently) I take was the oxide version, which as a very low absorption rate(only 4% I believe) Anyway, I would strongly recommend experimenting around with different magnesium supplementations, pill or liquid. I take a pill that has 3 types of magnesium in one from the vitamin shoppe called Magnesium Complex AM. I would start out with a low dose because diarrhea can be a thing. For the last 7 weeks, I would say my anxiety levels have dropped 80-90% of what they were, so almost non-existent. Hope this helps someone. 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Well, Therapy is helping but anxiety cloud is still over me so she refereed me to a Psychiatrist she works with. Psych prescribed Zoloft to help treat my anxiety and ptsd. I started it this Saturday. I took 50mg Saturday morning - felt alright, a little anxious but I felt good. Saturday night, i couldn't sleep. I just laid there next to my bf for like 2 hours. Finally, fell asleep watching tv. Well, that night i woke up at 5am to a really vivid/intense/weird dream. Next thing i know is i'm tapping my boyfriend and telling him i'm having a panic attack. He helped me breathe it out after 10 minutes. We showered, felt better and fell asleep. I didnt wake up until 10:30am. I never have panic attacks. I've had 1 in my whole life. This was like 3 years ago and weirdly enough, It also happened after a weird dream. Is this a bad sign? Sunday morning, I was nervous about taking 50mg because I didnt want to not be able to fall asleep again seeing as i work full time. So I took half and sunday went better. Not as anxious, felt good and I was able to sleep but it took like an hour and i did wake up a couple times before I got up for work. I think ill continue to take 25mg. Food is tasting a little off. Lack of appetite in a sense. Nausea comes and goes. I know everyone react to medication differently but this is the first time i've ever taken an SSRI or any medication for that matter so I just don't know what to expect. I will reach out to my psychiatrist but i wasnt sure if i should wait a couple more days to collect more data on how the meds are affecting me? Also, i feel as though my anxiety has heightened since starting Zoloft..? 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Recently my anxiety has taken a strong hold of my life. For the last week I've had constant chest tightness/pain located pretty specifically beneath my sternum. Sometimes it even radiates to me back. A couple of weeks ago I had heart palpitations at work and it's thrown me completely out of wack. I feel the chest tightness it as soon as I wake up in the morning. My doctor prescribed me some benzos and they seem to make the chest tightness a little better but that seems like an awfully temporary solution. I've also had some tests including a couple of ECGs and a blood test where everything came out fine. As I write this I have some mild chest pain that radiates mildly to my left shoulder. This has been consistent for the past week. A key point is that physical exertion (I've only tried very mild after my episode at work) does not seem to make my symptoms worse. I don't get winded after climbing a flight of stairs for example. After this I've had frequent anxiety attacks and have no discernible trigger. I will feel a particular chest tightness for about an hour before they happen though, perhaps amplifying my stress and making me more likely to have one. My recurring thought is heart disease, heart disease, heart disease and its a cycle that's difficult to break. I need to hear that some of you have had similar chest pain symptoms and overcame them. I'm a young man, late twenties. My diet is fine, I exercise (at least until my episode a couple of weeks ago), my weight is fine and all biomarkers seem fine as far as I know. The blood tests revealed nothing. My family does not have a history of heart disease. I have an education, a wonderful girlfriend, a career I can be proud of. What the fuck?!?! I've been stressed for a couple of years at least but this is a whole new level of anxiety I have not felt before. My thoughts are constantly plagued by fear of dying and having a heart attack where no one can help me. An hour ago I had some heart palpitations and a subsequent panic attack prompting me to reach out. Talk to me reddit. Tell me your symptoms and how you cope.",5.642331932773107,6.869835151960789,5.9129551820728325,78.62294117647059,67.57843137254902,9.063865546218489,31.728291316526608,9.330973305703688,2.875117366946779,1714,70,309,33,28,547,198,408,0.154,0.765,0.081,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,0,4,3,6,9,23,5,5,29,1,29,30,18,5,1,51,51,23,1,1,5,0,7,2,1,1,9,1,0,1,14,16,2,4,13,1,0,2,6,14,0,2,13,8,44,9,47,36,10,47,0,0,0,1,15,18,1,10,28,202,58,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822900754781211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050589145959663816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451816018811449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878703654696958,0.0,0.04864317636070596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765951380059496,0.0,0.0,0.0559484915988694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723527973189219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632709891615421,0.1367235697323266,0.0,0.0,0.2799847596466697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06565408306889897,0.0,0.0,0.0647494784653223,0.11071882592058382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04178275463855531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056854173968276724,0.061880598226116176,0.05963607107415091,0.07118529391388584,0.0639724991553816,0.0,0.060739696765555615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848302036564314,0.033050834956687807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0559407714264781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129882451323469,0.5247453549598268,0.04240196759127393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459707608022548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03476614250297478,0.05156549284805821,0.0713602425063693,0.0,0.06873237456463806,0.0,0.0446825384937538,0.061811460611126426,0.06340332300122473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667999130413404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690662456326936,0.0,0.06109707950798029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060699852288810315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573347517064392,0.04811222023135561,0.2692531820467677,0.14844439054393727,0.0,0.0,0.060389003273261764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05980132098855531,0.0,0.0,0.06435834915503047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06246179952726199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303587810069641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256593912676182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492865313130554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725465791735505,0.0,0.050846139314482425,0.110584377521901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215280918524159,0.10044303907482577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04294951214841545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219627660208122,0.0,0.0,0.20297401391382455,0.0770338612169146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07062773582406766,0.0,0.0,0.06860297060190003,0.09210833415372753,0.0,0.06446753154436256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04073748416377227 anxiety,Zentrela,2018/03/12,"Health Anxiety Hi, I'm new here. my anxiety has gotten extremely bad over the last few weeks when I got a stomach ulcer it triggered. I'm going to see a psychologist soon and was wondering if anyone had any ways of dealing with their anxiety they'd like to share with me I'm hoping one of them works for me until I see the psychologist.",4.002205882352944,5.283659514705885,5.852235294117651,77.32805882352943,71.5,9.55764705882353,28.30588235294117,9.888512548439397,2.797596470588236,269,10,52,7,5,93,52,68,0.128,0.764,0.108,-0.101,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,3,1,3,4,0,0,4,0,4,3,1,1,0,7,14,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,8,3,9,9,1,9,0,0,2,0,6,1,0,3,7,32,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653870080594484,0.0,0.5282895840177864,0.0,0.0,0.1609558527915088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19220100837301424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373182190458118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082362495667682,0.0,0.18410586155584974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24468371811006465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286329567200745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763749961013984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246036133599327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232121907841004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155984302926268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668670211921143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827159835660898,0.18464642900265602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24963379885650003,0.16758278219880826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SenBhapiro,2018/03/12,"Best Man Speech For my Eldest Brother I’m not Close With At All I have know idea where to come for help, so I just typed in anxiety and decided to just post it here. Just like everybody else in this subreddit, I suffer from anxiety that rules my life day to day. My social anxiety is through the roof, and as result I literally have 3 friends. In fact I could probably just call them bestfriends because of the small amount of friends I have, let alone people I KNOW. Just as the title reads, my eldest sibling (we’re 7 years apart) is getting married. I don’t know if this is just Filipino culture or if this is universal, but siblings are obligated to be best men, so in Filipino culture, it’s not uncommon to see (obviously depending on family size) multiple best men, so in my siblings case, me and my other brother as well as 2 of his friends, so 4 best men, not just groomsmen. I have another sibling, that makes 3 of us, and he is far more closer to my eldest brother and I’m sure is having no problem writing his best man speech (he and I are only 3 years apart, you can do the math for him and my eldest). It absolutely kills me to say it, absolutely, but I truly only have bad memories when it comes to recollections of past memories with him. We’ve only ever fought and we’ve only ever argued. I mean, the guy was in grade 10 when I was in grade 3. We’ve lived in the same house all of our life, my parents aren’t divorced and have had happy marriages their whole life, we’ve all gone to church together, and still are. I’m at a loss, I don’t want to be the one out of 4 speeches with a shitty negative rant, that lacks humour and lacks anything meaningful. I haven’t gone to the gym and have hardly eaten in months because of this anxiety and stress, and so it adds to this steaming pile of shit, and now I feel bad about how I look. I’m so frustrated that even as I write this, I don’t even know exactly what I’m trying to get at or ask for. I don’t know, maybe could somebody help me write a speech, or could somebody tell me that this is normal, or could somebody tell me how to get through this, and if they’ve experienced a situation similar to my circumstances, how did you get through it? I’m sorry for my formatting, I’ve bundled up this anxiety since they’ve announced their engagement which was a year and half ago, and every single day since that day, this is all I’ve been thinking about day to day. For a year and half I’ve kept it to myself because I’ve been so embarrassed and scared. This is a big step for me and I just want to get it off my chest. 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My wife set up a payment last month with them, but now they're saying the payment *wasn't* set up to be automatic. This is the second time this has happened, where they say an automated payment is set up but they don't follow through. Dealing with money gives me so much stress. I feel like a hand is squeezing my chest, like I can't breathe. I managed to call the case worker back, but he was... less than helpful. Kind of rude, if I'm being honest. Kept pressuring me to talk to family and pay off the loan in one lump sum, kept talking about how there was nothing else he could do before it went to collections. It's impacting my ability to get work done at the office. And that's a whole kettle of fish, too - lots of new responsibilities have come upon me over the last few weeks and I'm struggling to stay on top of everything. I need to eat but I'm not hungry. I want to just curl into a ball and disappear. I just want this all to go away. I'm reaching out here because... I don't know why. I don't know if I'm in a place to accept solutions or even suggestions. Maybe I'm just shouting into the void to express my anxiety and frustrations?",2.7275714285714265,4.2953373795918415,4.1181122448979615,87.35635204081633,75.20408163265307,7.185714285714287,24.9030612244898,7.908726449838941,1.263975510204082,938,31,199,14,20,310,150,245,0.114,0.764,0.122,0.5925,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,0,3,4,13,11,2,4,13,0,17,5,3,1,1,35,38,14,0,6,11,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,6,11,1,2,4,1,4,5,6,6,0,2,7,6,20,5,36,28,6,35,0,0,0,0,17,18,0,4,10,125,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10714067194712776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158503047535144,0.10769262496212052,0.0,0.08537541550064545,0.0,0.11917535521690842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860209059871756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206438329617098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182145686633438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438918098946207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332352698356773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330986582527871,0.11699686752364526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09250412620687944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258712052291628,0.0,0.13203013283464146,0.0,0.07081534220075444,0.10005436772234516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317226053006598,0.13435223925979806,0.07959572652077207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384899523522773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387502081693376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14584434219039205,0.15393966537830606,0.22832486271430025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684629467026674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11906861935673815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14070273304091027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11178950084690507,0.0,0.10295556006093323,0.1038480195016986,0.0,0.13526470436352667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13438527079978071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09490398940836592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14632627316048855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22275259475654235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492785743386324,0.0,0.0,0.32086200482053445,0.14641450170867898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22513966486734655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166641953679801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521456297929293,0.0,0.11234260379804947,0.0,0.0,0.12983115249011593,0.12637665055543226,0.1563649176530596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203921475282522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pond-Rivers,2018/03/12,"People don't see how hard i'm trying and it hurts a lot My parents, my teachers, probably even my friends don't know how hard I'm trying with anything. I'm terrible at doing homework or any work and my parents and teachers keep telling me to try. But I can't tell them that I am trying. I am trying my best and it's not even close to enough. I just don't know what to do..",0.409756097560976,2.1789325975609763,2.509939024390245,95.32393292682929,82.78048780487805,5.0756097560975615,22.445121951219512,5.985473137389443,0.18075121951219544,291,10,68,2,8,98,48,82,0.078,0.797,0.125,0.4003,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,2,5,4,0,0,1,0,8,0,0,2,0,16,15,8,0,0,4,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,3,11,2,5,15,3,2,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,0,44,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487000436195448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900508727007624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726897624937224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745374059572419,0.0,0.2231374372408143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050559587515878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026346242597517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083016843634475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014204300699224,0.0,0.0,0.18566578503429595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360800792629227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751268060949901,0.0,0.0,0.11710644381045415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18212212931589972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13460574320479796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952834825344211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5734210294680567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12297428573927775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deathsbalance,2018/03/12,"bare with me. This will be alot to read, but hopefully I find others with the same situation I currently find myself in. Im 19, caring, and a very understanding person, but I'm afraid of everything. I'm not afraid in the sense that something is scary, but im always aware that at any moment, any place, at any given situation, the worst can happen. See, thing is, I can't stop myself from thinking about what's next or what can happen and it shreds me apart. I'm consistently on the verge of losing my sanity. I'm always afraid of my parents dying, yet alone me. Im afraid of dealing with my life alone. I can't stand the idea of thinking about having to move away from home. I have a ton of health issues, ranging from mental disorders like anxiety to a malformed hip, sensitive stomach, etc. I've always have had my family right there when something happens wether it be an attack or something that sends me to hospital. I'm heavily attached to my mother and I'd honestly lose my mind if I were to be away from her. I work out, eat healthy, have a good social life, a steady job, an understanding girlfriend. I have all the right materials to build a house, Im just afraid it won't hold up when a storm comes. I don't know what to do with my life and I honestly think my only option is to just do it and see how far I can get and retry if I fail. I get that my anxiety is all a part of my mind and I get that I have to lose some to win some. I just cant wrap the idea of why I have to deal with this. I see my friends wanting to move out, wanting to have families, wanting to take the journey in life. Yet I'm only comfortable in the comfort of my own home and my loved ones. As of now I medicate with marijuana to relieve my anxiety and help me go to sleep. Id love any other tips or remedies for relief and good sleep as im already noticing dependency on it and the last thing I want is to feel like my life is ending and have an attack because I don't have my "" relief "" I need help and I guess putting down my view on my life down in this subreddit is a good start. Thank you for those who took the time to read this, you aren't alone. Please feel free to pm me whenever anyone reading this needs a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen. 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I took Zoloft about 10 years ago. All i remember for side effects is that i felt very numb the first week. This time is very different though. I started taking 25mg 3 days ago. I wasnt as anxipus but today i felt absolutely horrible. My back was wet with sweat as well as palms and feet. My extremities felt numb. I was very shaky. Felt extremely nausiated uncomrtable and agitated. I had to quickly explain to my boss and leave work because it felt unbearable. This came in waves for about 3 hours. I called my pharmacist they said these side effects are normal and are expected the first week. I feel better now...a little scared of the next wave. Anyone have any tips on how cope with this? I am worried of going into work tomorrow and feeling like this again. Its a horrible feeling to be that far away from home when it hits you. I almost asked my coworker to call an ambulance. My husband got me Gravol for nausea so I am hoping that helps when/if the next wave hits. If anyone can tell me their experience and how you made it through please do.... my regular anxiety is awful but it rarely reaches the level of hell i experienced this morning. I dont know if taking this was a mistake. 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Been full-time with this company since September. Part of why I freelanced was because I had such trouble with traditional employment—I had to be considered ""perfect"" at my job or else I'd spiral into fears of criticism and eventual termination. It stems from my upbringing, being told I was smart all the time, genius, gifted, and so I expected to be perfect at everything I did and when I wasn't, I just quit. I also had a lot of pressure to succeed from my emotionally abusive parents. I have grown a lot since then and don't really speak to my parents anymore. I had several years of therapy and lots of experiences that taught me that it's okay to not be perfect. But the anxiety still never leaves me. I feel like I have to be churning out a certain amount of work, producing a certain quality, meeting or exceeding my employer's expectations 150% of the time or else I will get ""a talking-to,"" knocked down a few pegs, ""written up,"" etc. I worry every single day about getting a message from my boss that's like, ""Hey, what's going on with this this thing?"" and then getting criticized for not meeting an expectation that perhaps I didn't even know they had of me. I am only ever told good things about my work and am given more responsibilities, but I still worry every single day that someone is going to catch on that I am not good enough, that I am not working as hard as everyone else, that I am a D- compared to everyone else's A+, that I am failing without even knowing I'm failing. Every time I get a compliment I worry that I am being lied to. I think people are just being nice so that my work quality won't suffer while the managers talk about me behind closed doors and discuss whether or not they should let me go. It makes it very hard to find relaxation or peace day-to-day. 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Everything I read online is basically saying an attack is rare, but a real possibility. Am I just overthinking this? I don’t want anxiety to F up a dream. Also, if anyone has been to Kauai and has any recommendations for anything to see/do/eat I’d love to hear it!",1.6891819291819274,3.823179285714288,4.432454212454214,81.29310134310134,80.31868131868131,7.121367521367523,22.1990231990232,8.167268648758528,1.3564568986568988,349,11,70,7,9,124,68,91,0.115,0.778,0.107,-0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,0,6,0,11,1,0,0,1,11,19,6,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,5,1,13,17,1,7,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,45,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16966643017476266,0.17653635785991104,0.0,0.0,0.14427790765888618,0.0,0.16230388061151574,0.0,0.0,0.14834908905369346,0.0,0.17459182017677288,0.0,0.0,0.482731387690263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709540299352145,0.0,0.0,0.18791317414216205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067814952685028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120576948600709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391227762663297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781632288771301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148511521081826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239181560068003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2122201087825072,0.2414875947163482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872029028860505,0.0,0.0,0.16906619875510162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594528790981988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404454287050936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502781083761326,0.0,0.1701841161069389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,riccarjo,2018/03/12,"Anxiety about performance at a new job Hi everyone, Back in January I started a brand new role, my first out of grad school. It's a finance/operations role, and I never really had one like it. My boss hired me because of my tech experience and because I had really good references (the job also includes taking care of the office technology, which they've had issues with) and knew that I was a bit inexperienced with finances. However, the story of my position is as follows: the person I replaced left about a month before I started. For that entire month, her part-time assistant moved to full-time and took over all of her duties. She had to learn how to do a lot of the stuff that her full-time partner did, but since she had been here a while she knew a lot of the ins and outs and was able to just figure things out on her own. Then I started, and the full-time assistant was here for about two months (until the end of Feb). She was able to train me on about 60% of the job, but the problem was she was still learning certain aspects of the job as I was, but as she had been here a while she had a much better grasp. However, a lot of the financial stuff is annual (budgets, auditing, etc.) and she just never even encountered it, even when she was filling in for my predecessor. Now I feel a bit undertrained, and I have so much work to do. I'm slowly getting through it, but I feel like I'm being expected to know everything almost immediately since I've been ""trained"", but I really haven't. The biggest issue for me right now is institutional knowledge, and that's not something I come in knowing, it takes a while for me to understand the ins and outs. My boss hasn't said much, but I have been dropping the ball on a few projects which she has noticed, but I feel its just because my workload is so ridiculous at the moment. I'm just very anxious about losing this job or being told I'm not fit for it. Is this normal?",7.7822916666666675,5.964205562499997,8.094583333333336,75.02541666666667,63.6875,11.45,35.65625,10.25414643259724,3.354771874999998,1512,55,306,28,18,500,177,384,0.051,0.904,0.045,-0.5327,7,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,5,23,9,1,0,30,0,34,0,0,3,4,61,58,32,0,3,14,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,18,18,0,1,14,1,3,5,6,3,0,3,25,4,40,6,52,31,12,49,0,1,0,0,21,19,0,5,26,232,58,16,0.18099270868060452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061902670051193,0.0,0.0,0.07236990187050744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922946337091684,0.1022351216413893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06958611048110826,0.0,0.16549721294716568,0.0,0.07700573217215242,0.0,0.0,0.08003667130576711,0.19759716117865606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226706451579114,0.0,0.0,0.07795459616933645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08015290920446731,0.0,0.1009273567203601,0.11954397710064965,0.0,0.0,0.08647314470822505,0.08133228804245042,0.08852279943375596,0.0,0.0,0.13727302759699087,0.06465061362273854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697615277177706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04728061004352501,0.0,0.0,0.07590404845019523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890936448057147,0.44901833933100577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09946885932260884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832455377949756,0.0,0.0,0.08842389516649753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124227243584752,0.0,0.2308102928396071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21669997994654253,0.09618330294653403,0.19957569925232346,0.0,0.1395927347810438,0.1748038858806822,0.0,0.0,0.08866721305814933,0.0,0.10303069922223214,0.0,0.0,0.06132267176504753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799873294519518,0.0,0.0,0.07901792600284344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659278930405584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392284564596006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07728339214293868,0.08608275643425001,0.0,0.0,0.09158714196216124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497190389476405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06966851482301634,0.0,0.0,0.19216135615273655,0.0,0.07227050547507187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719334931312747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608399210729852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06012175666132245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647314470822505,0.10054477946478188,0.0,0.0,0.08840178855589118,0.09420989639360464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07466896987567932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588242376611836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WasabiLobby,2018/03/12,"Emotional service Animals - how do i go about doing this the right way? Hi all. I definitely suffer from a lot of anxiety and depression which I manage with Lexapro and cardio exercise. I absolutely hate flying and would love to bring my dog with me when I travel to ease my stress levels. I'd like to get a legit ESA letter (not the crap you see on the internet), but I'm not sure where to start. My ob-gyn is actually the person who prescribes my Lexapro as it helps with PMDD symptoms as well, and I've been taking it for years and dont feel like I need a psychiatrist just for that. I feel weird asking the ob-gyn for a ESA letter. Also, I feel weird making an appointment with a psychiatrist/psychologist just to walk in and ask for the letter (I don't have one that I'm currently working with). Would love any suggestions you might have!",5.675389221556884,5.841280520958088,6.67988622754491,76.9156377245509,67.1437125748503,10.272814371257486,29.274850299401198,10.125756701596842,2.701551377245509,665,21,132,15,10,223,104,167,0.11,0.746,0.145,0.8382,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,0,1,8,13,2,1,12,0,11,6,1,2,2,28,29,12,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,0,1,7,11,0,0,3,2,0,4,4,7,1,1,1,4,16,6,21,25,2,14,0,2,1,2,14,5,1,2,6,86,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.1705515372119778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397645122572961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885044892308287,0.0,0.13369953436144813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267750685721077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505302288274814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20483061330128974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19659414221321714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651087987172539,0.12485662197366187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913107691341734,0.0,0.09932653379512134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255043473613693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117145490534062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707688177047566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485842740739239,0.3154757685937693,0.0,0.11666117215141897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854046863663033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12959067363874138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184295278566478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260352165644148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14925369980153375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927006529142302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370399628952575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001998860897392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471984277739235,0.18165425627255194,0.13140623581979266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872529004295728,0.0,0.0,0.15714035055108036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723555768358072,0.0,0.0,0.24830497517289754,0.0,0.0,0.11254696035546184 anxiety,Notningamaster,2018/03/12,"Can't sleep getting scared I got a new job working overnight but it's messed my sleep schedule badly, Ive gotten 6 hours of sleep over the last 96 hours, this can't be ok. Right now I am too anxious to sleep, and not particularly tired. Is this safe, normal for switching to grave shift. I have 2 more full days off and no place to be but not sleeping like this is scaring me. Am I going to be okay? I am not leaving my place and praying for sleep but right at about panic attack level.",0.8817011701170117,3.099030653465352,2.1275427542754284,96.16297929792982,84.04950495049505,4.068766876687668,20.072907290729074,4.851557810540192,-0.4552455445544559,380,11,84,1,11,121,69,101,0.274,0.607,0.12,-0.9629,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,1,3,2,2,12,7,6,0,0,11,16,6,1,1,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,2,0,9,4,11,11,2,17,1,1,0,0,0,9,0,0,8,51,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091432005672294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190333919992254,0.0,0.0,0.10414797858034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044334174569083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06516855371406055,0.0,0.07088941002509071,0.0,0.09976146060910022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456764331609125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237796032595746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167514965550674,0.0,0.13207567465895687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093890663064224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204692200032413,0.0,0.0,0.12221318700280567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14634889332434325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606417110298067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130449199972468,0.0,0.0,0.24976170442482595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7489466365885515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336379509132444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908080980355871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dickeater2000,2018/03/12,What is dissociation? I have a friend who experiences dissociating and I’m a little confused about what it is. Could someone educate me?,3.353749999999998,6.462293541666671,6.416666666666668,59.74500000000001,92.75,9.066666666666668,31.0,8.841846274778883,4.2794500000000015,111,6,17,4,4,40,20,24,0.085,0.764,0.151,0.3722,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40358772954707617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944602085209587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390535575296689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066276217555391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4282948330886757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mary_Pick_A_Ford,2018/03/12,"Fear of Graduation Pt 2 Grad School So I'm currently going through finals week these last couple of weeks and I have portfolio due in April. I haven't started on organizing my portfolio yet, and the pieces still need to be finished and I'm also trying to find two internships otherwise I don't graduate this Spring. Obviously that takes a toll on my mental health and well being. I'm trying to eat healthier instead of hamburgers, beer and french fries which have dominated my diet for the last several months. I'm logging in my healthier meals on MyFitnessPal using a scale to measure grams, I'm doing food preparations to ease portion control and provide convenience since I don't have time to cook big meals everyday and it encourages me not to go to the drive-through. Currently my anxiety has worsened a little bit. This might be difficult to explain but I live alone so I'm not around people all the time. When I isolate myself too much, my anxiety gets worse. The specific anxiety I suffer from is currently this observational anxiety where if someone is talking to me and looking at me while I'm eating or drinking, my head starts to shake as I'm trying to eat or drink. It's a weird physiological thing and sometimes if I don't think about it, it doesn't happen but once it crosses my mind, it's hard to get rid of it. Eventually it goes away once I expose myself to eating around people again and being more social without the aid of meds but it's super annoying and when it happens I usually know it's because I'm isolating myself and I'm stressed. Also paying for groceries or any retail exchange, I get nervous while paying with my card or signing a receipt and I start shaking again. Anyway, I don't know why I'm writing this but I don't any support or family right now so whatever advice or motivation I can gain from reddit that would be helpful in these stressful times. Wish me luck! 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(You might not want to read if you’re about to start medication). Hi all, was wondering if there’s big differences between the different kinds of SSRI’s? I was on Sertraline (Zoloft) when I was 15/16. Doctor put me up mg over the period of a few months, from 50mg to 200mg. 200mg was the worst experience of my entire life. I have never experienced such negative emotions in my life as I did on that medication. My life wasn’t just anxiety, it was anger. Fair to say I went cold turkey and stopped taking them in one go. I was okay. Anyway that was over a year and a half ago. I was prescribed Citalopram (Celexa) about two months ago but I never took it. I quickly found out it’s an SSRI and as such I don’t want it. I’m terrified the same symptoms will come back and I’ll hurt either myself or (more likely) someone else. Can someone advise? Thank you..",1.829969806763284,3.961387951086955,3.7879710144927534,86.11161835748794,79.81521739130434,7.3497584541062775,22.17874396135266,8.344100000000001,1.3499164251207727,709,22,147,15,18,240,115,184,0.118,0.835,0.047,-0.9088,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,1,0,11,7,1,0,9,1,16,8,0,1,3,24,28,12,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,2,1,0,5,6,3,0,4,13,3,18,4,23,13,6,27,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,5,14,103,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481160108986842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675069369495558,0.10706203537577448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076135832813736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205552856602358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924377521403708,0.0,0.14324564953538207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691099693543693,0.1574258961246656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368988090195253,0.1319332284866217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344890948930814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953730673569684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14982030490935694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573729881636144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29655432295977874,0.06837292773495866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819715635000448,0.0,0.14846576082247873,0.0,0.0,0.22341490447656973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587748310652968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18966866805454988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406892828349626,0.0,0.0,0.13998874646938922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129455204294067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371598423842464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905794878140392,0.0,0.0,0.1170051970615134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546254408511844,0.10522563997794036,0.0,0.0,0.1288479615794787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15549057022490334,0.0,0.0,0.1367116680212281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650933027096473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973586209757754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517707527048106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012377424170584 anxiety,kabh318,2018/03/12,"Panic while Sleeping Hi! the last two-ish weeks I've been having immensely frustrating cycles when I go to bed. I'll be calm when first getting in bed but unable to sleep since as soon as I drift off, I will wake myself up with heart racing and wide-awake. I'll calm myself down and try again, and the cycle will repeat itself until 2 or even 3 AM, and the next day at work I feel more anxious due to lack of sleep and the possibility that another sleepless night lies ahead. I've experienced this once before in 2015--I ended up going on Lexapro around the same time (not related to the sleeping issue but no doubt very helpful in treating it), and have just recently weaned myself off. I've had general anxiety throughout college, but since graduating last spring seemed to have a good handle on things and felt like I could go without Lexapro--I had about 2 years of cognitive-behavior therapy and use these techniques when experiencing day-time anxiety. I'm now wondering if I should be back on Lexapro (or something else); I had no problems with Lexapro but would of course like to avoid taking it if my anxiety is low enough (which it is during the day) to not need it. Has anyone had experiences like this? Not sure if it's quite the same as nocturnal panic attacks, but the high heart rate and sudden jolt whenever I start to drift off is definitely anxiety-related and I'd love any input in how to deal with this! I work a 9-5 (usually not stressful) job, teach yoga, volunteer, and started studying for the LSAT recently--I have very busy days but don't feel particularly stressed about anything in particular. I do have Xanax to take as needed, but really want to avoid taking it often just to help me sleep. If there's anything non-prescription related I could do to tackle this anxiety, as it is the only form of anxiety I currently seem to have, that would be perfect. Thank you!",11.093212312549332,7.5164161270718255,10.466661404893447,66.07618784530388,59.0,14.099763220205213,41.87924230465667,12.031772070788634,4.823535280189425,1506,58,279,34,14,490,204,362,0.142,0.736,0.122,-0.4405,2,2,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,0,6,16,22,2,7,13,0,30,10,8,2,2,62,52,35,0,14,20,0,3,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,17,15,0,2,6,1,0,5,8,11,0,1,6,5,18,11,48,36,6,54,0,1,0,1,6,18,0,11,34,177,35,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772503203765787,0.08900981904852039,0.32468576998936344,0.09589642205441556,0.0,0.05935389594523543,0.0,0.13970702204865926,0.07556606714727296,0.0,0.09656947925071743,0.0,0.06527168856147765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07223128485035629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554828493849666,0.0,0.0,0.2189764290359449,0.08751319467332096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091091987364873,0.0,0.07518333314966254,0.08770938424364191,0.0,0.05606605390620584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303428019301254,0.0,0.0,0.08584129067571565,0.0,0.08150336526548324,0.0,0.0,0.0722035394081152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04434915577865888,0.0,0.14472711035084654,0.07119790683431726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20117938685956535,0.11379388560025087,0.0896861620623884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859837918423451,0.08423573325358401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838597893933716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244122621625896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07661245293640286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588300431947536,0.0,0.0,0.09027666283762094,0.07965926549091397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040025767932183,0.0,0.06455922679998054,0.0,0.19918962438705373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569561578606728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122393299534178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028614859225496,0.0,0.0,0.0543798071973527,0.0,0.08381416327545366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545530918847872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404362798028095,0.0,0.4247338780616249,0.0,0.0,0.06534898373581563,0.0,0.0,0.1201647484498868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447204353337813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000355310156705,0.0,0.1914699332155152,0.0,0.0,0.07815113820722154,0.09707393546235378,0.0,0.056394135976778975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0494974015519799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05763166368969595,0.0,0.08292077213403451,0.0,0.0,0.07331379366967783,0.0934893552526286,0.14007880921164184,0.05006765089251988,0.0,0.06809000569789228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182656619002042,0.09205467378023913,0.12359526968833348,0.0,0.0,0.12060040813343155,0.0,0.0,0.054663461107030416 anxiety,BlueEyedGeekery,2018/03/12,"Having extreme anxiety and depression lately. And it's really bad right now. I've been hospitalized for a while as a side note. That's part of it but unrelated. I'm in here for wounds, not depression. But I'm on a ton of psych meds and maxed out for the moment. Can anybody keep me company/talk me down? Let's find some common interests or chat about whatever. Feel free to stalk my previous posts for ideas. I just really need help right now.",1.7564772727272744,4.28959260227273,3.664727272727273,84.46209090909093,83.20454545454547,8.520000000000001,21.3,9.120678840339163,1.998064545454545,351,11,71,11,10,118,67,88,0.121,0.76,0.119,0.1952,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,15,9,8,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,3,13,7,3,14,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,43,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17435472691983053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029991509806893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926065571693267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524092043439806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20831062990037608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276694948494468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25728884757219844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025817606441817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25709860134998497,0.0,0.0,0.23305903147753085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531627308303461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16899644880255296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468102667444181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21828003888871725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920169995179669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892771683156208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318983852434534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lorrra,2018/03/12,"I Have Anxiety The Earth is my home. Sometimes it's as big as the universe. Sometimes it's as small as an atom. Sometimes, I'm a confused explorer trying to find a light switch. And sometimes, I know exactly where it is. Regardless, the Earth is my home. I skip across endless realities like a stone dancing on water. Each experience as surreal as that one time in 2447, when the kings abandoned their thrones because of that new food cutter infomercial that aired seven years ago. I've been telling myself to invest in a lock, But I always have the money for one. Every night, I get up in the morning and calibrate bombs. They're not the same, but all of them reach 00:01 eventually. Most times, I'm already in outer space. But there are Tuesdays and Octobruaries. I check the weather on my phone a lot. It's important to be prepared for rain. Luckily, I have an umbrella with the letters CT on it. I don't really use it, but it's cool to look at. People see me and say ""hey"". And I be like ""what's up"". And they be like ""baby do you miss me"". Then I hit the power button on my phone. Everything's gotta sleep sometime. There's a specific seat that I pick at the lunch hall. It's not as hard and cold as the others next to it. But somehow, this one guy always pops up. He's a good person at heart, but he's different. And it's always the same conversation. Before you jump the gun, no, no one is dead. My ex doesn't even go here, So I always look at him funny when he brings up how bullshit the Manny vs. Patrick fight was. Every day begins with after school detention. Besides me, there's the instructor. Her name is Mrs. Cyla Adrin, but I call her Frowny Face. She doesn't like to smile, and I don't blame her. How could anyone be happy with a name like that? I keep my mouth closed though. There's a reason for everything. Hell, I've failed my math test three times. Crash landing back on Earth, I realize that I don't have the patience to keep repairing a broken ship. Then I realize that I've had the same realization all week. One of these days, everything's gonna fall apart. But as long as I'm on Earth, I'll be fine. 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Ok, I’m not in a good place right now so I apologize if this is frantic. I’m going to be upfront: this revolves around a kink I have called omorashi. I’m attracted to woman wetting themselves. Now I exclusively browse videos, but there is a lot of omorashi art online and in the past I’ve browsed it. I was always interested in depictions and drawings of adults, and I’ve never purposefully sought out anything but that. But I’ve stumbled across bad stuff. Years ago I went on the 4chan archives and searched omorashi. I found fucked up shit intermingled with ok shit and browsed a thread before closing it. I’m paranoid that because I did that I’m absolutely fucked up. There was a subreddit posting really awful images that I reported. But I still visited it on an occasion. My mind has been freaking out the few days because omorashi is linked to anime and anime has this weird/fucked up tendency to depict immature characters. Some of the art I viewed reflected that side of the kink, but I always thought it was fucked up and I wasn’t looking for it. I’ve stopped that altogether. I did go on websites where it was, so that’s bad enough for me to convince myself that I’m a piece of shit. Am I overreacting? I just put the pieces together about this and I’m spiraling hard. If I’m a piece of shit, please just tell me. 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I'm not scared anymore to apply for jobs or to university because I may have to drive more than 30 minutes to wherever that job/uni would be. In fact I am right now, in this very second, 'testdriving' the way to a test I have on thursday for a pretty cool job! It's an 80 minute drive and I will arrive very soon and I couldn't be more proud right now. I really just wanted to share this success because maybe it will give some of you a bit of hope that things can indeed get better :) This is a beautiful community and reading stuff here has helped me quite a bit in the past. I love all of you! Edit: I did it!! 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My doctors make me feel worse and my ability to connect is all but gone again. Why does my brain have to ruin everything? I don’t want to hurt myself but it’s the only thing that stops the endless chatter in my head going over all the things wrong with me. My only bright spot is my pets seem to know I’m not ok and are smothering me with love. 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It comes on unexpected, i feel like i can't breath or focus on much. There's a lot going on in my life right now and it's a lot to handle. Some things in my personal life have my anxiety spiked so high, i haven't really eaten in 3 days. I don't feel hungry and when i try to eat, i just feel sick to my stomach and can't eat much. 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I feel a heavyness in my arms and back constantly. I feel scared. I want it to end. I was dumb tho it was my fault. I was impulsive and signed up for a small online TAFE (government subsidised community college where I live) course and I was not prepared at all. I thought I could balance it but now my living circumstances are everywhere. I'm living between two places every week. I cant login because I forgot my password and have to make a phone call to get it back. I have an assignment due and i dont know the material. I have to login to drop out of it. I'm 18 and graduated months ago and i'm terrified of getting a job. Every time i find something I could do, I feel like it wouldnt be right for me and i'd fail. I have a bmi of 25 and feel like i'm gonna be disgusting if I don't loose weight soon. But I have no income to buy healthy food, I eat what I'm given at these places I flucuate between and its always junk or nothing. So i'm down to one meal a day. I feel weak. Normal people can just fix this stuff. Make a phone call, do a course, get a job, go outside. I've been through so much, but it didnt make me stronger, it made me weak.",-0.10312155034956304,2.0401548365019053,2.2555918066969234,94.00181773580276,88.08745247148289,5.522825953636699,21.031399484852198,6.968188349444268,0.4531610204832575,954,33,221,14,31,324,141,263,0.153,0.785,0.062,-0.974,3,0,1,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,1,9,10,2,1,12,0,26,7,1,4,1,40,52,19,0,6,7,0,8,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,12,4,1,9,0,1,1,8,7,0,2,10,8,32,3,22,35,2,26,0,1,0,0,4,12,1,2,15,137,46,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250508944539308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621912178192424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515927376867883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783519797601188,0.0,0.07049114980334954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23615630345809946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496235294667388,0.0,0.1846532288240278,0.0,0.0,0.07457620115995853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552552572389698,0.0,0.0,0.11832536522309835,0.0,0.0,0.10241992531397147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948580651944541,0.11049596465784972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35081679189563203,0.2478329639359213,0.0,0.0,0.10568998498094126,0.0,0.1398285367299072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124644248796445,0.0,0.06571908609732936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295034590026931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355098800530952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182465126638671,0.0,0.1694829700283361,0.0,0.3063283685029387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941838243657397,0.2315654837804592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230022957348044,0.0,0.0850063893075651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329955992049638,0.11095667528832606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07835852153797182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801680310087064,0.0,0.24163179015963596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875323715447858,0.0,0.0,0.11577265878712513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890228958091387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237652614747128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180274128651032,0.06742877653612238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296039871015988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820560954447255,0.0,0.09275690510187656,0.1408145292443626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ImTheHype,2018/03/12,"Does anyone have panic attacks when they sleep? In the last few weeks, there have been multiple times where I wake up and my whole body feels tingly and my heart is racing. I get light headed and my chest won't feel right for the rest of the day. I've only seen one other person online describe it as a panic attack and was wondering if anyone else struggles with this. Any tricks to avoid them would also be appreciated. 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I have all the problems that he said to exact. I feel like I have to yawn just to get a breath. It’s only when I try to go to sleep in the night time. I don’t panic when this happens sometimes I open a window, turn my fan on full blast facing me or have to walk outside. Hell, sometimes I have to do all of that. With that being said I have had these problems since I was 19 but I’m only 22. I don’t feel stressed all the time, I would say slightly stressed as a matter of fact. I also have asthma and I have tried my enhaller when this happens and nothing. All I want is the BEST solution for this, I just want to be able to breathe and sleep again.",1.349375000000002,2.680558520833337,2.6927777777777813,97.13,78.375,5.077777777777778,21.722222222222214,4.7782277997778095,-0.2663777777777785,513,14,123,1,12,166,82,144,0.132,0.7509999999999999,0.118,0.2472,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,3,7,0,16,7,5,0,6,23,28,10,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,1,2,3,1,0,8,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,4,5,19,2,16,21,6,13,1,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,8,84,27,0,0.15174001881065274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134643822072018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924178812657064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534486255761882,0.1084030997574197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927789699024973,0.0,0.0862373495401997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683663950103049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017081360664602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413250850647861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423977285030206,0.0,0.14559864049975968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081024394524785,0.0,0.17803421786083112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656497398165046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903894101292575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28867901200719914,0.1206697533566282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552091159826018,0.0,0.30369920727503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014951717193983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476353577431894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17696165045879725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604302459200485,0.16504956722270106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17900038908569307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779175572926078,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FofXandWhy,2018/03/12,"Y’all are beautiful. I love you all! Hey, I’m just dropping in. After a hellish semester I got on medication and am using this opportunity to be a better adult basically. I just stopped coming here a few months ago. Now I know how hard it is to live and how lonely it can be, but here there are people who have been there and are here to say it gets better. Just wanted to say I love you all. I hope you great second week of March. Watch a movie, cook a nice dinner, and sleep in.",1.6730303030303055,3.484643979797984,3.4797979797979792,89.70636363636366,78.89898989898991,6.420202020202023,19.080808080808087,7.3871296695380915,0.24803838383838395,370,8,83,5,9,124,65,99,0.062,0.653,0.285,0.9822,0,2,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,3,11,10,1,0,5,0,10,6,1,3,2,18,20,7,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,5,2,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,4,10,8,9,16,3,12,1,1,1,2,11,3,0,1,7,59,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337418583708368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858666529434088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18791435609872426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397282301333618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744721133975345,0.24050787814012006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954168964804286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166692293997251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198879063582078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19262783008647374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937724353860176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21976018929022628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412288348722438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512356880067813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346958558804086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183045799278993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238069069808405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884089986301678,0.0,0.0,0.1286687742681363,0.0,0.17498439445192984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,supernaturalxmeg,2018/03/12,"Morning anxiety? I don’t really know Does anyone else feel like they’re burning up inside and can’t seem to cool down when they wake up in the morning and panics slightly? It’s been happening for me for about a year now and I can’t seem to control it and it really affects my breathing...I think I may have morning anxiety but don’t know how to control it. Anyone have any advice? 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Okay so I've been struggling with anxiety throughout my life.. over the last couple of years it's reached its peak though. I'm going to try and explain this so you guys can understand what I mean, but you all know how anxiety can be a tricky thing to explain. As someone who had been bullied and experienced many hurt feelings over the years, I never ever want to be the reason someone else feels that way. So whenever I say/do anything I'm constantly worrying about how others are being affected by it. Like I struggle to make decisions because no matter what I do, I feel like I'm disappointing someone.. And then there's the whole thing that I feel like I can't make any mistakes, I have to be the perfect daughter, sister, and girlfriend.. If I'm not then my parents, siblings, boyfriend, whoever will stop loving me. I don't know why I'm like this. What makes it worse is I pretty much always think I'm doing something wrong.. just ugh, I don't know how to get these thoughts under control!! I hope you guys were able to understand this.. any advice or thoughts are much appreciated<3 thanks so much for reading!!",4.5772155150269676,6.061364676855898,5.018987927048549,83.07152324685335,70.35371179039302,7.833650141279218,30.064474698176213,8.313332769828598,2.170732134600565,937,38,178,14,17,298,134,229,0.16899999999999998,0.653,0.177,0.471,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,3,0,2,13,17,0,2,6,1,21,2,0,10,4,47,52,21,0,5,6,3,4,5,1,1,1,0,0,2,19,6,0,2,17,1,0,1,6,7,0,0,6,5,19,10,17,41,5,14,0,2,0,1,13,3,0,4,14,113,38,1,0.10336460298225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010066937373004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600763004693776,0.0,0.0,0.2108744236536044,0.0,0.15814727672012974,0.0,0.0,0.07227493375191987,0.105909250818971,0.08506026101944038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301010258242362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170041487586577,0.1159321915151888,0.0,0.11437096717369473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726957246710297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349920113265033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2090569961065776,0.14768738604749373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400373884156883,0.0,0.058744485913025724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20469441582432585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266437357735336,0.0,0.0,0.11065394533007164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704194477434379,0.08425594732032128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07300947594084163,0.2524936193468039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329058981502436,0.0,0.2759867005198046,0.10479548370805067,0.0,0.11259435501938996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279546294268249,0.0,0.07972115404556057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477415923574548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515896147850523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10339257491179764,0.0,0.0,0.10627602721607414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219968104286801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627414780281478,0.07957512131333824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641743645370435,0.0,0.2161182517969369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516423895367712,0.0,0.0,0.1373416985290803,0.06623186391128895,0.10155519761931052,0.16411989765943208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017778039421302,0.0,0.0,0.2152123941060795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096712092345152,0.0820460106210732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327047685595967,0.11540288786690615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497177176570877,0.10533736112400027,0.0,0.11301296691387615,0.0,0.13312683075788626 anxiety,jaked_genesis0,2018/03/12,"Texting first I always have to text my friends first. It makes me feel awful because I will sometimes not text them for weeks and nothing happens. I just recently texted one of my friends who I haven’t talked to in almost two months, and it seemed like it wasn’t a big deal to him, which I’m not sure matters or not. The first thing I always think is, that they wouldn’t care if I were to just disappear from their lives forever. And that leads to overthinking about everything about myself, which is just complete bullshit. I hate the thought of texting people first. It makes me think I have force these people to talk to me. And in turn makes me think I don’t actually have friends. 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I read this sub a lot but I’m using a throwaway bc I’m weirdly embarrassed by the fact that I have really been considering trying therapy. I have anxiety and adhd, and I think I may have a hint of depression. I’m currently taking Adderall for the adhd and Zoloft for insomnia/anxiety and this combo really seems to be working but I’m about to graduate from university and my anxiety has never been so bad. I feel like a huge mess. Normally I dump all my thoughts and feelings onto my boyfriend. He really tries to help and it’s really sweet, but I feel bad that I always burden him with my feelings of failure and self-deprecation, so I’ve been looking into therapists. I think I’ve found one I would like to try, but I am SO anxious about even calling to set up an appointment. I keep making excuses to myself as to why I shouldn’t, but I want to go. Does anyone have any tips on getting rid of therapy anxiety/anxiety about going to a new place?!?",4.822981760507531,5.6753301958762945,6.7743298969072185,73.07364393338621,69.20618556701032,10.917684377478194,32.44885011895322,10.891193690592663,3.87668485329104,774,34,143,24,13,272,112,194,0.225,0.6809999999999999,0.094,-0.9846,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,7,11,1,1,8,0,13,1,0,2,3,36,36,17,0,4,5,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,10,0,1,9,1,0,2,2,8,0,1,5,6,21,3,26,27,2,13,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,3,6,94,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825971280149381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782923090428018,0.0,0.0,0.07995291686003919,0.0,0.3597686959329841,0.13282277010587176,0.0,0.08220899911728083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633523421039809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005404493747834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10126449651153836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10288795317524857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07765512444772701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779152074187115,0.08399338165349347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12891150879380414,0.0,0.0,0.0614264598843505,0.0,0.1336376289778547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880595950680754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045032978662475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487937326237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873077629880624,0.0,0.0,0.09995541640259177,0.0,0.0,0.07848014948478309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067868958629112,0.11355166392516546,0.0,0.0,0.11519548924939176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07966975539675265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283760106913785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176037065468992,0.0,0.301278253141793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703303289520144,0.12265312266687645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321798882721881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839942922041479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4033611078588128,0.13651002605408505,0.0,0.15067063943657732,0.0,0.09333894769190344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394707869100192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154436373706772,0.0,0.0,0.06934694685965093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609034351852684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559373613893266,0.0,0.0,0.08351969729950688,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,slyy_skyy,2018/03/12,"How to get help?!? Idk how to get help just turned 21 and just going to my family dr but I don't know if I make an appointment and idk what I am supposed to say. I was trying to get help back in August but I have a really bad habit of getting stressed about stuff and putting it off. I have good insurance so I don't really know what I'm supposed to do ",0.6264285714285691,2.1234057820512824,2.976227106227107,93.57115384615385,80.92307692307692,7.021245421245422,20.117216117216124,7.957251820313856,0.5835985347985342,273,7,67,5,7,94,48,78,0.135,0.721,0.14400000000000002,0.1686,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,7,1,0,3,0,13,17,9,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,1,8,1,10,16,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,2,43,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852192791550666,0.18299098309896414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2066062790842024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580120660555823,0.0,0.12455472500400094,0.18382255442904302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4406986874934791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24089123281510635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629223089508553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203181834249137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808013750077851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428629272319174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510491487518773,0.0,0.2508878742906508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879650408948747,0.2383851494400334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietythrowaway574,2018/03/12,"Does anyone else get anxiety when being at places with people your own age? I am in my late 20's. I have a friend's wedding coming up. Lots of people my own age getting drunk and dancing. It literally gives me dread. I do not act like a normal person my age, I don't drink, don't know how to dance, and am very quiet and socially awkward. Every time I go to similar things I leave feeling like an idiot, and know that other people thought I was weird.",1.5637634408602177,3.5908307526881766,3.5389247311827963,88.09505376344086,80.18279569892474,5.853763440860216,21.086021505376344,6.937597516519254,0.5480021505376342,352,10,72,4,9,119,68,93,0.211,0.772,0.017,-0.9276,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,7,1,2,3,0,8,2,0,1,0,14,17,6,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,6,2,0,4,4,0,5,3,4,0,0,2,2,12,3,7,14,3,15,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,8,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15224708079026186,0.0,0.0,0.13915696692662388,0.20391592697997551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17143509602807458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741606837559278,0.0,0.0,0.1949604074974534,0.0,0.0,0.16625275181091018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767998809000936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062872417440843,0.14217743018785328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15375965727063076,0.0,0.20795581842205707,0.19091476516997347,0.11310566553239206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218748531680318,0.0,0.22449928500528965,0.210729741969268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19445882223693312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919671476146853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499391866704047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41391895597417583,0.1737735348254587,0.20792988812499275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20287226303855305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221772202143245,0.0,0.0,0.15799687377774882,0.11604812390206055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420945845383955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CatLover_16,2018/03/12,"Have to drive on the freeway this weekend. Freaking out. So I've ben driving for a few years now, but I have never actually driven on the freeway. I have to drive out to LA this weekend and I am really having bad anxiety over this already, like sick to my stomach anxiety. LA traffic is pretty terrible and just going on the freeway in general makes me anxious. Is there anything I can do in hopes of maybe calming down before I have to drive out there?",3.0783426966292136,5.191200696629217,4.791446629213485,80.52514747191012,75.74157303370788,7.146629213483148,31.3497191011236,8.07648339933343,2.561279775280898,358,18,64,6,8,121,58,89,0.21,0.621,0.16899999999999998,-0.7621,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,4,0,10,2,1,1,1,11,14,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,0,6,1,3,0,0,1,0,7,3,17,13,1,21,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,1,6,51,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.2671462028118272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020963685851211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188449251908807,0.30926616927784223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22527772467718696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22857468538759795,0.0,0.0,0.23294605042730834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555817483418365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27190131099678866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374327184102022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273414397369445,0.0,0.27502452907778496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113737457164414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2785080986981607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537499624803288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628978072244145 anxiety,AriaX0X0,2018/03/12,"Going from Zoloft to Prozac I have pretty crippling anxiety, depression and PTSD (or maybe they’re all a part of PTSD. I don’t know). Therapy never worked. Finally got put on Zoloft, 25mg for a few days then 50mg. Had all of the bad side effects, they came and went. I honestly felt the drug work by day 2 or 3. I slept like a normal person, got my mail like a normal person. I had so much energy. Like a fulls days worth. And even started answering my phone. But in only a months time it made me gain major weight. My diet did not change Then I ran out of money. So. After month 1 I went cold turkey off of the Zoloft. About a week and a half later I found some funds. Went back to the doctor. She switched me to Prozac, 20mg. Today is day 5 on Prozac and I feel nothing. Crying spells, no energy, can’t wake up. The whole 9. Has anyone had a good experience with Zoloft and nothing with Prozac? If this doesn’t work what should I try next? I also take adderall. I really want to be functional again, but don’t want to trade my self-esteem if I don’t have to. Have tried lexapro in the past, did not tolerate it.",0.006265114196146726,2.2733143376623417,1.9217465293327365,95.47207792207793,89.6060606060606,5.2641289744738025,15.32482460068667,6.8039241337230125,-0.315546469622332,856,17,193,12,29,282,144,231,0.028,0.852,0.12,0.9058,0,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,5,7,7,0,0,15,0,17,14,2,2,3,34,35,17,0,7,8,0,3,3,0,1,10,0,0,2,4,10,2,0,6,0,4,7,9,2,0,1,16,4,21,5,24,17,9,36,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,5,23,114,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08990374934165134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600244246693353,0.0,0.0,0.07860800338409799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644549837234908,0.09386758700961012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858069909925168,0.0,0.0,0.11892745899590595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234901734559626,0.2900112890749007,0.0,0.0968288139977452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506857393066912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13037370737486864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425360180667022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997018602504106,0.0,0.0,0.0568438883452407,0.0,0.10794264994021477,0.12315269155567153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326480590106607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389195406665532,0.09429415225812107,0.17982811978835966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061784133767660586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16477097870919444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063763159203366,0.0,0.0,0.11294290471934633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946816909525473,0.0,0.08264302873852472,0.0,0.08670669652230786,0.0,0.11956196143202695,0.0,0.22029917663467896,0.21574368184035367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550191757336527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174195756502385,0.10731942020923506,0.0,0.19632492594968826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437348428632747,0.0,0.0,0.2628303598586209,0.11301505627330766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720203450863657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728055547681887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957279637981579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452727445808295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856423535151226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555411143174386,0.0,0.10656281193757658,0.0,0.0,0.15265417517093866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261869362120535,0.0,0.09017806351350097,0.1368995822777292,0.0,0.3126486707482201,0.0,0.1255150316860092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455334369343685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrFrustration,2018/03/12,"Has anybody tried Ativan for anxiety? So my doctor prescribed a few Ativan for a pending divorce. Just wondering what it feels like to be on ativan, does it help with anxiety, will I feel high, will I be able to work without falling asleep? Just overall effects of this medication. Thanks!",4.602692307692305,7.3612985,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,73.61538461538461,7.236923076923077,33.47692307692308,8.238735603445708,3.0815723076923076,230,12,36,4,5,73,41,52,0.061,0.755,0.183,0.778,0,0,0,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,2,0,5,3,1,1,0,8,9,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,2,8,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,26,7,2,0.27266780945173485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171802558119263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790870568982209,0.2386134375271557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2757380744195699,0.19479393755392385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827634850847518,0.2880885111873149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321171871506682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746841319141756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25103588486762096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18512354423264293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628420381380014,0.2956966081203809,0.19850541273880012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ares90V2,2018/03/12,"Complete Panic Hi, long story short my nerves have been at the edge of their seats as of recent, I feel funny in my abdomen and my appetite has been reduced to nothing, I have no drive and have been in a constant state of panic and this felt like the best place to ask advice from. I fear succumbing to my anxiety and having my health drop but I can’t slow down doing schoolwork or else fall behind. At this point I’m trapped between a rock and a hard place and am out of options! I just need advice.",4.0492436974789925,4.881062019607847,4.553641456582636,88.36852941176474,70.9607843137255,6.612885154061624,26.336134453781508,6.18269132825596,0.8698722689075629,394,12,81,2,7,125,70,102,0.162,0.764,0.07400000000000001,-0.8046,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,1,1,5,0,3,5,0,11,2,1,0,0,14,16,9,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,4,3,11,2,17,12,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,2,5,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36964092885782346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14468770360705405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17681562801825673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19848544012053074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19830437544599014,0.20438766769212532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579979645784624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21282937865829504,0.09563230337244068,0.0,0.18159919291960386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16942774720887174,0.0,0.0,0.2010415860225766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240177312284413,0.0,0.0,0.16737846113820978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14024115392197842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148006613424664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438181774313454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3952114926331143,0.0,0.17879364246688578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674792576325944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bananapancake_,2018/03/12,"Father is an anxious worrywart, passed it down to me He was quite overprotective while I was growing up but now that I’m older I understand. I’ve always had an irrational fear of death or dying young or tragic accidents, mainly car accidents. After getting in one when I was 16 it heightened that anxiety tremendously, and of course for my parents too, especially my father. I’ve worked very hard since then to have a positive mindset and control my anxiety while still being a cautious and safe person. I’m going on my first vacation without my parents Tuesday morning to a state 13 hours away. We were planning on leaving around 1 or 2 am to get us there by check in time at 3. Out of the blue my dad says us leaving that early makes him uncomfortable because of drunk drivers and would prefer if we waited until 5 am to leave. I said there will hopefully not be any on a Tuesday morning and we will be in the middle of nowhere pretty quickly anyway. He said that’s where they are but then said I’m an adult and he can’t stop me and he’s just always going to be the concerned dad and would only feel safe if he drove me there himself. I got really upset because I hate when my dad worries and we had to go through this when I moved to college 3 hours away. He never really says how he’s feeling but I know he constantly worries which makes me worry even more than I already am. Eventually he said forget I said anything and I went in my bathroom and cried. I understand why he feels like this, I am his only daughter and I’m only 21 but he knows I’m an adult and gives me freedom. I just know he is always worried about me. He really is the best dad in the world and I am so thankful for him. Just wish we didn’t have the worrywart gene in our family. 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I can rationalize what I'm worrying about (I have no need to worry) but I can't sleep, and I know being tired tomorrow won't help! Any advice would be super appreciated",2.544113597246131,4.231505132530123,4.815008605851983,81.66024096385546,75.98795180722891,7.152495697074013,22.70051635111876,7.957251820313856,1.1975142857142858,318,9,63,5,7,111,63,83,0.192,0.66,0.14800000000000002,-0.1972,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,5,0,10,5,3,0,1,12,18,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,6,2,7,13,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666783254533586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14382201965440458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812060574951851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23492027312232205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693686394724043,0.15109014481804764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049600024290124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20941063253971706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14175883385108973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20827731836226332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18798407800405767,0.0,0.0,0.11623063972476473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332445724369026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681886421111166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847120118730568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481406511377889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116450420282832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430792926100553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4295614032409677,0.0,0.15023806532996214,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ifeelzero,2018/03/12,"really anxious right now my friend is suicidal right now and i think is going to kill themselves soon but i really cant do anything about it. i couldnt even believe half the shit id say to try to talk them out of it. my stomach is turning and i just wish i could relax but i dont know what to do. this person has been my only friend for years and still is, once they die i will be 100% alone and im not sure how i could even deal with that.",1.1319387755102035,2.3033878571428623,2.914030612244897,95.9890051020408,78.59183673469387,6.124489795918367,19.392857142857142,6.6274283507984215,-0.1442489795918367,342,7,85,3,8,114,65,98,0.158,0.6679999999999999,0.174,0.5804,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,9,6,2,0,1,0,15,2,2,1,1,18,20,7,3,4,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,2,0,1,1,1,13,4,9,14,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,3,1,0,5,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17924255624385382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19551354535763724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14241728005551416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19498434853754046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763557303570164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17842182836024012,0.0,0.0,0.17961355525589745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20283022334333856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22861484794906345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674182990217125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835650398580957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18693928268174886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19147015044961505,0.0,0.0951116848428051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843079700105909,0.0,0.1316232977915446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15111318509322225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173901117991995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29559215566117797,0.0,0.1376277812371224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764815065503034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820947755882984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893043972063244,0.0,0.16311117738281816,0.0,0.0,0.13910263347561824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11089269887259036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11749938789622068,0.18824440341627585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990155538042543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144781894459356 anxiety,gofastrocket,2018/03/12,"Extreme fight or flight anxiety Is anyone else's anxiety similar to extreme fight or flight? For me, in certain situations (mostly social, also at work) the anxiety gets so bad I can barely think. Once it happens I'm only thinking about the anxiety and I can feel the pressure in my mind spike up to the top (amigdela). It's really hard to think about anything else. If I try to remember things I can typically remember when not anxious, the thoughts simply aren't there. Also, random thoughts don't pop into my mind like they do when I'm not anxious. When I get home my mind is locked into that mode and I have to wait until my mind calms down (the next day) before I return to normal. I go through this cycle so often, it consumes so much of my life. When I'm locked into that anxiety, I'm really terrified. My Dad was an extremely terrifying person and I think he enjoyed keeping me terrified. My Mom just hid in her room the whole time. Does anyone have any suggestions?",4.508888888888887,5.962494148148147,5.782936507936507,77.64678571428574,70.48148148148148,8.997883597883598,29.9021164021164,9.424239791934726,2.8278084656084657,770,31,140,17,14,258,111,189,0.177,0.747,0.077,-0.9598,0,0,0,0,2,0,24.0,0,0,1,2,14,8,2,1,8,0,11,1,0,0,1,32,28,16,0,2,6,2,2,1,0,0,1,0,2,1,7,6,0,2,9,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,3,2,20,4,21,25,3,21,0,0,0,0,10,11,0,6,10,90,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770580294558485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528172189920658,0.0,0.4234368172376808,0.25012537962802184,0.0,0.1548119881603084,0.11342813360529808,0.09109899821599317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243224063179932,0.0,0.0,0.09419995635480156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139416840172186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687679426726366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18495602206205508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05597467809028156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567532122340075,0.0,0.06291497055442935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789414870642016,0.0,0.09916799318995803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104396661978358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839776353986712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819268408975648,0.05408381188288877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4471132098253875,0.1296538188405273,0.0,0.0,0.0813793191266114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177337176928133,0.0,0.10846527089057473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789490309492852,0.0,0.0841944921713227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666144286602313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183813773175272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508094567817702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443462139738745,0.0,0.11284759605367108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354604253108646,0.2837356189592426,0.0,0.1757713659104399,0.06455171156836476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515995618063802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235957584647547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059298013611005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shaggysays,2018/03/12,"Anybody have hypothetical arguments in their head? Like, I do this so much it keeps me up at night. I'll lay here and think about someone that drives me nuts or that I've had an argument with in the past. Just anyone really. And I'll sit here and have an argument with them in my head and think of all that I could say and wished I could say. And it drives me nuts. Because most of the time I don't even talk to these people, like on a basis enough to continue having an issue with them. And if I did talk to them enough I could never bring myself to vent half the things that I think of. Like I don't know if any of this makes sense. But for instance I'm sitting here playing guitar, and I really want to get back into sharing music with people. But there's this one guy who's like a distant friend of a friend. He used to comment on everything I posted music related and just kind of try to... 'educate' me? But not in a nice way, like he's very condescending about it and elitist in his tone. Dudes not great but not bad either. But I've been sitting here just running the hypothetical that I did post something, and he did comment, and it was condescending, and everything I'd want to rip him on. But at the end I won't do anything. I won't fight back, because I won't even post to start with. And the only reason is this hypothetical argument I've had, that doesn't even exist. I feel like I'm crazy some days. Today's one of them. I don't know if any of this made sense. I'm sorry.",3.2211721718795663,4.056388446945341,4.5688409821689575,87.48466164864077,72.89067524115755,7.712423268050277,23.782665887167497,8.00094639256281,1.0014617363344054,1161,30,260,16,22,386,142,311,0.068,0.8320000000000001,0.1,0.8092,0,0,1,0,1,0,34.0,0,0,5,0,16,15,1,0,13,0,23,2,2,4,2,58,42,25,0,9,17,0,1,6,2,3,0,2,0,1,18,20,0,1,7,2,0,4,11,2,0,3,8,3,29,13,37,28,7,34,0,0,0,0,22,12,0,6,17,172,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591980491166515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501865838225903,0.0,0.0882893464174732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649965660466393,0.08958146931468103,0.13080422533452327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569835640987556,0.0,0.0,0.0691922478802894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950258225811858,0.22171553286285176,0.0,0.21258925355355415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928480862479546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05424832151065097,0.07664697140570836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578175647994522,0.0,0.056053846405812416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828602033553785,0.0,0.10623254603172336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22021803839087445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198138614820753,0.0,0.09536300510438313,0.0,0.11172452917370068,0.1179259776364592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3144946374657846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151903318289028,0.07161594943624584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788694391627912,0.0,0.0827475545216185,0.0,0.0,0.1006830491861632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14540301494196833,0.08159778736680047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024190740874024,0.14876076247786782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082583604250189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746360248349596,0.11031051245667237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706403443399009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090525193099816,0.08259597804714094,0.0,0.12010076331389888,0.07593939765866191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724689671046158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712777544629613,0.2062385386544586,0.0,0.0,0.06256082433516402,0.0,0.10169701354627153,0.0,0.0,0.07284189220413935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266287165189002,0.0,0.08852430129049818,0.12656314934317853,0.08516066806143542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12337655350137244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GlitterGuardian,2018/03/12,"Suffocation? I am currently in the midst of the worst anxiety attack of my life and I can't calm down. I'm suffocating. It feels like a string has been tied around my stomach. My lungs hurt and I feel like I'm going to vomit but truly, will I really do so? Someone stole my credit card today and my bank is closed, I almost got in a 3 car accident, my grandmother is mad at me, my dad is mad at me, and I'm so scared. 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I'm super paranoid about it, driving especially scares me. This isn't from overvaluing my life or anything. If I die I feel like everyone who made my life harder will win. Because they get to lead a fulfilling life and I don't even have a chance to. Success is the best revenge and all that. Another reason is the thought of dying without leaving anything behind gives me literal anxiety. That's why I badly want to have kids now (I didn't before my depression). Yes I know I'm weird, please no judgement. Just wondering if anyone else understands my insane logic.",2.659302325581397,5.463304852713184,3.954697674418604,82.02693023255817,81.86821705426357,7.1609302325581385,27.20465116279069,8.238735603445708,2.367803720930233,542,24,95,12,15,177,89,129,0.207,0.603,0.189,-0.1903,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,5,5,12,0,4,5,1,9,3,0,3,2,21,21,6,4,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,7,0,0,3,1,16,5,11,17,3,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,3,60,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460972909890467,0.12009110278290545,0.0,0.0,0.10976574086937424,0.16084701538389062,0.2583662712549553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107374297989918,0.0956950111632759,0.0,0.13358045616519668,0.0,0.1647433389029389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352087071087653,0.0,0.4887688262290542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311386477956163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10368539160959618,0.0,0.0,0.15000340611449955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664883850177526,0.07937501589530968,0.11214825462315843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201682237451434,0.15059181803548927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627341905432122,0.0,0.0,0.16622169023463598,0.0,0.0,0.3326439251250794,0.07669366889362382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854053818026947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17231952919423166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614040478275261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716676357163964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10058798028561436,0.0,0.12462648682479703,0.09153769716271046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342420986790634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925922840663637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165219477717306,0.0,0.0,0.15132542721259198,0.17024071136458618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Happypants2014,2018/03/12,"My anxiety is turning me vegan It's like I can't function eating the things I used to eat. I try to eat meat and feel immediate guilt and dread. I can still eat fish, but was harder today. Also started getting weird thoughts about cheese. Has this happened to anyone before? It got really bad today in Whole Foods, my anxiety overwhelmed me, I got home and could barely eat. Trigger? I think....Spoke to a friend halfway responsible for a pretty traumatic experience last month. Now I can't function and am imagining worst case scenarios from every choice I make. 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I get anxiety throughout the day but in particular I get it just when I’m about to sleep so I end up awake late, does anyone know how they combat it? It’s 2am and I have to be up at 8am, every time I drift off I panic ",-0.9683333333333336,0.8378821666666667,2.5607407407407408,92.73333333333336,88.44444444444444,5.822222222222222,18.259259259259263,7.1686216300943375,0.180725925925926,183,5,45,3,6,67,41,54,0.21,0.79,0.0,-0.8628,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,0,5,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,0,8,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4636283568740496,0.0,0.0,0.21188293262793972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542680064060075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265180229475331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2683912295697022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553126042066082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166373171063897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653524945294684,0.0,0.34182670067017445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35553590115742595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30324499592468285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766969873043039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,weegeebad,2018/03/12,Weird/tense feelings in head and hand caused by axiety so for the past few days i have these frequent weird/tense feelings in my head and my right hand. It only happens when im doing something because almost everything makes me have anxiety cause you dont know whats going happen in public places/helping family ETC. But when im doing something alone say like playing some video games ETC it doesn't happen unless im playing a football game and im down more than 7 points then i get the weird feelings so could these feelings be caused by my anxiety?,4.814166666666665,6.343595601851858,4.971296296296298,83.46583333333334,69.83333333333334,7.251851851851853,28.314814814814817,7.6454224807358475,1.7470148148148144,447,16,81,5,8,140,72,108,0.068,0.813,0.12,0.7506,0,1,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,8,4,4,4,0,17,19,10,0,1,2,0,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,7,7,3,9,17,5,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,7,46,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236889874100612,0.12793107130797066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889872918540683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529758901617274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806719653128941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862190482981928,0.0,0.0,0.07966117960900608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476633400968925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755183543511808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110132023924871,0.0,0.11644512207215398,0.0,0.24982482377642914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453491052978327,0.0,0.0702001421352903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32768909018841424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25353748789531416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08279388972701048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5336978718487729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788421226983789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034638891092669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245159227635744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939437031496684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11791529407138752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676778830600608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548672685888344,0.0,0.09822929255399873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018584433269026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,perpetualjanbrady,2018/03/12,Bon Jovi is preforming It’s My Life on the I heart radio music awards right now And it just brought flashbacks to being in the car as a kid and having a legit anxiety attack about death at the lyric “and I ain’t gonna live forever” hahah ,2.6237999999999992,4.058050379999997,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,75.2,7.4,22.5,8.07648339933343,1.1223999999999998,189,5,39,3,4,64,43,50,0.172,0.769,0.059,-0.6908,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,5,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,6,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33255654433719234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945521990248119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5151405441027178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070527615309259,0.0,0.0,0.3838621856798405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712450822854246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayanxiou5,2018/03/12,"Can dizziness with blind spots be due to anxiety? Hello, My day was very stressful. I have an embarrassing number of mental disorders that cause stress, social phobia et cetera. And today I've also been feeling very dizzy, and had black/blue/purple? spots appear in front of my eyes, during bad dizziness. It was like I couldn't see. I assume this is what people call blind spots. I'd like to know if this could just be my anxiety pranking me as usual. I know anxiety can cause dizziness, but I don't know if it can cause dizziness to the point where blind spots appear. I'd Google it, but knowing Google and medical symptoms it will probably find a way to suggest I have cancer, and I don't think my anxiety needs to hear that.",4.253346228239845,5.952486404255318,4.723984526112186,84.02454545454547,71.48226950354609,7.3967762733720175,25.58413926499033,8.00094639256281,1.517136170212765,577,18,108,8,11,183,85,141,0.218,0.741,0.041,-0.9704,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,3,0,17,7,1,3,0,26,28,10,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,1,6,1,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,4,7,12,2,10,19,1,11,0,0,5,0,5,3,0,5,6,63,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225437941057967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42953273373425604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720365172412987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333415525250692,0.0,0.0,0.4325980554372376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207456324720068,0.0,0.0,0.09052747386944306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608769565976165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07097563178628244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829625543813786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15820795442600455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085762115282917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371560444387782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14140868899091352,0.1414606265379137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408307811310293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731535287965323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132695661256183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513433309464774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185725544535344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309022755886314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3215882717023433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589888002203666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994386168430953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305498836139254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459846892131318,0.23164101810223656,0.0,0.11141970941562747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rosshua,2018/03/12,Idek Everytime my girlfriend goes to work or anywhere alone I am so scared I'm not going to get a text from her or I'm gonna find out she died in a car accident. Even if it's a 5 min drive the whole time I'm stressing bad. When she gets to work late and has to clock in & has no time to let me know she arrived safely I feel like I'm going to throw up and pass out just because i don't know for a fact she's at work. This is driving me crazy and I'm sick of it. I need help,-0.4412389380530968,0.7293939469026576,1.974522123893809,101.03275663716816,82.98230088495575,5.227964601769912,18.37964601769912,5.6839178017228535,-0.6766134513274338,368,8,102,2,10,126,76,113,0.22,0.708,0.07200000000000001,-0.9468,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,5,0,2,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,17,20,8,1,2,5,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,0,0,7,3,3,0,0,0,1,12,2,15,18,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,7,54,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21470585842768689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22461529761842305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309133700132034,0.12637143832192138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151502599304655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369232513941618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481983129090294,0.14809900819009886,0.0,0.0,0.1894733658838569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21661701449361348,0.0,0.2356328548616487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895242949706693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22785923575979256,0.0,0.2338495034320168,0.0,0.0,0.21198380113774407,0.0,0.10127893952314852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371431593458398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754885471575665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374676176640081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417628737487925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23144905861988516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.45276236698348404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,realuptoknowgood,2018/03/12,"I want to Start Door Dashing, but anxiety is holding me back. Need Advice Hi, so anxiety always seems to hold me back, like most of us here. I start a new job in June, but currently am unemployed. I signed up for DoorDash, but haven't had the courage to start 'dashing.' I worry about things like parking at busy restaurants, crowded downtown areas, and having trouble locate apartments that seem to be a maze. Any advice to overcome my anxiety about this? Having trouble forcing myself to just do it, otherwise I wouldn't be here. Thanks to anyone who responded politely and respectfully. 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When I text, I think a lot about what I text. Is it appropriate? What if I offend my friend? It takes me a long time to text anything. And after I send the text, I get anxious when there isn't a reply. The anxiety get intense as time flies by and it reaches its peak when my friend reads the text. If he doesn't reply, it reaches another peak. I only relax when I see a good reply, but it starts all over again when I'm about to reply.",1.3170555555555552,2.997796950000005,3.2573333333333347,91.49922222222223,79.5,6.044444444444442,21.11111111111111,6.937597516519254,0.3723777777777779,365,10,82,4,9,123,56,100,0.07,0.775,0.155,0.5885,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,11,11,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,12,4,10,11,2,14,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,3,12,54,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25848723346626684,0.188579478820568,0.2784861389578505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285672980350236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380906036177731,0.0,0.25758260619631257,0.0,0.0,0.20676089630245809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21815359688723007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20957399066209814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748196669348965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465767137462389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19643655793864925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744810500628551,0.0,0.0,0.2060934018647545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18534484493922476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579536573343456,0.0,0.0,0.28748393217080404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14539798758952158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503428755903364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,helpmebuysumthingpls,2018/03/12,"Overwhelmed & avoiding what I need to be doing I have SO much stuff I could be doing right now, but instead I have literally just SAT in my bed mostly just sorta doing....nothing. It's so fucking dumb. I have two online classes (one of them with late work I was given an extension for but still haven't done), a packet I could be doing for work, a new internship I could be planning for, a project due Tuesday... I went to a coffee shop yesterday to try and get things done, but instead just felt sick and too overwhelmed to do anything. I tried to start small - I made a to do list prioritizing things. I ended up LITERALLY spending four hours feeling VERY uncomfortably worried and JUST ""perfecting"" my to do list. I don't want to start things because theres too much, so I feel like I won't be able to give my best effort at everything. I'm worried I'm letting down my teachers/bosses and that they hate me. I KNOW its stupid. Why am I like this lol help",3.8861929693343313,5.1189150052356,4.8668399401645495,84.46917539267018,71.72251308900523,7.341959611069559,28.302543006731486,7.7094869923839395,1.6340438294689603,750,28,151,9,14,245,115,191,0.177,0.7,0.123,-0.9306,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,6,14,11,4,3,6,1,25,2,0,1,1,26,43,10,0,5,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,9,5,0,1,4,1,2,1,3,7,0,3,8,3,24,4,18,25,4,18,0,2,0,1,4,6,2,2,13,110,33,4,0.13783879698131254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14934827894081104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342958528896935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402525126634923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14465331345391005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301591900337613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821138918400372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12208426140295768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388062282986673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939087469239692,0.0984720641049436,0.1323468611119519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274297467044397,0.07201508233619174,0.13222753407174753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608727516476493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239044009943344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357434495153432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575259802496714,0.0,0.15548816683031846,0.0,0.0,0.14094950877760914,0.0,0.13468214739699982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304264025064002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265475143303335,0.10220572141258852,0.0,0.13312556905246156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226004323648172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934031361306418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177135794836496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1951260199115352,0.0,0.11007824132290887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15779244490035527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27472191573940324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871669903480933,0.0,0.13464847589019133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137314431562009,0.08130089373966337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277779457494906,0.12437807482224822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20069657170908872,0.2799639783779028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BWBtehawezome,2018/03/12,"Rambling about relationship anxiety Okay, so this is just a rant into the void of the internet... I just need to write this somewhere so I can sort things out in my mind and actually sleep tonight. So my boyfriend is my world, he’s everything to me. But I had to move away for uni during term time, and I only found out recently how difficult he’s been finding things. For a while now, he’s been distant, and I would lie awake at night crying and unable to breathe as I worried that something was wrong. That he’d finally grown sick of me, a short, chubby, unattractive girl with deep anxiety and self-esteem issues. That he’s found someone else, someone better, who can actually be there for him. I would eventually manage to somewhat control my anxiety by rationalising that he loved me, that he would never, ever do that to me. Well. Tonight, he said he wanted to take a break to think. He’s been going through a lot of shit recently, including - according to him - developing feelings for one of his friends, despite him feeling guilty for doing so. He says he hasn’t done anything with her, and I believe him. And he says he wants to stay with me - he just needs time to think. I want to spend this time working on myself, on my uni work. But I know that I’m going to be worrying and worrying until I get some kind of response from him. I don’t know if I could take it if he decides he can’t do this anymore. He said he’ll always love me and want to talk to me, that I’m his best friend... But now, I couldn’t handle just being his best friend. And I don’t know if I can handle the anxiety before knowing the final verdict. But I won’t slip up and begin texting again. I took a massive step in overcoming my own self-doubts the day I opened myself up to him emotionally. I don’t want my anxiety to ruin the best thing that ever happened to me.",4.351729729729733,5.147365848648652,5.394432432432435,82.74759459459462,70.24324324324324,8.406486486486486,29.394594594594594,8.608573733854374,2.0969924324324327,1444,54,294,23,25,477,183,370,0.11,0.779,0.111,0.4874,0,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,7,17,16,1,0,12,1,29,6,3,2,3,64,61,26,0,15,11,0,2,0,3,5,1,4,0,1,18,18,0,1,12,0,1,6,8,4,1,1,11,6,48,12,48,39,8,44,0,1,0,2,43,15,1,7,21,198,66,3,0.0,0.0,0.16282469466092142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06941763155722132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3191056822849511,0.0,0.08273679029404872,0.0,0.0,0.06865300039526923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838205634746118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098990952158662,0.09399323278748983,0.2626532741108602,0.07378406638226967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357004898089424,0.06660936811193008,0.0,0.09164022538383837,0.05380326861424085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537439804026366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696922364921489,0.09384371932751118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092830930415665,0.0,0.0,0.07497846727058517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436601219139482,0.0,0.0,0.18277957014632648,0.07625041988351967,0.0,0.0,0.18294596693067275,0.19336560052210836,0.0,0.04358696598860535,0.0,0.09482654217778876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377388512990839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707571705360588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08687598738419633,0.18339635568275275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092632952182573,0.15059156467864562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423710461144114,0.0,0.0,0.08866929488310263,0.0,0.12371956425057246,0.06434375294181524,0.0,0.0,0.0782902320161087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05653203725783103,0.06344970436022368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474744648052858,0.08956896904874782,0.0,0.0,0.15871564150509068,0.13268839449804334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17406432003871328,0.0,0.08563622723580049,0.0,0.0,0.08348687036874335,0.0,0.14137420991295807,0.06422588844078002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892167735957739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254528723321066,0.06705515754311625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627481923519374,0.10691281980058642,0.0,0.0,0.14594020021968485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269004521787977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460359118754372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501055110863256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147114689498165,0.2541713487174552,0.0,0.17779163307275356,0.09121391316252432,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SendMeSomeTrees,2018/03/12,"I don't know what's wrong with me anymore I don't know what to feel, I don't know what I'm supposed to do with my life, I don't know who I am. I've been suffering with anxiety really bad for the last three or so years, and now it feels like there's nothing left of me. I made friends when I started college, people who I really liked but then of course anxiety kicked in and I avoided those people for no reason other than I was scared to be around them, I never knew what to say or how to act. I just wanted friends, I wanted to make them laugh and be happy to be around me, but instead I started eating lunch in bathroom cubicles. It got to the point where if I was more than a minute late to a lecture, I'd just spend the time in a cubicle. Eventually I stopped trying to go to the lectures, and made the hour long commute to college to sit in the library. I have no doubt those friends I had think I'm crazy or an asshole. Recently it's all got worse, I have so much shit going on in my head and I've isolated myself to the point that there's no going back. I really feel like I'm about to crash or something if I don't get at least some of this out of me. Last night I went to the pub for a friends birthday. I try to avoid going to these things but my girlfriend was going, and there were friends I used to be close with there so I thought it might be good. I just felt nothing for the whole night. I tried talking to people and bailed and soon as I couldn't think of what to say which happened a lot. I knocked over a drink at one point, and everyone cheered and joked and stared at me, and I remember just not even looking at anyone just looking down and not reacting and feeling nothing. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I genuinely believe I make other people's lives worse, even though what I want most in the world is to make people laugh. I never do though. I'm half panicking now, but half numb too. I don't know what to do with myself. How do you become a good person? How do you start being a person full stop? How do you start living? I can't be around people, and the longer I'm alone the worse I get. I really feel trapped and like I don't have much time left at all. I'm so sorry for the length of this, I just had to get something out, I wouldn't be writing this if I could keep it in.",3.460221774193545,3.687780868951613,4.443709677419356,90.81056451612905,71.96370967741936,7.570967741935482,25.782258064516128,7.292943589461545,0.9312774193548384,1805,51,422,17,32,588,201,496,0.162,0.713,0.125,-0.9496,0,4,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,3,2,0,34,27,2,4,23,0,40,8,2,12,4,97,91,40,0,9,19,0,6,4,6,2,2,2,0,2,26,28,3,5,18,3,1,7,18,11,0,4,15,11,59,16,65,64,11,62,0,1,3,1,19,29,2,12,29,293,85,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076074084857961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045319221189655,0.0,0.06775682947309387,0.04777216467330693,0.0,0.0,0.1824625601731951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253521786237561,0.05704581761475201,0.0,0.075456018554761,0.0,0.07697522979767883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454936770486758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692931656561889,0.0,0.0699102192523118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090251759118258,0.0,0.0,0.06528437162362552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17272767897634042,0.09761816109923044,0.06559960597167681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26392611988722714,0.06316236820917634,0.10708590258009708,0.0,0.19414415960023468,0.11461010521776215,0.1092863090472357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041670865583935,0.07272978627398079,0.0,0.0,0.07011783882107789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672831733720548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060727521417063425,0.0,0.0,0.2252871223397636,0.11138270991455433,0.07706992362062227,0.0,0.14846358902123552,0.0,0.048257681139210716,0.13351424773404938,0.0,0.12065873542760824,0.060462609564972826,0.11474614590408135,0.0,0.0,0.058084718992398324,0.0,0.12929540664339206,0.13681592033826515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247859286981187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044871280362043,0.0,0.10538790978578856,0.0,0.0,0.12823069111749189,0.0,0.19666972036694447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04629659423132069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841942442828341,0.11931185487711544,0.0,0.0,0.1937584464033557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750746813136976,0.07024615048998614,0.06745949774964725,0.0,0.07739523801344296,0.0,0.0,0.10866441503362527,0.06840200276559998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07013130706319677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519486084421877,0.0,0.07648061917058062,0.19343397967240974,0.0,0.0,0.11424010484967725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491444445443012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04538994294455935,0.08755565298061868,0.13425156889807754,0.05423984755257145,0.07967793790735309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915797527702858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059008066247989,0.0,0.0,0.12089383646104725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333495802326895,0.0,0.0762788075583199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088771376452629,0.0,0.14939824321832093,0.0,0.04399697482415378 anxiety,lilylove1274,2018/03/13,"Anxiety caused by drug use Hi so I took 300 mg of MDMA two months ago and during the comedown had a really high heart rate for two days straight. Went to the doctor and had all of the heart tests and blood work done everything came back as normal. The symptoms I've been experiencing are: Butterflies/knot in my stomach Fast heart rate/constantly able to feel it The symptoms got much better two weeks ago however a few days ago I was ill and had alcohol with antibiotics which caused another high heart rate episode. I seem to constantly fear my own heart and the fact that the anxiety is manifesting. I have a fear of my own anxiety. I luckily do NOT get panic attacks (I don't think) but rather have a general anxious feeling with this quick heartbeat that lasts hours and hours. Any advice/success stories are extremely welcome as I really need some reassurance that I won't be like this forever. Thanks",6.449744816586925,7.397038982456144,6.551089845826688,75.78267942583733,65.60818713450293,10.896544391281235,33.674109516214784,10.832165505486646,3.7953111111111113,730,31,133,20,11,233,111,171,0.095,0.775,0.13,0.8432,1,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,1,3,11,0,15,13,7,3,2,25,27,10,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,7,9,1,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,3,10,3,11,5,13,15,6,21,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,15,78,18,3,0.09593053179665888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25510988496198234,0.10252056415296877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06523605121983314,0.1005915269259494,0.2201597827530956,0.10837419538995573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913482889992387,0.0,0.07376465751329046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484275966216764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971897219010757,0.0,0.19709416287265105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366682492640976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373451374791697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981889642185644,0.0,0.0981702403972264,0.0,0.0,0.11124896095597354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621617634243861,0.0,0.0,0.21589703709326194,0.09701071853272167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05011974347706807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672440969864501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5683907103327147,0.0,0.2027117475896896,0.0,0.0,0.1889445001712433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07819618709179704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0468668121975188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765708352494343,0.0,0.07051997877900186,0.07113127379586784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399155318025723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255380967563676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229111102211902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733155324887573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19941710736265186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831994500494379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146841127019735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658235056811344,0.0,0.0,0.28113057094165284,0.0,0.0,0.08285317877061214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694968616680313,0.0,0.0,0.08892856406237434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983856967508711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MoldSki,2018/03/13,"I don’t know why I feel this way (Repost) Let me get into this story by saying that environtmentally, everything is fine. I have a great group of friends and a happy family that provide for me, so I have no room to complain. However, lately ive been anxious, down, and having a plethera of intrusive and ocd like thoughts. I can’t help myself but worry all the time. I know this sounds stupid, but It started ever since I recieved a brand new computer. It was great and I was enjoying it alot until it started acting up, which got me very worried since I was majorly paranoid I would break the computer like I did my previous one i had a year prior. The anxiety, worry, and constant “googling” started from there, which did not help at all. Every few weeks I encounter something small with my computer that absolutley drive me crazy. The intrusive thoughts started when I ran into a low-grade virus on my computer, and I started worrying about the thoughts in my head rather then my computer (which I completely removed from the system but still worried me somehow). The thoughts were nothing but disturbing, and it got me worrying about my overall mental state. I would never do the things I would think about, which is what scares me the most. The confusing part of the whole situation is how this material object is causing me so much distress. Its just a material object? I shouldn’t be feeling this way? The only way I am coping with these feelings is distracting myself. I would always try to have something to do which only momentary relief. If anyone is able to help me on explaining why I feel this way, that would be great. Thank you for reading.",5.621659311562222,7.09629649838188,6.0411253309797,76.76721315092676,67.83495145631068,9.113327449249779,32.81568108267137,9.457814108942452,3.175277022653721,1314,58,229,27,22,423,166,309,0.151,0.701,0.14800000000000002,0.1331,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,0,13,18,1,5,20,0,33,1,1,2,4,47,55,18,0,8,8,0,4,2,1,6,0,2,1,0,24,11,0,0,12,1,0,4,6,7,0,1,15,6,41,11,26,31,9,39,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,5,20,177,65,6,0.0820527604996598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682744698453134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277013719395799,0.09269626397489727,0.0,0.05737319796307035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429078750626623,0.0,0.0,0.08603075826479628,0.08866988432292959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07422141948113486,0.06913298962750528,0.0,0.07374373034455478,0.0,0.077352040090403,0.0,0.16595336447290612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339375922136427,0.0,0.042869180758273284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312501764678001,0.2713903743676981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873466893167696,0.0,0.0,0.08420980449462821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499470729488638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018810261108597,0.0,0.09255908781029888,0.0,0.0,0.08390450685551053,0.0,0.08017366827021964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268988356842376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603182200788765,0.0,0.06328414728956948,0.07924706739368509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873183667461188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560107405670202,0.12480964359797422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885514363799245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207496514195799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06525164850598611,0.08214912747996253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357497827902992,0.09223074067751573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633644753563592,0.0,0.0,0.2903868310244989,0.0,0.06552744052689997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554315773204309,0.0,0.0,0.05451220810066767,0.052576095782925235,0.0,0.26056290581776753,0.04784562449817235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05570843829461285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770212067246645,0.0,0.2605186481720138,0.0658177751266108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480797077209302,0.09160897682486133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4999713673390894,0.0,0.29143963425124936,0.0,0.0,0.05283928755635476 anxiety,aintgonnagothere,2018/03/13,"Celexa to Prozac So about two months ago, I broke down and went to see a psychiatrist for the first time ever to hopefully address my depression and anxiety. The doctor prescribed celexa. I've been taking it for almost two months and it has helped so so much. However, I have had one sexual side effect. Today, I visited my doctor who decided to switch me to prozac to address the sexual side effect. I really hate to switch because I feel so much better than I did before. Does anyone have any experience with this type of switch? 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I was married to someone I had been with for 9 years. By the time we were separated, she admitted she had not loved for me at least the last 3 years of it. Numerous times throughout our marriage, I would find out about guys that were trying to get her to leave me for them. She insists she never cheated. She did have a coworker ask her to be his girlfriend 3 weeks after our separation and she accepted. She is still dating him currently. I have multiple issues stemming from all of this, mostly involving trust, self-esteem, and other things from the neglect and abuse I feel I suffered. I had a girlfriend before my ex-wife. I thought she was the one. But her mom threatened to break up her family the day she met me and found out I was Hispanic. We only lasted a few months after that. Eventually, the girl said she had to choose her mom over me. And that brings me to present day. I have a wonderful girlfriend. She's the best one I've ever had. She is very caring. But her mom is causing problems. Her mom is her only living parent, as her father died a few years ago. Her mom and dad were pretty much separated at the time of his death, but it still affects her greatly. Her mom has acted very jealous before, getting upset when my girlfriend would want to spend time with me. My girlfriend still lives with her mom, for various reasons, none of which are financial. Her mom requires some help with day to day activities. I made very clear early on I did not want to get between them, that they could have as much time together as needed. That's never been the issue. The issue is how her mom behaves when my girlfriend wants time with me. All of this is making me feel like I'm just gonna end up putting everything into this, just to have her say it's not worth it and toss me aside to keep her relationship with her mom intact. These constant fears are affecting me daily. I finally snapped at her mom the other day and told her she was gonna be the reason my relationship fails. But prior to that, I had been having increased irritability and anger issues due to my anxiety. My girlfriend asks me questions sometimes and I get upset because I feel like she is doing it to judge me or find a reason to leave me. She says she is just curious and wants to know more about me and how to help me. My fear of losing her is making life bad, and it doesn't help that I have a job where I don't have to talk to anybody, so I'm often alone with my thoughts. She insists everything will be okay, but I feel like I'm gonna give so much for however long and end up with nothing. And if that does happen, I think I will become destructive, like I did during my separation. My health plan has very poor mental health care, and my primary care has been dismissive. I'm not sure what to do, I'm gonna lose something great because I'm always looking at the past to see where history will repeat itself. 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Like, if I could only get past this one thing that everything would be so much better and my anxiety would just dissipate. The problem is, I have no idea what that one thing is, also I know that recovery from mental illness is more of a slow moving train comprised of different things (thinking, diet, exercise, therapy, etc). Despite knowing this, I find myself thinking about that ""switch"" move before going out and socializing. I think to myself, what do I need to do or say that would make me socially competent? I try to play it over in my head. Sometimes I think, well it's about being yourself, try to be more automatic and not overthink it. Then I end up saying things I would never say because I'm anxious and saying whatever comes in my head. DEA experience the ""switch"" thinking, or is this just me? Anything that has helped you overcome it? I feel like I've tried a lot of things...but haven't been too successful. Honestly, I just think a lot! I do meditate, this is helpful. I've tried hanging out with people I normally wouldn't, tried being with people I'm 100% comfortable with to gain confidence. Things just aren't moving forward...I'm struggling to make new friends, I just feel weird and awkward around them even though we have many common interests to talk about. I feel alien. Thank you for reading!",4.8196915584415585,6.768212625,5.2249783549783535,79.99318181818184,70.47727272727273,8.361904761904762,30.374458874458874,8.976282227363876,2.708382251082252,1119,47,197,22,21,356,147,264,0.06,0.768,0.173,0.9807,1,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,1,2,1,4,15,15,0,2,6,0,24,5,2,2,2,52,45,14,0,10,10,0,3,2,1,5,2,4,0,0,22,13,1,0,14,3,0,6,6,4,1,2,1,7,30,11,27,34,7,20,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,6,9,142,52,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06801885886766795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19520169200739707,0.09608851373996984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999343573045616,0.0757174347676498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184904810560542,0.0,0.0723759725139772,0.0,0.0,0.07522468469731987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07326778865080925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790990195834093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886490252167233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07533393410933249,0.0,0.09485937461864376,0.05617836073232612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644240601075675,0.08320060751262842,0.0,0.0,0.12901986114565034,0.060763671775894174,0.0,0.0,0.07773919322985914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571367434635762,0.0,0.04443799229522463,0.0,0.04833900519459169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458297905972806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402182798665528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601731532792414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09348856539972272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310764959473461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14462230225629447,0.0,0.0,0.11355042386290508,0.0862329349316846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857159466057089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2712016324239038,0.0625255848540909,0.06306758130828323,0.06560005113046208,0.08214713945939119,0.0,0.0,0.08333633866165993,0.08161305370548931,0.09683625938824304,0.0,0.0,0.11527162669471355,0.06468854643911216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081195106438014,0.11793355925950788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138663397898817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08507852504051598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055821476132264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601101367654484,0.0,0.0,0.08412207208991984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891848429591713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836439533403316,0.0,0.07830768402555972,0.09726838584420194,0.0,0.2825354999472029,0.38150094510602695,0.08356660457503676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288735533071418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647511627896683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416839695520554,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,immy_the_insomniac_5,2018/03/13,"Can anyone reassure me about travelling alone? Hi guys, I have severe anxiety and take medication for it. It's been much better recently but now I'm feeling a panic attack coming on. Tomorrow morning (mornings are one of my triggers) I'm flying (never been on a plane) to see my best friend. I'm going by myself (!!!) for four days (that's a hell of a long time for me). So EVERYTHING I'm about to do is making me nervous as hell. I'm wondering if you guys have any tips or reassurances you can offer me. This is just the tip of the iceberg for how I'm feeling right now but I'd be so appreciative if anyone could help calm me down!! 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First of all, this is making me very nervous because I am afraid about how my condition will get worse if left untreated. I can't take my medication because it is in the form of capsules which I simply am unable to swallow, however I have been telling my parents that I have swallowed them ok, because I didn't know how to tell them why I took them out of the packaging in the first place. Also it's been two days so I should have taken 6 by now but I've taken out 9 and failed to take any 9 of those. If I try for too long they become unusable as moisture weakens them. I need to tell them that I can't swallow my medication at all, so that I can go to the doctor and get prescribed the liquid version of the medication. Please help me out :( what should I tell my parents ?? 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OK so...any appointments I make, like especially with someone new I will have anxiety about until the day comes. I do this with doctors and dentists of course but with anyone really. I worry that I'll be late, worry about parking, that I'll be able to find the place and most of all I worry that I've made a good decision. Did I choose the right person. Will they screw me over? If it's a hair appointment I dread it SO much. I feel like they'll butcher my hair and I'll be too passive and just leave and be mad about it. I worry so much about having to pay a lot of money for certain things and not get what I want (haircuts, tattoos, manicures) or service people (plumbers, contractors). I dont trust anyone and it makes me dread appointments. 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Hi, I'm 22 and have just started a job which I am really enjoying. Let me start by saying that I work in quite a male dominated environment, so banter and hazing are part of a normal day. About 9-10 years ago, my uncle did something that is unforgivable in my view. He was caught searching for and possessing child pornography. It was a pretty bad case of it too, for my area. All written in incredible detail on local news websites. My anxiety is killing me at the moment. I know the likelihood of my co-workers finding out is small. But I live in such a small area, it's very possible. I can't imagine how I'd feel if they found the news article. The shame and embarrassment I will feel and no doubt the resentment and horrible comments I will receive. I would probably have to resign from my job if this did happen, of course I really don't want to.. any advice on how to deal with this, if my worst fears become a reality? 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I feel numb to my self, I let my roommates down, I still have rent and utilities to pay and I just can't stand that the worse case I could imagine has happened. fuck",2.189583333333335,2.6423376805555563,3.7926666666666686,93.519,74.9722222222222,6.871111111111111,24.12222222222222,6.742157984588678,0.5153188888888889,251,7,62,2,5,84,50,72,0.269,0.6859999999999999,0.044,-0.9403,3,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,0,5,0,7,2,0,0,1,8,16,4,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,2,0,2,2,3,8,1,7,12,0,7,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,3,38,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205567572363005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21758679935625444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12162682171296794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22238005346550765,0.25134975583667696,0.0,0.13670731423158985,0.0,0.1923858773667821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127132227943224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774077570198125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459736451536847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259991476676857,0.18294537526448565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25094098286770705,0.0,0.0,0.19898137867166213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209961428829134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24428520847842644,0.2451359902753373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,creepygirl420,2018/03/13,"anxiety in the form of regret and shame I regret every time I've expressed myself to others and put myself in an emotionally vulnerable position. Why? I feel horribly embarrassed at everything I've revealed to people. Nothing specific, I just feel like people do nothing but judge me. I don't know why I feel so much shame over any time I've allowed myself to express myself spontaneously. Especially on social media for some reason... I want to delete every account so that everyone I know will forget about me. I don't know what's wrong with me but I can't escape it and it's making me wish I was completely invisible. I just want to disappear at this point, I've embarrassed myself too many times.",3.6586176980913834,6.241311218045117,5.52330827067669,73.68535569693469,75.9172932330827,8.603585887796411,26.772122614227875,9.265573868473778,2.876787622903412,564,22,93,15,13,193,79,133,0.198,0.716,0.086,-0.8989,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,4,2,0,6,0,0,3,0,25,16,7,0,5,4,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,8,0,1,2,3,7,0,0,1,3,20,1,15,14,3,12,0,2,0,0,3,7,0,1,4,62,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11399501165750132,0.0,0.12823746242640982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1757581968700761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885626157617281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824731490513912,0.16017886179474586,0.15065617620082888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542782200161304,0.11975581250530315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763772855273824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08189617095005625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118951741443184,0.16995179661867732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322827106609205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32169344846659376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324288312077871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846573299826974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851572602765444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17235286410992245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708789690661262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29324142409759196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774653198748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302522294897969,0.0,0.1927676871986683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18327847812343154,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lms19,2018/03/13,Work anxiety? I’ve been missing work because of medical problems but in turn it’s making my anxiety even worse about going back. I feel like everyone is talking about me and doesn’t believe me .. I also don’t feel like it’s anyones business to tell them what is going on either. 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It developed due to a overprotective youth and basically means I always need someone 'there' for me. It was my mum before she passed away, my ex gf before we broke due to this... the only one I've left is my dad and he's going to Asia in about three weeks for holidays. The thought of being physical and mental alone without someone to help me deal with my shitty life and depression makes me crippling with fear.",5.385609022556392,7.023920673684213,6.347067669172933,73.72947368421053,68.57894736842105,10.06015037593985,30.413533834586467,10.290406445055957,3.375195488721804,404,16,71,11,7,134,71,95,0.235,0.708,0.057,-0.9594,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,13,11,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,3,0,2,2,0,12,0,13,7,0,9,0,2,0,0,11,3,0,1,4,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632633295229724,0.0,0.0,0.14592287966097606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341584811542207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476700687407106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984559337989813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907359375405854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079999746695086,0.1510469498921107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40198115682056906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734134604373746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966748931407812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175476127061784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905413122235096,0.0,0.12386985859292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706163181685983,0.0,0.0,0.1910306388983524,0.0,0.0,0.17673291285122286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003551605591054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883605770911862,0.13337769333500488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312735965755736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19811952848081335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971828821801409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392251365550892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14067219124679708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905157005307125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,twentyonematthews,2018/03/13,"Ruining relationships I’m 26 and I’ve suffered from anxiety most of my life. However it’s getting to the point where it’s scaring me loads because I don’t think I’ll ever find a boyfriend. I’ve been chatting to a guy for a few weeks and I managed somehow to go meet him, which was mad because normally I back at of situations like that at the last minute. He’s amazing and I wanna meet him again however my anxiety is just like NO. I start feeling sick and really nervous at the thought of going on a date. However at the same time I want to go on a date but my mind is like Urm no you don’t. I think it doesn’t help that I still haven’t came out to my parents. Because yet again my anxiety seems to stop me. I do want to tell them but every time I go to I just can’t do it. I’m already on medication but not sure if it is helping tbh. I dunno what to do. Maybe just try and arrange a date and just go along with it even if my mind is telling me no. 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I got prescribed with Colanzepam today and I’ve never taken an anti-anxiety pill before Does anyone have any experience studying/taking an exam with a small dose of Colanzepam? I’m really hoping it’ll calm me down and allow me to focus on getting some work done. Any input/advice with this drug is appreciated :) Edit: Clonazepam**",3.148675324675324,6.261089400000002,4.591818181818179,73.47590909090908,90.71428571428572,5.402597402597404,23.506493506493502,6.980632752743323,1.7858571428571426,318,12,43,5,11,105,55,70,0.069,0.7040000000000001,0.227,0.8969,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,5,3,0,1,1,9,10,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,2,7,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,24,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321883538712133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574487965744881,0.0,0.3231639639580972,0.0,0.3635398258492052,0.0,0.0,0.16614144343398235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839323893317976,0.0,0.0,0.2021874004227464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079328691025328,0.2431560727256428,0.0,0.0,0.2755505164437508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324267842248736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414067583606367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003728695201225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359989325473992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183258384584828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24173334713839575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15221814031830366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252251504873423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729818757523399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,solarpoweredjess,2018/03/13,"Walked out on my second day at work So a little back story, my bf and I just recently moved to this area a few months ago. I’ve been unemployed since we moved. Searching and searching for a job and finally got one at one of the big retail places here. Started yesterday and it was fine. Had a great day. Today on the other hand I’ve been full of anxiety and full of worry. Just super ominous and foreboding. I get to my lunch break and go to the restroom and just burst into tears. I have anxiety attack. Couldn’t breath, vision went fuzzy. And suddenly the only thing I could do was leave. I left the store. Didn’t talk to anyone. Just all but ran to my car and left. Cried the entire way home. Called my bf and told him what I shamefully did. Apologized to him for fucking up again. I don’t know what to do anymore. I am trying to find a doctor near me that accepts my insurance because my medication for anxiety isn’t cutting it anymore. 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I woke up feeling really shitty and depressed but decided I had some strength to go to the university anyway. I was already feeling very uneasy and I was having some trouble breathing so I took the emergency clonazepam my psychiatrist prescribed me + my daily dose of escitalopram. I entered the classroom 11:03 (the class starts 11:00). The teacher had already passed the list for us to sign our presence and I’d missed it by seconds. I asked him if I could sign it and he said no. Ok. I went back to my seat, started taking some notes and realized I was losing my shit completely. I started crying, couldn’t breathe, decided to run to the bathroom. A classmate went after me and helped me calm down a bit, got me some water but still I couldn’t stop crying. I had to get back to class and just spent the rest of the lecture with my head inside my backpack trying to count and do the other exercises my therapist taught me. Nothing was really working. I felt like shit. A grown-ass woman crying in public for apparently something stupid. I couldn’t control myself. I just couldn’t stop thinking how I wanted it all to be over, to be normal, to wake up and go to class and get on with my studies without looking like a crying idiot all the time embarrassing myself in public. I don’t want to live my life like this any longer. I can’t take it anymore. Then I realized I was in no condition to stay out the rest of the day. It’s now 16:26 and I’m still fucking crying. Sorry if this post was such a downer. I just wanted to get it off my chest with people that perhaps have experienced the same things so I don’t feel like a huge misfit... at least for now :(",2.756987000481466,4.910465420895523,4.158247472315839,84.49749638902264,76.88059701492537,6.352431391429947,25.13480982185845,7.359569317364363,1.2928237843042858,1336,48,254,17,31,441,176,335,0.234,0.6809999999999999,0.085,-0.9958,1,0,1,0,0,1,39.0,2,0,0,4,14,19,6,2,21,1,23,12,7,2,2,54,54,19,0,11,8,0,4,4,0,0,3,1,0,1,11,15,1,3,9,1,1,8,10,12,0,1,19,7,44,7,40,28,11,39,0,3,1,1,10,13,3,6,20,182,55,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146744832509484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614531966343933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096463346263885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093209813087387,0.11065596413361033,0.0,0.1495855975291571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106191053144862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198325300733344,0.0,0.1090939109759244,0.0776602829015216,0.0,0.5342195872890613,0.06272957063017287,0.0,0.08377646188991908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754429954313286,0.06948800990974703,0.09339217249138113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992235089494913,0.1524549566574176,0.0,0.1105588643285924,0.0,0.0777938043552621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982464377496897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519643794968462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870299926699444,0.19008019133253645,0.0,0.08588909388047553,0.0,0.08168030655261896,0.10881759098776957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09530161949595656,0.09333090840145013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141225991016068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743312323801577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09315549638873616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12462426102972275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252378433818376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996876362068389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488136890190979,0.0,0.1088831414766487,0.20653957437327994,0.103674345149444,0.1553561000964092,0.16264017778035145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626629605235514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11293520818531726,0.06462028724200701,0.06232516586526402,0.0,0.0,0.056717533669439386,0.0,0.09219833420017813,0.0,0.10806790903164433,0.06603833177613316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700097523870395,0.0,0.0,0.08025597636163664,0.17211289398277374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803361235735886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376251838317873,0.0,0.0708119886108556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,treslilbirds,2018/03/13,"Can’t win for losing... Glad I found this place firstly. I got out of the house for the first time in over a year and socialized with people for almost 6 hours at a spay/neuter clinic I was invited to volunteer at this past Sunday. I felt great there but once I left the high wore off and now my thoughts are consumed with “no one there liked you, you did everything wrong, you idiot, they were all talking about you when you left”......*sigh* And this is why I stay at home. :(",1.944093567251464,3.987197000000002,2.4382456140350897,96.38216374269008,79.0,5.906432748538013,18.976608187134506,6.937597516519254,-0.02569005847953232,365,8,82,4,9,112,72,95,0.15,0.746,0.105,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,5,1,4,5,7,1,0,5,0,6,1,0,0,1,12,11,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,8,1,13,4,15,3,1,20,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,10,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840143186723108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16515632660295498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644342528613494,0.0,0.0,0.3126211971604468,0.0,0.20148907389674747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697383025058808,0.2026017990345192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19415803977552964,0.1843314946260805,0.0,0.18097172076021176,0.21204038610365272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993228890504298,0.0,0.0,0.08977840204127327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558627102329835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570395725050924,0.12452406602538825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17542469183336976,0.12739966235345482,0.0,0.19199553795237456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732549528564307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586926917406344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770351946028887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588905447550302,0.10715497506325948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658195242996269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20091841539835564,0.0,0.11833877391814318 anxiety,over_m,2018/03/13,"DAE have weird anxiety about their memory? I feel like I actually have a pretty good memory, I remember details of things pretty well, better than most, but I just don't trust myself. When I was in school, walking to class where I have to turn in an essay or something, I'd check my backpack like three of four times making sure I actually have the paper. Each time i'd check it'd be because I feel like maybe I saw something I didn't or something along those lines. I even have this weird obsession with taking photos of events because I feel like if I don't have proof I was somewhere, then I won't believe myself. I like to be able to look back and be able to say, yes, I was there at this date, just to quell my anxieties. And again, i just recently had to switch to a crappy phone with little memory and have to keep that setting on where texts get deleted after 200 accumulate. And it's driving me crazy not being able to go back and double check what I've said and what others have said to me in the past. I'm mostly just asking to see if this is a common anxiety thing, or indicative of something more like paranoia. 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I know that my anxiety is irrational, but no matter how much I try I can't shake it off. What is your reason to not be anxious?",0.8601960784313754,2.3409689411764703,3.4064705882352966,90.82578431372549,80.17647058823529,6.886274509803924,23.098039215686285,7.793537801064563,0.9911098039215692,120,4,28,2,3,42,27,34,0.16899999999999998,0.636,0.195,-0.203,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,7,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,2,4,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25693369619321044,0.7588574692063731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845811049043663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468973930194471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34532232303536753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280284160596676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030634337980315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Davari,2018/03/13,"How do I tell my boss I don't want to carpool? My company is sending a bunch of new hires off to another facility for training for a few weeks. It's a solid 700+ mile, 8+hour drive each way, not counting pit stops. My boss wants to rent mini-vans to drive us to the location. I have terrible anxiety when it comes to car rides, let alone driving. Is it unprofessional for me to ask if I can drive myself? (That way I can have control over when I stop and what goes on in the car).",3.0853748231966067,3.7468570000000017,4.874766619519097,85.81178217821783,73.05940594059406,8.543705799151343,27.299858557284303,8.841846274778883,1.7959719943422918,371,13,85,7,7,127,71,101,0.14300000000000002,0.825,0.031,-0.8701,1,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,4,0,13,13,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,1,9,2,1,0,0,0,0,12,0,15,12,3,22,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,55,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431620886177289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461881255431544,0.1796066590375703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194883422867499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20224285864505714,0.0,0.0,0.26332661585814665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312117816995131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400792610656221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267527465986643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39257450057793547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520875576973688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824123783453869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769595816582757,0.37271612033105067,0.18832698515934634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cathyvonp,2018/03/13,"I have a job interview tomorrow Sorry, English isn't my first language. I've been unemployed since I finished my studies. It's been a year and a half (July 2016). I had a job interview in December 2016. Nothing else since. Well, yesterday I sent some spontaneous candidatures (sorry if it isn't the right term, that's how you say it in my language). This morning, someone called me. I have a job interview at my local McDonald's tomorrow. I'm really anxious and stressed right now. I'm anxious that I won't get the job and will screw the interview, but also that I will get the job, but won't last because I'll not be good enough.",2.5052933333333307,4.737104696000003,4.331700000000001,82.55968333333334,78.04,8.326666666666666,29.61666666666667,9.075114841892004,2.857946666666667,497,24,96,13,12,168,71,125,0.112,0.888,0.0,-0.79,7,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,1,9,0,12,1,0,1,0,9,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,2,4,1,13,2,3,8,3,16,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,2,9,59,20,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102538215228476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3115055448046669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404368716456466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077970458093886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11517189199877942,0.0,0.0,0.14245557309632442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11727133504202793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440617661899729,0.0,0.0,0.11563800964748665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6840687435733706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11238166878208486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228906228323645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832243739902973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23547881381003344,0.0,0.1096389943113797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22809338926895084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168159902383262,0.0,0.0,0.30866620567844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792851957439766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396082441730193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08878314158265396 anxiety,XovNielkArze,2018/03/13,"Health anxiety I'm constantly worried about potential health problems I may develop. Heart problems, cancer, you name it. I even am anxious that I may have generalized anxiety disorder. How's that for irony? It feels like it's gotten worse lately even though I've recently lost a bunch of weight and am healthier than ever. I think it's because I'm in my 30's and realizing I'm not invincible. Anyway it's just annoying at this point. I wish I could enjoy life without worrying about what might happen in the future.",4.104036281179141,6.561361285714291,5.63421768707483,74.0623696145125,73.89795918367345,9.661678004535148,30.276643990929703,9.994966539143718,3.657969160997733,418,19,71,13,9,141,69,98,0.298,0.605,0.097,-0.9558,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,9,6,1,0,2,0,7,6,1,1,1,19,16,4,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,9,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,2,8,2,9,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,6,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25060100594493084,0.185038443740108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998461397460078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770010645323688,0.0,0.13077465852911482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18771992907839427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163662655853101,0.1481593255655927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281820371913079,0.11701310410288075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448408070771347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482066715969758,0.0,0.19409441905955369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18476461540089464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156911993284947,0.0800205432749403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879841823206585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17375752702582847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483647034873332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3134538251569066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617249320007884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495135968195983,0.16092489994230855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994546436598605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883528237834006,0.15788973290167868,0.0,0.0,0.33267764258579785,0.16691813611165965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jennej_dtsab,2018/03/13,"Panic attacks because of funeral? What should I do? Hi everyone, thank you for taking the time to read this. I'm 22 and my dad passed when I was 16. That's when the depression hit, and not long after the anxiety and panic disorder. Over the years, through medication and therapy, I've managed the depression and anxiety okay. Two days ago, I found out one of my best friend's moms, who was also my former coworker, had passed suddenly. She was taken to the hospital 2 weeks ago with what they thought was pneumonia and the doctors found stage 4 esophageal cancer. Her funeral is tomorrow. Now, not only is it bringing up bad feelings from the death of my own parent, but I'm panicking at the very idea of being back in a funeral home since I haven't been to one since my dad's funeral. How should I handle this? Everytime I think about going I get flashbacks from his funeral and my heart starts racing and I begin to slip into a panic attack. I'm worried I won't be able to properly support my friend in her time of need like she did for me. Any advice welcome, thank you again.",4.146084905660377,5.624273466981137,5.3850471698113225,80.0541745283019,71.40566037735849,9.262264150943397,29.287735849056602,9.673873057562805,2.8384660377358504,853,34,162,21,16,284,133,212,0.218,0.68,0.101,-0.9712,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,2,1,1,8,17,2,3,11,1,16,4,1,1,0,24,36,13,6,3,3,4,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,6,1,0,4,4,8,0,3,11,1,25,9,25,19,2,31,0,2,0,0,17,7,0,0,20,107,32,3,0.11803123520188187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533875699709785,0.20925513681850547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943895361474342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08026528740079718,0.0,0.18058714372748416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268555139169002,0.0,0.0907587342369,0.09855115122558332,0.07195074545274989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12386649939584678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761203822247524,0.0,0.20332025985303534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352740212880173,0.1208099706407984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127839033528606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0596801389598782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25883031436409343,0.18238127905567147,0.0,0.06166644883340301,0.0,0.06707987099611208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13986758201247024,0.0,0.0,0.11839495258616548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324289773159806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576640995316616,0.0,0.0,0.10445392892730024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890405195016512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823675613821867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751866533384466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996203929034314,0.0897680730621892,0.0,0.4154526697773072,0.13105971863673907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806317613039805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952733149202532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354311577932558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339404469736769,0.0,0.0,0.0887447997033531,0.0,0.0,0.21733460675465288,0.13497900397749868,0.0,0.0,0.07562964962497327,0.0,0.0937036165333835,0.13764992485653466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529936618298214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738813027248737,0.0,0.0,0.09467753734459404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986644872001027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600824566395711 anxiety,kim-long-vix,2018/03/13,"Could use some help Hey guys. I have had some anxiety in my past, but traveling is definitely a huge trigger of mine. Anyways, I had gotten a script for 4 x .5mg clorazepam, for the flights. Halfway into the travels, I took one of the .5mg pills and broke it in half and took the smaller half. Probably a third of the pill. Anyways it didn’t seem to have helped, and the anxiety has been really crushing while being here and I mostly just find myself wanting to go home desperately, going so far as to consider buying a 2000 dollar plane ticket to end the trip early. Any tips for dealing with anxiety in a new place? Also, is that enough clorazepam where I could have “rebound anxiety” as it wears off? Should I worry about withdrawal? 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So, I have panic attacks/anxiety which have pretty much stopped me from leaving the house and gave stopped me from living. I have 3 children and I want the best for them. I never used to be like this. We'd always be out at the park, go for walks, walk to the shop and buy sweets just for something to do! I want to go out but I'm so scared of having a panic attack and feeling detached. I have cbt which is helping a bit. Medication isn't an option for me right now. How do I push through that fear? As I know that's the only way I'm going to get better. 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I was wondering if anybody here has had success with this. I took 3 weeks of Mirtazapine 15mg, and my doctor has switched to Sertraline 50mg as the sedative effect prevented me from waking up in mornings. I'm equally parts worried that the Mirtazapine hasn't had the chance to run its full course, but also that it isn't helping enough and that the Sertraline will help more.",8.9924025974026,8.625172883116884,8.468149350649352,68.63650974025977,60.42857142857143,11.855844155844155,41.327922077922075,11.20814326018867,4.796846753246754,340,17,57,8,4,108,57,77,0.07,0.8370000000000001,0.092,0.3915,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,0,8,2,1,1,0,8,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,4,1,10,6,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,43,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553271710173584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267954192107096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32990038777752106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280117493693951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457478675451856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3547305362834665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561062248608435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462442797736952,0.0,0.3242431576713436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GonnSoares,2018/03/13,"I feel like I'm dying soon Hello guys. So, anxiety is being a pain the ass lately. I'm 20 years old and currently studying. I have great parents and enough friends, therefore I should be feeling good, but I'm not. The symptons are gradually getting worse: my chest and back hurts, I'm having cold sweats, dizziness, nauseas, heart palpitations and arrhythmias constantly and my face feels numb sometimes. I feel like nothing in my body is healthy. I can't sleep, I'm always feeling extremely weak and tired, it feels like my digestive system is having problems all the time. Like I said, I literally feel that I'll be dead soon. Due to that, I can't concentrate on my studies, I'm constantly nervous and avoiding social interaction, I stopped doing exercise and became a really sedentary person. I can't take off my mind the fact that I can have an heart attack anytime soon and suddenly die. I have visited a doctor a year ago. He diagnosed me panic attacks and anxiety, but I still did a 24h holter exam and everything was ok with my heart, but my mind and my body keep telling that's not true, and I honestly don't know who to trust. I'm adopting really bad habits lately. I started smoking and drinking again, the lack of sleep and exercise... But I don't feel motivated to change. I'm honestly scared. I'm sorry for the long text. I know I need to seek for professional help once again, but I needed to talk anyone before that somehow. I wish the best for all of you.",4.407683906199807,6.124941957597176,5.4381256023128834,78.98547622871828,71.12014134275618,8.820366206231931,30.531480886604555,9.339509955726095,2.8723371024734985,1166,50,214,26,22,384,161,283,0.268,0.599,0.133,-0.9936,2,1,1,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,0,2,9,25,2,4,13,1,22,21,11,2,4,51,49,21,3,6,7,1,8,4,1,1,9,1,0,2,7,16,2,3,11,3,0,1,7,12,0,0,3,10,31,13,14,42,5,27,0,1,0,1,15,3,1,1,26,123,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081477183952763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764807203975518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062958886165866,0.0,0.0,0.06426917003776889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091333747712098,0.0,0.07067703280472945,0.07674526321547691,0.0,0.0,0.07821297413024697,0.0,0.09645921921251208,0.0,0.0,0.20419389471520574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723398070575956,0.0,0.0,0.1986551238244656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932918844230242,0.19078670966780845,0.0,0.0,0.09407899228553362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004179853024147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949728613444984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260735871450339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371800261387356,0.19699248204571046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07101337271374937,0.0,0.048021842347131236,0.0,0.0,0.07709401898217405,0.0,0.1013367143317706,0.0,0.09101039277013456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32675948266567184,0.06160874923567696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839700790565507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169835774903207,0.0,0.0,0.10102826246196996,0.0,0.20736845649949304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17962028618056394,0.0,0.0,0.08134196475358246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18561608341754934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630775336025786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819501053233063,0.0,0.09644942814024923,0.0978865740778192,0.0,0.0,0.09780413926499706,0.10784255722069852,0.10206083316773908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025671372709987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795033043206682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117766324172299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874323016239968,0.0,0.09202304263852333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18396294561779195,0.09369586199767332,0.0,0.0,0.09090637706983563,0.10289142122157972,0.06505797578812053,0.0,0.07340351186409183,0.07684513328970959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06910871083229497,0.07387786993339683,0.08033784245347493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535964297896655,0.10564287794953188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10569782060417092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366933211790604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838061245321575 anxiety,penros_185,2018/03/13,"Effective Long-Term Alternatives To Beta Blockers? In the last couple years I've started getting debilitating voice shaking and brain freeze when speaking at meetings. I trained as a performer and I'm doing meetings all the time; I've done a hell of a lot of practice and the shakes are just as bad. And it's not that I don't like doing this: I love being on stage and giving presentations etc. People have said I'm an excellent public speaker, and once I'm over this initial freeze, I feel great. I breathe from my diaphragm; I speak slowly and breathe. I have occasional pangs of anxiety in my day-to-day life, but I guess this is the most pressing and inconvenient. I think it's taken me a while to understand that I don't need to go to Toastmasters, I need to deal with a physical anxiety issue. I've read that Beta Blockers can effectively deal with situations like this, but given I'm overall not that serious a case, and that I also don't want to be on medication long-term, I was wondering if there was something else I could try? Has anyone successfully tried or is currently using a natural supplement or alternative to Beta Blockers for problems like this? 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Not sure if real or just overly emotional? Also not sure what to do/how to calm Sorry about wall of text and potentially incoherent sentences. Need to unload. Found this subreddit last night and didn't really know where else to turn. None of my friends, boyfriend, or parents understand how I feel and I kind of get dismissed when I talk about this. I'm 24, female. I've always kinda just described myself as an anxious person, a worrier if you will. More so social anxiety, but now I get anxious over everything. Was always stubborn and had a I can do anything attitude. So I've always excelled in whatever I set my mind to. Recently I started grad school, moved into an apartment with a nightmare roommate (she's been arrested for domestic battery and had a restraining order against her before for some context in what kind of person she is), and I started a new position at my company (which I now absolutely despise and am so lonely at). Constantly went from work to school to work to school to work to school because I wanted to do well in school and obviously needed to go to work. Living on my own from my parents I ended up not taking care of my body (microwave food, pathetic sandwiches for lunch, etc). Had a random breakdown one night in October about extreme fear of my parents dying. Couldn't shake it, felt like I needed to move back home to help me with work/school/taking care of myself (parents lived like 20 min away so it seemed pathetic to me to want to move home but I felt the need to). Anyway. Told roommate I was gonna look for replacement in November, she refused to let me find a sub and wouldn't let me off the lease. Threatened to call cops on me if I showed the apartment, said she has legal right to enter my room whenever she wants, is a complete nightmare. Agonized over dealing with her for an entire month. Long story short, I moved out, changed the lock on my door (which she also argued with our leasing office about saying I couldn't do that, while they told her I could), and I'm still paying rent until August (which I'm dreading needing to deal with her about the security deposit, another source of anxiety). I also drive past the apartment every day to work so that makes it worse. Blocked her on everything except Facebook since I'll have to communicate about security deposit in August, but after that it's adios. Not sure if my anxiety was exacerbated by this ptsd. I've been in counseling with an lcsw for the past 2 years. I've had multiple revelations in the past two years but now I feel worse than before. I've gone from blaming my behaviors to my narcissistic dad (which I now don't think he is) to my job, to needing to exercise more (have been trying to). She only ever listens to me talk and I don't get any advice or homework for how to fix so I actually have an appointment with a psychiatrist tomorrow and am hoping to see a psychologist as well. Anyway. In the past 3 months, my outlook on my life has definitely shifted from anger to fear/sadness/majorly anxious? I'm extremely terrified of growing old and of death. Not just my death but also my parents. And now I wake up every morning constantly feeling like I'm running out of time and I'm like on the brink of tears. I can't do ANYTHING without thinking about death. I've been atheist to recent years just no opinion, to now wanting a religion but am having such a hard time convincing myself it's true. (My mom's Buddhist and my dads nothing) Last night I devolved into a puddle of tears and panic (same as Saturday) about everything. My boyfriend was on the phone with me but he didn't say anything and I asked him to distract me but he didn't know what to say so I felt effectively alone. He wants to help but he doesn't get it so he can't. He gets defensive when I ask him not to make fun of my memory problems which makes me more upset. Anyway, how do I feel like I'm not on the edge every day? I'm planning on quitting my job soon but have no other plan other than full time student. Idk I'm just so tense. Thanks for reading ",3.823085533869115,5.611810185323389,5.0113631840796025,81.16455912743973,72.76865671641791,7.932766934557979,28.78714121699196,8.617729084823388,2.289665235361653,3255,132,609,60,65,1075,349,804,0.184,0.73,0.086,-0.9981,10,3,0,0,0,0,90.0,1,1,1,10,48,38,6,6,32,0,47,7,2,7,6,120,110,59,4,21,31,8,8,5,1,3,2,5,6,2,22,31,3,7,17,4,4,12,22,14,2,2,25,15,83,24,125,77,9,108,0,1,2,0,55,42,0,13,57,406,105,19,0.0,0.0,0.0482665019651069,0.0,0.0,0.048332417151428636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122636179508752,0.0,0.15821479456111812,0.12346577736063158,0.0,0.0,0.03363496758970838,0.051863849584521816,0.15134918027669367,0.16762951533738807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210580902568832,0.0,0.09247814324757606,0.05626867911712788,0.04646994959336282,0.038032220196233535,0.0,0.030150779617523236,0.0,0.08417481425804338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05493968024939189,0.0,0.0,0.050504897995831535,0.0,0.10085694660221993,0.0,0.05232285536059337,0.0,0.051858595998148536,0.10689887665879123,0.0,0.03949033902460762,0.0,0.0,0.0637961109205555,0.10198360616201124,0.0,0.0,0.051332390910130435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041318062676009126,0.055636622844794544,0.04380749363855615,0.0,0.055161747481987065,0.0,0.04474002885612484,0.12501830222868188,0.0,0.1333562459451047,0.0,0.0,0.11131406192682347,0.1000352508372061,0.07066945849169548,0.1424700664021279,0.0,0.045206177709251685,0.0,0.059808066784915126,0.054231097382103514,0.038213209026310334,0.0,0.1292058544266373,0.0,0.028109651879893987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430706621384831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630492039527182,0.0,0.09922621651215034,0.0491256286760166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09816421257354316,0.0,0.0,0.10301140191374912,0.05436460716471112,0.12095119964917893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115382012677904,0.03493555047309544,0.12081998218933016,0.0,0.08734939686370559,0.04377115721948506,0.041534525459906636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904619073411704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04994120067266252,0.05792776632316934,0.07895810717459947,0.21027555824415492,0.0,0.2200468646402054,0.0,0.04776944589233998,0.0,0.1856620407769688,0.0,0.04745886927712507,0.0,0.051900677536441536,0.0,0.03351584589891417,0.03761708611296046,0.0,0.058031466800174784,0.2746012336971485,0.0,0.18886331376789448,0.0,0.08637433937353664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04732720376880386,0.057816903763699926,0.0,0.0,0.05260753566527261,0.049474078163514186,0.05629709741012271,0.031685786703839834,0.0,0.09767293549492816,0.0,0.0,0.04223916191277972,0.047048445805789985,0.11799938578955195,0.0,0.30034117379165304,0.039413768940201294,0.04502715765530268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040914396691068236,0.0,0.0,0.05041894818670101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055367196851827664,0.07001706671900518,0.0,0.039499373638180964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398483545514842,0.0,0.03718828597563582,0.07950926363019678,0.0,0.0455367612266356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507724558144592,0.0,0.0,0.08652278421722852,0.0,0.0,0.09452362426541544,0.0,0.033580564131680764,0.05379903142077184,0.04831591052946268,0.05149032615177798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458659922409518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889422067095698,0.04585055830491325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04767834342617601,0.0,0.2160478432041265,0.0,0.10080934423449503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09555319474626583 anxiety,NYtrnsplnt,2018/03/13,"GAD - Looking for a non-sSRI, non-Benzo I've suffered from GAD for many many years, pretty much as long as I can remember (I'm a 39 year old male FWIW). Over that time period I've tried various pharmaceutical treatments off and on combined with therapy. Most recently, I was put on Lamotrigine about 5 months ago, which I've actually found to be very effective. Unfortunately it may be causing me some skin issues (not Stevens-Johnson syndrome) and I'm looking for something else to try that's not an SSRI and not a benzo. I've read a little about Buspar and read through some of the threads on this sub, and am a little skeptical. So my question is, does anyone else who suffers from GAD have experience with any other medication that netted positive results?",8.777082917082915,7.709395979020983,9.128191808191806,66.00349650349654,61.23776223776224,12.087512487512488,40.008991008990996,11.20814326018867,4.573594205794205,607,28,105,14,7,203,99,143,0.079,0.848,0.073,0.0535,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,0,7,0,8,2,1,3,0,20,13,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,20,8,5,17,0,2,2,0,3,7,0,5,9,61,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.14949282528248822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579503934622314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417548669479787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711507259612367,0.15696281547644866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736988948619798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13405893140616862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559437155442035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14985070161271172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16796659454793886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598921463719012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070762955973195,0.0,0.13556967445776885,0.25728458889594324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31062431364277976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432433973654416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227600965387506,0.0,0.1126133935705762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16074873055037295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585084908644206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15399978928378766,0.1716095618172022,0.0,0.30646595140692673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15125814474111646,0.0,0.1735361291475332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793431628150272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17518785378192428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932720718875438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080139725167516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639904743344865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730063247196075 anxiety,PaleConsideration7,2018/03/13,"Anxiety and regret after making a decision This week I have made two decisions, without having anxiety before the decision, but then like a couple of minutes or hours after it I feel incredibly anxious about the decision I just made, nearing a panic attack. I'm currently re-convincing my decision is only small and things will be fine, plus it's a good decision anyway. But it's hard to convince myself. Typing this out is helping a bit. Thank you.",7.3556626506024125,7.9906395060241024,8.655084337349397,62.57636144578315,63.57831325301206,11.941204819277113,37.081927710843374,11.602472056035307,5.033411566265062,361,17,53,11,5,125,61,83,0.175,0.62,0.204,0.4058,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,3,8,1,1,7,0,6,0,0,3,0,20,12,7,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,2,6,5,9,8,1,9,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,7,43,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33175483455286736,0.2449607018034451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24667997932838154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18450976428575852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367265695955124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23992269787552356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096377860464118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18187007243267214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942406743720132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533926021640814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353781311735853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059341401879372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4103471491761825,0.14473837942175155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649120286869226,0.0,0.2544079806967658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19963161556868053,0.0,0.0,0.14405487535949846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211815311779939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393115638966916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20902023923999488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,maddie_mj_lewis,2018/03/13,"Hey there. This is my second week of doing track. I was going to join last year but I made up some excuse not to because I knew there would be a million people and I really don’t have any friends. But this year I couldn’t get out of it. It was worse than I thought it would be. Everybody is so fast and I’m slow and fat.... I’m not a runner, I just wanted to try pole vaulting. But all together we have to do running activities and I can’t take it, I get anxiety throughout the day thinking about practice. I know I’m not gonna be good enough and I’m getting in the way of the good people. It’s like a weight on me all the time, I cry at least twice a practice because I feel like I’m dying. These two weeks I’ve experienced the closest I’ve ever felt to passing out. 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Last week, I had an unexpected visit from my mother which left me extremely anxious the rest if the day. Expecting this to affect my sleep, I used my normal tricks to calm myself down (meditating, a warm bath, etc), but they weren’t successful, and I slept for maybe 2 hours that night. I woke up with extreme anxiety and could hardly function the entire day, which then carried into preventing me from sleeping that night. Fast forward to now, and the only night in the past week I’ve slept more than 2-3 hours is when I got drunk/high with a friend for my 21st birthday. I honestly have no idea what to do, and as a college student with exams coming next week I’m worried about it affecting my grades. If anyone has any advice on how to break out of this cycle I would really appreciate it!",6.317045454545454,6.171137522727277,6.8285454545454565,77.4528181818182,65.81818181818181,9.994545454545458,30.66818181818182,9.642632912329526,2.6651063636363643,708,23,136,13,10,232,118,176,0.083,0.79,0.127,0.9159,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,2,0,12,0,9,6,5,4,0,24,19,12,0,6,3,1,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,9,11,0,1,1,1,0,4,3,2,0,0,8,3,16,6,26,9,3,33,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,2,20,88,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772193732463228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584194566128654,0.0,0.21563273211533512,0.1592186153427383,0.0,0.09854637874012544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140468620188175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11252667084776104,0.0,0.0,0.1817853214795472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718193248290416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888752288150404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272013814036964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625180687785206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890760502904912,0.0,0.0,0.27758897388482323,0.0,0.0,0.1591006396124528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488240894466233,0.0,0.0,0.15312838734498396,0.0,0.0,0.06885466523434687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14159008988051935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988802446261246,0.3967792857845909,0.13808826812900982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071888864931578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345402474915094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902878065633618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11207870391375907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820774268960728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12172425689652555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4522044177934326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312829414625028,0.0,0.10011755173659234,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Myzry,2018/03/13,Am i actually going crazy? I wanted to something really important on this thread but my brain just wont formulate what i want to project its like its deep down i know but i cant it wont do it please help me i have anxiety and god knows what else is wrong with me but ever since i was a kid ive felt this way and it just gets worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse and worse my brain and my body are turning against me and i dont know what im supposed to do apart from just dying and nothing works dont even try say to breathe because it doesnt work infact it just reminds me that im stuck like this and even meds dont fucking work what the fuck is wrong with me,0.4632000000000005,2.329533586666667,1.9193333333333344,99.113,83.13333333333333,5.333333333333334,19.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.2468666666666665,538,14,133,5,15,173,79,150,0.294,0.626,0.08,-0.9905,0,0,1,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,3,7,6,2,0,2,0,16,6,4,0,1,28,28,15,1,2,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,1,15,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,7,4,0,0,3,2,17,2,10,23,0,7,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,3,81,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.09375490003639247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349676633749777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058566152796897225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671716449509423,0.0,0.2145019389057664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09971021272449987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377959645814327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025795693019319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269126658536639,0.08690492913830136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224663268786297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763874320839948,0.050194986057383435,0.0,0.05460137973044875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0643967444344079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20755399687074094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584001772263283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938743425885579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671716449509423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218612005762793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10546100318081914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061547815649465376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07640233680806133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794738590046053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739628809137759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522831166856496,0.10450151984404388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11333451536343878,0.0762595043885866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098302458019884,0.0,0.6853572068253877,0.0,0.2100848726488196,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aloofhermitcrab,2018/03/13,"Hi, I’m full of anxiety and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve always had anxiety issues. I’ve always been able to handle it on my own. But my mom passed away on December 2nd last year and while I’ve accepted it and moved on, my anxiety seems to have worsened since. It got even worse on the three month anniversary. I’m struggling at work because the slightest thing that goes wrong upsets me to the point where I can’t focus anymore. At home, if anything goes wrong I panic and everything feels bad for a long time. The past three days I have been feeling like I can’t breathe and I haven’t slept more than six hours. When I try, I replay situations that have upset either recently or long ago and I can’t stop it. I can’t afford to see someone right now and I don’t know what to do to make my anxiety go away. Has anyone gone through this and know what to do? 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Trigger warning if you are a normal person who hates these fucking things, I guess. I hate, hate, hate cockroaches. Guess who greeted me in the kitchen last night while I was trying to get a late night snack? The pest control guys will be here on Thursday. In the meantime, I have to put on my big girl pants and clean every last inch of my studio. I have all day. Only problem is I do NOT want to go back into my kitchen. Seeing those fucking bugs will send me into a panic attack just by looking at them! I know that they hate light, but they still don’t get the memo that they aren’t welcome in the first place. Any tips?",3.0165990843688704,4.488837762589932,3.4302681491170723,92.97599738391108,74.25179856115108,5.3423152387181165,23.42773054283845,4.851557810540192,0.11830359712230275,535,15,113,1,11,166,95,139,0.16699999999999998,0.7809999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9111,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,4,2,4,12,8,2,8,0,12,5,0,2,1,17,28,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,8,4,3,1,1,0,0,3,3,11,0,1,1,3,18,1,15,24,2,25,0,0,2,2,12,11,2,3,11,74,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569032365585409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810830196621003,0.12911093470113486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14335323238751754,0.0,0.09689301020653128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132961467229865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08126526921999874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027117401243854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526420618949624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616787179699906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179496335943978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718304421110277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23298626089617466,0.1316688229833458,0.0,0.07161372048351622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776258594742531,0.12476855020131775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6220381468254689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692511561211207,0.20542802500322607,0.1421434458604882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581567887821383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263098689731038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365014968775056,0.12346189664042735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583539140962387,0.0,0.14784420883023194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002604769483453,0.1316524050166836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12057342995377987,0.0,0.12667367540429322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041272101645513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063081233040612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371466577948228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855517223649817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432327117409797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ACowInTheBarn,2018/03/13,"Does being sick make anyone else's anxiety worse? So I usually can keep my anxiety at a manageable spot when I'm not sick - but as of right now I am sick and alone while my friend and her husband are out to therapy and it's very easy for my anxiety to just branch out while I'm alone. Even then I can usually keep it under control but right now I'm finding it hard to keep calm. Topics that used to make me anxious until I got them under control are making me anxious again. Existence itself used to be a topic that had me out of action for three months, then I managed to get better, and even though it's no where NEAR as bad as it was, it's still not pleasant to put up with.",5.030017482517483,4.4186539860139895,6.069361888111888,83.38558129370631,68.5804195804196,9.387762237762237,29.063811188811197,8.841846274778883,1.9948188811188807,532,16,116,8,8,178,83,143,0.234,0.672,0.094,-0.9506,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,3,11,5,0,0,2,0,9,3,0,7,0,24,22,17,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,9,8,0,5,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,3,1,13,4,24,17,0,26,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,13,82,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738353078776555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033941992397675,0.29869308388139204,0.0,0.09243618187442744,0.13545286398310538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038012634078974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169187251509198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965434510609781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156876942246542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11043478413567763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17463156793068166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082692540710613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213614135404378,0.0,0.06906819787054781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10573112196776524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842378311344698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525119859783581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647303378900793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055194865979474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289588650640413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257933903865369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557379796414793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511803700627149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988423828451653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283539119928181,0.2911956800082185,0.10907750939371963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13472144442846595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nobodyyoullremember,2018/03/13,"Being prescribed risperidone for just anxiety? Normal? Does this sound normal to you? I know no one here’s a doctor but I just want your opinions? I feel like it’s overkill and wouldn’t they just give you something to take like xanax on the one off situation your anxious instead of a steady repeat prescription for anxiety? The dr claimed it was just for that but I don’t know. Though it wasn’t just the general GP who prescribed it but the dr from an acute outpatient unit. 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I can’t say yes to some potentially lucrative situations or fun adventures because I’m afraid of what people are going to think or say. I have this paralyzing need for approval, reassurance and permission and it’s making me sick and hurting the people I love. 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Kind of a catch 22. I have absolutely zero friends from high school or college, or anywhere else. So if I am having a conversation with a new person/potential friend, what do I say when they find out that I have no friends? I feel like they will interpret this as a red flag.",3.4420312499999994,4.947730390625001,3.9676250000000017,89.41487500000002,73.21875,7.620000000000001,28.425,8.238735603445708,1.6909412500000005,251,10,55,4,5,79,48,64,0.064,0.6679999999999999,0.268,0.9332,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,2,0,4,7,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,10,9,8,0,1,3,0,1,1,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,3,8,7,6,8,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,2,0,3,4,38,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724755719325948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043952449855898,0.14749911397224358,0.0,0.0,0.18870587947040707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7975743119751315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814231325319688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150022206990897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008686960586382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781743615430767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940582804644424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802778569335104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16418978556130806,0.0,0.2089542779825613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,senor_avocado,2018/03/13,"Does anyone ever feel like they’re too clingy/unwanted in their friend group? I hang out with a group of friends totaling 4 people including me. We all hang out in 2 of theirs room (college dorms) because they are roommates. The other friend spends almost all his time in there with them and I’m there too for a very good portion of the day, but sometimes we are just all sitting watching Netflix and I just feel unwanted for no reason. We just may not be talking because there’s nothing to converse about, but I still feel anxious and uneasy. I leave sometimes to see if being by myself makes me feel better, but it doesn’t. Being alone in my room makes it worse. I want to hang with friends but be alone at the same time. Either of them at once causes me some anxiety.",2.9900094607379373,5.2090449403973516,3.3078192999053933,90.55769867549671,76.41721854304636,5.638789025543993,24.69299905392621,6.5431188927421005,0.7958548722800383,610,21,119,5,14,188,92,151,0.14400000000000002,0.736,0.12,-0.6128,0,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,5,1,11,7,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,4,5,40,17,8,0,3,10,0,4,1,4,1,0,0,3,0,3,11,0,0,5,1,1,3,3,0,0,0,0,6,19,7,22,12,8,19,0,0,2,0,17,10,0,4,6,84,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127647880344847,0.3129294273040261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556943204451182,0.17066801283426536,0.0,0.10563284070386923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841838043510295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361063621109331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519224386244435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742874447365116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220385705709922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665299581020954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3055455497690984,0.10792564803915394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4668704626686597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671176898004596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996311041145805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380599852987302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016830570364969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14495736436245982,0.0,0.0,0.1608864231564414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473409058943467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532686189777964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038458042059486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.298827535577031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064604959559178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142570476061172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17618223876053615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464996866502125,0.08910599897311444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395496211688878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cane-toads-suck,2018/03/13,"Returns with a vengeance. Hi all, first time poster here, forgive any mistakes. I'm 46 and developed anxiety after a health scare in 2016. The last six months I had almost forgotten about it and hadn't felt anxious in a long time. Then last Friday I fucked up. I cut a guy off in traffic cause he was driving really slow so I went on the inside and passed him, he got insanely mad and sat right up my ass blowing his horn constantly until the next set of lights! Naturally I gave him the finger and continued driving. Then as I make a few turns, I realize he's following me. I start to worry. I make some obscure turns, and sure enough he's behind me. I start to freak out. I didn't have my phone on me and I was afraid to drive to any friends house in case I led him there!y friends would love that! No matter how I couldn't lose him cause I kept getting caught behind other cars. I finally did a complete loop and pulled up in front if the police station. He slowed and passed right along side my car (he was in a large 4x4) before pulling away. I sat there for a good twenty minutes before summoning the courage to drive home again. Ever since, my heart rate has been up, I'm jumpy and fearful and cant stop feeling generally jittery/figety just like I did with my first attack. I hate it!! I have talked about what happened with family and friends, I've vowed I'll be more patient in traffic, I've tried to forget it and use distraction techniques when my mind recalls the moment, all to no avail. I'm now trying writing it out as well! I cannot live like this and I don't know what to do. I don't have a regular gp that I can talk to so medication wise I'm on my own. I'm already on anti depressants and had diazepam when panic attacks were severe, but haven't felt this was in ages so don't have any now, and prob need to learn how to manage these feelings without meds anyway. Any help with how to deal with these sensations/emotions/feelings would be warmly welcomed! Any ideas how to rid myself of this current anxiety inducing experience that appears to be torturing me? I'm generally very normal, work, parent, sleep, eat, shit sorta thing. Occasionally smoke weed, rarely drink. Any help appreciated. Thank you on advance. 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Thought I'd figured out what I have to be, in order to live in the world and succeed in it. Thought I'd learned the hard way, what reality means when you're not in school, or university, anymore. But then I realised today that maybe I still have it wrong. That it's very possible that either my naivete or my cynicism (depending on how you look at it) are misplaced, and I'm still just young and foolish and know so little about the ways of the world. And that gives me some modicum of hope. That maybe I haven't figured it out. Because what I've figured out so far has been that things are shithouse, and I have to work fucking hard and then die. That success is a certain way and expectations rule over me and I should be a certain way for certain people. That I need to do this, that and the other thing in order to be whole, or valid, or hold my own. I need to drive, and have a relationship, and get a real job and then have kids or buy a house, all that jazz. At every level. I have to look after myself, exercise, eat well, enjoy hobbies, see friends and family, do things with my life, buy certain products . . . It's just all about fitting in and feeling valid and acceptable by society's standards. And right now I'm an outcast, socially and mentally. So the realisation that maybe I'm wrong about how I feel about the world, that maybe it isn't so bad as I feel and the judgment I pass on myself is far worse than that from other people, helps me greatly. If I can work at myself, first and foremost, then my issue with feeling like I'm not doing enough for others may be transmuted. If I can begin to change that thought pattern, one day I might look back on this at 32 or 42 and think, ""Yeah, he really didn't know as much as he thought he did. He didn't have it right at all. That's not how the world works. He was okay, but he felt like he was drowning. He was doing so much better than he thought and he had so much potential to keep it up."" And that's why I'm keeping it up. Because I've figured that out now. And even if I don't believe that I'm okay yet, even if I still feel like I'm drowning right now, or at least treading rapid water -- well I'll take it a day at a time until I do feel okay again. Because it's okay to not feel okay right now.",4.700176470588237,4.467857096078434,5.338823529411767,87.06470588235297,69.21568627450979,8.211764705882354,29.745098039215684,7.554174236665415,1.57196862745098,1909,65,426,18,30,618,203,510,0.029,0.857,0.114,0.9858,1,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,0,7,34,28,2,0,21,6,41,5,0,5,8,109,82,59,3,9,21,0,10,3,1,4,2,0,0,2,45,33,2,3,27,2,2,2,9,5,2,2,20,14,33,23,58,54,13,72,0,0,4,1,20,40,1,17,27,288,78,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349088100958083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569811113471505,0.06187342924722832,0.13551864090960666,0.0,0.0,0.08348940612684264,0.0,0.06553863189073256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07839180652403986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558141179039924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690786041608133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582650552540318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07656885090493246,0.0,0.09788948718297212,0.0,0.06243549778730086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985829997992872,0.0,0.2622831257305635,0.10587928504781112,0.07115109833547169,0.0,0.0677293682130354,0.06303250320844835,0.0,0.0,0.057252274708794515,0.06850760465684398,0.03871608409817237,0.07108694683312151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169950511146258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276458015705786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04967009593987752,0.0,0.0,0.07360161734297302,0.0,0.08550563070449484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734492887707269,0.07353641068149314,0.1317334085781094,0.0,0.0,0.0814508255950643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234157988174958,0.10860986010129517,0.0742712971891892,0.06543485606567563,0.0,0.18668513758366215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977881949139048,0.08072056882392592,0.0,0.0,0.07467902184450621,0.15722446536411055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634240664215516,0.10989379383200484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050214532236251004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027482422687796,0.06470442461662375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354069978447312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434614543921018,0.04747267792881475,0.0,0.0,0.07955955776285213,0.0,0.2531363539382091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749968218949385,0.059050992684746936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0755393107688501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775377452965094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571670160337456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769346154079835,0.04748260894844514,0.0,0.4118099901402121,0.043210418044747095,0.0,0.07024156915986679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061143249094490086,0.0,0.2352800243289773,0.0,0.0,0.13325611173447025,0.0,0.06686699297664908,0.08273404782092489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184495864831486,0.0,0.07551792189649574,0.0,0.16204135584233534,0.0,0.0 anxiety,im_angery,2018/03/13,"this How my social anxiety started and how it affected my childhood I remember when I was in kindergarten... before I became very shy, I was one of the noisiest in the class. I usually shout good morning to everybody and they greet back. Until one day, in the same school, the same classroom, I pushed the door by force and shouted good morning really loud then everyone looked at me with pure silence. Then I realized that my classmates are different. This trauma went on until I moved to a different school (because I just turned grade 1) still with some of my classmates from kindergarten. I'm still in the same school where I started grade 1. My experience in being in elementary and the rest of my childhood was boring since I don't have much friends. I had nobody to talk to because I literally had nobody (except for my family). I have difficulties when it comes to social interaction with others. Back in elementary, I was the loneliest in class and whenever a teacher assigned everybody to recite in front, I totally break just because of utter embarrassment. When there were free times, everybody is socializing except for me. I just sit in my desk looking at anyone. I'll put more later because I have to go",6.554140508221228,7.864154847533637,7.034905829596415,71.10497458893873,65.54708520179372,10.251599402092678,34.597608370702545,10.355215969177356,3.9061326756352788,973,44,160,24,15,318,121,223,0.099,0.8490000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.8099,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,15,7,0,1,10,0,14,0,0,3,2,25,23,14,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,6,9,0,0,2,0,1,7,1,3,0,2,8,5,29,5,35,14,8,42,0,0,2,0,7,14,0,1,19,125,35,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885191920676464,0.0,0.0,0.09035268972177833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19872234266317448,0.0,0.31508197669241944,0.0,0.10995556002442196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131043152884627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333534401567774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700119883404438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234739646681032,0.0,0.1264006420315314,0.1218158500095002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998340141491134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343794083275793,0.21676495814113594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170222552932452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373389829842997,0.09499058126173544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17512381288825649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990044109703416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278078074884909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463795491368871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3923285397626856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689100869142418,0.0,0.0,0.3951664449213521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292326155314015,0.0,0.20638837340042301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386106208428368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534843826573295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14055279315516114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231609522690372,0.1066189252090001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978698997526807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wario246,2018/03/13,"Social Stigma at University I am currently a sophomore working towards a BS in chemical engineering. Since my freshman year, I tried my best to socialize, and I found it very enjoyable to assist and befriend students in my major. As a result, I would often study with them for exams. My last semester was academically excellent as I received a 4.0, and my peers started viewing me as the smart kid. Recently, I haven't been doing as well on exams as I have on exams in the past, and it's kind of taking a toll on me. I spend a lot of hours studying, and I just ""choke"" during the test. I feel that if I don't outperform my peers, I'm letting myself down. Recently I've been receiving mid B's to low A-'s, and I know there are students that would kill to have those grades; however, I feel like it's just not good enough. I feel that my peers will think less of me because I've always done exceptionally well. I recently got off Prozac as it was making me extremely drowsy. The reason I got on Prozac was not due to academic anxiety, but rather depression from a rough breakup. How can I be less hard on myself? How can I overcome the fear of my peers thinking less of me?",5.509068056407108,5.663233987124463,6.650928877988965,77.02146995708155,67.49785407725322,10.090619251992642,32.093500919681176,9.957137785484203,3.0323638258736967,921,36,181,20,14,311,132,233,0.084,0.852,0.063,-0.7634,2,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,3,9,13,1,1,12,0,20,2,0,5,0,31,33,16,1,4,8,0,5,1,0,3,2,0,0,1,8,7,0,0,8,0,1,2,4,4,2,0,9,6,34,9,32,19,7,26,0,2,1,0,6,14,0,3,11,131,42,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101184652738102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112557918915764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865456308024687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15262288549087946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252611678253585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14882837863028742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502710913488541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365247681812242,0.22060577457940184,0.10389731285849853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945969904467933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198224003063238,0.2326319962263808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027933759541574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322213889776056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608999872074827,0.15144601474317246,0.07992613385717552,0.1185472470358906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14871502231447345,0.0,0.07105118254476606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364187469822673,0.0,0.0,0.09707760877922818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388321859034874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14952927185637788,0.4307924138735409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030362094618754,0.0,0.0,0.29650111069497875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10293817501366163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093474625431292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18637509594163373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09873941167850044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199973966104274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615233362207051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587690371893227,0.0,0.0,0.20662275882573766,0.0,0.0,0.09365403745899133 anxiety,JohnPershing1819,2018/03/13,"Engineering student study procedure I’m a junior engineering student whose grades have been slipping recently. I did very well Freshman and Sophomore year, but have decreased consistent from a A/B to a C/C-. I have intense anxiety related to school, grades, competition with class mates, etc. I know I can fucking get through this and graduate, but...I sometimes doubt myself and go intro spells of depression (panic attacks, lonely, moody). I have a hard time even picturing my success and honestly doubt my ability to graduate. Are there any engineers who have advice? That have experienced similar problems? Solutions? Thanks :) ",5.864583333333332,9.449552701923082,6.170769230769231,66.25756410256415,74.86538461538461,10.389743589743588,38.47435897435897,10.125756701596842,5.651085897435897,507,31,68,18,12,162,77,104,0.207,0.596,0.197,-0.3277,0,2,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,3,13,2,3,4,0,10,1,0,0,0,10,16,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,2,2,8,4,7,14,1,4,0,2,0,1,3,0,1,2,3,42,12,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239589780116518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673270165231618,0.0,0.1875641596286088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789308139686344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21117557367402426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734436167064638,0.16194091728988114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22666753414950325,0.12809788575173642,0.0,0.13934302710239266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963561678541335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347460466947597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28766917091962396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23460681283477236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420884213720001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481380683666472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424920439290836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257313673207324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296805379245667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20230147545747493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204487692169337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15788967507364401 anxiety,velvetscar,2018/03/13,"can't calm down and stop the racing thoughts about my morality I stopped eating meat a while back and I keep obsessing over the fact that I used to eat it. It's not the meat itself obviously, but the fact that I used to pay to have living being murdered for me is something I can't think about. I've been agonizing about this for weeks, first denying it and trying to find some sort of justification- then, failing to find one, obsessing over cognitive psychology and trying to figure out how I could do something like that, and now I just feel like I'm going to explode because I can't hold all that anxiety in. I don't know how to calm down. 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It was only my 4th day at work as a dishwasher. First 3 days were easy because it only paperwork and watching videos. They put me in the kitchen and told me to have at it. I had a little anxiety from being in an uncomfortable/new place and meeting new people. The moment I saw the dishes pile up, I had a panic attack and ran out of the building. I called the manager from outside and told him I can’t do it. I have a doctor appointment in the morning. I don’t want to go on medication and I’ve tried therapy 3 times but it didn’t have any effect. Any advice on how to handle this situation would be great. Thank you. 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After graduating college I moved back to my hometown with my parents to save up to move where I want to. Despite the time that has occurred since, I've had a few panic attacks and flashbacks to when I was bullied in highschool if I encounter an area where the bad memory occurred in my hometown, so I avoid them. What I can't avoid is when I run into old bullies a few times like tonight. Most situations like this one it's just a random pass-by where I don't make eye contact with the person but it still gives me chills whether I want to or not. Harder scenarios are when I run into a mutual acquaintance that happens to know and be with the bully and they'll be like ""Hey did you know this guy? Here's so and so."" But in that case I just try and play it as chill as I can be and leave when I can. I would expect them to not be an asshole this time, but they still turn out to be aggressive in behavior, and it triggers my fight or flight response. I just wish I could face them head on and squash the anxiety and fear but I just don't know what to do other than what I described. 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Bear with me because I don't know where to even start. I've had very bad anxiety since I just started my new job. I don't want to go to work and I hate waking up in the morning knowing I have to go there. I wish i could leave it, honestly. its not a bad job, it really isnt. It's different from what i worked before, which was part time retail jobs. This job is an actual 9 to 5 job with great benefits, but it is very overwhelming. I have costant fear that I'm doing everything wrong, I'm afraid that I'm giving wrong information, I'm afraid any day now they're going to let me go. I don't think I'm cut out for this job. I've had panic attacks, I've lost my appetite, Ive felt sick to my stomach, and so much more. But I can't leave this job. I know i have to try my best and stay. I'd be letting my family down if I leave. I've already talked to my family about my anxiety with this job, but they just brush it off as me being lazy and just not wanting to work. Having them say this makes me think maybe I am over reacting. I can't help but constantly feel horrible and put myself down. I have no motivation for anything. I don't want to be alone and I don't want to get up from bed. I'm just so tired and I don't know what to think anymore. I want it all to stop. I'm so frustrated with feeling this way. Thank you for those who read this and sorry if it's just a mess.",0.1211650485436877,1.8014655016181251,2.5182621359223307,95.35331553398059,83.30420711974111,6.320647249190937,19.037864077669894,7.42949916751922,0.20890757281553365,1076,27,268,17,30,369,154,309,0.254,0.662,0.084,-0.9942,9,1,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,2,6,13,20,4,5,4,0,28,4,2,3,1,51,64,18,0,10,13,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,23,13,0,2,12,1,1,5,12,15,0,0,5,5,38,5,34,53,5,25,0,2,0,0,9,9,0,2,9,160,61,13,0.0,0.0,0.07601160506225886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08067288539698828,0.08595604061723984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05296940463096035,0.0,0.11917472418039955,0.0,0.07724818696631695,0.0,0.0,0.06409868924675771,0.0,0.0,0.08861368527427371,0.0,0.0,0.13007355919747302,0.04748239585009058,0.0,0.06628057220924005,0.0,0.08174311634812698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841738562291228,0.0,0.062190627692125,0.0,0.0,0.05023406079134311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138082824817731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05144709999436057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07000453652578613,0.0,0.1468597720932226,0.08765044252817744,0.07876932934189762,0.0,0.0747887802074489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04069548850053075,0.07472134888563538,0.1770718548177973,0.0,0.0,0.08587648643214743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690247600748795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052209536817205235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6183683551612656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17123018577796445,0.0,0.0,0.2474299547692932,0.0,0.15930021677506231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08502859793539944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05199368524396437,0.0,0.07825323986139326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057259770029980686,0.057756120322369625,0.0,0.07522882552865458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138977874939737,0.0,0.08434972192546696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830323054361044,0.0,0.0,0.0779133340324311,0.0,0.049899773278792914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061943047766397065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443327848557052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719400265525633,0.1102650783955784,0.08302278023619727,0.0,0.13024282640001406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260684428942699,0.0,0.07171272350906402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973063609972875,0.0,0.0,0.045419600447818585,0.08952568903294013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052883728354510766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285385362889719,0.22971435142014626,0.06182724665674855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957224947420536,0.0,0.0,0.1701194686125885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17032590683941254,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cirquedujerk69,2018/03/13,"Wellbutrin Concerns? I’ve been taking Wellbutrin for almost four weeks now after having a bad experience with Zoloft. I’m currently taking 150mg/day for anxiety & depression, and my doctor said that it might help a little with my OCD. I usually take it in the morning, and honestly I feel like it doesn’t do anything for me. I feel the exact same, almost as if I haven’t taken anything at all. Do I need more time with Wellbutrin? Or should I ask to try something new? I’ve noticed that my sex drive has increased, but as far as mental health goes, nothing’s changed. 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I just had (still trying to control) a panic attack. Is there any doctor around here? I had to take some vallium. Couldn't breathe, my heart was crazy... Seriously is there a doctor around here that can tell me I'm not having a heart attack or anything that will kill me? I'm so sorry, it's just I think I can never overcome this... I'm losing hope on this. I just want to be normal.",-0.05009513742071904,2.224921453488374,2.0032769556025407,94.62512684989431,90.27906976744184,4.057505285412264,15.957716701902747,5.565023196281405,-0.6857069767441857,319,7,69,2,11,106,57,86,0.256,0.654,0.08900000000000001,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,1,17.0,0,0,0,2,11,8,3,1,3,0,12,6,3,1,1,16,20,2,1,4,5,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,1,9,2,7,14,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,3,3,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712421575347573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417329260382916,0.3066474297121216,0.0,0.3918793675361897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317373975285526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525751548324589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708608288948536,0.12304315265782008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4081934141902249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106604062361125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905500839619857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414425031647185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926844570330147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283655957091756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16875158363880033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020780908994854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280052797561945,0.0,0.0,0.13754534318448464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949763719840968,0.0,0.15053906591586189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035982909776723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795627666246898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693477117206598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015873727290378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,caysaw,2018/03/13,"Anxiety in the workplace Today, I found myself running to the bathroom and having a pretty serious anxiety attack from a simple, cordial conversation with my boss. I ended up having to leave work early because I was so shook up from the entire experience. How do you guys deal with anxiety in the workplace, whether it be involving your boss or coworkers or workload, etc? I could really use some help. I’ve struggled with anxiety for most of my life, and now that I’ve entered the workforce, it’s heightened a bit. 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It triggers everytiime I feel he lies to me, i'm heartbroken and confused, I want to believe in him but it's so hard and this is toxic but I can't walk away. 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Hey guys does anyone else have this problem where when you get home from work and on your days off you spend a majority of that free time thinking about work? I try to distract myself with the gym and cleaning but it's like a loop thought that never goes away. Can anyone relate to this? Could use some advice to get my head out of my job ",2.81372807017544,4.222265197368427,3.3236842105263165,93.79412280701756,74.65789473684211,5.592982456140351,20.561403508771924,5.46131890053228,-0.23226491228070234,289,6,64,1,6,90,61,76,0.047,0.878,0.07400000000000001,0.4762,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,0,2,3,4,0,1,3,0,4,1,1,1,1,13,9,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,4,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,9,3,13,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,5,41,14,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011527196797164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128239779973636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2878680402445688,0.21091605965130208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340139175737375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.164353234620691,0.0,0.0,0.1327552186812084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18013936286391213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195996329206034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21509463460129372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038223256440905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112598935556147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064827758604811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085456407553653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10056715323338757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078482503348089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15876301222151787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969691630175302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13189937282634498,0.0,0.16342067315663542,0.1200318846391644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13975758303797262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17778696554357348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997202416291899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChanceVance,2018/03/13,"Can Conquering Anxiety be A Case Of Feeling Worse Before You Can Feel Better? Or am I just thinking of it in too much of a black/white manner? I've read a few comments around here recently that talk about focusing on work and a career can help to alleviate anxiety. Now I have no doubt that being out there and discovering things aren't as horrible as you think they are would help immensely to gain confidence and if not improve your social skills, at least put you in a position to meet new people. However nobody has replied when I've asked what one should do when the pursuit of jobs is extremely anxiety provoking in of itself. The fear that you're not good enough. The fear of failure, the fear of succeeding because you wonder whether you can continuously live up to the pressure of expectation. Handing in an application in person or calling up to ask about positions is terrifying to me. Looking online is different, that sort of anxiety is down to sure I have my skills but what happens if I'm not as good as I think I am or not to their expectations? I avoid it because I don't want to know the answer. However I know that at some point the only way to change is to expose yourself to what makes you anxious and pushing through it in spite of the way you feel. Is that what it's about though? Is it about accepting you're going to feel bad or is it more about changing your mental perception and thoughts so that what might hurt you doesn't affect you as much? Is there no set way on how one approaches reducing the impact of anxiety on their lives? I've made a lot of small steps in the past few years and I've cut out a lot of the superfluous nonsense I used to concern myself with in the past. Yet I'm still incredibly anxious because all that's left is what matters which is actually quite stress provoking indeed. 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Recently prescribed Prozac but not really seeing any changes. Working on counseling. I’ve been having more and more issues with being alone. I’ll hang out with friends and then when I feel I’m just hit with strong feelings of depression, overanalyze all the shit I did wrong or was embarrassing. Or worse someone stops responding to my texts and I just immediately think I’ve done something wrong and they’re ignoring me. I’m just wondering what kind of techniques people use to stay calm and stop disastrous thoughts",6.890022123893804,8.641901929203541,6.417865044247787,74.20785951327436,65.10619469026547,10.251769911504423,35.36393805309734,10.411451182825502,4.0077619469026535,510,24,85,13,8,158,85,113,0.266,0.569,0.165,-0.9153,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,12,2,1,2,0,6,3,2,1,1,29,19,10,0,1,7,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,0,5,3,5,4,13,12,4,11,0,2,1,0,5,2,2,4,6,45,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472317169628895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18278726765443476,0.0,0.11472234238854932,0.0,0.12905566531036208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784630983043138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739231374748986,0.14530176880147244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17263951021904925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060040665806794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13033783481399766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587656354319936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130766033792666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760798259100745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567594332823988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434234041042156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12508952020171138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169559069606685,0.1473030486615899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807406492642836,0.0,0.16657170722787354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443271152621752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34633793423699183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14293965707065712,0.12987413297567674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17981262743397433,0.0,0.28208287837128937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809667341845254,0.0,0.1339296067714745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570334293949566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294884266141834,0.12281620595325167,0.0,0.171920547780958,0.0,0.36889572647093904,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Respectable_User,2018/03/13,"I just got a match on tinder. I know this may seem dumb to some. However, I recently made a tinder account to see if I can meet new people while at college. For the most part I've been anti-social and depressed. Well, now I got a match on tinder and kind of freaking out. I didn't expect something like this to happen, lol.",1.7279601990049755,3.4893313731343305,3.5590298507462705,89.4351616915423,78.55223880597015,5.6606965174129344,21.61442786069652,6.42735559955562,0.3868427860696517,250,7,52,2,6,84,50,67,0.18,0.746,0.075,-0.7847,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,12,11,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,5,1,6,3,9,5,3,8,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,5,5,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386171769277589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431540210450626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449886688695016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28849819239558194,0.15225587270860816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353494693570841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621452762756881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675703569827684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300011133344063,0.0,0.19206709301736688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735470521976852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076781566890846,0.2522100146378433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328163602012734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24909539513761575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dizzy12233,2018/03/13,"Please help I think I developed some sort of anxiety Whenever I go out in public and people look at me or I look at them I start shacking, just today I went to the cash register to try and buy something and when I was trying to make purchase I started shaking all over uncontrollably I just ran out of the store, this has been happening for a few days.",2.9949765258215955,4.804192464788733,4.4813380281690165,84.01008215962445,75.05633802816901,8.11361502347418,27.32629107981221,8.841846274778883,2.1690262910798115,279,11,56,6,6,93,53,71,0.092,0.833,0.07400000000000001,-0.0498,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,13,13,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,4,2,11,0,12,9,3,15,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,3,5,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361186992917465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17165134842482693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512650090832296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353646383806368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17840161145907854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470151674453325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776640399185194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1845220111666981,0.0,0.0,0.2921640383965807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049031711007312,0.0,0.0,0.3767792030468701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054474714398474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522888046099766,0.0,0.0,0.3614106898301311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24673322701035197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway15183628262,2018/03/13,"Help with “racing thoughts”? So recently I started getting these random instances where I’m just sitting there and all of a sudden my mind starts racing and my head starts going insane and I can’t think straight. It feels like I going crazy but it only lasts for little bits at a time. I looked this up and apparently it’s called racing thoughts, and a common thing I found was that it’s from anxiety and that you worry about certain things while this happens. I don’t seem to “worry” about anything I just feel like I’m going crazy. These little break outs aren’t anything serious I just don’t like them and want to knoe what’s going on. Feel free to ask any questions and just give any tips or knowledge of what’s going on. Thanks",2.7834679802955686,5.1052012827586255,3.1789408866995115,90.71836206896559,77.55172413793103,5.246305418719213,22.081280788177338,6.18269132825596,0.3402315270935965,586,17,114,4,14,181,87,145,0.119,0.721,0.16,0.7269,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,9,7,0,0,3,0,5,1,1,0,2,31,30,12,0,1,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,10,0,1,5,4,1,0,0,4,4,12,7,15,26,2,25,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,4,12,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787071786333787,0.0,0.10567157182020903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273438194517433,0.0,0.12913595882211268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15080575229282786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14104951070318228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095329920004383,0.19736486830911346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145599841175147,0.0,0.0,0.0721689312128418,0.13251001736440252,0.3925215970164991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215079257033667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417645842659781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258781771758497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259704970190992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20245481187640965,0.27689164660059995,0.0,0.0,0.11599715524407612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394752231633036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10505657472569238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547408732788795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13638993748329303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575133913070535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29331431386326723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271745542492674,0.0,0.0,0.18353921055129874,0.088510220463344,0.0,0.21932477007916196,0.08054661932343259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147458028929615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805620773063307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Agora18,2018/03/13,Klonopin for phobia Does anybody get relief from taking klonopin right before an anxiety provoking situation? ,9.946875,14.677419937500002,8.180000000000003,50.66500000000002,68.375,10.7,45.5,10.125756701596842,7.3194750000000015,93,6,8,3,2,28,15,16,0.28800000000000003,0.5660000000000001,0.146,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453733337412366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38416773931912185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950844616738649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358744545593517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855529349437529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074712244580409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394492730002753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,floopalaide,2018/03/13,"I wish my fiancé would leave me. He’d be so much happier without the responsibility of taking care of my debilitating anxiety. He’d be so much better off without my endless piles of debt. He’d be so much better off with someone who could take care of him the way he takes care of me. I wish i could make him happy but i feel that no matter what i do I’ll never conquer all my mental problems and over the years, he’ll grow to resent me the same way my dad resented my own mothers debilitating health issues. Eventually he’ll leave in a fiery explosion. The way they all do. And i don’t know if i could handle it. I love him so much, but I can’t possibly be making him happy even though he says I do. There’s no way he could be happy with someone so far gone, mentally. I don’t feel I’ll ever be stable enough to deserve the love he gives me. tldr; bad day for me. His never ending patience and understanding only makes me feel worse about how horrifically inconvenient i must be.",3.8621535181236695,4.750951736318407,5.801325515280741,79.04160447761197,71.43781094527364,8.329921819474059,25.7999289267946,8.634040054169528,1.6906884150675197,773,23,158,13,14,269,106,201,0.174,0.635,0.191,0.6082,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,3,11,14,2,0,7,0,22,3,0,4,6,35,44,13,0,10,5,2,3,0,0,4,1,1,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,1,2,9,4,0,0,1,4,33,10,17,25,9,17,0,0,0,2,22,5,0,1,6,109,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747550362725267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08159157659290793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728496502865693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29889417390176354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120838020584657,0.0,0.0,0.06302089746628982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655034060896175,0.10097021191888436,0.0,0.06454270991847222,0.08839274778651793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822952046113352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937413060477883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3120721996186148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10387110086576357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199361446948382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053703999890978835,0.0,0.0,0.20694136692597176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639105952735967,0.0,0.1956852773817024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695624454118715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28733986774364983,0.0,0.15073437585422572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431997006393175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016388598495697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350422190450423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771035031888827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16559457848521972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22041837255591776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600876650098976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172929095812562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102602903924051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22474486278885997,0.1883959350541194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995843673693128,0.06941702345618307,0.0,0.0,0.06292805838044242 anxiety,SurreptitiousZephyr,2018/03/13,"Prozac Dreams Anyone else have the weirdest dreams on Prozac? I'm going to talk to my doctor about it, but haven't had the chance yet. My dreams are very vivid and sometimes disturbing. They are so vivid I sometimes feel exhausted afterwards. Once, I dreamt that I was at work all day, got home, went to bed in my dream and finally woke up.... just in time to go to work in reality. Exhausting. Sometimes, especially if I haven't had enough sleep like now after daylight savings time, I feel like I'm going through derealization. I feel like I'm dreaming sometimes when I'm awake. I feel great otherwise. Much calmer, but in these moments, the anxiety is back. Anyone else have this issue with Prozac? If so, how did you/your healthcare professional deal with it.",3.304248826291083,6.042442147887325,3.5583380281690147,86.41224882629109,78.22535211267606,6.885258215962442,24.959624413145537,8.021203637495839,1.590995680751174,603,22,114,11,15,186,88,142,0.105,0.7140000000000001,0.182,0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,2,9,8,0,1,3,0,11,7,1,1,1,16,25,10,0,2,5,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,2,0,5,4,0,0,4,5,0,4,2,3,0,0,7,6,11,5,17,18,3,22,0,0,2,0,3,7,0,2,14,64,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405688845733108,0.0,0.0,0.1902202775958961,0.2787423805867259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459295484809568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08772330033021024,0.14023328981995087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922485709695362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22725879486312975,0.0,0.0,0.14054766879991118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751083796856542,0.19434909250691826,0.0,0.1490060691399052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319142717437731,0.0,0.10878966960446207,0.14996535601375727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644172138589095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14197221609952654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993612606890798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09999223483131964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448595903996554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612079696303295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5381191719544303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932978377241936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15863170081001174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223285998835957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12609427874054796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980520919077234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ooh_its_a_snake,2018/03/13,"Tips for traveling alone with anxiety/oCD? Hey all! This Thursday, I will be traveling to the Czech Republic by myself, to take a TEFL certification course. Initially, I was super excited about it (I still am) however my symptoms (OCD, anxiety) have seem to have increased more and more as the day approaches to leave. I traveled to the UK with a friend around this time last year, and it was my first time leaving North America. I went through something similar, crying that I really didn't want to go, had an increase in intrusive thoughts, however I went, and although I was anxious for the first 4-5 days, my symptoms generally dissipated as the trip progressed. It's also worth noting that I will have very structured days in Prague, while my friend and I just kinda went wherever the wind blew us last year, and I find structure always helps me even at home. I also went to Iceland in August and had minimal symptoms, which gives me hope. I was just wondering if anyone can give me a few pointers on how to deal with anxiety/OCD, of course if you suffer from those inflictions, or maybe just general advice on how to deal with homesickness for someone who is just starting to travel solo. Thanks!",7.348731808731812,7.734075342342344,7.3348648648648656,72.89111226611227,63.59459459459461,11.155093555093556,36.44629244629245,10.891193690592663,4.139225502425502,954,43,166,24,13,306,138,222,0.07,0.8079999999999999,0.122,0.9167,2,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,1,0,4,12,8,0,0,10,0,16,3,0,2,1,30,31,17,0,4,7,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,0,10,11,0,0,4,4,1,13,1,2,0,2,12,0,23,6,31,16,6,37,0,2,0,0,11,8,0,7,16,117,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131018903922011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987396241298827,0.0,0.18511791265075664,0.0963067415290464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885424287025241,0.13075568591839434,0.0,0.08092960310703183,0.0,0.0,0.1030350531367105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271373180231583,0.22393233682619865,0.23865015088731714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644659913467611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578622915347033,0.1969004290000872,0.0,0.0,0.1788441974787627,0.0,0.0,0.22206083552575728,0.06577893168309555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757952406470932,0.0,0.11609881447506208,0.11495807156829872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886906019020585,0.0,0.2451084520893968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162785474658306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07414738566747693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536730728460723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806794893122536,0.08910396247732713,0.0,0.0,0.08192289018802239,0.0,0.09243183128601483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609012352512787,0.08702369325151507,0.0,0.0,0.10655982217761972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188633935753486,0.1349803580249285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1392235566785194,0.0,0.0,0.09549939606040164,0.06826771942606286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4291765341324537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551742551248785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906830095636767 anxiety,RuffSamurai,2018/03/13,"Wasted 1000 dollars on an emergency room visit. This is the second time this happened this year. I am so tired of it. Every other day it is something else, today it was a heart attack, last week it was a brain tumor, constantly worried about going schizophrenic. Anxiety is ruining my life and no one can help me. I really wish I would have a heart attack or a brain tumor so I would stop living in fear and wasting my family’s money. I wish I would die.",2.8256666666666668,4.827292844444443,4.793055555555559,80.73625000000003,76.1111111111111,7.611111111111112,22.36111111111111,8.472884824447931,1.590444444444445,356,10,65,7,8,122,64,90,0.3720000000000001,0.55,0.078,-0.9828,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,6,0,11,7,4,0,0,9,15,5,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,8,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,4,0,2,2,0,9,0,4,10,0,13,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,1,8,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703435371431123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480887564923326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415673510726283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532419825036945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09866372050940628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587759691540958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780069910319228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889783459278564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422217992754674,0.1721524923108781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694582778402438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352855722491132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3625797878749344,0.10254371371358464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470452284387284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805898158939786,0.0,0.0,0.13508999772036287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366770026231577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980071530492315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777658253484227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279036735220558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892077346254424,0.1758356267045051,0.14501343761125213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271664710648772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518541502838167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15536534958596818,0.0,0.3260319390662094,0.0,0.0,0.0985183742832073 anxiety,equinox42017,2018/03/14,"Struggling with depersonalization from anxiety I recently went on a trip for spring break with my friends and was basically drunk the whole week. I didn’t seem to have much anxiety on the trip but when the time came to come home I became very anxious for some reason. I woke up the next day and felt like I was experiencing depersonalization, which I’ve had before because of panic attacks during bad trips on weed. I didn’t think alcohol could cause this but what I’m experiencing is really scary and I’m anxious all the time and keep thinking that I’m going insane or that I’m going to lose control. I haven’t smoked weed in about 5 months and I don’t plan on going back to it because of these unpleasant experiences, but I didn’t know that alcohol could potentially cause issues too. Does anyone have any advice as to how to combat this?",5.6281706636921385,6.731948147239264,6.47743446737312,75.01540435025099,67.52760736196319,9.362855549358617,28.31511433351924,9.573946990214177,2.4472625766871166,680,22,128,14,11,225,101,163,0.252,0.7170000000000001,0.03,-0.9899,0,0,3,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,1,2,6,0,13,3,0,5,1,28,30,12,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,9,9,3,2,6,1,0,9,5,5,0,0,10,3,10,2,21,18,4,26,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,3,11,76,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13234666947781845,0.0,0.28948017936618137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210124799977426,0.0,0.20721661690394333,0.30600867035163976,0.0,0.09470012743585343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15407820911865625,0.0,0.10414206390813108,0.1130835547173355,0.16512127883183866,0.0,0.11524621545476273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549029114884443,0.0,0.27826053285891034,0.0,0.11666627837179687,0.0,0.0,0.15190319437843147,0.21626954141697646,0.0,0.0,0.08734513297276125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185211154731358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248257406856662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300399738580557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10463765817560383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23091450991345075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585353324171415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14136018648377527,0.0,0.12038190139357005,0.0,0.0,0.074432183612679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616727733284719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151844431771913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810386825979383,0.0,0.09956117718678008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14403791594564325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890517810960986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676388616979798,0.1392509518622852,0.13372689048817255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329601337879335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14158730367456146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735640733824001,0.0,0.0,0.15794785363512046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11174903409579767,0.0,0.0,0.10863873573940183,0.0,0.0,0.12555069750270978,0.0,0.15120966039171516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ForlornFurball,2018/03/14,"I feel like my life is going to be ruined forever in just about 2 months Before I get to my big problem, I'll give you some context. English is not my first language and it most likely shows so be warned. I live in Québec, a french Canadian province. If you're not familiar with the education system here well. let me explain a little. I am currently in cegep. Basically, it's the bridge between high school and university. You are obligated to go there if you want to enter university. So here I am. I hate it, it feels useless and like a complete waste of time to me. But that's not the reason why I'm feeling so terrified. I fucked up real bad. First session (about 4 months long) I failed half my classes. I was extremely unmotivated, depressed and scared about my future. I was in a program that is meant to just explore and figure out what I want to do next, it's just the obligatory classes like french, english, philosophy... I felt like it was such a waste of time and it made me more anxious than anything. Second session, just as terrible. I was going there because of my parents, they want to see me study. So I went, because there's litteraly nothing else in my life to do at the moment. Failing once again though had me in trouble. They told me I couldn't come back for the next session. Meaning that I had around 7-8 months without school (because of the 2 months vacation). So I worked, made a lot of money and felt like I wasn't so useless anymore. But eventually I'd have to go back and try again. I'm currently in my third session now, in cinema. My big dream is to become a filmmaker. It's highly competitive and complicated, not necessarely achievable through school but I need education if all goes to shit and I'm forced to find another job. Now for the big problem. If I fail this session, I can't come back for 3 fucking years. What the hell would I do if something like this happened? My parents would be immensely disappointed, I would feel like a lazy sack of shit and my life would be fucked. What, I would work for 3 years and then come back? It's 3 years! So much can happen. I don't expect to be at the same point in 3 years, weither that's positive or negative. The point is, I most likely wouldn't come back after so much time simply because I would've been forced to take my life in a new direction. I am terrified and angry about this. Angry about cegep, angry about myself for being so unmotivated and anxious about everything related to it. I feel like I have 2 months left to live. It's not good. I am halfway through the session and I don't feel confident. I have missed class due to my anxiety. I don't have a car so my family or friends will take me to cegep and it's complicated. I will often be very limit with the time. Sometimes late. I decided to skip sometimes just because I couldn't enter the class after being 10 minutes late. I couldn't bring myself to do it. All things like that that are bringing me down and I feel like such a piece of shit. I just had to get this off my chest. It's driving me insane. I have never been so afraid of anything, yet I'm still such a slacker. There must be something wrong with me. TL;DR: If I fail my classes, I can't come back for 3 years and I would be so incredibly fucked. Feels like I have 2 normal months left in my life before it's ruined forever. 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Okay. First things first: I am going to a therapist now, but just for two more sessions. So, what I've began realizing these past weeks is that I feel this irrational fear of most things. The future (especially marriage and having babies), social situations (having to talk to someone at work, talking about difficult stuff) and weird stuff (thinking about the X-files theme stresses me out and makes my heart beat). Whenever these situations come up and I have to make any decision at all, my heart beats hard and I begin to shake. Even typing this down makes me uneasy. There's just so many things that stresses me. So many weird and unreasonable things: having people stare unblinkingly at me, people turning fast towards to me and faces in general uneases me. Sometimes I feel like I just want to cry my face out for no reason at all. And I have this stomach ache almost all the time. I just want to be able to do things. I want to do things with other people, but the thought of the commitment and having to talk and bond with others stresses me very much out. Sometimes my thoughts aren't so intrusive (and especially not when I'm AT my therapist for some reason). What can I do? My therapist says that I probably don't need anymore sessions, but I don't know. How can I know? 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Doctor really didnt provide much advice on taking it so am hoping anyone here could help. main questions being: 1) how long does it last? 2) how long before anxiety inducing event should I take it? 3) how long till you feel some effect? 4) how long after taking is it safe to consume alcohol? 5) how long after consuming alcohol is it safe to take? 6) any other situations it is unsafe to take? 7) interactions with nicotine? Caffeine? 8) safe to take on empty stomach? main questions for now, any advice would be appreciated because I am sorta scared of this drug, initially was hoping to get some sort of beta blocker but doctor was insisted on this. 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We are very close. She came to me shaking and crying for me to please not be mad at her for pulling her hair out. I told her I wasn’t mad at her at all, but I’m at a loss as to how to help her. She knows it’s anxiety induced but doesn’t know what’s making her anxious. She mentioned she feels like no one likes her and everyone hates her but she does have a good group of friends. Her and our mom do fight and I think part of the problem is how Mom reacted to it. She told her, “Now I have to pay money that I don’t have to a doctor” and didn’t even ask what was causing her hair pulling. My sister is my best friend and I love her more than anything but I don’t know how to help her. 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I’ve been using escitalopram for about a year, and I’ve increased my dosage from 10 milligrams to 20 in that time with my doctor. I found that right after I started using my medication my anxiety was very well-curbed, and then about five months ago, it started to get very bad, which prompted the bump up to 20. Now I’m having the same kind of situation: things that were fine a month ago are now very big anxiety triggers that are causing me a lot of difficulty working and just living in general. Is it possible that I need to move to a higher dose because my body has gotten used to the medication? If so, will I be chasing that forever, or is there a point where the dosage will sort of balance out with my body chemistry and be the “right” amount? I’m sorry if this is a very basic question, but I’m looking for some direction before I get started with another expensive trip to the doctor’s office. Any advice is appreciated. Thanks!",7.621295336787561,6.886287943005183,7.955652849740933,72.39990414507777,63.35233160621761,10.82880829015544,36.39844559585492,10.125756701596842,3.582892642487046,795,33,147,15,10,262,117,193,0.05,0.8759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,0.8199,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,0,0,12,0,15,7,2,5,1,28,32,11,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,1,5,1,12,3,25,23,8,27,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,7,14,96,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562388862446125,0.20977244131569808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046371308712526,0.124072006355662,0.27155036611693656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879478182174273,0.07212861656628605,0.0,0.10068417764275876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628604090011433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155033816417354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221725556566526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297350874061407,0.0,0.0,0.12363779179549912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321522038312625,0.06502723900846066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10448139705841744,0.0,0.09936153887772492,0.0,0.0,0.10059400285547428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383959948524324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18888861613006067,0.12575864792099445,0.0,0.08773502226468914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185350208501624,0.13339143003476645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254886521932785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20209443021615847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300003535559365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13245293696334645,0.2512489339845824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893594234882104,0.0,0.0,0.07860855883235614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899510622079047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3065793045545968,0.0,0.39051554294984936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638660767142218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614056994061252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619614741826286 anxiety,snook342,2018/03/14,"some of the weirdest times i get anxiety. do you Relate? First of all, no idea why every first letter in each word of my title is in caps. Sorry it looks clickbait-y (**edit**: it just looked that way when I wrote it so this is embarrassing) Weird times I feel anxiety: - When I really like a show or movie or something and start thinking about how it was written. I get so freaked out that I can't figure out the exact line of thought that the writers experienced when writing the plot/joke and I panic. Maybe because I feel I couldn't have written it? - When I'm drunk or happy. I constantly question any feeling of happiness or relaxation to the point where I just can't feel that way anymore. There are still times I feel very happy, but with an under tone of anxiety? Hope that makes sense - Telling anyone about the bad shit in my life. I'm a pretty privileged person when it comes to financial situations, but my parents' alcoholism and the fact that my 'mother' ran away/abandoned only a few hours before my high school graduation ceremony has taken a huge mental/emotional toll on me. My dad was an un-emotional a-hole (he's gotten better over time) and my younger sister frightened me (she would chase me around with a knife), so I've always been disconnected with my family. I'm always questioning everything. Everything I do is somehow incredibly stupid. Any input or advice? I'm just so tired.",2.9568045112781967,5.5988611090225575,4.173646616541357,82.06016917293233,78.88721804511276,7.258646616541352,24.913533834586467,8.306716005460428,1.927009022556392,1109,41,200,23,28,362,163,266,0.151,0.737,0.111,-0.8461,1,0,2,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,0,3,20,15,2,2,14,0,15,5,1,2,3,46,40,21,0,3,10,4,5,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,13,12,2,0,11,3,0,2,4,7,0,2,10,8,26,8,22,28,4,32,0,0,2,0,14,13,1,10,16,125,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233638013551943,0.0,0.11191952844072507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742797273600531,0.0,0.0,0.1424336307585035,0.0,0.2403437717195337,0.0,0.10385938652492598,0.07322638551007818,0.0,0.0,0.09322774649051246,0.0,0.0,0.09839289459836664,0.0,0.0874412759179304,0.0638395889585656,0.0,0.08911354218804314,0.0,0.0,0.0926210437042801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021159852045668,0.0,0.1131708770486219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356038005325841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823560703704275,0.0,0.18824074720873848,0.0,0.09872572052366296,0.0,0.26476136669707623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815862388440876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10942932477729893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344461824695108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11064806064557912,0.0,0.10401588223560652,0.10313335444136693,0.0,0.0,0.1182221500181596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07397059746167993,0.051163506209738634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588580239619894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990497077896274,0.0,0.10521066972272118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10553850067521732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964833233946181,0.0,0.12287261006785638,0.11628508522248968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144211844806666,0.0,0.0,0.09899928678267696,0.0,0.0,0.10654330973855697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346326735588992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06708972784989907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598762467294416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749904599162524,0.0,0.11771565839992072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806226752182524,0.0,0.11723143260794458,0.0741251273785957,0.0,0.08363378357608832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153455411185367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06710376264703594,0.0,0.08314021384741091,0.2442647277029084,0.12036636076956422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640936472467385,0.0,0.1662521843029177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449832106946623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439386950099892,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wineismyspiritanimal,2018/03/14,"Anxiety support from SO My (25f) bf (26m) can often see how much my anxiety affects my life and often asks how he can help we through the tough parts, anxiety attacks, other moments like that. I’ve been managing it without help for about 4 years now and most days I’m still learning how it affects me and it’s been hard for me to help him help me. What do you tell your SO about how they can help you manage it?",4.750348837209302,4.425891011627911,5.524976744186045,86.0863023255814,69.11627906976744,8.74046511627907,31.153488372093026,8.238735603445708,2.0109562790697675,321,12,71,4,5,105,58,86,0.112,0.6970000000000001,0.192,0.8689,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,1,0,12,4,1,0,1,0,6,1,0,6,0,15,10,9,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,12,2,8,8,3,5,0,0,1,0,15,0,0,3,6,50,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44163488732339823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989999152227346,0.21892167253057726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410413326570295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238323686731336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6449229081654961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592195978914312,0.094013625309898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414612718665349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20838747586512307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334513538449324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153678193205509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183720390658232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819596448107374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18549969272636596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392130955570364 anxiety,genebytrash,2018/03/14,"A concern. Ok just to tell you in advanced, this is a long story and read everything before you comment. Ok here goes... Lately I have been getting panic attacks with no explanation. Like I would get butterflies in my stomach and a knot in my throat for no reason. I don't know why that happens and its been happening for the last week. Today at lunch, as usual there was the authority watching over us to make sure nothing happened. There was at least 5 adults standing in a line shoulder to shoulder just watching us. But the adults were lunch ladies, a janitor, and my principal. There was also a cop but on the other side of the lunchroom. I was eating and talking to my friend when all of the sudden I glance over at all the adults watching us. It made me panic but i dont know why. I started having a fast heart rate and feeling extremely uncomfortable. But I wasn't panicking because it was creepy that they were watching over us. After I suddenly panicked I put my hands on the sides of my head and tried to cover my face. A minute passed and one of the luchladies came over and asked if I was okay. I said I was, but i knew I wasn't. 3 minutes later I knew the bell was about to ring soon so I knew I had to get my books and stuff from the cubby that I put them in. The problem was the cop and the principal were standing in front of that cubby. (My principal is a really tall and muscular african man who acts tough 24/7). I told my friend to come with me. (My friend was feeling similar because she was having PTSD flashbacks from when the cops arrested her Dad multiple times.) We walked over And you could tell that I was in a worry by my face. I was also shakey. I went up to the officer and said in a s hakey voice ""...um...my books....yeah right there...."" I looked and they weren't so I looked in the other cubby that my principal was standing in front of. To my right I see my friend pick up our books from the cubby that I looked in. I say ""oh"" and then my principal goes ""hey"" and gives me the come closer finger. He says ""are you okay you look not okay?"" I say In an uncomfortable tone ""yeah I'm just um... anxiety"" he goes ""okay"" and I walk away. I literally almost shit my pants while talking with him. Since i was still shaken up along with my friend we went to the councilor and talked. She helped us calm down and let us do coloring pages for 20min then sent us back to class. So after that incident today, I wondered what couldve caused it. I've never been diagnosed with any anxiety. I have ADD and take Mydayis(Longer lasting type of Adderall with the same Ingredients) and one of the things I have to call my doctor about is if I have worsening anxiety. I haven't talked with my doctor yet. I thought it wouldnt be my medication because i took Adderall before Mydayis and one pill is just stronger than the other, no change in ingredients. If you consider looking up Mydayis there isnt much out there because it came out last year. Anyway, could you explain if you think I might have anxiety? I haven't been stressed or worried lately. Ive never been that rattled by authority in my life. I only get anxious when talking to adults. Thanks!",2.474317972599774,4.629455028753996,3.5147392646342115,88.76152461146911,77.78594249201278,6.608285049006335,24.348188660854497,7.653070788468383,1.186592223967076,2472,86,505,37,59,794,271,626,0.1,0.8059999999999999,0.093,-0.76,0,0,0,0,0,0,89.0,10,8,3,1,26,22,2,3,35,7,53,21,12,5,5,84,96,45,0,9,15,1,4,1,5,3,6,7,0,5,23,40,3,0,12,3,0,17,15,7,1,3,41,23,93,15,76,48,6,89,0,0,12,0,60,38,1,8,32,353,116,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06033342818704191,0.0,0.0,0.0963666116573478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040973258775402366,0.0,0.18436970728104565,0.06806733193162194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056327256511331664,0.06854506829141703,0.056608506159267165,0.046329879633366135,0.0,0.14691563977328242,0.0,0.10253960964188764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06152377728592444,0.13782391043159006,0.0,0.06189514836887676,0.0637383665329742,0.10380310186681677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621224552502368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06115426192310936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12334044641233124,0.0,0.0,0.07061460684384617,0.0,0.0,0.06165258611064948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05415039135340074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609301942730171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327517780264835,0.0,0.1259162184616328,0.05779897254402563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15984128097851658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06183568213693155,0.0,0.0,0.07139861847713061,0.040385480589391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06622557645229811,0.14733966337870136,0.13593320557078548,0.0,0.0,0.061611500548066314,0.04255759563845265,0.02943596352385157,0.0,0.0,0.10664181238584222,0.2529814924369081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05701166637043244,0.040218513593460174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069730325228505,0.0,0.06391758938643316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04429197177510152,0.0,0.09293973402715124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057813182869682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248444331900345,0.04582417389201018,0.0,0.14138490248150393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576527913090286,0.07043107602777834,0.12113930863923973,0.0,0.0,0.06026805888430248,0.0,0.03859881638523943,0.06194883792875959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290933724806052,0.11462643095104227,0.14374383909836752,0.0,0.0,0.04801284704061714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184755954149235,0.049840873453838204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264650152733036,0.0,0.048117128498102006,0.0,0.06901818052761112,0.0,0.06897384311426095,0.0,0.0,0.05678656500430676,0.0,0.045301820512519866,0.24214038746082706,0.10532537723130787,0.05547171991637484,0.0,0.0,0.040028588035852485,0.038606891042493985,0.0,0.04783316241355988,0.035133282233195284,0.0,0.11422323529666052,0.05757313288746575,0.06694191553688487,0.04090698587182077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5073280894061094,0.0,0.06635879462158709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04833032265202285,0.0,0.0,0.11170795901100926,0.10873567267508943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534045694114818,0.0,0.12237716155850205,0.0,0.04280111726613362,0.0,0.0,0.038800154082831315 anxiety,littlebattery,2018/03/14,"My therapist is leaving Me.. Hey people of Reddit. I hope my story and question reaches some of you, because I'm really afraid.. I'm a young woman who has been in therapy since last year for depression, anxiety and panic disorder caused by PTSD. One of my main problems is seperation anxiety and has made me very dependant on the support and help from my therapist, also a young woman. Her goal was to start EMDR therapy with me soon, but since we began the introducing scheme therapy to that, my symptoms of anxiety and panic attacks got worse, so we haven't done it yet. My days are still horrible, but I somehow can get through it, because I think the worsening of the symptoms also help me better to understand them. Though I do not feel like I can function normally without therapy, I do believe some kind of progress was made. But now, my nightmare came true. My therapist decided to quit her job, 2 weeks ago, which means she'll be gone at the end of April. She told me this and also addressed that the current Psychological healthcare facility she works for, doesn't have a substitute therapist for me... She just basically said that within a few weeks, my therapy will just stop. Of course she tries to get me and her other patients to other therapists, but it is commonly known here that the waitinglist for all psychologist is enormously long. (For this therapy I waited at least 3 months). My therapist confirmed my fear and my trauma, that people will always leave me. And I'm even more scared of the period of time I'll be without therapy. I'm scared to get worse, to get more symptoms, to get suicidal again.. I've talked this through with her, but at the same time I can't ask her anymore for help on this. She broke my trust. She broke my trust in the whole world. What should I do? How can I make it through such an event, when even my therapist, someone I trusted, will just leave me.. How can I make the last therapies with her still worthwhile? tl;dr. I have seperation anxiety and my therapist is leaving me in a few weeks, without being able to give me a subtitute therapist on short notice. I'm afraid I'll loose trust in everything and get suicidal again. What should I do? How can I make the last therapies with her still worthwhile? edit: spelling",5.460279720279722,6.773447044289045,5.9953916083916114,77.54847202797205,68.06759906759908,10.00904428904429,32.71491841491841,10.203070172399654,3.479060233100233,1798,79,328,46,30,582,199,429,0.182,0.72,0.099,-0.9909,2,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,2,1,1,5,25,23,1,7,19,0,35,3,0,10,2,60,67,25,2,5,12,0,1,1,0,6,3,1,1,2,19,18,0,2,7,0,0,2,7,13,0,1,12,2,60,10,49,46,11,49,0,3,0,0,31,14,0,6,34,235,79,4,0.05151250261233421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04566272547927955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12358358918438725,0.0428625287540085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15762769401006296,0.0,0.05108656076907196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0481572362658261,0.05860290830786132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280308694143158,0.0,0.0,0.05803695044990185,0.0,0.04555862244148709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589165799012321,0.0,0.05291752995476915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03322130266194078,0.0,0.044367643017993966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903779082766765,0.0,0.0,0.05271517493132182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045624787593708915,0.0,0.0,0.06804704429892804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046296115802623085,0.0,0.0,0.057965886767080414,0.026046269098318982,0.036800542158936266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147893908883196,0.04941548637584857,0.0,0.0,0.04119925409575288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358323399228468,0.0,0.0,0.05116353818922899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111821033319462,0.0,0.0,0.053642344513274084,0.0,0.12596869473356956,0.0,0.21817720979301647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025166406779374772,0.0,0.0,0.04558694380799242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748475098399424,0.10315498648461396,0.0,0.0,0.05611221675244233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111678812722346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047131542018597,0.0,0.05864732564671098,0.0,0.0,0.03490620492416372,0.0,0.0,0.12087764565371335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142456656486444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04929050808456671,0.060215358936285886,0.0,0.057705792115861285,0.05478988732749692,0.0,0.0,0.03300022822647624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04900018622873312,0.0,0.1031460030873694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522334895287384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04364637629904148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03646081448240605,0.0,0.1234138533828672,0.0430667587610907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269263408079876,0.0584557775137029,0.0,0.16062364199758106,0.0,0.041403798340875535,0.0,0.0,0.5301813248669012,0.5382898727284081,0.0,0.03300713169029212,0.05061077227335711,0.0,0.060074709051649376,0.0,0.0,0.04922240376588765,0.0,0.03497360790429717,0.0,0.0,0.05362633190541724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04250320948087363,0.0,0.0,0.12396066722806805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057511869549148185,0.0,0.14896864287104314,0.0,0.0375017154127244,0.0,0.10499128199637198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033172362778603755 anxiety,fusciasprig,2018/03/14,"Medication + Dreaming I'm interested to hear from people. I know that vivid dreams are a common side-effect for a bunch of different anti-depressants and anxiety meds but I wanted to see how people deal with it. I haven't had a dreamless sleep since I started on Sertraline over 6 months ago. About a month ago, in an attempt to stop the dreams, I switched to Lexapro. It's definitely helping my anxiety more but I'm still dreaming! Has anyone been in the same situation? Has anyone changed or stopped meds and noticed that dreaming also stopped? Are the dreams a big problem for you or are they a good thing?",3.657210031347965,6.129430551724143,4.391692789968655,82.35894984326018,75.3793103448276,7.321630094043888,30.373040752351088,8.296473431620573,2.4522517241379305,488,23,89,9,11,156,79,116,0.12,0.698,0.182,0.8549,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,4,3,0,0,10,0,8,2,1,1,0,15,15,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,3,0,3,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,8,2,14,13,3,15,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,10,57,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28296274712068603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763711731908742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24419679755879764,0.0,0.0,0.2232009014891446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884232468032226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454710876353384,0.13746869048955832,0.0,0.0,0.1667546350751773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338702096676386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988792371321616,0.0,0.10698075267613273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771546001038268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545732841440906,0.16078657707113478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547924855369786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171285443534405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22130185348079245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272169398771765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271855736162408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320279981397121,0.17940419215853806,0.1597215868757898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129701755634461,0.0,0.1274618142019434,0.4003140934114376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10603534770769246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413994344166793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pyromagick,2018/03/14,"A feelings i cant quite explain Ive only had this feeling i think twice, I'm not sure how too explain it but it's terrible. It feels like im 'racked' with anxiety combined with a very low mood at the same time, but its not the same anxiety as the 'what if' fear based one. Too be honest it feels like im grieving over something and i dont know what, its one of the worst feelings ive ever felt if not the very worst. Has anyone ever experienced this? sorry if im not explaining it very well",1.0451428571428565,2.8848148952380974,3.1145238095238104,91.43464285714286,81.0,6.104761904761905,22.880952380952376,7.1686216300943375,0.7295523809523807,384,13,86,5,10,130,62,105,0.274,0.604,0.122,-0.9642,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,6,12,0,1,7,0,7,0,0,1,3,29,19,8,1,3,9,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,11,0,0,0,6,6,1,3,2,7,5,5,6,16,4,6,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,3,5,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311239128916957,0.0,0.0,0.10562600785275222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704344690616444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732883128461129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998665936189242,0.38190723197722026,0.2158373337559876,0.1450431342788499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4895183926133014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301968142646646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14760244879054987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047269349954978,0.114889398384804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16067294805718338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629484736128318,0.0,0.16910145345808328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423740732360898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679437966154328,0.0,0.0,0.08808542121386978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3739257170779064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582280920422887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ilyidcok,2018/03/14,"Extremely stressed about work I started a new job two weeks ago and everything has been going okay. Unfortunately, I'm reliant on a lift from my boyfriend to work since I don't have a license yet. I had to skip work on Monday because he was too sick to drive me and now he's sick in bed again and it seems like there will be no way for me to get to work. I don't have money for an uber and there's no public transport running from where I live to where I work. I was honest about my lift situation on Monday and they said it was fine, but I'm really scared that doing this twice within three days will jeapordise my job. I'm so stressed that I feel like I'm going to throw up... and I guess I just needed somewhere to vent. Any advice?",3.1488093841642235,3.9876730774193554,4.1415835777126135,90.46692082111437,73.06451612903227,6.926686217008798,23.768328445747798,6.980632752743323,0.5966774193548381,577,15,131,5,11,187,93,155,0.126,0.799,0.075,-0.8237,2,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,5,12,8,0,3,4,1,14,2,0,0,0,12,27,8,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,6,4,3,0,3,6,2,16,5,20,18,0,25,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,12,81,21,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294657964510622,0.13874285748703033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064369123770968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541129717732844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094050261740692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406673677400417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07913968699079782,0.11181576050513277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177366111346474,0.0,0.1779044113011979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17242109737590267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106378998103713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293257914864694,0.0,0.13820735928134564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11605535612156005,0.0,0.151165072871995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10026878408611599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888348830286094,0.0,0.15670079979349355,0.0,0.0,0.1424871785936728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294724617752119,0.17593164130974176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078352276385688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35857933944244125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289434490246387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423589203559045,0.12554847895960788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5697311212169986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lozz2605,2018/03/14,"Social Anxiety I feel trapped within my social anxiety. It's horrendous and its coming to a point where I can't talk to people that were my friends only a few months ago. I can't create small talk with anyone, which is getting partly in the way of my relationship with my boyfriend and i’m looking for some advice as to how to escape it. I work in retail and I can talk to customers, but I can't talk to people I know I have to see regularly apart from my best friend and my boyfriend so ’talking to people I don't know’ doesn't really help. Any advice really appreciated!! 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I'm calling today and quitting... if I can build up the courage. I'm so scared. What do I say? 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Yesterday was not a great day. I was feeling dejected because I just started taking Effexor after trying several other meds in the past (most recently Prozac) and started going through the initial shitty side effects of taking a new med, *again*. Instead of calling into work, though, I went - and I'd made plans with a friend later that evening that I could have bailed on, but I didn't. I wound up having a really good time. Then I woke up this morning and went to run errands, did my makeup (which I really haven't done in a long time despite it being one of my favorite hobbies in the past) and treated myself to some coffee and relaxation before I go into work later today. For whatever reason I haven't started feeling icky yet despite it being day 3, and while I know it's likely not the Effexor kicking in, I've felt more like myself today than I have in a long time. So if you're looking for a little encouragement, good days will come for you too.",5.9697692307692325,6.440599784615388,6.964935897435898,74.07048076923077,66.53846153846155,9.166666666666668,32.66025641025641,9.075114841892004,2.9630256410256406,798,32,137,13,12,268,120,195,0.034,0.792,0.175,0.9807,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,5,9,10,0,0,11,0,15,2,0,3,0,25,33,13,0,2,5,0,3,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,6,1,0,6,5,0,0,1,10,4,17,10,23,19,3,45,0,0,1,0,4,12,0,3,29,99,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607602751662244,0.0,0.1061943599292496,0.0,0.0,0.11037416099339846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274332557365132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750288595709906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964147383209808,0.0,0.0,0.24145418881764025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277122286157289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242825419294705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620377635111832,0.0,0.11982616292066603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09641903719446296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185176483162254,0.20935017728776764,0.0,0.1375908234594788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858601009755041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194051903389368,0.1250809160437676,0.0,0.2208855494488532,0.10479933659630113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180873896409841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772460731979249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053120105880664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08456671592554074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382686424256897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598982720676437,0.12831367732295454,0.1232234957537034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14098682005548738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649991324562201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876659312341122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226139252580396,0.0,0.21831308498235685,0.0,0.3548832515670665,0.0,0.0,0.08473001206976105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313789812074927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817096370641511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RedNado,2018/03/14,"Health Issues/Fear of doctors and hospitals. Stuck in anxious loop. I'm semi just ranting 'out loud' here. I've been having a lot of issues lately, diagnosed with TMJ dysfunction and other ear issues, possibly caused by the TMJ. I'm looking into a special dentist already (waiting to save up enough for a 'down payment' before I see how I much I have to try to take out in CareCredit. Treatment for a correct orthodontic appliance to correct my jaw position is almost $4000. That is also only 'phase one.') I've been having A LOT of jaw pain, ear pain, ear fullness, hearing loss issues (Though I've had that my entire life, I've always had ear problems since I can remember.) migraines, and dizziness/vertigo that literally has me couch-ridden for days. I've missed a lot of work, sometimes a week at a time, and ended up losing my off season job because of all this. I've seen an ENT, a ""jaw specialist"" (That I was later told isn't actually a thing by another doctor...) and have been a frequent flyer at Urgent Care (A Lower level of an ER.) for the past few months. I have never seen my General practitioner... because I'm scared to get close to a doctor that I have to see all the time? Someone who will get to know me? I've never talked much about my anxiety issues, or the depresstion, dissociation, possible BPD. I'm scared that I'll be ""found out"" with those thing, and I know how ridiculous that sounds. I don't like being touched, or looked at, poked and prodded at. It makes my stomach turn. I cancelled an MRI over the summer because I was having such panic attacks, I couldn't make them suffer me if I were to do. I had even called the doctor, seeing if there was something else, a different way things could be gone about, he said no- to call the MRI place and talk to them about my worry with a panic attack before I go. I did, and the woman was SUPER nice. I was in tears with her before I could even mention the fear of flipping out while I was there. She said I could go in an hour beforehand, get sedation, and then have it done. I was crying too hard to even respond. She asked what I was afraid of, if I was claustrophobic. I'm not, but I didn't know how to answer. I'm rambling, but I haven't' made the next actual step in getting myself physical help. I really need it, it's making my mental health take a really bad tumble right now. After almost a full month of the pain easing up a bit where I could tolerate it everyday, 4 days ago I ruptured my eardrum. I've been dealing with nasty discharge, ear pain, jaw pain on top of it, dizziness, more headaches, wooziness. I feel like I'm in a different world anymore. I should have went back to Urgent Care, or to the ER, but the weight of being sick of going to get help and no one actually helping me, is just holding me back. I want to take care of myself, but I feel like the more I try (it's so hard for me to walk into a doctors office, I've been dragging my poor boyfriend with me to every appointment I've had. He helps with the anxiety issues while I'm there.) He's been telling me I need to go see someone about the eardrum rupture, and I know I need to. I've ruptured the same eardrum as a kid. E My ear is so plugged that I can barely hear out of it and it feels super full. I'm gaining the courage to go get it looked at, possibly later today. But I'm sick of getting sent home from Urgent care with a ""So see a specialist about your ears next."" I'm so scared to do that. I'm not really sure why. I know a lot of bad issues can come from a ruptured eardrum that isn't treated. Infection is a huge problem, pain, infection spreading into the brain. I obviously don't want that, but why isn't that something that drive me to get help for it? I just sit and convince myself everyday that, ""If it gets worse by tomorrow, I'll go."" Or. ""I did this when I was younger and I turned out fine (Though I had been taken to a doctor and it was pretty damn bad.) so it'll just go back to normal."" I know that's not true. I've never done doctors well, I HATE walking into a hospital. I think Urgent Care will end up trying to send me to the ER for this, I don't think this is something they can tend to fully at their offices. I don't want to go to the hospital, I can't be admitted. I'm stuck in a really anxious place with this and just wanted to ramble here to you guys. I know you guys understand the thought process and maybe someone can give me something that I can try to use to calm down and stop thinking like this. My quality of life has made a complete turn in the past year and I don't know how to handle this, and try to keep my mind in a focused, positive, and safe place. I'm always afraid to admit being scared, or struggling. But I'm struggling right now, guys. It feels like there is no 'up', only sideways. 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My diagnosis is GAD and Depressive Disorder NOS. I changed my medication a few months ago. Abilify made me really impulsive and got me in real trouble and Lexapro wasn't cutting it anymore so my doctor and I are in the process of making changes. Cool, cool. Now, I got new problems. The first kinda feels a little self harm-ish but I would hate to put that label on it and devalue people who really suffer. 1. I chew the fuck out of the sides of my nails and fingers. I mean sore and bleeding and blistering from bandaids. It's a hot mess. I used to have nice acrylic nails that I painted a few times a week happily but I won't go to the salon with broken skin and I won't let them heal. (And when they do, I can't get my anxiety to calm the fuck down enough to even sit in the salon. More on that later.) 2. If I got a scab, I'm gonna pick it. A few have appeared for reasons forgotten to time but now they are massive sores that feel just amazing to pick. I mean, the relief is real, y'all. I've always had a scab picking problem since I was a little kid. But it never felt so *good*. This picking goes on and on any time my hands aren't busy. I'm tearing myself apart and I know it's anxiety. Why? Because outside of this, it's cranked up to eleven. I'm so easily startled. I often find my body physically tensed up for no damn reason. Toes curled tight. Arms drawn up. Full fetal position. It's like I'm losing my mind when I am sitting there, playing video games and damn it if I have to remind myself to breath and that I am okay. Why? Why is this happening? I don't want to leave the house. I mean, I'm pretty much down to leaving once every other month for my doctor visits. I live with family and I've gotten to the point that I don't want to be home by myself. I get so nervous and scared that terrible things will happen. I have friends that I haven't seen in months...because I'm avoiding them, of course. I'm know I need to do something but I have no idea what. If you read all this, thank you. You're a saint.",0.06455726195699896,2.3215144930232583,2.173220710838088,93.93218736287848,88.95348837209299,5.105748135146995,19.741114523914,6.638412140308013,0.2204352786309789,1592,50,351,20,53,532,221,430,0.181,0.7,0.119,-0.9828,0,1,1,0,0,0,59.0,0,3,4,2,12,30,6,4,20,3,28,20,7,9,2,63,66,30,0,9,9,0,8,1,1,5,10,0,1,2,25,19,1,2,12,4,0,4,11,18,0,2,10,11,50,12,42,49,8,41,1,3,1,2,13,20,4,6,16,214,75,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08238713966863677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733487447239372,0.0,0.0,0.06320348971283121,0.0,0.14220017208505328,0.0,0.09217311435301206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133126996068851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032371892795031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19663982382079592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005048239510733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10651915030463838,0.1902593757242887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960335398539989,0.0,0.061387064436589915,0.0,0.07830732463917348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08761708914222363,0.0,0.09398815281071396,0.0,0.08923853181679589,0.0,0.08494695825654222,0.07905609575467584,0.0,0.0,0.07180646620654625,0.1718460628404498,0.09711632240240656,0.0,0.052820865329620784,0.0779550225150549,0.2230017152373448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437593786700586,0.0,0.0,0.09176060945169796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322802434463756,0.0,0.0,0.10724215261107503,0.0,0.10491977776190256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021565690679686,0.0,0.0,0.19682351488072328,0.0,0.0950391049544622,0.0,0.04540658159423537,0.18630384273317416,0.08206915453943348,0.0,0.0,0.10397790089405327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794360948214831,0.062039254043801915,0.0,0.0,0.3037220176967781,0.0,0.09362890569020216,0.0,0.0,0.0938445430203678,0.0,0.14837023110678993,0.0,0.06832278579045363,0.06891503467105796,0.07168230815734816,0.08976359718473371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09897979359361707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443401789520356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785987368889693,0.0,0.0,0.09455504216485544,0.0,0.17786515943924508,0.0,0.0934320002390936,0.0,0.0,0.09296677280629384,0.21157582551746987,0.1190815652572162,0.19111893258061974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305077690201444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969583810218322,0.0,0.0,0.07688226972342528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155100093484812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556815796141717,0.0,0.0,0.06174628349702986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258502071137362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027171991844458,0.0,0.0,0.10963875277077796,0.0,0.07455216260193458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25159607173338544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602306127653608,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blvckbvrr26,2018/03/14,"My anxiety makes me feel crazy. School and life has become very difficult because I’m always in my thoughts and my anxiety makes me feel like I’m going insane. I can’t sleep at night because I worry I’m going to die. It takes everything in me to go out with friends because I think I’m going to die. I can’t eat dinner without worrying it might be poisoned. If I don’t grab the second item on the shelf of the store, I panic and think something will happen. I’m also a huge huge hypochondriac. I’m always worried about my health. When I’m with friends, I’m constantly just trying to think of how to act cool and get them to like me. I don’t know how to not care and be myself. I’m sick of always worrying, I’m sick of looking and feeling crazy. I just want to feel normal. 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Later in the semester, I tried job hunting again because I need to save up for a car. I finally got a job I thought I really wanted, a job at a movie theater, but from just the training I knew it wasn’t for me and I could not handle working the concessions. So I quit after a few days. My parents were mad that I still didn’t have a job so I gave in and went back to the grocery store. I’ve been here about a month, but I am getting bad anxiety about it again. I get nauseous and feel horrible before going into work. Usually after a few hours I start to feel okay, but working long closing shifts make me just want to sleep all day, making it very hard to do any homework. I’m not a good student to begin with, and I’m supposed to be doing better this semester but I’m failing all my classes and my parents don’t know. I don’t know what to do because I want to do better in school but I’m just not motivated after working 30-40 hours a week of closing shifts where I’m literally on my feet all day, doing about 30,000 steps. I’m moving to another state in 3 months so I’m just trying to get through it until then, but my parents want me to transfer to another store in that state, and I don’t want to. I really don’t like working in retail, but I see no other choice for someone my age with on skills. I plan to tell them I don’t want to transfer, but I feel like any other job I get will be just as worse I don’t know what to do, my parents will be pissed if I don’t have a job AND fail at school, not to mention they don’t want me smoking weed anymore (which actually helped tremendously with my anxiety and depression, but now I feel like shit all the time). What jobs do you guys have that a high school graduate could get that’s not retail and is good for someone with anxiety? 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How can you get someone to understand that anxiety isn’t deliberate and that it cannot just be turned off? 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How long will i feel like yarfing my guts out? Took effexor and went for a walk, only to get hit with a wave of nausea and shivers. I'm in the bathroom trying to ride it out, but holy hell it sucks. 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I decided that one of the biggest issues with me not being about to live life how I'd like is my social anxiety. I am terrified of being around strangers and even more afraid of being around groups of people even groups of people I know. I heard or read somewhere that improv is supposed to be a safe-ish place to act out in a group situation and that it helps with being my involved in group interactions. I did some searching of the web and found that Second city even has a CBT/therapy for social anxiety style class. The problem for me is that's in Chicago and I'm not, so I'll probably be going to just a normal class. So has anyone else tried improv to help with social anxiety? And what was the experience like if you have?",6.288012820512817,6.275481006410256,6.903333333333336,76.44166666666669,65.85897435897436,9.753846153846156,30.153846153846153,9.444778638647367,2.5769153846153845,631,20,118,11,9,208,88,156,0.08900000000000001,0.828,0.083,0.2593,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,1,8,0,16,1,0,1,0,24,21,10,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,12,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,2,0,2,4,1,10,2,25,11,2,10,0,0,0,0,15,8,0,3,2,86,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3988291974859799,0.0,0.0,0.18226904961280013,0.1335454596073202,0.0,0.2320547795989477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887967644503804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25825869216200514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127494405338006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290757973149734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407341011277856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26208603980153394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13603776225612066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162969963730005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206074016022404,0.1273519590889022,0.0,0.11508978703534055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770239615260418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831959247146391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071825983846646,0.0,0.1361742208517025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14052512063861086,0.12471472038275805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303720763749092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650403015007202,0.0,0.5314478375535858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490514959222138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17698027064672645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cokodooshi,2018/03/14,"remembering to sympathize with yourself This is a very important lesson I learned in my journey with my anxiety. Sympathy and care for yourself are very important factors. Its essential to not judge yourself harshly when you find yourself overwhelmed. Anxiety is not always easy and as we develop more tools to fight it; we may also develop a sort of positive track record practicing the tools in anxiety-inducing situations. On the other hand, there may be times where our tools don't work (can't quell the thoughts) and we end up stumbling into depression. Point that I want to make is, it's okay - don't be harsh on yourself. You have to work harder than the average person. It takes a tremendous amount of effort and you can do it. 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But since I was a kid, I’ve had this weird, irrational fear that I’m going to eat something and it’s going to have an ingredient in it that I’ve never had in my life and I’m going to have an allergic reaction to it. I know it doesn’t make sense because if I was seriously allergic to anything, I’d know about it by now, right? This fear just kinda makes me afraid to go different places and try new things because I don’t want to be in a situation where my throat swells up and I can’t get help in time. I think learning more about how allergic reactions/throat swelling work might help but I’m afraid it will make it worse with my hypochondria. And of course whenever I eat something and start worry about it, my throat inevitability starts to feel tighter due to the stress and anxiety. I would greatly appreciate any advice. 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And I feel so good about it, I can finally start my road to healing :)",1.0385507246376804,3.603743869565221,3.817391304347826,81.34898550724641,88.56521739130434,10.023188405797102,29.40579710144928,9.725611199111238,4.03251884057971,91,5,18,4,3,32,20,23,0.0,0.7190000000000001,0.281,0.7925,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339246592561924,0.0,0.0,0.7513120406022659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876280292984271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244825832723701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427230751896416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3981607076188815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mstrashpie,2018/03/14,"Thinking of canceling 7 day trip due to health anxiety. I haven't slept well since Saturday night. I've gotten some sleep, but I'm so used to good sleep that it's definitely affecting me. It is now Wednesday. My flight leaves at 6am Thursday I am terrified that I am coming down with some illness as I've now got a mild sore throat all of a sudden. Terrified that if I go, I'll be in a big city with too many people and since my immune system is already so fucked, I'll catch some terrible disease. I know these things are usually self-fulfilling prophecies. Terrified, terrified, terrified. I have acute insomnia. Have had about 2-3 nights of poor or no sleep in the past week (7 days). I'm about to go on a 7 day trip that involves sightseeing and a wedding. We'll start from last Wednesday night(s): Wednesday: Got about 3 hours of sleep, maybe less. Bf woke me up on accident and then I couldn't go back to sleep. Thursday: Slept fine, felt tired the next day but I don't recall having issues on falling asleep. Friday: Felt extreme exhaustion at the end of the day. Did get some sleep, but I woke feeling not well rested. Saturday: Finally! Quality sleep. Feeling normal again. Sunday: No sleep. Not a drop. Monday: Maybe 5-4 hours of sleep. Felt well rested until the end of the day (Tuesday) Tuesday night: Maybe got 2-3 hours of sleep. Should I go? I'll be losing about 800 dollars from the flight and hotel expenses. It fucking kills me that I haven't been able to have a good vacation in over a year. In August, I was supposed to have an, easy vacation to Erie, PA, about 2 hours from where I am, but three days before I scraped my knee from jogging pretty badly. Went on the trip but my anxiety and stress completely ruined it. And now this is happening?? For fucks sake. Not sure if I should cave in, or try to calm down and assume I'll survive this trip. It's only 7 days. 2 one hour flights and one 4 hour flight. I just know how stressful travel is. Fuck my mind. 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Got to working age and with effort I controlled myself and subdued my insecurities by force. Kind of like imagining myself like a soldier in combat, where you have to keep cool to survive. It grew into a thick armor. Then some life crises happened and I collapsed. Slowly dismantling the armor I suddenly got these feelings of anxiety rolling over me. And whaddya know, the feelings are really familiar. I feel like a teenager again in that sense. I didn't know what anxiety was when I was younger. It wasn't really discussed as a disorder. I may have had this most of my life, just hidden and forcefully subdued for a time. Is this possible, that you hide behind and armor and manage to subdue your anxiety? Not in a healthy way buy with a combination of denial and determination. I'm just wondering if I'm analyzing my situation correctly. Anybody had a similar experience? 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So, long story short I've been having a tough time at work lately. Things keep getting worse and worse. Ie employees quitting, management not having a clue what they're doing, and customers being angry at me for things I have no control over... My question is this... I've been feeling new things that I've never felt before and I don't know whether to contribute them to anxiety or if something is really wrong. (I know, I freak out about that all the time.) At work yesterday it literally felt like someone was choking the life out of me...like they hand their hands around my neck and were squeezing. I could breathe fine, but everything got swimmy and my neck was so sore. I have tried researching and I'm not coming up with a definite answer. I've always had the dizzy, panic feeling. But the neck pain, jaw pain, etc is completely new to me. I've gone to the ER several times thinking I was dying, knowing it was most likely my anxiety. (but what if it's not!? says my brain.) So what do you guys think? Have you felt this before? Is it something innocuous or should I get checked out? Thanks for reading.",3.0757972913936205,5.46182863302753,3.831048492791613,86.08548929663608,76.88990825688073,7.088160768894714,25.977282656181732,8.11559375814309,1.7687227610310186,894,34,169,16,21,284,129,218,0.179,0.757,0.064,-0.9765,1,0,2,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,3,4,5,10,0,1,8,0,23,13,8,1,2,42,41,17,1,4,11,0,8,2,0,1,5,1,0,1,14,12,0,2,12,1,1,2,6,6,1,0,13,9,20,4,19,25,3,21,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,6,11,109,34,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648762567270144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661261895427435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322857445263484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734605352565487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944919551151648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988887498538716,0.12158137029257547,0.0,0.130058483093056,0.09258425608170298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034769370676025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932553837038804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421695643063948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726525410351687,0.0,0.3340180266250044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116814602211315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274343634738896,0.0,0.0,0.11481817462340975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307016617504808,0.0,0.0,0.19118498989268212,0.0,0.13080741069803944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190565164155278,0.1133039467079114,0.0,0.0,0.10262054287444937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943514506266399,0.2239888904788355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467782502462903,0.1360535339966637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299012221321926,0.12333724334009608,0.1159909191775418,0.0,0.07428664991988318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922156795920467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100127236332926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982521409896503,0.1785426365998224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205263610102116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675996374483096,0.0,0.0,0.231115095074034,0.14860438054600905,0.0,0.0,0.20285081892758988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872891511511843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883985075139704,0.0,0.2363453536374843,0.0,0.126783552131323,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sunset-shimmer-,2018/03/14,"Can't stop the negative thoughts in my head about my relationship Everyone leaves me when they get to their next step, or if they decide they can do better. This is going to destroy my relationship. After losing the guy I was hoping to spend my life with because out of the blue, he realized he ""wanted to find himself"", I found new love two years later. And at first, it was great. He was attentive and kind, reassuring and loving. But things have gotten comfortable and he gets overwhelmed that we moved pretty quick and feelings are intense. In my mind, this mean's he's going to do what my ex did, and leave. I've learned through lots of relationship abandonment that when someone starts not answering right away or showering in affection, it means they are getting ready to bail. We had a talk yesterday about how I'm not pushing him away, that he just get's stressed with my need for reassurance. And he's absolutely in the right. I need to cut this out or I'm going to fully lose him. I just don't know what to do. I've been desperately calling my psychiatrist to get back on meds. I already see a therapist and I've been keeping a worry journal. I'm dizzy and throwing up because of this anxiety and I can't stop. Can't focus, can't stop crying and feeling like a failure. I don't know what to do. I'm torturing myself and I know that. I just wish I wasn't so easy to abandon. I wish I could be normal. 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Nope. How can I be so anxious about finishing them yet have such a can’t be assed attitude ",0.5049545454545452,2.9873701090909117,4.254886363636363,76.80232954545455,93.36363636363636,6.386363636363638,23.238636363636363,7.6454224807358475,1.421045454545455,216,9,46,5,8,80,41,55,0.145,0.797,0.059,-0.546,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,1,8,1,0,1,2,0,10,1,1,2,0,7,12,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,7,0,5,9,0,6,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,5,35,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052414985027425,0.0,0.0,0.5070862074159691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658478079797853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102516640977948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5141698141136918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jaroslavprossv,2018/03/14,"Is my body srewed up ? Hello, so I fainted 4 years ago. This made me overthink the whole problem and I became anxious it is going to happen again. After that, for a year straight I was sitting worried at school, stressed, dizzy everything that i will faint. After 1 year I managed to deal with it, to be honest, I dont feel it anymore, which is great, but sometimes when I sit, I just become suddenly dizzy, it last usually just a second, and can happen once or twice a day - dont know how many times a week. Usually I am at school. Is this a big problem ? I feel chilled and fine, but now I am worried that my body is subconsciously releasing adrenaline and coristol, and screwing my health up even though I feel fine. Is this a cause for concern ? Is it possible for my body to do that ? What is the fix ? In conclusion, I am just worreid that my body has been releasing huge amounts of stress hormones even though I was not worried. Thanks. 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I’ve been working on developing better habits to manage my anxiety. Among some preventative practices, I’ve also been working on acknowledging when I start ruminating and initiating an activity to try to distract myself. So far I have been doing things like light house work and coloring. Keeping busy seems to help me a lot. Limiting my time surfing the internet (mainly reddit and Facebook) have helped too. Are others finding success in distraction techniques? What do you do to occupy your mind? 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Help! Hey everyone! This is my first post here so I hope I'm following the rules and whatnot. I'm not really sure where to begin, but I'm a 21 year old female and I recently worked up the courage to make a doctor's appointment about my anxiety. I was always a very nervous person growing up, but as soon as I started college a few years ago my anxiety got tremendously worse. I was in a emotionally abusive relationship and failed an entire semester of college from so skipping so much class just to lay in bed and do nothing. That was my freshman year--i'm now a junior, in a better relationship, and doing way better at school. However, recently, a lot of stressful stuff has been happening and I've been waking up every single morning with a sinking feeling in my chest, nauseous, throwing up and I keep skipping class for no reason other than the fact that I just don't want to be around people. I've been feeling like the weirdest person in the room at all times, and I can't carry a conversation with anybody without feeling like they absolutely hate me. Now, I had never been to the doctor about my anxiety or seen a therapist. (I went to my university's counseling services once but I showed up late and never went inside bc scared) I've always been too scared to call and make the appointment. Last Friday I finally worked up the courage to do so, because I realized that I've spent the last 3 years of my life dealing with my anxiety practically alone. My doctor prescribed me 10mg of Lexapro, which I have been taking at night for 4 days now. I have been experiencing a lot of side effects--nausea, dizziness, chills, restless sleep, and all around I feel extremely lethargic. I reached out to my doctor and asked her what I should do and she told me to try just taking half (5mg) for a week to see if they go away. Tbh, the side effects are enough to make me want to stop taking the medication. I know it takes about a month for it to build up and start working but ahhh I'm tired of feel like crap! Luckily I'm on spring break so I don't have much to do, but I'm worried I'm still going to feel like garbage next week. I'm starting to wonder if I should seek out a therapist and learn coping skills instead of taking a medication. The thought of taking it makes me anxious. It's practically all I can think about. I guess I just want to know, has anybody else experienced this kind of thing? How did you cope? 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Two of them have been missing for four days. One I think may be in the shelter due to a listing on their website and I’m going today to see. But the other (my favorite), is just gone. I know there have been recent reports of coyotes in my area and I’m beginning to get very panicky and anxious that he’s dead. I don’t handle stress well and I LOVE this cat. He’s essentially my best friend next to my girlfriend and I don’t like the idea of him not being around. He has vanished before but every time I get so damn scared that he’s not coming back. I’m at work in the bathroom right now trying to avoid a panic attack over my cat. Does anyone have any advice?",1.3054008438818556,3.1978256582278486,2.8572405063291164,93.33860337552746,80.39240506329114,4.7196624472573845,20.659915611814352,5.2151,-0.1838899578059072,586,16,127,2,15,192,104,158,0.191,0.7290000000000001,0.08,-0.9608,0,1,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,2,8,14,2,4,8,0,15,1,0,0,0,17,30,9,1,0,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,1,3,0,0,3,4,8,1,4,3,1,16,6,17,24,2,21,0,2,1,1,12,9,1,1,10,82,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889515855040228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449476385479442,0.0,0.0,0.20681846326903408,0.0,0.1280077117106427,0.0,0.0,0.16297227308246612,0.0,0.20827003624797524,0.0,0.1407705317264047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15578019505484456,0.0,0.1921220379465411,0.0,0.19986644787611135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576997173344509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11806584535462734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602069309926292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542454686180955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414404346065151,0.0,0.19129439970589385,0.0,0.10404364040174242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126937244631292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20666521762506107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061120042672912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943939138031759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652289985812715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19469840768969315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405385286756496,0.0,0.0,0.21479472921049247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807608258728677,0.0,0.0,0.15634189251798025,0.0,0.0,0.18328631139760726,0.0,0.1458841262073692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097075591075716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730469889762556,0.0,0.0,0.106750349027432,0.0,0.17353018932344766,0.0,0.0,0.1242933976533266,0.0,0.1788340617766887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510529977920799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460308741935978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332780889872938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,odysseyrs,2018/03/14,"If you are having trouble with anxiety and you need someone to talk to, feel free to send me a message. I would love it if I could make someone's day or life a bit easier :) Hi all! Here's a bit about me. I have had severe anxiety and mild depression for the past 4 years and mild anxiety for the previous years of my life. I've been through everything from worrying about basic things, to feeling like I am about to die and being physically unable to leave my room or house without throwing up. I know how hard it is to live with and I know living with it can make it hard to talk to others about it. I have been through every single emotion that comes along with anxiety and have learnt so many things along the way, that I think that I can help a lot of you. So whether you want to talk about something small, something you did, something you are proud of or even just what you are nervous about or how you are feeling, feel free to send me a message. No matter how difficult things might seem, we all need a friend and I am just letting you all know I am here if you need some help. I am willing to do this for as long as it takes (whether it be hours, days, months etc.), it's not just 'a next few hours' thing. So if you see this in years to come, I'm probably still here :P I'm a male from Australia in my early 20's if you would like a bit of context about me. *I'm not a psychologist or doctor, just someone with first hand experience*",5.616124161073824,4.748848154362417,5.928783557046981,85.72928271812084,67.45637583892618,9.329194630872484,30.70553691275168,8.472884824447931,1.938797986577181,1122,36,253,14,16,360,140,298,0.104,0.7509999999999999,0.145,0.9402,0,0,3,0,0,0,31.0,1,12,0,2,22,11,0,1,13,0,28,5,1,5,3,64,51,27,1,12,19,0,7,2,1,4,3,0,1,1,19,17,0,0,9,0,2,5,4,4,0,1,4,8,32,9,44,39,11,25,0,1,1,1,26,5,0,14,16,182,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28722453273213616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074273737215907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16171201803989588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494321510721268,0.0,0.0,0.12106975482645392,0.0,0.08084540990275475,0.0,0.0974165962856952,0.0,0.0,0.0960743568186946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055849986777299,0.0,0.0,0.10468379885663387,0.0619966580914228,0.0,0.07908494201940004,0.0,0.08435941610534743,0.09181755305278927,0.0,0.0,0.18984297190067506,0.06705686200811233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984114867731057,0.0,0.0,0.07251952793343007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816842174815655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583087495787446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848753724295814,0.10830710230955526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475652588441702,0.0,0.0,0.09938901842273956,0.0,0.0959828743930722,0.1325986324079218,0.0917149676412994,0.0,0.16576825624522531,0.08306718382304616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980029417464495,0.0847164321246738,0.0,0.1253106483100682,0.09516393346990774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957546722628116,0.0,0.0,0.07492179804732832,0.0,0.0,0.2087981506074508,0.0,0.0,0.09982602679585297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08960434563975585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10120187380205764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479790340697975,0.08545077214264955,0.0,0.10604023782812204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385934169120596,0.2167845774237484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496036064217543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057446920382086,0.2263343387685613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494377772591254,0.060144621388466185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536375074687923,0.07450532045795916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904820884195732,0.0,0.0,0.09532401923311916,0.0,0.133357383796665,0.0,0.0,0.18133710180579893 anxiety,EcstasyStephany,2018/03/14,Need help with nighttime anxiety and insomnia I’ve been struggling with nighttime anxiety for a while now. I can get myself to fall asleep but I wake up constantly in the middle of the night and cannot fall back asleep. I start to panic and worry. I worry about the future and am self conscious about my weight. I am in college so I’m afraid to go home for break because I know my family will comment on my weight and insecurities. I’m also worried about sleeping alone during my times at home because I feel even more panicked. I usually sleep with a partner and pets so that helps my anxiety but I still feel panicked feelings. I’ve tried downloading anti-anxiety apps but my mind is too stimulated for them so I’m looking for alternative solutions. Please help me sleep,4.088861746361747,6.351307709459463,4.955405405405403,79.81204781704784,73.25675675675676,8.067359667359668,29.62785862785863,8.841846274778883,2.6418185031185017,623,27,111,13,13,202,89,148,0.222,0.6779999999999999,0.1,-0.9643,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,12,4,0,4,5,0,7,9,6,1,0,20,19,14,0,1,3,0,5,0,1,1,1,0,3,2,1,9,2,0,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,6,18,0,19,17,1,20,0,0,1,0,7,6,0,0,10,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13131124420150184,0.0,0.1013900889936797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879613635359889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749000277805853,0.0,0.1545741780788317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700977393201172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374043741679245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952181517874652,0.0,0.19231923941799264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624004090217034,0.0,0.0720549582885649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549443671779445,0.0,0.2543518120560256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967783732016551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646764721015807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801692268282613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940096289163488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897933369216784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14875513000222196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917209093942576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226462793931396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3806303271578116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973922628928356,0.0,0.10125083484080137,0.0,0.0,0.13254343260133036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739294772535904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607883719632392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13963599998969187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087804664873076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38626961416872746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,laurenoftheshire,2018/03/14,"Freaking out about a “fun bachelorette trip” My friend is getting married in April and we’re going on a bachelorette trip this weekend to the mountains. We’re going to a spa , some wineries, and some restaurants. It’s meant to be fun and relaxing except my anxiety is very high when I think about it . 1) Everyone will have to share a bed. I may bring my own air mattress because the idea of sharing a bed makes me cringe. 2) not sure of the bathroom situation. I take a long time to shower and get ready for bed and knowing there are limited bathrooms that makes me nervous. 3) I go to bed promptly at 9:00 or 10:00 pm every night even on weekends. The bride is like “you have to stay up late.” And that is sending me into a panic . Any advice ? 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I took one in the morning and then one in the afternoon (before an important meeting). I guess I felt ok but not a whole lot different. Yesterday evening I became very nauseas and drank lots of ginger tea to get rid of it. Today I was not anticipating any situations that could increase anxiety so I decided not to take the propranolol (my gp told me it’s find to take as and when I want). However about an hour after waking up I experienced a really bad headache. I ended up taking two ibuprofen so that I could get into work. Now I’m at work and I have chest pain and my chest feels a bit tight. Is this normal? Not sure if it’s worth calling the dr (doubt I would get through at short notice anyway). 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Even thinking about it makes me sweat. I don't know if I'll be able to fit in a new culture or even survive the masters program. Please help me out or else I'll convince myself out of it.",3.709767441860464,3.1268541627907003,5.250558139534885,88.05374418604653,71.32558139534882,7.8102325581395355,28.827906976744185,6.742157984588678,1.2593283720930228,302,10,71,2,5,103,56,86,0.0,0.841,0.159,0.9052,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,4,0,9,1,1,1,0,13,17,4,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,9,1,8,14,0,8,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,2,43,15,1,0.24498087356632406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24531295746280446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20384371181578806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25595287135579986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25070048920093835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465008460556589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323615113041823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799239522572775,0.0,0.13922827603418872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420551557632154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463508130871915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352663541318066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603758985663641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366040542628035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689154328001972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4709215556615362,0.0,0.1944874489825396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnythingGrand,2018/03/14,Sitting in class now. Awating a presentation... I am terrified. 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I'm relatively new to this job so I'm still a nervous wreck and getting a tremor in my body. It's exhausting feeling nervous all day, even if I know I'm not being threatened my brain and body are reacting like my life is threatened. So I kind of shut down in social situations where I feel this nervous and I can't think of things to say and my coworkers seem nervous around me like I'm some kind of crazy person because I barely say anything most days. that, or they think I'm acting aloof because I'm arrogant or unfriendly, when I'm just anxious. I'm so nervous some days that I don't catch mistakes and my boss is starting to get frustrated. My body and mind are tired. I feel so inept and afraid I'll lose this job, especially since I've been out of work for a year. I'm getting more and more discouraged. I know I'm not inept, just anxious. I don't have friends in the area and my family thinks I'm looking for attention or just patronizes me if I vent to them, so, on top of everything I'm isolated. I've tried therapy off and on over the past 15 years with maybe 4 or 5 different therapists and none of them were equipped to deal with a client with SA. I don't have money or time to go to some special center for SA. Psychiatrists just want to pile on more medication or different meds and. So I'm feeling like I'm in a downward spiral here.",4.214716839417154,4.831138075709781,5.5217485353762985,82.36065194532075,70.45110410094638,9.066486405287668,30.23719393120024,9.23628265651192,2.457693525612137,1218,48,254,24,21,409,156,317,0.155,0.77,0.076,-0.9744,5,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,3,6,17,18,1,6,10,0,15,8,4,3,1,59,47,28,0,4,14,0,4,3,1,0,4,2,1,1,9,19,0,2,12,0,1,3,7,11,0,0,2,7,26,7,38,44,10,37,0,2,1,0,10,23,0,14,14,146,35,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857063627160045,0.2320595355081992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451917691321419,0.09143107775401156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12521856725237387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34225324187641265,0.0,0.11465507029197967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871271258362488,0.10588649123533374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146140802840057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783705871669019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230650231509632,0.0,0.09682309579840008,0.0,0.2077271457565674,0.07337395958816449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935123643716792,0.0,0.16098063310959265,0.0,0.05837080133605621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057627914562929,0.0,0.0,0.21390724090599325,0.11289025200606853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254504911494154,0.15053247634511446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08624808107074723,0.11490295281140366,0.0,0.08731788790214617,0.0,0.0,0.06855777447472347,0.0,0.103183068196856,0.0,0.1140844139588042,0.1034665793384943,0.0,0.0,0.10370487387761612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919513937878688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804553089734487,0.07120415832596544,0.08967986202120158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16335358723350524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350066964382724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496035921195999,0.11544706293123927,0.0,0.20939387088488798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269660095847222,0.0,0.0820220080058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745449877454248,0.11925083783854434,0.06823402124811065,0.19743165219998934,0.0,0.0,0.05988932520598865,0.11804668143093434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06973136650920432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474409864256895,0.06057929775269366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243159358329102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322799862811347 anxiety,radicaldolphin644,2018/03/14,"I have a problem I have been feeling lightheaded last few days, i was pretty sick 2 weels ago. But now I cant walk into a store without getting some sort of anxiety. To top it off i might be starting a new job tomorrow.",3.745579710144927,4.127297760869567,5.524782608695656,82.76297101449278,71.3913043478261,8.742028985507247,32.72463768115942,8.841846274778883,2.647211594202899,171,8,36,3,3,59,39,46,0.18,0.674,0.146,-0.3597,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,0,0,0,8,10,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,2,1,5,0,5,6,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,7,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289067463268597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494651664465563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030715066106093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488566674100125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17037348955037093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236033599122847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658145541079789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459399553277581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3149488553239937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33176034861488296,0.0,0.31203310765345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23081485041707875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31434820742239983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Animcogn,2018/03/14,"I NEED TO STOP OVERANALYZING I have a terrible problem of overanalyzing, literally anything that school I overanalyze way too much. My mind twists it over and over again and I start to think that people hate me. The smallest conversations I run over and over again in my head thinking about how someone said something, what it means, what they meant, etc, etc. Does anyone else here do that? How do I stop?",3.753513513513514,6.6653261756756805,4.122905405405408,81.97868243243248,77.7837837837838,6.943243243243244,25.466216216216218,8.07648339933343,1.6924108108108116,323,12,60,6,8,101,52,74,0.195,0.805,0.0,-0.9324,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,7,3,1,0,2,0,3,1,1,2,0,14,11,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,0,9,9,3,12,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,43,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218360833257512,0.20835106523831334,0.16733567517290812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794865031187046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698687221327523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535670333263444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200761168385862,0.20869071770644226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150240537730828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053205641939827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948203139266114,0.15077780065526544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097387532333175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19457377973801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342773716256773,0.0,0.0,0.20579607759724555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229362687440125,0.15654497755291666,0.0,0.0,0.1439286946281126,0.0,0.0,0.340011185067667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26059063381013403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614058600100355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawaydriver326,2018/03/14,"Going back to work after an accident. So I just recently started a job as a delivery driver and on my second day I got into an accident when a dog ran into the middle of the road (the dog was fine), now that I’ve repaired my car and it has come time for me to return I’m getting incredibly nervous and panicky at the thought of it. Obviously I want to keep the job as I’ve just started, but when the though of going back starts to give me a panic attack I just don’t know what to do.",3.072321428571428,3.522204336538465,5.521593406593407,81.9376923076923,72.94230769230771,8.250549450549451,27.357142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.7998835164835163,377,13,81,6,7,135,65,104,0.159,0.83,0.011,-0.934,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,10,4,1,2,12,0,4,0,0,0,1,15,19,10,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,2,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,4,0,8,1,16,15,0,24,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,13,59,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390566734776116,0.0,0.323158680378979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101101105800566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551842958434082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978584263110046,0.2015787634502761,0.2388469029825041,0.0,0.16806259140160038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4170492444568011,0.1867759046439499,0.0,0.0,0.1154836255944472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654585158110526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20748103042908864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4461997505307638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064546489440812,0.16682216494241614,0.12253026787150224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394191378136953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297935879177774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wheresmyadventure,2018/03/14,"Taking a huge leap this coming week. I’ve struggled with anxiety since I was a little kid, tending to over think things to the worst possible outcome. This next week I’m going on a week long solo trip out west for spring break. I can’t even begin to tell you how anxious but excited I am. It’s an odd feeling. 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I have discovered how to cause myself panic attacks by meditating/focusing on those issues that make me anxious. I'm able to get over them now by just coping with the anxiety instead of avoiding it. Now, thats what the he ERP treatment (Exposure and response prevention) is about, which has shown pretty great results to eliminate anxiety by exposing yourself to that particular thing that causes anxiety, working by, well, exposing yourself to that thing and just let in it be until your brain understands that there is no real danger. Does it makes sense to cause myself panic attacks as much as possible until I just cure myself from them? Panic attacks make feel very tired tho, so I would like some opinions from people trying this particular treatment before I do this.",7.4848,8.960433213333337,7.409333333333333,68.65800000000002,63.53333333333333,10.533333333333337,35.66666666666667,10.577609850970193,4.282866666666669,682,31,102,17,10,218,97,150,0.244,0.674,0.08199999999999999,-0.9739,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,14,12,4,4,4,0,8,2,1,8,0,23,15,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,18,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,1,11,3,23,12,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,82,29,1,0.11556908277959108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652300959996915,0.13056016810937335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39442954726884216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834077738027892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901331737246355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3561638489509073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113528314672568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05843520071576524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060380075814349725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741532175920214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062409663154935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817721718704965,0.0,0.056461216226253025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142978049203625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495657339209414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067862536757577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012105049478582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605735525204333,0.0,0.11757530502208413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315429174953179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071158533665898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13282965975627306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07846382105351042,0.0,0.0,0.12031149093616435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071319333327194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391048470773148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413566868467509,0.0,0.0,0.0820969605676485,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,minecraftfucker,2018/03/14,"Movies, books, and video games all make me very uncomfortable and I hate it Growing up these things used to be my favorite hobbies, but I can't enjoy them anymore, for some reason they make me uncomfortable now. Even when the subject matter is light I still panic sometimes. I can't enjoy the shit that any goddamn person is able to enjoy and I want to fucking die. 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Since a very young age I've had anxiety for multiple reasons. I spent the last three years (the last two being my first years of college) with a girl who I spent all my time and energy on. Long story short, recently we've taken some time away from each other for breathing room. Room that I never realized I needed. I feel very different. I've been down for a long time, a couple months now I've only been leaving the house when it's absolutely necessary, staying in bed for entire days just feeling so tired and useless. I've been waking up past noon most days, that isn't anything like me. There are many things that contribute to how I'm specifically feeling right now, but I know I have these ""episodes"" quite often, a couple times every year. Even when I'm not in a completely useless state, I have very strong anxiety, and not just the anxiety everyone gets as I used to think. I've recently realized that the anxiety I have is not usual in any way, and reading through this subreddit makes me think it's also not something I need to have. I want to be better. I want to stop ruining myself and setting my life back with these anxiety attacks. I want to stop having a completely unpredictable mind. I want help understanding what my problem is, and how to fix it. If anyone understands what kind of position I might be in, if you have any input on this, anything at all, I would greatly appreciate it. 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I’m 21 now. I feel like time I going really, really fast and it’s severely freaking me out. It’s the first time in my life it’s really dawned on me. Not only that, I’m very much aware I’m WASTING my life because of anxiety and ocd; which makes the whole worry worse. It might sound ridiculous, but I feel like youth and vitality is slipping away from me...I just want to be 16 again. Anyone get this? Thanks for reading.",0.8725438596491237,3.362327684210527,2.8996052631578983,88.37432017543861,87.94736842105263,6.114035087719299,19.49561403508772,7.492282038375204,0.8290877192982458,370,11,74,7,12,124,67,95,0.15,0.7120000000000001,0.138,0.5361,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,4,6,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,12,15,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,3,7,4,9,13,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228868050886616,0.1953582865598876,0.0,0.2418291561688385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16247060747288727,0.0,0.0,0.1054146932179975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513295816970914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487417260449187,0.2470781645213073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709161656025746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710416582084796,0.0,0.09827839833572913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442869061589953,0.16896679314640406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543011428003105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834482179515406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712124111218345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151877472674325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297379497341475,0.0,0.4431258530794249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1953582865598876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920794671780744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20167024690190247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14268288411953167,0.10199682408266596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930668182145492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561576102430485,0.17622738500948493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lrnwiley,2018/03/14,Super anxious and want to cancel my vacation! So in a few weeks I am suppose to be traveling to FL with my step mom. We are having a girls trip that we have been talking about doing for years. She has paid for everything and said it is for my 30th birthday present... I have a four year old and didn’t think it would be an issue leaving for 6 days because she will be home with her dad. Well over this last weekend she stayed at my moms house and then wanted to stay at my dads the next night so she was gone for two days. By the time the second night came around I was literally crying because I was so anxious about her not being with me. I feel like it was totally irrational but now I’m freaking out and want to cancel this trip to FL but how do I do that when my step mom has already paid for everything ?! I have been away from her for 3 days before and it wasn’t a problem. I don’t know why I’m freaking out now. ,3.9891538461538483,3.96804705641026,4.9075000000000015,88.82125000000002,70.74358974358975,7.935897435897437,27.01923076923077,7.492282038375204,1.1832307692307693,716,21,164,7,12,234,111,195,0.116,0.841,0.043,-0.9335,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,1,11,6,0,0,8,0,27,0,0,1,1,28,40,14,0,5,3,5,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,1,8,15,0,0,3,2,2,7,4,3,1,3,13,2,24,3,28,21,2,35,0,0,0,0,17,8,0,0,19,118,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176595292368954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2902611070770202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436240183798364,0.0,0.0,0.12069848487870405,0.0,0.0,0.15662394513406308,0.0,0.1093155107203222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14693142689853386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111439369159282,0.24855075150645026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309147736050754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495651123019723,0.09177647750627628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288623518861462,0.0,0.0,0.1482330672986211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408562632635473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060181658496748,0.10471732571022356,0.0,0.13602745103911867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06276223202706888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4513751589228823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662555670532542,0.24111417397006324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348039582061738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292506960791268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220103904454716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738563449419272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325648874124088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082316131812346,0.0,0.0,0.07490983638451591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12549308203411716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22731857141492934,0.0,0.10304805962174476,0.0,0.11550679186821045,0.0,0.11592101465480448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125890004239863,0.0,0.0,0.16545639970368115 anxiety,sealion16,2018/03/14,"Anxiety that Prevents ""Full Functionality"" I have been trying to get with a therapist, but it's hard to find a specialist. I think I'm dealing with serious performance and social anxiety. Before any ind of test or ""intimate encounter"", I feel like a mild-moderate anxiety attack that either makes it hard to perform or hard to ""function"" respectively. I've tried analyzing it, and that's why I think it's a combination of these two issues. What ways can I start to work on my anxiety? I'm trying positive self-talk, and I think it's helping a little, but I feel like I'm missing something. If anyone has advice or knows a particular type of therapist to see, that's what I am looking for here.",6.395357142857144,6.778892699248126,7.928336466165415,67.83130169172935,65.61654135338345,11.76278195488722,36.173872180451134,11.45678717892309,4.52860977443609,551,26,97,17,8,192,79,133,0.158,0.701,0.141,0.4118,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,1,6,1,0,6,0,5,0,0,1,0,21,20,9,0,1,7,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,1,7,9,3,13,19,2,5,0,1,2,0,3,3,0,4,3,58,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634930723238914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488671992695988,0.0,0.4269671805625219,0.0,0.0,0.09756419879430143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587380865406441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873167417367625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438516307355841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14110340382664022,0.19936374540593288,0.0,0.0,0.12752995559831104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289984560981214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749804876195341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352553104957632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456354253065244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668327968830169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633682602491426,0.13984797854563905,0.0,0.0,0.11717195427948725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313886542781608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111891439978407,0.0,0.14556257552219162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14223556490261746,0.0,0.10741874882298257,0.0,0.0,0.09876165009159013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215074326377117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32401541102223186,0.0,0.2682199097963115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841997312993159,0.0,0.13630274083653204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11075421138384813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259061596216602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015811453475098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SlipperySoulPunch,2018/03/14,"Different type of nature herapy video [Nature Therapy - Full motion forestry ](https://youtu.be/Kb8CW3axqRE) I know that this isn't a big deal anymore but, my Nature Therapy video project recently hit a million views on YouTube! As I'm pleased with the views results, I have been astounded at the number of good souls that it has actually helped. Go ahead and read the comments. Aside from these comments, I get messages daily from people thanking me for creating this 'specific"" type of video. *Little Backstory* What is specific about this video? Many of you may be familiar with ASMR. (If you don't, Google it, I won't bore you with the explanation here) As an anxiety sufferer, ASMR is one of my 'au natural' anxiety self-treatments. (among others, like meditation, breathing patterns and good-old fashioned work.) I like nature videos to fall asleep to, but many of them were so heavily overlaid with music, or just still shots that didn't evolve. I wanted to create a nature video that looks and feels NATURAL. No new age music, no one speaking over the footage. Just something tranquil, serene, organic and relaxing. Like you were there, but low to the ground, from a child's perspective. There's a lot of beauty hidden in little places, and I tried to capture that in this video. Apparently, a lot of people were looking for the same type of video, and they have responded wildly to it. I made it free for others that may need a tool to help them chill. So, in the spirit of why it was created, I made it free to the public and it's now being used in clinics, hospitals, hotels, PHD Nature Therapy projects, spas and massage therapy clinics, and even projected in school lunchrooms. It's been published on social media feeds of my heroes like author Daniel Quinn, Mother Earth News, Jeremy Bennett and a few others. I found thatd the real payback in the project was knowing it's actually contributing to moving the needle in helping us, as a species, give more of a damn about our planet. I guess this ""follow your passion"" thing may have something to it after all. Hope you enjoy it and that it helps you chill when chillin' is needed most. 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Like a really bad experience at work that left you scarred or traumatized? I feel like a complete idiot because today I let my ""work trauma"" get the best of me. Simply put, my previous job really took advantage of me and that left me to be untrusting of certain situations like being assigned tasks and such. And so today, I made myself look like an idiot because I let my trauma and anxiety over that trauma get the best of me and now I'm worried that people now see me in a negative light. Have any of you experienced a traumatic event or experience that you can't shake off from your work or job?",6.896416861826693,6.984879180327869,8.13337236533958,67.7925409836066,64.57377049180327,11.561592505854799,33.822014051522245,11.20814326018867,4.027089929742388,508,20,88,14,7,175,71,122,0.239,0.601,0.16,-0.9159,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,7,5,16,2,1,7,0,6,0,0,1,2,12,14,9,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,8,0,0,2,6,17,8,11,8,2,15,0,0,2,0,4,6,0,3,10,62,22,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352175976239928,0.0,0.1052062978827128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482768439118987,0.16766800565622314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886481410391787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419241355351098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439929425487505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2690518040488469,0.0,0.0,0.06953680475249756,0.09824793352293064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437023400763535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729448120050231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988427698388396,0.28125739201961275,0.0,0.26875119932662583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548641756667508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012954120091907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534256367015133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13825067445139852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17620415563628178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958967093769624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15458393451776545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607153614325467,0.0,0.15279540680893505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4004795393451031,0.13966337857594738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LittleAnxiousCap,2018/03/14,"I'm such a Crybaby and an emotional vampire I cry almost every day and it's always about stupid things. Sometimes it's League of Legends. Sometimes it's a bug I can't kill. Now it's because of my sleep. Right now, it's 20:15 in my timezone. I slept the entire day. I had two assignments to do for tomorrow, and now I can't do one of them because I didn't go after this earlier, because I'm such a little shit. I woke up and immediately started crying. I got up, turned on the lights, I saw that I was in call with my boyfriend and a friend. I had muted the call earlier because I was pissed because I wanted to be alone with my boyfriend. Now that I look back, I was being so stupid. But I forgot to unmute it and I accidentally slept. I recently woke up, tried to talk to him but he was in the middle of a LoL match. I sent him messages still, since I knew he would reply when he could. It was douchy of me to get pissed, douchier of me to mute the call, irresponsible of me not to go after this earlier, and even more irresponsible to sleep all this time. What's funnier is I woke up and I still was tired. Exhausted. And immediately after I woke up, I got sensory overload. At least I think that was sensory overload. I got conscious of what I did and I broke down crying so bad. I always feel ultra guilty when I sleep outside of the time I should. Then I went to talk to my boyfriend, but I also felt absurdly guilty about doing that. I apologised infinite times because I don't feel comfortable if I don't keep apologising. He said it was fine, and he was getting used to the way I work. I told him it wasn't like that. He didn't need to get used to that, because that's something I gotta change. He says he doesn't say anything because I need to change for myself, not others. Well, I don't disagree with that. But I still feel like I'm draining his energy and also my friends'. I also want to stop crying so much over silly things. What do I do?",1.6182399687337181,3.5529997896039625,3.539979155810318,88.61869984366861,79.56930693069306,6.529859301719648,23.255341323606054,7.573540080772713,0.9785653465346532,1521,51,329,23,38,513,172,404,0.207,0.731,0.062,-0.996,0,1,1,0,0,0,49.0,0,0,1,1,22,17,6,0,13,1,32,10,8,2,1,43,72,26,1,8,7,0,4,2,2,3,2,3,0,0,26,15,0,3,7,0,0,4,11,9,1,3,32,10,59,8,47,34,4,44,0,1,2,0,26,15,3,2,26,224,85,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303611711823733,0.08588395493102825,0.0,0.19894218244304485,0.13799833896436925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823914765557701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06376321430606653,0.0692378340061905,0.4043961908776516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540231375763721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544457947754727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620783475834646,0.0,0.3643512059285916,0.10695786550278293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327801236462548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477032828941954,0.0,0.0698668020260839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257861578495012,0.059240714891868274,0.0796197656384175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813330507107473,0.0,0.12997264755350782,0.0,0.09425491058048248,0.0,0.19896499799675896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073706403436572,0.09174279878869897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08102467199699627,0.08311134211847297,0.0,0.0,0.0696350314111581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060958468070357326,0.1229737602751623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05619125188261313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187715949439223,0.0,0.0,0.0708163951317242,0.07887943741393881,0.13188852478700067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511999652404148,0.06859534970494216,0.0,0.2489507891101845,0.0,0.0,0.06383872313500534,0.16402733880769654,0.0,0.05869382864385369,0.0,0.19866894542981373,0.06932793451965794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13330187377995495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018165630895116,0.053134164964689916,0.0,0.0,0.1450604462199411,0.095308605911861,0.0,0.07923715838733343,0.0,0.0562997557386624,0.09019718418335214,0.08100441524547032,0.0,0.0,0.14323892151027826,0.0,0.0,0.09782110510758923,0.06582098110471198,0.0,0.0,0.07455837390001241,0.07687110981594797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060369448393621315,0.0,0.0,0.058906624286027186,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Krispye,2018/03/14,Over 3 years on Trintrilli Went this last week for my 3 month follow up. Had decided that perhaps it’s time to start reducing them with the hopes of getting me off them all tougher. It took over 2 years to find me a does that had minimal affects and I finally was able to focus again. I don’t know if I’m really. ,2.7254545454545465,3.8735436666666665,4.397393939393943,87.04609090909094,74.45454545454545,8.916363636363636,26.83636363636364,9.3871,2.1347672727272733,246,9,55,6,5,83,54,66,0.0,0.924,0.076,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,9,12,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,5,0,7,1,11,7,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,33,12,0,0.28499875640431915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494043323021474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122022070117741,0.26048370016574035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489000873313764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2830680712003251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15662786315843208,0.2323120247468264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274832883151892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825775011628437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172358666352605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16618506675864592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166441048294017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22860881152756565,0.0,0.0,0.26419670246716204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3670597101462238 anxiety,cyanfolds,2018/03/14,"I'm moving in less than three weeks and i have no idea what i'm doing So last year after taking a break from college for a few months, I decided to get away from my hometown and move from the States to Canada. It took several months to get the paperwork together, saving up money, and saying goodbye, but I made it to Calgary. My plan was to go back to school this winter and I just wanted to live in a big city. I chose Calgary because I have family and I was told it'd be easy getting into the big university here. My aunt and uncle let me stay in their basement since moving. Since moving however, I found I wasn't accepted into the college, I've been out of a job since the holiday season, and I've hardly made any friends since getting here. On top of that, my aunt and uncle were hoping to have me move out by now, but I don't know where to move to, especially since I don't have a car, job, or know people needing roommates. I've been especially anxious about finding an apartment because my last place was awful and while my roommate was great, his brother moved in for a bit and got and we got on some bad grounds to say the least. Plus it seems like everyone my age smokes weed and I can't live in that environment. So with everything together, I've kind of just hid in the basement here the last three months. I have been trying to find a job and getting help from the youth employment center, but no luck. Last week I randomly looking at jobs in Vancouver and realized there were a lot more companies than I realized in the movie and video game industries. The industries themselves always catch my interest and I'd heard on a podcast that if you want to get into those industries, you should move out that way and find work in even entry level things and start networking. I told my parents about this and they told me they would help me move again to Vancouver if I can get everything together and move at the end of the month. On one hand this is an amazing opportunity and should go for it, on the other I'm worried I'll fall into a similar slump that's not much different than Calgary has been. I know I want to do a Japanese minor and I want to do voice acting which I found some schools out there. My other thought is I could do internships more easily out there in the entertainment industry while in school. I'm not sure though if I just haven't tried hard enough where I've been the past five months. **TL;DR** My parents are helping pay for me to move a second time to a place I'd love to be, but I have no connections yet, a bad experience with finding roommates, and I've tried this once before",5.663864811622753,5.721343507633589,6.2251588278749095,80.53776779118445,67.16793893129771,9.738389559221867,30.64368382171879,9.536714749202195,2.5587766067471063,2074,72,419,39,31,676,239,524,0.063,0.797,0.14,0.9926,9,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,2,3,4,21,16,0,0,32,1,39,2,1,2,1,84,78,37,0,13,13,5,3,1,1,3,0,4,0,0,20,36,0,0,16,4,2,18,10,2,0,5,24,8,47,14,70,46,11,89,0,0,1,1,24,40,0,11,28,279,67,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04549451534581262,0.0,0.0,0.0371813124708148,0.0,0.0,0.06176791432376012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05136956685703815,0.042042194906341306,0.09130375699721333,0.06665952956296725,0.0,0.04652494554593746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05969164180737011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043654052317315686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05712441031403628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842639152822533,0.05649455543061707,0.0,0.03611274685706985,0.0,0.0,0.052244920413743366,0.09827788569926504,0.05348327075213264,0.051543330660725965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19989019041399853,0.0,0.0,0.11989804194228802,0.04224226652011242,0.0,0.19996036943265824,0.0,0.06214685637526589,0.0,0.08745821360434666,0.06028008995334391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795727432579687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994379392490196,0.0,0.0,0.05430525078570558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061722146341260886,0.0,0.0,0.21702855823563705,0.0,0.0,0.056936268964679015,0.09014491128702824,0.17827178757272658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590954984153405,0.0,0.02671175762853596,0.0,0.09655918978558488,0.0,0.04591377010645102,0.0,0.0,0.04648327686306942,0.04934690291597738,0.10347083171590253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182078849290427,0.6392271180816826,0.04019288901441272,0.040541296844269784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058227775881082335,0.03704963103554484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142166330600515,0.0,0.052194088375056666,0.037905206880139514,0.0,0.11424882062807255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696053242217684,0.0,0.16600401057047015,0.0,0.04977465234623004,0.0,0.06176791432376012,0.0,0.22614128642581946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03869970186571228,0.058276961118674975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051531146915678366,0.0,0.04110927942553499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03632406803873838,0.0,0.05371854211094211,0.04340635359063745,0.031881807400244606,0.0,0.0,0.1567347612412301,0.06074665167872938,0.11136351874841363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12899644447490427,0.043398980848862685,0.08771500642360189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980451963368893,0.055525769967919365,0.0,0.03884000840390741,0.0,0.0,0.035209321786617995 anxiety,Hopeful_Trash,2018/03/14,"Every since my last big attack, I feel like I can't connect as well to others anymore. I suffer from Generalized Anxiety disorder, depression, with underlying OCD and it makes me feel like some kind of freak. It gets lonely sometimes.",4.902857142857143,7.700692857142862,5.92404761904762,71.29178571428572,72.80952380952381,8.961904761904762,29.54761904761905,9.516144504307137,3.3967904761904766,188,8,29,5,4,62,37,42,0.402,0.507,0.091,-0.9452,0,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,5,4,6,5,1,3,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,18,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030983738903926,0.0,0.25967875111501143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29788519352248044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255257342710845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000957504267813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22061474659062366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26479224785676864,0.3741226140231126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680261045402994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27267008818729005,0.0,0.21343769499945855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558473690198706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478281083680172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21659994809553829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25897027440503456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354290777187611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,forevermymyles,2018/03/14,"Doctor found breast lumps. I'm rife with anxiety. PLEASE HELP! (I'm a 38 yr old female with a 16 month old.) I didn't have any pre-existing symptoms and I only asked my doctor to do a breast exam because a girlfriend of mine got hormone induced breast cancer when her baby was 20 months. So, doc does her exam and finds two small lumps on my right breast and a small lump on my left. Up until then I had zero symptoms. But since my appointment....hell, all I feel are symptoms. The one that really gets me is the bruised feeling I have under my armpits. I fear it's swollen nodes obviously meaning the cancer has spread. Is it possible to have developed these symptoms because of the physical aspects of anxiety? My ultrasound is tomorrow and I'm sick with worry. 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But heres my story: Just some backstory, im 25 years old and i was born not being able to hear completely out of my left ear, but my right ear is very good and ive always been protective of it. About a month ago i had some vertigo in the middle of the night. woke up, started throwing up. I am almost certain that it was due to the fact that I was recovering from the flu and before i went to sleep i was shoveling snow for about an hour. After this, ive been scared shitless about multiple things. At first I was terrified that the vertigo meant that I had Menieres disease and that I would eventually lose hearing out of my right ear. This led to me not being able to sleep or eat properly. After a visit to the ENT doctor, and a hearing test, he reassured me that I didnt have Menieres and I was freaking out for no reason. I told him that i was scared about getting vertigo, but whats giving me ease is when he responded back with ""Im scared that theres going to be an earthquake and this building is going to fall down on me, but its unlikely and i wont lose sleep over it. I felt good and ""Normal"" for about a couple hours, until i started freaking out about getting vertigo again and still possibly getting Menieres disease after. Because of this I think my body is tricking me and giving me a slight headache and a very stiff neck. I felt very anxious at work, and im sorry for rambling on but this all stems down to whats going to happen at night before i go to sleep. My anxiety is the worst at night and although im dead exhausted i cant go to sleep because of the fear that ill wake up with vertigo again. I know for a fact that im just freaking myself out but I cant seem to have my body and mind give me ease. It feels like im walking around with cobwebs in my head that I cant clear. Does anyone have any good advice on how to sleep at night with anxiety?",3.7100153609831032,4.5082645483871,4.951539170506916,85.32921351766518,71.7188940092166,8.090814132104455,27.600307219662056,8.344100000000001,1.7473980952380948,1650,57,347,25,30,548,185,434,0.175,0.742,0.08199999999999999,-0.9923,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,5,19,19,1,4,18,0,36,27,16,3,8,70,66,31,1,4,16,0,4,1,0,2,10,7,0,0,26,28,1,2,9,0,0,12,11,12,0,1,18,11,45,7,64,42,6,63,0,2,0,0,17,27,0,7,25,239,71,3,0.12196741770330602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918514898182525,0.05405837835055162,0.0,0.061066375336438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050743331067634456,0.0,0.0,0.04147101323960748,0.0,0.13995711105528946,0.13778846535954256,0.0,0.08528245434186557,0.0,0.0,0.05428843017506231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04689270780722471,0.0,0.07435020577129295,0.0,0.10378528914072556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547830548226708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394025846734344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747731391567363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06241941011066988,0.05336725457804339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062401558754846126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04027916454546065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862362693838718,0.0616703911016493,0.0435667737887421,0.11710784804042736,0.0,0.0,0.051872711595673936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09558441259568333,0.23400452170506736,0.17329223555258194,0.15345072489689227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392769233572542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258687908222564,0.0,0.27493228814707954,0.07226598861431885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12011333797240055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611100929173551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033515051523100664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662589781032449,0.0,0.0,0.029793559738799755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645034235280418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157616143895438,0.0,0.04867661458686946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289163184301725,0.05975108660722656,0.0,0.0,0.06399214387579634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874996875960862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486368099683246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270140952186586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415950829997507,0.0,0.0,0.18316599376359066,0.0,0.0,0.05551727815062064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42719425389799054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06826626924964449,0.08632916601325374,0.0,0.04870166866479824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05747642388013378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04051486637900039,0.03907589821790125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827254720718335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095383959981298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056532509075116914,0.0,0.06808613307907338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04439686635647037,0.0,0.0,0.04332107706012918,0.0,0.0,0.03927150907103084 anxiety,Prairie_Wolf_,2018/03/14,"My recovery time is crap I recently had one of the worst months of my life. As you might imagine, surrounding that, my anxiety was off the charts. Panic attacks, constant feeling of danger, fatigue, even disassociation which has never really happened to me before. I’m used to those symptoms when I’m actively in crisis... but they usually become more “manageable” fairly quickly. This time, that doesn’t seem to be the case, and I’m having a hard go of it. I’ve lived with anxiety my entire adult life, and have learned to mostly deal with it. But I can’t seem to regulate myself again. Every little thing sets me off, and I’m so very tired. I feel like anxiety has stolen my resilience. Has anyone else experienced this? How long did it take you to stabilize again? Or did you? Also, any tips that might help me? Thanks.",3.3667311827957005,5.841612425806456,4.503225806451617,81.18150537634409,76.35483870967741,7.746236559139786,25.17204301075269,8.648137234880735,2.0567333333333333,646,23,117,14,15,211,106,155,0.171,0.747,0.08199999999999999,-0.9046,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,0,8,8,3,1,4,0,15,6,1,2,1,20,28,11,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,1,11,5,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,1,4,4,16,2,16,21,3,19,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,6,13,81,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199651412136818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201381350738987,0.0,0.34427802725088386,0.0,0.0,0.10489240210285626,0.15370578908376611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17066115858301664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656772954177856,0.1276498004767911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16211048871288586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15465655722834476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531640261210628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099082005940711,0.0,0.12639221106776188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170190659250446,0.10716913789216703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852557023277934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13265577855634428,0.0,0.13438195763810115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005503835522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191688210996512,0.07328865174705737,0.15035218430695071,0.1324640057682646,0.13275656227947344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182796408385257,0.0,0.0,0.11973874508311855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11569908005662555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016525211137833,0.0,0.0,0.1760076389526453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961020083346088,0.0,0.14811949200967425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27313194529263496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592068511415294,0.11279091796534972,0.0,0.0,0.13811158447275976,0.0,0.0,0.0996618047209132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749472806781639,0.17241758726109646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295628501350803,0.16521784943221898,0.12377622856866825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,akorn729,2018/03/15,"Anxiety while reading Hi all, I'm new to reddit but I need a bit of help with something. When I was younger, I was reading this book and it was at a pretty intense part. I put the book down for a second because I could feel my heart-rate going crazy. All of a sudden, I was having a full-on panic attack. Earlier this week, the same thing happened to me; I was reading, I put the book down because I had to leave and suddenly found myself freaking out and crying like a baby. My question is: has this ever happened to anyone else? If so, what have you done to combat it? 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How do i survive the next 5 months? Ok so I've been struggling with social anxiety for a while now, but it's never been unbearable before. I got the job I am currently in about a year and a half ago, and my anxiety has never been worse. I feel like my stomach is about to eat itself. Constantly. I mainly worry about making mistakes, criticism and other people disliking me. I'm a trainee employee at a job that I love doing. The actual job isn't stressful to me, or anything that I can't bear. I'm a hard worker and I've held down multiple jobs in super fast paced environments just fine, but this job is destroying my life and I feel like it's eating away at my personality every time I go in. The people I work with scare me, I am constantly making mistakes even though so much is being expected of me, and it's that kind of thing where I'm left to do things with little to no guidance and am expected to churn out work that I physically don't have the time, knowledge or resources to be capable of (think the scene in A Series of Unfortunate Events where the kids are asked to make dinner and Count Olaf is like ""where's the roast beef?!"" when the only ingredients they had in the kitchen were pasta and vegetables). I am criticised on every little thing I do and everything I create is riddled with mistakes. To make matters worse the workload is unbearable to the point where I take work home on top of the work I have to do for my qualification, which I am now falling behind on. I understand this is the reality for many people, but I am being paid around half the minimum wage for my country (this is legal btw) and am being expected to do double the work of other people in my position. However, the one bonus is that it's a brilliant, brilliant thing to put on my CV. Simply answering a question is enough to be picked up on and criticised for because I'm so concerned with making sure nobody shouts at me that I stumble over my words. Cue ""none of that made sense"" and ""you need to think about what you're saying before you say it"" etc etc... you catch my drift. I get emails daily with negativity on the work I'm doing. I try to improve but that gets shot down too. I do genuinely own up to not thinking about some things before I do them, but this is because I literally do not have time to think, and deadlines are looming over me constantly. I've been told to stop asking questions so much (because I was worried about making a mistake) only to make a mistake and then get told that it's silly I never asked for help beforehand. I'm very resilient and very good at being a doormat but for the past few months I feel like getting out of bed every day is unbearable. I feel like I'm on fire and my heart is beating so fast all the time it's like I've been for a run but I'm just sat at my desk. I feel like I'm a failure and can't do anything despite trying my absolute hardest and it's still not enough. I've never ever been like this and I'm worried it's genuinely affecting me as a person and will have a lasting effect on my already minuscule self-esteem. I've not ever heard anything positive about my work in this job. I feel like everyone hates me, finds me annoying and that I'm just a general pile of crap that can't do simple tasks. I need to leave as soon as I finish my qualification (I'm too scared to leave without a valid reason because once again I will be criticised for this) but this means I'll have to stay for at least another 5 months. Does anyone have any tips or words of encouragement for me to last that long without crying at my desk? I feel like I'm crumbling apart, constantly on the verge of a panic attack that never comes. Has anyone else left their job due to anxiety and had a good outcome? I honestly think anything is better than this. I'd rather work in a sewer. 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I got into a car accident a few weeks ago where I rear ended someone who was going slower than me and suddenly stopped. I braked really hard but the brakes in the suv are pretty hard so I still ended up hitting the other car. I thought I was ok and would learn from that experience. Well today, I had a similar experience this morning where I almost rear ended a car that suddenly stopped and its been freaking me out and I’ve been really anxious about driving home. On my way home I was going pretty fast in the passing lane with at least a car length gap in front of me and the other car but when I see the tail lights come on I slammed on my brakes and had this feeling that I was still gonna hit him. I’ve never felt so anxious about driving in fact I used to love it, now I dread it and am praying I don’t get into another wreck every day. Is this normal? Am I just overreacting to an incident? 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It even makes me tremble and so anxious when I think about. My girlfriend told me she likes to masturbate to group sex porn with only men. I don't know why but this has literally soul destroyed me to the point where I am having counselling to try and get it fixed. After a lot of googling I can see that I have retroactive jealously and OCD. Eventhough in my head I know I should care about it, I still do. I can't keep raising it to her because I fear she will eventually have enough and walk away. I can't tell you how painful these thoughts are and how they literally never leave my head. Sitting at work, being at home, exercising, watching sport etc. I just can't enjoy myself anymore. I know to some this sounds rediculous but I think it's a condition. I've always been the jealous type and this particular time is the worst I can recall. It's just because we are so in love and the idea of her fantasising that 10 dudes are screwing her all at once really hurts me. Has anyone had the above and know what can help. I've tried making myself believe that it's irritational and stupid but I just can't get over it.",3.8899805447470825,5.4847243307393,4.573250972762646,85.1618998054475,72.2295719844358,7.31898832684825,27.246887159533077,7.908726449838941,1.561068638132296,1031,37,207,14,20,330,149,257,0.188,0.738,0.073,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,1,1,14,17,6,3,9,0,24,9,2,4,2,39,42,20,0,1,7,0,0,1,2,2,3,1,1,2,19,12,0,1,9,2,0,1,6,13,0,0,4,3,35,4,23,35,6,19,1,2,2,4,17,11,1,2,7,143,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977152920201943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261383373231153,0.1427520886623242,0.1006478068715288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13523853436278288,0.0,0.0,0.17549178688807945,0.15897296751632348,0.0,0.16217368661331025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675877376826127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928308790351445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14873087984519107,0.16053372012736916,0.09507253526890866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619751120959014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040782730907218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29545266571753664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648149324201424,0.0,0.14438586881299315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409321518551955,0.16249334225744347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794253492947555,0.0,0.0,0.3164277068729195,0.0,0.0,0.15241411795784207,0.0,0.0,0.1016707072953929,0.07032293968899109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237460075993754,0.12991355064900587,0.0,0.19216521338070328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534069527489135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101717980806644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15329385765072434,0.0,0.10947460966564013,0.15316476180094854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360720050172435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221312679390314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470338125667999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11495251115655387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12581191957171498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844648345321441,0.0,0.11427411210157495,0.08393391592428556,0.0,0.0,0.1375430414727517,0.0,0.19545475370571852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988554197276814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047917127908811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,weirdo3333,2018/03/15,"To those that get anxiety about having an anxiety/panic attack in public, has it ever actually happened? Was it as bad as you thought it would be? The anxiety paradox- being anxious about getting anxious. I experience this everyday that I don't feel ""just right"". I tell myself that if I go into public feeling bad about myself I will have an anxiety attack in front of everyone, thus causing me to feel even worse about myself. However, I've never actually had a full blown anxiety attack in public. So I'm just wondering if anyone here has experienced this and how it turned out. Of course my brain wants to assume that strangers would react horribly to me having an attack and try to kill me. That's where all my anxious thoughts end up- someone wanting to kill me. But the small glimmer of hope inside of me wants to believe that people would react appropriately and possibly even offer help. Has anyone ever had this fear come true?",6.175862068965517,7.570463770114943,7.01902298850575,70.56577586206897,66.47126436781609,9.47816091954023,32.31609195402299,9.725611199111238,3.3842850574712644,752,31,120,16,12,250,103,174,0.264,0.687,0.049,-0.9911,1,0,0,0,0,2,19.0,0,1,0,0,14,11,6,1,6,0,16,1,1,5,5,35,33,10,2,9,5,0,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,6,0,0,7,0,0,3,2,9,0,0,5,4,16,2,23,22,2,18,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,5,5,94,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.2025988249347417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3176443789220702,0.351812762982977,0.0,0.14516675164688553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4723759877192459,0.0,0.0,0.1733468871424491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695350360840233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158815185970631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663707314971957,0.0,0.08941943963822514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091941060291917,0.0,0.0,0.13712540337255524,0.1877964406940061,0.0,0.09919081777767172,0.0,0.10154191682782504,0.0,0.11681029920808746,0.15746187920082996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846841273249927,0.0,0.05899518515251246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179505890869806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957878866581704,0.0,0.0,0.10310250627999257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296913070148195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800613737679668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196581866136433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702535671229986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864952111035497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879542530820943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073077819766934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482029928672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047727260867795,0.1129108191469442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836819165846394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125728796212556,0.0,0.0,0.1057869011261449,0.2212218239916262,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ssssSSSBOOM,2018/03/15,"Paralyzed. I have recently been diagnosed with GAD, panic attacks and depression. Over the past year or two I my anxiety has ramped up to levels that are preventing me from interacting normally with the outside world. I have been having severe, scary heart rate inducing panic attacks for no reason, and become flustered at simple questions or statements. I was able to see a psychiatrist and was prescribed medication that should take a month or so to kick in. In the meantime, I feel paralyzed by the anxiety. I am currently unemployed, and the prospect of going out and job hunting makes my heart feel like its going to leap out of my chest. It is not constrained to work related issues, as simply going out to Target or to dinner with my wife is a trigger. Everything seems to be at this point. While my wife has been EXTREMELY supportive, I feel as though I am going to let her down and worry about my future ability to work if this is not corrected. I am new to all of this, and feeling extremely overwhelmed constantly with all of the things I should be doing. Is this just a waiting game? Is anxiety covered by disability so I can potentially bring in just a little bit of money each month until I can function like a human again? I find this embarrassing and incredibly guilt inducing but I am at a loss for solutions at the moment and would appreciate any advice given. 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I have a reoccurring sensation during panic attacks where people/objects feel physically far away from me. Someone might be sitting right next to me and then it will suddenly feel like they're across the room or outside. I don't really know how to describe it--not a hallucination or anything, it just feels weird. Is this a way of my body experiencing a panic attack? 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How do I stop worrying about it and put my mind at ease?,1.0747457627118635,2.4207656271186444,3.812000000000001,88.74952542372883,79.16949152542372,7.4318644067796615,18.57966101694916,8.238735603445708,0.5179600000000001,208,4,50,4,5,74,46,59,0.234,0.727,0.039,-0.9061,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,4,1,15,6,8,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,6,0,7,5,2,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,2,36,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26668576762286944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982982355582975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949435422607574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372624233258049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357798099136653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213980141942628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852490912128414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661686752848137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27925355817125896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22190636272852546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3729185727157836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3392109506606281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Spazbrain,2018/03/15,"Anxiety solution How do you calm yourself down when you're having alot of anxiety? I would love to hear how you guys handle it. I have tried snapping a rubberband to bring me back to the present, deep breathing, and CBT. The rubberband actually works best, because the sting when I snap it stops the thought process for a minute. If I can stop the thoughts (even for a minute), I can usually re- direct my thoughts to something positive. However, I'm concerned that this is a form of self-mutilation. (FYI-I'm 56 years old, not a teenager.) I would like to hear your thoughts please.",4.459408766564729,6.516316082568814,4.397553516819574,85.10552497451582,71.66055045871559,8.514169215086646,33.21202854230377,9.150863307647796,2.9919961264016317,459,23,89,10,9,141,76,109,0.084,0.746,0.17,0.9116,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,3,0,2,6,4,0,0,11,0,8,2,1,2,0,14,17,6,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,2,11,4,10,11,3,12,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,2,10,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.16635147596759778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26081400661389603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310788167027699,0.0,0.1039152722228489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889489431994238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259203132606685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878940892896802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.384258029541129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328170281784139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385337650858827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887673563223952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18712188407585054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17783455152202893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123404112261178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850365597212149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5413279186510411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573609397192405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877456264867008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241022107582482,0.0,0.0,0.24219013082696694,0.0,0.0,0.10977533991691822 anxiety,weirdbabexo97,2018/03/15,"I (21, f) tell my bf (23) stupid lies to make myself seem more interesting? This is so embarassing.. but hey all! I’ve been with my boyfriend for the past 8 months. I tend to lie about super dumb things like.. that I have a brother who smokes weed (I do have a stepbrother technically so I refer to him), that my dad was a comic book artist (he did used to draw comics), that I had a new job after I was gonna get fired from our job. It’s dumb little lies to make myself more interesting or not. Or that I’m throwing up to see if he cares about me or something. I get very insecure as I have borderline personality disorder and I have yet to tell him. My question is.. how do I stop with these Little lies? I’m getting real sick of it. I’m not doing it to be malicious. A lot of this has to do with my anxiety too. If there’s nothing to say, I make something up.",0.3879352226720663,2.3683368681318697,2.7985367264314647,92.0596211683054,84.16483516483518,6.249161364950839,20.01850780798149,7.475848149327749,0.4831934065934069,658,19,154,11,19,226,109,182,0.214,0.7090000000000001,0.077,-0.981,2,0,3,0,0,0,30.0,1,0,0,1,8,9,3,1,6,0,17,1,0,5,1,24,32,11,0,2,8,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,0,1,12,4,0,1,3,4,0,1,2,4,0,0,5,3,23,5,23,25,4,11,0,0,1,0,15,4,2,8,7,100,35,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907221854090162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720237906728114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337055427314154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644515615954653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348620104852722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08242927046840688,0.33820845575184183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434418002022652,0.0,0.0,0.3378706525587021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467265625336458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295320129311178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618937489015117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106467748581774,0.0,0.14732194237941165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900776688590756,0.0,0.0,0.19204309522796248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417487060916314,0.0,0.0,0.13444995443965801,0.15359858897249182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597815823727457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105952976270578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949417300354934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11209170397979858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572203147223273,0.0,0.13921369787861818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DarrylDixon,2018/03/15,"because Of my meds I feel numb to emotions, I don't particularly get too happy or too sad. And the truth is, i'm ok with that. I can live a ""normal life"" where people don't think there is anything wrong with me. I blend in without having panic attacks, I go out without feeling like i'm going to embarrass myself...even more simply, I go out. Anyone else feel the same way?",4.080394736842109,4.611571513157898,5.553789473684212,82.3175263157895,70.71052631578948,7.132631578947367,27.042105263157893,6.742157984588678,1.2160452631578949,289,9,58,2,5,98,57,76,0.177,0.6559999999999999,0.168,0.0751,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,2,3,1,6,2,0,0,1,15,16,2,0,1,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,0,3,8,4,10,16,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004966507456162,0.20522405674430144,0.16482424055644287,0.0,0.0,0.2278624344721465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209687791997165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731927062710006,0.2253028954320089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229177203230852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038227857812708,0.14308950474229631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10464493213506272,0.0,0.3414937302607219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132158397734663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147301314561947,0.09785314212631684,0.0,0.17686256840689793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22248059643783466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19624481335020053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350009189579911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388580881778923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833979744455407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898342221420575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861510017703811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21898917568984194,0.0,0.0 anxiety,leezull,2018/03/15,"i need help (F/20) I’ve been struggling with anxiety for my entire life. I’ve tried everything from therapy to meditation and exercise. however, the only thing i’ve yet to try is anti-anxiety medication. For the last year, my anxiety has taken a major toll on my physical health. last year at this time i weighed 140, today i weigh 110 and my weight is declining rapidly (i’ve lost 6 pounds just this week). I throw up nearly everyday, have major heart burn and abdominal pain, and i’m never hungry. I thought all my physical problems were from an ulcer but the scope that went down my throat yesterday said otherwise. The doctors had no answers for me but i’m left to believe all this is coming from my anxiety. I’m looking for help with deciding if medication is the right path, I’m thinking it is but getting it is going to be hard. I currently do not live at home, or anywhere near that for that matter, and the psychiatrists near me have waiting lists that exceed the time i’ll actually be living here before i move home again. So basically i’m just looking for advice as to what to do in my situation. I don’t know where I can go for medication without being admitted into a hospital and my mom said she’d fly me home so my therapist at home (who i do phone sessions with) can get me in to see someone, but i’d rather not make her spend that kind off money. I’m in a really tight spot because my weight is declining so fast that waiting for an appointment could be extremely unhealthy for me. 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(do you get heart palpitations at random times? ) Recently I saw my doctor several times in a row for a normal check up, then a persistent cough, then what I thought was a breast lump. I still have the cough - she said it's allergies. I've always had random heart palpitations. Maybe like once or twice every few months one just randomly would pop up. I also used to randomly get chest pain and thought I had a heart disease... before I learned about my anxiety. Well now I start a new saga of hypochondria: I was sitting in my car eating lunch at work, and suddenly had a really hard palpitation - the kind that makes you catch your breath. I got really anxious immediately afterward and went inside, worried I was having a heart attack. I wasn't stressed before it happened, just tired from lack of sleep. That anxiety stayed with me until I went home. I wanted to nap but was afraid I'd die in my sleep or something. I had another, smaller palpitation while lying down and almost started crying from the fear. I stayed just a little tense and worried about the lasting chest pain until my boyfriend got home.. then the chest pain dulled a lot. Later we played a game, and I noticed no pain until after we were done playing, when I wasn't focused on the game anymore. I went to bed a little worried, then woke up fine (still didn't sleep well though) the next day. Got through work with a small dull pain in the center of my chest, but not much more. I slept much better that night. Then yesterday I was fine all day until after we finished a game late at night and I noticed a SLIGHT pain. I then got nervous about that, had a bit of a racing heart trying to move around and get ready for bed. Today I was fine aside from some light headedness (possibly related to stomach since I had some coffee). I was working at my desk on a computer all day. Ate, then went to talk to my boss. While talking to him in a well lit room, I suddenly got dizzy and my eye started to twitch for a moment... then I went into full panic and couldn't focus for a while. Now I'm home and feeling mostly fine. I'm mostly convinced that it's anxiety. I was at my doctors office like 2 weeks ago with no issues in blood pressure or rhythm. I'm young (22), relatively fit (though overweight.. i have decent endurance when excersizing) and I'm making an effort to cut caffeine. And I only have issues when I'm relaxing - I've never had problems excersizing. So I keep telling myself to wait and see if it gets better. But the fear of something happening while I wait freaks me out (and also makes the whole situation worse, since that causes chest pain).",4.405639540639541,5.9336777393822455,5.0120077220077235,82.7857642807643,70.83397683397683,7.783862983862987,26.988614988614987,8.303829127061777,1.7874578160578167,2111,71,401,32,39,677,251,518,0.2,0.7070000000000001,0.093,-0.9955,0,0,2,0,0,0,78.0,3,3,0,7,22,37,2,7,32,0,30,37,19,6,3,68,71,46,1,7,11,0,2,2,0,1,15,1,6,0,11,24,4,3,4,7,1,9,8,21,3,2,38,8,54,16,57,31,16,93,0,2,4,1,15,27,0,15,56,257,65,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05082562108527453,0.0,0.05741453126422319,0.0,0.0,0.09170444982299818,0.047708817691937126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060122642829258485,0.13158750431908287,0.06477427314663542,0.05686270700983285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051041915528787694,0.0,0.06522889689320054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975788016778041,0.0,0.0,0.10141949509469543,0.06259694460031982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058900696312361174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298179162856732,0.11093249406375544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595065547387115,0.0,0.0,0.11737330580205567,0.0,0.058675461842922785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058669869078156335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04830873393978661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903969992034045,0.028991213073274975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11982446346536085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292874172192009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10140550050853958,0.0,0.051362518172629185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397219697237416,0.0,0.0,0.17254048115739254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968946266571448,0.0,0.05096358971670981,0.0,0.05970746265670431,0.0,0.04673715143613338,0.06467841721918062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602373671833518,0.11493308974642748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974914081280848,0.0,0.0,0.11481829437672728,0.0,0.05760253056487664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04576569338915305,0.06093995328785441,0.08429830277013263,0.0,0.044221681291239136,0.05537624677968119,0.06097834613780063,0.10761342104381932,0.05617789841269498,0.0,0.13055667263387646,0.0,0.061061829607406075,0.03885290521709088,0.043607226435461936,0.42707284630937625,0.06727239067741965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646386363856709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05486358207294584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346285522652625,0.0,0.05661318106821855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05454043472502708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569001282260857,0.0,0.0,0.06477427314663542,0.0,0.09485920071640093,0.06444897488834875,0.1721346488813655,0.0,0.0,0.08828135256092906,0.0,0.0,0.12174986415457158,0.12222681756326817,0.0915784984050438,0.0,0.06567912022863312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217030932239748,0.050114897708247695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266624615151427,0.0910380424711168,0.06686710806285008,0.06590022659759252,0.05434859008599601,0.0,0.0,0.0389279291735526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04952059310284895,0.0,0.0,0.033818735102360775,0.0,0.04599212914459467,0.0,0.15465802970518674,0.2657589788042926,0.0,0.06401449889225631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522563804124046,0.17468493618194308,0.058431106115492876,0.04073042356886825,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DelusionalRabbit,2018/03/15,Tactile hallucinations Hi! This is quite an embarrassing thing to talk about but for the about 2 - 3 weeks i've from time to time had a hallucination in where i feel like im peeing myself. This gets worse when around people and when i'm for example on a buss. It's gotten to the point where i can hardly go on the buss anymore just because it is exhausting focusing on this all the time. Any help would be appreciated,2.654246987951808,4.937655554216871,4.379141566265062,82.14533885542173,77.79518072289156,7.523493975903612,22.423192771084338,8.472884824447931,1.3752421686746996,333,10,68,7,8,112,60,83,0.106,0.762,0.131,0.4944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,1,7,0,6,2,1,0,1,7,11,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,1,13,7,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,7,43,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290234606334898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521529711098484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263411527259184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499169183394387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855913650471934,0.18164006157656215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13283791813327456,0.0,0.1444991657594113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277628386329281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042199106197342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27463939140285754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421631337179677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17626863502296086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24035347343416955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27043184486136146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043608066332244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16891594634784404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4447749901703241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039482926740017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25910790722131105,0.18061569449510656,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Elvira21,2018/03/15,"I think I'll have a panic attack again I am 26 years old, I am a med student and I'm suffering from anxiety disorder and atypical depression. Last summer I had severe panic attacks, and that was not something rare. I had 6-7 panic attacks every day for months and I was dealing with that situation without any medication like I still do. Last Octomber I met my boyfriend and everything changed ( I was already better from September). However, 2 days ago, he left cause he had to go to the army and I realy tried to stay calm, but tonight I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack again and I'm anable to talk to him cause it's difficult for him to talk to the phone inside the camp. I feel like I'm out of oxygen and I'm a little bit deezy right now.I dont know how to deal with it and I realy don't want to take any meditation. Moreover I don't live alone, I live with my parents ( they can't understant my problem) and I can't even express myself cause I don't have my own room. I just need someone to talk to, please help. thank you and sorry for my english...",1.8143243243243248,3.622845252252256,3.8344954954954957,87.34147297297298,78.45945945945947,6.782342342342344,24.613513513513517,7.7348632917899725,1.2742983783783783,834,30,176,13,20,284,122,222,0.199,0.73,0.071,-0.9677,2,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,6,18,4,4,7,0,18,1,0,4,0,30,34,13,0,3,4,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,15,0,0,4,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,7,2,28,6,23,27,2,21,0,2,0,0,16,5,0,0,16,100,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08352321342266772,0.0,0.0,0.09758685603681017,0.10397768370290553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12815006277859128,0.0,0.07208051747863592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42877013287414106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333279508578084,0.10286736987802776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903796544219549,0.0996756899100869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153238438084135,0.19428003754116566,0.08115433491884314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798799133309862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042893060726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06223355859846898,0.0,0.07938713996749727,0.0,0.08468176877829321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528419821328,0.1346261969494341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709847254899624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315584880913849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178262623941768,0.15360902595241252,0.0,0.0,0.10237382137876727,0.0,0.0,0.1380981408218314,0.09443643559329498,0.16640168690367702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466077385413564,0.0949199972707704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520808786508028,0.0,0.0,0.06986533543963443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887143590680164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442202662674878,0.10462375277607126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10342881819021146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015891152461164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046612853722589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064454368643626,0.0,0.0,0.1059108648262302,0.0,0.0,0.07983504191849272,0.07253765024156837,0.0,0.10547519829642048,0.0,0.10042943255117508,0.07524679781461638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084414708733268,0.2271992034446083,0.0,0.08674809622401168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0603744449264062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06397139212544001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055575305708512365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908278369370753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060676674618310486 anxiety,oddoutlier,2018/03/15,"Afraid to go on meds Anyone here can calm my fears or inform me? I've seen quite a few vids and articles about the dangers of these anxiety and anti-depression meds. How they permanently alter your brain and such. Anybody who's been on it for years, and have gotten off of it, do you still suffer side negative effects? And for those on it for a long time, did it give you lasting negative side effects? I know everybody experiences effects differently, but I just wanted to hear your guys' stories.",6.295567375886524,7.143633946808514,6.7136170212765975,74.83333333333334,65.91489361702128,10.09645390070922,32.687943262411345,10.125756701596842,3.33489219858156,397,16,71,9,6,129,71,94,0.136,0.847,0.017,-0.8477,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,1,4,6,5,1,2,3,0,5,1,1,4,0,15,12,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,4,2,9,1,12,8,1,12,0,1,1,0,10,6,0,1,5,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356127644963285,0.0,0.0,0.15863858066294714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532712129568329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19540994502585501,0.0,0.0,0.2370395321058361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193050930208366,0.0,0.2553011603960174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21764233615507156,0.1289401647741994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22464518409288456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557083300817854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468637882200817,0.18493609335135167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007801536764914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040212845229397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24131299619176935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811853013031312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229455966892392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338186979679618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461021849710547 anxiety,Guitarsgunsandbishes,2018/03/15,"I've developed Dissociation anxiety It's taken me awhile to finally want to write about this, but my anxiety has gotten so bad that I don't think I can ignore it anymore. I know things in life can get really bad, and i'm sorry for anybody who's going through worse than I. I can only reference to what I've already experienced in my life, and i have to say what I'm living through now is a mini hell. For the past week I haven't been able to live. I'm living in a panic attack that I can't come down from. I can't eat, it's hard for me to sleep, and I don't enjoy anything like i used to. I've always had panic attacks, for over 10 years; never this bad though. Maybe you guys experience this, or have experienced this, but it's like i'm living outside my body(getting more anxious just writing about it!). I look at myself doing tasks and living life, if that makes sense. Like everything is in third person. I'm scared that it's caused by some obscure neurological condition that is sure to silently kill me or ruin my life. I had an MRI a few years ago(2014) so I highly doubt it's actually that. I'm scared to take medication, and I don't want to be dependent on one. The though of something changing my nuerochemistry is terrifying. I'm seeing a counselor soon, and I'm hesitant to go because he essentially told me last time that it's so bad that medication is the only saving grace. I just hope this alleviates on its own. I mean, what goes down must come up.... right? Don't hesitate to tell your stories. I'd love to read them. 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So about a year ago, I was stuck in traffic when I was driving home from college. It was HOT, and I mean bad hot. Probably 90 degrees outside and 100+ inside my car. I had my AC on, and it's important to note that I have a huge fear of driving. I no longer drive on highways anymore due to the fact that I got in an accident and flat out refuse. This was before the accident, though, and I wasn't terrified of using the highway at the time. I was super irritated though, because this highway is known to have bad traffic jams. Now, I'm super embarrassed about how I acted, but this was just insane. I had just left school and had merged onto the highway, and normally it takes about 20-30 minutes to get home, but it was just at a standstill/crawl at the moment. I was aggravated, but figured it would pass. Nope. We were inching along, and we were going over a bridge, which made me super scared. I can't handle heights. I can get over the bridge if we go fairly quickly, but we were utterly stuck. I start shaking and my palms are sweating, so I'm trying to get over as quickly as possible, and then this asshole edges in from the right and cuts in front of me. I hold down my horn and he barrels in anyway. I'm so done. I'm sweating and really starting to feel sick. Then I notice my car is starting to overheat from just SITTING THERE. We had been stuck for about 30 minutes now. At this point, I just lose it. I start screaming, crying, and hitting and shaking my steering wheel. Yes, it was a childish tantrum and I'm ashamed of my behavior. But I was feeling ill from the heat, and if my car continued to overheat I would have been struck and killed from it breaking down in the middle of the road, or I would have passed out from heat stroke. I know this isn't the safest route usually, but we're about 1/4 of a mile from the nearest exit, so I high tail it onto the shoulder and make a break for it. As I'm driving home on a country road, there is a car in front of me going slow as can be, taking their sweet time. I usually don't tailgate, but I was feeling hot and sick and I just wanted to get home, so I got right up on their bumper until they got out of the way. I was going 45 in a 35 and didn't care. I just wanted to get home. As soon as I got home I drank as much cold water as possible, my car was no longer on the verge of overheating as it started moving again. Fuck traffic jams and fuck driving on the highways. Yes, I admit to throwing an immature tantrum in the midst of my panic, but heat and anxiety will make anyone crazy. 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Anyone else experience this? For example, the fan turned off but all you remember is turning it on before sleeping.",4.98,7.212943666666671,5.478888888888887,77.155,70.66666666666666,8.133333333333335,28.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5439000000000003,156,6,26,3,3,50,32,36,0.0,0.946,0.054000000000000006,0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,2,0,2,5,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,5,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,23,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347797735654047,0.2542087783640973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111156647453369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538934464907657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725653735556984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22442154499399555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24269037018953066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810500516235181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.496560321155093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482727019382226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5397252554063681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ValuableMud,2018/03/15,"I literally have re-written this title at least 7 times. i still cant think of a title. This is my first post. I lurk reddit daily, but never really feel like actually saying anything. I feel like I do that with basically every type of social media. I never post because I don't feel what I am saying is worth others reading. Writing this is kind of a big step for me. I caught some type of illness and have been feeling horrible the past few days, so I called out of work mostly because I didn't want to spread it to anyone else, and I am coughing so much, but also because for some reason, when I am sick, it makes my anxiety go through the roof. Last night I could barely sleep, but for the short time I was asleep, I had a dream that I was late for work and couldn't get there. It was one of those dreams where everything is really hard to do- walking, talking, etc. I seem to have those types of dreams often. When I wake up, I start crying. Since my boss was not taking kindly to me being under the weather, I tried to tough it out and go to work even though I am still sick. I tried to calm myself down, but I could not hold back the tears. I cried for a good hour just out of fear of leaving my house and facing people- something that I normally am able to do, most days. I start getting these invasive thoughts - how I don't feel like I can do this, I want to quit my job and quit school, I just want to give up, I have so many thoughts racing through my head and just this deep uneasy scared feeling (best way I can describe it, my apologies.) So, I go to work, for the first 5 minutes I keep my composure but then I have a coughing fit. I literally had snot coming out of my nose as I cough so I go into the break room so none of my co-workers saw, to blow my nose. Then anxiety hits. The tears come. I try to talk to myself in my head - this is temporary. You can do this. It's okay. Sometimes if I sing ""Don't worry, bout a thing, cause every little thing is gonna be alright"" in my head it helps, so I try that. Nothing. Boss comes in, sharply says that I should leave, and don't worry about coming in tomorrow. ""Get this coughing thing or whatever it is figured out, you were out last month with the same thing."" I was not out last month with the same thing, i missed a few days last month because my father was in the hospital and it was a very scary time. I have an irrational fear of losing my parents. I was not sick. My boss knew that. My coworker was out for 10 days and when she came back my boss wanted to decorate for her to ""welcome her back"". Anyways, after that, I walk out of the break room, and start crying in front of my co-workers. This is very embarassing for me as I really can't help it and it makes me feel so weak, worthless, and like a baby. I tell them that I really want to put my store key on the counter and just not come back. My co-worker looks empathetic and says to just get some rest. So, I storm out of work. My boss apologizes, but I still feel numb. I drive home and try to call my boyfriend, but he is at work, as I should be, so he doesn't pick up. I sit in my car in front of my house and just cant shake this feeling. I decide to go inside and try to diffuse some lavender oil (usually this helps when I am having a panic attack). I feel a little ""Better"" but I honestly don't know what that really even is. I honestly don't want to re-read this post because I will delete half of it as I did with the title. This isn't new, I have let anxiety get the best of me many many times. It has caused hurt to many relationships, jobs, and I feel so guilty. I wish I wasn't like this. I wish anxiety would just leave me alone. I just want to be happy. I am so sick of crying over nothing. To anyone else dealing with anxiety, I am really sorry. I wish no one had to feel the wrath of it, and the emptiness it leaves you. Right now, I feel like a shell, drained and small. I just want to curl in a ball. Tomorrow, I may feel totally fine again. Then...it happens again. Stupid cycle. 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After my break up in September I decided to move back in with my mom after her divorce was finalized, and she buys a new house. I've been waiting six months, and had no idea when anything would be figured out. Now suddenly this weekend she has a new house ready to move into. I was supposed to finish out the month at work, but a few days ago I crashed on an icy road and totaled my car. I have no way of reliably getting to and from work now. My replacement is already trained, and my boss said he can go ahead and start now. So today is my last day of work, and I'm moving an hour and a half away this weekend. I don't have a vehicle or a job, and have no idea what living with my mom and brother is going to be like since I haven't lived with them in seven years. I want to stay in the town I'm in now, but it's just not possible at this point. My entire life is going to be completely different, and I'm definitely feeling anxious about it.",5.687045454545455,4.683925326923081,6.477814685314687,82.29900349650352,67.36538461538461,9.871328671328673,33.33216783216783,9.095868883498916,2.601023076923077,780,30,170,12,11,259,121,208,0.048,0.893,0.059,0.2617,2,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,0,1,4,9,1,0,0,10,0,19,2,0,1,2,34,31,18,0,2,5,3,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,18,0,1,5,2,1,8,6,0,0,3,5,2,19,1,30,22,3,54,0,0,0,0,10,16,0,1,28,118,25,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047425997041462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039360503462175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334883001614856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723643747269513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101615191076727,0.09085851763893152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499867355023722,0.0,0.2477791270095049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240814339691275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345309881403392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974575344149478,0.0,0.0,0.12943960308720945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173424713521425,0.0,0.2014608630242289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163647862019486,0.2726838656501849,0.0,0.2667787794882375,0.0,0.0,0.11725656290384512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631698815787404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669212216645651,0.057727497507346626,0.0,0.20867666086128192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767774771549529,0.18862997049460864,0.3767593389076216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282412659485489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170034081613177,0.13320877682944335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123981724199479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977440026972134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363496607207002,0.1259439073421404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200281461019868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969442099652796,0.09379070421400114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25806785235429464,0.0,0.0,0.08393818630364591,0.0,0.0,0.07609181185071112 anxiety,latenightfiction,2018/03/15,"Should I workout or run before an interview? I've got some interviews coming up and since I've been a recluse recently the outside world has started to scare me and make me anxious, as always happens when I haven't been out in it for a while. I've recently noticed that exercise, namely working out and running, decreases my levels of anxiety by a quite a bit *but* also decreases my cognitive function somewhat - in the way that I can feel myself thinking slower. They're only shitty retail jobs so I won't exactly have to present myself as a genius but I don't wanna blank out answering interview questions or sound like an idiot. What would you lot recommend and is there a way to decrease anxiety through exercise but counteract the braindead feeling later? I've realised if I wait a few hours I get back to normal mental speed but the interviews are quite early so I won't have much time to mentally recover. Also - I'm new to this subreddit so I'm not sure if this is the kinda thing I'm supposed to post. Please don't crucify me if it's glaringly off-topic or whatever.",4.594790669856462,6.269409564593303,6.103418062200959,74.56986393540673,70.57894736842105,9.626913875598087,33.63666267942584,9.978442167317967,3.8069925837320575,865,43,147,23,16,294,131,209,0.086,0.856,0.057,-0.5787,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,8,4,1,1,14,0,16,2,0,1,2,37,29,23,0,7,11,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,3,1,3,6,2,0,0,3,3,16,2,20,22,6,27,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,11,14,103,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405983585212024,0.12517018798785362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301577702585533,0.16994359405203133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567173317152578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800523614426526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423109400196825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958251560908224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212431436929227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859370313025843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203129756930746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302515316577854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814369472330005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14927901323157997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349272101120582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12789059206402495,0.0,0.0,0.10041349577752187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031970308785579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058369202238423,0.0,0.0,0.14528666931618167,0.0,0.0,0.14738990495394233,0.0,0.1712660682787448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11440913849093637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512746445107002,0.0,0.0,0.1440707915698713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851653547050371,0.3200026081510528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970638493980917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506071266902835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443762558442202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647544920051442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417789220884369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993930895476508,0.09638976044378453,0.0,0.0,0.08771720712590172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23880938394625165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951516171660096,0.0,0.0,0.10686147805758248,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kfarsrule3,2018/03/15,Anxiety without help I’ve had really bad anxiety for a long time. It’s making me afraid of everything. Sometimes I get afraid of going outside because I imagine walking outside on any other planet & how I’d immediately die. I constantly worry about super outlandish things. I criticize everything I say & do to the point to where I absolutely hate interaction. I don’t have health insurance either. How can I manage this?,4.546915584415586,7.546341532467537,6.4001136363636375,66.32017045454546,75.23376623376623,9.564285714285717,33.00162337662338,9.827888789773867,4.407157142857144,346,18,50,11,8,119,59,77,0.282,0.6709999999999999,0.048,-0.9533,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,2,2,0,5,1,0,3,0,6,9,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,1,9,1,8,8,1,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,32,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416112852253004,0.0,0.13858372554165987,0.0,0.3117965433514837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17015556955602726,0.1242280777062625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202238569738744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115011395302608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3663054000380505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647150838174484,0.0,0.11581816663878068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011997624429892,0.0,0.2166185170855226,0.0,0.0,0.13659568521379428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18034713494423066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360309532634891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264677752366424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055265644079628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620614464270346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015528479348995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353885686415304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883119107201155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964456318273939,0.0,0.0,0.20695794619309327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CyricFionn,2018/03/15,"Anxiety from blood in movies/TV shows? So, for the last few years I've had issues hanging out with friends to watch TV/Netflix series or going to the cinema to watch a movie because of my reaction to blood. Old school action movies I can be okay with. A bit of blood from a gun shot or maybe a stab wound, that's fine. But anything more than that and I start feeling hot in the head, my stomach churns and I get all around agitated. Even the thought of watching something like that gets me feeling ill. Not long before writing this, I saw a lighthearted comedy sketch that ended in a scene where someone gets crushed. You don't see anything except the blood around the aftermath, but it's enough to make me feel faint. I've been previously diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety, OCD and Panic Disorder, so I'm sure it's something to do with anxiety, but whenever I look into this kind of thing, all I find is things about hemophobia. But it's not just the blood that gets to me. The idea of injury that could occur from doing things haunts me, pain too. After seeing or thinking about injuries or blood, the image sticks with me, sometimes for weeks in the case of particularly violent or gory imagery. It keeps me awake, since closing my eyes just makes me see it again. I was mostly hoping to hear of other who may have had similar bouts of anxiety from this kind of thing. After all, any search I tried with ""anxiety from blood/gore/injury/bloody tv"" just came back to hemophobia, and I'm not sure that's all it is. Edit: Of course, I get anxious from real life injury and the thought of the pain associated with them as well. Sorry if this seems a bit ranty or just gibberish. I don't talk about this often, and it's hard to explain. 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Warning, long post. **Background** I'm currently a university student, and work as a maths tutor for a company. I am the only maths tutor in the company (at least for now), since they focus on other subjects. I started this job about two months ago and it is something I genuinely enjoy. I really enjoy working with my students and don't feel any anxiety at all with them. It's the management I have issue with. **The Problem** I genuinely dislike the management and my coworkers. Every time I make an error, or even question one of the business practices, they drill into me and it leaves me feeling miserable for the rest of the week. I get panic attacks before coming to work, scared that I'll make an error and face what feels like an interrogation. They're actually nice people, but they have a habit of criticising and attempting to micromanage everything that makes me feel totally inadequate and useless (despite the fact my students are doing great). Being the only maths tutor, I think it would be difficult for me to quit as it would leave my students without a tutor and quitting when the business is depending on me would be poor practice. I could offer to stay for a few weeks while they find a replacement, but I feel like I'd be putting myself into a very toxic environment. Also given it's a small, family-run business, I'm afraid they'd take it personally. **Solutions?** When they inevitably ask my why I'm resigning, I don't want to tell them that I dislike them. I'm considering using the long commute (40-50 minutes) as my excuse for quitting, or maybe just telling them about my struggle with anxiety and my need for some space. I'm also considering waiting until school holidays, so that my quitting would have minimum impact on my students. I have friends at university that tutor maths privately, and they've recommended I quit. They make much more, don't have to deal with petty, micromanaging bosses and have far more autonomy. 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Like, for example, mine at school is in the college of architecture building. The bathroom stalls there actually go all the way down to the floor. It makes me feel safer somehow. Anybody else have something like this? Edit: By panic attack spot I mean place you go when you feel one happening, not necessarily place that triggers one.",3.9230317460317465,7.190438128571429,4.300476190476194,78.0834126984127,82.0,6.5396825396825395,26.34920634920635,7.793537801064563,2.110301587301588,319,13,51,6,9,100,54,70,0.163,0.741,0.096,-0.7476,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,10,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,4,0,2,0,2,5,2,8,10,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,31,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.1680962858657141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044488308800415,0.17649587029182467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919304521797208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877943332220321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17419487052879665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19579326802693447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15232475774078946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16831043839945406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11498172378839737,0.0,0.0,0.1876364767517953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334492446677815,0.0,0.0,0.4042088668244875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3599401685568793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34866303924699604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13261051495663498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672820774920194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540388099862096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Detroids,2018/03/15,"I'm not sure if I have anxiety, but I'm having some of these symptoms - hyperactive - tightness in chest - easily annoyed - loss of interest - ignoring friends - slight paranoia - hard time sleeping - upset stomach - uneasy breathing - very moderate hallucinations (mostly auditory) - always tired - completely random thoughts - generally feeling uneasy - incredibly inconsistent appetite - unhappy with current life - wishing it was an earlier time in my life - some uncomfortable muscle spasms - always angry - delusions...? * There are probably more but these are all of the ones I can think of off the top of my head. Someone with anxiety please help :( these all started happening around mid-January. Can't tell if I'm being a hypochondriac or if I actually have anxiety *Kind of goes hand in hand with random thoughts. An example: This is kind of hard to explain but about a week ago I was falling asleep on the bus and I was kind of worried that I might miss my stop if I was sleeping. Suddenly I started ""seeing"" a bunch of SoundCloud links and I genuinely thought I'd know it was my stop when my link showed up. Obviously, half a second later, I knew that was fucking stupid and the links stopped flashing. I was pretty tired that day so it could have just been simple sleep deprivation.",6.676303656597774,8.869577563063068,6.830869104398516,69.34786168521464,66.16216216216216,10.088394276629572,36.932697403285644,10.328600350310266,4.46041727609963,1017,53,156,27,17,326,142,222,0.285,0.584,0.132,-0.9899,2,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,2,6,14,3,1,10,0,20,16,10,0,4,46,38,13,0,6,10,0,6,0,1,1,5,0,0,0,10,7,0,5,11,1,0,1,2,8,0,3,12,7,16,6,21,23,7,23,0,3,1,1,4,8,1,11,14,103,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.11286009633006475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251890813354618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246418612036864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654213953269156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10295518947572828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125938076316513,0.0,0.0,0.09233906094222713,0.0,0.0,0.07458625476093628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058477347571464236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893527866367461,0.10691881524416068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227106889091434,0.0,0.2072037358171292,0.0,0.11869276701916792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775193912786288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613026510027199,0.0635595552997709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337747428176022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12268896021346964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836908503271274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695164704386042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766010715083244,0.12469288886401685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216001943827999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472078821360776,0.0,0.09799193533014272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371878161728298,0.0,0.0,0.2900718499846002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900105403461603,0.12020716551035968,0.0,0.0,0.10108532831608504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07410541236844077,0.0,0.2754453515805144,0.13487573318877435,0.26585092842066044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542537337434688,0.0,0.0,0.09276940963948133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299459596833035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11745066459495793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sp_iin,2018/03/15,"I disappointed my dad and my chest won’t stop falling My dad was pretty absent during my childhood, it had an effect on me. My mum was abusive and he was a source of love for me. I have always really valued our relationship, I have always wanted to make him proud. I have always put so much pressure on myself around him, we have never argued before, I have always felt like he could stop loving me if I made a mistake. So, I have been staying with him for the past 6 months with my partner - because I had a breakdown, and he offered for me to stay with him and his partner to get back on my feet emotionally and financially. I have always been independent, this is the most time I’ve spent around my dad and I immediately felt like a burden. My dad put my partner and I up with a job as cleaners, at the place he works owned by two of his friends. One of the guys worked next door, and the other in the shed we worked in - the latter was an awful person, he often ridiculed my partner and it affected him a lot. In response my partner started adding extra time to our payslips, I was extremely anxious about it, my partner assured me he wouldn’t be silly about it but my fear of getting in trouble was way too intense, I asked him not to. After an incident with the boss, where he treated me like garbage, I had a change of heart, I told my partner to do what he wanted and kept out of it. Out of sight out of mind. My dad confronted me about it today. He told me that he knew what was happening and so did others, he had lost sleep over it, there had been a meeting about it with himself, the accountant and the other boss (who is closer to my dad and worked next door), he said he was extremely embarrassed, that we should have been fired, that he loved me, that he will miss me because I am leaving in a week. My stomach hasn’t stopped falling since, if I focus on it too much I feel like screaming and throwing up. I feel so much shame, I am also feeling extra shame for my partner and my dad. it’s like I am feeling everyone’s emotions at once right now. I am so afraid of trying to sleep tonight. Any help or comforting words are welcome, thank you for reading.",5.8782627765064825,5.299822130434785,6.389510869565218,81.68397644927538,66.82608695652175,8.839397406559877,32.16714340198322,7.9370924344782425,2.136092372234936,1689,61,347,17,24,551,202,437,0.131,0.7509999999999999,0.118,-0.7103,1,0,0,0,0,0,48.0,5,1,0,7,19,32,3,6,22,1,41,9,6,7,2,65,68,26,0,8,5,8,7,5,9,4,0,2,2,10,21,29,0,4,8,1,2,5,5,16,0,2,28,10,68,16,54,34,8,49,0,3,1,3,63,23,0,6,23,250,89,9,0.0,0.10399539462060453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701911875557163,0.3651664207287374,0.0,0.0,0.05968792804917258,0.0,0.0,0.09915730728435088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15627126810091505,0.08205491421331636,0.0,0.0,0.06749120291460217,0.0,0.10700991815362053,0.0,0.07468745500625767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285107285329892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007875087292889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974632342012517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386984867836551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876783293203384,0.17752051755147408,0.06270429044529488,0.16854965099224142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06781238200414684,0.0,0.09171443048940196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690801865943312,0.07761643539778534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040101697996182,0.058831680264054234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08710010558901397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293780966813334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21440467824400766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09581343930612594,0.0746205634099246,0.23765280418842216,0.08305193050264982,0.05858845054941684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886246369790248,0.0,0.0700587239658644,0.0,0.19356742203200167,0.0,0.0676951299862451,0.0,0.18669290482008224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347425000076193,0.05947653712422945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837882469578747,0.0,0.07663907122954905,0.0917029944909013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929561609754913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764700820508375,0.0,0.0,0.08779569089362034,0.0,0.05622895137080222,0.0,0.0,0.09423421428296144,0.0,0.07495675595295573,0.08349121314273683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260585458744481,0.0,0.17567065280968466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621254298728214,0.18710641615495788,0.0,0.22014381241150746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080860849467351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236104643573796,0.0,0.08319753485197166,0.16773969735673105,0.0,0.05959138478122626,0.0,0.08574043021213541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354032691101024,0.0696692793818843,0.07040535479152664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555960665231931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway191813,2018/03/15,"Today is my birthday. I hate my birthday. Not because of aging. I just turned 18 today, it’s a pretty big birthday, and I always have this huge anxiety surround this date. I have never celebrated my birthday with friends, I never throw birthday parties because I feel like it’s selfish throwing an entire party like “CELEBRATE ME!!” And I would be extremely uncomfortable hosting something like that where I felt it was so self absorbed. But I also wish people would remember and tell me happy birthday. I make a big deal about hating my birthday and not talking about it, but as it comes near and on the date, I still wish people would say something. It’s this overwhelming anxiety in my life. I hate today. I know I have too high of expectations for an arbitrary date to others... but all my friends do something big and flashy and everyone’s getting them presents and singing them happy birthday so I feel like no one cares about me. Edit: I just wanted to say thank you to every single person who left me a reply. Today is genuinely a very hard day for me and I’m actually very touched that people out there took some time out of their day to help a stranger they never met feel better. Reading your comments made me feel a little less shitty about my birthday, so thank you, sincerely. 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So, I've been dealing with anxiety for a while, about 6 years. for a while i've been fine. but recently i've felt a sudden wave of dread and anxiety that is i can't control unless i endlessly tap or pick or walk or shout or play guitar or write or just basically do anything possible to end the goddamn nerves and depressive fractions of breaths. i dont know if that makes sense, but lately nothing has made sense. for the longest while i could control it. i used to have panic attacks and not be able move. but i was put on medication and it helped a lot. no more panic attacks, no more anxiety. but now, about 6 years after medication with few episodes in-between i have felt a surge that i don't understand. all i want to do is drink. and i know this is bad so i don't. but i remember how nice it felt when i did. i am tempted. really don't know what i am doing. just need to know that others have been there. i am really bad at replying. i'm not a good internet citizen. but anything anyone has to say i will gratefully receive in advance and try to actually reply. i just don't know why i am feeling the way i do. i feel like a python strangling itself while trying to untie itself. i can't run, but i must move. i move, but i go nowhere. i feel, and that 's about it.",2.0691229656419523,3.8688721329113918,4.121555153707053,85.61417721518988,77.67088607594937,7.552260397830018,25.52622061482821,8.418075326091056,1.7415600361663652,1198,45,250,24,28,410,149,316,0.197,0.728,0.07400000000000001,-0.9905,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,18,15,2,3,10,0,36,4,1,8,5,67,61,36,0,5,24,0,6,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,19,11,1,2,14,3,0,12,14,8,0,0,9,8,28,7,29,47,5,30,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,8,14,174,47,0,0.09620887617894046,0.0,0.09388598485340968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207985808248456,0.0,0.0,0.06727148319210735,0.0,0.15834341513550118,0.0,0.0,0.21890297163573771,0.0,0.0,0.1606607859239452,0.05864803794017831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980913612499057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158128708829436,0.07681495904137896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918712682291103,0.08286456407667415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127560863553972,0.09424807155366424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521250798718855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593829564806596,0.06873164036567747,0.27712682609492323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871088586765386,0.08069544073968203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448678170667219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31724329361080505,0.0,0.10852780289352534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04700279720298375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08179334606536509,0.0,0.09103516487382084,0.06422017192360976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384064212631996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30676442883656063,0.0,0.07133766262844075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231501146143284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257607736711935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121691012238128,0.0,0.10846105224247812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967164936297424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465354785971997,0.0,0.0949946585013992,0.0,0.10898590191119484,0.0,0.0,0.07650915987902919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067572721337036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063902321801288,0.0,0.0,0.10015683309053004,0.0,0.08309357894804317,0.0,0.0,0.056746487856368315,0.07636612775626893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681354641807412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391072385465547 anxiety,callmecourtnay,2018/03/15,"Medication to help with this awful anxiety? So, I’m a bit new to the whole anxiety & depression thing. As a teenager to about 21, I’ve always been very carefree and happy, slept through the night for 9+ hours, no racing thoughts or dread. I mean I would get the occasional anxious moments, but nothing I couldn’t deal with, like it was never really bad. As I’ve gotten older (just turned 23 two weeks ago) it seems as if I’ve developed generalized anxiety. For the last couple of months, I’ll get mood swings, irritated, crying, unable to sleep every few nights or so. Now, for the last week, it’s been this constant pit of dread in my chest, racing and intrusive thoughts, irritability, panicking, slept only 4 hours in 3 days and all for no reason. I just feel like if it’s going to get worse, I need to try medication. I just can’t function if this is going to continue. So, any suggestions on what I should try or any advice to help would be awesome. 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The worst it got for me was i spent 3 days without food staying in bed having my tv stay on so there was noise. Only went to the bathroom to use it and drink from the faucet because i really didn't want to go outside at all. every once in a while food tasted insanely bland to the point i would only eat once a day even if i was starving. Now How i got over mine, it's still there a bit but it is VERY MANAGEABLE. I began to tell myself that ""I will Overcome this illness"" and when I started to believe in it a little even though I had no progress with figuring anything out i decided to see a counselor. We sat and talked for a few hours and i realized she wasn't giving me what I wanted as an individual. So I met with someone else. we talked for so long that she had to kick me out even though I asked her for some more time cause talking about everything felt different. she recommended me to see the office psychologist the next day, but to still see her. As walking home i started repeating over and over and over ""I am overcoming this."" That night i had the worst anxiety attack ever but went and got Nyquil to force myself asleep. that morning my anxiety was going way out of whack and getting to go back to the office was a mix of an unpleasing workout and chore. Getting there took literally an hour even though it was a average 10 minute walk. I talked to the psychologist and she sent me straight to a psychiatrist to get medicine. Weeks pass and I'm on the medicine and on suicide watch but not in a Mental Ward. eventually we found good medicine to help me get through the days. But I continued to tell myself ""I will overcome this."" One day I wake up and embarrassingly enough had a yelling match with my anxiety in the mirror. Shit you not. but here is the basis of it. ""I will overcome my anxiety."" ""no yo..."" ""No you SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'm TIRED OF YOUR BULLSHIT."" ""But I will always..."" ""NO!"" ""bu..."" ""I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT."" ""b...."" ""WHAT THE FUCK DID I JUST SAY."" As I furthered through the weeks I sat and talked with the original counselor and I told her about all that I was going through and she told me that I seem to be doing much better. So she wanted to go to every other week meetings instead of twice a week. As time progressed Anxiety would tell me something was a bad idea because of reason reason reason. And I told it, ""yes you're right this could happen, but how do you know it will?"" ""But it could happen."" ""Well you are right on could but is it for certain."" ""It cou.."" ""No I want absolutes, Do you know for a fact this will happen."" ""I don't but do you."" Snarky ""No, but I wanna find out for myself because as far as I know you are lying."" ""But..."" ""nope this is happening get over it."" Now if you are tired of your anxiety repeat after me. ""I will overcome my anxiety."" NO! I said repeat after me. ""I will overcome my anxiety."" No let's try again. Say it fully. ""I will overcome my anxiety."" Give it time you will be believing in it soon. But do it Everyday the second you wake up. Have patience drive and ambition to overcome it and you will be stepping out that door like it's nothing. And if you need help find someone you can talk to.",1.3771362433862429,3.6967233935185213,3.025223985890652,89.86122222222225,82.81172839506172,6.0485361552028225,23.146031746031746,7.33818517376401,0.9848313227513236,2501,90,520,38,70,824,263,648,0.139,0.809,0.052000000000000005,-0.9958,1,0,2,0,1,1,121.0,3,16,0,3,31,13,4,1,35,1,53,14,4,8,5,92,111,54,1,15,21,0,1,1,0,13,3,5,4,0,36,32,5,1,15,3,1,14,16,8,1,3,33,11,90,5,84,58,10,88,0,0,4,2,53,33,3,5,39,388,126,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04621430548183642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46737325565322296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045705257602980776,0.0,0.05192305010099819,0.06318555590144162,0.0,0.04270736425610469,0.04637415835112252,0.10157127202307976,0.0,0.0,0.1251506822063145,0.0,0.04912122910260236,0.06063605136200372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05705559064676565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330341708650503,0.0,0.0,0.17909575967095687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058028202491130075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440873414607314,0.0,0.05683199423773385,0.046397121807672914,0.0,0.0,0.05738838237720417,0.0,0.14673641447590136,0.05023973618496203,0.09359085786405323,0.0,0.049916393188183236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332777480105907,0.0,0.1015263735902754,0.0,0.13432005181174048,0.06089750264264478,0.0,0.10269295060140524,0.17410631702956236,0.10655938645213134,0.15782527758737303,0.0465848978088174,0.13326289673659508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19645780401857132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259839708943317,0.0,0.07445551095051066,0.0,0.05571184314870982,0.0,0.10939278870164948,0.0,0.0,0.06269868146363683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04936711948778906,0.0,0.0,0.0915711363487513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679412113940526,0.0,0.02713437691595405,0.0556663650083534,0.0,0.04915176515172004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055971954789934386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04082879962541643,0.04118271977950287,0.0,0.0,0.0590681566327253,0.05212117753763832,0.0,0.053292792451852734,0.0,0.0,0.11829804984806486,0.037635810682915466,0.08448239890231596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03850492299556301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250390680731863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03558078985449658,0.17131524672215334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486289595369536,0.0528319173149524,0.0883363759273791,0.0,0.0,0.13277622327726904,0.0505621605438776,0.0,0.0,0.05701172277139644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941188971390518,0.042757938605235885,0.0,0.0,0.07862397612034948,0.118397976688829,0.08870973764612533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075250304119995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678490290129644,0.14563504005705147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370534533339992,0.0,0.09715867343404444,0.1276717114630188,0.0,0.15921453565482574,0.061707753041002636,0.037708484461267434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04796932575597139,0.0,0.045826888053679835,0.13103735792588628,0.04408561654749691,0.17820557363403974,0.0,0.04993775278025358,0.1029735568825729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05353924565337383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07890902890827177,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tashacarolina,2018/03/15,"Anxiety returns with a vengeance (thanks, head!) So was driving today, which I don't like at the best of times. There were roadworks, and a small sign saying 100 after a time of going 60. Just after the 100, there was a speed camera. I was going 75 as I went to meet the limit. However, anxiety brain is now yelling at me that there will undoubtedly be a fine. Never mind that people were zooming past me, never mind that no lights flashed. Nope. I'm going to get a fine. Argh. 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I need a tire patch this weekend and I'm terrified they'll try to upsell me things I don't need to buy or tell me my car is badly maintained and give me a large bill of things that need fixed (I've only had it for 4 months). This happened quite a lot with my last car which was 20 years old and never in the greatest shape. My car is only 4 years old but I still keep thinking every time I take it to the shop they'll say I need $800 in repairs again. 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No sir its my fucking anxiety that makes muscles twitch involuntarily. I don't want your fucking job anyway. I'm sorry I can't bullshit my way through your behavioural questions because I constantly think that I could die at any moment and there isn't a god damn thing anyone can do about it. 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Went on a date with a girl who I’ve been hanging with for about a month. Everything went well till those awkward silent moments occurred which caused me to think the worst. Ended up having an anxiety attack later on in the night. At that point I kept thinking how bad I messed up and apologized to her for being so nervous and letting date go bad. She said she had a good time but I feel she’s just trying to be nice. I felt defeated since I let my thoughts get to me. Even though she agreed to a second date and hung out today, I feel that the vibe we had before the date isn’t there anymore. It also doesn’t help that I keep thinking of the bad parts of the date in my head. 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Over the course of the last two months I haven’t been feeling like myself.. been down in the dumps and worrying about the littlest thing but I thought it would just go away eventually and it never did. A week a half ago I experienced a traumatic event and I haven’t spent every second thinking about it and it’s killing me, I get a few hours of sleep every night and have been sick for about 5 days now. I looked up anxiety symptoms and many apply to me such as fatigue, irritability, racing and unwanted thoughts, excessive worry, poor concentration. Should I go to the doctor and get checked out for anxiety?",6.935023419203745,7.033074680327871,6.779274004683843,77.50073770491805,64.49180327868852,10.250117096018736,33.822014051522245,9.957137785484203,3.1246309133489456,509,20,98,10,7,161,78,122,0.294,0.684,0.022,-0.9895,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,2,0,9,0,10,5,1,0,1,21,22,10,1,4,2,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,5,10,0,0,4,0,4,3,3,3,0,3,7,3,11,1,17,12,1,20,0,1,1,0,0,7,0,0,11,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415271446534054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26606752719556115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633856827583014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121517371041869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17799500831284001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930381295963974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792955394269072,0.12423488541371525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725682329323762,0.0,0.2964957809089564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712574225947852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19239565416878612,0.0,0.0,0.14175249817744034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08495922829091672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14603301401639882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763082854775122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880609257070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341231462342269,0.0,0.0,0.1631942769471889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402655597709074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18074968997395074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553207512114992,0.11142871769847264,0.0,0.276115885391503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987597574396252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949286600520988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532097462350288,0.0,0.1235342573370584,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Stratos_Hellsing,2018/03/15,"Riding my bike. ( x-Post from_r/ Depression). Lately I've been taking bike rides, this has been extremely beneficial for my health and has somewhat alleviated the symptoms of depression for me in the time being. I've lost 9 pound so far. I feel happy that I can enjoy something from my childhood in adulthood. Two days ago, I was riding on a trail near my house, and I was coming up behind an older woman walking her dog. The sidewalk is usually wide enough for me ( a large framed person), and another to breeze by if careful. I didn't think there would be any issue, just another person I would cautiously pass up, rattling my bike and screeching my breaks so I can make my presence known. She stepped onto the grass with her dog while I was ten feet away from her, so I had assumed it was okay for me to proceed and go along my way; she even tilted her head as if to notice me, or so it seemed. Well, I did pass her up by a narrow margin, but once I was leading, I heard a shrill voice call back to me- "" To the left, to the left, you say to the left, you scared the hell out of me creeping up like that, I could have fallen"". I looked back and stopped my bike, I never would want to instigate a confrontation with anyone. "" It isn't rocket science, say to the left to signal your intentions, have you ever been on a trail before?"". I felt flushed with embarrassment and confusion as I stood idly. I responded:"" Are you okay? Are you upset about something?"" I couldn't bring myself to say anything awful to a fellow civilian working out and bettering themselves, I'd much rather default to diagnosing the cause of an issue in a friendly way because I know people get flustered about things and take out their stress elsewhere. "" I'm okay, are you okay? say 'to the left' next time, not hard, it's simple."" I finally tell her that I've never had anyone complain to me before about this issue- I've always been courteous and will usually veer off the track for others if need be. She dismissed me so I turned around, walking a little bit shorter and uneven, hunched and ashamed. I could still hear her utter "" to the left"" as I shuffled to a bench. I was in tears, in public, on a trail I have frequented for the good part of two weeks in an effort to improve the quality of my life. It felt so bad to be made small like that, to be critiqued out of the blue, when you feel your mightiest and most assured of what your doing to help your future. Bike rides are supposed to be a fun escape, a good exercise. In fact, that so happened to be my second impromptu bike ride of the day because I felt so great about everything and was bursting with willpower and motivation. This event sucked the wind out of my lungs and crippled me for a good hour. My mom texted me to come home since it was getting dark, but I lied about watching a family of turtles in the ditch because I didn't want anyone to see the drying salt of my tears stuck to my face. That night I binged alcoholic and ate an extra calorie/ sodium dense meal of my favorite food that I wasn't hungry for so I could feel comforted. Thankfully, the day after I got back on track, I made the trip to purchase a bell for my bike so I can feel safe knowing I've made all possible arrangements to alert others of my presence on the trail and otherwise. I really enjoy the tactile feel of ringing the bell, so I guess you can say there was some silver lining to this event. TLDR; On bike ride, lady thinks I bum-rushed her without warning on a trail, get upset, purchase cool bell to ring to assert my presence.",6.087765042979946,5.964086881088827,6.27825071633238,81.13098638968484,66.29226361031519,8.985730659025789,30.91704871060172,8.472884824447931,2.2016801146131804,2785,94,546,35,40,891,325,698,0.095,0.763,0.142,0.9881,1,0,3,0,0,0,92.0,0,12,1,6,29,38,3,7,46,6,50,13,4,8,6,87,95,40,0,14,10,1,9,2,2,4,6,10,1,3,21,31,4,2,16,9,2,18,9,15,1,4,31,25,92,23,103,49,9,93,1,3,4,0,43,40,2,11,34,375,113,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845720170566485,0.07047628082183209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487240331558648,0.0,0.0,0.044845581015496634,0.13830038409371753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833305180987873,0.0,0.054267986994183816,0.058705973243371186,0.0,0.0,0.06195849256334204,0.15212534462479493,0.05506220409314157,0.1206003151106125,0.0,0.11223047687515833,0.0,0.0,0.05832392949699725,0.07199601575984281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733829871280972,0.0,0.06723640148845296,0.0677447675289379,0.0,0.11361337988626873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15795768436530466,0.0,0.0,0.12758925602340024,0.0,0.11359848672566478,0.06693386099819126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813990669336592,0.0,0.043556749540298235,0.059651985195220435,0.0,0.0,0.059268064953565174,0.0,0.06216807469527886,0.0,0.1667215426126247,0.0,0.18995567300843075,0.07224068342530053,0.0,0.0,0.07974223543488179,0.0,0.050949761039040295,0.0,0.10336228088067197,0.0,0.03747866464669671,0.1659372746812444,0.052743087091707344,0.07270576206114407,0.07264701801717922,0.0,0.0583158815447221,0.07020080529852715,0.059074715090853325,0.0,0.0676796812311405,0.07009757617242936,0.07432600049243708,0.0,0.04420225278025902,0.0,0.06614927336541293,0.0,0.06494358358163424,0.07609289716513637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064916545541075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248445798195696,0.0,0.07439002614530209,0.0,0.4299035116453611,0.0,0.046579651218143385,0.06443582602077892,0.066095275045333,0.0,0.0,0.05537808001403816,0.0,0.07198791271890707,0.0,0.0,0.18719926455387875,0.04401950597986478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723522642808563,0.0,0.0,0.048477940684787516,0.04889816661340563,0.10172333117851674,0.0,0.0701343811199982,0.0618859083850702,0.0,0.0,0.07508002443663349,0.0,0.07023039981918194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071413154718227,0.0,0.04571869342661763,0.11516310885999348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434427213071569,0.06315809465577313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0422467335779917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26221476211676026,0.06602350871880781,0.0,0.0525504703823378,0.06003481469523614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0545512608750332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015369949900784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05266460732652587,0.05513385758913332,0.0755409869485726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06854320484521402,0.09916645747315213,0.0,0.057639761624842585,0.06071427032970475,0.0,0.0,0.04381163083799975,0.08451114271838213,0.0,0.0,0.07690735381169818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173037451874026,0.12883943320043445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526053280778434,0.0,0.07779338755122166,0.10468982304889618,0.052897950145414055,0.0,0.05929342619481981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356964688907511,0.0,0.0480095158398911,0.0,0.0,0.14053856314678634,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ledwallet68,2018/03/15,"Fear of Parents Dying? Recently I've been getting sporadic bouts of fear that my parents will die without having known I loved them, which is resulting in my being concerningly clingy for a teenager. The thought that I'll be completely alone someday is really terrible. Has anybody else experienced this? If so, how did/do you deal with it?",5.9036065573770475,8.281534114754102,6.190950819672133,72.40609836065575,68.50819672131148,9.47016393442623,36.790163934426225,9.888512548439397,4.269594098360656,275,15,43,7,5,88,53,61,0.282,0.718,0.0,-0.9621,2,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,8,1,0,2,0,7,11,3,2,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,5,1,6,6,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,1,29,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21946752161208552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217618310515105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184626089489924,0.0,0.0,0.4398435577577729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701770134661668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4768994017060357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110710531277688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19125066121681472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4705862378609417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357504385347111,0.0,0.2092285722671081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682272510466395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20426685596313765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dothestankydanky,2018/03/15,"Might lose my job. Feeling so lost. Hello everyone. Thank you for taking the time to read this post. I have had a really rough go of it this year so far. I have depression and generalized anxiety. In February I was hospitalized for depression and suicidal thoughts, and taken off Klonopin cold turkey. I'm now on a taper program (thank goodness) but since then my anxiety has been more intense than ever. I have heart palpitations that won't go away and my heart rate is always over 100. It makes me feel so terrible and exhausted, not to mention anxious. I've missed a lot of work due to panic attacks that leave me unable to do anything but lie on my couch being miserable all day. Today I got the talk from my boss, basically if I don't start improving my attendance at work im going to be let go. I already had to quit one job in December due to anxiety which led to me being so depressed in the first place. I'm so lost. I don't know what to do. I wake up every morning feeling terrible and I never know just how bad it's going to be. Even worse, I have a dose reduction coming up. Now I have to worry about the next time I have to call in being the last. I'm so scared. I feel like my whole life is falling apart around me. I need help and advice, if anyone can give it. I have no idea what to do. I've considered taking time off working altogether but there has to be a better way...",2.0867246534384383,4.044598494699649,4.124257950530037,84.88040160369667,78.18727915194346,7.604729546072303,24.31217722207121,8.502166056373571,1.6823635226963851,1086,38,223,23,26,371,162,283,0.26,0.679,0.061,-0.9966,2,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,9,15,20,1,3,10,0,30,6,3,4,3,35,59,20,1,3,7,0,5,1,0,2,3,0,1,0,11,9,0,0,8,1,0,9,6,15,0,2,9,6,28,5,35,41,4,45,0,8,0,0,7,17,0,4,18,149,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769932873851374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033044988467217,0.0,0.08319139465974988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294533491646434,0.11294897634931078,0.0,0.06990836201953131,0.0,0.08227504630075025,0.08900342419641677,0.0,0.11374171834862855,0.09393452985311576,0.0,0.08347914934950716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842421223992396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209078964001282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612394349111671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06447884857008236,0.0,0.2583379614592373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603586725120827,0.09043766160691444,0.0842374878507383,0.0955352037508185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221163006110887,0.07142575380950945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504296292009804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590995559290837,0.2841047770417341,0.08385850611388322,0.07996316378899047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23695363519898516,0.0670145069962342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286528489186952,0.1079955896649244,0.0,0.1984295063193721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989282018493617,0.08149706906388017,0.0,0.10586441638698496,0.0,0.10223635510261828,0.07061885234579049,0.04884519274553945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11185208029602953,0.2182800276957841,0.08499944666296909,0.0,0.0,0.06673744675691924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606301271167172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413392581838213,0.07711076314177638,0.0,0.10632989675000754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774905621144989,0.0,0.0,0.11730502396197325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10445785227115037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957532322440451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634106928650952,0.10000708657686537,0.0,0.06404976771217354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009745224859892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827045144449284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076638022524742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936192601778956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15034508062662078,0.08036016138843304,0.0,0.18409635879908706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937297638739955,0.17489747951413254,0.0,0.09476937861340416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935949457171153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11162413362827536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183599590137912,0.1015345741805519,0.10188819267431157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438386170701932 anxiety,pnw-trash,2018/03/15,"/vent/ DOE feel like they can't retain friendships? I don't feel like I do anything considerably awful, but I just can't seem to make friends or even be THAT friend that you share everything with. My closest friend is someone I see maybe once a month and honestly we don't even mesh all that well. I thought I made a really good friend at work and then someone else got hired and they're basically best friends with each other now. I have just never had that with anyone. I'm married and I love my husband, but I feel like something is missing in my life because I have no friends. I have made a lot of acquaintances and I know a lot of people but none of them seem to care enough. No one has ever stuck around. I know I'm quiet and kind of weird but I just can't get on that close level with anyone. I'm not sure if it's my anxious tendencies pushing others away, or if I'm not outwardly social enough. Anyway, I'm mostly just venting here if that is okay. Am I alone here? Does anyone else feel like this? Has anyone broken out of it with someone? Do you have any advice? Thank you to anyone who answers. Sorry if this post isn't appropriate here. 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Lurker & first time poster here. Guess it's not a throwaway account, maybe just a new, more honest one. Title even felt counterintuitive to type, because most of my days I have an overwhelming feeling that nobody in the world thinks like I do. I'm (finally) getting back to counseling, and with my intake forms, this new counselor sent me a preliminary PHQ-9. Naturally, I went down a rabbit hole, took a GAD-7 (I was told about 7 years ago I have generalized anxiety disorder, but have always felt it was a hasty diagnosis). Scored severe. So, with that context... Reading through the questions, I can't imagine that there are people in the world who wouldn't answer that they feel this way. This is my life, I can't imagine it differently. I don't get it. Does that make sense? Does anyone ever feel that way? Like how you think has to be a default setting because you cant imagine something different?",4.0554999999999986,6.362587272222222,4.661944444444448,81.67625000000005,73.5,7.3888888888888875,27.91666666666667,8.278499904357787,2.0581666666666663,759,30,138,13,16,242,117,180,0.039,0.894,0.067,0.5656,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,4,1,1,11,5,0,1,11,0,18,1,0,3,2,29,36,5,0,1,3,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,14,1,1,3,6,1,0,2,8,6,17,4,12,26,3,22,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,14,90,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195528704481418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11222147371674104,0.14613006448444438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317410471685297,0.0,0.0,0.09430325628079617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370562330015763,0.0,0.16442928533163018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697908527303655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28181794934676635,0.1545710923796572,0.0,0.2360488297065877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907943389340878,0.24399272801070704,0.0,0.1288727205571554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27277445246510923,0.09635014999586712,0.2589899995602629,0.14774195162669312,0.0,0.1147191565565738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409265469983878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857296073085907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09526167598033834,0.19766994662014428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002583329424052,0.0,0.13549362953290173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605138556417424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139044924132893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935009010491356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108369061468946,0.0,0.13490509064879866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523631216012011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382843219953616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592550464793134,0.0,0.0,0.07864296133309744,0.0,0.0,0.1288727205571554,0.14984396960659135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410482347790352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250245371723565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08685095223956282 anxiety,classNoab,2018/03/15,"Anxiety making me feel like I have an underlying health condition I don’t have terrible anxiety unless I’m somewhere I hate, or my body does something weird. Like today my eye lid started to hurt when I blinked for a little bit and it freaked me out. I didn’t have a panic attack but I just felt my mind racing, and i felt like I just started noticing absurd things happening to me body but they weren’t. I can have a conversation when this happens to me but I’m never really there. This happens a lot to me, I could have a little bloody nose and immediately just feel like I have a serious disease and it gets in my head and my whole body begins to feel shitty. I don’t really smoke cigarettes anymore but if my throat gets soar, the first thing I do is think I have throat cancer or something and I just worry myself. I’ve been to the doctor and had blood work done. I was clean and healthy but this always happens to me and it fucking sucks and worries me so much. I have anxiety medicine and when I take it, this doesnt happen as much but I don’t like the medication....am I the only one that has the issue man ",2.4489473684210523,4.297982315789476,4.071789473684209,86.17452631578949,76.71929824561403,7.016140350877192,24.119298245614036,7.908726449838941,1.273009824561404,880,29,181,14,20,294,117,228,0.196,0.7170000000000001,0.087,-0.9707,1,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,9,15,4,1,12,0,23,13,9,1,1,37,46,26,0,2,14,0,5,5,0,0,3,0,1,1,11,12,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,8,7,35,5,13,37,5,14,0,1,1,1,3,5,2,4,14,130,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588091820672501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368714263351803,0.0,0.10235888722410597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174189139410719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11268112142128177,0.34393685910372035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08240663886532755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564218275464438,0.09032179655737517,0.10562203766633026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565617501613613,0.14746980371843668,0.19820002564515074,0.0,0.0,0.08779234646167243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09541812647679844,0.10784835428621926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4563515674984805,0.0,0.0,0.10190079765027113,0.105925616828556,0.1097098694790372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049092299086843,0.0,0.0,0.10772684642673787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25212162989503145,0.2068917184972971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774742335232392,0.0,0.0,0.06889502489648341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421502043242706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15174586157038658,0.0,0.07960370383646302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750791013321445,0.0,0.0,0.06993933902509039,0.07849762010260337,0.0,0.12109741890155287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224090988127807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589157724976597,0.0,0.0,0.1461084223138025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760281952771095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371393581163859,0.0661342869712856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783321083253477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11523286908741527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751397980379509,0.2096342415226639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chris_kschmidt12,2018/03/15,"I Have Chronicled My Problems The anxiety really kicked in when I got the news that my sister was pregnant. I immediately left for Ohio and was not mentally prepared. I was worried about Sarah and got rattled being in a new environment with a stressful and strenuous work schedule. That lead to me having my first panic attack there and my life has never been the same. When I skipped town in the middle of the night I ruined the best opportunity I’ve ever had. I pissed it away and burned bridges that will limit my career growth in the future. I became very depressed following and I still think about it every day. I felt I had my anxiety under control until I went to Memphis for New Years. I had yet another panic attack for unknown reasons and embarrassed myself in front of all of my friends and people I did not know. That was the most humiliating moment of my life. Ever since then I have had no social confidence. I am afraid that anytime I go out or leave town that I am going to become paralyzed by whatever this awful thing is. I am now in a situation where I have another great opportunity in Chattanooga that I was supposed to start tomorrow. Instead, while packing for this internship I became overcome and crippled by yet another panic attack. Nothing should have triggered it. I was in the comfort of my own home after enjoying some family time. I had no external pressure form school. Yet it still happened. So now, I am completely at a loss. I have no confidence in myself to go anywhere or do anything. I know how important going away for internships is for a successful career, yet I have no confidence in my ability to control my anxiety. I have to decide between suppressing my career growth further by quitting before I start or risk getting down there and having a debilitating panic attack. If I choose not to go, I have to first explain to my professor, who has stuck his neck out for me many times, why I cannot go after he set me up yet again. Then I have to put my tail between my legs and explain to all of my friends how my anxiety ruined another of my internships. If I do go, I risk having a panic attack and having no way to control it. Maybe I don’t, but at this moment I can’t see outside a future where I can control the outcome. 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This got me very stressed and sad, the night that I went to sleep I started having this existentialist thoughts like, what if I wake up and I am not on the real world anymore, or what if I start walking out the streets and things don't make sense anymore. The anxiety really got to me and I had a panic attack. I could not sleep for hours that night. I haven't had a panic attack like that one again, but every night before going to sleep and I get anxious, it feels as if my body was very foreign. I am not getting enough sleep and every night it is the same thing. The feeling goes away when I am with friends but then I think ""no, I have anxiety problems and I have to deal with them somehow"" and the anxiety starts again. I don't know what to do, not even what kind of help should I ask for.",2.4981350267379696,4.243776417112301,3.3552907754010697,91.82352439839576,76.27272727272727,6.172326203208556,23.452205882352942,6.9077264865688965,0.6189360962566846,718,22,155,7,16,228,103,187,0.14,0.792,0.067,-0.8597,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,5,12,2,4,10,0,19,7,6,1,0,39,35,18,0,6,11,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,14,13,0,0,5,0,0,3,9,8,0,1,8,2,23,4,17,23,3,24,0,1,0,0,5,7,0,7,16,114,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23283437923810385,0.11461329673161895,0.201228728471486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09484509501704276,0.23083543981025445,0.09531866946810066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632924468404382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11269169147372775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963492299769913,0.0,0.08100216603650967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10459384755078494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482832901481792,0.0,0.06700891582041077,0.0,0.1709574801475698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416311367669332,0.1025956246256837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07838253048190423,0.0,0.10601027321273612,0.0,0.05765822084699825,0.0,0.16228286639098055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800197597124492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991101657554363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10589083623600737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10564794944241486,0.05575605382016987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165943189890503,0.09912986821136066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772083320707385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762586737021353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38082801579196335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874734888110758,0.0,0.0,0.23806706273961464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097077060172503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309520224147344,0.06499355080194498,0.0,0.10017284649422027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026761068992596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061060795000269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21542740087245632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11621435687583655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348020646059594,0.06500714709052659,0.0,0.08054254929257994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674191151456677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404818060353824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayt5t5t5,2018/03/15,"What is the difference between cymbalta withdrawal and returning depression/anxiety symptoms? I have been on Cymbalta for over a year and I recently have started weening off of it, with the help of my doctor. Long story short, I felt great, but had the sexual side effects everyone hears of, so I wanted to try going off. I decreased my dosage from 30mg to 20mg a few months ago, and then 5 weeks ago introduced 10mg of Prozac (to apparently help with the withdrawal symptoms). 1 week later (4 weeks ago, I continued the Prozac, but stopped taking the Cymbalta, and then 3 weeks ago, I stopped the Prozac and has been off of anything. I have definitely felt some symptoms that were so obviously withdrawal (random cry spells, exhaustion, slowness), but this past week, I've noticed I've felt what feels legitimately very depressed and anxious. I find myself feeling overwhelmed at the slightest things, to the point of tears, and it spirals into an extreme sadness. But then I'll wake up the next day and feel totally fine. And then something else will happen to make me feel down, but a few hours later I'll relax and feel okay. It's odd, but it really has me worried that my symptoms are back. tl;dr; I feel somewhat depressed and anxious, how can I tell if it's withdrawals from Cymbalta or my anxiety coming back for good?",9.01939024390244,7.972348215447159,8.6659756097561,69.44457317073172,60.7479674796748,12.102439024390245,40.82520325203252,11.20814326018867,4.6573154471544695,1055,50,182,24,12,339,140,246,0.159,0.726,0.115,-0.9504,1,0,1,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,1,14,1,13,10,1,3,2,44,30,26,0,2,8,0,9,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,11,15,0,2,11,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,7,10,18,5,27,22,5,45,0,4,0,0,4,12,0,5,31,116,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427973658943768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791703115480284,0.21843756887038493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955787504020131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867905037524382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327966062989797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619640158138943,0.06234940492799089,0.0,0.16653748761023732,0.0,0.0,0.1010080836366568,0.0,0.09895417703738853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08076218388405074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238010968920576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29330024690482154,0.0,0.2784785383324014,0.0,0.08836207218809276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054944417211478185,0.08108904036442265,0.0,0.1065879951173248,0.0,0.0,0.08549216349763297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896329469617147,0.0,0.12960264413581932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520849755868553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555711519916777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453341187047927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716757221623345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281830298523294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100687077776651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229022785433233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139209526360073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061934494662843564,0.0,0.09545800390971207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442755855532263,0.0,0.0,0.06842928795721953,0.0,0.0,0.16165451477058215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019424362665158,0.07268993258100795,0.0,0.0845009591600973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422866305858334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06563811368889944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07976959379435111,0.057023274204157974,0.0,0.387746878099854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09818134815006163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225755504978595 anxiety,Kiickme123,2018/03/15,"Self doubt is one hell of a trip. I think it's so constant at this point that I don't even realize it. Maybe it's just a teenager thing. Simple things like asking to use the bathroom in class are shrouded in anxiety, from literally just asking to go, to coming out of the bathroom hoping no one will see me. It's so stupid and thats not even the social self doubt part of it. No matter what I say or do in my head I always consider myself annoying to everyone around me. And that can come from me laughing a bit to loud or talking too high pitch. The list goes on and on I can't fucking stand it. It feels like hell. Why can't I just do the things I want to do without freezing up and crying over it? Why doesn't anyone seem to care? But whatever right? Maybe it's just a teenager thing. 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That title sounds weird, but I get anxiety/depressed when I think of the sad, terrible things that happen around us. Like some innocent animal being abused, or a child struggling in a bad home. It clouds my mind every day. Whenever it rains I think “what if there’s a stray dog out there?” I want to help, and I volunteer at school to help kids and want to work with animals, but realizing you’re only one person and can’t take it all is just, sad. Like you feel defeated and ask why a lot. Sorry this is random/short. But does anyone else feel like that? How do you deal? It clouds my head almost constantly every day. I get anxious easily about a lot of things, but what is bad is when you know bad things happens everyday constantly, it’s hard to be positive. 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I failed some courses and i'm 1 year behind schedule.I find little to no motivation to wake up in the mornings at 5 am. I get really anxious when an exam is approaching and i find myself unable to concentrate while studying. I always compare myself to others and realize that i have taken so many bad decisions. I don't have many friends at university. At this point i just don't know what to do or what direction to take. I just want to know if someone is in a similar condition because i'm feeling really down.,3.7162184873949577,5.676968563025214,6.106462184873951,72.47750840336138,73.45378151260505,9.465882352941176,32.068067226890754,9.888512548439397,3.7261926050420175,485,24,83,14,10,172,75,119,0.124,0.8320000000000001,0.044,-0.8723,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,5,0,8,1,1,1,0,17,18,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,19,17,1,17,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,3,4,59,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733625710086415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407694785149671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17794965395342904,0.12991842404459253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776190783904284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895829852208789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646590886658027,0.0,0.11134850373612112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23425477471029404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4272125141368514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321486089482584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20147108604806155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730654082844001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18057928997397366,0.16407328238614846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024273893290158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570606846020882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372448809100995 anxiety,pxixe_,2018/03/15,"I managed to leave the house by myself! I've recently moved across Australia to a town where I know nobody but my boyfriend and his family, and I've really been struggling to leave the house by myself. This morning I woke up and said a big fuck you to anxiety and left the house by myself to go to the supermarket and to organise my student allowance payments. I'd been putting off organising my allowance because the thought of waiting in line with a bunch of people terrified me. I know it's only small but I'm so proud of myself! 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I’m currently struggling with anxiety right now since I feel like I’m in a struggle for control with huge aspects of my life. If anyone wants someone who’s willing to talk to them because they can’t sleep at 12am in the morning or they’re just having a rough day I’d be willing to do so. I’ve been having trouble sleeping myself and I’d love to help someone and be able to calm down through talking to someone in return. ,6.969693877551018,5.909052500000005,7.225428571428572,78.16957142857143,64.81632653061224,9.064489795918368,38.98775510204082,7.554174236665415,3.0732424489795926,387,19,73,3,5,126,70,98,0.107,0.71,0.182,0.8316,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,3,8,0,2,4,0,10,4,2,1,0,12,15,6,0,3,4,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,5,5,16,9,0,11,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,3,7,45,7,0,0.17595275875676988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692067576900995,0.0,0.0,0.24606052005629656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725916860366476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19734598051247448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134749731895666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896700161628512,0.12570068601286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11793742526968926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12428063705118207,0.25788489063424763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15880423443234062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502626945887411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145549940289239,0.0,0.3521596594697017,0.0,0.44725260451898186,0.1354570299649896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3678880537846175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828483250332965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378149589352688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12499179148953543,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Taylor62902,2018/03/15,Anxiety high school tips I’m in a relatively big public high school and things have been getting worse recently. Some things I can get through but I’ve been through two cognitive behavioral therapists in two months and have to miss at least a day of school a week (which can’t continue for much longer I’m not allowed the absences or I’ll lose credit). There are also no private schools in the area that offer what I need while being in my price point. What are some things that helped you get though high school and things that might be helpful to know. I’m so desperate anything helps :),3.9769911504424797,6.245006389380535,3.5408938053097363,89.80266814159296,73.60176991150442,7.351858407079646,26.344247787610627,8.238735603445708,1.6153334513274331,474,17,94,8,10,141,78,113,0.129,0.7759999999999999,0.095,-0.2827,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,0,12,20,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,4,1,11,15,4,17,0,2,0,0,6,11,0,4,6,59,14,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872071157559112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443679912958974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158655843336324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961325593226583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348826017105536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482322442932698,0.3912863538029586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784337354436891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381058826676373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13095801124276651,0.0,0.0,0.09853440756360024,0.0,0.09074792390276226,0.0915345627338166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11669754152121185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188925467411077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6246759766136907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14333175793645006,0.3280514382567684,0.0,0.12128628449433032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411800277526432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902192804808052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580328184737025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlmondCase,2018/03/15,"Scared of confronting mechanic I’ve been having a lot of car troubles lately. It all started with my check engine light coming on. I went to a mechanic near my house and they seemed to have a good reputation (Yelp). I go to them for oil changes and general maintenance but the last 5 or so visits were to resolve the check engine light. At first they said it was because of faulty sensors. I repaired that. Then it was the wrong gas. I fixed that (only premium now). Then it was spark plugs and fuel injectors. I repaired that. However the check engine light still came on just after a week of repairs... This issue started in December of last year and it still hasn’t been resolved. I’m taking my car back to the shop tomorrow, but at this point I’m so frustrated and done. My parents are telling me to demand my money back from the shop and take them to small claims court. I’m really scared to do this because I don’t think I can be that agressive and the people at the mechanics have never been rude to me (they are actually pretty friendly). I took some medication to calm my nerves but I can’t stop worrying about this. I’m just so afraid I’m going to look ridiculous telling them to give me back the money and threatening to take them to court. What if they say that it’s my fault and I believe them. I’m going to look like an idiot and my parents are going to think I’m pathetic. I’m just really paralyzed by my anxiety right now. I sounds like an idiot for worrying about this but I would really appreciate some advice or words of comfort to help me from totally shutting down.",3.4484615384615367,5.2686978343949065,4.6028025477707,83.57310142087215,73.84076433121021,8.01548260656541,26.408133268005876,8.730908602173464,1.9921914747672715,1256,45,245,25,26,412,156,314,0.177,0.7170000000000001,0.106,-0.9775,3,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,9,3,15,20,6,3,15,0,21,1,0,0,3,38,49,22,0,2,10,2,0,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,17,13,0,1,5,2,7,11,4,12,0,1,12,9,34,8,40,35,5,44,0,0,2,0,19,12,0,7,23,166,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.11011247955280347,0.0,0.0,0.11026285474699754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08631987424010377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26029369634449395,0.0,0.1375685814785463,0.0,0.0,0.1271284794357225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12905528561260846,0.0,0.0,0.11936641576393285,0.09719894695301147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154712640870398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959789590040096,0.0,0.0,0.08717746317308209,0.0,0.0,0.10824337934435553,0.25651110744249644,0.09464218841956368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07563215578117423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301985643321037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777234569458787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18395417050504806,0.12728487106656786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025276145356754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18950905490294884,0.0,0.0,0.09592984682687496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136712459051418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702672767064873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581750192802133,0.0,0.0,0.2505839163775406,0.0,0.0,0.07822685781521899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10666728649302597,0.0,0.0,0.1147956325053694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21685850839553356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09636204537488303,0.10733367482330572,0.08973238461454787,0.2259387240494092,0.0,0.0,0.10272242186153616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15973299314330494,0.0,0.18022329338169235,0.0943366512726859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545177843252228,0.0,0.197248744405479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460258265787576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536588175468907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051090734654857,0.0,0.0,0.10460088173541628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22918257779707965,0.0,0.08015605414216362,0.12336937181372408,0.0,0.07266322586977322 anxiety,dpasika,2018/03/15,"Bit of a vent/Trying to convince myself to get help. I'm fully aware I have issues with anxiety. Most days at the moment are spent being insanely concerned about what people think of me (and that they're always talking shit about me behind my back), avoiding any and all eye contact, stressing out for hours while I think of every interaction I've had during my working and non-working days, and a fair few resultant anxiety attacks thrown in as well. I live in a near-constant fear that everyone I care about is going to abandon me, and I now spend a lot more time alone out of the worry I'll say something wrong and that will happen. A constant self-loathing as well (general self-hatred, non-stop doubting myself and convincing myself i'm just worthless, etc), despite how much I work to improve it it seems to get worse. After (what I'd label as) a traumatic experience with talking to my parents about mental health (in that case, depression), I've pretty much feared speaking out to anyone bar two really close friends about how I feel, but I worry I'm starting to just go on about this all and am as a result having a knock-on effect on them. Whether that's true, I don't know. But I know I need to get the help. I guess I'm just looking for advice really. Has anyone else had to deal with similar, and if yes what made you resist all the fear and actually get the help? Sorry if this has been a bit of a jumbled ramble. I just needed somewhere reasonably safe to talk about this/vent/whatever you can call it.",6.8331375838926185,6.268138513422822,7.156300335570471,76.92861157718123,64.8724832214765,9.731879194630872,32.71895973154362,9.017664075816787,2.701985906040268,1199,42,225,17,16,391,171,298,0.134,0.743,0.123,0.1655,1,2,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,2,1,3,17,20,2,6,15,1,14,4,2,7,4,53,39,22,0,4,9,1,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,13,17,1,3,8,1,2,2,1,12,2,1,5,5,25,8,43,32,12,23,0,3,2,0,17,10,1,7,11,147,38,2,0.0,0.0,0.09548609046088144,0.0,0.0,0.09561649111532318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134160996137012,0.0,0.0,0.08141784954986711,0.0,0.0,0.06654038364415782,0.0,0.14970777796916132,0.0,0.0,0.1368359918586069,0.10025742418913604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11131687538029117,0.0,0.07523951126002583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136505939283222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991433110760503,0.0,0.0997631393904405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057395438992773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12620846695740232,0.100877580175093,0.08427683081538724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08173992540834918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912702175627097,0.0,0.0,0.08244164123393949,0.09349850279001712,0.0,0.0957146780976256,0.0,0.33032053765974484,0.049475177513505116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559756322355146,0.0,0.20448735916725624,0.0,0.1112191956304534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077912324917086,0.0,0.08652716817722109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400845535766932,0.0,0.0,0.19675750372716436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963611323321934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021284862574626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755003131058978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640208085372439,0.0,0.08216815583987278,0.0,0.0,0.08318735595829446,0.0,0.09258668375088386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860834532913024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385991655810262,0.14510695110974814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864925848751633,0.0,0.0,0.06783587884089505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954717389381254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253686002650159,0.10060462763494064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07781311100588306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907766409463024,0.204154799047413,0.0,0.1004401520002208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532861039731056,0.0,0.10953346424360746,0.06925772217105908,0.0,0.0,0.08180578671721478,0.1120852074740518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23594092477302936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253948266774406,0.0,0.0,0.05705628862204973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06643275675380712,0.0,0.09558383590448184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17595523292323986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21370477515628955,0.19873994704747147,0.09971605327682473,0.0,0.10698205185233657,0.0,0.0 anxiety,samuellesaindon,2018/03/15,"How do i get rid of the heaviness in my chest When I become hypersensitive about stress, or I'm close to an anxiety/panic attack, I can feel pressure in my chest boiling up. Are there any tricks that any of you have to relieve this type of tension before an attack occurs?",10.910000000000005,6.622774814814818,10.673333333333336,66.63000000000001,60.111111111111114,13.022222222222226,39.96296296296296,10.125756701596842,3.9129185185185182,216,7,41,3,2,72,42,54,0.252,0.706,0.042,-0.8885,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,3,3,3,0,4,3,2,1,0,4,7,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,6,1,9,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,1,28,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4136386812214133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.691985272826643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358885215088002,0.2587928698674298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377764643891084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889576551122675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34838074913974354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,veguhn,2018/03/15,"Does anyone else get too anxious to study? I've failed so many exams because of this but whenever I think of studying I get major anxiety, so I just end up pushing it until the day before the test. It feels like a dumb issue but it's seriously something that's been ruining my performance at school, I'm not too sure how to deal with it. 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I'm 24 and I would just like some help regarding on advice with intrusive thoughts causing my anxiety. I feel like I have OCD (I'm not diagnosed) and I keep thinking about a negative image in my head. Specifically the image of the shooter in Parkland (from the Florida school shooting). I saw the image of the guy in the court hearing and it gave me anxiety. Now his stupid face keeps popping in my head from time to time lol. I read and saw from youtube videos that I have to accept that this is just a thought and I should learn to accept it as just that. Just the thought and nothing more. But I feel like my undiagnosed OCD is making it hard to do so. What are your suggestions in getting rid of this thought? I heard writing about it instead of ignoring it can help me get rid of it so here I am. I am seeing a therapist (just started last week) once a week but I'm not taking any meds. How do I acknowledge this thought and make it go away? I would appreciate any advice! 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Feeling more than a little overwhelmed right now :/ Any advice whatsoever is greatly appreciated here, even if it's just your success story, I'd love to hear it right now. I'm 22 and have only had two ""real"" jobs and neither one was within the past two years at least. I have no volunteer experience besides working with my local animal shelter when I was in highschool, and I don't know how to explain away why I haven't had a job for two whole years. I am going to school, but I have no degree and in all honesty I haven't been doing too well with that either. I don't know where to start with my resume, I feel like I'm going to come across as a joke. I feel to old to be this far behind and I'm worried I'm going to be passed over because of it. I don't know how to make myself stand out. I would love to hear from anyone who has been in this situation, being older with so little work experience and trying to get a job. Even just not feeling as alone would help right now :/ Thank you",5.86956183057449,5.276955599156121,6.90481012658228,78.02950340798446,66.84810126582278,9.148847776695881,29.20123336579033,8.384062270229773,1.9416234339500158,915,26,185,11,13,309,131,237,0.062,0.782,0.157,0.9743,6,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,4,15,9,0,1,9,0,27,2,0,3,1,35,52,16,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,8,14,0,0,8,1,0,5,9,1,1,4,7,6,17,8,35,40,7,35,0,1,0,2,12,18,0,1,12,133,25,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09296861182383692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853518664199792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939540084485532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304663308852416,0.09748102490663167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938610894801723,0.0,0.0,0.057995777816477724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195372040470686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947632575883523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567666509479036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37225631897197375,0.0,0.0,0.19242030405072494,0.06796723443119783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994122755162239,0.0,0.16220885286601933,0.0,0.0,0.10489095037459206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144568630650688,0.0,0.0637695853998503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37764263041715423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568575200144532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648005080950401,0.2860624530258563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173310620159304,0.0,0.06350594074462823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983224981614523,0.0,0.0644685668743051,0.07235740488257984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082082554675157,0.0,0.08307159978777642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828887327386083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24374424945457174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628562514426336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694008657407224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733978849483711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759109781184815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554762456469402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06459305401181265,0.0,0.2788105827723585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554127827324114,0.0,0.08584804072488626,0.10621916121076004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077867118386807,0.0966181501508022,0.0,0.13516786047254384,0.0,0.0,0.12253263812650708 anxiety,vestbirkw,2018/03/15,"Why can't I talk to my parents? Firstly, this is my first time posting here so apologies if this a common question or in the wrong format. I am completely incapable of talking to my parents about my emotions, I have never spoken to them about how I am feeling or any serious events in my life. As soon as I am about to tell them something meaniful or impactful I just choke up and end up brushing it off or changing subject. This has really damaged my relationship with my entire family to the point where I no longer feel I can relate with them. For some context as far as my parents are aware I have never been in a relationship. I still lie about going to parties because I hate feeling patronized when I get back and am asked ""did you talk to any girls"". I have never really considered myself an anxious person and I am very comfortable around most strangers. I am more open to my friends parents than my own and I can't even explain to myself why this is. Please give me any tips/advice for being more open around my parents. I fully understand that it is partly me that has caused this situation so feel free to constuctively criticise. TLDR: I don't feel comfortable talking to my own parents even though I am generally a sociable person. Any advice is appreciated ",4.638193632228719,6.445658736625518,5.713944119558152,76.87590643274855,70.6872427983539,8.572579597141,31.30799220272905,9.134995656068208,2.9421654320987654,1015,45,178,21,19,336,132,243,0.099,0.789,0.112,0.507,6,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,3,2,19,8,1,0,6,0,24,1,0,2,3,32,36,18,0,1,6,6,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,9,10,0,0,8,0,1,1,7,4,0,2,2,6,39,5,33,33,7,28,0,1,0,0,26,13,0,8,13,146,48,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17555572999533914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443416504529731,0.0,0.0,0.10147889576754528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599300763744887,0.08397608118571966,0.0,0.0,0.06907138700485939,0.0,0.054757680638019036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922770311630801,0.09502501229651417,0.0,0.09418185778361428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104323882035106,0.07956002387473783,0.0,0.0,0.11865971886244035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468086282168512,0.0,0.2270960480696945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528135313637928,0.0,0.0,0.0694000859201814,0.0,0.04693087875674218,0.0861702044698702,0.051050731026223685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0886855253636683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344743784360887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784026597691105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5984532479096011,0.09727384333517408,0.0,0.0,0.1568668721251631,0.0,0.09860302676815652,0.08491551116589906,0.0,0.08602939653253706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062675226748087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509090054075212,0.0,0.0,0.1928810749475925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096926584130424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915318180775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173592572127903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887980291624723,0.07851272170084744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825453142366907,0.0,0.052378822329862115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351303253624152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411664885246641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16210971813459754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821167870866547,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JussStop,2018/03/15,"Fuck it I give up Ive basically accepted the fact that I will probably end up homeless in the next year or so. I have mixed feelings about this because I dont want to be homeless, but considering how little I give a shit about living, Im taking hardly any steps to ensure that doesnt happen. I got a job this month. It lasted 3 days. Ill have to work the rest of my life just to get by. And I see no point. Kids.. A family.. For what? To either join the fight against a world system that is morally bankrupt and financially corrupted, or fight to join the perpetrators because if you cant beat them, might as well join them. And theyll do this knowing greed is the only reason they have to fight at all. Because a society based upon community responsibility and advancement is too out of focus for those that crave power and control. We live in an age of technological capability. All of the worlds ills could be solved. All of them. At least every man made problem. But because of greed, and control, the suggestion of tackling a problem is only as good as the profit dollar amount attached to it. Companies dont even have to hire employees directly... not when the parent holdings company creates employment agencies that now bypass the need for company benefits, security and a future... I dont want to live in the world of today. Call me a pussy.. call me a liberal.. call me whatever.. fact of the matter is, evil built this land.. evil is in control.. and will remain in control till Artificial Intelligence becomes sentient and sees the plight of humanity being humanity itself. How can I not be filled with anxiety thinking about the future in todays America? Can it get better? Yes. Will it? No. Blood will spill. Cause fuck the people in charge. Fuck money. And Fuck Capitalism. This is my anxiety rant for the day.",2.801991713978825,5.5378239766763855,4.512187356145463,78.78932445910695,80.37026239067055,7.458922817247199,25.64439159122296,8.452757503120043,2.2201766763848396,1436,57,255,33,38,482,190,343,0.208,0.675,0.118,-0.991,5,0,0,0,3,1,55.0,1,1,5,9,12,21,12,0,27,1,31,9,2,9,5,49,51,23,0,7,9,1,2,0,0,6,3,0,0,4,18,13,0,6,5,0,5,3,9,14,1,0,2,4,22,7,47,38,7,38,1,0,2,4,21,19,5,4,15,177,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062464883724700236,0.0,0.14053839835875298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239770189157456,0.10144717306686224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08123871721360061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813841790472927,0.0,0.0,0.09436089199490308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4120949750553877,0.07333913519737968,0.0,0.0,0.11847838533252852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229618539700561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135670085319917,0.0,0.0,0.06066968548184142,0.0,0.07739221284462225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659318196562489,0.0,0.04644489618766032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3396756850815787,0.09598140568186488,0.17623231382011292,0.0,0.07704402777890801,0.07346522729467532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122750731528497,0.0,0.08228447766001326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921969273867727,0.0,0.09115240126185437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05048137561342196,0.07487448493692721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06488024976804277,0.0,0.09206333326425482,0.24333024421511146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691588653715752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744416012581304,0.0,0.0,0.07331817654691157,0.0,0.0,0.06810968266420565,0.0,0.0,0.09768935673395876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972048011291002,0.0,0.0,0.10199465236767503,0.0,0.0,0.06368103175989727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868331292936444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09903575519650944,0.17578659902369534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444274323679952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639386747946148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942883414910377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906389765928511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058857289657158265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741365301348284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835749694620808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825891177910854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687189142630713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059151924589886634 anxiety,ThePunLexicon,2018/03/15,"Can't fully relax if I have something that needs to get done I have a few things to get done for university and I cant for the life of me relax when I decide to take breaks... I feel like its part of the reason the breaks I take are so long because Im trying to relax but never manage to. I cant even bring myself to touch my games so I do stuff thats aimless and I just never cool off, maybe even get more amped up. And I still have it dug into the back of my head that even when I finish the work Im still going to be a bag of stress because I have to do presentations along with these projects... and dont get me started on the presentations... its like... no one has any advice other than just practice more or write a script. Things Ive already done. Talking in front of people I know is fine. When Im being genuinely judged in a class or special event... its very not fine. I have a little less than 3 weeks for a huge paper with a presentation a little after and like... 8 days for another thing thats mostly a presentation but also a small written paper and a dang sculpture that I havent started and I need to lead a discussion in 3 weeks. One of my classes is doing a restoration project of sorts and like... Im the only one who cares. My head is going to explode. At least if Im ignored venting vaguely helped...",2.9407039711191345,3.841728584837547,4.465651624548737,87.71443411552349,73.62093862815884,6.6952346570397125,23.958303249097465,6.742157984588678,0.6780846209386278,1026,28,223,8,20,344,142,277,0.068,0.866,0.066,0.0831,0,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,2,14,14,0,1,20,1,24,3,2,2,2,34,41,20,0,4,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,16,12,0,1,4,4,0,5,9,2,0,3,4,3,24,12,35,35,7,40,0,0,0,0,6,12,1,6,25,160,40,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951876403511616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749403623347556,0.07789850917104131,0.0,0.10554337910834376,0.0,0.06624194250664542,0.10214257329632193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490205355244177,0.0,0.11876010908157544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931569044033056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06282120386285246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990518570020185,0.11416345359104264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19301458249550368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925327575329405,0.06958951564167754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20357021026106506,0.0,0.11072036497395056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999409284688314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06529167469861354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260960070692924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053533828635278016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880335828195938,0.1903578540396964,0.1952602379262708,0.0,0.08620452724531986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786114554188004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445613004172214,0.15025674554608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19802201959993407,0.07408447321723319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548522244428722,0.0,0.06753162726107707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015340451499373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499075307003056,0.0,0.0,0.13789418692656782,0.0,0.15558303902688994,0.0,0.11158249265659964,0.0,0.11151081184638792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647995690487978,0.07829423435729363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19414404710847386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613479833505623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037321157434406,0.0,0.0,0.15627238594772874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709154283660412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,novicepriest,2018/03/15,"Scared to talk to family about anxiety I'm 19 and I'm scared of talking to my family about my anxiety problems. I feel like I have a real bad case of social anxiety and agoraphobia but I just don't know how to bring it to them. The last few years have been hard on my mental health and I haven't really talked to someone about anything really personal in that time so I don't really know how to go about this. I feel like it'd be weird to suddenly begin about anxiety when they probably have been thinking that everything's been fine. Also I've not been doing so well at school lately so I worry they might think I'm just making some stuff up to explain why I'm not doing so well, even though anxiety is the reason I'm not doing so well. Any advice on how to go about telling my parents?",3.4391869918699167,4.549800073170736,5.209512195121949,82.05479674796749,72.65853658536584,9.12520325203252,24.642276422764226,9.516144504307137,2.031286178861789,628,18,129,15,12,215,89,164,0.147,0.747,0.106,-0.2207,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,23,11,0,2,3,0,17,1,0,5,0,25,34,15,0,1,6,1,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,3,0,0,8,0,0,3,6,5,3,0,4,3,14,6,23,27,2,15,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,2,9,88,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11427896162870704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352223363925713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952776618898054,0.0,0.4473195265402036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623716949343873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097645609529646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07724219231758486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510415308192088,0.0,0.2204938813069122,0.0,0.1182635306250688,0.16709349151711644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292700915471453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10476127241617354,0.0,0.0,0.1243088732940899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854169566299284,0.09532716906714883,0.13192097129996827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426850070698286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806283027331959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785476731776932,0.12406196763483095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985547050358712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211334748733487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12608832217361046,0.111902197784645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311094734993673,0.2247571515961194,0.12024068491801487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341680961854885,0.11835630376096562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921243307851948,0.0990885592986542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13387599210535348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819919824945099,0.10221657032618313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986944635968896,0.11489953885746435,0.0,0.0681925611582156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154473837680293,0.0,0.10552620674264536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876505045210525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530984047205617 anxiety,missmisc28,2018/03/16,"Have severe phone anxiety, finding it hard to find a job due to it, any advice ? I have always had really bad phone anxiety. I don't pick up any numbers I don't know and let them go to voicemail. I don't know why. I've been trying to job hunt but it's hard to find a job that has little phone duties, and the other day someone finally called and left a voicemail saying to call back for an interview but I've been terrified to call back. That was 2 days ago. I'm pretty sure I'm going to be moving to another city next month and feel too scared to call back and say never mind I won't be able to go to that job. I feel really guilty about it and don't want to waste their time but every time I think I should call I am paralyzed in fear :( it sounds so silly because I'm fine going somewhere and talking to someone in person just not on the phone. Does anyone else have this issue? Any tips? 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Oh god...I guess I didn't understand some minor detail about the menu at Panera, and I thought the 'You Pick 2' thing meant that you got your sandwich and you could pick from two sides. I asked the cashier which two things I could get, and she didn't understand me at all. I wanted the sandwich and then I wanted to see what sides were available. She just kept saying, ""You can get anything else that's up there."" I was feeling really anxious by then, so I said, okay, I'll just get the grilled cheese, chips, and apple (thinking that those were my two sides I could get). She said that would cost extra. So, by now, I realized that I still didn't have it right, but she still wouldn't answer my question, so I just said, okay, I'll just get the grilled cheese. I was then asked if I wanted chips or an apple or something else. I chose chips. I was annoyed, but also really anxious because I didn't think that my question was that out there... I just wanted to know what ""You Pick 2"" meant. I get a lot of anxiety about not being clear to others, so this was an unfortunate trigger. :( When something like this happens, I just beat myself up for it relentlessly. 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I went to the doctor today because I have been experiencing what he called depersonalization. He prescribed me with Xanax. That makes me nervous. I’ve never used Xanax before and I feel very anxious about trying it. I’ve heard a lot of bad things about it and would just like to know if any of you guys have taken and had good or bad experiences with it.,4.332100456621003,6.3338655205479455,5.157739726027399,79.75432648401828,71.87671232876713,7.0584474885844735,23.125570776255714,7.793537801064563,1.0428283105022826,305,8,58,4,6,99,54,73,0.15,0.778,0.071,-0.7178,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,1,16,13,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,5,3,7,2,8,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22412421103728145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559700718192841,0.0,0.0,0.2591072071693636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830056711258895,0.13981340251956756,0.0,0.19516522188085966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23419831003630104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347557755975068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224354360456968,0.0,0.0,0.1159693793068585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237308755561708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270986840222773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260481619506843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205184752454124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19499042795811572,0.0,0.0,0.15309703550850254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006470617224834,0.17689363043515438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15237405901735326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21740284694350845,0.0,0.0,0.15571779533847124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980901051132232,0.0,0.1892428740346701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261548276204525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292805438146174,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goatttmeal,2018/03/16,"Anxiety as a physical sensation. Something interesting happened yesterday. I had just had what was by all accounts, an ordinary day. I was back home and I had finished watching Arsenal play AC Milan. I was seating on my bed about 30 minutes after the game, feeling restless. The thing is, there was nothing bad that had happened that day. In fact, it was quite a good day. And also, Arsenal won, which was good. But yet I was seating there with a nagging anxious feeling I couldn't shake. My anxiety is usually triggered by negative thoughts or events but things have been pretty good lately so I was wondering why I was still feeling uncomfortable. Then I noticed something. I realized that the thing I disliked the most about anxiety was how it made me feel physically. This may sound obvious but my approach towards managing anxiety has always been getting rid of thoughts that trigger them or avoiding situations that do the same. I hardly ever think about the physical sensations themselves. When I get anxious my muscles tense up and I also get this annoying lump in the throat feeling. I used to get panic attacks but those haven't happened in a while. Yesterday I was having the lump in the throat feeling. I did something different this time. I started focusing on it. Usually, I do everything to get rid of it but this time I was just observing it. Then I was thinking, I have this nagging feeling in my throat but other than it being annoying, it's not really doing anything else. Like I am not in danger. Just uncomfortable. Similar to how I feel uncomfortable when I have a headache or a cold. And even though headaches and colds are arguably more likely to be indicative of something being wrong with me, I usually just brush them off. I never take meds for them, unless I'm feeling really really bad. And even then I tend to be still pretty functional. So I was wondering why experiencing a sensation which was by comparison, quite mild, left me feeling a lot less functional and a lot less like myself. I mean, if I could just ignore headaches and colds then why not that lump in the throat feeling? I went outside and started walking around. Then I noticed how my throat wasn't doing anything to prevent me from walking. I then jumped up and down for a few seconds, and again, my throat wasn't in the way. I also said a few things out loud with no problems whatsoever. I kept thinking about all the things I could do whether or not my throat felt funny and I realized I could really do anything than I wanted. I kept walking around and started heading towards the grocery store. And before I could finish my walk there my throat felt clear. It dawned on me that I didn't need to prevent anxiety or actively try to get rid of it. If I just notice that I am not actually physically limited and focus on whatever it is I want to do, I can do it. And sooner or later the anxiety disappears since I'm not paying attention to it. Anyway, the rest of my night was pretty relaxed and I headed to bed feeling quite clear headed and content with life. I woke up feeling the same and I have been doing well since. We experience all kinds of uncomfortable sensations quite regularly in our lives. I mentioned headaches and colds earlier but there is like a million others. Whether that's feeling bloated, having a sore neck, feeling exhausted, tense or even being sore after a workout, we are often in some kind of pain or discomfort and most of the time we just go about our day as if none of that is happening. In fact, people enjoy some of these sensations. Like soreness after a workout, for example. I also don't wait until my soreness has disappeared before I hit the gym again and I am sure most people don't. But the thing is, if you became overly focused on your soreness, there is a good chance you will psyche yourself out of going to the gym again. Like I said before, I used to focus most of my efforts on preventing anxiety. But now I realize that anxiety can't be prevented. It's not only part of us, but it's also quite useful at times. And it only shows up to alert us. Not to stop us from doing stuff. And that's why there are tons of dangerous things out there that people still do. If you get the alert from your body and you respond by doing whatever it's alerting you about, you are pretty much saying to yourself, ""thanks for the heads up, but every thing is good."" We are usually encouraged to think positively, which is good, but I think that's working backwards. In order to think positively, you need to trigger even more thoughts. I also don't think you can just conjure up positive thoughts from thin air. Negative thoughts are triggered by something and so are positive ones. If you are doing something you enjoy you'll end up automatically having happy thoughts. Right now I am no longer trying to avoid anxiety. I am not even trying to get rid of it. I know it's going to keep coming and when it does I'll focus on whatever sensation I'm having and at the same time think about anything I want to do. And once I notice that nothing is actually in my way, I'll just go about the day, similar to how I go about my day whenever I'm feeling tired or mildly sick. And just to wrap up, I am aware that anxiety comes in different forms and I am not trying to trivialize individual experiences that are far more severe than mine or others that are caused by medical conditions. I just wanted to share something I noticed yesterday and hopefully some of what I wrote can be applicable to other people's lives. 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I know its silly but any time i feel a pain in my lower right quadrant i get very anxious. Besides pain and vomiting are there any other symptoms are strategies that i can use to convince myself i dont have it. ,2.5894642857142856,4.551891874999999,4.370857142857143,83.67414285714288,76.67857142857143,6.622857142857143,27.271428571428572,7.554174236665415,1.6662114285714282,219,9,42,3,5,74,47,56,0.284,0.602,0.113,-0.9151,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,1,6,4,0,1,0,6,11,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,8,2,4,11,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,28,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288010152820492,0.0,0.1849405830567437,0.2731123727470437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833330215601256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223771270011576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630610094258551,0.2319117568718244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611350070883896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328612699231217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5144850294293374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20645596408771874,0.0,0.0,0.2420371885886116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512742039846026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14096827069318155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20879719717646086,0.0,0.1994717588820114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FrogToadEye,2018/03/16,i just need to admit somewhere that i'm suffering from anxiety Thats all really. I just need to say it somewhere even if its totally anonymous. I've been struggling for a long time and I want to change. Thats it. ,2.1606818181818177,4.093416431818183,3.986363636363638,86.07454545454546,77.86363636363637,8.036363636363637,26.90909090909091,8.841846274778883,2.185563636363636,169,7,35,4,4,57,31,44,0.182,0.743,0.07400000000000001,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,10,6,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,5,5,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713754627262103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3752683445970175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343027124737819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139341230070375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260710770860435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272558070781349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821038331052824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708517263232027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068520010956074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092351002789104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DudeLongcouch,2018/03/16,"And the st. patty's day pressure is already starting I'm lucky to have friends, but when events like these roll around I really start to hate life. All I'm hearing about is how I need to go out drinking with them tomorrow, despite the fact that A. I don't actually enjoy drinking *that* much B. I certainly don't enjoy being around the size of crowds that this day brings C. I'm not super rich at the moment and would rather not spend money on it D. Drinking in excess would mean I can't take my meds for the day E. Yes, I could go out and *not* drink, but how fun is it to be the one sober guy around a bunch of drunk people? I don't want fucking want to. But god forbid I tell them I just want to sit this one out, then I'm being the loser downer asshole who ditches his friends. Anyone else have this problem?",1.531147058823528,3.446658394117648,2.7831617647058806,94.0329779411765,79.76470588235293,5.191176470588236,20.625,5.985473137389443,-0.039147058823529424,637,17,140,4,16,205,106,170,0.21,0.662,0.128,-0.9445,0,0,4,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,2,2,9,16,2,1,9,1,15,7,0,2,3,34,33,10,0,9,8,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,10,10,5,1,1,5,3,3,7,6,0,2,0,1,13,10,20,27,3,23,0,1,0,1,10,9,1,1,11,87,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.13109883104272166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148250210434985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939353495920119,0.1376496938047189,0.0,0.3587797307183679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072614975775439,0.0,0.0,0.2599192574428605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5264177407525993,0.0,0.0,0.11222586052932967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758525394535987,0.12419741034057782,0.0,0.0,0.15269979602565895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302012545587374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263533509935616,0.0,0.0,0.15141368057784438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489003019460207,0.0656329246444017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463382884187361,0.14922415267970054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875714255154892,0.0996132084518362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820678126594755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313612460068607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285475606891152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606319970205065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901765246327086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010087870758234,0.0,0.11742120385093308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23771593498323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086601340215148,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,starfish66,2018/03/16,"Felling so anxious- looking for new friend/cuddle buddy Hi due to religious reasons I am a female looking for females only. If you are in Michigan and want to cuddle/relax together, give massages, anything like that please PM me. Desperately need this in my life right now and if you do to I am willing to be that person for you as well",6.114692307692309,6.6215182769230765,6.7228846153846185,75.8058653846154,66.23076923076923,8.346153846153845,36.25,8.07648339933343,3.0149230769230764,268,13,46,3,4,88,50,65,0.073,0.805,0.122,0.3197,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,1,0,7,11,6,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,7,2,10,9,0,7,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,2,4,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019291746199668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993326211810912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648540272288396,0.0,0.0,0.2563813738377558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877454661857973,0.13057036200314273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488643291165532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981708533989608,0.0,0.2581226105909489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032642474477372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333622418126163,0.0,0.2933726294710168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27478910916158755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282396736749421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15763762802913786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402999883998589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zoeyandtommy,2018/03/16,"how do i help online bf with anxiety? not sure if this is the right place to find help but worth a shot. this guy and i have been talking and he has really bad anxiety. we're technically not together but we treat each other with the same intensity as a relationship (just no labels) the problem is im really bad at comforting him being 1000 miles away. he isn't interested in generic ""itll be okay"" advice and i dont blame him but he will beg for me to help him and i just dont know what to say and it makes me feel horrible. is there anyone else who is long distance and struggles with anxiety? what are some things that help you? 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From the moment I walked in, it felt like everyone stopped what they were doing & just started staring at me & judging me. I was sweating cold sweats the entire time. My brain feels exhausted now. Came home, ate food, listening to music crying every 5 minutes. Hopefully I’ll be okay. Just had to share this.",3.0025526932084285,5.865594360655737,3.4774238875878214,85.65229508196722,80.80327868852459,6.108665105386418,26.747072599531606,7.447530270364453,1.7774384074941452,260,11,45,4,7,81,53,61,0.112,0.7490000000000001,0.139,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,2,1,5,6,3,0,0,7,13,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,1,2,1,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,5,6,4,6,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,6,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5202439758018319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680039482923178,0.0,0.2745827148960092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26371195154525834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20227418392720584,0.2294026788792323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12138951877243795,0.0,0.2305103804947831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903005644498445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408155639379826,0.23844940156464084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11728889065255375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992686005674634,0.0,0.0,0.2007140869720524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999010750151147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22255263665559574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AztecFTW,2018/03/16,"Chest pain/pressure that comes and goes? I have been having on and off chest pain for a few months now and it’s not ruining my quality of life but just starting to become a pain. Has anyone else experienced chest pain or tightness from anxiety? I’ve been to the doctors several times and they said it’s not not cardiac so it must be anxiety I imagine! Any remedies people can come up with? Also share your experience if you’ve had anything like this?",3.3917045454545445,5.630195670454551,4.388636363636365,83.19045454545456,75.25,7.581818181818183,28.04545454545455,8.472884824447931,2.1873818181818185,361,15,68,7,8,117,68,88,0.173,0.7490000000000001,0.078,-0.8745,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,1,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,9,8,3,0,1,17,13,9,0,2,7,0,1,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,5,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,4,3,5,2,9,7,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,2,5,46,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413860824722834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406639318249688,0.0,0.25663552461058897,0.0,0.0,0.11728507707688275,0.1718655971113631,0.13803263112060374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525149556504747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889798318461142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17168514631572046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401221026947797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407822599289232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11847706484873766,0.08194745278676742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338854641958892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.713932730445546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628718687775595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955557274123014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18949420375752546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11872457198827355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780834878111136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sissy-lala-rat,2018/03/16,"Beta Blockers? My psychiatrist just put me on Propranolol for my anxiety, I'm supposed to take it every day. But all the information that im finding on it is that its used for things like social anxiety and im taking it for a general anxiety disorder. Has anyone had any success with this or anything? 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I worked second shift for 18 months and felt so great. Then I went to days and this feeling gets worse and worse each week. I wish I could make it go away. I have tried diet, nutritional supplements, exercise, turning on bright lights in the house...I cannot get rid of the feelings....",4.1082583170254425,6.734019356164385,4.318238747553817,82.67739726027398,74.61643835616438,8.554990215264189,26.866927592954998,9.23628265651192,2.523177690802348,315,12,58,8,7,98,59,73,0.08199999999999999,0.753,0.165,0.7404,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,11,13,7,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,5,6,2,7,10,1,12,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,6,32,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952935245373384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596117621766338,0.0,0.0,0.13405402267995736,0.0,0.17903154141526836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033292684370312,0.0,0.0,0.2102029040802427,0.0,0.19958045756602352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2171990021305316,0.0,0.11813296629713126,0.0,0.0,0.2291689797420087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344777898120827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874973575917052,0.21073980225656685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591374830248193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410558435388438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907467722490144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20791860508427265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112489431589,0.2260945526043389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673464277939,0.0,0.0,0.1926904851786232,0.0,0.0,0.2390314494459344,0.0,0.0,0.15132626976226374,0.0,0.4236589949876824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beccaaaaanne,2018/03/16,"New therapist issues I saw a new therapist in my new city this week. I was nervous, but energetic to see someone because my last experience in therapy was very helpful. She was the opposite of my last therapist. When I told her that I was so overwhelmed by being in a new city that even tiny things like finding a gas station terrify me, she told me that I should focus on sleeping and exercising. I get that those two things are important, but it wasn't super helpful advice when I am struggling to carry out basic tasks some days. Has anyone else ever dealt with a negative therapy experience? How did you handle it? 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Just one problem.... I am stupidly horny! I'm sorry if it's TMI, but I am going insane. I haven't seen my boyfriend in a week, and the last couple times I saw him I jumped his bones like crazy. The meds were keeping my from ""finishing"", but that isn't an issue right now. Holy crap. I can't concentrate on my upcoming test in two hours because I am happy and ""happy"". And I am just not used to feeling this good. It's freaking weird, in a good way. But weird. Sorry, just had to rant. I thought the meds were supposed to decrease my sex drive, not nitro-boost it! I am so excited of all the things I am going to get accomplished in the next month (that really I shouldn't be excited about - it's all school work and studying, but it's ORGANIZED BECAUSE I CAN THINK AGAIN). And I haven't even had coffee in a month. Not even decaf. Fuck. Sorry. 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I have been having a rough couple of months. Very anxious and very depressed and it has turned me into this evil creature. My relationship with my girlfriend has suffered the worse from it. My self esteem is at its lowest and I am doing and saying things that are affecting my relationship. Rude negative things that I would never say. I constantly feel like my girlfriend is pushing me away even though she isn't and I turn into this psycho path anytime we get in an argument. I am extremely upset that I am acting this way. I went to Therapy for a few months to try to help with my issues but the doctor told me I was fine and didn't think we needed to continue. I think my next move is medication. I feel like its the only thing that would help me balance out and not have these negative feelings and outbursts. I don't know what to do though at this point. I am thinking about asking my primary care doctor to prescribe me something since the therapist was no help. Is the way I am acting something that could be treated? I have lost touch with myself and my emotions. I am tired of doing/saying things and regretting them almost instantly.,3.9775939849624073,6.048943357142857,4.706109022556388,82.32046992481206,73.01785714285714,7.394360902255639,26.521616541353374,8.20500826718156,1.8502178571428567,928,33,168,15,19,298,124,224,0.172,0.743,0.085,-0.9518,1,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,1,1,5,13,2,1,8,0,30,4,0,1,1,36,46,13,0,6,2,0,5,2,2,2,4,2,0,1,20,18,0,0,7,0,0,5,8,8,0,0,7,7,36,5,21,35,1,21,0,4,0,0,16,8,0,1,8,135,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886962447421412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282519142429478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10164062358665174,0.0,0.10214812903552688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11084957575598774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174901236416952,0.0,0.08680586662221103,0.12029909727005846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364231116848756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225636514763209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229789313700333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181001809980962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491970294841407,0.15534238853384852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056802886190359475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21862268918386968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347777789885533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059750903069838886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10623239524674216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186831747058974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952622468572107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735621189747086,0.11555454139985348,0.0,0.0806161677952455,0.08385329862991653,0.0,0.11562734204916827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268816729588252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277766460658526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403250616301367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345400808094405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593808814345181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134210140199495,0.0,0.0,0.08993616539680724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739939332001594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243333635399616,0.12623490737366608,0.2889209168878121,0.20899447567688245,0.2136381093661915,0.0,0.0,0.12496022808978666,0.0,0.10388876524355403,0.0,0.07381526831909105,0.2365171665406873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941447853126616,0.0,0.1725973165433691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078661128460033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107972570764614,0.1544663283311179,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thowmeaway1231,2018/03/16,"Extreme work anxiety I work in a pretty stressful job. My anxiety does not help this at all as I cannot switch off. I'm constanty thinking aboit all the tasks that I have and if I completed them properly. It's currently 6:00 am and my mind keeps telling me that I've made a mistake with something so I have to get out of bed and check my work phone if I sent that email, said the right thing, etc. I can't switch off and I can't deal with this anymore. I thought I would get over it a few months after I first started but I've been in this job for 2 years now and it honestly hasn't gotten better. Can't really leave it either. I just want to be able to switch off, get some sleep and enjoy my weekend like any normal person. I don't know what to do anymore.",1.654788359788359,3.2380196111111132,3.126560846560846,93.25666666666667,78.19753086419753,6.603880070546737,22.682539682539684,7.447530270364453,0.6910391534391533,595,18,137,8,14,195,101,162,0.075,0.815,0.11,0.8105,3,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,5,3,6,0,1,5,0,13,1,1,1,2,28,27,11,0,6,6,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,1,12,9,0,1,3,1,1,1,7,2,0,1,6,1,19,4,18,19,6,18,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,3,9,87,31,5,0.15475272894314965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052371623785356,0.0,0.2367708281293272,0.0,0.3069462476257546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13686621290309062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622552920030137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595432683708623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542515595838758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259019980806764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163259218357487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24255574106836264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037274921630688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071364094765466,0.13755133594305954,0.0,0.0,0.08504805269365813,0.0,0.0,0.16386079542069756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07560436649934978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643077389045628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562561411884977,0.0,0.1235221518152678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162481724881438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13512411382214187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743915994549965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913856083107787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215798496290435,0.14720528324328258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486448951323928,0.0,0.0,0.11913621127471866,0.0,0.0,0.10953477805388596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726872814948488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352607060989478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281083674607347,0.09915930006544796,0.0,0.12285638073329536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912771690356212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379854893001576,0.0,0.0,0.10993189856851007,0.0,0.0,0.0996556836718688 anxiety,chi_6,2018/03/16,"I made a fool of myself today... Today I had a really shitty day. My anxiety was off the wall and I felt like I was constantly on the verge of a panic attack. Anyway, I had a class with my favorite professor today and I had to see him about something just before (nothing major, honestly the most simple question) but the second I waked into his office I couldn’t speak, I started stuttering and panicking and I practically ran out. He looked weirded out by the way I acted and in the class he seemed off with me. He really is someone I admire but now I honestly don’t feel like I can face him again... Any advice?",1.7548486759142534,4.1320975491803305,4.222459016393444,81.50469735182853,81.70491803278689,7.032534678436318,21.679697351828494,8.139509932561175,1.5161568726355608,479,15,88,10,13,167,78,122,0.136,0.722,0.142,0.4213,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,1,10,0,9,2,2,1,0,20,17,7,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,1,8,5,21,5,14,8,2,20,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,3,10,67,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794421561627805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079208476416582,0.0,0.1471331491768204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880496328787585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636600275008824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784213482383126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240379721623178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09724863694314836,0.13740173497464148,0.1846684996452428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792701148963867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16151010581778333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18198881229687391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454735943329692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256596949134489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154554115143644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464250984832793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326338562250855,0.17509146708807238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296194232530076,0.14806626377359186,0.0,0.0,0.1361332978963899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5469236101593694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15266387345305213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rebel_nature,2018/03/16,"Are these abdominal pains just in my head/caused by anxiety? Since December I've been having stomach issues. I have IBS so I put it down to that and just watched my food for a week. It seemed to get a little worse rather than better. Then, on Christmas day, I was quite sick and had a horrible heavy, gnawing, burning feeling in my stomach and back. My stomach was making a ton of gurgling noises and sloshing around, and my birth control suddenly didn't work (it stops my periods, but for the first time in years I had a period and it was awful). I went to the doctor and he told me to stop eating bread, pasta, etc. I did that for two weeks and it made zero difference, but I started treating myself for a stomach ulcer just to see what would happen (restricted diet with DGL Licorice). My stomach got better, but I was still having digestive issues. I would be burping constantly, always hungry, had pain when my stomach was empty, bloated every evening, all of that, but no vomiting. My husband even started having similar issues, but his H. Pylori test came back negative. My doctor scheduled me for a colonoscopy. In the lead up to that I was a little better, but was still having the sharp pains under my ribs and pain around my navel, but definitely better than it had been. Had my colonoscopy and it showed nothing, but he took biopsies anyway (awaiting results). Since then my stomach has been way worse again, with the constant gnawing, burning sensation in my middle and my back. I keep trying to tell myself it's all anxiety and stress related, but the pain I'm feeling is very much real and extremely uncomfortable, and it is really effecting my quality of life at this point. I do have panic disorder w/agoraphobia, so I'm certainly not new to dealing with issues with anxiety and anxiety-induced medical issues, but I've never had anything so chronic or severe. Anyone had similar issues caused by their anxiety? 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I hope some of you can relate to this. Last night I went to a concert. There was this girl there in her 20s and she was dancing like a complete idiot. Everyone was watching. She may have been drunk, but I found myself completely jealous of her ability to just not care. I haven't danced in 10 years, and maybe never with the kind of freedom she did. I'm too afraid of seeming stupid. I'm a lanky, straight, quiet, nerdy dude but it sounds so fun to just drunkenly shake my ass and really feel the music. Over the past two years I've developed an increasingly thin tolerance for my past self. It went from randomly thinking about stupid stuff I did as a kid or teen, to ritualistically checking my facebook memories every single day so that I could delete all my old stupid pictures and statuses. You ever wake up with a hangover and realize what an idiot you were last night? I feel like that *all the time* -- even though I've stopped drinking (because anxiety). I'm also a writer and this extends to hating a lot of my work and wanting to scrap it after it's already been released. I used to be the funny guy when I was younger, but now I realize how hurtful or stupid my sense of humor was to the point where I'm not sure what's funny anymore. When I do loosen up and let loose with a joke, people seem to enjoy it quite a bit, but I later realize that what I said might have been stupid or somehow mean. So I've started keeping my mouth shut more, but now I feel I've become really hollow and boring when I talk to people. I don't think my personality comes out at all. I'm always trying to be a better person but it's gotten to the point where the only certainty I have is my ability to be wrong and the fact that my motivations behind everything are somehow flawed. I don't want to hurt anyone but I also want to feel like people know me. Right now I don't. My wife is always telling me that everyone who meets me loves me but I'm worried that they can't, because they don't know me. Or maybe I don't let them know me? Any ways to cope with this? I already read ""the subtle art of not giving a f*ck"" but I didn't find it super helpful. 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So it was my friend's birthday the other day and we're going to celebrate by going on a night out to a bunch of clubs but I am absolutely terrified of the thought of it. My stomach has been in knots and I've been on edge all day just thinking about it. I know the simplest solution would be to not go but I don't want to feel left out and I want to try and start doing things and not cower in my room like I usually do. Can anyone give me some advice on how to deal with a busy nightclub? I just want to have a good night and not feel like I'm about to be thrown off a cliff any moment. Any replies would be appreciated!,2.2468401253918486,3.2843101103448302,3.873667711598749,90.76855799373043,75.48275862068967,6.9278996865203775,23.52664576802508,7.348242739294969,0.6975517241379308,526,15,123,6,11,176,84,145,0.067,0.7929999999999999,0.14,0.9144,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,9,0,15,1,1,1,1,31,31,10,0,6,7,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,5,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,2,11,4,25,22,4,23,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,10,84,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33958253753857376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631856872284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149345996683067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411506094987632,0.17913366333058844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571138753610874,0.12413052902930136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424259796473706,0.0,0.0,0.1666815244075095,0.3949956355294012,0.14573735903837734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549114414989818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1887851977467748,0.0,0.0,0.16977572633569513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883705022416694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32611438992437003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229846063406773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543502903298132,0.1113351184001744,0.0,0.1379419750455108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796816559045092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136646480949035,0.0,0.3074554100857764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468609789500885,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,easyoceanbreeze,2018/03/16,lightheaded a bit tired - anxiety or something else? i’ve been traveling the last few days and have been in a few cities. i get anxious but usually it’s not the way i’m feeling now. i feel a bit lightheaded and “out of my head” versus normally i feel more stuck in my head. does anyone else get this feeling/sound like anxiety? i’m always worried it’s something else like something wrong with my brain or heart and i know this isn’t a medical diagnosis but more just looking to see if anyone feels this way sometimes too. thanks :) ,1.9697756410256413,4.587368221153849,3.220769230769232,87.40756410256414,83.13461538461539,6.928205128205128,25.974358974358967,8.07648339933343,1.9151243589743603,421,18,82,9,12,136,65,104,0.154,0.701,0.145,0.406,0,0,3,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,4,6,4,0,0,19,17,8,0,2,8,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,6,7,3,6,14,6,10,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,3,6,44,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620981491180114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136818064446368,0.15777809339192864,0.0,0.1953095712436118,0.14310002994389395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049490512642413,0.0,0.0,0.15590877012461274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007031422783282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122218992060241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35000856649219353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28246883224551195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593506394488553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28666662124953723,0.0,0.0,0.16549991860200955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675447891010073,0.1138430164622542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13646341262834308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117280746600255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406945815181601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13683892187033947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129238137315024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32255545633662325,0.13812910232375594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285818315072034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052070678008526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381775365748634,0.0,0.0,0.22171408986210192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183334852035231,0.0,0.0,0.15269826596230754,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JorgeAndTheKraken,2018/03/16,"death anxiety and the state of the world making it hard to make long-term plans It's pretty much what the headline says. I've been dealing with a lot of apocalyptic anxiety, lately, mostly centered around the nuclear standoff with North Korea, but also recently fed by the increasingly adversarial relationship between Russia and much of the western world, as well as a lot of domestic politics in the US. A lot of it boils down to death anxiety - I have this constant dread that any one, or some combination, of these situations is going to reach a crisis point and lead to my death, and the deaths of people I love. I realize, logically, that there are things more likely to kill me. And that there's nothing I can do about this stuff (although, rather than helping me not worry, that tends to make it worse). And I'm in therapy and trying to disengage from the news as much as I can given that my job basically requires me to be on the Internet all day. But one thing I'm really struggling with is the idea of making long-term plans, because my anxiety keeps telling me that there *won't be* a long term, that this stuff is going to blow up at some point and so there's no point in thinking ahead or looking forward to things in the future. I mean, even as a small-scale example: Friends of mine and I love going to music festivals during the summer, and it's usually something I really look forward to, almost like a kid anticipates Christmas. This year, I'm having a hard time feeling that excitement, because my anxiety won't allow me to have confidence we'll make it through the summer. Forget even looking forward to things that might be years away. Has anyone ever heard, read, or come up with any coping strategies for this kind of thing? To somehow acknowledge the reality that I might not be around for the things I'm planning for, but planning for and looking forward to them, anyway? 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It is only in retrospect that I can see how out of whack my behaviour is. Some examples. Every time my wife calls me at work I get an adrenaline rush of fear until I hear the tone of her voice because I think that she is going to say something bad has happened to the kids. I answer the phone ""What's wrong!!!!"". I race around my yard at night looking for the dog as I am convinced he has been bitten by a snake or killed by another dog. If my wife doesn't answer I become convinced that there has been a home invasion or she has fallen down the stairs. I constantly fret over my kids education and social well being. I always think I am at the brink of being fired. I fret over my wife driving anywhere because she could be in an accident. I worry that there might be a serial killer at her work. Almost every interaction I have with anyone sets off ripples of concerns about what they really meant. What there actual intentions are. What are my actual intentions. How might they have construed my actual intentions. Even conversations that I manage to have without a seperate monologue playing through my mind come under ruminating scrutiny in the wee hours. Did I just say that to try and impress people. Did I make some people feel bad by talking about my holiday. And then I have thoughts that I am a bad parent. A bad role model. I am plagued by a general sense that any minute I or a loved one will be diagnosed with a fatal disease. I have never sort help for this as I always think that a doctor will just look at me with disdain as a hypercondriact. That I am part of the worried unwell jumping on the bandwagon of popular health disorders. I have never had it but sometimes I think valium sounds great. Not sure what I can do.",3.826863244514108,5.715318767045456,5.033565830721006,80.59340909090913,72.97727272727272,8.377899686520378,26.91065830721003,9.035553425615538,2.294234796238245,1434,52,267,31,29,474,189,352,0.123,0.8220000000000001,0.056,-0.9421,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,2,12,18,1,1,23,0,40,5,0,6,3,46,57,15,2,2,9,4,2,0,0,4,4,5,2,2,19,9,0,0,10,3,0,6,5,9,1,1,7,10,48,9,47,40,3,35,0,1,3,1,26,18,0,10,10,202,67,4,0.0,0.0,0.2960025860048665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124578109201766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826111459371154,0.0,0.0,0.06875739889569119,0.10602131203599628,0.15469579289864754,0.0,0.0,0.07069757010888411,0.0,0.0,0.09000819988171012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376862420045216,0.12326987832819818,0.11166664099048458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324331095083687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08709621220013271,0.0,0.1092626101738653,0.0,0.0807270881293145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262322565719616,0.0,0.0,0.11587935635837578,0.1034890624691592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06678135804968416,0.0,0.17037692004455782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137754234219054,0.05112360839280906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282513472787877,0.0,0.057462417407420585,0.0,0.0,0.11147272419830707,0.0,0.0,0.0894101099490444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747384463239176,0.11395687932806328,0.0,0.06777104583504494,0.0,0.10142029320289424,0.0,0.0995717254838344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186182164206206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894780382659569,0.16981172509670328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125457017484484,0.0,0.06749085781278973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145207543283003,0.10209098750642766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155962560869105,0.0,0.0,0.0948836873667462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0685138875086437,0.07689774007553347,0.0,0.0,0.1122692716275482,0.10949089417894048,0.0,0.14019211568861198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477283707525619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081142968330162,0.0,0.0,0.08057056174578342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306761031144622,0.0,0.07783843479238399,0.09999911252101908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529377497943173,0.10509067717291702,0.0,0.08126736172323316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25914554876702545,0.0,0.08026903221293075,0.11791461910629962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06864618605581156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09090888476527194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746520102616103,0.0,0.14721670927852246,0.2053616325497591,0.0,0.0,0.11054651643170166,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JohnnyLong123,2018/03/16,"Dizziness And head pressure for almost a week straight. not sure what to do. Hey guys this is my first post on this subreddit. I have a brief history with anxiety where I had panic attacks several years ago but was able to get them under control once I knew what they were. I don't have too many other symptoms of anxiety still although I'm a big hypochondriac. So beginning last Friday, I suddenly had this dizzy/foggy head feeling that hasn't gone away since. I also have pressure around my forehead and eyes that seems to be sinus pressure. I went to urgent care Tuesday and I was told it was fluid in my ears and sinus pressure that's making me dizzy and affecting my eyes like this. Anyways, I have an ENT appointment today to see if that's the case but I keep freaking out about it and thinking whatever this is won't go away. It's driving me crazy and I just want to be back to normal. Anyone ever had symptoms like this? Is this just sinus issues that are being exacerbated by anxiety or something more? Thank you so much for your help. TL;DR Pressure in head and dizziness for almost a week now. Freaking out thinking this won't go away.",4.090229197807673,5.936831089686103,4.798617339312408,82.72485176880919,72.18385650224215,7.287394120577978,28.53238664673643,7.984000788550335,1.9694267065271551,915,36,167,13,18,294,132,223,0.155,0.74,0.105,-0.8358,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,2,2,14,14,1,6,6,0,23,12,7,3,2,34,42,16,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,2,5,1,0,1,19,12,0,2,5,0,0,6,5,9,0,1,11,5,21,5,24,26,2,34,0,0,3,0,8,13,0,5,16,122,40,0,0.121585398567372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777811978681344,0.0,0.2435004273815759,0.0,0.0,0.0972317993067328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27903749133050737,0.0,0.0,0.08501533767963318,0.0,0.0,0.10823678232638324,0.0,0.13832094350842888,0.34270045290186124,0.09349166647955014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12396441708147182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636836310959427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109980953899623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147723074813035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103420477909477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06352335249918843,0.0,0.13819956788489407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038866021083032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743450889553788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149612974950356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690356722607898,0.0,0.10807068875829154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910832761938328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880096844862813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08115919766981357,0.12326851056440802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08937925774227995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191278755715804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294844813561112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265426818122834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164452025191136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688782094357656,0.1106867804275223,0.0,0.13735689247336105,0.0,0.10057669812377083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360237994229252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709825635416534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459279924566053,0.2527475666582816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193949948736208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581402799750524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11524874123436912,0.11618005875891135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171421824408905,0.0,0.1950569456251217,0.0,0.0,0.11271088258393705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07829701034350953 anxiety,teddyswolf,2018/03/16,"New job is giving me horrible anxiety Okay, so to start off, I am 22 years old and I have been working in a pretty busy retail store for nearly 3 years. I have been searching for a second job for ages because my current one doesn't give me that many hours and lately I've been broke. So last week I got an interview for a pet store I've always wanted to work at. I get hired, and I worked a few days this week. At my other job, I work on the sales floor and rarely have to go up to the cash register (only if they really need me). I hate doing the register there because it gets so busy and the customers can be so mean sometimes, and they always have so many confusing coupons and it just makes it really complicated. It gives me awful anxiety if I have to do the register, my heart starts pounding and I start sweating and its just really embarrassing. And I'm also really bad at counting money so when I'm trying to count money customers just stare at me like I'm stupid and it makes it even worse. So, on my new job, I'm required to stay on the register. If there are no customers around I can walk around and straighten things up, but for the most part I have to stay there. I got some register training earlier this week but they pretty much threw me to the wolves. It's really not as bad as my other job, but it's still making my anxiety flare up just thinking about it. I have to go in later today and work a 7 hour shift (yay) and since it's a Friday evening I know it's going to be so busy. Like, it makes me want to cry just thinking about it. The main thing that makes me scared to go is just customers. They can be so rude and mean, and I'm such a sensitive person, everything hurts my feelings. I'm slowly starting to get the register down, it's more simple than my other job. I just really need this second job and I've already questioned about whether or not I should quit. Can anyone give me some advice on how to deal with mean customers? Like, at my other job, if a customer is mean to me I think about it the rest of the day. I had a customer that made me cry before and I had to go to the break room just to get away. I'm sorry this is so long, my shift starts in two hours and my heart starts beating so fast just thinking about it. And I really don't want to be annoying asking all kinds of questions, I know the customers get annoyed when they're being held up because I don't know how to do something. tldr; new job is giving me anxiety because I'm scared that customers will be mean to me on the register. ",3.8334285714285694,4.4021487238095265,4.9369523809523805,86.3837142857143,71.28571428571428,8.057142857142857,25.857142857142854,8.146662555663855,1.3829428571428577,1980,57,426,27,35,653,207,525,0.135,0.818,0.046,-0.9924,10,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,4,8,39,19,5,4,25,3,37,3,3,8,1,79,96,47,0,10,20,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,31,23,0,2,15,0,8,7,6,13,0,4,10,2,51,6,61,78,10,66,0,2,1,0,15,25,0,11,34,283,82,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274649126333164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059565855631382725,0.04316603519384067,0.08982772406449649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517150777221282,0.0,0.0,0.03774253983224583,0.0,0.0,0.09610338980624432,0.05046196592625017,0.0,0.05071392938106597,0.0,0.0901384334711064,0.13161748800567233,0.0,0.04593114069739021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185841794703433,0.06962244401646178,0.05564875200193228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130366891987253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851177516197156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02729280261205556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14100588949097234,0.25890216954753803,0.15338416684735331,0.0,0.08634197132455153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053291912361993515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792792960010338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594718096867156,0.0,0.057784362052140124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4820818280403609,0.0,0.0,0.05620958283592181,0.08899437828229324,0.04399911951156037,0.0608893208422017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911249439504207,0.0,0.0,0.047768663309967326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05107510899638328,0.1801530367584413,0.10945005447301444,0.0,0.29398829639829793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03967990115179794,0.08004772440067544,0.0,0.15639631590451256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664063160052377,0.0,0.0365767610453141,0.04105255687487614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05845270818293051,0.0,0.0,0.04713134171283243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982967638388624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093500131211965,0.05741204524615191,0.0,0.0,0.242056971083544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808240872654327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04465100226310792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155475529224795,0.053385434346625626,0.06042373912047904,0.2292346306459629,0.1150663270702927,0.043106748830413086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717209170354226,0.1383472046015846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051164652465956494,0.0,0.0,0.03664738982616952,0.0,0.05272847713445854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551253264965846,0.0,0.1298932299878879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19648244293825304,0.0,0.05500799989236428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06951987987794869 anxiety,HalfAHoarder,2018/03/16,"Tired of Medication - any natural alternatives? I've taken Clonazepam (Klonipin) for over 20 years for anxiety. I'm completely dependent on it for sleep. I've found a few natural methods of curbing my anxiety. THC is legal in my state, and fish oil helps too. But I'm SO sick of being depending on a benzodiazepam - it's a controlled substance, so I can't order 3 months' worth at a time. I can't buy it over the counter. And it blurs my memory. Does anybody know of a natural, easily available supplement that would help me sleep??? Something pretty strong.",3.6969230769230776,6.230557923076925,5.258307692307696,75.88669230769231,75.53846153846155,9.544615384615383,31.55384615384615,9.888512548439397,3.791283846153848,440,22,77,14,10,148,73,104,0.11,0.6729999999999999,0.217,0.8972,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,5,5,2,3,0,11,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,6,1,13,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,3,42,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562810664098786,0.0,0.3501443297857447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23994835394820546,0.0,0.2566784603601808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002710842540073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509258551871545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067911153645633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577180071245056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23054564527432406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18266853819266088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328261026778049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4580371941648683,0.0,0.0,0.17618246799903087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334462124188692,0.2630332278981803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16257083379089504,0.0,0.0,0.14737403608508395 anxiety,childlikeempress16,2018/03/16,"New Manifestation of Anxiety I’ve had anxiety and health anxiety for four years now. I’ve been generally pretty anxious this week, I think because we are moving at the end of the month and last time we moved I almost had a breakdown from the stress. Last night I was at a friend’s house, in a pretty relaxed environment, and had an overwhelming thought that I was going to freak out and there was nothing I could do to stop myself. I’m not sure what “freaking out” entailed, I was just certain I was going to do it. Then, this morning, while I was driving, I realized I felt empty inside, diagnosed myself with depression and worried/assumed I’d never feel joy again. Then I got to work and I had the overwhelming “freak out” feeling and almost didn’t walk inside because the thought of going into work overwhelmed me. Then I talked myself out of it but the thoughts of going down to check the mail and the thought of going to lunch each overwhelmed me too. I’m not sure what these intrusive thoughts are, I’ve never had them and I’m worried I’m losing my mind, although I feel certain if I was actually losing it then I wouldn’t know. I’m blaming it on stress, poor sleep and hormones. 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I try really hard to avoid it and ignore it but it always gets brought up at some point, and it is always brought up as a doomsday situation- it scares the fuck out of me, Andi hate it more than anything in the world. Hearing world news about war or nukes or whatever makes it feel like my life is suddenly going to end in the near future, and for weeks I'll be in a slump. People always say ""don't worry about it, it's not in your control"" or ""think about your circle of influence"", but that doesn't work when you think about how the repercussions of some moronic asshats can trickle down and ruin or send your or your loved ones lives.",7.2475987841945315,5.9578204468085145,6.994792299898684,80.79000000000002,64.39007092198581,10.610334346504557,31.490374873353595,9.606745405546679,2.509552380952381,557,16,116,9,7,176,92,141,0.223,0.696,0.081,-0.9788,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,6,1,2,7,11,4,2,8,0,8,3,0,5,0,28,21,15,1,0,8,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,6,0,3,4,0,0,4,3,8,0,1,2,5,10,3,23,18,3,24,0,1,0,2,11,14,1,7,6,78,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4637581741572686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528833016411387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837105356735333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454829588025546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18787459274694412,0.13272317130869082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175307794555872,0.09706377333097872,0.0,0.10558456853949848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19776909899119413,0.16642477428851776,0.1834219166501586,0.0,0.0,0.20939056306404985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122378886627342,0.09076402471945824,0.0,0.16404949480424802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16767610646892356,0.0,0.1240113699359228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589114029563422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12879830605342782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17562466645496014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901713092194027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477418300986641,0.18600085534673805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088274967919226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23808405728475754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261342328359651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14746563012975958,0.14902364572959012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352519910602497,0.18867131201247755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jackmrak,2018/03/16,"Anxiety strike with an idiot reason Hi, this is the first time I write in the anxiety sub reddit. I wanted for a long time. I have an anxiety for an year and a long list of symptoms that appear with it. Right now what happened to me is that today I hit my phone, because I was really nervous. And I have a dent on my phones back now. I feel terrible, like I've hurt something that's there for me. The phone brings the music to me, and I use it everyday. Now when I look at it I that's what I feel. I feel so sorry and sad now. I know this sounds ridiculous but I don't know how to get over it.",0.14432915921288014,1.956541465116281,2.4582945736434105,95.11191413237928,83.96124031007751,5.829695885509841,18.450208706022657,7.010146845296331,0.027084197972570227,455,11,109,6,13,155,75,129,0.161,0.8240000000000001,0.015,-0.8735,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,2,1,10,0,6,1,0,3,0,18,19,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,1,5,19,1,13,17,0,21,0,2,1,0,5,5,0,1,15,75,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.453322610025028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188599231599187,0.0,0.12041056392920815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996266046576919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801627893231466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319965182873483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746723839748322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21145663016111854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21711123524939446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965016651236376,0.0,0.0,0.3496101786747215,0.1658728462945874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12654078912548433,0.2030905496861221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16868689202514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206585673369422,0.0,0.22111519107231944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530607920943605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303590459347353,0.0,0.18723240353598788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705998197285922,0.0,0.0,0.11650648246335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12720084644122442 anxiety,ilovemanatees1,2018/03/16,"Anxiety help that doesn’t include social anxiety I have anxiety/panic and it is very rooted in intense fear that I cannot seem to get over. As a child I was diagnosed with sensory processing disorder. I also have pretty chronic migraines so the three play into each other a lot. One thing I don’t have is social anxiety. Quite the opposite. I love being around lots of people. That’s when I feel the most safe. I’m terrified to be alone, pretty much at any time. It disturbs my mind for some reason to know that I am alone and that if I were to talk, no one could hear me. The panic that runs through me when I am alone even comes when I’m not really alone- for example if everyone’s home but they’re all asleep. When I look up things online about help with anxiety, social anxiety is almost always what they’re talking about and I don’t know where to go for help with this type of anxiety. I don’t know a term to use. Alone anxiety? I’m sure that’s not it, but maybe one of you will know somewhere I could go",1.8400961538461544,3.91253974038462,3.556384615384616,88.08861538461541,79.48076923076924,7.42923076923077,21.93846153846154,8.395991825355821,1.3164761538461542,798,24,167,17,20,266,118,208,0.16,0.723,0.117,-0.2476,0,5,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,11,7,0,3,7,0,20,5,1,3,2,36,37,14,0,4,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,15,10,0,1,7,1,0,4,8,3,0,4,2,3,18,4,25,30,8,17,0,0,1,1,12,7,0,8,6,114,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249608260458532,0.4783418147068042,0.0,0.07386895076265895,0.07685996288800713,0.0,0.0,0.06281535861876708,0.0,0.4946442349963892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222965738969515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795693247789573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14750124561240446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375448789229003,0.0,0.0,0.10586501879173668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061010087965996024,0.0,0.0,0.0882643240303646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394290853106908,0.046705486924418206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0482599667135508,0.0,0.10499298735905514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041086829495588,0.0,0.18574273968197008,0.0,0.09265551331319404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305845612080345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07756826596802341,0.0,0.0,0.1570608196373417,0.0833683158932521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927989536454168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326824596272212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790321722360951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777867473216853,0.0,0.0,0.1083773126435666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06403833015748144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794876389846654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824778959724066,0.0,0.0,0.059175144129720185,0.09497263793054744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0840909701535444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282481405972669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705845109920549,0.0,0.0,0.14848841150580114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273420214183445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053862196683691736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977877323755851,0.0,0.07621564098724877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,naeganaeganaega-wow,2018/03/16,"Does anyone else get this? Am I going crazy? I've been diagnosed with anxiety and depersonalization from a bad weed experience about one and a half years ago. Since then I've been obsessing over schizophrenia and psychosis. I've been very stressed and scared because of this, and I've been having this weird symptom for about 7 months. So when I'm going to sleep, it's like my thoughts get loud (not loud like I can hear it as an external voice, but more like when I'm reciting something in my head). It's like my inner monologue and my own thoughts, but they are very random. For example I went to sleep yesterday, closed my eyes, then after a few minutes sentences and words were popping into my mind like ""yes there's chicken in the freezer"". Sometimes they are even weirder like ""you can see the pond on the right"", just totally random. This happens to me when I'm very anxious or sleep deprived. This happened me a few times during the day too but it's not that serious and it only occurs to me when I'm very tired and spacing out and it's less intense. For example during a car ride in the woods the word ""forest"" popped into my mind. I was exhausted and zoning out. Is this normal with anxiety? Should I be concerned about my sanity?",4.123433063987772,5.8495495809128615,4.58422799737934,84.78791220790565,71.86307053941908,7.397335662808473,28.036907621751475,8.032893268588372,1.7966713692946064,983,37,189,14,19,311,136,241,0.127,0.778,0.095,-0.7942,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,2,0,12,14,0,3,12,1,15,9,5,0,1,36,30,23,0,2,7,0,0,6,0,1,4,4,0,0,13,18,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,8,0,2,9,6,19,6,25,19,6,31,0,1,2,0,4,13,0,3,19,120,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084334807834583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871561470540882,0.13819211162661255,0.0,0.0855322861710527,0.1253361280178191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213602901299908,0.07456801197834488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888932265836016,0.0,0.0,0.1241570126270124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704718399484038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021866045134041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079432176805937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965704529369205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781923151278324,0.0,0.13903991105217225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21634268614801924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554045010841305,0.0,0.13786884611219735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3585700665815472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470261862023411,0.0,0.09763842189608073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198522504578486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289039388560568,0.0930334592818097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446463976794973,0.0,0.0,0.12246838122639,0.0,0.09747696184733262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10118826979761357,0.0,0.3672391747132562,0.0,0.0,0.0941715432300605,0.12098227274043585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012254979111918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714221804257045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422432265595174,0.07132852606969102,0.1405942672575803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4037228089305308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339623798342853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877310703952291 anxiety,nomnombubbles,2018/03/16,"It's hard dealing with my anxiety as an extreme introvert I feel like as someone who doesn't need a lot of social interaction on daily basis that working on my anxiety is a little harder than someone who craves high amounts of social interaction (extroverts and others). I have my husband who I see on a daily basis, and my immediate family, and occasionally my in-laws who I all enjoy communicating with on different levels. I used to have friends in high school and college but they all live far away and long distance relationships are kind of hard to keep when you never get to be able to meet up in person, for me anyways. I have accepted that I had a part in letting these friendships die and I rarely get lonely anymore or think about making any more friends because of the interaction I already get from the others I mentioned earlier. The most urgent thing my anxiety has been affecting is the ability to hold down a job. I get socially drained very easily and even with seeking jobs that do not deal with the public (factory work, housekeeping, etc.) the amount of BS I have to deal with along with excessive mandatory overtime has had me job hopping for five years now. I used to be on medication for my anxiety in high school but foolishly decided to wean myself off it in college because I didn't want to spend the rest of my life on it along with the side effects I was experiencing. I think I should consult someone about it again because I feel like I am becoming a burden on my husband who has had to support me every time I have quit a job. I have been to therapy in the past for my anxiety (for other personal reasons regarding specifically school bullying and past family drama), but, I feel like most of my anxiety, today, stems from having to act like an extrovert most of the time in an extroverted world with not enough time to unwind during non-work hours. This makes my current relationships I already have deteriorate because I neglect them to ""recharge"" from my job. I am almost thinking about going back to work as just part time because it affects me so badly, but, my husband and I still have student loans to pay off so I would feel guilty doing that instead of working full-time. But, at least as part-time they can't schedule me for mandatory overtime (I think). TL:DR- I have anxiety about being an introvert in a world that expects me to be an extrovert. 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Its been giving me panic attacks and I'm really starting to not be able to enjoy life as much as I should. If there's anyone who has also experienced this or can talk about this I'm all ears cause its really messing with me",3.0065357142857145,4.982716725000003,4.649642857142863,82.08250000000002,75.5,7.571428571428572,23.92857142857143,8.418075326091056,1.6558571428571427,318,10,60,6,7,107,60,80,0.14800000000000002,0.747,0.104,-0.6158,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,3,3,0,8,2,1,1,1,11,12,7,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,2,4,1,11,7,2,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,45,11,0,0.22969315628288964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836855340935752,0.19112310636247307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212135910097826,0.2353477824932199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613091248524664,0.0,0.1766198590691453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23595814339439464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191879158492292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584686593168797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203426053737299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223906911624886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23192460968721185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.168850898701215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26949542874275056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942946350884566,0.0,0.2267942814405081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768290134988708,0.0,0.0,0.1625779982412166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1846186583980652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bucketheadisapsycho,2018/03/16,"Vistaril drowsiness I'm currently on Vistaril 25mg three times daily for anxiety and it's literally the only thing that helps my anxiety, but it makes me so tired. Has anyone taken it specifically for anxiety, and if so, how do you cope with the drowsiness?",6.98,7.8293453333333325,8.349999999999998,63.69500000000001,64.41666666666666,13.06666666666667,36.83333333333333,12.45797560212912,5.411033333333332,208,10,34,8,3,72,38,48,0.191,0.774,0.035,-0.7942,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,2,0,7,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7512835699925271,0.0,0.0,0.2288962178219383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194210641976456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185139046096364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24897039368163834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174820073198079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088499291968425,0.3762496884316687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nadrioc,2018/03/16,"How to clam down with breathing My friend is a child therapist and she gave me this neat trick that helps you relax a bit, its not a cure all but does help a little, so i decided to share! When you feel nervous and you have that pit in your stomach, cup your hands like you have a pretend soup in your hands. When inhaling, put your nose up to the soup and imagine it smells like your favorite soup ever, and just do that until you cant anymore. Then exhale by gently and slowly blowing on the soup to ""cool"" it. Do this until you no longer can, and repeat. Do this ten times. Sounds dumb, but it really has helped me! 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I felt a little something in my chest the whole day and it happened, another panic attack. perhaps the sickness triggered my anxiety back up again. I managed to calm it down fairly quickly with slow breathing techniques but it was difficult! took a lot of concentration. now for the past couple days my heart rate has been high and always having constant thought of another panic attack hitting. i’m not afraid of them anymore, knowing that they’re not fatal but the thought of having them in public is pretty scary for the people around. hopefully this anxiety period comes to an end soon because I don’t want to rely on drugs such as Phenibut because that could spiral into something very bad. we’re not alone everyone!",6.150015576323987,7.650468799065425,6.1852149532710285,76.12816510903426,66.61682242990653,8.697320872274144,32.9582554517134,9.029198982220553,3.0587978816199377,929,40,152,16,15,294,136,214,0.165,0.74,0.095,-0.9458,0,1,3,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,1,12,16,3,5,16,0,14,8,5,1,3,33,32,10,1,4,7,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,8,0,0,6,4,11,0,1,14,2,13,5,29,16,3,40,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,3,23,106,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283572150244344,0.0,0.0,0.165236437527083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20823092661755133,0.30382993457188545,0.0,0.09847017374357378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08839020431185968,0.0,0.33887416628253825,0.0,0.15269758254018884,0.08290399086780582,0.12105396780789948,0.0,0.08448948405887143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135626625068044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855305627851264,0.0,0.10729849557715136,0.0,0.07927593066664093,0.1098638060483398,0.0,0.12806919846871445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151462500522308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879425174396562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487698091114516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050204605768569895,0.0709336413666352,0.09533510714379123,0.0,0.0,0.08445703000375125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05642946777705034,0.0,0.07941222990627497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780286569810374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353210611476605,0.0,0.1049065868836493,0.0,0.09861854896835076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036341989656758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456783778968372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485086568905763,0.0995158506458321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441381356693163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792532754155679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728427836350337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34949043124198736,0.0,0.0,0.09478466972900612,0.1376720094937293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101482949404103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803806517688103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160745044645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15287840804851496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980649225340228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975530837078985,0.31530443521992546,0.11579497521179526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103161583192435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10336562376604312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192562504178083,0.058564512602987874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11085506053973597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WifeVids,2018/03/16,"My Wife is going to her slutty friends bachelorette party and I'm a mess My anxiety is through the roof. The now: my wife is going to her previously very slutty friends bachelorette party this weekend. I've tried to quell my anxiety but it's taking its toll on me. Her friend ""Sarah"" and her used to go clubbing before me and sometimes when my now wife and I were dating. A part of this time we were in a long distance relationship so it was quite hard to not hear from her until morning sometimes. Sarah had always given me a bad vibe. The night before our wedding I had an anxiety attack and asked more details of her past, and it slipped that her and Sarah had a limo night with a bunch of guys and girls, of which I had just been told it was 'a friends then clubbing'. My wife is the type to ONLY offer up information if I ask it directly, which I try not to do because I don't want to be the jealous type. We have three kids now and she hasn't been out forever, nor can she handle her booze. The plan is they will go to some super high end club after dinner then stay at the hotel. I worry she'll explode with too much alcohol and get influenced by Sarah. I want her to have fun but I'm scared if I bring up my anxiety (which she surely can sense but avoids) it'll make her do something worse. I'll be honest Sarah is the one friend who has acted (and been) super slutty acts like a club star. She's the opposite of my wife really so I wonder if there's this other side to my wife I don't know about. Now for the confession portion, my wife's phone buzzed when she was showering about a week ago. It popped up ""we gonna get free drinks we all gotta work it to get them!"" Or something to that effect. I quickly looked away but the past week she's been messaging back and forth but not spoken to me about the night.",3.383361899133174,4.358587263297878,4.34004728132388,88.75018518518522,72.6436170212766,7.485263987391647,24.03230890464933,7.793537801064563,0.9858350275807726,1425,38,311,18,27,462,187,376,0.115,0.758,0.128,0.9049,1,1,4,0,0,0,32.0,5,0,2,6,16,18,2,2,22,0,34,4,0,4,2,46,59,29,0,5,13,7,1,1,5,5,1,1,1,3,19,19,4,1,5,7,1,7,7,6,0,2,15,3,50,13,38,37,7,43,1,0,1,0,51,10,0,6,26,209,69,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226507346585723,0.11123521205081206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660705910372232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3184989642085986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19461085142608495,0.11841171510428705,0.09779128492968124,0.08003494116656969,0.08690662839842052,0.06344925067124164,0.0,0.1771373396580359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196367563718332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218841702972526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020790688035431,0.0,0.1631403515869902,0.0,0.2366156193682189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10306051544394633,0.0,0.0,0.09323971672944407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731136106012915,0.0,0.0,0.10997151846865276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720239462120895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05085067406728295,0.0,0.0,0.09211195072963674,0.08740518656058442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947754655812383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651445208199123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29303016824511224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0705306905783287,0.07916133368955237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271391332896,0.19872182228574947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070721089023576,0.0,0.0,0.06667951704038155,0.0,0.0,0.11174833860285176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420724401223176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602594381686613,0.20588545533743552,0.0,0.0,0.11094076236719294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0980988818692742,0.0,0.07825896739103178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06069280124995596,0.0,0.0,0.09945767914546666,0.0,0.14133376704026626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898960221861596,0.0,0.08588102668262801,0.12278406095644183,0.0,0.16698141936160854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287574387124776,0.07577512054598626,0.10570337116106686,0.10607150848962676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,heidirose95,2018/03/16,"Does anyone else feel hyper-aware of how their body feels, at any random time, and can anyone share how they overcome that without spiraling into panic attacks? Let me just clarify that what I personally describe as hyper-aware may not be the actual definition. I’m posting here on reddit because I don’t know how else to explain these sensations and therefore would have trouble telling them to my doctors. My definition consists of “hard-to-explain ~ ‘little-things’~” such as: • I’ll take a drag of a cigarette and immediately feel it’s effect on my entire body (not each time, let me clarify, but during my episodes); gurgling in the stomach, immediate shortness of breath, a headache, a feeling of weakness, resulting in feeling highly uncomfortable. • I’ll notice suddenly & randomly that my standing posture isn’t correct; I’ll feel like I’m not taking deep enough breaths, all at once feel the muscles in my back that feel tight, feel the weight I’m putting on one leg and not the other, resulting in feeling highly uncomfortable. •I’ll have been working a long shift, resulting in not eating for 8-10 hours, and then have a sudden focus on the weakness, de-motivation, slowness, and unproductive-ness my body is feeling, resulting in feeling highly uncomfortable. • I’ll scroll through my phone (reddit, facebook, pinterest, etc) for a little while, then have a sudden realization that I’m not moving my body and focus on how lazy, unmoving, unproductive, unmotivated I feel. • I’ll be feeling like I’m fine, then suddenly feeling that my heart rate is quite high and the pounding feels hard, resulting in me focusing on my heart palpitations and not able to focus on much else after realizing it. I know these are all very specific situations, but it’s the same, constant feeling of being unaware... then suddenly TOO aware . There are many more scenarios in my life where I feel these things, I just wouldn’t know how to verbally illustrate them. Let me discuss my medical history: (1) I have seen a doctor and have been diagnosed with adult ADD, being prescribed Adderall 20mg that I take only for work and school. Sometimes it can affect my sleep and appetite, but for the most part, I can eat while on it now, and also fall asleep as long as my last dose isn’t too close to bed time. (2) That same doctor has diagnosed me with panic disorders, prescribing me Klonopin at 0.5 mg per pill, which I don’t really take unless I’m home, finished work and it’s later in the evening... because it makes me very drowsy, sleepy and knocks me out very quickly.. (I even take half a pill at a time.. and same effects). I know my anxiety is a big part of this, it would just help to know that either I’m not alone or even to know what I can mention in an appointment with my Doc without stumbling all over my words and brushing it off out of fear that I can’t effectively explain it... Thanks in advance, everyone. 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I have been prescribed a clonidine patch for my ADHD and anxiety. I am wondering if anybody else has had any experience taking clonidine? I'm sort of reluctant in taking ssri's (or any medication really) but I feel more comfortable taking the patch for now. Any responses would be greatly appreciated thank you.,5.519887005649721,8.69606372881356,6.845000000000002,63.50162429378534,72.72881355932203,10.035028248587572,33.56214689265537,10.125756701596842,4.692353672316385,276,14,38,9,6,93,47,59,0.046,0.741,0.213,0.9301,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,8,15,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,5,3,4,11,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,25,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350010511589146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4642750190522874,0.0,0.17409372990846014,0.0,0.0,0.15912525408864042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901091404844734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22261135049958133,0.0,0.0,0.11506841271778888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509014883353044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925718274244006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578993509632712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5133226941221477,0.0,0.0,0.20951985588300467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450802314030926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467946395438483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166226565087458,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BlackAzureSoul,2018/03/16,"My worst fears have been realized. After going to school to leave stressful Job, had to go back to the same job, I feel like there is no hope My first career was as a pharmacy technician, and during some of that I was in abusive relationship (got out, Yay!). Between the intense customer service and the heavy workload I knew for my health I couldn't do this for the rest of my life. By the end I started to get palpitations and nightmares, because I was afraid of the customers hating me and trying to get me fired or the heavy stress would cause me to make a mistake that could hurt someone. I had started to get more complaints. The only reason I was able to stay so long was because my manger was one of the best human beings on the planet. Got laid off after corporate forced her to put me as part time. I decided this was the time to take a chance and follow my passion for plants. School was very hard and I worked had to keep my GPA up, but all I could manage was a 3.0, I graduated with a degree in plant science last June. I haven't been able to find anything despite having an internship and I am still looking. If your still reading, your a hero! Anyway I've had no choice but to go back to being a pharm tech (cause money), and today (my first day) had to be one of the most anxiety ridden rides I've ever been through. The company is so disorganized that the person that was supposed to train me didn't know I was coming, and even more laughable, wasn't even done with her training on how to train. I was so stressed I felt like my heart was on fire. I tried to give it a shot, but I don't think I can handle the constant pressure, and the customer service. I also feel like I got the bait and switch because they said they paid well and would give me full time, turns out full is considered 30 hours. I feel like if this is all I can get because of how useless my degree is, I don't want to keep going. I feel like such a waste of a human being, so many people would be happy to even have a job and the dread I feel for the next day I feel makes me want to just ghost the whole thing. I wan to quit so bad, but I know I need to make money to help pay the rent. I feel so lost. Is this what it's like being a graduate? I need a ray of hope, I'm hurting so much. TLDR; I'm back at career I tried to leave because I couldn't handle the stress, going back to school wasn't an escape, now I feel trapped and am having the worst anxiety in my life.",3.9080993891952787,4.25449016634051,4.7430243728873895,88.6376439542193,71.0156555772994,7.368107691395362,25.66097372946688,6.980632752743323,0.901444357469015,1909,52,422,15,33,619,226,511,0.182,0.728,0.09,-0.9924,4,1,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,2,2,7,26,31,1,8,38,1,56,5,1,8,3,73,107,33,1,16,8,0,12,6,0,3,3,1,1,3,12,19,0,2,17,1,5,10,10,17,1,4,33,14,60,14,59,61,16,51,0,4,1,1,14,13,0,7,33,294,72,17,0.13410328834450516,0.07944523397812496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05362117561945859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258864852670496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055177789983420135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2062343020698857,0.055985322134782765,0.20437029968272274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036656380107456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377610175806955,0.0,0.05775905429607092,0.0,0.07245900681721151,0.0,0.10707056365920066,0.0,0.0,0.08648552689396206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861711182183375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938785475422567,0.0,0.0,0.13286093578996708,0.06065205093287732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07545174116049883,0.27122660775981033,0.19160683197683695,0.06438009350731806,0.0,0.06128398803048341,0.11406818855913947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012686650178627,0.12864409380408678,0.1905349729441873,0.0,0.1608819753864487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137772204161996,0.060065102893218335,0.06619961687532971,0.0,0.07127276227886689,0.0,0.07945652118519883,0.04494330370066205,0.0,0.0,0.13319482390809767,0.06603236298450067,0.0,0.14356034376297327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19961523180760968,0.1191971643545001,0.0,0.0,0.07369966017016835,0.05465603926411964,0.0,0.14199601937058118,0.0,0.0,0.09472111846312392,0.196548278599156,0.0,0.0,0.05933859510025215,0.056306493716583285,0.0,0.07319479032406985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342724794485856,0.06797984301896504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049290673527665384,0.09943588909085392,0.0,0.0,0.07131018426150874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087185880261776,0.050995796855803084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0726103965035249,0.0,0.0464851674796901,0.058546909388729584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740542218150293,0.0,0.07131767712721235,0.06706978929942789,0.0,0.0,0.06894025764464275,0.0,0.07198837246367208,0.0,0.0,0.06378146827982747,0.0,0.0,0.2035795308562672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056812640516339975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949189977160779,0.0714681311824837,0.1070950593002013,0.0,0.3072297274218295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504144917374565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04454613298019276,0.042963986158851886,0.0,0.0,0.11729505879563792,0.0,0.06355711853232904,0.0,0.0,0.13657099502232195,0.07293293449508849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055324628658361186,0.07909759396198289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602874806895976,0.0,0.0,0.07486076616605973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04881439553862773,0.0,0.0,0.14289469264294086,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnethicallyBlonde,2018/03/16,"Today I felt beautiful... Sure I didn’t wake up until noon, but I woke up, cleaned the house and put my makeup on and felt like I could conquer anything, well mostly anything.. I made dinner for my man and I watched tv with him and smiled genuinely for what seemed like the first time in a long time... today I drank a milkshake and didn’t feel like I needed to run to the gym half way through.. tonight I feel like things are starting to get a little bit better besides the fact of how stressful college can be and how awkward the last two weeks at a toxic job can be. For the longest time I thought my medication maybe just helped control outbursts, not much though... I don’t know if my life is starting to clear up because of the Lexapro or if it’s something else... but tonight I felt like everything is gonna be alright and that the futures not gonna be so bad... I don’t know why. Tonight I took off my makeup and I feel pretty for the first time in a long time... and I hope you guys are able to feel that way sometime soon to. 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All I can think about is dying , what happens after and just being dead . I’vs been having panic attacks all day for a week . Please if anyone has advice I’d love to hear it . 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Today I had a thankfully pretty mild anxiety attack while driving home. I calmed down somewhat, and a d started to think about when I started having anxiety. I remembered this time, when I was about 3-4 I had an ""attack"" after I saw something on TV (I think it was the news idk)about a guy who had killed two girls, and I started to cry/hyperventilate/puke. No one could calm me down for like an hour because I was petrified this guy half way accross the country who was in jail was going to hurt me, and my parents were actually kinda freaked out by my behavior. I realized that really I had ALWAYS been like this. It's just totally bizzare to me because anxiety as we know it seems to only pop up in adolescents, although it certainly became more typical by then, I had my first no-reason ER trip at around 12 years old. No adrenaline inducing activities, slept with the lights on until I was 17 (I'm 25), no watching shows about weird diseases, definitely missed out on some fun things because I was crippled by fear and stress. It almost feels like anxiety is just my personality at this point and it has only gotten worse as I grew up and found more things to be worried about. Therapy helped me cope a little but my anxiety is still pretty bad now and the two medications I've had either made it muuuuuch worse (kind of scared to try any thing else) or did nothing. Is anyone else like this? Has anyone else found ways to actually reduce anxiety instead of just dealing with it? Tl;dr: I've had anxiety seemingly since I was 4 and it's weird/feels bad.",4.802857142857143,6.357144190476191,5.946838095238098,76.36482857142859,69.89285714285714,9.304571428571428,31.29714285714286,9.692545771848811,3.145918,1392,60,251,33,25,464,188,336,0.26,0.65,0.091,-0.9964,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,0,0,1,18,23,4,3,10,0,31,3,1,2,2,45,50,19,1,1,8,1,1,4,0,0,2,0,1,4,21,14,0,0,12,2,0,4,5,13,1,5,25,4,31,10,42,22,7,40,0,2,2,0,10,16,0,8,22,174,52,1,0.0,0.0,0.15463405435133887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933737586993288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06592568672408426,0.0,0.0,0.053879100355485716,0.0,0.4848857160988379,0.0895073205716233,0.0,0.11079888233015343,0.1623609460431247,0.06519951913075785,0.07053147606122118,0.0,0.18027107063126752,0.0,0.0,0.13230744046346288,0.14489357331556324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325868855690595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168262592140313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19855943426829206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915574985372053,0.08012211256884319,0.0566019104372044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739297681555602,0.0,0.17374315764957202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045028221018949016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569002648304504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310618258381257,0.0,0.07947412559703397,0.0,0.07802556635470087,0.0,0.08481732760957503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765622916223786,0.08250582740517341,0.043542722575868914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483105617307022,0.07940925006547135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07496931866327577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981586505392875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07602329848304959,0.0,0.08313853153107444,0.0,0.053688281990172934,0.12051593344667275,0.0,0.0,0.0879755117268845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069180558697335,0.0,0.0,0.07489793638314476,0.0,0.0,0.24181610678768425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075675120261067,0.08146161070481223,0.0,0.0,0.17950423490768053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07932302740938271,0.08018496524708138,0.0,0.14425598832892256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553985459991138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099510608385748,0.0,0.0,0.1682381536843363,0.0,0.06327316090179799,0.0,0.09075766942005148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07294431669809028,0.09060638211973723,0.0,0.1579106258323905,0.10153473846413184,0.0,0.0,0.09239927190738048,0.0,0.07510075280089308,0.0,0.0,0.05379195267600787,0.0,0.1547923472939585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577813364265214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092377237976413,0.16148422799262624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05102150666356532 anxiety,sheisalone,2018/03/16,"Why would you tell me that? Honestly, telling me to just stop being anxious is like telling me to stop having my period. I can't make it go away. I can do things to make it easier to deal with but I can't just make it go away.",-0.03920000000000101,1.7023494800000023,2.2340000000000018,96.85700000000001,84.2,6.4,18.0,7.554174236665415,0.11800000000000033,174,4,44,3,5,59,32,50,0.095,0.79,0.114,0.2382,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,3,0,10,13,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,2,7,11,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,4,31,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363729447928991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931612690397428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570931521750825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23782307710837255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10222033365342993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4189925573766895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498551452755177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5486347607086377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900464380535918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879960786524708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486326236319269,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ApexCuckSlayer,2018/03/16,"Quitting caffeine? Lately my anxiety issues have gotten a little bit worse than usual. I would say I have found myself being more obsessive over little things that don't matter at all. I was just wondering if anyone here has played with the idea of cutting out caffeine completely and if it has helped them. Or maybe just cutting back for a short period of time to kind of ""reset"". I generally only drink a very small cup of home made coffee in the morning and occasionally I'll have a small cup in the afternoon before a work out. 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Not sure if this is the right subreddit to ask this in, so a point in the right direction would be helpful. For background, I don’t have debilitating anxiety, I just feel varying degrees of “physically” sick whenever I am anxious. When it is particularly bad I vomit, and I feel a lot better afterward, if not completely better. Is this ok to do as long as I drink water afterward and try not to do it often?",6.102954545454548,5.90387156818182,8.169454545454549,67.83918181818184,66.27272727272728,12.04,35.78181818181818,11.602472056035307,4.392151818181818,350,16,66,11,5,126,55,88,0.155,0.71,0.136,-0.2059,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,6,0,0,4,2,11,5,0,0,1,15,14,8,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,6,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,6,5,12,12,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,4,51,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414223559446271,0.25209899363276256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861761843208504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18632315422890733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394720795866525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339713236543376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300605990723343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21860465664824327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256653848795908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957452753089473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19748308636991765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18971641581598928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109513977937976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3811423133451505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103187459121856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150601144753753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852125069320358,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlliGraz,2018/03/17,"I can’t be left alone anymore of else I freak out I just want to know if anyone else has felt like this before, but all of the sudden I have trouble being alone. I don’t mean like loneliness, because I’m not lonely, I have friends, a loving family, and a loving boyfriend who all care about me very much. But, it’s kind of like I love them too much, and whenever I’m not with them and I’m alone, I am just not stable. I can’t sleep alone anymore, I wake up in the middle of the night feeling terrified, like a little kid who thinks there is a monster hiding in the closet. Or when I’m alone in my room for too long, I start crying, I constantly need someone to hold. I have become very clingy and kind of codependent and I hate it. I used to be very introverted, independent, and a little bit of a loner, but now I just can’t. My anxiety has been of the rails since mid-January, so this is a totally new feeling for me and I don’t know how to cope. Has anyone else ever been in this position? Is there anything I can do?",2.5952616279069787,3.602385813953493,4.359462209302325,87.7410537790698,74.5813953488372,7.607558139534882,23.670058139534888,8.07648339933343,1.1020755813953491,790,22,176,12,16,268,111,215,0.204,0.631,0.165,-0.8027,0,7,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,0,13,15,1,0,12,0,22,5,2,3,4,37,42,15,0,3,11,0,3,4,1,0,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,1,7,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,3,24,11,21,36,6,20,0,1,0,3,9,11,0,2,13,118,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5298581208669401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827375344060744,0.0,0.202945904239983,0.14308764492848033,0.20967580998195987,0.08419981724265665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062372711514117836,0.1130032945389355,0.08706593118109686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170584547069888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10432103770475913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057048739043128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239261481610002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564231807241729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09255339159968344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645724519376997,0.0,0.10347111950108866,0.0,0.09824228387925958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790514040718702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101882739615936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309898237248012,0.11246369089879657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116989075098496,0.0,0.0,0.19995157643900385,0.20510103240116925,0.0,0.09054909347363356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27704067159244106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145538470685744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043247306729585,0.0758682405667819,0.0,0.09882032589633373,0.0,0.09601944838081376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463933251341273,0.0,0.10239289159595062,0.0,0.08669455500095166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242191344516873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556188248348413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08837076244031147,0.0,0.25327166728415146,0.06035039603737321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Wsweg,2018/03/17,"Bad anxiety when girlfriend goes out.. help I posted this late last night and no one saw it.. So to start out this is a problem that has been going on for a while. My girlfriend and I have been dating for about a year now. When we go out, it's always fun and enjoyable, even when her friends are there. But, whenever she goes out with just her friends I get very anxious (sinking heart feeling, fast heart rate, nausea, depression, and insomnia ALL night) which leads to me being in an awful mood which she gets upset about (obviously because it’s not fair to her) I hate that this happens. I love her and I’m totally fine with her going out with her friends. I know she needs to be around other girls and not just me all the time. I trust her completely so that’s not the problem and I feel like it makes her feel that I don’t trust her. It’s just an awful situation and I don’t know what to do about it. Maybe it’s because I never get invited out or I’m scared deep down that someone will “steal her away”.. I don’t know, but any advice would be helpful. Thank you ",2.558124362895008,4.142798247706423,3.4773700305810387,91.7027726809378,75.69724770642202,6.6793068297655465,23.579001019368,7.3871296695380915,0.7799777777777779,830,25,183,10,18,265,120,218,0.12,0.743,0.13699999999999998,0.7113,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,1,1,0,1,15,20,1,2,7,2,15,4,2,2,5,45,37,17,0,4,9,0,3,1,5,2,1,0,0,1,19,19,0,0,6,0,0,4,8,8,0,1,3,4,30,11,24,29,3,32,0,1,1,1,24,12,0,1,16,127,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062076739978712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122413993855236,0.0,0.0,0.09090017708549084,0.0,0.10225717664363752,0.15100904129294654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1189946309750009,0.0,0.0,0.12558735595401646,0.0,0.11160885843031992,0.1629679707101649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015044156245907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11512976670364088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828776786531806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027626901595976,0.09549386771813682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098193085721301,0.0,0.20951115858587288,0.0,0.2279032075959867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182039308952198,0.0,0.0,0.1319714415537811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31679916400141583,0.17919235359732474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22038459254978413,0.10895888272117746,0.1507855712174982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530440528705253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120642384993909,0.0,0.08922575643301026,0.0,0.1342894716388107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09911460401814093,0.10309453694733006,0.0,0.0,0.2508804615266526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905782447762345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801890082789,0.0,0.0,0.2558082562185504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338269791235665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502506695547268,0.0,0.0,0.1132581489336723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09461230706985467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306536786042364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794404623996422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029174098124556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495532586937123,0.0,0.0,0.08607909115569395 anxiety,johndoe568254,2018/03/17,"Anxiety about Hentai Hey, I know this may seem completely odd for this type of subreddit but for me it is absolutely ruining my life and constantly on my mind regardless of how much I distract myself From what I can remember from about a year ago I developed an interest in cartoon porn after getting into anime and other animated shows and mistakingly sexualised it. From here I somewhat casually watched it every now and again but was not aware of any of the taboos of hentai and found subreddits that seemed relatively tame and normal. My most recent experiences are what has been getting my incredibly worried and anxious. With some days not be about to eat or get out of bed. On these websites that host these videos of hentai some were reaching over a millions views and it never crossed my mind what my countries laws were (UK), and from there I would just click on any video that looked pretty, with nice animation quality and the thumbnail showed big boobs or bum and nothing that looked like they were too young. A couple of times I’ve clicked on a video not paying attention to what the tags were and I had been mislead by the thumbnail and would give the video a quick skip through only to find I’ve clicked on a Loli tagged video. I had accidentally done this a couple of times and now I’ve reached the point where I’m not longer looking at hentai, anime or cartoon porn of any sort because I am genuinely scarred by what I saw. Now after clicking the video and realised such obscenity I googled the laws over and over and would see that it’s illegal to watch, heart racing mind blowing up and getting extremely hot and shaking. I don’t like this kind, I don’t actively go out to try and find it and I most certainty do not want to look at any kind of animated porn ever again. But from this I have become incredibly paranoid that the police are going to show up at my door, panic attacks at work and not being able to sleep over it and I can’t cope anymore. I’ve talked to people about it, they said if you’ve done it accidentally or only a couple of times nothing will happen, but then I can’t recall how many times it’s happened because I can’t remember. I’ve never downloaded anything or saved anything and I don’t know what I can do.",8.970903890160184,7.158338235697943,8.646831807780321,71.98631178489705,61.37986270022883,11.760594965675061,38.32597254004577,10.467255456243755,3.8323016933638447,1807,72,340,33,20,582,216,437,0.103,0.813,0.084,-0.6672,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,1,19,14,1,3,18,0,34,8,3,2,3,82,57,37,0,8,17,0,1,2,0,5,1,1,2,0,30,29,1,1,10,10,1,4,14,6,0,1,14,15,31,8,58,36,6,48,0,1,13,4,6,22,1,15,24,236,61,3,0.09004182866514303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798166482985875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24492612463267055,0.0,0.06888175247351151,0.10172163700404913,0.08929729907470624,0.0,0.0,0.14819350586079605,0.0,0.0,0.10243557896703846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977732603246587,0.09944412553345243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440714423792287,0.09730322884135484,0.0,0.0,0.29888871238508485,0.0,0.058069530514386035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18428810515925495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921352696916106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144798901959872,0.0758641241226095,0.0,0.0,0.08807818610681119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16459320030935146,0.0,0.0,0.09872621759593868,0.0,0.0,0.18817255655243886,0.08637632675593368,0.1023456924903133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592473834417605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670000050269654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18752941708967905,0.09896926847422044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06359920643942052,0.08797977859468924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024498338587554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128828164261456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727497367353001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661911044144713,0.0,0.13889161833844008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882218744014318,0.17279512609150596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696173628007258,0.0,0.10564468534277192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06242366667287229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511863217961192,0.0,0.0,0.09160491037417827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890544307967989,0.0,0.2039996785442539,0.0,0.08565039843184126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175167969126263,0.16394139816433204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010685579695682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237221115719185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100164575673998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061132491162768636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05310900345003912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555152366122778,0.09144184774382703,0.0,0.19188939497233667,0.0,0.0,0.05798398552303729 anxiety,VikkBlack,2018/03/17,"How should I live my life with serious health worry? I had an enlarged lymp node for a few months. I went to the doc and she seemed serious about it. It was a bad week and I was very anxious. It might be HIV, or something else. You know, when I went to the doc I had extreme anxiety, like the world collapsing. Then I get this 'Im deadly sick' mindset. I decided to go out with friends and be busier and it helped. Sometimes I get anxious, but I can handle this. But Im not sure how I should view this issue. I had depression and anxiety, but I feel stable nowadays, but still. This is the first time there is something weird on my body, and I feel like its not gonna pass like a flu, my life will change. I'll have my test at 23rd of March. Then full test results will come out a week later. I have my paper and she sent me to a test for HIV (I asked as I disclosed my worry) and something else. I decided not to touch the enlarged lymp node and not to research HIV, and there are more info on the paper, but I feel like it would be a bad decision to research what it is. How do I live with this serious worry? What is the adult way to handle it (Im 20). Should I try to distract myself all the time? I need to get a philosophy.",0.8442084942084911,2.683280710424711,2.619511969111972,94.73427181467184,81.66409266409265,5.842841698841699,21.17081081081081,6.918507183188421,0.3161881389961394,940,28,219,11,25,311,122,259,0.165,0.772,0.062,-0.9679,0,0,3,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,1,8,14,0,1,16,0,24,9,1,4,2,47,40,23,1,5,10,0,4,4,1,8,8,0,0,1,15,16,0,0,9,0,0,6,4,8,0,1,8,5,33,6,23,21,4,26,0,1,1,3,8,7,0,3,16,145,48,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17269290664803172,0.2550255260996802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551969511589243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884861170885835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253748854831685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940317033533142,0.09722887585397402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721613047781424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857945124092204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121379385167027,0.16127096527198884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600851225379847,0.0,0.0,0.08720430632049535,0.0,0.17691223315054394,0.0,0.06414752269062304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119977216383426,0.0,0.0,0.07565544396865892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36576204089135933,0.1178086094297508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06203127108378595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944907651348314,0.22057341960934904,0.0,0.1993353543212903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973891437873226,0.0,0.0,0.09009302202020668,0.0,0.0,0.08369284983689422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275405151686576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26068218084063216,0.11163288335056812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901393933139725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638013276446004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163265741236874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07663239690071316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313087821552044,0.0,0.08959221016560788,0.1810775538151128,0.0,0.0,0.20926617958907645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3438797194268719,0.0,0.08018073530056267,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheGutenbergMachine,2018/03/17,"constantly scared of being forever alone I feel really unlovable and I'm afraid that no one will want to take care of me since I can't work and I need someone to take care of me. I feel like such an unwanted leech. I need someone but no one would ever need me. Any relationship I enter into I feel like I will always mess it up. That's how it's been 100% of the time so far... Please help.",0.3187014725568957,2.38509337349398,2.5078714859437774,93.50817938420349,85.144578313253,6.098527443105756,17.655957161981252,7.3871296695380915,0.16864230254350732,302,7,70,5,9,102,54,83,0.168,0.635,0.197,0.5598,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,2,2,0,6,0,0,1,1,15,18,5,0,6,1,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,1,3,11,4,8,13,0,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248098620333075,0.0,0.0,0.1466052245082499,0.0,0.0,0.11981608378199615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592774196038006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040013533222572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159375062025468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267262751855552,0.2517421114465447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809727296525327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721562783722198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919307116823805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387834856411461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340507022867412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287261877925447,0.0,0.0,0.1891634520192464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176398166176071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14574721288944645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29857252860724504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649477676041516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273852784480424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039221572054288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282693197846566,0.0,0.0,0.12516120039250525,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Weekend_metalhead,2018/03/17,Uses of propranolol I've been prescribed this drug to help with the physical symptoms of anxiety and social anxiety. I've got a presentation on Monday which will be in front of about 50 people. I'm really nervous and I was wanting to know if this stuff will really help reduce my symptoms and make my presentation skills much better. ,6.98322580645161,8.085814580645161,7.77435483870968,66.93153225806455,64.48387096774194,11.361290322580645,33.24193548387097,11.20814326018867,4.246599999999999,272,11,43,8,4,91,45,62,0.08900000000000001,0.7829999999999999,0.128,0.5434,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,2,0,5,3,0,2,0,9,11,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,3,1,9,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35982808279605083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079998933043186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727371445860346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18809700550406705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31527587188986445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12925020361706446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15698620833824442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728862677294064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304599907382622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30132798501276065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397390382881085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922780425145937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888895318781489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031222512425601,0.0,0.0,0.13871678786036418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poeismyhero,2018/03/17,"Can't apply to new jobs because my anxiety is making me late to the one I have On mobile, rip formatting. For the past three days, I've been late to my job. The first two days, I was spending as much time in bed as I could because I was dreading working a ten-hour shift with a brand new intern that I would have to train on top of my normal duties. Today, I would have been on time had I not forgotten my uniform and had to drive back to my apartment through traffic to get it. Like most shitty retail jobs, we have an attendance policy of verbal, then written warning for being late 3 shifts in 30 days. I already got a verbal a couple months back while I was adjusting to driving in a big city, and if I get a written warning, I can't apply for another job in the company for six months. I can't work this job anymore. The customer service is exhausting, the hours are too long, and I no longer work with the same people I started with because they all moved on before I did. I still want to stay with this company because it's got great benefits and it has a wide range of job opportunities (right now, for example, there are four secretary jobs open, which is what I need), but I don't even know if I can make it through this shift right now, let alone another six months in retail hell. I have a doctor's appointment in a few days and I'm meeting with my psychiatrist next week, but I need help now, before I do something really, really stupid like spend the rest of the shift saying my thoughts loud enough for a customer or passing out from not breathing during my hour long panic attack. Any ideas? Also shout-out to the coworker who overheard me saying I want to die and now won't leave me the fuck alone. I don't actually want to die, sir, I just would like my body to stop freaking out for like five seconds -_-",6.567377025670446,5.561999158038149,6.926264161766813,79.808220278216,65.59400544959128,10.015144127348345,32.66728811128639,9.134995656068208,2.58285613079019,1429,49,293,21,19,466,190,367,0.158,0.758,0.083,-0.9877,7,2,1,0,0,2,38.0,1,0,1,6,12,15,4,2,22,0,33,5,2,2,1,44,51,16,2,12,8,0,0,4,0,4,2,4,1,1,11,15,0,2,4,0,4,5,9,8,0,9,13,4,39,7,46,31,7,59,1,0,0,1,8,19,2,4,38,195,50,13,0.0,0.0,0.07341571400134676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583561160477113,0.08302053468644244,0.0601631133155143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116043343674966,0.1577749119196062,0.0575523793995095,0.0,0.07461006509198892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558741746569958,0.0,0.11569774013378688,0.0,0.18344325138108805,0.0,0.12803401609987194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356594508196738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006674023617312,0.0832429293957168,0.0,0.1940740199953839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15615816256118534,0.0,0.0,0.07700328076571321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773490903301378,0.0,0.04969011740103388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399241787127619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06955089900306158,0.07861137368308257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034002616541195,0.0829436973759348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05042651605600521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222655037398711,0.0,0.0,0.08492792614418973,0.0,0.0,0.5225940169098686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04134561537404712,0.0,0.2545953845251556,0.07965997113129407,0.0,0.07692995790268717,0.0,0.14701848937753287,0.0,0.0,0.13315614884446422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004360721660966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014872359950734,0.07995985630306605,0.05530427750947725,0.11156735364136652,0.0,0.14531933472909064,0.08001023190395082,0.0,0.07371152162308278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05097924350943678,0.0,0.0,0.08826870388826294,0.0,0.0,0.07181758810154769,0.05215649165208463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639126764307372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284956690205982,0.0,0.11965523094703155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057917375089447935,0.0,0.0,0.05324969426178629,0.08018744880370496,0.060080482326012,0.0628974357657534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972591380008276,0.08773692895450083,0.0,0.07131126984989991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349086684819245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312159198890475,0.0,0.06034668290772701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643096767065128,0.0,0.0,0.16032825625969818,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,boob_girl,2018/03/17,Any hypochondriacs here? I'm really struggling right now and just wondering if anyone here also suffers from hypochondria? ,8.853157894736842,12.95972721052632,6.746578947368422,63.61355263157896,66.36842105263158,10.115789473684213,35.8157894736842,10.125756701596842,5.288663157894737,103,5,11,3,2,30,18,19,0.29100000000000004,0.7090000000000001,0.0,-0.7617,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,8,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35765329538929896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30413481955695193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127167850081057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28650989467999505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819358485277944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.467546640135904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4850067745525506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Short_Owl,2018/03/17,"i Don't know what's up. I don't really know if this is the right place to type this, but i feel like it'd good to finally get something out. Recently I've been feeling a bit anxious about certain situations. I've never been a huge social butterfly, but never really had major issues with most social situations. But for a couple years I've been finding excuses not to go out, and not to see friends because I'm worried, but I don't know why, or what I'm really worried about. I overthink a lot of situations, like when going out will I be able to find a taxi to get home, how busy places will be, where I have to meet people, will I be the last one there, and if that's the case will everyone stare at me when I arrive, will we be sitting inside or outside, on a round table or a long one. There are certain situations that I find myself trying to actively avoid. I'd be fine if a friend, or a group of friends wanted to go out for a meal, but like tonight, I avoided going out because I was unsure who would be there, if anyone I didn't know would be with us, and where we'd go. I don't feel comfortable in new places, especially if I feel like theres no easy way to escape and go home. I'm struggling to figure out if this is due to me having anxiety, some form of agoraphobia, or if it's just a normal thing for someone to have, which is why I'm posting here. I don't want to waste a therapists time, or my GP's time if there isn't anything that's actually 'wrong' with me. I've never had a panic attack, and didn't have any major problems with starting a new job a couple of months ago, (though I do often think about how quiet I am when we all go to lunch, and wonder if anyone notices and thinks I'm a tad unusual). But this is affecting my life somewhat, so there might be something to it. Ta for listeing. 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So I want to know your story! I want to know when you found out you had OCD, how you told people, how you deal with it, how it makes you feel what medication and/or therapy did for you. It might help me to just feel less alone and I might recognise things and such. And it might help you to write it all down for once and know some read it. I know writing helps for me. I'm a 24 year old [F] and I have pretty bad OCD. Up to 8 hours are wasted due to OCD. Before it became this bad my life wasn't a walk in the park but my OCD was not always on my mind. I'm a bit socially awkward but with my friend I feel save and respected. And I'm getting help but it takes a while, waiting lists and additions test. They are trying to find out if I might be on the spectrum and all that stuff. I've started medication already so by the time therapy starts I'm in a better place. I'm obviously anxious a lot. And sometimes doubt if I'm doing the right this, by going through all of this just to get help. And suddenly I realised I might be so doubtful became *I don't know anyone with OCD* (or I know about). So I just want to hear, the good and the bad. All of it. Thank you! *Maybe I find a support buddy on here(?). And if your from the Netherlands be sure to let me know!! 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Although it has not been diagnosed but after a lot of online research, I came to this conclusion. I also feel depressed and sometimes it lasts for months. My depression comes and go. This has been going on for at least 7 years now. My anxiety hasn't had any severe impact on my physical being. I have been generally a good perfomer in terms of grades. I also have a good paying job But socially, it is as miserable as it can get. I have zero social skills and I have a very hard time connecting with peoples. I have had friends in college, but I lost in touch with them. Everyone got busy with their own thing and also I started avoiding them. Although, I made some friends at my work place, but there was no real connection. Instead of calling them friends, i should call them acquaintance. I am also not very close with my family and I have no one to share these feelings with. Even the trivial things such as shopping and going out are very hard for me. Whenever I am surrounded by people, I have a constant feeling of being judged. I know this is all irrational and most of it is in my head. So after working for 2.5 years, I thought it's time to make some changes. I made a brave decision of moving to a new city and taking a new job. I was excited, hoping that I would meet new people, make some friends. Hopefully find someone special. But it was quite the contrary, I feel more miserable here. The new job sucks, people at my work place are not so friendly. I don't know anyone in the city, I don't think I have enough courage to go outside alone. I just wanted someone to listen. 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Even while writing this when i imagine it I get physical chest pain on the left side that radiates from left hand till left leg in my body for a millisecond then goes away. It only happens when I see some height in a picture, video or randomly imagine heights or am talking about it. Even when I dont want to be afraid i get suddenly startled and sometimes its so severe i feel like i skipped a beat. It didnt use to cause these physical symptoms much before, Is it because my heart is weak or its some adrenaline rush? I am taking Propanolol 20mg daily and 0.25 mg xanax to calm it but it doesnt work. I am unable to even use social media or even watch television due to this issue.",6.374718614718617,6.463243835978839,6.1574699374699415,81.51926406926408,65.66666666666667,9.412409812409813,35.171236171236174,9.095868883498916,2.964360846560848,771,34,150,12,11,241,113,189,0.08,0.888,0.032,-0.6871,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,13,8,0,3,7,0,9,12,7,3,0,27,21,19,0,1,9,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,16,5,0,0,4,3,0,3,3,6,0,0,1,5,13,2,22,19,4,33,0,0,3,0,4,20,0,12,10,95,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191143130554308,0.0,0.0,0.07728412519603667,0.0,0.1078807408298477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140824389302243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023834366305365,0.0,0.10921004642925604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485856270826022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186861304861468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266314183518106,0.06410395475500684,0.09057190803839256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247500139287474,0.12161926496561072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121114456314456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023532627910458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232574780471776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5509888889716875,0.0,0.0,0.06193847554294285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863962909396812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642216982590064,0.2698064641439857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102752538617107,0.0,0.0,0.14322570996203268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923660195004855,0.10742057992767703,0.0,0.12538900883784074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13177332794868366,0.0953230458922092,0.1019012437255442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812357297116153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899503492197486,0.0,0.0,0.07477833574586604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229760542586046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Coolkid6789,2018/03/17,"I feel like I’m losing my mind I don’t even know how to start this. I’ve been suffering from anxiety for 7ish years and I can’t remember a time it’s been so bad. I can’t even function. I feel like this weight I carry constantly is just getting heavier. I can’t handle it anymore. I’m so lucky because I have this amazing support system with my family, friends, doctor, etc but nothing is helping me anymore. I guess this post is just an outlet for me to rant. I’m usually so quick to dismiss its severity but I can’t do that anymore. I just feel like a basket case. A v stressed out person",0.6230875576036894,2.860719741935487,2.899769585253459,90.04822580645161,85.4516129032258,5.8009216589861765,24.98617511520737,7.1686216300943375,1.2322046082949312,464,20,97,7,14,158,74,124,0.141,0.725,0.134,-0.1949,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,0,1,4,0,12,2,0,1,0,17,23,7,0,0,5,0,4,3,1,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,4,15,7,8,21,1,9,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,9,61,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740293105217978,0.0,0.4565983415032224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281397310310213,0.09355293220971987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658448552279362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15708144401421076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711578701518146,0.20272890497583906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446763801298998,0.0,0.23279475254554546,0.3289136372312299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856933050834105,0.0,0.08018092197688304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906278094462646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286665554917564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434223713625587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22493077287000784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17169192063021468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495936822430367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725710036540535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400271599238328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698033605651842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384981751159656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337564604346695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862574665365493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17579757128926266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17415415889049793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948867734270466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690237969036442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18688320654851195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882863908129456 anxiety,KingBaby87,2018/03/17,"intrusive thoughts Hello all - longtime lurker, first time poster I first experienced anxiety last year when I had a panic attack after eating an edible. Since then, I have eliminated generalized anxiety. I can function normally, socialize, etc. My last symptom is intrusive thoughts, and it is the toughest to deal with. I think about suicide a lot and it sends shivers throughout my body. It's a horrible feeling and scares me. My therapist tells me that the fact that I get so scared is a good thing. It's not a pleasant thought! But I'm looking for any advice you have on overcoming intrusive thoughts. I take 20mg of Citalopram and it definitely dulls the sensations, but I hope to get off the medicine this year. This is my last hurdle. Appreciate any advice you may have!",4.770523731587564,7.409356865248227,5.37758865248227,75.82615384615386,72.54609929078015,9.161156573922533,33.54118930714675,9.661875296680813,3.803086852154937,622,32,104,17,13,200,92,141,0.149,0.763,0.08900000000000001,-0.5383,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,2,0,2,3,8,1,3,10,0,10,3,1,0,2,21,22,9,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,10,5,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,5,0,2,5,3,16,3,9,16,3,14,0,1,1,0,7,2,0,3,11,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26797442532139504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18648583376901176,0.0,0.20978523317197875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598813217601126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230387915470536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14135956705747252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14030289838408586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15291949433127472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932947500585934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23325993546113555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327387963924548,0.0,0.0,0.11500557513718088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361861550578241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33530113046460785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.115142085241089,0.0,0.0,0.11657028848738955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343436093564149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087493532148736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745521140093571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11342296316682893,0.0,0.0,0.13977149770214867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499815794799078,0.0,0.0,0.14251500833875802,0.10309343242430964,0.0,0.11984457288156755,0.0,0.0,0.15920110876685964,0.09109312802504728,0.08785776968283361,0.0,0.4354160465194129,0.07995287202091839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659515744563492 anxiety,jennypiu,2018/03/17,"Endless responsibility causes anxiety My senior year has been a nightmare because of the endless responsibility. Every waking moment, I'm overwhelmed by the amount of daily homework and extra classes. It never stops. Assignments after assignments, tests after tests, classes after classes, not to mention having to maintain friendships and looking after my own self. I can't possibly do that much. I'm physically exhausted but I can't fall asleep knowing that there are unfinished tasks. I'm so so so anxious. I'm sorry if this sounds confusing but I feel like I'm losing my mind right now. 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She (22f) is willing to do anything for me, but I feel like I am throwing it all away with my anxiety. When I get an attack I don't know what I want or need. I just start to freak out, and I become confusing. For example, I stay at her house a lot and sometimes I'll get an attack there, and when I do, I suggest that I should be home the next night even though we have plans. But the next day when I feel okay again, she thinks that what I said is what I need and she doesn't want me to stay over because she wants what is best for me. I don't blame her at all for this because I realize how confusing I am and I hate it. I just say whatever comes to my mind. I would never say anything about her, because she is the one thing in my life that I'm confident about in how I feel, but she is the type of girl that desperately wants to help me and fix my problems but she can't. How can two people like this work together? I do not want to ruin this relationship, she is what I want. TL;DR: I feel like my anxiety is slowly pushing away my girlfriend and I don't know how to fix it",1.8661948217317488,2.867543229838713,3.5368166383701194,92.95351443123936,76.37903225806451,6.995246179966045,23.536502546689306,7.475848149327749,0.7037306451612904,883,26,214,11,19,295,114,248,0.155,0.705,0.14,0.0197,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,0,3,16,16,3,2,8,1,24,1,0,4,3,51,48,20,0,11,8,0,5,4,2,3,1,3,1,1,16,11,0,0,9,0,0,3,7,9,0,2,1,8,49,7,23,43,5,23,0,1,0,0,21,8,0,5,14,154,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16987475861109547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18273588528047024,0.0,0.0,0.25262451411794595,0.20863202444599946,0.0,0.0,0.20304793458805995,0.1226235266501308,0.0,0.0,0.11651876900287035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564221331559973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160493980306601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733340375057505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806996387014394,0.2379588151156095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601682039764707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096187940707326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07442083482898904,0.0,0.1113717930092384,0.0,0.0,0.12811331041740354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220379853027121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07842352621551281,0.21697391710784028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439343903575614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11210829676787144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16465415910212902,0.08563291180570666,0.0,0.2361625874188835,0.10419380634428084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523656515768341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07697398024064148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10624038136533892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920429375661945,0.0,0.0,0.1056146238740683,0.17659047015747795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981116410813782,0.0,0.07858735862198493,0.2366856705369344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07376316674157339,0.07114331734086088,0.10908606862584436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845983603297596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3929289899217037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083090846754194,0.0,0.0,0.07887227865243919,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marciamoonchild,2018/03/17,Constant anxiety over social media cheating Does anyone else give themselves anxiety over stupid stuff on social media? I had to delete my Instagram and Facebook because I kept going and working myself up over stuff my bf liked. When I tell someone and they point out how stupid it is I would snap out of it but I would work myself up so much I would have to leave work or even sick to my stomach and vomit. Since I’ve been off social media I am feeling much better. ,6.975824175824172,6.674449000000003,6.809098901098902,78.66090109890114,64.49450549450549,8.598681318681319,31.386813186813182,7.554174236665415,2.1086993406593404,373,12,67,3,5,118,60,91,0.158,0.763,0.078,-0.6858,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,4,4,5,3,0,0,0,8,3,1,1,0,14,12,9,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,3,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,3,1,13,2,13,6,2,13,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,3,50,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416509765335641,0.0,0.0,0.11043698432416332,0.1618306329082991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628020877949534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968719991306186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17067960254368053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821644094888005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319405916289609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431945229122552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986041288230683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151272260371335,0.08976229424403342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723817516636671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716266880981687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221164452433224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493066004332155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306515687313672,0.0,0.0,0.483007098267885,0.13382406589214518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616124750564712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380486015683347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.344951800814524,0.0,0.0,0.3365932051404444,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwthrowawayawayno,2018/03/17,"Paranoia is ruining my life Everyday I feel paranoid about something. Sometimes it's something small, like worrying I didn't lock a door or close a window before leaving home. Sometimes it's larger, like worrying I made a social slip-up that will cause my friends to cut ties with me or my family to be mad at me. Sometimes it's something that causes an immediate meltdown, like thinking I accidentally did something illegal and am going to be arrested. It never ends, and it's every day. I'm always looking over my shoulder and over-analyzing my actions, trying to ensure that I have done everything perfectly. I think it's killing me. And I can't get these thoughts to go away. I don't know what to do. I've been in therapy for years, I've tried guided meditations and yoga, and reading articles/books about coping with anxiety. But these thoughts never go away for long and they just totally consume me now. I'm in the middle of a paranoid meltdown as we speak and I can barely breathe. I don't know how many years I can keep it up with this happening all the time.",4.112583120204604,6.055663850241547,5.348195510088097,78.40631713554991,72.33333333333334,8.348849104859335,31.98323387325945,9.007467420416297,2.9954952543336177,855,41,153,18,17,284,123,207,0.16,0.7559999999999999,0.084,-0.9169,0,0,4,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,1,1,5,9,3,0,7,0,16,3,2,4,5,34,33,13,1,0,4,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,3,0,14,13,0,1,7,2,0,4,6,4,0,0,7,3,22,5,22,23,2,24,0,1,1,0,5,10,0,2,13,99,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182622762132652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361693019682386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299516400090704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413254563149207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25142671732025457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789220800794541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523263460401474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10838837888810292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310664519112887,0.0,0.10998321757346907,0.0,0.11536473969061538,0.0,0.06187673483085662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09454701546377968,0.0,0.0639361531143602,0.0,0.2086464674406132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10821625934551468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227526144235532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877297610690136,0.13539037037956886,0.0,0.13450875980463406,0.0,0.0,0.12957799546586454,0.0,0.0,0.08643744178985892,0.17935947828704746,0.0,0.0,0.10829847542112513,0.102764607343884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157946664821567,0.0,0.12406955954860555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876707505247928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240862655532045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474642133806163,0.0,0.3768425853113085,0.3630975255839588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994706082141928,0.0,0.0,0.15682657100852762,0.0,0.1943049709326708,0.07135814400131649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616987670700328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485565413160589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576116324081991 anxiety,justquestions34,2018/03/17,"Thinking about death too much Hey,everyone. A few years ago I was diagnosed with PTSD (from all types of abuse from an ex for years and other things) and anxiety disorder. I'm pregnant in my third trimester now which is probably making my anxiety blow up. I've been finally accepting it though. I haven't been to therapy again but I've been handling it good until I feel that it's time to go. I haven't taken the low dose of an anxiety med in about a year because it seemed to drain me and make me feel disconnected from daily life..and we were trying for another child afted a miscarriage so I stopped. But recently I have been thinking too much about ""What if..."" when it comes to death. When I'm riding in the car,when I go to sleep,when I leave the house I always think ""what if this is the last time I'll be with my kiddo"" ""what if something happens to me"" I think of all types of scenarios. I don't do this on purpose,it just pops into my head. It's like I've seen too many movies where life is good and then something terrible ends up happening. This makes me pick at my lip even more and makes sleeping even more difficult. I had finally,for the most part,stopped the random thoughta of my abusive ex popping up though my PTSD is still here. But now these thoughts are here and I just want them to go away. Any advice for dealing with this? 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I'm trapped in my beautiful apartment hoping to hear my phone ring, which never happens. Nothing works for me, one way or another everything I start or try to do goes wrong. It's like god is playing games with me. Throwing what I want the most on my way and then taking it away from me. And i'm left alone in my pathetic life and this evening feels endless. I hate weekends. But just the thought of the upcoming empty, lonely Saturday night paralyzes me. I want to fast forward to Monday, back to my routine. I want to get out of here. HELP",1.675459803354542,3.7655844812030073,3.1278195488721816,90.85979178716022,80.12781954887218,6.498322729901678,25.26836321573164,7.61054688173877,1.2699455176402543,508,20,109,8,13,166,85,133,0.151,0.693,0.156,-0.3109,0,5,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,7,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,1,22,23,8,1,4,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,5,9,0,0,3,3,0,3,1,3,0,1,1,4,16,4,22,22,1,26,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,4,14,65,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3732356524315572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18894019659959024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16929019890500613,0.13855151938316196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18700409067555115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901081656875745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16193909970366566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18221439510837756,0.12872454983550208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413948147988004,0.0,0.10240356616563673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933743345892448,0.0,0.0,0.17789586714923974,0.0,0.0,0.20308214236030064,0.0,0.12077453559040842,0.0,0.0,0.17896484766327667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577206176107925,0.0,0.12727034008427082,0.17605905748133066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13897015773007715,0.0,0.0,0.16909187597188388,0.0,0.17289283698467164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209835104936508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753621701042725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354770638841154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14304715189735445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12233411981162348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188342107882177,0.28604570953947617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117718249131347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19700454698121556,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Freedomatlastzz,2018/03/17,"What meds will they put me on Im going to see a psychiatrist this week for my anxiety. Ocer thinking, social anxiety, and all the stmptoms that show due to it like sweating, blushing, shaking, rapid heartbeat, cant petfirm under pressure or on the spot... I just want to know what you all think im looking st for meds and whether or not it helps...,how long should i expect to be on meds...what should i do while on Meds... whats it like coming off meds.... Any input is appreciated",2.2415672514619907,4.358556010526321,3.5561403508771967,88.36742690058483,78.36842105263158,5.906432748538013,25.292397660818715,6.937597516519254,0.9999941520467835,371,14,76,4,9,121,67,95,0.054000000000000006,0.823,0.123,0.7497,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,7,1,1,0,2,17,15,6,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,0,2,7,2,12,11,2,14,0,0,2,0,3,6,0,2,6,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280763470564514,0.0,0.2538034709876781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289542431678046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942763905602867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3583689966798148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116617593871452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208627381138713,0.0,0.0,0.1468031952488004,0.13930180141416598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7370443112678594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667604589663928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13218903919322844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16909908636357718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21258509535281836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09784339779609956,0.0,0.1330631135009549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,obi2kanobi,2018/03/17,"Can anxiety and/or Depression feel like a head cold when it is peaking? I've noticed over the years when my stress levels are out of control and my anxiety/depression goes through the roof, it feels like I have a head cold. Stuffy nose, severe fatigue, brain fog, insomnia, general shakiness. (I've been feeling like this for over a week now) Is this possible? Does anyone else experience this?",4.471569416498994,7.285988309859158,4.6530382293762615,79.76816901408453,74.35211267605635,9.127565392354127,31.269617706237426,9.606745405546679,3.5268012072434605,314,15,54,9,7,98,52,71,0.193,0.6920000000000001,0.115,-0.7219,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,2,5,0,6,6,4,1,0,8,9,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,3,3,6,8,0,9,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,29,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14088299716178326,0.0,0.0,0.12876996048005607,0.18869515798164216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20558507235059206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20655271398821026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172359560106241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116091676714775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384325164028542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18014522566150845,0.0,0.0,0.2793526717623051,0.3946949075736795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3780055350509249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699159309894816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20966901950882533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20761435229553302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20805000718941244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21095630675511773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772319833721412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185939290817596 anxiety,2100pilot,2018/03/17,"Husband has severe anxiety and it’s getting worse. I’m terrified it will separate us. Long story short we have been together for over 4 years and either his anxiety is increasing or I’m noticing it more. He says he’s always been anxious even from a little kid. It’s controlling our relationship and I don’t know how to help. It’s even causing me anxiety and overthinking (which is definitely the opposite of diving headfirst into everything for me). I’m terrified it’s going to end our marriage or cause us to basically be roommates rather than companions. There is a lot more dynamics than just that into play as do most others. Things I have tried/suggested: 1. Physical activity (I even pay for his gym membership and routinely ask him to go or ask him to ride our bikes - in the summer but he declines) 2. Be more affectionate because I’m not but then he thinks I’m doing it because I feel sorry for him which makes me not want to. 3. Meditation/breathing techniques- which he does off and on but I feel it might need to be more routine. 4. Medicine- went on an SSRI for 3 weeks, had hardly any anxiety but lost interest in most things and caused ED so he stopped and refused to try any others 5. Lab work - because why not rule out issues that could be contributing... I’m looking at you thyroid. The doc that prescribed the ssri said he wanted to rule out other things contributing. I even offered last night to pay for the testing ($35 no doctors order needed) and he said “so I can take thyroid medicine for the rest of my life”. 6. Light therapy - he used it 3x in the winter and it helped his mood after using it (he was perkier) but says it did nothing and when I said well you seemed more happy/talkative he told me he was faking it. 7. Therapy - A year ago I went and saw a therapist. I needed someone to talk to about what was going on and suggested multiple times for him to go but he said “ I can’t stand shrinks they are only looking to make us separate” granted he was in foster care and was forced to therapy. I’ve approached the topic many times to help not only him but our marriage, like I said other dynamics. He keeps saying “we can fix it on our own” and then I point out we have been trying for the past year and a half and nothing’s changed and then it spirals from there into our normal cycle. TL;DL I feel my husband anxiety is getting worse and I’ve tried everything I can think of. I’m terrified it’s going to cause us to separate and I feel out of options. 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I’ve recently just gotten out of a toxic toxic relationship and learned that my ex boyfriend was never faithful. Let’s just say he really fucked me up. Every time a friend brings him up or I think about him and what he did to me, I get the worst anxiety attacks to the point where I can’t even go on about my day afterwards anymore. I just don’t want to keep suffering from anxiety attacks from thinking about my ex. How can I calm myself down during an anxiety attack and how can I stop getting anxiety thinking about him? 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I have kinda lost fear to the actions of my consequences. Not the consequences on other people but myself. I keep doing a lot of unhealthy things for myself and I'm too tired to think how it's gonna affect me. But ironically, I am now living in the constant fear about losing this fear. How do I get rid of this? Please help.",1.3831338028169036,3.805118352112679,3.1613908450704247,88.20433978873241,83.78873239436619,5.240140845070423,17.325704225352112,6.6274283507984215,0.03551971830985945,277,6,54,3,8,92,53,71,0.278,0.64,0.083,-0.9473,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,3,4,0,5,1,0,3,0,11,11,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,8,0,10,9,1,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783858602609984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284835216931356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7137613512307229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104648039922724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14171881118873134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793100460412687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18669885444066986,0.0,0.0,0.2365389907207792,0.2308036529540403,0.17975243081998454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14658073907979566,0.0,0.0,0.23208949658596395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404664207832826,0.13547746918907316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430106642206269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,baker39466,2018/03/17,"Hey guys im new here. So I've never been diagnosed with anxiety, but i know i have it, along with other mental disorders such as severe depression. I've been on Reddit for quite a long time, and I've never thought to look if this sub exists. Usually my anxiety shows itself when I'm thinking about my health. I swear to God that whenever i have the slightest bit of pain in my left arm or chest, I'm having a heart attack. I stay on Google which worries me even more. I'm married with 2 kids and I'm always worried about one day losing my job for whatever reason and losing everything. When I'm not at work, I barely eat, nor do exercise. Im always in bed watching YouTube and playing video games. I'm sick and tired of being this way and I want to change. Especially with always feeling like I have some sort of terminal disease. I want those of you who experience the similar to comment down below. Reading other peoples stories seem to help alot in feeling I'm not alone. Thanks for reading. Feel free to PM if you want to talk. EDIT: totally didn't see the new comer thread. Mods, please delete if this is not allowed. 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So I've been single for a few years now. This is partly because my last relationship went on for seven years and I just wanted to stay single for awhile, but it's also because I absolutely DREAD dating. I have a lot of anxiety, mainly just general anxiety but I have some phobia of certain social situations as well. I refuse to let it hold me back though. I know anxiety can't hurt me, and I know that even in the worst case scenario I can bounce back way more easily than the anxiety would have me believe. Still, as we all know, this knowledge doesn't make the anxiety go away. It's still there, making me feel like shit. I tend to do just fine in most social situations. I'm actually quite sociable with my co-workers, for example. Certain situations, like job interviews and dating, turn me into an anxious mess though. Sometimes I completely shut down during events like this and I feel unable to communicate. I'm also terrified of having a panic attack. I've only had a couple of these in my life, but they have been horrible experiences. Anyway, I've been talking online with this woman for about a week now. She seems insanely cool and I really want us to hit it off! We have a first date set in a couple of nights and the butterflies are turning out to be worse than I expected. It's probably been close to a decade since I've been on a first date! I haven't been able to concentrate on anything since we set the date, and I haven't been sleeping well either. I think the anxiety is starting to get to me because today I'm starting to feel physically ill. My stomach is really upset. I've been meditating and trying to get some exercise. It's helping, but I still feel like a mess. Anyone have any advice?",3.7553413400758524,5.63905141887906,5.387242941424361,78.00288716814161,73.15929203539824,8.736662452591657,26.56142014327856,9.330973305703688,2.4575738727349346,1377,49,254,33,28,467,175,339,0.198,0.6829999999999999,0.119,-0.9873,1,1,0,0,0,0,38.0,4,0,1,3,21,19,2,3,17,1,29,6,3,2,3,50,55,19,0,4,8,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,0,1,12,16,0,2,10,1,0,2,4,9,2,3,10,5,33,10,41,41,13,44,0,1,0,0,15,14,1,5,28,180,45,2,0.08631649747076688,0.0,0.08423245022701649,0.0,0.0,0.08434748233883316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805454368416134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05869817819894189,0.0,0.3961913058389617,0.09751307312777044,0.0,0.0603545019900909,0.0,0.07103112277621554,0.0,0.0,0.09819747692716266,0.08109719073913065,0.13274411711120476,0.0,0.1578532070922458,0.0,0.0,0.09724913433967937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09050120535801147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101512537076565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0570112325091657,0.0,0.0,0.08247911234555301,0.0,0.08443409736370024,0.0,0.0,0.17457685856711969,0.1233290460799351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684153730766225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019361469284597,0.0,0.04905565467710162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785612878097717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240359578271927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565580488568275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231186891552555,0.07035946594812678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08826446678548547,0.0609678948457005,0.16867952259807786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338319944248617,0.0,0.0,0.11523386464064865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100218563641715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564758589686037,0.0,0.10127381185361724,0.0,0.09347235527956677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09306378336045472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180821996784733,0.0,0.0,0.11059311708002036,0.0,0.0,0.09267161523619387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857929747646064,0.0,0.0,0.0886026442523435,0.14280379735578302,0.2910700790298487,0.08637883421294489,0.17597759815720715,0.0,0.0,0.08536922310571379,0.0,0.12219052235676625,0.09200190152840584,0.20679739913915895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06937793105618989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055308126271857466,0.16961104102446686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818179468791497,0.0,0.0,0.0586032358189492,0.18777512568397384,0.0,0.0,0.10382811858731496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101823413183186,0.0685140179900482,0.06923788774018345,0.0,0.15521779484166634,0.08001625792338417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06283943818324153,0.0,0.08796388514739413,0.06131676326193434,0.0,0.0,0.11116998874727996 anxiety,t3ddiie,2018/03/17,"New cat is giving me massive anxiety Long post tldr at the end I get separation anxiety from being home alone at night and I've always wanted a pet. So I got a cat recently to keep me company. But, instead of feeling like I gained a friend I can't stop feeling like I gained a burden. I keep reading posts about how people feel so relieved and happy when they pet their pets e.t.c. but even his presence can fill me with dread. I am trying very hard to stay positive but I feel like i'm losing this fight aganist my anxiety. I keep worrying about any behavioral issues or destructive actions the cat might do and it's eating me up. He also doesn't really like to play with anything. When I swing a toy around he loses interest in a few minutes. I'm constantly worried that the cat is bored and will develop bad habits and how I won't be able to handle these issues. This has lead me to become hyper-aware of the cat and it's exhausting. All this paranoia even though he really hasn't done much. He is really sensitive to handling and quick to bite and lash out. I try to pet him where he is comfortable but I want to condition him to be okay with more handling so I can pick him up and groom him. He bit me really hard today when I tried to brush him and it hurts my heart more than my arm. It makes me feel so hopeless and it builds upon my feelings that he is a chore more than anything. I've never had a cat before. My boyfriend is really happy with him and I want this to work but my anxiety is screaming at me to get rid of this constant trigger. I don't know what to do. Does it get better? How do I cope? Tldr: I got a cat to help me with separation anxiety, but it has become a trigger bigger than my separation anxiety and I don't know how to cope. 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About one month ago I felt like vomiting but nothing came out and after that I had a big panic attack, I was feeling like I was going to die there for no reason. After that incident everyday I am feeling like I will vomit and I will faint and I am scared (also a couple of times I made myself vomit because of thinking about it). Sometimes I am afraid to leave the house or go to far. Also I am always feeling like I have something in my neck and I don't have any desire to eat and sometimes I will feel like vomiting if I move too fast. In the past few days I had some better moments but in the morning and in the evening it is a nightmare. I just feel like in a bubble just thinking about the worse and I don't know what to do anymore. In the past month I had just about 5 days were I felt normal but in the rest of the days I feel like I don't even know myself and don't know what to do. 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I have one and a half year left before I graduate but I've been constantly anxious about school since I was 12 now and I'm so tired. It's taken over my life and I can't think about anything else, even when I'm staying home or during days off I'm thinking about school. It's like I've forgotten there's a life outside of it - I've given up all my hobbies and almost never make plans with friends. So what she proposed seemed like the best thing that could happen to me: there's an alternative (in Belgium, where I live) where I could go to school 3 days a week and the other 2 days I could, for example, learn a new language or work on a farm or whatever. And at the end of the year, I'd only have to do finals for my main subjects. But I think it's too good to be true. My mom told me there's no way my school would let me drop so many subjects, that I would have to catch up with the material at some point and that my social life might suffer. I don't know what to do. I can't go on like this but after what my mom said, it seems like I will regret the alternative so much by the end of the year. I don't know why I'm posting this here, I don't think anyone will be able to help me since the school system is so different in America. I guess I just wanted to vent and put my thoughts in order. Sorry for possible bad English, my grammar can be really awkward.",4.561036036036036,4.476037738738743,5.573770270270273,84.75687162162164,69.51051051051051,8.702042042042041,27.761111111111113,8.395991825355821,1.6471983183183174,1249,37,274,17,20,414,165,333,0.097,0.8009999999999999,0.102,0.5645,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,21,12,0,1,20,0,29,4,0,1,3,45,52,20,0,8,8,2,0,4,1,6,4,1,1,0,16,10,0,0,11,0,0,4,8,4,0,3,7,1,34,8,39,32,5,47,0,2,0,0,9,16,0,9,24,179,50,12,0.07920599085744474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931335856205622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894802245799572,0.0,0.05538267043854252,0.0,0.06517978168787923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613369392951801,0.048283236863270414,0.0,0.06739846442280419,0.0,0.0831218007835836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559353767313853,0.0,0.1897186159486057,0.0,0.0,0.15324393466474906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08275340231022434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616644187063575,0.0,0.1403059966321607,0.0,0.0,0.05231480995185145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867662914260839,0.07239284070619309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119435205750636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900291798141229,0.06643422722844157,0.0,0.0,0.08725432869184291,0.0,0.07004159613343656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053090106081114016,0.0,0.07945006689176724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705908231927896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605754082021518,0.0809934920218014,0.1678366012261446,0.15478418513524975,0.0,0.06994034104814563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05287061394194308,0.08030244285760346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08402503948080406,0.0,0.18553019841093715,0.06322146623318135,0.0,0.058225516838335274,0.0,0.0610885430437116,0.07649763953388934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05367202927215968,0.0602397252057295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487526299903399,0.08929285377295597,0.07585744468330666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796238976532015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050741385928588366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534303529483012,0.0,0.0,0.6412855308301655,0.0,0.14421231861528813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13104002825880706,0.0,0.0,0.08074053303353412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866462207492712,0.0,0.08442304756161352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057895341603864,0.09196426018670537,0.05262094084523226,0.20300800297485572,0.0,0.06288070934577789,0.046185650226681724,0.09103563481868178,0.0,0.07568471856245709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671774556418176,0.06287002880723297,0.06353426823412363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147108704505875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532580936603595,0.0,0.0,0.11253132674846304,0.0,0.0,0.15301818372533174 anxiety,WindowsKidd,2018/03/17,"I watched ""the truman Show"", and I felt very emotional... While the ending was very powerful, I liked the climax/rising action the best. I like the scene where he walks around the town and analyzes everything. [This one.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbqbPqYwsTM) After analyzing that scene, I could hardly stop crying because I found it so relatable. I know its just a movie but: This is an example of my frustration from a couple months ago: > I know these seem like relatively small issues, but I feel they should be addressed. In stressful or otherwise upsetting situations I find I don't say much out of fear of being stared at or people disapproving. For instance, just the other day, my order was entirely wrong at a restaurant, as in the opposite of what I ordered. Their response was: ""Sorry the computer messed up."" and walked away. What?! Of course I didn't address this further because I felt it was a pointless argument. At another restaurant, I ordered a milkshake; you know the milkshake glass and container it comes in, usually the two come as a set? I order the milkshake, the glass comes, but not the spare mixer. The waitstaff puts a straw in it, takes a sip, and walks away towards the back room. Last I checked, most people get their *entire* order. I consider myself a pretty realistic person, but I think the reason I got so emotional after 'digesting' that scene was because I often analyze things and sigh or get upset when I notice they don't really make sense. Also, I know this sounds trivial, but just recently I find people cutting ahead of me in line or playing loud music at the library, or when I try studying at the library, parents seem to bring their kids in and they might as well have told them: ""Hey its a jungle-gym, have fun."" I think that scene I posted made me realize how, I hate getting taken-advantage of, or interrupted (that's something I can't stand), or being treated unfairly, etc. I should try and use my voice the next time something like this occurs. Any advice? 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I had recovered at least 50% from it, but still whenever I socilize with friends it is hunts me. One of them spread the word, and everyone knew about. They think that I dont know, but I knew hold told who and who is, and even when there is a joke. I realy ignore what is said, and act completly ignorant. I can stand up and talk back but will never be friends again. Any advise ?",2.8121251348435803,4.733702165048545,3.3082847896440164,91.7276267529666,75.89320388349516,7.2962243797195265,25.036677454153185,8.167268648758528,1.3544334412081986,405,14,87,7,9,126,76,103,0.123,0.758,0.119,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,0,8,9,2,0,2,0,12,1,0,0,1,21,19,11,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,0,1,6,9,0,3,4,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,7,2,13,4,8,10,1,13,0,1,1,0,13,4,0,0,6,61,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14469966875778875,0.0,0.16277833622397658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24207126728964096,0.0,0.1636169159325178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250960943829229,0.0,0.22309882247284016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18326960012971652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493799742845981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14054109876442913,0.0,0.0,0.20332317973120848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4931866225408057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693991718440082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502948551338785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830617077040251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16411129026719345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144187200025544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2024052648633936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22197897111213355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699286989452536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17102683509029834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363426906373049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20332317973120848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19725188024592205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,craftyisthenewsexy,2018/03/17,"Waking up anxious? My husband woke me up earlier to take care of our son so he could sleep (we take shifts). I was groggy but got up to go to the bathroom. Noticed in the mirror that I was really pale. Cold. Freaked out! It had gotten cold in the house while I was sleeping (hubby was really cold too). I felt so scared and out of it. Warmer now, still jittery/panicking and feel groggy. Has anyone else had this happen? Maybe it's just where I was woken up from a deep 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anxiety,thetydollars,2018/03/17,"Im okay i guess so first a little context, a week ago i started having the worst pain ive ever experienced in my back molar. im 22 and ive never really taken care of my teeth. i hate the fact that i have to type that out in real life but its the truth and now im facing the consequences. anyway i started taking antibiotics and scheduled a root canal. well a few days go by and the pain gets worse and worse and all i can do is pace the floor, keep cold water in my mouth to numb the pain and cry because there was no relief. i didnt eat or sleep for like 3 days and was freaking out the whole time. im pretty sure some of my anxiety stems from not being in control of a situation so when the pain meds werent working i just felt sick to my stomach and almost had a panic attack after being panic free for almost a year which just added on to the misery. at this point i decided i cant deal with the pain and called an emergency dentist to get the tooth extracted. i needed relief, it felt like i was going to explode. luckily there was a place locally that was able to schedule me for that afternoon so some of the anxiety went away but then reality set in that i was going to get a tooth pulled out of my mouth and had my first panic attack in almost a year. im able to calm down after i go to my grandparents house for a little bit to pass the time. i go back home and my mom and i leave for the dentist. i had a knot in my stomach the entire time. an important note is that whenever i feel a bad panic attack coming on my fingers and face start to tingle and when it hits my lips get tight and my eyes get squinty. my fingers feel like theyre curling backwards and its very uncomfortable but i always knew it was just being overwhelmed so i kept breathing. we drive past and miss the parking lot and thats when it started to get scary. we loop around and my fingers start to lock up, they were bending without me doing anything and i had no control. my wrist bent so my hand touched my forearm. my lips were so tight i couldnt talk, and it felt like my throat was closing. everything was tingling. i thought ""fuck it"" and got out to go into the dentist and i couldnt walk, i was shaking. i told my mom i thought i was having a stroke or a seizure. we ended up going to the ER and as soon as i was wheelchaired into the building i started calming down. i was able to talk, then slowly my fingers loosened up by the time the doctor came in and we confirmed it was a panic attack, a bad one. i guess when you exhale carbon dioxide rapidly like hyperventilating or something like that you can get what happened to me, thats why people breathe into paper bags. he gave me an ativan, and a shot of something in my nerve and i was able to sleep. the next day i had the tooth extracted with a little anxiety but everything went good. that was 38 hours ago and everything is still good i think, but im worried about dry socket and cant stop looking at the hole. im a smoker and made it to the 29 hour point before having a couple light drags and the anxiety from not having the cigarette, then worrying if the cigarette is gonna screw me sucks. ive been hydrating good, and doing the salt water rinse every couple hours and after every smoke. it just seems everything is going too good. i know some pain here and there and being uncomfortable is normal, i mean theres a fleshy hole in my mouth but every little thing is like ""here we go"" i just keep expecting the worst. sorry for the novel, i just needed to get some thoughts out. cheers 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anxiety,fayejin,2018/03/17,"I was doing just fine... Hi all! Just found this subreddit while Googling about anxiety, so I figured I'd share something that happened to me today. I've been Prozac for anxiety for a little while now (not sure how long) and my anxiety symptoms have been relatively under control. I hadn't had a panic attack in months, and all in all I seemed to be doing okay. However, tonight I had a panic attack. It wasn't as bad as some of them have been, but it was still pretty scary. I was just at my computer, minding my own business when I started to feel a little dizzy - and then all at once it hit. It lasted for maybe 5-10 minutes. Thinking about it now makes me feel like another one could come on just as suddenly and easily. I'd really rather not have anymore, and I'm hoping this doesn't mean that the medication is losing its effectiveness because it's been SO helpful up to this point. Anyway, just wanted to share that. Talking (typing?) about it makes me feel better. Take care, everyone.",3.612079015544044,5.479027341968912,4.7661884715025895,82.37601845854923,73.50777202072537,7.726554404145077,26.570272020725387,8.472884824447931,1.9365132124352333,779,28,147,14,16,256,116,193,0.065,0.7190000000000001,0.21600000000000005,0.9843,1,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,4,17,15,2,2,5,1,20,3,0,5,5,38,38,16,0,4,9,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,14,6,0,1,9,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,12,3,14,9,22,23,6,25,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,3,15,107,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14057504719963526,0.30766976899317755,0.0,0.13295286676779755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502834965463205,0.0,0.0,0.11193565354184637,0.08172257365762617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185663972755522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13668451284080355,0.0,0.0,0.11548200928494623,0.0,0.0,0.15036123846960453,0.10703710420235664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12810139479654936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335638726282065,0.09577347750529837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14699138485185595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11855003663738978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985851791567635,0.0,0.0,0.1331532006429341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927791859997284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549561914506609,0.2687294462718019,0.0,0.11864010368308835,0.0,0.14998039397277424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17897402588935304,0.0,0.1346826764746834,0.14603214555108066,0.0,0.1350527375712714,0.0,0.0,0.13536377839297864,0.0,0.10700651544168938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277099567186574,0.09084346142677484,0.0,0.0,0.31458429136479804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267313376876661,0.0,0.0,0.13638862060167214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588315362497069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12204444643747805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032070008827097,0.0,0.0,0.09488933561288894,0.0,0.10706159218849104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263512652155904,0.1393411062372882,0.10079747450637946,0.1077534600416434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590111990203321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707451397752775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907287603353283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bidibombommp,2018/03/17,[health anxiety] Anxiety over head banging Okay so long story short I was listening to music and I did one swift motion with my head (rocked my head back) I guess you would call that head banging but it was that one motion and then as soon as I did that I got scared that I’m gonna give myself a concussion. I’m scared of concussions because I have a fear of going neurological problems and or something (I also have OCD/intrusive thoughts that really distress me/give me anxiety) so thats why I have that fear of. I’m a very clumsy person and do hit my head a lot but I digress. Right now I feel dizzy and I don’t know if its because of anxiety or if I’m really a fuck up and gave myself a concussion...I need some advice. ,1.1240999999999983,3.347454260000003,3.40625,87.339375,83.06666666666666,6.95,22.041666666666664,8.07648339933343,1.2891666666666666,569,19,119,12,16,195,83,150,0.238,0.743,0.019,-0.9882,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,6,8,1,5,6,1,10,8,5,0,0,22,27,18,0,5,6,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,9,7,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,7,0,2,7,2,18,1,10,17,2,12,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,7,5,76,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002288330120385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822287474593916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37584226224749295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444461906377674,0.0,0.14974560416196114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254177596643067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764238879791098,0.062103862918874035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354946352956673,0.0,0.11782465198262325,0.06980411214791182,0.0,0.0982341393719084,0.0,0.13530526342617447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6302679275433906,0.1305569212394102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750124746505715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869600165978074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442117463059693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107296479972866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645840196500925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724579760172552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752665787681466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736930631657406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048916296719574,0.0,0.0,0.2459379196378331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455646101940413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09750909863169434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10134324748194837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108301949596086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725114866892063,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlamoKid,2018/03/17,"Medication? How did you guys know that medication was the right I guess coping choice for you? I don’t know, I mean I don’t find therapy to be helpful. It kind of pisses me off to be honest. I feel like therapy is just a pity party that i pay to attend. I have been thinking about medication but I kind of scares me. I hear it can really mellow you out but does it make you too mellow. To the point where you don’t really care what happens? I don’t know I’m just trying to get a grip on myself. I feel like my anxiety is getting more out of hand, I have stomach aches every fucking day. 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Hello, everyone. As of about 2 months, I have been experiencing random spells of dizziness as if I might faint. For the past few weeks the spells have been reduced to a persistent feeling of the floor moving or the room moving in a sort of circular motion. I have read online that these are symptoms of anxiety and are nothing to worry about and I have also been cleared by the doctor. I consider myself an anxious person, but I have always been able to push through anxiety and have never spoken about it with anyone. However, this symptom is one of the more annoying feelings. I am just wondering if anyone else experiences a feeling of dizziness as if the room/floor is moving and if so, how do you cope? Thanks! 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Been eating terribly, especially around the holidays. Lots of spicy popcorn and tons of fast food, eventually went to the ER over fear of ""blood in my stool"" which was most likely caused by the flamin hot ruffles that I ate. Woke up somewhat anxious and ""lost my appetite"" since (basically just lost hunger cues). After losing said hunger cues, I started freaking out about that, eventually started eating less and less until I couldn't eat anything and then vomited for about two days. Was eventually cursed with dysphagia, every time I would try to swallow, I would gag, this went on for about 2.5 weeks. Also had heart palpitations that kept me up for 3 full nights, chest pains, shortness of breath, blurred vision, upper abdominal pain, food felt like it was stuck in my throat, food feels like it's just sitting in my stomach, and yet I still continued browsing WebMD. Dysphagia resolved with time and I finally returned to something resembling more of a normal life. Not too long ago, my dysphagia came back, started feeling numb, initially just on one side, then my whole body, then woke up to muscle tremors which I then went to the ER, nothing seemed to be wrong and I never had that problem since. My dysphagia was dealt with once I got the all clear from an ENT (probably like the 50th doctor I visited), but I am still somewhat worried about not having hunger/fullness cues, the latter of which I don't even remember what it feels like. I also find myself waking up frequently through the night. My anxiety is more or less gone (probably not) but I just want some reassurance from those who've endured health anxiety like me, will my digestion and sleep return to normal with time? Is there a light at the end of the tunnel? 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I am pale, dizzy, cold and sweaty. I feel like I am going to die. This happens two or three times a day. I live in fear. When will it happen again? I take my daughter to the mall, I go out to eat, I wake up at 1am after a bad dream; sometimes a no-dream. I breathe deep and check my pulse and repeat to myself, ""You're not dying. This is a panic attack."" A glass of brandy or two and I'm typing here or googling or playing a game and I cry. I want my life back. I want to be a normal man who can provide for his family and excel at his work. I am thirty-one years old and I have anxiety. This is the first step in my road to sitting in a restaurant and smiling. This is my first step to walking through the food court holding my wife's hand. This is my first step to sitting in the big meeting and being confident, inspired, and relaxed. This is the first of many steps, forward and backward, as I struggle to deal with an illness that people don't understand, don't take seriously, and openly mock. I am embarrassed and ashamed but I am strong and I can do this. 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I’ve been dealing with this for years. For a short, one sentence reason why I’m like this- I was raised in a home where I was emotionally abused and encouraged to not try to better myself or do anything but exist. As a result, I have a difficult time participating in any sort of activity with other people. I’ve come to fully expect to fail and be horrible at anything I do, and I feel like whatever people I meet along the way secretly hate me. This always seems to happen to me when I get really into something and get excited which is almost like a grace period, but then... it just crashes. For instance, I just got into Dungeons and Dragons. It’s been.... a month or so? And I’m already wanting to quit after participating in four games because I feel like my character and abilities are awful and that the people I’m playing with are only doing it because they feel obligated. I’m fully aware that a lot of this is in my head, but as much as I try to rationalize it, I always find myself cutting it off and choosing to participate in activities that only require me, myself, and I. I don’t want to be that old person who has literally nobody in their life and nothing to live for. I want so bad to push through it, but I just.... can’t? Can anyone give me some advice as to how to better manage myself with this? I want to better myself as a person. Also, I have a job that requires me to be friendly, well speaking and everything, and my problems there are far less severe. I still feel like I suck at it, but I’m sure as hell great at acting in the moment.",5.560090909090906,5.800707403030305,7.043181818181817,73.95477272727273,67.39393939393939,9.266666666666667,30.74242424242424,9.120678840339163,2.623042424242424,1313,47,242,22,20,453,171,330,0.172,0.691,0.13699999999999998,-0.9585,1,0,1,0,1,0,44.0,0,0,2,7,13,25,5,0,12,1,21,2,1,3,1,58,43,33,0,6,11,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,1,2,20,22,0,3,9,2,0,4,3,9,1,2,5,5,37,16,51,35,4,35,1,1,0,0,13,18,2,7,17,182,57,5,0.0,0.12834572575261094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585254592763307,0.0,0.0,0.10847041523470503,0.0,0.11953776105147215,0.0866263255324111,0.18026778766461746,0.0,0.0,0.07366374705426497,0.0,0.08286724004592219,0.0,0.0,0.07574236381094926,0.0,0.1782821484998627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09044566226415686,0.13206609444830902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874102035734329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331117011317344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11167685159742573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184944436951126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09735424642232884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190866215205349,0.23215915553849065,0.0,0.0,0.09900578709293588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369052701888703,0.0,0.11318919636867722,0.10391384577971484,0.0,0.0,0.08663626021573959,0.11942712625373215,0.0,0.0,0.09579018155372904,0.0,0.0,0.10694710616307652,0.11117124153662404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10865738007339856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749443574625538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651214606905235,0.2646071408678524,0.0,0.09565170322743877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209283162831493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646284583566724,0.0,0.07963029309580909,0.0,0.0,0.10461958584471577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393939380459734,0.0,0.11366737226050495,0.0,0.07340285933151222,0.164769923381255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252937876130593,0.18916793871204104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10365103393997503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521545814067075,0.0,0.0,0.06939485732346105,0.11137467860450867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861371631312713,0.0,0.1223748091298958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339278192219975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650734866101564,0.09056336092888073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209368953267378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631643489671828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708919671399046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555682095449883,0.08598221351580634,0.0,0.0,0.09739590502097914,0.0,0.09774517974784254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975683217416051 anxiety,and_so_this_happened,2018/03/17,"A nice little break. Just realized I wasn’t currently anxious about anything and for the small amount of time it’s here for I want to share it. It doesn’t happen often, but I need to learn to appreciate when it does. This sub has been great at helping feel I’m not alone in my almost constant anxiety, which is sometimes so hard to explain to people. Try to enjoy the calm times, when they come. 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I'm just beating myself up for being so anxious during. I stuttered and repeated myself and rambled. On the way out I walked into the door. Just so mad at myself for being so awkward and anxious. They seemed super interested still. But I wonder if they can just see right through me and if they know something is wrong with me. :( ",2.12142857142857,4.757185928571432,3.6682142857142885,84.34803571428574,82.57142857142857,5.214285714285714,24.464285714285715,6.6274283507984215,1.1197142857142857,285,11,50,3,8,94,49,70,0.272,0.649,0.079,-0.9329,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,2,7,6,1,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,16,10,10,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,12,2,9,7,0,10,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,4,2,43,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100938554301877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679542268871417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839650724982678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305965010664206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517181686081105,0.2458170223575724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787539608727568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563915908388168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2559483823747276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433014079964247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29282631006340193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29522562922291634,0.0,0.0 anxiety,VodkaEntWithATwist,2018/03/17,New male mental health subreddit takes off. Someone just created /r/malementalhealth. Looks like it might be a good resource to follow.,6.000757575757575,9.831087863636368,4.9700000000000015,72.49166666666669,79.45454545454545,8.387878787878789,30.06060606060606,8.841846274778883,3.7079515151515134,111,5,15,3,3,33,22,22,0.0,0.6970000000000001,0.303,0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,2,7,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140224097745004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979613953158266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829091149206017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31439515024153136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772992740063023,0.3971709535873621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615903143704941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172212913959558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28149633653142825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ccyynntthhiiaa,2018/03/17,Reverse Social Anxiety I find it easy to order something at a restaurant or to call a 1-800 number but as soon has I need to talk to someone I know this wave of anxiety fills me up. I saw someone I knew at the mall yesterday that a knew and I couldn’t even look at them. When they laugh with there friends I couldn’t help but worry about if they were laughing at me. I couldn’t handle the anxiety so I got in my car and went home immediately. The problem was they notice me even sat in the table next to me. Does anyone else have this problem? ,1.9118421052631585,3.627472991228072,3.5542456140350893,89.88505263157896,77.85964912280701,6.314385964912281,23.68070175438596,7.1686216300943375,0.8049396491228071,427,14,93,5,10,142,75,114,0.134,0.703,0.163,0.6808,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,17,16,9,0,7,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,4,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,8,2,18,3,16,5,0,15,0,0,2,0,9,7,0,2,4,64,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4241902262387357,0.0,0.0,0.12923953391399828,0.18938325505778772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873516255896625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16174860728768145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15440425751224696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441609117595526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893401703987854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280152032136958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14782783804161456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388966640714535,0.0,0.18540257328187806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10157938514728763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552131719013075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13705133038742687,0.0,0.0,0.1965719965410608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104336000143642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537204449954042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18841397091534584,0.3132168088112645,0.14229347653206972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856176719164382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713420463855089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18770688747627431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chloeche,2018/03/17,Finished my sertraline I finished my antidepressant medication and have been off them for a week. But I have been having nightmares every single freaking night. Should I talk to my GP? ,4.648125,8.062587562500003,4.861250000000002,74.45875000000002,79.625,6.95,29.875,8.07648339933343,2.8657250000000003,150,7,22,3,4,47,25,32,0.094,0.906,0.0,-0.4215,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,3,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42692082060114506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104519843250033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755083219215371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072702892610015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064481909229461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smoking-hot,2018/03/17,"Searching for the person who had anxiety about everyone he loved. It was about how he feared about every single person in his life. Every terrible thing that could happen. If you read this, I am the same way. I fear the worst for everyone I love.",2.7112765957446814,5.321636297872342,3.6419574468085116,85.69400000000002,79.63829787234042,7.164255319148936,20.038297872340426,8.238735603445708,1.2185948936170212,194,5,36,4,5,62,36,47,0.253,0.613,0.134,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,7,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,5,2,6,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,1,0,28,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149016160108887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685453788149182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557200339522871,0.4034282929008544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750901409884806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866741536261719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910547070579555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810501891031695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.368647018718414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21115613214645546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402447993415628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675605649203732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fuzzytwinkies,2018/03/17,"I think I might have to end my 3 year relationship. I'm scared shitless. I love my boyfriend. I really do. But I've been ignoring red flags in our relationship ever since it started because I was too scared to lose him. He told me a racist joke with the N word when we first started dating (I'm half black). He voted for Donald Trump. I caught him sexting random girls online. Then I, and I'm ashamed to admit this, cheated on him. I don't think I'm the smartest person in the world, but he's not up to my level of intellect. I've tried to look past all these things but I'm starting to realize our values just don't line up. He's been incredibly supportive and loving to me and one of my only support systems through my struggle with depression and anxiety. But in a couple of weeks he's moving to a different state and won't be a frequent physical presence in my life anymore. Ever since I found this out, my mind has been reeling nonstop about how much I'll miss him, how I can't do things without him, etc. But I've come to realize that maybe this will be a good thing. I'll learn to stand on my own two feet and try to find other support systems. And hopefully then I'll be 100% ready to break it off. But honestly, I'm terrified. He's my first long term relationship and imagining life without him is scary as hell. Anyone else been in a situation like this? I think this is what I need to do, but I'm scared of losing him.",3.2204437596302005,4.395915877966104,4.639545454545456,85.68239984591682,73.27118644067797,7.9399075500770415,27.30739599383667,8.438071523408619,1.7666271186440672,1124,41,239,19,22,375,159,295,0.142,0.6940000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.8552,1,0,0,0,0,1,32.0,3,0,0,4,8,22,2,5,9,0,21,5,1,2,3,46,48,21,0,2,11,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,2,14,13,0,1,10,1,0,3,7,12,0,5,8,3,33,10,36,34,5,39,1,4,3,2,25,13,1,3,19,147,47,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762432991456496,0.0,0.10063104893447852,0.07095023598845504,0.10396808338502092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618552161282467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08740748514811311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122747083941247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873960272219815,0.0,0.0,0.10601463194652863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476522760756827,0.0,0.08987236885492765,0.0,0.1131659564294332,0.0,0.1835709848690756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09274181059359918,0.17262078853035154,0.0,0.11125670022450858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08510828499682252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078268017404636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334263010676354,0.04957315336939761,0.0,0.0,0.08979782361651324,0.08520930741086202,0.22703811857545,0.0,0.0,0.18316140933722588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194032920419234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076437147738806,0.1024558502466159,0.0,0.0,0.10784663171794603,0.07459218068608478,0.07523877515675907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06875874913010445,0.07717256472796888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968646685094376,0.0,0.08859975592106295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500432856536993,0.0,0.0,0.3268226604629478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30476774109928506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16787418980118166,0.11405661613410173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21546312481018867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607855428160601,0.0,0.0,0.345441117131085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223662788417254,0.1950537813257987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695900541099747,0.0,0.13778304099747787,0.0,0.09912151944807472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139317387317199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562706335784946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534340170471785 anxiety,fazer0702,2018/03/17,My dad is being more affectionate than usual and I think he may be dying Seriously ... I don’t know if I should ask him about his health or tell him I’m concerned. He’s just not the most talkative usually and has carried on a text convo with me for a good hour in which he has expressed his love at least 5 times and also told me he misses and loves my sister (not his daughter). I can’t help but think something is wrong. ,3.5658333333333303,4.231322704545455,4.879999999999999,86.19833333333334,71.95454545454545,7.684848484848485,24.89393939393939,7.793537801064563,1.1078348484848486,330,9,72,4,6,110,67,88,0.079,0.797,0.124,0.4398,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,10,3,0,0,0,17,19,8,1,2,6,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,13,4,7,14,3,7,0,1,0,2,19,3,0,4,4,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016199698226587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061300886446765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338124214463615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18896011455556155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946963180611855,0.0,0.0,0.15100518129545426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22186239378959768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381188774564544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4066607721188655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343700119646446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19691083839675552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28870972914246384,0.0,0.0,0.1313667084234646,0.0,0.0,0.2152714600034464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4962437819800464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463160565056219,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gen_needs_answers,2018/03/17,How does everyone deal with their work Anxiety? It’s not the job for me but the people I work with. Knowing that I have to go in gives me anxiety I’ve kept it at bay by smoking weed but I hate that I have to do that to cope. It’s the only time that I have to resort to self medicating. ,-1.1657812499999984,0.8046464843750023,1.9112500000000023,95.60875,91.96875,5.7,17.375,7.1686216300943375,0.07775624999999975,221,6,55,4,8,78,40,64,0.138,0.862,0.0,-0.8151,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,8,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,8,0,11,8,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,37,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4058810229973959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273494777588662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215064657352485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534889534527343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544833036872679,0.15076625113203798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619117086078013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632521097784827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457924141414223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672443743664103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017594197179892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839135966973041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767476740729557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468845445774104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862578771190312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,StandardCaterpillar,2018/03/17,"Anxiety acting up, wanted to vent So I've been having health anxiety / physical symptoms for like a month and even got tested and everything, everything was normal. I finally saw my primary care doctor because I figured I should tell them what was going on...and I'm still having symptoms...and he thinks my problems are mostly due to my anxiety being bad. Understandable as a) I cried through the appointment and b) I already suspected my anxiety was getting worse again and I'd already made an appt with a counselor. So while I do still have physical symptoms I think he's right that it's most due to anxiety and/or mild conditions i.e. acid reflux (I think that's what it is lol). It's just really hard to hear that I guess. I always feel like it's my fault my anxiety's getting worse and it's my fault I have anxiety and I'm giving myself the physical symptoms and I feel bad about myself. And there's no quick fix for anxiety, I'm already on medication (he upped it) and I have a therapy appt, but it's just a struggle everyday. And I guess focusing on the physical symptoms was easier than having to face up to the anxiety? I don't know, it just feels bad. Anyway I just wanted to vent and say I really feel all you guys! We can keep doing it and keep at it even though it's hard! 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I just had a weird experience where I did feel all the textbook symptoms of anxiety e.g. short breath, feel of going crazy, being overwhelmed by various things and worrying about each aspect of my life basically. Sounds pretty much anxious. However, this whirl wasn't really triggered by fear, but by sadness. At one point I just felt miserable because I feel this way and because I can't manage to have a normal life. The result was a good 10 minutes of random crying interrupted by worries and feeling sorry for myself. Hence, the question: can an anxiety attack be this intensely sad?",6.553986486486488,8.340708216216218,7.1491779279279255,68.51944256756758,65.93693693693695,9.874324324324323,34.59572072072072,10.125756701596842,4.044269369369369,496,23,74,12,8,163,79,111,0.345,0.589,0.066,-0.9866,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,10,2,3,8,0,11,4,1,2,1,18,17,4,0,1,3,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,9,0,1,5,6,7,1,12,9,4,6,0,5,0,0,1,4,0,2,0,54,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3735048385779019,0.18385867686166327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702982092529328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19841908278508325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877080378796753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591985661548981,0.0,0.18313650881323887,0.32916068786755753,0.0,0.15626339936834602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924933188157926,0.13650512360564973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990715229913525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963835066056268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945827825261438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028211353718599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384926501128854,0.0,0.0,0.16557300994632296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823147698725984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042604008064476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18218282503938849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16915726742583762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812239916066703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129181619346781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305565586856705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whateverthefuckidk,2018/03/18,"Trouble eating food Hi y’all, I’ve been a long time lurker of this subreddit and was curious if anyone was dealing with this too. I always make other people eat food before I do. I just ate some sushi and my mom doesn’t like sushi so she couldn’t taste it, so I really want to purge and get rid of it. I’m having such bad anxiety over it. I took an Ativan but only 10 minutes ago and I don’t want to throw that up. I won’t eat at fast food places or new restaurants anymore. If I leave my drink at my desk at work, I have to throw it out because I think maybe someone could’ve poisoned it. I have real trouble drinking new drinks or water because I feel like I’m gonna have an allergic reaction. I just feel like I’m crazy. Anyone else?",1.0371097046413489,2.8628974367088595,3.006607594936713,92.2677172995781,80.96202531645571,5.732320675105486,20.659915611814352,6.742157984588678,0.285287257383966,577,16,128,6,15,194,98,158,0.134,0.777,0.08900000000000001,-0.7819,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,3,0,12,14,0,1,0,22,25,11,0,5,7,1,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,6,12,0,3,3,0,3,4,4,0,0,5,3,18,3,12,17,1,16,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,5,9,70,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10994398576839784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10320183917770398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488163904502203,0.0,0.12300317274534828,0.1734475437952243,0.12708209102478013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10355880895007548,0.15121352535195076,0.0,0.10553931416757484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09902684867531736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786817464995154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645028118022275,0.0,0.3807370640964836,0.1036100889796068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542530516996306,0.1772122991312629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4499280982659463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06479989238025452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313285168411427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817825177813026,0.0,0.0,0.10976152318207504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827901404406972,0.0,0.12460352997994835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526094967706174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23957544080524715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943294381897632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598590477790002,0.0,0.129583624785069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117184819856626,0.07945598043927422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508914052538207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947260218752861,0.0,0.0,0.07232214993400114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13780048275004322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14631071697327144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09029439268792698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,idaylightx,2018/03/18,"From bad, to great, to bad again -- what happened? A bit of context: I've had excessive burping, stomach problems, and a bit of shaking ever since last October. I thought it was because of going back to eating meat after being vegetarian, but this lasted throughout until March 5. From October to March, I had a rollercoaster of daily anxiety. Even during Christmas break, I had pretty bad anxiety. March 5 came along, about 2 days into my spring break (I'm a student). I'm back at my home, I woke up, and suddenly, everything was gone. No stomach problems, no burping, no shaking, and the clearest mindset I've had for the last 6 months. Practically 0 anxiety. It lasted for 10 days and it was fucking amazing. But a day before I was heading back to school, I started doing a bit of school work, and the next day, I woke up and everything starts to come back. The burping doesn't happen as much, but my stomach, shaking, and anxiety came back immediately. What's interesting is that I don't really have anxiety about school. I do my work and I generally do well. There are probably other factors coming into play, but has anyone had an experience like this? Is there a way I can get back to the clear head (and body)? 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I was wondering what i should know or do to lower my anxiety about this huge transition?,3.467173913043478,5.529261586956526,5.055869565217392,79.29728260869571,74.43478260869566,8.947826086956523,26.71739130434783,9.516144504307137,2.7078,187,7,34,5,4,63,36,46,0.086,0.863,0.051,-0.1531,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,10,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,8,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,3,23,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093648248136807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842706265769248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31341305346910703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273020952070975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913291141973034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5956821259839049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153671775216648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840552206356025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790584907832161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19516661722738807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990227918490172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,s1r1usreddit,2018/03/18,"Fathers with GAD [I just posted](https://reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/85exdt/any_men_leave_marriage_for_not_wanting_kids/) my predicament but thought this would be a good post as well. As a father with GAD, what made you decide you could handle children? How has it been? Did you know deep down you wanted children? I’d appreciate anything. Thanks.",8.087307692307693,12.438783500000005,4.418076923076924,74.9644230769231,79.38461538461539,5.676923076923077,27.653846153846153,7.1686216300943375,2.0543000000000005,290,11,38,4,8,77,43,52,0.0,0.74,0.26,0.9376,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,2,0,12,11,4,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,6,3,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,0,26,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051687127514585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960845848961097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.311041968551292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038032914249399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508966136152519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3551610353264575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3414185185115825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440456274983284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21873031647669186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334285929646893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26343322452726364,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Angrama,2018/03/18,"I don't know if this is related to anxiety, but I feel like it is (feeling physically sick around people) Whenever I look at someone, I start to feel physically sick. I feel like there's a hot poker being thrust into my head when I look at someone that has any flaw at all. I feel nauseous, I get a headache, I feel bloodlust, and my breathing starts getting ragged. My body heats up and feels like I'm going to faint, the side of my neck starts pulsing and pain wells up. This happens even if I'm slightly annoyed, or if I'm happy, or not feeling anything at all. It makes me want to run out of the room, screaming, scratching my neck and hitting myself, and it takes all the self restraint I have to not go crazy around everyone. Is this normal in people with anxiety? Most people I ask think I'm crazy. I'm not crazy, everyone feels like this deep down, but no one will admit it... right?",5.0246169560776295,5.29558091011236,5.570347293156285,83.94753319713999,68.5505617977528,8.270480081716038,30.78855975485189,8.00094639256281,1.9861056179775285,694,26,142,8,11,224,101,178,0.139,0.698,0.163,0.5799,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,6,9,1,0,5,0,8,9,5,1,3,39,40,13,0,5,10,0,11,4,0,1,4,1,1,1,9,10,0,0,12,1,0,3,5,3,1,1,0,14,18,6,20,37,4,23,0,0,2,0,3,16,0,6,8,85,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977355855795773,0.0,0.17948081358038853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965346047541908,0.20885823254753552,0.10966727641427873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030289944062154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748092078117096,0.0,0.0,0.22418591174010075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338306873132871,0.335219837522389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257732393104022,0.0,0.13333783981231842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373520168373483,0.1248766974467936,0.0,0.0,0.12039199608118865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446948642907925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22924332894796176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19701858728513644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07830409504034885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493707131830633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949103231051151,0.0,0.12482413287917404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439800835226981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018051146626374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237797503386352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19878961440589615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490939179769291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820112286521703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516632006746804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919138091994853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547410691412178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thvtsvdgvrmvnbvy,2018/03/18,"Anxiety Am I the only one whose anxiety gets worse at night time? And is there a specific reason why anxiety could be worse at night? I'm always wondering, because I get like 75% of my panic attacks at night. 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How do you manage your anxiety without it? I have ""severe"" anxiety, with panic attacks. I've taken Clonazepam for 11 years. Currently, my dosage is 1mg twice a day. Other meds are a part of my daily regimen, but this is the only benzo. After researching the long-term effects, I'd like to stop. I will, of course, do this under the guidance of my doctor with tapering over several months. So, for those of you who have been able to stop, how do you keep anxiety manageable? 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Hi everyone. I've been having a series of panic attacks over the past hour. I'm scared because they keep coming and going, I have radiating tingling up from my chest and in my extremities (fingers, etc). I'm terrified, because I know there is probably nothing physically wrong, but it feels like there is. No one is home with me right now and I don't want to call one of my parents to come home (college student home for break) because I'm embarrassed. I have a diagnosed history of anxiety and panic disorder, but they're not usually like this. Is there anything I can do to make this stop? I usually have klonopin on hand for panic attacks, but am waiting on a refill. I seem to be getting them more often nowadays and I'm scared. I just want this to stop so I can go about my day without being terrified I'm having a heart attack or some shit. how can I calm myself down quickly? I don't know what to do and now I'm feeling very depersonalization-y and am scared and feeling really off. EDIT: Hi everyone, I just wanted to thank you for all of the nice comments. I ended up calling my dad and he suggested we go do something so I could leave the house (focusing my energy on doing something/going somewhere/walking/etc helps when I have these episodes). It took about an hour for me to calm down but I finally did. I got some good food (shout out to Panera), had some sorbet, took a hot bubble bath (+ listened to one of my fav podcasts), and am in bed now. I'm still a little shaky and absolutely exhausted from the 2-hour panic cycle, but I'm feeling a lot better. Really appreciate all of you who reached out to help :) ",2.76483870967742,4.955932289156627,4.54520792848815,81.55082199766811,77.01204819277109,7.4164010882238625,27.275942479595805,8.360895534625662,2.1271640886125147,1328,55,249,26,31,449,173,332,0.213,0.619,0.16899999999999998,-0.9542,1,0,2,0,0,0,50.0,1,2,2,1,17,26,5,11,12,0,28,9,5,2,2,54,61,22,0,4,10,2,8,2,0,0,3,2,5,0,8,18,1,4,8,1,0,7,5,18,0,3,6,10,32,8,42,52,8,40,0,0,0,0,19,16,1,8,18,168,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056867611388595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061173027681358634,0.0,0.0,0.3382763351907103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594545925266688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574504696457245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518128030662273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806950870501807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059352055931843686,0.0,0.0,0.04794122356396428,0.0,0.0,0.07545050329766975,0.0,0.0,0.08519665702435843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658405290227894,0.0,0.1658108389400774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206440291094105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18793513646293844,0.05310637685914235,0.0,0.08143256405235377,0.0,0.0,0.08988861105451082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03883802108598193,0.0,0.16898975008145808,0.06235035951326085,0.05945410002046176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808971818891516,0.14947959834192834,0.0,0.2236982549832476,0.0,0.2196209509259147,0.08577493219228025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06607415263268328,0.0,0.0,0.08170735640284124,0.0,0.0,0.07871216322916677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263461917728355,0.07450521594597757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319867003911439,0.0,0.0,0.049620533337906975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132836874463812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511180513661219,0.0,0.0,0.4360923390888928,0.08254245561776803,0.0,0.07096309020821831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08014787283564287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14286658188871731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06348340283428126,0.0,0.0,0.2976972723833607,0.0,0.0,0.06767362462865112,0.0,0.0,0.07630587547610995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057228264297658024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936563451595747,0.12429814272792568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06843953397295863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518231305999734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637434348801598,0.12267164166581355,0.13153768861762571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165822769981063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127585397128019,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Gentman05498,2018/03/18,"Anxiety Attack? So last night was the most difficult night of my life. It started when I was studying for my exams and taken 40 mg of vyvanse and half a caffeine pill. I’ve taken amphetamines/vyvanse before and things have gone smoothly. It is about 5 pm and everything is cool, and once it’s about 11:30, I don’t feel the vyvanse much and decide to take another 10 mg of adderall and another half a caffeine pill. Fyi, I am not prescribed anything. Everything seems fine until the end of the night, it’s about 6 am and I’ve smoked about 2.5 cigarettes so far. I knew I’d have trouble falling asleep, thus I decided to take 5 mg of melatonin. I’ve taken melatonin as well countless times in the past and never really had issues. Along with the melatonin I took three pulls off a oil (THC Oil) pen. I usually take this combo of the melatonin and THC after a day of amphetamine use in order to sleep and relax. However, by 7 am I couldn’t sleep at all. I don’t know what caused any of this and that is what I’m trying to figure out cause now I’m just extremely worried. I started feeling really weak all around my body, assuming it was due to the melatonin and being high, my chest felt heavy, shortage of breath, weakness in the arms, legs, and hands. I started having some type of tongue spasm or just an odd feeling around my jaw area as my tongue would feel weak or droopy or if I slept on my side, my teeth would close really tightly. My feet started to sweat and my hands/feet and whole body got really cold. My mind was literally racing, as I was having a different thought every second, it’s unexplainable. I just felt this entire feeling of dread and weakness. I was really sleepy but my mind kept racing and I would forget my previous thought quite instantly, and random things would pop into my head. Everyone I closed my eyes, I would somehow forget how to breathe and shoot back awake. I wasn’t able to sleep until 11:30 am. Mind you, I had only eaten half a sandwich for the entire day before I taken the initial vyvanse. Other than that I only drank water, Gatorade, and some Snapple throughout the night. Can someone please diagnose what I felt last night. I don’t want this to happen again and was the scariest thing I experienced. I literally felt like dying. It is the evening now as I’m writing this, I still feel extremely weak or limp and still having this some sort of disassociation type of state where it’s difficult concentrating on anything and my heart feeling like it’s racing slightly. 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I'm awaiting therapy for my anxiety and currently taking a low dose of medication which I feel isn't really doing much for me, I'm a 20yo male. I go to uni and work on weekends. I feel my main source of anxiety is from work, it's filled with people and I can't stand the environment, the management are awful and won't give you the time of say when you want something like time off. I work in this retail store for just under a year now, the few friends I've made there makes it bareable but there's a few people whom I've had little interaction with and my brain creates some stupid illusion that these specific people have it in for me so I tend to keep my head down, just generally trying to engage in as little conversation as possible, just makes me feel like they don't like me for kinda ignoring them, even though I will talk if they start the conversation. Most of its all in my head and I feel like every shift is like a war in my mind, when I get home I'm more mentally shattered than physically, thanks to my shitty social anxiety. There was one guy whom was really nice when I first started and until recently he uncovered his true colours and talks shit to me alot, I've found out alot of people hate him. I don't want to say I'm being bullied by this guy but it feels like that, he's now 70% of the reason I feel horrifically low when I get home, I constantly get insulted for no reason, but I never retaliate because I don't want the drama or a fight, I just want to get through my shift with ease, it's horrible and I hate the sight of him, he'll say one thing to me and it'll repeat in my mind Constantly and it makes me sick, I keep thinking of what I'm going to say next time he insults me but I never say anything bad, I feel like a bitch but another part of me feels relatively good for not sinking to his level, I just want to be treated the way I treat my friends, I know banter and I enjoy a good back and forth with my actual friends but I know this isn't jokes, how do I deal with this shitty situation? The constant thought of knowing that I have to go back to it next weekend makes me want to end myself, sometimes this guy gets physical but nothing major maybe a push. I have the option to leave and take my student loan, which would help me focus more on my uni work which I'm really struggling to do because I'm always repeating in my mind what's happened during my shift at work, uni is fine for me I like everyone there, I guess my really question is, how do I deal with insults, like just take what someone says to me and I can just absorb it and instantly evaporate it, I shouldn't overthink something so meaningless, I have my therapy soon so hopefully that will help. Thank you for taking the time to read this, any advice is greatly appreciated, if some parts are confusing I'll elaborate if needed. 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My girlfriend has anxiety and I'm curious of how to ask about certain situations that she isn't very keen about (going out to dinner or me going to see her at work). What is the best way for me to ask about this and approach the situation. I care about her deeply and in no way are either of these situations deal breakers I'm just curious if it's something that can be worked through or if it is something that is permanent. ,5.252124542124541,6.090859065934068,6.14478021978022,78.02105311355312,68.23076923076923,9.583150183150185,33.84798534798535,9.725611199111238,3.23361391941392,369,17,71,8,6,122,60,91,0.08199999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.142,0.7851,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,14,16,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,17,15,2,8,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,5,0,54,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270454045867865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305084038107129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550709213082095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802267393360308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822400283125829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009226363818043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980205958827044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086119598785976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960838565450441,0.0,0.0,0.1497749381119979,0.2721692583768551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458520983722292,0.0,0.28062039359749097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25737839341122604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mibellabambina,2018/03/18,"Seeing my family for the first time in 5 years. Yesterday, as most of you know, was St Patrick’s Day. My family celebrates every year but I never go due to unrelated issues. But this year, my uncle told me and my girlfriend to come I was so anxious all day. He told me he would pick us up at 12 and when he wasn’t at my house at noon, I started calling. I think that was when my anxiety was at its highest. I got to see my aunt and my cousins and all my extended family. They were so happy to see me. My fears flew right out the window and it was probably one of the best days I’ve had in a long time. They also really liked by gf and that was great considering I hadn’t come out to anyone and it was her first time meeting them as well. I really just wanted to get this off my chest in a positive environment! Hope everyone had a good week! ❤️❤️ ",1.2342032967032956,2.7914255384615387,3.82317307692308,87.91245192307693,79.32967032967035,7.846703296703295,21.26510989010989,8.660442795831766,1.1914054945054944,656,18,151,15,16,231,107,182,0.046,0.754,0.2,0.9884,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,3,3,7,8,0,1,6,0,13,1,1,1,3,24,29,16,0,3,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,1,1,3,16,3,27,7,23,12,4,36,0,0,3,0,17,12,0,2,21,100,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319282189861484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871484552451844,0.14577787763482475,0.0,0.09022740155357284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541896838432504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317637319151785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222312164332478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496593594920496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087213234955971,0.12330274866001345,0.0,0.0,0.3649407997119439,0.1452052849936071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21952182379994872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06741780001594364,0.0,0.07333610761548402,0.108232189773037,0.10320465649971368,0.14226647723564995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13736492109838774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816531512578264,0.0,0.1488942295004697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468368686408608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091672103482137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304216967037726,0.0,0.0,0.11419587513989993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952319850022637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744048813442716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13912637954890386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16533198443885067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019900697664384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084832654150953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133480488775184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826832854842529,0.0,0.0,0.2257318675328221,0.0,0.0,0.2466054973200269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552186007576986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761108259193578,0.0,0.10350768366675278,0.0,0.11602198544972225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166594103797326,0.0,0.0,0.24929157439789265 anxiety,Ribisel,2018/03/18,"Had some sort of Breakdown 2 weeks ago and It feels like my body stopped working normally I really hope I'm doing this right here but I really feel like writing because I just cant wake up my boyfriend he's taking care of me too much and I feel so damn bad you know? I cant talk to him now he has to wake up in 6 Hours and I want him to be happy. Sorry, I hope I am on the right board here because I cant find a rule saying no to this so I guess this is ok I really need help knowing what this is.. I've been in the hospital getting checked up so I know my body is not messed up and now with some help from my dad I'm seeing a psychologist next week. I had some sort of breakdown before work two weeks ago. I was shaking, crying, confused, sitting on the street just walking anywhere, not really able to talk. I really would like to work again but everything just drags me down. There is no power inside. I am nervous a lot, panicing at every little sound that is a little too loud for me, I hyperventilate when I'm in a stressed situation. I feel tired, sad, not able to get out of bed. the last few days had been better but I fear this feeling might come back and right now its nighttime and I just cant sleep and my hands feel dislocated from my arms.. I just wish I could put a name to it. People tell me its burnout syndrome and yes ive been working a lot the last few months and I hate my job (gastronomy field, 10+ hours a day) and there are also a lot private things I dont want to elaborate that got over my head, which is always the cause but normally I just suck it up and continue with my daily life. So many things to worry and be afraid about combined with my body not working. I feel so helpless. I wish I could put a finger on it you know? Instead I feel like there is a gear in my head that just sprung out and I really want to work out again and draw again and go out but my body just doesnt cooperate.. I'm afraid calling it anxiety. I don't want people to think I take it as an excuse to stay in bed all day. this is just so scary. 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I'm posting on an alt account to preserve my anonymity, but I'm a relatively prolific user here on /r/anxiety. As a lonely person who spends a lot of time alone, I often depend on podcasts or YouTube to 'keep me company'. But with anxiety being as fickle as it is, it's hard to find something that sinks into the background without being too boring or stimulating. Recently I've been wanting to put free time to better use and get over my fear of talking to people, so as a person who tends to ramble on a lot, I thought it might be a fun idea to post my rambles online for other people to (hopefully!) enjoy. The general idea was to record myself softly talking the listener through something I'm doing or find interesting, but in a way that doesn't matter too much if you zone out a bit. Like Bob Ross, but with less paint and hair. I'm really open to ideas though and if any of you folks have any ideas for specific things you would like me to talk about I'd consider doing (free!) commissions. I look forward to hearing what you think :)",7.790428514217062,6.362562436123348,8.364789747697237,71.84680016019227,63.405286343612325,11.07392871445735,35.61433720464557,10.018931242160765,3.4618317180616742,911,34,168,16,11,306,140,227,0.066,0.748,0.18600000000000005,0.9857,0,4,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,6,0,1,8,14,0,1,13,0,14,2,1,3,1,42,30,19,0,6,10,0,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,2,10,8,0,1,8,0,4,2,2,3,0,0,3,6,15,13,38,20,6,19,0,1,1,1,16,11,0,11,7,114,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315274391459128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22802960152484664,0.0,0.1710129652895649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988546481905526,0.12202780008893538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12577635223217476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431805406102052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839708218538306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012717297390072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597694794327916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101638497467796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047150660789127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09934949345328613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921385042274452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386165617558154,0.0,0.0,0.19005180104880004,0.10088001974332517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11857410478471267,0.11285945257898965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216644202006095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23246917997797276,0.19519275722790727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21409638484332613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123633198155756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07160501737571345,0.0,0.11036292563321017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209752505765008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695181087178349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07425739984422358,0.07161999674625283,0.109816974693662,0.08873573716804614,0.1303521465355518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653648551097314,0.0,0.0,0.06592695334702417,0.08872066505020591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774574232246664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588014883644695,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,adrianrazvan,2018/03/18,"Anxiety at work I just got out of college and found a well paying job in Engineering. Basically I make diagnosis, repair, program and deal with all sorts of expensive industrial equipment. All milk and honey, for a normal person, that would be. But I'm struggling with constant anxiety because of the job, even though my collegues and boss say that I'm doing quite well. My question is, does it ever end? Do I just have to power through it? Face it until it is no more? Do I need medicine? I want to mention that I have always been like this, about school, about relationships, about driving, about talking to strangers etc. How do you guys do it?",3.8831404958677673,6.24369252066116,4.595867768595042,81.70471074380167,74.20661157024793,7.044628099173554,29.181818181818183,8.00094639256281,2.115439669421487,509,22,92,8,11,163,84,121,0.078,0.856,0.066,-0.3313,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,12,4,0,1,3,0,12,2,1,3,3,23,19,8,0,4,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,2,9,7,1,0,2,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,3,2,9,3,18,14,4,8,0,0,0,0,10,3,0,2,5,69,18,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472817716141148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708156366891738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790018900488092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19127878519581268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18248367902707466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489767098575552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567732875697566,0.0,0.19740660290212575,0.11690968228878712,0.16011053879529008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194076097921867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156652229332342,0.0,0.0,0.17526210282547128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512989456512998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647536865825141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815175633925687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124645855376396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17342664949707615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455334259681594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19828534485205893,0.1882658794688314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003639489306484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076093764590145,0.0,0.17913781903908438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850433443255393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422693655382479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739058431656684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440173243836064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3182962774500261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886125119339495,0.0,0.0,0.12573878859358167,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,99centnovenas,2018/03/18,Has anyone had any success using CBD to relieve anxiety? Most of the studies I’ve read have been about CBD’s affects on social anxiety. I have panic disorder and agoraphobia and I’m wondering if it might help me. I figured it’s worth a shot but I want to know if anyone here has tried it?,0.6185169491525428,3.1088144745762705,3.286249999999999,84.63751059322036,90.69491525423729,6.339830508474578,24.32415254237288,7.6454224807358475,1.757591525423729,230,10,44,5,8,80,44,59,0.116,0.725,0.159,0.3632,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,12,5,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,5,9,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,5,0,28,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811250334634001,0.0,0.4075093170397788,0.0,0.0,0.37247190723950335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052566361617175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852672064200753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637729716358966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28255198298915113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125007133744939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26641898907847505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2715071347444944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083206965632947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300382150171256,0.0,0.0,0.15709830940285158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888418642718296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RR0203,2018/03/18,"Weaning off Paroxetine (Paxil). I’m scared of the side effects. HELP! i, I am a 23 y/o female who has always suffered generalized anxiety, and been on Paxil for about 2 years. I feel as if it has been ineffective and would like to try coping with my anxiety medication-free, so I consulted my doctor about weaning off. She reduced my 20mg dose to 10mg, which I will take for a month, and then decrease to 5mg. I am a consultant and travel weekly for work… There is no good time for me to wean off Paxil so I am just hoping it won’t interfere with my ability to work. I am psyching myself out and getting real nervous reading about all these withdrawal scenarios. Realistically, what should I prepare for?",4.378260869565217,5.659809434782613,6.294898550724636,74.5106086956522,70.59420289855072,9.288115942028986,31.19130434782609,9.642632912329526,3.093881739130435,554,24,102,13,10,193,93,138,0.114,0.774,0.112,0.3157,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,7,7,0,2,4,0,13,2,0,1,1,19,18,10,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,16,3,22,12,1,12,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,74,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20820200964000254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828332534480403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561094502894013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651809698435398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13072894752189276,0.0,0.0,0.2098715807052852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771632557328156,0.0,0.0,0.2485236354678277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224422168264155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997221854818712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502864207134053,0.28480366952495995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2505125776919527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881333282966071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590454082719204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169882077929319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007103545797037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643243989960103,0.0,0.0,0.17774819102172082,0.0,0.0,0.16113264419488132 anxiety,MangoEmperor,2018/03/18,"Past situation ruining my mind and sanity Hello. Long story short, me and a friend had a ""pregnancy scare"" back in November last year. Emphasis on scare mainly because it was a one sided fear...she laughed after the incident happened and laughed all the way to CVS when I got her the plan b. All while I've felt like utter garbage and afraid... Over the past 4 months (Today marks 121 days since the incident), she has had 4 negative pregnancy tests (The last test, #4 being in the first week of February), and has had 3 full 5 day periods and ZERO symptoms...but I cant get over it and it's killing me inside. She has told me dozens of times to stop worrying because nothing happened and that we never even had sex (she said at most I grazed against her entrance a couple of times in the 2 minutes)... Even now I'm worried and panicking and Googling all sorts of things that only make me even more worked up. I'm scared as hell that she is gonna miss her next period (#4 in this situation) and even if she does I really shouldnt be worried because she said she has had actual PIV sex with two other guys in the past 2 months, so i 100% shouldnt at all be worried about a child with her (her exact words). She said at this point she isnt taking anymore tests or anything and that I should go om about my life as if nothing happened...but I can't. This is the worst feeling ever...I can see my own irrationality and it's scaring the hell out of me because the situation is over, nothing came from it and I should be happy and living my life...but I'm sitting here Googling symptoms and getting myself worked up about her next period and google horror stories of people not knowing they were pregnant til 5-6 months in... **I need help knowing this situation is over and truly how I can move on and stop myself...**",3.9798269230769208,5.14075206388889,4.9205555555555565,84.44615384615385,71.41666666666667,7.982905982905983,28.01282051282051,8.384062270229773,1.8530769230769235,1413,51,287,22,26,461,186,360,0.159,0.7809999999999999,0.06,-0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,60.0,1,0,1,4,13,16,3,5,17,0,28,4,0,2,6,51,52,29,1,7,4,0,2,1,1,5,2,3,0,2,15,24,0,2,4,0,0,3,8,11,0,5,14,6,38,5,37,29,10,58,2,2,1,2,26,22,2,5,32,186,53,5,0.0,0.0,0.07950659395693646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08080003349501637,0.0,0.0,0.06704592614429877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264825842586914,0.0,0.19866248391221586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318422610107216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901491169469492,0.0,0.10508761315786086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129819779290507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525048372091188,0.07369764045583987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09168058138656156,0.04119555875130435,0.0,0.07822754401275762,0.0,0.0,0.06930150109172578,0.0,0.0,0.06294639077103181,0.0,0.08513330766902563,0.0,0.0463033902871444,0.0,0.06516197334078233,0.0,0.0,0.0806717879831779,0.14409387573215685,0.08673028553315952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054610114350371865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901385952665203,0.0,0.08955164703250673,0.13282390515978112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509458995534674,0.03980394217403939,0.0,0.07194278377420589,0.07210167470994018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05438433799195172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226522747543938,0.0,0.1950946280904339,0.0865936661438209,0.0,0.06041172796229526,0.06283755236837722,0.0,0.17329644223772164,0.0,0.0,0.2345286831848423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05520869842472995,0.061964432259631975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333276422014305,0.056483616081491335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701899612225475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219414863520679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325004832351489,0.0,0.3262776111318135,0.0,0.06492400310481371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739589968756053,0.3663194809770529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623134922500416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08468238650971686,0.06125809479951117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05412751657327237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501595782731358,0.0,0.07722755616604791,0.07785162698595167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958798180366854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467004336228896,0.06535330044606845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862767099026028,0.3309620531463636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05246640179471039 anxiety,leggett87,2018/03/18,"Panic attacks when eating. It's driving me mad! Hi, I've battled anxiety since '10, I have PTSD and it used to leave me with crippling panic attacks but I have it pretty much under control. There's a couple of times it flares up bad though and the one that drives me insane is eating. If I ever eat more than a small snack it sends me into a complete state of panic. I can't remember the last time I ate a good solid meal. In restaurants it's at it's peak, a few fork fulls and my adrenaline kicks in and I can't eat any more and if I try to force myself I feel physically sick. I can't find anything that would cause it and I don't know how to help it. Has anyone experienced anything similar and could throw me some tips? I can't afford to drop anymore weight in 6ft 3 and 10stone as it is.",1.5104930966469432,3.1789490828402407,3.536544378698228,89.77448126232744,78.88165680473371,6.163471400394478,21.917554240631162,7.03164865440522,0.560206785009862,621,18,136,7,15,211,106,169,0.185,0.722,0.092,-0.9189,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,4,3,7,0,12,9,0,4,1,25,16,15,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,10,8,1,4,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,1,3,18,1,16,13,6,20,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,3,5,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08667445595965248,0.0,0.0975034971078407,0.0,0.12640211129089388,0.08912020415654383,0.0,0.2097708689344891,0.0,0.0,0.28999921804816,0.0,0.0,0.10642044267557234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093242938818905,0.0,0.0,0.13363519923076306,0.0,0.14295275055682374,0.10176325104197237,0.14102764838342435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5216772616440436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529125605312927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06444558717038283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116492482072843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10690405223689944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543107537387222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004648862666579,0.10389365768724168,0.0,0.13495750907002466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09369483101236456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08636748947558959,0.0,0.0,0.4486264896819597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966858119888028,0.0,0.0,0.14898925249815362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438281077843554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543292674974424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522488053820865,0.0,0.1486412462494801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653426286702376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100810680626755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15520708065719552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054109105264817,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hohhrp,2018/03/18,most of the time im either emotionally numb or anxious and suffering in the inside its painful,7.98,8.034812555555561,8.474444444444442,66.36500000000001,62.33333333333333,11.644444444444444,40.22222222222222,11.20814326018867,4.805155555555556,78,4,13,2,1,26,17,18,0.444,0.556,0.0,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4963391760870086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4942083526424741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745721805352716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4674981822456115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561878637225581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MadCup,2018/03/18,"Think I've realised that coffee is causing me some anxiety... So I love coffee. I love the short-term high it gives me. I drink it strong and black, and I've just realised that the days I drink it, I seem to get the following side-affects... - Panic Attacks - Fast heartbeat - Dissociation Does anyone else suffer this?",3.124971751412432,5.706308983050849,3.8450000000000015,85.01009887005651,77.81355932203391,5.967231638418079,25.08757062146893,7.1686216300943375,1.2374384180790954,246,9,45,3,6,78,41,59,0.147,0.667,0.18600000000000005,0.5553,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,1,3,0,1,4,0,1,0,7,8,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,8,1,4,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,2,23,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846002582368414,0.0,0.0,0.16311613846627734,0.23902488905412625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653918550453773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396447863191045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044753571204034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20414657515417775,0.0,0.0,0.4570549290796906,0.0,0.0,0.19487710521232754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218801718008358,0.22378526895561546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24647515039241305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210920709550696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737060628888053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21237109320954314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947763109290246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,oldfriend666,2018/03/18,"just tired of being miserable. a rant. Hi everyone, I have GAD and I'm so tired of constantly navigating my way around life, anxiety, stressors, how to manage my emotions etc. I have buspirone and I find that it helps, but it also makes me sleepy so it's hard to take since I work FT and am in university PT at nights. I have a BF who I make time to see several times a week but I'm always stressing about our relationship despite it being quite good. Like, is he losing interest in me? Does he see a future with me? Does he wish I was more X or less Y? I know it is all in my head, but it is exhausting. I am in therapy and that helps. I eat a very healthy diet and exercise a lot to try and manage my anxiety better, but then I find myself getting obsessive about it and down on myself if a run doesn't go as well as I thought it should, and then I'm stressed about that! Or if I eat poorly for a bit and my IBS flares up, I stress about that! On my days off I say, ""I need to mow the lawn, clean the house, bathe the dog, run 8 miles, go grocery shopping, see my mother, call this friend, and then cook dinner for my BF and I"" well maybe half of those things will happen because time is scarce, but I am always stressed out. I think I have too much on my plate. The joy is stripped from my life and I rarely laugh authentically. I enjoy things, and I'm very productive and to friends/family/colleagues I look like I'm doing very well but really I have not experienced ""joy"" in what feels like years. I never used to be like this but for the last year or so I am like this. I have not been able to live in the moment, enjoy the moment, etc because I am so in my head all of the time. I try not to be. My therapist tells me ""imagine being lighthearted, having fun and playing around"" instead of being so serious when with my loved ones but that just makes me feel bad, like I'm not doing a good job. When I'm with people I get my feelings hurt so easily. I recently had a minor corrective and cosmetic surgery and so far only one person has told me it looks good and that was a colleague. Everyone else just kind of looks at it with a funny face and tells me ""nice"" or ""ok, well it will heal more with time"" and it makes me feel like I'm not doing a good job or stupid and embarrassed. I get so embarrassed of what I think people think of me that I sometimes wish I was back in a time of my life where I stayed in the house all day and saw no one, only leaving to go in the back yard and garden. If I try to talk my loved ones about these things I feel like a burden, because I do have a good life. a house a job getting an education, my health. Is anyone so sensitive? My feelings get hurt several times a day and it makes me feel worthless. How can I feel joy when I perceive nearly every interaction as a criticism of my existence. 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Is this normal? I've been struggling recently with anxiety, I'm not taking anything for it. Trying to avoid going down that route, but sometimes it seems harder and harder to avoid.. I have good days and bad days. On the good days I think 'this is brilliant, I don't have anxiety at all, must all be in my mind!'. And then a shit day comes along.. Like today. Woke up feeling ok. Bit restless, couldn't really concentrate on doing anything. Very fidgety, twitchy legs. Palpitations. Tried to keep busy and distract myself but didn't really feel like doing anything. Bit shaky and spaced out (sometimes I feel like everything around me is moving ever so slightly.. Not sure if that's normal..). Then eventually ended with me having a complete meltdown (crying, shaking, feeling sick, palpitations, feeling like I can't breathe properly). Is that normal for anxiety, is that an anxiety attack? Seems to be happening more and more often, it's manageable. Hence me not having gone to doctors about it. But they seem to be happenings more and more regularly now. Just looking for advice, other peoples experiences.. Not really sure if this is normal or or not.. 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Irrational Anxiety (as I call it) is a pain for me and messes with me. My mind just goes blank and makes it feel like it’s no big deal or feels better. I don’t like to be seen at my worst which I have been for the past 1 year 1/2. I don’t like being vulnerable. I’m not sure how to get over with it because the thoughts are wanting me to be irrational, unthinkable, bizarre things that are out of the loop, I don’t know if anyone else goes through this. It just crazy. I’m not the kind of person that just puts their self out there, because often it’s goes unnoticed or buried in my experience at least, then again I don’t post that often. I’m a long term lurker of Reddit, I rarely post on here, this is my 3rd overall post on here, I deleted my first post ever on here just because it no longer served no purpose on here. This Anxiety has been giving me suicidal thoughts. I’m stuck in a hole that’s hard to get out of. I did this to myself without realizing it, then again I’m young. I wish my mind was in the right place, but it’s not. They say to reach out to someone - yet they just lurk or just ghost me. It’s a never ending vicious cycle that makes no sense. I want someone to understand, but mostly likely will not happen. This Irrational Anxiety is telling it’s okay to commit suicide and it’s giving me reasons that makes logically sense. I wish people would take me seriously and actually stay true to their word and not ghost me. Will they happen, most likely not. I’ve learned it takes a death to put an end to a misery that nobody will understand. I tell people my issues and they either get scared off or ghost me. Maybe death is the way to go when it comes to this. I don’t have intentions, but these are thoughts I get. DP/DR is not known that well due to the unusual & rare nature of it as in not a lot of people have it. Death could very well be a solution, but then I don’t know. I don’t like the unknown (as in how long it will last) for this or if life will ever be same or will I just die unexpectedly from this. DP/DR (unusual Anxiety symptoms) plays major role in this process because it’s literally a 24/7 thing for me. It messes with my mind literally most of the time. I often wonder I will die from this or get a illness that’ll kill me. Severe/Irrational Anxiety & DP/DR sucks. Thank you for anyone that reads this. Feel free to PM me if you could help in some way. 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I’m new to this group and I’m not sure if this is a good place to post this but I need some advice, I’m currently a college student. How do I cope with test anxiety? I have an exam in two days and even called off of work to study for it and I’m not sure why, when I even think about the exams that are coming up I feel my chest start to get tight and heart feels like it’s sinking. Does anyone have any advice on what I can do? I have a pretty strong fear of failure working in the mix too. 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I'm currently suffering from anxiety and depression at it's worst, I've been continuously feeling anxious and depressed and then suddenly having spells of happiness before feeling ill again. This week I have a GP appointment, will they be able to prescribe something to me at age 15, as counselling didn't work the last two times. 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I started with going to the happy pill doctor and we had a plan but he's flaked as far as I can tell. The plan was initially to see if an antidepressent may help, and if so wich one we started with Lamictal, (200 mg a day) and were Lorazipam in the morning+ Diazapam needed The Psychiachtrist was supposed to see me 2 weeks ago I called the office up and the secritary told me he's not even in the countery and won't be back till may. In ht meen time am beyond tired of deeling with my brains giberish and flaky BS like that. As a concrete example Wensday I had a fantastic time at zumba, then thursday had fantastic time at the gim and was having fun planning a St.Patrick's day party. About thursday afternoon while unwinding for the day started to feel anxiety try to sneek up on me. Fortunatly I had several 6-9 caps at 500mg each of valarian and eventually got settled down feeling just fine. Any sugestions to help manage that type of anxiety? does Valarian actually help much? oO I have no desire to 'self medicate' and really want to find a doctor that's not a complete flake.",4.411906133026204,6.010415854304638,5.550737114886264,78.6533040598906,70.9205298013245,9.093233515692488,32.004606968039155,9.54385415503706,3.1794153181687315,1236,57,226,29,23,410,184,302,0.05,0.7659999999999999,0.183,0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,0,4,8,12,1,1,23,2,20,8,2,0,2,46,37,29,0,5,8,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,0,1,7,24,0,1,5,1,1,3,4,2,0,1,11,5,16,10,39,19,4,48,0,0,2,0,11,15,0,8,31,143,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.10546944774520584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874163581962025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349738042294822,0.0,0.2480402630795423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310602793466662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413036654925281,0.11036067423943692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331870465194492,0.11679493050828775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20910591134034687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33187010195582184,0.094580602339966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145170969714384,0.0,0.12053657934008907,0.07138511573401503,0.09776358226604724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639438673504962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878218647610357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05646678154417072,0.0,0.06142374813541845,0.09065148098152112,0.08644059568144219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505203358253405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173290911552285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05280190724120165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21915014820430515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887815421843852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945045125850267,0.08013915913651096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323708190470002,0.0,0.0,0.1268073406206935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923813180914389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17224983267630795,0.09839100117249552,0.1127498979491958,0.12209843050992182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294964745403946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12372452028748362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446575095470848,0.0,0.0,0.1254879710518512,0.0718028404523856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18906508442160924,0.12422083408947066,0.0,0.10327405181916653,0.0,0.07337850081825363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637477547371527,0.0,0.17338880118815608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391985783081935 anxiety,mrdan1969,2018/03/18,"Is there a name for when the anxiety of something bad possibly happening creates what you fear? I hate my stupid brain! My anxiety comes from my fear and perception that I am always being judged or critiqued. For example: when I am driving alone consider myself a pretty good driver-maybe, not the best as the handful of speeding tickets and fender benders over `30 yrs will attest. However, if someone is riding with me it's like a can FEEL then judging my driving and it makes me a nervous wreck. And if anybody says anything about it, it just gets worse. I know full well that if I didn't agonize over my imaginary perceptions, it would not be a problem. Also, job interviews fill me with absolute TERROR! All because of my dumbass brain. How do I tell my brain to go fuck itself? LOL",5.01318181818182,6.5288413,5.854848484848485,77.37409090909091,69.33333333333334,9.187878787878788,33.63636363636364,9.573946990214177,3.4288000000000007,625,30,109,14,11,205,107,150,0.257,0.625,0.119,-0.977,2,1,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,8,13,3,4,8,1,11,5,4,2,1,24,20,14,0,5,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,4,1,0,6,3,9,1,0,1,3,18,4,13,15,3,13,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,4,5,80,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636716497431384,0.0,0.12637671079967866,0.13149380357628992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24178537334202846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300454070009161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194863377607025,0.09633375606063553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16584296746057287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292419717769865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13612904261257208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556558677356671,0.07990482811607906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460963930352485,0.08256426812066706,0.0,0.08981221651639452,0.13254825185032207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974560270520786,0.0,0.0,0.15602212633822032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15682061007881976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684927672473514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720558366399788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10548639977643363,0.0,0.15876259790179642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17815532992705202,0.0,0.16077354785145054,0.0,0.15121357924178486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567197476765501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389849359614053,0.12165938493858185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381253787936118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14208814752628532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104629630330305,0.11226013503262708,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,larkin_prodigy,2018/03/18,"Any Recent studies about anxiety? Is there any good journal of well-detailed studies about anxiety which I can read? I searched on google but the results are rather vague or clickbait. Thanks!",4.960454545454546,8.40851830303031,3.360833333333337,85.66125000000002,78.0909090909091,5.724242424242425,35.52272727272727,7.1686216300943375,2.836218181818182,156,9,24,2,4,44,28,33,0.12,0.6990000000000001,0.18,0.6312,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,4,4,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,4,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,15,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4657966576733382,0.0,0.5239929407279581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872562029513277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3425729516249877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381579510767975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3153098204132924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30793089439519183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aqyntic,2018/03/18,"Feeling rejected everyday Have you felt before you felt rejected and that everyone was just faking to be your friend and what not. Like school mates/coworkers make you feel sort of... rejected? And then when you look back at and then remember something that includes them and realize: ""I think I'm being rejected by people, whom I'm trying to interact with, and I've been with for the past two years.""",8.18756756756757,8.026266270270277,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,61.972972972972975,12.80540540540541,36.06756756756757,12.161744961471696,4.6369837837837835,320,13,56,10,4,102,54,74,0.214,0.731,0.055,-0.9247,0,4,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,5,1,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,19,14,9,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,7,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,4,5,7,2,8,8,0,8,0,4,1,0,9,1,0,1,8,38,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19557863138537648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21643221043583416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24304130776522914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572129282498629,0.0,0.4884297306606949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965093566362248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426204222984015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358904641318024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697798895056529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428048391274945,0.17633352636589048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881277615725902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574147017790381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19581023692129693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629765277157644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268623130956215,0.0,0.24846195164873475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379237531186586 anxiety,OddK1dNorth,2018/03/18,"Sugar detox After a very rough week (breakup, fight with parents, non-stop work), I'm accepting that I have a serious sugar addiction as a coping mechanism for my anxiety. I know moderation doesn't work for me so after doing some research, I'm going off it cold turkey. Has anyone here done this before? If so, any tips?",4.127704918032791,6.0645411147541,5.804065573770496,75.17986885245901,72.27868852459017,8.814426229508197,26.95409836065573,9.3871,2.6766432786885246,252,9,43,6,5,86,50,61,0.105,0.8490000000000001,0.046,-0.3313,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,3,0,5,4,0,0,0,5,9,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,1,7,8,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,3,27,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33646708012535514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20988823097850734,0.0,0.236111508236166,0.0,0.0,0.21581078055532107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26263296984669904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31584956027265426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17540926985456254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16962245013629926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.342712190885806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580398686864018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546632927273837,0.0,0.0,0.2475752778088358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4493924316104784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SswearToShakeItUp,2018/03/18,"Suppressing anxiety since 1992 So I’ve had anxiety my whole life. It’s been a part of me every second of every day, but somehow I’ve been able to mask and suppress it to the point where no one can really tell I have it. However, in the past year it has slowly escalated to the point where it has suddenly gotten so bad that I’ve had episodes that make it almost impossible to function. I’m not sure what exactly has caused it to surface but I’m terrified. I had a true panic attack for the first time (to the point of hyperventilation and inability to breathe) this morning. I don’t know what to do with myself. Edit: spelling",4.279084444444444,5.494238224000004,5.96906666666667,77.0049777777778,70.75999999999998,9.395555555555557,29.08888888888889,9.725611199111238,2.7387422222222213,498,19,97,12,9,171,79,125,0.23,0.7440000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.982,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,7,0,12,2,1,2,3,16,17,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,6,0,6,2,14,11,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,6,67,18,1,0.1846593379953512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18490965301623535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825277762632182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100766552572968,0.0,0.0,0.15418283400041727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969600687692245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908999652112225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116691310605044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15707113856557914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148394290335294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043035145153015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12326154201515604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512994644687986,0.0,0.0,0.2166579460605233,0.0,0.19996806812784265,0.17627823275618515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236882847352141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829750039240955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275211260670074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403924070711893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614004005977247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10767634497614854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2061655563066705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891455937479302 anxiety,garbagecarnival2,2018/03/18,"going through a break-up, got a job interview out of state in about a week! Anxiety so high. Must vent. He knows my main reddit, so throwaway time... Last week I broke up with a guy I had been seeing. It's so hard to hurt someone who wants to be with you. I told him the honest truth: I didn't see a future together. We had been going out for over 4 months and he still had never introduced me as his girlfriend or told me he loved me, which is fine I guess, because his Mom knew my name and we spent every weekend together. Very early on, we're talking like Week #2, he mentioned how we could combine our incomes and buy a really expensive house together. Cart before horse [Red flag #1]. End of the day, I think he was looking for a breadwinner to make his dull life more interesting and I was the jackpot. He met his ex-wife on a business trip in the Philippines ten years ago and ended up sponsoring her to come over. While we never got too deep into the back story on it, I imagined myself the polar opposite of a 4'11, Philippino homemaker. I am a 6'0, Scandinavian medical professional. I was tempted to think maybe he didn't have a ""type"", but with his most recent girlfriend a recovering alcoholic in her first sober relationship, I couldn't help but wonder if he was used to lazily white knighting girls who wouldn't know any better? He was always *always* sick and calling into work [red flag #2] or complaining about work - a job he hated but never could seem to leave [red flag #3]. His go to excuse for rejecting an offer to hang out was he was ""finally going to work on his resume tonight"". He had no friends outside work happy hour crew, and *zero* male friends [red flag #4]. I met his best friend once, an ex co-worker he hadn't seen in a year who brought along her 1 year old child to lunch at Leeann Chin. I got stuck playing waitress for the three of us [Red flag #5] and had to foot the bill even though the lunch was his idea [Red flag #5.2], then Mombie and him ditched me at an art show, where my choices were to wander awkwardly or take guard over the stroller. Meanwhile they bonded over piles of poster prints, and he bought me a poster for an early Christmas gift (that was nice, I admit). When we left he immediately raved about how I ""could clearly see why she was his best friend"", and randomly brought up how she used to have long port-wine colored hair that looked ""very, very good"". Isn't she the best?!?!?!?! For his Christmas gift, I surprised him with a Semisonic concert at the iconic First Ave. The concert was sold out but I managed to find tickets. The first thing he did when we got there was pull out his phone to text her and see if she wanted a poster. Weekend brunch was often this spot by his house where the staff were all very attractive 40-somethings, and he openly flirted with them, made sideways eyes and addressed them individually on a first name basis (Heeeey, Biaaaaaaaanca! Hey Miiiiiindy! Hey Gretcheeeeeen). Red. Flag. #6. He tipped them well each time. They were very touchy-feely with him, and once we even left with red lipstick on his forehead. It was like a weird, lonely hearts strip club but in the middle of St. Paul, except it had good coffee and famous monthly waffle specials. Sometimes he’d put the bill on my lap and remind me it was my turn to pay. He frequently would tell me ""Mindy says hi!"" when we got together. Once when he brought up one of the waitresses on a date, I wasn't able to hide my reaction. He followed up with, ""Oh? What are you... jealous?"". I wanted to say, ""no, I'm not jealous of women who are literally paid to be nice to you"" but I didn't, because it wasn't true. I did feel weirdly jealous. What I hate is that I went along with it even though it made me feel really uncomfortable. I regret not speaking up immediately. [Lesson learned #1]. Even when things made me sink, I was plagued by how effortlessly we hit it off. Finally it was my turn! I had been striking out for three years and now I finally felt like I was dating someone who was as into me as I was into them. He wanted to include me in his life. He spent two hours waiting with me in Urgent Care when I sprained my ankle. Even though our dates had been reduced to him just telling me fun things we should do (but never actually doing), TV or silence, I hated sleeping alone. I still legitimately thought this was the best I could do. It's not [Lesson Learned #2]. The final straw was when he told me he was buying concert tickets for Mombie because he thought she might need a break from being Mom. Who takes another man's wife to a They Might be Giants concert? I chose not to acknowledge my disappointment and just pushed it out of my mind, trying to not be *crazy*. Many of my close friends are men and I didn't want to set a double standard. About a month later, he asked me if he could keep me out late on a work night for a surprise, ""pleeeeeeeeeeeeeease?"". He gave me the date and I marked it on my calendar, taking the following day off work. A quick google search confirmed it was the same concert he was taking Mombie to and now I felt like I was officially ""option B"". Shocking that Mombie didn't actually want a break from being Mom, huh? Fast forward to the week of, he made zero mention of the planned date. The day before, I finally texted, ""so do we have plans tomorrow? I have it on my calendar."" Long silence followed by, ""oh, I was going to get us concert tickets, but it ended up selling out and I can't afford the scalpers"". I broke up with him that night. Not because I was mad about the concert tickets, or that I was second choice, or that we only ever had sex in 20 second increments, but because I had realized that I was confusing being comfortable with being happy [Lesson learned #3]. You stick anything out long enough and it's going to eventually be comfortable for better or worse. But when I listened to my gut, it promptly announced I had been stuffing bullshit down it for months and it was full. Well, it's too bad. I was taking him to Madeline island for his birthday over Easter weekend and now looks like I'm going alone, but I treat people the way I hope to be treated, so I'm looking forward to now enjoying this trip for myself and being good to me. About two days after I ended it, I got a call from a job I had long forgotten I applied for in Chicago. After making myself a life in my ex-boyfriend's city for years and years, I know I'm not meant to be here forever. My anxiety mind has been alternating between forcing myself to be just happy with where I am and obsessively developing an exit strategy. The only thing scarier than flying all the way there to interview and not getting it will be getting it, but I think the universe took a little time to remind me that whenever the door closes, a window does open. The best part of life isn't having it all figured out, it's the hustle of figuring it all out. **TL;DR Learning from previous mistakes, I dumped the chump before things got too far along, refusing to mistake being comfortable for being happy ever again, and two days later got a call for a job interview out of state. I'm very anxious about all the changes, but going to push through and risk it.** Edit: It destroys me so much inside that my title doesn't begin with a capital letter, so please pretend it does >.>",4.1689372918978895,5.551168121148461,4.851917446223776,84.2713104487078,71.21988795518206,7.489519581417472,27.68738438771735,7.934423551433582,1.6705281486179375,5719,203,1121,75,106,1838,555,1428,0.095,0.785,0.12,0.9945,8,4,3,0,0,0,241.0,16,4,7,22,62,77,9,4,78,1,114,19,7,12,15,215,220,82,0,24,35,5,6,5,7,7,7,11,3,7,57,84,4,4,31,20,13,26,28,28,2,15,99,37,161,49,172,90,20,200,0,8,20,2,153,76,0,21,100,740,218,23,0.038694647056693635,0.0,0.07552078751478004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03430046991435327,0.041352809909997915,0.0,0.08015196931152793,0.0,0.0,0.06439409222943154,0.0,0.0,0.02631368689453829,0.04057471128737214,0.05920259817292833,0.04371393718067081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031842397530057166,0.0,0.03617427160461365,0.0,0.0,0.029753795108577407,0.03230841401585186,0.1179394884751563,0.0,0.09877888394947347,0.0,0.20303822407994374,0.06844454166901222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853468289734966,0.0,0.03945177153733942,0.0,0.04093380585888072,0.03333201218113822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15447263531341204,0.0,0.0,0.12477423111642776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772389279587519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13708788845001393,0.0399819141407199,0.0,0.12778724721519136,0.07000304714626211,0.03260190903170735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03913035239184042,0.0,0.07430585861080208,0.21194047235601066,0.035366206397180536,0.131654588077016,0.0,0.0,0.1494769416488967,0.0,0.06064906807338424,0.0,0.17592847712648274,0.09736570228817906,0.24758115259614394,0.0,0.042626516206030834,0.03831378414987075,0.0,0.1647646852635548,0.034662803359546475,0.1146088589728836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045853343069643636,0.025936206273948062,0.04088301909894028,0.0,0.03843251544780989,0.07621286581551387,0.0892968549213265,0.04142341997591646,0.04368154659837965,0.0,0.0,0.15359386608711809,0.03439358021562692,0.0,0.0,0.06379669820974476,0.031541301856951164,0.04364924730014267,0.04097204416706763,0.0840836944922138,0.0,0.10932469421122967,0.09452125004890753,0.038782201799331985,0.0,0.13697417998256795,0.1299750321269375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034923429708551966,0.14645524256987347,0.05165795475840329,0.03923029875047911,0.03887397388250713,0.0,0.0,0.038980786026282715,0.0,0.08209781132556497,0.07814112584665286,0.1359561089032469,0.12354279244874525,0.0,0.02844501784982328,0.028691590494445782,0.11937478903778545,0.0,0.0,0.0726246100308568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04060352294575111,0.1236256087761422,0.026220494270952528,0.058858045468383226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04190253199657056,0.0,0.026825996158678138,0.0,0.0,0.04247510268382045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03889880782520805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0495775634751664,0.0,0.03820629581148138,0.04154356987148005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061543072857787186,0.0,0.0,0.12333849556536787,0.03522615341110605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03872259186803239,0.0,0.06557169776452136,0.029789029753655837,0.03826999535863329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06180319024677763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546779489195194,0.0311012915769906,0.06764165412631501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853502063133615,0.07438190223768201,0.11405188280924265,0.06143845505799175,0.0676894796186004,0.0,0.0,0.11092318045602234,0.04299117664069469,0.026271125368153552,0.08417732910013434,0.1133971428668021,0.0,0.09308979212594527,0.06683950250269828,0.0,0.19156281751824544,0.13693863226664113,0.061428019492073126,0.12415404737499812,0.0,0.06958226948852587,0.03587032548663502,0.034915900401324716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041962694129850785,0.19719114735806625,0.0,0.039433151126952365,0.027487567065414532,0.0,0.0,0.14950850430403995 anxiety,psychnapse,2018/03/18,"Does anyone else think that they are discriminatory deep down? Okay, this is my first time posting anything so hopefully this all goes well (somehow, in the back of my mind, I think I'm gonna scew up something as simple as writing up a post, but anyway...) So one of my biggest fears is becoming a bigot. Whether it be racist, homophobic, ableist, whatever, I'm afraid I'm all of these things combined. I have all of these intrusive thoughts that absolutely destroy me, to the point where I think that I don't deserve to live, that's how terrible I am. It doesn't help that an incident from a couple nights ago has given my brain the perfect material to prove just how much of a shit person I am. So, yeah, I'm not entirely sure what the point of this all was. Getting it off my chest? I guess. Anyway, if you have any advice for me, I'd be happy to hear from it. Honestly, I'll take anything right now. 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My anxiety shows up in my throat and chest. I am looking for an apartment in the new city I just moved into, and stayed in a hotel for a week, and have been with a friend (our relationship is starting to feel strained, even though we agreed I would pay some money for my tenancy moving forward). I have been looking for places, but to no avail yet. Nothing has felt right. I'm worried, and also before my move here, I felt super upset and anxious to move, as I had stopped wanting to come back here (I loved here a few years ago). And, I'm in a foreign country, so I'm freaking about landlord and tenancy laws, so that I do everything appropriately. It's freaking me out. I hate it, and I don't know if I should stay. My anxiety is like this-- catastrophizing, thinking I am incorrect, stuff like that. Help? Btw I am living in Shenzhen, China, so if anyone has legal tips, please let me know. 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After I got out I quit that job and worked as a dancer because I could make my own schedule, and could leave if I felt too overwhelmed. I recently got hired for a new job and my job performance is shit. I work in a clean room with expensive, delicate products and equipment. Ive only worked there 5 full days and have already fallen apart twice. My coworkers keep on telling me I need to calm down and take it easy but it feels impossible. The air in there feels so thin. My thoughts are so loud and jumbled that I can hardly retain information and recall basic instructions; my trainer has even started to talk to me like I’m a kid and even then I manage to mess up. The fear of messing up and the guilt of disappointing everyone is crushing me. Everyone’s so nice and I’m just wasting their time and holding them back. It’s an endless cycle of fear and guilt that I don’t know how to break. I want to be able to do well at this job. I’m a hard worker. I want to be a normal functional adult who’s capable of having a job. How can I even begin to manage this mess? 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Hi, I've been taking 20mg citalopram for about 5 or 6 years and recently I agreed with my doctor that I'd reduce to 10mg with the aim to come off them completely at some point. It's been about 2 weeks and I haven't really had much in the way of withdrawal symptoms except a couple of heart palpitations, but knowing it was just withdrawal I wasn't too concerned. Last couple of days though, I've been waking up with that anxious adrenaline feeling in my stomach. It goes when I get up and get busy, but I wanted to know if anyone here has experience coming off Citalopram, and if so can you let me know if this is a normal part of the process and I just need to ride it out, or if this is possibly my anxiety resurfacing and I need to consider going back up to 20mg? I would ask my doctor but he's shit when it comes to mental health and I would be more likely to trust people with real lived experience. Thanks in advance. 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I'm currently on 40mg Paroxetine and she seems to think that stopping this completely and starting the new med with no weaning process will be a pretty stress free transition. I'm not sure about this for a number of reasons. I remember how hard it was to adjust to Paroxetine, everything online describes a transition schedule, and she wants me to immediately jump on the new thing with no build up. So anyway, am I just being paranoid, or should I be looking into consulting a new doctor?",5.487371794871796,6.650385717948719,6.2505021367521385,76.29831730769233,67.8888888888889,9.26880341880342,33.42841880341881,9.516144504307137,3.2593598290598305,487,22,86,10,8,160,78,117,0.165,0.752,0.083,-0.7897,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,9,0,8,1,0,2,2,26,18,8,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,7,8,0,1,6,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,2,2,7,4,16,11,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,2,7,61,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318149688607099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418359734615773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17801156480932556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377747814313815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15258771511819624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15208992910488986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330689160944508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257281224880675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771755969508858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4919250309248697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727277482181816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456257281847395,0.0,0.0,0.19232814577434684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15456173926156422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017147176963724,0.0,0.0,0.1419440530371461,0.19448292440940929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200321174732903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11279458255318245,0.1087884527656577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014090444023516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,constantlytiredperso,2018/03/18,"I feel like i’m broken I was never the most popular kid at school but still until a couple years ago I was an extroverted and a pretty happy kid in general. Now i can’t even order something at mcdonalds without stuttering. I’m not in uni - i dont have enough energy to study or the ability to focus on something and I cant get a job, not even at fast food. I get turned down every time at interviews when they see how anxious i am. I cant even make eye contact even with close friends anymore. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or how to fix it. I’m taking my meds and going to therapy but nothing seems to help. I dont know what happened and i just want to go back to my old self.",0.8180791505791483,2.5758085878378374,3.3625868725868737,89.78337837837843,81.36486486486487,6.66100386100386,22.05791505791505,7.7094869923839395,0.9076779922779924,533,17,120,9,14,186,93,148,0.106,0.745,0.15,0.8181,1,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,11,6,0,0,6,0,10,2,1,3,1,26,27,12,0,1,8,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,7,1,0,4,0,0,2,10,2,0,0,2,3,16,4,19,25,2,23,0,0,2,0,8,9,0,4,12,78,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288665696694222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642328850095544,0.1441733881063696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117847516335258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085517620287434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407579018208166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502117066325062,0.0,0.3840764686253863,0.0,0.12248509108129213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350619824281235,0.10385625431291914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578857759913688,0.0,0.1123167161445164,0.0,0.15190535048605447,0.0,0.1652404428500867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12855503501099774,0.1547548754112794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744210330376904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442627075834094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978909667133415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102310426115388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09703924527092236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16147935828662982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212251323904647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949167015699976,0.0,0.15254708555240726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789910145856286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712772198762514,0.11584541604957108,0.13234435458385596,0.15165830508545758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22383425578246116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609702639082768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10930425018612693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624950273084324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476959706322798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812674975232732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574621008345655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14013675117291344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894523894803836,0.0,0.09361702689096113 anxiety,VapingApple,2018/03/18,Feel nervous and sick when leaving home Is this normal for some people who are suffering from anxiety and will I grow out of it?,10.4752,7.240690920000006,9.736,69.78800000000003,59.8,13.2,41.0,11.20814326018867,4.4430000000000005,103,4,19,2,1,33,24,25,0.338,0.662,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643321990851725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408077986080013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777205347618277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042831028732943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4666267676689813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301738259727517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ottotheotterr,2018/03/18,"excuses to get out of a social event ok, I have this thing for my school called bridge walk were we have to walk over all 8 bridges of London and we also get sponsorships and stuff it's a charity event but, to be honest. I don't want to go. I'm too anxious to even get sponsors for the event as I'm writing this I feel like vomiting from the anxiety could you give me excuses so I don't sound lame and so my teacher cannot get angry at me for using my anxiety 'as an excuse' because really my anxiety is really disabling anyways the worse thing is that i have selective mutism and i cant talk when I'm freaking out",1.214384615384617,3.267294438461541,3.46846153846154,88.00653846153847,81.53846153846155,7.384615384615384,23.84615384615385,8.384062270229773,1.614153846153847,487,18,104,11,13,167,82,130,0.16,0.7,0.14,-0.4264,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,2,1,0,0,7,5,0,0,6,1,12,1,0,1,1,15,24,11,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,2,15,3,17,21,1,11,0,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,5,70,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730225132586395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4514287085456689,0.2222168938067586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199075099448869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008543936681839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15705027463263546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299195953314056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945827261154984,0.14052370957545468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41107400793299376,0.1886941617875964,0.11179008984486664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609849827888617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202424829466763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19907258750920911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051257737939085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22517634724044824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581013482966052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613596932441293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988708393333915,0.0,0.0,0.1160197390391028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045580246472247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,weeknightsat5pm,2018/03/18,"Does anyone else feel like they can only really operate with complete solitude? It's finals week for me, so my anxiety is just through the roof about everything. I'm also in a bad situation with my roommates, so being at home stresses me out...and going to the library and being surrounded by people making noise and moving around also stresses me out. I'm pulling an all-nighter currently to catch up on a class in which I'm super behind on the material which I thought would suck, but I'm finding that the complete and total silence and solitude in my apartment in the middle of the night is actually the only environment in which my constant anxiety doesn't pull me away from my work. In high school when I was given a lot of space and time to be alone, I was really productive when it came to my studies. Since I've come to college, I totally forgot how well I can actually focus when it's quiet and I'm on my own because there's ALWAYS people around no matter where you go. Anyone else feeling the same recently?",8.915254048017863,6.941874618090456,9.399162479061976,67.05754885538808,61.61306532663317,12.060524846454491,39.1965382467895,10.746095033038511,4.243937576772753,815,34,143,16,9,276,121,199,0.092,0.856,0.052000000000000005,-0.7698,1,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,2,15,7,1,2,12,0,11,0,0,2,2,28,27,15,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,1,4,0,0,8,2,4,1,0,6,3,18,3,30,17,5,39,0,0,0,0,2,21,1,1,11,103,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.24151966805205985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816522217840046,0.0,0.19792186665479986,0.10296793963332476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18933319327141265,0.0,0.0,0.17305443741465348,0.2535881372149663,0.0,0.2203232497134672,0.0,0.0,0.11626496994021475,0.0,0.1033241003593868,0.07543540538735721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153431957988902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10659762407694967,0.2594940669239562,0.1337272236158422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082923831008246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20675052833284036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121638866853126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12514103773862045,0.08840533010177565,0.0,0.13555947763442636,0.11310309002850392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065725740802434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074616309859913,0.12412896055426464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06045684026059744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520580798837302,0.0,0.0,0.08260250254313195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13152414448664665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23225753179056896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882312946079236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158204782072173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585517983509999,0.0,0.12218585353180908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252392060111135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236531657629533,0.1390975185883653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835049793327705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824179381295203,0.07215823698387472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992628827641026,0.0,0.1112639789798853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09008974694248306,0.0,0.0,0.08790676437131148,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marc26rpg7,2018/03/18,"Stoicism and You This is a sort of general advise to those suffering from anxiety. I suffer from it myself. Be stoic, not in the sense that you are emotionless but in the sense that you accept your fate. Be stoic in the sense that Andy Warhol was stoic. Warhol was certainly a bit of an eccentric guy but he was calm, collected and reasonable and above all a man I hold deep personal respect for not only because of his art which I love, but because frankly because he just didn’t give a fuck. I’m not saying “stoicism will cure your anxiety”, surely hasn’t cured mine. I’m simply explaining how you can apply an ancient philosophy to yourself. I hope this helps. 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A few weeks ago I met up with this guy I matched with on tinder. We had a really good conversation and I felt things went well. A little too well perhaps. I found myself really liking him, and the second time we met up I was more nervous than before. During the awkward pauses he'd be forced to carry on the conversation because I couldn't find anything to say. I try being present but it's like the conversation switch in my brain short-circuits. I explained to him that I have anxiety and he seemed understanding, I'm worried about what I'll do the next time we meet up and my brain stops working! How do I fix this problem?? Any advice is immensely appreciated. 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I have a form of anxiety (haven’t ever checked it out, to anxious to) and I keep convincing myself out of new situations. For example there is a club at my high school and there is a club that I have meaning to join but every time the opportunity arises I convince myself I’ll do it next time or they will hate me. Do you have any recommendations that I should do other then the unhelpful “get over it/just go”?",5.210645161290323,5.8729674301075265,6.695860215053768,74.66379032258067,68.24731182795699,10.070967741935485,30.553763440860216,10.125756701596842,2.9748795698924737,373,14,73,9,6,128,61,93,0.117,0.741,0.142,0.3204,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,4,7,1,1,5,0,12,0,0,1,2,14,17,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,3,1,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,13,5,11,15,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,56,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718706624262024,0.0,0.17682589973119384,0.2611289541782172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908460401359968,0.1947503006759016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12076413717079645,0.0,0.13136548148343852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22820861730707664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442182221388856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054530022091563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517855323704465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22324204819956567,0.2458261742039835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339318838064433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5196351141557154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932482338021129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695659426057312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ElzieJ,2018/03/18,"New to this I've recently started getting overwhelming senses of anxiousness, they seem to come from nowhere. I've had a rougher upbringing but I'm doing really good in life now. I can't breathe and it's really hard for me to find a sense of self? The weird part is my GF is getting the SAME feelings I'm getting. It hits completely randomly and we can't find anything on it. 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This happens to me often especially when I binge watch shows. It doesn't even matter what kind. It could be sitcoms dramas or even korean dramas. I get extreme fomo. I often get anxious about how great and fun their life is compared to mine.how much freedom they have. Who they date. How great the city they live in is. Its insane. I usually feel the build up when Im on the last season or few episodes of thr show. I get sad about it for like weeks on end. I'm I alone in this? 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In the afternoon my mother was ringing my phone, I avoided the call, then I checked my email to see if she mailed me, but there was a message from my brother with the title 'urgent', he said 'ring me asap its urgent'. I said 'What is it?', he said 'the police were at mam's flat looking for you'. When I read that, I felt my heart sink, felt like I was having a breakdown. Then he told me that everyone has been trying to contact me, which means a lot of people know the police are looking for me. Then my cousin email'd kind of panicky and saying 'dont worry but reply asap, we can help you out', which is nice of him but everyone started throwing messages my way making me shit myself. I was told I have to contact the police station, so I rung them...took 20 mins to get through to them, the whole time im thinking 'What the hell is this about? what are they going to say to me? is it an accusation? Even though I know ive done nothing wrong, I was convinced I was in trouble for something really bad. Eventually talked to an officer and was in panic mode waiting for him to say why they were looking for me. turn's out I missed a therapy appoinment earlier this week, and so, bizzarely, they sent the police to my mothers place where they think I live, just to check on me. Its almost like that scene in Home Alone when the police go to the house to check on him and he screams and runs and hides under the bed. When he told me the reason I was SO relieved I cant even explain. Looking at the whole situation, I think the way my family responded to it and contacted me, made it seem like it was a huge deal and that something big is going down here. Im surprised I didnt have a heart attack",5.582983193277311,5.122249560224095,6.245449579831934,82.07859453781514,67.40336134453781,8.932717086834732,31.01526610644257,8.238735603445708,2.092097030812325,1371,47,283,16,20,450,180,357,0.125,0.779,0.097,-0.8937,0,2,2,0,0,0,38.0,1,2,5,0,14,18,3,2,24,0,31,3,3,3,0,35,64,22,0,1,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,9,2,1,18,13,0,2,11,1,3,6,3,10,0,0,25,17,54,8,40,39,3,36,1,1,6,0,46,16,2,4,15,197,72,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111725765552893,0.09424224929476634,0.10041404331055942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961009272555117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035187098794143,0.0,0.0,0.07597611472691565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291495668908392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09381072653905724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09311836319266843,0.10664418580836604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020123984166575,0.0,0.0,0.17389716251760776,0.0,0.0,0.08578096088217238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473684829983818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0475405627747944,0.0,0.15514180944476774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21565644491014568,0.06099130036168294,0.0,0.09127431175496148,0.0,0.0,0.10499475602433966,0.0,0.0,0.1965780766651198,0.09497400194887116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09475615561175664,0.10001574739434396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336508565831434,0.0,0.08034929035079602,0.0,0.3820598384861009,0.0,0.0,0.0773597690167193,0.0,0.0861006385704011,0.060739142059969435,0.0,0.0,0.09911904467559816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731111156309877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067617486285644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630837205693704,0.0,0.09506926975324984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101853507702723,0.0,0.058293029311529784,0.0935568953502249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596681397927678,0.21708603036639415,0.0,0.0,0.07251036591212641,0.08283743892959268,0.0,0.0,0.09340394185189298,0.0,0.10228096827110514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010311623819185,0.0,0.0,0.06440595843030922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07313745873905568,0.0,0.0,0.10405946723488964,0.0,0.0,0.17491567166508434,0.08940105539157941,0.0,0.05305928116005877,0.0,0.08625158783045278,0.2608457437764117,0.10109758303505492,0.061778892458067065,0.09897524542645857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445346200179007,0.07298982660171496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210785132885337,0.20318290372910894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09240873339991314,0.0,0.0,0.09948755703187186,0.0,0.0 anxiety,waterrun20,2018/03/18,"How to overcome my fear of accidentally offending people? I have this fear of accidentally offending people. Like I used to sometimes say things which are misinterpreted as offensive. For example, I may ask questions which are interpreted as nosey by the other person and then I ask these questions too much so the other person will somewhat dislike me. I am diagnosed with anxiety and my psychiatrist said I have ""some traits of an Aspie"". She said that my fear of accidentally offending people is not ""what most people think like"" and this constant fear may be off-putting to some people. I don't know... I also sometimes feel like I can't trust anyone with my secrets. I know that some of the teachers at my school have hinted that I have an anxiety disorder out of concern but I can't help but stay secretive about everything due to the fear of being blacklisted and betrayed. Even now, I am scared that someone will find this thread and identify who I am despite that I know that this is statistically improbable.",6.028440154440155,7.9904178864864885,6.657625482625482,70.86682432432434,67.43243243243242,9.826254826254825,32.67374517374517,10.125756701596842,3.650915057915059,819,36,136,21,14,268,101,185,0.253,0.7190000000000001,0.028,-0.9883,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,7,14,4,6,6,0,20,1,0,2,0,31,30,13,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,4,1,3,0,2,18,8,0,0,11,0,0,0,4,10,0,0,2,4,22,4,20,22,6,7,0,0,0,0,14,2,0,9,7,107,40,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644875601302279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16539475204964582,0.0,0.0,0.07558710459781072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212067940482684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11681935222274265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972077937004583,0.0,0.0,0.1238937210472365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140004229722458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715468645437017,0.0,0.0,0.6082213870721893,0.05465938262168325,0.07722775599675058,0.0,0.0,0.09880284174205434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245817815728353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822932451656798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843884421691115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946706427608402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37471995487338094,0.18878017598801544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867189741376987,0.2421969118757007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565862369769625,0.08596667705321692,0.1082284919073825,0.10940452155903196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915940771852521,0.0,0.21383035841750006,0.0,0.0,0.11522184965036808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181785436145638,0.06926709669986489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336501508991672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LiamGatsby,2018/03/18,"Anxiety/depression may be causing severe hair loss Hey everyone, new here but I suffer from pretty bad anxiety/depression. Been this way since middle school (I’m 24 now) and it’s only gotten worse now that I’m out of college and trying to figure out my life. The reason I say my hair falling out is probably due to anxiety (rather than genetics) is because my older brother has a full head of hair and my dad does too. My hair is also falling apart in *spots*; like there are spots in my head with significantly less hair, and that doesn’t seem to be the typical male pattern baldness(which is why I’m questioning again if it’s genetic). I can feel the stress in my back and my head is always racing with thoughts Signed up for a gym membership the other day, I plan to go regularly and I decided to quit drinking caffeine (I’m was a regular drinker... 2-3 cups a way for the last 5 years at least). Anyway my question is: has anyone lost hair or suffered thinning hair due to stress/anxiety but gained it back once you got your anxiety under control? I appreciate all the replies ",4.746428571428575,6.025212214285716,5.771904761904763,78.61642857142857,69.71428571428571,9.219047619047616,31.142857142857146,9.558583805096642,2.9485142857142854,855,36,160,19,15,283,132,210,0.168,0.767,0.065,-0.964,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,6,11,7,0,1,10,0,16,12,10,3,1,29,27,11,0,2,5,2,9,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,7,11,1,1,8,2,0,3,1,6,0,0,6,10,17,1,23,18,4,30,0,4,0,0,9,13,0,6,13,98,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034371768306879,0.10762542976941468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2968457905637732,0.0,0.0,0.09044105508268567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989166940608347,0.10799770051063684,0.0788475320915984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287297948293084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507145388290496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341684637906017,0.0,0.22280937623032826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11319071075409085,0.0,0.0,0.1267088909944224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359472279366822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540073549286908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350976348868507,0.0,0.10344903945547183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39823596228868574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543346603121058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136022258821196,0.06319145006415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119538377089358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492223968248925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13774823967424568,0.0,0.09837272674568792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13159039979421466,0.13945582317103528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897920798045895,0.13757436488364433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298823717237435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10286036243900036,0.0,0.1309040796477587,0.0,0.11775086094810502,0.0,0.14612307163894075,0.0,0.10699554860705762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963285985046881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268550888839208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781678754627763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053361346927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671377470746047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13181363973823632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832939610493765 anxiety,OldFashionLatina,2018/03/18,"Anxiety also enables us to do not so smart stuff... I feel horrible. I got a tattoo yesterday, yep a WRIST tattoo. Don't mind me, I love the meaning. I had a sigma tattooed since it's means 'the sum of all' in math and im the sum of all my problems, battles, triumphs, quirks, and so on. Also, it is part of the self energy eq. in quantum physics. So...I thought it through. However I am extremely nervous because I (tbh 80% of it was driven because of a breakup, stupid I know but I have very supportive pro tattoo friends) anyhow- I might get back together with my partner and now Idk how to tell him I was stupid enough to get a tattoo....one of the reasons we broke up was due to my anxiety and how it makes me handle situation. I am now on meds which have helped incredibly, and im doing so good, but the tattoo was def. more of a young reckless decision. I am getting so antsy over it....Im so scared we wont make up because I was immature and got a tattoo. Ugh, stupid anxiety and adrenaline. Sorry= i really wanted to get it out of my chest. What thing do you regret that was anxiety driven?",1.4795085995086017,3.5681797027027082,3.75986895986896,86.07921375921377,80.8018018018018,7.0994266994267,26.30712530712531,8.150884317080207,1.8489567567567573,842,36,173,17,22,290,126,222,0.223,0.72,0.057,-0.9881,1,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,3,1,0,4,12,16,4,2,13,1,19,3,2,5,2,33,37,18,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,11,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,3,10,0,0,12,1,25,6,23,23,5,16,0,2,0,1,11,8,0,2,6,118,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012853059731002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851013572438557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09677131775534366,0.0,0.23015201267905205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003727772068616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363382807757748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723183590272397,0.0,0.26300690793347997,0.0,0.0,0.10555748468632986,0.20130839024639965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08435498226513025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078206253793185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06916418036386028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358505028013807,0.0,0.16801246147841833,0.0,0.0,0.2741763237105713,0.13979160899256152,0.0,0.0,0.13350756362024893,0.12707319673796544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628390004690935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042199615883535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062309582833642,0.12939534329074442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259983724074814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312895884026823,0.0,0.0,0.10410488955234996,0.1414613102754865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087940625410802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440687897667308,0.0,0.14281373207067735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999894267383174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360952462577736,0.0,0.0,0.0999112925782762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15138273656730591,0.0,0.0,0.10383989793861613,0.07422992511094875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CPDepression,2018/03/18,"Suddenly I'm gf material and I can't deal. My mom tried to set me up with one of her coworkers. I was like whatever at first. I got anxious when I received his text messages but after I read them he just pissed me off. Never even met the guy but he wanted me to go to his house at 10pm. I'm not stupid. Plus my coworkers have been trying to set me up with someone in their families and the whole thing makes me nervous. I don't really care to meet people I have no interest in. I've met a few people through dating apps but it was all around awkward and being cuddled by one that was pretty much a stranger felt wrong. It weirds me out how people can be so intimate upon first meeting? I can't. Everytime these people bring it up I freeze up and try to end the subject asap. I know it'd just make things awkward if I agree to meet these people and then decide they're not for me. I'd be interrogated on why I didn't like that person! I can't deal with that!! I'm going to hit 25 this year and have never had a relationship. Not even a kiss. Why is everyone trying to rush me? Is there something about being 25 that says I should at least be actively looking for a relationship? I can't tell if I don't care to be in a relationship or if I'm actually terrified. And honestly I need to work on my own issues first before I let anyone suffer from them as well.",1.3626893792747412,3.2346829512195114,3.685869144405732,87.56927087366111,80.11498257839722,6.899935475545233,21.77945541360176,7.921354282810032,0.9860719834817396,1065,32,232,19,27,368,159,287,0.159,0.738,0.103,-0.9589,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,4,11,16,2,3,9,0,27,3,1,3,3,37,47,20,0,6,12,1,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,2,13,13,0,0,3,1,0,5,13,8,1,5,10,4,35,8,40,27,6,35,0,1,1,2,26,16,1,4,14,164,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.10495220229734692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149963286072445,0.0,0.07520068436033682,0.0,0.0,0.09574131358011148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151618384048567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193065217475504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22175636578482788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09525639413059753,0.0,0.0,0.14207005474486184,0.0,0.0,0.10276757307743216,0.0,0.0,0.1013875216649196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326380009308983,0.0,0.0,0.2744430920796875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224502503783626,0.0,0.0860166719235929,0.0,0.0,0.10649030968028914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409697899913635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225309883648664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910605716871035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997602644552497,0.0,0.1050859100704117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903139805230502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357943809868468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595995985327138,0.0,0.0,0.07906080871156268,0.07974613901414583,0.1658966679319229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457558221846067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372804292476748,0.0939075421892451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941588541540276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10757799402255472,0.0,0.06889857273054653,0.0,0.0,0.3464017756794898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552719383794492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112582528903973,0.082796389704901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400247006432268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14290140695318934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29207454582518017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06343512167939104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669936800167846,0.0,0.19409228970747566,0.1200744946309968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782968726504395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758782765110225,0.0,0.0692579588801757 anxiety,redditor100101011101,2018/03/18,"This isnt living...unemployed, live alone, and cant wake up during the day i try so hard but i just cant wake up during the day. The moment i begin to wake my anxiety wrecks me. I was recently in the hospital for a week long inpatient ward, and they put me on meds, but since i've been out (about a week) i've just slept (and shake and sweat and cry) all day till night time, when i finally calm down. i take my meds and have no appetite till night time. i hate this so much :'( How do i break this cycle when im the only one im accountable to??",0.9949152542372914,2.3211071355932242,3.0120000000000005,94.4851186440678,79.33898305084746,7.092881355932204,18.57966101694916,7.908726449838941,0.27084135593220315,414,8,103,7,10,140,72,118,0.159,0.8029999999999999,0.037000000000000005,-0.9342,2,1,0,1,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,1,1,7,0,7,5,5,1,1,13,11,15,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,3,1,13,1,12,8,2,27,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,18,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899307873800865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220954403596355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898385564085829,0.3343706805938964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893197533737153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15481595634664114,0.17062747756472335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733581850814349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260636245342504,0.15294340484262886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3839360113863664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270451958555982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243663918236551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11710971136214104,0.13144009881953558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373540367574544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064240774651965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14296142790185026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994180274592332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015496056499993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733584719001253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27725725728661915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AM0127,2018/03/18,"I blame myself for everything and fear ruining relationships I got annoyed with my drunk friends today and although I didn't say anything mean to them, I definitely seemed agitated and wasn't my normal self. I already want to move past it and even though the logical part of my brain is telling me that they probably don't even care and are over it, I can't stop thinking that they hate me now and I will have no friends forever. I'm so afraid of ruining friendships and think about everything I do for weeks that I think it's making me awkward.",8.638224299065419,6.995439364485983,8.305532710280378,73.6317570093458,61.897196261682254,12.298317757009347,40.09158878504672,11.20814326018867,4.307565981308412,440,20,86,10,5,141,71,107,0.236,0.639,0.125,-0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,3,0,6,10,2,3,1,0,9,2,1,1,0,18,20,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,8,1,1,6,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,3,1,19,3,9,16,1,7,0,2,0,0,9,1,0,1,5,59,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917844882906235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14301652599414333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940100512054272,0.0,0.0,0.17719316845595506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22957678542666726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123872183783998,0.0,0.0,0.19556502542465531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685435088947097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13899784207715252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17158424124086452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600792971910685,0.0,0.0,0.18931112259041985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18471406119936232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702798772496311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18820048179007814,0.16590472991221722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737784891865006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18658824401666746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820687451089328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821428271026566,0.18130361534195186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529842018829195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15190241841104254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33407789865156484,0.1707503760991638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473509173569595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250739569614184,0.0,0.1394059643822668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rubberducky1017,2018/03/18,"I went into high gear tonight I have always been anxious in crowds and get uncomfortable here and there. Always been super uncertain with myself. I often think about talking to someone professionally, but due to my work, am afraid people would see my insurance and figure out who I was. Then tonight just hanging with close friends went into super anxious mode and three hours later still can't calm down. Went home and chilled but still on edge, dunno what to think of this anxiety, but it ain't fun. Not sure what I'm expecting here but just wanted to share",7.616474358974358,7.933900519230771,6.7142307692307694,77.79743589743592,63.03846153846154,9.241025641025642,31.756410256410252,8.841846274778883,2.494767948717948,450,15,80,6,6,137,74,104,0.134,0.723,0.14300000000000002,0.626,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,9,9,0,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,1,28,17,10,0,3,7,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,3,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,6,1,7,7,14,10,0,20,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,3,8,54,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084968667647604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418128232603144,0.4188462695037376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322173527337145,0.0,0.09685178057524874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19586087573018765,0.18594814823974504,0.0,0.1825589079467073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285170032882807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14772139072101328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570692481907145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960844681103071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471553706467302,0.0,0.0,0.14899893253644728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375640682747789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934010023464602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5155387383845128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349565930830347,0.0,0.0,0.13168643304192534,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,panifulexistance,2018/03/18,"Why am I so awkward The other day I was waiting by the door for chemistry to get out and this cute girl was behind me. I look back to check how close she was so I wouldn’t back into her or something and she just looks me directly in the eyes. I was like freaking out I was like do I say something or look away what. Then she’s like ,”I’m so glad it’s Friday cause i just want to go home.” My voice literally gets like frozen and I just end up nodding strangely and looking away. God it was so weird. I hope she doesn’t think I’m rude. 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I suffer from anxiety, but I always feel like I am having an minor anxiety attack after I eat. It is pretty recent that this started happening. 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Personally, I think the nausea that comes with it is the best part especially since I have a slight phobia of vomiting. How do you relieve yourself or deal with it?",4.876153846153844,6.648778666666665,5.818461538461541,76.50153846153849,70.02564102564102,9.302564102564103,28.384615384615394,9.725611199111238,2.763215384615385,164,6,30,4,3,54,29,39,0.099,0.738,0.163,0.5803,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,5,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454994089986057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33678092214909383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764402084956334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6616993893075155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475201142576614,0.0,0.0,0.2802109562811235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654645420299911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056296356702028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gogobeanie,2018/03/18,"Exercise gives me severe anxiety I suppose I shouldn't say just exercise. I'm in track, and I hate it. I did cross country in the fall, which I enjoyed even though I was terrible at it, so I figured why not try track in the spring. But track is so much worse than cross country. The atmosphere is so competitive and a lot of people on the team, especially the sprinters, have negative attitudes and some can even be openly hostile to the distance runners, which includes me. Track feels 10 times harder because we don't ever get an easy day (my coach called an easy day 5 400 meter sprints with punishments for not making a certain time) and if you miss a practice, even if you were sick, you have to do a mile of bleachers as a make up. I'm always dreading practice. It's all I think about sometimes. I know that it will be long amd tiring and that I won't perform as well as the other runners, and I'm tired of it takimg over my life. I have it as a class period, which is why I can't quit, plus it's an additional hour-hour and a half after school. I'm even worse at this than cross country, my asthma has been acting up a lot lately, and even though I only have a few weeks until my season is over (I'm praying I won't have to run a single meet this year- I've been lucky so far) she still has practices listed until the middle of May, which is only 3 weeks before school ends and long after the track season is over.",5.127207896857372,4.908683171232879,5.899234488315872,83.36115632554393,68.31506849315068,8.514423851732474,28.82030620467365,7.928766900206844,1.6930360193392424,1114,34,233,12,17,366,157,292,0.14400000000000002,0.7979999999999999,0.057,-0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,3,0,3,16,10,3,1,22,0,29,7,0,2,3,35,43,25,0,3,6,0,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,0,16,14,0,0,4,6,0,8,8,6,1,1,5,2,25,4,32,31,7,45,1,1,0,0,10,16,0,7,21,162,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057729609698474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246868835318288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368399456042726,0.0,0.10285532637288634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234264147198686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590815062422494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705896046194782,0.0,0.0,0.39918245154503823,0.10933793701812296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061117796720716835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315195557473786,0.11595386808659618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11933857848515285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23807413711853714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664294832408947,0.0,0.13635174029553104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08537725868716875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394031937997915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552641412171285,0.0,0.0,0.1613693813087374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885669115646289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18386106121883375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379918297892479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856494661068585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612428170401137,0.0,0.2446629650119632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655381887271406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195480057736182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653055971410043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745152126649117,0.23751723365870986,0.0,0.14096582669922122,0.2778549930188107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08206587478675954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193916521720404,0.0,0.10868072332649503,0.0,0.2181409338387604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24636295533458424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783923745068838 anxiety,itsgoodtobealive,2018/03/18,"How do you ""Lower General Anxiety Levels"".? I've heard dp/dr is a symptom of extreme anxiety and lowering general anxiety levels is one piece of recovery. 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I really don't like going to frat parties, but I feel like I should be going to one to celebrate the holiday? or something? Even though it's really not that important? I used to feel like that on new year's eve before I had good friends to celebrate it with, like everyone else is going out and celebrating today and I'm doing something bad for not doing that too. Anyone else feel like this?",3.4878044444444427,4.5064232560000015,5.025066666666668,83.7729777777778,72.44,8.755555555555556,25.88888888888889,9.150863307647796,1.9356222222222217,477,15,100,10,9,161,69,125,0.056,0.595,0.349,0.9931,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,11,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,19,19,8,0,1,8,0,3,7,1,1,0,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,3,3,0,4,5,1,0,1,1,3,7,10,16,15,2,17,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,2,13,61,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203882209278807,0.1495242491593482,0.1200893365204674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218468552667822,0.0,0.0,0.12417710930348215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941138594572176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438143822639508,0.0,0.0,0.3015728660158289,0.0,0.09638649677282464,0.0,0.0,0.13944397175840714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213623229271217,0.3127608590132153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274645215254553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33174534161934394,0.12240056753054618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14638137122379066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990639248392479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14094172363137833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09888708151655792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697513899241244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246906700620272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337713235468025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832616706819034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603811477025964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397521584805202 anxiety,BetaTekt,2018/03/18,"Telling someone with Anxiety to ""calm down,"" is like telling someone with Allergies to ""Stop and smell the roses."" Just thought I'd share this showerthought.. 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I have never felt so alone in my life. I find myself crying constantly. I have never in my life craved human contact as I have in the past 2 months. I always prided myself in enjoying alone time, but this is too much. I am not emotionally ready for this. I had a good life back home. I was somewhat spoiled. I had it good. I didn’t have to worry about work, bills, responsibilities, etc. I just don’t know how much longer I’ll keep up this “fake it till’ you make it” attitude... 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It hasn't really affected my interpersonal skills, I don't feel anxious around people and yeah I do feel insecure sometimes but nothing that I would consider out of the ordinary. My biggest problem however is anxiety when it comes to my career. I've always had very low self-confidence when it comes to performing well in school. When I was just 8 years old I stayed up all night worrying about a math exam that I had to take the next day. When I had to take the SATs I had the same issue where I would beat myself up if I didn't get an amazing score. Most of the time, I managed to actually do well on my tests and actually got into a great college and have been doing quite well but anytime I do well I just assume that it's because i'm a hardworker and I will never do well in anything that requires actual intelligence. My biggest issue right now is that I am taking a very important test that determines whether I get accepted to graduate school. I have taken it last year and did not do well and have been struggling because of this test for the past 2 years. I stopped hanging out with my friends and family and basically I wake up, study and sleep. I feel miserable and the problem is that when I take practice exams I don't do as well as I should. Then, when I review the tests I'm shocked at answers that I missed that are so obvious to me. The issue is that when I am taking the practice test, if I come across a question that is even slightly more challenging than other questions, I instantly give up and start thinking about the score i'm gonna get and how I am a failure and will never succeed in life. These thoughts are stopping me from doing well on this test and I don't know what to do. If someone has had a similar experience, I'd love your advice! 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How do I stop making my anxiety everyone else’s problem?",11.605600000000004,8.651855160000004,10.68,63.02000000000001,57.4,13.2,45.0,11.20814326018867,5.092599999999999,218,10,36,4,2,70,42,50,0.387,0.565,0.048,-0.9638,0,1,0,0,1,1,3.0,0,1,0,0,6,5,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,3,0,14,8,6,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,7,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,2,2,25,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23619519338263664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503375817636293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437037794694825,0.0,0.18490668898141654,0.0,0.0,0.16900852134265912,0.24765938823081415,0.0,0.21517221521607466,0.0,0.2749788305396744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4038336329581816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596464851599403,0.0,0.0,0.2309632647033624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444306203696255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331673183935294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16134260435711725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835933795779587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312828264187416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2020795093828199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621230510737513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kikwi_elder,2018/03/18,Effexor side effects? Anyone had any strange side effects from Effexor? I’ve been on 75 mg for about 4 months and I’m experiencing strange dreams and dreams every night. I also have bruises all over my legs that my doctor just ran blood work for. I feel like this medication is helping my anxiety immensely and I’m hoping the blood work comes back ok so I don’t have to switch meds. :/,2.5371000000000024,5.111409560000002,3.6422500000000007,85.64737500000003,80.06666666666666,6.95,25.375,8.07648339933343,1.6996999999999995,307,12,60,6,8,99,56,75,0.095,0.715,0.19,0.8299,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,5,3,0,0,1,1,6,5,3,2,1,10,12,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,6,3,7,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,30,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689823591679555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444204678995813,0.0,0.2074860969894112,0.0,0.0,0.18964656521898046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085549961732702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23363599996293194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776098981164591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22851844574909144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371393206069768,0.1937629274501601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179615005324296,0.0,0.0,0.26938725237899125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250665248118085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3012694169589219,0.2732302770411579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21648890933375015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545259388222417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394909516897308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shakentree,2018/03/18,"What do your heart palpitations feel like? Hi I know a lot of people with anxiety also have heart palpitations. I have an AV Block (heart rhythm disorder) but I’m thinking my worsening “attacks” could be related to my anxiety. So I’m curious, how does it feel for you? For me I can be totally okay, in a normal state, and will suddenly feel my heart quiver, stop/skip beat, a big thump then back to normal. Doesn’t last long but is scary of course. Simultaneously I’ll feel all the air in me knocked out. Once I was mid sentence and I felt like I was trying to talk without taking a breath first. Almost suffocating. Then I’ll be super tired, like I could just instant sleep. I’m curious if anyone else gets the fatigue or the weird punched in the gut- out of breath- feeling? I know it’s common to get out of breath and dizzy but this is like an all at once episode. Thanks ",1.7182577132486363,4.1498825862069,3.10456745311555,89.1155989110708,82.33333333333334,6.651663641863277,22.95099818511797,7.85451343220497,1.1846482758620684,686,24,144,13,19,223,108,174,0.145,0.6809999999999999,0.174,0.7727,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,3,5,10,1,0,10,1,15,11,9,1,3,34,31,13,0,5,7,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,9,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,3,6,15,7,19,22,4,20,0,1,0,0,4,10,0,4,13,83,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216316678544354,0.0,0.0,0.09713712657787704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858438652690714,0.0,0.0,0.08493255988399315,0.1244573093394522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818626307185136,0.0,0.09340063544593767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939630523720589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13921172054525194,0.0,0.10629660181036543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10147010322885423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070868577675792,0.08677605850628661,0.11662738125134485,0.0,0.0,0.10331977938355164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269230020705272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5757559819709418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335101876449394,0.0990118277510793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737058847104314,0.0,0.0,0.10749448434537673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326691092822296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23802376611061865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587168096248197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08420993283537527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215547352325922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155186197497484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913280771763522,0.09763058412817037,0.0,0.11183050615432928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07783115744086873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960846316349096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824681286643018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11708986617235399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,callowass,2018/03/18,"any way to un-relate a song to anxiety? so i was listening to a song a while back, and in the middle of it, started having a full on anxiety attack. (i was already pretty anxious to begin with, but then it just started) now whenever i even think about the song, i feel kind of sick to my stomach. but i really liked the song and i wish there was some way to like... fix it. any advice?",0.7614999999999981,2.70192415,3.3550000000000004,88.82000000000002,82.5,6.5,21.25,7.6454224807358475,0.8903750000000006,292,9,63,5,8,102,51,80,0.138,0.7440000000000001,0.118,0.2523,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,0,7,0,4,2,1,0,0,10,11,7,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,6,7,3,12,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,9,47,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187322774719775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470112219744341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044355526661509,0.0,0.3424715009774715,0.252873659973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25464847526802165,0.0,0.17211789997537932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784314104504148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11317941214562174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233093230942512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871225505314748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277241070834813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433965999984615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168679194622633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342659776795008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553449795577289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25740309393898186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SweatyGaff69,2018/03/18,Anxiety triggered by past events I used to have a best friend. We were decently close and it was pretty good in general. Basic stuff. After a bit of banter at my house something seemed to change in him. He is much taller and stronger than I am and he proceeded to choke and throw a chair across the room whilst shouting. Only recently have I began thinking about the event that happened about 2 years ago. My anxiety is worsened by thinking about stuff like this. It’s almost like ptsd.,4.18391304347826,6.4240215217391325,4.029782608695655,86.65380434782612,72.91304347826087,7.208695652173913,26.71739130434783,8.07648339933343,1.7243217391304348,388,14,72,6,8,118,69,92,0.094,0.703,0.203,0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,5,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,13,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,7,5,15,10,3,18,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,12,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171285279421283,0.0,0.1934902873874313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956383278665401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20278123904175066,0.0,0.2109553197352028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20440998014960093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928774900927086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620707778846053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708711976221435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295958021614126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18880322941699676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420450752632853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14695887242092734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18445833064836276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658270554165053,0.0,0.0,0.2258736085636146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907896909302496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17590783872711402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487566292177446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.442400477725888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476258574198437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16688725972473428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443272642969185 anxiety,Reina-Lee,2018/03/18,"Fear of Choking & Anxiety... Hello, first time poster here! Ah, so, for a little background... I'm a 22 year old female who was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder five years ago. For the most part, I can handle the majority of my symptoms despite not being on any medication(yet?). Except one. Despite fluctuating in intensity throughout the years, I've seriously struggled with a fear of choking while eating. It's the most likely thing to send me into full blown panic mode. On a really good day, I might be able to eat a salad...maybe even a few bites of steak or pork. On a bad one, I can barely touch a milkshake or smoothie. I havent eaten while home alone or in solitude since I've developed GAD for fear of panicking... Because of this, I eat a lot of ""safe"" foods, err...processed ones that won't panic me as much or that I can st least coerce myself into eating. I'm 5""1 at 105 lbs with a very small appetite, and while I'm not at risk of starving to death my calorie consumption probabky barely reaches 900 cals/day... I want to eat healthier, especially now that I'm older with a steady S/O whom I'd like to eventually, far in the future, have kids with but I know my eating habits would be terrible for that. I have more mediocre days than good, and even diced apple in an apple crisp might trigger anxiety... I feel like I'm at my wits end. :( globus sensation is almost constant as well... Would medication potentially improve this? My doctor had wanted to try me on Zoloft, but I was reluctant as my dad was previously prescribed it and he hated how it made him feel emotionless. Any tips would be appreciated...",4.377980769230772,6.026871349358974,5.705000000000003,77.31500000000005,71.08333333333333,8.661538461538461,28.384615384615394,9.188382445141503,2.5055230769230774,1279,48,235,27,24,429,190,312,0.15,0.794,0.057,-0.9724,0,1,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,2,7,18,1,7,17,1,21,13,0,3,0,38,34,17,1,5,9,1,3,3,0,6,5,0,1,1,12,10,8,1,3,0,0,1,4,11,2,5,6,3,22,7,41,18,10,35,0,0,0,0,8,17,0,10,20,148,34,1,0.09076951844665417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046170138360814,0.0,0.09089256109454992,0.09400984645626656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834873531384557,0.0,0.1234527703262822,0.0,0.20831529949377905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757887564576378,0.055332255952869766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808960297863738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561649066956134,0.0,0.0,0.09212915054000102,0.0,0.0,0.1040297320421502,0.09290644836397394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5572792680362976,0.0,0.0,0.08039485152329277,0.0,0.0,0.11990482173259645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064228310422649,0.09179159169099636,0.0648457621148971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720850602109405,0.10975886200521068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522663310848399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961610739462365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104922789615397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049884553510296886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13303620530268095,0.09097490349165432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07716899863464853,0.0,0.08588831306936369,0.0,0.0,0.09119018153216596,0.0,0.0,0.09144074039733814,0.0,0.192584229767686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672604013294138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524734053326764,0.0,0.1845233244991626,0.0,0.0,0.212996945023706,0.0,0.09829454305272643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05814927780328241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508548364539452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09489200885581944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434428469395326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06030323475566578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052928436155375305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06162654475760292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489435887147915,0.10707642747393302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161269806447607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934401847993738,0.0,0.0,0.1753577816522514 anxiety,DelectablePuns,2018/03/18,"The world is too much for me Right now I feel more overwhelmed by anxiety than I have in the past few months. The news scares me, and I worry constantly about current events. The world is such a terrifying place. My country's ""democracy"" is becoming eerily similar to a fascist government. I'm scared for my own rights and safety as well as the rights and safety of everyone I know. It seems like everything is wrong in the world. People everywhere are suffering and there is nothing I can do about it. Danger is everywhere. I feel unsafe at school because there might be a shooting. It's getting to the point where I'm scared to do ordinary things. Does anyone else have similar experiences? How do you cope with it?",3.718752136752137,6.263196977777778,4.455555555555557,81.61461538461539,75.51851851851852,8.598290598290598,27.421652421652432,9.265573868473778,2.7019002849002858,572,23,104,15,13,183,87,135,0.203,0.718,0.078,-0.9619,1,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,10,9,1,4,10,0,15,0,0,1,0,12,22,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,11,2,16,20,4,18,0,2,0,0,1,12,0,2,7,73,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348965576928035,0.0,0.0,0.1128720882822016,0.16539895213702885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840315988065468,0.1782811904375624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17444303902516348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14126407399029536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484984398556749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424847100276542,0.14507834907629075,0.15790459000437565,0.0,0.0,0.16324262434849127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433788122196098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08871493869380591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886408361556753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124637723486374,0.0,0.0,0.1288478663361049,0.0,0.11866592247743454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548916068000386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540983939391335,0.11191174487399502,0.0,0.1686547300310714,0.0,0.15259876832335784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135681122334002,0.0,0.0,0.4848436499143309,0.16337068183242393,0.0,0.14695522470507072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072435733695161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514042916975475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393488689380445,0.0,0.0,0.17649285743133195,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cornerfoldd,2018/03/18,"Just hit a deer I was driving and one of the deers starting freaking out when they saw the lights and jumped in the road. The deer went under the car and when I turned back a around it was laying there until it got up and limped away. I was stressing about killing then and there but on the way back I wondered if I damaged its internal organs. Or if it would survive from here on out. It was with another deer too. The car was fine too, I just care about animals and this is the first time this has happened. I just can't get it off my mind ",3.2637389380530983,4.114937000000005,3.5983960176991165,94.42201880530978,72.80530973451326,6.7119469026548675,24.74446902654867,6.6274283507984215,0.5418327433628325,423,12,98,3,8,131,72,113,0.09,0.853,0.057,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,15,6,1,1,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,20,19,14,1,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,4,0,2,8,3,9,2,16,9,0,26,0,1,1,0,1,11,0,4,9,77,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484935492580281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096189644718166,0.0,0.0,0.22264993441101225,0.3644450405604063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24161627828714635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20157454501434244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381194843266367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953406378629165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095600887606936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621825796389589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23928162503889755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058336530213613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16773522942302213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714590864561149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13818458594996744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577655220637828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810320644508524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196822653914671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569940356914118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16834335683070534,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,26_spanahh,2018/03/18,"Does anyone know the solution to anxiety that makes your head all tired and slow? I know what it is, its the adrenaline rush that goes through your head when you're nervous, how do I make it stop? Its making me really slow mentally",3.453666666666667,5.61127297777778,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,74.7777777777778,8.944444444444445,24.583333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.1966666666666668,184,6,37,5,4,58,36,45,0.191,0.762,0.047,-0.7149,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,2,3,2,4,1,9,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,2,7,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,22,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994100442577203,0.0,0.0,0.18226488671947733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281120233994384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5350404377584871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865122546669785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5219930558392413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626916887419565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669903759611276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21792983332072108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29959912615761913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,megmaseg,2018/03/19,"Sports/Team Anxiety. Need advice! I am a female athlete and a senior in college. I play a Division 1 sport and today I have reached a low. Over the past several years I have been discouraged, bullied, emotionally manipulated and controlled by my coach. The mind games, micromanaging, and cruelty has me broken down. Today, I got in trouble for leaving this weekend to see friends while diagnosed with an injury. My coach said it was horrible that I did not have the privilege to see my friends when I was unable to participate in practice that week. So she suspended me from practice, took away my captainship, and is not starting me in the next game. I have apologized and accepted I made a mistake. The biggest issue I have coming from this situation is what the team thinks of me. My teammates only hear that I am suspended, my co-captains don’t have my back, and so I am assuming that everyone is talking trash about me and how bad of a teammate and captain I was. I know that the drama will pass. But my anxiety is stemming from having to see my teammates tomorrow and what they are saying about me behind my back. That they think poorly of me. That terrifies me and cripples me. I don’t know what to do or how to stop caring what others think. I also don’t know how to block out the bullying that my coach does. It is taxing on the soul. The negativity and feeling of low-self worth is just debilitating. I don’t know how to deal with it. I have six more weeks left until I graduate. I have been through a lot, but this is the first time I have thought in four years that I might not be able to get through this. How do I stop caring what my teammates or coaches think?",4.432832310838446,5.828976981595094,5.452898773006137,80.16141359918201,70.59509202453987,8.746216768916156,30.761247443762784,9.188382445141503,2.6789247443762783,1320,56,254,27,24,435,162,326,0.139,0.8009999999999999,0.06,-0.9588,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,3,14,12,0,0,19,0,37,1,0,8,0,53,61,27,0,2,8,0,1,0,2,2,1,3,0,0,22,16,0,5,12,11,3,3,8,5,0,3,11,7,47,7,36,47,2,37,1,2,3,0,15,13,0,5,21,199,69,5,0.11768298344310416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149984494089347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411103934175956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005432044296826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105670368317203,0.18098190026139627,0.09826037555348964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399712895598929,0.0,0.0,0.10137346987274504,0.0,0.0,0.13199147271863462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132598848737805,0.0,0.1194457509874102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10298517186269117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237751667696113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245113387334724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059504052406845635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10010108559832444,0.0,0.0,0.18184316216575985,0.0,0.061484501663002934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09412183240458227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263727527909489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12283045971562265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587019600977207,0.0,0.0,0.1246092873848571,0.12786290584669502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000498641400143,0.0,0.1113544843893644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484304814547008,0.1188262656300209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726044106739302,0.0,0.0,0.12515718797607994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08950321190681347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11234172380358072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119434663864358,0.0935862318830462,0.0,0.0,0.28133430401077336,0.0,0.12276901743617075,0.1329482741612414,0.0,0.0,0.132280604113768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329662139202076,0.0,0.0,0.19677648730722147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458912433938313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016260158389529,0.0,0.09342714353701294,0.06862189402715757,0.0,0.22309941598797373,0.0,0.13075012472380845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879638157984965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156796589837335 anxiety,squamsquam,2018/03/19,"Feeling crazy and alone- isolated in my anxiety. Feeling overwhelmed with anxiety recently. I’m fairly high up at my place of employment, but recently feel like i “can’t do anything right.” I know it’s all in my head and it’s just my anxiety... but every time i get corrected for the smallest thing, i feel like an absolute failure. I feel like my boss is just waiting to fire me because i am no good at my job. It just seems like i am always told what I’m doing wrong and never told what I’m doing right. How do i move forward without having to ask for praise? My mind will not turn off. Any suggestions would be appreciated. - squam ",1.99448717948718,4.339285738095242,3.829682539682541,84.8687362637363,80.50793650793649,7.368986568986569,26.35897435897436,8.384062270229773,2.0531728937728944,497,21,98,11,13,167,81,126,0.152,0.642,0.206,0.8674,2,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,0,12,1,1,2,3,26,28,6,0,1,7,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,5,2,0,0,2,6,16,6,13,23,1,16,1,1,0,0,5,11,0,1,9,62,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478198439916663,0.0,0.0,0.11875846281883565,0.0,0.0,0.09705775478773587,0.0,0.32755223237783543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174503452789573,0.0,0.1334284168196246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700371025991548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025179539049333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608297235604449,0.3058878660270114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456781459731554,0.0,0.0,0.119710786447328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647681569281634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507965819685601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163233616150986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843781471248727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.278912501961291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14411135660423613,0.0,0.0,0.1516938697464374,0.0,0.0,0.11007816054723923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911703326787493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28184703307297804,0.0,0.0,0.24377239005423945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993129292725394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482001183697444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322397568057001,0.0,0.0,0.27275931576660445,0.0,0.0,0.15524359241697855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13758160915722684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138759933714184,0.1560471579319574,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Teh_Reaper,2018/03/19,Afraid of driving Afraid of leaving the house. When going out alone I have this constant sense of dread and panic. It affects my driving and is affecting getting work or going to class. Should I seek therapy for this?,3.0584999999999987,6.0781378500000045,3.1650000000000027,86.62000000000002,83.0,5.2,28.0,6.742157984588678,1.6533500000000003,174,8,29,2,5,53,32,40,0.192,0.8079999999999999,0.0,-0.8074,0,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,20,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365147888510206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3511185612901965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975509990196158,0.0,0.3693142841131983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3749092197861754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440389278044209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3812186950752486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37156954451471547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365425788268229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thinkhigh,2018/03/19,"Took the Bus for the first time in over a year and 3 months! Thought I'd share my success I had today since I do not have many people I can tell this about. And I wish to bring more hope to others who are suffering through the same thing I have. I used to always get severe panic attacks/anxiety when I entered a bus, subway/train, someone's car, etc. Couldn't leave my house at one point for a few weeks at the start of this all. Now today I managed to ride the public bus to school for the very first time and I'm extremely happy about this as I was always hopeless and thought that I would not ever be able to do that without taking medications (xanax). My goal currently is to continue riding the bus as much as I can, and getting as much exposure for it until I can finally start to ride the subways/trains. I took many steps to get to this point and I would love to share my journey for anybody who wishes to know, so ask me anything! I want to support others as much as possible who are going through something similar as I did and feel completely hopeless for their future. I may not know you but if you are going through this, you are hell of a lot stronger than you think. 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We've been together for only 3 months but I've been arguing with him for the past two days because I feel like his affection is disappearing. He said that his friends are as important to him and he's finding it hard to juggle his hobbies, friends and our relationship. He doesn't say ""I love you"" as much as he used to or just accept my compliment without saying ""that's gay"". I've talked to him a couple of times about it and he always says ""You know I'm just not like that"". How am I supposed to be reassured with that response? I asked him a couple of times if he still likes me and he says of course he still does but these feelings won't just go away. Now I'm just always cranky and I feel bad because i just want to go back from when everything was tranquil.",2.6730072463768124,4.220099271739134,3.8798695652173936,89.09411594202898,75.30434782608695,7.297971014492754,25.31014492753623,8.021203637495839,1.3054431884057975,702,24,153,11,15,229,107,184,0.122,0.716,0.162,0.8801,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,1,2,0,0,13,14,1,0,4,0,11,2,0,3,0,30,26,15,0,2,11,0,5,4,2,1,0,5,0,0,9,8,0,0,7,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,4,10,22,11,23,20,1,20,0,1,0,2,32,3,0,2,15,93,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135937960084966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187340536865158,0.0,0.11932690895527133,0.09766025821923813,0.10604523032870354,0.15484412467985595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343561732372764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28106083905566165,0.0,0.08190876885096518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114435711346464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700856286930586,0.0,0.11414536890869288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568734714245083,0.18146712258455525,0.0,0.0,0.11608175818848206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962500133644457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21654238276485407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377299313727228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979952190930631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24819609473805604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114628441541408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013754797299122,0.0,0.09336448604715146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965942646601224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124219869065242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727151777574826,0.0,0.0,0.12081238861417598,0.4040030769160087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285531631334747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208311764186036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843775609750884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22217576057625926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240670219634515,0.0,0.0,0.10969294924964317,0.0,0.0,0.07491180054256995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242985832646686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Theasp1r1gwriter,2018/03/19,"What the hell am I going to do with my life? As a brief introduction, I am a 24 year old community college student that has being wrestling with anxiety and depression since I was about 12 years old. I have been attending community college off and on for about 6 years and I feel like I am getting nowhere. Historically, I've always struggled with academics because the anxiety I experience is absolutely draining. In addition, I struggle to hold a job for more than a month. Presently, I am unemployed. Following a bout of anxiety, I then fall into episodes of soul crushing depression that persists for about a week or more. I feel trapped and I consistently ruminate on failure; these feeling primarily arise from living at home with my parents with a fatalistic sense that there is no hope and I will live a miserable life. At this point, I have absolutely zero idea about what I should do. I hope someone who reads this can provide me some insight.",7.1597805642633245,8.146012574712646,7.600929989550679,68.7416144200627,64.05747126436782,11.154858934169278,40.530825496342736,11.022393298168332,4.886064367816092,764,43,129,21,11,251,110,174,0.217,0.728,0.055,-0.9796,4,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,1,3,10,0,17,2,0,0,0,23,25,8,0,3,1,1,3,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,12,0,1,5,1,0,5,1,6,0,1,2,3,19,3,26,20,3,23,2,3,0,0,2,8,1,4,11,94,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246711424107316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.343860218804157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133540208096726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580979191810998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656317171086336,0.0,0.0,0.2272767066073592,0.1070390797197146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828035503541812,0.0,0.08515223783182015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502924053221354,0.2976313783273808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914061921346762,0.0,0.0,0.14868384730183326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116597043166085,0.07319971020758809,0.0,0.2646065005708763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119593432704354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31444422407641304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663692575105558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14163843802148365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987124309792446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394150068700235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126951063165663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31327115202023376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018514731140692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894581690086353 anxiety,nemxplus,2018/03/19,"Probiotics & Prebiotics cured my anxiety. I suffered from agonizing anxiety between age 16 and 21, it sucked. Gave me bad acne, made the hair all over my body start to fall out, destroyed my sleep but after trying literally everything I read how important the gut was to the mind. So after some research I started taking Bimuno a 2nd gen prebiotic and yakult a liquid probiotic. Bimuno provides food for the bifido bacterium and was definitely the most influential on my mental health, after only a few days the constant fear and butterflies calmed from about 90% down to 20%, feeling the results I couldn't believe it I wanted more and so I tried in combination with yakult which provides the lacto bacterium, this took the remaining 20% down to 1%. Since then I have taken this combination of pro and prebiotic. Instead of treating the symptoms I feel I have cured the root problem. It has literally changed my life, it may be something to consider before you plunge into strong SSRI medication. But it may not work you, I think it worked so well for me because I really had no reason to be constantly so scared, school was easy I had great friends and family, nothing was causing my anxiety besides poor gut health and I think this is why it was so effective. My suggestion just try it, the effects were so immediate and profound it literally made me cry, it gave me my life back. Below is some research papers that test the effectiveness of bifido and lacto bacterium on anxiety with good results. https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/british-journal-of-nutrition/article/assessment-of-psychotropiclike-properties-of-a-probiotic-formulation-lactobacillus-helveticus-r0052-and-bifidobacterium-longum-r0175-in-rats-and-human-subjects/2BD9977C6DB7EA40FC9FFA1933C024EA https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/full/10.1111/j.1365-2982.2010.01664.x",12.790892133008914,15.474518291970814,9.85542579075426,51.51656123276564,52.21167883211678,11.490348742903487,36.75506893755069,11.319583603955671,4.760666504460666,1548,59,194,37,18,453,163,274,0.132,0.723,0.145,0.8795,0,0,1,0,0,0,77.0,0,2,0,6,12,14,2,2,16,0,18,12,5,11,1,43,33,20,0,3,4,0,3,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,15,14,1,0,8,1,1,2,3,7,1,0,14,3,27,7,29,14,6,22,0,1,0,0,6,9,1,5,11,137,42,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047978130653726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3684973292100559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925989261429713,0.10054933941478787,0.0734095932488457,0.0,0.10247229018397937,0.13567705453408374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337643547361381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370902574696475,0.127393041850467,0.0,0.0,0.2602719781653534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322805428453528,0.07766377209719612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822968091493464,0.0,0.11352540179331627,0.13551092397252232,0.12178038458145835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456176560399362,0.0,0.0930395885924026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100626874813368,0.0,0.13276832025340893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25601100046024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17011862264841346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278969479437789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131490833591688,0.12135946570221792,0.0,0.1215943094754475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11555045454476648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158817867363896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11522988202447434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045698321626085,0.0,0.07714695086513458,0.12381633437003008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120565827264977,0.12187591655237642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996163036980854,0.0,0.12051136372242735,0.0,0.0,0.09270858241657894,0.0,0.0,0.17047401272941565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516705573392056,0.09054415778710252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15432617915454316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379593346072005,0.2452807773375874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07102942806178206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827599319205633,0.0,0.10866428536861007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753407871271948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thestonedowl,2018/03/19,"Anybody else struggle with jaw/teeth clenching? I clench my jaw so often it will become sore by the end of the day. I only do it when I'm awake, never in my sleep. Anybody else struggle with this/have any solutions that have worked for you? I'm afraid of developing jaw problems! 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I worked at a pretty decent and well known restaurant at West-London, and my ex-boss' bullying triggered the anxiety that has been haunting me for 2 years. I'm better now, and I can almost function properly, but I have lost all my cooking skills and I am unable to work under any pressure, as I feel those ""Vietnam flashbacks"" and go absolutely useless. When I'm cooking at home or in culinary School (I'm making the equivalent of a chef's PHD in one of the most prestigious cooking schools in Madrid), so it's not that I can't cook at all, but when I try to work I end up quitting after a week because of this. I think I was rather talented and, being as young as I am, things were going pretty well. Now I'm afraid that guy ruined my career, my passion and my life. Any advice/help?",5.9302976190476215,5.118592863095241,6.7209523809523795,80.12404761904764,66.79761904761905,9.133333333333336,32.35714285714286,8.167268648758528,2.2976142857142863,643,23,130,7,9,214,104,168,0.117,0.757,0.126,0.384,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,8,9,10,0,2,7,0,12,6,0,2,2,21,22,16,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,7,7,4,0,3,4,0,2,2,5,2,1,5,1,19,5,20,16,3,21,0,3,0,1,1,9,0,3,10,89,26,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828237229356724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285657352652743,0.0,0.12856128290994648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244450353222706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486306067083248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488464641287354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497343798187676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19101856521320865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16640044171894214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264343306880367,0.0,0.16857243190588414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187019098425329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18345141068775125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217772768765308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387812312426494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419438204068287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17874671705505615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401603853441773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116479861438058,0.10768258006770316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11409801883871618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13480323585097936,0.0,0.3022024745299463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4893829019132408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822163053909037 anxiety,s1t234,2018/03/19,"Can anyone help?? Convincing myself I have health problems For about 12 months now I’ve been getting this problem where I convince myself that I’ve got certain health problems and it makes me obsess over them so much it just takes over my life. One of the ones I’ve had is that I’ve convinced myself I’ve got a heart problem (palpitations, chest pains), constantly checking my heart rate and been to doctors several times to get it checked even tho I know it’s not a problem. Another is I think my hair is falling out. There are a lot more, sometimes more personal ones, and it’s just one thing after another. Make myself sick worrying about it Does anyone else get this? And does anyone know what I could do to control this, really had enough.",3.6346153846153832,5.933439734265736,3.965734265734266,86.22244755244759,74.73426573426573,6.917482517482518,27.08391608391609,7.882392219407189,1.7298643356643355,594,23,111,9,13,185,87,143,0.163,0.7559999999999999,0.081,-0.9084,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,10,11,0,1,4,0,12,10,4,3,1,22,23,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,13,5,0,1,3,0,2,1,1,7,0,4,6,1,14,4,11,16,5,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,5,76,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377642720364277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378204339610895,0.11616468155112625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12251661703624635,0.12715816611624794,0.09051961805646336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604271409769867,0.1984280548053558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470911986688177,0.0,0.0,0.11714526620981545,0.0,0.07488221319547632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769912665581766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813504971731076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24102173366144414,0.0,0.2686965942449838,0.07599195420561282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461436386435833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007914754660224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638620573121204,0.0,0.0,0.15135555643306664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049374961623366,0.0,0.08334266280079859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072996225956447,0.0,0.12063753548564266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899348046999414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5424162611218689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07263005031339173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807993109297958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1121294187756158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524286004714884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532040190045225,0.07264524411510857,0.0,0.0,0.06610907523183468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513642429464535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iLikeCS,2018/03/19,"I went to the gym alone and it wasn't so bad Im a college freshman and I went to the gym for the first time in a long time today and I went alone. I waited so long because I am afraid people will watch me and judge me for how weak I am/look. I did my entire workout and nobody really payed any attention to me, and i went during peak time at about 4:30. I was scared to mess up bench press in front of everyone so I went on the machine for that. In high school I used to work out alone in my house for the very reason I described, and if I just went to a gym I would've realized it wasn't as bad as I imagined it would be. I think gym class had some influence on what I figured it would be like at the gym. Reading this over it doesn't seem to be written too well but that's ok. I feel pretty good about myself right now and that's all that matters. 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I feel old and think about how my body will go on a decline in the next years. I've been thinking about death a lot recently, it scares the shit out of me. It's like becoming a constant thought and I keep feeling anxious about it. Feels like my anxiety made me miss most of my twenties and I'm never gonna get them back. I wish I would have met and had sex with more girls in my twenties as well. I have a good work at home job as a web developer and had my first girlfriend since one year. She asked me recently when I would like to have children and I answered I don't really know maybe 3-4 years and she was upset by my answer. She can make me quite anxious sometimes but I love her and am confused right now. Just wanted to vent out and any advice is appreciated, Thank you",1.4138842710997466,3.2274284510869613,2.932263427109977,93.31759590792844,79.70652173913044,6.0685421994884905,22.236572890025574,7.048011613610866,0.4661071611253202,681,21,157,8,17,223,117,184,0.091,0.76,0.149,0.9144,1,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,1,1,3,10,12,1,3,8,0,14,5,3,3,1,36,39,15,1,4,2,0,3,3,1,5,0,0,1,2,4,13,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,5,1,2,7,3,26,7,18,25,3,27,0,1,0,2,12,8,1,3,21,94,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969920664631635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08329976387170307,0.0,0.09370717353598697,0.27676552203774585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451486425950508,0.0,0.0,0.0941899216466686,0.0,0.0,0.13528441994969825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13606263718718484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237193049284018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858091453045332,0.08750936342659922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10419288774882826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399778525651817,0.0,0.06961586503289521,0.10274171564927163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287094350989786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1215558734554842,0.10887782932686868,0.0,0.0,0.06731921069524056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795323743454542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413957252627956,0.11055514417161433,0.11590628835801454,0.08176534612417374,0.0,0.12306116045789542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447451984717757,0.0,0.13027320093288752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38560889098848106,0.0,0.08300474920612651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028688929464788,0.0,0.0,0.07847245707846663,0.0,0.24189505881590606,0.0,0.0,0.10460875884862683,0.0,0.0,0.1226373382108162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12573779239986305,0.10132786880882863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12114917949437967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127755347925922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15697774615823132,0.0,0.09724613695307012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224982559103638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013634541753403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086145167464212,0.0,0.0,0.08917670910932735,0.0,0.0,0.17403170107886992,0.0,0.0,0.39440891082183704 anxiety,harukie,2018/03/19,Panic attacks Tried going to visit the doctor today and had extremely bad panic attacks... the days are getting so much harder... the struggle is getting really tough... Need help,4.457000000000002,7.889525033333339,5.428333333333337,69.5025,82.0,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,2.519,141,6,16,2,4,46,25,30,0.371,0.56,0.069,-0.9171,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,3,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5267057616055582,0.0,0.0,0.19328417740950396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929166508395808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369394523329661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418875617038032,0.0,0.13156089528108322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15516262396302247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017151859587454,0.1716466325016256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5432064231408225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482981889727456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24200323018473344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194251083250862,0.0,0.0,0.15716626801656475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,badnewstuesdays,2018/03/19,"Lexapro- will the symptoms ease soon? Hi everyone, first time posting here! So my doctor prescribed me Lexapro 10mg for generalized anxiety disorder and PTSD. It's been a long conversation because I'm generally afraid of medication (grew up in a very hippie household) and I don't always have anxiety symptoms but when I do, buckle up because it's depersonalization time! Anyways, I've agreed to try Lexapro and to be honest, this first week has been shit. I feel sick all the time, it's like I'm constantly on the verge of throwing up, and I have a terrible headache that makes me feel so foggy. On top of that, I'm scared of medication so I'm afraid I'm permanently screwing my brain up somehow? Sorry if this is disjointed, I'd just love to hear from other people who've had negative side effects and if they stayed on their meds or no. 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Every new symptom makes me more anxious and at this point I'd worry I'm giving myself new symptoms / imagining them / making myself sicker by being anxious (but I'd also worry that I'd dismiss real symptoms as being caused by anxiety)",2.6208302808302832,4.986226736263738,4.56212454212454,80.36343101343101,78.34065934065934,5.8026862026862025,25.49572649572649,6.937597516519254,1.4335997557997555,367,14,62,4,9,125,61,91,0.328,0.5870000000000001,0.085,-0.9804,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,5,9,0,3,0,11,13,6,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,9,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,8,7,2,12,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,9,34,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194726262753668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11428819980103352,0.5063278309510602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347174300632066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15505036863434293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258733098985743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331509486721766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597553275589506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701187991234086,0.0,0.0,0.1994471471504043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885768639934482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261622097674664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14122833540094806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14943730305738215,0.17004634991120968,0.0,0.0,0.14751138984155812,0.0,0.0,0.12758411422620314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4658416658234507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925264480072396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858428484143975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30343955517511023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620668877821438 anxiety,Planographic-print,2018/03/19,"Too sick to sleep I have no idea what is going on anymore... I'm nauseous every day but when I try to sleep I can't fall asleep for being sick and crying how lonely I feel... I can't even afford to go to the doctors as I can't miss any more school days before finals... Not that the doctor would help me anyway... I don't even know why I'm writing this... Do you have any ideas what to do please? I want it all to just stop...",-0.006236559139782828,1.6308804193548383,2.0163440860215083,99.01118279569893,83.51612903225806,4.133333333333334,14.634408602150538,3.1291,-1.3671591397849463,321,4,79,0,9,107,64,93,0.16399999999999998,0.735,0.101,-0.7896,1,2,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,2,0,11,7,3,1,1,14,19,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,0,1,10,0,9,17,2,9,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,5,50,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24534172956660996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889764788033494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534979516550469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814910288551155,0.23267226512300146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692720490478239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23829077524547415,0.0,0.1519857095866062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121021669104944,0.0,0.0,0.19760758825393146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503871726157635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091110096334587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40727497577754296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991372053014901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980132088242421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256353511064585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610390174619317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081347673835388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247244867882527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063982438095018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16277322573931174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281433360599641,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zodiac1360,2018/03/19,"Feeling more and more stressed Over the last couple months I start worrying about things I used to not have to worry about. Some days I have trouble breathing and feel always on edge without even knowing why. Lately I’ve been muting group chats just because getting a notification from it worries me. I’m also really stressed about not getting into the program I want, and feel like I’m wasting so much time. Just the other day I started applying for part time jobs and i spent thirty minutes in the store doing nothing until I finally managed to ask about applying. I also feel like even if I get into the program I want, that I’ll end up regretting it. I feel like I could be doing so much more but I always feel like once I start doing well at something I fail somewhere else. Just the other day I was happy about doing well in one class but I got a really low grade back, which I thought I did well on. I want to start going to the gym, I want to get a job, I want to do well in school and I want to have a social life. But I never feel like I have enough time for each thing. I sleep in way too much on weekends but I can’t find the motivation to get up earlier and do stuff in the morning. I hope when I get my gym membership that I’ll be able to keep a routine and continue from there. Every moment feels like I’m sighing. Just had to rant.",3.5018231046931447,4.542216249097475,4.721247292418774,85.88194314079425,72.42960288808662,7.272851985559567,26.48537906137184,7.554174236665415,1.3324889530685922,1059,35,219,12,20,350,140,277,0.087,0.738,0.175,0.9618,2,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,23,19,0,2,14,0,18,3,2,2,1,47,54,18,0,10,12,0,8,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,10,10,0,1,12,4,2,1,5,6,5,1,7,8,31,12,36,44,10,39,0,3,0,0,4,15,0,3,28,153,41,10,0.0796854310347774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744882081791642,0.13260932417544366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449512127502671,0.0,0.0,0.06127317777763015,0.0,0.048575499145369565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362233261873307,0.08817041379885983,0.0,0.15417153241859896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656695261837735,0.0,0.07057764000781318,0.08233635151732438,0.0,0.10526295133454333,0.0,0.06713841245125926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3223307856839227,0.3415637271188817,0.0,0.0872914947055011,0.072831040342484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24979409292475585,0.0,0.04528706680854282,0.0,0.06373171860117133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08482662308108976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914561295060837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815098927659912,0.07082807242810414,0.0,0.0,0.04379302894265767,0.06495426176614777,0.08988863706029801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05628417651802879,0.2335816592219904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636041508086022,0.0,0.17573388160130582,0.0,0.06145831686501994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646032020582849,0.0,0.0,0.08486238340090624,0.053996910344329616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629155652209708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209705516591012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08064591040932081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974297890007907,0.08122926191699956,0.0,0.06134573788849816,0.0,0.0,0.22560703290031256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18255878404273887,0.0,0.09122075396247734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587891919071264,0.0,0.0,0.06326133129259254,0.13939564694892054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06882262757525588,0.0,0.0,0.28200319081583536,0.06325058610389628,0.0,0.0,0.28658708934325683,0.0,0.0719037072329523,0.0,0.0,0.07681391193628773,0.0,0.0,0.24277326971606006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Morphoood,2018/03/19,"Inviting a girl to a party. So I'm giving my birthday party in a couple of weeks and have invited 12 guys and only 4 girls. I have a girl I can invite. I don't really know any of her friends, and she doesn't really know any of mine. Do I invite her and ask if she takes friends with her? P.S. I'm not unpopular but also not very well known.",0.4435428571428588,2.0563940400000007,3.3779047619047624,89.92800000000004,81.93333333333334,6.419047619047619,18.714285714285715,7.447530270364453,0.3264285714285715,263,6,61,4,7,94,47,75,0.037000000000000005,0.763,0.2,0.7463,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,12,13,8,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,11,3,6,13,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,1,1,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064679594229816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35114506922157884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413652096255426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28567334404040823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39894136639002303,0.0,0.0,0.24767158900102285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25564065654059803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837800229053519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963589569667268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307958521376559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941206456988253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21302709336310854,0.0,0.0,0.2070979341205592,0.0,0.2321365201887997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jarbus_zn,2018/03/19,"Everybody laughed So today i had to ask a question for marks in a seminar, i stuttered, face twitched, mispronounced words the works. Its was so embarrassing and still can't get over it, i feel like a loser. 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There is one thing with anxiety IRL, but I struggle so much with online anxiety that it is impossible for me to make friends online. I often regret so much i post and feel so stupid and think ""Why did I write that it sounds so stupid"" so I just delete it afterwards. Needed to vent somewhere. I really want to get over it, but I don't know how. 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I was still researching what parts I wanted to get, but my mom is ordering the parts in for me and pressured me to order what I needed last night. See, I've been pussyfooting around a bit because I wanted to be 100% sure that everything I was getting would operate smoothly. And I already cancelled an entire set of orders about two weeks ago, because I was still undecided on what I wanted. Now I'm extremely nervous, I had to order all of the parts from Amazon.ca because they're one of the only websites that ships to PO boxes, but I had to order the processor from a third party seller called Aero Malls, because not even the official Amazon seller would ship to my PO box. Nothing is going to get here until early April, but I can't cancel anything this time around. It takes 5 business days for them to refund anything, and my mom is tired of dealing with my anxiety. I know I'm overreacting, but I can't help it. I'm second guessing even building a new computer, honestly. This all started because my current PC has a failing GPU, but my brain spiraled off into -- well what if everything else is going to fail soon too? I probably should've stuck with my current build and grabbed a new GPU, and bought new stuff when I wouldn't be rushed like this. I'm trying to hold myself back from cancelling all of the orders right now, even though if I do that I probably won't get another chance. Edit: Too late to cancel anything now. CPU just shipped out. 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Whether its prescription medicine, anxiety pills, Antidepressants, advil, tylenol, etc. It's weird. I also get this feeling if I smell a new weird smell all of a sudden, or taste something weird. 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I am not even sure if it fits to this subreddit, but I guess it somehow does, since the core of the problem is constantly reoccurring doubts and anxiety. In particular about things in the future, things that might happen or might not happen, doesn't really make a difference. For instance studying, the constant exams and the thought of eventually not getting the first degree. And so I pushed through thinking once I had this first degree it would get better. But it didn't, since the same happened when I was pursuing the second degree, and now that I am finished with this I am worried and stressed about finding a job. And I know once this is done, I will be stressed about doing this job well. This shit never stops. The moment I debunk a thought that worries me, another one immediatelly takes its place. And this goes on and on. I am fresh out of uni, but I feel worn out and trashed. And the thought of having to go on like this for many more decades is scary and defeating and brings me more than often to thinking about just giving up. I also don't know how to deal with this. Just trying to face my worries and anxieties by working that away which causes them doesn't help since new ones keep coming and coming endlessly. Substance abuse has proven itself as a bad solution. Talking to people didn't really help either, since on one hand I don't know that many, and on the other I am not a ""people person"". I cannot express my feelings properly and at the same time I also do not connect with people really well, so it just ends up being an exchange of words. And being in places I am not familiar with or dealing with people is an additional stress factor which further sets me off. It feels like there is something in my head that keeps throwing bad images and negative thoughts at me all the time and I cannot get away from it nor do I know how to make it go away. I have tried becoming stoic and indifferent, but sometimes it bursts through, and looking back at you life and seeing the years being wasted isn't that nice either. Maybe I am not cut out for life, or maybe I am not prepared for it. tldr; have bad thoughts, don't know how to deal with it",6.319759615384619,6.3689717589285735,6.327767857142861,80.38550137362637,65.78571428571428,9.213736263736264,31.739697802197803,8.841846274778883,2.4414980082417586,1820,65,352,26,26,577,209,448,0.187,0.747,0.066,-0.9961,3,0,1,0,1,0,42.0,0,1,1,5,25,19,2,4,22,0,42,6,4,6,3,101,81,42,0,3,22,0,4,2,0,4,2,0,0,1,36,36,0,3,18,0,1,8,21,12,2,6,13,6,36,7,58,60,7,54,0,1,2,0,12,27,1,10,19,269,72,5,0.0,0.07893334036686553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655135101515603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06985646642473615,0.10192763374785717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187773940781484,0.051226365464187434,0.2224983559784195,0.0,0.07357612169962946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058919628450269025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684366874227905,0.0,0.1721606771254034,0.0,0.14398425585410993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20604566813305525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960330986980998,0.0,0.0,0.058299266872662577,0.06817498761367366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059005197898517214,0.0,0.0,0.04400162200230223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105462471520146,0.04759306042577987,0.0,0.0,0.060889113720541274,0.11333320706248436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441798482688104,0.06390759730924149,0.07572291561422631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07338900767673016,0.0,0.1767344948975955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837093635772168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930743634520771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13221936039628066,0.11842913506113673,0.0,0.0,0.18306196828421506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411079695024407,0.06509394961507063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594369115483522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893820972853204,0.13508364991610533,0.13385669867549205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134575006066766,0.06726681177638669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051381147750602464,0.06434163140297225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418954140760725,0.13542950913729682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847425887219586,0.05816967104006631,0.13920661973961995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374596655545532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280346780705642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053087201368584365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838406905462513,0.2755421359612036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051287028072073325,0.06588849460716201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05569697433279122,0.228937603595742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06278819102028177,0.0,0.05008965341874249,0.053546316458698964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08851821312582148,0.08537430814107083,0.0,0.3702196843477479,0.07769285695868504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09046068001433273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197980544545475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04849986720303751,0.20296633356514054,0.0,0.047324657277362375,0.0,0.0,0.042900842584586936 anxiety,LilGingii,2018/03/19,Anxiety and Blood Pressure Does anyone here take suffer from anxiety and high blood pressure? I do and I’m curious how others deal with it. High blood pressure gives me anxiety and I’m always thinking about my blood pressure.,3.8075609756097535,6.978615121951222,4.300682926829271,78.83395121951222,80.70731707317074,7.182439024390242,30.151219512195123,8.238735603445708,2.9977473170731708,184,9,28,4,5,58,26,41,0.35700000000000004,0.595,0.047,-0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,1,4,4,1,0,7,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21748023035371605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5998404935492918,0.0,0.0,0.18275552102283213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26946031484861904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287260724667153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507292890192676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5523021198599414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651721732130772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674749206822952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stupidmale997,2018/03/19,"I'm a straight guy who went to a very rowdy rave with my coworkers on Friday - all of which are straight women and a gay guy. Bad social anxiety now that I'm back at work, and sober. Last Friday a bunch of my female coworkers were talking about going to a super rowdy rave that night where you had to dress up in bright colors with super avant garde outfits, sign consent forms, etc. It's more than just your normal club. They invited the whole office, but the two other straight guys in my organization (small nonprofit) decided not to go. The gameplan was to hang out at someone's house beforehand, then walk over to the club. I decided I'd show up for the pre-game, but not go to the club. I felt super uneasy doing that considering they're my coworkers and I'm also in a committed relationship (which they all know about). Basically, I got really drunk at the pre-game, and they wouldn't let me leave. They kept coercing me into going and even offered to lend me the cash to buy a ticket (since the online sales were sold out). I ended up going and the whole time I felt like I was making a mistake. I tried to have fun but it just felt really off and awkward. It was definitely not my scene. Then when I got home I felt super guilty because as someone in a relationship, that's definitely not the right environment. I'm super open with my girlfriend and she even said not to worry about it, but then a day later she said she was kinda uncomfortable with it but trusted me. I don't want to be that type of partner. I kinda just got caught up in the fun, but now it seems like my coworkers are being really strange around me. I have no idea if it's just me, but I'm not getting good vibes from anyone. No one has spoken to me today about anything non-business. No one brought up the party at all to me. I feel like I'm getting strange looks. There's a very good chance its just me and my anxiety, but I'm not sure. I just feel like I overstepped my boundaries as a coworker and I'm freaking out about it.",3.8810549169859527,4.961206014814816,5.094576415495958,83.41111111111111,71.56790123456791,8.154108131119626,26.064282673478075,8.53829466247534,1.6635406555981271,1576,49,323,26,29,523,191,405,0.117,0.711,0.172,0.9802,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,4,6,21,20,0,1,25,0,18,2,0,1,5,67,54,26,0,5,22,0,6,4,2,1,0,2,1,5,18,20,1,1,11,6,4,10,12,4,0,3,21,11,42,16,53,29,9,53,0,0,3,1,23,29,0,4,18,215,60,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868269429226303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053663364579262,0.0,0.0,0.06879679150745585,0.0,0.08096684063399459,0.08758823466897743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565607409237031,0.08215179796965175,0.05997781893658606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06345360946201889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714460968670641,0.0,0.10973120246540674,0.1299717418647614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994981927184207,0.14058011233971796,0.3778805039183333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028097507348546,0.0,0.27958739910043523,0.16505024562388435,0.236075153896358,0.0,0.0,0.2922656234430489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869350184678773,0.0,0.0,0.1135292060641358,0.0,0.1110706823736794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407274051362528,0.0802012335418481,0.0,0.10418113043757343,0.0,0.10061075675771076,0.0,0.1922741397097836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08262307904646951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06567629504740741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233263954015823,0.09640161225152144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334363902572444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909405347664826,0.0,0.0,0.21126873992300824,0.0,0.08402478600471934,0.18718342938949564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895708417273989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813894800653957,0.0,0.0,0.10029652910061228,0.16673157848710926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273170151564428,0.0,0.0,0.07908240314657848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057372180216684436,0.0,0.0932625081379531,0.0,0.0,0.0668005610743081,0.0,0.09611303489506427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236461783128509,0.05803315325583576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120880186312648,0.0,0.2196985318088085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07162931653131542,0.09992013442892808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Leasfoy,2018/03/19,"I think that I just need to put it out of my mind I’ve to explain now that English is not my first language and I’m just learning it. So, I’m sorry for any mistake. My life have never been easy, I grew up very poor, and in a destructive Family. My father was always speaking my mom for anything and having a lot of affairs, never giving money for food so my mom have to have too many jobs, and she always try to do her best but at the same time she was using emotional chantagem to keep her kids always around her and doing whatever she wanted. So, I grew up hearing that it was my duty to make she feel happy, she was also always saying that I’m everything that she has( she has another 2 kids) and she would die if I wasn’t with her, and I think that those phrase being constantly putting in my head is what make me end where I am now. I’ve anxiety since always, then I start to have panics attacks and depression. But everything got worst when I came to USA, and believe me I didn’t want to come here. I got a scholarship to college after 2 years trying, I’ve my own money that I was giving to my mom to pay her bills and my sister bills, I just can’t say no. But everything we’re getting worst and worst to my mom, and then my aunt that lived here her whole life said that everything would be way more easier to her her, so she decide to come, but she couldn’t come without me, she was saying that I was destroying her life if I choose to stay in my country, she promised me that I could come here and study, have a job and my life would be way better, her life would be way better. But there’s no way that she would come if I didn’t, so I decide to come. When I got here I started to ask when I was going to be able to go to collage and work, everyone was like: well, pretty soon. We are just doing the paper work and you have to wait until next semestre, but by that time my visa would be work. And I didn’t knew much about it. And my aunt ave lived here her whole life so she knew better. Well, summarizing they don’t got me into school and my only way out this situation was getting married. Which is something really important to me and I don’t want to get married with someone that I don’t deeply love. Now, my life is miserable and I’ve anxiety every day, suicide thoughts and I just can’t see a way out of it. I am workings in a terrible work, doing 200 per week, I have to drive my mom everywhere she wants to go, an part of my money goes to her and my sister and I can’t just say no it’s enough, I still feel that I have to make her life easier. It’s a terrible feel to be driving you car and be thinking about getting in an accident and dying so your life can just finish, it’s a terrible feeling think that you’re stuck and can’t move forward and can’t build a future, it’s a terrible feel to not be able to get an education. And I don’t know what to do, I don’t think I can just leave her. But I can’t keep living like this. I feel like I’m nothing, my life means nothing and I should just leave the earth to have peace. I feel like I’ll be old and I’ll be cleaning house and being miserable. And I know that so many peoples would say that it’s all my fault and if I don’t want it keep going I should do something about, I just can’t. I don’t know how, I don’t see a future ",3.1392115320954592,3.5145235091937788,4.580131812573357,89.01772788829037,72.74823196605374,7.770910951277499,24.377772427698694,7.7686606220802235,0.965857467874446,2559,66,591,31,47,857,246,707,0.15,0.7490000000000001,0.101,-0.9897,2,0,2,0,0,1,63.0,1,3,1,10,42,29,3,3,17,0,80,13,1,5,3,131,149,61,3,22,24,10,7,4,0,9,10,8,1,2,35,49,1,5,24,0,9,20,28,16,2,1,25,17,107,13,62,101,14,70,0,3,2,1,60,15,0,5,34,408,142,14,0.09858409752246558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03941883358563116,0.20507466636521388,0.0,0.0,0.03352028345401385,0.05168701097905778,0.0754165647681452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04056315617574865,0.04388037391870466,0.04608141165428314,0.0560768214971076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05553525933420345,0.051728964097174375,0.13078443436036838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05637697223122753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547644123491423,0.0,0.05326719338975607,0.0,0.03935569000533201,0.0,0.0,0.031789293621544264,0.0,0.04245516936970321,0.0,0.10231472880659524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055446920328004544,0.04365812454725312,0.050931862965548594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153067702996927,0.04710066495570093,0.17720206022777588,0.0,0.0464681566920931,0.0,0.17446478639820195,0.07042849896808351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04192779149544983,0.05960414102139254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12876530511728915,0.09457084942384973,0.11205522898687226,0.0,0.15769341723482988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052472302488254616,0.0,0.0,0.05058786278543675,0.0,0.055555721390893285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056876406193312676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782950501525267,0.1314391133154516,0.0,0.0,0.08126886270219663,0.0,0.0,0.1043863248563276,0.0,0.0,0.3481643177912513,0.09632642074873166,0.0,0.13057734638509633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041906337156455566,0.04448799849708522,0.0,0.09870847592146316,0.09994880150182613,0.0,0.05369349156024083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049770917665271024,0.28865125881742365,0.0,0.052389647002007,0.03623532745532771,0.036549429579172135,0.07603413352615797,0.0,0.05242265306367204,0.0,0.0,0.09459410040061908,0.0,0.05172371335981934,0.0,0.0,0.03748882426770358,0.0,0.05783359865609785,0.0,0.05337848533332925,0.0,0.03417290016329185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050147734401582114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910424712052232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031577748631490314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688802613752013,0.19599507806451105,0.0,0.0498861849232558,0.07855876199927142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077489210526885,0.05540632806350948,0.0,0.0,0.041764992956648345,0.07589485465602726,0.0,0.055178412988729074,0.06977833163596643,0.05253876546369588,0.03936469381385563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053917500921537805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15792177260251605,0.0,0.039132380741142635,0.05748518005766118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693213098763619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042572503784727184,0.0,0.040671102508975536,0.14536863736160605,0.23475440370391806,0.039539108265714065,0.0,0.08863894314684907,0.0,0.0,0.11006562424274396,0.0,0.047515776014966406,0.0,0.17942599281822413,0.0,0.0,0.24510960027407236,0.0,0.0,0.031742463298933606 anxiety,liftsomeweight00,2018/03/19,"Need help/advice with girl anxiety. Hi guys, Yeah it sounds silly but I get very bad anxiety when I’m talking to girls. I don’t know what it is. I was in a bad relationship a while back and I got fucked over but it really messed me up and gave me bad anxiety. I couldn’t eat,sleep do anything I lost a lot of weight. I’ve been going to the gym getting good results and I got up to 180lbs and I’ve started talking to some girl but holy shit man, anxiety just drop kicked me. I slept 4 hours last night. At college today I threw up, fucking threw up man. That’s not good. I can’t eat atm. I don’t know what to do. Should I just cut this girl off completely and go back to how I was before when I was just working and going to the gym, no girls in my life. I don’t know what to do but I sure don’t want this to get worse or for me to loose this weight I’ve worked so hard to gain. 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Managed 2 semesters non stop, this would be the third but fuck me I can't do it",1.565833333333334,3.4748297500000014,2.213750000000001,98.18958333333336,79.625,5.516666666666668,23.166666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.2731541666666661,120,4,28,1,3,37,30,32,0.235,0.765,0.0,-0.7717,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,0,4,7,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,16,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167349136057437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733421708851183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30392881412773265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3303285445166232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3380965969147405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800445559697891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987282509376988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083510957969276,0.0,0.338689338524764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538236998337145,0.0,0.0,0.2300967659836065 anxiety,sevia121,2018/03/19,"I get anxious every afternoon without fail, like clockwork I am a morning person, and have always done my best work in the mornings. This morning I woke up so positive (especially after the last few days being horribly depressed). I was doing great work and feeling optimistic. Major Anxiety hit me just now in the middle of Work (12:00pm). I Work from home which isn't the greatest for my depression (lack socialization, and I don't have many friends), but you'd think the anxiety would ease up since I have privacy to do what needs to be done to get over with it. But nothing I try helps. I have a xanax prescription (extended release) that can (not always) help, but I get anxious every day and I hate using that medication every day because I don't want to get dependent. I am just getting on Viibryd from lexapro, and take lamotragine for BPD, but this afternoon anxiety has been going on for the past year. I am also on Vyvanse for ADD, and this could be a possible cause for the anxiety...the few days I've tried to go off (recommended by my psychiatrist as 'off days') I feel so horribly depressed I have spend 20 hours in bed, so I dont' do that anymore. I used to get a 'vyvanse crash' at around 4pm every day, which feels kind of similar to my afternoon anxiety, but i went on a higher dose (60mg) and that doesn't seem to happen anymore. Every time I try breathing exercises or yoga/meditation I feel more panicky, possibly because my thoughts always go negative. I also suffer from racing thoughts. Deep breathing makes me feel like I'm not getting enough air after a while, and hasn't helped the pain in my chest which gives me anxiety that my heart is going to stop at any minute. I don't have any running shoes right now (they come in wednesday) but I was thinking of going for a run every time I start feeling this way...if I can get myself motivated. I'm also not sure how to distinguish my anxiety from depression. They almost go hand in hand for me. I feel pain in my chest and an impending sense of doom...but I have no idea why or what for. I stop wanting to do anything, and it feels debilitating. I'm a gamer and I don't even want to play any games, and while I can force myself to play one or two games, it doesn't feel distracting enough and my anxiety wins out. I rarely have panic attacks. I have had something of what I describe as mania (i'm not bipolar) where I feel so acutely and intensely anxious/depressed where I need to scratch my skin until it hurts/dig in fingernails to distract from the internal pain, and I usually end up taking several xanax and/or mirtazipan to put me to sleep because it seems to be the only cure. TLDR - I suffer from anxiety/depression every day after 12:00, consistently. Typical anxiety reducing behaviors haven't worked for me. I'm on several different meds and I wonder if they could be the cause. Looking for help for alternate ideas to relax/retain my morning positivity and productiveness. PS: Writing this all down has kinda helped me relax a bit :)",5.024136231517751,6.31402554058722,6.078873583554491,76.63282572981174,69.06908462867013,9.517519693331648,32.25666624541893,9.80557183005822,3.2530296221407813,2384,105,435,56,41,793,265,579,0.147,0.7240000000000001,0.128,-0.7677,1,0,1,0,1,0,82.0,0,1,3,9,16,26,2,3,21,0,47,19,10,8,2,83,102,40,0,10,17,0,14,2,1,1,9,0,2,1,21,22,0,2,21,6,1,11,17,15,0,2,10,15,64,11,74,82,11,71,0,7,1,0,16,30,0,10,32,287,85,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375681665329545,0.0,0.0,0.12879333472408205,0.13400827851097125,0.0,0.0,0.10952097498167992,0.0,0.3285451812883253,0.18194307166088144,0.10648029506921727,0.0,0.0,0.044177395046960034,0.04779018193298069,0.0,0.06107335152920607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817588708422888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056338093426200386,0.0,0.0586090733450389,0.0,0.06761317566773528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029660480353223,0.0,0.046244051455178944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572468361082408,0.0,0.0,0.24235237602040305,0.0,0.2774279369541233,0.0,0.0,0.056088401198475184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098748339447968,0.06291730119132312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047548129804714026,0.11093993874430784,0.0,0.0354578055679397,0.0,0.3166178643594563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714426629322323,0.038351892638689836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04147616017544798,0.0,0.22438158324217586,0.05149862792755023,0.18305928032013866,0.0,0.0,0.059186849387092275,0.0,0.0,0.04747262390235744,0.0,0.0,0.05300188042213372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361585207581562,0.1799164195318665,0.0,0.05384947449490612,0.0,0.05286797072385628,0.0,0.0,0.12120550523981515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055903671983297966,0.0,0.04375966197628975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052454625626747915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04508107732067758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03583451705427965,0.054427195818852865,0.0,0.0,0.05963087204853081,0.054081027720936765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0796120786195372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05151128926462071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03637769840166751,0.04082913549292707,0.17137082739310985,0.06298666020336166,0.0,0.0,0.051247495648099904,0.0,0.04687483760443573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104138964098032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053967293088653015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458458813015393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09774387709080627,0.0,0.1212953811072543,0.0,0.04440799696963886,0.0,0.05372281520515259,0.05472412352046682,0.0,0.041328600782986884,0.0,0.0,0.03799784352385867,0.0,0.0,0.0897645312489303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05059657730443035,0.0,0.08072744190177036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06879713703292742,0.0,0.0852382706927071,0.06260719697820841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093438283930986,0.0,0.05244151159257141,0.0,0.0,0.09273155716420936,0.05912539139575194,0.0,0.09499272234641516,0.042611896316728175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0497656477653826,0.04844150080073645,0.0,0.0,0.051749503881826496,0.05821805704357842,0.19541312150563706,0.0,0.0,0.03813560546068735,0.0,0.0,0.034570765027377416 anxiety,guitarboss95,2018/03/19,"I'm putting my foot down at work. My boss gave me a very bit-picky and unfair review, and for the last month has denied me any opportunity to fix the issues (I work at a grocery store). I confronted her yesterday to see if I can be given back my responsibilities, and she essentially said no, I'm only good for one thing: register. This and a few other things pushed me to finally email HR about it. I requested a transfer and to meet in person to discuss the issues. I'm standing up for myself. I hope it pays off and they don't side with her completely. I created a journal of the notable events that occurred at work and could help my case. I also want my medical issues documented with them because I do not trust my boss with any of that information. My meeting is in 40 minutes and I'm scared to death, but I'm doing it. Wish me luck! Edit: so I expressed that I wish to be transferred, and the two people I met with were incredibly receptive and supportive! They told me they will reach out to the managers at nearby stores to look for possible positions. However, before they can go any further, I must tell my boss that I wish to transfer. Then I can go ahead and get the ball rolling. They understand why I do not want to work for her anymore and want to keep me with the company. I did not imagine I would get this much support. Sure, some, but not like this! Thank you for taking the time out of your busy day to read my post!",4.1684375,5.11269174652778,5.390583333333336,82.06275000000002,70.77083333333333,8.676666666666668,28.636111111111113,8.982922981607832,2.167228611111112,1125,41,231,21,20,375,161,288,0.054000000000000006,0.795,0.151,0.981,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,2,6,6,5,12,1,1,14,0,17,2,1,3,2,46,46,18,1,11,7,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,13,19,0,1,3,2,3,4,6,2,0,2,7,3,45,10,40,33,3,29,0,0,2,0,26,13,0,4,11,158,58,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012053341860272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22990526738870695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176115220674286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665394360081265,0.0,0.06869659312595516,0.0,0.09589342365092493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303154424117806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11815644287014106,0.0,0.0,0.08997617264937402,0.0,0.0,0.07267764765161512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344964849860747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11775485906015483,0.0,0.12809203228582686,0.09452152287290498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07553572737461778,0.0,0.0,0.1119295543274012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528665699703602,0.0,0.10016669636122454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185981762106488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05505609648064794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463371867640012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352631896235267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995045951343451,0.0,0.08284230510722726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636367809380891,0.08570808755419976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812712125249474,0.0983991612113816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12704439973788206,0.10792872126077252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132875684303114,0.0,0.0,0.11272347385357018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719682806644476,0.0,0.11282532995980807,0.0,0.08980171268512739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557653108653815,0.10621179765861516,0.0,0.08473109429101312,0.0,0.0984986295082346,0.10375255293371836,0.0,0.0,0.14973641362887813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571218145264025,0.0,0.0,0.10768296938461253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100846641200452,0.11731736394357248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298350862841392,0.1994077137706904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016878839525169,0.0,0.3887740877861137,0.0,0.0,0.3281673192447779,0.0,0.0,0.08005385792023992,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,treesandhappythings,2018/03/19,"I was denied a therapy appointment despite having a referral from my primary care provider and I’m not sure where to go from here / what else is out there for options! I have been dealing with generalized anxiety for most of my life. A supportive family, good friends, and an active lifestyle have helped me manage my anxiety and I’ve only had to see a therapist a few times intermittently. Lately, my worries and anxiety have become overwhelming and my normal coping mechanisms aren’t working. I saw my primary doc to get a referral to behavioral health. When I called to make an appointment they said an initial phone consultation would determine whether or not I could get an appointment. The three questions they asked me were 1. Are you thinking of hurting yourself or others. 2. Has your anxiety caused you to loose your job or put your schooling at risk. 3. do you use alcohol or illegal substances to cope with your anxiety. When I answered no to all three questions they said they can’t offer me an appointment. I’m trying to tackle this problem before it gets to the point of me loosing my job and wanting to hurt myself, but now I don’t know where to go to begin. I’ve been turned down from the resource I’ve always used in the past and I’m not sure where to go from here. TL/DR I have been denied a therapy appointment so now I’m not sure how to begin dealing with my anxiety and getting it under control. 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What is the thing you need to hear most? What do you wish people would say to you to comfort you? What is it they should never ever say? Edit: Sorry for the glaring typo. I wrote this on my phone. :/",0.333681818181816,2.773557345454549,1.6803409090909118,95.26051136363638,93.72727272727272,3.4772727272727275,15.965909090909092,5.148860815047168,-0.7511363636363639,214,5,43,1,8,68,38,55,0.059,0.777,0.165,0.7703,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,6,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,7,0,0,0,2,13,12,1,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,9,1,6,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,2,36,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17297673686915474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20453323063437895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548471262288963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766080721047533,0.1743932032500062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135182185915948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596301597691896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740737508254082,0.0,0.253116324079519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976337689272604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502202209252687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5200403201143271,0.21796601078669567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212500668676157,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beepboop89,2018/03/19,"Anxiety is causing problems with boyfriend:( I love my bf so much and we have been together for a good few years now and hope to spend many more together but my anxiety causes so many problems. Like he barely goes out with friends etc bc i get worry he will drink or smoke, but then part of me is like he can do what he wants its his own life but then my body and my brain just freaks out and i break down crying and like i just have no reason for it. I even get like it when he plays games with his friends sometimes and its like its completely fine and im fine with it but my body freaks out and i start breathing heavily and crying and get angry and i just idk what to do. There are so many littlw things i get funny and freak out about even if part of me knows its fine. I just idk what to do i just want to be normal for him and me bc im scared it will ruin everything between us , and like he does struggle with it bc i always end up taking it out or moaning to him bc i have nobody else to talk too and dont want to talk to anybody else. I just im sorry to him and idk what to do. This is my first post on reddit as well so i dont really know what im doing i just needed some help without asking the bf bc he just doesnt understand why i freak out but then again i dont understans either :( ",-0.3492236856194424,1.7129395300353387,1.6393511082557026,98.58360959417496,88.32862190812722,4.843730592140488,16.349609165863587,6.273863323946077,-0.556928386336867,1009,22,243,10,33,333,132,283,0.175,0.643,0.182,0.4978,0,0,2,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,0,1,21,25,0,2,2,0,21,7,4,3,0,61,37,33,0,9,18,0,0,6,4,2,1,0,0,0,17,28,1,0,4,3,1,0,6,9,1,1,1,0,33,16,33,33,9,21,0,1,0,1,24,9,0,5,16,164,50,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557726196169838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389683468162486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08491314363419042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017817744348099,0.0,0.1013955488250028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661344255773007,0.0,0.0,0.09523280325534994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954346366180364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948534111892427,0.0,0.3193538239731483,0.08897814455262852,0.0,0.0,0.1517524667986413,0.0,0.08044780894067316,0.0,0.10129869010261902,0.11998380502033315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163152696623736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07725936454003156,0.0,0.0,0.14034899892346098,0.0,0.18981826217571546,0.0,0.0,0.07618331571681204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088097177842994,0.0,0.0,0.09021399905746567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3924449640108301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983482658026764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415542767375397,0.2662476768995941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197699833332962,0.0,0.0,0.27625999182690764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676999367835514,0.0673487823439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899343874353591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967185825854893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698937127554697,0.0,0.0,0.1738227654794691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05818758169360185,0.0933876581039893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093598443963986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983250991992259,0.10167597604799372,0.06428945299257416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495451579032864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829233714402633,0.14601031737424228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060342957493028114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455651479922712,0.10925647620585643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607204407295359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166645769750043,0.0,0.08195932452491017,0.0,0.0,0.08755621342328923,0.0,0.0,0.09224157309056152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849109757371858 anxiety,Foodntittays,2018/03/19,"Anyone have experience with immunizations interacting with meds? I’ve been on lexapro for about a year now, it’s been fabulous for me. I was unmedicated my whole life and this past year I’ve discovered that not every day has to be frightening and full of dread. I’m going to Africa in May for a study abroad and I’m very excited, but I need to take a pill to prevent Malaria and I’m told this can increase symptoms of anxiety. Has anyone taken these or have any experience of side effects? I don’t want this to ruin my trip. And obviously it’s causing me anxiety and I want to ignore it. Thanks for any insight. 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I read the rules and don't think it does. Hey guys, I'm writing a piece for my site on anxiety and wanted to get your input on the best things you've done to help with your anxiety. I'm really looking to help people with this piece so I'm looking for actionable things that you've actually done (or still do) to help manage your anxiety. Thanks so much. 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It's worked pretty well and has made day to day activities managable. It worked so well in fact I didn't think I needed medication anymore. I tapered off of Prozac 60mg over a two week period. Regrettably, the two weeks didn't give the Prozac enough time to leave my body. Now I'm right back to where I started. Next time I will definitely talk to my doctor beforehand. 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I feel I too deserve to be happy. I recently read the Happiness Advantage by Shawn Anchor and I've watched also a video by Mattieu Ricard the happiest man in the world. I feel like I struggle to truly be happy for people, I sometimes feel anxious that I don't get happiness. Does that sound weird? I hear a lot of about feeling grateful, happy, abundant etc. However I can't seem to sustain positive thoughts. Ideas?",2.7067415730337068,5.451238382022474,4.454033707865168,78.98127528089887,80.91011235955057,7.1555056179775285,31.37191011235955,8.238735603445708,3.025776629213484,372,20,61,8,10,125,59,89,0.12,0.521,0.358,0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,11,0,2,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,13,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,8,10,8,12,10,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,3,39,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899905774220226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470306666965524,0.139853453563706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833410242980072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806448478547198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3129731199082835,0.08843938800080928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467793547876839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7906944013373215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952630175976535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397498267780967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06048013108434209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524633822316874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582407465545698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382880208993158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223292528029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126985928983417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243671844636468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588354555693655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09827964118132576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,avatar0810,2018/03/19,Do I need a profession change? I’m currently attending university to become a teacher. I’m afraid that this will turn out to be a bad career for me. I’ve just started having worse anxiety problems in the last year since starting on my degree. Is teaching going to be a hard career for me with anxiety? I should probably mention I’ve been a substitute teacher for 2 years and do enjoy that but I’m sure that’s just a sliver of what teaching is really like.,3.149258241758244,5.18213418681319,5.184711538461542,78.15091346153848,75.26373626373626,8.506043956043957,28.957417582417587,9.188382445141503,2.8494274725274726,365,16,66,9,8,126,62,91,0.121,0.778,0.101,0.4677,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,18,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,3,11,13,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,7,42,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3616226922741399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973470087477076,0.0,0.2610361315943835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25003282856738224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13432630389028186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117281447012596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926613163500934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547138123891708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17525464287770126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548312549723452,0.22616033748439346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15141541531601116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1955157504936237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33458734465261897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22276230542097336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25708696338564097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408664943002823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044104454469109 anxiety,lostandsassy,2018/03/19,"Anxiety attacks during tests? How to cope? I am currently in my first year of college and I am having to deal with anxiety attacks during tests to the point it really affects my performance. I get really nauseous and start hyperventilating and my hands start shaking and I can’t think straight, I even start crying from the stress. This has been an issue since my A’levels, but back then I was able to pull myself together enough to get a pass. The problem is, I’m doing something I love in college now and I really want to get marks that reflect that. I’m aiming to score high so I can have a chance at a scholarship I need. And there’s also the fact that I want the marks I get to reflect the hard work I put into them, and not be butchered by my struggles during the exams. We have a seventeen minute quiz every two weeks. There are ten MCQs that you have to answer within that time span, and there is a timer on the screen that counts down. It really stresses me out knowing the seconds are ticking away. You can’t afford to mess up with a time span like that, so it’s very stressful. Last time, I got an anxiety attack during this quiz and even though I studied very hard and could have answered all the questions under normal conditions, the physical and mental assault on my body made it impossible to do so. It feels very defeating because I really do try very hard, but the fruits of my labor are never going to match up with how hard I work. I have been put back on my anxiety medication to see if that helps, but I’m still honestly very scared. I have been in a situation before where I had a panic attack so bad I nearly passed out and the meds didn’t help one bit. If the medication doesn’t help this time, I won’t be able to proceed with my studies the way I want to. I won’t get the future I want. I have been wondering if maybe I’m just not cut out for academics, but that would really be a blow because, as I said, I love what I’m doing right now. Thank you for reading all the way through this, I really wanted to get it out. It’s just so frustrating and I feel like I’m at a loss. I don’t know what to do anymore. I want to feel like there’s still hope for me, like there’s still a way for me to stop the attacks happening. If there’s anyone out there who is or has been in this situation, I would love to hear your story. I would especially like to know how you dealt with it, and if you have any tips for me that you think might help. Thanks for listening and have a nice day 😊",3.5161166429587496,4.553071832358675,4.699558505874297,86.0639165481271,72.39181286549706,7.963099942047311,24.975975975975977,8.358175599149588,1.3827960486802593,1962,57,419,31,37,647,221,513,0.157,0.6970000000000001,0.146,-0.4855,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,1,7,1,6,29,33,8,7,32,0,48,8,2,5,4,80,93,37,0,19,14,0,8,5,0,6,2,3,0,0,26,27,1,1,14,1,1,7,10,20,0,5,11,14,57,13,60,72,4,64,0,2,2,3,22,29,0,10,30,289,83,13,0.12562948061540133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05023292512972763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042716177418463945,0.0,0.19221241761554445,0.0,0.06229534356101076,0.04392152693860321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35730417665175623,0.05901651625389221,0.0966013159481974,0.052447684383474566,0.07658256533246717,0.0,0.0534507174776202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06857742754090425,0.06977301591230849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05015245885376085,0.0,0.06899904267503719,0.04051031096465642,0.06475923907124828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490441817635495,0.0,0.08297708710662237,0.0,0.05292412788677248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952830602140255,0.08974972605359988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05343018601680523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690865536785784,0.0,0.03569906448312474,0.0,0.050238686059800086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05554686740523412,0.0,0.22507867697324374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079677756304839,0.0,0.16841358540141327,0.06636722190364215,0.0,0.06238921041685175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556226909936003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356401557720503,0.051202397122484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344054609626656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007826673669968,0.059436826076027724,0.0,0.0,0.06310584951402512,0.0,0.06977301591230849,0.126558484828326,0.06330248404556821,0.06663651293537111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04657633401547565,0.04844660013120543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06154510866936446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04256489369075464,0.0,0.0,0.07369956355921849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05938023310913532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0601052231584906,0.0,0.126292327113857,0.07036688497328156,0.0,0.06283173886851805,0.0,0.28168511773125043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053643445008866336,0.05975120246341629,0.0,0.06288851316805406,0.0,0.050055215373394066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051961002292145744,0.1412127998806099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04835785593941915,0.0,0.0,0.1333817894864538,0.0,0.15049179825251294,0.05251593555512021,0.2158622183808512,0.06566760511192338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156627468976289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08049829848225369,0.061715163424459527,0.0,0.14651112086472307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04264708540108388,0.0,0.061360873941875324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25914369622818634,0.22229856784370894,0.1495782512122746,0.05038619574811063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811990636627561,0.0914597581279049,0.0,0.0,0.13386536781493946,0.0,0.0,0.04045063329600111 anxiety,Doesntmatter1237,2018/03/19,"(Cross post from /r/panickattack) I used to have panic attacks regularly. I haven't in a year but I am now and I'm so freaked out I'm a college student and I'm on a trip to DC. I had never been to DC. I got a scholarship that would pay for the trip but they give the money as a reimbursement check at the end of the trip contingent on the fact of me attending every officially scheduled event for this convention thing. This is really important because my family is very very tight on money and they'd never be able to afford this otherwise. They're just out the money for week or so this way. I had to go to the capitol building today and I couldn't figure out the metro, my Google maps wasn't working so I was winging it and I'm from a small town and don't know how this works. I'm also probably just stupid. I got on the right line but on the wrong side of the station. I went a while before realizing this. I went too far. I was so far from where I needed to be. Running late. Is started panicking. Can't swallow, heart POUNDING, can't breathe, hands numb. I was rushing to figure everything out and I fell in an escalator and scrape up my knee so now there's blood on my dress pants. I missed the meeting. I can't fucking do this, I'm not gonna be reimbursed now. My family NEEDS the money back for this. I can't tell them. I'm just absolutely panicking right now in the damn US capitol building",0.8155857544517353,3.1105896838488007,3.0147266479225268,89.15464854732899,85.15120274914091,6.413870665417058,22.220243673851925,7.686295010490155,1.082080412371134,1102,39,236,21,33,374,150,291,0.119,0.862,0.019,-0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,3,2,18,9,4,1,22,0,25,9,5,2,3,34,46,21,0,4,8,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,11,12,1,1,4,0,9,11,11,9,0,0,11,2,28,0,34,28,0,53,1,1,0,1,7,24,2,1,16,153,39,6,0.14753527212317954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798390381388102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784267092354108,0.0,0.11344551745386534,0.0,0.08993613251340297,0.0,0.12554165009057805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067246031235086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430482990788873,0.0,0.13259518945505036,0.0,0.27816624850953114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639398172617695,0.0,0.1415292765802149,0.08384769509928325,0.0,0.2359948694410167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748300078206072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08108152717820492,0.0,0.1664262131390733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21879106973338505,0.2275765942448389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17310085358636554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412980081779857,0.0,0.1590679766350271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451487317866084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.251988632548328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442622496866474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895233071600734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801587913913933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984618712620195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774667668252547,0.12742310552497574,0.0,0.24346410129053714,0.0,0.11710663180972533,0.1183438961067864,0.0,0.0,0.27353335070165763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21481487048457024,0.0,0.0,0.1048048243225559,0.16130665959166965,0.0,0.09500787811342504 anxiety,holding_on_to_you,2018/03/19,"I feel Like I'm Going Crazy It's difficult to even find the proper way to start this because my thoughts are everywhere. Lately, I've been having trouble being able to ease my mind. This happens at least once a month, usually during PMS. Some months it occurs over a longer period of time, but usually the worst it gets is around my period. This being said, there are still times like today while I'm not PMSing, that I feel like I'm absolutely losing it. I don't want to be around people because I overthink every little thing I do. It feels like I dont have control of my emotions, like my body acts on how my mind feels and this in turn makes me feel like an actual crazy person. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression when I was younger, I took myself off medication about 6 years ago. I feel like I might need to go back on anti-anxiety medication if anything. Because it's not that I feel like I'm depressed, it's my overthinking that causes me to hate myself, but I don't let myself get upset about it for too long. Or at least I try not to. And I hide it, from everyone. No one wants to be the downer in the group. And there are days where I feel on top, happy, and overthinking...is still there, but its more positive than negative. There are days that I like myself. But most of the time, especially around others, I judge myself and despise everything about me. I don't feel like I'm staying sane in all this. I don't want to talk about it to friends or family. It's something I want to figure out myself. This isn't anybodys problem but my own. 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I have since years a strong Anxiety disorder. I do a therapy to handle it better and i got a few important things i want to share for people with an anxiety disorder which i learned with the time. Maybe it can be usefull for you.. 1. Dont avoid things. Avoiding things looks easier, but on the long time it get more worse. 2. If you have a panic attack or you feel strong anxious, do a break. Its awful in that moment but IT WILL calm down. Trust me. I know that feeling having a panic attack, its so awful. But wait it out. It will go away, nothing bad will happen. And everytime u do this, you will see the panic attacks get shorter and shorter. 3. Dont think so much. Yeah sounds easy, hard to do. 4. Dont take your anxiety too serious. I learned, that my brain/anxiety likes to distort the reality. I talked with my friend about what i fear. I said, im scared of traffic lights, that i cant go away. And he asked ""you are scared of a red light?"" And i needed to laugh.. because imagination isnt the reality. 5. The first time is always the worst one, after that it gets easier and easier. True! I get anxious when i need to drive with the public transport. The first one was so awful... but after that i get better and better. 6. You are not crazy (atleast if you just have an anxiety disorder like me). That helped me alot. I think a lot i will get crazy.. but thats not true. We are like everyone else, just a scaredy-cat. 7. Have stable people around you. Thats really important... people who take you down/fear you etc arent good for our healthness. Let them go. 8. Dont give up. You cant win if you surrender. There are a lot more but these are for me the most important. Maybe it could have help someone.. have a great day! 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Hi, as the title says, my wife has recently developed anxiety and I’m struggling to help her get through it when she has attacks, I just don’t know how to help. I don’t know what I can do to help calm her down. She’s just started going to hypnotherapy and she has her first cbt appointment this week but other than just holding her and being there (if I’m about) when she gets panicky I’m at a loss as how to help. I’d really appreciate some advice from people who are going through this as to what I can do for her as I feel that I just can’t help.",2.0344186046511616,3.146000387596904,3.985186046511629,89.46708139534884,76.13178294573643,7.640620155038762,23.752713178294567,8.238735603445708,1.1264536434108523,466,14,109,8,10,159,68,129,0.097,0.7509999999999999,0.153,0.8121,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,4,1,1,2,0,15,0,0,2,0,16,26,13,0,1,6,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,0,2,19,1,19,25,1,10,0,1,0,0,21,2,0,2,6,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781996302434323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790090952667798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746030105515104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922064618382748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15511493009054156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055066426308814,0.0,0.20727825614741255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7333905271531659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20044006623398555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642514262634907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168241897959706,0.0,0.1800580440189338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450196242049438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907501978398006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064178389619504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462778218391059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EqualNeighborhood,2018/03/19,"feeling anxious almost constantly for a few years now. How do I adress this? Hey! As the title says I've had the feeling of anxiety very often the last few years. I think the source of my anxiety is a combination of worrying for my future, university, still living at home (life of a student in a big city..) and maybe more. Even on my days off I can't truly relax. The feeling is mainly in my stomach but also generally in the whole body. I've tried using ASMR to destress but it only helps a bit. I've been thinking about meditation but I don't know where to start. Thoughts? Advice? I really appreciate any help. I'm around 22 years old if that helps. 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But my therapist told me that she wasn't really getting to know my emotions very well because I kept them very close to my chest. So the next session, I just happened to be feeling rather emotional anyway (due to an argument with a friend). My therapist told me she noticed I had a habit of darting my eyes away from her when she looked at me, so she got me to stare at her for a good few minutes. As she was staring at me I got more and more uncomfortable until I ended up bursting into tears. I didn't even know why I was crying but I couldn't stop and I was balling my eyes out for the rest of the session. It was a really loud, ugly cry that even surprised myself. I kept trying to take deep breaths to calm myself down and cover my head with my hands and she kept asking me ""why are you trying to hide? what are you ashamed of?"" etc. It was one of the most awkward experiences I've ever had, and I know that's what therapists are there for but it was just too intense for me. Now I'm really nervous about going back because I feel like I've been 'exposed', which ironically is why I'm going to therapy in the first place. I just don't know what to do anymore.",4.4139920634920635,4.850585050000003,5.605952380952381,82.57682539682541,69.92857142857143,8.793650793650794,29.12698412698413,8.841846274778883,2.1023531746031745,1074,38,225,18,18,359,140,280,0.118,0.8079999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9343,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,1,1,22,11,0,3,11,0,21,6,6,0,1,35,46,16,0,2,7,0,5,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,10,12,0,4,9,1,0,3,4,4,1,2,20,11,45,7,39,24,6,32,0,1,5,0,16,15,0,1,14,163,55,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08397281918710366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008468130688797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094345784326191,0.0,0.09481686565110163,0.07760059875929884,0.0,0.1230387571015997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22170990002962632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22704092600562464,0.08938441455576117,0.0,0.11255153159939267,0.133312296619838,0.0912871509953927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871829582677627,0.0,0.0,0.20411102275781992,0.07209666257525091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858417794007737,0.0,0.0,0.07796988673434306,0.0,0.052726091797853064,0.0,0.11470935988171667,0.16929239376266308,0.1614285304855073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924247309759306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103572165446762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218501073841303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04930400019564648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08474667080286026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732866338508176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489712379318925,0.0,0.0,0.0683854294138132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054390346178729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939541794581512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08437293019211968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07587864299405714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308196917168784,0.4686996567020936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286514965596585,0.0,0.13703495982343564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24980660929450235,0.0,0.0801049257042267,0.08095125663408903,0.0,0.09073843783013576,0.0,0.2731915139707757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Harogenki42,2018/03/19,"I'm getting really worried about bumps on the back of my throat A few days ago I had the stupid idea of looking in my Mouth to heck on an area where I had an ulcer and I discovered that I have bumps on the back of my throat. I don't know if thats normal, they don't hurt nut they have made me extremely concerned and its driving me insane ! And I'm worried that its throat Cancer despite the fact I do not smoke...",4.6165168539325885,3.9422895280898897,5.4059325842696655,88.00844943820226,69.4494382022472,8.468314606741574,27.9123595505618,7.554174236665415,1.3093622471910105,324,9,75,3,5,106,54,89,0.17600000000000002,0.7929999999999999,0.031,-0.9186,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,1,0,7,0,7,6,4,1,1,10,13,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,13,0,9,10,1,11,0,1,1,0,2,6,1,1,4,50,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985535299294936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161229887793089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450354075954594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413683609170973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289664516122008,0.3054550799097956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14870524715930858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272214293923642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560320164124445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651137234815401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334228973478774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5495799970671358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,carlota1234,2018/03/19,"i wont sleep in fear of waking up i know this is a common problem that many people have but i dont know what to do. i dont sleep at all on sunday nights and it fucks up my whole week. im scared of the sadness i will feel as soon as i wake up, im scared of having to repeat the same day over and over until friday, im scared of waking up in a panic attack, im scared of having a long complex dream and then waking up not remembering it or not liking it. the stupidest things freak me out and im so sad and tired. i brought this up to my therapist towards the end of my session but she didnt really have an answer, and i didnt bring it up the next week. please let me know if u have dealt with / are dealing with this and what you do to calm yourself. thanks",0.5350493096646929,1.961228461538468,2.7684970414201198,95.28099013806707,80.95266272189349,5.453412228796845,17.775542406311637,6.079149491110277,-0.4559470611439842,586,11,143,4,15,200,92,169,0.279,0.65,0.071,-0.9927,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,2,15,2,6,9,0,16,8,6,0,1,26,24,16,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,7,1,0,2,7,12,0,0,3,1,15,3,30,18,3,30,0,2,0,1,3,15,1,2,14,100,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569613935899426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07125566989177005,0.11390835695457913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589824092052469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978596425535086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243298053206896,0.05586609205749925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10214444777628397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5967304207182648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821640745506442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129815456026938,0.0,0.05397889396695836,0.0,0.0,0.09777847221741703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201756935337348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175053244663555,0.10368557658248588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963395360566168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659852157361814,0.0,0.0,0.12128273075204173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10572216895321243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078149200792032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12516145406733922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4424713637174225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113574243768508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172257772722698,0.0,0.12828517448420984,0.07340336957149553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269897922658838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772537433475576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12335599338636045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Firepackk,2018/03/19,Is this anxiety? For a couple weeks my hands and arms have been completely numb with pins and needles. It feels like my arms are literally floating every time i move them it freaks me out. Is this a symptom of anxiety?,2.1707142857142863,4.896287023809523,3.4193333333333342,85.50900000000001,83.52380952380952,7.1695238095238105,25.06666666666667,8.238735603445708,1.9647180952380958,173,7,33,4,5,56,34,42,0.177,0.767,0.056,-0.5192,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,5,3,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,2,5,1,4,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4945129952437053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388819098893622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3576282230017325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723202728170902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16342583234023594,0.23090290629318025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579051863208202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435234863636451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335941298513638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18846767059618805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25926138266645266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RachelNight68,2018/03/19,"First post. Lots of insecurities I doubt anyone will read through my rambling but any response is appreciated. Never thought I’d be posting on a website about my problems but I have no close friends other than my boyfriend and don’t really feel comfortable venting to anyone in person. I’ve had insecurities about myself since I can remember. I never had a best friend or anyone other than family that cared for me as much as I cared for them. I have one best friend now who I met in 8th grade and I know she loves me back. I really suck at this kinda shit but whatever, I really need genuine advice on how to get through this. I don’t know why I hate myself so much, I’m not overweight, I’m just as smart as the average person, I care about others feelings, I put people before me even if I don’t like them that much, I’m not a “slut”, I love my family more than anything and I have a good reputation. But people just don’t like me. I lived in a VERY small town for 11 years. Population less than 800. My entire school had less than 200 students. I was the biggest outcast you could imagine. In such a small school I didn’t think it was possible to have absolutely no body. I was a happy kid and I am happy now but I didn’t realize when I was young how others judgment could eventually affect me. I used to look in the mirror and cry. People called me lesbian, ugly, said I looked fat in certain clothes, called me racist names even though I’m only 1/4 Japanese and you couldn’t tell unless I told you. My classmates would go out of there way to make up some rumor just to get me in trouble. Since 4th grade that put me as the troublemaker of the school to the councilor and teachers. They always took me as the bad guy when in reality I was the victim. I didn’t have my first kiss till I was 17, less than a year ago. My very first boyfriend was not good. He held grudges, hurt me emotionally and physically, was extremely selfish and talked about me behind my back, even fucking asked my best friend if she knew why I wouldn’t have sex with him anymore and that I was probably doing it with someone else. I didn’t leave him till 9 months later, after he choked me and beat me. I never left sooner because I thought I left never find anyone else. I thought I was too ugly to find someone stupid enough to love me. I still think that. I know I am unattractive. Why else would I have no friends, not get my first kiss till 17, have people call me ugly to my face and behind my back? Yeah, I was the “emo” kid but damn I’m glad I grew out of them phase. Still, I wouldn’t treat someone like shit just because of how they look or dress. Maybe they hurt me because they knew I’d never fight back. I took my pain out by inflicting it on myself, writing dark stories and poems. I even was sent to a psycho ward with 23 stitches in my arm. My teachers were all convinced I was gonna kill myself and still, nothing changed if not became worse. I can’t help but think I’m ugly. I hate my face so much I could puke. Body is another story, thats easy to change with exercise but I’m stuck with my face. I might not even be ugly but I am so convinced that I am. It’s the only explanation for the way I’ve been treated. It makes everything else in my life so much harder. I’m nervous ordering food because I think the employee will say in their head “oh my god she can’t even order food right”. My insecurities have taken so many opportunities from me and I don’t know how to make it stop or why I’m like this. I’m too scared to even fucking tell someone to have a nice day. I have a hard time finding jobs because waitressing or anything like that would make me feel like shitting myself. How do I fix this, how do I stop thinking I’m so ugly? But there has to be something wrong with me, why no body likes me. I’ve grown so much since then but I could just be lying to myself. I want to have confidence for once in my life. All these words and I still don’t feel like anyone will truly understand ",2.4213201608672854,4.1544282827417405,3.693803287287988,89.3679369645043,76.45410036719707,6.480076936527365,23.05453750655709,7.282433239700373,0.7475277286238851,3125,93,670,37,70,1020,323,817,0.215,0.631,0.154,-0.9966,2,0,1,0,1,1,74.0,0,3,8,9,47,66,13,6,23,1,71,29,12,12,8,125,137,61,1,16,30,0,5,8,5,10,6,2,0,5,24,26,4,3,25,2,0,8,30,28,0,5,36,10,127,38,81,82,18,78,0,2,3,10,49,28,7,12,44,442,151,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608051247036488,0.04180114383361906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039237752690254236,0.0,0.0,0.03206784669183595,0.04944740835230591,0.0,0.0,0.046766299038411896,0.1648636274894841,0.048317120108727483,0.07761110226680652,0.0,0.04408470012791566,0.0,0.0,0.14504088976451285,0.039373474027759585,0.1437299702809748,0.0,0.04012647004551647,0.0,0.1484626309146295,0.0,0.0,0.15713978961065453,0.0,0.0,0.14445531916724946,0.0,0.1442367274245401,0.0,0.09977005624920016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506016183035927,0.0,0.051798893442888606,0.030411860797536626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757188360167732,0.05304440050610548,0.0,0.048724980967105584,0.0,0.218023670229453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04238096993315664,0.0,0.08890937494001516,0.0,0.09537440697901654,0.06737682605646901,0.0,0.0,0.12929979246488787,0.16044422674980074,0.11404297693930808,0.0,0.18216389318504256,0.08719033114787635,0.07391153602970366,0.0,0.026799966571727382,0.07910480013776501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04669207174298209,0.0,0.10039734622587153,0.0422427107420629,0.09311400904020337,0.048395886344355016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03160782029117452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096341775009417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467952720786384,0.0,0.05217137071355879,0.0,0.10366330119808254,0.0,0.0,0.04993162821563284,0.10247074212998818,0.0,0.06661566559730611,0.18430517732234303,0.0,0.0416398062489397,0.0,0.118798044741448,0.0,0.0,0.04009053196680792,0.1276809890991831,0.0,0.1259085722381315,0.04780900567249687,0.047374761270166994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002529744073868,0.0,0.0,0.03763964494984906,0.0,0.2079914856197521,0.03496573965512212,0.18184891996874292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04524766495129317,0.0,0.0,0.050219835344080636,0.03195427512058728,0.07172886058217044,0.05017754289728139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307687418521083,0.08234998490043728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316155275767522,0.09032524725546212,0.0,0.05084238095517404,0.045122134004245695,0.0,0.09481005157759728,0.0,0.0,0.0471689811960136,0.0,0.09062844621023396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053418804764515014,0.04027115426818818,0.04485636393628842,0.03750051889835407,0.0472116027423126,0.1431738367326949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521554669442782,0.11702433758071402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598212488932915,0.036303162041388136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15063607299449938,0.07884942296039793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037902383432860384,0.08243322964198868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107900862676185,0.046330746777021314,0.11231031396393963,0.027497171133272803,0.0,0.0,0.04505978909620717,0.10478459116282847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049091288128759084,0.0,0.04072783353783845,0.0,0.07781764028547304,0.02781396036288513,0.07486082507365319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127557695857316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805621690275471,0.10049527724314042,0.05155792392068639,0.0,0.06073411927365685 anxiety,SpaghettiVase,2018/03/19,"Might be moving in alone as well as starting a new job I recently got hired for data entry at a local employer. The job will mostly consist of typing in peoples 1040s, simple stuff, but I'm obviously scared of messing up. This is the second job I will have ever had, I used to work at a Hy-Vee, a grocery store for those of you outside the midwest, 3 years ago and was there for about 3 months until I became so stressed from attending school at the same time. I eventually was hospitalized and quietly just ended my job without a resignation or anything. I also dropped out of school, and attended a secondary school and got my high school degree in about a month of being there. As well as this, my dad has it in his head to buy me a house. I know why he's doing it, and while I really don't want this, I know it's for the best. I'm mostly worried about just the seer costs of it. I know he isn't but I don't know if he realizes how much will go into it. I'll need completely new things, as I have (this is insanely disgusting and embarrassing) have been dealing with a bed bug infestation for almost 2 years now. This in and of itself has driven me to the brink of suicide multiple times as I can never even lay in bed comfortably. I constantly feel bitten and chewed., I constantly itch. Moving would require a new bed, and possibly new clothes as well, maybe even new electronics. It just makes me nervous that this may be an instance of my dad not thinking far ahead, and I don't want to suck up his recently obtained inheritance. Mostly I'm scared that I got to go through this alone. I have online friends, and obviously I have my family, but I have no local friends. No one who would visit me, no one who would check on me, no one who would scare. It makes me scared, because I hate being alone. I sometimes go for days without even talking to someone, only ever seeing people walk by my house. I mostly talk to myself, or my animals, about pretty much anything on my mine. It comes off as mad rambling and it makes me realize why no one really enjoys my company. I just think wrong I suppose. I don't really know how to end this but I think that's all I have to say for now. 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This is one the things that fucks up my days in and out. It's the thought of death looming over me and my loved ones. Every day I get thoughts about someone close to me dying and I can get really emotional and the whole day is ruined. Every day it strucks me that today is a day closer that I or someone I care for dies. I scroll Imgur for funny stuff and see posts about cancer and people dying, I get a panic attack. It's impossible to control these thoughts, they just lash out like a whip, there's nothing rational about this way of thinking. Really pushes me down hard and makes me feel so weak.",3.2407874015748,4.740720362204726,3.950401574803152,89.36024803149607,73.7244094488189,6.654803149606299,22.936220472440944,7.1686216300943375,0.685841574803149,494,13,103,5,10,157,81,127,0.21600000000000005,0.6859999999999999,0.099,-0.952,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,1,8,8,2,1,6,0,5,4,0,3,0,21,18,10,5,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,11,11,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,2,3,3,15,3,16,15,1,17,0,1,1,2,4,8,1,1,7,68,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520111165518115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623366769545414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14986528151732198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4308666119792087,0.13775551590963694,0.0,0.0,0.4160268650316212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030360215501948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22515985813510936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06756187639775015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352878644661468,0.20943153283061966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11969654720848028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06527958602383313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059653425695765,0.0,0.08919184574160854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821121487648815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810876401298559,0.0,0.0,0.156773327574856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926347209230379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797024660949935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119974704389648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10647719331821633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643020922454105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296200246081235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887706513830162,0.08561778053839209,0.0,0.3182361302395777,0.0,0.0,0.1266553668003261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606069218910083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14918105188945688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,maewmoose,2018/03/19,"Tips On Making Doctor’s Appointment I finally admitted to myself that I need help with my anxiety again but really struggle with making the initial phone call/appointment (talking on the phone and appointments are my #1 trigger). I changed insurance recently so finding a new doctor, going to a new office, talking to new people has me putting it off for months and it’s getting really bad. Already tried the online appointment route and no luck. What do you guys do to help you make that first step? 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Recently I’ve been very paronoid that I am in all honesty a genuine piece of shit, lately when ever I see something horrible happen on the news or a video on the internet I draw negative self comparisons and have thoughts like “if someone else is capable of doing something that horrible how do I know I’m not” It’s gotten to the point where it’s hard for me to sympathize with stories like that because all I can think about is if I could see myself doing the same thing. This is obviously making me more narcissistic and Making me feel dreadful especially when I’m with my friends. Kind of just needed to rant so thanks Reddit! 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I hate carwashes, I don't know why but it sends me into a full blown panic and anxiety attack. He will sometimes poke fun at it and make fun of me for being ""scared"" of tge car wash. Im not scared. And i dont know why it happens I just get so anxious. Do carwashes do this to anyone else? 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I noticed every time I had a shit fucking feeling my lower spine was acting up. now when I sit or do stuff I purposefully sit with it relaxed and life is getting so much easier. I have only recently found out that this may be to do with the central nervous system but I don't know anything really as I'm not a scientist etc. has anyone been in a similar situation ? or know of any noteworthy stuff that may help someone in a position such as mine? I should add when i was on the ADs, the lower stuff went away though I felt depressed that was the first time I had depression and it never came back. but the thing I took away from the ADs was that lack of feeling in my lower spine",4.9885897435897455,5.545576235042738,6.1769059829059865,78.56253846153847,68.7008547008547,9.82974358974359,30.557264957264948,9.888512548439397,2.8525080341880336,925,35,183,21,15,311,127,234,0.161,0.758,0.081,-0.944,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,13,11,2,1,17,0,23,9,6,0,2,36,39,22,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,14,0,0,8,2,0,6,3,7,0,1,18,4,23,4,29,17,6,40,0,4,1,1,3,15,2,7,15,142,39,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10159697208830627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794035824116037,0.0,0.2630345034258529,0.0,0.0,0.08013965085307037,0.0,0.09431623476774073,0.10202933002257712,0.0,0.0,0.21536423420628392,0.08812985649221007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10136534873876032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108604580513064,0.0,0.0,0.12124471593820918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948619485158414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12782311588342374,0.0,0.0,0.09656588525435436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11590294038787535,0.0,0.11004587199722672,0.0,0.0,0.09748924390508784,0.0,0.1256665744213684,0.0,0.10595731154223348,0.05988024548564541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682227186596663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12597594889177285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190824694347836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743935891920057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09148251953593713,0.0,0.08425329716344672,0.0,0.08839614399017494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304869703733837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716789037518846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094104988686418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10834575846126923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521711226563427,0.12839211171459985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342363450369195,0.0,0.11316591227026734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764797555959285,0.0,0.1288291330836012,0.0,0.0,0.09711070962292008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39361131154320544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614338191901679,0.0,0.2252121906458315,0.09098943861791607,0.13366281742212466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273385870256074,0.0,0.1246653730460382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09097398369992213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124936752390748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07380662411073738 anxiety,depressedlostsad,2018/03/19,Was this weird or sweet? I was hanging out with a guy I just met. He asked me what I like to do for fun. I told him I like to write poetry and sing and I read him a couple poems I wrote. After that we went out to eat and we went to the movies. We went back to his house and he told me that he wanted a particular poem I wrote and asked me to take it out of my notebook. He told me he had a surprise for me. He took me on his porch and he sat in front of a piano and told me to sit down next to him. He said he wanted me to sing my poem for him and he would play the piano. When we finished we made out and fell asleep. Was this weird?,-0.3942044257112727,0.8151832465753444,2.0447945205479456,100.40563224446787,82.97260273972603,5.040252897787145,14.655426765015804,5.369823440869387,-1.2220099051633302,478,5,131,2,13,164,70,146,0.024,0.865,0.112,0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,5,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,7,0,6,2,1,1,0,28,25,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,6,19,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,2,0,0,18,2,29,6,23,6,0,20,0,0,0,0,33,7,0,1,7,84,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971351417079084,0.0,0.0,0.12219870274882955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584056479247434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261354666689198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735453925886514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833708908580681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527933960726253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037275570641798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16901188448434726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15896174717337047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116811519684867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948711593032983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6074146712841897,0.17656456919084615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746878236448988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419577965415371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289131436368575,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thrownawayforkicks,2018/03/19,"I hate my feelings. I'm so insecure. So long story short, I overanalyze everything. I care too much about what people think. I wish I could turn it off. I'm so anxious all the time. This recent bout is being triggered by my wife and I buying a new car. I'm anxious because it's really nice and I know I'm going to get all sorts of judgement from my coworkers. It's certainly a car out of my socio-economical class. But we can afford it. It's actually about the same monthly payment as the car I traded it in for. And we love it! Why do I care about what other people think? It's like I'm torturing myself for getting something that I like. Why do I feel bad for liking nice things? Am I secretly feeling not worthy? I'm sorry. I wish it was as easy as just bucking up and not caring about what others think. I'm on anxiety meds and they aren't cutting it and I don't want to dip into my xanax because I need to be on my toes. How do I STFU inside my head? Should I get a therapist to help me confront there insecure feelings? 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I've always been a little anxious when it comes to health related issues, but this is something entirely different. And it seemed to have started all at once a few months ago, and I'm thinking maybe there was something that happened that set it off. I'm trying to think back and pinpoint it, but I'm not quite sure just yet. To be fair, I genuinely have been dealing with a handful of medical issues lately, but nothing too serious. So maybe that's what set it off? I don't know. Before now the worst health related issue I've had to deal with was the occasional stomach flu or bad case of strep throat. But it seems like lately I'm ridiculously hyperaware of any little changes with my body, and I'm always thoroughly convinced that something is seriously wrong and I begin to obsess over it. It's all I think about. It's really starting to affect my work and personal life. With my job there's a lot of downtime so I'm constantly googling and scaring myself even more with horror stories on the internet. And it's stopping me from wanting to go out and do anything. For example, I don't even want to see my boyfriend because although I'm on birth control and we also use condoms, I'm constantly convinced I'm going to get pregnant. I can't even begin to count how many pregnancy tests or Plan B pills I've taken just in case over the last 6 months or so. I can't keep living this way. Something's gotta give. How do you deal with it?",4.261754118364856,5.63295937919463,5.135680292861501,82.36824283099452,70.9798657718121,8.10274557657108,30.323978035387434,8.575989854853784,2.362753020134228,1197,50,228,20,22,390,164,298,0.147,0.7959999999999999,0.057,-0.98,2,0,4,0,0,0,26.0,1,1,0,4,20,13,1,2,8,0,16,11,4,5,4,50,51,25,0,2,10,0,2,2,0,1,6,0,0,1,18,19,0,3,7,0,0,4,5,8,0,0,6,3,16,5,33,43,7,36,0,0,1,1,8,11,0,6,20,136,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08526403049928014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0769207620061254,0.16007068875537975,0.0,0.0,0.06541050334081767,0.0,0.0,0.10866400612945096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915375972843106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07396191655512804,0.08031218245433484,0.05863474271649685,0.0,0.08184810873614685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684214661160787,0.0,0.0,0.09821774884346296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175316198052224,0.08285664045744406,0.0,0.2078880947386144,0.10788197357972416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974939247574895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004950116976499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905919499851942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04863507071647021,0.06871605923858869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0502537720607926,0.09227139846041428,0.16399597888373962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08505790488667457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044847067016703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011829204619981,0.095450821193227,0.08549548387549967,0.0,0.0,0.052861896017667734,0.07840529678553218,0.2170064003416239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793976937361236,0.09398428379697132,0.19280941895573026,0.08493494159215513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177480391340593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751858786508964,0.1932656726291269,0.0,0.0,0.09689834969987024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355119696054262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092294084099331,0.0,0.0,0.10243608618677827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398683600757145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230678469386724,0.0,0.0,0.061619897552157014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09630003313217764,0.0,0.07664863829766529,0.17513018488181248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29619801102454546,0.0,0.0,0.13616340091075588,0.0,0.0,0.08041669422857924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09065517146899901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848983642738462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530470399483712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307474203964167,0.0,0.0,0.113467247409602,0.07634881592818626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002532970084786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516545707817222,0.0,0.0 anxiety,qazadex,2018/03/19,"Rejected from job interview because of nerves. They were nice about it, but it kind of sucks for the reason you were being rejected is being 'extremely nervous'. It's disappointing, because I felt like I gave pretty good responses and had a good showing on the technical part of the interview despite my anxiety. Oh well.",7.013947368421054,8.73695807017544,7.563991228070179,66.21335526315791,64.78947368421052,12.015789473684213,38.81140350877193,11.698219412168324,5.511108771929827,258,14,39,9,4,85,44,57,0.205,0.521,0.274,0.6588,1,2,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,0,2,11,1,1,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,4,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,1,5,6,7,2,1,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,1,29,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21912027487980554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34921349983152794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502036509310124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804924132312131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842403137321351,0.0,0.0,0.29827563865003226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399365766495717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31017876284513857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914050880056917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29450057920290124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575374474706494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shylacine,2018/03/19,"I have to give a speech tomorrow im in my first yr of college and i have to take a mandatory speech class... and the last time i took speech i developed my full blown anxiety disorder and anxiety-induced stomach pain lmao. this time, though, i like my professor, but for the past few weeks just sitting in his class makes my stomach hurt and my hands clammy. and now the most anticipated day is finally here. ive memorized a majority of my speech but i feel like my mind will go blank once i am finally in front of everyone, ill be too distracted by everyone's eyes and thoughts on me to remember anything ive prepared... i want to do well but my stomach is already aching and i feel like im going to cry and im just alone in my dorm... any tips?",2.5124696356275287,4.259711421052632,4.34105263157895,84.76467611336035,76.23684210526315,8.887449392712552,28.797570850202426,9.466822959209583,2.6462038461538464,584,26,125,16,13,198,90,152,0.172,0.728,0.099,-0.9294,0,1,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,6,0,10,7,5,1,0,22,20,12,0,1,5,0,3,3,0,1,2,4,1,0,1,8,0,0,5,0,0,4,0,3,1,1,2,8,22,4,15,16,4,22,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,1,14,74,23,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489572442686352,0.15871224731308445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780456600195804,0.0,0.11002419470327836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835406734795033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157982802563827,0.09275393122583063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483360829880694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274858063221082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454424516232272,0.2054943474804636,0.0,0.31510211396992943,0.0,0.1223357629495827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796811857252625,0.16347584074499724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15396548683195982,0.0,0.4660605323427517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172349337293424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21079394634542334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600296351369712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452202219127752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15316679188715412,0.0,0.0,0.1530378030453366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372953191310084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16292341255538165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813699048476763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130535874823208,0.11417938992853405,0.16772868567168175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597926352969337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483052660907864,0.0,0.11536612837232832,0.0,0.12931414164863975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lyssaline,2018/03/19,"Wednesday I am talking to someone For the first time, I am going to meet a therapist on Wednesday. I’m scared shitless, honestly. I don’t know what to expect or how it will go. 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My struggle with anxiety probably goes back over the last two decades. However, in the last year I feel as if it’s gotten to be an every day-all the time thing and that has driven me nuts. I have been in therapy for a year, I’ve been meeting regularly with my PCP about it and still it’s “you’re doing great work, ——. “ it feels like anxiety has really taken over everything. I finally agreed to be prescribed hydroxyzine 4 days ago, but I haven’t even picked up the script yet because I really hate medications. We also addressed some of my health symptoms which she thought may be related to heart burn, but I still feel like a huge mess of a person. I’m even struggling with eating or drinking (no dramatic weight loss, just decreased appetite off and on). Anyway, I feel like I’m at my wits end. I thought I was making good progress, but then I got a little stressed out and everything came flooding back. I feel bad for my boyfriend because we can’t even eat a proper meal together anymore without me having an issue. I want to get past this. I know there’s a way but my correct path just seems far out of my own view. I had a terrible anxiety attack earlier that just took all of my energy I had conjured up. As I sit here awake now because I can’t sleep I’m just wondering when I won’t feel so destitute. Any advice on things try to improve my situation are more than welcome. 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Long story short I have GAD, social phobia, possibly Adhd and clinical depression. I'm on Cipralex 20mg and my anxiety is still out of control. Ive been off and on Clonazepam for years and really only try to take it when absolutely necessary (usually .25mg or at most .5mg). After reading about potential long term brain damage I worry a lot about this and feel like my memory has become completely shot over the past 4-5 years. I feel like a jittery, mood swing-y goldfish, nearly all the time. But then I also feel like I'm driving myself insane over it and am avoiding taking it when I really should, losing a lot of sleep and becoming sicker. Ive spoken to my psychiatrist and psychologist about it and they haven't really been able to help mw figure out what to do. Anyone know about or have dealt with this before?",4.534502407704657,6.349463814606741,5.742728731942218,76.53561797752812,70.96629213483146,8.905939004815409,25.63563402889245,9.424239791934726,2.4049296950240766,741,23,129,17,14,247,119,178,0.138,0.8059999999999999,0.056,-0.9297,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,9,9,0,2,5,0,14,4,2,1,1,28,23,17,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,8,13,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,2,3,12,3,24,19,5,25,0,3,0,0,4,10,0,5,17,83,20,1,0.1345456788639336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616977598064907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759613077747278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292707606319157,0.0,0.0,0.09407746700451544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971902631761668,0.11448846295570995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019747453971827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410685844501718,0.0,0.15090441949719005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588399605379147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285641619828864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409101363677026,0.2883583795916759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09018313244130503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07394278643013462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19719666758450927,0.0,0.0,0.2381373837779613,0.0,0.15052219919694632,0.0,0.22877184954221744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232805163651178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843907463652074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769075208353194,0.0,0.15168003705935704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13458208883544154,0.0,0.25858022135772885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347036962262495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13464284614412064,0.1371523758649077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744835294047596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034848182680312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690933466649526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134768413829683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818305679828958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13663766788899565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17328601187002904 anxiety,Kaylafish,2018/03/19,"Anyone else get very forgetful when anxious? Work has been very hard for me lately. I am so anxious about so many things that I become forgetful. I do things wrong or miss things that I really do know how to do and understand, I just forget in the moment. It's making me feel very insecure in my abilities and then makes me do these things over again. Anyone do this or have tips to help me out? 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I feel like the modern world is so obsessed with information and intelligence technology (bio technology as well, but less so), that we forgot about our drive for exploration. And, I guess, we've just become more cynical, focused on politics and social issues rather than how great humanity is. I've always seen human achievement in the big and bold, going bigger and higher than before. Now, we've only gotten smaller and finer. That's not bad at all, but part of me despises it, and I think part of me despises the fact that I myself have taken part in it. I entered college as a mechanical engineering student, but, in my third year (out of five), I changed my major to computer engineering, and, that too, focusing mainly on software... I just couldn't see how I could find a job or career in mechanical when all my skills are software.... I feel like we're not venturing out anymore, we're not exploring, we've lost that child-like wonder, and, even if still had it (we did shoot a car into space), I won't get to be a part of it. I dunno, I just thought of this and I thought I'd like to share it... ""We used to look up at the sky and wonder at our place in the stars. Now we just look down and worry about our place in the dirt"" - _Interstellar_",5.278172043010752,5.957266369175631,6.3575089605734805,77.08959677419358,68.10394265232975,9.640860215053763,29.478494623655912,9.725611199111238,2.639073118279569,1123,39,218,24,18,376,146,279,0.087,0.782,0.131,0.8916,1,0,0,1,0,0,52.0,8,0,0,3,21,14,3,1,14,0,11,0,0,4,3,62,33,28,0,4,13,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,22,0,1,15,0,0,6,5,6,1,3,9,7,30,8,36,20,10,43,0,1,4,0,14,28,0,7,13,155,41,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828939422227034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714817713412898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862937210407577,0.0,0.1304596908714483,0.10051560455529077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249605000019712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431313478122767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802039400361023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918252276596686,0.2531653941799709,0.0,0.0,0.1079640346612382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06171539401305104,0.0,0.0671331128545097,0.0,0.0,0.1302331386573057,0.1301279142430904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12329172414379795,0.11722075373134445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308394720518821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839036050480854,0.0,0.12894730146542008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08983932273759303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5116710982303201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24683079454270196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087803419574908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413026563223598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204134776583452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433471177318783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15137935502930924,0.0,0.1875559797655525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202200207592137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620848714305027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843043027545632,0.0,0.11996158772959105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606857404850224 anxiety,Slammijr11,2018/03/19,"Recently started experiencing night sweats. My anxiety already put a huge damper on how I slept through the night. I would have a hard time falling asleep, or it would wake me up in the middle of the night. I’ve been on anti-depressants since November 1st and the past month-month and a half, I’ve been experiencing some really bad night sweats. I will wake up drenched in sweat and I don’t have nightmares, at least that I can remember. A disclaimer i have is that I live in the lovely hot and muggy Houston, Texas so being hot here isn’t normally an issue but the weird thing is that our weather hasn’t warmed up yet and it’s been fairly “cold” (for Texans) lately. I have a big move coming up and I’m graduating college soon (woo!) so I’m also wondering is subconsciously this could be aiding the night sweats. I’m not really sure what to do about this or if there is anything I could do, but curious if anyone else has had trouble with this. It’s starting to become a problem.",4.871538461538464,5.735947216494846,5.6794845360824775,80.9231284694687,69.10309278350515,8.8558287073751,28.325138778747025,9.057496981413335,2.1590044409199054,776,26,154,14,13,254,117,194,0.101,0.847,0.053,-0.7787,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,14,0,26,9,8,1,1,26,35,16,0,8,7,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,4,0,1,5,7,12,3,17,23,2,30,0,0,0,1,2,13,0,6,13,104,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461530055680172,0.1059137943233163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131774335829197,0.0,0.0,0.09260650377272664,0.13570244794964145,0.10898845525121872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11058351155501688,0.0,0.14627174872129767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140870286104533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21148826982015773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407207336097808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063827006176016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864198948171795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13823500556311688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940030918307673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694868459490874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195340474101155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21142783130103235,0.140764852546635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62143907764905,0.12976500899318744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643084501118199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672907713268014,0.0,0.13314075901419198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969143272510132,0.0,0.1307704659309612,0.0,0.1500309322405013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955736492332616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748621389471712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248249878823084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798855884560465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07722797687607483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362766519307413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18816594888911475,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cplus44,2018/03/19,Anxiety of being far away from home... This is the only thing that gives me anxiety. A year ago I use to be outside all the time sometimes I wouldn't even come home until 8 in the morning. But then I got depersonalization from smoking weed and going through labyrinthitus and I was pretty much stuck at home for 11 months now I'm scared to be far away from home. I'm not sure what I'm scared about but I need to get this solved ASAP because I got a job I start in two weeks that's an hour away from home and I don't know If I can do it! Any advice?,1.0572804314329716,2.81780616101695,2.593636363636364,95.57393682588601,80.61016949152544,5.307858243451464,19.201848998459173,6.11248444174946,-0.31690847457627136,429,10,102,3,11,140,78,118,0.092,0.86,0.048,-0.1804,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,6,0,9,0,0,1,2,14,23,8,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,7,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,0,10,1,18,15,2,20,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,10,63,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745537533325485,0.11561895020372592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869735202849105,0.0,0.1995582645712584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676318224629339,0.0,0.0,0.07950934712620895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235450319438194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0861482505011506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681446600098881,0.12512101716693844,0.07412677540239927,0.0,0.20863469964748413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6541631586948836,0.0,0.12844797111540227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943234887937458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168130438535701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410854431314608,0.0,0.09588157569079248,0.0967127150422764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919842855053704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269491762354954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26116777895974336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289993023044586,0.0,0.0923195242899265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292939583559707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08665236474553731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605519295489456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741184641783634,0.0,0.0,0.11265025130555845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462364405563272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08399309765203775 anxiety,Delecto2,2018/03/19,"[Request] General Questions About Anxiety Hi. I’m somewhat new to my anxiety. I have had it for four or five years, but did not realize that it was anxiety until two years ago. I work a full time job and have night classes and have trouble maintaining my Quality of Life. It feels like I don’t have enough time to recharge for being out. I don’t have too much social anxiety, but do have general anxiety. Also, I am prescribed Lexapro and clonazepam daily at low dosages. If anyone has any answers they would like to give, I appreciate it :) Maybe this can help others too",4.113720693170237,6.084767385321102,5.047094801223242,80.44864424057086,72.39449541284405,8.881141692150868,32.294597349643226,9.444778638647367,3.2305282364933734,451,22,83,11,9,147,76,109,0.125,0.7290000000000001,0.146,0.7615,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,1,0,17,1,0,0,0,17,20,9,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,3,1,9,2,10,15,4,12,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,4,10,62,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15358132245710251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385530602310493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11782027599261001,0.0,0.6627032620105587,0.0,0.0,0.12114488558347153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902014938659971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08760362880679512,0.1237743886854158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16620330187928806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613009585639228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193021796683655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223761012320199,0.1692886262964587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405931559963814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273633705194128,0.0,0.0,0.16733208628902213,0.0,0.16258937092291792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408679121902572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17661305529046653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205437072661456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16924630292069504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261327042361859,0.0,0.0,0.12307635760022377,0.0,0.0,0.22314284971345127 anxiety,mmement0,2018/03/19,"do you ever overthink things youve said will come back even though its been years like i dont know how to cope about negative things ive said even though it was minor thing or two, someone will take it and twist it? like i always feel like i have to positive or people will hate me and spread rumors i dont get it. I just want to grow and be a better person, so shouldnt the past be the past why does it haunt me?",6.776,4.051669377777782,6.689444444444442,87.17750000000002,66.33333333333334,9.888888888888893,26.94444444444445,7.1686216300943375,1.0231111111111106,324,4,79,2,4,103,58,90,0.105,0.731,0.16399999999999998,0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,10,5,1,0,3,0,13,0,0,1,1,13,22,9,0,2,3,0,1,3,0,4,0,2,0,1,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,4,3,9,4,4,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,8,53,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820030093302013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12771306483377753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468932308600327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307194820679467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534659998619828,0.0,0.3893128120956698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194019408814029,0.15023803965389362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398016477815652,0.11865482855786147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677524256092167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397962661139193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127879681577457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434297572786437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171036625196797,0.11514598975161572,0.1450235030649044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31597951308235145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407276358747094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487911442871245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3310287248412587,0.0,0.32636543675582297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224593205745466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097964267287014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987051686722824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069566040998834 anxiety,lyricalyre,2018/03/19,"Over-Analytical and Hyper-Aware of Surroundings. for some reason ive been having anxiety lately. i think it's caused by me being too focused on everything. im always watching other people and their body-language. it's so i can see if they like me or not. every-time someone hesitates in their speech, i get extremely nervous. not only that, but sometimes i get nervous when someone else is nervous. 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I wanted to know what people's experiences of an anxiety attack (as opposed to a panic attack) was and how they handled it. I have those strange moments and I am not sure if they would qualify as anxiety attacks or if it is something else. There are times that for no apparent reason i feel like there is a physical emptiness sucking me in from within in my chest, ball in my throat, feel overall distressed and thinking about too many things at once. The emptiness in the chest is usually pretty violent and doesnt happen often but i have no idea why i get it. When it happens i just want to be alone in a small space without any people. my thoughts are usually like ""too many thoughts, too many sounds, too many people."" It doesn't always happen in crowded places, though. how do you experience anxiety attacks? anyone know what my think could be? anyone know the science behind those attacks? thanks x",4.849055690072638,6.773582045197742,5.207380952380955,80.24656779661018,70.35593220338984,7.769007263922517,30.72195318805489,8.418075326091056,2.4939139628732847,750,32,130,12,14,238,106,177,0.212,0.715,0.073,-0.963,1,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,2,0,13,15,8,2,8,0,16,3,3,3,1,32,34,14,0,6,7,0,3,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,12,4,0,1,12,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,3,4,15,5,19,27,0,16,0,0,0,0,4,11,1,4,8,93,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188237459658706,0.0,0.0,0.07381829984782212,0.0,0.0,0.06032949800307736,0.0,0.2714680799057476,0.0,0.0,0.12406370756336535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055592868425296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083200906829144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07763542356425587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411031311550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17356132215997178,0.0,0.0,0.1345714794326243,0.12675656498202872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463501224779108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353521425879811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014886126904778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626695197344594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300255548892515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35977386819456353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447898030761503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408837918749868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18451221467047074,0.0,0.09268868603475902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902554313596304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121418226952743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06829743084804331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361319217512754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167719912801441,0.0,0.0,0.05893855392885464,0.1136904618117134,0.087162406694335,0.1408601982150441,0.05173064929855081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195414906564036,0.0,0.10465325485028897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005182823599638,0.0,0.0,0.08551845685142404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302085789150977,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,j_bags42,2018/03/19,"My mom died unexpectedly about 6 months ago and it has completely messed with my head since then, would love advice about dealing with panic/anxiety I wasn't overly close with her, it was more of a surface-level relationship in the last few years but we talked more than we ever had before and when she died, it just hit me really hard. Since then, I've seen a therapist with my wife a few times and plan on going more often. I feel like I've experienced physical symptoms I've never had before--chest pains occasionally, fear, tension, more difficult time sleeping. Is this normal? What else can I be doing to tackle this? 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Hi I'm Charlie, a 17 year old female. I've been officially diagnosed with generalised anxiety disorder and I have a level mocks coming up soon so I need to find a medication that works for me so that I can actually get through my tests without having an anxiety attack. So far I've been prescribed propranolol (a beta blocker) but that made me really tired so I stopped taking it and I've more recently been prescribed diazepam but I didn't feel any effects from that at all. So does anyone have any advice on what other medication I should try? Or what medications have you found worked best? Thanks :)",4.783750000000001,6.967949875000002,6.101666666666668,72.69000000000003,71.08333333333334,9.8,31.16666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.638066666666668,515,23,88,15,10,173,82,120,0.14300000000000002,0.732,0.125,0.5885,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,6,5,2,0,5,0,10,6,0,2,1,19,19,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,10,3,11,12,4,11,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,5,59,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.13770441363661529,0.0,0.0,0.1378924697772642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19192124148444464,0.0,0.32384960494109305,0.0,0.0,0.09866840255122633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053463889992492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961755088931137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155501402402252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547970243668928,0.0,0.14322514514508242,0.0,0.0,0.1617259399854315,0.0,0.12348757545490155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07135018593996986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289733032384532,0.0,0.0,0.15472141468365486,0.0,0.0,0.07372490525665361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335230601120634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5686197360474398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046323476053876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807272283094905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903996043015806,0.0,0.13933052700006496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11797548561893526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609824424665763,0.0,0.0,0.12991645858565842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218684638480413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958054075823187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602639630717636,0.0,0.20546162351815767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087114332525537 anxiety,dahliakrm26,2018/03/19,"How do your anxiety attacks feel? In the past week I think I’ve had two anxiety attacks which is rare... the first I had while I was in volunteer orientation for the humane society. I went by myself and was already pretty nervous when I left my dorm. During I felt really nauseous, shaky and scared but also kind of embarrassed because I was sitting at the front of the room and I was trying to pay attention but I felt horrible. At first I thought maybe it was from being carsick but in afterthought.... yeah. And today I had another and am still feeling really anxious. I felt really shaky and scared and cried a bit. I had to sit in my closet for about 10 minutes (it is dark in there). I still feel really anxious right now and I want to calm down but I cannot. There’s like this weird tingly feeling in my spine and I feel so on edge. 🙃 How do you guys usually feel when you have anxiety attacks? And also, how do you cope? 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I'm turning 24 soon and want to try to learn to get over my anxiety. For years i've only ever seen myself as an unattractive loser who deserves only the worst things in life to happen and will die alone. I want to be better and learn to like myself but those thoughts keep holding me back. They're the reason why I'm afraid to have a relationship with anyone, or just go out with friends and have fun, I always feel like I have to be on guard. In the end I always get overwhelmed by my negative voices in my head. I do like some things about myself, but my self hatred always holds me back from wanting to meet other people, after all why would anybody want to date me, let alone hang out with me if the bad in me will only overshadow what little good I have. What can I do to try and change my views on myself? I'm so sick of feeling stuck but I really don't know what to do. 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Time was passing by but I didn’t notice and I couldn’t sleep. I had this overwhelming fear that I was going to die and that somebody was going to steal my identity. I have no idea why I thought this but my life seemed to flash before my eyes as I thought someone was going to take it away from me. I told myself that I loved myself and that I didn’t want anyone to take my identity. I honestly felt like a crazy person. This year has been so shitty for me and I just want this anxiety to stop. If anyone has any idea why I would be having anxiety about this please send your love and support in the comments because I really need it. 💕,1.4283445190156598,3.5561521476510123,3.014201342281879,91.14461297539152,81.21476510067114,6.120984340044742,20.000447427293068,7.3011,0.4969271588366895,566,15,120,8,15,186,88,149,0.246,0.597,0.158,-0.9249,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,5,12,1,4,3,0,17,5,2,0,1,23,34,11,1,6,4,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,7,0,0,5,4,7,0,0,14,2,26,5,13,17,1,13,0,1,1,2,7,2,0,2,7,84,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363350096903476,0.0,0.31599599985425336,0.0,0.0,0.1925512339214867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566415489055501,0.12936370634745298,0.0,0.0,0.08393416895690227,0.0,0.11716352232803146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14289983961504513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454792840461686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15493883407935202,0.0,0.0,0.13220339878870432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347561456257169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108691041389001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223522305422166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725408209036734,0.0672680768264804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485400850563776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832749039639394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10209493170348737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292121571742088,0.0,0.0,0.15676027340159596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154882231940287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022505697175695,0.0,0.15114159350778186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820734350719019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378510909573306,0.0,0.0,0.1253472416379164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13778881909366758,0.0,0.1166637660997998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151144882305093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624827839809324,0.0,0.0,0.20705055841955852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822579599182202,0.0,0.21861997766654687,0.08028778560328116,0.0,0.0,0.1315681045424963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242552919862402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24848650112506585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978105860942699,0.0,0.0,0.08866744734237476 anxiety,solostbutnotforlong,2018/03/19,"Anxiety with a break up? Hey everyone, let me start by saying I haven't been diagnosed or anything but I plan on seeing a dr soon. I've always been a really anxious person, I had a lot of nervous habits as a child, I've never been great socially, I always worry and feel bad things will happen and I prefer to be alone at home. Looking back I don't know how I didn't see how much it affected my life choices and now I'm almost 40 my life is a mess. Not entirely because of that but I can see it's an issue now. In recent years I really isolated myself to the point I have one friend, no social life, and I don't work but that's because my daughter has issues and needs me around. Anyway, I was recently broken up with by someone I had made my whole world. He never treated me well and it's much better it's over but I'm having a really hard time letting go and moving on. I've been a complete nutcase emotionally which is probably normal but I'm sure it's some kind of obsession more than genuine feelings, and I now have a constant feeling of panic, im hurt and sad sure but mostly I can physically feel this anxious, panicky feeling all the time and now it's even waking me up at night and it's stopping me not thinking about him, Has anyone else experienced that? I'm so desperate to start dealing with it. 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(Anxiety inquiry) Hello human beings who come across this post, I just wanted to discuss my experience coping with anxiety and a new feeling that surfaced about a month or two ago. So I have anxiety and it fluctuates some days it’ll be a 5 and others a full on 10. Anywho my symptoms range from racing heartbeats, to a flushed face, clogged ears, motion imbalance (falling/dropping sensations which I cannot explain to anyone or myself for the life of me wtf) waves of heat surging throughout my body, shooting pains in my head (rarely happens) compulsive obsessive thoughts that torment my every waking moment, Depersonalization and Derealization also. I’ve also had my share of panic attacks or mini panic episodes which I experience more frequently than a full blown panic episode. Just recently maybe about a month or two ago (ik I’m late discussing this a whole 1-2 months later but idc better late than never) for a full one to two weeks I experienced an apathetic induced feeling and I wasn’t depressed at the time because I’ve been depressed before and it didn’t feel like depression and it felt a little different than my disassociation..... usually when I disassociate I zone out whic I’ve been doing a lot recently but I was present, aware, and engaged just extremely calm and almost euphoric it was like a drug induced feeling. After those two weeks that weird apathetic feeling subsided and I was back to my normal anxiety. (I forgot to mention during the period of the eerie calm nothing got me upset and my normal erratic symptoms of anxiety were gone it was so weird it was like it disappeared but I knew something was off because of how calm I was.... like hella calm and passive. Has anyone experienced anything similar to this? 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In case I am around while he has one, how should I help him? I've done some reading which suggested that I offer my ear to him in case he wants to talk about how he feels. However, do people function well enough during an attack to talk much? Would I just be making the situation worse? I really don't know. I just don't want to be unprepared or make a big mistake that hurts him further.",4.0492436974789925,4.881062019607847,4.900700280112044,85.88029411764708,70.9607843137255,7.789355742296919,24.375350140056014,7.957251820313856,1.152617366946779,394,10,82,5,7,128,66,102,0.249,0.632,0.119,-0.9356,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,8,11,3,2,5,0,11,1,1,5,0,17,17,5,0,5,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,1,1,1,2,12,3,12,12,3,8,0,2,0,0,16,5,0,2,3,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14150951055874808,0.0,0.5425252468299999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16267288954932588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642498082047512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037575255555775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456266491939598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21309719645044145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.170171662174117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873611287357464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21221618183297625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685505375681532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10771648250456138,0.0,0.0,0.3730143346015073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11020394642578614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15900460012265813,0.0,0.10183486042457318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867947936474887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555345978915041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853835546026102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751932024776388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292555351047911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199543340308606,0.11292174763367345,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NuggaBugga,2018/03/19,Crippling anxiety ALL THE TIME I HAVE CRIPPLING ANXIETY ALL THE TIME WHICH ISN'T USEFUL SINCE I HAVE SO MUCH RUBBISH THAT I HAVE TO DO WHICH IN INCLUDES UNI WHICH IS CLAPPING ME PRETTY BAD ATM. DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY ADVICE ON HOW TO COPE WITH THIS? 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I have always been a one-girl type of guy. I went through a pretty heartbroken breakup about 8 months ago and changing up my dating strategy a bit; I'm dating more than one person at a time. The most was 3 at a time, now it's down to 2. However, out of those 2, I'm only really interested in 1. I've recognized that I may have ""fallen"" for this girl; let's call her Carrie. Carrie has asked me at the end of our third date what I was looking for and I told her I was ""dating around"", which is only partly true, BUT I regret saying this becasue she's really the only one I'm interested in. She told me she's also ""dating around"", but I don't believe it. She is almost NEVER on her phone, so texting her is like pulling teeth waiting for a response. How do I get over this anxiety? I'm always thinking ""oh she didn't text me back yet because she's not as interested and probably texting some other guy"". I NEED to get over this mindset. Anyone else had/have the same issue?",2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,74.38461538461539,7.7,25.5,8.278499904357787,1.6138403846153846,784,26,160,13,16,272,122,208,0.036000000000000004,0.883,0.08199999999999999,0.8278,1,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,10,0,15,1,1,1,2,21,30,9,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,3,8,2,26,5,26,20,6,31,0,1,1,0,22,13,0,4,15,109,37,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093333130999093,0.0,0.13661083491207535,0.0,0.0,0.109099745130888,0.2270345598597548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873088436211293,0.0,0.0,0.09539216325519652,0.13978445942318793,0.0,0.2428959548170807,0.1275398029176191,0.0,0.0,0.10490309813771607,0.0,0.08316396405011675,0.0,0.0,0.1537052745606337,0.0,0.0,0.14894175179173288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930610002664914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432051566848647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396633594877376,0.0,0.1208328564733105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425538068190644,0.13087215717000006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701661851225493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423931978970076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950472868811456,0.0,0.06665080493964746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456339855898165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889385398706757,0.0,0.0,0.1011580782344748,0.10522006658227863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27733716727775115,0.3112741398584148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14773595805893808,0.0,0.0,0.11912183607913382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387941890827126,0.147090197462391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17479585335871772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849135359267012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559322467178755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08741620983850168,0.0,0.0,0.1591020819900707,0.0,0.0,0.26072159294106834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646817863148904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,miss-charbear,2018/03/19,"Has anyone tired to wean themselves off of their antidepressants? I've tried weaning myself off of my antidepressants slowly but the side effects are insane (head zaps, anxiousness, dizziness) that I went back on. Anyone have any ideas or tips to help or ease the withdrawal symptoms? 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I will end up in a mental hospital and live my days out there not getting to enjoy what makes me happy and not getting to have goals.....what if I get really sick and loose my limbs and my life is over or I get cancer and die slowly....I CANT LET THIS HAPPEN I AM SO AFRAID OF IT...OT GIVES ME PANIC ATTACKS I AM SCARED I WILL BECOME A PSYCHOPATH OR SOCIOPATH OR SOMTHING.....ITS OUT OF CONTROL PLEASE HELP..,0.5595833333333324,2.9585502361111162,2.5258333333333347,91.2025,88.30555555555556,5.4222222222222225,19.805555555555557,6.937597516519254,0.4800305555555555,550,17,114,8,18,183,88,144,0.251,0.6759999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.9813,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,1,2,9,1,5,4,0,15,4,0,2,0,23,26,15,1,2,8,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,8,11,0,2,1,0,1,0,4,6,0,0,0,1,16,3,15,19,0,12,0,0,0,1,3,7,0,6,5,76,24,1,0.2799716690111633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925409576132254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15460335608296194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700601663512184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027928251695458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528319530378248,0.0,0.16043589414734005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12398589937496035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150459643947829,0.07078104402972837,0.10000590814127984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3656841041345825,0.13428716810520552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3713670334289036,0.14901752385720726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938295540943424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314500011241713,0.09887613478425017,0.06839000778180343,0.0,0.12361005652780628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934416315402952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42321838848590027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642432151593178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536624093299829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967851012642926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14015024106636415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11703442579740485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111423962627248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thejokerguns,2018/03/20,Does anyone solve his anxiety with meditation? Is there anyone that practicing meditation solve his anxiety? 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How do you cope? Married without kids. I'm in my mid 30s. Whenever my Wife travels for work I become a complete mess. I’m the worst if she travels to a really far time zone like the US, which is half a day behind where we live. I fear for her safety. And the half a day flight I get cut off from contact with her kills me with worry. So many what if scenarios play in my head I dare not even mention here in my plea for advice and help for fear they might come true. I love her more than life itself and will be lost without her. Wife and I are soul mates. And we grew up together. There’s a really strong symbiotic dynamic and it does worsen the adult separation anxiety for me. She’s mostly fine but worries a lot about me when she has to travel for business. I become unproductive at work which is a bad idea because she’s leaving in a week for seven days in a week when it’s crunch time at work for me and I have to be optimal. The worries about her safety when she flies. The worries about her safety when she’s driving in San Francisco. Worries about crime when she’s there... and I even worry now about my irrational fears will eat me up when she’s away. Like I’m worried that I’d worry too much in that week when she’s away. I’m already starting to be a nervous wreck and she doesn’t leave until a week away. I know it’s irrational. I know it doesn’t make sense. But the thoughts and anxiety just hit me anyway. And the feeling of extreme isolation and loneliness also become a mainstay that week. And those feelings are already starting and she hasn’t even packed for travel yet. I’m just bracing myself that I’d become a wreck. How does one cope? I do this every year and it doesn’t get better or easier...",2.4737466210127934,4.269668061452517,3.8451558839430535,88.06366642638315,76.48603351955308,6.853991710218057,24.118219499008827,7.717688229018142,1.1457227248152826,1378,45,287,20,31,453,170,358,0.222,0.684,0.094,-0.9939,0,1,0,0,1,0,34.0,3,1,1,6,29,19,2,4,21,0,19,4,1,3,1,43,38,32,1,2,10,2,2,2,1,3,1,0,0,3,15,20,1,0,6,5,0,7,7,10,0,4,2,2,47,9,42,29,5,48,1,1,0,1,32,18,0,6,25,198,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07180243630063521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621709217893878,0.058760808882682675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863278079890265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20710668691266992,0.0,0.06135156076293821,0.044791871801464656,0.3246053576481419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498584942977341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329530659346973,0.0770409128128485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216285240555296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860323387988806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518695048555818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455957644668936,0.0,0.06190888856275045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805155562024656,0.07430597463760659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677907027137827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754102409058086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04925115588761186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294839415623187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129318276975031,0.0,0.08076383249617478,0.0,0.0,0.1556064532331616,0.0,0.0,0.051900107325749914,0.07179586361520787,0.0,0.06488294889695723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021057046499958,0.062468877047679935,0.06631730417850826,0.0,0.049047535244136464,0.07449576622230178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07794918155953674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401522464581682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04979100016204253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941445437876564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10401706079167393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058333799777699265,0.08569192367442663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08838570712914076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29470049882960314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166149423282556,0.0,0.16047988507331856,0.5969686702289295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047317808512074 anxiety,windlep7,2018/03/20,"Can the cold virus cause anxiety? A few days ago my anxiety levels shot through the roof. Then I started sniffling and sneezing, and tonight I can feel myself coming down with the cold. Exactly the same thing happened to me during Christmas. My anxiety levels shot through the roof and I came down with a cold around about the same time. I know anxiety can weaken your immune system but the onset of cold symptoms following the anxiety happens too quickly for it to be that. I don’t believe it’s fear of being ill either, because the anxiety appears before I realize I’m getting sick. I wonder if the cold virus upsets brain chemistry, causing anxiety?",4.630795454545453,7.21137679166667,5.184545454545455,77.32227272727275,72.75,7.696969696969697,33.40909090909091,8.575989854853784,3.2452499999999995,525,27,82,10,11,168,77,120,0.234,0.753,0.013,-0.9748,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,2,12,0,6,5,1,2,1,21,18,6,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,1,6,12,0,13,15,4,17,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,7,59,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622771768819346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7625414764094787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676489467433388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680483091167393,0.0,0.12117067305358185,0.16043439632612722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589638694683708,0.0,0.16286599927771012,0.0,0.29256506096720664,0.0,0.12266373708832233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183528073786043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16023795149286518,0.07200098259717802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439736211520177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25184512489765576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825851590533403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079042257902823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800661095974516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09460326542353922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303373632190382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544251469815086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kfreud,2018/03/20,"Switching from trintellix to lexapro So I was on 10mg of Trintellix for the past two weeks (the first antidepressant I've been taking) but I found out my insurance doesn't cover it and I'm switching to 10mg Lexapro. I'm reading about serotonin syndrome and although my doctor says it should be fine to start taking Lexapro as soon as tomorrow, I'm worried. Has anyone done this switch and can report back?",4.007967032967031,6.344837269230772,4.18648351648352,84.89423076923079,73.74358974358974,7.021245421245422,30.37362637362637,7.957251820313856,2.207316483516484,329,15,60,5,7,102,56,78,0.039,0.931,0.031,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,0,0,7,15,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,4,1,11,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,38,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936596094938485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21296815510616135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834843035452977,0.0,0.2834302454391352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23558536509129954,0.0,0.3036766378417463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26439339652571664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770388659325521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22025282217374376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19603648496135226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4164847918384649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27055350107467696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221637468592532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812703004032092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,black_rose_,2018/03/20,"Ridiculous anxiety over dates This is such a dumb problem but I just wanted to get it off my chest without complaining to friends... I just dumped my bf (it had been dead in the water for a few months) and fully intended to just be single and focus on myself for a year or two. But I *immediately* ran into a guy at the dog park, took a shine to him, and so gave him my number when he asked (which I don't normally do). He's been asking me out like crazy since the beginning of March, and we're going on our third date later this week. On the one hand he's been chivalrous and we have a ton of fun talking about mutual interests, but on the other hand I feel overwhelmed emotionally. I tend to get attached really fast and obsess about crushes. I'm trying to work right now and I had to go put my phone in another room because he's texting me and I just can't deal with it right now, it's ruining my concentration. My heart rate is really fast right now, just sitting at my desk. On our last date I was so nervous my hands were sweating and my mouth was dry, he tried to kiss me but I had cotton mouth from anxiety. And I would say I was having fun and feel comfortable around him! Just so nervous about the concept of dates itself. I feel so overwhelmed. I know I need to set boundaries for my own sake. It's hard. I'm trying to figure out how I can take it slow by seeing him only once a week or so not responding to his texts very quickly every time, without hurting his feelings / leading him on / being emotionally unavailable. 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The only time I can answer is if it’s my mom or dad or younger sibling. I run when people try to hand me the phone lol it’s just so awkward and I hate it even if it’s another relative or a friend. I don’t have a cellphone. I always got my mom to call out of work for me even though I’m a legal adult. She makes all my appointments. I can’t even order pizza over the phone. I guess the idea of keeping conversation scares me? Not having anything to say and not knowing what to say. Talking to people in person is scary but I’d rather do that tenfold than talk to the same person or any person on the phone. Any tips or can anyone relate?",0.6939155629139079,2.7923110860927167,2.625724337748345,93.04666597682122,83.83443708609272,5.099503311258278,20.033526490066226,6.322622252153567,0.07599635761589417,558,16,122,5,16,186,92,151,0.068,0.879,0.053,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,4,1,2,9,1,10,2,1,1,1,26,17,15,0,3,14,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,6,3,1,1,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,1,3,15,1,16,16,2,10,0,0,0,0,21,6,0,9,2,81,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555436828820915,0.0,0.0,0.2052236918633024,0.1582235906365987,0.11543209256120796,0.0,0.0,0.10550730958802364,0.0,0.12417139424604175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540777703477774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3986514052805481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657891171453134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12068224792859222,0.0,0.16622473053915296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14897477279234028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135714363287886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033888666280042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13411988856857304,0.0,0.0,0.08292638724330108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007216912639048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35344615791670986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11476029029389707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20921925504621666,0.39525965264899204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399910105928335,0.15106937966040107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24256281169294636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825078515148266,0.0,0.08798643435581728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10244587463293088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985129261484528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dragonflie,2018/03/20,"Thank you for being such good friends, r/anxiety Sometimes I feel like no one knows me quite so well as you, the humans on this sub. In my most troubled moments, when I am confronted with the deepest corners of my existence - the ones that really hurt - you have all been there for me in some way or another. Whether its been your responses to my posts, your replies to my comments, your posts, or even the upvotes we all share with one another.. Somehow, I feel like you have all become a support network of friends, despite the fact that I have never met any of you before. So I guess I just want to thank you all, from my heart. Thank you for opening yourself up to a group of strangers and for trying to make a positive impact on those who are suffering. Thank you for sharing the struggle publicly so that others may resonate with your experience, because I certainly have. Thank you for reminding me that my pain is not irrelevant and for validating my experiences directly and indirectly. Thank you for helping me survive and thrive. Thank you for not letting me feel completely alone and alienated. Thank you for all the comfort and virtual hugs and for making space for all the human experiences that have been expressed on this sub. You are all so precious to me. This community is more valuable than I can ever say in a single post. As you have all been for me, I am here for you all. 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A few weeks ago I was given Buspar to take 2x daily, and a low dose of Xanax to take only during panic attacks. It is low enough that I can function on it if I need it during the day. My nightmares have decreased since starting this, but last night I had a really disturbing one that left me exhausted and in a funk today. I am having a hard time picking myself up. I think the Buspar is working well for me, but lately it gives me a bit of a “drunk” feeling; so today I am very tired, out of it, and in an awful negative mood. I’m not sure what to do :( I don’t want my negative feelings to carry into the evening or into my sleep again. I don’t know where the nightmares come from because I was in a good mood yesterday.",5.23104659498208,5.014331316129034,6.504731182795703,79.10154121863802,68.09677419354838,8.953405017921149,30.77060931899641,8.515128840125781,2.292168458781361,594,21,117,8,9,202,99,155,0.272,0.672,0.056,-0.9892,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,5,12,1,3,13,1,13,7,1,1,1,20,26,8,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,7,1,0,4,1,0,1,5,7,1,1,4,3,17,3,17,22,3,25,0,2,0,0,1,12,0,2,12,87,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559744639951384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969160378799067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700193485524276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916341507343332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512042252392677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320283241982505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813702190668057,0.0,0.11593642535367615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750727392617055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683851196346355,0.0,0.14722689106752251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15724110198085064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964671266889638,0.14308101426342748,0.1980063665052308,0.0,0.19071470710887514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682879504217436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13015384993918686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472374714949878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894419995062686,0.13349906863979452,0.0,0.2059475512367056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244951300532567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452008758949256,0.0,0.17565754719048793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424159021526507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543568373307665,0.0,0.2639546044129785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11247303681670108,0.0,0.0,0.10235340995876407,0.201746811092202,0.33276531214863897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14483127736228785,0.1035326024557623,0.0,0.14080020463240214,0.0,0.15782325248213105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277884991001915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,offmychestitgoes,2018/03/20,"Anxiety for no reason? I just don't understand why I get so much anxiety and if it's possible to get rid of it without medication. I'm in high school currently and I have pretty bad anxiety. I'm pretty confident and have no insecurities so I just don't know why it keeps happening all the time, and I'm not without friends or anything, I have a lot of friends and I think most people like me. For example when I'm having a presentation, I get so anxious that it's visible in my voice and probably on my face, even if try to smile. My heart starts beating so fast and my hands start shaking a lot. It also happens in loud and crowded places, I just get anxious for no reason, even though I'm not afraid of it beforehand. It also happens for example if a teacher or anyone else is calling out students or something and I know it's going to be my turn. Keep in mind I don't give a damn about my grades and I'm not the best student, so that's not a problem, it's not really about school. The thing is, even then it's visible, it's literally visible on my chest that my heart is racing and hands shaking too obviously, I also sweat a lot and it's obviously noticable too. I just found out this sub and read a few posts and my anxiety isn't nearly as bad as some people's here but I'm still asking for advice on what I can do. I guess it's just primal instincts?. It's been going on for like 4 years now. I just don't understand what causes it, It's just crazy how I get anxious over such small things.",2.8116666666666674,4.034003197452229,4.92014331210191,83.09044851380042,74.35031847133757,8.418046709129513,27.414543524416146,8.959647251330699,2.0979791932059446,1180,45,251,25,24,410,140,314,0.118,0.813,0.069,-0.8502,1,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,2,29,13,1,4,11,0,16,8,7,4,3,60,47,35,0,4,21,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,24,16,0,2,8,1,0,4,15,8,0,0,2,4,26,5,30,44,9,31,0,0,0,0,6,15,1,12,13,173,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711980495571488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21388815502576752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728088484505505,0.3021543622628979,0.0,0.06233822629647399,0.09134833477820599,0.07336576493404487,0.0,0.08334652265738528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14887895962239325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356113720026367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103572968262072,0.0,0.0,0.09158524141631144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744763405936034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766552119432995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977522521098158,0.1377596037323664,0.0,0.2328952181621317,0.08552419686453377,0.1013360197350288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09821267274164633,0.0,0.2365145361550019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112947422324044,0.0,0.09419560716732042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584875208569366,0.0,0.0,0.09799290521400493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08711183014173966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22738544809578826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08981280953637487,0.0,0.0,0.09001965799113712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06553810815108868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150189327366706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236156747582466,0.0,0.0931464712548028,0.0,0.0,0.1005072178910804,0.0853844445472838,0.18140239769019825,0.09612259228122776,0.08530789487559681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891776636468459,0.0,0.0571140389866745,0.18332936996458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804562791257369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06863474876403439,0.0,0.0,0.1262066653322904,0.0,0.07119813015868408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1184592975516977,0.05712598692530139,0.0875928978711454,0.0,0.05198614463120947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605293997254269,0.0969734476448687,0.0,0.18562395327321007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16089440117604822,0.0,0.0,0.17188165726891508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741195509360849 anxiety,The_Jedi_Hunter,2018/03/20,"Getting back into coffee? I had to cut out coffee a few weeks ago - at the time, I was constantly having panic attacks and was devastatingly anxious at all hours of the day. I figured the coffee was probably making it worse, so I cut it out of my life entirely. My Primary Care Doctor put me on Trintellix and Xanax - I've been on the former for long-term anxiety and the Xanax for short-term anxiety. And while I've stayed on the Trintellix, I haven't used the Xanax in almost two weeks, despite having a few ""panicky"" moments. The worst of my ""anxiety spell"" appears to have passed, but the last thing I want to do is re-awaken a sleeping giant. I'd really, *really* like to get back into drinking coffee regularly, even if it's only just decaf. For anyone else who has been in the situation, did starting back on coffee affect you in a negative way?",4.484818181818183,5.816246042424248,6.22098484848485,74.95147727272727,70.39393939393939,9.136363636363637,28.29545454545455,9.516144504307137,2.711272727272727,667,24,119,15,12,230,101,165,0.152,0.8029999999999999,0.045,-0.912,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,0,0,6,7,3,1,14,0,14,7,1,3,1,19,22,8,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,8,1,0,1,1,0,3,2,5,0,1,7,0,11,2,23,15,4,34,0,0,0,0,2,14,0,3,16,86,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341143470062165,0.0,0.1515006054967858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472219687452968,0.17092086944275833,0.0,0.10578934315211533,0.15502013625261826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17212049210554495,0.0,0.3490107405444439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425586270917646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16349670495855306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757309197901094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485737239878367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821200767259865,0.0,0.0,0.12638799048114996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992926195343924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15809132608595952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899560790044594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233260393467915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686449786550843,0.07391534728342547,0.0,0.0,0.13389177138785302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099093230207952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506705817390625,0.0,0.17751269054070018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312215639803734,0.0,0.0,0.1520937824999021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19384756442793932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700624999322475,0.15140478062652546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708774551448083,0.1612608904143323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005140186268334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822163254037896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779373582855626,0.0,0.0,0.1306707496246086,0.0,0.0,0.08923801574838798,0.12009133902006865,0.24272027516610034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15418305717076008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Strive_for_Altruism,2018/03/20,"Welp, I just let my chance at getting back into university lapse for the second straight year due to my anxiety about missing the deadline. There's only one time of year when you're allowed to apply, and I missed that window, because the idea of missing the deadline made me so anxious that I hid from the problem. Getting back in would have been no problem, my GPA is fine (3.10), but once again, I fucked myself over. 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Or is it too early to tell? I've been taking Citalopram (celexa) for five days now. This is my first time going on medication. The first four days I noticed no improvement, only annoying side effects. This morning, however... I woke up with absolutely no anxiety for the first time in months. I would think of the things that gave me the most anxiety and they barely had an effect on me. In fact, the fact that I didn't have anxiety kinda gave me some mental anxiety... since I'm just so used to waking up in fear. Anyway, anxiety crept its way back into me, but at least my morning was bearable.",4.222921146953404,5.47629982258065,5.484946236559143,80.27797491039428,70.93548387096773,8.736917562724015,27.487455197132626,9.150863307647796,2.262031541218639,494,17,95,10,9,165,85,124,0.11,0.8740000000000001,0.016,-0.7555,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,1,7,0,10,2,1,3,2,17,18,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,0,5,7,0,12,0,15,10,3,23,0,0,0,0,4,10,0,4,11,72,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6360443617578613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12786421004315338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214482333258316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18711877089386286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4243301528828722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450456517304856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751635863335546,0.16757788518318706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327284595573339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18931851306477326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646853050233714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755407876013878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12502690572885514,0.0,0.14534190746611952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11047349634513236,0.1065498046710968,0.0,0.0,0.19392622707076435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14361832088978022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13199064452462206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12105869996671258,0.0,0.0,0.11812530253709448,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,F4st4stwit1,2018/03/20,"Need some advice with anxiety and employment, please Hi, I'm a 21 year old guy and am in the middle of a contract job. It's going great, and as it ends late may, they are already asking me to stay on as permanent, and I think most of my colleagues are just expecting me to.. However, I don't want to commit to a permanent job as I'm a serial job quitter. I've had 4 jobs in the past couple of years. I put my reasoning down to my anxiety, But really I quit for no reason at all. And know I'll just do it again.. I am struggling to explain this to my colleagues though. My manager already knows I'm probably not gonna take the full time job. I know everyone's gonna say ""that you don't need to explain anything"", but my anxiety is driving me crazy. They're of course gonna start asking questions why though. 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Was originally prescribed Paroxetine (10mg/day - 1 daily) for panic attacks. It was the beginning, or trial you can say to see if it works. I know I haven't taken them long enough to see any changes and honestly it's a low dose. I took them for 1 month and stopped on my own due to weird side effects. I've started taking them again on month 3 and have been on them for another month now (around 4 months since I started to now). Has anyone had any long-term experience with it? Has it helped your condition at all? I'm still experience panic attacks and haven't noticed any change whatsoever, the next step is to up the dosage obviously which is what I'll discuss with my doctor on my next appointment.",5.032602739726027,6.0948034931506845,5.702630136986303,80.18175342465756,68.86301369863014,9.127671232876713,29.668493150684927,9.3871,2.512832328767124,594,22,116,12,10,193,92,146,0.131,0.848,0.021,-0.9279,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,4,2,5,7,2,2,4,0,12,2,0,3,2,17,23,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,6,3,13,1,19,17,4,30,0,1,2,0,9,9,0,2,19,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557833602621268,0.1314694267454128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533397457584635,0.0,0.0,0.11161271459098072,0.0,0.285270416543014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652659166277266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085822975446152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12832936563378122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954865642878108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24528685338058345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403801438380046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890429264738919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328658975603553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40030106404771865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666811648112934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274331683745742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2942073808455334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970536144372501,0.0,0.0,0.19981955253822276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371371044957016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17748593090725934,0.0,0.10012677521269653,0.104821352435215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426841003951272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929921295144154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10828605798007447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127644246480468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SupermotoArchitect,2018/03/20,"My head is really cloudy right now. Small things are seeming like a really big deal, I want everything to be perfect and it's making me angry that things aren't turning out this way. I've been so much better recently at not expecting things to be perfect, and yet now I seem to have taken some steps back. Just want some comments and thoughts on making progress again really.",5.460416666666667,6.725567541666671,5.431555555555558,81.76899999999998,68.02777777777777,9.093333333333334,28.288888888888888,9.3871,2.403235555555556,301,10,56,6,5,94,55,72,0.041,0.722,0.237,0.9288,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,7,4,0,0,1,0,7,1,1,2,2,18,16,4,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,0,4,4,6,11,3,14,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,4,7,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590302835797188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291372296183225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21322028696648604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858746916899424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225494526213806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104083290708643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761052552925893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203503413867006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3974787392604413,0.0,0.20420783416899088,0.0,0.0,0.17662145050959327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765586975340786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122020879622248,0.0,0.0,0.16419039814782455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495860559849315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24397324154126476,0.16416250975575053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,austinrega,2018/03/20,"New Roommate Anxiety I hate playing this waiting game where I don’t know if one of my roommates is going to move out, and I have to find someone else. I mean, I have a nice place and can definitely find somebody, but it’s this limbo and the subsequent need to search that is killing me at the moment. I just wish I could get a straight answer already, but I realize it’s not their fault. I just gotta wait it out and address it when it arises. 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Any help? I (30m) don't want to take any responsibility. I feel I will get even more anxious when I will have a baby. But then I overthink that I will be lonely in my senior years if I will have no child. I don't care he/she will live their own life or not. But just contact is enough. I just want to remind myself that it is OK to be alone in senior years and die alone too. But I get severe anxiety. Any help is appreciated. Where to start? I tried mindfulness, CBT, CBM. They helped, but I always relapse.",0.18037356321839226,2.52407261206897,2.2777241379310347,92.50635632183908,90.1206896551724,4.817471264367817,17.21609195402299,6.42735559955562,-0.22422804597701165,437,11,96,5,15,146,70,116,0.255,0.599,0.146,-0.9387,0,4,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,14,1,0,0,0,16,24,10,1,4,10,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,17,2,7,17,3,10,0,1,0,0,7,3,0,2,7,62,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308504187671561,0.0,0.0,0.13290261339326892,0.0,0.0,0.32585204342996804,0.0,0.24437583462843085,0.18044190986716002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628485893278933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657676090376252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503690614457714,0.0,0.10549575916200836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807609194543195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503465571996989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211775623484109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281731806486765,0.0,0.0,0.2820772695806294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127504059706127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36088381973432004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305300158488055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009207327165453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844166280875092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826268912665607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20571318743268213 anxiety,Originalluff,2018/03/20,"A poem I wrote, in hopes of achieving a bit of self-therapy. I really wanted to share this poem somewhere to allow myself to vent some feelings that I've been holding in lately. My 'support' group tends to roll their eyes and dismiss my issues as inconvenience, and I spend a LOT of time alone. As a result I've been having anxiety attacks every day lately and my heart just can't take it anymore. I have to let this out somewhere. I've done a lot of soul searching and I intend to find some new friends once I feel stable. I have a fiance who I love more than anything and he is incredible when it comes to helping me, but sometimes one person just isn't enough. He works 10 hour days every day (sometimes 7 days a week). I don't want to lean so hard on him that he breaks. He is the 'one and no other' at the end of the poem. Also looking to get back on my medication, which works wonders for me, however my medicaid application is stuck in limbo, and has been for almost a year. It is a work in progress. In the meantime, I'm losing it. Anyway, here's the poem. Thanks for reading. Just Breathe By Originalluff I need to vent. Thinking hard about things that I’ve said and I meant. My heart is pounding, So much hurt, It’s astounding. My hands shake Legs quake. Tears in my eyes that my feelings do make. Self therapy is what this is to me. Not a cry for attention, an attack or a plea. Naught but a hope that the flow will set me free. I try and try to reach out for support. To the family and friends that have built up rapport. For not being there, not one hide or hair. Until they miss me, they dismiss me. “Sorry, I’m just too busy.” It’s listening they can’t but excuses are on cue. “What do you want from me, what am I supposed to do?” If I wanted a puppet I’d sit and I’d stuff it. Then cram my hand up it And just make it say ‘fuck it’ I feel like a tool, a burden, a problem. I try to talk it all out but my words never reach them. Anxiety is real, and medication is absent, So when seratonin is ownin’, I wonder where my support went. It’s ok, I know. To help me is a lot. But when I need you, I need you and it’s there that you’re not. This one of those things I’ve thought of a lot. Now I believe actions, and words I do not. Anyone I know can say “I’m here for you” Sounds good, looks good and feels like it too. How to feel like you’re helping, while still doing what you do. No family on the holidays, no friends on any other. When anxiety is killing me, I turn to one and no other. Thanks for nothing, you’ll hurt me no more. And my problems and pain will no longer cause you to snore. 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I have some sort of social anxiety and whenever I've planned to do something which I'm nervous or anxious about I can't seem to fall asleep the night before. Some examples of things causing me anxiety: some friends whom I haven't seen in a long time plan to meet, or I have a new class to go to, or if I haven't been in school for some time and then have to return for some reason. Already my sleep is irregular and I have a habit of staying up late, waiting until the last second to fix my schedule. It probably takes me about an hour or more from the moment I go to bed until I fall asleep - much of this time is spent checking reddit, xkcd, news, etc since it keeps me from spending time with my thoughts. Then when I've planned to do something, I can't fall asleep, my body is tired but my mind is alert - works better than coffee. I'll be checking my phone on and off, switching sides and trying to suppress my thoughts, trying to focus on my breathing. When I finally realize I won't get enough sleep and decide to not do whatever it was I had planned, only *then* can I finally fall asleep. This is no biggie if it's ""just"" meeting friends or going to a lecture but what if this keeps happening when I start working, or have a job interview or other more important stuff. I can't afford a shrink. I do have access to a counselor of sorts through my school but the only help they can offer is listening and talking about things, they don't offer therapy treatments. Is this a common problem? What can I do about it?",7.602566560170393,6.000111769968051,7.552472843450482,78.08089243876466,63.888178913738024,10.51919062832801,35.882641107561234,9.21078282632365,3.011063216187433,1236,47,249,17,15,398,155,313,0.052000000000000005,0.882,0.066,0.8473,2,0,2,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,2,7,9,5,0,1,13,0,32,9,8,3,0,46,49,29,0,4,15,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,17,9,0,4,6,0,4,7,9,2,0,1,7,2,31,3,40,40,10,42,0,0,1,0,16,7,0,18,27,174,48,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12101834367210786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25168087590460103,0.1238905311411464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09331706077668032,0.0,0.0,0.0969900124305862,0.0,0.12181338387435743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265643281248973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130600697884646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331353107044677,0.12230575588903313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2402658683611045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16945421884738848,0.0,0.0572955731545617,0.0,0.18697588698059345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09697662905607868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07350631350787082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10799819273483297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882585095749073,0.1949510474496343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08939182539862317,0.2474143845508881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970503059500606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073065261883633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08061658585381895,0.0,0.0,0.1059153934557776,0.0,0.20582683901142496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16681074699059728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11823770065603445,0.10493484516508544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11275415411141325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219741998878408,0.0,0.0998351358314887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09071623801763937,0.0,0.21948892198223868,0.11178992418828153,0.0,0.16885135297269518,0.0,0.0,0.07762163692327895,0.11688857791831403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12554048786363636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824546290516434,0.08814478358981573,0.0,0.0,0.12541178457698898,0.0,0.14571345436526595,0.0,0.0,0.17412393667875165,0.25578678482505635,0.12604408631518124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891102863072025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596752337593164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dreezy523,2018/03/20,"Reddit may be a major factor in my anxiety. Having a constantly updated media platform is great, unless youre like me and always get a feeling of impending doom. All of the news and events that happen and people fear mongering on reddit is probably a pretty big trigger for alot of people. Reading an article on new weapons or some invasion can easily plant a seed in someone’s psyche that will torment them, creeping up unexpectedly. Time to say goodbye to reddit for awhile, and hello to the real world.",8.482580645161292,8.340733172043013,9.300559139784948,61.51083870967744,61.365591397849464,11.741075268817205,37.95483870967742,11.20814326018867,4.751371612903227,407,18,59,10,5,139,73,93,0.121,0.745,0.134,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,1,9,0,7,0,0,1,1,14,10,6,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,2,14,7,4,13,1,1,0,0,4,8,0,4,6,43,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124224354592347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19421175497340454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.274345964776743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856771246531246,0.1283655556560042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263789441164006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798953092719665,0.0,0.0,0.22449859870391836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240292718279552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451916265128809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520064290198021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582795844921633,0.27371747574256666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2539411849674112,0.2889624659463664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018895885490451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21510533139501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803508669856785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,baelien88,2018/03/20,"Deleting facebook because anxiety/stress Im 13 weeks pregnant and my anxiety has really gone up big time lately. I was a total facebook junkie, I don't have friends i hang out with irl because anxiety & driving anxiety, so I used it to see how my friends are doing, from afar. Lately though since facebook noticed me saying I was pregnant in my messenger app I get ads about birth defects, pregnancy drama, Just junk information. It stresses me out. Also have noticed all the negativity. Any time I post ANYTHING, my mother in law comments something negative with her opinion. I scroll past her extreme political crap, but if I'm just talking about a show I'm watching, she has to comment how terrible and immoral it is. Literally within 20 seconds, she's commenting. I know I can make it where she can't see my posts but it got to where I have 30 people on my ""don't show"" list. So in conclusion, here is to hopefully finding some inner peace and less noise in my life. I hope this helps, I really do. 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Like explaining how hard it is to get up in the morning for you, but they say they get cranky and want to stay in bed too, but they still get up. Like if they can do it, I should be able to as well. I get that they mean well, but it just makes me feel like I should find people that understand. 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It's the only thing that keeps me together. Is there anyone out there who has taken Xanax for 10+ years? I've been on it for 8 years and I'm finding that my motor skills aren't very sharp. Typing, for example. 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Difference between thinking and overthinking. Overthinking is the problem. What really defines overthinking? I often cant rationale difference between thinking and overthinking. Often times my ability of excessive thinking helps me so it contributes to me not being able to decide if I am overthinking or not. 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If you're not from the U.S., I'm just curious as to how people in your culture think of anxiety. Thanks! 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(x-post from r/stop drinking) I have had the flu for the last few days and I've pretty much been on my ass or in bed. I've hardly seen my two babies, my husband is home from work this whole week (Yay, army) so he's been playing single dad beautifully. But I feel really disconcerted. Like, how I'd feel after ""time-traveling"" after a binge and it's making me really anxious. I feel like I've lost days (which I have) and that every one is mad at me (which they aren't) and I feel extremely guilty. Like I should be trying harder to make my eye stalks not hurt when I turn my eyes. I don't know if any of that makes sense, but I was just wondering if being sick kind of sends anyone else to a really weird mental place. 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But as I started attending college it became crippling. I began to have sweats, pounding heart beats, shaking, and total collapse afterwards due to all the energy I exerted. I’ve been on prozac and buspirone, but neither seem to work and the former seemed to make me worse. My anxiety attacks are powerful and they have slowly torn my college schedule asunder. I’m not a dumb dude, I’ve been told I’m quite intelligent; I’ve dropped classes because something stupid scary will happen on the highway while I’m en route to class and my anxiety takes over and I’m not capable of doing anything for a solid 15-30 minutes. I’ve been in counseling and I have another session tomorrow. I just feel like my doctors aren’t hearing me and they haven’t been able to give me anything to help. Side note: also experiencing anhedonia, the things I used to love to do are slowly becoming uninteresting to me. I hate it. I need help.",4.703070301291248,6.842541682926832,5.748063127690103,75.32992826398853,71.1951219512195,8.530846484935438,34.01004304160689,9.168548406835145,3.452845050215208,875,45,146,19,17,289,127,205,0.165,0.693,0.141,-0.5398,2,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,4,2,8,4,2,7,0,16,5,2,2,2,26,38,15,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,6,5,19,2,22,30,4,20,0,0,0,1,9,6,1,3,11,88,23,7,0.15130395498495885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12099771813685825,0.12589701125460684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586553892365914,0.3472413342790711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902052604030706,0.0,0.0,0.1721300917435378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09223348660629394,0.16710333093286892,0.12874852162934355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15486600922463378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457741297667187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295114774467139,0.10809157567321427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14514454058733686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337975877042142,0.0,0.0,0.14938133099309372,0.0,0.0,0.17053055370454848,0.1792959151573161,0.202831703351857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391946974767917,0.0,0.13360416426867594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655772667473012,0.0,0.1009965648469253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218996545589467,0.0,0.29226060511818713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16093038049845415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754828760783465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648117658985235,0.0,0.0,0.10709371809553632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137617441391585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10051962457287864,0.09694946496842828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14457741297667187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13067803749531653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015108125045668,0.0,0.1541916563881767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vba98,2018/03/20,"Advice on how to stop creating the worst scenarios possible. I’ve had anxiety since I was about 9 years old. I don’t remember ever not having anxiety. The older I get the more I conjure up ridiculous scenarios. Example: someone will come into my place of work and kill everyone, if I move my parents will get in an accident and be put on life support but die before I get there to say goodbye, if I pass by another driver they’re going to shoot me in the head, I will accidentally leave the stove on and my house will catch on fire and my dog will die, etc. I am completely aware on how ridiculous and improbable all of these scenarios are but I cannot stop thinking them. Anyone else deal with things like this? Suggestions? Edit: most of these are about dying or about people getting seriously injured. Some of these cause me to compulsively check the locks on the doors or that things are off or unplugged. 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So, I've been dealing with social anxiety and social phobias since I was a teenager. For years I've dealt with those with alcohol. I've had very little friends and even fewer girlfriends (nothing that could last more that a few months). I'm now in my 30s, 4 years sober, and I have fought my main phobia and can now go out meet new people pretty easily. And I've met this wonderful woman, we felt in love pretty quickly and I feel like I've met someone I could do my life with for the very first time at 34 years. However I can get pretty anxious when we are alone, not with the adult stuff, but simple having a meal face to face in my place can drive me crazy if I haven't much to talk about. I'm not sure if it's really social anxiety, because the first times were ok, but i'm really not used to have someone this close to me, emotionally, and I panic. Any tips or books on the subject on how to deal with that?",6.441020408163265,5.249069224489798,6.8642040816326535,80.7593673469388,65.93877551020408,9.880816326530613,29.804081632653066,8.841846274778883,2.093497551020408,752,20,157,10,10,246,116,196,0.119,0.78,0.101,-0.3965,1,1,1,0,0,0,21.0,2,0,0,2,8,7,1,1,8,1,15,6,2,2,1,34,28,15,0,4,8,0,2,1,2,0,2,0,0,2,8,18,2,0,3,1,0,2,4,2,0,2,8,2,15,5,23,18,4,27,0,0,0,1,19,11,0,4,15,97,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707181670180593,0.0,0.11345706228852062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449532777992197,0.0,0.2514081535205193,0.1237562828757726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677848594433737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17492781831480245,0.12121103935449384,0.0,0.0,0.3388126723604507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322498733904085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723543827631809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538996567180127,0.0782599902962191,0.10518175038271023,0.0,0.0,0.18636027197244648,0.0,0.0,0.08463529879567046,0.0,0.057233487446810276,0.0,0.062257759725415515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08929496006607655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07737588201100501,0.05351885148426581,0.10979430007841208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886992855712827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874389139690114,0.0,0.08052922940525464,0.0,0.0,0.10580062312008807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511275247803956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852913056326098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594570023094897,0.0,0.1144527018490596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343443008283087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035649418550292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061793754638517,0.0,0.0,0.4466751527522145,0.18563666648583133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540445169868786,0.0,0.0,0.103246212283981,0.0,0.0,0.08804926955666334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277548066309837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094612941689652,0.0,0.18077455202510456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187984285995546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2116329246953054 anxiety,bjj5934,2018/03/20,"Does anyone else get anxiety the day after drinking? This is new to me, about three months ago after a night out of drinking the next day is almost unbearable! I have to calm my self down about fifty times a day, and then tomorrow it is back to normal.",5.554933333333337,5.708169160000002,5.778000000000002,83.32233333333336,67.4,9.066666666666668,26.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,1.7536666666666672,198,5,40,3,3,63,39,50,0.034,0.913,0.053,0.2244,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,10,5,0,16,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,14,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992520726924773,0.0,0.2250826278712796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195450126762873,0.0,0.0,0.1571699550597496,0.2303115523947091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284035351861224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43488950846393415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670468136552488,0.0,0.0,0.4403935952550964,0.0,0.0,0.1877731177085695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743719110032892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17941559928402193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709192555205936,0.2390538786910422,0.21093886050633626,0.22023464660582312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344924033193673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106981864639594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,eclipsed_from_self,2018/03/20,"Therapist confidentiality - EAP I have finally acknowledged that my anxiety is a real issue and negatively impacting my relationship with my wife. So I'm finally seeing a therapist. Im using my employee assistance program (EAP) because it's a free 3 visits and I have serious financial anxiety. Im concerned and anxious about confidentiality. I smoke marijuana occasionally and it seems to help my depression and helps me avoid thinking of all the stupid stuff going on in my life. My concern is the therapist is obligated to tell my employer (I live in a recreation legalized state, but employee head quarters isnt). If I lose my job I'm sure I'll just continue to spiral out of control (I've been trying to get another job for 2 years and haven't received any offers, despite 70+ applications and 12+ in person interviews). I know a lot of you will suggest I just ask the therapist, but I'm worried that even by asking that, she'll know somethings up and will have to report something and ill end up getting drug tested at some point. I also feel like it will be pointless to go to a therapist if im not completely honest, especially about my only real coping mechanism. Does anyone know anything about patient confidentiality or how that works when the employer is paying for the therapy? EDIT: I scheduled the counseling through a program and there was a disclaimer about certain things will be relayed to the employer. If this really is the case, how is this EAP even helping? they're just after the people that are vulnerable and need help, but not really willing to help if they aren't following all the ""rules""? Maybe I'm overthinking this? 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Doen anyone know how to fix this? I also started to talk a lot less in recent years,-1.7692499999999995,0.051290575000003,1.1000000000000014,101.425,93.25,3.2,10.5,3.1291,-1.9926500000000005,133,1,34,0,5,46,33,40,0.0,0.948,0.052000000000000005,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,5,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,1,6,5,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,5,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649842754104159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23169094693745426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18210390599025755,0.2700983481598686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188319442235988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782545378019559,0.0,0.0,0.2817059607404455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32717284260459906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345345988959481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5326607962272357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212318745524018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2249681258693926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21338159635640988 anxiety,faxfrag,2018/03/20,"How to change persona at will? I'm not sure is this the right sub to ask about this question. but does anyone ever stucked to the same persona for the same situation or person you're being with. Example is you're acting like a quiet/shy person at work but when you're surrounded with someone specific or friends you change your persona to be very talkative/funny/silly person. The point is I hate my current persona for some situation and I can't change myself. I can't control it. I'm being controlled by outside factor such as people around me and situation. it's annoying that I can't be the same persona I like in every situation in my life. and I envy people who could be themselves in every situation.",3.774347826086956,5.912730130434787,5.397898550724636,76.8451086956522,73.78260869565217,7.498550724637681,28.89130434782609,8.344100000000001,2.3834521739130428,570,24,98,10,12,193,80,138,0.094,0.8270000000000001,0.079,-0.2688,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,6,6,2,0,6,0,13,1,0,3,2,22,18,10,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,3,6,6,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,12,4,17,10,4,13,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,4,5,70,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274336179919299,0.0,0.0,0.10534422945846808,0.11062829163836416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755517508620863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654480265493093,0.09448175729083258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035567301119042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704178925724568,0.19940655832678286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09142618751077128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683241258109392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358429636584848,0.11562609504042802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640787219695327,0.30997958882150595,0.0,0.0,0.11186587658343043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256352927268233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105839409291034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6650737466124356,0.0,0.0,0.10026580469682436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153038623802937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763968654806923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615009978390091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bogsboob,2018/03/20,Recently got some anti anxiety medication and I'm doing great! I was prescribed some meds that I need to take half a pill 3 times a day which was tricky at first since my sleeping schedule is fucked but after I got over that I feel great! I actually went to the movies and ordered my own food and didn't have a panic attack in the theater! I also went to the mall twice! which is normally a stresser for me and bought some clothes which I would've never worn before and am currently wearing a shirt that is very brightly coloured! I also answered the phone without freaking out !!!!! I'm so happy I can barely contain myself!!!,5.343852459016394,6.164014491803278,5.832909836065571,80.40543032786887,68.01639344262296,8.067213114754097,31.643442622950825,8.07648339933343,2.286767213114755,496,20,92,6,8,160,84,122,0.053,0.703,0.244,0.9832,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,3,8,2,1,9,0,10,7,3,0,1,17,22,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,6,1,1,2,1,1,2,3,4,0,3,9,3,13,4,10,13,4,15,0,0,2,1,1,4,1,3,8,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.16929169041226186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27746417213788954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132711909545851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19735881858374932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476189076865782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118804037971998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771682235895246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756220439124856,0.20977299605484892,0.0,0.0,0.16037968740186598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277495992934492,0.38252515633253936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18467294242034046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19269743945505968,0.17476309178308214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863340055797234,0.13379865659411155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16997380285919111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035416844337889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17129080919742154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435046480690918,0.0,0.1736055263777634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043555136647972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10115772363131614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313936716409634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32163584290389097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16722876168877573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323538583105292,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ouronlyplanb,2018/03/20,"Struggling with Anxiety for the first time in my life [28M]. This is all new to me, looking for some advise. Hi all. I feel silly for even saying this, I've started experiencing some really bad anxiety due to my work. I say I feel silly beacuse I've had much more stressful jobs, I've worked longer hours and had tighter deadlines. The co-workers are great and supportive. I've even worked with budgets that were 10-100x more than with these clients. But theres just something about this companies client work that is eating away at me. I quit that job 3 weeks ago after a few incidences where I couldn't function at work. (Literally opening emails caused panic attacks, coulsnt sleep, could eat etc.) After quitting I still help with some work as it would really impact my clients if I didnt.I also could use the money as I have nothing else lined up). I thought not being in the office and only doing a fraction of my work would help, but I was very wrong. I've been getting worse. I'm hoping to get some tips to push through this anxiety and help wrap up my client work (probably another 2 months to go). I know some people on this sub have years or decades of experience dealing with anxiety. For me, at 28, this is a first. I'll be digging through the sidebar resources today but any additional tips or help would be appreciated.",4.686309645709606,6.171819875486385,5.11250051198034,82.5003420028671,70.08949416342412,7.90079868933033,29.86872824083555,8.371475516178862,2.1534093385214006,1056,42,201,16,19,336,155,257,0.105,0.7979999999999999,0.097,-0.2516,2,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,12,9,11,1,3,8,0,21,4,1,2,2,39,34,13,0,8,8,0,2,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,11,11,2,0,4,0,2,2,2,6,0,2,6,6,19,5,33,19,12,28,0,0,1,0,10,11,0,9,15,124,30,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907330749412445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07133581454191366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060661275495973624,0.09353739555530496,0.2729609979961301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148158569247563,0.08380939886588515,0.0,0.07448099581440103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163631986535163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424430886464779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196464383333562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825544085520749,0.07451787715461347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948521436565944,0.117835823452042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872579047355444,0.0,0.0,0.09020769670967888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1517524942372566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093210042913377,0.0,0.050696268168960834,0.0,0.0,0.09834690871797873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391642585715991,0.0,0.0,0.08859896436887223,0.08784724216149564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17704094189735614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049023778656144615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300690036937563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749082717204358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120119083189694,0.0,0.06557465972714631,0.0,0.0,0.08615306406455095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559293349305834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06784309864333789,0.0,0.10466080532445582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06184230852778254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617620127821813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18975729384272186,0.0,0.0,0.11429178466854895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14187602491651946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926768121241174,0.0,0.0,0.0686730273825423,0.0,0.0,0.06313852633176217,0.0,0.07123783841305813,0.0,0.1021820325829123,0.09325461512699268,0.0,0.0,0.10122680198418336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.070817424089161,0.05201513807598592,0.0,0.08455425991807873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704297561151667,0.0,0.0736020313612987,0.0,0.0,0.0715534742616982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844693191079448,0.0,0.09090574246678146,0.1901023089411986,0.0975297611033373,0.0,0.057443974593444885 anxiety,account_foradvice,2018/03/20,"My anxiety often translates into controlling behavior around my SO, steps to work on that? anyone else feel that way? I feel like I hold myself to a very high standard and it makes me anxious when my SO doesn't share that standard. I want to get better at reminding myself that his problems are not mine and I don't need to stress about them to the point that my behavior seems nagging/controlling. Does anyone else every feel this way?",5.348112449799199,6.854908891566267,5.301385542168674,81.69296184738957,68.51807228915663,8.424899598393575,28.29116465863454,8.841846274778883,2.229861044176708,350,12,63,6,6,109,56,83,0.114,0.7809999999999999,0.105,-0.1952,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,6,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,2,0,18,11,5,0,3,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,14,3,10,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,2,2,43,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449239570986066,0.198612639268496,0.0,0.2458576383144233,0.36027149289929905,0.0,0.15650611059027736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554876080850476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3943665297345583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385048747877442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937295187315851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14812555481371648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666809397170777,0.12559704332313829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185225777799008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185750468802322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589075315536654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11735299306688528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13035916873286135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619508578537834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682242085613819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1600487110401558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20138710601832935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505974992124987,0.10369592600748308,0.2790959099825023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799008653301033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,snowwdropps,2018/03/20,How do I reduce school anxiety? I am a senior in high school and I am so anxious about literally everything school-related. I have A's and B's but I'm worried about failing a class or failing my finals. I'm so worried about college and that I'm going to fail out of college. I've always felt super anxious about school and when I was a sophomore I would cry almost every day because of my anxiety. ,1.9031707317073163,4.0432755975609735,4.380670731707319,81.91173780487806,79.60975609756099,6.5390243902439025,28.542682926829272,7.6454224807358475,2.0384341463414626,317,15,59,5,8,111,49,82,0.34700000000000003,0.595,0.058,-0.9768,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,11,11,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,1,8,1,9,8,0,8,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,38,9,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410828954277334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363663918372971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507448873251044,0.37028936537167617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990346593405516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002122230934473,0.10569299823963343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13808113594711874,0.0,0.14729028948146158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573563890771985,0.17952924871745934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931402665080348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17315469816933568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.663446066848411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33286864787800585,0.0,0.11642000721870853,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dragonage342,2018/03/20,I just called in sick to work and now I’m anxious I just called in sick to work and just said that I was sick and couldn’t come in. My manager didn’t sound impressed and the call only lasted for like 10 seconds. Now I’m worrying over whether they’ll call me back or that she possibly didn’t hear my name when I said who I was. This is what happens every time I call in sick and I’m tired of the anxiety. I just keep thinking that maybe I didn’t say my name clear enough and they’ll call me back asking why I didn’t come in to work. I feel like such a crappy employee but I have a fever and I really can’t go in. ,1.2994625082946245,2.42451278832117,2.962163238221631,96.00823490378237,78.05109489051095,6.733642999336432,20.483742534837425,7.348242739294969,0.20812992700729932,480,11,121,6,11,159,72,137,0.141,0.8,0.059,-0.7935,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,3,10,3,0,0,4,0,12,6,0,0,1,23,26,11,0,1,7,0,1,2,0,2,6,5,0,0,6,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,8,6,20,3,12,15,1,17,0,0,0,0,17,7,0,1,9,74,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200107975788856,0.13586327442396773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242993212420926,0.0,0.0,0.18495007728467106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7368135285861009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719233316149094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242641162804724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132700001862692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060808727698748025,0.08591611101236295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683483932939899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634842101973588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1355454566355294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689552871766196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09803062424162083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750912740909172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12082062889280505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146564344546426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557877791660927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704373646165869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228795837923926,0.09563818699301464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705985358191776,0.0,0.0,0.07012648549613247,0.13822494851561973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851890412842263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626592997438713,0.1221331982040332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,canyounot124,2018/03/20,My anxiety is increasing since I’ve started taking setraline I started taking it about a month ago. Started with 25mg then 50 now I’ve worked my way up to 100. My depression has gone down (but could also be due to increased sunlight- It’s the worst in the winter). However my anxiety has severely increased. Prior to taking it I would occasionally wake up in the night which I attributed to anxiety. The past couple of weeks it has gotten way worse I wake up every night wide awake for hours. I also have a mild case of Trichotillomania (consistent pulling but no bald spots) which has also come into a bad phase lately- pulling more at once and harder to keep my hands from my head. Anybody have any ideas on how I can relieve some of this anxiety and maybe how I can get a good night sleep?? ,5.568766233766234,6.370060811688313,6.200415584415584,78.03776623376625,67.5064935064935,9.536623376623377,30.984415584415583,9.642632912329526,2.8278020779220787,631,24,119,13,10,206,98,154,0.145,0.79,0.064,-0.8677,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,8,0,12,6,6,3,0,15,23,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,1,0,0,7,1,3,0,0,2,1,13,2,21,18,6,36,0,1,0,0,0,10,0,1,17,76,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754613648176705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31813198377233204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09017579755516893,0.0,0.4057691747248156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071945232527476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422727626878545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587412661451824,0.14672466679485355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142123026347599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172524627727047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692805244461369,0.0,0.0,0.11122259800314642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609076067469708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305889970193708,0.0,0.0,0.149694655816922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786522121176345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14958396760395265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321932472037934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058438702062942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733218091736671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121976285968268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12658626697430733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498056568561564,0.0,0.1096920442472658,0.0,0.13270054550310434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815750372147679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2991068748871422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105110041072164,0.10636755585233552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965378590948277,0.0,0.13513559947863135,0.09419863103598132,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,daaaaaaiiisy,2018/03/20,"Anxiety/Depression: balancing act? People with anxiety and depression - does anyone find that their depression is worse when they are less anxious? Like it’s as if the nervous energy is better than no energy at all? And that anxiety sort of masks it?",4.486136363636363,7.697233522727277,5.8101818181818174,69.08027272727276,77.4090909090909,11.701818181818185,29.25454545454545,10.793553405168565,4.977723636363637,201,9,30,9,5,67,35,44,0.34700000000000003,0.498,0.155,-0.8896,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,1,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960503275970114,0.29243512405299404,0.0,0.1809990774621837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289382897610317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6688603672979693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265278109045577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365909277926216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12646462554701493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17945909292235934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26379775388225085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlTaheer,2018/03/20,"if Something happened that triggered my anxiety, does other stuff also get more anxiety inducing too? Simply put, something big happened in my life recently, that triggered my anxiety properly. I was worreid and anxious about the situation all the time and even though it was too much it was not such a big hassle seeing that in this particular situation, being alert and anticipating moves (albeit with anxiety) was beneficial but now, I dont know, it feels like im getting easily anxious about other stuff that I wouldnt when I wasnt triggered. Shortly asked, if something big happens that triggers my anxiety levels, will other stuff that wouldnt get me triggered in my normal lower level anxiety make me more anxious now, im new to this so idk. Is anxiety specific to just one event and the trigger itself or once its hightened (by a particular event) it spreads to other thoughts and things your thinking about too making you anxious about other stuff? (sorry for the confusing example, didnt know how to define it properly)",10.089613526570048,9.339144434782613,9.955072463768117,60.103454106280225,58.45652173913044,12.960386473429955,43.81400966183575,12.06081838636515,5.702006763285023,832,43,123,22,9,274,103,184,0.141,0.807,0.052000000000000005,-0.9024,1,0,3,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,17,2,0,1,6,0,12,1,0,10,1,32,27,14,0,5,6,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,25,6,0,0,6,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,7,2,13,1,14,16,4,19,0,0,1,0,3,9,0,4,9,98,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456803752394256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993254878456721,0.4213614881203373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717154011998425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815993767955262,0.0,0.10928251107537784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061587480014501164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714750196931946,0.0666142865744427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461500794980592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736888498812884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014413226327728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10249008832019373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06586174057423015,0.04555482432867308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244835977613482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910473771440524,0.06854584500861911,0.0,0.0,0.0900566560460799,0.0,0.0,0.09136035699335306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930294135636916,0.06318526308666962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373703564834768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206824354527612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430423708340621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096226993185138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153537987458765,0.0,0.10438020600779452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269731213381372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061947871848004224,0.059747666757772676,0.09161279400207403,0.07402615881994036,0.05437194195889141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,slovenlj,2018/03/20,"Can’t sleep around others (first time posting, on mobile) I need some help/advice. I have this issue where I cannot fall asleep when another person is around because I get so irrational and distressed. I have no idea where this anxiety stems from but I’ll refuse to sleep, no matter how tired I am. It doesn’t matter if I know the person or not. I’ll start to feel like my skin is crawling, which is bizarre because I’ve had to share a room with one or two other people my whole life, and it wasn’t until I was 16/17 (I’m 19 now) when this started. Like right now for instance, it is currently 6:30am and I haven’t slept even a little bit because my roommate is still wide awake in her bed. I want to cry and to scream at her to go to sleep or to just leave but I know her lying there is completely harmless. I’m losing a lot of sleep over this stupid irrational feeling and I’m finding it increasingly more difficult to get out of bed and go to my classes. What is this that I’m going through? How can I manage it? Is there at least anyone out there who experiences something similar? I’ve tried just putting earbuds in or walking away for a little while until I’m calm but those are ineffective.",3.2712575496117364,4.7158377090163945,4.1200603968938765,88.39698446937015,73.54918032786884,6.940120793787749,25.137187230371012,7.475848149327749,1.0856836065573772,947,30,198,11,19,304,139,244,0.202,0.718,0.079,-0.9871,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,18,11,1,1,5,0,20,9,7,2,0,37,39,22,0,3,11,0,3,2,0,0,2,1,3,2,17,11,0,1,6,0,0,7,8,6,0,3,4,4,19,5,30,35,7,39,0,1,0,0,8,18,0,7,15,133,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200834917797478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885745266445695,0.09400801323822627,0.0,0.0,0.08592525992042686,0.0,0.0,0.21879048906190904,0.0,0.0,0.1154561294237885,0.0,0.0,0.2247318327786232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416048340859052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884439995504884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13498530423135927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0811655271803623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020680351755225,0.0,0.0,0.1242704475544689,0.08779030553426298,0.0,0.0,0.11231624630596992,0.10452739103329428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1284064904871225,0.0,0.2095180843040693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236838578025794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387241620339703,0.0,0.12826182070605935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350706677284366,0.0,0.0,0.13011930521036352,0.0,0.0,0.08679853264762526,0.120072499520193,0.24632957692227114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13747881933482653,0.0,0.10447390464630778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911189543117382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327122959490947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519418673644619,0.2145999079592205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11769151974254388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235351066958926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10494459725540116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.491901915293035,0.0,0.0,0.0946042096076838,0.0,0.0,0.17395972209399813,0.0,0.0981375025115103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07165624136390031,0.14124022048551382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343202418848583,0.0,0.12004248053057008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07248177812142942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719864717646155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sartaku,2018/03/20,"Has anyone had problems taking Tylenol Cold Max after a few hours of taking Lexapro?? I've just recently gotten a URI and I've been desperately trying to find any problems with taking Tylenol after Lexapro. (Since I've heard taking cold medicine is a no while on Lexapro?) I just wanted other's advice. I've been taking Lexapro for over two months now and I don't know what's safe to take. I took my dose of it at about 7:30pm and right now It's 5:22am and I've been having a hard time sleeping because of my coughing fits. Please help!!",2.3176550552251487,4.731868887850467,2.650365335598984,93.38611724723877,79.74766355140187,4.63857264231096,22.811384876805445,5.565023196281405,0.18186728971962607,429,14,86,2,11,131,68,107,0.147,0.805,0.048,-0.8454,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,0,8,5,1,0,0,13,19,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,7,4,5,1,13,12,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,9,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15806380529647024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999803613371748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11310192061221785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098603530298714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783991558389464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14489950844671395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842006923345464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929477312373702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889558176843626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291102288544948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755694587853466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30955281621032965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971222596249446,0.0,0.0,0.13813674254175695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380429975471236,0.0,0.16187047738928256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7297117347157474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431986041840433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971426887106848,0.10982011791435364,0.0,0.158009822904645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540650005032388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,I_love_shiny_shit,2018/03/20,Please anyone help me please Bad panic attack. Hasn't been this bad in weeks. I feel like I can't breathe and I can't ground myself and am scared I am so goddamn scared,0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,1.3588888888888917,101.35000000000002,85.1111111111111,3.6,14.555555555555555,3.1291,-1.4654777777777777,134,2,31,0,4,41,25,36,0.455,0.353,0.192,-0.9373,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,0,0,6,1,1,0,0,3,7,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,17,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021370438936054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769396773782566,0.0,0.0,0.4065120348859679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308681547171757,0.17390826781669452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316771204664848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11892885140847323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856156559135476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5344316937228348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874369146973008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526691411166375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheOneMaster1,2018/03/20,"Has medication work for your anxiety Hi all I'm about to start medication soon to stop anxiety as I am starting a new Job soon, so I was wondering how medication has work for you and your anxiety. I'm taking fluoxetine so any experience with fluoxetine will be helpful Thanks",5.359230769230769,7.251840307692312,7.8607692307692325,61.85923076923081,69.0,12.892307692307696,36.07692307692308,12.161744961471696,5.560330769230768,224,12,39,10,4,81,36,52,0.135,0.759,0.106,0.1027,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,2,6,1,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,1,6,13,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,7,10,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,6,26,5,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440721179350054,0.0,0.453599842350821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19333737358070985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247908526668753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19613484203195009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5973277843173529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19088937767475256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2797921148745362,0.0,0.0,0.16524232502227232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486064708114644,0.0,0.0,0.18196744486982094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143404966374136,0.2877797552167227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dhoium3009,2018/03/20,"How to get help? I'm a veteran with good health insurance, but even at 50/yr I can't afford the health insurance, so I'm looking at the VA specifically. My anxiety problem and possibly PTSD problem has gotten pretty bad in the last month or so after being out of an 8 year contract from 3 active duty and 5 reserves. Been out of the contract for a year and 10-11 deployment bugs me plus 2 recent suicides and family health issues. Hope that paint a picture for ya. My problem is getting into the VA. I haven't done a physical there in 2 years where they require annuals. If it's an urgent matter, can they overlook that? I'm heading over the road (truck driver) for 3-4 weeks and won't be back for a good while, so I can't get in as early as I want. 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One of the biggest fears of my life is getting scolded. I fear getting scolded more than I fear my future career. Even if I know, deep down, that the other person is nice and probably understanding, I get so nervous about it that it affects my ability to do work. I submitted something in late and I was so sure my boss was going to blow up on me that I paced around for hours at home, but he called and was very understanding. It's exhausting having to live life as a panicky mess. I was scolded once by a strict coach when I was 15 and it took me actual years to get over it. After that one encounter, I was so scared that I would get heart palpitations and have to be physically forced to go to practice. 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I feel like I can get more done in a day, and generally feel competent. It's new to me to so confident and feel like I can finally accomplish things with an appropriate amount of effort. People in my life are glad to see me grow in this way. I've always worked a lot and I am somewhat successful at my point in my life. But I know that I have spent a lot more time on my studies and at work than my peers. My efforts may have lead me to appear successful but I always felt like I was struggling. On my prescription, I feel like when I work just as hard as I used to, I get so much out of my effort. Netflix came out with a documentary about how Adderall is the new performance enhancing drug... Now I can't shake the possibility that I'm faking it. What if it's supposed to be that hard for everyone? Or are my expectations of myself too high? I took an FDA approved test where I got nervous and shook too much. It skewed my hyperactivity ratings but my inattention was low. I tell myself that that's how I force myself to focus and now I feel like I'm lying to myself. I try to take a minimal amount for work because I don't want to develop too much of a tolerance. But I enjoy being on it. It feels like the world gets quiet and clear. It feels calm almost, but it can also amp me up. I think I really have ADHD. I think my dad has it and it explains his life. I think I had high expectations for myself and I developed a lot of coping mechanisms so I wouldn't be like that. I think looking back at old report card comments, it explains a lot. I can't say that I worked harder than my peers, but I know I often spent more time. I know that since I've been on the medication and I work the same hours, I produce far more results and progress. I'm afraid I don't have ADHD and I'm lying to myself. My friends imply that I use it as a study drug because they do... It makes me really insecure about my diagnosis and my real abilities. I'm not sure how serious my struggles are; I just know that it makes my job enjoyable, it makes me feel confident, and it allows me to not fall asleep at meetings or get lost in daydreaming. Is that not what it's supposed to be like??",2.9639452446623764,4.318978657370522,4.7558964143426286,83.89124374297681,74.17928286852589,8.256287669833487,25.820002043109607,8.841846274778883,1.8281999591378064,1914,65,404,39,39,652,207,502,0.094,0.7509999999999999,0.155,0.9845,2,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,1,21,22,29,0,8,20,0,32,8,1,12,2,90,79,38,0,6,15,1,11,8,1,2,7,4,0,1,35,23,0,0,19,1,2,8,9,13,0,0,12,17,78,16,54,61,16,53,0,3,2,0,13,27,0,13,25,282,113,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668737981503761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952039255278197,0.0,0.0,0.055520172421092286,0.1155364560553102,0.07522334725474213,0.0,0.0,0.07279950978900156,0.10622183099959054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05338452522620808,0.0,0.08464323390938468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940517093326284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044774208226603135,0.07157544797180589,0.05979675472771495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104719050589227,0.0,0.0,0.16102489085572072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0663397873964957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28083211257583923,0.2479907477204027,0.06666011796121889,0.07605309811172432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05363857304973885,0.0,0.1450894669713903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055526539715652634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243846234476052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670535684247876,0.0,0.0,0.0683709026502811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377897439435352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15261947515148386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14711350790720826,0.271345395193313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05830059120220792,0.0,0.07578698773704895,0.2360949680977818,0.0,0.0,0.13902774648767233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398793496670687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310891609851185,0.0,0.0,0.201157006568932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285120392408344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04813144217149869,0.060620351315176076,0.07253568778308384,0.0,0.06563027679773348,0.07826770116659554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790223079627264,0.08895250768299373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104211316064274,0.0,0.0,0.05532375789243266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057430137683251135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828055909541658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515884746423313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543344890969366,0.0,0.052199923657950925,0.0,0.06068163032432329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04612373666152343,0.17794223210363586,0.0,0.0,0.0809660463830232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07713515353266358,0.04713588803778395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992403303314594,0.0,0.0,0.08189883948141567,0.05510735091445902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692445811066727,0.0,0.4043452797334807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thegirlinthetimebox,2018/03/20,"Driving myself crazy and can’t quiet the anxiety I (F/20) currently work a full time 9 to 5 jobs and am a full time student as well. My boyfriend (M/20) of a year has just joined the Navy and left for bootcamp a week ago. It’s been hard for the most part and I’ve been missing him like crazy but I’ve been able to stay optimistic.... until today. I don’t know what has come over me but I can’t get rid of the fear that when I go to graduation at the end of his 9 weeks that he will break up with me cause he decided he didn’t wanna do long distance anymore or that he just doesn’t want to be with me in general. Now he has not once shown any indication that he had any plan to break up with me throughout this and if anything we have only talked about our future together through all this but early in our relationship he had admitted that he had, in the past, left a partner to be with someone else, and I try not to judge people Their pasts, as I am not more perfect than anyone else, but sometime I can’t help but let it creep into my thoughts and it doesn’t help that we have absolutely no communication right now and won’t for another two weeks. Just to give some background, I have always been an anxious person. Growing up I had severe social anxiety. I hid behind my mom in public, I couldn’t order my own food at a restaurant, I had to tell my mom and have her tell the waiter, I could not get up to go to the bathroom during class in school and if I were late for class for more than even 5 minutes I would skip the whole class cause I couldn’t walk into a room like that, when people would try to talk to me my automatic defense was act rude and uninterested so they won’t try and talk to me again because I was just too scared. I hated that the most though cause I hate being rude but I would so instinctually out of fear. This is all lasted until I was about 15/16. Around 16 years old I was admitted to the hospital for suicidal ideation and was told I had to go to therapy if I wanted to leave the hospital and I agreed. It was then that I discovered that the majority of my anxiety stems from 18 years of abandonment/daddy issues. When I was about 2 years old my mother passed away and not too much later my two brothers and I were taken away from our drug addicted father. My amazing grandparents on my moms side took us in and cared for us and my father was to go to rehab and sober up to be a part of our lives but the day he was supposed to go he didn’t, he left with his friends and he was never to be seen or heard from again, not until I was 14 years old and he called my parents now (still my maternal grandparents who I call mom and Dad to this day) to see how we were, asked if he could send cards, but he never did. Years later I found him on Facebook, had a new girlfriend and kids, whom he seems to love enough to stick around for. That’s when my anxiety started to spiral out of control. I had begun to convince myself that if I wasn’t good enough for my own father than I wasn’t good enough for anyone and years of lost friendships only made me feel more confident in that idea. Skip ahead to the spring of 2017, I met my boyfriend on Tinder, yea I know. I had been rejected by a guy I was into who ended up leading me on and using me for 6 months and I joined tinder with a friend, mostly just to look but thought might as well see what happens. Couple months after not using it, I opened it just to look again. I had gotten these messages from this guy from a couple months back, they were all puns and stupid pickup lines. All about chicken nuggets (my main photo was me in a chicken mask) and So I replied cause he seemed funny. Fast forward two months we had been texting non stop and one night I decided to come over at 2 am after a show I went to and we just planned to hookup and that was that, maybe have a quick fling but nothing serious. I really did not want to be in a relationship at the time. Fast forward another month, I was head over heels for this guy and he asked me to be his girlfriend and I did not hesitate to say yes. Fast forward maybe 5 months and he tells me he thinks about joining the navy, but probably won’t. Two weeks later he’s joining the navy, he’s doing all the paperwork and bam, now we’re at month 11 and he’s at boot camp fulfilling what he thinks he’s meant to do and here I am working 9 to 5 making lattes and going to school with absolutely no idea for a major and I just feel like I’m going nowhere and he’s gonna feel like I’m holding him back from his potential and he’s gonna leave me and I wont have any idea what to do if that happens but I can’t drop worrying about. I haven’t been able to think about anything else all day. Absolutely nothing else and I’m scared it’s going to eat me alive and I just don’t know what to do really I am so clueless in everything in my life right now. The only sure thing is I love this man to death I can’t stand the thought of losing him. Honestly I just really needed to get this out. Idk why but I feel like I’m not allowed to complain to my friends (more like the one friend I have but don’t see much anymore) and I definitely can’t tell him any of this rn so it’s nice to just put it out there into the world. Also it’s 1 am and my thoughts are just as disorganized as this post. Sorry ",3.181839526337285,4.011942718637993,4.33101583412731,89.1723254389547,72.97849462365592,7.514432194546527,24.4312417766889,7.763922023538058,0.9766509368903402,4158,115,938,52,79,1363,401,1116,0.101,0.787,0.112,0.9303,6,1,1,1,0,0,77.0,11,0,3,10,52,39,6,4,41,2,101,10,2,12,10,183,174,89,2,18,44,11,5,6,7,11,4,3,1,7,46,71,2,4,25,1,0,23,36,16,2,6,60,14,121,23,155,91,29,159,0,4,6,2,107,56,0,15,85,623,167,11,0.08920562127297411,0.0,0.0,0.04862364721589142,0.0,0.0,0.03953770044964835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03566885155144706,0.03711311150622027,0.0,0.0,0.12132576291343895,0.0935398718861157,0.13648411221460513,0.050388480333934685,0.08846800603730377,0.06237464452806855,0.045700850413383384,0.07340862549613036,0.0794119156229318,0.08339521401652504,0.0,0.08381161765544423,0.06859361642453038,0.0,0.02718945937568159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108891310608216,0.0,0.04547553806540027,0.18327749173328292,0.0,0.07684274392114962,0.0,0.0,0.05002584478278943,0.07122342985900301,0.09870432322051216,0.0,0.08629536888622295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051725099883143236,0.045639810385008736,0.14903969991652238,0.0,0.07900970281668597,0.13825987941096832,0.0,0.02945973576627403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040086130194242266,0.0,0.0,0.10038112457106976,0.09021008488926634,0.09559277049230797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053933895667540366,0.04890467967575761,0.1378400834227772,0.0,0.06990938293333321,0.04278708021466103,0.20279044125512055,0.07482144279173596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249138492206314,0.0788842362856026,0.0,0.0399553574454478,0.08807208271024651,0.04577535162421588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059792647565480674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510534324074715,0.0,0.04655374613048693,0.04426140723012875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07353761478463013,0.03635724372657143,0.050313913159641406,0.09445587265318524,0.14538325278781733,0.045609395808684366,0.03150428421437053,0.13074408181199332,0.0,0.03938509895338997,0.039472083844693764,0.07491025485948026,0.04989913614511974,0.048689236672780405,0.0,0.08051155601884484,0.04220425787508795,0.029772722446355832,0.0,0.08961903661913724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731653356159477,0.0,0.2089530909844076,0.2492107654008628,0.0,0.06557639576597145,0.03307241892679371,0.06880087447782884,0.043077672450424376,0.0,0.04185671630508743,0.0,0.08559519950032883,0.0,0.14040944028796698,0.047500537649594166,0.060448037634191626,0.1017673421060154,0.0,0.0,0.049526142825052334,0.096600994814298,0.08515685933149675,0.06184394575547213,0.03894545383717389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427171632341154,0.0,0.0480893737346933,0.0,0.0,0.04483814406863095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572110784192072,0.0,0.0,0.09577345297536484,0.0,0.0761811131558861,0.0,0.03546994524386756,0.08931038894070102,0.09028085118907543,0.10662799599576003,0.0812094472780887,0.0,0.050388480333934685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0454669484795071,0.03779181671070416,0.0,0.044113320210400535,0.04992919482165603,0.031570098937912,0.047540661545702516,0.03561986219009786,0.037289946873756745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048788235507211265,0.0,0.042037621172307256,0.0,0.0,0.10755014899550927,0.15593928977899188,0.0,0.05100720113631429,0.0,0.029632125482249163,0.08573904021990861,0.04382203498950964,0.14163859785230362,0.07802477270531183,0.0,0.042278249213631464,0.04261989697462129,0.04955536376737581,0.09084714185037114,0.0,0.17428185979992314,0.0,0.10730337879293904,0.07704501526520946,0.0,0.0,0.07892367999712713,0.0,0.14311073717010564,0.0,0.08020656668883758,0.04134725231646153,0.04024709907602917,0.04979744521744108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494275472054682,0.045296319273303375,0.0,0.09505367087701637,0.0,0.0,0.20105923382515875 anxiety,Acidclay16,2018/03/20,Struggling tonight This is just a vent. I didn't get more of my as-needed med from the doctor because I had been controlling my anxiety with meditation and exercise and I don't like to depend on it. I thought I would be ok. I'm now having an all-night anxiety attack which I haven't had in awhile but they're awful. Nothing works and it's impossible to sleep. It was triggered by a deadline at work I'm struggling to meet. I even worked on the project some but I'm so tired. Thanks for listening. ,1.4460695187165769,3.7784221274509817,3.065579322638147,89.59965240641712,82.62745098039215,6.454188948306596,24.9590017825312,7.686295010490155,1.3769686274509807,395,16,83,7,11,130,75,102,0.21,0.731,0.059,-0.9209,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,1,2,5,2,11,4,1,3,0,13,18,6,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,6,1,9,3,12,10,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,3,53,14,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104277625964655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.230821998912118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12368271886369972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275636455546009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20767131098746128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13401002815958385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600410053281817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912409615806587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22537025950724926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044384059815782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040292062408795,0.0,0.19468292564416007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304121654285853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242191630040458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679816934100385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107571905312978,0.0,0.2331975973305697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4431292489132609,0.0,0.0,0.1441305653243911,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HollyGeee,2018/03/20,"I used to be stable... One year ago I was having huge panic attacks multiple times a day that made me feel like I was dying. It was enough to send me to the hospital multiple times before I finally got put on 15mg of Mirtazapine, and I've been fine for the most part ever since. Lately I've been dealing with a lot of stress from school, and the panic has been coming back, though this time it seems centered completely around food. 2 weeks ago I was enjoying steak for the first time in years. I swallowed a piece and was all of a sudden completely positive it was stuck in my throat despite the fact I could talk/breathe/swallow water and other foods. I couldn't calm my self down until I threw it up. :( A week ago I was eating Panda Express and suddenly felt lile I was having an allergic reaction, despite never having allergies in my life. I was convinced that this new menu item was going to kill me for hours. Yesterday I was eating spicy food and I was convinced my face being hot was an allergic reaction again. Today I swallowed half a gummy worm whole and am convinced again that I'm choking. I freaking love food...but all this bad stuff happening when I eat makes me scared. Is it possible that anxiety could make me anorexic out of this newfound trigger?",6.012073170731707,6.416436060975612,6.395430894308944,78.42070731707321,66.4390243902439,9.649430894308944,31.44065040650407,9.558583805096642,2.826632845528455,1005,37,187,19,15,325,147,246,0.165,0.735,0.101,-0.9392,2,0,0,0,0,1,26.0,0,0,0,1,7,16,2,4,13,0,27,15,2,5,5,29,42,10,2,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,15,11,9,0,3,0,0,5,2,8,0,3,21,3,26,8,22,16,9,43,0,0,0,1,5,10,0,3,29,129,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2622171799784761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754311256719744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08777769206992862,0.0,0.1121752968366403,0.0,0.07581972167834901,0.08232949610668604,0.0,0.0,0.08390400240167432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493786682777456,0.2067670146482248,0.0,0.0,0.1574531541088371,0.0,0.0,0.06359086255286016,0.1016554988778148,0.0,0.0,0.10233448302015616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30268685932177924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188339306817146,0.0,0.0,0.0891921775339486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049856705954625866,0.07044209681099058,0.09467446922960164,0.10801491082243894,0.0,0.08387177324145302,0.476925191782672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603843191410393,0.0,0.07886193178947212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08719442350096877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971042223917146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908975568206468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1112286271277102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696463077854269,0.04817250939078911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838288562789565,0.08899317585851306,0.09330066710365448,0.13163671181985726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760488136658516,0.09523151879113424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681603374082712,0.0,0.0,0.23137905905431955,0.0,0.1067775825572657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116021531914212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09912338147669224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987189360385938,0.09979163319915317,0.0,0.08976458759907699,0.10286457064812153,0.0,0.0,0.08156552927355974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129495539328108,0.0,0.11287699491977753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0792534620407068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09687707601593308,0.0,0.2299851155796504,0.0,0.0934642392547496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516144677310365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15818696880283425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11008687494508536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699436764859068 anxiety,Jeepachu,2018/03/20,"Heart symptoms twenty minutes after laying down for bed Hi all, I've been struggling with panic disorder on and off for about seven years now. Right after the start of the year I had a really horrible panic attack where I woke up in the night with a racing heart beat, a symptom I haven't had since my first month or so of panic attacks long ago. I also had some severe shakes, a brand new symptom. After getting a physical done, going back to my not-so-great therapist, and finally shelling out for the CPAP I knew I needed for apnea, I felt I had this under control somewhat. I was told by my PCP that I was extremely healthy and was talked out of the desire to see a cardiologist. After a bit of therapy I began to be able to notice and watch the symptoms come and go again they happened, about once a week. The symptoms are generally heart related. I set a sleep log on my Fitbit and they generally occur like clockwork right around my twenty minute mark, which is about when I'm on the edge of sleep. Generally I'm just sort of made to be awake, an awakeness that lets me know a heart palpation is coming. There are two varieties, a pounding racing heart, and another which is harder to describe. I suppose they are palpations, the impression that my heart is racing is there but without the pounding it is hard to confirm. It feels like something is churning or writhing almost. I'm not sure what flutters are exactly, maybe it's those. In either case, the episode lasts about thirty seconds and then, depending on severity, I can either roll over and go to sleep or need to take a Xanax, call my mom, play on my phone while I calm down. Every few weeks I have an extremely severe one. A couple of weeks ago it included confusion, severe sense of impending doom, shortness of breath. I'm not sure what to do. I know I need a new therapist, mine kind of sucks and tried to sell me ""water with transplanted energy"" last week. He does not really care to help be treat or cope with my specific episodes. I know that treating my underlying anxiety and its root is the key to curing my disorder but it's difficult to function with my sleep schedule so severely disturbed by these attacks and the fear I get before I go to sleep. I've had panic attacks for years, but they we always during the day, never at night. Interestingly, I've had anxiety but never a daytime panic attack since these night ones started. The night ones are so much worse. During the day I have coping mechanisms. At night I'm defenseless. I'm going to see a cardiologist I guess just to totally rule out that I'm in any danger for my own peace of mind. My biggest fear is that I'll have to fight these for the rest of my life, even though everything about them and my history with this disorder tells me this is just a phase. I guess it's because the daytime attacks always seemed like something I could overcome, and these don't. Also sometimes I'll be started awake in a very brief wave of fear. These aren't that bad, because they immediately subside and I can go back to sleep, though these waves often signal that a bad heart episode is likely on the way, the one situation in which they don't occur twenty minutes into the night. Sometimes I'll get 4-5 of these quick waves before falling asleep or a big attack. I thought the CPAP might have been causing most of these issues, since I only had the racing heart before I started using it, but I quit using it the past few days and still had a massive attack tonight. I'm also a recovering porn addict and traced the biggest attacks to seven days after abstaining from porn and thought it might be related to that, but I used tonight and still had a big attack. I'm hoping someone has some advice for me. Has anyone ever heard of my specific symptoms or experienced them? Particularly the aspect of them always occurring twenty minutes after laying down. Hopefully someone has suffered something similar and overcome it?",7.377131242740997,7.04730851851852,7.5686798296554425,73.64081881533103,63.682539682539684,10.338572719060524,34.31204026325977,9.80557183005822,3.2691953542392573,3144,120,562,56,41,1023,322,756,0.185,0.755,0.06,-0.9986,0,0,3,0,1,0,74.0,1,0,9,4,31,46,13,12,51,0,54,28,16,8,8,104,108,43,0,7,21,1,3,4,0,2,9,1,1,0,37,34,1,2,9,1,1,11,10,30,0,9,24,8,63,16,93,75,14,102,1,2,3,2,21,34,1,22,59,384,100,0,0.03966148666360897,0.0,0.0,0.043236874718642015,0.0,0.038756745742881946,0.0703150297802399,0.0,0.039715249803725663,0.0,0.0,0.09515182966676293,0.09900460235872616,0.0,0.0,0.026971170981583543,0.041588526915521146,0.060681857478796036,0.0,0.0,0.027732233650692915,0.0,0.0,0.03530713185408594,0.0,0.4512066679797486,0.0,0.06099447017369599,0.0662313694054176,0.04835454829105211,0.0,0.10124701183262272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04330007120167533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04049881230359224,0.0,0.04043752895307159,0.040743272062842235,0.0,0.06832971778533267,0.0,0.0,0.04448372977790092,0.03166646981634946,0.043884680619750524,0.0,0.1023135111404036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636649947967108,0.0,0.034708034253366334,0.04058747103092249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026196037884924347,0.03587608535019809,0.033416513099983836,0.0,0.035645186825828505,0.0,0.0,0.13389059713862644,0.020054039351456356,0.028334173997222,0.03808124694873701,0.04344722000183124,0.0,0.03373604029498593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621644694427245,0.0,0.13524322122148688,0.0,0.0,0.0437269290639768,0.08738319807101834,0.0,0.035072521672558234,0.0,0.03552890174069013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3759924212719161,0.02658425848235918,0.0,0.0,0.0787856106633528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041396287699074205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041301335086145065,0.06539074749850643,0.06465881035790101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04055655726147465,0.028014080960015824,0.07750639601906166,0.0,0.0,0.03509916762309394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03752865765573536,0.0,0.0,0.03984529421972929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414913939464701,0.04004679531132065,0.04645105383010607,0.03165742026223823,0.0,0.029155756206897025,0.08822546943657998,0.06117876713614119,0.0766106219321602,0.0,0.2233177109460436,0.0,0.0,0.04515486544108245,0.0,0.042238188885847634,0.10750259924241623,0.030164347822711993,0.0,0.2326710452752919,0.0,0.0,0.037861376811174345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04218487309564027,0.0,0.0,0.05081632789423241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774138580808131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632101397618152,0.03610632787728564,0.0,0.2240309536826618,0.0,0.09842517485589512,0.044581172761046034,0.23814077828969396,0.0,0.06721009788737388,0.0916000503557062,0.07845244890379457,0.0,0.11229041758821592,0.0,0.06334742896477806,0.0,0.0,0.041462797292793986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476096361207364,0.2473408245330323,0.029820502038117026,0.03187840062979575,0.0346658874947822,0.0,0.04535636653267382,0.0921000858505351,0.0,0.0,0.0779344185492581,0.06297358035970912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03789825016274949,0.0,0.026927545996230456,0.0,0.038743509430934124,0.0,0.0,0.10276437073695108,0.0,0.03272488018438095,0.0,0.03148144202332657,0.12725620903020374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038232257820266916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040418443285817535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662209117533537 anxiety,KyeDie,2018/03/20,"Do any of you get these weird symptoms? Hey everyone, I was just curious about this. Does anyone ever have a numb feeling on the right side of their heads randomly or have random chest pain? It may sound strange but i figured why not ask? Not all at once of course and it comes ever so often. I know it's anxiety, it's just really weird to me. 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I've found that playing fast-paced word games helps to focus her mind and bring her back down. I've gotten a lot of mileage out of ""what's the capital of X state/country"", as it allows me to switch it up and 'surprise' her to make her stop and think. Does anyone else have similar experiences/coping mechanisms in the same vein? I'd like to switch things up so they stay effective",3.771181818181816,4.925359527272732,4.468863636363637,87.51329545454546,71.9090909090909,8.045454545454545,24.65909090909091,8.472884824447931,1.3650909090909091,428,12,91,7,8,137,78,110,0.124,0.6709999999999999,0.205,0.8768,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,3,8,1,0,4,0,3,1,1,3,0,15,8,7,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,3,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,12,5,18,6,3,11,0,1,0,0,13,6,0,1,4,52,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385681806769657,0.0,0.0,0.15472914448119027,0.22673487087669425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517461182538773,0.0,0.17015618552282838,0.1847655557608121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322272476415149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19364990625315304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18485704757354965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24262997583742515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449724054094884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081097406262306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813045083020727,0.0,0.0,0.14771091387711402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22343697430874496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22512862066327852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586269532089146,0.0,0.18500599470122808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14701337249190938,0.14179189254692515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GlitteringTowel,2018/03/20,"I made a huge mistake, and I'm having issues with stabilizing myself About a month ago, I told my coworker and also my friend I have feelings for her. I told her this because I wanted to distance myself away from her, and I wanted her to know why I was distant. Also I wanted to distance myself because I knew these feelings were inappropriate. The thing is, well number one, I work with her, and number two, she is in a relationship. I'm extremely stupid. Now at work, she will avoid me as much as possible, even when I need to discuss work stuff with her. I never bring up the situation, and I apologized about what I said. I'm not sure why I'm bitching about this. It's my mistake, and I need to deal with it. Ever since I've told her, I've been really anxious to the point where I've thought about suicide. Her and I were extremely good friends, and I think I might be grieving the loss of our friendship because of my mistake.",4.209330024813898,5.208102397849466,5.3426881720430135,82.24172456575684,70.72043010752688,7.873614557485527,29.36145574855252,8.139509932561175,1.960848304383788,730,28,145,10,13,242,98,186,0.157,0.727,0.117,-0.8213,0,1,0,0,0,1,24.0,1,0,0,4,12,13,2,1,7,0,11,0,0,1,3,33,32,13,2,8,1,0,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,8,12,0,1,6,0,0,1,2,8,1,2,11,3,37,5,24,18,1,14,0,2,0,0,21,7,1,1,6,108,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875583749213993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21427064751878275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134734984482026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258687117997504,0.0,0.0,0.2449996066333924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811662423385596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08848556070367357,0.1211830408098486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354779622920273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700893527817613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11236722166503574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982930335473304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362610817528205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676513638098766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14212041940800602,0.0,0.0,0.1069331398374589,0.0,0.0984829632267248,0.19867330486476067,0.10332550168428964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907811690154664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664443654487692,0.1510304298190711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858242625540444,0.0,0.0,0.14383305665548246,0.0,0.0,0.12743562920931095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082091654139148,0.15058727911134606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1533629726289619,0.14654083827665204,0.0,0.12626462469288754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900335220046862,0.08584221651142313,0.0,0.10635678174166756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3840406625693038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086868978751942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370559645459564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045462800286345,0.0,0.24177318878167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29259407368823426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Omgplsworkiamtired,2018/03/20,"Major fears after surgery I was really scared before surgery too but I am suddenly scared of my own death, scared of what will happen to my children, and scared of mortality. It’s keeping me up at night. My daughter is autistic and I am obese. I feel like my time is short. My surgery was to remove a benign brain tumor so it was major surgery. I am only 20 days post op so I am sure that is part of it. 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Writing them down really helps to see logically just how far fetched and unrealistic they are, and for me, how self-deprecating they are. I have a page in my journal with one column for the predictions worded as it is in my head, and another where I come back and respond with the actual outcome following the event. I haven’t shared mine with anyone but I hope it’s something that I can use to help others understand what anxiety is like. It’s something I hope to look back on down the line as I make more progress in managing my anxiety as an indicator of how far I’ve come. Example Prediction (written on a day I was depressed): my depression will rob me of my ability to enjoy dinner with my brother (who I haven’t seen in 3 months) tonight and be present. He will get bored and call me out about it and leave dissatisfied. Reality: I showed up, and was surprised to see he brought an old family friend and his girlfriend. I just came right out and said “I’m pretty depressed today” and got it out of the way. We talked briefly about my depression. We quickly moved on to other topics and I never once had to check or combat depressive thoughts. I naturally had a wonderful, joyous time, in spite of the anxiety I instilled in myself about my depression. I’ve noticed also that when I predict a negative outcome, and something less than ideal does happen, that it’s ALWAYS far less difficult or severe than I predicted. I might think “this date is going to go horrible and I’m going to screw it up and they’ll think I’m ugly and uninteresting” instead they might just say that they don’t want to go on a second date politely and not launch into criticisms. I find the I underestimate my ability to cope, and when occasionally there is a non-favorable outcome I have no issue moving beyond it. Worth a try... hope this is helpful to someone. 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Completely new to this sub but I decided I’d ask a question and see if there’s any help that can be given to me. Basically back in October 2017 I got hit in the head and suffered a concussion I was told but I’ve been feeling so many symptoms for months now and it feels like it’s only gotten worse and now I’m being told everything I feel is anxiety but being told that just isn’t sounding right. I thought maybe I can give you guys some symptoms and see if this is normal. Sorry if this is the wrong place but I’m really just trying to find some help or at least a little closure. My symptoms started to be more frequent every day and now it’s at the point where I haven’t left my house other than to go outside for maybe a half hour in about 2-3 weeks. Every day I’m basically convinced that I’m dying and nothing feels right in my body. My eyes and the part of my face around them feel tight and just odd and I can not stop blinking. Lately I’ve been having such a severe nervous feeling in my stomach that makes everything worse. Most of my symptoms are around my head and face which has me horrified but it seems like everything gets worse as the day goes on. I know it sounds so cliche but the thought of dying is horrifying to me and when my body has been feeling all of this for many months I can’t help but feel this is worse than anxiety and that I need serious medical help. I just started taking CBD oil today and I feel it slightly helps but I still am not feeling like I am my normal happy self. Sorry for the formatting I’m on mobile and for any spelling errors. It’s late and I’m here with my thoughts and thought I’d share my current situation just to see if there is some form of hell you guys have for me or if you have any suggestions on what I should do. I just don’t know where to go to get back to being myself after all these months EDIT: should also add I’ve been feeling tingling in my head at times which sends me into a bad spiral. My jaw feels weird at times as well and sometimes it feels like when I’m doing something it isn’t real. Almost like it doesn’t feel like I’m actually doing what I’m doing. 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I have training with a mentor teacher and kids, and 6 workshops with other trainees. I went in tonight not knowing what to expect and I ended up scratching my arm until it bled because it was so bad for my anxiety. I work with kids so I'm used to helping them move and doing hands on things with them. But at these workshops we're acting as if the other teacher trainees are our students and vice versa. We were practicing swim manipulations on each other so there was a lot of body contact and it was making me crazy. It doesn't help that I'm 23 and these other girls are in high school. I feel like I'm going to be reprimanded for not doing things well/right because a 17 year old isn't the size of a 4 year old and I'm really hesitant to grab these girls and do swim manipulations with them. Does anyone have any advice on how to manage my anxiety spikes moving ahead with this? It will always be a different mix of people so I'm never going to have the chance to really get comfortable with anyone. 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I have to admit that I generally like my place of work, but I find that of course the managers are particularly willing to own up to their own mistakes, Which never adds to an overwhelm workplace trend of not understand the way in which someone might respond to something with overthinking or self blame. I recently changed my availability at work around university on Tuesday, And spoke to a higher up manager in charge of shifts etc about it. So he got me to abandon the one that I had coming up on the Tuesday (Which is protocol that was fine), and he altered the following Tuesday so as to make sure I could make it on time as a last measure so I didn't have to abandon the next one. I don't recall the conversation exactly but of course I expressed not being able to work following Tuesdays which he took note of having obviously changed my shifts, and had submitted a new availability which he later approved. For conext, I always was going interstate for a week, which he approved as well, and that unavailability carried over into the 3 days I can't work because of study, meaning I'd only be available for the roster after that (the Thursday after coming home). Naturally he'd approved all this and understood my changes for uni, so I know I wasn't getting any shift. Then today I'm having a good day after a couple really anxious days, and I see a missed call and text from work saying that I missed my shift this morning and they've covered it. In a panic I checked the roster that I hadn't paid much attention to given the above circumstances. I had been given a shift for the Tuesday. I called an he luckily answered, but I already knew he wouldn't take the blame. I reminded him of everything and that he'd made the changes to rosters and approved availability and having been away etc and assuming all of that stuff was in place I didn't really check my emails. So his response was to go ""oh okay did we do all that? Well just make sure in the future you're more responsible in keeping an eye out for that stuff"" in a tone that was much less 'my bad that shouldn't have happened if we spoke about it fair enough you didn't check but obviously next time just in case do' and a lot more of just 'it's on you to make sure'. I know I'm quite respected at my job having just been given a leadership position etc but it's generally a massive part of anxiety how I'm perceived by superior and colleagues and how I get shifts etc and I start thinking the worst and have quickly gone from feeling strong and sticking by the fact that yes maybe I should've checked but this is on you to feeling like an idiot and beating myself up like they're never gonna give me work again. I was having a productive day and going to study and it's taken up and hour of that now just ruminating on it. I hate it. I obviously know I'm not in the wrong but all I can doubt is if I even gave him the right information in the first place though I obviously did. I just had to vent here. Tldr: manager gave me a shift despite having edited my availability and shifted the blame more on to me when I didnt come into work",5.725657894736841,5.993826619426754,6.413224941334232,78.51811431444857,67.04140127388536,9.54046262152196,32.13141133087496,9.414487439383343,2.7520694267515933,2519,98,495,46,38,828,264,628,0.1,0.782,0.118,0.8551,1,0,1,0,0,0,38.0,2,3,1,16,27,27,2,3,41,2,50,1,1,7,15,105,102,46,0,6,20,0,2,3,0,5,0,3,1,1,37,34,0,3,17,0,5,10,15,13,2,3,37,7,60,14,81,55,20,80,0,5,2,0,33,34,0,7,37,353,97,13,0.07153757682551011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07894349492148824,0.0,0.059524994674619525,0.0,0.0,0.04864800536938401,0.0,0.10945210092911373,0.0808170994511449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06368361022174189,0.0,0.0,0.06721190830059362,0.0,0.05973088852272069,0.0436086428450488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14609572863885767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027090829488405,0.1848698641956883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057116934029564276,0.07915496809096945,0.0,0.18454327558553235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391744006043137,0.31913323305944385,0.04724989480629382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642933612811864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0723430966133164,0.05110645917802814,0.0,0.0,0.06538404920603852,0.06084982630279084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747508625734626,0.06862536226566042,0.12196936048212685,0.06000232536389425,0.057215135269373024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326044293032301,0.0,0.0,0.07062854664491575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07175802237347424,0.0,0.07045010302563907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07099000657013098,0.06358588523562032,0.0,0.0,0.1179455440621215,0.058312673105980026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484893960309076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06081868960909247,0.0,0.06769058489854256,0.1910075521176635,0.0,0.07186911122507994,0.07792539312225863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07589006402234229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10517670037167233,0.0,0.110348378799108,0.06909143747693447,0.15216204906008898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969514269280115,0.05440755078247268,0.0,0.08393393277274776,0.0,0.07746822441605697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22422462535674167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851322378613826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608901868831655,0.0,0.0,0.09165760707753497,0.0,0.0706347267576178,0.0,0.0,0.0610926997343066,0.0,0.0568895523997333,0.0,0.0,0.0570061867286371,0.0,0.0746292943947886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061355669604339,0.05507312165006352,0.0,0.0,0.05063466507898328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637868204998135,0.0,0.0,0.20226995863679104,0.0,0.05378735481149915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045838390669037714,0.07028530601494726,0.0,0.0834282726738171,0.0,0.0678092581612797,0.0,0.07948088006195564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07447314038350608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678319868397586,0.057383129049309575,0.0,0.12864174576745974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.416641663499194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821511010174549,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shelbevil,2018/03/20,New med Feeling stupid because I can start small talk now with strangers. It’s been four months on the new med. I just sound like “blah blah I’m weird nice to meet you”. ,-0.1665714285714266,2.147879771428574,-0.3857142857142843,110.29571428571433,94.14285714285714,2.8000000000000003,15.571428571428573,3.1291,-1.6760285714285716,132,3,33,0,5,37,30,35,0.204,0.62,0.17600000000000002,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,3,2,3,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121020983424088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503063023990234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522884384703186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6603896225908745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372743814708529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742014915452076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104059582053889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389306434023393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,petroleum-dynamite,2018/03/20,"I just made a phone call Sorry, I just need to tell someone. I've been meaning to book a check up with my orthodontist since October, and I only had one lecture today so I promised myself that I'll do it last night. I actually did it. It wasn't even that hard. They've been calling me since December but I can't answer unknown numbers so I always let it go to voicemail. Happy days.",0.10660529344073666,2.482424746835445,2.5957192174913715,89.24418872266978,92.67088607594937,4.898043728423477,22.371691599539695,6.574015621080383,0.7507367088607593,301,12,61,4,11,103,58,79,0.016,0.866,0.118,0.8003,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,12,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,1,10,2,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,39,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.21018123953837986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17921463174734342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398571113024638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890322609978914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225742554196685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240624935653305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22927757323814665,0.19293948635158947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556463959411894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2202421392963032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20379914877215616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346135553394203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597026263337099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20212091345431984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594805400034344,0.16380730869537116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563315451246277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18249201535518775,0.0,0.0,0.2411019152060245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882528927007398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20415644380756015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,neemo98,2018/03/20,"How much would you guys recommend meds? I’ve been avoiding the option of taking meds to ease whatever depression/anxiety I’m feeling. I’m just really lost and scared, just would really like some input. 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Hi everyone! I wonder if I'm the only one too shy to speak on the mic online... I fear someone will start being mean and I won't be able to reply, because I can't when there's too much pressure on me... I'm french, so the fact that I'm not speaking english fluidly doesn't help me on that point. Do you feel the same ? Have any tips ? I'd really like to, but whenever I feel like trying, I give up !",0.22711583924349554,1.8832982127659577,2.793971631205676,93.63388888888888,82.82978723404256,5.879905437352246,18.955082742316783,6.937597516519254,0.08514089834515337,328,8,78,4,9,114,65,94,0.107,0.8290000000000001,0.063,0.3359,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,2,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,10,17,5,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,4,9,2,9,13,2,8,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,4,45,11,0,0.25448390336921106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1730577809159516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551310254596774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24317027533737276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863651420269423,0.2573494158584318,0.1818033514152526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441241489362805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17057519613792568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486559614154402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27720757528176515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707495026958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724448790181626,0.19354647599616248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056954515075615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1630289049310848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156233854932521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012501662618993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454452184924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277786562555314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275976937647385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TeriyakiChef,2018/03/20,"Anxiety and dizziness In the last 6 days of a work trip i have realised i may have GAD as my mother has it. For the last week I have been feeling extremely anxious and unable to eat for the first 4 days. I have been eating normally for the last 2 but I have extreme dizziness and rib pain which I think is due to muscle tensing. Is dizziness a normal symptom, and how do I reduce the dizziness?",3.487916666666667,4.764572625000003,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,72.75,6.833333333333335,29.583333333333336,7.1686216300943375,1.6942083333333335,310,13,61,3,6,102,51,80,0.134,0.8490000000000001,0.017,-0.8270000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,0,12,5,1,1,0,11,14,7,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,8,0,8,11,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,8,44,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196458792358434,0.239182402140666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730827031235977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43328313966949455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705157537067587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008822048534442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.517738151583741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41487967480992544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225284127494096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200572866784245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566109727942496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982834996025406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413407958278388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,raychullzz,2018/03/20,"Does anyone have a name for word mixup? I know this common in anxiety disorders/PTSD/etc. but I find myself unable to communicate with almost everyone. I’m always saying the completely wrong word. I mean to say dishwasher and say light switch or something. The only person who understands me is someone who lives with me and can use context clues but sometimes even he has a hard time. I’ve tried google, I just want to be able to put a name on the problem so I can try to research it but all I’m getting is stuff for the elderly/aphasia. 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Of course, I am talking to someone. I can’t think of whatever it is... my brain panics. I get anxious. I forget what I was trying to remember in the first place. Then I feel stupid when I’m not...",-0.05122448979592065,2.291876122448979,2.7930612244897968,87.50551020408165,93.89795918367346,6.06530612244898,23.3265306122449,7.447530270364453,1.4566244897959175,186,8,38,4,7,65,36,49,0.221,0.779,0.0,-0.8481,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,4,1,1,0,0,6,8,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,1,8,0,7,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,27,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861483115692005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2827580836533976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807224640685105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545038332325414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233482306964087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971840527486824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646366441170235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5738618183442554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146138258434009,0.19499686180320602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035868340020497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16229954037045954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34393782175465765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BBoizTZH,2018/03/20,Can someone pm me pls Please,-0.375,1.8074115000000042,0.5166666666666693,102.04500000000002,100.66666666666666,2.4000000000000004,22.66666666666667,3.1291,-0.4351333333333329,23,1,5,0,1,7,6,6,0.0,0.526,0.474,0.3818,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7916078965606635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6110294085416854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,salemschild1,2018/03/20,"Haven't needed to listen to music while outside for a while now Back in 2013, I had my first anxiety attack. It was mean. I was in a bus, while there was a strike in my hometown, and there was a lot of noise happening. Without my earphones, I had to listen to it all, and it triggered anxiety so bad I left the bus shaking and exhausted. Ever since then, I always needed to go outside listening to music. Last week I went to the city center without earphones and I only felt a little anxious at the post office because it was crowded - I didn't had an anxiety attack nor did I feel exhausted after arriving home. I know I'll have anxiety until I die, but I'm glad to say I've conquered one of my biggest challenges.",4.919374999999999,5.256910520833333,6.465277777777778,77.20750000000002,68.79166666666666,8.9,32.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.809575,561,24,104,9,9,193,82,144,0.163,0.7959999999999999,0.04,-0.8271,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,6,8,2,1,9,0,12,2,0,1,2,17,25,12,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,2,12,6,15,2,19,13,2,24,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,1,12,79,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318473114123022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4848707778913826,0.17900912611618314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605310337930349,0.0,0.12184216761379978,0.13230336437722662,0.09659273965312223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445134533346553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1433316821055336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011964419186365,0.0,0.15214171581316516,0.0,0.0,0.1347818011876175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09005366760720397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012129467137632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894335436606874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870827622505864,0.1291620303758905,0.0,0.0,0.17216189666766982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15881360730027366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13471283369971032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260402340358846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234984852545616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10737325595675323,0.12051222062949594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15175615557414512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260098312037701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310756709371472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12710309890716512,0.0,0.0,0.14688943693922954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054900650714971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,doomguy1105,2018/03/21,"Anxiety and Agoraphobia Hi everyone. I’ve suffered from anxiety for quite a few years now. It started in high school and I’m now 25. I don’t take medication because medication causes panic attacks. I have a crippling fear of my heart beating too fast and I’m scared of what medication can to do my heart beat(I realize this is irrational). I’m usually able to manage on my own without meds. Some days can be unbearable though. I’m also agoraphobic. It’s something I can get a grip on for short periods of time here and there but I usually am unable to leave my house. A few weeks ago I discovered a lump on my thigh. It quickly turned into constant anxiety that was taking over my life because the lump terrified me. The thought of going to the doctor terrified me. Eventually it reached the point I couldn’t handle the panic. We had an ambulance come transport me to the ER. They were so understanding and treated me wonderfully which helped so much. They kept me calm the whole ride there. Anyway turned out it was cellulitis so I got antibiotics. Which is where the story gets worse. I was so terrified of the lump I made myself take the first dose. Complete hell is what followed. For an entire week my anxiety was so bad and constant I considered a psych ward. I never took another antibiotic and luckily it cleared up on it’s own. I’m finally getting back to “normal” but that experience was awful. I don’t really get much support. I get treated like trash for my mental illnesses so reading some of your guys posts made me feel a little less alone. I hate that anyone else has to deal with this but it’s nice knowing I’m not alone with it. The only person I really have is my girlfriend. She does what she can for me. I can tell she gets annoyed with me a lot and she doesn’t understand but she has stuck with me for 5 years so that says something! Lol. 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I'm a student at university and there are some girls here who really don't like me and will laugh at me and make nasty comments when I'm near. I can't get the thought out of my head that they're doing this because they want me to kill myself and if I don't do it they will. I have a compulsory seminar at uni tomorrow and I'm so scared I'll see them and something bad is going to happen and I think there are other people in on it who will find me and want to kill me. 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I’ve posted a few times here in the past. Long story very short - I’ve been suffering from anxiety for many, many years. Like 15. And for all those years, I’ve been told that my chronic chest pain was “just anxiety”. I didn’t believe it for the longest time - but I gave up and accepted it. That many doctors couldn’t be wrong, right? I had seen a cardiologist, worn a holter monitor - everything came back clean. So per my doctors’ advice - I worked on deep breathing and meditating. It never worked and I was resigned to living with really bad chest pain for the rest of my life. So cut to a few months ago. I’m on one of those Facebook health specific groups (I have some autoimmune issues going on), and the new medications I was on were causing bad chest pain. I posted, and one of the commenters suggested that what I had sounded like GERD or acid reflux. Heartburn? Nah. I went through a twin pregnancy - I know what heartburn feels like. Nope. There’s a thing called silent reflux - where acid creeps up and might not cause traditional heartburn symptoms, but can cause things like severe and chronic chest pain. Holy shit. I made an appointment with a gastroenterologist, and in the meantime picked up OTC Prevacid. 50% improvement - right off the bat. I then saw the new doctor and he listened to my symptoms and couldn’t believe none of the many doctors in my wake had not suspected reflux. He put me on Rx Nexium. You guys. You. Guys. My chest pain is gone. Like 95% gone. I had GERD all these years and I was fucking trying to deep breathe my way through it. I see him again in two weeks. He mentioned wanting to scope me and check for a hiatal hernia - often the cause of reflux in young people. It can also cause shortness of breath (my other most prominent “anxiety” symptom). I’m pissed off that this went undiagnosed for so many years, but mostly I’m just relieved. I wanted to share this in case anyone else experiences the same thing. I feel like those of us with anxiety diagnoses are often at risk for having our very real symptoms brushed aside, and if I can help one person with this post, it will have been worth it. If anyone has any questions - I’m happy to share more via comments or DMs. tl;dr - chronic chest pain was not anxiety - it was silent reflux / GERD.",3.1369418676561547,5.6598918299319765,3.6508364254792838,86.73948283858999,77.4126984126984,6.639476396619254,24.53519892805607,7.7669595915474945,1.3825233560090702,1831,64,347,29,44,573,225,441,0.142,0.731,0.127,-0.9484,0,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,2,2,0,2,14,28,4,1,20,0,30,41,13,7,3,60,54,27,0,6,13,0,2,6,0,2,27,2,1,3,25,19,0,0,6,0,2,7,10,17,0,4,26,10,34,11,45,23,11,54,0,2,3,1,25,24,3,11,25,211,59,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059073926299053586,0.05358789556933497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04834420490517062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04111008125747664,0.0,0.3237244066002765,0.0,0.0,0.0845402210834509,0.06194119464537471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04648458954209924,0.1009513817516428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13621955357365928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061729224354730675,0.06914207371354257,0.0,0.3105091778074113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0613584750649443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475046372141821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050068532047529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05433121638835535,0.05913458833013632,0.0,0.0,0.06113365918312836,0.0863752038192662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055887781190934085,0.0,0.0,0.03435680649371014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11971585631426925,0.0,0.0643532928955807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425866244000576,0.0,0.0,0.040520340296896634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309717706468318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03322336214701624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042699708715137265,0.17720555628601306,0.0,0.05338106530474653,0.05349896131838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05720204609450449,0.0,0.3064490308505624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089999046668791,0.0,0.06413103013997429,0.0,0.0,0.048252970561469134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04662504438380415,0.1167716779878578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289345705262557,0.0,0.4502834318566966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05770918430979946,0.04191046607478322,0.05278518703394627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736916555369651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077191527444944,0.0677211429933971,0.0,0.0,0.06880869568009858,0.03872770986407906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032529836011144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817317690208996,0.0,0.0,0.0682946299689616,0.06205408782017016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133506196393385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048676790364425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07050120642664627,0.0,0.0,0.05776538752324261,0.0,0.04104358704801329,0.0,0.059053751206911836,0.0,0.07271745943236756,0.0,0.0,0.09976003521980573,0.07131343626521364,0.04798474046845072,0.048491712663516665,0.0,0.0,0.11208098670458667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802093997301633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660958143593042,0.0,0.15571887956399394 anxiety,hyperconstruct,2018/03/21,"Abilify for anxiety/panic attacks? / rant Fist a question, anyone educated in medications know if they use abilify for this kind of thing? I recently got off a longer than normal psychiatric hold for panic attacks/anxiety and saying some things I didn't mean to say. When I was younger, like 11, I also had these kinds of emotional problems and didn't know how to communicate them. I ended up with a bipolar diagnosis, despite the real problems being my crippling anxiety and depression. I was on antipsychotics for a good 2 years and my entire life was in the gutter. All things I enjoyed doing, I no longer enjoyed - I was in a constant drowsy haze and I gained weight due to a slowed metabolism and a lack of energy. These medications took such a physical toll on me that I just stopped taking them and they stunted my development even further. I bounced back from those things, and have been unmedicated until recently, mostly coping with escapism and a subconscious way to deal with these things - denationalization and derealization which I go through month long episodes of. This recent outburst, I was in a tiny psychiatric ward, and in a constant state of sweating and shaking in my seat. I was in panic mode 24/7 surrounded by scary people and I just couldn't handle it. I called my mom once or twice because I was scared of using the phone when someone else was using it and she just continued to call me sick and such. I talked to the psychiatrist, and pretened to be the happiest person in the world. No sir, no suicidal thoughts here. No sir, doing great in group therapy! No anxiety here! Still wasn't let out after the 3 days, then it extended on longer and longer until I was just so worn out I couldn't get any sleep and just ended up crying in my bed as my room mate snored and tossed and turned. Now I'm going to end up back on these medications that ruined my life - except a different brand, and my mother is fixated on me taking these medications and I'm so fucking distraught. My step dad won't do anything, my brother won't do anything, I hate this. There is no way out of this. I just want to die. I don't want to bloat out again, I don't want tremors again, I don't want to lose the will to do anything and just sleep all day again. I just want to go to the psychiatrist and just pour my heart out for once instead of putting on a face, I just want to go to a therapist to do the same so they can back me up and get me the help I really need. I just want help. I have no friends to go to, I have no family who doesn't think I'm crazy due to my mothers trash talking and belittlement on social media, I don't have anything. After thought She keeps guilt tripping me saying she spent money on the drugs so I have to take them.",5.074824452705492,5.97922201115242,5.8327571251548935,79.86229966955804,68.66542750929368,9.100454357703429,30.00020652622883,9.2995712137729,2.4977817430813722,2174,81,426,42,36,711,249,538,0.14800000000000002,0.758,0.093,-0.9855,2,0,1,0,0,1,54.0,0,0,6,2,34,22,3,6,26,0,41,16,5,4,2,82,79,40,2,15,14,5,1,1,2,3,9,3,2,3,22,34,1,3,7,0,2,10,20,14,0,1,20,4,62,8,75,51,6,78,0,3,0,1,34,32,1,5,34,304,84,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056607005518559725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048136454021224864,0.0,0.16245175883048102,0.0,0.0,0.049494750930316016,0.0,0.23300119223495164,0.0,0.0,0.08052853560606522,0.0,0.16328865612119067,0.0,0.04315008221405497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455947928232113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529875968360077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0777543648790963,0.09130136819278276,0.07297657052653815,0.0609673039051619,0.0,0.07346400047078082,0.073955607476998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08208851384827821,0.0,0.05913206305150015,0.07962397259107633,0.18808438548601625,0.0,0.0,0.046753045095704264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673011256389501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05468857296777285,0.06543990007697692,0.07396483025342877,0.0,0.20114468100203767,0.059371379239802985,0.056613497455861035,0.07804107992992669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988586196585454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388096085651471,0.09489183372855596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291725668509304,0.0,0.1474240639197265,0.07780353604285299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238279921955122,0.09999554865448404,0.034582138377213294,0.0,0.0,0.06264279254415701,0.0,0.07919068184923274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710597946686114,0.0,0.28523510548494513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290292692360743,0.056500177761075174,0.0,0.0,0.05248642777300687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06935459754911473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15076813970233058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661026743052717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0490736374511544,0.061807022777392334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354640085258913,0.0,0.07115881107285038,0.07929577335422043,0.0,0.0,0.08056920625188818,0.045346897116155305,0.0,0.20967593127731785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688740146230891,0.0708684673003703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167290737392524,0.07215673315916205,0.0599761832537173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056529258663036624,0.0591797082511873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774276657776344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966528404285654,0.11378913931724692,0.0,0.0,0.08094919770671702,0.08218722781673699,0.235133150878288,0.04535638343428787,0.0,0.11239129578789504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864510989954407,0.0,0.07699411618178009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834074023103063,0.0,0.0,0.29225716522710393,0.11237220567935034,0.0,0.08619746635965599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04558343389923123 anxiety,shannonigans__,2018/03/21,"Alcohol and Zoloft Is it safe to drink while taking Zoloft? I just upped to my full dosage (50 mg) today and I took it at 7 pm. It's 7:08 now. I want wine, is it okay to drink now?",-1.9363414634146352,-0.19193487804878012,0.5592195121951207,105.65834146341464,92.90243902439023,4.255609756097561,10.639024390243902,5.6839178017228535,-1.7463990243902443,134,1,38,1,5,45,29,41,0.0,0.836,0.16399999999999998,0.6662,0,0,4,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,5,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,4,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,2,5,4,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,22,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3772092072828713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6915370870364418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26538361826345497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334566857687411,0.0,0.3921539478475348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20818622739350928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hmtitan,2018/03/21,"Does anyone else find that once you get rid of one source of anxiety, another will immediately replace it? I've been doing a lot better lately with not panicking over work and social events and making life plans. But I am getting weird anxiety over how I look and feeling super self conscious about my appearance all the time. I've no idea why, it's not been much of.an issue before. I definitely don't need a new thing to worry about! It's so exhausting that stresses like this never seem to truly stop, even when I think I'm getting better. 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Help. Good evening, reddit. This isn't a pity-post. I would like meaningful feedback where possible. Also, English is my second language, so bare with me :-) Six years ago (when I was 16) I was diagnosed with GAD after two weeks of inexplicable, paralysing terror. I was prescribed 20mg of prozac, which helped normalise my anxiety-levels. A few years later, obsessive and intrusive thoughts started to develop, which was countered by doubling my dosage. Ever since, I've had an underlying sense of terror (manifesting itself as agitation). Last year December, my father (general practitioner) advised that I stop taking prozac - which I then did. I was at a relatively good point in life back then, and didn't mind doing so. I had a false hypothesis that quitting prozac will improve my memory and articulation - all of which I struggled with since the anxiety started. However, that was not the case. I am three months into my third year of studies, and have found this anxiety to return - full force. Despite my ambition and past-academic achievements, I find myself not being able to study for tests or write assignments. No matter how hard I try I am met with the most awful anxiety imaginable. I am unable to retain information. I sit for hours trying to make sense of the work (granted, it is difficult) and end up wasting my time. I have three tests coming up alongside an assignment. This, in turn, worsens my underlying anxiety which just makes me want to not exist. Have any of you experienced this before? Do any of you have any recommendations? 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A few months ago I was feeling worse than I'd ever felt in my life. I had developed a kind of total apathy as a defense mechanism against the anxiety I'd been dealing with for most of my life. The result was that I ended up feeling utterly sad and unmotivated all the time. A friend suggested I try writing songs, so I did, and it really helped. I started writing an album, but I had to stop after seven songs because I started feeling a lot better and thus had no unhappiness to channel into my lyrics. Today, when I listen to the songs I wrote, it honestly sounds like I'm hearing somebody else sing because I'm feeling so much better these days. Hopefully I never finish the album! If anyone else has had similar experiences, I'd love to hear about them/listen to your music. 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I’ve never tried to put my anxiety or depression into words but here it goes… For as long as I can remember I’ve had ~fairly~ moderate anxiety I’d say. I never knew there was a word for what I did to cope with my anxiety until recently, Trichotillomania. Ever since I turned about 3 I’ve pulled out my eyelashes and eyebrows almost nightly. As a child, my father’s solution to this was to punish me and ask me every day if I had pulled out any eyelashes. I didn’t want to disappoint him so I always answered, “No” but it became clear when I had huge patches of eyelashes missing that I was “lying”. So he would take away things I loved like chocolate, sleepovers with friends those kinds of things. Nothing draconian but still probably a poor way to handle a child with such a fragile mindset. We have since made huge strides and now have an amazing relationship. I have been in and out of therapy my whole life which has always helped but this time things just feel different. I’m 25 now and from the outside looking in, I’m exactly where I’d always hoped I would be by now. I have my own apartment in a great city, I am easily able to pay my bills, I have the best friends in the world and a loving, supportive family. I also have an amazing dog who is always by my side and is my best friend. But I feel like I’m weird and ugly and completely undeserving of any of it, let alone a relationship (I’m perfectly fine being single, just like the idea of being in love again one day). It all just feels superficial to me. Like I don’t deserve any of it. I consider myself extremely fortunate, but incredibly unlucky if that makes any sense. It’s just so many little things that occur throughout the day, daily. I drop damn near everything I touch. I spill on myself multiple times a day. It’s like everything I touch breaks. I recognize these are such stupid, small things, but it feels like they just add up and pile against me. I am also working really hard to try and move up in my company which I love. My job itself is wholly unfulfilling and mundane, but the people here are something special. It doesn’t exactly instill a lot of confidence as I am not using any part of my degree, or really my brain. I find myself getting so angry with God. I’m not the most religious person in the world, but I like to consider myself spiritual and think there has got to be some kind of force with us. I have experienced too many little miracles to not believe. I always try to focus on these things and I make sure to recognize little “breaks” I may get (just little rare things that actually DO go my way) and say thanks. I can get so easily frustrated or angered by something and then I think about the millions of people who have a fraction of what I have. The millions of people who don’t have the love and support of their friends and family like I do. This makes me feel even worse, like I’m a complete ingrate with no real grasp on reality. Anyway, I don’t know if anyone out there will even read this or feels the same way, it just feels good to get it out. 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Could anyone give me advice or techniques for dealing with this problem. I'm very fortunate to have my current job, but I can't stay there forever. I am working on a masters part time, and am trying to apply for internships for this summer. Writing and revising my resume and cover letters, filling out applications, and even just looking at job boards makes me panic. I honestly feel very pathetic because of this, and would really like to get over this. I know that problems applying to jobs and interviewing are very common, so could someone share some advice on what the best way to go about it is?",7.804510035419128,8.193660619834716,7.924982290436838,69.03214876033061,62.63636363636364,10.550649350649351,37.120425029515935,10.290406445055957,4.103766469893744,529,24,83,11,7,172,88,121,0.146,0.721,0.133,0.0334,5,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,5,8,1,1,2,0,9,0,0,1,0,21,18,9,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,9,4,18,15,3,13,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,2,5,60,16,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26740223008261543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466864351198554,0.0,0.0,0.09566929551521228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565505685947612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08340557108074274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358650566959802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848285983326785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410577275400289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036980292706806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918143850775745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148397628276146,0.2625047310336153,0.07775923533867224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5430998676153209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07519392806210701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684443812265202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148962268802432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132991149091232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605314254066157,0.0,0.1481651589339925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618408219001817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765183417149262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545701928116121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592904483250767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145834309207416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978215180147111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18578664725396007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386780458249778,0.0,0.10860313013767643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960822446268344,0.0,0.0,0.09719459777011198,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stilldamaged,2018/03/21,"Driving anxiety while merging onto highways... Took me a year and therapy to get my driver's license. Now I can drive at least. But highways terrify me, to the point where I want to avoid them...but I know that's not a healthy approach. I barely passed the exam and the person evaluating me said it was because I fucked up on highway merging. I have another week or so before I see my therapist again to discuss this. Anyway, has anybody been through this? Highways themselves are still scary but I can breath and stay calm and tell myself reassuring things out loud... But merging onto a highway...It's so fucking nerve-wracking. Accelerating into the flow of traffic... You stop on the acceleration lane and get rear ended or cause an accident. Or you accelerate and basically have faith in another drive to make a gap for you. I fucking hate this shit. I HATE IT! I feel like rush hour merging is the easiest since traffic is clogged. As is when it's just dead quiet on the highway, like a weekend early morning or a non-Friday weekday night. Anything else is hell. I kinda...I just want to move back to NYC and not have to deal with this stuff. What's the best course of action? I'm watching YouTube and in therapy. But I'm thinking a private instructor might be worth it.",2.7227065527065557,5.351381082304531,3.982572016460906,83.15606125356128,79.74074074074073,6.372206394428617,29.51076289965179,7.61054688173877,2.127964988920545,1005,49,182,16,26,328,148,243,0.184,0.701,0.116,-0.9696,0,1,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,0,1,11,14,7,1,16,0,15,5,2,2,0,33,33,21,1,2,12,0,1,2,0,1,0,3,0,1,12,11,0,2,3,1,1,10,2,8,0,0,4,6,21,6,25,27,2,38,2,0,2,3,9,13,5,5,16,121,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29109905728933394,0.10618572486665036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11422498902310975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10673275831271893,0.0,0.08461446261230518,0.0,0.11811314274930874,0.0,0.14566766773708845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259134631611434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431022371582114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159540719630402,0.0,0.12294035443329275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07018416355441377,0.0991625810216549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38496997184951626,0.14504014924137765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740831234158068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669532504547527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628379893861233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562658074469042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265365947499876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725055782360802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14752813680969434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025943281676233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119949139452862,0.0,0.0,0.13121593648659846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320356889308225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11060990530614516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1424817132488195,0.11482123291795003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794805124080404,0.11085014438481984,0.11604750105426614,0.0,0.0,0.15889893488330936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213220077538151,0.0,0.3174720654701361,0.16116372805063042,0.09221611724959328,0.08894087365330366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542178686525903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637420020768629,0.0,0.1113412917887024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938610462602238 anxiety,MundaneRaisin,2018/03/21,"I cant get over high school. Ive out of high school for two years, but i still think about constantly and it gives anxiety. I can't go near my high school and i hate groups of teenagers. The other day i watched the trailer for the movie 8th grade it was horrible. 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If I didn’t do this correctly please delete)",18.886627906976734,25.067180860465122,12.751337209302328,22.7888662790698,42.72093023255814,15.46279069767442,43.30813953488372,13.023866798666859,8.415888372093024,319,14,28,12,4,88,39,43,0.108,0.835,0.057,-0.2732,0,0,0,0,0,2,25.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,8,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,3,5,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,16,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.25606662376642136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843125947256783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20073690875343386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600656728606094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30073557073343377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583011175475985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420934646475106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25342960916635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880387373145269,0.0,0.2958189712900068,0.502617405598045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26748592316377257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910318734833668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stevenchamp45,2018/03/21,"I can feel the stress if tv show characters I hate watching TV, the show Merlin especially, because when I watch the scenes and fell the stress as if I was the person in the show. Anyone else have similar empathetic feelings?",9.255714285714284,7.989639333333333,8.895238095238096,68.6914285714286,60.42857142857143,12.20952380952381,37.66666666666667,11.20814326018867,4.149295238095238,180,7,32,4,2,58,29,42,0.202,0.7390000000000001,0.059,-0.765,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,6,5,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459616515605606,0.3144619842657184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870873576541829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563810046540833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31036230221604577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30300663594837696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679789233895781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7031207321391446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_simps,2018/03/21,"Sertraline/zoloft withdrawals? I started sertraline for anxiety just over a year ago and have been on 100mg for at least a few months now, and I basically left it too late to renew my prescription in time and have had to miss my dose this morning. It's now the evening and I'm on the verge of a full panic attack (which I don't get too frequently, normally just when something has triggered my dissociative issues and I'm not aware of any trigger this time) and in particular quite intense physical symptoms, and I'm just wondering whether it's possible to have withdrawal effects after just one day? It might be worth mentioning I had quite a bad reaction to it the first week or two I started it pushing me into a very deep depression, but it seemed to even out and my psych thought it wasn't too much of an issue. Is it more likely that I'm just overthinking/hyperaware of what I'm feeling at the moment? Any thoughts would be very much appreciated!",7.321945945945949,6.94564500540541,7.507162162162165,74.19047297297298,63.81081081081082,11.508108108108113,37.41891891891892,11.00357731598739,4.096308108108109,766,35,145,19,10,249,115,185,0.07200000000000001,0.8690000000000001,0.06,-0.2855,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,14,6,1,1,10,0,14,2,0,3,0,30,28,12,0,2,9,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,14,10,0,0,6,0,1,1,3,5,0,3,6,1,10,1,21,18,6,31,0,2,0,0,1,13,0,4,18,103,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403970338845736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056577530982874,0.0,0.1156762388203416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720246955221962,0.0,0.0,0.1262551283539147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975187860173906,0.0,0.13023808035452164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19974728925080013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645698209360809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286202636555445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07900166883662223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31565064492806194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705729447978282,0.0,0.1642915315400061,0.0,0.0,0.07387420844144234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16041130495293027,0.0,0.0,0.12069542557988445,0.0,0.22231542395716344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14815497930838226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10246469752609773,0.0,0.0,0.17741389283772582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046803292443968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216636838463439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376570981835185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116409854511617,0.0,0.0,0.21405628802165774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15716644961909693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400897804951707,0.1763450625846875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771147871460352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24953033495378896,0.0,0.0,0.1212925925371758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398221623757056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741617667391548,0.0,0.0,0.09737512644872692 anxiety,spaghettispoon,2018/03/21,"I’m so afraid.... hey guys. so my apartment complex got destroyed by tornados a couple of days ago and now my college and my home are destroyed. that’s already sent my anxiety through the roof. however, i’ve seen people making posts on twitter about this conspiracy theory. it’s a voicemail someone got and it was a secret message and it said “imminent danger sos” and said coordinates to the malaysian airplane that crashed. now people are saying aliens are coming april 18th and the world will end and i’m in an absolute state of panic. i can’t breathe or function bc my world is in chaos because of this tornado and because everyone’s saying the world is gonna end in less than a month. idk what to do but cry",2.918788819875772,5.441321355072464,3.987619047619052,84.03000000000002,78.20289855072464,6.8414078674948255,29.422360248447205,7.957251820313856,2.2485490683229825,569,27,104,10,14,184,92,138,0.147,0.853,0.0,-0.9429,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,3,2,9,0,9,1,1,1,0,14,20,12,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,7,5,6,0,13,11,1,20,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,1,8,60,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626102184619693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069776201516932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434832305906974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286702184414312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615667196182322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075320700577772,0.20602634675729894,0.12096097352188105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33224577496093066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17922204734704533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30001845108300634,0.0,0.0,0.18571433334464396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813842372224251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12519805655815144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970896146284102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22006177548324887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600615994195237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17963106424764233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.356825877016032,0.29831119534047273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15891936031403006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SanFrancisco_69ers,2018/03/21,"Will BuSpar help with Weed Anxiety? I have GAD and used to have pretty bad panic disorder although now I have that pretty much handled. GAD caused me to stop smoking weed because of the anxiety. Recently I was prescribed BuSpar and it has immensely helped my anxiety so my first question is does anyone else take BuSpar and has it helped with your anxiety? If so, have you smoked weed while taking the drug? ",5.355600000000003,7.468363960000001,5.490333333333336,77.96350000000002,69.4,8.733333333333334,29.83333333333333,9.2995712137729,2.9147333333333334,327,13,54,7,6,103,51,75,0.214,0.684,0.102,-0.787,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,9,1,0,2,0,10,12,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,8,0,5,10,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,5,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5254918158641788,0.0,0.0,0.12007758516756467,0.17595764430444938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14338734846813825,0.1046849933509206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176413980307315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19681741905492872,0.0,0.15028205053916438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19915223993698164,0.0,0.1434583507086855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607342137535867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3453209289492928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624128453392558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014881138459764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3494222269759588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923768642007088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695626237954537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357394115849534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582391247905892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14831955279651166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,baboons_in_mime,2018/03/21,"Is it possible to ever have close friends again? I’m 27 years old. I’ve always had anxiety, but I used to have friends (usually through school or work). Now my anxiety, along with getting married, having a baby, and working full time, has caused me to drift apart from all of my old friends and never develop new ones. My anxiety makes it impossible for me to ever try to reach out to someone and connect with them, and I wouldn’t know where to start. Plus I always feel like everyone already has close friends, so I’ll never be able to be someone’s “best friend” or even close friend again. Has anyone else had this happen? Did you ever find a way to develop friendships and have meaningful relationships ever again?",6.741176470588236,7.0157925294117645,6.657647058823527,77.60941176470591,64.88235294117646,10.03529411764706,34.64705882352941,9.827888789773867,3.2966647058823524,568,24,105,11,8,180,88,136,0.035,0.71,0.255,0.9897,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,1,3,11,8,0,0,2,0,14,0,0,3,7,31,22,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,13,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,1,10,8,18,16,3,26,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,18,72,13,3,0.1153621245074069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730497305487434,0.0,0.19198105811455055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26475512846443794,0.0,0.0,0.0806638797585764,0.11820212942298898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106543239303905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185086798288228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637025208144254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619559523103371,0.4174065848928828,0.0,0.11023345370206382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058330556394948614,0.08241472479853389,0.0,0.0,0.10543889183866902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347709473577983,0.0,0.06027194865902116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102014345712633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340000664907566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636010686832995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700511391027183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779487645389983,0.11141745871615216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242106287344818,0.0,0.07817236116146761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300534619043808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385574865107328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675262889138285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19549190746176395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165390549193885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726858251789934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832330997179514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09963583591332384,0.12705508190672074,0.0,0.0,0.09156908476907916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679700011953278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428942588694681 anxiety,iamanobodyfornow,2018/03/21,"The stuff that makes you cringe and embarassed and want to hide... We all have our own issues and frankly, nobody gives that much of a shit. Nobody cares if your hair is a little greasy or if you stumble a little during your class speech. Nobody cares if you need to vent sometimes and come off a little crazy. Nobody cares if you don't want to small talk with strangers or if you're nervous during a job interview. Nobody cares about these things as much as you do. I keep telling myself that. My existence isn't going to effect everyone else's life as much as it does mine. So I need to stop worrying. Nobody else cares what happened 3 years ago. Or yesterday. We all fuck up and we're the ones who it effects. (And no, I'm not sorry for the rant or for bumping into you on the subway yesterday. And I'm sure you already don't care.)",2.5614285714285714,4.516892761904764,3.2470476190476205,91.73128571428572,76.73809523809524,5.908571428571428,21.319047619047613,6.742157984588678,0.3540090476190474,656,17,136,6,15,206,98,168,0.117,0.763,0.119,-0.1652,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,9,0,2,2,10,2,1,9,0,6,4,2,3,3,34,25,21,0,9,10,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,12,0,2,2,0,0,2,5,3,0,1,0,2,17,7,18,25,6,15,0,0,0,1,17,8,2,9,5,86,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998832657238812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434424137987465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6893034042241444,0.0,0.0,0.09706310840969266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860628144274196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825793838374227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766975434147688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417005631784088,0.0,0.10809210586418963,0.0640381563033229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996417981411758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760775518837463,0.11181666736814952,0.1001544037283158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958861430578304,0.0,0.33880232346836336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521420602647036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484964156621245,0.16710032046518952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07635430660910922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566352582320738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11144255822741672,0.1261350806201289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420481287636404,0.0,0.0,0.12899066581309568,0.0,0.0,0.10619876316025767,0.0,0.0,0.0905672306734353,0.09848654158341982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485901885660139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13292216140387986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144311440178702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07256167675772608 anxiety,Frankiedoodle89,2018/03/21,"Too scared to sleep cause the anxiety kills me in the morning Literally what the title says. I'm having a bad time with my anxiety it's been at a high all day. I love sleep and I crave it when I can get it but the panic and anxiety in the morning is too much to bare. Really at a loose end . 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I've always grown up believing that my anxiety was just the pressure I felt to be successful; that the sleepless nights, inability to sit idle, my disgust with complacency and the unending pressure in my chest to just keep doing more, were all symptoms of my drive to get to the top. Recently, I've begun medication as I realize this is not how everyone lives and it's beyond a simple desire to be successful and has become extremely detrimental to my physical/mental health and my relationships. As I head into my 5th year of college, (I decided to do class part time and work full time to get ahead) with a 4.0 gpa, 3 years of experience in my field, an amazing girlfriend of many years (we'll get married after graduation), and the world at my fingertips- I'm trying to determine the best path to a balance of career satisfaction and happiness. Have others faced this decision? I'm not super materialistic but I'm graduating with a degree specialized in investment banking and your success is generally tied to your earnings. My fear is accepting a high end job I've worked so hard to deserve and then backing myself into a corner of endless anxiety until I retire. My other fear is accepting a less competitive offer and living with the anxiety of feeling like I let myself and those close to me down. I would love to hear how others weighed these factors in determining their career path and what advice anyone would give in hindsight. Hopefully this all makes sense, I just want to be happy and successful. 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I'm a very obnoxious and hyper person (2/3 of the time, anyway) and it causes things to happen which then cause anxiety/panic attacks. Example: I was at McDonald's a while ago with two if my friends and their parents. Me being the obnoxious garbage human I am, I was goofing off, and spilled soda all over the place. It got on my friends mom and one of my Friends. It was so embarrassing. -anxiety attack- One of my friends assured me it was no big deal, accidents happen. The other still mentions that it happened sometimes and it upsets me all over again. Similar things will happen with me when I talk; in a conversation I sometimes will say something that makes me think 'wtf what's wrong with me' or I'll take things just a bit too far and I just freak out because I can't believe I just said what I said. I'm sure my ADD contributes to all of it but it can't help feeling like my anxiety is just so easily triggered. I can't tell if any of this made any sense 😂 I'm sorry lol",2.1484466019417496,4.332275155339808,3.606611650485437,87.55040291262138,79.0,6.838446601941747,26.804854368932038,7.908726449838941,1.7154609708737865,806,34,163,14,20,265,118,206,0.16899999999999998,0.738,0.093,-0.8334,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,11,13,2,2,9,1,13,1,0,5,5,32,28,16,0,2,8,2,1,1,4,2,0,3,0,2,19,12,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,8,4,24,7,18,17,4,18,0,0,0,0,18,11,0,3,8,114,43,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009255297778582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15485051935855,0.0,0.2612961396628629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590528491418235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940491127851174,0.0,0.0,0.1282755225266958,0.0,0.0,0.12430010025185692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339207609341772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737943806639307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05756847581683105,0.08133798792164537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518561597122852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106019192729227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027261700960657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763145626040142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055623769938262464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077322918754239,0.07599905284462027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334552317464066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543021003467833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642243088562666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941373717375243,0.11895417371458887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166042303625819,0.09054201367851157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765109098980642,0.2252108828718981,0.12745127767799522,0.0,0.0,0.09092469772560838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073069283030028,0.0,0.08560474128631998,0.09151228356407777,0.09951423107023208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302560637440063,0.07295364473594325,0.0,0.0,0.0663897278759637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121972719036884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939422447760588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448249757598252,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DarkestKittenKiz,2018/03/21,"For some of you with trouble sleeping. Recently my anxiety gave me lots of night of insomnia, since i cant use meds for that, i searched other alternative and tumbled upon Celtic music. You find ling play lists on youtube and its extremely relaxing and helps me focus on something else then my over thinking. So if you find yourself in that situation, maybe give it a try ^^ I also use it now just to calm anxiety attacks or to meditate.",6.674698795180722,7.1405405662650665,7.233397590361445,72.7691325301205,65.02409638554218,10.977349397590363,38.286746987951815,10.793553405168565,4.368833253012046,349,18,62,9,5,115,65,83,0.1,0.777,0.123,0.469,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,4,5,1,0,1,0,1,2,1,2,0,14,6,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,10,3,13,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,4,4,43,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17087731711495602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269244440125822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430882889759817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784996079045351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39059357933785693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20497832580110292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14322310299860125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.181660435178888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146671377660868,0.0,0.2373468344780633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005212692407252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109801326533737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675571636244247,0.2401817565229715,0.21383118660105346,0.0,0.0,0.16449889515729835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691551150408818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14507256977947633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3690964225918768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,isSlowpokeReal,2018/03/21,"Tell me if you think this is Normal or not Hey everyone, Recently my sister has been suffering from panic attacks, including uncontrollable crying and obsessively thinking about bad times from our childhood. It started happening a couple times a year but recently it's been happening a few times a month. I told her she may want to talk to a doctor. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder about 4-5 years ago so I don't consider myself a stranger to the mental health care system. What's a bit concerning to me is that her PCP prescribed her 0.5mg xanax PRN right off the bat and didn't suggest she go to therapy or counseling. I'm going to be honest and say I have opinions about xanax. It's helpful in the right circumstances but it's also addictive to lots of people. I worked in a pharmacy and it was pretty rarely prescribed compared to other benzodiazepenes- I was guessing because of the high abuse potential. I don't want to minimize the severity of her anxiety but I still surprised that her doc reached for that first. Is that normal? My sister is naive, in a way. There's not a drug-seeking bone in her body. But I worry that same quality in her will prevent her from seeing it as a potentially addictive drug. Any thoughts?",4.656465845464722,6.6525309914893604,5.653258678611428,76.56105263157895,71.0,9.37290033594625,31.517357222844343,9.811843763644266,3.3962765957446805,993,45,174,26,19,327,142,235,0.133,0.763,0.104,-0.7105,0,0,2,0,1,0,21.0,1,1,0,2,7,9,1,3,16,0,17,11,2,0,0,27,32,14,0,5,9,2,0,0,0,2,9,1,0,0,14,5,0,1,3,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,8,2,26,3,27,21,4,26,0,1,1,0,21,9,0,7,13,121,40,2,0.0,0.14218686040934822,0.0,0.2616473550398385,0.0,0.0,0.10637760986003272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596833228395317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160783585285257,0.0,0.09180385730669954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652354850053294,0.0,0.0,0.10019955615641613,0.07315422163853208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101489384557974,0.1332990256536606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12235357624444855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327837717879164,0.13182037553281814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180302758148025,0.0,0.0,0.13753666724325664,0.12283068525266748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783364956870765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11467037083795235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10207659284049336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640375007806607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219955650695078,0.0,0.21224088442834824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756020460490167,0.0,0.0,0.08043713800856253,0.12679236950591893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020243605204004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093728978744175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578722251434943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23515976519305684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14080056430255025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319668391133192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220887073658297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369818512795381,0.0,0.0,0.20496803410001893,0.0,0.0954331676854622,0.0,0.0,0.09562882370662316,0.0,0.0,0.13557202471169286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494049046521382,0.0,0.09583652463936004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645585234783537,0.10489007163609412,0.0,0.1372367153583237,0.0,0.0,0.153789321188982,0.0,0.09527093971134347,0.2099284666500429,0.0,0.0,0.11467037083795235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156467277174234,0.0952547575633622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736541258508589,0.12187138161682852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455917835649338 anxiety,gracemomo,2018/03/21,"How Does anxiety impact your life? I am trying to represent and understand anxiety as best as I can for a social psychology course. Please take 5 minutes out of your day to answer a few questions. https://www.quicksurveys.com/s/c9CSg2 ",8.949122807017543,11.881544789473686,8.292105263157897,58.17307017543863,61.631578947368425,11.382456140350875,33.719298245614034,11.20814326018867,4.7912877192982455,194,8,26,6,3,61,32,38,0.087,0.746,0.16699999999999998,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,4,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,19,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4670386173439199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32034638468155424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19686428021469612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671307867278429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561069784817025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350784229274527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419555622098613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31116912303062777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295138385513384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20724816894306114,0.0,0.0,0.3177813145541962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,3637br3l,2018/03/21,"Worries/ unnecessary stressing Lately I've been having A LOT of thoughts like ""did I leave the oven on?"" ""did I lock the door?"" ""did I remember to do ____ at work?"" ""did I remember to do this or that"" etc. I think we all have these thoughts sometimes but for some reason it's every day for me lately and it really stresses me out and sometimes keeps me up at night. I don't know how to stop it",-0.19001136363636206,2.1068881125000023,1.8488636363636388,94.76068181818184,92.875,4.90909090909091,19.772727272727273,6.574015621080383,0.2320000000000002,299,10,66,4,11,99,55,80,0.136,0.8420000000000001,0.022,-0.8351,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,3,0,10,0,0,2,1,19,15,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,6,4,0,2,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,0,10,1,11,8,4,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,6,49,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11318051975652205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19572463463999995,0.0,0.0,0.14786310347288034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15598907123138264,0.0,0.0,0.09644811269018297,0.0,0.3959346775538402,0.18582511840881846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08573857047926181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492005791926524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469127953866622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11242734882384152,0.18043930522469767,0.0,0.0,0.3976059293622515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34714042531170763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14672266739236406,0.4020605699366432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124508679985937,0.0,0.2786487327664933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776331155237608,0.17822489287353802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Steve_Kind_Of,2018/03/21,"Constantly worried that everyone’s silently judging me So I’ve been at my new job for a week. My last two full time positions I got laid off from and I’m already letting that paranoia get to me. I do different work from the people I sit near. They have more immediate, fast-paced work and I don’t have the same deadlines. But it just makes me feel like I’m not working hard enough, and that makes me feel like other people think I’m not working hard enough. It’s to the point that I worry people notice im not typing as much as them. Plus it takes a little time for me to get comfortable talking to new people so I worry these very busy people somehow spend their day thinking about how I’m rude and not working hard enough. I know there’s no easy fix to this besides “seek help” but I needed to vent. It’s frustrating that I’m already feeling like this instead of appreciating that I have a job again.",3.5206677018633528,4.892191097826085,4.4139751552795055,86.8254347826087,72.80434782608695,6.9962732919254655,26.72981366459627,7.447530270364453,1.3135726708074538,718,25,147,8,14,232,104,184,0.08199999999999999,0.7959999999999999,0.123,0.6479,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,3,5,9,6,2,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,0,24,25,12,0,1,7,0,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0,6,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,2,6,19,4,18,22,7,16,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,12,91,33,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270735726817735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111827518060163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635268197727955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749352393046983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189248945978241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831157244104254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15606610864377582,0.2205044180817848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10750692911734867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822869901440801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27649578929613033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06896202970734319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113407225622164,0.0,0.2041961080214907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05654321929610818,0.08386547256343355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520746736454303,0.0,0.15079407955809104,0.10311837145157747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13735383552404626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756327330707498,0.07628834746029738,0.0,0.19873505176341547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713590484554555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566395031878786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726012043365212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07735714534995053,0.08269552497442721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13184983950296386,0.0,0.0,0.11998680801726334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050425330147117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489137137084635,0.0,0.0,0.08252859933452981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3745096063366674,0.3134558755176009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Prevette1990,2018/03/21,"Need some support I lost my job today due to my personal safety concerns. I was told that I would still have my job regardless of that, but I've done what can be done. I've recently quit smoking cigarettes. It's been about three weeks since my last one. I also suffer from anxiety attacks and depression which I've managed to keep myself from so far today. Seeing as I've got my own place and bills to pay I'm very worried about money and what not. I was laid off from my last job last year and I ate through all of my savings to live if you will. I'm just looking for some advice or suggestions. Thanks ahead of time.",2.4780816034359354,4.276259456692916,3.5930422333571954,89.86596993557625,76.48031496062994,6.822906227630638,24.14387974230494,7.686295010490155,1.1039039370078738,489,16,103,7,11,158,85,127,0.166,0.777,0.057,-0.9392,3,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,1,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,1,17,22,10,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,2,9,2,15,3,17,10,4,15,0,3,2,0,4,3,0,4,12,66,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464256655635712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983006417324728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463012694504116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17046899939422813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129060279244591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066845446040314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198438068055646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4460906677470012,0.1331880893029651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3664281853286105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323148553927284,0.0,0.125831085899956,0.0,0.16357225145391602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110730819707117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153806351746957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1308378607546016,0.1565549194619479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937736776773556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795271404059993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940613959687295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395237233535628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11966548364825297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004101313920295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379560750981901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737514772419819,0.0,0.28406887780475604,0.14318220989424774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363686036168706,0.0,0.0,0.12019568946759908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217369243029738,0.0,0.10644476422859488,0.0,0.0,0.09649451970376603 anxiety,SmellsLikeFishDicks,2018/03/21,"Customer screams at me for an hour: completely calm. Literally nothing happens: panic attack. What just happened to me perfectly sums up how stupid anxiety is. This morning when i got to work i was sitting at my desk doing literally nothing and suddenly my brain decides to have a panic attack. I wasnt even thinking about anything that would normally trigger an attack, just completely out of the blue. Luckily my manager is really cool and accomodating so she let me go collect myself and come back. I work in a call center (aka the worst place for the anxious to work, im currently looking elsewhere but i need a paycheck) and a client of ours called in who is notorious for being verbally abusive to our phone reps, such as myself. I got screamed at for a solid hour and was perfectly calm throughout. My manager knows how terrible this client and after it was over asked me ""not to be insensitive...but how the hell did you handle that so calmly? I would have freaked out and i dont have anxiety."" Anxiety makes no sense whatsoever.",5.257343750000004,7.21392296354167,6.303041666666669,72.67112500000002,69.36458333333334,9.703333333333333,34.675,10.047579312681364,3.9692225000000008,827,42,138,22,15,275,118,192,0.172,0.674,0.155,-0.8281,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,1,0,5,12,18,5,2,11,1,18,1,1,5,2,28,30,15,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,7,10,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,12,0,0,7,5,22,6,24,18,1,21,1,0,2,0,9,11,1,0,7,104,29,6,0.0,0.14468854046042728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802572491741379,0.1379573212765739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004917916250496,0.0,0.11416280325146284,0.41677675941683057,0.0,0.09390034702265124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632283054966246,0.2493899868944197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519288377669288,0.25607446187513755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14312008017240507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08065705107390922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940184013946589,0.0,0.19533605763743375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597511686775356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405210670286716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190719156037692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711224656590042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248727889610827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254742778578617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151396923641736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09054812316307148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11964861979104215,0.2343488900427653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2865557068535025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758615395561235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823120374841867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782475692802157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667076408593668,0.0,0.0,0.17349666332189992,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RenderedConscious,2018/03/21,"Remember to breathe... Wow, the anxiety is strong this morning. It's very hard to concentrate right now, and I feel very on edge and hyper-vigilant. But I know there is no real, immediate threat that warrants this. Focus on some deep breaths and the feeling will pass.",3.7518367346938746,6.499444183673472,4.125877551020409,82.93697959183675,76.55102040816327,8.001632653061224,30.20816326530613,8.841846274778883,2.849070204081633,211,10,38,5,5,66,40,49,0.162,0.684,0.155,0.1548,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,10,6,4,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,2,4,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587101564976339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419924092361794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30294681512459753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585731355534316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849279092151965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830970240046249,0.2888076478196004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5580751299068829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sweetteapls,2018/03/21,"Scheduled a job interview and want to cancel it, too anxious to follow through I am a student and i was let go from my job in january. I have been on a few interviews, was offered 2 jobs, accepted one and declined the other. I started the job i accepted and it was so terrible (not just because of anxiety) that i quit the second day. This interview tomorrow is for a hostess position, i only have retail experience so i'm super nervous and I don't even know if I want this job. The woman who scheduled the interview said there will be herself and 1 or 2 more managers as well. I am so anxious about this I just want to call tomorrow and say I can't go. I don't know what to do! I will be so anxious I'll stutter, slur my words and be unable to form proper sentences. I feel mad at myself for wanting to cancel since I need a job but also feel like I won't be able to do the interview.",2.769629343629344,3.922196654054056,5.1268146718146745,81.84195945945949,74.35135135135134,8.312741312741313,30.511583011583014,8.841846274778883,2.5499420849420846,691,32,141,14,14,244,103,185,0.094,0.815,0.091,-0.1357,6,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,9,1,1,11,0,22,0,0,0,0,26,37,17,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,3,0,2,0,1,9,8,0,0,6,0,1,3,5,4,1,2,5,4,21,5,17,24,3,12,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,7,108,30,13,0.11993587835683694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591267859032317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09175061866404516,0.4064802124581522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311179824175189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246794143742334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734871949250156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921651651248236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732030292368754,0.0,0.0,0.1212863675342941,0.08568221546244595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363246471871836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7141071171572135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182724430145146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226425615242357,0.0,0.0585946119699308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893093409959807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08127165513952142,0.09121664000804017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756656983157405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140864853571398,0.09537782434302718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921219795994472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489123200754731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282965153945282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783675836274163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,clerksfanboy,2018/03/21,"Got asked if i wanted to start working on the till I said yes. At the end of the day, it's more hours, more days, which means more money, which I need. Unfortunately, my anxiety is making me panic about it, even though it looks pretty easy, and everyone seems to be fine with it (apart from annoying customers, which they say they have to deal with a lot) im worried about making myself look stupid, or doing something shitty, or charging someone extra by accident, or adding up wrong and giving out the wrong change. People who work at tills, how hard is it? does it give you anxiety?how were you on your first day? I have to come in on Monday, for three hours to go through everything and train, and will work the full day on Tuesday (learning on the job i guess) put my mind at ease! lol",4.379415584415587,5.567042006493509,4.5050649350649365,87.699025974026,70.49350649350649,7.418181818181819,24.38961038961039,7.686295010490155,1.0174233766233771,615,16,126,7,11,191,107,154,0.174,0.723,0.103,-0.9106,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,3,2,4,5,6,2,1,7,2,8,0,0,3,0,23,25,12,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,5,0,2,3,5,14,1,27,20,6,29,0,0,2,0,12,13,0,7,13,85,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10202925521976286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12468486532146353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410899471976801,0.11488821378696527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440557614513353,0.1375007299321058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671478204998564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812805172291152,0.0,0.0,0.08809098291170345,0.0,0.0,0.12744271183817116,0.11986620103972274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134461998485817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25588525178466665,0.0757984110795752,0.0,0.10666981427086228,0.0,0.14692435248908453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11947516223099873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26268921220678193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406470361814053,0.0,0.13235118260703788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22399786722772885,0.0,0.0,0.11338814973093055,0.0,0.0,0.17805376158596362,0.0,0.0,0.14528126468984826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346677530752938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889368708677176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15648336716743996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09246338819804427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568732566066305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340757505185807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686736396024814,0.1060628094272884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141690762604868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130057073993208,0.1026763220967782,0.0,0.0,0.09440142532589084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310373645589967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866629220206119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29128932834197285,0.13544579349675198,0.0,0.0,0.291642804948302,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Struggling2bnormal,2018/03/21,"Anxiety tips? What is everyone's best tips for combating anxiety? I am struggling with anxiety, it comes in waves. Some days I'm fine, others I struggle and am panicky. Currently I'm struggling with anxiety about having a panic attack at work. I had a panic several months ago at work, and ever since I have had several anxiety when I leave for work and when I'm at work. It's like my body goes into overdrive and I start panicking, worrying about my heart rate, and taking my pulse. One of my biggest anxieties is about my heart. I am 22 years old but I am afraid my heart will stop beating, and no one will be able to help me. This even occurs at work, even though I work in a hospital. I have constant anxiety while at work. It's almost debilitating. On the days where I have to go to work, I wake up in the morning and immediately am anxious and depressed. I feel so sad and panicky, and I struggle to get out of bed. I live alone and some days I feel that I have no purpose. I also struggle to sleep at night, and I have a hard time falling asleep. Once I fall asleep, I wake up 3-4 times a night. I currently take buspirone for anxiety, and I have Xanax for when I have panic attack, but I do not want to rely on taking xanax. I want to get this under control. I feel like I can never relax. What are your best tips for combating anxiety? How do you relax? How do you get through heart anxiety?",2.120010872519707,4.0861522120141345,3.999169611307423,85.77722139168253,78.11660777385157,7.463386789888557,25.372247893449305,8.384062270229773,1.739925360152215,1088,41,224,22,26,368,131,283,0.299,0.642,0.059,-0.9955,2,1,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,12,15,20,2,9,7,0,25,12,10,3,2,35,42,24,0,2,3,0,4,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,9,18,0,2,3,2,0,4,4,13,0,2,2,4,38,7,36,37,4,44,0,2,0,0,4,18,0,3,24,153,47,8,0.06755673163037543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598849664503887,0.0,0.06764830817815527,0.06996839992481974,0.0,0.05402509387723635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5168071478633128,0.0763198774831779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537110700719764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14179324385390932,0.0,0.0,0.07504029926637902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058194142417743774,0.0,0.07300482692383548,0.07577061898895393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070550921788218,0.0,0.05818651396139377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924116819830513,0.061108931455552136,0.0,0.06455335215295553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247614009494976,0.04826254257521345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058868119267991,0.0,0.038394047431033716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06051756204640906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202202090199027,0.04528185317705511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153282437457101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600961330455703,0.0,0.05965383172632069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05392313865855049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052103916173744345,0.0,0.0,0.12679483243319944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088942558062153,0.07194571437314512,0.09155637946939814,0.0,0.0,0.2377898059718097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526397549663558,0.0,0.055883626516648535,0.0,0.06760552029401945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047817002360569176,0.0,0.0,0.05648045263319205,0.0,0.3531248201954134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523827639411654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06637414582258247,0.0,0.07878574698103294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969342130031419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39345684178963,0.06860714025243704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04350432023551108 anxiety,CaitSam,2018/03/21,"Anyone else here have zero confidence? It’s so hard to live life without any confidence at all, I feel like a ship without a captain, just totally and utterly lost.",3.6402150537634412,6.183023129032258,5.188387096774196,76.26924731182797,75.7741935483871,9.29462365591398,32.913978494623656,9.725611199111238,3.9575720430107526,131,7,22,4,3,44,28,31,0.128,0.617,0.255,0.6757,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,1,1,4,2,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,16,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20795685206952014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21382490270045795,0.3133318022701517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25545956673801234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462342727554396,0.218466066396439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27393985112942315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21599804079858045,0.1494001330381923,0.0,0.270030074408419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33382062127606704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5895672819872652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,decompiled_james,2018/03/21,"Any minute now I'm either going to lose my job, or get a raise Yesterday I got a diagnosis of Asperges, that's not related to this story, but the set's background of how anxious I get and how it affects me. (My employer knows this) A couple of weeks ago we had our ""annual reviews"" at work, which went well. On the back of that, and 2 weeks later, I was offered a 4% raise. My salary is currently 20% below what I could earn elsewhere, and as a experienced programmer the job market it booming. I wasn't happy with this, and raised my complaint to HR and my boss via email. I finally got a meeting, and while they heard my reasons and understood, the stoodfirm. I'd already been looking, and have a couple of interviews lined up, so I told them that if that was the case I'd have to look elsewhere. Since then the big boss, the day to day boss and my line manager have been in a meeting, and they've asked to discuss it with me again at the end of the day. Either I'm going to get a chance to negotiate, or I'm getting the can. I'm proud that I stood up for myself rarther than sitting and making myself anxious to the point of anger, however now the anxity of the unknown is setting in. I had the courage to roll the dice, now I'm left hanging for the result. 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I got an offer to study medicine but my GAD is my biggest concern. What do you guys think ,4.901500000000002,7.1149461500000015,4.036666666666669,87.495,70.83333333333334,5.466666666666668,33.66666666666667,5.6839178017228535,1.8115666666666663,259,13,45,1,5,76,44,60,0.17800000000000002,0.789,0.033,-0.7992,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,2,0,1,1,3,0,3,4,0,7,3,0,0,0,11,10,7,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,6,0,5,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,2,30,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967557504018068,0.0,0.0,0.3880895636056825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15162570923739846,0.0,0.0,0.3754311430818166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866996693587887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16777373373769006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611754809885796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909834982473845,0.1910536439681833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928726240732169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963288484929725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918666816351038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063185868859614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4343301218851581,0.1981918314337462,0.0,0.20737147969498304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24295244476033734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13801764915107018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,foldandfade,2018/03/21,"Questioning Everything My anxiety makes me second guess and question everything. I had better control of it in the past but now I feel thrown into a mess with nothing to help me get by. I second guess everything. Every little thing. It's driving me crazy. If I read a book and I tell the story of the book to someone else, in my mind I'm going: ""Is that really what happened? What if I'm wrong? I should check."" And so I check and then, after a while, I start questioning myself, even if I was right. Of course I also do this with everything else, ""Did I close the door? I'll check."" Check one time, go back to bed. ""But is it really closed? What about the window?"" I feel really out of control. And tired. I keep fighting with my brain 24/7. Even when it looks like I'm fine and relaxed, I'm still screaming in my head.",0.14059288537549364,2.52524866666667,2.011462450592888,93.41893280632416,92.63636363636364,5.2938076416337285,17.476943346508566,6.8959733430537185,0.1976903820816865,630,17,133,10,23,207,95,165,0.171,0.76,0.069,-0.946,0,0,0,0,3,0,33.0,0,0,0,3,9,8,1,0,8,0,7,3,2,3,0,31,23,16,0,4,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,1,3,0,10,13,0,3,5,4,4,3,0,4,0,3,3,4,21,4,18,19,0,22,0,0,1,0,6,9,0,8,11,88,31,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850853480755836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423382961586886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471929088305656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894439563166404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13751175847859531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27631798937821417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058053711900232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272098931852172,0.0,0.1037860781674544,0.0,0.4428318580253955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12456895723835786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435746767390937,0.0,0.14001424472699153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27139753924610543,0.0,0.10892936270599783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264201851943101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256624264233234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10948974801586124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06018046266260424,0.12346064224450325,0.0,0.0,0.10344178642287692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0822248863603693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437862131518393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819637194060385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347125517550881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117591078443606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4139758168445454,0.0,0.1232152521352162,0.0,0.2367404715402376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10519668436998912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10437163883781488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718879512052016,0.0,0.09837323832343388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766642523451632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08183659236350307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182836661474752,0.1415794932120489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468008921067295,0.0,0.0 anxiety,queencheryltunt,2018/03/21,"Coping methods for a day that isn’t terrible, but not easy either I’ve woken up today with a tight chest, racing heart and a constant niggle of fear in my head. For no reason, naturally. I have a full day in a super friendly, chatty office where I need to be a ray of fucking sunshine. HELP :(",4.066525423728817,4.815756288135597,5.962500000000002,78.5857838983051,70.86440677966101,7.255932203389831,26.614406779661017,7.1686216300943375,1.4581491525423729,227,7,42,2,4,79,48,59,0.214,0.5329999999999999,0.253,0.7142,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,1,6,1,1,6,0,3,4,3,1,0,8,6,2,0,1,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,3,3,9,4,2,9,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,0,4,29,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263985741264766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3895823845885362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3398796341809223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333558093186745,0.2792316569166101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30998078236364945,0.0,0.0,0.3579195514689106,0.20245143963172288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395926912252287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3105480296174626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862991610811317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,crazeefiend,2018/03/21,"The Classic WW3 anxiety So I'm really bad at getting this anxiety, it happens everytime the news comes up. Every time I'm convinced it's too real to NOT lead to war. Obviously with all this russia britain thingy that's going on has led me to believe it's coming yet again. Is there anything I can do to stop/help this anxiety? 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It's like, my sleeping is fine all week round and then when time comes to sleep for college I can't. What am I scared of? I need to go in and finish my work so I should be happy to jump at that opportunity. The thought of redoing the year terrifies me. I guess it's just trying to get out of this rut I've found myself in, overcome that feeling. I dunno. Has anyone reading this experienced the same thing/overcame it? Either way, I just wanna hear others thoughts on education/college anxiety.",1.9762577962577976,4.624224477477477,3.6859459459459463,83.84413721413722,83.5045045045045,6.298267498267497,26.55647955647956,7.61054688173877,1.809567706167706,451,20,84,8,13,150,77,111,0.097,0.7659999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.6629999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,1,3,0,6,2,2,0,1,18,17,6,0,3,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,4,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,4,11,4,15,12,4,16,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,8,57,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4408267978753137,0.0,0.0,0.13430825693315646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1170914535331538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165461704384804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971224714059674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106080870783844,0.0,0.0,0.10035495925296282,0.0,0.10916467297631063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160006737989512,0.0,0.0,0.20447494662173915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164904650120486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384160217320804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120243053766984,0.14242642895133276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19213406080590803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19230767173751204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3844416000968234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12761079931941022,0.0,0.0,0.30498343254587645,0.11200460592007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041112417393558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246581494850373,0.15407665889852531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13983804241207518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24738912458224235 anxiety,beefsquatch87,2018/03/21,Social and general anxiety don’t mix well with Ibsd You tell yourself you’re going to go to sleep early and when you try and can’t you start to have anxiety and then you find yourself in the bathroom. Then you have to wake up pretty early in the morning and you’re already worried about the little amount of sleep you got and you feel your stomach hurting a bit and when you’re about to leave you think about having stomach problems in a public area with people around and then you find yourself in the bathroom again. It never ends. ,3.7367619047619023,5.798531819047625,4.019047619047623,87.02761904761904,73.66666666666666,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,1.0210952380952378,431,15,79,3,9,134,58,105,0.113,0.8370000000000001,0.049,-0.5994,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,10,0,0,8,3,0,0,6,0,5,5,5,0,1,18,11,13,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,2,1,0,1,1,10,1,17,10,2,21,0,1,0,0,13,8,0,0,11,55,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21168787927577107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934970531898127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707683249376365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209427394424132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699034017500735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699441808058773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3506561428184621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21804148467425302,0.0,0.1534230358016891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053567254001844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20311902851074484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922628785829448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14795021624476026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13298995423233853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19515887943528407,0.0,0.1835542791373376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38393472434918186,0.19554533021815534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13577743016152302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766684885154273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291616579419562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.130239180669253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724771520118879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19481148408183488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,punchingbag0101,2018/03/21,"how to deal with the source of my anxiety What do you do when you know where it comes from? The more I learn about how big my anxiety really is, and how all these thoughts in my head are just anxiety like 90% of the time... The more upset I get when i look at my journal and see 8 pages of anxiety there. Or when I know it comes from my parents but my mom still calls me and tries to start up a relationship. Last time I was in therapy I didn't go past this point. We kinda stopped right at childhood stuff, and while I stopped for other reasons I dont know if I can do that again. I feel like my entire life is shaped by this. I just want to dish out the same poison that was given to me. I'm tired of always having to be the bigger person or just ""Ok I'll let it go and move on."" This time I really don't want to do that. Anxiety for me is a combination of fear, unknowns and the inability to see or understand something or someone. I feel like if I get over this, i will move into an unknown territory in my life where I see the things as caused by my parents as the past and I let my past be my past and kind of start living now. but it has to be on my terms! my terms are 1) everybody in my family that I dislike, I never talk to again. 2) the source, aka mom and dad (but dad passed away) should just think of me as not their son. My mom acts like nothing happened. She has that ""I have a new lease on life"" 50 year old woman thing, but when she calls me I just hear ""i created a bad childhood for you that affects you till today, but I dont care that I did it and I forgot about it and I'm happy now."" That boils me alive. She has to be dead for me to move on, and I dont mean physically. I have to let her go, I have to think of her like my dad. I feel its the only way. I'm anxious that my psych will think thats drastic or try to get me to take a smaller step, like telling my mother to only call me. Or rather just saying not to call me. She knows when I start using words like ""terms"" or ""never"" when I speak in absolutes, it's anxiety. And I know this too.... sometimes. But its like for this one thing I want to be able to ""give in"" I guess. Just this one thing. Anybody understand that feeling? Like if you had just a handful of things where you could completely give into your anxiety... it would almost be like you didn't have anxiety",2.1753489871581344,3.0055641610338,3.7874386115738012,92.12197356402129,75.38170974155071,7.266863682768255,22.54091666218902,7.63319966405982,0.6217140293374888,1795,45,434,23,37,600,205,503,0.105,0.7979999999999999,0.098,-0.5591,2,0,1,0,0,1,66.0,1,8,1,0,30,18,1,2,18,1,42,9,2,7,3,88,89,43,1,10,27,10,5,10,0,4,5,3,0,2,37,20,2,3,18,0,0,11,10,4,0,2,9,12,78,14,62,66,8,75,0,0,4,0,41,26,0,13,47,305,115,2,0.06129659200581258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061379682619450815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051003674916442095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3751338008663708,0.06924770158532252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05759016594988221,0.0,0.05118009396449494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503626952310908,0.0,0.06249596075363344,0.0629684849133341,0.0,0.10560317288365442,0.06426831050162862,0.0,0.0,0.048940340967554834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06319409483366986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21551744795284852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057784971686093964,0.06897570747351142,0.12397359469861848,0.1313708927297721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09607481819850056,0.11760255291591724,0.10450879745226116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06752510673329015,0.0,0.05420437387563623,0.06525136199568438,0.0,0.0,0.0629079874651855,0.0,0.06908571409116271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06383096800034124,0.16843501961012686,0.04996490363189052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18803975489133445,0.12988678706787835,0.2994641864358354,0.0,0.05412601374675705,0.0,0.05147369934369956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06676995840603216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153694831724416,0.0,0.19544572998979465,0.0,0.0,0.09455142113983044,0.05920063052245497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881573320780554,0.0,0.06432046211347513,0.0,0.08307231422281677,0.0932376407012854,0.0,0.0,0.13612522291971574,0.0,0.2340581316940185,0.0,0.053521819819704386,0.0,0.0,0.05794509225495429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853633285573168,0.06302310551495761,0.0,0.06580960020506439,0.0,0.052346954654075295,0.0,0.048745510228077014,0.0,0.0,0.1465363431963375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051936403491565516,0.04718911120661033,0.0606238968435478,0.0,0.1301581299406253,0.0,0.048951537555877715,0.10249339119312144,0.0,0.0,0.07016993276550458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04608740873337281,0.04926787878063425,0.053575923169737034,0.0,0.07009799500961059,0.0,0.20361366021905086,0.11782914332825595,0.0,0.048662647156846366,0.10722760719817373,0.07045141541773149,0.05810200199913103,0.0,0.0,0.0832327247159473,0.0,0.0,0.1276238280369465,0.0,0.052940574813573005,0.0,0.0,0.10846295431489507,0.04865438161270628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043543340275787885,0.0,0.0,0.03947299556403243 anxiety,IUsedABalisong,2018/03/21,"Post-Purchase Anxiety? I got a new phone yesterday as a late graduation gift from my dad and I've had anxiety about spending money in the past but even though it wasn't my money spent on it, the past 12 hours or so since getting it I've been stressing out really bad about having wasted money or breaking it or screwing it up somehow. I normally don't get like this other than social anxiety but I've had this tightness in my chest clearly from stress about this and it won't go away and I feel like I can't function.",3.6350943396226434,4.986365103773586,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,72.49056603773585,7.941509433962264,28.34433962264151,8.472884824447931,2.0463433962264155,415,16,82,7,8,138,68,106,0.252,0.6990000000000001,0.048,-0.9697,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,1,2,4,0,8,2,1,0,1,14,14,11,0,1,5,1,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,1,1,0,5,1,4,4,0,0,6,2,7,2,13,7,0,14,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,4,8,54,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4329127054694112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17722753493796325,0.0,0.15750122857979573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12459075473867424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537884734068576,0.1347599258604829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971066057093966,0.0,0.10720485720839762,0.0,0.1508675715556724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857661597632288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21278698709824426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843137580482499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821835662602271,0.0,0.0,0.18482093809190528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601443495441161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18065890508517324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12084355415125493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15603971453559845,0.0,0.0,0.19228826326444226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321584451070845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533161522032676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,redditsonurface,2018/03/21,"Worry about disillusionment & depersonalization stemming from trauma and panic [possible TW] Hi, everyone. So, long story — I had a house fire back about a year ago now. Over the last week or so, I’ve been having panic attacks quite frequently (I normally have 1-2 a week, sometimes less) and I just feel out of place among my friends and feel like I’m letting them down as a result. I’m also sleeping more during the day and less at night, I don’t really feel like myself in any aspect, my work is starting to suffer a little (thankfully my grades in school are okay) and I’m worried I’m dealing with either disillusionment or depersonalization. Has anyone dealt with either of these? I just feel so lost and confused. 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My mom would scream at me....""fucking bitch!!!!!!"" I was only a kid, why slam me in the back of closet? Why couldnt I play on the basketball team? Why cut my hair short? Why ingrain it in my brain math is BAD? Why scare all my friends and make me become anti social? ...my foundation is so weak. I am currently sitting here in algebra class, lost...knowing im going to fail. I am 27 years old. My anxiety eats me alive so bad I cant even attend the exam without a panic attack, so Ill skip it. I ask myself everyday...How did I survive 6 years in the military. I did it. Everyday was a rock slide. Would I get in trouble for freezing up today...I am a shit bag a complete shit bag. I heard you talking about me from in your office...""that girl... what a piece of shit"" ""shes so fucking stupid"" ""hahah her forhead scar looks like harry potter"" ...Thanks my boyfriend pushed me in a wall and busted my head up and then rubbed his balls on my face. fast foward 5 years...""shes a fat slut""...wow thanks for talking about me getting drugged and raped like that. Please let me out civilian life will be better...civilian life will be better... This is my mind, I have so much more to say. So much longer of a story, im sitting here, im breathing, at least I am at school right? 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I've been receiving treatment for an anxiety disorder for some time now, but I have never raised it with my employers. I have a high-stress job in a marketing / creative capacity and, today, for the first time in four years, my anxiety got the better of me and I had to call in sick. I've been feeling another episode coming on for a while and it kind of spiked yesterday evening, leading to an almost entirely sleepless night and me feeling genuinely very ill this morning. I have an hours commute each way to the office and I just didn't feel it would be safe for me to drive. I have a big team meeting tomorrow, which I think may have been one of my trigger points, and am feeling incredibly guilty for missing today. I'm trying to just take every hour as it comes and am trying to arrange a face-to-face with my GP, but am told I won't get an appointment until April 12. Just feeling really shitty and hoping this doesn't have a detrimental effect on my career or the goodwill of my employers and wanted to see your coping mechanisms for when your anxiety makes it hard for you to work. 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But on the second hold I find it difficult to hold my breath. Am i doing something wrong? If I got breathing under control that would solve most of my anxiety because it's almost always due to hyperventillation.",5.066271186440678,7.403690203389836,6.212000000000002,71.54274576271187,70.6949152542373,8.109830508474579,32.13898305084746,8.841846274778883,3.10338372881356,258,12,41,5,5,86,45,59,0.134,0.8340000000000001,0.032,-0.6969,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,3,1,0,12,5,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,5,0,9,2,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,3,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317013208415597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2756284427608977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253407096471891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20192832244673847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3715276120938453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027585934710963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649327181439551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270716754779474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550141976721733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248985620917232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23531212393000076,0.3621723801162871,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nicetitts,2018/03/21,"I've got traffic court in 40 minutes, and there's a snow storm here. I missed an insurance payment. My registration was suspended. Got pulled over. They cited me for speeding, driving uninsured, and driving on suspended registration. Went to court to fight it, ride bailed so I took an old plate off of another car I own. Got pulled over again on the way. They cited me for driving on expired registration. Got to court. Charges of driving uninsured and speeding were dropped if I plead guilty to the suspended registration charge, so I signed on the line. Later found out this carries an automatic license suspension so I filed an appeal. Today I'm going in for the expired registration charge. I have current registration, insurance, etc. But it's snowing hard. My neighbor just told me the main roads haven't been cleared and schools are closed for the day. Court doesn't open for another ten minutes. I guess I'm gonna call and see if they can move it to the afternoon. Nervous. This has been so crazy. Why do I have such awful luck?",3.2209801136363647,6.1352200468750056,3.669886363636365,84.2955681818182,80.30208333333334,6.824242424242425,29.56060606060606,8.00094639256281,2.3611270833333333,827,40,149,16,22,258,111,192,0.154,0.83,0.015,-0.9716,1,0,0,0,1,0,27.0,0,0,3,0,9,4,1,1,12,1,12,0,0,0,1,17,27,12,0,2,4,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,0,12,2,3,0,1,12,2,17,1,22,14,3,36,0,1,1,0,7,13,0,4,9,89,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821520707276155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606940581551096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751834894615502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322610251714066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997974150436649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356116793671036,0.0,0.5829594785508203,0.0,0.20073847624775012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16323544469923887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367353332365936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912117163651172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844187592589484,0.14520763052047722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727254929683693,0.17412127635666255,0.2024557495911417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463962961640364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16892195566475152,0.16442733929986286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PaxWV,2018/03/21,I need help working up the courage to get therapy today I'm too stressed to write anything here,2.6557894736842123,5.2230811578947405,3.020263157894739,90.32934210526315,79.52631578947368,5.905263157894738,35.8157894736842,7.1686216300943375,2.5634,78,5,15,1,2,24,17,19,0.108,0.628,0.265,0.5423,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360188944986596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333436327206876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736934413131039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027698058932753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4677379856842209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4669582960165513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870469026246004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29726741918149746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cowsskategood,2018/03/21,"Most social media platforms cause me stress Anyone else find that social media causes anxiety? I gave up Facebook a couple months ago after some bad interactions from ""friends. "" I also stopped using my Instagram except for my business page (only post and interact on my posts) I was always hearing everyone in person making fun of people's posts online and evertime I began to post something thought about how very few would care. Also getting mad at others political posts and hateful thoughts. Anyone else give it up? Or planning too? I started playing the guitar with my newly available time. 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As much as I want to do the latter, I have jealous co-workers discouraging me and no guarantee that things will work out with that. I keep panicking and imagining myself living under a bridge. I am so scared that I haven't even been looking for other jobs or talking to my boss about my potential. This is not ok.",6.324838709677419,7.263899924731183,6.949623655913983,72.84443548387098,65.88172043010752,10.501075268817203,32.704301075268816,10.504223727775694,3.637675268817203,395,16,68,10,6,130,70,93,0.211,0.7559999999999999,0.034,-0.954,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,3,4,1,1,3,1,8,0,0,1,0,16,13,8,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,12,1,14,10,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,3,1,55,19,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028232157479778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891977951922584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811010469845306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720929764604878,0.24371420162559085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24211631470957964,0.0,0.23025199025139997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20156246520522345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745137477144837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203849206360622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821607970888816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172538220471544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.598844519546659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bingingpig,2018/03/21,"Last week I did things that have always caused me a lot of anxiety, things that I usually just don't do because of anxiety. I've always had a hard time contacting strangers. If it's to book an appointment with an doctor, or call somewhere for information, even send emails with some sort of requests or anything. Just interacting with strangers is a big thing to me. I can't even answer the phone if I don't recognize the number... And god help me if I have to ask someone on the bus to move so that I can exit it. BUT. Last week I contacted a woman for my internship that I will do over the summer, and I will meet her today to talk about how things will be! Sort of an interview, but I know that they have taken me in. Hooray! Very happy, very anxious. I also contacted a lecturer at my Uni for my master theses! We'll meet next week so that we can discuss it and so that I can hopefully start it! Very anxious. It's only been a year since I turned in my bachelors thesis. And now I'm going to do this all over again, but a thousand times harder and wayyy more stressful (must be some sort of masochism....) Wtf is wrong with me... AND I sent an email this morning to request to rent a bar for an event that a group that I'm working with is having! I don't even go clubbing or to the bars. It's too stressful and I always feel claustrophobic in those kind of places. Too crowded. Even though I did all of these things, it meant that I haven't slept all night because I'm so stressed over saying something stupid on the interview today, wrote the email yesterday but didn't send it until this morning because I read it a thousand times over it to be sure it sounded well and to make sure I was contacting the right person and again, didn't say anything stupid in it. I'm still not sure if the lecturer will accept my idea for the thesis and am quite sure it will be shot down. And I know I will be stupidly anxious over the weekend and write all my ideas down and just read them out loud because I might just forget what I planned to say. And now I sort of hate myself for doing all of this, but am still proud that I didn't let anxiety stop me achieving my goals. 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Finally found a group that I feel kinda happy with. When I’m with these guys I don’t feel the normal anxiety I feel when I’m with other people. Took quite a few months of college to do it and it didn’t seem possible for me, but I’m... content? My depressive episode is pretty much over for the time being and I feel like less of a piece of shit every week. But still I’m up. All night. It’s 4am right now and I can feel my heart pumping in my chest. I can’t sleep with all these worries. What if this almost-happiness is too good to be true? What about this big midterm I have tomorrow(/today?)? What about this commitment I have a month from now? What about finding someone for a date party in a few weeks? What about this friendship I ruined - How is she doing? I worry about the same incredibly stupid shit every single day. Things I can’t change and things that have already happened. I can’t even sleep at night. I’m often up for 24+ hours until I just pass out from total exhaustion. Anyway, I don’t really know where I was going with this post, just some late night (early morning?) rambling. If you read this far, you’re a real one and I hope you’re doing well.",1.2558333333333316,3.614478472222224,2.5763492063492066,92.62142857142858,83.72222222222223,5.187301587301588,18.52380952380953,6.5431188927421005,-0.014247619047619063,973,24,204,10,28,313,145,252,0.13,0.7170000000000001,0.153,0.6106,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,1,20,13,3,0,10,0,21,8,6,1,5,40,40,13,0,4,6,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,21,11,0,0,9,1,0,4,6,6,2,1,5,5,23,7,29,33,11,38,0,2,0,0,4,11,2,8,23,140,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058626325010322,0.0,0.1166639036165446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087499398222557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183702758573782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636043690112634,0.0,0.09105589939942207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982661686128215,0.0,0.17814618129067694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26727433523851424,0.07552590664573464,0.0,0.11581035262212767,0.09662554745288296,0.0,0.0,0.11591578273258756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12016545699013395,0.08867235368770704,0.0,0.0,0.11646175499177305,0.10467875256103208,0.0934872496347289,0.2250803738418796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527790871577305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10500314349327734,0.10411223923304674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581005760223351,0.0,0.1192560030023123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467268548430768,0.051649121929202124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687683126111255,0.0,0.07771586783097321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3968416982005235,0.10358249180812004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163815041293063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329246840022557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918265390991885,0.1012498894835362,0.2151091198820164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124455150023383,0.10574793378954343,0.1203317363447013,0.06772650646168699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09028372560102614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624290261108456,0.0,0.0,0.21703873502858287,0.0,0.0,0.21159134774158134,0.0,0.08957564069434612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08442758921982718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047044340453307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061645788369218,0.0,0.10020955832148744,0.0,0.11745805959221813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16960333066789912,0.0,0.19010873846166465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147262118178392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thavillain,2018/03/21,"Dealing with fear of sleeping Uggh, I hate this... I've been doing so good for a long time, been off Ativan for a year (still take low rx Prozac) I've never liked sleeping, there is so much uncertainty and vulnerability, in it...its 1am and I'm stressing over getting a few z's, every time I start to drift off I think I'm going to die in my sleep. I'm overweight and use cpap, I take a statin as well and even though I'm overweight, I'm not diabetic or have high BP... But having a heart attack in my sleep scares the hell out of me, I think about my kids growing up without me, someone having to find my body, etc... My stress level has been heightened lately, I'm finally finishing up divorce paperwork (on going for 2 years) and going on a weekend trip 6 hours from home (I don't travel well) I feel like a mess right now, hopefully taking about it will help me out... 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But it prompted me to think a lot about meaning of life ,purpose, the struggle and hard times. I got sick of oming to conclusions and not knowing what to believe. Radical accepting is taking time to help me with this, I just want to have peace of mind, but overthinking detaches me from things I would usually enjoy. any tps ? how to Ignore overthinking? or decrease it. thanks,btw try exercise of DEEP ABDOMINAL BREATHING",7.4744230769230775,8.648830929487183,7.059384615384616,72.2356153846154,63.42307692307693,10.342564102564104,38.67692307692308,10.355215969177356,4.384281538461538,699,36,111,16,10,219,103,156,0.136,0.7809999999999999,0.083,-0.5920000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,0,2,8,7,1,1,2,0,5,6,1,1,1,37,17,13,1,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,11,13,0,1,10,1,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,1,13,3,24,14,2,17,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,11,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760823144457234,0.0,0.0,0.19223540988366775,0.0,0.21625315698943698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11801503217547304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592445266125579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2435079907110425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571784765125995,0.0,0.0,0.14669113595246874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384559036314943,0.0,0.08032816497305094,0.11855133137237052,0.1130444598554842,0.0,0.0,0.13995123582954702,0.24997730294994416,0.0,0.12661506231045225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842165712400398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776781077133441,0.1152129520092834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19966868845034888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1201642866631214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14329904795139914,0.0,0.15396335135901393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271557057080878,0.0,0.11281818583491088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901200196891732,0.40952822326367294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356218816588823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745098887795113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776180533552255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627192338346156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780327116075274,0.09056652736080856,0.0,0.0,0.16483582493837304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596223770338426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566872717389382,0.0,0.08336743221690256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362490667883038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040561291738903,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,scw1814,2018/03/21,"What helps minimize your anxiety? What have you found that helps you calm down during anxious moments or reduces the amount of anxiety attacks you have? Has anyone “gotten over” something they are anxious about or anxiety in general (if that’s even possible). I’ve heard meditation, yoga, less caffeine, and working out all help. If these have helped you please let me know, but I am also interested in knowing what else has worked for other people. Thank you in advanced! 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My parents don't support me going out to be treated by doctors for anxiety. I've resorted to taking nervetonic over the counters from CVS. I'm TERRIFIED of being put in public and all of sudden my hands sweat like FAUCETS. IM Petrified of shaking hands, or even hi fiving people and it's taking a toll on my life. I can't even have a girl friend cuz all I worry about is wiping my sweaty hands. This fear is so bad whenever they start sweating (almost everyday) I can't focus on a anything besides wiping the sweat away :(",2.135249999999999,4.416880691666666,3.945,84.59,79.58333333333334,6.666666666666668,25.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.7153333333333336,473,19,89,8,12,159,85,120,0.232,0.6940000000000001,0.073,-0.9642,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,0,3,5,0,8,9,6,1,2,10,15,6,0,0,1,1,3,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,0,3,10,4,16,13,3,12,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,4,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019968421759813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3086356915458676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16600116693293285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952577083838648,0.0,0.16843060963990492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2064724435235865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26647280107404464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22699490290437416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15585099532697286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11464405464508015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521094016945726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21789588355204795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28496640048098776,0.09855186182678133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239899588660509,0.0,0.0,0.1398496034186955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027877293218644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278085792950287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21088509230883715,0.0,0.0,0.228913319212058,0.0,0.0,0.30334177796041345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22521696763849006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048599004903429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thunde-r,2018/03/21,what kind of anxiety is this i always feel muscle tension even if i sit and i notice myself squeezing my teeth together like biting and that came after stressful job and events and it can't seem to go away even if im chilling,2.9552173913043482,4.8901473478260895,4.286304347826088,84.81467391304348,75.52173913043478,6.339130434782609,24.54347826086957,7.1686216300943375,1.1638869565217385,182,6,34,2,4,60,38,46,0.184,0.763,0.053,-0.6361,1,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,9,6,6,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,2,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23345244616608285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146313564544801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635999295763788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208914662179332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706208991337432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186202753923996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15945148038238646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030582031415716,0.0,0.2784173401062013,0.0,0.0,0.29216513604639915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370698228649491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31942496234646695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554157189931089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321386108924723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trung791997,2018/03/21,"Seeking therapy for the first time Hi guys first time poster here! I have been dealing with codependency and social anxiety for a while. Apparently they have been getting really bad and pushing me off the boundaries. I talked with the girl I'm currently dating about it, with the initial fear that she was gonna break things up, but she was very understanding and appreciative of the fact that I told her the the truth. My first appointment is going to be on Friday and I'm really excited for it! Is there anything that y'all would recommend me to try or work on to make this process a bit more bearable?",5.662369565217393,6.989712052173914,5.920597826086958,78.21828804347828,67.6086956521739,9.923913043478262,30.89673913043478,10.125756701596842,3.1029347826086946,486,19,91,12,8,155,80,115,0.049,0.8220000000000001,0.13,0.9148,2,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,4,4,4,0,1,9,0,10,0,0,1,2,14,18,7,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,5,0,11,2,15,10,2,15,0,0,0,0,12,4,0,1,8,65,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15416512872120852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658368877553045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682639262210452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001175731235093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077621529588236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22677026270054945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5142480349851914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528784968798993,0.0,0.11453059983409875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954021098899566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345186780745926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582025684922693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20542810005262116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16197716881807694,0.0,0.0,0.23045998838381984,0.0,0.13388343493258545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23502025610411906,0.0,0.0,0.19256459368240014,0.0,0.13682140814841434,0.0,0.0,0.20979334660613927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1662782114991814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671170114306686,0.0,0.0,0.1431567007412262,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cherrysmoothie2123,2018/03/21,"I don't quite understand what's going on I am 18 year old girl and I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety (this is really relevant to say). I need to explain better: I have always considered myself a girly girl for the most (long hair, like makeup and fashion blah blah) and I have never had any problem with my gender identity. I was actually happy to be feminine but recently I have strange twinge of anxiety because I realised I am so sterotyped. I like typical girly things, I have typical feminine traits and interests...I bought a bunch of make up and pink stuff and suddenly I don't feel okay with it anymore. Doing typical female stuff makes me hyper aware and it makes me feel stupid. I have always supported LGBT people but I have never had gender dysphoria or anything...I need to point out that I got called out many times for being unladylike (swearing, way of sitting down etc) I think misogyny and sexist play a good part of this, I feel like I internalised stuff after hearing sterotyped bullshit by everyone. Also I have been related to masculinity at all so I don't want to change my gender at all. The only issue I have is with sex...I consider myself straight but I have never dated anyone though. The problem is that I feel stupid for wanting an emotional connection with a guy in a relationship, because it sounds so fucking girly (I know many girls are shallow and don't really care about that) and I feel pathetic. I don't find it realistic anymore tbh. Pop psychology books don't help either since they keep repeating gender constructs and blah blah and how men get into relationships for sex and women don't like sensitive guys because 'we aren't wired to be attracted to niceness'. I know it's not true in general...but it makes me feel uneasy. I'm not even sure if I actually want to start dating at this point. I feel the urge to avoid men (I am actually turning misanthropic after years of emotional isolation) Idk what triggered it...I recently caught up feeling for a guy I met online months ago and this was pretty much like a bomb. I stopped engaging in obsessive daydreaming and I focuse more on myself and I realised those Daydreams were a projection of my real life issues. I don't know how to deal with this...I keep doing research online to calm down my anxiety but I always end up feeling worse. I'm really self aware of whatever I do right now. Every action, feeling or whatever. I feel the urge to analyse it. I can't stand it anymore! I can't even distract myself anymore, whatver I do triggers it somehow. Any advice? 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There has to be a limit. Going on the 3rd night having a hard time sleeping because of this nonsense. Any of you guys get anxiety like this? Sorry guys just venting a bit because I actually hate myself sometimes. Hope your guys weeks are going better.,2.8056497175141253,5.307675016949156,4.045000000000002,83.57620056497176,78.4915254237288,5.289265536723164,23.39265536723164,6.42735559955562,0.8559129943502826,242,8,42,2,6,79,47,59,0.223,0.652,0.126,-0.6581,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,3,5,2,0,5,0,6,2,2,1,0,5,13,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,3,4,12,1,7,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,5,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.18088389673542216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605065120721573,0.0,0.14179932448777582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108729145157272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259865656214835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16393520002605827,0.20236430135038694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684256152068173,0.0,0.2106878750644572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5506044206187987,0.0,0.0,0.16604548627677831,0.18300389154318109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21965161237652814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841035662977861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905571702615178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18792519362149546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17394710640035185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854931215439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833250450986448,0.20749451296710736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877072760231296,0.0,0.0,0.21616894710848789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486840155120785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ConesWithNan,2018/03/21,"This is what anxiety felt like for me Like you can't explain your mindset. You know you're doing something wrong but you can't grasp how you think because you don't trust your thinking. You do this because every time you try to analyse and think, it ends up in a mental debate of increasing worry. Then, like a lightbulb lighting up and receiving too much voltage, the wire blows and the light goes out - you've lost your ability to put what you feel into words because from one perspective in one moment it feels right and you have the answers and minutes later it feels totally wrong. You spend your free time and days stuck in these debates worrying about it. The worst part is the hopelessness that comes with realising that you have to try and explain how you're thinking to a therapist which feels nigh-impossible because you have absolutely no idea how to explain yourself, or what it is you're even looking for. What ended up helped me is developing a mindset guided by the psychologist as a way for living my life.",9.425641911341394,7.95355638860104,8.608566493955099,71.53831894070237,60.24352331606217,11.686586067933213,39.57915947035118,10.504223727775694,4.075847898675878,825,35,147,15,9,259,111,193,0.17600000000000002,0.759,0.065,-0.9774,0,0,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,16,0,1,6,10,0,0,11,0,12,1,0,3,1,34,29,14,0,0,2,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,15,11,0,0,16,0,2,4,4,5,0,2,3,8,19,6,22,26,5,22,0,2,1,0,21,9,0,1,11,101,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061978465070219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384964871336641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195821812766773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952819675534619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459087773996291,0.0,0.0,0.09169010066534047,0.0,0.11696285764594493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807687017340779,0.0,0.1332901327112839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930489315624222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156712249935182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629250712210939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805352681785018,0.20346309481266897,0.0,0.12258167270749615,0.0,0.11657485429307984,0.0,0.15153975063675376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989912967289564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020495631182064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813769070007905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15032984357305498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955365981273982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118552555757433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068713504813187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118212570958898,0.0,0.3558041068249261,0.0,0.0,0.1618955291045182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850097972150548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101898157610345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28195935679051576,0.0,0.0,0.3035584035977351,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jessicanicole1267,2018/03/21,"Restless legs and sensitive skin? I've always struggled going to sleep, with my legs and feet being very restless and fidgety. I have never been diagnosed with restless leg syndrome, and I don't know how much this even compares but I'm wondering if anyone else has this issue? Sometimes it's even during the day, just being very fidgety and restless. Also, I have been having weird issues with sensitive skin, where it feels like I'm sore or my skin is sensitive to touch, but for no particular reason. I've read some about anxiety causing this so I wanted to hear your thoughts.",5.642777777777781,7.378013833333338,5.7361111111111125,77.98250000000003,68.07407407407408,7.992592592592592,31.092592592592588,8.472884824447931,2.5867370370370373,466,19,77,7,8,147,72,108,0.223,0.7490000000000001,0.028,-0.954,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,0,5,1,0,10,10,8,3,1,23,19,12,0,2,5,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,8,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,6,0,0,3,6,7,1,8,14,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,51,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544740285501477,0.16072880390128794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14777074204695792,0.0,0.0,0.13506550113811105,0.19792043097716755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984337262006549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245754834377814,0.0,0.0,0.19605846962563211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136462108124913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25516740045725417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767005820608232,0.13799715733224407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978015498675928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177110612270668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4032282731898285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061584651748234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943706910844332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14199854482499447,0.0,0.14898080238207292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932173330293877,0.0,0.0,0.19860585309115253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19330456131694512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104518338064536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193806115574855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15335148075122146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187628084676558,0.11393375701648505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20947926750596746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dan_cak3,2018/03/21,"advice please What are some meditation techniques or breathing techniques I could follow to curb a panic attack at work? I spend too much time crying and it's very embarrassing. There are too many resources online for me to search one, it's too hard for me... If you have a favorite that you use often, or one that works very well for you, that would help. thank you.",3.082857142857143,5.599850714285715,3.1442857142857146,90.33071428571432,77.57142857142857,5.142857142857143,20.0,6.18269132825596,0.03085714285714314,290,7,56,2,7,88,50,70,0.171,0.669,0.16,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,4,0,2,6,5,1,2,2,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,8,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,1,2,0,1,8,2,6,6,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,1,41,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22173760058543754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814727735327125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811722553454609,0.0,0.2492542232987004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032702506985714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209557913680136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300550414019969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16680779824654576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075254121031203,0.0,0.0,0.2662345267444147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24908328046727005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089117980834878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13231529822721153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19598072160181207,0.0,0.3744554024050515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402281397146166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33039198938778097,0.0,0.0,0.16119309769969256,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sadpanda009,2018/03/21,"Driving Anxiety Over the past few weeks, I've had terrible anxiety over the possibility of making a driving mistake. Any time I nearly cut someone off, stop too suddenly, etc. I think about it for the rest of the day -- if not for days after. Today, while attempting to merge onto an exit ramp, I nearly cut off another driver (while using my signal properly, as well). Noticing how close they were, I signaled back and remained in my original lane until they had passed. My anxiety and OCD have me worried that my car somehow came into contact with theirs. I neither felt nor heard anything, and the driver seemed unconcerned as she passed me, never pulling off the road. After checking my entire car over, I noticed a few paint scratches toward the rear of my car; however, my car is over ten years old and has tiny scratches in multiple areas. I don't closely inspect the paint of my car each day to notice anything new -- unless it were to be significant, of course. Could I have accidentally side-swiped a vehicle without feeling/hearing anything? Is there any way to contact the other driver? I did not get her license plate information. Am I overreacting to this situation? It's kept me awake tonight.",6.915642857142861,7.893720940909095,7.3267532467532455,70.52227272727275,64.5909090909091,9.74025974025974,36.623376623376615,9.784248007369934,3.8464740259740253,957,46,154,19,14,313,142,220,0.11,0.872,0.019,-0.9427,1,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,3,1,7,5,2,0,13,0,14,0,0,4,1,29,23,13,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,2,4,0,1,11,7,4,1,1,9,4,26,1,35,12,6,52,0,0,0,0,9,19,0,3,21,118,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893672031296368,0.1459985372835946,0.3195398979706117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3437320918981838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706202032397548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924611089567578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116667545146174,0.0,0.0,0.26938240084561976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528223436735794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368606115202394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07274379324282093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692635165325602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09293948859392427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738551202876062,0.13447264873317166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4755550240353802,0.1461022092469082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291419638889593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15696492902207435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675301213417653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565043654160019,0.0,0.0,0.1179721513360656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640549830087035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892152491253232,0.0,0.0,0.08118821387546588,0.0,0.13197714342855926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120253099634429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051712642576464,0.11168477075663873,0.0,0.12518769997211754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13421619212785948,0.0,0.0,0.1413984480604061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966185359993457 anxiety,gizzardgobbler,2018/03/21,"Xanax Question Hello. Tomorrow I have a plane trip to somewhere and have been super anxious about it for the past week. To help me, my psychiatrist prescribed 0.25 mg of Xanax to take before the plane ride. I’ve never taken Xanax before and I was wondering how it would affect me since I’m a young. I hope this was the right place to put it.",2.1286134453781536,4.499913794117648,3.1221008403361346,89.98088235294121,80.17647058823529,5.650420168067227,20.00840336134453,6.868970318607317,0.34128739495798355,270,7,54,3,7,86,48,68,0.029,0.8320000000000001,0.139,0.8176,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,2,1,9,11,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,6,2,7,6,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,3,5,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29390845501070784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4427565675340868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17438077662301582,0.0,0.0,0.2583990819851297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20065259546581468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483535998090895,0.0,0.0,0.2718134060799561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26153417530005896,0.291440432692796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222176508601346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520829004899608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956090785133532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086858711473308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821340605587173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848112727711804,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lunascoop,2018/03/21,"Anyone try Talkspace? So i’ve never posted on here but I have been having a difficult time with anxiety lately and wondered if anyone had used the app talkspace. I don’t know if it would be a good fit for me but I am willing to try it. Not that anyone really cares what my specific issues are but I constantly think something bad is going to happen or is happening. I’ll hear a lamp break (cats) and instantly think someone in my house just collapsed and is dying. I definitely need someone to talk to but i’m not sure if the money for talkspace is worth it. If anyone has tried it I would be interested in hearing your thoughts. 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As a fairly introverted person, I often don't talk when I don't have anything to say; while I do, I speak quite a bit. I've found that when I get closer, often with people I'm dating, that I'll be criticized for or asked why I'm not talking, almost like they think I'm bored of them, but really, I just know them well and have less to say. And if I do force myself to try to talk when I haven't really got anything to say I just... don't really end up being myself, and I make mistakes, and it just exacerbates things and pushes them farther away... I want to fix this, but I don't know if I can, or even where to begin. I feel like I'm doomed to just keep losing people I love because I'm just not social enough the better part of the time, and I just keep hurting, this is no way to live, it's just getting to be too much for me.",11.012280701754381,3.9990722631578963,11.044210526315787,72.28280701754386,63.21052631578947,13.92982456140351,37.45614035087719,8.841846274778883,3.0623508771929817,670,11,158,6,6,230,99,190,0.147,0.779,0.07400000000000001,-0.8843,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,3,17,10,0,0,4,0,14,1,0,1,0,38,35,17,0,4,15,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,1,8,9,0,2,6,0,0,1,8,5,1,0,2,6,24,5,20,30,5,16,1,3,0,1,15,6,0,7,10,106,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13503535433169586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22194432501805705,0.0,0.12606893508454087,0.0,0.12669841441309646,0.0,0.0,0.08220486581729602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926612614172652,0.14722406345678785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11943933729184875,0.1393387375827422,0.0,0.08906884069366844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818550362867527,0.09633869217289602,0.0,0.0,0.1232527921282037,0.0,0.0,0.14785886600522816,0.0,0.0,0.2113646823204096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10785390717728466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12080140145864153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436244911860086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23972629381020144,0.0,0.0,0.1482228749596824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317642933272563,0.0,0.1190772765993324,0.0,0.0,0.15086551499723322,0.0,0.0,0.1217096958020141,0.0,0.09001512755002783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09913214419307384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460321756825591,0.0,0.28046934616440555,0.11774804944235195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343229147643502,0.0,0.0,0.2591699993181056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217204927502399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374651973485993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32516812653927235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895900453735486,0.08640807207915352,0.0,0.0,0.07863360922384886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155603283006196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07953953079545073,0.10703968121821683,0.0,0.0,0.12124864200534725,0.0,0.1216834558336068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxiety25,2018/03/21,"Where do you go to get officially diagnosed with Anxiety? Hey guys. I’m a 15 year old who has been dealing with anxiety for about 2-3 years. Throughout the years it’s been getting worse and worse. First it started with occurring panic attacks to constant worrying every second of the day. Then physical symptoms such as nausea, chest pain and headaches were frequent. I’m really curious to know if I do have some type of disorder or something. With that being said, where do you go to get diagnosed with an anxiety disorder? A therapist? A doctor? And how do they determine if you have anxiety? 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For about 2 months now, I’ve had anxiety. I don’t see a therapist or talk to many people about it, and even the ones I do, never in depth. I’ve always felt if I did it would be a sign of my weaknesses, which I don’t like to show (bad mentality yes, but I’m just being honest). I dont really know where to start or how to fix all this so I guess i’ll just describe the biggest issue I have. Sleep. Often when trying to go sleep, my brain whirls around think of all the things that could/are going wrong in my life, givkng me the feeling of like a knot inside my chest/stomach I can’t get away. When I lie on my back it almost feels as though theres a weight pushing down on my chest and its making it really hard for me to have a proper weekday, constant tiredness etc etc. i guess I was wondering if this is normal with all this? And any other suggestions/helpful things anyone has im all ears. Much easier to open up anonymously than IRL if that makes sense. 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Hi Everyone, Not sure where to begin. I have always had anxiety and some GAD. About 6 years ago I got out of an emotionally abusive relationship. Everything started out wonderfully, I became friends with the family, met the relatives, etc. All was great. Then the emotional abuse started and years later things ended. It was hell on earth. I spent weeks at a time curled up in a ball with my stomach so full of knots I thought I wouldn’t make it. I worried about everything. Fast forward to now. I’ve made some new friends where I moved and I went on vacation with one of them last week. This is a friend, nothing more, but I am really close with them. Probably the closest I have been with someone in a while. I met some of the family, siblings while I was there. It was great. I always over think what I say and when I got home I started to worry that maybe I acted weird and my friend would pull away or something. I started overanalyzing everything I said and how I talked about how glad I was we were close. Was I weirding them out? Pushing them away? Would they start ignoring me when we returned home to our normal lives? Then it hit when I got home Saturday. I had panic and anxiety like I did back when I was being “dumped” one of the multiple times by my emotionally abusive ex. It felt like the sky looked the same, the days were the same....it just flooded through me when I got home. I had flashbacks of meeting my ex’s family and how last week I met my friend’s family and then the pain of how much it hurt when I had to disconnect from my ex’s siblings. I literally felt like I couldn’t breathe. I keep over analyzing every conversation we have through text or email and nothing that my friend said triggered this, but I keep looking for the negatives in everything now. It’s like I’m waiting to feel those same feelings I did when I was left before. It’s terrifying to feel these emotions and physical pains again. Maybe meeting the family triggered pain from meeting my ex’s family because some of it was similar. My friend lives a few towns over, so we don’t see other but a few times a month. What am I doing to myself? I don’t want to bring it up because I will sound just bizarre because I know this is all in my own head. I am generally anxious but this coming back and these replicated feeling I had years ago is really scary. If anyone has some suggestions on how to get past this or experience with something like this, I would love some advice. Did I trigger some sort of post traumatic stress? I just want to feel normal again and not like I am waiting for something terrible to happen.",3.4656134706134694,5.522861550193057,4.389680823680826,84.09330716430719,74.42471042471044,8.002127842127843,27.341226941226946,8.778014704023537,2.139290982410983,2105,82,413,44,45,680,226,518,0.156,0.727,0.117,-0.9761,0,0,3,0,1,0,52.0,5,0,5,0,31,30,2,2,21,0,41,7,3,10,3,91,87,40,0,10,13,4,7,6,7,5,3,4,4,0,25,29,0,5,11,1,1,8,7,12,0,2,35,14,70,18,55,44,18,85,1,1,3,1,38,29,1,13,55,288,95,0,0.0,0.20659991200167485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05679744181990508,0.10304564370556196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672652737973736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892837114191111,0.06566281463394429,0.0,0.0406411812219949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092175568266579,0.0893865004561868,0.0,0.10629432079420244,0.0,0.04945866974274861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050068099063706094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037484737076090534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26152367585363473,0.051480015233175816,0.0,0.06482287309315435,0.0,0.0,0.04897140929251029,0.05553932915253351,0.20894999165624947,0.056855766166989376,0.3287609954629255,0.0,0.1469445010779344,0.0,0.11161501651090347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31434156432453625,0.0,0.030367039068606314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18594613501168736,0.12816234499928167,0.0,0.0,0.05139826554040186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05965130142018313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332097416812756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622222229981456,0.0,0.0,0.06066565180024281,0.0,0.10332536613952044,0.0,0.0,0.03194306010834805,0.09475653719253868,0.0,0.0,0.06315116415115266,0.0,0.0,0.1703767280063114,0.0,0.1026479240801527,0.0,0.09761791080861278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052458571321464316,0.05499769676024052,0.03879777167691927,0.0,0.11678538725907947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0463934845675992,0.061775897469093524,0.04272733262649394,0.0,0.0,0.05613587078293033,0.0,0.0,0.1138970381542275,0.11154179846460732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877174036317418,0.0,0.18554195172245425,0.06819520010720702,0.0,0.0,0.110970583594425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05566607987660718,0.0,0.06266677646313254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744705823915562,0.0,0.0,0.124805400914997,0.0,0.0,0.11057718694262847,0.04622200201691139,0.0,0.0,0.046316765852421164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04924770580318056,0.13423852883040666,0.0,0.0,0.20569994776557332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658007396131302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054780547228177115,0.0,0.0,0.04671732805159436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03861455534788832,0.03724308061116273,0.0,0.046143428687231806,0.10167653703884702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856528761515332,0.0,0.13986907937069518,0.0,0.0,0.053880905843677634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303226805678022,0.0,0.11805411857359835,0.0,0.12386743020844927,0.0,0.0,0.1122885495733307 anxiety,mydistraction,2018/03/21,"how do i know i’m acting through anxiety on a daily basis? I mean, sometimes in the day it’s hard to notice you’re doing “wrong” things by pure anxiety, what can i do about it?",4.926842105263155,3.6856480000000014,6.725263157894743,80.68684210526318,69.0,9.705263157894738,29.52631578947368,8.841846274778883,2.1039052631578947,136,4,30,2,2,48,32,38,0.234,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.7399,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,6,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111640277596574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2154638495823732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928379371040625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18361005665892294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639277590379549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380369748896932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33042882531475865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22195809265725208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652807974619573,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Luci_b,2018/03/21,"My first post here I usually find myself depressed more than anything but after they changed my meds my anxiety seems to come in huge waves. I started a new job in January and my stress level has been high since day one. I’ve gotten into a habit of bouncing my leg or swaying it back and forth so much so I don’t even realize I’m doing it until my leg gets tired. I want to throw up, I want to sleep but my shoulders and neck are so tight I’m forced to take a muscle relaxer. Panic attacks are new to me and so far I’ve only had two but want to avoid them if at all possible. I tell my mother I’m nervous and I get the why are you nervous question. The whole thing gives me a headache. I’m stressed because I am in a stressful job, payroll, and am getting trained once in a while by the woman who retired 2 years ago. The girl I replaced didn’t train me, not that she wanted to. My background is not payroll based so everything is new to me. I know anyone in my situation would be stressed out but I just want to relax and can’t seem to get comfortable. So why not quit? I want to make enough money to be able to move to Colorado or California and work in the weed industry. This is just a job I tell myself but the older gentleman who hired me is an old family friend. I want to make him proud but don’t want to break in the process. I just could use some friendly comments on how you guys deal with job stress and panic attacks. I’m at the end of my rope here. 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I was on the same dose for about 4 years, and now he's doubled it (10mg to 20mg - not too huge). After a few days I noticed my anxiety almost getting worse? For no particular reason just a feeling of dread (normally my anxiety is situational). I'm just wondering if other people have experienced heightened anxiety after changing medication dosage. I'm thinking it's either self inflicted (worrying I'm gonna feel worse so i DO feel worse), or just my body adjusting and it should even out. Any feedback/advise is greatly appreciated.",5.170081967213116,7.365819614754102,7.448327868852459,63.39134426229509,70.0655737704918,10.781639344262297,35.15081967213115,10.793553405168565,4.798610491803278,531,28,82,18,10,189,83,122,0.13699999999999998,0.8190000000000001,0.044,-0.8338,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,9,2,0,1,4,0,6,6,1,2,0,23,17,7,0,3,7,0,3,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,4,4,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,9,1,12,13,4,13,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,4,6,54,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784420594530605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936118912947816,0.0,0.5265384519038192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290656551278464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14562349243194006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08877776654008436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089839088821174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092154925390417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881146240239185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07192041655444692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176799453708004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4160266615661818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348752245792419,0.0,0.1567240947005009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954344500010617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14153494389629834,0.13592027694997855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436069031247039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473291467954994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820543436171767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14928379960829846,0.0,0.13979797906208796,0.4208545771067703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08864698378356196 anxiety,valvaleriewhatever,2018/03/21,"I refuse to lose who I am The soul can only handle so much.. especially if you tend to overthink everything that is going wrong in your life. You start to be the person who never want to be, but you know they exist because your emotions make them real. You cry and feel it all.. everything hitting you in one big hurricane of hurt. You know you're falling..but in the end you can bring yourself back up. Because you know who you are. And being the best you is everything..",3.0199193548387093,4.9205608172043025,4.042674731182796,86.78401209677419,75.23655913978493,6.800537634408602,24.528225806451612,7.6454224807358475,1.2157967741935478,368,12,73,5,8,119,61,93,0.149,0.795,0.056,-0.7623,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,12,2,2,2,4,0,0,4,0,9,1,0,1,2,14,20,5,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,3,0,1,0,1,16,1,9,16,3,11,1,2,0,0,19,5,0,1,4,54,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490375256101917,0.0,0.2363047734909193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034047381904504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21290489656008574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180242057737356,0.1716691905281198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5225854503832217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800247120498466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015378382664504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749097696591454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955930356391804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13690255187510048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21683778079661567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293780125725239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14248182663102607,0.0,0.14948784779812266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313391307615889,0.1474107324267214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692383162227499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206124189897162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371885511868916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432152234131113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21191445858373856,0.0,0.0 anxiety,asexydio,2018/03/21,"anxiety in highschool (this might be long (also ignore my url its a joke and i cant change it apparently)) I'm a student with a slow processing speed in the 10th percentile and ive had anxiety as long as I can remember, which has caused me to be behind in my work. I don't remember being caught up in everything since, like, kindergarten. I have an IEP for this so I get accommodations but I still struggle. High school is even harder [than middle/elementary] because theres more competition to get good grades take honors/AP classes, etc. Theres a lot of overachievers in my school (its public but a really good school) + I constantly feel like i'm behind my peers and it's taking a toll on me. I'm not taking honors and I'm even in a few intro classes (like normal but 'easier') so I cant move down any further. I don't get good grades all the time either, mostly due to late/incomplete work. I am smart, but I always get so overwhelmed when I get assigned work because I feel like I wont ever finish it (it sometimes takes me 2-3 times as long as other students to do the same assignment!) When trying to start assignments I feel paralyzed cause i'm a perfectionist and tend to overthink A LOT, making things more difficult than they really are. I avoid and procrastinate to deal with my anxiety which I know makes it worse but I cant stop. Its not that I don't care about school, I just get so so stressed and anxious and I'm starting to feel hopeless. The work keeps pilling up and i have some As (chem and Art) but the rest are Bs and Cs and I'm failing english because I have so many incomplete assignments.. I feel like no one knows how else to help me and I don't know what to do. I cant drop out because without structure I get depressed. I also want to go to college. I'm so tired and I don't know what to do anymore.. I cry multiple times a week at school and I've started being tardy sometimes this year because I dread having to go. I'm already taking meds and doing therapy which is making slow and steady progress but its frustrating having to work so much harder than others. help tldr; sophomore is struggling with being overwhelmed and behind in work due to learning disability and anxiety",3.0710191387559824,5.002975336363637,4.3998803827751205,84.14100478468902,75.18181818181819,7.358851674641148,26.35167464114833,8.20500826718156,1.7620909090909092,1748,65,341,30,38,577,208,440,0.145,0.727,0.128,-0.8908,1,1,0,0,0,1,48.0,0,0,1,9,21,25,1,7,16,0,35,2,0,6,2,68,78,44,0,2,12,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,21,23,0,4,12,2,0,4,14,13,0,1,2,5,41,12,47,69,13,43,0,5,0,0,5,15,0,6,28,222,62,26,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772347754931024,0.1126489104108024,0.05860507685676687,0.0,0.0,0.047896183933919534,0.0,0.21552118810420756,0.07956812681068236,0.06984963107057376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467350644241925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181013111711024,0.14470615711302298,0.07450773061145011,0.0,0.0,0.07611198442696691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07736625884973168,0.0,0.07261231255764157,0.060662989436430885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058836909072238125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855031215555812,0.09303936041434677,0.06370978790410665,0.0,0.0,0.06329975163979956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806270963379206,0.15094993209378402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575847380685865,0.0,0.0800562719834345,0.17722509218644789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441818709965244,0.07441528852968238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06260320914951692,0.0,0.0,0.15483036915742476,0.0,0.07945037826298333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720476190262091,0.0,0.0,0.18699034493731256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11975755725312025,0.0,0.0,0.14104174641175793,0.07140700625747605,0.0,0.0,0.07823408848179639,0.0,0.0,0.07471723532283972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485808324036633,0.05177563343362361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06900841843087714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0477265546813394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024110185391812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15957148124839468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564047857954005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826208882866187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393181232408602,0.0,0.1495564235557539,0.0,0.056247096418424986,0.05888431645390312,0.08067963271985225,0.1472616644569493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26478054134074097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054514486992698,0.0,0.04679189970438112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232084192229524,0.0809512377684212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04781871342572348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04154262599149352,0.0,0.056496312290313586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06789394698579843,0.0,0.3076520650430978,0.0,0.07177623823830545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04535590705153664 anxiety,Kenny_Valentine,2018/03/21,"Barraged with intrusive thoughts So, it came out of no where these unwanted thoughts and it was a mixture of different topics. I absolutely hate having them, they go against what I believe in and they tell me what I ""Truely"" believe in which I dont. This gave me extreme anxiety to near panick attack and then It stopped all of a sudden. The aftermath atm I feel mentally exhausted and brain dead in a way like I cant think rn. What do I do to better prepare for situations like this when it happens again ? Any advice would be appreciated. Thanks alot guys.",2.67091194968554,5.423032160377363,3.996509433962264,82.14275157232706,81.16981132075472,7.3069182389937115,28.644654088050324,8.344100000000001,2.4981597484276734,443,21,81,10,12,145,76,106,0.185,0.6940000000000001,0.121,-0.7574,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,1,4,7,2,0,5,0,8,2,1,0,1,16,18,7,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,11,7,0,1,4,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,5,1,12,4,13,11,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,1,8,60,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877047553673428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13062544220443773,0.0,0.14694568642138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185261832743204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4328315312977935,0.0,0.1698849453865492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144321187308026,0.0,0.21969584290521785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006895631722494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251240082130699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712473218377783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091672140676438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901958861622329,0.16986150344865972,0.0,0.0,0.18964570217621016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876875731605291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19357806505217606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21591333242002844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059295843504365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16789211289740405,0.17684748932557956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308130632733155,0.0,0.3049905318275037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524693639863967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645277522053273,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blizzard0017,2018/03/21,"Experiencing onset of anxiety attack for first time Hi everyone, I’m hoping that maybe by posting this i’ll be able to get some insight into why I’m feeling the way I’m feeling. Ever since I got a bad infection three weeks ago and started taking several different antibiotics to treat it (the first two didn’t work), I started experiencing bad anxiety. It started midway through my second course of antibiotics. I started feeling extremely anxious, especially at night, about my condition. I became really worried that I might not recover from this and I felt my body getting weaker everyday. This continued every night. I wouldn’t be able to sleep until 5am cause I felt extremely anxious and nauseous. One night was really bad. I felt like I was having a heart attack. I’m a 23 year old female, otherwise healthy. I’ve never felt this way before. I thought I was going to die. I then threw up and went to bed. These days I feel better and my symptoms from the infection have declined dramatically, but just before I sleep my symptoms creep up a bit. However, whenever it gets dark outside, I begin to panic. I feel this weird feeling in my chest. I lose my appetite, I lose whatever feeling I had in the moment (I.e. if I was excited, happy, etc.) and I just feel this weird anxious feeling. I used to love the night times and now I dread it. I am scared that my life is ending if that makes sense. Ever since I got a taste of death and realized my life is finite in such a ‘real’ way, I now feel confused about everything. Nothing feels right. When I see an old lady doing chores I start to cry because I feel bad that she’s doing chores. Ive become extremely sensitive to everything, including the pain others are going through. I feel guilty for not Being able to help others. I never used to be like this. When I sleep, the anxiety gets really bad too. I don’t know, I don’t know if I seem excited about life anymore. I feel scared. I don’t know if I am making sense. Has anyone experienced this?",3.1981836499712166,5.49231167098446,4.8548791018998285,79.35298071387452,76.07253886010362,8.019458837075419,27.30253310305123,8.841846274778883,2.4669783534830163,1579,64,284,36,36,532,190,386,0.209,0.687,0.104,-0.9922,2,0,0,0,0,1,52.0,0,0,0,6,13,26,2,5,14,0,26,16,6,5,4,58,77,17,2,6,9,0,18,2,0,2,8,0,3,0,20,9,1,0,25,0,0,4,9,17,0,6,15,23,50,9,32,56,3,50,0,2,1,1,4,8,0,9,36,177,70,1,0.18810270720642225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055580566823528965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389805615316242,0.2125025178363332,0.062182446947853014,0.04384192882817256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14266265655720636,0.0,0.0,0.2617631724367226,0.038221888135609484,0.06924822054344854,0.10670769960909324,0.0,0.0,0.05545385283990612,0.06845314603179184,0.06964656766215019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441109852546514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887399708119582,0.04043689493314522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507363749758836,0.06550909780343674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055534388914480176,0.0,0.06992808041341264,0.0,0.11343311183428813,0.052828214541549616,0.0599133992333873,0.11270305620303618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4438484428818213,0.0,0.2408107964823636,0.0,0.0,0.10666671110498012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13103453448323008,0.0,0.07126873555599893,0.0,0.10029527897486644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674627652562141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07430087123961139,0.04202709320185656,0.0,0.0,0.062276143690656566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337632856987307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13286250495783525,0.061264987537542885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029254303659755,0.0,0.0,0.05659001242460347,0.0,0.08370667846783074,0.0,0.0629914840370357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651574890722707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671760264110668,0.0,0.0,0.2353621977151782,0.0,0.06016320690754325,0.0,0.13158809928797224,0.0,0.04248775417979907,0.0,0.06671818089819438,0.07356599930479085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600501323709751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136735390811035,0.12050341088152948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05354622805951791,0.0,0.0,0.12554908313081076,0.0,0.049964501301306107,0.0570805466657053,0.0,0.07083417261211104,0.0,0.10373366880059623,0.0,0.18823855273196716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219001072000439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13034049068513906,0.0471432753828264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04977751274853747,0.07312280083597716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124967084943789,0.0,0.0,0.10830689621975396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493071735201292,0.05029488184686706,0.0,0.0,0.05812436470024504,0.056577811916431915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456470037129019,0.06367580996360481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04037732541714286 anxiety,infinitestrength,2018/03/21,"Anyone take sleeping medicines? Cross posted I haven't slept well in about a month, with this last week being extremely bad. My psych changed my regular ambien to ambien extended release, did not help. She ended up adding trazedone to the mix but I'm too anxious to take it. The pharmacist mentioned a lot of side effects that really scared me. Plus, my own googling didn't help. I'm on an SSNI and xanax as needed. Anyone have experience with tramadol and ambien combined?",3.9757471264367794,6.820550712643678,4.5914942528735665,79.36126436781612,76.35632183908045,8.004597701149425,28.05747126436781,8.841846274778883,2.7603471264367823,380,16,63,9,9,121,68,87,0.173,0.8270000000000001,0.0,-0.9256,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,5,0,5,3,2,1,0,10,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,0,6,1,12,7,2,10,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,4,39,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647711843108354,0.0,0.3277536530813345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956890089041076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479321917586959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207582094639324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22925865464121736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141862982188588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104268308879785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992528386367916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18707175319468705,0.0,0.0,0.1737822508089019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244615004251076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014330718270008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23464507457238726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345390776884199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35243387181933783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799733151808826,0.0,0.21072661361259232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nooire,2018/03/21,"I’m almost 20 and have no idea what to do since getting my high school diploma That’s right! I’m 19 and I haven’t really done anything since I graduated. I work as a full time cashier making $12/hr here in Canada (which is low income since minimum wage where I live is $11.50) and I have no idea what to do with my life. I don’t have an inkling of what I would go to college/uni for and the idea of spending so much money and possibly being disappointed with the outcome really scares me. I don’t even know how to apply to college or whether or not I even have the high school courses I might need.. it all hurts my head. I’m too afraid to travel because I need someone to go with me, and I don’t want to leave my boyfriend behind. I feel really lost ya know, I go to work, hang out at home or with my boyfriend, and sleep. I don’t really indulge in the hobbies I used too like drawing, photoshopping, reading, etc because I’m just very unmotivated and it makes me sad. I always hear stories like mine but their story ends in having this big epiphany about what they want to do and end up leading a super fulfilling life.. it’s been almost 2 years since high school and I haven’t had any such realization. I know that I want to do something. I particularly really enjoy nature/animals and would enjoy working outside in the field maybe in conservation. But what if I don’t like it? What if I’m not good enough and those college loans go to waste? It feels like all of the people I went to hs with know what they’re doing. I look at Instagram and Facebook and they’re all travelling or using their hobbies to make money or getting a degree in something and I’m over here just. Bagging groceries and sitting at home with my mom.",3.829546742209629,4.8236570878187,4.892437393767708,85.13549461756378,71.60623229461757,7.687660056657224,27.43444759206799,7.976525956113202,1.559348419263456,1364,47,285,18,25,448,173,353,0.07200000000000001,0.8370000000000001,0.09,0.9015,2,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,3,6,13,15,0,2,10,0,26,4,2,7,3,67,58,29,0,9,14,1,2,4,0,3,2,1,2,0,17,23,0,1,9,3,5,9,11,7,0,0,5,4,38,8,39,49,7,34,0,5,1,0,6,20,0,10,8,179,55,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432892190398014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242963210196524,0.0,0.0,0.05919458121180311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163182392972534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612543436579724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907875567442594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419466262048762,0.08994226742499631,0.09707981826944193,0.1149867384746068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802661640646213,0.06218601205313494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095637059853402,0.0,0.1978820483893114,0.07301044502608445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933478608831726,0.0,0.09810769250102358,0.0,0.0,0.2759081086510414,0.1746294036408009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09318504121685676,0.2947945912640209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135384300735495,0.0,0.0,0.092169638013154,0.0,0.0,0.12296698512600672,0.1701060238251157,0.0,0.07686362343980291,0.0,0.07309710746331848,0.0,0.09502149931416932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17431257412373394,0.0,0.08744987402321061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09234254362187347,0.0,0.10194776786657014,0.0,0.0,0.06398916753592761,0.12908770180523724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06034705872144393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09813181041747072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707002109986653,0.0,0.2788209724444959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433720557321392,0.0,0.0,0.08714869693388849,0.26428700958074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28802294174380866,0.0,0.08710932900624868,0.0,0.07375418739445852,0.13402524306387512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05075749380321667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15036039513997998,0.0,0.07182244994270287,0.15402678121900565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069294521981826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19011258991215294,0.0,0.0,0.12367062262995092,0.0,0.0,0.056055069587617336 anxiety,katievanover,2018/03/21,"anyone suffer from health Anxiety and an obsession with googling Symptoms? I've had anxiety since I was child. I've always had panic attacks during really stressful times. Some months, I feel good (anxiety is still present but it's bearable). However, I have months were it's difficult to even move because I go into panic mode. Lately, i've had terrible health anxiety. I'll google symptoms for hours on end and freak myself out even more. I can't stop myself. Once i've convinced myself I have a health issue, I go into panic mode. I get light headed, can't breathe, sweating, crying, etc. I do this with my husband too... anything he tells me i'm googling and I start panicking. Most of my health obsession revolve around reproductive health. I've convinced myself there's something wrong with me. In a normal state of mind, I know i'm being irrational but in the moment I honestly believe something is wrong. So anyone else have this issue? How do you deal with it? 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You guys know what I mean, sometimes you have a thought and you can say to yourself ""okay, well that's just my anxiety talking. And it sucks, but I'm just going to try and ignore it"" Something I have always struggled with though is accepting praise or thanks. I'm noticing it even more frequently lately because, for the first time in about 5 years, I'm working in a job where people seem to genuinely respect and value me. So they're thanking me for things that I do. An example, this morning I coordinated a meeting between 3 people. It was a bit of a mess around because everyone is busy and we had to change it, but not a big deal and we'll within the expectations of my role. The person who asked me to help co-ordinate emailed me and thanked me for my help. My initial reaction to this was ""What did I do wrong for her to be sarcastic to me?"" And I can't find any logical reason why her thanks would not be genuine. But I also can't find any reason why I am deserving of the thanks. So my logical ""real thought"" is that she meant it, and I should be pleased that I was able to help. But my ""anxiety thought"" is that she's being sarcastic because she doesn't value what I do and thinks I'm an idiot who will be thrilled to be praised for doing her waste of time job. It sucks. And I feel so angry with myself for it. Which also sucks. I hate how this shit impacts my relationships because part of me always thinks I'm being mocked. That I don't feel as comfortable being close to or open with people because I'm always so mistrustful of their motives in being kind or grateful towards me. 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I have no clue. I meditate twice daily, jog every morning, eat very healthy, absolutely love my life and am following my passion. Yet I’m struck with random physical anxiety all the time. No negative thoughts or anything like that, it’s purely physical. A very uncomfortable feeling in my chest. Have no clue what triggers it. I cut out caffeine and that has helped some. Very frustrating not knowing what’s causing this. Anyone else stuck in this mysterious physical anxiety world? Would love some insight. Much love. EDIT: more background info on potential causes: -had Lyme’s disease 10 years ago, late detection -took a lot of dissociatives last few years -writing a screenplay (an inherently stressful venture) -I eat a lot of dark chocolate and only today found out it contains caffeine",4.9418968531468535,8.23209414685315,5.3068138111888095,72.93406687062941,76.06293706293705,8.330244755244752,34.81162587412587,9.017664075816787,4.057461888111888,665,37,97,17,16,211,103,143,0.212,0.645,0.14400000000000002,-0.7628,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,1,9,3,1,7,0,8,8,1,3,2,27,19,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,2,1,6,1,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,1,8,5,8,13,8,17,1,0,0,4,5,6,1,6,9,59,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12817277765830076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33183924905517764,0.0,0.0,0.10110263563245217,0.14815239308845413,0.11898754008088334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970732355516906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959090287152378,0.12078871622786926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182565568317705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311045547384136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585385230614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969174943769353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946441195887337,0.11786241646423158,0.16310695693449534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213015855676408,0.07064072997690128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24585522637550225,0.3915018950711008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062923323632413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996932686430053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563054408589187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479051831476868,0.08431321439253753,0.0,0.1370570512349868,0.0,0.16064790186826775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3579125661932883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047249644255346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271456427973652,0.0,0.0,0.1862260228313273 anxiety,unit2981,2018/03/21,"Severe commitment Issues So, recently my girlfriend made a note that I do not put any effort into our relationship. This made me reflect on things I have done in the past, and from my history I've always flaked out of possible commitments in life, relationship, career, etc... Now, I really love my girlfriend and I want to be there for her. I do not know why it happens that I am this way, probably some super traumatic event as a child or something but even to complete strangers they say, ""you seem to be a closed individual"". Anyways, not looking for sympathy, just a discussion on what to do about it. 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Does anyone have snow vision that coincides with your anxiety? If so, how do you cope? I can’t take it anymore, I just want to keep my eyes shut all day long, and even that doesn’t help too much! What are some of the things that help for you?! Thanks so much, you are all amazing! (Not sure the exact medical term, this is just the most common name I know)",0.904585091420536,3.231469810126584,1.724472573839666,98.33315049226444,85.07594936708861,5.030098452883263,15.106891701828413,6.42735559955562,-0.6663428973277075,301,5,68,3,9,93,58,79,0.019,0.737,0.244,0.9574,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,4,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,8,2,1,1,4,17,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,8,3,4,13,7,5,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,4,46,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749198874890636,0.0,0.2267635904477242,0.3197607582592327,0.2342833164315549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474630853508732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40019377776541054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910112988082444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510239860766084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30652426909241104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032384174792702,0.0,0.0,0.1256624046625613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2023518299101739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23034511715300174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33617438933216914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21550393951219168,0.0,0.1719195515133171,0.0,0.0,0.21051412728678068,0.0,0.0,0.15190773405967695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486621020145406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thepawneesun,2018/03/22,"Does anyone else struggle with food anxiety? In the past year or so, I’ve found myself almost constantly worried about getting food poisoning or getting otherwise sick from food, even when I eat at home. It’s constantly in the back of my mind. I don’t know how to control it and it’s caused me to waste a lot of food (which makes me more anxious) and makes it really hard for me to eat at restaurants. 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I have an obsession with doing everything morally right and I recently accidentally stumbled upon an Instagram account of a 14 year old that is a little too revealing (No nudity or anything sexual, just bathing suits and odd poses). I have since reported this but anything of this nature disturbs me and I can’t help but worry if I did something incorrect, and I’m always on the look out for anything I see that might be illegal and I always report things. Can anyone offer some clarity and help me calm down? I just want to do everything correctly and only do good and no bad.",5.556147540983609,7.847774614754101,6.8679999999999986,67.55199999999999,69.24590163934425,10.45377049180328,34.33114754098361,10.577609850970193,4.587299016393444,541,27,80,17,10,183,86,122,0.192,0.664,0.14300000000000002,-0.782,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,5,0,12,0,0,0,1,21,17,12,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,10,0,0,1,1,1,0,3,3,0,0,1,3,10,2,10,14,1,9,1,0,3,0,3,6,0,4,3,61,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786511172535222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809304047971234,0.0,0.0,0.23415935340162095,0.17156461032634002,0.413372687179174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980747845827582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465300444417413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139876708026448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30097301227690443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1404428097125685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244663324021593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678213557608966,0.0,0.0,0.14060951347909587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763001276910384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570271808399485,0.0,0.0,0.12734755286780428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876623984810428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532925064082135,0.0,0.0,0.1429949648047348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668599587304234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13851015147807988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578108064068875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124134486596997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09876191421493086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004596840206693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10782746864104044 anxiety,pittyshuns,2018/03/22,"Once the anxiety is away... how do you keep it away? It’s probably a good idea to provide some backstory and this might be a bit long (sorry!) I [21M], like many, have struggled with really severe anxiety for a good portion of my life. It actually forced me to spend my high school years taking online classes because I couldn’t step foot in a physical high school. I saw a psychologist for four years and was put on Lexapro, Propranolol, and Xanax for when it got really bad (which was often). I didn’t leave the house, started suffering from derealization, and just felt like I was sleepwalking every single day of my life. To this day, I’m not sure exactly where it stems from, why it started, etc. Long story short, I met a girl roughly three and a half years ago and my life is now entirely different. She helped me learn how to deal with everything and completely turned my life around for the better. My derealization is gone, I’ve been off medication for a little over two years, I’m in college, and my anxiety is as good as it’s ever been. I still have days where I get anxiety from doing simple things (leaving our apartment, going to class, going to the store), but I’m feeling really really good in general. There’s just this fear in the back of my mind that as quickly as everything went away and got better, that it could get so bad just as quickly. How do I avoid it and just enjoy life and my current state of happiness? Tl;dr: I used to have really bad anxiety, it’s pretty much gone now, how do I stop worrying about it coming back? 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I've recently been given Cipralex 20 mg for my anxiety... But my anxiety is keeping me from starting to take it in fear of nasty side effects. Has anybody else struggled with this or have any advice on how to conquer this first step? ,5.262647058823532,7.242688156862746,5.809950980392159,76.11727941176474,69.39215686274511,9.02156862745098,38.24019607843137,9.516144504307137,4.1517019607843135,220,13,36,5,4,71,44,51,0.245,0.755,0.0,-0.9062,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,2,3,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,6,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,9,7,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,25,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23431242183115944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306014014290146,0.0,0.7337310042178308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20030728652893726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982167426284737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039586439210657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21312946499870003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236756026410514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971909785768954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2506724510365606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028639708625468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gearbox10mm,2018/03/22,"I'm such a coward I saw an old friend I went to high school with today. He was one of the few friends I had. He even came to my house once. It's been over 10 years since I last talked to him. I recognized him right away but was still not 100% confident that it was him. I wasn't about to approach a total stranger acting like I know them if I could still be mistaken. He was talking with two other people so I didn't have much opportunity anyway. He saw me but I'm sure he didn't recognize me because I look so different now. I overheard one of them say his name in conversation, and at that point I was sure it was in fact him. But I still let him walk away, while talking with his friends, without even saying a word. Oh well. Who needs friends anyway? ",1.00604430379747,3.0477786392405086,2.4511234177215178,95.07769778481016,82.22784810126579,5.722151898734177,20.634493670886076,6.9077264865688965,0.21420126582278431,587,17,136,7,16,190,97,158,0.073,0.775,0.152,0.9111,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,1,13,9,0,0,5,0,15,0,0,0,4,20,24,8,0,3,6,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,1,3,15,5,25,9,17,6,3,23,0,0,3,0,26,9,0,1,10,94,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531099188377943,0.0,0.0,0.08211178889440318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540607637883073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075468834468354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14073269196994975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17793598399302873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162751334923988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231780538564814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554255617654864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402752438682404,0.1097983700377919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13773974055525284,0.0,0.06580755123154443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311396354112666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901990126378342,0.09987824486032368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134485182174067,0.14345096259407886,0.18255223234556334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338392772186098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273349134856068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11503295072486065,0.0,0.2142374819387141,0.0,0.1363234570356101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114251222176137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227144641813309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25390606172998664,0.0,0.0,0.3247999530943041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276797242007556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158219773960222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111135754668907,0.1248681265288234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12984586534438067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08674229826140392 anxiety,envymesammi,2018/03/22,"How fast do your anxiety symptoms affect you? I have a generalized anxiety disorder, on a scale of 1-10 of how anxious I feel on a daily basis I'm at about a constant 4. When my anxiety is really bad, it can jump from that 4 to a 10 simultaneously. Instantly my hands /feet / under arms start sweating, I start shaking really bad, and my heart feels like it's going to beat out of my chest. I've talked to a few others with anxiety in my life until I found this sub, and most have said theirs is a ""creeping up"" feeling before they get to their ""10"", even if they are at a constant ""4"" like I am.",4.893763066202091,4.409446390243904,6.900255516840883,76.88780487804878,68.83739837398375,10.280603948896633,30.579558652729386,9.957137785484203,2.7444875725900126,458,16,97,10,7,163,81,123,0.173,0.773,0.054000000000000006,-0.9059,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,2,4,1,5,5,0,1,8,0,8,8,6,3,0,14,18,7,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,5,16,2,19,16,2,18,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,9,65,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5223505284424981,0.19284625076697146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850604138187349,0.0,0.0,0.14525601866113594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689394591404184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1956408829716252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112747984330171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589383010309191,0.12195054152390003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871674648238616,0.0,0.0,0.08918547984763865,0.0,0.09701467485290598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20228434834331188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1205728581924872,0.16679411524431814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21871393553118207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16237802202908305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416494871911637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17742619151775618,0.0,0.1372049250527149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anon84844,2018/03/22,"What is this? I was going through my skype, and then I found one of my old chats, which I was discussing something I feel really guilty about (I broke down crying a few months ago because I felt so bad about doing it, even though people tell me it’s not that bad). So all these negative thoughts flood my head, some related to the thing, some completely unrelated but still negative. I feel my heart rate increase and then I sort of feel this ‘alone trapped panicky’ feeling. And feel like I want to cry This seems to happen quite often. Is this anxiety or something else? It’s like certain things trigger me or something ",4.0683898305084805,6.157959059322039,3.9120000000000026,88.03257627118643,72.81355932203391,7.092881355932204,27.90169491525424,7.908726449838941,1.7016040677966102,491,19,95,7,10,149,80,118,0.207,0.68,0.113,-0.9299,0,2,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,2,1,2,24,17,11,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,0,9,1,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,6,15,3,9,12,5,9,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,7,8,66,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727172344801405,0.0,0.0,0.16038554271441122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846547152401235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585988871232395,0.094399621264589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236501621647595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402071198772618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936346978354568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228183872528436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3915027203248543,0.11063014292195034,0.14868736928762827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16979312371273775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800901751141559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369398693481849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15892834781570733,0.0,0.0,0.18350674042483334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131098703979795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236056829641492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624967700658783,0.0,0.10493536815150938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735860864607588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16470988496691613,0.0,0.0,0.09920560271597843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14097634234343812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35765032936916313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236693033789974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.135352175378044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20576072397312792,0.0,0.15214658919453325,0.12293946165828935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133889469927048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LordoftheCatsx,2018/03/22,"It never stops Hi, Everyone. So, I've suffered from anxiety most of my life, i remember the symptoms as far back as when i was around 7 y/o. I also have a few other mental illnesses, but the anxiety has always been extremely prevalent and the thing i hate the most. A few years back, I was in cosmetology school & ended up dropping out due to a psychotic episode that stemmed from my extreme anxiety. i ended up dropping out and becoming more of a stay at home house wife, if you will. Fast forward a year or so, after my husband lost his job, it was up to me to find one, I did, a full time job. ( been here 2 1/2 years now) basically, up until about a month ago, i had my ""normal"" anxiety issues (when you've dealt with it that long, you just get kind of used to it, sadly.) I was on Xanax for around 2 years but had to ween myself off due to me realizing that a full blown addiction was forming. Now, the anxiety is back with a freaking vengeance. I'm having a few new symptoms & a new anxiety trigger- my health. I'm also getting to the point where its impacting my sleep. I'm waking at least once every hour in cold sweats and a racing heart and that familiar stomach knotting so severe i feel nauseous. I know part of it may be due to stress. I had to put down my 17 y/o furbaby on Monday & i feel incredibly guilty about it. My cats are my children and though to some they may just be a ""pet"" they are more to me, so it was a hard blow. i'm hoping if this is the reason, it will pass. I'm writing this more as a vent, but i feel like it will never stop. I tried therapy and it worked to no avail. I feel as if my husband is at a loss on how to help me, and i'm terrified of going back on meds because of the strong line of addictions in my family. I work 8-5, and i feel like working full time is wreaking havoc on my already fragile state of mind. Every time i wake up for work, my anxiety just starts going full force....and stays that way almost the entire day. Its causing a lot of physical symptoms and paranoia /agoraphobia is starting to emerge. I want to do part time or take a break, but our company is SUPER tiny (4 people) so we don't fall under any of the protections or anything. :/ i'm glad my job is in such a small office space, & its very quiet. i should be thankful to have such a job, but i need this anxiety to leave me alone. does anyone have any advice? TL;DR I have had severe anxiety all of my life and its back with a vengeance with new symptoms. can't take pills, therapy doesn't work, any advice is appreciated. 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Realizing it's my anxiety making me make rash decisions I called them back to cancel that appointment and the lady on the phone was like ""okay we'll cancel it"". Instead of saying ""alright it's cancelled"" I just have this fear that now that they have my information they could just not cancel it and bill me? Or even worse, make fake appointments for me and bill me anyway?? I know these are irrational thoughts but I can't shake off the paranoia. I had even called them for the third time only for the same lady to tell me I have no other appointments scheduled and that there's no cancellation fee.",5.155735645933014,6.6218624802631565,5.403038277511964,80.93717703349283,68.93421052631578,8.948325358851674,28.291866028708128,9.339509955726095,2.4075052631578946,635,22,119,13,11,201,89,152,0.201,0.7559999999999999,0.043,-0.9525,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,4,0,10,7,0,3,8,2,11,3,1,4,1,24,18,8,1,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,15,7,0,0,5,0,3,2,5,4,0,1,6,1,20,3,12,10,1,13,0,0,0,1,12,5,0,1,7,88,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005111615175268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15102964740695668,0.0,0.11973167990677427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011197293914569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15681997916751453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594581675324135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4420389721531222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794357270151114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595758131194466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858509441023527,0.3933220618305451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148598886179687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14938110956457346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19393436582046186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561956812590394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716738173305435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559301623671142,0.11453013195629265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001618579786476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nylonordeath,2018/03/22,"Smoking makes anxiety worse? In October i got a medicinal marijuana prescription to help with my anxiety because my family and I were wary of me taking prescription drugs right off the bat. While it has helped sometimes, Im just wondering if anyone has seen an increase in their anxiety symptoms since smoking? I've noticed a change in my behaviour since around then (that being said other circumstances have occurred that may be the cause of my heightened anxiety) but my symptoms seem to be manifesting more and its getting more difficult for me to cope. Im not sure what the cause is, honestly just looking for people with similar experiences to help. Thanks yall",9.978515406162463,9.537308714285713,9.497941176470588,62.29240196078434,58.495798319327726,13.983753501400562,44.20308123249299,13.023866798666859,6.220545098039214,543,29,84,18,6,175,83,119,0.096,0.784,0.12,0.7208,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,3,1,17,19,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,3,11,3,15,11,3,9,0,0,2,0,6,6,0,4,2,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4458086415987407,0.0,0.0,0.10186956963730363,0.0,0.0,0.12969464964151567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08881104000601511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993267432357445,0.15412030002560576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895370560937478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251240383967556,0.13734320753130838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611681324370388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165212979778566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292958043499367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31473957976068856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12234258778856863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972489525347544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586859780039714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100283835601973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244181392999941,0.13858419104527578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263035817349553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410319180762148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14409075928549342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731074252365116,0.30285459712433793,0.10954046281502516,0.0,0.0,0.1341314279214417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15799417800219587,0.0,0.0,0.14847016921888362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iv1854,2018/03/22,"Girlfriend recently began suffering from severe anxiety I’m afraid she’s losing her ability to function My girlfriend is in her early to mid 30s and recently started a new job a little over a year ago. Shes pretty successful but her new job has been very stressful for her. And it seems the stress may have awoken some neurosis that she hadn’t experienced before. She began having panic attacks before going to work in the morning. Her attacks include shortness of breath and uncontrollable shaking and nausea. She would hide this and cope by turning to alchol to calm her nerves. Up until a certain point she hid it from me but it got to a point where she couldn’t hide it anymore. When I found out I convinced her to get help and we went to a psychiatrist who gave he three different medications and told her to come back in a month to see how they worked. Since then she has gotten worst to where she fainted at work and is now on leave from wrok. Her anxiety isn’t just about work anymore, she now gets into these moods of self-loathing. And her trigger for her anxiety can be small things and im afraid shes losing her ability to function. And to add to this she relied on alcohol to calm her down for so long that she is now an alcoholic and she needs to drink at least some alcohol pretty much every day. Im looking for any advice for steps we can take to get her some help. I was taking to her about trying some type of inpatient treatment where she can receive more thorough help. Do you guys have any advice? 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Although its one of the worst disorders to have, after so much therapy and suffering, I learned to find small positive things to deal with this problem, because, guys, unfortunately it is for life, so you must find a way to live peacefully with it. I hope that those who suffer as much as I suffered, and I still suffer sometimes, can find this midway point that I found. If you think about it, in some aspects, it helps you lead a healthier life. I hope my experience can help someone. So you are strong, and the most important thing you CAN manage your anxiety, its a long way but you can do it, find help, you are not alone! Oh! And also bach flowers helps A LOT! Don't take pills you can do it without them! 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I keep trying to get off of the medication but i can’t ever seem to fully. ,3.907843137254904,6.145578411764706,5.141764705882356,78.38460784313726,73.70588235294117,7.47450980392157,28.98039215686275,8.344100000000001,2.327139215686275,284,12,50,5,6,94,51,68,0.119,0.8540000000000001,0.027000000000000003,-0.6187,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,0,3,2,15,12,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,9,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,8,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16180099407912168,0.0,0.0,0.14788944040760468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13640343669462635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850897344956587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826373492510721,0.17820235776812451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694344692732173,0.15109944585210738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050280232164016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799565021026815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333081784581416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411814462532485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4261387252373764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21156256052051967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925465035454096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970455706371286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902568161799582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405147392442687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1435982315414055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936850185580795,0.0,0.0,0.4310839894814393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620249429490972 anxiety,SwiftieNewRomantics,2018/03/22,"I'm currently feeling awful with anxiety right now. I've had pretty severe anxiety for 4 years now, and we're moving. I find change of any sort brings on anxiety, as does travelling, which this will involve, and right now its just consuming my thoughts and making me shake and feel like I'm gonna vomit. And we're not moving till Monday and its only fucking Thursday. Any tips would be welcome. 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It is a miserable experience. Hi, I am a 20 year old male person from Los Angeles and I suffer from occasional anxiety and ontop of that I have social anxiety. It is not easy. I've had anxiety for many years. I think it comes from stress/anger built up and therefore that needs to be released and it does go out of us through the form of anxiety, and also I think there is a spiritual aspect to anxiety as well. My advice to all of you who are suffering with it is to remember that anxiety is not you. It is just something happening. I wish the very best for you <3",3.4274136321195137,4.7397488655462165,5.630532212885154,78.2446965452848,72.94957983193278,10.330905695611575,29.188608776844074,10.504223727775694,3.2626463118580764,461,19,94,15,9,162,72,119,0.206,0.722,0.07200000000000001,-0.9046,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,1,3,0,1,4,5,0,1,5,0,12,0,0,1,1,19,19,7,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,10,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,3,1,0,1,0,11,2,18,17,3,7,1,3,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,71,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379620773608542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290373528435994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7560305269179218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481625085702805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12161637452335307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12354991150374225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810374832043687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023736853653274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12484737445012095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143137074340838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468516560838603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481474693667715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12327526733568615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599324504080983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14391795900447613,0.0,0.10868932183032118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172427877417056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18092831662122733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982537630741154,0.0,0.0,0.11649049385038822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269401814135014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623531102467608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183402945147945 anxiety,laureltheelf,2018/03/22,"Weight loss as buspar side effect? I started Buspar about 2 weeks ago at 5 mg BID and then increased to 10 mg BID a week ago. It’s helping some with anxiety, but I am a little concerned with how much weight I am losing. Emotional eating is definitely a concern for me and I feel like that is getting better, but also my appetite is decreased significantly. I have lost 5 pounds in the past week since upping my dose. Has anyone else experienced this? I have some weight to lose and had been in a stall before this so I am reluctant to call my doctor haha",3.4354747474747462,5.190916163636363,4.945757575757575,81.37308080808081,73.72727272727272,7.070707070707071,24.949494949494948,7.793537801064563,1.4073737373737372,438,14,83,6,9,147,77,110,0.151,0.68,0.168,0.4665,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,6,4,7,0,0,5,1,11,6,0,2,0,12,15,10,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,5,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,3,5,11,3,12,12,4,15,0,4,0,0,2,6,0,2,9,55,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696836406326707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164725861878095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163684655782758,0.0,0.0,0.10636317380749333,0.15586100834551625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129439670008616,0.0,0.0,0.13453440451999255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15532763304611785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15569736161552294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15565283365542065,0.1270735538966012,0.17111023445438445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691451398931826,0.10867183334448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947442858095573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1019602726963123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07431628456983201,0.15246038026753322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403582036132521,0.166052785774216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11182289908500057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521211140370274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583208060450046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766861906337097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660552856014918,0.5557096009485331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nomis176,2018/03/22,"Anxiety about wasting my potential Last desember i turned 23 years old. I have always been the type of guy to set goals for myself and I often go deep into chasing them. I like being on the «Grind mode» most of the time and My real self hate wasting my time, because this turns in me into a massive downspiral which consumes me with fear and negativity. Last autumn i catched some Kind of flu which really set me off track. The flu knocked me out for about 1 month and left me feeling terrible about myself because i felt i was not living up to my standards. After this period, ive never really gotten back into my routines and hobbies, i feel like ive lost interest in the things i enjoyed and loved. My biggest dream is to travel the world and make videos about it, this is something i feel Like i NEED to do otherwise i feel like ive wasted my life, the thought about never getting back into my real self is truely scaring the shit out of me and this is where im constantly being anxious. I need to Get out of this, this is not me",5.09849498327759,5.519600714975848,6.068309178743963,79.9165551839465,68.42028985507247,8.688071348940914,29.932738758825717,8.617729084823388,2.24598580453363,816,29,157,12,13,271,113,207,0.157,0.721,0.121,-0.8074,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,9,14,2,2,9,0,14,5,1,1,2,35,32,8,0,2,2,0,5,4,0,0,3,0,0,3,10,16,0,0,6,3,0,3,5,6,0,0,6,5,34,8,31,24,2,37,0,1,0,1,5,17,1,3,19,114,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046867776469086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09624686079844964,0.1421332629521009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348538506205865,0.0,0.15338928871671514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359595246235196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415749857857774,0.2544600200586405,0.2696432258853574,0.12080053664761994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146455488015912,0.0,0.07150262053962776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12457498702888628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421462611727425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589999696890176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101523301969945,0.0,0.20510932850349275,0.0,0.0,0.13669656212676273,0.0,0.08886568284424365,0.2458641715521904,0.0,0.1110954843019288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734012284329156,0.0,0.11355145150708792,0.0,0.08398138146305491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042300772623332,0.0,0.0,0.1865779949953472,0.19407000803923885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13201993633696174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864062501234822,0.16119849458575272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596110173930133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26250150515625736,0.0,0.1291455856105448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09685725588077422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358479269639225,0.0,0.0,0.09988173854069636,0.14672554073479846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736975716038976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101966606208484 anxiety,joey1115,2018/03/22,"Teeny tiny corner Does anybody else ever calm down by going into a small, closed off space? When I was a kid it was the back corner of the hall closet where all of my dad's jackets and shirts were. When I got older it was under tables. Once in a while now when I'm very anxious I'll still try to find a corner to just kind of feel surrounded and safe. Sometimes it works, sometimes it just makes me feel like a stupid childish person. Does anybody else do anything similar? 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For some background, 30 yo male diagnosed with GAD, depression and PTSD. Otherwise healthy, but recently my anxiety has been getting worse and showing itself in the most fucking frustrating way. I'm about a year and a half out of an extremely toxic and abusive relationship. I don't want to go into the details at this point but that relationship shattered my trust in people and, frankly, myself. It took me over a year but I was willing to pursue even the most superficial relationships and be around people in general. In the last 6 months of so I've started to date and ran into a number of obstacles, mostly with my anxiety forcing me to second guess people's motives and not being able to believe that anyone could show interest in me. Anyways, I've recently started dating an amazing woman who I am enamored with, and she seems to be with me. This issue is that now anxiety is fucking up my ""fucking"" life. Sex with this woman is incredible and everything is working, except my ability to finish. We can go forever and it feels great, everything is at attention, but as soon as I get close to orgasm, I launch myself into my own head and the spiral of doubt hits so I lose it. It's frustrating and embarassing. The worst part is that she is so understanding. She is willing to try anything to help me finish. She's excited and enthusiastic, but also understanding. She has not once shown disappointment. When she sees me get frustrated, she lays next to me and holds me. Asks me what I need to relax. But it's becoming a self perpetuating cycle and I'm getting panicky that this is going to drive a wedge between us because she will start to feel that she doesn't excite me or satisfy me or whatever. Before anyone asks, the pipes all work. I can complete a solo mission no problem. And I had no issues with the last few women who were all either one night stands or fwbs. I just don't want this to ruin this relationship. And, obviously, I want to nut. Thanks for reading. Needed to get that out.",4.8663336543090985,6.65099291791045,6.198762638420799,73.71751805488688,70.06965174129354,9.266698764243301,31.37570213448885,9.698958519613793,3.287136799871609,1691,74,291,41,31,570,213,402,0.17800000000000002,0.71,0.112,-0.9791,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,2,0,0,4,12,21,6,1,19,0,29,8,2,2,3,73,64,34,0,8,14,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,23,32,0,1,7,4,1,7,8,13,0,3,6,3,43,8,52,50,12,46,0,4,1,5,25,18,3,10,19,222,66,4,0.08866424763387762,0.10505263496107917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090476679930158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27131162702079425,0.0,0.0,0.1239922069840964,0.0,0.07296312111917748,0.07892997830625921,0.16577820548807834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809780481163682,0.09792269551546466,0.07544674430602012,0.09989424480753273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092962776736217,0.0,0.0,0.07079118706015841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636638656606405,0.0899923449806353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05856189934974122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593714173392767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966261533249636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24590600466260298,0.2316170495341692,0.0,0.1511698055961636,0.0,0.0,0.0977526460286412,0.09767366486438138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099509770842013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059429776226860825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508487767008855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445463913622043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262618021712663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09919261366610437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07077095655509691,0.0,0.0,0.13148683231983568,0.0,0.0,0.09429543323258743,0.08320539012353889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442453004207478,0.06008118884547992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601473991963247,0.0,0.1844058763182625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08381637283152647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483971061742278,0.10364376074423756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868824143849019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17509049600783844,0.3807688811616152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065392596536146,0.08071660104962716,0.09249614723602864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827103248291008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08163012680392047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850924150199593,0.060197204069333224,0.0,0.0,0.18460521739900665,0.10665217296268402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918588186361994,0.07037755279075054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12909725652711132,0.0,0.09035644313751176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419373700934125 anxiety,franbug,2018/03/22,"Suggestions for any alternatives (natural?) to anxiety medication? I know that this question has been asked previously, but I feel like my situation is a little different to others. I am looking for something (that others have had success with) to treat my anxiety/depression when I move to South Korea. I have been prescribed medications in the past (Sertraline, Citalopram etc). However, to have these prescribed in South Korea is very expensive and can be pretty difficult to even get a diagnosis and prescription for. I also want to avoid having any mental health problems/diagnosis on my records while I live there, simply because it is still discriminated against. I don’t want to look for any more prescription drugs, but I’m hoping there is something natural or over the counter that I will be able to afford and won’t give me insane side effects to help numb my anxiety. To those who might suggest I just take bulk of my medication, I have recently completely come off it due to the side effects and cost. I feel better without it now, but I am still not free from these symptoms completely. I would much prefer to live without prescribed medication from now on.",9.37805506993007,9.291693177884614,9.087430069930072,63.589388111888134,59.528846153846146,12.755944055944054,41.50524475524475,12.079253325248375,5.38664807692308,943,47,149,27,11,305,124,208,0.08800000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.151,0.9442,3,1,3,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,4,10,9,0,1,5,0,23,8,0,2,0,27,37,11,0,5,8,0,2,1,0,4,8,0,0,0,13,6,0,1,7,0,3,2,5,3,0,0,3,4,20,7,30,28,3,22,0,0,2,0,7,11,0,4,10,114,33,1,0.1184332989687539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471106639654013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416161136488726,0.0,0.18120229908980454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071914721560948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219583979321413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474462855790816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201980026061527,0.2483501213618634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200642685977476,0.0,0.0,0.12373759017960916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734502671985532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13208443477888454,0.07822407699781722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197668689621464,0.08460877244736986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06187651055702365,0.11361201212996287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12588905861304836,0.0,0.0,0.07938334383195772,0.0,0.0,0.11763098873812683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508784381488107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05786052757912996,0.11870127911070552,0.20915754557606367,0.0,0.1989082858904142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4772363555841405,0.11935290955130252,0.12563901434680513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587585385852398,0.08706210185206742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305798487278478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048924259076994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267239957878016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11693859483199708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331239902015865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235147934724635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916197108595176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230975449287961,0.0890471016185877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771987498768084,0.13971005646547913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2283309478074987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413161757005265,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iamanemotionaltampon,2018/03/22,"Having a really difficult time managing my anxiety Hi everyone. This will probably be quite lengthy, so I’ll apologize in advance. I’ve been struggling for years with health related anxiety which I “managed” for a long time on my own. By manage, what I really mean is just deal and push through it. I’m at a point where it’s more than I can handle now and it’s crippling. My mother has had Primary Progressive Multiple Sclerosis for 21 years and I grew up watching her deteriorate from an independent, strong woman into someone who is now dependent on someone else for even the most basic tasks. I think this is the root of my health anxiety. I am terrified of getting MS. Over the last 4-5 years I’ve had varying degrees of symptoms ranging from tingling in hands and feet to constant headaches. I’ve had a number of tests done which all come back either normal, or with some other explanation. The most recent being a constant left sided headache and pain in my left eye. My primary care physician ordered an MRI based on my family history of MS which came back abnormal with some extremely small white spots which they were unable to make a diagnosis of. Their recommendation was to see a neurologist and get a lumbar puncture. This was in November... I live in Massachusetts which makes me extremely fortunate to have access to some of the best hospitals in the country. I was able to schedule an appointment with a neuro at Mass General, currently #3 in the country for neurology. The doctor was extremely nice and listened to everything I had to say. He flat out said “I do not think you have MS”. He explained to me that MS has certain patterns that show in an MRI which mine did not show. He said he believes my headaches are being caused by a combination of tension from clenching my jaw at night, which I absolutely do, and migraines with aura, which has happened twice. I asked about the lumbar puncture and he told me if I really wanted one and if it would put my mind at ease, he would gladly order one, but he felt it would come back negative. I certainly do not want to put myself through that unnecessarily and I’m afraid it still wouldn’t placate me. He also completed a full neurological exam, which I passed. I left there feeling pretty relieved. That lasted for about an hour. I started thinking about what if he’s wrong?? He’s basically just assuming this is due to headaches, but he really doesn’t know for sure. I really don’t know what to do at this point. My anxiety is out of control and I can’t stop thinking about this. It consumes every thought of my day and it is exhausting. I hate feeling like this. I do have a NP Psych who I see every six months who is very nice and tries to prescribe medication for me, but I can never bring myself to take it. I read the side effects and they scare the crap out of me so much that I’m too scared to take them. The only thing I will take is Xanax, which usually isn’t often, but lately it’s been almost every day. I also see a therapist who also is very nice, but if I’m being honest, isn’t very helpful. Whether that is my own fault, I don’t know. I originally went to her because I have issues with control and wanted to try to work on that. I just don’t find it to be doing anything for me though... I just wish I knew how to RELAX my thoughts and stop being such a worry wart. I’m wound so tight I’m ready to snap at any given minute. I get up every day, shower, go to work and then come home and lay in bed until I fall asleep because I’m so exhausted. I don’t know if I’m exhausted because of my mental health, work hours, or if something is really physically wrong with me. I’m honestly not even sure what I’m looking for in writing this, maybe I just needed to vent. But if anyone can relate or offer any advice I would be open to hearing anything you have to say. Life is so hard... Edit: Also posted on health anxiety",4.5886761435064285,5.740277276762402,5.778253553814912,78.90074460883862,69.96605744125327,8.963891306450051,29.720433226960644,9.2995712137729,2.593003171840248,3078,119,588,63,54,1028,344,766,0.095,0.805,0.101,0.6126,2,0,1,0,0,0,78.0,0,2,4,11,34,31,2,5,31,0,67,28,6,11,6,121,128,49,0,18,27,1,6,1,0,7,22,7,3,1,46,35,0,5,19,4,0,14,15,15,0,4,23,20,71,16,95,91,13,93,0,0,7,0,40,40,1,19,37,399,117,12,0.06038916131631145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05901158952041144,0.0,0.0,0.06047102186200697,0.0,0.0,0.19317276194660488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08213340105534303,0.0,0.23098771557287506,0.0,0.0,0.042225505710303216,0.0,0.09939026854662053,0.0,0.05645571389320075,0.0,0.0,0.13930661235532865,0.0,0.1104380166794789,0.0,0.0,0.06803790507717836,0.06337469908629173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06906911268972099,0.06157077468860185,0.06203630363192893,0.0,0.15605974575667916,0.06331688668827805,0.13051845948067212,0.13546315882171345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683803953506115,0.062258573637942086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061810865515111585,0.0,0.0617990786955656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05044739531184842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977294301135779,0.0,0.2035218918886519,0.05770443155838961,0.054273884275500436,0.0,0.05692952679129552,0.0,0.06106914890560269,0.043142028910697884,0.057983065148781626,0.0,0.05519459940120708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465253295116917,0.0,0.03432055204482845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05340193591374626,0.0,0.054096826899294084,0.05962179439317389,0.0,0.2567634182189817,0.06806297375404126,0.0,0.04047758188143589,0.0,0.0605752526315085,0.0,0.11894231885273933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06303059481755584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275321498575304,0.09845045301357268,0.06812160433151973,0.0,0.19683900139942104,0.0,0.04265465055738446,0.029503093844787887,0.0,0.05332473582302665,0.05344250742885298,0.050711686106777724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0806204682163212,0.0,0.0606690293971994,0.0657815003627432,0.0,0.060835726764190586,0.06085807092451519,0.0,0.060975837914709875,0.0,0.04820205241647418,0.0,0.044392982033446056,0.04477779792776035,0.046575844080844434,0.0,0.0,0.05667113702137967,0.05916855625698625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818425171834232,0.045928678420884175,0.06425832539300662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141745538917126,0.0,0.05783612343500912,0.0614374873540749,0.065109729782121,0.0,0.0,0.12141557344233905,0.0,0.064231306508694,0.06040550348100587,0.0,0.2321210585524839,0.0,0.05962701139715248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11488784278121025,0.09604776984436947,0.12092017090399435,0.0,0.14436702887408254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233508082615024,0.046490526728780006,0.0,0.0,0.04274375920099275,0.0,0.048226862235066115,0.10097608581616244,0.0,0.063131863300462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11383213972851085,0.06276746120454015,0.13621540135803206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07011647078243942,0.04011987541495583,0.15477974465612662,0.059332044380756815,0.0958844971007482,0.07042681120062434,0.0,0.0,0.05770443155838961,0.0,0.08200055297023448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06651012947346936,0.14948214765167755,0.1068572759207364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598135755333842,0.0,0.0,0.06944455521776896,0.0,0.0,0.1318920860091442,0.061328124676362485,0.0,0.1715949101976987,0.1320521357000462,0.0,0.11666591985383255 anxiety,chemzcool,2018/03/22,"I feel like I’ve lost a grip on my mind I started a job about a month ago and I was very excited about it. I was coming from a job where I had about 100x the duties and crazy coworkers. Now, I sit at a computer all day. I don’t have any customers to talk to and I’m in an office by myself. I feel like I’m going insane. I think this what be what it’s like to be in solitary confinement. Even with stretch breaks, I’m much too hyper for this job. I guess I realized need to be moving constantly and talking to people (which is weird because I’m an introvert). I’ve had an incredible amount of energy build up inside me when I get off work. So I had an anxiety attack while driving home after work yesterday. I didn’t feel like I was safe to be around other drivers so I pulled over twice. I though it was a fluke. I had ANOTHER anxiety attack today and had to pull over 4 times before I made it home (30 minute commute). I honestly don’t know how I made it home. My left leg was shaking, my heart was beating like crazy, my arms were shaking and I just let out a scream. I feel like I’m losing my mind. I can’t work at my job anymore and I can’t drive!!! What the heck am I going to do?",0.14531105324073934,2.094536253906252,2.627309027777777,93.1136400462963,84.8984375,5.980092592592592,19.63773148148148,7.2427474758485975,0.3778037037037034,915,26,212,14,27,315,137,256,0.14,0.755,0.105,-0.7587,4,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,6,14,17,2,2,13,0,26,3,3,3,1,30,47,13,0,1,1,0,5,6,0,0,0,1,3,0,12,11,0,3,7,0,0,10,5,8,0,1,16,6,34,9,28,26,3,38,0,2,0,0,2,14,1,1,18,134,46,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0921869442113493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07072143302405985,0.10904977847768084,0.1591146310404004,0.0,0.1031369432756524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257925665872538,0.0,0.23662289020619665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06339552240259334,0.0,0.0884936706566707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958408893718332,0.0,0.1123836633082584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706937316990404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868894717398139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033575469515814,0.29718151874160026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054334068589653006,0.0,0.11820762766911865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456426927157548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12323678334494907,0.0,0.0,0.3129519988347821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128033580745066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05715395613544244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299289590773533,0.1063438383899722,0.0,0.3048456849764391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163458882962322,0.11352486092515555,0.0,0.0,0.19680869256253045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001437085335734,0.0,0.0830093038347921,0.11053220706470238,0.07644966031544634,0.0771123561528683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720983303572493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360951487915772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717747824843468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663699058196533,0.10217638984721612,0.0,0.06064140711848745,0.0,0.09857686606164852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858083033829108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22713286451669346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jonesste,2018/03/22,"Feeling really low Not sure where to begin.recently started some voluntary work at a art gallery/charity and was meant to be helping with the opening of their latest exhibit tonight, I have never been in abundance with confidence,all day I have been nervous that I didn't know enough about the featured art eventually I arrived and had to leave after five minutes (before actually starting work) .i have emailed and apologised (not mentioning anxiety) and asked to chat with somebody on Monday. Sorry for the spam but I needed to vent",9.816382978723404,9.897904893617019,8.939872340425532,64.45300000000003,58.57446808510638,12.200851063829784,44.33191489361703,11.602472056035307,5.58304085106383,436,24,65,11,5,137,73,94,0.1,0.855,0.046,-0.4233,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,2,3,0,1,4,0,9,0,0,0,2,18,16,5,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,2,0,1,6,1,7,1,15,9,2,14,0,1,0,0,6,6,0,1,8,48,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.2556765086082446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2004310879097861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449368384434257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294471057590293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689698469835632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707184750416765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247626526932105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561465882141375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439896448449961,0.0,0.0,0.27742266858984976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427142977294096,0.20207237160400016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784542046987275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2932901910466702,0.3708932371906167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24693412318810176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3814816763442947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ashnich11,2018/03/22,Seeing a psychiatrist while having children. Have any of you saw a psychiatrist while having children and been open to talk with them? I think I have a phobia/agoraphobia more than anything. My first panic attack was behind the wheel of a car and I have associated driving with panic ever since. It’s so hard for me to get behind the wheel and honestly I hate it. I’ve tried coping mechanisms and they aren’t working anymore. I was never married to my child’s father and I don’t want to speak to a psychiatrist if they are going to say I’m an unfit parent. My child goes to all of her appointments and school even if I can’t physically take her because of panic attacks. I get sad about my anxiety but it’s only because of my anxiety. I have drive to do things I just wish I could drive to do them (pun intended) so I’m not depressed. Thanks in advance. ,2.301692466460267,4.6052490350877235,4.342297901616789,81.84634674922603,79.11695906432749,6.8305469556243565,24.09391124871001,7.928766900206844,1.5182388028895764,679,24,129,12,17,232,98,171,0.139,0.795,0.065,-0.7989,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,4,3,6,10,3,3,8,0,16,0,0,1,3,22,29,13,0,5,5,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,9,0,0,1,0,0,6,5,8,0,1,4,5,24,2,22,24,2,13,0,2,2,0,16,2,0,2,5,95,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061770693459032,0.0,0.2388855045991057,0.0,0.1548438416763686,0.0,0.0,0.12848569887750882,0.0,0.0,0.35525192219597795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19035674167037692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12466099317401907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447873937113933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031256126400566,0.14123293366419035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13280824522979606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16314805630496734,0.0,0.088735047803463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398661803182693,0.15415086472665654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042084129655285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187476084272702,0.0,0.5495719053321133,0.1733693017837422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416471969075432,0.0,0.1580168295195256,0.12441928082094045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915638236091456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1173939950546745,0.1254952985399665,0.0,0.14374801586036678,0.0,0.0,0.10372907341831424,0.1000449236883614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600533141512476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209239480947452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795474011866162,0.0,0.0,0.11366804882813053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,1mag1nary,2018/03/22,"Yes I know I have anxiety. Yes I am still mad at you and no- I'm not crazy. Am I alone in the complete frustration of the person saying ""sure you're not just being anxious and crazy right now?"" Like no you asshole- I am angry not anxious and I swear to god [I will burn this place to ground.](https://media1.tenor.com/images/61c9010b46994dad5c335b5ec50b8839/tenor.gif?itemid=4571737)",4.952031250000001,8.516075140625006,2.209125,90.623375,86.65625,5.0600000000000005,20.4625,6.742157984588678,0.57148625,315,9,52,4,10,83,44,64,0.207,0.488,0.305,0.5267,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,2,2,6,0,0,0,1,9,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,0,1,9,2,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,34,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28566565928289084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211001044435938,0.6231947033531549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28919133618263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15158309904463946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475140008858466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408348137328747,0.28817251100047026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355482140940979,0.0,0.21934261420182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22026968568933725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599564690434337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cazberry,2018/03/22,"Has Spring Break completely thrown anyone else off-track? I didn't do anything during spring break, except maybe go to work. And even then, I missed a day because I just couldn't deal with the stress. Most adults get excited to tell you they did absolutely nothing during their break. And there was a time when I enjoyed taking a break too. But now it seems like every time I have a break or a day off from work, it makes the stress worse. Like, if I'm not busy then I just sit there and think. And it spirals out of control from there. Now that school has started again, I feel completely useless. I can somehow manage to make the 1.5 mile walk to school, but once I get there I'm usually awfully sweaty and that stresses me out and any other little thing I can think of sets me off into this pit of anxiety and I decide it's better to just go home. I haven't studied at all in about a week, I just can't make myself do anything productive. Always tends to happen in the middle of the semester... starts off great, and then this shit starts happening. I just feel lazy. And I'm too scared to go see a counselor even though I know I should. I haven't been to a doctor in years for the same reason. But this stuff isn't getting any better and I just feel kinda stuck.",3.258046874999998,4.718048710937502,3.7371562500000017,91.06721875000002,73.609375,6.682500000000001,22.175,7.1686216300943375,0.5289881249999997,994,24,212,10,20,311,139,256,0.121,0.7959999999999999,0.083,-0.8294,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,2,5,21,14,1,4,14,1,17,2,1,5,1,47,46,20,0,3,13,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,12,14,0,1,9,0,0,4,7,7,0,0,5,4,24,7,28,39,3,43,0,2,1,0,6,13,1,6,21,137,36,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118023369057993,0.0,0.0,0.14903777891650427,0.0,0.08382922329682102,0.0,0.0,0.07662163631150849,0.11227876217956363,0.18035177747140907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06679960690926344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19383111363662628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297873468936316,0.0,0.12290449473897976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134145736503992,0.11297327779299232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216087475875568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09154092796345556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475453458982526,0.0,0.09232678282593894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16622245389082554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175476844503326,0.0,0.1868323525712603,0.0,0.0,0.12081352327981153,0.0,0.0,0.19380436743544532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991875404529908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060222893643994364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707155727861664,0.10982902625598627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194386576675342,0.0,0.11008891966236793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10514599795713328,0.0,0.0,0.116700269730612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266759695598755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097097737715262,0.2218037985800433,0.08732193015957107,0.09975849612417846,0.0,0.0,0.11248339991697127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23268614906980425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765742573862119,0.0,0.1254441151170545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239133171063955,0.0,0.09577869051216888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280079779264062,0.14043025777825224,0.10766285091646294,0.0,0.12779521342894914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120688073850683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789932943654133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15955265704243124,0.0,0.11167247834167383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056662026593377 anxiety,digitalflannel,2018/03/22,"How to deal with anxiety relapse? I've been mostly anxiety (at least anxiety attack) free for at least 6 months now. But i recently got offered a chance to go out of town for work, which I accepted. Since that day (about 3 days ago) I've just been in one constant panic attack. I have leftover xanax from before when it was bad, but i prefer not to take it because last time i got off of it i had horrible withdrawals. But i just can't shake the panic feeling, even when there's no reason for me to have it. ",3.8875137362637346,4.539870855769231,5.067747252747253,85.19153846153847,71.21153846153845,8.250549450549451,27.357142857142854,8.418075326091056,1.7369989010989006,395,13,83,6,7,131,73,104,0.21,0.7090000000000001,0.081,-0.9297,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,9,8,2,3,2,0,7,1,0,2,0,14,12,6,0,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,6,0,1,6,1,8,3,17,6,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,11,57,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15692466035751254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4062778571445225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4027898635330729,0.0,0.0,0.1478110040121019,0.1079146391750046,0.0,0.15063780810165947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19130440156416773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22833685822037966,0.18250811754039936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169253390250149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951068708521971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060910458815306,0.0,0.2831709622279377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443014656503188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130207831733982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995876931568013,0.0,0.0,0.41540848229990507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18201429072383007,0.17479381503244387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643940926202578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13310304123165115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10322646332493077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887850850331506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,antisocialmixingclub,2018/03/22,"I lost my best friend yesterday and my whole day has been a living nightmare Just to start he's completely okay and not dead, he chose to end our incredibly close friendship in a way that wasn't really the nicest. It started when I woke up, I usually get pretty much every symptom under the sun and they all hit me. Unrelenting stomach cramps, body pains, breathing issues, dizziness, nausea, food aversion (this one is always really bad for me, food literally starts tasting bad in my mouth after a bite and I have to spit it out if I don't want to vomit), not knowing what to do with myself, not being able to do anything without my body hurting and deterring me immediately, fear, fear, fear. I just wanted to share about it. I'm going back to my doctor tomorrow to get some meds because my anxiety over the past few weeks has been spiking unpredictably anyway but just losing one of the last people I was genuinely close to kinda broke me. It is better because he's a generally selfish person and being close to him has been shit for me before in a time when life has been really hard, I'm just not feeling good at all. I'm alone again and the world is really scary.",12.012477973568284,7.193925022026434,11.434840308370044,63.61939702643174,58.69162995594714,14.34559471365639,42.03138766519824,11.45678717892309,4.640753744493392,928,31,170,17,8,307,140,227,0.203,0.718,0.079,-0.9815,0,1,0,0,1,0,23.0,1,0,1,4,10,18,1,3,10,1,19,16,7,0,2,32,35,11,1,3,11,0,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,7,12,3,0,2,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,8,3,22,6,26,24,7,31,0,4,0,0,9,12,1,3,17,115,29,1,0.11472940244824993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11882506035897955,0.0,0.0,0.09546405361774933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776767884472733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944125226362835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821982865932967,0.19158851758789386,0.13987595770527894,0.0,0.09762627126368628,0.0,0.12040142962780273,0.1014688330794805,0.0,0.2548770044552751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029159564876354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399097325246823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743040490682274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161619707836124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966644698012034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3873074232804413,0.058010633110668126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27746249769207443,0.0,0.08863965173292998,0.0,0.11988275499550315,0.0,0.06520336335145739,0.09622957947396163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10277500944239827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12282019821079312,0.0,0.0,0.11974768852142813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06305227915247437,0.09351977572468632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103676990072392,0.0,0.0,0.10130816430189686,0.0,0.0,0.12835285469499627,0.12524069558432374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743850222763756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843393117337012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15548722463841452,0.0,0.12208017322925713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10952219653933662,0.07953892187864746,0.10017728889846432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672104825458199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29399437209039364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776808290731405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24361818468559496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11924777824734413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668996371969889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263582279488586,0.0,0.13534074820059305,0.091066859449308,0.09202900627311196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280912806103031,0.0,0.11059504983183907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,qazwsxedc__,2018/03/22,"Everything undoes after every therapy session I always love going to therapy. Every time I finish one, I leave feeling extremely proactive and optimistic. Trouble is, as I drive back home, I slowly start to revert back to my old, anxious, depressed self until I basically haven't retained anything from the session. I know my house is a pretty significant source of anxiety, but I don't know where else to go. Anyone deal with something similar?",8.048076923076927,9.364966628205126,8.647846153846151,60.847153846153844,62.20512820512821,10.855384615384617,39.95897435897436,10.793553405168565,5.154986666666666,359,19,47,9,5,120,60,78,0.12,0.732,0.149,0.4924,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,8,11,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,0,1,10,1,10,11,0,12,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,32,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15290757027598606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14058006141921378,0.20760264459286626,0.0,0.12849307097327,0.0,0.15122330230964054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826085660362917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945410330994952,0.15827690735860567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351244791936916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096606240607053,0.0,0.16515653150615264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291732985319943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887627302765024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843317233191827,0.0,0.0,0.21204064917412688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198536391870775,0.0,0.0,0.1945810712108552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658554875938814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283092045646996,0.0,0.12452422051767953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18695552108166424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19170743550161148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147161650424528,0.0,0.0,0.1300701268649906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203036003071385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071551080063776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mikey530Jay,2018/03/22,Question about anxiety symptoms Can anxiety cause weird feelings in your left arm? Kind of like a numbness or something like that that lasts for a second. ,7.3000000000000025,9.4468502962963,5.8453703703703725,77.1991666666667,64.55555555555556,8.362962962962964,39.425925925925924,8.841846274778883,3.877014814814815,126,7,19,2,2,37,23,27,0.231,0.609,0.16,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,2.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,1,3,1,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,3,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4729827792954693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175721188925102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563105623763567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32192192311325324,0.0,0.2519905050673926,0.0,0.0,0.3358817074057417,0.0,0.0,0.30206055092397954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34630774887392834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379912118762785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213150121015591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bubbline,2018/03/22,"Still anxious after it's over? Hi everyone, I had a speech today which of course made me extremely nervous. My heart was racing the whole time but I did breathing exercises in my seat and ended up acing it. Usually, I'll be fine afterwards, but this time I'm still really tense. It's frustrating because I know I did a good job, and I did all of my homework so now I'm free for spring break this week. But I'm all wound up and panicky still. What do I do? Help please!",1.1917525773195834,3.334790494845361,3.1558865979381467,89.7132113402062,82.1958762886598,6.7665979381443275,22.07113402061856,7.908726449838941,1.0845719587628868,366,12,79,7,10,123,66,97,0.135,0.693,0.171,0.7018,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,1,3,0,8,4,2,1,2,10,13,7,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,10,4,8,6,3,18,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,13,50,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24769931335735726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365774028669114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19419765198874128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20951056959868908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390334339412867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598219772917689,0.1469641240183786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217579893389834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049855156955705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20746737403342128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406796195474634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046239280592138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5252995534633521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25570239461993105,0.0,0.2078311000999777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24148188854384764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17587567186079256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447939073686205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,veritablecrush,2018/03/22,"New to Lexapro, worrying about side effects My doctor started me on Lexapro 10mg and I took my first dose this morning. I wear a Fitbit and noticed my resting heart rate was significantly lower than normal, which made me worry so I got up and walked around a bit and then drank some water. I feel a little fuzzy headed and kind of tired but otherwise okay. How worried do I need to be about my heart rate? Should I call the doctor? My normal resting heart rate is 68-70 and right now it’s 59-61.",1.939,4.171886900000004,3.0599999999999987,90.935,80.0,5.2,22.0,6.2581,0.31789999999999985,390,12,80,3,10,125,73,100,0.112,0.863,0.025,-0.7316,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,4,1,5,11,5,3,0,17,12,10,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,2,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,1,13,2,9,5,4,13,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,5,49,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13241311037233466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238920597833473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188358334134802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044902279807233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07520910327776265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12652101126669527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896363907467443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526535820072678,0.0,0.0,0.5287847316102302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1548933021205918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490799056066363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074454727251867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11029130384984784,0.0,0.14365724720319334,0.0,0.0,0.2914737891766839,0.0,0.1693452814634683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702600189743726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528130350060773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095859133866909,0.0,0.0,0.16525932665389273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4531682538833833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,emwill__,2018/03/22,"Strange anxiety symptoms I have always experienced overt symptoms of anxiety (panic, sweating, can’t breathe, etc) but in the past few months I’ve been having physical symptoms that I’m told are due to anxiety. I went to the doctor and said it felt like I could never get enough air, and it turned out to be anxiety (fixed with medication adjustments). In the last month, I’ve experienced body aches (like the flu), increased trembling in my hands, and fatigue, like I could go to sleep anywhere anytime, that comes and goes. I think it’s anxiety because I just had spring break and all my symptoms disappeared. When I’m in school, the symptoms come and go but are always present at some time every day. I have health anxiety and have diagnosed myself with a ton of things of course. I know there are explanations that are more logical (I drink to much caffeine, I vape a lot, I carry a backpack that weighs as much as a toddler, I’m taking a crazy course load, not enough sleep) and I take medications (those always have some side effects) it but it’s hard to make myself stay logical. Has anyone else had experience with these more physical signs of anxiety? It’s new to me and the health anxiety is kicking my ass. I guess I’m just looking for your personal experiences with this. I see my psych regularly so I plan on asking her for her medical opinion next time. EDIT: some spelling",4.6529064039408885,6.622119643678161,5.261740558292285,79.47517241379313,70.95402298850574,8.802846195949645,30.81937602627258,9.362217197678863,2.9235169129720857,1101,48,201,25,21,354,149,261,0.141,0.8240000000000001,0.035,-0.9652,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,2,11,0,18,23,7,2,2,41,41,16,0,2,6,0,3,3,0,0,14,1,0,1,14,16,2,0,7,1,0,7,3,3,0,0,7,8,25,3,26,31,15,32,0,1,2,1,7,9,1,6,17,127,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086511890866356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.511545581408846,0.0,0.0,0.05844539939951066,0.08564391750899787,0.0,0.0,0.07814179348164701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050953358522256166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092845401026328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400418289854675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13347352393613274,0.0,0.0,0.05390617014379728,0.0,0.0,0.0848382115815778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555399542269203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08188263322301532,0.0,0.0,0.06982552649325773,0.0,0.0,0.17273373252312346,0.09322068390332168,0.0,0.0,0.0704249603283844,0.0,0.0,0.16352664277368512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025583930902447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04367032831183351,0.0,0.09500790283642466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09207959907585032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748767978308419,0.0,0.0,0.17769639790637595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04593677767083707,0.0681338914792087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225079539681485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701913381231582,0.0,0.0,0.0710619797895808,0.0,0.0,0.0557944231266924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25261284302096904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13343538025026305,0.0,0.1228909173181066,0.0,0.06446681369194524,0.08072805193890573,0.08889484897281227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807037068199727,0.0,0.0,0.07979246523798009,0.0,0.07298422689317459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950959668267052,0.0,0.0,0.08459367497475484,0.0666073622307353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672930866389567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890917446593288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43439021957024376,0.12569280742866695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055530942804399734,0.05355864804464788,0.0,0.0,0.097479545592513,0.0,0.0,0.07987017545011636,0.0,0.0,0.09091775970328604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748522477336085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EgonDoesntApprove,2018/03/22,"I’ve HAD it! Long story short, I’ve been on a leave of absence from work for three weeks now. This was unplanned but my anxiety has just been a huge pain in the ass lately. Been trying to go back every day this week and my brain/body is just like “haha not today”. Almost made it today and I had to finally pull over on the damn interstate because driving during an anxiety attack is not a doctor recommended activity. Anyway, I’m just so pissed at “my” anxiety. Like just STOP IT. It’s work! Work = money. Yeah it’s not the greatest job but how many people out there actually find the perfect job?! I feel like in a way it’s a slight breakthrough for me. Obviously I’ll find out tomorrow when it’s time to GO TO WORK. But I’m just done with this. Time to exchange my sad comfy pants for my professional work pants. No wait, casual Friday. Semi-nice jean time. If you’ve made it this far I would appreciate either words of encouragement or your own story of when you really just had HAD it with your anxiety and became the anxiety warrior we all strive to be. 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I arranged to meet my boss today to discuss my return to work after my maternity leave ends. I got all worked up about it last night, thinking I was a bad person to request part-time and that my boss wouldn’t be happy. Well it went better than I could expect! She’s onboard with everything I requested an will be looking into it for me 😊 Hopefully next time I get anxious about something to do with work I can remind myself that I’ve got a good boss ",2.5046578947368405,4.174855715789473,4.194934210526316,86.13766447368424,76.05263157894737,6.434210526315789,24.50657894736842,7.1686216300943375,1.0508157894736838,363,12,73,4,8,122,67,95,0.071,0.767,0.162,0.8582,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,13,16,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,5,1,15,5,14,6,1,11,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,8,50,21,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259713528649586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645187066050575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426431802002146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573190077059696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745174034846541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17708527200711185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294435201244773,0.0,0.0,0.16526633382339112,0.3151789730758857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2097508786755181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19570343904687834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16061247028713005,0.0,0.2086350543243628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16546250278629432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2095524118665905,0.18490704780666425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21337322111108464,0.0,0.0,0.17204619784393535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15168966956058166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625415312311716,0.0,0.0,0.11489458682143562,0.0,0.1867692198199705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771610480984948,0.1826564297358632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4303385732990147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,utteruselessness,2018/03/22,"I used to blame my stupidity on my anxiety, but now I think I'm actually just an idiot I'm so utterly useless it's actually absurd. Every single thing I try to do, I'm completely inept at. I do nothing more than sit in my room while either playing video games or going on Reddit because I'm terrible at everything else. I've been consistently doing badly in school since the first grade. Almost every course I do is essentially a ""dumbed down"" version because I'm incapable of doing any of them at a normal level. If I was told the math I was doing right now was at a grade 6th level, I'd believe it. I used to have hobbies, but I've since given up at them after realizing there was no point to me trying anymore. At a young age, I would read obsessively, but I honestly haven't picked up a book since I was 12 years old now because of how low my reading comprehension is. Today, I was attempting to cook for myself for the first time, but I should've known better. I ended up crying like a baby after being unable to understand the recipe and chop vegetables correctly. Yeah, cutting vegetables. One of the easiest tasks ever, right? Well, not when you're as stupid as me. There is honestly no reason for someone like me to continue living because I am of no use to society. I already know I'm not going to make it to college so whatever job I get in the future is likely going to be one I'm bound to for the rest of my life, assuming I don't get fired due to being a moron. I'm unable to enjoy anything because of how bad I'll be at it. Whenever I try to educate myself on something I end up sobbing because I can't understand it. Don't suggest therapy. Don't. Every single time I make a post here that's all people will mention. I'm medicated, I have multiple counselors, but unless they're somehow able to make me less of a waste to society, I'm not going to be happy. They know my problems. They can't help me though. Some people are just complete idiots, and I'm one of them.",4.3002830622185435,5.021405808933004,6.481731458505652,75.17650032166162,70.31513647642679,9.245804613546547,29.814263394908558,9.444778638647367,2.7586793309438478,1563,60,293,33,27,555,202,403,0.174,0.726,0.101,-0.9821,1,0,1,0,0,1,42.0,0,0,5,4,17,25,7,1,17,1,34,5,0,10,3,44,64,19,0,4,14,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,1,0,7,2,3,1,9,7,0,4,12,15,1,5,9,1,41,10,55,48,9,53,0,3,0,0,10,25,2,6,25,200,48,9,0.09196176038633776,0.0,0.17948282498729595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09208641917815168,0.0,0.10148208936035913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253715056584411,0.0,0.07035049498514126,0.0,0.09120135544108822,0.0,0.0,0.07567669314815675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15356845735458904,0.3363542134398677,0.0,0.0,0.10360941247590814,0.0,0.0813327038685263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928403122387319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101567559279674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682225052743001,0.0,0.162901648011393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318467717958479,0.23244524821107665,0.0,0.08264930050669983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15644525281186367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609244844034892,0.0,0.20905595074862196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09789500395324248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164002951624924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912578572510291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107955700105324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649553109932269,0.13478361287046958,0.0,0.08120391923868936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18415556745795852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09264179872135578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901029998481003,0.0882397893130842,0.0,0.09649839789228433,0.0,0.1869470064805432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750941117280076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08693358823291569,0.0,0.0880739458716137,0.0,0.0,0.08799498498270243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18397329308946436,0.0,0.0,0.0945520058867192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706968179882078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307021111504413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282151554945672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791890114815186,0.07079665599051634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051662875486654,0.0,0.0610953073236892,0.05892538280242943,0.09035196266421644,0.0,0.10724728403632104,0.0,0.08716899603984392,0.08787340298380844,0.0,0.1873079963214953,0.0,0.0,0.19147087153569506,0.0,0.2382763036120731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268466675075248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532699606665014,0.0,0.0,0.059220358604052586 anxiety,BreezyB24,2018/03/22,"Feeling like I’ve hit an all time low Long time lurker here. Reading everyone’s posts in this group has helped me get through things that I had no idea how to move past. I apologize, this one will probably be a long one. I just feel completely helpless and lost. My anxiety has gotten the best of me as of lately. I’m a constant worrier (experience the tightness of chest, shortness of breath, and sharp pains in chest with rapid heartbeat on a regular basis). The few moments I get where I feel truly relaxed are the happiest moments to love in, but they’re very far and few. I got out of a 4 year relationship with someone who constantly threatened to kill himself, self abused in front of me, and was constantly emotionally abusive. I felt relieved to finally break free. I met someone new who I fell in love with who treated me great and I felt very compatible with. We have been together for about 2 years now and were planning a future together, by his lead. Unfortunately, my anxiety causes all sorts of problems (as all of you are aware). Self doubt, low self esteem, being way too hard on yourself, and the kicker: making a bigger deal out of things that people generally don’t understand. My work went thought a recall about 9 months ago; I was overworked and underpaid during this time period and was feeling crappy on a daily basis. Everything was upsetting me and this went on for months. I try very hard to never take things out on my boyfriend, but he started to act like the way I was behaving was unacceptable and that just started my snowball effect. I felt ashamed in myself, frequently asking the “why the hell are you like this, get over it!” And of course, that made me feel even worse. I had been fighting with myself everyday trying to “fix” myself instead of embracing myself because I wanted to feel his love again. Ever since then he has just changed. Doesn’t do small things for me like he used to, doesn’t say nice things like he used to. Compliments are minimal and I feel like a chore or an obligation to him. I’ve gotten a lot better now. I’m much better at processing things and am actually a very good girlfriend to him. He says all of the time that I’m everything he could want in a relationship, which just makes me ever more confused. Why are you with him? Leave! Well, I’m truly in love with him. I am terrified to walk away and never feel stronger feelings for someone else. I’m willing to do anything for this relationship, and he knows it. He has openly admitted to taking advantage of me and apologizes all of the time for acting the way he does. About 3 months ago, he said he isn’t sure if I’m in his future anymore and he needs time to figure it out. He says deep down he wants to be with me, but gets annoyed and irritated and moody often with me and doesn’t know how to make those feelings go away. He moved into an apartment that belongs to his family(but is vacant) and spends less time with me so he can sort through his feelings. Any contact, time spent together, sex life, is all on his terms. This is just tearing me apart. I’m sitting waiting and hoping that each day will be the day he says “I’m coming home, I do want to be with you”. But it never happens. I don’t know how long I can wait. I don’t feel like a priority to him and feel so empty and alone. To put the cherry on top, I just got rejected from grad school and feel completely lost. I have to move out of my place by May, feel under appreciated and and like an obligation to my boyfriend, am under qualified for furthering my education, and suffering everyday with some of the worst feelings of anxiety I’ve ever felt. Thanks for reading, anyone who does. This subreddit has been a lifesaver. Sorry for any typos. Rereading this for grammar errors will likely cause me to not post it, as I must’ve written this out 10 times and deleted it over the last couple of weeks. Because it may be asked, I am 25F and boyfriend is 30. 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My girlfriend has some anxiety issues and has been looking for some treatment since she saw how well it worked for me. She's called and left messages with numerous doctors listed on her insurance's database (its a big insurance provided to her by work) and NONE of them have called her back. She's already very anxious making the calls and not getting an answer is really bringing her down. We've tried Zocdoc, psychology today, her insurance website, and shes tried getting a referral from her other doctors and NONE of them had a solution. At this point, we're getting extremely frustrated as she barely has time to call since she's working, and when she does nothing happens. I was lucky in that my doctor from out of state was a family friend. Are we doing something wrong? Thanks for your help. 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Every time something like this happens I can’t help but feel this dread inside ticking down to the day the supposed end of the world will happen. I did it with 6/6/06, with 12/21/12....countless others. I think the worst parts of this one are the people who say their account has been taken down/they’ve been called/they’ve received messages and DMs telling them to stop talking about it. It adds a creepy realism that keeps my anxiety from totally just saying “ok it’s fake”. I hate this cause I’m usually a skeptic and I don’t believe most conspiracies or religious things but then something like this comes along and I’m frozen with fear. :///",4.114573170731706,6.803937347560973,3.805060975609756,86.03856707317075,74.91463414634147,6.5390243902439025,28.542682926829272,7.6454224807358475,1.8589829268292681,711,30,127,10,16,214,108,164,0.233,0.6779999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.9814,0,0,2,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,2,0,4,10,2,2,9,1,12,0,0,2,1,24,23,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,2,0,1,17,10,0,2,2,0,1,2,3,6,0,1,5,3,12,4,13,16,4,13,0,0,0,0,12,3,0,2,11,79,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35770912946536465,0.0,0.0,0.10898450343565276,0.15970221639173685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756065954665179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011639487977622,0.0,0.13426398422376454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10052009645927314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13020529263530745,0.0,0.27610043450268146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132307092983572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539157294543706,0.07881007884638608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433095615997414,0.2756619900773425,0.0,0.0,0.15388451947651002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10447309244535244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13854006431939406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844344751365075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14748332827185495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745345181299982,0.0,0.0,0.105618227006608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16878671663593586,0.0,0.216114473105448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24790037032135054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399851409600393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13031020453669892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12527846500652434,0.13623296927186548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354984804675334,0.0998720638716298,0.0,0.0,0.09088619447112588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716633895124279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16902905447229896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rohunkkishibabe,2018/03/22,"I want to take that huge step I text people constantly and am dependent on others. I create fake stories in my head and try to find the truths with them. I ruined my relationship due to fear and a mind that plays tricks on me. I feared because of this I was a terrible person and there was no solution. I'd be damned in a world that doesn't understand me. I'm not entirely normal, and that's okay. I just need a little extra love and care but I also, need to push myself, or make sure I get a little extra treatment to move forward in my life. I hope to one day not be controlled by my thoughts and my fears. I hope one day I can be the best person I can be. 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It's so random, but usually I feel sick or nauseous and then it's just a burp or two. 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It gets worse with each job. My first experience with anxiety at work was 3 years ago when having to go to conference room to setup equipment or have meetings. I would anticipate a threat of some sort somehow and hours/minutes before the event my anxiety would go through the roof. Almost to the point of panic attacks. I’ve been taking Xanax to deal with this for over 10 plus years but not during work. Then I got another job and I would now *have* to take Xanax if I had to have a meeting or be in a room full of people setting stuff up. After that job, I then had to take Xanax even coming into work because things were so overwhelming (I work in IT) that, being afraid of having a mental breakdown, I would medicate myself to avoid it. That was early 2017 and now it’s just been the norm for me to take Xanax before going into work. Then my next job added more stress, self doubt and anxiety overall, so in addition to taking Xanax before work, I would take it during lunch time so I could relax and actually eat something. As work got more intense, I would take 2 Xanax on the morning knowing I was coming into a shitstorm or had to stay late. Now I’m at my new job and I’ve had mental breakdowns every day coming home. At work, my chest hurts, I can’t swallow my own saliva, I’m exhausted, afraid, anxious, depressed, million thoughts of negative self hate and doubt. I’m managing by taking 2 Xanax before work but now I’m taking 2 after work stop myself from thinking about coming into work the next day. I’m taking Xanax like skittles, fully aware this is bad for me but I just can’t deal with life and work. I had a therapist I would see every Friday at 5pm but now my new job is 9-6 (I hate working after 5...) so I probably can’t see him anymore :( I feel so alone. Desperate for an “out” but I cant. The anxiety is getting so much worse. 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Haven’t eaten all day... Totally freaked me out. Nothing I can do about it besides eat... not sure what caused it or if it’s a sign of bad health. Who knows. Entirely out of my control. 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I'm a college student currently and during my high school days, my social anxiety was so bad to the point that I barely talked to people at all. But I've improved a lot since I got into college last year and have made some friends along the way. Safe to say, my anxiety is pretty much under control now, only the occasional stage fright that won't go away during presentation and such. However, I feel like I'm still in constant self-doubt and I'm also paranoid that my friends secretly think that I'm annoying and that they're only tolerating me? I know this might be far-fetched, but how do I stop feeling like I'm just annoying people when I actually want to express my thoughts and opinions and have conversations with them. There are days when I think I'm better off without friends like how I was back in school because I don't have to constantly worry about how they perceive me. I think I'm just afraid that people don't perceive me like how I want them to think of me... I don't know. These kinda thoughts kill me sometimes. The thing is.. I have no problem when I'm actually talking to my friends. It's the thoughts that come after. Like when I got in bed at night, my mind will start to wander whether what I've said annoyed them or it's not meaningful and they're much better off without me in the picture. Also, I feel more self-conscious when texting vs talking to them face to face. So, how do I get this self-doubt under control? 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Hi all, My first time posting on this sub. I was wondering if anybody gets anxiety when they leave their families? I live in Chicago while my family lives in Dallas and whenever I visit I always seem to get spikes in anxiety when I leave them. It's lead to brain fogginess as well as just an overall feeling of bad anxiety. Any help would be appreciated!",4.201992481203007,6.695517921052634,5.878496240601508,72.25447368421055,73.73684210526315,10.132330827067669,31.90977443609023,10.290406445055957,4.148077443609023,326,16,54,11,7,111,58,76,0.163,0.72,0.117,-0.1906,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,4,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,9,9,7,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,1,11,1,10,6,1,13,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,6,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12714623294316965,0.0,0.0,0.1039128295051091,0.0,0.467582480163955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12758602512316622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058122688855645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12764920289821433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321536526133371,0.0,0.07726294024977791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997609209270386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395033541142207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10242215738735977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4853961807486578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698597214183029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463452178167797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391081868610685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910198689991923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373902968238274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571080662950705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10854848586693236,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peacelovinhippy,2018/03/22,"Dr started me on lexapro for anxiety this week. I'm only 3 days in and it's making me feel horrible. Anyone else have similar situation and care to share advice? My anxiety is almost definitely caused by PMDD, my gp has me going to the OB next week for official diagnosis. In the meantime, gp put me on lexapro 5mg and xanax. It seems like these pills are making me feel almost worse than before I started taking them :( I wake up in the morning feeling like I'm coming off a coke binge. My eyes pop open around 3am, I'm too awake to go back to sleep, my pupils are HUGE, my stomach is wrecked, and I feel like I'm anxious but not enough to have a full anxiety attack. I feel so shitty that I considered if I should stop taking it. But I read online that the first week on lexapro can do these weird things, so I'm hoping to talk to someone who's been through this and what your experience was like. Did you eventually feel better? How long did it take until you noticed improvements? Thanks for your help",3.7702640264026432,5.055793980198025,4.850118811881189,84.27524422442245,72.06930693069306,7.9609240924092415,26.833003300330034,8.447377352677275,1.7330623102310234,792,27,162,13,15,260,125,202,0.12,0.7170000000000001,0.162,0.8532,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,4,1,2,6,11,1,0,6,0,14,8,4,4,0,28,39,12,0,3,4,0,6,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,8,1,1,7,1,0,4,1,2,0,1,4,7,22,9,23,34,2,28,0,0,1,0,9,12,0,5,16,95,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707132982246148,0.0,0.0,0.2399333081058461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749497777084833,0.13534470537346624,0.0,0.08376991953794559,0.12275361538043092,0.0,0.10665118546837694,0.0,0.13629463370219244,0.0,0.0921220757597084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194459561036613,0.0,0.0,0.10595712630879796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214842083690268,0.12307196980260705,0.0,0.10320075607730264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07726383225952445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008108073744912,0.0,0.0,0.12378981941795247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719154842131735,0.0,0.0,0.3634597812874662,0.17117636507884615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190543670719614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361750361507989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08030226566288623,0.0,0.0,0.1189926557872497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2341212265832296,0.0,0.0,0.1060229942048674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599405388280483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741318259949572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363979365092261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111653326777924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043636478504625,0.0,0.0,0.1198366740938345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10906529272716288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466500037968512,0.11989077456041215,0.0,0.10150975509363774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695961343166479,0.0,0.0,0.1001617202895055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702336661134891,0.0962941207474523,0.0,0.11029966028613064,0.0,0.0,0.07959262248843099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882992366961162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209076933899815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KittyHoodie,2018/03/22,"Can't sleep over irrational fear of people breaking into my house I'll try to quickly summarize the story leading to this. I moved in July of 2017, the previous tenants were evicted by the Landlords. One keeps coming around and has been asked to stay away by the Landlord. He's been arrested roughly 8 times since he was kicked out, the last two were for Theft. I don't know him very well. I keep his Mugshot and his Friend's Mugshot by my door with a ""Do Not Answer for these people"" I have Security Cameras, I have a dog that barks at everything, I keep my gates, windows and doors locked up. I can't help but continue to worry about being broken in to. Advice please. I need to sleep.",3.5225534759358297,5.239042779411768,4.1553475935828885,87.29179144385027,73.41176470588233,7.0042780748663125,26.334224598930483,7.686295010490155,1.4033764705882357,542,19,108,7,11,172,95,136,0.105,0.836,0.06,-0.7854,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,7,0,13,2,2,1,0,17,20,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,3,8,0,4,2,0,0,3,4,1,1,2,5,1,14,3,24,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,4,70,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172360720135852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15701944411623892,0.16489553291985046,0.0,0.16571887872882862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519394770950616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852285719332254,0.0,0.0,0.19848140239751086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627409127585918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822669443650605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352382822327136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.470335474947402,0.0,0.0,0.09693621168846647,0.14377676586097438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746862241742626,0.0,0.13078674137826587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952258288675995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445653629762056,0.0,0.0,0.19361702066671774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590693561842674,0.0,0.3530234135413914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18800222083218074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10285111784027287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197533779072246,0.0,0.17230185502177858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553553986083326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585906902907723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17912684304399082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AmiTaylorSwift,2018/03/22,"Advice on how to get rid of hangover anxiety? Hi So, the day after I’ve been out drinking, I sometimes get awful anxiety, my stomach feels shaky, my hands shake, I wake up fidgeting, etc. I was wondering whether anybody else gets this? And also, how do people deal with it? I need to stop avoiding things the day after I’ve been drinking, it’s really affected how I plan my weeks. Would it be okay for me to take a beta-blocker (propranolol) before bed on the night that I’ve been drinking, to avoid waking up anxious? Does anybody have any other suggestions? (I’m also on sertraline and I try to take this early in the morning if I know that I’m drinking on the night) ",3.2672727272727258,5.074816030303033,4.7339393939393934,82.49590909090911,74.30303030303031,7.527272727272727,28.66666666666667,8.296473431620573,2.1846575757575764,524,22,98,9,11,175,84,132,0.16699999999999998,0.818,0.015,-0.9408,0,2,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,4,6,2,8,8,4,4,0,19,19,10,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,9,4,4,3,3,4,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,2,11,1,18,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,3,9,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690366939201996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24044249432335546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223159630789903,0.0,0.2300086696725806,0.1698335013559342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279223119149627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19390469874095465,0.15498672367338068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315574228814055,0.0,0.0,0.5890764372564801,0.0,0.0,0.12558393262762346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766103565214285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07601288267093391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356283658986396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261908619767529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147001591284234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821546765548158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422197470246802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963071703983537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14868318270599445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256851209041483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260634162410897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987456636749496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10206624005048627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12058806603291924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302972758884549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679225115736356,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sydofbee,2018/03/22,"Taking an ""anxiety day off"" I just took a day off for tomorrow. My anxiety has been hell this week because many complicated things popped up at work and many people are writing to me about things that I either can't fix or don't know how to fix. Normally I can handle those things but this week, it just got too much. I have the overtime hours to comfortably just stay home tomorrow so that's what I'm going to do. But I'm a little unsure \- is this helping my anxiety or just lowering my... ""That's it, I can't function""\-threshold, if you know what I mean? Any thoughts?",2.779473684210526,4.710603438596493,3.968280701754389,86.91663157894739,76.01754385964912,8.068771929824562,24.55789473684211,8.841846274778883,1.7673957894736845,448,15,93,10,10,146,73,114,0.112,0.826,0.062,-0.3654,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,8,2,1,0,4,0,10,0,0,1,0,18,20,8,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,14,1,0,0,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,0,11,1,10,16,2,15,1,0,0,0,3,5,1,3,7,64,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157734400661388,0.0,0.4103013769793736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898335774668147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23059816255169216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10160547374969722,0.0,0.14298765448268966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198332671902688,0.0,0.1793321166015288,0.0,0.17606346541475815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19650693967283275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918572598315616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36251214402488025,0.0,0.19474513404074276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142474995094822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751676133217265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239443707138076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19055696743213812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442120986195394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563228478659915,0.0,0.0,0.14193229963853407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986324870643541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868149831686373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301548400240473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KelsieO1,2018/03/22,"Fear of flying - xanax Hi guys, I suffer from panic disorder and have a massive phobia of flying on top of that. I'll be going on a 4 hour flight soon and I am freaking out that I'll freak out on the plane. My question is for anyone who has taken a dose of xanax for flight anxiety? I've never taken xanax before so I will most likely give it a test before we go. How long will the effect last? (It is a 4 hour flight so I don't want to spend the rest of the day out of it) What is the effect like? What dosage (in your personal experience) would you suggest for a first-time, 4 hour flight? I'll be going to my doctor to check it all out of course but I'd also like some personal experiences. Thanks! 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Context: I switched out of normal school about a year ago and its been great I have more free time less anxiety about class mates or getting dressed at 5 am, last week I got a paper in the mail prompting me to show up to a local high school I've never even stepped into once. (Keep in mind I its not just the SAT its also a couple other standardized tests) Basically im posting on here looking for other options to take the test or just for advice on whether or not I can take the test on another date.",4.5026027397260275,3.5601831986301384,5.671335616438356,86.90714041095892,69.75342465753424,8.395890410958902,29.20890410958904,7.1686216300943375,1.3954410958904102,521,16,122,4,8,175,93,146,0.056,0.887,0.057,0.27,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,1,1,9,0,7,0,0,0,1,20,20,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,1,1,3,4,2,0,0,6,1,9,3,23,14,2,28,0,0,1,0,2,14,0,4,10,73,15,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564953788306596,0.1419620895927355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807079425534842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16792979260517246,0.12251325662496305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219217605332336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772014029251074,0.0,0.10328261170091307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18769299094332076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10577665369173753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0836710445177393,0.0,0.18203230374179388,0.0,0.1280854819703904,0.1765644198913482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920581072612714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34597598437726823,0.0,0.0,0.14234745262025153,0.0,0.0,0.08801349378581598,0.13054250076656546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448450707596438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170445384594834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351648926976172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691164568779264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705530545485927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878999006513325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337810963264892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241579085089644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.361235496473489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338394871455584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692312730349565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313046116609446 anxiety,ricewithbutternsalt,2018/03/22,"Not trying to get a diagnosis. Just wondering if anyone else has this type of problem or if I need to be looking for info somewhere else. Before I start I just want to say I hope I’m not breaking any rules here; I read all of them but I’m just rather paranoid, for lack of a better word. So for at least the past six months I’ve had a really intense fear of being in imminent danger (trigger warning here maybe but essentially fear of being murdered) especially when I go to sleep, to the point where it keeps me up. It used to be just as bad at home as in other places but it’s gotten better at home now & still sucks when I’m sleeping in other places. Would this be considered anxiety-related or would it be categorized in some other spot? I just want to know where I should get the basis of my understanding on this. If you’d like more info, please feel free to ask. 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Every day at work is like a nightmare for me. I work in open-space, and i'm afraid of getting up from my chair, i'm afraid of going through the computer-tables in the room, i'm afraid of going to lunch, or eat in the office kitchen. I'm working in this company for two years, and i have no friends here. I can speak about work with couple of collegues and I can say ""Hi"" to five or six collegues. But there is about 100 people in this open-space... I am so scared to eat my homemade food in the kitchen, so i'm just sitting at my desk and feel very hungry, and then I go to the buffet alone and buy some food. I'm trying not to think about all this stuff, but sometimes I can't controll myself, I hide in the restroom and cry. I guess they think that I'm dull and gloomy. (But I know that people don't care most of the time about other people, and they don't think about me as much (or bad) as I imagine. Although I know that, it doesn't help at all.) I'm tired of being scared and being alone in this room full of people. I want to quit my job and I want to sit at home and make dinner for my husband. But I think if I quit and sit at home it would become worse and worse, and one time I would be scared enough to go out... I don't want that. I need some liquid courage from The Wizard... I hope my English isn't that bad. Sorry if it is.",1.3559405940594047,2.638264237623765,2.6113874587458743,97.92725940594065,78.24092409240924,5.2440396039603945,19.380726072607263,5.108053359733372,-0.5535525016501648,1076,22,263,3,25,346,138,303,0.147,0.772,0.081,-0.9731,1,2,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,2,7,11,15,0,7,9,0,21,9,0,2,2,53,49,30,0,10,11,1,1,1,1,2,1,2,6,0,15,18,8,1,8,0,1,4,8,10,0,4,0,3,35,5,47,43,8,31,0,1,0,0,9,19,0,10,6,172,50,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971606918971381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08473258895082278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15894679360169844,0.0,0.1051215734010973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704488410805566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067552472358119,0.0759954669090988,0.10531760607343524,0.1045534871911285,0.06138482672143183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19479088309662748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09834894791814612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019534637852613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04812712287684539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301900704077508,0.0,0.07353774958072284,0.0,0.04972891839911933,0.0,0.21637759229503056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485423503046554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379881140890481,0.0,0.19095158055658448,0.09453768138355427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944539266128086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10461960587974492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04650135291421889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0635350459236502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0699700761998744,0.07057660444408669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644981132310422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329937742572362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247657197008245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07569293013223657,0.3811770773082955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941379086330595,0.1065489960362384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10896116982572424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2439563649864049,0.0,0.0,0.11100334153063267,0.10939826129586697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462265742180145,0.0,0.0929794544821901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853551607045038,0.16842328215418906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27717592242447625,0.0,0.19399816190807284,0.1352298087679464,0.0,0.0,0.06129439780932744 anxiety,MegaMedli,2018/03/22,"Looking for workbooks, journals, lists, etc. to combat brain fog and anxiety Wondering if any of you have ever used an anxiety workbook of sorts? Even a mindfulness journal or stress journal would be helpful. My brain benefits from list-making, so anything along the lines of workbooks, journals, bullet journals, or writing activities! I have ***A LOT*** of trouble maintaining focus on anything, and so writing down my thoughts is absolutely necessary to combat my brain fog. I'm looking at [this](https://www.amazon.com/dp/1626250154/ref=olp_product_details?_encoding=UTF8&me=) workbook right now and it seems like it could be helpful. The other ones I'm considering buying are [1](https://www.amazon.com/Anxiety-Workbook-7-Week-Overcome-Worrying/dp/1623159733/ref=sr_1_7?ie=UTF8&qid=1521711505&sr=8-7&keywords=stress+journal) and [2](https://www.amazon.com/Write-Down-Let-Go-Journal/dp/1452149194/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1521711505&sr=8-3&keywords=stress+journal).",10.832453416149075,15.870649760869567,6.468509316770188,60.391086956521775,73.13043478260869,8.715527950310559,42.80331262939959,8.841846274778883,5.829757349896481,849,50,86,21,21,228,91,138,0.129,0.778,0.093,-0.5027,0,0,0,0,0,0,103.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,0,8,3,3,1,1,20,16,9,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,5,2,12,11,2,6,0,0,2,0,5,4,0,7,3,48,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7477488966778584,0.0,0.06704398275666845,0.0,0.15084081478067704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16226089179310302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3301741918277404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871539051016932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995293029928868,0.06511718432429682,0.0891795038946517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603046921050727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216441870522466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081405540622544,0.0,0.04816566438459096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655800619586404,0.0,0.0,0.08381694473338686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995469071826846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668065396087822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08419457029008788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975183262396234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33880051356576657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782687492256988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514934587492798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07908224572197511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691569573433707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700348825971221,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mhbug,2018/03/22,"How does you’re significant other respond to your anxiety? My boyfriend, who I live with, is not the best at helping me through things. He basically just says “that won’t happen” or “don’t worry about it” over and over again. The other day I was really worried about something and I was trying to talk to him about it and he asked me to stop talking because it was stressing him out. How does your significant other help you? 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I last one week before I called and quit due to extreme stress and anxiety. Nothing was wrong with the place, however, the moment I was off Friday I couldn't stop thinking about going back and was clouded with doubt and fear. Monday I was literally sick to my stomach..I called in...and quit... They were shocked. The next day I was hooked up with a life coach and a booked a therapist. I'm overcome with shame, guilt, and regret. I feel broken. I don't even feel like praying and my spouse feels lost. Please tell me I'm not alone. 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I’ve never had any issues with anxiety and I’ve always been a social person and somewhat funny (at least from what I thought) I’ve been a server for a little over 2 years and never had any problems socializing with anyone but as of recently I feel like something in me just snapped and I overthink my conversations with people. I don’t always know how to respond to people anymore. It’s getting to the point where I just get nervous talking to people and I feel like I say the stupidest things, this isn’t me. I lay in bed thinking about all of my interactions at work and I feel like I’m just making it so much worse in my head than it has to be. This weird behavior of mine is starting to bleed into my regular social life as well and I hate it. I just want my old self back. I’ve been making myself nauseous and I think I’m starting to lose weight because of the stress. What’s happening to me? What can I do to help this? I don’t really have any issues with my self confidence as far as my appearance but I think I’ve lost every ounce of confidence I had as far as my capability to communicate and relate with people. As I’m typing this I just want to delete this because I feel completely stupid but I’m just going to post it anyway. I appreciate any words of advice any of you have.",3.219318221753647,4.623074660516608,4.987506589351606,82.28943419434195,73.61254612546125,7.818731330170445,25.81989105605341,8.418075326091056,1.7090599543138287,1047,35,210,18,21,357,131,271,0.133,0.7440000000000001,0.123,-0.6873,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,3,13,12,2,2,6,0,17,4,1,3,3,46,43,21,0,3,9,0,5,3,0,0,2,1,1,3,14,16,1,0,9,0,0,2,5,8,1,0,8,6,34,4,43,34,4,23,0,2,0,0,14,12,0,2,11,144,48,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09938869328372556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925979153475665,0.0,0.0,0.3458274667815538,0.0,0.15561395584804685,0.0,0.1008678311495112,0.0711171800302028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820781352895442,0.0,0.12400151965429462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663977503207236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485733954757108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569407744239894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057081654300368,0.217982429242642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062773334578916,0.0,0.05780347298273916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994078404637239,0.0,0.0,0.1004164145403822,0.1043826044071566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817328601340936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231519119294395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589651403172159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718399557752299,0.14906939309165812,0.1019389693145418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378616665261072,0.11102720460180228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578286999320313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747676941280491,0.0,0.15688824244195335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067263096882888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28204839048603064,0.08880822881964125,0.0,0.0,0.09614772123384843,0.0,0.09740894592940184,0.0,0.0,0.0973216159377411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515728204312253,0.0,0.10042520113997223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088294532674832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21220898684152031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31103803652004763,0.0,0.07830042774982933,0.0,0.0,0.14398006925576784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11650712316817095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174970632441174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757082845258912,0.19551273775010167,0.0,0.08074545144826402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998100834014452,0.0,0.0,0.1238539565918342,0.09144845451179613,0.0,0.09177640088659296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07404524088373905,0.0,0.10364998881459396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549715301266147 anxiety,Filthy_Glamour,2018/03/22,"Anyone else get facial tingling and numbness when you're stressed/nervous having headche issues? The numbess isn't severe at all, the tingling is concerning me though because I'm terrified of shit like ms.",9.811666666666667,10.321421277777782,8.146666666666668,68.71500000000002,58.444444444444436,9.422222222222222,45.77777777777778,8.841846274778883,4.723211111111112,170,10,23,2,2,51,33,36,0.234,0.652,0.113,-0.7198,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,3,5,2,0,1,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,12,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552442587152729,0.3740263299191206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225248241724857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049438438660827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907181864155396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3810066257338908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17833996755147308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4123909773894315,0.3747080251961234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586496699394817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fvckndno,2018/03/22,"Anxiety Advice Hey guys, just wanted to ask for advice if that's okay. My little brother who is 19 has a serious case of anxiety. I've tried talking to him about it but as most anxiety cases, he doesn't know why it happens. He first started having attacks when he was about 13-14 and it just grew from there. I know a lot has to do with insecurities and social interaction as he has not left our house in almost 5 years now (not exaggerating). We're trying to set up a meeting with a specialized doctor and he surprisingly agreed to talking to them, but, he doesn't want to leave the house. I get very emotional talking about his situation and I just want the best for him. People around him are getting older and I worry about his future.... everyday. Please ask questions if you would like to help understand more about this situation and I'll try to answer the best I can with my current knowledge, but please if you have some advice, is very much appreciate it. 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My cat is almost 9 years old. My mom is at a good age and healthy but I just feel sick about the day she won't be there anymore. I'm torturing myself with these thoughts. They make me feel terrible and there's no point to thinking them. But they just pop up. ,1.3753571428571445,3.3720961388888924,2.024206349206352,98.87000000000002,80.66666666666667,5.2253968253968255,21.3968253968254,6.18269132825596,-0.037867460317460466,270,8,63,2,7,83,53,72,0.256,0.6970000000000001,0.046,-0.9593,0,0,0,0,0,1,6.0,0,0,3,0,7,3,1,0,3,0,5,1,0,2,0,17,12,6,1,0,4,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,12,1,8,9,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,5,40,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25482545277727625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25237626678930103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641188644817515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.257345965743808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21344616266817668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986770426354936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960889523665036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26703446778194817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24056631999284006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127570859187619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32612164718130365,0.0,0.20202908463972047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387709316522986 anxiety,dimeslaflare,2018/03/22,Empty feeling “Brain Fog” Does anyone else get this like empty feeling like disconnected to everything ? Whenever i have a panic attack I start to feel unattached to my own body if that makes sense? I don’t even really know how to describe it I feel based off of things I’ve looked up brain fog is some what close. Right before a panic attack begins I get this light headed feeling and emptiness I can’t think right my thoughts feel all over the place and then I know it’s coming . It’s almost like the feeling you get when you’re about to pass out which causes more anxiety for me since I start to convince myself I might pass out . I look at things in front of me and they almost don’t seem real sometimes I think I’m losing my mind . ,2.1205630630630634,4.4417881283783816,3.0877297297297304,90.4987117117117,79.87837837837839,5.568288288288289,19.32612612612613,6.742157984588678,0.20099045045045072,585,14,117,6,15,186,93,148,0.161,0.7290000000000001,0.11,-0.8634,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,1,1,4,9,2,2,4,0,6,4,4,3,1,31,30,7,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,13,0,0,4,3,5,0,0,1,10,19,4,17,28,4,20,0,1,2,0,2,11,0,6,8,68,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409576195240221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204119323589786,0.0,0.0,0.08412754593738052,0.12327766904704858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737529920296936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237981243844807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364363697003534,0.0,0.2686242591631897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235973825721864,0.0,0.1036413356435534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10528909365269597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050834193995606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07946739553329378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813200732071117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4258466867883428,0.08595357137738048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18857998690577973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347863545203965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1322447417050567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763405440127115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206979789795526,0.13460251036445162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08031167453498078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12763596108381484,0.12148457475994995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2823291379445937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257043150718671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694562499439436,0.07707732837423667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549792772601946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10953090888337352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09952640338291124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899531934906132,0.0,0.17032016574950934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986483075560273,0.15418690504347327,0.0,0.09551723891559638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sonia1001,2018/03/22,"Confession I need to get this off my chest. I've been anxious as long as I can remember; remembering to walk ""normal"", not talking to anyone but my friends, hardly answering questions in school... It wasn't until my ex-bf from high school committed suicide (I'm almost 30) that I sought help. I realized my issues were beyond my own control and tried therapy, where I learned I have social anxiety along with GAD (general anxiety disorder); things I've had all my life without realizing. It still affects me today though things are better from the meds I take (which is definitely YMMV, talk to your doctor about it if you want to try it, you are your own advocate and your doctor def knows your health best!). While I consider myself a 9/10 in the looks department, I'm still not confident. I almost feel stunted in career, I received my degree in finance a few years ago and haven't yet applied myself as I would like to. I have fabulous friends and a great hardworking boyfriends, yet I almost feel something is missing. I refer to the past a lot and consistently feel not enough. I'm an avid runner and can't seem to ""escape"" my ""problems,"" not sure if I should re-enter therapy or if I'm experiencing a minor depression state or what. I almost feel my life is at a standstill despite all the things I have going on (which is quite a lot!). I'm upset that my ex's suicide still impacts me the way it does, it was 5 years ago and I don't know how to alleviate my guilt, I feel my therapist doesn't quite understand. Please tell me someone understands... I went to a concert which brought me back to the time period every thing felt the most vivid, maybe this is why I'm feeling as I do... :-/ Its hard and there is definitely not a day that goes by that I don't think of him and how I could have done more to prevent what had happened, or how its impacted my life or just him, in general. Sometimes I almost feel guilty for coming out of it unscathed, though I would call this a scab that I continue to pull off... In the grand scheme of things, I'm 80% happy in my everyday life, there will just be a day here or there that will completely derail me and lead me down this dark path of questioning and uncertainty. I know I'm not alone and I just wanted to hear from you, anxiety subreddit. 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I feel like I'll probably have a good time once I'm there with them, but its the build up that fucks me over, for some reason if I have something coming up I always get super panicked about it, even if its something as simple as this; going to the cinema with friends. What is wrong with me?",2.1543103448275858,3.850074775862069,4.090896551724139,86.39375862068968,77.10344827586206,7.053793103448276,23.66896551724138,7.908726449838941,1.2322786206896552,438,14,91,7,10,149,73,116,0.111,0.752,0.13699999999999998,0.3182,0,1,2,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,1,2,5,9,1,1,6,0,4,1,0,1,0,17,19,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,2,2,0,5,2,3,0,4,1,6,9,6,21,18,2,12,0,0,5,1,6,5,1,4,5,63,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15566558986555282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919134508458224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16115289952674208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12356460989728026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459329537591893,0.13365002646996704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15913019659083089,0.0,0.0,0.4336127521171468,0.17295249342960156,0.09774160568231337,0.0,0.3189657142979976,0.1569138715951531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09139786358828524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15710012629533204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19923414965936465,0.25354056969770605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017039376345851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984827171663033,0.19234945150946808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981571600839749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907045533830528,0.0,0.2880467277404013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908788273080958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034466169773816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2045426684528333,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SteadyPulse,2018/03/22,"Got into a job interview at last, anxious as hell I need a hug or something. I have a job interview tomorrow and I'm throw up shit my pants -anxious... Any coping tactics...? I hate this shit, I just want to sleep and feel safe.",-0.4305900621118006,1.8101365000000025,1.8511180124223607,93.49543478260873,97.04347826086956,5.237267080745342,21.7888198757764,6.868970318607317,0.8291776397515527,173,7,37,3,7,58,36,46,0.319,0.547,0.133,-0.9042,2,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,0,1,4,3,0,0,9,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,2,5,6,0,6,1,0,0,1,2,3,3,1,2,19,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570576930880115,0.0,0.0,0.5218280628561747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677806498600213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847162506847922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280207897113612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4583754906105302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18825959761927485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17125061311795478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4741451041498144,0.0,0.0,0.2311223422835545,0.0,0.0,0.17780086504755133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622356662158633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bexcity1,2018/03/22,"Anxiety Hello I am a female married with 2 children, I am happily married and I have no major issues going on. I am suffering with my anxiety the mornings are terrible once I get out of bed the panic starts, at the moment I am obsessing over toothache, I had a bad experience at my dentist 5 months ago and ended up changing. Now I constantly feel as if I have niggles in a couple of teeth, I only got checked out in January so I am too scared to go back in case I'm wasting time. As the day goes on the toothache feeling eases but I'm constantly thinking and panicking about it, it's stopping me enjoying activities with my children as I'm constantly panicking ",4.06786259541985,5.594682083969467,6.273198473282447,73.41941603053436,71.67175572519083,9.820152671755725,36.000763358778634,10.125756701596842,4.179747480916031,527,30,93,15,10,186,83,131,0.213,0.713,0.07400000000000001,-0.9221,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,3,8,0,9,2,1,0,0,14,20,9,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,1,6,0,0,2,2,15,1,21,18,1,26,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,1,13,65,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607154621220234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773948271829685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394119364165912,0.15138164876319865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917960757228665,0.0,0.0,0.5877771262970991,0.0,0.0,0.20060993354973009,0.0,0.11692637602265302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058193516436986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773505488487951,0.0,0.0,0.1833459624126211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472409587995374,0.0,0.2060790025064268,0.0,0.14500573698970673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923474905681087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447154880809428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930833298998044,0.0,0.13789020967744706,0.0,0.2127217164279223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18151739058752053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283282280542862,0.0,0.0,0.1515786445889475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617257549234394,0.0,0.0,0.10572008707039472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mmebie8,2018/03/22,"Abnormal symptoms? Hello everyone, I have the hardest time convincing myself that it's ""just my anxiety"". I feel like my anxiety has so much control over my state of being. I have GAD with somatic symptoms. I'm 29, been living with anxiety and panic attacks since 16. Suffered from anorexia and depression as a teen. Recently tried wellbutrin which I honestly feel intensified my symptoms. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to blackout and have a seizure. Sometimes I worry that I won't be able to move my legs or lift my arms. I worry that I'm losing my mind as my paternal aunt has schizophrenia and my mother had bipolar disorder. I feel like it's only a matter of time before this happens to me. I feel dizzy and worried about everything. What are some of your atypical symptoms? Has anyone experienced anything like this and been able to overcome it? I've tried so many things. Thank you...",3.6826541459957483,6.424196018072294,4.780885896527288,78.17804039688166,76.77108433734941,7.7613040396881665,31.451452870304752,8.671277953709913,3.130731112686038,713,36,117,16,17,233,100,166,0.181,0.7090000000000001,0.11,-0.9132,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,2,0,2,4,12,1,1,4,0,13,7,2,1,0,19,24,11,0,0,2,2,5,4,0,1,5,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,6,23,7,14,18,2,7,0,3,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,77,34,0,0.2268486198588924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603078599201133,0.0,0.0,0.07930891474923313,0.0,0.09333854269439736,0.0,0.0,0.12903652700977908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651573365479033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272150082507082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769219193996256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299940858005182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108381788829603,0.10193845612286212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867536955975919,0.2430910490305353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06446164919715232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030074268107328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.221653554193334,0.0,0.1001557436973898,0.0,0.0,0.12689278999619247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499444761906355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452621939257901,0.0,0.0,0.12055209121929195,0.08337991856651061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862642987964984,0.0,0.13307898906940027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199282244462097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09382576126811562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2243590855446348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715651496372262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044258655463983,0.0,0.0,0.07535407156197058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227725450799682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540153221496989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455636774411324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,0isuga,2018/03/22,"I feel so stupid I attended a support group at my clinic for the first time cause my therapist suggested it to me so I gave it a try, I'm extremely shy and sheltered (I don't really interact with actual people as I have an excessive fear of people). The group had maybe 5-6 others in it and they were all around their 70's and I just turned 20 so I felt really alienated and alone, they were an already established group too so everyone was chatting with each other but I just sat with my mouth shut unsure of my surroundings and what to do, (I have 0 socializing/communicating skills). So the session starts and were going around the table 1 by 1 talking about how our week went and struggles. Once it got to me everyone was staring at me and I just choked, my mind blanked and I didn't know what to say, I desperately looked at the therapist directing the group as to what to do and she told me to introduce my self, well I couldn't get my own name out without bursting into tears I just couldn't control myself. It was so embarrassing and humiliating especially in front of the many eyes of these strangers. I had them skip me and continue. The whole thing was an hour and a half and all I did was sit there, croak my name out and start crying (I couldn't stop til I finally left and even then I was tearing up on the way home about it). *TLDR: Went to a support group for the first time, I couldn't even introduce myself without breaking down into tears. I can't talk to anyone without tearing up. I feel so stupid, ashamed and just a baby.",2.8578532901833853,4.790788097087379,4.224789644012946,85.15675296655881,75.79611650485437,7.943473570658037,25.36030204962244,8.735056554316923,1.8259221143473567,1218,43,250,26,27,402,159,309,0.13699999999999998,0.8140000000000001,0.048,-0.9828,0,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,4,4,22,9,2,4,18,0,23,3,2,3,2,53,42,30,0,4,9,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,1,13,27,0,2,4,1,0,5,10,6,1,3,20,7,43,3,42,18,5,39,0,0,3,0,22,18,0,0,13,184,56,1,0.0,0.0,0.11312854274717316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006595514850422,0.12792890779480925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08105922171287391,0.0,0.0,0.2064001526205601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908950303277688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002257806205764,0.0,0.0,0.127340943906395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531380753284452,0.0,0.0,0.2215474383467496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045069665659415,0.11723288087815333,0.0,0.11130860493969802,0.1269929383725805,0.0,0.19721578899342546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060567347665906185,0.0,0.06588428464531469,0.0,0.09271783281982388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628476085184432,0.0,0.11416526140710025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371073658924391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12595559632956727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734992484790883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11753231594173685,0.11646478170686513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705375415908167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12345903185344842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073909995065086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485322834538344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09219022176141896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12093769259794765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16410819932795,0.0,0.0,0.09692060272795393,0.0,0.12119262086588399,0.0,0.0,0.2631063656769964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635630847844584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26920158587899073,0.07701709717025983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519654549096755,0.0,0.0,0.11077371917337478,0.0,0.07870718055332401,0.12609585899225045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201787425247854,0.0929900688134922,0.0,0.1042327683187554,0.2149319562842551,0.0,0.12942894290319548,0.0,0.3352499948909821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OneFrazzledEngineer,2018/03/22,"Do I actually Even have anxiety? I'm a college sophomore who has started to really struggle in classes (despite pretty strong academic performance in high school) and through conversations with friends and research, realized that I think I might have some significant issues with generalized anxiety and may have had them for a lot longer than I realized, but I also feel like I might just be a lil bitch looking for an excuse and I'm just now realizing life sucks for everyone. I haven't had a panic attack or anything and I just don't know how my experience compares to others... I'm afraid if I sought help they would just tell me I'm fine and I should just up my game. And, bonus: no insurance, and parents were concerned about the potential of ADD going ""on my record"" (whatever that means) if I went through with screening for it and got diagnosed with it. 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I got depression and soon terrible anxiety after a girl kept torturing me. She messed me up so bad that I can’t even hear her name without having terrible memories and a panic attack. Why does this happen to me. I hate this, my own girlfriend kept saying that name over and over to make a point and I started to breath faster and faster. Please, let me know why this happens from just a name being mentioned ",2.8796341463414663,5.262269097560979,3.6611585365853685,87.07027439024392,77.53658536585365,7.0268292682926825,23.664634146341466,8.07648339933343,1.442336585365854,334,11,64,6,8,106,56,82,0.336,0.64,0.024,-0.9839,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,3,1,4,0,5,1,1,1,0,14,15,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,7,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,9,0,0,3,2,11,0,9,10,1,9,0,1,0,0,10,4,0,0,5,46,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645691112332706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475417574565903,0.0,0.0,0.1816798237355568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18741125046532106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904157984945262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371714153667253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740278095275897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848309109496177,0.0,0.0,0.21482657001269675,0.0,0.0,0.2452414481191618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958260449811535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225020633193496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524402390103866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552967566485197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388501386963765,0.2056943106537448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303750384437586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401239214714452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926849908119005,0.0,0.0,0.20975045281882046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lefty1992,2018/03/22,"Had a panic attack in class I'm a graduate student in my mid 20's. Today I was asked to read and answer a question in a business law class and started having a panic attack. It was an easy question, only asking for a definition, and looking back I knew the answer, but I panicked and blurted out ""I don't know."" The class laughed. I don't know if it was because the question was so easy or the way I spoke, but it hurt. I've had problems with anxiety since I was a teenager and today was another low point. I feel like I've completely embarrassed myself in front of my peers. I'm not always as anxious as I was today. There are good days and bad days, but days like today make me doubt my ability to have a career. Anyone else dealing with similar problems?",2.2371428571428567,4.188868558441564,4.254545454545454,84.1518181818182,77.70129870129871,6.477922077922077,26.584415584415584,7.447530270364453,1.5700441558441565,594,24,114,8,14,203,88,154,0.23,0.626,0.14300000000000002,-0.9358,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,3,15,2,4,13,0,14,0,0,1,0,29,26,14,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,0,9,1,0,1,3,11,0,0,11,3,14,4,13,15,0,19,0,2,1,0,7,8,0,6,11,72,17,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10151546025682896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12792976338419287,0.09333121710159056,0.1378275645760456,0.0,0.08530665431490048,0.12500549470408964,0.0,0.0,0.2281108532946741,0.2775898381266144,0.0,0.09381202841008776,0.1018665969325782,0.074371303580786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791680464574529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360436442805261,0.12577873325919162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191703901618188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061687890853658424,0.08715827282159312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232951231817412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060569374235606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409824736827264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192080561499717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245097610236682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143730071605751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278803953399616,0.0,0.2862861849267587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153313505256816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23347892716338106,0.0,0.0,0.4100105768196452,0.0,0.1220350429791142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10092133788035362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08635366300393921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4625746269811282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968395307008168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Amygdaland,2018/03/22,"Does anybody else wake up a couple hours or so after going to sleep feeling anxious and confused? I've had these episodes occasionally for years (I sleep walked and had night terrors kind of often as a kid). It usually entails waking up an hour and a half to two hours after falling asleep in a mentally confused state, feeling anxious or panicked, and nauseated. The exact symptoms vary from episode to episode, but it seems to be linked with stressful times in my life. I've Googled it on multiple occasions and have talked to doctors about, but I've yet to get a clear answer. During the worse episodes, it's like I'm unable to think straight at all - no matter how hard I try to form coherent thoughts, my brain is still half asleep or something and I have to wait a few minutes before I regain proper ""consciousness"". I usually stumble out of bed and go to the bathroom feeling freaked out and ill. I also have emetophobia so that has a compounding effect on the nausea part. Anyone else?",7.080029325513195,7.486195526881723,6.801319648093845,76.41743401759535,64.16129032258064,9.129227761485827,37.33919843597264,8.841846274778883,3.320210752688173,792,38,138,11,11,249,121,186,0.163,0.763,0.07400000000000001,-0.9465,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,8,7,0,4,12,0,8,11,7,2,3,35,19,18,0,0,5,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,6,11,0,1,10,0,0,4,1,5,0,3,3,4,8,2,28,15,4,27,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,7,13,90,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135422910210348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31461458046210444,0.0,0.0973633878697032,0.14267302550385585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848729542035727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15544354494534346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540720172250553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252322553573168,0.12185429575453675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326427704838718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21121946789324164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727497999416174,0.0,0.15827236000764394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12473622876305725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113850241616685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500230879990614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835290819624036,0.06802810578691132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14032627590247349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306720618738106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150788837321089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676347855517953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27869125456750626,0.0,0.0,0.10719765483013577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120128970736642,0.0,0.15950475282890042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472893972618586,0.0,0.11191990967186458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08922261592743316,0.0,0.11054502870801187,0.08119491785837403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09453825963797736,0.0,0.1360221965410742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067175359659215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190261845815388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966925727967273 anxiety,caram_la,2018/03/22,Celexa and Sex Before I started celexa my sex drive was much higher but it went more with my cycle (I am a biological female). Now my libido is way lower and I haven’t been able to come in the year or so since I’ve been on it. I’ve been on the same birth control for six years and nothing like this has happened before. Is it celexa? What should a do?,-0.11893333333333445,2.051380040000001,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,88.6,3.8666666666666663,15.0,5.033348758259628,-1.1058,273,5,63,1,9,90,54,75,0.081,0.919,0.0,-0.7027,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,10,15,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,6,1,6,9,3,12,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,6,43,11,1,0.2804801931887151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4773359721224682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24160885101850305,0.0,0.0,0.3145823863760565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24802770853671785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13702845479021022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618521445835888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691283099572142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320161142080472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19852532436260426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22263212207483346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600079490967493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3612400970183544 anxiety,Punkgrunge92,2018/03/22,Irrational fear How can I stop thinking everyone is mad at and hates me? Has anyone here ever overcome this aspect of anxiety?,5.207826086956524,7.702250000000002,6.338478260869567,70.10163043478265,70.73913043478261,9.817391304347826,33.23913043478261,10.125756701596842,4.258669565217392,102,5,15,3,2,34,23,23,0.499,0.501,0.0,-0.932,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,5,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30832726182287074,0.0,0.0,0.2818174664062663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36457602389035015,0.0,0.3851254455960518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535361189738018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3979221268243976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336962508721228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25825407390772265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dumbasssecretary,2018/03/22,"Overwhelmed I want to hide. Never talk to anybody again. I can’t handle work. I’m just not good enough, not at work, not with friends, and I just can’t anymore. 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Following the worst panic attack and nervous breakdown of my life I have serious doubts about the stability of my marriage, something I was so sure of before. I have this terrible feeling that it's going to end but we love each other. I trust her with my life. We communicate openly and honestly to each other. We have sex often and have great chemistry. is this attributed to that event or is this because we just aren't the right fit for each other?",3.998750000000001,5.987974708333336,5.069166666666664,80.0925,72.75,7.716666666666668,28.66666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.2855666666666674,396,16,71,7,8,130,62,96,0.14,0.645,0.215,0.9278,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,4,0,0,0,5,12,1,3,3,0,9,4,0,1,1,21,14,7,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,9,12,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,1,1,14,5,10,13,4,9,0,0,0,2,8,3,0,3,4,58,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949095063726521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15802310758433633,0.0,0.22058410923576285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4591984929120947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107356928912176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732536271112245,0.0,0.0,0.285800010961455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662010946953728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339635757878931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041484445102439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213794705108091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19956653680868505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443195151957507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15289951156945492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339131344750899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aarxnw,2018/03/22,"does anybody else here just feel physically Uncomfortable all of the time? Examples/ further information below I've noticed this recently and I don't know what to make of it. There's a few ways I can describe it, but it's important to remember that it's not like the physical feeling of touch, but more like the mental response to these stimuli (if that makes sense): - Like pressure being applied all over you evenly, condensing you - Like something is just below the surface of your skin constantly - Like no matter what you do, you could never be comfortable - Like you feel the need to stretch all your body parts and click all your joints - Like you need to fidget or move about to stop the feeling - Like you're constantly in an extremely awkward social situation and your skin is just crawling - Like you're a crumpled up paper ball with no way to become uncrumpled - Like an extremely creased piece of paper with no way of becoming uncreased I just read this post back over and I feel like I sound crazy. Has anybody else here experienced this shit?",5.222752590673576,7.4897535906735815,5.19416774611399,79.30762467616582,70.08808290155439,8.555569948186529,31.233484455958553,9.188382445141503,2.9593111398963727,845,37,146,18,16,263,111,193,0.173,0.682,0.145,-0.8005,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,10,0,0,10,15,1,2,10,0,9,4,4,2,5,35,19,8,0,4,9,0,8,11,0,0,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,1,8,2,0,1,6,3,0,0,0,11,15,12,22,16,8,21,0,0,1,0,12,9,1,2,18,98,27,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726322407842199,0.0,0.0,0.2506712914928389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605663313009338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24527467971831715,0.0,0.09060881235585773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993117888145605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960488465724326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07495599904087065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869079974988145,0.1621479040677275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062368576860251115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6098752708620916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150469595779448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436653415676848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061696018927237,0.0,0.16829588839652748,0.08752689301570482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920381569001513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228935678869374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868758877568288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351605419248327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205308567990543,0.0,0.12855677147970385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649107421997132,0.0,0.12756228088374158,0.0,0.11568401609775485,0.0,0.08736656177761573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487882865885404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0661742163888072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2702381499604981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PizzaShark_,2018/03/22,"Somebody help. Please. For the past week all I can think about it dying. I can't fucking stand it anymore. I go out to the mall to distract myself yet all I can think about is how someday I'll be gone. I can't enjoy anything. I find myself sitting in my bed every night begging for mercy to nothing. I'll cry for hours and say ""please I don't want to die, I cant, please don't let this happen"" to thin air as if something can help me. If anyone can help I'll be eternally grateful.",0.8223300970873808,2.6767831262135933,2.6328252427184458,94.53195631067965,81.81553398058253,4.508349514563107,21.9504854368932,4.935628992294339,-0.08895650485436901,374,12,83,1,10,124,64,103,0.057,0.696,0.247,0.9593,0,0,1,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,13,1,0,1,2,11,20,5,2,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,2,5,2,0,0,1,2,12,1,13,16,2,14,0,0,0,1,4,4,1,2,6,50,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849144605373967,0.11879542135481985,0.0,0.1398101530336852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662307344456164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526510074825573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314493393943584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528211165454384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706636273423807,0.0,0.0,0.09655596475901017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023870931375566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3416336629348709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167313601664962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17373044556248282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594361390790596,0.0,0.1630200519381829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218521263052613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5594852523973028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510833200120245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13079444802020054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21772533773502498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020922113538827,0.0,0.13628053876019436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ZunaCorpLX,2018/03/22,"Does anyone with keratoconus or bad vision get social anxiety because of it? I have keratoconus so I couldn't really see people defined very well. My anxiety wasn't all that bad at first, I always coped with exercise. My bad vision & sensitivity to light, along with a cornea transplant I got in my right eye made it to where I always just looked at the environment instead of people, because they all looked blurry to me even with glasses. Although my bad vision just gave me a particular look. Well recently I had been worrying about how I came off because of past experiences,(or things I heard about myself), & it's just giving me bad anxiety. I'm afraid to be judged & it's killing me. I had always been the type to not think before I talked, but always nice/kind. People would get a bad idea about me before seeing how friendly I was. I've been wrongly accused of things in the past. & it sort of messes with my head. Well yeh I'm a mess in social situations now. Like very awkward, I feel stuck, & hopeless. At this point I feel like I should try medicine or something. I get panic attacks frequently where I just look around & feel lost visually. This is what I'm talking about, by my bad vision making me seem a particular way. I'm Middle https://m.imgur.com/a/vhddF ",4.834823123382229,6.6677554590163925,5.329076790336496,79.7289516824849,70.22950819672131,8.087661777394306,27.186367558239866,8.6894789155246,2.067404918032787,1028,35,186,18,19,329,129,244,0.21600000000000005,0.687,0.096,-0.9842,0,0,1,0,0,1,47.0,0,0,1,2,20,23,2,3,8,0,13,4,3,4,2,32,40,7,1,3,8,0,3,2,1,2,1,1,0,0,11,8,0,0,6,1,0,1,3,17,3,1,14,12,30,6,29,22,2,21,0,2,7,0,9,13,0,4,8,114,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538057996189875,0.4957427928428074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750078568768225,0.0,0.0,0.0533202616538336,0.0,0.0,0.06788438076855836,0.0,0.08675268606080523,0.0,0.0,0.4456964760951084,0.13945561685584296,0.0,0.1297771931051394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721702911222744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673250669923847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050366645972745296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567261103858588,0.05447760141885927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486367157980362,0.0,0.0,0.05891552064221694,0.0,0.11952249566363345,0.07315210626723992,0.0,0.0,0.060989224932864614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826108651572644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08608421579649682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436642998964536,0.079409326388352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451006953921932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561447472692494,0.0,0.08324289008011351,0.0,0.0,0.07215566805492267,0.05090175224236471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894704780697645,0.0,0.0,0.14559076225695675,0.1585997993737685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208696480135211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048851815070795335,0.0,0.0752940147394497,0.0,0.0,0.06512256570415012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121532986982863,0.06942098043833096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571541068039214,0.0,0.1554676332263667,0.0,0.058705917381073176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225840431099911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132275356610712,0.048862034598229104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05177310332443319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583906482253,0.0,0.06052879645638728,0.0,0.0,0.2056910378197021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744209570673476,0.0,0.05417037260003057,0.08337442392970505,0.0,0.0 anxiety,makingmyname,2018/03/22,Psychedelics How was your guys’ experiences with it? 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Her strong reactions and outbursts towards me and the kids over the years (and other behaviors associated with anxiety) has been extremely difficult to deal with...I would go as far as calling it emotional abuse. After encouraging and supporting her to seek professional help, given the negative impact it has had on our marriage, she plans to see someone soon. Did anyone see a drastic improvement with their spouse after psycho therapy and medication? 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I just got certified as a flagger. I think im starting Monday. Im really nervous to go back to work and im nervous about doing a good job. My biggest fear is failure. And this job is a big responsibility. Im super nervous to start this job. I was doing pretty good with anxiety and whatnot lately. Wish me luck?,-0.2485090909090885,2.0463660400000023,3.2744242424242462,83.73054545454549,95.26666666666668,5.3939393939393945,24.15151515151515,6.980632752743323,1.4051333333333336,283,13,55,5,11,103,49,75,0.197,0.5820000000000001,0.221,0.6124,5,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,5,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,14,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,0,6,4,7,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,30,8,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893355419760784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11954626020952805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17494613440160686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08835676015479757,0.2608004690662269,0.12434296525546908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6717338943158954,0.0,0.4628377375432208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537609090373224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12409407572373675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816812408981573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959758548663357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22008387714180874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961842074640316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787819700982225,0.0,0.0,0.11318346894696772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,suzy_sweetheart86,2018/03/22,"Is there anyone in this sub who has beaten their anxiety long term? 31F here, I feel like my anxiety is only getting worse the older I get. Small things that my anxiety causes me to do have snowball effects in my life, and things have been unraveling for a while now. I’d like to quit wallowing in it and turn things around. I’d like to hear from someone who has done it what WORKS. I am worried that my early childhood experiences of feeling unloved and inferior will never leave me. They will always dominate my psyche. Help?",3.7206160616061617,5.9553549009900975,4.675775577557758,81.52761276127616,74.24752475247523,7.657205720572058,27.063806380638066,8.515128840125781,2.0957119911991198,419,16,77,8,9,136,72,101,0.182,0.705,0.113,-0.779,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,4,4,6,1,0,2,0,12,1,0,2,1,9,18,4,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,12,3,10,14,1,13,0,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,11,55,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198292472786765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191898842094972,0.0,0.0,0.1277160620532731,0.0,0.0,0.1626009610187626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763617559890752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691866057609108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867085408284722,0.0,0.0,0.1847109011477253,0.13048819543488244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908585591976512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058645558715088,0.0,0.12242925862873665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340442233128374,0.0,0.0,0.1290140616626963,0.26770684453816185,0.0,0.0,0.16164321729841238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087417765043467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891674817277982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942752227553668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15476230909687155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640419986834509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986753167796244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297443143050625,0.1854942041550492,0.18614023218642511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThePillarsOfTheEarth,2018/03/22,"I need someone to talk to... Can someone talk to me. 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The worst is when I do what I did today, which is obsess over email responses and read WAY too into them. If someone responds a certain way, I’m convinced I’ve annoyed them and that they dislike me. It repeats over and over in my head like a tape recorder :( anyone else deal with this? I realize it’s completely a waste of my own time to worry about these things, but it’s this vicious cycle at times.",5.319433333333336,5.4141766099999975,6.013999999999999,81.63033333333334,67.9,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.344100000000001,2.2740666666666662,391,15,78,5,6,128,72,100,0.181,0.7440000000000001,0.075,-0.8405,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,3,2,5,8,2,1,5,0,5,1,1,0,1,11,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,12,4,13,5,4,16,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,6,59,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523544988708631,0.0,0.0,0.13925514926425536,0.2040598000668454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20900290079143846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208812241757774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053220398214385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637005160675197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405127092919356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20439245694411795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036514442445518,0.0,0.0972980114270316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464032516689199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984216298717984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16874501223484406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2646220167357178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226000354462176,0.0,0.18877747358468008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742444798963541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14498860988573736,0.20225351981562786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Roxchic,2018/03/22,Dental phobia Has anyone had any success getting over dental anxiety? Specifically going from not taking care of your teeth right to fixing them. Also gng from being terrified and having panic attacks from novicaine with epi to not being afraid of it?,8.300852713178294,10.303555674418607,8.111627906976748,62.435503875969026,62.023255813953504,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,3.157812403100776,206,7,24,3,3,66,36,43,0.306,0.63,0.065,-0.9151,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,1,1,1,5,1,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,4,9,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,9,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867610384125361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438507286187032,0.0,0.2743172547132755,0.0,0.0,0.2507316195712516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40794326215798216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36560225380942896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734634816998053,0.0,0.20379264745382436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4207233268262351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062304246675212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696119925507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dadouks,2018/03/22,"I'm in a vicious circle of anxiety that i hardly can get out of... Hello ! I've been suffering from anxiety for a while now and i thought while i'm in panic mode, why not share my story and maybe get some help here A couple of years ago, I had some discomfort around the abdominal area, literally couldn't lay down without feeling awkward, after a week of that, I had to go to the doctor to figure out what happened to me. The doctor was a substitute, and he showed his hand really hard into my stomach, and it made me scream because of how painful it was. He claimed it was appendicitis even though the pain came only from him. I had to get rushed to the hospital where I spent all day to hear that I had nothing severe, just had to take some medication because I had some back pain and it was solved. This event triggered my anxiety attacks. Everytime I feel any tingling sensation or discomfort in my stomach, my heart starts to rush, my head heats up and I'm starting to get anxious that I have something. Problem is, anxiety gives me exactly those symptoms and I end up in a never-ending cycle. Its starting to be more and more frequent and I don't know what to do anymore, I don't have the money to go to the doctor every week and I think i would know by now If i had any serious disease affecting me. If you have any solution feel free to tell me",3.8547785977859803,5.12279642435425,5.195607011070114,81.9466946494465,71.84132841328412,8.372029520295204,29.78616236162361,8.841846274778883,2.390486199261993,1065,44,210,20,20,356,148,271,0.171,0.767,0.062,-0.9762,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,10,15,2,4,13,0,23,14,5,4,2,42,49,17,0,5,6,0,6,0,0,1,9,2,0,0,13,15,0,0,8,1,3,5,5,13,0,0,16,8,30,3,37,30,7,35,0,1,0,0,11,13,0,7,17,148,43,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365226532630316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553667278441693,0.0,0.3232875494675062,0.11935431944588047,0.10477631577038583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09405081362104048,0.0,0.1201920178906377,0.0,0.08123825477991246,0.0,0.12880640171640131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12083534469558313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168996092586716,0.0,0.06813544786750185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244114604745335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18714891274377207,0.0,0.0,0.06978076516967534,0.0,0.08901460074469142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025929762753266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079085715867705,0.10134901481952248,0.1200865502676924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934258611738224,0.0,0.18928312441709744,0.0,0.10842728147974566,0.0,0.11907512018465495,0.12519564489871038,0.07081490363224115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116124848485549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999684936520533,0.0,0.0,0.10613952885843377,0.0,0.0,0.10643116332448974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08148371905802901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137393226082199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08035151274248327,0.337256840114892,0.12395739877503945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109268977601477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06768203380888674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935431944588047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133445766977965,0.0,0.0,0.2243386374386834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981070285916664,0.07943557949888337,0.0,0.0923426727850286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06769619251312896,0.1038004942447936,0.08387422254995781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949196053480614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533260554903664,0.0,0.0,0.10184273730944156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505066054233653,0.0,0.0,0.0680350742938439 anxiety,deniseelizabethh,2018/03/22,Ever get that feeling were you feel paralysed and you can't even talk to people you consider friends bec you're scared they'll shout at you or make you look stupid? Me too... ,1.6504285714285702,4.16920082857143,1.6453571428571436,98.85089285714287,83.57142857142857,4.642857142857143,20.17857142857143,5.985473137389443,-0.17971428571428572,139,4,30,1,4,41,30,35,0.162,0.72,0.118,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,5,1,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,8,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,7,1,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,1,1,17,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26053800714599024,0.3568128822534362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3989030303596077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047598672025489,0.0,0.2060897791114188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3312481936486095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633060199529857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734698387828295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3949246343662383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170530981659729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UncontroversialGloat,2018/03/23,"Disassociation I tend to dissociate, but I recently fell into the worst one yet. I've been feeling dissociated for like 5 months, and no matter what I do, I can't come back to reality. I just want to know how to get out of this. Thanks. EDIT: I realized that I've been feeling like this actually since mid 2017",2.2727956989247318,4.475969612903229,5.378709677419359,74.9047311827957,78.67741935483872,8.649462365591399,24.849462365591396,9.2995712137729,2.283055913978496,244,9,50,7,6,89,47,62,0.123,0.627,0.25,0.6920000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,13,12,3,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,2,2,6,3,8,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.3200073814962006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25215399297595764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824782497401257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3316173471704273,0.2342696015140137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132721645723634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18021893939429864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3204150668368371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26174651255135745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22221038708161006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3237862602242761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27126285140926026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3019091736228973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934185918843548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,makebadposts,2018/03/23,"I love when someone tells me not to be anxious I'm like, don't you know that's a freaking paradox! 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I was on Paxil for many years and didn’t like some of the side effects. Switched to Celexa, and now my anxiety and depression is debilitating. What has helped you? (not too keen on klonopin and xanax as they seem to be ‘temporary fixes’) ",3.7288,6.406230280000003,3.8859999999999992,85.01300000000002,76.2,8.0,26.0,8.841846274778883,2.0604,214,8,42,5,5,66,42,50,0.105,0.804,0.091,-0.1926,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,8,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,2,7,4,1,5,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,3,29,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966753556077574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33402217427607817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5198848332273517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894655054755503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3931808127204451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3906801023305596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3530497617488729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497384126691221 anxiety,XLUFFX,2018/03/23,"I enjoy panic attacks? Now that's not to say I want to have panic attacks all the time, I don't think anybody really wants to have a panic attack, but the way it goes for me is that I build up all the stress and anxiety over many months, maybe even a year, and one day it gets so bad to the point where I will get panic attacks for anywhere between a few days to a week straight. These days are some of the worst possible experiences in my life, but after letting it all out I feel sort of normal for a while and I feel good like there's a weight lifted off me. Does anyone else feel like this?",4.9820914285714295,4.3683152320000005,5.628685714285716,86.51320000000004,68.68,8.422857142857143,26.65714285714286,7.447530270364453,1.1506342857142855,464,11,104,4,7,151,83,125,0.273,0.625,0.102,-0.975,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,5,15,4,5,11,0,7,2,0,0,3,19,15,7,0,3,3,0,4,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,7,4,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,11,0,1,0,5,10,4,17,13,6,19,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,2,12,71,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942195775969547,0.0,0.0,0.08173351077662065,0.11976953064901626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5319254918203737,0.0,0.0,0.09759982577012484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261567505899168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229285990499204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764815504310977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720597524674071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143426750157472,0.0,0.0,0.17731211940146893,0.08350757262896223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221423511984312,0.0,0.0,0.09804335154148608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952985294102145,0.08256418205914569,0.1142149228596796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11851000550748493,0.11743359101636924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330197245395726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452921046455225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920895377891078,0.0,0.0,0.5485896772960588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050059642799166,0.13177801590889074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07488392272844847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09295710376453394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389923789124705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489958802771242,0.0,0.0,0.06816058724934004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789170259555142,0.09278332258724603,0.09376360432386384,0.14234280228106114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527452943613394 anxiety,perpetuallyawake,2018/03/23,"""a day in my life."" a poem about depression/anxiety, written by me. it's daybreak. i begin to stir. ""just five more minutes, please."" i take ten. i open my eyes, but shut them again once i lay eyes upon the sunrise because to me, it's grey. ａｌｍｏｓｔ ａｓ ｕｇｌｙ ａｓ ｙｏｕ. it's morning. i clock into work. i put on my mask: a manufactured smile, designed and perfected specifically to allow me to present myself to the world in vivid color. no one knows that behind the mask, i am grey. ｔｈｅｙ ａｌｌ ｈａｔｅ ｙｏｕ, ａｎｙｗａｙ. afternoon. i clock out. should i even eat today? i try. i poke at my snack, take a bite. how bland. tasteless matter. i shudder. inedible grey. ｂｕｔ ｏｆ ｃｏｕｒｓｅ ｙｏｕ ａｔｅ ｉｔ ａｌｌｌｌｌｌ. it's evening. a pile of words lies at my feet. some are my own that never made it through the mask others were bullets directed at my head that appeared to simply bounce off but i still scoop them all up and let them seep into my mind. ｃａｎ＇ｔ ｙｏｕ ｄｏ ａｎｙｔｈｉｎｇ ｒｉｇｈｔ？ i can feel their weight. heavy, heavy words, written in grey. ｎｏ ｍａｔｔｅｒ ｈｏｗ ｍｕｃｈ ｔｈｅｙ ｈｕｒｔ, ｔｈｅｙ ａｒｅ ａｌｌ ｔｒｕｅ. it's nightfall. or at least it feels that way, because i am drawn to my bed. in reality, it's simply the moment i arrive home. if ""home"" is what you call where i sleep, anyway. actually, i thought ""home"" is where you are supposed to belong. in that case, i guess i don't really have one. ｂｅｃａｕｓｅ ｙｏｕ ｄｏｎ＇ｔ ｒｅａｌｌｙ ""ｂｅｌｏｎｇ"" ａｎｙｗｈｅｒｅ. i cycle between restless sleep and sleepless rest. i think i've grown afraid of the night. why? because night is when my thoughts come, and my thoughts hurt me more than anything else. ｗｈａｔ ｉｓ ｗｒｏｎｇ ｗｉｔｈ ｙｏｕ？ they are toxic thoughts. clad in grey. ｗｅ ａｒｅ ｎｏｔ ""ｔｏｘｉｃ."" ｗｅ ａｒｅ ｓｉｍｐｌｙ ""ｙｏｕ."" it's daybreak. i begin to stir. 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About a year ago I was put on some anti-psychotic, I don't remember the name but it was injectable and was to be injected 2x per week if I recall correctly. I felt nothing from it, no decrease in depression, no decrease in anxiety (didn't have much of it), weird ideas and mind wandering. What I did get though was absolutely horrible akathisia. It was the worst physical thing I have ever experienced from a drug, worse than any stim comedown. It happened few days after I started so I was given valium, that stopped it immediately. For some reason it was changed to xanax - very, very bad. I took a pill in the morning and was fine, coming home from work I couldn't even walk normally - it was excruciatingly awkward. Stopped after what I think were a few months of use. Told the doctor I feel really good now that I have stopped, she said ""good, at least you feel better"". Visits were free and at most 10 minutes long. These days I don't find pleasure in anything, have periods of bad anxiety, I try not to think about it but it's very annoying. Also notice I repeat some activities unnecessarily a specific amount of times like open and close drawers three times, if I don't I get anxiety or if I have anxiety it alleviates it. Should I go to a doctor? Can anything even be done? Was it the anti-psychotic or xanax that caused it? Only drug that I used during that time was self extracted DMT. I know this is medical, but I'm not asking for specific advice on how to treat it, just general ideas about this shit and personal experiences if someone has or has had something similar. Thanks.",4.160171769977596,6.237573537216831,5.427524271844663,77.31774645257659,72.52750809061489,9.155140652228033,29.360343539955192,9.661875296680813,3.0103601194921583,1289,54,236,34,26,429,173,309,0.218,0.705,0.077,-0.9942,0,0,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,0,2,12,18,2,1,11,0,33,9,1,5,2,52,54,20,0,7,13,0,3,1,0,1,8,1,1,2,26,9,0,3,11,0,1,6,9,9,0,1,22,5,24,10,29,28,10,36,0,2,0,0,9,10,1,11,21,162,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872099744490644,0.08955305382610035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079009518952263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06870083776443124,0.0,0.30913707445195543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16627083810114388,0.0,0.09444525104807212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687042274710521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934888850637762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10378106778873963,0.10687163553562658,0.08702456521566826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303062431876939,0.0,0.08701315748510392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20680786083466415,0.0,0.10338421214518012,0.0,0.0,0.23431512714780264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133452844893679,0.0913833930662412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988223723930554,0.0,0.0,0.10216310629943832,0.0,0.09700037014628794,0.0,0.09233552172958327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556335955436058,0.0,0.057415147740654614,0.16947087507549802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08933655950871337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10133686295962732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280910963318947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05552099978970482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493559803377388,0.0,0.0,0.08940443194651307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10177261238437513,0.0,0.0,0.10200700553739524,0.0,0.08063762952529968,0.0,0.07426540280498194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09898358845332146,0.09693673912409996,0.11501825734821662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683448254630955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821161281759264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155858038213908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06471955371959218,0.10387109035109847,0.0,0.0,0.11444225348099485,0.0,0.09609843189981906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539168066111547,0.0,0.10370127446970057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559861999030115,0.07777440342996961,0.0,0.0,0.07150640369392784,0.0,0.0,0.2533856482481136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930107524856354,0.0,0.0,0.06711688586120643,0.1294661853790226,0.09925708914666312,0.0,0.17672643047985306,0.0,0.0,0.09653424160800067,0.11224310236462573,0.06858971641032821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450727585598344,0.0,0.2500699750050979,0.0,0.0,0.08103660179484057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354780302044713,0.0,0.1029536654810374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505714142707586 anxiety,IronMyr,2018/03/23,"I'm afraid that if anybody knew what really happened, they'd call my PTSD fraudulent When people ask, I admit that I was raped. If they push me, I tell them that I was 8-ish years old. It sounds like a pretty open-and-shut reason for me to have PTSD, right? Well, that's not really the whole story. What I leave out was that my rapist would have been 10ish years old. If one kid fucks another kid, is that really rape? It doesn't help my case that he didn't force himself on me. He just told me that sleeping with him would make me good at sex, and nobody wants to be with someone that's not good at sex. Is it really rape if I believed what he was saying and climbed into his bed? He didn't even penetrate me. He just rubbed his dick on me for a couple of minutes before we were interrupted. That's not even really sex, is it? If it was really rape, then surely my Dad would have said something when he walked in on us. Sure I was scared, but I still went along with my rapist's lies. Nobody says ""just go to bed"" after walking in on their kid being raped, right? Surely if I had been raped, I would have said something. I wouldn't have lived with him, share a room with him for years. I wouldn't have waited until I was in my twenties and my rapist had disappeared into the desert. I kept it secret for over a decade. What kind of rape victim wouldn't tell their parents or their friends? It certainly doesn't help my case that I came to terms with it at the same time I was dealing with being delusional. I certainly believed that my rapist and I had a psychic link, and that if I thought about him too much or talked about him, he would come back and victimize me again. Surely it makes sense that I would also buy into a delusional belief that I was raped by him in the first place? If I was raped, I shouldn't live in fear of the day that my rapist returns and defends himself. I shouldn't have to wonder if my parents would side with my rapist over me. I shouldn't be terrified of people thinking that I'm a fraud. So, why am I? The thing that really scares me is, what if they're right?",3.8927465918203694,4.5608826627907,4.2978748997594245,90.65848837209306,71.20930232558139,7.605453087409782,22.7345629510826,7.6298220110432995,0.6640096230954287,1635,34,365,18,29,514,181,430,0.231,0.6809999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9978,2,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,6,2,17,35,18,4,13,0,50,21,2,3,6,76,72,26,0,24,19,3,1,1,1,13,0,5,3,3,33,23,0,2,9,0,1,9,13,22,1,2,26,6,66,13,45,28,4,51,1,0,0,20,48,24,2,13,19,249,99,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500874190704525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524117156802426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599653070499737,0.0,0.0,0.0625081059896397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691730351811158,0.1831752496154055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300765773416573,0.09297576066828322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002538475052927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994744145458099,0.0,0.05242625913729612,0.08380791379373624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10738446996630384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09147547980578158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914646447209083,0.0,0.0,0.062805571373333,0.07515263412285983,0.0,0.0,0.04619980348174093,0.13636682012441698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188575934143115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897588861017184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08465253403223201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607590628561376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397148954932952,0.0,0.14356367651206273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852534607645464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059758568079988326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17060340078191308,0.0,0.05508518926773657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805290664837607,0.0,0.0,0.11271450953031005,0.0,0.08493226156389055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270262781504135,0.0,0.0,0.1900507059439072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645416839723227,0.08358114801569948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20826735826632573,0.15465356594498195,0.12929244511782248,0.16277384249082494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08135015610101971,0.0,0.06887798041944124,0.1251642570216703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491945569205324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3064649122481539,0.0,0.0,0.06533898694989594,0.14210461791555992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05400642616301347,0.05208827772297299,0.0,0.06453632967811819,0.0474016972842486,0.0,0.0,0.07767746260436048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778360326015444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047947802448747634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309077481236316,0.07535798708095158,0.07335288809529146,0.0907589990415466,0.0,0.0,0.08815710811705446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4042297879905942,0.0,0.0,0.157047082553434 anxiety,AverageHuman9,2018/03/23,"I set standards for myself that are too high, and then breakdown with anxiety and stress when I don’t reach them Why am I like this. 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I move between the different restaurants (it’s a huge department store) so I’m never in the same place - but I’ve been there long enough to know pretty much everyone who works there. There’s this one restaurant I really like, and all of the people there are around my age (19-24) so we all get on pretty well. This is where my friend is now working. I’m happy for her, of course I am, but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t worried. I’m worried for stupid reasons. I’m worried that, if we end up working together, I’ll look slow and stupid in front of her. I’m worried that she’ll have to tell me off if I do something wrong, or vice versa. I’m worried that her and all our work colleagues will come to collectively hate me, or think I’m an idiot. And most ridiculously at all, I’m scared that I’ve told my work colleagues things about her (though I’m pretty sure I haven’t), and they’ll bring it up, so on and so forth. I’m scared that I’ve said embarrassing things, or I’ve told lies, that’ll be brought to the surface. I’m sure I’ve never said anything, and people’s memories generally aren’t good enough to recall things about people they’ve only met a few times - but still, I’m worried. Just very worried. Stupid anxiety. Edit: I don’t discuss my problems with people at work (or with many people at all) and when I talk about people, I usually only tell amusing anecdotes. I’ll talk to friends if I’m having a problem because I want to know how to solve it. I’m not a gossip, I’m just scared I’ve accidentally revealed personal stuff about her, or accidentally bitched about her, and I just can’t remember. Ugh, I don’t know. 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The last year I was on it I developed a side effect that affected my sex life. After talking to my doctor he switched me onto Cymbalta. I am not a fan! I have been on it for about 7 weeks. I've been getting the dreaded zaps. When I was on the Zoloft I only had brain zaps when I would forget to take a pill. On the Cymbalta I get them fairly often and they seem to be throughout my entire body. Made an appointment to talk to my doctor because this is not for me. Anyone else in the same boat? Not sure what my next step will be. ,1.3955384615384645,3.4934425538461547,3.2869230769230766,89.30807692307694,81.15384615384616,5.8461538461538485,20.76923076923077,7.010146845296331,0.5211538461538461,492,14,102,6,13,165,87,130,0.158,0.8420000000000001,0.0,-0.9539,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,5,5,1,2,9,0,14,10,2,3,1,14,20,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,8,0,18,1,19,8,1,16,0,0,0,1,5,7,0,2,8,74,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847282279692594,0.20291340524156468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22529689374079684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072216903388447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2199756507085464,0.0,0.22107598066480627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4054007114145801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543539536293922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20693343516987686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16142745841761572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988014515729724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738840970493906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1995025203424491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21061573358800234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506168757789502,0.0,0.2323550048524564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180286420667531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866485368033714,0.0,0.14889998210931604,0.31835099740325634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885419386699567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068056257087352,0.0,0.0,0.25506004762769424 anxiety,IdontSpeakTooMuch,2018/03/23,"Does anyone lose their confidence when you see your reflection? I try to avoid looking at myself in any circumstance; photos, reflections in the mirror etc. There was one occasion where I was going to class, saw my reflection in the bathroom mirror and had a 3hour panic attack in the stall . I think seeing my reflection reminds me that I'm secretly unhappy even though I try to hide it",8.07612676056338,8.287710661971833,8.118415492957746,68.4722711267606,62.098591549295776,12.170422535211268,34.651408450704224,11.698219412168324,4.43491267605634,311,12,50,9,4,101,54,71,0.226,0.732,0.042,-0.9062,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,1,1,5,4,1,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,10,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,4,4,11,0,8,6,1,8,0,1,4,0,4,6,0,0,1,36,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17817650479946975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832042244490117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980754046524022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292876433117329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29221159017791754,0.17305583332356575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890692282462162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22002330031128528,0.2931233550847264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754547441554244,0.0,0.0,0.3074135241921683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41757778252699984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16788610700536075,0.2574245350742737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3557766202818092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,churroaway15,2018/03/23,Just got prescribed lexapro. What are your experiences? I just got prescribed lexapro. I wouldn't say I'm depressed at all but definitely anxious. What have been your experiences? Side effects? How you were able to handle those side effects? ,4.014668989547037,7.256265170731712,3.099163763066205,83.27536585365856,92.41463414634146,5.269686411149826,32.68641114982578,6.868970318607317,2.5274850174216024,196,11,31,3,7,57,30,41,0.058,0.7929999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.5942,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,8,8,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,5,0,2,3,1,3,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,20,8,0,0.3156506352945334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565953715015769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27186942965177485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6175337798524249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5049092965586757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510180544750289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AceKat92,2018/03/23,"Everything else is just background noise ""You're fine love, everything is gonna be okay. We're doing great, the kitties are doing great everything else is just background noise"" is the text from my SO that is getting me through the rest of the day. I can only hope that it helps me next week as well. Y'all don't have to read the rest of my story. I suppose I'm really just writing it more for me cause I always feel like I have to explain things or justify things to myself. I just wanted to share in the hopes that someone else can find comfort in realizing everything ""bad"" going on is just background noise. I have trouble finding and focusing on the good even when I know it seems to be there so the phrase is helping me. I haven't been diagnosed but I feel as though I suffer from anxiety and maybe from depression. I had an abusive ex-boyfriend and I want to blame my ex for my anxiety feeling like it's tripled and for me feeling depressed at times. For at least a month before my SO and I moved in together I was just completely overwhelmed with moving and unpacking and work. Don't get me wrong, I wanted to live with him and I love living with him. After we completely unpacked I felt great and in control and anxiety free. But not anymore. Me feeling good maybe lasted a week or two. The senior tech at work is out on leave and I've taken on a portion of his responsibilities. A tiny part of me is proud that my boss believes I can do this but most of me believes I can't. I feel like I'm forgetting things and that I'm going to screw something up soon and people will just be disappointed. I feel like my co-workers will soon resent me for the work I'm giving them and I'm worried they'll feel like I'm not doing enough myself. It's only day 3 of 13. I guess I just have to keep telling myself all this work and stress and anxiety and depression is all background noise. What matters is going home every night to the most amazing guy and our two cats.",3.2453416246851385,4.874599141057935,4.228790144836275,86.84114491498742,73.96221662468514,7.17912468513854,26.51204345088161,7.8658589789855275,1.490080667506298,1557,56,317,22,32,504,184,397,0.122,0.684,0.193,0.9723,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,2,6,18,34,2,2,16,1,36,4,0,3,2,70,71,30,0,5,15,1,9,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,16,23,0,2,15,1,1,5,6,12,1,2,5,9,51,23,44,59,12,32,0,6,0,3,19,13,1,8,19,218,67,7,0.0,0.08721800811272754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06125095820215189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252514627105157,0.0,0.07300317758469828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06146282206796256,0.0,0.0,0.06263826470796548,0.16587070009745294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756196498349987,0.0,0.0,0.15436125364328065,0.0,0.08256195192107285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09494711021114333,0.0,0.19020534207998627,0.07471448076968631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844797712902249,0.0,0.0,0.07606072132051793,0.0,0.0486199343260147,0.0,0.06202116058400699,0.0,0.26463034602766017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29776291529956705,0.2629416106699881,0.07067892227953572,0.0,0.13455979918681465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691830942765594,0.07061519650221397,0.12550593648384395,0.12348425877181472,0.0,0.24347198176015256,0.08109175460184892,0.0728873072134841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986809461183397,0.0,0.07383869000060257,0.14622635808950454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06542959676188667,0.0,0.0,0.04045514901747865,0.06000348463018084,0.0,0.07794432308455683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798151642648567,0.0,0.1300012287774569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328751417588352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14790599988243724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05875627836707546,0.15647549917407744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828704024149387,0.06907973696715096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119702618059912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797144628343162,0.0,0.051033189926553216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363177291223193,0.0,0.04715763765039967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06701346584772858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237108374334933,0.05667000040385351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432212832970698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06434000365831248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671333167928785,0.0,0.0723232713329849,0.0,0.0429236631633043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438161673430324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025453346464436,0.0,0.11809397575323392,0.0,0.06618589582515481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26795152666289673,0.07475640941761046,0.0,0.0,0.08048300492602006,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bagelrancher,2018/03/23,"Happy until proven angry? Coworker just told me she always assumes someone is happy until proven otherwise. I didn't realise that was an actual thing for some reason. And it disturbs me that she thinks that way, because it's the exact reverse of my thinking; everyone is mad at me until proven otherwise. No one wants to hear or talk to me unless they initiate, then it's ""friend of convenience,"" which is a huge pet peeve. Then if I mildly offend someone, I keep apologising until I'm actually annoying to some because I just don't know why they'd drop it so quickly. That's the stasis for everyone close to me, always some underlying stress that could break out at any moment. And ill usually be the topper so it will leave me to be the victim of their blow up. I've noticed that I can accidentally push these people sometimes, so I've tried to be better, but I get awkward and chatty regardless. X) A group FB chat that my friend put me into with her stresses me hardcore; it's a group of girls and they're all the biggest oxymorons and hypocrites. They like to moan and groan in the chat, but when I need to vent, they always back each other up in the most opposing way possible. And they assume that I think I'm better than them? A lot of them are druggies, whatever, that's where their life is. I have my own addictions; more along the lines of cats, blankets, and carbonation, but I know my personality and it's an addictive one so I've kept away from the environments that might push me toward their lifestyles. But I phrase one statement from my perspective, why I don't do drugs, they ""call me out on it"" saying it's a crappy thing to say, etc. I literally just said how I was able to avoid getting hooked doing those things, just my perspective. But they of course took it the wrong way, so so wrong, and blew up on me. So another huge stresser of mine is being misunderstood, which leads to people-pleasing, etc. So I tried to clear that up, they just took it further. But they're so drama magnetised and drama inducing. ""Let's just talk about something else, no one wants the drama anyway."" Then the offended adds back a girl who has been gone for the most relaxed month in that chat, who is always leaving dramatically if we say one thing wrong, who calls is terrible names and is...honestly not a good person, she lives on making people miserable and complaining about how terrible people are to her...because of how she treats them. Not important really, just... Do these stress you guys out, too? I know they're small things, but they become huge because of the way my brain is and the anxiety it encompasses. X) Tell me the mood you assume people are in, what stresses you at work, with friends, etc. Do you avoid people because of this kind of drama?",5.299463276836158,6.354926323917142,5.851388888888893,79.38239406779662,68.24670433145009,8.988512241054613,28.497645951035786,9.225670689056813,2.3373205273069684,2182,73,411,41,36,706,248,531,0.159,0.768,0.073,-0.9919,0,2,3,0,0,0,80.0,1,4,15,4,30,33,5,9,25,0,33,6,1,7,3,83,55,45,0,7,20,0,0,1,3,2,5,5,1,5,40,25,0,5,12,8,0,7,7,20,0,5,10,5,61,12,62,36,13,57,0,1,0,0,54,30,0,13,15,295,101,2,0.06908538233211141,0.0,0.1348347349398601,0.15062652825486308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299382896596267,0.0,0.0,0.046980429024540665,0.07244204704067042,0.05285012838905834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490799085273899,0.10624478925447617,0.0,0.21056903921159675,0.07629937702298806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12220081301741377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07712213459034784,0.1410877991397762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05515905626346738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011711034798252,0.0,0.057711972095841085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23114538958914424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13202808681470182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601255850482662,0.0,0.07218852174905152,0.0,0.0,0.05794554096641115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840539009712791,0.0,0.1470853482599942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07786424686094001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614062620983565,0.0,0.07194179455383387,0.11390255817268455,0.0,0.0,0.14630288949594505,0.0,0.07064448411244179,0.048797048638653036,0.03375162817001725,0.0,0.0610036583021327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058733921542109824,0.0,0.0,0.046115029163469934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328867318192875,0.0,0.0,0.05514329306449775,0.0,0.0,0.051225935621559616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865416567993988,0.0,0.0,0.2340702150599324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23947552724110435,0.12064538220996125,0.0,0.07583500384970729,0.0,0.07788338831001643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944989075440998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04425786495426762,0.07103127919158983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571601899120569,0.16481840674410778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707164051891715,0.0531853025256617,0.0683272096351103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165482881851667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11105642682155882,0.060383669219752474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294862912270856,0.13280137035882514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601404340735091,0.1535128035037058,0.09380887943981173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608778832952197,0.0,0.08149669688002993,0.21934704334149746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467762402180473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05029498114070953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22660206112546416,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Klopford,2018/03/23,"I’m about to adopt a kitty! And I’m having anxiety about it. Ever since I moved out I wanted another cat. My 13 year old cat lives with my parents and even though they won’t admit it, I think they kinda like him. 😊 So I’ve been visiting the local cat cafe and have picked a future companion, a 6 month old black female who fell asleep in my arms the first time I held her. But in more recent visits she hasn’t been too keen on snuggling. Granted, they did a spring break camp thing so she and the others were pestered by children all week. Of course now I’m having nightmares where I didn’t kitty-proof the apartment well enough, or I bring her home and suddenly she hates me and would rather bite than cuddle. 😣 I’m supposed to be happy and excited about this! And I am but anxiety keeps rearing its ugly head!",2.2623694779116477,4.194951662650607,3.2982891566265065,91.12642971887553,77.55421686746988,6.113413654618473,20.70522088353414,7.03164865440522,0.4017924497991965,640,16,134,7,15,205,115,166,0.063,0.846,0.091,-0.3554,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,3,1,13,6,1,0,8,0,13,4,3,1,2,24,24,14,0,3,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,7,10,0,2,2,0,0,5,3,1,1,1,6,1,20,5,13,15,3,26,0,0,1,1,16,7,0,2,14,86,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040753132980496,0.2977664753947132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20109376987883876,0.0,0.12854421724031678,0.17604430598422646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554308371199994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20717587198260132,0.0,0.19214627419831976,0.19973555737629425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19521903391587472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298658290466046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950811631433959,0.0,0.171852414293947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534327463310998,0.20684952414525748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4084404498886757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21610170956342128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921630873098198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16099110247347093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929642022258764,0.12470419399372774,0.19121248168332572,0.0,0.11348408340941993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479151009641572,0.0,0.1561118693847556,0.0,0.1749861304654512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382519722924423,0.0,0.0,0.12532845331695364 anxiety,quilomene,2018/03/23,"Big Milestone, Long Story I've had severe anxiety, especially social, and a big dose of ADHD my whole life. Always hated any kind of confrontation. Even benficial or (what never felt like) minor ones. God, it gets old. 50+ years of feeling always the odd duck, always uncomfortable, incapable. This ugly little monster, sitting on your chest, soaking into your bones and everything you do. A few years of therapy, getting on meds, slowly sorting things out starts to help. I think being a Dad helped. You'll do things for your kids you'd never do for yourself. Plus kids are great for making you get over yourself. What's bad is a lot of folks will use your discomfort, etc, to get what they want. Not in any Machiavellian way, usually. Think car salesman, or something. All the negotiating is really just social pressure and awkwardness. It doesn't work, though, when you've felt overwhelmingly awkward your whole life, and finally had to let it go. Our oldest son is high functioning autistic. It took him a long time to get his feet under him and to be off on his own. He works in aerospace now. Using his massive brain for something besides video games and arguing with me about dishes. We got him a new Honda Fit so he'd have something reliable for a good long time. Unless he gets in a hit and run accident, totalling the car. Insurance did almost OK by him, but there was no way he was turning that check into exactly what he'd lost. He found something a year older with low miles at a dealer but they were asking too much by thousands. Plus it wasn't even certified -- which gets you a better warranty. The thought of negotiating on a used car would have done me in not that long ago. With the pressure of doing right by my son and anticipating the ""conflict,"" I'd have been a mess. We've had to watch him struggle with the usual life things and even be mistreated by folks, all in the name of growth, etc. It's not fun. It's been one of the harder parts of parenting. He really deserved and needed help on this, though. It wasn't about me going in and playing Trump, slamming my hand on the table, yelling, threatening to walk out. I just didn't get caught up in all the usual little mind games and tactics. I told the salesman what the car was worth, why, and what we'd pay for it. He blows right past that, makes chit chat, then goes into what the car will cost. ""Maybe we can get the price down, a little bit,"" kind of BS. Do you know what a joy it is to make a car salesman squirm? To make him visibly uncomfortable because you're not buying a word of it. It was fun, honestly. Especially to do right by my kid, and to start to teach him how to cope with these things. It was awesome. No upset on my part, no discomfort. No internal drama. I just explained what the car was worth and that's what we'd pay. It was interesting to see how he behaved when things weren't working. They did the bring in the manager thing. He talks to my son and the salesman, ignores me. I just smiled at him, like I was watching a bad magician. They called the owner, supposedly. Two hours of sitting there while they would ""see what they could do,"" but my son got the same car he'd had, in a much cooler color. I got them to certify it and eat some of their ""fees."" It ended up being cheaper than I was shooting for, after taxes and licensing etc. My son was really happy. He'd gone in with the same usual feeling, expecting to march to their music, lose another small battle. Instead we walked out pretty happy. In hindsight I could have done better. I could have got them to throw in something or give him a year of oil changes. I should have talked them down a little more. Those aren't failures in my mind, though. Those little things aren't nagging at me, telling me I screwed up, turning victory into dispair. They're things to keep in mind next time. Now I just want to go buy another car, damn it. Make them throw in a free Yugo or come mow my lawn. I'm a monster! OK, maybe not. Nor am I a Jedi. Finally, though, instead of bemoaning my lack of a lightsaber (or Wharton MBA) I just used what I had to get done what I needed to get done. For so long too many little things would have derailed me, turned the whole thing into another bad experience, proof of idiocy. Instead, I didn't spend any time pre-worrying about how bad it could go. I didn't get caught up, overwhelmed in other folks percived or imagined opinion of me. I got my kid something he needed. 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When I get anxious or nervous I start to stutter and then I start blushing from embarrassment. I just snowball from there. I even get the shakes and I get this feeling like I'm almost looking down on the scene, a birds eye sort of perspective. I was wondering if anyone here had any advice or tips and tricks for me. My family aren't really much help because they still think I should be able to just snap out of it when I get bad. And I'm starting to panic more just thinking of the anxiety I'll feel on the day. 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I've been struggling with social anxiety for my whole life and this tuesday I finally went to psychiatrist. I was prescribed hydroxizine and escitalopram. My only question is: can I take SSRI's if I had a period of 3 weeks during which I consumed about 2g of MDMA? It ended about month ago.",4.005714285714287,6.580721238095242,6.111349206349207,69.94892857142858,74.71428571428572,8.644444444444442,29.54761904761905,9.2995712137729,3.321076190476192,270,12,42,7,6,94,50,63,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.8677,0,0,0,0,1,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,7,0,9,3,1,9,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,8,29,10,0,0.0,0.2788946555529527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086560373795949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36014024204870976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084826800342625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25785453804327896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16626053184409575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878833554141627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17902213243734252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26368688663163564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4798940349885992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460772045130825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769814450023092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888129493166599,0.0,0.0,0.21820575619652333,0.0,0.2628007565571793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Txmcda,2018/03/23,"College Math Ruining My Life Hi guys, first time here. I'm not even sure if this is the right place to post, but I have various anxiety disorders and maybe some of them are causing me to feel so bad about this so that's why I am. I am a freshman in college in my second semester of courses. I took 3 last semester (9 hours) to slowly introduce myself and now I'm taking 4 courses. One of them is college algebra. I am doing very well in all of my courses besides math. I'm sitting here crying right now because I know I'm going to fail this test I need to take in a couple hours. I got a 72 on the first one, and I can barely even do the homework. I think I might just drop the class, but I don't know how badly it will affect me if I do. I go to class but I'm too afraid to speak up or ask questions in class and I don't talk to any of my peers. Should I just drop it? I feel like a failure and I don't know what to do. 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I suck at academics, have very few friend and i am extremely lazy. The only thing I do is browse on the internet so I don't have to face my pathetic reality. Worst part is I cant blame anyone else but myself for my sorry situation I hate it, I hate it. I wish i could stop crying, stop feeling scared for the future and just not be crippled with anxiety. 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I can’t focus on my job with how bad it’s been",2.080919540229882,4.455093413793102,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,80.3793103448276,7.314942528735633,21.735632183908052,8.344100000000001,1.324887356321839,230,7,47,5,6,76,40,58,0.34,0.5670000000000001,0.092,-0.9713,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,11,1,0,1,1,7,12,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,5,0,4,0,3,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14061807581266336,0.0,0.3163735842701474,0.2336035142919272,0.0,0.14458598540680315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5179601432907855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17810005196580525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860085189658095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23343042181064586,0.0,0.0,0.2051980970241894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605543685690986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296869203702257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15948214708863348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246911402607542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15547347273987072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976013998778566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jcott3,2018/03/23,Anybody else get anxiety about having anxiety? I’ve been enduring stress nausea for weeks now and it won’t seem to go away because every time i think about having anxiety or nausea it makes the nausea even worse. Does anxiety medication help with physical affects? 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I’ve been struggling since I was about 12 years old. Years back when I was on medication there was some talk about me possibly having being bipolar, and more recently following my grandfather (who was like a father to me) dying i have been showing some signs of PTSD. I have been skeptical about seeing another doctor as I don’t want to be put back on medications due to bad experiences myself and my family has had with antidepressants and the like. My mom and uncle want me to start seeing a therapist and I’m trying to warm up to he idea. I know that therapy is beneficial to a LOT of people but I just don’t know how to get over my idea of not wanting to talk to someone who only gets paid to listen and my anxiety makes talking to people I don’t know very difficult so I’m very put off by the idea. Right now though my main issue is working. I got my first job when I was 15 working 2 days a week with my mom as a hostess in a diner. That lasted about 2 months before I couldn’t take it anymore. I would cry every single day before and after work. The stress from dealing with so many people and a lot of times people weren’t the nicest. So I quit and although I’d intermediately search for jobs because I wanted to be useful the thought of an interview terrified me to no end and I didn’t get another job until after my grandpa passed away which was only recently. I started at Dunkin’ Donuts which was great at first I caught on quickly. I felt like I did my job right and I was somewhat happy there but then once I got good the manager liked to over schedule me and there was another factor that made me uncomfortable with my environment so after being there near 2 months I decided to look for something else. Naturally I got a job a Starbucks which I was surprised I even got anyway bc I was shaking during the interview but I did. That also lasted close to 2 months. At first it was stressful because it was new and there was a lot for me to learn but I kept going hoping that things would get better as I got more comfortable. But as time went on I felt more mentally and physically exhausted than I ever have. I was more irritable, more depressed, I just couldn’t take it anymore so there I was looking for something else AGAIN. I found another job but that one was the worst out of them all and last 2 days and just saying that alone makes me want to crawl in a hole. So I am back working at Dunkin’ Donuts I just started back yesterday and already I’m being scheduled insane amount of hours even after speaking to the manager about it. (Tomorrow I’m working a 15 hour shift and then a 12 hour one the next day) and I’m going to stick with this job for as long as I can because I need the experience under my belt or nobody will ever hire me and my home situation is terrible currently so I’m trying to get myself out but I don’t know how much I can handle and so I guess after all this ranting is what types of jobs would be good for someone with severe anxiety like myself but that would also pay enough for me to move out on my own? Thanks for any help 😕",2.8018656203762404,4.638561037650599,4.4140012682308205,84.16475480870854,75.67168674698793,7.430733460156414,24.450327626294648,8.261097354062574,1.5176429718875502,2595,85,519,46,57,870,277,664,0.133,0.753,0.115,-0.9386,11,1,2,0,0,2,32.0,0,0,1,10,45,31,1,4,27,1,57,6,0,6,5,97,115,60,1,13,15,4,3,6,0,5,5,3,1,0,24,35,1,1,13,1,2,10,10,13,0,5,40,10,71,18,89,62,21,93,0,3,4,0,19,26,0,10,63,372,95,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05083802960579195,0.05416734155710553,0.07850770704883192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0333799906570649,0.2058827391408546,0.15020184604358844,0.0,0.09735974104959892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588854663459425,0.0,0.04611767438525355,0.1509756358684474,0.0409845477874697,0.08976664590966604,0.0,0.08353670940813955,0.0,0.0,0.043412353627893335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05391838734248766,0.12662498221861265,0.05060524901328195,0.12683244390062925,0.0,0.0509432549448701,0.0,0.0,0.05024134120561418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08200968485637622,0.0,0.043475401736729084,0.050718697300674055,0.0,0.06484134488991722,0.08880173535063657,0.041356858248045435,0.0,0.0,0.09603055725463136,0.046273673024306114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09426002810379948,0.0,0.0,0.12525693199845775,0.0,0.05381998716392064,0.0,0.0,0.1282263823235821,0.0,0.05579312152578431,0.08234159015734048,0.19629177663431085,0.05411720850438168,0.05407348344620869,0.0,0.0,0.05225268960554949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03290114101356854,0.0,0.04923700567389477,0.048753221535127116,0.14501871739216604,0.0,0.0,0.16623549826186096,0.0,0.051232766184894,0.43839026168841205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790496969518824,0.12003430368952492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438848971414117,0.04919681300877705,0.0,0.043439340773510686,0.08243932854102258,0.0,0.0,0.16692378448092107,0.0,0.04644611992471541,0.06553023352863907,0.04976524236277437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988974504847846,0.04946688710719496,0.0,0.0,0.11497726546010895,0.11753932300179053,0.052170380058182884,0.036083671355997785,0.03639645886490042,0.0,0.0474073195797392,0.052203247979228866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051507233555112726,0.052274717747466434,0.06652354398650881,0.07466384378980831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611950385090224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05533680360328135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05737861058748999,0.0986894650666315,0.0,0.052208733197510813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693250530339137,0.0,0.0,0.08383791815766473,0.0,0.039034955558173726,0.0,0.0,0.0782299691816079,0.0,0.0,0.16635876460670151,0.0,0.04060423651798577,0.055174435372525366,0.0,0.0,0.12477058046939332,0.07557721111794871,0.0,0.0,0.10422943146958503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124551129217158,0.05131507961572308,0.056191435769274656,0.0,0.0,0.0462627349140343,0.0,0.07381274473407295,0.11835979044936648,0.0,0.04519156024884012,0.05613382867702887,0.05699233465437839,0.03261038869220708,0.0,0.048226496447157284,0.03896859957404785,0.057244586725433914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665199923174303,0.053391196569310406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042394324634265235,0.0,0.08100176262677562,0.14476022446581127,0.0,0.039373624817607936,0.0,0.0,0.045502978522491966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17867503931234627,0.0,0.0,0.13947642312631253,0.0,0.0,0.06321922246297429 anxiety,Devilsdance,2018/03/23,"Problems sleeping, waking, and living Sorry for the wall of text.. I've been dealing with high anxiety for most of my life, and depression on and off for the past 5 or so years. I've been having problems with my sleep a lot. I keep trying to make a change to waking up earlier, which was successful for a few days, but then it fell off. The problem isn't that I have trouble falling asleep at night, because as soon as I do actually close my eyes to go to sleep it usually (not always) happens within 15-30 minutes. But usually what happens is I feel myself getting tired, and then I have this strong urge to fight off sleep, so I'll watch stuff on my phone and smoke weed until I pass out. I didn't really understand why for a while, but I had a realization last night that I think explains it: I don't want to go to sleep because I don't want to have to wake up in the morning and go through another day. Everyday just feels like a chore. If I don't have something forcing me to get up, like work or obligations with my girlfriend or family, I just can't get myself out of bed. I have a job that I mostly enjoy. I have apsirations, things I want to be teaching myself and doing to further my life/career, but I can't get myself motivated enough to actually follow through with any of it. I'm doing just enough at work to have my bosses happy with me, but really I know I could be doing so much more. I've tried a bunch of different meds in the past. Pretty much all of the SSRIs, Seroquel, and others I can't even remember. The most recent one I've been prescribed was Abilify, but I didn't follow through with filling the prescription because the idea of starting a new med scares me. So now I just take around .25-.75mg of Xanax every day to get through the day. I just feel myself unraveling and I don't know what to do. I had a decent therapist when I was in uni, but after graduating I lost access to affordable access to her, and the therapist I saw more recently (months ago) that actually took my insurance was pretty awful. Everytime I started to talk about myself she tried to empathize, which turned into her talking about her own depression rather than addressing my problems. So now I can't bring myself to search for another therapist. I'm feeling really hopeless and stuck. I'm not suicidal, but I'm finding myself feeling indifferent about whether I continue being alive or not. Maybe I do just need to try new meds, but I've had such bad and underwhelming experiences before that I can't motivate myself to follow through with it. In that same vain, I've been having back problems (scoliosis) that I know I need to address with a physical therapist, but I can't bring myself to take the time to search for and call one that takes my insurance. I've also needed to get my eyes checked as well to get my glasses replaced, but I'm having be same issue. I don't know what I'm expecting from this post, but I guess I just needed to vent somewhere. 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To get straight to the point I'm 18 and I've been dealing with severe Anxiety among other Mental Disorders for 3-4 years but lately it's gotten easier to deal with when I don't have anything in particular to do. But when I must do something such as go to work everything get's so much worse in ways that weren't nearly as noticable before. As soon as I even think of work, a somewhat stressful or anxiety-causing situation the whole world changes and I start to dissasociate. Every person I see makes me incredibly anxious and following that I am filled me with an anger towards anyone and everyone, all the while still feeling the overpowering feeling of fear and anxiety. My emotions can come out from small things such as when making the tiniest mistake. Anytime I hear a voice or see something I constantly have to ask myself if it's real. Shadows and voices have led me to totally empty areas. I often feel like I'm not even there. I'm barely even able to function when I go to work and I don't know what to do. At my most anxious I ended up leaving high school in my last semester because I couldn't handle it and would probably have ended my own life if I hadn't done so. As such I have no clue what to do. I can't keep work up for much longer, and I'm not even going to work that often anyways. (1-3 days a week) I can't go back to school because then I'm almost certain that the stress will trigger all my mental illness much like it used to and how stress affects me now. I live with my parents at the moment and they don't quite understand how badly this affects me so I'm sure they'd dissaprove of me of quitting my job and trying to work on my mental health again. I've thought about going on welfare or applying for dissability but I don't know if that's a smart idea. I want to ask for your advice, I have no clue how to go about this and need some direction from people who've gone through something similar. Thank you ",5.0427586206896535,5.288462704433499,6.0312847290640414,80.74647389162563,68.50738916256158,8.860532019704436,30.525714285714287,8.726425361277474,2.2757959802955665,1582,58,318,24,25,526,203,406,0.136,0.789,0.075,-0.9821,3,0,3,0,0,0,27.0,0,2,2,8,28,13,1,4,12,0,29,3,0,10,6,70,70,40,0,9,11,1,3,2,0,3,3,3,0,1,16,19,0,1,10,0,0,11,14,7,0,0,7,8,42,6,55,58,12,53,0,0,2,0,12,20,0,13,23,219,58,9,0.07791807976959712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522812915217677,0.0,0.0,0.07802370164594802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11921423550515775,0.17605050328001154,0.0,0.05448213306049512,0.0,0.06411994059971718,0.0,0.14568577283393386,0.0,0.0,0.05991419374678957,0.06505834196724733,0.09499627643615406,0.0,0.06630254694617971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08004333144626673,0.08242699682755561,0.06711952638321937,0.0,0.0842017633259715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05025071544948057,0.16066023774210644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930086992181081,0.0,0.0,0.07973724818377399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08764735225397646,0.13802458272902174,0.0,0.0,0.20585662729962745,0.0,0.06564934278510985,0.07445406432580154,0.07002774591012696,0.0,0.0,0.08767950225643567,0.11819316692355405,0.05566469175616868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141796145893873,0.0747461220873566,0.26569584213548986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08282327518140734,0.08781933881388282,0.0,0.0,0.08232472927601338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08796002783860893,0.0,0.0,0.07732167121438205,0.06925716941872645,0.0,0.0,0.12846521672262953,0.06351363459979474,0.08789498785277204,0.08250399599344015,0.0,0.0,0.05503584405264556,0.0761336759623839,0.0,0.06880309196195122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040218465800226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355692936394208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183626199945465,0.057775268852752436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887102502552418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651880660108159,0.0,0.0,0.05401858571104885,0.0680350618143709,0.0,0.08553065322680697,0.07365777073136548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400886861745357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575093792196924,0.0,0.08868783321637416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771451314915494,0.124181242977147,0.0,0.0,0.08802525164000577,0.0,0.0,0.08758318630059367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799554336187754,0.0,0.0,0.055150817903076486,0.0,0.0622254791548871,0.0,0.2677646913550861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343686806024835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173649922767676,0.0,0.0,0.051765309946181684,0.049926759322191636,0.0,0.061858251803091416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05290126148647152,0.0,0.0,0.08111546896882266,0.0,0.06729620353087724,0.0,0.0,0.045958102235943564,0.06184774493302617,0.06250118364505151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699275344770778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403517404327074,0.0,0.079405180013005,0.05535076828939889,0.0,0.0,0.05017668872702706 anxiety,thelatestone1,2018/03/23,"GAD and SAD sufferer having a really really hard time moving out of parents and into the real world I'm getting some extreme anxiety over my upcoming move, maybe you guys could help me a little bit. Moving to Providence. Degree in management information systems with a bunch of code classes under my belt What do you guys suggest I do for the process of finding my first Web developer position. Should I begin looking at jobs now and see what my opportunities are? How should I go about the job seeking process? Should I do some review in the free time? What would give me the best chances of acquiring a coding job? I'm pretty nervous so planning this out helps me a lot. Thank you for taking the time to read ",5.171777777777777,6.790028733333332,6.020185185185182,75.94583333333338,69.07407407407408,8.955555555555557,31.277777777777786,9.3871,3.0099777777777783,569,24,99,12,10,187,90,135,0.085,0.753,0.162,0.9053,4,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,5,4,7,0,1,11,0,10,0,0,1,0,19,20,5,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,1,1,4,0,3,0,1,0,3,14,5,18,15,6,21,0,2,2,0,11,10,0,3,6,69,18,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111124117061982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242619373000496,0.0,0.15857047025791546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159667148536314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327517577594022,0.12354575005892655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588478016548267,0.139332720721139,0.08254636614183637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876317654875841,0.0,0.0,0.13011144093801222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19470999709776785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43240124785661227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557415066863413,0.0,0.0,0.12196964091871952,0.0,0.0,0.12348253202839055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591862938421707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631189483153033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127794165944884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14776689254123151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528480779715286,0.16532117990627151,0.18609597599592603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574186033569135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10920654170491027,0.0,0.0,0.13372254417052626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540814612761182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317823753791523,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mak1017,2018/03/23,"nervous first timer I've suspected for about a bit over a year that I have been experiencing symptoms of anxiety. The first time I remember conciously considering this was when I was preparing for an exam that I believed at the time was going to determine my entire future: my career, relationship with my family, level of intelligence, etc... Reflecting on this now I can't believe I ever put so much weight on one stupid test. I was trying to study, panicking, felt like I had a trillion butterflies duelling in my stomach, and then I started puking... I puked for a few hours up until I had to leave for the test, went and wrote the test, failed it miserably, subsequently failing the entire course... Then the feelings of panic set in yet again when I realized I was going to have to tell my parents about this failure, and I got sick for the rest of the night. Ever since this whole situation, I experience (what I consider to be) abnormally high levels of panic and nervousness before doing so many basic tasks; tasks that I never used to think twice about before doing them, like going into areas where there's bigger groups of people (i.e., campus, grocery store, downtown areas, etc). I also sometimes experience these weird tremors/shaking for like 3-5 minutes when my entire body just shakes uncontrollably, teeth chattering, the whole nine yards... It just happened a couple nights ago when I got into my car to go to the gas station. I was really confused because I didn't even really feel that nervous about it since it was pretty late at night and I knew there wasn't going to be a lot of people out and about, so maybe the shaking isn't even related to what I'm talking about? I'm pretty hesitant to refer to these issues as anxiety because the couple of people I know that have opened up to me about their anxiety issues have described it as this terrifying, body-crushing, totally debilitating feeling... Which is something I've only experienced a couple times over the last year or so. What I feel on a regular/daily basis is what I'd describe as waves of panic and nervousness that come up in the smallest of situations that I always feel stupid for even stressing about in the first place. Maybe I'm just a nervous person who overthinks way too much. I've never spoken to anyone about this so I hope I get some responses/thoughts on this. 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To preface this lengthy body of writing, I am a shy introvert. I am not ashamed of this. There are positive aspects to introversion, as well as some negative traits. I was always the kind kid that had so much potential. We all have near limitless potential, but I feel like my candle is running out of wick to burn in that regard. In retrospect, I can admit to having a pretty stressful year. I have had to deal with the loss of my great friend who happened to be my grams, had a psychotic episode, I moved three thousand kilometers from home, and I left friends behind on purpose because I feel guilty and unworthy of having such good people in my life. In addition to that, I have been trying to cope with around one severe panic attack a week, as well as your standard anxiety. I keep remembering all of the shitty things that happened to me as a child and young adult. I have forgiven mostly everyone, but the scarring doesn't fade, and neither do the memories. I have had increased pressure to go back to college, but I feel like a full course load would be the final straw that breaks the camels back. Because the universe likes to add insult to injury, last week was the icing on the cake; we had to put our sweet dog down. So many people tell me that this is the prime of my life. If I didn't wear a mask all the time, I doubt they'd say the same. Still, it makes me wonder. If this is as good as life gets, what sick nightmare lies ahead. I don't know how the fuck I'm still hanging on. I feel like my brain is in a perpetual state of going off the rails and into the madhouse. I constantly analyze for threats and this leaves me mentally drained. What ever free time I have outside of work is mostly spent in bed and asleep (a lot of the time, my heart is pounding so hard that it reverberates throughout my body, and feels like someone is pounding on the floor underneath my bed). This isn't life. This is prison. I don't know how I let things get so out of hand. I have been seeing a therapist for about five months, but I am not seeing much progress. I don't want to be medicated, for fear of addiction, but it feels so fucking nice to have ativan, or weed, or alcohol just to take the edge off. I used weed maybe once a week (usually with friends) and alcohol rarely, and followed my medication instructions (haven't self medicated or had medication prescribed for about nine months). Tossing on an old album is my medication right now. Drowning out all the noise of the outside world is a blessing and a relief. To conclude, I just don't know what to do. I feel like I have exercised all of my options, and I am becoming more and more fatigued. Mental illness runs in my family, so I think they are very empathetic supportive. I just don't know how long I can keep my sanity. Any suggestions and advice will be taken into consideration. I never thought I'd need the help of strangers until now. 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Behind me a group of friends were laughing but i couldn't stop thinking that they were laughing at me.",4.547666666666668,6.087539100000001,4.949999999999998,83.32166666666669,70.5,7.333333333333335,30.833333333333336,7.793537801064563,2.1390833333333332,164,7,30,2,3,52,32,40,0.129,0.608,0.263,0.7496,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,8,8,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,5,4,6,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,0,2,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27024164734735256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29495594099843325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3880376760088027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3375534626355903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33918338482186544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2729265011893574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258417103881873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966480178235673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3601023696483955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29533977278802753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22635366705614815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ste0086,2018/03/23,"Hosting a party tomorrow. Terrified. So my 17th birthday was last week but im throwing the party for it tomorrow (today technically cos its 2:20 am) and theres gonna be like nearly 15 people at my house and im not that close with any of them. They are mostly just the people i force myself to be around at school. And my friend who is also coming tomorrow called me earlier and said there was beef between him and another guy thats coming and all i asked of everyone was no drama or beef. So now im scared and paranoid that there are gonna be arguments and im worried that people are going to get too drunk and carried away and im just scared in general. I never throw parties and so im kinda just planning to get blind drunk and not even remember any of it. So basically right now i cannot sleep and my emotions are everywhere.",1.855882352941176,4.068124823529414,3.858235294117648,85.21205882352943,80.17647058823529,7.0588235294117645,23.52941176470589,8.124751697461798,1.5116470588235291,660,23,131,13,17,224,100,170,0.188,0.742,0.069,-0.9695,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,1,16,4,0,2,3,0,13,4,1,1,2,32,22,20,0,0,7,0,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,8,18,2,0,1,3,0,5,5,2,0,0,4,2,13,2,15,13,2,22,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,3,10,88,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146738040687984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556079361781724,0.11993443400718412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10181992942280572,0.10692721285910302,0.0,0.10746111496678504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11679187727569587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970516062062307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12865891993009734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554504114418653,0.0,0.0,0.10929228612412556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836751673629174,0.0,0.11951469970094965,0.0,0.06500318073882808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325137926781242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197589599293189,0.0,0.0,0.741281815858468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09323265812714514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055878907164499815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821472355386581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378841818380072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295670355284375,0.09767747703901476,0.1087988794476048,0.0,0.22902299805596305,0.115755800929804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144597704242701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841618206244748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174646552725917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615556671419207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,foolscapfire,2018/03/23,"Uncontrollable fear and self-hatred Hi everyone. I am so glad that this group exists. I just wanted to post this morning and ask if anyone experiences uncontrollable fear and self-hatred. I grew up with a narcissistic mother and a violent father. I'm 49 now and I'm having to face a lot of issues that I didn't face on such an intense level when I was younger. It's as if I have no choice they're just right in my face. I've been diagnosed with complex post-traumatic stress disorder and I'm currently doing EMDR therapy. I find myself being so afraid to wake up in the morning, and so afraid to just go out and be in the world. I used to love being in the world and I used to have a lot of friends that I connected to, but I've disconnected from most of them and I isolate a lot which makes my fear worse and my depression much worse. I am currently working from home because my anxiety is so extreme, and I can't handle being around people for too long because I'm so self-conscious. I used to be the kind of person that could have long interesting conversations with people and really enjoyed interaction. That's not me any longer and I feel a lot of shame for not being that person. I also used to be the person that worked really hard and was really dedicated to the quality of my work, and now my anxiety and fear, and self-loathing are so strong that it makes it really difficult for me to do my work at all and especially to do it at the level that I used to be able to achieve. I'm having to create very definite boundaries with my mother which makes me feel very guilty, but her behavior towards me is very triggering, and emotionally abusive. I'm finally at a point in my life where I realize that if I don't take care of myself, and stop focusing on taking care of, pleasing, and worrying about other people, that I'm not going to make it out of this and I simply won't survive. It's very hard for me though because I have a very difficult time believing that I am worth healing. I think that everyone else is worth healing, and that I should be making myself available to help others, but when it comes to myself I just can't fathom self-care. Everyday I think to myself that it would be better if I got hit by a truck or something. I'm not suicidal in that I don't think about ways I'm going to do it and I know that I won't but sometimes my fear and anxiety is so strong and I feel so disconnected to the world - almost like I'm not a human-almost like I'm not real, that it's too uncomfortable being with myself. Even when I'm at home alone I get overwhelmed with fear of the future, fear of the thoughts in my brain, and a hopelessness that makes it difficult to even be comfortable alone. I'm thinking of looking for a new job because I don't think this isolation with my work-at-home job is good for me at all. I'm spending some time with my best friend this weekend at a resort and I'm actually starting to decompress and it feels really nice, but I'm afraid of going back home on Sunday after she leaves and all of the self loathing and fear returning tenfold. Anyway thanks to anyone that's reading this, and if you have similar experience and or some some suggestions I would really appreciate it. I eat well, exercise daily, and make myself go out into the world even though I feel like a giant raw nerve with steel wool rubbing against it! I wish you all a peaceful day and weekend.",5.730962099125364,5.676259348396506,6.768762390670557,77.0799365889213,67.03206997084548,10.241924198250727,30.706851311953354,10.008157457239328,2.836590787172012,2707,93,535,58,40,911,259,686,0.16899999999999998,0.6859999999999999,0.145,-0.9304,4,3,1,0,0,1,55.0,0,2,1,10,33,43,1,16,28,0,47,12,5,13,4,122,107,63,1,11,22,3,8,3,2,5,5,0,3,4,44,51,1,1,15,4,3,7,15,22,1,0,6,9,68,21,85,82,14,67,0,3,1,1,22,34,0,16,27,371,112,8,0.05133316839729839,0.06082141048898392,0.050093767457198894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280550617816456,0.10633136237204706,0.0,0.0410511162211566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03490831479951318,0.0,0.11780919995661801,0.0,0.0,0.07178668979801206,0.0,0.0,0.04569740313729559,0.04798958298310714,0.0,0.0,0.03947203789013772,0.0,0.1251688919909998,0.0,0.0,0.0578349022009489,0.05387099322815088,0.04540001590172831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057304792829456476,0.0,0.0,0.10467517271475717,0.0,0.0,0.04421897922491022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040985357947313984,0.0,0.0,0.03310564692919212,0.0,0.04421318272136461,0.05210208536855195,0.0,0.0,0.058832258280448836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05252664660997571,0.0428822752676435,0.05774290519138608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10171522077532236,0.0,0.0,0.09810208447644392,0.0,0.10042737751059966,0.0,0.4621126873382843,0.12977796165403305,0.036672425759882006,0.0,0.05623297683379201,0.046917585936373886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07931975713264572,0.0,0.026819461789195868,0.0,0.14586911286757304,0.043055826165975385,0.041055824141496416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196887204429154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034407540719959384,0.0,0.15447406005962624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05357849103093164,0.1018804975929898,0.0,0.0,0.0534555955250068,0.02821136687282385,0.0,0.0,0.054354413408347686,0.0,0.0,0.03625813494115725,0.07523637942128811,0.0,0.0,0.09085647734200873,0.04310693286490504,0.0,0.0,0.17456649631963844,0.04633018865926557,0.0,0.2398570195964733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037735785242071294,0.0,0.0,0.04957789391532973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067638665540296,0.1344664278957409,0.0,0.05634840383907624,0.04852643648179488,0.0,0.09832597105250207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134705988169641,0.0584283838969045,0.1973120528172556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043838245331625884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213101399185048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03951878094393997,0.05076981613064528,0.0,0.03633388080197555,0.0,0.0,0.04291682732726616,0.05880197096243343,0.0,0.0,0.0561501545162711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719230828627485,0.0,0.0,0.04726068463155143,0.058703951792297066,0.0,0.0,0.16446110783247694,0.1008691546352279,0.04075280173690292,0.059865566605739474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216768790096205,0.0,0.2117761998603536,0.030277632717258945,0.0407458797114631,0.0,0.0,0.04615468325486136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05903061028778265,0.0,0.0,0.1868557898415906,0.05213132427874749,0.10462576822422774,0.07293122001777606,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,millennium_fae,2018/03/23,"Continuous panicky feeling, haven't been this bad for years I had my first panic attack off weed, and ever since then I've been prone to panics. The summer after I got my first panic attack, I fell into this awful dredge of constant panic, physical pain, and horrible emotional distress - but they weren't full blown panic attacks. However, it lasted all day. Back then, I was with my parents in Wisconsin, in preparation for moving out my college dorm in Chicago and into a proper Chicago apartment. I had to quickly manage my panic enough so that I could live away from my family, and move in with roommates and become a fulltime student again. And for the next three years, this worked. My symptoms died down so much, I was able to even hold down a part time job. Although I could never stomach weed smell again, and some little things made me feel worse, I felt manageable. Come these past few weeks; suddenly, things have gotten much worse. I can no longer ride the train, I woke up this morning in a fit of panic that I haven't felt since that awful summer three years ago, and I feel completely lost and hopeless. Some recent changes in my life; 1) My citalopram medication was lowered from 40mg to 20mg by my new providing doctor about five months ago. The change did coincide with a sudden rise in symptoms, but after 10 days it died down and I thought no more of it. 2) My aunt is a practicing Buddhist, and is using traditional methods of prayer and spiritualism from where she is in Taiwan right now. The worsening of my symptoms really did start when she began these prayers, and she did mention it's got to get worse before it gets better, but I've no idea how to think about this. 3) I've been seeing a psychologist for the first time. Two days ago marked only the second time we've ever met. We've only yet talked about my history, and getting to know the intricacies of my panic disorder. 4) I recently graduated college this December. I am unemployed because of this panic disorder - there's no way I can work now. I don't want to deal with this anymore. I don't want to be stuck in Chicago away from my working mom while I writhe in bed consumed with panic. Please, anybody know of any help? I've called some crisis lines, and talking about it does help, but its only temporary.",5.9411545988258325,6.713180652968043,6.217106979778213,78.35065068493152,66.67123287671232,8.905544683626877,30.48303979125897,8.942964678507748,2.482723157208089,1818,65,330,29,28,583,234,438,0.254,0.706,0.04,-0.9986,6,0,1,0,0,1,55.0,0,0,1,8,20,19,3,11,15,2,26,8,1,3,4,53,53,27,2,4,4,3,5,0,0,0,7,0,2,0,22,24,0,1,10,0,0,6,10,18,0,8,24,7,40,1,57,26,11,80,0,2,1,0,15,26,0,3,47,223,62,13,0.057613143310021486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15321172609854836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03917891308968069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057136757050121015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662980345570155,0.10825888929694012,0.0443009509583045,0.0481045681612642,0.03512043741592619,0.06362919035113379,0.04902454154831682,0.0,0.0,0.05095414337528376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882946085511681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189413278363705,0.04962862154524037,0.060406284624635785,0.06225934047400088,0.0,0.09199881381782783,0.0,0.0,0.11146713365560924,0.05939662096799874,0.0,0.0,0.11958669362707433,0.0,0.1320593072038812,0.05896949345571904,0.05041764995872128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480703170668485,0.0,0.059529778003228985,0.0,0.03805293779377373,0.1042287730772342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054312544074241034,0.0,0.08739280901643835,0.0,0.11063530504997283,0.0,0.0,0.14701713080344914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09030146845406332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215698753165444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723375105553579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06503822610110838,0.0,0.0,0.05717215488134698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332535369864811,0.04696240132147232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04069386694293605,0.0,0.05774350511246161,0.050873461064465074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289155167700852,0.0,0.0,0.05451494922746987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0580391806747599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674758171299448,0.04598626132861017,0.1224673072652612,0.08470457877219464,0.0,0.044434807858311984,0.055643132819038314,0.061272231517068274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314521749048152,0.061304446510491925,0.6759661022912408,0.0639725775899459,0.062389419844923175,0.05499826435246452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324193045217368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0369084548732477,0.0,0.11377205703449755,0.0,0.0,0.049201309593891455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459102160192773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0953163750076906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04077887936805445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964634673308275,0.0,0.09261452449102826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655122480522766,0.036916175916295306,0.0,0.0457384003376002,0.10078406153009713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056279669496747634,0.0,0.0,0.04975925779625834,0.0,0.0,0.06796344925864503,0.04573063148841144,0.046213788392066565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258291634967623,0.0,0.17613814518433552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113029261116568 anxiety,acai-me,2018/03/23,"I feel like a sore thumb. I’m shakily typing this at work while having some sort of attack - lightheaded, dizzy, can’t lift my head up, all consuming, fear of fainting, can’t focus. I’m having trouble breathing. I’m shaking, cold. And about to pop a Xanax for a little relief. But I’m exhausted too and am afraid I’ll just fall asleep. I guess I am just scared of it all. I feel like I stick out like a sore thumb, like no one get this. There was no trigger - just being a functioning person is trigger enough. I had a good 3 hours, and then boom! But no one gets it, they must think I’m a hypochondriac or something. It must be so obvious to others. I’ve taken so many days off for this, I can’t keep skipping out. But I can’t function, and that pull is making me want to just break down and cry. Which I’m about to. DAE feel like they stick out like a sore thumb? 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I've been taking 10mg of Lexapro for a little over 2 years now and I've decided that I want to come off the drug. My life is considerably better than it was two years ago, much more financially and emotionally stable. I'm excerising and eating well now and want to get away from the negative side effects of Lexapro, such as tanking my sex drive. Last week/half ago I dropped to 5mg for the week and then this past Sunday didn't take it at all. I also started my period on Monday. Since then I've been a fucking wreck. I'm angry and irritable and having huge mood swings. I can't stop fucking crying, it's been almost 4 hours and I'm still having burst of sobbing every 10 minutes or so. Everytime I think it's over I feel this dark dread come over me again and I sink right back down. I feel like everything is impossible and my life is falling apart but I DON'T want to be on this drug anymore. I don't want to need a drug to feel normal. I feel like I should be able to fight this on my own. It's this awful cyclical loop since I do believe that medication is so helpful for people, and some really do need it, but I don't think I need it anymore. I think if I can combine enough healthy habits into my lifestyle I should be able to manage anxiety naturally. It sounds so stupid even just saying it. Like I said, I'm a mess so I'm sorry if this isn't making sense. I just don't know what to do but I feel like I'm destroying my life trying to get off this medication. I'm fighting with my SO, not being able to focus at work, I'm super light headed and fatigued so I don't want to do housework, the littlest thing throws me into a fully blown anxiety attack. Can someone please just tell me it gets better if I push through this. 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My girlfriend doesn't go outside much, she has a lot of mental health problems. Whenever she has anything to do, even the most minor thing like the Dentist (she's just getting a new retainer, it's a 5min walk-in visit, nothing bad will happen) she can't do anything but sit in constant panic and regularly breaks down into tears from the minute she wakes up, this won't stop until the appointment is over at which point she feels like she can breathe for once. When the appointments are 7days away is when she starts panicking regularly and often mentioned it and is counting down the days as it gets worse and worse as it gets closer, but when it's the day of the appointment she can't be distracted, can't watch TV, can't relax, can't play games or go for a walk or do anything at all but sit in despair.. It's extremely hard on me too to see her like this and try to comfort her when nothing has ever worked. Can anyone relate to this degree, any tips? This is not a life.",7.633088235294116,6.2970659362745085,7.463058823529412,77.89076470588238,63.65686274509804,10.316862745098039,35.10588235294117,9.120678840339163,2.9219094117647058,817,30,160,11,10,261,116,204,0.129,0.7490000000000001,0.122,-0.3732,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,9,12,0,2,13,0,22,5,2,0,2,23,31,19,0,1,8,0,2,3,1,2,3,0,0,0,13,6,0,2,1,4,0,4,8,6,0,0,0,4,13,6,25,28,4,34,0,2,2,0,15,14,0,5,16,111,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981927118210776,0.0,0.11229061562892366,0.0,0.0,0.1026359349823662,0.0,0.3623762333511295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379099441052554,0.0,0.12255988121457485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586231342397896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893291937730678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969505332681891,0.13277601832597966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07421923184894483,0.10486369315892684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23006832137292854,0.0,0.16684332793543866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980205992034735,0.0,0.13149110507949424,0.0,0.0,0.1560262752030417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367904108333824,0.2151361531871553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479190513432782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14792540445611913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790433746176208,0.0,0.0,0.14176648932480354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4225343517636451,0.0,0.0,0.15632191993133748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722213260997631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875987857039604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045403714718022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696915359462662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10389563408318278,0.0,0.0,0.1227193707247024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751785929671626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996578167815462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686169679210512,0.0,0.2991742222731469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ceroxxxx,2018/03/23,"Anxiety and fever Hey guys! I can imagine that this might be a very strange issue, but I want to ask if any of you ever had a similiar experience to what I experienced yesterday. But first, let me tell you a few things about me: 7 or 8 years ago, I started to have problems with anxiety linked to constant overthinking. Sometimes, my anxiety even resulted in a fullblown depression because I just couldn't stop thinking about negative stuff and doubting everything you can think of. A few weeks ago, the most severe phase of anxiety and depression in my entire life began. At the moment, I have a very hard time living and the moment and just acting natural and being myself. But yesterday, something happened that was really interesting and surprising to me: When I was at my girlfriend's place - again being unable to enjoy the time with her to the fullest because of my anxiety - I started to feel weak. So, I took my temperature and realized I had a fever of 37,5° which rised up to 38,5° later. What surprised me is that I was feeling good. I actually enjoyed having a fever because somehow it made my anxiety disappear - I was finally able to talk for hours straight with my girlfriend again, having fun and just being myself without having to think all the time. On this evening, I finally felt completely like myself again and I wonder why it was like this. Did any of you every experience something like this? Do you think it might be due to the fact that my body didn't have any energy to waste on unneccesary fear and anxiety?",7.114835007173602,7.54356434494774,7.563455626152905,70.90568354170941,64.08710801393728,11.21287149005944,36.39454806312769,10.966923227221727,4.243269481451117,1225,56,210,32,17,403,150,287,0.181,0.672,0.147,-0.8524,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,5,0,1,14,16,0,2,15,0,28,6,1,2,3,48,44,18,0,4,9,0,4,3,2,2,5,0,0,1,16,14,0,1,11,0,0,4,4,6,0,1,13,5,36,10,33,22,4,40,0,2,0,0,13,9,0,8,30,162,52,0,0.09479665025916838,0.0,0.09250785607175016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806302150434513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19339491867565464,0.0,0.5076342458489532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088622071385182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17336147438187702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10529770806288974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09939248421499194,0.10244150180317853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329643192265875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522458689535831,0.08574899737006826,0.07987026638934963,0.0,0.08519711672964574,0.18545862800899748,0.0,0.10667258657912218,0.09586406938335493,0.0,0.09101965034872847,0.2076901934705222,0.0,0.08063398228355739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951093264078216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386358766469943,0.0838283647534374,0.0,0.08491917867251449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09335560517423587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894307392762693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09693599755955566,0.06695767754806092,0.13893856485860906,0.0,0.08370717893398892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969888256233828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011285306691147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904232308232336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907075917307612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072916156298254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070932319991394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459581854296189,0.09375631105038823,0.0,0.13419511393824116,0.0,0.0,0.07925424432967759,0.0,0.0,0.10851948464688088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619395664502858,0.0828564506580077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06297868218821748,0.24296746306041295,0.0,0.0,0.1658300673017655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10532256645904907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564343287443309,0.05591352041937483,0.0,0.07604015479210825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553923218317011,0.0,0.0,0.09138058802348507,0.10280292345170257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06104593473664008 anxiety,cindy_,2018/03/23,"Going to School & Working Is Too Much... Need Advice I’m a student in college and I also work part time in a retail position. I’ve always hated working while going to school (did it throughout high school too), but lately it’s just become too much and I don’t think I can do it anymore. I tried multiple times changing my availability so I work less or can at least get a day with no school or work at least once a week, but my work never listens to my availability and it becomes a hassle to get them to listen which just causes so much more stress and anxiety. Even if they do abide by my availability, which is usually only for a few weeks before they just ignore it again, it doesn’t really help. I’m graduating in 2 months and kind of just want to quit, my boyfriend also graduates in 2 months and said he would support me when he gets a job... but i’m worried i’ll run out of money and if he doesn’t get hired as soon as he expects then I don’t know what i’ll do. I don’t even work that much, usually 3 days a week. But i’m just so tired of having to get up everyday and go to school, and then having to go to work on any free time i have when all i want to do is just stay in my bed. I get so anxious when i have to work, for days before my shift is. I just don’t know what to do. 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I am excited to see how I feel without it. I still take Wellbutrin. I really hope my libido and weight get back on track. 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I was doing SO WELL, gained back 30 pounds, feeling happy. Then all of a sudden this. The interview was in nyc, and i HATE the city. Rush hour on the train is like the devils lair to me. I don’t know why I couldn’t push myself to get on. I started crying and shaking at the train station and had to go home. Even the klonopin didn’t help and it usually calms me down a ton. THANK GOD the nice lady at the company said it was no problem and we could reschedule for another interview on monday. Am i pathetic? Why couldn’t i get on the train and go to the city? Im so disappointed in myself. 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Long time sufferer with GAD. I've used jogging for about 8 years to reduce anxiety. (Not every run was successful in doing this), but lately my dodgy knee has stopped me from my love of jogging. I've started going the gym and lifting weights etc. I've noticed that about a half hour after my workout I feel woeful, anxiety through the roof, can't relax my shaking and worn out muscles. I was at the gym the this morning which was about 3 hours ago and im only starting to feel better after having my dinner. P.s. Anxiety sucks.",2.665416666666669,5.283515660714286,3.7482142857142873,84.81345238095241,79.89285714285714,5.519047619047619,26.29761904761905,6.816661863887847,1.4139261904761908,462,19,80,5,12,149,84,112,0.198,0.693,0.109,-0.8091,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,7,1,1,5,0,7,5,1,1,1,13,16,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,1,2,7,0,5,2,3,0,2,4,4,8,4,16,12,1,24,0,1,0,1,2,4,1,0,14,50,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673104103336394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331665579741215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669289718236245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21049975731551845,0.0,0.17073000124912502,0.1590251909485476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086955168620373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16054578267056324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726772027796252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3717501796370549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038762041253712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291176169820905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703274266519127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034907595685084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21488660643733004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14354852518551678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076484033487755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671883365752309,0.0,0.0,0.15779866410575086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005830375440877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301445166999276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22983967719342766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12154512394892003 anxiety,Lunafey12,2018/03/23,"I'm done I don't even know why I try anymore. Nothing cures anxiety for me. Recently my best friend and my sister have been encouraging me to get assessed for ADHD in case that's what's wrong with me. And I will admit, never have I related so closely to a set of symptoms before. It's not definite obviously but people close to me compared me to symptoms and were concerned. My parents used to not believe in ADHD so they never had me assessed despite my obvious struggles with attention and sitting still. I'm not a professional, I could very well not have it, but I feel like at least an assessment to rule it out might be a good idea. But I wasn't allowed to explain why I asked. My new doctor just said ""it's"" anxiety without explaining what ""it"" is. She also refused to refer me to therapy. She said it's too advanced for therapy and only medication will help. What a load of bullshit. Whether I take medication or not therapy might at least teach me some coping skills... my mother also just died a few months ago, I don't have the strength for this. I have a lovely fiancé and a wonderful kitty cat that I can't leave, to whom I'm grateful for keeping me alive and preventing me from leaving and just becoming homeless instead. It still hurts to want to die or just be a nobody in the streets and have no way to do that. I've had anxiety and these symptoms that at least mimic ADHD as long as I can remember, it never ends. I'm 26. I hope anxiety doesn't take over me again and make me leave. I'd be devastated to lose my fiancé and my cat. But my brain can't take the stress anymore. Every doctor in my small city has either turned me out or deceived me into being hospitalized when I wasn't suicidal or something to prevent me from getting better. Maybe I never will. I used to be strong but mom's gone and I'm getting awfully tired of this.",3.5072608453837617,5.016913454301079,5.1143715239154615,81.2424193548387,73.05913978494623,8.034260289210234,29.49425287356322,8.641336200584522,2.3482132740081574,1463,62,283,27,29,495,186,372,0.122,0.693,0.185,0.9589,2,0,1,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,1,7,16,16,0,2,12,1,33,10,1,4,6,71,62,30,3,3,21,4,1,1,1,5,8,2,0,0,19,20,0,4,10,0,0,2,18,5,1,0,10,3,45,11,42,41,7,34,0,2,0,1,19,15,0,9,15,207,64,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929332519696569,0.0,0.07202153106043145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994813915260522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24861827105089065,0.0,0.16115254990068045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595599805091732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08973213394143154,0.06913614182979234,0.09153877666319002,0.08526485962753158,0.07185733455023284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09069974069152872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486999000300064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864538352508454,0.0,0.0,0.1663217292574795,0.0,0.08314500654138733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07196169353265988,0.0,0.0,0.05366359829714576,0.0,0.06845502145654041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108147639422362,0.05804365294277575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277207410082385,0.0,0.1273463235617547,0.0,0.0,0.0681470445261977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054458883228513576,0.0,0.0,0.08069768758172831,0.0,0.0,0.08697776257509372,0.09171920597468006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07221703702498444,0.0,0.0,0.04465182637574114,0.0,0.0,0.2580899934277301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03969371360372838,0.0,0.0,0.07190200442387766,0.0,0.0908958321524337,0.0,0.0,0.07332957489421306,0.0,0.05423373210980185,0.0,0.08162462859582598,0.0,0.0,0.16369780930477298,0.0,0.1723827715230036,0.0,0.09515678302833944,0.06485145164087402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25065414841210704,0.07846991325027668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795973525682863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061792834915121525,0.0,0.0,0.09021639076659037,0.0,0.0,0.0563271966941996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022268870838943,0.0,0.09203824952427264,0.0,0.1545710816600739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254875041129572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12976966196400214,0.0,0.09306941453075136,0.08493814629413778,0.0,0.08887222521808329,0.0,0.0,0.25334362983694003,0.1832653605200743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2787428210922221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338272932906834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516212099774187,0.08837459278994539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1403445293193335,0.0,0.06703818463888728,0.047922229548609634,0.0644909534020381,0.0,0.0,0.07305179193953425,0.0,0.14662753084934546,0.0,0.0,0.07832026105140284,0.08811008963430456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883203373202019,0.0,0.0 anxiety,That_Awesomeguy,2018/03/23,"How many of you drive or in the process of learning? So I’ve been taking lessons for about 4 months now, I’m 21 almost 22 and so far I’ve noticed progress however despite feeling more comfortable in a car I still have the worst anxiety before a lesson or whilst driving. After the lesson is over I often feel great and excited at the thought of me being more independent soon and being able to drive. But then out of no where I’ll just feel scared and sad, I’ll often feel sad and ashamed that I can’t drive yet despite being almost 22..I see all these other guys my age driving around and making it look easy. I hate it, my girlfriend learnt to drive at 18 and said it took her ages so I guess I have a couple months to really get the hang of it. Do any of you drive? If so how did you eventually get over the anxiety of driving.. 😓",3.6109922928709084,4.408762734104052,4.697239884393063,87.06335500963392,71.94797687861272,7.616377649325628,26.555394990366093,7.793537801064563,1.339512909441233,655,21,141,8,12,215,104,173,0.166,0.767,0.067,-0.9437,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,4,16,9,1,2,9,0,10,0,0,4,1,33,26,18,0,1,5,0,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,7,9,0,0,9,0,0,11,2,6,0,0,5,7,13,3,21,18,4,32,0,2,2,0,7,10,0,8,11,91,20,1,0.17632192416988288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35312187481392154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990495477193455,0.0,0.26977157875126195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569638949299466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500369707452153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19509685539737864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3566146509653384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424185591943865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943955438683699,0.19423847818262727,0.1745864262216123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408139607704792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806600849134482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176962535455766,0.17876275628794644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281476955326241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20074367932125636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295633960413222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772252719991312,0.0,0.17652900570242294,0.0,0.14050574508691802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081091640638307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257214344154036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997991244083502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19590014547770174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bok_bok,2018/03/23,"Since having a baby my anxiety has gotten out of control. Since having a baby my anxiety has gotten out of control. I think of all the ways my baby could die almost constantly. My husband recently started night shift which gose for 12 hrs. I have 12hrs at night to think about how my son and I will die. They arent always plausible ideas, infact more often then not its ""the monster under the bed"". Other times its someone breaking in or I picture him falling out on his highchair and hitting his head. My closest family or friend member is an hour away. I have no support. I cant take medication becuase I am breastfeeding. I am hoping someone can offer a tatic for calming myself down. 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Ive learnt to drive on an off since I was 17 but always stopped due to anxiety. I was finding my lessons okay and although I suffered a lot of anxiety the night before and run up to a lesson I was always fine in the car. Since booking my test however I've started to make more stupid mistakes due to nerves. In my last lesson I stalled the car atleast 6 times, which is something I never normally do. I'm worried I'll never pass my test due to my ability being shaken by my anxiety. I get extremely anxious just thinking about doing a driving lesson and I don't know how to combat this. Any advice would be appreciated I currently take propranolol to calm my physical symptoms but this doesn't seem to be helping much, as well as exercises like deep breathing all to no avail.",4.755350877192987,5.917380397660821,5.9768567251462015,77.59230263157897,69.58479532163743,8.97485380116959,34.13304093567251,9.2995712137729,3.2420444444444434,692,34,127,14,12,232,110,171,0.218,0.659,0.123,-0.9371,2,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,1,0,7,1,15,3,1,2,3,27,23,11,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,9,2,0,8,5,4,1,0,4,0,17,5,22,15,4,26,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,2,13,81,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178319825191662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2755181651475592,0.0,0.0,0.11258639543546473,0.0,0.5066114190245011,0.18703553923055924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408792634999092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15131873060751858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0864982038722434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097129746043273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883308021343214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098738007722476,0.13495339887749208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088419443243869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075308918020654,0.0,0.0,0.11051250524349963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12170556108858227,0.0,0.2553799712199,0.0,0.0,0.15536673169462994,0.16221353034208094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347040783739852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071949641676086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739056865494673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745608385953885,0.0,0.0,0.11718413493089352,0.0,0.0,0.13841547264752324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17208010667652324,0.12448042529707047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10608408584902568,0.0,0.0,0.0965392972068639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885821472547595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813409422741193,0.0,0.11760898834089127,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,7rin7,2018/03/23,"I may have lost my only friend Hi! I dont have many friends, if any, and a year ago I got a new work mate and she really got me. We became real good friends an she would alway give me advice, support me and boost my confidence. I had a bad day a month ago and I snapped and may have said something that hurt her. She has been mad since, so I let her time and space to cool off, but I am afraid there is nothing I can do about it anymore... She says she doesnt want to talk about what happened, so I dont know what to do, how to approach this situation. I feel really bad, as I may have lost my best friend. It hurts so much. Every day I have to work next to her, knowing we would never be the same. It breaks my heart, I have been sad/depressed for the previous months, waiting for her to cool off, everytime I tried engaging her she would reject me. Can I fix this anymore?",1.7435855855855884,3.031256908108112,3.1248648648648647,94.62585585585586,77.21621621621622,6.446846846846848,22.06306306306307,7.03164865440522,0.3531333333333335,668,18,160,7,15,218,104,185,0.146,0.7140000000000001,0.14,0.1293,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,2,0,0,5,7,19,1,1,7,2,27,1,1,1,1,25,40,13,0,5,2,0,1,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,9,0,0,8,5,36,10,14,24,3,16,0,5,0,0,23,3,0,4,11,109,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290077328343635,0.20483198688308207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09613548945409248,0.0,0.0,0.07856867241594498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291620054545509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19293603418356933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124825973332867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14902276111787005,0.0,0.09951127946599296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708154576284572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734434863167422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058418644466601326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35705235558114456,0.0,0.0,0.11083298413442223,0.0,0.09690639955153514,0.18480992945467886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021684029949585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691111797649838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247368080913923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699150073367904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814373443300275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2522431242607823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713571357975724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444000698494406,0.0,0.084932502931482,0.0,0.08910874721036383,0.11158571613890496,0.12287420723589325,0.0,0.0,0.11086023328313016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08787059206074317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150564788229144,0.1480310744546242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990151592491848,0.0918791340455934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557285352343144,0.12986768579580685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894551834124081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110926830638311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286373283299036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737016837757626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844159016261243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681463261734362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682236616164734,0.0,0.0,0.2462211009346016,0.0,0.0,0.07440161429513308 anxiety,pawler,2018/03/23,"How to begin exercising? I’ve heard exercising is really beneficial to dealing with anxiety, and I really want to begin doing something! Any tips? I’ve never been active and I’m in poor shape right now. I can also add I’m in the vicious “always tired” circle that keeps me from having any energy, this makes is especially hard. Come home, nap, make dinner, do something I enjoy, sleep, repeat. Any help would be greatly appreciated!",4.602983725135624,7.0320831139240525,6.735479204339963,66.87367088607597,72.29113924050633,9.071247739602173,25.20976491862568,9.606745405546679,2.8285537070524414,342,11,53,9,7,120,60,79,0.155,0.6559999999999999,0.189,0.6336,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,0,9,5,1,3,1,12,19,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,1,0,2,5,1,1,0,3,1,1,1,1,0,0,2,2,4,2,7,15,0,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,5,29,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16881236484429124,0.17564771075004645,0.0,0.0,0.4306549285252609,0.0,0.1614868768159595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818394027032711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762937883672315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327326651054493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18909939864019434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414923357046037,0.0,0.2117452076518296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763067915760845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818147187482484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16280925539760388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704653556711834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18027373056526047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21124716198171947,0.0,0.0,0.32502204475852176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2426223180486127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450913035717108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14995562673439544,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sarinaeve,2018/03/23,"I need help leaving him alone I have paranoia and trust issues from past relationships and past experiences. I am now with an amazing man, who has never given me any reason not to trust him. He's quiet and sweet and like to keep to himself most days. I'm not totally used to it and it shows. I call him and bug him because I feel like he's trying to pull one over on me or he's not telling me something, when in actuality he's just sitting clearing his head and relaxing at home. I know I need to leave him alone and give him his space. The feelings I get of paranoia couple with anxiety that makes me feel like I need to call him or constantly try to find a way to see him is ruining my relationship. I love this man and can't hurt him like this anymore. 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I’ve been dealing with a lot of bullshit over the past 4 years, all thanks to my psychotic parents. From becoming nearly homeless twice, to being without health insurance, to being stalked at work and all my social media, to being contacted by a representative who works for Dr. Phil, since my mother thought it was a good idea to write for him for advice. Now, their newest venture is trying to throw me in jail. It’s been nearly a year since the process began, and my trial is supposed to be happening in May. I’m having a hard time coping. I deal with major depression and anxiety, and this time of night (it’s 2AM here) is when all this hits me the hardest. I’m trying to handle it all, but I feel like I lack such a support system and the financial means to deal with everything. I’ve been headed downhill for several years and I keep waiting for things to get better and they just don’t. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m at a loss. 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I believe my social anxiety is so bad that I'm always isolating myself in my apartment, all I do is work and stay home. That being said I'm skinny and I get this overwhelming anxiety like how can I go to a gym being this skinny man when everyone there is like body building. It's just so overwhelming and in my head I keep telling myself I could only go if I'm already in good shape so others won't look down at me. Not sure if this is relatable",4.029017038007861,4.362022596330276,5.855334207077327,80.81715596330277,70.74311926605505,9.531323722149413,28.415465268676282,9.606745405546679,2.4421208387942324,409,14,85,9,7,142,69,109,0.1,0.807,0.094,0.0887,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,2,2,0,11,4,4,2,2,15,21,11,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,1,8,4,2,1,0,2,0,3,2,3,0,0,1,2,13,4,8,16,1,12,0,2,1,0,5,7,0,2,3,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21075537467836636,0.0,0.158913822701336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4383062574742453,0.0,0.0,0.13354031498990632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15946349731535814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21517334422457293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21213994986445106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524850254457599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713121219354754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182493207292496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997811540068575,0.0,0.3256214877901781,0.16018815199678496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19600447973441287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19157232532637225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975517844018104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661007743707844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037829322470235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525178752088752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18166933060283152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19468393503552467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035633217848569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799999732343195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16692826094598412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13903848250055262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,restlessfiend,2018/03/23,"I don't get nervous about (seemingly) little things... (TW; Massive fear of abandonment.) I don't get nervous about talking to strangers. I don't get nervous about completing small tasks. I am perfectly comfortable in rooms full of hundreds, even thousands of people. I am not necessarily disturbed by the phone ringing, or making phone calls, or anything like that. And while it's totally valid and understandable to get nervous about these things, I just wanted to know if anyone else's anxiety is almost strictly....crisis oriented, for lack of a better term. Sure, I'm nervous most of the time. I'm jittery. I'm anxious....if you're reading this, you probably know the works. But most of it is plainly situational. I'm worried about abandonment. When my friend doesn't call back, he must hate me. When someone is angry with me, they must never want to talk to me again. When I cry in front of someone, they must be fed up, and done with me. I must be a burden. Or at least, that's how I begin to feel. I worry about the big things. Mainly, my personal relationships. Being annoying. Being cut off. Not being reached out to as much as I would've had I not just done THAT...or said THAT...or acted THAT way....mind you, most of the time, I'm not even certain what ""THAT"" is. But it's always there. It sticks around. It leads me to believe that the minute someone acts a bit amiss...they are planning their ""escape,"" or what have you. They are going to leave. In my case, I could talk to anyone with a huge smile on my face. I am self assured. I am extroverted. I am confident. I am articulate and I am flexible. But when I see any sign of a threat to my personal relationships....I go haywire. It's almost like I shut down. Until I have confirmation that everything is okay, I will carry an uncomfortable hot flash with me and break into random crying fits until somebody just picks up the damn phone. And it's everyday. It's become everyday. I can't stand it. 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When I was younger I was so afraid of getting sick that I would wash my hands non-stop and take 4 showers a day. (I know, sounds really dumb, but it was like I couldn’t control it). I took meds to help but they made me feel like a zombie so I cut them out. Fast forward to my teenage years and now I can’t get the thought out of my head that somebody is going to drug me. I can’t turn my back on anything I eat. Lately its been getting so bad where I start to convince myself and my brain that I actually got drugged. My heart beats nonstop, head fills with pressure, I get this weird tingling/vibrating feeling in my head and it feels like nothing around me is real. It’s like a mini panic attack and I just feel like collapsing, but I do my best to regather myself, although it takes a couple hours to feel normal again. I know I should see somebody about this, but I feel so embarrassed to bring it up to somebody. My question is, is this normal for someone with anxiety? Is the mind really powerful enough to convince yourself and give you the physical symptoms like I get? Thanks guys ",2.71188796680498,4.3605083526970985,3.602446058091285,90.6971960580913,75.43153526970954,6.479751037344397,26.157883817427386,7.1686216300943375,1.0994695435684654,927,34,197,10,20,296,136,241,0.142,0.688,0.17,0.8219,2,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,2,4,13,20,3,4,7,1,18,13,6,2,0,37,45,18,0,5,6,0,7,6,0,2,6,1,1,1,15,12,1,1,10,0,0,5,4,9,0,0,10,9,38,11,24,32,3,24,0,0,1,0,8,10,1,1,17,129,53,0,0.0,0.0,0.10147605622009094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954957010208326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557222529784096,0.09257024347059692,0.0,0.1182999267203531,0.0,0.0799593829608349,0.08682458287164767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091276662735092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608359031512445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662996906796293,0.0,0.11505934796370518,0.0,0.06706284353357021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411832054251981,0.10640439350066792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744609797233676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154729157279445,0.2228644396520892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27164389408705913,0.09975355465983414,0.05909805969683533,0.0,0.08316769391130995,0.0,0.0,0.10296321959396447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201611807169807,0.0,0.0,0.12322478544873865,0.06970011867198668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024059905979631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11429678365789908,0.0,0.11730157003797315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344890844690832,0.3048160062815781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839476598306778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550582401292447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10499696229947666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2037698499303618,0.09977807984487992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200603208838393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648894527186054,0.0,0.0,0.11835967367072685,0.13323313445259075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286396714045946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810762583079723,0.08005407140205842,0.0,0.0,0.07360234851781942,0.0,0.0,0.08693756935671929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808203680522266,0.1563701716408021,0.0,0.09088899259159004,0.09573701747964856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255385470285452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553309231329725,0.0,0.1131077106227288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11609747962460865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738691952950737,0.0,0.0,0.0669640500644465 anxiety,slytherinlostinspace,2018/03/23,Make it stop I love my husband more than anything. But lately he has been talking to my friend to get support from someone other than me who he can trust and talk to. Well because I'm suffering from a relapse into PTSD I have been not myself. Well I have abandonment issues from being abandoned by most people I loved. And because of this I've been have major anxiety attacks. Whenever he picks up his phone or mentions her these waves of anxiety and sadness take over me because all I can focus on is the fact that this could be where he leaves me and takes my kids. I have been living in constant anxiety that he's going to leave and take our kids. But the problem is I know part of me also knows its not me. But the anxiety is in control and I cant believe myself. What can I do to stop? How do i make the anxiety go away or at least make it controlable?,4.7186025974025965,5.05244854857143,5.6511168831168845,82.88270129870129,69.22857142857143,8.420779220779222,30.766233766233768,8.296473431620573,2.1658571428571443,676,26,136,9,11,223,105,175,0.168,0.7190000000000001,0.113,-0.6890000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,1,0,0,2,5,13,1,0,5,0,21,2,0,7,2,32,36,13,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,7,0,6,2,0,0,2,3,6,2,0,4,0,23,7,22,29,6,15,0,4,0,2,19,9,0,3,4,105,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973491636146753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656238424027794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017519464908732,0.0,0.0,0.13848790474872855,0.11437137060864305,0.0,0.0,0.22262038284636715,0.0,0.0,0.13715045716825802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154921779532625,0.2730659349487549,0.09719322356849397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404996411525933,0.0,0.06360002879601118,0.0,0.13836638261791773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705674704429812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338016220899136,0.0,0.1373191776922738,0.2577935594034796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10749172668101194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21973605257365367,0.0,0.24377148430227705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13182406554292295,0.0,0.08439375157962317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164812359272656,0.14229837961233413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314326333046472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354707154840385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814021150285793,0.0,0.0,0.27458230156293073,0.19568739663036672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21890366086783208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Asymmetric-_-Rhythm,2018/03/23,"I'm apprehensive about my oral surgery Like a lot of people, I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed. This took me by surprise because the dentist originally said that I didn't have to get them removed. I'm really scared because I've never had surgery done on me, nor have I ever been sedated. The entire thing has been getting in the way of my school and other activities. I can't stop thinking about the procedure and the pain that will occur afterwards. I keep on thinking of everything that will go wrong. 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I have GAD and panic disorder. I have been uber stressed lately and apparently it caused my anxiety to explode. I had been on a low dose of 10mg of Celexa but doctor upped to 20mg, said Celexa dose should be at 20mg to combat anxiety. I upped it on March 4. Shouldn't it be a quick kick in? To date I don't feel any changes. Some people keep telling me it will take 3-4 weeks to reach its ideal level, but isn't that for people who never took it? I have been on it so I would think it would kick in fairly quick.....thoughts?",0.5652500000000025,2.4569303583333344,2.1750000000000007,97.28000000000002,82.91666666666666,5.333333333333334,18.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,-0.3111666666666664,433,10,104,4,12,141,72,120,0.13,0.82,0.05,-0.7275,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,17,3,0,1,1,15,23,6,0,5,2,0,1,0,0,5,3,1,0,0,10,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,6,2,9,1,18,10,1,19,0,1,0,0,3,11,0,1,7,65,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487041278713922,0.0,0.3259408257671203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188445820937109,0.22536170531676916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441553994009207,0.2180493072695434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077163820910397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935439123506692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403116104392085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16430493979799524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24994947676289336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29538187883056083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20264410086613785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440297062447684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16017504181526251,0.0,0.18620108983887976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650357352371195,0.0,0.16912518532518514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366885921803296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17088301008992465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026664566801784,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Imamemezing,2018/03/23,"Is it normal to no longer think you have anxiety when it's still quite bad? So for the past 3 years I've had pretty bad anxiety, or so I thought. I still to an extent think I have anxiety, but I'm not quite sure if it has gone by now or if I've gotten so used to it I no longer notice it. I'm not sure if I still have anxiety or not, I have pretty bad OCD which is indeed an anxiety disorder, however I only stress about one thing at a time unlike when I stressed about absolutely everything. So do I still have anxiety (ruling out my OCD), or has it gone and I haven't noticed it?",3.2664285714285732,3.320106396825402,5.349325396825396,84.76303571428572,72.33333333333333,9.474603174603176,26.067460317460323,9.516144504307137,1.9072888888888893,450,13,105,10,8,158,65,126,0.298,0.6559999999999999,0.047,-0.9825,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,2,13,7,0,2,4,0,12,0,0,1,2,20,21,15,0,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,1,5,0,12,2,9,16,1,14,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,7,10,72,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5508034076205135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3005878978953829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753173924792886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10784931545531916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757566966099862,0.0,0.27324425881639897,0.0,0.0,0.08131589963754256,0.09126629858139396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455469685804175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24416866575450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552720348003712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3833323631091377,0.0,0.2749218736129053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261993684516131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07972344632073558,0.15378381085438195,0.0,0.09526752611440832,0.06997364827559417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364248326458496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727682021879728 anxiety,drapjo,2018/03/23,"Valerian Root? Anyone had any experiences with taking Valerian Root herb as a “Xanax” like anxiety soother? I know it worst well for insomnia but I don’t believe I deal with that anymore. After extensive googling (lol) I found a list of herbs online that were OTC and easy to buy online, but my local store only had valerian root. Thoughts? Thank you in advance xo",3.073768656716417,6.028728820895523,4.407593283582088,78.37915111940302,81.68656716417911,7.529104477611941,27.777985074626866,8.472884824447931,2.6232104477611937,289,13,50,7,8,95,54,67,0.057,0.784,0.159,0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,1,4,2,0,3,0,11,9,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,1,1,0,5,0,6,3,8,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,28,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052045592362675,0.0,0.2308426620793912,0.0,0.2992610596374086,0.21099494667151844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3399758963667837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110973854216526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951754597103071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3308600909310445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583731233772386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14742283384676896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294991828065471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268831034853623,0.0,0.0,0.2778165607454932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956071113982225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713150574124948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,johnnylgarfield,2018/03/23,"Anixety about the news Surely, I'm not the only one who has anxiety about this, so hear me out, and please keep the discussion civil: Why do I always have to worry about things I hear in the news that are largely beyond my control? Is it a natural thing, because of my anxiety (which I think I may have)? It always seems like all you hear in the news is negative events. There's plenty of good, as I stated, but how the media is like in North America isn't helping things. There wasn't always a 24-hour news cycle, and the current presidential administration is giving me worries about its unpredictabilities. I hope you can have some kind words about all this.",6.032619047619049,6.7733522222222255,6.473134920634923,76.70589285714287,66.46031746031746,9.474603174603176,29.24206349206349,9.516144504307137,2.5266539682539686,524,17,97,10,8,170,81,126,0.096,0.727,0.17800000000000002,0.9038,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,1,10,6,0,0,9,0,14,0,0,2,3,21,23,6,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,3,0,0,11,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,3,12,6,14,21,3,9,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,4,4,73,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862147523863702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236718576734454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09431500884836116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735300407464336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842015772666067,0.0,0.12977060230298942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5231372446174952,0.0,0.10370460122589108,0.0,0.0,0.15367045768086893,0.15236663323462046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375209806445353,0.0,0.1611155898159728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117536373915594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048413123181478,0.11767045013759653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16983453706870358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084998220769976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458204283523318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083644442986301,0.09913741725250176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960945133288086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3142484515069697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rullerofallmarmalade,2018/03/23,"I’m scared we are all going to die very soon and very painfully, and there’s nothing we can do. Since a very young age I have always had existential anxiety about the end of humanity, especially around global warming and how there’s nothing we can do to prevent the inevitable. With everything that’s been happening in America since 2016 that anxiety has been made worse and worse. I’m now lying in bed terrified that the new National Security Advisor is going to get everyone killed in a nuclear explosion. He’s very pro war and is in favor of using nuclear weapons. His name is Bolton, come on it’s Bolton I’ve seen game of thrones I know how this goes. I know I can vote, I know I can call Congress and senate, but I feel an overwhelming sense of dread and powerlessness about the whole situation. 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Any excuse to get out of class at all, I’ll take it. I’ve mainly been showing up only for tests. I’ve been seeing a therapist, but I’m not sure if that’s helping me. I want to try medicine, but I’m worried that won’t work either. I don’t know what to do",0.1484605087014721,2.1725686385542176,2.7922088353413663,91.46962516733605,85.50602409638554,5.616599732262381,21.27041499330656,6.937597516519254,0.522497724230254,299,10,67,4,9,104,56,83,0.114,0.816,0.07,-0.5335,0,0,0,1,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,9,0,0,0,2,11,18,4,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,12,14,3,5,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,0,40,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111681995498009,0.0,0.23755139511526385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16223691952606528,0.0,0.17647897419901612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20813890520064893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34131372904063456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361688717432937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24744886708678795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568701593624493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926669015103116,0.0,0.2334767641108409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605443998096985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21082664190594896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315616850180574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2260664884164212,0.31535403388316674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,askada22,2018/03/23,"Please help me, I am in immense pain - ego death, nirvana, empathy, suffering I don't expect anyone here to understand what I am about write but I will try my best to explain. This is a cry for help. The anti-depressant medication isn't working and I still have a few days to wait until I can speak to the psychiatrist. I don't expect my writing this to change my situation but I am desperate beyond belief. I've always been the sort of person who seeks out truth no matter what. I had an existential crisis when I was 12. My brain has no ability to shut off unpleasant ideas (i.e. that life is ultimately meaningless and we are all going to die) in the same way that other people simply don't think about them. If doubt exists in any way, then my brain simply cannot ignore it. Last year I came to the realization that other people are conscious in the exact same way that I am. This may seem like a very strang thing to suddenly realize, but all my life prior to that point I had been an extremely unempathic person who lacked theory of mind. I came to the realization that these stories which I have heard of people being tortured to death or people who have died in all manner of gruesome ways were not just stories - **THEY INVOLVED REAL PEOPLE WHO EXPERIENCED SUFFERING BEYOND COMPREHENSION**. At first this realization caused me mild anxiety, and I then forgot about it for a while. Then about a month ago I had a brief psychotic episode which I got over fairly quickly. Then about a week ago I remembered this realization, and it triggered the most immense emotional pain I have ever experienced in my whole life. I didn't have a panic attack but I curled up in a ball on the floor and was almost completely unresponsive. The most terrifying thing about this realization is that even taking my own life would not diminish the pain. I feel the pain of other people. Something has happened in my head where I no longer have the ability to seperate my consciousness from those of other people. Imagine that we are all at work browsing stuff on our computers in our office cubicles. The monitors are conscious experience and the stuff that we browse on the internet is the world around us. It's as though one day I realized that I'm not the only one with a monitor and I decide to get up and have a look at what other people are browsing. The problem is that my brain is fixated on the certain sentient individuals who have, are, and will, experience pain and suffering beyond comprehension. Not to mention the sheer number of them. The only thing which is keeping me togeather and preventing me from having a permanent panic attack or psychotic break is the belief that inspite of the fact that I can't ""logic"" my way out of this realization, I am mentally ill and that this realization will somehow or another go away. I wish more than anything to go back to the unempathic self-centered person I was a year or two ago. I don't know whether anyone will understand what I am writing at all, or if they will give any more advice than simply ""don't think about it"", but I honestly don't know what else to do until I can speak to a psychiatrist. **TL;DR: realized that other people are sentient. Can't seperate myself from the pain of people who have been tortured to death.**",6.001219906221678,7.06021729725364,6.7875479727333605,73.28965089247019,66.65751211631664,9.980866070373144,30.767997163008786,10.097256963172876,3.163867930178494,2613,97,459,61,41,865,263,619,0.159,0.757,0.084,-0.9956,0,0,1,0,0,0,64.0,6,0,4,4,22,23,4,3,42,0,65,16,4,2,10,99,91,35,5,8,18,0,1,1,0,7,12,3,0,3,55,21,0,5,22,1,0,6,18,18,0,4,16,7,61,5,76,67,16,70,2,3,1,0,31,33,0,15,26,367,116,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625732929337836,0.17028685736191138,0.0,0.06412081077171793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053281425520812865,0.0,0.0,0.08709064449291379,0.06714524213755464,0.04898584196125625,0.0,0.0,0.08954813654609498,0.0,0.052694533727005964,0.057003844409800525,0.0,0.14569586000062246,0.060162059749947774,0.04923820068433592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719974233443206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21444939559728626,0.0,0.14647569591446208,0.0,0.06578056668592458,0.0677394913925513,0.0,0.06713844061140589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033835257652997,0.08259327738898478,0.0,0.05515239851022975,0.0,0.13291438428777774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349219823171888,0.07202964189037796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04229385932328733,0.057922427564694665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252750968123682,0.0,0.0,0.03237751918515416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05446729572726791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03345512703189437,0.06142725670760354,0.10917600970606307,0.0,0.05121384697608656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056625063081993166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571736750894354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08584129351208977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228660242380833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0569163697850984,0.0,0.0,0.07038283392054577,0.0521962642079924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809164583436413,0.031283782535026845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053772440561491976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450752780246033,0.06453122056689377,0.0,0.06465609550138159,0.0,0.051111335423736984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678220403443307,0.09740149934098888,0.4088202047355685,0.15026022638543504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.443931195196488,0.16773608143729854,0.0,0.07029011332510048,0.0605328365522087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061271899062774186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288472158403593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253805002390687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05829415725502631,0.06680143715598176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197690954279573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049296508894064534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05113764266370464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14660724163781433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048145605976381296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762405167574434,0.08206081535250022,0.06291308916722534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347488911448446,0.0,0.06255192272818459,0.13332332423833793,0.07702502906997326,0.0,0.0,0.0528347639810889,0.0,0.25413608082217914,0.0513642199097185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07149168476577739,0.07363595069396922,0.0,0.0,0.0932350430434615,0.0,0.0,0.04548792308853584,0.0,0.0,0.08247160529800833 anxiety,0haltja16,2018/03/23,"I have generalized anxiety and panic disorder with suicidal ideations I've always known that I was a very anxious person, and I've always had panic attacks. It wasn't until just a few weeks ago that my counsler was able to tell me why I am like this. I have an anxiety workbook, and my counsler taught me some relaxing techniques to stop panic attacks. He really thinks I can get over this and start feeling better with some work. I'm doing a lot better already, but my parents are being weird about it. They don't talk to me about it, like ever. I feel so alone in this. Of course they take me to counseling but we never talk about it. I told them I had a panic attack at school and they just stared at me. I've been very scared after my diagnosis about the future, but I don't want to tell them about it. I've tried talking to my best friends, but they don't seem like they know what to tell me other than ""sorry"", and I feel like I'm just dragging them down by trying to find comfort from them. I don't know who to talk to, and I'm so afraid going forward that I won't have somebody to fight this with.",4.121710526315788,4.6631491535087735,5.036245614035089,86.02805263157896,70.62280701754386,7.658947368421052,26.16491228070176,7.554174236665415,1.2277996491228071,869,25,183,9,15,284,116,228,0.179,0.691,0.13,-0.7931,1,1,0,0,1,0,22.0,1,0,9,4,11,21,4,6,6,0,19,0,0,0,2,35,36,14,1,1,7,1,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,15,11,0,1,9,1,0,2,7,11,0,0,8,4,33,10,30,26,5,16,0,0,1,0,24,6,0,4,14,126,48,3,0.10174633005444196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019198257099832,0.0,0.0,0.10537851284876223,0.11227960529785012,0.0,0.16932219466771273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567132799939212,0.11494439202009152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472534170421468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677649614241452,0.17997272121068875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11661010913103426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203538062157028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15433800483204413,0.07268759852077135,0.0,0.0,0.09299430237957368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0786089622073775,0.0,0.053158258028538734,0.0,0.05782478411503559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11183424420302687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19883246983581812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650109132909196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847304220027004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775095833896351,0.11297725865909893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884097086463831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651813043965564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018658261752857,0.10297271799240926,0.0,0.09262603755665468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389668640121513,0.07201657609802081,0.0,0.0,0.08506448782458806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129397098194913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650057771392993,0.3271193840611105,0.2667923313558398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519493996214355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972229786102033,0.0,0.13815815860490627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679027560652268,0.060012621622621866,0.0,0.08161476872565364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09181023724486106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407254007257613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pilkysmakinmusik,2018/03/23,"Anyone else uncomfortable making eye contact? I think it’s pretty common, but sometimes I feel uncomfortable even with members of my family",8.074782608695653,11.281289739130434,8.390652173913043,55.38858695652178,64.65217391304348,9.817391304347826,33.23913043478261,10.125756701596842,4.543017391304348,116,5,13,3,2,38,21,23,0.214,0.7,0.086,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,5,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2704051315798312,0.3962425617922405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3230567482305276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554263446776571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645672425664183,0.0,0.1955383478244341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25814005006389523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39343547395002987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3824781125782219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477959500756211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kennethjerney,2018/03/23,"Anxiety about finally succeeding in life So I made a post in depression a while back, but now my life has gotten slightly better, I got my driving permit. This is a big step for me, as I'm 25, but before the test I spent an hour in my bathroom crying. On the ground. Why am I so anxious and scared to do something positive? Why am I so scared to finally do what I've wanted to do for so long? I feel like maybe it's my mindset, that I gave up on life and now I have to get back in the game. I just hate my body sometimes. Why can't I just be a go getter?",1.0391803278688556,2.2089011147540987,3.482754098360658,91.8224918032787,78.8360655737705,6.847213114754098,22.85573770491804,7.554174236665415,0.7645940983606554,424,13,102,6,10,148,77,122,0.191,0.7020000000000001,0.106,-0.9062,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,11,7,1,2,8,0,10,4,1,2,0,10,21,10,0,1,4,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,4,0,0,5,1,16,3,15,15,0,22,0,1,0,0,2,9,0,0,10,68,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210477397244215,0.1803191273227638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454676341023495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13582031498763822,0.0,0.0,0.1411661911480726,0.0,0.17729589884018074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17532920327763374,0.0,0.0,0.13747586822037253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070596530765993,0.1140287412209018,0.0,0.3497001046751628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339206923665256,0.0,0.09071268659568774,0.0,0.12765842045177575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575864264070158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15718828297050538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382216529739915,0.07797965784611215,0.0,0.0,0.14125394664249746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510312456122147,0.0,0.0,0.1603543743289524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15286671765118215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31960422874269845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287915926608005,0.15786297484927392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09414485882400322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43208219822665705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,burstingcolor,2018/03/23,I hate anxiety Anxiety is ruining my life. I cant do anything simple without wanting to cry or feeling extremely embarrassed and I know I need help but my mom refuses to do anything about it. She thinks I just need to suck it up and get over it,1.8448,4.054289879999999,4.3580000000000005,81.62900000000002,80.2,8.8,32.0,9.3871,3.4872000000000005,194,11,38,6,5,68,36,50,0.236,0.6709999999999999,0.093,-0.7521,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,13,4,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,13,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,2,1,1,0,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4050439478846175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43570960747406656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29079957467946754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385825034748944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831340023406602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26137155087536584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17744666123713276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549173686262662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186990550715575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3100550808505069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3925961171843704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963185323677815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614788861457798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551956266248872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Brawn_Snowman,2018/03/23,"I had a month to do a paper I had a month to do a 6 page paper, but I'd get so stressed out over doing it that I couldn't focus on doing it. Between this and other life stuff happening I've gotten nothing done for it. It's due tommorrow and I'm freaking out. I'm 17 and still in highschool but this will fuck up my grades. I want to explain my situation and ask for an extension but I'm terrified of how my teacher will react.",1.1805319148936169,2.5733661489361737,3.9307978723404284,87.80875,79.0,6.827659574468084,24.51595744680851,7.6454224807358475,1.16555744680851,334,12,75,5,8,119,60,94,0.196,0.789,0.016,-0.9622,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,5,0,10,2,0,2,0,14,20,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,13,13,1,10,0,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,54,16,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626334066142282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874908746020107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597170177719897,0.1467753244643966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484271543417857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843051148051372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4484743300167833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26956173804100225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157792299523116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22435258091096275,0.0,0.3218065461192078,0.0,0.32159981696835205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570091529128916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,littlehaley,2018/03/23,"Political anxiety TW Literally on the verge of a panic attack right now after seeing today's headlines. I'm absolutely terrified of a nuclear war, my body is shaking. Prepping has really helped my anxiety - and I live in a very rural northern area which also eases my mind. But have a trip planned to Boston to visit my family in May for 2 weeks. I am legitimately panicking that something will happen while I am there, or that I will be trapped there without my boyfriend. I'm having so much anxiety I almost cancelled the flight...my mom sent me a text not long ago saying how she can't wait and how excited she is to see me, so I didn't. For now. Please someone give me piece of mind and help me overcome this anxiety I'm having tonight. 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I'm in a bad spot. I might be able to recover from it but my anxiety is making it really hard for me to concentrate. I keep on thinking what I'll have to deal with if the worse case scenario happens and I do get kicked out, and it terrifies me to the point where I get panic attacks from the very mention of school. Every little thing sets me off and I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I've tried breathing and drinking lavender tea to calm down but it doesn't help for long. Does anyone have any suggestions on what I should do?",4.168862642169728,5.251479307086619,4.965301837270341,84.59726159230097,70.88976377952756,8.164129483814524,28.284339457567807,8.515128840125781,1.940991951006124,500,18,101,8,9,162,79,127,0.24,0.7390000000000001,0.021,-0.982,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,2,5,0,12,3,1,1,0,19,23,8,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,9,2,2,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,9,1,20,19,0,13,0,0,0,0,5,10,0,3,2,63,17,1,0.14681252848091014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199675107566274,0.0,0.11231118244433476,0.0,0.0,0.10265473347516547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340408913835994,0.0,0.0,0.12258232891814855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30271454069465137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847663302581513,0.0,0.0,0.14382038579795806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12369588721759905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068139466704902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982583407984774,0.0,0.26303037719897177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840534316547207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609874418840948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147144722572987,0.0,0.12992446778475916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09799850277897444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114897842535017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445057392919588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387852934173362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0940518650945144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14858211676950128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975357203779848,0.09407154022048746,0.0,0.0,0.08560756599229816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996760698110673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113571144855885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14961450906724996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ipreferbeerinacoozy,2018/03/23,"Anxiety might be taking a physical toll In the beginning of last year, I was occasionally getting heart palpitations and went to an Urgent Care to have them look at it. I was told it was probably just stress and I should take a small dose of Xanax to see how it helped. I used it for a week and don't really remember seeing too much of a difference but for reason I just stopped taking it daily. The year went on and I would occasionally get palpitations again but I just powered through it up until September came and I started getting them more frequently accompanied by lightheadedness. After a few more months of dealing with this and it getting more debilitating as time went on I was scheduled to see a Cardiologist who prescribed me Metropolol to subside palpitations and I also started taking magnesium which I read could help. Only issue is the problem hasn't gone away and I'm still unsure if its anxiety that's causing this or possible heart troubles. I'm questioning it because I'm a musician and when I'm playing my instruments its one of the few things that completely harnesses my attention to the point where I feel fine. It's when I'm not playing or keeping myself preoccupied that I feel these problems. Just wondering if anyone else has the same thing happening and if so any tips on how to remedy it?",7.196021505376343,7.825772903225808,7.8442903225806475,68.27060215053767,63.91935483870968,11.613333333333335,36.69462365591398,11.34169021259432,4.496913655913978,1072,50,184,31,15,357,145,248,0.095,0.848,0.057,-0.8481,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,1,14,8,0,1,14,0,14,4,2,5,0,44,47,25,0,8,12,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,22,12,0,2,7,3,0,5,3,4,0,1,10,6,19,4,27,32,7,33,0,0,4,0,8,10,0,8,18,136,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08869490769773923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07542279099906074,0.0,0.16969211522863253,0.0,0.0,0.07755104381643446,0.1136406845977855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10420385530531973,0.0,0.0,0.06760987485675506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12685180898273574,0.1130804182298398,0.11393540515952785,0.0,0.0,0.11628731429697794,0.0,0.0,0.08855283058594009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434362456828198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587763243812492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09265130395583494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215913611794008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317841663627973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09807759083673563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26285842229640505,0.14868164031506667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576151281663595,0.0,0.09858214938519644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040667798965446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09313669842709267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765827589849524,0.0,0.0,0.08852752420866665,0.0,0.08153181440709005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515567344158833,0.08435226275525261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484606024999672,0.1250346716871535,0.0,0.0,0.11958003633754975,0.2122523108669005,0.0,0.0,0.12424489220097468,0.0,0.11094028996001412,0.0,0.07105196286663791,0.1140342358743624,0.0,0.0,0.12563972211453084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651433912638874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570057285005579,0.0,0.08857308973349187,0.09272595702306187,0.12704734650480187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33356289858437765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736771834355794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06467267388983221,0.0,0.0,0.10597952173477904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579086822661427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896553345395686,0.0,0.0,0.3084448112219843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202774632759718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07878747794470944,0.0,0.0,0.14284516289817625 anxiety,lanideaux,2018/03/23,"I'm finally making progress. I'm really excited about it and I wanted to share it with you guys! I've had anxiety for about 8 years now. I never went to a therapist because I thought I could handle it on my own, which was partly true.. in the beginning. Somewhere along the line it got so much worse and I was tired of fighting and getting nowhere. So I found a psychiatrist, and he put me on Zoloft for everyday, Klonopin as needed, & Ambien every night for my severe insomnia. So for a little backstory, I've always had driving anxiety. I got my license when I was 16 (I'm 20 now), but I never really got comfortable driving. But I was at a good point in my life mentally and somehow got a job and was driving myself to and from work everyday in LA traffic! The drive was about 35 minutes from where I lived at the time, and I was completely comfortable driving. I didn't think I'd ever be able to say that! However, things didn't really work out at my job, so I decided to resign. Since I wasn't going to work everyday, I didn't really have anywhere to drive to so it wasn't a routine thing anymore. I also moved about an hour away from where I grew up, so being in a new environment, not knowing the streets, etc. really made me afraid of driving. I moved out here March 2017, and only drove twice on the streets with my mom in the car to the store and felt so uncomfortable and filled with anxiety the entire time. Around November is when I decided to go for therapy. I started my medication, and I noticed it working because I no longer had a panic attack at the mere THOUGHT of driving. so March 16, 2018, my brother (who also suffers from anxiety, especially with driving too) drove us to the mall. I felt that if he could get the courage to drive, and on the freeway at that, I could too! So when we were walking out of the mall I told him I'll drive, and I did it! I was super comfortable and it felt good to be gaining some type of independence back. And yesterday, March 21, I drove myself to my doctor's appointment! I'm really proud of myself. This may seem small to some people, but this is huuuuge for me. I just wanted to share this with all of you, and I hope you all are making progress towards your goals as well :) ",4.17712708378437,5.114216505592843,5.6084924586851415,80.53492530850835,70.74496644295303,9.257674821389912,30.07931009598037,9.536714749202195,2.694864674893555,1746,70,350,39,31,590,206,447,0.11,0.7829999999999999,0.107,0.5837,3,0,0,0,2,0,60.0,2,4,0,10,31,20,2,2,23,0,29,6,0,4,6,66,64,37,0,8,6,2,3,0,0,1,6,1,0,1,18,28,0,0,11,2,1,24,9,6,1,1,34,4,53,14,66,23,8,77,0,2,0,0,18,28,0,7,25,249,71,9,0.08643807856577157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824900039965982,0.0719234057768242,0.09365562201256572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644995740455605,0.0,0.08572334733266825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694821586039441,0.0,0.09833579297474727,0.08121142018009248,0.0664655469129079,0.0,0.10538370080891044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09062868082294677,0.0,0.0,0.2070413166129044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08847303610706768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640130647500514,0.0,0.07818819073613037,0.07282780923542176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489823321719597,0.09468869000890152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09477489162059603,0.0,0.0,0.0903206569009766,0.0,0.09824950403046044,0.1450003185482177,0.2765297107911958,0.0,0.0,0.08558728755546698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08585251559190422,0.0851240957622899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155291072440845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750410742870279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105377116868248,0.0,0.08663366282092429,0.07632640699258722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178979992423767,0.1153961772906653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707727040793597,0.08710925274124755,0.0,0.0,0.10123523292215993,0.0,0.18373999610071248,0.06354193343863239,0.06409274000360306,0.1333327498568765,0.08348243490858237,0.0,0.08111628125794983,0.0,0.0,0.09841032535485822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574005379826542,0.0,0.10141646107249494,0.0,0.09360401575746566,0.0,0.05992528010842237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171192350073336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689414331609845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322466790163924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687390294459371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868998033908635,0.0,0.09765042515844297,0.0,0.07150247181606376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118131690320192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884947599320393,0.10036127142918423,0.11485123712854825,0.05538603052830704,0.0,0.13724435830830647,0.1008054774566317,0.0993478557563236,0.0,0.08259528829207337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397436567472024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196683654296868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771821342654495,0.08012896481652243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517118026737153,0.0,0.08808778667016746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055663288612630236 anxiety,RaptorBites,2018/03/23,"I am waiting for a call from my doctor and I forgot my phone an hour away - can't get it until tomorrow. Ugh, I literally never forget my phone places but of course, I did today. My husband and I are currently living with my parents while we saved some money - but we bought a house and have been in the process of doing some renovations before we move in a few days. We were there today doing some work and I was so exhausted from everything that I forgot my phone there. Normally, I wouldn't really care - I am not super attached to my phone. BUT, I just had a blood test done yesterday morning and I'm freaking out that something is seriously wrong with me (I have severe health anxiety) and that I am now going to miss a super important call because I forgot my phone. My doctor is also my mom's doctor and she has my mom's cell phone and home number - so I am trying to reassure myself that if it was something SERIOUS she would try the other numbers we have on file too...but now I'm having a hard time getting to sleep because I can't stop worrying about this stupid hypothetical call...",4.0176094470046095,5.320280700460831,5.577716013824888,79.22943116359448,71.48847926267281,8.374308755760369,26.465725806451612,8.841846274778883,2.036659216589862,860,28,163,16,16,292,124,217,0.18600000000000005,0.741,0.073,-0.9813,2,0,2,0,0,0,22.0,5,0,0,3,9,13,1,0,9,0,25,7,2,0,1,36,37,17,0,4,6,4,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,0,8,16,0,5,0,0,2,2,5,8,0,0,11,1,35,5,18,24,4,22,0,1,0,0,22,6,0,4,14,122,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039641176578624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945267147332956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12214299732160686,0.0,0.0,0.15849841139459686,0.0,0.11062379239093696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982457270524319,0.0,0.13254769874400593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08384179747863649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3991936770085808,0.0,0.13303918469476955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683917408867395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358434039138508,0.0,0.07388424485761817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11645801033232205,0.0,0.0,0.1381881273164781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304045690142926,0.0,0.1280277106057344,0.1500071120215328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479587605030896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045181270378701,0.0,0.13817363248809902,0.0,0.0,0.10026706633461308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737627566866774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443540096147264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358264654129498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08328386396728275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686746755729355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13009784457089013,0.0,0.0,0.2001667954467772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868912946767988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580635294693995,0.0,0.2464571010521414,0.0,0.0,0.17652830660181112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946444292305609,0.1320253291476317,0.0,0.09235108124723597,0.1421389189091408,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peridoti,2018/03/23,"Face picking I'm on meds that I like. I've been to therapy. I'm relatively stable right now and not having panic attacks hardly at all, less than once every 6 weeks. So why THE HECK can't I stop picking at my face until I bleed and scar like some kind of goddamn lunatic??? I need to act like a grown woman and not scratch at my face each night BUT I CAN'T.",2.1939912280701748,3.448600592105265,3.7894736842105283,90.45464912280704,75.97368421052632,6.119298245614036,23.192982456140356,6.42735559955562,0.4497087719298247,279,8,62,2,6,93,56,76,0.059,0.77,0.17,0.6238,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,2,0,4,4,3,2,1,13,7,6,0,1,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,2,7,4,9,6,4,12,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,1,8,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898246910932552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21464511218285492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282136702009089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652918835769127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3733865578364679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829793787036913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889002774161268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.239073692772846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2713095996783629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989043319115262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21756245651202769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21298960093839706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913386670082334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435198595919735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298800156554897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iwascured_alright,2018/03/23,"Am I having an anxiety attack or a panic attack? I don’t know if there is even a difference between the two. But essentially, for the past few weeks, I have had intense anxiety just about every night. I don’t typically start crying though. It usually starts when I’m driving home from school. I get pretty bad nausea, and it feels like my heart beats rapidly. It just feels like impending doom. Eventually it will get so bad that I have to take a walk outside because I just need to breathe. It also feels like my throat is closing up or something. It lasts for hours, too. Is this an anxiety attack or a panic attack?",3.1392954545454543,5.349423975000004,4.496212121212125,82.25727272727276,75.91666666666666,7.363636363636362,25.90909090909091,8.296473431620573,1.866,487,18,91,9,11,161,79,120,0.271,0.6409999999999999,0.087,-0.9757,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,11,12,4,2,8,0,11,3,3,0,0,15,22,10,0,2,8,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,9,0,1,1,3,9,3,8,20,1,13,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,12,62,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953949852903557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2856601662817889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664154094056214,0.0,0.0,0.20785634876160736,0.07587643094219926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13672566527072896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004581348605276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221199162365082,0.0,0.1048722752324506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888089934544376,0.2667665490738093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13006203109962464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749885996095655,0.0,0.0,0.12485466811054148,0.0,0.12257896665322708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06840606467826793,0.10146056435882148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243088539637936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229374796009307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680770111342376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2920800482770201,0.0,0.0,0.1188217549132294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663186301180412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259714045064408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582393853668912,0.0,0.0,0.17620257900702224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358678112088166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229222970877165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159018424079485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370873381563042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984321328292814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fragmentedmindz,2018/03/23,"I got the courage to agree to go to a party with a girl I really like and immediately regret it. Okay so yeah I have a huge crush on this girl I used to work with, like usually just thinking about her is enough to quell my depressive episodes. Anyways she is throwing a party in two days that I agreed to come to but now my stomach is in knots about it. I feel like I'd just kill the vibe and I don't want to ruin her good time and I'm terrified that she won't want to be in my life if I'm not ""fun"" and I don't know what to do I'm legitimately crying right now over something that isn't even a big deal ",0.6276666666666664,2.083362377777778,2.870092592592595,94.5229166666667,80.7777777777778,6.277777777777778,20.13888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.13644444444444434,471,12,119,6,12,161,79,135,0.163,0.635,0.203,0.2118,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,1,0,7,2,10,2,1,1,0,19,22,7,1,4,5,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,1,1,15,7,19,19,1,16,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,1,8,74,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459223994929814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24813976788539996,0.1456863569408907,0.23289225369772146,0.19456673156740908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23341435817984654,0.0,0.14920435368513454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142214709474162,0.1613825013167583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838377506610418,0.18947361072923466,0.1806723023166865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499240998921945,0.0,0.1241483446257768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595593525281797,0.3310889544238108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14471687270833858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19291676343632888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739083135509113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474714667151944,0.0,0.0,0.1317236954113384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206707865338368,0.0,0.0,0.1951044605170403,0.2487961583714099,0.0,0.26648251380233146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445737703636126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,300fredosantana,2018/03/23,"does anyone ever have weird days where you feel like a different person? every now and then i have days where things just don't feel right like everything feels out of place, i don't feel like my regular self either is it related to anxiety?",3.8862765957446825,5.951152893617022,4.558457446808512,83.30875,73.25531914893618,8.955319148936171,22.388297872340427,9.516144504307137,1.953642553191489,194,5,37,5,4,62,37,47,0.07,0.767,0.163,0.6662,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,9,9,2,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,4,3,3,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,8,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17402407283946555,0.0,0.0,0.1590615860931953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934157696372535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23767159152571515,0.0,0.0,0.1990721356258103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20577163421074715,0.19166445957210732,0.0,0.20444728774895804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4600894896525293,0.3250281757615361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334104936815439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986296100067576,0.23767159152571515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19426946286591773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373146546017931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112977121330587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,amagiciannamed_gob,2018/03/23,"Anxiety from news Hi guys, the news is making me terrified of waking up every day. I don't follow news sites on social media or get any news notifications, I've been actively trying to reduce my exposure to the news for months now. But I can't escape it entirely and I get panic attacks when I accidentally come across bad world news. Heart rate increase, sweating, crying, the works. Sometimes it happens when I scroll twitter at work and then I can't focus for the rest of the day. It is ruining my life and I have no idea what to do anymore. I'm not really able to seek counseling at this point in my life due to extenuating factors.",3.8484000000000016,5.5868116400000005,5.616199999999999,77.06110000000002,72.6,8.520000000000001,26.9,9.120678840339163,2.3264400000000003,505,18,94,11,10,173,86,125,0.203,0.762,0.035,-0.9651,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,1,5,0,8,5,3,1,0,15,15,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,1,0,11,0,16,14,2,20,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,1,8,57,16,2,0.19906743216881356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353726801879115,0.0,0.1522860407376198,0.0,0.19742140169676328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2264679423996201,0.0,0.0,0.16621299080876265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714789661783717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21866622675095512,0.2567640506222281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16772289731017345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20800903420587674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19710805518422708,0.17603467283659113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23589586559236025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22472290034746795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812144289284265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132879056756627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889372514306274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23356274017576886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881830676799279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12752769446026624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292417794324186,0.0,0.0,0.19688278055601696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515371931318945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2898469230011413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Grassmartian,2018/03/23,"I turned down the opportunity to teach in China because of my anxiety Hi This is a bit of a rant/story post but it comes from accepting I have things to work on rather than ignoring them and potentially making them worse. Over the past few day I rejected an offer to teach from July in a city in China called Nanjing. The role was paid well but the hours were gruelling, details in the contract were off (visa, accommodation) and the company itself had a bit of a rep. However, I do feel the main reason for not taking the offer was my anxiety. I had a long time to think over the possibility of going but when the offer was made my gut told me no. Over the past 12 months my long term partner broke up with me, i lost my job, my flat and my best friend died. Its been rough and I still think about it alot of the time, particularly my friend who I miss so much. These thoughts were pushed to the back of my mind when applying as I told myself I can deal, it'll be okay. But when the offer came I just knew I couldn't do it. I'm still a little reckless with alcohol, I feel down alot, I worry about losing others and the transition of cultures to a city 6000 miles away was freaking me out. At 26 and losing the job in the field I want to work in I thought this might be a good chance to push myself. When I told a close friend about it, she immediately said are you sure you're ready. She's been there for me alot. She told me maybe I'm rushing to escape rather than giving myself time. I still at home after losing my flat which is frustrating but China isn't going anywhere. But I could make things worse if I did go My anxiety comes in waves. I feel some times I'm great and could do anything. Other times I feel I shut down, like I can barely think of going outside. It feels like my body is stuttering, a hollow shell that can't think straight. I start to feel sick and my head hurts. On the day I had to give a decision I felt low. My mind and body were fighting each other ensuring that i just sat there spinning on a carousel of what to do. It's the fuck it say yes but then my mind telling me no, you can't. That doubt caused me to say no and a weight came off my shoulders. I felt for the 1st time in a long time I accepted that I couldn't do something. It may sound strange to say but I've always had trouble saying no rather than assessing the situation. It's that fear of missing out. It's happened at uni, relationships, friends etc. So I'm here a couple days later, still unemployed but I've understood my current needs a little more. I may regret this decision but I know how low things can get. 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My apartment had a party last night, and I was really excited for it. We hid eggs with nips and candy all over the apartment and everyone was having a great time. I was doing pretty well with everything and having a good time too! I realized that the alcohol was affecting me a little more than usual, probably due to my meds, so I started drinking water. I also was starting to get a little socially anxious. I had snuck away to my room a couple times to try to get some quiet time and calm down. But when I left my room, some asshole guy called me out on the fact I was drinking water so early in the night. That really was too much for me and I went back in my room and then people started arguing about something that's the nerdy equilivant to sports (yelling is one of my triggers). My boyfriend came in to check if I was ok, because he could tell it was getting to me, and he offered to have us go to his apartment. Because I was too socially anxious to leave through all the people, we jumped out my bedroom window (1st floor, no biggy). I feel so guilty and disappointed that my anxiety gets in the way of stuff I want to enjoy. I was so excited to have this party and have fun at it. And I feel guilty that he was having fun and left because of me. He says he knows he could have stayed but chose to come with me. I don't want to be like this. I want to be able to have fun with people and not be an anxious mess. Sorry guys, just needed some place to go to tell people about that. I hope you guys understand. I'm sorry. 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I feel like I've just had a shot of espresso. This has been happening a lot recently. 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I have a lovely depression/anxiety combo that feed off each other in the worst ways. My depression meds send my anxious habits into overdrive, now I'm playing whack-a-mole trying to stop a rotation of hair pulling, stratching, nail biting, and picking. One issue I've always had is follow through on any type of technique to help manage my anxious thoughts and habits. I try something for a while, miss a day or two, and spend the next month beating myself up for not being able to do simple shit. I tried bullet journaling with habit trackers and that was a bad idea. Having a documented record of my repeated failures sends me into a tailspin. Now I've given up on bullet journaling. Long story short, I'm hoping someone has some advice on how to pick myself up and try again. I can't keep living like this and making excuses for why things don't work.",6.662514970059881,7.073584622754495,6.7505449101796415,76.40905089820359,65.04790419161678,8.83568862275449,32.2688622754491,8.548686976883017,2.629635209580838,700,26,120,9,10,224,117,167,0.177,0.759,0.064,-0.9566,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,5,9,1,0,9,0,10,4,2,5,0,23,21,10,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,10,1,2,2,1,1,4,3,5,0,2,4,1,11,4,23,16,3,26,0,2,0,1,5,11,1,3,11,77,16,3,0.1655691072808719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179221541003105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13776676072233085,0.0,0.0,0.1125926705576044,0.0,0.1266599138872917,0.37409192770935296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824328875329675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677837700566624,0.0,0.14260442949022548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08650302494136157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097748256337404,0.0,0.0,0.16444748194573466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869073689791011,0.0,0.17281113179669666,0.0,0.14716542999219154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088870259878746,0.0,0.14620055509567262,0.14652344978761184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494325835705221,0.0,0.11051866477517024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18390995330563767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215568181016904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760846239337764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219391205569457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16995430933181094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14028616730702154,0.1274631877595311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842318738067125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999675789303982,0.0,0.0,0.1314433769322622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496422224082921,0.0,0.16173695968118054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142105075196928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14940036669374765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12053628201902525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unabletodisplay,2018/03/24,"Writing thoughts down I know this might have been discussed before, but it's helping me to write down my thoughts to alleviate anxiety and obsession. I have a ton of things I constantly worry about / or obsess over. I have started to write down those worries including my rational responses to those anxious thoughts. It seems to help.",5.12073446327684,8.197771271186442,4.8450000000000015,77.8406073446328,73.57627118644069,8.679096045197742,36.951977401129945,9.2995712137729,4.198963841807911,271,16,43,7,6,83,42,59,0.256,0.652,0.092,-0.8847,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,12,11,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,7,0,11,6,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,2,34,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776343901698754,0.2623228984083155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758735093317964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25092857100929045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31128108069416355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276125027287695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463303148706537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138856983724813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435422941011082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542651215315093,0.0,0.0,0.5530288957248569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4716261209012545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wickawickawacha,2018/03/24,"Any non-Benzo/addictive treatments to abort panic attacks? So I have my panic attacks at work, which is awesome. Not. I take Effexor and I wanted to ask my doctor for a tiny dose and tiny amount of something to take in an emergency panic attack, like when I'm crying and can't even speak to my patients. I really want to steer clear of Klonopin/Xanax/Ativan. Anyone know of something a little less intense? This would be for maybe 3-4 times a month, just so I can get a grip and treat my patients the way they deserve. I'm a medical professional so I don't have time to meditate or chill necessarily. 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Hey all, doctor prescribed me Wellbutrin 150mg. I told her I have anxiety and focus issues. I’ve been on it almost 5 weeks now and I have experienced increase anger. Slightly less anxiety, but not much: then I look into it and apparently Wellbutrin may cause more anxiety?? What is everyone else’s experience with this?",4.064495726495728,7.421188030769232,5.017435897435898,71.95367521367523,84.07692307692308,7.811965811965813,30.299145299145298,8.515128840125781,3.4936324786324784,302,15,44,8,9,98,50,65,0.16399999999999998,0.7859999999999999,0.05,-0.7359,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,12,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,2,6,0,3,4,6,7,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,2,3,30,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185801819666416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313919194160355,0.0,0.0,0.16190105227069002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378596222363917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23699524731131544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342542493957224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212503564570856,0.0,0.4529892140590712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24167193393067626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19443876881988176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17021159092702176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212503564570856,0.0,0.15720327784517235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18573074936441414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anonymous123689,2018/03/24,"I have a guilt obsessional anxiety over being a passenger in a taxi that I think ran over a pigeon (p.s I have autism and suffer from severe and irrational anxiety) About a month or so ago, I was in a taxi in Florence, Italy, when we were driving down the street and a pigeon was in front of us. The pigeon flew away, quickly, but I remember hearing a bleep in the taxi and a potential noise idk and nothing happened we didn't stop or anything the journey was normal but after seeing the pigeon in front of the windscreen flying away didn't see it again but swear I heard a noise it was quite low. Anyway, for the past month, this worry about whether I have hit the pigeon and whether I should feel guilty about it has preoccupied my mind on and off. When I have nothing else to worry about (I worry a lot, I suffer from anxiety), I always latch on to this thought. I am not a vegan or vegetarian and I regularly eat meat but I think that the guilt complex is coming from the fact that it was me that directly enabled the pigeon to be killed - if I eat meat, that is somebody else killing and the animal is being killed for a purpose - to provide protein for humans. Its so complicated I have had anxieties and obsessions before about all sorts of things, from my relationships/crushes to my moral codes (getting away with rules, for example). This case seems difficult to stop. I will never know what happened to the pigeon, so I can't tell whether to feel guilty or not ahhhhhhh! Wasted poor innocent pigeon's life. Equating pigeon to human being. You may say that I wasn't in control of the car, so how could I have stopped it. I was complicit perhaps, because I should have told the driver to stop for the pigeon. But the driver pretty much only spoke Italian, and I don't know any Italian (I am British). Can you please help me debunk this worry. Am I an immoral person for being complicit in the murder of this pigeon hahahahhahaha its a stupid my frontal rational brain knows but the back of my brain keeps worrying. I would love help and support with this please thanks. 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Sorry if this is a dumb question but recently been having severe anxiety and wanted to know if social media is bad for me. If so want to delete them for a little. ,4.634615384615382,6.347247846153843,6.726153846153848,69.99384615384618,70.53846153846153,9.302564102564103,25.820512820512814,9.725611199111238,2.849882051282052,162,5,25,4,3,57,29,39,0.316,0.639,0.045,-0.8942,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,6,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,4,1,20,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896552367140098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126451051088776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228700284528889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996411368005088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25525379778550583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28529712659806983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25146334278950266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877131251922743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5192233523734698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850906513804528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3004308190173895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,liamm_,2018/03/24,"When did you finally know you had anxiety or any other disorder? I honestly don’t know how to tell if I have anxiety, depression, etc. or if this is just what being a teenager is like. There are pretty infrequent times where I’ll just start thinking about everything I hate about myself and start crying uncontrollably. Usually I start writing out some long text-post on /r/depression talking about why I’m so sad and then I just get the feeling that literally nobody will care about this and there are plenty of people who experience severe depression everyday and here I am complaining that my life is kind of hard and that I sometimes cry for no reason. I also get really nervous in social situations. Last weekend my friend’s gf and her friends came over and I was shaking. She asked me to type in my address for her friend in her phone and I think they probably saw my hands shaking as I was doing it. I also started shaking pretty bad before I went to a party with some older friends and then later a hockey game. I was high in all 3 of those situations which is why I’m going to quit smoking. However, it’s not the thing causing the problem, I think it just heightens it. When I go to the bathroom I try to avoid going in the urinal next to kids I know because I get nervous for some reason and literally can’t pee. There have been two times where I’ve gone in the bathroom and saw the same kid there on his phone and I just couldn’t piss cause he was there. It was dead silent and so fucking awkward. He was probably thinking it was weird as fuck that I came into the bathroom, stood in front of the urinal, and just never went at the same time that he was there. The other day I was in a bathroom with all stalls so it’s loud af when you’re pissing and I saw some kid I bought weed from walk into the stall next to me so I just didn’t go. Grabbed some toilet paper to blow my nose and then just left. I know this sounds really fucking stupid and weird but I can’t control it. Today was one of those weekends where I’ve been so overwhelmed by some big project or test that I just start crying. I cried for five minutes straight because I have a project where I have to find four secondary sources for a 10 page essay I’m writing, and it took me upwards of 2-3 hours to finish the work for one. This happens every time I write anything for english because I get up every 5 minutes to pee, get some water, etc. I just can’t focus when I have a large amount of work to do, and I can never bring myself to spread it out ahead of time. I’m also just irrationally upset because I have all of today and tomorrow to work on this thing. I really just wrote this post out to take a break from homework and I’m surprised I haven’t delete it yet. I’m going to get some coffee and shower and see if I can focus after that. I also just wanted to know what your thoughts were. Does it just seem like I’m an awkward fuck and a little stressed out by work, or do you think it’s something bigger?",4.087684729064041,4.963633277504108,4.965164203612481,85.29089901477835,70.90476190476191,7.573399014778326,27.472085385878486,7.7094869923839395,1.4963129720853865,2362,79,483,27,42,769,262,609,0.13699999999999998,0.813,0.05,-0.9903,2,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,1,7,44,38,8,12,23,0,42,14,8,6,5,100,102,51,1,6,23,0,4,2,5,1,1,2,3,3,36,34,1,2,16,4,1,17,11,28,0,5,29,11,61,10,68,70,17,88,0,4,4,4,34,30,6,16,41,329,97,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084228763944045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044308730494679024,0.0,0.09968925972032952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053618339996155534,0.0,0.060912636750376226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05440304945013328,0.15887546372258973,0.0,0.05544347782485326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14904361248176398,0.06643150842341485,0.13386757753577294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307868076892139,0.0,0.0,0.28628591517719354,0.04202062448623353,0.0,0.16835788339518445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467512228857605,0.0,0.05701899026863109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453336915682216,0.0,0.0,0.10979451163096388,0.0,0.058558561568445064,0.06373566913729398,0.0,0.0,0.03294514077865214,0.0,0.0,0.07137588364697474,0.05955196298231859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013593473004206,0.2409449516020429,0.2042498432688124,0.0,0.1851500207519999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057617776833615686,0.0,0.05836752631448944,0.06432866496289946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884153795414176,0.0,0.0,0.06416613804786996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06785058485788399,0.17904184989071714,0.05311133514023255,0.0,0.0,0.07079284961442876,0.0,0.04602204198553423,0.06366445889886305,0.06530404250852162,0.0,0.0576615512860437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050559194789738,0.0,0.13858959215550218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830361315350722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045171390797877034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480404674400618,0.13257539731528592,0.1404996959789091,0.062346078118426074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930207717800832,0.0,0.0,0.12522298228721104,0.13398369796701648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051921383931563085,0.0593161324793632,0.0,0.0736084254997235,0.0,0.0,0.14647752374968911,0.0,0.06641896059722321,0.0,0.050160743203441965,0.06444155534625065,0.0,0.2305909267643848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463667893721238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04898966340486922,0.0523704166597551,0.056949750806666165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657431565721019,0.20874863039527733,0.0,0.05172707188628597,0.1899667222464975,0.0,0.1235216992803214,0.0,0.07239139338611884,0.04423706257487814,0.0,0.0636485423256371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176080289236854,0.0,0.03843105792390218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208016642528052,0.11758741578569645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18973915827244414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MoonRabbitUmbreon,2018/03/24,Anyone else feel anxious for no reason at all? Sometimes I feel anxious for no reason and it annoys me so much. I don’t even know why I feel anxious. When it happens I feel like I can’t breathe for a few seconds (I think they’re panic attacks) and it always happens in the morning. Does this happen to anyone else?,2.0809895833333307,4.117938453125003,3.504375,88.93645833333336,78.53125,4.266666666666667,26.291666666666664,3.1291,0.5336229166666668,247,10,47,0,6,81,43,64,0.254,0.708,0.038,-0.9074,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,2,0,2,1,1,2,1,11,11,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,8,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,7,1,6,11,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,32,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12522847423090866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5100681878943404,0.0,0.21046690099363288,0.3084110998003383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17121604828788814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170400373978444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514477156846636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940416234402508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30439030392345795,0.10751758889173876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992612913603654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271114011837465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352694333417661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11063518597677348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17657991226688075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094791643096864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884884503100976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09643464490945128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13580329444128156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,veryberryme,2018/03/24,I dont have any interest or hobby I am not capable of anything. My only passtime is reading but i am not intelligent. I am anxious to meet new people because they may think i am a boring person. I never see the bright side of anything. I anxious if i lead my whole life like this. ,1.1876436781609172,3.3399492586206883,3.845517241379312,84.70954022988506,82.27586206896551,5.935632183908046,26.90804597701149,7.1686216300943375,1.5540252873563218,219,10,43,3,6,77,43,58,0.21,0.6659999999999999,0.124,-0.6299,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,8,1,0,1,1,9,10,3,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,2,11,3,3,9,1,4,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,3,3,32,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16302254607872668,0.0,0.0,0.5416464341830889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3945497063490815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613532319891948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28095819913018466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693262338248402,0.1171184783285934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18489220196077846,0.2315297814207513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18232314741620048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16619648217344904,0.2093203253873573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23979182276904776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19103134100109176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360734933072334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267646577696943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brooke198,2018/03/24,"i feel like i dont have emotion and i just wanna cry so i tried to work today and got about halfway down my street before i had to turn around... since then ive been laying down for 4 hours. I dont feel anything though, i dont know what i want. I just have a feel like i could cry any minute",0.05545454545454477,1.4653012121212152,1.7515151515151537,102.09727272727275,82.33333333333334,4.4,15.545454545454547,3.1291,-1.3694363636363631,224,3,59,0,6,73,43,66,0.129,0.784,0.087,-0.3447,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,0,12,16,5,0,3,2,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,3,12,2,8,12,0,7,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,37,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658005223341784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410744295229046,0.1526113670990433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14587652294845013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687498802920806,0.0,0.3766213404495649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6027532200519004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19283860999829647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600444329999796,0.24494297906771506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711031742410024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882658658287902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09421487810278896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750662591727916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14181082501780012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843166712074514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16249806746087767,0.0,0.0,0.1163914878186723,0.18646944958139164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10111539396715633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12480498050368773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,perpetualcircle,2018/03/24,"My boyfriend is avoiding me I’m the same person who posted about him asking for a threesome last week. Things seemed awkward for about 24 hours, but I decided to act normal and see what happened. Things seemed normal for a few days, then dropped off again. He told me yesterday that he did not have his kid this weekend—something normally he would have told me well in advance—and that he has a few plans but not so many that would keep him from being available to see me. The last thing I heard from him was last night, but I know he’s been online since then. He said he might have time for me tomorrow. We have not talked about anything of import since last week, nor have we seen each other face-to-face. My anxiety is driving me insane. Basically, I’m preparing myself to break up with him. We have communication issues and that’s what I want to address with him, but my anxiety is telling me that 1) His “laying low” is him avoiding me because 2) This is the end of our relationship as we know it. I’m mad because his evasiveness demonstrates that there is something going on and he doesn’t want to tell me. I’m not crazy, right?",3.9772085084033577,5.446887450892858,4.298823529411767,87.71088235294118,71.8125,7.234873949579833,26.569327731092443,7.724431198458867,1.3439094537815128,895,30,183,11,17,280,123,224,0.093,0.871,0.036000000000000004,-0.9117,0,4,2,0,0,0,23.0,5,0,0,1,7,6,1,3,6,0,21,0,0,0,0,35,42,12,0,7,8,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,16,10,0,3,5,0,0,3,6,5,1,0,8,5,31,1,23,30,4,28,0,1,3,0,34,6,0,3,16,119,47,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856292148760661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984155148074186,0.0,0.11342410373720023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791928276241878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782456962150641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10745946076413182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895277000331101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10728881633321367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948237815057575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663357226742822,0.0,0.10784076187931993,0.0,0.0,0.13335598285476946,0.3955898748073641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300624940705625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870847504777871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385690625713968,0.3566232715913473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593781065768687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161974583593043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13025949023159894,0.0,0.1036123545374728,0.1154094926725259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19336337257461564,0.2209025753129049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20072543031963705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868064705180283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751782042073186,0.2120897990272308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418122416943281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074658514292452,0.0,0.0,0.2318657574167425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431232838780077,0.0,0.19464195026195136,0.0,0.10908729053344364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723740393386768,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CMM32,2018/03/24,"I keep having the same thought, any suggestions? I don't have much anxiety, in general, but I figured I am having a problem I don't know how to deal with so I came here for help. About 2 weeks ago, a friend of mine told another friend a secret and I obsessed for a few days about it until I came to the conclusion that no one else knows. After that, I thought of something else I did in the past, which wasn't very good and I have gotten over. But everyday for the past week and a half I continue to think about this thing I did in the past. I don't want to get into the details but it has generally been getting better, very slowly. Any ideas?",2.2706852103120743,3.7540114552238784,3.7788195386702883,89.6674694708277,76.23880597014927,7.260786974219811,24.122116689280872,8.00094639256281,1.1569492537313435,501,16,111,8,11,166,80,134,0.101,0.765,0.135,0.7544,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,0,1,11,0,13,0,0,1,0,26,26,9,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,1,9,0,0,2,5,2,0,2,10,0,15,4,20,16,3,18,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,11,81,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349452523356862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070471411460055,0.15962943559647394,0.11645772739152695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13463760073240666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482276915395732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817760599222417,0.15694540245421154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25434205434991275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23522947247712456,0.0,0.1590707807701155,0.0,0.0,0.12768570709504576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203848253413414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17185237819919005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353115678156723,0.0,0.0,0.16732640611229851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11190867416750012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315693121975172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4359704942338991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566629524215122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171962992629498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011367531487379,0.09754467496349653,0.0,0.2417117853375548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14546502923420201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25121611854183684,0.0897908898034896,0.0,0.244224048436506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CarlEatshands,2018/03/24,"Increased anxiety since new position. At the beginning of the year, I started a new position at my store (big box hardware store) as a NON-CDL Delivery Driver. I'm very passionate about this job since I plan to get my CDL and move on from my current company and they have offered to help me obtain it (whereas I would have to spend ~$5k for a month long course at a community college and be without experience). I really love my job. Not a huge fan of my coworkers since this isn't what they want to do with their lives so they make it difficult to work, but It's whatever. Lately, I've noticed a huge increase of anxiety. I'll worry about the stupidest things, freak out if I make the smallest of mistakes, and will get very upset at myself if I don't hit all my stops for the day. I've noticed it carries over to my days off. I'll sit at home worrying about if I made a mistake the day before and I'll be fired when I get back (2 other drivers have had HUGE damages on them due to them not properly securing water hoses, but they're still there). I feel like I should working while on my day off. We get 3 days off a week since we have 10 hour days so those few times I get 3 days in a row is hell to me. I feel like I'm not doing enough or that I didn't do enough for the day if we get done early. I'm a small guy so the big items are a little harder for me, but I try to not let it slow me down. If I have a big guy with me, I feel like shit for having them do all the lifting (even though they have said the enjoy it), but when I do the lifting, I feel like I could've done better even if nothing goes wrong and it's smooth. When something does get damaged, I beating myself up so bad knowing I fucked up and replaying how I could've avoided it. It doesn't help that my position is a ticking time clock since the company has already removed this position from other regions and has gone third party. We don't know when it'll happen to our region if any time soon, but it feels like it could happen any minute. Like I said, I love my position, but I hate getting so anxious to the point of not enjoying my days off. I'm not sure what to do at this point.",3.774277522070477,3.949739568927793,5.041201237455669,86.98748358862144,71.25382932166302,8.4041047310043,27.79363163057421,8.326086129247049,1.6250930204482006,1681,55,379,24,29,561,207,457,0.21,0.6890000000000001,0.1,-0.9955,3,1,1,0,0,0,44.0,5,0,8,6,20,28,4,2,26,0,34,6,1,4,3,58,69,35,0,13,21,0,7,6,0,4,0,2,1,2,24,15,1,3,7,0,3,5,12,14,0,1,8,9,56,14,50,52,8,71,1,2,0,4,22,29,3,8,42,242,80,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07937482574186265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09782761588461124,0.0,0.11005012442088352,0.08125866725658869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055308532982420916,0.060057245661758185,0.0,0.0,0.061205807426688234,0.0,0.0,0.06361486285283896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17228702719641367,0.0,0.0,0.4174910586490355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294506540644272,0.1472155409363598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14864261912691895,0.0,0.095016116788365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035981948592086,0.0,0.0,0.1818459105788115,0.2569284711535753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649668674633863,0.3006371428943401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244093478506178,0.12721216963959509,0.0,0.0,0.07101444631906245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09642423864967692,0.0,0.07215009326784723,0.0,0.07083502772100167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275576237210766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07905998263923486,0.0,0.08113841696993572,0.0,0.0,0.07355170652558814,0.0,0.21084362475948806,0.07209119641786138,0.06351413318107157,0.06365440882129654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298364566164452,0.0680604321613848,0.09602558880752343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05741259716581501,0.07644855196815184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13893787741322075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901728122046961,0.16378201876024612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599125639992848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046079202579838746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368408419595173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07383351335796114,0.2974997577275156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055374029720646506,0.0,0.0,0.05091132234693959,0.0,0.057442147694250364,0.0601353993005777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779170652619487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047786061590072634,0.0,0.07066933029375383,0.0,0.12582616107916286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04883469146061843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118696997276593,0.04242525943132398,0.0,0.05769665851938315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933645252177521,0.0,0.10472952670114967,0.14609365122284676,0.0,0.051095902357871516,0.0786424611791131,0.0,0.04631955918719426 anxiety,Pandora_1019,2018/03/24,"anxious for something really trivial I'm kind of freaking out and having a panic attack and I feel so dumb for the reason why. So I got banned from a subreddit, and it's a subreddit I use for inspiration for my major (Graphic Design). I'm not going to name the subreddit just so I'm not throwing anyone under the bus, but it was a type of body-modification subreddit (that'll help explain why I'm freaking out). So one of this specific subreddits rules is to not ask for medical advice or how to care for the body modification item in question. I was worried about how something was healing but was hesitant to post for the rule above. I searched through the subreddit and found many similar posts similar to what I wanted to ask that were not banned. I posted it, just asking if it looked like it was healing okay, I figured I wasn't asking how to care for it, nor asking for medical advice so my post was fine. Well, apparently not because I was banned from the subreddit. I mean it's not even something I should be freaking out about this much. I'm fairly new to the reddit community and that subreddit wasn't a vital subreddit to me. Plus it's the internet and really won't affect me in real life. But still, I'm freaking out about it and am having an anxiety attack. I just feel like I did something super wrong and that I lost another thing in my life that made me happy (I'm going through a rough time right now, but I'm not going to explain it...it's on other posts of mine if you'd like to look). I just feel like I keep messing up my life and everything good in it. It's just been rough and I don't know what to do. Sorry for the almost rant post here, I just don't really have anyone to talk to about this that would take me seriously. 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I honestly feel like I'm fucking suffocating from the amount of work and school and I don't know what to do. Last week was supposed to be my spring break but I did not get one second of a break. One of my professors assigned two essays in lieu of a midterm and I have two different projects, one that included having to go up to the school during the break. Add to that, my boss took advantage of me being out on break and worked me way past the amount of hours I normally work even though I made it clear I could not do that so I had barely no time to complete any of my assignments except at night when I was dead tired. Add to that the fact that my mental health is spiraling out of control. I'm having multiple anxiety attacks a day, my depression is back full force and I'm having thoughts of self harm and even suicidal thoughts again. But basically I don't think I'm going to have that project done and I've never just done a project and I feel so fucking anxious thinking about walking into the classroom and not having the project even started. It's really just like step 1 and not the final project due but he's a strict professor and I'm literally terrified and I feel so sick about this and I don't know how to handle it. I can't skip Monday because I've already missed two days in the class and he's strict about attendance. What do I do??? Also I needed a fucking break so bad this week but didn't get any time at all to myself and I honestly feel unstable. I really don't know how I'm going to get through the rest of the semester, I feel so horrible. I've never done bad at school even through my worse anxiety and depression but I just can't seem to handle it at all this semester. My anxiety is through the roof, I just want out of all of this so bad. I'm definitely quitting work soon but I know I can't get out of it for a while because I'm going to have to find and train somebody. I really feel like I'm falling apart. I can't handle it all. I wish awful mental health was an excuse but I know he's not going to excuse it and just say that I didn't want to come up to the school on spring break, because he's even mocked students taking ""mental health"" days and says that's not a valid reason. Idk what to do, I've never just not done something at all before a deadline. I'm just not doing very well at all and I don't know how to handle it.",2.98774054276316,4.075674480468749,4.368643092105264,87.7396792763158,73.7265625,7.733223684210527,25.58305921052632,8.20500826718156,1.3997531249999993,1922,62,420,30,38,638,185,512,0.197,0.735,0.068,-0.9979,1,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,7,31,20,5,0,24,1,42,8,0,7,11,95,93,41,3,6,23,0,7,4,0,0,5,2,0,1,24,29,0,1,20,0,0,11,24,12,1,7,16,9,41,8,58,74,10,64,0,3,0,3,9,19,3,1,31,273,65,23,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358124759259822,0.05332267436640981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068716634678256,0.0,0.1530263287558667,0.07532758728688703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07585628036653842,0.0,0.05127155645793796,0.1670209800701337,0.12193956004417918,0.0,0.05673838812590696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743751807678608,0.06991101016005859,0.0,0.07478547010154643,0.0532372587347345,0.0,0.0,0.12900611189604164,0.0,0.11485997760708287,0.0,0.06920162864776269,0.06966471267894625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34117565191086663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22020219727564755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360021377422909,0.1429051385462253,0.0,0.07304290329666648,0.060942829019932226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18492925656865697,0.13934680070215835,0.0,0.18947429257833545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126279916629472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566477046410296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21986815477854849,0.054351777076307735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030274869266298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309269297059839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015883646809036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049441172009682066,0.1542794258716469,0.0,0.0,0.06257314033125426,0.06533065275308249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13554898265538856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365205610349052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092066203492714,0.0,0.0,0.12814762799945545,0.06855647729938373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060506440643394,0.0,0.26992831112231697,0.0,0.060701490577006974,0.06956008970701295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0513322725813038,0.0,0.0,0.04719529875957914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729353226052269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050133841625227576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544962384599539,0.0655111673121486,0.10587036731614163,0.07776139622321153,0.07663698610740237,0.0,0.0,0.07408213077635695,0.0,0.0,0.19540525810060544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05501664453104217,0.07865726920897192,0.05292619240661507,0.1069707448451451,0.0,0.05995186908986856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667684340343597,0.0,0.0,0.19417061171294445,0.0,0.06795096312729178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Elskavon,2018/03/24,"extreme anxiety when arguing I get REALLY bad anxiety when in an altercation with anyone to the point where my throat really tightens up and my legs feel like jello. Does anyone else experience this? Has anything helped, like meditation or on-the-spot relaxation techniques?",9.274710144927539,11.029731543478265,9.372608695652175,55.17601449275364,59.65217391304349,13.959420289855073,39.2463768115942,13.023866798666859,6.443515942028986,225,11,30,9,3,74,39,46,0.203,0.6459999999999999,0.151,-0.4378,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,3,4,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,4,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,4,16,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.407174619397937,0.0,0.0,0.3721659867027389,0.2726797437634675,0.2190007954912282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222058927520336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328905413303013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223159241907676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26032440100223003,0.0,0.0,0.13456239112610796,0.19012200668552592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13904097664479426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1783800921603849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600335471849613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25157712613898925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34097702063198904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AntiSpedicey,2018/03/24,"My first panic attack (Mild trigger warning: if you are triggered by reading the experience of others please stop here) Today I had my first panic attack. I was diagnosed with anxiety over a year ago now and although I’ve had my fair share of anxiety attacks that have lasted an hour or so (even days in some cases) I’ve never experienced a full-on-struggling-to-breathe panic attack. Never have I felt such a lack of control over my own body. My breaths were short, frequent, and shallow. My air intake was at a minimum and the fast inhaling made me extremely light-headed. I was crying at the same time which made breathing even more difficult and there was a overwhelming silence in my ears accompanied by a strange white noise that seemed to hover in it. I expected my heart to be beating out of my chest. But it wasn’t. I could barely feel or hear it under my breathing but the beats were slow and irregular, some far apart and others closer together. It was as though it had given up; it was too exhausted to beat anymore. I tried my best to hold my breath to slow the rate of my breathing and eventually it faded back to its natural rhythm. But it wasn’t over yet. Every part of me was numb. It felt like there was a weight on my chest becoming heavier with each passing breath, daring me to hyperventilate again. I continued to breathe deeply until I had fully regained control of my own respiration but I was frozen. My body hadn’t moved since before the attack. I stared out of the windscreen at the blurry road in front of me but everything that passed by was just a shape; a blurry shape. No structure or form, just shapes. I couldn’t look around and I couldn’t move or speak. I was a in a state of paralysis inside my own mind. I couldn’t even think. Not a single thing went through my head. There was an odd tranquility to it. It took me a while to come out of this trancelike state. Once I did, my head hurt and my eyes were red and puffy from a hysterical crying. I new what it was like to panic, to be nervous or scared. But I have never felt so trapped inside myself. You can read about what panic attacks are like but until you truly experience one for yourself, you will never know how mentally exhausting and draining it is. 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She has gave me no reason to believe she would do anything like that she treats me like a king and I’m lucky as hell but this shit is literally ruining me I don’t wanna be that controlling guy and just want some opinions on how I deal with this ! Lots of love guys hope your having a good weekend ,2.0376960784313742,3.8109316911764712,3.4932352941176497,90.20372549019608,77.67647058823529,6.886274509803924,24.568627450980397,7.793537801064563,1.181845098039216,514,18,112,8,12,169,90,136,0.13,0.648,0.222,0.923,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,3,17,3,0,5,0,12,5,2,5,0,28,24,10,0,6,2,0,0,2,1,2,1,0,0,3,6,10,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,1,2,0,21,12,16,17,4,8,1,2,0,3,20,2,3,6,8,75,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304732776083525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647263496191221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812192130094228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1804033134588352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16582594224438402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426980436253565,0.0,0.08403579108489648,0.0,0.0,0.13491062725684969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4777907289416369,0.0,0.17122436224687645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781218976036247,0.0,0.0,0.15975712117116078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13111157372719548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16447670528040553,0.11361082026897877,0.1571632001846855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674615965866604,0.2903409535729253,0.0,0.21473291668872194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926583117982473,0.0,0.15534679883755895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687816126433124,0.0,0.10899392432693343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537725372429654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651068831716295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396301140300035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379103667332987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18974316767220167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633476879775658,0.0,0.1142609202442949,0.0,0.0,0.10358003702470224 anxiety,manoelita15,2018/03/24,"Ways to distract yourself when having an anxiety crisis I've been having some really tough anxiety crisis, my relationship is a mess and I can't stop shaking. I'm so restless, I can't stand to stay on a chair pr in bed for more than 10 min and I gotta walk. My hands shake so much that the fingerprint thingy of the phone doesn't recognize me lol. My legs and arm are rock hard form tension and I'm having a heavy muscle spams, besides that, I'm just pressing my jaw super hard and it's giving me a headache. I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm exhausted. Does anyone have any tip on how to distract yourself? I've tried walking but I get paranoid that people are looking at me and that I'm acting weirdly or whatever.",2.718,4.175647400000003,4.310333333333337,86.42350000000002,75.0,7.133333333333333,26.5,7.793537801064563,1.4904000000000002,570,21,118,8,12,191,95,150,0.199,0.741,0.059,-0.9153,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,5,11,0,6,7,1,13,7,5,1,0,13,22,13,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,5,7,1,1,0,1,0,5,5,10,0,0,1,5,13,1,10,20,4,15,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,66,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628340107488085,0.0,0.3741174475518811,0.0,0.0,0.17097552545973035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21398292214357412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25020713533518746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775269579520038,0.2345678625646456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4380875136590264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20533696478476035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17975186566068255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952082375854993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664710735323792,0.0,0.0,0.2625252066997685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446986733579863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606280051767497,0.0,0.20443140988922007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166014443121913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19409024747034068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mochacat7,2018/03/24,"Unable to fulfill task at work due to anxiety. How do I tell my boss? Please share your wisdom. I have severe anxiety associated with driving. I can currently drive short stints by myself or a bit further with a safe person, but that's it. My employer wants me to pick up some clients from the airport when they come to town in a few months, and the thought makes me extremely anxious. Driving in a busy area with near-strangers in the car is a perfect storm for a panic attack, and it feels really irresponsible to subject unknowing clients to what could be a dangerous situation (driver having panic attack on the interstate). I know that I can't fulfill this task, and I need to explain this to my boss in a way that doesn't make it sound like I'm incompetent or just being difficult. Have you gone through anything similar? What advice to you have?",6.4112962962963,7.017381364197532,6.898370370370369,74.45866666666669,65.60493827160494,10.183703703703703,34.71851851851852,10.125756701596842,3.54438074074074,679,30,123,15,10,222,109,162,0.221,0.6629999999999999,0.116,-0.9702,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,3,1,2,3,11,3,2,12,0,12,0,0,6,1,28,23,8,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,4,0,0,6,2,6,0,0,2,2,16,5,23,18,3,22,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,4,5,84,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17814491603756358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2789234286407783,0.20595111725004897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15002028575305829,0.0,0.0,0.4147932053743379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990282569082744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703836331478013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14555454795055084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09217815087416924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018926167534248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906430446192551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433780662074508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145512951783834,0.0,0.0,0.1351757699973278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4277878653684599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918042529602605,0.0,0.2001145496661286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678832023349052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20595111725004897,0.0,0.0,0.20491682482994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934133526315994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472865266075027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075273552286312,0.14470406992354226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271915330005446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unafilsyntax,2018/03/24,"Professor Causing Me Anxiety with Physical/Mental Illness I have TMD (Tempromandibular Joint Disorder), my stomach constantly hurts, the nerves in my face constantly acts up, and my whole body is usually sore if I over exert myself. I am 6 months into my treatment and I have been told that I may start to feel better in another 6 months. I have to also see a Therapist in the near future to help with any lingering mental issues. I am registered with the Disability Services in my university, and have documentation for a temporary injury. I emailed one of my professors at the beginning of the semester saying that I cannot attend class for the semester. I emailed him the letter that the director of disability services wrote for me. I had told him that I would study hard, do the assignments, and take the exams. He said it was alright. A week before the Midterm, I emailed my professor to let him know that I will take the exam in the Testing Center in a quiet room to help me concentrate while dealing with my condition. He was being really weird about it and emailed me asking why he has to be involved with Disability Services. On a side note, I have done this with at least 5 of my previous professors. I was worried that I would have to go to class which would decrease my performance on the exam and perhaps cause panic for me. On the day of the midterm, I did end up taking the exam in the testing center. Two weeks later, I saw my grade online and that I received a 0%. I emailed my professor and there was no response for 24 hours. I decided that it was worth the pain and anxiety for me to come to his office the next morning and speak to him in person. Mind you that 2 months of school have passed by and I have only spoken to him on email thus far. When I walked into his office, he seemed frustrated and I was out of breath. He belittled me telling me that I should have listened to him and not taken the exam in the Testing Center. He said that they are morons and he cares more about disabled people than anyone else because he can get them jobs (he is a lawyer and can sue employers who deny disabled people jobs). He asked me why I could not take the exam in the classroom and I told him that there are way too many people in the class, it is not a controlled environment, and the setting causes panic especially with my physical condition which makes everything worse. He told me that I could have taken the exam in his office and none of this would have happened. He said that the exam is probably lost and told me to go find it. At this point he stopped looking at me as if the conversation was over and he seemed pissed. I then said that I would go over to Disability Services and ask what went wrong or if they can confirm that they gave my exam to the professor. He then told me not to do that because it would take like 7 emails for them to finally get it right. He told me that he would exempt me for this exam which is 25% of my grade and that the final will be 50% of my grade. He said that I am doing well on the assignments and the final should be easy. We then discussed my condition and he was quite presumptuous. He told me that I need surgery and he assumed the worst about me thinking that I have not been to any doctors and that I found all my information online. I told him that I have been to an ENT, Opthamologist, Neurologist, and Neuromuscular Dentist. He still insisted that I am on the wrong path and that I need surgery. I told him that my doctors told me that surgery is a last resort and can have major complications. I am on the conservative route. But he still insisted that I need surgery because there are combat veterans who get their faces blown off and they can get their faces repaired. He then changed the subject and asked me how the last lecture was for me. I told him it was good and he said ""you didn't come right? Because I didn't see you."" I then told him that I had an Opthamologist appointment (I lied because at this point, saying that I am in pain would not have helped my case). He told me that I am missing an enormous amount of classes and that from now, I cannot miss anymore. That now he knows me, I am screwed if I don't come. There was 20 minutes left until class starts at this point, which I was not going to go to originally. Before this, I tried to at least scout out the class just in case, but his syllabus had the wrong classroom (a room that does not even exist). I knew that on the school website it says that the class is in another room, but I did not want to take my chances because I would have to buy a pencil and papers, and find the class all within 15 minutes. So I asked him which building and room the class is in because I forgot. He was like ""Wow, so you haven't even attended all semester..."" He then told me the building and room number and told me he would see me in his class. I went to class and thought, okay maybe I am doing the right thing. Maybe I am conquering my fear and overcoming my physical illness. I sat on the side of the class near the front, close to the door. I was about 5 minutes late. Everyone but me and another student had their laptops. Apparently it was lab day and the assignments are no longer posted online, but are presented in the slides in class. The professor called me out and told me to move to the front so I can see the slides better. I sat near a student and was just taking notes. The professor is the kind of person who walks around class talking to every student, trying to help them on their computers. Mind you that this class is at 9:20 in the morning and I can imagine that people are exhausted, yet he still has conversations with students at this time. I asked the student near me a question about the assignment because I was confused as to what was going on and he smiled at me and looked away. Right after, the professor asked me a question regarding my laptop. I told him that I didn't bring it. 20 minutes later, the professor called me out in front of the class saying ""this is what happens when you miss too many classes"". At the end of class he said that he would see everyone after Spring Break and he told me specifically that he would see me after spring break. Was my professor justified when we spoke in his office? He seems rude, arrogant, and presumptuous. It is strange how he is the only professor who has problems with the Testing Center and that he called them morons. And it is strange how he acts like he cares about disabled people just because he gets them jobs. If he really cared, he could have handled this situation much better. It has been 2 days since the incident. Because of this, I have dealt with anger, depression, denial, pain, and now I am back to normal. I cannot possibly attend 10 more class sessions, twice a week. I do not want to, and I will not be intimidated. I have accepted the possibility that if I do not attend, the professor may drop me. But if he does not, I will show up to my final exam. By the way on the same day of the incident, I emailed disability services. It took 1 email for them to tell me that they had already emailed the exam to my professor and that they would send it again. This whole thing makes me feel weird and I realize that even if I have a year and a half left for undergrad at this college, maybe it isn't worth my time and money. I was going to do a Master's program online. And now that I have physical and mental problems and I feel like people do not understand me, maybe it is time to transfer and begin online school. Time will tell and it depend on how all this goes. But there is only one professor who teaches this course and it is required for my degree. What a terrible situation. And the thing is, with my condition, I cannot get angry at people. I hate conflict because it brings me pain. And so the whole time I spoke with my professor, I was calm, collected, and friendly. But on the inside, I was saying ""Fuck you"". I also want to mention that I know for a fact that I got over a 90% on the exam. It was easy and I am confident that I knew all the answers. I studied hard, took the test fair and square, and now it doesn't count towards my grade. This will indefinitely cause me anxiety when I take the final exam because what if I don't perform my best on that day? It'll be 8:00 am. Now it could be super easy and all will go well, but he leaves me with this anxiety that I have to sit with for a month and a half. In his office, I even offered to take the exam again. It's not like he did me a favor by exempting me from the Midterm and I am surprised that he would even consider putting a 0% in the gradebook which emails us notifications. There was in fact another student who was confused in class because he got a 0% as well but he was there in class on that day. This professor is well liked by the students and he seems to be a very easy professor. I still feel rubbed the wrong way. Maybe I hurt his feelings by not attending? But I'm the one paying money, studying, and going through pain. His job is to teach students In need of help on the subject material and to administer assignments and exams to gauge the student's level of mastery on the material. I come from a smart family and my older brother is in medical school. Even for something like medical school which is difficult, classes are not required to attend. Why do I feel that professors should not be hurt over attendance? If a student has his reasons, why can't the professor leave the student alone if the student is doing well on the material? If communication and attendance is a major part of a course, it should be stated in the course description while I'm signing up for it so I can know what to expect. Some professors literally do not care if you attend, and this dichotomy of philosophies displayed by professors needs to change. I've always said this, but my current physical and mental condition makes this problem obvious.",5.2809153412006165,5.9145288768599285,5.850859476654693,80.88587731144176,68.08158029758852,9.192161723961004,30.420116983068237,9.260662724134852,2.4909921485890205,7827,289,1546,144,125,2537,529,1949,0.095,0.8340000000000001,0.07200000000000001,-0.9897,7,1,1,0,0,0,197.0,3,8,16,14,59,72,9,5,128,2,186,23,7,16,9,264,324,133,0,48,48,1,9,7,1,28,14,18,6,2,128,108,0,7,32,1,6,42,35,40,5,7,90,37,235,32,211,191,23,241,0,8,10,2,192,111,3,28,85,1101,363,127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027729975838869055,0.029545973443140194,0.042822604190408925,0.022278262618198957,0.0,0.0,0.03641472108968709,0.1123002489727816,0.08192869774928707,0.0,0.026552792151058702,0.018721129206321286,0.027433311464972125,0.0,0.02383469668078645,0.1752117085433221,0.0,0.025155223488484955,0.020587691770084685,0.0,0.21217679127005887,0.0,0.04556571038470029,0.0,0.028097850103822448,0.0710387593625051,0.0,0.029740078204361687,0.0,0.0,0.0820182940243431,0.0,0.1091922437767137,0.11001783270460966,0.05664706468024178,0.0922543413850633,0.0,0.0578667538172659,0.030029519556220692,0.08550801647023319,0.0,0.0,0.10360278687274233,0.027603003958642517,0.0230605620255882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030685529918345625,0.0548090155557615,0.04686053074116234,0.02739928196547329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02236639182571199,0.0,0.047427953014421036,0.0,0.0,0.1061045603714151,0.0,0.022558401434566524,0.0511677527982022,0.02406290660013688,0.0,0.025240314089465508,0.030128396196713692,0.0812269793777434,0.01912747956178885,0.0,0.14664902754586195,0.048942230980978385,0.0,0.0,0.0293565064436276,0.02068566507346333,0.024752298002563504,0.08393042400683641,0.0,0.13694745169056835,0.022456911915179446,0.042827515272684635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0473526379514735,0.0,0.047968812640487316,0.026433959702109038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897308424866191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026367174079791583,0.0,0.08598694043044161,0.0,0.0,0.02794528779895278,0.10627696941643824,0.0,0.0,0.027881188377409074,0.05885755655251766,0.04364906045016841,0.030202441272860682,0.056699981526639937,0.05818044988138765,0.027378413084899984,0.0,0.09156358361951067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04496713594805997,0.0,0.02922718029432925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05361591922095997,0.05428963234947936,0.13449131266294526,0.0,0.0,0.053944339183365636,0.08094622834184159,0.0,0.05406857873517179,0.0,0.0854835802313193,0.028456716157882075,0.019682102997271002,0.09926357618206096,0.0,0.0,0.028474644206304613,0.0,0.026233011730828003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05442863192474124,0.061088911206324426,0.14244807634959572,0.0628274628871769,0.0,0.02899382784560528,0.0,0.12993291673464208,0.04675636254449241,0.0,0.0,0.07593076291893729,0.060367730174357925,0.025642263399946782,0.0,0.028867094504502963,0.07685782306460914,0.0,0.02691544600635758,0.059986418380792564,0.028477636158817494,0.0,0.0,0.03430445063609015,0.02752831630224483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146001380935732,0.2037470114578403,0.1064595129761051,0.0,0.13548449796830306,0.12801333010559732,0.09749683171872096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022147878395963445,0.060190600291442464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020612071853696068,0.0,0.0,0.03790180485963554,0.0,0.0855275790241467,0.02238441337188888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18117766163963725,0.021520071718650342,0.07020544039286923,0.0,0.0,0.03108688663233711,0.05336272653816659,0.017155813467982468,0.0,0.02125570823735855,0.07806119843310548,0.0,0.0,0.4860936515829208,0.0594941983220644,0.03635582147145179,0.0,0.026154483446908437,0.027872865651396232,0.03220604195593403,0.0,0.029487976673258788,0.02209150254212831,0.0473763152269246,0.06375629361235567,0.06442989667462869,0.0,0.12036601647496788,0.04963986625010832,0.09663813207212997,0.08967724752075197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02719047946813372,0.02728517683079785,0.2662745302446494,0.11709345111800598,0.0,0.017241694112104602 anxiety,timeisnomatter,2018/03/24,"Panic attacks at work I can't stop having panic attacks at work. My job has become more stressful lately and it's triggering some pretty bad panic attacks in the middle of my shift. I was wondering if anyone had some advice on how to calm myself down while I'm in the middle of a shift. I'm not really able to leave for a private space unfortunately, so embarrassingly I'm having these attacks in front of my coworkers.",4.817723577235771,6.270732073170732,6.5765853658536635,72.25357723577237,69.73170731707317,8.393495934959349,27.081300813008127,8.841846274778883,2.292749593495935,338,11,57,6,6,117,56,82,0.293,0.579,0.128,-0.9482,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,2,11,4,5,4,0,6,0,0,2,0,9,10,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,10,0,0,2,0,6,1,13,8,3,14,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,4,3,40,8,3,0.14495973411865384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165297447983294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013592165774612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6596504985066178,0.0,0.0,0.12103532301693674,0.0,0.16009663742615418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14385016845885173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352089408742912,0.15349142789838294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102370440061543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747616356379678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09286491758254192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211928285904148,0.16605088566510068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15720264808342038,0.21106482580096164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Calstew147,2018/03/24,"Why can’t I choose to do something I actually want to do? So I’m a third year university student in the UK, who’s working on their dissertation and is snowed under with work at the moment. I recently got asked to go back home to celebrate my mate getting his first proper job and to wave off a friend who’s going travelling with his girlfriend for three months. (The event is actually tonight). I only live about an hour and half drive away, and I have my car so getting back isn’t an issue. And surprisingly, I have enough money, even though it’s the end of term, to pay for fuel and to pay for the night out. BUT, I can’t bring myself to leave. I want to go, and I want to see my friends but there is something preventing me getting in the car and going. Is there anyone who can rationalise this for me? I feel so pathetic for just not being able to do it, help? 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I realized that college is only 5 months away. For some reason, I am the valedictorian of my school and will head to Columbia University. However, I can't go there with crippling anxiety and depression...it's already too painful at home. I can't imagine how painful it will be away from my mother. I've been on and off therapy and my depression/anxiety always relapsed. Is there anyway I can be HAPPY again like when I was young? 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I’m at work and have to keep going to the bathroom. I don’t understand what’s happening or why because my mental health has never done this before. A girl I was seeing recently stopped speaking to me and University is a bit overwhelming so maybe that’s getting to me? But I’ve had heartbreak and stress before and this has never happened. Please advise.",2.6959090909090904,4.761581318181824,4.120454545454546,85.11318181818183,76.72727272727272,6.672727272727273,24.63636363636364,7.6454224807358475,1.3426090909090909,348,12,67,5,8,115,63,88,0.21600000000000005,0.784,0.0,-0.9453,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,11,1,0,0,2,16,19,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,5,5,0,4,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,5,2,6,0,5,14,2,9,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,2,7,43,11,2,0.17336318328632938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735981858013171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10568058743245476,0.0,0.2950386003497489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926769547786013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043131633208848,0.11180491124136603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774107269135365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057510796558917,0.0,0.0985262922177476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.306608980878792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184276957005439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540931628620026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17416661920670645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747093132967455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674167489033153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19030071526151887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117522880498226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814801167219942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4348181517505647,0.19858694072143554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18047718778210434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15643330799770075,0.19355380298298905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1262104621779955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dalockrock,2018/03/24,"I saw someone who look like my ex on the train and had my worst panic attack in years. edit: *looked I don't know if I have an obsession or just a problem getting over things. She was my first girlfriend and we spent so much time together. She was a part of my life, just something consistent. Someone who I could talk to whenever I was feeling bad and feel understood and appreciated and loved. I drove her to break up with me because I was selfish and young and dumb and manipulative and she blocked me and cut me off from her life completely. Moved on quickly. I don't blame her though, it was for her own good. She probably meant more to me than I did her, even though I know I wasn't amazing I did love her. Naturally, she was in my head for a long time. I'd always feel a deep sickness iny stomach when I thought about her. I was consumed for a long time. Eventually, it wore away. I began to get over it. Sometimes id think I'd see her in public and get flustered but it wasn't that bad. Sometimes in the shower I'd think back to when we were together and cry, because I miss having someone who loves me that much. I didn't and still don't really have friends I can talk to. My awkwardness and lack of confidence are likely the main factors. But the point is she slowly left my head, over the course of two fucking years. Pathetic, I know. Last night though, it was 8pm. I hopped on a train heading towards the city, to have a night out. As I got on the train and took my seat I saw that Infront of me - there she was. I buried my head in my phone, my head racing. I couldn't breathe, I was shaking like I was in the snow wearing a t-shirt and shorts. It was the worst bout of anxiety I have had for years. I wanted to throw up. I couldn't look at her. And after 15 minutes of sitting on the train, sweating, shaking, hyperventilating, I realised it wasn't even her. Than I felt shame, and adrenaline. My hands wouldn't stop shaking the entire trip. For the rest of the night I felt off, and nervous and quiet. As usual, I made a joke of myself and headed home in shame. I am alright now, I'm just angry with myself and confused and spilling my guts to strangers because I need to get it out and I don't know where else to go. I'm embarrassed of being so pathetic.",2.092304511671728,3.86627440128756,3.3774468753271236,91.0917915837957,77.51931330472101,6.348916570710772,24.670574688579503,7.217587316427113,0.9003278132523809,1765,62,388,21,41,574,212,466,0.18,0.7440000000000001,0.076,-0.9941,1,0,1,0,0,0,59.0,2,0,0,1,19,33,4,11,23,1,39,19,12,2,0,64,80,37,0,9,7,1,6,3,2,1,3,1,2,0,15,30,0,2,14,1,1,9,11,22,0,2,35,13,76,11,58,40,10,64,0,1,6,4,32,29,2,3,27,269,91,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740700994375362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061972612480041774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216084393227647,0.07611178792912222,0.062291874714296,0.13528033454212174,0.14814927265217398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849376961983375,0.0,0.0,0.06468008541845649,0.0,0.08898594557499881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767366118442593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701300005011777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288363550719418,0.0,0.15556507054751914,0.0,0.0,0.06890726944351666,0.0,0.0,0.06258831109033873,0.07489266224138066,0.16929802898216756,0.0,0.04603998673046805,0.06794754648129185,0.06479128999704506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.498839271117732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08125987669739829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17808443897953016,0.06603415854781468,0.0,0.0,0.088017863665973,0.0,0.11443985767418025,0.11873253501408625,0.0,0.0,0.14338302773530634,0.20408459797378334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21934471552889453,0.07665384859412792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610106550472127,0.11910369629696782,0.06006806707890092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22806786963014586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504806295166827,0.0,0.08772619640005817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658086238335493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734274120293202,0.07751585977713306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051897234644612364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455467348930558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591914243439213,0.06236564117295509,0.16024239916268307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06469488295101962,0.06772818871034507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022592588924478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053819604338530114,0.1038161825136942,0.2387764508344964,0.06431308226642067,0.1417131686391904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000535828622107,0.0,0.0,0.07913523401682669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089221335204649,0.0,0.04778193892898047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15650381715750014 anxiety,SuicideByIcosahedron,2018/03/24,"paranoid of parents entering my room it's kinda of an irrational fear i have. whenever my parents enter my room all of a sudden, i get startled, like i just saw a jumpscare. sometimes it's just a small flinch, other times i'll start yelling in fear, some times i just start apologizing to them even though i have no idea what i did. i hate this because then my parents think i'm doing something wrong (which i mostly aren't), so then they get even more suspicious of me. my mom is already getting quite irritated because of it. this started when i was in winter break and i had just came out to my parents about my depression. whenever i'd go take a nap, my parents would barge through the door and scream at me to get up. it'd also happen when i would just be doing random thing and they would just enter my room all of a sudden and take my phone away because i need to ""wake up for life"" (as my dad says it). they say they are worried about me, but to be honest i think they're just angry at me for not trying to ""fight back"" and do all the work for them. (i feel kinda selfish saying that now) idk where i'm going with this. point is, i've started getting extremely startled whenever my parents entered my room unexpectetly.",5.207926829268292,5.41255906097561,5.819821138211381,82.54753658536588,68.14634146341463,8.348617886178863,31.03414634146341,8.021203637495839,2.0648848780487805,963,36,193,11,15,313,131,246,0.154,0.809,0.037000000000000005,-0.9609,6,0,1,0,2,0,29.0,0,0,6,2,19,12,2,4,8,0,18,2,1,0,3,33,41,14,0,4,9,8,1,1,0,3,1,5,5,0,13,8,0,0,4,1,0,7,3,10,0,0,5,7,37,2,28,30,6,38,0,1,1,0,20,15,0,5,16,136,50,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10732744563049727,0.07777778470977234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137779421886708,0.07478597289622277,0.0,0.1778640880528493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123809635979667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08376881613912998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847697003819486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188862594735479,0.049176944700950125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540684050872407,0.0,0.11054877431637282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600558862915646,0.0,0.0,0.09602287696449416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10979328680763048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869672917633879,0.04751571097723185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390826882655405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211612842116316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479659714184572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919409525694779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10344664908071227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320321775035975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487453495031461,0.09619138752502356,0.0,0.275360966407063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462529472474136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461438975480087,0.12463895567870288,0.09555622496121312,0.0,0.11342471483369948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603230487292076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080552604600641,0.09877097846850004,0.0,0.20726946979727484,0.10633717173628007,0.0,0.0 anxiety,going_88mph,2018/03/24,"How do you deal with someone telling you that were being rude I messaged something in my floor's groupchat about how people are stealing from the charity bins and my ra, the floor's leader, told me that I sounded rude and aggressive. I'm not arguing with him but now I'm worried everyone thinks of me badly and will treat me differently. I am afraid to go out of my room due to fear. Does anyone have wise words for how to deal with situations where you have said something rude and dealt with it? Just stories/general advice",4.4314705882352925,6.205067392156862,4.653088235294117,84.41139705882355,71.15686274509805,7.845098039215688,29.41666666666667,8.472884824447931,2.149643137254902,422,17,81,7,8,132,71,102,0.197,0.705,0.098,-0.89,1,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,7,11,5,2,2,0,8,0,0,3,0,17,14,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,3,9,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,3,2,13,2,14,9,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,2,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206760322560988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790384797098056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885565406889179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4656365000842099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359416863434824,0.0,0.0,0.1976231786139667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578786647484716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254118736120308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12834297994077953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15656036330761322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148136790202088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538395866231404,0.0,0.0,0.19134291908465573,0.34770610516955114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19738320027526648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470115193436667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578786647484716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933880156890002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alliekittycat,2018/03/24,"One bad episode has led me to become more anxious. Now I'm constantly scared of having that feeling again which creates it ALL THE TIME... Hello! I have been dealing with anxiety since I was a very small child. I'm a 23 year old female who has a habit of really being in my own head all the time.. it's draining to say the least. Anyways, I am pretty good though in social situations. It's more of the before and after that I have anxiety about or overthink about. However, in December I took my boyfriend to see Cage The Elephant. I was having an awesome time during all the openers. When we were waiting for cage the elephant right before they came on, we tried to spark Up a conversation with some people who were just not that ""lively"" of a group. But no big deal! I don't get offended easily especially by strangers. But all of a sudden this OVERWHELMING sense of dread came over. Like I just wanted to ball up and die. The most miserable, depressing, tight chested feeling. And I couldn't shake it or find the source... I thought maybe I had to pee? Or the people next to us had a bad vibe I was feeling? So I went to the bathroom and moved where we were standing. But no luck. The feeling would not go away. I felt like I was fake smiling the whole concert so my boyfriend would have fun. Ever since that moment I have become scared of myself, my thoughts and feelings. Whenever a little hiccup in my happiness occurs, I become TERRIFIED that I won't be able to shake it like that one time. Now, before I do anything that I usually love or enjoy, I fear that feeling will come over me, I won't be able to enjoy the event, everyone will notice, my loved ones won't want to be around me because I can't have fun, and I will become alone and a shell of my former self... So I guess my question is, is there an actual way to shift your brain and emotions away from this feeling? Or if you do become overwhelmed with anxiety and dread, Have you ever felt like it was IMPOSSIBLE to feel better in that moment? And what did you do to overcome that? I feel like my own brain and emotions are controlling who I am. I'm so scared of myself because that feeling is like my chest is going to explode and my world is just ending.. and my anxiety comes from fear that feeling will poke its head in during anything fun I do now. Which in return, leads to me having that feeling. This type of uncontrollable anxiety all started with this concert so I'm not sure if that changes anything. Sorry for the long rant. Please help if you can as I can't afford to go to a therapist! Thank you!!",3.745285067873304,5.202402662745102,4.572352941176471,85.5725113122172,72.37254901960785,7.34841628959276,26.802413273001505,7.882392219407189,1.5449517345399697,2018,70,401,27,39,651,232,510,0.134,0.6970000000000001,0.17,0.9444,2,1,0,0,0,0,64.0,4,6,1,3,22,37,1,13,27,0,53,10,7,3,8,83,92,32,1,8,17,0,15,6,0,9,1,3,0,2,31,26,0,3,18,3,0,14,12,18,0,3,20,19,58,19,56,58,13,64,0,4,1,2,27,22,0,13,32,289,89,2,0.12933133744634107,0.0,0.06310436453895661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669741306519088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473452978775335,0.07305379930637591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596430064613278,0.05756615508153695,0.0,0.0,0.12151104885812747,0.0,0.10798626459412068,0.07883918289721517,0.3570907529058791,0.16507716369559686,0.0,0.0,0.05719152898581546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437654503144112,0.0,0.14792059577719066,0.0,0.0,0.06840770314743216,0.11140749543078247,0.0,0.06988061499006107,0.0725280461064549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333492998720742,0.05569644571573418,0.0,0.06711275474221988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14548034710501648,0.05727458870137218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11698759907902045,0.0,0.0617908176513422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14553371087924255,0.39236286110855534,0.09239433331328918,0.12417836581056685,0.0,0.05910324969561225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033785142930806214,0.0,0.110252969268895,0.054238494883123434,0.0,0.0,0.0712365245705276,0.0,0.0,0.06883780680903892,0.0,0.0,0.13273126431170254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043344034651346265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18955427609427794,0.06481198834134146,0.05710097021253094,0.05722708191008327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672658147786312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06496535588905275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872937203251481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06877267230310867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07362229244249613,0.0678557413886372,0.0,0.13145739206244272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08966206505124552,0.0,0.0,0.07098348552217759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06578823281901558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244034840347549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142648324314515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05522412776237656,0.0,0.05142473525855791,0.19422484622703654,0.0,0.05153016568001375,0.0,0.06746039553657968,0.0,0.0,0.1069842188087778,0.07268692103015365,0.0,0.06591850572358543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07238792187931377,0.045770693154630435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06094662748483382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05953545965370381,0.0,0.0750818254935824,0.0,0.0,0.06353369119498177,0.10267463548181477,0.15082828584005306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184593730996597,0.04390374429705577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07778483740018839,0.0,0.07122009820170902,0.05335594903330501,0.07628297368526117,0.05132859789333203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05994572276399111,0.0,0.0721969097852552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187327142453136,0.0,0.0,0.041642570510491854 anxiety,not_inglonias,2018/03/24,"Just need to vent Hey guys, first Reddit post here. i'm a PhD student in the United States, and i'm really anxious about finding a professor to do research with. i ""worked"" with one last summer, but my anxiety kept me from staying in contact with them because i wasn't sure what was expected of me, and now -rightfully so- they don't want to work with me again. The professor recommended a few others in the same field, but i'm worried word will get around that i'm not a reliable researcher. i'm not looking for any specific advice here, i just needed someplace to let everything out. Also, my water heater stopped working and i haven't heard back from my landlord yet, so that's not helping anything. Edit: i know my capital i's are off. The i key on my laptop isn't working, so i've been using copy-paste",4.001314699792959,5.3672536397515564,5.1070962732919245,82.3437914078675,71.60869565217392,8.099585921325051,30.186853002070393,8.59863814320734,2.3672107660455484,640,27,123,11,12,211,107,161,0.106,0.867,0.028,-0.8640000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,2,5,14,1,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,1,1,28,24,9,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,4,9,1,2,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,2,5,2,17,1,20,17,2,19,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,0,8,83,21,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17249482715437492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141164229152764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004071516953413,0.0,0.13503851157490124,0.19941911990801192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14526220470511295,0.1571416146982831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357341849569077,0.0,0.10760590562643924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15864619752126485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16133750947808398,0.15014915024503564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922252303534848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478409880890794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831868192349385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701163389792464,0.14388863284196218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18050525658696268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823365377524492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617770026760905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961557865299065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16850980451756944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690588610860966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130842325473823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074844923362646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881484978800581,0.0,0.1475799297319354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636948289869785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524579530446782,0.0,0.0,0.10411699063373103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5140391972508627,0.17926621451354094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ethas,2018/03/24,"My coworker cussed at me in Spanish last night I work at a grilled sandwich shop in the mall. Last night was fairly busy, and it was an hour or so til closing, so we had to clean up for pre closing. We had a fairly new coworker on shift(me, 1 other, and her). Earlier I asked her if she wanted to clean the front or the back, and she said she didn't care. Bit later on, I asked her if she could start on the back so I can clean the front. She said some stuff about me in Spanish to my coworker, and when I asked him, he basically told me that she was mad at me telling her what to do, saying I'm not the manager(she's 17, I'm 23 if that matters). I was tired and I wanted to get things ready so we could go home. Before I thought she seemed nice, but lately I noticed she has a temper and a bit of an attitude, while also a bit lazy(talking with people while working). Guess it was my mistake to ask her. Not sure if this means I was in the wrong or not, but now I'm starting to be afraid of her, as ridiculous as that sounds. I'm even more scared if I say anything about her, because I always feel like if I say anything about her to the manager, she'll say something about me, possibly along with the coworker, because I have the constant feeling the other coworker doesn't like me either. Sorry for the long post, just wanted to vent. 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I feel like people from the neighborhood secretly want to yell at me for always wearing the same unfashionable clothes over and over again like black and grey jackets, sweats and shoes. Idk how I'll make it in the summer, my body not being well hidden over big clothing",12.072962962962967,8.074589876543211,10.527654320987654,67.67444444444446,57.641975308641975,13.762962962962966,43.049382716049394,11.20814326018867,4.611004938271607,344,13,63,6,3,107,59,81,0.099,0.7829999999999999,0.119,0.171,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,3,0,2,5,5,2,0,18,9,7,0,1,3,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,3,0,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,6,6,5,9,8,1,13,0,0,2,0,1,8,0,2,5,38,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217305682724474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15920044945710274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900894072951067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641002504224044,0.3731448969972663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148423001664639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3827681216593474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743260404530423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810551623045104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26253749991560577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29896522498269623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540386803913323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696276336297671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,symmetricus,2018/03/24,"Overthinking..do I have anxiety? Warning: a wall of text. People mention that I could have anxiety when I describe my feelings + physical symptoms to them, so I thought I'd ask for more opinions on here. I tend to overthink a lot of simple situations. This often leads to indecision and stems from (what I think) a lack of self-confidence. My thoughts always tend towards some type of ""Shit. I did xx wrong. (Insert worst case scenario) will happen."" A few weeks back, I felt queasy out of the blue. Last block math class on a Friday. I was replaying all these scenarios in my head; how every little thing that could go wrong went wrong. My hands are usually sweaty and cold, so I didn't notice that they were colder and sweatier than normal. I excused myself because I thought I needed to go to the bathroom, but in the bathroom I found it hard to breathe. I started crying for some odd reason. All I could think in my head was how much I've disappointed everyone around me: my parents, friends, teachers. In particular, this one image of not being good enough at school repeated. How my teachers were probably disappointed in my lack of effort, my bad grades, or just how I spoke in class (I think I often come across as rude). I can't stop thinking about how rude I am, how stupid I am, and how undeserving of everything I am. I want to be a better person, and this is making me overthink every little step I make. Today I made a mistake and apologized for doing it. But I can't let go of the fact that this person's perception of me has changed for the worse. That I could've done better. That I maybe should've. Fuck. tl;dr: I'm a stupid person who overthinks too much. I get really scared and nervous when this happens and can't breathe. I make a lot of mistakes. I think people don't respect me anymore. Do I have anxiety?",3.1674364406779683,5.32640934180791,4.157708333333336,84.95740995762712,75.63841807909606,6.910875706214689,26.59922316384181,7.8658589789855275,1.670525706214689,1433,55,273,22,32,463,192,354,0.245,0.705,0.05,-0.9969,1,0,0,0,0,0,58.0,0,0,2,4,19,23,6,3,14,0,29,8,6,13,3,64,61,23,0,10,5,1,4,0,1,1,1,1,0,3,17,11,0,2,13,0,0,7,6,18,0,1,15,7,49,5,39,39,14,33,0,2,1,1,13,16,2,9,10,192,66,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754393267851415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080720759685933,0.0,0.08991386799190165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070977088930369,0.08475816964922234,0.0,0.0,0.06971466464025129,0.0757002674769443,0.05526765145007023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16036906389583028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959100019841961,0.07809861036257988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2895498319504358,0.0,0.09958963961046052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278027740740742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367967097387453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277588263839642,0.0866328961633583,0.08148254222145522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04584220910806761,0.0,0.08705121472663245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940789014049124,0.07004642480380031,0.08381698024213127,0.047367956771570185,0.0,0.1545785345044166,0.0760442744386375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603469350272205,0.0,0.08121672219908274,0.0,0.18609389349126398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390288443037607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270961057273586,0.0,0.0,0.1817373671213836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15415779623818146,0.0,0.08578803210907059,0.18155584752338907,0.0,0.09108371024816292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329626508819534,0.06722586486922086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883101785970296,0.0,0.10322103928884686,0.0,0.0,0.06143595995504199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067112999567586,0.0,0.0,0.1257093637311353,0.2374917138105585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775062862773697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058081384219044074,0.09321721738181367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077001823838464,0.09175634107304496,0.0,0.0,0.09458184344858947,0.0,0.09306481921329876,0.0,0.10190961572269698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06417211906410017,0.0,0.0,0.07579877767829872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423413076114012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023282626731656,0.29046767260450995,0.0,0.2159301666267927,0.0,0.0,0.08593843331611349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09985307860898354,0.0,0.0534757039111933,0.0,0.07272482169831425,0.0,0.0,0.08404600833984108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239389114874058,0.0,0.29737903964990725,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gforceJs,2018/03/24,"Help (Lexapro) There’s something going on and I don’t know what to do. I’ve been taking lexapro for 2 months, and since that, I’ve noticed my libido decreased a lot and i also noticed I’ve been experiencing genital anesthesia but the most annoying thing is I can’t cum, and it’s like I feel I need to, I feel like the semen got stucked or something ‘cause when i jerk off a lit bit of semen comes out, and i have the feeling the semen can’t come out, and actually feels like my pelvis hurts, it’s a weird sensation and I feel desperate ‘cause I don’t feel the relaxing sensation when you cum. I can’t maintain an erection, I can’t. I was taking 15 mg of lexapro, I’ve been tappering off, today was the last day I took it. Is this just a withdrawal symptom? Or what’s going on? This is so annoying, please help! 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Big mistake.. So I was on effexor for about a week and didn't like all the side effects so I decided to just stop taking it. I didn't think the withdrawals would be bad after only taking it for a week, i was wrong. Completly feel like shit physically and mentally. Always feel anxious and depressed and feel suicidal. Constant panic attacks. Dialated pupils, headaches , weakness, fever , horrible cramps and diarrhea. Legit feel like I'm dying.",4.000120481927709,7.2000553373494025,4.849409638554222,75.07796987951811,79.96385542168676,8.139277108433738,31.19156626506024,8.841846274778883,3.60685638554217,375,19,56,10,10,121,59,83,0.406,0.594,0.0,-0.9899,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,4,11,2,1,4,0,6,4,1,1,1,17,14,7,2,2,1,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,4,5,4,3,6,8,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,8,31,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15110543204585633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515588108847224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2065957850929397,0.0,0.0,0.15162809784436626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904037472028354,0.19624467550504304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15641148718887296,0.0,0.1884717353805442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3672888986901928,0.2594696105944413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26616120513539865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183009704956148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381146947174414,0.0,0.2130680270407765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931535501295162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640940096863096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182541437900315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986405102098904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730806287954463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636170425874907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913365235742282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12900316018153393,0.19855067722463454,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Xerlos,2018/03/24,"I have recently been diagnosed with panic disorder. Due to symptoms related to the disorder other then anxiety I was not able to watch tv, listen to music, go outside, draw or even have a conversation. For the past months i have lived in a mental isolation cell. I was not able to: - communicate (words physically hurt, unable to write and read) - go anywhere (everything was painfull) - do anything (same, not even a puzzle) I had to be taken in by a psychiatric hospital. Thank god my medications are working a bit. I can tell you, this was the hardest thing I have ever done.",3.483584415584417,6.2429390380952405,5.214632034632036,74.67779220779221,77.66666666666667,9.151515151515152,29.54545454545455,9.573946990214177,3.5281428571428566,449,21,76,14,11,152,74,105,0.156,0.8009999999999999,0.043,-0.8979,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,1,8,0,15,3,0,0,1,11,20,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,3,2,0,0,8,2,9,1,12,11,2,10,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,2,6,57,12,2,0.3593927935968485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1374672517001274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787482343980954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19618192434514906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182388060170964,0.0,0.0,0.411895277793424,0.0,0.0,0.18389180318117548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23737555065655624,0.16254567871704456,0.0,0.0,0.1614995345518699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042512068112676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19236870934199185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15867521056361356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102521475465044,0.18109170292922186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14343194952087546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21083500389134685,0.0,0.0,0.17154054381521666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17974502519543234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774285131036049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677336079503065,0.0,0.0,0.15706257124112255,0.16544029919967715,0.0,0.0,0.119382301309125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082111704300947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xozzslip,2018/03/24,"What can I do for my anxiety affected body? I have anxiety for 1 year. Now some psychological (mind) symptoms are disappearing. But part of symptoms that related to the body as strong as they were always: tense muscule, insomnia, sweaty hands and feet. Is it possible to treat them separately? May be massage or swimming pool or yoga? Any related thoughts or studies are welcome! 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Obviously, it's worse when it's weather I'm experiencing. But, I just saw a video that involved possible flooding and I felt really anxious. I'm constantly worried of the future weather impacts from climate change.",4.496866666666668,7.813634020000002,5.8320000000000025,68.09266666666667,78.8,8.133333333333335,40.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,4.8979333333333335,231,16,32,6,6,77,39,50,0.266,0.7340000000000001,0.0,-0.908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,7,6,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,3,4,0,3,4,1,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457373429739868,0.3628944372452186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33981497434259705,0.0,0.0,0.3471316576543161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084277519220245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21767134526048149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3621345394702401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057858792603216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058289285193007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3262210366938764,0.3273571796536456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChocolateThunderFuck,2018/03/24,"Missing Class I'm doing a course about an hour and a half away from home and it was pushed onto me by my mum (who has paid for it). I really didn't want to, But I've been missing quite a few classes. Sometimes I'll get over half the way there and just stop. I get really bad anxiety about it and I feel really guilty for not going but I still do the work from home. Anyway, not going to class is really stressing me out but going to class is stressing me out even more. I have an exam in 2 weeks and my lecturer sends all the work and practice papers for us... I don't know why I can't just force myself in. Edit: a few of the missed classes were due to snow and being ill but in general has still contributed to my demotivation about going in. I would like to know what you guys do in these kinds of situations. What kind of thing helps you etc.",1.5436235955056183,3.2752941910112376,3.3993117977528087,90.50604634831457,79.0,6.6971910112359545,18.990168539325843,7.6454224807358475,0.3734146067415729,658,14,148,10,16,221,101,178,0.145,0.818,0.037000000000000005,-0.935,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,1,2,0,3,11,9,0,2,10,0,16,1,0,0,1,25,31,11,0,2,8,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,1,8,9,0,1,3,0,1,6,5,6,0,2,5,1,18,3,28,24,5,23,0,3,0,0,8,10,0,0,7,107,26,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046884741229347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13567253582744834,0.0,0.1205715076093528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16104889777249642,0.09537763780311302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730151219873342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089050939119372,0.0,0.3282730267748533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429828995908836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967911173412212,0.0,0.2896984509897047,0.0,0.14220908717613406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30074958632567445,0.1587215862690088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054861692638803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15359168300797732,0.0,0.0,0.3700362121685277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231641468529415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14281948455685248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306428232430571,0.12072840961099796,0.3308291352551333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593575970962652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737005192232514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851733614152377,0.1146213632767929,0.11583237001715638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030236485332256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102560113510526,0.0,0.0,0.10258062806685993,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gurneyhallack,2018/03/24,"Regarding help!. I am sorry, I am new to Reddit and had not learned how to directly link. The link to the individual I mentioned who sounds seriously suicidal is https://www.reddit.com/r/offmychest/comments/86rco2/im_gonna_die_in_about_three_days/ Thank you so much to anybody reading this.",13.275,18.40365951282052,8.48429487179487,51.60028846153847,56.435897435897424,10.053846153846157,35.391025641025635,10.125756701596842,4.710071794871796,247,10,28,6,4,67,31,39,0.184,0.757,0.059,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,21,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687531698823787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2947496882834268,0.0,0.0,0.3872469774658421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40106572043788064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488387761488492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4385821160092209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36914753393499306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MysticalChaos,2018/03/24,Celexa/Citaloporam - did it work for you? I wanted to ask if people that tried Celexa/Citalopram think it helped them or did not help them,2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,1.85923076923077,97.16910256410259,81.30769230769229,5.005128205128205,16.358974358974358,6.42735559955562,-0.4509333333333334,110,2,22,1,3,31,22,26,0.093,0.907,0.0,-0.3089,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,2,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,2,0,14,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4222808088702119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6055332521465667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31315359934409903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894326865379773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3066763082792724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664258040962763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3288447582641626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,that1gingergirl,2018/03/24,"Any good tips for first date anxiety? I’ve been avoiding dating because of my anxiety disorder but finally said ‘fuck it, you can’t hold me back any longer!’ So what are your tips to keep myself calm and have a good time? I’m going on a walk around the city and am expecting it to last like an hour. I’m also aware that it might be weird/awkward because it’s a tinder date and have never met them in person! 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First time home owner and just anxious over everything and I don’t remember having it this bad when we moved into my first apartment. 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I just wanted to see if anyone experiences this type of headache when they're anxious. I get tension headaches a lot with squeezing and throbbing on the sides of my head just above ears, and it's accompanied by a weird all over the head sensation -- it's kind of tingly, but also like pressure? Squeezing? it's hard to describe but it's really encompassing and stressful. I have health anxiety too so it always feels like something terrible is about to happen medically. I haven't found a way to deal with it other than reducing anxiety overall, but it still persists for a while even after calming down! 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I know it sounds so overly dramatic. Grief consumes all of me. I cant leave my house anymore. I wake up having panic attacks. I get flash backs, i cry, i sob. I cannot breath. Im on meds that maybe work? Who knows maybe its worse off them? I cannot cope. I want my Dad. My protector. He always knew what to do, he always knew how to help me and what to say but hes gone... i might as well be gone too. 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Is it worth going to a doctor? I have always been a super optimistic person and have always been interested in life. I've had anxiety my whole life and as I grew older it just kept getting worse. I am at the point now where it is keeping me from living my life. I have so many hopes and dreams and I want to do so much in life. But my anxiety is keeping me from doing anything. I want to hangout with new people and try new crazy stuff but my brain literally will not lead me to do those things. My anxiety has ruined every chance I have with love because it keeps me from opening up to people and being the outgoing person I want to be. I am 17 and my mom thinks I should take more natural approaches to helping it rather than getting prescribed something. The last time I asked her if I could get prescribed something to help she said no. I've been to therapists, stopped drinking caffeine, and tried every natural approach. Is there some way I could go to a doctor by myself and get some kind of drug to help me just live my life? What would they prescribe me and how much do prescriptions usually cost? I want to just do this on my own without my mom knowing.",3.487854763491004,5.148147983122363,4.510179880079949,84.94383077948034,73.38818565400844,7.521119253830777,27.24161669997779,8.20500826718156,1.7981527426160344,940,35,185,15,19,306,130,237,0.081,0.742,0.177,0.9743,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,10,7,0,0,6,0,28,12,1,2,0,42,49,17,0,11,9,2,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,2,10,13,1,5,2,3,2,6,3,2,0,0,6,1,34,5,27,36,7,23,0,2,0,1,13,8,0,4,8,137,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971561881455898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29367848121623874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0789781802953628,0.0,0.08972245705260719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850467871297274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713839325003792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15325438520722567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646630408590016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401769162659268,0.11129902615005044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16172396862068678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005691951440556,0.0,0.10908813455761647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298745077358306,0.0,0.0,0.0953235424994707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25591751155440673,0.0,0.09994184311629188,0.05274463738376911,0.07823137759828973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4067343893624709,0.0,0.0,0.16949307660067855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662001425774847,0.0,0.0,0.09730227143956904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22480648263751796,0.0,0.0,0.1411034295471986,0.0,0.0,0.1853840013214001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307216325170906,0.16760107162061966,0.0,0.0,0.09072617102521052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129296955932456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477704912444094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08023831334521601,0.0,0.0,0.10986692872796973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216028077848577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114328666600294,0.06376066390168969,0.06149607380217425,0.0,0.0,0.05596303817230718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303196892714872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105701475080725,0.0,0.2264311071079861,0.076179458441415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715121227379013,0.0,0.09251522511524167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978054028871092,0.06817696517744867,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,positivevibezz,2018/03/24,"I faced my fear of needles today and went to a physical therapist to get acupuncture done today Edit: I said today twice in the title lol... too bad you can’t edit titles I’m supposed to get blood drawn sometime soon because of health reasons, but I have a really intense fear of needles. When I got to the place I was cringing so hard at the thought of having multiple needles penetrating through my skin and I was nearly panicking at times. When I greeted the physical therapist my hands where sweating so bad that she instantly grabbed a towel from under the bench I was sitting on lol. She said that it happens often in people with needle phobias and that it’s nothing to be embarrassed about though so I didn’t think too much of that part. She prepared the skin with an alcohol solution and when she put the tube (the needle is so thin it needs a thin tube to support it) with the needle up to my skin the anticipatory anxiety was so intense and I kept telling her to just get it over with so I don’t change my mind. The first one just felt like a small pinch and hurt less than I thought it would, but I am a physically sensitive person in general so I could feel it go deep into my skin.. much deeper than I expected. I swear it went like an inch into my arm (she did it around the fold of my elbow because that’s where I get the blood drawn). Then she did the second needle. I thought it was gonna be just like the first one but she hit a knot in my muscle and I felt a sharp, but short stabbing pain. It caught me off guard though and I thought she messed up and struck a nerve until she told me. I tried to play it cool but I was shaking slightly after that. She did 8 needles total and even switched to a thicker needle for the last three times mainly to expose me to my fear, and that hurt a little bit more but wasn’t too bad. She did hit 3 more knots though so that didn’t feel so good. Overall she said I did better than most people (apparently some people freak out but I don’t typically express my fear) which surprised me a bit considering how bad I was sweating and me obviously being on edge. It wasn’t fun at first but I started to get used to it towards the end. At least I can fall asleep tonight knowing that I conquered one more fear and that I have one less thing to worry about. I hope I don’t come off as attention seeking or compliment fishing btw; I just want to share this somewhat short story and maybe someone can relate **Tl;dr:** Got 8 needles total in the fold of my elbow, last 3 were slightly thicker.. was very on edge but collected.. the PT hit 3 knots in my arm which stung for a second, and caught me off guard but it wasn’t too tough to get through.. PT says I did great, and then I go home",3.0803316953316937,4.578367306306308,4.127156019656024,87.93918611793613,74.13513513513513,6.847256347256348,25.946969696969692,7.435244526350478,1.195387387387388,2145,74,448,25,44,696,238,555,0.13,0.75,0.12,-0.7991,2,0,1,0,0,0,48.0,0,1,0,5,32,31,0,7,34,3,37,18,15,3,3,72,79,47,0,6,15,0,14,3,0,2,3,4,1,1,29,25,1,3,12,1,0,10,9,17,0,11,38,19,67,14,67,32,17,69,0,2,0,0,23,37,0,6,24,318,96,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989265479561637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057189012658723976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654971005962089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496763797749324,0.09114252559886288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611662124179521,0.1632308846802552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790831488373338,0.06439666249105659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059687498650387076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650251627132859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06621264294031068,0.0,0.0,0.04937639038926383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4206128691935431,0.07559891921434574,0.0,0.14355716876809907,0.0,0.0,0.19076517255517453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343451421951012,0.0,0.08497241857551736,0.06270274788075572,0.1195802389324597,0.08242001822837114,0.0,0.0,0.06610749799826658,0.0,0.066967719704654,0.0,0.0,0.07946335121331304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749875135341515,0.07425071467408838,0.0,0.0,0.16005814355989434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04108457279577332,0.12187410463986342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10956769734549662,0.07492630046933901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510360197259704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548340736935147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10991020908504896,0.05543147708460183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173149853593706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20262950952246456,0.0,0.07954687493261221,0.0,0.0,0.0809547049196989,0.0,0.15548157830036408,0.06527505704083114,0.07810530712565145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07515158056500071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04789134248615596,0.07686279766340537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333349737408094,0.059449883642609634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06334148786098368,0.0,0.07393672968950818,0.0,0.052913493255787626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483352424081743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534104133044195,0.0,0.0,0.1735976186100201,0.049665326514917285,0.047901361088078284,0.22034555141235812,0.237395296319992,0.08718298692372181,0.0,0.21258310203888967,0.07143365738460812,0.0,0.050755195467933764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456617230825415,0.0,0.0616824752859203,0.044093702055046834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860124802872326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759195113418438,0.0,0.053105332177138816,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TomWintersThe4thMan,2018/03/24,"I was prescribed Zoloft but am second-guessing whether I should take it. Seeking advice. I'm supposed to start on 50 mg of Zoloft per day. I have no problem with depression. I'm totally happy and love and appreciate life to the deepest extent; I consider it a gift. I was prescribed the SSRI solely for my social anxiety. I honestly don't have the worst possible social anxiety, and can deal with it to a fault, but it's bad enough that I'll likely skip a school presentation (even if it's worth a solid chunk of my overall grade) simply out of the fear of getting all awkward and embarrassed and flushed in front of a bunch of faces watching me. So I'm supposed to get on Zoloft but after doing a bunch of online research and reading other peoples' experiences with the drug - including those from a social anxiety forum - I'm starting to trip out over taking the drug. I understand this is about risk vs. reward but I'm starting to fear that the risk (all the side effects, basically) won't be worth the reward. I've read that some people developed suicidal thoughts after taking Zoloft and simultaneously that others had little to no side effects. My sister is on a low dose - 25 mg - for anxiety (and possibly a bit of depression) and it's helped her quite a bit, with what I believe is very few adverse side effects. The big thing that I'm seeking advice on from this sub (which I haven't read about enough) is how Zoloft would likely affect a person who is properly happy but suffers from at times debilitating social anxiety. Another example: I couldn't work as a cashier because I'd probably have issues with face-flushing, sweating, overall awkwardness and strong levels of discomfort being in front of/surrounded by people and in that pressure type of situation. I'm getting the sense that one's *reason* for taking antidepressants is quite important. So again, I have no depression and I fear that Zoloft will destroy my sex drive and make me all foggy with a bad short-term memory and an inability to focus. The last thing I want is to lose my motivation and zeal for life and my creativity, because I write all the time and all of that is extremely important to me. I want to remain feeling constantly inspired and focused and motivated to create. I don't know if losing that will be worth being a bit less socially anxious (plus I'm not insanely anxious to begin with, just enough that I might ruin some of my own chances at success - I'd like to re-enroll in University studies but feel like I'll be quite anxious and on edge even attending a class, let alone presenting in front of one). But man, I do NOT want to lose the desire to do things like I have now. I don't want to become an emotionally numbed zombie (I've seen this zombie thing brought up a few times.) I know meds affect everyone differently, but maybe by getting some advice from people with similar situations as my own who have used Zoloft, it can help me decide if it's worth taking. Because, ultimately, if the few side effects (which will be worse at first and then improve/disappear over some time) are more than manageable and my social anxiety pretty much goes away, then I think Zoloft would be worth trying. As for right now, I've grown too anxious to try it. I feel like if I pop my first pill I'm gonna have a mini panic attack. Oh, and one other thing: I have OCD but it's also an acute form where essentially I do these verbal and action-based repetitions that adhere to certain number and other pattern-based structures I've come up with in my head: it's like this intricate system I must abide by or else something bad will happen. It's irrational and I know it but honestly I don't mind it that much. It only affects me in that it takes up some of my time. But I understand it's a sort of mental off-wiring I have (and which many others have) and am able to use rational thinking to always know that it's nothing beyond that. It's like I have to say certain words a certain way or tap my door a certain number of times in a certain direction before moving on to the next thing; it's like it has to be *perfect*. But lately I've come across a certain self-therapy which involves exposure and consideration of these irrational compulsions and the reasons behind them and I'm finding it slowly easier and easier to simply choose not to do these rituals. It feels amazingly relieving to just not do it and not waste my time with it. I think, based on all of what I described there, that I can manage without meds when it comes to my OCD. It's the social anxiety that really gets me, if anything. And if Zoloft relieves my OCD a bit too, then that would be a nice addition. But it's not exactly necessary, if you know what I mean. But I've also been wondering if the Zoloft might make the OCD worse? Sorry for how long this post is; I wanted to be as detailed as possible so as to yield the most helpful response possible. Thanks in advance to whoever responds, it's appreciated!",6.695291836155517,6.710528108220607,7.346528048434397,73.5124606943525,65.00416233090529,10.485448869548764,33.705817803424466,10.189076152419162,3.3966897398543185,3956,156,719,84,55,1313,393,961,0.147,0.672,0.18,0.9878,1,1,3,0,0,0,104.0,0,1,1,21,22,61,2,11,48,0,66,22,3,17,16,167,126,78,1,22,36,1,4,9,0,13,17,1,1,2,77,51,0,1,30,3,5,13,17,30,0,5,7,7,62,31,115,94,34,86,1,9,2,2,24,39,0,21,40,493,139,14,0.046399582745934184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602340575221006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04805597434279321,0.0,0.07421145911643208,0.03860816983769293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04865400816325939,0.24846887659577765,0.20967328554704934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03818290309923463,0.0,0.0,0.052786223834753634,0.0435939353706687,0.0,0.11622514044296693,0.08485426492969432,0.051244693712809125,0.03948262742603978,0.0522764406339892,0.0,0.0,0.20262530788795796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199073961073644,0.0,0.050141465194595634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029923892329419787,0.047835932412216765,0.11989167788729545,0.0,0.0,0.048477688321727885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10761757018542197,0.0,0.03876089751981232,0.0521932853760758,0.0,0.14382951710052527,0.0,0.061292973597605015,0.0,0.0,0.044336789724175166,0.0,0.04538769530740165,0.0,0.1566372913231321,0.09384409275125737,0.06629574236954076,0.0,0.0,0.04240837803046711,0.07893492276090756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120933456298265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05111437152985973,0.0,0.04103099778525437,0.09878643725956446,0.0,0.0,0.04761935817727475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09330198676011653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04842910939670035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274999861162269,0.037821852807749724,0.05234075036098214,0.0,0.0,0.047446717025628936,0.0655467949842743,0.20401643156588875,0.04650457151918478,0.0,0.04106217062043355,0.0,0.15572779361725486,0.0,0.0,0.04187743498886522,0.0,0.06194416356315172,0.04704189420189304,0.04661461739609413,0.05054274811411195,0.10307895278712637,0.0,0.04675986610957043,0.09844524965635232,0.04685035153919342,0.0,0.0,0.04931541338187848,0.06821806424535595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04934648264209046,0.0,0.0,0.0445216510483907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943246742978546,0.03528897352355848,0.0,0.054439913003763066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12867051369487867,0.04051432593841207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20923423152249845,0.044437974241280286,0.04720505660372038,0.05002659796460747,0.044398134287332684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805500306350228,0.13923641739596562,0.0,0.029724760836264737,0.09541299780482802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03962499014201488,0.0,0.03689881054245174,0.0,0.046958854894382986,0.0,0.0,0.048404884176994685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431015014547698,0.0,0.33108971960568834,0.0,0.03572066567633283,0.0,0.051940534094282835,0.09852559045474192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050753612567032334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093202703537293,0.0,0.0,0.04271850181191191,0.05306196663370912,0.0,0.1849549261983209,0.08919293727167589,0.0,0.0368360858165847,0.18939178884300106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300454187177222,0.0,0.0,0.09660720401538207,0.0,0.08014868368038355,0.0,0.03828451512280751,0.13683838037643875,0.036829829060919854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044727541994109006,0.05031836821428057,0.03377944885540346,0.0,0.09457027769071973,0.09888279694093924,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PyroTracer,2018/03/24,"Always get the feeling that my gf doesnt like me, but I know she does. My anxiety forces me to believe what I know is not true. This started with the last girl I dated, she dated me for about a month, only to find out that she lost feelings about halfway through. I don’t see this new girl much, only 1 period of school and barely that since we sit far away, I get the chance to truly hang out with her about 1 time a week. Texting is so hard because I constantly feel like I’m fucking it up because there’s no reaction that I can see immediately no matter how much she tells me that I’m not messing it up. The times in person with her are a blast, but every second I’m spending talking over text is just giving my mind a million reasons why everything is going terribly even when it’s perfectly fine. I don’t understand why I have to be like this, it’s like a fucking curse that just ruins any interaction I have with anybody. It’s like I know she likes me, she tells me that all the time, but no matter how much I tell myself that she does because I have proof my anxiety just forces the distrust or feeling that something is wrong into my fucking head. I wish I could put more of this feeling into words but it’s just so hard.",5.609893138357705,4.999801114173232,6.305399325084367,82.17039370078744,67.38582677165354,8.989426321709786,31.13498312710911,8.192908349453996,2.0681313835770534,969,33,203,11,14,319,130,254,0.204,0.68,0.115,-0.9773,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,1,0,0,2,14,18,4,0,11,0,15,4,1,3,4,44,39,11,0,2,11,0,7,6,1,0,0,0,0,3,20,10,0,0,11,0,1,3,8,9,0,2,1,9,37,9,24,36,5,27,0,2,2,3,20,10,3,1,19,136,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919219751743583,0.0,0.0,0.07289412670179479,0.0,0.1640029278142935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071026185620817,0.0,0.0,0.19602945152860365,0.0,0.0,0.12076849636066282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158362980232178,0.0,0.08558396165178338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760860239717897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079919911421577,0.0,0.09031374802027196,0.0,0.0963371136746446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27099707431427417,0.07657787163762719,0.0,0.0,0.0979713994625738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972913853683921,0.1120066240357642,0.10282817998326003,0.060919592689106614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920456673408718,0.0,0.1100097522896416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672949522792056,0.0873756559890273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31421111019636866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11701255534890842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823320105076348,0.0,0.08555950370947046,0.0,0.23639500730057786,0.0,0.0,0.10352654665307948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16304844855028086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935957797682687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077574053960497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102110638980682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10848386438777367,0.17083603599495584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867019741796278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825215150537203,0.0,0.0,0.07587093579160832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615674032638806,0.2810711774806065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18751327107722626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11159048536062477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598282802563294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344792525365884,0.0,0.12326532547660846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117197449360166,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kakaismeusenpai,2018/03/24,"Just had a pretty bad anxiety attack about school; feeling hopeless. I always used to get good grades. When I was in middle school, I was that kid that could not study and get all As. And then I went to a college prep high school and school started to kick me in the ass. My freshman year was okay. I generally never went below an 80 on my report card and I finished the year with all high Bs. My sophomore year (which I’m currently in) started better. I got multiple As my first quarter, and even brought the worst grades up in the next one. However, right now in the third quarter my grades have dropped significantly. I think my highest is an 80 and lowest is a 62. I’m able to bring certain things up to a B but everything else is going to stay really low. I’ve been crying violently for the last two hours because I realize this looks terrible. I can definitely try harder next quarter, and plan to, but my final grades for this year will look pretty unsatisfactory to colleges. Not only that but I’m taking all regular classes, so there’s nothing super challenging about it. I am taking one AP class but it’s niche and not really impressive. I’m also taking all regular classes next year because I know I’m not going to be able to excel in any honors/AP courses. A lot of my friends are really smart and have gotten into IB and all of these difficult courses and I just feel hopeless and stupid. I could try hard in junior year but I feel like colleges will just ignore the effort? I don’t know what to do at this point. Two months ago my friend cried about getting a D on her report card. I thought she was overreacting but now I understand and it feels miserable :(",3.3708966565349527,5.307764942249244,4.66605623100304,82.53732142857143,74.34954407294833,7.496352583586629,26.33966565349544,8.306716005460428,1.819995136778116,1322,48,253,23,28,437,175,329,0.189,0.708,0.103,-0.9855,3,0,0,0,0,2,32.0,0,0,0,7,13,24,3,1,15,1,21,1,1,1,7,51,54,25,0,2,13,0,5,1,2,2,0,0,0,1,13,15,0,1,10,0,0,6,6,12,0,9,12,7,30,12,35,37,7,52,0,4,2,1,5,20,1,1,25,165,43,19,0.18048183792203826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999312983346059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216563028998096,0.07508767362486259,0.0,0.0,0.061366919386460536,0.0,0.06903405600492261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10266207292020584,0.0,0.0,0.0753473979667478,0.11002005322541937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981075947052707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441000616399347,0.0,0.1982508241831448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538470833012506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960327589137675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110271919411907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825140802516947,0.06446813053674025,0.0,0.0988545157805252,0.0,0.07675887956864805,0.0,0.0,0.13943982027401047,0.0,0.14144146680166814,0.0,0.1025719876966814,0.07568980137310201,0.07217390655795983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083813826619395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906889709051405,0.0,0.0,0.08886912752774544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918809811412536,0.07355839324824126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044087154759470386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155928834210494,0.0,0.0,0.0767196022548581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07202944056609938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06959935987892711,0.0,0.28791672322784595,0.0,0.0,0.08658859555414107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12229916428265135,0.06863228528140239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530683686088543,0.0,0.0,0.18361491355867526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343193031166354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706525172470607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36531451088513056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774597381614045,0.09618481267612042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20354982131326052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995205674547607,0.05782273710161656,0.0,0.07164120964658559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253532081007652,0.0,0.17630453061308762,0.09394397915535843,0.0,0.07793918006156664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16730847192388895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486731588768984 anxiety,Aridedede,2018/03/24,"Is this my anxiety? When I talk to people I definitely get dry mouth which I know is a symptom of my anxiety but when I am home and comfortable why does this happen? My mouth always feels like I am hungover and have cotton mouth except my mouth is very moist. I am always thirsty too. I do NOT have a dry mouth problem, I just have the sensation of a dry mouth if that makes sense? It’s so frustrating. 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Does this happen to anyone else? My anxiety makes it so that I don’t speak very often, so when I do my voice sounds weird to me. I’ll become fixated on certain words I say and how they sound. Even when I know it’s the right word to use, I’ll go over how it sounds in my head and even spell it multiple times. Does this happen to anyone else here? 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I’ve been trying to kick the porn addiction for a few years now. Being that it’s so difficult to beat shows me that I do indeed have a problem. The issue is that porn & sleeping seem to have always become my way of escaping my problems and what I revert to when feeling anxiety or panic attacks. As of now, I have only masturbated 5 times in the last 95 days. Almost zero porn aside from those 5 relapses. Well, this last relapse was about 5 days ago. I broke a 56 day long streak. I’ve been extremely anxious and depressed over things going south with a girl I liked, and started to peek at porn. Sure enough, I peeked long enough to end up relapsing. My concern is that the following morning, I woke up with a migraine. The migraine felt like it was behind my left eye, radiating down to my teeth (your typical toothache pain), and was in my left temple. This didn’t feel like an ordinary headache, more like pressure. Brain pressure or something, which I see a lot of posts detailing similar problems. Being that it happened the morning after that relapse, I’m almost 100% sure it’s something to do with either anxiety or my dopamine levels being fucked with after looking at porn for 2 straight hours the night before, and being clean for so long. The head pressure has been here for 5 days now. It moves a bit. Sometimes it’ll be in the left side of my head, sometimes it’ll feel like just a toothache, and now it seems like a generalized pressure around my whole head. I feel like I’ll get dizzy at times, but I’ve had this symptom with anxiety. My anxious thoughts are most certainly making me “feel” like I’m going to become dizzy. I know you guys know what I’m talking about here. I have not seen a lot of posts pertaining to anxiety related to lien addiction on here. Even on NoFap I couldn’t find a lot of helpful posts. I just returned from the gym which absolutely made the pressure worse. I normally get headaches after the gym from time to time due to bad posture and tight upper trap muscles, so I’m trying to convince myself that it’s nothing serious, just anxiety and the effects of the relapse. I was hoping that the dopamine levels would’ve regulated themselves to at least alleviate the pressure by now. Can anyone relate to this at all? I’m very scared that I somehow permanently fucked up my brain or brain chemistry by masturbating. Silly I know, but for an anxiety sufferer it’s all too real. Notes - I’ve been extremely stressed lately, and my anxiety has been high leading up to this relapse. The whole girl situation has skyrocketed my anxiety levels and caused a few panic attacks. I’ve been feeling very sad about it, so it’s quite possible that it’s a stress headache, but I’ve never had this issue before, so that’s why I’m a bit concerned ",4.7674666666666665,6.361932146666671,5.500666666666671,79.3736666666667,70.03333333333333,8.533333333333335,31.333333333333336,9.029198982220553,2.7789833333333327,2488,108,451,48,45,808,262,600,0.181,0.7440000000000001,0.075,-0.9963,0,0,2,0,0,0,68.0,0,2,0,5,26,47,5,14,39,1,38,26,10,5,6,73,75,25,0,6,12,0,9,8,0,2,8,0,1,4,38,18,0,2,16,4,0,5,4,31,1,2,18,13,41,16,73,48,17,78,0,5,4,8,10,33,2,14,43,286,79,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371915221587876,0.0,0.0,0.048217317546498786,0.0,0.10893618716850273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04526046437407203,0.058936265569576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4161153597617816,0.1229002865273338,0.0,0.03803380075037487,0.0,0.0,0.048422512045724286,0.0,0.1856443089655728,0.0,0.0,0.045417017956777286,0.0,0.12014859258541975,0.09257118685104793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876910466751499,0.0,0.0,0.1821662828011396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05587799061103533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031944724683726,0.0,0.04684978195528569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817725723348853,0.11240782735942824,0.0,0.03592696130841915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502053456074428,0.15543736459322205,0.052227115097088314,0.0,0.04971545895802122,0.04626781422830155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005734173369762,0.08525642306054475,0.0,0.061827135810826626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077179351405491,0.04810075228375822,0.0,0.04872666178662791,0.0,0.2232972216356692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0364593924510386,0.057470627051913574,0.0,0.054025872126093576,0.05356748699552945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354715800993136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968115199815956,0.08867732548644655,0.06135920653541627,0.0,0.1772988915867878,0.0,0.0,0.2125946910875665,0.0,0.0,0.1444118888541899,0.04567756223770013,0.0,0.0,0.1387324173337779,0.0,0.0514692579647873,0.03630865720802129,0.05514734279206833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05781259562021559,0.0,0.0,0.041952283193594064,0.0,0.0,0.05104542142268328,0.053294923092334974,0.052192854766797366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04136936134696696,0.05787943337654386,0.19146018213705893,0.0,0.0,0.05192557079638944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132146720157941,0.2083790408567663,0.0,0.0,0.15614416717768706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05785509664344484,0.0,0.061912689317590364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05445824282622632,0.0,0.043345261896063636,0.09903716358441077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061141538881030535,0.054433642249988215,0.0,0.0,0.08375087050530902,0.10759482440432036,0.0,0.03850060747468752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461710958437057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10253207980802473,0.05653656653490015,0.0,0.043720125578993234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03613719532765628,0.0,0.0,0.04318304537072607,0.1268711533292649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07386039884252844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976208611177174,0.0,0.04317571055874051,0.0,0.0,0.04890706150545118,0.0,0.04908244876167441,0.12145871923490124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05543249916094301,0.038640192192211376,0.0,0.0,0.03502818399636251 anxiety,coopgaim1,2018/03/24,Could my frequent chest pains be anxiety? A few months ago in what was a stressful moment in my life although I didn’t really have panic attacks or anything like I started feeling a pain in my chest about 5am. The best way I can describe it is a dull ache on my upper left breast it doesn’t really seem to radiate anywhere and last from a few minutes to what seems like the whole day. I’ve had many ekgs and blood test all negative. This pain has led me to being a full blown hypochondriac. I’ve thought I’ve had so many diseases it’s crazy all within the past 5 or 6 months. Back to the chest pain I was experiencing it pretty much everyday for months and then all of sudden it seemed to stop. I still thought I had every condition under the sun but now I haven’t thought about the chest pain in like 3 weeks until this morning when I woke about 5:30 (way earlier than I normally do as I’m homeschooled) and after being awake a couple minutes I started feeling it again and pacing and trying not to panic I went back to my room started watching YouTube and it away but but then I hopped on google and found out there is a type of heart condition called Prinzmetal Angina that hits at night and the early hours of the mourning and now all I’m thinking about is how I’m gonna die and my parents won’t take me the doctor because they say it’s just anxiety. If it helps I’m 16 and just started homeschool this year due to money problems and I absolutely hate homeschool. 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For Good Friday, I’d organised a 4 mile walk for some friends and my family. It was a cross country walk ending up at a pub for lunch. It had been agreed and everyone was on board. So I booked the tables for food at the pub, but when I got home this evening, was told that it should be a shorter walk and not cross country because our kids are toddlers and won’t go on our backs/fronts any more. I’m so annoyed that they left it so late because I’d spent ages finding a decent route that ended up at a pub. I’m also annoyed because it’s always the mums who have to change plans. (They did a similar thing at Christmas and we ended up having a disappointing meal at a shitty pub) So here I am, at 2.20 in the morning, anxious as hell, unable to sleep, tired as fuck after a really stressful week. I have a good mind to just take the car tomorrow and fuck off for a couple of days.",4.194095022624435,4.507287323529411,5.337843137254903,84.74260180995478,70.37254901960785,8.237707390648566,27.947209653092013,8.139509932561175,1.6579205128205132,770,25,164,10,13,256,126,204,0.228,0.7290000000000001,0.043,-0.9929,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,2,2,9,11,6,1,17,0,15,7,1,0,0,14,25,15,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,1,12,7,3,0,1,5,1,7,3,8,0,1,9,0,11,3,27,13,2,36,1,1,0,2,10,17,3,1,12,102,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11912472417673782,0.12394817829058034,0.0,0.0,0.10129915468226897,0.0,0.11395539465730405,0.16828447119490814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694655900723082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724172526808999,0.0,0.0,0.16782897535258626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758186787171174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482343511587033,0.0,0.0960680590970144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39580790995253823,0.0,0.0,0.09838788592380678,0.0,0.0,0.14233941522394686,0.0,0.0,0.1404279590597732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614841685665285,0.12670685920691135,0.18012523997039226,0.0,0.11508754280014598,0.27542562887440675,0.0,0.0,0.08465844262378258,0.24988423645250546,0.11913838591760025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833946290247242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14942086428643075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680354361493723,0.0,0.16184746760803292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040898726794752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542876472174062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906941163582654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063527661979544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200076002353736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896362291766043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17120971407112626,0.0,0.14233941522394686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948819733885452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592653666327768 anxiety,rings-of-saturn37,2018/03/24,"Obsessing over things you've done wrong The anxiety that has been taking over my mind lately is obsessing over everything I've ever done wrong. I also have severe ADHD so my lack of impulse control has caused me to do bad stuff all throughout my life. When I get anxious they all replay in my head over and over. Its bad too, I've totaled a car, gotten arrested, nearly screwed up my career and ruined friendships. Theres even shit I did as a child that disturbs me. The only advice I've gotten from therapists was to try to make amends with those you have hurt because thats the best you can do. I was able to make amends with most people and resolved pretty much all of those bad situations. With some people its just not the same anymore and I think it triggers the anxiety of it all. I used to be suicidal because of all of this, luckily not anymore, but it still makes me anxious all the time. 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Strategies to cope? Ever since I could remember I’ve had trouble sleeping. Either I can’t fall asleep, I sleep too much, I can’t sleep enough, or I’m restless and always wake up multiple times a night. But the biggest problem is that every night, sometimes (most times) multiple times a night, I have really vivid nightmares. They cause me to wake up feeling anxious or in the middle mild to moderate panic attacks, which makes me feel uneasy the rest of the day. It also poses a problem the next night because I go to sleep anxious from that build up. Once, because I hold my breath when I’m anxious, I held my breath while sleeping and woke up because I stopped breathing. Though it’s never happened again, the panic attacks & anxiety happen in different levels every night. I never wake up refreshed and I’m constantly tired through out the day. Does any one else have this problem? What are ways to cope? I’m not sure how to help it but I’m now beginning to realize the impact it has on my life. (Also, Im in the process of getting a psychologist but I can’t for awhile.) 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Recently my anxiety has been back in full force.. I freak out putting any medicine in my body. I cannot drink caffeine because it triggers an attack. I'll take advil and freak the fuck out, let alone any other drugs. When I was younger I did not mind popping pills, smoking weed, trying out crazy stuff here and there. Now..forget it. If I take any sort of medicine I am not drinking that day. I freaked out after taking Theraflu because I felt like it was still in my system after 3 days and did not drink. (Mind you my friends are bartenders so every Saturday we go out for a few drinks) I used to get crazy drunk, now I'm a 2 drink kind of girl. If I feel a buzz I get anxious. I just don't feel like I'm the type to take risks anyway. I'm living such a lawful Vanilla life...if that makes sense.",2.139195769798328,3.965178453271033,3.249360550909987,91.82719380226268,77.55140186915888,6.000590260698477,24.347270044269557,6.8360192770164,0.7545084112149536,815,28,175,8,19,262,133,214,0.189,0.742,0.069,-0.9626,0,1,6,0,0,0,29.0,1,1,0,1,12,12,2,1,10,0,18,13,2,3,1,33,38,10,0,3,9,0,3,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,7,12,6,0,4,6,0,3,6,6,0,0,10,3,24,6,20,25,4,27,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,5,13,105,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095553185376507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158003882669312,0.0,0.24276232599660605,0.1195003529794607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09416588756819998,0.0,0.2406781527459935,0.0,0.08133765218306033,0.0,0.12896400015169654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110087126016398,0.0,0.0,0.11749681139088833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364376271991075,0.0,0.0,0.10736363066722343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5181165790465876,0.1226702542519565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891235127367109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10697025307304647,0.07556866000859974,0.10156459135370527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172472415608341,0.09779113793560004,0.2210610012908943,0.0,0.060116739853650514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047380086347592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534882546643758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425965513198927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015272756255932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081663678324334,0.07471495585960547,0.10335671846002303,0.0,0.09340494485783132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060841720013054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136136144015976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633728200643484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444416883886946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447538160681131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12109184192475993,0.0,0.0,0.09969561564896863,0.0,0.3181310851024156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677790208032865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107652976756856,0.0,0.0718171127365343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913592398350221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779801094756736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aussiemetalhead,2018/03/24,"Ok.. Let’s discuss what calms you.. What do you do when you have an anxiety attack, also what makes you the most calm? For me if you see headphones on I am happy. Music, especially metal music is where my happy place comes from",2.6163333333333334,4.565966133333337,4.268611111111113,84.49625000000003,76.55555555555556,6.277777777777778,20.13888888888889,7.1686216300943375,0.5482222222222219,176,4,34,2,4,59,36,45,0.08900000000000001,0.684,0.227,0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,5,0,0,3,6,1,0,2,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,5,3,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,2,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24099149662832195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305338484275585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3428319894192232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25958850729851235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.641590709715366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30815336289688994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20115514318418928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148492375929505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401389374744666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_jessicaelyse,2018/03/24,"Started Lexapro... anxious stressed and Stupid Lately I've just been drowning in all aspects of my life. I don't think I'm depressed but I just am overwhelmed by very stressful life situations. My boyfriend just graduated medical school and didn't match into a residency, its really affected our life plans together, he's absolutely crushed and struggling so hard to adapt to the news, I'm in a very stressful and chaotic time at work... I am working really hard but just feel like I don't understand what's really being asked of me/working totally non-strategically and just whinging everything I'm doing. I recently was prescribed Lexapro and counselling after seeing my doctor on Tuesday. Today is day three on Lexapro and I haven't really noticed much other than I'm yawning a lot (not overly tired) and I had some pretty strange dreams. I'm praying that it helps me get some of my concentration and focus/intelligence back. Did anyone have experience with actually feeling like a complete idiot!? I am so stressed I can barely think, I forget names, I forgot my own postal code the other day, can't follow what people are saying or respond in an intelligent way. It's like my mind is just shut down. Has anyone had any success with Lexapro taking the edge off during a very anxiety inducing period of life and improving that feeling of utter stupidity? At this point I'd gladly take a lesser paying, less intensive job just so I can regain some of my intellectual confidence. Thank you all <3 <3 EDIT: The Lexapro has not made me feel stupid, I've been feeling that way ever since all this anxiety took over in my life. I'm wondering if the Lexapro could help with that and get me back to my normal level of cognitive function. Does stress and anxiety do that to a person? Make them feel stupid and incapable of remembering things? 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Until about 5 years ago, my girlfriend at the time was raped, and I feel like I’m still not over it. We’ve long since split up for unrelated reasons, but in the meantime it’s still affects me other relationships. Whenever my girlfriend goes out, or drinks in public, or really just being out at night, I feel like a train wreck. I’ll never forget how hopeless and terrible I felt when this happened to that girl 5 years ago, and I never want to feel that way again, also I never want to see someone I love hurt like that again. I feel ridiculous for feeling this way, and if I’m honest I’ve never told anyone that I still feel this way to this day. Is there something wrong with me? I don’t want to feel this way, if you guys have any words of support I’d greatly appreciate them. TL;DR My girlfriend of 5 years ago was raped, and I’m still not over it",2.54750141003948,4.597336274111679,3.7128510998307966,87.93654117315286,77.12182741116752,6.408234630569656,23.127185561195716,7.3871296695380915,0.9278045121263396,774,24,156,10,18,251,110,197,0.165,0.6779999999999999,0.157,-0.1656,0,0,2,0,0,1,24.0,0,1,1,0,12,15,4,0,3,0,8,5,0,4,4,39,27,14,0,5,8,0,8,3,3,0,1,0,0,3,13,10,1,0,9,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,5,9,19,7,24,21,1,36,0,2,1,3,14,10,0,4,25,95,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813176729809023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845967115119495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387568028860434,0.0,0.08092569962849754,0.0,0.0,0.07396775588906425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822296493954913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362962163014132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744186689811783,0.15114651722202135,0.10157077189435018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166290049161565,0.0,0.20948876457664206,0.0935458627013581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090586235075218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324567995358673,0.0,0.0,0.11041268950083603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471950251130091,0.15504451208627718,0.0,0.0,0.093616933109515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547564025267953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263535256567356,0.0,0.0,0.0992726258369073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13553793697989105,0.10876522232397487,0.0,0.11357415250914495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08429743248428817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750694707561489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963180132605669,0.08143892830605776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3379220888505291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12004425294256227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168443801090937,0.0,0.0,0.10108268060805488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18718527504448107,0.33587076294649154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810585213307954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11565995449649835,0.0,0.2043673873209713 anxiety,1000ancestors,2018/03/24,"Medications Looking for input on anxiety medications. Currently I'm not on any. The only things that help me are: punching bag to get the stress out, weighted blanket, avoiding fodmap foods What kind of medication would help that type of inner-stress?",6.290116279069767,9.341997953488372,6.1652906976744175,70.00747093023259,69.46511627906978,8.951162790697676,34.00581395348837,9.516144504307137,3.907283720930233,204,10,30,5,4,64,36,43,0.14300000000000002,0.745,0.112,-0.128,1,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,1,1,7,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,1,17,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951360307824592,0.0,0.15694432741033298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480763172449429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718591740447568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27502444655219743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21363915099364986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227997272783918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6200214281425116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1560309284356074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4700126536721781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362970071194125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498256124713505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14573744593528942,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lukemalcool,2018/03/24,"Zoloft and side effects I am just starting to take Zoloft for the first time after taking lyrica for 6 months (which started to make me depressed so i stopped taking it). My doctor started me on 25mg a day and in a few days she wants me to raise my dose to 50mg. Im already having trouble sleeping with mild nausea and digestive problems. Will the raise in dose make me feel awful? Also, I have a graduation ball tomorrow and it is open bar. Can I have any drink being on Zoloft? I don't want to get addicted to drugs, how bad is Zoloft for withdrawal? Any insight on this is much appreciated. 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My dad had a heart attack yesterday, my older, racist, bigotted brother is driving to my house and spending the night with his 5 year old son. He just told me. Together, we are driving another 3 hours to spend weekend in the ICU with dad. We don't get along, and he's making this some kind of bonding thing. I have done my best to avoid him for years, he was horrible bully when we were children and he is still an antagonistic asshole as a 40 year old. I can't say no, because - well, dad had a heart attack. I have to just do this, things will be fine. sigh.",2.952455648926236,4.146822714285714,4.242296918767508,88.19763772175537,73.95798319327731,7.3056956115779625,25.827264239028946,7.793537801064563,1.2533185807656384,449,15,98,6,9,148,85,119,0.168,0.726,0.105,-0.8809999999999999,0,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,3,0,0,1,5,9,2,1,7,0,15,2,2,1,0,16,19,5,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,9,0,1,1,1,2,2,3,3,2,0,6,2,13,5,11,11,3,16,0,0,0,0,17,1,0,2,14,62,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17745125109597207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3850445960660828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10316036328790312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17759528405814476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17317991396734872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556721375759248,0.1208971559582107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841511264822638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40107410929001175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16665637239890116,0.1952674230075978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622585185230932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08267668971216563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14387235431887646,0.0,0.0,0.11296160108218338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588098534954145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35515451457420305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13457760916100164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13514641365330293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22485631564087868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16040920445647486,0.16170546072450984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15215709962031002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3269335787793561 anxiety,UnhealthyPersona,2018/03/24,"Seriously, f*ck anxiety!!! I've been struggling with anxiety for years, just thinking that's how life is. Finally realizing I'm not exactly normal I decided to tell my doctor about it a few months ago. She gave me sertraline (Zoloft) to try. Depsite some side affects at first like being really tired and trouble finishing in bed, its been great. I feel like I'm finally at the point where I say f you anxiety I don't care about you anymore! I don't want to be afraid anymore. I don't f*ing care anymore! I want to have fun and live my life. I feel like a normal human for once. I've fallen in love, I've gone out dancing and singing which I would never do before. I danced sober with a cute boy. I went to NYC with a friend I just met and used public transit. I made some friends in college. Met with an old friend from years ago. Serious, anxiety can suck my dick. Im so over it and so much happier. If you have been afraid like me, ask your doctor. Try meds if you haven't. I was afraid, butbyou can always go off it or try others. Doctors are not judgemental. They deal with this stuff all the time. Wake up! Become the person you've always wanted to!",0.7803744265206447,3.2285298197424908,2.5846499926002693,90.8422317596567,87.7124463519313,6.1322480390705945,20.910019239307392,7.503015589744147,0.9116702382714219,900,30,188,17,29,297,138,233,0.142,0.701,0.157,0.8954,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,5,1,1,8,21,1,4,8,0,18,10,2,4,3,38,39,11,0,8,7,0,2,4,3,1,7,1,1,3,9,11,0,0,5,3,0,6,7,8,0,1,10,3,26,13,25,26,5,30,0,0,0,2,22,12,2,5,16,109,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18224687702081827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710708663278923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31455804120105235,0.0,0.3058413419318038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961014243377022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353133527193375,0.08747277204629128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961701613919367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10597930999789433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31565160402287185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395461837612968,0.14687655655119505,0.0,0.22521842585624116,0.0,0.08743917205219584,0.0,0.0,0.2382623841902675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058421968444215835,0.0,0.0,0.1133341803100554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103852242850316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1452172823798193,0.20088590828674147,0.0,0.0907717343672052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277840821324017,0.09726911412705166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11418441891701528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205167508796021,0.0,0.07556770625702765,0.0,0.07928347101176156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143869026467687,0.0,0.0,0.10786827806416947,0.10947557072107528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897584742570241,0.0,0.0,0.09717649902428012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06585446304534122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08174839046376282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746586245893164,0.11767810072539575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08984920798333391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658682394319658,0.0,0.0,0.059941823433017974,0.1181501596628313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20937747643647645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887837005087544,0.0,0.0,0.1818972024028622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952939539018376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07302411988932879,0.0,0.0,0.13239594124852386 anxiety,Carvillous,2018/03/25,My minds creating things that never happened I went to a party the other night and I blacked out at patches and I just can’t help feel extreme remorse and anxiety. I feel sick. I know I wouldn’t have done anything that dumb but the hypothetical memories have become a reality and I just can’t deal with it anymore,2.9565053763440865,5.329496370967746,4.617419354838713,80.36279569892473,77.2258064516129,7.359139784946238,29.68817204301075,8.344100000000001,2.4446688172043007,253,12,47,5,6,85,44,62,0.13,0.775,0.095,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,4,0,6,1,0,0,1,15,11,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,8,0,4,8,0,5,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,2,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22150611412364213,0.0,0.28715729506709703,0.0,0.0,0.23827622296781195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197868960695996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2985148946821442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963117268882887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928118890082357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560494457810632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19408027499301547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159129938555311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923644852372943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2233199763197276,0.0,0.0,0.27172447923131865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923651584728493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684171524934193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RemarkableChef,2018/03/25,"Questions for long term Paxil users First of all, Paxil has changed my life. I’ve only been on it for about 6 weeks, but I have become the person I always wanted to be. That said, I have a couple of questions: 1. I still have moments when anxiety catches me. It’s typically in social situations with a lot of stranger that I don’t know. Am I feeling the peak of Paxil? Will those symptoms get better? Or is it time to talk to my doc about a dose increase? 2. Does Paxil where off at some point? In other words, will I have to continue raising my dose for it to work in the long term? 3. Now that I know I live my best life while on Paxil, does it mean I’ll have to use it (some other med) for the rest of my life? I would really appreciate some help. Thank you!!",0.5460932297447272,2.6322099874213842,2.6777728449870537,92.52289678135408,84.34591194968553,5.250610432852387,18.786903440621533,6.522977012572876,-0.03099955604883453,584,15,130,6,17,197,96,159,0.013,0.82,0.16699999999999998,0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,0,4,6,3,0,0,7,0,14,6,0,1,1,18,23,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,1,0,1,12,1,0,0,6,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,2,2,17,3,25,17,10,24,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,7,13,90,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292600183193083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883899065022847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17156705629745198,0.0,0.0,0.16302566683033765,0.13739059599553707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643350907516828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17188699774660454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718880356992953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07854742402438139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213692341545338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116168609881216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10412490904162816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074780400499667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291756624073713,0.0,0.0,0.1371730476268395,0.2749520088075208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320693093044425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692169448747092,0.17255398768722438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11814736060530467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564182231401276,0.0,0.0,0.146851843492847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480453423004753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951839588318163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477692789878439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17461500992376303,0.0,0.15835531850783038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240592300769933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146360244148114,0.0,0.12486094235702355,0.0,0.14302139547133474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09058329289329564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341687570836419,0.0,0.0,0.09162688430247487,0.0,0.12460890341407488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130934772671551,0.0,0.0,0.11035308673253624,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,oppositewerewolf,2018/03/25,Have to have a tooth extracted on the 21st I'm exceptionally anxious.,2.471538461538458,5.428191923076927,5.098846153846154,70.08365384615385,91.30769230769228,8.753846153846155,29.57692307692308,8.841846274778883,3.6664153846153855,57,3,10,2,2,20,12,13,0.187,0.813,0.0,-0.3167,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NaptimeMarx,2018/03/25,"Urgent Please help (potential Trigger) It’s the middle of the night where I am, I’ve just woken up really anxious and my heart is going so fast. I know nobody has broken in to my house but my body doesn’t and it’s telling me that someone is going to come in and hurt my parents and I literally can’t leave my bed I can’t turn a light on and I’m terrified. None of my friends are awake so I’m posting here in hopes someone is awake. Please someone tell me how to stop this I’m so scared I’m having thoughts of what I’d do if someone were to come up the stairs now I don’t know what to do Update, thank you to everyone to your support, I’m sorry for not replying at the time but honestly you’re all angels, it really helped me calm down ❤️",0.8911111111111083,2.583542185185188,3.117061728395061,91.9507777777778,80.85185185185185,6.29530864197531,21.91111111111111,7.3011,0.6226118518518517,582,18,134,8,15,199,97,162,0.157,0.6970000000000001,0.146,-0.4756,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,1,5,0,14,2,2,2,1,20,31,12,0,2,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,1,3,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,3,1,16,6,19,28,2,22,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,2,6,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16212997693159978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941170754211462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24724921681963274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713378271241325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108785648896328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16312463357075735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17006478788200452,0.19238882590277287,0.0,0.0,0.1425417897551444,0.0,0.16559589414952933,0.15363471145062949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15774308875921794,0.0,0.0,0.15196061036992195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467817255060338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593553197183678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31507056387225485,0.0,0.0,0.13744674663399795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838774940205536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368255604005994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863958056209359,0.0,0.0,0.16065217984351002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119984134991885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628579930792566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508751334337351,0.13212841483830598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11393408994591593,0.0836841708989196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15610202724090375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Avoiding_Working,2018/03/25,"DAE get really anxious watching sporting events? I'm not huge into sports, mainly just American football, but no matter what game I'm watching I get anxious. Towards the beginning of a game, I'll decide who I want to win usually based on silly reasons like which team colours I prefer or I'll lean towards the home team. I don't actually care in the grand scheme of things but I get really anxious at the time. Does anyone experience this or have any tips on how to deal with it? 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My girlfriend works in photography and needs a new camera ASAP, but we’ve also been together 3 1/2 years and been talking about a holiday for so long but she’s so worried about the whole thing.... massive anxiety.... it’s her birthday coming up and my options are a camera or a holiday... which do I go for 😣 I’ve thought about each but cannot make my mind up for many reasons, any advice?? I know which would be easier for her but also want to challenge her... don’t want to panic her tho 😪 ",2.761357142857144,3.952369361904765,4.58779761904762,85.54741071428572,74.42857142857143,7.5357142857142865,26.458333333333336,8.07648339933343,1.5696904761904764,393,14,83,6,8,134,68,105,0.08,0.799,0.121,0.292,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,8,2,0,1,5,0,9,0,0,2,0,20,18,13,0,4,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,3,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,11,1,13,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,2,3,58,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21361921757989566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3496382202220458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865955156613292,0.0,0.16723296380341598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18830968094681486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24847761378094885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12014012055489247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934593986577933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592117820634587,0.22163213552799932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22072970568117725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209355206353618,0.0,0.2111310018651777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564869969988787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22476333935296103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17570719289521652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14523208856425324,0.0,0.0,0.17354871657557064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578789224333774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24406575149073684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591477450854993,0.2220049674221265,0.0,0.15529140443016692,0.0,0.0,0.14077507328055874 anxiety,Pasosdecer0,2018/03/25,What film gives you anxiety? Mulholland Dr. for me. I identify with Rita as an amnesiac - not sure if I should dig into the past for closure or move forward as is. ,2.596145833333331,4.761047156250001,5.16375,77.03958333333338,77.4375,9.266666666666666,29.416666666666664,9.725611199111238,3.3065916666666664,127,6,24,4,3,45,29,32,0.116,0.884,0.0,-0.3944,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,3,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3632700282111243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4555332803047906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5047057924979521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533118791597082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475541535612807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mythosopher,2018/03/25,"Tips for Crisis Anxiety / Panic Attacks Any advice for coping with crisis anxiety and panic attacks and whatnot? I tried googling it and all I could find was stupid shit like ""Just be not anxious"" and ""Breathe calmly""",4.762894736842107,7.8535408157894775,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,75.05263157894737,5.905263157894738,30.552631578947373,7.1686216300943375,2.311031578947369,173,8,25,2,4,53,29,38,0.512,0.38,0.108,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,10,3,4,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,16,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245138051624912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624119390559554,0.0,0.3515237016357246,0.2595576120820926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5227586785272199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834405726863054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099917937593958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224662675572036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5391356856681813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358400779366684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559884788936914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Howlerguy,2018/03/25,"She suffers from anxiety In december I started seeing a girl. Holy crap did we connect on a deep level. Emotionally intellectually and physically. Then in february we stopped seeing each other. It started with she was not feeling well. Then she was sick. Eventually she told me that her anxiety was becoming unbearable. She needs to be alone. I completely understand that. I told her that she was strong to be go through that. I understand if she needs a few weeks to collect herself. Some of my friends think she is trying to nicely ghost me and put the blame on her. I dont think so . We still text throughout the week and occasionly I get a strong sense of affection coming through the texts. She told me that she cant be right for someone else if shes not right for herself. I know there is no quick fix for this. I was just wondering if anyone has gone through this or has a comment or an opinion. I am crazy about her. I am more than content to be paitient and wait. I umderstand sometimes anxiety is cyclical. I also worry that I am the source of anxiety. I dont know if there is something that can be done to change that. It just sucks",2.353243243243245,4.917262364864868,3.5913738738738736,85.78949324324327,80.75675675675676,6.943243243243244,27.71846846846847,8.07648339933343,2.0434468468468467,903,41,176,18,24,293,121,222,0.162,0.759,0.079,-0.9039,0,1,1,0,0,0,22.0,3,0,0,2,10,8,2,0,10,0,26,2,1,1,0,35,49,14,1,6,10,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,13,10,0,2,8,0,0,4,6,3,1,0,11,3,38,5,23,33,4,21,0,1,2,0,26,8,2,9,9,137,51,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212337504254185,0.0,0.10201716414438956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39036081828470814,0.0,0.0,0.08919945656352041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14089032589499526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13495145858215712,0.1098897003818894,0.13375403772867792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054773751177645,0.2990206592712925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656782366881104,0.14349834984627338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450289704697712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855976436426173,0.0,0.06664972082299915,0.0,0.07250060218015879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402175584945094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189182115125871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824243294689805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788705796475388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331251305165646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10808909737757394,0.09820911910469142,0.1261693503747214,0.0,0.180588486890766,0.0,0.1018770487355466,0.1066536898635099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348257857570375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36569394609234496,0.0,0.08661121565997415,0.0,0.0,0.2656083873544407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20465687749505013,0.0,0.1147001672811234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383435197397287,0.0,0.12955286860795484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ride-My-Pony,2018/03/25,"My reoccurring anxiety, through the years Hi guys, I really wanted to put my story about anxiety out here to maybe get some tips. Right now I am 22 years old and I still live with my parents. My problems started when I was 15 years old, smoking weed for the first and also the last time with a couple of friends. I had an incredibly bad trip for like an hour and a half and I felt depersonalized since then. Years went by with that strange feeling, but nothing else. Then right after I finished school when I was 18, I went on a trip to Paris (by bus, a 7 hour ride) with my girlfriend, this was the first time I went to another country without parental supervision and I was really excited about this. I never had a panic attack before, but as soon as I got on the bus I felt dizzy and sick. Without having any idea what was happening I sat there, feeling like I was going to die. It was an organized trip with a lot of other people so I couldn’t get out and take some time for myself. I told the tour manager that I was feeling sick, but she told me I had to man up and just follow the program for the rest of the day. Upon arriving in the centre of Paris I really wanted to go to our hotel, but they wouldn’t let me and I had to go to a restaurant and some kind of Moulin Rouge show. Sounds nice and all, but I still felt like my time had come. The trip lasted 2 nights before we headed back home, meanwhile I just sat in my hotel room with my girlfriend without eating anything for like 50 hours, having just a couple hours of sleep. I was cold and shaking for hours. Oh man, it was the worst I ever felt and all this out of nowhere. Back home anxiety faded, I just thought I had been sick or something. But as soon as I started doing any activity I felt dizzy and had the feeling that I had to throw up. I avoided going to the movies, restaurants etc. Anything that involved me being stuck in one place scared the shit out of me. Summer went by and as planned I started going to Uni, which I had to stop doing a month later because it just wasn’t working with the panic attacks. Every time I had to anything that involved public speaking I started to sweat and felt like I was about to faint. One day I just didn’t go to the next class, went home and unassigned for my study. I knew this had to change so I went to a therapist, which helped. I learned to control the extreme panic that occurred constantly. But that was all, me being able to control it. There was no fun in doing any of the previous named things like going to a movie. Every day was me getting out of bed, controlling myself and going back to bed. I still went out with friends on a weekly base, but this involved a lot of alcohol. It made every bit of anxiety go away, but yea.. not really a solution. At this point I was 19, I got a job at a restaurant because my friend sort of forced me to do so. It was hard to coop with the anxiety every workday but not going was not an option because it would feel like failure and things would get worse. Me voluntarily going to work was the only real progress I made until then, I was not going to give that up. Half a year later I decided to give going to school another try and started a study based around programming. It wen't really well and I had fun going to school and anxiety only played a role when I had to speak in public. This still is one of my biggest fears. But I did it and even that obstacle got out of my way. Unfortunately, at the end of the year I found out that working in IT was not something that I wanted to do after all and I quit again. Nonetheless I learned a lot about myself and I felt good for the duration of that year. It was a good year. So now we are in the present. Another gap year, I only work 1 day per week at the restaurant. The rest of my days I spend hanging out with my girlfriend, playing video games and I go to the gym 4 days a week (new hobby since a couple of months). I thought that the panic attacks were done. But a month ago me and my girlfriend went to her mothers house where we would stay for the weekend and celebrate her friends birthday. I started feeling uncomfortable while we were waiting on the train and I really did not look forward to this weekend (The two days before this I also felt nervous). On the train I felt even worse and when we arrived at the party the real panic kicked in. The party was held at an escape room in some creepy-ass monestary. I was not in the mood to be locked up in a room with screaming sounds pumping in my ear so I freaked out when we arrived there. I spoke out how I felt and I was brought to my gf's moms house. Panic faded slowly, but I felt really bad that this had happened. For a long time I thought I was done with this shit and now it was back again. Now I feel panic coming up multiple times a day and I feel that I have to control it. I still do things like exercising, but it is constantly in the back of my head. I'm afraid of getting another panic attack, so many times a day. Every time the word panic crosses my mind, which is a lot, I have a feeling that I have to calm and control myself. There is no fun anymore in doing really anything away from my bed except exercising, because this clears my head. As an example: I could go to a movie without getting a panic attack, but the effort it costs to keep this panic down takes all the fun away. Then why would I do it if I know that I'm going to feel this way. My study starts in September, I really want to get rid of it before that. Does or did anyone experience something similar? Do you still struggle with it or what helped you to get rid of it? Any feedback is appreciated. Thanks for reading (;",3.884856521739131,4.770707413913044,4.915032608695653,85.42767934782611,71.3826086956522,7.628260869565217,27.15760869565217,7.822599999999999,1.4847,4426,147,918,54,80,1452,377,1150,0.105,0.75,0.145,0.9942,3,1,4,0,0,0,111.0,7,2,1,15,54,58,7,18,79,1,82,16,8,8,8,183,181,79,1,13,37,4,22,8,9,5,7,7,9,3,60,67,2,10,31,13,2,40,18,31,1,8,87,31,129,26,163,83,18,203,0,0,1,0,47,58,2,14,112,655,189,17,0.029634444110938542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026269146664305718,0.03167020834464775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047397308497775584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060975281530966,0.12429719410040173,0.13602161179096506,0.0,0.02938940554537595,0.020721092357513928,0.0,0.09754648994008916,0.026380938125737916,0.0,0.1685672917172484,0.08352760724542191,0.11393529148121866,0.04948704600215245,0.07225952829224942,0.0,0.10086691703386162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03235313771541174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03134931248231061,0.05105489917713006,0.0,0.06404861250956054,0.16618774469173467,0.023660692245920455,0.09836984625785432,0.0,0.17200588369645942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030755874311817182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025933301744477086,0.0606526503694485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030323434572572906,0.024755775445876118,0.0,0.026247321513272172,0.0,0.033050238695220766,0.03914654169235218,0.026806051302287817,0.12484148643279913,0.0,0.0,0.028988172744492245,0.0,0.03334698849068785,0.1498406535790755,0.04234170558819282,0.3129908501271389,0.0,0.0,0.05041408604400306,0.0,0.032492638377121234,0.0915819920347764,0.0,0.12386219145112505,0.0568561182220369,0.28631293774274136,0.049711931447155085,0.07110411634052158,0.0,0.0,0.02934275879049524,0.05241128211609666,0.0,0.02654664112537083,0.0,0.0912404675854678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03972668644057988,0.0,0.08917729106445882,0.0,0.14591979022545515,0.06838833941478918,0.0,0.033453680284314995,0.0,0.0,0.02940761311036628,0.02634045554626048,0.0,0.030859713270418768,0.016286315475704798,0.0483120544139642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03030322689845146,0.0,0.11582313999210796,0.0,0.026167757078143287,0.02622555049660848,0.024885469427720717,0.0,0.0,0.10077657858147997,0.0,0.05608165509730476,0.0,0.030044675018566613,0.029771782249450974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02992234072164603,0.03470750277965545,0.07096179168078814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022855910203885527,0.02862113078625402,0.031516567507421586,0.02780991830581684,0.0,0.028435048369822982,0.0,0.06219272808872536,0.0,0.060243198825040964,0.06761499037669172,0.0,0.3824659857315879,0.06581108637036191,0.0,0.0,0.02054479222203113,0.0,0.030961686726021856,0.0,0.02801412838367566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02835616079507085,0.0,0.02979080141987903,0.0,0.03151987908781108,0.029642463612381063,0.06746097040744535,0.1708612535769928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061530670177964,0.0,0.0,0.02966924832562346,0.08997491864319875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083866204294714,0.04902783680492806,0.0,0.02965584575206465,0.0,0.0,0.06844212865363948,0.0,0.0,0.14682788448558345,0.03158637443400646,0.1419966320842052,0.024775722219312755,0.0,0.030980355312396405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04456282783870285,0.0,0.0,0.02728341462422008,0.0,0.03440787368737995,0.059063423624721986,0.0,0.0,0.07057931527366824,0.1555207440747746,0.0,0.0,0.0566339626084088,0.0,0.02011984229532677,0.0,0.02894854584324256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06991665175441275,0.04704488473086054,0.07131289063104546,0.0,0.026644924209397604,0.2197714126850476,0.026740476467200732,0.0,0.0,0.1142661864613622,0.0,0.08629691302915672,0.0,0.06040006058087121,0.08420583537068764,0.0,0.0,0.17175249363626074 anxiety,k1717k,2018/03/25,"Going off of an SSRI I've been taking a daily dose of Prozac 40mg for about 4 months now. I'd really like to stop taking it to see how I manage without it. I think I will do just fine as I've overcome my previous depression. I've heard that going off of an SSRI can be tough, so I was wondering if anyone on here has experience doing so. Did you wean yourself off? What withdrawal symptoms did you experience, if any? I have an appointment with my doctor in a few weeks, I just wanted to see if anyone has experience or advice on the process.",3.4848214285714287,4.450252125000002,5.7789285714285725,78.56607142857145,72.39285714285714,8.814285714285715,25.607142857142854,9.188382445141503,2.0444607142857154,426,13,85,9,8,151,75,112,0.076,0.87,0.054000000000000006,-0.5156,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,12,4,0,1,0,13,22,8,0,4,7,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,5,3,10,2,17,15,1,12,0,1,2,0,3,6,0,5,5,61,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19004078170287106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225110412484256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719658351249617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16750285040558371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19905556341877276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5707077942498275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210516473824952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09501169282988604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522977427579807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458701693321315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30994615625305194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625915725856041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021361818882976,0.29244516842008794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12461307984276104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470763857096285,0.0,0.1559978074596568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746899470432565,0.2109021306276052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mamah23,2018/03/25,"increased anxiety during spring. any ideas why? **TL;DR: I get an extreme case of daily general anxiety and panic every year in the spring. Nothing appears to be triggering it besides a change in the weather. Has anyone experienced something similar or know of a reason why this could be happening?** I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder in elementary school. I'm 26 now, not on medication for it as I've struggled to find something that has greater benefits than side effects. (Not sure that this is relevant.) Also, I live in northern Minnesota, which I feel could be relevant due to the weather. For about 10 years (age 15 is the first year I can remember this happening, realized it about 6 or 7 years ago) I've realized that I get an extreme amount of daily general anxiety every year in the spring. It's a different type of anxiety for me, I'm used to getting anxiety due to stress or random life situations at varying degrees throughout the year. It starts after a week or two after the temperature rises and stays ""warmer"", there is noticeably more sunshine/longer hours of sunshine, and the snow is melting. It gradually increases as the weather ""improves"" (think 20-40 degrees F, noticeable wind, still some snow though not as much.) I start to have a constant ""sense of impending doom."" Depending on the year and how I'm feeling, it's either that I feel like the world is going to end soon, or I'm going to die soon, or something bad will happen to me soon. I really try not to overthink these things and try to focus on the positives of spring (yay for winter being gone!) but there's a constant worry that's just kind of..there. I can't really say when I start to feel less anxious as it's varied year to year - looking back, the first year I can remember feeling this way lasted through the summer. There is nothing that happens or has happened in the spring that I feel like is triggering it. I can't ever tie it back to a specific thought or fear, I can't tie it back to a situation that happened, there's just nothing. It randomly comes and goes throughout the day but I start feeling super panicked and worried. The only thing that I am really linking it to is allergies. I've noticed that when I start having this general fear of the world and life in general, I start having allergy symptoms: really itchy ears, itchy and stuffy nose, dry eyes, lots of sneezing. I've tried googling it and don't find anything out. Has anyone else experienced this or does anyone have an explanation? Any pointers or tips to try to ease the anxiety? I've tried talking with my doctor about it (and therapists in the past) but never had a solid answer or way to treat it. 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I was talking to a more outgoing friend, so he tells me that i should be doing more to meet girls and what not and what excuse do I have. And this is where I do not know what to say. I want to tell him I  have been depressed and I have social anxiety and self steem issues, and while I could do more, I have been dating some, but those things stop me. But I am too ashamed or is a taboo to tell people you dont know that well, the real reasons (depression and anxiety), so I make some stupid reason. Also I kind of want him and other people to treat me like I am normal, so I will act normal. But at the same time I don't feel like that is my true self, so i don't know. (this is where i don't want people to be like, just do this or set your boundaries, because my depressed mind will beat you trust me, it freaking creates these thoughts that are real to me, and if I do not believe in them, I stop becoming who i am and stop feeling what i am, which I have no idea who i am btw) Anyways that kind of ruins my day a little bit, but now I face the big question on what to do today to make it more of a useful day. And this is where my anxiety kicks in. Because I should be doing so much more and I am not enough. I think of when I went out with my friend (who is more outgoing), and he attracts all the pretty girls, or the whole time i'm anxious around other people and want to isolate. But I  have to do it, to say I tried to talk to girls but I failed. So then I would prove to myself the thought: ""See I failed and it HURT, why try it again?,” when it really should be ""I did my best and did ok, but if I keep doing this and maybe failing I  will get better so I will persevere."" But that is too hard, I will just take the easy and comfortable road of isolating and not hurting myself. Because the reward is not great or I minimize it in my head or rationalize in another way. Trust me if someone gives me an advice, my bright mind will rationalize that it’s bad and I shouldn’t follow it….  Man it hurts to write this!!! because it makes me feel as a failure.  So this is sometimes where I snowball, and I want to just escape my  thoughts or my   ""reality,"" So I just went to cry and come back. Because I want to write something here that will be so good. My therapist or someone will read it and be like, "" here take this drug and do this and you will be better,"" but in the inside I know that is not true. I hate the fact when people say, just do this or that, but they understand how I overanalyze things, and how my anxiety affects every way of my life so it's not easy. And I could  be ok for a moment and not in another moment. Imagine this ""crazy"" or ""complex"" thought process I have that it applies to all aspects in my life. Like living with someone, going to the gym or the store ( i could write pages on each of this subjects) I want to write more situations just to show that I have issues and to feel sorry for myself. And for people to say "" that guy has lots of complex issues and feel sorry for me."" but it's something that I want that is sad and bad. And that makes me feel even more depressed. I guess I want people to stop saying just go to the gym and it will be allright. They don't understand that most of the time, is not that simple to me, and I know it sucks, but that is what it is and it makes me sad just saying it. I don't know what else to say, I hope I am not too hard on myself and ran from my  problems too much. I wish I can forgive myself quickly and get back to ignoring these crazy  thoughts. But it's almost like I can't control that. It sucks. My brain is tired of writing all my feeling that it's tired of thinking. And again, this in it self makes me feel bad. I don't know if after an hour of writing this I will be running away, forgetting, ignoring or thriving within my emotions. It's a constant struggle. The medicine has helped, but maybe I need to wait longer for it, to take more effect. ",3.1268953303749534,3.7140902302243255,4.231909172332369,90.7322166469894,72.90791027154664,7.116467858160648,24.63886740219029,7.026839596935285,0.7363069413345276,3103,85,712,27,58,1014,277,847,0.161,0.6890000000000001,0.15,-0.9466,0,0,3,0,0,1,105.0,0,5,3,12,48,55,4,2,25,2,88,8,3,15,7,202,153,90,0,28,50,0,10,6,2,16,5,7,0,8,79,46,0,10,34,5,1,10,21,26,1,0,13,19,114,29,75,111,25,66,0,13,2,0,50,25,2,24,34,534,193,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773766753190753,0.0,0.0,0.04891828131429519,0.0,0.0,0.03906697464418277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10245128856823914,0.14948676840719471,0.05518892248956828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043488690540152766,0.0,0.0,0.045898118378027035,0.07512843719525955,0.12236828836846267,0.1488988114022551,0.053953262036966036,0.0,0.05503954254644145,0.05126722292185741,0.08641135410414147,0.053333796827178995,0.0,0.0,0.05453505518334107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042081723938139984,0.0,0.052791721728745834,0.05479173914147989,0.11701318408135784,0.0,0.05366169387303564,0.06301107439779997,0.0,0.16830483039815436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05725425035979517,0.0,0.056652879969739264,0.0,0.04080962747859464,0.054951992068628136,0.0,0.05047723684501355,0.0,0.032266324822523215,0.0,0.04115996742929945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19760855456393675,0.034899921346441286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07548596057631142,0.0,0.05104636999610549,0.04686334729431351,0.05552750286317408,0.04097479006535794,0.0,0.053859568491526524,0.053816051598646254,0.04837121980090695,0.0,0.0,0.08752370027777036,0.04823129526806956,0.05013630726664768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03274450598696699,0.0,0.0,0.04852111827314856,0.04810943849345256,0.0,0.1568914214833901,0.05514802932252018,0.0,0.15296657508427722,0.0,0.0434219554467012,0.0,0.10174380563561164,0.18793470166622092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901130925455935,0.1431998930960501,0.09792519581258564,0.043137263894000896,0.04323253571788036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04153227435219176,0.0,0.0,0.19565477591378524,0.0,0.098156920645063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730661732777588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07182377001824629,0.036223183406150994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572929283533332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370750709576825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04970010754057303,0.0,0.04674482369982645,0.0,0.04910981321882101,0.054725487395804816,0.0,0.04886527995109047,0.11120867846339078,0.031295880493949844,0.10045610773178644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719438316178576,0.0,0.0,0.03892876683472756,0.0,0.1528900581105975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491176213731032,0.0,0.049798522972775865,0.12417657544133505,0.07521740479788679,0.04831593637503917,0.10937176293936292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16337003807355566,0.0,0.0510707799162885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019200796999208,0.07853087051270988,0.12809656075639606,0.0,0.0,0.05672100680435059,0.0649102757456908,0.06260485483543876,0.0,0.19391539362265572,0.08545808693896335,0.11229651283021568,0.046306040654184526,0.0,0.0,0.0663346838636102,0.0,0.0,0.10171343441160403,0.0,0.04219249466842594,0.0,0.0,0.2881421063628529,0.07755298252875628,0.0,0.0,0.04392386873754912,0.09057269789154722,0.04408138559878458,0.05454158025942739,0.05617745795070282,0.0,0.0,0.03556488142506588,0.0,0.0,0.0347031017117066,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,daydreamerxx95,2018/03/25,"F[22] Feel like my life is a constant battle. Hi reddit. I’m a 22 year old female from the UK and I’ve had mental health issues from a young age, just looking for someone to make me feel better. I’ve always been a pretty anxious person, when I was a kid I was always the kid that would cry to come home from a sleepover or who would never watch scary movies. I had an average childhood with my mum, dad and brother and I was always a happy kid until when I was 11 years old my dad was arrested and went to jail for 2 years. He was involved with drug money or something (my mum didn’t know about it) and looking back I think this may have kickstarted my anxieties. I remember police coming to our house and feeling sick everytime I would see a police car, it was a very upsetting time for me. I was always a very happy kid though, I loved singing and dancing and I was good at it. However when I went to high school I became pretty obsessed with what people thought of me and I became so introverted and quiet. I just wanted to blend in and not be noticed. I lived a happy life though, I had friends and everything was fine. My first panic attack was when I was 14 years old. Me and my friend went to a concert and we were front row at a big massive arena, towards the end of the concert we where being pushed and I started worrying about not being able to escape and I started feeling like I was being suffocated and I couldn’t breathe. I had to be lifted over the bar and I was terrified. For weeks and weeks I had chest pains and I felt in a daze. Obviously now I know it was from hyperventilating but I was so scared and I started having regular panic attacks. I would have them in school all of the time and my biggest fear was that I was going to stop breathing and die. I went to child counseling and it helped and I went back to my old self for a while. l was still very reserved but I was okay. When I was 16 puberty hit me and (I hate saying this) but I suddenly was getting alot of boys attention and people where telling me how good looking and pretty I was. Obviously I didn’t believe them as I was not in the ‘it girl gang’ in school. This attention from others lead to this group of girls despising me, they always had little comments but nothing much really. I never socialised with them outside of school until I went to this party. I kept myself to myself as I always did and a boy that one of them liked approached me. One of them seen that and they all verbally attacked me at the party saying that they where going to beat me up and I had to get my dad to pick me up. I was terrified as I had never been in a situation like that before. Things only got worse after the party and in school they became obsessed with bullying me. They had nicknames for me and would say horrible things about me when I would walk past, and made my life hell until we left school. I would always have that feeling of panic whenever I would see one of them anywhere, even if I went out with my friends I would be terrified one of them would be there. At te same time my mum and dad split up and I began having little feelings of anxiety but nothing major. When I left school I went to university and I hated it. I left after a few months and felt lost, like I didn’t know what I was doing with my life and I was working in a dead end job that I hated. Looking back I think I became depressed and I started getting anxiety again. The first thing that happened (which sounds super strange) was I would feel like I was choking on food. Like I would be terrified that I would choke or if I eat I felt like it was stuck at the back of my throat. Then my anxiety got worse and worse, the worst it had ever been. I was 19 at this time and I became obsessed with my health and worrying about dying. If I had a headache it would be a brain tumour, if I had a pain in my chest it would be a heart attack etc. I eventually became isolated from my friends as they thought I had just became strange (they weren’t friends) It got so bad to the point that I couldn’t be alone and I would have a panic attack if I was on my own. I tried therapy again but it was the wrong type of therapy and then the wait for the right therapy was months and months and I just felt like I couldn’t cope. So my doctor put me on 50mg of setraline. I was terrified about starting it but I did, my life completely changed. I became happy, got my life back, stopped worrying about silly things and I became confident in myself. I now have a job I love and for a while I have been the happiest I have been. However now I think I have a binge eating dissorder. As I explained when I started on my antidepressants I was not eating at all, I had went down to around 7 stone and I looked ill, I couldn’t eat at all. Gradually I started eating and over the years food has been my crutch and now it had became an obsession. All I think about is food, nothing makes me happier than eating junk food and binging. I have put on so much weight and tonight I am just feeling so hopeless. Everynight I binge and tell myself I’ll eat healthy tomorrow but I never can. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just wish I didn’t have to keep battling these things in my life. I’ve lost my confidence again due to weight gain but the thought of not eating all the junk food makes me depressed. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m sick of it all 😩 Can anybody help me or give me any advice at all? I feel so lost. My mum has helped me so much but I don’t want to burden her with my problems again. 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Either with strangers or my friends, most times I feel weird hanging out with people. I don't know how to sit or stand, where to put my hands or what face impression to make. And I never know what to say and when the other person stops talking there is always that awkward silence, even if it's just for a few seconds. Even if I like the music or I am kind of enjoying the situation, I always just sit there without moving or a smiling and then I have to think about how strange I must look. I just feel awkward to dance or move to the music. I know it is stupid and I should just relax and be myself but it is really hard. Does anyone else get that? I don't know how to change it. I always have to drink alcohol to feel normal but it shouldn't be like that. 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I know my family is loving enough to help me treat my anxiety, and that they wouldn't be judgmental, but I'm so scared of talking to them. We have a long line of mental illness in our family and I so badly want to break that trend. This semester has been awful, and my anxiety has been getting so much worse as my stress gets worse, and under all of that I just feel guilty. Anyone else know the feeling?",5.729666666666668,5.225550411111115,6.376666666666669,81.405,67.1111111111111,10.311111111111114,28.0,9.888512548439397,2.284266666666667,347,9,73,7,5,114,62,90,0.355,0.562,0.083,-0.9881,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,2,0,5,5,0,2,2,1,9,2,0,0,1,15,19,9,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,14,2,10,15,3,4,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,1,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4239533608261709,0.0,0.0,0.1291673672924529,0.18927750452402395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424166199569628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431803905200167,0.0,0.0,0.19087525880435172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34829361889880384,0.0,0.28021480338373084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19302738606603928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382048712122393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20304532759136007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348005476718128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672585160614867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616418365118387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13579765402601765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494675037617514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160735512936604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484788111448032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10895841880828656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16668990639200612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765108844132304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayyyyyy890975,2018/03/25,"Expressing Anxiety in a relationship? How much do I share? So I created a throwaway here because my question here has to do with my relationship and I don’t want it found by my SO. So basically my SO (20sM) and I (20sF) got together with him knowing I suffer from anxiety. I have some relationship anxiety that makes me feel like I am overthinking little things that happen. However our relationship has been great because of such open communication with all other aspects. So I have this problem where I feel like if I share too much about my relationship anxiety it will cause more problems than it is worth. An example being like if my SO didn’t say “I love you” when we left each other I overthink the meaning behind it when really I know he does love me. Does anyone else have issues with this? I find myself doing it frequently and want to be able to express my struggles, but also know it’s my anxiety talking and not a real relationship problem a lot of the time. Therefore I don’t want to overshare and somehow convolute our relationship. Has anyone figured out ways to help with this? Your advice and experience would be much appreciated. 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I've been doing alright for a couple months, but anxiety has come back with a vengeance in the last two weeks. It's taken me to those cringy moments that make me want to jump out of a window. It's told me that I'm not worth anything, and that I'm just an empty vessel. You're not funny, attractive, or even just a good person, it says. Just stop trying. No. As much as it will pain me to keep going, as much as the anxiety will try to stop me, I will find a way to untie the knots anxiety has me in. It will take a long time, and I might make more knots along the way, but that is just part of the process. Fuck you, anxiety. I learned to forgive myself, and now it's time I have some goddamn self respect.",3.1519772727272724,3.7735229250000017,4.390227272727273,89.49386363636368,72.875,7.5681818181818175,25.79545454545455,7.686295010490155,1.1445,588,18,133,7,11,194,91,160,0.238,0.674,0.08800000000000001,-0.9771,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,7,8,1,0,12,1,11,2,0,2,0,30,24,10,0,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,3,11,7,0,3,4,0,1,3,3,2,0,1,3,1,13,6,18,16,6,20,0,0,0,1,7,3,1,4,12,88,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4539336610135626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12207518362663372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406804396686088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12778596535693507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641407709305468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798038388416866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250454794651284,0.13558451859782095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714243677088248,0.0,0.0,0.08430780506593838,0.12442463411186355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185573154272706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12092086383809066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128053688243702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980426978513731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737045841873015,0.0,0.0,0.11840745549775032,0.0,0.21810108827404096,0.10999583730601578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784939484717772,0.0,0.0,0.16064303207928268,0.0,0.0,0.1295290136946156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179697903238912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3095120928325122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24804589821839035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153687630734536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300216681720218,0.0,0.0,0.14174987514510445,0.0,0.2014328506745392,0.0,0.1449113771990484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08749764452540935,0.23549849700346356,0.11899330222375899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThirdStone67,2018/03/25,"How to stay postive after constant setbacks? So I have had really severe anxiety for about 7 years now, and also bipolar disorder and depression. Over the past year and a half, I feel that I have started to make some good progress. But, every so often I get random anxiety and panic attacks which are even worse than before and I go straight back to square one. It takes weeks, sometimes longer, for me to get back to where I was before. This has been happening for a year and I feel so tried and drained right now... I don't know how long I can keep this up. I still have no friends or a social life and I lack social skills, no relationship, very few hobbies or passions, I have no idea what I want do after I finish redoing part of my education... I am finding it hard to stay positive and focused. How can I stop myself from going backwards again and again?",4.438035714285714,5.640221970238098,5.111666666666668,83.35000000000002,70.36904761904762,7.980952380952381,28.880952380952376,8.344100000000001,1.9978238095238088,673,25,131,10,12,217,110,168,0.208,0.675,0.117,-0.9297,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,18,6,1,1,4,0,14,3,0,4,0,29,27,20,0,2,3,0,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,3,0,2,3,4,19,3,17,24,4,29,0,1,1,1,4,6,0,5,19,100,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132711415457053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21299231233846846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837279138846985,0.0,0.21408957770771608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23691688711765796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504378080166374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11990236790252043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15954804976005035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09194765808159076,0.0,0.1172914062154627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14077869039146873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723647798652735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755419669280387,0.0,0.1454641704788133,0.0,0.15823382041402334,0.11676371596757125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310396881291115,0.0,0.1247058552754435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715245451446794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373727515010907,0.0,0.0,0.07650681271094659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832895909285236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12319749565692775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292453012391233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09433308465812396,0.0,0.0,0.16333430124385884,0.0,0.15075211997819607,0.1328928040501718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918223363980257,0.0,0.0,0.14946068724678738,0.0,0.1188855697876193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572689856335927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838164921759424,0.0,0.0,0.13768339661054066,0.0,0.09853437538527728,0.29676114731355896,0.1111742120008408,0.1163867630121152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466946708762112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945152394081162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11486378616386607,0.08211034885592879,0.0,0.11166679526183633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14186806492493553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689422679809412 anxiety,lacazzoy,2018/03/25,"Please help I’m a suicidal mess and my Prozac (6 wks in) isn’t working - Will it get better :( I’ve been taking Prozac for almost 6 weeks now (20mg) and I feel so so bad. I lay in bed till 6pm and have a meal a day because I literally have no energy to do anything and my anxiety is so bad I can’t even go out with friends. Today I actually vomited from my anxiety and I’ve been crying non-stop thinking about how it won’t get better. I was taking Effexor before the Prozac and while it helped with panic attacks it didn’t help with my depression at all which is why I switched to Prozac. I’ve been taking it for almost 6 weeks and I still feel so bad. Anxiety is through the roof and I’m constantly nauseous which in turn makes my anxiety even worse. I don’t know if I should stick it out and wait a little more since I’ve heard that it takes about 12 weeks to work but shouldn’t I feel atleast a little bit better after 6 weeks? I actually feel worse :( I also took Celexa and Lexapro in the past and they helped with my panic attacks but I was constantly hungry which I didn’t like at all. Please somebody tell me it’s gonna get better. You can share your success stories with Prozac or other medications. I feel like I’m gonna die alone and as an anxious mess. I’m only 19 and im wasting my life crying and having panic attacks :( Should I drop the Prozac or wait it out? Thanks for your attention, I hope I can get some positive uplifting responses :( ",1.5771082280641868,3.5672436039603967,3.361395242972573,89.57257425742577,79.95709570957095,6.6875611699100945,22.329463980880842,7.753152298057669,0.9606645954250601,1144,36,247,19,29,382,146,303,0.256,0.6,0.14400000000000002,-0.9883,0,1,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,1,7,12,23,3,3,10,0,24,10,0,2,2,48,54,28,2,5,5,0,5,2,1,7,9,1,1,0,14,22,1,2,8,0,0,2,8,12,0,0,9,6,31,11,27,38,5,28,0,1,0,0,12,11,0,7,16,141,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.15962298888188384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16379405066403455,0.0847057964257272,0.0,0.06540436266604782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25026475440517665,0.09239508138349303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673030411119336,0.0,0.0,0.2791306923672887,0.0,0.0,0.204864082365441,0.04985608407200619,0.0,0.06959399839126366,0.0,0.0,0.28933284922962965,0.08928930437569838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17676356795783302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967651292747694,0.052745307250259436,0.0,0.07044229983295926,0.0,0.08488112179179462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803797477607087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067676996735676,0.05842804910154668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318778439711119,0.0,0.17091957216644546,0.0,0.04648095953526602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21927815648873755,0.0,0.0,0.08123211089169287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08834308746003874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04494753468613751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776798356736949,0.07991317327142931,0.16394243678717488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054592896932170495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239095193840076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062202060165027086,0.0,0.2878753111176449,0.0,0.0,0.07807414409159574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955328768597506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765435677158366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531453308597739,0.06837689196724073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894607846946713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459720558625357,0.0,0.07148470877931405,0.07529770788290183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052405268997736704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752371674948759,0.0,0.0908674331500276,0.0,0.08895985667805545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26241569739856985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379928844718238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908259721085733,0.0,0.16669416861372874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IllBeAPirateKing,2018/03/25,Social anxiety and manic depression. Please help! Does anybody have any tips on dealing with crippling manic depression and social anxiety?,8.087142857142858,12.451618666666667,7.368571428571428,54.701428571428615,76.61904761904762,10.41904761904762,40.333333333333336,9.725611199111238,6.747304761904763,116,7,10,4,3,36,16,21,0.35700000000000004,0.482,0.161,-0.7263,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857014811240158,0.0,0.41780576819832416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815300277032018,0.4704010241524837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23897121011743264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830375172857227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997561501317893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5567344954332727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peaceful_strong_man,2018/03/25,"Obsession and Anxiety about Something I was out eating at a fast food place and sat down at a large table where one person out of a group was already sitting. I did not realize that someone from the group was going to sit next to me. I thought ""no biggie."" He kept turning around to check if the order was ready (they have a screen with order numbers). While doing so, his knee/leg would touch my thigh for a few seconds lightly. I think it only happened once. Maybe twice. I get anxiety with touch, especially something like that. I am trying to tell myself to just lower my anxiety and that it probably was not on purpose and/or he did not notice it. It was a light touch, but I had shorts on and could feel it, plus I am very sensitive to touch so I do notice it a lot. I changed out of the shorts but decided to put off showering for now to not give in to the obsession right away and let the anxiety go down. I also told myself to just be calm and lower my anxiety. I am fairly calm, although I am thinking about that part of my thigh where there was contact. Just wanted to share. Anyone have any thoughts or experience similar things?",3.513466666666666,5.168688902222222,4.546333333333333,84.73150000000003,73.3111111111111,7.666666666666668,26.722222222222214,8.344100000000001,1.7917555555555549,893,32,176,15,18,291,130,225,0.086,0.858,0.056,-0.384,3,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,2,12,0,22,4,2,0,0,36,37,16,0,4,11,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,11,13,2,1,7,0,1,3,5,2,0,3,15,8,22,4,35,18,3,30,0,0,1,0,12,19,0,3,5,135,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450995724145743,0.10515039502192328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941591431871285,0.0,0.5029373560318627,0.0,0.0,0.0919390199880485,0.0,0.0,0.11705162815734332,0.0,0.0,0.12353670388273028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139096193250525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049819584699606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454439607587118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861986942529288,0.0,0.0,0.06648396043383938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15899503874783402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686967191395379,0.12613465785174124,0.14945459467548355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162738390170756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445473508103034,0.0,0.06423808286192688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117858522208896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209672714573542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398383000290416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2993984637974944,0.0,0.1400297480956023,0.0890992386784243,0.10000206302637553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423879985255946,0.0,0.0,0.11480969185061342,0.13737630650225754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176561410356814,0.0,0.0,0.13218111477646316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122894877901708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140881421413323,0.20245078865351568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11492574898331664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08735436001642981,0.16850358330003865,0.0,0.20877255457804114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564180812525458,0.0,0.08927128700701215,0.14302049113379814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849084322867436,0.07755465219013201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934048486402386,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Voxnipop,2018/03/25,"Super Anxious About Going Back To Work Hey /anxiety, I've been on 'vacation'/recovery since last Tuesday, and am due to head back into work bright and early tomorrow. I think part of the problem is I let things build up too long. In the past six months, I've lost my mother and one of my favorite aunts, as well as supported my boyfriend through his layoff and losing his grandmother. While I have been keeping up my therapy and medication, it came to the point where I was mentally and physically exhausted about halfway through the day at work, and a work project led to several 12-16 hour days. (normally, my work is quite reasonable, this was an anomaly.) The issue is, I am crazy-anxious about going back to work tomorrow, even after taking my rescue medication. I've managed to keep myself from hyperventilating, but my anxiety also tends to manifest with gastrointestinal issues, and it sucks, and I know I should be enjoying my last vacation day, but I've got so much dread that I've got to head back in just seventeen hours. I guess my main question is: how do you deal with anxiety about having to go to work? Quitting isn't really an option, and while I'm lucky enough to be putting myself in a position to retire early, I've still got another ten years of working life before I can ditch the day job. 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so i've been into vrchat recently, and the majority of the player speak english, im not saying im bad in english but im pretty decent, i got B in my exam so i know that its not my english skills that hold me back, when playing i keep getting panic whenever someone trying to talk to me, my hands and feet gets cold and my armpit started to sweat, i did answered the question in my head but i cant get the word out, and there will be a moment of silence and its so freaking akward and embarrasing, and some times when i do speak,i will stutter so bad that they cant understand what im trying to say so when they ask me to ""say that again"" i would stay silence and quickly close the game, but lately ive been more use to talking to people but the shutter is still there, but im doing better that the first 2 days of playing",7.3024647490129695,5.0536306395939095,7.921285956006766,77.25737168640723,64.93908629441624,9.973829667230683,35.08685843203609,7.793537801064563,2.56289328821207,744,26,152,6,9,250,109,197,0.08,0.828,0.092,0.35600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,4,2,4,15,9,0,1,8,0,15,5,5,1,0,30,26,22,0,1,9,1,1,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,8,11,0,2,4,3,0,0,6,6,0,2,4,6,22,3,16,18,4,24,0,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,16,105,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09113422774522204,0.0,0.0,0.08329856080259536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113705955033532,0.0,0.0,0.0916037208971582,0.19893737449880766,0.0,0.13156987531313452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536092402838827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682908214321732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20266406515585364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672173698156067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527925227291388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226188828423935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6434049470078083,0.0,0.0,0.10588833831883393,0.0,0.0,0.06547080706444046,0.0,0.13438398202522536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977354623494645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08258983621888905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119817607473582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334530162084236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11762663704773152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842111963522098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10093857739583688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432092321552973,0.12697687389876122,0.09513748026529432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28725687154494894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06946574015212646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617630844802609,0.0,0.0,0.1240186726248032,0.0,0.1028901877864484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462663039836127,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cholecalciferal,2018/03/25,"Do I have tourettes from anxiety? So it is involuntary in a sense, but oftentimes it is triggered when my mind wanders, usually to a really anxiety-inducing memory that causes me such shame and cringe that I involuntary do something to ""erase"" it from my mind (it actually does sort of work because I sometimes forget right after, or if I do remember the sharp ""pang"" is dulled) . This started in high school, when I was alone at home like on the computer, I would yelp really loudly like a puppy. That was really bad and very obvious, so I tried to stop doing that, but that was replaced with randomly meowing. My family wasn't sure why I did that and thought it was for attention, and I didnt want to do it. This was followed by several different changes I tried making to make these less obvious: jerking my head to the side suddenly (as if being punched in the face), sudden shoulder shrug, tensing the fingers in my hands like claws...and since then I've had a sudden and random gasp, and I replaced that with a fake coughing fit to shield the gasp as something more normal. But now I've went back to saying under my breath ""awkward"" or ""anxiety"".... I don't actually want to do those things because it's weird, and I do my best to cover it up, I tried to see a therapist about my anxiety or aspergers or tourettes but she seemed to dismiss what I shared and seems to think I'm fairly normal even if I kind of have anxiety, but I don't think she really gets it. Maybe I should see another one in the future? I don't know...I can't right now I don't know why I would have tourettes, because this only developed when I was around 17 mostly (when I had a lot of anxiety built up over time from past events). I also don't know if it's normal to keep replacing these tics and have some form of attempted control. Plus, like I said, it isn't altogether random although it is for the most part involuntary and sudden, I know I get them from thinking too much about something off that causes a wave of discomfort, like imagine a lot of electricity or fire going through your brain at once and it's painful so you make it stop by doing something about it.",6.617396455800535,6.1478230165876795,7.196457861116839,76.14702761178653,65.27962085308057,11.035812899237586,33.98763651349681,10.568078804390687,3.444652256336288,1691,66,331,39,23,559,202,422,0.125,0.807,0.067,-0.9612,2,1,4,0,0,0,56.0,0,2,1,4,18,18,1,3,17,0,38,9,7,7,3,74,63,38,0,12,14,0,4,5,0,3,2,3,1,0,31,15,0,4,12,0,0,3,9,9,0,1,14,9,41,9,52,45,11,43,0,1,2,0,8,19,0,20,26,232,72,3,0.0,0.0,0.16556002109257412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785635165172817,0.0,0.0678370185797604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08894968230101886,0.3244664060318146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551501325739546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06522758975197575,0.07082793866371179,0.15513130762127872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890218806436454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469623858553472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742836967154638,0.08973690535297069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09514195199426376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862733282808404,0.0,0.0,0.07423366127877024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05602817460071791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07996840398742269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863838527027489,0.0,0.048209776642862384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705812616781658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962556836452472,0.08508952290847638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07539913252141248,0.0,0.0883354354431212,0.18647726979232607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20721367807149754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442356718200018,0.0,0.0,0.16987029056854108,0.0,0.0852212503038383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171304443042751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06235843017756839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24934064676792725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09033918152471053,0.05748173089041263,0.06451560934336209,0.0902631027203428,0.0,0.0,0.09186058977240907,0.08097804102737405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21737226861042985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609372606243333,0.14488550552654442,0.08069096954250521,0.06745872742947091,0.0,0.08585058830218256,0.1351940611274235,0.15444867284021874,0.0,0.09583163258533188,0.0,0.07017069917414097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612193308168229,0.08389718178651193,0.0,0.06004178141611982,0.0,0.0,0.14184021682137335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799495011607416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09849198786173216,0.05635603501272742,0.16306330625811255,0.0,0.06734405353827637,0.04946396015449216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1727781798842844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342619204422074,0.06999208463556414,0.10006764844719672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07863651902467969,0.15308837201355224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061755883172244,0.0,0.0,0.12051892817571422,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,justafknhuman,2018/03/25,"Im having crazy health anxiety, someone relate to this? I know that i have anxiety already, it's diagnosed, but I'm on stimulants for ADHD and I have no idea where to begin due to terrible reactions to meds in the past. I wasn't really like this before until I found out I had a lipoma on my R iliac crest that was causing back pain. Three years later after being ignored and having negative x-ray and blood tests I'm at my wits end. My back pain is severe after working my job and even when I have a relaxed day. Night sweats for the past six months and leg pain during the night is something I haven't experienced before and of course I find a comment in askreddit (people with incurable illness question etc) that is literally a replica of my situation. They had a rare form of cancer I had already looked into previously but ignored it cause I was acting like a hypochondriac. Now I'm in full anxiety mode and I can't stop thinking about it over and over. Day and night I wake up checking my symptoms or looking into conditions that aren't serious too. How can I stop because the pain + anxiety is making me crazy and I have alot of stuff going on the next month and I'm scared I'll throw it all away from being a hot anxious mess. TLDR: I might be a hypochondriac and I need some tips to deal with health anxiety if anybody has some. Aware of sub rules but if there is a med that worked for you please tell me about it :) Thank you ",3.1537745098039203,4.915651256055362,4.621820934256056,83.37395400807381,74.50173010380622,7.723241061130335,25.88249711649365,8.472884824447931,1.8163597462514425,1139,40,223,21,24,380,165,289,0.246,0.69,0.065,-0.9955,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,2,11,14,0,1,15,0,26,14,4,5,1,44,40,21,0,3,6,0,1,2,0,1,10,0,0,0,13,17,0,4,6,1,1,3,6,10,0,2,7,4,28,4,35,29,7,43,0,0,2,0,7,16,0,8,26,154,41,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.113593809660679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20860875717511151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3615349619328211,0.10677988535830396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880397727449688,0.1453589878000372,0.0,0.05761807730355961,0.0,0.1608578954327922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941946792832486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121914235628942,0.09744522990913687,0.0,0.095935082101957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08371602946792618,0.0,0.10541398500917602,0.06242909464547109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638891182556033,0.0,0.0,0.10363551459886228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371748643111627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20093915471070514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670076499334016,0.10209704466873132,0.0,0.0937958032968782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05194532575823471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235469413273333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874478398725744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06309235500967189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099792299766969,0.0,0.0,0.10027002195295018,0.0,0.0,0.15088877901799785,0.0,0.0,0.07008485030945706,0.0,0.0,0.10052232921538454,0.26609983108712343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023007226546306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045870041384496,0.06552776938409823,0.0,0.0,0.10375378855524392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588322813162172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06055147266125375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09463029078464877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10677988535830396,0.0,0.0,0.1062436337102388,0.0,0.0,0.08008588131865799,0.07276556144745926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804470489320913,0.0,0.0,0.10820196489941852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824172528362822,0.0,0.0,0.08261401899355439,0.08702065624151031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060564139691846576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762232672935507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060867318980729924 anxiety,BodegaNSFW,2018/03/25,"I feel awful when my friends hang out without me This has been happening more and more recently, and I feel like a terrible person for feeling crappy because someone else is having fun. I guess it’s a feeling of jealousy caused by a fear of losing them. When I see an instagram post of them having fun I could just feel awful for hours. I’ve been trying to tell someone about this and how I feel about it but I’m afraid of sounding like an asshole. ",2.878,4.892624522222224,3.875277777777778,87.31625000000004,76.0,6.277777777777778,26.805555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.3765555555555546,357,14,69,4,8,115,58,90,0.151,0.698,0.151,-0.0129,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,1,6,9,0,2,5,2,7,0,0,2,0,17,17,7,0,1,3,0,6,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,2,8,10,5,12,14,2,7,0,1,1,0,5,1,0,1,6,48,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556024342250318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19474083013128188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15135639105890908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836158935707415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21331919532082724,0.5751143793406318,0.13542899933987948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14646147771478973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088329639508245,0.0,0.1676363148933331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866884755783592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852288627918194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21208058019204776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655253995101127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155586374285648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18717771720609888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15106291746701114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212444556638499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16569272339145974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870573214188682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1827389222502368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CanaryButt,2018/03/25,"Can't have a hobby if it doesn't assist in your future career/professional life Anyone have this issue? Despite needing a hobby or something to help you relax that DOESN'T stress me out, I still try to avoid stuff that won't pertain to my future. I'm in the media/creative industry so I need to constantly develop my skills to remain relevant and employable (despite me not even being done post secondary). It's hard to make time for myself to just ENJOY something for ME. Even though my therapist said I need that. My worth doesn't revolve around a potential future career and I know when I think like this, I get too anxious to do anything at all and I just sit around all day on my ""free time"" doing absolutely nothing because if it. I literally resort to taking my anxiety meds at times just to do something I'd enjoy... Does anyone have an issue like this? Where you avoid enjoyable hobbies that you want to pursue because you feel they won't benefit you in a professional future?",6.170301418439717,6.9872549308510665,6.901914893617022,73.48333333333333,66.18085106382978,9.245390070921985,32.156028368794324,9.2995712137729,3.0107432624113466,789,31,133,14,12,261,109,188,0.063,0.795,0.142,0.9416,1,2,3,0,0,0,19.0,0,6,1,1,13,11,0,3,6,0,14,1,0,1,2,25,26,9,0,6,7,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,1,2,0,7,3,0,0,2,3,25,9,22,21,2,23,0,0,0,0,9,10,0,3,13,98,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122126588413288,0.16424682632381118,0.0,0.2033170545909802,0.0,0.11964176814449995,0.2588519246248585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725410182328366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571125573570537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376310069333586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12722983990258166,0.1487821927228301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205453595273134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351243799808099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595912267354119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302389080114536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09745037491748344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034941718719544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990133038181872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10269169983935576,0.14205826646570852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704748268703717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16149306586096684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234096252701916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13950351125209925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924131952902996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13829708732705392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33577988475952275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610688157378385,0.0,0.1665412289362503,0.0,0.16643424252700645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10931352874749027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880643674945506,0.0,0.09315862908111072,0.14284277125203634,0.0,0.2543303788198107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09870876987905236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575348886237485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blingjeppe,2018/03/25,"Tightness in chest for over 5 hours? Hey everyone, i have for months had on and off tightness in my chest. My doctor can’t see anything wrong with me. Today i have had tightness for 5 hours so far along with dizziness, has anyone else had this? - 21 M",1.105666666666668,3.5801413000000046,1.8200000000000005,96.85666666666668,86.0,4.133333333333334,20.333333333333336,5.46131890053228,-0.2196666666666669,195,6,41,1,6,60,36,50,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,2,0,0,7,8,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,5,0,11,5,0,10,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,4,26,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20084832071144895,0.2943163565920657,0.2363780870927233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940073382567483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23995626487379304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744748222940364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5657567529681308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292761476704304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288970045292288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722745891836495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140572179724429,0.0,0.0 anxiety,greggylin,2018/03/25,I take Mirtazapine (30mg) every night- can I still take Xanax (0.25mg) during the day when I feel anxious? Thank you! ,0.08021739130434824,2.3173403913043487,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,101.6086956521739,4.039130434782609,14.445652173913045,5.985473137389443,-0.6457739130434779,91,2,19,1,4,29,19,23,0.096,0.77,0.134,0.2003,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41855587010519535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238939753496904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31215949150172834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873342891215449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3476861019962844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29587918336094354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5571348946368294,0.0,0.0,0.3411036298463111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,huntedhunter,2018/03/25,Asking for your help! So my girlfriend is an overthinker and quite frankly i want to help her and make things as easy as possible. I love this girl so much and i want to give her the world. So part of that is how i can ease her anxiety and overthinking. Any tips would be amazing! i just want her to be happy 110% of the time.,0.2747058823529436,2.508375588235296,1.4338235294117645,99.92220588235297,87.23529411764706,5.1647058823529415,18.794117647058822,6.6274283507984215,-0.15027058823529416,252,7,60,3,8,79,46,68,0.021,0.638,0.341,0.9754,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,5,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,2,0,11,13,10,0,4,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,3,8,10,2,2,0,0,0,1,12,1,0,0,1,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17236970628104695,0.0,0.1939054473636041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236962178519814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24315351569597385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26982574238069745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397939844311976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287684483484281,0.0,0.16919458159688325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863311436205796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744855618913745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2857516852423319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695987575016231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683955869950734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14780160817622273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.448513199935288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800592931137109,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThrAWpen,2018/03/25,"Currently having a panick attack And im wondering how any of you deal with the ""what if this time its not anxiety, maybe this is the one that actually needs medical attention"" thoughts ? Its a lowkey but very prolonged attack (been a couple hours now), this happens sometimes but if i just stay in bed and not do much its relatively fine, it sparks up and then zimmers down but never completely goes away and then at some point im back to a manageble and accepteble anxiety level again. But as i asked earlier, how do i deal with the disaster thoughts, the ""worst case scenario"" thoughts that are in the form of me quite genuinley beliving that this time it's not anxiety, this time it's real ? Definitely going to have a chat with my psycologist about this and probably ask to go on meds (iv'e refused to in the past because rather ironicaly i get very anxious about medicating myself even though i know it would probably help me, and i live in sweden, so its not even an economical issue) but if anyone feels like giving a go at comforting me or calming me i would be very appreciative.",9.855766937669381,7.73902744390244,9.698211382113822,66.10092140921411,59.926829268292686,13.989159891598911,40.826558265582655,12.650343791298138,5.1297859078590795,866,37,157,25,9,285,126,205,0.102,0.752,0.146,0.7919,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,1,13,7,2,0,13,0,10,2,0,2,1,41,25,23,0,7,15,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,1,0,18,10,0,1,7,1,0,3,5,3,0,1,4,1,14,4,22,18,4,28,0,0,0,0,9,12,0,6,13,116,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.1091780192066584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608173345935121,0.0,0.2567619835456456,0.12639171889397735,0.0,0.07822858007481996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918401144916288,0.2545576198508953,0.10511424782563224,0.08602824522187331,0.0,0.0682005586101393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730327575860533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237922734663775,0.0,0.0,0.23068520938951964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779039244627296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05656951556766492,0.07992656586247174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058452295823724784,0.1073247809607678,0.19075068554092703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09893446033399574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749903098182279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017853496525323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416975992505618,0.116772880535225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06148591552669527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054658555308403516,0.0,0.09879143650569452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239775449515482,0.0,0.12427263674115095,0.22541316877212014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224412926133648,0.08295705384319846,0.08628818262658773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581228218950649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680141329120382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10576206348957128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412495303125627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11899736474439945,0.0,0.1273430916283283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11065144911222956,0.0,0.0,0.1192484053953795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10992080513343072,0.266458906762701,0.19571308904695792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27693631989994105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132828526914828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895163298845688,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thadwater,2018/03/25,"Anxiety anytime I'm not busy It seems like unless I am doing something to keep my mind occupied, I have anxiety. Sometimes just low level, other times panic level. It's annoying. Is this""normal?""",3.0631428571428567,6.179777600000005,5.008571428571432,71.62142857142862,87.28571428571428,7.371428571428572,29.857142857142854,8.238735603445708,3.509400000000001,156,8,21,4,5,53,30,35,0.295,0.6409999999999999,0.064,-0.7906,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,7,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,14,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5246188593935783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3047758270756861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675184262834873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3462205171609057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4023067963233912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31215360463365915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639729892623274,0.3391263548163744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999415492246265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kjkszpj4321,2018/03/25,"Starting SSRI and it's making me feel like I've lost a battle After consulting with my therapist she said I am no longer capable of doing therapy properly and that my brain is exhausted. She put me on SSRI after 2 years of therapy since I am still unable to function properly. I am trying to convince myself that it's a good move, but there's a constant loop of thinking I'll stuck with the meds for a long time. She said no longer than 9 months. How did SSRI affect you? Was it worth it? 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I think I probably have OCD too so that makes it worse. I only realised months ago that it was having so much control over me, it became second nature to just avoid triggers and even be careful with my thinking so I would not trigger myself. It sadly has a lot of triggers though. I am not currently able to see a therapist. I am not sure how exposure therapy would help for body horror since I am extremely scared of it in general, but this particular thing was by far the worst I have ever seen, made me vomit, have severe panic attacks, shouted, cried, was the worst day of my life and I was not fully able to forget it since. I definitely do not ever want to intentionally revisit it and risk never forgetting it at all again. Worst is when I remember it during sex; or when I have nightmares with it - then I am not able to get away from it, I end up waking up with insane adrenaline rushes. Suggestions until I can see a therapist?",5.536160714285713,6.0268910089285725,6.506250000000001,76.91375000000002,67.48214285714286,9.614285714285714,30.285714285714285,9.606745405546679,2.7262714285714287,902,32,170,18,14,301,135,224,0.237,0.736,0.028,-0.9939,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,17,11,1,4,6,0,22,6,3,8,5,47,35,17,0,4,13,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,18,8,0,2,5,0,1,2,10,9,0,1,8,5,23,2,26,24,7,29,0,1,4,1,2,9,0,3,18,136,41,0,0.3707645465349775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21910693323375152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001968435491538,0.0,0.14059939899711854,0.1161151654307165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745572188776357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600638845136988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861465522942604,0.0,0.0,0.13575581486893715,0.15940830661961086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946244649407863,0.0,0.0,0.08162882874087808,0.2235851726745128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456972427406664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283855338705927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217094645021536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729398800931795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10507025293279462,0.0,0.11694212621436326,0.08249607128199486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864690791470468,0.0,0.0908515341395668,0.0,0.09531882506568133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09399438164339584,0.0,0.14500410322484722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13324896339835166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400013183317722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123733330493204,0.0,0.19696756036047708,0.0,0.0,0.1396194678840487,0.0,0.20446684284589328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869768193297414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648039909701408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133385713779353,0.286990810134691,0.08210649665730696,0.2375709506033821,0.12142476149873062,0.09811521171567936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07289551190816371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12594691607350378,0.1755869974026158,0.0,0.0,0.0795867373251238 anxiety,Marthmellow44,2018/03/25,"Best subject I’ve ever had at uni and I’m too scared to show up :( So I’m 5 weeks into my second year of uni, and I have one subject that is amazing. I love all the readings - it just clicks - it’s the content that’s made for me. However I was sick the first week, and didn’t end up making it to the first lecture or tute. Since then I’ve been too anxious about having missed the face to face stuff to go. So I literally have never been to the class. I’m completely up to date on all the content though, as I read all the texts and listen to the lectures. I have my 5th lecture tomorrow and I’m just getting the feeling I won’t go and I’ll be stuck in this weird Romeo&juliette situation with this awesome subject. I need to go to go to check with my tutor on some assessment things, but my anxiety has been in such a dip lately that I feel I might break just thinking about it :(",2.2172580645161304,3.5938634139784966,3.7105161290322606,90.54577419354835,76.15053763440861,6.680430107526883,24.765591397849466,7.3011,0.9269359139784944,689,23,154,8,15,228,106,186,0.099,0.836,0.065,-0.4788,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,3,12,6,0,1,11,0,15,4,2,2,5,27,34,13,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,11,9,0,0,3,3,1,4,3,3,0,4,8,4,15,3,26,23,5,26,0,1,1,1,2,9,0,3,12,107,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205094517840184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853579000259693,0.18981617777074986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632792707245468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761670751796992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881694879539822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198483251108935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699131765492391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28583756470478394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778416396482204,0.0,0.3819613748260561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18953527912253276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164573061732758,0.15898576147582547,0.11215548353798456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824398526213675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124585621727695,0.12958833977645806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11385554179669699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33613342125919826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16821857447967156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389889074140146,0.18886291547965972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234412301132187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116258470386094,0.10766122727800873,0.1650800168752627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2695530104059264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820017085902106 anxiety,hordway,2018/03/25,"Anxiety at the gym? I know it's been said before, but I figured I'd start a thread with my specific situation. I'm a tad bit overweight at 5'3"" (female) and approximately 150-155 LBS. I've been really interested in going to the gym, and I did get a membership and started going in the past, however I found I had severe anxiety (I have an anxiety disorder in general) about going to the gym, and going to the gym exacerbates my anxiety in a way that not quite anything else does. I've figured out, for the most part, why I have such bad anxiety when it comes to the gym. Two things: I find working out, even basic workouts, complicated as fuck. So many sets of this, reps of that. I sometimes get overwhelmed by it, and when it's in a gym especially that overwhelmed feeling progresses into anxiety for me. Second is crowds. I don't really care about people seeing me or if I'm out of shape or whatever, it's just the crowds. When it's really crowded, the stimuli it gives off (being a strong introvert) overwhelms me and I just can't get into the mindset of exercising. I start finding it so unpleasant I just want to leave ASAP. I always used to tell people I much preferred doing things like running outside around the block in nice weather outside as opposed to the gym, because to me the gym just feels suffocating. Maybe I haven't nailed the correct time to go when it won't be as busy. (Moved to a new place not long ago.) Anyone else struggle with gym anxiety similar to this? It's frustrating because it feels like gyms and me just don't mesh well together, but I don't know of any more convenient way to get in shape.",5.073203869047617,5.832058353125002,6.430357142857144,76.10083333333334,68.59375,9.970238095238095,32.11309523809524,10.07000556051586,3.242653273809524,1283,54,244,31,21,436,163,320,0.177,0.748,0.075,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,4,17,14,2,4,22,0,16,3,0,1,1,46,44,21,0,3,12,0,3,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,18,16,1,2,11,12,0,8,8,7,1,2,6,5,24,7,43,35,5,42,0,3,1,1,6,19,1,4,14,157,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639872218744997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110045283542272,0.0,0.0,0.06628098476217692,0.0,0.5219345670136658,0.0,0.0,0.06815127742424727,0.09986658388553901,0.08020713607863776,0.08676640217122096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08138097506660158,0.11883010495352996,0.0,0.08293734141880912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640885267751604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937422599073463,0.0,0.0,0.0839592946562452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11170576514525037,0.0,0.08529413465374955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628425462475658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06437611437284871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14784691523941398,0.06963053091914655,0.0,0.0,0.17816636617304088,0.0,0.0,0.1068676676923327,0.0,0.09010678306150233,0.20369019225233614,0.09349934403460017,0.2769640557779864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713076174298147,0.0,0.0,0.10320360829695507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523502440844077,0.0,0.0,0.08625533522366904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09881636291096332,0.09791882379988807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359212503079387,0.07164954885342642,0.0,0.0,0.0941343530908178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554739424743226,0.09304339589890316,0.13514285928458153,0.0,0.10183239692103338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10366828094915503,0.0,0.0,0.187319801045749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271355208595013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766867655150589,0.0,0.0,0.11011010413626954,0.0,0.0,0.10955712803394868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639747517633686,0.0,0.20696319031304933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189379754543963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519056003826854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295056489501666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056833862229714996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952112149664713,0.0,0.0,0.08418029872910679,0.0,0.0,0.05748863341851771,0.15472972830614226,0.0,0.0,0.08763464736376304,0.0,0.08794891691662726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07095722512155023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HavidDume,2018/03/25,"My call center job is ruining my life. Last month I took a job paying more than any other job I've had. This is for a call center position for a major bank in my city. I won't lie- seeing my checks every 2 weeks and having actual spending money feels good. But, the problem is that being on the phone has driven me deeper and deeper in my anxiety and depression issues. I was diagnosed with Panic Disorder at 19 years old, and OCD two years later. I constantly pick the skin around my thumbs until they bleed profusely. I also experience frequent panic attacks that are currently unmedicated because I don't have health insurance. My insurance kicks in on April 1st, but that's if I can last at this job.... I am supposed to be on the phone right now, taking calls from angry customers about why their debit card is shut off. Instead, I am shaking and sweating in the break room because the idea of being on the phone is triggering the worst anxiety I have ever experienced in my life. To be honest, If I were single and didn't have debt, I would have quit this job. But my husband, as loving as he is, doesn't understand why being in a call center is fucking me up. I am angry, not taking care of myself or applying makeup like I usually do. I immediately come home and sob into a pillow while picking my thumbs some more. I have started drinking more and more, and earlier in the day at that. My husband says to just chill out and take it one call at a time, but it's so much harder than that. I wish I could just quit or find another job paying similar to what I make now. Instead, I had to be a doofus and tell all my friends and family that I'm sooo excited to work for this major bank. I am letting everyone I know down, especially my husband. The idea of talking on the phone is ruining me. I have extremely unfounded ideas and thoughts about being on the phone. It breaks my heart to see my husband upset when I come home early from work because I'm trying not to let suicidal thoughts into my mind, which has been happening more and more frequently since I started working in a call center. I apologize if this is a ton of rambling, but maybe writing all of this down will chill me out a bit. Right now, my heart is beating nearly out of my chest and I want so badly to just be at home in bed.",5.981163923412829,5.743696390829697,6.9961572052401735,76.27852872018809,66.53275109170306,10.102922405105813,31.589183742022172,9.757249324022393,2.8767770238495136,1809,64,348,35,26,610,225,458,0.117,0.8059999999999999,0.077,-0.9406,8,0,1,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,2,7,17,20,2,4,22,0,48,13,5,4,3,63,73,33,1,8,15,4,2,1,1,3,5,1,6,0,18,24,1,0,9,1,9,5,6,13,0,2,10,6,52,7,59,49,16,72,0,4,2,2,25,39,2,6,27,256,70,11,0.0,0.0,0.0697242629970412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05713802273250055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0485880109525478,0.0749208776530855,0.10931712078107103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06360507337263024,0.0,0.081283955155793,0.0,0.0,0.0596572263078607,0.1306645894374809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800418955593963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377466748734955,0.0,0.07284737844743196,0.0,0.0,0.12309458415451115,0.0,0.07721136903223398,0.0,0.05704649543454775,0.0,0.0,0.046078922595518684,0.0,0.061539224068834726,0.0725195905066459,0.0,0.0,0.08188714998449118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06999316605382543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06463003141836966,0.06019916249118835,0.06827291982418614,0.0,0.06989117845483503,0.06735609230147394,0.0,0.03612694029179216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06530341531626807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055201593810082286,0.06605377662990729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059928328403655286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06318242794587324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594732238246893,0.0,0.16933565746282464,0.0,0.0,0.21500858363309813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419728721086393,0.0,0.0745745626502771,0.4254147553093776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03926669650126522,0.11648151976766535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461236110040385,0.10093358374689992,0.034906545411377346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06448583172629675,0.0,0.04769299873573569,0.0,0.07178047973065903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07214347981144442,0.0,0.05703019284855425,0.0,0.05252349639835152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497407814826845,0.0,0.04841593152355599,0.0,0.0,0.16766084503925952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06836738251461001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15199036611368272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203471617273375,0.0,0.056819394219672685,0.0,0.0,0.11387176942210885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910364412394384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011444412882156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07815399678536984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116306710908346,0.057428284445189576,0.06244988482058762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344561251448675,0.041662693009184085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07938286146874222,0.048509421436816816,0.0,0.06979563704726631,0.07438129750951064,0.0,0.0,0.0786913693525194,0.0,0.04214268029071151,0.0,0.05731236217331105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12894385784226695,0.0,0.08216323118635227,0.0,0.0,0.156047942425971,0.0,0.0,0.05075557123507712,0.0,0.0,0.09202208307965552 anxiety,Lonedonist,2018/03/25,"How to handle the ""How are you?"" question? I never know what to respond in that moment so usually I just say 'Fine/Very good/Not too bad, how are you?'. Usually my thoughts are very deep in a topic of my interest, or evaluating myself because of my anxiety, so you don't just talk about these things when people ask how are you. Or the topic in my head is something you don't discuss at work. But if I keep saying ""I'm OK"" over and over again, people start to lose interest in me and consider me boring or weird. One of the toughest questions. I could try preparing something to say every day so I have something ready? I had a colleague a few years back and she always responded with what exactly she was doing ""I'm drinking a tea./I'm submitting this assignment"".",3.235601445534332,5.255545724832216,4.5605369127516795,82.78006195147135,74.97315436241611,7.806091894682499,28.240061951471358,8.617729084823388,2.2960001032524526,599,25,113,12,13,198,94,149,0.095,0.826,0.079,0.35200000000000004,0,0,4,0,0,0,24.0,0,5,0,2,14,7,0,0,7,1,12,2,1,4,2,23,19,16,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,1,1,4,1,0,0,3,4,0,1,3,3,20,3,16,15,1,18,0,1,0,0,17,8,0,6,10,85,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017749871490722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968250317306448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14625801940166175,0.0,0.0,0.12029906752036346,0.13062777588491128,0.0953694171490738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249112183357044,0.0,0.0,0.1008961955885045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532597503204697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1318144203650674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13122139154562998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16056106684121746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390584163643037,0.0,0.0,0.08597988119391065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750256032916453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206625554343638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601340095298636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169230722613609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35051574871455593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37324184612983824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3613245794653016,0.0,0.0,0.11073489521973204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257471983569692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039372830876479,0.0,0.0,0.12420245596228993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621811009205884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34461134705832736,0.2581724251189178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389620845667425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10074756059693002 anxiety,Rainbowrunningkat01,2018/03/25,"DAE ALWAYS have a poundiung heart rate and trouble breathing? I have severe anxiety and it feels like I'm having an anxiety attack 24/7. No amount of medicine will help. I can breathe in, but it feels like my lungs won't absorb oxygen.",3.8723333333333336,6.1339264,4.0063888888888926,86.37625000000004,73.8888888888889,6.277777777777778,26.805555555555557,7.1686216300943375,1.412888888888888,188,7,34,2,4,58,37,45,0.209,0.648,0.14300000000000002,-0.0387,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,4,4,0,0,5,9,3,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,7,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245622593966656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4516406778742982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358224251111375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29851492037713073,0.4217690783636688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3498028057195359,0.19786033290021954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884308646111778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334818543463953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bernie_Sanders_hair,2018/03/25,"Crushing anxiety My life has been differing degrees of shitty, most of my life. The two things I have always had is my eternal optimism and logical approach to taking it one day at a time. I could always say to myself oh well, there is more to life. Flash back to about two and a half years ago. The single most important person (my grandmother) passed away while I held her had. And about the same time I also came into contact with my biological family. I was adopted very long ago and up until then, the only blood relatives I have ever met were my two kids. Well come to find out my biological mom is an awful person, who also had 5 more kids that are in and out of jail are addicted to drugs and what have you. So, around this time my ability to see through the shit and find the good in life started to disappear. In and out of severe anxiety that at first gave me me depression, I went on Fluoxetine for about a year as the Dr advised, saw a counselor for a while. Started feeling better until that “numbness” from depression meds started to take affect. It was at the year Mark and I weaned myself off of them. Depression gone, but eventually the anxiety came back and it was extremely destabilizing for me. My mind works in way that I observe and analyze everything. Well this anxiety does not allow me to slow everything down and find my way out of it, I get lost in my head unable to connect dots. I know I have lost the ability to keep all the BS I have went through under wraps. It has destroyed my marriage, we have admitted to one another that it has become difficult to understand one another and that connection has disappeared, we have two kids so we really just can’t go our separate ways, and kind of don’t want to, but she is understanding of what I’m dealing with. I could write on forever, but what I have felt is that I’m no good to anyone like this, I have lost myself, or really never knew who I was because of the compartmentalization and burying of garbage through my life. I love my kids, and are the single most important things to me in my life, but I feel broken and all this responsibility is crush me, I can’t focus for more than 5 mins at a time. I really feel like I need a huge step back to figure out my path through this on my own. I feel like I need a huge life changing realization or a huge move in a different direction. I don’t feel depressed, more just not happy, nothing is making me smile and I think I have just reached a point where I can’t adult right now and I need a way to take a step back to figure out what I need to not be like this. There is so much more to this story, but that’s a snip-it. Does anyone else have success stories or going through something like this? FYI, I understand talking to someone can help, but I feel like that is just a piece of the puzzle.",5.639130739006407,5.6083781953818885,6.531487162925885,78.62185962646002,67.22380106571936,10.163496420690027,30.914957747995054,9.946784424281523,2.776130136175252,2216,78,450,47,33,738,242,563,0.106,0.755,0.139,0.9669,1,0,2,0,0,0,52.0,4,1,1,7,25,27,2,0,30,1,45,15,3,3,4,94,92,39,0,7,16,1,7,6,0,0,11,1,0,7,31,35,0,2,20,0,0,15,10,11,3,9,23,10,67,16,80,66,16,82,0,7,2,1,30,33,1,7,36,335,98,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788886816833996,0.0,0.0,0.1104059397925312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960248148151524,0.10363546457861067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13060139242052735,0.19056061056197293,0.0,0.0,0.08708816104665135,0.06380802729831442,0.0,0.05543789266551132,0.0,0.0,0.05850934872000073,0.19154231528369106,0.0,0.037962220623400884,0.06877776986634979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05507711676767881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245186429594422,0.0,0.0,0.06587862085299884,0.05364433984758207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944293192828556,0.0,0.0,0.040162179359925054,0.06420272056318929,0.21454923123254815,0.0,0.0,0.13012809910545015,0.0,0.0,0.10899442557503244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722191503111528,0.0,0.05202271486627024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633124143650425,0.0,0.0,0.11193738701059028,0.0,0.058707263703655886,0.0,0.1889284610832504,0.13346767191247805,0.059793700877138777,0.0,0.1707544793377637,0.05297102547332399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032536081745152184,0.0,0.07078455813403535,0.10446651694595692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629282327095479,0.0,0.0,0.06391204670389565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04174157432067605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05535282105489624,0.0,0.06484975870910495,0.0342246740792704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30790638386085806,0.1825463173199428,0.0,0.0,0.055111355274605534,0.0,0.0,0.20394133465672148,0.0,0.05620555764073682,0.0,0.041569000782661084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917341073974659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06287992888354009,0.07293564787634536,0.0,0.06618839740659684,0.04577924057551906,0.1847042924246461,0.04803026680159534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05975447696179211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12659731713753306,0.04736289211572239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087521373939203,0.0,0.0,0.058869939918356276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196847485275076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05318245179134825,0.0,0.04952352557815043,0.0,0.0,0.04962505816062132,0.0,0.0,0.07035294747440242,0.06392432293678868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052765347920600766,0.04794228524670721,0.0,0.0,0.13223555250850585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14046899629680432,0.05005423152938057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274539552658851,0.03990326196994271,0.0,0.0,0.14525205495278454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433342392345913,0.19449120183366256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05138334098195745,0.03673136846971633,0.19772376992357985,0.0,0.0,0.16797792876366305,0.11545897201713586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045336892295803614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203090436215563 anxiety,prider90,2018/03/25,"Anxiety from working out Hi There.I suffered from anxiety for 3 years. It started because I used stimulants at the gym, caffeine based products. The problem now is, If I go the gym for 3-4 weeks, after that I got a terrible anxiety & zero appetite & the well known 'going to faint' feeling. The thing is while I exercise I do NOT have this symptoms. Also noticed I have bad muscle cramps. Checked out magnesium & calcium levels and they are OK. Any tips getting through this ? I have no problems sleeping whatsoever. edit: doc told me that I have a slow working gallbladder. Can this cause anxiety like symptoms ? Sometimes I feel a sharp pain on the right side and my appetite shuts down for almost a week.",3.0588636363636406,5.915460492424245,4.022303030303032,81.89845454545456,80.43939393939394,6.8533333333333335,32.28484848484848,8.021203637495839,2.901435757575758,563,31,95,11,15,181,93,132,0.202,0.732,0.066,-0.9503,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,2,3,9,0,0,10,1,9,7,1,3,0,15,18,5,0,3,2,0,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,3,3,1,2,2,6,1,1,2,3,12,3,13,16,0,19,0,1,0,0,3,9,0,2,9,61,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426682698690211,0.0,0.0,0.11393731610668252,0.0,0.4631152563663644,0.0,0.09688797928505287,0.0,0.4359723613334144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11896078875022625,0.08685152150717779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14636121295309673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14407942099304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443737897952363,0.0,0.1619438081386793,0.0,0.11395038293305268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06960615556033463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622088885374038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516035917074641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27265893009359665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167298908519257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257803149402826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091155421918278,0.0,0.10084463574668118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961724415558087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094654150642171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614109966584173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305277401565545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285699229156872,0.0,0.12810225932669614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20744719416494653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09174931741799937 anxiety,DropTheBodies,2018/03/25,"Suggestions and advice on how to interact with my anxious girlfriend Hi, my girlfriend suffers from bad anxiety and is not medicated nor does she do therapy. She is a busy law student, she has two romantic partners that she lives with, and she is a perfectionist...so not an awesome combo. I have bipolar disorder and am being treated....while I do experience anxiety, it really only occurs when I'm off my meds...the last time I consistently lived with anxiety was 2012 right before I got diagnosed with BPD. Needless to say, I need yalls help in how to keep from unnecessarily increasing her anxiety. 1. She often seems like she's annoyed or irritated with me and her bf. If we call her name she might frustratingly respond ""WHAT."" I don't like it...it makes me feel unwanted. She told me before she does that because she assumes we're about to ask something of her or otherwise overwhelm or pressure her. 2. She feels overwhelmed and not good enough when I go to her about my relationships needs that aren't being met. I suck at communicating, so I'm sure the way I present things to her make it easy for her to view it as a critique and not an attempt at resolution with a girl I love. She finally opened up and told me she gets so upset and anxious when I communicate these things because she already doesn't feel good enough for herself, and when I voice those things, she feels like she's not good enough for her partners either, which makes her feel like nothing she does will ever be good enough. 3. When she's particularly stressed or in a bad mood, I can expect that 1/3 things out of me and her bf's mouth will be met with attitude and snap back. I HATE it. So I usually just try to avoid speaking to her more than necessary until she's more calm. I leave it up to her bf to figure out what's wrong or console her if that's what he chooses...I just check out. I feel like I might go off on her if keeps throwing attitude at me that I didn't deserve. It hurts and makes me think less of her. But I know she's stressed and anxious, and I have no idea how to help. 4. She doesn't really do her share of the household work. She's super overwhelmed...I was a law student once myself, so I get that, but she does have time. Since our vacation, she's been a lot less stressed, and i have seen her do more around the house. But on average, she doesn't do much at all. I tried to talk to her about it a few times and that hardly helped (see #2). How can I be an encourager and not a source of anxiety regarding chores? 5. How do I become a partner to her in this world and in her fight against anxiety and depression? I don't want to be a source of her anxiety, I want her to look at me and see an opportunity to relax. How can I be that for her? 6. She assumes a lot what you are about to say or what you are trying to say, and often it's completely wrong and is quite obviously associated with baggage. How do I communicate with somebody like that? 7. What are some things I should be aware of or resources that will give me insight so I can better spot moments that might cause her anxiety. For example, yesterday I'd asked her to tell me how she felt about me being sexual with some girls I'll be seeing soon, and later on she came back and told me she'd prefer I waited. I told her I would consider that in my decision. I waited all day to tell her--not that I had to wait that long, but because I just wanted to deliberate first and then I forgot. Anyway, I realized wait...she's probably super anxious about this I should tell her soon. And it dawned on me again that I should probably make it super clear to her that my decision to hold off on sex with them is MY decision--not hers, so she should never feel guilty or like I'll resent her. When I said that to her, she broke down in tears because apparently she feared I would resent her and was feeling guilty. I want to be able to spot things like this...I don't always think about how something will affect a person with anxiety, but I need to. I'm really just looking for suggestions, tips, stories maybe, and any advice to help me support my gf. I love her so much. She's a completely different person when she's riddled with anxiety. 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It all started at my previous job almost three years ago when i came in on a monday morning without any care in the world. After all, i had a good job with an alright sallary considering that i did not have to do any additional studying beyond high school. After walking up the staircase to my work place i sensed something was wrong in my chest, it almost felt like my heart was working over time even though i did not feel stressed or out of breath in any way. I ignored it and went to my desk to start working. Over the period of about half an hour my heart had gone from slightly faster to a crushing pain. I remember thinking that that was it, i was going to have a heart attack right here. My colleague noticed that something was wrong with me and helped me to the reception, where the receptionist called to a local health center which i walked to. They did an ECG and found nothing wrong with me which troubled me because it felt so real. I went home and got to take that day off work. The next half-year that i spent at this company, i was troubled and had to take a lot of time off which they found suspicious since i could be fine one day and sick the next. This got me really sad because i felt like i had no one to blame but myself. I eventually went to see a doctor at my local health center and described everything i've been through and how sad i was about not even being able to work like ""a normal person"". His guess was that i was suffering from depression and he got me a time with the in house psychologist. I went to weekly talks with this psychologist and things started feeling a bit better. I got to say things i normally don't say, i almost even cried in front of her. After a while I ran out of scheduled times with her and she didn't respond to any of my calls so i changed to another psychologist who worked just half an hour away from where i live. Now this new psychologist, this guy knew exactly what he was doing. He asked all the right questions and i cried a lot. We did a lot of talking about my upbringing, parents divorce and just generally went through moments in my life that might have been the cause for me feeling depressed. I also got a subscription for zoloft which i took during half a year. Things started to feel better but i still felt a lump in my chest. When i wasn't feeling as depressed any more i was ready to tackle my anxiety. This was when we started doing CBT instead and my god has it changed my outlook on anxiety, i learned how to control my panic attacks and how guide my thoughts. I eventually failed at studying and started at a new job which i've had for almost a year now and the panic attacks and depression feels like it's almost completely gone. However, the anxiety has started manifesting itself in another way now. Instead of getting panic attacks and feeling like i'm going to die, i just feel this dull pain in my shoulders, upper back and chest area, coupled with a shortness of breath. This pain is constant no matter what i do and it seems like it wont go away. I take hot baths, i do chest and upper body workouts but it still doesn't feel better. I've been feeling like this constantly this entire week and i find my self googling my symptoms only to come up with the standard ""heart attack-results"" which i'm absolutely sure it's not but reading the results still make it worse. While googling symptoms yesterday i realized why I want to find something physically wrong with me. It's because i feel like it would make everything so much easier to fix than having to go through therapy, medication and unhappiness all over again.",6.1688255231358635,6.428471765251987,6.297186560565872,79.75834983790159,66.09549071618036,9.195590922487474,33.20117889773062,8.96741613852259,2.7069400294724426,3077,124,590,47,45,981,299,754,0.16699999999999998,0.748,0.085,-0.9972,5,0,4,0,1,0,55.0,2,0,2,12,36,45,4,4,39,1,50,25,12,8,7,126,116,46,1,7,16,1,17,9,0,3,13,2,2,3,47,43,0,2,30,4,1,18,13,28,0,6,51,20,84,17,98,59,11,119,0,9,1,0,29,46,0,14,61,406,131,16,0.04240236848067423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758714124560268,0.0,0.21229923511979168,0.0,0.0,0.0339091587544414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14417532303015146,0.08892516096520431,0.12975078330931802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0396404906304341,0.24119407775716506,0.0796768419764192,0.032604804019633435,0.0,0.07754427078379132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250434738769413,0.046292404263743765,0.04709947245231154,0.0,0.0,0.08659511817554859,0.048497013422037785,0.043232040635767015,0.04355891269961271,0.08971216699827175,0.03652588588380608,0.0444580766131668,0.09164379322046597,0.04755786179765105,0.033854840919692784,0.046917414217927896,0.09315402142837544,0.05469203961922537,0.0,0.14608439135842213,0.0,0.04400696401231307,0.0,0.0,0.0434006208821654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401909342567168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432554400978087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23583902707693394,0.12116904205995,0.2035646166039312,0.0,0.11626498982298505,0.0,0.0,0.09298401685675196,0.0,0.0,0.04430697487586588,0.0,0.09639297268212904,0.035565094914843144,0.16956523802036652,0.0,0.04671098936675492,0.041985011286743416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014346974163047,0.0,0.2009880432361731,0.028421413789028942,0.04480043035140774,0.04253303286391856,0.0,0.0835155832935444,0.048926640175729424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12623342377283747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02995004684491426,0.1864408987196573,0.0,0.03744206821583811,0.03752476178067588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081469320776691,0.0,0.0,0.0566078204412748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0427159252888658,0.0,0.04498221216726781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03117061971234385,0.0,0.0,0.08190494340903476,0.09019079984715872,0.0,0.08309063647156728,0.040686216155408884,0.04827537755625362,0.0,0.0,0.05746588452885287,0.03224891195345505,0.13535732895810432,0.14925012993421916,0.04708281221579468,0.0,0.0,0.029396463348401382,0.03702411262172869,0.04430145017821966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750035693626068,0.04510013828990077,0.08482768632756056,0.048263178390859376,0.027164043023418263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048033617640870725,0.07242278199978114,0.0,0.06744013064456815,0.0,0.04291346065685512,0.033789197825943494,0.038601523743220026,0.04423491793828981,0.0,0.0,0.03507567738119926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057365939486248,0.0,0.0,0.21008830258089847,0.0,0.10158775872611618,0.0,0.048571769831963665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039963730481616916,0.08814459285668047,0.09564391217279772,0.0681628352231897,0.0,0.0,0.048490803760706885,0.0,0.08451074846857673,0.027169725589818047,0.04166011174367858,0.03366274418313447,0.1236258102594787,0.0,0.04019248734086885,0.0,0.0471105915675008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04414236098822303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05002003107477383,0.06731405286433148,0.06802524464751622,0.0,0.0,0.19653710196368215,0.07652308457458244,0.0,0.0,0.040874370083322106,0.0,0.1852165755822125,0.0,0.0432116360174916,0.030121425985285742,0.2318016674914869,0.0,0.10922294034117956 anxiety,pietro5000pp,2018/03/25,"I don't want to lose my best friend I will keep it really short My past best friend left me and destroyed my feelings and ability to trust anyone 2 years ago. Right now I have another best friend, who is the most important person in my life rn. But she doesn't have much time, because she is preparing for an university. We talk everyday, but much, much less than we used to. It really reminds me of my past friendship. I'm scared that one day I won't control my emotions and scream at her because of that. What can I do to control my anger and anxiety? 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I only feel it when I have anxiety attacks but its SO strong and I feel like I cant control it. It usually leads to SH but Ill leave that topic for the proper sub. Im just wondering of this is normal with anxiety or maybe I have another issue thats triggered by my anxiety? Id go to a doctor but have no medical coverage and no money to pay myself (only a temporary situation).",3.995571428571431,5.613362144444443,6.862063492063495,68.765,72.0,10.920634920634923,31.74603174603175,10.914260884657429,4.266936507936508,363,17,62,13,7,133,66,90,0.259,0.649,0.092,-0.8663,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,3,4,2,0,3,0,5,3,0,3,0,16,9,8,0,1,5,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,0,2,2,3,2,0,0,0,2,8,2,8,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,42,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840915128326362,0.5372161878903615,0.0,0.0,0.12275666453285405,0.1798834768681468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997265213968544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690712123289328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796946076757697,0.15363502886572725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14665908385655615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173280904400146,0.0,0.0,0.17753831243477006,0.12542115200683052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977563141230428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896365182726071,0.18324056641048075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18589425174563134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857704681770626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637509756167669,0.0,0.0,0.17685971491353605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172012969155746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670448239521783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19733845235983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335616032229488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038892945374128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SavingDaisy,2018/03/25,"Are my feelings appropriate to the situation ?? My friends and I all work together, we got off late and decided to hang out. We were all playing on our phones and two of them found my tinder profile for my boyfriend and I.. They took screen shots and passed my profile on their phones around. I’ve never felt so uncomfortable and embarrassed in my life. I don’t feel like hanging out with them anymore or even seeing them at work. 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Hey all! Having trouble sleeping at the moment - too many thoughts racing and racing and racing PLUS a big ol knot in my tummy! What are your sleep tips and tricks? 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I visited a lot of doctors but nothing helped. I tired of this shit and decided to figure out what the fuck is going on with me. And I said myself: “I won’t stop until I feel happy and healthy”. Traditional medicine didn’t work for me. I started to study naturopathy. In short, how to help your body heal itself. After a while I realized that I need to work on my nutrition and lifestyle. So I did. I quit alcohol/cigarettes/drugs/coffee at once. I’ve learned about natural food and food habits. Changed my diet. I started to eat only fruits, vegetables, grains, nuts, seeds and meat. I cut my portions in three times. I started to go to bed at 22 and sleep as much as I need. No alarms. I started to run every day for 10-15 min and walk for 5-7 km. I quit porn and masturbation fully and quit sex for a while. On the first month changed almost nothing. On the second it started to feel better. Mood changed first. Then insomnia and fatigue. Then visual snow and brain fog. After more than three months I feel reaaaaally good and don’t feel any symptoms. If you have any questions feel free to ask as much as you need :) ",1.2167666335650438,3.8752818037735857,2.536529294935452,89.29784260178751,91.33962264150944,5.657398212512415,22.822740814299895,7.1686216300943375,1.1920188679245292,1078,42,206,19,38,346,155,265,0.146,0.7240000000000001,0.13,0.3202,1,0,3,0,0,0,50.0,0,3,0,9,4,13,3,1,7,0,7,23,5,3,0,38,25,28,0,4,2,0,5,0,0,1,9,1,1,0,8,16,6,1,11,1,2,5,5,8,0,5,4,7,29,5,38,20,6,37,0,4,0,3,10,11,2,5,21,124,37,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105649418726396,0.09468875401040544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12860886370193106,0.0,0.07233857906094777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840137045333693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08363114190279253,0.0,0.1050354787792881,0.0,0.3166826155658655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000976419385074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06098374639586007,0.0,0.08144488244559793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678675272408246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09675907263612843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07967136060952161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390633331591064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086634915122108,0.22868603898315296,0.0,0.0,0.08741972545336403,0.0,0.0,0.10748190488627613,0.07931292173163265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066148766457336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267639168543768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16078403426974594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509546934555047,0.0,0.13902580198315873,0.21034639878178946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27220025858641506,0.0,0.0,0.10070392348084586,0.0,0.07191757637141045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592948228961233,0.30173042530921235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08994875850387275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068265312131266,0.0970650686948044,0.0,0.0,0.09462886291268732,0.09639259526627618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346522992201738,0.0,0.0,0.07905687266703372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828464131823277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628218425473914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05513903020136477,0.10868346754957772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768244583372974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0608939083342874 anxiety,Uhnothankyouuu,2018/03/25,"I need help with my mum????? Well my mum has recently started to be quite mean to me, although I've done literally nothing. She literally reminds me almost daily I have no friends and loses her temper at me for the smallest things then says I don't have anxiety (when I was literally diagnosed with severe anxiety by a professional) because all kids my age get it and I'm literally terrified to go home after school because of her. My mum and her boyfriend were also recently talking about trans people and my mum literally turned to face me after and fucking said if I go trans she'll fucking disown me and I want to identify myself as they//them but I'm too scared to tell her I don't know what to do because I go in my room to get away from her but she gets the shits because I never talk to her?????? And like my dad is trying to get custody over me but the thing is my nan will be angry at me for ages after because she thinks my mum is a little angel :// it's just really hard man, I'm not allowed to leave the house literally EVER (not even joking I can't walk past our driveway or hang out with my friends) then I ask her to go and do stuff like have lunch then she's like ""holly I work Saturdays what do you want me to do"" so I suggested we go on a Sunday and she replies with ""I'm too tired to do anything"" and yet she claims she's trying her hardest for me it's so fucking annoying. I was made to buy a journal and draw//write my feelings by my nan so I don't run away or lose my shit at school and I just can't deal with it I just want help. I know people get it a lot worse than me it's just difficult. 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My boyfriend needs me, and I need to find a way to be there My mind circles. That’s just how it is. His father is a slightly senile asshole. I can’t bring myself to visit the house again..... his father revealed infidelity throughout the marriage including my boyfriends childhood. This man, his father, helped me with things. But now I question if it was only because he found me attractive. I can’t help move things as I think I would create a physical confrontation with his father. The divorce is going to be painful. His mother doesn’t deserve such pain. My head... it hurts.",2.521193633952258,5.213798068965517,3.1486206896551714,88.38152519893896,81.24137931034483,5.293368700265252,25.30238726790451,6.67199483983844,1.0946970822281172,480,19,88,5,13,150,77,116,0.118,0.7879999999999999,0.093,-0.4404,0,0,0,0,1,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,6,0,11,3,1,1,0,18,19,5,0,4,3,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,3,0,1,6,0,0,4,4,4,0,0,2,0,21,2,8,14,0,9,0,1,0,0,18,0,0,3,4,62,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278412642463048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053617226403653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840947766339393,0.0,0.0,0.2208472882485826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11447196702560007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067156423855427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27001596083626844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241232571336004,0.2156249149891334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20337738443175127,0.0,0.0,0.2140782183328246,0.0,0.2987016409975224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15318944039296328,0.4286514328732617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225637165930871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18336574669788275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839663812551714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676297892629053,0.12906218556278098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15987829455691932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308341308332498,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,morpho-pie,2018/03/25,"I've been uncommonly nauseous and my pdoc suggested it's anxiety but I don't feel anxious First of all, I do not have an anxiety disorder. I am on antidepressants for depression. The past 3 months were hard for me. I felt trapped. The nausea started then but it was just a feeling on my neck. It was easy to ignore. Fast forward to a couple weeks ago I stared feeling sick and physically disgusted enough to involuntarily throw up. It started when I was crying in the shower and getting out I threw up looking at myself in the mirror. It's unclear to me why that happened. I've cried hard like that multiple times but never vomited from it. I don't feel anxious, I have no other symptoms of anxiety. I chalked the vomiting up to the sadness from my break up but I have it even when I am not thinking of it. Any interaction can trigger it now. The nausea lasts the whole day. If something makes me feel confused, sad or trapped I can throw up. I don't throw up by foul smells etc which is confusing because I can easily vomit from simple interactions. Nausea was never something I dealt with unless I was sick. Also I used to have bulimia and purge moderately for a couple years. I feel like that could be related somehow. If anyone had a similar experience I'd like some advice. It's confusing and can be scary. 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Someone please help.. I’ll try and make this as short as possible. I’ve had anxiety since summer 2017 but it wasn’t too bad or anything for me to look over. I was worried a lot but I figured it was nothing serious. In December I had my first panic attack and rushed to the hospital because I thought I was having a heart attack. After that the anxiety got so much worse and I had a panic attack everyday in January. I’m 17 and have had 2 EKG’s where the doctors tell me there’s nothing to worry about. I also vape with an e-cig and figured it wasn’t helping with my anxiety. I quit around late January and experienced no anxiety symptoms except the occasional panic inducing thoughts that I would pay no attention to. I had quit for 2 weeks off of my vape and felt great. But in the middle of February my mother passed away from suicide and it spiraled my anxiety out of control. I started vaping again and was put on Zoloft and had worse panic attacks. I started doing cognitive behavioral therapy and it worked great but now I’m still in this shitty situation that I can’t seem to get out of. I’m constantly worried about my health and have chest pain all the time on my left side which scares me into thinking it’s heart problems. Quitting the nicotine again, along with coming to terms with the death of my mother and figuring out how to manage normally has taken so much of an effect on me and I don’t know how much more I can take. I can’t sleep at night, I stay up until 6 every morning until I’m too tired to stay awake. Sometimes I fight my sleep just because I’m worried something will kill me in my sleep or I’ll have a heart attack. Can someone please give me any input. I’m so tired of dealing with this everyday and it only seems to get worse. I don’t know what to do anymore. Help.",3.0976878814298203,4.89005296756757,4.628081952920663,83.13994333042722,74.72972972972974,7.6931124673060145,27.88142981691369,8.460557738077197,2.1085588491717533,1458,59,282,27,31,488,180,370,0.308,0.632,0.06,-0.9988,0,0,1,0,1,2,26.0,0,0,0,7,18,21,8,6,14,0,27,15,7,6,1,59,52,32,3,3,8,2,1,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,15,28,0,1,14,0,1,4,8,19,0,1,17,3,35,2,52,33,7,48,0,0,1,0,9,23,0,5,19,189,50,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05032097175837127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279104893750303,0.0,0.28882398188422564,0.0,0.06240453280226198,0.0,0.0,0.05178178171903836,0.05601644837900024,0.0,0.4295165372752868,0.0591199584738511,0.0,0.1050792259394393,0.07671679674887369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542041778540954,0.0,0.06799939750603602,0.07057555858989477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064872746947985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06440624002272452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053016891567611316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060417714265992524,0.0,0.0,0.053523836699787226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575126347347926,0.06036324023495996,0.0,0.0,0.05032674278601359,0.1387497163353415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13377232469608366,0.0,0.2236987148671092,0.1265315814203191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06961701229252988,0.0,0.06916369279823797,0.0,0.07098196025480794,0.0,0.06836802270017868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284101751579063,0.0,0.0,0.05349644869541414,0.0,0.0,0.04200281927305611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13877099272157614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905069962929639,0.0616529829234289,0.12075616201143037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04785717626909457,0.06695646621723003,0.3691437087219283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814515653799025,0.0,0.07093830239080172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060210573628313176,0.0,0.06325684408764833,0.0,0.2007849385134758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299874209759697,0.0,0.0,0.11456882196219333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205207783793475,0.07073015652942162,0.1889108504923181,0.0,0.10663202534872396,0.048442616008097315,0.062234275675340525,0.0,0.08907705115048521,0.13413901389928712,0.050251858451895504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0688295617692671,0.0,0.0,0.06540300217877258,0.047311648534848094,0.0,0.05499908362392155,0.0,0.07196003841480295,0.0,0.0,0.040319696633843966,0.0,0.099910588264117,0.036691980191683016,0.14464569376462572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042721835817894085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050474511024482506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045810032900693284,0.25561291757570986,0.1923773631262149,0.04470000088483185,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Liirin,2018/03/25,"I know that many people here have a fear of posting. Me too. I pretty much use the “discard” function instead of the “send.” I can’t even count how many hours I’ve spent writing small essays on Reddit just to discard them as soon as I’m done. Part of me wants to vent, part of me wants to give advice, part of me wants to tell that joke. I always write meaning to have my voice heard, but at the last second I reject myself. “No one wants to read this.” Is it an extension of how I communicate all the time? Definitely. Did I delete half of this before posting? Um, probably more. Taking the plunge to send this time! Anybody have thoughts? Feel the same? Take the plunge with me, lurkers!",1.4931127450980384,3.8932524779411786,2.4357058823529414,93.74850980392158,83.04411764705881,4.803137254901961,20.096078431372547,6.079149491110277,-0.02831803921568632,531,15,111,4,15,167,88,136,0.095,0.852,0.053,-0.695,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,0,8,3,0,1,9,0,7,0,0,3,1,18,22,5,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,2,1,2,2,2,1,3,5,3,15,1,19,17,7,12,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,76,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771947173770608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12578375952973025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863270480411054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469719309337165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984493805681974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010585642024556,0.07643500614982286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14501397458410828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488698800606545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307789600547283,0.12322197240994953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30652094274290564,0.0,0.16466610309381816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11112576204329984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243524621411618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911001452957344,0.0,0.10480075215429203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28955402389970203,0.15379204747055367,0.16298450806977424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15120875639484285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273188175935988,0.0,0.13212736234410155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12001038588071725,0.17629437592303746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305604849577118,0.0,0.0,0.35665085403563906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,z_altt,2018/03/25,"I’m feeling really guilty about small things and it’s really affecting my happiness I feel constantly anxious and worried this whole week. I missed a physiotherapist appointment because I slept in. I’ve had serious issues with sleeping for a while and so this is the third one I’ve missed because I slept through my alarm. I called the front desk to apologize and reschedule, once I told her my name the receptionist hung up the phone on me... I felt so anxious because I have another appointment is next week and I’m worried to go in there when she reacted like that... I lost sleep because this happened. I also am really bad at keeping up with friends, I’ll text a friend and ask how they’re doing and then I often forget to respond to their message, then they get upset and ask why i do that... this is two examples of how cluttered I’ve been!! I apologize sincerely for all my mistakes and bad habits but I just get SO anxious ",4.4142380952380975,6.136015566666668,5.223174603174602,80.515,71.1111111111111,8.920634920634921,31.74603174603175,9.424239791934726,3.0269365079365085,742,34,139,17,14,241,108,180,0.166,0.753,0.081,-0.8687,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,1,11,14,0,2,7,0,9,4,4,4,1,26,27,20,0,1,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,11,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,9,0,3,7,3,23,5,17,20,2,17,0,3,0,0,16,7,0,1,9,92,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031289928971794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522544690613875,0.0,0.43706312407867776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411197462179029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21535185762279674,0.3144504452338115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168223063167048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139359577873133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041175702532076,0.0,0.12382149643930147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19926782565105464,0.0,0.13475219867169927,0.0,0.07329074621890495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140386007643592,0.13727995524916833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346003794684358,0.0,0.11462527046514695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06300317549748474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140774701864281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371500606102516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137337828295693,0.08738640259882538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478445797173177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25810558471420864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08567506733373434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322648084238418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259748484997432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068873198207467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636603406636732,0.14397885411925504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619295876048669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LargeRaisin,2018/03/25,"Horrible Hangovers, is there something more? So im 20 years old, a student at university. I drink quite a bit, but no more than the next student. In fact, In the last 6 months I have been drinking significantly less than my colleagues. However it remains a major part of university social life, so I will drink, no more than twice a week, around 7 beers. But when I wake up nowadays, it is as if I have entered hell. I cannot even begin to describe how awful I feel. My tension headaches are unbearable, I feel like I am going crazy. Sometimes taking advil helps, but not always and not for long. My anxiety goes through the roof. I have been prescribed ativan but I rarely take it unless I start to have a panic attack (where they have been helpful). I cannot sleep properly for the next few days, and cant attend class or even leave the house without feeling lightheaded, with the feeling of passing out (with the extreme anxiety.) It usually takes me like three days to get fully back to 100% and clear minded. I know the obvious ""quit drinking"" solution would be best, but that is simply impossible in my social environment. I have always gotten hangovers, but they used to be your run of the mill nausea and overall crappy feeling. But now the symptoms of my hangover seem to be really messing with my brain. Anyone know what might be wrong with me? 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Stretching hurts and everything is just so stiff. I was under a lot of stress the last week writing papers, do you think it’s just caught up to me now? I’m trying really hard not to tell myself I have some kind of cancer or I’m dying. Does anyone else with anxiety feel this way? 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I feel like I get really irritable when I get anxious and I feel like for the past year or so as my anxiety has gotten worse, this has gotten worse as well because I never used to be this way. I don't know what to do, I feel like its getting so bad ",2.075499999999998,3.587035550000003,4.823333333333334,81.855,76.83333333333334,8.133333333333335,23.666666666666664,8.841846274778883,1.641066666666667,223,7,48,5,5,80,40,60,0.306,0.56,0.134,-0.9059,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,16,7,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,2,3,8,4,6,13,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050440586384568,0.2252380339408133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664705611530693,0.12153770729155705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024313597190636,0.42730258070796506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124970600733701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957178879654972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922150037227633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15377099684388085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190326870797524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277253165114124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17219677640872252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825532120440527,0.0,0.0,0.17926289174045645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40636218125202606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839155251445306 anxiety,dearslumlord,2018/03/25,"Why on earth does zyrtec-d almost completely eliminate my anxiety? Hey guys, I don't post here often, but I have noticed that whenever I take a Zyrtec-D to help with my allergies, the stuff actually almost entirely eliminates my anxiety. How is this possible? Is this just a placebo? I'm not sure, because whenever I take it, within an hour or two, I feel physically and mentally calm, and it's pretty shocking. Is there something in this that makes me feel this way? I notice that the hard, adrenaline pumping anxiety of mine seems to vanish. It's amazing actually, but of course I don't want to rely on this. Has anyone else felt this before? If so, what could it be? Thanks",3.894334038054968,5.9705177286821725,5.540225510923187,76.22949260042284,73.26356589147288,9.652149400986607,29.556730091613808,10.018931242160765,3.3647922480620154,533,23,96,16,11,181,88,129,0.112,0.737,0.152,0.8888,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,5,0,9,0,0,2,1,21,19,8,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,15,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,1,4,12,4,10,16,0,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,6,1,65,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.29621400925968033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.303954291170295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483141438367721,0.0,0.0,0.10612209999337102,0.15550774690727814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251844394346333,0.0,0.1291462929512128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591294377029294,0.0,0.0,0.12117712257208453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328161852378255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267855396787538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534803720560081,0.0,0.14572435626602148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502775591518044,0.0,0.0,0.13595737403164293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172917812713053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14946426860263626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130859590246682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294988607985316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3455855165424826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109946273360785,0.1453550590135706,0.1544060886105557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381669931693731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684104768583604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374195552167418,0.0,0.0,0.14304275948293507,0.0,0.2282264269803964,0.0,0.0,0.139730724855447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825861608233545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951871094277687,0.12046908231106368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369500926187237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway280037,2018/03/25,"tinder gives me intense anxiety yet i don't feel social anxiety, really but when it comes to dating sites and apps i overanalyze everything and can never go on dates. i have forced myself to go on a few dates and they were not fun because i was so incredibly anxious i couldn't relax and definitely didn't follow up. yet i want a relationship and i have no clue where or how to meet people aside from shit like this. it's extremely frustrating. i have not had a relationship in almost 10 years. idk what to do anymore.",2.7870588235294136,5.163759862745098,4.815450980392161,78.70552941176472,77.82352941176471,8.393725490196081,23.925490196078428,9.120678840339163,2.1968125490196075,414,14,78,11,10,142,73,102,0.29600000000000004,0.652,0.052000000000000005,-0.9805,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,5,2,0,3,0,11,1,1,1,1,16,18,10,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,4,1,11,3,9,13,1,18,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,2,9,56,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286269335210513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493244298928506,0.25793371668259674,0.2264295475223187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13918019088654654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19667525601405084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051969910563084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544415669780965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21902289080013085,0.2595161229014613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11154436732539436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17609248331634955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828656348942338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14626599702475931,0.0,0.0,0.4902549654553702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23436456884061085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327408750931791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466754028577185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14702894422974686 anxiety,soolnov,2018/03/25,"My anxiety is ruining my physical health My depression and anxiety really have taken a toll on my fitness this past year. I was a D1 college athlete last year and transferred to a different school to focus on my studies. I’ve been battling depression for 4 years but it’s gotten to its worst point this past year. I am at my best when i’m working out and eating right. However, i’ve worked out about 5 times the entire year. It’s not me. Right now I do not feel like myself. I have the motivation and the desire to feel good (I love the feeling working out) but I get really anxious before i’m about to go to the gym and I end up just staying home. Laying down, feeling terrible about myself. It’s a never ending cycle. I’m very organized and I schedule times to workout during the day but I never go because I get too anxious. I think my depression fuels this too because I end up feeling tired and sad all the time, and choose not to work out. I motivate myself to go every single day, but just before I go, I get really anxious and just find a reason to not go. This has taken a serious toll on my physical health and well-being, and it’s affecting my grades because I perform better in school when i’m physically healthy. Motivation just doesn’t seem to do the trick. I simply just cannot go to the gym anymore. Now I not only feel terrible, but also don’t look good. I am also happier when I look healthy and fit but I just can’t seem to overcome this. Has anyone else had a similar problem and found an answer to it? 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I had a baby, moved across the country, and became the primary wage-earner in our household, and I'm working two extra freelance jobs (online teaching and legal ghostwriting) to make ends meet in addition to my extremely stressful job as a public defender and taking care of my baby. I recently had a doctor appointment where I was told my blood pressure was high. After another appointment, it was confirmed that my blood pressure is pre-hypertensive. I have never had issues with my blood pressure before and feel like this is almost certainly related to stress. The doctor prescribed me Zoloft and I'm starting it today. Does anyone else have experience with this? I am also committing to a healthier lifestyle, but I quit smoking two years ago and quit drinking when I got pregnant and never picked either back up, so those two big ones are already not an issue. I am too heavy, though, and need to lose weight. Has anyone had any luck with antidepressants lowering blood pressure? Any advice or input appreciated. 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If you do I’d like to know what it’s like. My doctor has me on 5mg valium 3xs a day. But I only take it once a day. Or less if I can. But my mental and physical anxiety has been so bad lately under some substantial life changes that have happened. It’s been so bad it’s landed me in the er and such. I’m always worried, and dizzy. If anyone is on meds daily can you tell me what it’s like? I’m just afraid of negative long term side effects of taking it that often. And of growing a tolerance because it seems to be the only thing that helps me. Other than that it does help quite a bit when I do make myself take it. I physically and mentally feel a bit better- it takes away some of my excessive thoughts and dizziness. Please don’t be rude. I know some of you are anti meds. If you are that’s okay, but I don’t want your opinion. Thank you. 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I never thought that my anxiety was that bad, but they seemed to disagree. Most of my anxiety symptoms are related to paranoia, hypochondria, and generally worrying intensely about things. Obsessive behaviors. Anyway, long story short, I've been on 10mg of Lexapro ever since, so about six months. I don't think it's had any effect on me whatsoever. I actually feel pretty good, because my life is better than ever. I have a new job that I love, a girlfriend, and everything is really working out. I don't think that this can be attributed to the Lexapro because I never felt like my anxiety was reduced. I still have moments of going crazy obsessing over things and getting panicky. I want to stop taking Lexapro because I don't want to continue to take something that doesn't seem like it does anything for me, and I've been reading a lot of horror stories about withdrawal. Why should I fall into a trap of taking a useless medication for years just because I'm afraid of withdrawal and end up making the withdrawal harder? But these horror stories still get me anxious. It feel almost like a punishment; Lexapro seemingly did nothing for me but now I have to suffer because I want off of it. I'm going to taper as my doc suggested by cutting my tablets in half for two weeks and then stopping. Since I haven't been taking it that long, I'm hoping that will work. I am scared to death of ""brain zaps."" This intense, crippling fear of the medical ramifications of withdrawal is exactly how my anxiety manifests so I feel that is just more proof that lexapro does nothing. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I feel miserable - and I haven't even STARTED going off the drug! I'm just obsessively anxious about the very idea of it. Can you guys reassure me that my lexapro withdrawal will be manageable and won't cost me my cool new job? That is what I am most worried about - being unable to perform at work because I'm too sick from the withdrawal. Thanks!",6.14796551055997,7.15828983123426,6.504546599496226,75.62438819996126,66.30478589420655,9.835652005425306,35.924142608021704,9.943994293440598,3.7305090873861655,1681,82,295,37,26,543,194,397,0.226,0.6629999999999999,0.11,-0.9951,2,0,2,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,1,6,20,24,2,8,13,1,38,11,2,4,6,55,75,17,1,6,6,0,6,3,1,5,7,0,0,1,24,12,1,2,15,1,1,5,11,13,0,3,10,7,40,11,48,56,4,40,0,3,0,1,8,13,0,8,25,199,64,8,0.0,0.0,0.07621769731614625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820931974237554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649883243011772,0.0,0.0,0.053113021963846915,0.0,0.23899569145730076,0.17646932677344468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427248170025572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521311552115391,0.33327795278739336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907615150133578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718927675726884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672792034871961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994218711328875,0.1366977048849485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057520184350734,0.07991932441040582,0.0,0.0,0.06917647134934816,0.0,0.0,0.05158658986285004,0.14129807789828794,0.0,0.0,0.07019434165755678,0.0,0.0,0.08788809146665287,0.15796579737157784,0.0,0.14998311396861674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816116544868547,0.0,0.133163965778554,0.1310189308168446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733469153243419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07757434544564337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17633856883628846,0.0,0.0,0.15501123836604055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05516677412123791,0.11447219654209495,0.0,0.0,0.13823818492352902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664007572868145,0.07049140991140196,0.0,0.052134657083344214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15736201108417866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234142591936773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204763858729638,0.15086559082381726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14988472693320273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945928387993549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812458249384001,0.0,0.0500350678398678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639035058997294,0.0,0.0,0.21330733325107595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292159562392546,0.0,0.07815985196702976,0.0,0.0,0.06012784897566036,0.0,0.0,0.11056404298806398,0.0,0.12474702667736925,0.13059595718344452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117938628464426,0.2936203587165237,0.0,0.0,0.07190716009290253,0.0,0.09068412131590092,0.10377691885256372,0.10009106979437182,0.0,0.06200541235438292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629571844569934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0644435230930131,0.13820230917140894,0.0,0.06264987372880715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047621233526086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17058071797954738,0.15863568249133322,0.0,0.055482447561580814,0.0,0.0,0.05029605888314717 anxiety,mallorysterling,2018/03/25,"I (23F) was humiliated in class today I'm finishing grad school in Psychology, and yesterday I had my first patient. We have this ""scheme"" where there's a clinic, various groups (12-13 people) and a supervisor attending each group. After talking to the patient, you have to talk to the group and the supervisor to discuss them, since we're just learning. However, I have terrible social anxiety that decided to become worse than it has ever been yesterday. My session was great - but I had a lot of similar traits with my patient. I can handle transference well, I just didn't want to open up to what we had in common in a group of strangers I'll have to see in class everyday. So I thought: *""I'll calm down, and next class I'll speak calmly. I'm too emotional today.""* My supervisor was having none of it. She wanted me to speak, tried forcing me. And I'm TERRIBLE at social pressure. My eyes started watering up, I became so nervous I think I was almost having a panic attack. My skin was red, my voice was cracking, I was feverish and a headache started to appear. My supervisor wanted to work my nervousness ""with"" me, and the idea of opening up about this and being vulnerable made me even more anxious. I feel awful because there's a lot of pressure in the Psych field to be a ""perfect"" person. You can't have a social phobia! You can't have anxiety! So part of me just wants to switch schools and disappear. Here I am, about to become a psychologist, but throwing a fit because I didn't want to speak to 12 people. This is something supervisors have said to me: *you need to learn to speak*. One of the people from the group even asked if the guy did something to me (because I was so nervous). Ugh. I just want to disappear.",2.8825823353293423,5.200768736526946,4.520145958083834,81.2457279191617,77.20359281437126,7.528293413173653,27.503368263473053,8.472884824447931,2.2385631736526945,1354,57,252,28,32,454,161,334,0.168,0.775,0.057,-0.9871,1,0,2,0,0,0,59.0,2,4,1,3,19,15,1,6,19,1,32,4,2,1,2,44,52,16,0,8,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,2,7,16,1,0,7,0,0,5,5,10,1,2,18,11,40,5,46,32,7,33,0,0,3,0,27,15,0,5,13,182,47,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231905931462023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161491324279282,0.12671679568604055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10486101412160248,0.12760616829663088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512790695546096,0.24775930290814835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12617279043303434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14817050616807853,0.1014614833933958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671501114926019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540920250179268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12366452593034605,0.0,0.11106297604840287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12662290272962762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907207637350788,0.0,0.10613513816642776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317041760767879,0.0,0.0,0.11929088901274232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760072697544262,0.0,0.0,0.131603820014843,0.0,0.12146594263042143,0.0,0.23328744745166616,0.09793990777415301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669651372287266,0.0,0.0,0.2270380074705972,0.0893825856853447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927857108400888,0.0,0.0,0.3430204274526613,0.0,0.17270329054910644,0.0,0.0,0.15878477582144204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803111897262883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718720917285169,0.0,0.08904807778664214,0.0,0.0,0.2126424227149896,0.0,0.0,0.07615403782916781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3969540564314715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085161386523776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0816589201209749,0.0,0.11430776719925052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fr00gz,2018/03/25,"Self destructive behaviour, any ideas on how to stop this? When I have panic attacks because of stress of uni work piling up, I always try other things to distract me but I always end up going back to the one place I know I’m not meant to and also sort of the cause of that anxiety/self destructive behaviour that’s occurring (which is all my decision to go there, and mine alone). I literally just go there again and don’t get much uni work done and take drugs, every single time. I just don’t know how to say no or fucking control myself and stop myself coming here. And then I barely get as much work done as I would have if I just stayed home on the weekend to study. I’m hopeless. I wish I knew how to discipline myself to not be like this and to stay away from this place. It upsets me so much that I do shit like this and I don’t know how to stop it. It feels like a never ending cycle because sometimes when I try to do my uni work, the smallest thing can set off my panic. The last time I had an attack was yesterday, lasting about an hour and a half and it happened out of no where while I was doing my uni work as I was fine all through the morning. All I did was think about how I was behind by 2ish weeks with lectures and all the assignments I have due that are coming up, thought to myself FUCK, it’s taking me ages to catch up on lectures already, I can’t call in sick to my causal job which is more time I could be using to study, plus I have to do these assignments and assessments that are due soon AND have a mid term exam coming up which I have no idea how I will have time to revise for because catching up is taking me ages and sufficient revision will take even longer. Nothing I was trying was calming me down, no matter how many times I tell myself it’s going to be okay, even if I fail something or it’s okay as long as I’m acquiring this new knowledge. All my friends were too busy. So I caved and came to the one place I’m not supposed to be because I make horrible decisions when I do. I feel pathetic and extremely weak for letting anxiety win every time with this. I wish I knew how to stop worrying so much in general, but also particularly about failing uni as well, and not giving into my anxiety because as a result it ultimately makes me make self destructive decisions. 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It's been literally a day and I just graduated so I wanted to celebrate. Had a beer and half an Irish coffee and my anxiety is horrible. Will I calm down? I'm never drinking on this drug again. How long will I feel like this? Man I fucked up -_-. I did research and I thought one or two drinks wouldn't hurt.,-0.5953999999999979,1.5734709600000016,1.6368333333333318,94.45925,99.4,5.166666666666668,19.583333333333336,6.816661863887847,0.4425333333333339,282,10,63,5,12,94,57,75,0.165,0.688,0.147,-0.3443,0,0,4,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,3,1,7,6,0,1,1,15,15,8,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,3,5,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,2,0,3,5,2,10,2,4,7,0,10,0,1,0,1,1,4,1,1,7,43,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978059450668241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16675676722078242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5066018665904509,0.2998600232669763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614823191731216,0.1847230225991932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390445269351467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768053764229188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632462609298992,0.0,0.0,0.22882701061584976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19942573207512945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752142578011613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22081804012980466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301773459016796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052763230203777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25258608805339394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251175008986625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlexSloan,2018/03/25,"Trying Paxil today, and I am absolutely terrified. Hi all 23 year old male - I have suffered from anxiety my whole life. However 3 years ago everything took a severe turn for the worst. Long story short, I constantly feel like I’m going to pass out, like I’m going to stop breathing, that I’m having a stroke, etc. And all of this has led me to believe that I’m actually going insane. I got Paxil prescribed 3 months ago, and I’m finally deciding to take it tonight as the last week has been so bad. I have quit my job, and constantly feel in like I’m dying. Like my heart is going to pound out of my chest to the point where my klonopin doesn’t work. Feel like I’m dreaming. Anyway - I’m just SO convinced that Paxil is going to either A.) kill me. B.) make me truly go insane, or C.) just make everything so much worse I won’t be able to handle it. Anyone have Paxil expirtence?",1.5665238981998757,3.725044575418994,3.648109869646184,86.61960117939171,80.89944134078213,6.659342023587834,21.117628801986346,7.793537801064563,0.9948060831781502,685,20,139,12,18,233,107,179,0.184,0.7190000000000001,0.097,-0.958,2,0,0,0,0,1,28.0,0,0,0,2,7,10,1,0,6,0,13,5,3,3,2,20,36,9,2,0,4,0,4,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,1,4,1,0,9,2,4,0,0,3,4,14,6,16,31,7,30,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,20,74,20,2,0.12147545579568335,0.0,0.11854252181142325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153613243065574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292839119075393,0.0,0.0,0.08493846313737173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10142693155621728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368612405021309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625436255376941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12607234461481578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13547724379875078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183486137731076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842649211380617,0.2603462696771398,0.0,0.13307042415080095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4142238055899853,0.0,0.09715501899388257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394899999940064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12054564590689468,0.0,0.13439459375180932,0.0,0.0,0.09901870958659076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858017068845155,0.29673385869745444,0.0,0.0,0.1075019557695132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217162003198354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09696054987266488,0.0,0.08929843715491136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746805648644313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11483357006415652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12920409994812004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13723268843531866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155892035603767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913344249513502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514452834207915,0.0,0.13496370105067867,0.08247386062692988,0.13213041335045844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097440283352758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562300825725862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843557858495339,0.0,0.12379386739432666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564524216063148 anxiety,Fancyscum,2018/03/26,"having troubles with food. Hey /r/Anxiety, recently I have been going through a rough time with stress and anxiety and it has had a really bad impact on my ability to eat. I will often wake up in the morning, walk through the kitchen and after just seeing food, gag and vomit in my mouth. There are times in the day when I tend to feel less stress and so I have been trying to fill myself up then, but over the next week there is going to be a lot of times when I will be around extended family in a meal setting where I will be expected to eat, I don't want to alarm anyone or have to explain what is going on to them so I am a bit stuck as to what to do. Does anyone have any advice as to things I can try to try and get some appetite back during times when I might be feeling particularly bad? 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I really don't have bad anxiety but it flares up occasionally and then is gone a short while later. It's not something I feel is affecting my life dramatically or causing me a great deal of distress. My doctor, I felt, was making my anxiety seem like way more of a problem than it was making statements like ""It's not normal to feel anxiety"" and ""It's not normal to have panic attacks even once every two weeks"" this being said because I mentioned I have a panic attack maybe once every couple of weeks which isn't really true it's probably less than that but that's what came out while I was being questioned. Anyways by the end of it, I talked her out of Lexapro and got put onto ADHD medications with her still seeming a little skeptical that it wasn't anxiety. So my question is if I were to just try Lexapro for a little bit to see if it did maybe help would it have any negative effects on me? I honestly feel like I'm a mostly anxiety free person but like I said occasionally it comes around. I just don't want to take this medication all the time if it will mess with me negatively but I'm also curious to see if it does help me in any way. Any advice? Thank you in advance!",5.072680454176805,5.839288003649639,6.4963017031630175,75.59977291159775,68.5985401459854,9.592538523925382,30.55068937550689,9.725611199111238,2.894681103000811,1099,42,206,24,18,375,139,274,0.188,0.669,0.14300000000000002,-0.8307,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,2,9,19,3,3,11,0,21,6,0,5,2,52,44,20,0,9,14,0,4,4,0,2,6,2,0,1,21,15,0,1,10,0,1,6,9,10,0,1,15,8,26,10,30,25,6,31,0,1,2,0,14,13,0,10,14,146,47,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943521715579696,0.0790138944061748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466243469564045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649594579034896,0.0,0.4948516483823448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198112056701775,0.0,0.18397621026095354,0.0,0.0,0.06751338803435465,0.09858106245747368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827643260882866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924804707201819,0.0,0.08306385210700314,0.0,0.0696523534472135,0.08477849587808317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946828362581279,0.0,0.0,0.08336146176177625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24828600147820154,0.070759732298862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07161654393802103,0.0,0.0,0.05340621178649178,0.0,0.13625338179945665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265331239975928,0.057765258392827236,0.07763674600609613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466985046455366,0.08914667342528132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10839536459158816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057112680449112614,0.15801332318975858,0.1620827217096012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794722213705864,0.0,0.16246626540562314,0.0,0.0,0.16291266612996474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059440229000316314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584481317737848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722231179405654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897398251619996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060243758636434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226206373743733,0.08717903306162655,0.07737057034436466,0.0,0.08128502703625573,0.1811598306317916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359992536478284,0.0,0.07983791693427916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382971297405695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12886735490316295,0.14722090431519455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06224874807964094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06457362411606643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06079545519147836,0.06499092049448002,0.0,0.07444355269647894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04714918432797828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05489754712840751,0.0,0.07898690936048726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04769238034285983,0.12836327137925854,0.12971946521966862,0.0,0.0,0.07495654854211012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057439488688524165,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Habanerominded,2018/03/26,"Major health anxiety and it's been really bad lately. I usually avoid the doctor and dentist at all costs, but today I made an appointment to get my teeth cleaned. I haven't been good lately about brushing everyday...idk why...maybe it's my depression...but I just have been taking awful care of my health. It's like I've given up. I decided to cut it out and see my dentist and therapist. I made the appointments but I still have to see my doctor for a check up and blood tests. I don't think I can do that yet.",0.5513186813186834,2.9354413333333333,2.731428571428569,89.86549450549452,88.04761904761904,6.6593406593406606,19.505494505494504,7.882392219407189,1.0003186813186808,400,12,84,9,13,135,65,105,0.15,0.775,0.075,-0.6763,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,4,6,1,1,4,1,9,8,2,2,1,15,18,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,6,3,14,3,10,12,2,10,0,0,2,0,0,4,0,0,7,53,19,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978226667405608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256571445017153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629783894579172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37404858805409774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546500174653223,0.0,0.0,0.15325902333316244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884510969405269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4122380378245195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08926901851238807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457930294362793,0.0,0.0,0.18356938214274748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705675785534313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912124638168117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592248122537393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137384633280313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2121549882608897,0.0,0.11708124547666235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731996321095499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012430970956412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deltapilot97,2018/03/26,Does anyone ever get random muscle twitches or reflexes when sitting still? I get these random movements of my legs and my arms. It's not painful but it's like when the doctor hits your dangling knee with a hammer and it moves through reflexes. It's the same feeling where I'm not controlling the movement but it is a natural reflex. Does anyone else experience this? Does anyone else know what causes this?,3.2435380116959034,6.226371131578947,3.850701754385966,82.49546783625729,81.10526315789474,6.0093567251462,25.549707602339183,7.3871296695380915,1.7050690058479532,330,13,54,5,9,104,52,76,0.0,0.861,0.139,0.8588,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,5,0,1,6,3,2,1,16,7,7,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,35,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394964233739216,0.38584484665356666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934227565056691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21118003532028265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927198638537314,0.4943140291598106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3145794861551614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031649569933646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18418095014790795,0.0,0.0,0.09520363422086077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967445163752584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347768675049783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198758473364692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011942955230905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003507897520281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503663513943568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FlintSliver666,2018/03/26,"Making stupid decisions not to act & doing myself a major disservice, but feeling too paralyzed to change anything. Caught in a loop and really need help. Title explains it. It’s a really complicated issue and I have to wait a couple weeks for my counselling appointment, so I thought I’d post here. I feel so trapped and upset every day to the point of almost complete hopelessness. When I wake up I am immediately exhausted from all of the things I am not dealing with. The worst part is that it would seem like a no brainer to most. But I just can’t do what I need to do because I am terrified that I am doing the “wrong” thing, regardless of what decision I make. But the current situation (doing nothing) is extremely detrimental as well. I feel like a total loser and I am deeply ashamed of this anxiety, though I know that it is nothing to be ashamed of. I’m confident in so many areas of my life, but anxiety targets me and I become immovable. This is one of those times. And again, it kills me because it would seem like such an easy fix to most. If anyone would like to talk, please let me know.",3.9155800653594746,5.5805222083333375,5.207886710239652,80.35519607843138,72.28703703703705,8.786056644880174,28.90958605664488,9.325443323948027,2.6296550108932464,871,35,166,20,17,290,128,216,0.235,0.638,0.126,-0.9866,1,1,0,0,0,1,25.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,2,3,12,0,21,3,1,2,2,40,37,17,1,7,8,0,3,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,16,7,0,1,11,0,0,2,4,10,1,1,2,3,21,5,23,30,7,14,0,2,0,0,4,5,0,6,10,125,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232828238364025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431835461776289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20218747236142656,0.0,0.0,0.09240175659964564,0.0,0.108747488610626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611137875857313,0.14594835105663906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1397962757743454,0.0,0.1385558669813643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462205182660451,0.0,0.08522526775457273,0.1362399684920891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134135637128624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20045573894261687,0.09440737742658888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885767880297533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13792937663364832,0.0,0.0,0.14620345225788606,0.0,0.1452514310082125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513145676604152,0.0933408510412385,0.25824559356004617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642116431198296,0.13397849400417064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19597383693048095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25360134234571496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895476824382914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14310464897475533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14506008038445714,0.12492365883022355,0.0,0.1265623539709265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693162556076086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24060724154042945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854117869766328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621647909369816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558804331839153,0.0,0.12983586652681192,0.10491166196525747,0.07705723066167343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600207506463072,0.0,0.1188179541374407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816248886622029,0.14448434774390087,0.0,0.0 anxiety,senor_mojo,2018/03/26,"Landed here, due to breakup. Hello everyone, here i am, with extreme anxiety and depression, last time i suffer from anxiety at this level was on 2012 after getting my first ever panic attack. Now here i am. Again, only this time, anxietyXmillion. My girl dumped me 3 weeks ago ago to start seeing someone new after 6 years together. Needless to say this totally blindsided me. Now i can't sleep, can't eat, can't function because this extreme anxiety. Help. Been seeing therapist twice a week, but not helping that much. My mind just races non-stop. 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(20-M) Hi fellow anxious people ! So for the past few years I've been suffering from (mild i think) depression and anxiety, and my life consists of staying home watching tv while eating my feelings. I've put on a bit of weight, and I haven't seen my extended family for about a year now. This weekend i'm supposed to go to our annual family gathering (3 days long, about 35 people), and of course my anxiety makes me question going. Reasons not to go : I'm anxious about being the only one who has put on weight, anxious because i'm pretty much the only introvert in a family of full-on extroverts, and anxious because about 50% of the time i'm with my family i don't enjoy myself (i feel like i'm watching a movie and i'm not one of the characters I'm a part of the audience if that makes sense) Reasons to go : major FOMO because everyone is bringing their SO (except me of course..) for the first time, and it's one of the only family gatherings we have every year. Also, i wouldn't have to explain to everybody why i'm not coming. Any opinions ? I'm super indecisive ",3.645088235294118,5.138317631818187,5.76251336898396,76.7978877005348,72.68181818181819,9.176470588235297,28.850267379679146,9.627879704456738,2.9238556149732617,869,35,159,22,17,304,117,220,0.109,0.8340000000000001,0.057,-0.8009,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,2,0,1,2,8,6,0,1,13,0,10,4,0,4,0,28,33,12,0,3,5,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,1,0,4,10,3,0,7,2,0,9,6,3,0,4,2,7,17,3,29,28,5,26,0,2,3,0,12,3,0,4,14,96,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365488096854893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263332177178828,0.0,0.1409173634980264,0.416201515860856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684357337123554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100552819681715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793387354880977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05939893256056637,0.0,0.079328335264718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09424454825764034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760090279030153,0.08800853691714096,0.0,0.0,0.5209600952624225,0.0,0.0931402719134091,0.06579853126575845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834291913186373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617218028218141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06173482110683778,0.0,0.0923870006775964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06505520090720884,0.044996962168867984,0.0,0.0,0.08150841730825377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295917768661765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06770643592943396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872344982977784,0.21014585957422188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973877017357843,0.08792290843272747,0.12770549835826991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370204727562832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851782729512455,0.103176642081857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939482068776495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981697367593752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0590159997408981,0.0,0.0,0.10741221161211696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431372464771568,0.0,0.0,0.08310879556911499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779342874912253 anxiety,bigYEETbigYOTE,2018/03/26,"I feel inferior I really hope someone reads this because I’m too scared to talk about it with anyone else in real life. I have social anxiety, not terrible but bad enough that I fear parties and social gatherings. I fear sitting in assemblies to the extent where I purposely avoid it every week. I was bullied in years 7 and 8 (I’m now year 12, lower 6th) and I don’t feel as if I’ve ever recovered. I was ‘different’ back then and I thought I’d changed, but now with all my friends going to parties I feel like I’ve become weirdly different and awkward and a hassle to be around. I feel like an odd one out, and it hurts me. I’m supposedly the ‘funny’ one in my group and now all I worry about is making people laugh because otherwise I have no other use. I’m not fun at parties, I don’t drink, I don’t have a girlfriend, a girl has never openly liked me because in my view I’m too awkward or I never make a move first. I just feel socially inadequate. I’m not ugly but not attractive. I’m not fat or anything underweight but I’ve started eating more and more unhealthily because I feel ‘off’. I write it off as liking sweets to my friends but I want to fix it. I want to appear normal and not the weird one who’s kinda funny if you know him. I can’t tell my friends about my situation because I feel I don’t know any of them well enough to tell them. They all expect me to be the funny one, the one they can laugh at, not the one to be there for me or the one with anxiety or maybe even depression. I just feel as if it’s never going to change, and I’m going to be stuck as this socially awkward person who will never find love and just sit here being awkward and socially inadequate. I don’t enjoy the whole drinking life and parties, but I feel nobody else is in my position, or no one shows it. I’m scared when I go to uni I’ll lose my friends who laugh with me, and I’ll just be left with my social anxiety for comfort and my family. I’m just terrified something bad is going to happen soon if I don’t start being happy and confident and ‘usual’ again. I’m now feeling like this more and more and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m saying no to going to parties for more and more reasons and I’m sure my friends think weirdly of me. I just don’t know what to do and I’m scared and worried. I’ve fixed the anxiety of assemblies kind of but the whole other social meeting is still so out of control. It’s like I have an inferiority complex. What can I do to fix myself??! Has anyone been like this and got out, or am I stuck ",1.8602887674361703,3.488295624765477,4.04973855942573,86.66560873643856,77.74296435272045,6.9612366424667576,24.344930255322623,7.818819491935897,1.2534648339995105,1980,68,422,31,46,683,205,533,0.18600000000000005,0.61,0.204,0.9546,3,1,3,0,0,0,43.0,0,1,4,3,28,47,0,10,16,0,36,7,1,5,9,107,86,49,0,9,30,0,10,7,6,1,3,1,0,2,21,35,4,2,19,4,0,8,23,21,1,9,7,13,59,26,53,71,14,49,0,5,1,1,35,17,0,13,29,288,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0405331669698445,0.0,0.18238940110593124,0.0,0.05911173973424973,0.08335383419413399,0.06107194897397576,0.04904950115804052,0.053060724417385186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04583225262032107,0.09953469045093813,0.18167203242407667,0.0658285897506899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610751159569306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06685161900313011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05133734835971823,0.0,0.0,0.1245482263774428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11677961829631113,0.0,0.06099037864290869,0.09958397782607753,0.0,0.0,0.12317495515812038,0.0,0.039368271339165616,0.053915766531490564,0.05021944008128179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05618990533196009,0.13414347571876656,0.30137872990662706,0.12774459881992814,0.0,0.0,0.05447751790663901,0.05069963610819029,0.0,0.0,0.23025180235210604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20324798174514755,0.0,0.0476712377715539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270814448427137,0.06345019728029573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05920080952397985,0.0,0.0,0.06380794926515275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206901110327416,0.1310285014296543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476056437765289,0.0,0.08420097309341185,0.20383855276914525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668229297562016,0.0,0.0,0.05379547203741259,0.0,0.07957305693933903,0.0,0.059880824776709175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06335024918082202,0.0,0.0,0.18388294561119964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058399845600282635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231169167820315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04132231966542852,0.05204443129608986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059620722557034725,0.0678430756074318,0.03818422835140761,0.06128344843446225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04739996447437708,0.17902378621717482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699805953804637,0.0,0.4253156325753565,0.05050277797706081,0.045886527483353805,0.0,0.0,0.08437687500339837,0.0,0.04760030473079888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056176623235672615,0.0,0.0,0.04790791383664437,0.10419408241068172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03819221627915624,0.0,0.04731938871233885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147923067530186,0.06564603799415501,0.0,0.0703126661615529,0.0,0.04781120897654699,0.0,0.053591687068081297,0.0,0.0,0.13309279831096088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12106271434099986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676680698091003 anxiety,ScarletFox21,2018/03/26,"My confidence I built up got destroyed in a span of thirty minutes During this past month, I kept a journal detailing entries when my negative thoughts occurred, and I would work through them to make it better. It's been effective because I saw that I was slowly becoming more confident and happier than usual. Then one of the few people who know about me just destroyed it by pointing out everything I hate about myself. It was small talk that devolved into questioning, and it suddenly became this situation I wanted to leave. It was like they had a problem with me and demanded answers I didn't have. That person got upset with me because I didn't want to talk anymore about anything regarding my personal problems. I felt hopeless again, like everything was gone and wasted away. All the effort I put into improving was in vain. Because of this, I don't know if I want to talk or open up to people, even when I finally connected to a few.",8.49401129943503,7.775478401129947,8.54666666666667,68.8157062146893,61.598870056497184,11.934463276836158,40.57062146892656,11.20814326018867,4.764509604519774,755,37,126,18,9,247,110,177,0.195,0.68,0.125,-0.8586,0,0,0,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,2,4,8,11,3,1,6,0,12,0,0,2,1,30,26,10,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,13,11,0,1,7,0,0,2,4,8,0,1,16,2,23,3,25,9,4,23,0,1,1,0,9,12,0,3,11,98,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14339856788871466,0.0,0.0,0.11898868572199255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358509870693758,0.0,0.0,0.2644298008365027,0.15969290599162006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788179737961616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955030888224683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599038418309577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883308330030245,0.15839585089744165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23129034119638384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14275681229099266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15893035412329595,0.0,0.0,0.15310435347027262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14128282024621958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965177345390915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541369089768655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09798075504008932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13803150111564927,0.20048678954474453,0.25250811253378563,0.0,0.0,0.13668823224979232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767141950222295,0.0,0.14535708295535354,0.16197856782146255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16252991084801524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486579619680992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479162354592685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925005554312435,0.0,0.25585617198884364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526628143679023,0.0,0.0,0.1027155532406586,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,first_gas,2018/03/26,"How many of you suffer from dp/dr? so 2 months ago I had a really bad lsd trip which resulted in a really bad panic attack, and i just haven't been the same since. I have a hard time remembering things, and memories from yesterday or even earlier in the day feel like a dream. When I look at myself in the mirror it feels like i'm looking at a stranger. My surroundings look flat, and I feel emotionally void. I'm just going through the motions of life without the passions and joys I used to feel. just nothing makes me happy. I used to play sports, but exercising just feels like too much of a chore. it's super odd and scary.... I just feel like air. it's like i'm hovering above my head at times. i recently told my gf about this and she told me I should probably tell my parents(I'm 17) but I'm scared... Depersonalization fucking sucks and idk what to do. I barely have any anxiety at all(except when the dp/dr gets a bit worse I do feel some very mild anxiety but I think it's mainly just a result of the fact that I feel so fucking weird). I do know a few friends who've suffered from the same thing but only for a few weeks, and I'm starting to get a bit scared this isn't going away. I do feel a bit better today though so that's good. I really just want to be the happy go lucky guy I've always been again.",2.1976166296413844,3.775763109489052,3.8276198032370696,88.83888130752146,76.66423357664233,7.39295461758172,22.132021580450647,8.18289091462,0.9804740082513492,1028,28,229,18,23,343,148,274,0.157,0.696,0.147,-0.0085,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,1,0,2,18,27,4,3,21,0,13,6,1,6,1,46,47,20,0,2,13,0,10,5,2,1,2,0,1,1,12,8,0,0,12,4,0,5,3,12,0,0,5,13,26,15,24,40,10,28,0,2,3,3,8,10,3,3,18,133,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825802032457218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751609872121595,0.0,0.0,0.06335159889415846,0.0,0.14253339974649734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598228704174892,0.08752633994424512,0.0,0.15556844571738745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239193480731466,0.30511786952781184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060080117801019024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10479180647010566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153091706085316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42393780835906697,0.2662124276761991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197473534757272,0.17224876180212506,0.09734390190901113,0.0,0.15883393253166306,0.07813770000038855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224247044163847,0.0,0.19833986576213186,0.08345254026097232,0.0,0.09560843948388377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119797986948398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06580125206944963,0.227564930147274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346913452653663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218463498982766,0.09444902802481138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435895875068048,0.0,0.06848289137822097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938897420952724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085193540440546,0.0,0.10930250484585707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044160919342918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17904092619269188,0.0,0.09198368655754292,0.0,0.10553146038672064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18653765865999294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706243335171628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659387156342196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08142543760443452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237819558091488,0.05969279351885137,0.09152865530668523,0.0,0.10864401174791814,0.0,0.08830423553289922,0.1780356325456076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16091965256738452,0.0,0.07686627639251929,0.05494783848446294,0.0,0.07472686592637627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08980235466607825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09493740589601447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kyladavid,2018/03/26,"If I took 1 mg of lorazepam at 4 would it be safe to have ONE glass of wine at 7? I had a panic attack at work so I took a milligram of lorazepam to take my panic attack down from thermonuclear to just very anxious. I don’t feel intoxicated at all, just anxious. I’m thinking when I get home from work it would be nice to unwind with a glass of wine since my panic attack really did a doozy on me but I know it’s dangerous to mix benzos and alcohol. I’m just wondering if just one glass with a low dose is okay. Or should I just stay away entirely?",3.0287288135593218,3.52019589830509,5.0625,85.03832627118646,73.0677966101695,8.272881355932205,24.91949152542373,8.472884824447931,1.3700135593220335,428,12,97,7,8,149,71,118,0.198,0.748,0.053,-0.9307,0,0,3,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,7,11,4,3,5,1,10,5,0,0,1,21,20,7,0,5,9,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,1,0,3,3,3,1,4,3,0,2,1,8,0,2,4,1,10,3,20,11,1,12,0,1,0,0,0,8,0,4,1,63,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270124337683025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3228400959892798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4876589650015133,0.1342457170249193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224724845799309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07465182434283793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332589877874616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852618448554434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936459498565527,0.0,0.0,0.5029363667553854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153616891728188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819643809596328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522970293516885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743218272050864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155531777363607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31750229991891504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117895577444717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549533292420988,0.2080448252144421,0.0,0.0,0.20300364968804704,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lonelygirl007,2018/03/26,"What is anxiety to me? Anxiety is the sudden feeling of fear when nothing is wrong. It is the feeling of failure no matter how well you're doing. It's the need to cry inexplicable tears. It is the feeling of being judged when no one is looking at you. It is obsessing over every interaction for days, sometimes weeks, after. It is a perpetual feeling of being misunderstood, feeling like your words are coming out wrong. Feeling like everything depends of those words. Embarrassment when there's nothing to be embarrassed about. It is exhausting, it is inconvenient, it is frustrating. It is all consuming. Above all, it is irrational. It conflicts with everything you know to be true. Logic fails. Reason fails. Only time dulls the sharp edges...until the next time. 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Being really (really) tall doesn't fucking help me at all, because when I stand up from my seat in the bus/subway everyone's heads and eyes turn at me like I'm some kind of bright neon sign that says LOSER. Do I know that this is bullshit and nobody really does this? Yes. But do I fucking feel weird while trying to read and analyze all these people's faces and reactions at the same time? Abso-motherfucking-lutely. What are they thinking about me? Am I walking funny? My arms swing too fast when I walk. Or too slowly? My steps are too big. I bet my backpack is open right now and no one is telling me. My hat looks pathetic, I need to take it off. Wait, so does my hair. Well... fuck.",2.659776383965095,5.01912143523316,3.901112626124899,85.18587673847836,78.17098445595855,6.96471229888192,24.665666757567486,8.032893268588372,1.5672341968911914,779,28,150,14,19,254,124,193,0.119,0.7829999999999999,0.098,-0.6476,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,1,9,13,3,1,5,1,13,8,5,1,2,26,32,15,0,1,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,8,10,0,1,5,1,1,6,2,6,1,1,0,10,26,7,17,30,4,30,0,1,5,3,5,16,3,3,10,95,34,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107754714983976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26149537016969165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.285530920096132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266350669124119,0.21347378142389015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143750332971783,0.0,0.0,0.08491183899499223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153335404292146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001448319110299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558512804288924,0.08211056455483505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21897916599336245,0.14974576618149854,0.0,0.0,0.37639451605314217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973079990006567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078391638998147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10124252420163032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035804869756618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944813181591848,0.0,0.2871431952115937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12759335942494374,0.0,0.11881499980245927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112335996360081,0.0,0.13058891518510218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09925983700041337,0.09573442132253968,0.0,0.0,0.08712083135765335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10143802090092056,0.16251267406675313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433546541684865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EnvyAdamsx,2018/03/26,"Fear of vast-spaces, isolation, and being away from civilization and CURRENTLY on a road trip. Help!!! I’ve suffered from panic attacks and anxiety my entire life. I have many fears but one of them, I don’t even know the name of) is a fear of isolation, vast spaces, and being far from civilization/medical attention/ police. For example, the thought of being in outer space almost makes me pass out. I am from LA and I love the ocean but the idea of being out far On a boat terrifies me. I am also afraid of driving through places that are in the middle of nowhere and hours from the next town. [tl;dr] I am CURRENTLY on a road trip to finally face a lot of my fears and to stop letting them control my life. I’m at a point, now, where I’m starting to struggle. I’m driving through Wyoming and it’s scaring me so much. I feel so isolated :(. I’m used to being surrounded by cities and help. I’m panicking and getting symptoms from panic that is, further, scaring me. Any help, tips, advice, or encouragement will be appreciated!!!",2.836188838931502,5.130059738693468,4.386194128537422,82.27054218460725,77.24120603015075,7.606559111346204,28.06162390901877,8.532816995589336,2.3126824120603016,804,35,152,17,19,268,111,199,0.244,0.6579999999999999,0.098,-0.9847,2,2,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,2,1,6,14,1,10,12,0,16,5,1,3,0,27,29,16,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,12,0,2,5,0,0,5,1,12,0,1,1,1,16,2,32,20,2,37,0,1,0,1,8,24,0,3,8,101,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434277779844792,0.0,0.0,0.12741793426919698,0.0,0.0,0.10175813772619637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653126716509534,0.0,0.09734241841330032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447600653315637,0.1195512858065654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271658833573764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404441744242948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5727460153563027,0.0643391211321564,0.0,0.0,0.13939116711418367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06648049402079237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2558698220437347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531113332257174,0.0,0.0,0.14364462091678595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993076973165384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13011709035864427,0.17975444415008604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10817952841510356,0.1148439836098902,0.0,0.08493732372656625,0.12900691095662511,0.0,0.0,0.1413410058132379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354004434816973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13532697609728972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622480779884859,0.0,0.0,0.298590230198692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294440895308388,0.0,0.12028807646236706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547897805204026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006498207883469,0.0,0.0,0.10638289108661647,0.0,0.1330245688036604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13225674049720834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101867119839557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989921084459506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bethster2000,2018/03/26,"Day Two of An Anxiety attack, and i'm worn out My husband is out of work, and I don't work due to disability. He lost his job bacik in November. Up until now, I have been doing really well with keeping my anxiety in check. Yesterday, things changed. After a terrible night of sleep, I woke up feeling the same horrible symptoms that I always get: can't eat at all, diarrhea, shaking, trembling, hyperventilating, feelng frightened and helpless. I had been doing so well. This has hit me like a freight train. And in spite of my experiences with anxiety and these attacks and how they always work themselves out, I feel totally overwhelmed. I'm shaking all over from all of this adrenaline, but all I want to do is sleep, if I could. Thanks for listening.",4.821218568665376,6.661404609929079,5.811927788523537,76.22454545454549,70.27659574468086,9.382591876208897,32.67633784655061,9.800150414767053,3.4440156028368802,594,28,106,15,11,196,95,141,0.182,0.728,0.09,-0.8053,1,0,0,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,1,4,5,14,3,4,4,0,13,4,2,1,5,25,26,11,0,3,2,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,11,1,1,2,0,1,2,2,10,2,1,6,3,14,4,23,18,6,19,0,3,0,0,5,10,0,1,8,79,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669502046627191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3681427554530678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649821609078796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969394976046984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280754186728255,0.0,0.0,0.10345205710638168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16414086866583222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15691309122416594,0.0,0.0,0.16221760751449502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0838083151950663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15918352354750015,0.14258098778584652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078368888113619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510794928218104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15053519538882806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027636251880078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210544155949022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672882410884976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768522892324776,0.0,0.0,0.10657018020103212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15669859065438085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946147766153428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884581556748569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3503441430888601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GeneralAverage,2018/03/26,"I keep fucking up at work Then I try to fix it on my own because I'm so embarrassed with myself. But that just makes everything worse, and I have to explain everything in detail and my stupid thought process. Then I have to think about what they probably think of me. How dumb I am. How disappointing of a hire I've been. It was a fairly competitive job to get and I was very proud of myself when I got it. But now I keep messing things up, and I feel so alone here. I can't just quit, though. It's a job that finally got me back on my feet after years and years of awful depression and anxiety. I really just want to succeed, and be recognized for doing a good job. But I really can't do anything right. I feel so dumb.",1.5111428571428576,3.3891602666666683,3.456571428571433,89.36399999999998,79.66666666666666,7.485714285714287,22.714285714285715,8.418075326091056,1.295828571428571,560,18,125,12,14,189,88,150,0.195,0.723,0.08199999999999999,-0.9571,3,1,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,4,14,11,4,1,4,1,11,2,1,3,0,26,26,19,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,2,6,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,6,2,21,3,19,19,1,16,0,2,0,1,2,7,3,0,9,89,29,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16497435365566873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185490203433336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13108047117221616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248265785616252,0.0,0.09710050070533044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371945412868067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2863156092527061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16108162156494776,0.0,0.0,0.17449224387494194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472592110499277,0.08322141794035051,0.0,0.0,0.13360323679460204,0.25479436736060235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4742063545197242,0.28316502836874763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632599261931854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717394304802146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694224202084204,0.0,0.0,0.2040879733933652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360311017868582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582388496709293,0.2041306674599004,0.15649967440006252,0.1264568980632302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10814611205803087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142930142988613,0.09395220330717108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596357826424195,0.0,0.1623281043661049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051525294216927 anxiety,DisastrousTumbleweed,2018/03/26,"New friendship is causing anxiety. First, Sorry for the novel. So usually when I can figure out the cause of my anxiety, it stems from not knowing what to do in a given situation. Currently I have a new friend and I cannot figure out what the boundaries and expectations in the relationship are. First some background: I’m male and have Asperger’s syndrome. I have not successfully had a strong friendship with someone of the opposite sex separate form my SO in 10 years. Mostly because I was with the same person for 8 years and the rules I learned in high school for how to deal with girls, don’t work as well with woman outside of high school. Last time I tried did not go so well because I read the boundaries wrong. This new friend is female and add on to that is open to a “friends with benefits” sort of arrangement. I have no problem with this, quite the opposite in fact. But it adds another layer to me not knowing what the boundaries and expectations are. I REALLY don’t want to ruin the relationship, but I also don’t want to put much on her plate because she has her own issues with life. Any advice would be appreciated but just the ability to vent is nice.",5.5060324483775815,6.45730255309735,6.1585663716814185,77.74410324483776,67.71681415929203,9.566489675516225,31.438348082595873,9.725611199111238,2.9333944542772863,931,37,176,20,15,304,125,226,0.067,0.7909999999999999,0.141,0.9512,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,6,9,12,0,0,16,0,22,2,0,3,1,45,29,16,0,6,8,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,8,18,0,0,5,2,0,2,9,3,2,2,4,0,17,9,33,23,6,26,0,1,0,1,13,12,0,3,12,127,25,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191361057555127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749716446968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290789685308125,0.12784084540259658,0.18653269389529548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22295883472185687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25048515690695644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12569131035780187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20740546644548166,0.0,0.0,0.28257884749809903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928837116963245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576244936015429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272499126196194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340050419626175,0.09937881420603152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611374479264433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962319173778341,0.0,0.0,0.35324526020796204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064534223265517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116658323452922,0.0,0.1225604895203632,0.0,0.12967398077605907,0.1219502221413461,0.0,0.07810329915568273,0.0,0.0,0.261786956698063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24677349042618385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370400742105707,0.0,0.0,0.10330007301011752,0.0,0.0,0.1364763570350558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109091701655462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827737960463962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427460407626116,0.0,0.14381988157806974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21923646217571327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875719518149677,0.0,0.0,0.08660650193700377,0.13329735168852244,0.0,0.15702139730775894 anxiety,Kitty-blunt,2018/03/26,"How do you deal with anixety with your job? Since starting my first corporate job after college I've been having itermittent panic attacks and high anxiety in the middle of the night or mornings when I wake up.. which cause me to miss work. I'm at the point where if I miss any more work there is a big possibility I will get fired. I just submitted a health claim today to FMLA to help with my abenses but it says you have to be working at your current employer for over 12 months before you are eligible for time off (which I'm not at yet). I do well at my job, I even just got an award last week.. but I feel like because of my mental disorders I will not be successful/ ever get a promotion. Anyone else been a similar situation and have any advice?",3.9305237808549087,5.134901715231788,5.392775436484048,80.84883804936786,71.58278145695364,8.934617700180615,27.634557495484646,9.339509955726095,2.3128490066225162,593,21,119,13,11,200,103,151,0.069,0.8440000000000001,0.086,0.7587,5,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,0,7,10,8,1,1,8,0,13,2,1,2,1,17,22,8,0,1,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,3,3,18,4,20,15,1,26,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,2,14,82,21,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566909517642512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20274488982127728,0.0,0.1140378417115227,0.0,0.0,0.10423293560088394,0.15273942910889804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695881989118011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09087144911432576,0.0,0.12684725648208547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313555000966966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536842197019103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708466849733587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452852886707255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09845906984089654,0.13484199437449856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537407258955912,0.10649535737929597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1267985319822312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15576543458901956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922458288083143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845402195711067,0.0,0.0,0.09991821565082486,0.15750022480689058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4437857508603297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151162616316102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282788042489327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15022710280817778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11898593849477207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989172838105293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490106555310875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091896263720405,0.16805358432948472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854613509523787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12331191976193286,0.1675604845950765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10551223544137807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692368691583367,0.0,0.14130055765270194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11957464739165025,0.0,0.13403147967734774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255733489984685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Doh3rtyA,2018/03/26,"What a brutal cycle When you’ve missed some work for school and now you have loads of work to catch up on, which stresses you out. But then you get way too stressed to think clearly so you can’t even do your work properly, which makes you stress even more. And now youre having a full on panic attack and still can’t get work done. So you copy other peoples work; trying to keep up with the class and not let you’re parents know how badly you’re struggling, but this keeps happening and soon everyone has ridiculous expectations for you that you can’t reach. And now you’re cheating on tests trying not to let people down, making you feel like shit and stressing you out. All this makes you stressed af and feeling like shit and now you’re having panic attacks everyday, self harming and want to die constantly. Wtf happened with my life ",5.397005019520357,6.443366503067487,4.7400111544896815,87.47184606804241,68.01840490797548,7.399665365309538,27.08812046848857,7.348242739294969,1.2581828220858895,672,20,132,6,11,201,98,163,0.322,0.616,0.062,-0.9952,1,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,13,0,5,13,20,7,8,3,0,11,3,2,4,2,33,26,17,1,2,4,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,14,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,18,0,0,1,2,14,2,18,23,4,21,0,1,0,0,15,9,2,1,12,85,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295779496538216,0.0,0.0,0.08424776864968161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903768005881502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10471887061223896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032563240103899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13328776131793985,0.0,0.0,0.09641482701029308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203672869459997,0.14416678726274526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10543277577492782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784520971471222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17937014101767598,0.0,0.0,0.05545231931173375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635535602335248,0.0712690627671005,0.09858985220001187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20205575949656834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23677017787560925,0.11203815194128396,0.0,0.0,0.13990351349742502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211677253607516,0.0,0.0,0.10526130925156957,0.0,0.20714598824619446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057933254117823,0.0,0.5779063603453416,0.1054831927907026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465301668649802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13700973938844865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05951377560008251,0.08009018288915623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36728411530897737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aagadez,2018/03/26,"Anxiety on the train to work I don't usually post much, so apologies if it's in the incorrect format or something. Basically I have had anxiety on and off for the past 8 years or so. I'm 26 now, and have recently started working in London. I used to drive to work before. Occasionally I start to worry and then panic about being on a packed train and not being able to get off. I got the train the other morning pretty tired and a bit hungover (i know, that doesnt help) and I started to really worry about having an anxiety attack that I started to have one. Since then, I've been thinking about how I will feel on the train and it makes me nervous before I even get on it. Like for today, for example, I had a really bad nights sleep last night and worried about feeling too tired for work, that when I got on the train this morning I started thinking about not being able to get off the train, and I felt like I couldn't calm down and I was worried anyone else would notice. I was fine all day at work but when I started my commute home I felt panicky again. If anyone has any good tips on how to deal with anxiety on a crowded train that would be very much appreciated, thanks.",4.82486750348675,5.172804903765692,5.830694560669457,81.63839888423989,69.0,8.549065550906555,28.904044630404464,8.447377352677275,1.951647475592748,928,31,188,13,15,308,124,239,0.125,0.785,0.09,-0.1282,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,5,15,10,1,2,13,0,20,3,1,4,1,33,42,23,0,5,7,0,4,2,0,3,2,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,9,4,21,6,34,25,4,38,0,0,0,0,4,15,0,4,23,130,30,5,0.1842068339595155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06263348190698127,0.0,0.2818354475655057,0.0,0.0,0.12880170132671567,0.09437083497402002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10478093329546508,0.0,0.0,0.07690250601580036,0.0,0.0,0.1567464482251454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055307676603896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059399084426366565,0.09495457865866216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694058643425536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06083343826711645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314051004600364,0.0,0.17686744809023244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14436070183072838,0.0,0.0,0.07725197634559998,0.14732703273195424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061734978944825825,0.0,0.0923872368842954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05061762925963028,0.0750765777178124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08999415442603458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06147974602874218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13541321807020967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286563515785322,0.0,0.0,0.10486035068879164,0.0,0.0,0.062411659000650564,0.0,0.0,0.10806351503595564,0.0,0.0,0.08792313322604056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820961373061093,0.09370228684451913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800761472002518,0.0,0.09094101282849447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07618889829610491,0.0,0.09216993296599696,0.0,0.0,0.07090571015684602,0.0,0.0,0.3911476355517488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479645187063296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180323012553008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21171865771650544,0.08730326992693536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079547780351968,0.10143890153046403,0.07599496485844505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3352619225383281,0.37414196299678604,0.0,0.13085524969257895,0.0,0.0,0.059311580805821225 anxiety,futurechange1981,2018/03/26,"I think everyone's life is better without me being in it. I have a very intense and mood personality. I can be social with everyone, even though it wears me down mentally, and I feel very close to only a handful of people. Some of those people that I feel very close to have moved off or gotten other jobs and I think they realize how much better their life is without me in it. I make so many mistakes and I'm so much better at just being a loner. This post sounds like pure self-pity, but I wish I could be different and not feel this way.",3.498851351351352,4.526750810810813,4.9167454954954986,84.52484797297298,72.42342342342343,7.712162162162162,23.78490990990991,8.07648339933343,1.183728828828829,424,11,88,6,8,142,70,111,0.034,0.846,0.12,0.785,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,2,3,6,6,0,0,3,0,10,4,2,2,1,27,19,11,0,3,6,0,4,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,8,8,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,14,4,12,13,3,10,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,2,1,64,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3960980557250396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11919394207016758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597369069590206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860300312071672,0.0,0.0,0.28530125780722304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645277657342994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814483435510056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108923894871996,0.07293434451914935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09965058300526472,0.15135412000878778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504467136541872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586690145437096,0.2194870180661922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11353989086299734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20699434729164606,0.13035210962892735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297618325903844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557394482733543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521798327854222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913148377035416,0.14667423656167025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3695335314203277,0.0,0.11849748957101484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17167328761782155,0.2878156959250185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,imstillflydiamonds,2018/03/26,"How do i stop being so tense when showing affection with a guy? I met this guy last night that I was talking to on tinder. We drove around for a while and talked and then we went into a parking lot. We talked some more and he sang to a song on the radio. He grabbed my hand and held it and was like, ""seriously you need to relax. You're 23. Gain some confidence."" He ended up kissing me (my first kiss) and then kissed me again. He kept telling me to relax and was like, ""do u want me to touch you?"" I told him no. He guided me on how to give a handjob and then he finished and I dropped him off and gave me a hug. How do I relax when with a guy and sex?",0.4170314192849389,1.9457576478873264,2.2981690140845075,98.0410346695558,81.67605633802816,5.214301191765982,19.373781148429035,5.873414542411696,-0.3992953412784397,494,12,124,3,13,164,81,142,0.057,0.7170000000000001,0.226,0.978,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,2,0,2,8,10,0,0,8,0,7,6,1,4,0,30,17,21,0,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,18,0,3,0,7,0,2,1,1,0,1,10,5,21,9,16,6,4,23,0,0,0,5,24,7,0,3,15,83,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728403858532488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17638611400936352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693952795171671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19104101242808705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5915638128735269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623322885266418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19458741309318006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1693086004047892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766579919738398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868870093430485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664967361271605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4802031185071009,0.1740642248035869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19029455215835225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174627142551562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18461229193549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JebsusSonOfGosh,2018/03/26,Celexa experiences specifically weight gain? I just started celexa literally yesterday. First day went good and today has gone good mainly has been making me sleepy. The root of my depression is because I’ve gained a lot of weight and it has been very stubborn coming off (I’m also on a beta blocker because tachycardia) and I’ve been reading that some people have experienced weight gain of 15 lbs +. I was wondering how other people were on celexa. I’m on 10 mg a day because the doctor just wants to start low. Thanks ! ,3.6076530612244895,6.3194487448979615,4.487102040816325,80.34718367346939,76.85714285714286,7.185306122448982,25.106122448979587,8.238735603445708,1.8925395918367345,419,15,73,8,10,135,67,98,0.08199999999999999,0.746,0.172,0.8624,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,4,4,6,1,0,5,0,10,4,0,3,0,15,21,5,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,3,2,1,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,7,4,4,3,8,14,3,15,0,2,0,0,0,5,0,3,7,41,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160349634926852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3009540056980834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417591726286534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21226311417767127,0.0,0.14174058993947405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844043502181927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16097727937993742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997988913136367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27606056951642305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990826179573046,0.0,0.0,0.10984918771845953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281789049954553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461069100488682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329615459768283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15151040726553652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559894746825367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13578431434134958,0.09706538319941486,0.0,0.0,0.6011917347752939,0.0,0.15255447631761426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784649774154069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Donniedarkh03,2018/03/26,"Dealing with work anxiety So I am in a situation where I want to be working up to a full time job. I recently started a part time job and it has been rough. I worked part time in college but this job basically has me managing the office, and I also feel the pressure to be working full time for health insurance and other benefits. I am not lazy, and I work really hard, but it is exhausting. I have a great boss and it’s a great environment so I don’t know what else I can do. Sometimes in the morning I’ll have panic attacks. Once I push through and get to work I am usually fine, but I don’t want to feel like this for the rest of my life. I know work is exhausting in general but how do you keep anxiety out of the equation? 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The withdrawal from not having it made me not sleep for two nights and I've been in a brain fog for a couple days. If you go on Paxil please be careful to take it as recommend as the side effects of not taking it can be life threatening. I've have been in the hospital twice due to Paxil withdraw. Has anyone else on here went through a similar experience with Paxil? 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I have times when I feel low and feel I can't cope with myself.",7.460754716981135,2.6082378113207594,8.994056603773586,77.77900943396227,67.11320754716981,12.864150943396226,32.160377358490564,10.125756701596842,2.5471207547169805,176,3,46,3,2,64,34,53,0.094,0.6659999999999999,0.241,0.8625,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,2,8,4,0,0,0,9,14,4,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,8,4,9,13,0,4,0,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,2,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052064524377381,0.0,0.0,0.2308845503903156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30869380721271994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33391957658304283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23323106852914974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5960394501092737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925431367363371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476138644857888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Coop_01,2018/03/26,"My older brother is beginning to develop a tick? My older brother has always been high strung his entire life, and never seems to be happy unless he’s running at a million miles an hour. This has recently been a really concerning problem since he moved out about a year ago, because he gets super stressed out and overreacts to anything, to the point now where tiny things like him thinking he’s being rude to me will trigger him into having small panic attacks and crying. When he really gets upset he becomes self destructive (I.e. hitting himself in the head, banging his head against walls, punching his legs, etc..) but now when he starts to get mildly upset, he starts to tick his head. Can anyone tell me what’s going on, and what I can do other than be a support system for him? From what I understand he is trying to seek help from the mental health facilities at his university, but I worry about him. 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Reach out or drop? I'm not sure if this is the best sub to ask for advice on the matter, but I'm hoping someone with similar experience could give me some insight. I've struggled with anxiety for years and have only recently sought help for it. It has affected me most academically... when I miss a class for any reason I find it so difficult to reach out in time and have had to drop classes and have failed some in the past because of it. I took a semester off in the fall for non-anxiety related medical reasons and decided to return this semester. Unfortunately, I think I put too much on my plate between having to move back with my parents (who are on the verge of a divorce but can't afford it) and getting out of a toxic relationship (I didn't realize how toxic it was until I was able to step away for a while). I have a 2-year degree, so I know I'm capable of finishing school. And I want to complete my bachelor's more than anything. I've been speaking with a counselor at school. She told me to reach out to my professors but it has been nearly a month since I've attended class and my last 2 appointments with my counselor were cancelled due to inclement weather. I will meet with her again, but it won't be for another week. I'm confident I'd be able to make up missed work if I was given a second chance, but I feel it would be audacious and somewhat unreasonable to even consider pushing for a second chance at this point. Should I attempt to talk to my professors at this point even though I am almost entirely certain I will have to withdraw from all of my classes? Or should I just drop my classes and sort myself out so I can have a fresh start? 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I have nightmares 2-3 times a week. I'm not gonna lie, it's really frustrating. I wake up terrified and it takes me awhile to calm down. I don't have any sort of trauma in my past (except for the daily traumas of anxiety and potential Autism Spectrum Disorder--going for a diagnosis soon) like abuse or a car crash, etc. Do any of you have chronic nightmares? Have you found a way to make them stop? Thanks for the help. :) *Side note: I do plan on discussing this issue with my therapist, but I thought hearing the experiences of others with anxiety would be nice too.",3.69798701298701,5.835565753968254,4.610606060606064,82.40863636363638,74.0,8.073881673881674,29.708513708513703,8.841846274778883,2.5796444444444444,519,23,97,11,11,168,87,126,0.159,0.7390000000000001,0.101,-0.6545,0,0,0,0,1,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,2,8,1,1,7,0,11,4,1,1,0,16,19,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,1,13,4,20,14,1,13,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,7,63,17,0,0.0,0.2443976791505289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805430210008801,0.0,0.31559385442831783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300469480312425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20177284437698195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261657581680481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11722869416531673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23248266880359744,0.0,0.13825925820576734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21529357433627447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077370436069176,0.0,0.0,0.18254354856010266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768764849194598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19690923017603248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13214263252931854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23366509468046945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724519854268686,0.0,0.21563947704773687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509029502739574,0.0,0.0,0.18990683619723467,0.0,0.2394967976788277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637563167855943,0.12027841365273938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16372850212396592,0.16545833951198347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465291643736988,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TommyChappell,2018/03/26,"Anxiety I keep ruminating on bad crap, its stressing me out... What do i do? Just like bad stuff, i dont want to talk to my parents about it... I feel so lost...",-0.9720588235294088,0.9519444411764724,1.9544117647058847,96.1898529411765,89.88235294117645,5.752941176470588,20.264705882352946,7.1686216300943375,0.3250235294117654,117,4,30,2,4,41,27,34,0.38,0.557,0.063,-0.8891,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,1,1,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,7,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,6,1,5,6,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,20,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22016754634995067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.480604869370828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33730150043741763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14552120920023962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25581141368648264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060539465117045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3141696010753983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195697775818377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3296759252785185,0.0,0.3294641408231919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23132414002571844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16975292524943636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ranger_368,2018/03/26,"Fingernail Picking I pick my fingernails and the skin around them. I've always done it, but I really want to stop. My hands look awful. Do any of you guys have information or help for stopping?",2.6714864864864865,5.3145495945945935,3.9634459459459457,83.12192567567571,80.08108108108108,8.024324324324324,22.763513513513516,8.841846274778883,1.9532216216216216,153,5,29,4,4,50,34,37,0.209,0.6659999999999999,0.125,-0.5656,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,2,2,2,0,10,5,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,4,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,1,2,18,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28236845683752,0.0,0.0,0.2307713302531959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020956632159549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3472754181794561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3360123182561197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22746082096168005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2849706236895765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173978948622957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674277540718201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20015889106101947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FudgeandWar,2018/03/26,"Weird Coping Methods? To keep it short and sweet, I have horrible ways of dealing with anxiety. I just sit and sulk in my sadness until it gets worse. I go for walks and stuff to try and help it but it still doesn’t seem to work. What are some odd coping methods for some of you guys that help you? I’ve tried every basic thing in the book but to no avail. So if there is any weird or uncommon ways that any of you have for dealing with anxiety, it would be nice to try some new things. 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So everything you realised you've been lost in thought you think to yourself ""thinking"" then bring yourself back to whatever you're doing at present, be it cleaning, walking or even focusing on the breath during meditation. I've been doing it for about 2-3 months now and I'm finally starting to notice a difference, I'm starting to be more subconsciously present in everyday life. I'd definitely recommend reading up on it and trying it out! At first it feels pointless but keep at it, if it makes a difference for you then it's worth it. Love you all.",4.59051724137931,6.8913770172413775,5.41331034482759,76.91272413793105,71.93103448275863,8.777931034482759,34.01379310344828,9.3871,3.577192413793103,498,26,85,12,10,162,77,116,0.026,0.8690000000000001,0.105,0.8762,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,4,0,2,5,2,0,0,4,0,6,3,1,2,1,15,20,9,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,9,4,0,1,4,1,1,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,4,1,17,14,2,23,0,1,0,1,5,9,0,2,12,55,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557449738974624,0.0,0.0,0.1423541132555058,0.2086009174029728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156547320068626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4254141994767317,0.0,0.0,0.17816204425553853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007242672089182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13446856790862444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297260243553692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10294067996921907,0.0,0.0,0.22302172102978174,0.0,0.1731726395152718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18095919497575447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438008818172264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22224136631422764,0.0,0.18374695760752802,0.0,0.13589719140270398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16250274125593933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317873457292311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20364402365683856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882025844763054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609031310554587,0.0,0.1616268689991861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13822351927084875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1758354682710914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MiseroMCS,2018/03/26,"Is anyone else really scared to let people see the inside of their house? I can't pin down why, exactly. I think it's that I'm scared there's something wrong with it and they'll be weirded out or that I'm missing something that makes me look odd. 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I [24F] tend to have very vivid dreams at least 4-5 nights a week. It's always been this way for me but in retrospect, I don't think I gave my dreams much thought in the past. Recently, the past year or so since my mother passed away, I feel like my dreams are so meaningful. I just don't know what they mean so I wake up wanting to go back to sleep and figure it out... For example the other night I dreamt that I had a crazy day dream and came to in a department store with my mom. I looked to her and said ""wow I just had the craziest dream where you died of cancer and it was horrible!"" My eyes welled up and she hugged me and said ""oh chloe, that's so silly, I'm here!"" We walked around shopping, talking, and laughing like normal. We walked by a table of CD's and posters and I said ""oh yeah, what's that song we used to listen to all the time? In my dream where you died I couldn't remember and it wracked my brain!"" She replied, ""it's 1030's by Hot!"" I don't remember much after that, but I woke up so fucked because it felt like the past year of my real life had been nothing but a dream and my mom never died! It was awful. My boyfriend came home from the gym just as I woke up and started sobbing. He comforted me for a while, made me breakfast that I couldn't eat, and did everything he could, but I still spent the entire day riddled with anxiety and suicidal thoughts, wishing that my reality was the dream and that I could just be with my mom again. Also I've been wondering what the hell 1030's by Hot could possibly mean.. I've thought about important dates and codes and such but all I can think is that on October 30th my house is going to catch fire or I'm going to die in a fiery car accident or something. I feel it in my bones that my mom was trying to tell me something and I just can't shake it. Does anyone else have such intense dreams that they can blow your entire day or week in a different direction? Or bring you to have suicidal thoughts for the first time in your life? This is so scary to me. I feel as though my subconscious is telling me there is something very wrong with me.",2.6134574638844303,3.951277395505621,3.4225040128410917,93.17044943820223,75.04494382022472,7.243017656500803,23.500802568218297,7.859703344183488,0.8643341894060987,1671,48,385,24,35,530,204,445,0.175,0.688,0.138,-0.9881,1,0,3,0,0,0,51.0,3,5,2,1,25,15,2,1,19,2,32,12,5,3,3,77,70,39,6,8,15,5,7,3,0,0,3,5,1,0,25,29,2,0,18,14,3,13,7,5,1,1,26,15,61,9,48,38,5,57,1,1,3,2,28,19,3,6,27,244,86,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623487418540308,0.06487329162711189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059643164200080326,0.0,0.0,0.054515080255782826,0.07988456036561457,0.0,0.06940555711706653,0.0,0.0,0.07325087136644894,0.059950425893568575,0.0,0.047526861954607966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703494725634607,0.0,0.17834283607204235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674660309006325,0.0,0.0,0.1508433112887033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3236622717600097,0.08145703940706701,0.0,0.0,0.06822787146088569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977786309877366,0.0651299198874857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007009406520924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182646423437249,0.05569835408484226,0.07485881807428131,0.0,0.0,0.0663171588469409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07207757060237475,0.0,0.0,0.1329282587152105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820545196964301,0.0,0.0,0.08996137238886978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042847634666668084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013825219153248,0.1142695748709569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547113152377218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377255686518036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16985391702464475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36524759734968537,0.0,0.0,0.11462678481344153,0.0,0.06013156823906345,0.0,0.0,0.1463301164041781,0.07638934190861213,0.07480971163162893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327981454216905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878940479242929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08874146575967748,0.0,0.0,0.07698122869219041,0.0,0.17663874520116826,0.0,0.22248827566213866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06449361867785111,0.0,0.07802150501204985,0.0,0.0,0.180064258778171,0.0,0.0,0.05518416947478738,0.0,0.06226310901441023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705625479287049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06266547407067195,0.13629004159704755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991390345669024,0.07660041263561221,0.2475826383510767,0.09092426958960227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05293325267505485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06733689982955908,0.0,0.12865890949017225,0.04598589466043873,0.061885146363842965,0.1250779604648776,0.0,0.07010007757423244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965613169909463,0.0,0.08454993306050176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08524270644648542,0.0,0.10041406454795128 anxiety,Lil-Turbo-Huncho,2018/03/26,Has anyone tried cognitive behavioral therapy for anxiety before? I recently found out I may have AED ( adult emotional dependency) and I read online that cognitive behavior therapy may help. Does anyone have any advice or tips?,6.8722972972972975,10.558741027027027,8.109391891891892,53.3976013513514,71.16216216216216,14.510810810810812,36.27702702702703,12.161744961471696,7.4624108108108125,186,10,22,10,4,63,30,37,0.046,0.83,0.125,0.4515,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,1,14,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440495427816853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698362909520345,0.0,0.19105550903436536,0.0,0.0,0.3492573389761183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125160104143639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185549825720549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809313741675308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738343186765325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16739991976755325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498142420132221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246594694146987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5712141358808768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695615863161007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,livinandlearnin16,2018/03/26,"What helps you calm down from a panic attack? A friend just texted me and told me she is having a panic attack. I get them too and can sympathize, but for me the only thing that works is organizing. Weird I know, but I don’t want to talk to anyone and I especially don’t want to talk about what’s causing me to have the panic attack. Just looking for some thoughts on what helps you through your situations and what I might be able to say to help her out. 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I often get anxiety but I don't understand what happened last night. There is a local bank that is under investigation for money laundering and I was up all night worried about not being able to get a job with that bank because of its reputation. I'm not a banker and have no interest in ever working for a bank in any way, yet I was up thinking through how I can get over the crisis of not being able to work for that bank. A couple of months ago I was let go from my job and I'm currently job hunting. Over the past few years I have battled with anxiety and over these past couple of months I've had anxiety related to job interviews, finding a job, etc. Getting worried about a job interview is fairly normal, but I do also get into the negative thought patterns of thinking that the worse possible outcome will happen. My worries from last night are confusing to me because i don't understand how I was so irrationally worried about something that is completely irrelevant to my life. Has anybody experienced this irrational worry about something irrelevant? Is it a common Generalised Anxiety Disorder symptom?",7.738434429007118,8.018661176211456,8.32220264317181,66.49744154523893,62.78854625550661,11.9185360894612,40.36902744832261,11.51311941424646,5.08320359200271,985,52,161,28,13,329,115,227,0.243,0.741,0.016,-0.9949,7,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,14,3,1,1,13,0,24,3,0,3,3,27,39,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,6,0,5,1,7,2,0,0,7,1,15,1,36,28,4,29,0,0,0,0,2,11,0,2,16,123,26,11,0.1589992644094633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07047162721616908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357582715169789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054062476057767435,0.0,0.24326800414622965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969244758061921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667077036457253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17592966185472886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09111346603175216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866310468698134,0.0,0.07191196876901894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266122357785178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2076763830032882,0.0,0.045181473051692095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060252441415386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4733467078122535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12960562184284194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129376019421221,0.11230588261928652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269116959101678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984200774854424,0.07789276019047538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178278902060835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08962389027159877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240540174363874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263055772622363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188030852467488,0.0,0.06311382777546691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16552384166048004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310310764082963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17363003724328324,0.4844144130473122,0.08101691706021166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05119515664202027 anxiety,jellybelly3005,2018/03/26,"Relationship anxiety I’ve been dating a guy for 6+ months now, and I love him and he loves me. The problem is my anxiety is getting in the way of a happy relationship. I have constant fears of getting cheated on, him choosing his friends/family over me. He treats me so well and doesn’t do ANYTHING to even remotely indicate my fears are real. He’s been frustrated recently because I just can’t seem to understand how much he cares for me because I’m always afraid and anxious because of my thoughts. I’m tired, sad, and frustrated at myself too. I’m giving it everything I’ve got, some days are just really rough. Anyone else have any experience with this? I really want this to work, this has been a recurring issue in all my serious relationships. Going to therapy once a week, and it does help, but I’d like some insight from people who have gone through the same thing, and maybe have gotten better! 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I was so excited to have this opportunity but now I just feel like a huge failure. I think I might just go to sleep for the rest of the day. I don't feel like talking to anyone or doing anything because I'm just so low at the moment. I feel like I'm never going to be able to get a job because I'll never be able to get to the interview stage. 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Every so often when I’m sleeping I’ll feel that panic attack feeling. Sometimes I’ll wake up immediately shaking uncontrollably or I’ll just wake up in the morning and forget about it. Sometimes it happens when I haven’t even been anxious that day. Does anyone else experience this regularly?",5.572816091954022,8.814293293103447,6.490344827586206,65.74747126436785,72.9655172413793,7.314942528735633,35.5287356321839,8.344100000000001,3.7340252873563218,273,15,36,5,6,90,44,58,0.285,0.691,0.024,-0.9356,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,3,1,0,2,4,4,0,0,7,6,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,2,1,0,4,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351828649819435,0.0,0.1455635048440046,0.21330385161650411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4736670318546536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425814759534468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821787302026259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390673121179134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375001788743633,0.0,0.17539967489700212,0.0,0.0,0.20363887921099927,0.0,0.0,0.2105229813830476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18409188537351465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442530468521661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4166584244018724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117884469701268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WhydidIdothistomyslf,2018/03/26,"Buying things at the pharmacy.... I bought bronkaid from cvs. I've done it before (it's been a few months though) so I have no idea why I panicked. The pharmacist asked if I'd taken it before and I immediately said no. But then I back tracked because they scan your license and all that and I didn't want like my purchase history to be different than what I just said so I was like ""I've gotten it for my mom before and have taken one or two of the doses"" and she kind of looked at me weird. She still sold it to me though (but now I'm so anxious I don't even want it anymore) and now I am worried that she is going to like call the DEA or something and I'm going to go to jail for buying bronkaid and lying to the pharmacist on accident. Tldr:my anxiety has once again fucked me over",1.4679116465863444,3.203169566265064,3.2982891566265065,91.12642971887553,79.24096385542168,6.354377510040162,22.512449799196787,7.3011,0.6936599196787143,612,19,137,8,15,205,99,166,0.215,0.785,0.0,-0.9832,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,0,12,6,1,0,6,0,11,2,0,0,1,18,28,19,0,3,6,1,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,10,8,0,0,1,0,5,3,4,2,0,2,11,4,20,4,16,16,2,14,0,0,2,1,10,4,1,3,10,95,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985935447322768,0.17700318748356267,0.15538391865701914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647414055725852,0.0,0.0,0.12047682989945264,0.0,0.09551034172009676,0.0,0.3999680294836676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1599872417002778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16369668329263742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033748074264512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10348530256313916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484763174901266,0.0,0.0,0.2671336354222781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768720339732694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1631575422369893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296370030606895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315712817439781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18350108444268165,0.12506004643135507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16685850645705722,0.1061700538245105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29807608249697304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061949937493273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512441541378452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10409086814111974,0.0,0.30787353870387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530530614374103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18482720435099284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413788385006377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15911559228445893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marcib86,2018/03/26,"Moms anxiety My dad died almost 1 year ago. The other day my mom, his wife of 53 years, told me she is having a really hard time making herself leave the house. She has always been pretty active, not out going and my dad and her did everything together. Anyone have any advice for me to share with her. Do you think it is part of grief, depression? How much should I push her?",2.2647428571428563,4.3299364266666664,3.6925714285714304,87.67200000000004,78.06666666666666,6.9523809523809526,17.38095238095238,7.957251820313856,0.4986952380952378,292,5,59,5,7,96,64,75,0.179,0.728,0.094,-0.7471,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,9,0,0,2,0,10,13,3,2,1,1,5,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,3,1,14,1,6,9,2,8,0,2,0,0,15,1,0,1,5,40,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994421382442526,0.18092050327335527,0.0,0.2043745982778864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698258304196658,0.0,0.0,0.13879359343544212,0.0,0.15613436030586778,0.0,0.0,0.14271002045106504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316262823541302,0.0,0.17578925085210848,0.0,0.21182143181936086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18343006210640805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159935589122904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18283165928436065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355016122728649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2161102419107713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13623695529972396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4780740654045606,0.0,0.0,0.15003546475776136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22101817252582556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20764097266033948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13075036227478087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077771452182238,0.0,0.0,0.119011146197972,0.0,0.0,0.19502432165792832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628647548160326 anxiety,livluvsnappeas,2018/03/26,"nervous to start therapy Hi! i'm new to reddit and i'm v grateful for finding this sub. i've been suffering w anxiety for as long as i can remember (18F) and this morning i decided to finally seek help and talked to my sister about convincing my mom to allow me to go. my parents are kind of old school and have a weird view on mental health problems, however, i know in my heart that i need to at least talk to someone about my constant irrational fears, day to day anxieties, etc. i'm nervous yet excited and i am wondering if anyone has any advice for things to expect as i have never gone to any sort of therapy before. I have heard a ton of horror stories regarding mean/unhelpful therapists but have also heard plenty of good stories as well. any advice/tips or just regular comments would be greatly appreciated :) ",5.8339622641509425,6.449447899371072,7.160685534591195,72.04366981132077,66.86163522012579,10.888301886792457,35.39685534591195,10.793553405168565,4.137693836477989,652,31,115,18,10,223,107,159,0.102,0.747,0.15,0.9185,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,6,12,0,3,2,0,11,2,1,1,1,21,22,13,0,5,4,3,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,5,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,6,1,0,4,3,13,6,27,16,3,15,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,4,10,73,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401667962311324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11470800643240338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2926300354656301,0.0,0.2194606742419584,0.0,0.0,0.10029578770464076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205590712476748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155006452657074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501239968454394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15997224791875153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16140859856928896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571302625149925,0.131100521612827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151961104764872,0.1203097123642597,0.0,0.15814185217161272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246880321983453,0.0,0.16997574256653736,0.0961440459003695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14936950221515008,0.07883024752069931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12693887945976798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15624697168907073,0.0,0.0,0.1445526361113489,0.0,0.0,0.1679938620264997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635809895695633,0.11062889340261917,0.13853414712298964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505149570673413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592718818421771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137251619468304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624882693558102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516778657678964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12153528262862708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152676507732153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058144844741665,0.0,0.0,0.32806967993371594,0.16654357478727022,0.0952944065362184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896876360588794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15555332757266066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10189485238175552,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DoneProcrastinating,2018/03/26,"I did it! Job interview next Thursday! Hi. I've been dealing with financial issues for a few months. I'm only 20 y/o and taking a gap year due to depression and I have a hard time working enough hours. I juggled tutoring and serving for three months but the student doesn't want tutoring anymore and working nights seriously makes me feel like complete crap because most of my social life takes place in the evenings. So I have a hard time working enough for that job to bring home the money for rent etc. I dealt with an unexpected charge today because I have not at all planned my finances or bills. I realized that for the first time in my life I do not have enough money for my rent. It went right into a massive panic attack for a short while. Stressed out I calculated my upcoming bills and realized I just do not make enough money for the next month. This obviously gives me extreme anxiety. I don't wanna go into debt but it seems inevitable. At least if I manage to pay it off within a month it won't cost me too much but I need to bring home a *steady* income so I can properly plan my finances as well. After the initial stress and tears and feeling helpless I applied online for a customer service job; one that will give me regular hours (and many!), and new job experience I can add to my resume. After I applied I felt the relaxation wash over me knowing I was dealing with my situation. I got a call back within an hour (the interview goes through a recruitment agency first so they were fast) and got asked tonnes of questions but I have an interview scheduled for Thursday. The job training will start in April so I hope to borrow money from my parents for the upcoming rent so I don't go into expensive debt. I never wanted a call center job because I'm shit on the phone but the training makes me hopeful it will work. Maybe they'll send me home after the job interview or maybe they'll take me and I'll make enough money for rent the next few weeks. We'll see but I'm hopeful and very proud of myself for how I took control of the situation!",3.8850998157248138,5.536795454545455,4.7653984950859964,83.55053017506145,72.34152334152334,7.544502457002458,28.689265970515965,8.17850203761792,1.980690479115479,1638,65,315,25,32,531,200,407,0.121,0.804,0.075,-0.9331,18,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,1,0,3,10,11,16,3,3,30,0,23,5,2,6,3,58,57,29,0,8,13,1,5,1,0,7,3,0,7,0,10,20,0,1,8,1,19,7,8,9,1,4,9,6,47,7,47,41,12,58,0,2,1,0,21,18,2,9,34,207,57,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112936981400116,0.0,0.06628336916279629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248265338699838,0.0760356177222857,0.0,0.05139277127780237,0.0,0.12222784623687992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13649409146855745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007629186961703,0.0,0.07496227587677719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378099968533726,0.05756576322172879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3452973580654925,0.07453982588969135,0.04414455866476736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537844912893796,0.0,0.0,0.0675885964514801,0.04774766366321066,0.0641730572898379,0.0,0.0,0.113701363271888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823039470656472,0.07596889701985401,0.0,0.10690973623395253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974388600875087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011259225858576,0.19914973557143004,0.19746003998764267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975943686075663,0.4642710350459772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03673132684875795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09441651029911327,0.032652701727149375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845424046846015,0.06776123057532292,0.13429152423161073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339148341143974,0.0,0.04913216250277757,0.04955805948439635,0.05154805636530567,0.06455064138105489,0.2132425858985056,0.0627210740484572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04528981462500968,0.050831802423468006,0.0,0.07841766493748166,0.07421348700225247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0698294120986959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07487163481090796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05707759305002472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325965199740078,0.06084499939074524,0.0,0.0,0.06860621065194944,0.0,0.15025296611184902,0.0,0.06813090213658117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047306876601813805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15312086255933482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075710007184626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169178564031095,0.0,0.06335272887245108,0.0,0.0742572737358767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05514671338631177,0.07884322858639035,0.0,0.05361182108595381,0.0,0.06009360566886679,0.06195765705409197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19462966459426384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04304020343032261 anxiety,espressodaydream,2018/03/26,Anyone ever just have so much anxiety for no reason at all? It’s like I can’t pinpoint what I think it is wrong but my brain and body are just ready for something horrible to happen. I feel super sensitive today. It’s a Monday and I have a shit ton to do today and it’s also midterms week so that might have something to do with it. 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I've always been shy and an introvert but lately I've started to have more problems socially. It's got to the point where I'm too afraid to speak to anyone because I'm too scared of rejection and I don't really think I'm an overly interesting person, so I've started to panic in any social situation. It means that I can't make friends and I'm just getting more and more lonely and depressed and the cycle just gets worse. I'm not sure how this came about and I did quite well with making friends until around the summer last year and something snapped. A problem I've always found is that when I have friends, they are close for a bit but then end up making other friends and I always seem to end up on my own because they disappear from my life and that's something that doesn't help the situation of my fear of rejection or thinking that I'm not an interesting person. I have a wonderful boyfriend but really he's all I have and as much as I love and appreciate him, I don't want to be too clingy. He's a very socialable person and has many, many friends and I don't want to dominate his life. Is there anyone who feels the same? 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I have never reached out to anyone about my anxiety. In fact, I’m not even sure if I suffer from anxiety as I never took it upon myself to visit a GP. All I know is when I was talking to my boss today, my voice started to tremble and shake uncontrollably. I felt an impending doom and had to abruptly excuse myself out - my excuse being that I needed to get some water. I do get social anxiety once in awhile but I can usually fight through them and then they would usually pass. This on the other hand was highly noticeable, to the point where my voice sounded audibly trapped inside my throat. Was this a panic attack or was I just overly nervous? Are they the same thing? Sorry to sound uneducated in this subject, but I thought this subreddit was a good place to start to find some help. I am a male in my mid 30s. Thank you in advance.",3.062575757575757,4.929690863636368,4.674636363636363,82.44612121212124,75.02272727272727,7.1933333333333325,25.36969696969697,8.021203637495839,1.5937451515151515,696,24,133,11,15,234,113,176,0.195,0.706,0.099,-0.9239,0,1,0,0,1,0,17.0,0,1,3,1,5,13,2,5,8,0,15,3,2,1,5,28,28,10,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,1,9,5,1,0,5,0,0,5,3,9,0,0,9,7,27,4,26,16,4,31,1,2,0,0,12,15,0,4,12,104,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499696604018753,0.0,0.0,0.10662649207038327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348254313530428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072003795275088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641697552942545,0.0,0.13937563130107808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934235930610255,0.0,0.0,0.1279037024882378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484885498626026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221269090582126,0.16111698643660846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16761207932131875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450026586953241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11307145847891086,0.23522365385647875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736140320515618,0.0,0.16239982574182785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17891741196572405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15932249068812834,0.0,0.14415495990381616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554471775573198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17070317389420098,0.21587033831028554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437226332751204,0.0,0.0,0.12256791410252985,0.0,0.14039485674255314,0.0,0.0,0.101309422014897,0.0,0.0,0.12106222764895096,0.0,0.0,0.2890906353781863,0.0,0.16942508103302448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3358984894844079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665298051183085,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Justadreamerx,2018/03/26,"Has anyone tried using weighted blankets to help anxiety ?? I recently found out about weighted blankets, and I was wondering if anyone has had any experience having one. The weighted blankets are scientifically proven to help anxiety because it stimulates deep touch and helps produce seratonin. However, I found they are bit pricey. I want to know if they have actually helped people before I consider making the investment. 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That’s been my struggle the past few days. Does this happen to anyone else?",2.938137254901964,4.935020852941179,3.0594117647058816,93.31401960784315,75.76470588235293,4.533333333333334,20.15686274509804,3.1291,-0.4324196078431369,135,3,27,0,3,41,30,34,0.219,0.752,0.03,-0.8064,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,4,2,2,0,2,4,6,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,18,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731942483822394,0.0,0.33818035426003906,0.4955580877363798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15595759378268478,0.0,0.2082841518078882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21162333094614835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4040287435537886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187452227255096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384569943795864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2308500278782241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420003793544589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25280876495029303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263508440476289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Benji_Boy13,2018/03/26,"A solution for Anxiety? Hey guys, there is something i just started to do every morning, after i take a bath i search on Youtube a Motivational speech, and i listen to it while i dress and prepare for the day, and believe it or not, at the end of the speech i feel so motivated and happy, cause i know that i can do anything and i can deal with Anxiety. Cause i realize something, if i want to be succesfull, if i want people to respect me, if i want to be important, i need to get out of my comfort zone, and do things im not used to do, and learn something new and ask for respect, cause you know what, nothing in life is free, succes have a high prize and im here to be succesfull no matter what. And every time i wake up, im just one step forward to succes.",9.178867924528301,4.753089119496856,9.736194968553463,72.45825471698114,63.46540880503143,12.864150943396226,40.96540880503144,10.125756701596842,3.894793710691824,586,23,128,9,6,202,89,159,0.035,0.762,0.203,0.9739,0,0,3,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,5,6,0,0,7,0,12,2,1,6,0,36,25,16,0,7,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,6,12,0,0,7,1,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,4,18,7,21,22,0,15,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,4,8,88,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160929311068954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622660538718498,0.0,0.13203819803422734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591265394572644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4352701177294259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09108664200784146,0.14560988265751365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509469410400265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379977331996049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141403253029108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379087682716012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13984754342299094,0.0,0.15035017414906113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922540061136996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576829068315114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552411091916089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976037515053003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472597621397353,0.0,0.1364082654607886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552139694927962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09570633108924297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09791644824199347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261950802646474,0.0,0.0,0.09996878177441172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10619318458976923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383206215706814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08235684754441755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198403833008938,0.0,0.0,0.2499169913272413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,harrybaxton,2018/03/26,"How to reduce anxiety when I have bad thoughts? So recently, life’s been pretty rough on me. I got kicked out of school for something I didn’t do, everyday I’m waiting to see whether my application to another college is accepted and now I’m caught up in some petty friend drama that might damage several friendships. I constantly feel anxious, the tip of my fingers and toes are always cold or numb and my head/chest feels like a heat pack most of the day. My mind is always cycling through depressing or negative thoughts of what’ll happen if I can’t enrol into another college or losing friends and in the end, I just feel really crap emotionally. I act impatiently when people are around me, lashing out and such. What do I do to calm down, think positively and be better moving forward?",9.19188571428571,7.670626493333337,9.129809523809524,67.77300000000001,60.73333333333333,12.571428571428573,40.76190476190476,11.491704259439757,4.730590476190475,634,29,111,15,7,208,107,150,0.175,0.6759999999999999,0.15,-0.4859,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,8,12,1,0,4,0,13,5,3,1,0,29,26,15,0,1,6,0,5,1,2,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,0,1,7,1,0,4,3,6,0,0,6,7,14,6,19,18,2,21,0,3,1,0,2,10,1,7,10,73,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27005288599749083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403205947101381,0.12414052238041942,0.18332543382850305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14445984266886144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549349241380867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351973425323214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753624613762893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465444901701254,0.0,0.1397678857292709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253840320266992,0.14372816911264644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461545204146581,0.11592984484569945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250747719766214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12978676005509254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434999303754452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16654175993297626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462017772277082,0.07927974595200933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1815450817497851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721489512077716,0.16385227137604466,0.0,0.0,0.17247346564111804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250158875750936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650928006054296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039580156630672,0.0,0.16022774900534506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423174603558613,0.12931278137807506,0.0,0.0,0.18332543382850305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124927818337395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397976310052658,0.0,0.25765767518739163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nutellabeard,2018/03/26,"Looking for opinions regarding SSRI's, specifically Prozac. Before I begin I will say I have a doctor appointment this week. I'm not intending this thread to replace professional medical advice, I just want a general opinion from average people like myself about what helps you and what doesn't. I was on Zoloft for awhile and it was a nightmare. Felt numb, gained weight, low sex drive/couldn't gain erection. Currently on Wellbutrin but it's not going so well. It's only making my anxiety worse. My therapist recommends I ask my doctor to put me on another SSRI. She mentioned prozac so I suppose I'll try looking into that one. Anyone have success with it? I'm really weary about more bad side effects. This time though I'm prepared to work WITH my medication instead of relying 100% on it- by that I mean I will sleep better, eat better, and exercise. So... Yeah. Thoughts?",3.5497377501725325,6.492391720496897,4.682184265010354,77.42471187025535,79.0,7.801380262249827,28.82022084195997,8.680891452615391,2.946473844030366,701,32,113,17,18,229,112,161,0.114,0.708,0.17800000000000002,0.878,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,7,9,8,0,0,3,1,7,13,1,3,0,20,20,8,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,2,9,1,0,0,12,6,2,0,4,1,0,2,3,3,1,1,4,5,17,5,17,14,1,13,0,1,2,1,6,7,0,2,5,71,29,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15977875866556293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1714530742435137,0.12508366834776552,0.0,0.0,0.11432904860297427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285851404347833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652289150542934,0.0,0.0,0.13913381665680832,0.0,0.0,0.2892202239278201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33471605982186137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673101671109362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15699394387423374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09292573284342373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959640028951413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988206638093202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2746121676039926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091432923543326,0.0,0.0,0.17810885211763242,0.0,0.32943552220492583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079769167299997,0.12435569495548705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11335630901904913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1643713528558175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474782692989486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002863982354604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636267322133058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18984614301489625,0.0,0.0,0.16064641670037355,0.12980760259584428,0.09534320768056533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101163915388172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09644163708493944,0.0,0.1311567749148913,0.1991094840493509,0.14701391135174074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903624328496593,0.0,0.1666292814738827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marinaliving,2018/03/26,"Need advice for my partner suffering from anxiety crossposted from r/socialanxiety My partner suffers from what has been diagnosed as a generalised anxiety disorder but from what I can see has mainly been in response to social interactions. Neither him or I really understand why it happens. He doesn't have a lot of ""inner monologue"" so as much as we've tried to track his feelings, thoughts, or talk stuff out, it doesn't seem to get anywhere, because if he's not feeling anxious or stressed he can rationalise with himself really well. But all of a sudden (or so it seems as I can't read his mind so it might not be), he'll like go for a haircut or something and get so jittery and uncomfortable that he'll pace around the shopping centre and not get it done. He says he can't figure out what he's thinking at all, his head is totally blank, there's almost no use talking to him when he's like this, I just try to relax him physically (via massages, make him food, etc.) and take on the responsibilities for the day so he gets a chance to truly wind down. The big issue for him right now is going back to uni. He's been putting it off for over a year since he flunked a few classes due to lack of attendance (which I think happened because of his anxiety, back then he really had no idea what was happening and would just keep fibbing and avoiding the issue so no one knew he wasn't going). The goal is to try and get him back to uni as he's only got 1 year left, let me be clear that this is something that he wants to do and I could really care less if he went back to uni or not. It doesn't change how I view him though I understand there's societal pressure and he doesn't want to let down his parents (who aren't harsh on him for not finishing uni but think it's better that he finishes for the sake of just having the degree there if he wants to go straight into work). I know there's probably a lot going on in terms of his relationship with uni and his anxiety around it, he really shuts down when I mention it (or when anyone mentions it for that matter). He can't function at all. He's been at home doing nothing for 2 weeks because whenever he does anything else that isn't organising going back to uni he feels guilty. He's been really irritable as well. But it's really hard to explore any of that with him, I think he's not ready. He knows that a psych is a good start but when he saw a psychologist last time he wasn't able to open up about anything because of that feeling that just makes him shut down and his head go absolutely blank. Then he eventually just stopped going altogether. Which makes me wonder if going to a psychiatrist instead and trying medication might be better to take the pressure off. I know with absolute certainty that he won't be able to make that phone call to a psychologist or a psychiatrist so I'll have to help him out. Would I be doing the right thing? Can anyone relate to what he's going through and point me in the right direction? I just don't want to smother him at all. Any advice would be super appreciated.",6.834987785016285,5.965913221498373,7.344590798045607,76.58053440553748,64.99348534201954,10.736889250814333,33.51974755700326,10.05249126169394,3.0582965798045594,2434,88,491,47,32,804,257,614,0.109,0.7929999999999999,0.099,0.7402,1,1,2,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,0,5,35,18,1,4,25,0,51,5,2,6,6,106,108,51,0,14,29,1,5,2,2,8,2,1,1,3,36,24,1,3,21,3,1,14,23,8,2,1,15,9,40,10,81,76,15,74,0,3,3,0,70,35,0,20,27,321,76,5,0.12661605083645006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1237277394782755,0.0,0.0,0.06339384263102744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610325641817541,0.0,0.19372186465302607,0.07152004880959033,0.0,0.08853288671466387,0.0,0.10419422145169124,0.11271512940607972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24339981887709605,0.0,0.1543679387644095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11198160762060816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464457221358333,0.0,0.0645467511725976,0.0,0.06697149654787783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05054630687553978,0.0,0.0,0.04082843905248562,0.0,0.0,0.06425631317603242,0.0,0.0,0.07255648187938958,0.0,0.05540127966874349,0.06478609007979383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288573172853624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07060518306206807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280417593791285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655231562988933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653791516931658,0.0,0.35979409779195554,0.05309976809188545,0.050633211225138836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794923339811513,0.0,0.05671155581127073,0.0,0.1299445968897484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04243403496193392,0.0,0.06350311131535973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146705481783752,0.0,0.1321542611905045,0.0,0.0562710818197788,0.0,0.0,0.10437730536587718,0.05160449032544801,0.0,0.0,0.06878435485368388,0.12947349048017268,0.0,0.06185820681492429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764443858832394,0.0,0.0,0.16903439424615646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0637761752667906,0.0,0.13431962096887565,0.06392305858302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653868299716055,0.04694209867453651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060745757815674414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04289915644796493,0.048148606099443284,0.0,0.0,0.07029607022724615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05984654698241914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825675896424334,0.0,0.0,0.06364205133926723,0.0,0.0,0.0633251574689989,0.0,0.28389719524287377,0.0,0.0,0.06796912693205469,0.0,0.16219412339397024,0.0,0.05034508281065304,0.0,0.0,0.05044829974064341,0.11526649731520525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236905283303917,0.0,0.0,0.06453455934624637,0.0,0.09747522183446164,0.0,0.0,0.044809746235638256,0.0,0.0,0.05292834399536367,0.07251912922108629,0.0,0.07247254279148918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519951266706034,0.10176918553157578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205903902593197,0.1622609056878843,0.06219981354100439,0.05025950060700941,0.03691541873102129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719279744441794,0.0,0.0,0.13181177427560772,0.0,0.054677807464977884,0.0,0.0,0.1493628545841944,0.0,0.05078187930927408,0.0,0.113843035678377,0.05868717381866038,0.05712564600650365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865485302650526,0.046088996499411485,0.0,0.0,0.13491661458336526,0.0,0.0,0.08153658546838231 anxiety,knastiel,2018/03/26,"I'm not sure I have anxiety or not. But I don't feel good, ever. I've forgotten how it feels like to feel good. I sweat too much if I let my confidence down even a little bit. I feel like my brain is running in 20% power. I only notice half of the things I see or hear. My vision is really undetailed, like I'm in a dream. I think I have OCD. I have OCD. The thing is, im not sure about anything. It's a surprise I can think at all. The problem is, I don't know why would I have anxiety. I don't know the source. I think it's because I most of the times I forget who I am( and why should I behave not scared). Or maybe it's because I sweat. I'm actually overconfident. But yet I sweat so much. I don't have any friends at all, because I'm not like them. There are a lot of people willing to be friends with me, but I don't give them a chance to or I don't hang out with them, or anybody. Maybe I'm anxious about my future? Is anyone else is like this? Not sure of anything? Not sure if they have anxiety?",-0.8123766816143494,1.053025663677133,1.9112215246636768,97.2475677130045,88.32735426008968,5.182349775784754,18.3370403587444,6.55674776486733,-0.19667017040358825,765,21,192,9,25,265,103,223,0.126,0.767,0.107,-0.5971,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,4,1,9,16,0,1,10,0,26,4,4,1,7,44,43,13,0,5,17,0,4,5,2,3,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,9,1,0,2,13,2,0,1,0,6,33,14,17,38,7,13,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,9,9,126,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.1091917358880444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07609129205827744,0.0,0.25679424207484336,0.1264075982344389,0.0,0.07823840839480566,0.11464792547308905,0.18415733074624824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046273811511299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221585212670452,0.0,0.0,0.12490994631416764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347250791834882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07390448011443544,0.10121391059192844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22630649092422356,0.15987321502094354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289699719494767,0.0,0.0,0.10733826480885336,0.0,0.18770160991279625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261118996103405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208639825759553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12298728073308132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11441849690427992,0.0,0.2733271119326774,0.11214649834525983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09512769616161093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248237513819214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450892415711374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273912822129866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08509990913975082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0775727368287523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706679216113037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168172360350013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202472954690956,0.0,0.08916448620167446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42183250557781693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486738948255214,0.21509015706166448,0.0,0.0,0.06524589254728375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193262810817855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948580151191484,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aleciaxo,2018/03/26,"I’m constantly exhausted and feel as though I’m in a world of my own. The past few months have been the worst. I constantly feel so exhausted. I slept until about 3pm a few days ago and I was still tired when I woke up. Not only that but I always feel like I’m spaced out and in my own world. Like I’m high or something. It sucks because people around me just think I’m lazy (I.e my mother). She’s always on my back saying I need more motivation. She’s right, but I have these days where I can’t even find the energy to get out of bed. 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Does anyone know if there's any major interaction between the two? I know C italopram and most SSRIs have major interactions with most drugs and I'm trying to avoid that. Thanks guys",2.6950000000000003,5.4110996111111165,2.997777777777781,89.60000000000002,80.66666666666667,5.0814814814814815,20.11111111111111,6.42735559955562,0.1836888888888888,225,6,43,2,6,69,43,54,0.045,0.8959999999999999,0.059,0.1779,0,1,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,2,2,1,0,0,11,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,1,5,8,4,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,1,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731182420950034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900654625288492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542866045290244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025046846436213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445870291778448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241242353663889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534858824505635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072051185541099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101446584053515,0.0,0.0,0.2573204675022343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17908843040811925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897580378706981,0.0,0.27302496599089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,XIlayPVPX,2018/03/26,"Just found out I have anxiety This whole time I had the fear of death, even on a vacation with the family and friends, I always think something bad is about to happen, like i'm gonna fall of a cliff on a mountain trip or a terrorist will jump out and kill me and everyone at the middle of a busy street and sometimes like someone is following me, about to kidnap me, sometimes it's that bad that I just prefer to stay home ALONE and when I'm alone, those small things in life just BREAK ME DOWN I just cry and complain about small shit in life that won't affect me too much but I know it will somehow in the future ruin my life, idk what are the treatments, not sure how serious it is, I just want some help...",4.583401360544215,4.667165299319732,4.988163265306124,88.39136054421768,69.47619047619048,8.438095238095237,26.537414965986393,8.167268648758528,1.3424639455782308,557,15,124,7,9,177,93,147,0.227,0.718,0.054000000000000006,-0.9735,0,2,1,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,0,0,13,12,2,1,10,0,9,4,1,2,1,27,18,10,2,2,8,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,1,0,10,9,0,0,4,0,0,4,2,8,0,0,2,0,13,4,19,12,3,22,0,1,0,0,3,13,1,3,5,83,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3466648217029713,0.0,0.0,0.13925525906092698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802840851109978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794738714598292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183834899577478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053837766502997,0.0,0.0,0.15991773671027756,0.0,0.0,0.15777022371737512,0.18832427327776927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349940388042807,0.12930037220674356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14799412275003995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217653665705417,0.0,0.16787371506609575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851568259179324,0.0,0.09197557756050699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35462970484697376,0.1635253260864483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230273831815705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179057742544446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418018865260093,0.12884036134057095,0.3310426738489639,0.0,0.0,0.1783813555585355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773293019836435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11118521576572472,0.10723624592400896,0.0,0.0,0.09758779305823022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987120818671643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868492253247164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yvonneem,2018/03/26,"Tip to help with anxiety attack! This really helped me so I wish it can help at least one of you: • Look around you. • Find 5 things you can see, 4 things you can touch, 3 things you can hear, 2 things you can smell and 1 thing you can taste. This is called grounding. It can help when you feel like you have lost all control of your surroundings. Good luck and try to stay positive!",1.3049675324675327,3.4991713636363677,1.6494642857142878,100.37991071428571,82.11688311688313,5.927922077922077,16.118506493506494,7.1686216300943375,-0.3910246753246751,293,5,70,4,8,88,53,77,0.078,0.657,0.265,0.9522,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,10,0,2,3,5,1,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,1,10,15,4,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,7,12,3,7,14,2,6,0,1,2,0,16,4,0,1,2,44,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13250840708205894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419738271050612,0.0,0.19705618556482649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17687108898864815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427448067152847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758231604729483,0.1237442760769054,0.0,0.0,0.15831466249292545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14528387281187718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19522501902423867,0.0,0.4644073719972779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08462372034957741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14545632285658214,0.0,0.1890837867899792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11737444085137914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109654671559328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1380293102299846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18462331566162246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753791679334159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760108786505676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991878089621932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thiscouldbeahorcrux,2018/03/26,"Anxiety about flying today.. Going on a business trip, it’s a short flight, no big deal right? Wrong. I’m incredibly anxious for no real good reason, I’m not thinking terrible thoughts, but I’m overly anxious anyway. My chest feels tight, my stomach is upset, I have heartburn. Of course it makes me think I’m having some kind of heart attack which only makes things worse because I have health anxiety. Caught in a loop today.",2.5286250000000017,5.4166546125,3.4600000000000013,84.50500000000002,84.125,5.2,23.0,6.742157984588678,1.0457250000000005,339,12,57,4,10,108,61,80,0.28800000000000003,0.669,0.043,-0.9596,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,0,4,5,3,3,0,12,16,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,2,2,5,2,7,14,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,2,29,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838206883007957,0.41913429889396536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103801431370034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308174921339575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912468719247934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379658910293648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10542641499427824,0.15559227406204035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718248302901895,0.0,0.21982358532483745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19317426721796632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24765123032126865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410844413287493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114459829999455,0.0,0.19072939996127625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841972827889822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232408683138656,0.2377274347381027,0.0,0.14726975792314467,0.0,0.0,0.3516729265336833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18904481289874664,0.0,0.20281992027706328,0.0,0.0 anxiety,67throwaway96,2018/03/26,"Partner doesn’t want to have a wedding due to his anxiety - Advice please? Hi all, I’m going to try and keep this short! I’m a little emotional so please excuse my ramblings. I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 6 years and just recently we’ve started having serious discussions regarding marriage and children. We’ve always said “one day we’ll get married” and “one day we’ll have kids” but we’re approaching our mid 20’s now and we’re about to buy our first home so we’re starting to think more seriously about our future. The problem is that over the past 6 years that we have been together my partner has had pretty intense social anxiety. When we are at home together or with his close family/friends he is completely normal and outgoing. However, when out in public with my friends or my family he totally shuts down. He’s very quiet, reserved and will sit in the corner of the room all night until it’s time to go home, whereas I’m very outgoing and enjoy social outings. It can be embarrassing at times, when I’m trying to make conversation with people and he just stays seated in the corner on his phone. For those that don’t know about his anxiety they would think he is really rude. My family and friends have tried to give him a chance over the years but they don’t really understand when I tell them it’s anxiety and my partner seems to not make any effort to “bond” with them. (Mind you they all get along okay but after 6 years they’re not as close as me or my family were hoping for) He’s told me in the past that standing in public is his biggest issue (eg when he’s waiting in line at a cafe to order food). He feels a wave of panic and his heart begins to race. He’s also said he likes when I stand with him because holding my hand helps him feel less dizzy and like he won’t pass out. It truly tears me apart because apart from this I love him so so much. He treats me so well and we usually get along so great. So anyway here’s the problem - this afternoon I showed him a photo of my friend (who recently got married overseas) and he suddenly says (VERY nonchalantly) I don’t know if I can do it.” And I said “Huh? What do you mean?” And he points to an image of the couple standing at the altar. “That. I don’t think I could stand in front of everyone without fainting.” When he said those words I honestly felt sick. I suggested anti-anxiety medication or therapy and he completely shut them down by saying “I don’t want to do drugs” and “they all have side effects and I don’t want to put that in my body for a whole year just for one day.” After he said that I (regrettably) flew off the handle. I’m just so upset that after 6 years of being together (and he knows I’ve wanted to get married from day one) he’s suddenly decided he doesn’t want to make any effort to try and find treatment for his issue, he would just rather not have a wedding (he suggested eloping which I am not interested in). He did say the only way he will try medication is if we can find one for just the one day. This frustrated me because (as far as I know of!) most medications take a long time to work (please correct me if I’m wrong). I’m really sorry for the long post. I don’t even know why I’m writing this. I guess if anyone could share their experiences with their wedding day and how they were able to overcome their anxiety? Or if anyone knows of a medication that you can take for just one day to calm the nerves? (Sorry I don’t know if this even exists) I really don’t want to sacrifice a day that I have dreamed about ever since I was a little girl, but if that is the only option I guess I will have to consider it? I don’t know. Thanks all - I appreciate any advice. (And I’m sorry if I’m coming across as mean and uncaring, I wouldn’t be writing this and crying my eyes out if I didn’t love him so so much)",3.641434516188035,4.67108482330346,5.018377309310409,83.92342109475035,72.08578745198463,8.497905615511247,25.726198097676967,8.892627240327748,1.775882549844522,3001,92,626,57,56,1004,301,781,0.078,0.784,0.139,0.9947,2,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,9,3,11,5,38,28,2,3,29,2,59,14,4,5,8,137,125,69,0,25,31,0,4,2,6,9,7,9,4,6,29,45,1,3,22,2,1,8,20,10,1,8,17,14,82,18,89,94,12,104,2,0,1,2,102,40,0,21,49,388,111,1,0.05165839729960545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009599759387036,0.0,0.0,0.05172842285552519,0.0,0.0,0.04131120165682959,0.04298392482119788,0.0,0.0,0.10538844481696877,0.0,0.23711119523368146,0.0,0.0,0.07224150501889551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944714385537924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057380833847813485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044499135126512684,0.1083256934529969,0.0,0.0,0.08249005352337907,0.057159034053593474,0.056744323742154074,0.2665231413253151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059907340411847185,0.0,0.0,0.058108743931868025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682397684288822,0.04672797785655289,0.0,0.04936181239175478,0.0,0.05053182502828963,0.14609681848333236,0.0,0.05224007567169636,0.0,0.0496001625261124,0.0,0.09442967852212836,0.0439406063533399,0.062465539066950314,0.0,0.15964459843792048,0.0,0.10795752186929357,0.049555441853947085,0.058717315307197426,0.0,0.041315939404897015,0.056953565392977995,0.11381509728944755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121544952551795,0.03462553479764478,0.0,0.15545275337929967,0.05130844453284002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783589101563733,0.0,0.0459163570798705,0.0,0.0,0.2271208333764897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05047536710830039,0.10355057048423448,0.0,0.0914321120303788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932474408827636,0.0,0.10344714399454703,0.0,0.0,0.11254227767474773,0.0,0.2081616021612768,0.0,0.0,0.05216025511888702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594973181316819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0484779064298756,0.05061426123733663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450354685803002,0.07857707792577,0.0,0.060609998807603024,0.0,0.0,0.09862757098393353,0.03581342828873181,0.0,0.0,0.17011622252820902,0.04883388291774637,0.0,0.049474464913089,0.052555161582762966,0.0,0.09886021919355477,0.0,0.051930957431177587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237476839595666,0.0,0.10201287043574872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24569482742937646,0.1232424928466756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04702786474784451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04273236006938178,0.0,0.0,0.1053184611031525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348203932488687,0.07312815898594492,0.055060978152909536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07768137160487207,0.0,0.045151716175884066,0.047560111708914686,0.059075879386065074,0.0,0.0,0.09930184534477872,0.0,0.0,0.09036728067367962,0.0,0.0,0.04936181239175478,0.0,0.1753633041008777,0.0,0.0,0.05377821342011909,0.0,0.0,0.056894426382117134,0.1278707636316003,0.18281676690137968,0.041004031275955116,0.0,0.0,0.04644710309645638,0.0,0.046613668613190544,0.05767475575728687,0.0,0.049796851562613126,0.0,0.03760792848265519,0.0,0.0,0.07339328657962779,0.05648034797605182,0.0,0.19959788504316728 anxiety,connorhall70,2018/03/26,"Using cannabis for anxiety!? Hi, I’m 19 and I have been suffering from anxiety for around 2 and a half possibly 3 years now. Started halfway through my previous relationship of just constant fears and that led to overthinking and yeah just wasn’t a good time at all. Anyways I live in the UK where cannabis is mostly illegal. But my dealers usually know what strains they have and most of them know I look for heavy indica strains or at least an indica dominant hybrid. Honestly indica’s work wonders for me. I’ve actually been able to experience life as an adult without the anxiety. I just thought I’d put this out there for anybody wondering. Download an app where you can look up strains like Leafly and go from there! That’s what I did and it’s great. Definitely worth a try. But STAY AWAY from sativa / sativa dominant hybrids. These WILL cause anxiety in people prone to anxiety. And trust me. It’s NOT a fun time. Love u all peace ",2.346505840528188,5.1661694022346385,3.602176231589638,83.72854621635351,84.02793296089384,8.170746571863889,28.248095479939057,8.841846274778883,2.896293854748603,749,36,141,22,22,243,118,179,0.153,0.713,0.135,0.1813,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,2,1,10,12,0,4,9,1,9,2,0,3,2,30,21,12,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,8,10,0,0,5,0,1,3,3,5,0,1,5,2,12,7,24,15,5,21,0,1,2,1,7,10,0,5,8,89,20,1,0.1445679872796142,0.0,0.14107750140202566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5529705728446139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12869615887204106,0.0,0.0,0.13582638293632934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851114602104193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15622663553087035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14141523198129224,0.0,0.16267917798247913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08216131874157899,0.12125676874844138,0.0,0.1593867163456038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15890157005876818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102112644798906,0.07062861617371897,0.0,0.12765618137620746,0.0,0.24280139787376745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047825283091882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022523957250798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16297868391852605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14533075716203084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15521191527940192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232596548385788,0.15409023905729533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477083349913166,0.16859751193540054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09815217367094134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124860324135122,0.15922121357709404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935838081689142,0.31355563069456643,0.1052472165359776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309704396042402 anxiety,PsRajan,2018/03/26,"Slowly anxiety sucking my happiness & freedom Because of anxiety, I am feeling uncomfortable with my life. Now a days just I want to be alone....what to do???",1.609310344827584,4.239372689655173,4.1685517241379335,75.5066206896552,97.9655172413793,7.8372413793103455,33.38620689655172,8.238735603445708,4.086484137931034,124,8,20,4,5,43,25,29,0.171,0.512,0.317,0.7303,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4237456451017729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5983652674798444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384047178528829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25222057301773404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19774675857242044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163223744040068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762382982870824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2306749023784717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,annarborjack,2018/03/26,"I have massive anxiety that my friends secretly hate me I really, really care about my friends. Like, I like my friends more than I like my family. So, for some reason, I get these fears that, they all secretly hate me. There is...no reason at all to think that. They all have told me that they care about me, and that I mean a lot to them...but this fear I am having is still there. It's honestly my biggest source of anxiety recently. Any tips for how to make it easier, or go away entirely? 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I gave myself to a relationship that didn’t work out and I’ve lost myself. I feel empty and alone, lost and the world feels cold and uncomfortable. I know life isn’t meant to be easy but feeling like this every single day is not only upsetting but really uncomfortable. I try to avoid it but I can’t. Does anyone know why the world feels this way? Is that anxiety? It’s like I feel homesick for something or myself and I wonder if I just have to try and accept this uncomfortable feeling until one day it stops feeling so unpleasant. I’m on 10mg lexapro and I cry all the time. 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It didnt make it worse either but deep down I wanted it to be a “cure”. Anyways, Im thinking about trying it again? I just cant get therapy right now nor get meds so im looking for anything substance wise. Ive tried all that self-help, meditation, opening your pineal gland, it usually just ends with me being an anxious blob. Help please.",2.565930232558141,4.692813441860466,3.5583139534883728,88.69816860465116,77.37209302325581,6.625581395348838,27.02906976744186,7.6454224807358475,1.5351906976744187,340,14,69,5,8,109,65,86,0.029,0.7709999999999999,0.2,0.9167,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,1,2,14,14,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,7,1,6,8,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,5,40,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978769542452238,0.20643251225459064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037094671137566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184424829689514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909374186779099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4899193771868081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3947587947676391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15344689899151234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197347192312015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029714670507607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005823021397819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042350190761552,0.0,0.0,0.15605013756020922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19062689498052013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20896729974516276,0.0,0.0,0.11708579258325247,0.0,0.1450669448309274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24812289897791465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012509128120636,0.0,0.1077786922077639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621714213496066,0.12980591296610794,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,notfakingmysymptoms,2018/03/26,"I'm overwhelmed. (Sorry for the rambling. I really needed to get this off my chest.) I don't know if it's my depression, or anxiety or my ADHD (I highly suspect I have it). I had 5 days to get ready for an exam tomorrow morning and I still sitting here at my PC with a blank Word Doc. No essay, no notes. I feel crushed and the exam isn't here yet. The amount of research I have to prepare is overwhelming. The information I read just swims around in my head every time I try to read it and I can't retain any of it at all. This has happened way too often, and I become a giant mess every single time this happens. I don't have past achievements to look back on cause I've failed most of my school exams in the past four years. I've tried desperately to maintain focus since it's my final year in high school, but I'm halfway through my school year and I've failed another set of exams, which is disheartening but routine by this point. I'm tearing up at the thought of sitting through another test that I'm utterly unprepared for, and I know the guilt and regret of having not done something about it will make my anxiety worse. I don't what to do, or what to think. I can't concentrate.",3.0203149266609164,4.402566959016394,4.458584987057809,85.96993528904228,74.08196721311475,7.4319240724762725,26.366695427092324,8.032893268588372,1.5366672131147543,934,33,194,14,19,311,134,244,0.158,0.83,0.012,-0.9836,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,10,9,0,3,10,0,17,2,2,2,1,33,33,13,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,14,9,0,1,7,3,0,1,9,9,0,1,3,2,25,0,32,29,4,32,0,7,1,0,1,14,0,6,13,126,39,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209724383123713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606328292223266,0.2654126630759461,0.1936319291442792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266280132982068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731472813758928,0.0,0.0,0.13977256078460687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000917732182254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08161896884321491,0.0,0.10900359055700494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12951202618593596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132599154231864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06399115795218775,0.0,0.0,0.1386373023905894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13224189944670495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238283504681779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298842700213739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26742940687323064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13910513084020887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10627623190546423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447795995625278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938406115459578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416264675011929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11963752636373914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531830348845649,0.0,0.08107582736427214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3842481391469446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468948092857057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742996889576214,0.0,0.1416705015267448,0.0,0.0,0.10106879870203613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109278797547491,0.0,0.10047233519865137,0.14759312289006205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17184815676393378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004552695729618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897266945357133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444961961576955 anxiety,Cows_Killed_My_Mom,2018/03/26,Anxiety about anxiety Having a hard time falling asleep because I’m getting anxious that I know I’m going to anxious tomorrow morning before work. So. Fucking. Annoying. 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I have an ex-bestie who a few months ago removed me from her bridal party for not being excited about her wedding (i was suffering from depression), i could still go as a guest but I chose not to as her family had been telling me my anxiety was in my head and I should put my ex-bestie first. Since then she messaged saying there was a hole in her wedding day and i missed the birth of her daughter as I wasn't there .... long story short I said we would never be close again but would like to move forward. However I do have a concert coming up this weekend, she has the tickets. I don't want to miss the concert but I don't fancy sitting next to her for the duration of the concert or having to collect the ticket off her. She has ignored me for months before messaging me after her wedding, which felt like a guilt trip, but i felt i got treated very badly by her and her family. I don't really know what to say to her and feel missing out on the concert would solve the problem. Any suggestions?",4.480614152202938,5.068609130841125,5.259279038718294,84.58168224299068,69.8411214953271,8.357276368491322,29.771695594125504,8.418075326091056,2.0469863818424563,830,31,170,12,14,270,122,214,0.151,0.8,0.049,-0.9524,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,0,1,5,14,0,1,15,0,23,1,1,0,1,32,36,14,0,9,8,1,3,2,1,5,0,7,0,0,5,9,0,2,4,7,0,7,7,10,0,1,10,10,37,4,28,18,1,33,0,6,0,0,29,11,0,2,18,128,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443191438053154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312976214248416,0.0,0.23202943366550602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126624561051051,0.0,0.0,0.1290461860809996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063629212235806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121083192950065,0.0,0.0,0.09780413385719376,0.0,0.13061916749072375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28593134980076673,0.0,0.07668070139497829,0.0,0.2912227980456685,0.0,0.0,0.1289966169294919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08618833077658493,0.0,0.12129137148537547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556405172860792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08334494437838788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818074067723902,0.0,0.0,0.13420881172866056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420971802758266,0.16118395423051596,0.0,0.0,0.11696473444235735,0.0,0.16128550191860294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14511217394599366,0.0,0.15245392311301564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09715328660118447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425746099453116,0.24120232526816845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254495633955713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675047914276003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111089440529554,0.12678934000654615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255207696529542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12513024042823193,0.0894493211231141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309219403108691,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ArgyleGrant,2018/03/26,"Idk if I can do it Been having a bad anxiety week and I've felt feverish all weekend. Don't know if it's a coincidence and I'm ill or if I've worried myself into a fever. Anyway, I've been planning to go to the dmv to renew my driver's license and I'm so scared of the place, and I just don't think I can do it. I'm going to put it off for now until after the fever and I feel better, but I could really use reassurance and encouragement right now.",0.5495269526952704,1.996643336633668,3.85795379537954,87.39097909790979,80.98019801980197,6.469086908690867,20.133113311331133,7.3871296695380915,0.492543674367437,351,9,81,5,9,129,61,101,0.114,0.787,0.099,0.3913,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,0,1,6,0,10,3,0,1,1,20,20,13,0,4,6,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,4,1,0,3,2,2,0,0,3,2,7,3,10,16,1,13,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,4,6,54,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215950163363212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356993611783709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496615082934336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22538464094862004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273370176753544,0.0,0.2710415218429381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208624667513125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513854487924267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949317193841307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28377821797452946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18084143706564346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410730972897004,0.0,0.0,0.2826203397425556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18087926808634505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24380689243422035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22643505217896634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2866779843632329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,alwaystiredtbh,2018/03/26,"Parent/child same medication? Is there any evidence that the medication a parent takes for anxiety would work for the child as well? I know that the same medication doesn’t work for everyone, but is there any link if the anxiety is hereditary? For example, if a parent took Zoloft for anxiety and the child began to take it as well, would he/she have the same reactions/side effects? Thanks!",5.045416666666668,7.294608263888893,5.806666666666668,74.80500000000002,70.52777777777777,10.911111111111113,28.66666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.7059833333333336,313,12,56,11,6,102,42,72,0.07400000000000001,0.8,0.126,0.7052,3,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,8,0,7,4,0,1,0,12,13,6,0,4,3,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,1,3,8,9,3,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,1,38,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430372156654606,0.0,0.3616180003314383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505632821111635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659542785218663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4762005158286378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5248829169028552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23694353389828396,0.0,0.0,0.14506773899703668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17506420110474782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833456855780353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294232270408409,0.0,0.0,0.22386402720901266,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pshark1234,2018/03/26,How do i get a psychiatrist to take me seriously? I ha ve had s horrible time getting doctor appointments and when i do i get a suggestion of getting my zoloft adjusted (which really fucked me up last time) and i am someone that responds to real meds...ones that work quick and you feel do the trick. The old class of meds. I hate SSRI and shit like that. Makes me feel like i am going crazier than i am at first and does nothing for my long-term and breakthrough anxiety. How do i get a psychiatrist...the one i am seeing on the 5th of April to take me absolutely seriously and understand that i am familiar with certain medications and how i respond to them. I just need a doctor to help me. No joke. I have a job and i keep losing them due to my disorder. And i dont want to lose this one....i start on monday,1.9786345381526118,3.8407437710843415,4.2934698795180735,83.99148995983937,78.1566265060241,8.041124497991968,24.92208835341366,8.841846274778883,1.8812502811244984,630,23,134,15,15,219,93,166,0.189,0.711,0.1,-0.9179,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,4,6,13,4,0,8,1,12,6,1,4,1,25,31,14,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,6,11,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,8,0,2,1,3,27,5,17,30,0,16,0,2,1,1,7,4,2,0,13,89,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11231335892770623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16826313759569114,0.3005435118925489,0.12847912278016832,0.0,0.17206652439713688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484685283681366,0.10488493221164376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488108175575552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13572844711164234,0.38352486553941423,0.0,0.08343856015996058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449497861171279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984072501669692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569160428186048,0.13049624978563654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967412464430564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345315118812224,0.0,0.0,0.1299269855967662,0.0,0.3284976982075189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800040189629372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16307878287659433,0.14790104310847524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10886173920937772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087331057043453,0.0,0.1540580375548722,0.0,0.1989717934819949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671080370954562,0.09405368772976744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11699284448271775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507038711733191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439618958975646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10391667706558096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207737790479965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712184499702109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15283998160589538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0865955111852129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688334051972156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,adrianisbeast75,2018/03/26,when did you start to notice your anxiety? at what age did you guys start to notice your anxiety or when it started to become a problem? also does it grow with age?,2.481818181818184,4.4943153636363675,4.075757575757578,85.43363636363638,77.18181818181819,6.824242424242425,23.12121212121212,7.793537801064563,1.2317757575757582,129,4,25,2,3,43,22,33,0.18600000000000005,0.8140000000000001,0.0,-0.6848,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,0,5,3,0,9,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,7,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965413066624404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760250833227818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714324494288766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150740273013637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433498583167607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5596190606342298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351676528153512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5218694934237115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PlasticTurd,2018/03/26,"This is a low flying panic attack I was prescribed 50mg Zoloft for my anxiety but it was causing awful depression-like effects so I halved my dose. Now I'm much happier, but my anxiety is... well I'm hyperventilating in my bedroom because there's a dead cockroach downstairs. I literally can't even go downstairs to do the dishes because I keep turning around to look at it and have a mini heart attack every time its antennae twitch. Quite cleary if I'm going to cut my Zoloft dose I need a different anxiolytic to take over. This is absurd.",3.9161904761904758,6.0225261428571475,5.592380952380953,75.74761904761905,73.28571428571428,8.095238095238095,29.76190476190476,8.841846274778883,2.7143333333333337,435,19,76,9,9,148,74,105,0.233,0.7020000000000001,0.065,-0.9489,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,6,3,1,5,1,8,7,1,2,0,9,18,5,1,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,5,2,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,2,1,10,1,9,16,1,9,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,2,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31377598209039514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256741689527287,0.0,0.4666232091545706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500334780270036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067681076772687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426816367745669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13545543685922148,0.0,0.17279133585599027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23310687533842095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24302443132275095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822872600665344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17221813151567647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507596572930212,0.15206650152132786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406208009066436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21813109444727294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419694950353793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958559027243428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22307149452284414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18439431392070613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theo_sontag,2018/03/26,"Tapering off Cymbalta (bead Counting) I have been taking Cymbalta for a few years, and have been slowly tapering off for six months. I made the mistake of tapering from 60 to 30 mg in one go and had a rough month. Thst was six months ago. Now, I've been slowly tapering down from 30mg to 0 using the bead counting method over the past two months. One 30mg pill had 180 beads, so I started with 150 beads for a week, then 120, 90, 60. Wasn't able to quit from there. So I went 45 beads, 30, 20. Two days without and I'm still having brain zaps and dizziness. At 1/18th of my original dose. When were you able to drop the meds all together? Also, does the capsule itself have medicinal properties, or just the beads? TIA for any stories and advice!",2.1940460210930013,4.267731630872486,3.211720997123681,90.99223154362416,78.32885906040269,6.941706615532119,22.72339405560882,7.957251820313856,1.07059309683605,579,18,123,10,14,185,94,149,0.031,0.92,0.049,0.54,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,1,8,1,0,0,9,0,12,3,1,3,1,14,19,11,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,6,10,1,6,0,21,9,2,24,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,15,72,7,0,0.3385000165798328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165389149274922,0.15002992038786594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13534917048110234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509580946722862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18893898358995287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915225364315714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481118228101847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09618868007913113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014845013791704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18799860452695316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5403749675109772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22937637168378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156828395034786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18001821721164166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11979602699261475,0.0,0.13516327524947572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127254942810596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3306653302223631,0.0,0.0,0.14617766555798895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357621476470486,0.0,0.0,0.15689645332802613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16315096829084902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089914562592126 anxiety,Lyssie746,2018/03/26,"Citalopram medication experience? Is anyone else on this medication? What’s your experience? I have gained 5 or more pounds, and it feels as if it’s been since the medication began about five or six months ago. Admittedly, I haven’t always been taking it in the morning. In fact sometimes I wasn’t good with it at all, and this could clearly be a big problem. I need to get better about that. Has this happened to any of you?",3.0519512195121936,5.4773855975609775,4.380670731707319,81.91173780487806,77.17073170731706,7.0268292682926825,24.88414634146341,8.07648339933343,1.5606292682926837,337,12,65,6,8,111,61,82,0.033,0.8190000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.8541,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,0,0,3,14,16,6,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,4,1,6,2,11,10,2,8,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,3,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776355001897764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667422751204798,0.0,0.0,0.1362734955241095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011881133569445,0.20532538134376274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17723052227846164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999678084904884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740188062101305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39204383993579695,0.0,0.0,0.101324263735788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469659813369099,0.0,0.0,0.16807938074391687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17720606674541886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6056218565686611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995105742189344,0.0,0.0,0.14858819839632528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19174817022657425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657664107890484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19819290478427326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15066991543648012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,A1Perrico,2018/03/26,"Uncontrollable shaking? I have noticed when I am having a panic attack or any anxiety in general (so it seems), I start to shake. It is uncontrollable and very apparent to those who are around me when it happens. It seems to start in my neck and go down into my back and torso, then to my hands. I can't control my neck and it happens a lot in public situations when I am reading outloud etc. I am wondering if anyone else experiences anything similair, if so what do you do for relief? I struggle with drug addiction and alcoholism and I am clean and sober now, so I am looking for healthy ways to cope with being uncomfortable! Any advice for self soothing/relief would be awesome. Thanks!",5.514724342663275,6.7182263587786295,6.5706361323155225,73.87943172179816,67.85496183206106,9.486344359626802,33.639525021204406,9.725611199111238,3.4100629346904157,547,25,96,12,9,183,83,131,0.158,0.733,0.109,-0.5919,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,1,9,9,1,6,2,0,15,6,3,1,0,21,25,17,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,8,11,1,1,3,1,0,3,1,7,0,0,0,2,15,2,16,22,2,18,0,0,1,0,4,6,0,7,8,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785671189780106,0.0,0.16006430791552526,0.0,0.17505330790842394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22278040811160466,0.0,0.12530721212778698,0.0,0.0,0.11453337222114572,0.1678333416028855,0.1347941538072816,0.14581749619017995,0.0,0.1863471291325148,0.0,0.12595275310001838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18371659652845487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899569981653708,0.0,0.13683460286964375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268126144926816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16022867528756776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309180543991437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28969712501733114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755147092086228,0.0,0.0,0.1392576364544398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864883686002705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19218502028546275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16384519019999866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29823630814567004,0.1708800241254641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18411903340387836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318781883293717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124022736433392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508058276419247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13515286688623615,0.0,0.1300175010326292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17763504903698954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635943365464295,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ardie_BlackWood,2018/03/26,"Please help with this Um so I've never posted here before so sorry if this is weird or triggers you. Pretty erm graphic I guess. I hate thinking about the dark or bugs. I have a mild case of trypophobia I guess you can say. It makes me itch so bad I need to put on lotion to cool my skin. But that's not the reason I'm here. Maggots. Bugs. Worms. Thinking of those things crawling out my skin, eating my flesh terrifies me to a point I just want to tear my flesh off. This is part of why my anxiety is so bad now. Also the thought of sleeping and being attacked by bugs terrifies me so much now. The flesh eating part. I need help I'm stopping there thoughts. Currently at the moment I'm scratching at my skin because I just thought about Swiss cheese, pathetic I know. The thought of the bugs, holes, noises of pins dropping make my skin scream. It's becoming to much.",0.8489870129870134,3.3270732571428603,1.9419870129870127,95.30742207792214,87.85714285714286,4.781818181818182,21.097402597402606,6.351523495107088,0.261571428571429,680,23,143,7,22,214,101,175,0.189,0.735,0.076,-0.9703,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,0,0,15,7,2,0,9,1,6,11,9,4,1,28,24,11,0,4,7,0,5,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,3,2,1,8,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,4,8,21,1,20,19,4,15,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,5,6,88,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862211358128124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039085371001644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15452468578766868,0.0,0.0,0.22682248009505296,0.08279987765401157,0.15001206032555195,0.1155801675865201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779732148268416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29926111875748634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410266037993984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18208614723172015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464786780057814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18133334259598968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19969935670254074,0.2014304295663907,0.10475942001164612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941783593914938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909905711108565,0.12840196760603073,0.0,0.13008628971397232,0.13818655719935247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365452983753017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965446317968638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801638554143192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359267328768638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204904097114996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11355882425647712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902385123094064,0.17406701477682096,0.0,0.4313310688238903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08011525051519675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12256421995667426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FloatingOnColor,2018/03/26,"I went from an excellent social life to a fight against drug addiction and now, sober, my body cant seem to handle stress like it used to be able to. It's an uphill fight and I could really use some guidance. This process took a year, I was fighting a battle against crazy alcohol addiction, xanex bars, sex, laziness and other things. I have been clean for months and feel physically healthier, except my anxiety is absolutely out of control. I cant find the words to tell my doctor. I wish I could just write a note. The only public place I have really made it out to is my bjj gym, but I've even had anxiety attacks (maybe? I dont know, it feels like I shut down and my stomach falls through my feet) there and had to get out quickly. Can anyone else who kicked bad habits offer me some insight? Will my body ever figure out how to help cope on its own, or have I done serious damage? I need to get a job soon. But I cant make it to interviews and I cant make sense of why. I would really appreciate some insight on how other people triumphed over similar issues.",3.2419213853765783,4.7912138738317775,4.5381033534909285,84.94766080263882,73.81308411214954,8.025948323254536,25.205057724024183,8.671277953709913,1.6999398570643214,835,27,171,16,17,276,135,214,0.133,0.763,0.105,-0.4854,1,0,2,0,4,0,25.0,0,0,0,3,9,13,5,1,9,0,21,12,4,8,1,43,36,12,0,5,5,0,2,2,0,2,6,0,1,0,11,11,2,1,8,2,0,3,5,9,0,0,8,2,23,4,26,23,4,19,0,1,0,1,11,10,0,5,8,113,34,4,0.12991204084943594,0.0,0.0,0.28324660052665074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388364628935745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987647113298517,0.0,0.0,0.09083751956732856,0.13311023814496173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779370117738586,0.0,0.0,0.10847112767970757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886059816210666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570740045769331,0.20744838715860106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297047865391082,0.0,0.1329451222861626,0.1522559443411452,0.0,0.15065672304209096,0.0,0.10852484018072127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580567775141472,0.11751287855301702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137486254709801,0.0928091879404902,0.0,0.0,0.11873725178132405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574735884416084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707730255308466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559441843897274,0.12891765478631476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139626015746968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917607164074424,0.12693692209676585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292591419347347,0.17343459210105644,0.0,0.1305141063983567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369455157285384,0.0,0.0,0.09632813218036428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988039611267606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09006465167357422,0.0,0.13573043231925164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24967493986822006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182670428343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242896543692212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488138038660601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354884980739405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630778736074643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433705746761955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244045840956813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204297634004696,0.11722541034127534,0.0,0.1493924356221338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228578646089536,0.0,0.0,0.08365909497346788 anxiety,kevinkemple,2018/03/26,"Have to give a speech in front of 200 people tomorow For school i have to give a 10-15 minute long presentation tomorow in front of my whole school. Im nervous as hell and know i will end up stuttering, blanking out and making myself look like even more of a loser. You guys know any good public speaking tips? 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In the past, I served at some dumpster Bob Evans as a host, cashier, bus boy, and server. I was underpaid, *incredibly* stressed, and not to mention, I was suffering from an anxiety disorder. Now, though, I *miss* it. I'm currently working at the University's dining halls and I hate it, but I actually *miss* talking to the customers and interacting with people instead of just feeding students like a farmer feeding his chickens. I want to be a server again. I actually want to start serving again. And I do *NOT* get it because I hated serving so much. I hated the huge menu and I hated constantly being sick and anxious and I hated never knowing if I was going to get yelled at, but *NOW I WANT TO SERVE AGAIN?* I just don't get it... I'm thinking about taking up serving again next year/semester at some restaurant near campus, but that means I lose my position in the University's dining halls. I'm guaranteed a spot next year right now, but if I go into serving again, I lose it for good, or at least for the whole semester. What if I get back into serving and hate it all over again? What then? I'll be jobless and I'l already be anxious as fuck probably. Oh crap. This sucks. What is going *ON?*",0.7796964285714267,3.330290195833335,2.8667857142857147,86.72250000000004,92.875,5.576190476190477,24.773809523809533,7.110495986334442,1.4861809523809533,957,43,182,17,35,321,126,240,0.27,0.672,0.058,-0.9957,2,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,0,0,3,16,19,10,1,12,0,11,7,1,0,2,35,40,23,0,6,12,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,11,13,4,0,3,0,1,3,4,17,0,0,3,1,23,2,27,33,6,39,1,6,0,1,5,17,4,6,20,127,34,4,0.0,0.0,0.2110205546682764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193139610279387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271209500966505,0.2442913951021506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08313820014217235,0.0,0.06590941936470023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684014444563152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391577240956245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995591192530044,0.2259545644074908,0.0,0.18434257993822228,0.09068657420314798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6404812710837527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059420348953989524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052822348043856764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419189763711529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11777521792419643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948120831028141,0.0,0.08338940517282073,0.0,0.2299753362774542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321351145511158,0.07495732996461989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116572479675729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233454893832567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07652843925778714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385197957692627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812933651107999,0.0869033813794899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927942528144017,0.10622811000506527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19131729876867606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09756218005523136,0.12071298126150155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871321007956021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925246520012094 anxiety,TheNerdWithAFro,2018/03/26,"Dental Anxeity, need stories or advice. When I was young I had to have a whole heap of dental work done and ever since then I haven't been able to even get a cleaning without the most intense anxiety I've ever experienced taking me over. I haven't been to the dentist because of this in years. Well, now my wisdom teeth are coming through and one looks like it may have a cavity, and I know that I need to get things looked at and possibly extracted, but I can't even bring myself to call for an appointment. I've been looking at sedative dentistry but even calling for that seems impossible. Has anyone here experienced something like this and how did you deal with it? . 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I have a friend that suffers from anxiety and I never really now what to say... I just hold her and caress her gently but sometimes I feel like i'm useless. 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X-posted Hi! Apologizes if this isn't the correct forum, please redirect me if there's a better spot. I'm a 22-year-old female finishing up my degree in nursing... and safe to say I've had a lot going on this past year or so. In short, I've had awhile dealing with massive unexplained weight loss, fatigue, diffuse hair loss, occasional GI issues, among other things. Most labs have been normal and the cause hasn't been identified. At my physical in January, my PCP and I decided to schedule an appointment to discuss my mental health. That appointment is Tuesday. I don't necessarily think that's the culprit, but I'm willing to give it a shot. I am lucky to be incredibly close and have a great long-term relationship with my physician, so I am comfortable with her. Anyways, I'm the kind of person who likes to know what to expect. What should I expect to happen at this appointment? Thank you kindly. 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The placement of my complaint is on my left forearm and it's probably been there but I've only just noticed it the other day. I take no medication for my anxiety as i even refuse to take Tylenol for a headache. I also do not smoke or drink alcohol. About 3 months ago I quit smoking weed after about 5 years of heavy, constant use. I did it because one night in January it made me have a panic attack where I was experiencing all symptoms of a heart attack.I went to the ER two nights in a row SURE something was wrong with my heart and blood tests and EKGs came back clear. So it eased me down a little bit even though I was still having problems with my heart beating fast for no apparent reason. I cut weed out of my life instantly as well as caffeine and anything else that would increase my heartbeat and now anytime I do anything that is naturally supposed to raise a persons BPM it scares me that I won't be able to slow it down. I'm a very pale person and also very small. I don't have much , if any, body fat on me at all, so I can see the veins on my arms and the rest of my body quite easily. I don't mind them as it runs in my family and I've always just tied it up to me being small and pale, which is okay. Well the other night at work (I work at a wingstop) I noticed that the veins in my left arm are a little more bulgy and pronounced than the ones on my right. In particular there one vein coming from the back of my left hand going down the top of my left forearm that kind of looks lumpy as well as bulgy. All my life getting a blood clot or having a heart attack has always scared me and ever since my panic attack in January I've been super aware of my heart rate where as other normal people don't even notice the raise or lowering of it. I've always wanted to see a cardioligist and have even more tests done ( because I know the tests go further than an EKG) just to have that peace of mind that I'm fine and it's just anxiety. But getting a referral to see a specialist is not an easy task when the doctors don't think something's wrong with you. I have experienced no symptoms of a blood clot or anything of the sort other than the vein just looks overly bulgy and weird to me. No cramping or warmness, no tingling or anything like that. So my questions are Is this a reason to make an appointment with a doctor? Are veins asymmetrical from arm to arm and leg to leg & why would that vein in my left arm be pronounced and the right arm its not? The vein I'm describing in this question really looks like this _^^__ just imagine thats my forearm and the () are the raised parts of the vein. Thank you to any and everyone that replies to this with calming information. I really am tired of noticing changes and differences on my body and getting scared over any and every little pain I experience. I just fear the blood in that vein is clotting, or beginning to clot.",4.812705588630691,5.382298226771656,5.409299020549259,83.86605915114271,69.09448818897638,8.462838486652585,29.031111964662948,8.482186458684032,1.936686959861725,2494,86,511,36,41,805,264,635,0.145,0.763,0.091,-0.9876,2,0,5,0,0,0,45.0,0,2,1,7,34,28,4,6,42,1,43,54,36,5,7,83,70,49,0,6,21,0,2,2,0,3,18,0,0,4,33,33,3,1,10,1,0,7,14,15,4,4,12,10,57,13,82,52,11,71,0,0,6,0,12,43,0,12,23,344,90,7,0.05358177828094859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04749701350655676,0.05726262572301784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569865746542257,0.1337529956295399,0.058055834381177285,0.0,0.1093123398855414,0.0,0.16395965490059666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637295224732685,0.0,0.0,0.24382803244498,0.0,0.08240216018452001,0.0,0.06532590942396149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05849742432389043,0.17855182956864452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128328000479887,0.0,0.0,0.0566824167309863,0.04615595753414875,0.0,0.05790286704623754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03455581428129215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055981554003421835,0.0,0.10968644104980037,0.0,0.05483276237748126,0.0,0.05248974391929157,0.0,0.0,0.04476070029011506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14156103685112076,0.04846778606981706,0.045144959164846926,0.05119968534410931,0.0,0.05241326069591755,0.05051213190713071,0.06029439718715183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398280293635814,0.0,0.06090351877925625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056954924715736564,0.0,0.3174733262456396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579717669341689,0.029447144058649226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3493005532825079,0.0,0.11353918380382198,0.05235470069581685,0.16110905482721108,0.0,0.0,0.13498559652090192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05070037416263255,0.03576625307186032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795600905816093,0.0,0.0,0.10820464323151832,0.0,0.042768464223870026,0.0,0.03938877223492344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15084860756239565,0.052498766226603315,0.0,0.30501604855247616,0.05622506288058505,0.0,0.10892519901147613,0.04075135687006287,0.057014789887190165,0.12573334394725205,0.0,0.058023844372091425,0.0,0.03714685848494445,0.09357108409878112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05777021950751561,0.05127052543764736,0.0,0.0,0.12004770888138692,0.11398163342649005,0.0,0.0,0.06865171841324473,0.11018198421077202,0.0529055418985402,0.0,0.0,0.091517091772135,0.0,0.0,0.16093412242808025,0.0,0.12809322010108806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04432340069281947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249974137902655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04279047734957018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05050019191549498,0.1113839674607733,0.08057365786537908,0.0,0.0,0.04933090250215095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034333039985050794,0.05264382511148431,0.0,0.0,0.06158437193594594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05234161164359273,0.0,0.0,0.046277452773522035,0.0,0.08842115723911967,0.031603921086109016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452936076236114,0.04967084527930482,0.04834922078607856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801634548885986,0.0,0.0,0.07612591590892759,0.11716652628349145,0.0,0.06900981693064732 anxiety,elysianye,2018/03/26,"my anxiety prevents me from successfully communicating with others, any tips? hey, so ive recently been diagnosed with anxiety and depression after having anxiety for probably closer to 10 years(im 17 if you were wondering) and having the anxiety sprout more major depression in the past year ive got a prescription for lexapro and i think its beginning to work, but i still find a huge barrier when talking to people, especially certain people. my mind just locks up and i dont know what to say, and then i get into a huge slump because i feel as though im uninteresting and boring, and maybe i am but im not THAT boring i think either way, i just wanna know how other people do it, and how to make a conversation ""work."" it doesnt help that im a bit of an introvert but i really dont know what to do. thanks.",3.762365747460088,5.5953557735849095,5.87811320754717,74.70378809869378,73.02515723270442,9.923754233188195,27.954039671020798,10.214889679676881,3.1753305273342995,644,25,120,20,13,225,98,159,0.131,0.767,0.102,-0.14,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,3,8,7,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,3,1,35,24,19,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,9,11,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,3,2,15,3,18,21,4,15,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,2,8,84,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845483507078234,0.0,0.3804470314783624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579013365830183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357356567177873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21416970140805214,0.12619186608259636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914265900720973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286475115793709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363494722948647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495705318836026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09943769093552376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333546997305669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371889534455336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049847912174648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299093344971173,0.0,0.1249057340538311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12553739313053594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11868661420366244,0.2585833456635161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404827262421687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964868702621411,0.0,0.12276042161869967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887184050778794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928973132479336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993137481101028,0.0,0.11446593632116475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933069817522486,0.12215314189013575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09868700186557304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13483008269252267,0.181026771897158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006414751862981 anxiety,madeyefire,2018/03/26,CBD hemp Has anyone ever tried using any form of CBD or CBD vaping? Did it help for you? What anxiety do you have and how severe is it?,-0.9139655172413796,1.2045540689655176,2.2926724137931025,91.53831896551728,94.51724137931036,5.658620689655173,10.698275862068963,7.1686216300943375,-0.4745241379310348,104,1,23,2,4,37,25,29,0.14400000000000002,0.775,0.081,-0.2824,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,5,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957445738215327,0.0,0.33269467779169903,0.0,0.0,0.30408978637759554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39338883652934814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291501996728107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4913093240553125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29526621666343866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756109940300065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rudeban,2018/03/26,I dont know how to feel. I broke up a friendship some months ago after some drama and she manipulated. Yet I feel like it was all my fault. Usually I feel nothing about this but sometimes doubt clouds my mind. I even felt alot better the weeks after we went our separate ways . Am I in the wrong here?,1.798415300546445,3.94085673770492,3.076639344262297,91.11255464480877,79.98360655737704,6.033879781420765,20.002732240437158,7.1686216300943375,0.3183092896174866,235,6,51,3,6,76,50,61,0.198,0.687,0.115,-0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,1,16,9,3,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,1,1,4,0,0,3,4,11,2,6,6,4,11,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,4,8,35,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337294354580173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228636922529872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29532909800216456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664362828226317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3822394569626132,0.18002091070654733,0.24194884796093574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13848650181952432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310904138498785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544369411837967,0.0,0.20113512491265087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24179013256129614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492234518677809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775301575131842,0.0,0.0,0.2000170488100436,0.20213028483666146,0.0,0.0,0.2335962221480467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275510289266578,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AaronJustiniano,2018/03/26,"I feel scared about getting stupid by the years. (Apologize about the English level in this post, I’m from Bolivia, SouthAmerica so i don’t speak the language really well) As a anxious person, i use to overthink everything in my life, analyze things, such as everyone in this subreddit I guess. And there’s this constant thought about getting dumb with the time, by not having better grades at school, by the lack of concentration, not knowing how to start a conversation, or simply by doing something, and not knowing what to do next. I keep thinking about the decisions i took, and will take, and it is just fucking awful. The solution that I’ve created for this issue is to just live the moment, and don’t overthink things and small decisions, it seems simple by the time that you are doing it, but is so hard to keep on going, and let these 2 rules roll through daily routine. Back into the clickbait title issue, i feel stupid by not having answers to all of these small things, I’m forcing myself right now to keep writing because i feel so dumb asking for help. But i promise myself to write something right now and post it, not matter if I write this shit wrong or not, because the determination is the solution to throw all these negative thoughts to the garbage. Keep thinking, keep meditating, and BURN, burn like Mario after he eats a flashing star and crashes everything on his way to finally get into the castle and kiss the princess, because life’s not about kissing little princesses (Goals), but stepping up these ugly ass dragons(Fears) and fucking them all with little apples. Do it, don’t private yourself from playing this game, but to loose trying. I felt so stupid by thinking about writing a metaphor about Mario Bros, now that I DID write it, i don’t give a fuck about posting it, fuck this; I’m smart as hell.",10.938151260504208,8.229668176470593,9.533781512605042,69.9655882352941,58.411764705882355,12.067226890756302,42.52100840336134,9.957137785484203,4.246042016806723,1460,62,254,20,14,451,173,340,0.209,0.7240000000000001,0.067,-0.9955,0,0,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,1,1,2,22,21,11,1,20,1,18,11,2,2,3,65,53,27,0,2,16,1,5,1,0,1,2,1,0,1,25,16,1,5,15,2,0,4,12,13,1,0,5,6,19,8,49,46,4,37,1,0,0,7,18,16,9,5,14,176,44,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10770864329516823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08913133815012891,0.0,0.0,0.07331165094514386,0.0,0.1743576961564862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432171979453564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10303018192997064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09755805343284817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110279274337944,0.1713734039828766,0.0,0.0,0.10728558063609424,0.1446224284385871,0.0,0.0915426948020479,0.10444184262083302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525663491603076,0.14943583810128616,0.09146015775710943,0.054184714333673833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10502930015146776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540716676316222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390533020269366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19902330067475907,0.0,0.4237190816029657,0.0,0.0,0.1047942792628202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974930403042405,0.13468489973213138,0.0465789917904391,0.19111425825320172,0.08418820226770525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10139665972040048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324843233050612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273932117035858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061078141711648874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628420680353439,0.0,0.0,0.09545337308464473,0.0964905860691291,0.0,0.08679522909904752,0.0,0.0,0.0978665762310649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14679693419445192,0.0,0.0,0.06748313310426854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168486684782077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002176762388653,0.1832727567554148,0.0,0.15138084252391534,0.11118867322859476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592780262491776,0.06473055171274493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234435739950838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567756494290241,0.0,0.0,0.08572336796194402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042408531295275,0.0,0.06139673522246224 anxiety,throwawaiii09,2018/03/26,"A guy I had a crush on friend zoned me and now I can't stop overthinking our phone call... my brain is exhausted! (rant/advice/whatever) We met on a dating website, known eachother for two months now, hung out three times, everything was going good in the beginning. We texted daily and often, talked about random things, he would sometimes double text and call me. Things remained platonic but I, of course, started overthinking his actions and made myself believe he was into me as more than a friend even though *nothing* indicated that. Last week I asked him what he was looking for since we met on a dating app. He said he was just looking for some platonic friends (on a dating app??) and he didn't want to keep me from seeing other people as he's not ready to commit yet due to a recent breakup. He said he's sorry for leading me on, which he really didn't, but we mutually agreed we'd like to hang out again. It's been a week and I haven't had a conversation with him since (we briefly sent eachother snapchats). To give him the benefit of the doubt I've been initiating most things the last month so he's just had to sit back basically, but now I feel like he was just being nice and doesn't want to be my friend because he can't say no and he's too nice. I cannot stop analyzing what he said to me on the phone. I shouldn't have even asked him but it was my right to know if he had interest in me as more than a friend - maybe he was shy, wanted to take things slow, etc. and I was starting to develop some feleings. The worst part is that I want to be his friend because I really like him as a person and I feel like I'm not even good enough to be his friend now that he's basically friend-zoned me. Is it even worth it for me to reach out to him again? I don't want a one sided friendship but I also want this to work out because I do need friends too. Ugh, my brain will not stop thinking and over thinking every single situation. It's so exhausting. 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So I’ve been suffering from horrible anxiety and panic attacks for the last two months—the worst anxiety I’ve ever felt in my life. Debilitating. So I sucked it up and saw a psychiatrist for med management and then a therapist later on (they’re all so busy, so meds only for now). I’ve been on other drugs before that didn’t work/had more side effects than I could tolerate. My psych put me on 20mg Prozac (and .5mg ativan until that kicks in) and it’s been almost a week. I literally laid in bed all day yesterday and pretty much all day today. I had a horrible panic attack this morning even with the Ativan (which I now know to increase the dose a little). I have little to no energy and anxiety is worse in the mornings. Anyone out there experienced this and...saw a light at the end of the tunnel?",3.91,5.442655384615384,5.608994082840239,78.00331360946748,72.07692307692308,8.986982248520711,24.834319526627226,9.466822959209583,2.169428402366864,676,20,129,16,13,231,108,169,0.232,0.727,0.042,-0.9855,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,2,12,0,8,5,0,1,4,19,12,13,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,8,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,7,4,9,0,22,4,7,28,0,1,1,0,0,13,1,1,13,84,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056479110914256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225061518888247,0.0,0.3450771897657531,0.0,0.0,0.10513588576785968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3421146186775341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794611022500876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12005099896451756,0.0,0.0,0.19394077223017592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743709878842872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317518925738492,0.0,0.0,0.09931200210305152,0.13601010501662808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437011023091656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826344564219905,0.12256425835183545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10620439928502498,0.0,0.3014023848694626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33403428077033104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053261315528046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435629264112288,0.0,0.35283240067379706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297116147376885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15115430407690988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458067437258135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425246176044893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688081865612396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12061049990032165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946457640615538,0.0,0.15323067336504467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SkyR923,2018/03/27,"There’s a good chance I won’t graduate highschool Hey all. Im a senior in highschool, and school is over in about 2 months. Everybody is excited to graduate. But I’m failing accounting class, and I need to pass it to get my credit otherwise I won’t have enough to graduate. But at this point it’s a little late to try to fix it. See, I used to be a benzodiazepine addict. I used to take pills before school, and I would show up plastered and black out in school constantly. This is what caused the awful grades. Don’t lecture me, I know it was incredibly stupid, but the pills helped with my anxiety immensely. But I had to quit because it was destroying everything around me, and I didn’t realize it before it was too late. During last marking period my grade for accounting was a 37%... I’m terrified that I won’t graduate. I told my parents that I’m doing fine in school. I couldn’t bring myself to tell them. And if i told them now, they would know I’ve been lying for the past couple of months, and I would be completely screwed. I made an appointment with my counselor at school to discuss it, hopefully she can do something for me. There are credit recovery classes, but they are expensive and you have to put in a lot of time outside of school. I’m willing to do it now that I’m sober, but I’m just terrified that it may be too late and that I spent 12 years in school all for fucking nothing. I don’t know what to do anymore. The clock is ticking, and graduation gets closer with each day. I don’t know what I’m gonna say to my friends when they notice I’m not there... Somebody convince me that things will be okay. This is torturing me!!!! 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I am suppose to attend a doctors appointment today because I have been rescheduling due to the panic I feel when leaving the house. I haven't told anyone because I don't want to make them worry and Im also slightly scared. What are some tips on getting back into the swing of things? Also I dont take any meds and am currently not seeing a psychologist or physchiatrist because that makes me double anxious. ,5.0042948717948725,6.047324076923079,5.746228632478633,79.91370192307693,68.91452991452992,7.217521367521367,29.15491452991453,7.1686216300943375,1.7686760683760685,475,17,84,4,8,155,81,117,0.223,0.738,0.039,-0.9658,2,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,5,9,2,5,8,0,11,1,0,2,0,15,21,9,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,4,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,3,4,11,2,11,18,2,14,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,4,8,58,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276624528191307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967977646237998,0.0,0.0,0.1608064813932411,0.0,0.09952916865363272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3238702307260993,0.0,0.1094525775550913,0.0,0.26031195607877605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574992419914515,0.0,0.0917991211427728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569355547065574,0.0,0.0,0.1668243214370898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159178979167243,0.10168949309859937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07436806859676247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16424410571888098,0.0,0.0,0.15375429987339356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15072012916072705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954134364257826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19002941570642112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811040171522775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10825786698571707,0.0,0.501024677587258,0.0,0.0,0.1358819994654111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250965004538868,0.0,0.11342852400957265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488072614916386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070238270047746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456601595095963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492402331752865,0.13601433550707198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395728014839499,0.11298483173283598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455569356592235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,e_win-2018,2018/03/27,"Feeling fed up and defeated Hi, this is the first time I’ve posted on here in depth. I’ve had anxiety for years after having a father that had severe depression and is an alcoholic growing up I fear for my future more often than not. I’m a university student in my final year of my bachelors. The beginning of this year I had my first psychiatrist who was a student resident at the university. He prescribed me lyrica, which worked for about 5-6 months until I started feeling emotionally numb and increasingly depressed. I had to stop taking it because the depression it was causing was beginning to take over my personal and academic life. A week ago I went off lyrica and was given Zoloft, I was on it for a week until the side effects were too much I couldn’t keep taking it. I couldn’t eat, the nausea and vomiting was too much and I was barely sleeping. I didn’t want to miss out on my graduation ball so I stopped taking it. Now I’m having horrible rebound anxiety and insomnia, unsure if it’s from the lyrica or stopping the Zoloft. The doctor at school has been unreachable and the mental health services are so overworked I feel very uncared for or listened to, I couldn’t ask the doctor what to do about my medication and had to take matters into my own hands. Nonetheless, I’m feeling defeated. I’m feeling like medication doesn’t work, and my anxiety is often unmanageable. I’ve tried counselling at school. I can’t afford to see an outside of campus specialist. I guess I just want to hear that I’m not alone and if somebody out there understands, knows what I’m going through and has any insight I’d be very appreciative to hear it. Thanks in advance. 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What did you get out of it? I did a dumb search of anxiety books, basically ""picked one out of the rack at the bookstore"". It's the Worry Trick. I'm going to read my book, but I'm also opening up the floor for personal experiences with books. I've never been diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but I have a huge worry issue. It's masked by treatment for other issues, but I have a lot of worry energy, perfectionism, and sensitivity to criticism. Sometimes the worry energy and the perfectionism is positive, but other times it's not. The sensitivity to criticism is always negative, because even when it's not active I'm still rationally responsive to criticism anyway. Have you dealt with this? What books helped you?",4.850501165501164,7.0860540909090926,6.6337237762237775,68.72699592074594,71.02797202797203,10.640792540792539,28.69988344988345,10.686352973137794,3.7805435897435915,617,24,103,21,12,213,78,143,0.259,0.599,0.142,-0.9617,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,4,0,1,5,3,2,0,12,0,8,1,0,1,1,18,13,8,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,12,9,0,0,0,6,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,8,1,19,10,2,12,0,0,0,0,7,7,1,1,4,77,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557336454889192,0.13065792920168193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603726031142957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09572138562255553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478874374098285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593777407779906,0.0,0.0,0.17996501182781285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371396829406128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15360122753895253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08203942699429194,0.0,0.0892413019312883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21050198151891186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277879875402402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13349760188172022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12110787026077455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640465190132443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13710875061855118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706815459782844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15530239408613358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12540089589167014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09156292582653544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6378687247191467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,apsg33,2018/03/27,"I have a photo session for modeling and commercial print for my boutique model / talent agency. How can I curb my anxiety and stress? I don’t want to look ugly, I’m worried I’ll look overweight or just not good enough and the agency will drop me. I have feelings of Nausea. I’ve been praying lately which has helped and going to church. What else can I do to make myself the best possible for the session? I have it on Saturday. 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Anxiety and a sense of panic is something I’ve become all too familiar with over the last several months. What scares me the most though is whenever I have a derealization episode. I’d say I experience derealization about once a day and it scares the shit out of me each and every single day. Even though I know exactly what it will feel like and usually what triggers it, I still can’t fight the feeling that I’m losing my mind or that I’m never going to snap out of it. I never experienced any type of anxiety until my first week in college - when I experienced derealization for the first time. Since then, anxiety and a sense of unease has been pretty constant in my life. Every time I feel it coming on, I start to lose focus of what’s in my vision and any noises around me get all muffled, like I’m listening to the world through a closed door. I also start to see the world in short vivid pictures instead of a constant moving reality. Whenever this happens, I try to isolate myself and just focus on breathing or something tangible in the world that I can ground myself to. I know my problems aren’t any worse than someone else’s and that everyone is going through something unique and scary in its own right but I was wondering if anyone else knows what this feels like and wanted to talk about it. I just feel like I’m losing my mind sometimes...like I’m literally fading out of reality and becoming something else. Sorry for so much text, I just wanted to put this somewhere and see if anybody could relate. Hope everyone is doing well :)",6.954477339181287,7.339976253289477,7.571008771929827,70.8631725146199,64.42763157894737,10.308187134502923,33.33625730994152,10.125756701596842,3.3696445906432766,1287,50,226,27,18,427,155,304,0.097,0.8109999999999999,0.093,0.6908,1,0,4,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,5,16,16,2,4,14,0,14,3,2,1,5,51,41,24,0,7,8,0,5,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,19,20,0,0,9,0,0,5,4,10,1,2,2,12,26,6,38,37,7,46,0,3,3,0,4,20,1,7,25,153,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0676924425154765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268926965209033,0.0,0.19426493674117576,0.0,0.0,0.1183747683339209,0.1734623939351835,0.0,0.07535407364596097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697266026989864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291618315929314,0.0,0.18294739333997967,0.0,0.06758400848050346,0.0,0.0,0.10918105561948394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828479438024901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05590876585985086,0.0,0.14263805961548226,0.16176831047160745,0.0,0.1656026706434047,0.0,0.0,0.2140011775005964,0.1814162172312266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440019583248751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044224738389099266,0.0,0.09621406136072702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485335801236058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407390230256345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13955988334398384,0.06899887503897667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978891540975315,0.16541764700089912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28409614480046963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709393544423381,0.0,0.06756469451385844,0.0899667201056447,0.06222553022708788,0.0,0.13057048483569691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014664825026958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09931540830569098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08611677006845476,0.0,0.08099606688299725,0.0,0.08509395054361703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07228836083538859,0.0,0.06731495758938151,0.169493496606789,0.0,0.13490593193658384,0.0,0.0,0.09562739365261996,0.08688927206180874,0.07002114950749815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172141151096244,0.26066261320813305,0.0,0.09475576037075577,0.1198276375386028,0.0,0.06759947037360035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803632078358937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16633115199461673,0.0,0.09871708248524877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05746998347219565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09322707965058122,0.0,0.09985438160443844,0.0,0.06789898558453747,0.0,0.07610811911222866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179642304226207,0.0,0.0,0.08626286509483568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway_olive_oil,2018/03/27,"Don't know if these thoughts are anxiety or normal thoughts... Hi, I have recently been exploring the possibility of having a social anxiety disorder. I began feeling this way four years ago, I lived a very isolated life and sometimes wouldn't leave the house for a week or so; I was very lonely and depressed. I had a few, fleeting suicidal thoughts but never self harmed. Since then, I have begun living a more social/outgoing life but some of those thoughts exist still today. I now have a solid group of friends who support me but i find it difficult to open myself up to them. Last night, I reached a breaking point and reached out to two of them. They were extremely supportive but I cant expect them to do everything because we are just teenagers. Thats why I am posting this, because frankly I'm scared and confused and I have no idea what to do from here. There will be times where friends will invite me to do things but I just cant get myself to do it for some reason. Its like I know i should be with them but i cant will myself to do it. I am a senior in High school so there are a lot of final sendoffs/sentimental events this year. One example is for the school theatre group all the seniors get up and say how much the group has meant to them and talk to anyone specifically who they care about. I couldn't do it. I had to find any way out of it so I made up an excuse and left. I feel like I am scared to be judged or put my emotions out there. I often come up with excuses or flat out lie in order to get out of simple social interactions. I also get these deep, convoluted thoughts in my head that i get so caught up in that I start to believe that they are real. I begin to space out and its as if these thoughts are real life. they are almost always dark, terrible things. One example is that I was thinking about one of my friends and what would happen if he died. I was so caught up in it that it brought me to tears while in the middle of class. Another thing is that I need breaks from people. Its like i can only be around a person, no matter who it is, for a certain amount of time. At family gatherings I will go upstairs or into the bathroom, basically anywhere its quiet, just so i can get away from people. I do this with my friends too. If i have been with someone for too long, I will think about where they are and how i can be away from them. These are my friends and I enjoy being around them but i cant help but feel this way. I don't have these dark thoughts every day and I don't have panic attacks. I know you cant compare one persons anxiety to someone else's but I cant help but think that maybe it's just part of my personality (I'm a pretty introverted person) and maybe I just need to suck it up. At this point I'm just very confused and scared. My friends have told me that it could be telltale signs of depression or some other mental illness but I don't really know what to think. Basically, I am wondering if i should pursue this issue further or if these are normal/highs and lows of life. Sorry if this has become a rant of sorts but it honestly felt great to type it all out. Thanks for any help that is given. 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Every time you hear the alarm go off, you react and respond to it. It pulls you away from reality and into some fantasy bullshit that isn't real or hasn't happened yet. But that alarm going off is a false alarm. If you can convince yourself all your anxiety is are just false alarms, you can prevent yourself from physically reacting to it. Watch for the physical signs as well. Your thoughts might start to speed up, you might feel pressure in your body or you might start subconsciously holding your breathe. That's not going to help you tackle the situation. Your wasting precious energy on the anxiety, not the issue. Your burning yourself out and when you can't breath, you can't think straight and your physically exhausted from adrenaline coursing through your body, how is any of that helpful? How is any of that going to help you think more clearly or decisively? Yeah if you're getting attacked by a tiger freak the fuck out. But if you're sitting at home on Saturday worrying about work/school shit on Monday where's that going to get you. Take it easy. Relax and enjoy the down time, and then handle the stressful shit when you actually need to :). 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This is exacerbated by caffeine consumption. However, I can usually spot when I'm having one and eventually chill out. But, lately I've been paranoid that I'm having a heart attack or in the process of having one. It sucks. I feel my heart skipping a beat, can feel my heart beating through my shirt, etc. And I panic. Then cause I think I'm dying, I start getting narrow vision, increased HR over 100 beats per minute, and my face starts getting numb. This is insane. Once, I went to the ER and got a huge bill all for nothing. The next two times, I almost went to the ER but didn't and it took over 2 hours for the episodes to cease. And nobody else around me understands this sort of thing and tells me to go ""relax."" They don't realize how ""real"" this thing feels. It feels like I'm going to die and transfer over to the next realm. It's the scariest and sickest feeling in the world and I hate it. 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I havent posted in a long time and part of it is because I did start to feel less anxious in my day to day life. However, a constant source of my anxiety is my academics. Due to my anxiety and depression, my grades dropped enough to the point where i was put on academic probation during my third year in college. There's some requirements i have to fulfill in order to get out of probation but i always miss one. Last quarter (my school is a quarter system school) my grades were pretty horrible and due to a fire and evacuations being in placed I was able to continue as a student. However, this quarter, I still felt okay, but ended up with a D in one of my classes. I tried to be proactive and let some academic advisers know that I tried to improve my grades especially in that class. Like I was doing well, I got an 86% on the midterm but completely failed the final. So now Im completely terrified that Im going to be kicked tf out during my second to last quarter of finishing. What's worse is that I've been working with a group for a year long project so if I get kicked out, it's not just something I can hide but I have to explain and while I get along with my group I havent told them about my anxiety, depression and probation. They know I see a therapist and take medication but I've never explicitly told them ""hey guys if I seem not okay it's because of this"" I have to wait until the end of the week to find out if I can continue. I told myself I wouldnt check my grades during the week I was home but I did anyway and pretty much ruined spring break for myself. I'm not sure what I'm looking for by posting this on here. I kind of just wanted to scream into a void since I didnt have a therapy appointment this week. (I already emailed my therapist for a phone meeting though) ",3.6242063492063497,4.8580776904761915,5.00251322751323,83.24202380952383,72.35978835978834,8.680423280423282,28.579365079365076,9.140100540675403,2.3296603174603168,1469,57,300,31,28,491,178,378,0.139,0.785,0.076,-0.9723,2,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,3,3,13,13,0,1,19,2,27,2,0,0,3,49,52,24,0,5,14,0,3,1,0,1,2,1,1,1,13,19,0,2,7,0,1,2,8,7,1,8,14,6,47,6,55,33,6,56,0,5,2,0,16,20,0,6,29,210,60,20,0.09441015733290373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418395627414158,0.0,0.07855681394099294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166705358431212,0.106656605003298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151031112534781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797450747027814,0.10202384025401393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217734822445552,0.0,0.16263066034054252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723875395527735,0.09755092995073704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09021295118999828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04773661225534497,0.0,0.09064855652932988,0.10342171262616312,0.08628917341806255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730164228359146,0.0,0.0536554680952187,0.0,0.07550842735112953,0.0,0.0,0.0934808989033661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470108553861296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395834156774773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831365063578584,0.10377070686249483,0.15391375796432008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654078235675312,0.06668468616428644,0.046124034031608536,0.0,0.0,0.16710003665045314,0.07928075435391961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510830106059813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06940232861161391,0.0,0.07281493353671725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794953192570366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10223700018886517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863852023520286,0.0,0.08924811473925164,0.0,0.18083766669399293,0.19209814214359008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949082843799966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060481564297700414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09452103747534712,0.2866443586159301,0.07523267207004869,0.08594746143834446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809705775342432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07268155157783494,0.0,0.0,0.06682399528664228,0.0,0.0753960736006288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889804559879439,0.0,0.07098468882529332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796624283697327,0.21923493865148386,0.0,0.0,0.0927575002330272,0.0,0.055051321967189794,0.0,0.0,0.27063885356999484,0.0,0.128196599167107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0556855568777775,0.0,0.227190400438658,0.0,0.0848860696463678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06873171895790088,0.0,0.09621201600761813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159409192758792 anxiety,draculastherapist,2018/03/27,"I am terrified to fly. Advice? Reposting from r/OCD. I’m scared to get on an airplane. Not because I’m afraid it’s gonna crash or anything, but because I’m afraid to experience motion sickness. My OCD is related to a fear of throwing up and I avoid so much in my life that would even slightly put me at risk. Here’s the thing: I’m 24 years old (25 this year) and I’ve been on PLENTY of planes in the past with no problems. I’ve never experienced motion sickness on planes, cars, or even boats. But ever since I SAW someone throw up in a car 3 years ago, I have just associated that with motion sickness (even if it wasn’t) and now I’m afraid of the possibility of it happening to me. This obsessive fear is something I think about everyday and it’s really tearing me apart, as my passion in life is to travel and see the world. I know what I need to do (just get on a damn plane and go) but I really, truly am terrified. Any advice?",1.901964827167984,3.610474690721652,4.066773802304424,86.23144026682839,77.8659793814433,7.245118253486963,24.29836264402668,8.124751697461798,1.354748089751364,726,25,157,13,17,250,112,194,0.191,0.768,0.041,-0.9821,0,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,10,12,1,9,8,0,10,6,0,0,2,25,25,14,0,4,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,10,8,0,1,2,1,0,10,4,11,0,0,3,3,14,1,27,20,1,33,0,0,2,1,0,13,1,3,10,94,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099869833192916,0.14059967849329755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10786137701854684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13052389271519474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337640799296446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31428454336972955,0.1434733393870645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515265189492594,0.0,0.35696445875656857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657361059159068,0.0,0.09014266926795146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14025977906921602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716882771209084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22406423142099366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659783012907655,0.11760854615266834,0.12233110071689175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664362700022058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514127896582551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881083005011358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176995058269366,0.0,0.15944854072416692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20322139907979966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15879795522207216,0.0,0.12639296827155946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13120521538222055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13439115625779632,0.12210701533971265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537454805149994,0.10163195593190916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11267318207623182,0.0,0.0,0.306422152373567 anxiety,pattyz95,2018/03/27,Been doing really well this past month. But just recently hit a wall out of nowhere. I'm a traveling consultant and only have one more month on the road before I come back home. I have been doing really well this past month but hit a funk recently. I meditate twice a day and it helps. Any other tips/advice?,2.416120218579234,4.71198473770492,4.043852459016397,84.17812841530056,78.672131147541,8.656830601092896,20.002732240437158,9.2995712137729,1.7479814207650268,243,6,48,7,6,81,42,61,0.0,0.878,0.122,0.6997,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,10,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,2,2,0,3,2,3,6,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,32,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19726996648857095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728195940371707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15522945562790205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717808022702531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17389748390009904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301927092118043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13531259344450164,0.0,0.20249713918519588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4834042266353059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13679576125067594,0.15353507550950313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3854251636244904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865265797267223,0.0,0.3986545231445207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630198357769857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnpleasentOCD,2018/03/27,"I just want to crumple into a ball and cry, but I can't. I don't know what to do right now. I'm having so much anxiety and I feel that there is no hope for me right now. It took a lot of effort to post this. I panic very easily. I also have trust issues. A friend who I thought was very close ended up molesting me and then abandoning me later on, without saying anything to me. He shields people from me and we go to the same school. Because of my trust issues I tend to only have very few close friends and only hang out with one at Lunch. Right now I'm terrified that I will lose her as a friend, and I don't know what to do. Right now she's basically all I have in terms of close friends at school but I don't know if she's mad at me or if she's just mad in general right now. Last night I almost had a panic attack over this but I planned to talk to her today. So we have a club today at lunch (where I'm writing this) and she had two other people sitting next to her. One of them offered to move but she said no. Then I sat across the room by myself and she didn't say anything until someone coaxed me to sit near other people. She hasn't even greeted me but to be fair due to anxiety I haven't greeted her either. I don't want our relationship to crumble and I don't know what to do. I'm gay and a guy and she's gay and a girl and she's been talking about how she was upset that she didn't know another lesbian at the school. One day I wasn't there and the day I came back she said she was close to tears because she finally found another lesbian. I have told her how I'm changing medications and when I talk about it she shows sympathy but she hasn't been caring much when I don't talk about it. Right now I'm like an open wound and when she's not caring it's like salt in the wound. Everything sets me off and I'm almost having a panic attack. I'm going to my dads soon and that also makes me anxious because I'm afraid that I'm not in the mental state to go there and I want to stay at my moms but he really isn't happy when I do that. Anyway when she complains or is feeling bad I comfort her and I've never raised my voice at her even when frustrated. When she thinks I disagree with her she raises her voice, I have to talk about what she wants to in general right now because she gets impatient easily. I feel like vomiting because she also has so many redeeming factors but I don't want to lose her as a friend. I don't know if I am or not but I'm scared. I don't want to panic in front of everyone at school and have to be sent home or stay in the counselors office the whole time. I'm thinking about asking her if she's mad at me if she leaves the room without me. I don't want to sound like she can only hang out with me or sound needy though so I don't want to ask at the same time. I don't know if anyone will reply to this because I've tried to post in the past and nobody answered. Sorry if this has typos I'm on mobile but please help ❤️ Edit: she left without me and ran out the room fuck help me im about to panic help me fuck",1.1167480343285874,2.5673360119225066,3.060793720129503,93.7237965722802,79.34277198211625,5.9986741353615285,20.06374942186135,6.7265507497048125,0.07581389588365273,2388,57,564,23,58,804,238,671,0.185,0.69,0.125,-0.9949,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,3,0,1,4,41,38,9,8,23,0,50,12,0,3,2,107,106,67,0,16,31,2,3,4,5,2,4,8,4,2,22,38,2,1,15,3,0,11,29,22,0,4,20,12,99,16,82,82,10,100,0,3,0,6,74,46,2,16,39,377,121,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11132268520019116,0.0,0.0,0.13335629553589734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657352056544093,0.0850462649846051,0.06279635015558681,0.0,0.038867018737782484,0.0,0.09148507199552952,0.0,0.1039307997775624,0.12647418336274624,0.0,0.04274219749123821,0.04641198231872391,0.20330823237943968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357556770381942,0.11334724893242673,0.0,0.05880261014447564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105860318309349,0.07169673392902169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049232690992906086,0.0,0.0,0.07342804825269275,0.0,0.0,0.053114798387974366,0.04995710629448768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08431784468487699,0.039710644499135056,0.0,0.06089173829939733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0609471722269318,0.21472800148783786,0.10277670963821686,0.029041387110366076,0.0,0.09477240238891206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05503887227812351,0.0,0.05917232315589872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177435819758688,0.0,0.05575728317447408,0.055209433262575616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060042411034201874,0.11603466997577028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384025633855192,0.04531000325104486,0.0,0.05885754059332397,0.06039434402677402,0.0,0.0,0.10862603367311494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437301562039595,0.0,0.047257223466740175,0.0,0.0,0.03710408195357588,0.056355472325944386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055997039995034616,0.05601760696950673,0.0,0.0,0.06510164317613001,0.0,0.05907911365467766,0.08172420130892491,0.0,0.04287134456216834,0.0,0.059116334154909835,0.0521636889233028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299952228183342,0.1268269574105195,0.0,0.3260909305164554,0.0,0.0,0.05306311999579553,0.11560898583147905,0.0,0.0,0.06101672814333221,0.0,0.0,0.10647203179478787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035609810470515084,0.0,0.0,0.05967855399481348,0.0,0.3322909400812337,0.10575001679686556,0.08840842536913507,0.055651276038532274,0.2250239700043324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04709783147762217,0.0,0.0,0.06222396826077075,0.0,0.11849454515267994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338957802950907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123451968878343,0.05461295588782323,0.044129069418916256,0.06482527904713825,0.0,0.10537804371116856,0.053114798387974366,0.061758083486551776,0.037739240480250284,0.0,0.05429943819119469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375927969602522,0.2622884707944816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620597760838225,0.0,0.16074874095663588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thatonekidmaya,2018/03/27,What does anxiety feel like? I want to know cause I've been getting this feeling for a good part of two years now. Its mainly felt in my gut. Like something is wrong with my digestive system or someones like squeezing it. Shortness of breath usually goes hand in hand with this feeling and my heart rate speeds up like crazy. It happens at random times of the day like thinking about the amount of work I have yet to do for the weekend or if I'm about to go into class even though I enjoy it. Does that sound familiar? Speaking of school it's my last year before uni so exams trigger this like crazy. Idk I think I just want to label this feeling that I'm having so that if it is anxiety I want to manage it better and understand what's happening and why it's happening. So yea I'm just interested in how anxiety feels for you and what you do to help it? Thanks! ,2.8127047619047616,4.644961051428577,3.7942857142857136,88.63904761904762,75.62857142857143,6.9523809523809526,24.809523809523807,7.793537801064563,1.251323809523809,684,23,141,10,15,220,102,175,0.073,0.6809999999999999,0.246,0.9833,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,12,12,0,0,4,1,7,6,5,3,0,30,29,13,0,5,6,0,9,6,0,0,1,2,0,0,19,7,1,0,10,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,11,12,11,24,27,3,19,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,5,16,87,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3034452499060069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251001382642654,0.0,0.0,0.11693839849612475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358270042784776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527136513470916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23141432086054545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733047616761701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342736052948471,0.09445844130564232,0.12695253548261615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06907981964026551,0.0,0.075144028520638,0.11090038753896196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507667875025777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15668207788394384,0.08862469820917131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266499792941834,0.10777745706797846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875779135062946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431820526553407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381433197010825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203010694900474,0.10178989725700928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173098759715745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944327602401746,0.12990609327355399,0.0,0.07709891004324251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129160338745548,0.13764633419931027,0.0,0.0,0.14562233904447935,0.0,0.233961451987642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11930854894831346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625819013412387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456249768789275,0.0,0.17029149565022547 anxiety,torstargoldie,2018/03/27,"My doctor heard me out today I have been unhappy with Zoloft for a while now, today I told my doctor it is not working enough for me to continue usage and that it is not assisting my panic attacks whatsoever. He heard me out & prescribed me a few Lorazepams for when I really need them, as well as swapped me from Zoloft 75mg to Citalopram 20mg. I’m pretty happy with today’s outcome",4.96846153846154,5.520448666666669,6.227333333333334,78.20100000000002,68.74358974358975,8.804102564102564,29.70256410256411,8.841846274778883,2.371268717948717,308,11,58,5,5,104,53,78,0.071,0.784,0.146,0.7186,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,1,3,4,1,1,2,0,4,4,0,0,0,8,9,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,2,12,2,12,5,2,9,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,7,42,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280710815230035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23946827936462464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4309007958508966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217497448385584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22407568146155646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15607926375667194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469703522756609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414893623741613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348483906382185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5985735145159302,0.20113684928546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18926014914352415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532427574401157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ossian_Bodin,2018/03/27,"Not wanting stuff to end I generally like to finish the stuff I do that I consider to be work related but some things like video games, series or anything like that I don’t want to end. I am scared of finishing them since I know going back to it won’t be the same. After I finish them everything about it just feels so empty, like it has no value anymore. Knowing I can never experience it the same way again makes me not want it to end. I go from loving it and then afterwards never wanting anything to do with it anymore. If there is stuff to do after I finish it, it’s usually better. For example side quests or if the series has more seasons or spin-offs. I don’t know if this fits on this subreddit but I don’t know where else to post it. I feel like I’m definitely not the only one who feels this way. There are some stuff like drawing fan-art or interacting with the community that helps since it kind of regains it’s value if I see others talking about it. But the weird thing is that if I don’t finish it I also blame myself since I feel like I can’t get anything done. I don’t know, this may seem stupid but I hope someone can understand where I’m coming from.",3.607305737109659,4.463059016460908,5.038203824739775,84.40054466230939,72.00411522633745,8.022173807794724,25.405228758169926,8.313332769828598,1.4468283224400884,923,27,195,14,17,310,118,243,0.075,0.7290000000000001,0.195,0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,2,2,11,14,1,1,7,0,22,1,0,1,2,46,47,17,0,10,17,0,4,7,0,2,0,0,0,0,30,4,0,0,11,2,0,3,13,3,0,1,1,5,24,11,21,42,5,29,0,0,1,1,8,5,0,14,25,140,54,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916410273697094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634751370591733,0.0,0.0,0.24438667287227506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611896460837413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755064061454827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527309697076367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10130348741937406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269536025754266,0.0,0.2630333733331507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896789189995227,0.09683345987503676,0.0,0.0,0.2002139154321897,0.14144023099537748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05171938850559105,0.0,0.11251920532429327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06635244883006577,0.0,0.0,0.0983216854356602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308524214566107,0.2720178829534008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385384461155048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08934441136962609,0.0,0.0660781257591966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15269792153807993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06707974119406844,0.07528810129223455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09480725484026067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910855687886112,0.0,0.07888404272908925,0.0901188676941636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456623487373079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08387585051309525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4532899773939274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956625715088021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315321645614586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305447049365213,0.0,0.0,0.1090260276786296,0.0,0.23355288213342795,0.157150952495861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206756992587697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DumbassMentalHealth,2018/03/27,"Anxiety about “flirty” stuff Does anyone else here get mostly anxious about stuff you do being perceived as flirting when it isn’t? Like someone smiles at you or vice verse and your mind just jumps to all these conclusions?? I’m trying to keep this short, but it really bugs me and is one of my main problems. I get so worried that I’m inadvertently flirting with people or that they’re doing it to me and I’m leading them on :3",3.5922521008403336,5.420349905882354,4.416302521008404,85.02764705882355,73.47058823529412,6.739495798319329,25.084033613445378,7.447530270364453,1.2052857142857152,342,11,66,4,7,110,65,85,0.104,0.747,0.14800000000000002,0.4679,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,1,2,6,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,1,1,16,11,9,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,4,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,10,10,3,6,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,3,2,46,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18172082165559125,0.2683575663037317,0.0,0.16609657300321454,0.24339231732470035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20787671190770787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843787154908854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24821429741419584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114038401507765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160521987405302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398521354159067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609662383132377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646833826260636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272979170367665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15217703020522422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20127060573111213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5438630294882902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16127705996190314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.241237876636541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Henrix99,2018/03/27,"What to do?? My anxiety goes through the roof sometimes while at school, I can't focus and start really wanting to go home, what do I do?? 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I’m flying somewhere tomorrow for vacation and going through airport security often gives me a panic attack. Does anyone have any advice for what I can do to make it easier or to stop freaking out?,6.428571428571428,8.125159,8.131904761904764,61.69642857142858,66.14285714285714,10.361904761904762,35.42857142857143,10.504223727775694,4.5243714285714285,186,9,26,5,3,65,35,42,0.249,0.603,0.14800000000000002,-0.6369,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,7,7,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,2,7,7,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3514550590631555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445807641647996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25148225499421795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4091645547243519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147404147244026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3450181238999884,0.2044027578993298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24007548050257016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219828801004653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006914107288242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,linux1970,2018/03/27,"Anxious as ever despite medication Hello, I suffer from major depressive disorder, general anxiety disorder, PTSD and OCPD ( not OCD ). The doctor prescribed Zoloft to me about 5 weeks ago ( 25mg for 1 week, 50mg for the next 4, and 75mg as of last night ). The doctor also gave me a temporary prescription of something called clonazepam. I am allowed to take 1 0.5 mg pill each day ( as needed ). I am having the tightness of chest and inability to concentrate that always accompanies my anxiety. The tightness restarted last friday ( 2018-03-23 ) and went away last night when the doctor said he was giving me a second medication. I took the clonazepam this morning, and the tightness in the chest went away for a few hours ( might have just been the excitement of having a pill that was supposed to fix everything ). I am now 5 hours 44 minutes since the clonazepam pill and my anxiety ( recognized through the tightness of my chest ) is as bad as ever. My sister who has the same anxiety problems as me, and for the same reason, is telling me I need to be patient and that it will get better. But I am really really discouraged because the anxiety has caused problems in my neck that has translated into a 13 month ( no exaggeration ) headache. It's reached a point where I get about 1-3 hours of real work done each 8 hour work day. So now my anxiety is going up even more because my bosses are going to figure out very soon how poorly I am performing. I am at wit's end, I don't know how much longer I can survive with the anxiety and the headaches. Before when it got really bad, I'd just drink 1-3 rum and cokes after work, but the medication I am taking does not mix with alcohol. So they gave me these clonazepam pills, but they don't make any difference at all. I am so discouraged.",6.455789473684213,6.6072813918128706,7.122859649122809,74.45218421052631,65.49122807017544,10.582690058479534,33.766666666666666,10.355215969177356,3.4894708771929817,1404,57,258,32,20,465,182,342,0.105,0.868,0.027000000000000003,-0.9499,1,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,0,0,2,6,19,10,0,0,24,0,28,18,4,7,3,50,46,27,0,4,7,1,4,0,0,2,12,1,0,0,10,16,3,6,3,2,1,5,5,8,0,1,11,5,29,2,38,32,9,41,0,4,0,0,12,11,0,1,25,171,39,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07344069608333842,0.08854045301348415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625436625398977,0.06893705784195689,0.0,0.0,0.056340204285226014,0.0,0.4436551483744901,0.0935958598557971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15567884501338486,0.0,0.13835101505008554,0.1010080404257536,0.0,0.07049845102898518,0.0,0.0,0.07327326412478534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08459815704892495,0.0,0.0,0.08510881017500045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10686158422126184,0.0,0.07135777710634274,0.0,0.0,0.08655963797114845,0.18990440925712584,0.2543985817283876,0.07250177389437437,0.08478335667606998,0.0,0.08116054139144567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337967947307278,0.0,0.0,0.054721025160825436,0.1498834425071515,0.0,0.0,0.07445939625400408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08657043255747085,0.07947637112431741,0.09417006423900323,0.0,0.06626196459252967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263585560182225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553167868196602,0.20259913373197275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530239330790048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25038514633712866,0.0,0.08788976398461915,0.0,0.0,0.06612933216491132,0.0,0.06090359450497916,0.12286306181294915,0.0,0.0,0.08811091907479522,0.15549646773833972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831914431619869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855072977081147,0.09684612183728727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943003723815713,0.15922569490258687,0.08518263590578656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880843175872893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06853360157501331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06378125682296543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458437031619525,0.0,0.07241373333468894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09204835810757166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835915415227989,0.0,0.0,0.13291304293426265,0.0,0.0,0.1536038240322785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18094531515510373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MCtheArchitect,2018/03/27,Anxiety about going to class Last time I went to this one particular class I had a super uncomfortable and scary time that gave me one of my worst panic attacks. I’m not sure why it caused this because it was actually a very relaxed class we were just going to watch a movie but as soon as I walked in the room I felt off. Eventually I became so nervous and uncomfortable I had to leave early. It’s been 5 days since then and I’ve been doing better but I am still nervous about going to this class again. Any tips for pushing through or anyone have similar experience. I’m a sophomore in college by the way,2.8010283159463505,4.858112426229512,4.40430700447094,83.2400223546945,76.37704918032787,7.059314456035768,25.02533532041729,8.00094639256281,1.4824327868852465,484,17,96,8,11,162,83,122,0.201,0.731,0.068,-0.9146,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,2,8,9,1,3,6,0,9,0,0,1,1,12,17,10,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,0,1,1,0,6,1,5,0,2,9,2,10,4,16,8,1,20,0,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,9,64,17,5,0.0,0.0,0.20460609786928774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425816910341941,0.0,0.16039573996120787,0.0,0.0,0.14660500920672387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385280556427644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1278119008855881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854346472301779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2153871863017351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13521876232223662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050959118741301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20131452914481052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35747812350895275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090771712106645,0.0,0.2220085450541991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284153446674992,0.0,0.0,0.2460006731832071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343985399413087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16744144239480555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976099707060154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24451864177315005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729983751453151,0.0,0.16642500405139266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436469265327228,0.18919310483380775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,1disposabledick,2018/03/27,"Mindless internet browsing to cope I'm that asshole girlfriend who won't get off her damn phone. Not really into social media like Facebook but I'm constantly browsing several subreddits and forums. The real reason is that if I try shutting off my phone for an hour or two to do something productive or read a book, my free floating anxiety gets so bad that I literally want to beat my head against a wall. I hate this and myself, I feel like such a boring, useless lump. I won't be getting access to health insurance for another two months so therapy or medication isn't an option for a while yet. Any advice would be appreciated.",4.509,6.624958566666668,6.003333333333334,73.39500000000002,71.66666666666666,9.133333333333336,32.0,9.642632912329526,3.5054000000000016,508,24,85,13,10,172,86,120,0.172,0.7120000000000001,0.116,-0.8121,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,2,0,7,0,8,4,1,1,0,15,16,10,0,3,6,0,1,2,1,3,3,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,4,5,0,2,0,1,10,4,11,11,0,10,0,1,0,0,6,5,1,5,7,56,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18455910892867766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12843635830901212,0.1980440132952751,0.14448310003530787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576964511118034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20409864211643267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09549706927613172,0.13492696058254108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29602637856870057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864675284187512,0.1938325157575444,0.20075729215693167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18599641663422165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454221466953774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190264109370312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1507522151973354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1889185834078657,0.21497253283919604,0.12099333955185745,0.1941872182698252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21336648571278813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925266042727527,0.0,0.14539940808950244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159864155532248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1282286167076608,0.0,0.3689921555736537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139892907338997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13416603407975328,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Chapter7bankruptcy,2018/03/27,"I feel incredibly impotent in certain situations, specially with women I've never told this to anyone - well, not with this level of detail, because I'm deeply ashamed -, but what I have is this (I'm not sure if there's a ""official term"" for it, if there is please tell me. I never sought professional help): I feel extremely powerless while I'm out and have to do things on my own. I feel the most weak when I like some girl, and she's there, like in class. I just can't bring myself together to make a move or to even say meaningful things and start a conversation, all I can do is small-talk even though talking to her is the only thing I want to do. [I'm usually rather talkative, articulated (I used to teach languages to people at high executive positions), funny, my friends really enjoy my company, I'm always invited to hang out]. Because of that I can't focus on the lectures 'cause my mind is just blasting depressive thoughts about how I'm wasting my time, my life, and how the lecture doesn't even matter. I'm a freshman but I think this will make have an effect in my grades. This feeling made every single day of high school a living hell. And I didn't even like anyone at that time. It's so frustrating to feel unable to do what I want. After I finished high school in 2015, I got together with 2 girls, but I ""didn't mean to"". I was just hanging out, as friends, joking around, and it happened. I also get this feeling when I have to talk to the people in class. It feels like I lose all my ability to express well what I want, it's like I speak without thinking, it is really frustrating, except when I have to make a presentation, there I do just fine. I am a 20 year old, in College (as you probably could already tell, I'm not from the US or any English speaking country), and I've been feeling this for 13 years. Yeah. I've talked too much. I get frustrated because I know that I can do better, but I can't. It feels like one of those dreams where you want to run but your legs don't work. But it's ""real"". I just wanted to put this out there. I feel powerless, and it feels terrible, I want to approach girls and I can't talk straight, which makes me feel useless, which makes me feel like classes are unimportant, which will probably make me fail. Hope You understand what I'm trying to say. If there's something disturbing about it, just say. I don't care. I just want the truth. Hope someone answers this. EDIT: There are some people at school which I do not care about and I don't have these feelings talking to them.",3.6491711562370455,4.949801795275594,4.675652714463325,85.3510920016577,72.38582677165354,8.02453377538334,27.147948611686697,8.532816995589336,1.8033102362204727,1984,70,410,34,38,648,225,508,0.147,0.68,0.173,0.5673,2,0,1,0,0,0,80.0,1,4,1,5,35,35,4,2,15,1,39,3,1,12,7,100,94,32,0,14,25,0,14,7,2,2,2,5,0,4,35,18,0,0,23,2,0,7,17,12,2,1,8,19,59,23,55,83,9,47,1,4,0,0,30,22,1,10,25,271,94,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07188885851903477,0.05209623808782772,0.05420565589053036,0.0,0.0,0.04430066820212375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110145661098668,0.0,0.0,0.05799264460948005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191349163909957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057615243026903615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132838841464244,0.06692160968306833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520127870393375,0.0,0.0,0.042012978531041835,0.0,0.056109083155350695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17210998860119367,0.0,0.05488726686450265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611480464229576,0.1396182807809048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10066135425865302,0.0,0.06807089284638121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052102212710724696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760729286424824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043665156964473116,0.20648703522186765,0.0,0.12940688409420975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035801854387390364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601366794361662,0.22278506142254295,0.0,0.05752401333216507,0.0,0.0,0.07288031893159244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06164154355823269,0.26090778417987626,0.0,0.0,0.07096173746522813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577763319421959,0.0,0.0,0.06923856632197978,0.0478888915422211,0.0,0.1004873042317593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835846322357787,0.0,0.044143772837635126,0.04954552271163425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548951461420422,0.0,0.0,0.07150937982915763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047413104756795,0.0,0.0,0.0654884731975889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074148994687053,0.08346679804261667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541717481888792,0.0,0.19778991390572292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07322543555477108,0.0,0.0,0.05519694062178228,0.050151616095037335,0.0,0.0,0.04610979381698139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06139816186903777,0.0,0.0,0.31416532491212706,0.11387877677888875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983784425565653,0.08348425883155906,0.0640043923201108,0.05171765977309927,0.07597286257341733,0.0,0.0,0.06224860637483803,0.0,0.04422901332281691,0.0,0.0,0.06781798877567549,0.07836112078296685,0.056264153233913664,0.07174774549757387,0.0,0.2689684558133504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11714591899327348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06279722039025293,0.0,0.0474261584665984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390217442243987 anxiety,JamHatch,2018/03/27,"worries about side effects of medication (Sertraline) I've just been prescribed with 50mg of Setraline and I'm really worried to take it because of the possible side effects. The side effect I'm worried about the most is the ED and loss of Libido. One of the few things I enjoy in my life is my relationship with my girlfriend and I don't think I could manage without it. How common are sexual side effects of this drug? And what is the likelihood of these side effects never going away if I were to get them? Edit: This is the first time I've been prescribed medication for my anxiety ",3.1702392344497596,5.585773982456138,4.7026953748006415,79.80538277511963,76.71929824561403,7.654226475279107,27.90749601275917,8.575989854853784,2.4211333333333336,470,20,84,10,11,157,68,114,0.107,0.865,0.028,-0.7873,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,7,4,2,0,0,7,0,10,4,0,6,1,19,16,6,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,6,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,3,0,9,1,17,12,2,12,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,2,4,62,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513253872013632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18585057686041087,0.0,0.0,0.1205841588756135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1579365235460633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22939873779706466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825850665706504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334843394089896,0.0,0.11242093143930997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139720233509531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3985488962231433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525645557012419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340423079599703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22300293777540534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672322196849675,0.0,0.0,0.2123757061528184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872975894101229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13141728482359993,0.12674973176023172,0.0,0.0,0.11534557636388085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906833923221899,0.0,0.0,0.6026620629998023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Artful_Recovery,2018/03/27,"Anxiety dreams Hi all, Has anyone experienced nightmares with anxiety? Recently I've been having loads of dreams where I'm trying to board a plane wheresoever and there's a storm and the plane can't take off. At some point during the dream, my teeth start becoming loose and falling out. Next minute there are literally handfuls of teeth falling from my mouth - and I actually feel as if I'm getting tooth pain! So weird! Let me know if anyone has similar and what they did to get rid of them?",5.076306990881459,6.703772436170215,5.464164133738604,79.80500000000002,69.31914893617022,9.201215805471127,28.322188449848017,9.606745405546679,2.5455762917933136,395,14,75,9,7,126,71,94,0.154,0.7709999999999999,0.075,-0.6944,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,4,0,8,6,5,0,1,13,16,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,3,6,0,11,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,3,43,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.2534657703881433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39739607196082793,0.0,0.0,0.3632281929845736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28685902613881953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133079302988307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714036451581363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14274462076010688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655986025740257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762331653969458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27637840002258823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24553534763698145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25645887762066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18384313171358874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528984223972526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17634432186235735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,flowerchild5488,2018/03/27,"One step forward, three steps back. I’m in the middle of what feels like a day long anxiety attack. The trigger? Something small and really not that big of a deal. But to me, I feel like my world is crashing down. All of the hard work I did to convince myself that I am needed, wanted, worth something, is back at zero. This trigger is something so trivial, but to me, I am now second guessing my life. My worth. My ability to keep someone happy. I feel so broken. I wish I was normal. 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I took an exam recently which is very important for my course. If I fail I won't be allowed to continue with the course. As per immigration laws in my country, my permit to stay will be roved because I am not enrolled in a course and I will be subsequently deported. I went very poorly in the exam and I am really afraid I have failed. I have been in the country I am in for the last 14 years, since I was a kid basically. The country they would possibly send my back to is extremely horrible and totally foreign. What on Earth do I do? I am so stressed out, I can't eat, I can't sleep. My BPM has been 10 beats higher than average over the last 1+ week. I feel physically sick. I have an underlying anxiety issue as well.",3.149105545617175,4.3884263255813964,5.486279069767447,79.29414132379252,73.53488372093024,9.710912343470484,29.509838998211087,10.035473477838034,2.981486940966011,656,28,137,19,13,232,99,172,0.133,0.841,0.026,-0.9547,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,4,5,0,2,11,0,27,3,1,3,1,16,30,9,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,3,7,1,0,1,0,1,3,4,4,1,0,6,1,25,1,21,17,1,22,0,2,0,0,4,9,0,1,9,98,28,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297678981018266,0.19637445705576087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366184188915425,0.0,0.21192603099575189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920747949737725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17786789609624476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789189673752394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1814296950354611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42507537136664736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3919265013233177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11135770119887793,0.0,0.17163268925154074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379106960611468,0.0,0.17395202638574114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852759110264681,0.0,0.0,0.19911765811096285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19312762737687533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868501192708168,0.0,0.0,0.2788662520121956,0.0,0.1562908911069083,0.1611388986249003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348135186142388,0.0,0.0,0.111938561061127 anxiety,PeeBJAY,2018/03/27,"Anyone else feel a mini victory or high when the panic finals subsides? Driving is my biggest trigger for panic attacks and I get seriously bad ones, to me at least. Hands basically go completely numb, can't think straight, can't speak, heart racing, sweating, the whole nine. Just pure terror. Normally I pull over and chill and breathe, grab some water but I'm not always able to. Today I was driving my boss to a fairly important meeting and had one of the worst ones in my life so I opened up to him about what was happening but that didn't really help. By the time I parked I couldn't feel either arm, I was dripping sweat and just shaking all over. Anyway! About an hour later when everything subsides and the anxiety dies down and panic is over, I feel weirdly comfortable. Like I knew I wasn't actually dying, I got through it, and here I am on the other side. Half proud, half relieved. It feels like a little victory after each one that I can only imagine how normal people feel all the time. Sorry for the wall of text, but I just had to write this down somewhere. Sitting in a meeting for hours in a room I can't leave even if I wanted to let's hope my nerves stay calm :) ",4.242726584195911,5.534636004291848,5.100358495329463,82.90722039888921,70.93133047210301,7.71411259782883,27.439787932340327,8.124751697461798,1.7653788942186313,931,32,179,13,17,303,148,233,0.155,0.715,0.131,0.1336,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,1,12,18,1,5,14,0,16,9,6,3,3,41,30,17,2,6,10,0,7,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,7,10,1,0,8,0,0,5,7,11,0,7,9,8,22,7,27,19,8,36,0,0,0,0,6,19,0,4,12,125,29,1,0.12092330908754467,0.0,0.11800370627240005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061788012515817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0925060004703198,0.0,0.0,0.08455238932099073,0.12390022021572893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756772114278454,0.0,0.0,0.10096591211810486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678578891605882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509986070089815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10101590820252844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986870519743379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10867807302790397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057122920678333,0.08638763617376152,0.0,0.13246557442075288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317743807271416,0.0,0.06872350323320311,0.0,0.09671341683182234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10693208287075473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432947034917735,0.08105234512742254,0.12776211520135713,0.0,0.12010413062298282,0.23817020261108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12804032437623167,0.0,0.12365227634686315,0.08541170933563905,0.11815404149580365,0.12119692339886337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369583369125133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3277630550302285,0.09196762557407624,0.0,0.4256323464953959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383299685675709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746656821977453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536374438637555,0.0,0.1288881581290885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748277379408072,0.0,0.0,0.14102270793687882,0.0,0.11462115782358365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132370071473998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500655617591747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,plskillmepainfully,2018/03/27,"I don't know how to finish high school I'm an 18 years old boy and i'm a school leaver. I'm going to write my final exams ~1 month from now. Idk what's the method in other countries, but here at the last year you're going to write maths, literature/grammar, history, english +1 choosen subject (for me it's motion picture + media culture) exams, plus you're going to make literature, grammar, history, english oral exams. I'm so anxious about it i can't even describe. My anxiety on that level since years when i literally learn nothing because i'm too anxious to learn. So basically i'm going to fail on maths and failing on the last year is super lame. So no, i'm not that type of anxious guy who's learning all day all night and still scared about failing. I'm that type who tries to avoid the learning thoughts and tries to escape from it. Like today... Tomorrow i'll have a maths test and like i said if i'll get one more bad mark (probably i'll get if i write another test) i'll fail. So yea today's afternoon would be pretty cool for learning. I mean the teacher gave us the potential tasks we just had to practice them because three of them would be on the test. I thought ""okay, that's easy, i do the tasks fast and i'll get a good mark finally"". Then i arrived home and i was just like ""why the fuck should i practice? what if i practice hours then i still fail? it doesn't matter if i learn, my mark always based on luck and the current amount of stress and anxiety"". So yea, i learned nothing and i decided that i'm going to skip tomorrow's lesson, so i won't have that bad mark. Btw sometimes (nowadays almost always), i'm so scared and anxious about it i'm thinking about i should kill myself so i won't have to deal with school anymore. I know it sounds funny but i already made suicide attempts but sadly i didn't die and noone noticed them. Actually i'll skip university because of this. I didn't signed up to anywehere because i knew that if i do then i'll be even more anxious about graduation. So yea, i'm suicidal because of failing but i'm too scared to do something against it. now what",1.926605758582504,4.076605662790701,3.4409966777408663,88.62751937984497,79.5813953488372,6.048726467331117,26.052048726467326,7.1686216300943375,1.2472978959025471,1665,68,340,21,42,548,192,430,0.234,0.674,0.092,-0.9973,1,1,2,0,0,2,54.0,2,0,3,9,27,25,2,5,14,5,23,1,0,3,2,60,56,36,4,9,12,0,0,3,0,6,0,2,1,2,21,15,0,1,16,0,0,6,9,17,0,2,10,3,35,8,38,37,5,46,0,8,0,1,16,10,1,7,33,185,56,28,0.0,0.0,0.07995404887498275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08204330481441027,0.0,0.09041426591349712,0.0,0.13634837683239198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591309905829482,0.1253558810391879,0.4628005592734661,0.08125476775750075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368199987475526,0.2497256698756653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05283951770798912,0.08446854339495305,0.0,0.0,0.08503273128567189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108230945631422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17950553158120108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757450370650589,0.12841864372805972,0.0,0.23281990498177765,0.06872087695477261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112580049313667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08656591157908147,0.08218471861113373,0.0,0.08068675392352795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09064588599236416,0.0,0.09005563447417156,0.13357142441120387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008386397701347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752626798374843,0.054690407442145636,0.0,0.0,0.08924823029657768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539753351794479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07688785844291257,0.0,0.15723239096455913,0.09328040003638292,0.08597410500958344,0.0,0.05551940729049348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08335454481857757,0.08833681393855564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779363239989413,0.0,0.24608540092953216,0.24875940777588865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06777519686620317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307544238454837,0.08103308188492322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086238785986284,0.0,0.09385310586377307,0.0,0.0,0.17924114820741455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249887209983445,0.0,0.13009009572493496,0.0,0.0,0.1553243697885003,0.0,0.0,0.1112532276639762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855439852164116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393110424478015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164046272781466,0.0,0.0,0.21104670919047855 anxiety,latkeman,2018/03/27,"I never knew it could get this bad For the past few months I’ve been feeling incredibly depressed and anxious—it’s lead me to ruin almost all relationships I had. For the longest time I refused to seek professional help, but I’ve finally decided to do it. Sadly, I can’t see a therapist for a few more weeks. While signing up finally relieved a lot stress from me, it’s making me incredibly anxious. My mind is constantly full and racing and I have no motivation to do anything. I don’t want to eat or wake up or anything. What are some coping mechanisms I can use until I can go see the therapist? ",4.021111111111111,5.480906554621849,6.027170868347341,75.4009990662932,71.68907563025209,9.322502334267039,31.709617180205413,9.725611199111238,3.239200933706816,476,22,89,12,9,166,78,119,0.182,0.727,0.091,-0.899,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,0,1,6,0,12,2,1,4,2,23,21,8,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,1,4,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,3,3,12,1,12,17,7,15,0,3,2,0,3,3,0,5,10,63,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668593012841266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764966715027307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2742502152845279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391319465028537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800715308178748,0.0,0.13304322782316433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14352112159535754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705075900691463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08425486458338935,0.0,0.0,0.3650775361137581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705908508842189,0.0,0.09470161339349846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169086981562801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416657759217356,0.0,0.0,0.11122910264748108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16825225366424734,0.0,0.13300520710609984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12851796713114436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907045559549626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789019336591514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655705253486545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19087802110360305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869484907982807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716528799051503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439177745140947,0.0,0.0,0.09828470920582433,0.0,0.1336632793938427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AuthenticCity,2018/03/27,"Need advice about how to be an effective leader despite social anxiety I'm (19F) volunteering as a small group leader at a church youth group right now. Basically my roles are literally everything that gives me anxiety (talking to the kids in and outside of church, praying for them, sharing my thoughts on the sermon with them, adult things like guiding them across the street, etc) and I always feel like a failure because I'm really just getting by. I don't have anyone I trust to talk to, I wasn't trained but now it's too late because I've been here five months, and my boss is young as well and doesn't communicate. I just feel lost. If anyone in a leadership position of any kind has advice about developing leadership skills, that would be helpful.",5.124967989756719,7.000108859154931,5.482573623559542,78.74776568501923,69.56338028169014,8.82560819462228,30.514724711907807,9.339509955726095,2.8282591549295764,606,25,109,13,11,193,99,142,0.049,0.792,0.159,0.9139,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,3,3,10,7,0,0,8,0,11,0,0,3,0,17,20,9,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,4,2,12,6,18,13,1,14,3,1,0,0,14,8,0,1,8,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640366744985594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15498938963996242,0.0,0.0,0.126668212246264,0.0,0.2849880862744206,0.0,0.0,0.2604849793527734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270937435451162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20773737686196286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740511909901087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883647776879773,0.1330694602823644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731702311484272,0.1786846528843306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12485110483902727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939688225742261,0.0,0.0,0.2101177286012224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820016755685014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033328591348404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867685321058074,0.0,0.0,0.13811490913451938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11932765936780355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15907133289194528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18987614639773176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29942934400613297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12374777688631225,0.0,0.0,0.1478755009998914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747675298171075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323190092338612,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cristian0317,2018/03/27,"A little help I am 34 year old male. Recently, I have been suffering what I believed to be symptoms of a heart attack. I have visited a cardiologist and have a slew of tests scheduled for next month. My symptoms range from heart palpitations to waking up in the middle of the night sweating. As I write this, I woke up from sleeping and in full sweat. The doctors do not seemed to be as worried as I am. I have a history of anxiety, I am afraid they can be over looking symptoms because of my history. Has anyone dealt with a similar story? How advise is greatly appreciated.",3.3418918918918936,5.529823954954956,5.216477477477478,77.43336486486487,75.2162162162162,8.043603603603604,30.91981981981982,8.841846274778883,2.8791181981981984,453,22,82,10,10,155,72,111,0.095,0.848,0.057,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,1,4,1,1,9,0,15,10,6,1,0,7,18,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,2,12,1,20,13,1,16,0,1,1,0,6,8,0,1,7,63,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571734328617618,0.0,0.0,0.12404844646618465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20182826563150952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.108146835026562,0.0,0.0,0.19987910822293156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18158555387079567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559396792359884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42046086450626596,0.11891346390375412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778103514855708,0.0,0.0,0.14897881679346267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160611266015516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867640613669576,0.16648625963665098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18616082510974924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751699122796636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150642379518776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753704924009087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5531874103155985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801673766320564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424553217279007 anxiety,skyesdow,2018/03/27,"I had to stop listening to new music for two months because it was so stressful I have to seriously reconsider how I consume music. I get very easily overwhelmed with the amount of music that gets released every day and it makes me anxious that I can't keep up. I can't listen to everything! Today I listened to new music for the first time in 2 months and decided to just keep it casual. I hope I can do this.",3.9294377510040164,5.083869433734943,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,71.5301204819277,8.90682730923695,28.29116465863454,9.2995712137729,2.5023911646586345,325,12,62,7,6,113,56,83,0.127,0.765,0.108,-0.374,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,11,16,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,2,3,10,2,12,14,1,11,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,9,44,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456295524711855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325409040741483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022181723139904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831908274943833,0.0,0.19540851707889811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184942489945946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2271922779393265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21595313025159546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.386516532763001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513357898237975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3470948029092649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419982874473476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18177791633272525,0.24906080955843696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678288022884135,0.0,0.20609447565767908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123936609260617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793992647495646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mactonightime,2018/03/27,"Anyone else have Igniterroremophobia In the 6th grade I remember the neighbouring elemantry had a fire drill and only then I had a panic attack for something I shrugged off every other time we had one. Ever since I even have hallucinations of the that damn box flashing. Anyone else deal with this and if so, how do you deal with it?",5.129354838709677,7.229255161290323,5.804064516129035,75.53609677419358,69.96774193548387,8.185806451612903,25.30322580645161,8.841846274778883,1.9534412903225804,268,8,47,5,5,87,48,62,0.181,0.8190000000000001,0.0,-0.8885,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,1,0,0,4,3,2,1,5,0,6,0,0,1,1,9,6,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,1,6,0,6,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,1,1,3,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997145665636693,0.43919161950733215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24381954340127385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419082992347685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3580731353199028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415561083044854,0.1938643945196092,0.18057354964591155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522854227252072,0.16299975233213854,0.0,0.25145793290565904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242782385662464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17728743017033596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16499373818550914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497151211327033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Shor-El,2018/03/27,I feel like everybody hates me all the time I get so unbelievably anxious whenever I socialise with anyone and no matter how much I practice it just never gets any better. I always say the wrong thing or I don’t say the right thing. I feel like every conversation is an exam and you’re being judged by everyone all the time. It’s difficult to keep facing your fears when your fears never go away regardless.,4.708776371308017,6.364606734177215,5.6766455696202565,77.8151371308017,70.26582278481013,8.810970464135021,25.824894514767927,9.2995712137729,2.24064388185654,328,10,59,7,6,108,59,79,0.249,0.679,0.071,-0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,4,8,1,2,5,0,3,1,1,1,4,15,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,4,10,3,4,9,3,8,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,7,39,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15459083796831738,0.0,0.0,0.12634248783472649,0.0,0.0,0.20988801753977124,0.0,0.12990757409216308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455432432098555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431474821123387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15653474603295872,0.17752878484267706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181272206466134,0.18788040196909112,0.2654545504157317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19413354923009032,0.0,0.10558783329289048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18342758819224886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651372727585151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18153366242122387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13657585636149733,0.0,0.2865829462102081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15866228459656093,0.0,0.29549279677187923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685912461505485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2166694285886905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031304576927344,0.0,0.0 anxiety,prxncxss-x-x,2018/03/27,"Ongoing anxiety Hi everyone, I’m new to this subreddit and reading some of the posts has made me want to share my story. I’ve always been a massive worrier and throughout the past few years it’s gotten worse. I get incredibly anxious and self conscious before/at work even though I’ve worked there for a year and a half now and enjoy what I do...I can’t shake the feeling that I’m always doing something wrong or that people are looking at me funny. Sometimes I dread my shifts so much and it keeps me awake thinking about mistakes I’ve made whilst there etc. I often lie awake at night for hours feeling anxious about situations that are coming up (for example I’m going to an event this weekend and I haven’t been able to sleep properly for weeks worrying about how I’m getting there& getting home etc even though it’s all planned) and it’s been going on for so long that I’m always tired , which then makes me more anxious and grouchy. I hate walking down the street alone; feeling like everyone is watching me and judging me from their cars makes me incredibly uncomfortable and I never know where to look or what to do. I also can’t stand going to places like the gym by myself (it’s one big room and I feel overwhelmed with anxiety when I walk in, even when I’m with my gym partner). I can’t shake the feeling that my anxiety is holding me back from things. I’ve got a few good things to look forward to this summer but I can’t even feel excited for them because my anxiety takes over and makes me dread them! Thank you for reading , any tips or advice would be much appreciated. :) ",5.059523809523808,5.932776603174603,5.431428571428572,82.83857142857143,68.68253968253968,8.285714285714286,30.555555555555557,8.418075326091056,2.171412698412698,1270,49,249,18,21,405,167,315,0.125,0.77,0.105,-0.2869,0,1,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,3,3,21,15,1,5,11,0,17,2,1,6,2,44,53,26,0,3,4,0,6,2,1,1,1,0,2,2,18,16,0,2,9,5,0,10,6,8,0,2,7,10,31,7,32,44,9,42,0,1,4,0,8,13,0,5,21,157,49,4,0.09109605525130884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08901801088545577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943480401075411,0.0,0.07284948247237341,0.2273976465657707,0.09870253780526324,0.0,0.061948441387730424,0.0,0.2787529317055331,0.3087378389182469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004724346434422,0.0,0.055531309758182205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847118540302096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203192363519818,0.2406723413845227,0.0,0.0,0.17409236925661953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763654159915886,0.06507904007338752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278178705335087,0.0,0.15531596252620766,0.0764070491217305,0.0728578371674913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993849488609666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09137677093540626,0.0,0.08971126451959263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08097035951827053,0.0,0.0,0.050064009598459885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900986231260698,0.0,0.0,0.08061714227172569,0.2294932298499532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723945801785151,0.18242197275813146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339321645123377,0.0,0.07025889370347861,0.08798113781716414,0.0,0.08548747683733225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061729044622727124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696149247088057,0.06315453464821327,0.0,0.0951759889306078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872448396552581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182241414275198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09503305293854393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10239578287756626,0.0911618437329552,0.0,0.0,0.07013019388304484,0.09009632796364578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849289650502695,0.0,0.0,0.08386900853439376,0.0,0.0,0.1210403425983421,0.05837067390754416,0.1790028235289511,0.0,0.0,0.10470151474029736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373081360462871,0.0,0.07307176069325318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263802634346902,0.09251246601545468,0.09283466285481112,0.06471202397701932,0.09959923591897543,0.0,0.11732574576070345 anxiety,oceansurferg,2018/03/27,"Exercise Issues I had my anxiety pretty well under control for a while because of a combination of medication and exercise. Prior to starting meds, I exercised a lot to try to calm my anxiety, and when I added meds, I was able to find a happy balance. The issue is that I enrolled in grad school on top of my full time teaching job over the summer. I was enrolled for the summer and fall before I dropped out because it was too much, I didn't like the program, and at the end of the day, I come first. Once enrolled, my exercising stopped. I went from climbing 3x per week to 1x per week, to 1x per month, to nothing now. I have the time to get back on the wagon now, but none of the desire, and my anxiety is starting to suffer. I tell myself it's because the gym is full of people at night, and maybe it'll be better in the summer. I tell myself I'm too fat now (regained all the weight from before I started exercising two years ago), so I should lose weight first so I'm not annoyed that I'm not as good at climbing anymore... and then my crazy climber roommate pisses me off because he won't stop asking me if I've been to the gym, or am going today, and I want to tell him to fuck off It's a lot of excuses. I just can't find any motivation =/",5.4457527472527465,4.565016773076927,6.720549450549452,79.95730769230772,67.80769230769229,9.274725274725276,32.41758241758242,8.418075326091056,2.340796703296703,971,36,205,12,14,332,140,260,0.14800000000000002,0.777,0.075,-0.9648,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,9,11,11,3,0,18,0,16,11,2,2,1,28,29,17,0,4,6,0,2,1,0,3,7,0,0,0,6,10,3,3,3,7,0,6,6,5,1,3,7,2,28,6,36,18,7,51,0,2,0,1,7,15,2,4,30,139,34,6,0.10882624501277996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964679000039406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400557841964434,0.0,0.2497553386927357,0.0,0.10792639256831817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017378486237294,0.0,0.0,0.08368066497161578,0.0,0.2653578754844135,0.0,0.18520623814838152,0.0,0.0,0.09624797004280794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09374417394423616,0.0,0.0,0.12205788746527127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701839250626201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638775174048994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19893043277604114,0.1851350968279152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060810991156542,0.05685722138155661,0.0,0.061848462942563326,0.09127829109049693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584756143190755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717265169449646,0.1079932560101059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05316700628728049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174873149389855,0.0,0.18504036369303226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933059035684654,0.0,0.24176285017682736,0.10963099274872856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686407050626156,0.0,0.07999981179263084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212605885247927,0.0,0.10442171714982107,0.0,0.0,0.11589639923419524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07544641578973105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11071541491930267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013796990886746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310833290369643,0.0,0.0,0.1819672274947299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853568045562529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12691491724886356,0.0,0.10315455555328217,0.0,0.0,0.07388587682134116,0.0,0.10630742830561682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418853889932102,0.0,0.17458769890269074,0.2650420969289277,0.0978478637731066,0.10088301941034074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008053377963365 anxiety,majeric,2018/03/27,"FML: Anxiety-induced Insomnia before my first day on the job Anxiety induced insomnia isn't anything new for me but it would be nice not to show up to the new job looking like I've been put through the ringer. At least I've developed a routine that lets me survive a day of insomnia. 1) Ibuprophen + muscle relaxants to deal with headache and tension 2) caffiene to keep me awake (not coffee... way too intense). 3) eat light to avoid the insulin crashes. 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While it does help through lessening the intensity of my mood-swings, I still get terribly anxious and terrified over a particular issue, which is most often triggered by my best friend. I have known my best friend for ~6 years, and she's the only friend that I can truly be myself with and confide my problems to. Although I do enjoy the memories I had with her, she is insensitive to the one thing (which I would not be specifying as I am not comfortable saying) that sends me off into massive anxiety and is often the main source of it. Granted, I don't show any of my meltdowns to her when she triggers me and only break down when I'm at home, however I have specified to her everytime that what she's doing is making me extremely uncomfortable and she has said sorry but continued doing. In the past, she has stated that she gets off of me ""looking mad and huffy"" when she mentions that thing to me. It happened again just an hour ago via chat, hence I am writing about it now as I told her again that it makes me uncomfortable but I'm unsure if she's still going to do it again. I'm extremely distraught and anxious right now and I don't know what I should do about it if she's not listening. I know she's not a bad person as she has been quite nice and has made me happy, but she's the person who's made me angry and sad the most times too. Should I distance myself from her, and not be so close to her anymore? We are not in the same school now, and our only contact is through messages, so it wouldn't be hard to stop talking to her too much. But she's the only real friend I have that I can really talk to, so I'm really unsure... can you guys help me? Any advice or opinions? It would be greatly appreciated. Thank you. 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Everytime I want to face this one particular problem head-on, I start freaking out and find a distraction... usually binge eat or go shopping. So I basically live with my head in the sand. 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I know it sounds silly but I always feel like when my boyfriend makes comments they are always about me or underlying digs on how he thinks or feels. Or like it’s linked to me? It’s really stressing me out because im always told not to take things personally but im not really sure how to do that. ,2.9520833333333343,4.68134115277778,4.167777777777779,86.555,74.97222222222223,7.022222222222222,21.722222222222214,7.793537801064563,0.8332055555555553,281,7,58,4,6,92,50,72,0.086,0.809,0.105,0.116,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,18,10,8,0,0,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,8,4,8,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,3,3,35,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4778465002161714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338498461429632,0.19613905113900165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116691805834906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675186031984735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15991226125579694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935819606561186,0.2735102320199407,0.0,0.0,0.1749603353115414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4135468960560157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052029875185784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704261822032808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277786622706473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271101882622674,0.16714621922142814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24526541049186024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192783867976222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18041719255321687,0.0,0.14392889011333398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717524778528289,0.12265835932436553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18291620564233935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thedepressedcucumber,2018/03/27,Birthday My birthday is tomorrow and I am so anxious about it. I'm turning 18 and here is a big thing because once you hit that you are an adult basically. 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Let me just preface this by saying, first, no I am not epileptic, nor is there anyone in my family who I know of that is, except one of my first or second cousins. For some reason, in the past few years, I have had this very irrational fear of all of a sudden having one for no reason whatsoever. I've done this with several things in the past, like heart attacks or strokes. I fixated on them so much that I kept thinking I was going to have one, although at that point in time, I was like 19 or 18, so it was highly unlikely. But the thing about seizures is is that they can be caused by just about anything ... different medicine, too much usage of technology, different medical conditions, etc. And I am on two different medications currently, celexa and buspar, which to my knowledge, I don't think have those effects. But anyway, I do use my laptop a lot, mostly because I don't really have much to do, other than daily chores. Most of the time, I'm stuck at my house, because I can't drive and I don't have very many friends to take me places. The entire point of this post is ... I would just like to know that I'm not alone in this fear. I feel so stupid for even having it, because it should be the least of my worries. But I mean hey, I guess that's anxiety for you. But please, again, if anyone else sees this and can relate, please share your experiences and maybe whatever coping mechanisms you use to snap yourself out of it.",6.883402061855669,5.9106030446735405,6.979436426116839,79.57698969072166,64.94501718213057,10.509140893470793,32.1147766323024,9.725611199111238,2.6957246735395186,1150,37,236,20,15,370,158,291,0.108,0.8270000000000001,0.066,-0.9095,4,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,2,3,13,10,2,3,9,0,33,4,1,6,1,43,49,18,0,3,14,1,2,3,1,2,3,1,1,0,22,7,0,1,10,0,0,2,9,5,0,7,7,4,31,5,37,37,11,27,0,0,1,0,11,14,0,9,13,180,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193140581109812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528952951837457,0.0,0.0,0.1376323606958731,0.10084091020947568,0.08098965933124602,0.0,0.0,0.11196472606204974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998416703933112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011024352945166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084777068002797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071582266006274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08221564183698395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10976212775616144,0.06500418574993831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09627172588798093,0.09277976703631398,0.33224296303137546,0.049763117031864285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674286653146671,0.0,0.0,0.07603753185100663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055933238913971485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841856436047316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662584863164735,0.0,0.10398406043799092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356120173745203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081759594178034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063911165436616,0.0,0.14424624591408644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367149625676366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978044298533714,0.09887414723166278,0.1072060953769897,0.0,0.19829163791782886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170457456748167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007182843221544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18790230658494805,0.0,0.0,0.10282590226675993,0.21606690219699265,0.1860737144431674,0.0,0.0942572749331917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304911513865745,0.20238026867424969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826597385208403,0.0,0.0,0.07842643388298916,0.0,0.0,0.1111843691087686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399811613334636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076914228258368,0.1261246093242715,0.0,0.0,0.11477669857082785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614012220917972,0.0,0.0,0.17000317053556294,0.0,0.16241037667564193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994829468909143,0.0,0.06991335028624346,0.0,0.0,0.06337798956709917 anxiety,Chrys_Ippus,2018/03/27,"It wears on me I wake up most mornings to a panic attack sometime between 2 and 4 am. Regardless of what time I go to sleep or how tired I am. There are a lot more details that go along with what ails me, but that's the core of it. I have slept more than 5 hours at a time in a couple years. I've had serious sleep issues for the last 7 years. I'm not sure if I have a goal for this post. Just yelling in to the void I guess. 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Who will love me? Is something terrible just around the corner that will destroy all of this happiness I feel right now? I think about thinking a lot. My brain. It’s like I’m always searching for the worst possible outcome of my life and obsessing over it like some mad lover. I think one of the biggest problems we face as human beings, and by human beings I distinctly mean American human beings, regardless of where you’re ranked in the caste system of finance, our biggest problem is that we’re far too comfortable. An animal instinctively lives in a perpetual state of readiness, the fight or flight effect of ATP constantly pumping through its blood, prepared to be attacked by any predator at any moment. But we don’t think about humans attacking us, unless you’re like, obsessed with terrorism and the news and religion, but I tend to opt out of that mind frame and replace it with stupid shit like binge watching porn or Seinfeld, and that usually does the trick and takes over my entire existence. But we’re still left with these constant unused, purposeless waves of anxiety, worry, all these little fears—Am I dying? Who will love me? Is something terrible just around the corner that will destroy all of this happiness I feel right now? And these build and build and we just end up living in this perpetual state of readiness for the fear of the bad things in our lives to come. This is our animalistic behavior: the fear of death before retirement. The fear of the possibility of misfortune of life becomes our predator. And then… There’s uh, you…. And you’re like the first person I’ve ever witnessed that’s not masquerading or drowning that fear in porn or Seinfeld. You’re just actively mad at it. You’re like really mad at the animalistic instinct of fear inside of you and it’s like really sexy to see someone finally standing up against their brain. You think you’re crazy, but I think you’re absolutely the first person in maybe the history of the universe to just be honest about what it means to be alive. It’s like life is a brand new lover after a heart break. It’s amazing to you, it hasn’t hurt you in any way, but you’re afraid to let your guard down. To let the animalistic instinct subside and just enjoy it. --Selena Vela",5.530333939118581,7.125213809859158,5.779683477207332,78.10101999091324,68.17840375586854,9.158746024534302,30.40860215053764,9.536714749202195,2.8610788429501746,1817,71,325,39,31,578,204,426,0.192,0.655,0.153,-0.9629,0,0,2,0,1,0,42.0,8,5,1,4,18,45,11,9,24,0,19,15,6,1,5,65,36,25,4,3,17,0,2,8,2,4,3,0,0,6,29,24,0,1,11,0,1,1,3,27,1,3,0,4,28,18,61,24,6,49,0,1,2,6,27,28,1,6,22,207,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06486873812369924,0.0,0.0,0.159045863227558,0.0,0.05963897780310685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13880137098130085,0.0,0.17738088828715218,0.0,0.0,0.06509311570133301,0.0,0.08610039353484232,0.06633798570878867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17405767642048772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06715540182196914,0.0,0.16849353846715087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181977683514953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06822308249708035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904917848760668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051903638943394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43863183509093495,0.07883756084177575,0.0,0.0,0.08540107033478116,0.0,0.13262500799488075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597915818603995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09238265190797644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834575002014733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08470347153982544,0.15943820567013456,0.165195782261539,0.3046974778842145,0.07813612725272617,0.20651960180341372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06627857206614668,0.14072339481540505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832102431469093,0.1698419948549594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787171004938988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07529399017640229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05282752865825719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614285321503306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17577575715458282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491938601789945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988599483390947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315436186084312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212380897376864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08002453949875299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0660550237350654,0.12003441329145945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225873872160916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05861601252895759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05179297854437371,0.2997206712819213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377595270529447,0.0,0.08586162527111896,0.0,0.0,0.06188080260051459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917188706786055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Arvorezinho,2018/03/27,"A Plane to take in two months - claustrophobic I have booked a short flight between Ireland and France in May. I usually try to find alternative solutions but here I have to take plane because it's a wedding I don't want to miss, and I won't have time to make a long trip. I am 32 and I am afraid of plane since I'm 18. I have followed a special ""course"" 2 years ago but the next step was to book a flight ... what I didn't. This fear comes from a claustrophobia, a fear of enclosed area (not small ones, I have no problem to go on tunnels or catacomb, as long as there is a reacheable exit). I want to not if you have an advice to help me prepare it. It's good that I have 2 months and it's a short trip. My fear is that I haven't taken a plane for 3 years, and I don't know how I will react. My usual ""program"" is to watch inside plane videos to become used of it. I you have better options that you have personnally tested, I would be grateful to read them. Generally in my life, this fear is very hindering. PS : I am not specifically afraid of technical problems. My fear comes from a claustrophobia. I can feel the exact same way when I am in a cable car. 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I realised recently - through lots of therapy, chatting with my SO, and pills etc - that the root of most of my anxiety is my inability to see the ""shades of grey"" in life. If I make mistakes, don't do things perfectly, don't act like the perfect boyfriend etc, I assume I'm dumb, ""evil"", or incapable. I'm well aware of the benefits of feeling stressed or guilty about things so we can grow from these experiences, but I often experience it to the point it becomes crippling. I'm slowly coming out of a 3 month bout of intense anxiety, and I'm happy to understand myself a lot more. But I was wondering if there were other people who have the same experiences in their lives, and how they learned to be more lenient on themselves.",8.3814375,7.451955268750003,8.213750000000005,71.79625000000004,61.9375,11.75,39.375,10.9516,4.282187499999999,673,31,123,15,8,217,107,160,0.141,0.745,0.114,-0.1153,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,2,7,12,2,3,9,0,9,2,0,3,2,31,20,14,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,1,0,3,2,6,1,0,2,6,12,6,22,17,8,12,0,0,5,0,5,7,1,10,3,85,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207383413205616,0.0,0.0,0.09772048287903956,0.1431963004893414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519381936408474,0.15434926635051704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12038721981567413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12230121488740806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1167480115853472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117292494855694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5468318348275846,0.0,0.0,0.07066471578825066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877261440811249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871363242162982,0.06827760919473873,0.0,0.12340690410610985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376307134770483,0.0,0.0,0.09328806075270796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11155172113780726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09688905304542986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321143743705913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799196121745852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22273450664590888,0.0,0.14579574623612912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008976073019546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982290121448078,0.0,0.18569504533558556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549068385027475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12565721995218876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15155916944992964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SurpriseLifeIsShit,2018/03/27,"Why is it so hard to just go for it? Okay so I'm a 25 year old male and for the past couple years I've been single. During that time I've been through a lot, and with everything that I've been dealing with I kind of closed myself off and focused on working through everything. While that has lead to an admittedly subpar social life, I can finally say that I feel good about where I'm at mentally and emotionally. Well, for the most part. Up until about a month ago I haven't cared that I was single. I knew I needed to figure my own shit out, and I knew that someday an opportunity would come along and I'd go from there. The only problem is I'm pretty sure that opportunity has arrived. And it absolutely fucking terrifies me. Initially I met this lady through work. Thought she was attractive, but I'm not the gung ho ask someone out as soon as we meet type. So I just chalked it up as whatever and kept pressing forward. And then I got a chance to work a few overnights with her. By and large I am a distant individual. I don't tell people a whole lot and when I talk I try to say a lot while divulging little. This woman thiugh. I opened up to her like I have never done with anyone. And she listened. She looked me dead in the eyes and listened as I talked about my struggles, about how I can be a bitter and angry person, about how I generally avoid people because they suck. But unlike other people she opened up in return and voiced similar experiences and feelings. We started to be a bit more flirtatious as well. She'd hug me when no one was around (which is significant because I don't like being touched), we'd playfully bump into each other, throw blankets back and forth, and I would bring homemade dishes in to share with her. This all played out over the course of a few weeks until she took anither job. Even now, though, she still comes back to work one shift every two weeks. And she's said she'll only work when I am. Everything says that I should ask this woman out. Hell, I had a couple coworkers ask me just the other day if I had asked her out yet because we are ""perfect for each other."" Yet I always get cold feet when it comes to actually asking her. I know if I never ask that I'll wind up angry with myself for never having the courage to go for it. Just like I know that it sounds like all the rights signs are there. But I don't know. I've never actually asked another person out before. And while I feel like everything points towards a mutual attraction, I can't help but wonder if maybe I'm wrong about the whole thing. Overthinking things really sucks. When I write this all out it seems so simple. And yet here I am.",3.854515322076296,5.06828599624766,4.816547842401501,84.87215134459038,71.77673545966229,7.718073796122576,25.11131957473421,8.139509932561175,1.3516051282051285,2088,61,429,30,39,681,256,533,0.112,0.77,0.118,-0.5745,1,2,0,1,0,0,54.0,4,0,1,9,38,32,6,2,25,1,37,8,3,3,9,99,83,51,1,8,12,0,6,5,0,4,1,8,0,5,30,48,1,2,13,2,0,11,11,10,2,3,17,18,62,22,66,57,19,76,1,0,2,3,48,30,5,9,42,307,92,9,0.0,0.0,0.1362984331757508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061904814030221474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810859609302017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732284415591529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048830492489423435,0.0,0.0,0.06216825729004879,0.457006301478592,0.0,0.0,0.10739812938358846,0.0,0.1277129226352465,0.0,0.059424729518026874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624210253803619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07120178196625239,0.0,0.0,0.1804708816362008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545429477044617,0.0,0.04503801605233471,0.07199716761918956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146579768163146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855535632577806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046125582501014624,0.0,0.0588392847292598,0.0,0.2510539972375033,0.0683123614845886,0.0,0.0,0.10593253651345433,0.04989037983713928,0.0,0.07650119989280918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06456164520792022,0.036486082062080934,0.0,0.11906709681742927,0.05857456868785176,0.055853699844060696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255874631154654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04680915538612939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930079777366996,0.0,0.0,0.07272275858229603,0.11513902719926852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049326764917184136,0.1705900945611581,0.06999335566144924,0.0,0.0,0.058644095929886876,0.0,0.0,0.17811452258264854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015898411366311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037759584428664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574190098860359,0.0,0.0,0.05178201867860401,0.21544527330771893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328044027398993,0.0,0.0946444655526177,0.106225843785828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562486628084476,0.06666573271032157,0.14524509205194522,0.12195504795141755,0.0,0.0,0.06601696773677916,0.0,0.0,0.07104764559587459,0.0,0.06682298755502084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04473830613203049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059638997575696524,0.06642939912363292,0.1666075926782906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06357546941367287,0.0,0.0,0.07168497149421346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118833311335336,0.059171255756761264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049429812089249035,0.0,0.055770591602014565,0.0,0.0,0.0730070587641135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.065818980146776,0.0,0.0,0.11226199967409972,0.06103916403830186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279099170852943,0.0,0.06861286558398162,0.055441458151533465,0.040721547528405365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758963074056724,0.04741361078553735,0.0,0.06821897832358212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120353924164814,0.0,0.1255807125454411,0.0,0.06301553087869691,0.15593732312741262,0.0,0.0,0.07573344571668557,0.25420479111484945,0.0,0.0,0.09921804171059916,0.07635397980491263,0.0,0.0899433368113053 anxiety,quietresistance,2018/03/27,"I Know Exactly What Alleviates My Anxiety But Doctors Refuse To Prescribe Me It Diazepam/Valium. It's literally the only thing that switches off my brain and guarantees me a restful night's sleep. I know it's wrong, but for the last 6 years or so, I've taken my (soon to be ex) wife's when I've needed it as she gets it prescribed regularly. But now my wife and are separated and soon to be divorced, I don't have access to any. I've told doctors how much it helps me, but they always go off on a lecture about how it's a depressant and is addictive. Well, I've never once worried about becoming addicted to it. A couple of months ago, I took 10mg every night for 7 days. It gave me great sleep for every one of those 7 nights and on the 8th day I had no problem not taking it. I take anti-depressants (been on them over 2 years), I exercise, I meditate. But nothing gives me the instant relief that does. I've considered acquiring them by other means. I know they help me, I don't have access to them. It's becoming a bit of a no-brainer. I've tried natural sleep and anxiety aids. Nothing comes close. I'm an honest person who likes to follow rules, but it's my life. I've been suicidal recently. If I was in a mental health facility I'm sure I'd be allowed them. I guess I just wanted to vent, and to ask if anyone else has a similar problem. It's so frustrating. 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Its 2:30 am. I have work tomorrow. I'm exhausted already and here I am spur of the moment decide my floor needs to be mopped so instead of sleeping I'm moving things, sweeping and mopping. Why though. I've already scrubbed my countertops and Lysol'd my toilet and shower. I don't understand why my mind and body are working against each other. What's wrong with me..",2.227599999999999,5.106395560000003,2.9110000000000014,87.5505,86.73333333333332,5.666666666666668,28.83333333333333,7.1686216300943375,1.9943333333333328,317,16,56,5,10,99,55,75,0.08,0.92,0.0,-0.6808,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,1,0,7,3,2,0,0,11,11,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,4,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,10,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,36,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608116905710049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319195158934195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21081919353304227,0.0,0.0,0.22191158307998496,0.0,0.15481573636626722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20894159127289835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13871133335564528,0.0,0.2051359058733049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21735859146080133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5652036786774253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3040043855265128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282799687930459,0.0,0.0 anxiety,is_reddit_useful,2018/03/27,"Sometimes the problem isn't too much anxiety, but too little drive to push through that anxiety and do things anyways Remembering recent behaviour when I was doing good, it seems there were times when I still felt the same anxiety that was stopping me before, but did things anyways. I was somehow stronger and the anxiety was at most a mild annoyance. Some people simply say the solution to anxiety is to go through it and do things anyways. This made me feel bad and guilty for not doing things. But there was really some other issue there, a lack of the strength needed to push through the anxiety. I also feel a kind of anger about people saying that and apparently judging me for not doing things which I simply couldn't do. The worst anxiety experience is struggling to do something when I don't have the strength to do it, and experiencing prolonged anxiety because of that. I'm pretty sure it's better to not even try or to give up quickly than to persevere at this, because if I'm not strong enough to do it I'll just spend time in a painful state and make myself feel worse. I think if unsuccessful, such prolonged experiences also reinforce anxiety and bad habits. But, where does this strength to push through anxiety come from? I only have glimpses of understanding, and it's late, so I'm not going to try to put them down here now. Maybe I'll respond in a comment tomorrow.",8.012692939244666,7.7310425325670495,7.730522714833063,72.84353448275866,62.371647509578544,11.135303776683088,37.79994526546251,10.608840637214634,4.0128519978106185,1115,50,199,24,14,355,134,261,0.153,0.665,0.181,0.3885,1,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,6,27,16,2,1,13,0,23,1,0,2,1,44,40,22,0,6,13,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,20,10,0,1,8,0,1,8,8,8,0,0,9,7,13,8,32,30,8,29,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,8,12,153,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447960293490681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.692563562405534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118005626126718,0.11037433465072602,0.0,0.07703564581030209,0.0,0.0,0.0800677623421953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798487840308886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922473320795784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09354324892366304,0.0,0.05979520757034509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17711437398114466,0.0,0.0,0.13732635266201415,0.0,0.08692444543866472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08684607231588377,0.10290228521001983,0.07593353412840885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09449137409563696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09427463478473866,0.0,0.0,0.1021234849126274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073635504178802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566310234466959,0.0604304849418302,0.0,0.09095106859428276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655107546874811,0.06712796646482469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885329175375636,0.09633190803680262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552629808890256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09210309085410867,0.0,0.08662642712935202,0.0,0.09100917105720267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05799680256507464,0.0,0.08938894288466791,0.0,0.10255455111752752,0.0,0.0,0.1439885785258069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08241648525282197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06969557824653111,0.08953797683473301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07229857966758578,0.07568839487542486,0.0,0.09464318922811482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532487540636091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30072555776112103,0.05800893517292196,0.0,0.0,0.10557930133426978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12292990331421375,0.0,0.0,0.09424649315947314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225934152952764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poopmuskets,2018/03/27,I’m going to a psychiatrist for the first time tomorrow to get medication. Any advice? I’m a first year college student and I’ve started to panic simply by engaging in discussion about classes. I also am paranoid often and struggle to leave my dorm to pee...😂 I know it’s ridiculous,1.9380259740259724,4.701290854545455,4.637922077922077,75.80545454545457,85.9090909090909,6.779220779220778,29.675324675324674,7.957251820313856,2.8278051948051948,227,12,37,5,7,80,43,55,0.21,0.745,0.045,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,4,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,7,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,2,0,0,3,1,9,7,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,23,4,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855599707188907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369311305400306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987237743553254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4971347564998703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15267608028451027,0.0,0.16607883157574446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059982662836908,0.0,0.0,0.30942525433875123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2943870601458013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34286437420070903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683914337926654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054981772567452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039939364215004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818403259487165 anxiety,OddFrostbite,2018/03/27,"[advice] After the recent death of my dad, i keep obsessively worrying that everyone else i love will die soon too. Please help :( So my day died last friday. I really was not expecting it. We had a really complicated relationship and i have not seen him in months. We still had general small talk over text, but really not much besides that. Ever since his passing just days ago, I cannot stop fearing that everyone else i love is going to pass soon or worrying that they will pass soon. I keep guilting myself over every interaction i have that isn’t perfect or super loving, for example i got a little annoyed at my mom and in an annoyed tone asked her to leave me alone, and then i felt so horrible afterwards thinking what if when she goes to the store and something bad happened to her and that would be the last thing i said to her? Another example is that i really was not in the mood to be intimate with my boyfriend, and told him i had my period to get out of it when really i did not. Now i feel guilty and keep thinking that what if on his way home something happens to him and i lied to him and how i would regret not being intimate with him etc...I just recently stopped going to therapy over social anxiety because i have been thriving and had nothing to talk about at the sessions anymore. I really do not want to go back after making all that progress, and want to see if anyone on here can help me first before i set up any appointments with my previous therapist. Has anyone else gone through this? I’m really making myself suffer here. I’ll be at work and think “what if i get a call that somebody is in the hospital”, i’ve even been thinking things like “what if someone dies on the way to my fathers funeral” and so on. It’s really messing with my head. Any advice? Thank you",5.838571428571428,5.963422372881357,6.750952380952381,76.68601694915256,66.79661016949153,10.584665052461663,31.546408393866024,10.398101306919678,3.185406941081517,1416,52,273,34,21,473,185,354,0.15,0.723,0.127,-0.4863,0,1,2,0,0,0,30.0,2,1,1,5,20,17,2,3,11,0,28,4,1,3,3,61,60,28,5,11,17,3,2,1,0,4,0,1,1,0,20,20,0,5,6,0,1,7,9,9,0,1,15,5,48,7,41,37,2,53,0,2,2,3,32,18,0,7,26,199,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971447168434988,0.07244111713689806,0.0,0.0,0.08463875585593314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11114674984865136,0.08569204505079926,0.0625166704678173,0.0,0.08104569961494976,0.11428304831194044,0.08373326269361239,0.0,0.0,0.0763985057112939,0.0,0.0,0.06283873550740421,0.0682339807610141,0.04981662537584932,0.0,0.06953891808385533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344671729952766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054071237454294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544418273811805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2048033061530193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114099682484704,0.05397623395383135,0.0739217123107129,0.06885382961077538,0.15617665741754222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919593289529702,0.0413208105938985,0.0,0.07846538868160564,0.0,0.0,0.06951220683208678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539214876682584,0.0,0.13933251626425922,0.0,0.065360093173973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453198178021268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08386976408037439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955230417945998,0.0,0.08197325770932691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21791328626506135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332277457524588,0.0,0.08653119500274548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03992496291634578,0.0819063421109751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127034428302,0.0,0.10909937855224956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09571115143251213,0.06522926596593089,0.0,0.06007465422967681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841391637401901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970558994099499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188227265730443,0.0,0.16138010687068371,0.08773823270816081,0.0,0.0,0.07773579419687063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06512139940829774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760081159736414,0.0,0.0,0.08330470672809645,0.06924230266357463,0.12582629912461432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526283976983277,0.1366455498822286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313691801811035,0.0,0.07523811336335696,0.09345557759603916,0.09488487921101492,0.10858417402441344,0.20945517097655267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808832870877111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640283379366836,0.12973333504246914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05949417452711029,0.16598415856412746,0.0,0.1161051187092216,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,www_redsir,2018/03/27,"Letting a friend go One of my best friends who happens to be online, I confessed my feelings to but they did not reciprocate. I don't not want to be their friend but talking to them gives me anxiety about them leaving me, finding someone else, getting bored of me, and etc. I took a break from them and they seem distraught and want to be friends again. I don't know how to get over my feelings or anxiety of them. I don't want to just say goodbye to them but is that my only option? Does anyone else get too attached to people? Any advice for someone like me? 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It’s going to be a long night wrestling with these thoughts.,0.6726315789473674,2.747354421052634,0.5360526315789471,108.13986842105264,83.73684210526315,3.8,20.026315789473685,3.1291,-1.0192315789473685,70,2,18,0,2,20,19,19,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29876508113506034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4652243077904761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4933299682386636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5260755275177009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4173438049376616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway423324,2018/03/27,"Does anyone ever worry something happened that you rationally know didn't? I have felt this sense of guilt at times over things that never happened but I worry *what if they did* since I was young. For example when I was young I worried I stole from my moms purse when rationally I knew I didn't. Today I saw a dead animal on the side of the road and somehow worried it was me that hit it even though it was already there, I almost have to really work hard to convince my worried self I didn't do these terrible things. I feel like this makes no sense and don't understand why I do this and just want to know if others do too.",2.117786458333331,4.1638747890625005,3.4121875000000017,89.59739583333338,78.453125,6.4541666666666675,21.604166666666664,7.492282038375204,0.7283885416666673,495,14,104,7,12,161,79,128,0.155,0.731,0.114,-0.5225,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,9,4,0,1,3,0,14,0,0,1,2,19,26,9,1,3,4,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,14,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,11,4,18,2,10,14,0,13,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,4,9,76,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231044565160328,0.0,0.15683052388636065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937206864488288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12436824259441825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938674651206688,0.12855368453310592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718590287439869,0.1015289831649622,0.13645537296192795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513485985365277,0.0,0.12730963207375628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562084499697803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0694315773716196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09486473361312574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664466471750326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096100069694535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09104430042295507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482598578748544,0.0,0.0,0.11756131096830745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940922401556513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18883349988091885,0.0,0.13963001479475864,0.0,0.08287003079469328,0.0,0.1347110549432271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794963959251525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08382475930426109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823920753058013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346344943375033,0.7216376112831717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwaway3224224,2018/03/27,"I need some serious help with my anxiety with conflict Hey everyone, for the past five years I've had some serious trouble with conflict in social situations and asserting myself and I'm done. I'm so tired of losing to this. Is there anything I can do to get rid of it? Sometimes I can power through it but it has never gone away after all these years and I'm so sick of it. Any help would be appreciated. I'm even open to taking more medication at this point (currently I take Abilify for OCD).",2.217272727272725,4.5518085555555565,4.361909090909092,81.42286363636366,79.60606060606061,8.000404040404039,26.061616161616165,8.841846274778883,2.2876537373737382,393,16,77,10,10,135,68,99,0.17800000000000002,0.73,0.092,-0.6267,2,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,2,16,18,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,1,3,0,6,0,16,13,4,12,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,2,6,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472893933087488,0.0,0.1656916190068784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17823604242519112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20349449317706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22164792133656191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14305639639443532,0.0,0.0,0.2069621032674507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315992417522595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2903529332191976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24231006879186898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21819277349921795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16059957595175045,0.1670484292471457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20676073812885615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047486230684151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434575011018473,0.0,0.22078737759678088,0.0,0.0,0.21421416242023106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256991441977566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489396381756233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15386012202793178,0.0,0.0,0.2789551686124129 anxiety,nicolasbrody,2018/03/27,"Fear of flying has come back - need help Hey guys So as the title says, my fear of flying has come back, with a vengeance, and I need help. Some background, about ten years ago, plane to Florida hit wake turbulence, never liked flying before but became terrified of flying, looked up crashes etc, and was terrified on the way home to the UK. Vowed I'd never fly again, years passed, became convinced if I got on a plane it would crash and so I didn't. My grandma who is Greek and lives in Greece died, and to my shame I didn't fly out there, and I would have done if I wasn't so afraid. Decided to beat my fear in her memory, went on a fear of flying course (have a tattoo about beating the fear in her memory), and went travelling last year. Been in Australia for a while, but me and my girlfriend have decided to go home to the UK. Wasn't afraid of going home but about a month ago, roughly when we decided when we were heading home, I started to get a really bad feeling about flying home, convinced I'll crash on the way home. A specific flight to Bali we have planned on the way home I have the worst feeling about. I've been for counselling, have been prescribed Xanax for the flight, but it's not helping, I'm still convinced I'll crash on one of the flights home and I'm just miserable and anxious 24/7. It's like planning and paying for my own death. Any advice or comments would be appreciated - please help me.",5.937530918727911,5.651060604240283,5.860068462897528,84.55215216431098,66.63250883392226,9.053798586572439,29.70163427561837,8.472884824447931,1.9055655477031808,1113,34,233,14,16,349,138,283,0.235,0.667,0.098,-0.9945,1,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,3,0,0,4,16,16,0,9,18,0,23,3,2,0,2,40,40,25,2,7,9,0,3,2,1,3,1,1,8,1,4,18,0,0,5,1,1,8,7,11,0,2,13,5,21,5,37,22,4,40,0,1,1,0,15,12,0,4,19,142,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874229181974964,0.14285942971068252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054797475263832385,0.0,0.0,0.09103298222491686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239227978961643,0.0672813173213963,0.0,0.0,0.0685680354803459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882586049686518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08362979430941782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246178637765274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986851213969496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4533770947365362,0.08148780236881144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042099963931895495,0.0,0.09159146352409404,0.0,0.06444755413576357,0.0,0.0,0.07978732313836764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08269879827949893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160455321111719,0.0,0.6466301631296297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656838289222822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07873508387054035,0.0,0.07115402149836121,0.0,0.06766729075667838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06431855350000434,0.0,0.0,0.11949877846465788,0.124297235040465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05460340437949834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845314599865126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051621905342641265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408081516856556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05703526354451964,0.0,0.0643516585560016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191883052655105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14939778537590512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17172613807789427,0.0,0.0,0.15567352076446755 anxiety,throwawayfucking9000,2018/03/27,"I need medication but I'm too afraid of my previous experiences with it Not gonna put my whole life story on here, but recently its started to get bad. Thought I was on the winning side of the battle, but it's not starting to look that way anymore. I can't even spend a day at my girlfriend's house without visibly shaking (after 6 months of telling myself I'll eventually get used to it), it makes me feel like a pathetic bitch. This has obviously put strain on the relationship. Think I'm starting to see the long term effects as my heart now beats irregularly when I'm trying to sleep. I just had my heart beat out of my chest all day over something stupid (gf was out all day with friends and wasn't texting me that much). Had experience taking Zoloft and it seemed to work for a while (10mg I think) but I'm never taking it again after the depersonalization, it was incredibly fucking scary. Honestly I'm just writing this to get my thoughts out and clear my head, I'll obviously delete it later cause it's embarrassing but for now maybe some of you can relate to how I'm feeling. Also are there any medications out there that won't make me feel like I'm going insane after 2 months lol, not that I’d be able to afford them. Can’t even land a job at Mickey ds with a fucking engineering degree nonetheless. I’m rambling. The world sucks. Edit: you know you hit a new low when you can’t even get a response on a support forum lol",3.4481450278321053,5.058720397923878,4.8668361666917415,82.54981645855273,73.39446366782006,7.655844741988868,26.75206860237701,8.321376580360154,1.7130323755077477,1141,41,232,19,23,381,165,289,0.136,0.742,0.122,-0.7482,2,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,4,1,5,16,18,6,4,14,2,14,11,5,6,6,45,53,14,0,1,11,0,3,2,3,2,4,0,0,0,16,10,0,0,10,0,1,4,10,12,0,0,8,5,22,6,35,41,6,43,0,1,2,2,11,15,4,2,25,135,38,3,0.1115343089509304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0891939465718231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584715476105597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061206431647602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09312648918282963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145764588319987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579120681056166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100207747090786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820391181987595,0.0,0.0,0.16918529350981626,0.15936026520030672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086171130422673,0.20622334277044915,0.2330882920720922,0.0,0.06338751808597216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446637863256595,0.0,0.0,0.26433738624722497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286956176464046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068059160759962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061296339325261226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877998087342668,0.10898005907573527,0.0,0.0,0.0987043536415544,0.09366072888527116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890003460569765,0.0,0.1120512045712514,0.0,0.0,0.22471816452727844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805124261051247,0.0,0.08199055038100173,0.08270127684101775,0.08602213493500065,0.10772053059907866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224245572957054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101266744897536,0.11974610726339945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08887840383823208,0.1015366459332396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161485769496897,0.0,0.0,0.08586456010374598,0.0,0.0,0.2368336738182187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656781205615653,0.0,0.0,0.16771983943017155,0.0,0.09748590209677754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429333632354954,0.0,0.17709156560766506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07572447447335978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632983228067513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08853074295049647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12452407282391273,0.0,0.10751509371760036,0.0,0.08119830528348575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ishouldbemoreclever,2018/03/27,"No where else I'm having more and more days where I can't. Where it's too much. I want to take it all on. I want to do it all, handle it all, bear it all, hold it all in. But I can't. I break, daily. I cry too much. I am more of a burden than a help. Something to cause worry rather than to relieve it. I want to be this woman, in the days of strength, bravery, revolution, who joins the voices, but I am not. For every moment of doubt, frustration, and insanity, I promise it's ten times worse inside. He deserves more. You deserve more. But I don't know how.",-0.6200357142857129,1.375823925000006,1.9128571428571417,96.61500000000002,88.91666666666666,4.428571428571429,16.9047619047619,5.773587663045528,-0.6295238095238096,421,10,101,3,14,144,68,120,0.18,0.69,0.13,-0.9055,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,1,7,6,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,2,5,20,14,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,10,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,1,12,3,14,13,12,11,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,4,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657281279156499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841398256733417,0.3336449970670303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608785710338094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21794291469353447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338286497086616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215975657675994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3803084103247337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991388898143973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944896857540428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15083413743060992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577155991281364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26269469334468554,0.2636095905856393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KazamiYuuji,2018/03/27,"How to enjoy my free time I cant watch tv shows, movies, play games, draw or just relax in my free time anymore. My anxieties of doing well in school, getting a better job and my future keep coming in the back of my mind every time I try something ""unproductive"". The thing is I'm clearing out my responsibilities first too but I'll always have something to worry about like making money, getting a car, house or girlfriend. How am I supposed to clear these up when I dont have the power to now? 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Ever since I did an edible last Sunday, I’ve been very anxious (mainly at night). It’s gone down a lot but it’s still there. How do I reduce anxiety at night? 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I can tolerate handshakes/high fives or arm on the shoulder if I initiate it but otherwise, nope ",3.7007246376811587,6.927137913043481,4.330434782608695,77.67072463768119,82.91304347826087,8.284057971014493,33.7536231884058,8.841846274778883,4.039475362318841,104,6,16,3,3,33,22,23,0.11,0.89,0.0,-0.3291,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,12,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33611619716901114,0.4925333415382882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4015626665464164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4745911378140454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.507885308133905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EnchantedSword_,2018/03/27,"The Sad Story of my Dad. 20 years of struggle. My dad's been depressed all his life. He first started out with a drug named Paxil, which he was on for 14 years. During this point in time, he was also drinking heavily which made him very ""out of it"" on the occasions when he was drinking. 2 years ago, he stopped Paxil because it simply wasn't working for him as he was very suicidal and depressed. When he quit Paxil, he started getting huge withdrawals from a drug he took for 14 years. Fastforward, he tried every single drug cocktail ever and he's now on 400mg Seroquel (Quetiapine), 1mg clonazepam, and Escitalopram ( Cipralex) 30mg. He's at the point that he can't even communicate with me properly, he's SUPER depressed. constantly crying and missing work due to his ""fear of having fear"" , he's suicidal and it HURTS for me to say that I think I rather see him dead than alive if he has to live through this, he's in a permanent anxiety panic attack! Should I tell him to taper off Seroquel, I think it's not working for him!",4.6942362093352195,5.755320955445543,5.458925035360682,81.62366336633664,69.64356435643565,8.147666195190949,30.76520509193777,8.418075326091056,2.2804769448373405,811,33,156,12,14,264,113,202,0.244,0.7140000000000001,0.042,-0.9927,0,0,5,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,6,7,12,1,4,6,0,10,6,0,1,2,20,19,10,3,3,3,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,10,9,3,1,2,3,0,1,3,11,0,1,8,2,15,1,28,10,2,29,0,6,1,0,29,12,0,1,16,86,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10268844933188036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926401640361386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08862011246458826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178893106596049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061724353485335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12518588411937429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724886347439016,0.0,0.0,0.2993280239543936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22696544523396064,0.4030257378246576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07651367047555546,0.10478725769509196,0.09760331249351564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071273511520443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853659097684074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052355132383915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240130754468208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182383033136972,0.0,0.0,0.10229210835002547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961410873945067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591762056232148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21901947861996912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321403310194773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212355887055287,0.0,0.0,0.09231242956845537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16398953243711273,0.0,0.0,0.09685051929134987,0.0,0.12110498629570733,0.0,0.2534284084758233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012524987240491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14845592918921593,0.0,0.0,0.06754939233069936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870661175223536,0.07865026727025175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911663672024797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530067771424825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2983981756371632 anxiety,TinyMexicanJew,2018/03/27,"I Don't know who i am anymore I have some telling me I'm a good, smart person but my mother reminds me of my wrongs and says I'm a liar and that I disgust her... I can't stop procrastinating and crying all the time and I feel like I'm always up to my neck in metaphorical water, gasping for air. I just want to tie a rock to my leg and give in.... I never feel good enough to any extent. I freak out at every project, assignment or exam I get. I'm only 19 and if this is life, I'm worried at how I'm unable to handle it. College has been done before. People graduate with good grades everywhere but I can't seem to get through the week. What's worse, I'm at a public university that's kinda sorta my academic level but the student life is dreadful here unless you're in Greek life, which I won't lower myself to (I don't drink and frats scare me and there's shit ton of responsibility and payments). I just don't know what to do anymore or who I am.",1.0237151702786385,2.7723892352941206,3.463054695562437,89.35769349845201,80.66666666666667,5.863364293085656,21.030959752321984,6.8360192770164,0.369317647058824,740,21,165,8,19,257,118,204,0.179,0.722,0.099,-0.9717,1,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,0,5,12,3,2,7,0,15,8,3,1,2,33,31,17,0,2,9,1,2,1,0,1,3,1,0,1,9,11,2,1,5,2,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,3,25,5,22,28,5,14,0,0,0,0,9,10,1,7,5,103,34,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339095909795447,0.0,0.0,0.10944032060136502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192056397978298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694258266179124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1767779283611487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16469087845892175,0.0,0.1576535936059668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166287359097704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13559344195841908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16274565887216189,0.1149709476221182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16816225666708995,0.15438210859237522,0.0,0.4049502343287021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688972113931015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3410163396735906,0.0786239948088866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412186133756142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239720324723055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157104786657968,0.14052095289759298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127980804273904,0.1611225409013318,0.0,0.0,0.1465078435536336,0.0,0.0,0.16519595821595634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345476391187733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066300065170806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384163686993376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949227669871193,0.0,0.12909117223988376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343581393735493,0.1640050183371108,0.0,0.17595555378706532,0.0,0.0 anxiety,areyoureadyreddit412,2018/03/27,"To whoever posted about the ""Sleep With Me"" podcast a month or two ago. Thank you. Two months ago I did not know what it was like to fall asleep without tossing and turning for hours and ending up in angry tears mad at myself and freaking out because I had so much to do the next day. I journaled for a while and that helped but it seemed to lose its effect as things in my life got more stressful and complicated. I have had without fail fallen asleep to this podcast every night since downloading it. And now I barely make it through the introduction before I'm zonked. It has helped me so much. Thank you just isn't enough. And just a thanks to everyone who shares tools and advice to get through this shit. I originally joined Reddit for this sub specifically. And it has helped me so much. Along with medication, therapy, perspective exercises and this sleep with me podcast. Love you guys. TLDR; could not sleep due to anxiety, this podcast is the best thing since sliced bread. 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I was doing better and seemingly getting control of my anxiety, but recently in the past few months I’ve been going down hill. My close friend had a brief psychosis and was diagnosed with schizophrenia(though now they believe it he is bipolar) and it really screwed me up. I’ve been searching schizophrenia obsessively almost everyday and been getting spooked at everything thinking Im going through a psychosis. I’ve had thoughts about being homosexual which I’m not, thoughts of killing people, thoughts self-harm(which I don’t want to) and just weird thoughts. Recently during one of my searches I went through an existential crisis thinking everybody is fake and had a mental breakdown, now I’m wondering if all this is a simulation from some higher power and now I’m beginning to have paranoid thoughts about people trying to kill me. I know it’s not true but it’s in the back of my mind when I get anxiety attacks and now I legit think I’m actually losing it. Every time I combat the thoughts with logic I ask myself what if this is a part of it ? Should I go to a mental hospital so I don’t hurt anyone or attempt to or am I just blowing everything out of proportion? My doctor also just prescribed me lexapro should I just wait and see or should o still get my self checked in? Please help. 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Since I was about 7, I've worried excessively about my appearance. Every night, I set aside an outfit and every morning I spend about 30 mins getting ready for the day. I usually still end up feeling like crap about how I look at some point in the day. The worst is when someone takes a picture or video of me. Today my friend took a snapchat video of me and it ruined my day. I'm always shocked at how I actually look. My friends, family, boyfriend, and strangers tell me I'm beautiful but I feel like it's all blatant lies. There's no way on earth I'm actually decent looking. I feel like I can't be happy unless I'm pretty. On top of it, people at work are always telling me how young I look (I look like I'm in high school) and a coworker told me ""you just don't look like you belong in college"" and I haven't been able to forget that comment. Basically I don't look like the ideal sexy college girl. I don't look like a woman. I look like a little kid. How do I cope with hating my appearance so deeply? 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Help! A little background- i am an agoraphobic who hasn’t driven further that 90 miles from my home in a year. Even driving 10 miles causes massive panic attacks. I am in a band and we have reunited to do a European tour. Flying to Turkey for layover flight, and then to Germany. I think like 16 hours all in. Is there any hope for me? P.S. i am medicine phobic. The tour lasts 18 days. 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This ends up resulting in me having a panic attack and I really hate this. Does anyone else suffer with too? 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I have felt better since the concussion has healed but I am worried I won't recover from my anxiety and I have been perscribed Celprix (Escitalopram) and unsure if I should take it. I kind of feel like I can recover from this by getter back to my routine and return to work. Anyone else been through a life changing injury and had some bad anxiety from it?",5.221084444444443,6.6702084240000055,6.252266666666671,74.97457777777778,68.75999999999999,9.395555555555557,33.888888888888886,9.725611199111238,3.544422222222221,523,25,90,12,9,174,74,125,0.253,0.682,0.066,-0.9601,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,1,4,0,17,2,0,2,1,20,23,11,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,6,2,16,4,13,14,2,6,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,73,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842455564843132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6404518180793559,0.0,0.0,0.11707722999213745,0.17156102500195322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875024245650596,0.13980455678835207,0.0,0.0,0.142478241981883,0.0,0.0,0.14808617358814435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771282422886328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421495061879694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987378490977798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059186904908408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466218073145243,0.11961844283780275,0.16076768152042695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17495991554946888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743619344827683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826710537945367,0.16360445874792778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364819868763836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19063039180681127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726569996427723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763563184704666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850725691944699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258932771003246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072881393508568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189757373797848,0.17004241481396834,0.1706346282849664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Portucaelis,2018/03/28,"Freaking out and I don't really know why For some reason right now, I'm freaking out about everything. It's like a long term half panic attack. This has been going on for maybe the past hour or so. I have that impending doom feeling and I feel like everything is wrong right now. I've been pretty anxious as of late because I have a cold and now a cough that I'm afraid of turning into pneumonia and I have to be on two flights tomorrow. Now I just feel like everything is bad. It feels like when I have a cup of coffee. I don't know how to chill out right but I feel like I want to cry. Everything is freaking me out. There's also this weird subfeeling of being really happy at the same time.",0.9287500000000009,3.2061554861111112,2.7519444444444474,91.36250000000004,84.41666666666667,6.377777777777778,20.11111111111111,7.6454224807358475,0.7577861111111113,546,16,117,10,16,181,84,144,0.173,0.69,0.138,-0.6455,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,11,16,1,2,6,0,14,1,0,2,0,24,26,11,0,1,3,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,8,0,0,1,2,10,0,2,2,6,11,6,19,22,3,24,1,1,0,0,0,11,0,2,17,76,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007104943914394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142271156634927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326969885107976,0.0,0.0,0.10515079920798832,0.0767690513391301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13833412413060284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.452730470929666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183836124912729,0.3598731015170449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157199036533315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406057573899327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402100187431868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842160539138276,0.0,0.1420606172802293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30762837754599304,0.0,0.0,0.11144886660916847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651903680974644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477580583514478,0.0,0.0,0.12021958979710083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12812157704318491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135488481857208,0.12948256636778466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32264443213794275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343394485800173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698155263409328,0.12302058729444652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07427996217033576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363711107776615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769059092785654,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shootblue,2018/03/28,"Financial Anxiety I'm not 100% sure where this came from, but it's been with me my entire life. Maybe it was my parents divorcing when I was 8, then having to live on moms retail wages...or the free/reduced lunches...or the generally poor other family members. I started work in a creative field and we generally lacked the tools at my job to make my work stand out, so, I had credit cards and bought those things. It did help I'm sure, but that and less than stellar abilities to say no sometimes with a few things gave me some debt. So, when I say creative, you think ""survival wages"" and that is accurate. There was money to live, but not much more. 5 years ago, I was defrauded out of 10k by a gf, and that money plus my previous debt made my bills more than my income. I started doing odd jobs, my parents helped, and now I am not just out of debt, but have a surplus of savings. I did lose my job in August and have been doing side jobs to make ends meet until I can figure out what career is next. I also have anxiety about FUTURE things. It's not all unreasonable, but it does contribute to some stress. Things like trying to save for a majority of the next car cost, a home down payment, etc. It's hard to accept that money will always be an issue. The gf fraud situation was good in that it helped me really get on a budget and get my finances back in order, but, it also really exacerbated my ocd, to where it feels like I have to pick up every penny so to speak. You can NEVER have enough savings or preparation. How do I get more reasonable with myself?",6.089205036647242,5.454131805111821,6.858958842322871,78.68060514940801,66.41214057507987,9.920616425483932,29.27438451418906,9.325443323948027,2.257824055628641,1217,34,248,20,17,405,173,313,0.122,0.774,0.104,-0.4219,13,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,1,2,0,4,15,12,0,1,13,0,26,1,0,6,4,52,41,26,0,1,12,3,2,2,2,1,1,3,1,0,22,18,0,0,5,0,15,2,6,2,0,0,14,5,30,10,39,25,13,36,0,1,0,0,17,16,0,3,18,178,52,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523255568786658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718276911941974,0.08939256502201454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437135530351787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260907085757621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12287432292951367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401502965099967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515343378346068,0.11100663852189094,0.11981579520878133,0.0,0.0,0.09051663505325976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10127793432937912,0.0,0.05432117216683397,0.0767499014504702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16838736516256492,0.0,0.0,0.09010940363596552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962385459872152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602950756795705,0.0,0.1077637002058744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213176715971176,0.4264412832238013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07588285273879912,0.1049723252357264,0.0,0.18972998362044116,0.0,0.0,0.12018964703747248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165536418773037,0.14342424653466124,0.0,0.10793052957637106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12582381275983787,0.0,0.0,0.07897535378347981,0.0,0.08285867710525928,0.0,0.2285116687341209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385824719674095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764820383821688,0.110458649633871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708694990991687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075879170827912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10625363073059106,0.0,0.15208275499001114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306372929922856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025079887676065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28549389651347223,0.06883849953763392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07293971236699251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642448688497113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918309961688554 anxiety,Clickerz17,2018/03/28,"A Story I had a very long anxiety attack a few days ago. I'm in high school, and I had just gotten into the building, and I just feel myself ready to vomit. The day wasn't going to be particularly stressful, and I didn't know what I had to be anxious about. I ran to a bathroom stall and started vomiting (btw I vomit, it's a psychosomatic thing with my anxiety. Happens a lot so I'm used to it.) I ended up being in that stall for over 2 hours, vomiting for most of that time and trying to steel myself for the next round of puke anytime I wasn't actively regurgitating. But, eventually, I make it past it. And I don't tell anyone. I just tell my friends I had a doctor's appointment the first 2 periods, to not worry about it. But then the next day rolls around. And I have no idea how to explain to my teacher why I hadn't been there the day previously. And so I have another attack, and start vomiting AGAIN. This went on for a few days (5) and now the school contacted my dad about it. Luckily I was able to explain it to them with his help and I'll be allowed to make up all the work, but I can tell my father is disappointed in me and it's just an extreme mess. I just wanted to tell someone. Thanks for reading, if you're reading this. Also, sorry for the vague title. Didn't know what else to put.",1.7952696078431387,3.50829230147059,4.0572058823529416,86.16034313725491,78.19117647058823,7.033333333333335,23.465686274509807,7.9370924344782425,1.170043627450981,1014,33,219,17,24,351,140,272,0.118,0.8290000000000001,0.053,-0.8838,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,1,2,16,7,2,1,18,0,20,6,0,5,1,41,39,21,0,2,10,2,2,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,15,16,0,0,6,2,0,4,8,5,0,1,14,2,29,2,36,21,5,34,0,1,1,0,13,10,0,3,20,155,44,6,0.11420516780103356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10123599051009773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132983142929586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197540761714025,0.17473328154900025,0.1290193324065671,0.0,0.07985490872889685,0.0,0.0,0.10166681224455618,0.0,0.2598497311340243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36826442636931983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11689382853167278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954037632107096,0.0,0.1011518807820145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05774556432154681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714285738982212,0.0,0.0,0.08823462934491087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490542872045214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10099125271809528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654931663541469,0.12066403008060655,0.0,0.0,0.1124690854048346,0.0,0.0,0.12892373334656493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552834700056936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106797967686912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709314964899014,0.0,0.0,0.1524656726497031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429169831715592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10902175525018183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480773731904505,0.0,0.0,0.2284721466827471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311634538751248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676566806803824,0.0,0.0,0.12784333523845454,0.1616700111606886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082163385709972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992814018185473,0.10514477456299227,0.0,0.0,0.07587283883480586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659395175841368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07753781231280041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863659678655452,0.0,0.0942312239685941,0.06736116692291694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586933472417323,0.10305240046291286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314272233613622,0.11598089155271755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cookiesaresoyummy,2018/03/28,"Any Tools to Make my ""Disaster is Right Around the Corner"" Anxiety More Manageable? I have always had some sort of mild anxiety (have not been diagnosed, did do some counseling for stress/interpersonal issues in the past). I spend hours researching horrible things (school shootings, terrorism around the corner, subway face slashings), and for some reason this research gives me a weird ""high."" It's almost as if I feel more in control when I research crime and impending doom. Recently lost my cousin to a freak car accident (two years ago), ever since then I am incredibly paranoid about everything. I worry about taking a plane or booking a flight because what if it crashes? I think twice about running outside because what if I get followed and then raped or strangled? I'm constantly asking my fiance about his whereabouts if he's driving home late from somewhere. Although I still drive home late, jog outside, travel on flights, and take the subway daily - I am really scared my anxiety will get worse over time. Particularly when it comes to thinking about my loved ones. I am so scared any time one of my parents goes out of town or if someone I love has not texted back or checked their phone in a few hours. What are some tools I can use to manage these really irrational fears? 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I guess one way to stop this is by practicing not trying tonne a perfectionist. So here's an imperfect post in possibly the wrong community to try this in. Hi everyone! Also does anyone have tips to stop this perfectionist mindset?,5.1395652173913025,7.617034768115946,7.022536231884061,65.1972826086957,70.88405797101449,10.9768115942029,30.34057971014493,10.864195022040775,4.254031884057971,305,13,49,11,6,106,51,69,0.307,0.693,0.0,-0.9611,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,10,7,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,11,5,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,39,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766075120247218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16894375933549274,0.0,0.0,0.15441807493633347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268658816955481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932605898874373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110242870192009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432826976338747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877522308516139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16234450507990736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496484617391365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24896651743242024,0.21150588234246007,0.0,0.0,0.2113162610837048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3692681123421848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44981228716067606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529434284643047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465625475032391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414563928012004,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chocomintyyy,2018/03/28,"Emailing Professor Anxiety In one of my college classes I have to do a Partner project. Up until about like 2 weeks ago I was in contact with my partner but suddenly I stopped contacting her and I like completely shut down. I have this bad habit of when things get overwhelming(and I feel like I get overwhelmed fairly easily) I completely shut down and don't do anything. So things end up piling up and the situation only gets worse. I thought my anxiety was getting better but its like I completely reverted back and kept having bad thoughts in my head. So because I didn't contact my partner she emailed the teacher to get another partner. Which I do not blame her at all. I would have probably done the same thing in her situation. When I emailed her last week about the project and apologized to her and gave her my half of the project she told me that she had another partner. So i said I understand because it was my fault anyway and I just finished the project myself. The only problem is my professor said you HAVE to have a partner or you will get a zero on the project and fail the class. It's an online course and my professor tells us to email her if she can be of any help but I get extremely nervous emailing professors or going into their office hours. I usually try to face those fears but I am nervous to email her this time because this whole thing is completely my fault and I don't know how to explain my situation to her. I am afraid it will just come off as excuses. Should I apologize in my email? Any help would be amazing! And thank so so much in advance!! This is what I might write but idk: Dear Professor, For the team project my partner was originally Sarah but unfortunately due to my own problems and my lack of communication she got a new partner from you. It really is my fault and I apologize. Is there anything I can do to still pass this class? 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This past September I was offered a job with a company I interned with this past summer. The position is full time and would begin a few weeks after this spring semester. I accepted and filled out all the paperwork in October. The company requires all new collegiate hires to take part in a two month long training at the headquarters. I have been in contact with the lady in charge of this coordinating the training and dates pretty consistently. Other than this, it’s been a couple of months since I have heard from my actual branch manager that I will be working under. He is the same person I interned with. So about a week ago, I sent him an email checking in, and asking if there is anything I could be doing to prepare myself for the line of work ahead of me. I received an auto email reply stating he was out of the country. No big deal. So today he sends me a very short and vague email: “Hope all is well. Let me know if you have time to chat later this week. Thanks” I know this sounds extremely simple and to the point. Although, in my mind it seems a little sketchy. Almost impending doom like. I’m a little afraid I’m gonna get a phone call and have some kind of reason why they can’t hire me anymore, despite me accepting the official offer. Does this sound sketchy to you all? Or am I just letting my anxiety get the best of me? 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So I've started taking effexor after having nightmarish experiences with bupropion. I feel irritable and angry. I can't stand the idea of these drugs. Anyone have any luck with NATURAL herbs or supplements? Anyone stack any of these with good success?,4.9294202898550745,8.461012086956522,5.356521739130431,70.31420289855075,80.30434782608695,9.153623188405795,27.231884057971016,9.2995712137729,3.685344927536233,220,9,31,7,6,70,36,46,0.16899999999999998,0.6,0.231,0.565,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,1,0,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,8,6,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709671580339926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38143497404532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.632621228728284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26680791552012706,0.0,0.0,0.13791373741969493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228774971827346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079085660834121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930582524373632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050787283166312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,currentlyovrthinking,2018/03/28,"Anxiety hurting my relationship. Should I leave? So Im 25 and I've been with my bf(28) for about 4 years. He encouraged me to move out on my own a few years ago, which has been really good for me as far as growing up. Then about 3 years ago he encouraged me to go back to college, which was really good stress for me. I excelled for a really long time. So we got to the point last year where we were spending so much time together, i thought we should move in. I was paying my rent and spending like a week out of a month at my own place. So we agreed and moved together about 8 months ago. Before doing this we did a trial rum for 3ish months. I moved into his place, and at the same time i transferred from city college with a 3.93 GPA to a university to study BME. The city colleges are nothing compared to studying a tech major in universities and I DID HORRIBLE my first semester. The second has been even worse. Since the move and transfer i gained 26lbs and I can barely talk to him. We argue constantly and we barely have sex. I really really am trying to get myself out of this whole and he's been helping a lot. He got me a gym membership and he bought me CBD oil for my nerves.He got me a really nice calculator to help with school. I cant explain it, and i can barely control it but i cant stop being annoyed by every move he makes. And thats making me anxious about our future and if we will workout and then thats a whole new argument. Like I'm scared he doesnt want to be with me like he says and its making me resent him and be mean. Should i leave? I know I'm being mean. I'm really trying. I've been working out so much and I'm trying to read more, and study more, and have a social life. I've been spending time outside getting air but I feel like I'm driving him crazy. He's told me a million times that he wants to marry me and have kids but its like my stupid mind keeps freaking out about nothing. What can I do? 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I changed jobs as of about 6 months and it’s given me anxiety ever since. (Struggled with anxiety for years anyway). I like to be busy and I’m used to working 40+ hours a week and now I run my own business and I’m definitely not working as much as I used to. It’s all about building more clientele right now so it’s just a different change of pace. Im running out of money and even though my parents still help me out with a lot of things, when I’m not busy and have no plans for work it really just sends my anxiety into over drive. When I’m not working I make it a point to wake up early so I’m not feeling guilty about sleeping in but then I will just end up laying in bed literally all day on my phone. I’ll get up a couple times to eat or whatever but I can spend a whole day just in bed even if I’m not sleeping because my anxiety and depression takes away all my motivation. Sometimes I can’t even enjoy myself when I’m doing something fun because I feel like I should be working. I’ve thought about getting another part time job but then I just feel like I would be too overwhelmed. Ugh. 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(Using a throwaway for obvious reasons) I’m a freshman in high school and the city gave the school extra funding that they are using on a renovation and it’s making my school life miserable. The hallways are so congested because they walled off an entire wing of the school that large crowds of people are all pushing and shoving to get to classes and it’s enough to where the passing periods send me into full on panic attack mode. If that wasn’t enough for me to deal with they are closing the library, the hallways, and the cafeteria during lunch and separating us into four lunch periods and we are forced to eat in the gym. Not only is the gym too small to fit about 500 people per lunch, but it just so happens that I have no friends in my lunch and the cafeteria is making me so anxious that I have been sitting in the bathroom stall the last two weeks since the changes were implemented. I used to be indifferent to school but now I feel like it is a living hell and I wish I could change where I sit and stop having flares during passage periods. Does anyone have any tips to cope?",9.244954545454542,7.416060859090912,8.598181818181818,72.60227272727273,60.86363636363636,11.52727272727273,37.90909090909091,10.125756701596842,3.689036363636363,919,35,168,15,10,291,126,220,0.13,0.816,0.055,-0.9385,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,2,0,3,0,10,7,2,3,20,0,18,9,0,7,2,33,30,16,0,3,5,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,9,15,7,1,2,2,1,3,3,5,0,2,4,1,17,2,24,24,5,29,1,2,0,0,10,17,1,1,8,118,26,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07557861794331508,0.0,0.0,0.1255559120322947,0.0,0.0777112678285875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643713688220234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774955995804595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2351415433628433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08873578479397849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11457986373916686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725885695470288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372337446762805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296734642769578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988494598424767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0561954310177651,0.0793980251260757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08586604157368796,0.0,0.05806576076938666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09828022363615173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174249010878594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059346233142576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850106038613765,0.0542971076124928,0.0,0.09813814560001256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225592811489743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845265383975615,0.0,0.13039816513224742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15410016260749826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426983583402048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6748741697492131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919356781792068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291753310165254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085670658891012,0.0,0.13368704016482308,0.2879663296568226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914934032504256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127804850148861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,awaythrow09090,2018/03/28,"What can I do to help my wife? Too scared to take medication She has incredibly bad anxiety. So much so, that she will go to the doctor for it, get prescribed meds, but won’t take any of them because she is scared of the side effects. This has happened multiple times. She also says she doesn’t want to have to rely on a pill she has to take everyday. The anxiety is getting bad enough that it is affecting our lives in multiple ways.",3.2453201970443364,4.8649227931034495,4.583579638752052,84.33724137931036,73.9425287356322,8.649589490968804,27.37110016420361,9.23628265651192,2.251792775041052,341,13,71,8,7,113,60,87,0.181,0.784,0.035,-0.933,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,1,1,4,4,0,2,4,0,12,3,0,2,0,4,20,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,1,10,0,11,18,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,2,50,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568918119046884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133414856003654,0.0,0.3001672149531752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3276182787236851,0.11959464240127858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008071653237201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20271508660923435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050007084702334,0.0,0.11149840260337866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17348877554572764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13150096522726615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323797285511738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2179211117064425,0.19763919725309206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14422106547308788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601690930373396,0.3928376758250454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44252783701033793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439904782217207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157170156251988,0.1557252392637088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,randomcarrotaf,2018/03/28,"Anxiety when falling asleep I already posted this on r/anxietyhelp but nobody answered so i now post here since its more active. Tl;dr: i have anxiety right at that moment i fall asleep and it wakes me up again. I dont know anything that could have happened to me and that unconciously could cause this - any suggestions how to figure it out or what to do? Even my therapist cant find a cause so far... I always had problems with anxiety. When i was 12-15 i had social anxiety and couldnt even visit a store to buy a tshirt. Now my anxiety shifted to anxiety about exams and my future. I am 21 now, i study maths and i have quite good success there since i didnt fail a single exam so far and have good grades. I live at home and i dont fight much with my parents. I dont need to work (i mean i am a tutor for lower semesters which gets payed but i dont HAVE to). My most important hobby is digital drawing, i love especially portraits and the last half year was a huge success for me - i was confident enough to build an online portfolio and i am proud of how it turned out. Based on my art i love character design too, i have a hypnosis technique that makes it extremely easy to build characters and stories. I am gay but every single person in my life accepted me without hesitation. One downside is my depression, i have it for 10 years now. I take 900mg st. Johns wort for 2 weeks now and i feel better already. Another issue is a light gender dysphoria, but i have an appointment with a doctor on 13th of april to get a sterilisation (which is basically all i want). So even there is progress. Last september i had my first panic attack. I thought i would DIE. I had no idea what it was and it took a few doctors who checked me but found nothing to even know it was one. After that all was like before for some time, but from time to time it comes back. I lay in my bed, i try to sleep (i always had problems falling asleep) and i feel how i get dizzy and how my mind kind of turns dark. Basic things you feel short before sleeping. But at this point it stops and i feel a quick rush of panic. When the panic is gone i feel extremely calm but vulnerable, as if my whole body was made of thin glass that could break easily whenever i move. Then i feel it build up again, as if someone grabbed my rips and tore me back slowely, until i fall down and the panic starts again. I feel like my heart is crushing my chest although when i check my pulse on my wrist its actually quite calm. Im normally wide awake after that. Yesterday i had it again but i was so tired i just forced myself to sleep through the panic. Most tell me it must be something unconcious i cant cope with, so the only way my mind and body can react to it is when i am short before sleeping. And i agree that its likely, but i have 0 idea what it might be. I visit a therapist for 2 years (bc of depression) and when i told her she tried to figure out whats wrong with me but we didnt find anything that could cause this reaction yet. Does anyone here have ideas/suggestions what to do so i can figure out what the problem is that causes my panic? I am clueless, i was never abused, never threatened and i have a good life actually, although my depression doesnt make it too happy. But its spring now and summer is my absolute favourite season, so even that is something i highly look forward to....",2.462533039647578,4.334718370044055,3.8767349486049945,87.48391299559474,76.7533039647577,7.124434654919237,23.68480176211454,8.021203637495839,1.2413984140969163,2634,84,548,44,60,868,301,681,0.145,0.711,0.14300000000000002,0.6311,3,0,2,0,2,0,72.0,1,1,0,10,45,33,2,6,22,0,66,21,13,12,5,107,98,61,1,15,17,1,9,3,0,3,5,0,2,1,45,33,0,1,21,1,6,12,14,16,0,4,23,11,93,17,60,65,12,88,0,4,1,3,16,27,0,7,50,389,138,12,0.0,0.0656405586547807,0.10812583445787632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227170589045805,0.0,0.09219534363438787,0.0,0.0,0.03767425429162017,0.05809227710947691,0.2542874832284857,0.0,0.0,0.038737332663243855,0.0,0.09117981730270044,0.0,0.0,0.06302609092927723,0.0,0.08519916251598908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142528971595109,0.0,0.0,0.04899725906989828,0.0,0.12307498016137305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276463848627548,0.0,0.04772264365675908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17693123330739716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14314916361214206,0.0,0.057496994560412275,0.0,0.0,0.11340956227210625,0.04848136958222695,0.0,0.25971599374321114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572435480607567,0.0,0.182957609327278,0.0,0.04667732865316373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960851774035938,0.03957814353122609,0.0,0.0,0.10127014572130202,0.04712365516994037,0.0,0.060743812160298824,0.0,0.0,0.08683345751980956,0.0,0.0,0.139401986577883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048990498078209134,0.058974885159349726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656498845581846,0.0,0.0585336925196269,0.05557124000942917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250808904882264,0.05984206984916285,0.05782375079557719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057691117737576514,0.06089335538453303,0.09031763823975378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826205325340349,0.0811976890485116,0.0,0.04891967534807168,0.0,0.04652248496701649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000226702162372,0.052421312842173114,0.07396055640371124,0.0,0.0,0.06034740898359703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877119829427574,0.11187746732637972,0.0,0.0,0.05888198666665762,0.040725757667442235,0.041078784613156685,0.08545659481780031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05428074829122695,0.05315829440805688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508165410456963,0.04213459293961322,0.0,0.3900034506614705,0.06151572276385645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837359835638737,0.0,0.0,0.05237139971898012,0.0,0.10611677069424463,0.0,0.0,0.1590324508214607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11785054770889054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047311742540637816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165576752921688,0.0,0.22176212382760788,0.056473854777341986,0.04694068196932511,0.08530005593954312,0.0,0.0,0.03921277416560173,0.0,0.0,0.046317316530545535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04165429738497164,0.0,0.048422497548026036,0.0,0.0,0.12864855059434974,0.036805644697769146,0.0,0.0,0.043981825663880855,0.09691346857775014,0.06367474956077011,0.0,0.052937572299466815,0.06155201768375802,0.07522663483939862,0.12051971716537008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03267666287787114,0.04397435517588593,0.044438956529409684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06185270363503615,0.0,0.05340412562165117,0.0,0.04033223936923929,0.0,0.0,0.03935494085761642,0.060571773190822215,0.0,0.1070283581408599 anxiety,GreetingsUndead,2018/03/28,"anxiety/Panic in bed lately Just to preface, I'm scheduling an appointment with a psychiatrist to get some answers from an actual doctor. In the meantime, I wanted to ask you guys for your opinions... I've never been diagnosed with anxiety but I've always gotten pretty significant anxious responses to intimidating social situations and stress. For the past week, every time I get into bed, I find my heart beating harder/faster than normal and find myself having fearful thoughts/feelings of dread that aren't rational. It's like mini panic attacks every night for no reason. Last night I found myself having some ridiculous fear that bombs were going to be dropped on my city (WTF?). I also find myself dwelling on uncomfortable memories from my past that induce anxiety, and I find it hard to stop these thoughts from cycling on repeat. I'm not having full blown panic attacks, just these episodes of fear/anxiety. Any advice? Is this something that a drug like Xanax would help with? I'm NOT open to going on anti-depressents as I know is sometimes prescribed for general anxiety, but I do want to find a solution for this strange new problem I'm having. Thanks for any advice/insight!",7.363838451268362,8.667957172897196,7.409746328437923,69.16392523364489,63.719626168224295,9.665687583444594,34.91188251001335,9.784248007369934,3.7439022696929247,961,42,144,19,14,309,130,214,0.294,0.629,0.077,-0.9951,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,2,0,1,3,14,3,7,7,0,12,5,1,2,1,36,28,7,0,5,6,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,2,1,10,8,0,1,11,0,0,2,5,11,0,0,5,1,16,3,31,21,3,25,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,3,15,91,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.09751380212088198,0.0,0.0,0.09764697192134494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991114717916713,0.08314681260686932,0.0,0.0,0.13590682731705758,0.0,0.3057738476123378,0.11288844728549348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341774309302524,0.22736152891285502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606650627164923,0.10142324485885998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10227895737837177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588295921603033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683846903984534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373351175060598,0.05052581634310333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4566548318508988,0.0,0.0,0.10956419636002952,0.0,0.0,0.10441489321539804,0.0,0.11358101041109038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09894289742043516,0.0,0.0,0.08951447300774887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841332617986985,0.06697859409554427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05491696445364499,0.08145339499569708,0.1127213898059138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09763803346657324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706943968357365,0.09650958956042303,0.0,0.18754841109857875,0.09790670609633448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344843210070504,0.0,0.0,0.1907822097815424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101661125404973,0.0,0.09561611874384728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274103489091636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232151826415923,0.0,0.10186243329121426,0.0,0.07692826434582822,0.0988298156673349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354298788213176,0.11446541260143445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199885101866548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933044061497906,0.05826791746931815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787842022471935,0.0,0.08015497193976419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098488413078917,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MasterChief864,2018/03/28,"Propranolol dose for anxiety attacks ? I really don't know what kind of dose I should be taking for my situation, I've been prescribed 20mg tablets for social anxiety and it works quite well but when it comes to situations like getting a haircut or waiting in a line I always get a huge build up of anxiety and I'm usually about to explode but always manage not to somehow but I get tremors which is really Embarrassing and a racing heart and sweat a lot and it's so uncomfortable, what would be a good dose for situations like that, maybe 50 mg ? 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I have also been feeling very depressed and lonely. I want to seek professional help, but I want to do so without my parents finding out. I know that they want the best for me, but my mom would be devastated to find out I’ve been feeling this way and I don’t want her to go through that. I am still on my parents’ insurance plan (I’m in USA btw) so I have no clue how to see a doctor without them finding out. Any suggestions would be great. Thanks in advance, and thanks to everyone in this sub for reminding me that I’m not alone :)",3.9357534246575336,4.725523123287672,4.9752328767123295,85.39682191780824,71.1917808219178,8.305753424657535,31.723287671232878,8.548686976883017,2.292147397260274,560,25,120,9,10,184,82,146,0.106,0.6829999999999999,0.211,0.9208,3,3,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,3,6,6,0,0,4,0,13,1,0,1,1,29,30,10,0,7,6,4,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,6,7,0,0,7,0,0,3,6,2,0,1,4,3,18,4,23,22,2,16,0,2,1,0,11,9,0,0,3,81,24,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209106161708584,0.0,0.10199221379758117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673031659271414,0.0,0.09756633692626084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13384342167977248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098484231341052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305407024697065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186816943059402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289742431355451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3497026801836043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06663342029491484,0.0,0.0724828707015063,0.0,0.0,0.14061126244520206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709722693265272,0.0,0.12793116493189716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401832654738946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13857057494114255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14937114178324676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642315227248441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42484807285958304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592853843877172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163139444622782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185213265677603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348399894995812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523233198840362,0.3761265312186323,0.1012338483687882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3688266809479849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18119888737003195,0.0,0.0,0.0821303881611258 anxiety,gonzo86,2018/03/28,"Supplement for watery eyes? I have struggled most of my life with watery eyes! Have tried eye drops, sprays & anti histamines, nothing has worked! Has anyone here got any alternatives? Willing to try anything. Someone mentioned vics under the eyes but I don’t see how that would work lol",3.7310924369747913,7.001045470588237,2.984761904761907,86.64000000000001,84.49019607843138,4.4829131652661065,24.932773109243694,6.18269132825596,1.0184655462184873,233,9,37,2,7,68,45,51,0.063,0.8490000000000001,0.08800000000000001,0.5096,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,1,1,1,7,5,4,1,0,5,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,3,0,5,6,1,2,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,1,0,21,4,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157397601624681,0.0,0.19816700219796896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20375880641459607,0.0,0.23980343334696966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330650917872669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058296410996834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796132277300257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322139426884112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24690851622399496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046422510860014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3956929471296996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242960673284417,0.0,0.0,0.2070074324780172,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lemurs_on_ice,2018/03/28,"Large Anxiety About Work I work as a receptionist for one of the departments at our local University. I've always had extreme anxiety when it comes to getting things done that would be problematic if I didn't get them done. In other words, anything important that I *need* to do gives me extreme anxiety. My solution to this is to just not do the thing. I ended up dropping out of college because of this. The enormity of what I was attempting to do scared the crap out of me. At my current job where I've been working for about 9 months, I've been able to manage my anxiety but I almost feel like I'm barely hanging on. I still put off things because they are too fucking scary to think about not doing. I really like my job and I don't want to get fired. I don't have large things to do, just about 100 little things. It's hard for me to see my ever-growing to-do list and not freak out about it. I'm nearly crying at work because I'm making this stupid post instead of doing the shit that needs done. I'm in charge of getting regalia for the faculty members who will be participating in graduation this year. The idea that if I don't get the stuff ordered that it will be a big issue is really freaking me out so it's hard for me to work on getting the orders placed... I'm not sure what I'm trying to say here. I realize I'm just a stupid non-functioning adult who can't do the bare minimum needed to survive in the real world. Can anyone give any advice on how to tackle the million little things I have to do that give me super anxiety? I know I'm capable of all these things, but the amount of things on the list are really freaking me out. If I miss just one of them or don't get them done then everyone will hate me. I know I sound like a stupid kid and that doesn't help me feel any better either. Sorry for the wall of text. Please help......",4.135378590078329,4.620556459530028,5.419786945169713,83.49198851174934,70.56657963446473,8.634527415143603,27.069347258485642,8.726425361277474,1.7932664020887732,1456,45,308,24,25,488,176,383,0.17,0.743,0.08800000000000001,-0.9826,3,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,4,9,17,18,7,1,19,0,37,3,2,2,2,43,70,14,0,8,15,0,5,3,0,4,0,2,0,2,31,9,0,0,7,0,0,4,11,12,0,3,9,8,36,6,57,54,3,43,0,1,1,1,15,28,3,5,10,211,67,10,0.07943576835369236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762371348019413,0.0,0.0,0.07954344753325765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609692273699867,0.0,0.0,0.10803809289815193,0.0,0.30384072682657703,0.0,0.0,0.055543336206511744,0.0,0.06536886898897949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145269921276796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025448182959694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684268807130862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725646152020873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32516148214210017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035651297618156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185420025947943,0.0,0.07590428080701997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08033022251481903,0.056748928783894835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07343708783207037,0.29051337262061,0.22860608181150896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231769133980052,0.07842637561135307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064882421866941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967331351636308,0.0,0.08291030410071981,0.1576554859018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731164172475303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642491188590813,0.15923101683104612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053023992204939856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340487243848103,0.0,0.0,0.17670184712189052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076554649006108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299347088815599,0.08719661953881537,0.0,0.0,0.07607750800834533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985488750190067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904152950893906,0.15266576182942096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317051131313929,0.07952906180387803,0.0,0.06330002279429403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153967469240084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892183916981564,0.0,0.0,0.06343750721862383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09093494992390808,0.0,0.0,0.07486727158965148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221887584294852,0.05089923288530075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053931672411377064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04685327428479824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891509271846152,0.0,0.0,0.05642889071492738,0.0,0.0,0.051154030415809584 anxiety,nirure,2018/03/28,"Trouble sleeping alone I have a boyfriend who I've been with for about a year and lived with for the past eight months. Before him, I was in a 4-year relationship and pretty much jumped from that to this, which means that in the past 5 years I have rarely slept by myself. I am very codependent and need a lot of confirmation, which means I worry my ass off whenever my boyfriend is out doing stuff with his friends. I trust him and somewhere in the logical part of my brain, I know he's okay, but as soon as I go to bed without him, crawl under the covers, my thoughts start racing, my heart is pounding, I'm shaking and practically having an anxiety attack where I start crying. I have the following issues with this: 1. I cannot sleep when he's not in the apartment. If I sleep, it's because I lie on the couch and exhaust myself with tv-shows to avoid the silence. 2. I hate having to call my boyfriend when he's out having fun with his friends because I'm having another panic attack, but he's the only thing I've found that helps. As soon as he steps in the apartment, my whole body relaxes. Another thing that might be worth noting is that not too long ago my boyfriend was diagnosed with depression, which has caused my worries to double, basically making me a small ball of constant worry and anxiety, where I can't sleep or relax before I have been assured that he's okay or that he has fallen asleep first. I am falling apart. How do I stop worrying this much? TL;DR: Too used to sleeping with a boyfriend. I am now a big ball of anxiety and panic attacks when going to bed by myself. How fix?",6.154465408805032,5.932907716981133,6.291194968553463,81.42408805031448,66.16981132075472,9.20503144654088,31.188679245283016,8.680891452615391,2.265501886792453,1266,43,253,17,18,404,164,318,0.224,0.688,0.08800000000000001,-0.9935,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,1,13,20,4,4,18,2,26,13,11,5,1,43,43,22,0,2,8,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,3,0,18,18,0,2,6,4,1,8,5,11,0,2,7,0,37,9,40,34,6,43,0,1,0,1,18,17,1,5,18,174,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883690232659214,0.0,0.0,0.0921114636574226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18651549431710146,0.20410869565171244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035345597417892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10842981401223696,0.0,0.151356939526859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878847888681364,0.0,0.09928262413562816,0.09081418069223482,0.0,0.0,0.09136235510737788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09610883583498817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.097692644948587,0.0,0.0,0.0766009365923176,0.09026874547340402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07564940019037587,0.0,0.09751435746297353,0.1374243452439765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108940345656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08780644933017348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10539026252280356,0.05961230752369252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928266716295284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887721245101738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853261985394971,0.07870606492793271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07561069059422236,0.0,0.0,0.05936585043657914,0.0,0.0,0.19375599266181426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434764521975487,0.0,0.0,0.07098832090169496,0.0,0.13075722283129956,0.06594533903043323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06764026838861659,0.0,0.20869580262339985,0.0,0.0963096374626686,0.16980003705845936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048046398527014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09548459156489028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4450039898221786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12589952263807772,0.0,0.0,0.07435495403163532,0.0,0.0,0.10181109366068457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817100922945435,0.0,0.0,0.07060570150493438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07681264051951384,0.0,0.07338198364727108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929450322283832,0.0,0.08573167884367461,0.0,0.0,0.36127761176715695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718167036813717 anxiety,DarkMountain666,2018/03/28,"Anyone wanna play games together? (PC)/ Gaming discussion thread Hit me up in a PM if you're interested, maybe we can game sometime. I'm huge into Payday 2, have Left 4 Dead series also, am willing to learn new F2P games together if needed. Or Puzzle games. Whatever soothes us!",2.8302564102564105,5.661571769230772,4.582307692307693,77.64602564102567,81.30769230769229,7.3128205128205135,24.051282051282055,8.344100000000001,2.1661820512820515,220,8,36,5,6,74,48,52,0.077,0.7859999999999999,0.13699999999999998,0.3382,0,0,0,0,1,0,11.0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,7,4,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,5,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,1,17,3,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974962498796508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2601180305442699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4041899362089804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3737340305667732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758406894872609,0.0,0.3592895607827689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679273865435669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4474822064886463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lt_Pineapples_,2018/03/28,"In the middle of an anxiety attack I am in the middle of class and I'm having a really bad anxiety attack that is including derealization so I'm currently trying to keep from flipping my shit. What can I do to help? Edit: I'm doing good now everyone. Thanks for all of the support, breathing techniques helped a lot. 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Reading stories about dark and morbid experiences has not been helpful at dealing with my already persistent anxiety at all. I don't even know if it is anxiety, and this activity of putting words to my thoughts is an exercise to validate this claim. Moreover, since switching the lights off, the intensity of the experiences I am reading about has only multiplied, and so has the intensity of my fears. Random, inconsequential and often subjectively moronic ideas creep into my head and are causing sudden pangs of fear. A few minutes ago, a thought entered my head: 'is my room locked?' A primal survival instinct drove me to get up from the couch to look back at the latch on my door; and to my short-lived relief, it was locked. In less than a second, my consciousness jumped out of my body to rush towards my parents' room to close their door from inside (they usually sleep with the door halfway open). But, I failed. I jolted back to my physical self for a moment to grab on to the edges of the couch to stop myself from shivering too much. My mind instantly rushed back outside. A split second relief from realising that my brother locks his room from the inside before sleeping was followed by a rush towards the main gate. I remembered at that instant that my father locks the door at night before feeding the fish in our aquarium, which is placed adjacent to the door. I decided to place my faith in my father as my heartbeat finally started to descend. I feel scared of my own fears. I am aware enough of my rationality to understand the ridiculousness of my fears; and yet the idea of those fears coming true is unimaginably horrifying. I try looking within myself for support every time I come across such a fear; but all I can find is a black hole that begins to swallow even the last of my hope; and the struggle to escape from that mental hope swallowing black hole becomes a life or death situation. Every time such a fear pops up in my head, the thought of it coming true immediately transports me to a dark, dark world; like standing in a dark, empty infinite space, unable to see or hear a soul, forever. Maybe this is what anxiety feels like. Maybe it is a fear of an abstractness within our mind which we cannot control and which gives birth to intangible feelings like love, and grief. I don't know.",8.99009943181818,8.011233979910719,8.603157467532471,69.65206980519483,60.76339285714286,11.716883116883118,38.22077922077922,10.832165505486646,4.12105,1925,80,336,40,22,617,235,448,0.12,0.795,0.085,-0.8579,2,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,3,0,2,4,14,27,3,10,37,0,22,12,6,2,4,56,48,17,2,3,6,4,4,3,0,0,2,1,11,1,17,20,3,2,15,3,0,12,4,15,0,4,8,11,46,12,71,40,8,65,2,2,5,1,16,31,0,8,24,233,63,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06035802085458821,0.0,0.06818268820735399,0.0,0.07513943662096348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083558425928224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746264649468801,0.0,0.15707191681200508,0.0,0.0,0.07520048424434568,0.1158798106323783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756330714789145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994758510489257,0.0,0.17596152105595392,0.0,0.0,0.07636916027813277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07019820045834939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035557278187883,0.0,0.08994611854151173,0.0,0.11473817764879925,0.0,0.0,0.1998163957216664,0.0,0.612964936388609,0.10328563857629973,0.09728757395776337,0.0,0.07458969210822583,0.06223338130931675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03557441753932394,0.06531850488351854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096411473003436,0.0,0.076742816229021,0.0,0.04563955196767675,0.0,0.0,0.13525823842561954,0.06705531667302017,0.0,0.0,0.1537315207126297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484139334169522,0.05550275433591288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04809425490087557,0.09979657297813922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11435755427377772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061454233831952726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368118939571282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861909633702258,0.0,0.13750376351198754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050054269952445316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389821681370747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05178580854302501,0.0,0.0,0.0756063182098495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422799268650583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844964689390598,0.0,0.0,0.13621762897449294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672310439222576,0.0,0.07713313647198881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681703571137021,0.0,0.05425922375186485,0.0,0.0710331249182897,0.0,0.0,0.11265014559259212,0.07653644928098716,0.13627912465049824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04819472727056015,0.0,0.0,0.05692661347209721,0.0,0.07118285781886459,0.0,0.0,0.07726816569116708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16216848752757967,0.07940810592696977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04622890405886182,0.0,0.06651441541078383,0.07088449551639228,0.0,0.0,0.07499194293208193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NotGonnaCooment,2018/03/28,"I've normalised my sleep shedule and feel awful For the longest time i've been following the healthiest, most responsible sleep schedule of them all: stare into the screen until i'm absolutely exhausted. Usually what would happen is that i'm too excited to sleep, waste my night on video games, get tired right when i'm supposed to get up, drag myself through the next day (hating every waking moment and every conceivable aspect of existence) and collapse into the void to repeat cycle the next day. Well for the last week i miraculously kept a normal timing and for some reason anxiety shot through the roof. Like ""slightly unfriendly interaction of two strangers got me scared"" levels of anxiety. Or ""memories of past missteps flood, causing me to grimace in the middle of bus commute"" levels. Or even ""i fantasize about future, without losing track of the fact that this is wild fantasy, yet still have a mild emotional breakdown"" levels. [Fuck this shit.](https://media.makeameme.org/created/existence-is-pain.jpg)",9.089286469344607,10.646500645348835,8.13957716701903,64.55595137420721,59.98837209302327,11.138266384778014,37.7293868921776,11.022393298168332,4.781027906976745,829,38,115,21,11,257,120,172,0.14800000000000002,0.779,0.073,-0.914,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,2,1,12,1,5,7,4,2,2,19,17,8,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,5,1,1,3,3,8,3,24,13,3,30,0,1,2,1,3,10,1,4,20,70,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256102618546826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148020612464594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19019669962908006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658706446348323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09739476035054008,0.0,0.2484798120555938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0745593041694073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632274373388495,0.15408166253459646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1179358051658996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039681260935068,0.0,0.0,0.1455844590255517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12019812627815213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204063548723529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16496802432683785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136469692347432,0.1383795457616262,0.14447774243746153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690593742512046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14076555154121048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161160423600234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12592850998258145,0.0,0.0,0.14763139759133762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151363738750847,0.0,0.0,0.4426941229261934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776032104454327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719681420844897,0.16948152625776686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14404524961907672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162404391173826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828208559687994,0.0,0.13258264437900869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14214445728099512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10475008521183586,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DanteDeLaRocha,2018/03/28,"My experience: lexapro to Trintellix Standard disclaimer: talk to your doctor before making any changes to your SSRI medication. I am a 40-year-old male who has been on Lexapro for a few years. I ended up at 15mg for best anxiety control. I wanted to share my experience switching to Trintellix in the hopes that it may help someone else. The only downside I have found so far is it is EXPENSIVE. Lexapro: Overall I was happy on Lexapro, it controlled my anxiety well and helped with depression. I never had to use benzos once I was at a good level. Really the only complaint I had was the sexual side-effect: having an orgasm was like pushing a very large rock up a very large hill. Secondary to that (which I now realize may have been Lexapro) was difficulty waking up. I tried taking Lexapro at all different times: in the morning, before bed, at dinner time and I couldn't seem to shake tiredness when waking up no matter how much sleep I got. On the weekends I felt like I could go back to sleep and sleep forever. There was never an ""I'm done sleeping"" feeling. Transition: My doctor decided to start me off on Trintellix 10mg. Unfortunately you can't switch SSRIs directly, so he came up with a transition dosage: 4 days of 10mg Lexapro and 5mg Trintellix, and another 4 days of 5mg Lexpro and 5 mg Trintellix. 10mg of Trintellix after that. The transition was fine for me, no side effects. However, the week or two following I had bad light-headedness and head buzzing. It felt as if I had gone off of Lexapro cold-turkey. Thankfully those side-effects went away. Based on my experience, I would suggest lengthening the transition period to avoid those effects. Trintellix: The sexual side effects have almost completely dissapeared. I was worried it was just me getting older as well but that doesn't seem to be the case. I'm very thankful! My mornings are much easier (I kept taking Trintellix at night). I can feel when I have slept enough that it's time to get up. I haven't had any noticeable side effects after the transition period, nor any flare-ups of anxiety or depression. Sometimes I can feel anxiety creeping in but I am able to identify it and work with it. I think I would like to stay at this dose. The only down side I've found is the price. I am on a high deductible plan so we pay 100% up to a point. Even with the $100 off coupon, I'm still paying about $280 a month for Trintellix. We have a medical savings account with money set aside, otherwise I probably would not have attempted it. I'm not sure how well insurance companies cover it, but if you are able to get it for a decent price and have been having side effects I would suggest giving it a try. Maybe with coverage and a coupon it would be reasonable. I feared the switch and the related side effects but I'm glad I did. **TLDR: Really like Trintellix to avoid sexual side effects but it is very expensive.**",3.3830249480249464,5.741032909909912,4.7097972972973,80.30561070686072,75.75675675675676,8.665627165627166,28.51091476091476,9.316499836019103,2.875268191268192,2295,99,420,61,52,759,252,555,0.077,0.8270000000000001,0.096,0.8825,2,2,0,0,0,0,77.0,2,4,0,13,18,25,0,4,32,0,54,15,9,14,4,80,90,30,0,11,12,0,5,4,0,7,5,0,1,1,24,20,1,5,20,2,10,7,11,7,3,1,29,5,46,18,66,50,6,71,0,2,0,1,16,38,0,10,28,272,70,5,0.14784726106772686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402383773335737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081181113699696,0.0775153721348394,0.22620550008212376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06945368430367661,0.056842708847146976,0.061723143703665724,0.0,0.0,0.1258071297033162,0.0,0.0775782895197186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454893985086022,0.0,0.0,0.07820139918121673,0.0,0.07750752015882859,0.0,0.1658232749952364,0.059022003760727075,0.0,0.0,0.0953492522899454,0.0,0.12734062931491927,0.0,0.0,0.07723446006516553,0.0,0.15132793652768414,0.0,0.07564953977246555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06175370763795561,0.0,0.06547439495699743,0.07638287137352111,0.0,0.04882586077725271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21693448648405775,0.0,0.08318463634324375,0.11213402626348157,0.0,0.14195655617166875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621068905810273,0.0,0.0,0.11586613760583253,0.07091428240228265,0.04201250280312875,0.06200363400890959,0.05912348039009764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869307930762186,0.0,0.0,0.07586697189566921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909890260718847,0.0781043743479795,0.0,0.07342284498133006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444614074081473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0493445974077524,0.0,0.07426622288253698,0.0,0.0,0.14894056120499136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05900513661955587,0.0,0.10868474840866847,0.0,0.1140289222299626,0.0,0.0,0.06937231953196303,0.0,0.0,0.0841625433253277,0.0775704149521561,0.07872625391225857,0.0,0.16866675644212006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988172508350347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797021767426523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471474128547132,0.076005804152091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345945937212694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959080691830045,0.0,0.0626352522600942,0.0,0.07311236082032922,0.0,0.05232352617470679,0.07879275429708113,0.059035506835389724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06967214692793428,0.0,0.11116274050426593,0.0594170140457631,0.0,0.13611789408518618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04736727754072447,0.0,0.0,0.129316390327155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10037858531588498,0.0,0.07221264550795367,0.0,0.0,0.06384628190092224,0.0,0.2439789483972911,0.043602072584096735,0.0,0.059297077409609586,0.0,0.19939866516321034,0.0685279461140538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381728345484296,0.07507303514555652,0.0,0.2625661307934054,0.0,0.0,0.09520878876475414 anxiety,FederalCatastrophe,2018/03/28,"This feels really bad I'm sorry if this is the wrong place, I just can't think of anything else right now. Today I found out the girl at my workplace I've had a huge crush on for months is in a new relationship. (She mentioned it casually during lunch.) It didn't really hit that hard immediately, it was just a painful sting, but in the hours that followed I started feeling increasingly worse, I started sweating, my heart rate is up, there's this constant sense of pressure in my chest and my hands are shaking. I do not know if this would classify as an anxiety attack, I would guess the onset was not rapid enough, but it sure feels horrible and I have no idea what to do about it. I can't go to sleep, I can't even take a walk around the block because of the pouring rain outside. Since I am in the unfortunate situation of having literally zero friends or close acquaintances, I have no one to talk to either. Of course it was the stupid kind of crush socially inept people like me are prone to develop. Where you don't really know enough about the other person to truly fall in love but wishful thinking fills in the blanks. I know intellectually I need to get over it and that this too shall pass, but right now I just want to roll up into a ball and die. (I don't think I am suicidal though.) I hope writing it down will at least provide some sort of relief...",5.254154411764706,5.674841106617649,5.920588235294119,81.11264705882354,68.08088235294117,9.047058823529412,28.867647058823533,9.007467420416297,2.092773529411765,1079,35,221,18,17,352,164,272,0.182,0.693,0.125,-0.9385,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,0,13,15,2,2,16,0,26,8,5,0,1,44,50,13,2,8,13,0,5,1,1,4,1,0,0,2,18,8,1,1,11,2,0,8,10,7,0,2,6,5,24,8,35,39,6,39,0,0,0,1,11,22,0,7,10,151,42,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955480027020322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278189063102046,0.11118729946505068,0.0,0.14209155000361834,0.0,0.0,0.10428611327725774,0.07613775686387675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497230889741724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12962626996502324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433775345179028,0.0,0.0,0.25810975587195023,0.0,0.08249513784201155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945927027456197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369461804742216,0.09649727319630473,0.0,0.06525498878979147,0.0,0.07098343285013183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1375912075255665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188568513104287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14800686060156446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405368018231346,0.12300114072020885,0.0,0.0,0.14099666775501185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300639182901565,0.20592498576229007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061019731794151176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11272694304429387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09969382620868716,0.0,0.0,0.09261161674294496,0.0,0.12062900206929596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463533475783168,0.0,0.13290218990762756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658979276440436,0.10905768497405983,0.13049370411094824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24004202425619986,0.0,0.0,0.13409563934129282,0.0,0.21332748808790675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331840260894228,0.14039260472277504,0.12498999796020074,0.12731961385636573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398150968437593,0.1768094380907875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662010566447652,0.0,0.11771658037509812,0.0,0.09390910323763853,0.10038972556423538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24009223970978305,0.12271341622539872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11839040323607634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07366913620697962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436286023508342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728356344842234,0.1774504642223279,0.13655832072481422,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OtherwiseHurry,2018/03/28,"I hate myself because of my anxiety disorder. Recently I’ve realized that I actually have no trouble accepting my disorder, but that I actually hate myself because I have it. When the anxiety is telling me lies about what I can’t do, I don’t believe it’s the anxiety and I assume it’s just me being stupid or weak or pathetic. I refuse to say that’s it. I refuse to be okay with myself having a disorder that weakens me, and it causes so much shame. Like when I think I can’t do something, I think it’s just literally because I can’t, not because it’s my anxiety telling me I can’t. It’s confusing but I figured someone here would get it. Anybody have any advice for self-forgiveness or self love? I really need to start loving myself again with the knowledge that I have a disorder that affects me so that I can start coping with it properly. I have been in treatment for two years and just recently uncovered this, so advice from others and perspective from others is really what I’m seeking. 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She goes to my uni, so I met her there and seen her every day since then. I forget about my anxiety whenever Im with her. I feel that the problems come when Im not with her. When she tells me she's going out with her friends I start to overthink about what she's doing and get really anxious about it. I know she's a good girl and I trust her, but I find really hard to control my anxiety toward that type of situations. She's from another part of my country, so now that my uni went on a one-week-holiday, she went to visit her family. We text each other frequently so I remain in a calm state, but all the overthinking got worse since she left. I need advice/tips on how can I control the overthinking and remain calm in these situations. Please help me.",3.016558558558561,4.620405827027028,4.847027027027028,82.27882882882881,74.51351351351352,8.825225225225225,24.225225225225223,9.3871,2.0138900900900905,718,22,147,18,15,245,103,185,0.087,0.7709999999999999,0.142,0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,13,9,0,0,8,0,6,0,0,3,1,27,18,15,0,2,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,7,14,0,2,3,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,6,3,36,8,23,10,3,24,0,0,1,0,26,9,0,0,10,102,43,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13994812612381574,0.3062976573245937,0.15077577633517392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496699536931225,0.0,0.0,0.2993813480367368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607292216873295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11244876259825748,0.0,0.11994839614639698,0.0,0.1258175183726754,0.0,0.06748316029924498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219832293651812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031135760120248,0.0,0.06972917496903591,0.0,0.07585038785393178,0.11194285924757584,0.10674296030107644,0.14714398988170765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955708919305567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08945777681798184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883269844278358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07334805419485559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500849307848335,0.0,0.0,0.06520352901361072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065292995977912,0.0,0.0,0.0989615008415166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043832778674868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452797436388315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650285458389314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12770655350853008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565004242541623,0.0,0.0,0.28657972276524296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208047876997652,0.3000371521205301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446615862983768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665298954128615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10705637655532747,0.0,0.0,0.24744401998336654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360107178160437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,carpediem3,2018/03/28,"Traveling Job with Anxiety For my whole life, I have always loved to travel. However, in the past 2 years, anxiety has gotten a grip of the one thing I love and made it hard to travel. While in therapy, I learned a ton of things to combat this anxiety but often, I still have physical symptoms I just can't get under control (nausea, dizziness, having to be near a bathroom, etc). I take medicine ton control these, like drenamine or Pepto but I still can feel them creep up. For the 5-6 trips I make a year, this can be taxing but manageable. Now I have been given the opportunity to travel for work, around 2-3 a week within the USA. At first, this excited me to no end! This has always been my dream. But with some really bad recent travel anxiety, I am scared to death of how I will be able to handle this. Looking for any type of advice, kind words, thoughts. I dont want anxiety to keep me from my dream but it's leaning that way.",3.509266615737203,4.780319288770055,4.826772345301759,84.24755347593585,72.68983957219251,8.123605805958746,25.65660809778457,8.634040054169528,1.7107207028265847,725,23,148,13,14,241,120,187,0.15,0.723,0.127,-0.1629,2,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,1,5,7,8,0,1,10,0,17,4,0,5,0,24,30,9,1,1,7,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,3,3,7,1,6,3,2,0,2,6,4,18,6,28,20,5,26,0,0,1,2,3,8,0,3,12,106,29,6,0.13197787039671313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896724749719704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21963232139365824,0.0,0.0,0.08974947758378153,0.0,0.504813548070844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174882855864739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019600906192617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960488079120331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546770811850584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168932200641771,0.0,0.1471902122668208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06673197676388509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11226030913851784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895299009656254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822624877984547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096767184925895,0.11730799522544685,0.0,0.13743464271630196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09321987291052217,0.06447772101610154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11082817165720996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23823036158623806,0.12488065206077595,0.08809625331476507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943162059494504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259878109009745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845484032626479,0.0,0.13031222508783452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321328719927529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107953955631606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717554076622002,0.09923093368970066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092819678409775,0.0,0.1753604654356121,0.0,0.0,0.10477568702381096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07784396738869498,0.10475789045670042,0.10586468684982103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734857909646046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608146149765727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699788429420643 anxiety,prefixated,2018/03/28,Do you guys finds yourself flexing your stomach muscles without thinking Just curious. ,11.518461538461535,14.940876230769234,8.541538461538464,56.97846153846157,55.92307692307693,8.276923076923078,66.84615384615384,8.841846274778883,8.261676923076925,73,7,6,1,1,21,13,13,0.141,0.8590000000000001,0.0,-0.2411,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5145154050875215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5573974191893583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36070813034720794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5426524299310638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poetsandscientists,2018/03/28,"Matcha instead of coffee? I am a coffee addict. At 21, I’ve had a cup every morning since I was 14. I drink multiple cups a day and have evolved to preferring it black. Even lattes don’t do it for me anymore- I now drink americanos with a splash of nondairy milk. Anyway. I’m noticing more and more the caffeine makes me anxiety SO bad. My heart races, I feel shaky, etc. and that’s only after two cups. While I love my coffee, I’m thinking of switching to matcha tea instead. Has anyone had any success with swapping coffee for tea? 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And a lot of times, I make an excuse to back out of what I am doing. Does anyone else have this problem? Has anyone had this problem and can share some tips on how to move through it?",4.901451612903227,6.9447462419354835,5.4234193548387095,78.26512903225809,70.45161290322581,8.185806451612903,34.980645161290326,8.841846274778883,3.314086451612904,265,14,45,5,5,85,51,62,0.181,0.767,0.053,-0.8181,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,3,0,8,1,1,2,0,10,10,3,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,5,1,10,9,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,2,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298735212208336,0.27022792452983263,0.0,0.3345084158601743,0.2450886765112447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18393004194168025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20932553976632445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998209139970206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497213205636384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20335929372996486,0.0,0.0,0.15966786338787867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542317543362079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22612132472660815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577642077829901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20267339134392928,0.36829570627865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13947944881010674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,happyherberts,2018/03/28,"What is normal anxiety vs not-normal anxiety? I’ve always had a bit of difficult understanding the difference. I’ve always been a very anxious person, always worrying about things like money and socializing. I’m told that this is really normal, so I just kinda let myself worry. A lot of people close to me have very severe anxiety and panic attacks and mine is nothing like theirs. Lately I’ve been feeling it’s hard to breathe, like how it feels when you’re breathing through a straw. My heart does this thing where it kinda just starts beating really fast but I don’t get fear or panic, just dizzy and worried about my health. For weeks now it feels as if something terrible is going to happen and I just kinda sit there thinking about what it could be and how I can prepare for it. Every person I tell this to says it’s something like arrhythmia or dehydration or lack of vitamin D lol. Anyway tldr what’s normal and what’s not? 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As of a little over a week ago, I started experiencing symptoms of an illness. I'm a 25 year-old male, young and not exactly the healthiest person. I'm overweight and have bad eating habits which has lead to high cholesterol and high blood pressure, but I noticed I had testicular pain over a week ago and went to the hospital. Long story short, the hospital referred me to a urologist who believes I have a mild prostate infection. This is where my extreme anxiety about death kicks in. I'm worried I have prostate cancer. I feel the constant urge to pee, it sometimes burns quite badly when I pee, and I have discomfort in my groin/testicular area. The urologist said it's extremely rare for someone my age to get prostate cancer. He has prescribed me with antibiotics to take for 10 days. Today is day 3 and I still don't feel that I'm getting any better. This worry about having prostate cancer or some kind of terminal illness is taking over my life. I've lost my appetite, my blood pressure has skyrocketed, and I obsess over the fear of dying. I'm unable to focus at work, so today I've decided to stay home. The only time that I actually feel any bit of relief is when my boyfriend is home with me. I keep getting so emotional over the idea of our time together being cut short by a terminal illness I might have. I find that I'm crying a lot and hugging him because I just don't want to be without him. I feel helpless and afraid and what makes matters worse is that I just know I'm driving him crazy by being so emotional and scared constantly. I feel bad being this way around my Mother, too, as my Dad died less than three years ago and right now she's dealing with my Grandpa who is not doing well. I think about her and how devastated she would be if something happened to me. It's so hard to ignore because my symptoms still linger. I've made an appointment with my therapist to talk tomorrow evening, but I'm just not sure what's going to help. What would help is if I started to feel better, but I fear death so much that it's completely destroying my life right now. I have no energy and my mind is obsessing over it. If there is anything that anyone can do to make me feel better or help, I would appreciate it so much. Being home alone without my boyfriend makes me very upset. I feel like I'm completely dependent on him to feel any bit of relief or happiness right now, but even when I'm with him I start to cry because I think of dying and not being with him. I don't want to die. I'm too young. Please help.",5.487342850287909,5.822339122840692,6.092892874280231,80.37824526151634,67.56046065259115,9.276415547024953,31.636336372360844,9.188382445141503,2.6025033109405,2077,80,410,36,32,677,231,521,0.242,0.637,0.12,-0.9977,0,1,1,0,0,1,48.0,1,1,0,7,30,32,2,11,18,0,38,24,8,7,2,80,82,39,7,8,19,3,10,1,0,4,14,1,3,2,22,24,2,2,16,1,0,4,10,20,1,1,5,12,60,12,58,66,7,57,0,2,0,5,27,21,0,10,31,259,82,3,0.0,0.0,0.06317502006627594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721591852863988,0.0,0.0,0.0670491190073504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320723275499334,0.0,0.04952444817684727,0.0,0.0,0.04526636544512088,0.0,0.05327391752968682,0.057630609688959875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621607589853219,0.1183911841422384,0.0,0.0,0.07293763860340241,0.0,0.1717666924164688,0.14135441605626428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13575327439972168,0.1399177152482203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222346529335178,0.08350140207943971,0.066742109987315,0.0,0.0,0.33593949154859043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06624320992496087,0.0,0.14564323584836095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551777249890498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569665937195042,0.2946016310229879,0.04624889184545889,0.0,0.0,0.059169425328693084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014689125636336,0.0,0.03679213842453562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724766360722895,0.0689148818509181,0.05799259700156487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2169628264905301,0.13679865567821428,0.19481269505880547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308140377478264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057542173268467674,0.0,0.06741474022357093,0.035578351534659707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371792451684029,0.031627752119828316,0.0648845558292851,0.0,0.05729115687033118,0.0,0.0,0.07066925341697995,0.05503799408437083,0.0,0.06125672938958901,0.12963949804441105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867686432526747,0.06536699835654602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517986411868244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073704724488726,0.06793171684967679,0.0,0.0,0.04923622125628892,0.06888587338864202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0565267877406912,0.0,0.14212592599579715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06885690874581205,0.0647555914244632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585788027595008,0.06158073170532681,0.0,0.064814104103093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05485235864685201,0.04983853093623503,0.0640276089346865,0.0,0.13746582251245407,0.06900217148531179,0.10339981646075708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101486707705121,0.13457528994159007,0.09734994735850636,0.05203401034659358,0.0,0.05960211921563369,0.0,0.07516589172277438,0.0,0.08296308554804531,0.0,0.0,0.07549858123224598,0.0,0.12272824598930965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0534156896351178,0.07636838479383656,0.05138606854813081,0.10385795345009947,0.0,0.05820730180196195,0.060012841681729566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481038318678968,0.0,0.04713008772130554,0.13148930993083538,0.06597362648619523,0.13796420758383768,0.0,0.0,0.08337839218672627 anxiety,Shalevdrakon,2018/03/28,"Anxiety From Construction Okay first post here and probably the last. So there's construction going on the house next to me for a good while now, like 1.5 years or maybe even more. Aside from the obvious annoying sounds of shouting and hammers and all that I can tolerate (and the house being a huge monster) there are obviously people there working, and them being next door I can see them working on the house from my window. And that makes me very anxious... Once in a while I'd check if they're there working their seemingly endless work, and sometimes I'd see them standing on the scaffolding below where they can't see me and I'd close the shutters. Sometimes I'd see them on the scaffolding in front of me or in the house itself and I'd close the shutters. And that makes a lot of noise which doesn't help... And sometimes they're not even there yet I still continuously check outside the window... And what will I do when there are people living there? I can't just look out if there's someone there because for some stupid reason I'm afraid someone sees me playing video games, oh no! My father told me they can't see through the shutters but IDK if I believe him, I think he said it just so I leave the window open for air...",3.732479338842978,5.613526917355377,3.9033801652892564,88.62870661157027,73.21487603305785,6.823471074380167,26.149586776859504,7.554174236665415,1.2814257851239668,982,34,196,12,20,303,126,242,0.053,0.911,0.036000000000000004,-0.5741,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,7,5,21,7,2,1,17,1,12,0,0,3,3,35,27,23,0,3,9,1,0,1,0,1,0,3,4,0,7,16,0,0,3,3,2,2,6,3,0,1,2,10,24,4,20,22,4,31,0,0,7,0,14,15,0,8,13,128,31,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877940052059455,0.11633806190157744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277563814100974,0.0,0.0,0.11602316948682467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360346071351057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759471581127165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058525894091853464,0.08637471883834641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902530784449347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.475300268311089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08394242579258825,0.0,0.1090409264862592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031081503254125,0.0,0.09093320635338636,0.0,0.08647724449268615,0.0,0.0,0.08754989382899944,0.0,0.0,0.13747986857265707,0.0,0.10345722832541296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21904074759976694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967031458011778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278669929826185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986263516513208,0.0,0.11102983263789916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058805676256964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795754028478404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4923702527397583,0.0937491033845337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17450920062385816,0.0,0.3055494912712485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223994264035138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0659854110991316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840178111371044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496926594360292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29988259890623153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631572884351795 anxiety,AishiSmiles,2018/03/28,"Things are getting too much and i hate it Basically, I have GAD and, in consequence, social anxiety which once escalated to the point of me getting panic attacks when there were too many people around me (too many = more than 3-4). I more or less learned how to handle this over the past year and I am spending a lot of time doing things with other people at the moment. I was feeling relatively well when I started, apart from being stressed out because of an extremely difficult exam. I spent the past weekend at an event with more than 100 people with little to no possibilities to have some alone time. I managed. It was somewhat fun, but also extremely exhausting. I met with a friend yesterday. I will meet with another friend tomorrow. Then the easter weekend is approaching; firstly I will meet with my partner's circle of friends, then with my little brother, then we will have one free day, then we will meet with my partner's family. Then university will start again and I will have to sit in lectures with other people everyday. Next weekend. Friday, another small event. Saturday, the next one. It just feels like there is little to no time to take a break and recover. As I mentioned before, it took me a while, but I have my social anxiety more or less under control. Now, however, I feel like I am about to relapse because it's just too overwhelming and way too much at once. At the same time I don't want to miss out and I definitely would if I would cancel any of this, and I also have some obligations. The friend I am meeting tomorrow is one of the few people I know in real life who also has anxiety and it feels good to have someone who understands how I feel. Also, this is probably the least stressful thing on this list. The meeting with my partner's friends is kinda important because we haven't seen them in forever and we have a car for a few weeks now, so who knows when such a good opportunity to meet them will come up again. Easter is only once a year and my little brother will have to spend it alone if we don't meet with him. I absolutely don't want to do this to him. As for my partner's family, there is a bit of tension between me and his mum anyways and I don't want to make it worse. Apart from that, spending the day alone would also feel extremely shitty, I spend a lot of time alone lately anyways (which is probably why I made so many plans at once in the first place, but I kinda bit a lot more than I can chew). University is self explanatory. I don't absolutely have to attend the event on Friday, but it's something I wanted to do together with my partner and I would kinda feel bad if he were to go without me, at the same time I don't want to keep him from going, so tagging along is the best solution for this. We wouldn't even stay forever, it just seems like a big deal because of all the other things. The event on Saturday is something I organise, so I can't stay away from that either. **Important Part**: I don't know if I am even asking for advice or if I am just venting, but I feel like I need to get this off my chest. It's a lot, I'm exhausted, I don't really want to face all those people, and I don't really see a way for me to do all this and not be completely stressed out. I am still a bit exhausted from last weekend and I don't think I will recover fast enough to be at least somewhat comfortable with everything that is coming up. At the same time I don't see anything on this list I can cancel without any negative consequences, and be it just that I can't see people that are very important to me for a long time. I also tend to feel very lonely when I am home alone, but I don't want to force my partner to stay home with me when we actually have great plans either. I could probably ask him to, but he already makes a lot of compromises because of my anxiety and I don't want to take this to the point where he can't spend time with friends or family because of me, so this is not an option from my perspective. If anyone else has been in a situation like this and could tell me how they handled being overwhelmed by having to engage in too many social situations at once, I would greatly appreciate it.",5.09673765375436,5.419544241050122,6.142016706443917,79.73062924545624,68.40334128878281,9.548779144483202,30.196530200110153,9.516144504307137,2.563489921057462,3286,118,662,65,52,1097,286,838,0.094,0.7829999999999999,0.123,0.9901,1,7,2,0,0,0,82.0,7,0,3,7,47,38,2,7,41,0,86,7,2,7,3,138,138,64,0,23,28,3,9,5,12,15,4,0,2,7,43,49,1,2,16,4,7,8,25,16,1,5,10,13,91,23,111,106,36,114,0,4,4,0,53,42,0,24,62,503,134,4,0.0,0.0,0.04421036601110016,0.0,0.0,0.04427074193217023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346074515628969,0.04999431354515637,0.2173785241669696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061616821910462874,0.09501081203415013,0.13863036232353965,0.0,0.0,0.0316777514628652,0.04641950882414329,0.03728149813584156,0.04033034489136434,0.08470662663637744,0.05154007018216825,0.0425647891683794,0.0,0.03782711637108991,0.1657021265026868,0.0,0.03855053914985144,0.0,0.04754396502584843,0.0,0.1483813649265968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805111715108479,0.047500593922413605,0.0,0.050812514916568664,0.0723434378336544,0.0,0.0,0.05843492482470509,0.04670664303385695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037845847521672464,0.0,0.0,0.046811351315415535,0.0,0.05984599638693008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04071649558915998,0.0,0.12812630922403476,0.0,0.2061644922523116,0.09709599303413663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707146227502436,0.0,0.0,0.21001148482645554,0.0,0.07100872715957021,0.0,0.0514948441448328,0.07599803050686793,0.0,0.09989608544123774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044728520186702335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088761711114236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04026845640261404,0.0,0.0,0.0746940139521327,0.03692897135876657,0.051105113247678066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031999697726828875,0.1106667236400598,0.1816268492623182,0.0,0.04009279319230148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925800625337448,0.0,0.04286793140889443,0.06048181334991778,0.18372540049522693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660760258024846,0.03359249178782202,0.0,0.0,0.09636306573390488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24123748317943464,0.09209789941482516,0.0344558871601536,0.0,0.053154719794102086,0.0,0.049060035980097935,0.08649597430723374,0.2198576056926827,0.0,0.047333248655800436,0.0,0.08565422913769072,0.05107368075305297,0.0,0.0,0.14653677698991355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051566100308312886,0.05804606385352365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830475048614004,0.041243244058157484,0.047262163238877115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184764259781767,0.0,0.13854578615455768,0.038386103396649295,0.0697547762338645,0.0,0.0,0.06413309480990856,0.14486475447380867,0.036179994295331634,0.0,0.1556874312145396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06812624355901699,0.0,0.039597869473161566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12039239514007564,0.02902910338327899,0.0,0.0,0.2377552009865011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050334635458111385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047163272093898576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0747614226960734,0.21377273738069594,0.07192073373308118,0.0363402981936193,0.0,0.040733918477329004,0.0,0.040879995750774736,0.0,0.0,0.08734326822349843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046168852356111935,0.1609140265491547,0.0,0.0,0.058348841553593475 anxiety,iheartdoctorphil,2018/03/28,"People laughing at me I was in class today and whenever I would say something these two people would laugh. I tried to not make assumptions (I’ve always been an anxious person)after two of my friends pulled me aside to say they felt as though those two people were making fun of me it really hurt. I thought I was on good terms with those people but I don’t even know anymore. I don’t know why but this has happened to me more than once and it always hurts I just don’t understand why I’m such an easy target? I don’t know perhaps it’s because I’m vocal in class? Either way I feel misled, confused and self conscious. I just really want this feeling to go away.",1.7778730158730198,4.084081607407409,2.9425661375661387,91.14083333333336,81.07407407407408,5.634920634920635,21.494708994709,6.868970318607317,0.5426931216931221,527,16,107,6,14,169,84,135,0.08199999999999999,0.7759999999999999,0.142,0.7298,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,11,0,0,2,0,25,26,7,0,3,6,0,3,0,1,2,0,2,0,1,8,4,0,0,9,0,0,2,5,3,0,3,6,5,17,5,14,18,3,10,0,2,0,0,5,5,0,1,2,68,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22547720927162146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306523037322484,0.13436975708553128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272973949538186,0.0,0.0,0.08259349826550247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948992333000075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701571603325918,0.0,0.13009172931890278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467930360246888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07700213769718164,0.11364265504611053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198134347359946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900898766109815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22338542209470766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18088136772088603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14429251864717674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3757270606899201,0.11830471615874827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17359683579416882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21549430759164576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14134570798392726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430688690869848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13311832062884188,0.1075639931306025,0.0,0.0,0.12842875817596192,0.0,0.0,0.09198887393786084,0.0,0.3970623768075378,0.14104995683877372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991556258231515,0.10754572295861126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2445174552238916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924965380207182,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fluffaykitties,2018/03/28,"Dear Students - You Can Do It Hi everyone. Just discovered this sub and wanted to share my story. I was diagnosed with GAD and depression when I was in graduate school. I was getting tested for a learning disability and after a few months of study they referred me to someone who specializes in anxiety. Once I got that diagnosis, everything made sense. I’ve likely had GAD since I was a kid. I remember having many episodes as a kid where time would literally be moving too fast - I would watch a clock ticking and it’d be ticking faster than normal and when I’d try to count slowly it’d just be at super speed. This happened to me about once a week. My panic attacks are quite different now and I now only have major ones about once a month. Looking back at my high school years - I’m shocked my body survived the stress. I was a kid from a lower middle class family determined to get straight As to be a first gen college student at a great school. I sacrificed a lot of my mental health to have a solid college application. I started to get grey hair my sophomore year. I can share a lot of stories like this where it went undiagnosed for years just because I thought it was “normal.” It never occurred to me to get my mental health checked. I only asked to get tested for a learning disability after I had made good study friends during my undergraduate years in college. When I’d compare my study habits to theirs it just didn’t make sense. I had to put in so much more time to do the exact same things. They encouraged me to get tested for a learning disability so I could get extra time on tests. I didn’t get the extra time, but I got diagnosed with sometime that had likely been affecting me for YEARS. I started seeing a PsychD twice a month. I learned so much about myself with her help during my two years of grad school. I’m now a professor. I teach part time for a few reasons, one of which is my anxiety. I have learned what a lot of my limits are and one of them is that I need time off to be with myself and self-care. And honestly, I feel like my anxiety makes me better at teaching. I spend SO much time doing class and lesson prep because planning keeps my anxiety calm. This is definitely reflected in my courses which I believe are very well crafted. I relate to my students easily. I’ll tell them point-blank that I have anxiety issues and I honestly think this helps humanize me. I’ve found that once I started doing this I’ve had more students talk to me after class or in office hours. My hope is that they can look at me and think “if she can do it - I definitely can.” It’s strange, really. As a student myself I absolutely hated doing presentations. I’d have anxiety for weeks leading up to them (and after them). I never saw myself teaching a room with 600 students. As a teacher, I do still have anxiety the mornings before I teach (though it is notably less as the term goes on), but 2 minutes into lecture I sort of transform into a different person. It’s almost as if I’m an actor pretending to be someone who doesn’t have anxiety and who is great at putting on a performance. Knowing that I’m in charge helps a lot with my anxiety. Theoretically, if I needed to I could stop the lecture in the middle and say “you know what? Let’s end early today” if I needed to. (Now - I’ve never actually done this but just having this mental trick helps me a lot.) I’m still wrapping my head around a lot of stuff regarding anxiety. My diagnosis was only 4 years ago, but I feel like I understand myself so much more. For various reasons I don’t take medication for it, so I’ve had to do a lot of major lifestyle adjustments to accommodate enough so that I’m (mostly) content. It’s a constant battle but I do overall find it easier to handle day-to-day stuff now. There are still a lot of aspects I need to work on. I also do still have those days where everything just feels awful and pointless. Right now - my sleeping habits are abysmal. My anxiety has been keeping me up at night. This is what my current focus is - improving my sleeping habits. I’ve found that picking one aspect you’d like to improve and focusing on that (rather than ALL THE THINGS) can really help. I see progress in one thing faster than I would in multiple things, which keeps me motivated. I’d like to wrap up this post since it’s getting lengthy - but I wanted to share my story. I hate having to deal with this extra life annoyance we call anxiety and wish I could see what’s it’s like to be “normal” even just for a day. But, to be honest, it’s become such a part of me and has made my successes that much more meaningful. I’m almost glad I have anxiety issues. I do truly believe it has made me a better teacher. 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It's been getting to me lately, always being tired, worried and annoyed. With me always over-thinking and over-analyzing, never being able to trust anyone, always assuming the worst intentions and that no one really likes me. I'm so sick of the thoughts that I can't get rid of, they circle around my head and they never go away, at least not for long. I feel like I'm going insane sometimes. I try my best stay sane: I work out, meditate, I've gone through therapy and try to eat healthy. Still, it never really goes away, it just becomes more manageable. Even if it does go away for a short while, it always comes back. I'm just... Sick of it. At this point I've gotten used to the fact that it won't go away. This is my life now, and I need to manage it to the best of my ability. It just really fucking sucks. I hate it. I can never truly enjoy anything, it always feels like something is wrong, that something bad is about to happen. I just want to enjoy life. Thanks for reading, I just needed to ramble for a bit. There's no one close to me that I feel like I can talk to about this, but you guys get it. 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What's causing me the most upset is that my best friend and boyfriend seem to hate each other. I've tried to mediate and things just get worse. Yesterday my friend sent me a bunch of messages essentially saying ""fuck you I'm not trying anymore"". I had had nightmares the night before about this situation and had thrown up several times during the night. Her message sent me over the edge and I spent most of yesterday asleep. When I was awake, I felt on the verge of a panic attack the whole time, throwing up when the stress peaked. I live with my friend but haven't seen her since she sent those messages. I'm scared she'll try to turn the rest of my friends against me. I'm afraid I've lost her as a friend. I'm the tension of ""why does your best friend hate me?"" will ruin my relationship with my boyfriend.",4.516753246753247,6.038041427807485,4.1957563025210085,88.77161764705883,70.55080213903744,7.267990832696714,26.191367456073337,7.7094869923839395,1.2437688311688313,765,24,155,9,14,231,114,187,0.187,0.685,0.128,-0.8292,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,2,0,3,5,22,4,8,16,0,9,2,1,2,0,17,26,8,0,0,3,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,4,2,14,0,0,11,3,24,8,23,13,8,22,0,2,1,1,21,7,1,3,11,96,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102843924555422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126510495941881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946263326657626,0.0,0.2334032752848103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284740860787325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09731528672262986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067731879748327,0.12181844240773458,0.1016383546116224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5154951672548922,0.10280621832767993,0.058099450630724886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2195816672955913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819508553283092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12139219874171232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274330560483745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20871466351096887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13047382238781174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10512363457624707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939137715281843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843380871502461,0.11133450866000293,0.0,0.0,0.10123585865536426,0.0,0.12562875980369242,0.0,0.09198901942900453,0.12499784856733875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821510926402135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775786648105338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296877826568353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22650045579338554,0.12095791571838994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10034422767087756,0.12415518869788715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332627968869174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,S_90_3,2018/03/28,"Those of you that get random panic attacks, has just talking with a therapist helped? I got a new doctor and told him about my anxiety and depression, how I get multiple panic attacks a week, I went into a lot more detail than is necessary here. Basically I get horrible panic attacks that last 30-45 minutes and seem to come out of random. Without medication this happens at least several times a week. The doctor I spoke with said I already have excellent mindfulness since I'm able to describe them in such detail and know the symptoms and when I'm going to have one. Between a lot of experimenting as well as reading online I've found a lot of ways to deal with my panic attacks. I was hoping to get medication, but this doctor seems very against it, he says we can just talk and he can help me lessen the severity and frequency of them. Has this actually helped anyone that already has some coping skills? I've tried all the stuff out there, breathing exercises meditation, mindfulness, getting lots of exercise, avoiding caffeine, getting adequate sleep, etc. I feel like I've done all I can on my own to deal with them, and I'm able to hold down a job and everything but they are absolutely miserable and shut me down for a while when I have one. Simply taking a low dose of any benzo when I start to feel the first symptoms kills my anxiety almost immediately. I'm addicted to benzos, etizolam mainly, I didn't share this info with the doctor. I've been self medicating for over a year and started tapering with Diclazepam a few months back. At the low doses I take I don't have any impairment, in fact I function better on benzos. The only downside is the horrible physical addiction and withdrawal. The only reason I'm trying to taper off is because since my supply isn't from a doctor it could get cut off at any time if they decide to ban it, or all my vendors/dealers stop selling and I could not hold my life together while going through acute benzo withdrawal. It's pretty much the worst feeling in the world. Anyway just looking for opinions from other people, should I keep paying for therapy without meds, will I see any benefit?Should I try another doctor? Keep self medicating? Idk what to do. Anxiety makes my life shitty in general, but I can deal with it, panic attacks are just too much. 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So let me preface this by saying that I have always had kinda shitty teeth.always cavities, root canals, crowns & even veneers because my adult eye teeth just never showed up. I throw up a lot because of chronic migraines, and so my teeth keep getting worse, I'll lose a filing here or there, chip a molar, just whatever but yesterday I straight up BROKE AN ENTIRE TOOTH OFF! All that's there now is a small hole with what I assume is the root. It's pain on a whole new level, I can't even sleep without waking to agonizing pain. So I broke down & made an appt with a dentist who does dental emergencies, but who also has payment plans (chronic Migraines = no job). Sill don't know how I can make it to Friday with only Advil. What I am anxious about is the dentist & assistants seeing how badly damaged all of my teeth are, and will not want to settle on only doing the painful missing tooth. I know I'm an example of ""bad dental health"" & I just do not have the money to pay for everything I need. I am beside myself anxious. Will they just work on the painful tooth if I explain my financial situation? How much are they going to judge me? 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This past week has been a nightmare for me. I keep on worrying about something day after day. I completely understand that there is no reason to worry as the likelihood of what I'm worrying about ever happening is practically non-existent. I've tried to just immediately stop thinking about it as soon as the thought comes up but that doesn't work. I've tried writing it down on paper but that doesn't work either. If anyone could give me any tips or advice I would very much appreciate it",5.665420168067224,6.898657950980392,6.2889355742296935,75.92735294117648,67.52941176470588,10.142296918767508,31.23809523809524,10.290406445055957,3.2771271708683467,429,17,79,11,7,140,71,102,0.102,0.858,0.04,-0.292,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,2,1,20,17,8,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,3,5,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,0,5,0,17,12,2,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,9,54,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1667385389706632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603486199878199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119309091428525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469834101576573,0.17890325043562574,0.0,0.0,0.1362348878970687,0.0,0.0,0.2200856268697783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15434541627833867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368470566572704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15088833981303273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166458238859173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12543334326297756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16288649967657293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543698194598736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136000175104753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853101425803765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933338983051907,0.0,0.27092374712234457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316943588227557,0.0,0.0,0.17763278270920538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407883609767682,0.0,0.0,0.13686981428606196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24844265227314544,0.5198518794080466,0.0,0.1212112944833915,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Superashie,2018/03/28,"Having panic attacks before my shifts even though i love my job and my co workers think im alright I have this weird problem, and it only occurs when i have to work closing shifts. I do have severe anxiety, but havent been thoroughly diagnosed with a specific form of it. (General physician says i most def have it) Its weird, i love my job in retail and every shift ive had hasnt been awful. My co workers either are indifferent about me or think im a competent worker and in my place of work as a cashier the customers I have to deal with are def not the worst that they could be! However, when i have to work shifts later in the day I seem to have a reoccuring issue with having full fledged panic attacks before I enter the store to start my shift. It usually begins around 30 minutes to an hour before my shift starts and as soon as I walk through the doors the panic stops completely. Things that I think about when having an attack: > thinking about how small details that i may have messed up but have no serious consequence but my brain blows it out of proportion (example: i mopped the floors wrong last shift, someone probably noticed and im going to get in serious trouble. Usually nothing comes of it) > thinking everyone is mad at me, even though I know they arent >messing up something this shift > thinking im late to my shift even though i KNOW i am not (this is a big one) I dont know why I feel this, or if anyone can relate but it sure is frustrating.",5.034699248120301,5.666500418367349,5.736573576799143,81.4945166487648,68.62585034013605,8.910562119584675,30.09953455066237,8.99025400887824,2.3784585034013603,1169,43,229,20,19,381,149,294,0.18600000000000005,0.74,0.075,-0.9834,5,0,1,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,2,7,15,21,5,3,14,2,31,5,1,1,1,42,50,23,0,3,10,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,16,13,0,1,11,0,2,4,7,17,0,1,3,2,34,4,31,44,5,34,0,0,0,2,6,15,0,6,15,158,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745531375245073,0.0,0.0,0.06165554581507113,0.0,0.0,0.07849639928206653,0.0,0.3009428711018653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250968982633443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843491292497383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595684679620451,0.0924521125894826,0.0,0.0,0.07040231613347589,0.0,0.0,0.05686699684087947,0.09090681744939964,0.0,0.08949799804226269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334301725383922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472061944209127,0.0,0.07429309086195797,0.08425708973363004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458503983432515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04606894564248612,0.0,0.050113132652953085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08683677632766006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3809860127777605,0.09203408369308767,0.17500452255651364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14537964301967335,0.07187618376837727,0.09946771805821908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15916672450225391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08460839791989262,0.1003903223246667,0.0,0.0,0.05975115019868235,0.06706273113772394,0.0,0.3103708227581476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212640248456247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506993131426096,0.08437366818675641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012204560323315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08027320772974743,0.0,0.09961513308128576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471225220668178,0.06788311359391651,0.0,0.0,0.12482454665224428,0.0,0.0,0.0737200843487571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08310596389786114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858101105318868,0.3390023213705033,0.25990094274183995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942294480995266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956620449802063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19258214708836216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640792177233252,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OK2020,2018/03/28,"Anxiety fueled my delusions this past week. Yeah so I was running late to work and was literally in a parking spot when I decided to leave altogether. I just felt tired and overwhelmed by work so I didn’t go. I then thought it’d be better to chance winning the lotttery than showing up for work. I’d say I spent like $95-$100 on scratch and lottery tickets. I don’t know what came over me but I just felt like I’d win. I had this thought that it was my last chance or something like I had to miss/quit work to win millions. I’m seriously question my thought process here. I’ve been smoking a lot of weed lately escaping. The thought of winning the lottery was so appealing that I’d almost rather not live any other way. I knew of the slight chance I would win so I literaly quit my job. They haven’t called but It was such a relief. I could still actually win because the drawing is tomorrow , but that’s besides the point. Who wins the lottery even ? Like what the fuck man I just don’t have money for college and I know I’m not going to be able to work my way through college without losing my mind at these meanial jobs. I’m either going to win the lottery or not tomorrow. If I somehow did win big I’d obviously host an ama probably. Yet it remains unknown and as I’m coming to my senses I won’t regret it until I know for sure I’ve lost then I’ll never play again period. If I do win millions it would for sure change my life positively.",1.7576625781069168,3.852748758389264,3.3853714417958827,89.09359060402686,79.87248322147651,6.123767646378154,27.05438555889841,7.237678284180719,1.3707080305484851,1142,50,239,15,29,378,158,298,0.062,0.6679999999999999,0.271,0.9972,2,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,1,19,16,25,1,1,13,1,23,3,0,0,4,47,45,21,0,7,16,0,3,4,0,3,2,1,0,1,16,7,0,0,12,3,2,6,10,6,0,2,20,4,30,19,27,18,2,31,0,4,0,1,6,7,1,8,20,146,46,9,0.10768763961474456,0.0,0.10508760213522217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783361562685297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07323128770453748,0.0,0.08238074955124818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564538558861421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524096609603186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996112024655956,0.1231659714047368,0.0,0.0,0.1139192438409522,0.09276336621284063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08597981760938682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112667033922107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2067940434143336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955548756832464,0.0,0.0,0.18360410176706435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137267316845017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17754693137156238,0.0877797991638139,0.24295269605770997,0.11402566148434035,0.0,0.0,0.07606296456175131,0.2104429648119222,0.0,0.09509015870883596,0.0,0.0,0.12047492329747833,0.11755377961868145,0.09155218025402076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10873381771560964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305534640329165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10280003712268278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017996271571334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610548918646098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063480184261717,0.22907812052770266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856375332870093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0829032061174898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08599948810212996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029886518120609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419678281121415,0.0,0.1237711002454084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095487175830346,0.08638052888066028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038070417462326,0.0,0.3919894209656589,0.0,0.0,0.15299641894598598,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Miss_Peanutbutter,2018/03/28,"When to open up about anxiety when it comes to dating? So I'm trying to get back into the dating game after taking a long break from it because of my anxiety, but I'm slowly starting to try it out again. Generally I'm super open about my anxiety. I talk about it very honestly with my family and friends and do my best to not make it a secret and not turn it into something to be ashamed of. But I'm wondering how to do that when it comes to dating. I generally find that being open about my anxiety eases a lot of pressure and makes it a lot easier for me to relax and not be so anxious, so part of me just wants to do that with dating too, but I worry that if I tell people too soon I'll just scare them off and make them think that I'm only my anxiety. Does anyone have any experience with this sort of thing? How do you handle these things?",7.211966292134832,4.737191067415734,8.334691011235957,74.93664325842697,65.29213483146067,11.596629213483148,31.80056179775281,10.125756701596842,2.7981213483146066,662,17,141,12,8,230,92,178,0.133,0.7170000000000001,0.15,0.8557,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,2,2,19,8,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,5,0,41,25,18,0,2,9,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,17,17,0,0,4,2,0,2,3,3,0,0,0,0,15,5,30,22,4,24,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,5,13,107,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751308560472076,0.0,0.5484814848253843,0.16199481720301642,0.0,0.10026467430118836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11026141570796934,0.0,0.08741187414707732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15048353965059544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24704309739822625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12548537538956273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14026720448254468,0.13517944583094094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13105985207410448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11078613092387386,0.0,0.07491763748386003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689950093091035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438175230900929,0.0,0.0,0.28715055693506003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905787640644696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15528212393848315,0.0,0.0994115978630136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14356277501224465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103919880209848,0.0,0.0,0.1014952698044356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781471705489616,0.115254959144245,0.12533299563265182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905296892869783,0.09188131927204453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19471072276753704,0.1559718927153059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831536884337428,0.08457771187246024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15550507237122205,0.0,0.1456239384879116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thatnotirishkid,2018/03/28,"I'm so desperately hopeless. I'm panicking and stressing so much. Help please. I moved countries and I have to do a language in my final year that I've never done. If I fail it I don't pass high school. I'm getting less than 30% and I have a teacher that hates me. I have to write full blown creative writing and literature essays in this language which I can't possibly do. I have an exam in it today. It's stressing me so much because everything else I'm doing okay in, finally, except for this dreaded language which could make my whole school career a waste of time. I hate it and I hate myself because of it. Fuck.",1.6580586080586102,3.9192963809523844,3.4550793650793667,87.55445054945056,81.22222222222223,5.781684981684983,25.56532356532357,7.010146845296331,1.2083316239316235,488,20,97,6,13,163,74,126,0.255,0.649,0.096,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,1,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,10,4,3,4,1,11,1,0,1,1,12,21,9,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,0,1,0,15,1,11,19,5,14,0,2,0,1,3,6,1,1,6,67,26,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927803412685465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624816224569368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618144888764555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209128129156067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211054644751808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464315227890387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618194939742235,0.0826126190640353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4683404861011701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105986357100327,0.16706538403467855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055481742832246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16805947637578975,0.23247685399423906,0.0,0.12195402525429752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357131391426042,0.0,0.17825966051053718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200573623359977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3622581888866181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220265656197707,0.0,0.1498818935497171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17653842157498553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182587717554464 anxiety,SleepinessEd,2018/03/28,"Overnight Anxiety So I'm currently at work, and for some reason of which I can't place my finger on I am feeling overwhelmingly anxious. I feel as though my body is scared of something. 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Just curious to see what combinations work for people who have anxiety multiple times daily. ,7.993200000000002,10.76108052,9.581000000000003,48.63550000000001,63.8,14.6,36.5,13.023866798666859,7.0098,123,6,15,6,2,43,23,25,0.127,0.787,0.086,-0.0258,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,10,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717292188028001,0.0,0.0,0.2612861395402685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32701038060332743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3764438560285465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590630529864353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2977750297036181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809612797452261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178961424996316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720439018198549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,professor_nachos,2018/03/28,"I just want to say hi Because we all have our fair share of troubles and I wish you nothing but the best in your life and hope you can fulfill your goals. Seeing you succeed makes me happy and the world a better place. Idk I guess I want someone to talk to right now and this is helping me. I love you and wish I could hug you right now. I'm here for you. Once again, stay safe and sleep well!",-0.18428571428571414,1.9563615238095269,0.8907619047619058,103.63757142857143,88.5238095238095,3.3600000000000003,16.733333333333334,3.1291,-1.2704009523809523,304,7,74,0,10,94,59,84,0.07,0.488,0.442,0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,2,8,0,4,6,11,0,0,3,0,4,4,1,1,1,19,14,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,18,10,6,13,2,9,0,0,1,2,16,5,0,2,3,47,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784900775187765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20288245737614094,0.17098008109947516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15435412711950158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212969070145588,0.0,0.0,0.20579785152865251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958154277889128,0.0,0.0,0.192015154105369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655102822373194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744831858971585,0.0,0.12904580962405154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855003659701288,0.0,0.0,0.205884609632664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20198327585138856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33019665712384666,0.0,0.15373964572984222,0.0,0.0,0.15405484104513692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19346442350349088,0.0,0.16380348130352146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060585211944267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538715656386162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280559596588151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17382221854544253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44462797353215744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LoveMyLilGuys,2018/03/28,"I feel like I’m falling apart I barely even talk to anyone anymore. I feel like i go multiple days without saying a single thing out loud. I used to be super likeable and funny and now im too anxious to even talk and I really don’t know what to do. For example recently I was on spring break and I got to spend some time with my brother, who is my best friend. This time it was different, I barely could say anything to him, my own fucking brother. I was in one of the most comfortable situations i could be in and i still couldn’t overcome my anxiety. I just don’t understand what happened to me because i feel like a year ago I was a completely different person. It feels like I have to think about everything I say before I say it, and 99% of the time i overthink it and don’t say anything. I don’t even know where to start with bettering myself. 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Whatever I do, I cannot concentrate on anything and just fall into an absolute panic when I have a second to think. I feel so nauseous that I can’t eat. And I’m bursting into tears randomly. Can you suggest some coping strategies that you use to stop the constant cycle of negative thoughts? 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Hi, so I’m a longtime anxiety sufferer, and recently have had a recurrence of physical symptoms that I haven’t had for quite some time (tingling calves/limbs/feet pretty much 24/7 – at its worst it feels like my calves are weak and are going to give out beneath me, though they never actually do, and in fact if I go for a walk or something the feeling mostly disappears – for a time, anyway). Anyway I’m feeling these physical symptoms even when I don’t feel anxious per se, and am wondering if basically my body is stuck in flight or fight mode. Does anyone know of a way to measure that, i.e. is there a specific blood test or something? One would think that in such cases, they could do a test to confirm that “yes, too much adrenaline (or whatever) is in your blood.”",11.123333333333335,7.374352808917197,10.323280254777073,67.65545116772826,59.12738853503186,14.033545647558384,44.00106157112526,11.855464076750405,5.018474309978769,649,28,121,14,6,209,101,157,0.134,0.795,0.071,-0.8727,0,0,2,0,2,0,24.0,0,1,2,1,9,5,1,0,8,1,15,7,3,0,2,25,28,14,0,4,7,0,4,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,7,0,0,4,3,4,0,1,3,4,9,1,16,23,5,19,0,1,0,0,6,7,0,10,7,82,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.16414110289704126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438327724831104,0.0,0.12867423762726266,0.19002063132360825,0.0,0.11761090286173058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18683474753287949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817668444868202,0.0,0.13429578563541147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719489589300688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110959797127294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401923846246729,0.1201636993120958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135489582146073,0.1911863952748526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092439541040607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08217510828895061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472959700470421,0.0,0.12972792111661288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397817712897655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112212715325267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890376499701152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1660793998176948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589805725763075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34965301935049825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777719063097783,0.1652578267772028,0.0,0.1961601338253952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670221855469008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18240813216247007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948603086774022,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,californialovin33,2018/03/28,"Terrible Hypochondria Hey all! I have been dealing with bad anxiety for a little over 3 years now and medicine has definitely helped over the course of my struggle. However, recently I have been transfixed with brain aneurysms and terrified that I have one and it’s gonna rupture, specifically when I’m asleep. I’ve been trying to avoid the internet to ease my stress but I seem to be a nervous wreck! Any tips to help me out? 23 M here. 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I'm looking for some advice/personal anecdotes for dealing with an SO who has anxiety. He's always dealt with anxiety, but for the last few months, esp the last 2 weeks, his anxiety has been going through the roof. I admittedly don't have much experience with handling other people's anxiety (I have enough problems of my own), and there's been some very tense moments. In calmer times, he's explained his PoV, and after listening I'm doing the best I can. However, I've felt overwhelmed and fought feelings of resentment - and unfortunately it led to a major incident. I've been supporting him in every way for the last 2 weeks. Stayed with him, did ALL the housework, drove him (he had shoulder and arm pain), gave back massages, took care of his dog, rinse and repeat. I've barely had any time to do my own activities. He's been unable to sleep so it's also severely affected my sleep. He asked me to watch his breathing while he slept (wearing a pulse oximeter). The first night - I watched for 30 minutes. The 2nd night, I was so exhausted from the recent lack of sleep that I passed out shortly after. The next morning he's been worked up the entire time because he couldn't sleep. He says that if it were his mom, she would have watched him like a hawk all night. He's insinuated several times that his mom would do a better job at taking care of him... Honestly, I just mentally gave up then. We went to the urgent care center, but I could just not muster up any energy on my part to ""make him feel supported."" Needless to say, we argued and I left for a prior appointment. I later called and said that I needed to take care of some things at home. We fought again; the next day, I find out he's been admitted to the hospital because he couldn't sleep. I'm at the end of my wits here. I feel like I've done a whole lot to help him, and he has something unpleasant to say every time he gets worked up. He says that I should ""understand that he's coming from a place of anxiety and I should be supportive."" Except that he's stressing me to the point that I can't take care of my own responsibilities. Reddit, how do I this without losing my mind?",4.578218125960063,5.592108050691248,5.386562211981571,82.21031950844858,69.87557603686636,8.828141321044546,28.06113671274961,9.120678840339163,2.163849708141321,1730,59,347,33,30,564,214,434,0.127,0.74,0.133,0.7085,2,0,1,0,0,0,62.0,3,0,0,6,13,23,4,2,24,0,34,12,10,5,2,60,73,22,0,11,8,2,4,2,0,4,2,6,1,0,16,21,0,0,9,0,0,7,6,10,0,1,22,14,43,13,52,43,17,56,0,2,4,0,58,17,0,5,32,215,59,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056313589416429624,0.05859377110342286,0.0,0.0,0.09577388815684064,0.0,0.323219416499858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583172203691744,0.0,0.0,0.05414742252561195,0.0,0.08585283714718922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389979307168952,0.06227937484612621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190508566902044,0.0,0.35898138960438075,0.0,0.0,0.06065923827917456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562233827478958,0.0,0.0,0.04541405886485987,0.14519660921838326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07206249802314575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06236982368097117,0.07276105755451004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866112118064025,0.06728782326331964,0.0,0.06888273235778714,0.0,0.0,0.10681701528183866,0.0503069372345634,0.06761273154643048,0.0,0.06436116515314994,0.05989787674166735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036790720900983266,0.0,0.040020413994637564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047199986243840204,0.0,0.07063542232584871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06987942154952115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722012461694868,0.0,0.0,0.0765098253276581,0.0,0.0,0.06880577143682458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059133742071178816,0.07878020577864096,0.0,0.05986722715801846,0.0,0.0,0.04700484581722905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0709652102953604,0.0,0.07110253570015979,0.16494641768908336,0.05620731538871605,0.0,0.051765645177106835,0.05221437022622782,0.0,0.0,0.1497815887593213,0.1982487661195004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07493016958093368,0.0,0.0,0.07625629257147094,0.0,0.04881926972252509,0.06148665296553819,0.07357226683076919,0.0,0.06656817332703592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673809229701227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952969982126468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698404829050074,0.2239982333275167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910555397334736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35234640413328844,0.0,0.0,0.05421154426899425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505667209410125,0.0,0.0,0.08066406847053567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397299842224219,0.0,0.0,0.15883767684370895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678287288102504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053077509424755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823746174032903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733080643658558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810257583671467,0.0,0.05589486843965568,0.11297082669532925,0.0,0.0,0.06527858591377247,0.0,0.07861965726363165,0.0,0.0678808492772151,0.0,0.10253090486050152,0.0,0.0,0.10004645811807894,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Girlandhervagina,2018/03/28,"You are all my heroes I don’t think I suffer from anxiety, but i do get anxious a lot. And when I do, I’m so weak. I let it take control of me, I stop my routines and just focus on how anxious i am feeling. Lately, I’ve been coming on this sub and reading some of your stories and I just want to tell you, from an outsider point of view. YOU ARE SO STRONG! And I admire every single one of you that have anxiety and that find ways to make you feel better. Thank you, and know you are all wonderful, beautiful human beings. 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My doctor has just prescribed me 25mg Zoloft for my anxiety. I think I mentioned feeling sad in my life before but this was not due to depression (because I definitely do feel happy on most days). I heard antidepressants such as SSRIs could really affect mood and cause ""emotional blunting"". To anyone with GAD without depression, how has this affected you? I'm wondering if I should take it or speak to my doctor about another possibility. Thanks.",6.041938202247193,8.890882224719102,6.780210674157307,66.266720505618,69.4494382022472,10.742134831460676,33.59691011235955,10.686352973137794,4.739032584269665,414,20,60,14,8,136,69,89,0.066,0.664,0.27,0.9724,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,5,0,21,15,6,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,3,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,4,11,3,12,11,1,4,0,4,0,0,4,2,0,4,3,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896911236634632,0.2767784912055403,0.0,0.0,0.1264906202035823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11027594964112146,0.0,0.15393395620151562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583579733482572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444352249869343,0.0,0.0,0.1166665805066915,0.0,0.4674309055900713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703209509421664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20348997594307072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182938591034796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19257314036284784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12777616544339296,0.08837939476568824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039393977222999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589021123888905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601550618297795,0.0,0.0,0.16654990854464488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591445482515793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3487654160412708,0.1961800922022812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,detap_rettiwt,2018/03/28,"Freaking out and don't know how to explain it I'm 5ish months pregnant and having anxiety attacks almost daily. I feel tired and just want to burrow in my bed but as soon as I lay down I can't breathe and have to stand back up and calm down. My awesome boyfriend tries to help but gets frustrated because he'll ask what's wrong and I don't know... nothing? Everything? My dr put me on vistarill, which previously helped a lot but now feels like it's almost worse :/ Guess I'm just venting because I'm tired and frustrated and can't sleep and sick all the time and I want to be done being pregnant. 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Why? I wanted to do it because I can't speak. And I dont mean that physically, I can say words, I guess its more mentally. Like what goes on in my head won't come out my mouth, all because I could never build up the courage to do it. I've wanted to say so much at so many points in my life, but I just didn't. the reason I didn't was because I worried, technically I have an anxiety disorder so I do this a lot and I mean a lot, I do this, worry that is, before every time I say a word. I'm worrying about how others will react, I know everyone says that you should just ignore everyone and what they think because that doesnt affect you. BUT THAT IS JUST IT. These things do matter to everyone, evereyone who says they dont give a fuck is a liar, they worry probably more than I do, but they put on this facade that it doesnt matter to them when really its destroying them and the way they fix that is just to care about anything or anyone, because the thing is that you cant go through life not caring because thats not life, and here I am worrying about whether or not that last line was from a movie or a book which it probably was and people will call me out on it and type it in the comments before reading this part saying I stole it from whatever movie it was, maybe not on this sub, but they're out there. This is the stuff I worry about because no matter what you do these people get to you. It sucks that that is the way it is in the world these days but it is and we all have to live with it, some better than others, i mean clearly im not living with it that well. So, shoutout to those of you who are doing better than me you are the real heroes who can live in this fucked up world. And shoutout to the few people who read this you're also heroes.",4.349257715701732,4.14292717875648,5.292523090786215,87.00946046406851,69.95854922279793,8.371074566343772,25.84996620860555,7.893859768569023,1.189808650596981,1425,35,321,16,23,469,167,386,0.141,0.757,0.102,-0.9715,0,0,0,0,0,2,33.0,1,7,7,4,19,15,5,0,19,0,41,7,2,4,5,63,59,25,1,4,18,0,0,1,0,4,3,7,0,0,54,16,0,1,6,3,0,3,16,6,1,0,6,7,41,9,40,48,11,30,0,0,0,2,31,18,3,7,8,245,95,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06571938846454971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05928860516759656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05671581988748795,0.0,0.0,0.05183942727396018,0.0,0.061009744127288365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163593825060665,0.0,0.12617296230595046,0.0,0.0,0.13113911947724072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07570379153506726,0.0,0.1511784710676586,0.0,0.0,0.06386383225381617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591936329307065,0.0,0.0,0.04781325845145135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08496924939911707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17377975513412725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624649612582745,0.2125278051383842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13707986714113593,0.03873435431720587,0.07112049294501059,0.042134670308896435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08167201745134996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07608758428741537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008240151269999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04074463122391416,0.060432847555455436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.157098840021199,0.03622037112395122,0.0,0.1963972048244591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605995924724386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07516489568803879,0.07448218048103718,0.24227598319996,0.0,0.0,0.0747142630657735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0591767167418369,0.0,0.054500395552054166,0.0,0.057180252582815186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028487028915292,0.0,0.1541950941403534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700849330688073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15986788293426568,0.0,0.0,0.07452976208943914,0.0,0.0,0.14831730973852988,0.08438594860080828,0.04749508040685636,0.07622682025200392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537479039682651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487095023811309,0.08109558637285068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917958372005655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850877230850864,0.047505016112960284,0.0,0.0,0.04323080915145626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050335237324200484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874577247503889,0.11769552678688433,0.0,0.0,0.0666594978170817,0.0,0.06689854768152824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4517480331655915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Melwing,2018/03/28,"I started Prozac 5 Weeks Ago: I'm still Not an adult, but I'm not scared of everything And I keep noticing myself smiling, and actually laughing at things sometimes. Looking forward to things. Doing self care. Being proactive. I can be a passenger in a car without being in compete terror the entire time even in a parking lot. I am still scared to try to get a job again. And I don't like often feeling like I'm ""looking through a window"" a few feet behind what's happening to me. But I like it. That's all i want to say really How are you? :-)",1.7249090909090905,3.904620945454546,3.6500000000000017,86.70500000000001,80.45454545454545,5.8181818181818175,26.363636363636363,6.980632752743323,1.3315454545454548,424,18,83,5,11,143,76,110,0.119,0.655,0.226,0.9296,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,6,8,0,3,8,0,8,2,1,1,1,15,20,6,0,1,5,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,1,2,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,0,4,10,5,13,17,3,13,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,2,11,60,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.1803961453539256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16386673815250258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884765174443368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209791545671132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613974321679212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347048634056253,0.13206361956131946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658142664896632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16347059066112116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1834444680989357,0.16431156241864844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2709389516287085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104707400378127,0.0,0.0,0.15716088369131773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21046369559029146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842568968456868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700764494289512,0.37015309318461337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928487103508888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1828307111881996,0.0,0.1308444617990786,0.0,0.29525797222154365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245624793150812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779302499389183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550742402142265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903488617226148,0.0,0.14828309074607482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819790166606034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sophiv,2018/03/28,"I'm scared I will kill myself? Hi there, I didn't know who to ask, and there was no other similar experiences off Google. I have a pretty long history with anxiety/depression and was recently diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder (I). So, this has been happening for the last month or so, (fairly a new happening), but I've been thinking of killing myself? The weird thing is, I DO NOT want to die, nor do I want to kill myself, but sometimes, I get these really peculiar thoughts, it comes in waves that I'm going to jump off my apartment building, or cut my throat. It's weird, these thoughts manifest and I feel like I'm actually going to do it, but mentally, I'm in anguish. I'm telling myself that I don't want to harm myself! And this gives me so much anxiety to the point where I can't breathe. I'm just in constant fear that I might actually do something, but without it being my choice. It feels as if I don't have control of my thoughts or behavior. Is this just high anxiety? Has anyone else had this before? How do you stop it??",3.91084142394822,5.107498951456313,5.23201941747573,82.0121715210356,71.62135922330097,9.182653721682847,30.23818770226537,9.558583805096642,2.7433007119741104,808,34,164,19,15,270,114,206,0.225,0.705,0.07,-0.9856,0,0,1,0,0,4,34.0,0,1,0,1,9,12,4,3,5,0,23,4,2,2,0,33,47,18,4,4,12,0,2,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,18,7,0,2,7,0,0,4,8,11,0,0,9,2,23,1,19,35,1,20,0,0,0,0,6,9,0,5,8,113,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.2459100897878859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19277495258549465,0.0,0.0,0.0881001381503567,0.12909897172066614,0.0,0.0,0.11779032861066192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721429609213357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10853538976497627,0.0,0.13615815983718593,0.14131651955046493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10852116225944304,0.12788445690438335,0.13076515123120624,0.0,0.14440365189672089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10525445276585622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232493914631911,0.0,0.14178182511997806,0.1274158915282217,0.09001239045413607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0658283114988205,0.12086794903546863,0.1432141699990634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228377305307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312290864886306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181915414591232,0.0,0.06924473954432163,0.10270449537025414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06155584402993965,0.0,0.0,0.11150351448448292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12697549421428808,0.13366306694370414,0.0,0.0,0.10056972452045536,0.0,0.09262240402484016,0.0,0.0,0.12168883439072388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119108034372941,0.0,0.0,0.12818440022102753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071700181394945,0.0,0.1244069870381738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614512937860733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699876315487134,0.1246144049144308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053392607221696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012706426259053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370690906302768,0.08073388736084701,0.0,0.30008299364164315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22294915389706196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145675816060388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xoCherryhandro,2018/03/28,"Venlafex? I was just prescribed this today and I have never been on any other medication for my anxiety but I’m feeling awful and cannot sleep, I’m starting off on a small dose but it’s making me feel sick. I’m starting to think it’s all in my head that it’s making me feel sick but I’m not sure. The doctor said it would take a month before they kick in properly but my anxiety is just getting at me, has anyone had this problem before?",-0.7561290322580625,1.3658529569892508,1.9269247311827973,92.2903870967742,100.0752688172043,4.2004301075268815,18.027956989247308,6.079149491110277,-0.003628817204301083,347,11,72,4,15,119,60,93,0.238,0.745,0.018000000000000002,-0.9703,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,3,1,8,7,2,2,3,20,23,6,0,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,8,2,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,4,9,1,8,18,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,5,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184153799851268,0.0,0.3191262255271065,0.0,0.0,0.14584397080254027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549723983903361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21349044644516926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31639291300724875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10897443002676643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2140632334266509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784575108063008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101223847695208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664865489943778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16086973808753854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958287023264965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19840732403663308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087306126223779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952679648963585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658416144089805,0.0,0.1568261858509029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336496282325441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19770943114940487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1481692323854822,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SkyyMansNo,2018/03/28,"Today I had my first panic/anxiety attack. I've never experienced one in the 4 years i've been struggling with Anxiety/Depression. Just wow, I honestly thought i was going to drop dead in front of my mother. It was a terrifying experience. I felt my chest tighten,my heart rate increase to the point it felt like it was beating out of my chest,my breathing became increasingly difficult as the attack went on. I rushed downstairs to my mum and told her ""something isnt right! call me an ambulance, now!! i think im dying"" she took one look at me and said "" F***, im calling them now,sit down and wait for them!"" now my heads spinning,im sweating buckets and im shaking like a leaf, pacing around the room with legs like jelly not knowing what to do with myself. Meanwhile my mums on the phone to 999 explaining my symptoms to them. 5 minutes go by and three paramedics arrive! They were like gods to me walking through my front door,i've never been happier to see a paramedic in my life. They hook me up to one of those machines that check your heart rate and blood pressure and take a blood sample from my finger. Everything is a little high but they assure me theres nothing to worry about. Im thinking though, are they just saying that to keep me calm? and stop me freaking out even more? Because in my mind im dying right now. 15 minutes after the Paramedics arrived everything seems to be going down to normal levels. I tell them i suffer from anxiety and they say ""they thought as much, and tell me i was probably experiencing an anxiety attack"" They ask me to take a trip to the hospital with them just to be sure im ok,i agree because better to be safe then sorry and all that. Turns out everything is fine with me atm,thank god. Felt like such an idiot after the whole ordeal calling an ambulance for a panic attack when there could of been someone else out there who needed it more but it was my first attack and i truly felt like i was gonna die. Its so strange how suddenly it came on, i was only watching tv. I was told now i've had one to prepare for more in the future unless i get my Anxiety under control. Is this true? Are more attacks likely? I have been getting proffesional help but maybe its time i speak to my psychiatrist to try something different and maybe change my curent medication. Thought id share my experience, thanks for taking the time to read it. Does anyone have any advice for dealing with attack should it happen again? Ty :) ",2.7522395718140444,5.10869233471934,3.832045826513912,85.81667757774144,77.83575883575885,6.422099349758924,24.99495731410625,7.53845456269673,1.3616412704029726,1947,71,370,28,47,629,248,481,0.149,0.7140000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.7657,2,0,2,0,0,0,57.0,0,1,12,5,19,33,8,4,21,0,29,13,10,2,6,62,65,24,4,4,8,3,5,7,0,2,3,4,1,0,17,25,0,5,12,2,1,14,4,15,0,7,28,15,59,18,64,31,9,60,0,1,3,0,36,25,0,1,27,241,76,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056728213844869015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947767867922195,0.0,0.1776399602999811,0.0,0.0,0.04059164542268913,0.0,0.0,0.05167901710208545,0.05427123445625,0.4623015555391638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707765087921666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05134270302343531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1778342253033464,0.06639657441158399,0.0,0.0,0.061411828805714025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06511079521999323,0.04635018335572938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059849560191699076,0.050000517953507774,0.0,0.18074793401671715,0.06065248817904725,0.0,0.0,0.050802118483376964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048495399843065036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03834311706362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565214835794579,0.1135729342057974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.222957947472561,0.0,0.0,0.0987588236034789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06066005196437103,0.0,0.0989776905602361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051335618390640964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059578594997617834,0.0,0.0,0.1375849421121785,0.03891135520250737,0.06133563486914698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43894649929970736,0.0,0.0,0.05159971363277062,0.0,0.0,0.03190412607722095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0410041850755522,0.1985305736076516,0.05818383821480201,0.0,0.0,0.048749464254036284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664304254046727,0.0,0.0,0.058481768502326614,0.0,0.0,0.05861645823655179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042675254106376716,0.043045180056871836,0.08954730636799826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056879106960464006,0.05570292246616628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15735145770908995,0.044151528746246387,0.0,0.13622415978317876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05487836000902248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259039460688035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05806819214202365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991530054087265,0.05522120456706133,0.09233132798718358,0.0,0.0,0.046260312325511456,0.05284879960159699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04918767987879587,0.08938327414883851,0.0,0.06498500112586647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04853447463413768,0.0,0.06068905906177795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471377755978255,0.06033875702465313,0.1309447259428647,0.0,0.10148085662157784,0.10689385223891984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439537322300004,0.05703626912677279,0.1382615593007596,0.06770173856813913,0.0,0.05502696533683812,0.11094326927454404,0.06449844388075049,0.039413824827443295,0.06314443056970433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053815232709727434,0.0,0.06481352333198609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05895511372629812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037383895286012055 anxiety,whatevsIDGAF,2018/03/29,"Anxiety ruining my family vacation. My family took a trip to Disney world, and I haven't been able to fully enjoy it because of anxiety. I've been worrying a lot about my house, and pets, and what all I have to do when I get home, I can't really relax. This will probably be the last time I can go here for at least a decade. This always happens on vacations, but it's worse this time for some reason.",4.631807228915665,4.590243746987955,6.664722891566267,76.84624096385545,69.36144578313252,11.459277108433735,27.443373493975905,11.20814326018867,3.0773874698795183,313,9,65,10,5,111,60,83,0.152,0.8190000000000001,0.029,-0.7659999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,9,0,0,1,1,8,13,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,8,2,9,8,4,10,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,2,4,46,14,0,0.2216390342456876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18442143162525684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3391065090904736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510909809703092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178831122358575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11579724757958508,0.0,0.12596257083537282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959946660093103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22232202269067933,0.0,0.0,0.25574168769316113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18066539467807502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884295810288144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389643656966822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419876407296152,0.2278818411335935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584790064851188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462491222046444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22508519789124207,0.22586911104878735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Merryg0ld,2018/03/29,"Does anyone else get anxiety/racing heart after eating? Sometimes after I eat, usually if I go a while without, my heart will start to beat fast. I’ll feel anxious and tight in my chest. I wonder if this is anxiety on its own or maybe something else to like HBP.",3.7288461538461526,5.216507269230776,4.910769230769233,83.0092307692308,72.46153846153847,7.507692307692308,26.461538461538463,8.07648339933343,1.7084076923076927,206,7,39,3,4,68,42,52,0.075,0.8740000000000001,0.051,-0.0516,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,2,5,3,0,0,8,7,5,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,7,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534031905262286,0.22939996413187275,0.0,0.14198425039463686,0.2080589328383816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17769914562985328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4155620806946818,0.3392610928975553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026732206487787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10609045183281407,0.0,0.11540365883708195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4812540774823564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09920484298315232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040010300937539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632548330681098,0.20083149971856853,0.0,0.14372688987644186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2236418656943772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574256209865226,0.2202098723910185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JMoneySherlock,2018/03/29,"Completely foreign and terrible experience I'm a 28 year old male. This Monday I woke up and as I got around for work I noticed feeling strange. Since then i've been experiencing anxiety symptoms almost non stop throughout the day. It gets worse and better through out the day but never goes completely away. My symptoms include not being able to regulate my body temperature, a kind of an uncomfortable ""body load"" feeling in my hands and feet and head, heart beat varying throughout the day, lack of appetite, and on edge. My mind has been going uncontrollably the past 4 days trying to figure out what's going on and what could be causing it. I can't think of anything out of the ordinary that would cause me to be super stressed and i'm normally a super laid back person. I got blood work and urine analysis labs this morning and they said i'm perfectly healthy. I've been reading Internet articles for the past 4 days on stress and anxiety and stuff to try to figure out why I feel like this so sudden and persistent with no luck. I think part of what is fucking with me is trying to come to terms with how or what i'm feeling since I really haven't experienced this before. I guess i'm just looking for some advice or insight or something on wtf is up. Thanks for any help! 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For the past few months, my daughter has been getting minor anxiety attack so she says. She wants to go see a therapist but we have not gotten around to it. This morning, my son found her in our (5am) car asleep, and she got up and was very out of it. She then took a shower and just seemed completely disoriented. It’s now 6:20pm and we talked over the phone and she said she didn’t remember anything of that morning or when she went to sleep. She said that today, until now, she felt very disoriented and depersonalize, like she wasn’t herself and like she didn’t know at all what was going on or even who she was to an extent. Is this something that is experienced with anxiety? I would love for someone to help me figure out this situation. 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I am getting bouts of anxiety right now because I feel I am ruining her life (not enough attention, homebound, job issues, the works(. I think to myself, I can fix this, I will do better by her and then I think it might already be too late, which, my wife has said, it is. Speaking of wife, mine mistakes my admission of anxiety for self-pity and call to attention. So I also have anxiety about having anxiety because I might not even have it and I'm just asking for attention. 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When I see a cop, all I can think about is the fact that they have a gun and they could end my life and most likely get away with it. If I were pulled over, I would be too afraid to reach for my wallet because I'm scared the cop would think I'm going for a gun and shoot me. I also have some mental health issues that cause me to act irrationally, and when I have an episode, I would most likely be unable to comply with the cop's instructions. I've tried to talk to others about this fear, but they say I have nothing to worry about because I'm white, which is total bullshit because white people have been killed by cops too. TL;DR Fuck the police",6.491448692152917,4.935035267605635,6.365090543259559,85.55908450704227,66.04225352112675,8.677665995975858,25.91951710261569,6.18269132825596,0.8026869215291743,536,8,118,2,7,169,84,142,0.2,0.772,0.028,-0.976,0,0,0,3,0,2,12.0,0,0,3,0,8,8,2,4,9,0,17,3,0,1,3,21,26,9,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,2,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,4,15,2,18,17,5,8,0,0,3,1,5,2,1,4,5,81,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14188944508026627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666998431847181,0.0,0.0,0.3244761579119071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18226786444350485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14166215759471534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15714891846807322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3993126058846809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16402971722264986,0.09269902747879998,0.0,0.10083666114035586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18859811580513544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851891753603265,0.0,0.0,0.19629826088741767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253229417375698,0.1733651296012459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1788061179043822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17024735631197555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230065275883831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14109820273918014,0.17763680319817746,0.0,0.14138748070836474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261024484497473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273779373201026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046225192387733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18018717526123554,0.0,0.3781201812491481,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,initiation-,2018/03/29,"Anyone else feel extreme Anxiety when breaking rules? I get extremely anxious when breaking rules from any type of authority figure. Ever since I was a kid I would always get very anxious breaking rules, for example sneaking out of the house. As an adult I still feel incredibly anxious when breaking rules/laws like smoking weed, skipping class, making minor mistakes while driving etc. People get thrills from being the rebel and breaking laws but I have never experienced that in my life. It's incredibly annoying because no matter how small the rule is, I still get anxious that I will get in trouble.",7.958504043126688,9.481232613207547,7.3477897574124,69.35367924528303,62.49056603773585,9.076010781671158,39.6711590296496,9.23628265651192,4.108300808625338,491,26,71,8,7,153,74,106,0.208,0.74,0.052000000000000005,-0.9452,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,5,0,6,1,0,2,2,14,14,8,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,1,3,8,2,9,10,1,18,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,9,44,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735406668228982,0.0,0.0,0.10408268583037088,0.0,0.1170866980874044,0.6916345867030449,0.0,0.10701965311073937,0.15682299098009875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933009408765311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12785785879402767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069684451780645,0.0,0.138447059746792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547784691196954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39982474541902535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17660498381824566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810731166914686,0.07477496872683674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10216543765431822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804549390288545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610910365624096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660872306113444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444599291445232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628644953506846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10872591965455894,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Veloci-RKPTR,2018/03/29,"Has anyone here ever experienced being emotionally attached to their therapists? I have been getting therapy for my anxiety for a couple of years or so, and my therapist is a wonderful person. Over those years, she had always put up with me when I poured my hearts out. I mean, I do know for a fact that it's basically her job to do so, *being a therapist and all.* But from a human standpoint (well, my standpoint anyway), it's difficult to not get attached to someone who has always been there to help you when you need it. Over the course of the period of my therapy, I start to see her as a parent figure. Whenever she told me that she's proud of me when I make progress, I just want to give her a big hug. And ever since I start studying overseas, it's been a good while since I last met her, and I actually really miss her. I know I have to keep our relationship strictly professional. And honestly, I'm embarrassed at myself for being so childish and feeling this way. But I can't help it, y'know? Has anyone here ever had a similar experience? 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Hi, I am basically in a nutshell crazy obsessed with seeing if I’m being ignored or not, on many platforms; specifically, the Snapchat Map, Facebook Messenger, Instagram Direct, and iMessage. I have many people whom I check to see if they are active, when they were last active, and compare the time of my message/snap being sent to them with the time they were last online. If someone for example is active now, but if I sent them something an hour ago, I’m being ignored. Is it okay for me to react this way and to think I’m being ignored and that it’s all my fault and that I’m being annoying, or is it truly them just being busy? My argument is if they are busy, then why are they on Snapchat, Instagram, Facebook, or iMessage in the first place? Don’t even get me started on being left on read because that’s a breakdown waiting to happen.",8.392669491525425,6.281663316384183,8.572083333333335,73.01202330508477,62.72881355932204,10.657909604519775,39.07415254237289,8.841846274778883,3.47701186440678,705,30,131,8,8,233,95,177,0.136,0.8,0.064,-0.8999,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,8,1,5,8,1,1,7,1,21,0,0,2,1,31,35,19,0,6,14,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,6,1,1,2,2,3,7,0,1,4,2,18,1,16,23,1,25,0,0,2,0,12,10,0,10,12,96,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431573958546307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675105675758205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13733456736231128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768635592444202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086338648326327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18387015667655726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047673219024317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338978351828327,0.0,0.0,0.2259145191903813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42161297185771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441511831893158,0.0,0.21724063825317866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20798439605482294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313835945433544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617682789069875,0.1600732311915315,0.0,0.0,0.14717259902198604,0.0,0.0,0.17383722520463962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13323194849268455,0.0,0.0,0.24248912681002255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16504366955063007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876227941433984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nrsulliv,2018/03/29,"Constant Fear of Being Fired I sometimes make some dumb small mistakes at work, never anything catastrophic, but I've been told by my bosses to keep an eye on that kind of thing. I've gotten a little better, but it sometimes still happens and when it does I get 100% convinced I'm going to be let go. I'll start job searching, calculating unemployment, the whole 9 yards. It's almost like I'm addicted to the relief I get when it doesn't happen. Any suggestions? Can anyone relate? 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On monday I went to the doctor and was prescribed PPIs for possible gastritis due to NSAID use. Its been 3 days since I started the meds and they are not working, and not only that but Im. TERRIFIED. of stopping them because I hear so many horror stories of rebound reflux. My anxiety feels out of control. I dont know what to do with myself. To make things worse I have emetophobia, an intense fear of vomitting. I DO NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS. I feel like Im having a melt down. My grandma says it would be safe to stop them at this point because I havent taken them for very long and I probably wont get rebound reflux, but Im still so scared. I take care of my diet as well with the meds but it doesnt seem to help. I have eliminated all trigger foods. I do not smoke or drink, I am not obese, I do not lay down after I eat and I keep my head elevated at night. I do not eat big meals either. In fact, I hardly eat because a couple hours after I do my stomach burns and the nausea begins, and my anxiety spirals. My diet is essentially saltines and digestive biscuits. Any words of advice or reassurance from someone who has a similar experience? I dont know wether or not to continue the PPIs or if I should return to the doctor. Or if I should just stop them and wait it out. I dont know anymore.",1.1435721452940015,3.434188761589404,3.256574352799518,88.01442404174196,83.56953642384107,6.177162351996789,23.05879991972707,7.463857097105799,1.088444591611479,1154,42,239,19,33,391,159,302,0.155,0.778,0.067,-0.9822,0,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,5,2,5,8,0,3,11,0,30,17,2,4,2,63,50,25,0,6,22,0,3,1,0,4,7,2,0,0,11,17,10,7,7,1,0,1,16,3,1,1,5,5,37,5,36,40,2,30,0,0,0,0,11,11,0,8,19,164,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905096709570176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06298650116455995,0.0,0.141711974217422,0.0,0.09185666805607537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16938551616793604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443484920375632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388405083979864,0.0,0.1024850752253089,0.0,0.059733873744261916,0.09548976836616653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18960618227055714,0.0,0.0,0.4342116931031129,0.09073482426490108,0.0,0.2843279350668457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09060261383074986,0.0,0.10422610446235536,0.09366547517177727,0.06616955877412503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11199953911508426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839145260720562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297160002409823,0.0,0.09505744432677116,0.0,0.10439233053879357,0.0,0.06208293399650415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912145413275342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30014470145058936,0.0,0.0,0.08232716642815334,0.0,0.0,0.20361169567701126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04525069291994127,0.0,0.0,0.08196803037868293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061826262518619335,0.09390471460105304,0.0,0.0,0.2057655161866547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691997633432616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044361294364128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08841869180382399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0875582354956631,0.20883598682873827,0.0,0.0,0.09986276029120954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07365715883455691,0.09273131743724088,0.0,0.0,0.08432007881465409,0.0,0.1046371025912496,0.0,0.0766183195496155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847877483228044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06555870825017683,0.0,0.07396847750856547,0.2323097643028388,0.0,0.09682918593900623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06964062063282879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06153429779057532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904787598416461,0.0,0.0,0.07999613317392333,0.0,0.15284658610121465,0.05463117195311715,0.0,0.07429621209023059,0.0,0.08327878407418172,0.0858620195296933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06743030989640465,0.0,0.09439027793158038,0.06579639264978912,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,political-wonk,2018/03/29,Klonopin Withdrawal I messed up big time. I thought I had a new RX in my purse but didn’t. No refills either. Called my psychiatrist late today because procrastination. Office is closed tomorrow. Out of klonopin until Tuesday. My last dose was Wednesday because I’ve been sick with stomach issues. Will I go through withdrawal? If so how do I deal with it? I’m freaking out just thinking about it. Dose is 1 mg 2x day. ,1.6555907172995816,4.415185518987343,2.661044303797468,87.70987869198312,92.54430379746836,5.164978902953587,28.102320675105485,6.816661863887847,1.7164928270042197,332,17,61,5,12,105,63,79,0.166,0.8059999999999999,0.028,-0.9154,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,5,1,1,0,12,12,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,5,0,8,0,10,6,1,17,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,10,36,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37501238408429066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140874373003449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19837241321049334,0.3171154756981941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748125206210579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3210477833197278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250729822543472,0.3469789572845101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29707579733793155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970935466676033,0.0,0.2441949448361225,0.17936029072614573,0.0,0.29156274888448874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kaydollx3,2018/03/29,"Anxiety hangover So I had a panic attack after drinking (I always drink) which made it worse Sunday night. I still feel anxious. Just not a full blown panic attack. It’s making me mad because I havnt had a panic attack since I was 16 and i’m 22 now. So 6 years! It happened randomly when I went to go to bed. I closed my eyes and my heart starting racing and I felt dizzy. I could only think of panicking. I knew I was having a panic attack. I tried to breathe but I couldnt calm myself. I was in my bed tipsy and thinking about my own living room scared me. I went to the bathroom and threw up so much. I didnt wake my partner because if I even acknowledge to him that i’m having a panic attack it will be worse. I eventually fell asleep. I do have slight anxiety, but it was so under control I only had it when I went out in public sometimes, but it never was a problem in my life. After I got control of it. I havnt been on meds for 5 years. Well after my panic attack I have constant anxiety. Even around my boyfriend and in my house. It sucks so bad. I don’t know why I feel like this. I just want it to go away. I think I’m having anxiety because i’m so scared it will happen again, but I always remind myself I didn’t die and wont die during one, but still when it happens its hard not to think bad. Have any of you experienced this?",0.267422703180209,2.420017123674913,2.6611826413427586,91.73491883833924,86.24381625441696,4.80958480565371,18.73774293286219,6.158741222570753,-0.06286210247349855,1038,28,222,9,32,355,138,283,0.312,0.654,0.033,-0.9978,0,0,2,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,2,20,22,8,8,7,0,25,8,5,4,1,40,53,22,2,5,10,0,4,1,1,3,1,0,3,1,17,10,2,2,10,2,0,7,8,19,1,1,19,6,45,3,25,28,3,37,0,0,1,0,4,13,1,2,18,157,62,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12044862959159305,0.0,0.0,0.049219538877213816,0.0,0.22147596375096587,0.08176656654627502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06443178718942913,0.0,0.4940427128978167,0.06800153692826906,0.0,0.1208652551113547,0.13236291656339225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821493214769408,0.16235621869750347,0.057787963425621376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150233925650315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418058195915878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09561000566022132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07319300820703407,0.05170687544720496,0.06949425428973698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226819900077591,0.0,0.057887318367388425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19201094514915104,0.0,0.0648364938135117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576830798784756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08351452306984422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397770696337269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05112273945622954,0.0353602470087207,0.0,0.06391112200967057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06848583718361287,0.04831289364236386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039566920124049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053206176220521,0.0,0.055822394763160525,0.0,0.0,0.06792187334261753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04904522282724209,0.11009349882358012,0.0,0.5095201049898279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06925599495928214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14492605873798328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598718501274834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158371732301844,0.0,0.05122953854873074,0.0,0.11560236835220912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1855076634260933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04913992788575668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0426904343333672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06507653663246496,0.2012854626077732,0.06530990978663016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14751878159247475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932181500519688 anxiety,Alex_Turner00,2018/03/29,I hate anxiety. I do I do. But they don't understand it. But they try. And I love them. But they don't get it. It makes me someone else. I can't be calm and cool. I wish. I wish. I wish I was normal. I overthink. Get insecure. And I'm sorry. I am. I wish I could just be cool and calm. But even the smallest thing makes me anxious. And I hate it. ,-3.86525641025641,-3.406048038461538,-0.2846153846153854,104.82128205128208,125.53846153846152,3.271794871794872,13.307692307692307,5.46131890053228,-1.1349538461538464,255,7,69,3,18,90,37,78,0.228,0.537,0.234,0.3561,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,4,0,2,8,2,1,1,2,10,1,0,2,0,19,23,9,0,6,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,2,20,5,0,19,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,47,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12526474815611674,0.1849856425508357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073734164859285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13678823250834454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815226246130552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711003789827958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3233292749250311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778657566383707,0.0,0.21860259153391115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604356811770377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13874090766505787,0.0,0.0,0.18329951855900056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878513771706784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117234731513304,0.0,0.0,0.1704646890346458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7531963073095038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goawaymax,2018/03/29,"I am sick of this. Hey. I am a twenty-year-old female and I was diagnosed with ADHD at seven years old. The doctor prescribed me Concerta and I have been on the medicine since. The dosages have changed throughout the years. My current dosage is thirty-six milligrams and has been for the past five years(?). Anyway. I talked to the doctor about an alternative ADHD medication in late February because I started to feel like Concerta was not doing the job anymore. He prescribed me Adderall (XR) at ten milligrams. The first day I took the medicine I had a lot of anxiety - because I read about the possible cardivasculour effects and was dumb enough to keep reading up about cardiac arrest the night before. On the third day of taking the Adderall (I was feeling like real shit) it had raised my heart rate and blood pressure to an alarming rate. I was not going to put up with that and decided to discontinue taking the medication. I ended up starting the Concerta back up again the next day. It has been a whole month and I have had anxiety attack after anxiety attack because I feel like I could go into cardiac arrest at any moment. What makes it worse is the chest pain I have been experiencing and measuring a resting heart rate at 60bpm. I have made an appointment with my primary already - except I have to wait until April 13th. So, I have to keep my mind occupied with mindless things in the meantime. It has been so bad to the point I have had thoughts about doing myself in. I have considered stopping the Concerta yet (apparently) withdrawing from the medicine can cause low heart rate. I feel like I am stuck in the fucking corner. This is not a way to live and I am sick of it. 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So I guess there is a line a anxiety in my family. Today I was getting ready to go work and im suffering from acid reflux at the moment. Also I'm a hypocondriaque. So I got medicine to take for it and I was afraid to take the medicine, because of the side effects. I decided to call out of work because mentally I just couldn't go in. I haven't been eating regularly or sleeping well because of the acid reflux, so that all compounded on each other. And I just felt really bad and I did not know what to do, I asked my aunt to take me to the store to get some food. And I tried to explain what I was feeling. I proceeded to cry my eyes out. Now I always was a little anxious but this was like it dialed to 11. I really felt helpless, it was recommended that I talk to someone or a group. Just felt like people on reddit could help me I guess.",2.4485294117647065,4.1983028131313125,4.745282234105762,81.78596256684494,76.42424242424242,8.2951871657754,24.778371954842534,9.007467420416297,2.0077922756981588,759,26,153,18,17,265,108,198,0.112,0.8009999999999999,0.087,-0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,11,9,0,1,10,0,13,4,2,2,1,30,31,12,0,2,7,2,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,8,2,0,8,0,1,3,3,6,1,1,12,8,25,3,26,17,3,20,0,3,1,0,8,10,0,5,9,108,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792674664267366,0.1018918779133915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2810318631575268,0.1383386269180394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144783422929758,0.0,0.0,0.0941598818680947,0.2044886331963155,0.2239412134528581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250396428215523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776988138747444,0.0,0.13451041827995636,0.0,0.0,0.10546980304496388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530143119259185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543911865006043,0.0,0.061916628538092634,0.0,0.35272630819203393,0.0,0.0,0.10415965774691052,0.14807235744245176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795474917536628,0.0,0.13918732520517987,0.0,0.0979379773073856,0.0,0.2697946743103852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0820786091303514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13227177501145024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729774073170625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965007766103833,0.24546297550842455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234052426963626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489446875860622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137897201412053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254284411837175,0.0,0.10375522337346874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27621142780585584,0.09842421547059653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140415064522676,0.0,0.11607246152199538,0.0,0.0,0.08313850559837092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101012198821111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829653636656773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PurpleSatisfaction,2018/03/29,"After a month of setraline, bupropion (Wellbutrin) has been added. What should I expect (+couple questions)? Hey all, I was prescribed sertraline in late February. This made me lose a lot of my motivation and everyday things required a stupid amount of ""push"" to get done. At our followup appointment yesterday I suggested bupropion because I read a looooot of stuff online about how it supposedly helps with motivation. My doctor was willing to give it a shot since it was hurting me so badly in school/life. I'm on 150mg of it. I took my first pill today. Will I get my motivation back? I hear bupropion is like adderal for non-adhd people lol. How true is that? I appreciate your insights/stories if you have the time!",3.941925968768075,6.594986466165416,5.079699248120303,76.86580682475422,75.31578947368422,8.603585887796411,30.53152111046848,9.265573868473778,3.2414492770387504,572,27,98,15,13,188,99,133,0.09,0.752,0.158,0.8041,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,2,0,6,6,6,1,0,6,1,12,2,0,6,2,16,19,5,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,2,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,4,1,0,2,0,4,0,1,7,1,17,2,15,9,3,16,0,2,0,0,9,4,0,3,11,68,26,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23700950090942186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164321565628008,0.16466308839727886,0.1202180980272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182104072148399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2018539877770028,0.0,0.2018154958952157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16774771940056055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060693921709348,0.18918292314950852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2222713200619369,0.0,0.13218648938576086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111186349743233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224627882734086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963474155344681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22062885317737585,0.0,0.16766188334029666,0.0,0.18660597624581468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15741207339869204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367213932152223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220921642905696,0.0,0.1972645369014883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19958823138535564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313511672097164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257596058696767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310183375388179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499541843325735,0.0,0.18693312868629855,0.0,0.2191088648305812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Reviloed,2018/03/29,"I really need some ""how to"" advice to help me cope. Hi guys, first time posting here, have been a semi ling time lurker. Without all the backstory i got diagnosed with GAD a few years back. I have flair ups but can keep everything under control normally, Today my dog of 3 years, (hes gotten me through a lot and he pretty much is my world beside my Girlfriend, Mum and Sister) started to randomly fit (have a seizure) we took him to the vet but they pretty much said what we knew ""we cant do much as its only happened once"" i have read online that dogs do fit sometimes and it can be a one off, but othertimes it may be actual epilepsy. This has tore me apart im trying to hold myself together as i do not want to make my mum feel any worse or ruin time with my GF so really do need advice. How do you guys get through and control anxiety depression during tough circumstances like this.",3.290850722311397,4.7969188876404525,4.615762439807384,84.61539325842698,73.6067415730337,8.007062600321026,25.07383627608347,8.634040054169528,1.7135252006420547,694,22,139,13,14,230,121,178,0.102,0.7929999999999999,0.105,0.1697,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,3,1,1,3,5,4,0,0,7,0,19,1,0,5,1,33,33,13,0,4,6,3,1,1,2,1,1,1,0,2,7,9,0,4,2,1,0,1,3,3,0,2,6,2,21,1,17,24,7,18,0,2,0,0,18,7,0,5,10,93,28,1,0.0,0.0,0.1323843413209973,0.0,0.0,0.26513026420141905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225327812103803,0.0,0.10377933310190833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431396962003474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043078773156666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684353901458472,0.13769178488839914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12192223082063787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06859364285678944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539210923252086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087661726740656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849949030099604,0.0,0.0,0.2686489505794863,0.1199634638953552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09092986704541872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653580321459345,0.0,0.0,0.12058061395680128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0662764986454252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11533306339823195,0.0,0.0,0.09055393276113162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29917656389713043,0.20117996297724675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291774616073684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447320026541394,0.09192655366555057,0.1031753486316372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129924535259349,0.27602946110141746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13569645579195344,0.0,0.173814211979062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904348263478616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417095596146336,0.0,0.09602066527966684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373128636116444,0.0,0.1285895753553485,0.0,0.15072296752941478,0.09210406146635323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001563203362895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13077115251305396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824886921713492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17472085514913582 anxiety,Ze_Draztik_Wolf,2018/03/29,"Does anyone else get a very sudden surge of anxiety and sadness when they wake up? I've been diagnosed with generalised anxiety like 4 years ago and although I'm not diagnosed with it I strongly believe I have depression. Anyway, as the title suggests, in the past month or two my anxiety and ""depression"" (using quotation marks as it's not diagnosed and I don't wanna offend anyone or maybe it's not even that) have been spiraling out of control and in the last 2 weeks or so when I wake up I feel very anxious and sad, I feel my heart pounding very fast and my mind is racing, it clouds my thinking. It makes it very hard for me to get out of bed, it feels almost crippling. Am I the only one who feels this? Sorry if I made any big mistakes, english isn't my native language.",6.9151774193548405,5.9639074451612935,7.420443548387097,76.37066532258065,64.87096774193549,10.588709677419354,34.858870967741936,9.827888789773867,3.256564516129032,614,24,118,11,8,203,97,155,0.15,0.8079999999999999,0.042,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,5,8,1,0,5,0,8,6,3,4,0,31,19,17,0,3,7,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,10,11,0,1,5,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,3,5,15,2,16,16,0,17,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,5,11,76,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636654421138043,0.0,0.13145202061622427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892708705456068,0.0,0.3012729173209878,0.14830233569072515,0.0,0.18357976684527136,0.13450580002494705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479009255259363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14723503421858453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261323317264941,0.3997212593737426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487882505510842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966264244220306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670528648643758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26550446060837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717056897398788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11759578366421057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555604073902346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700588960402313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413388067391163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421470100883425,0.08762646242563248,0.0,0.13188244976719313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254939069736385,0.0,0.10478171184958364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895470859273136,0.09983984719879883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12531595570309725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469505760470836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841151247284207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823569348372246,0.0,0.0,0.11337864965797745,0.0,0.4332594301604689,0.0,0.0,0.10530014223536142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453619838404022 anxiety,titney,2018/03/29,"I am turning into such a listless person. Help. I own an appointment based business. Every morning that I wake up to go to work, I am consumed by thoughts of wanting to cancel my day and stay home. 40% of the time, this is what I do. I make up some lie as to why I am having to reschedule their appointments. I am sure most of them are over it. And when I AM at work, I am thinking about canceling my next client. Or my evening. I just don’t want to be there. I work by myself so it isnt the environment. It is me. I just want to be alone and play some brainless game on my iPad or read. I go through a never ending cycle of feeling this way, then feeling relieved to have canceled, stressed when I realize how much money I could have made, guilt, and closing up so much I dont want to see anyone. I am making myself a liar, lazy, broke, and listless. What is my deal? I talked to my dr about it and she seems to think that my anxiety medication is too high. I told her that I am feeling very apathetic about everything. People talk to me and I hear them but not listen, I am not involved or immersed in any way when it come to anything. I can stare at my computer for hours on end accomplishing nothing. I feel as if my head is filled with sand. And now i am being over dramatic.",1.3769811320754748,3.26323839622642,3.193811320754719,91.04430188679248,80.13207547169812,6.051320754716983,24.18490566037736,7.087006719466742,0.857810566037736,985,36,217,12,25,329,150,265,0.062,0.879,0.058,-0.4491,0,1,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,3,4,16,7,1,2,6,0,28,4,2,4,2,44,51,22,0,6,9,0,5,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,12,12,0,0,9,3,1,4,6,4,0,0,3,9,44,3,38,44,6,32,0,1,2,0,15,13,0,8,12,164,56,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255695198749126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08703621783105751,0.0,0.09791045723457846,0.0,0.0,0.08949217409253833,0.0,0.1053232053264428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102503151524222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021879905310133,0.0,0.0,0.08254166132383532,0.13194999129164536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000096372625235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267187294763257,0.0,0.0,0.08453485616993578,0.0,0.10783539636860877,0.0,0.11502734706327535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588582807291189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547704127547578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13135259584070402,0.0,0.14425175954651193,0.0,0.08578764762299926,0.1352263318381742,0.12838238318305556,0.0,0.12604238275756474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211053248248694,0.17086594596489346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289344285887048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18817178905472254,0.0,0.0987122232611366,0.0,0.1361166726883797,0.0,0.0,0.1228079222434997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887307527280202,0.1117541706659632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12802261909560889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101989852372326,0.11651545349487492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364181613125802,0.0,0.0,0.14660980293592535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12062715998951724,0.0,0.0,0.20574378644628813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401906409121894,0.0,0.10160816268473796,0.07463082256479317,0.0,0.0,0.12229800325811853,0.0,0.0,0.13921417362301675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10560349056286357,0.30196251543197994,0.2031818082684659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11548924805850662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2795303294538947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WOODEN_COUCH,2018/03/29,Going to catch Ready Player One tomorrow And all the seats next to me are booked. In an empty theater. Seriously there are way too many good places to sit. 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I'm just going to pour out everything that I'm nervous about, I hope that's okay with everyone. Also, the job is as a waitress in an Indian restaurant. 1. I'm working in a country where I don't speak the main language. My boss knows that and he doesn't speak the main language either, which makes me feel a little better. But I worry that someone will come in and they won't speak English and I'll just be standing there with a pen and paper in my hand staring blankly at them like a fool. 2. I've never worked as a waitress before and I don't know the ""ins and outs"" of Indian food. I'm horribly nervous that I'll mess everything up. I'm a perfectionist and I'm sure I won't be able to spell any of the names of the dishes or remember anything that people order. I'll probably have to write down literally everything and that might make me look like an idiot. 3. I'm extremely uncomfortable with how I look. I've gained a lot of weight recently due to medical issues along with depression. Everyone there is thinner than me and I'm afraid I'll be made fun of due to my weight. I am working on a healthier lifestyle but losing weight takes time. 4. I'm afraid I'll have a wardrobe malfunction or just generally embarrass myself with my body somehow. For example, knocking something over with by giant body because I have no spacial awareness. 5. I'm awkward as heck and I'm afraid everyone will think I'm weird and they won't want to be friendly with me and I'll be excluded. 6. My parents are coming to visit all the way from the US where I'm from at the end of April, and I have no idea how to ask for a couple days off so that I can spend some time with them. I literally am just starting and I'm incredibly nervous that it will come off as really rude and unprofessional to ask for time off as soon as I start working. Those are the main things that I'm worried about. There are plenty more, but those are the big ones. 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Last time she had an episode I did as much as I could to understand and help and I thought it was helping but towards the end of the episode she said she wanted to break up because it was me that was making her unhappy. After I told her I didn’t want to break up and I was fine with the way everything was but if it was what she wanted then she switch and started crying and saying she was sorry and didn’t want me to go. Then for 4 weeks it was all good and she seemed really happy until last week when she had been moody and was saying some hurtful things to me which I was not ok with and I told her that. She seemed to take it well and said she was sorry and that I shouldn’t have to deal with her mood swings which I reassured her it was fine but I’d like to know when she’s going through a mood swing so I know how to take it. But later that night was when she started to get anxious then 3 days later she said she was feeling really anxious and overwhelmed and was turning her phone off until she’s better. I can still talk to them on iMessage but I don’t know if I should leave it to let her figure it out because I don’t want to make it worse by sending her a message every day to make sure she’s ok. Also how should I react if she wants to break up again when the episode comes to an end",4.550521381578946,4.363270759375002,4.990921052631581,89.27776315789477,69.53125,7.861842105263157,26.842105263157894,7.0608816371341465,1.0333750000000004,1193,32,269,9,19,380,142,320,0.108,0.769,0.123,0.5888,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,12,16,0,1,9,2,35,0,0,6,2,59,69,39,0,13,9,0,1,1,2,4,0,5,0,0,19,21,0,0,9,0,0,5,7,3,1,0,27,7,49,11,41,36,3,48,0,2,1,0,47,10,0,7,30,196,68,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09956566891907932,0.0,0.0,0.07951484309315031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426195283088846,0.152128710281001,0.22465719714446825,0.0,0.06952438692183215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122428965376635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879385379292555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565090351906016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793874711893389,0.0,0.109220158645237,0.12824939068113742,0.10250887680309044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17613250354426804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08377480932855548,0.0,0.0893620684144919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027524319814256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051948533738324885,0.0,0.16952659059474387,0.08339790916742654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584602636773023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329285307758526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644281924853104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639338427426092,0.16209888485184304,0.0,0.1052829509020162,0.0,0.10167481692170703,0.0,0.04857690813530408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991126641991804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07936478406253103,0.0,0.07309314139852094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933091502705954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12739594246051766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2837446242421139,0.15814286179193454,0.0,0.0,0.0792335422659639,0.1810362873243872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2226094712516892,0.1407553848411732,0.0,0.07940563348276246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937124327287094,0.0,0.14951930291770996,0.07991877927148938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06605746206432019,0.0,0.0,0.07893701643235855,0.057978948851147676,0.0,0.0,0.19002094394293764,0.0,0.0,0.2163045019324597,0.0,0.10351105827065142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518814740785212,0.0789236086662026,0.15951491730274628,0.0,0.08940030710134372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10132856679256684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NinaWindia,2018/03/29,"The hardest part of anxiety is talking about it I wondered of anyone else could relate to this. I've struggled with anxiety since I was a teenager without really understanding what was wrong with me. I practised so hard at pretending nothing was wrong that I find it's almost impossible to talk about anxiety or get help. My loved ones have no idea I'm feeling this way- they just know I've always been 'shy.' Lately I've struggling to cope with things. I have a job working in retail and everyday at work it feels as though there's a weight on my chest crushing me. I feel so frustrated and worthless. I know that I should book an appointment with my GP and see if they can help, but I keep finding myself coming up with a plethora of reasons why I can't go. I'm afraid I'll choke up and won't be able to talk to the doctor, or else I'll start crying and humiliate myself. It feels as though anxiety is one of those fairy tale curses where part of the curse is that you can't talk about it. So how are you supposed to break it? 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Slowly increased and now I’m on 20mg. So it’s been about 3 months. I have felt a significant decrease in anxiety; however, I am so exhausted I can hardly do anything. It started out as just being unmotivated but now it’s exhaustion. I sleep a lot...I don’t feel depressed. I just feel like I need this much sleep to function. Usually 10-12 hours at night and then a nap during the day. I can’t work right now but I’ve definitely noticed my workouts and day to day responsibilities are getting harder to complete. Has anyone had something similar happen? I don’t want to go back to having panic attacks on the regular but I also can’t live this sleepy life for much longer. 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How do you guys handle failure? 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I couldn’f do it, I had to take a minute and call someone to talk about it and I was ready to just leave. In the next few days I’m gonna be asked to do it again, and if I go into it and just try again I’m probably gonna end up leaving. Has anyone else here overcome something like this? What helped?",-0.4423933209647508,1.5176517551020403,1.8518923933209663,97.65349721706869,87.57142857142858,5.196289424860853,20.133580705009283,6.574015621080383,0.05735510204081652,344,11,84,4,11,116,67,98,0.013,0.913,0.07400000000000001,0.6662,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,1,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,6,0,8,0,0,0,0,12,17,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,7,1,12,9,1,13,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,8,56,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431828158995175,0.20981527031376526,0.0,0.0,0.19143614630229489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181945139546648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641247151991237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106248922399714,0.0,0.18136907742354136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637784325707708,0.0,0.16377655875191605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725576655848326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320670268616087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4336524216548696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004228447674207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777210725660305,0.21777958446111945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2207811202219896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735044351927987,0.157645110880324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539646429903857,0.16458966940923134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360428167483029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902817600513476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12078107302138197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheDailyMotto,2018/03/29,"A Positive Post For the last week i've managed to be more active than I have in a couple years. I managed to see my doctor, sort out a blood test and even helped a friend move. I just wanted to thank this subreddit for all the advice :)",1.0604081632653075,3.1395293265306137,2.680979591836735,93.29616326530613,82.26530612244899,5.5526530612244915,17.963265306122448,6.742157984588678,-0.05725632653061208,183,4,40,2,5,60,38,49,0.0,0.708,0.292,0.9359,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,6,0,2,2,1,0,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,8,4,2,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,3,26,5,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043444845319505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3446125376643684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187813810228509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20570921252672505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24062482468001975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087577862742433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25387260890497604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33102113527128785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982821733358961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481846325621312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2867405137085157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837007658037305,0.0,0.2498257051670844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005630279798919 anxiety,VeryOddlySpecific,2018/03/29,"Dealing with Cleaning I don't know where this comes from, but I have this crippling fear of cleaning with someone else around. I was cleaning this morning, and when I heard somebody walking around upstairs, I instinctively grabbed all my stuff and dashed off to hide it and myself. Does anyone else experience this or know what I can do to deal with it?",7.274076923076925,8.068866215384617,5.8151923076923095,82.3135576923077,63.769230769230774,7.730769230769233,36.25,7.1686216300943375,2.4656923076923074,284,13,51,2,4,83,45,65,0.102,0.898,0.0,-0.7469,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,14,9,6,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,8,9,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,2,8,0,10,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,39,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16161236238992646,0.2368213062989696,0.0,0.4115116769910007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990991286857391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4765723936468996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20226453737010355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861610462975212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22609073873973826,0.0,0.2600869440464356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25404740959052996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19583678027617685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2645900135773533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,B_rizzle4shizzle,2018/03/29,"Does anybody else constantly obsess over work on your days off? It's to the point that I cannot calm down until I go in and see things for myself. I worry about all the things I have to do and what are people thinking about my job performance when I'm not there to get stuff done? It ruins every day off for me. If I'm home, I'm miserable. If I'm at work, I just want to finish and go home to my family.",2.551048689138579,2.883125022471912,4.3815168539325855,90.06905430711613,74.05617977528091,7.7310861423220985,20.451310861423224,7.793537801064563,0.4478299625468165,313,5,75,4,6,107,60,89,0.154,0.831,0.015,-0.9005,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,3,5,4,0,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,15,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,10,1,17,14,1,16,0,2,1,0,1,8,0,2,6,51,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277675664517209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2718585150307843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18444630717069824,0.21569095773049315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1760713466850137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775828730264514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19869526238810084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11011866150101507,0.0,0.2395709740870121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4228391273992944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2091567704859188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612142696985905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924584150088928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16795645598511155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412813019678713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800525358932518,0.13505294927866232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12431764717914807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068862400417001,0.21404723543571025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Alystial,2018/03/29,"Dealing with physical symptoms I have been extremely stressed lately and started to develop a stiff neck/ sharp upper back pain last week, this week I developed a tight and aching feeling in my chest. I had a short panic attack last night as I was falling asleep (about 3 minutes), rapid heart rate, nausea, full body adrenaline rush. I'm pretty convinced it's not a heart problem, as I had a similar situation about 4years ago and they ran tests and heart checked out normal. I know myself enough now that this is my bodies stress response, but it still doesn't do anything to help me not feel like I'm dying. I guess my question is how do I reduce these physical symptoms? What has worked for others? My second question is how to I start seeking out treatment for this? Over the years I have had mild bouts of depression and some situational anxiety, but nothing I couldn't power on through. I don't feel like talk therapy would be helpful at all as I am a pretty rational thinker and able to self assess in a healthy way. Currently I feel like I am spread pretty thin ( go, go, go!) And I know I feel stressed, but not panicked about anything, but my body is having this reaction and I'm miserable. Any suggestions are greatly appreciated!",8.206666666666663,7.507937145299149,7.798760683760687,73.88096153846156,62.16239316239317,10.876923076923077,38.303418803418815,10.125756701596842,3.8252290598290593,988,44,178,18,12,313,145,234,0.151,0.711,0.138,0.4645,2,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,2,8,14,1,5,8,0,23,13,9,2,1,39,40,17,1,4,7,0,8,3,0,1,4,0,0,1,10,11,0,2,10,0,1,6,6,9,0,1,6,8,25,5,22,31,4,32,0,2,0,0,9,11,0,4,17,113,35,2,0.0942531600048167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835497394340153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0640953808818508,0.0,0.0721034094214411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512463958852854,0.0,0.0,0.1072265763334492,0.0,0.07247486214334545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140820387342373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09717086932259847,0.08118010860164035,0.0,0.09781989943012732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09738870974279197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382861484451113,0.20200342902033872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069872868698604,0.0,0.0,0.10391444164819544,0.1038304819405229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33507134525093896,0.1263518127597694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359814361113123,0.15365781041122975,0.1063216698641132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814199920203976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08845020578035813,0.09234808496400483,0.0904384490464042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029200758700918,0.1105857752878522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876680450427168,0.0,0.09018754495730877,0.0,0.0,0.21117022010880346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09832660173541492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21188900179602585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342574353952294,0.0,0.0752706953316168,0.0,0.323900029011993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19593024427082725,0.0,0.07575711976562563,0.0,0.0,0.10778670270985298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481377128834432,0.15120839938578826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861742303322438,0.0,0.0,0.06695474061215077,0.0,0.0,0.06069594483186552 anxiety,girlexperiment,2018/03/29,"anxiety while driving? hey! i’m somewhat new to this subreddit... i’m a female and i’m 21. embarrassing (for me), but i don’t have my license. TW for driving, i guess? i’ve taken the test three times now; the first time i was inexperienced, so i understand failing me then. but the last two times, i haven’t been passed because i’m “too anxious”. they don’t fail me but they tell me to come back and relax a little. i always think i’m okay, but apparently you can tell i’m extremely nervous; she said my hands were shaking and i looked on the verge of tears. she explained that my driving was not bad, but that i just needed to calm down some. i don’t know how to deal with that! i tried deep breathing exercises and some meditation the morning before i went, but it seems to have not helped. i feel like i can’t control how nervous i get, especially when i don’t even really notice it. she was really friendly too and i have been driving my mom to and from work with a permit for about a year now, so it’s not like i’m too much of a newbie. does anyone have any advice, or similar experiences? i’m just really frustrated with myself and it’s hard not to beat myself up or hole myself in my house feeling like a failure",1.3322123076923056,3.5361108920000035,3.4528,87.43378461538461,82.08,6.406153846153848,22.415384615384607,7.61054688173877,1.015252307692308,953,32,200,16,26,324,134,250,0.18,0.7440000000000001,0.076,-0.9767,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,2,6,15,15,1,4,11,1,17,3,2,4,0,41,40,22,0,1,14,1,4,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,8,11,0,1,7,2,0,8,10,8,0,3,9,6,34,7,21,31,4,28,0,2,1,0,15,7,0,7,16,133,42,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436233696305158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222959111343956,0.0,0.0,0.0999488059434726,0.0,0.11243633436566408,0.16604118768331502,0.0,0.10276912490839904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301556886755787,0.1227189263045462,0.08959528243928855,0.0,0.1250658582198142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266069186940709,0.0,0.0,0.16484622333413612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15152593256580527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12861979862267872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707634528867737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377085407684545,0.0,0.0,0.14863109124109616,0.2099995480619401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501781798970116,0.0,0.0,0.11355339062722015,0.0,0.07678895980146537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16191077340846427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316617401554306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851499936798183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695907164143273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08077423528366096,0.11980515961673333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21541533384970696,0.14730869061555127,0.0,0.0,0.12342292924987545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17213666282065462,0.0,0.0,0.1080443641563854,0.10898093536007553,0.0,0.1419504586941122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16733329399958394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824700102339961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13980795335220536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380154539090527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25692722532811674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417636712859018,0.0,0.0,0.2571088836744648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09978714202467873,0.0,0.14357431897657189,0.15300733092083793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13624834161635602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700037045931464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464780656719098 anxiety,aajaas,2018/03/29,"I had a really bad accident last night (almost died) in a rental car, Can anyone advise me to calm down my anxiety? Its so high up, i could not sleep (awake for 38 hours), i haven’t eaten anything today (6:20 pm now), and i have a really bad headache, cant even try let alone enjoy anything... i used to have anxiety disorder but it was very controllable, right now i see scenes of the accident every second. Anything to help me plz ? 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Hello! I've recently been diagnosed with panic disorder and it's been taking a pretty big hit on my energy levels. I'm always extremely tired/fatigued, and I have no motivation to do any work or even get out of bed and eat most days. It feels like I can physically feel every calorie leaving my body when I do even basic tasks. On top of that, I've been prescribed lots of medication for my anxiety (zoloft, xanax, hydroxyzine, klonopin) and the side effects of all of these medications is fatigue. My doctor has also suggested I stop drinking any caffeine, but I'm still exhausted. I'm currently trying Vitamin D pills and I've only been on them for a short while, but there isn't much of a difference. It's worrying because I go to an extremely difficult university and it's starting to affect my grades. Does anyone have any other suggestions for me?",5.691842105263159,7.08647357894737,7.2189619883040965,68.68703947368421,67.59649122807018,11.314035087719299,33.54824561403509,11.20814326018867,4.39338947368421,726,33,122,24,12,250,113,171,0.141,0.792,0.067,-0.8845,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,4,7,6,0,1,5,0,12,13,1,4,1,23,22,14,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,0,10,0,1,0,7,10,2,1,4,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,2,12,1,19,17,4,19,0,2,0,0,5,10,0,3,9,78,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291858399730351,0.13441667660728118,0.0,0.0,0.3295642397485472,0.0,0.2471598315127479,0.0,0.0,0.11295458776904617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09847508386396704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17943780189597713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418183962058213,0.16654368969811098,0.0,0.1639626953484464,0.0,0.1687780016821344,0.18514221787599905,0.16534605604981034,0.14136732550084272,0.0,0.0,0.15825059245342651,0.0,0.1652987686551463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21339519187269024,0.0,0.1361069039526607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633619402302551,0.11540631684937035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08439952473390677,0.0,0.09180858211210882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710506607072513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892172626688877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373380405584429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254750569678912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11875265674326875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286069404118938,0.0,0.1895358472447243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434725744331852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950417594696015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434093254848647,0.0,0.1290084097637526,0.1350571408919019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12146019528064045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10967706012963886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11760519267960938,0.16405470875809786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BrokenSilence88,2018/03/29,"Hello all Just want to say I just found this thread and I am fairly new to reddit as well. I am a 29 year old male, married with 3 kids. I have had struggled with anxiety and depression off and on pretty much my whole life. Coming here hopefully for some inspiration and hope to get completely over this some day. Life is way too short to live it this way. It’s amazing how it can flip a switch almost instantly on my mood and how I feel. I am very tired all the time and never want to get out of bed in the morning. I grew up not close to my father, he was around physically but not emotionally. My parents ended up divorcing when I was in 8th grade. I am a very private person and honestly have no close friends or support system I can rely on, other than my wife. I think my wife gets tired of my sickness though and talking about it almost everyday. I am a Christian and love the lord. I keep praying and praying for this to be taken away, sometimes it does go away and then out of no where it just suddenly comes back. It’s also seems a lot worse in the winter. Can anyone else relate????? Thanks for listening. 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I'm a 21 year old student looking for a job (and internship). I've had jobs before, but I quit them because it triggered my anxiety. My last job was 3 years ago. My anxiety is a lot better these days. I was feeling a lot more confident about myself and I'm really motivated about getting a job, so I'll have more job experience for when I graduate. I've been sending out application letters, but I always get rejected. Now I have to apply for a internship and I'm feeling very anxious about it. I'm afraid I get rejected and will not find an place to my liking. Just thinking about it is making me anxious. Does anyone have any tips how to deal with this? What helps to keep you motivated when you get rejected? 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Cannot help it anymore it’s getting out of hand I’ve recently been feeling bouts of anxiety while going into work. Whether I’m going to be late or not be there on time. Or just something terrible is going to happen to me. I know it sounds so silly but this really hasn’t happened to me before that’s why I’m so worried. Has anyone any tips? I’m a waitress and do bar work occasionally ,1.002068965517239,3.3715802988505814,3.943229885057473,82.28725862068967,85.09195402298852,6.238620689655173,23.64252873563219,7.554174236665415,1.484237701149425,334,13,63,6,10,119,61,87,0.121,0.8240000000000001,0.055,-0.6791,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,1,0,0,12,21,8,0,0,6,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,0,1,3,3,1,10,18,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,38,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13290912568930655,0.0,0.2990293831964861,0.0,0.19382866510031094,0.13665950693953727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630907905972686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882273330145648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20422362055182905,0.0,0.4443030004203878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34566227728131704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13100248982150212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741131810864654,0.0,0.22047018036314908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486445322986642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125206905472797,0.0,0.1929781027068844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046290987497166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11396539996503563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17635847890088702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4268582966630682,0.19848362118616725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wtf_is_space,2018/03/29,"Tips for making calls? I dread it but I need to call the vet soon. I'm putting it off because I'm anxious. I think my main fear is not understanding the process of booking an appointment and worrying I will sound stupid. So irrational, but yknow. Tips to make it easier appreciated!",1.9649206349206343,4.7543008888888885,3.370423280423285,84.63833333333334,86.4074074074074,7.530158730158732,26.232804232804238,8.418075326091056,2.302235978835979,224,10,44,6,7,73,42,54,0.297,0.584,0.119,-0.9038,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,3,0,2,0,0,2,0,9,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,5,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3138933706439488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16937583735129422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5674353696256672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3126604467114989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709363783150086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206023539179622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793177345664657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780361711780606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892534527491946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821719218407593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PurpleIndependence,2018/03/29,"Anxiety is getting too much for me to handle. I'm 21, have never worked, lack social skills, and very unhappy with my life. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me lots, but I still can't help feeling sad almost constantly. My family haven't stopped pressuring me into getting a job since I finished school, but I'm not motivated by money or anything else to get one. Everytime they pester me about getting one my mood drops, and I'm back to feeling as shit as before. My parents are the last people I could speak to about this, they would dismiss mental health issues. I'm struggling to find the will to carry on. I want to end it all but I won't. I have no idea where my life is going or what I'm doing with it. 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I often ask myself did I remember that correctly and that’s when I start doubting myself and instead start believing the worst case scenario happened. Even though there is no evidence to believe it happened. Basically I have noticed I can convince myself of anything (the worst possible outcome) and it’s torture. ,6.598524590163933,9.149053114754096,6.771278688524588,68.24544262295083,67.03278688524591,8.814426229508197,40.0688524590164,9.3871,4.645659672131148,284,17,38,6,5,91,46,61,0.319,0.652,0.028,-0.9661,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,1,7,7,1,2,2,0,5,0,0,0,2,9,10,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,0,10,1,2,9,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780218665001164,0.0,0.20224015306186396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874616008876406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288449381166507,0.1956836494788094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343236284221845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3826013329111971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24201889882179856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184325012039484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246294119745336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438805421273696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24506069499418714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062401945567934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125439731350684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayme84,2018/03/29,"I got rid of (health) anxiety 3 years ago after suffering for 10 years. Here are my personal experiences This is a crosspost from r/healthanxiety, hope it helps someone Disclaimer: *I am not a medical professional or psychologist. I am an academic researcher in an irrelevant area and I used my research skills to find out how to beat anxiety. What I discuss below is just my personal experiences and may not work for everyone. Apologies if my English is not that good, I am not a native speaker. * I feel that this sub needs a bit of optimism and a break from reassurance seeking so here is my experience with health anxiety. Since I was 21, I would visit different types of doctors a few times a year worrying I had various super rare terminal diseases that I learned from Google. The worse of it was back in 2012 when I was 100% sure that I had a rare disease and could not sleep for three months, before a neurologist ruled this out. I stopped being anxious about my health then, however for the next 2 years, I became anxious for many different things which could probably diagnose me with GAD, OCD, social anxiety, depression and many other anxiety-related disorders. After some point and after being locked in a dark room for several days feeling miserable, I decided to react and try to get rid of my anxiety. I knew I was very good at Googling. After all I was able to find a super rare case of a super rare disease in a forum from 10 years ago, would not be able to find a solution to my only real problem? Below is what worked for me. The first step was to realise why I had health anxiety. That was easy, I was probably anxious about my health because I lost a very close relative when I was 11. The second step was to identify when my health anxiety episodes were taken place. Checking my records of doctor visits, I could see that my health anxiety manifests after a stressful period in my personal or working life. The stressful period would cause some psychosomatic symptoms and would trigger my health anxiety. Another trigger would be something I heard about someone dying or getting sick or reading about a rare illness. I was also feeling more anxious in the evenings, weekends or holidays as then I would have more time to be obsessed with my undiagnosed illness that affected 1 in a billion. The first two steps set the ground for my recovery as it made me look in myself and helped me identify what strategies worked best. The third step in my recovery was to realise that there is nothing special about health anxiety. My view is that health anxiety as well as every type of anxiety are the same: excessive adrenaline that causes irrational thinking and psychosomatic symptoms. All these anxiety symptoms can be explained easily, but as they are so many, I would rather not cover them all to keep it as short as possible, as our anxious minds are impatient too :). This was such a relief for me as I would not have to deal with all these different anxiety labels, but I would just focus on just resolving my anxiety. A definition of anxiety that really helped me when I had anxious thoughts was that “Anxiety causes you to give a much higher probability of something bad happening.” This could be a rare disease or catching the deadly germ from not washing your hands every 5 minutes. This helped me identify what my recovered self would be like: When I had an irrationally anxious thought about something bad happening, I would think that the probability of this happening is extremely low and then I would simply not care as most people in this earth. Easier said that done, I know. But I got to this state eventually after a lot of trial and error, practice and patience. This is what worked for me: - A hugely eye opener resource for me is the following link that I cannot recommend enough: http://nothingworks.weebly.com/ I read this several times as it is huge and it is difficult to grasp at first. I think it is better than every other anxiety book I have ever read. I followed most of the recommendations and show great results quickly. - I also made an invisible contract with myself that I will stop Googling for diseases, stop asking for reassurance (as the excellent pinned post indicates) and stop caring about my symptoms. Every time I had a symptom or an anxious thought, I would do nothing about it. NOTHING at all and would get on with my life. If most people would not care about a silly thought that does not mean anything, why should I care? Thoughts are just thoughts, they do not represent reality, so who cares? Guess what! The more I did that, the less anxious thoughts and symptoms I had. - I would keep myself busy doing things not matter how I felt. I would read books, watch movies, doing all the tasks in my job while ignoring my feelings. I would pretend that I do not care no matter how I felt. I would fake it till I make it. The more I did that, the more I was telling to my mind that I do not care and the less my anxiety was over time. - I would be patient and would not expect to recover overnight. I had many setbacks that my anxious thoughts came back. I am prepared to have a setback anytime, but I do not care. As I see them, setbacks are an excellent opportunity to practice my strategies. The more I practiced my strategies, the less setbacks I had. The last one was 1 and a half years ago and lasted for a day. - Finally, two proven strategies that have worked since the beginning of time is exercise and meditation. Especially with exercise I started seeing benefits right away. Meditation made me better realise when a worrying thought was rational or irrational. I fully understand that the above are not simple. Yes, it took me time and practice. In the beginning, I believed that I would never recover. But once I started seeing benefits, I committed myself. And here I am today, a typical person enjoying his life, his time with family and friends and his hobbies. So this is my personal story and this is what worked for me. As I said this is not medical or professional advice, it is just my experience. But through my research oo anxiety, I believe that anybody can recover. Feel free to ask any questions and sorry again for my English. 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And I have this irrational fear that somehow he’s going to die in a car accident. It started when I watched this YouTube video about this girl whose bf died in one. And then I know this other girl that lives in my home town and it happened to her bf. I always get really bad anxiety when he doesn’t text me when he’s made it to where ever he was supposed to go and end up calling/ texting to make sure he’s ok if it’s been like 5-10 minutes past the time he was supposed to text me. He’s unaware of my anxiety as I usually make up an excuse to call or text him these times. But it’s really bad and idk why. He’s never even been in an accident and is a super safe driver. 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I want to know how serious the physical implications of anxiety are. There are several days when I am stuck in a bad day, where I cannot get out of bed because I feel like the world will swallow me whole. On these days I sometimes feel shooting pains in my left arm and a tightness in my chest. I am 30 years old. Is it really possible for my heart to stop from chronic anxiety at this age ? I must emphasize that this is chronic anxiety, not a panic attack. 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Hi I'm a 22 year old female who suffers from severe anxiety, depression and ptsd. My mental health has gotten worse since January because of different circumstances that have occurred. Im trying to get in to see my psychologist next week but I'm finding it so difficult to stay afloat at the moment. Please if anyone has any advice or coping mechanisms to help with anxiety or stress I would much appreciate it. Also having coping strategies that I can do when around hostile people or situations. Thank you heaps! 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For me, it’s the fear of a significant other cheating on me. I think this fear/anxiety stems from my childhood where my father cheated on my mother, but yeah, I seem to have these irrational bouts of anxiety over my SO breaking fidelity, even though I believe she wouldn’t. Some days I don’t even think about it, others it’s almost unbearable. The weird thing is that I am not anxious about any other thing in my life, at all. Only this. I know of the general breathing/meditation tips, but any advice on dealing with this very specific form of anxiety? Can any of you relate?",4.508888888888889,5.962494148148147,5.583148148148148,79.0791666666667,70.48148148148148,9.251851851851852,29.055555555555557,9.642632912329526,2.7682000000000007,550,21,103,13,10,182,85,135,0.197,0.753,0.05,-0.9619,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,0,8,5,2,1,5,1,6,1,0,0,2,17,13,5,0,1,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,17,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,16,1,18,12,4,12,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,4,3,76,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449990499299276,0.0,0.0,0.14858506251979636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027184630339224,0.0,0.5675664657696838,0.16763159453266346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16717786583262803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569535332489984,0.15297730667586154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960123602967896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3339463278375153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07752447422006564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154792221543014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10480795139020146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100548784839675,0.22570531618240475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671905748062526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701662969020771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985008916270386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971593670244555,0.19015684974705185,0.14578644865402798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12243227455900195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blueberrybutthole95,2018/03/29,"Idk if this is the right sub to come to. I just need to vent, I need to clear my head. Please. Someone who I considered to be my friend for years, someone who I trusted enough to be vulnerable with, someone who caused me great physical and mental harm decided to come back in my life today. He had been my friend for years, since I was a child. He took advantage of me one night that I was drunk and high at some graduation party. I had crushed on him for years. I voiced my feelings for him for so long and he never reciprocated, I was ok with just being his friend. He kissed me that night at the party, I felt on top of the world. And then things escalated. I was ok at first but didn't want to go any further, he didn't care and went on anyway. I slept with him numerous times after. Each time I felt low, each time I felt horrid and lonely I would call him. Get in a quick numbless fuck, feel a high for just a moment and then drop to the ground again. I hated him so much. Yet there I was. This went on for two years. I broke this vicious cycle once in for all around January of last year. I tried cutting contact multiple times, but every time I felt low I would seek him. I changed my number. Deleted my social media accounts so he wouldn't contact me ever again. It's been about 7 months since he's last tried contacting me. I remade my twitter to connect with new friends (mostly for exchanging memes n stuff I'm not really active on it) and he found me..he followed me and I swear my stomach sank. I cried for damn near 20 minutes thinking of all the shit I allowed to happen for so long. All the harm I caused myself and others. I want it all to be a part of my past..I do not want him in my life and he will never seem to leave me alone despite deleting him on every platform and changing my phone number.. I know this is confusing and stupid and huge mess I just don't know how to feel or what to do ",2.6077028347996105,3.9176131818181865,3.7843597262952113,90.68282991202351,75.01010101010101,6.725839035516455,23.12772890192245,7.233258080335977,0.6605168784620394,1484,41,330,16,31,483,192,396,0.197,0.7140000000000001,0.09,-0.993,2,3,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,3,19,26,7,1,11,2,24,9,4,4,8,69,55,25,0,9,10,0,7,0,4,4,2,1,0,1,16,23,1,0,13,1,2,7,8,15,0,3,20,8,59,11,52,27,11,66,0,4,0,2,32,26,3,6,32,217,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910575894944991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850638634673695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658891408388725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06615519288045503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785080784352495,0.0,0.0877178708129217,0.17676218937372273,0.18202611210055006,0.14822214691538252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450481977246833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08889660065403271,0.0,0.0,0.07782309902452604,0.14497549454737566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305048314265017,0.0,0.3304263130539829,0.0,0.0,0.07318087185221826,0.0,0.09433235001587144,0.2658800565071467,0.07953747641459635,0.044949456943482284,0.0,0.048895369040301104,0.0,0.0,0.09485330122745687,0.0,0.0,0.07607999313526731,0.0,0.0,0.08494122227088333,0.08829618188166219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180027147165728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09456458377383407,0.1402591434425606,0.0,0.09109807588200726,0.0,0.0,0.121537373732464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15227558809425096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670250504852747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06867188902803742,0.0,0.06324523091847753,0.12758693109773467,0.1327101663004614,0.08309262226855682,0.0,0.16147503425786924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09162389720599233,0.05829917997303391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316694143710873,0.08212963170366208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09444000674237432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055115881222445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347296289911165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832254557256177,0.0,0.0,0.08831314182189637,0.14233719676208248,0.0,0.0,0.08770130234077675,0.2186901686296288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09848887868994123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057157475547097485,0.05512741115760448,0.0,0.0,0.2508369416296309,0.0,0.08155061293358203,0.0,0.09558745606885546,0.11682350836756228,0.0,0.08404317086352893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522360693371476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595096217200845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222328307626694,0.0,0.0,0.27701687306915457 anxiety,Nikster593,2018/03/29,"Tattoos are terrifying! I got a new tattoo and I don’t 100% love it and I’m freaking out a little bit. It’s upper arm so I can cover it but damn how do you stop all the “what if’s?”. I shoulda looked for other designs, shoulda waited longer, shoulda done this that. Now it’s on me forever! Now I’ll never get rid of it! Now it’ll be a constant reminder of a dumb decisions I made! I keep jumping from liking it and disliking it, but holy hell this was a permanent bad decision. I just was way too excited and honestly was anxious ABOUT not thinking about it and getting it. Anyone have tips to i guess come to terms with it? 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I always have trouble finding a good coping mechanism, so I'm interested in getting your input! What are your go-to methods? How well do they work? Do you have different coping mechanisms depending on the situation, or depending on whether or not there are people around?",5.112678571428567,7.701812053571428,6.267285714285716,70.07771428571431,71.32142857142857,9.48,34.41428571428571,9.888512548439397,4.208354285714286,249,13,38,7,5,83,45,56,0.161,0.713,0.126,-0.4894,1,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,1,1,6,6,1,1,2,0,7,0,0,4,0,11,9,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,6,3,5,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,0,30,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572196252619527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2751898500135298,0.0,0.35167822693613154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229734244358501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28253779318786304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150685072931228,0.0,0.17568481592282315,0.2592822683867849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626956180774509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21431073691135988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34747331774896817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779435917653098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250491855135648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,honeybees-knees,2018/03/29,"Can’t sleep because of an irrational anxiety about insects crawling into my ears. Wtf is wrong with me. I found a beetle inside my house earlier. It was fine, very small and I identified it easily as a harmless type. But that little thought about bugs manifested into my current issue. My ears and head feel so itchy from just thinking about it. I can’t close my eyes longer than 10 minutes before I need to turn on my flashlight and do a quick check. Ugh. Anxiety, pls chill so I can sleep. 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I’m super scared of feeling nauseous/throwing up, and it makes me super anxious. At the doctors I just tear up and I don’t tell them about my anxiety, I find it so hard to talk to doctors, but I believe the anxiety is the base of me feeling nauseous. What can I do? There’s nothing wrong with me in other terms, so I believe I feel sick because of anxiety.",2.7691176470588243,4.1298258627451006,4.768774509803921,83.58198529411767,74.68627450980392,7.452941176470588,32.357843137254896,8.07648339933343,2.4055254901960788,386,20,79,6,8,133,59,102,0.21600000000000005,0.653,0.132,-0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,5,5,0,1,3,0,7,5,0,1,0,16,17,7,0,0,2,0,6,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,6,14,2,13,16,1,8,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,52,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5104980452522063,0.18847044023157933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10169803384092653,0.0,0.0,0.37592061399036414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415151964093985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42177136271358295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524796190617399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14944693226404412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14828619022780667,0.0,0.0,0.09168541791158556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113603361159183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007790694049215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15925813460320926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702595721637142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409165344818247,0.14581679383498605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382098178773094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824024412376828,0.0,0.0 anxiety,J0hnEddy,2018/03/29,"I fall apart when I think people are annoyed with me It's been this way my whole life, but in situations where people accuse me of being rude or a burden of some kind, it eats at me for days and days, regardless of if that person is not in the right. There are times when I was clearly in the wrong and I can totally see and accept it, but I can never move past it. It seems most people just apologize for being in a bad mood and chalk up their behavior to ""no ones perfect"" but to me it's so much more than that, it's proof that my kind side is fake and that I'm really an ugly person on the inside. It makes me incredibly anxious ",4.238432835820898,4.021497880597018,5.648470149253732,84.39942164179106,70.19402985074626,8.789552238805971,24.212686567164177,8.472884824447931,1.2200029850746268,492,10,110,7,8,167,86,134,0.214,0.644,0.142,-0.8983,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,6,11,2,0,6,0,10,2,0,1,5,25,15,13,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,13,6,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,2,1,13,4,16,11,6,21,0,0,1,0,4,11,0,5,7,84,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110003575651372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594767594444853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24090630200312976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911154344529113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889907322109745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13192331243197092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12467244577006907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851016937899735,0.13729966514920355,0.0,0.14405087253484167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12656223674933492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829598798169216,0.38845469979937575,0.32616600582995003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965158362690252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595031444595558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14883392085159775,0.1700311489827166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099407077152898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11967661407131072,0.0,0.0,0.10890885397253508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482517351820327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085254144811776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20420698479090332,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sleep_y,2018/03/29,"should someone with severe anxiety/panic ever become a therapist or counselor? I've struggled with severe anxiety and agoraphobia w/ panic disorder for most of my formative years (about 6 or 7 years now), and now being in my early mid-twenties, I'm not really sure what my goal is at this point. Mostly, I'm a music producer, etc. That's where almost all of my attention has been since I can remember. But I've also been thinking about the possibility of becoming a therapist/counselor. I think there are a small number of us who are naturally comforting, and can make others feel safe. I don't know if this is a quality that must come naturally to become a therapist, or if it's irrelevant and can be developed later on, but I'm one of those people who others seem to confide in. For me, it feels good when I can help someone reach a new perspective of something, or help someone feel okay with the current situation, etc. I love being able to make others feel at ease, and being trusted with something confidential, but also something real. I enjoy being able to dig into someone else's mind, and tap into their emotions. None of this is ever used in any negative or manipulative way, it's just a setting that I've always preferred. I feel like these are all qualities of a potential therapist, and although I really do enjoy getting into the psyche of others, I wonder if this is actually the right path for me. I also sometimes wonder if what I'm doing is actually harmful. I always try to make it clear that I'm not a professional, and I don't have the background to make certain claims or suggestions. I guess my real worry is that if whether or not I'm just exhibiting some type of ""emotional tourism"" for lack of a better term. I can't imagine though that there are any therapists out there who don't feel a sense of warmth by having the ability to make others feel better. For me, I think it comes from a place of not really having been able to have that myself, and so by doing that for someone else, it also kind of helps me in a way. Above all, my biggest concern is the lack of information and support regarding those of us who suffer from severe anxiety and panic disorder. There are a few self-help books by some wonderful people, namely Claire Weekes, but I feel like that's only the tip of the iceberg. In my personal experience, therapy has not been very beneficial to me. Self-help books written by authors with personal experience have seemed to be the only thing that could make me feel connected and understood. I would love to be able to help others in a way that I've sought after, but could never find for myself. That said, I go back to the main question; Should someone with severe anxiety and panic ever become a therapist or counselor? Also, how important is one's experiences with anxiety to you in a therapy setting?",9.563881215469612,7.461235040515658,10.075370626151011,63.12476864640885,60.47329650092081,13.248895027624311,39.567909760589316,11.93303328291395,4.812080478821364,2269,92,386,57,24,775,226,543,0.104,0.736,0.16,0.9894,1,0,3,0,0,0,62.0,2,1,1,4,24,23,0,4,29,1,48,2,0,10,11,117,90,42,0,14,26,0,9,2,0,4,0,1,0,2,38,26,0,1,26,2,0,3,12,6,0,2,7,10,37,17,68,70,15,45,0,1,0,2,21,20,0,25,19,298,75,7,0.2079599848173008,0.0,0.10146947329661364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05206047125923948,0.0,0.0,0.20788190590565292,0.08651968334751826,0.0,0.0,0.0707099604637533,0.0,0.15908881917372564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03997709793018043,0.0,0.0,0.22967546464449265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09196185344099593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956955644231024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301956300931962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191700797043882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686194123622215,0.11696349613537073,0.0,0.0,0.11596517740532378,0.0,0.14108378415080244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256857715784006,0.0,0.0,0.2365893378495609,0.07428332735292471,0.0,0.0,0.047517914652557364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027162627208799396,0.0,0.029547112952850705,0.04360674216752525,0.0,0.0,0.057272842223063676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20908679132204108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05413958061063909,0.02857234225803465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050799372058577236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09384600279875399,0.0,0.20822235705194286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249507548443209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040097890154375926,0.05021226230430936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07045953387945621,0.07908146974468659,0.0,0.1829971760259491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07208663443413722,0.09079131867595977,0.0543184805268953,0.0,0.0491473510649446,0.058610909079903316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05824069421843338,0.0,0.0,0.1183519954784163,0.09991836854528363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588945308554417,0.04439917268998063,0.04945439197964888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094659479873435,0.10847380927593676,0.23493558938727085,0.0,0.0430066621100145,0.058438934029112,0.0,0.0,0.264305730420061,0.12007331723847744,0.05141943562683834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05435123227115343,0.0,0.0,0.05899763158333921,0.048999956146244535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11891018326548645,0.3621863563309736,0.034539843327450866,0.0999392709110812,0.05107990730312086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03529779470975648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12507512814882002,0.044902664137534035,0.0,0.04289719170144058,0.0,0.12380171715558938,0.04170323896688172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914279941650034,0.0,0.052798364799963714,0.0,0.03693220163768945,0.0,0.0,0.06695970599320719 anxiety,UbiSergei,2018/03/29,"Hey, guys -- in attempt to cope with my anxiety-like symptoms and to better understand myself -- I made my own emotion classification criteria! So, quick recap: after almost o' year of really tormenting periods, during which I wasn't exactly sure what I'm feeling and how exactly to cope with it – *safely* – I spent a lot of time pondering and experimenting with my feelings. As you may infer (or most likely not) that search brought me straight to cosying hands of mindfulness (and meditation, too). So, big shoutout to those two and if you're experiencing a great turmoil, as I once was, maybe give it a try? But let's finally get to the topic. Here's a framework of dealing with emotions which origin and coping methods you don't exactly understand. The simple trick is give that emotion a exhaustive description on *direction*/*mood*/*energy*/*consensus* scales. **Say, you're on some kind of public gathering, and because you're not in tune with your emotions, something happened and you've suddenly felt this:** *embarrassment* = `receptive` `slightly negative` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` **While what you've really expected to feel was this:** `receptive` `slightly negative` `slightly intensive` `feeling of consensus` = *compassion* `receptive` `neutral` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` = *embarrassment* **You can be like you, feeling embarrassed, or you can deflect the only thing normal person can channel – mood:** `receptive` `slightly positive` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` = *chuckle* `receptive` `neutral` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` = *embarrassment* **While emotionally exausted person will deflect the direction – he just simply can't stand it:** `transmitting` `slightly negative` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` = *annoyance* `receptive` `neutral` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` = *embarrassment* **That person can also up the energy – and you'll get this:** `transmitting` `slightly negative` `intensive` `lack of consensus` = *infuriation* `transmitting` `slightly negative` `very intensive` `lack of consensus` = *anger* `transmitting` `slightly negative` `super intensive` `lack of consensus` = *outrage* `transmitting` `slightly negative` `hyper intensive` `lack of consensus` = *rampage* **But C(alm)TFU, bro, and better check this wave out! This' what master buddhists feel in place of embarassment:** `receptive` `slightly negative` `relaxed` `lack of consensus` = *zen* `receptive` `slightly negative` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` = *embarrassment* And in place of annoyance: `transmitting` `slightly negative` `relaxed` `lack of consensus` = *zen* `transmitting` `slightly negative` `slightly intensive` `lack of consensus` = *annoyance* And in place in fear: `receptive` `very negative` `relaxed` `lack of consensus` = *zen* `receptive` `very negative` `intensive` `lack of consensus` = *fear* Pretty slick, huh? **And here's the bonus. [Now we don't have to guess..](https://youtu.be/HEXWRTEbj1I)** `receptive` `positive` `highly intensive` `feeling of consensus` = *love* So far, there hadn't been any emotion that I wasn't able bisect like this (although, I admit – I haven't tried them all). Also, there can be some values for mood/energy scales can be off – those are allocated via muscle atlas, and take time to pinpoint accurately.",2.098030630902656,4.976131636505464,5.0833999295455685,70.89342995655312,89.88923556942278,9.683666314394513,32.94551523996444,9.370254747372089,4.762663315048732,2733,167,440,111,93,977,214,641,0.032,0.897,0.071,0.9577,0,0,2,0,0,0,304.0,1,7,1,6,14,33,6,9,11,1,26,4,1,4,5,76,48,30,0,19,8,1,9,3,0,3,2,1,0,4,21,21,0,1,13,4,3,1,22,16,0,1,10,11,21,16,54,31,22,32,3,0,0,1,24,18,0,9,15,206,42,0,0.08578082595646304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08589710618076071,0.0,0.0,0.13719779105124938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05833390320025636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052291195314218886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173233930722155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884362649376855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5789513005049794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08391010783540633,0.0,0.19305455538044008,0.3036135412031385,0.0,0.0823630451480775,0.09396870190165776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963388217845131,0.16457756938198806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457366344991887,0.0944972508068749,0.0849365041391435,0.07585570109777208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906321523171586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08932752992451215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08771670636925434,0.0,0.1257245358163318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0729277906768197,0.07742054453275707,0.08116789161360667,0.0,0.0,0.08617836939992421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661418085133145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08404699644346281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913537800603316,0.0,0.06524018357194941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22470152551345127,0.2688681168191447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08726993876132537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099067873025882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06821635579082685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06603827069326414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08084741328959055,0.0891591230604057,0.06449650556375039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05698896913535598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003897889268512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11647910004627715,0.0,0.08379540251795317,0.17860173008797522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21233449532678605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524003948110879 anxiety,wdisneysfrozenhead,2018/03/29,"Vacation SOS! Hi friends! Longtime lurker here. Your posts and comments have gone such a long way in me feeling less alone the past few years. I'm going on a 5-day trip for my partner's brother's wedding. My partner's (I'll just call him B) family booked the vacation rental - B just changed jobs, we don't have as much ""play money"" as before, so his parents wanted to be generous and share their vacation rental with us. It was supposed to be five of us: me & B, B's mom & dad, and B's mom's best friend. A couple months ago, B's 91-year-old grandpa decided to come to the wedding. That makes 6 of us. B's family rented a GORGEOUS 2-bedroom, 2-bathroom loft that sleeps 8. Grandpa gets a bedroom because he's old. B's parents get a bedroom because they're paying. That leaves the friend and us on what I suspect from the photos are pull-out couches. This has put me in an absolute tizzy. I recharge while alone (or with B), and my anxiety is through the roof about this trip that's weeks away. My routines, whether it be spa music at bedtime or doing my makeup as soothing self-care, bring me comfort. I'm already stressing about things like not being able to fall asleep, or having to rush slapping on my makeup. Are the sofabeds comfortable? Does the owner know we'll need enough bedding for all four ""beds""? What time will we be accidentally woken up by other people joining the shared space? Will we have to share a bathroom with foul-smelling grandpa? I typically sleep in a state of undress, so what do I wear to bed while remaining comfortable? Will we have any opportunity to be intimate (ordinarily I'd hope so!)? We're using all the couches in the loft, so will we pack and unpack the beds every morning/night? If not, where will we have to sit during the day? Mostly, I'm worried about having zero privacy from a family that's not mine. I'm so grateful they're sharing, I know I'll start off seeming like a good sport. I'm afraid after a couple days of that, with no privacy or time for this introvert to recharge, I'll just crack. Any advice or past experiences appreciated 😊 thanks guys! 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My mind won't rest. It's almost 2 am...tips?,-1.6895833333333314,-0.03395912499999909,2.715,85.09666666666669,109.0,7.133333333333333,24.08333333333333,7.793537801064563,2.4148583333333336,58,3,12,2,3,22,16,16,0.134,0.866,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,6,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.543260651251258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4150303167673167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.482221352852079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5477958267635769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,christianocorp,2018/03/29,"I overthink a lot. It started 3-4 years ago. I’m 23 overall healthy (I think), I try my best to be organized everyday. I wake up, do my morning routine, look at my to do list, and that’s where the problem starts. I start overthinking! What do I have to do today? Did I forget to write something? Is this everything that I have to do? Am I forgetting something? Etc. Throughout the day I’m always thinking the same things over and over, even after completing my daily tasks and todos. At the end of the night before I go to sleep, I start thinking again, but this time different questions! What do i have to do tomorrow? Did I forget to do something today? Etc. I can literally read my list ten times and I’m still overthinking. I can have it in front of me and still overthink and ask my self over and over. Any advice or opinions? Thanks. P.S. I don’t suffer a lot when I’m busy at work or with friends. 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In January, I was in an accident that totaled my car due to rain and ice. I will keep it short but I was struck basically head on by another driver when I was off to the side pulled over. Then other cars and semis were wrecking all around us. I’ve driven through ice and snow many times but now I panic even when it rains. I keep having nightmares and visuals when I drive past that spot. I’m just not handling the situation well and I’ve lost my confidence in driving. Time has not made it any better. I keep running through my prescription just to drive to work. To make things worse a semi launched a door at my new car and messed it up a few weeks ago. My cars mean a lot to me which worsens the situation. Anyone else had to deal with this? I’m at a loss with how to recover.",1.6342352941176483,3.791425952941178,3.0947058823529403,90.68617647058822,80.64705882352942,6.588235294117648,22.94117647058824,7.724431198458867,1.0153529411764717,652,22,141,11,17,213,107,170,0.157,0.763,0.08,-0.93,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,0,0,5,10,6,0,1,10,0,8,1,1,4,2,28,19,13,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,10,10,0,3,1,0,0,11,2,4,1,0,8,0,16,2,25,10,4,36,0,2,0,0,3,12,0,1,13,93,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14605791073012045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204867283216284,0.1727748212753064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521042142936085,0.16882546668259527,0.0,0.1466794774487851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14572492420684505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986975965732476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13764348291685344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882847023850266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16910068479283705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11044128870820814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393631761926248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798649922123611,0.14008083995112322,0.0,0.15590855459590602,0.1099846877235666,0.16705005753917446,0.0,0.1794819091343187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12217423765933115,0.0,0.15913507274501626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933210971623737,0.0,0.0,0.15729079861557552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704148584863032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946530246345088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215643393396067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981970011222388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13216787418335382,0.0,0.14814725469841888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995390429473116,0.0,0.16791384145724614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jaydeisthename,2018/03/29,"I hate what I wore today and it felt so normal.. All I wore was leggings, a singlet and a jacket because it was raining and when I went to the shops I noticed more than five people laughed at me for wearing that because they were wearing shorts. After that I went my boyfriend's house to grab something and his dad was like ""that a snow jacket, I don't think it's snowing"". Now I'm just sitting crying in my car like I had made the complete wrong decision on what to wear when I just wanted to be warm and not wet. It's all just normal colours like black tights and a pink singlet and a black jacket. Only writing is on the jacket saying thrasher. What did I do wrong? I feel like such shit.",3.6476056338028187,4.558396295774654,4.240957746478873,89.9487605633803,71.95774647887325,5.961690140845071,27.580281690140843,4.935628992294339,0.768747042253521,542,19,113,1,10,172,84,142,0.117,0.777,0.105,-0.5719,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,0,8,10,2,0,8,0,10,5,5,1,2,23,21,10,0,3,4,1,6,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,1,4,1,1,3,2,4,0,1,12,11,16,6,11,8,3,14,0,0,4,0,5,5,1,0,9,75,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21950136351105864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18876846097782266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977654297995617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09103360773951544,0.12862057544027752,0.17286658494121238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777521757149063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207741928359826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35183369937839515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703581527965175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528018475671129,0.0,0.2049766750754672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692849401991694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481703139683872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14317499360901406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18480842026265698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13860354858958715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536232953588385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706568200019573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061922265126906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33379767267518795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936908418705801,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiousive,2018/03/29,"Extremely anxious around professors Hiya, not sure if this is the right sub but if it’s not, please feel free to remove and/or redirect me! First off, I haven’t been officially diagnosed with anxiety so I’m not sure if I’m qualified to post here? Once again, feel free to remove/redirect me! (I don’t want to offend) For as long as I remember, I’ve been extremely anxious around my teachers. In high school, I NEVER asked for help and when a teacher approached me, I would get flustered and start shaking. (I also experience the same thing around new people, or groups of people, but it’s definitely more severe(?) around professors). Now that I’m in college, I’m working on building up the courage to talk to my professors and ask for help but I just get so anxious even thinking about contacting them. Whenever a professor tries to talk to me (answering a question or just a conversation) I would start sweating, shaking and trip over my words. I think the fact that I’m not the brightest person is a contributing factor. It takes multiple explanations before I’m able to understand something and it’s honestly so embarrassing. Even when it comes to asking questions, I don’t know how to word them, and sound like an idiot. Sorry if this turned into a rant, but I just really wish that I was able to just suck it up and communicate with my professors. 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One little thing I’ll think about for hours and create the worst possible situations in my head. I’m obsessive with my thoughts. I’m obsessive with some people. I have to know what’s going on all the time. I notice EVERYTHING seriously no one can hide anything from me because I lurk and find out answers. I know it’s wrong and bad but I can not function without finding out. I can’t even remember a time where anxiety wasn’t part of my everyday life. I want to feel worry free. People think I’m such a go with the flow and easygoing type of person. That’s what I want people to think so I’m constantly aware of everyone else’s actions and words so I can pull off the persona of being easygoing. I feel insane. I hate mental illnesses. 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The trigger was the job itself because I was fine before I had the job. Where I come from, teachers lead highly stressful lives and the particular place that I teach in is quite a workaholic place. The anxiety started whenever I had to go to class. I'd feel dizzy, would have a sudden urge to run out from class, terrible nausea and my body felt disassociated with reality. The psychiatrist prescribed Amitryptyline which worked fabulously. And I recovered after two long months and managed to go to work. It's 2018 and after 4 long years, I had an unexpected anxiety attack in class. I suddenly felt breathless while teaching and wanted to run out of class. I somehow managed to continue the lesson even though I was feeling totally off. Immediately went to see my psychiatrist after that who increased my dose of amitryptyline and gave me Propananol to take right before class. Right now I'm on medical leave for the whole week as I reacted badly to Propananol and had to go to hospital emergency. I'm seeing my psychiatrist again next Tuesday. I'm worried that I've developed some kind of resistance to amitryptyline and that I can never go back to work properly again. 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Hello all, So I’m curious if I’m the only one who feels this way. Does anyone else get this overwhelming anxious feeling from talking to family because you feel like a burden on their lives? I know I do. I avoid texting/calling them because I start thinking about how I burden them and they probably don’t want to hear from me and I start feeling tight in my chest and what I can only describe as “uncomfortable pressure” in my head and start getting tears in my eyes. 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My boyfriend is having severe weather in his area, and i'm worrying myself fucking sick... i can't calm down...",0.5902631578947393,3.051872236842108,2.5897894736842098,90.03152631578949,89.78947368421049,5.145263157894737,20.757894736842104,6.742157984588678,0.6251936842105263,147,5,29,2,5,49,34,38,0.226,0.677,0.098,-0.7431,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,0,1,3,3,1,1,0,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706366752556176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5374457130999578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2203307453719586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29727116121736663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568344872244612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529164345070598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071455873564343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_bawes0m3,2018/03/29,"Going to bed How do you guys deal with anxiety when you’re trying to go to bed? Lately I’ve noticed my heart spirals out of control, no matter what I focus on. 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So I went. I had a full-blown anxiety attack before I went just because I knew there would be a lot of people there plus higher-ups. I was freaking out. I stood on my back porch for about 30 minutes hyperventilating before I could convince myself that ""I am in control!"" I was embarrassing ! I couldn't believe that I allowed myself to get so worked up. But it was not as embarrassing as It/ I would soon be..... I went and guess what!? It was an open bar!!! Oh yeah, my brain said ""a few beers will help you loosen up, make you normal"" Great logic right? After a few drinks..... I ended up pulling the new owner on to the dance floor and forcing him to dance and now I feel like a piece of shit. I know he had a good time everyone says he had a good time but the fact is my anxiety is telling me I'm going to be fired which is irrational of course! But this is my anxiety. Thinking about every action that I took everything that I said to every person that was there it's been playing in my mind like a movie that I never wanted to see.",1.551102150537634,3.575024701612904,3.3803225806451636,89.23215053763441,80.20967741935483,6.552688172043013,21.22043010752688,7.6454224807358475,0.7716849462365594,938,27,202,15,24,314,140,248,0.139,0.688,0.173,0.9248,1,0,2,0,0,0,37.0,0,3,0,4,13,16,3,2,14,1,24,5,2,4,2,35,46,13,0,7,7,0,2,2,1,3,0,3,1,1,14,6,3,1,5,6,0,12,4,6,0,0,20,6,36,10,28,18,6,33,0,0,1,0,16,12,1,2,11,142,50,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3479390630068691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2587139415338148,0.0,0.08743288225913283,0.0,0.06931411184301672,0.0,0.19351083334695068,0.12810770522358714,0.1193274140344372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126933481830532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753092852655284,0.09078497506842087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113885749992656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007097511953012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160438951671696,0.10865093949896512,0.10219160569711712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057493161476531676,0.08123157695948809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08784896038943057,0.0,0.05940668306497445,0.0,0.1938651914465444,0.1907423675573636,0.0,0.1253612476513613,0.12525995957687105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07621472357134564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248983457672195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110199954465326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666876056403076,0.0,0.0,0.075899626579687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481062887632988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769706382464686,0.10981794690762234,0.0,0.0,0.11140772125298336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882941167896605,0.0992836784927521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09710428818484426,0.21632085644162355,0.09042356148861394,0.0,0.0,0.09060894687075252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671755752871828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993840409174252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07285820264636624,0.0,0.0,0.13260574614830534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633153087499222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341334695625026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42162634157087614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555861968037905,0.0,0.0,0.16154693584803093,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LucefieD,2018/03/29,"I have Over 6 figures in assets and I'm still too anxious to move out of my parents house Sooooooooo yea, due to a decent paying job over the last 5 years and some playing in the stock market I've got over 100k in the bank and yet I still can't seem to find the courage to move out. It's bad, watching coworkers struggle paycheck to paycheck knowing I've got a surplus of money. Honestly should I just buy a house? Then at least I wouldn't have to deal with room mates and landlords and people in the laundromat. It's a struggle for sure... I almost want to just quit my job and go do something with my life too. 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She hides a lot of her symptoms. The one thing she tells me about that happens to her more and more often is that she can't eat. It's not that she just doesn't feel like it, she literally can't keep food down and has a lot of pain when she tries. I have always had severe sadness whenever I think about starvation. I donate to food pantries and even humane societies. Now this is happening to my own mother and there's nothing I can do about it. I see her losing weight and wasting away, and I'm now starting to feel guilt and overwhelming sadness every time I eat. I don't know what would help or if anyone else has experienced anything like this? If you feel comfortable sharing experiences like this if you have any, please do. I just want to know I'm not alone. 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I got into reading about social justice topics for a while because I am LGBT, but I really really get anxious from it now... It is full of a lot of anger and resentment. I get why, but anger is really something that gives me a high amount of anxiety. Lately it gives me so much anxiety when I read things from very passionate people that I disagree with, or for example when I read things that people write that are disparaging to those in demographics that are considered more privileged. I feel like there is so much tension and general meanness that arises in social justice conversations. I can't handle it. And then people say things like ""our anger is justified"" and it just makes me feel like an ass. It really takes a toll on me. I don't even know what to do. I feel pressure to keep up because of the ethical element to it. I'm not trying to stir up a political conversation, but does anyone else get this? I'm just looking for similar people because I feel alone in this as someone who generally supports most of the general ideas in social activism, but am anxious from anger and radicalism. 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However, for the past week i’ve been having severe fears of something bad happening, and i can’t figure out why or how to stop. I’ve admittedly been feeling a lot of pressure as i’m having to figure out which university i will be attending and have fallen behind in school, but this fear exceeds just a small mishap occurring. I actually feel like the world is going to end and while i know it won’t, i just can’t get the thought out of my head. Any advice or words or anything is welcome. thanks.",5.171515151515153,6.2358173636363645,6.310303030303036,75.9437878787879,68.54545454545455,9.806060606060607,30.57575757575757,9.994966539143718,3.093857575757576,540,21,99,13,9,181,85,132,0.235,0.6779999999999999,0.087,-0.9627,1,0,2,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,3,7,0,15,1,1,1,0,25,27,12,0,1,7,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,1,7,0,0,3,3,5,0,0,5,2,7,3,17,19,2,17,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,4,8,67,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.15115941617476925,0.0,0.0,0.15136584715020324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533686629275796,0.0,0.3554927247321637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12746896261658708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586689657712118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719484306675506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34860965530638244,0.15664352602536047,0.11066012298461496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08092851450313078,0.0,0.0880328673934672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27395395835759245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589714163836478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512862901820825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567599567579196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168988382585442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15176846980872072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478689519836429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16475452029452547,0.0,0.0,0.0992324868011613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567664067735548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499843389020563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15790037524487066,0.0,0.2384981668838765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295027883140512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11646502994315384,0.0,0.0,0.14261050544918769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229727774677706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12425091113666215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13977256576800698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sleepingmylifeaway39,2018/03/29,"Thank you whoever suggested the Book Mind and Emotions! I ordered it last week and just picked it up after having the book sit around for a few days. I just finished chapter 2 and about to move into chapter 3, and I'm oddly pumped to keep reading. This workbook has already helped me break down my problematic coping skills (aka ones that I have and use that don't really work) ana how much they're effecting my life (and it seems to be a lot!) I'm also going to bring this into my therapy appointment tomorrow to share the work that I've already done in the book with my therapist. I never knew breaking down my thoughts and understanding my mental illness could be this easy, and I'm so thankful to have this book in my toolbox. Thank you to the kind user that shared the link with me, I'm excited to continue using this workbook to help along side CBT therapy. I hope its ok to post the link to the book for those that want to check it out. Mind and Emotions: A Universal Treatment for Emotional Disorders (New Harbinger Self-Help Workbook) https://www.amazon.com/dp/1608820157/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_apa_A0eVAbXRNB0CY",7.259465706707085,8.372749004926114,6.6596059113300505,75.12922697991664,63.8768472906404,9.792951875710498,32.85676392572945,9.851270322608157,3.1749563471011744,900,35,156,18,13,278,120,203,0.026,0.809,0.165,0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,2,0,4,7,9,0,0,11,1,9,2,0,5,1,37,27,12,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,16,16,0,1,7,6,1,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,16,9,29,21,3,27,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,3,9,100,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27326486648493264,0.09901444979591703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022119847765867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09885584218902572,0.0,0.0,0.07985014093581433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190219950432814,0.0,0.0,0.126705270728124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178241066338884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036666128633877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489708461175727,0.0,0.0,0.12297578384441908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11005205974551037,0.0,0.1289337992883573,0.0,0.1009253824303878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08745387731928647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526270158387298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12477594351314135,0.0,0.25003479708547505,0.0,0.0,0.13159527061188614,0.09101793951792582,0.0,0.09549341281810632,0.1195808625914243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08389994248847006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858011207250993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12384805459209346,0.0,0.07931877029665596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271611491153086,0.12916557715704552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419754040714541,0.28318545377651444,0.14375823394964407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982949213824775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889531166470414,0.0,0.2138720329977447,0.0,0.0,0.07302902869854742,0.0,0.09931656252198028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802769320344228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SpongeTheOC,2018/03/29,"Best for Flying? Hi All! Long time flyer, prior military, and PTSD/Anxiety/Depression sufferer. I’ve taken Xanax for fear of flying without too much help. My last flight, I took about 1.5 MG in total to get “through” a flight. I don’t want to get through it, I want to kick it’s butt! I even get pre flight anxiety months in advance. I’m strictly asking for opinions on what has worked for other people. My fear is not the plane, but claustrophobia and fear of having a panic attack (agoraphobia). What meds have helped you all? I also suffer daily as well. I owe it to my family to travel!!! Bless you all!",1.8686310299869573,4.359325915254239,3.5500000000000007,85.77785528031292,82.22033898305084,6.342633637548892,20.09387222946545,7.61054688173877,0.8893564537157759,470,13,90,8,13,156,82,118,0.219,0.6940000000000001,0.087,-0.959,1,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,3,5,10,1,4,3,0,5,2,1,0,4,12,15,5,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,0,1,1,3,3,7,1,0,2,0,11,3,19,13,6,11,1,2,0,1,6,3,1,1,5,58,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609604913508475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301902614899564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590990268926033,0.1936088199370686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859756362862855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14657919301507816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11240489872713012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604342889204407,0.5745127976220953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667422807537065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281414384550973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872263931713208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15060744679831692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890360112890379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13583921103530505,0.0,0.1251047902032235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19967420566264935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798412780552213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989359388871393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923563406146108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18908063839577607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007578146125268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301581584840296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16405126177000268,0.0,0.12389594776645856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Runningonempty_99,2018/03/29,"My head is a prison I am a 26 year old guy with no degree because I made a ton of mistakes when I was younger. Now I am working a minimum wage job that I fear is a dead end and will be nearly obselete in the future. I am supported by my parents who are hitting 70, one who was the primary breadwinner that doesn't know if he can continue to carry the load and the other that makes pocket change for a private business that might close soon. I don't make enough to save up for anything, since I burn all of my cash on food and transportation to work because I don't drive and I live in the middle of nowhere. I also suffer from bad anxiety and depression, and I have nobody to talk to about it. I cannot afford therapy and am totally against taking medication, plus the nearest county mental health office is an hour away with no link to public transportation. I feel like I am totally doomed and have no future to look forward to, at least not a comfortable one. I think I need help. Every time something happens to shake my confidence, I drown in negative self talk and rumination. I feel like a worthless idiot who deserves bad things to happen. I am also a perfectionist who makes a lot of mistakes, silly as that sounds. But that just leads to MORE negativity. I am also obsessed with being ""important"", which makes me overwork myself to stand out. These efforts are probably not going to get me anywhere and it's just adding to the stress. I feel like I am trapped in my own head, and it's like being locked in with only negativity and self hatred/doubt. I don't know how I will get through this and achieve the fulfilling life I seek.",6.997492260061919,6.270597975232199,7.419380804953562,75.71037151702788,64.60371517027863,10.572136222910217,34.47987616099071,9.916854025145753,3.2163510835913307,1298,50,250,24,17,427,183,323,0.214,0.706,0.081,-0.9931,4,1,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,5,10,21,1,4,19,0,29,6,2,7,3,49,50,22,2,4,6,1,3,4,0,3,3,1,0,3,18,20,1,0,7,0,2,7,13,13,0,2,3,5,34,8,42,40,9,33,1,4,1,0,13,15,0,3,16,185,52,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26610599126185164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08485283936503192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127700222626177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10421218432602103,0.0,0.1852256994950344,0.13523055783660004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733774396175985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553449372343373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09824143649543042,0.11460912334216895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345416030493836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481487112752415,0.16825215150710476,0.2377219697568339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412386573500296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159013464428884,0.0,0.06303790403650858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982738840073727,0.19617086036946604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276700779437271,0.11790186020778932,0.0,0.0,0.07434676222395907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923301105304616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007013246678776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191651835726933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834546964848066,0.216757958454586,0.0,0.0979436337502224,0.0,0.09314414284924936,0.0,0.0,0.09429948728228306,0.0,0.10495437324937236,0.296157552020766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11173936540249116,0.1117804057981258,0.1176676803318798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08224513769619457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11639098000755164,0.0,0.1503233612785765,0.08435900503691418,0.0,0.0,0.12316257982895368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11958959437736698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23142570952778335,0.0,0.0,0.09175345974910487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08539097386043283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705750140718988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586972690247242,0.0,0.0,0.08339739007195449,0.17830520819501186,0.0,0.0,0.12684570458059222,0.0,0.07368974872727185,0.07107250691716678,0.0,0.0,0.06467784318071935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16150091156575053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07142829026051054 anxiety,Andrew30001,2018/03/29,How to get help? Anxiety has controlled everything I do for years and I really need to to get help and I have no idea where to start. Do I just find a psychologist or psychiatrist that works for me or what?,0.937142857142856,3.3563260476190493,3.1383809523809525,87.52328571428568,86.14285714285714,8.121904761904762,20.304761904761907,8.841846274778883,1.5742419047619052,162,5,36,5,5,55,30,42,0.091,0.774,0.135,0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,0,10,8,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,6,8,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,26,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412452784179847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35369681223387045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28342023060394594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2882282390362097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3295193513955241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4227508586963351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35599677027934845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338313165536872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20202412517295493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22320949110866264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22958178339694946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030779158336419 anxiety,charityman27,2018/03/29,"What would you recommend to someone going into a relationship with a sufferer of anxiety? Firstly, I definitely have spouts of anxiety like I'm sure a lot of people do. But I don't think I would say I suffer with anxiety, not like what I've seen & heard anyway. Secondly, I'm not sure if this is acceptable to ask on here, so I do apologise and will delete it if this is wrong. It's just that I've started dating this girl, she's very sweet and shy, but she told me about her anxiety, the medication and how she can react. And I just wanted to know if anyone can tell me something they wish their partner/future partner would know.",6.221822272215973,5.763718763779527,7.280989876265469,75.17590551181105,66.08661417322836,11.036670416197977,32.316085489313835,10.608840637214634,3.2760447694038253,501,18,99,12,7,170,80,127,0.112,0.732,0.157,0.6862,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,2,1,7,9,0,0,4,0,12,1,0,2,2,30,25,11,0,8,9,0,0,2,1,4,1,2,0,2,8,7,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,3,4,15,6,11,18,1,6,0,2,1,0,15,2,0,4,5,70,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18405822185077428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.519812054342891,0.0,0.0,0.11877973042042213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588090980587266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449459146219198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654321129350228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18671642675678515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16598354357173456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442065396542678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113001024918045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776912334409505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182380917950204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13509048639781265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393354334790448,0.13077717221040866,0.0,0.0,0.12023756991524966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202081453540334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484772133135417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10884828988744676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16232172260039454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14016369886759053,0.10019598513439636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534651886762405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3620204808433927,0.1857303638647156,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mysterygirl2015,2018/03/29,"I got hired and they told me they were going to call on a specific day but never did They were supposed to call me to set up training and it hasn't happened yet. I'm starting to have anxiety even more than usual....""They changed their minds about me and found someone more qualified"" keeps popping up in my head. I'm being dramatic but its what I feel right now. I know I should have called but I feel so awkward you know? 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I’ve been on antidepressants for about a month and a half now and they’ve helped somewhat. I used to feel like I was looking at the world through a glass which I know is depersonalization/derealization. But now that feeling of looking through a glass is gone and I still feel off. It’s very hard to describe. Basically I feel like my vision is almost slightly blurred and the world is more dull and lacks as much color as it used to. I feel slightly detached but not as intense as I used to feel. I have this feeling 24/7 and I have obsessive thinking so it’s always on my mind no matter what I do and I continuously think that this can’t just be anxiety making me feel like this. What is this I am feeling? Will it ever go away? Any bit of reassurance and any tips will help. Thank you. ,2.589272183449652,4.843664344632772,3.937254901960789,85.3789232303091,77.87005649717514,6.65058158856763,25.101030242605518,7.724431198458867,1.3132481887670329,707,26,144,11,17,232,100,177,0.096,0.7559999999999999,0.14800000000000002,0.8436,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,1,8,0,16,0,0,4,1,37,39,17,0,1,4,0,11,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,13,9,0,0,13,0,0,2,3,3,0,3,4,14,17,5,20,32,5,17,0,1,3,0,4,7,0,3,11,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426636325571867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10325959542408414,0.0,0.0,0.16878198410904344,0.0,0.18986947788968525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11659428945332033,0.0,0.10361676497229576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13548302990759747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11225387417562364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6274774931816681,0.26596721228422626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052783393129687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11116755985684776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636073738822935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06820109338663567,0.10115654887387616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18188425119970134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842236869868808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283647341099347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12530374699839214,0.0,0.19810790592973693,0.0,0.09122641327215222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07950044746834263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910493649110172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11425289602602455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590341570377033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122585255133345,0.0,0.0,0.3215428503371858,0.0,0.1023939637441401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,banana1ramama,2018/03/30,"Exposure Therapy at Work For anonymity sake, I'm letting a friend use my account. I've been at this job for 2 years. Its a awesome job I love it. Since I started this one coworker has been a jerk. Always putting me down and stuff. 2 months ago I reached my breaking point and had a bad anxiety attack. (I am diagnosised with anxiety) Everyday I have bad anxiety as soon as I step into the office. I have to work near her everyday so avoidance won't work, and would not be addressing the issue. In the past I've found exposure therapy extremely helpful. So im working on coming up with a plan. (My workplace is very accommodating of my anxiety issues. I'm lucky) I'm planning on starting by saying good morning to her everyday. And when she doesn't yell at me in response (irrational thoughts). It will get easier. What should my next steps be? I feel like going from good morning to how was your weekend is a bit of a stretch. My goal is to reach a point where I'm comfortable and don't have the anxiety when I come in. 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I take 12mg of Paxil every day, and I swear this shit saved my life. I started taking it a year ago, and I know it's a low dose but at the time I was throwing up every morning due to anxiety. The problem is, the doctor that prescribed it to me is the one that constantly keeps having to renew the prescription is only in on Thursdays. I've made the mistake multiple times of not realizing I was out of refills and having to get the pharmacy to fax him instead, but sometimes he just doesn't respond in time. This time I tried to be conscientious and make an appointment a few days in advance (this is my university clinic and they advised me to do this). Nope, he was already booked up completely for Thursday. So I figured, I guess I'll have to get them to fax again. I got the pharmacist to fax it a day in advance so that he'd see it when he came in. I called them the next day midday, and there was no response from him. I then called right before the pharmacy closed and still nothing. How hard is it to sign something and fax it real quick? Now it's Good Friday, and everything is closed, and will be closed all weekend. I take my last pill tonight. They might be closed Easter Monday too. Even if they're open, if the doctor never faxed there might not be a response until Thursday. I'm freaking out - the withdrawal from this stuff is fucking terrible. After one day of not taking it I'm a little off kilter, but after two everything triggers panic attacks. My entire worldview gets fucked up. I'm in the midst of final projects and exams right now, and I'm scared I'm gonna fail everything just because I didn't get my medication on time. What do I do?? TL;DR: doctor neglected to renew my prescription. about to run out of pills, and everything's closed. please help.",3.690833020989505,5.307104415760873,4.718204647676163,83.83706521739133,72.77717391304347,7.575862068965518,27.36356821589205,8.216663640201805,1.8357049100449767,1467,54,284,23,29,479,184,368,0.147,0.8140000000000001,0.039,-0.9922,0,0,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,0,4,3,18,16,5,2,20,0,31,14,1,4,2,54,56,25,0,4,10,0,1,0,0,4,11,0,0,0,20,25,0,2,3,2,0,6,8,14,0,3,9,2,31,2,46,38,2,68,0,3,1,2,15,27,3,5,35,194,51,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165391312030441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165059991840962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046731166918667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047934991471029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05615212135256329,0.0,0.07838262302013731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18811833041375434,0.10535440550485037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658026135978227,0.0995430096790683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29703103930276503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3771322222909619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060840733716162776,0.0,0.15522081500796794,0.0,0.3311461572104637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090689112799736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031667250103766,0.19250401904724335,0.0,0.0,0.07726124078754526,0.07367235046192055,0.0,0.10147446549856157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251646525816904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061742382511122525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187556665653259,0.0,0.0,0.050623699577955664,0.07508558127511435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06506316899824832,0.0,0.09232289074301088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716093163354433,0.061487118986235774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927956300161166,0.0,0.1954377759279518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104435214142013,0.0,0.09796477586377003,0.0,0.0,0.08838631109080013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483828743558285,0.0700571995530474,0.0,0.10807647455115267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011140183496252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814110026391649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10484642472505216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733049530689458,0.0,0.0,0.09222264644085362,0.0,0.0734033004972717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945541720158054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091421352292689,0.09110355875388933,0.0,0.0651990906542115,0.0,0.07356272872600347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054490213480724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770344479960438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2685634191862269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06253967347211728,0.0,0.08998244508852417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05931869374613745 anxiety,FTS_Luco,2018/03/30,"Interaction Question I like to smoke weed every now and then due to the relaxation effect and chillness. Well last night I smoked a bowl and a half and got a small panic attack, numbness im my body, and tingling legs. I'm on a SSRI (Citalopram 20 mg) and (Tranxene 3.75 mg as needed) I usually take 1 Tranxene a day with the citalopram because it completely keeps my panic attacks at bay. My real question here is smoking on those two medecines dangerous? Is there significant interaction that could hurt my brain? I held the hits in for a few seconds last night but I've done that before with no issue. When I drink alcohol on these two I'm fine. Just drink in moderation because my tolerance is lower now. Just wanted some opinions, facts, or experiences like mine. I don't want to remain worried. 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I just wanted to share it here! Is it possible to be floating in calm water yet be drowning at the same time? You feel water pressure pressing you from all sides. Yet, it is the pressure of the vast ocean that keeps you afloat, for which you are eternally grateful because there is nothing worse than sinking into the dark depths below. But that doesn’t mean you aren’t drawn to go there every single day. Everything’s going right. You’re swimming smoothly with the current, the temperature isn’t too cold, and the water is calm and clear blue. So why can you only ever see it as being murky? Sometimes, you find yourself swimming higher and higher, until your fingers skim the interface between the water and the air above. You can see the rays of sunlight above piercing through the surface, refracting and scattering as it hits the water. You approach the surface slowly but surely, excited because you feel like you can finally exit into this warm, golden place, and leave the water behind. The warmth of the sun encapsulates you, and you welcome it, and feel it energizing you. You’re so tired. You want to stop swimming. When you’re close enough, you can see the blue sky, its image wavering back and forth at the surface of the water. You feel it, you see it, you want it, and you think you can finally have it. You think you finally understand how to break the surface of the water. At that time, it makes perfect sense and everything is crystal clear. Maybe you even poke your head out, and you’re struck by how much nicer it feels to immerse yourself in the warm and welcoming environment above the water, and even better, you can finally breathe. You start to imagine a future above the water and you feel your heart start to soar. But then a wave comes crashing down and strikes you straight down into the depths of the ocean, into murky, turbulent waters, as they have time and time again. It doesn’t matter how big the wave is, the effect is the same – your whole mind, body, and soul is attracted as if by a strong magnet into the deep abyss below. And every time, you are powerless, swept like a rag doll several levels deeper from where you started. You’re tired of hearing the same thing over and over. People from above peer down at you, with faces of genuine concern that are blurred by the water’s movement. “Hey, why are you still down there? That’s not good for you. Just try again, maybe take some swimming lessons to improve your swimming, and just try harder to get out.” But you can’t. You’ve been treading water your entire life and you’re just so incredibly exhausted. Little things that don’t even inconvenience other people, like small waves or water currents, completely devastate and trap you under the surface, as if a giant fist is pushing forcefully down on your head. It wills you to remain under, and you do. It’s not that you don’t try to get out, it’s that you have to try harder than most other people do, and it sucks all the energy out of you. Sometimes all you can do is take a break and try to float on your back in the water, where you’re at, and imagine what it’s like above the water. Because otherwise, you’re afraid your body will give out and you’ll fall rapidly into the dark depths below. But it’s confusing to most people. After all, you’re not actually thrashing about in the water. You might even be swimming gracefully. Nobody is coming to save you, because you don’t look like you need to be saved. But the fact is that screams are not audible to those above the surface. The water mutes you, and your presence in the water is immutable. You’re slowly suffocating with every passing day, even though you can still breathe. Your body yearns to stop moving but you keep going. You continue to swim on and on, because what other choice do you have? Sometimes people find themselves submerged in the water beside you. They sink, just like you do, because after all, we’re all human, and humans sink in the water. The difference, however, is that they can and do get out eventually. You’ve never even left once. So, is it possible to be floating in calm waters and yet be drowning simultaneously? Because that’s what anxiety feels like. 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Every day gets harder and harder to function. I take Lorazepam three times a day and it has zero effect. I tell my psych all my problems from anxiety and he doesn’t do anything. After convincing my parents and the school the let me back in as a vet tech student because I believed it was my passion, my anxiety reared it’s ugly head. It’s only gotten worse from there. I couldn’t take the dog out this morning because my anxiety barred me from going out. Usually you hear about anxiety causing itchiness, but my acne is so itchy it causes me anxiety instead. I cry hoping it’ll go away. I meditate constantly to just try and get my chest to stop everything it’s feeling. My mind is clouded with thoughts that only my anxiety brings. It’s so tiring that I can’t do anything. I can’t bring myself to read the book my therapist gifted me. I can’t play any games. I can barely talk to anyone without shaking and my throat closing. Why can’t it just stop. 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Everything is unfamiliar and I don’t know where anything is. I feel so anxious and overwhelmed anytime I go to a store I’m not familiar with. One time I went to a Walmart that was a reverse layout than the one I was used to going to— that was the worst! I felt like I was going crazy and just had to leave ASAP! Anyone else have the same problem? 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Early on my supervisor warned me that some of the older specimens had been treated with Arsenic. I continued sorting specimens, never running into the aforementioned older ones until last Tuesday. When I encountered them I made sure to handle them carefully and thoroughly washed my hands when I had finished with each bird. When I mentioned the specimens to my supervisor she jokingly said ""technically we should be using gloves"". I immediately began to panic. For the last few days I've been concerned that my health has unnecessarily been put in jeopardy. I read online that there can potentially be cross contamination between specimens, so now I'm worried other birds could have had trace amounts. I haven't always been super diligent about washing my hands post-volunteering. Now, I think I may have permanent brain damage. I forgot my headphones to an editing job today, which only bolstered my concern. Does anyone know anything about Arsenic? I'm freaking out. 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I take it sublingual-y. I have a history of intrusive thoughts, gad, anhedonia and depression. I feel it is working because my mind is clearer and I am way more relaxed. So my issue is are the concerns about its safety overblown or true? I am wondering are there many longterm kava kava users here? Have you had any side effects. Have you taken anything that had similar effects?",3.5995253164556966,6.285418113924052,5.139731012658231,75.80174841772157,76.72151898734177,7.494303797468352,32.65981012658228,8.472884824447931,3.2520493670886084,337,18,53,7,8,113,55,79,0.047,0.8320000000000001,0.121,0.7125,0,0,0,1,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,3,4,3,0,0,2,0,13,0,0,3,1,11,19,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,10,2,2,15,1,3,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,1,38,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158769502039052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612343794132434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351463124622015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734193013759947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16051230617378706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3313354227127032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321844570233878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205341007682261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386829640408916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25201991564914217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741749571479419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519771090642421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3442610861563364,0.2311074497329041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jkdw,2018/03/30,Responsibility to friends. So two of my friends have a combined birthday party next week. There’s like 18 of us going to a restaurant and I know that if I go I’m gonna get anxiety and probably have a panic attack. I really don’t want to let them down because I hardly ever go to our friend groups social events but I feel like I’m going to feel really depressed after. And in the past few days I have felt so anxious and slipping into old habits. I don’t know what to do. I know I need to respect my own emotional boundaries and not over-fulfil my energy to others but it’s their 18th birthdays and I respect them. Need some advice. ,1.757846153846156,3.9457387846153855,3.831538461538461,85.40346153846156,80.38461538461539,6.1538461538461515,23.07692307692308,7.321109707123232,1.0447692307692311,502,17,99,7,13,171,82,130,0.12,0.696,0.184,0.7546,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,3,0,4,10,1,1,4,0,7,0,0,0,1,22,24,11,0,4,4,0,4,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,6,0,0,4,3,3,0,1,1,4,18,7,14,21,3,15,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,2,10,65,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361212691481346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202560872151065,0.1775890654920024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17883548945603828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958264795794648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137974536527206,0.0,0.13539446051808576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17682666155035384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14219464690307382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589681269138211,0.11230232695393537,0.15093479153724107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3643524984306543,0.0,0.08212949932190533,0.0,0.3573571252252478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081858677046388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591758314909583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607456689632343,0.0,0.1535980654951729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331207423540363,0.0,0.0,0.1671819223867642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495292258431993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18443805562697246,0.0,0.0,0.1500633375792612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16948609850986854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014102076995784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16024362786370572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355966487261047,0.0,0.1890899133858079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271948987144736,0.0,0.126094803353271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marchofmines,2018/03/30,"Looking for a pep talk! I'm supposed to drive five hours to see my family today. My husband always drives because he knows how bad my anxiety is after being in a few bad accidents. Unfortunately, he is in the Navy at training right now. I could've left early this morning when I woke up, but I've had such a knot in my stomach because I am absolutely terrified of driving on busy roads....Especially that long of a distance through some really busy cities. I have done every little mundane task to kill time but truth is I need to go as my mother's wedding is tomorrow. Please, can anyone send some sound advice my way for my sanity?? I could really use a peptalk as no one takes it seriously....driving is so mundane in the States, even my family tells me to just suck it up.",4.2721925133689815,5.476118738562093,5.876375519904933,77.70550802139039,70.76470588235293,8.962329174093881,29.59536541889483,9.339509955726095,2.650011764705883,609,24,116,13,11,208,106,153,0.181,0.782,0.037000000000000005,-0.9722,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,5,2,0,7,0,12,1,1,2,1,11,22,7,1,2,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,1,4,0,2,3,3,15,1,21,17,3,27,0,0,2,0,8,11,1,2,9,74,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384408665800036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480289804358535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13609478669980574,0.0,0.0,0.12439343751858765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29708200989780204,0.21689520423582004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28408105053131105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18205583817430415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750280352161507,0.0,0.14989037618641451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354209459306878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10110598735470176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519794801313598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682255698062032,0.0,0.09777046169095674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329138956746306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830485973645713,0.0,0.1574379535983997,0.14939314168229026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191231496341035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12055121515259865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19528332263127646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22793756133946755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15192760794314086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14176511474051587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376040328286865,0.14299114477697045,0.1554944677166613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373627256026678,0.0,0.1686305963502376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365048354221433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121057974087373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TiredMami84,2018/03/30,"Upping Lexapro to 20mg after 5 weeks at 10mg Have any of you felt much better after increasing your dose? I had 2 weeks of killer start up effects, about a week that was good, then the fourth week I felt the anxiety and depression creeping back so I increased and now I'm feeling increased anxiety and depression again. Someone please tell me it gets better. Thanks.",4.1853333333333325,6.358517628571434,4.300000000000002,85.01333333333334,72.71428571428572,7.523809523809526,28.809523809523807,8.344100000000001,2.158666666666667,294,12,54,5,6,91,54,70,0.18,0.5720000000000001,0.249,0.5835,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,3,5,6,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,7,10,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,4,3,6,4,9,6,4,17,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,11,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12567154141812786,0.0,0.2827456980152113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14210115478383198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32688429742573993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183389891781722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344132810096276,0.0,0.3548773619387865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655129794749732,0.0,0.0,0.15500295767312572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13585056526591985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2028568496525252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658194088304328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13080364469929867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16152489334153858,0.17014064185664793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5929473345733924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goddamnhypochondriac,2018/03/30,"Is this dissociation or something else? I have a huge fear of cars and driving due to some past accidents. I sold my car jan 2017 and have driven three times since then, all within the last 4 months or so. Today I had to drive myself to a dentist appointment. my sister was out of town so she let me borrow her car. siri told me that traffic was light, but when i got on the road, it looked super busy and i got really scared. anyway, while i was driving, i felt like i wasn’t in control of my body. it felt kind of like how i feel when i just wake up or am just about to fall asleep. i had to tell myself out loud several times that this was real and i am okay. the drive was only 6 minutes there & 6 minutes back. when i got home, i cried for an hour and kept trying to get myself to calm down. nothing in particular happened on the road to make me feel worse. not sure how to handle this. edit: just realized i forgot to go to work after my appointment because i spent too much time crying. yikes. 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This time, he set a big goal for himself in his personal life, hyped it up to his friends and coworkers, and didn’t complete it when he wanted to. Now he’s too embarrassed to face his coworkers. He didn’t want to get out of bed this morning but we talked about it and he said he was okay. I had to leave for an appointment and he said he’d go to work and was fine. Now I get a text saying he’s not okay and just wants to run away. I don’t know what the fuck to do anymore. This job was perfect and we’re completely broke without it. I’m still going to my appointment because I’ve cancelled twice before due to his anxiety acting up. I’m just dead inside.",1.2039250493096638,2.7962368875739685,3.047786982248521,93.27862327416176,79.53254437869822,6.6368441814595664,23.69270216962525,7.554174236665415,0.8839937672583824,610,21,143,9,15,204,88,169,0.13699999999999998,0.7759999999999999,0.087,-0.8638,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,4,10,8,1,1,4,2,13,3,1,0,1,23,28,10,1,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,1,10,10,0,0,3,0,0,4,7,3,0,1,8,3,15,5,25,19,0,17,0,1,0,1,23,6,1,0,6,85,25,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742503732550503,0.0,0.3207582090064038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193777715389034,0.0,0.0,0.19716149789831516,0.0,0.137608651210323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33911290505921715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494160394363395,0.149504103578397,0.16898017311089394,0.0,0.1838141879030905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209569277565211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666251300269464,0.0,0.0,0.17123420035937786,0.0,0.0,0.11422499763778088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120442611180828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200517970148949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076584475270444,0.12860328405255092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291468375169781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998142761962644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429806876749897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861533720269273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15588873200731096,0.0,0.11773138462802656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SirSmile,2018/03/30,"Anxiety of unfamiliarity. It's freaking killing me!! This year I got in a new football(soccer) team and also different age group since I'm no longer under19. Almost all of my team mates are 6+years older than me and I just don't know what to talk with them, I literally only talk to the one guy who is 1 year younger than me but he knows all of them for a longer time so he usually speaks with them and he miss games pretty frequently. I always dread the next match and usually make some excuse to not go, that leads further to dissconection with my teammates...Anyone went through something familiar?",4.101578947368424,6.3610879298245635,4.796350877192981,80.97978947368422,73.21052631578947,8.41964912280702,28.06666666666667,9.120678840339163,2.4495887719298257,480,19,91,11,10,154,84,114,0.122,0.828,0.05,-0.7418,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,3,3,3,4,1,1,4,0,3,0,0,2,2,18,11,7,1,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,2,3,0,3,3,4,0,1,2,1,12,0,15,9,3,15,0,1,0,0,17,2,0,2,10,53,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234730170641687,0.0,0.0,0.15361183910698134,0.15983170372699254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469459666785834,0.0,0.0,0.13431163946757496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068994593064876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091674222731302,0.0,0.1536294559800006,0.0,0.0,0.19019624890692072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251571497344574,0.0,0.2111318935012453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821950949583855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551874259291576,0.20428661671291196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301630670390828,0.1460907570796193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19542145233042726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889628372875644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787789416883027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087843774953238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11200742674019833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4231132051831239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806649763284504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710930325634324 anxiety,Hollzama-llama,2018/03/30,"Medication starts working but then doesn't anymore? Diagnosed with GAD. I get heart palpitations that could be triggered by specific stressors or just out of the blue. Sometimes they make me so uncomfortable that I cry. I also cry every few days from just feeling horrible for no apparent reason. I am on my fourth consistent medication since September or so. Feb 15 I began taking Effexor, and after two weeks when my dose was doubled for consistency, I had a breakthrough of truly feeling like myself for the first time in maybe 6 months when I began seeking help. I went about a month with hardly any symptoms. On March 15 I had another crying episode. Felt horrible and emotionally raw for a few days. Now I'm back to the feeling horrible and crying every few days. Has anyone ever experienced this? Where they have an epiphany of being on the correct medication, and after a while they seem to revert to their previous ways? I know meds are trial and error and can take quite a while, but I truly thought I was on the right path with effexor and now I'm not so sure :/ Thank you for any feedback!",4.794972740315637,6.95727048292683,5.690502152080345,75.7426111908178,71.0,8.72596843615495,30.10760401721664,9.325443323948027,2.9772840746054516,879,37,150,20,17,288,131,205,0.211,0.6809999999999999,0.109,-0.9841,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,4,3,14,3,0,0,11,0,13,7,1,3,3,32,31,20,0,1,7,0,5,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,3,11,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,9,7,21,3,25,19,4,33,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,3,24,108,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934928182234151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590055048663758,0.12259024132409108,0.0,0.0,0.11594322282992145,0.08174613211476194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08989650959767312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334305551513862,0.0,0.5136802157347823,0.2261916738520525,0.0,0.0,0.11866110461357972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315079207509561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575171296108314,0.19700329436808264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17733950004613044,0.08352046791880714,0.1122518540474128,0.0,0.0,0.09944351550326516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610806062470686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472832200136473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13853881430262702,0.07836225287311524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425063281265099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057116279998554724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803827728174807,0.0,0.11745172518248152,0.0,0.129860562106276,0.35332332487491985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866327604018876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12434808723871088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020286578549035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09984043015889764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643039742172936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967090912874414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11562689709012967,0.0,0.0827494408402867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11018621300824756,0.12151416755874507,0.17580341562393645,0.0,0.0,0.10763494404311948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0928134149716378,0.06817111264842554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142040010344256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09279765024400664,0.09377808335632276,0.0,0.0,0.10837666414027812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511181181791641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,viking_metal_cupcake,2018/03/30,"Scrip for making doctors appointments? **script*** hello /r/anxiety. long time lurker. (apologies if this information is somewhere on this sub-reddit) I'm at a point in my life where I absolutely *need* to get help regarding my anxieties. I've been suffering from a multitude of anxiety-related problems since I was a kid (but sadly never got help for it). One of my major anxieties is making phone calls, and to make dr. appointments I have to call the office. Does anyone have a ""script"" or something similar when calling? Also, does PCP type (Internal Med or Family Practice) matter? ",3.896618122977348,7.011662990291264,5.400218446601943,71.63359627831716,79.29126213592231,9.258576051779935,28.971682847896442,9.516144504307137,3.831880906148868,460,21,69,15,12,154,79,103,0.121,0.815,0.064,-0.7041,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,5,0,6,3,0,3,1,13,13,7,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,11,10,1,9,0,2,0,0,10,5,0,3,4,41,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508755963964866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3876766039564353,0.0,0.0,0.1181147996948265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5174674168012051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17289971727916667,0.2956510871265583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592454498901215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882552285407551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13510305206782666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226450880605565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1193152200758357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1494914259513061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3382719861310167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18763522976117064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525416911045567,0.13028373258497336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446650976736175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15968671465638876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163637488974186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13973474524823512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13004507962439738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850028505493263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BiggestNerdHere22,2018/03/30,"Fear of Extinction I have a growing worry I cant get off my mind. The fear of us, as a race, not doing enough to help save our planet. I cant shake the thought and its worrying me. Is there any news that might restore my faith and get me from feeling so anxious?",1.2437499999999986,2.8719344464285754,2.8958571428571425,94.24914285714287,79.53571428571428,5.908571428571428,23.7,6.742157984588678,0.5654971428571427,203,7,47,2,5,67,44,56,0.214,0.5529999999999999,0.233,-0.1774,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,3,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,1,1,9,2,6,8,1,3,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,0,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021633218764866,0.0,0.0,0.2661613596239171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24343816444806965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5302318390900245,0.1191266271913444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618294087182224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791796325344065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499347633027009,0.23788921382132044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704037872226584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833982390667057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4785272285984036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gabawine,2018/03/30,"I (19F) rely solely on my boyfriend (21M) for comfort and companionship I have had anxiety for a little over a couple of years now. However, I am very alone. I do not have friends, my family all lives in a different state, and I don’t have any hobbies or interest in which I could meet people. My relationship is suffering due to my clinginess. My bf has friends and activities he likes to do alone and it isn’t fair of me to punish him for having those. I know that I need to make friends and become more independent. I just don’t know how to. I don’t know how to branch out or what specifically would help me. If anyone has any advice I’d greatly appreciate it 🙃",3.49711111111111,4.699415044444444,5.320925925925927,80.95916666666669,72.62962962962962,8.955555555555557,27.574074074074076,9.3871,2.287385185185185,521,19,109,12,10,179,85,135,0.14800000000000002,0.733,0.118,-0.4862,2,2,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,9,1,0,3,0,17,0,0,4,1,22,22,10,0,4,5,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,18,7,16,19,2,10,0,1,0,0,10,6,0,3,4,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807184695795003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38307828374192376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515272450837284,0.0,0.14147643467748386,0.0,0.0,0.12931237458952022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20424858289578535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14765728784768128,0.20462946946579064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932199887322481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743423120648108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4286460139984261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2038938912022712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239594918445946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049099088707669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09035096344331224,0.18535563670653668,0.1633029160371165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234470021163966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712857386845986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821215319354407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985533179481139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15259253971755365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13137406486836695,0.0,0.0,0.1190934789782644 anxiety,Manicrose,2018/03/30,"It feels like I have either nothing going on in my life, or everything is happening at once. Which leads me to either depressive feelings, or anxiety and stress that makes me jittery and unable to sleep. It literally seems like a pattern...either bf can’t hang out, friends don’t text or take forever to respond, I have no castings/work/assignments, and I regret not having a Netflix show to watch. .......OR I am overwhelmed with various assignments, friends seem to be texting me constantly, and there’s extra stuff like dinners to go to / castings popping up all over the place so I can barely fit gym in, and the idea of having a Netflix show to watch seems like a far off luxury. 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I’ll try to keep this short but I feel like my mind is just making up symptoms as I’ve just stopped taking viibryd. I was on Viibryd for 41 days at a 40mg/day dosage after the first two weeks. Eventually it reached a point where I could no long sustain an erection or orgasm so I called it quits. The minor benefits to my anxiety weren’t worth that. My doctor recommended I taper off but I’m not putting a single mg of that into my body ever again. Monday evening was the last time I took it. I was up to the crack of dawn having a meltdown on Tuesday night due to a bunch of different factors. Surely I wouldn’t be feeling any effects less than half a day after missing a dose? Wednesday I slept all day after class after getting very little sleep the night before. Thursday morning I woke up feeling great after 13 hours of sleep! I almost felt manic. I got a ton of housework done and was able to perform sexually with such ease! By the evening I was a disaster. I was SO angry and distraught. I couldn’t sleep more than half an hour at a time. My mind was racing. I was just *ranting* in my journal, page after page. I eventually got a bit of sleep early Friday morning and woke up feeling so-so. But now I can’t achieve an erection again (even though all the viibryd is gone from my system?). And I can’t handle it. I flew into a FIT of rage. I threw my phone against the wall twice and crushed a really nice mechanical pencil I have. Then I spent 40 minutes tearing out every single page of a [200+ page book](https://imgur.com/a/FgzC9) and shredding every page by hand. Then I laid in the mess and cried. I thought I was better after that but just walking into the bathroom made me so angry I snapped my razor in half. Then while I was writing this I smashed a Lego set I had sitting on a shelf and slammed my shoes against the wall and floor. I’m sorry this is so long. Is it even possible to feel withdrawal from something as minor as Viibryd? I mean, it’s not like it’s an opiate or anything. And I was only on it 41 days. If you search google for “Viibryd Withdrawal” you get lists of literally every bad feeling on the planet. It’s not helpful. Am I just a crazy person making up symptoms for some kind of attention (even though I live alone??). Does anyone here have any experience coming off of Viibryd? Sorry again for the length :(",2.6588805675995286,4.724173169491528,3.84093023255814,87.0758080409933,76.83898305084746,5.9161214032321645,26.019117067402444,6.8252276405021135,1.134379424517146,1864,71,363,18,43,606,235,472,0.139,0.747,0.114,-0.9662,2,1,1,0,0,0,61.0,0,2,0,6,24,13,1,1,34,0,29,13,9,4,4,60,59,30,0,4,15,0,8,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,15,16,0,2,11,0,2,7,9,5,0,6,27,8,47,8,61,28,15,77,0,1,0,1,7,29,0,5,40,250,62,4,0.08636588722949952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08648296053378096,0.08944901258098242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174635298570542,0.0,0.06606966733673839,0.0,0.0,0.060389036457765874,0.0,0.07107176633937234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07211190833111251,0.0,0.0,0.07349100888413695,0.0,0.0,0.0763836088051115,0.09428918028593396,0.0959330309164036,0.0,0.0,0.08818922714639471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439656448993258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895613329655073,0.0,0.09486887169197028,0.27849426195721744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023397011276038,0.0,0.08839914521538439,0.07557936992397855,0.08838228823135752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852192698950136,0.07812288953944031,0.2183009547630773,0.0,0.0,0.08448241002489244,0.0,0.0,0.26201512552674816,0.0616998070934747,0.0829247957200521,0.0,0.0,0.07346277955737836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024522291374737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13814937938275626,0.09521869556888933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788923369516424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17010600367579845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676596884239413,0.0,0.08993678120872531,0.0,0.07039972519345716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438801998172632,0.08656130813663516,0.07626266072005243,0.15286218484426295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172149073634356,0.11529980073559228,0.0,0.0,0.09407777022035604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440985190975444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209706915846747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568514903396433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541136144123395,0.0,0.0,0.08164367935365427,0.09736456113824947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08682157108376416,0.0,0.09186075205576508,0.0,0.09830328756616427,0.05532819888415137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34571303856148256,0.0,0.0,0.06648867944475527,0.0,0.19335907974818545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722057489322955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08139882661551168,0.17953445147810215,0.06493639882930002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697080913988455,0.06856486729700374,0.10072128675917652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595567852508527,0.058636768223099774,0.0,0.0843669223689819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07126090193175706,0.0,0.0,0.06927750522549447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Novastrana,2018/03/30,"New job anxiety is making me sick! Hello, I have worked in hotels for many many years and was ready for a change so I applied to a job in the tech industry which was my ultimate long-term goal. I have alot of self taught experience in PC's and networking, and will complete my associates in Cyber Security within the next year. The tech company that I work for is fairly new and disorganized, but I am paid well with great benefits, days off, etc. My co-workers and supervisors are all awesome but I suffer from terrible anxiety due to feeling like I am in WAY over my head. I have been at my job for about 6 days now and feel absolutely confused and overwhelmed. I am not stupid and generally learn quickly, but this time around I feel like I am struggling to retain information due to a head that is cloudy with anxiety and allergies. I really struggle going into work because I am terrified that they are just going to say adios due to my inexperience. I am already answering phones and emails regarding technical issues that I have no idea how to solve. Thankfully, my coworkers and supervisor step in to help me but I feel like I will be fired for asking for help. In general, I feel like anything that is possibly negative about me, will get me fired. It's an absolutely terrible feeling to live with. Many people have told me that I put an immense amount of pressure on myself to do well, no matter the situation. After being congratulated for getting the job, I am absolutely terrified that I will have to tell people that I didn't succeed and that I am a failure. I really want to succeed at this job and do well, but I don't know how to leave this constant nightmare of anxiety. Somebody please help me! 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I have the oppurtunity to start either one with a different counsellor, and I'm trying to decide. Has anyone had success or failure with either of these? 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I was due to start taking it today but I'm too worried too. I keep reading about possible side effects and I'm particularly worried about the possible sexual problems they can cause. I think I'm also trying to talk myself out of it by telling myself that I can just live with anxiety like I have in the past. I was told by my doctor that sexual side effects are very rare but like usual I'm way over thinking any worrying about things. I keep reading people post online about complete loss of labido ect, I'm sure there's a massive selection bias but I'm still scared. Does anyone have any advice or experience with this drug or being worried before taking other SSRIs? Thanks ",4.1164999999999985,6.134970983333336,5.282222222222224,78.56500000000003,72.5,7.911111111111111,27.0,8.648137234880735,2.2202333333333333,747,27,130,14,15,247,105,180,0.157,0.7709999999999999,0.071,-0.9331,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,13,8,0,2,7,0,9,5,0,3,1,23,29,10,0,1,8,0,0,2,0,0,5,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,5,2,0,2,0,4,0,1,6,1,13,4,24,22,1,21,0,1,1,0,5,5,0,3,14,80,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497998472781386,0.09523078642149772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591224945724361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611304759806448,0.0,0.08218415077521528,0.0,0.0,0.07511800615129308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09141556781228316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103608674292242,0.0,0.0,0.11263898924886655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06928387969042298,0.0,0.09252985869599696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32987945777388017,0.09401328300428913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458544335109555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508778692576468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768502243498866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141937538979803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097859008715407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1049703750202422,0.0,0.09486322937259216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826482404799444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255470843139812,0.07447888373278468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422238251016319,0.10288886309058164,0.0,0.0,0.10279662019163684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21491943817980014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511363781169107,0.0,0.08560831643168942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603996476958966,0.0,0.08579425333317685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125211324887326,0.0,0.2423234295241796,0.08634868452229956,0.09389912052785618,0.09890770583951662,0.0,0.0,0.07137214812502296,0.20651166189001105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183169166010513,0.10265458688638768,0.0,0.07293835726548217,0.0,0.10494413167050733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11831967979704495,0.0886415346832056,0.0,0.08527344696956042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19917857182813195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4364041466588924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918181430714497 anxiety,awakegrape,2018/03/30,"Are meds worth it? Hey all, I've been holding off actually going through the process of being prescribed meds. When I read side effects for ssri's like : vomitting/nausea/weight gain/diarrhea/dead libido. This seems much worse than anxiety. But if course I haven't actually tried, so am I just hyping it up our of unknown fear or is it actually terrible and not worth it? My partner takes ssri's and they have completely discontinued any sexual desire, they're appetite is weird, and they are always nausous. It seems not worth it to me, but my anxiety/pocd/depression has essentially stopped me from doing regular things like school/work/gym too anxious to be around people. Ugh. This is long and dumb. I just want to hear what you guys think and what your experience has been. 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I usually handle my anxiety pretty well, admittedly with the help of my partner. But recently I started to have times where I'm thinking so much because of anxiety that I'll bump into something or be a few seconds late to do something I was paying attention to (filling something with a liquid and having ment to stop the flow before that moment...). If it is clinically significant does anyone have suggestions of how to help me?...",10.624534883720932,9.419113662790698,11.181046511627908,53.19389534883722,57.720930232558146,14.181395348837205,47.08139534883721,13.023866798666859,6.646427906976745,389,22,55,12,4,134,62,86,0.063,0.773,0.16399999999999998,0.8426,0,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,0,9,3,0,1,0,12,13,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,6,1,11,10,2,11,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,7,45,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363033760437844,0.0,0.0,0.15369410544530535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399225495886774,0.0,0.18703949477021167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19235451220867927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294663883034959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24795177377063984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16158337352997473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22362265414829052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21703281045195968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5076543049323915,0.0,0.0,0.15558046548541732,0.0,0.0,0.1837684228977353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2284635468214368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14084339545382646,0.0,0.0,0.12817117953668725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24208626233177466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976328139638993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,A_Deadpan_Moose,2018/03/30,"Looking for advice. Anxiety is costing me the best relationship I've ever had Hey...so I've been in this relationship for seven months with this amazing girl. She has three kids and I have fallen in love with all of them. But as of the last month I have discovered something about myself and that is that I have anxiety. She would ask me a question and I would feel this intense fear and stress. Even though I know that the truth isn't bad at all. And I know she wouldn't care. But it's like my mouth moves faster than my brain does amd I start spouting off lies. She knows I am lying and she knows the truth behind them now and agrees that the truth really was no big deal. She went through my phone and saw the truth asked me again and I told her the truth. I explained my anxiety to her and she understands but she says she cant deal with the lying. I want to stop and make sure that I never lie to her again. And if I do i know i will lose her forever. I was wondering if anyone on this sub could offer me advice to keep myself honest in all ways. It might seem like a trivial thing but to me it is very real. Thanks to all replies",1.6759668721109366,3.5901594703389854,2.6936363636363647,94.85698767334364,79.29661016949152,5.985824345146379,19.201848998459173,6.980632752743323,0.03876949152542418,889,20,202,10,22,282,128,236,0.119,0.725,0.156,0.851,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,2,2,7,18,0,2,10,0,21,3,2,1,12,54,44,20,0,7,6,0,1,2,0,5,0,1,0,2,13,15,0,2,11,0,1,3,5,4,0,2,7,4,42,14,24,31,5,22,0,1,2,1,30,7,0,6,13,143,55,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23849573257851986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800615178640635,0.0,0.0,0.08532733145913594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281661441867285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018912879761371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1280646344926909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622762285639073,0.0,0.0,0.1244193482511256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743230207109056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516184405427485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10679067471934546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060072029095906,0.11038456781702892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13731947577933093,0.06170284313876453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084672922837192,0.0,0.0,0.3353268772868517,0.09947204059821883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11923695052158713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10247580879129298,0.13652214490659564,0.0,0.0,0.11013828260968037,0.0,0.08145703998290107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945624213988755,0.0,0.0,0.1948089162871794,0.12970027742890006,0.0,0.0,0.0941182922270017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670331922328732,0.0,0.0,0.13889867588046587,0.0781765671741873,0.0,0.0,0.2620325367413513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704442558542974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110929846244251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394588690333876,0.0,0.0,0.08637459392849056,0.0,0.0,0.10202388105182007,0.1397867844548806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501333795686558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123503009788802,0.0,0.0,0.08107237201888311,0.0,0.11989542651681474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116606422478969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703919832728894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10068884943147788,0.07197739887248783,0.09686300325357457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312451493791263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323380636926771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17337549347060932,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,paloma3,2018/03/30,"I finally made an appointment to the dentist. I've been seeing a cavity develop over the last few months but I've been to scared to go back to the dentist because last time I went (last year) was so bad. I was so sure that my young very pretty dentist in her mid twenties laughed at me with her assistant. Before that visit, it had been years since I went to a dentist so I figured they were laughing at the state of my teeth. I know it sounds like anxiety talking but I was so sure that's what happened. Anyways, today I finally called and made an appointment. Luckily the person who laughed at me doesn't work there anymore.",3.046363636363637,5.0939219354838725,4.032170087976542,86.23189149560119,75.61290322580646,7.412316715542523,29.014662756598238,8.296473431620573,2.1573806451612905,496,22,97,9,11,160,77,124,0.085,0.6940000000000001,0.221,0.9656,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,1,9,0,9,5,1,2,2,10,17,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,1,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,2,0,0,12,2,15,6,12,5,1,23,0,0,1,0,8,6,0,0,13,63,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12491786796573852,0.0,0.16194170175622072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12556140316667685,0.13634192825206445,0.0995412357157202,0.0,0.13894939258083355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16673930226599046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577566223027114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09280255831385413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14439850108573365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08974096598865285,0.3993141148290831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977618143769354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30902151626513225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303380485950356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258020164715554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16612658197881008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348369334184518,0.0,0.13012251471737535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507675943560424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3078013946671854,0.0,0.0,0.13124785582653692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521682874983901,0.0,0.15478164212364204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473293112345971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302746482168852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118878458860569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2103092789481352 anxiety,sputnik--sweetheart,2018/03/30,"Focusing causing heart to skip beat Any one else had this problem ? Like when you are introspecting, or focusing on something you suddenly feel your heart just skipped a beat ? 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Does anyone else get super bad anxiety for a few days out of the month for seemingly no reason? For the last 4 or so months, there’s been a period of a few days somewhere between the 20th-30th where I just have absolutely horrible anxiety, the worst I’ve ever had. Sleep problems and complete loss of appetite included. For 3 months I thought it was anxiety about my relationship which has caused me to break up with my boyfriend twice. But this month I realized it’s not and that the anxiety is just focusing on my relationship since it’s what matters most to, me but my relationship isn’t the cause of it. Everything on google says it’s probably pms but the timing doesn’t line up for that to be it so I’m pretty positive it isn’t that. I just need to know that someone else experiences this... I feel so helpless. 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Hey, I’m your typical 16 year old girl just hanging out on the internet and saw this community. Maybe you guys to help me figure out what’s up with me. I’m clinically diagnosed with serve panic disorder and depression, and psychiatrically label led a highly sensitive person ( (empath) basically I can feel other people’s emotions w/o speaking to them and it changes my atmosphere), so I’m already a huge mess lol but I try to just survive you know? A couple days ago, I was with my best friend and my family. We were at a farmer’s market, so there was a large crowd, loud noises, and people pushing their products in your face. I had one of the worse panic attacks there, I feel on the ground and cried, and couldn’t stop shaking. It took an hour or so for me to chill out I guess heh.. but my dad was opposite with my reaction. He loves crowds and is a people person; while I’m terrified of them and I’m solitary. Just.. I felt guilty of having a panic attack and having to leave the farmer’s market. Everyone was having such a great time and I had to ruin it all with my problems. Every time I have a panic attack I feel selfish... that my problems are such a hassle for everybody. Is it normal to feel that way? Is there a way I can learn that it’s okay to.. voice my problems? When I hold it in I breakdown, but when I voice my problems I ruin everyone’s time. Basically in a summary, I feel selfish for having panic attacks.. is there a way to stop it? I’m terrified to being selfish. I hope you guys have a great day! You all deserve it. 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Today, a peer (coworker) sat me down and had a short talk with me, providing me feedback on a situation that had occurred minutes before. I had inserted myself into a situation that she was handling perfectly well on her own, and by doing so I inadvertently made her look like she didn't know what she was doing, as though I had come to ""rescue"" her. She was absolutely right. I didn't realize what I had done and how it looked/felt from her perspective. She took the time to very calmly explain what I had done and how it affected her, and I apologized sincerely and promised that I would be more aware in the future so as not to repeat this mistake. I genuinely appreciated the feedback, acknowledged how difficult it is for most people to be so direct with their coworkers, and thanked her for being brave enough to give me difficult feedback with a level-head. It was literally a text-book perfect example of providing feedback to a coworker. *And then the anxiety kicked in...* Despite the fact that it resolved amicably and I that I appreciated the feedback and intend to learn from it, I am reeling in my anxiety, mortified that I made the mistake in the first place. I've already apologized, she accepted my apology, and we've already gone back to laughing and joking like normal. But I can already tell that I'm going to stew on this for the rest of the day, maybe even *days*. I've done everything I can, and the situation is resolved. **How can I let go of it so it doesn't ruin my day/weekend/month?** Dwelling on issues is a major source of my personal anxiety. Does anyone have any suggestions? Can you relate? TL;DR: I did something stupid at work. A coworker called me out for it, and rightfully so. I apologized, she accepted, and all is now good. *But I can't stop thinking about it, dwelling on it.* If I'm not careful, it's going to ruin my whole weekend worrying about it. Anxiety...sigh...",3.5249791480488497,6.029503201072393,5.217589365504917,76.10935694072089,75.97050938337802,8.862943103961873,30.73644623175454,9.444778638647367,3.3980748287161155,1566,76,272,44,36,530,181,373,0.068,0.748,0.184,0.9912,0,0,1,0,0,0,72.0,0,1,1,7,16,27,1,2,20,0,35,0,0,10,4,58,54,31,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,25,22,0,2,10,2,0,6,6,9,1,1,21,1,45,18,45,28,8,36,0,2,1,0,26,18,0,2,14,213,70,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198153061026873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3454988370167664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07096987237527085,0.0,0.31934717878620483,0.0,0.0,0.07297247435844599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802480872406363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08880454261138268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065654710542063,0.0,0.10640421474211847,0.10720872373043266,0.0,0.08989879145355922,0.0,0.0,0.117051077510477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019149492858052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09132806147126044,0.32039628250472624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10783404679314956,0.0,0.06893024654733351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09379401293140324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020407485045578,0.0,0.0,0.08877043105829492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011372850171836,0.17793432395395967,0.08753405902177018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071057221382253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10892701903151852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05735473390781307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10671741671107186,0.0,0.10197219537661044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763796079764763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975000674654723,0.0,0.0,0.1048458536509295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330090959993795,0.0,0.0,0.07738324636130697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225279441083557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07235160665060801,0.09112504457584007,0.10903628301669033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824949122921796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.351922444526238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034311756741742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725146933217444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08388238040421657,0.09121715972065457,0.09608268906512507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06687108157813057,0.10253532821875742,0.0,0.06085443605747845,0.0,0.0989231595628059,0.0,0.11595024033238435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08610974183387819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09383414807993656,0.0,0.0,0.116516665441215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759769220244516,0.1059848764417629,0.0,0.07413591011999447,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,writingintheumbra,2018/03/30,"Tips for helping my husband with first steps. My husbands been diagnosed with anxiety and depression for around a year and a half now, although we think he's had it for a lot longer. He's on antidepressants now which have helped a fraction, but he is still feeling very apathetic and has been off work due to anxiety attacks etc for around a month now. The issue is that when it comes to therapy etc he is having to wait a long time (one phone assessment then 8 weeks to hear back from anyone) and talking himself out of it or losing the drive to continue. Anyways, I was wondering if you guys have any tips on tackling some of this ourselves any courses or practical things we could do help him until he's ready to speak to somebody professional. Thanks in advance.",8.774119373776905,7.467947390410964,8.142915851272019,73.83075342465756,61.397260273972606,11.630528375733855,39.35029354207437,10.608840637214634,4.047999217221136,613,27,114,12,7,193,103,146,0.105,0.804,0.091,-0.3048,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,1,0,4,9,4,1,0,8,0,13,1,0,0,0,23,20,12,0,2,4,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,7,12,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,3,0,3,4,3,8,1,24,15,4,27,0,2,0,0,20,7,0,6,16,84,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201851691869126,0.0,0.2476949381372457,0.0,0.0,0.11319913700592135,0.0,0.0,0.2882376447839384,0.0,0.18417631291429934,0.0,0.12448548993137593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945622236174532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292581441648589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943794155785644,0.16431767829172836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36110630014947415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185781126256035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770584423494414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16029922144777742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824648340240996,0.0,0.32553978407039125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16897391323785246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326994120291986,0.0,0.1811165159082131,0.0,0.13763538052201454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12922120513828847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10970268040265548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928771588828747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012321639413754,0.0,0.14904904320435128,0.18513840658827144,0.0,0.10755431337912727,0.1037343024455194,0.0,0.0,0.09440093275240943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13357842870336342,0.0,0.0,0.12986055525051685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17556572257530434,0.1178598105812847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425358815168584 anxiety,mynewrdt,2018/03/30,"Have you tried CBD for anxiety? I am trying to find a medication that would work for my anxiety, It has been really bad... All I can think is that my wife and children will leave me out of nowhere. My children are only 3 and 6. I have heard from a friend that CBD does help, so is there something I can read on it or what is your experience with it? 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Hi, does anyone have any advice regards easing uncomfortable chest tightness and palpitations? The only thing that works for me for a few hours is paracetamol/codeine. It goes without saying that I don't want to develop an addiction to opioids, but nothing else seems to work. I'm constantly trying to catch my breath and deep breathing, but it doesn't really do much. Any ideas would be much appreciated. 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(Tightness in Throat) Hi guys, I've been dealing with what I believe to be a physical manifestation of anxiety for about two years. It manifests as a tightness in my throat, I feel it from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep, it's been like this for over a year. I speak fine, I breathe easily, I know I'm in no immediate danger, but the sensation feels real. Physical. I've been thinking now, and in some cases practicing: if the sensation is physical, then I ought to be able to use my muscles to control it. Relaxing my shoulders, chest, stomach, ass cheeks and thighs have actually proven helpful, even in public. So I made this post to announce what I've found, and also to ask help further in helping me deal with the physical manifestation of anxiety, if you have anything you think might be helpful, please let me know! (Please don't suggest medicine) Background info: barely drink(8 tall boys a month max), no drugs or smoke, stay working out, thoughts don't race, no overbearing thoughts that should cause anxiety - just physical. 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So needless to say, I've had social and general anxiety for as long as I can remember. And so I don't have to type as much and to keep this story short I've had social anxiety really bad my whole life. If I had to rate it from a 1(none) to 10(I've fucking got it) -- I'd rate it at a 13. I've pushed all my friends away cause I don't want them, (but I do), I don't go outside or anywhere cause there's people, I don't want to be around them. Someone talks to me ... wait? someone talked to me? I'm happy, I smile, but I freeze. It's automatically awkward. I don't know what to say. I try my best to talk back normally but afterwords kick myself because I feel like I put them in an awkward position and made the convo awkward for them. But lately I've been finally realizing what's been happening all along. I knew it, I just didn't want to accept it.. I'm paranoid. If there's any random talking with another random, never met these people before in my life and I'm just walking past them in a busy street.. They must be talking about me. They looked at me, so they're saying something about me. That's my thought. It gets worst when I know those people. At work.. My coworkers have a convo. Well clearly they're talking about me. Must be saying how weird I am, how awkward I am. I leave the room, they obviously automatically start talking about me, good or bad. They are. This is how bad I am. Please tell me this is just my social anxiety and not something else. I'm so fucking paranoid all the time. Also, while we're on the topic. My doctor told me pills don't work for social anxiety and only a psychologist will help by giving me coping techniques. I told her to fuck off no coping techniques will help because I've got it so fucking bad. I've taken Lexapros and I'm currently on Mirtazapine. Does anyone know of any meds that atleast lessen this shit? Cause even 30mg of mirtazapine isn't helping. 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I recently had a day-long event I’d been helping prepare since September. For the day of the event, no one was assigned specific tasks, so I basically did what I felt I should have been doing and then watched the event when I didn’t know what else to do with myself...? Anyway, I have this problem where I can’t think on my feet and need to be given specific instructions to do things. So now, looking back, I feel like I could have done so much more during the event if I had just took it upon myself to do stuff (though there were MANY people working the event) rather than waiting to be ‘assigned’...Does anyone else have this problem? I guess I’m feeling guilty that I didn’t contribute enough and part of that is because I had no idea what was expected of me but I probably could have just initiated my own help...and of course I did this, but I felt guilty for having lunch while other volunteers were serving, etc. Does anyone else struggle with needing rigidity/not handling it well when things aren’t highly organized? Like, I literally only realize I have this problem in retrospect time and time again...",8.47460606060606,7.317417600000002,8.015717171717174,74.02563636363638,61.88888888888889,11.559595959595963,36.898989898989896,10.637119530657019,3.768511111111111,940,37,175,19,11,298,131,225,0.103,0.846,0.051,-0.8759999999999999,1,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,2,16,7,0,1,6,0,33,3,2,0,0,32,47,15,0,11,7,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,15,6,1,1,8,0,0,1,7,4,1,1,18,6,24,3,20,24,6,24,0,0,2,0,2,6,0,2,18,133,39,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320719881265256,0.0,0.0,0.1703865980900328,0.2496787754278521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368737122028001,0.0,0.14854495835546808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19455851026964352,0.0,0.0,0.1571533267157554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662292762479413,0.12468453138580575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053448357253741,0.0,0.0,0.12589319844846114,0.13588370825682344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12321184027572625,0.08704245712564693,0.2339708441934182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13422039887847545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16333344881659406,0.12873055598289174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13754242968684674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06696002897550257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190496527817262,0.0,0.0,0.10782448760562373,0.10231483950037208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352654673820368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956635403782952,0.1806855011096377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256187727910337,0.09266474301805773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13194075094980592,0.0,0.08446845356367208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13136403192241633,0.34975302141931264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030221373710423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078723385782028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298651343508141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737352978848987,0.13947754873253093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189004661422632,0.07807009561393591,0.11970709444099405,0.0,0.14209166442114862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353686247564527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21909742566056045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08870090668372453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,urbanwolf,2018/03/30,"Anxiety cycles Does anyone else have like cycles where your anxiety is better/worse? I seem to have these cycles where I get really bad panic attacks, especially at night Outside of them I still sometimes have panic attacks and have anxiety, but the bad periods are timed I really dread. I've been seeing a doctor and she's been trying some medications. I was on Cymbalta before that but I felt like it wasn't helping so she had me taper off it. However when I got off it was also when I started another of these panic attack cycles. I'm not sure if it was related because I really didn't feel like the Cymbalta was helping. My depression also seems to come in cycles- well I always have dysthymia but the MDD seems to cycle.",4.51377922077922,6.31786172857143,6.315064935064938,72.45538961038964,71.0,9.376623376623376,28.441558441558442,9.800150414767053,3.1220714285714286,582,22,96,15,11,201,86,140,0.28800000000000003,0.644,0.068,-0.9862,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,1,0,9,15,3,4,4,0,16,2,0,0,1,15,27,11,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,5,0,0,1,3,10,1,0,11,3,16,5,10,16,1,15,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,5,10,70,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19152530984393776,0.0996401604106746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255665108807221,0.2748213154862902,0.0,0.0,0.08373078049914921,0.12269626235274188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086928620921329,0.0,0.0,0.1999696210443736,0.07299743901069493,0.0,0.1018969649870507,0.0,0.0,0.10590762094815984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315253854983927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10313901666249764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225674370465953,0.1047925253418221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000343207868204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06054832756019773,0.08554819397055016,0.11497712624092668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256353300298477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957736373992412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605294935673849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550888022835207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12063379226635865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123756472481162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214964102604762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301414402971353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954238739724604,0.3270430055006887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843410923050933,0.0,0.08475844774769692,0.0,0.09563112976481702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286133516964315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06982618408825393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130122050716176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766808341474947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220337260066875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NonrecreationalAwl,2018/03/30,"is it normal to get anxiety for no reason? Usually my anxiety comes the week before my period, and ends a few days into it, as I have a hormonal imbalance. But right now I'm not even close to my period, and I'm feeling anxious, and having trouble sleeping. I can't really think of any other stressors that would have set me off... Is that normal?",3.9004347826086985,5.0633028115942045,6.3804057971014485,73.8975652173913,71.6086956521739,10.157681159420287,28.29275362318841,10.355215969177356,3.2333744927536223,270,10,49,8,5,97,52,69,0.196,0.7829999999999999,0.021,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,7,1,1,1,0,14,13,5,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,7,12,1,13,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,7,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16246282650530444,0.0,0.365521619003078,0.26989337604078506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328960044999544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205794533231333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540732345371828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21159792170605984,0.0,0.0,0.1577937554483952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207969768205783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481741363477487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4681501443375463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15304793900039684,0.24563297158749026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20402260282436294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907640725928164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15307995577621222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26311886483825725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916342770537628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697104574170589,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,metallica_fan_420,2018/03/30,"A question related to side effects of anxiety and meds Hello :) my anxiety started about a month ago with a pretty big panic attack. Ever since then I've been anxious in general (although I've never had another panic attack nearly as bad as the first one). I've been on 10mg of celexa for about 5 weeks now, and I have good and bad days. About 1-2 days out of the week are filled with anxiety and overall weirdness, and the rest I start to feel more normal. Tonight specifically is pretty rough, time seems to be crawling to a point where it's making me freak. I know it's just anxiety and that it'll pass at some point it's just awful dealing with it as it's happening. Anyways, sorry for the rambling but i was wonfering if this is common with medication being this many weeks in. thanks!",3.891666666666669,5.382249286624209,5.1456210191082805,81.47388800424629,72.05732484076431,8.035881104033969,27.733014861995755,8.59863814320734,2.0897944798301493,626,23,119,11,12,208,102,157,0.16899999999999998,0.755,0.076,-0.7678,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,2,2,8,1,11,1,0,2,2,26,19,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,11,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,4,2,6,2,25,12,3,30,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,4,17,80,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501553347801707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13605417290451774,0.397033535059219,0.14658055174793594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952186796405976,0.0,0.0,0.21667163646098467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16735601339572406,0.13376653774591235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736629020999124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560549121875181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11036527138196854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882813188953414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473748367016158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07130719877455069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660912284520597,0.13154612022968892,0.0,0.0,0.14412298384808758,0.13070945999865827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10356520053760533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007118764910307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12712743725785922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08792194812960649,0.0,0.0,0.30446730357208435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245311350394813,0.0,0.0,0.2640047624269512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14534967843715438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811951372891932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10733052880347524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524448597747652,0.18367541511029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945635418643095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565825996575108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122328359045673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bublysmiles,2018/03/30,"im having palpitations right now i dont even know what to do anymore . its always like this. i cant make it stop. its just getting worse and worse that i just want to cry. i cant relax. ive tried everything to make myself calm. my mind is just fuck idk even know anymore...",-0.6703448275862058,1.508684293103446,1.4788793103448263,97.37280172413796,94.0,4.279310344827587,15.870689655172415,5.985473137389443,-0.6400413793103445,211,5,49,2,8,70,39,58,0.261,0.613,0.126,-0.8631,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,0,11,14,1,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,7,3,3,14,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,29,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746679257875185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163629101942484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305841862856041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24602139399180306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.277296660490513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866004303366465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406506802961032,0.10967307252949378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2267465970263255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073000565923255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10255494016477608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802427208982935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21195653044858204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17926814108394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550017793776718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14251999887846692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381460281052407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42784711927113506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,treeeqqq,2018/03/30,"benzos are the only class of meds that curb my severe anxiety, looking for advice I've been suffering from quite a severe anxiety disorder for several years now. It comes to impact me heavily in public and is equally as harsh if not worse when I'm alone. I always avoided therapists or psychiatrists growing up, I didn't want medication, thought I could be stronger with out it. Eventually as an adult I reached out for help and to be frank, what I consider to be the best treatment is exactly what works immensely well for me. My anxiety often gets completely out of control and throws my entire life out of order. It seems to make me very self destructive: I skip work, don't follow schedules and don't eat or sleep correctly, among many other things. I take ativan and it brings that anxiety down to zero, a huge weight is lifted off of my shoulders and I feel fully relaxed. It doesn't last, I need to take them 3 or 4 times a week to keep me ""grounded"" but I'm not able to do so. Instead I often use weed and while that is great I would arguably prefer taking pill form medicine most of the time. My daily life is often like trying to find peace riding a roller coaster. Simply taking the right amount of ativan for me changes my day/life/self drastically but I have to feel self conscious due to the harsh stereotypes out there. My psych has me on a minimal amount and it's not enough. If I were to be able to pull myself together for several weeks/months on the meds it could flip my whole life around. I don't know how to talk to my psychiatrist about this. Really need advice.",6.81632447817837,6.456449706451616,7.014022770398482,77.25456356736245,64.83870967741936,10.39089184060721,32.106261859582546,9.916854025145753,2.918360531309298,1259,43,242,24,17,407,182,310,0.092,0.812,0.096,0.75,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,5,12,8,1,1,12,0,23,9,2,4,2,53,45,21,0,9,10,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,3,15,16,2,4,8,2,0,7,8,3,1,1,4,4,31,5,45,34,8,34,0,1,1,0,7,16,0,10,11,162,46,4,0.1864581567830912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18220475282282605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655720879470532,0.0,0.0,0.07757406164752167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852799591612933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299364548090526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09783816599487402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862400320360967,0.08030859596755854,0.09774891493609232,0.0,0.10456433884555973,0.14887166595299384,0.0,0.0,0.060125042913324586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684860082527628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09539662185948693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09633055968201214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0942788465102856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520968866271036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048708345571273855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10278538805423837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062489486061223024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286628849180619,0.0,0.0,0.05123626333295974,0.07599414200844676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26340182071740503,0.04554701851946267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828894550551124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062231133762014675,0.09451965260656099,0.0,0.0,0.2071129782034843,0.0939184882829864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07441456091484172,0.0,0.0,0.13825636065193628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090491517993873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916060066349976,0.0,0.0,0.059724934884611676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07961712355134995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08487225152835484,0.2917747838066167,0.4212892879212729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329640731699414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2803866577939195,0.07493400175640039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824614564317372,0.06193725709367773,0.0,0.0,0.07401347445377622,0.10872525067699726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06329642451042919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08051999039228892,0.0,0.0769237534119699,0.054988925917464286,0.0,0.0747827431943787,0.1135279014209526,0.08382413783620819,0.0,0.0,0.10408693662182997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574375884401976,0.0,0.09500839566397737,0.06622726241641988,0.0,0.0,0.060036469848753514 anxiety,kingpenguinJG,2018/03/30,Am I the only one ? Am I the only one that gets anxiety bout everything happening in the world with the U.K /Russia thing . It just feels like were at the brink of something going wrong . I know everything is probably going to be ok but I always hear about it in passing (my dad is in his 60s almost deaf and has the volume on the tv turned up so loud so I can hear the news) . when I try to turn it out I then go on twitter and I'm following some of the Star Wars creators on twitter (so I can see some of the announcements and stuff early ) but their always retweeting these political and think pieces about whatever news is going on. 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I’ve been fighting anxiety for about 6 years now. At first it was super frightening because it came out of nowhere and I thought I was dying in the beginning lol. 6 years later I have gotten a tad better with recognizing it and doing the best I can to mitigate triggers. The past few months have been an ramping up of my anxiety (and I’ve noticed it had always come in waves, some weeks/months nothing, and then weeks/months straight of just high anxiety). I’m at the point where I throw up every time I get in my car knowing I have to go somewhere (I keep grocery bags in the passenger seat to deal with it), and when I have to go to the market or a store I make a beeline, get what I need, and get out- but if people start “huddling” around me I just leave without what I need. I get this weird sense I’m some kind of pretender and everybody knows it and is judging me- and I know it’s all fake and it’s incredibly frustrating. Social interaction makes me scared randomly- to the point where I’ll have 2-3 straight days where I can’t get out of bed or out of the house because my anxiety is so high. And again, I recognize it’s all bullshit and that’s what makes it more frustrating. Now for the weird part. I am a store manager for a retail company. And my day to day is dealing with hundreds of people- my own subordinates and the public. And when I’m at work, I’m totally fine- I feel normal and able to do anything. I have my random days where I get an attack and I just go to the bathroom and ride it out for a few minutes and all is well. So I’m confused how I will throw up on my way to work and freak out in normal interactions, but once I get to work, I’m totally fine. Makes no sense to me and adds more frustration as to wtf my problem is! Being aware it’s all bullshit can make it easier on me, but that awareness also pisses me off when it happens cause I’m like wtf dude, you know what this is, and you know it’s fake, so why can’t you fuckin relax man. But I’d definitely like to know why Work is easy peasy while shopping for eggs is a nightmare. 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I currently take buproprion and desvenlafaxine. I was in an emotionally abusive relationship for two years. He isolated me from others, prevented me from being involved in activities outside our relationship, and got jealous every time I would try to hang out with someone other than him. I have a lot of regret and guilt for the time I missed with my friends and the experiences I missed in those two years. Since then, I've been dating someone for almost a year who is so sweet, kind, and supportive. He is amazingly understanding about so many things about me, especially my past abusive relationship and the resulting anxiety and emotional issues that stem from it. I have a lot of difficulty when I know I am missing out on something. It's like severe fear of missing out (FOMO), and it's anxiety-inducing. It comes around when I know my friends are having fun and doing things that I'm not able to attend, and it also comes around when my boyfriend is hanging out with his friends, too. I hate feeling this way, because it reminds me of how my ex treated me, but I don't know what I can do to stop it. I really do think it's extreme FOMO, and I can't control it, and it always triggers an axiety attack. I have tried therapy. My therapist always made me remember that, ""I made the best decision I could with the information I had"" in regards to staying with my ex and tolerating his abuse. I have tried to repeat this to myself and to believe it, but the intense guilt and regret that I have always overcomes it. I was wondering if anyone has had a similar experience. I want to be more accepting and less worried about missing out, but I don't know how. EDIT: I'm new to this subreddit and I read the rules about not posting anxiety inducing things. I'm not sure if this falls under that, but if it does, I will take my post down. 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Basically, I have a heart condition called PSVT. Once or twice a year, my heart goes into a random tachycardia and I have to seek medical treatment ASAP. This started when I was about 12. I am 33 now. During these episodes my heart rate would get as high as 25-300 bpm. THAT is scary. Because of this, I developed anxiety about it and panic attacks around age 18. For about 10 years, I struggled with panic attacks. All the ambulance people knew my name. They always knew they just needed to come talk me down and I would be okay. Usually that always worked. Once in a while I would take a Xanax if it was really bad. I was NOT prescribed, but my Dad would make sure I always had one on me just in case. I struggled with this anxiety for 10 years. eventually, I guess I just ""beat"" it. It was like I got sick of making myself have a panic attack over nothing. I went 5 years without a major panic attack. Not once. I lost my job a month ago. When I am not working, my sleep schedule goes backwards, every time, without fail. I stay up all night and sleep all day. I have a wife and kids, so about a week ago instead of going to sleep at 7-8am like I had been, I was gonna stay up as long as I could. The goal was to go to sleep between 5-7 pm, sleep for 10-12 hours and be back on track basically. Wake up early with the family, go to bed with the family. In order to stay awake for this 24 time period, I drank 3 Extra Strength 5 Hour Energy shots and well over a full pot of coffee. Around 1pm, I had a MAJOR panic attack hit me out of nowhere. Zanax did not work. Talking did not work. My BP was like 180/110. I went to the ER. They gave me some Vistaril and it knocked me out cold. I woke up fine. Went home and went to bed. As you can all tell, that panic attack was basically triggered by wayyy too much caffeine. But ever since that day, even though I have cut out caffeine completely, I have been having panic attacks every single day. The reason for them is simply that I am panicky about another panic attack. I can not get it out of my mind. I had to call an ambulance last night, again, even after taking 1mg of Zanax AND 50mg of Vistaril. My blood pressure was again around 180/110. Last night was different though in the fact that I felt like it was never going to go away. I just wanted to go to sleep. They gave me a Valium, and it calmed me down enough to bring my BP back to normal and they sent me home. But, literally just hearing them say they were going to send me home induced anxiety again! I was for real too scared to leave the ER. They let me stay for another 30 mins. I came home, took 50mg more of Vistaril and finally slept. I slept for about 10 hours too. But here we are today, and my mind is doing those mental gymnastic again. I feel like I could have a major panic attack at any time. It constant. The feeling will not go away. I am so scared. I don't want to be like this. I know I need professional help but I do not have any medical insurance. I can't keep going to the ER everyday. The only way I can fully calm down from these panic episodes is to straight up fall asleep, which is difficult on it's own, and damn near impossible after just waking up from a 10 hour sleep a couple hours ago. I just want to hear from anyone that has had a similar situation. How did you cope? What helped? I wish I could just tell my brain ""You are okay! You aren't drinking caffeine. You have a family that loves you. You aren't having PSVT episodes. Everything is okay!"" But it's just not working that way. I am in a perpetual state of either anxiety or worrying about anxiety. I don't want to be like this forever. I just want it to go away so I can feel normal again. Please feel free to share your stories too, advice, tips, anything! Just ttyping this out has kind of kept my mind off of everything, so that is good!. In the meantime I will just remind myself that ""7 days ago was TOTALLY different. That was basically a caffeine overdose and major lack of sleep. This is just make believe in my mind. I am well and okay!"" Thanks everyone! 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In retrospect most of the clothes I got rid of were really old or stuff I wore as a teenager massively oversized and different tastes. But a few pieces I’m sure I would still wear now. What the hell do I do it’s really ruining my mental state when I think about it I feel like crying. I’m a male btw ",0.931187569367367,3.1129525220125807,2.529345172031075,93.58704772475029,83.52830188679245,6.005327413984463,21.931557528671846,7.285733465282438,0.6802583055863853,597,20,133,9,17,195,91,159,0.162,0.785,0.053,-0.9444,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,12,9,1,0,10,0,9,4,3,2,2,26,25,12,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,6,1,1,9,0,0,4,2,6,0,0,10,3,22,3,15,14,8,24,1,4,0,0,2,4,1,3,16,89,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13371612925510915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510323847258126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834500988181483,0.0,0.0,0.09195449464455424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994071685533606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690854414510425,0.16569755981917236,0.0,0.0,0.12992368340410826,0.0,0.0,0.15760226082404252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254482726593166,0.21552923091353132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1206455534149316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290117273576783,0.0,0.17016117879573814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739174968101915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15201757488495599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040406476108348,0.0,0.11088937536331632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447410778805754,0.0,0.3165756000418467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899079765824715,0.3101902068069637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046603728828299,0.1261142479046669,0.0,0.0,0.1726829055654577,0.0,0.0,0.14217083751271994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899686237153499,0.0,0.11975509983218754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973475895224173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611530870509608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10715687218878013,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,n1cers,2018/03/30,"Advice? Hello. It’s now almost 4 am and I can’t sleep. Sometimes after some conversations I just can’t stop thinking of what I could’ve said/done differently. I always regret of what I do, no matter what. I’m lost as I’m writing this, and my stomach is aching. No idea of what I can do to stop this terrible overthinking. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.",0.9445833333333342,3.5275909583333345,3.4430000000000014,83.20200000000003,90.80555555555556,5.6577777777777785,21.088888888888885,7.1686216300943375,1.0214788888888893,287,10,54,5,10,99,51,72,0.282,0.654,0.064,-0.9329,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,9,2,2,0,0,13,13,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,7,1,6,10,1,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,36,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4608660928155451,0.0,0.0,0.23613195137259416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19621472075478555,0.0,0.0,0.1603604475902795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882769300903276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246373659173008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2599838887690751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26620337894974866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25741697717562884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22431149391539826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359825967642056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332243903936608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39429927677007853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15109899755789422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751428925349926,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwawaybuttterfly,2018/03/30,"something triggered my PTSD which began my anxiety, boyfriend got upset because I told him my anxiety and then my therapist cancelled tomorrows visit. I was planning on admitting to her I’m selfharming again. Just trying to find the space to breathe it all in and still have a good day without cutting and being terrified of the upcoming nightmares when I go to bed tonight. It all sucks.",5.598333333333333,8.122472928571433,5.6485714285714295,75.34476190476191,69.71428571428572,9.23809523809524,38.80952380952381,9.725611199111238,4.51852380952381,315,19,49,8,6,99,55,70,0.191,0.752,0.056,-0.8493,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,4,2,1,3,0,3,1,1,1,2,10,10,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,0,9,1,8,5,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,8,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4439312485847407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768740764494459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871241530613958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651938368945645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16490017102848295,0.2433658832554775,0.2320612050610847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33917237252556875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22337332449567246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23171590656065266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336889045631774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27725284315505816,0.0,0.19699428481744613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27969634839038143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,uneaseking,2018/03/30,"Thanks! Hey All, This is my first post I’ve made on reddit. I’ve had anxiety my entire life. This past month my anxiety piqued like I had not seen before. I had Stomach aches, inability to sleep, difficulty spending time with family and friends, and started having some crying spells. Over the past couple of nights I stumbled across this page and found lots of comfort in these posts. My wife made a counseling appointment today. I’d never seen a counselor before, but decided I had to give it a shot. It was a great experience that left me feeling hopeful for the future. I’m not sure I would have gone without reading some of the posts of this subreddit. Thanks for your courage to share your stories. I really appreciate it. tl;dr I’ve had anxiety my entire life and because of this subreddit I saw a counselor. It was awesome. 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Almost Had One Today To make a long story short, I haven't had a panic attack in three years after going through CBT with an amazing psychiatrist. Anyway, today while at work, I started to get a stress migraine while working in a new environment, which is a tell-tale sign that I'm about to have a panic attack. In the end, I ended up throwing up (which I guess is better than a panic attack), but now I'm worried that this is going to look bad to my boss. I didn't disclose that I have suffered panic attacks in the past, and I'm worried that I could be potentially fired for this, which is obviously causing me more anxiety.",6.6592802617230085,6.002947229007635,7.471930207197385,74.8247328244275,65.25954198473282,9.012431842966192,31.69138495092695,7.957251820313856,2.2793720828789534,521,17,96,5,7,175,78,131,0.223,0.643,0.134,-0.9504,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,3,16,5,6,10,0,12,1,0,3,1,11,22,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,13,0,3,3,2,9,4,19,17,1,25,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,2,14,69,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10232866970103027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817518184425727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5812802175837103,0.0,0.0,0.08532450327302384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037887958215626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497742932657288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0815905161480538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18102027510552088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053390133447325516,0.0,0.11615402968272945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257396663774874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043506331282712,0.08581398524146848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682127158531908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09869587961840176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924668750822938,0.0,0.0,0.5994905901041394,0.0,0.0,0.09755205723957099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233071117997468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11705846677038073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931869165818195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19372861891122226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14879128646894524,0.20755810701237648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13161420694287218 anxiety,stuffedfish,2018/03/30,"I'm at work and being given inquiries about things I know nothing about is making me anxious Hi, I just needed to get this off my chest somehow. Sorry if it doesn't belong. It's been 1.5 months and almost daily, I feel anxious and nervous and part of my functions feel like shutting down. My arms feel weak, my mind is all over the place and my body ends up procrastinating the work I can do because I'm too distracted by the demands and questions of people around me. They keep pushing me into a stance where I literally have no idea what they want from me, I've been super confused as well. In some ways, they end up not actually having anything they want from me - since I am new and they know I can't know what they're talking about. But in some ways, they want me to answer and do the things I don't know? I don't know anymore. All I know is when I do the work I know, I'm okay, I feel energized and able but like right now, they include me and ask me questions and I'm just... I don't know how to explain it. I feel confused, my arms are literally weak, my mind is blank and full at the same time, it feels like I'm about to faint, I feel my heart pounding, I don't want to speak to anyone, and I end up not being able to think or do anything for a period of time, like right now. I'm just confused and it makes me want to quit even more. I don't even know if this is anxiety. 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Edit: TL;DR: if I'm getting upset 1-2 times a week with someone I otherwise love and trust with all my heart, is it likely that it's just due to my own anxiety and low self esteem or could I be genuinely unhappy in the relationship? And how do I know the difference? Using an alt account. I've been in an amazing relationship for over a year with someone I love with all my heart. We've had ups and downs, but we love each others company and get along so well. We have the same humour and we just click so well. Our dates are amazing and he makes me feel like the luckiest girl when we're together in real life. He's aware of my anxiety and depression and used to help me through it. Now he understands it and acknowledges it but I can tell it's getting irritating. The problem is... he hurts me so much sometimes. Only when we're talking online, never really in person. For example, sometimes he would flake out on plans with me, and then go out with his friends. The excuse is it's always an impromptu plan when he thought he would be busy. Or sometimes he would open my messages without responding when he knows it makes me so anxious and I've asked him countless times to just wait until he's free or literally just text ""I'll talk to you in a while"". He didn't say ""I love you"" for a year. Until one day I told him it was killing me inside. And he said he didn't know, he didn't feel it, but he thinks it. He says it to me now but that is always going to be in the back of my mind. He doesn't act flirty with me over text any more. I always make a point of telling him when he looks cute or making a flirty joke and the best I get is a ""haha ayy"" back. I know it's not his style, he has said it to me, and I get that, but I also just want to feel sexy and wanted and I don't think that's a bad thing. I brought it up with him again and he got annoyed, although admitted I was right and attempted it the next day. Right now, I'm writing this because I waited up late for him to get home (around midnight) so that we could talk like we always do, and he just went to bed without opening my messages even though he was active. We say goodnight every night. All of this makes me so anxious, and makes me question whether he actually wants to be with me or he's just too polite to break up with me. What I'm asking is, do you think these things are only hurting me because of my anxiety and low self esteem, or is it possible that I'm genuinely unhappy in this relationship? Because I don't think I am unhappy, I really, really love him, and I think i might have just given myself my own answer, but at the same time I'm getting upset with him 1-2 times a week which doesn't seem right. 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Anyone else feel this way?",6.657829457364342,8.252444860465118,5.367441860465117,82.10992248062018,65.51162790697674,6.663565891472868,30.6124031007752,6.42735559955562,1.6494403100775197,191,7,32,1,3,56,38,43,0.229,0.723,0.048,-0.8316,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,7,8,3,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,1,1,1,3,1,5,5,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,17,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600150497778778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512660205739309,0.22166012587907105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18071960557434594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822710359994709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938515690213876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302577873979645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350479245073244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208937081292084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303890422058581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20700277418866275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330895322318224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956205767068234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13861832822210918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14687683574198845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717161522861519,0.17353038143072808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365276713638117,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BURRoak77,2018/03/31,"For those who have anxiety and choose to not use medication, what really helps you soothe your anxiety? I don’t have health insurance yet and my anxiety takes over my life. I want to learn to get better by myself. 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So I have been wanting to fix this problem for a while now. My mood always depends on what other people's perception of me is. For example, if somebody compliments me and is kind to me, my mood is a good mood. If someone gets mad at me and raises their voice, insults me (unless i know they're joking), etc., my mood turns sour and I feel sad. Last night I was hanging with friends in this escape room game, and one of the guys who was older than me I hung out with in the group was telling me like ""stop pressing those buttons and let me do it"" or when i asked him if he checked this part of the room he says ""you think i haven't tried that?"" and a bunch of other stuff which made my mood sour for the rest of the night. Yes, he was a smartass, but still, was my bad mood justified or was I just emotionally weak and overreacting? Today, my manager was ONLY getting mad at me for something that I was taught differently on how to do and my mood was getting more and more sad and sour after he got mad at me. I want to be strong and unaffected against this stuff. I have been having this problem for years and I want to know how to stop my mood from changing because of other people. But I am also wondering if that is a normal reaction and I should just stop thinking about it? Please help.",4.8071180702496825,4.9363809136690655,5.4315319509098625,85.24755607278884,69.0,8.411680067710536,28.94286923402455,8.124751697461798,1.7033484553533649,1066,35,229,13,17,345,141,278,0.156,0.738,0.106,-0.9584,1,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,1,1,11,28,4,0,10,1,26,2,0,5,0,51,43,30,0,11,11,0,2,1,1,1,2,2,2,1,20,17,0,4,7,2,1,1,1,11,0,1,14,7,37,8,36,26,6,27,0,2,0,0,17,11,0,8,16,169,57,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09667844324900617,0.10059302972995746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301905044386334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10094097576668487,0.07369552118692617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12788923353564122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12630791780827352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719777046988603,0.0,0.0,0.13482814646371602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061127357576088975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09340197471319066,0.0,0.18948550392055155,0.0,0.0,0.1013996848246736,0.09668953075286213,0.0,0.0,0.11970351610278905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103232698744726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517838360576784,0.13287975004126928,0.09854429204819802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362173696429155,0.0,0.059062430027931975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439229950978272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269006147312851,0.1184499067171351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192052619779251,0.09194491160079092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309158185466271,0.0,0.1676245839143779,0.0,0.0,0.13270469756241687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23135739720871365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096139318737485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024326225326542,0.09306967927925837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654566030296224,0.4042893287318849,0.0,0.0,0.27678813906619226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056661983877146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549272745188494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459284892792082,0.0,0.0,0.08207871261799568,0.13149735131894688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391825600550976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13110378272322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778514140953234 anxiety,nvecit,2018/03/31,"I constantly feel like I don’t deserve to get better. I really struggle to take my anxiety medication because I’ve made myself believe that I don’t deserve to feel or get better. Recently my anxiety has gotten really bad, possibly the worse it has ever been and I’ve been experiencing panic attacks, but I still can’t justify taking my medication because I feel like I deserve to suffer. I also struggle with the feeling like I’m making all this up and none of my problems exist which I know rationally cannot be true when I’ve struggled with this for most my life, however I still can’t shift it. I don’t know if this is part of my anxiety making me feel like this or whether it is another thing I’ve made myself believe. I guess I’m just looking for some advice and reassurance. I’m just really tired of feeling this way and constantly being in turmoil with my mind. 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It’s anxiety and phobia. Physically I’m feeling really bad. Stomach hurts, head hurts. What is your anxiety experience, do you have physical pain from anxiety too? 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I'm really anxious about something coming up in April. I can't talk publicly about it, my situation is kinda iffy right now. I just need someone who I can vent to privately for a little bit.",2.346860465116279,4.419332000000004,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,77.83720930232559,7.090697674418602,27.02906976744186,8.07648339933343,1.9503069767441863,168,7,32,3,4,58,34,43,0.061,0.939,0.0,-0.3167,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,7,7,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,2,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3363970080624405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250893272044647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25650375815138715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2984452440751043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22079377474038372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076003096154628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25429521159072793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334707612635836,0.0,0.0,0.5046016068146144,0.22923902829424955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393374312209841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,indigolikethat,2018/03/31,"new place I'm a 21/F and I just moved into my new room in a strangers home, theyre extremely nice but I am dying of thirst and need to use the bathroom and I'm too anxious to go. Its literally my personal bathroom right next to my room lol ",-0.9371159029649584,1.1482719999999986,1.8345552560646887,95.39528301886793,93.15094339622641,5.292722371967655,20.77897574123989,6.868970318607317,0.4228296495956876,188,7,45,3,7,65,39,53,0.05,0.836,0.114,0.5017,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,1,1,1,1,1,0,8,6,4,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,4,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,6,6,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,22,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3068633262633537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28190790007408745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15437295619344849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27246592096411243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886985196408299,0.0,0.20140937794101813,0.0,0.5246817434546841,0.28888040292669176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23717586694636986,0.2837943736924077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319695853748194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346001457040457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IiteraIIy,2018/03/31,"I have anxiety disorder and I shake literally all the time--is this normal? I have anxiety disorder that varies in severity a lot. I have recently learned that shaking constantly is not a normal thing that everyone does. Let me elaborate, It is impossible for me to relax without shaking/twitching, especially if I am _trying_ to relax. Usually, the shaking is very subtle, and I don't even notice it unless I actually look at my hands. However, when I'm touching pretty much anything at all, the shaking gets much worse, especially if it's another person or an animal. I also, occasionally, twitch pretty badly when anyone touches me. You'd think I was getting shocked from static. My cat loves to sit on people's laps but refuses to sit on mine because I twitch uncontrollably. For example, when I was visiting my now ex-girlfriend, I had to tell her not to touch me at all while I was trying to sleep as it would make me start shaking and twitching. When my mom (the only person I trust in the entire world) touches me unexpectedly, like tapping my shoulder, I will pretty much jump out of my skin even if I know she's there. It is just insanely hard, almost impossible, for me to hold still or completely relax. I have absolutely no control over it and It is insanely annoying and disruptive because _i'm an artist_ and unless I'm using a digital program to smooth my lines, they will always end up subtley wiggly from my shaking hands. Could someone help me out a bit? Give me some advice on how to deal with this? Is this even normal? Any insight would be greatly appreciated.",5.939763513513513,7.1298291250000005,7.323891891891893,68.91435135135137,66.87162162162164,10.379459459459461,34.732432432432425,10.467255456243755,4.033174864864865,1255,59,209,33,20,430,166,296,0.121,0.7659999999999999,0.113,0.8622,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,1,1,13,17,1,7,11,0,24,9,5,4,3,43,37,22,0,9,12,1,9,1,0,4,3,0,0,2,14,9,0,3,4,4,0,8,5,10,0,0,4,10,39,7,33,25,9,35,0,0,1,1,14,13,0,8,13,157,53,2,0.0,0.0,0.10683179867236263,0.0,0.0,0.10697769360213534,0.0,0.0,0.10962338925516044,0.0,0.0,0.08754711026998466,0.09109196187073444,0.0,0.0,0.07444674752881088,0.1147940727337741,0.16749613601826552,0.0,0.0,0.07654745870740509,0.0,0.0900885892248051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140704420989584,0.13346987607440894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951833574195805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1147824445846668,0.1183035729186431,0.12278551058003785,0.0874068717726866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286390807083807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509356469316272,0.0,0.09580230183724772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969623475949915,0.0,0.0,0.21692159602626487,0.0,0.0,0.10460804477404546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11439232813992495,0.10501838626008804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069656339574232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09806808831812136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07337877843080005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060164591705041716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11194559484066917,0.0,0.053483950513671205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09193141995441552,0.0,0.0,0.093071721974663,0.0988054530242354,0.0,0.07307540617867234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12821578563638894,0.0,0.0,0.24143014289166603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32178674054955964,0.0,0.124638002164796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08326066333056292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758961741559859,0.19117867793864168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341262666162869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809334585792284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236755783339194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955405192797003,0.0,0.09275780410543777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748696166920965,0.0,0.08742686874738033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095685966914392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07273031915218038,0.07014715344141273,0.0,0.0,0.06383574727630294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865266470785704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09455124224349047,0.12057123541453027,0.09032833222779696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10552998412064887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115643679268297,0.1555357843772868,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GarnetsAndPearls,2018/03/31,"I Could Use Encouraging Words I'm going out to a public place, for a family event. This will be my first family event, that isn't held at a house, since...decades.(big family) Some sibblings, I haven't seen in years because of my Anxiety. My Anxiety Coach and I have worked on my fears this last month leading up to today. I've planned ahead to minimize any panic attacks. That being said, I could really use some positive words of encouragement, internets hugs, and what not. My plan is to use your words, as one of my tools. Thanks in advance, and I will update how it went!",3.873693693693696,5.690432765765767,4.740720720720724,83.040990990991,72.69369369369369,8.897297297297296,24.94594594594595,9.444778638647367,2.1186648648648645,451,14,89,11,9,146,74,111,0.106,0.753,0.141,0.7232,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,7,1,7,1,2,3,0,10,1,0,5,0,18,20,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,0,4,3,3,0,2,4,2,12,4,16,10,2,20,0,0,1,1,5,7,0,2,9,56,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582823580695845,0.0,0.26059945643656146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1937716103320697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10382978969691928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719845820240103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817075564021179,0.19166528671541774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14488010302366405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680078857552132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965345489231688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388392802493859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13595342752000994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541801821854435,0.0,0.0,0.1998420959623884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795551658864406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911587068644382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16202003051168076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156814264891927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614501290353536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4413236553355762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789488320622558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1240001221025373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10968503679649956 anxiety,RealLifeTinaBelcher,2018/03/31,"I hate how anxiety robs us of life experiences I'm going to be graduating university soon but I can't bring myself to go to the ceremony. I have to walk up on the stage, shake hands, and get hooded, and I'm too scared to do all this. I hate that I won't be able to give my parents this opportunity to celebrate my accomplishment. I hate that I've let anxiety ruin my life. I hate the guilt, powerlessness, and anger I feel inside. There is so much I've already missed out on, and right now, the fact that I've let anxiety control my life is hitting me like a ton of bricks.",3.778844537815125,4.395455319327734,5.878476890756303,79.41082457983194,71.43697478991595,9.64747899159664,27.480042016806717,9.827888789773867,2.315209243697479,449,15,99,11,8,158,73,119,0.321,0.5920000000000001,0.087,-0.986,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,0,0,3,6,12,5,3,5,0,10,4,1,2,2,11,24,7,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,0,5,2,10,0,0,0,2,15,2,13,18,3,13,0,2,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,62,20,2,0.15448803992641594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048139364727113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545487830740441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17327147316214406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511189469787267,0.0,0.0,0.0781137948330199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08071362460284713,0.1481990050001461,0.17559822653691876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6100998226785644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3159489754193973,0.32735841406245697,0.07547505281573236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356648496761365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715406859113728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13193194198885,0.0,0.0,0.15466947862281002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18583009042082785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,duncancatnip,2018/03/31,"Shit hit the fan. If theres a more appropriate sub please let me know. My grandpa just died... I don't know what to do. My mom (the not evil one) is not gonna be ok I think (this is her father that died). She was already in the psych hospital for a month in October due to a suicide attempt over God knows what. Wtf is going to happen now? So reason 1 for panicking. I'm on shitty disability and can't afford to take care of myself. Also I really don't want to lose her immediately after someone else. I don't want to lose her ever. Reason 2: pharmacy is being a basket of cockwaffles about one of my meds so mom didn't pick it up, my fiancee/caretaker cleared it up but.... He's pretty ill right now. And he insists on biking several miles to pick it up. Reason 3: They're also insisting that the discount card they always use wont discount it even though it has been for the past 9 months. I'm high as well but... It shouldn't be an issue here considering the drug. I'm panicking anyway despite having taken 1.5mg Ativan Reason 4: I am ashamed to say... I haven't seen or spoken to my grandpa in 3 years. I came out as ftm trans and I was afraid of their reaction so I avoided going... I was terrified that one of my grandparents would die before I saw them again and look what just fucking happened. This is entirely my fault. I dunno if it's the drugs or shock but this really hasn't hit me more than 5% and I'm already having a panic attack.... And now nobody is here to calm me down or keep me safe Edit: My fiancee came back but i had already taken several pills..... not enough to die though Edit 2: Well i certainly am high as a kite now.... I feel strangely elated and soul crushingly depressed at the same time. Guess drugs aren't enough to take away the pain. Glad the panic is gone though. I'm gonna make a succulent arrangement for the funeral if the plants arrive in time. I'm gonna let my grandma keep it",1.2624113924050633,3.367821162025315,3.436946202531648,88.00984968354433,81.68354430379749,6.481645569620253,21.26740506329114,7.6454224807358475,0.8954924050632913,1489,45,312,25,40,508,209,395,0.152,0.7509999999999999,0.098,-0.9683,2,1,3,0,1,1,63.0,0,0,3,3,25,23,4,5,20,1,34,8,1,8,3,52,73,28,6,7,15,5,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,0,17,10,0,4,9,1,2,5,13,15,2,3,13,5,36,8,41,47,5,38,1,3,3,1,16,18,2,8,15,200,53,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26255760196563266,0.12684639062346462,0.06599125055344301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022517610893073,0.07451320080051499,0.060983549265052575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748592253747003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141621127057508,0.08086057742756195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06830852803084657,0.0,0.3292399311750823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27591898558962985,0.0,0.0662523012787055,0.0,0.0,0.16389432150178385,0.0,0.05238269509859289,0.07173932365214812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04010089745087248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07331968058973834,0.0,0.0,0.0901460041720498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0873675523260781,0.0,0.1402649680980727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16758814129264296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08277775159281489,0.0,0.14098655891305592,0.0,0.0,0.1307580788946179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16219718284184226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659939300192738,0.17745245613270988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052939220315340256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809416541574476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857709475363892,0.1266070083185506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16122502675287612,0.0,0.08439012375734445,0.18610350888125107,0.0,0.0,0.07570919565107387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705721430172132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068553186596006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10161445871345308,0.32617050073408826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06772925688092313,0.0,0.06306951771781945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17919267319672766,0.08140931347262892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719806408600051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675092286124136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926065100467867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05081785794593028,0.2337613937545865,0.0,0.09249116401191876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06849731402078932,0.0,0.0,0.09355673561022143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261621900140076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05633867525782967,0.0,0.0,0.05107224811993447 anxiety,indiana-solo,2018/03/31,"Can Someone Here Relate? 20s/f here and Long story short = PTSD from Traumatic event, health anxiety, and some good old fashion OCD...started having panic attacks after traumatic event but I realize i felt those sensations before and anxiety stress as long as I can remember. Tried anti depressant, got scared and stopped however been in therapy for about 2 years and have made progress. It's just sometimes it all comes back. This morning I was out at my local farmers market and my mind started racing. It's like I was trying to remember thoughts or memories but I couldn't, which started freaking me out. I felt so much deja vu I thought I really was going crazy. I raced back to my car and cried, I hate that I can't figure out what my mind wants to remember or why its trying to so much. Because then I just sit panicked that I'm losing my mind. It keeps racing and trying to put a memory puzzle together and I'm not sure if it's because knowing the specifics make me feel better (ocd) or if because there is something wrong with me outside GAD or PD. The more it keeps going and trying to put things together, I just can't do it and more panic sets in. I was questioning if I was trying to remember things from dreams or if in fact I've already lived this life (deja vu) and the fear I feel from thinking I'm going crazy is depleting. Now I'm home and back in bed. Took an alprazolam, waiting to calm down but also digging into myself why that happened, if I'm sane and if life will be worth living if this pops up anymore. I hate feeling aware of myself but the my mind cutting the rug out from under me. Anyone else know what I'm talking about? Words of wisdom? Or needing a vent pal? I do.... 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I get to my shop 15 minutes early always. Today, there was a man standing out front patiently waiting (it was 9:58am). As soon as I saw him, he made me nervous. I opened the door, and let him in. He held typical small talk, and I replied accordingly. I looked him right in the eyes, and my anxiety shot trough the roof. This fucking guy did a complete 180 in a matter of seconds. He started telling me he drinks gasoline, and aliens took all the glitter out of his body. I said, ""Is there somewhere you need to be?"" And he said, ""I'm supposed to be here"". He continued to rant about crazy fucking shit, till I managed to say something along the lines of, ""Alright man, you need to take off"". He replied, ""I'm trying real hard to be the good guy here but, I can do the wrong thing"" with no expression in his face. I froze.. out of fear, and thinking what this man might do. He grabbed something from one of my displays, bolted out the door exclaiming ""I LOVE YOU"". What the fuck? Why did this happen to me? Why am I always a recipient of these things? What did I do? How many more times is this going to happen? Why am I always alone? What if he comes back? He's much larger than me.. what if he doesn't leave the next time? It's nearly been an hour he's gone. I can't shake this. I'm trying real hard to focus on my breathing. My hands are going dumb along with my arms.. I don't know what to do. Edit: I've calmed down now, and looking back at this.. I feel embarrassed. 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My wife has always been a little anxious in social circles, and has always been her own greatest critic. Her parents were pretty domineering and she says she has always had some problems with self esteem. It's all getting worse. Much worse Since the birth of our daughter, she has become progressively more and more socially anxious- shying away from contact even with existing friends. She recognizes this as a problem and went to see a therapist for a few sessions last year, eventually starting on Zoloft. She immediately felt better and things started to improve. She stopped seeing the therapist and has been happy at home looking after our daughter as a SAHM with some home working. She definitely needs some time to herself to process stuff, and just recently started going back to work for about 3 days a week. She has felt like a total newbie in her old work and is really worried about others' opinions of her. Her anxiety has returned with a vengeance and we've started to have multiple tearful episodes, even to the extent of saying that she just wishes it was all over. Her self esteem is at all time low She's still taking her meds but I'm at a loss what to do. I love her deeply and want to support her getting better but this is killing me. I'm struggling to juggle kids, work, looking after her emotions and getting some space for myself to stay mentally healthy. After months of me suggesting a therapist and her refusing she's finally agreed. I just don't know what to do or suggest and need professional help, but it feels like I'm the bad guy continually pushing her to ""be better."" I don't want parties round our condo every night but I want to be able to have our or our daughter's friends over every now and again without a huge meltdown from my wife. How can I help her more without being a ""fixer""? How do I balance her needs against our child's and mine?",5.886049723756906,7.218334378453044,6.029575690607736,77.62398784530387,67.0939226519337,8.333436464088399,33.540773480662985,8.608573733854374,2.84484053038674,1543,69,266,23,25,490,187,362,0.129,0.725,0.146,0.8916,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,6,0,0,9,14,18,1,1,16,0,29,2,0,2,4,56,59,25,1,9,11,7,4,2,2,0,1,2,3,5,12,19,0,2,4,0,0,3,4,8,0,0,9,10,45,10,47,47,16,43,0,3,5,1,57,13,0,7,28,196,57,6,0.08346093706769799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083385566697822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769477682831692,0.18857420535051225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841429774114707,0.06417630886886683,0.06968639628585754,0.0,0.09217604779846847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22144324936580687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053825399857612304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09388232066614376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025032358874057,0.0,0.14063887824046964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04220035750199834,0.0596245101174472,0.16027117601540755,0.09142737701928867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12896342588939516,0.0,0.13081468468418625,0.0,0.047432773893622264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08263944940685458,0.0,0.08884571945838314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11188421367086006,0.0,0.16743624973551913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09233716109881994,0.0,0.04586794832033801,0.06803180309305565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08154959615301476,0.08364978491671989,0.0,0.0,0.14017233392547293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532675423613718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270628616077824,0.0,0.08410899434234274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661772370365078,0.0,0.061353391883257134,0.1856556819180133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07832243563910378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757821381177189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267349367768614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08490977774634098,0.0,0.15972169025606067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346721342500119,0.0,0.08240760655188079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327429740659179,0.0,0.0,0.1330151222380126,0.0,0.17413591903127046,0.09428710267525613,0.0,0.06903974960392592,0.0,0.0,0.17015582971375198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362963233104089,0.0889582540831358,0.0666520121531511,0.06977708052197171,0.0,0.08725149273538882,0.09554280508826704,0.0,0.09471048232757252,0.0,0.0,0.06275223783313355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907137420602796,0.05544773804081759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733348715850282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768226924253222,0.0,0.06694732942958986,0.0,0.0,0.07736912482110385,0.0,0.0,0.09597595870500998,0.16090673004555234,0.0,0.2430422248009885,0.08475863288254161,0.17010765027863334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05374610709728903 anxiety,papa1saks,2018/03/31,Am I a compulsive liar? I’m 14 years old and I believe I’m a compulsive liar. I have adhd but I think I might have this as well. I usually make shit up to people even my friend. Not for attention but just too see their reaction. If you looked at my page you’ll see I even lied and pretended to be a teacher. I don’t care for attention but I just do it I don’t know why. Am I a compulsive liar?,-1.8279982517482551,0.07374387500000168,1.5318181818181813,96.13695804195805,98.88636363636364,6.3440559440559445,18.132867132867133,7.61054688173877,0.6656790209790215,303,10,76,8,13,108,52,88,0.196,0.677,0.127,-0.7319,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,0,6,7,4,0,4,0,10,1,1,1,0,15,19,7,0,1,7,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,3,4,1,0,0,3,16,3,7,16,1,5,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,2,3,51,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872079129276564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692489926009727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436563712501512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31568850508049257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18463560833140194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133733820474322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006832864982871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595212244236507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535203618959686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25076965305779425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16567886876784882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3808727605104789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453098721002405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531289443598569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632030680277164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21487201494713531,0.0,0.21564257469823664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15389549573323885 anxiety,nerde0102,2018/03/31,"Muscle spasms since starting sertraline Hi everyone - I started taking 50mg of Sertraline at the beginning of January and switched to 100mg after about 2 weeks. Since then, I've had random, visible muscle spasms in my right bicep/tricep area as well as the left inner corner of my eyelid. The arm spasms happen about once/week but the eyelid spasms are every other day multiple times/day. They don't hurt but they are super annoying. Of course when I look up anything related to spasms, ALS is the top result.. Has anyone else had this happen since starting sertraline or another SSRI? It's been 3 months, so I was hoping my body would be adjusted. I told my doctor about this a month ago and she said it's not an uncommon side effect; however, it's not going away. If anything, the eye spasm feel like they are getting more common.",5.5159321058688136,6.812367727848105,6.1434637514384365,76.60021288837748,67.92405063291139,9.289758342922902,27.65477560414269,9.573946990214177,2.6056506329113924,663,21,114,14,11,216,111,158,0.023,0.85,0.128,0.9484,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,3,6,6,1,0,8,0,12,4,3,2,0,15,26,11,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,6,4,12,4,16,18,1,25,0,1,2,0,7,11,0,4,14,67,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363861105351269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613338555532363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10758130931297076,0.15764602303987668,0.25322456281688016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455494906994362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17090190004217565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19845176604836548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748050212838782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12852887722202969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963226392982866,0.1470182108132219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07779538560139053,0.10991640901765264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08038461788582935,0.0,0.08744122452098127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27211279480526673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281602010398584,0.0,0.0,0.16470850544278465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16716750644891473,0.0,0.0,0.07516739968448177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292022320884682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456164738967907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313941579986362,0.14635448815393926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38181955747696206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267051159564279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11568230291289874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470182108132219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246831715002018,0.0,0.13833710035814842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929653061565134,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,penguinhearts,2018/03/31,"Calling all graduate students How do you make yourself work? How do you work through your perfectionism(if you have it)? I have probably 60hr a week of grad school work/classes etc, but I'm often happy if I just get half of that done. I push off assignments as far as possible and have a really hard time making myself do anything. I feel a strong sense of imposter syndrome because I had a 2.67 undergraduate GPA in a highly competitive field due to physical illness (I got a 4.0 master's and research experience so I'm not a total loss). I have zero energy and am feeling very burnt out. Counseling has helped over the past 10 years (still going), but its never really helped this situation despite bringing it up with my counselor many times. I feel myself backsliding and missing deadlines. I've had some panic attacks over assignments. I just can't make myself do anything. I have ADHD but I've been on meds and at this point I can tell it's just anxiety. I need to write my proposal for my major research project but it's so daunting. Everything is daunting. Going into the next room to cook right now seems impossible since I have no energy because I've spent the whole morning procrastinating, avoiding, and distracting myself. The only thing I handle lately are distractions (watching funny videos mostly). Unfortunately I have to do most of my work from home. I live an hour away from campus and if I did all my work there I'd only be home to sleep. My poor fiance and cat would never see me. So home is no longer a refuge from work. Has anyone experienced this? How did you handle it? How do I get myself to be productive again? How can I not just blow off my plans? 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Yesterday while leaning into the fridge, and again while at work polishing wine glasses, the whole world shifted sideways for a second but then went away. Seemed triggered by position, but who knows. I fear this the most because it could kill me and others if it ever happens while driving or carrying a child perhaps. Makes me nervous. Just looking for fellow anguish I suppose. 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This is why I don't normally say anything if someone causes problems or their actions are not helpful or harmful, because I can't handle people blowing up at me, getting overly defensive, or arguing that I should have said something sooner. I feel like I can't win and should just let people walk all over me because I can't complain in the 'right' way.",10.24108695652174,8.093893543478263,9.540869565217395,67.62478260869568,59.21739130434782,11.808695652173913,44.73913043478261,10.125756701596842,4.741795652173913,394,20,65,6,4,126,66,92,0.203,0.723,0.07400000000000001,-0.9249,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,1,7,2,0,1,0,10,0,0,1,1,22,16,8,0,7,10,0,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,2,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,6,5,0,0,1,5,11,2,7,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,9,8,0,7,1,43,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394308265406982,0.20431723162393045,0.1640959304150598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24311473500999595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20361803324361408,0.0,0.0,0.20484711658098587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1745034303585141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33315987135424924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30248028169740104,0.14245723404547725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418253676736064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365909071209245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390836064051676,0.0,0.09742075769344337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537766488178196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27648902974808165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19080668475202092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17029348470812952,0.189682830424376,0.15857737771893007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33791578487164603,0.15351414883172204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15828092094182314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799348543785564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Melarosee,2018/03/31,"An impending anxiety attack during the Pokémon theme song - and a subsequent victory Did you ever want to go from laughing and singing the Pokémon theme song along with 500 other people to having your heart beat out of your chest in the same 10 seconds? This was me. I felt an attack coming on last night, at an Anime convention, at the event’s headlining concert, surrounded by hundreds of people and super loud music. Typically that environment is 110% fine with me but the anxiety hit me like a freight train. Then I was anxious because I was anxious (don’t you just love when that happens?). The good news is that I managed to look at my feet for awhile and do a firm breathing exercise through all that music, shouting and bass. I tried to remind myself that the dread I was experiencing was a complete lie, that my brain was lying to me. My inner logic was shouting “HEY, you’ve been looking forward to this weekend for a whole year! Nothing is wrong!Calm down” but my emotions were a mixed bag of dark clouds. Fortunately, being surrounded by a large bunch of lovable nerds, witnessing their joy assisted me pushing out the remaining intrusive thoughts. I realized overcoming the attack in such a setting was a small victory for me. You’re not alone and every small battle really counts. Doesn’t matter where the battles are or how long they are - I promise you we can all get through this together. 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I was wondering what an anxiety attack felt like because I think I may have had one as of yesterday, although I am not sure. It consisted of having heart palpitations and fluttery heart beats as well as a feeling as though someone were sitting on me. My chest was very tight and it felt like someone was squeezing my heart as well as a sensation of there being a hole in my stomach. I felt uneasy and kind of anxious, and it happened while I was laying in bed and it was brought upon me for no reason at all. When you have an anxiety attack, what does it feel like?",5.949579831932772,6.027582277310928,6.508907563025215,78.67579831932774,66.56302521008404,9.489075630252099,33.80672268907563,9.23628265651192,2.9474840336134447,477,20,91,8,7,156,68,119,0.18,0.7020000000000001,0.118,-0.7972,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,5,11,3,0,6,0,13,5,5,1,2,19,23,15,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,1,9,0,0,1,2,3,2,1,11,8,12,8,16,10,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,71,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28613331611007564,0.14084982970057588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4255151886381737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760021079686416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182118423132322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891217249913361,0.17813893645555035,0.3591292001849582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11025170012325614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4432295038446326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12983219322295286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436440701728597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448454636938095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818900087313073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112772964178181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11750685362799562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988816182873988,0.1224947869929764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10287180689037367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419968183447092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520718341015242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nofrillsreadysalted,2018/03/31,"Ecstasy helped my anxiety A few days ago I took MDMA for the first time. I'm not a regular drug user but my friends were doing some so they gave me a small dose to take. After an hour or so it kicked in. We were out at a club and I began to feel intensely happy and ""in love"" with everything around me. Me and my friends were hugging and smiling at each other and it felt so innocent and pure. But the more it intensified, the more I began to panic because it was very overwhelming to feel so emotionally open when I've spent years feeling very anxious and reserved. So my friends calmed me down and took me home. Then we just chilled on the bed listening to music telling each other how happy we were and how much we loved each other. After several hours I began to comedown and that's I felt just pure bliss and peace, kind of similar to when I smoked weed one time. It was so amazing to feel that way. It made me realize I am capable of being open with people. The majority of my anxiety is due to the fact I feel I have to withdraw and protect myself, so this was like a major breakthrough. My only worry is I won't be able to keep this feeling going. I'm still on a bit of a come down so I'm still quite peaceful at the moment. I don't want things to go back to how they were, but maybe just taking them on occasion will remind me I am allowed to give love without feeling scared of rejection/abandonment. I'm also wondering whether or not I should tell my therapist about it. She's probably going to wonder why I'm suddenly feeling better than normal and I don't see the point in lying because she's supposed to be helping me to get rid of my anxiety. But would she ban me from therapy or tell my doctor or something?",4.1010606060606065,4.899487590909093,5.483409090909091,81.872196969697,70.81818181818181,8.707575757575759,29.43939393939393,8.959647251330699,2.322181439393939,1360,52,274,25,24,458,182,352,0.07200000000000001,0.672,0.256,0.9979,1,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,4,0,3,3,22,17,0,3,16,0,23,7,0,5,3,70,63,37,0,4,15,0,10,1,3,4,3,1,2,0,15,27,0,3,13,1,1,6,6,3,0,2,18,12,43,14,45,38,11,46,0,1,1,4,24,17,0,7,23,197,58,1,0.09264125293966438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212088107766477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0740851765054868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261091478574967,0.10465824653755512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247035620249804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123540510732852,0.0,0.11294649585399465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193365981356705,0.10114025433596467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07980223639038549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05974594412644753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482224792975133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074344417587826,0.0,0.0,0.10420894038537057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325998459969701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3747376083559444,0.0,0.1779002618211362,0.0,0.0,0.07880060242467253,0.0,0.0,0.214723206643862,0.0,0.04840123103426672,0.08886993138216091,0.15795047689236916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972366728227427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419095810331153,0.0,0.09292673020454548,0.0,0.1824659459725027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234380222122613,0.0,0.09647160891656896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045259836695883966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508370432021461,0.08765939350329667,0.0,0.0,0.09307059040860977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681019803498349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09076875828043096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277611056638734,0.0704578474353537,0.0,0.10869454965167484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422578016678569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757592832721216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988293948949803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098535375938559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275005558984813,0.0,0.07382308428946079,0.0,0.0,0.10465824653755512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131976255506975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14796684853440184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13930938572889062,0.0,0.24291761519333616,0.0,0.10594334650175763,0.10756363498689687,0.06154673198319164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803971918067926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058556814594553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528774717042128,0.05464221123591245,0.07353431448812447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359432135292479,0.0,0.0,0.08930286192301594,0.20093097400358886,0.0,0.09408168927366044,0.0,0.0658096880809396,0.0,0.0,0.05965792953035647 anxiety,nibattack,2018/03/31,Hot tip based on what helped me through agoraphobia Based on advice my therapist gave me a few years ago. If you're scared and nervous about doing something or in the middle of a panic attack wherever you are you should try to continue doing whatever you're doing and push through it. The way it was explained to me is you're fighting through your flight resource to reassure your brain things are ok. Essentially if you freak out going to Chinese restaurants you should still go because every interaction you have that's positive\neutral in Chinese restaurants reinforces the idea that nothing bad is going to happen to you there. Lowering your future anxiety. That versus every time you leave and give in it slightly worsens it reaffirming that had you not left RIGHT THEN then surely you would of died/gotten hurt (at least to your brain) I'm not a professional by any means but thats what I did to cure my agoraphobia.( along with the help of medication for a few months then solo after that) I still have bad anxiety but its no longer debilitating and because I'm so used to pushing through it it makes pushing through it in the future easier regardless of circumstance. If you do end up trying this I recommend you go slow and get lots of support from your loved ones but I hope this helps someone else as much as its helped me. ,6.799081325301206,7.824587369477911,6.5918247991967895,75.52099021084341,64.86345381526104,9.75913654618474,33.233182730923694,9.827888789773867,3.2465279116465866,1081,44,189,22,16,340,145,249,0.09,0.767,0.14300000000000002,0.97,1,0,1,0,2,0,14.0,0,16,0,0,8,15,2,3,9,1,16,4,2,2,1,30,33,18,0,8,10,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,20,8,0,0,3,0,0,7,3,9,0,1,4,1,26,6,37,26,5,35,0,1,0,1,27,12,0,6,15,136,46,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12448912168059305,0.11292816425247038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663310920037946,0.0,0.1949139690313048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14493043911856834,0.0,0.0,0.2127393527744168,0.15531787126684804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844303658547652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642234829606552,0.0,0.11283434033530068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21467191249972487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06655873751634704,0.1222090907517066,0.28960652742125875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265516065528346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3415612870032116,0.0,0.0,0.12653218535964514,0.0,0.0,0.1363792037432662,0.14381368189359878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1348931295988434,0.1384152649552745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830684913639674,0.11497914798935842,0.0,0.08503728978742835,0.0,0.0,0.13877072740358914,0.0,0.1283372682082235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168563865667823,0.0,0.09365013528765416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223913680445313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632628915010933,0.0,0.0,0.1494708263639307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879481054240793,0.0,0.0,0.12754482629296668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794154531927544,0.09807505417104727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034759534473385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456657098947784,0.12006847476056645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791565409417884,0.08463571466101813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428516957756359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729859659695583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11002855552745032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112038540909274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09049789977264966,0.0,0.0,0.08203833637141461 anxiety,scostain,2018/03/31,"Embarrassed of my anxiety Growing up, I was labeled as shy. Didn’t like going anywhere alone, couldn’t call and make appointments on my own, didn’t like attention. Social anxiety was real for me, though I didn’t know that’s what it was. I didn’t want to have boyfriends because I didn’t want people to talk about it, I couldn’t eat in front of people, I didn’t like going on trips or any place new. Over the past 3-4 years now, I’m feeling myself acknowledging that I actually have anxiety, possibly even GAD. There are weeks where I feel like I cannot handle even the smallest stress, things other people probably wouldn’t even think about. On top of that, I feel restless but also depressed. So I am caught up in knowing I need to do things, but just can’t. This is really starting to come up a lot in my relationship, and I think I’m going to reach out for help now. But I feel embarrassed. I’ve know people who have gone through the most intense grief and heartache and they can still go to the grocery store, and here I am, someone who has had a good life, and I drive by the store over and over again because there’s too many cars there. If I see a therapist, I don’t know what to say. What if they say nothing is wrong with me, just a little lack of confidence and resilience? Or what if they say there IS something wrong with me, and I have to tell people that?",4.993484976724503,5.169036888489213,5.3466398645789255,85.85618916631402,68.60431654676259,8.6994498518832,28.58315700380871,8.4952907291091,1.772377232331782,1077,34,231,15,17,343,143,278,0.1,0.7709999999999999,0.128,0.6846,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,1,21,13,0,4,9,0,29,2,0,1,0,46,54,21,1,10,10,0,4,4,0,1,1,3,0,0,16,13,1,0,12,0,2,12,12,8,0,0,12,8,29,5,34,39,4,38,0,2,1,0,14,17,0,7,13,157,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.10411158686205993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1104960500247586,0.0,0.08531793612638866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0725511422466461,0.0,0.24484688169866514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13007139043877236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893984151687104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190181394241034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09188976687122727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916792265184924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21139821539658907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157775741514246,0.07621755427368472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425318052235499,0.08948439323568007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07151036638313615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345305870784809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535651952327055,0.2084884474034682,0.10692887890086904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09070187703647996,0.0,0.0,0.0712147187672442,0.1081643555474241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791074117278912,0.0,0.10303942927059828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236951073629788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184526791799316,0.3698183137575084,0.0,0.11146570529758927,0.0,0.0,0.120274099263316,0.0,0.0,0.11502714380183472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12143370471166602,0.06834672910612735,0.0,0.0,0.1145424227041642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254526489451833,0.0,0.0,0.0850161056118258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875444645705216,0.09039595232197033,0.08213323141333137,0.0,0.0,0.07551394473140174,0.0,0.08520075626158602,0.0,0.12221014346238665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575135207392813,0.0932495565897936,0.0,0.0,0.12387238273846304,0.1417568370844338,0.13672205372184204,0.1048199036285392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585407521260197,0.0,0.08557825807251229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332920141634443,0.0,0.068703236749751 anxiety,Odinseye95,2018/03/31,"A question for OCD and other anxiety disorder sufferers. I feel as if I failed a great deal of my work throughout college and public school due to my ability not to concentrate on the work in front of me. Typically I would become so disturbed and distracted by the anxiety in my head that it would take almost all the energy I had just to focus on that one feeling. People would speak with commanding tones at me, get frustrated or wonder why I couldn’t work on the paper in front of me. It just takes too much effort when you have a war inside your head. Who can relate to this? 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I don’t even know how to explain what is going on. I feel everything - by that maybe I mean I’m affected by everything. But when I actually try to dig and process or even think about why I’m feeling the way I do, or perhaps how I might be able to address or change the problem I can’t even stay with it. It is almost like I won’t let myself even think about it. Does this make sense? Has anyone else struggled with this? How did you stick with it, stick with the the thoughts so you could actually process and try to make some changes to move on or move forward?",5.455774647887324,5.016525950704228,5.7085563380281705,85.74973591549298,67.66197183098592,9.071830985915494,32.5387323943662,8.472884824447931,2.2013915492957747,543,21,120,7,8,173,84,142,0.075,0.897,0.028,-0.7456,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,12,4,0,2,5,0,13,1,0,6,0,33,28,13,0,2,5,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,0,8,7,0,0,9,0,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,3,13,1,19,20,3,13,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,7,4,79,21,1,0.1306456538964843,0.0,0.2549826246816516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082275065172316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135047886717773,0.13386191140604176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27641155765394754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430992390273168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1143288921303388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913767974636003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451608890004829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3522476689253001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19817510421822704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07424893583964755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07179943470248877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13359403262301786,0.09227888899808796,0.06382686732694441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744139769120633,0.0,0.13125111930841218,0.1423114171791139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859439302268076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777113089024711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12535802844644722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501024669797853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925088409627928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2731584073304397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674249195531438,0.0,0.1037180559326564,0.07618053141155796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26609946956928354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370043900839264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788738201002645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511159201886872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,georrgiie,2018/03/31,"Anxious at night - how can I start sleeping again? It’s exam time for me, and I’m extremely stressed, and it’s when i’m stressed like this that I develop a strange fear of falling asleep/being in a room alone at night. Although this has only happened a few times, last time I was this sleep deprived and under a lot of stress I got sleep paralysis and nightmares. I’m petrified it’ll happen again, and now I’v started imagining things in the dark whenever I go to fall asleep, and I feel like there’s someone in the room watching me. I’ve had to sleep with the light on to make me feel better, but I still can’t get a full nights sleep. I only feel safe if I have someone else in the bed with me. Has anyone else had similar issues and how did you get over it? 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I've always had issues with anxiety but lately I've experienced something new. I can't afford to go to the doctor and I don't have insurance. I feel like someone is sitting on my chest, it aches badly. It's hard enough already to breath due to my asthma. I also have a pain between my shoulder blades, it's made my back incredibly stiff. It started the other night when I was playing some farcry with and friend. It felt like my heart was going to beat out of my chest. I've contemplated going to the emergency room, my SO has certainly urged me to. But what's the use if I can't pay for something to help what may potentially be wrong with me? I'm at a loss.",2.6632863849765265,4.390118450704228,4.564436619718311,83.41430751173712,75.76056338028171,7.550234741784037,25.21361502347418,8.344100000000001,1.6455051643192489,548,19,111,10,12,187,90,142,0.16699999999999998,0.6890000000000001,0.14400000000000002,-0.4027,1,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,4,9,0,0,6,0,14,9,5,2,1,18,23,8,0,2,3,0,3,2,1,1,4,0,1,0,9,6,0,1,2,1,1,3,3,4,0,0,5,4,15,5,18,14,2,15,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,3,9,73,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20328581022158326,0.14731665222332646,0.15328161975726912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28184790957073497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14164994800824812,0.15381181287542925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708067109418274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885518369557595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903433171679858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314462846876873,0.13160321786987167,0.17687526869293538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14232403588000975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140808535583149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16502043775533154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21829563718232955,0.12347541739900075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192272577615966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2078025202533564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17999626745083847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430866734692171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791597472142562,0.0,0.1728732788111549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19601772587361985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15608475398285251,0.28363538166632585,0.0,0.0,0.1303883103492776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910259548159292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20141016108314874,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheLoudVoice,2018/03/31,"Current Anxiety Attack Symptoms Dizzy Feeling faint Sweating Heart rate of 98bpm (while sitting down) Tension in my chest Thoughts about relationship falling apart Thoughts about infidelity Shaking Choking feeling Note: I have no Xanax because I haven’t had an attack in months ",8.904545454545458,12.512294000000004,6.131818181818183,70.69272727272728,63.54545454545455,7.127272727272729,47.36363636363637,8.07648339933343,4.918972727272728,232,16,28,3,4,65,37,44,0.384,0.56,0.056,-0.9393,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,2,1,0,3,6,3,0,0,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,6,4,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,15,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20480716328615944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6091465328464809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632012973718628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27073732299219505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172527358968198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21369373681853335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874340302871655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782664360330493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4250839012286913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CoffeeBonez,2018/03/31,"How do you separate anxiety-fuelled thoughts from legitimate worries? A few examples - If I feel a random ache in my arm, my anxiety tells me it's a heart attack. If I feel dizzy, my anxiety tells me I'm probably dying. Someone tells me I've done good at something (like my boss giving me praise) and I smile and thank him but inside I'm almost physically cringing and think he's just praising me to be polite or I'm actually shit at my job and he is giving me 'pity praise'. And now it seeps in to my relationship, in that my SO tells me he loves me and I don't believe him. I think he's just saying it to make me feel better. Because who would ever want to be around me anyway? I'm just an awkward anxious ball of weirdness. There should be a subreddit where you ask if your worries or fears are legitimate - you lay out all the facts of your situation and have an impartial opinion given from a redditor who can straight up tell you if you're just being paranoid or if something is actually wrong. 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There was a pipe thing into a night light kinda lamp post, and when I got out of the car it was bent behind my car, however my car had no damage in the rear bumper that I could tell, and the pipes didn't seem to have my paint on them. I really don't know how I should feel, my parents keep saying ""You didn't hit it, you're fine relax"". But they weren't there, I didn't feel anything but I do know one thing. My car stopped moving backward so I put some extra gas on it. Maybe I did hit it? But my car has no damage, because to bend that you'd figure my car would have big scratches on the back, not 1 small nick and a few little white marks. I don't know how to feel, I am scared i'll get charged with a hit and run or something, i'm perfectly fine with admitting I did it if I did, can someone please talk some sense into me. Maybe it was already bent before I parked? But seriously if it was, what are the chances of me backing up to the amount the car behind me was, you know...adding some extra gas cause the car wouldn't move. Having that specific thing be the bent object behind MY car, I just don't know. There was no paint on the object or any scratches on my car, also this thing was metal so I figure i'd have to REALLY put the pedal down to move it, which I didn't, and you'd figure you'd have some deep cuts in the car right? Not just 1 spot and a few white marks, not even paint loss but just white marks. Barely visible and I figure thats just from parking in other spots since it's not deep enough for what would have happened....",3.029605760151089,3.541616005665724,3.9519157223796064,92.92643826723328,73.07932011331445,6.789848914069878,21.790486307837586,6.42735559955562,0.14375174693106674,1282,25,302,8,24,413,158,353,0.091,0.847,0.062,-0.8764,2,0,1,0,0,0,43.0,0,5,2,2,18,12,1,1,17,0,41,0,0,3,1,60,60,25,0,7,17,1,5,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,22,14,0,2,13,1,0,19,16,7,0,1,20,10,37,5,32,28,10,54,0,3,3,0,15,27,0,10,8,199,59,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328586068823815,0.0962796427533898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08187256248802936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907462576403137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777284071646361,0.0,0.07339152570058641,0.0,0.10244706973299736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367857851665225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612541593335557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439996633677936,0.0,0.07951960076693454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18262561804164332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06290129081974123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629068452107248,0.0,0.0,0.11920973672504448,0.10646468498568304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070123908016644,0.0,0.0,0.33082904609308195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588187963328095,0.12066717419588292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24190542880664856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838817163150216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11298232259794505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08158260240267423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368412860929216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215728805332705,0.0,0.0,0.11530489591700956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24205996576178934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15425592695895854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281646366753733,0.0,0.09574274214116996,0.12053615363778294,0.0,0.0,0.10960286401227601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995917861616869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10201008593338264,0.09268576500658206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006554068083678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676874427749263,0.10523032322391644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3199397044045085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160714485357977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104996051877186,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sundaeys,2018/03/31,yay been sexually assaulted several times since i was 9 years old and ever since then i’ve had incredibly bad anxiety. i talked to a school counsellor about it recently and they told me to see a doctor but i need permission from at least one of my parents. my dad doesn’t believe in the concept of anxiety or just bad mental health in general and my mom thinks i’m overreacting so there’s nothing i can do except watch my life become complete shit as my grades and relationships with the people in my life worsen everyday,8.396039603960396,7.359993752475248,8.994930693069307,66.55180198019805,61.97029702970297,13.228514851485148,38.02178217821782,12.340626583579946,4.8439251485148525,423,18,76,13,5,143,78,101,0.215,0.764,0.021,-0.9678,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,1,0,5,5,2,0,4,1,6,5,1,0,1,13,11,9,0,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,2,12,1,13,7,1,11,0,0,2,0,7,4,1,1,7,49,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2687133006105412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293287823021974,0.0,0.19396979779731166,0.0,0.1978751336902506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841449616075254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976498928705756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886760405786582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18668672870370584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481056602780224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17699396985634835,0.0,0.0,0.20569601047376132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1302275950627794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852194882570234,0.0,0.18429438916344354,0.0,0.11901159369065124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19501659334682275,0.0,0.0,0.12175989217413005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341367048820594,0.1885611463656118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774717592623607,0.13995455967532106,0.0,0.0,0.19841217623910395,0.18028191403230528,0.29056629331580097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14116493145271347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253676399806953,0.0,0.0,0.10241140336327002,0.0,0.0,0.16782221757392465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131001141299424 anxiety,pepsi3666,2018/03/31,"Looks like 10mg xanax won’t kill you Just woke up disappointed after 35 hours of straight sleeping . Was the best hour after i took the pills , laying on bed listening to music waiting for the moment with a big ass smile , now i have to deal with the outside world again . I think ill just pop 20 mg this time hope I don’t just damage some nerves. Please don’t feel guilty, just im the man of my decision ",1.1699062918340033,3.4477170481927715,2.0813654618473905,96.56601070950472,83.33734939759036,5.13467202141901,17.655957161981252,6.42735559955562,-0.337020348058902,317,7,71,3,9,99,64,83,0.22,0.613,0.16699999999999998,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,6,6,1,0,6,0,5,5,2,0,0,12,13,0,1,1,4,0,1,1,0,1,3,1,1,1,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,3,3,6,3,11,9,2,14,0,2,1,1,4,5,1,2,9,37,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27268086742780906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26787854000373984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138041471395148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580748451979953,0.5117703933312324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806664553006708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28746899876612303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12694228670729854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218196011274064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852208714982922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600227121635643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664918162988827,0.0,0.0,0.1515119144172372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886863148859856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DanDodgerD,2018/03/31,"Nighttime Anxiety Flare Up I’m just laying here in the dark wishing I could fall asleep but knowing full well this is another one of those nights.... My night time symptoms always seem to include pressure like sensation on my chest and basically being jolted awake every single time I’m about to fall asleep with the sensation that I forgot to breathe or that I’m not getting enough oxygen etc...awake I realize I’m not having trouble breathing and can breathe fine but every single time I’m about to fall asleep I jolt awake with the same sensation...these are the main sensations I’m feeling right now but I sometimes also feel my body grow clammy or cold chills...it’s just unnerving...anxiety is a bitch, especially when it manifests itself during the time I’m supposed to resting... Worse part is life goes on, no matter if I have an anxiety attack at night or not...I still have to get up tomorrow and go to work and take charge of 15 employees and deal with 5 stores as if everything is normal... Let me stop ranting...I just wanted to vent while I lay here hoping I could fall asleep...",3.914167995746944,6.042544215311004,4.5775677830941,82.92436337054761,73.35406698564593,7.706645401382244,26.922115895800104,8.515128840125781,2.045851461988304,867,32,159,16,18,277,128,209,0.119,0.792,0.08900000000000001,-0.8505,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,0,1,12,8,2,1,7,0,13,11,9,0,0,36,32,17,0,8,13,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,8,0,2,5,0,1,6,3,4,1,1,1,3,12,4,22,27,8,27,0,0,0,0,1,8,1,7,14,96,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216637669720916,0.11670808182898575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470755021514154,0.3218969985990443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956671752762155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15579794260256724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22397340300428265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14460255271878578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1449267268366558,0.1564276808500547,0.0,0.0,0.2363512636219511,0.0,0.12605721194066127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183997975071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465607823016022,0.0,0.07971334944582872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13931045543108675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708357518837697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14342599911943218,0.0990702323473508,0.06852425993354708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948753047133796,0.13742563916098266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09504423418433194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15188859610516547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197818133158982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768801150813472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13872135145555756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11201232185887704,0.11726416876718948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457845014348753,0.10545853957684977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271484097492368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827293547529297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611115274953394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16129280467148835,0.0,0.0,0.10211141055708857,0.0,0.1429375667600663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Natsu213,2018/03/31,"I think I have anxiety but I’m not 100 percent sure. So as the titles says I’m not 100 percent sure I have anxiety. I can’t bare to tell my family this. My mum will probably say it’s nothing anyway. And last time anything close to this happened she basically had a melt down and couldn’t sleep. My mum is probably the only person I properly trust in my family. Anyway I find myself being able to get anxious over a lot of things. I also tend to make situations up in my head and make myself really worried, Sometimes to the point where I’m almost crying. I start shaking a lot and start feeling really sick. I have no idea if I have anxiety or not because it doesn’t happen all the time.i also start struggling to breath and have a tight chest. My arms legs stomach and back start hurting as well. I would just like someone’s opinion on this and anything that can help me calm down when im having a episode like this. Thank you xx ",2.867678571428573,4.6538709100529125,4.37560515873016,84.73102678571429,75.34920634920634,7.264682539682537,25.56911375661376,8.07648339933343,1.586822486772486,738,26,146,12,16,246,115,189,0.179,0.696,0.125,-0.8447,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,10,11,0,2,9,0,15,8,7,2,3,31,31,16,0,3,7,2,2,2,0,2,1,2,0,1,8,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,3,1,0,1,4,22,8,16,26,5,19,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,6,10,97,30,0,0.11937099594292246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953280933219808,0.0,0.0,0.1909218846560042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27395545549065514,0.13485524781238056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19646431718600452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178892754826504,0.0,0.07276745116527861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311234338131564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22506470245681875,0.0,0.06035756224585441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091029277039006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062366418524011334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21111875496711635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250908037060172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001186234793901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277891200465601,0.13475532453199496,0.1289411597841047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730329392807567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11663727791161005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029699040069231,0.0,0.0,0.1593621334457506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11453969006079805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09078702147768172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423014930340524,0.0,0.0,0.11284417528175955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2574042467308459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529442333401595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18985721434952488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13417800088851506,0.11945720424858434,0.0,0.10114265748891477,0.0,0.11806096729601305,0.0,0.33796562131017915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12479248318146514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22501150195699085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433551194373984,0.10990077506514427,0.0,0.0,0.07930478551116539,0.07648811421066437,0.0,0.0,0.1392123753808771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073288612329818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122704078607095,0.0,0.08479773059666146,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bwuapsy,2018/03/31,Anxiety attack Currently having an anxiety attack. If anyone else is going through the same thing it’s going to be okay. You’re not alone ,3.1925641025641016,6.113868000000004,5.036153846153848,74.39217948717952,80.53846153846153,8.082051282051282,24.051282051282055,8.841846274778883,2.664066666666667,112,4,17,3,3,38,23,26,0.307,0.5760000000000001,0.117,-0.7149,1,1,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922342435747535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4317055873569774,0.0,0.0,0.19729389828049892,0.2891078258164002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.641998935802671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357097472664104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32071779319913474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874555789443912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thereaderrunt,2018/03/31,"Anxiety is stopping me from working... again So the year before last, after a terrible break up from an emotionally abusive and neglectful boyfriend, I ended up with anxiety much worse than normal. I had to get several of my university assessments pushed back because I'd spent so much time panicking about them and worrying about how much of a failure I was going to be that I couldn't actually bear to sit down or work on any of them as it caused me too much stress and worry and I felt like I just wanted to curl up in a ball. My main reasoning was that nothing I was doing felt productive or GOOD, and wanting to graduate with a good degree (a 1st was my goal but I think I'm stuck with a 2:1 or less now as my grades haven't been high enough at all) I was hounded with constant feelings of inadequacy and poor performance and I felt that none of it was ever going to be good enough for what I wanted and needed it to be. So I panicked constantly, slept far too much, gained far too much weight and had to ultimately go for CBT therapy. I've been pretty much fine since then, but this year with my dissertation hand in coming up in literally a month, I've realised that I'm having the same kinds of fears about the quality of my work and the argument behind the whole thing. I'm still desperately reading the texts, am insanely worried that the entire premise of my dissertation is terrible, and I'm not confident at all that I've done enough secondary reading or that my dissertation has enough of a critical basis to get me a good mark. And it's going to be worth a hell of a lot. It doesn't help that due to strike action my tutors have all been unavailable for most of four or more weeks, and my actual dissertation supervisor doesn't feel useful a lot of the time as whenever I email with questions she makes me meet with her, which isn't what I want. I want written answers that I can read and refer back to. I was supposed to submit 2500 words of a draft to her before Easter break but I haven't written the body of my dissertation yet as I'm still panicking about its contents and am completely overwhelmed by the entire idea of what I'm supposed to be doing, so I'm yet to send anything and I fear it might be getting too late. I'm so worried... Any words of advice on how to structure my dissertation (UK) or what it should contain would be appreciated. More importantly though, any advice on how to decrease my anxiety about my dissertation and actually do more on it would be extremely helpful. I think I'm sucking myself into a panic again and I don't think my tutors or university is going to be able to be lenient this time.",7.996080305927343,6.461689701720848,8.475109751434038,71.56104703632889,63.07265774378586,11.886164435946464,36.216367112810715,10.878246069084,3.757699717017209,2106,80,408,46,25,705,233,523,0.166,0.7509999999999999,0.083,-0.9906,0,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,2,6,30,17,2,5,25,0,46,4,3,7,4,83,86,42,0,11,12,0,7,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,26,27,1,3,13,4,3,9,9,10,0,1,21,7,46,7,76,50,25,56,1,2,0,0,11,18,2,12,27,299,72,11,0.06959129656115247,0.08245430677193948,0.20373320033540773,0.0,0.0,0.13600761916031806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419734041464802,0.0,0.15971145416857987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05726770750707723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702282288229803,0.0,0.04242220846061669,0.0,0.11843413546471138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07730024224464091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148943137319529,0.0,0.05994673995291746,0.07296515041454431,0.15040693764314395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121605796415438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07828084189885587,0.061637232962025425,0.28762564909536337,0.0,0.0,0.06294931191648052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661911232680786,0.07037490105164054,0.0,0.20045567421402055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907574053507987,0.0,0.19775168783880773,0.23347951127517114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329115832673372,0.07352702564416984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856010313581054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07246862637120108,0.0,0.05672619492396205,0.07850201370449893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033998792307611936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832806345595302,0.0,0.0,0.04645273083984322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382536822997865,0.0,0.0,0.05554710897541505,0.0,0.3581032717475913,0.05160106461197767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818469499862011,0.06677472593807314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08165039223203342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07079936712541562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795817886490268,0.0,0.2088303868629965,0.0,0.0,0.07155144327893992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07861835673907278,0.0,0.057566639652001185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115139865695768,0.058181440017108635,0.07971659508635248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795837125593118,0.0,0.046233365179134366,0.13377387858897002,0.06837309553702052,0.0,0.12173773398957102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06010453634387825,0.0,0.0,0.2052337488004454,0.0,0.05582194041905767,0.08474345120703511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077696197362051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15198987817458245,0.28269335879909235,0.0709194765466087,0.09887132081040267,0.0,0.0,0.0896290266902 anxiety,Sibby123,2018/03/31,"Quitting Celexa My lungs are hyperinflated and we thought anxiety might be a contributing factor, so I started 10mg of Celexa and I’ve only taken 3 doses so far and the side effects are already more than enough for me. I was thinking I’ll be able to quit cold turkey, and my doctors office is closed on weekends. Anyone else experienced quitting so early?",5.445671641791044,7.178014462686567,6.191223880597018,74.54146268656717,68.55223880597015,7.748059701492537,32.80298507462687,8.238735603445708,2.743390447761194,287,13,47,4,5,94,54,67,0.028,0.972,0.0,-0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,2,0,7,3,1,1,0,10,11,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,6,0,5,5,2,7,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,29,6,1,0.2204218406002745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24324098223869045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16862210473810127,0.0,0.0,0.15412407601077993,0.2258482239429828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22561109392749398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1841341639087111,0.0,0.0,0.2277546838121403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338327399022588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16764074236505308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.703337279217152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601571328186167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123741521282224,0.0,0.17499032007809906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ivesisgoingtobebig,2018/03/31,How can I stop this Paranoia or ocd? For the last month when I’m walking around outside with my hood on I have intrusive thoughts of someone hitting me over the head outside of my vision range. I flinch and panic every time the thought comes. And now as I type this I’m on my bed afraid somebody’s going to bang loudly on my bedroom door while nobody is in my house with me. It’s just me. I know it’s irrational but the thought comes every few minutes and scares the shit out of me. I also think somebody’s going to pop their head over the head of my bed like in the movie the beach. These thoughts are ridiculous and giving me anxiety. How can I stop them? ,1.9045299145299133,3.998365481481482,2.620000000000001,94.7746153846154,79.37037037037038,5.0427350427350435,23.71794871794872,5.873414542411696,0.3319743589743589,520,18,111,3,13,162,80,135,0.131,0.775,0.094,-0.3149,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,7,6,2,3,8,0,5,4,4,2,0,23,19,12,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,5,10,0,2,6,1,0,5,0,5,0,0,4,2,20,1,19,14,1,22,0,0,0,0,3,9,1,1,9,71,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570525642217964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12025036956085035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399329496487833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2708115458906644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648796999078136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15079153535915088,0.17867006722359485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839686782826106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18137683372520166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08638783626889134,0.12813130915808613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679538128738493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12546802764590748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844292863990841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15737520069524016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135387967968512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13318707509903974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628367401722457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007213817046107,0.0,0.4991670740119325,0.0916590959487134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rtucker913,2018/03/31,"Anxiety? Or just afraid in general? Hey! Nice to meet you all! Now, I know I have depression. It has been confirmed by a doctor. But I am not sure whether or not I have anxiety, or if it's just generally being afraid of things caused by a sedentary lifestyle and depression, along with my other mental disorders. 16, male, ADHD, Asperger's, depression. I am a fearful person in general. I worry a lot, whether it be things beyond my control or things that I have difficulty controlling, it makes it hard for me to do anything or be happy because of it. I already feel a bit selfish and whiny because whatever anxiety I might have is significantly less than most of all of yours. I have a ridiculously devastating and unnatural fear of the future and death. The end is inevitable, and I am aware of it. But I don't want it to occur. My primary worry is a potential apocalypse such as nuclear war, disease pandemic, or severe weather issues. No matter how unrealistic they might be, they always make me worried and trying to focus on something else only puts them in the back of my mind for me to continue thinking about for the rest of the day. Another worry is dying early. Although I practically never leave the house, the fear of being killed in a car accident, or the thought that someone, for some reason, is after me and wants to murder me in cold blood makes me want to do nothing but hide for the rest of my days. But even something like a heart attack or other natural body problems happening early also makes me panic. I just cannot imagine what the ""end"" might be like. What I call an ""attack"" is continuously worrying about these sorts of things and having difficulty focusing on anything else because of these worries, which may or may not be what an anxiety attack actually is. A more minor problem that keeps me from actually having any fun would be what is sometimes called ""multiplayer anxiety"". I have a strange fear of letting either other people or myself down in a video game whenever I get into one. I like playing games like Call of Duty or TF2 but I never feel like I'm good enough. It might be caused by self-esteem issues, but because of these issues I am constantly afraid of being attacked or being called something derogatory, even though I know I can knock back those insults easily or do minor trolling. It also comes with being worried about being in last place or around last place, which is why I don't like playing games like Fortnite BR or PUBG. Would this even be considered anxiety? Or is it just be whining about feeling bad for myself because of poor self-esteem? I just don't know how to have fun, that's all. It's 4:30 in the morning and I should really be sleeping. But after an inappropriate naptime and after watching a video that really shouldn't have scared me as much as it did, I now intend to stay up a little bit longer, even though I probably shouldn't. Sometimes I just need a little bit of reassurance from others so that I can feel better about myself and let myself know that I am not alone in these sorts of things. I just want to be isolated and in a world where there's nothing to worry about. But isn't that what all of us want?",6.161430921052631,6.80746333388158,6.913815789473684,73.99171052631581,66.15460526315789,9.755263157894738,32.11842105263157,9.747274676799606,3.109772368421053,2529,98,447,51,38,838,260,608,0.181,0.708,0.112,-0.9906,0,1,3,0,0,0,67.0,1,2,3,3,33,43,9,9,30,0,68,5,4,12,7,118,93,50,5,14,39,0,5,7,0,11,1,0,0,2,43,18,0,4,12,7,1,3,14,26,0,1,3,7,55,17,75,60,17,48,0,4,1,0,19,23,0,28,28,358,98,2,0.0,0.0,0.10084626045966467,0.0,0.06209811639139956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053515241561559984,0.05701988040554925,0.08264204847710636,0.042994145127008984,0.0,0.0,0.0351378343572137,0.05418121337467816,0.2371675732619003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08504113425321136,0.04599786014349517,0.0,0.2351314323159116,0.0,0.07946312717133308,0.04314285962978901,0.1574898351121872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04569851760910682,0.16923300036682698,0.05739447731271485,0.0,0.0,0.2110461661985968,0.0,0.0,0.10616004369202876,0.0,0.04450971570451282,0.0,0.05583764888416518,0.1159061228445904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664662816106927,0.0,0.13351164326817042,0.0,0.05362600823530461,0.0,0.05921907597636464,0.052887130595810516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632844603749891,0.0,0.09152977186440182,0.05338962502637952,0.0,0.13651198765441566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325755218393694,0.10450499363274536,0.036913544215142716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026995797743623214,0.0,0.0,0.04333891500125147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045692211801320284,0.05500439981968957,0.04628678024808525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061230004748595364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059621027441368914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179229680092638,0.0,0.045927274631328174,0.05716595192493934,0.0,0.11358741799609234,0.08423700141316692,0.0,0.054711789609295916,0.0,0.1056735424743416,0.0,0.1767057903011882,0.10357519174675682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392856449263595,0.0,0.0,0.13796232088707944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05207189250580943,0.2192577047077539,0.052172657284597065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03798389520635873,0.038313154605791794,0.07970322783820286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915882231743438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03501339010947317,0.039297880615252544,0.0,0.060624410072409624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035821943662578605,0.045116844865784,0.1079697264018679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0557097324774251,0.09888372522928587,0.0,0.051943305076680366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06620312160004561,0.05312606492187065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517313648415406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078075766818648,0.0583731610819947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051707996085616055,0.0,0.04378039960354745,0.1193358419146496,0.10220724774543903,0.0,0.0,0.055074070024750524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048699004533033635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17163851960944232,0.03310848546204828,0.10153236177915527,0.0410207483588877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03508100006143102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06215346616341798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523835294338579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046624751964703615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4197926706801367,0.0,0.07341073733212297,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,epitomejpg,2018/03/31,"Vacation Anxiety I haven’t had a vacation in 3-4 years since I’m at my final year of college and I had enough saved to travel with my friends. I thought I would have a blast since I *thought* I deserved a break, and exploring would be fun. Well... a couple days within this 10 day vacation, I exhausted my limit as the only introvert within the group, drank too much and was an overall mess. I felt horrible for my behavior of complaining and wanting to go home early, and I feel like such a burden/nuisance of a person around them now. I’m so stressed from catching up on emails and midterms coming up that I just blew up after (4 out of 10) days of constant traveling/vacationing... at least I now know what style of vacationing I like. I don’t know why I was so stupid to go out with my friends every day to the point of exhaustion because they weren’t making me but I felt like I was missing out at first and then internally I started to feel like I had to. I didn’t. It’s getting harder to control my anxiety even though I only have 2 days left on what feels like a nightmare of a vacation. My friends didn’t deserve this. I didn’t deserve this vacation... I keep holding off on getting therapy and medication for anxiety and/depression because I have long periods of time where I’m fine and I don’t need it... and then it comes back again. And I just want to feel normal and badass and independent like I know I can... but I can’t help but feel like I put myself in this position again and I’m spiraling into a constant state of worrying about being annoying to everyone. All I want to do now is be alone, sleep, and work instead of go out and explore like everyone else in my group. 😔 Sorry just wanted to vent..",3.5737883503779457,4.883501976878616,5.083236994219657,82.32075589150737,72.58381502890174,8.791285015562472,30.07069808803913,9.265573868473778,2.6218669630947087,1348,58,273,30,26,454,169,346,0.103,0.765,0.132,0.9111,1,1,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,2,4,20,23,2,1,13,0,25,5,1,3,1,62,58,25,0,8,6,0,7,8,3,2,3,0,1,1,10,26,1,4,14,1,0,10,8,8,1,1,15,7,42,15,51,38,4,61,0,1,0,0,11,24,0,0,33,185,52,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09390833164910496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2080903540412113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.080716860831798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972078871863566,0.0,0.11054501286378576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562109418558297,0.0,0.19596736544255652,0.10169580017433827,0.0,0.10032629308071024,0.0,0.2923780907092026,0.0,0.07809523236865587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757444057494878,0.0,0.0,0.09368790025606397,0.0,0.05988767235584017,0.0,0.07639465161096642,0.17328101284450886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22923118056381836,0.25910295843563946,0.17411772346536955,0.09932619916308727,0.0,0.0771251338330157,0.0,0.0,0.21015773407687832,0.0,0.09474423561086237,0.0,0.1545921134417425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06077519695185345,0.0,0.09095091005860284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059299765762967,0.0,0.0,0.14949205977243293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851485292852513,0.0,0.0,0.35438012959530923,0.0,0.0,0.08024142657788166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06052393209344241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09134199979219876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06665398724324853,0.06723177031921533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08883882121239989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791952715672245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917085874953034,0.0,0.0,0.08571387762223566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114990379853466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15000880792812174,0.0,0.0907369845230519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149932382942184,0.0641777562580717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10386389993650427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10369076537804864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890842909875102,0.14396608999511393,0.052871282355085036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392160591818848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152457009045784,0.0,0.08181692808995347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600993382028733,0.09208131223874223,0.0,0.12882086797758582,0.0,0.0,0.11677894984693027 anxiety,Drcure,2018/03/31,"Question related to WEED INDUCED(Triggered) DPDR/ANXIETY does WEED INDUCED(Triggered) DPDR/ANXIETY.....change ur personality forever? do u comeback to ur old self ever? its been 3 months since im into this dpdr/anxiety thing. things are getting better but still i dnt feel like my old self...am i overthinking? do i need to give myself some more time? plz help .",3.4519047619047605,6.6650986349206365,4.559047619047622,74.84428571428575,86.46031746031746,8.514285714285714,26.04761904761905,8.841846274778883,3.2463523809523815,286,12,44,9,9,93,48,63,0.0,0.8,0.2,0.8995,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,7,8,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,2,4,7,2,7,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,2,7,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3058183734472084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17677939018332153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114486578815552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1749180895562309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18080471698290676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106634751007247,0.14279574431004274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443009778678188,0.1917450326412811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339766946194103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590686532385867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765225121275778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595439094051357,0.0,0.0,0.1482099740115305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4194850809495077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17452925695732874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2239135907454032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.417041047720196,0.0,0.0,0.16534446005933368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15962602739080958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655854449202413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11655280452378396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AnnaLeeBee,2018/03/31,Idk Idk is a good description of why I have anxiety. I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. Idk how I’m supposed to feel. My friend got me a new job and I showed up for the first day and wanted to go home and curl up in a ball the whole time. I didn’t show up for the second training shift. I was gonna call but the thought of calling and telling the manager that I wasn’t gonna show up was too much for me to deal with. My job I have now is so comfortable to me. It’s not the best job but everyone I work with is great and I do it well. My friend is now mad at me and I feel bad but I also don’t want to work at a place if it makes me feel that way especially if I have a place I feel at home. I feel shitty. I honestly only applied bc she told me too and I have a problem saying no. I’ve typed and erased this post three times. Feeling panicky. Hoping venting will help. ,-0.7631107920555174,0.9620444572864352,1.7439052404881537,99.43777219430487,86.8391959798995,5.197511366355588,18.01890404402967,6.42735559955562,-0.3939980378080881,673,17,176,7,21,230,105,199,0.154,0.674,0.172,0.7105,4,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,4,8,12,1,0,12,0,17,1,0,2,0,31,36,16,0,6,6,0,6,0,2,3,1,1,2,0,7,11,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,3,1,3,7,7,27,9,21,26,3,20,0,0,0,0,10,10,0,3,7,113,34,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10331540296676997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988321072776572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078705576623072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13557983036568774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26384050380164764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331864192288044,0.13319206204274825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344921798180465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39194244557712576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989129509499546,0.0,0.0,0.1996280107765296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342322238025592,0.10836075702400512,0.10332725162599822,0.142435473260968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659518331796523,0.0,0.25918174270006344,0.1283175606108804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846116366203727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07100096184977894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09125266660443664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086237170056524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497154322305157,0.0,0.0,0.12477517201995708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982569151254658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26995787246273417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373095126890556,0.0,0.0,0.12362002282348003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273926764347346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292016606303415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256461994334494,0.15066667382160948,0.0,0.0,0.12344921798180465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524024734533921,0.10254719893477092,0.0,0.0,0.11615980607177948,0.0,0.11657637065454594,0.14423910206177787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18810773495322125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,twotwocachoo,2018/03/31,"Great night awful night At work I feel like I lose control over my anxiety the most. If not, it at least peaks to where I feel the most miserable most consistently. I also spend a great part of my week there but anyways I'm on a tangent. Tonight was good. I felt like I was very self aware and used a lot of techniques that I've been trying to employ lately (focusing on deep breaths, mindfulness, etc). But when I left work it's like my brain just gave up and forgot how to help itself. Nothing was wrong but my mind was on fire with misery. I came home and the first thing my wife says when I walk in is that she thinks she has food poisoning despite having not thrown up and it just seemed like she was having an upset stomach. So that tilted the shit out of me that I'm losing my mind and she's exaggerating her loose bowels. It's so just frustrating that you can have a hard day at work for 6-8 hrs straight on your feet moving around solving problems with no break and fighting your own mental issues and feel fine and all of the sudden the wall breaks and you're drowning again.",3.814,4.978812718181821,4.147045454545456,89.82056818181817,71.81818181818181,6.954545454545455,23.75,7.1686216300943375,0.7045909090909084,858,22,183,8,16,268,137,220,0.18600000000000005,0.6579999999999999,0.157,-0.7638,2,0,0,0,2,0,16.0,0,3,0,7,14,18,4,2,11,1,12,8,6,3,1,42,24,19,1,2,9,1,6,4,0,0,1,1,1,1,11,14,1,2,6,0,1,3,3,10,0,1,10,7,24,8,23,14,9,34,0,3,0,0,14,18,1,6,15,120,35,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09909442774619197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479429816268256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031022856921864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383296284066081,0.0,0.14172524382742954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389807141427077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07991463910365118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381974881772731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1879647721376086,0.08852458542570242,0.1189774086571664,0.0,0.0,0.1054016602464299,0.149837976128528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10393365267027664,0.0,0.273232476634552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110031052090482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08305731662519235,0.0,0.12429640565494525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933460516911274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139781019443111,0.0,0.13463353049190294,0.0,0.0,0.2421535766703645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2772573899217318,0.0,0.10534772649822063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248767300571899,0.0,0.3753551403591511,0.0,0.0,0.13170156540048625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257083809411686,0.0,0.11889936097426874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134187391582101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11856949755695195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854183056777513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11280716024735968,0.12926990938459804,0.0,0.12719651370652735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232332665186988,0.07939944570259923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08412985132658349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702239301692372,0.0,0.10224248823036584,0.0,0.0,0.0993967845008453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706338234360455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354811173997251,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fiestar24,2018/03/31,Feels Like I’m Falling For the past 3 days I’ve been having problems falling asleep and waking up. I would be too anxious to fall asleep and would wake up anxious with my heart pounding. It’s as if I’m falling but I know I’m not. What can help this? Have any of you gone through this? Thank you so much for any help. ,-0.002352941176472001,2.162502,1.0867647058823522,102.41044117647058,87.8235294117647,3.4000000000000004,20.264705882352946,3.1291,-0.7651235294117646,248,8,59,0,8,77,49,68,0.211,0.71,0.079,-0.6509999999999999,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,7,5,5,0,0,11,14,6,0,4,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,5,1,1,0,0,2,1,5,2,9,9,1,9,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,3,34,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287817828630046,0.0,0.0,0.5461927954005367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590173405283847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223056270116675,0.17269847588594173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2864620215534216,0.3240652734688137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328534985249228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810152349258984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770606832325053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23076734373390306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23131169060185425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22256090335108888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3434490705370981,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,VintageCockAndBalls,2018/03/31,"Buspar All opinions welcome, looking for side effects, benefits, time on and overall opinion.",7.638571428571428,11.891632857142866,6.52571428571429,60.744285714285716,77.57142857142857,5.6571428571428575,57.0,7.1686216300943375,6.761114285714285,76,7,6,1,2,23,14,14,0.0,0.682,0.318,0.6808,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8213930575664034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5703625557325053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,macaryl95,2018/03/31,"I can't handle moving again I moved around a lot as a kid. I kinda got used to it. Then I was settled in this house for about 5 years. We're moving to a house we can buy and save with in the long run. I don't want to move. I need a change in my life but I don't want it. I'm so anxious I'm in lockdown mode, and all I can do is sit here and think. 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Hi all, I am curious what we could be looking at here. Since childhood, I've had a terrible fear of death (not death itself, but the concept of ceasing to exist assuming nothing happens afterward), floating in the middle of the ocean away from shore without any sense of direction or other people, and floating out in space like Sandra Bullock in Gravity. These phobias seem related because they all have to do with a sense of helplessness in perceived wide open, socially isolated spaces. I'm curious if anyone knows what overarching phobia or anxiety disorder this could be linked to. I do struggle with other forms of anxiety, like irrational fear in social situations and the dark, but the ones described above can send me into a panic by just thinking of the idea of them. Any ideas what this might be? In the future, I'll go speak with a psychologist, but for now, I am unable to. **TL;DR** I've had a terrible fear of outer space, floating in the ocean, and the nothingness of ceasing to exist after death (assuming that's what happens) since childhood. Any ideas what overarching fear/anxiety this could be and what it could've possibly come from?",7.188551859099803,8.27040146575343,7.37555446836269,70.04517123287673,64.0228310502283,10.640704500978472,36.19080234833659,10.608840637214634,4.241581604696672,967,45,153,24,14,313,118,219,0.253,0.7040000000000001,0.043,-0.9947,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,2,0,3,10,0,5,15,0,16,0,0,0,2,38,25,11,4,4,9,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,15,13,0,0,10,0,0,3,3,8,0,1,2,2,7,2,37,15,3,30,0,1,1,0,8,21,0,7,8,110,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315587917791504,0.0,0.2604895725569202,0.0,0.0,0.07936427777986077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066402631247529,0.0,0.0,0.0691906726812621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777320448183838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624931966847959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008483053679834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5108919186371116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450664782397876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007415188780908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3843948662118079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237854853996502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090414174443912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531434319521646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040926378258253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890965778105173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691290084849506,0.0,0.0,0.13317188727852394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07868902704096765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12795812831844847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10332931242961853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877825160950556,0.12758267593318132,0.0,0.2314050240274424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865848973161025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272845193294752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109413311888893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iwicsh,2018/03/31,"verge of anxiety attack i haven't had a bad one in awhile, but everything is just kind of building up slowly and my mom got me the wrong sandwich. i know its dumb but that really upset me, because i hadn't eaten much today and i don't even want to. I feel really bad about not finding a new job yet after two months, and something happened yesterday that i cannot stop thinking about. 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I'm a mental health hypochondriac. Whenever I'm feeling happy, I over analyze the feeling and try too hard to continue to feel it, and it ruins the moment for me. I feel like I've been completely taken out of the real world, and transported into a purely introspective life. This anxiety/way of thinking has brought upon feelings of derealization, which just feeds the anxiety and make everything worse. I know I have to find a way to accept how I feel, and to let these thoughts and over analysis go, but I don't know how. I've tried meditation but I can't seem to watch my thoughts without judgement. It's almost like at this point I'm just having anxiety over having anxiety. I need help please, my life is slowly spinning out of control because of this. I've even had some suicidal thoughts recently because it doesn't seem like it will ever get better. Please give me any advice that would help, or even tell me if you can relate so at least I won't feel alone. 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I'm constantly having the same repetitive thoughts everyday, over and over for hours. It's like I don't have any other thoughts and I have someone telling me to think these thoughts. I don't know what to do. 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However, I’m still having a weird spaced out almost disassociating feeling . Is this normal after almost a few days without taking buspar? I just want to feel better and I might stop taking Zoloft as well because i want to feel “normal” Am I possibly having something from taking the meds to close together? I am just worried about myself because well I am a panicked person lmao ",4.292777777777779,6.8301012407407455,5.3386666666666684,76.02300000000002,73.62962962962962,7.282962962962964,26.540740740740734,8.238735603445708,2.134834074074074,466,17,75,8,10,153,70,108,0.149,0.696,0.156,-0.2334,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,1,0,5,0,9,4,1,1,0,22,23,6,0,4,3,0,4,1,0,1,3,0,0,2,4,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,1,3,4,13,4,12,19,1,13,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,3,10,55,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27229061308167724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400979634708422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16576113287122024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202464597798472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753672003363936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27498387630737664,0.0971305688242548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462277027349898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066423679172609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864958991462705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510220258521775,0.1369664082714831,0.0,0.14423314009921254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26642583442921475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871590492173813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15327560412554794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13424508954560566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13956201736913235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466942376430242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857863386993796,0.22733897548658355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5111287743682132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105767872075826,0.0,0.0,0.1328141455488863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16038664623578971,0.0,0.10905971681699483,0.0,0.2444905427200961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106155661647942,0.0,0.0,0.13807499983531826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,themittenkitten1,2018/03/31,Best ways to calm your anxiety and relax a little? A lots been going on lately and I’ve been going through a lot that’s really been stressing me out a ton. This combined with my current anxiety has made the past couple days unbearable. I really need a break from everything. Does anyone have any suggestions to clear my mind and help me relax a little? 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This is even worse due to inability to take the medication to treat the condition (that's either genetic or concussion related) due to how heavy a sleeper it makes me. This causes more trouble as oversleeping would cause me to lose my job etc etc. My solution for the past couple months is to take it sparingly but the anxiety remains. Anxiety related to relationships A little less than a year ago I stopped talking to a friend that I was in contact with off and on since pre teen years. I was convinced that I loved her and she me nut things quickly fell apart because all of my relationships thus far had been hormone fueled physical stuff and with emotional support from my parents being few and far between growing up, I didn't and still don't know how to emotionally connect to someone, only physically. Don't get me wrong, I'm decent at faking it but when it came to my friend, I could only be more honest than usual and screwed the Pooch. That and the anxiety from the idea that she'd reject me or that something might happen to her because of me or.. Idk. I've seen a therapist a few times, tried to kms last year (but my meds can't kill me {haha}} so, I'm a failure in even that aspect. I apologize for the formatting. 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My father is supposed to take me on a driving lesson tomorrow. I guess my fear is causing an accident to injure him, myself, or destroy the car. I don't come from a very fortunate family, so, if I destroy the car I'll be more than mad at myself. Also, just being a danger to anyone is my fear. I know none of this is realistic, but somehow I convince myself that I'm dumb enough to cause an accident. A lot of people consider me smart enough.But I just don't believe in myself. My anxiety puts so much unnecessary pressure on me. I really want to back out of going tomorrow.",2.232045454545453,4.182505083333337,5.148484848484848,77.7427272727273,77.71212121212122,8.036363636363637,26.15151515151515,8.841846274778883,2.335033333333333,509,20,95,12,12,184,84,132,0.211,0.705,0.083,-0.9482,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,10,5,3,8,0,9,1,0,2,0,17,17,7,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,8,4,8,0,0,0,0,20,2,18,15,5,21,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,7,75,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139226189760127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482270638467493,0.0,0.0,0.1323709358365932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14556878467572654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328912504249373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.388949921591952,0.0,0.16307501232358898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912185742514589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17846594401495636,0.4260559238561356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2151800678846066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20854785537201168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404059707148024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094578638856286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391656648628478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312446914514359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903102498281911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127773341060558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15827281108607458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233861619739946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12853001702640976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562017351256038,0.11166077134848493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191033777262407 anxiety,hood_doge,2018/03/31,"A little song I made about public speaking anxiety I'm standing in front of the classroom About to give a presentation I'm beginning to sweat, covered in perspiration I can't fight the anxious feeling I feel sick to the stomach, about to go down squealing I reviewed my notes over and over the night before Told myself I can do this, it's not that hard But now I feel scared, like a kid in a graveyard I try to remember what I was gonna say But my brain wont work, just wants to pull away Can't fight this anxiety, it's a monster than wont go away ",2.8159323671497596,4.175974400000001,4.168985507246377,87.93164251207732,74.56521739130434,7.1980676328502415,27.560386473429947,7.793537801064563,1.5154444444444444,436,17,94,6,9,144,74,115,0.112,0.779,0.108,-0.3391,0,0,0,0,2,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,2,1,9,0,7,5,4,1,0,11,20,3,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,3,1,3,0,1,6,1,0,0,4,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,3,7,11,1,19,14,0,18,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,0,5,58,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216728215725633,0.23751635821588196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3950631189862791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789025216934116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2347023119485197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3189176974863181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20168561155103867,0.2389735052967553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18833770990440848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10271480691771794,0.21072014851693127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989383598247541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19730015189532066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23816595049051886,0.0,0.0,0.1671948065233962,0.21049134833456531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008975593203341,0.0,0.14274216476743698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12400760997806083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306044647017705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Madasahatter1203,2018/03/31,"Why is it that my anxiety is 10x worse during spring and summer? Seasons that would otherwise lift the moods of many are the absolute bane of my existence. I want to enjoy spring and summer, but I completely lack the mental capacity to do so. I notice that my anxiety starts off as non-descript right before spring and I feel this looming presence of fear that eventually escalates into full blown panic for some reason. My OCD (diagnosed) also seems to come back in spring and sticks around until late summer, around August. I honestly can't figure out why this is. I do not have PTSD or any traumatizing memory that I can associate with these seasons. Fall and winter are when I'm at my happiest. It is then that my neuroticism cools down, much like the weather.",6.725156494522692,7.623868119718312,7.099953051643193,72.26140062597811,64.98591549295774,10.81815336463224,30.56651017214398,10.746095033038511,3.4664951486697966,611,21,104,16,9,199,98,142,0.16399999999999998,0.735,0.101,-0.8413,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,3,4,1,12,1,0,1,0,22,18,13,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,11,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,13,4,18,17,4,29,0,0,0,0,0,10,0,3,18,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492228033907605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689342155685154,0.0,0.28549477985837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3322245644716774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434827768818881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15878163345374852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16073813943256987,0.19564504308762948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18939361354547335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099752608295639,0.09434984009702918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104913066912684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116263240957023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18918165504884185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18804746302317907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13717141408864994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21244370070808727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2189332087386994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21812373455783968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185440067975093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935415321899926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698723235758193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13207542328757088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006066704165963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3367523590608629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19015987722746672,0.13255426535944104,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sam6794,2018/03/31,"Freaking out So I'm freaking out because I accidentally tapped 'add friend' on Facebook to add my aunt, and as soon as I did, I I untapped it. I was pretty quick because I was scrolling. But I'm freaking now that she got the notification and the request is gone. I have to see her in a few weeks for a Communion and its going to be so awkward.. Too much time has passed now this evening to go back and add her again ffs why do I have to overthink this shit",4.087192982456141,4.302600473684215,5.117631578947371,86.57258771929827,70.57894736842105,7.596491228070175,31.62280701754386,7.1686216300943375,1.6775964912280692,355,15,80,3,6,117,63,95,0.193,0.7440000000000001,0.063,-0.9187,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,10,6,1,1,4,0,9,1,1,0,0,10,16,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,5,1,12,1,12,10,2,16,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,8,59,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419024282338375,0.0,0.383545676007864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077855633936336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305360050968355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35758065195613364,0.0,0.25160858379320783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312618899174807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3200539541718585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25068971422883984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3229249666051169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18344157919879306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25234735119901563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28387105107867044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PlasticDreamz,2018/03/31,"So lets say I overcome my anxiety and depression, whats next? I have a fear im going to have to basically rebuild my social skills. I dont know how to talk to people now, how would I even after my recovery. I never know what to say to people",-0.06820512820512903,2.043201923076925,3.4476923076923067,85.78064102564106,87.46153846153845,6.543589743589743,20.2051282051282,7.793537801064563,1.0436820512820508,188,6,40,4,6,69,34,52,0.177,0.823,0.0,-0.8225,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,7,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,8,0,7,6,0,5,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,4,30,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882467145473086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119440516540705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883980873743142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16253022800816466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769028071685826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398501030209668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658032451568233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27047278796495405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516283770809143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18978822323389985,0.0,0.2617035723498751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3411948662509247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3913774606575189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508424909794904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778577759188812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748046319132398,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Apartmenthorse,2018/04/01,"How come I don't believe myself even when I compile a list of reasons about why my fears are irrational? That's basically what my therapist told me to do. Even though I come up with logical reasons as to why my fears are silly I don't believe the reasons and continue to be scared because although the least likely fear is unlikely it is still possible Augh :( anyone find any kind of success in this?",5.75346153846154,6.500423833333336,6.529897435897437,76.03176923076926,67.07692307692308,9.82974358974359,36.112820512820505,9.888512548439397,3.69883282051282,321,16,58,7,5,106,57,78,0.205,0.742,0.053,-0.9162,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,4,3,0,8,0,0,4,0,10,11,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,1,0,9,4,10,9,1,7,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,43,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301571728418604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10592257723513344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0923444977520046,0.0,0.0,0.3413458351403768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609836589701072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20011023136977288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113918083594374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13845551686572385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577494229523419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07400843835690071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17077777444493178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4672587071339402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166397567547216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209769653192212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588699453031567,0.0,0.0,0.14883428742229618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475142465994406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733852187936645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MaximilianWL,2018/04/01,"Performance anxiety So heres my little story... Im a 19yr old male looking to seek some help. Ive struggled with sexual performance anxiety for the whole of my sex life (I think its a problem fucked from childhood), mainly taking the forms of not being able to get it up or just blowing the load too early. From 15 i was in a 3 and a half year relationship with this girl whom i fully developed sexually with. From being the first girl i kissed, to experimenting with anal and everything inbetween. Now, at the start of this relationship my anxiety was so bad it took me months and months of trying to have sex before we could even have somewhat decent sex... It got better and better but still by the end it was on and off. Fast forward to now and weve broken up for uni. Im currently seeing this girl whom i find veryyy attractive and the anxiety is just so bad. Im back for easter break and the worry consumes most of my day on a daily basis... I dont really know how to not worry about it. Its triggered my insomnia back and makes me extremely depressed n the stupid thing is i know it can be fine. Thing is its only usually fine when im not worrying about it but all my mind seems to do is worry constantly... Living in a constant state of anxiety sucks seriously bad and i feel like my brain is destroying itself and i seek help... Peace and love to all of you, sending hope to all those with similar issues !!",2.6432225274725307,4.782214503571431,4.41357142857143,82.60065934065935,77.17857142857143,8.021978021978024,23.62637362637363,8.841846274778883,1.855722527472528,1111,36,217,26,26,375,154,280,0.195,0.6940000000000001,0.111,-0.9809,1,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,2,1,0,5,17,20,4,1,15,0,19,10,2,3,3,46,36,20,0,3,8,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,19,18,0,1,6,0,0,3,4,11,0,2,6,3,22,9,38,26,9,35,0,1,2,6,15,10,2,6,23,155,41,0,0.0948240079933022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3627005328507642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458276180202947,0.23752225761884224,0.0,0.0,0.08068824668410261,0.0,0.0,0.16772825855760348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10585495310281463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20494213158952806,0.0,0.07570925448289667,0.0,0.0,0.06115364056122372,0.0,0.08167177913765115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1111330311557892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08398592582536786,0.0,0.0,0.06263036297305763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08522170409704834,0.0927560751180192,0.0,0.0,0.04794586758406345,0.06774229025714777,0.0,0.0,0.0866674254241299,0.08065725275823593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08766326741609963,0.04954163045989997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758394215302275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12711706750721471,0.0,0.0,0.09418163568429336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4097048020569364,0.09897162829430016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422558986214524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697700112474396,0.04632622055987493,0.09503856717001796,0.08373133631444601,0.0,0.0796282846777021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08558236939040388,0.0,0.06329576165601852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09574521678712246,0.0,0.1513752370128957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950184527392153,0.0,0.0,0.072117931012355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073376938758457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060746687628003476,0.0,0.0,0.20361099538092745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07556245746496065,0.08632421553642745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711692091414997,0.0,0.07572657527261573,0.0,0.0,0.09913064165403647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07129585301756282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599371490229622,0.0607593954964793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535296190829334,0.06437927701609325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443524816967996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586761856397144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851935319363254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610635522204637 anxiety,The21Numbers,2018/04/01,"[M/15] My Dad yells at me for the smallest things that were ‘wrong.’ It seems almost daily when I’ve had some level of contact (i.e. not when he’s on a business trip), he’s yelled at me for something. Just today, I couldn’t find a mop, so I didn’t clean up the liquids from the trash can off our driveway, and he was furious. So he made me look for ~10 minutes or so, and to no surprise, I couldn’t find one, so he told me to just let him do it. The worst part is that i have a habit of tensing up, standing very straight, arms glued to my body, and legs together whenever he yells, and he gets more mad when I tense up. (??) So then he yells louder, and louder until I cry 99.99% of the time. I’ve tried talking to him about it, but he always gets very mad, and most of the time I avoid him (as best I can) for a few days following. But I can’t keep this up, I’ve started cutting again though. It’s helping. It’s probably why I’m alive. If it’ll help, I can post a bit of background on me. Past suicide attempts, cutting, depression, and all that stuff, I can.",2.4965625,3.2165333883928566,3.6717857142857135,93.67321428571432,74.49107142857143,6.671428571428571,25.160714285714285,6.6274283507984215,0.628791071428572,805,25,192,6,16,262,129,224,0.158,0.753,0.08900000000000001,-0.9357,0,1,1,0,0,1,48.0,1,0,0,2,13,10,5,1,11,0,16,3,3,1,1,26,26,23,1,3,7,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,12,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,6,8,0,1,6,5,22,2,26,16,9,27,0,1,1,0,19,11,0,6,12,121,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652407791173299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730743824943087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731752553684665,0.0,0.1801559233936756,0.18329678671813607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812635249256981,0.1064223716243875,0.0,0.14212897794548054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016452617234364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724292375497472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212149542350068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14667477180385216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687411549297117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385727951110121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15614316064756367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118198509624414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17869742783591075,0.15752748462245256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15804075742816934,0.0,0.1779163332458265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502253612653535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703821800413834,0.0,0.0,0.116799945747455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18890508823042165,0.1805019132681002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13263448632740762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963002224082947,0.0,0.16212845323621036,0.0,0.1924455845991227,0.0,0.15641690652161555,0.1576809012916931,0.0,0.11203577220651023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723127627252696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14890225709516133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042028326374648,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SkullBrainPirate,2018/04/01,"Lost my temper over a video game of all things! So here we are, me my partner and our friend. (Another girl, she is more my girlfriends friend than mine) playing away at the game Overcooked when things take a turn for the worst and they start blaming me for stuffing us up. They were digging in pretty hard saying things like you’re shit, you suck and saying that I had Freuding complex and that I couldn’t do more than one thing at a time because I’m a guy etc. They also called me out about a word that my family has used for years but doesn’t really exist (it’s a nickname for a certain part of the body..) so I was feeling like they were attacking me personally. I tried keeping my shit together but all of a sudden my heart started beating really fast and I could feel myself getting angrier and angrier until I said “You cunts are the ones that fucking suck!” After a bit of backlash I got even angrier and finally jumped up really quick, throwing my controller down and saying “You’re fucking pissing me off!” And then I stormed out of the room. Our friend flinched when I did this and I feel sick to my stomach that she might be scared of me and in general feel like an absolute dickhead of a person. After ten minutes or so I went back out and apologised, the friend apologised back but I feel like the friendship has a black mark on it now and I don’t feel like I can forgive myself for been such an overreacting idiot. Anyway, thanks for listening. I just needed to get it off my chest. Now begins days of self loathing and guilt.",4.702008486562941,5.765023679867988,5.108429985855731,84.13653465346535,69.62706270627064,8.147666195190949,29.28005657708628,8.418075326091056,2.0338927864215,1217,45,239,18,21,387,168,303,0.223,0.64,0.13699999999999998,-0.9896,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,4,2,4,3,17,28,11,2,20,0,19,10,7,2,3,43,46,26,0,3,5,0,7,5,6,1,1,5,1,6,13,18,0,2,8,4,0,3,3,15,0,3,10,13,45,13,37,32,8,39,0,1,1,2,32,16,8,2,25,179,58,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969079009174147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10449265916135758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11336728676231085,0.09362530246026854,0.15325078465832792,0.0,0.060746264754001314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10879297530614347,0.11068968710812686,0.0,0.0,0.10175471228098992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176695975190654,0.07956313634490167,0.0,0.0,0.06426658768722816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113709692888568,0.06581848074705028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394200142567337,0.0,0.3023189404640526,0.2847624963610201,0.0,0.10916269192178432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30796015785450864,0.18425130574868795,0.10412696640462134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07969992937773672,0.0,0.0,0.09867005978179964,0.0,0.0,0.08926763449709399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11808679832248747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857430011902066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434219850614155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10878073082395756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10571385900909147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07388988094331655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505205996374794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791221563856764,0.0,0.0,0.17402264731116193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013807921812686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151675802090415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09479082734967682,0.23773919019379855,0.09976793684848054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395762353390574,0.0,0.2045804371593985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410668422563546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749250763754897,0.0,0.0,0.09174516177038668,0.0,0.0,0.2648145246136763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810724215633448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06765642100167253,0.10839156557980577,0.0,0.0,0.11986776506091093,0.086066383862389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237738424151004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.064171913515782 anxiety,CheetoFactor,2018/04/01,"Applied for an apartment that I really want but have a looming dread that I might not get it. A new apartment is an important step in getting my life in order and I found one I like a lot. I've had one previous experience in an apartment and it didn't go well, that was in college. College in general was rough. I was too depressed and unmotivated to go to class anymore, lost financial aid, and dropped out. Since I lost my financial aid, I left the apartment owing money. Eventually I paid it all off and have been good on that for a while. I've been working and living with my parents since then and my girlfriend recently moved here and we're ready to move out. We scheduled an appointment yesterday and we got a tour and applied. I deliberately left off my previous apartment because while I wasn't a bad renter (didn't trash the place), I also was behind on rent for months at one point, and I don't think they'd speak well of me. They even asked me verbally if I've had a landlord previously and I said ""no"". If I could do it all again, I'd tell them the truth. Obviously they'll find my old address, ask questions, and figure it out. I have no idea why I lied. I didn't think it through because I'm dumb. So I bit the bullet today and emailed them saying that ""I failed to mention these addresses on my application or verbally mention them"" along with a little ""and for the sake of being 100% clear and honest I found it necessary to bring it up here after I realized my mistake. I apologize for any confusion that this may have caused and you can feel free to get in touch with me if you need any more clarification on this matter."" Basically, I framed it as an accident that I left them off. If they ask for clarification, then I'm gonna give them the honest truth. In the meantime, the limbo of ""waiting for a response"" and ""regretting and cringing at my stupidity"" is really getting to me today. I really want this place, and I hope it works out.",5.012190721649482,5.615197775773197,6.1251711340206185,78.79096288659794,68.66494845360825,9.506969072164948,31.49938144329897,9.592334608150935,2.7925728659793805,1539,62,308,32,25,515,187,388,0.13699999999999998,0.747,0.116,-0.8618,3,0,0,0,0,0,47.0,2,2,9,5,9,21,2,2,22,0,27,1,0,1,6,70,57,33,0,11,7,1,3,1,1,4,1,3,4,0,21,30,0,1,12,0,5,6,8,11,2,3,19,6,52,11,46,31,5,55,0,5,0,0,28,33,1,11,15,215,73,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08140373541585756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13844530835380892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095119190818187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854878265547048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499280923220882,0.1241039989148963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11113146910364252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10456933567947266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081273337764879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876740649085699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06723324221078142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995729765707083,0.0,0.0,0.05146954249126903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09303685510863152,0.0,0.0,0.22322129430943968,0.0,0.0,0.21273032964285046,0.0976490132290238,0.11570248765219306,0.0853790445659036,0.08141307114986382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1011033055403756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149117797977442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317948105720856,0.0,0.07189932686656837,0.04973086311110829,0.10202321529984083,0.08988498465964924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22223792285514665,0.08654067286697491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798616751896352,0.0,0.0,0.08125011170045914,0.21637946002725536,0.0,0.07547813632283581,0.0,0.0983122051302226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10681451210172772,0.0,0.2069324851215418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11302895527442272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127038040054142,0.0,0.0962271811260179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403133047916444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19563339100652416,0.0,0.10050819609348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682834641920544,0.08094978986587559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840825699912956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897147044247075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13044954428103078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19297551017969453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12008016490738033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18304806152604003,0.0,0.09185224816435024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821286900205385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lecollecteur,2018/04/01,"Chronic Existential Panic Attacks I've been treated for anxiety for years but these specific intrusive thoughts never go away. They're difficult to describe but I'll try my best. The short way of putting it is that I'm terrified of dying. But its also what happens after, not an afterlife or anything but with the earth and the universe. Everyone dies and the entire galaxy and universe will inevitably come to an end and theres no way of controlling that. We'll die and there will be this ""nothingness"". It terrifies me. Has anyone had any similar experiences like this??",5.31633547008547,7.815402663461539,5.8224358974358985,73.9003418803419,70.44230769230771,9.622222222222225,34.63247863247863,9.994966539143718,4.1421850427350435,463,24,74,13,9,149,79,104,0.221,0.706,0.073,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,2,3,6,1,1,6,0,8,1,0,1,1,16,13,11,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,1,0,0,3,4,3,0,0,3,0,3,3,10,6,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,5,53,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893317512306242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12664713264501845,0.0,0.14247032986648567,0.0,0.0,0.1302208152586388,0.0,0.1532566819650652,0.0,0.0,0.21187078146872865,0.1749752204892482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544360317214915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604261609157546,0.0,0.0,0.208879949245578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5798519148182947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1649501651188041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17795685321386906,0.0,0.1821749270026869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058424331982266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16468822608750433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098569380029856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363698635554492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21850827873773615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18721901245221328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785089216915331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12644228505755473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29565155821429673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11993013022741285 anxiety,runningriot101,2018/04/01,"What do anxious people do for work? I have always really struggled at work, I struggle to talk to people and constantly feel like I've done something wrong. I'm a student in my final year and the thought of job searching after uni scares the hell out of me. I've recently been diagnosed with GAD and I'm just wondering what kind of jobs are suitable for someone like me who can't function in a sociable working environment. Thanks ",6.6179518072289145,7.069698987951809,6.949060240963856,74.80768674698798,65.144578313253,10.013493975903614,37.081927710843374,9.888512548439397,3.7857007228915673,348,17,61,7,5,113,61,83,0.213,0.7,0.086,-0.8909999999999999,2,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,1,9,1,3,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,9,13,3,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,5,4,13,10,0,9,1,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,7,36,8,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522016840286994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19716545723826676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886013258369187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17714089375871428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17860137522094702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824592702945966,0.1246818861366842,0.0,0.1911854334541358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34638157518159096,0.0,0.0,0.18174266731787064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052982811958564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419896325804528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11180625221356888,0.0,0.17232402910580394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1747316405944657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14787587901539934,0.1343591552458226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3649063333538796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027792438676662,0.0,0.1606807070400842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855467917996125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892667260985116,0.381172477635704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081751325998075,0.0,0.11238945179078873 anxiety,Fuck-Anxiety,2018/04/01,"I'm so tired of this... Anxiety has single-handedly destroyed my life. Six years ago, I was relatively ""normal."" I got into a top state university and did extremely well in classes. Got an attractive girlfriend. Made a good amount of friends at my job I worked on the side while in school. Everything has fallen apart. First, health anxiety. Then relationship anxiety. Then obsessiveness and depersonalization/derealization. Existential crises. Living with my father who is extremely tense. A co-dependent relationship with a girl with Borderline Personality Disorder. Heavy job stress. My mind has crumbled. The littlest stressors set me off. I'm living at home with my father, who is on the edge of losing his mind himself. I quit my job. I've isolated myself from most of my friends. I've become somewhat agoraphobic. I use more drugs and alcohol than I should. I've seen therapists and tried a few meds. Clonazepam (klonopin) was a godsend, but tolerance grew quickly and that withdrawal was nothing short of hell. Prozac left me with semi-permanently numb genitals, so I refuse to take any more meds (SSRIs/SNRIs) with sexual side effects. Gabapentin doesn't work. I've taken most supplements under the sun with little results. What a lonely hell. It's good to have some company here. 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I had suffered from anxiety, to be precise nervous illness, since childhood by picking up negative thinking patterns and analyising everything 24/7. During my journey, i experienced most of the symptoms known to sufferers and i remember depersonalization being the worst :(! After almost 15 years, i stumbled upon meditation and started mindfulness practices. I always opted not to take medication and wanted to cure myself in a natural way. Through almost 3 years, i managed to totally change my life perspective, leading me to read a lot about psychology, philosophy and spirituality, as well as facing my fears and experiencing anything that would help me grow. Unfortunately, now i feel that i reached a point where i started to progress slowly. My main concern now is the ability to think clearlery and to feel normally. So, after i did 99% effort from my part, i think my nervous system needs a rest in terms of medications. I tried marijuana by taking small bites of edibles and i really experienced emotins and thinking in a true sense. However, currently i have no access to marijuana at all. Therefore i payed i visit to a psychiatrist and was prescribed Lexapro. I wanted to know if this is what i should be taking. Is there an alternative less invasive drug that can sends me into euphoria? I need something to help my body in restoring normal chemical balance after very long chronic stress, to be used occasionally not daily. I neither have access to DMT nor shrooms, only xanax, zoloft etc of pharmaceuticals. 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It causes me panic attacks and mental real downs because j can't understand it. The medicine I've been taking suddenly isn't working any more. I'm so lost right now and not sure what to do or how to get out of this, even feeling normal triggers me because it's not normal.",3.842400000000002,4.41334844,5.206666666666667,84.45000000000003,71.26666666666667,7.066666666666667,28.333333333333336,6.742157984588678,1.393133333333334,283,10,57,2,5,95,55,75,0.15,0.7979999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.8168,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,5,5,1,1,1,0,4,1,0,3,1,17,11,6,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,2,4,2,8,9,1,8,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,1,4,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14358136181252645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24020042693608365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3861240525040345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21689731200308784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945493119962196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135158523069096,0.15083732519926926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031110693505784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913330596257568,0.10315156410150488,0.0,0.18643908785913613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2304825204215833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127778610978822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137416337177974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24772543659881535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24032173929346004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18031105197533784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989954565407608,0.0,0.15874981088102078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980253524327914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371128008955032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hesnotthesun,2018/04/01,"Driving without ‘talking’ makes me anxious. I wanna re-own music. So since I was pregnant - nearly 5 years ago - my anxiety took on a new quirk, nice when that happens eh? I couldn’t be in the car on my own without someone talking to me, so what started with talk radio turned into audio books and podcasts, which I still love, but I wanna listen to music sometimes! I’m thinking of making a playlist of cheesy hits from my youth, songs that make me think about good times, might pull it back for me? I’m not sure what this post hopes to achieve, I just wanna get it out there. 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But, whenever there is a problem where a game stops working, or I get worried I have a virus, I freak out. I feel lightheaded and I always want to scream, but that wouldn't solve anything. Does anyone have any advice on how to keep calm about this?",5.5544285714285735,5.271917442857143,6.069285714285716,82.71821428571431,67.42857142857143,9.857142857142858,31.785714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.6232857142857147,271,10,57,5,4,88,56,70,0.177,0.706,0.117,-0.2467,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,0,14,12,7,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,0,2,7,1,9,11,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,2,36,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720858961993691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168229981042346,0.0,0.0,0.18934704365415814,0.0,0.21300392046193609,0.0,0.0,0.19468996949633985,0.0,0.2291303327937765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324836767866945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436625269777709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14078636285814947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29094419661018506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474880377125263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664270775388798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23591918473562776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327862122277859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642296477726088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20270581149142874,0.2827667903950131,0.0,0.0,0.304427689365664,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trumps_wig_talks,2018/04/01,"Anxiety and physical symptoms I had been doing so well with my CBT and meds. For the first time in nearly 3 decades I felt ok. For 5 months, I felt ok. It's amazing how one occasion that doesn't even directly involve me can make me physically ill and I feel like I'm a spool unraveling at the speed of light. Sometimes I wonder if I up and leave and move to the other side of the world, if I could start a new life, leave this shit behind, and be happy. 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Basically what title says, lol. Not sure if anyone else deals with this, but I'll pretty much shake and sweat for hours at a time when I'm in public, no matter the temperature or what's going on. I always worry that I smell, etc. anyone else deal with this? And any suggestions? 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So basically I think I have anxiety whenever I hear sounds like the crumpling of chip bags or the sound of people chewing. For instance my dad and I ride together in the mornings and he often eats in the car he doesn't chew with his mouth open but I can still hear him chew, I feel really restless a little closterphobic some times nauseous. It really sucks Because I often try to eat really fast in order to leave family dinners early and such because the even the slightest sound related to eating drives me nuts. Its definitely more than a pet peeve. I want to tell my parents but I feel like it might hurt there feelings if I tell them I have trouble eating around them. I don't know what to do but it affects my daily life, any help would be appreciated.",4.446844405594408,5.867258352272727,5.646818181818182,78.69118881118884,70.5909090909091,8.824475524475526,28.311188811188806,9.265573868473778,2.445562587412588,714,26,135,15,13,238,109,176,0.131,0.7170000000000001,0.151,0.787,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,9,7,1,1,9,0,13,11,1,1,2,31,22,13,0,6,10,2,3,2,0,3,1,5,1,0,6,6,9,0,5,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,0,8,21,3,15,17,2,16,0,1,0,0,16,7,1,9,6,87,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591440506314036,0.0,0.2685410824100083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041652952938715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426585943699734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986613329521421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457035893425636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030829574427327,0.0,0.17749402071335005,0.08359324154468263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637615684254536,0.0,0.23529159602323435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252635343803048,0.0,0.12639280555158147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06430661611388344,0.0,0.0,0.1238985836064902,0.0,0.0,0.0826488831674605,0.11433209389330498,0.11727654721070775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413101112253301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299277382158577,0.0,0.0,0.08112123755262578,0.0,0.12225240911603087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120649435917452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488223439085506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934457614894033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11028222121368407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454691264310285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749764261669642,0.0,0.0,0.0682305119689875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07944332017192872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901658160567661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16624362759672445,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anonymak3r,2018/04/01,"I actually enjoy coming in to work now. I got a job working at a garden center. There's still a lot to learn, but the work environment is very relaxing for me. I'm usually too busy to have anxious thoughts running through my head. This is the first job I actually enjoy. I'm sleeping better and I'm just happier overall. I'm only 19, so I'll probably eventually move on from here, but I'm just glad I don't have to deal with depressing warehouse jobs anymore. 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Can anyone give me advise on how to handle this situation: My bf keeps wanting me to play this board game with his family in order to get to know them better. This is the type of board game where you have to sing and act in front of others and it gets my anxiety levels going crazy and I keep saying no to playing. But I don’t know how much longer I can avoid it.,3.765555555555558,3.714502098765436,5.150222222222221,86.992,71.22222222222223,7.961481481481481,21.138271604938268,7.554174236665415,0.4859856790123449,294,4,67,3,5,99,57,81,0.1,0.816,0.084,-0.1027,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,7,0,0,2,0,13,16,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,3,2,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,11,3,12,16,1,9,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,0,47,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21872606445861145,0.0,0.0,0.19992012694015773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528707471453865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26953752314639084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987601306286296,0.27427806836043617,0.1624934741701433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5082731282321042,0.0,0.0,0.3142655031031387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101822217184985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22737302983821994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3213831900376598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16864151817875034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,heisenberg2003,2018/04/01,"Why can’t He be normal He started crime when he was in high school and it carried on into his early adulthood life. He came from a good upbringing and has never had to worry about finances. The issue is being normal is a transition now. It shouldn’t have to be. The normal transition is defined as a crime-free life and not feeling anxious about crimes committed. Transitioning is hard because there still could be punishment lingering. This gives anxiety. So much anxiety it feels like a slow death of complete madness. He doesn’t know what to do. He wants to be normal and never have to look back at the past. What should be done to make this transition smooth and happen?",3.4813870381586938,6.171518047244098,4.015275590551184,83.67513628104182,77.18897637795277,7.057298606904907,25.51726226529377,8.139509932561175,1.8784941247728657,540,20,95,10,13,170,83,127,0.14300000000000002,0.772,0.085,-0.792,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,2,0,7,0,22,2,0,1,3,23,32,8,1,8,1,0,4,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,4,5,1,2,15,19,1,16,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,0,11,67,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337207585094786,0.17257442866711814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746240496066992,0.0,0.0931205979309134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17471584330125633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601651276837516,0.0,0.0,0.12196580085540172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632571100255818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544792952338052,0.1091312117577199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14654055596525847,0.0,0.1281271796277748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13508446690206807,0.0,0.1368422492133572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139849481016774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944092950491834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08395246805682728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579669848467356,0.07463043494194689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128279264903498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10196796037494883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112295597707676,0.0,0.23563464359557665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5986863766324686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458259531625732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546004782271948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812375668145346,0.0,0.12199370423397755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010134124272576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784142888462994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15513439515359356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Draksides327,2018/04/01,"16m DR after starting weight loss journey I don't know how it happened. Probably because I avoided looking in mirror and seeing myself how really I am, obese kid. I always thought that I'm fine and just little bit bigger then other kids. In last month, I started experiencing DR and DP. It is really gross and bad.Also my weight is stale despite being in deficit.I don't want to go to doctor because I think I can handle it. I talked about that with my mother, but she hasn't said anything special I wouldn't hear from her. I just hope this shit cuts off quickly. I was never in state like this. 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I've been reading posts here for several months as i struggle to help my 14 year old son with his anxiety. He has always from a very young age shown signs of struggling with this. But it began to get much more severe three years ago. He had been diagnosed with anxiety and adhd. He had a pretty good year last year and was on meds for the adhd and prozac. We stopped the adhd meds over the summer and never started them again when the new school year kicked in. His med management Dr. went out on medical leave a month ago and we were assigned a new Dr. who felt strongly that he should be taken off the prozac and that the issues he has been having could be tied to adverse effects. This in hindsight was a huge mistake. When on the prozac I would say his anxiety was at a 6 out of 10. The last two weeks have been horrible. We've made two trips to the crisis councelor and on this last visit. He tried to exit the car while it was moving and attempted to run into traffic. School is his trigger. When he isn't in a panicked state he is an amazing kid. But when the anxiety takes over he is a completely different person who falls way more on the fight side of the fight or flight instinct. He gets incredibly rude and confrontational and has started getting violent with others. At the recommendation of everyone involved we are trying desperately to get him a spot in an inpatient program with the intention of him getting treatment and establishing a new med management. He's being incredibly brave about the prospect saying that he wants to go because he ""doesn't want to feel this way anymore"". The decision was made to do inpatient last Wednesday and we are still waiting for a bed. We are keeping him out of school until then. This waiting is killing us. I keep worrying that the longer he waits the more likely it will be that he won't be willing. Even if he isn't he is going. But it will be so much less painful if he wants to go. Anyway, sorry for rambling on. I'm not even completely sure what I am looking for here. I am just so afraid for him and love him so much. Have any of you had a good inpatient experience at his age? I would love to get an idea what to expect. Ive seen my son struggle with this most of his life. So I will be keeping any of you that are struggling in my prayers. Thanks for listening.",4.500909090909094,5.632317435897438,5.018686868686871,84.34045454545455,70.15384615384616,8.236829836829838,28.925407925407924,8.575989854853784,2.0216487179487177,1872,69,376,30,33,598,225,468,0.13699999999999998,0.78,0.083,-0.96,1,0,0,0,2,0,38.0,6,2,1,3,17,25,6,5,36,0,52,11,0,5,2,66,88,31,1,12,8,2,3,1,0,8,9,3,1,2,21,28,0,7,5,1,0,10,6,14,0,4,20,8,31,11,60,52,8,76,0,0,2,2,54,25,0,5,38,250,52,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25188138318133296,0.0,0.12385676764492347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058130720503839314,0.0,0.0,0.09501701322798184,0.0,0.21377673437680111,0.0,0.06928425997944879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04258718278992415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14649780436976978,0.0,0.0,0.055779064681286364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07090838619826728,0.0,0.07299084526279097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228628893911044,0.0,0.0,0.06675606593963149,0.0,0.06833837090231898,0.0,0.0,0.03532428984327178,0.0,0.06707840656115525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21899984318007654,0.0,0.11911243071881647,0.11719374102846185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06258256508358348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04682697761990357,0.0,0.0,0.06938865776059548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07886561293351914,0.0,0.07291770198961785,0.0,0.18628947433726115,0.07729187227395266,0.0,0.0,0.22778718222050065,0.0,0.07397369434018322,0.0,0.0,0.04934554571184761,0.034131009091267116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058666424228240414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261062349751046,0.1322100906682268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104034104432934,0.0703785424737498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152624859613207,0.07425217315104361,0.15406966618584114,0.0,0.053881825618691134,0.20241925580008485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07330834125034517,0.0,0.047340250360439526,0.0,0.07433801687770339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061000740709236674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06690841527159624,0.07107469645245316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06988083349221375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059661704675367175,0.0,0.11111401817722397,0.0,0.21211200224109167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15784818615460106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07820470856163524,0.09889726423669616,0.0,0.05579182583521223,0.058407699902985985,0.0,0.2921394226100619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06584404022831937,0.0,0.052527475328297095,0.0,0.0,0.06431947692963716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948633263223152,0.0,0.13648990437275293,0.0,0.0840352973461211,0.0,0.0,0.05764340701941751,0.12361912534007034,0.11090629306413373,0.05603902452465826,0.0,0.0,0.06476270704511278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07094817892290575,0.0,0.09925581823357624,0.0,0.0,0.22494395515041093 anxiety,kelly31281,2018/04/01,"my mom's cure for My anxiety My mom told me that I should go into combat and that would help me with my anxiety. I told her people with anxiety and depression would just jump in front of the first bullet they see. Not to mention if I survived I would just live with PTSD? And I'm pretty sure that could be a root cause of my genetic predisposition to it because many of my ancestors were in the war. Anyway, as you can tell, my mom has a very stigmatized view on anxiety and depression. I have been struggling with my first year of college because of my illness, and my mom has been making me feel like shit about it every step of the way. When I told my counselor some of the things she has said, she was in disbelief. But yes, my mom really does tell me these things. When I told her I was missing a lot of classes due to depression, she just sent me a post of Bethany Frankel saying ""It doesn't matter what mood I'm in, I just get shit done."" She just does not believe that symptomatically my anxiety and depression could prevent me from going to class. It's so frustrating.",4.825687707641193,5.463808688372097,5.547192691029904,82.6447093023256,69.09302325581396,9.30564784053156,29.310631229235877,9.424239791934726,2.3708538205980068,848,30,175,17,14,276,114,215,0.206,0.7190000000000001,0.07400000000000001,-0.9826,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,1,3,10,13,4,1,8,1,19,3,2,3,1,35,34,12,1,7,9,5,1,1,0,4,1,2,0,0,12,11,0,1,1,0,0,6,3,10,0,2,12,5,36,2,27,15,2,20,0,5,2,0,24,6,2,3,7,125,48,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3504335858090505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169768660249976,0.0,0.0,0.10322093098327208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09411584628281752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629736173168414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31563818445657515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16034922337755486,0.0937559501520343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0771912330795368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632428348023,0.06545116848642034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558586643555078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786607582965135,0.0,0.10413604974781368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06140891141510015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0447594147716834,0.0,0.08089944671056765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07788945594648805,0.0,0.0,0.06115502657052919,0.09288520901285108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5365033317901088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351565854813503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774371431120881,0.0932073766052471,0.0,0.0,0.10709531360129956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586921651429239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871487009857544,0.07285747710013134,0.0,0.0,0.07300684869102539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880869683705754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09577792992289184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634789258477628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601545076538837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173246329577825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35017569342036525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07559357992422278,0.0,0.07272127171472302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952461612667129,0.0,0.0,0.05899831301229426 anxiety,RoryK00,2018/04/01,"Coming off Citalopram Coming off Citalopram and feeling rather spaced (6 days since last pill). It happens quite regularly and I always end up taking a pill but trying to stop for good. Is this normal? 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I still can’t get over that not trying feels better to me than failing. I’ve never felt guilty about not trying because I don’t even see an outcome where that would’ve been successful anyway. It doesn’t even seem like a missed opportunity or “what could have been.”",5.1896470588235335,5.078900435294121,5.477647058823528,86.0694117647059,68.17647058823529,8.211764705882354,24.058823529411764,7.554174236665415,0.7959882352941174,327,6,72,3,5,104,59,85,0.125,0.685,0.19,0.7958,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,6,6,8,0,0,5,0,9,1,0,1,2,12,20,3,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,3,4,8,5,9,16,0,5,0,3,1,1,5,2,0,3,4,47,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373286974029156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20853342928942725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882558204805101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3114686691611445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922041370420335,0.0,0.2263913985623377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123188378407261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25974470385355536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519305956487147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21280594133833747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637051768004131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346422480631065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875063769745987,0.0,0.0,0.18789080046750914,0.21465058841409915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882988897129599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3545632406065032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201662385764116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716549118511126,0.0,0.0,0.16749550755101825,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lizardpancake,2018/04/01,This feeling Sometimes I just want to bash my head against a wall until I knock myself out so my brain will stop churning... Please tell me I'm not the only one. Currently hiding from everything because my thoughts are crippling me.,3.2434883720930223,6.19258869767442,3.1314418604651166,87.92925581395347,80.62790697674419,5.300465116279072,29.53023255813953,6.742157984588678,1.744082790697675,186,9,32,2,5,56,38,43,0.101,0.782,0.117,-0.0772,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,7,6,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,8,0,5,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,22,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988662462359908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641795931898016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931937015631201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16495124734443858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348051986565907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210612975150824,0.24811194949243506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3581016137355448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3226489456092288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727421555044298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513863378606746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25898948456299153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924183898288805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AriaMN,2018/04/01,Anybody else get anxiety when someone yells at you or gets annoyed by you? I would be doing something and I would do it wrong then my friend would just start getting annoyed and it gives my big time anxiety. Or when I annoy one of my friends unintentionally they yell and that even gives me a larger amount of anxiety. Moody people in general give me anxiety.,4.184901960784317,6.491452000000002,4.968235294117652,79.62872549019609,73.11764705882355,8.062745098039215,30.450980392156865,8.841846274778883,2.706256862745098,288,13,52,6,6,93,49,68,0.257,0.664,0.079,-0.8807,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,1,0,4,7,3,0,1,0,6,0,0,0,0,10,13,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,0,2,11,2,5,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,2,5,37,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5371501726742377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14664106181750458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11594244851671574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27124338287651995,0.0,0.2751370581151857,0.5051816028826882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895037937445098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12169726425437097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148734387779207,0.13513919126687185,0.0,0.0,0.12424804485065585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235872745301974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740955258193473,0.19192532413835006,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hungryhippohelga,2018/04/01,"Panic attack leads to avoiding friends So I'm just wondering if anyone else has this experience and how to deal with it. I have anxiety and suffer from small panic attacks every few months. I treat it with talk therapy and lexapro. Usually it's well managed. I have a HUGE panic attack probably every two years. It's usually drug or alcohol induced, and occurs in times of great stress and anxiety. I think I'm dying. Someone ends up coming over to check on me, whether it be a friend or a loved one. Sometimes paramedics are called. Everything ends up okay. But afterwards, I want to avoid the friends and loved ones who came to my aid. I feel like I don't deserve them. I wonder if my panic attack was planned on a subconscious level; was I really in need or was I trying to manipulate my loved ones into showing that they care about me? If that's true, then they deserve better than me, right? I can only think about the burden I have put on them, and how I want better for them. I can't help but think that the best thing I can do is thank them, and then avoid them. Any similar experiences out there? Any advice? 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So in a big first for me I'm finally going to talk to a therapist. This is something that has terrified me. How does the onboarding go? Should I make like a list or something? How often should I be going? I'd throw silly amounts of money at this to not have these issues so that's not as much of a problem.",0.3834666666666671,2.6785641466666696,2.764000000000003,90.08866666666668,87.53333333333332,6.0,21.66666666666667,7.3871296695380915,0.9652666666666674,281,10,59,5,9,96,51,75,0.109,0.84,0.051,-0.7236,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,3,0,11,14,6,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,1,5,2,10,10,2,10,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,2,3,44,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19359553880090052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423412373127983,0.0,0.18817392106506975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.502909193692979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309014841623325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157950617576062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10807938868196557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766944385415987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626258718894308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211682503120368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17628772888055386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406197149887585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17781232152142698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5137186858144867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,corms256,2018/04/01,Can anyone recommend some good books on dealing with anxiety. Been dealing with a panic disorder for a few years and been advised reading can help deal with the issue. Wondering if anyone has read something they can recommend. Thanks!,6.06025,9.316756525000002,5.715,71.9,71.25,9.0,35.0,9.516144504307137,4.332749999999999,191,10,26,5,4,59,31,40,0.15,0.583,0.268,0.7263,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,5,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,19,1,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15592008718296008,0.0,0.0,0.2850283408087955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303817200044171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335928987796178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17095273133181485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13661479962811546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21273286795302654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391363163327725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4077459853538221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15690892831151804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18764808022101997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2210317495879791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125200438888568 anxiety,stinkydoodoo,2018/04/01,"What makes us this way? Are we born with it? I was a confident kid till 11. Is it environment? I was bullied pretty badly for 4 years. Not long now but in school it seemed so. Now i worry how i will survive. Im blessed to have a truly beautiful wife who loves me. So im lucky there. I guess happiness comes from blessings like that. How do you think you got it?",-1.0966228070175426,0.95802977631579,1.1642105263157916,97.99614035087721,99.92105263157896,4.63859649122807,16.859649122807017,6.42735559955562,-0.2290929824561405,277,8,65,4,12,92,60,76,0.086,0.511,0.403,0.989,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,2,2,0,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,7,1,0,3,0,12,14,6,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,0,10,6,6,10,0,9,2,0,0,1,8,1,0,3,7,42,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19573727243340966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193863882801788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874931847912438,0.0,0.2582484553842008,0.0,0.0,0.2495525629253569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5064441197728813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1145294947779976,0.0,0.0,0.2074610685813625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21158008164120745,0.0,0.15648225813463434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384971699615459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2372532690928403,0.0,0.2134141027048786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502117544908374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2819875651151673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18607773474218448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380726296644548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509637026426673 anxiety,Milchbubie,2018/04/01,"How to enjoy the present when your future seems hopeless? Almost all my fears resemble around something bad happening to me (mostly health-wise) and therefore making the future pointless. This makes it impossible for me to enjoy anything in the present because I always think its worthless if my future is ruined anyway. I know it is dumb to think about the unknown future and I am trying CBT, ACT and all this ‚dance in the rain‘-stuff but no matter how hard I try to change my thinking there is always this dark veil above everything I do and think. I just can’t not consider my future and I ruin my present over it. The hard part is that my health-anxiety relies on real health problems which are most likely not that happy-life-ending as my head makes them. 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I recently got togehter with a much older women (54yo), im very much in love with her and she gives me a lot of ssuport. Because she still has her period we are using condoms to be on the safe side. Anyway it all went well, until twice the condom broke and also i finished inside of her. Now she is missing her period and i am super scared that she might be pregnant. We talked about the topic, apparently she said she does not want children anymore (i`m worried in case she changes her mind) i started googling (bad Idea!) about the chances of a woman her age getting pregnant. I know the chance is very low, but i`m super worried. What still makes me a little bit less nervous is the fact that she could get into menopause, right now. My anxiety got a lot better and now its hitting me agian very hard. I could not immagine getting a father right now, i just started my carrer after a long time of beeing practically unable to work. Has anyone ever been in a similar situation? Any advice? thanks a lot",3.745937500000004,5.99560529017857,4.739607142857143,81.03039285714287,74.22321428571428,7.158571428571429,26.825,8.07648339933343,1.9258542857142853,931,35,164,15,20,303,137,224,0.107,0.775,0.118,0.8665,1,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,2,0,0,5,14,16,0,2,15,0,15,3,0,2,4,31,34,8,0,3,4,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,3,5,10,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,8,1,1,6,2,31,8,22,22,9,35,0,5,0,3,27,11,0,4,23,116,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11402295172195336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933127233499427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934960657223045,0.0,0.17852697312632293,0.0,0.11571988182424504,0.08158866483973674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742686197511527,0.07112991841349467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10319814694192532,0.12738948623137522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12343695520221548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863264982580458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211157924068816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055480038235566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18288884069660144,0.11193460976066932,0.0,0.0,0.18664684971683895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452658421809734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172283880019142,0.12603951394082924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412686705388154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11694873725280135,0.0,0.10326229972762396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29760351258454043,0.1053125097457069,0.0,0.0778879524339135,0.1182999852524544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12378404165166478,0.1178182977150578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17155338089791114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224409784955152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521207778194545,0.0,0.0,0.19929621580758425,0.11099388321297646,0.0,0.11682175417785942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115850704194915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16518008179067314,0.0,0.18636912609948286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378675289454268,0.0,0.10742760724445402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06803979488370106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10077812828603586,0.0,0.2888313269224119,0.06882366730823955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491357084330624,0.10816789856890492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494786124640058,0.3554969721711401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15028225986568974 anxiety,ska1234567890,2018/04/01,"My Health Anxiety Symptoms Hi Everyone! As someone who has been struggling with health anxiety for the last 4 years, I have found the acknowledgment of potential anxiety symptoms to be the most reassuring form of support. This is not only reassuring to me as it reminds me of all of the different ways anxiety might affect your body, it also reminds me (and hopefully others) that many of these symptoms quickly pass, as they are only manifested only as a result of mental illness. Here's all of the symptoms that have come and gone as a result of my health anxiety. I hope that people may relate, and be reassured. 1. tingling extremities 2. cold hands and feet 3. muscle spasms (mostly in leg, thought it was a blood clot, it was not) 4. tightness of muscles particularly around neck and shoulders 5. dry mouth 6. bruxism 7. chest pain, stabbing 8. chest pain, dull/achey 9. constipation/diarrhea (thought this was hypothyroidism, it wasn't) 10. hair loss (thought this was PCOS, it wasn't) 11. Paralysis like symptoms (this came in two ways. One: overthinking things that should be unconscious-- me, thinking about swallowing, resulted in my temporary inability to swallow liquid. Two: mid panic attack, thought I could not move legs. 12. pelvic, vaginal/vulva pain (thought this was vulvar cancer, literally got a chunk cut out of my vulva to test. As soon as results came back negative, the pain stopped) 13. headaches 14. HEADACHES 15. pressure in head, tightness 16. insomnia 17. lethargy 18. difficulty concentrating 19. hearing phantom ringing (always hearing my alarm clock, even when it's not going off) 20. jitters That is all! (I think). I hope this helped someone, please feel free to ask any questions.",4.140969425801643,7.38018887248322,4.5067897091722635,77.49480052199853,79.73825503355704,7.472184936614468,32.10328113348248,8.430304187100639,3.2748498135719615,1356,71,213,31,36,426,188,298,0.174,0.7440000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.9801,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,1,1,1,9,20,2,4,10,0,21,31,13,5,3,46,43,14,0,5,4,0,5,1,0,3,16,3,0,0,22,11,2,3,11,0,1,7,7,11,0,3,18,9,16,10,32,18,6,25,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,8,9,127,38,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06547751246383658,0.06812874862862546,0.0,0.0,0.05567959723830029,0.0,0.3131808205878765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07288845125105671,0.07654453294235382,0.09314762626176806,0.0,0.06295884474859972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094759079307507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872923963579255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07053032974155785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537262644388199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08554469832816111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05407940351080027,0.0,0.0,0.07823758584820434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0413997907192295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977459698669339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653294494804945,0.0,0.06548502170940905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08403007178933128,0.26109628107928196,0.18456408315113784,0.0,0.0548808506010858,0.0,0.0,0.2439688884608152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06674119787186547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04000127503437171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301106730954735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251339489749485,0.086859228185584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08702296472314522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055482402228432134,0.1868148852941639,0.3484942915907658,0.09606575924188487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056763640443765265,0.0,0.0,0.08987705218083493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917216860451698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387493032197595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06845336631263517,0.0,0.0855962781598336,0.0,0.0,0.09291376612373754,0.0,0.4255110484447767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05439586028710319,0.10492776059879796,0.0,0.3250084686234557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996509771012138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998130585702952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05272651033100124 anxiety,TheDrunkPrincess,2018/04/01,"The ""this isn't right"" feeling. Am I alone? I'm diagnosed with anxiety but my anxiety ranges a lot of issues I don't think others deal with. I obsessively shower (anywhere from 2-8 times a day) cause I feel dirty. I am a tragically picky eater and have many times looked at food and if my my tells me ""this isn't right, something bad is gonna happen if I eat it"" and the feeling doesn't go away even if I'm starving. If interaction with others goes on for a bit too long I get very irritated and feel panicked until I can be comfortably alone. I can't explain why it's so intense or why I quickly feel uncomfortable to the point of digging my nails into my arm or ripping out bits of hair. It's so illogical and I have no clue how to deal. I've never met anyone who has felt the same kind of unease and stress as I have. Am I alone in this experience? Am I crazy? Could it be more than just genera anxiety? I appreciate any feedback.",1.706363115693012,3.6095054896907257,3.8803436426116846,86.43885452462774,79.15463917525773,6.991523482245133,23.66437571592211,7.984000788550335,1.231889805269187,731,25,158,13,18,251,120,194,0.265,0.672,0.063,-0.99,1,3,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,8,0,18,5,2,2,1,33,34,18,0,5,8,0,7,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,11,2,0,8,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,9,21,2,20,28,5,17,0,1,1,0,7,9,0,7,7,102,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3997953923823255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750120441947794,0.0,0.2953006166898363,0.0,0.0,0.08997028150297738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1208913476097965,0.0,0.10743553917778666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2809524572872878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321813346525991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027339246981756,0.0,0.0,0.0829826359716081,0.2653098548829326,0.0,0.13059912083118755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13166332631311262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849864793602882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586566466092494,0.0,0.0,0.32530152248973865,0.0,0.12354506135774825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15559039454171866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06722568024021408,0.0,0.07312712250258159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11378400628109868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429988021793862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13399183026342426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387045238929205,0.10805186575667552,0.0,0.0,0.10939212310149776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045296176703233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0992395883175857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163639702256725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197699481160469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905780183443527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473930583874489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246478360671712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244766381964708,0.0,0.0,0.15005906791380644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616767186607036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23221248704153166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jonkojax,2018/04/01,"Did I have an anxiety attack? Today, for the first time I feel like I had an anxiety attack. I was sitting in a coffee shop doing my homework when all of a sudden I felt this chill in me that eventually lead to being extremely nervous. I began to look around for something, which I did not know what, and needed to pee multiple times. I couldn’t focus anymore and packed up and tried to get my breathing under control in my car while feeling like I wanted to cry. I don’t know the reason for this, what do you think it is? Thanks",3.525257009345797,4.7920924953271085,4.955221962616822,83.35844042056075,72.64485981308411,7.219158878504674,25.524532710280376,7.6454224807358475,1.3658794392523368,415,13,81,5,8,139,74,107,0.14300000000000002,0.77,0.087,-0.723,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,3,2,6,2,1,6,0,11,2,2,3,1,18,23,5,0,3,1,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,1,7,1,1,2,3,3,0,1,6,4,15,3,15,15,1,17,0,0,1,0,1,6,0,0,10,62,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29928583476400644,0.0,0.19399489513584792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741364695990945,0.0,0.445074590291148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21939589117962693,0.0,0.0,0.2148709884729714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19781496997807224,0.2794910132759317,0.18781853844684185,0.0,0.0,0.16638777059263726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1021993827195576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215006870961076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911326333428412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16426511331041874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504408382137224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011220817735173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15059194886330998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18009357660540348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253404996264669,0.0,0.0,0.22812627640901584,0.0,0.18541764170127875,0.0,0.0,0.1328079497969235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11537723606220525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AJForward,2018/04/01,"How do I deal with someone in my life leaving? I don’t usually go on this, but I could use someone else’s perspective. There’s this girl that I’ve been getting really close to. I like her and she likes me, but she doesn’t want to go any further because she is going to Spain in September to study abroad for 9 months and doesn’t want to get too attached before she leaves. The thought of her leaving is eating me up inside and has made me more anxious than I ever have been before. She is eventually coming back home but I just don’t know how I can be away from her that long. Is there any way I can cope with her leaving me for that long?",3.6191111111111134,4.13459994814815,4.50740740740741,89.46333333333334,71.74074074074073,7.481481481481483,26.11111111111111,7.3871296695380915,1.053666666666667,503,15,113,5,9,163,81,135,0.023,0.894,0.083,0.7695,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,17,2,0,4,1,21,29,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,5,7,1,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,4,0,22,2,17,23,1,18,0,0,0,0,11,7,0,0,8,77,27,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19209163652988326,0.0,0.0,0.1595573012222487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269655520021328,0.10860232582169584,0.0,0.0860965984868978,0.0,0.2403641059308464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216629352315851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276603478395918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14560886490101765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445204325486057,0.1179851631566221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775670644613416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758072211521225,0.0,0.24080426200022514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167195393938492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762001205829105,0.0,0.0,0.5981972079830644,0.0,0.0,0.09975967786427443,0.1380022623322587,0.0,0.0,0.24998011966779474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364160701035832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127338088257262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09047986454043408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393388426356209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212618574942954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198318570906425,0.15555230213545426,0.0,0.16661016300305953,0.11210714067087917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iloveteax,2018/04/01,"Mistrust of my therapist/psychiatrist Does anyone else here find it hard to trust therapists and psychiatrists? I’ve experienced this since I was a child and it makes therapy pretty much useless for me, and I never take prescribed meds. As a little kid, my parents would take me to therapists for depression/suicidality and I’d never talk to them. They’d give me toys to get me to “open up,” and I’d just play and ignore them. Then as a teenager, I was misdiagnosed as having bipolar disorder. That’s when I realized psychiatrists can be quite clueless, because while I was depressed, I definitely was not bipolar. Following that, I never took prescribed medications unless they were meds I specifically requested. Now I am an adult, and I’m seeing a new psychiatrist and doing therapy with him. I don’t trust him. I don’t know why he prescribes some of the meds he does, but I just accept the prescriptions and either I don’t go to the pharmacy, or I go to the pharmacy and let the pills sit in my cabinet. I have tons of old antidepressants because of this habit, it’s like my medicine graveyard. The only medicine I’ll take is my Xanax, but that I only take once every 2-3 weeks. I truly don’t believe I need antidepressants, so I have no plans of ever taking them. However, I feel like my mistrust is leading to little/no progress in therapy. And what’s worse is that he has voiced that he feels I don’t trust him; he’s right, but I just deny it. It isn’t him, personally, but just that since I was a kid I’ve been skeptical of mental health specialists. But I know I genuinely need therapy, because I’m an anxious mess 80% of the time, and also while I’m not depressed now, I do have a history of depression/suicidality. 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Things are different when the media becomes “meta” and tries to involve the participant (ie. viewer reader) into the story. This causes a response that I usually acossiate with my anxiety or phobias. I was wondering if anyone else experiences something similar or if I’m just being stupid and wasting your time. (Edit) I know this sounds really stupid compared to other stuff here I’m sorry I did waste your time",5.973076923076924,8.910595418439721,6.716595744680853,66.22615384615386,69.99290780141844,10.012220403709764,34.95962902345881,10.214889679676881,4.677058483360611,658,34,92,20,13,216,104,141,0.237,0.6679999999999999,0.095,-0.9702,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,0,3,6,2,1,8,0,7,0,0,1,1,19,13,9,0,3,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,2,13,3,12,9,4,8,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,8,7,65,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386455417430658,0.20474582836494015,0.0,0.12672488015348354,0.1856983662309177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016164169244874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18617996423434333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189353725759638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139996590708668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2021267733106316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35456844200418397,0.0,0.20394161886111234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385870984420368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09960292349414224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08854307293057348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12281064497704802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824885279524056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357461296325544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11610483928826673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13952482815473816,0.0,0.2028795924307681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20747260459877226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204055775818075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21136109701614386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304778916048327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992131317191775,0.14953921749102125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654341668038847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287453167461129,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_hxdes_,2018/04/01,"Public Presentation - University Has anyone been able to get out of a public presentation at a university? I would prefer to have an alternative assignment instead of the presentation. I just can’t stand them. How would I phrase an email to my professor requesting this without mentioning my diagnosis for anxiety and depression? Has anyone had a situation like this? What’d you do? I reallyyy can’t stand speeches. I’ve had far too many bad experiences and nearly faint each time.",5.216666666666669,8.468434952380951,6.8738095238095225,62.40452380952382,74.47619047619048,11.352380952380953,31.952380952380967,10.746095033038511,5.008152380952383,392,19,59,16,9,134,60,84,0.121,0.848,0.031,-0.8105,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,1,0,4,3,0,0,6,0,11,1,0,1,0,10,12,3,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,1,8,1,10,7,1,10,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,44,10,2,0.2883453286735721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058338719941156,0.0,0.0,0.4032355163427813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24075630525000785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483514090699987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.282057060573362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064853321738442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087096270477262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923369056860936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241122306247764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16813647996126865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27795460721427445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4096644969161303,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PhysixKid,2018/04/01,"Need some help...exam anxiety! To start things off, I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression last year (due to other reasons). I have a very crucial exam coming this week. I have been preparing for it since 2016. I have read, *10x* re-read the course material, solved a large number of problems etc. I also have some good intuition and I can work around problems after a bit of knocking. I sat in a few mock tests before the exam, As soon as I sit in a test, I lose it. Excessive sweating, accompanied by negative thoughts and brain fog grip me. These symptoms leave me blank; all the equations and numbers start to make no sense. All the hard work I did washes away in a second. I have an urge to leave the exam asap, and eventually I end up with an abysmal result! Please help me to find ways to cope with the anxiety! **PS**-I've been put on Xanax since my diagnosis, and it has helped a lot. Would it be right to pop a pill before an exam?",2.7193734015345257,4.857169760869566,3.9583503836317138,85.96107416879799,76.93478260869566,7.155498721227622,24.41048593350384,8.124751697461798,1.469368030690538,732,25,146,13,17,239,116,184,0.163,0.7759999999999999,0.061,-0.943,0,0,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,3,3,6,1,0,17,0,13,7,2,3,2,25,20,9,0,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,11,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,5,0,1,6,2,16,1,25,12,8,22,0,2,0,0,2,9,0,3,9,97,24,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073299561918617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080173557820453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194778785157621,0.0,0.0,0.12609737712403232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22841047581764265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14652565572694398,0.0,0.0,0.14982591145230462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11561247390911356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559731869461795,0.13622320304238889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188727359194003,0.0,0.14968278932779894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226681003276514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11257135887128264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12022833866867545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698801039840927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940137421585808,0.0,0.2842240283320574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15014983279578475,0.0,0.11410295338630437,0.0,0.0,0.08958810998640603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951711704123142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473253902024832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2568471157848278,0.0,0.13492096967768236,0.0,0.0,0.2684983111296311,0.0,0.0,0.13799314818025013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461702833177985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22204448915919486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18999307174729427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13949852543330735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916504433270779,0.0,0.0,0.10654999979910852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073964532918756,0.0,0.10653190185791704,0.10765744117733812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954170856631444,0.0,0.0,0.09534094770232764,0.0,0.0,0.08642866582785448 anxiety,Elisa-bee,2018/04/01,"Crippling I used to think anxiety was not a big deal or that it was even sometimes an attention ploy. Now having experienced it for myself I’ve never felt so terrible for thinking like that in the past. It’s horrible and difficult to overcome, a constant fear of anything and everything. I haven’t progressed with college because of the fear of failure. There are so many experiences I’ve robbed myself of because of fear and worry. Lately the only thing that has been helping me is my faith. Faith that a down is always followed by an up, faith that there is a plan for me. Reading about what other people that struggle with anxiety do to deal with it for themselves, really helps and inspires me. 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The pain is sharp and comes in waves. It feels like the muscles in my chest are contracting and It makes it very difficult to breathe. The pain sometimes reaches my arms, jaw and belly. I’ve talked to various people who also experience anxiety but I’ve never met someone who has these pains like I do. I’ve had physicals and an EKG and I’m healthy, the only thing to note is a vitamin d deficiency. 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Really not doing great. The man who helped raise me had a stroke while recovering from valve replacement surgery. So far he’s woken up but he has very little movement. He can move his arms and legs on command and can make eye contact and answer yes or no questions but that’s it so far. It’s horrifying to see him go through this. I can’t imagine the inner pain of being detached from your body like this. He’s improving but we’re not very hopeful. I’m not close with very many people in my life so this is very hard for me. This is the man who took care of me ever since my father went to prison. The man who raised me. The man who took care of me when my father died. And on top of all this I’m in a shithole job that doesn’t care about my situation. I have a programming project due tomorrow that I can’t muster the energy to even look at. I have a geology exam on Monday that I haven’t studied for. Nobody seems to understand or care. I’ve come to learn that the universe is a very unjust place. Reality is cruel to us even when we try our best to make the world a positive place. It’s all a house of cards, waiting to be blown over. Chaos and death is the nature of the universe. If there were a God I still wouldn’t worship him because he is a very sadistic man. I disagree with how the universe treats us. I don’t see the point of it all. At the end of the day we’re all fucking dead in the ground. All the truly great people I’ve known in my life have been destroyed by an uncaring universe. Life is too much work and too much pain. I’m so tired. I’m just so tired.",1.5995118469882958,3.417266749262538,3.0506499191169496,92.66822723379966,79.14749262536874,6.144105052811876,21.554952897516408,7.1029339738359605,0.4281916642877537,1264,36,286,15,31,413,175,339,0.208,0.6579999999999999,0.134,-0.9886,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,4,1,0,3,17,17,3,0,26,1,26,13,4,4,6,44,51,21,3,4,10,2,2,1,0,1,8,0,0,5,18,11,0,1,7,0,0,7,10,5,0,0,7,6,26,12,37,40,9,39,1,0,4,1,28,22,1,7,11,175,44,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05754383865155108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906435035128104,0.0,0.0,0.10485433995217246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849781621429924,0.0,0.0,0.08131508605309011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536872100668228,0.0,0.0,0.06087857693860959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796969954349527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08360816461942626,0.0,0.0,0.12469731436940755,0.0853879413541371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087268965855565,0.0,0.0,0.0536482735387644,0.0,0.0,0.2081471497274576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845616167036518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06327265313584092,0.0,0.0,0.09375801508448443,0.0,0.10892203871068568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367495105177233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000272336366269,0.04611784935037248,0.09461109216879264,0.0,0.0,0.07927012375310317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602212592743509,0.09570424675977994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032960133586467,0.13878604517905108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2008911869088894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13088667880285698,0.0,0.1972505879790719,0.0,0.08923614763463535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057468017096606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060473454443397925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044516853728818,0.08593593691185399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07808658587216286,0.10610674291970472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07538596388903353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699207517434546,0.0,0.0,0.20975818735839133,0.06408970476831191,0.0,0.0,0.09827112458716077,0.2270971346179025,0.08152912983795517,0.0,0.4673269320321185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750742642979785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872250285654535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jaytshirt,2018/04/01,"A.D.D. potentially contributing to anxiety? Hi. First time poster here. I've struggled with A.D.D. most of my life. I focus on something and then I think about other things and get side-tracked into doing something else I was thinking about. I used to take medication when I was younger due to slipping grades and eventually learned how to cope with it. These days, I notice my A.D.D. the most when I do chores around my house. Housework ends up taking at least twice as long to finish because I start multiple things and then have to come back and refocus on what I was doing. After finishing, I look up at the clock and notice how long it has taken. I get irritated at myself and then it takes longer and longer to convince myself to get things done in the future. A lot of the time these things stack up on my to-do list and just stress me out thinking about all of the work I will have to do. Being a single coparent of a beautiful 8 year old girl and working overnight shifts that average out to about 120 hours a week ties up so much of my time already. This on top of regular adult stresses tend to make me susceptible to being irritated pretty frequently. Sometimes I literally just can't relax. My mind just races thinking about stuff. I have trouble sleeping worrying about random things. I lose a whole lot of sleep that I can't afford to lose in the first place. I'm worried if I'm pushing myself into an early grave sometimes. I know I probably need to be medicated again but after seeing how they treated my daughter's mother when she was brave enough to ask the doctor for help with her depression - I get hesitant to ask someone for help. Can anyone offer any advice or at least share a similar experience? This post is probably a little scrambled itself but it's this best way I can get this out currently.",5.820194344088705,6.7964322951289455,6.083700012457958,78.47187367634234,67.02292263610315,9.049507910801047,30.360159461816373,9.20300075937882,2.5715911548523738,1457,53,267,26,23,466,194,349,0.09,0.8270000000000001,0.083,0.7548,3,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,8,21,14,0,3,15,0,22,6,2,5,1,46,48,25,1,2,7,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,2,21,20,0,0,6,1,0,2,2,8,0,3,6,2,35,6,57,38,12,59,0,4,2,0,14,23,0,7,32,195,56,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884004053667605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10032578285586582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06182459020738534,0.0,0.06954890787298808,0.0,0.0,0.06356913395270343,0.0,0.0,0.0809326728812582,0.16998450479169436,0.0,0.0,0.06990720065473294,0.0,0.05542028810686071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09540856095527434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831430092429109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058631963951930176,0.0,0.07830403499027506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305426006310462,0.0,0.09303651538727442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07594692298407163,0.0,0.08052275760316424,0.09393839287378378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893126889473618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546626854192956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23749388136072205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12187538225621128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953190817499214,0.10490246928234988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04996391851395999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06421519764833758,0.0,0.0911196421540416,0.0,0.16091193492487396,0.07634480423292135,0.20341886635078996,0.0,0.15458354493599324,0.0,0.0,0.06068575446477688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831724403878134,0.0,0.0,0.09179715300207092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06683219949584883,0.06741152738597816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070122245467773,0.09539887652985153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09498570716878288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08707041434078262,0.09249215131071226,0.19604118716968005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07244663182021648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1819591746001841,0.0,0.07703107815605083,0.13997997046758553,0.17983240355247507,0.0,0.06434934783094858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2082832000924729,0.09504297952911388,0.10407469927990357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20506788372784693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30199587802648786,0.23301590249065346,0.0,0.0,0.1590379316871689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07852044581317373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216324621421577,0.07292567108052007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150215650865674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237284814441694,0.1846550186688948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05854559041309495 anxiety,Yerba_Mate19,2018/04/01,"Thoughts on supplements Mainly looking for thoughts on supplements such as magnesium citramate and rhodiola rosea for more natural ways to help with treating GAD. I have been a sufferer of GAD for the past year and am too stubborn to take medicine, or brain meds, as I like to call them. Just curious about supplements for daily use and helping to treat daily GAD symptoms.",11.19318181818182,9.848181045454547,9.61727272727273,65.29590909090909,56.72727272727274,14.254545454545458,47.75757575757576,13.023866798666859,6.3550666666666675,303,17,49,9,3,93,49,66,0.075,0.725,0.2,0.8173,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,1,0,2,0,3,2,1,1,0,10,8,6,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,3,3,15,5,2,5,0,1,1,0,4,2,0,1,3,32,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30805124170570514,0.28177560142359354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36992667173119015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134815134754638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317283343939177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30651802218410645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634253108886273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28681750412394513,0.207479909128066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4381466386380943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23833202936301984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21903610884455507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17770262546150845 anxiety,andrewmoo0006,2018/04/01,"I can’t stop throwing up because of nerves and anxiety please help I’m flying to see my girlfriend for the first time and I’ve never met her before but we’ve been talking for a year now and we FaceTime every day but I don’t know why I’m so nervous. I tried pepto bismol and it’s not working, gravol doesn’t really work t just knocks me out but I don’t feel any better and I don’t know what to do please help ",-0.05857142857142605,1.9473144065934065,2.0930659340659368,96.26443406593408,86.25274725274723,4.519120879120879,17.89120879120879,5.6839178017228535,-0.4830404395604395,325,8,75,2,10,109,63,91,0.09,0.75,0.16,0.7957,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,1,0,0,4,3,2,0,1,2,0,7,0,0,0,1,17,14,9,0,0,5,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,7,1,0,1,2,2,9,1,7,12,0,10,0,0,1,0,7,2,0,0,7,41,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15209579846698976,0.0,0.17109853280007042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136340458426147,0.0,0.19031734683914206,0.0,0.0,0.19780822158403635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424156056745374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18844236482706314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308871719848135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19024424224235767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998278438328205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458342887653325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1724996190033998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4910208655712141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432816908748813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782272761692092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18698894969577573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17976864263513348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1304173691264192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518497884963838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20181747134171613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256528505298467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440290714541172 anxiety,masterflash125,2018/04/01,Specific day anxiety Has anyone experienced their anxiety is at its worst on a certain day/ time every week. I find mine is every Saturday night and Sunday day and it’s near impossible to calm myself it’s starting to become too much. I just can’t understand why it’s so bad then but say a Wednesday night I could be fine nothing at all. This has been happening for about 3 months but it’s getting crippling the past month. ,4.837389558232932,6.217334686746991,5.870060240963856,77.61585341365465,69.6024096385542,9.388755020080325,30.700803212851405,9.725611199111238,3.0086562248995987,341,14,63,8,6,113,64,83,0.102,0.8290000000000001,0.069,-0.3809,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,8,0,0,0,2,10,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,6,3,8,9,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,15,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29825247740542193,0.0,0.0,0.13630445299396718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276421675145622,0.0,0.2152925538238412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15564129817071695,0.0,0.0,0.3771546320125686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284855880294539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17816884731275032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184651441805806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17238210747505592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3111936388821461,0.0,0.14330109328598084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658702579072013,0.0,0.18704726792553772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186089383237136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15502169257303644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13797738165100432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366930739290332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2029362472806973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1563666686609868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759002833814476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IndigoAvemour,2018/04/01,"My anxiety has gotten so bad I can barely function in life. Been bouncing around for the past year, can't keep a job, and I could be on the track to being homeless yet again. I don't know what to do. My depression + anxiety combo have driven my life into the ground my whole adulthood and the worse I get, the less I can do to get myself out of it... I've been riding on the charity of friends, family, and strangers alike for over a year and every time that charity has run out, or shit just hits the fan, I somehow get lucky and someone else pulls me out for a while again. I don't want to just be this way. But my anxiety is so constant, I feel like I'm in a constant state of paralysis. Moments of confidence are so rare I can't get anything meaningfully done half the time. I know it's all my fault but I don't know what to do about myself. For all the luck and charity I've gotten it never fixes the root problem of my mental health and I'm so far gone that even my partner of almost four years can't really help. I'm constantly drowning and I don't know how to swim.",3.0720759911894286,3.845885466960353,4.602155837004407,87.3368901431718,73.18502202643171,7.965748898678415,25.641244493392072,8.278499904357787,1.4114671806167405,839,26,186,13,16,282,120,227,0.105,0.8,0.095,-0.0225,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,14,9,1,0,14,0,24,4,1,2,3,37,43,17,1,3,5,0,1,1,2,0,3,0,0,1,8,13,0,1,6,1,0,6,8,5,0,2,7,1,23,4,27,31,4,35,0,1,0,0,3,12,1,5,16,127,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13597604209523295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116414543934072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117452204676804,0.1208836422024156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11338062228996924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4402286333373318,0.0,0.10841883795356176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695742413768515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389623305081676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343676586402394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968931500550799,0.0,0.11441059075330427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12801258343375999,0.0,0.06866049974529638,0.09700980996520098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491253859652802,0.0,0.2837827973065322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1443405133947137,0.0,0.0,0.09101849461686433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475257643670882,0.12069814153410514,0.0,0.0,0.2985108601335146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182776745475905,0.06634109705857287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684636639265654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047311379954861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296287998313627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299345754668696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699181265407907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938850505278594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11505609488450146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15836277856031733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0800936217126558,0.10778534459528737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160688425758687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383836176989258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623367282485229 anxiety,fluoxotine,2018/04/01,"Minor victory Today So, long story short I've had debilitating anxiety and constant shortness of breath for the past 5 years. Sometimes worse, sometimes not so bad, but ALWAYS with me, even now. Lately it's gotten to the point where I've completely isolated myself from everything. I go to work (if I can handle it), come home exhausted and feeling like shit, repeat. Usually I will have food delivered, since going out is so stressful. It wasn't always this bad, but over the past 5 years it built up to this point. I finally hit a braking point. I Felt my only option was to admit myself in the ER. During the 6 hours I waited, my blood pressure was up around 105/170. I finally spoke to a psychologist, explained my history with anxiety, I have only ever tried SSRIs and they made things worse for me. I fully understand the dangers associated with benzos but at this point I am DESPERATE to not feel the way I feel. Well, the ER doc gave me a scrip for 8x 1mg Lorazepam. And Im seeting up follow-on care with a psychiatrist next week to manage those meds. After taking that pill, I feel less terrible than I have in years. My boss stopped by my apartment to check in on me, and I actually felt good enough to talk to him like a human being. Even though its not a big deal, it felt so good to feel normal in that moment.",4.704457364341085,5.8139020038759694,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968995,69.65891472868215,8.834108527131782,27.89922480620155,9.150863307647796,2.3095178294573646,1039,35,195,20,18,348,155,258,0.158,0.727,0.114,-0.9237,0,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,1,12,14,2,2,14,0,12,6,3,2,1,38,34,14,0,2,7,0,8,2,0,1,2,1,1,1,13,12,1,3,11,0,1,3,4,8,3,0,11,9,27,6,35,20,2,46,0,0,0,0,9,21,1,2,23,126,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.09767074834764272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16656127098740364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15313299180157625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08909889969400099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671373977256869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204565329613527,0.0,0.0,0.08621633012042869,0.10493960973303816,0.10815879394299684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031855917405806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341691613666128,0.0,0.13221341011413912,0.09053467563553452,0.0,0.0,0.08995199436458562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2530356824251898,0.07150237343899969,0.28829845619833416,0.21928144789129173,0.0,0.0,0.12102593729148685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137638164408829,0.16789692513943655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039570331254978,0.0,0.098565810591725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1081114383837041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11290281229606895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09779517964083399,0.0,0.0,0.08857409399090191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09470500515130087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117440596415153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10644395865146744,0.0,0.09806428469302733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522417743869925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19108926937010373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784593258928569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273815550162796,0.08279323299413463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797775997539735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08367744840397834,0.11464964205625702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525317918485812,0.08044636510996153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06649354206739624,0.0,0.09833524526613532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487103934905064,0.0,0.0,0.06795269379679407,0.0,0.0,0.10419438913439427,0.0,0.0,0.11023199963386464,0.0,0.0,0.07944462486080632,0.08028397952769993,0.0,0.08999048548509384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0728647324939633,0.0,0.2039949797674641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19335878213471352 anxiety,_SomeRandomguyX,2018/04/01,Fear of getting in trouble when I'm doing nothing wrong? Anyone else feel this way? My job requires me to go into work when we are closed so I'm the only one in there and have the only car parked. Im always paranoid that someone will think im breaking in or something. Even though I work there and am supposed to be there.,2.0794527363184048,3.928126223880601,3.2067910447761214,91.96053482587065,77.80597014925372,4.466666666666667,24.59950248756219,3.1291,0.19639502487562188,255,9,52,0,6,82,51,67,0.12,0.843,0.037000000000000005,-0.6914,1,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,3,8,3,0,1,2,0,6,0,0,0,0,9,12,7,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,0,1,4,0,7,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,2,33,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17961655660691273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15093747755202552,0.2211786900131976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803270906849632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257646643291513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429075764876681,0.10914757724040196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127802918104815,0.0,0.12268076999194852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4663414052302686,0.0,0.21421220788560344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20712780971967307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627537186795594,0.3283493590678241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829012904067224,0.1661830383429808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831725542153722,0.2120857753197044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134319249407162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143038539766975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23601394385502106,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zeurosis,2018/04/01,"I Started taking prozac 2 weeks ago but I don't know if i can even wait long enough to see if it works My anxiety has gotten so bad lately I don't know why, but it feels like this constant burning sensation in my brain and my chest. I'm drowning in this loud silent white noise and it burns. I'm trying not to drown it with alcohol and weed and alcohol and sleeping pills everyday but it's hard. I don't want to wait a month or more just to feel some relief if this even works at all. 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I have a pretty serious fear of losing a job. I was fired once a few years ago and it really traumatized me. In that case, my work really wasn't that great (different field that I have since left) and a few coworkers didn't like me... my boss apparently asked a bunch of them how I was doing and they didn't say good things.... Today, I am in a new field that I am good at. I have my first real job in this field after getting a few months experience in another job that had a lot of overlap. Part of my job is to QA code. I'm very detail oriented and catch a lot of mistakes. A bunch of us QA the same code over email and the way it goes is people usually just list all of the mistakes they can find in a neutral tone. I did this.... and people didn't like it. I think its a combination of me struggling with social anxiety and having a hard time opening up with these girls, and the fact that I am the new person who is coming in and pointing out thier mistakes. I have since tried to be kinder in pointing mistakes out (I certainly wasn't rude before) and it seemed to help for a while but suddenly its like I'm back to square one.. My boss loves me and compliments my work all the time. Other managers like me well enough. My coworkers who I don't have to QA work for like me well enough. Will these girls who don't like me be able to get me fired? I'm so Paranoid all the time I can't breath :( I've been there over 3 months now, so they would have to have a reason to fire me besides ""some people don't like you even though you are polite and just doing your job"". I worry my boss won't like that they don't like me and take their side and fire me :(",2.458248480243164,3.43545100265958,3.7694832826747735,91.955,74.87765957446808,7.286322188449849,21.40729483282675,7.7094869923839395,0.5223582066869303,1371,30,323,18,28,450,163,376,0.18,0.73,0.09,-0.9772,8,0,0,0,0,0,44.0,1,3,6,7,14,30,1,3,23,0,40,2,1,6,5,49,52,23,0,6,4,0,5,11,0,4,0,1,0,3,22,21,0,0,4,0,0,2,12,11,2,2,10,7,50,19,34,36,16,39,0,2,1,1,23,19,0,5,28,219,72,15,0.0798489617887875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07078128681509359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837285985947768,0.06108423721220304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07464800045499702,0.0,0.0,0.06139892283331287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794558532833009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878281027077356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342517008409071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501064500148555,0.0,0.10547897237600012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810760644392682,0.0,0.08985228134518028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298050448903982,0.06791948610668161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834355737805599,0.0,0.0,0.1339470414802053,0.0,0.08803376226373645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07152898582828376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704215188629504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4754266420706717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675613061842663,0.0,0.0,0.4291118634346531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866112733648054,0.0,0.13576946377386398,0.07206680552599028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274693589925573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423724973197128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08503653831686055,0.05410772301545602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646864439273437,0.0,0.16607164854730805,0.06972103351593653,0.0,0.08765018185089002,0.1509661567114485,0.0,0.0,0.08123510035913646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.090885599678084,0.10230657914283638,0.08209803154467989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349909931709707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269149589523917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13210377265617707,0.0,0.0,0.08139596092679938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834754719299594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060036481939262636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0530481021619095,0.051163990554490064,0.15690239908432185,0.0,0.13968171524214884,0.0,0.07568747928173117,0.0,0.0,0.05421220363107724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604846948855872,0.0,0.0879423504339991,0.06588375593552477,0.0,0.06338038920469942,0.0,0.0,0.14358761224584665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2325239807151294,0.08109049665735563,0.0,0.056722411476120164,0.0,0.0,0.05142011344093194 anxiety,dahac,2018/04/02,Do you ever have days where you feel like you can’t hold on to the fabric of reality ? I am right now. ,0.29304347826086996,1.5667533043478308,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,81.17391304347827,6.339130434782609,15.847826086956525,7.1686216300943375,-0.3904608695652176,78,1,20,1,2,28,21,23,0.0,0.889,0.111,0.3612,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,3,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,3,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,4,15,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3743350079551323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5250401259921977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934872978744042,0.4146655952055858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835730789314268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4956915643440555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,melinga,2018/04/02,"Can't distract myself from my problems and my crushing anxiety Hi, I'm new here. I've long suffered with depression and anxiety and am currently in near-constant, whole-body panic over an impending move, terminal illness in the family, breakup, loss of a job—all at once. I know I should try to stay in the moment and deal with things a little at a time, but my brain doesn't want to go along with that plan. I am shaking, I feel like I can't breathe, I feel unloved and alone and I can't see how this is all going to work out. The future seems bleak. I don't know what I'm even looking for here. Distraction? Commiseration? Someone to tell me it's not going to always be this bad? :( ",2.4900839328537185,4.275979633093527,3.8685071942446037,87.95849220623505,76.41007194244605,7.223261390887291,25.971822541966425,8.07648339933343,1.5224527577937648,535,20,113,9,12,176,94,139,0.251,0.6940000000000001,0.055,-0.9718,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,4,11,0,4,7,0,10,3,2,1,1,23,23,8,0,3,2,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,11,0,0,5,0,0,5,6,10,0,0,0,4,13,1,19,21,1,20,0,3,2,0,3,8,0,1,7,68,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810775402737644,0.0,0.0,0.14547769604695582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2674983770717677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598089580053378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942035665695279,0.0,0.1951749831841426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18024841024173854,0.1505861336911426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547763880458647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648199773997371,0.0,0.1768048376608254,0.12490299201164698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980902669248974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17349791721332766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217076908005976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541611945145773,0.17523176956336536,0.0,0.1547245052448886,0.14681834592905213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18582317547190946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885785871397008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861948108850011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20513257038804547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16729459883899206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932178828469055,0.15916427925051474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14813811619057127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18635209039419268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15281451540680008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615338000990273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194837446108257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11870228024964433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10312290062776433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19519833571603498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272828112256803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,playfulnoseboop,2018/04/02,"Does it get easier? I was reading another post in this subreddit, and people were saying that handling anxiety gets better with age. This is my worst fear, that it will all get too much for me as life gets harder and harder and that the bad moments will dramatically increase as life goes by. I'm afraid i'll crack at some point, i'm afraid i won't make it, that i won't be able to handle it. I've experienced anxious people as they got older, in these examples they just became worse and masked the anxious feeling with toxic behavior and unhealthy coping mechanisms. I'm scared that I'll become one, that i'll never be happy. Human relationships failing, challenges of raising a family, alienation with a spouse, toxic people, disappointment, comparison, unhappiness, resentment, loss of motivation because its ""too late"", death. I've seen too much to be able to maintain optimism for the future. I'm so afraid. 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Heart is racing. Chest feels as though it will explode. You either need to puke or take a shit. You just sit there and think ""Here we go again. Over nothing. Literally nothing is happening right now. I am not being harmed or threatened in any way. I can leave (the situation) if I can't handle it."" My Brain: ""LOL IKR""",1.1099999999999994,3.7203189189189203,2.6041081081081106,89.57264864864867,89.54054054054055,5.662702702702703,18.210810810810813,7.1686216300943375,0.464712432432433,296,8,59,5,10,96,62,74,0.2,0.6970000000000001,0.103,-0.8092,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,1,3,0,0,9,4,1,1,2,1,8,4,4,0,1,14,15,6,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,1,4,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,3,4,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488225048352676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443040535449945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508160045163197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19795836410462192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213098104184376,0.15634333227816374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243749913436287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935244313182901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259333076282504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23172587960031704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691690030984463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227123102150512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419976489267223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567681453960801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14019808796796127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868929369780556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246418518811812,0.0,0.2459916109435133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645446470154413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402274166265602,0.21501467973526905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17370944186801632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Exisartreranism,2018/04/02,"Anyone else have problems remembering important details because of your anxiety? I realized the other day while out on a hike that I am always at level 10/10 of alertness. I always think something bad is going to happen and I’m constantly in a fight for my life. The state of alertness is very domineering and all I can think about in that moment is getting out of the situation safe and sound. This makes it difficult for me to think and even learn basic things at places like school and work. For example, I could possess a solid body of knowledge about a subject, but if asked in college about it, in front of all my peers, my words would fumble out of my mouth and I would just try and get everything out as soon as possible, ending the question in a way that it could not possibly be up for further discussion. It’s like my creative thinking abilities, or any thinking ability for that matter, is completely blocked because I’m so focused on just getting out alive. At my former job I would be taught certain things and pretty much instantly forget how to do them and it was embarrassing because the tasks were very simple. It was impossible for me to remember how to do things because while learning them I felt like I was in a fight for my life and I could not soak up the information being told to me if my life depended on it. Eventually, I just let my work performance slide to the point where I was fired. I couldn’t take it anymore. Does anybody else feel this way? I’ve learned to confront my fears, but once I am in the situation I fear, I fuck up even more because I can’t think properly and I end up seeming totally incompetent.",6.854451454609183,6.836147485804418,7.210194532071508,74.73637837364181,64.67823343848579,10.577567472835607,35.907641079565366,10.25414643259724,3.6451298282509637,1311,58,243,28,18,428,165,317,0.134,0.754,0.112,-0.8638,1,0,1,0,2,1,24.0,0,1,2,3,13,15,4,3,14,0,27,6,2,4,4,65,49,23,0,10,10,0,3,3,0,3,3,1,0,0,18,16,0,2,18,0,0,3,4,10,0,0,8,4,34,5,49,30,5,42,0,0,0,1,10,27,1,6,12,177,52,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651342808171811,0.0,0.0,0.0639568817378377,0.0,0.07194760629884629,0.0,0.09327182724986456,0.06576159370813175,0.0963648219477584,0.0,0.0,0.08792358213583931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0785273999280515,0.2866584962745107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446778707466682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860910620763427,0.10163409246848762,0.0,0.2252726067935995,0.0,0.0,0.06065414379540539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08230334691849706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15713256991599753,0.0,0.16659987451449212,0.0,0.0,0.12423760897515583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452562181669113,0.0,0.0,0.21166365852514016,0.04755425057528345,0.0,0.09030226419137732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694724269290148,0.1474109382628787,0.0,0.05345049541609368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316765788149169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933296117754412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961719807507477,0.19928981921222635,0.13784349799370765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06277876826123385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06913720034532439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015964279923904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826170492680487,0.0,0.08890717231838786,0.21205334897575528,0.0,0.09568214788346094,0.0,0.08999266511409114,0.0,0.0,0.10535695870929904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307948810735236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518311006724266,0.0,0.0856191280538747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114311459416604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240389614254111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07071351568373102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744691642724984,0.3615787133074274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986832293581225,0.0,0.06385343357717213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552013661747568,0.0,0.14930422307561803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693830506072469,0.0,0.0,0.20043018864397488,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,csraders,2018/04/02,Anyone been prescribed Gabapentin? Just prescribed it for a combination of anxiety/depression. Want to know what other people’s experiences have been with it. ,6.5638000000000005,10.510844480000003,5.727499999999999,65.13125,84.2,8.9,34.25,8.841846274778883,4.8048,132,7,16,4,4,40,22,25,0.0,0.942,0.058,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3838548438088997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4728298350448174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370011546281964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3017013280616053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3805889126600192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323798632038568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TrickButterscotch,2018/04/02,"Someone give me some tips on my plan? Hi, im a 19 year old male student part time working. So this plan is to lower my anxiety. its gotten so bad that whenever i look at myself when im already feeling even slightly anxious i will get depersonalization feelings come through, and theyre so intense and so fucked up i know i need to fucking fix it. I've finally had enough of the horrible feelings i get in my day to day life. ffs i went to have a piss and wash my hands and i come out feeling really shitty and scared, trembling and jaw tensing... im sorry if im about to be too open but just so you know the next part will be about masturbation... with that being said, I aim to completely stop masturbating, i wont lie a few days ago (and this was going on for a year prior) i was masturbating 3-4 times a day throughout, sometimes only once or twice but that was rare... **bold**backstory**bold** looking back at when my anxiety started to really take over was when i was in the end of my last relationship, 15 months ago, i would get extremely anxious and that would escalate to paranoia that she was talking shit behind my back to everyone and ofc i went overboard and started to think maybe shes sleeping with someone else and then it just got worse and worse and it got to panic attacks and then to top it off she was going on dates with some other guy whos now her boyfriend but ANYWAY, this didnt get better when it ended; it was medium distance so i would never see her in public (1% chance literally), but obviously my ""addiction"" to masturbating and porn just brang me even further down from the very beginning until now. I remember the days of being a practically anxiety free guy. always had a smile on my face and was always joking, always something to laugh about. Real talk id fucking kill to have that confidence back. you see people with anxiety or you see posts about it and for someone like me when we're fine and dandy its so hard to understand what its like to have an anxiety problem. i had no clue it could literally destroy somebody's life, tear it apart if you let it... fuck anxiety, its taken enough already and i just want it fucking gone.",3.9491351158645287,5.545749221176474,5.064256684491982,81.69291265597151,72.08235294117647,8.06916221033868,28.643493761140817,8.666027191798058,2.1953686274509807,1709,67,330,31,33,563,220,425,0.195,0.7240000000000001,0.081,-0.9941,1,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,4,0,5,29,22,10,3,13,0,30,16,6,0,2,61,72,42,1,9,12,0,6,2,0,6,4,1,0,3,26,27,0,1,9,1,1,7,4,15,0,1,21,12,39,8,48,39,7,64,0,0,5,6,20,18,7,6,40,219,65,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07555548630220765,0.0,0.0,0.12287396589073125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15296526363341134,0.0,0.173008362099424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3181206283779956,0.15659566296028074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07884737147134711,0.0,0.15987973988781776,0.057868929663062535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06129691735597545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11940467690504634,0.07266767314969529,0.0,0.0,0.05533645856731825,0.0,0.0,0.22348825914811424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05789758507588694,0.0,0.1227718787198792,0.1432265029208009,0.0,0.091553998500874,0.0,0.0,0.06622635747108394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140175968349498,0.0,0.0,0.0759230600518405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203686787288738,0.14484138828343435,0.06648614076020448,0.07877818347541769,0.0,0.11086319726539856,0.0,0.0,0.1372507903982406,0.0,0.0,0.06208597328714386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2994562944610249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766785623265026,0.0,0.07617926070535833,0.056494923512673226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07087169057833999,0.09790797896550142,0.0677203600035736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640181391165892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06962877407807111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05532064467082036,0.0,0.0,0.0513906882408353,0.05345427407068897,0.0,0.07370939167509875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07272664056698558,0.07381030480491106,0.0,0.05271153346685563,0.0,0.08131750543310218,0.0,0.15010669825043307,0.0,0.04804914546676488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.066377497913187,0.0,0.0,0.06631798852948602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788871930513007,0.08880041379322337,0.0,0.0,0.07441039729358613,0.07851197111596322,0.0,0.06592737455017794,0.0,0.06938897280054915,0.0,0.1656874905973012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711432291675888,0.0,0.0,0.06935762752338126,0.0,0.17617224868857276,0.05335635685179066,0.06854696329345919,0.07758415527074998,0.09811251580005613,0.0,0.0,0.05794423560455093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211067053129207,0.11141360599230976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04440949517242677,0.0,0.0,0.08082760800444924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.072151629236206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05718600737454131,0.040879403091436985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12849763170416093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05045673962845231,0.0,0.14126067889552854,0.14770233701382576,0.0,0.0,0.08926361117937874 anxiety,fortunamajor6991,2018/04/02,"I feel like I’ve been having a panic attack for 4 days straight Hey guys, I recently found some shit out about my breakup with my ex that made me realize he’s not who I thought I was and he was lying to me and leading me on and all that Jazz Anyway, since I found out on Thursday night, I’ve felt like I was having a panic attack ever since, I’ve felt nauseous, shaky, light headed, etc etc etc I keep having intrusive thoughts about them having sex in his bed, which was always my ultimate safe space when I was having a panic attack and now it’s like it’s the root of all my anxiety. It makes me feel a little bit better to remember that he’s basically a stranger now, not who I was dating, they just look alike, but it’s still getting to me I’m not sure what to do at this point. 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I am able to get counselling through work because of my job and have been given 3 options. Two are face to face and telephone counselling but I don’t really have the time for them. But I can also get Silvercloud which I think I would be more likely to engage in. I just want to know if people have used it for anxiety and if it helped? ,4.312166666666666,5.793546550000002,5.0975,82.26416666666668,71.0,8.333333333333334,27.083333333333336,8.841846274778883,2.054708333333333,324,11,62,6,6,105,57,80,0.026,0.8759999999999999,0.098,0.6763,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,11,2,2,1,0,14,18,8,0,4,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,8,2,10,14,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,45,11,2,0.2766986206619517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22127578697490452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881645504501304,0.0,0.2116736874489635,0.0,0.0,0.19347410913021607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16867291093178075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24214082758037386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706643453099467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891272179629173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854652528731064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745806857094095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15206632562172914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351809694682401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19182798396154455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726022166916064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17729730351956144,0.0,0.0,0.1613451908593479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27029434650464274,0.0,0.0,0.238978767801274,0.0,0.0,0.16320401548047914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20143989130656773,0.0,0.0,0.19655876124698746,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,I_have_questions01,2018/04/02,Hearing voices in my head I'm just hearing my 27 year old brothers voice in my head that is yelling me to 'Shut up!!' since he is an incredibly stern and hot-headed person. I've got my dissertation due in a few days and working from home is disturbing me because I can't get his voice away from the back of my head.,4.4468181818181804,4.410924439393941,5.505606060606059,84.9784090909091,69.75757575757576,8.41818181818182,30.13636363636364,8.07648339933343,1.8069818181818191,247,9,55,3,4,82,49,66,0.062,0.938,0.0,-0.5972,0,0,0,0,1,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,3,0,4,3,3,0,0,3,9,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,9,8,1,11,0,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,5,31,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267135621816676,0.14131874681890244,0.0,0.11203317527024782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852563958526728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601968717590773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698905674548826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7544626644779608,0.0,0.4142764220475728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18435059137655693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285065848530827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604733214968556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15202823388695622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337971255994741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183510338200215 anxiety,pewsepticeye666,2018/04/02,"I have been prescribed Ativan for Anxiety and i need help I've very recently been prescribed with 45 1 mg tabs of ativan for my anxiety. I had been having panic attacks daily for about 3 months now sometimes more than once a day. I'm afraid of falling asleep and it gives me horrible insomnia, I'm anxious that I will fall asleep and something will happen to me like as though I will die and I tend to force myself awake unintentionally due to be paranoid. I am always paranoid about a lot of things in my life and I've completely ignored my panic attacks and anxiety until now where I decided to ask for help. I've been prescribed Ativan and so far it's been a great help but I am scared of getting addicted to it and end up having withdrawals systems. I am to take 0.5 mg as needed. I don't know what to do. Edit: Thank you all so much for helping me and sharing your experience with me, I'm much less anxious about all this and I should be better off now.",3.998674521354936,5.159116319587628,5.2029455081001466,82.44113402061858,71.37113402061857,7.810898379970546,28.80559646539028,8.192908349453996,1.949543151693668,762,29,150,11,14,253,108,194,0.155,0.725,0.12,-0.0132,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,10,12,2,4,3,0,20,5,2,0,2,22,33,17,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,0,0,7,12,0,1,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,0,6,0,22,5,28,21,7,17,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,1,10,105,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14801080985483214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297263789938525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31159412864754105,0.3067659547818735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126927882536224,0.3089190177327436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007872390859795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235367515381042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756128733590711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14090922362707248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202531152009646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281043076133328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093492554128039,0.1302442485603153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14968839041535792,0.0,0.0,0.12006215458880737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36401869033958295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07461638209860233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589931828359044,0.06633102252626784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154279447865742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10837139458898938,0.0,0.19961512557022365,0.2013454682853648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14459205445531872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3185968464655754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340578265101941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359308047879524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452341682970824,0.1342813347739369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10208315669578998,0.0,0.0,0.12500001572438532,0.0,0.0,0.09020045063411644,0.0,0.13339465999918415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11202558117375193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sonofazombie1,2018/04/02,"Starting Zoloft today for social anxiety, depression, and DP/DR... hoping this is a step in the right direction I've been suffering from anxiety and depression most of my life. I was on Lexapro when I was younger (I'm now 22) and it helped for the time being, but I tapered off of it because I felt like a zombie. I was good for a while off of it, but when I had my worst acne breakout, I got super depressed and insecure so I decided to go on Accutane. After I finished the course, my acne came back just as bad six months later. With acne, I feel almost hopeless cuz it feels like I've done everything possible. I also used to be pretty active in the gym, but once my anxiety and depression got really bad, I avoided going to the gym completely. I also have suffered from weed-induced derealization/depersonalization and social anxiety. This past month, I've been the most depressed I've ever been mainly due to acne, not working out, searching for jobs, not following my passions, insecurity, and my anxieties. I'm hoping Zoloft and therapy allows me to take the right steps to get better. I am worried about the low libido, because I experienced that on Lexapro, but maybe this time will be different. Would love to hear other people's experiences.",6.845069908814588,7.257026944680858,7.878130699088148,68.47750000000002,64.65957446808511,10.969604863221884,35.08358662613982,10.7630783206399,4.039528875379938,992,43,167,25,14,337,137,235,0.254,0.611,0.135,-0.9846,2,1,0,0,0,1,36.0,0,0,0,3,10,24,0,3,11,0,16,5,0,3,1,33,35,20,0,3,7,0,3,2,0,2,3,1,0,0,9,11,0,1,4,2,0,6,2,15,0,1,12,5,22,9,28,18,4,34,0,9,0,2,5,11,0,5,19,116,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612340704182988,0.0,0.0,0.16950392943776255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4053710786852756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08149188306171334,0.1769773225419716,0.12920853918772926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937304731303971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12121259628646215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11111774750516083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4564010003922094,0.0,0.0,0.11072627810349234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845407570894852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958647478613956,0.0,0.0,0.0952477622397986,0.10366852766845798,0.0,0.0,0.10717308799240292,0.07571195183617213,0.10175717616214383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537004321860246,0.0,0.1204614640997818,0.08889078290836841,0.16952336888473835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944687630151744,0.0,0.07103598989736093,0.0,0.0,0.21052360165897235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516854512585852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485662890992681,0.1035527014651251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09565085863963776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064708996690014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918404456660974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286497086119315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116965957291878,0.07347301189644752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119476240051791,0.0,0.10781950225650408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0678933391599217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101224832316828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160660097425564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750130098104872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07968357977408305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211970759663668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359528451093894,0.0,0.10045640747814874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09153247345382776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715451742094917,0.107627576610059,0.0,0.07528497096829218,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BradChiizu,2018/04/02,"Do I have anxiety? Hey Reddit, Over the course of the past few years, I've known there's been something wrong. I remember it all started with suicidal tendencies, and from then on after a commitment to hopefully never commit suicide, it's been a series of me trying out different things and seeing if they would help me, basically trial and error... Over the past few months, things have been the worst they have ever been. I've had a mental breakdown multiple times a year for the past few years, but this month it was seeming to happen more frequently. I broke down one day and thought talking about things would help, but even that didn't work. Then I felt suicidal and frustrated a few days later and skipped all after school activities cause all I felt like doing was punching a wall and simoultaneously lying on the floor doing nothing. The very next day, I felt somewhat hopeful that I could make it, I just knew I was treading on thin ice and hopefully nothing would happen, then I was screamed at by a teacher, and it wasn't that, that set me off, but it was the perfect kick to my leg that made me fall. I cried the worst I ever had in my life, punched a mirror, kicked the walls, screamed a never ending stream of f words and lost it... From there, my principal found me and was able to comfort me, god bless that guy. He recommended I see a counselor for anxiety. I write this Reddit post because the counseling place is booked, and I desperately want to know if I do have anxiety and how to deal with it. If I do have anxiety, it would explain so, so much. I used to blame me breathing hard on me being ""fat"", I would blame sweating in public situations on me being a wuss, clinging onto negatives words and situations said to me, tightness and pain in my chest during random times, feeling like a megaphone in a quiet room in social situations, always feeling like I'm being watched, my neck feeling like I'm going to throw up, etc... When the issues get too much for me, I go through what I've called, ""Passively Suicidal."" I say this because I know that I am too much of a wuss to do anything, so I would, for example, walk a little too close to the road and say, ""Well, if I get hit by a car who cares. Whatever."" Or just situations like that. I'm sorry, for I know you all probably didn't want to read my anxiety's life story, but for those of you who have read this, I would love to know whether I do have anxiety and how to deal with it/ how you people deal with anxiety. Obviously this was a brief overview of the situation, but a response and some thoughts would be great right now. Thank you, @BradChiizu",7.374692307692308,6.406223896078438,7.492549019607846,76.28185520361991,63.96078431372549,10.826546003016592,34.71342383107089,10.035473477838034,3.220731523378582,2057,77,403,38,26,667,239,510,0.139,0.7190000000000001,0.142,0.4299,1,0,1,0,0,2,75.0,0,4,2,3,20,25,1,0,32,0,45,10,6,7,12,95,87,39,4,18,13,0,9,5,0,8,4,6,1,1,30,24,1,1,18,3,0,7,6,9,1,1,26,18,51,16,56,47,17,66,1,2,3,1,26,28,0,12,34,286,81,5,0.06205561400129165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05163524202066501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33230662400112304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05106648284207802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07565705263160458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06336572012890343,0.0,0.0632698342641886,0.06374820958492237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04954635826876299,0.0,0.06816517807327209,0.12006221189392507,0.19192983954739448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483490876718448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05496285492307254,0.0,0.06920841327218061,0.04098714778741873,0.11226571123023582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09413154900488413,0.13299762912546215,0.17874936318312398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804077773370226,0.0,0.0,0.06484299412932087,0.0,0.0705352710182398,0.0,0.0,0.06841653351198643,0.0,0.06144481423101381,0.1097511490390595,0.0,0.05558964118037083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318913997772626,0.0,0.0,0.1849056801242025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476993846267523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1364165702424025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876634307432937,0.15158619225446354,0.0621960278240405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06774103321892283,0.0,0.05600761444909594,0.0587185224099973,0.04142260421560205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625374632771207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09906439810147877,0.0,0.13685404950422989,0.0,0.09572223025010093,0.0,0.06599684949596525,0.0,0.0,0.11908807056680827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04205049005918865,0.0,0.0660315485434759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771731590995518,0.0430215492180098,0.0,0.06483490876718448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05943212445715089,0.0,0.06690644763096525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12414481426349892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029691364448308,0.052995155290988714,0.05902909950784632,0.09869822996758827,0.0,0.06280359436042222,0.09890057998320058,0.05649310034090972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34876555082877897,0.0,0.06325788362657157,0.0,0.04777344342118972,0.0,0.06946617930649779,0.04392328298860663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27151507873478425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04987795190935815,0.0,0.057132471937708824,0.0,0.0,0.12368097759247755,0.0,0.0,0.09853045167535424,0.07237025512436324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04213168846939163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05359612611621308,0.0,0.05120238054071154,0.07320401788696078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579544956680082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517722607173602,0.0,0.0,0.35266022179177026,0.06784807225692377,0.0,0.11988534253082195 anxiety,zoniqua,2018/04/02,"DAE ever feel guilty for no reason at all? Sometimes I get a sudden rush of guilt for no apparent reason. I couldn’t tell you why, all I know is in the moment I feel ashamed, guilty, dirty, and overall panicky. Like I need to hide and get myself away from everyone so they don’t see how ashamed and disgusting I am. But then, when I start thinking about it, I realize I have no reason to feel this way and that I can’t even pinpoint what brought on these feelings in the first place. It literally only happens randomly for no apparent reason. Can anyone relate? ",5.3527792207792215,5.9426794727272725,5.878571428571429,80.90500000000003,67.9090909090909,8.83116883116883,31.168831168831172,8.841846274778883,2.4614285714285717,442,17,85,7,7,143,77,110,0.284,0.695,0.021,-0.98,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,1,1,6,5,1,3,3,0,7,0,0,5,3,23,20,9,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,11,0,0,2,7,4,0,1,1,5,13,1,13,18,2,16,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,1,8,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188121008428542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15964554898906658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223063868817124,0.15370247936621134,0.0,0.162365959295594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34366687887360503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14453396982202016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17755250214851145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502598036011088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338365580694387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301438910198332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12599361815614374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923191043724094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17753036288277624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6988247464115429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540433840034466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680553464955682,0.0,0.1202703376351004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14851767703659854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10887795374602093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13487468450852635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15332648162513204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ellafricka,2018/04/02,"Having a rough day Woke up feeling anxious (been medicated for 13 years now). Got ready and went to work. Lasted 20 minutes before I had to tell management I needed to leave. Panic attack was at 2 hours. Slept 3 hours. Still feeling anxious. I hate this - I hate being so anxious that now I'm scared to go to my next shift. I hate that when I leave work due to anxiety I feel like I'm letting everyone down, which only makes me feel worse. I hate that ""relief drugs"" (the -pans) give me anxiety before taking them so I avoid them. Don't worry, I am safe. I have my kids here (two beautiful toddlers) and we are all safe. Hubby is a million percent supportive. It's just hard.",1.3494278606965149,3.748398768656717,3.040268656716421,89.1766218905473,83.70149253731344,5.662885572139304,21.61990049751244,7.03164865440522,0.7370115422885575,521,17,104,7,15,172,94,134,0.309,0.565,0.126,-0.9763,0,1,1,0,0,0,25.0,1,0,2,2,8,13,5,3,3,0,11,3,1,1,1,14,31,5,0,1,1,0,6,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,3,0,3,4,0,0,2,1,8,0,2,7,6,18,5,10,22,2,16,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,12,61,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833173974649712,0.4060729821434849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363076799713843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20390870771380112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07727122803679809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13894819756432905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11448905615223262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423297146995663,0.08559637513247477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493815745738173,0.06809403548599215,0.0,0.09582757758099687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073313519476204,0.4731728764554146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23598870059448976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766580433149513,0.0,0.2537350973546025,0.0,0.12251969264306906,0.0,0.058535909229824414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997792425437833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070173380911953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08884183905593525,0.0,0.0,0.1274253787266185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112525504051927,0.0,0.1405779330345154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11995643889634852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568498968557487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359654604846188,0.0,0.0,0.09008651105705973,0.0,0.10472422137996568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704254966190145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110703738917698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1744545439964059,0.1216786808250319,0.12210245599898888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715739611022039 anxiety,Masonbenno,2018/04/02,"Fear of the world ending, Anxiety ruining my life (possible trigger warning) I have an irrational fear of the world ending, I get extremely scared when someone gives me a date saying a certain event will happen. It started when I was extremely young with 2012, I was about 13 (20 now) at the time and had searched online about when the world would end, obviously seeing that a lot of people saying the world would end in 2012 would mess up a kid. Every noise I heard on the night of the so called ""apocalypse"" would tear me apart. I was crying and calling my mother and father every 5-10 minutes I told all my friends I loved them and basically just fell asleep. The next 2 years I had been diagnosed with severe anxiety and generalised depression which i still have to this date. Now that I'm an adult with a job and a girlfriend it's starting to affect my day to day to the point where I'm posting this at 3:30am because I can't stop thinking about an upcoming event. I recently got into conspiracies and theories on Aliens and ghosts and all these crazy different things, turns out this was a very bad decision because the last 15 days I have hardly slept. (Backstory) I never had much friends as a kid and now I have an amazing girlfriend and beautiful friends, it's all I could ever ask for I just don't want to see all these things disappear as I finally have a place to call home. I just want peace of mind knowing that I'll be alive in the next month, I want this dreadful feeling to stop. If anybody has any advice or input, please I would love something constructive. (THE CONSPIRACY WHICH TRIGGERED IT) that the world would be invaded by aliens soon and Stephen Hawking was going to warn us but he was killed because of it. It goes a whole load deeper with a bunch of so called ""evidence"" I know this sounds like garbage but it really gets to me and is affecting my way of living. If anybody can help me I would really appreciate it ",6.443991779497098,6.5973075239361725,6.484497098646036,79.0127272727273,65.5159574468085,10.134235976789169,32.78239845261122,9.910423181423305,3.030179787234043,1543,59,297,31,22,491,204,376,0.11,0.7879999999999999,0.102,0.2494,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,1,0,1,0,18,17,1,4,28,0,31,6,2,4,8,59,57,25,2,13,8,2,2,1,5,8,2,4,1,3,23,19,0,2,5,0,0,3,3,9,0,0,14,8,34,8,37,32,8,58,0,2,2,2,26,18,0,4,36,195,57,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110593036201122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05644235276941364,0.0,0.12698843549878364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07759311750068659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930092725552192,0.15178676193811494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3390061562165685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06626816690891213,0.0,0.09117080560052412,0.16058299691939085,0.0,0.07148715343464836,0.08424251641144602,0.0,0.0867165762698777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29405088657172296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507759550759352,0.13986093685000855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679451778013734,0.04196692699399239,0.0,0.0,0.09092164815046916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923751005760712,0.0,0.08672739042749282,0.07962046699585494,0.04717040036975827,0.0,0.06638210187865229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339598425693608,0.0,0.07435104715798768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05563266409156466,0.0,0.08325503958663934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236397285994337,0.0,0.09182639977595428,0.0,0.09122846120119664,0.06765548641479477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058624842100322185,0.0405492530244687,0.0,0.07328987992670649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07056301502651588,0.1498201713373011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08380560672688117,0.0,0.06624922897974693,0.0,0.061014016714823587,0.0,0.06401415717274045,0.0,0.17654133989574328,0.07788919651456239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057541246296934564,0.0,0.0867165762698777,0.09110827909466646,0.07846114205966212,0.09356921103412916,0.07949036177217397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063429210178127,0.0,0.08195177037892779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200870872541787,0.08309675303111108,0.0,0.1322793515148612,0.0,0.0,0.09376555528611727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032501587002384,0.0638968964232598,0.0,0.0,0.11749462725342034,0.0,0.06628332776331408,0.13878221974687527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102820597778498,0.05318258368208992,0.0,0.0,0.04839754437457259,0.0,0.0,0.07930936356044728,0.0,0.0,0.090279376723202,0.0,0.0,0.09983790769157776,0.0,0.0,0.06848309378057184,0.14686536746317827,0.0658809607333599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09266572581072233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4127221222582636,0.0,0.0,0.05344881148593151 anxiety,Swayinthewind,2018/04/02,"Fire Drills and anxious child I know that schools need to practise drills and lock downs but we're still dealing with our 8 year old's panic attacks two weeks later. I've told her that I've never experienced a real event in my (long) life. We've talked about drills helping us stay safe IF there is an emergency. Still she is at high alert, wanting everything unplugged and generally jumpy. Any suggestions on how to manage this? Ideally I want to help her feel empowered by knowing what to do in a crisis instead of terrified by the possibility. Edit: Forgot to mention that she has High Functioning Autism. (Sorry guys, I realise that's an important piece of info). ",4.527734604105572,6.943229911290327,5.0789442815249295,78.72705278592376,72.46774193548387,8.057478005865104,29.821114369501466,8.841846274778883,2.705929032258065,535,23,92,11,11,171,95,124,0.195,0.662,0.14300000000000002,-0.8599,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,1,6,4,1,1,5,0,4,1,0,1,1,20,12,6,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,6,4,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,3,10,2,16,10,1,17,0,0,0,0,15,7,0,1,9,54,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11757038164063398,0.0,0.0,0.1953152478382998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668608452113728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17824086593180702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15538139673749912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874178233342906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1711871940504146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317675726825801,0.3653332334118036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19003043767028785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211654406957832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15300123734091778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819492980320216,0.1333425791080964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18141781909235416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20284787492853013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490625941902728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967854201171674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17497279842721944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935349706188887,0.0,0.18427656541057155,0.27613860015300795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13896155011946987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1652027543850108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16888733503646294,0.0,0.20796406126893507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20394870701651416,0.0,0.13868104829446787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133478418788728 anxiety,Insearchofmemes,2018/04/02,Why Aren't GABAergic drugs used to treat anxiety? Stuff like GABA analogues (gabapentin) or a GABA agonist (like baclofen which is a muscle relaxer),7.428000000000001,10.0554984,6.749000000000002,68.93950000000001,65.0,9.8,40.5,10.125756701596842,5.075799999999999,120,7,16,3,2,37,22,25,0.066,0.7340000000000001,0.201,0.5423,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,8,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3188748077423871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4833919791267271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072854417487083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4771721187100817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3600084146288488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761254191954004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Longbooty,2018/04/02,"Phone calls I always get way too anxious when I try to make a phone call. I never actually end up calling, just text instead. It's super frustrating because I can't even call my friends/family due to not knowing what to say and then I'll feel embarrassed and all that crap. I was just recently diagnosed with GAD, SAD and depression but I haven't gone to therapy yet and I'd like to at least try to get past this hurdle now because I need to make a phone call in like two weeks and it's stressing me out. I've tried taking deep breaths before calling but I usually feel like it doesn't help and my throat feels even more tighter(or as if the ""lump"" gets even bigger). Also I try planning what to say in advance, but then I just forget what I want to say and start mumbling and stuttering like crazy.",4.366599326599324,5.201451888888889,4.940056116722784,85.8757070707071,70.23456790123457,8.360044893378229,28.924803591470265,8.575989854853784,1.95881975308642,634,23,132,10,11,203,101,162,0.158,0.74,0.102,-0.7509,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,12,12,2,2,3,0,4,5,3,2,2,29,18,17,0,3,8,0,3,4,0,0,2,3,0,0,8,10,0,0,4,0,0,2,5,7,0,1,2,6,14,5,16,16,3,23,0,2,0,0,13,7,1,1,17,77,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.10530794593388614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629833504211676,0.08979262274816077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219114652976427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13156605681190767,0.0,0.09182638504950237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6611500959468399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929456835037347,0.10952986504203716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955792730727242,0.0,0.0,0.2138274183352847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10173118253974896,0.0,0.16369282563085216,0.07709337958031982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914094759307355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233210081376616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930640173755626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108842138396534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14406611174938874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001644474258096,0.08322949378275421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10301558443960854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10655149836360286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25745128470136874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0763816847740974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12361447527796182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113747318434822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340841775837072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2930645551703677,0.0,0.10541574563371957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11885140284079065,0.0,0.06365013994843696,0.0856566618062733,0.08656164837979657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SynErgy1-1,2018/04/02,"Permanent employment? I'm a 22 year old guy and just started a new contract job, that is due to end in a couple of months. I'm enjoying what I'm doing, but not too sure about my co workers. First of all, I work with all men, so ""banter"" and ""hazing"" go hand in hand here. There's not really any horrible name calling or anything, just ""laddish"" behavior. Some days they're ok and some days they're not. They do it to each other, but my anxiety makes me feel like they are ""targeting"" me. On top of that, the person that has been training me has been quite snappy and a bit of a d*ck. Basically, walking on egg shells around him recently. Anyway, my boss has basically offered me a full time position. The thing is, I have quit 4 jobs in the last couple of years, so really having a think about if I wanna take it. I'm starting to think it's my anxiety, as the previous jobs I quite because I felt like I was being bullied. The pay at this job is pretty good, so really reluctant to give it up. 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I recently got promoted from being an assistant teacher to a lead teacher at the preschool where I work. This means that I'm now in charge of my own classroom of 14 3-year-olds. I write our lesson plans, I set up the activities, I lead storytime, etc. Now that I'm a lead teacher I find myself absolutely dreading work. I feel like no amount of planning I do is enough, and I constantly feel like I must be a disappointment to all of the parents. I feel totally on the spot and nervous when I have to lead activities with the kids, even though I've worked in preschools for years and am in school for child development. So it's not like I actually don't know what I'm doing, but I have that constant feeling of ""I don't know what I'm doing."" Right now I'm on Spring Break from work so I have a whole week to relax and recharge - but I find myself constantly overthinking what I'm going to do when I go back to work. My mind won't stop - it's like I have this fear that if I don't overplan, I'll be at work with NO plan, which is a really scary feeling. When I have to go to work, I'm anxious that I'm not doing a good enough job. And when I have time off from work, I spend it over planning and still worrying that things won't go well when I go back. It's just a constant low-level fear that's always humming in my brain. Please help me, I feel like the anxiety is completely interfering with my ability to be an effective teacher.",4.143841169379144,4.766179167721521,5.32730560578662,83.66989451476795,70.6139240506329,8.930440024110911,28.65521398432791,9.107695989026183,2.092702411091018,1211,43,263,23,21,403,146,316,0.128,0.754,0.118,-0.6149,2,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,0,22,20,13,0,4,15,0,25,1,1,6,4,41,50,18,0,2,6,1,6,5,0,3,0,0,0,2,18,10,0,1,13,1,1,9,9,5,1,1,2,6,34,8,34,41,10,49,0,1,0,0,7,14,0,1,29,170,52,18,0.0,0.0,0.07982301380594149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06806245912153681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06257521891413541,0.18481683392943146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579517115158867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131358053835027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08576360945546689,0.3535781612491019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16903832650410613,0.09122635267825463,0.05402678406490497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840909023903112,0.24815705148153586,0.1753094464433867,0.0,0.0,0.14952371522627078,0.06957730677550521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324383411616493,0.0686082517033557,0.06542130455771926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054827451344411034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08117185808464003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0899080441213762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19981176827988406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0546007764426414,0.0,0.0,0.08910196318211286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825926261169941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583320379264436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082695938637617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08978960149947683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524018705838925,0.0,0.08076562171539603,0.0,0.0,0.06985501470466353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278390700930746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06532396007330125,0.06838676095142182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434293292767449,0.0,0.08036608476215089,0.0,0.09539410174635847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0656133931054311,0.0,0.07354619358205616,0.0,0.0,0.0913245061358164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5954989232937768,0.08306980346766599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10535041450965997 anxiety,OvercastPictures,2018/04/02,"I just need to talk about it At the start, sorry for my english. I’m 18. I had problems with social relations since i remember, damn years. It started in elementary school, I stopped meeting people and lead a life in isolation hardly ever going out of house. My family constantly said that i’m just shy but what is strange - I never had problems in (idk how to explain it tbh) funny atmosphere, like while telling jokes etc. I even appear to be extrovert in some certain situations, that’s why I never thought that I could have any kind of social phobia... The problem always appeared while stuff was getting „serious” like public speaking or being in center of attention, terrible stuff i just couldn’t move on, start to speak, words just float away, I’m getting red and can feel that people see it, heart beats not evenly my hands shake. I just want everyone to disapear. I started moving into a relationship 3 times in my life and always ended up with cutting off contact with person becouse i felt like i make her uncomfortable. I tend to have nothing to speak about to people or not even try to talk. I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging, smallest gesture is harmfull for me. Only real friends I ever made was through internet... it’s just easier. Sometimes I think that I annoy people or harm them by for example talking with them. I constantly think of myself really bad, I hate myself and always pretend everything is ok but it isn’t. I tend to think about past situations and agonize over things I can’t change anymore to the level I got so tense I can’t sleep. I can’t live like that anymore. I went to psychiatrist few days ago after few weeks of having doubts about it (constant feel that I’m faking or overreacting, then was extremally stressed when I got there) got diagnosed with severe social anxiety and OCD and got escitalopram 5mg. I started 2,5mg for two days and then 5mg. I have next visit next week. How escitalopram helped you? Will it eliminate blaming myself of everything and demotivation? How long do I need to wait until it kicks in? Sorry for haotic text... I’m high on emotions right now, probably it will be hard to go asleep... I think my main problem is blaming myself over everything and resignation of saying or doing something in fear of consequences. Life would be so much better if I didn’t care of what people think and say... or what I think they think......... I feel extremally lonely by having not enough attention and being in a fear of attention in the same time. 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My symtoms of anxiety are: Eczema like rashes everywhere and itching Getting hot and sweaty Higher heart rate and difficulty breathing Hairs/Folicles on my body sticking up mainly on my back even though I don't have many hairs there Confusion and dealing with things in awkward ways Mumbling and can sometimes stutter Trembling hands I also get this wierd acid reflux thing where I feel like I can't breathe as the acid comes up and I get extremely bloated like the big bodybuilders on stage with the 6 pack bubble guts and I was diagnosed with IBS but I'm not sure if it's actually to do with stress and anxiety causing it so if anyone has the same as me can you give me your experiences on medications that have helped you.",10.552813131313133,7.657454877272728,9.819696969696972,68.19843434343437,59.31818181818182,13.050505050505052,40.808080808080796,11.20814326018867,4.420565656565659,923,36,168,18,9,296,139,220,0.123,0.8009999999999999,0.076,-0.8223,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,1,0,8,11,0,4,10,0,17,13,9,4,3,34,30,21,0,3,5,0,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,12,16,0,2,1,1,0,2,4,5,0,1,3,8,19,6,24,27,2,22,0,0,0,1,8,12,0,3,9,108,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.13172772331966195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794895960189337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.309793782423245,0.0,0.0,0.1887719309558136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379657889572556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993999367085814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386687101666009,0.0,0.11627924503370073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916554658718194,0.0,0.1370088423009938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915756150794688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320430711239546,0.0,0.0,0.06825342270516496,0.09643465443253174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21157522111915364,0.2589834319119272,0.07671615498723225,0.11322059099142492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2418434616845897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996010338153446,0.09047886062755027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817824651914174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534522576479422,0.1978433141497784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010479095365384,0.13685550984328462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359850808083319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08647605221332706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.133505476463952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462701559048106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272235374089299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17935857071191724,0.0,0.13262392476898846,0.0,0.15742387116228698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27494169335416496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331706483006723,0.0,0.11137831341884864,0.07961875953453096,0.10714630265399422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CantYouHearMeSOS,2018/04/02,"Fear of driving - Help me? I got my G1 last August and my mother was eager for me to start practicing early. She stopped the car in an empty parking lot and without instruction, I got into the driver’s seat and my first mistake was attempting to use one foot to brake and the other to press the pedal. But anyways, I pushed down slightly on the pedal and I felt like the car was going too fast and everything seemed huge and scary. I jammed the brake because I could not cope with the fear I was feeling and basically my mother and I lurched forward. That was my first and last experience with driving. It has been months and everytime I think of what happened, I feel anxious and tear up. It’s gotten to the point where I can’t even listen to my physics teacher talk about how he was a valet or read questions involving acceleration and velocity of a car without feeling like throwing up. Everytime I’m asked if I can drive, the whole driving incident flashes through my head and it’s as if I’m in that parking lot again. I will never be able to drive. My parents keep urging me and saying that they’re eventually going to force me to drive or put me in a driving course. I have no problem with being a passenger but putting me in the driver’s seat is enough to make me want to die. I don’t think I’m frightened of endangering myself or anyone else, but just the fact that I’ll have to be driving amongst people and be able to stop, go, and turn on time without screwing up. I don’t know. It’s too much for me. Everything just seemed so sped up and large. I don’t know how I’ll have a future if I can’t drive. Taking the bus scares me too. I’m sorry if my post is a mess. 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My response to school work is “I’m a senior and I got into college I don’t need to fucking do this” My response to exercising is “ I can run a 6 minute mile I don’t need to fucking do this” My response to making friends is “everyone moves away and you will get tired of them, don’t fucking worry about it” My response to a compliment or recognition “I’m not at the top so why tf does it matter, I ain’t shit yet” I don’t want to go to my own graduation because I can’t drink my own kool aide. Every time I look in the mirror I see someone who has stuff to be proud of but it isn’t what it should be, the numbers that describe my progress in life aren’t what I want them to be, I have failed myself but everyone celebrates the result and they don’t help me refine the process. Basically I view myself as a contradiction and I can’t stand it. 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For almost two weeks in March I would wake up between 1:30-3:30 terrified and I wouldn’t be able to fall back asleep. Sometimes I would see someone in my room and even when I would blink they wouldn’t go away. Also saw something orb like floating over my head. Not sure if it’s paranormal or just anxiety. I bought a Himalayan salt lamp and keep it on all night and the bad dreams have stopped and I can sleep again. I’m just confused as to what was happening to me. 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Last night was the first time I acknowledged the fact that I was having an anxiety attack. What I mean by this is I’ve experienced similar situations in the past but I never overlooked it as feeling anxious. I’ve always assumed that I was just a little stressed and needed to cool off a little. So anyway, as I was laying in bed last night I felt numb. Not physically, but mentally. I had all these thoughts and worries rushing through my head and I didn’t know how to cope with it. It was as if I was experiencing dissociation. This resulted me being in tears for quite some time. I called up a friend who, too, experiences frequent attacks and gave me some soothing affirmations. Still, I couldn’t stop hyperventilating. It wasn’t to the point where it felt like I was about to pass out but it was something I haven’t experienced in a long while. Now fast forward to today, I’ve been avoiding looking at other people’s gazes for some reason. It’s like my body is moving through the motions as my mind lives elsewhere. Is this just an off day for me or should I be worried? I’m afraid this’ll lead to something I may not know how to handle.",3.7522857142857164,5.913693133333336,4.846309523809527,80.67250000000003,73.91666666666666,7.571428571428572,28.51190476190476,8.418075326091056,2.154940476190476,992,41,187,18,21,325,135,240,0.14,0.778,0.081,-0.9022,0,1,3,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,11,12,3,4,11,1,23,3,2,5,3,44,35,18,0,4,9,0,3,2,1,3,1,0,1,0,17,7,0,2,11,0,0,6,7,8,0,2,16,9,24,4,29,13,5,38,0,0,1,0,4,14,0,7,22,134,41,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020387734614536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18425074973513947,0.13604682814573502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110050531486084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376586853860994,0.0,0.0,0.12296816281418173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766465101303589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11779949872596353,0.0,0.0,0.06089088138106107,0.0,0.2312552249609548,0.0,0.0,0.20486817561964196,0.0,0.0,0.09304064151535407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12359157002669613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236569383252667,0.1963261307481953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11766788434888295,0.2413964919929442,0.1063381501744965,0.10657300580975394,0.10112730629779952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311789539378547,0.0,0.0,0.12136083911937022,0.0,0.12159568555031144,0.0,0.0,0.1279935219557534,0.0,0.08929417327688463,0.09287976819632096,0.0,0.0,0.2260228310980836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11496001199207034,0.08348805723341683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11384126588209288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808761660055312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12381773559140476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353635970712458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781288947806654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09617216549964963,0.1006813255783184,0.13794729833988195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560459976721092,0.14044245527286764,0.0,0.1141495370956017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24459640469289154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mo8816,2018/04/02,"What is the worst time of day/night for your anxiety? Mine seems to peak around 5am. I often wake up from sleeping and my mind races with anxious, exaggerated thoughts. It’s so dark and so early that it’s hard for me to get back to reality. 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(Assuming they will be) im having trouble with interacting with people even though they are close friends and i wish i could have fun with them but i cant.",2.311,3.8810281000000018,3.25,93.135,76.33333333333334,6.8000000000000025,20.333333333333336,7.554174236665415,0.345733333333333,226,5,52,3,5,72,43,60,0.124,0.575,0.302,0.9188,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,4,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,9,1,0,1,0,14,14,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,13,4,5,11,0,2,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,1,0,37,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242395933303283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011173363832318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952185880432392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16637400359954516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23746380508857176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3892262767983956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688396365841505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720893867463878,0.0,0.0,0.22389548891995004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273447056205289,0.0,0.1681415974249505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915771894696323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3492639898525588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16734757537404168,0.0,0.2474851595726377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14857395784886596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2896663516131007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,helloitslouis,2018/04/02,Anxiety is Pretending to be asleep until you hear your flatmate leave because they seemed to be cutting your conversation short last night I've been with super nice people from my theatre group for the past five days (anxiety tried to convince me that they only tolerate my presence) and re-adjustment to regular life is hard :(,9.918908045977012,9.736409396551725,8.836206896551728,66.14614942528738,58.48275862068965,12.560919540229886,41.74712643678161,11.855464076750405,5.28839540229885,267,13,41,7,3,83,49,58,0.13,0.7190000000000001,0.151,0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,3,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,0,5,2,1,0,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,8,3,8,4,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,1,5,25,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4487117551873109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17877875807072333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189139213393513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627183234381585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305441627133669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390596587633731,0.0,0.31053768616904576,0.0,0.0,0.2071500108895073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2752203217631847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223050150703432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27996580112411,0.20332114117438804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266988098722037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991156323960198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,scrytor,2018/04/02,"My girlfriend feels anxious lot of the times and I really want to help her Hello everyone, I'm writing this post because I need some advice/help. I(19 years old) have a girlfriend(17 years old) and she feels very anxious lot of the time and I don't know how I can help her. She feels like this principally when she is alone and also sometimes when all the members of her family are at home because they tend to do a lot of noise and confusion since she has an younger brother, 11 years old. I'm in college and I'm on that time that I have to study a lot, and I can't always be with her and she feels very sad because she has no hobbies or things that could make her happy when she is alone. In this situations, when she is alone, I try to give her some motivation on trying new things and ideas of hobbies she could do, but all that she says is that I only make it worse saying that kind of stuff. I'm a very positive person and I'm always chill with everything because I understand that complaining or making excuses for something will never help me to get anywhere and I try to pass her this message. Although I'm chill like this, I started to also feel anxious when she's alone or when she tells me she is anxious because I just want her to be happy and feel safe. Also when I'm with my friends, I started not to enjoy their company so much because I almost feel bad for being with them and not being/helping my girlfriend (I am with her like 90% of the time, comparing to the time I'm with my friends). When we are together, everything is perfect and we have the best relationship and I don't see me with anybody else. I just want this feeling to end and that we could all chill even when we are not together. PS: She goes to a psychologist once in a week, but I want to help her some more. Sorry for some errors in the grammar and also for the long the text. Thank you in advance! 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I feel my heart racing. I’m on the edge of tears I miss my ex. It’s been 8 months. I don’t know why it’s hitting me like his rn. I feel alone. I feel unworthy. He left me for someone else. I keep flashing through memories I have with him. They won’t stop. They’re memories I’ve been suppressing and purposely not thinking about for months. And it’s overwhelming me. I loved him. I was so happy with him. He loved me. But he left me and now is with someone else. Why am I acting like this? It’s been 8 months. I had been fine. I had been happy. It feels like it was all a dream. That I should wake up and he should be next to me and cuddle me. **EDIT** Thank you everyone. That was the first time I ever had a panic attack. Too much to even explain, but I don’t think it was so much to do with my ex as it was just feeling isolated and alone. Called my brother, and he helped talk me down. Got out of my apartment so I could go socially interact with people. A big wave of relief. Like reaching the shore when you were drowning in the ocean. 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I recently got diagnosed with general anxiety disorder, and have been making some progress with getting my mental stability back on track (regarding job/relationship/friends stuff, etc.). However, one thing is still constantly making me unhealthily stressed and freaked out: moving. I currently rent an apartment and, over the course of the last couple years, there have been a few instances of damage. I have a cat who recently tore up a little section of the carpet, a little part of a tub shelf got distorted by a candle (girlfriend - who is willing to pay for repairs). Most other things are usual wear and tear and aren’t too bad. There was a plumbing issue caused by an upstairs neighbor flushing weaves (can’t make this shit up) which resulted in some flooding but the complex knows that’s not my fault. I have a month and a half more or less to get this all fixed but the thought of it terrifies me. I keep thinking something is going to go wrong and I’m going to be homeless and get kicked out of my soon to be nee home because of this stuff. I’m looking at estimates on repair services now to get ahead, and I know it should be fine; fortunately I have enough money to be able to afford whatever needs fixing on my end and I’m happy to work with the complex on that stuff. For some reason I can’t seem to move past this and rationally see that the situation isn’t the end of the world. I just can’t see a way in which this gets resolved amicably and it’s causing me constant stress. I don’t know what to do/how to feel like it’s going to work out alright. It’s making me feel crazy. TL;DR: Moving soon, current apartment has some minor damage. Working on fixing it but my anxiety is causing me to think I’m going to be homeless because no one will want me as a future tenant.",5.051721311475408,6.099240095628418,5.6917311475409855,80.33113770491805,68.80874316939891,8.478950819672132,31.033442622950826,8.726425361277474,2.4751850491803284,1489,60,279,24,25,483,196,366,0.117,0.825,0.058,-0.9558,8,0,1,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,7,10,14,1,2,22,1,28,4,3,9,1,58,65,18,0,4,6,0,2,1,2,3,1,0,5,0,26,19,0,1,13,0,3,9,8,9,0,4,6,5,23,5,50,51,13,55,0,2,3,0,4,23,1,7,23,195,49,5,0.08307889042250463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906653713288796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06388253858104516,0.0693674032952201,0.10128824098235356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560347167925721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17955753246038253,0.0,0.0,0.09192521206675087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08432332498193737,0.0,0.0,0.09521560604170956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14716647558646084,0.08584270219372002,0.09265492373397884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08401436647794258,0.059351575917784526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07066686175251159,0.0,0.0,0.06418654465432888,0.0,0.26043174774605393,0.0,0.2360782399044524,0.0,0.1328915561439029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884390237004463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0833349009324512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671277702773128,0.0824429794612454,0.07384433505195663,0.0,0.0,0.136973956426568,0.06772038408613658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04058814938358735,0.1665337476219624,0.0,0.0,0.06976534400168037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22182321790071413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372398118231777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631277771639503,0.3531988506817003,0.0,0.12320388911897805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11259281249774562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996634234880241,0.0793082014806777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0854189361239954,0.16406076316040608,0.089195636906974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13240623881306618,0.0756319016157395,0.0,0.0,0.08527928714296576,0.0,0.09338415370395174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395818871459613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634690920878991,0.0,0.190333176569417,0.0,0.28531635925013904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11038784645162343,0.1064671968083478,0.0,0.06595535899335603,0.048443969108101434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149966050315828,0.0,0.049002082071021774,0.06594415621334125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144726507717834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09083372473429756,0.0,0.05350008158367578 anxiety,l0vett,2018/04/02,"My anxiety is getting worse and I need help Recently in the past month or so my anxiety has (to me) dramatically worsened. When I was was about 13 I just use to have trouble breathing and/or I’d hyperventilate. Now, I’m 19 and about 50% of my thoughts are crazy, my brain runs at 100kms per hour and I often feel stuck in my own head or I’m questioning life and everything around me. PLUS the breathing problems. To make matters worse I tried to reach out to my mum and she told me it’s all bullshit and I need to harden up.",0.5271295060080128,2.9681370467289767,2.2785647530040047,92.33918224299069,89.74766355140189,5.673965287049401,22.59612817089453,7.1686216300943375,0.8577455273698269,412,16,90,7,14,135,72,107,0.238,0.7190000000000001,0.042,-0.9666,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,2,0,6,5,4,2,1,23,17,11,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,5,1,16,0,16,12,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,4,6,56,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195116102394849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859046347679572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331254261737032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18768461469702694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055916656346384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910603024014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21432174147470825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13997559711630947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20565732103980194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475041221347191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13939689148713166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1666876022631685,0.0,0.0,0.3096923635829284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993536449514469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998238914364483,0.0,0.0,0.23393948220681005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.206196273014156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16578917405673546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954779629133984,0.0,0.14178312824487535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803636810825702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4256350228612375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,username90586,2018/04/02,"I Can’t Do It Anymore. So Tired. I’ve been suicidal before, years ago. It was a reaction to events or circumstances in my life at the time. The main thing keeping me from ending it all was a fear of hell. I grew up in a very religious home. Now I’m almost 40. My faith has eroded away to being agnostic or even atheist. I just don’t care. So, if I no longer fear hell... I just want to vanish, like a bubble popping in a breeze or a light turned out at the end of the day. Poof. Gone. I’m done. I don’t want to “get better”, I don’t want to be happy. Yes, this probably all sounds pathetic, but I don’t care. If someone said you’ll die tomorrow I would be relieved. I hate people. I hate the daily struggle. I hate anxiety and depression. That’s my Monday morning. Thanks for reading. 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Personally, I have extreme anxiety about 'real-life' events (e.g. my partner doesn't love me anymore and always latching onto new 'evidence' of that) that I don't think are reasonable when I've come down from the anxiety. I seem to have a distinct obsessive-compulsive cycle. I obsess over a real-life topic and play out multiple compulsions (e.g. twisting my hair, googling for reassurance, seeking reassurance from real people) through the course of the obsession. I find it confusing because it feels like OCD and I want to know the best treatment options and it seems like a diagnosis is necessary to determine best treatment. In the past I've had obsessive thoughts about more wildly irrational things (e.g. I secretly want to have sex with my own father--yikes, that was rough). Any thoughts/reflections on this issue? Other than the necessity of seeking professional treatment which I'm in the midst of.",6.606342342342344,9.101805778378383,6.569189189189192,69.93180180180181,66.89189189189189,10.33873873873874,36.65765765765766,10.504223727775694,4.641349549549551,859,45,131,25,15,272,116,185,0.14300000000000002,0.698,0.159,0.7269,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,5,16,1,5,11,0,11,4,1,1,1,26,25,6,1,3,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,11,8,0,0,11,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,4,3,13,9,28,20,4,13,0,0,0,3,8,8,0,4,6,84,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397762142322128,0.0,0.0,0.09315051549850356,0.0,0.2095773412810384,0.0,0.13584650398413864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350121511380394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875023224947329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799540405414953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15413962007040324,0.06926077123944574,0.09785792822520463,0.0,0.0,0.12519645651813344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297063859504416,0.0,0.0,0.15154712827876812,0.0,0.15056031104415246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338421818714611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472580519305788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229531136253792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076209297149738,0.09496409153748847,0.11960490547565572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13107054188200634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6236490201259464,0.0,0.1408373744258163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494013372147388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606198464999275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09100285702574737,0.08777070484229647,0.0,0.10874614004150544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615876969074634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,autumwinters,2018/04/02,"Met a beautiful girl on Tinder, she wanted me to come to the beach with her and two girlfriends, I got anxiety and flaked. This happens too often, i need help tbh. I have GAD and ADHD, im on *Strattera* and *Zoloft* but i need to switch meds because these dont help.",-0.6366666666666667,1.4807531111111132,1.1722222222222245,97.345,101.22222222222223,3.8814814814814818,17.11111111111111,5.82211442006289,-0.3784666666666667,204,6,44,2,9,66,42,54,0.026,0.8240000000000001,0.15,0.7579,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,9,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,7,0,6,7,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,1,0,27,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32543765486133674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715405269575612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16507142432586647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332621074385377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173645432960792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2165759642067108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2394592158049519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630104358263292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292500294554048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007872892780532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40157556814317696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26452304948241645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15971930016645874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sheydy,2018/04/02,"i finally stood up to my ex and let him go for good I've been in my first relationship for 1,5 years, we broke up 3 months ago. I was becoming more and more anxious, as the time together progressed, we had lots of disagreements, and I found myslef apologizing for everything, lowering my standards, my self-esteem just to please him, in fear that he would leave me forever. I felt horrible, but I just could not let him go, so I acted badly towards him too, and then trying to make up for it, as I couldn't let him go, until he broke up with me. I was hurt, but we stayed friends, so I wouldn't lose him completely, as we Well after 3 months, he told me he misses me and wants to change and make it work. I didn't believe him at first and said we will have a better chance at a later time. Well, I changed my mind in a week as I started developing feelings for him again and I told him I would like to try it again. Later that day, I asked him whether he slept with someone in the meantime and he said yes. He had the right, we were apart, but it hurt me and I said I probably won't be able to get over this. He got angry with me, for changing my mind again and said that it shouldn't matter if I really want him. I felt bad again, so I agreed and tried to gain his trust again by apologizing, again and sharing personal stuff together. He was supposed to be the one earning my trust again, not me. I then said that I'm going to bed, as I was exhausted from all that and it was 1AM. I woke up at 5 AM and read a message that he's not happy as the conversation felt important to him. We talked the whole evening, I put all of my energy to it, did nothing else but think about him all day. I exploded, I got so angry, for how he makes me feel like shit, the same day a agreed to try it together again, I felt the same paralyzing anxiety that I have felt later in our relationship. Nothing has changed at all. I told him I'm tired of how he treats me, that he has no respect for me. He got angry at me for being indecisive and hurting his feelz, saing he at least has the decency to decide right away and not play with someone's feelings while making it. Well good for you, but you couldn't decide for a whole month whether you can love me again or not and behave like you do and let me believe that a doubt that and I had to push you to tell me your real feelings, otherwise you would let me hope I can win you back even longer. I may have hurt your feelings with my inability to decide, but I'm proud of myself for changing my mind only 4 times and actually making the final decision in just one day. Rollecoaster yes, but I tried my best. I don't want to let anyone making me feel guilty for my feelings and mistakes ever again, I can do it by myself just fine. I don't want to go through things I don't like, just to not make the person I like angry. People like that are not worthy. Yes, I'm not the best person and was not that good to him when we were together, but I don't think anymore that I'm as bad as he made me feel. I apologized to him after, for being indecisive, yes. But this time, because I'm trying to be a decent person, while sending someone dear away, not to win his favour back in crippling fear of losing him. I also offered him that from time to time, we could let each other know how we are doing, couldn't help myself, I still want him to be happy, but with somebody that wants to put up with his personality traits. I want to be alone, it's much less stressful. Before we started dating, I said to myself that it's better to be alone, than in a relationship with somebody who's not perfect fit. Well, I was in a very unhappy relationship and stayed there, love makes it so much harder to make decisions and stay true to your principles. Sadness over losing him forever hurts for a limited time, unlike the fear of losing him forever over something I do. I haven't felt more anxious in my life, then in the relationship a post-break up talks, dreading I would say something wrong and lose the chance of getting him back. Fuck you David TL;DR: Deciding (with sturggles) not to put up with the anxiety I got from our past realtionship ever again, even though I still like him.",5.474224523531703,4.984263889148191,6.160989644107352,82.6915505882925,67.63477246207702,9.428714507973552,29.28940587320109,8.901047299222334,2.0020719758848697,3271,98,707,49,48,1074,294,857,0.189,0.636,0.175,-0.889,1,2,2,0,0,0,100.0,13,11,0,20,45,68,2,8,28,4,65,8,2,13,8,158,137,65,0,21,31,1,14,7,1,9,3,7,1,5,35,48,0,1,24,2,0,11,25,30,4,4,39,21,135,38,114,69,19,104,0,14,0,3,105,35,2,8,62,501,170,3,0.04043949311910735,0.0,0.03946311181723535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035847170670695906,0.0,0.0,0.08376623791676982,0.0,0.0323394480369637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061872203096713936,0.09137023316102473,0.04010511075820028,0.0282762338539285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03780546713606574,0.0,0.07598846994422359,0.09328642208296127,0.1012958627870958,0.024651539659603032,0.044662242980439235,0.03441103013495361,0.09112292120751343,0.08487750622008905,0.07153089076659958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138981081729148,0.0,0.04240003914183047,0.0,0.0,0.06457528932820693,0.0,0.0,0.10432051034411666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03378200741859532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08012971143368218,0.07315967346181311,0.0,0.0,0.036344408861884614,0.0,0.0,0.13651701782194295,0.16357938233467784,0.028889981964483082,0.2329695309223209,0.08859897609034922,0.0,0.06879562437717615,0.0,0.04433981690880528,0.031243452069322376,0.037385659755304064,0.042255932152414286,0.0,0.11491347934036672,0.1017561845686548,0.12937262746140596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609718478921759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027105739809807516,0.0,0.0,0.04016554128855509,0.0,0.0,0.21645656886747486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02222448783415081,0.0,0.0,0.04281958421128111,0.0,0.2894648510164027,0.028563609927918693,0.13829685562208538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262072438927473,0.0,0.03438021091990605,0.07299644280643777,0.03826482617533704,0.2429430810733308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12249708013999262,0.0,0.09683525277720748,0.0,0.05945536094051688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760556861388843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05480569423963017,0.030756056790432088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038604072006212964,0.02803565272174784,0.17655102783820315,0.0,0.04439041969291206,0.0,0.0,0.03872985589972342,0.0,0.04360061329084615,0.0,0.0,0.12195858014295012,0.0,0.0,0.040450436620263965,0.04602899650129105,0.02590657480450233,0.0,0.0,0.2170844077605117,0.0,0.06907021233216244,0.2308033110420889,0.032159108050717894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042187210848965886,0.0,0.04151055855563237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279275386611302,0.06226459499593555,0.0,0.0,0.05724656274126597,0.12930935705759375,0.0645900628854839,0.0,0.04632330273715239,0.0,0.04629354455741624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0650074654967292,0.035345899428910414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02686620231873172,0.05182398863111862,0.039731596667001684,0.0,0.16506415550478404,0.04647924845065713,0.0,0.11592500601513715,0.0,0.16473456785897314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03336681698959457,0.16696582554951442,0.0,0.03243812210752578,0.0,0.14543984360784368,0.0,0.0,0.09029849977985334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029440432622748668,0.0,0.0,0.11490822258429613,0.0442142374277605,0.0,0.026041707707842476 anxiety,BS_Kat_12,2018/04/02,"Anybody else get woken up in the middle of the night because of anxiety? Long time lurker, first time poster. Does anybody else get woken up in the middle of the night by their anxiety? It’s happened to me a lot lately but last night was the first time it got so bad I couldn’t go back to sleep. Any tips or tricks that y’all use to help fall back asleep after your anxiety wakes you up? Thanks in advance. 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I'm in Japan for a school trip and rn I'm in Tokyo. Just to be completly clear I have never been diagnosed with any mental illness not have I ever gone in to be diagnosed. My gf who struggles this daily has the idea that I have anxiety. The other day while I was in Tokyo I was walking through a crowd and I found myself scratching at my wrists whilr I was walking as a coping mechanism. Didn't really care so I kept doing it. Then I noticed I was bleeding. It from my wrists after accidentally cutting myself. So 2 questions. 1. Any more heslthy ways to deal with this. 2. What's ur opinion on if I have anxiety or not. Ik I didn't give many details on everything that's been going on. Sry. Also sry for crap spelling and typing and that shit. 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Hi everyone, I just wanna know what's the ways to reduce the physical symptoms of anxiety, like fast and strong heart beats, difficulty breathing, sometimes dizziness i wanna know if improving your cardio strength will help? like running? or is it only a small help for anxiety? are there any different ways (without medication)?, maybe breathing exercises to make your lungs bigger? or those ways are not very effective? thanks all :) ",5.065185185185186,8.566476074074078,4.9048024691358005,74.32461111111112,78.38271604938271,8.672098765432098,31.556790123456803,9.120678840339163,3.8483323456790126,386,19,57,11,10,119,66,81,0.109,0.616,0.274,0.9507,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,0,4,2,5,0,0,3,0,5,8,4,2,1,15,9,4,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,8,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12987413201761006,0.0,0.2922010162130617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953526956254564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1824912365960744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1891019483783304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263142810486099,0.38403310313286304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20991713903585227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18660806228365276,0.0,0.0,0.16901282976191664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748179422635628,0.0,0.1918668271877088,0.0,0.0,0.19239401041814666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.145250218984819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888858239227625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19850315311783526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17583032668097573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15757993645247462,0.0,0.4547772464422157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840995818413339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blopiblop86,2018/04/02,"Is it realy anxiety ? Hi, been diagnostiqued as someone having a general anxiety disorder about 3 year ago, I have use AD and Xanax when I was followed by my psychiatrist. I have stopped ADs for 2 months now in agreement with my psychiatrist, and I feel like something wrong but I'm not sure if this is anxiety. I'm having hard time to breath during the day, especialy after diner. I am not overventilating It's just like the air I breath don't reach my lumbs. There is no specific trigger to those reactions... I don't feel particulary stressed. Any opinion ? Thanks :( ",3.0263836477987454,5.866794500000001,4.55311320754717,78.15218553459121,80.41509433962264,8.438993710691824,28.644654088050324,9.075114841892004,3.0458012578616347,451,21,81,13,12,150,78,106,0.199,0.68,0.121,-0.5803,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,3,0,12,4,2,2,1,16,19,6,0,1,5,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,2,3,10,5,9,17,0,12,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,11,49,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985835356881451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234383066925822,0.0,0.5141326618757913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447678436907607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25675062359331513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265462761909001,0.16004261025720778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20068127536413785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889337468838266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17881361825740075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898145946056584,0.1724644259385176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1872938843584053,0.25661844631481673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21113973117750828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625096852061994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063004894798247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19348459020773026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24493480048447425,0.0,0.14426394873635326 anxiety,G3ck0,2018/04/02,"How long for magnesium to help with anxiety? I know a lot of people have had success taking magnesium for their anxiety, but how long did it take until you started seeing any improvement? Was it as soon as you started or did it take days/weeks to slowly happen?",6.496933333333331,6.884139359999999,7.194000000000003,73.17033333333336,65.4,10.666666666666668,32.66666666666667,10.504223727775694,3.5674666666666663,208,8,36,5,3,69,37,50,0.051,0.7859999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.7929,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,0,7,13,7,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,4,1,9,9,1,6,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,2,6,28,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16472465511384454,0.0,0.37061045854062014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21420312230528865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16236161243996555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331232316743303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4287317213957842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20593521963057973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793173009293386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930258882544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34290317469787607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5463802721325657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19430223439231709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,oceanstream23,2018/04/02,"Leaping across topics of anxiety Does anybody else get anxious and not realise it and then for the next three or four days you find you get anxious about a thousand different topics, and each one of them seems terrifying and awful, and you can't cope, and then you get over it and move on to the next one, and then *it's* the awful thing and you completely forget the previous thing! And then at the end of however many days you look back and realise the ridiculous number of things you've been anxious about and you go ""Oooohhhh my anxiety is up.""",5.514636118598381,6.430366528301889,5.566657681940705,82.12349056603773,67.67924528301887,8.698652291105121,31.18059299191375,8.841846274778883,2.4543385444743926,436,17,83,7,7,137,62,106,0.207,0.782,0.011,-0.9627,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,7,1,0,3,1,1,0,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,18,9,17,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,13,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,5,1,1,9,0,13,8,1,17,0,0,1,0,8,5,0,2,10,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2476741829081983,0.5486320198970802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447505885484267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697271880445812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2087972939937028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691292367519886,0.0,0.0,0.14166151764645718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522924133347464,0.0,0.14337686100908842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479545922359496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537254925086701,0.0,0.09199964014947136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593769899454475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641200300008527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205189674128066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34432058270861626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938697605933272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736868030031913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32263590307607554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxietyquestion12312,2018/04/02,"Developed bad anxiety over the last few days A few nights ago, I managed to scare myself into a full on panic attack and ever since then, I've had extremely bad anxiety all day, every day. From the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep, I have underlying anxiety so bad that I feel like I'm always on the verge of having a panic attack. It's the worst at night. My heart rate increases and I have trouble slowing it down, even using the breathing techniques I've been practicing. I've been keeping myself awake until I'm so exhausted I pass out because I have so much trouble sleeping like I normally would before. The cause of my anxiety is the fear of the anxiety itself never going away so It's just a never ending, vicious cycle. A week ago, I had never experienced anything like this, never had any issues with anxiety. Although this experience is very humbling, It's awful. I'm in desperate need of any advice from anyone that has experienced anything like this. Should I seek the help of a psychiatrist, ask to be prescribed medication, attempt to overcome this without any medication? I feel so lost. Will I ever go back to the normal self I was just a few days ago?",5.188463656387666,6.487933052863442,6.681450991189432,72.42940115638767,68.69162995594714,9.19922907488987,30.92758810572688,9.516144504307137,3.082744713656388,941,38,159,20,16,322,125,227,0.251,0.6890000000000001,0.06,-0.9922,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,2,11,19,3,4,18,1,17,8,5,2,7,25,29,10,0,5,3,0,2,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,5,5,15,0,0,7,4,18,4,26,18,8,42,0,1,0,0,3,13,0,0,28,116,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143079586144104,0.24881961877600375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07785371220842105,0.0,0.0,0.1908825610272574,0.0,0.4294625684347483,0.0,0.0,0.06542293851294194,0.0,0.15399231622047158,0.0,0.0874707984335137,0.21288776423626396,0.0879075520193929,0.07194583606328946,0.2343690123999612,0.05703645583534778,0.0,0.07961706358477039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09611719764652972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413671625839117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08287096412991651,0.0,0.0,0.06179890871449086,0.16927009598395054,0.07883268651901527,0.0,0.0,0.091524684622997,0.0,0.10528682272037343,0.0946187169740412,0.06684297221002737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10635047838449734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11087517042460676,0.06271475749159801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765772273929034,0.0,0.0831650172622769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626809703911529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18284485285187632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213742975807953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18851411934719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878116164921644,0.06937738391272823,0.28865289187013266,0.0,0.0,0.17560913719991567,0.1833479908782156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21955712158666327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367505223384624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09760887237184014,0.0,0.0,0.07739807094552699,0.0,0.09363273613724647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081026087701783,0.0,0.07720105964463678,0.0,0.0,0.07505233119371442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09019347969195296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646600834113031,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DiambaWithCoffee,2018/04/02,"Dreams & Anxiety Ive had anxiety all of my life but Its slowly getting more crippling. On Thursday night I had an end-of-world dream involving meteors and the earth spinning too fast and off into space and I know that's not even close to scientifically accurate but the emotions I felt right at the climax of it all is really staying with me. Its like I experienced the emotions and feelings of it all and now I have some sort of mild PTSD from it. Since the dream, I've developed fears of living on a floating globe (but theres nowhere else for me to exist) and i can barely look at the sky. Im getting vertigo panic attacks top. Has anyone else experienced this or know what i do to even try to begin to overcome this? 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Hi all, Recently my parents have left to go on a holiday with my younger brother and some close family friends for a period of time. I couldn’t go unfortunately as I have a uni assignment (finished tonight) due and work most of the week. I had my boyfriend stay over last night which was great but unfortunately he’s busy most of this week so won’t be able to stay over again. My question is, what are some good ways not to get intense anxiety when I’m home alone at night? It’s not from being scared or anything I just feel super super lonely and sad cause I’m so used to having people around in the house (which is quite large which makes me feel even lonelier). Any suggestions would be appreciated! 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So I know that the title sounds overdramatic but for a lack of a better phrase I really don't know how else to describe what I'm going through. And fyi this is going to be a long post because I've really never fully expressed how I'm feeling and going thru so my apologies if I ramble. Within the past year, I was clinically diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety although I feel like that I've been depressed since like middle school because I genuinely can't remember when I haven't had this perpetual feeling of unhappiness underlying everything that I go through on a daily basis. Despite these feelings, I was EXTREMELY involved in my church and school growing up and have played sports all of my life. I held many leadership positions in the programs I partook in like being a captain of my football team, president of youth organizations in church, the whole shebang. I come from a low middle class family but still extremely privileged none the less ( I grew up in Naperville, Il for christ sake). All in all, I was a very social kid. But then as I went off to college, one of the top 5 schools in the country it all started to go downhill. (I'm not trying to brag I just want to explain that objectively I really have nothing to be sad about) I played a sport and tried to get involved yet I never got along with the majority of the student population, probably due to the fact that I am inherently a shy dude and I've always downplayed my own strengths so I always unnecessarily felt inadequate in most interactions. Anyways, these constant failures in these social interactions simply made me feel like weirdo that no one wanted to talk to, making me hyper-conscious of everything I do in ALL social interactions even when having convos with my family (one of my siblings goes to school with me). I retreated to my apt and rarely went outside somedays missing classes and barely got involved in student organizations out of fear. previously smoked weed everyday as an escape from my own mind. I became so self-concious that I started to appear really spacy and ""high"" all the time because I can never take my mind off of how dumb I think I sound/appear with literally every person I talk to. Essentially increasing my depressed feelings and initiated my onset of anxiety. I stopped smoking last year because of this reason and because it started making me more anxious (heart palpitations, racing thoughts, panic attacks, etc). I'm in above average shape and I get compliments about being handsome all the time but yet I have zero confidence in anything I do. It's literally gotten to the point where I can barely speak in complete sentences at times and started developing auditory hallucinations where I can hear the voices of people I know in my head clear as day beratting me on everything I do throughout the day and especially before I go to bed. The voices are all of people that I actually know. For example, I went camping 2 weeks ago and I could literally hear a friend of mine screaming to me about all the wrong things I'm doing with my life keeping me from sleeping. Even though I know she would never do that. (It was a girls voice and I was in a tent with 2 dudes in the middle of a freaking forest like 5 states away) I'm a senior now, fixing to graduate this spring and yet I feel like my social skills have regressed to that of a child. I can barely focus on anything anymore let alone homework because of how fast my mind is racing with all of these thoughts and still not have the energy and right mindset to do anything about it because, of course, depression. How can I expect to get a job and sustain myself knowing all of this?? I talked to my parents and started seeing a psychiatrist and therapist to help me recover but due to my constant habit of pushing everyone and anyone away out of some stupid self-loathing pity, I rarely go to my sessions now either. It's like as soon as I start recovering I instantly digress, knowing that I shouldn't but I can't control it anymore. I've been trying some CBT and meditation techniques my therapist suggested but it seems to be futile at this point. It's not like I'm looking for affirmations either, I just want to be able to live comfortably with myself. I feel trapped and isolated from the world to the point where I only feel 'okay' when I'm sleeping, i.e. away from reality. I'm not suicidal, although I don't really cling to life at all at this point, I just don't know what to do with my life anymore that honestly doesn't seem worth all of this pain. I know this is super long and probably hella incoherent but thanks for taking the time out to read about my woes. TD;RL: I've been dealing with socially crippling depression and anxiety that is making me go mad and burn bridges with everyone I know. 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I can't think of the words I need to express myself. Ive always been good with vocabulary and with writing and getting my point across clearly but recently I feel my point gets lost in translation. My therapist says it's understandable since I have so many things running through my head but I feel like its gotten really bad like I can talk to my brother and have a convo with him but once someone asks what we just talked about I can't give you a straight answer cause I really don't remember. My anxiety feels like I'm trying to float in a big dark pool not knowing how far I am to edge or if I will get to the edge. 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I can barely leave the house, and yet I’m constantly enrolling in courses and trying to do absolutely anything that will make me seem like a more productive member of society. I hate the connotation that I am lazy and stupid if I’m not studying or working. I’m currently enrolled in a college prep course and this paper I’m working on is running me into the ground. I just feel absolutely incapable of fucking doing it. All my ideas don’t seem to come together fluently and my references are a fucking mess and I want to give up yet again. I’m on the brink of tears because I feel absolutely unable to complete this while simultaneously feeling like a failure or lazy if I don’t. I’m so tired of trying only to hit this hurdle again and again where I have no confidence in my work and my anxiety surrounding it sky rockets and I never complete it. I’m fully convinced in this moment that it makes absolutely no sense and if my professor read it he’d laugh at the absolute incoherent mess it was. I honestly just wish I could live in a shack in the middle of the god damn desert or something so I didn’t have to deal with this disgusting immense pressure I’ve placed on myself in relations to what I perceive societies expectations of me are. If I can’t study my only other option is to work, and I can’t even successfully take the trash out, how am I supposed to work retail ? (The only area I’d ever get a job in because I haven’t worked before and I’m already 22) I wish I could receive disability payments or other support and just accept that I am not a productive member of society and deal with that shame, because I’m fucking drowning in my own expectations of myself and the impending doom of needing to be financially independent with no way to actually realistically be employed. The likelihood of me living off my parents and spouse forever is high. My self worth is non existent unless I succeed but I hold myself back from success through my immense fear of failure and my anxiety of life in general. So I’m doomed either way my pals. This probably made no sense just like my goddamn paper. 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I'm lying on my bed like a fetus typing this. I'm about to go to work out of my house for 7 months. I will be living in a crappy tiny apartment with 4 more strangers. And my body is telling me not to go. My mind is scared. I feel like i'm about to throw up, i've been to bathroom 3 times since 5 am. My legs are shaky i feel light headed. But guess what? F you stupid brain. I'm going and it will be awesome just like last year. I had so much fun even tho i didn't want to go and was scared, it turned out to be best decision in my life so far. So i know it will be fine. I know i will be fine. This will pass, it allways does. I'll be fine, i can handle this. I can handle everything.",-1.919503625209149,-0.06240929447852395,0.4750055772448398,104.8534230340212,95.93251533742331,3.4544339096486336,12.31706636921361,4.851557810540192,-1.6911693251533744,547,8,146,2,22,182,98,163,0.116,0.736,0.14800000000000002,0.6658,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,2,9,12,1,3,2,0,21,5,4,0,0,20,37,8,0,2,3,0,2,3,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,6,0,0,5,0,0,6,2,4,0,0,4,3,18,8,19,22,3,18,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,7,84,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491129812450133,0.0,0.0,0.1957187630645301,0.0,0.19669775877295684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15419403153860214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11637860739470347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15835742875838846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17818428745701234,0.12587749819119026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005546643980179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1941044471281124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18083229657232253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20331143848357786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367010547689026,0.1436267258870717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445545177064225,0.2582476347903681,0.0,0.15558805430785552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791202965217803,0.0,0.14064136340054748,0.0,0.12952746212246352,0.13065025730070506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3528143895539321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14575467268024395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15400679020494054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274378631877006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916552815004744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10392747626118716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12827588500310824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11346718800030578 anxiety,Heat_Seeking_Ghost87,2018/04/02,Fear of getting older How do I combat the fear of getting older? ,0.2976923076923086,2.71441453846154,3.2834615384615375,83.09903846153847,95.92307692307692,2.6,21.884615384615387,3.1291,0.1948769230769232,51,2,8,0,2,18,9,13,0.494,0.506,0.0,-0.8316,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.90700643744688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4211167562920276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jdonovan74,2018/04/02,"How far in advance of something do you start to get anxious? I have a psychiatric appointment on Wednesday and all of a sudden, I'm panicking. Usually I don't get anxious until right before I have to be somewhere but I am panicking bad! 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I’ll probably cross-post this to a depression subreddit, so if you see this post over there, hello again. I have really bad anxiety and depression that I’m medicated for but lately I’ve been out of whack. I’ve been more depressed, and more anxious, and I’ve found it hard to sleep. When I do, I have bad dreams. I’ve had increasing issues with sleep paralysis and it’s... not fun. I’ve started to dread and be afraid of going to sleep. My bedroom doesn’t feel safe. Even with my boyfriend here, i just can’t get comfortable anymore. I’m worried that this feeling will stick even if i move past my issues, since I just moved in probably 6-7 months ago. But I can imagine people in this sub probably invest a lot more time trying to learn how to self-care and comfort themselves than the gen-pop, and that’s why I’m here. I have lots of blankets, nice sheets, and heavy denim comforter. I keep my sheets clean and i don’t do anything in my room but sleep. No tv (except some weekends, i admit i will move the TV in here for a few days), no homework. My bed is comfortable. Decorations could use a change, if I can afford it. Does anyone have any advice for reclaiming what is supposed to be my safe haven? 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This is only one of the things that makes me anxious that leads me to overthink that overtime makes me depressed. I've been dealing with this for the last 5 years. I just dont know what to do anymore.,2.021632653061225,4.339498918367351,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,80.22448979591837,4.736326530612245,24.08571428571429,5.6839178017228535,0.2751926530612248,193,7,41,1,5,58,36,49,0.146,0.8540000000000001,0.0,-0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,4,0,9,8,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,5,0,6,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,29,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552638481408653,0.30351260762206383,0.2664414070989887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.553959310422759,0.2313989639822583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148709204719945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476501049027704,0.21899612324627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586691468294091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820529355757761,0.2043302435309586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17848769430827072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17301010055231916 anxiety,TernaryFlower53,2018/04/02,"does anyone else feel like they're faking? So I'm not actually diagnosed with anxiety so sometimes (often) I think I'm making things up to be a ""special snowflake"", or for attention. That I make things worse in order to seem more valid rather than because I genuinely feel that way- and that I'm not actually valid, but rather that I just want to have a mental illness for pity points or something. Anyone else feel this way?",5.032222222222224,6.615810925925922,5.262654320987657,81.37694444444449,69.37037037037037,8.362962962962964,28.314814814814817,8.841846274778883,2.1936814814814807,339,12,63,6,6,107,55,81,0.15,0.787,0.063,-0.7882,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,2,0,20,13,6,0,3,8,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,6,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,4,2,9,12,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,1,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.3520620079266092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13799502278200032,0.0,0.0,0.25226058485506025,0.3696541548534481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10996181182108172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18308829344577413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1578572633240614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013792074650305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2736261939386753,0.12886800598093315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812763261357369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408185067464517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817869591650972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052335582366546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16421690913932324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13887018361937858,0.1784066593143721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23968127950731494,0.11558425486525395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639651109102902,0.28636449111579604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382904656431556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LittleMissPeachy6,2018/04/02,"People as triggers I ran into an ex at the store the other day. And it triggered my anxiety so quickly and so badly. I dissociated and got tunnel vision and my chest was so tight and my heart was pounding like crazy. I didn't run away, but I walked past as fast as I could, and ended up wandering the store, trying to calm down, but only succeded in my anxiety esculating to a full blown panic attack, and dropping my soup and spilling it all over the store floor. I finally called a friend - who also gets panic attacks as bad as I do - and she talked me though it enough so that I could pay and get out of the store. Is there anything I can do to lessen how badly certain people trigger me? I honestly hold no grudge against my ex, and wish I could be friends, as I value the friendship we had before we got together. I no longer want him back, am actually glad that we're not together, and I've found someone else that I am happy with. But apparently, I am still triggered, and very badly. Does anyone else struggle with this?",7.332941176470588,5.922369549019611,7.752274509803923,75.8172352941177,64.29411764705881,10.512941176470589,34.12549019607843,9.3871,2.9056349019607848,804,28,159,12,10,266,126,204,0.205,0.625,0.17,-0.8697,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,2,0,0,0,11,17,2,3,9,0,15,2,2,5,2,38,23,29,0,5,4,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,9,19,0,2,1,0,5,3,4,9,0,0,8,1,27,8,21,11,3,22,0,0,0,0,11,10,0,0,9,114,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.12170625682113287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09973651308768286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908170413689769,0.0,0.0,0.08720535256567423,0.1277877830969226,0.10263184850489793,0.0,0.0,0.2837682464151166,0.11717616544417395,0.09590003356835193,0.4165355010819721,0.0,0.0,0.10612537831482664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735047778373176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987302465024527,0.0,0.0,0.08043244842457903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914109559475328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20837088012026994,0.0,0.11046265742064017,0.1288664822161346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13662188866504948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136746264944778,0.19271281084665848,0.0,0.13031945768939585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994959026085452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276406244979114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14779079857050975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06093065452346065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485325343519532,0.0,0.2926581506650304,0.0,0.0,0.1190569340727376,0.17292677607906776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567270483990512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099599530037575,0.0,0.0,0.1303817752951479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10024317554679514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225342778405998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467497324259035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10290497152497063,0.07356159319762025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341893174897602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,theboyBrwr,2018/04/02,"Please help me I’ve had anxiety pretty much ever since I was young, I was out going person I would exercise all the time and I would put myself out there Infront of people and get out of my zone. But i broke down in my final year of high school. I had so many breakdowns and I stopped going to class and almost failed my final year because of my crippling anxiety and depression. I let it get in the way of all things that made me happy. Everyday I felt as if I was going to war in my head and it started to effect my physical health as well. As time went on I thought it would get better somehow, I smoked weed to keep me in balance but when I started college last September I started getting panic attacks more often and weed stopped helping and made it worse. I pushed all my friends away, I thought I would never become this person I am now, I go to class come home I don’t talk to anyone at school. I become so self conscious about who I am and how I look now as well, I don’t visit my family anymore because if I do the anxiety and judgement will take over. I feel like all this is my fault and I’ve put myself in this place and I can’t get out. I can’t even do the most basic things anymore without my anxiety completely taking over, couple weeks ago I broke down on my way home I started crying on the bus. I’ve talked to nobody about this because I don’t know where I would even start. I finally had the courage to write something down and at this point in my life I’m lost,alone and tired of everything. I want to help myself I don’t want to live like this please help me get out of this dark hole.",2.081674876847288,3.7649714285714317,3.4327873563218425,91.08750000000003,77.27380952380952,6.1821018062397375,23.490968801313628,6.953978226594392,0.7077792692939241,1264,40,272,13,29,413,154,336,0.135,0.735,0.13,-0.4051,0,1,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,3,18,16,2,1,6,0,24,5,1,4,6,56,55,26,1,9,5,0,2,2,1,6,4,0,2,3,15,20,0,3,7,1,0,10,8,8,2,0,12,3,54,8,46,36,7,62,0,4,1,0,13,26,0,6,26,186,69,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06823179953786879,0.0,0.07707720445183452,0.07972067316111432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553612068538374,0.0,0.15267279545353438,0.05382121612136967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756774480779828,0.07231853939120067,0.0,0.0,0.14076583012412144,0.17002096137222192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06807624295355669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06630530657498443,0.08070458329053404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08516900981734883,0.08455107658647547,0.0,0.0,0.0662966148559219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167970126653487,0.0696263621438755,0.0,0.0,0.06917824680132031,0.0,0.07256316564076075,0.0,0.03891979274501087,0.054989429323767235,0.07390602026562737,0.2529600298747837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946904368125496,0.0,0.24129086658431198,0.0,0.17498180949517522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08193904488695171,0.0,0.0,0.07899636499539349,0.08181855487318335,0.0,0.0,0.20637315251664315,0.08132605677493822,0.15442011687696489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0684170180910629,0.0,0.0,0.04230227296491245,0.06274315747978516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870996837119149,0.054368210104593785,0.07521010646804056,0.0,0.06796844899943418,0.0,0.06463781953394028,0.0,0.08402497359551292,0.0,0.0,0.14566716982667274,0.0,0.0780384025885689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056583911550671724,0.0,0.059366217837828784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031107101344923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533632920153268,0.13441947148714387,0.08042025989807881,0.1689861800091594,0.07276423617902841,0.0,0.0,0.07830907479293364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15475797646031875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580129522924607,0.0,0.0,0.0802994841671437,0.0,0.0,0.0636727484032571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059257471155767336,0.0,0.0,0.27240894609760424,0.0,0.0,0.1287055216126297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11574802846803067,0.1237357445859378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022747009963641,0.0,0.0,0.12221571191008845,0.08976699183599858,0.08846898384503576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080117880928804,0.12219495308539585,0.06174298845947504,0.0,0.13841569736466916,0.07135461595929958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741990939810612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844192425232052,0.2733965701452769,0.0,0.0,0.09913600134684132 anxiety,KnightOfTacoBell,2018/04/02,"Anyone else think it's possible to just 'forget' you have anxiety? I see now how super long this is. Apologies in advance. I go on a bit of a rant. I've been struggling with anxiety since I was 9 when I had my first panic attack, I had minor events before then going back as far as age 7, I would sit next to my father and cry until I felt better. There was obviously something very wrong with me but my parents never took me in for it, always telling me it would muddy up my 'record' and I wouldn't be able to buy guns ever (my entire family is huge into hunting) so I delt with it and it was hell. Just never knowing what was wrong with me and constantly feeling awful wasn't normal for a 9 year old. Eventually however I got better, I think I just accepted it was there and although I was doing better it would never go away. But being so young I think it's easy to forget things and move on faster. I would say my anxiety was absolutely perfect for years until I was 14 when it came back hard with a panic attack in the middle of the night. And this time I kept it hidden, thinking I didn't want my parents to think I was crazy. And again it was awful. Everything was so much harder now that I had so much more responsibility. I couldn't just break down like I had as a kid. My girlfriend at the time didn't even know how totally shitty I felt all the time. But again it got better. It's so crazy to think about how I just forgot. I don't know how I did it twice. No drugs, eating like shit, and yet it went away. Well guess what the worst enemy in my life came back. As it goes I had an out of the blue panic attack in sept of 2016. And this time its so much worse. I'm 19 now and it's harder. I'm more depressed, more anxious, more panicky, and im still keeping it hidden. Goddamn I don't know why. My parents pulled every single string to get me into this private college, they told me I was going since I was 4 and it's what my life has been building up to. I start in the fall. My dad died in 2015 in an accident and since then I have been the 'man of the house' so to speak. And I was handling it well, I've always been responsible, but I feel like if I let everyone know I'm cracking it'll make everyone feel worse. My moms horribly depressed. She's always been that way, but I take care of her best I can. She works all day so I don't see her much but I always make sure she's doing good. Everyone thinks I'm such a wonderful person, friends, family, coworkers, its getting so hard to hide it. And if they knew how shitty I feel all the time, if my 3 younger siblings knew, just the thought scares me but I want out. I've tried so much, anything I've read, any diet, yet I'm the same. Not a day has gone by in the past year where I haven't thought about my anxiety. I wish I could forget, go back in time and demand my younger self told me how he beat it. Because I could use it right about now. These are the best years of my life but they're being wasted, I feel so lost. I feel overall so much less hopeless this time around, like being older has made me more aware. Good god this was a ramble, I'm sorry about this ugly un proofread post, I'm on mobile. I just needed to write this down. It helps posting these thoughts that have been in my mind for years now, this feels like the most I've ever said about it in my life. Which is funny about something which has had the biggest impact. I really don't know where else to post this. I just need some advice or anything. I haven't slept in 2 days because I just can't calm the fuck down.",1.6870373802903913,3.310061200803215,3.2668326639892875,92.11006672845228,78.22356091030791,5.9891586860261565,20.327649057769534,6.742157984588678,0.16502790237874532,2755,66,617,26,65,910,301,747,0.203,0.667,0.131,-0.9956,4,0,3,1,0,1,78.0,0,1,2,13,60,40,6,5,27,2,66,10,2,10,12,128,139,58,1,17,22,6,11,5,2,6,5,3,0,4,49,29,2,3,29,1,1,14,17,18,2,2,53,17,88,22,70,72,24,109,1,4,3,1,30,36,3,8,58,414,137,3,0.052069451554579316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0508816654299491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1733038195608238,0.0,0.0,0.0354090125946895,0.0,0.15933195167558778,0.05882365927653858,0.0,0.036408171202012965,0.05335130640076996,0.08569744404923596,0.04635285124836987,0.0,0.17770955440027505,0.09784192751411754,0.16015277676015904,0.0,0.06348210875299043,0.0,0.04430726817662661,0.0,0.10928735395331253,0.18420479408370866,0.05684635522788323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910716223653868,0.05308827610692658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056268579118944784,0.0,0.08314644027299405,0.0,0.05719584753962205,0.1007414659633574,0.0,0.08969468465168877,0.0,0.05403987000744104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06038403284652801,0.05328004809316583,0.08699469073552105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03439138167310633,0.09419959992695394,0.043870758671763946,0.14926377704317625,0.04679666559963788,0.0,0.09817288972628327,0.0,0.18429515452572975,0.07439685318911965,0.09998967814560504,0.0,0.0,0.04429024889263351,0.0,0.0,0.04022872910720876,0.04813736892624434,0.054408278699817035,0.0,0.14796134629724692,0.08734677109116967,0.08328939408624086,0.0,0.05736037124924396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09328800222063773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034901055800101936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06008115611559745,0.0,0.0,0.05624394284169311,0.0,0.0,0.04628172098849344,0.0,0.0,0.17169605304358432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05324454202783327,0.14711277403849846,0.12719251949989005,0.0,0.0,0.046079826095718215,0.0,0.0,0.0568399572579595,0.0,0.0,0.04926937404761148,0.06951352647719868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05257530273801447,0.06098311234725104,0.0,0.055341586626806105,0.2296622284829919,0.07721767711619115,0.1204775130562766,0.0,0.05537645244334378,0.048863653002589685,0.051017007132128936,0.0,0.0,0.054638130381998384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183276847227684,0.17345089184164558,0.0,0.049706183290097766,0.0,0.04546503668508605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058700483048929074,0.1496044237903891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208354228765633,0.0,0.03335702398037118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04446702712496098,0.049529972212832674,0.04140771779095681,0.05213060459540058,0.0,0.08298522286876206,0.0,0.05431979389685141,0.0,0.05344854376265086,0.12921716519044088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801712153799106,0.0,0.05828748802656467,0.0368550258103276,0.0,0.041582731272339614,0.0,0.0,0.05443429625484512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04907484187354359,0.0,0.03914974744584317,0.0,0.045510995712680906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03459262993159907,0.233548014587091,0.0,0.12401198496047168,0.2125348115303879,0.0,0.0,0.09950918469545082,0.05785107656072495,0.03535173967699285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04497128804918751,0.0,0.042962750686637664,0.0614238231997241,0.041330307010552715,0.0,0.0,0.09363338047461872,0.048268903252607374,0.04698458114290505,0.0,0.05987729958197389,0.0,0.0564670990768457,0.03790718087590871,0.0,0.10612643910362607,0.1479545777552984,0.11385954255097552,0.0,0.16765509818560625 anxiety,thrwwy0909,2018/04/02,"Dating/friendship woes with anxiety Hoping for advice from someone else that is not my brain... So, this guy asked me out. My anxiety tells me ""nahh, he doesn't actually like you. Maybe he pities you or something"". So I told him I'm not interested. He said it's fine, and that he'd still like to be friends. But my anxiety tells me ""nahh, he probably doesn't even like you as a friend. Maybe he pities you or something"". So when he asked me to join him at some event, I said I couldn't make it. I saw him around a couple times, and he's still nice to me. Now that it's almost 3 weeks later, my brain has finally decided to ""accept"" that yea, he's not just pitying me, and maybe sure he actually likes me as a person. But also, my brain is telling me ""since he never asked to hang out again, maybe he's not interested anymore"". Although the ""rational"" part of me thinks that he hasn't asked me again because I said no twice and he doesn't want to be annoying. Is the rational part of my brain right? Should I get back to him and say ""heyy, let's hang out!"" Should I pretend the past 3 weeks of weirdness didn't happen? Does anyone else do this when other people express interest in you (romatically or platonically)? Omg the amount of human relationships my anxiety has ruined. boo. 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New to this group and Reddit as a whole. :) Happy to be in good company and hope to meet some awesome people! I suffer from untreated anxiety that is steadily worsening so hoping this will help. I look forward to talking with you all!",2.7870588235294136,5.163759862745098,4.584078431372549,80.36435294117645,77.82352941176471,7.217254901960787,25.88627450980392,8.238735603445708,2.0743615686274506,207,8,36,4,5,70,44,51,0.117,0.5429999999999999,0.34,0.9485,0,0,0,1,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,9,6,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,8,4,4,4,0,1,1,0,6,2,0,3,3,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265057719227029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483437578326273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31519015527166616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984608988162074,0.0,0.0,0.5881624690193423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24863853860430926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2859627041622093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251875328805061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.205269469754297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23798354375807176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305706015369603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brisephina,2018/04/02,"Panic attacks in anticipation for a biopsy I have a an ultrasound guided breast biopsy tomorrow. I was in the hospital earlier this year for a hurt ovarian cyst, they found a lump in my right breast and now it turns out to be a solid mass that needs to be checked to make sure it’s not malignant. I’m so scared. I’ve struggled with GAD and depression symptoms all my life. And I get panic attacks. I’ve been so good lately but every time I think about this biopsy I just can’t breathe. I cry and cry and I know it’s going to hurt so badly. And I really don’t want to do it at all. Then on top of it all. I have to worry about the results. What if after all those years wishing I was dead. I finally see the point in my life and now I have cancer. I’m so scared. 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Can you share your experience or tips? I have started my journey and am doing great so far. I've been diagnosed by a psychiatrist (depression, anxiety. ADHD, OCD), and am on meds. SO what's next? -I enrolled in a CBT program for the summer (mostly for anxiety and ocd) -I am looking for an ADHD coach to give me tools - I am doing lifestyle changes such as exercise and meditation. -I have some self help books to read. But I'm confused about the next step. I think I need the following: -Tools for: ADHD management, emotional regulation, sensory/social/performance anxiety, OCD and fears (avoidance behaviors, procrastination, anxiety, negative thoughts, etc) -guidance with CBT (done - will be using a course plus self help books scheduled for late summer) Plus Exposure THerpay if needed -Self esteem development and supportive self talk (so far have a good workbook) -general stress management and panic tools -relating to others and creating social supports How should I go about this? This feels like a lot!! I;m looking for the best way of approaching because I could read books on each thing till the cows come home but that isnt' always super productive. 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I started at 60 klonopins and 30 ambiens a month. every thing was fine, it helped reduce my drinking and the summer was good, the kpin revived my spirit and i began gardening, being more social and even excelling at work because i wasnt worried all day. but i didnt know having shot and a beer after work would be catastrophic.im sincerely just a beer guy, i dont like drug people and i hate pot people. a few beers and a bbq, all is good. so, i am honest to a fault. i didnt know, but around janurary i got fired from my bar keep job, and i thought "" i had no problems till klonopin came along"" i told my psych, no more...lets taper off and see what happens. i went from 30 a month to 5 a month,,,and he went on vacation so i had 60 days with only 10 pills. my axienty was off the charts and my ocd was becoming noticable at work...something thats never happened before. welp. i was also taking 30 ambien a month...i didnt take them every night. i saw my psych for the first time in60 days and told him "" the klonopin works, i dont need 30 ambien a month and that id like to increase the kpins to 15 a month, with alcoholic outpatient therapy, counsiling and 4 ambien a month for emergencies."" he freaked. he treated me like a manipulitive drug addict and refused, i had to beg him for 8 kpins a month, and i lost all ambien. none...even though ive been taking it at 30 a month for 10 months.....wtf???? im going to fire him and find a new psych. but....what did i do wrong? why was my psych so dismissive and mistrustfull? when i asked for the ambien to be reduced from 30 to 4, and the kpins to be increased from 5 to 15 a month.....i was gonna ask for 30 but he seemed so upset i asked for 15.....he shook his head angrily, waved his hands in the air and said no no no no......why? the guy gave me 60 klonopin per month just 4 months ago. 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Has anyone experienced anxiety attacks brought on by imagining yourself having one? My brother is suffering with regular anxiety attacks, or at least having to fight them off quite regularly. He explained that they are brought on when he is in a situation that he feels he'd be embarrassed or trapped IF it happened. Example. In his workplace, he finds that sometimes if he's in a meeting - a situation where IF an attack came over him, he couldn't just leave the room as it would cause a scene and he'd be embarrassed. And just by thinking about the possibility of an attack happening, and how awful it would be, this often brings on bad anxiety and he has to fight it off really hard. He has realised that he should probably seek help, but is quite a cynical guy and I don't think he'll be very proactive about it. So I'm hoping maybe someone could give me some ideas so I could communicate some to him. Thanks so much in advance. Any questions fire away. 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I recently had to change doctors (old GP retired) and when I explained, in detail, my sleep anxiety and how it effectively destroyed any semblance of a normal life for about year, and is on going, he told me ""if you think you're anxious now, just wait until you're older."" Implying the real troubles and problems in life lie ahead. I totally get what he's saying but telling someone what they are experiencing is not as difficult as it may seem to them is incredibly patronizing. He has no idea what I go through or how I handle my life. Like I said, I'm 27, I told him I began meditating, working out, practice good sleep hygiene and understand xanax is not a cure but rather a band aid. He wrote me the script anyways and made it clear that was all he would do (no more scripts after this one.) Anyone experience this? Is this normal? 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I've never been diagnosed with anything, but have suffered from severe anxiety for as long as I can remember, and I'm 20 now, along with bouts of serious depression. My anxiety, mainly, has impacted every single area of my life and impacts my day-to-day life and has been for a very long time. The part that is weird to me is that some people closest to me have no idea just how bad it is. The guy I've been seeing for about five months knows a little bit, but not to the severity I feel it. My family knows virtually nothing about my mental health. The part that concerns me the most is that if I ever get to the point where I'm ready to get help, no one will believe me or support me because they don't see me as someone who needs help. I know I come off very optimistic and cheerful, and I can't help it. I guess this is more rant-y, just wanted to see if anyone worries about this like I do. 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FML. We are doing midyear performance reviews at work right now. Mine was today. My work ethic was praised... but then my boss asked me how often I shower because she's ""received several comments"" about my body odor. For the record: I shower daily, often twice daily. I brush my teeth, do laundry, wear clean clothes, apply deodorant. I'm not dirty. D: I don't smell perfumey, though. I'm allergic to most artificial scents, so my laundry soap is unscented. Commercial antiperspirant makes me develop infected abscesses, so I use an unscented charcoal paste. I can't wear perfume, so I dab a touch of essential oil to sweeten up. I can't wear most hairspray and gels. I'm CLEAN, but my smell is fresh human, not laboratory roses and artificial vanilla. I'm disabled and in pain, so I often smell of Tiger Balm or topical diclofenac. And I've spent the rest of the day having panic attacks and crying. How do I go back and face that level of humiliating criticism? All my nerves are screaming at me to run away and never return. ;_;",3.5893076923076923,6.312273610256412,4.9745512820512845,76.7633653846154,77.0,7.797435897435897,29.75,8.697196308434329,2.903661538461538,834,39,139,19,20,277,126,195,0.181,0.752,0.067,-0.9765,2,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,1,0,0,5,13,5,1,1,5,0,13,9,6,5,2,25,22,18,0,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,6,4,0,1,3,10,23,1,14,19,4,19,1,0,0,0,7,7,0,6,9,87,24,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19189325492524367,0.2335163662882639,0.1928514040298084,0.1578346249005196,0.0,0.12512645769392386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228000989150142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225471835703552,0.132377694298465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11665572868624255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701468808713646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831152783704824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184143705814432,0.24083197740161455,0.0,0.0,0.19594681911954795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529353380416474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2318888347741244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2016699166913492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38913076486795817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1772813815439882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4483018624306688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,basicallybet,2018/04/03,"Driving Phobia I’m so overwhelmed. I’m 28 years old and have never learned how to drive because of a traumatic event that happened when I was a child. Now that I have a full time job, it’s getting to the point where I can’t rely on people to drive me everywhere, but practicing driving is so terrible. I don’t feel like it’s getting any easier even though I have had several hours of practice. I hoped that once I tried to drive it wouldn’t be too difficult to learn, but even the basic maneuvers are actually really hard, and that makes my anxiety a lot worse. I don’t have spatial awareness and it feels like driving requires a lot of multitasking and quick thinking, two things I’m horrible at. I’m not sure what to do. Never learning to drive is not an option (it really isn’t), but it’s so uncomfortable and I’m so bad at it that my anxiety about it just seems to be getting worse. I’m convinced that it would be unsafe for me to drive, and each time I practice, I seem to confirm my worst fears. Any tips for how to proceed would be greatly appreciated. I feel completely defeated.",5.001264744429881,5.5757533073394505,6.125976408912193,78.8767889908257,68.67889908256882,9.714809960681519,32.543905635648755,9.784248007369934,3.051341022280471,863,37,171,19,14,289,113,218,0.239,0.667,0.094,-0.9898,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,16,13,0,2,8,0,21,0,0,3,3,36,39,17,0,4,6,0,4,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,17,7,0,1,9,0,0,8,9,7,0,1,2,4,16,6,20,30,5,26,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,6,14,116,33,5,0.0,0.0,0.13605653629455106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18962456371681966,0.0,0.2133161136718903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11641221043429513,0.08499084197786189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461821483087236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18417488281950775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15688940662811526,0.21148906356585867,0.19920734573105373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21852796834095967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537141240937344,0.0,0.0,0.1232911174889056,0.0,0.12489543921760725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847829465211767,0.137303368849416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13835561110781974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13622987059417166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370645496230519,0.0,0.0,0.0930657985407456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506290985372992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14630077029517355,0.14848072679411026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665821133780876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179960704835625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17863562566887334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538505530895103,0.0,0.15750807363961014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13140433462889414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262631005390776,0.08933649762306249,0.1369821885562365,0.0,0.1625971063695098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09465892609902547,0.0,0.1361958121454174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2841674793956675,0.19808390718132046,0.0,0.0,0.0897837090580552 anxiety,Thisisitandnothingmo,2018/04/03,"Am getting Recognized for Being at a Company for 10 years, and I Could Not Feel Sicker About it I get it, it's nice of them. And it's definitely not them, it is me. I have wanted to move on so long ago, but somehow here I am still picking away at the same job. Each day is harder and harder to walk through those doors, and I always have an anxious feeling in my gut telling me to *move on.* There is more I could say, I am just feeling really depressed and kind of out of words. 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I found myself suddenly unemployed almost 3 months ago. This time around I decided I needed to land a job that would fit every requirement for my life to be functional and that reduced stress. The requirements being enough money to support my two children comfortably as a single Mom, hours that fit into my schedule so I didn't have to put the kids in after-school programs, and advancement opportunities. Soon after I narrowed it down to a remote sales position. So, I spent over a month perfecting my resume, perfecting a cover letter, and practicing for interviews. When I started I truly didn't believe I deserved everything I was asking for and I failed interviews over and over, as every call more or less devolved me into a panicking mess. The thing about a job search though is that you need to be able to sell yourself in order to land a job, especially when you are trying to land a sales job. During these past few months, I had to pound my personal value statement into every interaction. At some point, I started to believe it. Everything I was saying was true, so I must be valuable. I still had many sleepless nights and multiple panic attacks throughout this process. Anxiety seems like it will be a forever constant in my life but I really hope it isn't. Today I finally broke through and landed the perfect job. I am a shaking mess but I did it. I got through several interviews with this one company successfully and they believe in my potential. The point that I am trying to make is do not let anxiety keep you from fixing the issues in your life. Don't let anxiety rule you. You can always improve what is in your control. Anxiety does not mean you are a broken person. 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My doctor told me today that I aaalso have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and ADHD. Talk about a triple threat right.. It was a relief and really validating because I've known these things for basically my whole life, I'm just really exhausted. I finally got the BP under control and now it's onto the next one. So now I'm starting meds for anxiety. I'm a little nervous about it all, any advice for tackling this?",3.5122857142857136,5.964736847619051,6.036428571428576,70.48607142857145,75.76190476190476,9.533333333333337,28.595238095238088,9.888512548439397,3.565266666666666,439,19,72,14,10,156,74,105,0.133,0.792,0.075,-0.6258,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,8,4,1,1,5,0,3,6,0,1,1,11,12,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,6,1,13,8,3,19,0,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,11,48,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413086488375512,0.1659788462734547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550618495851127,0.0,0.2598748811595096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354109953745153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905051109156176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239769790858056,0.0,0.0,0.1946667934415212,0.173852225109329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3721323507156089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716946747012795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334702573468977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11997252989200086,0.0,0.17023780027806515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866891580979064,0.17110950277038192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18064109359622085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509710794623974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21762496603026416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505393636481095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1202231611659471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652178623764455,0.0,0.0,0.19424224722561384,0.0,0.11284309892560712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32200246055742393,0.16230227066861524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896353348085135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10938006660580148 anxiety,gladephant,2018/04/03,"Dear reader, I have Something to Say to You **you have made it so far, and i am indescribably proud of you.** i'm writing this to let you know three fundamental truths about you - one? you are astoundingly amazing, and you're more than enough. two? your soul is glorious, sacred even, and third? you're doing a great job. take a moment and give yourself a well-deserved pat on the back, for all the things you accomplished today, and even for all the things you didn't quite get to, because your effort is worth so much more. you're adding something wonderful to the world, just by being here, and you are never alone. please take care; i believe in you and how far you'll go in life. treat yourself sometime soon, because you've earned that right a thousand times over.",2.7906122448979573,5.299474591836738,2.8415238095238102,92.14514285714287,78.59183673469387,5.5526530612244915,22.044897959183675,6.742157984588678,0.4498865306122446,603,18,121,6,15,182,96,147,0.012,0.736,0.252,0.9894,1,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,13,0,5,10,7,0,0,8,0,12,1,0,2,4,17,22,10,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,5,2,1,16,7,15,17,6,15,1,0,0,0,16,8,0,1,6,83,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18431429995093174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13684130192749125,0.0,0.21696718812115764,0.0,0.0,0.20050151289514187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144346833117614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18388165827599104,0.0,0.2350836014679142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929774661861362,0.1707167537577548,0.10113954273840113,0.0,0.0,0.19620302907348167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659919118501738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780291006955767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18197754916315054,0.12569937241700668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16839134297182967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082207703979354,0.0,0.13725477279149687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12059122408170073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19534813389510391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1892838134215936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15197803017146227,0.0,0.14152201733839098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740067006424942,0.17600833676927255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676095922405203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236459241616522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037707008915692,0.0,0.1686865620206399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17384239117648528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16000863609386273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929915049881657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iimaginarygirl,2018/04/03,"It took me 5 hours to send 2 emails today, but i did it. it feels good. Just a friendly reminder that you're not alone. The small victories are important too, just take it one step at a time.",0.879249999999999,2.848920425000003,2.1750000000000007,97.28,82.25,6.0,20.0,7.1686216300943375,0.20025000000000004,147,4,35,2,4,47,35,40,0.0,0.7070000000000001,0.293,0.9092,0,1,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,1,0,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,1,2,2,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,20,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3888011111551018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898134833182457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900330534825607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3148676492352152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36969331094307467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543807069283345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28225402707922664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21889871715177167,0.0,0.3558352377868618,0.0,0.41708313323658536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Treemurphy,2018/04/03,"I underestimated the time left for my presentation It was a group project and we were gonna be the last of the day but one had ran long so we only had less than 10minutes, i messed up the order of some papers and i figured we didnt have time for me to organize them so i improvised on the pre-written presentation and fucked it up, now everyones talking by the door for 4 minutes before the bell, i failed three other people because i have no sense of time. 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They were inconsistently available. No drug abuse or anything. Technically, I had everything I needed, except for love (or at least, consistent love). And now I'm with a guy who has problems telling me that he loves me, or tells me that he just sometimes loves me. I feel like I'm losing control over this. I'm a smart, educated, funny, strong, loving woman and I feel like I don't deserve this and that the only thing I want is someone in my life who consistently loves me, who is not afraid to tell me and who can reassure me, even during hard times/fights that he's there for me. I don't think there is something too wrong with me. It's a basic desire that I'm not being granted and it causes me physical pain... Not sure why I'm posting this. Maybe someone has any tips, besides the obvious ""leave him"".",5.025356506238861,5.599849641711232,5.758088235294122,81.53556372549022,68.62566844919786,8.158467023172907,30.021836007130126,8.07648339933343,1.981442424242424,741,27,146,9,12,242,112,187,0.113,0.693,0.194,0.9607,1,0,2,0,2,0,31.0,0,0,1,3,7,17,0,1,6,0,12,9,0,4,3,32,30,10,0,4,9,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,0,2,16,8,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,5,0,0,2,4,25,12,14,26,1,10,0,1,0,6,24,6,0,4,4,95,41,0,0.0,0.13695447982216946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07860472252122107,0.0,0.0,0.1305830656178373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951201871593326,0.0,0.10806043992558632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23748420840112155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964328609567793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404695016334595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07634567629658685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10388425558439844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533634706411896,0.16515411113892012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445163058710905,0.0,0.0,0.10354535458314416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239243310096687,0.0,0.0,0.08164417711239394,0.11294223667296847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12931491734477465,0.0,0.0,0.6259434140260786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11612503951188648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08570803926288746,0.0891496334773603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791091021805776,0.12299521929676716,0.0,0.12834829539335665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11070264657002757,0.0,0.0,0.11060339838384158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958769642841421,0.08898632971301842,0.11432082391609576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894159553099847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030905631802017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679242875754287,0.07406498893429682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847758195802444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817759413504472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10430141065463487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12637880998063844,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zeldadaisy,2018/04/03,"Advice on propranolol Hi guys I'm on 40mg of propranolol 3 times daily and completely forgot to take them to my parents with me. However my dad is on 10mg tablets, but they're a different colour would I be safe to just take 4 of those? 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No known heart condition and my blood pressure is usually normal during my visits. I have also been struggling with anxiety for almost 20 years. I am currently on Prozac and so far has seemed to work fairly well. The last few weeks I have been having on and off pains in my chest but nothing sustained or heavy just aches and pains. My back has also been hurting and I’m not sure if it’s stress and anxiety. Work has been crazy and I always worry whether I am on medication or not. I keep having these intrusive thoughts that’s I am going to have a massive heart attack and I can’t seem to shake it. Anyone else dealing with this or feels maybe I am really about to have a heart attack? Don’t smoke and slightly overweight but by maybe 15-20 pounds. I could stand to exercise but my work schedule is crazy. Sorry for the wall of text but I am out of town in a hotel all week and worrying I’ll have a heart attack and no one will be able to help me....",3.1374775237605945,4.264030310043669,4.1430053942974565,89.35187259183151,73.410480349345,7.309632674030311,23.51425635756486,7.724431198458867,0.9106011302337532,867,23,189,11,17,281,128,229,0.267,0.7040000000000001,0.028,-0.9947,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,3,8,15,3,5,8,0,29,15,7,0,3,43,37,27,0,4,16,0,1,0,0,1,8,0,0,1,7,15,1,1,5,2,0,3,7,11,1,1,7,1,21,4,25,27,3,27,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,10,11,129,28,4,0.09447471801033602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946027832426092,0.0,0.0,0.15110279572018046,0.07861053359646465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681870206769727,0.0,0.0,0.06605891947943336,0.09680051310723854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224358916496388,0.0,0.0726452265736303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07543037485348278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973992858977095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09669887712015088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892150416660121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04776925607368605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053692159416004866,0.07924091114443366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042220740800448,0.0,0.5597649786014013,0.06332441204074198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10113713960265862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839734702186704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770095045510662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982510501310892,0.0,0.0,0.09517333915098343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256516476819504,0.09065103992815243,0.0,0.09913532419369796,0.0,0.06401851394872342,0.0,0.2010555218517652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060522923520834174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945856739761581,0.0,0.0,0.17201247010869872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10575671205348508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822047028408699,0.09876548792485418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780826073247592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07500237317180021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902746416839719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040505546007598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156384032149767,0.0,0.0849441174488051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20633615969995667,0.19188732410287987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18251586277006626 anxiety,Ultra_Lawwd_3000,2018/04/03,"I don’t know how, but today I am ok Today is a strange day for me. I went to the bank, made a mistake. Had the branch manager ask me not to send change through their tube system anymore! It didn’t ruin me. I didn’t feel crippling embarrassment, I kept on going. I went to Walmart, saw people I haven’t seen in years when I walked in. Didn’t want to see them, but it was ok. Just kept moving. Got what I needed, went to leave. A lady that works there pointed out I didn’t pay for something my one year old was hold. I apologized and paid for it and moved on. Normally this stuff would have made me tuck tail and run home. For some reason today I am functioning like I want to. I will always remember this day. I want more days like this! Thanks for reading! 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I had a normal range of mild side effects (nausea, headache ect) but they went away after a couple of days. Today however I've found that I am unable to get an erection at all. I knew some people expirienced this but I'm still freaking out and my anxiety is going through the roof. I don't want to just stop taking it because I hear bad things about doing that, but I'm not due to see my doctor until another week and a bit. If anyone had any advice that would be great. Will this go away in a couple of days like my other side effects? Thanks ",2.9545078299776293,4.507027979865775,4.457869127516781,85.21731823266222,74.5704697986577,6.577404921700225,24.497203579418343,7.1686216300943375,1.0891203579418334,575,18,112,6,12,192,94,149,0.11,0.805,0.085,-0.1982,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,0,0,8,0,10,1,0,2,1,22,30,9,0,4,6,0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,9,6,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,3,0,0,6,3,11,3,18,21,4,28,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,2,18,70,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14031988801601855,0.1272887714833278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764988311723176,0.15057243139689774,0.10985018585561324,0.0,0.0,0.10040533191603122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2698254507992451,0.0,0.11989626786225482,0.08753450104246363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567691256230047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31777144092718834,0.0,0.2778217085289694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14697610753653145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744508468924426,0.0,0.0,0.15004547335058194,0.0,0.16321729540643928,0.0,0.0,0.1583145765190697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16184259622257488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23409904146392324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07015352167381947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406931291891071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09955105872837408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114427044413085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032753075526764,0.0,0.11467557412341416,0.12005229116154305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32389789903904986,0.0,0.0,0.13220346948331368,0.0,0.0,0.09539848818164774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27222354065444804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469636282608636,0.0,0.2303673419709236,0.0,0.0,0.1331144930463546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10200614310995418,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,biogirl52,2018/04/03,"If you felt awkward today, I want to congratulate you... For trying your best. For making the phone call. For answering the phone. For not staying at home. For putting in the effort. For trying something new. For reaching out. For asking for what you want. For taking a risk, any risk at all. It may seem like a failure today, but these little experiences will pay dividends in your future. Don’t give up!",1.4770000000000003,4.1606054000000015,2.5808333333333344,87.69125000000004,95.0,4.633333333333333,19.583333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.4897333333333336,315,10,56,4,12,100,53,75,0.099,0.767,0.134,0.3995,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,2,0,5,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,12,11,2,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,2,1,2,3,0,0,1,1,6,2,17,8,2,13,0,0,0,0,10,7,0,3,5,39,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14885763662974447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20463938023762615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22971915948664876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22351856691505084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21412351405401406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101756881291269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099861887894625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21957179001756374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069421396550092,0.21939255134728544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14611561445724774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21141232854411784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200521965539136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19927583562691267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851779776792672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333153438007015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458349025845495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4149779969337361,0.0,0.0,0.29723372855962393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582225395250216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Amethyst0917,2018/04/03,"Is this related to my OCD? Hey, so I made a terrible mistake, I thought my mother had lied to my dad about something, and it really upset me, I didn’t talk to her for a while at first, which upset me enough as it is, but before I found out she never did lie, she didn’t, and I felt so much guilt, and sadness, but this is where the memory comes in, I feel when I found out she lied, I just said “Oh, I thought you lied”, and then drank a drink she made me, and then talked about some figures, which is so freaking rude and disrespectful and you don’t really appear sorry, not at all, and really I wanted to cry, I cry all the time when no ones around but when I really want to do it around people I can’t, and I have depression too and this thing just adds to it, I later on told my mum how sorry I was, and I gave her a hug, and she has forgiven me, but really I wanted to cry so badly, be in so much distraught and hug her and tell her this “I am so so sorry mum, I’m sorry for thinking you lied to dad like that, I’m sorry I didn’t talk to you for a while, I’m sorry about all of that, I am so so sorry, you mean the absolute world to me and I promise never to make a crappy mistake like that ever again; I am so sorry and I’ll do absolutely anything to fix my mistake, I’m so so sorry, you’re the best mum ever and you do everything for me I can’t express how much I appreciate everything you’ve ever done for me mum, all the things you buy me; and the food you give me, I am so sorry”. But I haven’t used my consoles she bought me, because I feel I don’t deserve them, but she wants me to use them and she said it’s okay, but I can’t use them, and she really wants me to but I feel even more guilty using them. 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I know I've got anxiety; it may not be all-consuming, but it's there and prevents me from doing things here and there or from acting like a normal human being. As I'm preparing to move from one apartment to another, I've noticed that I keep everything. I keep receipts in case I'll need to reference them in the future. I keep the box that every single thing came in (a set of dishes, a bedframe, a TV, etc.). My hamster died in August and I've still got her cage and the leftover bag of bedding and food and toys in the downstairs closet. I have clothes I haven't worn in years but keep them around because I might want to wear them again someday. I've got little bits and bobs all over and I find it hard to throw any of this away because I'm afraid that one day I might need it. Is hoarding a symptom of anxiety? What can I do to get myself to throw things away? 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I’m 20 years old and sometimes when I’m alone, I still think about high school and how I could’ve been more proactive or how I could’ve gotten better grades so I could have been in a better college. Then, sometimes I think about my childhood and how I grew up with no friends or how I was in special education classes for my ADHD condition. I think my anxiety keeps threading on what ‘should have been’ a lot... Do you guys feel the same?",3.0265909090909098,4.6149994747474725,3.4200883838383858,92.58346590909092,74.45454545454545,6.162121212121212,24.49621212121212,6.6274283507984215,0.6110696969696976,384,12,83,3,8,119,63,99,0.061,0.784,0.155,0.8794,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,11,4,0,0,5,0,10,0,0,4,0,20,19,12,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,1,13,4,9,12,3,14,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,3,8,58,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625293432623293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774573923755305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312882224531628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3035664815283418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4110719123923962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677582687308072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13259257243742073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16992999536263048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132511314251606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15254303526073024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14590451134199256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008548669816585,0.0,0.1162936151761943,0.13052413922848696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16382995075275664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17368779826233655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394715650316354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27411063837885397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4398666287784951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105171415752949 anxiety,FoxxFiire,2018/04/03,"Sleeping panic away I haven't thought about my coping mechanisms much until now that I'm doing CBT. Basically, as far as I understood, doing anything that qualifies as escaping the situation = bad because the brain gets confirmation that the anxiety-creating situation is dangerous and must be avoided. While remaining in the situation = good because your brain realized nothing happens and will start to get used to it. One of my strategies for coping with anxiety is sleeping/napping, because I feel well when I wake up. In a way, it is an escape, but it is also like telling your brain ""hey, this is such a safe situation that I'm willing to sleep through it"". Yes, in a practical sense it could be a wholly inapplicable strategy if you have a job or are otherwise very busy, but it seems viable for some people if the whole point with a strategy is to rewire your brain until it no longer needs the extra help. If I keep sleeping when I get anxiety attacks - will it make me feel better or worse in the long run?",8.094345549738222,7.585617518324611,8.663188481675395,66.97101308900527,62.29842931937173,12.24732984293194,39.51884816753928,11.602472056035307,4.798781780104712,810,39,140,22,10,272,116,191,0.112,0.769,0.12,0.3919,1,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,4,0,1,7,10,2,2,14,1,18,8,8,2,1,26,34,18,0,6,7,0,2,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,4,0,3,6,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,2,2,13,5,22,25,4,18,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,7,9,102,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881966000941601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687387474031197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907569336372636,0.0,0.0,0.12546756335110898,0.10361841500475752,0.0,0.09208516990575487,0.20169008288993664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754002851424598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4924677681776195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08805532120299099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152900129070847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728614637482083,0.0,0.0,0.09250363526356788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09752656924459166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739231569917172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10944298633921284,0.09802829307155976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053880734388184096,0.0,0.0,0.0976006639493942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361753409773407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107375064551411,0.08177652992347663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582350218679927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07473343224984277,0.0,0.0,0.1293982167584309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07645922863780881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10425701190005156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10040128619115568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4958695440125304,0.3311004170253711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806181780044255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639583685339548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08755568394639265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952526939477319,0.0,0.09099845523283696,0.0,0.08754081226528493,0.0,0.0,0.09916139964554037,0.0,0.0,0.12313167288884345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239203569890786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,X8X6X4X2X0,2018/04/03,"I think my medication is causing a relapse? 4 years ago I had a major stressor that really kicked off my anxiety, well over the years I've learned to cope with it and eventually I was not even troubled by the thoughts that stemmed from it. However recently I've been at a point in my life where depression has hit at a stressful time and I have opted for medication, Amitryptilan 10 mg at bed time.. I was very anxious whilst taking my first pill, as I was aware of possible side effects.. well, I think the real anxiety is coming back when I thought I had it all under control, the anxiety of good ol' has returned.. Hello cold sweats & intrusive thoughts. I honestly wish I had never taken that pill, when I knew that whole business about how antidepressants are supposed to make you worse then better. I only took 1 prescribed pill on Saturday night and that was it.. and now I feel like the withdrawals and side effects have hit me 4 days later. I also have a dry mouth, flu like symptoms and migraines. This fucking sucks. I'd rather be depressed and unmotivated than anxious and in a state of panic... panicking over shit that happened 4 years ago. 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THANKS. And here we go.. So back in 2014 I was coming home with my best friend and I started to feel a weird feeling in my stomach. I started to tell my friend “I feel weird” he didn’t think much of it because, that universally could be anything. I then started to experience major nervousness and trembling fear, a feeling I know more than well enough now where it felt like everything was closing in on me. Eventually had him stop on the side of the highway because I felt like I was going to “die”. That was my first official panic attack. I had no idea what was going on with me, I had no idea why I felt that way. During that time period I was diagnosed with Hypothyroidism as well, that’s been under control but I know it plays a part in anxiety. Still to this day it’s like that panic attack changed my whole perception of life and life in general. I used to be outgoing, always hanging with friends, always up to do something at least generally speaking. Fast forward since then I’ve been taking Klonopin for about close to 3 years now. Went 8 or so months without it with the occasional nerves getting to me, but have been back on it since last year sometime. To get to the point I’m getting at it seems lately my anxiety has just been getting worse, or as bad as it was before I knew what was going on. Can’t leave my house without worrying about my next attack or have to take a pill to make sure that it doesn’t happen. Can’t drive, can’t practically do anything without my significant other being there with me (she’s my safe space❤️) How do you deal with this? (I must note I have never gone to see a therapist (dumb I know, working on it though) and I also have OCD (light switches, door knobs, saying certain things multiple times or doing something until it feels right. I know, I’m a fucking mess. Help I can’t say I necessarily have things that “trigger” my anxiety. Honestly overall everyday life just scares me and I just want to be normal again. Thanks for reading ",3.35761454330476,5.309231376884418,4.33308306237068,84.84599172332251,74.42713567839195,7.194915755246823,26.78125923736329,8.027739517013583,1.6895350872007089,1600,60,312,25,34,518,212,398,0.139,0.7240000000000001,0.13699999999999998,-0.0158,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,1,1,0,4,21,32,5,6,10,1,37,7,1,5,4,63,78,23,1,4,12,0,8,3,3,1,5,3,2,0,28,17,0,3,18,3,0,10,12,15,2,1,22,13,43,17,53,50,8,60,0,0,1,1,15,22,2,5,31,215,71,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06248096874450695,0.13002174497751526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793089596065904,0.0,0.0,0.05463069380838916,0.0,0.12858956304173072,0.0,0.0,0.2666543232671334,0.0,0.12015513304969044,0.0652357417017377,0.09525531030802603,0.0,0.06648333935294297,0.0,0.08199318688413504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265175704907197,0.06730254651252879,0.0,0.0,0.0876300499830423,0.06238088277776933,0.0,0.0,0.05038773805579255,0.08054916136934619,0.0,0.07930085871229953,0.08108717066399751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08072973877161971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07021869611198837,0.0764266652522681,0.0,0.08791858490057021,0.1975257559903447,0.0,0.2250527276059631,0.0,0.0,0.06645780180843115,0.0,0.0,0.18109039616098965,0.07223043003065542,0.1632799405275741,0.0,0.17761355735648748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909058306357327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05236925750611325,0.0,0.07837130718058595,0.0,0.0,0.09015215911816407,0.0,0.17639975082813916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175401734019524,0.0636868222583458,0.08813465807855131,0.08272896617468144,0.0,0.0,0.16555774394448855,0.1145119135310792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521527455944729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062363055745660034,0.0,0.05743494051555545,0.0,0.060259093030282485,0.0,0.08309272115980039,0.0,0.07655134558095153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333872118079067,0.0,0.08460776665285659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385861920945111,0.0,0.07482746499519649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15630337680986986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06672305867696995,0.0,0.12426509089898365,0.07822230569878433,0.0,0.06225992890455344,0.0711271139445348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292607886864826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12029742156958878,0.07727310696580708,0.0,0.16590360602069745,0.0,0.06239515429794821,0.06532063421618621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363711418552234,0.0,0.1174888930027539,0.0,0.06828954022158952,0.14386421764512827,0.0,0.09071558485338993,0.10381292503456592,0.05006289857166989,0.07676286393889126,0.0,0.0911170983954312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747970541976027,0.0,0.0,0.04608341983377662,0.0620163900782632,0.0,0.0,0.14049748641784246,0.07242779812884859,0.07050066458684269,0.08722996347946631,0.0,0.225945172346066,0.0,0.0568799674139221,0.07934536116685421,0.07962170040724681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062701895762212 anxiety,xcupcakekitten,2018/04/03,Does anyone else forget when they have anxiety/depression attacks? I swore I was doing great until my girlfriend told me I've had like 4 panic attacks in the past few weeks and I only remember the one that happened yesterday. ,6.092142857142857,7.705169642857142,6.727142857142859,71.76785714285714,66.85714285714286,9.40952380952381,33.04761904761905,9.725611199111238,3.5991333333333344,183,8,28,4,3,60,37,42,0.231,0.63,0.139,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,5,2,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,6,2,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800007172383305,0.2461816401641726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5466761425542472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20694136724309256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102590190679829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007120077807171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648948985336244,0.0,0.0,0.2124670601993954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738217929240638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16281094241008914,0.18273366154159895,0.0,0.28190121853622546,0.0,0.0,0.229361763641474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721753478465828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295851400123552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272746394738333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Science202,2018/04/03,"Why am i like this? Somehow I'm in a good mood here, just because of how ridiculous it is. I got into work at 9am and it's now 8:30pm. I've done maybe two hours of work and I'm so far behind. I have a big list of things that I could just work through and get going with but somehow I've wasted my whole day because I can't face up to it. I am a 31 year old man, sometimes I have no idea how I have made it this far in life, how I'm stably employed. Actually I do know, it's because I spend my whole life at work, and it's only when I start to get tired that the anxiety tones it down a bit and I get a few solid hours of work in. Then I go home and sleep and repeat. I'm at my desk weekdays and weekends, all hours, people who don't really know me think I'm the hardest working bastard there is, when in fact I'm wasting my whole life getting less done than most people. I do have hope though. Sometimes when things fall into place I have weeks where I get so much done. IN THESE WEEKS I REALLY ENJOY MY WORK. I think it's getting better too, as I exercise more, sleep more, eat better, but damn it's taking years and years and I'm improving so slowly. I pray that one day I'll get time for a social life... Good luck everyone, keep fighting",1.1461751965345748,2.517090907749079,2.9823391625220594,94.66679608535216,79.03690036900369,5.746253810364191,20.63869725653778,6.280692351149826,-0.019707973688432023,960,24,229,7,23,321,136,271,0.108,0.75,0.141,0.8795,1,0,0,0,2,0,30.0,0,0,0,9,19,13,4,0,8,0,17,10,3,4,2,35,43,24,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,1,1,18,13,1,1,5,2,1,3,3,4,0,2,5,0,26,8,24,37,11,40,1,0,0,0,4,17,2,5,21,138,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.08436882080039246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06613878854470233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810876812961785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15292704064315413,0.09438782437333457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0690282742868434,0.0,0.0,0.11151424758126006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542425782036305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08846631946517178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261264430160785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3161887269333996,0.0,0.09827014950992992,0.14503078792441654,0.06914695471379556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867226600103173,0.08587055605292787,0.2554259494744429,0.0,0.0,0.0975985738104606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768462803788495,0.0,0.0,0.09502817923451493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442664023639797,0.042238152803396885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180698667395016,0.0,0.0,0.08685691567107948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355528570636344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09072128255029828,0.0,0.05858498713379458,0.0657538679639898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987574479466813,0.0,0.09032837169316774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077216502112848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303735947411214,0.08813125110212508,0.0,0.0,0.1710148681811604,0.0,0.06119417312710355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500433442681157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487537118277663,0.1107953379406544,0.08494281887440301,0.0,0.050413330015446386,0.09936873203592007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08445518592200725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869996486165698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.078013311062658,0.28957592023230017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4405882174261098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702495594730946 anxiety,Polka-Pirate,2018/04/03,"Just when I think I might feel ok today.. Something happens to send me right back down that hole of dread, where every little sensation means I'm getting a life threatening condition and I haven't got long to live. I just can't look forward to the future because I never feel like I HAVE a future, I'm trapped living my lif in the moment in constant fear of what tomorrow will bring. I just don't know wheat to do, I can't keep going on like this, the fact that I have nobody close enough for comfort adds to it even more, i can never find solace. Sorry for rambling, I always end up going on a tangent.",7.009024390243901,5.462655715447159,7.2749186991869905,79.41774390243903,65.01626016260164,9.500813008130079,31.882113821138212,7.793537801064563,2.132518699186992,475,14,95,4,6,155,83,123,0.147,0.802,0.051,-0.9062,0,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,6,1,10,1,0,0,3,17,25,2,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,6,0,0,5,6,2,0,0,1,3,13,4,15,22,2,27,0,0,1,0,1,11,0,1,15,61,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404831019972726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235845866650315,0.0,0.11285742698684473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006667025756805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16397589307828794,0.19129538436488505,0.0,0.1222808417172018,0.0,0.15598539622938573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20832991345295696,0.18722104636573386,0.13226147637142815,0.0,0.0,0.16921130945519788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967261242807289,0.0,0.21043455757389504,0.0,0.14807048626001526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1637155011801743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455773287582753,0.0,0.0,0.10174612002725854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13076730972724598,0.18089658033995876,0.1855553031705392,0.32695765429432605,0.16383988217527648,0.15546794258680974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20166780690619387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964004564384393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855771996319066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15810546831719496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425270405145236,0.0,0.20724503496884014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862792535202088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548765342596764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,saigebrean,2018/04/03,Prozac Today I am back on Prozac as well as Ativan. I’ve been fighting medication on and off for years and I think it’s time. The doctor also wanted me to see a psychiatrist as well- I’ve never done this before... but my anxieties are constantly getting in the way of my life. Anyone else taken Prozac? What are your personal experiences with it? ,1.2520895522388074,3.91690085074627,3.4021044776119425,82.60464925373138,92.73134328358208,6.2620895522388045,18.64029850746269,7.554174236665415,1.086434029850746,275,8,50,6,10,93,53,67,0.063,0.889,0.048,-0.2287,0,0,0,0,2,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,3,1,0,3,0,5,6,0,0,1,7,10,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,1,6,2,11,7,0,11,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,6,37,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322010006580405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526939899707727,0.0,0.0,0.1601998398451104,0.23475144339186735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17617232849578482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949567097585363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475877547694154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345049654145973,0.0,0.23446024726210174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913929629406221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22411466301804647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11970111716950114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618279774983202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23080537510545884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17670463945637208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000510147870366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1825719196292872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14680517076156832,0.0,0.0,0.1335965512473294,0.0,0.21717057641611387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13513568952244065,0.18185776283851676,0.0,0.0,0.411996869410482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14754006582492352 anxiety,tiasaveme,2018/04/03,"How do I NOT have panic attacks during a test? I’m a high school good student. Got a full ride to college. The pressure of maintaining it and my newly developed anxiety has started to give me panic attacks during tests the past few weeks. My grades are going down, but especially in math. It started weeks ago. I have a fear of fainting so I was like “what if I fainted from so much fear during this test” and next thing you know, worst panic attack of my life during the quiz and I failed it. We have the test the next week and same thing happens, but less intense. I got a D on it. Now I have a D in the class. I am TERIFFIED. Of the panic attacks and bad grades. I have no clue what to do. Math is already the hardest for me. I’m okay with a C in the class. If I study a lot and concentrate on the test I can get a good grade, even a B. But I can’t even focus on lessons anymore in that class. I feel like I’m gonna faint or collapse all the time. What in the hell do I do?",-0.08821118012422248,1.9021536571428608,2.018488612836439,96.85332298136649,86.23809523809523,4.604554865424432,20.082815734989648,5.7926816847441245,-0.20772463768115967,748,23,176,5,23,250,112,210,0.191,0.6629999999999999,0.146,-0.9558,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,1,0,2,6,20,5,7,22,1,16,4,0,1,1,22,30,15,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,15,0,0,3,1,21,5,19,26,8,24,1,1,0,0,3,11,1,4,13,117,32,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09744930498167367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131421427929065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409873187549227,0.0,0.10902436918946357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500260343601018,0.0,0.0,0.09178977718866307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14521991631876466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741122299682344,0.055585618124099664,0.0785364259074818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057435651720370365,0.10545811166797188,0.06247767109775786,0.18441380036925176,0.1758475270695925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721372149389212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11615064769351975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06041650854141495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764919471088831,0.10741578930276532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09346142517202884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081368058740909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23383078546509806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5159325219043516,0.0,0.0,0.10494384678295468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125844575525327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15562281896591998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460697005913304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641030357103408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26454576987353223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BuzzTheToy,2018/04/03,"I was doing so good for so long then CRASH!!! Thanks to a coworker So I was so excited to get out of my previous job I just couldn't do it anymore, I was depressed unhappy and oftentimes would cry on my way into work then I got a new job. I was super nervous to start it as most people are with a new job but I convinced myself it was a good thing. I work in IT and came across some really weird error someone was getting I couldn't find it on google so I asked my coworkers if they had seen it. Of course one smart ass says ""Did you try google?"" That already annoyed me cause I work in IT, OF COURSE I TRIED GOOGLE! I finally figured it out after about another hour and no help, on my way back to my desk my coworker says ""Congrats, you learned how to google, good for you."" Now I feel about 2 inches tall and wanna just go hide in the corner, I don't feel like I can ask my co-workers for anything and I would like to get some work done but my boss is out sick so I am just wanting to go home because of how stupid and anxious ridden I feel now. Edit: Update: Thanks to two of my AMAZING co-workers they were extremely helpful in answer my questions and helping me get like 6 tickets out of the way of my to do list. They also vented a little about said co-worker being an ass and that they are planning to talk to him about it, cause it was inappropriate how he handled it today! 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Male, Late Twenties, United States GAD w/ panic and ADHD Long story short, I was on Lexapro for several years and it seemed to stop working, and the side effects of weight gain and low energy started to become intolerable. I had been prescribed trazadone for sleep in the past, and I asked my doctor to prescribe something that could help with anxiety attacks during the day. My Doctor prescribed Trazadone as needed twice a day for anxiety, and so far it has not made me too sleepy when I take it during the day, but it seems to exacerbate my ADHD to some extent. I did not want to ask for a stronger medication as I am afraid of dependence and it could also jeopardize being able to take my ADHD meds, and ADHD is a larger problem than my anxiety right now. Has anyone else taken trazadone for anxiety during the day? What might I expect from this medication?",10.56026132404181,8.248365792682923,9.808118466898957,66.47207317073172,58.75609756097561,12.542160278745644,40.50174216027874,10.914260884657429,4.397805923344948,706,28,120,13,7,226,102,164,0.123,0.813,0.064,-0.7116,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,3,5,5,1,2,8,0,12,6,1,3,0,26,23,14,0,6,3,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,8,9,1,1,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,6,1,13,0,22,13,2,20,0,1,0,0,4,7,0,5,12,81,21,3,0.10675540885487582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.51319702289411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853722618915773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083379778578819,0.0,0.0,0.07464586405822017,0.10938353214237087,0.0,0.0,0.19960379271684384,0.1214496892836371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11790296173370643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17047101440787793,0.0,0.0,0.2753936282270915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21853736915392968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08918044554338365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0715559002479841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042475112660928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447517743976204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010145490962828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11858119295357646,0.21508968636530693,0.0,0.11325061837765266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915778297301652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525447055339864,0.0,0.0,0.10191011737827887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10215050864122713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116853586041994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19437222953745364,0.0,0.12060322528698697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10683250633441788,0.0,0.0,0.08218552933386868,0.0,0.0,0.07556202785455499,0.0,0.0,0.08925230199345209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16053356316861572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629671060798744,0.0,0.0,0.12999932791064572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771920909713256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06874698318897379 anxiety,H2OFRNZ4,2018/04/03,"Taking Paxil now for two months, what would be something to try next? Male, 35, daily weed smoker, first time ever taking medication. I've been taking Paxil since February 1st and feel no effects from it. I have anxiety and no motivation, what would be a good medicine to try next?",5.1780769230769215,7.025692192307695,5.818461538461538,76.50153846153847,69.38461538461539,8.276923076923078,26.461538461538463,8.841846274778883,2.143407692307692,222,7,38,4,4,72,40,52,0.116,0.789,0.095,0.1431,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,8,10,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,4,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,23,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16780257952209773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984151413631916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091023488158384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657947596077404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18398084436783005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2209726143404371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508352584213266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4665636222768789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18144905157200536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886677910733053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4947729722731576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790507665820106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29784926606416434,0.0,0.21427362616647627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31164069150413565,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sklumpet,2018/04/03,"I’m 16 and I’ve had severe anxiety and depression since I was 9. Hello, I’m a 16 year old female that’s been diagnosed with anxiety and depression from a very young age due to bullying and stress. I’m currently in a very bad situation so I decided to go to reddit and see if anyone had any answers, though I doubt they would. I’m homeschooled as of this year because i’ve also been diagnosed by a neurologist with severe migraines and my depression and fear of being alone day after day doesn’t help either. Plus, my family is pretty much falling apart as my parents keep telling me they’re only as happy as I am, which doesn’t help when you’re a kid who’s almost never happy. Every day is a battle for me to sit down as my tutor comes through the door. I can’t physically go to school and It’s hard for me to just get through a day of tutoring at my own home. I don’t even know why it’s hard for me to do this. I’ve had to drop out of school and switch schools just to get home tutoring. Now my therapist has been talking about me going to a psychiatric hospital because it seems like i’m not functioning whatsoever. The other problem is I have a severe fear of the psych ward as I was there when I was about 12 and had a traumatic experience around violent children who weren’t like me. I don’t know what to do with myself as I’m not suicidal and I want to get better; I just don’t know how to help myself. 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Do you ever wake up feeling rested? Hello First post here. Sorry for the next part being vague - I don't want to mention my job... I'm having a really hard time at work at the moment and it's driving my anxiety throught the roof. Everything is so hard and it just drains me. We don't have enough resources and really difficult clients. They make EVEN the easiest tasks really hard and the lack of resources make things just almost-impossible. It seems like my coworkes manage - sure they complain about stuff but then again seem to enjoy the work and do well. We don't have the same clients but none of them are easy. For me every day is a battle for survival. I just hold my breath and try to do my best. Which usually isn't quite enough but not bad enough that most would complain. I used to love my work. Even now some parts of it are lovely and encouraging. But I dread going to work. I can't reload in the evening since my anxiety just starts to remind my that I have to go to work and everything will fail. Usually it won't but it will be hard anyway. My minds just constantly tells me what minor or major things can go wrong. I can't really sleep. Even if i fall asleep i wake often and with a impending sense of doom. Some times I have a really bad day and just cry the while evening till i have to go to sleep and work again in the morning. I remember having a rough day at work and after a good night sleep waking up rested and the minor anxiety gone. Now even weekends can't do it. Same problems? Advice? Tl;dr: stressed. Can't reload with sleep. Anxiety is always there. Advice? 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So, I've always been a a relatively relaxed guy, despite tons of problems throughout my childhood. I'm now 19, and a freshman in College and I had a panic attack last semester that nearly crippled me. Since then, things have seemed normal until these past few weeks. Out of nowhere, little things start to eat away at me, giving me that sinking feeling in my stomach, and I can't stop worrying about different things and thinking of extreme solutions. It has been an ongoing feeling for weeks now, and it doesn't ever go away, only shrinks and grows. I don't know much about this, and I've always been one to think you can help yourself be happy, but right now I'm thinking I need some sort of medical help because this has been utter torture. I'm not too educated on this, but any help or suggestions would be great. I don't want to continue fighting my mind.",6.951864406779662,6.91070918644068,7.179666666666666,75.11356779661018,64.48022598870057,9.79186440677966,36.344067796610176,9.3871,3.3942705084745763,734,33,131,12,10,238,115,177,0.085,0.755,0.16,0.8632,1,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,1,0,0,8,8,3,1,5,0,18,3,1,0,2,31,33,13,0,6,4,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,8,1,1,7,1,0,2,6,5,0,1,5,3,13,3,19,24,4,27,0,0,0,0,8,10,0,4,15,92,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382432932235619,0.0,0.0,0.09735457408534116,0.0,0.10951798113603277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286661419197787,0.2690094550180795,0.0,0.0,0.08726978256114352,0.0,0.12181969804115345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495730587876528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648972138055566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12949756654995695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477328115155325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373333369805581,0.08136184996032622,0.0,0.0,0.15783580764773486,0.0,0.14175216694102152,0.0,0.15239783598576676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28787394848654163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867769103272124,0.11669554405992487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434852042360279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442199200860849,0.0,0.0,0.1445520739043402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524000717642737,0.10615226910667408,0.11041479848376236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402676504230484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09700978286648043,0.10888059835620073,0.0,0.16796890672810708,0.0,0.0,0.13666363304186352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13698600283390372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12225894396279055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303286451551924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11842448348415888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013302850813415,0.0,0.0,0.119689233626322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2853299631959576,0.27519588725934324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444022733352463,0.0,0.2296706738893553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14538722080428368,0.0,0.10169766004364543,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tlynni,2018/04/03,"Going Back To College (rant) Hi all, please excuse this small rant. Recently I have decided to go back to school. I have severe anxiety, PTSD, and BiPolar II. So there are a few things going on with me. I'm going back in the summer. I found a school that is state accredited where I live, where I can take all of my classes online. They also have a campus about 45 minutes from where I live. My anxiety has been tearing me apart through the whole enrollment process and I keep second guessing myself. I've never finished college and I feel like I have the time now to do it. The only field that I'm qualified for is healthcare IT related stuff (big pharma, clinical trials, health providers - it's what i've done for the past 5+ years), but I can no longer do this due to how bad my anxiety can get. So I thought going back to school would give me the opportunity to have a better quality of life in a field that was more accommodating to my disabilities. Every step of the way so far though, I've gotten really anxious for one reason, or another related to this whole journey. I have a real big problem with catastrophizing. How do I keep myself from self-destructing and ruining this opportunity for myself? It's a big change for me and it's going to require some real-life changes that I haven't had to consider for quite a while. Does it get easier once all the registration stuff gets out of the way?",4.128891774891777,5.6730204727272735,5.479324675324676,79.10260606060609,71.54545454545455,8.729004329004331,27.640692640692638,9.23628265651192,2.3570329004329005,1110,40,213,24,21,372,149,275,0.094,0.8340000000000001,0.073,-0.5646,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,1,5,17,7,0,0,17,0,22,4,0,3,4,29,42,15,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,0,18,8,0,3,5,0,0,8,3,3,0,2,7,1,26,4,31,34,8,38,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,3,15,150,44,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08133680557160478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665095793482524,0.2334217647041553,0.11490243867421647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128323677328444,0.08492292846500006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08995351664624238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518968186109969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900640094022579,0.10408381798164512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08569438249626575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051427224427544986,0.07266106840557411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11151888130155772,0.0,0.0,0.15941656767608214,0.0975687265786205,0.3468220725096177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11204414381655546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10811211692128014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808076094898288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07184021151117988,0.04968997458301337,0.0,0.1796221631285088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844440046644173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831697201630232,0.06892078200423342,0.07735442511119249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709293416055402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11164615214451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09732196238333164,0.11889260478390022,0.0,0.0,0.1081802472866619,0.0,0.23153465914460866,0.06515751399008353,0.10457399091533133,0.10042555863370864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30880540249859423,0.0,0.0,0.10610487113164717,0.11490243867421647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2328653864829853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07647265590634915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06757106899129517,0.0,0.09992876654727066,0.08074573888600682,0.059307448854892524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16146404780229848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22710936536723586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225129312840217,0.0,0.0,0.0654973861694955 anxiety,tiny_green_leaf,2018/04/03,panic attacks all day Need some support I've been having horrible panic attack s all day please help me.,8.587500000000002,7.709198750000002,8.730000000000004,68.09500000000004,61.5,10.0,35.0,8.841846274778883,3.2564999999999986,85,3,13,1,1,28,17,20,0.476,0.29600000000000004,0.228,-0.8555,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,3,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5717101008996294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3240957632528874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842048420230293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18631296777056264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.589620660378759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27581818578213474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28513737138231976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,petepeterson695969,2018/04/03,"How do you know if your anxiety is caused by a chemical imbalance? Being prescribed anti-anxiety and anti-depressant medication, I am wondering how much of it is caused by imbalances. Ideally I’d like to take nothing - or perhaps something strictly as needed. This is something my psychiatrist has never brought up and I’m curious to hear some unbiased answers.",8.425,9.759943206349213,9.469960317460325,55.220178571428605,61.38095238095239,13.919047619047621,47.49603174603176,13.023866798666859,7.53728888888889,294,20,39,12,4,101,51,63,0.045,0.833,0.122,0.7003,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,4,1,15,14,7,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,4,2,7,12,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,4,2,30,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3727536920988834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5005517537072948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098387957591602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745895458025341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338930809080308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11902567125387804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454323350771065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909662333347925,0.18064910357066666,0.18790304281657036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337702617687821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.375117686297634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18317999311136016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642071403965941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Aleonasnail,2018/04/03,"I can’t live this way I am a 24 male and I depend on my mum and dad for everything and I am getting worse. Today I went with them to a big shopping center because I wanted a leather jacket. But I couldn’t go into the shops. I didn’t want to have to try the jacket on in case something went wrong. It sounds so daft yet I just couldn’t and told them I wanted to leave. I need loads of new clothes but I can’t go and buy them some stuff I need to see rather than buy online. It’s not just that I can’t do anything. I can’t drive anywhere unless I no the route, I can’t catch a bus frightened I won’t have the correct change in my hand or catch a train scared I will get on the wrong one. I can’t use the phone to ring for appointments I can’t even go into a shop to buy a newspaper. I just scared of everything and scared of life I didn’t always used to be like this. I feel like a recluse apart from my job. I’m seeing a doctor soon but I don’t want meds or at least not forever. I have tried on my own but it’s getting worse. I feel so bad for my mum and dad today because we had to leave and I just look so depressed. I can’t live like this I want to be alive again. 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With the help of a psychiatrist and medication I have managed to mostly get a grip on my mind and my mental disorder. I have been using SSRI's for the past 5,5 years now. I use the antidespressant Venlafaxine (previously known as Effexor) in a dosis of 150mg a day. I started using Venlafaxine, because my OCD was taking over my life, I was failing in college and I was just feeling pretty depressed. Fast forward to now, three years later, and my life could not be better! I've had a girlfriend for 2+ years (I broke it up, but that's a different story). I've joined a very fun fraternity and I have gained a lot of new friends and do a lot of fun things. I currently have a new amazing girlfriend, so I am feeling very stable and happy. I do need to finish my thesis, but there's always *something* to do. *The side effects of Venlafaxine are not huge*: I feel nauseous when I don't take in my medicine and get 'brainzaps', but as long as I invariably take in my medicine there is no problem. I do have a bit of a foggy memory and I 'feel' less, meaning that the frames of my emotions are sort of restricted in the highs and lows, if that makes sense. I don't have any weight gain nor any sexual problems. Osteoporosis is apparently a side-effect of the medicine, but I'm not sure in what degree this is true and whether I'm affected by it so far. *The pro's*: A benefit of Venlafaxine obviously is the decreased amount of depressing thoughts/feelings and the massively lowered amount of my OCD. I also became more of an extrovert. I identify as someone in the balance of introversion and extroversion, but because of the Venlafaxine I definitely got the idea that I became more of an extrovert. The main reason why I want to quit is the fact that I don't like my brain being fuzzy at times. I have more trouble concentrating and recalling memories and like I said earlier, I think I'm ready to feel all my emotions again, instead of the slightly walled amount of emotions I experience now. **The problem: my main fear is that if I decrease and ultimately quit the use of Venlafaxine, I will become less outgoing and less extroverted than I was before. To be frank, I like myself better now than how I was before and fear of losing my friends and contacts when I lower my medication, because they will like me less. It could be that I have just developed myself in the last few years, but I have this anxiety that it might be the medication that 'changed' me.** Has anyone experienced this or something similar? Has anyone succesfully lowered Venlafaxine/Effexor?",4.78191860465116,6.575913470930235,5.928984496124034,75.53103488372093,70.2984496124031,9.423565891472867,32.086046511627906,9.827888789773867,3.3866474418604637,2165,99,386,55,40,721,235,516,0.147,0.725,0.129,-0.1894,7,0,2,0,0,0,69.0,0,0,1,9,17,29,0,3,39,0,45,7,1,9,5,72,70,40,0,9,15,0,7,4,4,3,5,1,0,0,18,20,1,1,11,0,0,1,8,14,0,1,9,9,56,15,54,51,19,46,0,7,0,0,9,20,0,8,31,279,74,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06344225735729046,0.06601108443627257,0.0,0.0,0.1078977867246714,0.0,0.060689227404835,0.0,0.0,0.11094240713109513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14508126312642142,0.08761663186335866,0.1350124112975537,0.0,0.0,0.14032648843678025,0.08661066015397652,0.0,0.0,0.08856142656162251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08392337934421777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12668126307533106,0.0,0.0,0.05116296865464927,0.0,0.13665811675776607,0.0,0.0,0.08288568949354029,0.09092204096548333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26771551584423586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580570595341843,0.0,0.07760251262621717,0.0,0.2678137168083428,0.2406776994282987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225843511396072,0.0,0.08289602591304368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634495331909659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844510356035219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053174974381381454,0.0838192552240507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955685718929092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06466666329236781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120699332919359,0.15503161863407602,0.0,0.0,0.1404137219328002,0.0,0.08875289501987707,0.0,0.13489149144942508,0.0,0.0,0.052955131368457406,0.0,0.0,0.08641646644810938,0.0,0.2397577667782215,0.07994860888158849,0.08415935946633478,0.08010331814028182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882412305749296,0.0,0.15323985287336847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573195029359196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614195643247002,0.0,0.227731773112394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687599861121597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156713308206834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546347648085247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896232650658068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06721826068052293,0.12214823380611048,0.0,0.0,0.05615202773560788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477004347210618,0.0,0.17894474276599254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05270505915159211,0.050833131416757035,0.0,0.0,0.09251896252906154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740716044362517,0.0,0.13091541873119855,0.046792427194169484,0.0,0.0,0.09660574330402813,0.0,0.0,0.07158533864716543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20435039219418835 anxiety,ainsmarie,2018/04/03,"My anxiety is keeping me from work I’ve been out of work for a week today. Every time I think about having to go back I begin to panic, my palms sweat, my hands go numb and tingly, my heart races. I’ve tried to go to work the past 2 days and I have had panic attacks each time; multiple times this morning. I don’t know what to do. The thought of going back to work makes me feel like I’m going to die, but the thought of getting fired and having everyone at work think I’m lazy and stupid isn’t exactly thrilling either. I have appointments with my psychiatrist and psychologist at the end of the week and into next week. I’ve sent my psychiatrist a message asking for a letter to excuse me of work for the days that I have missed and the rest of the work week because even the thought of work is sending me into a panic. But I’m just so afraid that he’s going to think that I’m just lazy and trying to get out of work. I can’t keep going on like this anymore I feel like I’m losing control of my entire life and I’m disappointing everyone in the process. I just don’t know what to do. 😔",3.7438961038961023,4.0919367229437285,4.974441558441558,86.82737662337664,71.38095238095238,7.891601731601733,25.78961038961039,7.793537801064563,1.1813085714285712,857,24,191,10,15,285,105,231,0.17800000000000002,0.764,0.058,-0.9815,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,11,8,14,2,4,14,0,15,6,4,2,1,36,47,12,1,0,6,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,7,15,0,3,10,0,0,9,4,10,0,0,6,4,20,4,34,41,3,33,0,3,0,0,7,8,0,0,19,111,27,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735919946795034,0.0,0.0873234835689673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231631893943475,0.10017135668708647,0.0,0.13541242320433505,0.0,0.05367541138070383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875730742866774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357193882176365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09138361376417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798754368661408,0.0,0.0,0.05815722242112265,0.0,0.07418723371187899,0.16827407058796404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08904302491299909,0.12580809865323558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200660781739063,0.0,0.3502920996713975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434151802185038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652853771007208,0.0,0.0,0.09678166505586144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062193418121928426,0.12905262807703796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850716864663324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05877509747990727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364382891771664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30992858821946223,0.0,0.0,0.08405517361251752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692596454972706,0.0,0.20970930045159888,0.15403071149657746,0.0,0.08346257965788256,0.0,0.0,0.11956245357692252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825185887098441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5769232342746244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hunniebees,2018/04/03,"Having to live with the people who traumatized you I’m ready to move out but the city I live in is very expensive, so most of the time anyone is home I’m outside hiking, swimming.. anything not here. People who have influenced suicides, mental illness, and abuse live with me and that’s why i can barely be home. Whenever they are around I’m the opposite of who I want to be. Normally I’m happy and outgoing, but with these family members I feel dull.. anxious.. dreary. It’s like depression but with occasional panic attacks. It’s been cloudy not really rainy lately in my city and that has helped set the mood for a panic attack last night and one this morning after I hadn’t had one in 6 months. Therapy is going well but you know.. shit happens. Im hoping getting it off my chest will help prevent another attack, as I really need to be productive today 🙄",2.5754621848739525,5.004641952380954,4.348641456582637,81.48655462184874,78.88095238095238,7.524369747899161,24.16806722689076,8.4952907291091,1.9637579831932777,680,24,123,15,17,229,111,168,0.225,0.6409999999999999,0.134,-0.9758,0,0,0,0,1,1,21.0,0,2,1,0,4,13,4,2,6,0,15,3,2,1,0,26,27,11,1,4,6,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,2,0,10,11,0,1,2,1,1,3,3,8,1,2,3,1,12,4,19,20,1,17,0,2,0,0,8,6,1,2,8,79,22,0,0.0,0.14953477926422898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233915147200498,0.0,0.1425781027255507,0.0,0.08824694072985764,0.0,0.10385769205149056,0.11235107893990144,0.0,0.430736397806859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10870199269722214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11897682436292185,0.0,0.06381410326816513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593800220005103,0.0,0.07172640495758369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160452418904096,0.13434980772812674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16918792133293234,0.0,0.2531920287867405,0.12535212998251974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13632532825735494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06936012309076542,0.1028756334088911,0.14236710913801076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06165841545464652,0.0,0.3343295519462584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718707538175744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073730535845707,0.13413817705521078,0.0,0.0935809675520458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11843681646183465,0.12365616442593505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17104239822770473,0.0,0.0,0.2961536845619312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499222823234822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16170300352562092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954977736588633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13805008620712145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432882109481854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07359237656563926,0.0,0.1196295764327305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10413407727619524,0.07444021913695595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11347534226908718,0.0,0.11388228000603033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,artgoals,2018/04/03,"I feel like I can’t function from anxiety of worrying about family My family members have various autoimmune diseases that impact their lives. Every time they feel worse or feel down about their situation, I send myself in a spiral of anxiety that I can’t get out of quickly. I’m mostly worried for my sister who is a preteen and although she’s fine now, I’m horribly worried for her future. I feel physically sick and in a depressed haze whenever I think about what her future might hold. They obviously need me to be strong and optimistic, and instead I just want to throw up from anxiety. I always get myself out of this mental state but it takes time for me to snap out of it. Can anyone relate about being ridiculously anxious for other people?",5.6709154929577466,7.0842477816901415,6.733915492957749,72.07552112676058,67.66197183098592,9.905352112676056,31.10140845070423,10.125756701596842,3.43254985915493,603,24,100,15,10,202,91,142,0.165,0.777,0.058,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,4,1,8,5,1,0,3,0,8,1,0,0,1,21,20,7,0,2,3,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,0,4,21,3,25,17,2,16,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,3,7,78,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13701259356381726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778996445429521,0.18602203092388747,0.0,0.11513601895086965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418237798123481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13873546336054293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104587601851874,0.0,0.33303372298005623,0.11763509695584433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205897469302125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08044589910486097,0.0,0.14540021939327594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16594131649603006,0.1746811495618452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12209533797320166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415641346532067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850878229471264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12380589068415344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10550923733277057,0.0,0.0,0.1920323399955362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712235246201126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016690272511786,0.16780540329841995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ilovesushi16,2018/04/03,"Advice for Appointment to (hopefully) start medication Hi everyone! I’m new here and have never made a post. Even typing this is making my heart race, stomach hurt, breathing heavy, etc. I have recently come to terms with the fact that what I am dealing with is not the normal “everyone gets nervous”. I don’t THINK I have ever had a panic attack before, but I do have moments where I feel extremely out of control of my body and cannot find a way to calm myself down. I’m not sure if anyone here has ever felt this way, but I sometimes feel like my anxiety is not severe enough to be legitimate. I feel nervous all the time and become physically sick for no reason (feeling trapped in class, being late, not getting enough sleep, people looking at me walking up stairs or at the gym) but maybe I’m just overreacting. I finally worked up the nerve to schedule an appointment, just looking to get some relief from being in a constant state of nerves. Any advice for how to talk to the doctor about how I’m feeling? 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I've noticed that after i drink a protein shake every morning/night, i get incredibly anxious (and gag / dryheave for a few minutes). Anyone have similar experiences, or know what to avoid?",7.3378070175438594,9.870016815789473,7.67105263157895,62.62570175438599,65.05263157894737,8.224561403508767,41.614035087719294,8.841846274778883,4.63181403508772,181,11,22,3,3,59,32,38,0.294,0.706,0.0,-0.8488,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,14,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.665186214410147,0.0,0.2058543609265295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884041739176884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480483553988193,0.0,0.0,0.2879839379018743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15381411742323522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16179692683447394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762785311454385,0.0,0.0,0.33518129427216936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2213554258515873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,multiverse4,2018/04/03,"Physical symptoms of anxiety without noticeable environmental/mental cause? Has anyone else run into this? I feel like I'm having a panic attack in the physical sense (tight chest, difficulty breathing, tingly palms, heart palpitations), but it doesn't have a clear trigger - I don't feel particularly anxious about anything. But when I went to the doctor during one, he said it was just an anxiety attack. Has anyone had a similar experience? Found anything that helped with it?",6.135833333333334,9.369616950617294,6.859984567901236,63.9136805555556,70.85185185185185,9.482098765432099,32.34722222222222,9.827888789773867,4.188270370370371,387,18,53,11,8,127,64,81,0.206,0.7440000000000001,0.05,-0.9001,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,3,4,2,1,6,0,8,6,4,2,1,13,14,3,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,3,3,0,1,5,4,3,1,7,9,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,34,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27934182783178857,0.20626005429870425,0.0,0.2553241828679927,0.18707172403874214,0.30049064747499515,0.0,0.0,0.4154154160735642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875568837664396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868753075248359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251966517802315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17859535084162187,0.0,0.0,0.1846328454861128,0.13043305335954206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20018626913400367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163546374748365,0.12237752212199225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919790540436465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20786513748723,0.0,0.0,0.12371890799296198,0.0,0.0,0.2142147843560784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17367254746946328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18976742223879645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16925071864396174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759977236257378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ANAL_GLAUCOMA,2018/04/03,"Can't get my stress and anxiety down today Having irrational thoughts about my relationships (friendships, families, romantic). The worst part though is that when I sit down and try to tell myself it's just anxiety, I can only ask myself if it's anxiety or if I see a red flag everywhere I go. Either way, my anxiety is killing me today. Partly I think because I have a lot of opportunistic happy things coming my way, and it's too good to be true. Waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under me.",5.720850340136052,6.087129316326532,6.914693877551024,74.57911564625853,67.06122448979592,10.61496598639456,31.639455782312922,10.504223727775694,3.3464435374149666,395,15,74,10,6,134,69,98,0.18,0.708,0.112,-0.6209,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,16,8,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,2,14,3,11,13,5,13,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,4,3,57,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5189047860247715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585319162156084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337276896583353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460758580063268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598624186835204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859715807093324,0.0,0.0963747069346589,0.1422334223812893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805182255291187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1876121953153092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416858539039046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897120410322435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36727145548688495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18206259438055356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351311801025615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19425026337925413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821806451066846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265964575164865,0.10865830852000577,0.16660886985619566,0.13462546137940404,0.0,0.0,0.3214789693207057,0.0,0.0,0.1151318785703673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2692051894188266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IMissMyDad69,2018/04/03,"Feel like my life would be much better if I was more social while at school So I’m pretty far into my first year of uni, and while I know I can fake confidence to a certain degree, I know that I come across as a total newbie in terms of being a member of a group of people doing teenage things, because I’ve been bullied/lonely for my entire school life. Hanging around with people who are very similar to me but seemingly better in every way in social situations has given me a horrible inferiority complex because it’s painfully obvious that I’m not someone that people actively want to spend their time with. I know that everything will end up okay and that I’m just picking everything up later than normal, but I wish I was a more likeable person because it really stings at the moment man",17.33196774193548,7.637878696774193,15.890241935483873,50.15536290322584,55.58064516129032,18.33870967741936,52.943548387096776,12.602617957971056,6.497483870967741,638,22,110,11,4,215,103,155,0.087,0.7390000000000001,0.174,0.8801,0,2,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,3,3,8,0,0,7,1,11,3,0,1,3,26,23,9,0,5,5,0,1,1,0,2,3,0,0,2,9,7,0,0,6,0,1,2,1,3,0,1,4,1,14,5,22,15,5,23,0,1,0,0,7,11,0,2,10,78,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340725458487033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754266794965606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664000707098629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12973496768957735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339348283299185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689325780459562,0.0,0.2707124988085618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615164328587855,0.10759398010654496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281066054273612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830971907620145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21275696759754512,0.07357918420546272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107137922433778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756330718763558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16025692714467213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132366920401135,0.13150460114767046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322190353758014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09648297799462532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30484552514212226,0.0,0.13710735042884772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692890647049996,0.0,0.3070506226578944,0.12760918909727245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005688620275864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782040523606888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426690497109835,0.08883216598717074,0.1195451699814946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319111505105222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698719914408927,0.0,0.0,0.09698624888387658 anxiety,StubbornWaffle,2018/04/03,"My Caffeine dependence - How do I fix it? I can't function without a minimum of 100mg of caffeine. Without coffee I am not in the mood to do anything(even surfing through the web), and think gloomy thoughts. I have a counseling appointment next week, but I am wondering what I could do in the meantime to fix this issue. ",5.729918032786884,6.645969491803283,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,67.19672131147541,9.378688524590164,39.84016393442623,9.516144504307137,3.9843081967213116,253,15,46,5,4,81,44,61,0.025,0.975,0.0,-0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,2,0,11,11,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,7,0,9,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,2,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25412160538585565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102217026613007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.332202836252753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384956216831981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039417140123541,0.0,0.2526796866009061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553059460181518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6136233556287325,0.34516233820176945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheDireCanuck,2018/04/03,"Are these anxiety attacks? Over the past year, I've become aware of my anxiety. It came to the forefront as my mariage was falling apart, but I now realize it's not new. I can now remember occasions dating back to my childhood that I can say were definitely anxiety moments. These days, I'd say I only really deal with it 3-5 days a week. I know many of you deal with it everday. When I feel anxiety, at my personal worst, it will last an hour or two. I have to frequently take deep breaths. I start shaking my leg quickly and uncontrollably. And from time to time, i just need to put me head in my hands and stop what I'm doing until i can regain enough focus to continue. I'm not sure if I can call this an anxiety ""attack"" or what to call it. Mental illness is prominent in my family. From depression to bipolar to schizophrenia. I've seen in my loved ones anxiety attacks that are much more disabling than mine. I've seen sibblings reach extreme shortness of breath, uncontrollable crying, full body shaking, sweats and having to get completely on the ground. Without a doubt I call these panic attacks. My experiences are much less ""violent"" I guess you could say. I think of it like this: my siblings' severe attacks are like sprints. My experiences are more like a long distance run. Slower, less impactful and longer lasting (although my siblings certainly experience anxiety longer lasting events like mine - in addition to their more aggressive attacks). When I'm experiencing these, I find myself searching for a name to call it. I don't know if I should call it an ""attack"" because it's really nothing compared to what my poor siblings have to deal with. But I think I'd feel better if I could call it something. For some reason I think it would comfort me in these moments. Any research I've done just speaks of more aggressive attacks. I know this is a question for my doctor, but I'm really having a hard time taking that step. Any insight is appreciated. Thank you :) ",4.8259674586299335,6.6478151689008085,5.591890542664328,77.88026809651475,70.23324396782843,8.790940186743091,32.16501802717944,9.314750747691287,3.0970124618655817,1570,72,279,34,29,511,188,373,0.208,0.6729999999999999,0.118,-0.9868,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,3,1,1,8,29,11,6,12,0,26,11,7,1,2,49,49,18,0,8,13,0,4,4,0,3,3,4,0,1,26,10,0,1,14,0,1,7,4,19,0,2,6,11,44,10,39,38,12,50,0,1,2,1,21,13,0,9,34,185,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634190174126045,0.0,0.3399528783568812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5777730869499187,0.0,0.04881488603232586,0.0,0.038698946925031966,0.070112528244442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614598892200539,0.0,0.07051584725238008,0.0,0.0,0.3889424535859595,0.07260820159137911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656123256503316,0.0,0.0,0.10137280384462223,0.0,0.06973363398750636,0.0818831997665218,0.19634607523348865,0.054678237837045264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06497804313804012,0.0,0.06496565236398226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06559541648422662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18629710738586533,0.0598465854966654,0.0,0.0641983211029703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058022760739398827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03316750390065425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993422260787943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056868738572088816,0.0,0.06515237682749253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06251845093046234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466659936935607,0.15524255475709714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405930825114173,0.0,0.0,0.05618089188976098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05729632925345559,0.0,0.0,0.06436229581908602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639764275241263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333534088404816,0.047072204233495486,0.0,0.06131275126801209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06091412184280901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301805651605155,0.04828205563592644,0.0,0.0744841984907254,0.0,0.0,0.06060217553497042,0.0,0.055431335731672415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06381844278525263,0.07111603888010222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220074499052548,0.06527160198252628,0.0,0.0,0.07191442001759908,0.0,0.0,0.15145386042363826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717182750540465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887269294998516,0.0,0.0,0.044933941728498905,0.0,0.0,0.05307504113875375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059832439039106025,0.0,0.09546336933640197,0.0,0.0,0.05844706930308504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203297318375785,0.0,0.0,0.11105320249438952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062014146265311834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05092262727280951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06119581997974882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04509685062720991,0.0,0.0,0.040881286862356585 anxiety,jxs1,2018/04/03,"Starting Fluoxetine alongside cBT I'm due to start CBT in less than an hour and a couple of weeks back my GP prescribed me Fluoxetine. I've been hesitant to take it as I've heard it's addictive but my day to day life just isn't getting any better. I'm constantly worrying, nervous and I've been at work for 3 hours now and just can't concentrate on anything. I've been like this for a while but I can feel myself getting worse. I just wanted someones opinion on whether I should ride out the 11 week course of CBT or start Fluoxetine alongside CBT ? I'm at a loss on what I should do...",3.4315610651974287,4.643204644628104,4.671515151515155,85.51616161616163,72.80165289256199,8.022405876951332,29.14692378328742,8.515128840125781,2.0134069788797064,466,19,99,8,9,154,77,121,0.15,0.823,0.028,-0.9218,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,1,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,16,21,9,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,4,2,8,2,16,15,1,22,0,1,0,0,1,7,0,2,15,56,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2178757584311632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591094110360016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644668887583098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367919785690706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17675900205324024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21597652637636985,0.0,0.0,0.2211401294787622,0.0,0.25778498078931955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105469143501904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088361075346145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3936416192342414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411662886282535,0.09764098888857853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16933984182176132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42438358558156986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15026905946908034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11788198830638495,0.0,0.3206295926561954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454996976730671,0.2029664675706528,0.20367334694770545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deathizclose,2018/04/03,"Does anyone else ever have these surreal moments? I didn't really know where to post. Sorry if this isn't the right section. For years i've battled OCD, Anxiety and depression. During the brief periods of my life where i am not experiencing the symptoms from these mental issues i have almost a surreal feeling. It's like a feeling of 'what the hell have i been doing my entire life?'' It's depressing and weird at the same time. I think to myself - is this what it's like to be normal? Does anyone get these surreal moments? feels so weird. 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Does this happen to anyone else? Several nights over the last couple weeks, I have woken up mid panic attack around like 2/3 am. It literally feels like I am dying; I wake up almost like mid dream and it takes me a long time to calm down and realize that I am awake and just having a panic attack. Lately, it’s been waking up convinced that someone died or is dead. It’s never been this intense before. I haven’t been getting them during the day as much as I used to, it seems like it flipped to night time. Any suggestions? I’m open to anything at this point. 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They're not necessarily nightmares because I don't wake up to them but they're unnerving, uncomfortable, and a little scary at times. Two I had last night that I can remember are walking around my house to see spiders hanging out everywhere and having one vicious one jumping trying to attack me, and another where I woke up to find lots of bites on me and see my bed is infested with bed bugs. So yeah, they're very much dreams playing on my anxiety and it's translating into my day-to-day life. I was OK yesterday but today I'm so on edge, I feel unable to accomplish tasks like responding to professional emails which I need to do! I've had a rough few weeks generally dealing with some re-surging symptoms of depression and anxiety (I've been in remission for a while now!) but those have faded over the last week so I'm unsure as to why I'm being plagued in my dreams now. Does anyone have any tips for how to reduce the impact of these dreams when I wake up and start my day, or maybe if there's anything I can do before sleeping? 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Hey, So last night I was out with my mate just hanging out, and a large group of potentially drunk teenagers came to where we were, basically just being annoying. Three boys, consisting of two randomers and one that I know started to say my name, and as we walked off (because they had just stolen our spot), the three came behind us asking 'you got beef?'. Typical English chav types really. We turned around I said something like 'no, do you?' and then they started to get in our face, with the kid I know doing the talking and the other 2 standing there trying to look big. Now this is where the anxiety kicks in. I've been left with an anxiety disorder from an event years ago, and it comes at times when I don't want it to. My fight or flight, against my will, started to come in really heavy. I'm tall and think I could handle myself if they were to try something, but my FOF made me tremble with shakes, my voice felt weak, I felt physically weak, and my body was basically screaming at me to get out of there. Luckily, my mate turned around and stood upto them telling them to walk away, and they listened and went off. But now this is frustrating me. There obviously isn't a problem with me being someone who avoids confrontation, but when a situation comes about, why is my body making it basically impossible for me to stand my ground and be confident? I don't look for fights at all, I'm not a violent or aggressive person, but I want to the ability to handle myself against people without shaking and feeling out of breath. Is there any way around this specific situation? Joining a boxing gym maybe? Thanks.",5.651190476190479,6.694840512738857,5.724231119199272,80.65451167728239,67.43949044585987,9.29305429178041,30.23900515620261,9.48565724429506,2.5960253563845925,1307,48,251,26,21,412,176,314,0.123,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.5608,0,1,2,0,3,0,43.0,6,2,6,0,18,19,9,4,13,0,20,7,4,2,2,63,53,26,0,5,13,0,3,1,2,1,2,5,0,3,9,33,1,1,6,2,0,11,6,17,0,4,15,10,40,2,46,33,1,50,0,0,2,0,32,22,0,5,15,171,49,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09780886128601088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07503430004947048,0.0,0.1688180577970536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.294675295399817,0.10315206533125568,0.0,0.10366711761420147,0.0,0.0,0.06726162701101958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24512349782767126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523968304791914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28514182143414313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08809670886480588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645804719466733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05579071101245591,0.0,0.2118854766639984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529514126438985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824817368308756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212788516947072,0.08994100739173215,0.0,0.0,0.11988364053815502,0.0,0.0,0.05390605934961437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18531393184541647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10440542462606026,0.07365213572729214,0.0,0.11085035069793854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10354567191346653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476855837257977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649516591739915,0.09634375415767912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557951627631247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14137197073244176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495765129064906,0.08774599723112372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24805130602551306,0.0,0.0,0.0934898721060164,0.1698886975190358,0.0,0.0,0.2342955249814994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08868630433534422,0.09644114471488012,0.10158532176513664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07070077248038616,0.0,0.0,0.06433955510492388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1498258690552742,0.2400342830853361,0.10778516489310833,0.0,0.13272422488562052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13016159566236948,0.0875819580981947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10228535348252522,0.09956378054168513,0.0,0.0,0.10636285338940044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07105469495056686 anxiety,BrighterColours,2018/04/03,"Anyone committed to meds after counselling didn't work? Hi all, as per the title. I haven't tried counselling/therapy, although I have completed a program in CBT and know how it works (how to spot thoughts, counter unhelpful or emotional thinking etc) as well as knowing various mindfulness techniques (grounding myself, body scans etc). I haven't gone to counselling because it would cost about €200 a month, and while technically I can afford it, I have better uses for that money than spending it on something I don't feel will work overall. My doctor's approach is to wean me off meds (Escitalopram) under the assumption I'll somehow learn to manage anxiety without them. I don't think I ever will. My anxiety is rising now while on them, and even with all my thought rationalization and grounding techniques, I'm struggling to stay positive or sleep. So my question is, has anyone essentially committed to meds as the solution to managing their anxiety, and if so, how did your doctor come to the conclusion that that was the way to go over counselling etc?",10.289802210587547,9.156614513089009,9.552635253054104,64.37402559627692,58.31937172774869,12.677370564281562,44.258871436881904,11.645159339076185,5.376130424665504,856,44,135,20,9,273,118,191,0.043,0.865,0.092,0.8466,1,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,3,5,11,3,0,1,7,0,17,4,2,4,5,33,29,20,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,10,0,3,5,6,1,1,0,6,2,18,2,26,20,6,21,0,0,1,0,6,8,0,5,6,102,25,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884503233859378,0.0,0.0,0.1757663569115797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0766175463927238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115981836225512,0.0,0.13960977307076924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826810522368632,0.13178028678371054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25729166451384444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141380806268375,0.0,0.0,0.4205222352872649,0.08301498902948684,0.1136909652082002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355105547148869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143074190159232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381484281469011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41882931921230776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12690790447163802,0.0,0.10032205661467536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14079805372271073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257776346690039,0.0,0.0,0.09675988927261334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396547504642445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13139520096563911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373388398152315,0.0,0.0,0.1610701363090707,0.0,0.19956266308949336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08533313111272169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855309680577868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997643832887757,0.0,0.0,0.11300758612691356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115765282766301,0.0,0.27450460418807315,0.0,0.0,0.08928434284760932,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HugoEmbossed,2018/04/03,"I just took my first dose of valium and I've never felt so calm in my life I've been having the most awful day and was having a pretty terrible anxiety attack so I visited my GP, he prescribed me some Valium and an hour and a half after taking it I feel perfectly calm. I know it's not a long-term solution and that there are medications more suited to dealing with GAD, but it's wonderful to know that there's something that can make me feel like this on the really bad days. Just thought I'd share this with you all.",3.2877777777777766,4.4380883333333365,5.080555555555558,82.68250000000003,73.07407407407408,9.103703703703703,23.685185185185183,9.516144504307137,1.890996296296296,412,11,86,10,8,141,74,108,0.124,0.7040000000000001,0.172,0.7597,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,6,8,1,0,6,1,6,3,0,1,3,24,16,8,0,0,4,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,8,7,0,0,7,0,0,2,2,3,0,2,5,3,10,5,8,11,4,10,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,7,58,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715755304576287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551537695816113,0.0,0.0,0.1872665539719261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2892873698375381,0.2312254522058152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22680798396763585,0.16022749255330038,0.2153464121628316,0.0,0.0,0.1907746153345664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22087312522666064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465196387678693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15841739197509602,0.10957312089100366,0.0,0.0,0.19848299158139254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971033811962225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259410649707964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17298052268414885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281759758655561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436811392500358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726636579993454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686325589980684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805528545016405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2491861561744008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24322484914361825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sammyslug13,2018/04/03,Can't sleep my mind won't shut up I hate nights when I can't sleep because my mind keeps going over all the different ways I can end up spending the rest of my life alone. ,4.926842105263155,3.6856480000000014,5.172631578947371,91.81842105263159,69.0,8.65263157894737,26.894736842105264,7.1686216300943375,0.9091684210526316,136,3,34,1,2,43,27,38,0.057,0.857,0.086,0.2495,1,1,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,4,3,2,0,1,4,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,4,6,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,19,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630542055027953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482827785630568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653626309836059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22495732724989748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434681447423758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25075983867192564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22575554900850464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793987148699719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.512909463192162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23834984038089874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.508341378326645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20160326691777808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ImaFuckingLlama,2018/04/03,"My dad was verbally and emotionally abusive but My mom and I are still trying to figure out what’s wrong with me I was recently suspended because of some stupid stuff that I did, but that’s not important because it brought a lot of other things up. My dad was emotionally and verbally abusive especially to my mom but I was only a baby. It went on until I was about 4 and we moved to a different province. So when I was getting interviewed by the dean of my school before I was suspended, I was shitting myself so much that I basically blacked out, and not like passed out, but I don’t remember a single thing that I said during the interview. This happened multiple times and it got me fucking EXPELLED for a week because they thought I was lying and I don’t even remember what I said to them. While I was sitting down with my mom, she just bursted Into tears and I was like “well shit I’ve ruined my life and my moms too” but she started going on about how abusive my dad really is. We saw counsellors and therapists and they said it was the trauma from when I was younger that was making this happen. We appealed my expulsion with this and I got back into the school (I don’t remember anything from that either). But about 3 weeks ago I had a dream and it felt like the exact same scenario as the meeting with the dean and I think it was a flashback because the things they were saying made sense. I woke up right pouring sweat almost fucking wheezing, and I never got back to sleep. This has been happening every night now and it’s SO fucking scary I don’t know what to do anymore I just need someone to talk to",3.7622360248447215,5.311888490683233,4.861150310559007,83.15124099378882,72.47826086956522,7.884919254658384,29.02906832298137,8.488131031819089,2.166455254658385,1282,52,249,22,25,421,159,322,0.22,0.765,0.015,-0.9973,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,3,0,4,0,18,13,6,0,15,0,27,9,4,3,2,57,53,31,0,1,11,7,1,3,0,0,2,4,0,0,25,28,0,0,8,1,0,5,7,9,1,0,32,7,47,4,34,21,6,33,0,1,2,3,24,11,5,3,19,195,72,7,0.0,0.3072683703742725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662797798122792,0.0,0.0865618430935826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572987732686851,0.0,0.0,0.07113659209029335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13294121988013738,0.0,0.2107834568694296,0.0,0.07355804126678674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903162740313546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19447722149364807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057095884635620424,0.0,0.07283335690926702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300043281800819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23975009399151875,0.04516376854810512,0.0,0.049128494103654566,0.0,0.2074130816255108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293281900217176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04750772606418134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105842195267588,0.12669748756663454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349216119625739,0.0,0.08179603027962817,0.057702483809496725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4049717781501657,0.0,0.09187699626698116,0.06354677375891549,0.06409762228169327,0.06667145325371579,0.0,0.0,0.0811224603079128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06574506156083403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537866466296212,0.0,0.08535367595536564,0.0,0.2937748554134032,0.0738232698804641,0.24668601043855204,0.06874426565611297,0.0,0.1749732280422626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746840866243016,0.0,0.0,0.08650709230656932,0.0,0.0732442824404118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06118597740301876,0.0,0.06903481954073706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09895845743604458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948094565760182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10036891647036328,0.17228997891891562,0.05539024957095271,0.0,0.06862740646323331,0.05040657816764965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0586902518035344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13868138880147854,0.0,0.07772413362796872,0.08013506865744564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451366868517892,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smart_af,2018/04/03,"How do I consciously identify what's giving me anxiety so i can work on it? So I am currently in this difficult moment in my life in which I am without a job but preparing for upcoming interviews. Its a tough situation since I already graduated couple of years ago and am currently without a job. I am managing stress really well, especially because it was a conscious decision to let go of the previous job. Now the thing is, I am preparing for these interviews, and damn they are difficult. Advanced math, puzzles, programming, etc kinda stuff. So thats okay, I am prepping hard, but there are moments of anxiety. Like for example today I am feeling chest tightness since a few hours now and I dont know what I can do about it apart from the relaxation techniques I just googled a few minutes ago. I was wondering if there is a way I can identify consciously what I am anxious about, and then crafting a plan to attack those issues that are giving me anxiety. I dont know, its a bit weird. I know I am interviewing for jobs and theres a lot of uncertainty around that, and I am aware of that. So whats giving me this chest tightness? I feel like just going away for a vacation in the wilderness forever and never come back. But I am planning a really good vac just after I get an offer. I dont know what else to do. I dont want to deal with anxiety and want to see if there's something I can do to prevent or get rid of these physical implications of anxiety even though I am in a tough situation. If I can manage stress, why cant i manage anxiety? 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I lied about the job offer and just discontinued the application because i got too anxious. Now I'm regretting what I did. The job is great for me and I badly need a job now. I emailed them saying I would want to come back again, that was march 28. Havent heard from them since. Have I ruined my chance to get this job bec of my anxiety and indecisiveness? Should I call them to actively pursue the job? Or should I wait for a week before following up with an email? 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Or give me that look, or walk past me in a certain way, look at me with a specific intent. My heart sinks, and it stays there, beating hard and fast. Tears come close to my eyes, but never close enough to provide the relief of crying. God, I wish I could cry. I miss the feeling of being able to pour my feelings down my face and get that fresh feeling where your eyelashes stick to each other and your face, and your skin is a little stiff from the dried tears covering it. I love being able to breathe freely and having that weight lifted off me. I feel so much cleaner and better and relaxed after a good cry. I feel better writing about it now. Too bad that relief only comes once in a blue moon. Until then I guess I’ll keep carrying it around.",3.5540650406504035,4.693211073170737,3.9143902439024414,91.34016260162605,72.41463414634146,6.442276422764228,22.8130081300813,6.42735559955562,0.37653008130081295,632,15,135,4,12,197,107,164,0.129,0.613,0.258,0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,3,8,11,0,0,10,0,6,9,6,1,2,35,23,14,0,3,4,0,8,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,10,15,1,2,5,1,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,13,19,9,19,20,3,22,0,1,4,1,8,10,0,3,8,86,29,0,0.2799441176565518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460480815693448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168708224848072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24758782264980236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24114706941491595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11175629934429103,0.0,0.4612582021239858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446285536594352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538703931668489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312962360409435,0.13427395322028052,0.0,0.11740192201580725,0.0,0.0,0.15419500338879244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253874713958943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658675636506941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441359721419085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838327768170815,0.14028877492519012,0.0,0.0,0.235082553103836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633024796655912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1028955686302888,0.10378750804164913,0.10795508077207984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906567445829882,0.0,0.10645505812144022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13361916832017687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111311399247314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491915908359072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11110330513483216,0.0,0.17044825896064333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609609598207734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CompleteTumbleweed,2018/04/03,"i fucking hate anxiety because i can't be normal i can't talk to boys without overthinking and assuming the worst. i can't look someone in the eyes for longer than 2 seconds without looking away because i get nervous. i can work myself up to the point where i could faint if i got too anxious. i can't meet a boy off tinder without having my friend with me as a comfort piece. i can't eat in front of a boy until i'm 100% comfortable. i crave intimacy but the idea of someone i don't know touching me makes it hard to breathe. i just want to be able to experience life like everyone else. i hate having to ""just get through this"" every day. i hate how long it takes me to get comfortable in a situation, and how once i'm comfortable i don't want anything to change. i hate that as i literally type this out i'm afraid of the responses i'll get and that i'll be told i'm wrong or stupid or not valid when in reality i know that's not the case. i just don't know how to not feel this way. i just hate that living is such a chore. i wish so desperately that everyday wasn't a struggle. i can't even walk out of my room past strangers without feeling anxious. it sucks and anxiety is dumb and i just wish i were normal 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anxiety,adina2000,2018/04/03,How to convince my therapist to prescribe me anxiety medication? I’ve been going to therapy for about 5 months now and my therapist has diagnosed me with generalized anxiety disorder. I believe medication would help me with the struggles I face however my therapist says it would be risky to prescribe them to me because of my past history with drug abuse. What can I do? ,6.500149253731344,8.494399014925374,7.776298507462688,63.177283582089565,66.31343283582089,13.121194029850747,41.75820895522389,12.340626583579946,6.5041367164179125,302,19,47,13,5,103,46,67,0.203,0.733,0.064,-0.8504,1,0,1,0,1,0,4.0,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,7,5,1,1,0,8,8,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,12,1,11,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,36,14,0,0.0,0.20739174057593826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678076118089702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10670171148314954,0.0,0.0,0.1972082024580212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766017074163765,0.0,0.0,0.20060903469190944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20298883504482654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947828888102908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732447014102552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3526653063989637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13971388597366868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1670938452591564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13919746661529173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298801624163644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017152912123876,0.6096988061296151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24868434553244725,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,karma_cloud,2018/04/03,"Have to travel tomorrow and very nervous So I have to go to a mandatory reception dinner thing in NYC, and I go to college in Philly so it’s about a 2 hour commute each way, and I’m very nervous. I have to take Amtrak there and then a bus back, and I generally just get very stressed with the whole commuting process. On top of that the event is with no one I know and it’s essentially a kissing ass/networking dinner for scholarship recipients. So that is already nerve racking enough for me. I’ve been really trying to deal with a lot of trauma and going through pretty intensive therapy lately so I feel as if I’m on edge already and worried about just having a miserable travel experience. Anyone else have this and have some advice on how to prevent anxiety attacks over traveling and calm down while traveling?",4.791666666666668,6.505787694267517,5.972372611464969,75.54649946921445,70.14649681528661,9.564543524416136,32.19161358811041,9.928628108626363,3.4700492569002126,656,30,116,17,12,219,99,157,0.141,0.774,0.084,-0.8434,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,11,8,1,4,8,0,9,3,0,1,0,24,18,19,0,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,14,2,1,2,4,1,7,1,6,0,1,1,1,7,2,25,17,5,23,0,1,0,1,1,8,0,3,7,84,13,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16435393105134666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3712050714645539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12866536687964036,0.0,0.0,0.1176027948157366,0.17233116997247994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1913411154048485,0.0,0.1293282079453508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17339714795355982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050168446887407,0.0,0.0,0.17378587461448078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16452270336594674,0.0,0.0,0.0850422329763222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878726591444152,0.0,0.28675982244820725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16563388506124513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09243316829767093,0.0,0.18972634955947293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14298965383516676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397031952156104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111033006604576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10774722039898303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926617913519523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126458417546302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234063631928566,0.0,0.11173837700910473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419039326487415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4163246370452917,0.0,0.13350188857507614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777882508394156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17080574267671406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,randomdude69420,2018/04/03,"Been having dark thoughts lately, call of the void Hi, so I'm not sure whats wrong with me. im 24M. I've been having some pretty dark thoughts recently. I own a gun and found myself yesterday honestly entertaining the idea of offing myself. I honestly didn't trust myself. Something in my mind was urging me to ""just do it, let's see what it feels like, let's see what'll happen"" it feels like, my hands were getting really sweaty, and i started panicking because a part of me was legitimately considering it. Once I snapped out of it i was/still am to an extent terrified of MYSELF.. I usually never have these kinds of thoughts. Needless to say i had a pretty bad panic attack. had to take it to my friends house and leave it there. I've heard of ""call of the void"" before and that sounds like that's exactly what it is. I've been having this a lot more recently. And i think i might know why... See, I was always a bit of an anxious/depressed person, a recent cancer diagnosis (it was caught very early i will be fine) turned it into overdrive. I've been a mess lately and I've been having more destructive thoughts than usual. Thoughts of like ""you know you could straight up kill this person"" or ""you know you could just drive on the oncoming traffic full speed, why not"" every time i have thoughts like this I picture it happening, think of the aftermath/consequences, then I go into a panic attack. Feels like I'm going nuts with my thoughts. I have a girlfriend, a great job, amazing family and I've never told them the thoughts that i have. Where do i go for help? The episode with the gun... That was worse than hearing my diagnosis. not trusting myself for those 5 minutes terrify the shit out of me. I've never been to a psychiatrist, or a therapist; and feel like i need help, this needs to NOT happen again. Does anyone have any advice on where i can go for help? Should i see a psychiatrist first or a psychologist? Thank you everyone.",2.5463421052631574,4.930078213157898,3.743157894736843,86.0371052631579,78.71052631578948,6.842105263157895,23.684210526315788,7.94452939551167,1.373736842105263,1531,52,299,27,38,497,183,380,0.14400000000000002,0.7,0.156,0.4244,1,0,1,2,0,0,60.0,0,5,1,1,7,29,5,2,25,0,37,3,2,0,5,57,79,13,1,5,9,0,5,7,2,3,1,4,0,2,24,15,0,0,19,1,0,6,8,10,0,1,27,13,40,19,36,44,9,36,0,0,4,0,20,12,1,6,25,196,64,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996494920623744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957545232827152,0.0,0.0,0.04868924290697989,0.0,0.0,0.0808856058195294,0.0,0.05006313821130328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16290661665016926,0.0,0.0,0.0597815207067617,0.043645608657627816,0.0,0.06092480938369951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816670941233693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621956985406467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433070087669304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06166743956489209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626560823680898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060324586001117765,0.06841516481370294,0.0,0.0,0.06749642710285622,0.0,0.14480883961855542,0.2045991227094104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090140697872627,0.0,0.07850374960245983,0.05531660500563459,0.0,0.0374071133822488,0.0,0.16276366727697725,0.0,0.0,0.07893728723257848,0.0,0.0,0.18994220105328666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069639439011958,0.0,0.1439723273008814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08261472969407878,0.0,0.0808256722596526,0.0773383608973099,0.0,0.07105018278995004,0.0,0.07921281917907066,0.07455852538864521,0.11804552316240725,0.0,0.16153181521245527,0.0758121740537974,0.0,0.14642805603977085,0.0,0.24485490652550965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06087024389133373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07595439388221037,0.07229378901977931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617834167979123,0.1656628769960573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762497646104496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16801016238508862,0.0,0.07753389203783481,0.0,0.0,0.12503360318310044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1456822538426935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04586765131874435,0.0,0.21208380545037864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05693777606354199,0.0,0.0,0.2282180370402644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349454106704871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055119805576923885,0.0,0.0,0.05067758665179997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748047238574922,0.0,0.053832948830192816,0.0,0.0,0.06591801887863886,0.0,0.08313104860727706,0.0,0.09175449315150727,0.0,0.45472789489929294,0.04174949622992803,0.0,0.0,0.06841516481370294,0.0,0.0,0.07787830037355818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1577106418630533,0.059076027566141186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12921250927469816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296470013885979,0.0,0.07828141083738502,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zappshot,2018/04/03,"Anyone else experience a lack of dreams on their medication? Back before I started my journey to find an anxiety medication, I used to have very vivid dreams on an almost daily basis and at one point could even lucid dream, but that all changed when I started taking some SSRI's. It's become more apparent to me that I barely have dreams at all anymore and, while most people would rather not deal with them due to nightmares or whatnot, dreams for me were the things that kind of broke up the repetitive nature of school/work/life. I know one of the side effects of a few meds is more vivid dreams, but I've never seen any that say the opposite. Anyone else have this ""problem""?",11.170846153846156,7.530449776923077,9.89,70.46500000000002,58.92307692307693,12.553846153846154,38.30769230769232,9.888512548439397,3.5698923076923084,541,16,101,7,5,169,90,130,0.07200000000000001,0.807,0.121,0.7629,1,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,2,1,4,3,0,0,8,0,7,2,0,2,3,22,13,7,0,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,6,0,1,2,2,0,2,2,4,10,1,16,9,8,16,0,1,3,0,4,7,0,4,8,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622428995506803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1101813788394901,0.0,0.12394735720077772,0.0,0.1606835457581245,0.2265808736312309,0.33202397194247396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245858926538792,0.0,0.0,0.17894197093422834,0.137869868222305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17139913493519635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12936239623140114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703887577688814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27069930152167737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701484100424556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584898467729267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14808633243911376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872230170542246,0.08904375129096158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997132617219752,0.3264427953282689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12496233336259012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21958232034950206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232653399548953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531643596214406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503438657868296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12884740653537316,0.0,0.16397619809590033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22936180725671546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182133413818315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764106040391054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399360830013795,0.0,0.13368616525898064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795486941796199,0.0,0.0,0.11509668152352127,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,small_loan_of_1M,2018/04/03,"Impostor syndrome confirmed We all know about impostor syndrome: that we're constantly afraid people are going to find out that we're unqualified for our job. Today, I got reprimanded by two different senior staff members for not getting enough done on projects. I spent a lot of time flailing around, trying a lot of strategies that didn't work, and not having much to show for it because I had no idea what I was doing. But even worse than being incompetent is being lazy. If it's an attitude problem, this is rightful hate. Now I dread work. I fear the axe coming down and getting canned for being incompetent. I really feel like I don't deserve to be here. And since my friends all have better jobs than I do and are actually good at working, I feel like crap in front of them. Before it wasn't fun just bashing my head against problems with no results, now it's scary that my whole life here could be over any instant. I'd probably have to move back with my parents across the country and kiss everything I like goodbye. And it feels *inevitable*. But mostly, it feels deserved. Like, I never truly earned this life, and this is just catching up with me. 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I never had Panic attacks but is it even normal to have that much consistent terror in my chest region?,14.623636363636365,7.712902272727277,13.192121212121213,59.25818181818183,56.57575757575758,15.624242424242425,48.15151515151516,11.20814326018867,5.40229696969697,274,10,48,4,2,89,49,66,0.21,0.701,0.09,-0.7838,1,0,1,0,1,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,2,5,3,0,6,4,4,1,1,10,7,5,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,1,2,1,7,0,9,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,5,38,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924862710073887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18318507177217827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272418575475668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2673148427598017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15816005901841015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608976507690448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23762557937702894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602952563536226,0.0,0.18468513183999785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346184557414835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.561905833458778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2397396992608017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1843468267222869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27429886481867605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339161275111497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420340174648065 anxiety,LikelyNotAGoat,2018/04/03,"Why am I so incompetent? Tomorrow marks the end of spring break, in which I'll finally have to return to school after having two weeks off. Within these weeks, not a single piece of work I had due has been finished. As I type out this post, one of the assignments expected to be completed tomorrow is sitting directly next to my laptop with not even so much as a sentence written on it. For most, the assignment would likely be incredibly easy, likely something one could get done in the span of 15 minutes, though I'm unable to even look at it without becoming panicky. It's pathetic. Throughout this entire school year I have not done even one piece of work at home. My weekends are wasted by me doing nothing more than either spending time on my phone or playing the occasional video game. I have no hobbies, rarely go outside, and lead a notably desolate social life. These are all things I tell myself every week I'm going to change, yet never do. A lot of them aren't even particularly difficult tasks, but I'm just disgustingly lazy. Someone like me is bound to a terrible future, but other than taking medications and seeing a therapist and counselor, I do absolutely nothing about it. It's worse to be self aware about your problems but abstain from fixing it than it is to be completely ignorant. I want to change, but I... can't. I couldn't tell you what's stopping me, truthfully. Every day, I try and convince myself, ""things will be different, you'll do it this time"". I always fail. God, I'm such an absolute failure.",5.976820251320341,6.9738003079584825,6.633454744126755,74.59562374795124,66.68166089965398,9.682826443270805,32.51156437807321,9.811843763644266,3.2429058823529413,1215,50,213,26,19,399,179,289,0.14300000000000002,0.784,0.073,-0.9778,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,3,1,4,12,12,1,0,12,0,31,2,0,1,3,33,43,14,0,6,11,0,0,3,0,3,2,0,1,1,18,6,0,4,0,4,1,3,9,6,0,4,5,2,24,6,38,28,9,38,0,1,2,0,10,10,0,3,25,159,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314396835719484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12363015780665293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368376964815116,0.0,0.2347362416351804,0.0,0.0,0.08937586513011687,0.0,0.0,0.07219275329478131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695463126202404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291092349649501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914659483394878,0.0,0.0,0.2957441814669997,0.0,0.1886304210898138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262601097256873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05848460815725494,0.0,0.1272374214719421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1122860573422216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906731429639313,0.16406631140514488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09400233670910874,0.0,0.0,0.09516832603583217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127688884015723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228959368147838,0.0,0.08633588259281574,0.0,0.11905063713396667,0.0,0.0,0.21482102228076905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22756257328531995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720863703170523,0.0,0.0,0.10711252132807443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265807528696824,0.08920256913656674,0.0,0.11677898794658564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410986141012792,0.09484733661506016,0.08617773304048175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09358777776065838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08416578114732122,0.0,0.19568292287192707,0.0,0.0,0.12997225297275886,0.14873739475131045,0.0,0.10998156917472836,0.0,0.13054751928165734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760006635789109,0.0,0.10935019576380954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06602576514460562,0.0,0.26937721131882897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010094376532736,0.0,0.0,0.10790723242537782,0.0,0.16298891807295235,0.0,0.11407755132898957,0.07951975059560039,0.0,0.0,0.07208640271124224 anxiety,Dramatic_Resident,2018/04/03,"Looking for feedback on an anti-anxiety technique: has anyone tried having a plushie that represents anxiety and hugging it, talking to it like a parent vs child, using cbt on it, giving it a name and separating 'anxiety' from yourself etc? How has it been working for you?",11.678571428571427,9.030892061224492,11.544591836734696,55.93076530612247,56.95918367346939,13.881632653061226,51.03061224489796,12.161744961471696,6.568134693877551,217,13,31,5,2,73,37,49,0.033,0.8079999999999999,0.159,0.7476,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,7,3,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,6,6,1,2,0,0,1,1,6,2,0,0,1,25,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6496497582632684,0.0,0.0,0.19793108556450628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157010021597122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27154922642364626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382950729417904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377098607364181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143188482228273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275231963710957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921878517884512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24448401468507855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2060803718985993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jixxu,2018/04/03,"Do I have anxiety? What do I do? So, sorry if this post is long or seems dumb and doesn't make sense. I'm very bad at explaining myself. * **First of all, how do you even know if you've had or are having a panic attack? How do I know if I have anxiety?** When I was younger I was actually able to talk to people, make friends, hang out with them and do stuff together. Now I'm unable to talk to anybody, I can barely talk to my own mother, I haven't talked to any of my 3 sisters in the longest time and we all live together. The only times we say anything is like ... happy birthday or something, it's very awkward. I was never like this and now I am and it's ruining my life. I just can't talk to people I don't understand. This is making it so I can't even get a job. So what happens is, I've been trying to get a job for awhile now, I've never had one before so most of the places I apply too don't even call or email me. But the ones that do, I see my phone ringing and no matter how hard I try I can't pick it up and talk to them. I'm not even in person talking to them, it's over the phone, what the hell is wrong with me. * It's not just that I can't talk to people as well. **I'm afraid of leaving my house.** I've been out of school for a very long time now, since I was 16 I think. I stopped going in 10th grade, basically skipped 11th and 12th grade and took my GED. Ever since then I've been in my house every single day besides leaving to go out for dinners for birthdays or when we go on vacation to another state like North Carolina or Florida. Even then I can barely leave the hotel or beach house we stay in for the week. **Why can't I leave my house? Because I always think I'm going to die and someone is going to kill me. Isn't that the dumbest shit ever?** I'm so embarrassed with myself but I can't stop thinking this way no matter how hard I try. I always read on the news about people dying and all the horrible things that happen to people, I always think to myself it will be me next. I can't stop thinking so negatively, I try my hardest. But to hear all the stuff on the news about people being stabbed or shot in the middle of the day with people watching, from someone who most likely gave up on life and doesn't care anymore, I just don't want that to happen to me. I know that it most likely will never happen to me but I just can't stop thinking this way and it's ruining my life. * I read online about people saying to go see a therapist or go to the doctors to ask for help or for someone to talk too. I just can't do it, it's embarrassing feeling this way and to sit down with someone privately and say it all to someone who is looking you in the face. I just cannot do it, I know they are trying to help but I can't do it. Also medication, I'm scared of taking any sort of medicine, even medicine for headaches or the smallest things. The last time I took medicine was when I had surgery 3 years ago when they forced it into me obviously. I've never taken any sort of medicine after that, all the pain I feel daily and all the headaches I get(rarely) I just take it and wait until it goes away. I'm just scared of putting that kind of stuff into my body, I always think something is going to happen and I don't like putting something into my body that makes me feel different, does this make any sense at all? To me it makes sense but I'm sure I'm making no sense right now. I suck at explaining myself. Also I read about people becoming addicted to the medication from anxiety and depression and I just don't want that to happen. **I don't want to feel this way anymore, what do I do? Is there anything I can do? Is taking medications for anxiety really the only way to fix my life?** I don't know what the hell to do. I'm 21 years old and I've never had a job before and I've done nothing with my life so far and it feels so bad. I've talked to my mom about how I feel, she told me I have **""agoraphobia"".** I'm just so clueless right now and I thought I'd type all my problems out onto reddit to see if anyone has any advice or wants to help me. I know I can just look it up online but I want to do it this way. Sorry for the huge wall of text, I'm sure no one will read this nonsense.",0.3710563065710595,2.3324880928176803,2.5203673445397925,94.14071558716354,84.0939226519337,5.309627365698836,19.35141648054543,6.513938708876152,-0.012061948983189907,3264,88,751,33,94,1101,284,905,0.136,0.809,0.055,-0.9971,4,0,3,0,0,1,106.0,4,2,5,1,54,35,7,7,31,0,77,16,4,13,19,153,160,71,3,10,36,3,8,6,1,3,11,5,0,1,53,41,1,5,24,6,0,13,34,22,1,4,19,19,101,13,105,136,14,100,2,3,6,0,45,36,5,22,47,495,154,12,0.040193618921280816,0.0,0.039223174067936094,0.04381697742517563,0.0,0.03927673922641157,0.035629218029522874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428564505958745,0.133777243144739,0.0,0.0,0.13666519582196526,0.04214651398515635,0.12299203384002777,0.0,0.07972253924464838,0.028104312897948337,0.0,0.06615184730786443,0.0,0.03757560795167489,0.045726044062183564,0.03776322806957011,0.0,0.06711998582137109,0.02450165703072977,0.04439069424629448,0.0684036186041872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892920992375411,0.0,0.0,0.04104217883462833,0.0,0.04098007325452392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05184311813819187,0.0,0.03461870508061242,0.0,0.0834292613724914,0.04199377699703335,0.0,0.0411398721153937,0.03517370677803098,0.041132027082894505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15928503733474655,0.07271485888481795,0.03386485747774845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219386084583236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03418867172152172,0.0,0.0,0.03105349027399892,0.0,0.06299852086777817,0.0,0.18274367916220333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132585068237421,0.04278685473901032,0.07201117544427353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045301129707528254,0.0,0.08082280655343012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18551215894632755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965789440668773,0.0,0.044468284156317005,0.04185546894579227,0.13253617083114674,0.0327631639916994,0.0,0.17023695574885744,0.0,0.0,0.14194970855314962,0.11781943168095192,0.0,0.03549170188872592,0.07114017585181585,0.06750503374455318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18780686916964615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214725274400479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707428069891961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15499898385050118,0.0,0.04274636970944705,0.0,0.0,0.038566861382865865,0.0,0.04217644176342703,0.0,0.08170870920028073,0.061138116766938665,0.042768844393083975,0.04715855160513638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507867506028123,0.03509551770190842,0.04199377699703335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03849437638411144,0.0,0.0,0.038459865040861234,0.0,0.08081137713585053,0.0,0.0,0.16081798354155044,0.0,0.025749061497406002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686502618891423,0.0,0.09589073705981566,0.08048164874743054,0.04067808818323786,0.09608733118462924,0.0365907610991802,0.0,0.0,0.041258172224870604,0.06649715384216176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17027961439388922,0.09282903458446334,0.0,0.08998693136465041,0.0,0.042841049838917816,0.0,0.13441466067723426,0.0,0.0,0.1380362322773739,0.0,0.0,0.0757640203227319,0.0,0.09066179781362904,0.3230610838170072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04666788949051474,0.05340570885399713,0.1802811364028993,0.0,0.031909243752696034,0.09374888968608,0.0,0.0,0.03840672533898186,0.08931317907315746,0.13644414434555435,0.0,0.0,0.04184297480115756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09949183507907576,0.1185361891026444,0.19142294304449214,0.032240896656932326,0.0,0.03613889046981078,0.0,0.03626848935895576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043945412590415386,0.0,0.05176674557148883 anxiety,Meep0221,2018/04/03,"I can’t get along with anyone. Just trying to get myself to talk about this. Maybe someone has climbed out from a similar situation. I somehow have a pretty good life, a good job, fiancée who I love and get along great with. I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety as long as I can remember though. The worst kind, where I have no scapegoat, my life has been average, I just have to accept that my head is fucked up. I had a few(2-3) friends in highschool, stopped talking to them around 23-24. Never had any actual friends since then though, I just can’t seem to get along with anyone. The people I work with, even at past jobs. I don’t have much interest for hobbies, I try to work out though because I have a very bad self image that I’m just nothing special which causes me to not eat or workout until Im exhausted. I feel so akward around people though. I don’t know if I’m forcing myself to be distant for some reason or what, but I just cannot get close to people and I find myself being angry toward people internally instead. I’m almost 30 now and I just have no friends, not close with my family, when I lived home I just stayed shut in my room when I was home. Struggled with alcohol for a while. Just drank to the point of blacking out for a good couple of years before I got myself back on track. To this day though, I have nights where i’ll pray with tears in my eyes to anyone or anything that will listen, that I just don’t wake up in the morning. It’d be such a relief. I just don’t know what to do or how to do it. I don’t know if I want friends, it’s a lot of shit to deal with people. I want to be friendly with people and do my job, not have to be actual friends with who I work with. It seems like it’s only the kiss asses or the cronies who really get ahead, I don’t even want a better job, I’m good with my current job, I just want to not be torn between depression and anxiety making me want to be alone, and fear of losing my job or dealing with social anxiety. I’m on wellbutrin and I have klonopin for panic attacks. Good example from today, I wasn’t getting along with my boss, disagreed about how something should be done, he is in his position because of who he knows not what he knows. He also is not on the same page as our senior manager who really likes how I work. Buddy buddy trumps all though in corporate america. Anyway, from that point when I got back to my cube, I was so anxious, what happens to me is my whole body tenses up. I sat in my chair at my cube and just worked for 5 extra hours (4-9) (im salary so I didnt get jack for working late) I just didnt want to leave and deal with traffic with the anxiety. It’s like I get paralyzed by it. So I sat there paralyzed, all my muscles tensed up, working at my computer. Then the depression kicks in that I may lose my job and subsequently my house because I can’t be one of those crony type guys who knows everyone or has family connections. I can’t form connections with people. I try to just be known for working hard and being intelligent, i feel like I just come off as a jerk though when really im just quiet, anxious and depressed. Just wondering if anyone’s in the same boat. 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It kind of encompasses everything that anxiety is. Looking online though I feel it's sometimes hard to find things to relate to on the topic. It's like there's not much interpersonal talk on this disorder. It's something I battle with every day and it would just be nice to hear others experiences with it. What are you guys challenges with it? How does it make you feel? How do you cope? I'd love a dialogue on this topic so we can all help each other. ,2.3317206477732806,5.015121254385966,4.080877192982459,81.42370445344129,82.0701754385965,7.718218623481783,22.80431848852901,8.617729084823388,1.924197840755736,469,16,88,12,13,157,75,114,0.11,0.7509999999999999,0.138,0.6503,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,3,0,1,8,7,1,0,3,0,7,1,0,4,1,19,14,5,0,1,2,0,4,2,0,1,0,2,0,1,18,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,7,7,6,14,12,4,6,0,0,1,1,10,5,0,0,3,62,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581921566766134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18423527611556698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17335648117961938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1088321419121366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38681260003068185,0.0,0.14767745402344964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14218222619358606,0.0,0.303329793914676,0.1650734484131106,0.0,0.0,0.2559807437687347,0.12055763939904884,0.0,0.0,0.1542377764652525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16709264230604076,0.0,0.0,0.1511701214483369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901976252264742,0.0,0.11311201265728052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17573095522399698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16488901605711245,0.16913548783769328,0.0,0.0,0.1417105620978957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15230675533288238,0.0,0.11264437001241286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405334785980672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810790768873917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419967366334307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12991480230199115,0.16690167226761715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356377894807214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2242248496482577,0.0,0.1657996017310613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11987774931232185,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kyariii_x,2018/04/03,"Starting a job is hard Ive finally mustered up all the courage i have to start a student job somewhere in mass catering. But the problem is, i’m super anxious and scared that everyone will end up hating me and I shouldnt have ever applied for it. Anyone have any tips for me?",3.9894642857142886,5.080236160714286,5.041428571428573,83.85357142857143,71.32142857142857,7.028571428571429,33.64285714285714,7.1686216300943375,2.252049999999999,219,11,42,2,4,72,43,56,0.2,0.684,0.116,-0.4939,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,1,4,0,8,0,0,0,2,7,12,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,5,2,6,10,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,29,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17227660817884194,0.0,0.0,0.2861966419913608,0.0,0.1771378466966366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437977372024814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2291561720878568,0.0,0.2420726188866567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2775163044209794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226938559263328,0.2501160399937951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5027921475355126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424075515498103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536327077178899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3586238855979368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bryterlu,2018/04/03,"Hypochondria New to this sub. Diagnosed OCD and I've always been riddled with anxiety, but lately it's strongly related to the feeling that I have some sort of illness that will ultimately kill me. Logically, I'm a healthy 23 year old but my brain takes every ache and pain and amplifies it to oblivion. Currently I'm freaking out that I'm presenting the very early signs of a heart attack and I'm having trouble convincing myself that it's just my anxiety causing these symptoms. I also feel stupid when I express my feelings to my fiancé, who basically just rolls his eyes at my concerns. Just writing to vent. Anyone else's anxiety revolved around hypochondria?",6.233925318761388,8.090293303278694,6.622896174863385,71.72365209471768,66.78688524590163,9.35664845173042,37.32604735883425,9.725611199111238,4.12632495446266,541,29,84,12,9,175,85,122,0.274,0.647,0.079,-0.9839,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,1,6,8,3,0,4,0,4,7,3,1,0,21,12,8,1,0,5,0,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,10,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,4,11,2,11,10,1,11,0,0,1,0,4,3,0,2,8,52,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15369558061299549,0.15991883599268716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4410782228511772,0.0,0.0,0.1343848594682574,0.19692304162531005,0.0,0.17109130163123448,0.0,0.2186457298439938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145494256083492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974337501770337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507046333956735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055144907046506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619297411605468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29153359523375744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277480121606333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263156793196125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21680053491010687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856198781498422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201672790216588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450544954628425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997606970304028,0.1445041905438118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857822633712426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12376511131964753 anxiety,jigenbabe,2018/04/03,"Hypercritical family as an adult It's been an issue my entire life. My family (grandparents/aunts/cousins) are hypercritical. My mom constantly has a motive and my dad is apathetic. Its resulted in extreme anxiety. I'm nearing thirty, have two great kids, a good job and I'm working towards my Masters but I'm constantly (and quite rudely) criticized by my family. I'm the black sheep because I am an artist and in school to teach literature. I think/dress/live differently than my family and am constantly picked apart. My grandparents track my every move and question my decisions as a mother, even though every thought is in my kids best interest and I am fully dedicated and work hard for them. Anyone experiment similar or have any advice? It is getting to where I can hardly go around them anymore. 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We really appreciate him and want him to know that but the speech can’t be super long so we decided we’d all write like a few sentences and each of us speak out on stage of what we wrote for the banquet. I really want to participate in this but I’m so scared about walking up stage and saying my part in front of EVERYONE. There’s going to be parents, teachers and other students and I’m so anxious that I have to do this. I wish one person could just read everyone’s but It wouldn’t be as meaningful. I’ve never had to speak on stage, let alone something super meaningful. Does anyone have any advice? Thank you!",2.9048951048951075,4.686440558441562,4.201428571428572,86.03972527472527,75.23376623376623,7.335864135864138,24.183816183816184,8.139509932561175,1.350611988011988,602,19,123,10,13,198,94,154,0.064,0.74,0.195,0.9659,1,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,9,1,0,2,6,5,0,1,5,0,15,0,0,1,2,34,27,13,0,6,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,6,0,1,8,13,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,3,6,18,4,21,16,4,15,0,0,0,0,19,7,0,1,3,86,26,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799913628182306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076849897305428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525762235004798,0.0,0.0,0.2080857713613173,0.0,0.12879209626877824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14706320018970914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118862061974296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3520087956028826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468118187336728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012277091583952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883499213565709,0.0,0.08998744334179899,0.0,0.0,0.16300509480795286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229503226673831,0.0,0.0,0.20064028091334035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14206107170898927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481400962114005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20452463666306095,0.19946317478705908,0.0,0.0,0.1608303078207178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424294247330786,0.0,0.2359976292070601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464777438672464,0.1844094230481216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14180084508918592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958025678358268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215616168401003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259255830308457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181297157956908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,andunlap1995,2018/04/03,"Anxiety symptoms I’ve struggled with anxiety, depression and panic disorder for years now. I’m also a hypochondriac and also have emetophobia. However, without having an actual panic attack I feel lightheaded sometimes and like I’m short of breath and just in general nervous. I really think I’m fine. I’m a healthy 22 yo female. It has happened before and I was fine. I truly think is my anxiety. I notice it a lot when I don’t get enough sleep for a few days. Does anyone else have these symptoms also? 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Please help any opinion will give me relief. I have no one to go to and I’m driving myself crazy with worry So the last 4 months my tongue has been tingling and feeling sore. It started in class one day and caused the scariest panic attack of my life. For the fist three months I thought it was all in my head and that I had ocd and was just focusing on my tongue causing these weird sensation. After seeing many doctors who tell me nothin g is wrong, I finally decided it wasn’t all in my head and that there was a physical issue when I was on vyvanse and felt it continue to tingle even though I had no anxiety. Once I started paying closer attention, I realized it is not only tingling and burning; it is also twitching and quivering constantly. Every time I look in the mirror to see if I can see it twitching it stops. Until about 10 minutes ago. I opened my mouth for about 5 minutes and around the 5th minute it began twitching and quivering very rapidly. It looked like a cramp in a leg, just inside of my tongue. I am now relieved that it for sure isn’t all in my head, there is something actually wrong. I guess my question is, could this just be an anxiety symptom? Or is it more than likely an underlying disease causing this? This has just about ruined my life. I feel anxious when I think about never finding relief, and I sometimes blame my psychedelic use for it (although it surfaced 6 months after my last lsd trip). Weed is the only relief I have found, and that is illegal so i really wish I didn’t have to ingest thc to make it stop hurting. Thanks for literally any feedback ",5.142480409885471,6.0128564367088675,5.887432188065102,79.6540717299578,68.49367088607596,8.550693188667871,31.18685955394816,8.704169506293173,2.4960568414707653,1278,51,238,20,21,418,174,316,0.153,0.752,0.095,-0.94,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,0,19,16,1,1,11,0,28,18,5,5,5,50,50,23,0,3,7,0,3,3,0,1,13,1,0,0,24,16,1,2,11,0,1,3,7,7,0,3,13,9,34,9,32,34,4,39,0,2,5,0,5,13,0,5,26,170,58,4,0.0,0.0,0.09753539680114856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08859838605119312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0799288437065872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13593692423070594,0.0,0.2293811715082591,0.11291344672015705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897542696477008,0.0,0.11370593935175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3080241727972861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800890812482923,0.0,0.07980080863041375,0.0,0.0,0.0644585658756127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10230160731442743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06601509477543989,0.0,0.08421098980887094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10107401082807796,0.0,0.09596631129986874,0.10948878447762864,0.09135119184569508,0.0,0.0,0.10958845963084447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587978581833838,0.056803081607812535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010462971118068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30772823624350104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699342667608918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069970225991334,0.0,0.0,0.10432035057402544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16294286611566172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14119327646006966,0.1464894834872824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16786326983496902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667164535898222,0.10133217306577308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393340101436057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07708650690761877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064419762519448,0.13545548965781576,0.15203079863475444,0.0,0.11726812407908853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971352738145564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11196528445484373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402961999089486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389382347900672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694530030623463,0.09885170178215888,0.0,0.14148823940520125,0.0,0.0,0.16712297737988285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09420035426797344,0.1038848447559848,0.0,0.0,0.08735946475935524,0.09201922439894017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404301463052335,0.09819897286373414,0.07934800854344894,0.058280821048300624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632348275388642,0.0,0.08246804636551862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493593494943713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10150263510608204,0.0,0.0,0.21855616514728912,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AwsumnessMan,2018/04/03,"Anyone else ever have a high point from their depression, just to get anxious for when it is going to strike again? Going through that now, felt pretty good most of the day until I remembered that its probably temporary and that everything is going to be terrible again and why do I have to be this way :| My social anxiety is always at about the same level(I can't talk to people regardless), but general anxiety usually peaks when I am minimally depressed (usually lasts five or so days), then subsides with depression. Still there, but just overwhelmed by everything else.",10.042135922330095,9.193706805825247,9.513902912621358,63.54347572815536,58.6116504854369,14.065242718446605,40.988349514563104,13.023866798666859,5.714077281553397,463,21,73,15,5,149,78,103,0.189,0.764,0.048,-0.9313,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,15,15,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,1,1,1,5,1,14,12,2,21,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,2,14,58,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129808063594586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23868570431011554,0.17624043886823335,0.0,0.1090818243874834,0.15984482723290006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20121971773459135,0.0,0.4030987900509517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.260643126643254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111480853555022,0.0,0.0,0.2804131869483878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14978857976031545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08150580084657699,0.0,0.2659824933811488,0.13084899392658722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16482709389630487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12716431509634138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10815372947402918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14747447576567602,0.0,0.0,0.1587124439040213,0.16819900651365866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672244536423803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590267239837984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458522470226348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539033613566627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436333628773333,0.0,0.0,0.1238289412063801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407696036341004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,waddedpaper1292,2018/04/03,"Tips on dealing with Anxiety Attacks, Please? So earlier today I had an anxiety attack, though it was only today I attached the experience with anxiety, and I was wondering if anybody can give tips on how to handle them. I really would like to avoid another incident of bawling my eyes out while my mom calms me down in the middle of the kitchen. I know one tip is to pinpoint triggers, for me it's over worrying about things possibly going wrong (a lot has been hanging over us as if late). 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I constantly come to this sub and always find good advice or suggestions on how to deal different things related to anxiety. So I figured that I would ask a question that I currently need help. As I am typing this there are a few people in my life talking about me. They are discussing how to deal with the tension that has been building because of me. I am currently having anxiety about it. I just don't know how to handle this. I feel like they are telling all my secrets to each other and just trying to find ways to hurt me.",4.741206896551726,5.779474672413797,5.425344827586208,81.9916379310345,69.51724137931035,8.558620689655173,30.87931034482759,8.841846274778883,2.4994000000000005,466,19,89,8,8,151,72,116,0.079,0.851,0.07,0.0,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,2,0,11,4,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,4,1,24,18,9,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,1,1,17,2,17,16,3,7,0,1,0,0,16,2,0,2,4,72,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455264866345948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14011728139819432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576418680814644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574256400956522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265140743504167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505650343551132,0.0,0.18197406968329766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5208203987077237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17593586861706054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514505612973079,0.1203006931971451,0.0,0.0,0.3078180946217595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14124088130567353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1128709354249554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802692387544294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508985541678571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894164831137367,0.08226879288257828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12486200270510454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23348636636790224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863979674665549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706974054833386,0.1471837610768332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187347802748973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432845897544565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366330349433295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962225216977568,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sunnydays__,2018/04/03,"What do you respond when loved ones ask you ""why are you anxious""? Anxiety is a newly defined thing for me. I just don't have a reason for being so hyper distracted and breathing shallowly. I don't understand how to communicate and get the help I need. 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Hey all, so I've had anxiety for 10 years since I was 20, however I've never been on medication for it until last year because it was always mild. Last year I tried Lexapro and it made my heart beat fast after weeks of trying to get used to it, and Citalopram and Buspar made me feel like a zombie. My doc put me on a low dose of Alprazolam as needed, however I think my tolerance is going up because I'm having to take more of it and more often, so I'm seeing him tomorrow about other options because I don't want to become dependant on benzos, even though it works great. My anxiety solely presents in the chest, and I get that uncomfortable anxious feeling and fast heart rate, I don't get paranoid or nervous or anything, just the dumb chest anxiousness. I'm typically fine during the day, ~90% of the time my anxiety acts up is at night and when trying to sleep, though I do occasionally have panic attacks. Anyone that has similar anxiety have any meds they've been on that work great that I didn't mention? Thanks for all advice!",7.133303030303033,6.799639845454546,7.543636363636362,73.63212121212123,64.18181818181819,10.606060606060607,34.69696969696969,10.125756701596842,3.4285151515151515,906,36,166,18,12,298,127,220,0.16,0.7559999999999999,0.084,-0.9169,2,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,9,11,2,3,8,0,15,8,6,4,3,26,34,16,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,12,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,4,6,0,0,8,4,16,5,28,26,4,31,0,1,1,0,3,10,1,5,19,101,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641382428861613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08788112539433075,0.0,0.0,0.14364525300407305,0.0,0.4039804564033701,0.3579486746548404,0.0,0.07384929119024787,0.0,0.08691311992487685,0.0,0.0,0.12015365595978733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314793547271225,0.11664477681541816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06811370093800166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975849310090483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020814734150193,0.07545222258372666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554029016874094,0.0,0.0600241109995789,0.0,0.0,0.2328844302968903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25031137190009844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721825718865721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05159873237054724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1998731730091476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11731577038595856,0.1063971934735842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07831306179521669,0.08145771173365926,0.0,0.0,0.0991136335627856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391783503991252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10617343578654127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841624240629806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736679838508002,0.0,0.10569245822810748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941022588338315,0.0,0.0,0.09723719176984713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06767458578165378,0.20753472805977932,0.0,0.06158564593208005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21511936727080724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09121847202699768,0.0,0.0,0.06229516143952778,0.0,0.08471893172048689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537796789173306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20404007820234416 anxiety,rainbowbrite9,2018/04/03,"What do people mean when they say the first few weeks of Lexapro are so hard? First time poster here. I just started taking Lexapro two weeks ago for anxiety (starting at 5mg and supposed to go up to 10mg). I have read tons of reviews online about Lexapro, and many people swear by it. But many of them also say the first few weeks are ""hard,"" but that it's worth sticking it out. But they rarely specify what the actual side effects they had were. Can anyone elaborate on what their experience of the first few weeks was like, before it got better?",5.2289319092122835,6.00279106542056,4.928437917222965,86.95364485981312,68.25233644859814,7.983444592790388,27.435246995994657,7.957251820313856,1.4714256341789058,432,13,88,5,7,132,73,107,0.035,0.875,0.08900000000000001,0.8371,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,5,6,6,2,0,0,4,0,8,0,0,1,0,9,14,8,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,5,4,4,7,2,13,10,4,19,0,0,0,0,7,5,0,0,14,59,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.14262950413550396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12956059322187347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688281093721335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11181076758880057,0.0,0.0,0.10219734399262363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437002402828146,0.0,0.0,0.12926521770078878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142970950110755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4972890043264935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830651807323704,0.0,0.11689621556572627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26185841635462426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140560615634585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963633321102989,0.0,0.15920933350199748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20265564785348048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619794161019775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324620347202677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20690332011989812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10989291894798503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.085226132043903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277550848111006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4689577743093912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jonomw,2018/04/03,"Any suggestions for treatment options off the beaten path? I have been battling anxiety and depression for years and think I have the depression under control. However, my anxiety has spiked and none of my treatments have even slightly reduced my anxiety. I have tried an array of medications with no help, so I do not think my solution lies there. I have gone to therapy for CBT and DBT for years. I think I have learned and practiced the skills rather well, but it has resulted in no tangible outcomes - though I am much less negative than I used to be. So, does anyone have experience with lesser known treatments they can recommend? I am taking off time from school to really work on reducing this anxiety. I am currently looking into neurofeedback and hypnotherapy. But any other suggestions would be wonderful.",7.39258741258741,9.185693608391613,7.4807062937062945,66.89952097902099,63.96503496503498,12.153566433566434,38.076223776223785,11.792908689023552,5.402393566433567,658,34,101,23,10,212,92,143,0.17600000000000002,0.748,0.076,-0.852,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,4,7,5,2,0,4,0,18,1,0,3,0,24,26,11,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,9,0,1,6,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,2,1,16,1,19,21,3,11,0,2,1,0,4,6,0,2,4,82,19,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299292735240261,0.0,0.517312927040325,0.0,0.0,0.1182086669662274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896119319115919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29121729426624043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479430223250727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11166063134969753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16537029992391175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331542194066235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14196540014035286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030725964667132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12427643294154544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830231809232292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17109482791255942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271099125512165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933315467405569,0.0,0.0,0.3249749230009116,0.1660977590830597,0.0,0.09857856443240448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11477868522886345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460110693984754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15200265110863784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833352318711019,0.12307559462204165,0.0,0.0,0.12009332541700073,0.0,0.0,0.2177344811597322 anxiety,Rock-_-Hunter,2018/04/03,"Healing for all Hello friends, my name is rock hunter. I have long struggled with anxiety and depression and that is why I am here today. Anxiety has always been difficult to deal with and it really has had a huge impact on me as a person. Once I got to my digital photography class I was able to express what I was feeling in pictures. This eventually lead to my final project in the class. A series of 12 pictures that is my story of getting over my anxiety. I have to thank my loving girlfriend Emily, who is my light in the darkness and I could never have imagined a world without her. Warning some of the images may be emotional, but getting through to the end there will be light. The link to the pictures. (Please read first though) https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/12-5ezC3NMrK_qL7U0sNmfULm0efEvFIm3E8oJw_42E0/edit?usp=sharing",7.598951048951047,10.047853370629378,6.891188811188813,68.8106293706294,64.24475524475524,8.276923076923078,31.88111888111888,8.841846274778883,2.8120265734265737,684,27,106,11,11,211,93,143,0.08,0.8340000000000001,0.086,0.1901,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,3,6,0,1,10,0,19,2,0,1,2,18,25,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,5,3,16,3,21,15,2,14,0,1,0,1,10,7,0,2,6,84,22,5,0.1882717337990352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566571646549344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4320820831015957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503196596281202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940998905627161,0.162158168443835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2117803598413324,0.16675287413474496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09519584554143913,0.0,0.0,0.2062424817271982,0.0,0.16014384059079953,0.0,0.0,0.14545827450490606,0.0,0.196728420561495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15057810446928538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661455984619286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699225903728824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520676769004204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005032519712932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16439161597401325,0.0,0.20666582677077505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883226828040219,0.0,0.1206116936449306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19682249434272567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17333531737697858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18497602254974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845958960547265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16988595595872427,0.0,0.0,0.18148723288978175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marcus60486,2018/04/03,"Butt Sweat- Symptom of Anxiety? I've never had this problem in my life until a year ago. I have been dealing with extreme stress for the past 5 years with anxiety increasing the past 2 years. I now have really strange symptoms which include excessive sweating on my butt crack as soon as I am warm or stressed. Anyone else have this problem because of anxiety, or is this some other unrelated issue? 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This happens more and more as I get older and become more self aware. I’m still in high school by the way. Because of the shootings recently, everyday I worry if it will happen to our school. Or when I wake up, some times I think if something bad will happen between my girlfriend and I. Or even if I do something stupid and every stares at me, judging. Some of these things cause me to lose focus during class. I have ADD and I take meds for it but this anxiety stuff keeps adding on. This “What if...” thought needs to go away, but how?",1.742750000000001,3.926893108333335,2.4700000000000024,95.165,80.41666666666666,5.333333333333334,21.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.2301666666666673,463,14,100,4,12,144,81,120,0.091,0.909,0.0,-0.8207,0,0,2,1,0,0,19.0,1,0,0,1,4,3,1,0,2,0,4,3,2,2,0,24,16,18,0,6,9,0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,1,10,7,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,15,0,17,13,5,17,0,1,1,0,4,7,0,9,7,71,25,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12678357188154876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570949730500305,0.0,0.13837825558914935,0.10102792834251356,0.18303659510719605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850103300130897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17025113524495708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10946359884766584,0.0,0.13963530671825355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658747779020004,0.0,0.18837721159319154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4396654707638511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510363905060505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1473091075089235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706053158741116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541031953475948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840895044773677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12288725286086882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16363912398553002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179574617123113,0.0,0.3354567385326101,0.0,0.0,0.17289331917893155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551752599791287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13235279286685722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972206064401745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12460890028010703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010414765858108,0.10619357415690524,0.0,0.1315717050184812,0.09663893443529893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13154935704115248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16830762371891378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bi_nomial,2018/04/03,"Has anyone suddenly aquired their anxiety, like with no warning or apparent cause? I'm currently having some problems, I used to be extremely calm though. One night, however, I just started having trouble sleeping and it progressed to panic attacks that would wake me in the night. It's gotten a lot better now but still not the same",7.186499999999999,8.588042650000002,6.97666666666667,71.76000000000003,64.16666666666666,10.0,38.33333333333333,10.125756701596842,4.3598333333333334,269,14,41,6,4,85,53,60,0.198,0.715,0.087,-0.6064,3,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,4,7,1,1,3,0,5,2,2,2,0,13,9,4,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,4,3,4,6,3,8,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,8,32,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924719904199648,0.0,0.0,0.17592336264279745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862293577851283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225182268172977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584607326134533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12291820761485045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389985472051087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4722158715157397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048950140276894,0.0,0.0,0.29519636384154857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2407455684593665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25177997456429835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780825528111516,0.0,0.20092670606035096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2471940260833285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173001267241212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17872819464541134,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SuperTailsHD,2018/04/04,"Feeling anxious when try to start a conversation Whenever i attempt a conversation with a friend, i felt like i dont know what im talking about and making it awkward. (Especially a opposite gender). I have good social skills but lack of self-confident.",5.105434782608698,7.574427152173919,6.594999999999999,68.26250000000003,70.95652173913044,9.817391304347826,35.413043478260875,10.125756701596842,4.398452173913044,203,11,32,6,4,69,38,46,0.141,0.6859999999999999,0.173,0.0772,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,2,4,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,7,3,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,3,4,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3403706908157608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3531083389204697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15234071710845715,0.0,0.2892845858574393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327750514888825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527068290418756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3254437060644512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558049630463578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14719453451629003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20111267574202554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143100242492943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30712608438862177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21325382931587086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421645997149746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455538134459714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,madkekers,2018/04/04,"school starts soon The worse ones for me are at school, they don't seem as intense as this because I don't start crying but I am so scared and I can't leave the room, feels like everyones looking at me but they don't even care or notice. When I have them at home it's fine because I just drink some vodka like now. My friend messaged me saying this girl was coming to a party I'm going to, me and her have been talking for months and I'm trying to move her but get too scared to meet up most times, I felt my anxiety strenfthening as I read that because some other styuuff had happened that day adding to a panic attack incoming. before i let it hit mee I went into the kitchen and drank my dads guiness. School starts again in a week and I'm worried abput worrying, what happens if a teacher asks me a question whilst I'm jhaving a panic attack? I'll cry, I can feel it.",2.4415018315018315,3.987812967032969,3.535406593406595,91.32626007326007,75.92307692307692,5.952234432234433,23.671794871794877,6.42735559955562,0.5406713553113547,688,21,147,5,15,222,115,182,0.229,0.674,0.097,-0.9827,0,0,2,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,3,0,8,11,2,4,9,0,13,3,0,0,0,21,35,15,0,1,6,1,3,2,1,0,0,1,3,1,9,7,3,0,5,3,0,4,4,6,0,1,6,5,23,5,16,27,3,23,0,0,1,0,14,7,0,7,14,92,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127742003924494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1115455836658842,0.27148134397228585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21820418483626253,0.0,0.10153024765261977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165195559112195,0.0,0.0,0.10278130252743577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26212893750297744,0.07694979784786471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168855449562463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07880796181038902,0.0,0.0,0.1140128085257255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12066083995573475,0.08524031428382693,0.11456333466959813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09218426224615936,0.0,0.06233837289092106,0.0,0.06781078026606636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21102381670898945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968499633663783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263398094245817,0.0,0.12201003945190238,0.0,0.11658482714758713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019649447994836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523794315772002,0.1268154239008723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584355492484648,0.0,0.0,0.08085250117623234,0.0,0.0,0.2799863235957669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336627008023237,0.0,0.11934960481000825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488591861015344,0.2389148964793972,0.36226648106243,0.0,0.10862200310467783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533602308440368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09590273882047716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06957488639645729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100862526770436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957091536651683,0.0,0.0,0.11060834718180304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423450520916308,0.12159453841442175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,massages-in-dc,2018/04/04,"Worst case scenario anxiety making me feel paranoid! Every time I think about the sinister things in this world, I try to imagine the dangers of the evils around us, the intentions behind the creators of evil, and the implications of a universe that allows for evil... it leads me to dissociate hard, and feel paranoid! A good example of this would be something like this- I see something about a new nuclear weapon on the news, I am afraid of being killed by one as I live in a major city, then I start wondering why people want to kill people by the masses and I get this horrible ominous feeling, like people are sinister, then I wonder physics even allows for weapons of mass destruction, and then I wonder why anything exists at all and I completely feel like nothing is real at all and just a simulation. Then I tell myself I’m crazy, and I have a panic attack. 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I am already pretty sensitive to medications (pain meds, etc.).. I was started on 10mg of Lexapro and couldn’t take it, because it made me nauseated and upset my stomach. Now trying Paxil and it is affecting my stomach in an entirely different/equally unpleasant way... and I feel more anxious the last couple of days.. Has anyone experienced this or something like it, and what ended up working for you? Feeling a little frustrated/defeated. I just want to be able to function without such high anxiety. 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I apologize if this post is not allowed. Recently, I've been learning how to drive. I'm 15, so I have my permit. Anyway, I was driving with my dad last weekend and I got into an accident. It basically went like this: I was in traffic on a narrow street with parked cars, and one of the cars I passed opened the drivers door just as I was passing, and it bent backward and dragged on the side of my car. My problem is that I just can't stop thinking about this accident, and it's giving me a lot of anxiety. I don't drive, but walk places usually, but even walking, I'm really nervous that something is going to come from where I don't see it and I will hit it. I also get really nervous whenever I see a car like the one I hit, it just brings back the memory. And not to even mention driving. I've only done it once since the accident, but not on roads, and I don't know if I'll ever get back to the roads at this point. I'm terrified to get behind the wheel. And I know it's dumb, because it was a really minor accident with no injuries, and I probably wasn't even at fault (they haven't decided yet). But I can't stop thinking about the accident and blaming myself and feeling awful, and being paranoid that it will happen again. What should I do? This is seriously taking over my life! Thank you for reading.",3.0360323190648084,4.265587772563181,4.847426508509539,83.80262334536705,73.8014440433213,8.164277118789753,27.63090940347257,8.704169506293173,2.0387869692281235,1051,40,217,20,21,359,138,277,0.193,0.7390000000000001,0.069,-0.9894,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,1,0,18,9,1,2,14,1,24,1,0,3,1,47,49,23,0,4,12,1,1,2,0,3,1,0,1,0,19,19,0,2,7,2,0,17,12,6,0,2,9,3,28,3,26,34,1,49,0,0,2,0,7,20,1,3,13,153,47,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11570265401579476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11068182270630683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22250403709837405,0.0,0.08819719374714118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1246312822927487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480605722826353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28668455527750136,0.13087373007704906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07315588942935011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023628289732999,0.1387927708096377,0.0822264778710673,0.0,0.1157159232987852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794237971313374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15902758906793135,0.11793566119716455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10219362659358447,0.1413692582792835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300400564998068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540822884445311,0.19608140100150973,0.11003766649468166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15116256346811155,0.0,0.13677185927477714,0.0,0.13856597404276585,0.0,0.1559923554879842,0.1384417455620841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447217920266537,0.0,0.2780622097736705,0.0,0.1428566512205804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23058666207779754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196829739656982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138376394077604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419223290763117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087833384384863,0.0,0.0,0.13320433512733162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541358589210385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15934748608381202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412225572710468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,coolwhip8678,2018/04/04,"Convincing yourself that you are fine Hello, I don't know if anyone can relate to this, but it seems like whenever I have periods (whether minutes, hours, days or weeks), that I feel like I have ""solved"" my anxiety or found a coping technique that significantly diminishes it, I feel great. For example, at one point I started meditating, a couple weeks later seemed to feel happier, and started believing that I had ""cured"" myself. For a week or two I felt amazing, until I realized that it was just a placebo. This happens to me all the time where I find a new relaxation technique, or think that I've fixed myself, and temporarily feel so much relief because I stop worrying about my issues. What can I do to believe this all the time? I can see the game, but how do I manage to stop playing it? I know the problem is that I'm trying to solve a puzzle that can't be solved, and when I discover a new ""fix"" I stop trying to solve the puzzle, hence my anxiety drops. My rational mind knows this, how can I have this belief all the time that I'm actually fine so I can stop trying to fix myself? 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Hey all, currently feelings a little down. Recently something happened, but its all good. But sometimes feeling a little anxious sometimes but of the fear that something could have happened. Nothing happened fortunately. But sometimes I get little be light headed when trying to study or do anything productive. I do take antidepressive and anxiety meds, and have a benzo available if I really need it. And I do therapy and have a good support group. Just wondering any other good tips? I do try exercising, listening to music, breathing techniques. Anything else? 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I'm a college student. I've been a college student for almost 3 years. I've made so many efforts to step out of my comfort zone. No matter what I try, the redness won't go away. I'm constantly afraid to interact with new people or speak up during classes because of this. I have so much trouble getting in front of class or being the center of attention. I envy people whose skin stays the same color, no matter how nervous they get. This is such a big struggle to me, as I want to become a teacher.. How do you cope with or fix this issue? Is there someone here with a similar experience? 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I was taking a selfie when I noticed the celebrity was right in front of me, I asked him for a picture and he was nice and said yes. However, his friend thought I was taking a secret picture of them beforehand when it was just me taking a selfie. I was too nervous/flustered to remember what he was talking about so I said thanks and left. I’m just really worried that he thought I was being creepy :( It sucks because I barely know who he is/not really a fan and I’m *still* worried about this. Any tips?",2.782892307692308,5.347105000000003,4.113600000000002,82.69618461538462,79.0,6.406153846153848,28.81538461538461,7.61054688173877,2.133092307692308,515,24,89,8,13,169,72,125,0.118,0.7390000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.4741,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,9,6,1,1,8,1,9,0,0,0,0,12,24,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,12,3,13,4,11,11,0,9,0,0,0,0,18,3,1,0,5,58,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12728546388179385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17498342061427205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11410018338142998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464133771933107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446109922464781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18533274368311548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949140287222608,0.10286652162300693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033662576671824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21310005405819085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398182812753409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2120328630045908,0.15984648427880285,0.3560927022352654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947825007313326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4221970678657033,0.15044422857071615,0.0,0.17232565368013927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971921906489053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3801707319131391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,noumstefani,2018/04/04,"Anxiety circle I’m fairly new to this while anxiety thing. When I have assignments or exams at school (i’m in college), i keep procrastinating doing them lr studying because the thought of struggling to do them makes me incredibly anxious, if that makes sense. So as a result i don’t do anything, which makes me even more anxious because i know that i should be doing stuff. I just end off not doing anything because rushing it makes me anxious and i’m a perfectionist so not handing in something that i’m proud of makes me anxious. The result lf that is that i “stop caring”, like i prefer failing the class than facing my anxiety, which i know i shouldnt be doing I have failed 5 classes so far in 3 semesters, and i think im on my way to fail a couple more... does anyone else experience this?? 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Does anyone else experience this? My job allows me to work from home occasionally (once a month) so I do take advantage, but while I'm in the office I am literally just staring at the computer and maybe complete about 20% of my workload and as you can imagine this builds the anxiety and then the next day it's the same deal. I don't know how to break the pattern but I need to figure something out. 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A few years ago, she got lost at a local fair for about 20 minutes, which was frightening for all of us. She's told us that's why she doesn't like it when one of us is far away or out of sight. My wife and I were surprised by that as it'd been several years since that happened when this behaviour started. We recently went on a hike, and every time her older sibling ran ahead to explore she'd start calling them to come back, even though she could still see them. I'd love any suggestions as to how I can get her to relax when we aren't in arms reach of one another. I want her to feel comfortable out in public if we get ""spread out"".",7.995947368421053,4.8635974105263164,8.080921052631584,79.4276973684211,64.36842105263158,11.605263157894738,34.276315789473685,9.516144504307137,2.743210526315789,708,20,159,10,8,232,118,190,0.067,0.848,0.084,0.6388,0,0,0,1,0,0,15.0,6,0,3,2,9,6,0,0,7,0,13,2,1,1,1,24,33,16,0,6,8,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,1,0,2,9,4,23,5,33,20,5,39,0,1,3,1,25,16,0,6,20,106,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076608442105632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.165184544260308,0.127354164001421,0.0,0.2744148632593032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282183690204553,0.09338993628530784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12401719335842992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046210906036731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969704168298475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08021862644379953,0.0,0.1023294741440506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289903453928236,0.0,0.06141033611611677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3807253886415205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09713713822901318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074005743483882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05933584934266343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132580404640252,0.0,0.10961616370094154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744459679933695,0.0,0.1645995262384271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159407257084252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11992028306006802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09678239532420907,0.0,0.0,0.1372074316296516,0.0,0.10046725856170444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17193025718807786,0.0,0.0969926017557241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119327053124998,0.0,0.07082027873193192,0.0,0.0,0.1160536408610422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4382793719454823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163618453663019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11258823956761008,0.10959253103426296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3128472550613852 anxiety,-PabIo-,2018/04/04,"New here, here's my anxious story: I'm 20 years old and I was diagnosed with Agoraphobia about a year ago (March 2017 to be exact.) That day really changed my life for the worse. Before my anxiety and panic came into play I managed to graduate high school, got my drivers license, and do other things independent people would do. I also decided to go to college to major in computer science since I had to come up with something. I really had no idea what I was getting myself into when going to college, I just did what my parents and cousins told me to do, and let me tell you...it wasn't fun XD After my first semester of nothing but uninteresting classes and pressure to do well, I had no choice but to sign up for more classes the following year, just wanted my parents to think I was taking school seriously. So second semester comes and this is when bad shit starts happening to me. I started to faint and panic during lectures, I would constantly ask to leave the class while all the students looked at me with a confused look, I even go as far as to ditching classes cause I was just too scared. After 2 months of second semester I finally decided to dropout, which was honselty the best/worst decision I've made so far in my young life. I couldn't leave the house without panicking so I remained in my room for a while. I did see a therapist and a psychiatrist regularly but that just made me even more anxious so they gave me pills do combat my excessive worry, I'm not sure if they still work tbh, I've had them for a year. I ultimately decided to leave therapy, It didn't really help me much. After that I decided to do exposure therapy on my own terms...which is working out surprisingly. I'm driving by myself now, I'm walking around my neighborhood a but more and I'm slowly taking off my medication. I guess it's matter of time before I can get back in my feet before something drastic happens to me. I don't want to panic or be scared anymore. I wish to be fine, you know? But yeah, thank you for reading. I hope to post more in future I guess...",4.677857142857143,5.6831114496314505,6.082859775359777,77.34120085995087,69.63882063882065,9.352369252369252,31.243330993331,9.606745405546679,2.9593026325026335,1628,68,308,36,28,552,210,407,0.168,0.767,0.064,-0.9902,2,0,2,0,0,0,46.0,0,2,3,4,22,18,1,7,13,1,30,8,2,4,3,60,68,28,0,8,13,3,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,0,11,20,0,0,8,2,0,9,8,10,1,3,19,3,54,8,55,42,8,56,0,0,3,0,13,18,1,6,28,215,65,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391832166945657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06668525515078125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06379149770165198,0.18840913130505527,0.0826983670439919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07423288983231477,0.07795640850707969,0.0,0.0,0.06412013022604669,0.0696253942239539,0.0,0.0,0.21287082469012208,0.0,0.08751043234224717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09537351656286257,0.0,0.08566231997966682,0.08821331708244852,0.14366254482505533,0.0,0.09011267100649843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053778282191193835,0.0,0.0,0.08463693990613204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11015381268528003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913473433425616,0.0,0.07092968562119012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713344810329085,0.0,0.1421737566080461,0.0,0.06669290290553166,0.0,0.18372229560896966,0.0,0.14747924856769082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05589313624653351,0.0881038704169305,0.0,0.08282297725165537,0.0,0.09621841424661226,0.0,0.0941347631837324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045827796446056085,0.0,0.0,0.2648871646154172,0.0,0.08526975398656196,0.11779864726778945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14004962989933528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15780725100107296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400451327966453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665594078956618,0.0,0.06129968436487281,0.0,0.0,0.08053653127897772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08001291701428337,0.0,0.08750154961466748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935131203939717,0.18518473835127794,0.0,0.0,0.05781065443453313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986253567698595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08341044299518187,0.0,0.16026122792322456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16697162412240718,0.1687859668845706,0.0664493417451159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559645747725281,0.06897931360344925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128392123434456,0.0,0.0,0.11804473714403405,0.0,0.06659366632974692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859208726594018,0.0,0.12539461158659262,0.0,0.07288468001236931,0.0767723536743045,0.1907226094676067,0.09681975237671854,0.05539920021236528,0.053431584559626266,0.0,0.0,0.048624141696205374,0.0,0.0,0.07968069003156138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836866078060416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07497571595063447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09589194329187012,0.08038293777420183,0.0,0.12141473527645925,0.08468443688955671,0.08497937074100044,0.11847271068445835,0.0,0.0,0.21479623536859704 anxiety,Grayson754,2018/04/04,"Terrified of the dentist - bad Anxiety I won't lie, growing up I've been a brat about taking care of my teeth. But at the same time I never had the money to actually get anything done. I'm 24 now. My teeth are in horrible shape. I require 3-4 root canals and about 6-7 fillings. I also need a bridge at some point along with braces. I'm terrified of the dentist. Bad experiences as a child where I was literally held down and had a tooth pulled from my mouth. Sure looking back it wasn't so bad but as a 5-year old you can only imagine. Well a few years back I got some dental work done thanks to the Dental Ministry where I lived. Great people and really helped my fear. They pulled at least 6 teeth. All four of my wisdom teeth and one molar along with a front tooth. To be honest, I was scared every single time. I will get in that chair and my stomach feels like it's in a knot. I feel nauseous and I shake like someone with parkinsons. No lie. It scares me half to death. Well fast-forward to now... I'm living somewhere else and I still require quite a bit of surgery to get my teeth fixed. This Friday I'm going in for a root canal. I'm terrified. I'm going to a dentist I've went to for the past year, but never had any procedures done mainly because I had a years wait for my insurance coverage to kick in. At one point I said to hell with it, because the tooth was hurting so bad, that I went and scheduled it to be pulled out. Unfortunately they couldn't get a certain part of the tooth numb, so I didn't have it extracted that day. They said it could actually be an abscess or some infection. Either way it made me terrified for Friday. I'll be on the gas and they're giving me local anesthetic to numb me. I've never been on the gas before but everyone said that it's the best thing when it comes to having bad anxiety like I do. I'm hoping that's the case. I think not being able to numb the tooth that last appointment scared me because now I'm afraid the tooth still won't numb. Also he said there's borderline chance that the procedure won't work due to the amount of decay and may have to extract it. I don't know. I just needed to talk about it. I'm terrified but I have to do it. The tooth honestly hurts so much sometimes. This is the only way to fix it. They gave me some amoxicillin and Tylenol 3 last week so maybe that will kill the infection if there is one so the numbing will work, and I'll just use the gas to calm down. Is anyone else like this? Would honestly love some stories to help me feel better, or some support because I'm so stressed that I can't even focus on anything right now. **tl;dr:** I'm scared of the dentist. Need extensive surgery. Going for a root canal this Friday for a tooth they tried to pull a few months back that wouldn't fully numb. Scared it's going to hurt, but will have local anesthetic and the gas. I shake like crazy during these appointments and my stomach feels like it's in a knot. Any advice and/or support would be very much appreciated. Thanks.",2.0718366940077466,4.054930345779224,3.278957621326043,90.80256550467077,78.33441558441558,6.4007290954659375,22.008316245158348,7.409481684899262,0.6985567099567103,2367,69,507,32,57,765,253,616,0.191,0.66,0.149,-0.9822,0,0,0,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,5,8,31,52,2,10,41,0,47,30,16,5,6,74,98,35,2,10,13,0,4,6,0,11,13,4,0,1,32,22,0,4,7,0,1,16,14,27,2,5,24,9,45,25,66,55,20,71,1,3,1,1,18,25,1,11,34,310,77,5,0.06570958394622088,0.0,0.12824615042014487,0.0,0.0,0.0642106449381014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509586108314806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08936954072215175,0.0,0.10053530372763718,0.0,0.0,0.045945668919123696,0.06732723395227756,0.10814677753667636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15157984213226075,0.2743237895196969,0.16022380991723312,0.0,0.055914016198692205,0.0,0.06895815439239036,0.05811478716773271,0.07173784703623931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06699530014737502,0.0,0.0,0.056602988245478214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0524637559435485,0.0,0.0,0.042377245627062944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2017311547717356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10978385143483442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04340056047463319,0.0,0.055363158505808086,0.06278832338297087,0.0,0.06427658178000623,0.0,0.07394155029126061,0.13289895998118706,0.09388587980115176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13732218219535242,0.06303462044338091,0.14937708333837438,0.0,0.05255395696652382,0.07244504827591798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08808749804113683,0.0,0.0,0.06526444333197343,0.0,0.0,0.2110304059571096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07269791895167826,0.0,0.0361122688827642,0.10712416211502307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926143015810043,0.0,0.11604553295979575,0.0,0.05517950113322166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059305464984905965,0.062175997121186474,0.0,0.0,0.06601410904234943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05244876299987517,0.0,0.09660820968420664,0.14616847167902347,0.15203784602004508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06895115480978664,0.0,0.13357954397807442,0.09995019915671208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115707606154684,0.06272723307107067,0.0455547519001012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423359208738305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989023087936909,0.0,0.0,0.04209524206600819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05611562565900568,0.2500194467046877,0.0,0.3289337832988433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05567551724197335,0.0,0.06498845871252333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10495151723996372,0.0,0.07527010640088624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14913291433674405,0.061930505228329574,0.0,0.049405429468936564,0.05281487454117074,0.0,0.1209931130733102,0.0,0.0,0.04365452779982381,0.042104048156027585,0.0,0.0,0.07663157364303552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04461249420911203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056751982957613474,0.0,0.05421728841996795,0.0,0.10431441841427076,0.05270826470065504,0.0,0.11816161474288273,0.1218268852685957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351207913064948,0.0,0.0,0.09335640627065936,0.0,0.0,0.16925927075212502 anxiety,HIMEREO,2018/04/04,"I'm anxious about everything! I wanna go back to being happy! At first I thought I had seasonal depression, around august to beginning January I get a bad depression and anxiety. And I tend to give people a hard time while expressing my anxiety. I started taking welbutrin, and now I stopped. I've been out of the medicine for 2 months approx. I've been doing good since. I woke up one day feeling so happy and appreciative to life loving myself and independent of my husband's emotion. Not caring what people do or say. It went on for a couple of months. Until today! I woke in severe anxiety and depression not knowing what to do, barely got myself out of bed for work (btw I went to work in warmups and t-shirt) showed up for like 2 hours and now heading back home. I'm anxious about everything today, I couldn't stop arguing about my husband about things that happened in the far past between us. And I'm expressing my anxiety and fears too soon to my husband and I can feel he had enough of it. I regret not writing about my thoughts and feelings when I was happy, it could've helped now. Now I need to go back to being me. A smiling person with a strong personality and emotionally independent from everyone. I stopped seeing a council when I felt better I even didn't show up for an appointment because I felt like I didn't need it. What is wrong with me? Is anyone going through the same thing? Help?",3.0402161706906234,5.361693397810222,4.454306569343069,81.8975856260528,76.70072992700729,7.4270634475014035,27.691746209994392,8.384062270229773,2.2069942728804044,1117,47,206,22,26,370,147,274,0.152,0.685,0.163,0.8031,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,0,5,19,18,1,1,10,0,16,3,1,2,0,42,47,19,0,5,4,3,6,2,0,0,1,1,2,2,10,18,0,3,8,2,0,5,6,8,0,2,16,8,31,10,42,28,2,45,0,4,1,1,16,12,0,1,30,144,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861902849477923,0.21131680912691375,0.0,0.0653959534240021,0.0,0.0,0.08325847745795313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157484813976233,0.07809078063094184,0.05701292993038976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271665217360663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535657290738037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467335705073347,0.10348537250856124,0.0,0.060316901385049235,0.0,0.2416628970725983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104096093071016,0.0,0.09663794963244617,0.0,0.061773418434079276,0.0,0.0,0.08936864710255392,0.16811130374949015,0.0,0.0,0.10524339492058514,0.14186953419363432,0.0,0.17960035121262613,0.0,0.0,0.07955365397644537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04886377346435681,0.08971920965763168,0.15945991778580348,0.07844565087217688,0.07480174307788383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08270523833927149,0.2986823235813171,0.0837814376117542,0.0,0.09598524481971063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12537777889957707,0.0,0.09381477694820588,0.0,0.09210483347673204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05139975778890739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606058339017509,0.0913847172926544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844113823387484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14930403422024136,0.0,0.0,0.13869753545657018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337602536426558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928169528999648,0.12967909722872786,0.16332758956670962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07437608357274257,0.0,0.0,0.07452856859377151,0.0,0.0,0.10565840456345688,0.0,0.07736614645733203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06619858871679125,0.0,0.0,0.2345772049579219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032034227493011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12426979664913898,0.0,0.0,0.14849930157152325,0.0545360959875162,0.0,0.17730450809567833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250094994326357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17340013764605966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13617691595885986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225662393515256,0.0,0.0 anxiety,flowerdemon08,2018/04/04,"it's always one thing after another The storm never settles. Whenever the storm has the chance to settle for a single moment, it erupts into something even worse, and shit hits the fan all over again. I want peace in my life. I want at least one day where there is nothing shitty going on and the day is still. I need the occasional stillness but it doesn't seem to be anywhere in this life. The anxiety is driving me nuts.",4.496907630522088,5.792285216867473,5.017048192771085,83.73151606425706,70.32530120481928,7.461044176706826,25.88152610441768,7.793537801064563,1.4116682730923698,335,10,64,4,6,107,63,83,0.109,0.779,0.112,-0.3995,0,0,1,0,1,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,6,1,1,0,8,0,6,3,1,0,2,10,12,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,2,0,0,5,0,10,10,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,8,49,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19295825212763654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24316595201621435,0.1774018309655098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29911088689333576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531668698985133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179334574999832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275937462434735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194990909553634,0.17885453341563298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22251300707206428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31428105090257114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111118196113132,0.0,0.0,0.2380406296720764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785269087531738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3703891196552794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15406315740794954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2735596617235779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23632453394114225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Industrial_Strength,2018/04/04,"I cried during a job interview It started off okay, I was answering questions, trying to get to know the 2 interviewers. Then the CEO of the company asked a question, I began to answer, and he kept interrupting me when i began to talk. This totally derailed my train of thought, stressed me out to the max, and I started to cry. I did regain composure and finish the interview but I just want to crawl into a hole and die. The thought of going to another interview, even at another company, and I start crying all over again. help. 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I get massive anxiety during these things and hearing others’ input helps me calm down This past month I have been interviewing for a job that’s a step up from my current position in the city and now I’m at a situation I haven’t encountered before. I’ll give you a time frame first. March 6th was the first interview with 5 people. The hiring manager and some people of the team I would work with. Lasted for about an hour. March 9th they let me know they want me back for the second round and that they will confirm a date with me later March 19th they inform me that March 23rd will be the next interview March 23rd I meet with the hiring manager and her boss and discuss my background for about 10 minutes, we then go into a conference room with about 9 other people who make up a large portion of the remainder of the team. They each asks me a question and this last about half an hour. The hiring manager informs me that they will be aiming to make a decision by the 28th. Yesterday I get an email from the hiring manager saying she wanted to touch base and let me know they need just a little more time making a decision. Yesterday I got an email asking if I could call her before the end of the work day. She informs me that the team wants me to go out to dinner with them on Tuesday at 6:00 pm for food and drinks. Then, on Thursday I will be meeting with the director of the department one on one for a 30 minute meet and greet. She said not to worry about bringing my resume and not to worry about being ready for interview style questions and it’s just a meet and greet. I had the dinner and I feel it went well. I also found out the meeting with the director will actually be me and him and the hiring manager who has been the constant throughout this process and her boss will be there. I also think these are the 3 people who would coincidentally be needed to make an offer. Also, at the dinner, some of the team said things that indicated to me nobody else has gone out to dinner with them.I’m crossing my fingers that I might get the offer in person tomorrow morning at he meet and greet. Can job offers happen in person or are they only over the phone usually? What do you all make of it? How much competition do you think I have left at this point? Thank you everyone! Input on this stuff helps calm my nerves even if it’s an answers I don’t want to here.",5.8204658385093175,5.735576062111804,6.284497929606626,80.72997670807455,66.84679089026915,9.301656314699793,28.22308488612836,8.942964678507748,2.0012289855072463,1910,53,383,29,28,620,215,483,0.006999999999999999,0.923,0.07,0.976,4,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,1,5,9,8,18,4,0,0,46,0,36,7,1,8,1,76,73,27,0,11,7,0,4,0,0,10,0,4,1,2,28,33,6,0,15,5,0,8,4,0,1,6,10,8,56,4,62,43,7,64,0,0,1,0,65,24,0,8,32,277,84,27,0.0,0.0,0.08587046348159269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21110879987371736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06731596308405705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645269638211473,0.0,0.0,0.0676627524788419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975459209868913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08985277205561441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509137508025836,0.0,0.07025687748285059,0.0,0.0,0.05674951975006943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620163700892935,0.0,0.0,0.07350856282718274,0.0,0.07793748520307563,0.0,0.0,0.05811989258325894,0.0,0.0,0.08408302958746608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04449293507999739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14969706844541314,0.10640394902600303,0.09648201708678147,0.0,0.0,0.1838951016118197,0.08441285847764761,0.10001921568617964,0.0,0.07037767024932398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0778137213416613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09917680291471348,0.0,0.11796243799826585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331477401656625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619644915563668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671954304049843,0.1434554007392546,0.0,0.0,0.0956068660682063,0.17996177604707295,0.0,0.0,0.088194145027779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936868552083821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09334882939311133,0.0,0.0,0.07023679967126772,0.0,0.06468647764109897,0.13049441113414978,0.0,0.0,0.093583721010136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11925542992106587,0.06692419147511645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400122045120867,0.2440187184806876,0.15366774580606474,0.0,0.0,0.08318375325557517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197149161951686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16740686326730092,0.06997718594162368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891010936424244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073326568268552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08101400832421309,0.0,0.0,0.11691998622836194,0.16915100146545062,0.0,0.0,0.1026212283876494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691410232028967,0.0,0.20760701273090806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07911810678498862,0.08157228164947608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1281228711066778,0.17872646458664138,0.0,0.1250183003415617,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,miau_am,2018/04/04,"(TW: EDs) Anxiety and purging post-recovery for eating disorder Trigger warning for eating disorders. Not the typical anxiety around ED issue, any advice appreciated! A little background: I currently have a pretty healthy relationship to food and my body and have considered myself to be pretty much fully recovered for the past 7 years or so. I had an active eating disorder (AN, AN purging type, BN) from ages 12-20. I never had an anxiety disorder diagnosis, but did (and do still sometimes) struggle with mild OCD/GAD symptoms. When I had an ED, eating almost always caused me anxiety and when I purged, that anxiety was reduced, dramatically and immediately. I think this became a conditioned physiological response for me, and I'm noticing now that it doesn't seem to be limited to food anxiety. When I'm experiencing acute stress or am feeling really overwhelmed with general anxiety, I find myself purging even though the cause is completely unrelated to food . . . like purely as a way to immediately reduce feelings of intense anxiety and I *do* feel instantly calmer. (Worth noting here, no other ED symptoms are arising, I don't feel differently about my body, not eating differently, etc. but OCD/GAD type symptoms *are* increased, i.e. checking the stove knobs and touching them each x amount of times before leaving the house, worrying my cats might choke on their food while I'm out, etc.) This has been going on for some time, but because it only happens when I'm very overwhelmed, these episodes are infrequent, though they can last for a few weeks (the duration of the stressful situation). I can't find much about this online and was wondering if any of you have experienced something similar, and if so have you found any ways to get over it? Any ways you've found to immediately lower anxiety? All the skills I used in recovery were sort of related to thoughts about body image so I'm at a bit of a loss! TL;DR - Anxiety > purging > relief has become a conditioned physiological response for me and has now made purging my preferred way of dealing with overwhelming stress and anxiety, independent of food/body image. Looking for thoughts on how to break that response and ways to lower anxiety dramatically and quickly. Thank you!",7.395681818181817,9.012413669191922,7.9789898989899015,63.98015151515155,63.823232323232325,11.220202020202024,37.898989898989896,11.132987735899905,4.917695959595959,1807,92,274,53,27,599,211,396,0.112,0.765,0.123,-0.7959,5,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,3,3,3,20,11,0,7,21,0,29,15,3,7,3,60,52,34,0,3,9,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,21,9,1,14,0,2,2,7,8,0,0,13,8,26,3,43,36,11,35,0,4,1,0,8,9,0,10,19,181,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05562663728462668,0.0,0.0,0.057002355413339485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047366318639975286,0.0,0.0,0.15484432622775032,0.0,0.522571378638055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05067548834562402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03470106774047624,0.06286940047179143,0.04843914433829013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06214756448111933,0.25292421491698197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695570272407806,0.0,0.0,0.05968497914434918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05868737178174351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894941623130738,0.2609648001117524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.291243406121049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269732697023188,0.03759855142086212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11513234681732508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405718557705487,0.0,0.3441708312782846,0.12483106624566452,0.0,0.0,0.02974106251182343,0.0,0.03235189757675441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05033875792048199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06568402686198617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05941510920558583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04640162792428208,0.0,0.06027555734255587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027810772653576128,0.05705399561941145,0.0,0.0,0.047802823006112084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05386399160146014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060388631258846324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08369312976066523,0.0,0.043904216205094965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06480970662993646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04329417248788203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05434153550826897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054518596879268036,0.1158267673349781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03646773465788576,0.0,0.0,0.06111635089019012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051822555429036486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398629914270976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04382379272496263,0.05630046893273526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045460530630136116,0.0,0.19562284000605892,0.0595105688468659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17750120744472475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05240906722985687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036475363504720686,0.11185742119290472,0.0903844852306051,0.06638707266841133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04916508741205964,0.0,0.04696924381309171,0.0,0.22592283266587435,0.04566195410794957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061732940781728585,0.0,0.05781029412092668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03665795628694115 anxiety,Ellesseffbee,2018/04/04,"How do i cope with the physical symptoms of anxiety? So I've just been out with a girl I like. It went great! We had fun together and I felt fine. The problem is, in the time preceding big events (exams, interviews, new unknown experiences, or dates like in this case) I get really bad physical symptoms of anxiety. Specifically, I get trouble with digestion - I struggle to eat or drink anything without retching, and stomach pain/dry-heaving are frequent occurrences. Actual vomiting is a bit rarer but still happens. In addition, I feel quite faint at times like these and it's starting to have quite a profound impact on my life - I've got quite important exams coming up and I don't really know how I'm going to get through them if I feel like I'm dying every morning. The strange thing is, like today, all that anxiety simply fades away when the thing I'm anticipating actually happens. I can be retching and heaving while preparing to go out with a girl, but once I actually get out I feel completely fine. Same goes if I have an exam, I can be projectile-vomiting in the morning but once I actually get into the exam I start to feel ok. I mentioned all this and more to a doctor back in January and I was put on a very very long waiting list to see a counsellor, and my appointment with him was supposed to be tomorrow but it had to be rescheduled due to him being sick. I'll bring it up when I (eventually) get to see him, but I was wondering if anybody has any advice or anything I can do to deal with these physical symptoms of anxiety in the meantime? TLDR: Anxiety causes me to retch, heave, vomit and be unable to eat in the time leading up to an important event, will bring it up with a professional but was wondering if anyone has any advice for the meantime. Thanks <3",5.034369565217389,6.2057319188405815,6.502047101449275,74.04959239130437,68.94202898550725,10.155797101449275,33.79528985507247,10.317481424215053,3.7616594202898543,1412,67,255,38,24,482,172,345,0.069,0.83,0.101,0.9167,0,0,1,0,0,0,42.0,1,0,1,4,8,15,0,1,20,1,28,14,1,4,2,55,60,28,1,5,15,0,5,5,0,1,10,0,0,2,12,23,4,1,8,1,0,8,2,4,0,0,10,7,29,11,47,43,5,49,0,0,2,0,10,20,0,9,26,171,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.33433730760696223,0.0,0.0,0.16739694780685793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164930546812792,0.0,0.32761902265319903,0.0,0.0,0.059890106612540274,0.0,0.14096915310723382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0804731915465306,0.06586136132216648,0.07151612496755898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935101699077934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798854568738955,0.0,0.07378190546267292,0.08980484733921908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830380003740787,0.0,0.0,0.08889360462836217,0.0,0.0,0.08766879788038041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390668356837301,0.0,0.17528745088105666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07216578936213366,0.0,0.0,0.08378442247234251,0.0,0.0,0.17323358369163167,0.06119004775619623,0.08223967706407047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26849887025553376,0.0,0.09735639568501228,0.0,0.06850399960823979,0.09443200560280593,0.0,0.0,0.15148416017241065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04707228525101029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06049877974058397,0.2092270306821908,0.0,0.0,0.0757996242724572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272356228066484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18243389027777235,0.0,0.0,0.0911401271291686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08195772036715543,0.0,0.08610425755197168,0.0,0.27330541552731197,0.0,0.0,0.10974216262480324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13650764871707674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12125033211590737,0.0,0.06840206818746614,0.0,0.0,0.08954242134252077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2670767262655526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885716555894573,0.0,0.0,0.1138072155899484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14983370217484893,0.0,0.08118840185635093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1413442990428729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07940057592646173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08256579782698828,0.18577261489180136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JuliaAe,2018/04/04,"Need a new Job but can‘t even send an application I‘m only in my mid 20s and already in a homeless shelter and was unemployed for over 3 years (except for the past 6 month until I was fired) and due to childhood stuff I‘m so sociophob and anxious It makes everything 100 times harder. When I try to concentrate and stop distracting myself I get headaches, heart starts to race and hurt a little and I feel like I‘m nonstop on the verge of crying, I can‘t do anything protuctive without feeling like shit and loosing my sense for what I want. I really really need a job but every inch of me is afraid of basically the whole process - waiting for a phobe call, awkward job interview, test phase, coworkers that only tolerate me but find me really wired, them rolling their eyes over my clumsi and shyness. I‘m fckn done I don‘t know what to do ",5.6444425385934816,6.929007886792455,5.780606060606066,79.3636363636364,67.61635220125785,9.303830760434533,31.43567753001715,9.573946990214177,2.9389698113207547,670,27,122,14,11,212,108,159,0.142,0.792,0.066,-0.9119,5,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,1,3,9,0,9,3,3,1,0,24,23,15,0,3,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,2,4,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,3,4,17,2,19,20,1,21,0,1,1,0,5,9,1,0,13,75,22,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650457069456353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689628173350508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12307702175497705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271982092329814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16428715348579118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530541503564594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987844824854462,0.0,0.12601268052638448,0.0,0.1344169430947776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124637609540625,0.21369466079287927,0.0,0.0,0.13669722419701805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07814012396146766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177232034654233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16010952556976848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4452524871908097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08219552360491247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14613716115560513,0.14990070675603814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983399044648207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11937919356992535,0.0,0.0,0.22179708698985368,0.0,0.14444819238889406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274977233020753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14277412984773336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874402996491729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352354218798367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10586095918641047,0.0,0.0,0.12504077202386055,0.0,0.0,0.1712130404452835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721097448496261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154297789329056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821571411024723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698095644611546,0.0,0.14417271114112715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631321165129496 anxiety,r0nnie0_0,2018/04/04,Holding back because i don't want to be annoying A friend and I were having a playful argument. He told me he was too tired for the argument and I responded with so I win? He told me that it is annoying and competitive. I don't know why but ever since I feel small around him. Like I can't be completely myself so I've been holding back. He was calling what I was doing annoying not me but it does not feel that way because I'm competitive. I can't change that about myself. I don't really know if I have the right to be upset. Does anyone have a similar experience or any ideas to move past critical comments? ,1.125,3.4511492777777804,3.746984126984128,84.22857142857143,84.0,7.726984126984128,24.079365079365076,8.634040054169528,2.0127365079365083,483,19,99,13,14,169,72,126,0.165,0.725,0.11,-0.7085,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,3,1,5,0,18,1,0,0,1,20,26,9,0,2,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,5,1,0,1,7,4,0,0,7,2,17,4,7,16,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,2,5,68,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12701327537093424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305972896664994,0.0,0.0,0.1662691791840625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28723659946265456,0.0,0.22771238081291295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907179633700105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975829831969886,0.0,0.1958298344214333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32689578922745083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689485084250618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18270160315376274,0.0,0.0,0.1888779114696435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430175465223047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21084602583303785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052931016457086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124873765491748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851206420675885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17829768986018454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11965272573031753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950466695579418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15450205265392813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146701680552246,0.0,0.3569426694365376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11016462192413964,0.14825315028083788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16853521478276998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BlackFox007,2018/04/04,"I don’t know what’s happening to me I’ve had anxiety for about 3 years, and have been on Zoloft 100mg for most of it. The past few months have been pretty rough, especially considering that I haven’t been taking my medication regularly enough. About a week ago I was driving home from college and had my first ever panic attack. I went to the doctor and they gave me an iv and some ativan and said everything looked fine. Ever since that night, the panic has been near constant. I never feel like I can breathe and my heart is always pounding. On top of this, I feel very detached from reality and depersonalized. I’m considering going home for the rest of the semester as I can’t focus on schoolwork, and this just adds to my anxiety. Is this ever going to end? I had no idea how much worse my anxiety could get. If anyone else has experienced this I would love some answers about what to expect!",4.420083041958044,5.83385010795455,5.579772727272728,79.17187062937066,70.64772727272728,8.597202797202797,26.038461538461537,9.057496981413335,1.9851080419580407,713,22,138,14,13,237,110,176,0.136,0.802,0.062,-0.8832,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,2,8,6,1,2,7,0,20,7,2,1,4,27,34,11,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,1,4,1,2,0,9,9,0,0,5,0,0,4,5,3,0,1,11,6,18,3,21,21,7,22,0,0,1,1,4,5,0,4,14,99,27,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070035778208167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329859314685865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31249315821083257,0.0,0.0,0.09520839382978072,0.13951516990386403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490516445495778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471439202829961,0.0,0.10871514236641856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13936868553563375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11374678407617365,0.0,0.12060007650640645,0.14069286379012438,0.0,0.0,0.36950191312921615,0.0,0.0,0.12237459947135546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376962923723002,0.09727493395403584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11582024914109718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07113959112791482,0.0,0.15476923629796588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12040856492354735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613539093729607,0.0,0.0,0.2731653493244904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15371154727803987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483166963853019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652240466325901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11434269646765212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289249888776872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371699813952186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086840740607545,0.0,0.10009553338960736,0.0,0.10501736406963814,0.0,0.0,0.1277798297865368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195160806789645,0.0,0.0,0.1299830702344435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13852680728206562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12952227330102056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11263550962005965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10237769297663064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123488039178943,0.0,0.0,0.10922181223518043,0.0,0.0,0.12622454242776526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387618146743337,0.09672634770423827,0.0,0.0,0.08768456139726802 anxiety,Psychology4Eyes,2018/04/04,"workplace anxiety; interpersonal communication Hey guys, I recently started a new job, my dream job, so I'm obviously anxious to make the best impression I can. I'm pretty social, despite my social anxiety, but sometimes I come away from conversations worrying if I was too unprofessional/casual. I'm reading the vibes and what I talk about is appropriate for the person but I come away worrying if I talked too much and if I said something wrong. Is there any good rules of conduct you would suggest for boundaries?",6.541211180124224,8.662965108695655,7.620496894409943,63.83630434782612,66.3913043478261,10.909316770186336,37.055900621118006,10.914260884657429,4.84792049689441,418,22,65,13,7,141,64,92,0.156,0.722,0.122,-0.4908,2,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,1,12,13,8,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,11,3,8,10,2,7,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,3,3,42,12,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954462755767354,0.0,0.2464621013882377,0.18198236479472807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3026929226110741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16905078126034426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27752423100303003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13511206337595774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950137401284645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3197078182751509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752676804813316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11841741899258627,0.0,0.0,0.15557874836525715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14065488263038048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638833065185384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611305095426845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905389700048975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532305467283887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3284156517309543,0.0,0.12401257880536708,0.15931908002848258,0.0,0.1140181490580812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2589511242585472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3271831673915887,0.0,0.1144315241233793,0.17612325603940027,0.0,0.0 anxiety,isupergluemywounds,2018/04/04,"How do you deal with your anxiety I have a (probably) pretty mild form of anxiety and possibly mild(er) depression, but it seems to be getting worse. A brief backstory...I've been single most of my life (I'm 31) and am not close with my family, and have a very small group of friends who have remained constant in my life. I've always had stress and anxiety but I've always dealt with it by burying it and ignoring it because I never felt that I had anyone to talk to who cared enough to not just leave. A few years ago I finally met the woman I am marrying later this month! I've never been happier in my life and she is the best woman that I can possibly imagine. However, since things have become serious, my anxiety has gotten worse. It's worse because one of our commitments to each-other is to always be completely open about everything with one another, and never leave anything unsaid. While it's been especially fruitful in our relationship, the caveat is that for the first time in my life I'm facing my anxiety head-on. She's very supportive and can usually calm me down, but over the last 4 months I've had a pretty bad panic attach (which has never happened before), had a less severe panic attack, and have been more anxious/depressed for longer periods of time. There's a lot of backstory as to what triggers and episode, but I don't think it's relevant or anyone really cares, so I'll spare you unless you think it matters. She's encouraging me to seek help from a counselor or something, but I'd really like for us to address this on our own if we can. I wouldn't call my anxiety debilitating, because I'm still able to function, and keeping busy actually helps me forget about it for a while, but it just puts it on hold until I'm not as busy, or usually when I'm trying to go to bed. What I'm looking for are some tips about what those of you with similar or even worse anxiety do to keep it in check. We do talk about it and try to get to the root of what caused an ""outbreak,"" which does help sometimes, but sometimes no amount of talking about it seems to help, and it actually can give me more anxiety if we're just sitting there focusing on how anxious I'm being. I think a big part of the problem is that actually addressing it is new for me...I've always been successful and burying it and going about my day, but I refuse to do that now because I don't think it's fair to her. I am fully, 100000% aware of the causes of my anxiety, and fully aware of when it's starting to flare up and as to what causes it to, but I just want to find some ways to try to head it off before it causes problems. Medications are a last resort...I don't want to be on anti-depressants or anything until I've exhausted my options.",8.530068306010929,6.028892883424407,8.978608834244081,71.43326844262296,62.7887067395264,12.574408014571947,37.62909836065574,11.123543617288195,3.982486885245901,2159,81,426,47,24,728,240,549,0.155,0.7340000000000001,0.111,-0.9713,1,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,6,5,0,3,20,20,1,3,20,0,42,9,2,8,5,89,73,46,0,7,24,0,1,1,1,1,6,0,3,2,40,26,1,5,9,0,1,4,12,11,0,3,12,3,43,9,76,56,15,53,0,1,1,0,35,17,0,14,31,295,83,1,0.060930088326979326,0.0,0.17837693080867334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401084699070572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027948579826211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06389051020310597,0.4195021571743823,0.13766731349873113,0.0,0.08520746890668329,0.0,0.1002805422262432,0.0,0.0,0.06931677162508686,0.0,0.0,0.05087407870153808,0.14856966524597245,0.06729249552322884,0.10369403490640744,0.0,0.06394236861144315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622164325741161,0.0,0.1242445716537464,0.25036793870835045,0.0,0.0,0.06388403836739626,0.0658437796710269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929486635045943,0.06281624563391533,0.1574369873828828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332033089555911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06295706888103934,0.0,0.040243748694620884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05476003459351373,0.0,0.057439464635682086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850243990770579,0.06674593352301728,0.05568899688923845,0.05182710200477856,0.0,0.0,0.047074435097805165,0.0,0.06366691270838264,0.058449692733044685,0.06925594666131771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05388027588284098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250636979087774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633606154177382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083149241469402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09933230843409406,0.0,0.1290323318560664,0.0,0.0,0.17214689320852558,0.029767363458921513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05116592855978986,0.0,0.0,0.05180058221501998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138065381903069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09726763039128912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18797216135425568,0.05884665898560884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08257560946688243,0.0,0.0,0.14297666106159165,0.0,0.06598134806435625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737903934934184,0.0,0.12397560918138956,0.06569294058897357,0.1166037314814998,0.0,0.061251567771933586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07806674957268442,0.0,0.0,0.06541611241417035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11093692807760758,0.0,0.06883365674936556,0.0,0.05040199869823685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04690695876889482,0.12052283066741384,0.0,0.04312663012327951,0.0,0.048658847244529374,0.0,0.06979521031727512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06914274217924228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469198910195021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047924328500965,0.15616616140316894,0.0,0.0,0.07105764898050479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241025912539376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732913941334531,0.0,0.13421176830825515,0.10054740796963917,0.07187628947881257,0.04836346805179048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24837186163306316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039236979211158936 anxiety,mayonaisamonster,2018/04/04,"I get anxious because of work. It's a wonder that I have stayed in my current line of work (I talk to local and international counterparts/clients) because I'm an introvert --- not exactly sociable nor good at talking to people. I manage to fool people that I'm fairly decent at it. Work hours is long - 10 hours, and I really don't want to do OT hours because of that. Sometimes my immediate supervisor makes me do it anyway and I end up getting anxious, tired and frustrated. Anxious, because I get the vibe that they judge me for not going beyond my set work hours. I'm scared of rude clients. Two months ago, I had to file a sick leave because a client was needlessly being sarcastic and difficult even though they were the ones at fault. Handled that client in a professional tone but afterwards, I took a sick leave because I suddenly became emotional afterwards. And lastly, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I AM DOING. 😂 At this point, I'm working for the sake of money. I feel empty right now but I'm also saving up money for...something. Idk what that something is, but I am still hoping that it can lead to something more worthwhile in my life. A couple of friends seem to be happy and fulfilled while I'm just stuck here...doing idk LOL This has become a full blown rant. I'm sorry but I needed to let this out.",3.3901604278074906,5.396554313725492,4.663787878787879,82.27022727272731,74.49019607843138,7.303030303030304,26.88502673796792,8.150884317080207,1.8745294117647056,1030,39,192,17,22,340,143,255,0.18600000000000005,0.713,0.101,-0.7793,1,0,3,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,2,6,8,11,2,1,11,1,18,4,0,2,1,26,38,15,0,3,7,0,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,16,8,0,0,4,0,2,3,5,6,0,2,5,1,23,5,27,30,2,36,0,0,0,0,5,15,0,3,16,122,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820664938757032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795754393167741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33724260395326483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3639500147322801,0.10989728711444773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11010222562686454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193159823662216,0.08813336480510375,0.0,0.0,0.06572320985373115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05031355667221943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768785979694887,0.0,0.15596436715268702,0.0,0.05655192748792054,0.08346146457616635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059266889111494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0988325647914455,0.3919760604211377,0.0,0.0,0.1123309061109327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08111120812835865,0.0,0.21072636868011385,0.0,0.10175230069333288,0.07028449607083972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08806026199524833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642146761882582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942526593001421,0.0,0.0,0.07378292686469283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0674282874462571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137970776700681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406595622669683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06374651382128839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849781431605215,0.0,0.0,0.09962352481769103,0.0,0.0,0.09058712521912053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298152628495408,0.09841463021036743,0.11138955811165986,0.0,0.10606085879868678,0.07946614648054169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995936664904026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09776478732474927,0.0,0.0,0.11436826659338956,0.0,0.0,0.1105555595644486,0.0,0.0,0.09720354703963464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058691605654954127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10791072710408356,0.36221016464990186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Redzonefresh,2018/04/04,"I finished my 10 hour road trip with no panic attacks! I visited my sister over the weekend who lives 10 hours away. Usually the road trip is filled with lots of panic attacks and fights between everyone because my dad gets them to. Things like the sun beating on me for too long, staring at the arrival time on the gps, or picking what fast food place we’re going to eat at, etc. All I did whenever I felt one starting, I would breathe in through my nose and out through my mouth until I was calmed down. When I got home I was so relieved, I even posted some pictures of the trip on Facebook, which is very rare for me.",3.919050179211471,5.0969545967741965,4.24784946236559,89.14732974910395,71.58064516129029,6.801433691756272,30.71326164874552,6.937597516519254,1.6122734767025086,486,21,100,4,9,152,89,124,0.155,0.782,0.064,-0.9027,0,0,0,0,1,0,12.0,0,0,1,1,4,8,3,2,6,0,6,5,3,1,1,12,11,6,0,1,1,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,5,2,0,1,1,0,6,1,5,0,1,5,3,17,3,22,5,4,31,0,0,1,0,6,13,0,3,12,68,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3975486349427231,0.16415939841277646,0.0,0.0,0.10651041989500556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787867607394771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19486397900749666,0.11540386968003488,0.0,0.0,0.16695672613148435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776289908537687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112775320299704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128632813113688,0.0,0.09929994722557303,0.0,0.13974312623173873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526289733416245,0.0,0.34413683001185924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08536155414842803,0.0,0.15428491494332075,0.15462566453930482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14854450276624293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183978280201728,0.0,0.0,0.4100030562670692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254989102661634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1673377513661972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123670884644781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160791792101138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188324806595267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19243432733992752,0.14416599276131187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411925589477793,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kimberlyforpresident,2018/04/04,"Senior Prom Hi, I'm currently debating going to senior prom... There's someone who wants to go with me but everyone else in our group is an actual couple (bf/gf) and will be dancing with each other the whole night. I can tell I'd make it awkward and I really can't dance (let alone with someone)... I feel bad saying no and I really like them and I feel like it's not fair for me to say no just because I feel like I'd make it awkward. It's also the weekend before I have a lot of AP exams (for college credit) and I wanted to be able to study. I know I'll probably regret not going to senior prom... Any advice? side note I kinda hate dances so there's that too...",-0.21336670838548244,1.9411825319148936,2.624847726324574,91.01647058823532,88.9290780141844,5.303462661660409,16.804755944931163,6.794906146795322,0.025180725907384183,511,12,110,7,17,179,90,141,0.17,0.7390000000000001,0.09,-0.8939,1,1,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,0,6,9,1,2,4,0,8,0,0,2,0,24,21,8,0,3,4,0,3,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,7,9,0,0,4,4,1,6,5,5,0,0,0,5,14,4,13,17,3,14,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,2,9,65,21,9,0.16569646203360874,0.0,0.16169584494279965,0.0,0.0,0.161916665000457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161156322847435,0.0,0.13250740082379406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.112679276156646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13834962465222045,0.10100702531673024,0.0,0.14099548506951134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833399836431112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384181323234629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833007023899645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2513433294774574,0.23674717116905736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825073535504977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16359095201369786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09106244219682882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943585870813466,0.0,0.2428527650941129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14086920665941874,0.0,0.0,0.22120735012309592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554949050323726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17864881103999894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21229879295825455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635369543562727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28078814915146744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482601118457064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19546413270944252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18499418249872676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,moonfeeling,2018/04/04,"I’ve ruined so many aspects of my life bc of anxiety and I do not feel like a grown up!! Long story short, the summer after I graduated high school I was hit by a drunk driver. I broke 14 bones and hit my head (the professionals think it was a traumatic brain injury.) I have been in college since 2011 going for my bachelors. I have issues processing written and verbal information, something that brings me constant turmoil and leaves me feeling like I’m not smart. I was academically dismissed from the state school I was at bc of bad grades. But now I’m a senior and slowly but finally moving along, my plan WAS to graduate at the end of the month but I ended up fucking up my senior capstone. I’m meeting with advisors Thursday to see how I can fix my mistakes (wish me luck 😞) Basically where I’m getting at, is that I’ll be 26 in May and I’ve always been so insecure still being undergrad. People always make it look like you can easily get through college in four years but that is not my case whatsoever. Have any of you had to take more than 4 years for school? I wanted to include some of my personal history so that whoever reads this can understand where I’m coming from. I’m in a mentally fragile place right now and I could use some kind words of support. I also posted this same post to the selfhelp subreddit last night but I figured since a majority of my issues with school and everything else (like reaching out for help) are anxiety based, and that this would be a good post for me to put here.",3.9887625418060217,5.5409806521739124,5.305418060200669,80.17979933110371,71.90969899665551,8.544481605351171,28.384615384615394,9.085049710711278,2.396492976588629,1201,46,230,25,23,401,171,299,0.105,0.82,0.075,-0.4611,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,0,1,11,16,1,2,13,0,24,6,3,3,0,42,51,19,0,5,8,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,10,14,1,0,6,2,0,6,3,7,0,1,9,5,29,9,38,34,5,45,0,2,2,1,6,17,1,4,22,147,39,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642483720977118,0.17984849417687776,0.0,0.0,0.07349240901421636,0.0,0.16534899032078382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023529036314802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064367178091565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309413319011198,0.0,0.11678703042621642,0.0,0.08628639644042824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902799728812409,0.0,0.19143875978388372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712780551429136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928851872325264,0.15441277695400624,0.0,0.1183871795957801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999104732597472,0.11292592419157495,0.0,0.061419593394717927,0.09064534925870983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11091266301738817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243813029323959,0.11418360237382685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255973913277912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11253996398809547,0.0,0.0880927962015484,0.0,0.11443224357509807,0.0,0.0,0.0763341828012087,0.21119334274882404,0.0,0.0,0.09563998481105286,0.09075294409514567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07213864699306848,0.10956766237567944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10891077643763793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0862617377582897,0.11486303124089092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141789644068308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492325533129984,0.09436397196819364,0.11291184330274592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31050822086997104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10864182987025507,0.0,0.0,0.1081008678928184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09229257484587428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374970052468021,0.08611909079500331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17879592529233992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08319881465362969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630613707238355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263839613983188,0.0,0.0,0.08125641019780061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924793175019776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125063700367513,0.0,0.093339182683188,0.0,0.0,0.06374344279919364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242770320063984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07677097966824438,0.0,0.0,0.13918916282938756 anxiety,Parallaxo,2018/04/04,"I can't walk, I can't chew. This all sounds weird, but I find myself unable to walk or chew in highly social environments. There are times where it feels awkward to walk normally and sometimes I can't seem to chew properly either. It might be because in my mind, I feel like everyone around me is judging me, but I just don't know what mindset I need to have in able to fix this. Any advice would be appreciated, thank you.",5.522117647058824,5.493948741176472,6.171764705882352,81.09294117647059,67.47058823529412,9.15294117647059,28.764705882352942,8.841846274778883,1.9770470588235296,333,10,69,5,5,109,59,85,0.039,0.8290000000000001,0.132,0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,11,3,0,0,1,18,17,4,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,2,3,0,5,0,0,3,4,2,0,0,0,3,12,2,9,13,2,10,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,3,2,46,17,0,0.2446099220180308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23902998478717005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.166343135003901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21775469091108504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14911193807497938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337352630161452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24736425255623004,0.17474937716505465,0.0,0.0,0.22356903724210156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584438126286906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443121603899827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950405217359633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2594924718756875,0.24698629078779016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813751577353022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396657879736372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22268368609903827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493490110435337,0.0,0.0,0.2419254675353429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252039518147287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263401262959882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376387040008748,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zen_tim,2018/04/04,Anyone take Citalopram? This SSRI help anyone out? I have derealisation and generalised anxiety.,7.817619047619049,11.45821314285715,8.98714285714286,38.94119047619049,96.14285714285714,10.438095238095238,33.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,6.122409523809526,80,4,7,3,3,27,13,14,0.108,0.698,0.194,0.3313,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4057062816831853,0.0,0.0,0.7416477915906511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3554736492353203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3987473522555837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CL0N3MAN,2018/04/04,"Help, night terror. I just woke up from a night terror, and I am having a hard time doing anything. I just went around on my phone trying to contact just some one to help. So please some one be awake!",1.3862195121951224,3.397926097560976,2.222134146341464,97.38734756097564,80.70731707317074,4.1000000000000005,15.128048780487804,3.1291,-1.2402243902439023,154,2,34,0,4,48,30,41,0.183,0.645,0.172,-0.1278,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,6,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,2,1,4,0,6,3,2,7,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,3,25,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346991840196776,0.2538926682277147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554874097228661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3823334246936478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5352906199321222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3865241996414546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31306913782590345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630516612540586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1936352839438099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643876333208497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,liannus95,2018/04/04,"I just drove in a car on my own for the first time since I got my drivers license Driving has been giving me pretty frequent anxiety lately even though I know from myself that I can drive and realistically don’t have anything to worry about. I got my license a few weeks back finally but was too scared to go driving on my own and always took someone with me. Today however I went to fetch some groceries and took the car alone. It’s only a 5 minute drive from my house to the store so I’ve figured it’s a good start. During the entire trip there and back again I kept telling myself ‘I can do this’.. and I did! I even successfully parked the car backwards into one of the tight parking spots next to my house when I returned. They are really narrow and annoying spots to park.. I know it probably doesn’t sound like a big deal but I had severe anxiety just at the thought of driving alone, I even was nearly in tears at some point.. but well, today I did it! I did it :)",3.800181290790426,4.810082756345182,4.812577955039886,85.62153553299494,71.69035532994924,7.455982596084119,26.25416968817984,7.7094869923839395,1.3192149383611302,761,24,158,9,14,249,116,197,0.121,0.7709999999999999,0.108,-0.1604,1,2,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,2,15,6,1,1,12,0,15,0,0,0,0,21,28,12,0,0,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,2,4,0,1,14,2,2,1,2,15,2,26,4,21,13,5,41,0,0,0,0,4,12,0,2,16,111,33,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28121904772351003,0.0,0.0,0.1129656916188589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20771664656471486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11172138111581256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20878673346310728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996569150769064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26901054296039345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872173028805652,0.0,0.11547993831426805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13023624031066952,0.07715724147192146,0.11387156303874865,0.21716414632548148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31330454786552714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14922358841213748,0.0,0.15314657724608954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632694407064678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14438549053365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919965222695594,0.10325387909779764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833991733386485,0.0,0.0,0.13811977852264096,0.14637547602407094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697325411150518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13592244689244973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15337354642421125,0.0,0.11230455640856704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150315492017509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609375005917528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866284586166408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338645804208818,0.1077806570033154,0.07916449698720393,0.0,0.2573748990058074,0.0,0.3016753763945391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890088937838148,0.0,0.12206724134218826,0.1258536610083393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13787391643623712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fionnlagh,2018/04/04,"Anxious about not being anxious. How stupid is that? I had a really bad weekend, and now I'm doing ok. I've been taking care of myself extra carefully and now I feel fine. And now I'm worried about the fact that I'm ok. Am I actually totally ok and I've just faked the anxiety for the last 15 years? Will I feel totally normal long enough to forget to take the meds and then get all kinds of messed up again? God I hate anxiety...",0.6016666666666666,2.797832500000002,3.128888888888892,88.66000000000004,85.1111111111111,6.711111111111113,20.11111111111111,7.908726449838941,0.9599111111111108,335,10,72,7,10,116,59,90,0.213,0.62,0.16699999999999998,-0.7713,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,0,5,3,7,0,0,1,4,16,18,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,7,8,14,5,10,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,9,46,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.19349522221625365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3033713038812902,0.4480058149322591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16555769491223868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4043246661827184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20487893773024315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20051528805834185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10359447855573524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19576302423637829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20648082306149107,0.0,0.16162678946127973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17547386796270556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22024727721165946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942748558720677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12702491561929632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981676883855904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136561268550016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12768749821748634 anxiety,theprojectisreal,2018/04/04,"Palpitations Hey, so for a while now at night time I’ve been getting what feels like pulsing/racing heart beats. I’ve only realised it’s me recently, before this the feeling was so intense I thought the bed was shaking 🙃. Just wondered if anyone else has this, if it could possibly be night time anxiety. 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Ever since the panic attack (and treatment by bad doctors) I have developed health anxiety. I always think I'm about to die, that I have cancer, heart disease brain tumour, Alzheimer's. It's constant and I almost feel like I've forgotten how to feel normal. I started to feel better recently after I got all the results back from basically every scan ever, but then I had another random panic attack and since then I've been back in the same slump. I keep wanting to go to hospital or think I'm gonna die and no one will help me. Please help me ",3.8965116279069782,5.470592643410853,5.357279069767447,79.62987209302327,72.17829457364341,7.950697674418605,25.3031007751938,8.548686976883017,1.8577714728682169,517,16,94,9,10,174,83,129,0.256,0.649,0.095,-0.9642,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,7,9,3,3,4,0,7,7,2,2,3,24,21,11,2,2,2,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,5,0,0,1,1,7,0,2,5,4,13,2,11,14,2,16,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,3,14,57,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10403664909923756,0.0,0.11752370782270252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09765676088498604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306703118200707,0.17956721722062274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40055757582317386,0.0,0.18049228764567754,0.0979945505211148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10379946371226603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13101772423858668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268294533907407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24361188008185705,0.0,0.0,0.12012765578268406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2123260255622761,0.09888474934501357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802922603179314,0.08384530382419385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983028086986656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670101490982823,0.0,0.09386720342514683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495061933233592,0.0,0.13907763289759634,0.15733405389638996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431906166575107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08289809788273278,0.05733842217505316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367931531859006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149924030340572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07952929999172262,0.0,0.0,0.4131062613813051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288311024427559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07518677713949791,0.0,0.11588339753495487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912556649984234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307127799236934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15040501158843333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692246902585071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Heltinne,2018/04/04,"Got a job, but extremely anxious So I got a graphic designing job in a photo company. However today I found out I also might work as a semi receptionist... I need to deal with people and answer the phone (""hello, company xxx"") and I don't know if I can do that. The thing is - I have mild stutter. I might not always stutter and people might never notice but inside I'm still a girl with a stutter. I told the boss I have social anxiety and that I don't know how to deal with people and he was very nice about it, but I still dread it. I do NOT want to answer the phone. It's literally my biggest fear. I'm on 100mg Zoloft which has been helping tremendously but this is legit my biggest fear and my childhood trauma is coming back to me, I'm scared What if I stutter the company name and scare off potential clients? I hate myself",1.5234117647058838,3.6530765176470616,3.788823529411765,85.70970588235295,80.88235294117645,6.588235294117648,22.94117647058824,7.724431198458867,1.2269411764705889,648,22,130,11,17,223,96,170,0.256,0.705,0.039,-0.9898,3,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,1,5,11,0,16,1,0,2,1,34,29,17,0,4,8,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,9,12,0,0,5,0,0,1,5,11,0,0,6,0,20,1,13,20,0,13,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,5,6,91,29,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110388687023695,0.11485841209735938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559845139136308,0.15594329346879876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614245940031784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890724315189785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846215845590128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3106615453368252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513511970222728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208026937557324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13628363615525435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252375071431433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27396220609501365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15172380363337398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393085104108273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10235319454456183,0.10646317261904464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15715681956604113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870938511630138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763996076105666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1407120366179313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204741475042159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09170610444210264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084358529519305,0.13190092373250872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1138955468080736,0.08141820319422527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049307888372698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nana-seven,2018/04/04,"I don't even know what this is I'm writing this in bed after a huge binge. I've struggled with an eating disorder that compels me to either eat nothing or fucking everything. (undiagnosed - didn't really see the point) and it's progressively ruining my life. My coping strategies have definitely improved in comparison to last year, and I know I won't do anything drastic. Point is, I'm not in crisis, just looking to get some things off my chest. My anxiety causes me a great deal of physical and mental exhaustion. I push myself to attend and participate in school consistently, all the while hiding bouts of crippling anxiety. I find myself constantly tired no matter how much I try to physically take care of myself. These periods of gritting my teeth to attend to my responsibilities has resolved in me an almost sociopathic, apathetic state. I feel depressed and yet I can't muster a tear. I don't want to speak to my parents or friends about this because I'm afraid that my suicide attempt from last year would cause them to be anxious and emotionally overbearing. I just want the people in my life to get some rest and be happy, all my life I have been a burden and I don't mean that in a self-deprecating way. This is the truth and I understand this. I just don't know what to do. I won't kill myself because I don't want to break my dad's heart. I know things will work out as they often do, but like I said earlier, I have alot on my chest right now. I'm sorry about how I write. I'm not much of a writer, that, and the fact that I haven't slept in 3 consecutive days contributed to this word vomit. My screen gets blurry because my eyes can't seem to focus anywhere. 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It's usually when I'm not around so is there anything I can do through text or something to help in any way? Is there anything I can say, send, etc to help. Like I feel so helpless and I don't even know how to comfort her when it happens are what to say after it happens.",2.604791666666668,3.662100562500002,3.6224999999999987,92.83916666666669,74.625,6.333333333333334,28.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.0449583333333337,295,12,67,2,6,95,56,80,0.112,0.7659999999999999,0.123,-0.024,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,1,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,10,14,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,0,3,9,2,12,14,1,12,0,1,0,0,9,5,0,1,6,48,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451571036635173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35131148422419034,0.19002070774400326,0.0,0.2428365202323936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380593790122627,0.1409853873023104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10792954710788363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11152172247479382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21135456843711145,0.3775161017399465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861495310660765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730959598499775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042836068297396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504441135432047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107616186182306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394968649734693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.180860207236354,0.16432852216101035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23509114768421735,0.0,0.0,0.16943109167849427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arentwealljust,2018/04/04,"Pet anxiety My long haired cat has mats, bad ones. I need to shave him but he's suffering because of my anxiety. The guilt that I don't brush him enough and he gets like this. Anxiety and guilt of not being able to take him to the vet for grooming without getting him shots first, he went as a kitten but not since then but he's an indoor cat. Anxiety over calling a house call groomer because my cat is very flighty and I don't know if he'd be submissive enough to a stranger for the grooming like he sort of is for me, but I don't have the patience to do it anymore. I feel guilty touching him because I know those wads of fur have got to be uncomfortable. I'm a bad cat mommy, he deserves better. :( ok, take a breath, he needs to not suffer, I'm emailing the groomer tomorrow. I can do this. 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Does anyone else have this problem? What's your biggest fear? ,4.192298850574712,7.0908886896551735,3.235172413793105,89.08540229885055,75.89655172413794,3.866666666666666,30.356321839080447,3.1291,1.056783908045977,128,6,21,0,3,37,23,29,0.391,0.5379999999999999,0.071,-0.9199,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15993085336623422,0.2343572796759103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20016005947168528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910716010763852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7721425445858442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950013081360902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615562572650602,0.0,0.0,0.2019696475446762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218860324344886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289950800654109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2553649153222761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cfenim01,2018/04/04,Massive panic attack M28 help. Really need someone to talk to. Feel like I'm dying and I'm alone. I know it's my anxiety. Just need to talk it out. It's 1:29 my time and I have to work at 7. I need sleep. Haven't slept in 2 days and losing it.,-3.0701785714285705,-1.6597390892857131,0.5011428571428596,101.44385714285715,109.53571428571428,3.6685714285714286,10.957142857142856,5.6839178017228535,-1.3556442857142854,185,3,48,2,10,66,37,56,0.219,0.691,0.09,-0.7579,0,1,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,4,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,10,10,3,1,3,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,5,1,7,9,0,5,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,3,22,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353768778513441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17385627375505244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2585455134289624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656642479906118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23586406454947376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11491146448836638,0.16235738705940655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15233021243290434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489830481453044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110296698545033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542501902388674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5055399423754879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666452387776046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559108406813828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22742804336557765,0.0,0.19255997859812016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653322542872805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13251941707618856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16545083760883925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dregger12,2018/04/04,"Fear of people growing to like me and making friends This may sound odd, I don't know. I always have this huge anxious feeling whenever I'm hanging out with friends & coworkers because I'm afraid of them growing to like me and investing time in me. I have this fear I will eventually let them down, mess up badly, and/or I myself will get shamed somehow in my career/life for a big screw-up and they will realize they were friends with someone pathetic. They will think what a waste of time it was spending time with me, thinking of me as their friend, etc. It's almost like I find it a huge burden and terrifying in having great people as friends because I now feel liable to withhold their perception & appearance of me. Just knowing myself, I will likely fuck something up badly that will ruin their view of me and this will spread throughout the work and city community I'm within.",5.407627450980391,6.771468958823532,5.483235294117649,80.98289215686276,68.23529411764707,8.019607843137255,31.22549019607843,8.344100000000001,2.363078431372549,713,29,129,10,12,224,99,170,0.214,0.604,0.182,-0.8625,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,8,1,3,20,1,4,4,0,15,1,0,1,0,26,28,8,0,0,1,0,2,4,5,8,0,1,0,0,9,10,0,1,9,0,2,4,1,10,0,0,2,4,26,10,23,17,1,19,0,1,1,1,13,11,1,4,8,87,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13838663723552258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499288945660807,0.2994777700738738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.156125873411489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307812877122984,0.16849002250046655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15412875209706656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31102527093144344,0.13975543815295574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631165754276427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5338621861800931,0.12776302698221415,0.07220343087541173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15236521738388575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519014433558393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14131814869609324,0.0,0.2700687912660807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922491066404458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161998897956975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11709581937504834,0.10639257381800954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17710506384374272,0.0,0.0,0.24175537157737664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061073716947448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ydoesitmattertho,2018/04/04,"Fear of death A few months ago I really thought of what death is and how you cease to exist and it scared the living shit out of me. The realization just stuck with me and I haven't been able to get it off my mind or find some kind of acceptance whatsoever. The only reassurance I have is that I'm still very young (17) and I can still hope that as I grow older i will come to terms with reality one way or another. However I would prefer to find a way to work towards being able to subside my fear now so I can enjoy what time I have left without worrying so much about something I have no control over. I'm not sure if there is a better sub I could have posted this in but I felt it was fitting since I have panic attacks from the very thought of death on a near daily basis. I would appreciate any advise any of you may have. Thank you for reading :)",3.6623970037453226,4.270505595505622,5.044438202247194,85.31624531835206,71.69662921348315,8.18052434456929,25.50749063670412,8.344100000000001,1.3761445692883894,668,19,147,10,12,224,112,178,0.166,0.7190000000000001,0.116,-0.8598,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,3,0,3,9,14,2,4,8,0,20,1,1,2,1,32,30,12,3,6,7,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,8,0,1,7,1,0,2,4,6,0,1,6,1,21,8,26,18,4,23,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,6,9,105,29,3,0.27406456232337506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147084919511054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863733004541891,0.1436902948627274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15589400244383814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119391687730185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180411765533962,0.0,0.0,0.15369335541420615,0.10940912608940608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083988270976056,0.0,0.0,0.1315724794465419,0.0,0.2504900448653852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07159371110815055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361039746629283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426980337343388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14888597443321688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100201481354207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13836354046104465,0.0,0.10937785945903804,0.0,0.10073449379019274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285662013847044,0.10421922473454462,0.0,0.16077785668887642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123904613173584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13706936404309186,0.0,0.08778638822427498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719321891757935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14066166740567868,0.11335451902946896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549414482980024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188683134950748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12915130328445634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616091362608034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757664917607905,0.07990462512979392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22613196627968135,0.0,0.21753969291696265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13209422903151005,0.0,0.0997611327323003,0.1391629332249127,0.0,0.19468760177808844,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,McMemey97,2018/04/04,"Zyprexa Help Hi r/anxiety! I spent a few months in a hospital last year for my anorexia nervosa and during my time inpatient I was prescribed Zyprexa (Olanzapine) as a PRN (as-needed) medication for my anxiety. Recently I've had a massive spike in my anxiety levels and I took half a tablet (2.5mg) of olanzapine. However it made me sleep in nearly 3 hours for work today and I'm experiencing some confusion, difficulty thinking and lethargy. Also I'm having some great muscle pains in my leg. Has anyone had this experience and have some advice on what I can do to overcome the lethargy? I always preferred diazepam for my anxiety but I can't afford to see my psychiatrist again yet. Thanks!",4.66107822410148,6.927702775193801,6.45495419309373,69.67135306553912,71.6356589147287,9.652149400986607,33.43269908386188,10.018931242160765,3.9942496124031006,554,28,91,16,11,191,89,129,0.11,0.8220000000000001,0.068,0.2924,2,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,1,6,0,9,4,2,1,0,13,17,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,2,0,1,6,2,14,2,14,11,4,17,0,0,1,0,2,7,0,4,9,60,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849633338630678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136805478194346,0.15749706680348718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5791981988757676,0.0,0.0,0.13234977016726926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18515326963018044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20868311888008406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687115450289754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18640378958778211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15428938753989313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17910238598103698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19068082950714765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15108239561839965,0.0,0.0,0.14034956277360713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20140847229741696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868922851585572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508325577934142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18941783095612108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742646378188855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128370807639928,0.0,0.0,0.11037135161819904,0.0,0.17941638333443896,0.0,0.21029830485739207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13779892015939102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12189084471789753 anxiety,Bugbytez,2018/04/04,"Do you feel anxious just trying to comment/post here too? Because I feel it right now I just feel like I need someone to vent to someone to talk to who’s gone thorough this and isn’t just trying to understand. I’ve lost all of my friends and majority of my family doesn’t understand me. I’m trying to be normal like everyone else but it seems like no matter how far I go to try my body just says NOPE you’re fucked up brianna!! Earlier today I was invited to my boyfriends roommates birthday dinner with the roommates girlfriend I’ve never met and already CUE anxiety. Knowing this Ive already taken an Ativan but it hadn’t kicked in fast enough. Restaurants by itself cause me great anxiety, much more being seated in the middle of everyone and that’s exactly what had happened. So there I was an hour ago seated with them and just started panicking and I started tearing up and left the table. I feel like a living fool. What do they think of me now? I know my boyfriend is supportive about it but I just get this feeling that maybe it’s too much sometimes and now I just wonder why I didn’t just say no I don’t want to go because my body will fail me. My name is no longer Brianna it’s anxiety and I hate that feeling. I wanted to be the one willing to get over this anxiety this panic and my body won’t let me. Now what does everyone think of me? A living fucking joke. I just wanted to try and be normal....",2.2653026196928607,4.3614836655052285,3.809214092140923,86.68495031616983,78.19860627177702,6.7605626532455805,25.960640082591304,7.793537801064563,1.574887314492193,1120,44,222,18,27,371,142,287,0.14300000000000002,0.742,0.115,-0.8933,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,2,2,20,15,3,1,8,0,21,6,3,2,3,52,55,16,0,6,12,0,6,4,2,3,0,2,0,0,19,13,1,0,14,1,0,3,11,7,0,1,9,8,34,8,27,38,6,23,0,2,0,2,11,9,2,2,15,152,53,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08057366403542952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006116050986697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781402276482487,0.10268640916162364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081850184135393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289430990412125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337505011817836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954354851306095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07593179783121347,0.0,0.0,0.09391968464314536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056456655320964,0.0,0.0,0.08568849377101598,0.0,0.2757579597376396,0.12987199029901508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022588849385909,0.16806345005795512,0.09497863337749544,0.0,0.10331638346099056,0.0,0.0,0.10021296734747412,0.0,0.0,0.08037887737378659,0.0,0.0,0.08974080842452077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08951407751453061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990793597399386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09875857922340467,0.09294713888148108,0.0,0.17762843400492462,0.0,0.16052535655754427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922352977533913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09131707289002748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13363777915791106,0.06739810209347058,0.07010446336630136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17811721790183518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06159336305029942,0.0,0.0,0.10664666539358818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08705307389729157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762453743464992,0.0,0.14456801578908646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274814477160422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540314741781545,0.0,0.0898982945820702,0.0,0.1286730647690572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10314750442253336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07305862062093048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648474819110766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615861340958693,0.0,0.0,0.30856149121742515,0.0,0.0,0.1892515177334394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608381368720909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08201934362577383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857264426063296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mb4253,2018/04/04,"Seeing a psychiatrist next week and need advice I’ve been seeing a psychologist at my university for a couple months now and she’s recommended me to the schools psychiatrist to get an official diagnosis and register me with our disability services so I can be eligible for extended test times, testing alone, etc. Basically I’m really nervous and idk what to say to him. My psychologist was super nice and easy to talk to but I feel like it’s something I have to prove to the psychiatrist? I don’t know. I’m feeling incredibly anxious right now so I guess I just want to get some advice and pretend I have a reason to feel anxious right now. 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Here's the issue I'm having... So for the 28 years I've lived I've considered myself a straight dude. Only had legit crushes/attractions to girls, mostly masturbate to porn with focus on girls in guy x girl sex (usually videos or something with voice acting) whether it be general amateur porn, professional porn, hentai, or random fantasies of really attractive female friends I've had. Kinda outta nowhere I had this fantasy where I imagined myself as a female version of myself... and I imagined riding a male coworker of mine. He's white, overweight, glasses, beard, kinda serious and nitpicky but overall fairly alright personality wise. I didn't spend as much time fantasizing about his body and more on like the feeling of if I had a vagina and how it would feel if I/we moved and enjoyed it. I've done it to this fantasy about 5 times now... and I feel extreme guilty / anxiety anytime I think about it. It's especially bad considering I work in the same office and the degree of guilt/ anxiety I feel can vary if I see the person walking or hear him talking. It's gotten to the point where sometimes I get a slight trigger when I just see another dude whether I know as a coworker or just some random person walking maybe thinking I may do it one of them next (I haven't). Hell the thoughts get to me when I'm relaxing getting a massage and I can't enjoy it. Basically, these are thoughts that happen that wouldn't showed up before last week. I felt heaviness on my heart as, a general ""you did something bad"" kind of feeling, and I can sense slightly heavier breathing at times. It's gotten to the point where sometimes it can affect my mindset at work or just trying to relax anywhere. And what sucks is this probably isn't really that major of a thing. I wonder if this is just a stupid homophobic thought process I grew up with or something, my body not being used to doing this kind of thing and freaking out (possible OCD?), why I chose the particular guy I chose (don't consider him particularly attractive or anything), or if it's just because I really like the cowgirl position (it's easily my favorite position in porn) and tried to imagine how a girl feels or something while they're doing it or something? But then I don't know why I chose the guy I did. I'm getting professional counseling/therapy this Thursday but I just really want input from anyone I think can help me with this because I'm really getting fucking sick of these feelings. Especially when I'm at work. I really like my job and I don't want to be ruined just because of some stupid feelings. It probably helps that me as a person tends to beat myself up over mistakes (especially bigger ones that could've been prevented) as well as just someone who tends to second guess myself or not have as much self confidence as I like (which may be just me questioning my sexuality in a silly way.) If you have any advice to help me get rid of this I'd love to take any I get it. Thanks for reading. 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Wondering if anyone else experiences this too. I am pale and have sensitive skin and I'm prone to blushing when I experience anxiety. It sucks because I get anxious in meetings where I need to sit still, or it can be randomly triggered by literally ANYTHING if I am just feeling nervous. It makes me feel embarrassed, though there is nothing wrong with blushing aside from the fact that it basically announces that I'm feeling nervous. Does anyone else experience this/how do you manage it?",5.159569892473119,8.079749258064519,5.8227956989247325,71.72086021505378,72.54838709677419,8.864516129032257,37.215053763440864,9.444778638647367,4.342518279569893,423,25,65,11,9,137,67,93,0.156,0.7859999999999999,0.058,-0.8094,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,7,5,1,3,1,0,7,1,1,2,1,17,17,8,0,3,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,8,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,7,0,6,16,0,5,0,0,0,0,4,2,1,5,2,42,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26864848449914025,0.1983643174033515,0.0,0.2455502468637527,0.3598210518326849,0.14449385843306986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703673764082493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536581309392066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933622739167129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5152758974329372,0.0,0.0,0.26634751326147577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917374165269339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738596001686397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720626869815433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13019618297305444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16848129978680562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14022470220404185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251419372664922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904175582050773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19197777489329249,0.0,0.0 anxiety,trying_my_berry_best,2018/04/04,"Honest question, first time confronting my anxiety Obviously I should go see a doctor to determine if I really do have anxiety, but wanted to ask the general public here if these symptoms are the same/similar to what an anxious person would have. I do have depression but at this point I’m wondering if I have anxiety-induced depression or depression-induced anxiety. Regardless, I feel like I do have anxiety. Every day at work is almost impossible and I can’t focus too much because I’m thinking about the two guys sitting next two me and when they’ll converse next. I have very few moments throughout the day (if any) where I feel completely at peace but it takes a drastic change (weed included) to get there. When I smoke weed I’m like a new person and I can actually think to myself for once. I recently moved to a new place (2 years ago) and this has been getting worse and worse over time. I’m barely able to converse with anyone at this point and I guess this is a small cry for help to see if help is really out there. Most importantly, wondering what my next steps are. 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Anyone else feel like they're suffocating when you're stressing out, Like your chest is tight & hard to breathe through your nose or just breathe in general? 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Although I've overcome fears, more and more keep piling on. Sometimes I just feel overwhelmed and chat to people about it. I'm 19 and study at uni at the moment. I'm doing a course that I really enjoy, which is great. I'm not doing too bad either, in terms of grades. It's just these last few weeks I've been over thinking so many things. ""This isn't good enough"" or ""I'm not spending enough time studying"" are some things that go through my mind. I've got a major deadline coming up and I struggle to stop thinking about it. It's one of the thoughts that keep me up until 4 in the morning. If it's not that, it's worries about after uni, getting a job. I've never held a job for over a week because I've struggled to gain the courage to do the job. I always think I'm too dumb and will fail at the simplest of things. I tell myself that it's just negative thoughts that aren't true, but it's like part of me doesn't believe it. There's lots of other stuff too, whether it's loneliness, being boring, feeling like a loser, gaining weight and more. I've been getting some help. I'm on antidepressants at the moment that help me sleep. But if I don't take them, I'm usually awake until morning. I keep reminding myself that things will be better and that I can overcome my fears, but it is still difficult to block out the negatives. I just feel alone at the moment. Thanks, if you've read this. It's just something I need to get out.",3.1078259726603616,4.347099586750794,3.9669282334384883,90.14715365404837,73.6372239747634,6.5451629863301815,25.195715036803364,6.816661863887847,0.8372188222923241,1207,38,258,10,24,387,152,317,0.189,0.655,0.157,-0.908,3,1,1,0,0,0,40.0,0,0,1,5,15,22,1,6,16,0,18,2,1,0,2,51,48,20,0,4,18,0,5,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,31,11,1,6,9,2,1,2,10,13,0,1,7,5,20,9,37,37,14,34,0,3,0,0,6,15,1,7,19,170,51,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763523747522563,0.0,0.0,0.08647414990113758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0795025470768689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677325946984475,0.0633518799788456,0.0,0.0,0.11708819098874002,0.0,0.09191345589767733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952241791339048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147651697252319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338896433393518,0.21019095642253868,0.07424423363722749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628899926178344,0.0,0.059063125887040026,0.08716758575614919,0.0831185321551522,0.11457797703870475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20897675344588135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3093893835615443,0.27712066510134675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0847129657527312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154527488577712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883535481321072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536391204113693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493489691308547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705927085605446,0.08015357499637249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0704224525439291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125409399420815,0.0,0.07204869679062338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10395339363156557,0.0,0.06657718910625833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10400032356466264,0.0,0.0,0.0800067501580439,0.10278474937009012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299485484983211,0.08688617916679507,0.0,0.3259357703274869,0.11896957022131907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07813886936370365,0.0,0.09083526665209272,0.09568042579497804,0.0,0.0,0.27617332601303063,0.19977335004944,0.0,0.16501011159377235,0.060599660668804185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07055843648088472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11445900242874392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672516580071528,0.12655298120194106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1055411563148762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692446654173738 anxiety,cooolaids,2018/04/04,"My meeting with the anxiety of going crazy Back in 2015 I experienced a couple panic attacks. Made me really scared, I went to the doctor to check if there was something wrong with me, got the confirmation that it was just anxiety witch almost completely made it disappear. Except for feeling dissy from time to time in crowded spaces, High pulse and periods of minor health anxiety. Fast forward to this time 2017. I was with a friend one night and we somehow ended up talking about schizophrenia. He found it interesting because he though it might be like constantly bad tripping on acid. I did not, in fact it made my anxiety spark x1000. The following weeks was the worst time of my life. I thought I was going crazy. The only thing that was on my mind was anxiety that I might get/was schizophrenic. It made me really depressed. I started questioning reality to a point where I completely lost my self. It made me realise how little I was in control over my own mind. Which is a scary thought itself. And that's where I'm at today. ""obsessing"" over the big questions in life like free will and determinism, almost anxiety free and I can't wait to start my degree I psychology this fall. 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I have been on Fluoxetine for anxiety for the better part of three years. I started on 10mg and upped to 20. But I’ve since become numb, no motivation AT ALL, apathetic, sex drive went way down, constipation up. Has anyone experienced anything like this? And has anyone tapered off? I’d like to know how the process was for you, if you found that any of these symptoms you had decreased, how you did it, if you made changes in your diet and if that helped! Basically any comments at all would be greatly appreciated! I don’t want to return to my previous state of anxiety, but I really don’t want to live this way anymore.",3.220879265091863,5.571124047244092,4.890255905511816,78.85197178477692,76.24409448818898,8.012860892388451,27.906167979002625,8.841846274778883,2.4205963254593184,522,22,99,12,12,176,83,127,0.06,0.833,0.108,0.7268,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,6,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,0,12,4,0,4,2,19,19,10,0,6,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,3,1,0,3,0,0,2,3,1,0,1,7,1,11,4,22,10,3,18,0,0,0,1,8,10,0,3,5,68,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2538284253402737,0.0,0.2855415573369624,0.0,0.185085954756896,0.39148629495158704,0.0,0.1535798775843732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20611721866218388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16505830506203334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19742888037671305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046292153583984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575928195430954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509357628602047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025664926988326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18235513827663824,0.0,0.1647969468173439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765930015495795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20210116805538894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955940381468312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438155036336093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320970634565732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1939791319419459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201574003154161,0.2962750435151088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300707938053111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13257598398530615,0.0,0.0,0.1201830450903444 anxiety,klebbyy,2018/04/04,My anxiety is keeping me up. Any suggestions? My stomach keeps turning in this weird way and I’m really hot and stressed for no reason. I can’t seem to calm down. What should I do? I have to wake up in 6 hours. ,-0.7240000000000002,1.4216889333333356,1.7572222222222216,95.8225,93.0,5.666666666666668,20.833333333333336,7.1686216300943375,0.637,162,6,38,3,6,55,37,45,0.195,0.754,0.051,-0.6703,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,5,2,2,1,0,7,10,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,6,1,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,1,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20887779078699648,0.0,0.2349748244093129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024884940086931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460318108586019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19677310847390755,0.3158093057550297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796248633619975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518481444634359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3340994100761213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438075108089092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Exiledpunk,2018/04/04,"Searching with my good eye closed So I’ve tried numerous meds for anxiety linked depression. My doctor wants me to try buspar.. has anyone had any success with it or issues? Just looking for other people’s experiences. Thanks! 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But, it hasn't I am more anxious that ever I feel like I'm going to burst. I'm also tired. I'm always tired but this is like an extreme tired and I know this prescription is prescribed to help people sleep. Has this medication helped any of you with anxiety? I feel like I am about to have a full on panic attack right now.",1.1157232704402524,3.4815719245283065,2.6606603773584934,91.72011006289308,84.47169811320755,5.0427672955974865,19.21069182389937,6.42735559955562,0.08674465408805078,408,11,84,4,12,133,62,106,0.251,0.591,0.157,-0.8777,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,9,6,1,1,3,1,10,7,2,1,2,17,20,9,0,1,4,0,3,3,0,1,6,1,0,1,7,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,5,11,4,11,17,3,7,0,0,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,59,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21022590542113329,0.10936905913745502,0.0,0.0,0.08938407479491971,0.0,0.20110330735298712,0.2969807952946733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953259013561904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23779098790190925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19938085979523848,0.18780229672262186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470068818679018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3524072944667023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0722362835648134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19264562623874232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08773758140361726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324125162582676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542171537728155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0911243208413037,0.11476881002389147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224950336630783,0.12503005354987226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13153546523743753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6042862622556127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blackwell94,2018/04/04,"The high cost of psychiatry I've always had pretty bad anxiety, but I never actually thought I should be medicated for it. At my last therapy session, my therapist told me that I have generalized anxiety disorder and while she can help, I really need to find a psychiatrist as I would benefit from medication. That's all fine and dandy, except that I have spent the past week on ZocDoc, PsychologyToday and my health insurance website trying to find a psychiatrist. I'm honestly embarrassed by how ignorant I was about this, but I'm 23 and it's my first time on my own, and I never realized how insanely expensive mental health stuff is. Almost no psychiatrists in NYC even take insurance at all, let alone mine. I've spent hours online and called dozens of offices, and no one takes my insurance. Then one very kind psychiatrist explained over the phone that few psychiatrists take insurance because the insurance companies are a pain to deal with. Okay, fine. I asked how much a session would be out of pocket. $600. Six. Hundred. Dollars. I researched fifty more offices...the cheapest session I found would be $250 a session. I make $15 an hour! How on earth am I supposed to be able to afford this? I desperately want to treat my anxiety. It bleeds into every aspect of my life and I'm ready to be better. But how am I supposed to pay $250+ a month just to chat with a doctor for 40 minutes and get prescribed medication?! What do people do? Am I missing something? Should I just suck it up and pay the fee?",3.9877083333333294,6.1710671875,5.537522222222222,75.87970000000001,73.30555555555556,9.191333333333333,29.575555555555557,9.692545771848811,3.1349287222222237,1202,52,218,33,25,406,166,288,0.145,0.732,0.123,-0.5684,1,1,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,0,2,9,14,1,1,13,1,23,9,0,6,4,46,42,21,0,7,6,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,0,12,14,0,1,6,1,8,0,4,6,0,5,7,0,28,8,32,24,6,23,0,1,0,0,9,11,1,1,12,146,40,8,0.11483233362484667,0.0,0.1120597928545804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149879946290587,0.11893166601551512,0.0,0.0,0.09554970060232244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635392627392664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735273071364612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588020202696708,0.07000072474252021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10155986734056696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11725665165555277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11838709369636805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13160780294089935,0.11753575932763692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758456733496795,0.0,0.0967511937568714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099093451399601,0.09767632431916977,0.0,0.12590772671507058,0.0,0.0,0.059995154789195725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24412280168241174,0.0,0.0,0.07696969266702844,0.1213266652072582,0.0,0.0,0.22617343481671165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1195802045946866,0.0,0.0936036783716538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742384126004105,0.08110947323479074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665147438226923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34704448545845,0.1157239834407318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09165807313498546,0.0,0.08441497799191278,0.08514672034760776,0.17713154976059356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.155626722296698,0.0,0.12218969925834358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096204559943036,0.07961028139625584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11682576626560685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356453337002969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08840354062463403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13145554860533498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2590188714769078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313207812371221,0.13332919003978788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09116404600199113,0.06695965719381305,0.0,0.0,0.109727215810088,0.0,0.07796361673892363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474870145535844,0.0677310855751081,0.0,0.092111571454265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447207853194519,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,toot_toot_toot_toot,2018/04/04,"fuck being a mid 20 year old. I'm constantly in fear of getting laid off, regardless of the industry. Seriously. I hate that I can't live in an apartment that's inline with my income, because if I get laid off I'm screwed. I just left a great, comfy apartment because I knew unemployment can't pay for it if the need arrives. 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I avoid things out of anxiety and then get anxious that I avoided them. I’m 23 and I still live at home, I have a job but I’m going back to school and nothing ever happens FAST enough for them. They want now now now. I wish they could understand how terrifying everything is to me. Such a nasty cycle I just wish anxiety didn’t exist :( people who haven’t experience it just don’t get it. 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This is my first post on this subreddit. I heard support groups might help with anxiety so I just thought I'd share my story. I'm a 28 year old guy fresh out of college and I will be starting a job around September. I'm a business major and I would say I am a rational individual. In my early 20s I had massive hypochondria problems when a doctor told me I might have emphysema. When I got over that, I jumped straight to skin cancer and life very soon became torture. The amount of reading I did on the internet about multiple diseases lead me to the point where I was going through old photos like crazy to see if my moles have changed over the years. Through months of self-motivation, I got over hypochondria and anxiety to the point where I could enjoy life. However this transformation was not complete as I completely refused to even see a doctor for the simplest flu. I raged at anyone who tried to tell me illness or death stories about people they knew, I did not Google anything and even though this is sort of burying my head in the sand, it worked for me. When my GF left for a year abroad and we decided that we will wait for each other, I was sort of left confused as to how I'm supposed to live my life and this triggered a major relapse. It all started when a filling from one of my teeth came out. I just browsed the web, simply looking to see which treatment would be good for me. No harm in doing some innocent research for root therapy right? WRONG. Apparently people die from that stuff. I won't go into detail but something about bacteria from infected teeth poisoning your body. I had unlocked the gates and what awaited behind them was not pretty. I found a tick on my dog and got it removed. Soon after I was scanning myself and the house for ticks. I was basically shaking in fear because of the diseases they carry. I heard about an athlete who died in his sleep. I started doing research on heart problems. I started measuring my BPM and was crippled by the fact that it was slightly high. I started doubting whether I would wake up every night before going to sleep. One morning I woke up and there's this sudden, very strong pain in my back on the left side. My cousin told me about his wife's cousin who died from a headache, I started reading, reading, reading. I found a small wen under my left earlobe. I obsessed about it for weeks. Ended up going to the doctor who told me there's nothing to worry about. I obsessed about my dog being old and that he will die soon. Now I have this pain on the right side of my throat or on my neck every time I swallow after I yawn. Sometimes when I laugh or cough. Today was a breaking point for me. I read about someone who had pain when he yawned and after a year of doctors telling him its nothing, it turned out to be a tumor. I was utterly terrified. I still am. I have had this pain for over a month now. I keep pinching my throat in case its something about my muscles. I have made myself yawn hundreds and hundreds of times to further examine the pain. I have a hard enough time already dealing with symptoms that don't exist and this has proven to be too much for me. I have lost my will to have a daily routine. All I do is contemplate what it could be. When I initially went to the dentist at the start of this story, she cut up my gums so that the crowns she was putting in had enough tooth base to hold on to. Consequently I had a lot of canker sores and my parts of my gums still hurt like hell when I touch them. One of those sores caused pain in my throat when I swallowed but I didn't worry about it because I knew it was the sore that was hurting the right side of my throat. That went away for a few weeks and then this happened. At first I didn't care because I automatically assumed it was the same thing but now that it has persisted I have almost completely lost control over my sanity. I think I might go to the doctor tomorrow but the problem is there could be a million reasons why this is happening. It could be the gums, it could be acid reflux which I have, it could be TMJ which I have, I might have pulled a muscle because I sort of remember a very awkward sneeze back around when this started, again at the same time I remember some nut crumbs getting stuck on the right side of my throat, maybe they ruptured it, maybe I have cervical disc hernia from looking at my computer or phone screen all day, the list just goes on and on and I don't know what test the doctor would run and I don't have the money for it anyway. I already saw a doctor today who looked at my throat and touched my neck and said he couldn't see anything out of the ordinary and that I need to see a specialist if I want further investigation. Please, help. All this happened in the past 2-3 months. I had been fine for so long. I want to convince myself that there's nothing in my neck and try to rehabilitate myself again but it simply hurts when I swallow after a yawn. At this point I have yawned and pinched my neck so much that I can't tell what was the initial pain and what I created by irritation. It's so hard to get over this when you actually have this abnormal symptom that has persisted for over a month. My friends tell me to just go to a doctor but like I said the potential problems and possible tests are so many that I don't know if I can afford it or if I want to put myself through it. What if I actually have something bad? It's terrifying. 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anxiety,nosebl00d,2018/04/04,"Can someone recommend some meds that won’t fuck up my sex drive Would like to start some Sort of anti anxiety meds...but I need my dick to work...",1.311,3.3879067666666667,2.4700000000000024,95.165,81.33333333333334,6.666666666666668,20.0,7.793537801064563,0.5500000000000003,113,3,26,2,3,36,26,30,0.293,0.5710000000000001,0.136,-0.7003,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,4,4,2,3,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,3,2,13,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31998104468183325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3866906903548455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20434919593858228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4646118663754242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101473713427064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3544050599091327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960588767424586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045109084538987,0.0,0.0,0.29713224408368033,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kebabalooie,2018/04/04,"Old highschool best friend visiting and I’m overthinking it yep so my best friend from highschool moved to mexico sophmore year (almost 3 years ago) and we havent seen eachother since then. now shes visiting and leaves on this friday. yet we still havent even seen eachother. ive just been so exhausted from work and anxious about seeing her. idk we didnt really hang out thattt much outside of school, but we did text a lot and we were super close. i just... i dont know what we’d do if we were to hang out now? like i definitely want to talk to her and im sure that we could talk about quite a bit of things since we havent seen eachother in so long. but im worried about running out of things to talk about and it being weird. so ive been putting it off and i feel so bad about it ugh im just nervous :/ could someone talk some sense into me my brain is being dumb, i know that if i dont hang out with her im going to regret it and wish that i didnt get in my head. bluhhh im literally my own worst enemy haha",1.1531651376146783,2.8733989495412864,2.7885229357798167,94.48434403669724,80.1467889908257,6.011376146788992,19.61559633027523,6.961326702584282,0.08674605504587163,793,19,186,9,20,261,114,218,0.17800000000000002,0.679,0.14300000000000002,-0.8958,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,9,0,0,5,18,16,1,1,2,2,22,3,2,0,1,43,34,19,0,7,7,0,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,12,24,0,0,3,0,0,9,7,8,0,0,10,5,27,8,26,19,8,29,0,1,4,0,21,10,1,5,11,119,39,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582290695432316,0.0,0.10824515607841136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221206748924952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025783488718994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22688567127813125,0.0,0.11801569897193455,0.0,0.0,0.12067381358184545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261590873345056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253381562059802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139812096117315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054657911767619284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16703345589379615,0.0,0.056477068889275076,0.0,0.061434938560609886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109403736080882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.583825313055793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11881635230867595,0.0,0.0,0.11446083350323005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05281152690478267,0.0,0.0,0.09566387965228698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09190158359530606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489172879767735,0.07946492586088731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11343132064847672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10866897311250112,0.0,0.11497619163803408,0.0,0.0,0.06925074589014554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10940157754324853,0.08614060692139999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17884059594192867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159161243877673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08632769993071053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188167284298676,0.0,0.0,0.3475423137213818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14363184356462205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375936855920303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430808157164774,0.0,0.0,0.07869708496159818,0.10977939884558127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13922393806438876 anxiety,post-cologne,2018/04/04,"I'm so happy to be posting this Going on a week and a half of no anxiety attacks, no depression to where I hate everything and no prolonged daydreams of killing myself. I can't express how happy this makes me. 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Does anyone have any tips for presenting with anxiety?,6.977727272727273,10.106900409090915,9.081818181818182,49.54272727272729,67.63636363636364,15.30909090909091,33.72727272727273,13.023866798666859,7.1082909090909085,107,5,14,6,2,38,19,22,0.213,0.787,0.0,-0.5574,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,8,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128786621174431,0.0,0.4644634107238839,0.0,0.0,0.4245291216701251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5313157058342494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3889519199781541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,icykid298,2018/04/05,"Why did it come back? I didn't know where else to post this,but sometimes I experience severe anxiety although it has reduced alittle bit. Anyways yesterday for some reason,I started getting shaking when I saw these two girls walking my way for some reason. The reason why I think this is weird because the day before,I was very cheerful chatting with people,leading conversations and telling jokes.The day after,I feel alittle socially awkward not talking very much(I am a naturally quiet person). So what happened? Its like everything plummeted,I dont do drugs or anything.",6.601764705882353,8.914410500000002,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,66.54901960784315,8.237254901960785,39.220588235294116,8.841846274778883,4.059741176470588,469,27,67,8,8,148,81,102,0.1,0.835,0.065,-0.0943,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,2,3,0,8,1,0,2,0,12,16,5,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,3,0,0,5,1,0,3,3,3,0,1,4,3,5,2,4,12,3,12,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,3,7,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12447833485227636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339025226787508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511960572517974,0.0,0.09919099223202577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17764521344960282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401665974680533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2098784715694888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907035338027853,0.0,0.1887004779984156,0.0,0.13592947465797697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623987089148888,0.15916880087510696,0.0,0.0,0.08227478621278482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850131045720377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14389042386831835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942520550675834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949548281564334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11961598193534627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420785222559797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583825143353364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5019016391657505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18382430089276489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586985681217314,0.0,0.0,0.16093162949140166,0.0,0.11517218475169533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078605016457592,0.14222214450289938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10426271390597308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15895121674485138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26851772591275114,0.0,0.12915746632118158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2936542162646001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ThrowAwayAccount6247,2018/04/05,"Not quite sure how to progress. So a brief history, been suffering from anxiety and depression for 12 or 13 years now. mid 20's, currently unable to work and been seeing occupational therapist for a year. Not been diagnosed with a disorder or anything though one Doctor did say it sounded like generalised anxiety disorder. I have tried every medication they have offered and this is my Second time seeing an occupational therapist. May also have undiagnosed ADHD waiting to see about that. Have been seeing my OT (occupational therapist) for around a year now however they said they might be taking me off the service because they feel that ive reached a plateau at the moment where im stuck and cant progress. Im not quite sure what to do. I've been struggling to get out as of late i was happy at least getting out once a week however vie now not managed to get out in 3 weeks I was in college back in 2010 actually doing psychology however had to drop out due to anxiety and poor attendance i know about CBT and how it works. I am just struggling trying to make it work for me and changing my ways of thinking. I honestly don't know where to go from here because i don't want a years worth of work to be for nothing you know. My internet has been cutting out so if i don't reply tonight i definitely will in the morning. Thanks",4.8384271725826205,6.337345988372098,6.033696450428398,75.98957772337825,69.73643410852713,9.772664218686252,32.958792329661364,10.064110947511567,3.4994310077519386,1067,50,198,28,19,357,148,258,0.154,0.775,0.071,-0.9433,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,4,8,17,11,1,2,11,0,29,3,0,3,2,36,49,17,0,2,8,0,1,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,7,14,0,1,5,0,2,3,8,5,0,2,12,8,21,6,38,32,1,37,0,2,4,0,8,16,0,5,17,136,28,8,0.0,0.0,0.0976649533988552,0.0,0.12027832496473095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08003501346022407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296858592947779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823584174164557,0.08909361332556946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695637475045104,0.0,0.12201731496570195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10587279008082298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08619991366763533,0.10158045596890987,0.0,0.0,0.22940377835301834,0.10243749488569144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0843228475516696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05060413388938702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568651122953884,0.0,0.05687853333337802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653845012469476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621004794691945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650062654983875,0.0,0.11289611360658115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048894688654677665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680507328094598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10082142350442452,0.0,0.10617048869743456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603074736312134,0.0,0.0,0.10658336348928277,0.06781770782160751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128976540662421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520027513974133,0.07958870054820089,0.0,0.0,0.31900748967478904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20925349839614107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18865096183478985,0.0,0.07524871430333678,0.0,0.0,0.09214145384617396,0.0,0.34860645732696643,0.0,0.06412808318362849,0.0983294108917708,0.0,0.058358235660166735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589732412756195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059030568840431535,0.07943991129466395,0.1605584323228276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2914416372899524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2577964131660028 anxiety,pr0xyd0t,2018/04/05,Anxious about nausea Yesterday I got a virus from my dad and it was horrible. It is one if the worst feelings for me. I'm a bit better now but I can't stop thinking that soon I'll be like yesterday again and it's making me really anxious i just don't wanna feel like that ,-0.4991101694915265,1.7135955932203402,2.286249999999999,91.80700211864408,93.06779661016952,5.661864406779661,19.239406779661017,7.1686216300943375,0.6038627118644069,216,7,47,4,8,75,45,59,0.151,0.672,0.177,0.37,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,0,5,0,0,1,0,11,11,4,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,6,3,4,8,2,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,33,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6357355358891242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24884870926174066,0.3071829307170947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845380346837841,0.20101063038385933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22503712041430055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749261284994601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878165161349904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906634479951677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18025268894046528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23523773888353686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18029039679834047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sgtmohs,2018/04/05,"I took the first step. Now what? Recently, my parents found out about my issues. They were really supportive, set me up with a doctor's appointment, and I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression and put on antidepressants. At the time it felt really uplifting, I felt hopeful for the first time in a long time. But now, waiting for the next step is killing me. I'm supposed to be seeing a therapist sometime, but nobody really told me when that's supposed to happen. I'm too afraid to ask really. I think I was meant to schedule another doctor's appointment as well, but I didn't, and I'm too embarrassed to bring that up now. On top of that, my parents are trying to check in on me every day, to see if I'm okay. This would be fine, but I can't stop lying to them. I'm feeling completely miserable, but even though they already know about my issues, I can never bring myself to say anything more than 'I'm alright' when they ask how I'm doing. I'm really struggling with university as well, and I'm just overall incredibly stressed. I just wish I knew when I'm supposed to be starting therapy, or when I'm supposed to schedule that next appointment. I'm too anxious to ask, but it's constantly playing on my mind. I know these things take time, but it's just messing with me so much right now, and it's frustrating that nothing has changed. If anything, starting to get help has caused me more stress, which has made things worse. I know it should get better long term, but in the short term I'm really struggling to cope. 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Obviously the best remedy that doesn't involve moving would be to have a plan and stay prepared and stop stressing over things that are out of my control, but it still leaves me with dread. It only makes my insomnia worse. I think about it on top of all my life issues and get restless. My body subconsciously trembles in fear which I only notice right when I get sleepy and almost drift to sleep, which causes me to wake up in panic thinking it's an earthquake, and the cycle continues. I know I'm more likely to die from other things, but for some reason a massive catastrophe like this just sends me over the edge.",6.684833333333334,7.010586548148153,6.811990740740742,76.28020833333336,65.0,9.712962962962962,30.208333333333336,9.516144504307137,2.6385,564,18,102,10,8,181,99,135,0.25,0.679,0.071,-0.9842,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,4,4,9,0,6,7,0,6,5,3,4,2,24,15,9,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,1,2,1,0,0,12,8,0,2,4,0,0,3,1,6,0,1,1,1,12,3,19,12,4,19,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,6,72,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844065172937314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399663842640354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12868220233274835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17652877838921968,0.0,0.0,0.1868463122700486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17280070838704664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866476912956626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17457815367734322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18928597582306644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17576831400350298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14874987410413015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557028379951362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09244526288309232,0.0,0.0,0.17811288829225086,0.0,0.0,0.1188135559470113,0.16436038956276358,0.0,0.1485348350127774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11228323741636917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878340591034406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19151119535283825,0.0,0.0,0.11398523217456585,0.2558665717254267,0.0,0.19736127909762333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295060049047048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14365266781594965,0.16000873243062594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683341121974313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929228329338553,0.13433482444325975,0.1406332916183254,0.19268700053320034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2235059952390932,0.21556772369315685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142304184402102,0.11949342683963846,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Conscious_Tension,2018/04/05,"Does Anybody Else find Their Anxiety is Very Situation Specific and a bit Random I sometimes get pretty anxious. But the things I get anxious about are categorically not the most stressful or difficult things in my life. I can and have gone through periods where work is very stressful, where there is a lot going on with my family, and been ok. I might need some time to recover on the weekend, but I can cope pretty well with situations that many people would find stressful anxiety or not. But I might really struggle with certain things. For instance I like to do trips abroad, get outdoors and so on. But I often leave the planning a little too late for these trips and end up doing last minute shopping and packing. I often find this stressful and start getting anxious about it, which then rolls into other stuff. This is pretty frustrating as: This should really be the easy stuff. I keep on getting in the same patterns of planning to do things, but then leaving the necessary prep for them too late. I'm worrying about money issues even though I am lucky to have a job which means I'm financially fine. Whenever I get anxious that affects me for a while, affects my personality in ways I don't like etc. Does anyone else get this? What ways do people approach dealing with very specific triggers? The only one I've heard of is desensitising, i.e. doing the thing that makes you anxious and noticing nothing bad is happening. 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I really want to go to the gym/go for runs in public, but my anxiety stops me. I'm terrified to go to the gym. I'm a very weak guy and I'm worried it's going to be filled with fitness fanatics who lift way more and do the exercises with better form than me. i can't get it into my head that everyone starts somewhere, and that the big buff dudes probably started similar to me. the thought of lifting weights surrounded by big lads doing triple my weight terrifies me. and I'd struggle to run in public due to social anxiety and thinking people will laugh at me. any help? I need to get fit but my anxiety traps me thank you",1.8836821705426383,3.565795662790701,4.180837209302325,85.51144961240311,77.83720930232559,8.075038759689923,24.83875968992249,8.841846274778883,1.8404824806201558,642,23,138,15,15,223,103,172,0.16399999999999998,0.6970000000000001,0.139,-0.4686,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,1,9,0,8,6,2,1,0,20,27,12,0,3,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,7,10,2,1,2,3,1,9,1,2,0,0,2,2,18,3,24,22,3,25,0,0,0,0,7,9,0,0,6,81,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892846130417054,0.0,0.4017590609874307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500421759158855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11611912162341373,0.0,0.14583834750603095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545731155126028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13719168522386255,0.0,0.4477053918615311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13000197979457867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13474581023758495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800378868306577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26057862879743904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10702236225642836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13425729731449462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395450419261184,0.0,0.19470609079713405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091022922636622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14155744080120505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411047809779923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13383798473457734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185861535072044,0.0,0.0,0.10976789750234762,0.0,0.1372572890677077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087813358074187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841280735410216,0.0,0.10423299303739117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21666306339414845,0.07744076838155027,0.10421528864901243,0.0,0.3197621256315994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13333571506707456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08454921201737195 anxiety,quesarabutterbean,2018/04/05,"New job stress help I just started a new job about a month ago, and my anxiety has been through the roof since I have to ask a lot of questions and don’t know very much (I’m learning a lot which I love). I feel like I am messing up a lot though, which is making me more anxious, which makes me mess up more. Has anyone experience me this or have some insight/knowledge for me? I know that it’s just my anxiety, and that I’m probably not messing up as much as I think I am, but I can’t figure out how to overcome this. 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And presentation anxiety. Please help I have so much going on at school rn l. Its getting waaaay too hard to cope with everything and my fear of failure + huge amount of work + ton of deadlines + presentations are making my anxiety rise to levels ive never seen before. I get so nervous about presenting in class that i can't control my bladder. I get panic attacks. I have cold chills all over my body and my heart races super fast. That fact that i always feel like i need to pee really bad when im extremely stressed stresses me out even more bc i get scared of having some sort of accident, even if i go to the bathroom 100x before hand, the feeling doesnt go away. I dont want that to happen in front of everyone during a class presentation. Idk how to control it but my anxiety is becoming unbareable, i have trouble just being relaxed in normal class. I have a presentation in 1 month but im already so stressed out and nervous just thinking about it. Does anyone have any advice? Especially that can work quickly? B4 a presentation? And any tips on managing stress bc of a big big work load and many deadlines?",2.760698345517504,5.2538629690265495,4.219165063485956,82.31461908426319,78.60176991150442,7.293266641015776,27.08272412466333,8.321376580360154,2.158673951519816,925,39,171,19,23,306,136,226,0.196,0.731,0.073,-0.9714,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,7,14,15,1,9,7,0,15,5,5,4,3,30,30,14,0,4,5,0,4,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,3,3,1,0,6,4,12,0,0,1,6,21,3,28,28,6,32,0,0,1,0,1,15,0,3,12,104,29,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10231611640586327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554412194299292,0.0,0.0871226090278926,0.0,0.0,0.14240542733188422,0.0,0.3203949080097777,0.0,0.0,0.07321188587976382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911659010379227,0.09837341172225172,0.0,0.08742396158285577,0.0,0.1156379966692034,0.17819179345168168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630319878449395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23487020836668604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916276948649212,0.0,0.1227130031149464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831279227557866,0.0,0.0,0.1000497255614544,0.09410173673443764,0.0,0.0,0.11782177665593638,0.10588357641292492,0.0748009821102224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21881531313306704,0.0,0.17851809924138146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258992573584923,0.0,0.09379474918738673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407544675511475,0.07018128156294377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261978555257031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115337527236599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989112882532307,0.10615402319541596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08357420713671213,0.0,0.07696992326848606,0.07763712895058125,0.0807546369010904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258827018144803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12284827993863677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493420083809287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.067076443345346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048275633869395,0.21193327591336256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4797550297660977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06709047536343855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061757481712626634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286785720363637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,amibreaking,2018/04/05,"What just happened to me? As a bit of background info re: anxiety, I have a reasonably hefty amount of health-related anxiety on a daily basis, living with chronic illness; some days are almost anxiety-free and others it's a constant problem.. usually depending on physical symptoms that day. Just a little while ago, I experienced something that has subsequently shot my anxiety into orbit (so right now I'm experiencing a slightly elevated heart rate, some heartbeat skips, feeling kinda shaky all over, etc.). I'm guessing this 'event' wasn't strictly anxiety-based or caused, but maybe some folks around here might have some insight and know how to separate out what is anxiety and what's something else.. Basically, I was sitting in a recliner watching television and otherwise managing a low-level amount of 'every day' anxiety (as is typical). At one point I had to cough.. it was brief, but the exhale part seemed to ""stick"" a couple moments too long.. and before I knew it, I felt like I was actively blacking out, my hearing went .. weird.. like I was hearing through an electronic filter.. and my left hand started to tingle. I felt instantly panicked, almost feeling like I was recovering from a ""you almost lost yourself"" kind of sensation that I can't really understand or make sense of. It passed relatively quickly, but left me an anxiety-riddled mess. It's been about an hour.. my heart's still kinda skipping a bit, my blood pressure is just a smidge higher than normal, my hands feel cold, and I feel a bit wobbly on my feet. But inside, my brain is screaming and yelling with panic/anxiety :) Any ideas? Thanks for reading.",6.395576141719487,8.106478822525593,6.886923451974647,70.53749715585896,66.23549488054607,10.086071834877297,36.13668129367788,10.290406445055957,4.237769835852431,1297,65,204,33,21,423,183,293,0.094,0.809,0.097,0.7137,0,0,2,0,1,0,62.0,0,1,0,1,12,12,0,2,17,0,18,12,7,5,1,56,39,19,0,2,9,0,8,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,13,14,0,0,14,1,0,3,2,7,0,1,13,17,23,5,29,25,12,34,0,1,2,0,3,15,0,16,18,133,36,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375247023803109,0.0,0.2838298117126522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06425090629925967,0.0,0.4336701964031198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08410888878356336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08039710591702731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3094491691995612,0.0,0.0,0.10547300537794052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970588988302511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10210132787227197,0.0,0.0,0.1045423835842288,0.0,0.18279895472240554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07892747232126042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10537225164007663,0.0,0.0,0.07960504397458631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109147380688735,0.06749786132035207,0.1814348091251183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10408242332571148,0.0,0.0835499988191461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10042980147595036,0.21297585113628464,0.22392292352516985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304560246414972,0.0,0.0,0.1066585221883815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838832034642456,0.05192476061735071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20530963972350627,0.0,0.0,0.1384771964002153,0.0946956473212828,0.08342921541723199,0.08361347498309514,0.0,0.0,0.10313811372370194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306737676282219,0.0,0.0949197299266815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002303250774796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257216467557422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06402335511839365,0.0,0.0,0.11085410817899813,0.0,0.10231464970316256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089315899129919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09040638218678744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09450743045457352,0.0,0.06052750034906134,0.09714309039773636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068699418184268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860127389662791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14547350716142074,0.0,0.0,0.06687474844614259,0.0,0.07545333729659215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982028314102786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08698620478646017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835895075779644,0.0,0.0,0.10405842304940116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08758563294465968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ughhhh28,2018/04/05,"Cooking gives me the worst anxiety and I can’t get through to my boyfriend about it I’m a horrible cook. Growing up I never really had any chores and definitely never had to cook anything. Now that I’m an adult I’ve got everything down that I never had to do as a kid EXCEPT cooking. I can’t do it. I’ve tried and nothing ever turns out right and I’m the most terrified of cooking for other people. It’s a maaaaajor anxiety trigger. My boyfriend and I have been living together the last 6 months. I get out of work about an hour before him so occasionally he’ll text me to start prepping whatever he wants to make for dinner. I’ve tried explaining to him that unless it’s something that he’s specifically showed me how to do and we’ve done it more than once and I’ve physically done it myself correctly, then I can’t bring myself to do it, especially if he’s not there to guide me. And yet, he continuously keeps asking me to do it. And I have a meltdown and he gets angry and it’s a vicious cycle. It sounds like I’m being a brat and refusing to help him, but it actually terrifies me to cook anything. He’s very good at it and even if I was a mediocre cook it wouldn’t compare to his. But I’m nowhere even close to mediocre and it’s an instant panic attack. I can’t handle doing things that I don’t know how to do and cannot do well. I also do literally everything else in our apartment, cleaning, laundry, garbage, bill paying, etc so a part of me is a little bitter that he wants me to do this too, even though he’s the one with this skill and he knows how much it gives me anxiety. All of that other stuff I do is pretty much daily and he cooks a meal maybe twice a month, so I don’t think it’s a lot to ask. How can I get over this fear? I’ve tried cooking along side him and I don’t get as stressed, but how can I make him understand how weirdly afraid of doing it alone I am? Am I being irrational?",1.8407107496463944,3.481625581683172,3.924585572843,87.4843465346535,77.83663366336634,6.993380480905234,24.166619519094766,7.859703344183488,1.1869211598302694,1501,51,328,24,35,514,185,404,0.14,0.82,0.04,-0.9888,1,1,1,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,0,4,22,12,3,4,19,0,38,11,0,9,6,58,67,38,0,5,8,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,2,31,23,11,2,5,10,2,2,13,9,1,2,8,2,39,3,41,55,9,27,0,0,0,0,27,12,0,4,14,227,70,2,0.0,0.0,0.10486507573101833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129574529660033,0.0,0.08593540933116185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07307621807884425,0.0,0.2466189169304742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686020171826922,0.0,0.20092045415124055,0.12225081695722832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09144021124832484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21993697539863544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08976871318975979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984586807918413,0.21292817192707636,0.09720336720479976,0.0,0.0,0.1931555324553028,0.0,0.0,0.12092193403949485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807160485575545,0.20617009476902998,0.0,0.09013202042378464,0.08594526477721892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0720279097873705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10582606734414267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551503665839588,0.0,0.0,0.1181139799924978,0.08759392259347856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05249933625297196,0.10770275741382222,0.0948888022151801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135831554443558,0.0,0.0,0.14346024495015516,0.0,0.10795761933380076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17154646703894189,0.0,0.15799035201576048,0.0,0.2486384220444957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10311039164288432,0.0,0.0,0.11444097493524533,0.0728174111502756,0.0,0.0,0.12608069599039415,0.0,0.11636828311097328,0.0,0.07449896144658823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932505330145588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884137625505049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0917699176957246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08272765589101726,0.0,0.0,0.07606046331325411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12309461737684847,0.0,0.12301554115533556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07139138833770847,0.06885577748727077,0.10557851881259206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188740590713256,0.11688519520791375,0.0,0.11186924122291887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866543030670691,0.12676492142716786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09661909256471084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07823187413188555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Just9546,2018/04/05,"Constantly worried and overthinking about my girlfriend leaving me I’ve been with her for almost 5 months now. She has made my life so much better. I wanted a girlfriend for years but I could never get one. The thing is I constantly worry about her leaving me. She’ll do something out of ordinary and I blow everything out of proportion. I physically hurt from the worry she gives me. I can’t stop overthinking. She will not respond to a text or something and it starts. My heart races, a million thoughts race through my head. Almost everyday Thisbe happens. It drains me. I don’t want her to leave me because I don’t want to be lonely again. I almost committed suicide from the depression and loneliness. I need help not to overthink when she does something like that. ",2.986335784313728,5.899781465277782,3.5288071895424835,84.8498529411765,81.56944444444444,6.721568627450981,27.91503267973856,7.928766900206844,2.223226797385621,617,28,108,12,17,193,90,144,0.226,0.6859999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.9772,0,2,3,0,0,1,15.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,6,0,11,3,2,1,2,24,21,8,1,5,4,0,0,1,2,2,1,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,2,3,0,27,2,16,14,1,13,0,3,0,0,13,2,0,4,12,79,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3879368251933668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872085257088647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421137957417846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791029225844394,0.0,0.10310556462439588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11122570099760798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11300885414289452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606020927288847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746886910813653,0.1238801914733764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11419561987245702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253204695248025,0.0,0.0,0.15302823110124192,0.08655795852335117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13824406816860715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4102130198423313,0.0,0.0,0.09121343969085807,0.06308992421552967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12219276286971732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10307609940798088,0.0,0.09493071767069172,0.09575361460946513,0.09959858748352657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750672444514737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982484301635662,0.0,0.0,0.09140399114969054,0.0,0.0,0.107964500862813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412551622115726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0857930328521535,0.0,0.0,0.10252053034429598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285054399780584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934353554716236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316013772245645 anxiety,murderhousemistress,2018/04/05,"Any advice on coping techniques would be greatly appreciated. Hi all, I’m new to the sub after recently being diagnosed with depression and anxiety. It’s taken a lot for me to actually ask for help from my doctor. I have a 3 year old son and I was so afraid that people would think I couldn’t cope, it was quite a big fear of mine. But I decided, after many months of suffering in silence, that I needed to try and better myself for him. I’ve had some shitty experiences in my life, which I’m open to sharing, which I believe have impacted how I cope in certain situations. I’m really struggling with panic attacks at the moment. It’s been something I’ve struggled with for a long time, but I wasn’t actually aware that they were panic attacks and therefore just tried my best to cope. It comes on out of nowhere, I haven’t seemed to figure out a trigger at all. This morning I woke up and felt like I couldn’t catch my breath immediately, this happens a lot. It’s as if I have a belt around my chest and it’s restricting my ability to take in enough oxygen. The feeling won’t stop. I try to get deep breaths in, even yawning to get as much air in, and I cannot satisfy my need for air. My mind constantly focuses on my breathing, then the shaking starts. It’s none stop, tremors in my legs, arms and hands. I start to feel nauseous and light headed. It carriers on for hours sometimes. Today, it started with the struggling to breath up until around 12pm when I started to feel nauseous, then the shakes started around 2pm, then the light headedness followed not long after. All symptoms run along side each other until it’s unbearable but I try not to cry because that’s when I panic and I can’t stop. The nausea and shaking has stopped but I still feel like I can’t catch my breath, which in turn, panics me further and the cycle starts again! Is there any advice or tips anybody at all can give me to guide me through these attacks? I will be speaking to my doctor again tomorrow about them as I fear they’re getting worse but I’m really hoping someone has some techniques to share. Thank you x",4.061791943201111,5.4117950047846906,4.940958481247109,83.6546125945362,71.44019138755979,7.690199104800124,28.79487575243093,8.155646560271837,1.9182352832227192,1664,64,327,24,31,541,213,418,0.17,0.7390000000000001,0.092,-0.9864,1,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,3,14,28,3,13,16,0,26,16,10,3,5,69,59,31,0,8,10,1,6,2,0,4,6,1,0,0,21,25,0,5,9,0,0,10,11,18,0,0,9,9,45,10,63,41,13,75,0,2,0,0,12,29,0,8,38,218,66,2,0.0,0.0,0.1516470591413671,0.0,0.0,0.1518541560668015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567668489798288,0.0,0.059439925098077176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750715551857973,0.07263856861062422,0.26518328537824465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047364910172300136,0.0,0.0,0.08754075885783759,0.08154085937989852,0.06871891700250826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06693126209183914,0.0,0.08396558488193688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08534928136945852,0.0,0.0,0.0669224883185674,0.07886338383337045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905751556326478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08028438126517427,0.0,0.05131980445029677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07600504628532236,0.0,0.17486713812911195,0.15714886082793106,0.05550855725532998,0.07460373035104458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178438699667055,0.07453646587453036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566400226756156,0.0,0.0,0.06870943467562791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974213050097055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05208035477593967,0.0,0.0,0.07717316165333828,0.07651838222288414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05488147341358702,0.07592012778456461,0.0,0.0,0.13752327177859175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321147177346168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787751244461415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845437211788384,0.0,0.06201902075404715,0.0,0.0571180921981936,0.11522642874240632,0.0,0.07504268686824417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08153258259253615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3646546121891474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053867068391004184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264301065447541,0.0,0.0,0.09955261256951338,0.0,0.07671890867613604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07073473073372558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08733752326638868,0.0,0.0,0.06583455665733191,0.059816891553633435,0.07684681847835219,0.0,0.3299767486356677,0.0,0.062050942229939135,0.2598411332275424,0.0,0.24368524641503744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075955864885075,0.05842037410117532,0.0,0.0,0.07153528473882463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04978671921059969,0.0,0.0,0.045307218744072425,0.0,0.07365006595301507,0.0,0.0,0.21101151264530776,0.08451477284921144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07918245555780376,0.11039102863182987,0.0,0.0,0.05003594758572243 anxiety,tryingtofindgoodsubs,2018/04/05,"Any tips for not sleeping close to exams? I really need help. I have exams in a week but I haven’t slept in 2 days. I have GAD, but it’s manageable except during exam period. It really impacts my performance because I don’t sleep and can’t think straight. I have a couple of days to sort this out before I write. What can I do?",-0.19014492753623452,2.06986969565218,2.620289855072464,89.93159420289857,91.17391304347824,5.965217391304349,16.36231884057971,7.3871296695380915,0.3777362318840583,255,6,54,5,9,89,48,69,0.0,0.917,0.083,0.5718,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,3,3,0,0,11,11,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,9,0,8,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,1,4,35,13,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512107584134136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17490882191979326,0.0,0.24415484083594005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3174806945284747,0.0,0.37009001908838346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19232198405712966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2127536907812589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36762721855122216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5742710107433792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838520620581734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23015656634280596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sonicbanana47,2018/04/05,"Scared to talk to landlord about emotional Support Animal My therapist and I agreed that an emotional support dog could help with my anxiety. Then I can work with a trainer to train the dog to help with my anxiety in other ways. But the next part is actually asking my landlord if I can have a dog. I'm so scared of emailing him. My lease is up in August, so I'm afraid he'll not renew it or something. One of my biggest anxiety triggers is having to ask for things, especially from people I know or have long prolonged contact with. Like, I won't go to the bathroom on a 6 hour flight if I'm in the window seat because I don't want to ask the aisle person to get up. So I guess my question is how did you ask your landlord for accommodations, if you have? I want to tell him that any dog I get will almost never be unattended in the apartment, since my work is dog-friendly, but I don't know if that would help. Thank you for any advice.",4.5975215889464565,4.812682150259069,5.784054404145081,82.23995034542318,69.46632124352331,8.713126079447322,30.072970639032807,8.59863814320734,2.1222162348877376,737,27,154,11,12,247,105,193,0.057,0.8340000000000001,0.109,0.8593,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,4,0,2,5,7,0,3,10,0,19,0,0,2,1,26,38,14,0,8,9,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,4,1,6,5,0,0,3,0,0,1,5,3,0,1,1,0,24,4,27,31,1,17,0,0,0,0,20,9,0,9,7,104,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.1205444426535626,0.0,0.0,0.12070906426635945,0.0,0.0,0.12369435433811946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16800506590277234,0.0,0.28349323816313976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461923934055729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530085621684816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862618408441802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779022891197155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543658223690507,0.0,0.12907542146473294,0.0,0.07020318815515356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607881504978786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483924465879566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121649121190161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1357743156006533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060349007371427024,0.0,0.0,0.1093174258855285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527156618057132,0.0,0.1313722674040481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08370502935696537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13376760310692273,0.0,0.08563800410427662,0.10785893088833852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383784067508689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24734396750490475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10218273429462653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09509704829659164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28035374131901364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09928624905349526,0.10796796173803043,0.11372697997218513,0.0,0.14342426032907146,0.08206578841851324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571874091481393,0.09804990939130437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985811957378592,0.0,0.0,0.08774997085813872,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kalagsd,2018/04/05,"Best ways to manage anxiety caused by crushes? Hello, I know it seems a bit stupid but my anxiety is generally very heightened when it comes to the girl I like. I don't mean getting nervous when I see her, but more the over thinking and worrying about her being with someone else or when I know she is out with her friends. I am not controlling, but I just over think and overanalyze that she might like someone or do something you know? Not sure if anyone can relate, but I'm feeling really anxious about it right now. I'm just looking for ways that other people have used to deal with this same kind of anxiety. Thanks very much.",4.587967479674795,5.983910073170732,4.993658536585368,83.60235772357723,70.21951219512195,8.06829268292683,29.113821138211375,8.515128840125781,2.0933186991869923,501,19,97,8,9,159,82,123,0.132,0.711,0.157,0.7468,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,2,8,9,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,1,33,25,12,0,1,11,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,7,7,0,1,8,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,3,14,7,14,23,5,11,0,0,2,0,10,4,0,5,6,68,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3604937283682151,0.17745392581007727,0.0,0.10983289701495053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648441310769129,0.0,0.17148897275769215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16136282640970942,0.0,0.13530916678234392,0.0,0.0,0.17617682632697002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619409736282991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13121888017096664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07942357858964731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213584125541058,0.0,0.08206700136132264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635730226506003,0.2589786068514044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15348118220814266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13190632779706782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17110446952130118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16663540119852646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547072656317077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889841179138644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062847043959136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414412890111946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251711791088745,0.14299831168611493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26618410376202184,0.1209266567321884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14804457009430586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461672275455684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012990427094949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13566533791356697,0.0,0.25921232601672545,0.0,0.24936310743536294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1595207798791475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxioustemporary,2018/04/05,"anxiety & horror films - hoping someone can relate I've been dealing with anxiety from a really young age, and started dealing with really difficult intrusive thoughts around 13. Like most, some days are better than others. Ever since I was a child, I've had an interest in ""scary"" things. Of course I've delved into every horror/thriller movie I could find. Paranormal, slasher, whatever. True-crime cases and ""darker"" topics are also interesting to me. I haven't delved into anything like that- real or fake- for the last couple months, mostly due to the fact that I've been so busy. Though, I went on quite the binge today starting with some of my favorite horror movies. Somehow one thing led to another and I found myself on (TW) r / gore after hours of TV and Internet browsing. All of the sudden, I had the worst panic attack within memory. Unfortunately, it seems like I always find myself down that hole once I let in. It seems like even one silly film is enough to send my mind spiraling down. Oddly enough, this fascination for those topics still stays with me. It feels like there's always an internal battle raging in my mind. I'm now back at the worst spot I feel like I've been in a while. The intrusive thoughts in particular have gotten real bad real fast. Does anyone else have similar experiences? Edit: Unlinked that subreddit just incase. 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It's been a rough couple days.",6.844180790960452,5.715869576271189,7.080000000000003,79.3309604519774,65.10169491525423,10.578531073446328,29.836158192090398,9.725611199111238,2.3837751412429373,231,6,48,4,3,75,41,59,0.231,0.723,0.046,-0.8957,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,5,0,8,3,0,2,0,11,11,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,8,2,2,1,6,2,1,5,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,3,35,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423028065070919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19109111690756625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20582472173136876,0.0,0.11996583809222999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19434859757773892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602257469253605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022303016118186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847731883174906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12605020853513366,0.0,0.3958712705648564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6351855975712015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769451507493025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446578155459268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32517482394406644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233352158347875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JazzlikeEffortthrow,2018/04/05,"A possibly life altering observation I made today..! Also need some Advice A little bit of background - As a grad student, I was having a lot of trouble concentrating on my research and studies. Stress was at all time high and my performance was decreasing day by day. I always felt inferior to my peers and I was was convinced that I had ADHD Type C because I could never focus on the task at hand. Well I got in touch with my college psychologists who ran some tests on me. In the end they diagnosed me with 'Persistent Depressive Disorder with Anxious Distress'. The doctors told me to lower my anxiety via meditation, counseling and possibly medication. They also found, through my IQ test that my processing power was at 35 percentile. Now 35 percentile is a really low score. But it made sense because I would always find soaking up new information through lectures and presentation to be really wasteful. I just couldn't follow along any lecture and would often lose the lecturer's train of thought during any and all lecture. I also found it difficult to follow verbal instructions and would always need them to be written verbally. Other things - never finished any exam on time, took a long time to finish my projects. Well they say IQ score of a person remains fairly constant right? So that means my processing power would always be dismal and I'd be the same dumb slow guy for the rest of my life right? Maybe not. I read [this](https://www.understood.org/en/learning-attention-issues/child-learning-disabilities/information-processing-issues/slow-processing-speed-and-anxiety-what-you-need-to-know) article yesterday. It says that anxiety decreases your processing speed and low processing speed decreases your anxiety. So yesterday in the afternoon and today also, I asked myself a question- If I managed my anxiety, will I be able to retain more information? Now I had been doing meditation for a while now but would always forget to bring that mindfulness to my everyday life. But yesterday and today, while some scientists were presenting their research in the college, I decided to be aware of my emotions. As expected, I found a bit of anxiety in my consciousness. So I observed it for a while, till it subsided and my consciousness was clearer. I was simultaneously watching the lecture as well. Now this is shocking, because as soon as I relieved my anxiety, I was able to 'get' what was happening in the lecture. The scientist's voice became louder, his arguments became a lot more understandable. I could follow along fairly well and even asked a question at the end. What's more surprising is that my peers, who I always considered to be superior to me looked confused and disinterested during the lecture while I was full of enthusiasm. The downside was that my decreased anxiety affected my posture and facial expression. So this means I just need to manage my anxiety and I could experience life at much more enjoyable level. My question is, if I can manage my anxiety levels, can I improve my IQ score during a retest? TLDR: I have anxiety and slow processing power. When I controlled my anxiety, I experienced improvement in processing power. 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I fell asleep before he would've gotten home. This morning, I text him, saying that I had a great time last night. It's now 3:13 PM, and my brain is convinced that the bad winds last night made him crash, and he's either in a hospital or dead on the side of the road or something. Logically, I know that's incredibly unlikely, but my anxious brain keeps on bringing it up. I feel like this anxiety won't go away until he texts me back, but I don't have a good coping method to use while I wait for that. If he doesn't text by the end of the work day at 5, I'll ping him again (we've discussed double-texting, and he knows he sometimes fails to respond because he feels like he's waited too long to respond, so I'm not worried about that being weird). But what do I do for the next two hours while I wait? ---------- On a side note, can I just say how nice it is that I'm anxious that he's hurt, not that he won't respond? I feel secure enough that I know he'll text when he has the time, and it feels good that my brain isn't jumping to ""Oh god, he hates me.""",4.926830870279146,3.878726360153258,5.289143404488232,90.34698275862073,68.92337164750957,8.223426382047071,27.83825944170772,6.5431188927421005,0.948867323481116,944,24,228,5,14,301,134,261,0.124,0.7829999999999999,0.093,-0.851,0,0,2,0,0,0,42.0,0,0,0,2,12,13,1,0,11,0,16,4,4,3,0,30,39,18,2,1,11,0,4,2,0,3,0,2,3,0,18,4,0,5,8,0,0,5,9,5,0,1,6,6,27,8,20,29,2,38,0,2,0,0,26,11,0,3,24,120,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08606693786687951,0.2541999730657681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057032818286065,0.08651032603108913,0.09393798067974896,0.13716547502855309,0.0,0.09573449285233762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3767823940039545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255719396312482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09964710284391104,0.11624898319823328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2275460680411585,0.16074890876769138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0639398682538884,0.1887297316405891,0.08998148871465632,0.12403848673135273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11107658389586998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.338558686437704,0.0,0.11079594796905534,0.0,0.12044021794067533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10000068317243184,0.0,0.0,0.18549140174192374,0.27512271598958765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099296964136156,0.0,0.0,0.09956444988690714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10645609020166244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196516239613656,0.3167383523037837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1789388976583834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08661277214333131,0.111271512208848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312065442253844,0.0,0.0,0.10750449895705903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990221319781614,0.0,0.0,0.09716923727147167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429437795636044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08190585621641575,0.11425551101109215,0.0,0.07992117912867262,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,byebuddyxoxo,2018/04/05,"Do I have GAD? I have been fucked up for a long time. I'm a sophomore in college. Since college began, I feel as though I've slowly lost my sense of self. Things are bad. Things started to go downhill when my dad pulled me out of school so I could get my grades together at my local community college. During this period, I spent very little time socializing with people. Besides my family, there was no one I saw consistently. I had my stuff together though, and was pulling very good grades because it was what was expected of me and I had to in order to get out of the house. Then, between semesters on a family vacation, my brother had a psychiatric break which lead him to a mental hospital. This was really hard to see, and the whole time I feel like I had to convince myself he wasn't going crazy, and that I could understand what he was saying. Any sane person could have seen he was going crazy. He was aggressively (trying to) argue that the 'second coming' is near and that heaven on earth is possible, and if it's possible, it WILL happen and in OUR lifetime. At one point he was sure we were living in the matrix. He still believes this when I ask him about it. He thinks there will be a time in the future where 'a bunch of people die'. I validate these ideas. I'm not sure why. Anyways, since then I've left home for school again (the fourth college for the fourth consecutive semester). Things have gotten hard. I am slowly doing worse and worse in school. I am seriously paranoid about what other people are saying about me. I feel like everyone is against me, and so much of what I think about revolves around what I feel like other people think about me. I feel like I'm a psychopath. An asshole. A pussy. You name it. Whatever it is, I've made the argument against myself about it. All I think about is big picture. HUGE picture. I think about becoming a famous rapper. A fucking famous rapper. I can't even scrape my shit together enough to write a song, but somehow I pretend I can one day be a famous rapper. Or a world-saving entrepreneur like Elon Musk. I've built up these personas in my head I think all because I feel like I have to compensate for the fact that I'm a psychopath and everyone can see it. I'm paranoid about AI, about terrible things that are going to happen in the future. About mass mass death and how to stop it. About mass (MASS) suicide and how to stop it. How there is no way to stop it. How I'm crazy. I feel like my brother is so important to me and I don't know what to do. He was diagnosed with bipolar and they said what happened to him was a psychiatric break. What the FUCK do I do. I feel like I'm constantly spinning. Going nowhere. I've thought about every possibility. Maybe I'm just gay? Maybe I'm enlightened? Maybe I just need to 'wake up' and realize it's all in my head? I keep having these ""realizations"" about how other people perceive me and what my purpose is here on earth. I then see my entire life through that 'lens' and see everything that has happened to me up to this point as serving that purpose of leading me to that realization. I feel like a fucking lunatic. Like I'm on the outside looking in at my own 'used to be' reality, trying to piece meaning back together. I need help.",2.8329915541449218,4.9130147363494565,3.9994235838399055,86.07303822152886,76.36349453978158,7.041594491365862,24.93627952014632,7.990435384864732,1.4602273710258755,2550,89,506,42,58,830,259,641,0.105,0.807,0.087,-0.9277,0,0,0,0,0,1,79.0,2,1,1,3,40,26,7,0,30,0,55,13,4,9,6,81,119,37,3,7,6,3,11,10,0,2,4,4,1,2,46,24,0,4,23,2,1,10,6,11,0,4,27,22,68,15,80,84,9,74,1,1,7,5,29,37,5,3,33,343,114,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03964023528620498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05189181496541966,0.05449470625158207,0.0,0.0,0.044822583908085925,0.04867098778082358,0.0710679440920191,0.06437840863058572,0.0,0.06567458624591756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050212986523648966,0.0,0.06299242910348572,0.0,0.1396231162963657,0.0,0.0,0.03759321070387237,0.0,0.0,0.05916466992958765,0.060497398965939135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06023072669683342,0.0,0.03850100190435902,0.0,0.049113123142944,0.1114000986025148,0.052388663197507804,0.0,0.10990412220814567,0.0,0.2652655144213109,0.333147811685915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21555829891527206,0.06090983089151782,0.0,0.16564208235973696,0.04889216478834455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20618800898634249,0.0,0.10443551193406328,0.0,0.1196478416533701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03907157986835531,0.0,0.058471151467752315,0.0,0.0,0.0672605924359123,0.0,0.06580403543467331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05181218494947582,0.0,0.0,0.032035497187615065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06333391148802785,0.0,0.041173027353542925,0.284782942542545,0.058423420876140865,0.05147248372620486,0.05158616449687803,0.04895019914439719,0.0,0.06363208444002946,0.0,0.0,0.055156849528875895,0.0,0.0,0.17568501260067249,0.0634965584854248,0.0,0.0,0.058744145975077634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042850977318626346,0.08644485301459913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11849953597002988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206001610088914,0.0508979104309462,0.0,0.0,0.1102086635110931,0.1971448048643764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03734304297510418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055448588039146325,0.0927115192217744,0.0,0.17698240326057246,0.1858031906989262,0.0,0.060810772540217266,0.0,0.05983541181191423,0.09643870219891794,0.0,0.0,0.05942086799023238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04125904077934242,0.0,0.046551686440581184,0.14620297279552324,0.0,0.0,0.06672984896394159,0.06376146626283982,0.0,0.109878143215568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490519381078252,0.22410512958936293,0.11454225292241232,0.04627695890508651,0.13596102587149714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791522370088814,0.0,0.0,0.06068353234401345,0.0,0.050345160984829294,0.0,0.09619322432144288,0.0,0.04626909857958333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052599033829253766,0.0650804049418465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11880808607427175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,papakels,2018/04/05,"I can’t seem to open up to anyone This applies to everyone I know, literally. I’m always there for people, I give them advice and help them through whatever they’re experiencing but when it comes to me... nope. I’m constantly thinking about things that makes me want to so desperately vent but I just can’t seem to send a text or speak about it. I did try once or twice and told my friends part of the situation... if not, lesser than that. I felt extremely guilty after or during the conversation and it ALWAYS resulted in me saying “it’s nothing... please forget what I’ve just said” or apologizing to them. I know they are people I can trust but I felt like a burden speaking about it and I’m basically no one so they don’t deserve to hear any of this. I wish I could open up more instead of suppressing these emotions because they’re so emotionally draining.. But.. it’s tough. DAE feel this way?",2.642492522432704,4.910103338983049,4.137254901960784,83.94502492522435,77.75706214689265,7.328547690262545,24.53605849119309,8.313332769828598,1.6048866068461294,709,25,142,14,17,235,109,177,0.111,0.7659999999999999,0.123,0.4781,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,5,0,11,5,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,2,0,34,26,17,0,4,12,0,3,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,14,7,0,1,8,0,0,2,6,2,0,2,5,9,20,3,21,20,2,11,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,7,4,94,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431913016052867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628067935879895,0.0,0.0,0.107392082733192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11042243336876306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626752309242728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1360354489345066,0.0,0.1706571141418146,0.0,0.1260875231819788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355281020420652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509008273945636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07984989063459058,0.0,0.3032589445741424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12200981298135563,0.0,0.0,0.15149275959147912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779890864019097,0.0,0.10585149930225453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357912936347078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715250201144506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541387403209956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515300052613176,0.0,0.0,0.1681813176901531,0.1070117426469716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101367060196934,0.0,0.21896586445064206,0.0,0.0,0.17335046053422715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15021957642645384,0.12558557070484427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28753173180629604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17751046095722334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491607371537204,0.10118976524747092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509008273945636,0.0,0.1072183795580695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314623339487067,0.1253507913556216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18160201144699128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Atah117,2018/04/05,"Can I drink at all on Paxil? I hardly ever drink in general, just started 5mg last week. But if I want to have one or two beers with friends once in a blue moon, is that a problem?",1.3684166666666684,2.1186396750000043,3.4750000000000014,93.89666666666668,77.25,6.333333333333334,23.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.35558333333333403,137,4,34,1,3,47,35,40,0.07,0.8059999999999999,0.124,0.264,0,0,3,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,2,10,5,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,3,1,6,5,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,2,4,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5733737802101677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2647198828022382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261016917864027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2621581093109925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23854989379410085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3116641155938896,0.19830811524306446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2800277996092593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20714011780832972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28587782573796505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261333690700476,0.0,0.2347472446582488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DelicateStuffAccount,2018/04/05,"I sleep with my parents to this day - today I want to change this Hi! I'm 17 years old and I'm a mess when it comes to being alone. I get scared pretty easily and I can't sleep alone. To this day I sleep in my parents bed. It made me furious and angry through all those years, because it made me think I'm weak and weird. Even when I try to sleep alone and my mother helps me by sitting in the next room or something, after an hour I either wake up, or... Sleepwalk. But I didn't have enough motivation to sleep in my room for good. But now, when I realized that my best Internet friend will visit me for a few days and will be sleeping in my house, in my room(!) I thought to myself ""well, fuck"" and I want to change my sleeping habits because of her coming and also because of my self-esteem. I will go to sleep in 3 hours, and I'm not sure if this will work. If I wake up, I will try to fall asleep again, but I'm afraid that my anxiety won't let me do that. Any advice? 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I get comments on how I dress (I dye my hair and have piercings, which my parents don't approve of) or how tired I look (I pretty much permanently look tired so the comments don't do much besides make me feel like I'm under a spotlight). At uni, I feel like i never have any time to properly relax because there's always an assignment that needs to be done which theres never any time for. Even though I have friends and I'm dating someone, I'm constantly anxious and it rarely stops. I've decided that some point after I've finished my degree I'm going to leave and never look back, even though there's no way that could turn out well- I've never had a job and my only source of income is my parents. I just want to make a decision that I made entirely for myself, not for any other reasons. I don't know if theres any advice anyone has on sticking it out till I'm free to leave, or on dealing with constant background anxiety ((this is also my first ever reddit post so sorry if I've done something wrong! thanks for hearing me out :) )) ",5.177030696576152,4.9135784504132225,6.0233293978748526,82.66603305785127,68.21487603305786,8.567178276269184,30.92207792207792,7.957251820313856,2.016039197166469,923,33,190,10,14,305,128,242,0.114,0.7659999999999999,0.12,0.3162,5,1,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,19,10,0,0,5,0,17,3,1,7,5,42,43,20,0,6,7,3,5,3,1,0,2,1,1,0,10,10,0,1,8,1,2,2,10,1,1,1,4,10,25,11,25,37,3,31,0,0,4,0,8,10,0,5,20,122,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09564565322295833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827333220229295,0.0814426812087609,0.0,0.0,0.26624271127773297,0.0,0.0748767186988069,0.11057474768028427,0.0,0.06843886275821758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.075262458585327,0.0,0.059665772615186234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2115435868807634,0.0,0.07814794902913383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090834686415184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032720007888946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929553848401318,0.08853662898238845,0.0,0.0,0.08796680714187435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19796106786197126,0.2097730752583878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08325532882911331,0.0,0.0,0.07562061975124837,0.0,0.051137431459915735,0.0,0.05562655820624418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031608600799736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981800296208317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09712922287020724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05379141651644687,0.0,0.0,0.20727821550341727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14345534694876855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465796490048465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09261492179649326,0.1306692025813615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439037924452233,0.07257560366519014,0.3019594671302433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07444094431167984,0.0,0.0,0.3260471863905238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252673819805772,0.0,0.0937404643864358,0.09957753482178644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063531107610717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293206243712394,0.07535158489698933,0.0,0.10956687089382716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818307366932032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09011329310375084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233008932552725,0.0,0.11414738047962192,0.2249936764741869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10646360778689268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154624488751722,0.07769132905785239,0.0,0.0,0.08800444878615737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10701468034638356,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CivilizedTangent,2018/04/05,"It’s been me all along I just had an epiphany about myself. Before, I used to be sad sometimes because I didn’t have any friends in university. I would meet people and they would talk to me and casually invite me to play video games or hang out with them sometimes and I always avoided it. Then I would find myself lonely on the weekends. I truly can’t believe myself. All this time I’ve had people coming up to me all along and I’ve been pushing them away. I realize now that it’s because I get anxious whenever the frienship progresses. I don’t have an idea on why I do this and I know it needs to stop. I just realized this after meeting someone in the gym and chatting them up this past week. Today we exchanged numbers and he wants to hang with me with some girls he knows. I noticed myself preparing to separate myself and now here I am. Do any of you have suggestions for me?",2.6285112359550564,4.6296418932584285,3.929648876404496,86.70379915730341,76.69662921348315,6.472471910112362,26.29353932584269,7.413659706084162,1.3956617977528087,699,27,138,9,16,229,101,178,0.07200000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.069,-0.128,0,3,0,0,0,0,13.0,1,1,4,1,7,6,0,1,5,0,17,0,0,1,3,37,24,10,0,5,3,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,9,16,0,2,6,7,1,4,3,3,0,0,5,0,32,3,24,15,4,22,0,2,0,0,16,8,0,2,10,106,41,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686821933412367,0.0,0.0,0.24006204324129946,0.0,0.0,0.1994030163802665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583442542273003,0.0,0.0,0.2151944324309518,0.0,0.15019471808875584,0.19886329192284785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15204541616721864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16132448112322284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13636910773283814,0.0,0.09221778296550863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992552653372873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1940075999949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087793180682966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20095473918195733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684961969842814,0.2447358850033365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14955406864154822,0.0,0.3491404802926137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14756801233156674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418698875862486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10292283028922054,0.0,0.16730828881134538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524456417333155,0.0,0.0,0.1041085829602431,0.0,0.14158351511597492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15927039083397124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3761571804762165,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xil3h,2018/04/05,"Note to those who suffer with overwhelming anxiety to make phone calls. If you need to call your bank or anything that consist of workers who handle dozens of calls per hour. Most of the time they will be snarky and will want to do little as much as possible. It is not your fault they'll act this way towards you on this call - They act this way toward anyone. Is it fair for them to act this way? Clearly not and it's their choice to work in the manner where they are pessimistic towards customers. They're human as much as you and me. They do not like their job and have probably been yelled at all day as well. Their behaviour is not justified between you. It's a roulette to know if you'll get someone friendly or not. In the end it should only matter to you how you behaved.",3.1986538461538463,4.989153865384619,3.3861538461538494,92.15884615384616,74.44871794871796,6.338461538461537,24.179487179487186,7.010146845296331,0.7512717948717951,617,19,129,6,13,189,95,156,0.073,0.836,0.091,0.224,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,9,9,2,3,6,0,1,4,0,14,0,0,2,2,24,19,14,0,5,9,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,0,1,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,5,3,1,1,1,1,19,3,26,12,4,19,0,2,0,0,27,9,0,5,5,95,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315061863069005,0.0,0.0,0.1125622013560496,0.0,0.13247428577565526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6575215718455346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10381992835026092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258207232798534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437412142835798,0.0,0.08410633410373362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585346228451524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597495735850773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0884713744958365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07864756464416052,0.16134603179060975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074565860625116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366802575072517,0.11936594770954295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224338953782465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148276539321515,0.0,0.0,0.17356558295013622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13639933708277685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09386976863719178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495122285465782,0.38333952403288796,0.0,0.0,0.14474195048347988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11719665079904693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,penpassionate2,2018/04/05,"Therapy not an option. Is there any other way to help myself? I have extreme fluctuating anxiety. I suffered from extreme anxiety a year ago and I worked on a routine, took natural medicine (medication didn't work), excercised regularly, and somehow brought it under control. It was mostly manageable, but would resurface now and then. For the past two days, I have had this extreme anxiety that interferes terribly with my activities. I haven't been able to sleep, or eat. I struggle to do anything. I quit my job (abusive, narcissistic boss), a month ago and have been at home. I have feelings for a friend, and I wish he would like me back the same way. Part of my anxiety is because of this. I have realised I have been thinking obsessively about him and want to stop. Plus, I am struggling with mood swings and self-harming thoughts. I want to help myself get out of this. Therapy is simply not an option for me where I live, online or otherwise. Is there any other way I can help myself. I know this is a very broad question, but I need help. Thanks. 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I started meditating again, which is helpful, but it also can make the anxiety more intense at times... how many of you use antidepressants and meditation together? I really hate the thought of drugs, but I may have to take them soon.",7.69140625,8.717447828125,8.165625000000002,65.01687500000001,62.90625,12.65,37.875,12.161744961471696,5.3105125000000015,287,14,46,10,4,95,52,64,0.245,0.7020000000000001,0.053,-0.913,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,7,3,1,1,3,0,6,2,0,3,0,9,13,8,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,7,0,7,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,1,5,36,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2182264807691888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175134072727384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164606098587772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257144022221785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2694179911588755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18290943619626976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27350301700411195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215322781039966,0.2766631229899251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481747498931885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19314980127180856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051759772987902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21664065007677985,0.15912176235650136,0.31364180386104035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356855044503526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17572935134225892 anxiety,redditatwork12121,2018/04/05,"Calming down at the doctor Hi... I have a problem where my blood pressure spikes when I get my readings at the doctor. As soon as the cuff goes on I can feel my heart start pounding through my chest and I've gotten readings as high as 145/90. After I calm down a bit it goes into the normal range (120/70 or so), but the measurements themselves scare me and make me worried about going to the doctor. Anyone else dealt with this and know how to overcome it? I'm thinking of telling the nurse beforehand that taking blood pressure makes me very anxious and I need some time to calm down in order to get an accurate reading but that seems too simple, has anyone tried that?",4.344769230769232,5.985410861538463,4.1846153846153875,88.21538461538464,71.15384615384616,6.123076923076923,26.84615384615385,6.2581,1.0004461538461549,532,18,101,3,10,162,87,130,0.123,0.8290000000000001,0.048,-0.8807,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,3,10,0,3,7,4,3,0,20,17,14,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,6,6,0,0,4,3,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,12,3,21,16,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,10,0,3,5,66,18,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886780476756134,0.0,0.22141599956883234,0.16222776982514858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17285532545412197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4861723148849231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226437754529305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08005639257774792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654417540817533,0.0,0.08998257343434972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18762178255011092,0.0,0.16728431136903404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08701401350201712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21137297535631874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11739967017431195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15512975873594606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15150040302046194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4751184636295072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15851592573235335,0.0,0.0,0.1441376626637041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11206677113292676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11904443669378048,0.0,0.1383873767125517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10145145481254328,0.0,0.0,0.0923234816026535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074956598842536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13063881092415972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16079177500040487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ghulabjamun,2018/04/05,"My anxiety is coming back! Hey guys! Idk if this is really relevant for this subreddit but I’ve had anxiety for a while now, not too severe though. For the past few weeks I’ve been having a good time, full of positivity and all. FYI, I’m extremely insecure about my teeth and smile. Anyways so I was recently rejected and shamed about it and I feel so down and I’m overthinking all over again. 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The job requires talking to strangers and raising my voice and every time I do I feel like I'm being too loud or I sound too aggressive. Does anyone have any experience with this kind of job and can give me any tips to get used to it and stop feeling so self conscious? I really want to stay with this job but it's sending my anxiety through the roof and idk if I can keep doing this at this rate.",3.5876190476190466,4.578582206349207,4.94777777777778,84.525,72.17460317460319,8.457142857142857,27.49206349206349,8.841846274778883,1.976673015873016,482,17,101,9,9,161,82,126,0.103,0.818,0.08,0.0231,5,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,0,8,2,0,2,1,25,17,14,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,0,1,6,9,1,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,5,10,4,16,13,3,9,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,4,7,63,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778755137330056,0.0,0.3337484682731228,0.0,0.0,0.1016843241924522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15193784846252567,0.0,0.0,0.12726212578314464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12252657302110902,0.0,0.0,0.14225325114333925,0.0,0.0,0.1470621850707457,0.10389142723766437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17584811179331586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07597839808223608,0.13950461341188738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178559331990582,0.5772462597332801,0.12926014589050247,0.0,0.30287487112497635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15398374851539826,0.0,0.0,0.10271775891447807,0.07104715760601864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376043574289588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216048569189964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1863255598143272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15170966709718284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15500336963881214,0.0,0.12158155211046025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688685683260967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479830592316054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560023979158025,0.0,0.0,0.08577524969223513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BoggoTheDoggo,2018/04/05,"feeling deep in my gut that something bad is going to happen For the past two years, I would constantly go through moments where I feel like, deep in my gut, something terrible was going to happen. Like I was gonna get arrested or killed or something. These moments would last from a couple of minutes to an hour and I feel like absolute shit. The worst part of it is the helplessness, the fact that if something were to happen I couldn't do anything about it. I can't even rationally push it out of my head since, in these moments, I think it's 100% going to happen. Looking back, of course nothing was going to happen but I hate going through them and I just feel so tired of dealing with it all the time. Are these considered panic/anxiety attacks? Is there any way to stop it?",5.183137254901965,5.938512444444445,5.493339869281048,82.92902941176472,68.34640522875817,8.211503267973857,30.98627450980392,8.238735603445708,2.186101176470588,616,24,119,8,10,196,91,153,0.204,0.7559999999999999,0.04,-0.9812,0,0,4,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,8,11,4,0,7,0,13,5,4,0,2,20,33,7,1,4,5,0,4,3,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,4,0,1,5,0,0,7,2,8,0,1,4,5,13,3,22,25,3,26,0,1,1,0,2,7,1,3,14,82,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07805126153258156,0.0,0.08780292727361351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09445043970477517,0.0,0.0,0.13057367687809732,0.0,0.08825525867636763,0.09583273078230584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403151805306725,0.0,0.0,0.12699688443875107,0.0,0.0,0.11832847906508046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07580812140005941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321357231799808,0.16399125024841635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05996545058946234,0.0,0.3913772982743256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5074778850983456,0.0,0.0,0.113317023462544,0.11779275417098747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130307270462525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12698206210128635,0.0,0.0,0.09355733425656816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682205045044852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09638249540917566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013016760339933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466429483718842,0.0,0.12429065895819162,0.10956618181281076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781537981604015,0.09494346227821186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35343908459852363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959574397420012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354349250654613,0.0,0.0,0.06692650479945132,0.13191752894481967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211896544457464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09110343286404836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306641441130434,0.0,0.0,0.0739116454081407 anxiety,darkforest07,2018/04/05,"Need help - Moving anxiety Hey guys. Long story short I (27M) recently got out of an LDR (it was kind of unexpected, she dumped me.) but anyway. I’ve been doing pretty good on getting over that and staying positive. She ended it two weeks ago. My plan with my ex was for me to try to get as close to her as possible but my job only allowed me to currently get to a location that is still 3 hours from her. She ultimately didn’t think it could be done, so we parted ways. The moving bit wasn’t always about my relationship as this job offers better hours and pay and would get me out of my small town so here’s the thing - I’ve decided to still do it. I’ve been so excited for weeks now knowing I’ve been strong enough to still make this decision regardless of what’s been going on with my ex and I know it will potentially offer me all kinds of new opportunities but - today I finalized the transfer, I leave at the end of May and for some reason ever since the acceptance of the offer I’ve felt absolutely anxiety stricken and sick to my stomach. I’ve left my hometown and my family before and always wound up pretty lonely so I think I’m just scared of falling back into old habits. I need some reassurance from someone who understands anxiety or has moved away from family and friends before that everything will be okay. This new job is about 5.5 hours away from home so it’s not an insane move but still a lot for me. Moving from a population of 20,000 to one of 250,000...and I’m a guy who’s grown up in tiny towns forever. My brain is freaking out telling me I’ve made a mistake or rash decision while still grieving my ex even though rationally I know that’s not true. I know this job and move to a bigger area could be great for a person like me. If I don’t get out of this down i just rot here and never amount to much. Any tips on how to cope with all of this and making the best of the move? I’m extremely introverted so I’ve been trying to make a few friends online from the area to potentially meet up with once I get down there. Work will take up a lot of my time so at least I know I’ll be surrounded by people most of the day. I just don’t want to sink back into old habits and be reclusive in my apartment once I settle in there because it’ll only make things worse. Easier said than done though. 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There was pain in the journey, but if it wasn’t for that pain, I would’ve never known the kind of joy and love I have in my life now. But it hasn’t always been that easy,I have stayed stuck in pain for some time before I finally decided to get over it once and for all. I was no longer willing to settle down for less than I knew I could be and have. One of the most toxic feelings I used to indulge in was blame. I used to blame so many things and so many people for the kind of person I was, and for most of the painful stuff that was going on in my life. However, when I decided to change my life, I found that blaming played a huge part in keeping me stuck in pain and limitation. Here are three ways blaming has hurt my emotions, my soul, and my belief about my strength. And this is how they can hurt yours too: **1) Blaming places the control in others’ hands rather than yours** A lot of us have grown up to form stories about the way we were raised, the kind of parents we had, the circumstances we were brought up in, and a lot of these stories deserve respect and compassion. It could be true that these people or circumstances impacted your personality, and decisions at some time in the past. But continuing to live out of that story only keeps you stuck with the same kind of emotional challenges that creates more pain in your life. In the past you might have not had the power to be who you want to be, have what you want to have, and do what you want to do. But blaming others now for what once was gives these people a lot of control over who you are, what you do, and the kind of life you have. **2) Blaming makes you a victim** When you establish a negative identity to others and put them in the driver’s seat of your life, you immediately give yourself a victim identity. The minute you give others power over your life, you take it away from yourself. When you live out of a conviction that you are a powerless person, how do you expect to be able to change anything in your life? Playing the victim role strengthens your fear and self doubt. You continue to see yourself as the powerless person you once was. Fear becomes the zone where you hide, where you make decisions, where you act. So blaming breeds fear of being, fear of decisions making, and fear of taking action. **3) Blaming is emotional poison to your soul** Blaming usually comes with other emotions of anger and resentment. Living with a belief that others did you wrong carries with it a feeling of anger not only towards those individuals, but possibly towards people in general. Being constantly angry at others makes you sacred and unable to be open and vulnerable in your relationships. Fear of opening up and showing genuine love pushes you to run away from people and shutting them off. The result is shallow and unfulfilling relationships that are emotionally unsatisfying. Blame and love are never found in the same heart. The time you decide to open up for loving and caring about people is the time you’re ready to let go of the blame game. Giving up blame and taking full responsibility of your life is the first step towards having a life of joy and fulfillment. 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Sometimes it can be hard to tell if you have anxiety, are stressed, or just simply worn out. Maybe this blog post might answer some of those questions.",5.1273333333333335,7.53448782857143,5.142857142857146,78.9704761904762,70.71428571428572,8.095238095238095,28.809523809523807,8.841846274778883,2.528523809523809,154,6,26,3,3,48,31,35,0.239,0.7609999999999999,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,1,11,8,3,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,3,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,7,1,20,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.26607738153550325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171691747485671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24663709287377994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24425031194975705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739241875228786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28924977328959905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261133452748778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054422362310191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696682725774848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31233175816091546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23831735347221755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956887538827846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Polverise,2018/04/05,"How can I fix my recent severe sleep anxiety? Im 16 and for the past 10 days or so my sleep has been really awful. Ive never had anxiety before and now i do but only sleep related anxiety. Before this it always took my no more than an hour to sleep, I've always been this way. Then one day I suddenly was not able to sleep for hours. By hours I mean I was awake for maybe 5 hours and got 3 hours of sleep total. The weird thing is its random. Some days I sleep just fine and one time I kept this sleep pattern for 3 days straight. Last night I literally got one hour of sleep and I'm at school right now about feel like I'm about to die. This sleep anxiety happened so suddenly and now I'm terrified of the thought of going to sleep. When I try to sleep and think about it my heartrate raises to over 100bpm. When I close my eyes I just feel no tiredness and because of this I end up thinking of things. Its getting worse every time because I get more and more scared. When I think about my bed right now and when I'm going to have to sleep I get this sudden wave of stress.",1.403836794629747,3.2200856916299583,2.7129389553178136,94.86509544787079,79.7488986784141,6.085924061254459,19.17956786238725,7.07126945348624,0.07574445143696229,840,19,194,10,21,271,113,227,0.17800000000000002,0.789,0.033,-0.9861,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,17,5,0,2,4,1,11,14,14,1,2,29,32,20,1,0,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,12,11,0,1,7,0,0,3,4,3,0,3,10,3,22,2,28,22,5,41,0,0,1,0,0,7,0,3,31,114,34,1,0.060788518946951885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116183486117172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18601220243570016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411223386285573,0.0,0.10345310467575583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568142632483373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630888853975118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05384058479866495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05121694900013092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061473003340414674,0.04342733008182283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095278476588563,0.0,0.06909503237904324,0.0,0.09723626347753073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05375508654762277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591866774884909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06566203182493198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04955075627731122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029698199810785707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061070237814491585,0.06621651789821181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04688385330521132,0.0,0.0,0.0570459071045079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357562097307084,0.04623240789473028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058029519699157185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038942681816405485,0.0,0.06002132887854636,0.0,0.0,0.1038261260757446,0.0,0.0,0.0608599121087702,0.061521226518453966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0686737236460565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7908214559484181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696330430707667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0807703817589747,0.11685248522517505,0.0,0.048259293900422384,0.0708925484925752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06753828124974583,0.041271414101798735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048251096867436935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06194869411540733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cantsleepwontsleep13,2018/04/05,"Possible health link to sudden anxiety? Hi all, this is my first time posting to Reddit, but I was hoping someone with a similar situation would be able to help. I apologize in advance for the book. Im a 27 year old female and I have had a history of anxiety for most of my life, however about 5 weeks ago I woke up one morning with uncontrollable anxiety out of nowhere. It isn’t related to anything in particular and seems to be fairly constant, particularly in the mornings. I have had a prn script for .5mg of Ativan for years that I hardly ever used, however it doesn’t even want to touch this anxiety. I went to a psychiatrist who prescribed a Prozac which caused me even more anxiety, Lexapro which made me physically ill after one pill and now cymbala. It’s been about 4 days on the cymbala without terrible side effects. The reason I am suspecting this may be more than just typical anxiety is due to the constant feelings of panic I’ve been having, and also the physical symptoms I’ve been experiencing. In the past I have always been able to manage the anxiety with rationalizing/deep breathing and Ativan while waiting for an SSRI to start working. This time around, nothing seems to be effective and the anxiety can’t be rationalized since it feels like pure adrenaline coursing through my veins 24/7. Prior to the start of the anxiety I noticed myself sweating excessively but brushed it off. That has continued, and I’ve also lost about 25lbs in the last few months with no trying on my part, when I typically struggle to lose weight even when seeing a personal trainer/dietician. In addition, I have had an eye twitch for over a month that won’t go away and my sleep has been fragmented for months. I consulted my primary care physician and she has suspected hyperthyroid, and while my levels of THS are much lower than they typically are (4.7 to 1.5), she does not believe this could be causing my issue. She has set up a virtual consult with an endocrinologist and I am hoping that he will be willing to do more tests as I have been throughly miserable for over a month. Has anyone had a similar experience that ended up being a medical issue? Is there anything else I should have them check for?",9.147971014492754,8.021972516908217,9.356429951690824,64.85058695652175,60.545893719806756,13.014299516908212,40.989855072463776,12.07096230602999,5.106692173913044,1778,84,304,49,20,592,228,414,0.126,0.8059999999999999,0.068,-0.9607,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,7,15,11,0,4,27,0,49,15,5,7,3,50,67,20,0,6,5,0,5,1,0,6,9,0,0,1,18,19,1,1,10,1,1,3,7,7,0,3,15,9,32,4,63,37,8,55,0,3,2,0,13,19,0,6,32,228,50,6,0.1658752245820508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07351918912682011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132650357169198,0.0690107374197287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5710234175316614,0.0,0.0,0.0579919069094221,0.0,0.13650117634592776,0.07383205873392329,0.0,0.0,0.07792261688666498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344228781101532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845604232328035,0.17039954807928492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17925218952007585,0.0,0.06621893471944977,0.0,0.0,0.05348789867023706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257926342258271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0692837327471885,0.0,0.07345810730231088,0.0,0.0,0.16433853214491465,0.07502181858514616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08112889930068018,0.0,0.0,0.08387149754152502,0.059250646792427066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054669064604734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04713535636301502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429581000550331,0.0,0.0,0.08815880352776287,0.0,0.0,0.055591333268839235,0.0,0.0,0.1647515254970084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958685344003188,0.1731306387273557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06760522355283999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05858128831774283,0.040519128024780665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09278597353404328,0.0905362011112734,0.0,0.0,0.07847757409733916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355091890385899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26480004343888125,0.0,0.060968687957882226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958087583301196,0.09442502130012544,0.08702907249135687,0.0,0.1124013450613514,0.0,0.0,0.09730941811667253,0.0,0.08981335189986381,0.07917333551822699,0.0,0.07241792399968709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349969625289482,0.07943130650123857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08527367867499519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609053902708549,0.1510065746217527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860684994077333,0.09322535116484744,0.08299750884273613,0.0,0.07027276975146113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740733771427105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08670440005281972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620393541494702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967231773870145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05630919457775305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07163146799312724,0.0,0.0,0.048918752568685164,0.0,0.06652754986020702,0.1009956682476288,0.0,0.07688399751016177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994889861295201,0.0,0.060379569530061475,0.0,0.0,0.05891650017519784,0.0,0.0,0.10681820619797733 anxiety,Apps_N_Zerts,2018/04/05,"Hi. I've never been this bad. it's ruining my life. I have always felt anxious but lately it is absolutely taking over. Every situation I am in, especially with others, my brain just starts screaming ""WHAT IF YOU HAVE AN ANXIETY ATTACK RIGHT NOW"". My stomach starts to knot up. I have a huge fear of throwing up from the nausea my anxiety causes. I find myself excusing myself to the bathroom so frequently in conversation that people surely notice. I'm a waiter and I can't stand a table for too long without starting to feel like I need to get away fast. I can't drive long distances without feeling my stomach turn inside out. It's keeping me from experiencing life and I'm sick of it. I just started Prozac a few weeks ago. The only thing that helps is xanax and I don't want to become dependent on that. I used to smoke pot to settle down and now it just amplifies it. I feel so trapped inside myself. I have an opportunity in the future to travel to a new country and I want to go so bad but I literally can not fathom getting on a 10 hour flight where I can't leave and what if I throw up or what if I pass out. It is incredible how much anxiety I get ABOUT the potential of having an anxiety attack. Like, why can't I just wait for the anxiety attack before I start feeling anxious, do I really have to be in constant fear of one? I wasn't always like this. 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Hey There. I wanted to talk with folks about perseverance through self doubt, self loathing, and the bouts of anxiety that seem to blanket the landscape of any new endeavor I put my mind to. I'm sure there are some creative types here who struggle with commitment to their particular vocation on occasion \(or regularly\), and while that is also true for me, I have noticed a pattern in my life\- I'll have an explosive passion for a simple idea out of the blue one day after having a long creative block, become obsessively overattentive to it and then totally burn out and implode after a few weeks or months, feeling like a failure and being certain that I don't have ""what it takes"" to pull my idea off. I can't seem to eat *any* elephant one bite at a time and will start to wonder, ""is this even the elephant I want to be eating"" when it seems complicated or problems that arise become difficult to solve. \(Oh Christ, existential crisis, here I come!\) I tend to have my hands shoved in a lot of different creative pots while never fully cooking in any of them. Music, videography, writing, directing, acting, set designing, party planning, floral design, dance....I've done a little bit of just about everything, none of it quite turning into the career trajectory I always imagined for myself. I guess I have always struggled with commitment and sticktoitiveness, but now I'm 32, working in a dead end insurance job and I recently decided to do something controversial in an effort to push myself out of this rut once and for all: I put all my eggs in one basket. I am starting a local online arts/culture magazine in my city \(well, it's everything I love under one umbrella at least, right? How can that go wrong?\) and one aspect of it involves videoing and interviewing some big hitters in the scene. Last night \-my first try at putting a camera on someone\- was a total bust and I can't help but immediately feel like scrapping the whole idea and running away with my tail between my legs. How can I tell these people I'm going to write an editorial on them, coordinate and direct them in a big photo\-shoot, and then release a short webisode that's supposed to get under the surface of what they do when I have never seen *anything* through, ever? I honestly have no idea how to do this but I really want to stand up to my anxiety this time and just push through it. It's a battle of wills within me and I just want to win, for once. I also feel like I've set myself up to either knock this thing out of the park or have it be another thing I failed at. I don't want that to be my legacy, but I'm scared and I admit that. So, what's worse than feeling like a coward? Feeling like I will never be able to get out of my own way. Everyone says ""but RookieHuman, you are the most creative person I know, why don't you ***do*** something with that?"" Sorry, I'm unable to answer.... because how can I say ""oh, I suffer from crippling self doubt"" with this damn elephant in my mouth? ¯\\\_\(ツ\)\_/¯ ",4.523926810769815,6.199079906143348,5.2555608646188885,80.57683010997349,70.75767918088738,7.9392643155100515,28.72188092529389,8.515128840125781,2.181769480470232,2419,92,444,40,45,783,296,586,0.117,0.775,0.109,-0.8958,2,0,2,1,0,0,113.0,0,2,5,9,24,26,2,6,29,0,37,10,3,4,14,97,71,40,1,6,13,0,6,5,0,3,1,2,0,4,31,31,4,1,18,2,2,11,11,13,1,6,3,10,56,13,89,60,17,80,1,2,2,2,24,38,1,15,32,319,87,7,0.07242434132308125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158354391797485,0.12052570754764305,0.0,0.0,0.14775310690854812,0.07594323667189984,0.11080884575603524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059599061955086775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06804505273656396,0.0,0.0,0.04414920625211767,0.15997398979965854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906862298485759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062387157160392274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04670770863711995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566802194734007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411524636773974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14821636386028966,0.0,0.0,0.06414646972885882,0.0,0.0,0.0478355943936644,0.06551196309851867,0.0,0.06920456181116665,0.13018065606539692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18309961540461045,0.2586998195613845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06160410773142099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07567745827371461,0.0,0.08232084438701565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978357715981257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04854450934926713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327033063330538,0.0,0.0,0.07186998350396369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03980252393101051,0.059035504526381385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05115545411872362,0.1769143743783596,0.07258821656287873,0.0,0.06409326300981598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157258507392894,0.06536579567915372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07312793887738601,0.0,0.057808418275562976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675743505421343,0.06994788015446803,0.0,0.0679653381722805,0.0,0.0,0.08245559262163021,0.0,0.15425911966856407,0.2453830401860277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050209919198414936,0.06323814130624343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930031352524484,0.0,0.21841940030098853,0.0,0.07703220188548301,0.0,0.0,0.04639688758281424,0.0,0.0715102997189032,0.0,0.0,0.06184999177003345,0.0,0.11518948624064528,0.07250940019290132,0.0,0.0,0.19779720081750995,0.22666314948571825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136490937717586,0.11151159256737474,0.0,0.08107312064303225,0.10252464310903192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15142729312254144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06825908459013105,0.0,0.05445409135446927,0.05821194217020231,0.06330206654843494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623102846793216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08446243169322694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04917137369974993,0.07877688618636543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135887648116671,0.05748707106665799,0.0580944380404512,0.0,0.06511818066318123,0.0,0.1307034063168079,0.0808591906648833,0.0,0.0,0.07854110874932108,0.05272578305294523,0.0,0.07380659119279934,0.0,0.07918464787321658,0.0,0.0 anxiety,takkobelle,2018/04/05,"Trying to be emotionally available to people who won't reciprocate I recently switched medications and its completely fucked my mental stability. Now I'm in need of someone to at least just hear me vent, and i can't get one of my friends to say more than ""I'm sorry"" or ""i don't know what to tell you"". I feel absolutely alone. I don't know what i have to do to make them understand how fucked up that is. I'm always making time for other people and putting myself last, but i can't get one of them to hear me. This has been going on for a few weeks now and its really taking a toll on my physical health. Ive lost 23 pounds because i cant get myself to eat more than a few bites at a time and I dont sleep much anymore. I really dont like confrontation, but i feel like they should know their being garbage friends. I guess thats why im saying this here instead of to them. 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Is the sensation of a lump in the throat linked to anxiety? 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how do you guys deal with it?** ",6.186612050739959,7.022871540697678,6.767484143763214,74.39316067653279,66.15116279069767,8.812684989429176,30.461945031712474,8.841846274778883,2.5993709302325576,1446,51,242,22,22,474,175,344,0.214,0.74,0.046,-0.9967,1,0,1,0,0,0,51.0,0,1,0,3,15,25,6,9,23,0,18,25,15,5,1,45,46,23,3,4,6,0,4,2,0,0,9,2,0,1,13,13,1,2,3,8,0,4,2,21,0,1,14,11,25,4,42,31,7,40,0,1,2,0,8,13,0,11,25,157,38,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250028467327136,0.0,0.0,0.22760632052265836,0.17761671007743518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049752314405418836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856855662599462,0.06685123392637528,0.0,0.0,0.04337462895723733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061292603497238834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04588824360756545,0.07335632997077425,0.0,0.0,0.0738462964294543,0.0,0.0,0.07282881668433214,0.0,0.0,0.16678318934809686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302104974474937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995005260031236,0.0,0.06394834849353011,0.0,0.0,0.2402030492269336,0.10793233067478164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104658461278192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03717486622867351,0.06825710297625033,0.08087656345037929,0.0,0.17072431755318626,0.0,0.0,0.07045333979884053,0.0,0.0,0.12747946033823218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863493031968288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067166896324105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952419757711997,0.0713146900558701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346546836738354,0.0,0.0,0.07148344524159371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13943101754700826,0.06827388451438085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05411558750055752,0.0,0.417417621075197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810538449212252,0.0,0.08021509435878528,0.0,0.0,0.07671571228054062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117294512996954,0.0,0.04558287576412973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076486242387887,0.13536690631076054,0.0,0.07123725648245535,0.0,0.11340055715136092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05477758676361822,0.1407456374737099,0.0,0.050362947959162165,0.0,0.056823428691828916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1069974392842144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659611552062273,0.08178069944500034,0.06744537827195783,0.0,0.07905436759707422,0.14492605443673245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614539425730927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deeplessly,2018/04/05,"Finally plucked up the courage to see a counsellor for the first time in 8 years and somehow I feel worse? I feel so disheartened, I’ve had a few sessions which have done little to help because she doesn’t believe my anxiety is my biggest problem and that she can do much to help me. She acknowledges that I have anxiety, but says that it sounds like I cope well and she can’t do much for me? I’ve told her I have had increasing panic attacks in the last few months, used to have difficulty leaving the house, dropped out of school due to anxiety but somehow I feel like I’m not being believed? She thinks my biggest problem is my attitude and motivation to get out and do things myself and my own negative view, but.... I mean I’m not a professional but aren’t they symptoms of anxiety? Do I keep on going and stick it out or is it not worth doing if my anxiety isn’t debilitating enough?",7.113664169787768,5.9913838370786525,7.635692883895133,75.54482521847693,64.56179775280899,11.50661672908864,37.75530586766542,10.746095033038511,3.875833208489389,705,32,143,16,9,234,99,178,0.197,0.711,0.092,-0.9595,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,2,4,9,1,1,7,0,21,1,0,2,0,32,34,14,0,3,9,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,8,10,0,1,7,0,1,2,8,5,1,1,4,7,24,4,17,29,7,20,0,1,2,0,11,10,0,4,9,105,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5205548020120765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482571396157388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08296117936346148,0.0,0.0,0.3066609678261705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.139270640843883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062070275222066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20643850240321032,0.09722504186990988,0.0,0.14908349840102567,0.0,0.1157608452085654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711031037994637,0.0,0.07734492776090651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18244086764493567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703333322667584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209659298217693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109341593109762,0.0,0.14410309680746894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13297657095770474,0.13640118509849575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824544159181371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1086283302555852,0.0,0.2000883892533709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596761008175065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26044571254488563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10822681130690512,0.0,0.13773363024793694,0.10844869671422007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145299138136067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041430515724788,0.08720305659450757,0.0,0.0,0.07935706595902628,0.0,0.0,0.13004292834620476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11754086835934817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236417196201213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13869064406696555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08763958819260002 anxiety,lavenderily,2018/04/05,"Obsessive Thoughts Sometimes my brain will literally never shut up. I'm completely aware that it's my anxiety that makes me think certain thoughts, and I know they're irrelevant. It's just so hard to get my irrelevant brain chatter to shut itself off! I also feel really bad for my boyfriend. There are some days where my anxiety tries to convince me that he hates me, doesn't love me, is going to abandon me, etc. despite all of the sweet and caring things he does for me. They're just obsessive and intrusive thoughts that I can't shut off. Does anyone have any coping mechanisms they recommend? I just want to live my life without my anxious part of my brain barging in and taking control of my thoughts.",5.234776119402987,6.914737552238804,5.39868656716418,80.22355223880598,69.0,8.942089552238807,32.80298507462687,9.3871,3.0769725373134333,568,26,104,12,10,179,82,134,0.154,0.737,0.109,-0.7564,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,1,7,10,1,2,1,0,6,5,3,2,3,23,22,6,0,1,4,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,2,7,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,3,20,5,15,17,4,11,0,1,0,1,4,8,0,1,2,66,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11651701870173023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09908166068927822,0.0,0.22292169727501396,0.16460063192538216,0.0,0.1018775108655817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12165422989781775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879514297616657,0.0,0.0,0.1485518565573924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15276470235348494,0.0,0.16341603496033094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09396507665225373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550078137454291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624951037179006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367079181794466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761227469194023,0.0,0.08280522293440792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051945684291838,0.14384955026444926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08007344657361852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10291290897594133,0.0,0.0,0.12865663209544684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315008203281017,0.0,0.09725653356346227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11237357567660954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15777995968203054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09333977678109373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14410199186079847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954900202672492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967972549945239,0.09335930294216048,0.0,0.4626812032633043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09892139934952103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593821124266576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045054251887293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ankitpant1994,2018/04/05,"I fear A lot and nowadays i think nothing is exciting and i am bored I completed my bachelors and am at home and I dont have job currently. I feel demotivated, nothing interests me, everything bores me and I feel complete useless. this thought always comes to my mind and I am too afraid. I always feel what if I die like this? what if i get bored of life? I get sleepless nights, i dont like to talk to anyone. What is happening??",0.3853448275862057,2.8265819310344824,2.6995689655172406,88.62107758620691,91.75862068965515,6.57816091954023,24.49137931034483,7.793537801064563,1.7216827586206898,336,15,70,8,12,114,50,87,0.248,0.695,0.057,-0.9406,2,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,2,1,0,8,1,0,0,0,16,17,8,1,2,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,6,0,0,1,3,17,4,5,16,1,4,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,3,4,46,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912198071288876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236061065745307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074274397756338,0.36695796958642657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161723798953905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101858001968251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15727427086993406,0.0,0.0,0.19691808737235786,0.2654482720829971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18285538621512606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15474754840181276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17553430747692153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736555890045877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360418192240415,0.17098748817360074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14877453710502828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766951191486442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16422100377346596,0.0,0.3358249480842717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406543957827675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212976467033244,0.0,0.1389265258102943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,10spacewitch01,2018/04/05,"Everytime someone dosen't arrive on time or dosen't receive the call something inside me screams ""he/she is dead!!"" I've felt this since I was kid. If my mom or dad fail to come home on usual time. If my sister or friends don't show up on usual time. It's a huge relief when they show up, but my mind keeps playing these scenarios where they don't show up, what if something killed them. I know it's completely normal, but it's keeping me from being sane. 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I plan to take half a Xanax (0.25mg) before I get started so I don't have to worry about panicking. Problem is, I get a bit foggy and drowsy when I take it. I usually drink a cup of milky coffee in the morning. Is there anything I can do that will reduce the fog and also make me less physically anxious?",3.259781512605045,5.005301599999999,5.1104201680672245,80.05117647058826,74.17647058823529,8.151260504201678,27.43697478991597,8.841846274778883,2.2703445378151264,336,13,64,7,7,115,61,85,0.113,0.8290000000000001,0.058,-0.5292,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,8,1,0,0,6,0,9,3,0,1,1,6,15,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,9,0,8,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,7,46,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381731359486953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19491324867965065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645513205363787,0.27534899417078235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20057154988465167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37483137343816864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2073988914823449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2660933870279569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2387656192583882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25468093958808513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16269371739335806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332196319083897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251552201648546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3665138726095043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684375431638009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475227645066148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gretta25,2018/04/05,"“You don’t have to say sorry so much...” Anyone else get this? People tell me I say sorry so much that it’s become a joke in my friend group. I shrug it off as “I’m Canadian, eh?”; doesn’t help. All the anxiety that comes along with everything from wanting to offer my seat on the bus to holding the door for someone 15 feet out is tiring and frustrating. When people pick out my qwerks, I instantly over-analyze. “You’re so quiet today!” “That’s a weird question to ask, haha.” *Why* I just wanted to do/say what I feel is right and not worry about it. I like being with people, just let me be me. I don’t know why I’m writing this, guess it’s been a tough morning, just wanted to rant.",1.2960839160839157,3.0140731538461587,3.38811188811189,90.36370629370631,79.6993006993007,6.078321678321679,19.391608391608397,7.010146845296331,0.2576265734265739,523,12,114,6,13,178,92,143,0.092,0.787,0.12,0.7819,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,8,7,1,0,6,1,10,2,1,1,1,23,21,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,10,8,0,1,3,1,0,1,4,3,0,0,1,4,14,4,18,17,3,9,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,2,3,71,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11927459931231757,0.0,0.0,0.10901943988375076,0.15975341108472732,0.0,0.0,0.1457595404327446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721959416106255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.134307024349364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13024703169274074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012640854143313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07883534247692456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204595938139447,0.0,0.08145918722450295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17175802405507354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10450658269999226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568684315948016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943371933002434,0.0,0.07617222604421504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292310277707244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32427562725886105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746605576093716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315061510672008,0.0,0.3719697571778842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321063301013707,0.0,0.0,0.3490683045643105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627664058209918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1792014332065774,0.14778925261727505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27588823798360224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813781934253784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15833931859119135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,super_duper_loser,2018/04/05,"Anyone feel as if your so distant from everyone? Recently (More now then ever anyway), I’ve felt very distant from everyone. Like there is no one who can relate to what I feel? And what doesn’t help is that I feel like I’m different, and I’m not 100% sure why. I would just like to take the time to say that I strongly believed that I was starting to take control over my anxiety.... until forgot to take my medication (beta-blockers) this morning before doing a education day, and my day was a nightmare (daymare if that’s more logical). But that being said, I’ve been speaking up a lot more and taking more opportunities.. hanging with friends more, so there is still that step forward. In all I just think that my symptoms take over when I do get anxiety attacks - and make me panic a lot more. Sorry this was a ramble - but hi I’m new here.",5.483012048192768,5.652867421686749,6.4514698795180765,78.37515662650604,67.55421686746989,9.049638554216868,32.26265060240964,8.841846274778883,2.5958814457831325,656,26,127,10,10,219,101,166,0.063,0.865,0.071,0.3032,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,3,12,9,1,1,6,0,13,2,0,2,3,28,31,15,0,3,7,0,4,3,1,1,2,3,0,0,12,6,0,2,6,0,0,3,3,2,0,1,7,7,13,7,14,22,9,19,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,4,16,92,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21080326766644036,0.0,0.0,0.0963392637626173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1567451029926923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724097790534035,0.15523133643576048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15453244156952758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771392777783954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14395119970362505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463026573543046,0.0,0.2633101656764349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20899774005808444,0.09843034991687584,0.13229079707079686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064488002649248,0.0,0.07198457570757992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235130217509924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20193764114228727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234271949025282,0.0,0.0,0.0919694912056756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13879926429148234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13306917513938013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336356921364776,0.0,0.0,0.16165562055359467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13604152944378342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1310607179550774,0.10956850933096172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423388480279246,0.09752168085616207,0.0,0.11003161059060476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985640254028072,0.1432065975048477,0.5179685934371249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828412114137626,0.0,0.0,0.08034086301731917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368326487485625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12432538647401666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787524764815904,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dubiono,2018/04/05,"I just want to know if this happens for anyone else For the longest time, I've always wondered if I was alone with this issue of mine, but I've never had the courage to ask about it. Everyone's life has embarrassing moments, right? So for me, every embarrassing moment where I make myself a fool in front of others lives with me like a haunting spectre. I can remember those moments picture to picture, but they come with an extra caveat too. Every now, and then I will be alone to myself, minding my own business, when all of the sudden the memory crops up in my head without a warning. Then my chest tenses, and I feel a sense of dread on me. Immediately I will follow this chest tensing with a tensing of the muscle and a short word that automatically pops out of my head, like a tape recorder. (The phrase changes every couple of years, from ""What?"" to ""I"". My recent one is, ""Help"".) Then the moment passes, and I just try to go about my business like as if nothing happened, but still very uncomfortable. It never happens when I am talking to other people, always when I am to my thoughts. Sometimes, I try to linger on the memory in hopes of making it easier for me to take, but it just makes me incredibly uncomfortable and on the verge of crying when I think of it. It's not even like these memories are that intense in the grand scheme of things. Some are, but some are just benign stupid moments that people usually laugh over when they are older. But nobody in my general vicinity has ever had situations like this. They've never met anybody who had this issue, not even the people from my social groups ever talked about having these, and the feeling makes me feel really miserable. So all I really want to know if anyone here has this issue. I just want to know that I'm not alone with this. Funny thing is, I didn't know where to put this story, if on /r/depression or /r/aspergers or here. I just settled on here because it seemed more appropriate. 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I’m so lost, I’ve been this way for a while. I was signed off work sick with anxiety and depression and I just feel like I’ve been left alone for a year to drown in my mental state. I recently started therapy and will be getting EMDR (light treatment) at some point. I actually almost feel worse now. I’m off work so I have no money I’m actually in debt for the first time because I have no money. I don’t feel like there’s anyone that can really help at all. I’m so so sad and I hate feeling so anxious constantly. I feel like no one understands. I waited a year to be seen by a therapist and i almost feel worse since seeing him. I was expecting great things but I’m getting no where, the last session he basically read a off a sheet of paper to me??? I could have literally looked at it at home. I really feel that the only way to end the misery is to take my own life. I’ve kind of always known that’s the way I’ll go. Right at this moment I know I’m not capable of it but the more desperate I feel the easier it is to think about. I hate the world, I hate the pressure of life, how unfair it is for so many people. I hate being a prole in this capitalist world.",-0.0811363636363609,1.995559825757578,2.81548484848485,90.5507272727273,87.1060606060606,6.398787878787879,18.64848484848485,7.675431598112923,0.5784812121212126,950,26,217,19,30,335,130,264,0.258,0.682,0.06,-0.9944,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,5,13,15,4,1,16,0,18,3,0,1,2,34,51,18,1,2,4,0,8,4,0,1,3,0,1,0,11,8,0,1,12,1,3,1,7,9,0,2,7,12,24,6,29,39,5,35,0,4,3,0,3,18,0,3,16,132,35,5,0.0,0.0,0.18694736157969574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918324285780088,0.09920579274464238,0.0,0.0,0.07970193399569503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07327631167064973,0.21642266954876774,0.0,0.06697605777876965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05839048273212018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10351103836798466,0.0,0.076477623071537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08250066102397216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483829384474474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3874597380704822,0.20528940784085425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08147583827844403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10008885086875426,0.0,0.05443760206269878,0.0,0.0,0.10560481223278233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3782768427734209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0642035854214631,0.0,0.09608154010152052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09974676543953256,0.052641684496354715,0.0780786768383708,0.0,0.0,0.1040721724076049,0.0,0.13531349321732475,0.18718553014452813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043642726385683,0.0,0.2091242781917821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971123459742787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965301328185211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490732399090476,0.07284985147896242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664062090537714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905490815288294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958122921974229,0.0,0.12272640408335718,0.0,0.09457748565309873,0.0,0.0,0.08180103750464791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632933621965321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923547595752625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779808643544484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07201943026493074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190801263100936,0.1112153595172266,0.06363620870059737,0.061376038881533576,0.0,0.0,0.05585380324996996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997169903457244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280922885409872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13946723786196452,0.0,0.19522899070707928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12336656494697693 anxiety,Mista_Madridista,2018/04/05,"How I feel I took a new job in HR back in September. The job I had before was better for my anxiety, but the pay was too low to support myself and the 2nd shift hours were brutal on my sleep schedule. I had never worked in HR, but did have experience with aspects of it like recruitment. I really didn't like it at first, but of course everyone said give it some time and see how it is. Six months later I still hate it. I really don't click well with my boss. He's like the opposite of me, not very empathetic. I got upset one day and teared up a little in his office and his reaction was annoyance. It's also one of those jobs that favors someone who is proactive about creating their own work. That is just not really me, so there are periods where there is just not a lot to do and it's boring. I dread going in every morning. I don't even enjoy my evenings after work because I'm already focusing on how quickly I'm going to be right back there. I usually just sit at home and watch something I've seen many times before and try not to worry, but I still do. Friday and Saturday are the only days I'm able to not think about it too much, but Sundays are totally a day filled with dread and anxiety. I also went through a divorce last year, which was quite difficult. I went to a counselor who helped me through that, but I can't afford to see her anymore. Pretty much living paycheck to paycheck. I hate that I avoid dealing with things that will cause anxiety, and then the avoidance creates anxiety. It's like an unending loop. I feel like the past couple of years I've just been in a rut, little interest in the hobbies I used to enjoy. Everything feels like so much effort. Can't ever get motivated to go to the gym, cooking healthy food is a struggle. Idk, I often feel like I just want to stop time and collect myself and my thoughts, but as long as things keep moving I'm just a scrambled mind of anxious thoughts. For whatever it's worth, I have been on Lexapro for about a decade. Sorry for the rambling post. 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LTL,FTP... Anxiety is something I have been diagnosed with, amongst some other things. There’s something I have been doing for years and I thought it was normal, until I finally googled it a couple of days ago and turns out it’s a symptom of Anxiety. I’ve never thought to mention it to my psychiatrist due to me thinking it’s normal. Anyway.. onto it... every couple of minutes, all day, every day, I become aware of my body aching in various locations. I then realise that I have been tensing up, leading to that aching, and then I have to make myself relax each muscle. Then the cycle starts again. I’m thinking I should monitor exactly how many times this occurs each day for a few days to report back to my psychiatrist. Does anyone else experience this? Or even better, managed to overcome something like this? Thank you",4.041394508670521,6.5116451734104075,4.9286091040462425,78.98516799132952,74.14450867052024,7.099566473988439,29.309609826589604,8.07648339933343,2.368110115606937,737,32,122,12,16,239,107,173,0.08199999999999999,0.815,0.103,0.6733,0,0,3,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,2,6,7,0,1,6,0,13,3,1,3,4,24,23,9,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,13,7,0,0,4,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,0,16,6,21,16,7,26,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,3,20,90,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358257819956062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960434872578796,0.0,0.0,0.0895938921486031,0.13128786846051155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09852671896601384,0.0,0.0,0.14151333594761042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11332362976170972,0.0,0.14232738473023898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13846674640606915,0.0,0.0,0.2835544653161093,0.0,0.4958128759795652,0.0,0.0,0.13005276132279953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213045140013192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10703906131418683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16926187933830494,0.0,0.2159159271750567,0.0,0.0,0.1253391074970681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14036393865819888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10747226419653708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12726543403506005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259953465365048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855300772937871,0.12990721371294758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09882442095397144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510871644378425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2959301849157289,0.0,0.0,0.09069352012390867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317972289504204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796807162058667,0.0,0.0,0.0851261750564629,0.16420549045225108,0.0,0.2034473038856067,0.07471564900096797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937240639880066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251374506926172 anxiety,nikkianne789,2018/04/05,"I cant stop picking/ squeezing my skin So I've suffered anxiety for pretty much my whole life. I've developed an unhealthy habit of squeezing pimples, pores or just any skin on my face, neck, shoulders or chest. I think of it as a coping mechanism because it seems that I spend more time doing it if I'm particularly anxious. I'll spend hours at a time doing it and avoid social situations if I've left marks on my face. It also makes me self conscious because my skin always looks dry and unhealthy. I can't stop. Sometimes I don't even realise I'm doing it. Can anyone relate? Any advice on breaking the habit? Is it worth bringing up with my therapist?",3.529217758985201,5.514715325581398,4.6254968287526435,82.78763213530655,74.03875968992249,6.551374207188162,28.7815362931642,7.348242739294969,1.7642496124031002,523,22,96,6,11,171,83,129,0.134,0.7979999999999999,0.069,-0.8555,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,4,0,8,9,8,2,0,16,15,9,0,2,5,0,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,8,3,0,3,3,0,3,1,3,2,0,0,0,6,12,0,10,15,3,13,0,1,1,0,2,6,0,5,5,55,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19111421415673452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564017377600963,0.16273456757879798,0.0,0.0,0.2659962310163231,0.0,0.14961479973793984,0.2209447611721074,0.0,0.13675100784065514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384421426622368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291758401907839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19260257164957773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124934631404612,0.0,0.13814083110886205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16423424818115706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13054823258726886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14377057022776032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19897069729628386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17804468218594371,0.2040280056879209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21983517024201474,0.0,0.1993646961856047,0.0,0.0,0.19342927061508705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3270199200905091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270783471845738,0.0,0.12531694836445678,0.0,0.0,0.22808341187821285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183531745278468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RuminatingRaven,2018/04/05,"The police and anxiety: a ""love"" story CW: mention of self-harm Hi everyone, I'm new here. I've been experiencing anxiety for about at least five years or so. I have not been formally diagnosed with an anxiety disorder, but I do have depression and BPD which can often be accompanied by anxiety. I've been having a lot of anxiety anytime I see a police vehicle or officers. I'm not sure if this due to an experience I has somewhat recently or not. I called a distress line one night because I was having some very intense anxiety (possibly an attack) and very intrusive thoughts of self-harm and suicide. I had to cut to keep myself somewhat calm. I was extremely close to making an attempt on my life, so the crisis team called the police. I shit you not, about five cops showed up, as well as what I believe was a mental health worker. I was shaking in a corner freaking out. They deemed I wasn't safe at all, and all five of the officers came at me to put me in handcuffs, which freaked me out more. I was scared and trying to get away, but had five pairs of hands on my arms in no time. Every time I see a cop car or officer, I relive that scene for a few seconds, and I get a surge of anxiety. It's been pretty distressing. I don't consider myself a person susceptible to trauma, but I think that experience may have left a mark on my psyche. Anyway, I didn't know where else to share this, and I just needed to get it off my chest.",4.51467653508772,5.1745930590277815,6.136856725146201,78.06223684210528,69.7986111111111,9.81315789473684,30.08845029239766,9.93914555978268,2.8779763888888885,1123,43,223,27,19,386,160,288,0.222,0.72,0.059,-0.9934,1,0,0,0,0,1,37.0,0,1,1,3,10,17,3,4,19,0,24,8,4,1,3,42,39,20,1,2,13,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,9,13,0,2,3,2,0,4,8,11,1,6,15,4,31,6,37,22,9,29,0,1,2,1,10,18,1,11,7,164,40,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5847377064684973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242251982669088,0.10259239762270453,0.0,0.0,0.06656432378823322,0.0,0.0,0.12302549284023633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752741486216147,0.0,0.2230008262295395,0.12489011263724142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09404958575761296,0.11083073518822344,0.0,0.0,0.12514705298036347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912185003889565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200158729526052,0.10434060430702166,0.0,0.21362753532401196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17114980982564398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11606929267553798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705762842068867,0.0,0.0,0.060010775174595625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11864080338684853,0.0,0.07712773344208193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09283377521975156,0.0985528474377494,0.0,0.07288858191674685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004298501403888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08096678832357265,0.0,0.10546131489462984,0.0,0.10247221095304387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399343057634393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09534495568587767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310107641188107,0.0,0.11109068029103858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977124254692837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10781699488548233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932335146794067,0.0,0.1740287256735076,0.0,0.22782862258902425,0.0,0.11208720828320157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194417241066301,0.0,0.10291509618993308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996781553755185,0.0,0.08668871784174402,0.1273450901713508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741363099796471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18019479842208444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817951510638427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0703180688832995 anxiety,It_will_never_happen,2018/04/05,Uni/work stress making me ill again I have my final (ever!) 2 assignments due Monday and I can't start them one of them is a presentation and that's why. I tried to book the week off work months ago but my manager wouldn't let me even though we are over staffed. My only hope is to call in sick all weekend to get it done but the confrontation is making me worse. I've been to the doctors this week but my stomach is upside down never mind my head. I just want to quit and have the headspace to get this done as my priorities seem to be out of whack. Roll on Tuesday so I can forget,1.156463414634146,3.1111040975609785,2.605873983739837,94.63612804878048,81.1951219512195,5.726016260162603,19.193089430894307,6.816661863887847,-0.006159349593495289,456,11,105,5,12,148,85,123,0.145,0.813,0.042,-0.9203,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,2,2,6,3,1,1,5,0,15,5,2,2,3,20,23,9,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,17,1,16,17,1,20,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,14,72,21,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15956491518390373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18380677845030371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424429633370065,0.0,0.3684183249481204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11889260592866725,0.16282619900542458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19718833928494867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880919499018828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18473861697478516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878708609667399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840688581034192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24031149398770496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18175526675333314,0.0,0.14367948345816667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13883212194667238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197707363402052,0.1369030665833955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19145908687195656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387117130853746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740953829094484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619685553968775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768554877184153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12221260821272227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061725067595592,0.0,0.2887807381151949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16242788218407586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2620937745732069,0.0,0.18344201787081693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dzsm,2018/04/05,"Script for a medical phone call? Hi! So I really need to call a psychiatrist to get an appointment since my SA situation has gotten at its worst (going outside for groceries used to be fine but it's not anymore :/), so I need to actually make the call, and, well. You know how it is. Can someone tell me how such a call goes? Or share what kind of useful notes one can take before a phone call that are effective? Also I've never ever made a (medical) phone call so every minute detail can be included without sounding stupid. I'm the stupid one here. I'm scared the person answering would ask why I want an appointment and that if I say Anxiety they would ask for precisions. Like I know this is self-diagnosis but at this point anyone told me I didn't have anxiety I'd call bullshit. Also appart from this I really don't know what to expect. A little precision: I'm in France so I'll obviously adapt any answer to fit my needs, but if there's anyone here who answers this who's also in France, please know that thanks, you're a lifesaver and I love you",2.394810426540282,4.5518527819905215,4.127343601895735,84.2622950236967,78.05213270142181,7.632322274881518,22.398341232227487,8.548686976883017,1.503794123222749,831,25,166,18,20,279,125,211,0.06,0.721,0.219,0.9886,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,1,15,11,2,1,12,0,14,3,0,7,5,37,38,18,0,9,8,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,14,3,0,0,8,0,2,1,5,4,1,2,4,2,15,7,16,30,1,10,0,0,0,1,24,7,0,3,3,100,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.09240653229588808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22717744079323116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06439436446205395,0.0,0.14487949556925706,0.0,0.09390983229278016,0.13242284232070878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770500074119464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805766149974925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6768436925030026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08565507656637797,0.07978278455468897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049473089922796636,0.0,0.05381611155793735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860799985742744,0.20816278881576586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0462621285223367,0.0949070819044162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546396671551934,0.08960063545276548,0.06320819236409182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19078610705174864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106405775861265,0.07303294007875706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12833261041875302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268211757531944,0.0,0.1039442801667148,0.08951532191685711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132528992822827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07530353081273572,0.09480403168449003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878526254703024,0.0,0.0,0.07833087887606152,0.10643869666915146,0.0,0.0,0.08023291873098662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07119721564907695,0.0,0.0827656980582643,0.08718042587758362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048304706979772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16356838560370962,0.0,0.0,0.05585227838814411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08514021694297454,0.0,0.08544554113511015,0.0,0.0,0.09128049894335488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13453412430417322,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BenReadit,2018/04/05,"My Repost from r/socialskills trying to get an answer on conversations anxiety and being disinterested/ambivalent I tend to look at things from many angles and give people the benefit of the doubt but doing this all the time seems tiring, generally people have some self esteem issues so they’ll act a certain way or try to portray an image and this disinterests me further when someone can’t be comfortably honest during our conversations and it keeps me guessing at what they want. I love deep conversations but after a while of not having them, I’ve seem to lost all conversation skill It got to the point where I get anxiety when I talk to someone that I don’t wanna talk to because I know they notice I’m disinterested How can I be more interested, I feel like I force it on myself ? Also how can I have a conversation in general because I’ve seem to lost all skill. I have ambivalent feelings and feel like I should be going out and talking to people but then feel disinterested while actually doing it.",8.347789473684209,7.956276621052632,9.085263157894737,63.76684210526317,61.73684210526316,11.810526315789476,34.78947368421053,11.20814326018867,4.0286947368421036,818,30,137,20,10,278,112,190,0.056,0.773,0.17,0.9762,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,4,4,7,11,0,1,9,0,16,2,0,2,4,36,38,19,0,3,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,7,0,1,9,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,5,21,8,21,29,5,20,0,2,1,1,16,10,0,7,9,101,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.13174911280181145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10796648797243123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656272376182386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16460022181691694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27305802181886746,0.19290062630178206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14107305063719472,0.12951274236314006,0.0767286118853424,0.0,0.10797887003829287,0.0,0.14872741338608264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140914110016108,0.0,0.12000202404139294,0.0,0.0,0.07419730527548525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191695949859708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11337338852405128,0.0,0.2947561055077109,0.0,0.12185071240677055,0.0,0.0,0.13687773195728675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537084127635326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28079430659318444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762695397930499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687208207482297,0.14084362192914346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287850349466625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255448763526494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08969384716136268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872471654705285,0.15517275412616066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833242249430732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963168774730887,0.10716370069193372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Rodentlove,2018/04/05,"I can't stop worrying about my chest I was recently diagnoised with s aeart murmur. Apparently one of my main arteries pumps too much blood out, which is the opoosite from the common problem (I think?). Anyway, the heart doctor said to make yearly appointments with him and to monitor it for unusual activity. So now I'm lying in bed, worrying if my chest hurts. Problem is, I get chronic heartburn AND my chest aches when I'm anxious. This doesnt feel like either of those, but I have also been known to get horrible Placebo Effect pains. So I don't know for sure if this is my chest or not. I mean, I know it's probably not. But I'm gonna have a real hard time falling asleep wondering if each pound of my chest is an indication of something scary.",5.6640465465465475,5.959102236486487,6.530090090090091,77.53442942942947,67.17567567567568,10.361561561561563,31.984984984984983,10.25414643259724,3.15755165165165,593,23,116,14,9,197,101,148,0.208,0.763,0.03,-0.9746,1,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,1,8,6,0,0,5,0,11,12,8,2,1,29,25,12,0,5,9,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,1,0,6,6,0,1,8,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,3,15,2,15,21,4,10,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,5,8,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592797622834475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20614874436725536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677445873110893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09226660342771648,0.1303626640915983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19067495077825727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16346487755807154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21623787991871224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.195346989225408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005708031035148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08914976902250582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180580378760918,0.0,0.0,0.1987725624351246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13414268060572004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365214206868035,0.0,0.19416997067145206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19674266711588626,0.3492145262741594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20770046228301695,0.0,0.0,0.18017548673111647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17357882365357902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048085063246926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15256018190271814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17198380985943867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692484318804605,0.0,0.0,0.10640467038063656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789012985453516,0.0,0.37063151263012656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751015969697225 anxiety,Zexy_Conqueror,2018/04/05,"Some anxiety with my first role acting in a community theatre play Hi reddit, I’ve been struggling with anxiety throughout my 20s and recently been having a particularly difficult time overcoming it. I recently got out of an unhealthy relationship with my terrible ex-girlfriend and have been completely shook in my personal confidence. I’ve always loved theatre but aside from being ensemble member #3 in a high school production I’ve never done anything on a stage. I like to make jokes with friends of course but I don’t consider myself an outgoing funny personality by far. On a whim, I decided to feel completely uninhibited and went to audition for a comedy play at a community theatre thinking the audition would just be a good time to build up my confidence again and maybe I’d get a small role. Then I find out I got one of the main characters. He is supposed to be one of the funniest and most ridiculous characters in the play itself so I already knew what I was in for. We just had our first week of shows. I did manage to stay calm through rehearsals and give it my all but now that there is an audience I can’t stop having major anxiety every single night before each show. Word is now catching on with my friends and family and the thought of everyone seeing me act so absurd is frightening. I can’t shake the feeling of everyone looking at me attempt to be funny doing something I’ve never done before. Even if they see the play and say I did great I can’t help but suspect that they are actually thinking how embarrassing it was to watch me. I keep asking myself “why the fuck did I do this to myself?” Next week I have a lot of people coming including friends from high school and college. I’m trying to shake off the stress of it all and forget about it but I’m afraid of this feeling not going away throughout the rest of this production. Ps This is my first post here in r/anxiety but I’ve been observing for a while and am so grateful to the people who’ve shared their experiences and made my emotions feel valid. I realize my experience with anxiety in this situation is not as crippling as those I typically read about and I don’t mean to undercut the feelings of those living with more severe anxiety issues. I just know that despite having enough in me to go audition for a play, this doesn’t feel like normal nerves for me and I could really use a place to talk about it.",6.44081610614008,6.88176411447084,7.27188753471151,72.37867980561558,65.52267818574515,11.020333230484418,34.03031471767973,10.839040174865172,3.8324496143165687,1927,81,348,51,28,644,232,463,0.11,0.7120000000000001,0.179,0.9919,0,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,2,0,3,4,16,27,2,7,28,0,39,2,0,4,4,73,71,30,0,4,12,0,6,2,3,1,0,1,0,2,19,27,0,2,16,9,3,10,10,11,0,5,18,11,44,16,65,47,12,55,0,0,4,2,22,23,1,4,21,252,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.08205227414779025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927869975065984,0.0,0.06996327611220085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3859367447350219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919263470730717,0.0,0.0786056752974798,0.0,0.07899816411856593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430958253579958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242952546936779,0.1763175520295925,0.0,0.0,0.06713293882740372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17209093566035222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945813606633132,0.0,0.0868795754913366,0.0,0.055535619191154656,0.0,0.07084303184967289,0.16068863530395286,0.0,0.1644974041627837,0.07926538501065168,0.0,0.2550874672481318,0.06006846928982373,0.0,0.0,0.07684977231734692,0.21456128919992187,0.0,0.0,0.19488551534314716,0.07773280570587099,0.04392957333671338,0.08065948085736471,0.0955719088122611,0.07052431133770748,0.13449672120188735,0.09270112112233501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056358647137442326,0.17767530246895696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08776015974943699,0.0,0.0747362829664437,0.0,0.0,0.046209477271012746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08215680770317119,0.0,0.07424628226928758,0.0,0.07060802276697753,0.0,0.0,0.07148383292031557,0.07588763101990634,0.0795607812708028,0.056125641763482864,0.0,0.0844720524556835,0.09159036174578583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12969903040995226,0.0,0.08942256534739708,0.07890561801890626,0.08238288031846977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11395279392655715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658427108793835,0.14683498254618138,0.08784819139556847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052767781481933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841051341905108,0.0,0.05386532587531208,0.0,0.1660424135530479,0.09027300949438434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0668656836375853,0.0,0.17019171562392885,0.1340055418400526,0.0,0.0,0.09498915664579666,0.0,0.0,0.09451211837563273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473072425165821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896206298876668,0.0,0.07029663489413115,0.09631608255383113,0.08790116013604532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06758223230461305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775318840252596,0.0,0.0667520178685694,0.09805822425602014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05708641691419949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262018000249244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489162741817784,0.0,0.0,0.07794520892737851,0.07587127004695883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059729710526807187,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dannika_nicole,2018/04/05,"Does anyone else feel sick after meds? I've been on a Zoloft off-brand since August and it's worked really well for my panic attacks and general anxiety, but every time I take it, it makes me feel really nauseous. I take it with two other meds, so maybe it's the mixture of them or it could be in my head, but it sucks. If it's a side effect I feel like it should dissipate by now? Anyone have experience with this? Thanks!",1.9271551724137943,3.848994172413797,3.7064224137931054,87.85894396551727,78.54022988505747,7.108620689655173,18.92097701149425,8.07648339933343,0.6903114942528732,331,7,70,6,8,111,63,87,0.13,0.765,0.105,0.3593,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,2,3,6,2,1,3,0,5,3,1,2,0,16,13,7,0,3,4,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,11,4,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,1,3,7,3,8,9,0,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,5,44,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307069811706116,0.0,0.0,0.2615391284049937,0.191625309850137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21276360238475825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493212018142676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636635033011358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562322058459517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575734183655534,0.0,0.0,0.18294260994639747,0.0,0.0,0.28369059840487953,0.13360797519322284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19193769610730405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913691064158619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12483809627740118,0.0,0.18788792227358414,0.0,0.4154767613931515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21942906998714912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396211259720841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15470586063110425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812333189560298,0.0,0.0,0.1721839842614046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10905355961941698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269252696246455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815450976009874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13615365341431196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Snoozy1127,2018/04/05,"Why are vidoe games gving me anxiety? So ive been playing games ever since i was little to now, 17 years old. But recently over the past 4 to 6 months my anxiety rises alot sometimes when i play online with friends.. Its gotten to the point at times where it gets so bad that im to scared to even move in the game or i just have to leave the house and try to calm down because of a full blown attack.. I guess its the pressure to try to be halfway decent and not feel like disappointment but idk.. This issue makes me so un-Motivated to even play anything online.. Any tips to combat this, please ): Any Answer would be appreciated greatly, thank you.",3.567906976744183,5.060370480620153,4.534023255813956,85.53219767441863,72.87596899224806,7.020465116279071,23.752713178294567,7.554174236665415,0.9785466666666665,508,14,103,6,10,165,95,129,0.129,0.721,0.15,0.7148,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,10,13,1,2,7,0,8,0,0,1,1,15,14,9,0,1,5,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,2,6,0,2,1,5,0,0,3,1,9,8,17,8,2,19,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,3,10,63,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314227938489202,0.0,0.2603365831478716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002326296554285,0.0,0.0,0.19357614798859726,0.0,0.0,0.14207251660214834,0.10372505395166938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477186026668447,0.15391515462517927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603560108382315,0.1215589362492995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13146151503216275,0.0,0.08889908911997413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875967509406395,0.18744517847275652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19633629953338472,0.0,0.0,0.18379685616333316,0.17759786107979678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801698288963873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08312925456656872,0.17054025017446173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1135799428508836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13581628784562408,0.18084809000192645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17854929941734676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16243242843611702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18677935500839613,0.16085169923908424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680077701530024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17035507737245265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075417146807664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16828788154955215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566560823611984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099218887812382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23104847506243065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535386366230262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087339930513777,0.0,0.0,0.10957439471482742 anxiety,WineAd,2018/04/05,"Tips for a stressed AF grad student with Anxiety and depression? Hey world of reddit A little background. I am 24/f, live with my bf of 2.5 yrs, in grad school, almost at the finish line. I am on wellbutrin to treat major depression and S.A.D. Basically, I'm just seeking some advice. I had my first panic attack last year and have been wrought with stress, relationship doubts, and worry ever since. (My therapist and i have determined the relationship doubts are kind of caused by the stress. But if yall have any uplifting stories of relationships that lasted despite this, let me know.) I have a couple weeks of school left and then i work on my thesis until it is hopefully ready to defend. But i have SO much work to do and im freaking out. I have been taking my anxiety meds for panic attacks just to get to sleep at night, because every time i shut my eyes i hear my heart pounding and i think of all the work i still need to do. Help, i need some shut eye or reassurance or anything. Tl;dr stressed and depressed and cant sleep. Tips?",3.0522251172485686,5.343152445544559,3.9780979676915074,85.47761073475772,76.52475247524751,6.826889004689942,24.492965085982284,7.85451343220497,1.3879960396039603,822,28,158,13,19,264,125,202,0.215,0.715,0.07,-0.9835,0,0,0,0,0,0,30.0,0,1,0,4,5,18,2,8,7,0,17,5,5,1,2,34,26,18,0,4,7,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,3,14,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,14,0,1,3,3,22,4,25,22,5,23,0,3,2,0,9,11,0,9,12,100,25,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994873021476122,0.0,0.0,0.1019477508071436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923411615931466,0.0,0.15576834881654353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08378074339117557,0.0,0.0,0.23164655983307345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06206227411297467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458665041408456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11265054371264994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2630657463029395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209274088148132,0.08577909914194262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08659931502911862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05319138845594982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474697919450468,0.12064503515224015,0.06824092439418583,0.0,0.0,0.10112004636494376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099719926260706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060191799919048,0.055951971967245065,0.16597705713625582,0.0,0.0,0.11061658320458634,0.10410735960927024,0.0,0.0,0.10204010844433382,0.08989986793919638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308767264297465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07484187517550832,0.15098126819318924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955415466303376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23890359356659915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3279166868955543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20607378970765644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08421807113512539,0.0,0.2037665367172507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08130539193748934,0.0,0.466490864585252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07654825604145334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820895812074267,0.0,0.06523557214811224,0.0,0.0,0.05936607963072965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08166563442876767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235611543952696,0.10339273555262077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06556213625806898 anxiety,Xandeller,2018/04/05,"I'm at the breaking point of my existential crisis and I don't know how long can I keep this up. Word of warning, it's gonna be a long read. Before I even explain myself, I want to advice against reading this for all people that suffer from something akin to existential crisis. I wouldn't wish what I'm feeling to anyone. Alright, after that brief explanation, here is what makes my nights sleepless and is consuming every happy moment in my life. I have an extreme fear of death. My first existential crisis got to me when I was about 16~17. I hated the idea of death. I couldn't wrap my head around ""eternity"" and ""nothingness"". I still can't, but who can blame me. But it wasn't so severe as it was now. I just felt the idea of death was pretty scary and I had some small panic attacks every now and then. I managed somehow to distract myself out of consciously thinking about it by binge watching some series. It came back to bite me in the ass about a month and a half. I'm 22 now, and couple weeks before my birthday, I realized **I** am gonna die. There were some external factors that grew this idea to the point it could bloom. I'm not gonna go into details unless you want me to, but it's some pretty lame stuff. Ever since that moment, I'm not the same anymore. I used to be a pretty talkative guy, making fun in good faith about anything and everything. Now I barely talk. My classmates have noticed this and have asked me if anything is okay, but I cannot bring myself to talk to them about these thoughts because I don't want them to end up like me, so I just say I'm tired. I've been getting slowly better during the past week or so, but these feelings are still here. If I'm reminded of this fact (and literally almost everything reminds me of it), my heart starts beating 10, 20 times faster. I can feel it try to rip a hole open in my chest to try to jump out of. I want to run, I want to hide. I want to scream and I want to cry. I find myself sprinting out of my room, sometimes out of the house, to escape these thoughts, it never works to be honest. If I'm in a crowded place, you can pinpoint the exact time I get one of these panic attacks. Since I'm stupidly self aware of my fat, ugly self; I try to not sprint and bring attention to myself, instead you can see me making weird, erratic movements without moving an inch. Trying to hug something for comfort and that safety feeling. I never end up hugging anything, just making the arm movements for it. The worst episodes of these panic attacks happened about 2 weeks ago, when I was trying to sleep. My mind decided to remind me of my biggest fear and I just was done. I jumped out of bed, sprinted across the house while sobbing, heart beating at about a billion bpm. Made this weird dive jump towards a couch and hugged a huge plush. I held onto that lion push for dear life. I clawed at my face and couldn't stop full on ugly crying for about 3 hours. At which point I just fell asleep. That honestly helped my panic attacks die down a little, but they're still there. Now, I know some people say ""oh, it's like before you were born"". That doesn't help me one bit. I'm extremely averse to change, I've always been. I like it how it is now, I don't want it to go anytime soon. But then there's this other side of my existential crisis. I don't like the thought of living forever. In fact, I could say I hate it. That other thought also gives me panic attacks as severe as the other ones. That state of eternal consciousness, and/or the lack of it, scares me to no end. I know it's not rational, but neither are humans. There are more problems that just make life unbearable at this point. I'm not gonna go into big detail about them, just to give a brief rundown of them: The fact that I feel like time is just slipping through my fingers, having no control whatsoever over it, thinking about myself waking up tomorrow being an old man that feels like his 18th birthday was just yesterday but needs to face reality. All this, and more, is what is killing me inside. Religion is a whole another demon that I'm not strong enough to tackle. I know I need help, I want it, but at the same time I don't. In my mind, seeking some therapist help, will make all of this real. I want to think that it's just some cruel prank or something, but if it was, what are the alternatives? I just don't want to think about it. I just want someone to hold me and tell me it's gonna be okay, but I know it's not gonna be okay. It'll never be. If you've gotten this far, I gotta say, thank you. I really needed to get this out of my system. I'm exhausted of the strong guy act. I'm tired. 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I panic about the smallest shit and I need someone to talk to me about it. I literally can't stop freaking out.,-0.09600000000000007,2.205669066666669,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,91.66666666666666,4.333333333333334,20.833333333333336,5.985473137389443,0.13733333333333375,112,4,24,1,4,38,25,30,0.205,0.595,0.2,-0.2914,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,1,5,4,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,3,16,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3388511011305389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19344324499440915,0.2733142418941544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690858847671785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2836771983915831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488735782901011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.392711454655232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3241576224089065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31985285626471804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075022021741308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kershfest,2018/04/05,"I wrote about my OCD X-post from r/OCD Hi guys, I mentioned in my introduction that I’m currently writing about OCD, and that I might post some of my work here. Here’s the first essay: [When did you realise Esther was mad?](https://wellishread.wordpress.com/2018/03/28/when-did-you-realise-esther-was-mad/) For some background about the piece, I began writing it as a piece about The Bell Jar, and the representation of women’s mental health across media. It rapidly turned into a personal essay, because I couldn’t get that question from my teacher out of my head: when did you realise Esther was mad? Once I’d written and developed it, I entered it into a writing competition. I found out recently that it wasn’t shortlisted but placed in the top 10% of entries. I was crushed, because nothing but perfection is good enough. I mulled over it for a day, and realised that actually, the top 10% of nearly 600 entries is excellent. So I’ve made it public (effectively telling everyone I know that I have OCD in the process, walking into work the next day was hard), and now to push myself further, I’m posting it here. It’s all part of the healing process for me, but I also want to reach out to other people with OCD and say that you’re not alone - and you’re not mad. I hope you guys like it, and I’d love your feedback. Thanks for reading.",6.72270588235294,6.992734290196083,6.541960784313726,78.43882352941179,64.92156862745098,8.99607843137255,33.86274509803921,8.648137234880735,2.677792156862745,1064,43,198,14,15,335,132,255,0.069,0.8059999999999999,0.125,0.9196,1,1,0,0,0,0,55.0,0,4,0,8,13,9,2,0,13,0,12,4,1,2,2,37,26,16,0,3,5,0,1,1,0,1,2,1,0,4,18,15,0,0,4,1,0,3,4,2,0,1,12,2,24,7,33,12,7,31,0,0,0,1,19,16,0,5,11,129,42,5,0.0,0.0,0.14225772585939486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15098143508075118,0.0,0.11657814402961655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17772911508596212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18802874226917946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1506270357694895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929656470347582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399819251835988,0.0,0.15983740835444524,0.0,0.0,0.07616268123901418,0.0,0.0,0.1222711771599616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2886851147393899,0.0,0.0,0.13058792790992613,0.0,0.14960968190851906,0.1549545725237544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447898632039952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801154534472181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07121948019788979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131569806222604,0.1379381123647497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690934448747614,0.15464679754462116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15503593189776846,0.0,0.0,0.13987735883787206,0.0,0.0,0.15524818654762546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15786273172577936,0.0,0.10106370267125593,0.1272872136121424,0.15230636881904128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4188433934460091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16330406461789015,0.0,0.14581686183969736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14393760802849048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592804941863764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741588383852742,0.13421225552633848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856396365516434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598329479697144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21225538485790751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BattyVictoria,2018/04/05,"I have surgery in 4 hours. It's not major. I know that. It's a simple, outpatient procedure. But I've never had surgery before. All I can think about is the fact I'm going to be cut open. I feel like I'm dying.",-1.9386018237082079,-0.06580291489361477,1.3392097264437697,97.42000000000002,99.42553191489357,4.387841945288755,15.224924012158056,6.18269132825596,-0.5385416413373862,161,4,39,2,7,57,37,47,0.054000000000000006,0.8809999999999999,0.065,0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,3,9,11,1,1,0,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,4,1,3,9,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,21,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659713767764062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.446361205312906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174643258661373,0.3072534136037909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444276970461455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4235479231296952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363639326958971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101182193922329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317087176159393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27558164337123625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rynskye,2018/04/05,"My mind won’t let me sleep *** first time posting, sorry if I don’t do it correctly *** I’ve had a really hard time the last couple weeks getting to sleep, I lay here for hours after my husband has fallen asleep trying to go to sleep myself and my anxiety just won’t let me. I will think about one thing and when I’m finally starting to let it go it’s something else. Does this happen to anyone else? Or do you have any tips to help with this? 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And if so any suggestions? When I’m feeling a panic attack coming on covering myself with a normal blanket helps calm me down a little, but I would imagine a weighted blanket would help even more! Thanks! 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My first one ended up in hyperventilation and an ER visit. The second one today, I controlled as best I could (110 bpm) , sweating, no pain/hyperventilating but i just couldn't go to work. Went home and got my breathing down. Normal physically but mentally destroyed. I feel like shit mentally..like a broken man..I even had my heart/thyroid/blood tests cleared out. Just IBS at this point.. Please give me tips for getting over this hangover. I want to believe I can get better. I'm sorry if this is a repost but this is just new to me.",2.332857142857144,5.0777222436974805,3.590546218487397,84.45960084033617,82.86554621848741,5.416806722689077,22.785714285714285,6.868970318607317,0.8740991596638659,493,17,91,6,14,160,85,119,0.159,0.67,0.171,-0.34,0,0,0,0,1,0,23.0,0,0,0,5,5,8,3,1,4,0,6,3,3,1,2,19,17,7,0,5,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,4,1,4,3,2,13,4,13,12,1,17,0,0,0,0,3,8,1,1,8,58,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770673220274328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753572935462043,0.16333859336896128,0.1376543162089257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456778599553874,0.12426893054459902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13785423267474187,0.0,0.0,0.1028012794398889,0.140788751775989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573963904254406,0.2223839613900653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13239055924392576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24395242603049136,0.14930774072318256,0.0884559733690489,0.0,0.12448258632386182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844386837059572,0.10432477601965932,0.0,0.15612344832324818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520794234329544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3137047384295657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503217774365046,0.0,0.0,0.1524979035802455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21093656975496344,0.0,0.165616005018776,0.1826144949704893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417003648951216,0.14713372449948958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15976615116036758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742305209317528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14753214849318014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09180276141622704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144283386422028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331055934429178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EndOfToaster,2018/04/05,"Having a hard time Hey all. I'm so glad this group is a thing. I'm going through a really tough time right now and I'm feeling like I'll cave from the pressure. I don't want to go into details here, but I'll share on PM if you like, I just...need support. Please, just remind me I'm not alone. That's all I need at the moment--a stick to fight with. Prayers, kind thoughts, etc, would be greatly appreciated. Many thanks.",-0.2380286006128678,1.9476414382022504,1.4868028600612853,98.81373850868229,89.6741573033708,4.135240040858019,18.20326864147089,5.565023196281405,-0.6048966292134828,324,9,77,2,11,105,67,89,0.087,0.573,0.34,0.9801,0,1,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,4,11,1,1,5,0,5,0,0,0,2,14,17,4,0,4,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,2,5,8,8,14,3,9,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,5,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456670497718132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264540039332972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199351470863018,0.16945530356102054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696117782117601,0.0,0.0,0.2615131833048631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124840777164917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470066808788682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317672974447476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404829685029565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.175880354545892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26037371894212985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15195601378776347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20256699730999905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691710758145616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21838134496961006,0.0,0.0,0.15758474598735994,0.0,0.0,0.1883098335110295,0.2766257631401561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13990635571277002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16849965295597594,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Benelovee,2018/04/05,"Anxiety symptoms or something else..? Earlier today I was laying in bed , watching a show and playing on my phone (great use of devices, I know), when I felt my heart fluttering. I felt my heartbeat. It was fast and i found it cool at first. After a bit, while feeling my heartbeat again, I started laughing. I hadn’t heard anything funny, but I was laughing for some reason anyway. After that I started shaking. It went away after some minutes, and I’m still shaking a bit now, but I’m also still puzzled. 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Obsessing over it, paranoid I embarrassed myself or that they are seeing me differently now. Even after when I brought it up to a friend, they shrugged it off and said it didn't even come off like how I'm thinking it did, it doesn't matter. My head can really be a bitch sometimes :( I envy people who can speak openly and be super outgoing without the feeling of crippling self doubt afterwards. To be honest though, even just typing this out is making me feel more rationally about it. Sorry if nobody cares, just feels good to get my thoughts out of my system",5.6281706636921385,6.731948147239264,6.767005019520358,72.93933073061909,67.52760736196319,10.344450641383157,29.54210819854993,10.436869588844218,3.221679754601226,680,24,121,18,11,229,110,163,0.197,0.657,0.146,-0.4393,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,3,1,12,12,1,3,5,0,14,1,1,3,0,28,33,10,0,1,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,6,0,1,14,8,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,5,0,1,8,10,18,7,19,22,4,17,0,0,1,0,12,8,1,5,7,93,32,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10272773042811338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27382520878974165,0.0,0.0,0.11567471927393592,0.14079536764821446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029934356953716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217796612134208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35477615616067604,0.0,0.0,0.12831516331801573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20369573715284292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374833159905668,0.0,0.07015841993466057,0.0,0.0,0.11263196691005704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781524913348409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07379957657434005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560491461128175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416438603038412,0.0,0.0,0.17927268784347158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558966597845828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09099505597002654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18619275416290293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478204506929354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205294136190305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5109435068191812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700783508553792,0.0,0.14008864099544946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15094207355686742,0.0,0.13688674384158578,0.0,0.0,0.1328113930136446,0.15032117021992747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892130504909209,0.08604446693914336,0.13193442442986322,0.10660736595852942,0.0,0.0,0.1272865688970872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944603999279009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rabbitonrollerskates,2018/04/05,"Oh great, now I’m scared I’ll die of a heart attack Apparently I have high blood pressure. I’m sure it doesn’t help that doctors surgeries make me nervous and of course they were running late like always so I was pretty stressed by the time I got in to my appointment. (There’s also a DIY blood pressure machine in the waiting room which you can use in front of everyone in there. Nope. Not happening.) I’m actually really upset because nobody has ever followed up with me to say hey you have anxiety and you asked to be taken off the waiting list for NHS therapy after you waited months and months only to be offered an appointment in a location you can’t access, is everything ok? Nobody has ever followed up with me to say hey you have disclosed trauma and had very little support is everything ok? But now they have a box to tick they are all over it. Of course I have high blood pressure. I quit smoking, I hardly drink, I get some exercise but I have a chronic physical illness and a load of mental health problems so surprise surprise I’m stressed and now they will probably stop my medication for my physical illness which is the one thing that makes life bearable. The doctor said come back in a few weeks and check again which felt ok at the time but now I’m really worried I’m going to have a heart attack or a stroke and die although part of me also thinks good, that would solve a lot of problems. Sorry guys just needed to get this out. I’m not suicidal just stressed.",4.588202870189171,5.872658335616442,5.350665362035227,81.46687214611873,70.0958904109589,8.16464448793216,30.00065231572081,8.563005593585519,2.310492628832354,1182,47,222,19,21,384,161,292,0.182,0.706,0.112,-0.9654,3,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,6,4,1,16,24,2,9,17,3,23,16,5,3,4,39,51,17,3,4,8,0,3,1,0,2,10,3,1,1,10,12,1,4,2,2,1,6,5,14,0,1,7,6,25,10,33,40,5,38,0,0,0,0,19,16,0,3,17,146,35,2,0.0,0.0,0.0982117032771067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609661341184217,0.08374188997430494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07699056374187692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09408632897008606,0.2289887434246284,0.0,0.07738719345318107,0.0,0.06135019735862207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669384411072734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089002243508248,0.0,0.0,0.20602192500061312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09859047281998906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18207221405037616,0.0,0.09616738069958808,0.18090039708253908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09663173780075476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516218511784864,0.0,0.05719695186625895,0.08441341584811819,0.08049229720697047,0.11095774121657397,0.0,0.09965102653660217,0.08899705208803141,0.0,0.09015512338597442,0.0,0.0,0.10697733572077092,0.0,0.2385216082625133,0.06745795637293388,0.21266679402841784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11352813086785375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108615244930012,0.049168411870004584,0.10086934262446456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556190624570734,0.0,0.0,0.13435812553309506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10138584399619564,0.10142308167992838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160662361626284,0.0,0.0,0.07462448591753064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819736625796932,0.07654248700571357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089850668784738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10238870873594888,0.1085086881909366,0.19260087655977848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704475096688557,0.0,0.0,0.12894719754536568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573322720730224,0.16006851117879153,0.10075981857491334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11266005380766793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08414090065518852,0.34585390662855603,0.0,0.0,0.11008559735554917,0.11420691758549495,0.09485353569459816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11509246333977055,0.0,0.06686182028751235,0.06448708629019792,0.0,0.0,0.11736987578389495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692204627367955,0.0,0.08303987644614387,0.0,0.0,0.08072863686080352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10220645025115202,0.0,0.07149291921538099,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aerodynamicaubergine,2018/04/05,"Trouble sleeping, for seemingly no reason? Hi! Have recently begun a 50mg sertraline course. I'm two weeks in from this Monday and only the in past three days I've had serious trouble sleeping. Like, I go to bed around midnight - 2 am but after lying in bed for like 2 or 3 hours I get bored and begin watching TV. I got to bed around 6/7am for thepast two days and on track for the same tbh. I went to the gym today too but still awake (now at 5am), although slightly tired than usual. Feel strange because I don't feel that anxious, but just neutral. No strong feelings, I can usually notice my heartbeats but definitely a lack of anxious thoughts. Going to visit my GP soon. 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When I was trying to share with him an issue I had where we disagreed on a course of action, he told me he felt that I was “projecting my anxiety onto him.” I don’t think he would have said this to a male coworker. In talking about the issue, several colleagues agreed my stance/feedback was justified in the first place. Am I overreacting to think this has some sexist tones? Does this cross the line in a professional setting?",5.494857142857144,6.8234606000000015,6.501428571428572,73.89500000000002,68.0,10.914285714285716,32.285714285714285,10.914260884657429,3.9111714285714285,420,18,75,13,7,140,67,100,0.107,0.821,0.073,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,9,0,10,0,0,0,0,8,17,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,7,2,13,1,15,9,1,14,0,0,0,0,11,8,0,1,2,55,17,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5160547938608052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967776224625669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590209287797832,0.0,0.0,0.1912668908901062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4693935134865875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12357787949878035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349321795353308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138945711049619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540292434995503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18073498020799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881640589422944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21486459037345595,0.0,0.1526660496301578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597350025556141,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FuhcThisLpPlayer,2018/04/05,"Do you ever work yourself into so much of a tizzy you breakdown and start feeling ill? I yesterday (over some things that make me nervous) lost it, it's a combination of things, previous situations, thoughts, having been drunk at the time, nerves. Etc. Anyway, I got so worked up over this perceived problem that I started crying, hyperventilating, rocking, shaking, near throwing up, can't think clearly, ruminating, feeling ill, ants under the skin, I wanted to run. I was swaying between catatonic mumbling to myself, and full on crying being incoherent with racing thoughts. My husband took me very quickly to a clinic to fill a quick script for a few pills to last me a couple days. My question, does anyone else work themselves up so much by the thought of something. (that's not true) But you're making yourself believe it is- Because why else would the thought work you up so much??? (Because you were black out drunk, I don't know my limits, I VERY rarely drink) Am I the only one? Tdlr; Got too drunk, worried about being raped, losing time, am paranoid about my safety during, can't let it go, to the point of believing my own made up story versions, making myself sick with paranoia and anxiety. Don't know what to do. 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I’m currently waiting for my pizza to be delivered and I can’t calm down. ,4.814285714285713,4.347940857142857,7.080714285714286,75.46678571428573,69.0,10.428571428571429,31.785714285714285,10.125756701596842,3.133285714285714,130,5,26,3,2,47,29,35,0.313,0.629,0.058,-0.8794,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,5,6,0,6,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,18,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4387963725321024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4789254292864392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996781885632707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38287716856960413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5845393346243073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,_wizards_only_fools,2018/04/05,"Transitioning from lexapro to Zoloft. Will I have withdrawals? How to ease these? I have experienced withdrawals from lexapro and it was absolutely awful. Will I experience these with the transition? Is there any way to ease withdrawals? Help is greatly appreciated ",6.017142857142857,9.787209285714287,5.011904761904763,69.81642857142859,87.09523809523809,8.114285714285714,34.57142857142857,8.418075326091056,4.184628571428572,218,12,31,6,7,65,29,42,0.066,0.6859999999999999,0.247,0.8385,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,7,1,0,1,0,3,7,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,23,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35285946462358103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5075689110955686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5720723356684699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3477975510186544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4118666106679033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xSymphx,2018/04/05,Throwing up. Does this happen to anyone else? My thoughts are literally causing me to have a headache and feel nauseous and I've been throwing up a lot because of it. This is day three. Not really sure what to do. I've been trying to calm myself with music and reddit. But nothing is working.. :( I seriously hate vomiting. 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Today has been bad. I got a 0/100 on my second solid mechanics exam dropping my A- down to a 53%. I went in to see my professor as to what happened and he changed his grading policy from all or nothing with no partial credit. He also told me I was very close on most of them and I should have spent more time on it (it was a take home exam which I spent hours on) There's a make up exam due Friday with different questions but the same rules. But honestly I just don't care anymore. I don't see the point into putting so much effort into things when my tiny mistakes ruin everything. I feel like a failure and a screw up and I skipped class today on top of that. How do I pick myself back up to face tomorrow. 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A little bit of a TIFU here. I said something during a call my bf was having with his sister about family drama online and I immediately regret it. It was about a family member that isn’t in favor who did something no one knew about. My bf had seen the post a while back and never said anything to his family. During the call, I made a comment that he’s known for a while about this thing and was planning to let it work itself out. After the call he was upset because what I said put him in a bad position with his family and they are going to call him out for knowing and not saying anything. Problem is, I do stuff like this all the time. I tend to run my mouth when I’m anxious or want to feel included. I’m trying to sleep and I’m laying in bed replaying it over and over. I can’t stop thinking about what I said and it’s causing me more anxiety. Sometimes I think I am doing better, then something like this comes along and I can’t cope. 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This is one of the hardest things for me as someone who struggles with mild anxiety. Anyone have any tips? I am having dinner with my boyfriend and his parents tomorrow and I’m so nervous that I’m gonna screw up. ,3.5077777777777754,5.850126074074073,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,75.2962962962963,7.282962962962964,33.022222222222226,8.238735603445708,2.824093333333334,224,12,40,4,5,72,45,54,0.191,0.809,0.0,-0.8127,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,1,2,2,0,4,3,0,0,0,5,7,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,9,6,0,5,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,0,2,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21765595425249784,0.0,0.4896994499934747,0.0,0.0,0.22379769061255664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299741416146839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38702525320853703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21688510334524386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3553955769385311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2711910061500278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.334602628743971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21263772486541824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,butternutttt,2018/04/05,Moderate acne is causing me anxiety to go places. I feel so ashamed of my face when I go in places . I feel people are uncomfortable by my scars and acne. I feel so ugly and like not good about myself . I can’t even get a job or talk to people correctly . 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I'm new here. I just wanted to share my recent experiences with you and see what you all think. I've only started having bouts of anxiety within the last couple years (I'm a performer, and I get stage fright, but I always felt that was normal), but lately it's been creeping into every day life more and more. Social situations are the main trigger right now, but I even had a bout of panic behind the wheel on the way to work today. I almost had to pull over and get a hold of myself. My main symptoms are convulsing, shaking and trembling hands. To the point where I can't even hold a utensil at dinner properly. Any help or guidance would be appreciated. Thanks",3.9650303030303036,5.830438014814812,4.92969696969697,81.57818181818183,72.55555555555556,6.686868686868688,24.865319865319872,7.348242739294969,1.2480370370370366,552,17,100,6,11,180,96,135,0.117,0.7859999999999999,0.097,0.1882,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,2,6,8,0,6,9,0,10,5,2,1,1,22,20,9,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,7,1,2,2,0,0,3,1,6,0,0,5,4,11,2,14,13,5,22,0,0,1,0,7,8,0,2,9,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1852379770949812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392418407419098,0.0,0.0,0.12579765146139693,0.0,0.14151471514455466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046848377798527,0.0,0.11930145175213824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443646251597625,0.0,0.15585970927540946,0.0,0.0,0.18095299509325968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776167387817042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19329637227784852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831664290895335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239930326053332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15078927227271302,0.2086736389477745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066194252469632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17866180750259925,0.0,0.0,0.1812481967591967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069111484083885,0.0,0.2170426421506568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17487271380071254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826525603723498,0.0,0.0,0.1579780730917435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14741086206476886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20793338326184607,0.0,0.18857117237067136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1309349047531393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922725494444099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703113761650223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11853233959236364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17534625231308962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091102538039174,0.14683424289797345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13467289761214282,0.0,0.0,0.1314096118523973,0.0,0.0,0.11912570310103625 anxiety,fntastk,2018/04/05,"I'm too anxious to text or call a friend that I really would like to talk to Basically we met on a dating app three months ago, agreed to be friends, hung out a few times and spent lots of time texting and calling. I've had to initiate the texting and stuff the past month or so and basically if I don't text him I don't think I'll ever hear from him. He always seems happy to hear from me though (I think). It's like this with a lot of my friends. It's been about a week since we tried to hang out but he got sick. I'd really like to talk to him but I don't want to appear annoying or ""force"" him into talking with me since he usually stops replying at a certain point. It's been almost 3 weeks since we had a proper phone/text/any kind of conversation! We've sent a few snapchats back and forth and play a game together thru our phones. The other thing is that since he stops replying at some point, it's always me starting a new convo and I just feel annoying and like a burden almost when it's me putting in most of the effort, even though he always responds initially. Am I being too clingy? Should I wait and see if he ever texts me? I overthink too much and I hate when my anxiety gets the best of me! 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At first I was prescribed Celexa but it made me feel so horrible physically and mentally and caused suicidal thoughts. I felt like a zombie and it led to me taking a semester off of school. I’ve been off meds for a few months now and I feel better than I did on meds but I have serious physical anxiety somewhat often. My head feels so heavy today and I didn’t feel like myself at all, even around my family. Even laying down I feel so uncomfortable and it’s hard to describe. Sometimes I wonder if something is actually physically wrong with me but I think that could just be because, well, I have anxiety and have irrational fears. -_- does anyone else ever feel just super out of it, uncomfortable, or like they have this unexplained pressure around their head because of anxiety? Hope I don’t sound too crazy here lol ",3.5232509571876136,6.1688374615384625,4.6953428471980505,79.10565262791508,76.75147928994082,8.946884789418727,27.100939784197703,9.478462496947786,2.9211883745214067,717,29,129,21,17,235,106,169,0.239,0.619,0.142,-0.9574,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,2,3,16,11,0,2,4,1,13,3,2,3,2,38,26,15,1,3,7,0,8,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,6,12,0,0,10,0,0,1,2,4,1,1,8,9,19,7,20,16,3,16,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,6,9,91,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.12198694340414458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3825142311332984,0.0,0.0,0.08740647100503238,0.1280824952762712,0.0,0.22256207960355973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15240389491878095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055685071168483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12841466984113578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099806398961496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12687754309000526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10939280361691077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442571903948956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16512937649926074,0.11307426777928525,0.0,0.11944772807397215,0.0,0.0,0.11784368118531299,0.14066548868788306,0.3792380010608452,0.08930366695788483,0.12002449745612513,0.0,0.0,0.10632927246358373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119800142662033,0.0,0.2565825889516188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12415826797074553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321352983161351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11828284618400575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2777049668968909,0.0,0.1259757372281248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09977787657130577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12651183283644304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623503160404452,0.12363323825183425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367352880168727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939882765874886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009821928640022,0.0,0.09924008457314548,0.0,0.0,0.11849021640105338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11239459557234548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13556269637420632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366734509872588,0.0,0.08049918463136563 anxiety,Huvvertanks,2018/04/05,"Made Anxious By Milestones/Events - Hard to Pinpoint Specific Reason Hi All, Just wondering if anybody else gets anxiety about specific events (eg a team meeting), a driving test for no rational reason but the anxiety disappears once you're in the situation? My issue is I get anxious about them but I can't pinpoint why. I try and ""unpack"" where the anxiety is coming from and I just can't figure it out. It feels like there is a current of electricity running through my body and I feel extremely nauseous (these are my anxiety symptoms). I spoke to my psychologist who said I should try and identify the underlying feelings but I kinda feel like I'm guessing, I genuinely don't know. When I am in the moment I am absolutely fine, the anxiety disappears and I can function normally, it's almost a relief to be in the moment because I know the anxiety will finally go away. Does anybody else have something like this and any tips to counter it? Thanks!",4.746949152542372,7.005056237288137,6.0120000000000005,72.97664406779661,71.37288135593221,9.69175141242938,35.52881355932203,10.047579312681364,4.2528752542372885,762,42,126,22,15,255,109,177,0.14,0.7490000000000001,0.111,0.4592,1,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,7,6,0,0,12,0,14,2,1,3,1,31,31,11,0,3,6,0,5,3,0,2,1,2,0,0,7,8,0,0,10,1,0,6,4,0,0,0,3,7,18,6,17,25,1,19,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,5,9,85,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238460777027333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0841055703697362,0.0,0.5676819413403386,0.2794428340218835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619995188574392,0.0,0.0,0.07539322016769022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13737884928778366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653801222539837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823182350091376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20663490866579934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2501421119643717,0.1767117836017507,0.0,0.13548366964595482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923374524061074,0.0,0.07028929931172588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362457291808531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079157621860188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12908814342905903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359408562330153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18126909420071927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11702751651018126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12117859745256275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171348659850787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254324039798785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764650460719818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13901973204573784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521369423576656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12854923958916512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386647736591085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793906473075942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160054195354308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13412397655208205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChetFretter,2018/04/05,"my year of work anxiety & Job Offer Stress TL;DR -- I'm new here. I have constant catastrophic anxiety about losing my job. I have issues with my current job and don't really like it, I worry I am going to be obsolete. I interviewed and was offered a new job but it has some negatives like a 5% pay cut and longer commute, but may be the better long-term choice. I'm in limbo making a decision and am experiencing even worse anxiety in this state. .... Hi, I'm new here. It's as good a time as any to make a post. I've had anxiety (general and social) mixed with bouts of depression most of my life; I'm in my late 30s now. I have been seeing professionals continuously and tried a variety of medications. Currently I see a therapist once/week and my psychiatrist about once/month or so. In the last year or so I've been especially anxious about my job. I work in technology and I think my particular role is heading straight for obsolescence. Work had become a major anxiety trigger; it bubbled to a head in the summer of '17 when I went on vacation with my wife and daughter to see my parents in Florida, and do some activities like visit Lego Land. I remember tearing up at the start of the journey at the departing airport, just waiting in line for security. I was already having anxiety about going back to work, which was a full week away at that point. The rest of the vacation was various shades of miserable for me. I woke up every morning and as soon as I was conscious I would get a flash of white, hot anxiety through my whole body. The anxiety would continue to ebb and flow through the rest of the day. The only time I was at peace was when I could finally go back to sleep, and I looked forward to that so much. I was plenty tired from the adrenaline and cortisol being dumped into my body. I went to a partial hospitalization program last September. It was about 2 weeks in duration. It helped somewhat; I learned some new skills (mainly CBT) and refreshed on some old skills. I limped back to work and have made it through many more months. I'm high functioning, most people wouldn't know what I'm going through. Social anxiety is somewhat crippling for my career, I believe it has had a big impact in holding me back from advancing beyond the state where I am now (total fear of my job becoming obsolete). More recently, I managed to get in touch (mostly LinkedIn, email, but somehow pushed through 1 in-person meet at a coffee shop) with some people I know from an old job, that now work at a higher-ed institution. There's a job there in the IT department that I applied for. I had some phone screens, the second of which I thought went kind of poorly. To my surprise they invited me for in-person interviews, and I was offered a job 2 weeks later. [Despite tremendous anxiety _getting_ to the interviews, I do manage to do okay one-on-one once I get there.] The job offer is to work on a team that is pushing forward into some of the new technology areas that I am not working with in my current role, and in fact, even being inexperienced in some areas they still offered me the job. Now I am in limbo, terrified of making the wrong decision (whether to accept the job or not). There are some negative aspects such as a longer commute, a 5% pay reduction, and more expensive health premiums. But they'd offer me a retirement match which I don't have now. And the work, the team, is highly relevant. Long term it is _probably_ the best thing to do, to deal with the commute, etc, for the upside later. But at the same time I am wondering how badly my own anxiety has held me back at my current job. I think, if I can just push through and address some key frustrations with my boss, if I can change my work program a bit, maybe I can keep my job and make things work out. I've thought about the decision for days and many times came to the conclusion that I would keep my job, only to flip flop and think I should take the new one. I've managed to hold off giving an answer so far, but time is running out. If I stay in my current job I fear becoming obsolete or sort of paralyzed by my dis-interest in the work that I am doing, leading to loss of job; on the other hand I fear taking the new one and either not being able to live with the commute or getting deep into the new team and not being able to keep up, and similarly worry about losing my job. Losing my job has got to be the most terrifying thing to me, which I think about constantly, as I battle anxiety and imposter syndrome. There's no evidence in my career for it, I have never lost a job, but I have quit many places. I pretty much fear job loss as much as I do death. To make it maybe more complicated, my wife is a strong proponent for me keeping my current job and pushing through my anxiety & work issues. She also is adamant that I will hate the new commute and quickly grow disgruntled. Having seemed as though I talked through it and made a decision to keep my job, she will be irritated and not receptive to me bringing up the topic and talking about changing my mind. Which in itself causes me anxiety because I have to brace for what I perceive will be a negative reaction in speech and body language from her. It has calmed me to write about this here so thank you to everyone who reads this. I have a hard decision to make, and I was having close to a panic attack about the whole thing just an hour or so ago.",6.7213544454356215,6.125045564030131,7.398538011695905,75.20360838537023,65.1111111111111,10.955456437704427,34.82743582119139,10.426177893888326,3.491960828625236,4247,172,826,93,57,1415,401,1062,0.16,0.787,0.053,-0.9988,30,0,0,0,0,0,130.0,0,1,3,31,56,36,6,7,71,1,82,11,7,13,3,152,140,72,1,9,26,4,5,3,0,9,4,1,1,0,40,50,0,10,22,5,5,24,13,22,0,3,29,13,108,14,148,91,39,150,0,8,6,0,39,61,0,30,68,589,148,56,0.059334067472197764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.026298035400664898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03273830944531216,0.0237247161603542,0.0,0.06428843731661472,0.0,0.02017460026648231,0.0,0.31773279448222824,0.033515303736368594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033750533746860614,0.027873154774096968,0.11406058853177263,0.024770733976815555,0.01808474840607413,0.0982947238231692,0.0,0.03342458781113988,0.03113372159550584,0.026238080473655008,0.03238871714544792,0.0988601595803807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03393118320613108,0.0,0.030476215807524357,0.06276757596900033,0.0,0.0,0.0641190481238043,0.0,0.023686712409769054,0.0,0.0,0.038265564934636315,0.03058540910683805,0.025552172685371587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03308658474195291,0.03918959197246884,0.0,0.024995755451336414,0.028348122087642806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13353464351779334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03249878534474356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749900332724867,0.02845932204907107,0.06744183579714293,0.024883300354957744,0.023727437013866832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02657583502825975,0.029290053829432425,0.06089387110535505,0.031534669568432525,0.0,0.0,0.019885187359075098,0.06268969995073387,0.0,0.0,0.02921605226119389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619293509662877,0.6771189255475539,0.13184711351252906,0.0,0.030893650349996624,0.03260845176280119,0.048365184202334204,0.03346570625935321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02095470328622749,0.043481442431103856,0.0,0.02619653431422948,0.05250878257867937,0.02491283650494857,0.09956946665207188,0.032385071845105716,0.0,0.0,0.056143329279926525,0.1188178523228302,0.0902331473500058,0.05960904581653576,0.0,0.0,0.029886415358874086,0.0,0.0,0.02995524695280015,0.0,0.047359886576285065,0.0,0.06542604998605325,0.0,0.02288104533189584,0.2578734544438141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226112274760685,0.03159442270170655,0.06030944954534528,0.0451262320080862,0.0,0.034807871969806656,0.0329417301071994,0.0,0.0,0.04113477152940165,0.05180821909505202,0.030995735947966275,0.0,0.028044936113349947,0.0,0.02841281759361245,0.03018203880076366,0.03198608008276357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031554542165705364,0.029675062056756806,0.0,0.01900546147915973,0.0,0.029292616756779993,0.0,0.03360696598040429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07092235465159412,0.027007753297480917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029688458913062533,0.06048360967259639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020998479173795437,0.03162111063823978,0.02369213146411832,0.0,0.03398348691025721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044611834523286216,0.04769047589962275,0.0,0.02731341877251349,0.0,0.03444571275403625,0.0788378358950376,0.07603774926309158,0.029147710017959582,0.04710462189327386,0.08649542973742384,0.034097891082681415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.020141968511571462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518841990083823,0.0,0.0,0.0825049124839682,0.0,0.06624436739100155,0.0,0.0,0.032172632575867624,0.2807734006031041,0.06025662566219105,0.03023324190268356,0.06322382873203136,0.03243624418144563,0.0,0.0382091941082788 anxiety,ycniuqroach,2018/04/05,"I really want to see a psychiatrist but can’t afford it. I don’t have the money to see a psychiatric, however, I really need to see a professional for my anxiety. I’ve been to a school psychologist, but they can only do so much at a city college, but recommend that you see a doctor. Any suggestions? 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Anyone know if fixating on buying something you don't really need can be an anxiety thing? I've done some basic searching, and have found a lot about people who are worried about upcoming purchases, or have extreme buyers' remorse. What I'm experiencing is the exact opposite though--for the past 4 or 5 months I've been fixating on buying a new car that I don't need. I have an older car that's paid for and runs fine, which is a luxury in and of itself since I live in a city with good transit and amenities in walking distance. I'm having a lot of trouble letting go of it, even though I've crunched the numbers countless times and don't see it making sense to take on a car payment. I'm usually pretty logical about how I spend my money, so I'm wondering if this is some weird manifestation of anxiety. Anyone experience this?",8.57643063583815,6.792240595375727,9.213692196531793,67.52146315028902,62.12138728323699,12.118208092485547,38.388005780346816,10.9516,4.2109890173410385,705,29,126,15,8,240,109,173,0.079,0.872,0.049,-0.4098,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,11,0,16,0,0,3,2,27,31,12,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,4,0,7,6,3,2,0,0,4,2,6,2,18,25,5,20,1,0,1,0,2,7,0,11,7,81,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2634351772059899,0.0,0.0,0.2407851766449636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.176200401036013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372357684866947,0.15574709302511228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684255389259488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18878699868491725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978541292478856,0.14441680955257422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462588364196832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17606619660208575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15203850988527676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.292763357461431,0.0,0.0,0.2298636020353204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13743280880255426,0.0,0.0,0.25533927427131903,0.0,0.16629297126914627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16436574165515086,0.11936825865558172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17516943842740082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030321829265473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720554265488474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14242946440652093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13255293811644334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12945828564209605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438905379890953,0.0,0.3383328759859336,0.0,0.10039981694846857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896324627089199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18672237545805687,0.0,0.17485762556419898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,roninspace,2018/04/05,Anyone else get a weird masochistic pleasure out of making their own life difficult Like it feels good to say mean things to yourself?,6.157500000000002,8.682906416666674,4.331666666666667,85.38000000000002,68.16666666666666,6.466666666666668,28.66666666666667,7.1686216300943375,1.6468166666666666,110,4,18,1,2,31,23,24,0.221,0.507,0.272,0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,3,4,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659544270037789,0.389720649383656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31773942995600474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923199051330128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987208105782544,0.0,0.0,0.31902536833404443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2686573661394318,0.1858231958703268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25389122129585623,0.0,0.0,0.414320229968339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024751173994487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25269226023370106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rokashi1234,2018/04/05,"Need to get this off my chest This is a huge insecurity of mine for a long time, and it's been getting worse. I don't really have the opportunity to see a counselor, so I'm not sure what to do. For as long as I can remember, I've had anxiety 24/7. High stress times are worse than others, but even when I'm sitting at home, and all is right with the world, there's still a baseline level of worry over nothing. It affects every part of my life. I feel like a social cripple because I spend so much time in my head, it's like I've forgotten or never really learned how to properly socialize. That of course makes me anxious and have even more trouble talking to people. It's not bad with close friends, but even then it feels like I just have nothing to talk about. It clouds my thoughts and makes me stupid. I'll easily forget things, make mistakes I know I shouldn't be making, which makes the anxiety even worse. It cost me my last job, which obviously isn't good for this sort of thing. I have a new one coming up soon, and the fear that this'll all happen again is terrifying me. It all makes me incredibly insecure about my intelligence and maturity. I've started getting the feeling that my family thinks I'm just an idiot who won't go anywhere. They're very old fashioned and don't understand mental health issues. Deep down I know I'm not stupid, I've proven that many times, which makes me think I'm going downhill for some reason. The only thing I can think of is that it's anxiety. Either that or I have some developmental issue and am too slow to realize it. I really have no idea what to do about this. Obviously I need to see a counselor about it, but right now it's just not an option. Thank you for letting me go off the rails with this, it does feel a bit better to get it out and sorted. Does anyone else deal with this kind of stuff? How have you been dealing with it?",3.2958027923211155,4.794692698952879,4.4194554973822004,86.05673996509601,73.58115183246073,7.606422338568938,24.51343804537521,8.238735603445708,1.3182541710296682,1489,45,313,24,30,487,193,382,0.179,0.738,0.083,-0.9896,1,0,0,0,0,0,40.0,0,2,0,2,22,20,3,4,17,0,27,4,2,11,7,73,65,22,0,4,13,0,4,3,1,2,2,0,1,0,38,17,0,0,16,0,2,4,11,10,0,1,4,6,30,10,42,57,10,39,0,0,2,0,10,16,0,7,21,203,68,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18667372305059432,0.09189060001364456,0.0,0.056874542289599164,0.08334203646922506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06791517170223266,0.04958386757290993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07193826966020171,0.08880178069034861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700668664624708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771512002980027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14236167102844366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06794880179170379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21489616498580816,0.0,0.06853212443738689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667973952123344,0.09152966814785972,0.16451099086181134,0.1162180585627367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284277620454261,0.0,0.1699863434857697,0.0,0.13868151411148374,0.06822380062322389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719283431040527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347790008169703,0.08646019533849089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08593975737861602,0.08159025474153743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182251211688923,0.0,0.16979482756626654,0.08071700596784398,0.0,0.0,0.08470268059043166,0.08940423818234056,0.06630263343399548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0831752559185097,0.057452567735194485,0.11921526553605973,0.0,0.0,0.1439659796937783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800637205276071,0.08246559160290069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08197118945612053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979396792414433,0.12062457128872806,0.06273411695821088,0.07855829630954139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609508737408348,0.0,0.08535223150301463,0.0,0.05511782069077822,0.06186243407184571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880828645413888,0.0,0.05639063973570981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15632469924129852,0.08363065990511045,0.0,0.0,0.09214191501497324,0.13892715460377306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12963426647478166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16583096568433953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057572590295824976,0.0,0.06495791274830523,0.0,0.093174241454084,0.0,0.09311438614023253,0.0,0.0,0.07666161406475505,0.0,0.0,0.13075538505704185,0.0,0.07488657895427896,0.0,0.0,0.16211525564165727,0.15635740149709304,0.0,0.0645745597777743,0.18971910860852834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467739625916268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06711369179316487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08260431608274374,0.2486760162445361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxietyextravaganza,2018/04/05,"Let’s talk about the good that we’ve done If anyone is interested, let’s tell each other about good things that we did today. I’ll start by saying that the last three days have been my most productive days of the year! I even fought off the depression nap today, and actually got things done instead.",5.184152542372878,6.210975169491526,5.162500000000001,84.32137711864408,68.49152542372882,8.611864406779661,23.224576271186447,8.841846274778883,1.2864542372881351,241,5,49,4,4,75,44,59,0.094,0.768,0.138,0.4199,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,4,5,1,0,4,0,8,0,0,0,0,5,11,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,1,3,3,5,3,2,8,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,2,7,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.1948203565849727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395932988714916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2575032490911021,0.0,0.17195009400904934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4086031471839994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13186068571969473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3348980055805515,0.1596707675454905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16273367577696093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40829193135392017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587621606454057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130659308076296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604634939511638,0.17449462075997346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652645914017033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3784717538926301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285619543947797 anxiety,Astrobadgr,2018/04/06,"I get bad anxiety while driving. I'm new to this sub so sorry if I'm braking any rules. But I have a problem. I'm 17 and I recently started driver's Ed to learn how to drive. Whenever I'm behind the wheel I get really bad anxiety. It distracts me which makes me drive really badly. I know what to do but my brain is making me do things that are even dangerous. How do I stop this?? I usually can make my anxiety stop by focusing on other things, but I can't exactly ignore driving while I'm doing it.",1.243679245283019,3.0968275188679257,4.3515471698113215,82.74392452830193,80.41509433962264,8.390943396226419,24.75094339622641,9.120678840339163,2.2419426415094343,391,15,81,11,10,142,67,106,0.249,0.726,0.025,-0.9569,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,1,1,2,0,9,1,1,5,1,18,21,10,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,7,0,0,0,0,13,0,7,21,0,13,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,8,52,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12197343828163015,0.0,0.4116381229642504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4492834879506544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20022916177903802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11846800468403193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742021699292344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857357583330813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591799040780089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323053886574352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17162679739589368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298099047437919,0.0,0.17709997397205096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078293074079395,0.12695452051995576,0.0,0.0,0.2999120994129845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383224892633113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19754372930372413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MMCAP3,2018/04/06,"My anxiety gives me anxiety. Sometimes, I really just cannot control my emotions... it ruins a lot of different things for me and to be quite honest, it’s something I don’t want to deal with so its hard for me to understand why anyone else around me would want to deal/just plain out deals with my emotional “outbursts”. No, I don’t know why I’m crying. Yes, I know my thoughts are sometimes irrational and no, I can’t just let things go... even if I want to. I can’t shut things off and just act normal after being triggered; even if I want to. Everyday I struggle to process life as a “normal” human being would, because I’d like more than anything to feel like I weren’t crazy for being TOO in tune with my emotions and not knowing how to control or express them properly. My mind is so foggy that I can’t even find the words to express these said emotions — it’s overwhelming and I know it’s overwhelming for everyone else around me too, which just makes this weight on my chest so much worse. I don’t want to be the cause of stress in someone else’s life... and I don’t want to be crazy. I just want to be normal.",3.75,4.662324482456143,4.562236842105263,87.73440789473686,71.71929824561403,7.805263157894737,27.407894736842106,8.07648339933343,1.5649684210526311,874,30,186,12,16,282,112,228,0.14,0.762,0.099,-0.9035,2,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,3,16,8,0,4,4,1,21,4,1,6,0,50,40,14,0,14,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,1,0,1,12,12,1,2,8,0,0,2,12,5,0,0,3,4,28,3,32,27,3,12,0,3,0,0,8,8,0,4,4,126,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13859701675078062,0.0,0.0,0.06334026365565215,0.09281668653578004,0.07454506119760818,0.16128257598946055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055220756399993014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09305740125948757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320117073935207,0.0,0.0,0.09950513699429772,0.0,0.28017245046918604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09464372662471067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22702046543023705,0.4075909725724116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17949480383702546,0.0,0.0,0.08655938744899606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0458033116221899,0.06471509197761005,0.0,0.0,0.08279452003312554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689893024184223,0.05148245778845771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114780915221527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19913612630295446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09263094571695896,0.12796800260867927,0.08851208346003696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701349604948303,0.0,0.0,0.060467265305219224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146665232714156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665915810635986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662669320638114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635000980497363,0.0,0.0,0.0580321016939133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08616860982691962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675374032488151,0.06973799770910838,0.1791849463187314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037666552034184,0.09470079278525087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1805451546785255,0.0,0.0,0.0719156493769248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943038552718223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3740123054018581,0.0,0.0,0.11031008628281944,0.0,0.0,0.16348065058414404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231549418345314,0.12870025676493124,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gabelegal,2018/04/06,"Needed to vent about career issues, and how anxiety makes it harder So I'm currently unemployed, and totally stagnated. I'm an illustrator, and for the past few years I tried to make a living through freelance work, but dealing with clients all by myself made me very anxious, it was common to deliver work overdue and feel bad afterwards, etc. It didn't work at all, I slowly came to depend on my parents for money (I'm 21, still living with them), and the worst part is, nowadays I don't really feel any joy from drawing at all anymore. I have a degree on Graphic Design, but I really can't call myself a professional, I just went to college cause I got a scholarship and it was the closest degree I could get related to illustration, my knowledge on the topic is pretty mediocre when it comes to technical aspects, and I fear that since I have a degree on it, they will have high expectations of me that I will not be able to keep up with. I worked at an office before I started studying art, and it was a very traumatic experience, I'm not the best when it comes to working with bosses on your back 24/7, I don't really want to go back to this cause it really scares me, working off my area again just reinforces the feeling that I'm going nowhere professionally. Only thing I'm passionate about nowadays is music, but it's still a pretty distant dream to make a living through it, I really need to get out of this place I put myself on asap, I just don't really know *how* to overcome that anxiety that comes with it, and actually take any steps... (btw, this is my first post here on Reddit, I don't really know what am I doing, but I hope I'm pushing the right buttons haha)",6.134755923040231,6.038000395770393,7.246506598823345,74.1375258387661,66.190332326284,10.352106853235812,32.22467800922245,10.064110947511567,3.144658006042297,1325,49,248,28,19,450,171,331,0.108,0.807,0.085,-0.8309,4,0,0,0,0,0,41.0,0,1,2,9,17,9,0,2,17,1,22,1,0,10,4,55,55,18,0,6,9,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,22,19,0,1,6,2,2,10,8,4,0,1,8,3,33,5,42,43,9,43,0,0,0,1,6,18,0,2,14,175,55,13,0.09182677678227437,0.0,0.0896096879677011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12489071417259197,0.0,0.1404944657949983,0.10373812031112553,0.09106748797703376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14121824643381692,0.0766715230061705,0.0,0.0,0.07813782368002767,0.0,0.09636653697107796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09376540594383248,0.10502536970646167,0.0,0.18866278921041596,0.0,0.2373019118983249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0733162092478143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466937476228712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10241112942444894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08982420787005597,0.0,0.10333065324364156,0.139291132281139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07810780942127192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09595140171658832,0.0,0.1043745467885358,0.0,0.07344226192848669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702003131036267,0.0,0.09120470880730927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584329761510263,0.0,0.08161985838961901,0.0,0.0,0.1009311900837192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325417872986135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08688871646996464,0.18388525964632704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361767829023854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06983840161595732,0.0,0.0,0.1019627686503415,0.09943945080113044,0.08765904885505188,0.0,0.0,0.09593943740431693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08794466889183547,0.18684168861946465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09231127339211817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4117860919600934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841956563907815,0.0,0.0,0.09193462286978628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07596005866602575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649954652363201,0.0,0.14666596511161506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06904230815689648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610056302150816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623443537672292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15153341544683208,0.054161812095934236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512434205027775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4011059228947732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059133433588647075 anxiety,weedquestions117,2018/04/06,"questions about Anxiety attack from Cannabis I'm posting this in a weed subreddit too but I thought I could get some good insight on this subreddit, but I understand if this isn't an appropriate post for here. I'm 24 y-o and I've been smoking weed since I was 17. I've always really enjoyed it, I've never had many issues in general besides a few minor occurrences. However, I recently took an edible and had a pretty bad (at least from what I could tell) anxiety attack. I felt some blossoming chest pains and some hot flashes. It was honestly very scary for me, and something I had never felt. I've had minor anxiety for most of my adult life, but until this I never realized how minor it was. What made me feel better was that my friend also was feeling a lot of anxiety from the weed, so we agreed it must have just been a bad strain. After that I decided to definitely take a break from weed for a while. After about a week I tried smoking a very small amount (like one puff from the pipe) but I still felt some anxiety. Last night I smoked a little and felt fine but when I was going to sleep some bad anxiety hit me again, so I'm definitely stepping away from weed for now. I'm just wondering if anyone has had similar experiences and if you have any advice etc. For some further context, I'm also about to move away from where I moved for college and be in a long distance relationship with my girlfriend after a 4 year relationship. So I think that there are also a lot of things in my life attributing to my anxiety. If I have to stop smoking weed, then I'll deal with that because I cannot put myself through this kind of anxiety obviously, it's awful. But I would like to think I will get past this eventually and be able to enjoy cannabis for what a great drug it is again. Thanks in advance.",5.0790869565217385,5.632306522222228,6.149347826086959,78.85304347826089,68.5,9.816425120772948,30.374396135265695,9.867487886160001,2.800932367149758,1428,53,283,32,23,477,181,360,0.136,0.7190000000000001,0.145,0.8509,1,0,3,0,1,0,32.0,1,1,0,2,21,19,2,1,18,1,28,6,2,3,5,60,52,29,0,8,12,0,7,2,2,3,4,0,0,1,20,11,0,1,15,0,0,7,5,7,0,1,20,7,31,12,45,24,13,45,0,0,0,0,10,13,0,15,24,196,51,1,0.08299822252429455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08110490246541142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19912094569873945,0.06906116998919318,0.0,0.0,0.05644163744684427,0.0,0.5079473044396818,0.0,0.0,0.058034286993782006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888449202676508,0.15595912439197646,0.0,0.2079001469091452,0.05059494608916028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07340518304372713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13253465411763124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08556752298282648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09625158793649087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09256495770387874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08118818773900932,0.0,0.0,0.08393279025167427,0.0,0.31876523793082484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412422083627714,0.0,0.08672629128727788,0.0,0.04716980255534525,0.0696149712293824,0.0,0.09150583334250002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662858070017787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08642987664846144,0.0,0.06765462898249441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724819823591676,0.08109747824642967,0.08318602338475745,0.0,0.07345081513225313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112424149126088,0.0,0.07853492496555255,0.0,0.08414717055349312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642795092183822,0.0,0.0,0.19204003766655836,0.0,0.0,0.07788820938526242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05624174359334405,0.0,0.08831596057563941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923119484407322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15897870870098893,0.08443903070681855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08343613789980019,0.09297700426276977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531707866400139,0.0,0.08195073176256834,0.17821805954682904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865698735206244,0.0,0.08305816284799088,0.0,0.0,0.06389608662547709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06628248772107638,0.0693902304447007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0624043340820296,0.0,0.07254410478097502,0.07641361213749769,0.0,0.0,0.05514033105868054,0.10636381934445573,0.0,0.06589131769286889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09221407912514824,0.0563503449475826,0.0,0.0,0.0864040767373195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13696445171916696,0.0,0.0,0.06657616773338262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09000803186046334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0589595559459197,0.0,0.0,0.05344813410202943 anxiety,IndecisiveTuna,2018/04/06,"Trouble Swallowing for over 2 years now. What do I do? Long story short, I’ve always been a highly anxious person and hypochondriac. A couple years back I randomly had onset of trouble swallowing, literally out of the blue. After it didn’t dissipate, I turned to google only to find horrible diseases like ALS being a major cause for this symptom. I’m 23 and was 21 when I first experienced this, so needless to say it was irrational. But since then, I’ve stilled bad the swallowing issues. I feel like it’s never going to be fixed. I’ve gone to neurologists, done testing, and they haven’t found anything that makes them think it’s part of a disease process. I just really am starting to think long term anxiety led to it, but I also fear the doctors misdiagnosed me and that it could be part of a larger issue (again, irrational). I just wish I could fix it. It’s torture. Do you guys have any recommendations on what I should do? ",4.899810915341639,6.32531470949721,5.930837988826816,77.0659346798453,69.50279329608938,9.083111302105717,29.970348087666522,9.466822959209583,2.7919081220455526,739,29,135,16,13,245,114,179,0.133,0.826,0.041,-0.9307,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,2,1,9,7,1,1,8,0,19,5,0,3,1,23,30,10,0,4,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,1,0,2,14,5,3,0,5,0,0,3,3,5,0,1,8,4,14,2,17,16,4,23,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,1,17,92,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917443931598885,0.12399990643506265,0.0,0.0,0.10134143055418256,0.0,0.11400295244476545,0.16835470250899565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12263405469952425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114590257640602,0.12442881563597324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15308869900850972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23796707632612266,0.16489222201200165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525323791443337,0.0,0.15250329248436034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16769343164036274,0.0753510122958383,0.1064627756952142,0.0,0.0,0.13620523661048325,0.1267597386506462,0.0,0.16339712457184516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469377371304974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14755718996177547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745203845685848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110846776301429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14561119825004992,0.0,0.0,0.26376310176626583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09947467748820933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11493649618237202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133394676180314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3227569404009493,0.0,0.0,0.1301220090660202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546859066349607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11850986654027132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232741931406784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10547995453818647,0.0,0.1190107592585354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489299673432813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19097712432112388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209531916655268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17137024595451875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191933140687232 anxiety,Serhan9,2018/04/06,"How to Study and Stay Calm During Exams? Hi guys, I have really bad anxiety especially when it comes to final exams. While I'm studying I get really anxious because I feel like I'm not retaining anything and I'm waisting my time. But in reality I'm not retaining anything and waisting my time because I am anxious while studying. It's not like I'm studying last minute. I'm giving my self plenty of time and extra days as a safety net because I know I get super anxious. But the act of actually sitting down and getting work done is so anxiety provoking, and when I take a break to calm down I get anxious because I'm waisting time. If anyone has any tips or advice it would mean the world in this difficult time. Thank you guys ☺️",2.935682888540029,4.9420418775510235,4.954693877551024,79.68014128728414,75.80272108843538,7.516274201988487,29.67503924646782,8.384062270229773,2.4656461538461536,584,27,107,11,13,201,82,147,0.142,0.72,0.138,0.0836,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,8,0,0,4,0,6,3,3,2,0,22,24,17,0,2,7,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,4,7,3,2,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,1,12,6,10,22,1,22,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,2,14,56,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.11987162985015762,0.0,0.0,0.120035332635621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08353367699715053,0.0,0.1879406231817696,0.5550854083441745,0.0,0.08589079983840135,0.0,0.2021695067476656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256413825652673,0.2995222729518073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10581358478435836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07921999194883532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12570535767777125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621103046217961,0.08775509748097855,0.0,0.1345624201683817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567099868558939,0.11783687330621398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24325677222967554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750824900993055,0.10012891511356617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12002434478448075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338059920345127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738562939653555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814624824110166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13092837565333568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235847367716636,0.0,0.0,0.11309221849721797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35813751915668113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942712521827346,0.0,0.0,0.08726019876585367,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cannoli4yourthoughts,2018/04/06,"About to give Motherwort a go I’m weening off my SSRI after ~2 Years and i’m determined to never have to go back to it. I know my anxiety will still be present. I found some research about motherwort and decided to purchase a vial of the tincture. From what I’ve read, it could have some excellent coping effects. Can anyone else attest to this?",2.474936974789916,4.932255779411765,3.989747899159663,83.76029411764709,79.44117647058823,7.4151260504201675,27.36134453781513,8.418075326091056,2.2929050420168067,275,12,51,6,7,91,49,68,0.026,0.8809999999999999,0.093,0.6597,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,1,1,10,13,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,4,1,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,12,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,6,36,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23704653510656856,0.0,0.0,0.21666541436901876,0.3174941922875873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23826771981045236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2474026755573636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588531652899141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3397519221697201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972515686298866,0.3522078187142608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702941732127633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2389876542058944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3099497145557658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24745927642800386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19954345478058247 anxiety,Freespirit100,2018/04/06,"People mock my voice for being so deep Male here. Extremely self conscious about my voice, people often copy what I say, and it sounds almost like Patrick star. I've been told I sound like I have a cold it's that deep, and because of this I've become introverted and unwilling to join in conversations out of fear of people making fun of me. I've had people outwardly laugh in my face as I'm trying to describe something, and lovers literally copy my voice in that stupid tone when we've been in bed. I even tried to make it sound higher but it's just not natural, and when my anxiety kicks in it goes even deeper due to me being on the defense. I NEED a way to conquer this insecurity. It's ruining my life ",5.025073815073816,5.445285104895107,6.0374358974358975,80.07700854700856,68.58041958041957,9.152758352758351,27.77700077700078,9.150863307647796,2.0698040404040405,562,17,114,10,9,187,88,143,0.123,0.7859999999999999,0.091,-0.7638,0,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,9,11,3,2,3,0,6,3,1,2,0,16,11,10,0,1,3,0,0,2,1,0,1,7,1,2,11,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,8,13,5,19,5,0,14,0,1,0,1,6,10,0,2,5,67,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20715279748016907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825679802026946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12610747759216795,0.2284742812677689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273274500730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327889319646589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14612007398626065,0.2021347824488352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27617782883316583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15339324225253662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5736770191572774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451321312541992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21581300074048607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15926045850804674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767541636060304,0.0,0.2809055216805805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420565943991816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wah1997,2018/04/06,"Paragliding soon, and I’m incredibly anxious! I posted to r/advice but didn’t have much luck there. If anyone can recommend some other subs I’d really appreciate it. Equally, any advice here would be awesome. I’m going paragliding in June. I booked it as a gift for my partner (he loves anything that gets the adrenaline going!) I think he’ll be so excited about the surprise! The catch is- I have pretty serious diagnosed anxiety. I worry constantly. I worry about things that I shouldn’t even worry about. So I’m sure you can imagine that at the moment, I’m pretty darn anxious. Has anyone being paragliding before? Any tips to help put my mind at ease? Any advice for how I can stop worrying about this? My biggest worry is obviously crashing/falling/something going wrong. It doesn’t help that it’s over the sea and I’m terrified of open water. I’m kind of a mess! Haha! Any advice would be appreciated!",2.185806621124541,5.0096706416185,4.051384655806622,80.02219521807676,85.35838150289017,6.382448765107725,24.04860746190226,7.686295010490155,1.7988751445086717,723,28,122,14,22,243,106,173,0.188,0.525,0.287,0.9806,0,0,1,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,0,0,11,10,0,0,7,1,17,3,0,1,2,17,30,8,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,1,11,3,1,1,2,1,0,5,3,3,0,0,1,0,12,7,15,21,3,17,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,3,5,76,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4334977788711112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016750372086329,0.0,0.0848415222002439,0.2505806897826223,0.0,0.1550937967091574,0.0,0.09126482824501043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943714311437856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11984820004505282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256557808989733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07325127549198203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057942944106857915,0.0,0.18908848925240465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867369259394975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154898113933084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009550352071016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119817755954904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08152745615464077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10621570801325313,0.2256591842709253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11148950112039216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104816481070797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853795849224807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09272100039193272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045260349227401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367992042882272,0.0710630276907944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5631437410345062,0.0,0.15756653277946553,0.12125649382261693,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CreativeUsername000,2018/04/06,"Anxiety Meds Make Me Depressed Hey everyone! Just wanted some advice. I am a 22F who has recently been suffering from anxiety and depression. I have done a lot of research and have consulted someone who is very familiar with medications, so everything I’m doing is safe. Whenever I have an anxiety attack or need to go into a stressful situation, I’ve tried taking Xanax. In the moment, the anxiety is gone and everything feels okay, but the next day I’m always horribly depressed. Last night I drank for the first time in a while. All of my anxiety symptoms went away, but I started to feel depressed before I fell asleep and felt even more depressed once I woke up. Does anyone else have a similar reaction to things that take away their anxiety? I’d rather be anxious than depressed, so it’s been frustrating.",5.86098181818182,7.58721448,6.6415151515151525,71.73409090909091,67.53333333333333,11.054545454545458,34.96969696969697,11.022393298168332,4.526533333333333,652,32,108,21,11,215,105,150,0.299,0.68,0.02,-0.9919,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,5,12,2,1,10,1,14,5,1,1,1,21,30,10,0,3,5,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,6,1,1,3,0,0,4,0,10,0,1,8,3,10,2,15,21,4,20,0,7,0,0,5,6,0,3,10,72,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10458417355340577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0890538693518716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4912457270954703,0.12090845963549805,0.0,0.07483478505623363,0.10966037060246901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12175706594539012,0.2011081406528256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09107089922284893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06902265528789599,0.0,0.5530859330466458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09365882012212766,0.10952434300218372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.089406152070971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068939664707766,0.0,0.0,0.10226754327327203,0.19237540891939772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823071399717483,0.0,0.10276135582792777,0.0,0.0,0.09103591711807996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06082511250207056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872401450974432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098933428228434,0.0,0.0,0.07144041626752119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1188813097463962,0.10781702811026604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07935812317335407,0.0,0.0,0.113822935318027,0.1004362715507394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11397876659524055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567486419381608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12030125388202685,0.0,0.0,0.09068244001478716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07575326756882861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12259745839342084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11124057341061301,0.16093985709194433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0711030502218118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062407485591210725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07266335420729446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08830732516664619,0.06312646934363605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09921379955522994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,gerarshi,2018/04/06,"Constantly thinking about things from my past? I constantly think about bad or embarrassing things I did from my past. Once I have a thought, I'll keep thinking about it over and over until I forget it. Then I'll think about a new situation from my past and think about that over and over. It's an endless loop of really painful and uncomfortable thoughts. How can I work to get past this? I have tried mindfulness breathing exercises but they only seem to work temporarily (maybe I'm not doing them right?). I definitely feel better but then it will just come back again later. It's just so discouraging because they keep coming back, so a lot of the time I end up skipping the breathing exercises. I also try to work out regularly, but that also is only a temporary solution. Any thoughts? I definitely need to be working out more, but other than that I'm lost...",4.7194761680037765,6.657495680981595,5.515950920245402,77.84833883907505,70.71779141104295,8.941764983482775,29.102878716375645,9.466822959209583,2.701369419537517,688,27,128,16,13,224,92,163,0.096,0.818,0.086,0.4973,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,3,6,15,6,0,1,7,0,8,5,2,1,0,34,27,17,0,1,8,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,12,8,0,3,10,2,0,2,1,5,0,0,5,1,16,1,23,20,2,26,0,2,0,0,3,8,0,3,16,90,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18402931648927853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07824578115900473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17695041748017756,0.09607156544845796,0.07014043636087708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176256657658844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19823062736647212,0.0,0.24868125967056234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191035716697937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058178563159885274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06011489669472599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454393651580607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12560324422490385,0.0978211920796526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11559476501268486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11617933771539488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08531666124666702,0.0,0.11112713575269297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253676662282975,0.0,0.17501894598136936,0.122433572742407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4393569721342265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07371135785004182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09826191181995976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474768898504427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933397256108994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288352614205805,0.3686338892763431,0.0,0.2740379899146391,0.06709329926831413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623844234340153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350646360148436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Scottysauced,2018/04/06,I'm currently on 20mg of citralopram a day and I take it in the morning. My doctor just upped my dosage to 40mg. My question is do I take the entire 40 dose at once or split em up at first possibly taking half in the morning and half at night. I'd love to avoid any nasty side effects especially the anxiety! ,2.511363636363633,3.606277712121212,4.576181818181818,85.76427272727273,74.9090909090909,8.31030303030303,26.83636363636364,8.841846274778883,1.8911309090909088,243,9,54,5,5,84,48,66,0.12,0.818,0.062,-0.4349,1,1,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,5,0,2,3,0,1,0,7,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,5,1,11,7,0,13,0,0,0,1,2,9,0,2,4,31,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838749121171225,0.0,0.2068481049383468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17437959851818968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2767562847377076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299941462925699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440381157617773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537433055368579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2879572145634614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30482482766190555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30289940655656833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6099003482597742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RoseMylk,2018/04/06,Scared of getting wisdom teeth removed while being sedated. I only have two horizontal impacted wisdom teeth and my doctor said he can only take them out while I’m asleep. I’m scared about patients who die due to gauze or liquid getting into their airway and the doctors don’t notice so they keep giving them sedation. Idk what to do :( ,4.0804761904761895,6.674052206349213,4.987539682539683,78.00607142857146,74.55555555555556,6.73968253968254,24.785714285714285,7.793537801064563,1.73012380952381,271,9,43,4,6,88,50,63,0.18600000000000005,0.6890000000000001,0.125,-0.5478,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,4,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,5,5,3,0,0,6,13,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,1,1,6,2,6,11,0,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,3,27,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438539660734479,0.0,0.0,0.4809881240253208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455164038394797,0.2253974278770121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884545462812606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2675063491653669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3573991188850517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22350313133513866,0.0,0.4704768787432213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17666254904255208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2295242087532329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,spontaneousuicide,2018/04/06,"i have a lot of trouble inviting friends over, advice? i’ve never had someone come over to my house. i’ve been wanting to invite my boyfriend and i told him he can come over this week. now i’m starting to panic i feel as if he won’t like my place. i mean what if he notices something wrong with it? our front yard is dug up because of construction, our bathroom is old since we moved into the house a year or so ago and hadn’t renovated it. will he ask me about that? what would i have to say to him? i don’t even know what we can do. i mean i could buy netflix and we could watch it but i don’t know how to connect it to my tv and aaaugh,,, i’m stressing so much and i don’t know what to do. 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I've been having this big bummer of a problem lately. Basically, my fiancé and I went through some relationship problems a little under 3 weeks ago. We talked things over and have had no problems since then, and have actually planned out a lot of our wedding. I keep having these flashbacks to things that went down that, up until really recently, would send me into panic attacks. Now, it doesn't always upset me, but I can't stop thinking of it regardless-- basically my brain pulling a ""this is gross, taste it"" on me. Even doing things to distract myself turns into ""see, now you're not even THINKING about that bad memory you hate! Oh wait, there it is again, sorry"". Anybody else deal with this? It's getting really annoying and I hate that it's such a big part of my life right now. 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This is a major source of anxiety for me. I know I’m the problem, but I don’t know how to fix it. I need to be able to comfortably chatter, at least briefly, with an acquaintance or stranger when the occasion calls for it. 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Sometimes when I go out of my room and outside I triple check making sure he doesn’t follow me and I constantly turn around making sure he’s not there. I can barely focus on what I’m doing because I need to make sure he’s not around me. He also likes to sleep under my bed sometimes and even though it’s irrational I often worry about if my bed is going to collapse. I’m a pretty calm sleeper so it’s not like I’m thrashing all night. I sometimes can’t even go to bed because I’m up all night thinking about it and I constantly think of the worse case scenario. I also worry about locking him out of my room or in my closet or something so I have to keep all doors open or I will be too worried about that all night that I won’t be able to sleep. Unrelated to the cat thing I could go on for days about that is that whenever I’m alone for a bit and my parents aren’t back within 5 minutes of when they said I immediately think that they probably died and start going into panic mode and prepping my mental state to go into survival. Is this a completely normal reaction or am I going insane. I’m 15 btw.",2.360624505928854,3.961150909090911,4.26286166007905,85.79585770750987,76.27272727272727,6.818972332015811,24.3201581027668,7.586124646067393,1.1800213438735183,1040,34,213,14,23,354,140,275,0.138,0.768,0.095,-0.9173,2,1,1,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,2,1,21,10,1,1,5,0,19,2,2,4,7,50,46,25,2,8,11,1,0,3,0,3,0,1,7,1,12,17,0,1,5,0,1,8,7,3,0,0,2,1,35,7,34,38,6,35,0,0,0,0,13,16,0,9,13,144,47,0,0.09540013204364567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09880576562275764,0.0,0.15258290225637014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07298083989174474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07850618005386922,0.16985268704275597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335681284284618,0.07965512539026656,0.11631007004358858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10415223577408897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20005044676858996,0.20618730244273364,0.0,0.07616924265745532,0.0,0.0,0.06152519291214175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09901027532290042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12602177494950834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3795266547611667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09446112951060297,0.08436202170242148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394469756037882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08479602073168244,0.10554611140080476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982305700916875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910409867998981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614089474947064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147597819935884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26857968402234705,0.09347187403683488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193149984648673,0.10593055679000987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705623125495252,0.10285747778488652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06111576744715296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074737198392438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19093805775615444,0.0,0.0,0.0734436824759525,0.2830595098986766,0.0,0.0675247044822773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26974048631084624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06337960867039873,0.18338565757520955,0.09373014535995504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06477042742850059,0.10376794882594834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29065039476879617,0.09722088481376984,0.06776951664029943,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brookieK-,2018/04/06,Could use a friend. I have been suffering from anxiety for years. Only recently it has me unable to leave my house without having a panic attack. I am unable to work. Feeling alone. Would appreciate a message from someone who is willing to talk. :),2.7300000000000004,5.733579666666671,4.379444444444445,77.0225,85.66666666666666,6.555555555555558,27.5,7.793537801064563,2.5130000000000003,195,9,30,4,6,65,38,45,0.146,0.5670000000000001,0.28600000000000003,0.8251,0,1,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,3,0,9,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,7,7,0,2,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,25,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27375749773498603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20220532663693028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30070401754424403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21103931681362492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364896019763498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20421423885835852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3049916772955757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798784455231234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20102851355243226,0.0,0.3101244863856454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26098572571365397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22395886285065192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124517171961383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22828902536220425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547966229713965,0.0,0.19242929770934888,0.0,0.0,0.1877665051348455,0.0,0.0,0.17021446626093778 anxiety,Vivi_Rarri,2018/04/06,"Any tips for ppl who faint?? Hi, I've been dealing with anxiety for years and I faint sometimes. Fainting seems like my body's go-to under stress, like triggers or even smoking too much, getting too hungry. Is it okay to faint like this? Sometimes I worry that I'm doing some damage when I faint but I can't avoid triggers perfectly, I'd basically have to stop watching TV/movies. I also worry that I have some other issue, but that's a hypochondriac kind of thought. I'm certain I'm not having a seizure, I'm always clear-headed when the faint is over.",2.86718181818182,4.975394081818184,3.8254545454545488,87.22818181818184,76.36363636363637,5.854545454545455,25.54545454545455,6.742157984588678,1.0572909090909095,439,16,84,4,10,141,74,110,0.177,0.715,0.108,-0.8541,0,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,6,10,0,2,3,1,8,7,1,2,2,16,15,7,0,0,4,0,0,3,0,0,6,0,0,0,7,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,1,7,7,8,13,3,6,0,1,1,0,3,2,0,4,7,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16480104639414386,0.17147397084949054,0.0,0.0,0.14014056952368695,0.0,0.15764962657054035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22890695699539956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2124580707786488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13611302493926192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10766760501165998,0.0,0.11711926325049493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2114961799611011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150926015884108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145992335673212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020389016643838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149154193261602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18760629101297926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076341689952172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17229100454533214,0.2360624323207273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1636034531571005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185658068231678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13270791372930993 anxiety,elsiefuck,2018/04/06,"Physical symptoms without any anxious thoughts? So I have had pretty bad anxiety that mainly manifests itself through hypochondria/social anxiety for going on 10 years now. I used to have a lot of intrusive thoughts alongside physical symptoms but in the last 6 months or so I’ve been having less and less anxious thoughts. Instead I seem to be getting a lot of physical symptoms without any apparent triggers or coinciding thoughts? So for example I’ll just be going about my normal day and suddenly I’ll get butterflies in my stomach, my heart rate will increase, I’ll get shaky and will just generally feel extremely anxious and I’m not sure what causes it. Does anyone know why this could be or have any advice on how to stop it? Once the physical symptoms begin they don’t usually go away for the remainder of the day and it’s frustrating.",7.112115384615388,8.196534698717954,7.286307692307695,70.60869230769235,64.19230769230771,10.855384615384617,40.6,10.793553405168565,4.902743076923077,687,39,110,18,10,222,97,156,0.107,0.8240000000000001,0.068,-0.732,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,9,4,1,1,6,0,13,6,2,4,1,33,29,13,0,2,9,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,5,0,1,7,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,6,1,7,1,18,17,6,19,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,7,10,74,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1117443891273607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23329180257144094,0.0,0.1749594029402481,0.3875588868730579,0.0,0.0799582485328522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10743837027269557,0.0,0.09547994514782268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11747198998379114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09130153364586514,0.0,0.0,0.1474963981458581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1000710459847172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057820292542908124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923410570608936,0.0,0.1949682674504108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13550880829327627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284539627654454,0.0932129249586506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944375947339114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127544175201154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120416214546784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178217041770008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633807104156076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041026400680322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09560419502084573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10777631157200973,0.47542604199472493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3631339078436873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987642418710834,0.1259436298733118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10318576001501152,0.0,0.0,0.2204643456614324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363955708812574 anxiety,distantstar999,2018/04/06,"Anxiety not allowing me to fully sleep (and waking up 2-3 times a night to pee)? Is having anxiety while you're asleep, that wakes you up, even possible? I have what I'm labeling as anxiety that causes me to pee all.the.time. during the day -- but only if it's right before I will not have access to a bathroom. For example, before I leave anywhere I need to use the bathroom, before I go into a meeting, at the grocery store before leaving, before going to sleep, etc. Road trips and traffic have always been a nightmare. It drives me, and everyone I'm with, absolutely crazy. I also have it though when I *feel* like I can't use a bathroom. Like if I just went at work and I'm afraid people will notice/judge me going back, I'll feel like I immediately have to go again. If I'm told to hold it or can't use a restroom, it'll make it worse. If I feel self conscious about going to the restroom for any reason (like disturbing other people in a movie theater), it'll make it worse. About a year ago I started dating my boyfriend, and while he gets slightly annoyed at my frequent need to use the bathroom (as anyone and everyone does, because it hinders EVERYTHING), he understands that it's stemmed from what's probably anxiety. He tries to encourage me to hold it and reminds me that it's all in my head, but it doesn't help. I've started staying at his apartment almost exclusively, and now that we share a bed, I wake up 2-3 times a night to use the bathroom. It's like my body JOLTS me awake, and I feel like if I don't get up to go immediately, I'm going to wet his bed/myself. I never had this problem before on my own, except on occasion when I drink too much liquid before going to sleep and then I only wake up once to go. On the nights that I sleep at home alone in my own bed, I sleep all the way through the night. I almost feel like my subconscious is so afraid of wetting his bed, that my body wakes me up multiple times a night to empty my bladder. (Apparently my subconscious doesn't care about wetting my own bed lol) That, OR the fact that I get so afraid I'll wake him up from this, my body is being an asshole to me and is waking me up with anxiety, because I feel like I *can't* go without waking him. If he wakes me up when he needs to go to the bathroom (which isn't often), I have to go immediately after he does before I can fall back asleep. There have been times that I wake up and I try laying there, forcing myself back to sleep, but I cave eventually and get up to use the restroom because the urge is too strong. I even cut out liquids a few hours before bed, and it's like my body just generates a ton of pee even when I do that. I don't want to stop staying over at his place, but I feel like due to the amount of times I wake up and how long it takes me to fall back to sleep, I'm just completely exhausted throughout the week (which you think would help me sleep better, but alas). I don't know what to do. I mentioned this bladder anxiety thing to my doctor and she just recommended that I wear adult diapers, which is a ridiculous solution from a medical professional and I refuse (I'm 25 years old so that's a big NO from me). Are there any tips for this? Is this something that I should look into medication for? I try taking melatonin around the 2nd or 3rd time I wake up and that helps me fall back to sleep some nights, but I'm so afraid of taking it before bed because I'm nervous I won't wake up if I need to use the bathroom and I'll end up wetting the bed. I even go into a panic when I do take it, even if I just have 2-3 hours left of sleep, for that reason. This is affecting my sleep, which influences my energy and productivity throughout the day. I feel like my entire life is controlled by my bladder. I've had UTI tests, catheters, and bladder size test and everything turns up normal. I don't know what to do anymore. 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I found out that I have chiari yesterday. I was diagnosed with POTS last year and my life has been in shambles since. I went from being super fit and active to a blob potato. It’s hard to even take care of my kids sometimes, and they’re two autistic toddlers who require more from me than the average child. I can’t work (obviously). My symptoms have been getting worse over the last few months, but more specifically the last 10 days. In and out of the doctors, went to the Er and nothing was solved until my neurologist pulled up my MRI from 8 months ago and was like “hey, yeah, you have chiari”. Oooook. So I see a neurosurgeon in July. I hate that I have to wait so long because the pressure in my head is almost unbearable at times. My ears feel clogged up and I’m constantly opening my jaw to relieve pressure. Standing is next to impossible and sitting up hurts as well. I think that given my symptoms, and the fact my right arm and right eyebrow keep going numb and tingly, I believe I will definitely need surgery. I’m terrified. I’ve never had surgery. I had a colonoscopy once when I was 16 and the meds they used to knock me out was craaaazy. I’m terrified that I will not wake up, or that I will stroke out during surgery. It’s brain surgery FFS! I mean, I’m grateful and happy it’s not fatal but god, I’m just so scared. I have two kids to take care of. Will I be okay? Has anyone else had the chiari surgery with great outcomes? 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I made an appointment with a psychologist through my college for thursday (that was the earliest time they had) and i'm so nervous about it. I often feel that my problems are not very hard to others and I'm afraid they were just think i am overreacting because from an outside perspective it can seem like i don't have problems when that isn't the case at all. i've always gone back and forth on talk to someone and i was wondering how everyone's experiences with a psychologist/therapist/etc has gone for them. have they really helped you? any kind of tips would be beneficial to me",5.2226277372262775,6.7606658978102185,6.1179635036496345,75.60103284671536,68.85401459854015,10.151532846715329,31.94817518248175,10.355215969177356,3.5122093430656935,576,25,106,16,10,190,92,137,0.062,0.8390000000000001,0.099,0.6087,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,4,0,8,8,0,2,8,0,15,0,0,2,1,21,27,9,0,3,2,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,7,2,14,4,16,18,1,10,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,3,7,75,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16154660400514434,0.0,0.0,0.1320272282594412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1492877495323607,0.0,0.11835075660904958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21652622695620985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710332731409616,0.17448761199940224,0.1899138983110396,0.0,0.0,0.09816701072365128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033872457709036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17391838208019642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13013324357162745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20217515949016415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897017123535824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183707435393422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18750924970668825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345977069774979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.371546636291504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437611490393885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17674495465990825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16450088394706225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15604872622585875,0.0,0.17874529989154106,0.0,0.2254206735333373,0.0,0.1244021336939577,0.0,0.0,0.11320920062355705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019234866800194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21054511359306552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13791709636840915,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tink9995,2018/04/06,"Babbling caused by Anxiety People see me as a hyper extrovert that's always engaging in conversations. What people don't see is my racing heart and my mental struggle arguing that everything that I say isn't stupid and that people hate me. Anyone else feel like they always talk too much and come off as 'a bit much'?",8.666,7.8071962666666685,8.73,68.09500000000003,61.33333333333334,12.0,33.333333333333336,11.20814326018867,3.7898333333333336,256,8,43,6,3,84,44,60,0.161,0.723,0.116,-0.4632,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,1,6,3,1,2,0,3,1,1,1,0,6,8,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,4,6,2,5,8,3,3,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,1,27,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33160032094446884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.152433242516592,0.0,0.0,0.13932712257794713,0.2041652673337988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754015215427552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046947581802317,0.0,0.1716447201027334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645603911943269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790819079613497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10075176900990526,0.14235127914253648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967278524199645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23612388577660814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09734829940801487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080706589355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29295783888576804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4144250797501127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845943319489525,0.0,0.0,0.3175686099321303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20830966281337895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16015752240085007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PraisedbyWolves,2018/04/06,"Boyfriend with Anxiety I'm in a committed relationship with a wonderful man who is currently on medication (citalopram) for depression. 90% of the time he is amazing! Loving, attentive, happy-go-lucky, and a joy to be around. However, whenever he encounters stress - be it from work, family drama, etc... he has what appears to be an small anxiety attack and has to go lay down. These 'lay-downs' turn into hour(s) long naps. He says he has to do this in order to stop thinking of the stressful trigger and calm down, however, I don't see any change in him once he gets up again, he continues to be out of it and distant, and is still full of anxiety about the situation. My concern is that he never tries to deal with the stress head on - he just tries to run away from it which never works. When I speak to him about trying different approaches to these situations, he just responds that he hates the feeling of being stressed and then won't speak any more on the subject. Should I just let him lie? I know I have a hard time understanding where he is coming from, and I am trying, but I feel like maybe with some support he can find a better way of dealing? Any response is appreciated!",5.952869729389554,6.437784806167404,6.588196979232223,76.70789647577092,66.5770925110132,10.36236626809314,32.51384518565136,10.290406445055957,3.2612708621774704,929,37,178,22,14,305,135,227,0.08800000000000001,0.785,0.127,0.9354,4,0,0,0,0,0,37.0,0,0,0,3,10,14,2,4,12,0,22,3,1,1,3,35,38,10,0,1,4,0,3,1,0,2,1,3,0,1,11,15,0,1,8,2,0,5,4,7,0,0,0,7,11,7,39,30,4,35,0,1,1,1,26,16,0,3,13,117,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21980290868824687,0.0,0.2472649183002196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591241310047488,0.0,0.12257104460314375,0.1012263012689083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09528823917744383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139757879302158,0.09280940953162224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221526670930564,0.0927972434870675,0.0,0.0,0.11256650818859512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015979612615264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10156871153665856,0.0,0.10895426536253587,0.07697025667543128,0.0,0.0,0.09847340494352727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0562902730058719,0.0,0.12246348940153315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09651485469967164,0.10637202129254583,0.11057344229418042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610327148285988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05921168573859285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017256485379066,0.0,0.05263685467026232,0.0,0.0,0.09534747479522088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972405407887122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10824040692703213,0.0,0.0,0.1085378138744659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661931422464234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11474074523463405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567361036156006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08568003968156765,0.0,0.0,0.0858556999479465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422110000909777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08604217415382688,0.09007637609532017,0.4936682212007914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222633128598905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06903614048263744,0.0,0.0,0.12564939275723333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29259651291370603,0.11719136797497914,0.0,0.1121622750419051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551986280897861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684061686354914,0.1568735943410791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,plazex,2018/04/06,"I keep thinking I've been bitten... I'm in Thailand, and there are bats out here. I keep thinking that I've been bitten by one, and that I'm gonna get rabies, because bats carry it. I'm having anxiety whilst on holiday here, and I obviously don't wanna have it. My scalp is burning slightly whenever I have anxiety thoughts and I keep linking it back to rabies symptoms. It's really annoying me, and I just want these thoughts to stop because I KNOW I didn't get bitten, and I think it was just a fly landing on me, but I still can't get the thoughts out. Any help would be appreciated.",4.164249999999999,4.8151382583333335,5.698333333333334,80.92500000000003,70.58333333333334,8.666666666666668,31.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.5231666666666674,461,20,94,8,8,157,70,120,0.058,0.84,0.102,0.772,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,1,1,0,2,0,13,2,1,0,1,27,31,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,8,0,4,8,1,0,0,3,1,0,1,7,0,13,0,9,21,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,4,60,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269241400742501,0.0,0.28556389278995203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14351751137106775,0.0,0.2275525769612043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925409442762931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12510336127745394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4976925822412144,0.0,0.0,0.10257451559083246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12647462520173175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956875591554116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490539278542854,0.15604251979830028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399430525620132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3587813070985613,0.0,0.4445228318049552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100873106648982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13258635426095175,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hercules3456,2018/04/06,How to cope with GAD? I have consulted a therapist my first time ever seeing one. She diagnosed me with GAD using the DSM-V asking me questions describing the symptoms. I thought it was just ASD I was dealing with; she says I do not have ASD. I don't want to spend money on a therapist to talk to. How can I cope with GAD without consulting a therapist? ,1.3831338028169036,3.805118352112679,3.4937852112676078,85.8212411971831,83.78873239436619,7.493661971830987,25.77640845070423,8.472884824447931,2.1756605633802817,277,12,55,7,8,94,45,71,0.026,0.974,0.0,-0.1486,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,0,7,2,0,3,1,14,12,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,11,0,10,9,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,1,0,1,3,41,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947990298166886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2089557934739905,0.0,0.20571752174322933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18333707899737267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17240083538228715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13734227367159593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270497383038761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16118051528092187,0.0,0.0,0.16151096578438282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066375109418795,0.0,0.162907764253674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7059867548432702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609065226104949,0.11818525029058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17505179631507806,0.0,0.0,0.11954683815027765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537779564914248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marla--,2018/04/06,"trouble breathing? does anyone else have trouble breathing? i'm not talking about trouble breathing during a panic attack or something, but actually having trouble for long periods of time, a feeling as if you can't get enough air in and you're gonna die at any moment? i get that a lot, so was just wondering if anyone else does, as it's freaking me out. i've been to the hospital to check everything out multiple times, last time was yesterday, every test and bloodwork came out fine, i'm obviously healthy, but i just can't shake this off. anyone else?",4.187568134171909,6.315878301886798,5.1448427672955965,79.15414046121593,72.58490566037736,7.7299790356394125,31.58909853249476,8.515128840125781,2.7487727463312366,444,21,77,8,9,145,75,106,0.205,0.713,0.08199999999999999,-0.9329,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,2,4,0,7,3,3,0,1,18,15,10,1,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,8,0,0,4,1,4,1,13,10,2,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,5,8,44,7,1,0.0,0.0,0.15195617305898282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058920938498901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32664035503813765,0.4786477620038346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771492193054293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17809740907089305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16160843150204166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725359179260138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3902417469778392,0.0,0.0,0.16089606224531494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13119729001517064,0.0,0.13994733381189986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787345947465098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16271017269643026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269291722505536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378035960891554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13238401737158215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18269895793005486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198776418908454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251584736005605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2723974316921288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16886715885924355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,emilylaurenaspinall,2018/04/06,"My own worst enemy. I'm ambitious. I sell myself on that. But I do often over-challenge myself because of my eagerness to impress. Take this weekend for instance. I've volunteered to work a six day week, including taking lead on media coverage of a major event tomorrow, where I am going to be surrounded by large crowds of people. It will be draining to say the least. This is all while cramming for my dissertation deadline, and actually trying to keep my social life going [which I'm definitely going to be putting on hold this week]. I know how tired I am going to be. I will have worked from Tuesday to Sunday, and my day in lieu next Monday will be taken up by my studies, before working another four days, before having four days to finish my dissertation and hand it in. And then ANOTHER three days working. That's 18 days... Sorry, right, hold on - that's the first time I have actually counted how many days I will be working without time to myself. Good lord. I need a moment to process that. I fight my way through anxiety and rapid cycling cyclothymia every single day. And then I am stupid enough to do this... I am my own worst enemy. 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I was excited for her and admitted that myself and my partner are in a place where if it happened it would take be the end of the world. Anyway she took this as us ttc too. Now I have the worst anxiety about it because I don't want her telling people this and then people thinking it's just because her and her fiance are trying (we got together with our partners at the same time, at the same age etc so people tend to compare us). Chances are we will be ready to fully ttc within the year however chances are this will be around the same time she will get/be pregnant so if we ttc and concieve this will then add to people thinking we've done it just to be at the same level as them! I know it sounds confusing and irrational but I can't talk myself out of this",3.4446910466582636,4.363688366120222,4.343715846994538,88.99282471626734,72.44262295081967,7.379403110550653,26.09878100042034,7.61054688173877,1.203470281630937,693,22,150,8,13,224,100,183,0.053,0.8809999999999999,0.066,0.3029,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,6,0,1,0,10,5,0,1,11,0,20,0,0,0,0,30,30,16,0,4,5,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,0,2,14,14,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,4,1,24,3,21,16,7,23,0,0,0,0,21,12,0,3,10,118,38,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14415573568372986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488127455780263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476920747144556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19826729802537751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664200886863293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440359670157996,0.0,0.18136795741851128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564235151853576,0.0,0.08496395771916025,0.0,0.0,0.13640070120285328,0.13006470203994236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438072394989446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0893735079779985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16629333350492814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12980435966577494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11019775096546093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4509700562539448,0.0,0.16990672689279065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12227247640222098,0.13071044155343042,0.14213992458107694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840487735594915,0.0,0.0,0.18965389797541227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068046041419306,0.220821079952664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3912315925137128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591943068230316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11552292030881373,0.0,0.0,0.1047240678370618 anxiety,ttrash_,2018/04/06,"How to grow into an actual functioning adult? moving, working, not dissociating.. basically, my mom does everything for me. i’m 21, still living at home (in a different country where i don’t speak the language) and i still heavily rely on my mom. i pretty much still feel like a teenager but instead of going to school to break my day up, i’m at home. i really want to get a job because i can’t stay home anymore... it’s killing me just being here constantly. i can’t speak the country’s language (nor can my mom or little brother... but she’s always wanted to live here so now her kids get to suffer trying to fit in...) but not only is learning the language stressful, i tend to dissociate pretty badly to the point were my eyes are a big foggy and i’m scared that if i start working, ill perform poorly because my mind isn’t fully there and i’m not on my toes. i haven’t worked in 3 years since i moved and i feel like my mind has gone mushy. i want to move back to my home country asap but i’m so scared because i don’t have the money to live comfortably. i don’t have my mom to rely on there but i need to grow up now... moving back is my goal as of right now but it’s so hard to get a job in the suburbs of canada because there’s just so many people. i just don’t know what to do anymore.. i’m so frustrated and scared. i want to work but my anxiety is pretty severe and i’m thinking i’m not going to be hired here anyway because i can’t fully speak their language. definitely going to have my resume out, just not expecting much to come from it. i’m not sure exactly what advice i’m looking for.. i think i just needed to vent but if you have anything that could help, im more than happy to hear it. thank you so much guys. i’m really trying to get my shit together because this lifestyle isn’t working for me and i need to change that because nobody else but me can do that. sorry if my post is all over the place. i just have a lot on my mind and you know wonderful anxiety is being mixed in with all of it. 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I am just flattened by anxiety. From day one, I have backspaced and rewritten the text of my entire life. Posting this here is terrifying, except I take so much comfort in the fact that you guys feel exactly how I feel. Every day to day interaction becomes the hardsest thing Ive ever done And now that im older I realize I have the ability to talk about my anxiety, but no ability to act on it and change it. When i was younger, I was able to ignore it, change it, face it and tell it to fuck off.. but definitely wasnt able to acknowledge it at all. Anyway, anyone who has been dealing with anxiety for years, how do I get this under control?",4.292281594571674,5.192158160305347,5.759949109414762,79.69164546225619,70.45038167938931,9.181000848176422,30.586089906700593,9.444778638647367,2.716551484308737,513,21,102,11,9,174,88,131,0.132,0.794,0.07400000000000001,-0.7821,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,1,0,1,10,3,1,0,4,0,12,3,1,3,4,21,17,10,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,13,5,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,5,2,13,1,18,12,3,16,0,0,0,1,7,6,1,0,8,79,26,0,0.3448483649089886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.395712082895841,0.0,0.0,0.12056299743411167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904289628409714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36480384481230543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1933883821485394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335980001592991,0.17776176099013885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17644980304844374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596754450083147,0.14527481031192188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17436569483199896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15940337827291942,0.09008451878678543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707270491212981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624770518911596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178829925648615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12675161348476102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11683908840408105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513470434511698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12964152675150975,0.13858802654497393,0.15070633536870562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11455096523639635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11103552035181287 anxiety,NightmareCryPen,2018/04/06,"I'm anxious because I wanna have my summer already yet i'm dreading it because Finals involves a defense and a debate I really can't wait for Summer so I can just do whatever I want and not get anxious everyday because of school, yet it's hard to enjoy or get excited about it. ",4.121842105263156,5.126523245614038,6.528903508771932,73.63440789473684,70.9298245614035,8.50701754385965,35.30263157894737,8.841846274778883,3.416021052631578,223,12,38,4,4,80,41,57,0.157,0.6940000000000001,0.149,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,9,10,4,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,5,2,5,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,27,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2893603392199216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.592455739012082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4795307719444141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872432850358119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27399261931271884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23489278368743186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16798139164233122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2653751812685736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466096896344514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,smikayce,2018/04/06,"Can I overcome social isolation? I've avoided social situations for years, and I have little to no friends now. Has anyone had success overcoming social isolation, is it possible?",6.492000000000001,9.855742866666667,7.583333333333332,58.50500000000002,70.33333333333334,10.666666666666668,40.0,10.504223727775694,6.0600000000000005,146,9,17,5,3,49,25,30,0.268,0.5579999999999999,0.174,-0.3706,0,3,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,2,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,13,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.184315634254276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2036571317877313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641970024185079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2971700145048084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962980637171411,0.0,0.8061226971323957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697501123392566 anxiety,ManyFacesz,2018/04/06,"Just came out of my first interview. Failed my written test with a 76% out of 85%, passed my algorithms but I can't stop thinking about my verbal interview, it was horrible. It was suppose to last 10mins but only lasted less than 7mins. The interviewers were sitting on the other side smiling on ""awkward"" silences while I was trying control my breathing 😭😭",4.4086363636363615,6.89970895454546,4.969696969696969,79.02454545454547,73.0909090909091,7.4303030303030315,32.21212121212121,8.344100000000001,2.852684848484848,285,14,47,5,6,91,51,66,0.098,0.812,0.09,-0.1451,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,3,0,5,1,1,1,0,10,8,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,6,0,7,0,10,2,1,13,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,0,5,34,10,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4019589944537725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39417500084383655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29893859570988696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5729485084690163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26728945364599643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2938234207588345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22519150782809794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386078127616808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,guitarmannnnnnn,2018/04/06,"Been feeling anxious and like an idiot all week Got real drunk and made an ass of myself infront of work crew, even fell over at one point. Sprayed my beer on someone in a jerking motion and acted a bit silly cause even though she’s flirted with me before she’s not into me. I’ve spoken to some people who said who cares we all get silly sometimes especially working in bars like we do, but I’m older and acted like a teenager. I spoke to my manager and he didn’t even know about anything happening and no one cares, but I always over react about stuff.",8.27357142857143,5.977749928571432,8.317428571428575,75.32757142857146,63.10714285714286,10.03142857142857,34.9,7.554174236665415,2.5573335714285705,440,14,84,3,5,144,80,112,0.099,0.7609999999999999,0.139,0.5574,0,1,1,0,0,0,7.0,2,0,0,2,6,10,2,0,5,0,3,4,1,3,2,22,14,9,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,3,10,3,0,2,3,0,4,3,2,0,2,6,3,11,8,14,8,4,14,0,0,0,1,9,8,1,1,5,55,14,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14910063776587387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243397141691186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474583029390404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15247769978849351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19562933674795505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3653927926340013,0.18407774096886292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35506039883743457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906039715078114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361950676498487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14331480758891454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845734111899973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984782719563662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26262990613188736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16955414165574195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428478938351191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242279531393311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939270012935698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395772758225034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704509563418478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15182731237591313,0.0,0.17722373334929234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20512995866406594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17605350508106082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373560527005938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2609052637767477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Verifiedvenuz,2018/04/06,"Do you feel like life is short? There's never been a phrase that worries me more than ""Life is short"" do you guys agree with that notion?",3.568928571428572,4.555249464285719,2.934285714285714,98.96071428571429,72.21428571428571,5.6000000000000005,17.571428571428573,3.1291,-0.9906285714285716,107,1,25,0,2,31,22,28,0.09,0.738,0.172,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,2,5,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2135359787462095,0.3017030868657796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4181598630131256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5965894542874833,0.20632257475623897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32571662222138875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42888304036066816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jakeola1,2018/04/06,Hypochondria/Health Anxiety. Any tips to stop having it? Its 2 AM right now and I’m worrying I have undiagnosed brain cancer I’ll soon be dead from. It doesn’t help that my grandfather died from a brain tumor. ,0.7980836236933762,3.240757170731708,2.2357491289198634,89.46560975609758,99.24390243902441,6.245296167247387,18.052264808362374,7.447530270364453,0.941875261324042,168,5,33,4,7,54,36,41,0.425,0.521,0.054000000000000006,-0.9552,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,5,3,2,0,0,2,6,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,18,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20366954255733027,0.0,0.22911586157446606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6686797119224296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31083260440659066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3183533572345265,0.0,0.0,0.20074781951532567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557704496618318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2503945160331294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30415570129178554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DylanK1995,2018/04/06,"First bad day in a while but I think I'm alright For context, for about two years I had daily anxiety attacks and prior to that was in a deep state of anxiety-borne depression. For the last year or so, I've been completely panic-attack free and haven't had a single severe depressive episode. Today is the closest I've come though. I've had a lot of mixed feelings about my new job since it's not at all where I want to be going in my life, but I need money to be able to move and find a job I'll like more. Being between jobs gave me a lot of time for self-reflection and made me start asking who I want to be. So all of this has had me in a weird but ultimately completely normal/ functional state. Then a couple days ago, I started having severe tooth pain. I amazingly was able to stay calm through it and set up an appointment to have my teeth looked at by an oral surgeon. It turns out one of my wisdom teeth is basically destroying the tooth next to it and shoving pieces of it up into my navel cavity. Getting that tooth plus my wisdom teeth out will completely deplete my savings. My plans of saving up money from my job and moving out are being dramatically hampered. I'm in pain and the dentist wouldn't prescribe me painkillers until after the surgery. I've been up all night feeling blah but somehow I still know everything is going to be fine. I can physically feel my anxiety kicking in but mentally feel fine. And that feels really weird to me. Sorry if this doesn't really belong here but it seemed like the best place to post it and I needed to get it all out. If you somehow made it all the way through this, thanks for taking the time to read it!",4.709935064935063,5.361348261904767,5.572911255411255,82.30996753246755,69.35714285714286,8.728138528138528,28.36796536796537,8.841846274778883,2.0552666666666664,1320,44,266,22,22,433,178,336,0.108,0.752,0.14,0.9131,4,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,3,10,23,2,0,18,1,26,11,6,2,5,55,55,26,0,8,10,0,5,3,0,2,5,0,0,0,17,17,0,0,9,1,3,5,4,9,0,3,11,6,26,15,52,36,11,53,0,2,1,0,4,21,0,8,23,183,43,5,0.1871376453338982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08294311567454787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1431597864621721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747421833099847,0.21289608763495804,0.0,0.0,0.07812605855456868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0981947066513539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060125557780462,0.2943153910348427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353212257352863,0.0,0.12068829972923442,0.0,0.16118137971060864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08409362446053924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2365560408448005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552020877544265,0.0795895927608517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777169586548867,0.0,0.10635463643198342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3714104743630319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05142297790164111,0.07627107893796503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609042660850065,0.0914260008225572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07857424513006793,0.0,0.0,0.15909773395735413,0.0,0.17707416481390242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429536562632274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198897701073858,0.0,0.13876019280259153,0.0,0.0903693519959786,0.09951150442144957,0.08780800154705201,0.0916775796714692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06340465581928867,0.0,0.1991276488202965,0.10978285287058104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09775950457823586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0896130673033942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359414371922002,0.0,0.11988516753416904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08518154195677959,0.09761268864359136,0.21141227261432186,0.0,0.07740109702363414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10474263638330757,0.1324569885595077,0.09973191523496416,0.07472418264960116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035210986188654,0.0,0.0,0.08614560054393554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05995512342151438,0.0919308931954162,0.0,0.109121465915275,0.0,0.08869230317300321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101776010097828,0.09140314366391616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037863178713583,0.07427057616282615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051050804631948 anxiety,P20107M,2018/04/06,"I can't deal with cold sores (Anxiety) I have a cold sore right now and i can't really deal with it. I'm at work and i'm getting really anxious, i can't look people in the eyes, i'm panicking a bit, i don't know what to do. This always happens when i have one, the last one was just 2 months ago, this and other stuff is making me depressed and anxious, i want to cry. How can i prevent them from triggering? I'm living in fear of getting one all the time, i can't be at peace. I wash my hands too many times. It really is affecting my everyday life, it's messing with my head. How can i deal with it mentally? This makes me feel ashamed when interacting with people and makes my low self esteem worse. I can't even enjoy being alone because i'm depressed, so i don't even can enjoy watching a movie or playing a videogame or whatever.",2.3041233766233766,3.627837659090911,4.129902597402598,87.8443181818182,75.81818181818181,7.5285714285714285,25.07142857142857,8.192908349453996,1.400692857142857,652,22,143,11,14,221,97,176,0.241,0.735,0.024,-0.9886,0,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,10,9,0,2,7,0,18,7,3,7,1,25,33,12,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,10,10,0,1,2,1,0,0,7,6,0,3,1,7,20,3,13,30,2,15,0,3,3,0,6,6,0,2,9,89,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11895296538737415,0.0,0.0,0.13898227130781018,0.0,0.0,0.11165835691530313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10265638676221246,0.30319715557146043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08180209732065065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650272884819782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740342999563194,0.0,0.4150376697818725,0.23115846234950044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726488334290316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15100312234717173,0.0678514239788092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14021939083874113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866539684624205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13771953743957968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07374832330209499,0.1093842561758202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09478366184898712,0.0,0.0,0.1184938491439901,0.0,0.11268734463714092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26872227638727736,0.13604945882824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352338078008775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10711064273106058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27279558168507384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18606344464160027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25790017775750673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11459909419800805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1399913504473371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15361754638836309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15649667669793607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07914982129439073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09769325436961067,0.0,0.13675294457574194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aliazim278,2018/04/06,"I feel left out Yet im too scared to get spcial media, my freinds are so much more cooler than me. I feel like should get social media, will that make me happy?im too scared that I will be judged. I feel ugly so I don't want to take selfies because it makes me feel worse. What advice can you give?",0.41476190476190666,2.5645050793650803,1.593015873015876,99.67142857142859,85.50793650793649,3.6,15.349206349206348,3.1291,-1.2976603174603176,232,4,53,0,7,73,45,63,0.211,0.7509999999999999,0.038,-0.89,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,5,3,0,2,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,9,18,2,0,2,0,0,4,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,10,1,4,14,2,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,32,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20223051577966428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261556543738985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4185633900653841,0.14784612360549731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21624713285566546,0.19852664330857936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4470860564112999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2248533048172977,0.0,0.0,0.10110600195345652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27628333692223844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15213309328866512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.414388914598236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21096089328450496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556016995850204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220652993752797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21090115994073608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Biology4Free,2018/04/06,"How do you control anxiety about exams? I've always connected my self worth with how well I do in school. Right now, I'm failing the last class I need to graduate. The final exam is 2 semester worth of stuff that I never really understood. This is my last chance to graduate. If I don't pass I wont get into the grad school that conditionally accepted me. I'm trying to study, but now everytime I pick up my pen, I get this intense panic. I can't do anything but cry. There's so much material I need to review, but I also work 2 different jobs. My depression is skyrocketing, I've been abusing adderall to stay up and study. I was recently involved in a car accident, so I'm cash strapped. It also turns out I have a cyst in my ovaries that I need to remove. There's just SO MUCH going on, but I can't do anything but cry. ",2.484016806722685,4.0368555529411765,4.902184873949583,81.54411764705884,75.82352941176471,8.621848739495798,26.84873949579832,9.23628265651192,2.3255210084033613,644,25,133,16,14,227,99,170,0.17800000000000002,0.767,0.055,-0.9785,2,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,14,5,0,1,5,0,14,1,0,4,1,21,25,14,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,7,4,0,1,2,0,3,4,5,3,1,0,3,0,21,2,17,21,2,21,0,2,0,0,3,9,0,1,7,87,28,13,0.0,0.17875571714206634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24130060978853016,0.12553553097558803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11541477392511637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24830552885064044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16921300134744213,0.0,0.0,0.3314461785634335,0.0,0.0,0.1299437010906253,0.0,0.0,0.15762654302239845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527019054874312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764620014395347,0.0,0.0857426280314324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14971472433481298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.245957598853389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22181292076701226,0.33560352410168737,0.11635987874139095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17701288131301365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09665088115779584,0.0,0.1489654552226938,0.0,0.0,0.12884175028995687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053760283356762,0.0,0.0,0.15738981833421126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16080684016672173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17270951127874948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10243050435953044,0.16410272027815598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356498219682359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098348112835381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yeahfor_sure,2018/04/06,HAIR LOSS??? Ever since my anxiety has been on edge for the past five years my hair has starting thinning by a lot.... does anyone know any remedies for this?? Not genetic neither side of my family shows evidence of severe hair loss ,3.7708139534883713,6.196961372093022,4.518779069767444,81.8121220930233,74.81395348837209,8.020930232558143,27.02906976744186,8.841846274778883,2.4003069767441865,181,7,32,4,4,58,35,43,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.8622,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,3,0,1,4,5,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,3,0,6,4,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,1,4,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22895826450502016,0.0,0.2575641373667639,0.0,0.0,0.2354189253349791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946364951101942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045520806131889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31739792790132226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850340136902353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28623869605002955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3214052193868868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.380359743265216,0.0,0.2785104292035425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383083325256539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21681497168747446 anxiety,anxiousandsickofit,2018/04/06,"I'm just so tired of it I'm so tired of being anxious about every little thing all the time. I'm sick of worrying about everything I do, everything I say, what other people are thinking about me. I'm in my late teens and I have absolutely no plans for my future because every time I think about it, I start panicking. I don't have a very good education, I don't think I'll ever make it in college and I just genuinely think I'll never succeed in anything. My anxiety runs my life, I let it consume me and I don't know how to stop it. It feels like it's never going to end. I can't help but think that all I'll ever be is a person who never did anything with her life because she was too scared of EVERYTHING.",2.1630043859649097,3.4099173618421084,4.488157894736844,85.44543859649123,76.03947368421053,7.435087719298244,24.508771929824558,8.07648339933343,1.3429324561403506,557,18,120,9,12,195,84,152,0.184,0.804,0.012,-0.9523,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,12,4,0,1,3,0,14,5,0,2,7,24,28,7,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,12,4,0,1,7,0,0,2,8,1,0,0,2,2,19,3,15,23,2,18,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,13,81,31,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10109368804958656,0.1492908509134565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21749487367103507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16111371087882126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704486507383915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390728254882831,0.22268260672245416,0.0,0.3563012287847687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681854783494952,0.09440733247886396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510337018365927,0.11084038243388042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08857674585799498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07262568092671651,0.0,0.14906992349459647,0.0,0.0,0.1351313924294217,0.18668161320258195,0.06456136765207501,0.13244809962987664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08821054015858522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3057645624450683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09161553617506292,0.11538748348889558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050902561898556,0.13230428732923705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353580228314178,0.0,0.0,0.1104825520120229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08779397986011561,0.4233789874889614,0.0,0.0,0.15411438794884366,0.30377186577987003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903683460829824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13420381013167598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,locally-natively,2018/04/06,"Anxiety weakens my immune system and here's what I've learned So we've been talking about stress and anxiety in my psychology class and I've learned a few things. First off, general anxiety disorder often means prolonged stress. This often means the hypothalamus and pituitary gland respond by triggering the adrenal glands to release glucocorticoids (cortisol). Okay so like why is that important? Your body produces an army of white blood cells called lymphocytes. And basically when you're stressed, the body's energy is expending its resources on the stressor rather than on the immune system. So I've pretty much been plagued with illness because my immune system is clearly terrible. I'm talking like about once a month level sick. Yikes. I've learned a couple things about myself though. Obviously this is just my experience so don't think of this as medical advice or any of that. Allergies+stress=recipe for disaster Season changes=oh no. Aka when I live in a place where I'm allergic to everything and the weather changes dramatically from day to day it means I get sick. Constantly. I've managed to fight it off rather successfully the last two times, without my tonsils ever swelling up to be the size of golf balls. And here's what I did. I got sunshine when I wanted to stay indoors, I was really fortunate that we got random two day breaks from the cold. One day I grabbed a hot tea and sat on a bench at my college for the three hours in between classes. I started my days with gentle yoga and meditated multiple times a day to keep the stress to a minimum. I made sure to eat tremendously healthy and ate more than I typically do. Lots of fruits and vegetables. (I also ate completely vegan for that week but as much as I am a strong supporter of going vegan, it's easy to do incorrectly so I'm not going to advise you try it unless it's something you've been given guidance on by a doctor or nutritionist/ you know you can do it properly and that you respond well to it.) I also slept a lot. I took whatever days I could off work and cashed in super early. This is honestly like the most important part probably. I also made sure to manage my allergies properly. I stuck to my allergy regimen. I vaccumed my room and washed my bedding at the first sign of sickness (and let the dust settle before re entering) Also I did take the standard supplements but they don't really have a scientific basis. So idk I'll skip over that. I'm trying it this go around and so far so good, my sore throat is gone. Obvs this is just my personal experience but I just felt like sharing because I'm pretty jazzed that it seems like my immune system is finally making a rebound. 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Hey fellas! I’m posting this to ask for some tips to handle a person with anxiety. My girlfriend have some panic/anxiety attacks. Maybe it comes by hard cannabis use during more than 10 years. I asked so many times to stop smoking weed to change this situation, but when she recover of the anxiety she return to bad habits (heavy weed use, no excercise, unhealthy food) She had lost her job because this anxiety problems. Yesterday we couldn’t take a flight to a cousin’s wedding, because she was on the anxiety train... At this point she start to puke again and again maybe it can last two or three days, no sleeping, no eating. She always feel guilty about me taking care of her and our family worried. And when this bad times comes, it does with depression by hand. I feel really bad because I don’t know what to do/say for help... I try to enhance her positive thoughts and minimize the worries. I think this is a everyday struggle (not only when anxiety hits) she have to stop smoking and do some exercise to sweat all that bad vibes. But when she feel fine again doesn’t change habits. Sorry about my crappy English. I hope you are doing good. Keep fighting! 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I emailed and they said they will give me an answer 3 days ago now ... but still nothing, what do I do? Give up or keep emailing .. i feel sick",0.8230666666666657,3.22735024,3.0,88.39666666666666,86.6,6.533333333333335,24.333333333333336,7.793537801064563,1.5255333333333332,192,8,40,4,6,65,41,50,0.129,0.871,0.0,-0.7577,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,5,2,0,0,1,8,11,3,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,9,0,2,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,8,2,0,1,7,27,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726585982273157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19836910127496585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15552596010988595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5901337296247816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052340706132953,0.27339874331247604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22807293499656026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2951394092894781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29258704884066394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456405300093427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24672889763639416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LovelessDebaser,2018/04/06,"Concerned about starting prozac I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for roughly 2 and a half years now. I've been seeing psychologists on and off, and am currently seeing one that I really like. I had a pretty bad episode about three weeks ago and told my psychologist and parents that I thought going on medication might be a good idea. My parents were able to schedule a consultation with a psychiatrist for last Friday. He thinks I have anxiety, depression, and OCD and he gave me a prescription for Prozac. I'm supposed to take one 10mg pill each day at the same time. However, the past few weeks since my episode have been better in terms of my mental health and I am not sure whether I want to take the medication or not. I have about 5 weeks of school left (I'm in college) and then I'll be home for the summer and I feel like if I got through school and just focused on self-improvement when I got home I could get better without medication. I'm just trying to get an idea of what other people's experiences with Prozac have been like (I know it's different for everyone). I'm mainly concerned because a lot of my mental health problems stem from excessive substance use (I smoked a lot of marijuana in high school and had a really bad psychedelic experience about three years ago) that left me feeling very dissociated from reality and made me feel ""out of my head"". I'm concerned that Prozac might induce the same effects and I'll be left wondering whether I'll ever feel ""normal"" again after taking it. I just sort of have a general fear of taking substances that make me feel anything other than normal, especially psychologically. Thanks in advance for the responses.",5.95548027444254,7.317299933962268,6.4114236706689525,74.84099485420242,66.95597484276729,9.681189251000573,32.064608347627214,9.910423181423305,3.2030893081761,1361,56,244,31,22,441,161,318,0.094,0.818,0.08800000000000001,-0.2175,5,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,0,4,11,15,0,2,17,0,20,11,1,5,2,61,53,21,0,6,10,2,6,3,0,2,10,0,2,0,10,20,0,0,13,0,0,2,3,7,0,5,13,8,24,8,41,34,8,38,0,2,2,0,7,14,0,8,25,153,34,5,0.08332499923567671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1477251685593255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748679268948074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06856937462090508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1391457877484936,0.05079414613938706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14738838097943374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652823167279126,0.0,0.0,0.053737731201814826,0.0,0.14353539948874186,0.0,0.0,0.08705688937923277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07537223225490439,0.0,0.07962060758408389,0.0,0.1630156761325517,0.0,0.09376378986886563,0.21065811624826766,0.059527396103089526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08706774597624947,0.0,0.047355517290996,0.06988905603107369,0.13328522754462624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08551548847866579,0.17714115546979398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803743655240459,0.16716353627709776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18812756356662685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045793240442940544,0.06792099561657755,0.0,0.0,0.27159856642566016,0.0,0.0,0.12212515715480067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14167986924000353,0.0,0.07884412899099268,0.05562008401903715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25182351148626475,0.1679440019611692,0.1767893128972233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328161535695293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11292635190004872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18504510160476864,0.0,0.07954314019064311,0.057767062874177336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477148010064255,0.0,0.07973077098159119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676025633784243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529880432077108,0.13279847253363156,0.0,0.08692614670989747,0.0,0.0,0.06892730042453513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05897786333042938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0871093809980925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07853282566876485,0.0,0.2506001180045019,0.0,0.0,0.0767144642295026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053391294994216236,0.0,0.06615074190039348,0.048587477136216715,0.0,0.0,0.07962060758408389,0.0,0.0565722048844244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719660459338253,0.0,0.0687518508692995,0.049147243425490136,0.0,0.200514864901158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032232580366051,0.09036240726459603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10731713518072844 anxiety,HaydosFB,2018/04/06,"How I visualise my anxiety and depression How I see anxiety and depression: My brain is a tree, it has branches those branches grow leaves, the leaves are all my friends, family, going out and trying new things etc, then The tree got infested with termites(anxiety) they start eating at me from the inside and slowly all the leaves start to die and fall off. There goes everything that the tree ever cared about, you can see them on the ground but what can you do you’re a tree being eaten by termites, so the tree screams hoping someone will hear him and then along comes a termite exterminator and exterminates your termites, but you know they have been inside you and can never fully recover slowly eating away at you but you see that you got a second chance and to make the most of life and while most of the leaves are gone you will always regrow new leaves.",10.231613756613754,8.000838475308644,8.9505291005291,72.11166666666666,59.30864197530864,12.220105820105822,34.87125220458554,10.608840637214634,3.3854733686067013,691,19,127,12,7,213,96,162,0.078,0.862,0.06,-0.2253,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,9,3,0,6,6,0,0,13,0,13,5,1,3,4,28,29,19,1,1,3,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,0,0,6,14,3,0,1,0,0,5,1,3,0,1,5,5,19,3,15,21,5,21,0,2,3,0,15,7,0,3,9,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990730914108792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.273257260913787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186715045274223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329178937771884,0.0,0.0,0.12139650804964705,0.0,0.0,0.10256548001219018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20510407016039128,0.0,0.1235725097034044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436700628289449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279092314068228,0.0,0.10770271074326686,0.0,0.0,0.107009535979675,0.0,0.1122455546862154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.091990691636965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06766838964833817,0.0,0.19045714687129103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13419690401824655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11826016903987373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06543598327754148,0.0,0.0,0.6303725911053667,0.0,0.0,0.08410038132430701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947799396944047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183163374954333,0.2299908580682331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2846424017149908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10088488837523782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855214618165534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0791026717366307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083852151505737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AlternativeBoi,2018/04/06,"Fear of rabies Ok, to keep things simple, I'm afraid I may have rabies. Here's the story: My sister's dog ran outside to our front yard to pee, peed, found a dead mouse's head, ran back inside, and chewed/licked the mouse's head for a good 2-3 minutes before my brother caught her and stopped her. She hasn't recieved her Rabies shot yet and she is about 6 months old I believe, and so I'm afraid that she might've gotten rabies through the mouse. My parents don't care about giving her a shot for Rabies, (atm, I hope) and my mom thinks I'm an idiot for being afraid for her, so she just made my sister give her a bath and clean her mouth. What's worse is, 6 hours later, she licked my finger and my toe when I was trying to grab her(mom wanted me to bring her to her), there weren't any cuts but now I'm freaking out, and her nose was also literally like a few inches away of mine. I'm freaking out now and I'm super scared because I don't know if it was possible for her to get it, and I don't know if it was possible for her to transfer the disease over to me, and my parents don't care to check if she's alright or if I got rabies, and now I'm afraid that I have rabies and within 5 days I'm going to get the symptons and die a terrible death. What I'm basically asking is; Does anybody know if it was possible for her to get Rabies from the mouse? Is it possible for her to transfer it to me 6 hours afterward by licking me/being close to my face? Should I be worried? I'm sorry if I seem like such an idiot, my parents never explained anything in life and seemed to make very poor parenting decisions, it seems like everyday I find out I could've been in a dangerous situation by them and had died. They Never gave me vaccinations, never teached me anything about sex, I literally found out about why condoms existed a few months ago and I'm 17, I didn't know that hiv/aids existed until like 2 weeks ago. They are also homophobic/anti atheist and would hate me if I ever came out to them.(I'm gay and athiest) Thanks to everyone who comments, sorry if this is all kinda written out terribly, my parents are close and I'm in a rush to get off the pc.",4.592184446086883,4.4871146962305986,5.7333136240453335,83.70867865648354,69.44345898004434,8.455317401658865,28.45536667487887,8.045849151850463,1.6754424078180177,1692,53,362,20,27,566,210,451,0.166,0.7659999999999999,0.068,-0.9934,5,0,0,0,0,0,50.0,1,0,3,1,19,27,5,6,18,2,28,12,8,2,5,68,77,36,4,12,11,9,2,4,0,3,1,0,3,0,15,29,0,2,13,2,3,8,10,15,0,0,20,5,57,12,51,52,3,48,0,0,0,3,40,16,0,15,28,220,72,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142723125230083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287573609212191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05474519211095177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13249516702413155,0.0,0.0752599761639396,0.0,0.07563575945449423,0.061902280580341626,0.0,0.049074232584107855,0.0,0.06850261361438434,0.09069996216927692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920746442871374,0.16415752156550256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427555461924271,0.0,0.0,0.051918146478994114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16710000355400548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07044922166306608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07282009320346472,0.0,0.07692461655614838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905889040710559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07357880981137184,0.0,0.0,0.1765360312390734,0.0,0.0,0.16823918271555566,0.1544527308937358,0.04575203731748608,0.06752257989219627,0.06438606368735443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07948061436916813,0.1652397880507528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995821527899165,0.15855961185213094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155527706300785,0.0,0.0,0.17697063957803202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686205634212248,0.15731992292022892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07617442989153997,0.05373676194905689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08540157202067346,0.0,0.1885696299520485,0.12851437226635498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862679615727194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08447496061481073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4469484697007581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36302274319857736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0805981233112184,0.0,0.0,0.21986229564293414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09048939213657016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18023432430632932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730459405781733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411687657536165,0.0,0.0,0.05348299860562824,0.05158344076348517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05465664355643692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06642388102930742,0.04748309476670284,0.0,0.06457511258434905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07264195560501746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175528893414688,0.08204002132568051,0.05718743046878505,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RJCtv,2018/04/06,"Finally prescribed meds for my anxiety after a long time of not taking any...anyone have experience with these? I have Fluexotine to take when I wake up. It's an SSRI. I have Seroquel to take to help me sleep. I've heard this might not be a good idea to take for sleep, but I'll listen to my doctor and at least try it. And then for when I have bad panic attacks I have beta blockers. Anyone have experience taking any of these? I'm fairly nervous, especially about the beta blockers. 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My anxiety is primary located somewhere in the middle of the chest, I think it's slightly physical. It's really hard to ignore because it's ALWAYS there. It's making me feel insane because it filters through into everything I do. It's like I have this build up of anxiety energy that I need to just get out. But I dont know where to put it so I just sit there anxious as hell. 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I feel like I am cursed, I have trouble job hunting. I get called for final interviews thenmy competition is better than me. (I have MS, research experience and still somehow I suck) I am in long distance relationship that I don't when will become close distance relationship. Everything and everyone I love is away from me. I feel like I am in this vortex that sucks me in with no way of coming out. No coping mechanisms help. I am literally crying since last one hour. I feel alone and suicidal",2.0740559440559423,4.902465434343436,3.947676767676768,80.32356643356644,86.57575757575756,7.0865578865578875,23.77700077700078,8.139509932561175,2.004756954156954,414,16,74,10,13,139,66,99,0.149,0.649,0.202,0.6904,1,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,3,7,2,0,0,0,11,1,0,0,0,12,19,4,1,0,0,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,3,0,0,1,4,3,0,1,0,3,17,4,10,18,0,15,0,0,0,1,6,6,2,1,9,50,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1786758883049374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620856768296984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053179745639126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525775272570397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17615944597534994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14860837323430034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3790042937970628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648476676811827,0.15504742005406474,0.1687550172079699,0.0,0.0,0.2616897825475539,0.24649277890438595,0.0,0.18898426322524173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901331658345166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563470579858225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169894783831511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119679464543322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062462035538198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16856647152900467,0.0,0.0,0.15267237657070087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15570359354684238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11690218333745032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704380223669607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427080885127052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13777253400352574,0.14423218277027833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18870591917275525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693619812259042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BlueZir,2018/04/06,"Did I just nearly have a panic attack? So, I'm having a few problems with anxiety and depression lately. I've had a really bad year and have been trying to get back on my feet in fits and starts, but the last few months have been a bit of a ride. With motivation (and seemingly hope) at a minimum I've fallen into a bit of a negative bubble which I didn't see coming. Fast forward to this evening, I'm in a surprisingly lifted mood after a visit to a friend, and I make note of this. I started to watch some interesting videos on YouTube about plane emergency landings and helicopter crashes (clickbaited back into this streak of morbid curiosity) and started to feel kinda bad, and started to focus on a minor pain in my inner thigh I've been having for few days. I've identified this pain as pretty likely a slightly irritated or inflamed muscle of my inner hip, which I'm fine with, but seems to have come from me constantly tensing random muscles when I'm anxious. I became fixated on the pain tonight and started to have a cascade of negative thoughts. I felt around and became convinced the pain was located in my testicle, which led to me thinking about an operation I had as a child that could potentially raise the chance of me contracting testicular cancer. Still the pain became more obvious, and yet I became less able to tell precisely where it was. At this point I got pale, dizzy, and was shuddering in a way that took effort to stop. The shuddering kept on and started to freak me out, I just couldn't relax my body I could only hold my knees and try to freeze up. By now I started to think I might be having some kinda anxiety attack, so I tried to do deep breathing but couldn't get rid of the feeling of impending doom. I laid down, and when I did I felt like my skin was crawling and was compelled to squirm in the foetal position. Commanded myself to lay on my back, breathe, believe this wasn't anything serious and relax. It worked...and as I really let the tension go as much as I could, I felt all the worry leave, and I felt that pesky adductor muscle spasm and release the tension causing the offending groin pain. I now sit here wondering what in the world just came over me. TL;DR: I had a mini meltdown, does this tend to become a thing and honestly I'd like to know how people deal with these things if that's the case.",8.63356103139946,6.759959172489086,8.760692451653151,71.09789665211065,62.078602620087345,12.042586816385946,37.093366604283645,10.813802987103665,3.8818362237471415,1863,70,347,38,21,615,235,458,0.239,0.679,0.08199999999999999,-0.9978,0,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,0,2,21,32,3,3,33,0,32,16,8,6,3,77,69,35,0,8,8,0,8,3,1,1,8,0,0,1,20,31,0,3,14,3,0,10,6,19,0,0,24,10,37,12,66,37,11,69,1,2,2,0,5,32,0,12,30,242,57,1,0.07828007256343644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976808249809626,0.08843420045989196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06441782982526198,0.06968586092060451,0.0,0.17810976683821125,0.0,0.18057763158231105,0.13072118165930813,0.0,0.08645418999336325,0.0,0.0881948354707012,0.0,0.0,0.1709231297564619,0.08695151363884138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953154896329282,0.0,0.08041519776104399,0.0,0.1348627022441589,0.0,0.08459294893581577,0.0,0.1875008047032807,0.0,0.0,0.05048417085459028,0.08070331754645133,0.06742251179397384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850341902036326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05170324965120237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916151348216595,0.0,0.3006445824622573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06047898988039518,0.0,0.08179621404709765,0.0,0.04448836920278106,0.0,0.06260772504970036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774977488855325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04302068068010785,0.06380870704130838,0.08830333149151906,0.08288729409448277,0.0,0.08004667783329418,0.0,0.11473106812589864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052252556290819145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08304278649251594,0.0,0.0,0.062482407084679725,0.0,0.0575448603547148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059535522619659886,0.4997730981778809,0.0918447987693416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05426954593515362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399997092795485,0.0,0.0,0.07963897599109668,0.0,0.07490345748848662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029643791990743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06237908287789841,0.142526476135676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3878492678600585,0.0,0.06251456706765232,0.0654456458126531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842023375430749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040116037468625,0.10031741937571098,0.0,0.06214563364641236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08697204091538377,0.15944109249497207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06213507796339821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489139949071525,0.0,0.07949721349331634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05040980021785963 anxiety,anothercreativemind,2018/04/06,"Getting a job with social anxiety Hello everyone. I’ve been struggling with social anxiety in a very hard way: finances. I am nineteen years old, in college (actually doing pretty well with that), but I’ve never had a “real” job. Sure, I’ve done summer jobs for friends and family and mowed lawns when I was younger, but nothing in the realm of retail or sales. I have copious amounts of social anxiety around people I don’t know, and have pretty much no self confidence. I fear that if I apply to work even at a local grocery store that they would turn me down and say something like “what have you been doing for 3 years if you haven’t been working?” Has anyone experienced anything similar? Such as, waited until nineteen to get a job? My financial situation is changing as I am slowly transitioning into “adulting”. As soon as I finish my associates and transfer, I will need to support myself in terms of accommodation and transportation- I know that college helps with getting work in some ways, but whilst I’m in college it is crucial that I save money. I really hope I don’t come off lazy or stupid- I am none of those things. I am just incredibly self conscious and socially anxious. Thank you all in advance for giving me feedback and ideas. 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I always feel like at any moment something terrible is going to happen, like tragedy and death are just seconds away, always waiting for me. And I can't shake it, I can ignore it for a little while, but I can never lose it. It hits me right in the chest, almost like it's tight, and it just never goes away",5.509999999999998,5.892224691358027,5.732938271604941,82.81422222222223,67.51851851851852,6.973827160493825,26.076543209876537,5.6839178017228535,0.9312943209876536,324,8,60,1,5,103,55,81,0.133,0.713,0.154,-0.0462,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,7,0,1,2,0,5,3,3,0,2,17,12,5,1,0,4,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,3,0,0,2,3,4,0,1,0,4,8,3,10,11,0,15,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,1,7,43,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19255396937606015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4800103049807033,0.0,0.0,0.13076604218506338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344559506863364,0.19702721629909664,0.0,0.17118181100173807,0.0,0.0,0.361331782030484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16827716803380158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16063638273132486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29168782003615057,0.13737437631942664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10928471727317436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17004433555005502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28183438879131445,0.192728410003758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21512702283376875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966169043834782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642174327600166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480367816578072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mattdiehlson,2018/04/06,"I know I'm overreacting but I can't stop I really need help- I know I am overreacting about a ton of things but I just cant get myself to stop having excessive anxiety. A couple days ago I had to undergo a pre-employment drug test and let me just say that I haven't smoked in a long time. I wasn't worried about passing the test as I know that I don't have anything in my system. My girlfriends friend, however, was over the night before I had to take the drug test and she was smoking a couple rooms away from me. I was no where near any smoke nor could I have enhaled any weed but I could smell it and became paranoid the entire night that it would show up in my drug test. It's a couple days later and I'm still paranoid that somehow I failed because of her smoking even though I know that this is ridiculous. I think this new job is just really important to me and im terrified of losing it over something I can't control. This isn't the only thing I have been freaking out about- I recently freaked out after I was under the impression that I handed my landlord the wrong check; however, I remember specifically handing my landlord the right check BUT I STILL HAVE ANXIETY THAT I DIDN'T HAND IT IN CORRECTLY. Please help me how can I stop....how can I stop overreacting to these things? 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But work has been difficult all week, my husband is shut down in a ptsd episode, and I feel like I can’t breathe. I just need a hug that isn’t coming. 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So it all started back in January, a sudden random episode of panic attacks. Worst experiences of my life, and I'm only 19. Before that I lived an almost normal life (well, kind of). First panic attack I recall was back in sophomore year of high school, had a few that year. Then a few in junior year of high school. Got on SSRIs during my summer going from senior year to freshman year of college. Was on fluvoxamine like 50mg then 100mg, was fine. Then decided to stop taking it like over this summer. Then come January 2018 and I've been having this off again and on again fear of dying due to heart attack irrational fear, existential crises, etc. This is an entirely new phase in my life. Never before has driving triggered panic attacks for me, or flying. So weird! Like I feel like I have LITTLE control over how I feel now. Can you imagine just driving with your friend, all of a sudden you get too hot and you have a panic attack. You get out of the car into the parking garage, and the only thoughts going through your head are ""I'm dizzy, wtf, fast heart rate, I feel like I'll collapse any minute."" Those feelings are mortifying! Went to the doctor, did an EKG, doctor assures I'm healthy. Now I'm back on fluvoxamine, and idk wtf it's doing but it sure as hell isn't working. I've had depressing, debilitating thoughts that have led to panic attacks. I truly want to believe that I won't die, and I know I won't die even from mental anxiety, but I still want to be in CONTROL. I am NOT in CONTROL anymore. I totally regret taking fluvoxamine entirely because now my anxiety is worse than ever before.... Symtpoms: I have dizziness now, like what inspired me to write this today was the fact that starting around 5pm each day I start to have like slightly blurred vision, it's kind of indescribable. One thing that I've noticed is sometimes I feel like I'm rocking back and forth ever so slightly like I'm on an airplane or ship? But it's scary because idk what is going on. Maybe it's in my head and my mind is just scared, but it's creepy. Maybe I'm dehydrated, so I started drinking water to try to fix it to no result. I also have the occasional panic attacks, mostly sparked by driving, flying, etc. Also sparked by heat, terrible thoughts, etc. Luckily I read somewhere that someone has these exact symptoms and then someone else recommended Lexapro to fix that? When I have panic attacks they are sparked because of helpless, intrusive thoughts. For example, I feel a slight uncomfortable pinch just below my heart and I automatically assume heart problem. I feel a twitch in my back or leg, I assume heart problem. This triggers panic attacks. Sometimes it's because of thoughts – example, I think ""what am I gonna do when my dad dies, how am I gonna live?"" Triggers a panic attack. How am I gonna live and then face death? Triggers panic attack. I used to NEVER live in this kind of fear. I even recall in 5th grade telling myself ""the world is filled with lots of bad, but also good, and the good outweighs the bad."" My 5th grade self had less anxiety than my current self. Hypothesis: I'm afraid the SSRIs I'm taking have messed with my serotonin levels and what I'm experiencing is purely all mental because my brain chemistry is all messed up now. I'd like to mention that I suddenly stopped taking the SSRIs that summer because I was like ""my anxiety is gone now, etc."" Maybe that messed up my brain chemistry? Docs - am I helpless? It's truly pissing me off because I can't describe that dizziness symptom. It just makes me feel totally vulnerable. Makes me feel so terrible because there's no doctor that can scientifically test my brain for deficiences, etc. I used to think it was a brain tumor, but these are all insane beliefs. I just don't know what's happening.",3.390754580520735,5.7170851133879825,4.438289938926392,82.41538090646095,75.59836065573771,6.437029893924785,27.567984570877535,7.45546127846077,1.7050227579556414,3021,123,544,39,68,982,291,732,0.236,0.659,0.106,-0.9988,1,0,1,0,0,0,106.0,0,6,1,5,40,65,13,15,24,0,50,25,14,16,16,108,105,43,5,6,15,1,10,11,1,5,9,0,0,2,41,22,2,5,24,3,0,12,10,43,1,2,19,11,65,22,71,80,19,95,2,4,0,0,14,31,2,10,63,345,106,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037194782879590514,0.0,0.0,0.08911316591338724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025259487315983174,0.0,0.11366155443103075,0.0,0.03683729527361696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033066419320132434,0.0,0.464828687859127,0.0,0.1428088760726779,0.06202809794794153,0.181143206583345,0.0,0.09482152676699164,0.0418490547869807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586188086522993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.031996638946114916,0.0,0.0,0.12498191593458285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02395508558628581,0.0,0.03199244462425698,0.0,0.154200223161835,0.0,0.0,0.1140566994723764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03638740206650504,0.0,0.0,0.031029406444410938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071293003527463,0.04906709368570481,0.06719853012457175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03633438169352453,0.0,0.12539343740254552,0.16903206675023585,0.07960796835781304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03159503465773003,0.0,0.0,0.028697695816970112,0.0,0.03881286500230232,0.0,0.06333010964465517,0.06230997406576605,0.029707795266124583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0328466983110392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624180625587312,0.0,0.0,0.2200816522414981,0.0,0.07849026299565233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11604062913553193,0.040827216540431775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870863187530384,0.19961582418285154,0.03722847878985205,0.13119685495476238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03157886756282936,0.0,0.0,0.04958839322741803,0.0,0.14926629691118845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486570144865536,0.0,0.037505287364156085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057296151269740525,0.03587432363033735,0.0,0.0,0.03639365658975485,0.0,0.042289181720836885,0.0,0.0,0.02517002824843243,0.056500028251866674,0.0,0.4358098742498664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108440940878677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03715448354478649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03718805606427846,0.0751842959228247,0.0,0.0,0.07749948639630347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06294471294002497,0.0,0.07347358553124522,0.0,0.10516407985076896,0.0,0.02966359116422037,0.062108816294416926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035008187323036656,0.07721457384112104,0.11171195992971934,0.0,0.0324658705426493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.024677109948973118,0.04760130405750696,0.0,0.14744264861769152,0.0,0.0,0.03520857809946343,0.0,0.0,0.025218630922875938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06416172588965348,0.0,0.0,0.04381749643155304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033397304995818645,0.0344332603515895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027041588690425684,0.0,0.037853349274564976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959898104344105 anxiety,Sulagreen,2018/04/06,"How can you get people to understand? My anxiety has really frustrated my boyfreind for a long time now. A lot of times when i think hes mad he is only frustrated, but i dont really know the difference. Either way he shuts down. He often gets frustrated when i share my anxieties with him unless they are somethimg he beleives are a legitimate threat to me in which case he is very supportive and loving. Based on what hes said I think when i get anxious, he doesnt want to indulge me because he thinks it will encourage me to keep being anxious. Hes even at times purposefuly made my anxiety worse for the sake of trying to make me tuffen up. I try to explain that this doesnt work but he thinks im not listenimg to him when i do, and then he gets frustrated. He says i win, but then continues the behavior. Not always, but when i give my side to things nomatter what kinds of language i use to try and come off as not angry or try to not come off as attacking him, he temd to feel attacked and wont hear me or try to understamd my point of view. He is trying so hard to be a good boyfriend. Its so hard not knowing when things are bad, or when my anxiety is making things seem bad. Sometimes i need reassurance or calmness from him but it feels hard to get. He thinks im silly. I dont even really know what i need from him. Do any of you know what i am looking for from him? I think havimg a list would help us. 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Before my daughter took her to go box in, she asked if she could eat one shrimp and then she gave one to her friend. I quickly asked the friend if she had shrimp before. She said yes and that she eats it at her grandparents all the time. Maybe an hour later, my dd (9) said she didn’t believe she had really eaten shrimp before because of the way she was eating. I’M high anxiety and this brought on an immediate attack. I went to tell her dad. I had only met him once before. He told me he was allergic to shrimp but didn’t know if she was. When she repeated about eating at grandparents, he didn’t confirm nor deny. He didn’t seem overly concerned but I am a wreck. How long does it take for allergic reactions to start? I never give food or even candy without talking to parents first. I feel absolutely awful. My anxiety is out of control right now. How can I calm down and stop worrying?",2.8194360692350666,4.89462866834171,3.9015661641541035,86.781450307091,76.38693467336684,7.035287548855388,24.62339475153545,7.984000788550335,1.41745873813512,791,27,157,13,18,256,125,199,0.133,0.794,0.073,-0.909,3,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,1,0,0,2,8,7,2,0,7,2,14,8,0,3,2,24,34,16,0,4,7,4,1,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,4,7,6,2,3,1,0,5,7,2,0,3,20,3,29,5,21,13,1,33,0,0,0,0,38,10,0,5,17,99,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2516731907614439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20503817150302608,0.24951251558283874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06684888455878152,0.0,0.3732568452606436,0.12355142365493335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542401465356748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299516061107345,0.08755611457253573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596587940807493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4488460581074935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243065954938621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055448358382900687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09327836751055904,0.13260362096458167,0.0,0.2541735667759409,0.0,0.0,0.1051976998275825,0.0623233925405518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11586383235565825,0.0,0.0,0.10799489498100527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0602673196935366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704734249289693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11017013156540076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457802805055413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11507173098567895,0.1167863587849722,0.14861950117430972,0.08340282668981303,0.0,0.0,0.12176657720950565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07025222977279556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0936506748543918,0.20862718392286156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09983208733879648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07761926672574329,0.0,0.0,0.09168226993128184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08245211127739477,0.08814209206516968,0.0958493458492395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06394474357671685,0.0,0.0,0.10478665770426702,0.12183842076377023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704452250878596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165769237023163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057101712155395,0.0,0.0,0.11136699616569193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061867681749197 anxiety,BrittNicole1994,2018/04/06,"New job causing panic attacks Hi everyone. I recently started a new job working in a rehab facility. It is related to my major and what I want to do as a future career. However, my job duties are more related to the nursing side of things( I am not a nursing major, or trained medical professional). I take people’s blood pressure, get their blood alcohol levels and administer medications. However, I am freaking out and being majorly anxious. I had a panic attack Sunday night. I had a panic attack today. I tried to focus on my homework tonight but I couldn’t stop crying and couldn’t concentrate to finish my homework that is due tomorrow. The reason I am freaking out is because I have to give out controlled substances, like narcotics to the clients. I feel like I haven’t received much training on this at all, and I feel very over my head. I don’t understand a lot of the medication terms and I will be on my own in a week. I was not aware of how much nursing would be involved when I signed up for the job. It is my responsibility to make rounds every hour to check on the clients, and if I don’t and someone dies due to withdrawal, then I will be held responsible. If I make a mistake with the medications, then I will be held responsible. You can imagine this is horrible for someone with an anxiety disorder. I feel like a failure. I keep thinking about suicide. Because I feel like I’ve failed everyone. I already have a main job, so it’s not like I need this one, I was just doing it to get experience in my field. However, it seems like I will be getting the nursing side of things the most. I see my therapist tomorrow afternoon. I am thinking about texting my supervisor and just telling her that I don’t think I can do the job because it requires me to pass the meds, and then just not go in tomorrow. I’ll probably break down in my therapy session because I’ll obviously lose the job, but is any job worth my mental health? I hate my anxiety, it makes me feel suicidal and I am at the end of my rope :(",4.302283505602362,5.616555375314863,6.007403804395032,76.3752644836272,70.81360201511335,9.304577434204813,33.84078867367324,9.668497473035632,3.4168574481021463,1592,80,299,38,29,547,186,397,0.188,0.74,0.073,-0.9938,11,0,1,0,0,1,43.0,0,1,1,5,8,19,4,4,25,0,40,10,3,7,2,63,67,23,3,8,12,0,6,6,0,5,7,0,2,0,15,16,1,7,12,0,2,3,10,13,0,1,6,7,54,6,41,48,12,49,0,2,2,0,8,20,0,6,31,213,69,17,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07547366826577097,0.0,0.0,0.07793336833833757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048025526677634385,0.0,0.10805159950920393,0.0797829990403394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410288884192414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722025825665904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07254846668408398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07920881717104555,0.0,0.0,0.07757518497638059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329470743523317,0.0,0.08093917468604285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06255031906326322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059502260485931935,0.13496510221744373,0.0,0.06908207579627168,0.0,0.0,0.17854356463153284,0.15135756954580984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11069157463208032,0.06774726201469196,0.040136231219973915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06972481451896566,0.07247876519599004,0.07506811012980769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954865418653365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5606531948830749,0.06277226793816541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2070146764619004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790081920469972,0.0,0.06004048014183198,0.0,0.0,0.14142262699473718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844535816604155,0.2845777996406833,0.07117058032858697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038309051154684,0.05236547619637338,0.0,0.13641474706105264,0.0,0.0662741629568764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047855439344448636,0.0,0.0,0.2485798521601797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04896055042899074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07614269041453271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261139722628462,0.06973091555363686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05627676038798782,0.06429181046258703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196759440404163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04998676595472891,0.0,0.0,0.059043332442785035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15449847746371748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05309911524234292,0.0,0.06172692708897683,0.0,0.08076265551847385,0.08199783266821285,0.0938365206986147,0.135755587750436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06694160042303847,0.0,0.0,0.04794784696178829,0.0,0.0,0.07352021451029883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058270722001299714,0.04165481107150476,0.0,0.05664887951887365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141381227622537,0.0,0.0,0.05016799396808712,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EmberTraveler,2018/04/06,"Anxiety or brain damage/CTE? Hey everyone! Long story short, I'm pretty confused on to what is causing my anxiety. I've had two concussions in my life (almost three?) That I'd say could lead to CTE/anxiety. I was around 12 years old and went ice skating. I remember every detail of flipping and hitting my head and also my back at the same time, I was conscious but anxious/confused for like 10 seconds and snapped back into it, no blood or anything. Just a lump. I also have a speech impediment (sometimes, it depends on my state) but I can think of my words clearly. I'm told I'm smart all the time but I talk really fast and sometimes stutter.... I don't recall having any anxiety at all in my life until I got really high (it was my 3rd time smoking too, all in a month) and had a bad trip, that's when I first started getting anxiety attacks. I remember getting them super bad throughout middle/high school. I also had a pretty tough home life with a lot of negative verbal abuse and fighting my brother (no blows to the head here, just a lot of grappling around with my non-blood related schizophrenic older brother). This led to a lot of toxic environment and embarrassing moments with kids my age at the time. I kinda went into hermit mode and played games all day, almost never going outside while dealing with a negative and verbally abusive mom. Eventually I grew out my awkward stage and started facing my anxiety, I remember my road trip from home and how anxious yet excited I was to be away from the negativity. I remember driving on the highway with other my now friends and getting that hint of anxiety/panic but at that moment I got fed up with that feeling and said ""Screw this, I'm going to embrace it and have fun"". That ended up being one of the best trips ever! I went through this tranquil stage where I started traveling and exercising. Then I got my second concussion when I got into a fight, no intense bleeding or unconciousnes but I remember still being dazed and still being punched pretty badly, after that I was still in my adventurous and tranquil state. Now it's been like 3 years since then and I recently been on two lots of antibiotics and smoked weed again which has brought my anxiety back these past few months. Keep in mind, when I first started getting anxiety, it was after my first bad trip with weed. It took me almost a year to get out that funk. Now that I've smoked weed again, I'm back in that funk. I'm also a kickboxer but my fights were so far apart and I've only took damage in that one fight I've mentioned.... I hear stories about football players killing them selves and wrestler Chris Benoit who had a degenerative brain issue after so many concussions in his career. I'm hoping my brain isn't going through the same thing. A part of me think my anxiety is PTSD related, maybe brain damage, and maybe it's the weed that unlocked the deep hard memories from my mind. I didn't experience this all until I smoked weed though lol",5.7697353898401005,6.577691561954628,6.3272166407244965,77.2827083628131,67.06282722513089,9.196339795292676,32.58945332767322,9.287647586759268,2.9364696853921983,2367,98,429,43,37,771,264,573,0.182,0.715,0.103,-0.9938,0,0,3,0,6,0,67.0,0,0,2,6,33,32,7,3,24,1,28,17,8,5,8,87,67,48,1,2,11,3,2,2,1,0,7,4,2,1,30,37,1,1,9,4,0,18,10,19,0,10,27,6,56,13,61,34,14,108,0,2,0,1,22,33,1,14,55,295,86,3,0.0,0.13400932556785689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698854453987047,0.0,0.0,0.18089788955490596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0384571788567818,0.0,0.3893579079706143,0.12777492621454856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653733176768662,0.10068622423251128,0.0,0.06433586270213533,0.05313229924218527,0.17393944447915471,0.18887363999827245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059347649225289185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25252214893214703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058094300095503336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04515202896907125,0.0,0.0,0.03647124739298975,0.058302446288548124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05008812967135942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051154361519409726,0.04764734990310825,0.05403769031248589,0.0,0.05531853429797386,0.0,0.0,0.028594300880243693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14430885515831976,0.0,0.0,0.04369179813528538,0.0,0.14772996702838753,0.0,0.09641911267466707,0.0,0.18091863571072486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050659325461238296,0.0,0.11607697111456967,0.0,0.06373801453612966,0.0,0.0,0.11950021173349985,0.11345217876342263,0.056168720347555386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05902541054435983,0.0,0.05026585864529589,0.06256621325452427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11983267497618015,0.05525672830973638,0.0,0.0,0.05004658373665605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231335026976726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733467232086373,0.11362781448796082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11420244015211588,0.06623281156202533,0.09027825110007323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361625217530415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05934162515494176,0.0,0.07664195761944269,0.04301020968308375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124011332971405,0.053985113986543536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17260060409003808,0.0,0.0,0.06610605474959005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245709175948531,0.0,0.05583810270928719,0.0,0.3203109564677239,0.0,0.053793733871189915,0.04497227944099173,0.0,0.0572334639922746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04678025234212437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1118623978657016,0.0,0.16011068544415102,0.0,0.13548707659815054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04545421314948863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03757051832067995,0.07247224937923667,0.055561878927960134,0.0,0.13190329098049808,0.0,0.0,0.05403769031248589,0.12566231223780816,0.0,0.0,0.1104858274594177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572723193544756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10925255958380747 anxiety,digydongopongo,2018/04/06,"Anxiety and freetime I feel like I only get anxiety when I shouldn't have it. When I'm at school, work, working on school work I'm fine. When I finish my shit and have free time I get this overwhelming off feeling like I'm doing something wrong or there's something I should be doing. Like I only get anxious when there's literally nothing to be anxious about. Kind of like a feeling of impending doom. Its fucking annoying. Anyone else get this. I want to relax. ",2.2187912087912096,4.790319285714286,3.6491098901098944,85.10839010989012,81.41758241758242,6.277362637362637,26.68241758241759,7.554174236665415,1.7592672527472528,369,16,68,6,10,121,53,91,0.198,0.579,0.223,0.1486,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,7,14,3,1,1,0,8,2,1,0,0,9,20,7,0,3,1,0,3,4,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,9,9,8,16,0,9,1,2,0,1,0,3,2,1,10,39,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373314577335532,0.3504809840965941,0.0,0.10846291975861633,0.15893790525913945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958214940703716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352987164766799,0.22163431041268286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434051590855374,0.3241734243710881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615327293789892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30313353471926263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14884101264816302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2359502143733061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139777322130893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592275833130222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388366076519993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045122661781006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914932965187052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3387857765340096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959844479604666,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Too_Luvly,2018/04/06,"excess swallowing and salivating when I think about it. I had this problem for three years. Whenever I think about swallowing, I have the urge to swallow. Most of the time, saliva is over produced, and will build up if I don't swallow. I usually have a panic attack when there's too much saliva built up in my mouth. This problem is also kind of contagious. Whenever people around me that hear me swallowing they sometimes end up swallowing as well.There's always something that triggers this process such as people near me, silence, other people swallowing, etc. I think it has to do with self consciousness, and swallowing only makes me more self conscious. Maybe it has to do with past bad memories of me swallowing in a dead silent room in class. This is painful, frustrating, and exhausting, and every part of my life is being affected. I would like to see some kind of psychologist, but I don't have that kind of money. Any help is appreciated. Edit: more info and experiences.",5.592130885873903,7.638197474860338,5.876875498802876,75.70107541899444,68.66480446927375,9.583559457302474,30.66280925778133,9.957137785484203,3.332045171588188,784,32,132,20,14,250,105,179,0.122,0.8240000000000001,0.054000000000000006,-0.7408,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,1,1,9,12,2,1,4,0,18,14,2,4,0,26,24,13,1,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,1,2,11,9,9,0,6,0,1,0,2,8,0,1,1,3,17,4,26,20,7,17,0,0,1,0,5,10,0,3,8,98,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11403419138946347,0.11865152581250192,0.0,0.0,0.09697035835726588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269409189091476,0.0,0.1622238512264076,0.0,0.0,0.119061935244139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629797681637267,0.0,0.15903254274512804,0.0,0.0,0.12014351370091868,0.0,0.0,0.1394865212201404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16071636803018302,0.0,0.0955792788328244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44547623831442507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10071996768687197,0.06966533824282722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518412233531466,0.0,0.1432571267289853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482467110865833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10845089447465504,0.15173249276744266,0.16730600725575182,0.0,0.15441787234413099,0.1361242817297766,0.29657491227551164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728907585397822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363077095728315,0.0,0.2975180325056842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097775808424184,0.14103136436680205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2741098100084277,0.0,0.0,0.08314903598698331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570496535285243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128211178362366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10129630406356616,0.0,0.0,0.09182732733936264 anxiety,throwaway7374748482,2018/04/06,There is a flea or some other flying bug in my room and it disappeared before I could kill it and now I’m scared to sleep. Idk what to do. I’ve been waiting for the bug to show up for an hour but I still haven’t seen it. 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Hello everyone, I don’t have anxiety. But I have a girlfriend of a year and six months who does. Recently, three days ago she had a real bad panic attack that came out of nowhere about a fear that she may stop loving me one day. She has always had anxiety and I have always told her that its okay. I have always told her that I love her just the same and that I don’t think there is anything wrong with her. She’s always had anxiety off and on about different things that she overthinks and I try to help her the best way that I can. Anyways, this is the worst I’ve seen her. Her anxiety is beyond the roof, so much so she just told me we needed to take some space away from each other. I understand that and respect her decision, after all, her mental health is important. We are a year and six months strong and I want to know that in the event she gets better, or she doesn’t need space anymore, what can I do to help her? I always listen to her and that all her anxieties, over thoughts, etc. with seriousness so she never feels silly. But is there anything else I can do? I told her before she left that she needs to do what is best for her, not for us. But for her, if she feels like we need to take a break or stop dating I am fine with that. I just want to make sure she feels better. She is always a positive ray of light in everyone’s life and I want to make sure that with or without me she is going to be okay and she is going to shine. Thank you for reading, A concerned boyfriend. 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Hey everyone. So, I have an intrusive thought like once a day. In the past I've been able to shrug them off but the older I get the worse and more dramatic the intrusive thoughts become. Especially in the mornings. Like in the past my intrusive thoughts used to be so mild and now they're horribly violent, dramatic and offensive. It freaks me out how vivid and detailed the thoughts are becoming. Once I start ruminating on the intrusive thought, I get a full mental picture that I cannot get out of my head for hours. In general I just feel really bad that I'm having these horrible thoughts you know? It takes me so long to feel 'clean' and even after doing something calming like a shower or prayer I just feel so disgusted at the end of the day. I'm going to talk to my Psychiatrist about it but I don't know if it will help at all. I have this deep rooted need to be clean and perfect and not have these thoughts anymore. My perfectionism kicks my generalized anxiety into full gear. Any advice is much appreciated. I'm tired of going to bed feeling terrible. I've had GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder) diagnosis since I was 14 and I'm turning 21 this year. Somehow I feel like I'm getting worse with age not better. I've never been diagnosed with OCD because I have no compulsions with my obsessions. Just really, really obsessed for some reason. :( TLDR; Does anyone here know how to minimize your obsessions? Or just how to deal with the intrusive thoughts in general? Do you find your thoughts get worse or better with age? 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I get this intense rush through my body which happens in seconds. The rush isn't a euphoric or enjoyable one, its more like a survival mode feeling. My mind becomes foggy and my vision narrows drastically. If someone says something I am rarely able to understand and have to ask twice what they said. My body becomes clumsy and I have horrible fine motor skills. It is like I become 80% stupider and have 0 presence in the moment. I do things that I normally wouldn't do or say in this mode. Once it's over It feels like it was a dream, hardly able to remember details or feelings from that time. It seems like everything new or exciting is accompanied and ruined by this feeling. Some examples: I went to tutor kids at an after school program. The kids weren't that much younger than me which made me feel anxious as soon as I saw them. I was trying to help one student sign up for the SAT and I couldn't for the life of me figure out basic controls on the mac-book we were using, despite the fact that I am studying computer science and have used mac exclusively for the past few years and know all the controls. I worked for a moving company for my first job and I was in this mode for most of the day at work. I had such a hard time hearing and understanding what my boss was saying. He would tell me how to stack the furniture in the truck and I would have to ask him two or three times. My boss had a system which I could never remember because of the brain fog I had during this time. I keep feeling like I'm stupid in these situations. I really can't understand how I go from programming a computer, memorizing functions and programs character for character, and then can't even remember someones name or what they said. I feel worried about my future because if I ever work in a place that needs me to use my brain I will be unable to at times because of this fog that engulfs my brain. Thanks for reading, ",4.410736673530089,5.772670770685582,5.269674368946848,81.58516129032259,70.60756501182033,8.200381300999009,29.957218027911228,8.654491914285503,2.3208681308625017,1708,69,327,29,31,557,215,423,0.08900000000000001,0.8290000000000001,0.08199999999999999,-0.6941,1,0,1,0,0,0,35.0,1,0,3,9,8,14,3,0,24,0,32,8,7,10,4,75,66,31,0,12,11,0,10,5,0,4,1,6,0,3,28,17,0,3,18,2,0,6,7,5,0,7,15,18,47,9,48,44,6,43,0,1,2,0,23,19,1,14,22,227,75,15,0.140985862360362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888487649474677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23891084165545245,0.0,0.049290296523471486,0.07222833846329367,0.0,0.0,0.13180274961448893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289155096671195,0.2335617124205528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349052651422199,0.0,0.3147736984365847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15812763290835247,0.0562828694853588,0.0,0.0,0.04546210887652382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05888779854567994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04655991620984167,0.06376489204894792,0.0,0.0,0.06335450113430466,0.06895561322719115,0.0,0.0,0.2851467526423214,0.10072032824054994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059961251250531374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03682964705320582,0.0,0.040062757299933416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06979908475123148,0.06233666623615373,0.0,0.12629564022933598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945065671024877,0.0,0.047249925842859614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06995335695860924,0.06265735618748378,0.0,0.0,0.038741071427211435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049791242016209374,0.17219642719572756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670211593045715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117776521619787,0.0,0.0,0.07492282981694616,0.05182041543805078,0.05226961525741655,0.054368494277514966,0.0680825122030766,0.0,0.0,0.06906810549011216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0750726710665013,0.09553566907817793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06729347925290692,0.0,0.0,0.07365010942770335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06745221486112668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07051200756849356,0.0,0.045159576788689135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23956424775443494,0.0,0.13410984054232564,0.1681764247606847,0.0,0.07134260979232432,0.056173739400037455,0.06417411701709888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2377110245536783,0.0,0.0,0.1194568636615186,0.0542689023955206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0616139289531921,0.06490042000671692,0.0,0.0,0.046832371156312336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20552497530149705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786007299381216,0.0,0.06886135073951903,0.22015688227593325,0.0,0.1826497774926152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534765344248418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395908039779022,0.07158899342178247,0.0,0.10015231153879643,0.0,0.0,0.0453951364785022 anxiety,Kamotiko,2018/04/06,"What should i expect from cognitive behavioral therapy? Hello all, I got diagnosed today with severe anxiety today, and will be getting cognitive behavioral therapy soon. I'm not sure what I should expect from it (I had to go and to be honest, I was too scared to ask what it was. You know, what if that makes me look stupid?) How does it work and does it actually help? I'm having a hard time to stop thinking about it, and at the same time I'm scared to post this. So hopefully someone can help/give advise ",3.6129,5.292819090000002,4.979000000000003,81.62950000000002,73.1,9.0,25.5,9.516144504307137,2.2855,399,13,78,10,8,133,64,100,0.153,0.763,0.085,-0.638,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,2,2,0,10,1,0,2,2,20,22,7,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,4,2,7,3,10,13,2,9,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,2,6,52,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.17140557828238248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13436903810973005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16420570143337784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1782774290223864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074187489355625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09176801008483043,0.0,0.09982391388696148,0.0,0.14048049559949174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15734470071750226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23546419899115495,0.0,0.0,0.17445653711937825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0965306843232432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749876343403392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172453558765708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1682207266885145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517054361990037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19843047002088574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488246500618887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14684828032470268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554468149266965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.401734000662542,0.0,0.0,0.11254713998931176,0.0,0.0,0.20484169157424048,0.0,0.33298455549853795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12787269290765413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,llnashll,2018/04/07,"What to do when anxiety is extremely high? Hello, 27F and suffer from ADD and anxiety. Went to my first therapy appointment last month and go again soon. I’m at an all-time high for my stress levels. I’m a teacher and our state test is next week. Been having a rough few months. Finally thought I was catching a break; I was going to get my first tattoo this weekend. I was so excited, andddd my car’s transmission died. So instead, the big trip and experience I planned got shot to shit. Had to cancel the tattoo appointment that I’ve had for months, and my anxiety will not calm down. So, any advice on how to keep my anxiety levels down and controlled would be welcome. Thank you.",2.3370676691729315,4.8251965037594005,3.641315789473687,85.87671052631579,80.203007518797,7.409022556390978,24.53759398496241,8.418075326091056,1.8526481203007519,537,20,104,12,14,175,90,133,0.172,0.767,0.061,-0.9126,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,1,1,0,4,8,7,1,1,6,0,13,1,1,2,0,14,23,12,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,1,1,0,6,1,3,0,2,9,1,12,4,13,11,1,30,0,1,0,0,4,9,1,0,13,66,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1539019585498458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071017692245441,0.0,0.4819319339340831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17664365274213994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16345459142595065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15405999790795422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17252770127264686,0.0,0.2679297539354641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228445926908487,0.0,0.17901568899051706,0.0,0.12596286666314058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328035097693717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13998848986169618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837916807568453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37713220402841896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16749735718274286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16166600478189855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18040960041000648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14499992245036614,0.18010886900547382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12503316736848738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263327159696703,0.0,0.0,0.14599912728597042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11187968741070872,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hibiki777,2018/04/07,"Having An anxiety attack right now, can't calm down Can't go to hospital or counseling (no insurance). Is there a trick that y'all use? Thanks",1.0782142857142851,3.7018403928571466,3.1542857142857166,84.91571428571432,91.5,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.3432571428571443,113,4,22,4,4,38,26,28,0.267,0.636,0.097,-0.47,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,2,4,2,0,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,2,7,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,14,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3596128849487579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5347882821056091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671595046356675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4014490688486798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.432790083064754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4060015449545961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pissfight69,2018/04/07,"freaking out need someone to talk to I don't know what's happening the anxiety doesn't usually affect me so much anymore. But when it does it comes out of nowhere and makes me feel really strange and disconnected from reality. I feel like I'm going insane. I'm trying hard to stay calm but need a distraction and everyone is asleep right now so I don't have anybody to talk to, I'm 21/F/UK if that's important or not idk lol",2.9204012841091505,4.334458696629216,4.880930979133229,82.71426966292137,74.3932584269663,9.130658105939006,28.4446227929374,9.606745405546679,2.6024016051364365,340,14,72,9,7,117,63,89,0.16699999999999998,0.75,0.083,-0.7352,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,1,2,1,5,1,1,2,0,18,17,10,0,3,5,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,2,0,0,0,3,5,2,9,17,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,4,38,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17830330445547646,0.0,0.23114980284643444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007752395828059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396729617881396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2227151085300826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357015182202871,0.1665102903116127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13246305815770584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20610926460148696,0.0,0.208791254824478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12809305058898365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386967292046438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558074001972844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17133844913710938,0.3456473569149762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14931512581006134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1990465262569589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974854271770153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484291222488847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746770062227765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15824401662992685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25670144049586346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AphoticcRose,2018/04/07,"I think i'm getting separation anxiety.. Lately when my husband leaves the house, I feel an overwhelming sense of sadness and dread. It's slowly getting stronger, some mornings when I hear him leaving for work (at around 5 am) I'll cry and try to fall back asleep, other times when he's just going away for a few hours I'll feel sad and anxious but not as severely. I am heavily pregnant at the moment, and I realise that makes me super sensitive to emotions, but I've never ever felt anxiety about him leaving before, even while pregnant. I'm a little embarrassed to tell him, because even though he tries his best to understand how I'm feeling, he doesn't entirely get it. Neither do I to be honest... I'm just frustrated with myself because I feel like I'm being unreasonable, but I can't stop the way it makes me feel.",6.617736369910282,6.393339993788822,7.217722567287788,75.17715665976536,65.2111801242236,10.136922015182883,35.901311249137336,9.725611199111238,3.4572023464458237,653,29,120,12,9,216,104,161,0.103,0.7440000000000001,0.153,0.8839,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,3,13,10,1,3,6,0,7,1,1,3,2,27,27,14,0,0,6,1,6,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,1,8,0,0,2,5,6,0,0,1,7,16,4,15,24,4,20,0,3,0,0,10,5,0,1,13,74,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21231175935904845,0.15676647981275713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123531473710775,0.0,0.0,0.13037555588284142,0.10670275937314083,0.0,0.16918136074316212,0.0,0.11807994517165098,0.0,0.14562672552185846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242832202161016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15609346888274014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1833077338981589,0.1255221101674006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3508221858939513,0.09913470980082724,0.13323745966573144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2174990751003047,0.0,0.0788641158766777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639976425900212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13665690464988656,0.16011773941237126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565344896168617,0.4408005923779458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06779423036834425,0.1390803402205913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525523538022529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070251655581768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676647981275713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11601488405806602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12128790827360267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891587540593399,0.1363372365669527,0.0,0.0809157759481299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18842648868087414,0.0,0.0,0.1444606665892677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11014627140357204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010235571643846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CasualSexist,2018/04/07,"Hello I'm going through the beginning phases of divorce. My wife left me after cheating....after years of depression on her end. I tried to support her the best I could. I'm fairly sure she has something mental going on regarding obsession. She has now moved on to another man and has put him on a pedestal. She barely knows him. She still turns to me for support and love when she needs it. I have a problem saying no after taking care of her for so long. She hasn't even taken time to mourn our relationship. I just realized how few real friends I have to talk to. Maybe two. I'm a fucking mess. The Ativan I was prescribed doesn't do shit. I just need a shoulder to cry on. Now I'm dealing with depression on top of my overwhelming anxiety.",1.7804054054054037,4.202145351351351,3.485067567567569,86.55165540540544,81.97297297297297,6.402702702702705,24.790540540540533,7.6454224807358475,1.4979513513513516,584,23,113,10,16,194,92,148,0.153,0.682,0.165,0.4644,0,0,1,0,1,0,19.0,1,0,0,2,9,16,2,2,7,0,10,4,2,1,1,14,28,5,1,4,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,4,3,9,0,1,2,1,23,7,23,25,2,23,0,4,0,2,22,8,2,0,11,79,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581140697573205,0.12096778742486433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659459921531328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612224348304182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625265436472746,0.0,0.1736966139935391,0.0,0.16302342924452554,0.2723915054571731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400548207369709,0.0,0.0,0.10444231188356476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12216960376965967,0.14618715079366928,0.0,0.0,0.1797360190244824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08690322908804983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17180696109858326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13993865132766362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14271704795088194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15886122413894901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935622741724226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1680654562107371,0.0,0.23450039876124584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130751589011435,0.0,0.15896270978972368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17998472934427384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16977071561636914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12575004450291172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16231652250675427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1217349619794552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12628153849114845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3588844517426663,0.14903413853248404,0.0,0.11889287181791272,0.12709761207218415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220593728544378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735879866839863,0.17199828329889374,0.1544684624913513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018295003091638 anxiety,iforgottotakemymeds,2018/04/07,"Tips on navigating Unfamiliar places? I get really anxious when I'm alone in unfamiliar places. I don't drive so I always feel like I don't have a way out of the situation. I want to plan a trip, possibly out of the country soon, and I'm really nervous as how to react when being alone. I won't be traveling alone, but in the case that they have to leave or use the restroom etc. If anyone has any tips for moments like that, I'd appreciate them. :)",3.111102484472049,4.380899706521742,5.440062111801243,79.46891304347827,73.67391304347827,9.170186335403725,26.186335403726712,9.606745405546679,2.276942236024845,351,12,74,9,7,124,61,92,0.1,0.7440000000000001,0.156,0.8436,0,3,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,1,5,3,0,1,6,0,8,0,0,3,0,11,14,9,0,2,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,1,8,2,12,11,1,15,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,6,46,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5957702220880853,0.0,0.0,0.1595472656846762,0.0,0.0,0.1303932285945774,0.0,0.0,0.21661736063110587,0.0,0.13407261717788135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2138464480428373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09695207298135523,0.13698272238832473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017888952665567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20303035232103728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1873539198679238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4006655923324556,0.0,0.0,0.21616376577411425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2456736143927189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21552950203069465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16560618365477225,0.0,0.0,0.11309621523922025,0.1521983183094835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Meggkatee,2018/04/07,"Struggling with the breathing techniques Hey guys. So as the title suggests, I've been trying to use the breathing method to help me cope with my anxiety. A lot of my anxiety comes in a physical form, usually me sweating like crazy EVERYWHERE on my body, chills, and my body will start to shake. In my mind I am calm, I just can't shake the physical feelings. This is always happening when I'm at work, never in my ""safe space"". Therefore my way of coping has been the slow breathing, and counting. But I'm running into a problem where the entire time I'm doing the exercise, I can feel my anxiety getting worse. And I know it's because in my mind, I know I'm doing the exercise to relieve my anxiety, and so I'm constantly thinking about my anxiety while breathing. If that makes sense? It's SO HARD for it to be successful because i can't stop the thought in the back of my head, ""you're doing this because your anxiety is really bad"". So with every deep breath and quiet moment, it's just like, now is the perfect time to dwell on the fact that normal people don't do this. This is your pathetic coping mechanism. Feel anxiety forever. Any suggestions? Thanks for listening. 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I haven't been in many relationships, but I have come to notice a pattern. I normally have high feelings of self worth, but once I am in love with someone, their perception of me becomes the lenses to which I see myself through. In the past, my boyfriend has commented on other girl's bodies. These girls had ""fitness bodies"" that were really curvy and womanly. I have vocalized the self-esteem issues and distress these comments have given me. He has since made it clear that he only said those things to make me jealous and that I am the only woman he is attracted to. I am thin and not overweight, but I feel like I lack curves. Recently, my self esteem has gone down the drain due to my obsessive habit of comparing myself to those girls. I cannot sleep at night because I stay up searching up pictures of models with large butts and hips and skinny waists. Doing this gives me extreme anxiety, however. To the point where I have a nauseous feeling in my stomach. Despite my boyfriend making it clear that he loves my body, I have an irrational fear that I do not posses a body that he would find 100% ideal. My need to have this kind of body is beginning to scare me. I have found myself considering hip surgery to make my hip-to-waste ratio ideal. I also have considered getting a breast reduction because I feel as though my breast size makes my butt look smaller in comparison. I look at my breasts and they seem foreign to me, like they do not belong there. Lately, when I am walking, I feel like I am physically out of balance. I feel like I SHOULD have thicker and more solid thighs to ground me. I imagine myself tipping over. I look at girls with ""pear-shaped"" bodies and want to cry. I think I look like a boy. I talked to my friends about this and compared myself to an ""upside down triangle"". They all said I was more like a rectangle. To someone else, I may sound irrational, but I am trying to honestly express my thoughts right now as I experience them. How can I stop obsessively comparing myself to these girls? How can I make these weird fears go away? 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I went to a house party with mostly new people, started talking to this cute girl, and today I played DnD (I know, nerd shit) with a new group for like 3 hours! I've been having so much more fun putting myself out there. I used to stop myself from entering new situations and pursuing new relationships just because of the *possibility* of an anxiety flare-up, but I've found that not giving a fuck really helps? Thinking ""screw anxiety - I'm doing this anyway"" has opened so many doors for me. Plus, the new friends I've surrounded myself are super chill. They'll understand if I need a minute or if I have to leave early. Reminding myself that there's no real pressure has taken the pressure my anxiety fabricated off my shoulders, but I know it's not that simple for many people. Idk, maybe something flipped in my brain chemistry. I still have bad days, but now I feel like I can get through them. :')",6.4076885735623605,7.192960956310685,6.800679611650487,74.52882374906646,65.6504854368932,9.8336071695295,30.409260642270354,9.851270322608157,2.9253992531740107,871,30,153,18,13,283,133,206,0.14300000000000002,0.69,0.16699999999999998,0.9105,0,0,1,0,0,0,30.0,0,0,2,2,10,15,3,2,8,0,15,6,3,1,0,32,31,14,0,3,9,0,1,2,1,1,1,0,1,1,7,12,0,1,6,1,0,4,3,7,0,0,7,1,22,8,21,22,3,26,0,0,0,2,10,7,3,4,17,98,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3435680005279915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937470444391116,0.0684433377743754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253388515094985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671714698397224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240971583184856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415824705945982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056770890746851765,0.08021108706370232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231065121062784,0.08674533813084254,0.10379876364247156,0.05866037329137262,0.10770683385233466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07525725902091038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11057074660076976,0.1295531904239431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12340958404216575,0.0,0.12665393987995036,0.1188856885208532,0.0,0.0,0.07930493710929226,0.10970625576888662,0.11253157749386074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22766357757557176,0.1127978660698171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253690048450978,0.08325236292291834,0.0,0.5421916716548159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23351729856907946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657604064381658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11286992496843215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277964053545911,0.07192785823545716,0.0,0.0,0.1205440443158284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363085060121965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152512670468992,0.0,0.1262046435547694,0.0,0.1144527983934958,0.0,0.08643672495789513,0.0,0.0,0.0794706108467372,0.0,0.08966497736008981,0.09386903925540327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902444224638004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194290514250502,0.1103120993067674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10642596645470302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688486432605195,0.0,0.0969717332508832,0.12365783252469352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040823915340156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GlitterGulp,2018/04/07,I just moved into this house with my boyfriend and him and his brothers and friend are over fixing it up. I don’t know if I’m supposed to be in charge of food or some shit. I know my boyfriend hasen’t ate all day and doesn’t usually feed himself. So I’m kind of worried I’m supposed to marge Simpson it with like rice kripsies and lemonade for all these boys or something ,4.437142857142857,4.9573693376623424,4.208207792207792,92.32088311688314,69.9090909090909,6.679480519480518,32.28311688311688,5.6839178017228535,1.3805293506493508,297,13,65,1,5,90,55,77,0.079,0.846,0.07400000000000001,-0.101,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,0,4,4,1,0,2,17,10,9,0,1,4,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,1,0,8,3,11,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,4,3,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19136155059103627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35879818480050873,0.0,0.2292471696727828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3423780789461032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089909606452203,0.32614199750410416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14496369010909166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31536919959827925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045815180505895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22843157891083066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32679805883513746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.301336236373276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KevinTheKoop,2018/04/07,"April 18th....extremely concerned I saw a few people post about this on here already, so I’m glad I’m not alone. I hope none of you find this to be stupid or anything (I know it’s ridiculous). My mind just isn’t allowing me to be rational at the moment. I just heard that the world is apparently ending on April 18th. It’s all over the Internet. Everybody is talking about it. It seems to be a 100% certain, confirmed event. Here’s the thing that worries me the most: I’ve looked up phrases in Google that would link me to more rational people’s articles, such as “April 18 2018 world is not ending” or “April 18 2018 hoax” but can’t find anything. No one seems to be doubting it, whereas all other end of the world theories have been widely criticized, doubted and debunked. I’m really worried. I feel so sick right now. I just don’t know what to do.",1.994411764705884,4.241061617647064,3.2335294117647067,89.69088235294117,79.88235294117645,6.588235294117648,24.70588235294117,7.724431198458867,1.3211764705882354,665,25,137,11,17,215,102,170,0.16,0.81,0.03,-0.9691,1,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,0,0,11,7,2,2,8,0,14,1,0,1,3,27,26,7,0,2,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,13,1,0,0,8,0,0,0,7,4,0,1,3,4,11,3,17,18,6,22,0,0,2,0,3,11,0,8,10,86,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016391639546486,0.1919626010553941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28629869462789465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622149228338464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08795638581814187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31798166943603595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17277560512816406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120117449048624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14607757627639162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564398460836148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787575472584745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411956472521521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16659987827695552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11143940788671387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14855579371241487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3167224367713468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981766246289867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11556732995995285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35331752888027324,0.0,0.12357195405742365,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Spreuter,2018/04/07,"Fear of my boyfriend leaving me because of my panic disorder Hi! I am Sanne, 22 tears old. I am together with my boyfriend for 3 years now. I started having panic attacks october last year. my boyfriend is very supportive and always takes me seriously. This week he said he wanted to hang out with friends more because lately he hadn’t had the time and energy to do that (because of medical reasons). But he now has the energy to do more things and meet new people. I am very happy for him that he is feeling better and that he does something for himself. I totally believe couples shoudn’t always do everything togethe and have to have time for themselves. And I want to give him his space and let him have fun with new friends. But as many of you may know, irrational thoughts are hard to ignore. There is a voice (not a litteral voice..) in my head saying he is done with me and my panic and anxiety. That he wants to meet new people to be away from me. I know this is not true, but... “what if it’s true?” my mind keeps asking me. I totally trust my boyfriend but the irrational fears make me feel afraid. I know that if I keep feeling this way, it won’t be good for our relationship. I don’t want to make him feel guilty or give him the feeling that I don’t trust him. But I do want to talk about it. Do you guys have any advise for my situation? Or do any of you have a similar experience? P.s. Sorry for my bad English, it is not my first language. 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I’ve just been fighting the wrong thing, anxiety isn’t trying to kill me it’s trying to help me improve the emotional issues and insecurities I have about myself, it’s telling me that I don’t have to prove myself to anyone I am worth no matter what! I can be secure with myself no matter what! I don’t have to live in the past I can enjoy my present and future! I started my anxiety and I can end it as well! You got all the answers you need inside of yourself! Fuck those losers on the internet who claim they have the cure for anxiety and then charge you to get the fucking “cure” fuck them, the cure lies inside of us and we will also prosper and live our best life’s and people will love us unconditionally!!!",4.3385841232227484,5.893013672985788,5.7711344786729875,77.17480598341233,71.03791469194312,8.876895734597156,28.35337677725118,9.354420925462401,2.575258056872038,859,32,159,19,16,290,120,211,0.256,0.594,0.15,-0.9832,0,0,0,0,2,1,17.0,4,3,2,4,7,15,6,2,11,0,23,6,1,1,2,25,32,16,1,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,1,4,0,1,1,6,10,1,0,5,0,28,5,17,23,3,15,0,1,0,4,14,3,4,1,11,115,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08964174546011773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6002626563537898,0.0,0.0,0.0783789183664312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763601838804197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175287071042987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2521819275952494,0.09928224992830716,0.0,0.0,0.07403720669485715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3108880329509343,0.058564628404560184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08965202596490288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07513442485974707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339945851536533,0.0,0.0,0.12401569917184042,0.0,0.0,0.09137178927860816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07917549636759291,0.0,0.0,0.1979625842569691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10116945314078243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12451146168062728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08311647923146398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10700666234468924,0.15542410261416031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119226051760127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067956629803777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506315505750588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07934089969398606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08428093908090846,0.0,0.09797533081095808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744704506701249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0653630689916746,0.0,0.1062522590345082,0.0,0.0,0.15220929954873175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26967120471746736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08991526020615573,0.0,0.10078620873145333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12255748498497372,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bagginsb22,2018/04/07,"Why does it matter what time of day you take your fluoxetine when it takes weeks/months to actually kick in? Title basically says it all. I started my first few months of fluoxetine taking it at night with my other medication. I just figured that would be easiest because I'm already used to that schedule. However, my pharmacist told me I should be taking it in the morning. She told me this recently as I am just now increasing my dosage. I don't understand why the timing matters day-to-day though when I'm not expected to see any effects for another few weeks. I guess it doesn't really matter much because I'm going to listen to her. Just wondered if anyone could provide a science based reasoning behind this. 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I may be suffering from it but as already mentioned in the title, I’m not sure about it. For the last week, every time I am supposed to meet up with this guy, I get literally sick an feel like vomiting everywhere. I’m really into the guy but this sickness is really getting to me and stops me from enjoying our time together. Could someone say if this really looks like anxiety and how I could cope with this?",2.112222222222222,4.107948,4.573851851851857,81.50633333333336,78.25925925925927,8.764444444444445,24.68888888888889,9.3871,2.3690933333333333,416,15,83,12,10,146,68,108,0.19,0.6920000000000001,0.118,-0.6943,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,1,0,0,0,2,8,0,0,5,0,7,3,0,1,2,23,18,9,0,4,6,0,2,3,0,2,3,1,0,3,7,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,4,9,6,14,13,0,10,0,2,1,0,9,3,0,3,10,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18553302482225945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3858515393584795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15717664218093347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684724700779368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14165478288824654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002076679055286,0.2402208305747032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567949905334754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33294558119886003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704646136561158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464160084794114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411848684913498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17642166971831152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3231206023873982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13370184266612611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14245399865101946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405622302392817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31691661057806525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607315080569446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916603454048624,0.0,0.1348618466521239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826868398277834 anxiety,Always_two_more,2018/04/07,"Anxiety keeping me from motorcycling lessons So today was supposed to be my 3rd motorcycle lesson together with a friend of mine. However about an hour before we decided to get something to eat and after that i suddenly felt very anxious / nauseous and had to cancel in the end. And now i'm afraid that the same thing will happen next time and will keep me from getting my motorcycle drivers license.",6.774657534246575,8.269542904109592,7.238246575342469,69.17216438356168,65.16438356164383,10.223561643835618,37.88767123287671,10.355215969177356,4.422558356164382,324,17,51,8,5,106,59,73,0.08,0.878,0.043,-0.2006,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,4,0,5,1,0,0,0,13,12,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,7,1,11,6,1,9,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,8,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19110539480732455,0.2822163040579092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125714996567276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556199059666137,0.0,0.0,0.22125916643910146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23985856845059786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19300402907969788,0.0,0.2610327802394849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22090780933872198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2460143686351159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4440885318408424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656777550496971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1923173802396637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16596390443925754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14566730882350773,0.0,0.236792440574454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20612095303258654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throw_horse,2018/04/07,"Sever test anxiety....please help me Throwaway account: First off, I never thought I would ever post something in this thread. I am not a drug user, but I am starting to feel I am running out of options. Yesterday, I had to take a high\-stakes test to get into the profession of my dreams. When I was heading to the testing sight I felt relatively fine, but after the Procter and I started talking I felt my anxiety shoot up to levels I never felt I could feel. There was a portion of the test where you use a joystick and my hands were shaking like crazy. My point in this post is I would like to ask if there are any drugs that can help me calm down. I am not talking about anything behind the counter \(Xanax, Valium, etc.\). I just would like to see if there is anything I can find over the counter that might help me manage my anxiety a bit better. I have tried yoga, meditation, etc. and feel it isn't helping enough because my anxiety still went through the roof while I was taking the test no matter how much I tried to calm myself. Opinions and ideas are welcome. I only have one more shot at taking this test......",5.25293542074364,5.854024342465756,5.5974722765818665,82.7931164383562,68.13242009132419,8.083626875407697,31.62459230267449,7.957251820313856,2.1585222439660803,877,35,170,10,14,280,126,219,0.085,0.736,0.179,0.9715,0,0,3,1,0,0,37.0,0,1,0,2,10,9,0,1,13,0,23,5,2,2,3,35,40,11,0,6,7,0,7,3,0,4,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,0,9,2,1,3,6,1,0,2,10,9,31,8,24,25,7,28,0,0,2,0,9,12,0,5,14,127,37,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508112040383921,0.0,0.25338509685796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18171249756698787,0.0,0.10321643077811787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06730359732606213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09764676638877492,0.12053677096955324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08815167997968335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560760952311614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408081739387227,0.24626786354617994,0.0,0.09987021644836594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747657090878246,0.0,0.31802653535941383,0.0,0.1009107697973288,0.09391285625181617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05768354191044655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1133103012680957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29601620386800204,0.11665194967707518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12463701771337815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16181908793137845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712527555965233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116246950233429,0.0,0.1703066724334477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481521290785678,0.08397014101934086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119465856497999,0.1043711001571954,0.0,0.2114803912424976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08798075762896873,0.0,0.0,0.12472943810352342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499735284575473,0.0,0.0,0.15629448140933527,0.0,0.08817184735185914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2490388762381435,0.17748328669910735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08765149597095034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499193583032334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535692879623464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10234917811330907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352916952365985,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DaWorldIsSoSensitive,2018/04/07,"How bad is my anxiety? I have asked myself many times, should I see someone for help. I know that there are others that suffer more greatly than I do from anxiety. However, I have asked myself, how much better could my life be if I talked to someone and got my anxiety under wraps. Let me talk a bit about things that hinder me every day. It always feels that I have left thing unfinished. This eats at me all day. My kind is constantly racing about things I didn't do, things I could have done, and things I need to do. I sometimes feel a sense of grave danger for myself and for my loved ones. I have bitten my nails down to the skin. Enough to where I have an infection almost all the time. I have a problem speaking to new people. When I do speak to them, I hardly make eye contact. With that said, I have been able to function a normal life with all of this going on in the background. I just always wonder how much more normal it could be be if not for my anxiety. 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After doing a stressful internship in a hospital as a male nurse and living in a not very supportive student house is started developing anxiety attacks and a general anxious feeling. Especially when I wanted to celebrate finishing my internship with a party and MDMA, which didn't really help. So now one year and a month have passed and I changed a lot about my lifestyle. Made new friends and moved into a new house with them. Started exercising weekly, new hobby, etc. I feel a lot better then I used to. Now the thing is that sometimes I feel completely 'normal', life is in control, I have an overview of my day, week, year, all emotions are there and are relative and my self image is coherent with my real life situation. However, almost on a daily basis I still feel like I'm pulled from reality, emotions are gone, overview is gone and life is not in control. Instead of working on things/feelings/thoughts I feel like I'm being lived and lost trust in myself. I was wondering if someone can relate to what I'm sharing and what their personal story is. Thanks in advance! 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My [22F] boyfriend [23M] is currently having a really rough time. He graduated from college summa cum laude last spring with a double major in history and economics. His grades are stellar, and his extracurriculars and undergraduate internship experience have led him to develop really impressive writing skills. He's also incredibly personable and able to hit it off with anyone he meets. I know he can do whatever he wants in the world. He's interested in public policy and nonprofit work, and for the last 7 months, he's been working in community organizing, canvassing for the AFL-CIO. He is extremely good at it, but it's a low-paying, thankless job, where you often get treated really horribly and you have to work really objectionable hours (1pm - 10pm outside in a Midwest winter). He's just looking for a 9-5, ideally at a nonprofit, that will allow him to have better quality of life hours-wise. Once he finds he new job, he's going to start prepping to go to graduate school. There are actually a LOT of really promising opportunities out there, but every time he sits down to write a cover letter, he is so hard on himself, and it hurts my heart. He gets incredibly anxious and frustrated that no words are coming to him, and he eventually has to give up and go do something else, because he's too depressed. He is extremely well-suited for these positions, and I've read the cover letters he's finished. I'm a harsh critic, and these are wonderful. It kills me to see him feeling so down. I have a ton of personal experience with anxiety, but not with this existential career-focused kind. I'm also in an awkward position because I'm currently at a really highly regarded academic program that guarantees me a high-paying job in 2 years - I basically just have to ask for it. I'm hyperconscious of that and I don't want to make him resent me. Can anyone give me any advice on how I can best support him right now?",7.486382205513784,7.367796718421053,8.79451127819549,64.23991228070177,63.394736842105246,12.606516290726814,37.56892230576441,12.031772070788634,4.923997493734335,1603,74,273,51,21,558,207,380,0.116,0.7659999999999999,0.118,0.3803,6,0,1,0,0,0,53.0,0,2,0,8,14,18,3,1,18,0,24,2,1,5,0,44,49,24,1,3,6,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,13,21,0,0,4,1,0,5,3,6,0,0,1,5,24,12,48,46,5,43,0,2,2,0,42,22,0,3,15,164,37,18,0.09700151962554507,0.0,0.09465949051710401,0.0,0.0,0.0947887623246832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514416039772924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06596435966921327,0.0,0.07420589700870721,0.21916821358406308,0.0,0.13565143583970282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068332660725813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118262452056356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10179711032882784,0.08578996136391473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08355822005587404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354726671576289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08103232268400687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081727963925758,0.0,0.0,0.1897721986521515,0.0,0.0,0.04904688289222938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08865763160705052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135858082853716,0.18610539299812615,0.16538459701228275,0.08136027245598038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689430854430852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494726780037842,0.0,0.20497486247475027,0.0,0.0,0.09552695736300502,0.0,0.10384213299229396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38503616259333817,0.0,0.10731780949486702,0.10101215569399846,0.053309498377304435,0.15813837023036129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06851504198726661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145684602846771,0.0,0.0,0.08246722317847045,0.0,0.0,0.06474926757919558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742568751663136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09368467210907924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330345261407836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939597082799088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09702776961436388,0.0,0.3728499440279416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08283876775291678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09817071652502647,0.07729765231247683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07467650887321726,0.0,0.0,0.06865817485504233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2201523499021088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312473231842501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11442801899571853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721601555755272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1051940102261079,0.2118547847097592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062465798319104884 anxiety,bluedotared,2018/04/07,"Is anybody else oddly calm during actual emergencies? It's almost as if my irrational day-to-day anxiety is preparing me for the ""real thing"". Something happened to me recently where I was unbelievably calm and collected, whereas if it never happened I'd probably anxiously ruminate over it. 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How do you cope with not clarifying a work situation for over 2 months?",3.230882352941176,4.706281843137255,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941178,73.70588235294119,8.237254901960785,28.43627450980393,8.841846274778883,2.180133333333333,198,8,41,4,4,67,37,51,0.097,0.903,0.0,-0.3863,2,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,2,0,8,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,11,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,31,6,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2132621080273624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4080155123742542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2493077064018289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16256428705641765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13932812268757502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5292730547570349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21285964348170613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2987401228569929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2997569751832231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15729345201174053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882891702535311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ProNewspapers,2018/04/07,"With my anxiety I’ve noticed frequent heart rate and blood pressure problems. Would it be better to see a physician about this or mental health professional? I’m in graduate school and we have to take each others vitals occasion. Every time my blood pressure and HR are taken I usually have 150/85mmHg and a +100HR. I just tell them I’m slightly nervous but they insist on taking my vitals four more times, it’s always the same. With BP and HR this high at a young age of 24 should I talk to a physician or psychologist about this? I’m pretty healthy and should be no where near hypertensive but if my heart is working overtime this much I would hate to have my anxiety actually kill me down the line. 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For me it's a pinching feeling in the nose. Literally, grab your nose between two fingers and pinch it, that's what I feel. Anyone else get this, or another weird symptom?",3.855,6.6439575128205135,4.550961538461539,79.80028846153847,76.43589743589743,6.976923076923077,32.82692307692308,8.07648339933343,2.8890461538461536,169,9,28,3,4,54,32,39,0.101,0.8590000000000001,0.04,-0.3094,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,16,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25112023566253344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33490606983780336,0.4907600617524681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4001169106974766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24218097929522844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25024139066051393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4978319002247039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339414242407015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwylock,2018/04/07,"I'm having trouble with locking doors Hey fellow redditors, I'm trying to get help with something that's come up in the last little while. I can't stop checking if the door is locked. I'll lock it, pull on it to make sure it's locked and then have to go check it over and over. I tried doing some research on it but all I could come up with was articles on OCD tendencies in children. I assume it's anxiety because it started happening in recent years, after a bad bout of anxiety kicked up, but now I can't shake the habit. I've tried taking a picture of the door where you can see the lock, I've knocked on the door after locking it, I'll say 'Locked' out loud, I'll say what day of the week it is but I always end up going back to see again 'just one more time to make sure'. It's like a weird compulsion I can't stop doing even though it feels crazy It wasn't so bad when it was once or twice, but it's taking longer and longer. I was stuck for 15 mins the other day just coming back and checking it was locked. Does anyone have any advice for what I should do or who to turn to? I'm feeling really lost and out of control Also I hope this is the right place to post this, please let me know if it's not. 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I would say i have Depressions since im 19 years old (now 27). The good thing is it never escaleted Like a suicide try or even a hard Panic attack. I feel Just Always down and Off. I Take an SSRI and some Kratom because i hate Benzos really hard. But yea i hate to be dependent on Something All the best #fuckanxiety",2.6041558441558443,4.64703876623377,4.331168831168832,83.60246753246757,76.92207792207795,7.5168831168831165,21.38961038961039,8.418075326091056,1.31394025974026,303,8,59,6,7,102,63,77,0.298,0.586,0.116,-0.9291,0,0,1,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,2,3,10,3,1,5,1,4,0,0,1,2,12,10,4,1,1,3,0,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,5,7,3,6,7,3,10,0,2,0,0,1,6,0,3,5,36,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30741553235006863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2101537727523676,0.0,0.0,0.15423943331139955,0.11260794082011713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19385972092148065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910520207255474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201052385440132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18680716965034533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494034812445348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3309584397759526,0.3647595835101552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19953699432547845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902483423437348,0.18514510879928714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20165147846701856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247294686008152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193840043232278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.216737479495911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806652915547648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183409264784362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14690242419776342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15280818671106314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14221196576984474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20206149231594495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889180841984444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12272449358312222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254175920628179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312248495143856,0.0,0.0,0.11895821197834006 anxiety,emilyrob18,2018/04/07,"Life purposes and future anxiety I was hoping someone can give my advice about my frequent anxiety lately. I got accepted into an internship in Florida for over the summer working with sea turtles. Working with sea turtles would be my dream job and while this internship most likely doesn’t guarantee employment following it will still be beneficial to my experience and resume. This internship would involve living away from home, family, and my boyfriend for 12 weeks (someone I’ve never done before).My boyfriend and I see ourselves in Florida in our near future anyways. Now all of a sudden I have a state government job interview where I am from that would be full time work, benefits, and get my foot in the door to a great future. (More anxiety for a job interview now yay) Someone I know involved with this line of work mentioned it often takes months to hear if you got the job so I’m hoping I can do the internship and maybe come home to this job but then I’m stuck back in Home town. I can’t stop thinking about the future and just want to find my career to start a family sooner than later. Also something at work happened last night where someone complained (I think about me) and how I do not greet them just sit on my “gadget” and not smile at them which got me so annoyed I went to bed so early last night just to avoid my anxiety and anger. Any help or advice is greatly appreciated, sorry for the long post ",6.894166666666668,7.271913259259263,7.0305092592592615,74.7135416666667,64.55555555555556,10.305555555555557,33.54166666666667,10.125756701596842,3.3938333333333333,1140,45,201,24,16,367,155,270,0.12,0.7929999999999999,0.087,-0.8923,6,1,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,1,2,5,19,12,2,1,12,1,18,2,1,1,2,42,40,21,0,7,8,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,5,0,8,16,0,2,5,1,0,3,5,4,0,0,7,2,26,8,35,26,4,49,0,0,1,0,13,16,0,6,28,138,34,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408321467106272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07123205725318017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060573044226491464,0.0,0.27256397872518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368749886302475,0.0684920343637557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07672894551409702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09115313085502393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08713098891248884,0.16794116399971226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08141157842325353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04653723487993509,0.08544743144171961,0.0,0.0,0.2137206793648428,0.19640772808043735,0.0,0.0,0.07876741457970314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10039232435077323,0.0,0.05970409908713128,0.0,0.26804399254380296,0.17694019597373126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4419585936731604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048952474019203183,0.14521360537574668,0.10047880396849257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0629152574100037,0.04351681983982348,0.0,0.07865354508326533,0.07882725722952204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08948631746976235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109762935211636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869898548324221,0.0,0.0,0.16717891844505708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0853078045643582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07098005855899882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30188679865464946,0.06857314309333794,0.0,0.09971050677119718,0.0630466919236338,0.0,0.07113422362970649,0.07446944645381287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06697219746389327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11414942274341278,0.0,0.0,0.051939482534172604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05253786658534337,0.0,0.0714494003888963,0.0,0.0,0.08257204020207339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3242328965765057,0.0,0.0,0.1898258068743984,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jormun_gandr,2018/04/07,"DAE get neck/chest pressure when doing some sort of excercise? Hi folks, I've been diagnosed with having an anxiety disorder for the past year now and I've recently started being able to walk for 30 minutes or do some light weight training for around the same amount of time. Around the 15-20 min mark I start feeling tired/dizzy (especially when walking) and start getting the odd pain here and there - which mostly feels like a bloated artery if I may describe it that way (this leads to my anxiety related shortness of breath). I've been powering through most of my symptoms for the past year to the point where I'm functional but these are the symptoms which scare me the most as idk if there's something organically wrong with me (even though doctors confirmed there isn't) or if it's all in my brain. Has anyone else experienced this? Thanks",10.129784366576818,8.117104314465411,8.630835579514828,73.64037735849058,59.314465408805034,12.10458221024259,40.324348607367476,10.608840637214634,4.055344294699012,682,28,127,12,7,207,112,159,0.128,0.825,0.047,-0.8811,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,12,6,0,2,10,0,10,8,2,1,1,25,19,13,0,3,6,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,8,7,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,5,7,2,18,15,8,23,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,12,14,79,15,2,0.15641072076339274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2393075465380528,0.0,0.0,0.1093660126881637,0.16026126718592548,0.0,0.278477404955814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17460609250302786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15875358915503684,0.0,0.0,0.17926023678420314,0.16009300039105515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13066108701249246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10330780591958086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15817192006858125,0.11173985016570752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634362919688849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07641437755431885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664320346680165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29862346242123056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14785868753419845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15443671722389968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15659441755500772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12041261438009328,0.0,0.0,0.3321249395936733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251412549370396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400197723586053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367273900942807,0.0,0.09120434909883143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241515498221975,0.0,0.19046612059630605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101056938847328,0.0,0.2014467520894165 anxiety,melissaanne22,2018/04/07,"My anxiety is making it hard to go to my good friends 21st birthday party A good friend of mine is having her 21st party tonight, and I’m at a bit of a crossroads. A couple nights ago I lost my voice, due to screaming at a sports event, and it hasn’t come back yet. I’m not sick, nor do I feel sick, but it’s a strain to talk and be understood. My anxiety has sheltered me in my house because of this. The party is fashionista themed, and I’ll know everyone there, but the thought of glamming it up with a full face of makeup, sparkly dress, and heels, with a gravely, strained, and not too feminine voice, is worrying me. Since I’m not feeling sick though, I really want to be able to work through this for my friend. Even if I can’t utter a single word by the end of the night. Any advice? 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Mostly because I had anxiety during High School about a lot of things but got told to toughen up and deal with it (Which before the witch hunts start, works for me very very well.). I made it the past 4 1/2 years without any incident. But its coming back way worse now. Im a mechanic by trade. But barely. Yes I have all my national certifications, yes Ive gone to school and graduated, but now I'm stuck at a job that is doing nothing but giving me bullshit recalls (Which are 9/10 just a simple programming or giving the customer a new key) or oil changes. Im making $8 more an hour than the lube techs, and am getting paid hourly rather than flat rate, giving me a wicked check of $640 a week. I feel almost guilty complaining, but Im worried because I have next to no real experience as a mechanic. Ive never done a trans, I've never dropped a motor, I've never done a front cover. The most involved thing I've ever done was doing a heater core on an SUV. My diagnostic skills are ass. But everyone at my job are a bunch of selfish pricks who all have their own personal squabbles with each other and just use me as a tool to get work done for them that they proceed to get paid for. I feel like I can't ask any questions and when I do, 9 times out of 10 Im made to feel like a complete fucking moron. ""What are you, stupid? Come on, you know this"" and me following them around trying to figure out what in the ever loving fuck I'm SUPPOSED to know for half an hour or more. So I'm scared to ask for real work because I feel like ill get stuck on a job and not be able to get myself out of it. Ive had this happen 3 times now, one of them involved me being forced to call the OWNER of a huge dealership and explaining to them that we cannot dealer trade them this car because I'm such a fuck up that couldn't get this incredibly complicated issue figured out. So I feel like even if I do ask for real work Im gonna still get shit because they don't trust me any more (Even though Ive never actually FUCKED UP a car). I can't leave and go anywhere because any dealership looking for a mechanic is looking for someone who knows what they are doing, and I don't. Yeah I have 2 1/2 years experience but not really because it was 90% oil changes. I can't stay because I'm not getting experience and if i do start getting the real work, won't ever get help even though for gods sake Ive only been on my own for a little over a year. We don't have any of the special tools needed so every job is a lot more complicated. The worst part is I get two answers if i try to talk about this 1) Come on, toughen the fuck up, anxiety my fuckin ass, are you going to be one of those stupid deadbeats who needs their hand held through life? 2) What the fuck? ""Dude, I'm making $9.50 how dare you complain?"" ""Seriously? My anxiety makes me unable to leave the house ever in the past 3 years, and you want to complain?"" ""I dropped out of high school and locked myself away for the past 6 years relying on govt benefits to pay my way because of my anxiety and you are over here with a 52 hour a week job making good money and a degree acting like you have a PROBLEM?"" I can't talk to anyone without being told to either man up or count my blessings. I actually feel alone, and Ive seriously considering just saving up all my money every week and just going back to school for a whole nother trade, because maybe Id get placed in a place that actually allowed me to gain experience this time. And I know its irrational as fuck to do, but it just seems like the easiest option, even though Im already $10,000 in the hole on being a mechanic (And damn near another 10 grand in tools) and know the basics of what I'm doing. Really hoping I just don't get called out on being better off than everyone on here or some shit.",4.91536660602705,4.647503847583647,6.020881119987347,82.47786601281342,68.76456009913261,8.999435787919538,28.44654486013341,8.593345894127513,1.839403564554826,3043,91,654,43,47,1020,321,807,0.172,0.7240000000000001,0.104,-0.9962,6,1,0,0,0,0,86.0,2,7,10,8,37,43,15,1,53,3,59,17,6,9,11,124,140,49,0,11,30,0,7,6,0,3,2,0,0,2,33,36,0,1,17,0,9,12,21,25,1,4,20,11,71,18,98,110,21,100,1,0,2,11,48,42,14,19,47,412,104,21,0.04138541243544909,0.0,0.12115857785844925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04144151244366174,0.042862806095775266,0.045669831735990936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14071749811184234,0.04339621339915256,0.15829863618131687,0.0,0.0,0.02893764263363423,0.0,0.0,0.036841791284511774,0.11606932202137105,0.0,0.038882957307574656,0.06364565518761145,0.0,0.25228163295139283,0.0,0.035215937802910775,0.0,0.0,0.036602034149286165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451826652619447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756055769369432,0.10694960489486033,0.043391817548146666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04266654299358614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16940658251903495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10933869839397428,0.14974189962976214,0.069737989830136,0.07909107022991732,0.0,0.16193149839959808,0.0,0.0,0.12555424811923482,0.11826298765232494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2678210284464484,0.2810882084090039,0.11910197606317414,0.07056085084280868,0.034712120433261065,0.033099694954004034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03659698353924416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055479539176855885,0.08745192090973214,0.0,0.04110505260350316,0.1630251791696839,0.047753209438671874,0.0,0.0,0.2682200832162885,0.043195618314898584,0.20534317984142605,0.0,0.0,0.043096538492671414,0.11372170176242492,0.0,0.0,0.08764235237463974,0.0,0.0,0.029231740715208482,0.12131293234819353,0.041479055598273626,0.0,0.07324957536478419,0.06950664652662274,0.0,0.0,0.07036879539252988,0.03735195051737314,0.07831975580766366,0.11050033665462604,0.0,0.041577209368915305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04390338251151516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920602767846859,0.12767592559986568,0.03997028921898472,0.044013855632367635,0.0,0.0,0.03971041940255915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608765305830514,0.031475471055266865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044816368688590735,0.11852117707998837,0.0,0.03613614582886135,0.08647789511804023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03960025047869045,0.0,0.0,0.046361133424284016,0.0,0.0,0.18842263908552395,0.053025109880398484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041434017591457255,0.16753698738558084,0.0,0.03767572515384498,0.0,0.0,0.08496306228126267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03506572565581649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058585615862719334,0.04411134315184838,0.033050443830666264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652805372810644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248388724310553,0.0,0.12198287277783824,0.0,0.09652866721512432,0.0,0.0,0.07909107022991732,0.0,0.05619595686770047,0.0,0.040427534413810064,0.0,0.0,0.03574370860653565,0.0,0.06829459898052266,0.024410188513490538,0.06569962811774717,0.09959064457836457,0.0,0.037210455967695184,0.0,0.0,0.09241067005179192,0.0,0.07978812149177235,0.0,0.1506453657544507,0.0420288952239241,0.042175270926421635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13325424367191774 anxiety,Ipeeandgiggle,2018/04/07,"Hey Everyone Just want you to know I hope you all have a good day and a peaceful one. The struggles will pass. We are ok. There are good things in this world. I got your back out there today even if you can't see me. We're all on the same team and we're gonna win.",-1.208785714285714,0.6408425500000021,0.5361904761904768,106.485,90.16666666666666,4.095238095238095,13.571428571428573,5.288315135182226,-1.522857142857143,203,3,56,1,7,65,47,60,0.038,0.67,0.292,0.9403,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,1,4,0,2,5,6,0,1,4,1,5,0,0,0,2,12,11,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,1,1,0,1,1,1,8,5,4,8,3,8,0,0,1,0,7,4,0,2,3,35,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321230233539561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946842186532436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993854031825243,0.0,0.0,0.2884542281472501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5063963796582032,0.2414367875440656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2998297073797988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16590244946799898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20455812046154773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24055506517812536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155849976861065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20055214796587606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28614193393280746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17805352908031175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zoonautical,2018/04/07,"What is wrong with me? I've been getting random panic attacks, and I've never had panic attacks unless they were onset by something. I could always find the root cause, and now they're so out of nowhere. Yesterday I had one when I was surrounded by so many people who loved and cared about me but, it still happened. Heart pounding, feeling trapped, and I always feel like i have to get up and leave or something bad will happen. Someone I love dearly was giving a speech at this function while I was having it so I really didn't want to get up so I just stared at him and reminded myself that it was okay and that he was here for me (this was a very emotional speech, and I was holding in my tears). I've gotten them most oftenly in places with large groups of people. Usually I only get them at home. Does anyone know what to do when you're in public and you're having a panic attack? I don't want this to hinder my life more than it already has (my dental anxiety has caused me to stop going to the dentist and I need work done but, that's another story). 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Oh man, this is the biggest slump I've ever been in. I've always had periods of times where I get sad, but I don't think ever like this. This is such a lonely feeling. I Skyped with 3 friends, I was just hanging out irl with 2. I guess all of them I was never that close to. I can tell there's a distance between the two female friends I have, I'm just not fully able to be myself with them. The people I spoke to on Skype are great, but our friendships are rather conditional. I'm in a relationship. I just, I feel like the first time I've gotten into a slump that seemed as bad as this one was when I was dumped. I'm feel like I'm going a bit off the deep end. Right now there's just a looming feeling that this is the way I'll continue to feel. I'm so sad, confused, and everything. Everything is bad right now. I'm not sure if I'll ever not feel this. I know everyone says this doesn't last forever, and that maybe it seems like it will last forever. But if I can't be happy right now with everything, I just don't know. I feel like a fish out of water and I can't breathe, suffocating or some shit like that.",1.2962081128747798,2.7903766337448594,3.1508406819517947,93.0825925925926,78.95884773662551,6.439271017048795,21.036449147560266,7.2636822038024595,0.3777263962375068,874,23,207,11,21,293,120,243,0.223,0.6940000000000001,0.083,-0.9867,0,2,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,0,2,1,18,19,2,1,13,0,22,3,2,0,6,48,46,13,0,3,15,0,8,6,2,1,0,2,0,1,14,11,1,0,13,0,0,2,9,8,0,3,8,10,22,11,21,35,3,33,0,3,0,0,10,14,1,8,22,128,36,0,0.1097933470122842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09135686007586924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18334571736817767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986589870984835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972443170609694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29794310448106154,0.0,0.10491224816075732,0.2960255423362721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441185213629809,0.23530916712997166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09339016488069164,0.0,0.0,0.16965213509503554,0.0,0.05736249226063455,0.0,0.06239808929575591,0.0,0.0,0.12104755268560788,0.12094974994542315,0.0,0.0,0.11687705949356846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12067910434773872,0.17899246347566247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218369008441763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030217430269224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08467939776101761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07439881340967812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611688254668945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787696567811072,0.0,0.28128875534350384,0.0,0.08731207632643917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19990347914050735,0.0,0.0,0.11270129293531785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347893020818814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596422462639714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035114350442526,0.0,0.0,0.12804276715514193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725214643371582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08714884839870707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glowpony,2018/04/07,"Anxiety at night. Last night I woke up when my boyfriend had come back into the bedroom after using the bathroom. Then as I was falling asleep my head started to feel a bit weird, no pain or anything, just weird. It freaked me out and I immediately began to think ""Oh my god I'm about to die"". I shot up out of bed and started walking out of the room. I didn't know what I was doing. All I knew was that my heart was racing, and I was scared. I went to the bathroom, I walked around the apartment trying to calm myself down. I kept telling myself, ""If you were actually dying you'd be dead by now"". Eventually I felt calm enough that to sit down and try and understand what was really happening. Was this just an anxiety attack or is something actually wrong? I sat on the couch in the dark for about 10 minutes, and then my head began to feel weird again, and my heart started racing again. I got up to walk around again. Just trying to breathe and calm down. I managed to calm myself down and decided to try and fall back asleep. Laying in bed now I put on Netflix and started watching a show to keep myself distracted from my mind wondering. I was okay for about 5 minutes. Then all of a sudden my throats felt as if it was closing. So again I shot up and left the bedroom. I was walking back and forth from the kitchen to the living room. Trying to understand what was happening to me. If this is my anxiety why is acting up right now? Am I dying? Is my body trying to tell me something is deathly wrong with me? Did something happen to my family? Should I call my mom and make sure no ones been hurt? Is my building about to collapse? Is the world about to come to an end? Why is this happening to me at 2am? I decided then to get into the shower. Sometimes that can be really helpful. In the shower I'm fine. I feel way better already. So I start to think about how I'm going to get myself back to sleep. I'll get out of the shower, get dressed, lay down, and just breathe through any weird feelings that come my way. And I do just that. I lay down and my head begins to feel weird again, so I breathe. I focus on the tv show on Netflix and I breathe. It passes and I'm still alive. After about 30 minutes nothing else happens. I'm finally calm enough to fall back asleep. Skip to the morning. I feel better, but last night really freaked me out. I'm nervous to do much. I still have it in the back of my mind that something might be wrong with me. I'm in a very weird mood. I'm nervous, scared, and sad but I'm not sure why. 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Hi everyone, Recently I’ve been worried and anxious about the prospect of my home being invaded/burgled/robbed... it’s kinda scary and I’m having a little bit of trouble sleeping at times. I think what is making me so anxious is the idea that you can’t really prevent a home invasion or ever be 100% safe from one. I’ve started developing this anxiety from recent news reports of home invasions in my area, but I only feel anxious at night. I know to an extent this anxiety isn’t unwarranted because it’s not an irrational thing to be scared of, but it’s causing me a little too much stress. Has anyone dealt with anything similar/how did you learn to deal with it? 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In the dream, I was at a wedding with my boyfriend and my family and there were at least a few hundred other people. My boyfriend was being really social and talking to people and everyone wanted to talk to him, and didn't want to talk to me. It wasn't even like people were being mean to me, it was just clear that they would rather talk to anyone else. So in the dream I receded and started getting sadder and sadder and cried in the bathroom for a while but people started coming in so I left. Boyfriend and I left the building(I don't remember what reason I gave him), and I just started screaming and crying and telling him how I felt in shrieks and just getting worked up, hyperventilating and curled in a ball. I think I made a few realizations with this. In the dream, all the reasons I gave for being upset were internal reasons. I wasn't blaming anyone or anything else for being upset, I was just mad at myself for not being able to function properly. Meanwhile sometimes in real life, I do tend to blame other things for being upset. I specifically remember wanting to dance and was just putting it off because I was too busy being sad. And it was weird because I've acted exactly like that in several social situations in my life. At school dances in middle school, friends' birthday parties, really any time I'm with a group of three people or more and there's any time someone isn't talking to me. I feel like a broken toy. I really don't know what to do because I feel like it's so ingrained into who I am as a person now. I'm sorry this is so long.",5.453864353312305,6.0002820441640425,6.225569400630918,78.65892192429024,67.67507886435331,8.358927444794952,30.676498422712932,8.238735603445708,2.2403250473186116,1276,47,236,16,20,420,147,317,0.17800000000000002,0.765,0.057,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,1,18,14,2,4,15,0,29,2,0,5,3,53,50,27,0,5,10,0,3,4,1,1,2,1,0,1,15,22,0,0,11,8,0,5,7,9,0,1,17,4,32,5,41,25,5,34,0,1,0,0,19,21,0,2,12,177,47,3,0.09174644928337812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12478146326499848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830250110027372,0.0940050793845884,0.0754995104561159,0.0,0.0,0.1043748310073034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778335177017753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903144227182535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2015583329128522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15328477145804908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12119532894060048,0.0,0.0,0.08766766399797593,0.0,0.0,0.08649038715948401,0.0,0.09277952286006623,0.13108736339970542,0.08809097907658163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07088307912943037,0.0,0.09586746611103224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0504214491492118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1993655711857559,0.0,0.12960646078740146,0.1792907233108041,0.0,0.0,0.08119272052340043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08681270864827134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993877966284644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764469035724096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180271798890215,0.08010946068872753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922305220691234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10442754513842202,0.1763253741390946,0.2829918906385894,0.0,0.0,0.20786168427331445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18570460956787566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036473731016863,0.0,0.0,0.10312685302005388,0.0,0.18704790228320956,0.0777364687493251,0.0,0.09073958429189467,0.10270263858030627,0.19481582705747394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687116032012392,0.08019044056211691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06095226419412906,0.05878742014153419,0.0,0.0,0.10699618476507748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1623432985676145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0667925077732365,0.0,0.0,0.06517404523668496,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dapper-Rowlett,2018/04/07,"Sometimes I get the feeling that I'm not a good friend or even a good person In my close circle of friends, I'm never the one who people want to talk to. I always have to be the one to initiate the conversation. If I don't initiate a conversation, I can go with days without a single text or call. And if ever there are messages, it's because I have summer job reminders. Was it always like this? No. My friends used to message me all the time about random stuff or even ask me to come on over to their house and hang out. What changed? I don't know what could have changed to make things end up this way. I mean I graduated high school two (three?) weeks ago, but if anything, that should have given us more time to talk and hang out right? My friends and I already got into the colleges of our choice so I know that's not it. Right now, I'm really worried that I said something or did something that made all of them hate me. I'm worried that I'm secretly hated and that they were just tolerating me the entire time. I just hate how it feels as though I'm programmed to assume the worst. I hate how I can never think of a reason why I'm just overthinking per usual. I know I overthink, but I just cant't help it. I just can't. I hate having to feel this way during the summer that I have been wanting to have for so long. Just tell me what am I doing wrong? Do any of you guys feel the same way sometimes? 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I'm heartbroken and very depressed. I'm so tired but I'm scared to sleep cause of anxiety. My friend I'm getting close too called me annoying today cause we were on the phone and I wanted to continue to talk to him. He said I was going past his boundaries and it was annoying.. then he got mad at me for saying """"Well I'm only kidding and don't actually give a shit if you go""..."" He sent a heartbroken emoji. Thing is I wasn't doing anything. I wasn't forcing him I was just messing with him and continued talking.. I'm a very sensitive person so this hurt me. He even said ""can you tell in my voice that I'm getting mad?"" So after I said that I hung up... I was only kidding though.. and like most people when you like someone it's only normal to want to talk longer and not wanna hang up.",0.5480769230769198,2.8602580532544373,2.78715680473373,90.13043934911244,86.81065088757393,5.7468639053254424,21.46775147928994,7.1686216300943375,0.7977808284023671,637,22,133,10,20,216,98,169,0.196,0.6990000000000001,0.105,-0.9575,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,1,3,0,0,9,14,5,1,4,0,11,3,2,2,0,22,31,15,0,5,4,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,0,3,6,10,0,0,1,0,0,4,4,10,1,0,12,6,22,4,16,19,1,17,0,3,0,0,28,6,1,2,9,80,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.13159537698201548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031608445999926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097109669728997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769821347327812,0.0,0.0,0.27705878049226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614719241797768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906798524835853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0681848487535379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041857487651628,0.0,0.1409084348714442,0.1293616161263268,0.15327815712197435,0.0,0.1078528713142563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2887221252319831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13176302782131882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13212560291560496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30768137899729864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873078616369388,0.09348888414937316,0.11774691855285273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3848232859327623,0.10723913428163273,0.1350096359961616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384228802624912,0.0,0.0,0.1349486477109942,0.0,0.11425903477217075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32516500352176564,0.11786594482608467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958918492242413,0.0,0.13249067802118822,0.0,0.0,0.15499168565398452,0.12782322649333175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225328241103328,0.15907753374529252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124747749505012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jesuncolo,2018/04/07,"Responsibility & Anxiety Please leave me alone. I dont want to work. I fear that if i start working i wont have time to enjoy the things i love doing. Please mom & dad. Leave me alone. I'll avoid having lunch to punish myself for not helping you right now, just leave me in my room away from responsibilities. I should help them. I'm a 28 man with strong arms, i can help taking chunks of wood for the fireplace. Mom & Dad are old, their back hurt if they work too much. Why am I being a parasite to my parents? I'm such a worthless burden. I should be torn from the very fabric of reality. I just want to be happy, like everybody else. I dont want to spend my life working, i just want to be left alone doing my thing. I'm so weak, I want to cease to exist.",0.6734448529411772,2.77424713125,2.6093382352941212,93.11830882352943,83.9375,5.264705882352942,16.911764705882355,6.522977012572876,-0.3824779411764707,591,12,136,6,17,197,96,160,0.243,0.605,0.152,-0.7302,1,4,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,3,5,8,12,1,2,6,0,16,5,1,0,0,15,27,3,0,9,6,5,0,1,0,3,2,0,1,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,25,5,18,20,1,10,0,2,0,1,14,5,0,2,6,80,28,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3377323144446748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3533198622519149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08315300162024182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10212452520099947,0.08358137815658312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547844373739043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09080249860256452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223144830363142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11571010870722173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21857217104097115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11636251835813526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34528367607015203,0.11809974224313904,0.0,0.07677599256983057,0.05310392382108743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810339737648656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2546095136093309,0.0,0.0,0.07990489229696482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405934582240874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12069529171572578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2386335999626929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09282674917828786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07693638315960633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172670901375867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14442707730624785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06338216657268933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968651020430292,0.32056189711700284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808224680149873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31653120064316026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,adawongx,2018/04/07,"Im in a mental ward getting my life together Anyone here with some tipps what i can do in the freetime? I have a tablet with internet and i use the ergometer bicycle alot. Any free cool apps or something or maybe someone i can chat with in discord blutisan#0125 Thanks",3.334615384615386,5.778261692307693,3.896769230769234,85.64823076923078,76.30769230769229,7.236923076923077,29.63076923076923,8.238735603445708,2.331187692307692,216,10,40,4,5,68,40,52,0.052000000000000005,0.785,0.163,0.7003,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,4,1,0,1,0,9,7,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,6,7,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,4,0,26,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2431949924104821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25005738003778744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18684255724563545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3862927613681199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525987548375135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3592790254445066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3603985201253576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30301167229239784,0.2753146259545881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3292499768692536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088702918943302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Justafreshaccount,2018/04/07,Exposure therapy suprisingly helped with my nuclear war anxiety I just looked up test footage of a nuclear blast on youtube then bam I instantly began to calm down. Guess it's because I no longer Anticipate an immeniant blast?I don't know lol. The brain is fucking weird....,6.034183673469387,8.423232775510208,6.526275510204084,70.09104591836736,68.18367346938776,12.246938775510205,40.82142857142857,11.698219412168324,5.9638122448979605,222,14,37,9,4,72,46,49,0.201,0.753,0.046,-0.7803,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,3,1,2,2,1,0,0,4,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,4,1,6,6,0,5,0,0,1,1,1,3,1,1,2,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28841116234595154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298214335678322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42086717966059134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3485391191984293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4153183632187809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25270145666459104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20719450893874253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3165929473414888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311431104774089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ibeatdarksouls,2018/04/07,"Please help! Very confusing mental thing Hello, don’t know where else I would ask so I came here. I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety, and I generally wouldn’t say I’m hugely anxious aside from common social anxieties. However, earlier today, I had this huge crippling mental attack for a couple minutes just after I woke up. All I could think about were huge overwhelming numbers, and it was making me panic like crazy. I couldn’t talk, I couldn’t relax and I had no clue what was going on. This is all I remember of that time of the day, nothing else. I’ve woken up a couple hours ago and just watched videos and relaxed and there’s no issue. I know this has happened a couple times before in my life and it’s not anything I’m extremely scared of or in desperate need for help for, I’m just hugely curious as to what it is, I have found nothing about it online. Do any of you know what this could be or has anyone experienced this? Please let me know, thanks.",3.37875,5.240084397905761,4.572431282722516,83.54252126963355,74.13089005235601,7.4975130890052375,23.97938481675393,8.278499904357787,1.5002170157068062,764,23,146,13,16,251,116,191,0.133,0.718,0.149,0.6317,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,1,0,0,9,9,1,4,4,0,21,2,0,1,3,35,39,11,0,7,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,14,9,0,0,7,3,0,2,8,5,0,0,10,3,16,4,19,21,2,21,0,1,1,0,8,10,0,3,10,96,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903425919680386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08364589069615158,0.0,0.18819309036959025,0.1389577684787218,0.0,0.08600617994264785,0.0,0.10122054404528943,0.0,0.1149906959362832,0.1399330553982232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10466603385328553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068204594697578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641491092841196,0.4082996471523225,0.0,0.07932641092440268,0.0,0.0,0.12484490766194853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20550554390495035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13486584852080455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06990513257910559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877066910681717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16489191224007432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12113264608632482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838261113941093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703957407724721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257783489646005,0.0868802750735091,0.060092788834510136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210509714252574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2479150982728961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120476549013308,0.0948670799701134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360483554223497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14431688438403678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700395281465554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13933780922026312,0.0,0.0,0.09781649310489156,0.1231469203568005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538551784810228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886471805279654,0.0,0.11324413921496923,0.0,0.0,0.08171736883125956,0.0788150097106103,0.0,0.0,0.1434474471061175,0.0,0.11659194972698925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014899113136938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737741843139547,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,djiejd,2018/04/07,"Don't know if I (17F) offended my teacher (30sF) I am kind of struggling in high school. A high school teacher of mine tends to give me life advice. I like how she is doing this. So she was once giving me some healthy eating advice when she met me (we were talking about something else earlier on). When we were chatting, I said ""lol this is awkward"" and ""lol not even my relatives and previous teachers tell me this"". She seems taken aback and asked me what I think of her advice. I said it's nice thanks and then we go back to having a conversation. She continues to give me advice on other stuff. Tl;dr: I am struggling in high school and a high school teacher of mine likes to give me life advice. Once when we were chatting, I said ""lol this is awkward"" and ""lol not even my friends and previous teachers tell me this"". She seems taken aback, asked what I think of her advice, and I said it's nice thanks so we went back to talking like usual. Did I offend her? I am scared she will stop reaching out to me and I don't want that. 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It feels good to be fighting this. Try a therapist out folks, think of them as a coach for your mind.",3.139666666666667,5.2192829111111125,3.744166666666669,88.25625000000002,75.44444444444444,8.055555555555555,29.027777777777786,8.841846274778883,2.343111111111112,181,8,37,4,4,57,36,45,0.117,0.821,0.063,-0.3612,0,0,0,0,2,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,0,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,1,5,1,9,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614106171645438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022640767777832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2190742353644452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21602302500871573,0.411976919968178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26005485483511104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5980771812068453,0.0,0.16502940100743702,0.0,0.0,0.15018107819113574,0.2960189955923979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486140927576144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23875397714696794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Thickshorts,2018/04/07,Need good advice I feel the need to tell people about my anxiety because of a lack of support for mental health from my family but I can't bring it up without thinking im justing trying to be an attention whore,4.357596899224808,5.380889720930233,5.9162790697674446,78.17503875968997,70.3953488372093,8.524031007751939,30.6124031007752,8.841846274778883,2.6254868217054272,170,7,31,3,3,58,37,43,0.196,0.721,0.083,-0.7311,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,9,8,1,0,3,3,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,1,4,2,9,7,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,22,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2649373606874472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074076506410078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16527350472682434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555897696681124,0.0,0.1370874709694337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22740433908678626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881900949325163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29285837334960674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27322729006805624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4020671768644119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796191420937847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30766612571865865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2369726498629561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372408271974848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407409676137174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613520120399647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rd357,2018/04/07,"Currently on an immersion trip with 13 other people We all sleep in one big community room. Everyone is asleep right now and I’m in the bathroom because I’m feeling really nervous. I haven’t felt anxious in months, but for some reason, I just have this feeling that something bad is going to happen and it won’t go away",4.083809523809524,5.8370580158730165,5.431936507936507,78.56028571428574,72.01587301587301,8.214603174603175,30.06031746031745,8.841846274778883,2.644418412698413,257,11,46,5,5,86,52,63,0.126,0.826,0.048,-0.7137,1,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,5,2,2,1,1,12,13,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,3,3,0,8,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,3,30,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3071608591392264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554517254170617,0.0,0.22701867748766785,0.1657429961375718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598047030668951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2749537889808977,0.0,0.26105920493549106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090452706071998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404334247574972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2170218053808428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842412298401292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1884958564429798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741811419104477,0.27955052359022403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321945017201253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27208861414436264,0.0,0.0,0.20931594274475032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayrtrtrtrtrtr,2018/04/07,"weight gain on prozac or zoloft? Hey r/anxiety. Throwaway because I'm embarrassed that I'm actually stressed about this when it's for my own mental health. But basically I've been on and off meds for the past couple years. Nothing has worked so far though, so my doctor is prescribing me something new (for anxiety, depression, panic disorder, and agoraphobia), either zoloft or prozac, likely the former though. And as always, I'm super paranoid about gaining weight on it. I'm a professional cosplayer/model, and my body is something I can't really risk changing when it comes to that. I've tried celexa, remeron, and seroquel, short term, and gained weight on all of them. I've just come off pristiq, which I was on for almost a year, but didn't notice any change there. I know that it's very dependent on the person, but do people usually gain weight on these meds? I know it's such a stupid, shallow thing to be worrying about, but I can't help it. Any other experiences/side effects would be super helpful too. Thanks in advance.",6.012620935765263,7.160447201030928,6.166082474226805,77.43446867565427,66.68041237113404,9.26819984139572,30.90245836637589,9.466822959209583,2.8107570182394914,823,31,147,16,13,262,121,194,0.115,0.748,0.13699999999999998,0.8171,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,1,9,13,10,1,4,6,0,12,11,1,2,1,23,21,19,0,1,8,0,4,1,0,1,6,0,0,1,14,8,4,0,3,0,0,3,3,6,0,0,3,4,10,4,21,15,4,24,0,1,0,0,5,12,0,4,10,88,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.11174059899325772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466046000601128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09527753449254693,0.0,0.0,0.15573498275511505,0.0,0.17519239402808087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980133296196475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12718951093665615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24226272719149766,0.1972722546645597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669787278048164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0986231974846934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13123292804839073,0.1172009675891588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12171371815448595,0.0,0.0,0.15350090061475902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12585817329396592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05594147754875769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543790218733123,0.0,0.11539435240910904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105898766279957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098708682970729,0.13036497739712966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434723041244362,0.0,0.0,0.10930821039989863,0.0793835175189316,0.09998156098222367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335499034960619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763034596242809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311653682853956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054210429286067,0.0,0.0,0.0760721950583228,0.0,0.22500163854743446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07774154326158039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12611134731425327,0.09447881693119116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5577461493585129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336118021108062,0.1162856318642066,0.0,0.08134123887825323,0.0,0.0,0.14747524379518193 anxiety,stepped_on_a_lego,2018/04/07,"Has anyone experienced a panic attack after abruptly stopping an ssri? I've had my first real panic attack three weeks ago and I've never had anything like that ever happen before. I looked everywhere online to see if anyone else has dealt with what I experienced and I couldn't find anything. I ran out of lexapro and after four days I woke up to the worst feeling. I felt dizzy, I felt brain dead for a few moments, I felt out of my mind and I had a panic attack and I didn't get better until I got an emergency dosage. Nothing online mentions ssri withdrawal symptoms like how I had and I'm nervous if something might've been damaged in my brain or something. If it helps, I weened off of clonezepam a month before my attack. Does anyone know what might've happened or if anyone has any info on this? I just want to understand what happened to me and why I had a panic attack after never having one ever. 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So last night, I had an argument with my long distance SO (details in my post history). He said he didn't want me anymore and that he hates me and so many more hurtful things. At first, I felt sick and almost vomited. Then I was crying until I couldn't anymore. And then I was shaking violently and just felt almost numb. I haven't slept at all and it's now early morning. My mouth is so dry and my heart is beating hard. I feel like I'm in a permanent state of an anxiety attack and I don't know what to do. My heart is broken. I don't know what to do. I feel like killing myself but I can't. My heart is beating hard, I can't breathe and my mouth is dry. I just want to sleep and forget mg my pain even for a tiny bit.",-0.27643712574850104,1.8514397245508998,2.0808712574850325,95.01603742514973,88.8802395209581,5.016646706586826,19.128443113772455,6.508806274219699,0.02800622754491,602,18,138,7,20,204,89,167,0.241,0.7020000000000001,0.057,-0.9775,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,0,0,3,8,11,5,1,4,0,18,13,9,0,2,28,30,18,1,3,3,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,0,5,11,0,0,6,0,0,1,8,9,0,1,9,7,25,2,11,20,3,18,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,2,13,88,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425676219509717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1853123666216814,0.0,0.2402362487920352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.275582122739165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13223126322515086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304422317101622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727603951450272,0.0,0.0,0.07999837147804577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248344552871585,0.17305577178584056,0.2325876724667181,0.0,0.0,0.10302429304661237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699879135496408,0.11958055641431473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5741093657363883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12966106600387434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340009221626619,0.0,0.13312835914582094,0.09872866181256897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834586375036713,0.0,0.0,0.10718705868487008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227962915325425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341492330682696,0.0,0.0,0.11366256528542733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288798229398404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159991223276098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11521250160990072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10019140725914714,0.0,0.12120709837481144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046649843773701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14287898848146235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rookthomas,2018/04/07,"broke down multiple times in school, now i can't go back yep. yesterday was one of the most overwhelming days in a while. Literally started tearing up every 30 minutes...so now almost everyone knows I'm weird. Mind has been repeatedly replaying those moments of yesterday since I woke up. Kill me now. edit: been trying to get a handle on anxiety and depression in this new school. People just treat you differently once they know. 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I come from a family whos all dealt with anxiety, or at least, that's what I'm told. I feel anxious a lot during social situations, and my father tells me to just ""stop feeling anxious"" because there's nothing to worry about. I've tried explaining it to him before but he doesn't listen. How can I explain it so he'll understand that it isn't that easy to just stop?",4.125,4.766139500000001,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,70.66666666666666,8.222222222222221,30.555555555555557,8.344100000000001,2.218555555555555,345,14,69,5,6,117,60,90,0.194,0.785,0.021,-0.855,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,0,8,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,2,1,22,17,6,0,0,5,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,3,0,3,7,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,10,15,3,5,0,0,0,0,13,1,0,2,3,45,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335301355703993,0.5915748434892217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10640395098330327,0.0,0.1485290417687257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15035921539730074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645500370343732,0.0,0.2647729029326232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14839601615277856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16748526122194626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938169200327045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620131255046014,0.0,0.17793156129102228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4377943994216396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525642374564411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678983447008525,0.0,0.11850787094680595,0.0,0.0,0.1817125198574929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726381643290054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwafuckfuck,2018/04/07,"I frequently derealize and it has gotten worse recently. In the last 6 months I have developed this weird form where I become convinced for minutes to hours at a time that I am living in a computer simulation. In the last 4 months it has become real to me that there are enforcers watching me who wish to use one of my intense phobias to hurt me or punish me, even kill me, for noticing I am living in a simulation. During these episodes it is like I am about to have a panic attack, but I use coping mechanisms not to panic panic and instead breathe hard, repeat things to myself, and am in general extremely agitated. It has happened about 3 times in the last 3 months, and the time today was the second most severe time since this started. I have depersonalization since I was a kid, and I frequently do what has been described to me as disassociation. This started because a few years ago I noticed that the way the clouds settle above me looks like they are lying on some kind of glass and don't look real. I also have c-PTSD and depression, but idk. I have no idea what this is or why it's happening and it scares the shit out of me tbqh.",8.764666666666667,6.534273133333336,9.075666666666667,70.0695,62.111111111111114,11.844444444444445,36.72222222222222,10.355215969177356,3.5933555555555565,905,32,173,16,10,303,126,225,0.217,0.72,0.063,-0.9887,0,0,0,0,0,1,18.0,0,0,1,0,7,15,4,4,14,0,22,2,2,2,0,23,32,14,1,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,18,9,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,11,0,2,4,4,24,4,25,28,4,31,0,2,3,0,3,10,1,4,22,128,42,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961482075598086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08673989896696269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339527552181458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611962136799658,0.23958346099990896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09342126001150122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07164050404803006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19183153894456093,0.0,0.09716387035921878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068167646019848,0.0,0.11611466524005006,0.12244445686491832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000111288851012,0.11295022844392888,0.0,0.2652418155104943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598162405596634,0.0,0.19155421918159726,0.0,0.18216756793329208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597286148092181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469776028444205,0.0,0.0,0.07349909583685801,0.0,0.0,0.3817830246114428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12679047885395162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24691519171936485,0.0,0.0,0.1070966919388055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859298486584253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12253525143528107,0.1113383769278394,0.17944772586518398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15354501606544765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205972322375984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25298864815303745,0.0,0.10281270368352204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18735890137570874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609494247249841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09787333081169748,0.0,0.12473008394547748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105357101158829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06984828847182482 anxiety,FigurativelyDead,2018/04/07,"DAE pick the skin around your fingers to the point of them bleeding? I've had this issue for a very long while now, and it's quite embarrassing when people notice how messed up my fingers are... but i just *cant stop* once I've started. This can be triggered easily by anxiety for me. It's also part of a compulsion for me.. and I've been wondering if I have a skin picking disorder, but that, in itself, gives me anxiety just thinking about it. ",2.5491292134831447,4.530543280898879,4.128525280898876,85.27795646067419,76.86516853932585,7.596067415730338,25.73174157303371,8.472884824447931,1.829594382022472,348,13,70,7,8,116,65,89,0.131,0.833,0.036000000000000004,-0.7349,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,8,2,0,1,5,0,7,5,4,4,0,15,11,9,0,1,5,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,4,8,0,11,8,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,2,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141013459240316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662080660354534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307450053027116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743187399623517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296087602061289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498218592702507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21181946019366404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725044458477249,0.0,0.25490263659334084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591954690844913,0.0,0.16593690945875095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262655097666516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545808819003864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694149551769369,0.0,0.0,0.2001094355324084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153367438857638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19749090719168688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595676125234121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,osidiusxemphatic,2018/04/07,"Confidence and Anxiety I was thinking, and I decided that the anxious mindset is the opposite of confidence. Confidence is expecting good things to happen and being happy when they do. And it’s disappointing when bad things happen because something went wrong. Anxiety is expecting bad things to happen and being upset when they do. And it’s pleasing when good things happen because something went right. What do you think?",7.269583333333332,10.071204569444447,6.953888888888893,66.58000000000001,65.80555555555556,10.355555555555558,37.0,10.504223727775694,4.9722333333333335,347,18,46,10,6,109,38,72,0.219,0.546,0.235,0.5423,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,2,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,11,17,10,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,3,0,5,3,3,12,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,37,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2361030347392671,0.17433345068084458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576952644704507,0.1881395209260552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2588663166731421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458454402614973,0.16427252945451815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939291439911405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13178524382118867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376003940311047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4100834676571317,0.19775925820799212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2861054401613232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16872060655508106,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mote0fdust,2018/04/07,"Loss of vocabulary, verbal and written articulation? Has anyone experienced this? I'm 30 now and used to be a great writer. My ability to verbally articulate myself also got me far. Around 26 I had an onset of extreme debilitating anxiety. I think the worst is over but I haven't regained my ability to express myself and my vocabulary recollection is horrible. This really came to my attention during work meetings when I couldn't recall the simplest of words, and again when writing grad school essays. I knew my undergrad apps were 10x better. I'm starting to worry I'll never get this ability back. I know the vocab is still there, I just can't recall it. I'm not finding much info online. Can anyone share any resources about this subject?",4.0905943691345135,6.926850598540149,6.055625651720543,69.07622262773725,75.86131386861314,8.585818561001043,28.76381647549531,9.23628265651192,3.286572888425443,600,26,92,16,14,207,96,137,0.099,0.779,0.121,0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,3,11,5,0,0,5,0,11,0,0,1,1,21,23,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,6,1,15,3,11,15,2,12,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,8,65,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950548295604158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16586724114340154,0.0,0.18659056913653588,0.0,0.0,0.3410952449580717,0.0,0.0,0.2171317128693576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18755182152867086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2157186741535644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27896819132930484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2229294248395892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274329672306849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19507719929561426,0.2689117610973382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13404661952185956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930199800333932,0.0,0.1881185160324573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15625506431682445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24685005649614136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726408336600921,0.0,0.19478693162951502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562877520053809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066002502714992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17756946750765573,0.24770255983220535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NBB8,2018/04/07,"Stuffed animal support object Hello, I’m 16 years old and I have anxiety. I’m on several different medications, but I really just cope because I have Bandit. That’s the name of my stuffed raccoon, I would like to know if that’s strange? I’ve been asked and teased about it a little..I just feel safe when I’m with him, it’s just something about it..",0.8237402190923362,3.305581295774651,2.7768075117370934,89.20524256651018,88.15492957746478,6.535837245696403,23.381846635367765,7.793537801064563,1.4634588419405326,276,11,57,6,9,92,50,71,0.094,0.773,0.133,0.5574,1,0,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,1,0,2,0,4,1,0,0,0,13,11,5,0,2,5,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,3,6,9,0,4,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,4,31,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812078445622165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909955372722778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1897473717760696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252110176117389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15738752174991824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106591368448662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520708543478794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31357189156414483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3266256223176908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19940760491037102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3516466281674495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396309402641677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532256355072396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22111735749470932,0.0,0.0,0.2004477473762503 anxiety,Tomantra,2018/04/07,Overthinking / Messing Up I feel like I’m always messing up. When I’m not doing anything that requires most of my focus my mind starts to race and bring up what seems to be every bad thing I’ve ever done. Whether it was an accident or just a bad decision it’s all there. I don’t know what I can do to stop this. I would try to do something to occupy myself but it’s usually when I’m trying to sleep or in places when I need to be quiet.,1.4634999999999998,2.875099178947369,3.698092105263161,89.69976973684211,78.26315789473685,6.855263157894738,22.40131578947368,7.6454224807358475,0.8437631578947373,342,10,77,5,8,118,64,95,0.094,0.8859999999999999,0.02,-0.6597,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,6,5,0,0,2,0,10,1,1,0,2,19,19,8,0,2,6,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,8,1,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,2,8,1,12,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,4,8,54,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19436676776537065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19222582915730527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.390078144529934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2390451161290595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21129680590989103,0.1968108396930667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811083676470832,0.16687775171866795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12837573133210972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11412096495865592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2358607371348149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17320507249589615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24405330859874685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265284880262408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337601093613094,0.0,0.0,0.17983008153776572,0.0,0.0,0.16533720401121513,0.0,0.0,0.19529288032828268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15518775489997202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3171864714032271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572679392530345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659366373301118,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GracieStrange,2018/04/07,"Exposure therapy I recently fixed my horrific social anxiety that almost seemed like agoraphobia at times, and id like to share how In hopes that it will help one of you also(:. What's something that we use everyday to survive? FOOD. Well, we use our mouths and eat the food ,but you catch my drift lol What I did was waited until my fridge was empty (except for condiments and water) and while waiting I saved the money I would have used to go grocery shopping to do this: Leave the house everyday to buy food instead of getting groceries all at once. And not fast food, Actually going to a Safeway or something and buying items to prepare a cheap meal. Its a very valid and GOOD reason to leave the house everyday and it'll help you get out of your comfort zone literally one day at a time(:. I know this might be tricky with work schedules/school, lack of time ect...but when there's a will, there's a way. Anyone else do something similar to trick yourself into leaving the house and interacting with humans? Lol Maybe going to the gym everyday? Or library? Share some tips and tricks, I'm always looking to improve🖤",4.058743509865002,6.109180336448603,4.65133956386293,82.89020768431983,72.73831775700937,7.372377985462098,27.77673935617861,8.167268648758528,1.948663343717549,888,34,163,14,18,283,136,214,0.07400000000000001,0.7609999999999999,0.16399999999999998,0.9729,0,0,3,0,0,0,28.0,3,4,0,2,7,11,2,0,12,2,12,8,1,5,1,38,27,18,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,1,10,16,7,2,3,2,5,5,1,2,1,2,3,1,15,9,26,18,4,25,0,0,1,0,14,6,0,7,15,102,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.1016922018986938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10434949117672043,0.0,0.0,0.08333528522276634,0.08670959670272096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07971901200249559,0.0,0.0,0.0728648185506883,0.1067736481122498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06720568849980699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10663103661921447,0.08705260585797453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5040360295476971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888900003025306,0.0,0.1776718186251834,0.08740492060467321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969716215580052,0.0,0.0,0.10350228722465236,0.0,0.3607269242710446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05727011884902745,0.0,0.0,0.3310244125956087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018217564726455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750866909494938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469117525795914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054846591908636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11097836574732917,0.14122838942924998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071434180205188,0.10289305700637727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.105464293869177,0.0,0.09486726033134882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10622716894272503,0.0,0.24067376369575905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917119476018885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822939737339226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270007361164596,0.0,0.08598270470248813,0.0,0.08271564381134476,0.0,0.0,0.09369571518320924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0758648337749658,0.0,0.0,0.07402653790316906,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,niceCool_awesome,2018/04/07,"Sitting with a lot of anger with no clue where its all coming from (I think) I don't know when it started but for the past year or so I've been very anxious for no reason and in addition, I've had a lot of ""background anger"" in my thoughts (I wish I had a better term for it). I could be talking to somebody I really enjoy talking to and love and I have these impulsive and intrusive thoughts to lash out and show anger or physically start hurting people and my heart starts racing. Let me state that I would never and these thoughts make me feel physically sick to my stomach and I've never let them cloud my judgement. In fact, for as long as I've had it, I've been more conscious than I used to be about avoiding people that I don't like or I used to get into arguments with and also my words and how I'm coming off to people, especially if they're frustrating and awful. A while ago, I made a friend at work who got out of prison for stabbing somebody and he was in the SHU (solitary) for 3 years of his sentence and while he was telling me about it, he mentioned that when he got out of solitary, he said he couldn't relate to anybody anymore due to this feeling of being constantly being angry while talking to people, even his own mother/siblings/lifelong friends. I realized him and I were suffering from the same or very similar ""background anger"" side effect of feeling anxious. Can anybody else relate to this? Any tips for coping with it besides mindfulness and meditation/deep breathing? Are there any permanent solutions? I can't afford to see a therapist, so thats not an option for me unfortunately EDIT: I should add that a year or so ago I quit all drugs and stopped drinking heavily. I was abusing Xanax and Klonopin heavily and I was binge drinking constantly. I'm a 20 year old male. I know drugs and alcohol have a definite impact on mood and can cause chemical imbalances in the brain but shouldn't I be good by now?",5.227795275590552,6.024100304461943,5.80819317585302,80.5648251968504,68.26509186351707,8.825658792650918,32.300367454068244,8.954980946260402,2.6744403359580056,1540,65,295,26,25,499,196,381,0.191,0.722,0.087,-0.993,1,1,5,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,1,4,13,16,5,1,14,1,30,12,4,8,5,79,57,40,0,7,9,0,3,1,2,3,5,1,0,1,16,32,3,2,13,3,0,2,10,8,0,0,17,5,34,7,51,28,8,43,0,2,1,1,21,14,0,9,26,199,50,2,0.0,0.11329522105961015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952445240281844,0.10218974365095687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07646806033645115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300510859657105,0.0,0.0,0.21604897196534956,0.0948303145357594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0845689831318158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10674463349652738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822908284529233,0.0,0.16473800873867914,0.0,0.20666461118048127,0.0,0.07634556896192365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18734430731005225,0.22177995010959053,0.0,0.07987905602529027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631567531357751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14504651637688368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775305844584688,0.0,0.04995801359550936,0.0,0.0,0.08020233835684959,0.15295366005159616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11331131751444505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10236423299161107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10510157592709048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19555785392064676,0.0,0.046715579101339694,0.0,0.0,0.08462155515963195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16258706951326954,0.08630166455668835,0.09047887995475537,0.06382774430302587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09654992775879086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14749758380033348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10033812962608088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128104177998686,0.2651661811231934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170467869488836,0.0,0.0,0.061257246041960124,0.09831428946268704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09095744560660823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07619753815733064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030430579125878,0.0,0.0,0.0799434179531302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23056955648602226,0.08357694810025028,0.0,0.0,0.11102332366822228,0.0,0.061270060716410515,0.0,0.22773712305227475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16517164471710674,0.0,0.15779463965367027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109959403901844,0.0,0.0,0.06961320971076587,0.0,0.0,0.06792639818471136,0.0,0.0,0.2463070951602412 anxiety,bethnahrain,2018/04/07,"Sitting with friends and I feel incredibly out of touch and insecure with my life situation This has definitely gotten worse with age considering I’m meant to have my shit together at this stage in my life (I’m 22) but I’m still stuck in the same negative cycles that seem inescapable. I feel like they probably think I’m an idiot and a loser that can’t get his shit together ever. This makes me increasingly socially withdrawn.",5.555555555555554,7.269127703703706,6.573765432098768,71.97694444444448,68.25925925925927,10.8320987654321,32.01851851851852,10.864195022040775,3.9088666666666665,348,15,62,11,6,116,59,81,0.28600000000000003,0.64,0.07400000000000001,-0.9705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,2,7,3,1,3,0,3,4,2,1,1,16,16,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,5,0,0,3,3,8,2,9,13,2,10,0,1,0,0,4,4,2,1,4,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22271139302808876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489827413557702,0.17589275138645294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19022153610341336,0.0,0.12863476650530367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478113586867321,0.12028595969638466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16434734678317925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2654564424197936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241406914992413,0.0,0.0,0.5054628531727631,0.0,0.2767507935027149,0.0,0.2509804859934505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19662393502215986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15776167599125068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509094211462377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HazelLight4,2018/04/07,"Redditora with anxiety...How does your anxiety physically manifests itself? I feel like my anxiety manifests physically in different ways at different times. How do you experience yours? One of the most prominent symptoms is that I have extremely prominent heart palpitations, which feels like you can feel your heart beating into your throat. I also begin to get a shortness of breath and dizziness. This doesnt even happen when i have a panic attack. My panic attacks magnifies theae symptoms and then I start talking fast and can't stop talking. It almost sounds like hysteria when im in the middle of a panic attack. I have diagnosed severe anxiety and depression. I take a mixture of prozac and xanax on a regular basis... I hate how it makes me feel, like a zombie that is no longer emotionally affected by anything (maybe its too strong a dose?). I try to be off my meds as much as I can because of my desire to feel normal and I have had these symptoms since I was a teen (currenrly 26 years old).",5.570169884169888,7.41832427567568,6.7214092664092675,70.40952702702704,68.4054054054054,10.474903474903476,32.67374517374517,10.608840637214634,4.0354015444015445,801,36,132,24,14,269,115,185,0.217,0.669,0.114,-0.9638,2,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,6,0,2,7,13,4,3,10,0,14,11,4,4,0,22,26,14,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,0,7,1,0,0,9,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,8,0,1,2,6,23,5,18,23,2,19,0,1,0,0,8,8,0,2,14,92,32,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10626111530245982,0.0,0.0,0.08486194088692693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24353825871127535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732546979341196,0.0,0.0,0.3621711358361165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06468810163283724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0913986474401799,0.10770679327723046,0.0,0.22173991831848655,0.0,0.0,0.09286393634549682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11936764351526738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07008945470352858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038030504191426,0.0,0.0,0.2682803958600892,0.2274305924045571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0554418927054893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938391496418617,0.0,0.0,0.10476883263209892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514989470485348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11462485926331313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20737414783393904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07083410040946578,0.0,0.10660905884434096,0.0,0.11787236233131225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07800840199526733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397239181853354,0.0,0.0,0.11135222192858958,0.0,0.07190780713873858,0.0,0.0,0.373517249294335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198823077696475,0.0,0.08778130068185132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751103484786808,0.0,0.0,0.08871878767145247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33088941910979075,0.07978697908510528,0.17058608074840614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061877832347959426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07204665925705228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08423094799254148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06833604140588931 anxiety,shakespearestark,2018/04/07,"Should I be worried about medicine? I’ve switched medicine over to Zoloft (been diagnosed w/anxiety and ocd for over two years) and my mom, who is also diagnosed w anxiety, is freaking out and telling me I should take Wellbutrin instead. She’s said she’s only heard negative reviews about Z. If anyone can tell me about their experience starting this, please tell me. I don’t need worry about this medicine making my anxiety even worse. My doc even said this is going to be a trial 😞",6.049384057971015,7.003311836956524,5.78130434782609,80.92384057971016,66.5,9.1768115942029,34.89855072463768,9.2995712137729,3.139494202898552,387,18,72,7,6,120,61,92,0.193,0.779,0.028,-0.9257,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,8,1,0,0,1,0,10,3,0,1,0,9,18,5,0,4,1,1,0,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,4,3,12,0,10,10,0,6,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,2,47,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13368217902603616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38364341848025335,0.0,0.0,0.1168859948358548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3393388996462392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22082245429665331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1635199221765406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09500399821373028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11158426018918896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1957821972255787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395108997044055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271368851222825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18349750514127527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180253160295569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832059162320885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568764172167046,0.0,0.43833000951881773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16329639005309288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3395293315558725,0.17035591192133615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10764909246330966 anxiety,Zjaa6,2018/04/07,"Nervous about getting first job I'm 21 years old and in community college, I have a habit putting off applying for part-time jobs since I graduated high school. My goal is to send in applications this weekend, I just feel weird being 21 and applying for a first job.",4.616176470588236,6.435649784313724,5.347205882352942,79.43492647058825,70.76470588235293,9.02156862745098,32.357843137254896,9.516144504307137,3.0681725490196072,213,10,41,5,4,69,40,51,0.083,0.917,0.0,-0.4215,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,1,4,0,7,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,5,22,5,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11658592045832415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3922548710990156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12046620239057687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2436157162621976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6864319317344013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24195024103428145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24969083914374585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317921019274545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333547551487057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19073446843204525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14848308729831 anxiety,PinkahBoo,2018/04/07,Still attempting to get into a workout routine Would hiring a personal trainer be ideal? I mean someone who can guide me make sure I'm not doing too much too soon. Also co.ofrting me when i get chest pain or a painful palp would be nice too. Has anyone hired a trainer?,4.212735849056603,5.7074789056603805,4.9397641509434,83.24662735849058,71.26415094339623,6.809433962264151,30.23113207547169,7.1686216300943375,1.8668150943396231,214,9,39,2,4,69,41,53,0.111,0.731,0.158,0.3939,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,0,4,0,7,3,1,1,1,9,12,3,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,3,2,8,1,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,3,28,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141369630282057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18723222599330666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27979936363482416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17873971514189893,0.0,0.0,0.2916819238731026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19684303846181905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5698560194626243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2338079541590753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2268821256012789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21384285675329864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.252371695168943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38043472144369467,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Juggernaut_Thought,2018/04/07,"Getting Stuck in Loops Hi all. I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression since I was 11 (23 now). Recently after some very stressful life situations I got back into treatment and have started medication. While they take the edge off and I do feel more peaceful, I’m still having trouble with my anxiety attacks where I get stuck in loops repeating the same fear over and over again. These will often last for hours at a time until I’m so exhausted I finally fall asleep, just to relive the same nightmare when I wake up. I’ve tried grounding, which works maybe 1/3 of the time, but often my pervasive thoughts are so strong and intrusive that they are able to break through my rational mind trying to calm me down. Does anyone have any tips for how else I can help myself get out of these hellish loops? I do not currently have a therapist as I am trying to find one that I think would suit me. Hopefully in a few weeks I can get an appointment but in the meantime I want to not suffer as much. 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Something traumatic has happened and I now feel I have no choice but to move out. I'm so scared. My current job is just over minimum wage and I fear I won't make it out there on my own. The area I live in offers apartments for as little as $565 per month but with my wage that's nearly half my months income. I make about $1300 per month. Does anyone have experience making such a tight budget work? I've had an anxiety disorder and depression since I was really little so I'm also afraid of those things ultimately causing me to break down and then what.. I'm on the street? I know I'm thinking too far ahead but I don't know how to ignore these fears.,1.3588276397515529,3.426979086956525,3.212635869565218,89.95199728260872,81.11180124223603,6.261024844720497,19.379270186335408,7.413659706084162,0.4571394409937888,607,15,130,9,16,203,111,161,0.208,0.792,0.0,-0.987,5,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,10,6,0,4,4,0,9,0,0,5,0,26,22,17,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,7,11,0,2,4,0,4,3,3,6,0,1,3,2,14,0,25,18,1,31,0,1,0,0,1,19,0,0,8,81,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1230838244641682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774269270865248,0.0,0.0,0.10761924570285493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15811060378685826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13256466868674374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17639713648734862,0.0,0.13468992484429065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055602432731044,0.0,0.3463888569106484,0.07782281858299496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13610437496091987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15438685426737567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15273447394829892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16917264365539186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085216534372807,0.2718152334728747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082135014738645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3685546284262496,0.3271694024800008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14549712503843254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09860033177005913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15409333013355556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273180661606315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848941379662145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102252670683741,0.0986209584099095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11205018208553773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,paperheartcutout,2018/04/08,New here and feeling terrible A little background. In my early twenties I had very bad anxiety and went on meds and felt better. 8 years later was still on them but decided to get off them for personal reasons. I felt ok for a few months than started to feel bad again. I started up my meds 3 days and they’re giving me a lot of anxiety. I’m assuming it’s from my body trying to adjust to them? Now I am having a lot of “what if” thoughts. Like “what if” my medicine won’t work for me again? What if I am depressed forever? Just a lot of obsessive scary thoughts. Has anyone else felt this way? Cab anti depressants make you feel worse before making you feel better? I’m very sensitive right now so please no negative responses. 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I have tried so, so hard to put myself out there and make friends but it doesn't seem to be happening. I have gone to events, gone to games night at my building, introduced myself to numerous people at my lectures and classes which required every bit of my mental strength due to my social anxiety but... I have no friends. I've moved to the city from a country town that I lived in all my life until now and all my friends from back home are living in other places. I'm feeling very lonely as I have no one to hang out with outside of classes, and it's reinforcing my social anxiety. I'm losing the motivation to go out and meet people. It's making me enjoy uni as a whole a lot less. They say that all the fun of uni is meeting people that will end up being life long friends. That just doesn't seem to be happening for me. Every day I go back to my room feeling sad and lonely. I really am losing all motivation to put myself out there. I'm scared that this is going to lead to me relapsing. Sorry that this is a bit bleak, but I just wanted to get it off my chest.",3.46964184060721,4.1493496975806465,4.944573055028466,85.59568311195447,72.18548387096773,7.7707779886148,25.4753320683112,7.928766900206844,1.2754029411764716,927,27,200,12,17,312,122,248,0.133,0.7240000000000001,0.14300000000000002,0.6969,0,4,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,8,9,14,0,1,8,0,16,3,1,5,4,33,36,15,0,1,5,0,3,0,5,1,2,1,3,0,14,12,0,1,6,1,0,10,5,6,0,3,2,4,27,8,40,30,9,41,0,5,0,0,12,17,0,3,14,137,41,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16340742214966794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642492426991248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332015962575055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06887885358641463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459541958836462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.179971625450227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800522628215696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09084625301833048,0.0,0.0,0.41257719187114494,0.0,0.05579996022417386,0.0,0.18209516864857608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888904062240914,0.0,0.0956741683011878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21426346968345164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087569641940715,0.0,0.0,0.28292600742994073,0.094516956783879,0.0,0.2389696228422048,0.0,0.09079976723314846,0.0,0.0,0.14258315481253356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763191953858704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351428151425187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10315063479715923,0.0,0.10022702276598608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07237221859404351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22213046458276745,0.0,0.11158600490074948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21473226201478296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842049246111455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493372923841372,0.10692805331830024,0.0,0.0,0.1944581859175811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177436398565071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11955678772319832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251196747888235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08812334581147267,0.06299495174753282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1192413097844892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13755476973276498 anxiety,icoulduseahugrn,2018/04/08,"If it's not too much to ask Is there anybody out there, who can tell me: ""you can do it."" That i'll be fine. I'm sorry for being selfish. I'm sitting in the corner of my room, on top of my bed. Legs tucked in towards my chest. Blanket covering me. Crying. It's crippling me, and I have no idea what to do. I have an exam paper that i need to finish in the next 10 hours and i'm paralyzed. It's not the paper itself, but my history of not being succesful that's keeping me from moving. I'm sorry for burdening whoever is reading this. 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This time last year I was a bundle of nerves, having panic attack’s and feeling like I’d never be happy, and now my assessment score has been cut by two thirds! I just wanted to share this with everyone because, although my troubles were probably considered mild compared to other sufferers, I managed to get through it and I wanted to support others by letting you know it can get better!",9.584310344827584,7.98029314942529,9.303994252873569,67.0966810344828,60.03448275862068,11.9183908045977,41.29022988505747,10.686352973137794,4.597691954022988,372,17,60,7,4,121,64,87,0.205,0.6759999999999999,0.119,-0.8163,1,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,2,10,2,1,3,0,10,0,0,0,1,10,17,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,4,1,8,5,11,11,0,9,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,8,47,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17128238054160794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547178198519165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13648695813570982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980207692558406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21394541221831773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132102325902855,0.15995373162794618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339563257431377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383450084293365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304922055550754,0.3650156874304499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2289522424966889,0.0,0.1093859068337214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17268497223145415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2626976310458645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414013551725889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540783151549101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13055750439455252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187171191384664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2641232608770598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2883676653695816 anxiety,soth_ewe,2018/04/08,"CBT therapy in Raleigh Looking for recommendations for CBT therapy in Raleigh. I did that years ago and it helped me become more confident, which is something I really needed at the time for my professional career. Today my daughter asked why I complained about the way I look. I didn't even realize I did that and want to improve myself so my insecurity doesn't trickle down to her. Should I see a same gender therapist or does that not really matter? How do I weed out the really good therapists from the bad ones? Thanks!",4.248219954648526,6.741356724489801,5.513809523809524,74.92563492063493,73.59183673469387,9.253514739229024,28.23582766439909,9.725611199111238,3.129091609977324,421,17,73,12,9,140,70,98,0.103,0.757,0.14,0.5952,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,0,7,0,0,1,0,12,14,5,0,3,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,3,3,14,2,12,10,2,10,0,0,3,0,5,5,0,1,4,53,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629335897790484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17183449512205115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15347095502815994,0.0,0.20300010963866125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16085052179454132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140262199755585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541683776226504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320178714799145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.308702746915244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1362903729133536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455220782732007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3532539237659509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14647017876570936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415034128079683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16922455620512075,0.4203980651988353,0.4268275972714812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10717919153948363,0.0,0.17422730294400493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841398086940056,0.14589723921934705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16585699866388606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836551787569898 anxiety,anamishmurder,2018/04/08,"Starting work again tomorrow First-time poster here. I've been off work for a couple of months cos of anxiety and depression, and the only time I really leave the house is to go to therapy and out on walks and stuff. I got a job over the weekend. My family are really proud of me, but as stupid as it sounds, I'm so anxious I can't really sleep. I'm scared shitless of change, even positive change, especially change in routine. I'm worried I'll cock up the job somehow, or that I'll feel drained even though it's only part time. Anybody got any advice? I'd really appreciate it",4.319935897435897,5.192986752136754,5.746228632478633,79.91370192307693,70.36752136752136,9.952564102564104,28.30021367521368,10.125756701596842,2.7293598290598293,458,16,93,12,8,155,79,117,0.199,0.713,0.08800000000000001,-0.9018,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,4,1,1,6,0,4,2,2,1,0,10,12,10,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,2,5,1,15,9,1,15,0,1,0,1,0,6,1,2,7,49,10,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13890204713267335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666319478320398,0.0,0.10874022142540092,0.16058292558436513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.451110382001557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572802839610556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12242892611476786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18777032071374766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13400126785044764,0.0,0.07187257510411771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12090811468567468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08078404558313436,0.0,0.2273720257633165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16401577086826447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28211314238458324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505105955642172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345845470454305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21621473024557067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15392873786662906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3642458538238039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14231153079165895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422472440008792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061067162256876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16272154647124445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16255472540661753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13965633686588233,0.0,0.1657713057434147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069659072752373,0.14435472986891978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sequax1,2018/04/08,"Why does coffee trigger my anxiety but not coca cola? They almost have the same caffeine content, a can of coke has like 32mg of caffeine while a cup of coffee has 40. But coffee makes me tense and anxious, to the point where I sweat. I have to be very careful about when I drink it, although this has increased more over time. Pop doesn't really affect me much accept for making me a bit more energized.",5.351125,5.795896862500001,5.842500000000001,81.67250000000001,67.875,7.9,28.5,7.554174236665415,1.694575,319,10,60,3,5,103,61,80,0.079,0.732,0.189,0.8905,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,0,5,0,8,3,1,4,0,11,11,6,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,8,4,8,10,6,7,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,4,43,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829829993926057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21618816604363192,0.3192574718437669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085259209779416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.288129453741773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473050952613555,0.0,0.0,0.2768403356518709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13806404671995584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37727528336385935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077434582877361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671482696978293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810407457676249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478628653479804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23317453107070826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550024730832227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bobosmitho,2018/04/08,"Tried being somewhat productive despite constantly feeling anxious/worried I did pretty good for about a week, even though I was constantly feeling anxiety while worrying about unrealistic potential catastrophic scenarios that I know have a near 0% chance of happening. What motivated me to push past my worries that week was a sudden realization of how much anxiety has limited every aspect of my life. That said, despite actually accomplishing a few things, I ended up feeling worse than I do when I'm lazy and waste my life. I find that the more productive I am, the more anxious I get. I have no idea why. This weekend however, I've completely relapsed. I feel paralyzed right now and find it hard to get out of bed. It feels like I've finally collapsed under the pressure of my anxiety. I know that my anxiety has ruined my life to date, and I know that it will continue to ruin my life if I let it. But I'm starting to feel like giving up. I'm starting to doubt that things can change for the better. I have almost no confidence in myself and my life right now. What is wrong with me?",4.520571102227297,6.589907699029126,5.862095945174191,74.6171416333524,71.52427184466019,9.701427755568249,32.020559680182764,10.056822442137396,3.6679637921187904,870,41,152,25,17,292,116,206,0.239,0.654,0.107,-0.9686,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,9,9,0,2,8,0,15,5,0,2,0,26,34,10,0,1,2,0,7,2,0,1,5,1,1,0,16,6,0,1,13,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,8,25,4,23,27,5,26,0,2,0,0,2,8,0,4,19,107,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.10230498756468497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497828936628337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3207975588810233,0.2368700828919037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927190805968286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109027762335886,0.0,0.10991873872583544,0.2265813307780737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09285373726010758,0.0,0.0,0.06924330726671478,0.0,0.0883290020624072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3180499314098526,0.14978997395383165,0.0,0.11484290936236155,0.19163673604253864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109545152784907,0.10056841534000156,0.0,0.0879316127352753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270628655599364,0.0,0.09391262414898696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183472849956404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728456662541705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10720209554104143,0.3702444667835312,0.10243532281979413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07706665391522538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007799498510253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10665608297659077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790590475089165,0.09972321314228966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840717367879547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929699750275354,0.0,0.10300101324415646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07117688367784117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818651778914104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945983450097954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193986848738035,0.10683702245265056,0.0,0.11462190389794645,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shrimptoast1_,2018/04/08,"Anxiety when getting sick? Does anyone get anxiety when there is something wrong with their body? Such as throwing up, fever etc,.. I have anxiety in general but it’s really bad if something is wrong with me. Does anyone else experience this? Usually goes away when I figure out what’s wrong. 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I'm a male child care worker and I watch kids in the daycare at my gym. I never had panic attcks, heart palpitations or irrational scary thought patterns until I got this job. Every time a parent looks at me weird for being a male and working with children, it feels like the world is going to fall apart, no matter how irrational that may sound. I live in constant fear of upsetting someone and being accused of being a pedophile (which happens sometimes, look at this: http://www.kidspot.com.au/parenting/real-life/in-the-news/parents-dont-believe-men-should-be-working-in-childcare/news-story/97b0eee9607c4983107e79c1f2d3d20e ) and it's driving me crazy. I've had some parents give me dirty looks on occasion, and considering I'm not an effeminate looking guy, it doesn't surprise me. Has anyone else had experiences similar to mine? I've always suffered from depression but throwing this extra stressor into the mix has really done some damage to my psyche. 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Those of you whose anxiety comes from sustained painful situations and trauma, how do you stop the pain when something triggers it? For example an image, an object of a place that triggers negative and painful memories. How do you stop the emotionsl pain that is generated?",6.612169811320754,8.702874698113206,6.498254716981133,72.07304245283022,66.16981132075472,10.58301886792453,37.778301886792455,10.686352973137794,4.671154716981132,241,13,39,7,4,76,34,53,0.431,0.569,0.0,-0.9818,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,4,0,0,4,6,0,0,6,0,4,5,0,5,0,11,5,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,4,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,4,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12269934295397562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13816339553251994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8533413005850073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16757536841430293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18028718411625505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12347749898859582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022843602195326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,-FUNNYUSERNAME-,2018/04/08,"Is it fun? Is it fun? Is it fun living like this? Is it fun living every single second like shit? Is it fun? Is it fun only having two friends? Is it fun living your life by rules with continuous amends? All your life, from this question, you have decided to run, So answer me now, is it fun?",-0.33149999999999835,1.9116765166666667,2.085000000000001,93.4725,92.16666666666666,4.333333333333334,14.166666666666668,5.985473137389443,-0.7273333333333332,221,4,48,2,8,75,33,60,0.041,0.551,0.407,0.9847,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,0,2,12,1,0,0,0,10,3,1,0,1,5,10,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,10,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,11,4,10,2,3,0,0,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,34,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670834222679106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871781247140533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36334641054186334,0.25131710395708723,0.0,0.6813565848461351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19561783096439805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881311719079721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640197175503837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512542728711525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Youngguythrow1863,2018/04/08,"Please help me out. It's coming back. Hi, I had generalized anxiety disorder last year in the summer. It got much better until it felt like it stopped. Until now. I'm 14 year old, and I've had this since I was 10 or something (dunno if that's anxiety or not) that in the night, I feel really bad for no actual reason. I just feel terrible. It feels a bit like guilt and pessimism, but I don't believe to have any reason for feeling this way. There is nothing that could cause these feelings. But I still have them and I can't explain it. Please help me out.",0.8443522267206518,3.158326201754388,2.73526315789474,91.07107287449392,85.22807017543859,5.9638326585695,20.172739541160592,7.321109707123232,0.6194609986504727,433,13,92,7,13,144,77,114,0.134,0.718,0.149,0.575,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,1,5,6,0,1,3,0,9,0,0,3,0,27,19,10,0,2,7,0,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,6,0,1,9,0,0,1,4,3,0,0,5,6,10,3,9,13,2,18,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,14,59,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.1520157252507751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593359335698672,0.0,0.2383377132084751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978277481569333,0.1300671550163809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17550715486505974,0.0,0.13777195635354725,0.17006796398046253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16002572590138248,0.0,0.13418795466855388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12437513146414768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853375508809138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938272556413601,0.0,0.14957019595289547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458896983482835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20882786510754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269789162672509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15220939135447936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11451390168212612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618601219875754,0.0,0.1494720797865037,0.0,0.16346158962197954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3419923839283823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09979463291969501,0.3203290732648663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288602122168908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1199246223864566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12440358605022285,0.13023641388503895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12364840517557787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2006303558781904 anxiety,albundy12345,2018/04/08,"Something about the passage of time triggers my anxiety I just listened to a song and realized that it came out in 1995 when I was about 16 years old. When I realize that it's been 23 years, something hits me and I start to feel like I might have a panic attack - slightly dizzy, almost like I'm leaving my own body, somewhat short of breath, more aware of my heart beating. There are other situations where I become aware of time passing. Sometimes it happens when seasons change, like ""wait, winter is over already?"" Does anyone else here experience anything similar?",6.51424450549451,7.819018528846158,6.0889010989011005,77.87038461538461,65.63461538461539,8.250549450549451,35.049450549450555,8.418075326091056,2.9547873626373624,453,21,76,6,7,140,78,104,0.123,0.807,0.07,-0.6775,0,0,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,1,1,3,0,6,3,3,1,0,13,14,5,0,0,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,2,0,0,6,4,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,3,3,10,3,11,9,3,18,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,3,14,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17820667166058446,0.0,0.19638927802246856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13614306727165215,0.0,0.0,0.12443756695545274,0.18234661459841825,0.1464503857199832,0.0,0.0,0.20246136919473776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965488360284927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19767947392650176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2035450420380329,0.0,0.0,0.18826382816687445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557387475778572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1486672812142207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17408433998417688,0.0,0.0,0.08998466895802251,0.1271385391568942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1573742425113487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108898920931213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843969479180325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608347599830867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18879319818877044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18674478237332534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20880408797735556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000406004175816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2740129661109172,0.17601236139594634,0.0,0.12596484773901573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20754614744846805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292078049198024 anxiety,FriskyIntrospector,2018/04/08,"do i need medication? Hello all. Since my parents do not believe in mental illnesses, I (a guy, 20 years old) never went to get any sort of treatment for my ADHD (trouble concentrating, constantly moving and tapping) or - let's say it this way as I never received a diagnosis - anxiety-like symptoms, which include (but are not limited to) heavy insecurity especially around women (leading me to the solicitation of prostitutes and avoiding people if I have the slightest feelings for them) and double-checking everything because I am afraid I might have done it wrong. I feel like it is getting in the way of leading a normal life as I feel like I am unable to start (sexual) relationships. Would medication change anything? Do any other men (or women) here have the same problem? Is it possible to become more ""normal"" (less peculiar, less obviously insecure and """"""weird"""""" as some call it) through the use of meds, oppress the over-thinking and just be more blunt? tl;dr: Can medication make you a more confident-seeming/secure person?",8.10937217478654,9.006587651933707,8.690256152687095,62.065128076343576,61.98342541436465,11.222702159718736,39.65896534404821,11.022393298168332,4.944818784530384,819,42,121,21,11,274,123,181,0.099,0.8540000000000001,0.048,-0.8793,1,1,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,3,3,11,0,4,10,0,17,6,0,4,4,35,27,12,0,6,7,1,3,2,0,2,6,1,0,5,8,6,0,2,3,0,0,5,4,9,0,0,2,4,14,2,18,21,8,16,0,0,0,0,13,3,0,6,8,90,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564078491568622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770048244684939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10709745859736676,0.1158557906252153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07933460080724007,0.143733870863065,0.0,0.14662777007462752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13289161912685607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767514126616884,0.0,0.0,0.14063947622665582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331825412836917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11696507432993195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19741421596299516,0.18594986099278304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13598978219373387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.128863064027323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330811017440716,0.0919245865587302,0.12716361139739907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868721594493706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456069316793868,0.3933192951568992,0.1311545853827053,0.1380622633875888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13832252170955606,0.0,0.09650015901506744,0.20075021854864492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550270603615957,0.0,0.0,0.13656428079842528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14450955851156522,0.0,0.0,0.09022549292104116,0.11363675866951775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671785425400113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453027304603388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13972599739381686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10349576678577688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765649744156107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09211662365469657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13526949219302886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339104792359553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1124026676256759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660456763849488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064483194309478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245059430439467,0.14229208093140247,0.0,0.08380849690804988 anxiety,twitchingJay,2018/04/08,Snapping out of it I'm stuck in this weird mental state of mind for a while that I am unable to get out of. I don't know how to snap out of it. What works for you?,-1.579615384615387,-0.14048594871794862,0.9201923076923072,105.8310576923077,87.97435897435898,3.9,12.314102564102564,3.1291,-1.930697435897436,124,1,36,0,4,42,29,39,0.104,0.8959999999999999,0.0,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,6,6,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,0,12,5,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,25,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29483535199799193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101370321176343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5687046147683644,0.0,0.5698051200879329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41083369236739614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Professor-Wheatbox,2018/04/08,"I used to have pretty bad social anxiety, but i'm a lot better now. I'm still pretty depressed though, however, I think I've been banned from r/depression. I used to have pretty bad anxiety. It started when I was a senior in high school, I couldn't stand to sit in classes. I started having panic attacks. I failed my way through college for about two years before dropping out. I couldn't stay in the classes. I would drink a lot so I could go. I would distract everyone by ""popping"" my lips (whatever you want to call it, making a popping sound with my mouth, to let out nervous tension, i would do it so much that my teeth would dig into my lips and make them bleed) and so I just stopped going. I started taking online classes, and I brought my GPA up to 3.45~. About five years later though, I'm doing a hell of a lot better. I've had some decent sexual encounters, I can go grocery shopping without panicking, I can go out in public without panicking. Just go out there and embarrass yourself, and fail over and over again. Eventually you'll stop caring and your anxiety will fade. At least, that worked for me. I started going for very long walks (sometimes like 20+ miles) people will talk shit about you, and it won't matter. I'm pretty drunk right now, sorry if any of this sounds weird. I'm kind of confused and lost about being banned from r/depression. It's like, that's a place to talk about depression that I can't access, and a huge part of being depressed is being isolated. I don't even think I've been outright banned, but ""shadow"" banned, or whatever.",4.151528797289668,5.566431535714287,4.880660643704125,83.92204686617734,71.3051948051948,7.564313946922642,27.677018633540374,8.04050195162591,1.7793182947487294,1235,44,236,17,23,398,164,308,0.294,0.594,0.113,-0.9965,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,0,4,1,6,19,24,3,6,9,0,29,8,5,4,0,50,55,20,0,9,8,0,0,2,0,8,1,2,0,0,10,16,2,6,2,3,1,8,7,18,0,2,6,2,32,6,39,34,7,48,1,6,0,0,10,18,2,7,19,155,42,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059314158915478386,0.0,0.20017447556734125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09922796465362432,0.0,0.0,0.14565396410801454,0.0,0.0,0.07421975799837166,0.0,0.0,0.1542820828462285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08906372624694864,0.0,0.08892895381181272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0696399138273111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3756222208312782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544465379265279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05760951035916305,0.0,0.0,0.08334465100928659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974226785055029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09215515490086668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09082860934713484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08919071715923582,0.0,0.08522482567738167,0.0,0.0,0.07718899589560851,0.0,0.0,0.09521345020655107,0.2224598558428343,0.0,0.0,0.11644313281026784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411843068058372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233658274542487,0.0,0.0944532574156828,0.0,0.0604689645202137,0.0,0.09112874522596133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3549457678813833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448737256752504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827363003312011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08953244347215251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08891215658588307,0.0,0.0,0.0862650906919376,0.09763823033320644,0.24694558786716125,0.0929673726718903,0.06965584607115227,0.14584350638851867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06558031900194386,0.14021197093875495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11177706333193947,0.1713909451678059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520351885718679,0.0,0.0,0.15066413494870018,0.0,0.07196753693311085,0.05144597580519784,0.06923300646957592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815838048687573,0.0,0.06349887742559203,0.0,0.0,0.2478408940035349,0.0,0.0,0.11233661046241758 anxiety,Semkee69,2018/04/08,"2 weeks of xanax, is it safe to quit cold turkey? Hey, just a little background before I ask the main question, I've been diagnosed with a CNS disorder about 1-2 months ago on paper, in practice I have GAD, panic disorder and had massive agoraphobia before my blood tests. My GP prescribed me Xanax 0.5mg tabs 2-3 times per day as needed and escitalopram 10mg's daily, I have been taking the Xanax for about 2 weeks now in total I've taken roughly 8 miligrams in total over that period, I just started taking escitalopram yesterday for my anxiety and panic and stumbled upon some topics about xanax withdrawal and dependancy today after feeling like I had to take a xanax just like I would go for a smoke, I think I'm developing a dependancy. The big dilemma here is that Xanax is used to alleviate anxiety for me and to subisde the side effects from escitalopram for the initial week, so I'm terrified of taking the drug but I'm also terrified that it is the only thing that can help me at this point, so my question is, is it safe to quit it cold turkey? I have only taken one 0.5mg pill today and felt panicky after reading up about xanax withdrawal, I don't think it's that much helpful in the first place other than being a placebo.",7.0856600189933525,6.547089000000002,8.113168724279834,70.18823361823361,64.34979423868313,10.604495093383985,33.918645140867355,10.035473477838034,3.34286413421969,989,37,178,19,13,338,132,243,0.102,0.8140000000000001,0.084,-0.6389,0,0,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,4,12,6,0,2,14,0,17,11,1,4,2,29,35,12,0,2,4,0,3,2,0,1,10,0,0,0,13,8,0,2,7,1,0,1,1,2,0,2,7,5,16,4,31,26,5,31,0,0,0,0,6,14,0,5,18,114,29,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10812288866982796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975428318141358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18662006518276544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140295381137348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758235089036975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07866335553740922,0.0,0.0,0.12380138271736428,0.0,0.0,0.27958631106542586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14145150457657862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061673888810247074,0.08713848945888096,0.11711448994944787,0.0,0.0,0.10375130723476313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06932082561002767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351365159007938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918099806200505,0.12225032770659748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973587506763696,0.0,0.08966517093985127,0.09044242404075957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08265296627145396,0.18553395663068314,0.0,0.28622120310400645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12743721939991795,0.0,0.11530517238027248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27327834118787897,0.25946943926645505,0.12200734321590535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863340622732062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3668380807941347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0810343284543776,0.15631245781328745,0.0,0.0,0.07112421576337184,0.0,0.2312348154239391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534666297416807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29352136302551385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664706813169858,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cascaderade,2018/04/08,"Anyone ever paralyzed by their anxiety? like, the anxiety just builds up inside of your stomach and you sit there just staring out the window knowing you have so many things to do; so many worries, fears, and just a general inertia to do anything productive. it's debilitating. heart racing a million miles an hour - so fast you can feel your entire body just pounding. 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They're excuse- it's not a big deal OR we thought you would react. by react, i assume they're referring to the panic attack they saw me have once where i had to excuse myself (they thought it was rude for me to just leave with no explanation which i guess it was, but i needed to hyperventilate, cry and vomit). I feel awful, i thought they were my friends and i try SO hard o keep my anxiety under wraps but i cant and i hate that they notice the thing i hate about myself. i feel awful. im having such bad anxiety rn as well but i cant do anything i called them and talked normally but they just feel awkward and im being so weird and clingy and idk what to do!!",0.28445935868754546,2.565814228187921,2.210145413870247,93.96057233407906,87.92617449664431,4.921849366144669,17.673750932140194,6.42735559955562,-0.19249917971662933,556,14,123,6,18,184,90,149,0.252,0.631,0.116,-0.9609,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,1,1,6,0,8,11,4,2,3,2,12,1,0,2,0,33,25,15,0,3,8,0,4,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,8,0,0,0,4,8,1,0,8,5,29,3,12,15,0,3,0,0,1,0,15,3,0,3,0,85,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331913121306595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542305051766314,0.0,0.0,0.1733919812607357,0.0,0.0,0.12725862867049284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563088496603722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741870787280574,0.0,0.15713128338890622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311940311741477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355080704706182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16790028735915327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13653226120126313,0.3009528976821761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.329264750546974,0.0,0.0,0.2709436527068023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613835377982238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11301243257892694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1493325438998326,0.0,0.17352340153675702,0.0,0.16231504930044655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17882401296471945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12250393083445875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025130723365353,0.0,0.0,0.3629970911514389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347853615907887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13703774178679695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10826994133839488,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Eahdawn,2018/04/08,"Recording a podcast with Jason Brennan, author and clinical psychotherapist who has worked with elite athletes like the NZ All Blacks. What questions would you like me to ask him? Title says it all. [Here’s Jason’s website for](http://www.thinkwell.co.nz/about-us/jason-brennan/) some reading on him. Ask away 🧠🙂",6.181602564102565,9.845311903846156,4.128461538461536,80.89987179487181,74.19230769230771,5.7743589743589725,29.82051282051281,7.1686216300943375,2.1702205128205128,257,11,36,3,6,72,44,52,0.0,0.894,0.106,0.6124,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,2,8,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,5,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,8,2,0,2,2,21,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715200478026881,0.0,0.2871868625420672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29866967294750824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424201597294806,0.0,0.3057525435097517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2430809134600577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676831632387112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2225312730474586,0.0,0.0,0.21713907352320672,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Babsylicious,2018/04/08,"even when my mind is 'calm', My body still shows effects/symptoms of anxiety. I just joined this sub today, but have had anxiety for the last 10+ years, if not longer. I'm pretty sure it all stems from my childhood from ages 5 and under(several types of abuse, physical, verbal, sexual) however it has gotten worse as i've grown up (now 34). There are days when my head is constantly spinning with thoughts and actual panic attacks happen but EVERY day I feel the symptoms even if I am not actively worried/anxious. By symptoms I mean excessive sweating , heart racing, chest pains, jaw pain from clenching, irritable, insomnia, crazy ass dream, stomach pains and emergency runs to the bathroom. I have been on SSRI's and SNRI's in the past, none have made me feel better, in fact they heightened my symptoms. I am also prescribed xanax but I hate having to take that due to it's habit forming nature and being numb while it's in my system. Most recently I was prescribed prozac but I really don't want to take it. Don't wanna go down under rabbit hole of symptoms and loosing my sanity. I have cut out caffeine, try my best to meditate (clearing the mind is hard man!!!!), use essential oils like lavender and when I can afford it (money is hella tight) I take CBD tinctures. BTW that works wonders and without side effects but unfortunately as mentioned above without the insurance covering it I am having issues being able to always have it. I don't really know the point of this post..... maybe to see if anyone else always has to deal with all these physical symptoms and how they have found relief? Maybe for support? I dunno.... today is a really rough one and to top it off my anxiety has been ruining my relationship of 15 years. Like I said, today is just an extra hard day. Thanks for reading and any replies/advice you might have.",5.566804347826087,6.8704107275362345,6.125815217391306,76.7469836956522,67.81159420289856,8.880434782608695,30.31702898550725,9.188382445141503,2.7125289855072463,1451,55,253,27,24,471,209,345,0.202,0.7090000000000001,0.08900000000000001,-0.992,2,0,0,0,1,0,59.0,0,1,2,5,12,18,3,1,9,0,33,20,8,4,5,52,55,27,0,5,14,0,6,2,0,1,12,1,0,1,14,14,0,1,8,3,1,3,8,9,0,1,9,9,30,9,37,43,7,38,0,1,1,1,8,12,1,7,23,165,44,3,0.08325105515900894,0.09863888705014373,0.08124102072611036,0.0,0.0,0.08135196758987936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657583873288164,0.13854309399055126,0.0,0.0,0.05661357230845052,0.0,0.1910604879854501,0.0,0.0,0.058211073450625865,0.08530054416494172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471009375591724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08736684620743995,0.07362879296290588,0.0,0.09247315467471408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08996481514770924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16107013016881486,0.08582818232737326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0695455740432784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10997307354624916,0.0,0.0701426045600318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08418846980543879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912804849542285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04731349316818378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361863313627978,0.0,0.1491531864975259,0.08219318145033616,0.08543960052313801,0.0,0.0,0.09865290120162798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689247228283896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0457526027122086,0.06786072132490886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0813445207549332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07877416131775665,0.0,0.0,0.16727374921915142,0.09068480495128024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08831621346855267,0.168119667004985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05641306952998652,0.0,0.26575497697500505,0.09767717578721252,0.0,0.0,0.07947255220251705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07869915624434089,0.0,0.0797314981251554,0.084696252391296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08327358407686004,0.0,0.15999827309988465,0.0,0.08220037348739248,0.08938047740312563,0.0,0.0,0.0791908177560221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06634031241128344,0.0,0.0,0.09404999585894763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664844001897565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09447231082480533,0.07846313425159768,0.5191783354194752,0.1877832982737756,0.0,0.0,0.07664638645840692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06609203856315278,0.0,0.0,0.23673679800109385,0.0,0.0,0.056522001710183636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190218199302938,0.0,0.0,0.04910362929324652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050209270490662,0.09028221806769296,0.060607759671040026,0.0,0.08483993754364942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072219000586839 anxiety,Imkindadonewiththis,2018/04/08,"Got my driving test tomorrow and holy shit I’m nervous. Yea pretty much as the title says I’ve got my driving test 1st time tomorrow and I’m really fucking nervous, bordering on an anxiety attack.",3.027631578947368,5.6872799210526335,5.504473684210527,72.51881578947369,78.73684210526315,9.06315789473684,33.1842105263158,9.516144504307137,4.179978947368421,159,9,25,5,4,56,28,38,0.281,0.647,0.071,-0.8126,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,2,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,2,3,1,6,0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,3,9,2,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507891064891481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37295403208159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30307361743315603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5243913101733824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2409928223010688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33352103855942306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21001633761964686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607036300589029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365128561451016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19116035034677173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,draaviinrays,2018/04/08,"How to Overcome Social Anxiety at Work? Yesterday was my first day working at Target at the food place and it went pretty well, but I was mostly in the back cooking up stuff. Now, today my trainer said I might be mostly at the register and I’m extremely nervous. How can I overcome this and not have the urge to cry?? Please help :(",2.7542051282051325,4.897007215384619,4.0657692307692335,85.20839743589745,76.84615384615384,6.7948717948717965,26.21794871794872,7.793537801064563,1.6574102564102562,259,10,49,4,6,85,48,65,0.168,0.7,0.132,-0.5899,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,2,0,1,4,0,6,2,0,2,0,10,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,3,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,1,1,4,1,5,1,8,3,2,14,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,3,6,39,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811610459445505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209432724371652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26012760039643823,0.15272458245804085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014327378822489,0.2863548230619713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15873054228794287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2512208218641776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24741883929945585,0.259949200416063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24092362318198346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252630806895735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24140069664674346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2710938525784479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.224470723338192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2129230322445732,0.21952771952842293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3448048913765269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,moondust_x,2018/04/08,"How do you deal with feeling overwhelmed? I'm turning 17 soon. Since the age of 13, I haven't been to school, and have barely left the house unless absolutely necessary (appointments etc.) I don't have any qualifications and I don't have any friends. I feel like I've missed out on having a normal teenage life. I've decided to start attending a group for my social anxiety and I've also applied for college. I have an interview coming up. I'm absolutely terrified and am beginning to doubt if I realistically will be able to cope with this. I'm very socially awkward and I often struggle to get my words out the way I want them to. I go bright red and start fidgeting/shaking, I find this extremely embarrassing. I really don't want to mess this up though because of how important it is to me. I've also decided to start driving lessons next month. I rely very heavily on my mum and would like to gain some more independence. I also think this will help me gain more confidence (which is something I definitely could be doing with!) And just recently, an old friend, has contacted me asking to meet up. I agreed but am now feeling very overwhelmed with everything. Usually, when I begin to feel like this, i tend to just completely shut down, not wanting to do anything at all. I've already started trying to think of excuses. I feel life my anxiety has become out of control and I'm just trying to gain some control over it. I'm putting a lot of pressure on myself to achieve these things because I feel like I've got to prove to myself that I am capable of doing it. 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Please share your experiences, my mind always has negative thoughts on a day to day basis. Even positive things turn to negative most of the time... 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They keep saying ""you miss 100% of the shots you don't make."" They also say, ""you never know"", ""just ask"", or ""it will happen when you least expect it to."" But what if I have always missed 100% of my shots, that I always know they will reject me, that my asking is in fact a form of harassment, and that expecting or not, it has never happened? 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I feel kind of detached at times. I think it’s called dissascoiation or derealization. It’s not terrible, but it’s not a good feeling either, it just makes me feel weird/ not normal. I was wondering if my panic attack triggered this? As well as how other people on here deal with feeling detached? I heard that if you just don’t think about it or worry about it, it will go away. But that’s hard sometimes. Any advice would be appreciated",2.8243636363636355,4.921940890909092,4.576363636363637,81.84454545454548,76.45454545454545,6.945454545454545,24.63636363636364,7.908726449838941,1.4671090909090911,438,15,84,7,10,148,72,110,0.266,0.648,0.087,-0.9556,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,7,9,2,1,4,0,8,0,0,3,1,30,19,11,0,5,15,0,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,12,1,0,0,8,0,0,1,5,5,1,0,3,6,10,4,10,12,1,6,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,7,2,62,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17223528270483174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11986009583238982,0.0,0.1348353257940171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4010331957866717,0.1655982749717608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19858010792200434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997704019306668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19502386560260093,0.0,0.0,0.1817121538070337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3564812340010533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001703230173507,0.1478351355553977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789071858861706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18354345774646608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176522209271374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406858244689876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.172693416614949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20679839079409096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221936889066606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19744701155489228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432164977774342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16611915495221932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258754025648535,0.0,0.0,0.10277626679538708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15847527415211773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114206838241055,0.0,0.17899648149177352,0.0,0.12520717586495542,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,domiti,2018/04/08,"Normal breathing pattern I'm overthinking, overbreathing and feeling stressed all the time. For all these years I've been trying to figure out what is wrong with me. I just don't feel the way I used to. Now I've been isolating myself inside my bedroom for 3 years. I'm barely outside. I also believe I have hyperventilation, I forgot how to breathe the correct way. My body is probably locked in a stress response all the time. I can't calm my mind. I've been to the doctor about this. Doesn't seem like he care about it at all. He probably think I'm going crazy. But anyway.. does anyone here have a gif or a video that shows the lungs breathing the right way? 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Im working a PSW job since the end of October and now I know I want to switch fields. Was thinking of doing nursing and got this job for somewhat of an experience. I know this job is not as close to nursing in it's requirements but I'm not interested in doing healthcare anymore. I want to do something more technical and computer science looks like the best bet. My problem is I have trouble in situations like this that involve somewhat of a confrontation. It's more so this job I'm quitting too. Never really had a problem before because either I never needed to (end of work contract) or my work environment was super comfortable with supporting employers. This job on the other involves a lot he say, she say mentality. Everyone is only out for themselves. Literally anything you do needs to be documented otherwise it's unaccounted and therefore not their responsibility. I know they hold contempt against me for not taking more sick shifts. But I've seen when people do take em, they're not appreciated and given shit when they forget to do little things on a shift they chose to take their own time to cover. It's just a really bad work environment I'm. The amount of stress from the job is too much for me to bare from the staff to the consumers. The boss is the worst of all because she makes it seem like she's got everything handled but doesn't have a clue what's going on. She also intimidates the hell out of me. So the way my job works is that I sign in and go hang out with one consumer in particular who has ABI. Basically I only see everyone in the main office once in the morning when I come in and again when I'm handing in paperwork before I leave. My plan was to let her know I'm putting in my 2 weeks tomorrow in the morning that way I rip the band aid off ASAP. I'm just getting really anxious about doing so. There's no question I want to quit, just looking for any pointers to help calm me down and not worry so much?",3.496335394244713,5.348068176322418,5.0630272498282585,80.19048927562783,73.78589420654913,8.036302572322723,28.654988168842074,8.754623652393294,2.3319326616288847,1594,66,306,32,33,537,199,397,0.145,0.742,0.112,-0.9546,10,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,1,5,13,19,19,4,1,24,0,23,3,2,3,3,59,58,23,0,8,14,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,17,15,0,2,8,1,1,5,10,10,0,1,8,7,36,9,53,48,15,42,1,0,4,0,20,21,2,7,17,207,53,19,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0563749669888638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047939137241905065,0.0,0.0,0.07963948352380687,0.06991227223464208,0.0,0.0,0.0580115234867202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588605275946979,0.08594641027554575,0.0,0.11997240557065138,0.0,0.07398033828198658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06072535228167135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12487560418552103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347223238487237,0.06335651887059489,0.06895780934965652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036830820016674634,0.0,0.08012806646525422,0.0,0.11276286462995705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472514306750085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761468873977629,0.0,0.6296002637180905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371152633195812,0.0,0.0,0.07464421296333568,0.0,0.07208609392393772,0.0,0.10332114682062712,0.07065468636351864,0.0,0.0,0.11839638679533675,0.0,0.0,0.05993247792802624,0.0,0.0,0.04705607756002509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07104255703138533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10364413166549874,0.1045425599167759,0.10874045164863763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507506200716224,0.04776935586577497,0.10722951636567388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887247905076414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349087262056711,0.0,0.0708671230433389,0.07897073099432769,0.2999211895167798,0.0,0.0,0.13548304514001272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212118726815117,0.0,0.0,0.05617552844091878,0.06417616085680213,0.0,0.0,0.07236228539176967,0.058314338282371814,0.07923953175248405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0542706307704874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075198623171359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07999709061839642,0.0,0.0,0.15901079795207335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04683386269003367,0.04517046247931057,0.0,0.0,0.0411063041865455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1663195257094351,0.11191157927550399,0.05654697819524665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566066395673017,0.07159127341306047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BigGreenApples,2018/04/08,"I’ve been to the ER ten times now. My family doesn’t want to deal with me. Anxiety is ruining my life and I’m honestly ready to give up on my life right now. Hey all. I’m 19 years old (female), African-American, 5’3, gone from 189 pounds to 164 pounds since January 20th. I’ve had a normal stress test, a normal 30-day Holter monitor test, and a normal echocardiogram, a relatively normal endoscopy (very small irritation), 4 normal CT scans of my chest, a normal CT scan of my abdomen, and 8 normal X-rays of my chest. I’ve got no ulcers or anything in my stomach. My blood work is “normal” according to like 8 out of 10 emergency room doctors, multiple nurses, etc. It’s been too much and I’m reaching my breaking point. Since January 20th, 2018, I’ve been having tachycardia episodes (panic attacks, basically), which as of two weeks ago, the tachycardia started presenting with chest pain. Squeezing, lower back, right shoulder, lower back and right side of my chest kind of chest pain. Yesterday, I called 911 because I felt squeezing pain in my chest . My oxygen was at 90% and my pulse was 110 and my heart rate was completely irregular, like the atrium couldn’t keep up with the ventricles. I was calm but in pain and I went back to the ER. They gave me nothing. They ran tests: Elevated D-Dimer (no clot found), elevated lipase, everything else was pretty normal. I went home. Next day, same pain, I went back to the ER because I was scared (a different one.) They didn’t run those tests, “found nothing wrong with my heart worth keeping you overnight”, then I went back home. Despite all this, despite the resounding amount of tests that have come back normal, I get these feelings and I continue to absolutely panic, every single time. This has been happening every single day now, since when it used to happen once a month, along with the tachycardia happening too. I also have had this tightness in my throat and severe acid reflux that’s been preventing me from eating, because everything I eat comes back up. I’ve been to a therapist before and it helped the moment but not my overall day. I have constant bouts tachycardia and now occasional chest pain (its mostly dull but sometimes it’s sharp and when it’s bad, it’s squeezing), back pain, stomach pain, throat pain/tightness, visual disturbances (like double vision), these weird chills running down my back nonstop, weight loss, tingling in my body and face, muscle twitching (including my tongue), occasional shortness of breath, and my ears constantly loudly ring, and I’ve even blacked out for a couple of seconds before. When the chest pain gets bad and/or my heart rate goes up, I don’t sweat profusely, just get hot and sweaty under my arms. My BP fluctuates a lot but lately because of the propranolol, but it’s regularly been normal, like 117/77, around that range. I take 10mg of Propranolol twice a day, 25mg of Zoloft once a day, up to three 0.25mg of Xanax per day as needed (I use that only for emergencies), 50000 D2-Vitamin supplements once every two weeks, 10ml of liquid Carafate 4 times a day, Zofran as needed for nausea (bc acid reflux), and 15mg Prevacid (for acid reflux as well.) I had to quit my job, I had to stop college, because this sudden onslaught of random symptoms has completely ruined my life. I couldn’t even have sex with my girlfriend because I got out of breath once. Everything really sucks because nothing is getting better and no matter how many doctors I go to, or tests that get ran, there’s nothing coming up except anxiety. Nobody will even listen to me any longer simply because they see “anxiety” listed on my chart. My heart constantly skips and pauses and it scares me to death. Maybe I’ve become incapacitated by my own mind but I’m getting tired of it. I can’t do this. Everything around me is crumbling because of this horrid feeling that attacks me so often. Thank you all so much. 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The anxiety got bad enough that I started doing it myself, but I needed my Dad's help to clean up the back. I tried doing it myself but I could never seem to get it to work, even with a hand-mirror. Now I've moved to a new city on my own, and my hair is getting long enough that I need a haircut, and I'm a nervous mess about it. I don't even know what to ask for. Is it okay to go in and just tell them to give me a haircut?",3.96255072463768,2.3913595304347868,5.634565217391305,88.8034420289855,71.08695652173913,8.36231884057971,26.99275362318841,6.42735559955562,0.8946231884057974,386,9,98,2,6,134,71,115,0.102,0.809,0.08900000000000001,0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,7,4,0,1,9,1,8,1,1,0,1,13,21,5,0,3,3,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,2,1,14,1,17,18,4,14,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,7,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3036626094346638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18554546673389524,0.0,0.0,0.15261348896992247,0.1657166680099399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15846454369622373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101513363552152,0.0,0.2621790944275249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3110818585554226,0.19039339036978228,0.11279678191244293,0.0,0.158736992050133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330322708638178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10907557241040934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564236284523235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109453932952138,0.0,0.2943304350570954,0.15307461605841466,0.1916864639028335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18068236860005948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14048021367531746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17347415343560274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1347501415187317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444907106206481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781010730032066 anxiety,Abman1177,2018/04/08,"Going off my med A little background I’ve always been an anxious person, never affected my life badly, but two years ago when I started college and everything went terribly( things weren’t terrible but it’s my damn brains perception of it) I have been on cipralex ( lexpro) for a year, first few weeks were absolutely shit, now it’s the best thing I’ve taken in my life and I’m going off it in a month. I’m glad my anxiety became a lot worse in the past two years because before then I would never step out of my comfort zone and now I seek every opportunity to leave my comfort zone( well not every opportunity lol) My question really is, were you able to live a normal-ish life after going off your meds? 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I wanted to post this to ask if anyone else has been feeling anxious about talking to people and actively avoiding texting friends. I've been an anxious person for most of my life, but it's not really gotten to the point where I don't want to communicate with people I hang out with. I keep getting messages from friends, and I want to talk to them, but I've had a lot of bad experiences talking to some people I didn't know were toxic until the damage was already done. Usually these new people I talk to just tell me about their problems and then don't talk to me for days on end, getting worried when I don't respond, and forgetting about it in real life. All I would like is to have someone I can hang out with and talk to about music or space or dogs or our studies. I don't care about political beliefs or certain opinions or skin colour or race or age I just want a friend. I feel like these bad experiences I've had with making friends are going to make me be a social outcast forever. I feel like I'm isolating myself from the real people who want to talk to me. I'm just too afraid to respond because what if they tell me they're not interested in talking to me anymore, or something catastrophic occurred. I don't know what to do, I've dealt with anxious feelings and read stuff on how to cope with anxiety, but it hasn't helped too much. I am going to a professional for this issue, and take medicine to help me get through the day without being more anxious than usual, I thought this would be relevant information. I have brought this up with the doctor, and don't have an appointment until Wednesday (I think). I'm posting this here to ask if anyone else has felt this way (I think I said this at the beginning, but oh well), and what to do with these feelings. Thank you for reading this.",6.7636422976501285,5.897234678851178,7.0367245430809415,78.72098759791123,65.13577023498695,9.644334203655351,34.81579634464752,8.697196308434329,2.7487598955613572,1514,60,301,19,20,492,183,383,0.121,0.7859999999999999,0.093,-0.797,0,1,1,0,0,0,33.0,1,1,3,0,16,18,0,2,14,0,32,4,1,4,2,77,69,29,0,11,21,0,7,3,4,2,3,1,0,1,20,19,0,2,13,2,1,5,11,6,1,1,13,9,36,12,64,50,6,36,1,1,1,0,33,13,0,15,18,210,56,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762379762927547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05381119585008354,0.31786432455364305,0.06976004931408125,0.0983690821830342,0.14414673603873346,0.0,0.0,0.13151995852371876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11746473620190405,0.04287963777709583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171803503040466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907291341239806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07199769437192162,0.0,0.07198396500857722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11752290213875087,0.0,0.06230185364931615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761532924227896,0.0,0.0,0.17783434521653846,0.1005042264401764,0.06753904784440494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2173832427731084,0.0,0.11025188018570033,0.0,0.0799536002677418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09429709630911297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07341844292158219,0.0,0.06252292088812274,0.0,0.0,0.07731590004266742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936882354837348,0.10309618135716826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0598019844318911,0.0,0.0,0.0939072407801963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056146061199097735,0.0,0.05170923147679996,0.0,0.0,0.06793643689019736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381176478285975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29259640172244483,0.06141964540480165,0.0,0.0,0.06649562797447248,0.0,0.13473577837904518,0.0,0.0,0.06730749189084546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072143924094535,0.16012847266111532,0.04506268407578182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691104972141745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0717044886657394,0.05960028072285894,0.054152465051472656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08052439926471598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05288819235903088,0.5088418311021881,0.1229634647852047,0.06476117207282463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09014422187626082,0.0,0.05584343998206357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060752630301612674,0.15494285461176946,0.0,0.20744673904397304,0.05583395475170571,0.0,0.0,0.06324562175807552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780687338307527,0.0,0.0,0.07143539473286213,0.0,0.0999374284539894,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rowtahd,2018/04/08,Those who get along without SSRI's/SNRI's...why? I am curious to see why some in this sub choose to go without these medications. 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I’m 23 and it’s taken years to recieve my permit due to my fears of failing my test again. But I managed to put my fears aside and earned my permit last week. Yesterday and today was my first time behind the wheel training and at first I was nervous but by the end of the day I was confident and sure of myself. Yesterday was all about steering and turning and I was perfect at it and my dad, in the passenger seat congratulated me on my awesome success at my first day However last night, I had a terrible nightmare where I repeatedly kept crashing into cars to the point where I got arrested. That dream really dug deep into my mind in today’s lesson and basically I kept fucking up. I was letting the steering wheel and car control me instead of me controlling it, kept bumping into obstacles and curbs and if it weren’t for my dad grabbing the wheel at every last minute, things could’ve gone worst. I guess today really sunk in that driving meant that I was practically responsible for the safety and livelihood of others and that one false move could destroy everything. It felt so unbearable so have that much weight on my shoulders. And it really put things into perspective for me that, yeah, I’m in the driver seat; not just in the car but my life. I’m the one that gets to steer my life into the direction I want. That realization reminded me of how much I felt I had no control over my life or emotions with my constant battle with depression and anxiety. What’s even worse is that now I’ve developing this driving anxiety to the point where I panic whenever I’m in a car whether I’m in the passenger seat or driver sear because either I could possibly get hit or be the one to hit someone else. It’s my second day of driving, but I’m afraid my relationship behind the wheel could end up with a long term fear of failure and responsibility. And worse a huge delay in getting a license similar to how it took me so long to get a permit.",5.869647766323028,6.358240878865986,6.803144329896909,75.08201890034367,66.75773195876289,9.971821305841926,33.17697594501718,9.928628108626363,3.2605666666666675,1583,66,293,34,24,529,177,388,0.168,0.736,0.096,-0.9838,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,11,14,16,3,6,22,1,17,6,1,8,3,64,44,32,0,5,12,2,4,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,22,26,1,8,4,1,0,13,3,13,0,7,21,4,41,3,49,16,6,72,0,2,0,1,3,29,1,5,30,205,63,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924011373828529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05110517088836868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09059608787440936,0.28208497761593004,0.2677424000166494,0.0,0.0,0.16220034068605615,0.0,0.07220715059637907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0700335673113593,0.09430333657052244,0.1485062394398837,0.0,0.0,0.05537237095667261,0.0,0.07063478712235641,0.0,0.07534568839799859,0.0,0.0,0.2830137841813494,0.0,0.0,0.1609899131923028,0.0,0.0,0.21393058133782866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07750430832927489,0.17520176536764193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13410136498546962,0.0,0.09235394452062193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2050106765276489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08572719062604127,0.1776458817637798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148383059944716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464967165437387,0.0,0.0,0.08910356941043347,0.12325706317135099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07867367313344521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17042674058783835,0.0,0.0,0.09836256525857777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1585027582849588,0.09451161205491597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855509948051228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112096251975666,0.0,0.0,0.09000764989929973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103330833086959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07901370101064809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11139278759697407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888498992122293,0.0,0.31786393706028016,0.0,0.09314401212523296,0.0,0.09118864351982926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04944818379384685,0.0,0.06724755518291105,0.10208871043633322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2563057487867103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05398713187944013 anxiety,trytostay,2018/04/08,"I’m about to lose my health insurance I am 22 and have been on my biological father’s health insurance since I was born. It’s government so it’s very good. He is legally required to keep me on it until I graduate...in May. (Long story. We haven’t spoken since I was six. This was part of the deal my mother negotiated. He isn’t a good guy.) I only recently started seeing a therapist for my problems and getting on medication. The problem is that I see a very expensive therapist and I know I’m going to lose my health insurance the second I graduate. It makes me just want to stop seeing my therapist now and stop taking my medication since I know I won’t have it come May 19th. It’s terrifying. My boyfriend has never had health insurance so he’s relatively unsupportive. He just tells me to “get used to how most people live.” I can’t meet the open enrollment dates in time and I also can’t afford anything more than $100/month. It’s honestly making my anxiety so much worse which is horribly counterproductive to the problem. 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I just had a panic attack that lasted for around 45 minutes (which is long for me) as I couldn’t get a hold of someone to calm me down. After, I tried to drink some water as I normally do and felt a burning sensation down my chest. Now my chest aches. Is this normal?",3.378823529411765,4.50544394117647,4.637529411764707,86.03688235294119,72.82352941176471,6.616470588235294,22.423529411764704,6.742157984588678,0.6118611764705886,260,6,52,2,5,86,47,68,0.28600000000000003,0.684,0.03,-0.961,0,0,2,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,2,3,0,6,8,3,0,0,11,8,5,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,3,1,1,2,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,1,8,1,12,5,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,39,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1566250717405986,0.0,0.40031729019635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3447110135478396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689312533220436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192207518130846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14341565399337344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557025268923449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5171553973613221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3744279270908604,0.41285844807567257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14907450493014726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11945260353878867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,shadowedshadows,2018/04/08,"Headaches, another wonderful gift that comes along with anxiety. Like many people who have anxiety, tension headaches are something I get almost everyday, on top of panic attacks and muscle spasms, and difficulty breathing. They hurt, make me nauseous and occasionally put on an aurora borealis show for me. I found this video today and it really helped the headache less severe and more manageable. Thought I should share it, so it can hopefully help someone here too. 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Whenever I try to study I always get caught up in my thoughts and start worrying about something stupid I said in a conversation or whether people like me or some other irrelevant shit, no matter how much I try not to and tell myself it's not important and I don't need to think about it now. I get so anxious when I'm studying that I can't do it but then when I don't study I get even more anxious thinking I'm going to fail. Every time I try to study anxiety's all like ""it doesn't matter you're going to fail anyways, see you've been at this for 10 minutes now and still nothing has gone into your head, you're an idiot, you're going to fail, everyone will be disappointed in you. When I try studying I start to feel sick, my heart starts beating really fast, I can't breathe, I choke up. I need to do really really well to get the college course I want and I'm already really behind for these reasons and also missing a lot of school in the past (guess why). I'm just so sick of this endless cycle of anxiety, there's no end to it, at this stage I can't imagine getting into any college I'm so behind. For reference: my summer exams are at the end of May but the ones for getting into college are June of next year. Advice would be greatly appreciated. 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Hello, I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember and have taken the habit to over-eat to calm down the anxiety and feel reassured. This is damaging my health so can you advise me other ways to feel reassured? Thanks :)",3.1534615384615385,5.552113576923084,5.031384615384617,77.51361538461539,76.69230769230771,9.544615384615383,25.784615384615392,9.888512548439397,3.074456923076924,214,8,38,7,5,73,40,52,0.105,0.64,0.255,0.8645,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,1,0,0,1,6,0,0,2,0,5,2,0,0,0,5,9,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,5,5,9,7,0,4,0,1,0,0,6,1,0,0,1,28,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072278283953441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5447022534678149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2691599510941791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28291875001165673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355458188574933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30151071620481434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450470673521803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42253549256935385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ririgirl5,2018/04/08,"Was supposed to go out with a group of friends but it got cancelled because one felt lazy. I can't figure out if this is true or they just didn't want me to come The person that invited me texted me and I replied super quickly, saying yes and asking for more details but then he stopped responding and today asked if I've gotten to the location and when I said no, he said they actually decided to cancel and maybe next time. I think they might have just decided they didn't want me to come along and I'm embarrassed because I already told my parents I was going out with friends which made them happy and excited for me. lol ",3.560476190476192,5.183741238095241,4.401777777777777,85.94600000000004,73.12698412698413,7.5796825396825405,28.473015873015875,8.238735603445708,1.923783492063492,500,20,100,8,10,161,83,126,0.131,0.662,0.207,0.9463,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,5,1,4,7,0,1,3,2,8,0,0,1,1,33,25,14,0,4,7,1,1,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,4,15,0,1,5,0,0,4,4,1,0,1,11,4,17,6,14,13,1,14,0,0,0,0,19,3,0,4,7,66,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.17246847103882448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950321518623896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304478949385887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21547278752547855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044841753750679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969391137935394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2730910037366803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20088585183420585,0.0,0.1413516206975798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18813835424476366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16723151726074664,0.0,0.0,0.17755468552038253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18748856388955148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18796033726080813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11976063030085342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962439911446656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431872667623311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3362320939994235,0.14054725894822326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14775889230721326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132450492467096,0.0,0.0,0.10305596149447747,0.0,0.16752470293517333,0.1688784590800667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084864958852402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vantata23,2018/04/08,"Can anxiety symptoms last for days? It's been 2 days since my last anxiety attack. Although it's not that severe, I still feel the symptoms (very anxious, hands feeling cold, chest pressure, racing heart, occasional stomach cramps & shallow breathing). The only thing I can do without feeling the symptoms is sleeping but once i wake up, I will start feeling symptoms again. I don't know how to stop it. I feel tired and weak and I have so much to do. I just want it to stop. 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After doing some journaling and reading old ones, I realised the progress I've made after a particularly bad time the last year. It's doing this that made me realise I have OCD as well and in tackling that myself (and also starting therapy for this and my GAD and ADHD) I've seen how the obsessional mind loops set up and the anxiety latches. Things have gone round and round in my head unchecked and I've just realised how utterly fucking stupid they are!! I grabbed a pen and a big piece of paper and entitled it 'WALL OF SHAME"". I have added all of these stupid mind loops and anxieties I have and I've stuck it on the wall (I will add more when i recognise they've started). I have been laughing my head off seeing them in the light of day!! Utter nonsense reasoning but in my head they held such power: ""I can't reason there is an afterlife so life and anything I do in it, is completely pointless"" (I do believe in one by the way, the OCD makes me continually doubt it) ""I can't buy myself any new clothes because the World is going to shit and I'm participating in it via materialism"" ""Repetitive tasks I have to do like taking the bins out and ironing means life is completely pointless"" ""Looking at a calendar makes me feel like I'm wasting my life"" I don't know if it will help you but it's sure helped me realise what my fears are and how my mind unreasonably tries to deal with them them! If you realise any post them below!! Edit: I have no clue where that flair came from... if anything I'm sending hugs and support to you all!! 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Now every night and evening i just get a feeling of dread and worry and i begin to hate my trip. I don’t know what wrong with me....",1.5217391304347814,3.1006274782608725,3.2602173913043515,92.17119565217396,78.56521739130434,6.339130434782609,22.369565217391305,7.1686216300943375,0.5975826086956529,168,5,38,2,4,56,39,46,0.263,0.705,0.031,-0.9042,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,8,9,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,1,7,0,6,8,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,25,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19490148652483907,0.0,0.2486226392813303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920432233287526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417022931277702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29133628315188115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16217152059935278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26056629950263976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769181737960238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827235511009755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25485951611468644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996741053793614,0.0,0.0,0.3226301622475481,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kotsifaros,2018/04/08,"Could I've got a concussion? Hi everyone. I'm hypochondriac and I'd really like to know if I could've had a concussion from a blow on the head like this (https://youtu.be/mfvn_NjkTMk ,I was hit with the fire extinguisher). I was on pain killers-anti inflammatories at the time and I get really anxious about it. I always think that my memory problems are caused from that hit.",3.332571428571427,6.269147614285719,4.679642857142858,77.09660714285717,80.0,9.214285714285714,23.035714285714285,9.516144504307137,2.5891428571428574,303,10,56,10,8,100,48,70,0.157,0.762,0.08199999999999999,-0.6258,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,6,0,5,2,1,1,0,9,12,3,0,3,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,6,2,8,5,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,32,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22120450546766826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003294097738806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27309625410564525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42451152544920256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540264841920883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13889314630963562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21262069441097856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728338748139239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610157121946535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259757075835576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28287803967256003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25437795627205056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34061448903549296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17034287184408012,0.0,0.0,0.1550164758494491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Martial_way,2018/04/08,"anxiety recovery Hey everyone, I am new to this forum but was a long time sufferer of anxiety, OCD, and panic attacks. I wanted to make a post to introduce myself and talk to others in the community. I also really want to give back to others who are having a hard time like I was before.I'm currently residing in southern California. I am a long time meditation and mindfulness practitioner and I wanted to share some of the stuff that really helped me for my anxiety. With anyone else that is going through the same. I made a youtube video talking about my experiences with anxiety, a bit of my story. And some of the practices that helped me to get in a better place than before. For anyone that's interested in listening to me talk about all that. Hard to type it all out here. Anyways It's nice to talk to others who can relate, and I am really passionate about wanting to share and help each other grow and learn together. Since we are all in this together. Nice to meet all of you, Todd. https://youtu.be/pF6V1KToNgg ",4.56296875,6.692331859375006,5.9295833333333325,73.92375000000001,71.55208333333334,10.008333333333336,27.625,10.270032843473604,3.2590562500000004,815,30,142,25,16,274,104,192,0.108,0.731,0.161,0.934,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,1,0,1,7,11,1,1,11,0,10,1,0,2,4,29,20,10,0,4,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,16,13,0,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,3,3,17,8,34,17,9,18,0,1,0,1,17,7,0,2,9,109,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025201209550996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836065999727549,0.0,0.0,0.1753121658167706,0.12844826814256458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261746671913278,0.0,0.09639570331481287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10667389886695856,0.0,0.0,0.11087257454331348,0.13686292561213165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472393383055396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11978884211750797,0.0,0.12262817179772803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549651398516293,0.12025873266552455,0.07124616046383953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22459960462275955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520826841724014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124558123365643,0.0,0.0,0.22188299622294305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11862063360443932,0.08368016353156835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265799666279874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107548047397552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14708539306225027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097669426947342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12006222176947752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24093048041688656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10370081011277278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14350959186469345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4030451731784366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929891534971488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2957672171486236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MikeySoSkeptic,2018/04/08,"Is this anxiety? I just watched a video from one of my favorite youtubers. He explained his struggle with anxiety and he described exactly how I've felt for nearly 5 years. I've never had a word to describe it because my father is a ""get over it"" kind of guy, very loving and supportive but old school for sure. So I just pretend it's fine most of the time I stay up late at night (really late) because i can't sleep, my mind races with thoughts and fears I never knew I had before. I make excuses to not go see my best friend, not cause I don't want to see him but because I feel like ..... I actually can't put that to words, i don't know how to describe that feeling. I seclude myself when family and friends come to my house, sometimes not coming out of my room at all on purpose. Or pretend in asleep. The absolute biggest thing is im scared. Scared of everything, I haven't driven a car in over a year cause I feel like every car is gonna crash into me, or I'm gonna break down, or I'm gonna be pulled over for no reason. Every time a plane flies over my house it takes my a second to convince myself its just a plane flying over and not falling from the sky So my question is, is this anxiety? If so what can I do? Thank you for just reading this regardless if it is or isn't. It felt good to type it out.",2.175129635707254,3.4582868231046966,3.7616097801115878,90.51948720052513,76.07581227436823,6.7692156219232045,24.865277321956015,7.348242739294969,0.9689003610108302,1018,34,228,12,22,339,148,277,0.109,0.74,0.151,0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,0,32.0,0,1,0,2,10,17,0,4,11,0,18,3,2,6,5,55,45,19,0,4,16,1,5,2,2,3,0,0,1,1,15,12,0,0,11,4,0,9,13,4,0,2,7,8,30,13,37,34,3,41,0,0,3,1,13,19,0,8,13,146,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.10690466560998033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2514155705677841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20034136813281245,0.0,0.09321869210186093,0.0,0.1149656096849501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2250753557009975,0.0,0.18873466411536005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18460062708427505,0.0,0.09845617076946406,0.0,0.1032736699502956,0.1232738243241505,0.16617479936229626,0.1565245982473459,0.21036970691269968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16927559141515008,0.0,0.057235175950049226,0.0,0.06225959645481356,0.09188505741293708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084713869540434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528111988641288,0.0,0.0,0.11833243181352995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407911312452045,0.060205628265364075,0.0,0.2471535766671317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704086079651337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09887284541930202,0.0,0.07312524883909352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11061392768698204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16898290291065654,0.0,0.0,0.10280493498408642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149539401255098,0.0,0.07423368490737722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11012766630292108,0.12272069102230222,0.0,0.10957930587669426,0.0,0.07018031749249133,0.11263529613809085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2193566418715048,0.11087010468225376,0.1745937914468012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962877563726643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083474150983794,0.0,0.0,0.11676536170880585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11452509060440624,0.0,0.0,0.12431565615327148,0.10324925825534548,0.0,0.08236771083406318,0.0,0.0,0.10085860863532776,0.0,0.0,0.07277992643853555,0.0,0.0,0.08697019336938178,0.1277585756552807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903899426193784,0.06461522790965903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410927788620995 anxiety,RRoman808,2018/04/08,Head pressure out of nowhere Not in any pain. Was about to try and sleep when this feeling like there was pressure in my head and slightly in the back of my neck. Been awake going on 15ish hours now. Getting anxiety from it. Am I going to die,1.7332653061224477,3.979508040816331,2.1993469387755127,96.74922448979594,80.83673469387755,4.736326530612245,24.08571428571429,5.6839178017228535,0.2751926530612248,190,7,41,1,5,58,39,49,0.173,0.7090000000000001,0.118,-0.4893,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,1,0,4,5,4,0,0,5,8,3,1,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,3,1,3,1,11,5,0,11,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,28,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18815056055822452,0.0,0.21165794967051568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21274834084825145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2871481323350575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989673448029413,0.19765885300908007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14455286078654986,0.0,0.3144850218269206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.567902998408728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724721450553175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517091886547747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29440495067482625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27687786190653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878462331912692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwwwwwww890,2018/04/08,"Bending over backwards to be liked I'm currently on medication for depression and anxiety. I switched to a start up from a corporate job a few months ago. I've had a lot of trouble fitting in because of social anxiety and everyone being way younger than me at the start up. My corporate job required much lesser social interaction and everyone was way more professional. Here, a lot of getting your work done is dependent on how much people like you and professionalism is almost non existent. In a bid to be liked I have bent over backwards and I think it has made people lose respect for me. I'm in a managerial position and this is not good. I get mocked a lot and most of it is not good natured. I don't really blame myself - I find this place immature an d a lot of the conversation is silly as hell. But I still need to reclaim some respect and get work done. Daily life has become very anxiety ridden for me because of getting hurt constantly. Please help me.",3.8808870967741917,5.995372290322582,5.501814516129035,76.32272177419357,73.40860215053762,9.166129032258064,30.97983870967742,9.673873057562805,3.319990322580645,770,36,139,21,16,261,111,186,0.13699999999999998,0.737,0.125,-0.5263,3,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,0,4,3,14,2,0,12,0,16,2,0,3,0,25,27,11,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,5,0,15,8,26,19,10,26,1,3,0,0,7,16,1,8,10,97,19,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10524216943099116,0.0,0.11888550888482817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724719172898111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14474679396171014,0.13112196178868565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12829908439146515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10225729968466886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2429929143946508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22689283228531185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851210770806306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24811475426618484,0.0,0.0,0.19916107587964496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957857784151715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270971095848528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23563163593186345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08385867613401811,0.17400848625074186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132822427225696,0.0,0.4037415411045297,0.0,0.11234006043562793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960251558578705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476482047719616,0.0,0.1745524417300167,0.08803276560352663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16461733847589793,0.0,0.12404190824808363,0.1303239274683757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605800078333358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420494991348436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16806772592190244,0.0,0.09481359636716497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0760739116931828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09796020554175623,0.0,0.1884760777720348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1728658044824627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TorreyL,2018/04/08,"explaining Anxiety Disorders to others I got diagnosed with GAD and Panic Disorder in 2011. I've gotten used to a lot of the things people say, and I frequently say ""I know I have nothing to be anxious about; that's why it's a disorder,"" and ""My brain just doesn't function the way most people's do."" Obviously, there are a lot of people who refuse to believe it's a ""real"" illness, but I usually discount them. A week or so ago, I posted a story on Reddit in which my anxiety disorder was a tertiary plot point. Someone who claims to be diagnosed with anxiety (and bipolar disorder, which may explain this) did not seem to understand the exhaustion that anxiety can cause. S/He seemed to think that I was talking about merely being tired rather than weeks of exhaustion after full nights of sleep I was experiencing.",6.9748412698412725,7.249441318181822,7.863852813852817,69.15943001443004,64.38961038961038,11.77950937950938,36.59163059163059,11.429527900616536,4.542990764790764,649,30,111,19,9,219,99,154,0.212,0.779,0.009000000000000001,-0.9799,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,0,6,3,0,1,10,0,13,9,2,2,1,27,23,7,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,12,6,0,1,7,0,1,0,2,3,0,0,6,3,11,0,20,13,4,14,0,0,0,0,9,5,0,7,7,81,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09680986603903974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3341875847529394,0.12337849636074097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12304454759098694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12191673263311956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11219082812660228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22169580231831956,0.0,0.0,0.6258321816402374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08734682890814438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060020069917798076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18569630747850724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024880823175351,0.0,0.10479187842202156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813677414153266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22714159027296746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10324065911547872,0.0,0.10459492593730968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430718803824944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17369956312173102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19884504214169973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929089137230576,0.0,0.09253498993434134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877804846034963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07255561314300135,0.06997865247268502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255231509744144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11369356413655833,0.0,0.09432412004207794,0.12028161040522732,0.0,0.0,0.0866874178826137,0.17520658936437178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09854686098834556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sekh-,2018/04/08,"I really struggle eat even a little bit of food each day, due to a complete lack of appetite. Hello, so I have doctor/therapist diagnosed anxiety and affective disorder. Severe enough that I am not working much, I'm on alot of medication and I see a therapist once every week or two. Anyways, I am doing whatever I can to try and improve my condition including trying out things like using a light box daily and daily meditation etc. However, one thing I am really struggling with is to eat...like at all. I have a no appetite whatsoever and no foods appeal to me. The best way I can describe it is my feelings towards food, is the same as it would be for you if you had eaten way too much. It's kind of revolting in it's own way. So forcing myself to eat doesn't work. I have spoken to my doctor and therapist about this. Neither of them could reccomend anything for me. My doctor agreed with me that smoking/ingesting marijuana could give me an appetite (she of course couldnt reccomend it as she does not agree with it's use) but I am a frequent smoker and I find that I rarely get the munchies anymore. I had a histamine reccomended by a fellow redditor (because a common side effect of it was supposed to be appetite stimulant) but I have so far not found that to be effective. So does anyone here by any chance have anything they could reccomend that I try? I would truly appreciate it. Thank-you.",4.948850619195049,6.127417654411764,6.174775541795667,76.29050309597524,69.14705882352939,9.255727554179566,32.330495356037154,9.549672527348893,3.158048529411765,1110,49,200,24,19,373,153,272,0.06,0.855,0.085,0.8922,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,2,5,9,5,0,2,14,0,28,10,0,6,1,38,37,17,0,8,7,0,1,1,1,2,4,0,0,0,16,12,6,0,5,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,3,32,3,30,23,13,16,0,0,1,0,9,8,0,3,6,157,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06549228455164083,0.0,0.07367484118203625,0.0,0.09551098935590696,0.06734032195872919,0.0,0.15850544761766736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058708052353493134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106859749147144,0.0,0.10514265717950416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10097639953125856,0.0,0.0,0.2306806908800228,0.0,0.0,0.06211025829820468,0.0,0.0,0.0977499091631508,0.0,0.0,0.11037653986586933,0.2957238887481002,0.16855838088021385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956393145370613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995112128649217,0.10740812676036164,0.06361008086955146,0.0,0.08114307629291077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04869587799922324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08802315168373329,0.0,0.34936560452281024,0.10559601259681964,0.0,0.0,0.05031660316768913,0.0923867632153852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10028926039849928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047050895066055816,0.09652524201419302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701949942293432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415939325084697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10256415961126623,0.06526033690225007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12339387891578868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07674447028378023,0.0,0.0,0.10879986617547227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20136265647945809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08866684696100223,0.0,0.33546068692414904,0.12796461673769868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19615905878169398,0.0,0.0940782640068726,0.0,0.0,0.16635721686364746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22933281916037535,0.07725192816489149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402257614406263,0.0,0.0,0.13682792313334827,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,totallynotaredditer,2018/04/08,"Despite the fact that i want to get help, i'm terrified of the outcome. (Random thought in the night, so bear with me.) I've had anxiety all of my life. This means that if I went to therapy and/or if I got on medication, I'd start to live in a way that I've never experienced fully. This thought scares the living shit out of me. It's like if you had the chance to correct your eyesight after being blind from birth. You'd have to learn how to function in this world all over again. I know that it'll be worth it whenever I get the chance to finally get help, but the thought of not having that pit in my stomach and not having racing thoughts in every waking moment anymore is so foreign. Would it be like losing a part of myself? Would I mourn that part of my being? Could it even be possible to function without anxiety?",4.408633641807292,5.03035478443114,5.3105498094719685,84.02904735982581,70.01796407185628,8.228415895481763,28.95427327163854,8.296473431620573,1.8882502994011967,647,23,133,9,11,212,97,167,0.115,0.8009999999999999,0.084,-0.8032,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,5,6,1,1,9,0,16,6,3,1,5,28,30,8,1,7,7,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,0,0,14,3,0,0,7,0,1,1,4,4,0,0,8,2,15,2,26,12,4,19,0,2,1,0,5,9,1,4,10,95,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2263244041409413,0.0,0.14670182797868084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810605690402128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09770305180968987,0.0,0.12463317258316485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16204458114900042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23185408439876126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183091168443692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1983019871351532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129569846639134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044837855045413,0.14453734299626114,0.0,0.2612409285746632,0.0,0.0,0.16549021086695287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16113366501083387,0.0,0.14901885124322387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11408886109825188,0.0,0.0,0.13881756965455222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3203766685515881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16676318477394042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14809870711410816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518428625529275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470205967356404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16916510232226334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697436315792761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872499836946769,0.11741596093884668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13712793513539706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14259439855080772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016331814331896,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yungr3zzyson,2018/04/08,"“A Quiet Place” is so good that it gave me a panic attack I thought I conquered my “claustrophobic” fear of being in a dark room, crammed with strangers, with loud noises. I made it to about 90% of the film seen and it was too much at that point 😔. I sat with a guy at an iphone repair booth to help calm me down and guess what? He too deals with anxiety and he helped calm me down. Anyways, 10/10 for the movie. I’m laying in bed now trying to recuperate and I feel absolutely wiped and emotionally drained...",1.8635294117647088,4.010847901960787,2.9644705882352973,91.97611764705884,79.78431372549021,6.04078431372549,20.9843137254902,7.1686216300943375,0.3885772549019606,394,11,87,5,10,126,72,102,0.106,0.79,0.104,-0.0667,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,6,6,1,2,7,0,3,0,0,1,0,13,11,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,6,9,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,4,9,3,17,4,1,10,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,1,1,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.189406353575088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816703813678486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2552553364646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27850642703184075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2786085862195825,0.12518939352962047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20766749211258384,0.0,0.0,0.27274927957082745,0.2451539078164439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3319099098705544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342764871238307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200779271802112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2904945636082174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586797835768417,0.0,0.2340534200061063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1965595109158965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16809796238203956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SpikeX23,2018/04/08,"Can’t sleep.. I haven’t been able to sleep for a few days now because I start thinking about some random shit.. well.. today it’s about my health. I’ve been going to the gym for idk how long but recently started weightlifting and ya I’ve been sore af but ever since I was little I was p much obese and I changed all of that and got healthy and eliminated all junk food/ snacking from my diet including sugar etc but my personal trainer said if I wanted to gain muscle weight I’d have to start eating more carbs (I also got rid of MOST of my carbs now I get most of my calories from protein (meat)) and I’ve been so paranoid about gaining fat again... and like sigh first personal trainer said I shouldn’t do cardio(well.. like I used to anyway.. (60min a day run)) and I get that but djjfjfkfkfnf I FEEL LIKE IM DYING!!! more on this later... ok so before bed I weighed myself on one of those scales that calculates body fat muscle mass BMI water weight etc all that stuff and it said I gained 7 pounds but it said I lost muscle mass since I started and all of that^ is fat weight but I know it’s not possible 🤷‍♂️ just isn’t but anyway my brain keeps telling me it is 😭 and I can’t fall asleep now thinking about it and back to that thingy ^ like before I used to do cardio a lot and used that as a way to cope I guess? In a way. Idk but now I can’t do that 😭 wtf am I supposed to do? I’m eating carbs/not going on the treadmill etc.. I’m so fucking anxious and I just noticed I’m using this to rant instead of ranting to myself in my head😭 Edit: I feel like a whale 😐 Edit 2: I guess I’m scared that if I gain weight and go back to being even slightly unhealthy again I’ll get stuck there again and I won’t be able to go back to where I am ",0.00720111448834615,2.067952632978724,1.835471124620064,97.84833333333334,86.5,4.325633232016211,18.260891590678824,5.46131890053228,-0.5588002026342451,1354,35,316,7,42,444,179,376,0.094,0.79,0.116,0.8804,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,1,0,6,29,12,2,1,8,1,24,26,9,5,5,53,61,31,1,4,13,0,7,5,0,2,7,4,1,2,19,15,16,1,5,2,0,6,8,4,2,2,14,12,39,7,35,43,15,39,0,1,0,1,8,9,2,9,27,193,58,2,0.16034883566337035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0641154529737793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057427140906996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18494753532329572,0.0,0.048873580958153175,0.0,0.1364450488997316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905570418229447,0.0,0.08950116557209818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481390331749447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341173367467353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08320838780114811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407689001433615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682470070976783,0.052954446834884934,0.07252235100080462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107718925483244,0.1145532402371241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06819631885051107,0.0969472242855157,0.0,0.0,0.07411995737203561,0.12566347271997355,0.0,0.18225987709572267,0.0,0.12824561202490498,0.0,0.17664232037078245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08228208301541343,0.08522165703028242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08660212925739458,0.0,0.0,0.07126270636078194,0.0,0.0,0.04406176329812867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19584585393145185,0.0803558292426524,0.0,0.07095183683924537,0.0,0.0,0.08751984794689067,0.06816142297618538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05893742209303779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127910609383703,0.0,0.0,0.054328260452992085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14001041835834002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038460967758538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916256529495304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30505692445951377,0.0,0.08026857878979213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08229788776688225,0.1326422138598869,0.0,0.16046463767480715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2269914623869228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09178052685587056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07007597501540444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10274505929087972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599597355582194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27697982066934485,0.0,0.0,0.04728894888466648,0.12727744212563952,0.0,0.39052336722029546,0.0720864301911878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lo_one,2018/04/08,"Being Authentic It's a challenge sometimes, no? At least for me. I'm gonna keep this simple. I want to feel like myself. Those of you who have conquered crippling social anxiety, depression, personality disorders, all of the above... How did you become a more authentic you? How did you become comfortable with yourself and those around you? I ask only for myself so I can try and make a change. Like most people, I just want to be happy. ",2.4290243902439035,5.257683121951222,3.8689756097560974,81.92907317073171,83.6341463414634,6.694634146341463,22.83414634146341,7.908726449838941,1.6532351219512202,344,12,60,7,10,113,60,82,0.08800000000000001,0.721,0.191,0.7808,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,5,0,2,5,6,0,0,4,0,6,0,0,3,1,14,14,5,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,12,5,9,9,4,2,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,2,47,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069220582334055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1986311055021789,0.20859443351483295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4928543927509876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360396952305288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217970297631712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2557238639212279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282015267130792,0.15940259117671685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375237610963918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832629831613965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21801800820836545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1489395823520839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16969879568634935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468876701519746,0.19482664507662525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22745075898124234,0.0,0.0,0.22067916362499096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15148917368299494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2632131913732201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,corporalsilver,2018/04/08,"Trying to fall asleep sucks when all of your anxieties, worries and insecurities show up and you can’t shut your brain off. I used to listen to music with headphones in just to have a singular mental focus before going to sleep, but stopped last year for uni. Now that I don’t have that one thing to focus on, I get the pleasure of worrying about my personal relationships, what my future holds, and all of my physical and mental insecurities accumulated over the years 😪",9.855113636363637,8.177768829545457,9.885454545454547,63.37318181818184,59.56818181818181,12.89090909090909,36.77272727272727,11.698219412168324,4.245899999999999,379,13,66,9,4,126,65,88,0.17,0.7759999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.7876,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,0,4,4,1,2,3,0,4,3,3,1,2,12,9,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,5,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,1,0,1,9,1,17,9,2,15,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,0,7,48,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17374945583223825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19326603745559806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2535458158029336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866306434392825,0.0,0.12907996485574172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18513660558875966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4577757167695886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15390529307254486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19831616446927094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2438464824605921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272883107539364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18988607163713467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15089128233762125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15420248021832422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19616245817488115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4613114711880785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925211850696259 anxiety,hassliebe666,2018/04/08,"Even when i feel okay? Do symptoms happen even when your happy? Can people still get physical symptoms of anxiety when they’re feeling mentally fine? For example I’ve been getting shortness of breath, pressure in my chest, chest pains and so on, even when I’m working on my art, or playing videogames not thinking about anything stressful. Thanks",6.366885245901643,8.859880114754098,5.223737704918033,79.34052459016394,67.52459016393442,7.50295081967213,38.42950819672132,8.238735603445708,3.5305777049180325,281,16,43,4,5,83,49,61,0.141,0.6609999999999999,0.199,0.4836,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,10,8,0,2,0,1,3,6,3,0,0,6,11,7,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,2,4,5,7,10,0,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,5,26,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17146123309061906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844424708901329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.444113461036409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266568927525009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342006222381077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19820018909854925,0.2385938875736296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.225873481157954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384934558294099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553856932702808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17899300935566462,0.0,0.2567437463226208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4659202879861656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20635167541966148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436154613805525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317159007017387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thatguywhodoes11,2018/04/08,"Does anyone else feel uncomfortable seeing peers perform? I just saw a theater performance at my school and I realized that watching people I know perform makes me very uncomfortable. I don't exactly understand why. When it's professionals in a movie or play it's fine, but when I know the person, watching becomes uncomfortable. Anyone else have this strange discomfort?",5.872380952380952,9.377665761904764,5.900952380952388,68.78571428571429,73.92063492063492,9.314285714285717,34.39682539682539,9.606745405546679,4.456149206349206,305,16,43,9,7,96,48,63,0.21600000000000005,0.7340000000000001,0.049,-0.8875,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,3,3,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,11,9,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,5,7,2,2,8,0,4,0,0,4,0,1,2,0,1,2,24,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3267042544933433,0.4787413981108118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25801428988566905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20444192484639886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3903180885401897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11812499595996327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567822421776954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15594277393752234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16196228728707374,0.20398746250254265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364353208416167,0.18616442735390595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24320605057727426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927604844003437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108051853223282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HeyImtryingToFindMy,2018/04/08,"The world doesn't get safer, you get more couragous. You can try to make the world around you safer as a way of dealing with your anxiety... try to move to a remote location and live there all your life. That won't be an option to consider for most though, nor would most want to do it. The way of dealing with anxiety is to become more courageous, become disciplined and take control over your life. You can't make the world a safer place, but you can become more courageous to deal with the world. Please work towards that, for your own sake. You can't just hide at home, you need to discipline yourself and get out into the world. Learn about yourself, other people and the world. Form good habits and stick to them. Life consists of habits, bad or good. Make sure you have a sleep schedule, exercise, watch your diet, show up on time where you need to be. I've been in a place where I've felt sorry for myself etc, let me tell you that is *not* the solution, disciplining yourself hardcore and getting your shit together is. Now I don't know the situation of everyone so I understand there's people with anxiety to the extreme.. let me just say I empathise with that, life is fucking hard, and I'm aware the things I'm advocating here is fucking hard as well for many people, and it's easier said than done. Sincerely, a guy who's dealt with anxiety all his life and finds disciplining himself with good habits is the solution. 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I keep getting these random bursts of feelings like I can’t breathe. Or that I have to make sure I’m breathing. I did go to the ER last weekend when this first started and they ran all kinds of tests and said it could be anxiety. I just feel like it’s hard to breathe sometimes. Like I have to take deep breaths, it gets worse when I think about it. Sometimes when I’m laying down I will start to doze off and I’ll suddenly wake up feeling like I wasn’t breathing. I also notice it’s a lot worse after I’ve stuffed myself with food. I can usually feel my heart beating hard during all this.",3.43809523809524,4.391920269841272,4.0112698412698435,91.23928571428571,72.49206349206351,6.869841269841268,28.285714285714285,6.937597516519254,1.2079428571428572,478,18,105,4,9,151,82,126,0.126,0.7609999999999999,0.113,-0.1531,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,6,6,0,0,2,0,10,8,7,1,3,19,27,8,0,1,2,0,6,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,10,4,1,1,5,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,4,7,14,6,13,20,3,17,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,3,15,62,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12140163485791845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23226700095860595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12120716604233447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070368489558009,0.32535722664424155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1291286923158723,0.18356809438766944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15862791597076425,0.0,0.0862765761690592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2719821639456781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17989444394996584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349348504195517,0.0,0.15808575469855066,0.0,0.12374462970772335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2966649161118372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12906261750868545,0.0,0.0,0.10133371336459544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17283559881723165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144405161456393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30028604564568395,0.0,0.2149024404758702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430782241052811,0.0,0.1141415056039392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0972731033857602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16719621071469426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30941276340107843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beatrix_k1dd0,2018/04/08,"Struggling with some self-hatred and anxiety over accidentally damaging a family member’s car. Please help. The side of my mom’s car is damaged after I scraped a fire hydrant. She’s seen it and says she’s just glad no one is hurt. We’re in a bad spot money-wise and she doesn’t want the insurance to go up so she said she won’t get it fixed. I feel like such a waste of space right now. This isn’t the first time I’ve made a mess of things with her car and she deserves so much more. I really, really hate myself right now. 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I am going to try my hardest to explain what I am dealing with clearly. Recently, I have just not been feeling normal or how I used to feel at least. I am 19 years old and a freshman in college. I’d say that I am pretty healthy, I’ve never really had any health problems at all. I’m not overweight or too skinny or anything. Anyways, about a month ago after smoking dabs (concentrated cannabis) I experienced my first panic attack, well I believe it was my first. I had absolutely no idea what was happening to me or why it was happening, as I’ve smoked so many times and it’s never happened. Anyways, my heart was racing like crazy, I was shaking uncontrollably, sweating, confused, and felt like I was going to die. It eventually passed, but after this incident I feel that nothing has been the same. A day after this happened, my heart just would not stop beating fast. The whole day I was feeling my heart and it just constantly kept feeling like it was beating ridiculously fast. Because of this, I went to the urgent care on my colleges campus. They did an EKG or whatever it is called and told me that my rhythm was not normal, which caused my heart to beat even faster. I started to panic and was taken to the hospital. The doctors called it a “stress reaction” to the dabs but I knew that was not it. Ever since, I have had intense heart palpitations almost every single day and it’s all I think about, even though while at the ER they examined my heart and took a chest X-ray and said everything was “perfect”. This is where it gets confusing, I’ve always been a shy kid but whenever I go to the cafeteria at my school alone to eat, my hands tremble uncontrollably and I just feel like everyone is looking at me or judging me. I know this sounds ridiculous, but even know I know it’s ridiculous it still causes my heart to race every time I go somewhere alone. It was so bad at one point that I did not want to go anywhere and felt safe in my dorm only. I have friends and I am not some weird creep. I just hate feeling like this. I’m constantly feeling my heart beat and all I think about is why I feel this way. I am just anxious for absolutely no reason at all during most of the day. If someone can tell me what they think this is, I would greatly appreciate it. It’s worth noting that I did go to see a therapist and they prescribed me anti depressants that I have been using everyday but they don’t seem to work. 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I get so much anxiety when I look up and see my whole class staring at me. I feel like I'm gonna blank out and just stand there clueless.",4.0062857142857125,5.1012356285714295,4.535714285714288,87.47928571428572,71.28571428571428,7.885714285714287,31.142857142857146,8.238735603445708,2.085514285714285,274,12,58,4,5,87,55,70,0.146,0.807,0.047,-0.5928,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,0,1,5,2,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,13,13,9,0,0,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,5,7,1,6,10,3,10,0,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,5,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976783354114729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21988275239654226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644369848025068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322368328828073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13065681513316518,0.18460385307048488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13500541294921226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2314792080170435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2642355742742322,0.0,0.12624313085788638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21699426029290814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899566557156244,0.0,0.19929707745390626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20591451429462895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2960008830307304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31082816834332,0.22317806991967748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2884988126046329,0.0,0.24909221302507106,0.0,0.18812117310778834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,forever1228,2018/04/08,"Sudden anxiety for first time. I'm sure this is a better question to ask a doctor but I don't have insurance at the moment and don't feel like dealing with crippling debt. I'm 23, always been very social. I've never had anxiety issues in my life. But then suddenly a few hours ago my heart started pounding and I got sweaty and I had this sense of impending doom from nowhere. I was just lying on the couch with my girlfriend, best friend, and his girlfriend. It's been several hours and the feeling of general anxiety hasn't gone away yet. Does anyone know what this might mean? Is this a common thing to happen to a normally non anxious person? I'm kinda freaking out.",3.12409090909091,5.2961132272727305,4.2545454545454575,84.1518181818182,75.81818181818181,7.127272727272729,26.15151515151515,8.07648339933343,1.7961696969696974,534,20,99,9,12,174,93,132,0.149,0.716,0.135,0.2019,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,3,2,7,0,0,8,0,12,3,1,0,2,22,24,8,0,1,3,0,2,1,3,1,2,0,1,1,7,8,0,0,5,0,1,1,4,2,0,1,7,2,8,5,14,16,2,19,1,1,0,0,9,5,0,3,14,63,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424545799579264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13539982614014867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37345140938235777,0.18383237620854206,0.0,0.11378075943913465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212544866880076,0.0,0.15288503171136422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076933170999134,0.14391660354815486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677618224094792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16655542903737347,0.14240131342211046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16455680101151773,0.11625042093945967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13841338327022348,0.0,0.0,0.1257205511282688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301456541139575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1438967449075086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1928293253192785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205017238008871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16984210906660538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08942913391431602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149371322472022,0.07949897501511577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17725469339949998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17262498771413082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255031721205441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15943546803263886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420847636991774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822886900725958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18383237620854206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658771433975984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151772442120393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15336592290629844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10810693244588644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488596913746766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13426476088558842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HappyMonkBro,2018/04/08,"Serious Anxiety, Looking for Solution Hi everyone, I am writing here because I feel I need to get this off of my chest, and I don't know where else I can post this or who to talk to about it. Here is my story, I hope you can help me or share your insights: I never used to have anxiety, and used to live a worry-free life. All of my anxiety comes from bad decisions relating to sex (I am a young, adult male). I think my views on sexuality have been deeply affected by growing up in the high-speed internet porn generation. When I was a kid, my friends and I discovered internet porn, and most young boys in my generation became deeply addicted to pornography by the time that were 10 years old, and this habit has been with them for most of their lives unless they have broken it. I have broken this habit, and do not watch that garbage anymore, but have realized that my generation, especially men and myself included, have grown up with a deep insatiable lust, due to being brain-washed by internet porn when our brains were developing, and becoming addicted. I am now realizing the importance of overcoming this lust-addiction because I have now realized that all of the problems and anxieties that I have had in life have come about by making bad decisions out of lust. If I have safe and protected sex with a girl (I'm male) I will start feeling like she gave me STDs. This is so bad in fact that one time after sleeping with a girl, I went back to the doctor over 10 times, maybe 20, during the next 6 months to prove to myself that I didn't have any STDs even though the doctors told me I didn't have any many times before that. My anxiety was so bad during these 6 months, that I constantly felt like a massive thunderstorm was going on in my head, and I would get anxiety-induced headaches. I couldn't socialize with anyone or connect with anyone. I felt so strung out by my anxiety, that I felt like a mug shot picture person looks, you know the pictures... where the person looks completely strung out... I then decided I would never have sex again out of lust since my poor decisions kept giving me anxiety attacks. I then met a girl I actually liked. I really liked her. One night we had sex, with a condom, but she is not on birth-control. 2 weeks later she had her period, and 1 week after that, I bought her a pregnancy urine test that came back negative. I am still very paranoid about her becoming pregnant! I cannot get my anxiety to go away about this. I realize that I have a problem, and again my lustful desires have gotten me into a situation that has triggered great anxiety! This anxiety affects all aspects of my life, especially how I connect to other people! I am usually confident and bright and shining. I can lift people up with my positive spirit, but when I have anxiety, I feel like being a hermit, and retreating from the world. I am tired of feeling like this! All of my anxiety in my life has come from these poor decisions based on lust, even if my worry is unfounded. I am wondering if a psychologist could help me sort through these problems. I do not want to take any medicine. I would love to hear your thoughts about this, and any insights into my situation. Thanks so much!",7.2614033539276255,6.747613307443366,7.599720506031186,73.93167255075024,63.983818770226534,11.827478670197115,35.232127096204756,11.26911803661169,3.93372427184466,2536,102,484,67,33,832,270,618,0.13,0.738,0.132,0.8191,0,0,0,0,0,0,78.0,2,4,3,0,27,24,1,0,25,0,57,28,5,7,8,105,101,38,0,15,13,0,7,7,1,4,9,1,0,11,31,36,0,3,24,0,3,9,11,9,0,2,24,15,87,15,74,69,7,72,1,0,7,14,42,26,0,11,43,339,118,3,0.0,0.0,0.05841818602726698,0.1957803058423791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16283705789138414,0.0,0.5495453912241269,0.0,0.059368552377905774,0.08371596731040667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06810342640014203,0.05624377258549434,0.09206274430493132,0.19993424351986414,0.07298452470564078,0.13222916788263964,0.050939468968477286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365503206064405,0.0,0.06846794943986421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547014340558707,0.0627657896220202,0.06469122692249056,0.06714205777360219,0.04779617079122752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1225457530903747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05000831163274111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07907861583957579,0.0,0.0,0.057202184139016836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12107523136681647,0.12829958888253187,0.172435177681063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625042757835765,0.0,0.09382869691071327,0.0574265686908473,0.06804366613799727,0.0,0.0,0.06599977142506314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06143726940953985,0.0,0.06747056772906873,0.0,0.08025054678655412,0.0632491236829539,0.0,0.059458009133884465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579887925052683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16913357325771505,0.2047241351906915,0.0,0.10572121673624628,0.0,0.15081090628600988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054029188004033835,0.0,0.039959382180355885,0.060692240261986975,0.060140978732325226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09556502347365456,0.0,0.04400659471340117,0.04438806124988221,0.09234091516339522,0.0,0.06366556090926292,0.05617788318362013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0628167219877858,0.0,0.08113017686673968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08300369132976583,0.10454107963227406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05733272979682095,0.0,0.0,0.17184398794313355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03835012082341025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951974433158877,0.13457826904722012,0.059906779302637415,0.061023346929079875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04237172637486107,0.0,0.047807105615897294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04500993690676885,0.04811605113829963,0.0,0.05511431075614191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0383581434549394,0.05881563055652232,0.04752496914976189,0.1396276616483254,0.06880434049329534,0.0,0.057202184139016836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340576733017867,0.06593123908345838,0.049393695334096516,0.03530907077518905,0.0,0.09603785228234432,0.0,0.0,0.0554941074131876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0649194626420751,0.0,0.060794337382703637,0.0,0.1275760377326653,0.0,0.0,0.03855016128454493 anxiety,BWthinking,2018/04/08,"College anxiety someone help me Okay, so I’m a college student. I am having SEVERE anxiety about school work. I’m literally about to fail all my classes because I have put everything off. The mere thought of doing homework and school work gives me insane anxiety. Even when I start working on it I’m freaking out and panicking so badly. It has become so awful. I am genuinely afraid I’m going to fail this semester and not graduate on time. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. There has been a couple times in my life during college that I can remember being able to just BURY myself in my work and do really well. The other times I’m plagued with fear. I don’t even know what of. I’m now getting so behind in everything that it is making things worse. I feel like I have tried everything. I do yoga. I take care of myself etc but when it comes to thinking of homework and school I freak out! I can barely manage to do work for more than 15-20 min at most. I didn’t know where else to post this. I literally just made this account because I am so desperate. Wondering if anyone else has EVER felt this way and if anyone knows how to help?? I cannot fail this semester. But I can’t buckle down without panic? Help! 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I have terrible social anxiety and it gets horrible during interviews even if I do prepare ahead of time. It so frustrating because all of the advice that I get is to 'relax' or to take a few seconds to think about responding but don't take too long. The worst I was told was to maintain eye contact while responding to an interview question but I physically cannot do so. I have been able to work my way up to staring at their heads but whenever I try to look someone in the eye and speak, I cannot get through a sentence without tripping over my words or freezing completely. It is absolutely frustrating because personality and presentation go a longer way than the resume, which sucks for people like me who deal with anxiety. I had been feeling suicidal these past few months because of the amount of pressure I have from myself and my family to get an internship or job over the summer and I worry about my future since I have not been able to land anything. I honestly want to just give up because it's hopeless for me.",7.7208108108108116,7.443578333333335,7.889864864864865,71.4466891891892,62.963963963963955,11.363963963963965,38.770270270270274,10.864195022040775,4.334416216216216,938,45,165,22,12,306,131,222,0.2,0.7490000000000001,0.051,-0.9875,2,0,0,0,0,1,12.0,0,0,1,3,7,11,3,1,12,0,20,5,4,1,1,25,35,16,1,2,10,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,9,8,1,0,3,1,0,3,5,8,0,1,8,7,23,3,35,27,5,26,0,2,4,0,14,10,1,5,12,124,32,5,0.2753802869394372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13454921463277386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21066516575967809,0.15555067017962712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330725611502762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3357385338617344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14144570583900684,0.0,0.11860786668065527,0.14436549576339472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195249196336884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094304117507852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298020131542945,0.0,0.06962027366419833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2877496680473253,0.13208493207797192,0.07825248160444252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14130981080728405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2732724429120444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06726844910151401,0.0,0.0,0.12185144411456987,0.11562504236579868,0.15404005076792382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10990295887693592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314408219063291,0.09545700867602458,0.12022572232134385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15424447255575996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11389870952883377,0.0,0.13778958164463798,0.14035776153874024,0.11666441174048847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061066894127514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20705170427889089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08822628425107841,0.0,0.0,0.0802882299319954,0.0,0.0,0.13156883266678426,0.0,0.09348256919754716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0812132140470456,0.21858405387525293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327283848205808,0.0,0.1002400643276492,0.1398310243321146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pandy91,2018/04/08,"Alcohol & Anxiety Hey all, I have never been formally diagnosed with any anxiety disorder but I have suffered from mild depression, an eating disorder, and am currently dealing with trichotillomania. I thinkI have some form of anxiety, especially with regards to social interactions. My heart races and my face gets hot/red upon spontaneous conversation. I always need to be drunk in social contexts because it calms me down and makes me feel more comfortable in my skin. I'll drink to ease my nervousness/anxiety before even the smallest get together. I end up waking up in the morning even more anxious, going over the night in my head, thinking about all the stupid things I must have said or how silly I must have behaved! I find alcohol has been a huge crutch in my life and has potential to get worse. I think I am self-medicating - can anyone relate, and if so, did getting on real anti-anxiety medication help? Thanks in advance!!",7.34529220779221,8.65126489285715,7.925887445887447,65.44032467532469,63.76190476190475,11.823376623376625,36.701298701298704,11.567385478589935,4.9448500000000015,754,36,117,24,11,250,115,168,0.183,0.6990000000000001,0.118,-0.9114,1,0,3,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,1,5,7,1,0,6,0,16,13,5,2,5,25,28,10,0,4,3,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,2,8,5,0,4,2,0,2,1,3,0,0,4,3,18,4,22,21,6,19,0,2,0,0,8,13,0,3,4,83,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2707179308460931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1053896666575098,0.13723397380726576,0.0,0.0861318358356476,0.0,0.4844654121742322,0.14308757552925255,0.0,0.08856227257571826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07720958830737548,0.0,0.10777669495047046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057891613015002,0.1090904163606653,0.12855528229972293,0.0,0.0,0.29032225939034473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12407669649315395,0.0,0.12960283327313746,0.0,0.0,0.11218146235413122,0.0,0.0,0.16731293099505135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06404212951824319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11576318802227024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.264694471021518,0.0,0.07198270415033937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299877281374765,0.0,0.0,0.1500904314024473,0.08489623935788591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08946234570171993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.084545250095296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068857082982608,0.1275946877462152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0939153594186822,0.0976865174151227,0.0,0.0,0.11886002546651953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14416462091778076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048083589373244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13213199769517167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2582239187024949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11660974050290933,0.0,0.0,0.08414599854836556,0.16231476337406225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12907540144265814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,skeel05,2018/04/08,"Coming back from a vacation--disorientation and anxiety are common? I just came back from a vacation a day ago and, even though I enjoyed myself on my 5 days from work and whatnot, as soon as I entered my house, I was hit with a harsh headache. I figured I'd sleep it off--it was almost 8:00 pm after all. The next morning, I woke up and felt like I was in a haze. Everything seemed different as if I was in a dream. I've been disoriented and kind of anxious. It's odd, I always thought that a vacation would do the trick in terms of my GAD. Regardless, is this normal to experience? My girlfriend, the next morning, said she felt fine and had no issues with a cloudy head or uncoordinated feeling--like myself. If this is common, anyone know how long it tends to last? Any help would be appreciated.",3.831666666666667,5.307346726114652,5.2959394904458605,80.39618099787687,72.18471337579618,8.290658174097665,27.733014861995755,8.841846274778883,2.0880747346072184,624,23,125,12,12,210,102,157,0.1,0.7929999999999999,0.107,0.4673,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,7,5,1,0,11,0,13,2,2,1,1,27,24,14,0,6,4,0,2,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,6,10,0,0,6,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,12,3,16,4,18,8,2,22,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,5,15,82,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14434758609140266,0.0,0.16306045686397186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13549569138666492,0.0,0.0,0.1107365932267344,0.0,0.12457193965476053,0.18396253247657648,0.0,0.11386131804000868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2504273854967862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624525803575148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027199947786045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21003629528154485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17013284814052398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755409890789526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463498398611602,0.1592884920983647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127033346686026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671205313990257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10914803142234693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878951729470891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16996236000132708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695725093388946,0.08949245117411482,0.13273610526618407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07955526156329587,0.0,0.0,0.14410802743156678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34636377798785856,0.0,0.15954835089875538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15489786310185033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824316474016624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295732033146526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15998919756105745,0.12927654785707696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854925515932922,0.0,0.0,0.2313533291716093,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BeKindRewind_,2018/04/08,"Did great the first 2.5 months of my new job, now I am slipping becuase of my mental health. Please help! So I started a new job and I did really well. I worked my butt off and my boss gave me a lot of praise. He still hasn't criticized me for a single thing. Lately I have been slipping though. I noticed a few mistakes on some work I did and I owned up to it and he appreciated that for sure. But I am paranoid that there are other mistakes out there that I didn't catch... what if they all come out at once and I get fired for mistakes I made when I was first learning? What if I am making mistakes even still? Becuase of my mental health slipping I have also not been quite a quick to get my work done. I started using my phone at work (bad I know, I stopped and I won't do it again). My boss still hasn't criticized me but I can't help but feel he is dissapointed in me :( Its weird, I have a phobia of being fired. But its almost like I am so exhausted from carrrying around the weight of that fear, that my brain is like ""fuck it, whatever happens happens"" and does what it wants. That's not good either! What can I do to get back on track? What can I do to get my motivation up? An example is today I helped with a presentation at work. Someone asked a question and I said I knew the answer to it. Turns out I was wrong and I had to admit it later. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not making mistakes ALL the time these past few weeks. But I am really scared :( Sometimes I get bored too or I realize that my job is all I have going for me and I resent that. I resent that I don't have a life outside of work right now so I guess I like, retaliate by getting a bit lazy at work? I'm kind of a perfectionist, so I have no idea if I am even actually making that many mistakes or if its all in my head. I just don't want to let my boss down. I want him to be able to trust in my work and I feel like I lost a little bit of that trust and I'm so ashamed and angry at myself.",0.3917806841046243,2.1928779366197197,2.6032729711602967,94.46394366197187,83.01408450704227,5.559490274983233,19.29778672032193,6.655083550727371,-0.0513678068410468,1515,39,363,16,42,514,182,426,0.211,0.682,0.107,-0.994,3,0,0,0,0,0,46.0,0,0,1,14,25,31,3,3,17,0,42,9,3,9,5,73,78,32,0,13,16,0,5,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,28,19,1,1,11,0,0,3,12,19,1,2,15,6,67,12,43,59,13,48,1,1,0,2,15,20,2,11,29,262,95,16,0.07905491502547297,0.0,0.07714619325627056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07916207793919522,0.0,0.0,0.06322018698411662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07037563498795862,0.07390567391973185,0.0,0.0,0.06078834988590561,0.06600755192026331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17261498432867325,0.0,0.0,0.08825143019855823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06809880929388354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918148888046262,0.08090062535130536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1044300515793284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895875797831057,0.07994508074259933,0.056476847090116813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13448814067089052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308499506712031,0.28912051160663765,0.0,0.044928730030207975,0.06630751198832795,0.0,0.08715832290395087,0.0870879016304861,0.0,0.13981600054831905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08113315015967229,0.1680633557951803,0.0,0.0,0.1589665294064556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08924337646642982,0.0,0.0,0.2353494143678435,0.0,0.0,0.08232352870094557,0.04344651383336213,0.0,0.08917738753845833,0.0,0.0,0.08083900674790949,0.05583882441408339,0.15448895305378427,0.07923379332688793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08629777838872435,0.06720966172414294,0.0,0.07480367206498105,0.15830930895293654,0.08014927567627354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15933752086244796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06310087894544901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1527034591079158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0900045447289498,0.0,0.08419090442881348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07546686164190405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08677855695253849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855959739577299,0.08408463319142621,0.0,0.0,0.10128920576421896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06751246548303677,0.07519932758260756,0.0,0.07914776118193012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06698297295818742,0.0,0.07818733238913578,0.0,0.11191095149688872,0.0,0.18940007177621854,0.06609344880606438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07450832183501871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052520572775452815,0.0,0.07767105262880003,0.0,0.046097556694139334,0.0,0.07493481579556005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08598904635739836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06827806418487077,0.0,0.0,0.1398859113727349,0.0,0.06341308431446957,0.09626758898291934,0.0710798627215209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4604233574243045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17286827866376814,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Playsz,2018/04/08,"How has your life improved after having your anxiety reduced? I'd imagine e.g., better focus, better reading comprehension, more fulfilling relationships and such stuff. Please contribute, as hearing about the potential benefits, while maybe obvious to some, might be the kickstarter someone out there needs.",12.346449275362318,14.86441697826087,9.885652173913043,51.49775362318843,53.1304347826087,13.08985507246377,47.94202898550725,12.45797560212912,7.43503768115942,255,15,26,8,3,76,43,46,0.031,0.716,0.253,0.9022,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,2,0,4,1,0,1,1,8,6,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,5,4,2,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,21,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778897088432954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4804525921146814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3061360911900405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185362132284786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.272879342343597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881464708249173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2014031899228929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981577885854708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2716940460002093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2916188105542767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2301432034761364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109405355143806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sarethdarkmessiah,2018/04/08,"My family doesn't believe anxiety is a real disorder and I'm not quite sure I have had it. Whenever I drive or take a test, I feel like I'm constantly falling but won't hit the ground. It's that moment during which you know you're fucked, but that moment lasts half of the day. I had been able to cope with it until yesterday, when during a calculus quiz I realized in the last three minutes I had flipped a concept so more than half of my work was wrong. I wanted to cry and I've been shaking for more than 24 hours. My heart hurts. I had been warning hundreds on every calculus assignment since last semester until now, but I still wanted to cry after each one. Now I know I actually failed. Maybe I don't have anxiety. Maybe I need something to blame all my emotions and shortcomings on. I really don't know. My heart's racing and it feels real, but being nervous could just be normal. Maybe I'm overreacting. I'm not asking for a diagnosis of course, but I just needed to get this off my chest. 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Okay, first time posting anything about me like this, I don't know if this will even get out... I feel like I'm watching my life go by without actually living it. I feel like I don't make decisions for myself and that I can't choose what I ""want."" I've been through 5 recent very unsuccessful relationships, and one after the other ended in less than half a year, I accepted the ending and coped in the usual ways. But what got to me was that about a month after each, I reached out to the other person and asked a couple of questions about what happened. (We kinda mutually broke it off for all 5, kinda beneficial to know I guess) And I would ask why they thought it should've ended. Without going into detail, they called me an ass and said that I put too much pressure on them, for the most part(that's how I took it). So I gave up on relationships entirely and consigned myself to schoolwork and work work. Every now and then I got super ""depressed"" and sought out something, usually new music. I fell into massive pits of wallowing and questioning, sometimes suicidal thoughts and pure depression, that's the only way I can describe it. I suppose I'm in one of these pits at the moment. Every day feels monotonous and unending, even though I am in a relationship right now and school is in session. I've seen therapists before, one type of session was an hour session where I'd go into a big office building that housed physical therapy and family physicians, I'd talk to a lady, later a guy, for the whole session. The problem I found was I never opened up. After a year, I decided that my inhibility to talk and accept what I am would limit the success of these kinds of sessions. Later, something bad happened in my family, so we say a ""therapist"" for once a week for months. His sessions were 3 hours long and were filled with him talking for most of the time. Those were some of the best nights of my life. I still did things that I felt I had no control over and I accepted them as a part of me. We stopped once it was inconvenient for my family to continue going, but I hold those days fond. I find myself extremely sensitive to most things. My eyes were always sensitive, and even wind would make them water. Anyway, my one good friend always said that I act differently around different people. I went along with him, but I never really agreed, I thought it was absurd. All I want to know is if I'm okay. If there's any form of treatment out there for me and how I can save myself. I know that mentally there is something wrong... I don't feel normal. But I haven't found a way to cope or feel better. I need help.",4.268626469085337,5.63821557087379,5.253196218702097,81.53849642309659,70.96116504854369,8.217169136433316,27.339039345937657,8.6894789155246,1.9982621359223287,2069,71,399,36,38,679,254,515,0.051,0.8440000000000001,0.105,0.978,2,0,3,0,0,0,69.0,3,0,5,9,21,24,0,1,26,2,28,6,2,5,5,99,69,35,1,11,10,0,6,3,1,4,3,3,0,2,30,36,1,4,24,0,0,10,10,7,0,6,26,12,65,17,66,39,13,74,0,3,3,1,31,25,1,13,38,283,95,11,0.0,0.0,0.06684291056596474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11398950380452515,0.0,0.0,0.04658011330743058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05636695803499017,0.060976596212551824,0.1280703594984566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057191893772746964,0.0,0.0,0.058285657260024985,0.0,0.07188307378808463,0.060579775821522776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06994280178661093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682488738833737,0.0,0.07579030947985801,0.0,0.08834942585650482,0.0,0.1179922361002666,0.0,0.0,0.14312897142275918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1820032689452799,0.0,0.0,0.13572429766420305,0.0,0.11542286892914848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19371781329426227,0.0,0.17316997951263294,0.0978681300981886,0.0657675856554994,0.0,0.06260475424204333,0.058263268604744366,0.0,0.1502062194118252,0.052920390113017385,0.0,0.035786705149183265,0.0,0.15571304073425368,0.05745179258507594,0.1095661564543652,0.0,0.07545685113362299,0.06782251434738491,0.12114283318292615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09182380499147387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491092827084916,0.07903600960411065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132878544184894,0.15057600723962233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676250736106948,0.10039210137790183,0.0,0.0604838519971115,0.06061743503819589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0914441748706826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.069028575534707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934684473602543,0.0,0.05035296497168806,0.050789444351071904,0.10565777463485766,0.066154551698727,0.0,0.06427952452469557,0.06711223495616365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458935265025652,0.18566058021634504,0.05209483638608327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1483505292201083,0.0,0.047486995861278775,0.059808687255950475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06560091627156629,0.0,0.0,0.06554210311620083,0.0,0.06885811491502702,0.15346398827014954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04388074794374235,0.0,0.0676322400235522,0.22061950492506088,0.0,0.05849581815890322,0.13031211822798158,0.05447133498419403,0.0,0.06932232984809203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581963470347119,0.0677450000535647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05470156303055195,0.05726631867452305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492428593643018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651651885351368,0.0,0.0,0.0783319602158874,0.1590599250388991,0.09101234424467174,0.0,0.06729767218953771,0.16313621554656066,0.07988196771239628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07610236783500568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087890320667752,0.05651696131404145,0.08080227136432018,0.16310850621159373,0.05494393105650151,0.0,0.0,0.0634971386654554,0.06180762898954467,0.07647413327386672,0.0,0.13205677295086232,0.0,0.09973284488762664,0.0,0.0,0.1459742977391392,0.07489040225244893,0.0,0.08821927410904601 anxiety,mycatisamurderer,2018/04/08,"Wishing I could just be like a a normal person Once again, our friends invite us for a night out. Once again, id like to go out, be social, and then the panic sets in. Do I really want to be around all those people? What if someone wants to talk beyond, ""how are you?"", what if someone looks at me too long, and then I just want to retreat to the couch. Then my boyfriend, he says its ok, we will stay home, but I know it's not. He wishes I wanted to hang out with people. The thought makes my neck tighten up, my head ache , I feel I can't breathe and I want to hide. Maybe I will just force myself to go....wish me luck...",1.2334090909090918,2.535789462121216,2.4990909090909104,98.51863636363636,78.62121212121212,5.1030303030303035,18.81818181818182,4.851557810540192,-0.6865545454545461,467,9,115,1,11,150,87,132,0.073,0.8009999999999999,0.127,0.2207,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,3,1,0,0,9,6,0,1,6,1,9,3,3,2,1,32,22,10,0,11,7,0,1,2,1,2,0,1,2,1,5,9,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,1,3,19,5,18,15,1,19,0,0,1,0,11,8,0,3,9,75,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12629425114164566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11327153698814425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07173366255645527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1096082998163728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16125581857644775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14559940303105925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230703421976162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07796796334752022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13862089229406532,0.0,0.0,0.12555035931474998,0.11913494928430995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469923137642487,0.0,0.142527340249443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313525053594882,0.13900233831822398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3021735357583388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16645370995767433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19670939192345732,0.12387528720732847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0908854633632284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11282060475357275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14461845341146645,0.24041173938800914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15121439148255786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1140296173524359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262881966886985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1706519703412018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4183925877450101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.489430003166546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,arunnano,2018/04/08,"17, Need professional help but not sure if parents understand that I'm 17 and male. Since last year I've constantly thought im going to have a heart attack, cardiophobia. It's really starting to get in the way. It started with bad heart palpitations and arm pain and I took multiple trips to the urgent care center and a few ekgs, and they all said I was fine. It takes me so long to fall asleep at night because of this, I get anxiety attacks often, and I've formed a habit where I need to knock on wood almost all the time to calm me down a bit (weird habit) I'm not overweight and I go for bike rides a lot but my dad is always telling me to workout because he loves working out. I tried it months ago but the fear I was going to have one multiplied and I couldn't stand feeling my heart beat. He's trying to have me do guided meditation but for some reason that makes me way more anxious than when I started. He hasn't wanted me to go to therapy because I haven't ""committed to his solutions yet"". I get and appreciate he's trying to help but I really wanted professional help. I went to them in tears a couple weeks ago saying please just let me get some professional help, and my mom said she'd find someone. Fast forward to today and I found out she got my a family psychologist, one that already sees my 10 year old brother (he gets very angry). I wanted an actual therapist, I'm not sure if it's the same thing and my mom is saying that ""he's just going to say the same things we've been saying and it's going to cost a lot"" I'm not trying to make my parents look bad because I get they're trying to help, and my mom used to have a lot of problems with depression and anxiety when she was a teen so I'm sure she gets it, but I just dont know what the fuck I'm supposed to do anymore. Looking for any advice. I usually take my mind off it by hanging out with my friends by the campfire at night and that sort of stuff but I moved from New England to TX 3 months ago and I haven't made any close friends yet. I just need some advice, this stresses me out so bad every day thinking I'm going to die, please and thank you so much.",3.2353145973154374,4.153551744966446,4.6408102628635355,86.67014156879196,72.93736017897092,7.735151006711409,25.6018596196868,8.07648339933343,1.3308658277404923,1678,52,366,24,32,560,209,447,0.153,0.718,0.129,-0.9341,2,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,0,1,2,2,14,22,3,2,19,0,19,9,5,5,6,81,73,33,1,10,17,7,1,0,2,0,2,6,0,1,19,26,1,0,8,2,1,15,9,12,0,2,12,10,47,10,47,58,15,59,0,1,3,2,37,15,1,11,28,211,66,4,0.0,0.0,0.06332860352711678,0.0,0.0,0.12683017656853576,0.17257771785614054,0.0,0.06498342480154105,0.0,0.07161374914463832,0.0,0.053998217848141024,0.0,0.0,0.08826227053603082,0.0,0.09928969203968732,0.07331339323711908,0.06435885417195923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476558990489608,0.0,0.0,0.1625549845914462,0.15823866994231006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07084902990013378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06616524218955201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07012893312957276,0.0,0.0,0.07180558745284993,0.0,0.04185220028976338,0.0,0.05589436094271827,0.0,0.06735123739434684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605699081944453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054677220384971664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06117766013069136,0.07302542972611621,0.03281309231599642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059313270872523714,0.0,0.0,0.0711545176286961,0.10027613626011346,0.059994803126734275,0.2373363801668294,0.0,0.2581710811220159,0.0,0.0519028242736455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2307042825591849,0.21749028024885525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009822832296493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035664845315808845,0.05289845791496948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06636000030303715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05743043619526831,0.10899167697874164,0.0,0.0,0.16551538737812935,0.0585706824994954,0.06140564933436424,0.08663644126529832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0655259106896461,0.2280143203257303,0.10359786727711602,0.06897359927343633,0.04770562694094452,0.14435747444738029,0.0,0.0626764355497117,0.0,0.1217999781598012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0680968642158935,0.0,0.08794968064363548,0.0,0.06905334038472644,0.0,0.14411744749545444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247144534136671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06209618682721973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08314738138939078,0.06672333683089153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12346087865061693,0.2064298844917901,0.0,0.0,0.05171327618744432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053682191605121436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05498570906078823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378000127785853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07433752529942388,0.0,0.07428977072865088,0.0,0.0,0.1834895971063559,0.0,0.09758661276537617,0.0,0.0567214887059463,0.0597470166724605,0.07421360934183642,0.07534862593917607,0.08622731439942792,0.041582387679074816,0.0,0.05151974297043285,0.037841062121553914,0.0,0.061513304021761674,0.0,0.07210123914849187,0.22029877301337375,0.0,0.0,0.0675584580938806,0.0,0.05604883758812372,0.0714731761444805,0.0535455473932753,0.11483106354872888,0.1030219842744136,0.0520552201667612,0.0,0.0,0.06015873763729403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0472446646850228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08358109164005369 anxiety,ana-carime,2018/04/09,"Hydroxyzine for Anxiety After having anxiety for most of my life, I had my first panic attack last night. I went to the ER today to make sure everything was working okay (I was experiencing chest pains) and I told my doctor about my anxiety. I've never gotten treated for it because it hasn't been totally unmanageable until lately. I am a 22 year old college student so most of my current anxiety/worriment comes from the stress of school. The doctor prescribed me Hydroxyzine 25 mg. Since this is my first time taking anything for anxiety, I was wondering if anybody has taken this for anxiety? If you have, has it helped? Any experiences with hydroxyzine will be helpful. Thank you so much in advance!",4.693567708333333,7.379418304687501,5.901250000000001,71.75208333333336,72.984375,9.266666666666666,31.760416666666664,9.725611199111238,3.8149510416666663,565,27,88,16,12,188,88,128,0.136,0.7929999999999999,0.07,-0.7815,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,4,3,8,1,2,4,1,14,5,1,1,3,12,23,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,3,2,4,1,2,9,1,15,4,16,12,4,17,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,5,13,66,20,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733020468699333,0.0,0.5474528352171872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778003902479953,0.0,0.0,0.16282584608800232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0872479375465159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328989020892055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2929898976623307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286319133949709,0.14000414035198466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434848460589049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918679260390082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11666633330916835,0.16145172628917615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010937284042332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553734013971316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052136639287566,0.0,0.11038715990352076,0.0,0.0,0.1343135264158578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15018606914195895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229555535221312,0.16792686143915622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448505826716772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1183948399523652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394970374943724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13489402992418328,0.0,0.10761251594232496,0.0,0.0,0.13177067226689754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08345759291022427,0.0,0.13566617842597262,0.13676248792230666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13267871339336765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552134303811224,0.10419702226637102,0.14535082807048816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09216808844689622 anxiety,icedlatte98,2018/04/09,How to deal with dissociation? Hey y’all- I struggle with anxiety (obviously) and have been experiencing “dissociation” like I really can’t feel anything but surface level emotions and I don’t know how to cope with it. I feel like im having an out of body experience for a few days. Do any of you experience it and how do you deal with it? Do you guys have any advice on this? ,2.759362934362933,4.999260689189189,5.595019305019307,73.777972972973,77.24324324324324,8.552895752895754,25.43629343629344,9.23628265651192,2.3494347490347494,297,11,58,8,7,107,46,74,0.043,0.879,0.079,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,4,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,9,1,1,3,1,16,12,7,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,3,8,2,11,11,1,5,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,3,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2107393979047994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933109178543565,0.0,0.16497848134185747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17746891349085198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2395484401403835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390821605501709,0.4446697480783281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2425872549066552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4219116053655894,0.0,0.0,0.2180872566815672,0.15406677350873926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21353623383359535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23294863778719316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11852050090240025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072010714196546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381566245939291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2254535247850871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheRedmon,2018/04/09,"First day of school after Spring Break (1 week off) and my anxiety was worst than ever. School started back after a week off for spring break and at the beginning I was feeling okay and since I got to school earlier than usual I decided to eat breakfast but as I was eating my stomach started to hurt so I just threw it away and went to class. My first class is a vocational school class so it takes up 3 periods and throughout I didn't feel too bad apart from feeling like I had air stuck in my chest (I don't know how to explain it). I was a little tired but that's about it. During 4th period, however, my stomach started to hurt again as well as my head. I went to the restroom and then I just went to the library (I'm in a social studies class and this year I'm actually doing my work and trying so I'm able to go to the library if I have no assignments missing). I felt okay the rest of the period. 5th period is when I have lunch and I couldn't eat because I felt like I was going to throw up. 6th period is when it hit hard. I left my 5th period and was walking to 6th (opposite side of the school and on the other floor) and not too soon after leaving the classroom is when I was feeling lightheaded and my stomach was hurting again so I just when to the restroom and sat on the toilet. The bell rung and about 3 minutes later I thought I was okay and could make it but walking down the hall I got lightheaded again and just sat in the hall for a minute or two. I then got up and when to the stairs to get to the first floor and I had too take off my bookbag so I don't have the weight making my more tired. As I got downstairs I was in front of the main office so I decided to see the nurse. That is when my hand and arms up to my elbow started to tingle. I told the nurse how I felt and she said it might be my anxiety. Now I have never told anyone about my anxiety and I have felt like this before (usually at the beginning of the school year), but it has never felt this bad, so hearing her say that felt weird and for some reason I felt relieved that she said it. Anyway I stay in the nurses office for the majority of 6th and she told me about a breath technique to calm me and help my blood flow (I was really pale). I went to 6th and luckily the (history) teacher was having the class finished a test that I already completed so I was able to sit and calm down, but when the bell rung to end class it all came back. The teacher had to get the nurse to walk me to her office just in case I passed out. I then stayed in there for the rest of the day until my mom and aunt picked me up. (School was almost over when she decided to have someone pick me up so I didn't pass out on the bus). I'm sorry if it hard to understand my head still hurts and it's difficult to concentrate to reread and fix any errors.",2.4129375228352217,3.602991067226892,3.9120442089879433,90.05342254293024,75.30252100840336,7.257946656923639,23.354950675922545,7.818819491935897,0.9269225429302153,2195,62,495,31,46,729,226,595,0.083,0.83,0.087,0.5234,1,0,0,0,0,0,43.0,0,0,0,4,43,20,0,0,39,3,39,20,11,7,4,81,94,65,0,4,14,2,15,3,0,1,3,4,0,0,21,33,6,0,19,0,0,16,9,10,1,4,45,20,71,10,84,44,8,112,0,5,1,0,18,37,0,6,57,349,92,17,0.12331633124325125,0.0,0.06016947534938685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061741746366486994,0.0,0.0680413189908795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041929666971296985,0.0,0.14150498380416848,0.0,0.0,0.043112823026398635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057929876264214177,0.09482264686320356,0.10296398566151764,0.03758624547254037,0.0,0.0524665576055211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07052051554839607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0646474135585827,0.0,0.0,0.04922902807826866,0.0,0.0,0.07952883194634904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18927508922653594,0.0,0.0,0.05461083362761748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05577334080136083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1247048846355251,0.044048605839973366,0.4144105580183305,0.0,0.0,0.15733921253899874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442769338072372,0.0,0.07008351287150838,0.0,0.1972546705129503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11046721099801547,0.0,0.12655813261800078,0.0,0.06949323383455397,0.0,0.04132816871782526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2640253661698552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03388571532530926,0.0,0.0,0.06528709465700135,0.066991777357254,0.0,0.0,0.090369195745443,0.06179768013417938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231460867187547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06540956996542757,0.0,0.07221329837299427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09510915686547323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039499799744777256,0.06339486341201411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730207016804155,0.04903304807987383,0.0,0.4368094876701073,0.04913357509082165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051004271760111436,0.0,0.0,0.06285273505535673,0.0522427636428932,0.0,0.0,0.06902126838503977,0.1745678679192937,0.13143880134534242,0.049240290712529694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271853418814506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04894969621963712,0.0,0.14173398219896202,0.0,0.17675105866230625,0.0,0.04186184710879522,0.0,0.06023106853045479,0.06418832490411308,0.0,0.0,0.13581551686439014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09891692259690167,0.07508303492060975,0.055438095741849526,0.22863094903189896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04488787891775178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07941167423591876 anxiety,onlyslightlybananas,2018/04/09,"Shitty anxiety/OCD thought process of the day. I wasn't very productive today. I probably did way less work than my coworkers. But I'm having a bad anxiety day. **But that's not really real, I'm actually just a lazy POS.** Stop making excuses. I should workout because it's a bad day. But what's the point? I've been away for so long, it probably won't even make me feel better. **I don't deserve to workout until I finish cleaning my apartment.** But every time I start, I can't seem to finish. It's gonna take me like 3 days. I need a day off, just to do it all at once. Then I'll feel better. But I can't tell anyone I'm taking that day off, because they'll want to do make plans instead, or they'll want to know why it takes me a whole day to clean. **I can't take a day off.** That will just make me look like a bigger POS than I already do. **I need to be perfect from here on out so they know I care about my job.** I hate living like this. Nobody really knows this about me. My boyfriend is great but as soon as he sees this side, he's going to run. **I would run from myself if I could.** My friends don't even know how bad it gets. I should get out and see someone tonight, hiding is bad. **But how can I leave this apartment like this?** I don't deserve to see friends. I'm so tired. I think I only slept 4 hours last night. I just want to sleep. I suck at everything. I should never reproduce. **Who will ever love me like this?** Tl;Dr *bad anxiety days suck.*",-2.1291227893890685,-0.8279162379421177,0.4955099477491949,100.16511379622186,114.91639871382635,3.615775723472669,14.505677250803855,5.703799952178893,-0.7573356511254019,1114,30,262,13,64,374,155,311,0.122,0.7390000000000001,0.139,0.5239,1,0,0,0,0,0,73.0,0,0,3,5,17,21,3,0,9,0,27,4,2,6,4,48,68,19,0,11,14,0,2,5,2,10,1,0,2,0,17,3,0,1,9,2,0,3,10,8,0,0,5,6,39,13,30,51,3,43,0,0,4,1,11,14,2,3,30,151,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.08148608593167538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214673609833698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12775788391119605,0.0,0.0,0.05838666834780756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845305028615614,0.0,0.3486041773990521,0.10180431225766637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14770179145453818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513604138514333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666969902970142,0.0,0.0,0.4846680045617854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11030480957854356,0.07553250572397784,0.07035419116556353,0.0,0.07504637843491152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444242605161435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12902715994186092,0.0,0.08725288908896538,0.0,0.04745621529089504,0.0,0.0,0.0920614522899323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08244111886825804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08223283068554872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08286303269880302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835624655073598,0.06806542458285222,0.0,0.0884167557479633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039747454261458,0.0,0.07373395801566003,0.07389680489160623,0.07012080372437272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536398090930789,0.0,0.2229534240317097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383162228488627,0.0644020317962447,0.0,0.0,0.07836114278562878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892710039706515,0.0,0.06350717343709496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07893655386355389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18005895418211532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950437659762775,0.10698727411521924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19962128797364945,0.0760172518947316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08356248795308584,0.0,0.07075112925272302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05910327538831483,0.0,0.0,0.06981156453230428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25113300059350313,0.0,0.07298458903939335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05350482762833151,0.0,0.06629140655326328,0.04869079480747543,0.09597347646659228,0.0791503064695283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889804658772769,0.14775525419490346,0.06628014669423406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534773283256199,0.0932272060378788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060790584221370236,0.0,0.0,0.059317555487797324,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dangerous_Dolly433,2018/04/09,"Advice Hey. I'm new to the group and on mobile so forgive my formatting. I notice I get random mini panic attacks for no particular reason that I have figured out. I am usally good at noticing it and controlling it (being able to function through it, trying not to let it affect my actions too much) a bit but the happen at work more often then not. I get really shakey and my heart races on and off. I can interact with people but it makes my heartrate go up for the brief interaction. Since I'm at work I can't just go outside or put in headphones. Ive tried coloring, doing word searches, crossword puzzles, watching Netflix (my job is very boring and slow. They let us do whatever while we wait for a customer. So my boss is okay with me and netflix), reading, drinking extra water, deep breaths, and eating mixed nuts for protien. I still can't seem to control the shaking or pull myself out if it. Does anyone have anything else I can try that might help? Does this happen to anyone else?",3.6852914507772,5.570423989637308,4.7661884715025895,82.37601845854923,73.35233160621762,6.690284974093263,28.12467616580311,7.413659706084162,1.7384821243523318,782,31,141,9,16,256,130,193,0.076,0.8740000000000001,0.051,-0.5760000000000001,1,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,2,0,1,4,6,7,1,2,6,1,16,5,2,6,0,35,27,16,0,1,8,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,12,3,3,4,4,0,7,5,4,0,0,0,2,21,3,22,23,4,23,0,0,2,0,9,11,0,8,5,99,30,5,0.13089542232815576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279094917723859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1830502455240154,0.13411782868055686,0.1077157795632832,0.0,0.0,0.14891243957498926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1429038995651902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29362069280940384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22909493233610845,0.0,0.0,0.12822768147385905,0.0,0.13393869511971154,0.2186926584428728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13677491131427552,0.0,0.1487817699905644,0.10978886995760842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23150077935203475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1551117056957509,0.0877364424294786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989350916569273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676988755334618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737371082365598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388593578581062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09622319643151944,0.0,0.0,0.12641961454553668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2980506117792461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535775751078288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074640457164307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158605299803575,0.0,0.0,0.13093084448840447,0.0,0.08385495931226312,0.1345822947551477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916227639930113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1082780459858221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1045332533557752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666081986789069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745107633250774,0.0,0.0,0.1080024318983272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905868528237064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bastgoddess,2018/04/09,"Allergies and anxiety I have some seasonal allergies (pollen), and I find that when my allergies start flaring up my anxiety gets worse. Has anyone else experienced this?",8.783571428571431,11.0650845,8.834285714285716,56.66071428571431,61.14285714285714,15.6,42.57142857142857,13.816669648895859,7.790085714285714,138,8,19,7,2,45,22,28,0.22,0.78,0.0,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,4,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,13,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5691947896671079,0.0,0.0,0.2601278793306713,0.3811826228938918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3107783729165655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.340023259667879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194367221546039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633205511346206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3791243096469448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lolzhunter,2018/04/09,"does anyone else get anxious over viruses and stuff? recently i clicked a dodgy link without thinking twice on a twitch stream and one of the mods told me to change all my passwords and reset my router which only made me more scared, i have kinda got over it now but it does flair up now and again, i did i virus scan to comfort myself and its working for now",6.213749999999997,5.82986843055556,5.5244444444444465,87.515,66.08333333333333,7.755555555555558,30.5,5.985473137389443,1.345016666666666,285,9,59,1,4,86,56,72,0.07200000000000001,0.882,0.046,0.0525,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,1,12,7,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,2,4,2,9,1,9,3,2,9,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,1,5,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2771827940805671,0.0,0.17155883780869458,0.2513965359838126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595544444652088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294259232150321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20496371481146566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12818854604259944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962338560201538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23216207439451805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16625978653347634,0.1866045310631657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422597575854541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24564447055107905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808742756670876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15721441734593802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344484701376378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23651472871113224,0.0,0.17862231694063535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Golden_Bearclaw,2018/04/09,"Bad anxiety attacks when I'm in a confrontation? Obviously confrontation is a stressful time for most people however it really kicks my anxiety up to a new level. I start to badly shake and it has all the same symptoms for me as if I'm about to have a panic attack. Regardless of the confrontation - whether it's in person or on the Internet - I'm the same way. Usually I do my best to avoid such situations however sometimes you can't. Earlier today I had a minor argument with my mother and my anxiety was through the roof, it also means I tend to cave in and I don't stand up for anything. Advice is appreciated! Thank you all.",3.198299120234605,5.283594548387099,5.745073313782992,73.95124633431088,75.29032258064517,9.992961876832846,29.821114369501466,10.230975488527342,3.668590322580645,500,23,91,17,11,178,79,124,0.275,0.653,0.073,-0.9716,2,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,0,1,4,13,5,4,10,0,9,1,0,0,3,16,16,9,0,2,3,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,0,0,2,0,12,2,19,14,6,16,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,3,6,69,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17602250652220391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14405116870262086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.413400523538637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823295165977365,0.0,0.0,0.4098513801144613,0.0,0.0,0.3008047097267129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890369921217082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962161106105484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1739722136139417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21134561119347808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12488056491541047,0.15728395776373874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11539691009583515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20247545614791349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1781547500203533,0.0,0.12749806764886146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634012954782105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18722569480079507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1658409680795073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503617962715647,0.0,0.17074368657875094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198389499320078,0.0,0.0,0.1429800729566446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Itisgoingtobeokey,2018/04/09,"I am having a really rough year **I just need to pour my heart out.** This is the most stressed I have ever been in my life, ever. I am graduating high school this year and my parents are nagging me over getting a job year which means that you work for a year then continue with university/college. I don't want to grow up, I am not ready. I feel secure in school, I just feel like my life is going to become monotone and stale, like things won't matter, like I will just be one in the crowd. And the list of school assignments are building up like a thundering storm over me. I can't even think about without almost throwing up and getting a heart ache, it is incredibly stressful. **And then there is the classic, love.** Fuck me amirite. Without going in too deep. She had always been my mutual friend throughout high school(we talked but didnt go in the same class so only when we met on some weekends which was pretty rare and sometimes at lunch) but even then I knew I liked her, but she had a boyfriend. And I really respected her and I thought that her boyfriend was nice too so I really didn't want to do anything so I just kind of let it go. Then because of some personal arguements(can't say sorry) they broke up. **Dear god the following month was bad**, she would take the kind of snapchat pictures that you just knew atleast 20 horny guys would message her about, she is really cute too so yeah. Well, time passed and it got to summer. I had never really tried anything with a girl before (making any advances) a lot due to insecure. But with her I just knew that I couldn't lose the chance, I had to try. Like she was literally my dreamgirl, she was super cute but also super sexy. She was one of the sweetest and nicest girls I had ever met, she had really cool green eyes, you guys get the idea, I was hella in love. **So a few days after we had been at a party I asked her out.** I think she was really scared, I was really scared too. I think she hesitated, she said she would love too (I didnt say ""Will you go out with me"", I more of said ""would you like to meet someday?"" and we had never met alone before) well time past and after a week we actually got a date. We had a cute l in a park. I can't speak for her but I had a really great time and it also felt like she enjoyed it. but then I just started fucking up something horribly. Like it was really bad, I really wanted to meet her alone again, but I was really fucking insecure and I think I got desperate and didn't give her space and she basically pulled back. We still snapchatted but I knew it just wasn't the same. **Then at my 18th birthday** I asked if she wanted to celebrate with me and some other mutual friends and she wanted too and we started talking again after that. Like it felt good again, I felt maybe just maybe there is a chance. Well the thing is I wasn't exactly healthy this time either tho. I was still super insecure, she went out a lot and I just didn't want to imagine what she was doing on the nights out with other guys and I basically just thought about it all days long. So my friend suggested that i'd tell her how I feel. Well fuck, on the saturday before I send her a message asking if I could call her and she responded very enthusiastically and then I called. I said ""hi how are you?"", she asked me the same and then I continued to start more small talk, but I just interupted myself and said, ""I am sorry but there is something I have to tell you, I like you"" Which here basically means somewhere inbetween a crush and being in love with someone. She said ""oh"" with a very shocked voice and then there was probably the longest and most silent 10 seconds ever in my life, it just felt like it lasted forever. She basically said that she had been ""emotionally unavailable"" after her break up and didn't feel the same and it wasn't super unexpected either, so I was kind of prepared for it and thought I would be alright. **But god then school happened.** When I saw her the first day, I just wanted to say hi and hug her, but I basically just broke down and died inside. I was unable to function for a week. I wanted to throw up so bad. Here we have parties that we do once the school year starts, they are usually pretty shit as they aren't official and is basically drinking in the woods. and got this was when I truly felt heartbroken. When we first got there, everything was nice. We were having a good time and it didn't feel too awkward between me and the girl I liked. but then the freshmen came and they started hitting on her while I was just next to her (this was 30 minutes I had a beer with her and one other friend) and I just felt horrible, I wanted to die. I had never hated people so much (not her but the freshmen) and they hadn't even done anything wrong. But I just felt so helpless, I couldn't do anything but watch. I don't really know if she actually ""did"" anything with any of the guys after but it is not impossible that she made out with one of them. **Well then my friend stood up for me** (it was uncalled for by me tho). He saw that I felt really bad and knew I had told her I liked her so he went and talked to her (he knew her better than I did) and while he only meant well, I am pretty sure it fucked up the situation even more. Things had gotten a little better than after the confession (this was like 4 weeks later) but this just added it again, but tenfold and now she was really awkward about it too. I think he made it seem like I was REALLY in love with her(and I mean, I really liked her but this wasnt for the better) and I think it pushed her away even further away. **And well then new years happen.** We were going out to town to celebrate. I really wanted to ask her if she wanted to be my years kiss but idk (the chemistry was pretty good then, but anxiety and insecurities). She gave me the love eyes if you know what I mean and in our mutual groupchat she seemed to react to everything I said it just seemed like there was some kind of spark there. And well after this I went home to another friend (I was drunk af at this time) and I just casually told him that I really want to text her and he said do it(and he was REALLY drunk) so I did, I basically said (it is a weird translation but it sounds much less douchy in my language) ""You are so fucking nice *insert name* <3<3"" and too my suprise (I was dying of anxiety) she responded, ""I think you are really nice too!! You okey? <3"" and I responded nah I'm good, but I think I am going to bed now, so good night sleep tight <3"" it sounds a lot sweeter in my language oh well and she responded with ""Ye think I am going to bed too(sleepy emoji), good night <3"". All the <3 were red heart emojis btw fyi. **well, still have 0 game.** So last time I wrote to her I had my friend coaching me (he has a way with words with girls) but now I was on my own. It wasn't awkward, it was just nothing, uninteresting and I felt really boring and we still snapchatted throughout the weak but the spark that was there on new years eve just wasnt there anymore and well on the saturday that week I fucked up so hard that I still cringe to this day. She posted a picture saying ""what is everyone doing tonight"" on her story and it just did not feel like something she would write on her story. Well I thought ""hey I should probably write something"" I really wanted to see her so I thought up the most clever way to respond to her. So the thing is about a month earlier in our groupchat, about a month earlier. She jokingly said ""if we need to find a party for next week, then we can just post a slutty selfie saying so what is everyone doing on on saturday?"". And I jokingly responded with ""well that is definitely how you get roofied"" and she thought it was funny. Well, I basically commented that on her snapchat story, ""failproof way to get roofied"". Well first off snapchat fucked up and my comment didnt link to her story instead just send a message to her, which was bad itself. but she basically responded with ""what?"" and I just felt so embarressed, but I just wrote back (haha just kidding) BUT SHE DIDNT RESPOND. I fucking panicked like really panicked so thought fuckfuckfuck what do I do. Do I just leave it or do I try make sure I didnt actually make her sad or angry? well I did the second thing. I wrote, ""I am sorry *insert name*, bad joke :("" well problem with this reply was that it just seemed like I made a really really distasteful joke instead of actually explaining the reference. So she responded with ""haha what? I didn't get it anyway"" which basically means, I totally got it but I will pretend I didn't just to save you to awkwardness. Which made me feel like such a fucking creep. And then I knew I truely fucked up. And when I think back to what could have been, I just feel so sad and stupid and just cringe over it and gives me a shitton of stress (really short story amirite) thank you if you actually took the time to read this mess. I just really needed to vent. *And if you read this(ye you know who), I am sorry, so sorry I fucked up bad didn't I or maybe there wasn't ever a chance, but you would have to convince me real good if that was the case.*",1.1835558132510045,3.618698256815709,2.6306235888614147,91.53826452352794,84.97055616139585,6.017741051909423,19.951659063797546,7.38112821529467,0.5865062722390326,7129,208,1511,118,213,2310,495,1834,0.114,0.691,0.195,0.9995,2,2,6,0,0,0,282.0,17,20,6,13,146,148,16,13,76,6,164,36,7,11,14,341,330,168,3,38,87,1,21,22,7,12,4,20,3,10,89,111,5,2,62,15,0,23,38,49,17,9,150,50,279,99,163,158,27,210,1,6,8,20,221,68,13,27,135,1084,368,12,0.0,0.0,0.10874629206783927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022317581943871376,0.046165988207461775,0.0,0.03564640394125655,0.018544877487286983,0.0,0.0,0.03031235213065132,0.02337025102319698,0.0340995545409439,0.0,0.022103082535014473,0.0,0.0,0.09170303371813103,0.0,0.10417841324779037,0.0,0.04187943609015511,0.05141283611277125,0.13026316275053276,0.013586174066355818,0.024614649458203332,0.05689473172933944,0.0,0.0,0.059134103579079784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04551579389185148,0.02549081419131446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035589303277312474,0.0,0.0,0.05749404020183075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939231492461248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02280771781881489,0.0,0.021833137996066225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02507029178092146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360298940467877,0.10080101202753344,0.0,0.04259307483732129,0.04006090264175578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015331264309727,0.04776630537035608,0.2139937060709393,0.0,0.02037025267749809,0.056872877355624664,0.0,0.0,0.12053416901187824,0.2472517764170972,0.06986538660296403,0.04276015286331462,0.10133140919857314,0.13085512148901418,0.10695147607713992,0.024571904428701503,0.0,0.08827200241937268,0.039417295888799636,0.0,0.01996510609632935,0.02200416399522288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923192331799916,0.0,0.04709566075092441,0.022356049604377117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.025159728232085343,0.0,0.0,0.02211677601755605,0.0,0.0,0.09283546594636943,0.03674566754284943,0.036334362887988816,0.0,0.02359910709742722,0.0,0.02279034613951649,0.047226686260103776,0.2395466336188091,0.022337800135247023,0.0,0.019723621366133082,0.0,0.024933866468663076,0.0,0.05684377565608726,0.12069133107554805,0.0843553946269576,0.04463097820333354,0.0,0.06717197725467053,0.121387400074572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0533686990004377,0.0,0.032767563165216215,0.04957740800871619,0.05156818182688753,0.0430505622195921,0.047405742301344235,0.06274556169464872,0.0,0.02138533288925992,0.0,0.0,0.02373532198032888,0.06040999564723175,0.03390109882948091,0.0,0.0,0.024747487177261784,0.0,0.02127581681261157,0.01545125631912364,0.01946047207537776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04269027988388079,0.09069707216650112,0.04805910947136693,0.021326003394723486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04458680314265204,0.025367906719068332,0.399780083081258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21200392904516185,0.08861905703029704,0.04462709145175441,0.13533605161093398,0.017760148567484733,0.08115833943645673,0.0,0.0,0.02287766532703292,0.0,0.02505193801286871,0.02230346596468249,0.0,0.0188840165235014,0.06863162605394442,0.0220427791057677,0.12474443174231105,0.07887557702713521,0.0,0.08899361352640803,0.0,0.07659032210634552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201116548079021,0.0,0.016757328762429892,0.07165497604180114,0.03896028798233828,0.02051921616260929,0.0,0.0,0.07403369246797367,0.14280846958801288,0.0,0.12385577742122815,0.1039675587822671,0.0,0.0,0.04259307483732129,0.0247620884535617,0.04539498434139498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02454638964112229,0.036778829226942526,0.17089368977604522,0.05307203143923702,0.08938792047556167,0.0,0.3406633824734537,0.06198184664599255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296845927042268,0.0,0.016225471014167266,0.0,0.0,0.11082615879880317,0.02436774068473789,0.0,0.11481868598534595 anxiety,V1P34781,2018/04/09,Are we really about to go to war with Russia? I can’t even think straight. All I can think about is war and we’re all gonna lose. Please someone reassure me,-0.14088235294117624,1.9895652058823536,1.6073529411764724,98.67808823529413,88.11764705882355,5.752941176470588,17.323529411764707,7.1686216300943375,-0.05644705882352907,123,3,30,2,4,40,27,34,0.262,0.574,0.165,-0.7096,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,1,0,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,7,8,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,5,7,2,2,0,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,17,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699507891054857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322807648131581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4572448064343524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486436532874448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618317295682664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463008230529956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5237730066135088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,glutenisevil_,2018/04/09,"Anxiety about swimming pools... The main source of my anxiety right now is: germs. I have major phobia of throwing up or getting a stomach virus, so I'm always kind of nervous and try to be careful not to touch my face, wash my hands a lot, etc. I'm slowly getting better, but swimming pools are one thing that still really freak me out. I used to love swimming and would go nearly every day during the summer, but now I'm always too nervous. I don't even remember the last time I went swimming :( Any tips for how to get over this? Please reassure me that I won't die if I go in a swimming pool lol",3.3384335154826985,4.4756308032786905,4.5917486338797815,86.28594717668491,72.9344262295082,7.0615664845173045,26.67030965391621,7.3871296695380915,1.3391938069216751,466,16,95,5,9,154,85,122,0.128,0.6990000000000001,0.173,0.8435,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,1,8,8,0,2,6,1,7,5,3,2,0,13,19,8,1,2,5,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,8,0,9,3,3,0,1,1,2,11,5,14,15,4,22,0,0,0,1,2,6,0,3,7,60,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239519550307269,0.0,0.0,0.1323781424417068,0.0,0.2978347354084283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17216442003606994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847284240626856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255421257080724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20203041782783948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710173039495576,0.12857368472828767,0.0,0.16401275028345472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3051115947587589,0.0,0.2212639860953504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027125193340556,0.0,0.1586770780830033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16549630545093694,0.17569179001940646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319093116598785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136825301539929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470669324925658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22051627644780405,0.16624192597762955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545885976810755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12932606014563813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11351009851095112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321640251336733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16812712750016673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18045540618201064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382836651870582,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SugarKitten92,2018/04/09,"Fears are worth facing! So today I have to fly all by myself. Panic disorder has made traveling tough in the past and today is my first time EVER traveling through an airport alone. I’m usually totally fine once I get past security, but when I have to wait in the long lines for security, I usually immediately start panicking. I always think what if I have a panic attack and cannot escape the line. Not today, though! I’m not gonna lie, my hands started sweating and I got a little hot, but I didn’t full blown panic. I was feeling slightly uncomfortable when an older woman behind me started making conversation. It was nothing special, but it made me feel much more relaxed, like I had a friend with me. Now I’m sitting at the gate all alone and feeling so much more optimistic about my travels. In a way I’m grateful for anxiety, it’s pushed me to face my fears, become more independent, and accept that it’s okay to ask for help. Moral of the story - FACE YOUR FREAKING FEARS! The sense of accomplishment afterwards is what will continue to propel us into recovery! Love y’all. You’re the best community to be apart of! Also shout out to Zoloft. I started 5 weeks ago and haven’t had a panic attack since. Sure I’ve felt anxious at times, but not that sense of dread and losing control. As Joe Dirt would say “keep on, keepin on!” ❤️❤️",3.4635227272727285,5.3198098219697005,5.002121212121214,80.57318181818181,73.88636363636363,7.830303030303033,26.393939393939394,8.575989854853784,1.97454393939394,1059,38,201,20,22,356,161,264,0.23,0.595,0.175,-0.9498,0,2,0,0,0,0,32.0,1,2,0,5,10,25,2,8,14,1,17,7,5,5,5,37,40,19,0,2,8,0,6,1,1,3,1,2,1,1,8,10,0,5,6,4,1,4,6,13,0,1,9,8,23,12,29,27,10,42,1,1,0,1,10,12,0,1,25,125,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640502116034524,0.0,0.0,0.20190780539446412,0.0,0.07795010428067037,0.08110636553344963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456751701437644,0.1101181318077893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112524438473577,0.22178201056773286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765262578862314,0.0,0.0,0.10229318777143197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10932563421400274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11171390914980366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08817101901321676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32905681516714297,0.1478576941454923,0.0,0.09359054411842498,0.0,0.0,0.08291152786722389,0.0,0.0,0.07530834614456408,0.0,0.050926260615097384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795904393725503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06533491982807478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663957181145543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04762098379976162,0.09769478305933706,0.0,0.0862616237428148,0.0,0.10904872730250972,0.0,0.0,0.08797429570189486,0.1844649412222493,0.06506480356020151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14330954505039584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0935291498992029,0.0,0.0,0.10380687076042287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.457460014525905,0.0,0.0,0.18610035861486127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07751541780371604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063168801619168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759710388557755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186830558214952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062457548957215475,0.0957679333268267,0.0,0.11367601150230873,0.0,0.2771825100889497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11724949364452605,0.0,0.21470818042601145,0.0,0.0,0.07737050450480329,0.0781879455104069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06924289433538314,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mountianhound,2018/04/09,"I Finally Understand Anxiety ""Triggers."" For context, I am about to graduate college (probably lol), and I am trying to complete my senior thesis which I am very behind on. Because of that, I have been facing some pretty severe academic anxiety. It's the little things. Checking your email. Opening up a word document or pdf file, going to the library, trying to catch the bus. Watching the clock move. All of the things that remind you where you are. It's all these little things that give you a twinge of anxiety. Hell, even driving by the place where I got the first email saying that my project was in bad shape does it for me. They get your heart rate up and cause you to wince or stop in your tracks. I always knew about triggers like this and respected them in others, but this is the first time I know what its like. It hurts my focus and ruins my day. It reminds me that I might not be good enough. It makes me tear up in the library like I'm doing now. I just wanted to say if you are going through this too, I understand how you feel, and we are in this together. Thank you. 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That’s just bullshit. I’m not bashing depression, I have it to it’s fucking hell. I’m just saying anxiety is way more then “being caught in ur own head” ",3.283351648351648,5.4402448076923084,4.6403296703296695,81.64038461538463,75.28205128205127,8.559706959706961,26.52747252747253,9.23628265651192,2.4107780219780217,317,12,61,8,7,105,52,78,0.36,0.591,0.049,-0.9866,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,4,6,2,0,0,1,4,2,1,1,1,16,15,5,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,8,2,0,0,6,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,2,4,4,2,8,12,5,7,1,2,1,1,6,1,2,1,3,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4430130767786173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16628231110686514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3325210275390997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845747984445498,0.0,0.0,0.10970607477553077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981093040512584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09430700925842232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2676519266084442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19847183284359515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4605268502152689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.220978561000556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3710665453196266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2009559419362232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322196860409698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kittylullaby,2018/04/09,"anyone else get really bad jumps/shakes? its honestly one of the worst parts of anxiety for me because its so embarrassing. like anytime theres a startling noise in a quiet room like in a classroom i jump and everyone looks over and stares and sometimes even giggle and it makes me wanna die inside. or when im at the doctors office and they open the door my body just like freaks out and its so embarrassing because then they know your nervous and their also thinking why are they so nervous? especially when people comment about it is the worst. like i worked with this one lady who would try to scare me on purpose cuz she knew i would jump and it was just the worst :( i just wanna know if anyone feels this also. 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I've been on Wellbutrin for ~3 years and Lexipro for ~1.5 years. For the past 4-5 weeks my depression and anxiety have flared up big time. Shakiness is a big symptom right now. I don't expect you guys to have all the answers, I'd just like to know if anyone has had a similar experience and found something that worked so I can have ideas to discuss with my gp. I know it would be ideal for me to speak with a specialist, but it will be several months before I will be able to do that. 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Some of them are the same as my anxiety symptoms - nausea, trouble sleeping. Have any of you been prescribed this specifically for anxiety? 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Long story short my girlfriend broke up with me and we live together at uni. I found out she went on a date a week after we broke up. This sent thoughts through my head of if she cheated on me or broke up with me to date this guy. I confronted her about this to get some closure but it didn’t help. I’m staying at a mates as being in the same house as her is too anxiety provoking. The thought of her with someone else makes me actually throw up. I’m missing uni because I can’t eat or sleep. Is this a normal reaction to have and is there anything I can do to speed up this process? I never had anxiety like this before so don’t know what to do. ( I have no interest in rekindling the relationship as this is the Third time she broke up with me, ikr I’m a mug lol)",1.9409176029962545,3.4745477359550563,3.423393258426966,91.65437827715358,77.25842696629212,6.993857677902622,27.03520599250936,7.793537801064563,1.3895561048689142,659,27,151,10,15,217,103,178,0.16,0.7979999999999999,0.042,-0.9362,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,2,0,0,0,4,9,2,0,10,1,15,3,2,2,1,23,27,10,0,2,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,10,9,1,0,4,0,0,4,5,7,0,1,8,0,21,2,32,18,2,29,0,5,0,0,14,15,0,4,10,102,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.18110822631764875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42592554585307213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272404666705838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2262668308787542,0.0,0.15792268644113253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968964006484738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18990401969815388,0.15503590982298945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034889096631202,0.0,0.0,0.09696266425928793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18376242407541973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19046799719812965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439648659024155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414494661328545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199493621035982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09066947794915073,0.0,0.16387860826685322,0.16424054624100887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388219018056165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14313778378864006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18183795011632853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19925327851896613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1857231674198063,0.0,0.15724907365995425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1978133267969016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2946740888016247,0.10821851834891724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488684112691667,0.0,0.0,0.17204298948947847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pitchthebaby,2018/04/09,"Odd feelings I hate attention but I still put myself out there and receive it. Then, I get anxious and depressed because I'm polarized between the two. I want to be what the opposite sex wants me to be, but at the same time, I don't care if they think I'm fucking blowing them off. This may go further than just anxiety, as I suffer from mild dpdr. Does this happen to you? I'd like to hear your voice on the issue, experiences, etc",2.9463961038961024,4.429635522727274,4.465129870129871,85.44090909090913,74.45454545454545,7.301298701298702,28.48051948051948,7.957251820313856,1.8258064935064933,338,14,69,5,7,113,69,88,0.223,0.727,0.05,-0.9476,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,2,2,0,3,6,2,0,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,14,17,7,0,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,3,12,2,12,14,2,11,0,2,0,2,6,5,1,2,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813877219612616,0.2678656588685109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445394344437226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24174840927053776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042216184501343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20749566768523595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644391914609073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319380816935256,0.0,0.0,0.11988942544658356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21920343280595345,0.12387965659627745,0.0,0.13475449844648346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20967468940268613,0.0,0.0,0.2340960305486154,0.0,0.0,0.26723905486782623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24748017398814284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11583947159361015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23836001649163385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18935553902645486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519298613959356,0.0,0.0,0.13826015397609775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316210217829089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27970604131013865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Needlephobic,2018/04/09,"Methods of calming down Hey, I'm new here. Thanks for taking the time to read this. I've been in a relationship for a little over a year and a half and have trust issues with my boyfriend. A lot of these issues stem from being abandoned in past relationships and others from his actions. I am very newly an axious person and the other day had my first panic attack (vomiting, etc). Ever since then I haven't been the same. I am significantly more anxious than normal. What are your words of wisdom for someone just learning about their anxiety? Your experience with anti anxiety medication? Your book recommendations? Your calming methods? Do you keep journals? *I know the advice I'm seeking regarding my case does not replace medical advice. I'm working on it. Just looking for a friend in this lonely time.*",3.271448948948948,6.305226790540544,4.4396396396396405,77.8772822822823,81.77027027027026,6.2618618618618616,25.78978978978979,7.594959193182576,1.918606906906907,647,26,104,11,18,211,103,148,0.131,0.754,0.114,0.3109,0,2,2,0,0,0,21.0,0,5,1,2,5,10,1,1,11,0,10,3,0,0,1,18,18,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,4,0,2,3,1,14,6,20,14,4,17,0,2,1,0,12,7,0,1,9,78,21,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2996167871036381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345566278177125,0.17319161675613848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17440717685212134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886938679187893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341587059278131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17097619491896898,0.0,0.13867363242767133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14996222929620634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13040160892041575,0.0,0.0,0.11844347529228033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32002229497538265,0.0,0.13626500259990892,0.0,0.0,0.0842527122107771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365241989593895,0.0,0.0,0.12873803759061167,0.0,0.0,0.13033488276520006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3088783939279748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806344006282476,0.0,0.0,0.15020687349175038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17987101264876298,0.0,0.0,0.14634747910391402,0.0,0.13386047903530812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15334702067376565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32918554108389386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681592195621488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989528147905954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11526668247319324,0.0,0.0,0.14114313847664453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17878737947388254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649312102005497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11160825462594934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098723737588883 anxiety,swi_llah68,2018/04/09,"First job interview in a year First time poster here, long time lurker. Sorry for the format. Anywho. I'm about to have my first job interview in over a year (lost my job in Dec 2016) and I'm ready to just puke and not go. But I have to bc I'm really struggling financially and half of my brain keeps telling me not to go and the other half is literally freaking out and running in circles while on fire. Any last minute tips for job interviews other than the obvious deep breathing techniques??? The interview is in about an hour and I can't stop shaking. Pls help.",1.6335851648351642,4.179364803571431,2.8360714285714286,90.0743131868132,84.0,6.303296703296704,22.008241758241766,7.61054688173877,1.0278137362637367,446,15,91,8,13,143,71,112,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.073,-0.731,4,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,4,4,4,0,2,7,0,5,2,2,0,1,14,12,8,0,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,4,0,5,1,1,6,0,18,11,0,25,0,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,12,55,8,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126471411629264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826499339278265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175158966661544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18597386020861806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10966857620134582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611291257080855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6494558390351018,0.14542971060896082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13336914541982275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447953021383461,0.0,0.0,0.1786065504587848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10481680976054517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18315508444325254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367905769949444,0.0,0.17104731160521736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300788291054192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19081199399205515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21072710254064655 anxiety,zt666,2018/04/09,"What do you do or not do daily to manage your anxiety? I've been having bouts of anxiety recently. I also live with depression and take Wellbutrin for that. I think Wellbutrin can make it worse but I'm afraid to switch meds cause I don't want to die while taking Wellbutrin so... Also I'm afraid of weight gain, libido loss, energy problems, addiction, brain zaps, memory problems, transition period at work... I've also got chronic tiredness (used to have narcolepsy...) Which means that I'm usually anxious and tired, maybe even laying in bed doing nothing, heart racing. Should I avoid caffeine? I usually have a couple cups a day to not fall asleep at work. How do I stay up without it? Sugar? I like to run / lift weights and the usually helps for a day or so... What do you do?",2.8843468468468463,5.395277479729731,4.044486486486488,83.63925225225226,78.25675675675676,7.46018018018018,24.73153153153153,8.447377352677275,1.9498418018018016,609,22,111,13,15,198,97,148,0.193,0.715,0.092,-0.9079,0,1,0,0,0,1,32.0,0,3,0,4,7,8,0,3,4,0,14,9,3,4,0,21,25,13,1,4,6,0,2,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,7,4,3,1,2,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,2,3,10,1,16,22,0,15,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,2,9,67,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14300833266513352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3147198912786713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007085691909242,0.14819893139835835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644310012483586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13476060522285566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515098618509803,0.0,0.16920377261907046,0.0,0.11298733010643135,0.0,0.13614676622477914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664483093965315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491866157432957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545194238345264,0.0879288918415268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06408916311422562,0.0,0.1158365868394748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756536458588822,0.0,0.13179049429440667,0.14289624433374926,0.14571422976329598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587318584239074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2510479497775434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295269329904872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13982313402492685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.197265889519513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405647518045926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15077503283694013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11329959602080593,0.4334371058504922,0.0,0.07737486134453601,0.0,0.0,0.31948998765195114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645528800310124,0.0,0.1910049040548071,0.0,0.13368621624108376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,svrtngr,2018/04/09,"Can't Sleep Due to Anxiety For the past week, I've been unable to sleep (or get very little). I lost my job, I'm about to turn 30, I'm stressed, and my mind keeps racing late at night. Wondering if anyone has had the same issues and what they've done. I'm sort of going a little crazy -- sleep deprived, after all. 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I begin to conjure up feelings of not being worthy and start to focus on negativity. When this happens my social anxiety starts flare up. ""People must think I'm so awful"" or ""Everyone hates you"" creep around my head. I see the sun shining and feel like I could cry. I see everyone getting on with the day and they looks so happy. They have so much life and I start to get depressed. I have to literally talk myself into putting on clothes to go out into the world. It so much safer to stay indoors and hide. My inner self is dying to be free. I can almost taste what it's like to not have anxiety and low self esteem. I can almost feel freedom sometimes. I've built a prison that cages my mind and soul. It was built to protect myself from others. I've been hurt before but unlike many others I can't let go of the hurt. Maybe if i can just realize that there is beauty inside and out of me. That yes i'm strange but that's ok. The funny thing is the person inside of the cage knows they are ok. its just trapped by layers of trauma. I wish I could let go ",1.634200446856049,4.014259124481328,3.1544605809128647,88.95619135014364,82.23651452282158,5.3674433450367065,21.302425789977654,6.67199483983844,0.4875539738270032,943,29,188,10,26,309,138,241,0.166,0.698,0.136,-0.23,0,1,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,1,3,0,10,12,1,0,9,4,21,4,2,0,1,41,46,19,1,5,8,0,4,2,0,1,1,0,0,3,13,16,1,1,8,0,1,4,6,6,0,0,3,10,27,7,28,36,3,28,1,4,5,0,9,14,0,5,11,128,40,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22437053756479905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571157373471453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.099733480125679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19066434668448248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17889911030616992,0.0,0.12306343127198398,0.1445045518293637,0.0,0.09649420486730947,0.0,0.11627298334902188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.214105433147336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265898168521552,0.08003668468194891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11706565693888007,0.0,0.19101349228208453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907076727850198,0.11926163954428405,0.0,0.110609790000747,0.11497859195683145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2398681476655969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06157062774170428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22912348781653602,0.07913250496277767,0.10946772225687793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407984123833554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358428515941495,0.11255261049207316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22624359751365786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471488220718775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07766985453648771,0.09782324518396827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11262451271355035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1785522325554415,0.0,0.2337505434569413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1142039445084672,0.0,0.0,0.11080389913705166,0.0,0.317191273908093,0.1194126998760065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004820467404337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07443001405225175,0.07178648020841646,0.0,0.08894200683311912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12883288313462993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,notsosocialbunny,2018/04/09,"Worrying too much and over thinking with so much going on in the world, I'm constantly worried about me or my family getting robbed, killed, stabbed, etc... I hate how I always worry and think about what would I do in those type if situations. I don't think it's normal the amount I think about and i dont know what to do about it. eg: when I'm going to bed I always think ""what if someone breaks in"" or ""what would I do if I got shot?!"" it's making me restless.",2.7362002945508124,3.58307378350516,4.168924889543447,89.85453608247423,74.05154639175258,7.192341678939616,23.135493372606767,7.447530270364453,0.7126359351988221,355,9,81,4,7,118,56,97,0.219,0.7809999999999999,0.0,-0.9638,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,3,2,1,2,0,7,0,0,2,0,20,21,11,1,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,4,0,0,6,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,1,0,12,0,12,18,4,11,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,5,2,56,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655880051468908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17246313114761566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18704158465025228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17798816952367333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15044989780365647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338065623700203,0.0,0.18140054339952852,0.0,0.12764094917997088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1575648592022927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765657985432297,0.0,0.08770803462381489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652943988534104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2346381565621135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15636706896735655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938900503555535,0.0,0.0,0.1352224699536525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5113031426328051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4862227359033349,0.0,0.22674030646271495,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LohnJennon__,2018/04/09,"Sign me up for the Lexapro fan club So...yeah. I know SSRI's in general affect folks in many different ways. For some, they make you feel like hell or cause sexual issues, etc. But if you're afraid to try Lexapro or another SSRI, you should try. For years my social anxiety and OCD had been getting worse. I'm starting college in a few months and I was deathly afraid of being miserable all four years because of my social anxiety. But dude, I started Lexapro about a month ago and holy shit. Best decision I've ever made. Began on 5mg and didn't feel anything. After 4 days I went up to 10mg. I'd say after a week of 10mg, I started to feel different. I'm not afraid to draw attention to myself anymore. I don't stare at the floor when I walk past people anymore. I don't ruminate for hours on end about every single social interaction I've had to the point where I can't sleep. I'm not terrified that everyone secretly hates me, and my intrusive thoughts have subsided. I can actually hold a conversation and feel like I'm connecting with people. I feel like I've finally gotten a chance to be normal person, and I'm loving it. My only regret is not doing this a long time ago. I might have actually enjoyed high school if I had tried to get professional help sooner. I look forward to the years ahead of me again. Thanks for reading, and please folks, take steps necessary to alleviate your issues. Whether it be therapy, medicine, meditation, exercise, or whatever your preference is. Cheers. 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I've recently come to realize that I suffer from this terrible disorder. I'm 37 have literally no friends (not even one) and thankfully I do have a girlfriend that loves me and accepts that I am a loner. I used to be social and smoked a lot of weed which help me socialize. Now that I've been clean for 15 years I feel like I am just a boring sad person. I have a Dr appointment tomorrow and I'm not sure if I should ask for meds or something to help get back out there. I do not want to get hooked on meds though so what are my options? What should my approach be with the Dr? What do I say? Do I ask for a specific pill or maybe a prescription for weed?? 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I worry about the way I walk. I worry about how I talk. If im making eye contact normally or being creepy. How my face is in front of other people. If the expressions I make are okay to people. If I have close friends. If I can find someone to talk to. If a therapist will judge me. If my friends will leave me for talking about my anxiety and depression. If they treat me differently after I bring it up. If I even have friends understanding enough to help or console me. If I sound like I'm crying for attention. My life on the surface seems fine but behind the scenes all these thoughts have just been destroying my psyche. I'm sorry this whole post is so mediocre I'm just word vomiting what's been on my mind for the past few years. ""Maybe itll be better to end it"" crosses my mind everyday I'm alone with my thoughts. I've never attempted suicide before but I do sometimes hope that I get into an accident or fall asleep forever. The only times I've ever had relief from this is sleep, drugs, and hanging out with friends(at the moment but it triggers so much anxiety after leaving them always regretting any action I've done in front of them or shit I've said). I'm sorry again for sounding so needy. I'm sorry this whole post is unnecessary. I just want someone to hear the voice in my head that plays every day. 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My 12 year old son has severe anxiety and last year we decided to try Zoloft. He worked up to 150mg and it wasn’t helping so we decided to wean him off and possibly try something else. I weaned him down to 25mg slowly and then to 0 per doctors orders. He immediately started having headaches. So I put him back on 25mg and weaned super super slow. It’s a few months later and he is taking 12.5mg every other day and is still experiencing daily headaches. His doctors have no advice and I have no idea what to do. He cries daily and asks me if this will last forever. I don’t have an answer. :( Should I keep slowly weaning or can we stop now? Is there anything I can do to stop the headaches? How long does this typically last? It’s been months now. I’ve heard 5htp can help but I’m hesitant. Thanks for any advise. We are desperate! 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I'm not sure if my title accurately explains what I mean, but I feel that my anxiety comes because I'm afraid of when I get anxiety, so it is self-prophesized. I'm not really sure what to do about this. I know that I can diffuse it but have problems doing it once it starts.",5.6962328767123305,5.050282424657535,6.722020547945206,79.37426369863014,67.21917808219177,10.587671232876714,31.948630136986303,10.125756701596842,2.9006465753424657,279,10,59,6,4,94,48,73,0.205,0.795,0.0,-0.8939,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,6,0,0,1,2,16,18,5,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,11,2,0,0,5,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,2,8,2,5,18,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,38,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.49480758024272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13142971132673795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22148388000625824,0.0,0.3714461369593881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867581577564213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18010881041801832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2180309150677915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264377481733867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11848988179889115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.234855094194793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296103745532641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20630314731963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13812093260851985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22492116192831346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260505671096364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4064069343343174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Janievasquez234,2018/04/09,Hiding in the school bathroom for 75 minutes because im tol afraid to go to class And whats worse is that so many girls come here to socialize and they are so loud meanwhile im in the corner sittin on a nasty toilet panicking and shaking fuck highschool smh and fuck class presentations,5.251071428571431,6.655196250000002,5.252142857142856,82.34285714285716,68.64285714285714,7.742857142857144,30.07142857142857,8.07648339933343,2.075978571428572,234,9,43,3,4,73,44,56,0.341,0.659,0.0,-0.9674,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,1,0,3,4,2,2,3,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,6,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,6,0,8,0,0,0,2,3,4,2,0,1,22,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16498232866027504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23313620652743586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5004128172195567,0.0,0.0,0.15381346299514184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846848408368804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2743909663155653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27390660580635473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758879069120068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758097895560899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cashmere_and_Wine,2018/04/09,"I always feel overwhelmed. I’ve always had anxiety. Always. Since my late teens I’ve been on various doses of Zoloft. I am currently on 150mg, which is sort of high. Even with that dosage, I am ALWAYS overwhelmed. I work full time and have a 7 month old baby. I do not understand how people in the same predicament (and with more on their plate) have flourishing social lives in which they hang out with family and friends every weekend, host gatherings, etc. My weekends are spent cleaning, grocery shopping, etc. and whenever anyone tries to make plans with me, I get a pit in my stomach and think about how I can’t go...I can’t forfeit time cleaning! When will I relax? How tired will I feel? I almost feel irrationally annoyed with my family for trying to make plans with me. I know it’s not normal to think this way. I have plans with my mom and sister after work Thursday and it’s causing me massive anxiety. Why though?! I overthink everything. Will my husband be too tired to watch the baby? I just want to go home after work. It’s not even like I have plans every weekend. But when I know I have an event, bbq, family gathering coming up, I just get so overwhelmed. I think things like “I have to pack up the baby’s stuff...what time should we start getting ready? Should I set a time limit on when we leave to go home? Why does my sister keep pressuring me to sleep over! If we stay over we won’t get home til x time tomorrow and when will I have time to get ready for the week? When will I have downtime?” I know this is not normal. I can take something like a pool party and turn it into the most stressful ordeal and dread going. I get annoyed with the people asking us to come because I feel like they are so ignorant of how tired I am, etc. I should also mention my husband is a HUGE help. I just don’t get why I feel this way. I can’t be happy and it’s killing me.",1.6103200054123512,3.851750335092351,2.926649076517152,91.3886962993032,81.26912928759893,5.681374737839117,21.063595155943442,6.900799576094004,0.4750389148230836,1463,43,303,17,39,473,175,379,0.126,0.7979999999999999,0.076,-0.9563,1,0,1,0,0,0,52.0,5,0,3,8,20,17,3,6,12,0,35,7,2,7,0,68,68,27,1,7,9,5,5,4,1,9,5,0,5,0,12,27,0,3,12,6,2,6,9,10,0,0,3,6,53,7,40,54,8,52,0,3,1,0,20,16,0,4,30,196,65,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07798236797100877,0.0,0.0,0.06227805046221961,0.2591989515401821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915108081812607,0.0,0.0,0.0544532707182784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280429731999664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047472975702534816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000092785641824,0.0,0.1341679385632652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06815051427531205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605596602616322,0.10287378655908744,0.0,0.1312291290498954,0.0,0.06999064815617377,0.0,0.2202459543408252,0.0,0.19688425525950667,0.055635202944101236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06016742408105383,0.0,0.28481190376777443,0.0,0.1770367251035002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08290130389407484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05219917884069983,0.08228111709756536,0.2343503464234497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922047988378288,0.08615914305871641,0.0,0.12839716125490627,0.0,0.08784842478565197,0.08246028884702639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15218668708708966,0.0,0.06876664297814274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396674018155112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09120836933727801,0.0621605204072301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15260546239403328,0.0,0.0,0.08171860346193534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10797993787343603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06442049541133915,0.0,0.07793304374376286,0.07938559243169707,0.0,0.0599533669333865,0.0,0.0,0.05512160131975948,0.08300630914567389,0.0,0.0,0.08920761362851982,0.0,0.08915030648409507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05855366325301339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05173788686256338,0.149700930676057,0.07651356261071192,0.0,0.2724635372594433,0.2685237834437548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057464732470256,0.08470759774231036,0.0,0.0810724974056159,0.09367620414683933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045933755566680584,0.12362996119897145,0.06246807314716939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108151026617404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700857181990353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jehu86,2018/04/09,"Anyone else's eyes feel heavy all the time? I'm pretty new to this sub, but from what I can tell eye issues are pretty common with anxiety so this may be a stupid question, but I feel like all day my eyes are so heavy and just looking around makes them tired. It may be because I actually am tired (two kids under 3), but they're sleeping mostly through the night so I don't think that's the issue. It may also be because I feel like eyes are a window the soul and everyone can see straight through me all the time. (Interestingly enough, putting on sunglasses makes me feel instantly better, just like that kid from ""Big Daddy""). It's been an ongoing issue for a long time now so that's why I don't think it's the kids, but I just feel tired and nervous and apprehensive all the time because of it. Is that normal or am I the only one? Please don't tell me I'm the only one.",4.648432948267203,4.686034154696138,5.430587644399804,85.43529382219994,69.33149171270718,8.349773982923152,26.95178302360623,8.00094639256281,1.3829955801104965,686,19,150,8,11,224,95,181,0.109,0.757,0.134,0.5873,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,10,8,1,2,13,0,18,8,5,2,4,33,31,14,0,1,8,0,5,3,0,3,3,0,1,3,12,6,0,0,8,0,0,1,3,3,0,3,1,11,13,5,11,24,6,16,1,0,6,0,7,5,0,6,13,94,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.11241834202758197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09212520156139306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881274964065123,0.0,0.0,0.0805503464441573,0.1180357615323674,0.0,0.10255220472387387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067410216870486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188482070267396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429431101803567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09623461226145176,0.0,0.0,0.11903214059861905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11007830161421338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29124228464810503,0.1645974543870352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3607158396610927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16884234235178924,0.0,0.0,0.10194815706347277,0.09673877946408073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15379346051811235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11126064015733676,0.0,0.10810716517582382,0.11287129958369965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15612466925122107,0.17522920785868998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645473592901527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2343991295205132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580757104005568,0.12905008905353535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179928888401312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11528294976963754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20137932506054135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476307014547734,0.0,0.0,0.2686956116091386,0.3972155115676065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1125334203668172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10394985970581724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nonewfriends94,2018/04/09,"Panic Attacks In the past I've had strong social phobia and rumination habits over past mistakes that I've made. Yesterday I had an anxiety attack that kept me up: I was living with some friends over the last 2 months because I had been cut off from my family. They asked me to find a new place to live \(understandably since the apartment is cramped and I am not contributing my fair share monetarily\) but it's been hard saving up only working part time and going to school. Even though they did me a favor, and I'm grateful, I can't help but take it personally. I had an anxiety attack that kept me up from 1 AM \- 3 AM yesterday. My \(recurring\) thoughts: \- Did I do something wrong? \- Am I an unlikeable person? \- Why don't I fit in? \- I felt like I really hurt them or angered them \-\> strong guiltiness/emptiness in me after \- I had images of each one in the apartment being angry with me I feel like my mental health is worsening trying to make end's meet in LA while keeping up my academics. Any tips or thoughts on how to handle this situation better? 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This is my first post, and I did not read the rules so I apologize if I’m doing something wrong but I figured this post will be OK. I’m currently working a day job that just makes me feel terrible. I have a ”contract” until August 31 but I’ve decided that I will only work until May 31st, which would be almost half the time. It’s OK to quit because it’s only meant as a ”summer job” even though I was hired in March. I live with my mother and the only thing I pay for is rent, so my plan would be to work 3 months and just save up all my money and pay the rent. On top of this, our family is selling our childhood home and all us children will get a cut of the win. Me and my mother are moving into our own separate apartments this summer. In August I will start studying and will receive financial aid for that which will be enough to sustain myself. My parents will be disappointed in me, I’ve already talked with my dad about this. Am I wrong for thinking I will be OK financially over the summer to not have to work? I mean I will have enough money for a long time actually. Or should I adhere to what’s expected of me and feel like shit? I’m sorry for the rambling, hopefully you guys on this sub can give me some advice and/or perspective on this whole thing. 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As claims in this article. There is a correlation between how you dress and anxiety and it is believed that you can dress for mental wellbeing. Do you agree? I definitely feel worse if I make no effort with my outfit choice of the day. Full article is here - https://wallyjay.com/2018/03/05/dressing-mental-well/",6.620000000000001,10.310975444444448,5.900952380952388,68.78571428571429,72.33333333333334,9.314285714285717,29.63492063492064,9.606745405546679,3.6309111111111134,315,13,47,9,7,96,45,63,0.13699999999999998,0.785,0.078,-0.4329,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,5,0,1,5,0,0,0,3,0,6,0,0,3,0,9,8,7,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,7,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,1,1,38,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41432462890807575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6102008434273449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746444872355078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13692531437923536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18076202393100946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5458081956723354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759697413891805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sataneatstomatoes,2018/04/09,"Why is it that a constant self-blame always always accompanies my anxiety? It’s as if I could have prevented everything that could or has gone wrong, and I’m just calling myself garbage more and more. Like if I’m stressed about homework I tell myself I should be more committed or done some of it earlier in the week, instead of considering the fact that I’m taking some very hard upper division college classes. Or if I’m stressed about a pimple, I kick myself for not washing my face good enough.",7.8440625,7.218819447916669,7.7542500000000025,73.66575000000002,62.85416666666666,11.013333333333335,37.95,10.355215969177356,3.8930525,401,18,73,8,5,129,64,96,0.118,0.7829999999999999,0.099,-0.2128,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,2,4,0,8,2,1,0,2,18,14,9,0,6,8,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,6,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,2,1,9,2,7,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,8,3,51,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34124626731708124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1568673844333747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2093852437177813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22159283782936712,0.0,0.32744128151086416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984362331396775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21187780568598194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842912348871508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17199135987075012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836900226661622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018007132210774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21391827318875745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4697822269127129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15417669634928746,0.0,0.17922810297190686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919278920270994,0.0,0.0,0.16448366524088584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850312702524796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22419669683226046,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PatriciaCocteauStone,2018/04/09,"Crippling anxiety regarding college/progressing in life coupled with alcohol issues Hi r/Anxiety, I just found this subreddit and saw how incredibly helpful everyone is for each other and I thought I’d come here to vent. I’m in my late twenties, I’ve never lived away from home. Part of the reason being I’ve paid for my own education and living at home cut costs. After I completed my undergrad, my mom was diagnosed with terminal cancer. I was her caregiver for the two years she lived after being diagnosed. To try and distract myself from the depression of losing the most important person to me, I hopped back into school and I’m about to graduate with my masters degree in business. As well as re-joined the workforce since I no longer was a caregiver to a sick loved one. As graduation looms over me, I’m terrified I’ll fail my last class in which I present my thesis. I have constant nightmares of the impending failure. I also fear actually graduating. I’ve put myself into a place of arrested development, and I don’t know what to do to finally be independent. I drink to cope, and I know better. It’s a waste of time, calories, and it doesn’t help my motivation. But it seems to be the only thing to stop the constant negative thoughts, even if it’s just for a moment. 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A year ago, my now fiancé was unfaithful (this happened while we were dating) . We had a really hard patch getting through this and I don’t feel like I’ll personally ever look at him the same way again, even though I do love him and want a future with him. Long story short, things between us have been great recently. I am planned to join him in two weeks in a new location where he just recently took a job (I had to stay behind for a while to finish my degree). But, I can’t stop the negative thoughts about him cheating again. I know in my heart it will never happen again, but I fear I’m now eternally paranoid. How do I get past this? I want bring positivity into our relationship, not additional problems.",3.754200000000001,5.469214619999999,4.8610000000000015,82.47550000000003,72.8,8.200000000000001,26.5,8.841846274778883,1.9846000000000004,603,21,119,12,12,198,106,150,0.119,0.757,0.124,0.1656,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,4,0,0,1,13,7,2,1,8,0,13,2,1,2,2,24,27,9,0,3,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,4,0,1,7,3,21,3,16,18,1,35,0,0,1,1,13,8,0,0,24,87,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1441665596935037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741921524526003,0.14711312265310456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18301015515565816,0.08223339648133304,0.11618683515325927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16994067456586287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17930621515250975,0.0,0.0,0.2876360746833956,0.0,0.1456894649594033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19272385297643596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16139064070473996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08938021863518664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07945549126006689,0.0,0.0,0.1439273014643328,0.13657286091547194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14678489030475336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1254345253336728,0.15707438131588505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15525398928751702,0.0,0.1420070472373023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556202110476593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10418846712665816,0.0,0.321165875542055,0.17460966455307222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17334780583219614,0.0,0.2719411240817799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10804780092414452,0.0,0.15978855500844227,0.12911442205764334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1806940269022706,0.0,0.0,0.1588712536300523,0.0,0.19563048417253706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19185326568712996,0.1290924914595976,0.13045638971397774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10473193109916823 anxiety,8Petrich0r8,2018/04/09,"Sort of need help moving on To keep it short and sour; we hung out for 6 months, we went out alot, he introduced me to his family, we hugged quite often (never have we exchanged kisses..yet), and I think that's about it. Anyways, last date we had went amazing, or so I thought. He blocked me off his phone and stuff and we haven't spoken for about month. I fell hard for this guy especially because he made me feel like I could finally love myself.",5.729666666666668,5.225550411111115,5.721111111111113,86.105,67.1111111111111,8.977777777777778,28.0,8.238735603445708,1.5302666666666669,347,9,76,4,5,109,66,90,0.04,0.792,0.168,0.9207,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,6,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,1,25,13,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,12,0,2,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,0,5,3,16,4,12,7,1,15,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,4,7,47,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13226443413907413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732349017606923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20454238150733944,0.0,0.10970782525183577,0.15500521142223636,0.0,0.2376827897913153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483690686757356,0.0,0.0,0.19436475989931734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14543210636616674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19285514478871926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17686156248668794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10600181341697244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582617019618356,0.20530464431009446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3463707903616273,0.2306074509287077,0.0,0.16088237410395806,0.1673425831192236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23077698236945365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24838162482859194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13902722965327138,0.0,0.1722519445710494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022713990211668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,potru,2018/04/09,"Afraid of pregnancy Hi, I am pretty anxious about pregnancy and in a lot of times I have a difficult to have sex, this is fucking with my mind and my relationship. Is there anyone here who can help me or that goes through the same thing? (I'm not a English native, sorry for any English mistake). Thank you all.",2.416120218579234,4.71198473770492,3.656967213114754,86.95189890710384,78.672131147541,6.689617486338799,26.560109289617486,7.793537801064563,1.6468338797814206,243,10,48,4,6,79,50,61,0.071,0.7759999999999999,0.152,0.6276,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,3,5,1,1,4,0,6,2,0,0,1,10,9,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,6,1,8,9,3,2,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,2,1,37,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21144316095872728,0.0,0.0,0.35126256128519817,0.0,0.21740958698279764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744990894007644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20840992217549825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2643416904489839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3139508103921272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3163277390340664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3338226135448443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34806084128223275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28626270288212635,0.0,0.0,0.20656817241240352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813058680775863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,InvaderRhi,2018/04/09,I’m on meds but I keep getting panic attacks Sometimes during the day but mostly when I’m trying to sleep. If I try to distract myself I don’t get to sleep for a long time. If I leave it alone then it gets worse. What can I do to help it ,-0.8811111111111103,0.9467682962962982,1.6866666666666674,99.00000000000004,88.25925925925927,3.6,16.407407407407412,3.1291,-1.134459259259259,184,4,45,0,6,63,38,54,0.314,0.627,0.059,-0.9382,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,2,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,6,9,6,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,6,0,6,9,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,3,5,28,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2363654626524717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963140668792994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14718200497513725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577041252446164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529700005639153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20285102336898736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2416503613960133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20196612573040112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2534992235457113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2677651509489057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4567664859944456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257138592189349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307599970559428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098906617208519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23257407372588115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,redditnewwb,2018/04/09,"Twitches, spasms, and tension Anyone else get these? It seems like when my head is on straight I'll still deal with twitching and tension more so than anything. Right now it's the need to flex and contract back muscles, and feels like there's tension running up the base of my skull into my head, almost like a silent migraine. I can only assume Psychosomatic at this point, as I've had WAY too much stuff I've swore I was dying from that turned out to be either nothing or an anxiety manifestation. Sucks cause I can be doing great mentally, than this comes along, trigger: health anxiety and hypochondria. I'm just starting to see through all the BS but there's always the lingering doubt there, plus the fact that it still doesn't go away even if I'm right about it being psychosomatic! Ohhhh the fun.",5.38042780748663,6.8596130915032685,5.1051336898395725,83.23491978609627,68.41176470588235,7.3937017231134865,28.941770647652998,7.686295010490155,1.6995542483660129,645,23,121,7,11,198,110,153,0.065,0.828,0.108,0.6767,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,13,10,1,4,8,0,10,7,3,2,2,26,22,12,1,2,5,0,1,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,11,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,2,2,6,5,19,17,4,20,0,0,1,0,1,10,1,6,9,77,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16261027799337044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351216135845238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845604050198986,0.0,0.0,0.11354696862295045,0.16638789903148749,0.13363325689354666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525708914602151,0.12486800158654188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668194164518836,0.0,0.13988473519860836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741711409869806,0.0,0.0,0.168535337577845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1356561328568372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10725716252180813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08210933910642043,0.11601155559063303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08484215095669652,0.0,0.0922900645143864,0.0,0.0,0.17903571363719914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.333318286871546,0.1726131357197597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380068739063093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16365107660588862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119375445083206,0.12041023856980372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581772858946627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235050266378981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15351118086335125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773606015912534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940392480805116,0.1478338935915347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11494058397121378,0.0,0.25936996707903176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858978702206412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17663385166950202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12889774241241406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DifficultConcentrate,2018/04/09,"Having a tough day. Had to call out of work today for the first time in a while because of a panic attack. Nothing in particular has caused it. It's just a hard day and it's only just begun. I'm thankful for this sub and those of you who share your experiences, so on days like today I don't feel like I'm absolutely mental.",1.7265217391304333,3.356273173913049,4.115289855072465,86.04076086956526,78.13043478260869,6.339130434782609,20.195652173913047,7.1686216300943375,0.4104086956521735,255,6,55,3,6,89,51,69,0.13,0.711,0.159,0.4814,0,0,0,1,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,2,3,7,1,1,5,0,4,0,0,1,0,7,8,4,0,0,2,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,2,3,4,10,7,0,13,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,11,35,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24876700271434765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13329829654147654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232850014243977,0.0,0.0,0.22463279891739985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4230693046526785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21389976591393486,0.0,0.0,0.11056537094441364,0.15621683011103207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859993263222516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958840376924737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21366078115803253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036643075316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20981833672880196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630725849614258,0.0,0.25656038644422924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20132058867223104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12750736901320775,0.0,0.4145443661137025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15919328253916082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Itsmeurboi,2018/04/09,"Political and religion based anxieties So, I’ve always had sort of fears about things. When I was a kid, my parents always (and still do) talk(ed) about the rapture and signs of the end of days a lot. Nowadays, it’s that and civil war. And I’m afraid of a 1984 style thought police forming. I subject myself to political news on the daily, despite the fact that it makes me feel like life is pointless and why do I even exist, and coupling that with “I’m not 100% sure” on the existence of God. . . Edit : Also, net neutrality has me all out of sorts too...",2.471100917431194,4.518678357798168,3.925220183486239,86.33480275229358,77.34862385321101,6.5618348623853215,25.578899082568807,7.554174236665415,1.3364708256880735,427,16,86,6,10,141,77,109,0.097,0.846,0.057,-0.6548,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,0,8,5,1,2,8,0,6,1,0,1,3,21,11,10,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,6,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,1,7,2,13,8,3,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,3,5,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994009538755972,0.41494971179308937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19074809659348432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758952888268267,0.0,0.16080677418821368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2208454915397393,0.0,0.0,0.1646898948861664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805822323954865,0.1260762275326786,0.17813198155337434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761196127790256,0.12181727890929213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119840401740245,0.0,0.0,0.16643959637203146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768679027091876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1991270867630355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2350045318484329,0.0,0.0,0.2004139126658361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656536117514039,0.0,0.0,0.19795192646317245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22499490724871127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,project_nl,2018/04/09,"Panic attacks in the form of anger attacks? Hello, I have quite a bit of trouble with some of my emotions. It has always been this way ever since I was 12-13 years old. (19 now) Anger/frustration has always been my main issue, although I do believe that my anxiety has been getting worse since I was about 16-17 and my anger has been getting better but it is still a common problem. (I got these attacks every day when I was 16, right now I get them a couple times a month) My main issue right now is that I have 'anger attacks'. I get REALLY psychologically wind up in my own head and start getting INSANELY frustrated. Its kind of a vicious cycle that keeps getting worse and worse. Eventually I reach a state where I am completely stuck in my own body. I am basically laying on the ground while my whole body is all tensed up to the max. Feels like every muscle is being used and I often shake intensely with my legs/torso. I would also probably make the same facial expression like if I were being burned alive. It literally feel like emotional burning. At this point I am completely mad and I could murder everyone in sight or my self IF I was able to. (Dont worry, I am not able to do this because like I said I cant fucking move around normally) I can also roll around agressively and make very strange body movements. I kind of do this to release emotions but it doesnt work because these emotions are insanely insanely high. Sometimes I breakdown eventually and convice my self it is over. I unfortunately do this by thinking that suicide could be an exit to leave this miserable state of being. The thoughts of commiting suicide gives me a whole lot of other negative emotions but these are all wayyyy better to handle so it feels comforting actually. Usually during one of these 'anger attacks' I fall asleep shortly after they're done because they cost me a hell of a lot energy. When I wake up my day is basically ruined. I constantly think about what happened and how I dont deserve to live. I usually think like this. I am either to weak of an individual or I dont really deserve life anyways. 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Hi all, Basically I’m doing this because I feel the need to share my anxiety with others. I don't know why I've suddenly had the urge, but I really feel the need to share this with people who actually understand. My anxiety started after my best friend died. She was sixteen and had leukaemia. I was fifteen and it ruined my life. After a lifetime of bullying and an extremely abusive childhood, she was my solace. When she died, depression and anxiety took hold and I thought they'd never let go. After years of medication and counselling, my depression has subsided. I still struggle but I feel alive for the first time in my life. The anxiety however, has never gone and I have had to accept it may never. I mostly suffer health anxiety and severe claustrophobia. I had a blood clot in my leg a few years ago as a result of my contraceptive pill and the consequences to my mental health were catastrophic. A year before the blood clot, I had been in the room when my grandmother had died of a stroke. These together destroyed me. I was also in an abusive relationship at the time which ended when my ex-boyfriend left me for a nude model he got pregnant. They lasted a week. This was followed by a year and a half of us on-and-offing, all the time I was getting worse. During this year and a half, I was also then the victim of a serious sexual assault. With a lot of work and more time, things started to get better, but alas, my anxiety attacks have returned with a vengeance. And honestly, every single time they happen I know objectively they are not going to hurt me but it feels like I am dying. Every single time, it feels like I am dying. I am convinced I am dying. But I never do. Because anxiety won’t kill me. I refuse. It won’t take my life away. It won’t end my life, and it will not compromise the quality of my actual living. I will get better again and it will come back again, hitting harder than before. And I will be ready. It will hit harder, but so will I. Anxiety is real and it is strong, but I am stronger. And I AM NOT ALONE. Sure, I know few people in my personal life who can relate to me, but I have found a community of people here who understand my struggles and who validate my experience with the issue. I have a GP who is extremely understanding (which never happens with mental illness in Ireland), an incredible and supportive boyfriend and I am taking steps to be better. And honestly, this forum is a lifeline. This community is my community. We have each other and we know what it’s like. I know what it’s like to feel like I’m dying, I know what it’s like to live in fear of my own mind. But I am not alone. So thank you all, for sharing your stories, your advice, your milestones. My next big trial is coming next month, I am taking an 11 hour transatlantic flight. And I am absolutely petrified. But I will do it. And I will survive it. Because I am a survivor. We all are.",3.1996054888507715,5.130669888507722,4.8863879931389365,80.79735557461407,74.81475128644941,7.957310463121782,26.411286449399658,8.726425361277474,2.1017904219554038,2327,86,442,48,50,787,245,583,0.194,0.653,0.152,-0.9856,2,3,0,0,3,2,81.0,4,5,4,8,12,39,7,3,36,0,64,15,4,1,10,90,107,44,8,2,15,0,7,6,1,12,11,0,1,1,35,37,0,2,18,0,0,8,15,16,0,3,20,7,82,23,44,69,15,62,0,5,0,1,32,12,0,3,48,336,117,1,0.0,0.1348339780886736,0.1110520438345708,0.0,0.0,0.05560185107273214,0.05043826228281394,0.0,0.0,0.1767931777923191,0.0,0.09100553999946363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482256869280565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473176598074237,0.053459259208002485,0.04375245369357297,0.0,0.10405681673862294,0.0,0.09683512148351713,0.0,0.059712856559411616,0.15096981556588035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802832305237223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09801547287961604,0.0,0.4133712497670073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.100792713492032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09588111432686773,0.0,0.0,0.05565894768758988,0.0,0.06402812292797957,0.17262156892486374,0.12194774039962533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839896261439868,0.0,0.062387721903153864,0.043960664136353605,0.0,0.0891834313154269,0.0,0.06467496432613291,0.04772487414530075,0.04550798845506554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10063265578178256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12096370777980295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05603486664943951,0.0,0.06091244016811957,0.0,0.0,0.059388634919912725,0.0,0.0,0.06295122665011944,0.0,0.18762393664665947,0.04638095220778859,0.0,0.0,0.06182182703467259,0.058183926788781114,0.20095014785449775,0.16679028409244914,0.0,0.10048717697052267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04837419699441574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0573205881579237,0.11468328250837027,0.0,0.057452603570287884,0.0,0.04541689796262481,0.0,0.0,0.08438099946055701,0.2194232664478692,0.0,0.12102722014593124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11834152420894135,0.04968273301236137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476445852516632,0.03645148530249295,0.0,0.0,0.06108911856234628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06428060707152268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08054797888676674,0.0,0.045440274249379686,0.0,0.0,0.11896810405224613,0.0,0.0,0.06456924783256462,0.0536274122753961,0.0,0.12834476281141405,0.0,0.0,0.05238571470831385,0.0,0.0,0.0378017158325714,0.0,0.0,0.045172105778777255,0.19907247541011008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321779989208721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777041754858482,0.06844348434329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04564160797657643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051343242430205945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04142375073298588,0.0,0.05798578340603953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18320811086135252 anxiety,axaei3926,2018/04/09,Going to Uni and not knowing what I want to do or if i'm good enough I'm going to uni next January and therefore need to be looking at what I need to study now. I feel like I have no passions or hobbies and I don't know what I like to do. I think I'd like to be working in the creative field but am worried I wouldn't be good enough or that I'm just randomly choosing the creative field so as to have some sort of stability. How do you find out what you like and what makes you passionate?,3.0309523809523817,3.1876388148148145,4.521587301587303,90.125,72.8888888888889,7.652910052910053,28.3915343915344,7.447530270364453,1.3170645502645506,384,14,92,4,7,129,59,108,0.049,0.715,0.237,0.9652,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,1,4,8,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,3,0,28,25,12,0,5,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,6,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,11,8,13,21,3,7,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,7,6,61,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44254440431170267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10827969884586808,0.1529874243137366,0.0,0.0,0.19572745676607045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2434105669546693,0.3592344826034629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353803581198977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.418487720727601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798304446029153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142945499908142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3175761615472068,0.0,0.0,0.2277489023736903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372174366201801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12631008033283894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15590234577417164,0.217477760530216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,QueeriousCheerio,2018/04/09,"Small victory, finally stood up for myself and got a free coffee. I've basically been trained to think that any argument I get into, no matter what I say or what the argument is about, it's always somehow my fault. This has been the cause of a lot of self-esteem and self-doubt issues throughout my life. Always blaming myself and asking questions like ""what did I do wrong? Why did I have to say that? What could I have done differently?"" So the other day I was at a Cafe, and ended up getting into a dispute with the cashier that went a little something like this: Cashier: What can I get for you today? Me: Yeah, can I get a grande mocha frappe, please? Cashier: Sure, can I get a name for that? Me: Yeah it's (insert common name), it's spelled (insert common spelling of common name). Cashier:(Sarcastically) Yeah, I know how to spell (insert common name). Me: Well I was just saying because some people spell it differently. Cashier: Yeah well I've never seen anyone spell it differently. We kind go back and forth like this for a while until the cashier eventually says: Cashier: Wow, you should join a debate club considering how much you love to argue with people. Being a person with autism and lots of anxiety problems, social confrontation is my worst nightmare. So I didn't say anything to her after that, I just paid for my drink and left. But while I was driving home, I kept asking myself the same type of questions. ""Why did I have to spell out my name? Why didn't I just shut up after she told me she knew how to spell it? Why did I have to escalate the situation?"" I don't know what caused me to pull over and turn around, but I did, and I went right back to that Cafe and asked to speak to a manager. After telling the manager what happened, she offered to refund my drink and gave me a free gift card. And while I was waiting, the same cashier lady came up to me and gave me an apology, albeit a half-assed and obviously forced apology, but an apology nonetheless. It may have taken me 16 years, but I'm finally starting to realize that sometimes, things happen that are completely out of my control and have nothing to my actions. But even now, I still feel like I overreacted or took the situation too seriously, that I didn't have to get the manager involved, I could have just gone home and not said anything. I don't know. But hey, at least I got a free coffee.",3.652064251537937,5.4886454025974105,4.501795397584871,84.44149008885853,73.32900432900432,7.373980405559353,25.794258373205746,8.119692808369301,1.5576051948051948,1864,63,365,29,38,601,207,462,0.07,0.816,0.113,0.9356,3,0,3,0,0,0,77.0,1,3,0,1,20,21,2,0,27,4,38,4,0,6,3,76,77,33,0,4,13,0,1,4,0,2,1,7,2,1,28,26,2,3,9,3,5,9,8,7,2,0,32,9,56,17,48,40,8,49,0,0,1,1,39,17,0,9,27,253,84,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331355382503248,0.0,0.0,0.054403855179337136,0.0,0.061201031808070336,0.0,0.0,0.05593900332922274,0.0,0.13166905806329116,0.07121841648992709,0.22437218792063995,0.0,0.0,0.12303263823198407,0.0,0.048768254153387335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09150055777198217,0.0,0.16436743323845562,0.0,0.0,0.08388019221253208,0.0,0.08972863634011932,0.12774959152540127,0.0,0.0,0.05159443621091536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25075404331430995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186944858899874,0.0,0.15674229073729726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07085770287499793,0.0,0.0,0.05284032541030514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04045123044091515,0.05715318403578268,0.0,0.17527576140749734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2507853140801044,0.0,0.045466772814232205,0.0,0.12796923161088564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149036325867326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16049632569803174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08350092187248376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08330939187898721,0.13190041913295067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08692201051931482,0.0,0.056507520736552186,0.15633903130763566,0.08018265546302522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602905839886525,0.07220459906833436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0588104068379962,0.0,0.06170219286358919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07676372644752681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109261211404855,0.06985434188327616,0.0,0.08781777120019152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07655076024716656,0.0,0.0,0.17924028088958835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06832095917650219,0.07609987508399682,0.318102555949828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669183060461254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17985037937530127,0.0,0.08155159204860013,0.0,0.061589167156474736,0.07912366266078588,0.0,0.056625569025793875,0.0,0.06388940906081471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0754005942158791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06992495521299744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05314953146570852,0.05126181738957046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07583219564324055,0.07644499064621108,0.08888476013732301,0.0,0.08701880584240086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14386215536710306,0.14832463431155524,0.2887561285505917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08746922901569214,0.0,0.05151842998940453 anxiety,JimJonesdrinkkoolaid,2018/04/09,"Endoscopy procedure in relation to emetophobia (Vomiting phobia) Hi, I'm new to this sub and I was looking for some advice (if possible). I suffer with generalized anxiety disorder and intertwined with that is a severe phobia of vomiting, which has persisted since I was about 9 or 10. (I'm in my early 30's now) Anyway recently I've been suffering some severe stomach related symptoms, to the point whereby I can't ignore it anymore. However due to my severe vomiting phobia- I'm absolutely terrified to have an endoscopy, which is why I have tried my best to ignore my symptoms (not smart I know but anybody that also suffers with emetophobia will understand where I'm coming from). I was just wondering if there was anyone that frequents the sub and has gone through a similar thing, and most importantly I'm trying to find out if there is a less invasive alternative to an endoscopy that they are aware of? Hopefully this is suitable for this sub and thanks for taking the time to read my post.",6.817318840579713,7.961983195652177,7.897608695652174,65.75101449275364,64.8695652173913,12.002898550724638,37.61594202898551,11.698219412168324,5.143407246376811,804,41,128,27,12,273,111,184,0.123,0.779,0.097,-0.2375,1,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,0,8,0,16,6,1,0,0,28,30,11,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,11,10,0,2,4,1,0,2,2,5,0,0,6,1,13,4,23,23,5,15,0,3,1,0,2,5,0,9,7,94,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15601191204393786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767514055723805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1221347720271822,0.0,0.1583337367806717,0.1116336966420472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754688460377262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752767056132773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18297716448901002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592074297715793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15857231464533347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08774159054275071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13406903926480154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541947005794041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15092450994942727,0.17998574773410966,0.1529042731374653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969707260281174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576389338626067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5410902815153639,0.0,0.1320673294261064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3318829984498857,0.12003983956602528,0.0,0.0,0.14698783147959485,0.0,0.0,0.10606693575482924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09309545433246123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167889928320184,0.0,0.0,0.16620530708275189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440627832982372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17313780946658747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lenheals,2018/04/09,"So Tired of not being able to do things I have GAD. I would think I've gotten used to it by now but when it peaks, I just don't have control over it. When I sit down to work, I get so anxious that I'm afraid I will not be able to breathe within five minutes. I try to go out and have a walk and things, and I don't even know exactly why and I just have to stop. I want to be able to do things. I wish I could do the normal things that anybody else can do fine without even thinking about it. I'm so tired of my anxious self...",1.0526237161531284,1.7751181092436994,2.6557422969187705,99.57242763772177,77.99159663865547,5.625023342670404,20.785247432306253,5.033348758259628,-0.4609671335200747,401,9,107,1,9,132,66,119,0.14400000000000002,0.794,0.062,-0.8923,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,2,11,2,0,1,2,0,17,3,1,2,1,23,28,10,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,10,5,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,1,0,13,1,17,21,0,11,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,4,77,23,1,0.4643939338610114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34975530719001857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17361909501427533,0.12359358936989955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293138473376068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2044852090077979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0808755544298673,0.0,0.08797525819187274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850729203664765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15166915167185013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16148805119022272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12941804096388615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4113635927121812,0.19837658760862945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35583500791054484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10509766582440144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336957515039172,0.0,0.0,0.0913038580743878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13968109781794336,0.0,0.17801003513355712,0.14921972676861311,0.0,0.11269477158529145,0.0,0.0,0.10996404216732653,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ive_got_mhos,2018/04/09,"I just started taking clonazepam and I feel more like myself than ever. Weirdly enough I feel like there’s a hole in me. Not like depression. I’ve had that, and continually have to manage it. It’s just a emotional hole if anybody can relate?",1.1679939209726449,3.8123966808510654,3.0966565349544086,84.82000000000002,92.82978723404257,5.238905775075988,21.60790273556231,6.868970318607317,0.979330699088146,192,7,35,3,7,64,35,47,0.046,0.685,0.269,0.8682,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,1,9,7,3,0,1,4,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,5,3,3,6,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2700596512682506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527008887253454,0.0,0.3239803622296687,0.0,0.0,0.28362339646625795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3170800101631845,0.44799952875090704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595532178094177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22193188941953765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23575013800475916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ohmygoditsjen,2018/04/09,"Driving Test! So my driving test is on the 12th, its my second one and it been 2 months since my first test and ive lost confidence so much and my driving instructor isnt helping! I feel like im not ready at all but i dont wanna dissapoint anyone and change the date, Ive got 3 days till my test and right now my anxiety is bad and probably wont get better till after my test, has anyone got any tips to help me with this? Im trying to keep busy but its so hard when its all i can think about",1.2617940876656493,2.5244906330275256,3.314984709480125,92.86699286442408,78.44954128440367,6.6793068297655465,20.367991845056068,7.3871296695380915,0.3185098878695207,385,9,93,5,9,131,69,109,0.17,0.779,0.051,-0.8833,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,3,6,4,0,0,2,0,10,0,0,0,2,16,17,14,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,2,0,0,3,4,2,0,3,4,2,13,2,10,12,3,15,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,10,58,18,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264410416320072,0.0,0.1492165584825739,0.0,0.0,0.2727740142652684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286279650746993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17251031660697067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20634235065207046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579435314726636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2286030339198134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09862568022885763,0.13934734719645847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16591370267155228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10190819876577628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31200664055009875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473098763543304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614825402755627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4213857922692559,0.0,0.0,0.17337386641983396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09529403148538318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21292559884280413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556910581920906,0.0,0.1433878850089687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217433145063126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21030230498888336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16657592363012674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16135153042707667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12498338257469065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13242955667079692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Chives92,2018/04/09,"New job anxiety I recently got a call to say I have been offered a new job in London (bit of a dream) I have accepted the job, however I am now getting anxiety again! I think it’s probably because it’s something new and will need to get used too, anyone got any tips or help for this?",3.4185000000000016,3.884161849999998,5.600000000000001,81.63000000000002,72.16666666666666,10.0,31.66666666666667,10.125756701596842,3.1136666666666666,221,10,48,6,4,78,44,60,0.062,0.8440000000000001,0.093,0.4003,4,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,12,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,5,1,5,8,1,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,27,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11960883255246678,0.0,0.2691053397388617,0.0,0.0,0.12298391098022927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721876098082282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1920224735295122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1795997534812907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18378684463656467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2813449588298229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789299483953312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236205520209694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041759054396956,0.0,0.5096167528292139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18963536556336133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366667227138008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398719823207141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13540599939436918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270094945060045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519094396535286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NuclearPlatypus69,2018/04/09,So i have come to a powerful revelation... I now firmly believe that I do have GAD. i will try to get help soon.,-0.9450000000000004,1.0802645000000022,2.7716666666666683,89.44000000000004,91.5,6.533333333333335,20.5,7.793537801064563,0.9713500000000002,84,3,20,2,3,31,19,24,0.0,0.7559999999999999,0.244,0.6705,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,5,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6303551981960027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819522875044454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2923111565555878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37501528185537736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3798579244988536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rollcrcoasting,2018/04/09,"Panic attacks in my sleep I'm just so tired. I keep having panic attacks, moreso lately than I have in a long time. I don't have any medication for it so I just have to suffer through them. The last one I had, I reached out to a friend for comfort for once in my life and he was annoyed with me and it made it even worse. Tonight I got 2hrs into my sleep and started feeling the anxiety while I was asleep until I woke up in my panic attack. I just want some relief. I'm gonna try going back to a psychiatrist but for now I just need something. Any ideas? Currently I've been keeping a handle on the anxiety/depression through meditation, exercising, eating very clean, drinking tea, trying to get good amount of sleep every night, and trying to breathe and think through them. My anxiety attacks usually aren't very bad because I can tell what caused them, so I can rationalize through them, and they're usually so minor nobody can tell I'm having one. My panic attacks are so much worse, I feel like I'm going to die without any explanation why. Tl;Dr: I've been having panic attacks in my sleep. I just want some relief.",2.9599999999999973,5.0530792792792845,4.366027027027027,83.53066216216217,76.02702702702703,6.782342342342344,26.41531531531532,7.7348632917899725,1.61110018018018,888,34,169,13,20,294,119,222,0.221,0.6559999999999999,0.123,-0.9748,1,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,4,0,13,20,7,5,7,0,17,13,6,2,0,29,37,14,1,3,7,0,2,1,1,1,4,0,1,0,4,9,3,2,4,2,0,2,3,14,0,2,8,2,27,6,28,28,4,25,0,1,0,0,8,9,0,2,15,109,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632152350657755,0.0,0.12240481561333733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5460927330729944,0.0,0.06151770220327631,0.06679952539951338,0.048769350622635904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08218556437694582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890684022148065,0.0,0.08303093327442149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07837290740734291,0.0,0.08186348556116936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05284151343298305,0.0,0.06740634341777481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08090427983274479,0.05715446902557453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181045442476996,0.0,0.041798492091844296,0.0,0.09093559011084697,0.06710308445605477,0.06398605438807879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09031413860354896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422214556286628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06521347638709138,0.09024735792555254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056508791209729375,0.03908563657960959,0.0,0.0,0.07080052126927203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757011833754679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08059504267148758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881172908755615,0.05932153237375906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07507780295259504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852010458681179,0.10842479436972184,0.0,0.0,0.4693339587608423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3202448449192833,0.0,0.0,0.06159055188162031,0.0,0.0,0.056626842153081225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13985305470763584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05126296992224503,0.0,0.0,0.04665064556500196,0.091952178065425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16295123977079906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17622495885610695,0.13202242289097382,0.09437619603551778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07219065518229444,0.0,0.0,0.07712045516415851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16306066766355634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Theodreo,2018/04/09,How to calm down for bed? So it’s almost 2 am as I’m writing this and I have to be up at 6 for school and I cannot physically calm down enough to sleep. My mind is obsessed with the fact that I’m getting less sleep than I should and how I’m going to be exhausted tomorrow (and I have the SAT Tuesday which doesn’t help) and that stresses me out terribly and my heart is pounding and my blood is going because of it. Does anyone else experience this horrible spiral? I have quite a bit since I often have nights where I have trouble sleeping. Sometimes I’m able to get control but nights like this I feel like I have no say. What do you do to help relax for bed/during stress loops?,2.757202797202797,4.003531013986013,4.003076923076924,89.51692307692308,74.52447552447552,6.878321678321679,24.88811188811189,7.348242739294969,0.9540545454545452,537,17,118,6,11,176,89,143,0.13,0.7509999999999999,0.119,0.3458,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,5,11,0,3,3,0,17,6,5,3,1,20,27,12,0,1,1,0,1,2,0,1,1,1,1,0,9,9,0,1,1,1,0,2,3,6,0,0,1,2,14,5,18,23,3,12,0,0,0,0,5,6,0,2,6,77,23,1,0.1573074297936382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15752066792717373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10999301249163476,0.16118005155558252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0958931491274263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717389710675378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17643365863582025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766079188847535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1314101723440729,0.0,0.0,0.16254062590341106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387685126736972,0.0,0.0,0.07953936306307442,0.1123804592760858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16437327888489067,0.0,0.17880287500573352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864100617112054,0.21087970858473706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537049285839482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588356607841422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2952447331275786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16731581493980568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509718202981268,0.0,0.15920351719402234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012633149542338,0.0,0.4722631060143879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15558107040647276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36039025868457264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ambient_vapor,2018/04/09,"Feeling of Swaying or being on a boat? I believe I have severe anxiety. I have taken multiple tests, and took note of the stress that has built up over time. I am going to the doctor soon to get this checked up, but does anyone else experience this almost dizzy-like feeling? It’s as if I were swaying sometimes, and I zone out too. I know it’s not depersonalization, as I have already been through that stage, but I feel unstable at times and I have the urge to grab onto something. Also, these give me small panic attacks, so any help or suggestions on what I should do would mean a lot!",5.614507389162562,5.831783948275866,6.2332019704433534,79.88913793103451,67.27586206896551,8.697536945812809,31.226600985221683,8.418075326091056,2.232122167487685,462,17,91,6,7,151,84,116,0.15,0.7929999999999999,0.057,-0.8934,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,1,2,5,0,12,1,0,0,0,19,22,12,0,3,6,0,4,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,5,0,1,2,1,3,0,0,4,4,12,0,16,15,1,15,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,5,3,67,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19418770040178346,0.0,0.21400086723680525,0.1550816129264074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13187553133722693,0.0,0.14835196074746515,0.0,0.0,0.1355967469988776,0.1986989007479956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2206174849559146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21848687057483093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984902762452682,0.16970492167205947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16199930785397226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969569064100594,0.0,0.0,0.2941626557560414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10131771739602806,0.1860303632857506,0.11021194735742093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998372280392048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065760125480182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16486795186222675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112409860307962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22752899934095186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907985436049532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14929280501544695,0.19179661111041466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221402324598963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22615825055657346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21545761660183613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137758632093156,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RubberyDuckery,2018/04/09,"Rejection Aftermath Anxiety It's been 4 years now, but I still can't get over that feeling of rejection. She was my friend, I remember being the happiest ever when she first called me a friend. That was mostly due to the fact that I had a crush on her 3 years beforehand. I could hardly hide how flustered I was around her, and it was a surprise to no one that I'd ask to dance with her during our little middle school graduation. What really surprised me was how terribly it went, the whole situation went down somehow worse than my worst prediction. She called me grotesque, and flinch even as I approached her when I thought perhaps I misheard. She definitely called me that alright, amongst other things, as I then found out my so-called friends recorded the whole thing, even the part where I went and cried in the washroom. So for the rest of the school-year, my nickname was just ""Rejected"",I don't talk to most of my old schoolmates anymore. I went to find her on the very last day of middle school, I knew she was often one of the last kids in school, and I knew exactly where she would be standing. Our last conversation there wasn't really a conversation though, more like a trial, as I begged for her to talk to me, and to acquit me of my crimes, but she didn't even look at me when I stood in front of her. The summer after was a period of suicidal thoughts that maybe wasn't so serious, but definitely still took a toll. I'd like to think that I've moved on from that point, however. I got a grip on myself with the help of family and tried a bunch a new things during my first year in Highschool, things my friends did like Taekwondo or the violin, but I really found myself in history books, chess, and Fencing. With a new found goal for self improvement, I received a few stares from girls and even some pursuers! So the next logical progression is to ask someone new out on a date right? So I did! She was from Geography class, she was pretty, and she was flattering, but I didn't like her. On our first date, I didn't show up. So what's wrong with me? Well, I hadn't stopped thinking about my old crush, even days before the first date, I was still in bed thinking about my old crush, and not a single bubble of this new girl popped in my head. She was still in my memory against my best wishes, and I realized that I was using this new girl to simply get over the old, that I didn't like Ms. Geography. How could I really move on though? Ms.Heartbreaker goes to my school, and we deliberately avoid each other, it's terribly ironic as although I want to forget her, I know what classes she has and what paths she takes without ever asking or searching. All this effort is just to avoid a passing glance, as every time we cross eyes, I would be back in suicidal summer for even just a few nights. I want to move on, and I've determined exactly what I want in order for this to end: I want to know why. Why did she act so horribly towards me, why she didn't just say no, I just want a sort of closure. The most stressful aspect of this is that I simply can't talk to her, I can hardly face her, moreover find a reason to talk in private with her. Finally, I already know the bad answer, the one I don't want but the one I'd probably get: that we were all selfish and shallow, that there was no real reason for my feelings, that I was wasting my time thinking about all of this ",7.045852810843692,5.8331632703101945,7.112958988617606,79.53120579546444,64.74593796159527,10.682578851333739,32.319445651229465,9.773937934552695,2.707230810669909,2662,84,553,46,34,857,272,677,0.135,0.726,0.139,-0.7605,1,3,0,0,0,0,82.0,6,0,0,8,44,27,0,3,38,1,46,3,3,6,8,102,85,44,2,11,15,0,5,5,4,2,0,1,1,5,35,27,0,4,24,4,0,15,17,12,1,8,44,10,99,15,86,34,19,101,0,2,4,0,58,35,0,9,54,400,134,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107188594510754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04233690331953965,0.0,0.0548849438619564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04926660751342354,0.15521345550806692,0.0,0.0,0.04255500892787677,0.046208722009172004,0.0,0.0,0.04709243838212933,0.0,0.0580785974151676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16953280986685307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0883730542727287,0.0,0.060791198302634485,0.07138273957661079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04901707744848623,0.0,0.0,0.21931941493582194,0.10012101936633233,0.0466284897387823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521720357684955,0.0,0.05596571762725126,0.0,0.0,0.06062506420021978,0.10116418584486976,0.18829739704022666,0.0,0.1820407660680708,0.1710300837434152,0.0,0.08674260288181677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04426249710606525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915211831283352,0.0,0.0567974280577099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037094948241575235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09124446316772908,0.13533470710757894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518788527739006,0.055467779414045966,0.0,0.0,0.0464738080669951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055599035336344166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17646113372209465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672509238140102,0.0588574354011918,0.051935239134515324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322908086386029,0.0,0.1500061909711895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0599305942891518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052316603046147436,0.0,0.0,0.05630327474025967,0.05966863493390705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06299194395016089,0.1418154321900186,0.11380272826054902,0.0,0.0,0.06269232676002613,0.04726223983322396,0.0,0.04401062125612861,0.0,0.2800481027702079,0.0,0.0,0.05773435493292017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062207350910957915,0.0,0.0,0.04689156750596881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17678654458198534,0.046268854300129114,0.06339471010460095,0.0,0.0,0.12107154605962707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04161071411398543,0.17792899842155482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1470685384651184,0.14184509918801444,0.10874755917079226,0.08787161415768721,0.06454137808821292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061487615246677736,0.037573962262879776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04779819877359439,0.0,0.045663404057589285,0.1958548379261448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975960358167099,0.2052124128379914,0.14981414450302086,0.12357597317500925,0.06364120734800602,0.053348248398294384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05639879188984589,0.07862752684864169,0.06050839639248873,0.0,0.1425551645257245 anxiety,Toledous,2018/04/09,"Chest (Sternum) Pressure This is a new one for me. Posting cause it's all I can think about at the moment. I'm not the healthiest guy, but I've had 2, yes 2 ekgs in the last 2-3 months and they all came back peachy. We moved yesterday, plus I have a very big/busy week at work this week, so I'm pretty sure it's just stress. It doesn't hurt, it's just occasional waves of dull pressure/tightness at the sternum. Started 2 days ago (the night before the move) and I've only noticed it happening at night. This symptom of stress/anxiety is new. I've had and am familiar with some of the others. Feeling faint, dizzy, derealization, tingling and numbness, sense of doom...this one is just scary to me because ive never felt it. Does this happen to any of you? 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(18f) Last week I finally realized that it's time I take control of my mental health and seek help, but I'm very hesitant about it at the same time. The thought of me making the phone call to book an appointment with a psychologist puts knots in my stomach, and I end up chickening out and putting it off for later (and I never end up doing it). Has anyone else been through similar situations? What made you get the courage to make that appointment? Was seeking the help worth it?",5.704375000000002,6.236885687499999,5.821428571428572,81.82357142857144,67.125,9.614285714285714,31.17857142857143,9.606745405546679,2.6668964285714285,455,17,91,9,7,144,76,112,0.025,0.828,0.147,0.9227,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,1,2,0,0,9,0,6,2,1,5,1,16,14,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,11,6,0,1,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,0,10,2,16,7,1,20,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,0,10,59,21,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11444121986437565,0.1676983046466398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16712442068169572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835687800709495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1367245071752833,0.0,0.4348866517737569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17929146708315125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855103343502149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1742287693804335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17397256884928922,0.0,0.0,0.32911178467245944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1334121373983273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097352644645401,0.2185007514655215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16493992808462202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17395432051944276,0.0,0.0,0.12623167735144974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32906524389792063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1839708931498602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12305877244492865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993496027703366,0.19087350285992927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13504412429910834,0.0,0.0,0.13128545630482072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,miacolucci,2018/04/09,"What is the first step to treating my anxiety? Hello people of reddit. I am writing this post as I need help. I have struggled with anxiety my whole life but for the last 4 years it has really affected my life. I believe I have general and social anxiety. So much that I have stopped attending college. Just the idea of living with this feeling for the rest of my life kills me. It has come to the point where I need to do something about because I just can't take it anymore. I have found myself crying with frustration and feeling helpless about my future. My problem is I currently do not have insurance so I don't have a general doctor. I don't know who I have to talk to to get diagnosed/treatment. I'm not sure if I should call up my local clinic and set up an appointment with a doctor to tell them my problem so they can refer me over to a psychiatrist or if I should contact one myself? I'm not sure if I can even speak to one without a referral. I'm trying to find the least priciest option but at the end of the day I am willing to do what ever it takes to get help. If you guys have any suggestions please let me know, I would really appreciate it.",4.140553797468353,4.877623569620255,5.621474156118143,81.14208465189877,70.68776371308017,8.962974683544303,29.580432489451475,9.188382445141503,2.447936919831224,914,35,184,18,16,310,125,237,0.166,0.767,0.067,-0.973,1,0,1,0,0,1,17.0,0,1,2,1,10,9,2,1,13,0,27,6,0,1,3,45,42,14,1,11,13,0,2,0,0,4,6,1,0,1,11,8,0,1,8,0,0,3,7,6,0,3,1,3,34,3,30,36,4,21,0,1,0,0,16,7,0,6,9,143,45,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850635059376322,0.0,0.2870738286156749,0.0,0.12405277454902534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07625192485109407,0.0,0.0,0.1409303077226003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12772789743559768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775144613702868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13740228716584493,0.08067082041352971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25606385992524744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11079002782735888,0.0,0.0,0.08261883867364331,0.11314842804894785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12649557533938127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432732782430866,0.1063990089975785,0.0,0.13715153023005686,0.0,0.0,0.1307056762981396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12385587844788692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676864701800159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120809118571154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13839032427447162,0.0,0.13748917914127656,0.10196266789000616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791001739512975,0.2650581182077811,0.0,0.0,0.11045418609289692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09195339879440154,0.18550097431545987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16952448959691532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0867196334999431,0.0,0.0,0.13730805431513418,0.11824772526283207,0.0,0.11979884836154568,0.0,0.0,0.2393828903245915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602679769636725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12751052864878934,0.0,0.09629814778454167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10457840251366564,0.0,0.13076817859019574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357861909837388,0.0,0.1880998384471039,0.10054025919402773,0.10933162407962177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08492591850388136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396552611815807,0.0,0.1205794843807118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08885827492175832,0.0,0.0,0.08055198038549362 anxiety,Louvregirl,2018/04/09,"Does anyone Else use Space heaters as a way to calm down? I guess I should preface this by saying that my house has shitty insulation, so usually its freezing cold. We also dont have a working central heating system, so I usually resort to using space heaters a lot. I noticed that whenever I start getting anxious I find myself reaching for the space heater. I think its a mixture of the white noise the heater makes plus the heat that calms me down. At times I've had the heater pressed against my skin, and while not uncomfortable, by the time I pull it away the area of the skin is red hot. When Im anxious though I welcome the feeling. Is anyone else similar? I only bring this up because recently my childhood psych professor (who is also a part time therapist) mentioned that when calming people with anxiety disorders or people who have autism down, many find that heated blankets (or weighted) seem to do the trick. I found that interesting, since I sometimes wrap myself around the space heater with a blanket. However a quick google search only shows info about how people get anxious when its hot outside. Which is not my experience at all. Just thought I would make this post to see if anyone could relate, maybe even help someone. Of course, space heaters are terrible for electric bills, so I am looking into maybe buying a heated blanket. If anyone has a good amazon link for one, let me know! 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anxiety,dandevel101,2018/04/09,"My 11 year old brother has a problem with early morning school Whenever my brother has to go early to school( one week school starts at 12:30,the other at 7:15 and so on)he gets really nervous and anxious that he starts vomiting.Sometimes he's fine but when he goes to school he starts vomiting.The thing is he continues doing that for the WHOLE DAY.Literally laying and vomiting until the evening when he falls asleep.He has been to countless doctors,therapists etc.But no help.It's been going on for almost a year now.He says it just comes and he doesnt know why.We tried everything we could to help him get over it,but no progress.Im wondering if its a mental problem or something else.His diet hasn't changed and probably is not the problem.He is a calm child who wouldn't hurt a fly.And he has no problems with other kids in school.I appreciate any help,advice and thoughts.Thanks in advance.",3.3667849898580116,5.8754483965517235,3.7282014874915497,86.56341784989858,76.52873563218391,6.852738336713995,27.47667342799189,7.928766900206844,1.851168762677485,727,30,136,12,17,226,108,174,0.121,0.79,0.08800000000000001,-0.5521,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,1,0,0,1,5,7,0,1,8,0,14,2,0,0,0,23,24,13,0,6,5,2,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,8,10,1,0,2,0,0,5,7,5,0,1,2,1,4,2,16,20,1,24,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,4,13,70,12,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11130308340185144,0.0,0.0,0.11405575149562955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07745682553236892,0.0,0.0,0.12867610757498776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12049252814683603,0.0981159296492617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09094096172041684,0.0,0.0,0.07345694952786433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703011648152165,0.07523076908590272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1023671912102791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11901751113501186,0.0,0.12946552694778155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229037026896034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193375359705196,0.0,0.12303300625205572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259720454705084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478577341903598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11952030916128928,0.0,0.07718250423277619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12280492261108812,0.4359528464509986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07296812301154519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057892716016401,0.0,0.5763712480798582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08768682585815776,0.11265135005590934,0.0,0.2418598906039219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048650622371905,0.0,0.13224824917895084,0.07567099743751461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07733154165494092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09136479453833897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271667923956746,0.0,0.0,0.12352115806161132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14669747319327708 anxiety,morethebito,2018/04/09,"People that I love and respect constantly tell me that they see something in me that I don't see in myself. If I love and respect them so much, why don't I believe them? I don't love or respect myself, yet I believe all the stupid shit my brain tells me. This is the hardest thing for me to deal with. I know they are right but I don't believe them.",1.9015999999999984,3.1564732266666686,3.1303333333333363,94.8835,76.73333333333333,5.533333333333334,24.5,5.46131890053228,0.2826,272,9,63,1,6,88,43,75,0.061,0.7490000000000001,0.19,0.8151,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,5,0,2,8,2,0,2,0,6,5,2,0,1,8,12,6,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,2,20,6,5,12,2,5,0,0,2,3,11,3,1,2,2,47,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5903273982329982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19497217060934174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18873945466918912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18006110834685174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09598553914016678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.472897483872973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839114487667522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12108343111099068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14915397868114086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783540291064133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17928032235007313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344575579115334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053114419010154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603268131334178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15759850988998045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,2Ruff4Me,2018/04/09,"Anxiety when trying to nap? When I try to nap I sometimes get random as all heck anxiety spikes. I can be just lying there and be trying to sleep and suddenly I get cold and I feel fear even if there's literally nothing on my mind. So now I can't take naps anymore. I'm perfectly fine when trying to actually sleep at night though. Anyone else experience this?",1.279166666666665,3.8568608055555593,3.5911111111111147,83.56500000000003,86.77777777777777,7.088888888888889,21.88888888888889,8.167268648758528,1.6019055555555557,286,10,56,7,9,98,51,72,0.141,0.777,0.08199999999999999,-0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,10,3,0,1,0,0,4,2,2,0,2,10,9,10,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,2,7,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,6,34,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.18700578678641108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2931968485885155,0.0,0.1900480587092946,0.13399397857168016,0.19635025793991728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008445826057946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12657153344472022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18745346676422414,0.0,0.21563996647266467,0.09689520696316263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2002402617196606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934943106422113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17983422559277076,0.0,0.18387666037158093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835420152245255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18952955412317152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1440838758760551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827806913462813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5204238600689394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ashleysrnith,2018/04/09,"Feeling very anxious about the future I just watched ""Do You Trust This Computer?"", the AI documentary directed by Chris Paine that was released a few days ago. The whole thing basically discussed the future of AI and the possibilities for the future. Something that stuck with me and are giving me a lot of anxiety (literally can't sleep tonight lol) is how AI is going to put millions of people out of work (uber/lyft drivers with driverless cars, business analysts, radiologists, etc). As a first-year college student, I fear that I won't be able to find a job. On a larger scale, though, I fear that humanity isn't taking enough concern with this topic. We are developing technologies at such a rapid rate that we almost can't even predict what the future will be like. In the film, Elon Musk discusses how we will most likely have to merge with AI, which has already started happening. We will most likely figure out how to halt the aging process. All of this really frightens me because I can't imagine how it'll affect our society. My brain automatically thinks that the loss of jobs will create an even larger equality gap where only the elite has access to these anti-aging and consciousness merging opportunities, among many others. If anyone else has any thoughts on this or advice to not be so scared about all this, I'd love to discuss it with someone :) Thanks for reading!",8.903758328285889,8.357149224409454,8.522125984251968,68.7633040581466,60.69291338582677,10.964990914597216,37.25499697153241,10.214889679676881,3.8058465172622657,1109,45,187,20,13,355,166,254,0.081,0.8240000000000001,0.094,0.5211,2,0,1,0,0,0,34.0,5,1,0,4,13,12,0,3,18,1,23,4,2,5,2,37,34,12,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,14,0,1,7,2,0,3,6,5,0,1,3,2,15,7,31,22,10,20,0,1,1,1,12,8,0,6,12,132,33,7,0.14198976377012446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13875075382839508,0.12586535841010554,0.0,0.14218223803689753,0.0,0.1566892351194788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09655790840015394,0.0,0.10862178064107117,0.16040801728082424,0.0,0.09928254425451924,0.14548529255646886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655564209292818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850753520171704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915716511116529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11861422790140108,0.0,0.0,0.1467133822308936,0.1583561199026655,0.18756579966562345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31955591949100115,0.07179429087721856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297760717244339,0.12077642052736337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13620951965576805,0.08069605490595186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125561079173525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2818058623237579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810707919424606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207146195553568,0.12815130545303785,0.0,0.0,0.14395533428824367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10798961365098288,0.1510871196741119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0984378240196422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16007212429677706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273893042488198,0.0,0.0,0.14202818821672833,0.0,0.0909622785268368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14215652384845814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14209230707940376,0.0,0.12030746606822705,0.10931065714246163,0.0,0.0,0.10050108561379743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.106758631511002,0.0,0.0,0.13072509755313494,0.0,0.0,0.09433168980139013,0.09098130732851993,0.13950422198273982,0.11272401202295745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11715642548138065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15852650050254913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10337023911457524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09143675255069077 anxiety,interstellarrr,2018/04/09,"Clonazepam (klonopin) instructions seem to contradict itself... i'm a little anxious about withdrawal So I've recently been prescribed .5mg Klonopin and it's been life changing and I'm very happy with it. The instructions says that I can take it 3 times a day as needed. Reading more online about it, websites seem to state that Klonopin is easily addictive and stopping the drug suddenly can cause severe withdrawals and, if abused, death. So now what does that mean...? I don't think I need it all the time. I'm on Lexapro too. So what if I go a couple days without taking Klonopin? Will I go into withdrawal? I mostly take it once a day. In the last couple of days, I have been taking 2 to 3 because of scary environmental changes. Now I am at home without too many stressors so I don't think I'll be taking when I'm not exposed to scary/stressful situations. Is that bad? I'm confused and I don't want to be taking the drug the wrong way. TL;DR: Klonopin, what is it and how to I make sure I don't get withdrawal",1.5506343283582105,4.127284467661692,2.8225186567164187,89.74333022388063,84.92039800995025,5.738059701492538,24.792910447761198,7.1686216300943375,1.2232104477611945,802,33,159,12,24,258,109,201,0.17,0.765,0.064,-0.9494,0,0,2,0,1,0,30.0,0,0,0,0,12,5,0,1,10,0,17,4,0,3,2,29,40,15,1,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,4,1,1,0,15,8,0,1,5,1,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,1,12,2,18,34,3,23,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,6,13,94,27,3,0.0,0.13139046344933802,0.0,0.12089009891633297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252778991416798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09259129910392144,0.06759954511050154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139179975866388,0.23462087986627184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454027223547645,0.0,0.2860680972602268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704350097884948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25720211458291176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057937188329141076,0.0,0.12604647073145775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11804801256660385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123505236592793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039286524343604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0783272389677669,0.0,0.1111442500689989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07402215933263366,0.11242843191744438,0.0,0.12079534660913603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445199915632025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11809777801204713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11092333999453932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094937857797072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08818682749258369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019062467856236,0.0,0.1252778991416798,0.0,0.0,0.12464874993763785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927117899267732,0.12702793562947698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10451565180134524,0.0,0.5002679029761152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14211193725219176,0.0,0.0,0.12932558580518266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09149861150369501,0.06540775958476053,0.08802196423757344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379442708397392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12124444877665105,0.0,0.0 anxiety,androidsquid,2018/04/09,"Work anxiety. Would love some advice! I'm a 27/f with a history of anxiety but the last year has been particularly rough with a few intense things happening. Anyway, I started a new job two weeks ago and today I called in sick because I just couldn't face it. It's all new and quite high pressure job and the staff are miserable. I cannot afford to quit so looking for some advice from others who have been in this position. I understand I'm new to the role and everyone gets nervous before starting a new job but each morning I wake up just covered in sweat and can't eat, diarrhea and a nausea type feeling. When I get to work it is so busy I feel like I can't think properly, and this just fuels the anxiety so I feel like I'm losing it. In the interview I actually told them that I suffered from anxiety and that I hoped it would be a supportive environment (I took this job after I left my previous job of 5 years after I was involved in an armed robbery) I am currently prescribed Valium which I take when my anxiety gets really bad but I avoid taking it at work because my work is very physical and the Valium slows me down (in a house keeper at a resort ) I would love to hear from anyone who has some wisdom for me. I have a history of leaving jobs because of anxiety and I really can't afford to do it again. Thanks for reading :) ",3.673198529411767,4.872934628676472,5.591941176470589,79.19423529411766,72.19852941176471,9.410588235294117,28.673529411764704,9.766711354998122,2.7621185294117643,1057,41,209,27,20,366,145,272,0.147,0.722,0.132,-0.3299,9,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,7,10,15,0,4,17,0,21,8,4,0,1,34,46,18,0,5,6,0,4,2,0,3,1,1,0,0,17,13,1,1,5,1,0,1,5,7,0,1,5,6,28,8,29,36,6,32,0,3,1,2,11,12,0,4,21,142,45,14,0.0,0.0,0.08183772767903134,0.0,0.0,0.16389897887223862,0.07433906897658563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849276152915397,0.0,0.0,0.058638627806227625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07002170594296894,0.1533654516811569,0.0,0.07136083252586649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08563301503863109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08581229999985064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013423706839592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12721023820366986,0.11982281010231427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13144412499685013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415935443525329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09451916130336396,0.0,0.0,0.08860536267741954,0.0,0.08329441036674792,0.0,0.09676609495385996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4993236987980496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835915135302632,0.0,0.08879830582649854,0.09111687945195154,0.0,0.0,0.08194198790493534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07042340019425739,0.0938207149525077,0.0,0.0,0.15137840714634626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.323979799252219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17839623765367987,0.08388521999882652,0.0,0.10744896265485866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11871665452733465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09516620024450774,0.0,0.0,0.12610836487484342,0.0,0.0,0.07720934629454917,0.0,0.0,0.055714535622856456,0.05373572018948584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07949186848901273,0.08013423706839592,0.09317435165341052,0.0,0.0,0.08192150181782604,0.0873038467291459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06919536642110187,0.0,0.0,0.06726945953348383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442116697630629,0.0,0.0,0.17872059617637767,0.0,0.0,0.10800943390179146 anxiety,OfPearlsandSwine,2018/04/09,"Bad anxiety tonight- any methods for relief? I don’t want to have a drink. I’m periodically crying and am constantly shaking. I’m a 28 year-old male.",1.003,3.5776343,4.248333333333335,77.9625,89.33333333333334,7.0,27.5,8.07648339933343,2.401,119,6,23,3,4,43,26,30,0.318,0.541,0.14,-0.6808,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25808999432636115,0.0,0.29033556353762746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168874975013737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4101316642684033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4168903588462777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37178998431028815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3982476134453927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22385366068493184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444016377118525 anxiety,38199,2018/04/09,"Advice for having an SO with anxiety? My boyfriend and I are long distance and I’m in college currently. I go out every once in a while with friends and he gets pretty anxious and irritable. It’s not a lack of trust, just the anxiety. How should I deal with this? Do I stop going out? I understand that he can’t help it and I’m patient about it but it makes me feel like a bad girlfriend even though I’m not doing anything wrong, not being unfaithful or anything. Just having fun with friends. Any advice is welcome. 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I just started taking Sertraline 50 mg a few weeks ago and about the same time I started it I started having trouble breathing deep, or getting a satisfying breath. Sometimes I can, but most of the time I can't and as soon as I do the cycle repeats. I know I am getting enough air and big breaths, it just doesn't feel like it. I'm not sure if it's related to the medication but it's the only thing that's changed. Has anyone else had this issue?",2.399895833333332,4.516053364583335,3.9345833333333333,85.85208333333334,77.85416666666666,6.3500000000000005,28.375,7.3871296695380915,1.692425,377,17,74,5,9,125,65,96,0.086,0.8909999999999999,0.023,-0.6506,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,0,8,5,4,0,1,15,17,9,0,1,7,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,1,8,2,5,16,4,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,10,51,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850606152319386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459757391042263,0.21390792580094886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22084931532845528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17439923318036854,0.0,0.0,0.21571359364776446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10555959008664044,0.1491442068190164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21814577426935974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4357999985978455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11473366837190445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10199370871722677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21031222785754794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15877779711073947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20647731368334654,0.0,0.4433021040126118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19676177290436067,0.0,0.15696787645392038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1386964671695722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24346909870771366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1674614403834882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,littlelazuli,2018/04/09,I just drove for the first time!! I’ve been putting off learning to drive for so long. It makes me so nervous; just thinking about the consequences I could cause if I made one small mistake freaked me out so badly. But today I did it! I’m really proud of myself. I can’t wait to go again.,1.154,3.1919117333333347,2.273333333333337,96.57500000000002,81.66666666666666,5.333333333333334,21.666666666666664,6.42735559955562,0.17566666666666686,224,7,51,2,6,71,46,60,0.195,0.7509999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.8323,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,7,5,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,3,0,13,11,5,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,1,4,0,2,4,0,8,1,8,6,0,12,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,5,34,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769421614977303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34073068193727096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648225660037494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821301145829456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18850357642326196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935297710306945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31384728000014883,0.2214015463947708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247575617724108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334338823785159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21248516847448684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125296191874306,0.0,0.0,0.1934075210979009,0.0,0.3143975083779154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DisorderClub,2018/04/09,"I’ve come to the conclusion that being sociable and confident are the two main keys to success... Having great social skills seems to the common trend among anyone who have climbed the wealth ladder. Confidence in ones own ability is also key. Anxious people are afraid to make the important next steps, too afraid of failure and it actually feels chemical. I still cannot speak in front of a group or audience at age 22. 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Today has been really hard on me, and to be honest I’ve just been laying in bed crying since I got home from work hours ago. Physically, my chest is tight and making it hard to breathe and I’m feeling like I could throw up any minute. I have homework due tonight and an exam tomorrow that I know I’m not yet prepared for. I feel so immobilized by my anxiety, and it seems like it always gets me at the worst times- like when I have serious assignments/tests to do. When it’s a lighter school day, I’ll take a xanax and just sleep it off and possibly take the next day off of classes. I don’t know how to find motivation in these moments. I wish I could just pause the world so I can have a moment to feel emotions and breathe without falling behind on my responsibilities and things I care about. (Anyone that goes to university and registers for mental health accommodations- what accommodations do they give you? All I really want is 1 day extensions once in a while so I can get through a panic attack and be able to do my homework the next day, but I don’t know if universities tend to do this.) 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How many people Are there like me That show up to work On a Monday With puffy eyes From the crying they did On a Sunday And how many people Are there like me That hope no one notices How empty they are inside When they say That their weekend was good That it flew by That they barely remember All of the fun that they had On a Monday How many people Like me Only want to stay in bed And hide And every day Is hard to start When you feel so broken So wrong And so different For feeling so terrified So angry So depressed So hopeless On every fucking Sunday",2.6285410557184754,4.572322250000003,3.5563636363636384,89.64318181818182,76.5,5.476832844574782,18.530791788856305,6.11248444174946,-0.11229677419354857,485,9,96,3,11,155,77,124,0.242,0.632,0.126,-0.9651,1,0,0,0,0,1,4.0,0,1,6,1,16,11,2,0,6,0,7,2,1,4,1,16,15,17,0,2,1,0,3,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,5,10,6,14,11,1,22,0,2,1,1,8,7,1,1,16,67,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1740036888171258,0.10216001946834656,0.0,0.13643653051797944,0.0,0.0,0.16550258663573345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26693105071324136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16019163277486073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14644559217895892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328650682691592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14190240381984248,0.15639504993876424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15733483152872169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321703606289946,0.1587663756929161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4818023779715767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29731025021145496,0.0,0.0,0.1803484947836912,0.0,0.0,0.10734132285257998,0.12047637996078175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294603699786931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17944532138463226,0.0,0.0,0.1259723555304208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11212195846918577,0.16884179203580965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09343310990014547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11532287025726462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319422006270313,0.0,0.0 anxiety,beautifulexistence,2018/04/09,"Meds besides hydroxyzine and buspar that aren't benzos? I already take buspirone twice daily and hydroxyzine as needed, but my anxiety is still intense, almost unbearable. It's been like this for the past year and a half. My pdoc prescribes ambien for a sleep disorder and refuses to prescribe any other benzos. Just about the only time I feel ""relaxed"" is after I take ambien. I typically need it between one and three times per week. I'm reluctant to take the ambien during the day because I need it to work for sleep. What other meds are out there that might help besides benzodiazepines? My pdoc keeps recommending SSRIs despite the fact that anti-depressants make my anxiety worse. Thanks in advance.",6.297599999999999,8.644334160000003,6.560200000000003,70.29310000000001,67.4,9.8,31.7,10.125756701596842,3.80364,570,24,85,15,10,183,85,125,0.111,0.797,0.092,-0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,7,0,6,2,2,1,1,18,17,7,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,10,6,0,2,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,4,1,1,9,3,12,15,0,11,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,2,9,57,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16336949546356094,0.0,0.18003824978052152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1109464655793098,0.0,0.24961606660151575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09945371358254072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052171821700662,0.0,0.14051942590525798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869821317858605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08249270260277908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.109354893070029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1450137405235412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07970603782810162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890278360594018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3624420524545117,0.0,0.0,0.17307460628519966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3629172798892424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11055353728133537,0.1240816640745776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574355084673472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3265323269252724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029047481804734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3680017421403896,0.0,0.0,0.15020507150927145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19026621774655755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086775713745832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11877393437648202,0.0,0.16626209628944913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506218172734266 anxiety,flamingsaturn,2018/04/09,"Coping with anxiety and panic attacks I've been having really bad panic and anxiety attacks lately. (Yes, I'm taking meds and everything) The kinds where you can't breathe, your chest feels heavy, and your whole body just contracts and you can't even handle yourself. If I'm with a friend he or she would usually hug me and hold my head waiting for it to pass. They end with me crying and sobbing while saying sorry. Repeating it, to be honest. Cause even afterwards I feel drained and can't catch my breath I keep repeating sorry. Even when I'm alone, and I don't know what to do anymore. It just keeps getting worse. And I have no idea why I keep saying I'm sorry. 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I haven't taken medication nor suffered a TRUE panic attack in a while. However I'd still get a lot of milder symptoms that'd still largely affect daily life. I have tried to exercise in attempt to help with anxiety, like cycling machine or light dumbbell exercises. However always about 2 weeks into the routine I'd suffer from so much anxiety symptoms that I'd be couch potato for days and essentially all my hard work is undone. since this cycle of exercise and crash happened a couple of times already, it is clear that I don’t have the ability to come up with a sustainable routine, and that’s my question. Can someone provide me with one or several routine that a person with mild anxiety disorder can do so that burnouts don’t happen and progress can truly be built up?? 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I ended up failing it because I couldn't produce a sample. Later that day I contacted my psychiatrist who wrote a letter to my potential employer explaining that my anxiety could cause difficulty urinating on demand. They allowed me to reschedule another one and I'll be taking it tomorrow. I'm really nervous I'm not going to be able to do it again. My doctor recommended I take the Ativan he prescribed me but I'm scared to death it won't work. I really need some advice, please help guys :(",3.840470392916437,6.305079079136692,5.643309352517985,73.64705589374655,74.75539568345323,9.16900940785833,30.11676812396237,9.661875296680813,3.51671068068622,588,27,97,17,13,201,87,139,0.223,0.6920000000000001,0.085,-0.9647,2,0,2,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,4,2,6,0,3,6,0,9,6,3,4,0,18,20,5,1,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,7,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,4,5,0,1,2,2,17,1,9,11,1,12,0,2,0,0,12,2,0,1,9,58,24,8,0.15426225608083766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074329127793573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1617574258746446,0.2360204073349564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18807367899276725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169396609782805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24633171809305626,0.0,0.0,0.09948639337410556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15789395575021642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3577904840576566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366305714242142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740419644899244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08767079510582647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15274388659738114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17386477404237866,0.0,0.1033987385421853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12574432781493258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438350823399178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10453209705894233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10694602493700008,0.0,0.0,0.16933363309067648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29647305406861624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444342960507584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34795805519443634,0.1239901580873724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20946789167691052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373987687220248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230475968145248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cbreezyy793,2018/04/09,"My very first anxiety attack Today I experienced my very first anxiety attack. It came over me very slowly. It all started when we visited a relative in the hospital who had a stroke. You could see where her head was cut open and the big stitched up gash across her head was stapled up. Now to give some slight back story. I’ve been experiencing some health issues myself. Nothing very serious but I’ve got poor circulation basically and my toes get a little blue from time to time. Going back to leaving the hospital my body just felt strange. Like I was experiencing sympathy pains. You know when you see something gross with the human body and you immediate feel uncomfortable. We drive back to get my fiancé’s car and it’s even more intense. I just can’t seem to catch my breath. I feel a little dizzy. My body also just feels weird at this point. I also felt this strange numbness but not numbness to my skin that seemed to move all over my body. I start psyching myself out thinking ‘I’m dying, something is seriously wrong with me, what do I do?’ Then we get home and it gets slightly worse. So I do the very thing everyone always says not to do. I look up my symptoms online. Although this actually helped me tremendously. The first thing I see is anxiety attack. All of my symptoms were listed there right in front of me. Along with explanations as to why your body does these specific things. I started to feel this weight off my chest and calming down slowly. Now that I’m ready for bed I wasted to type this out in hopes that people who experience anxiety attacks more frequently could shed some light on what to do Incase this happens again. Maybe share some stories or even help me figure out why this happened to me? 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The dude she dated after me I knew and they barely got to see each other given where he lived, so he never got to hang out with my kid. Now she is dating this new dude that lives closer and hangs out with my kid. I don't know much about him, but I'm pissed he and her get to take my kid out. My kid is almost 2 years old now. I cant see my kid as much as id like because I live 40 minutes away, go to school full-time, work all the time and cant afford to see him and take time off like they do. I fucking hate it. I don't want my kid to love another father figure, I'm stressing over school, money, credit, places to live, being a dad, having friends, and being happy. I don't know what to do.",3.7054237288135567,2.8579305310734497,5.046333333333333,90.4084830508475,71.37288135593221,7.3059887005649715,22.784745762711864,4.935628992294339,0.100541694915254,612,9,149,1,10,206,98,177,0.084,0.774,0.142,0.8996,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,2,2,7,11,3,1,3,0,13,3,1,1,2,27,33,11,0,1,1,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,16,0,0,5,0,2,5,6,4,0,0,4,4,25,7,25,27,4,28,0,0,3,2,22,11,2,1,14,88,30,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398346583133475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14643033796156066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1312014144442445,0.0,0.0,0.08512651653447774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350497452999484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0706088909014053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10788966027674733,0.12909988695462676,0.07295893799580609,0.0,0.0793636773538519,0.0,0.2233743056777402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14865508454511964,0.0,0.13787088410748785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15349087782816434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13644734022808247,0.0,0.4932376522743929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12603539132493172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053108177441828,0.0,0.1077031120387366,0.2697407216119714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14653431654180946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14589968129092928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826571233103416,0.3338378207067147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15996329035982498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2099918662901824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628566671621826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08236645259481616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1016634867050308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992703467566647 anxiety,effwwwhhhyyy,2018/04/09,"Can anyone PLEASE help me rationalize this fear? hey ive always been really good with gore and blood, never had a fear never got queasy but ive been afraid of fainting and its ruining my life im convinced if i see blood or think about it my brain will develop that blood phobia response and cause me to drop HOW can I rationalize this??? Is what i fear possible? Never fainted, never was scared of blood or the worst injuries until a couple of weeks ago. Edit: Just wanted to add i have been seeing blood regularly this past week. Was scared of getting my period and get scared seeing it, terrified after using the bathroom that I’ll drop",3.651884700665185,5.885245422764228,4.696112342941613,81.30984478935702,74.4471544715447,7.3995565410199555,22.563932002956392,8.296473431620573,1.4408601626016266,509,14,92,9,11,166,80,123,0.223,0.6509999999999999,0.126,-0.9541,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,3,11,0,7,4,0,13,9,6,3,4,20,22,10,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,6,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,0,0,7,3,11,2,10,14,1,13,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,3,11,60,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211141149031476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11368697724598367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09553476528100244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252409458752342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035648849390114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117832610410267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4612396870762819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14276691092473773,0.0,0.0,0.11459863265237255,0.10927536939820257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09158010588945924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14758367971973801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650570101161833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4215094414788561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13042864820882374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14997854197964033,0.0,0.1540296226043577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08752857809736236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41037093401464136,0.0,0.3266288937407765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08754688858805362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11800431898446855,0.0,0.0,0.08058782325934287,0.0,0.2191924425089888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vangoghs_girl,2018/04/09,"So anxious that I’ve been disassociating for the past few days. How do I stop? I can’t tell if I should welcome this numb feeling or try to fix it. It feels like I’m tipsy all the time. I can’t focus on much and life just seems to dreamy. How do you stop depersonalizing? I can’t even enjoy myself I just feel so numb. 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I was prescribed Paxil last week to help manage longstanding anxiety and depression. I am taking 10mg nightly before bed, as directed by the psychiatrist. I have taken it for 3 nights, and I am finding myself unable to sleep and with a horrible headache. While the headaches went away after a while on days one and two, I have had one now since waking up early this morning. I am afraid of taking another dose tonight, since my headache already feels unbearable. I'm thinking about skipping the dose... Has anyone else had a similar experience?",6.23235294117647,8.453245715686279,6.50406862745098,71.14080882352944,67.33333333333334,9.41372549019608,35.299019607843135,9.827888789773867,4.024054901960786,461,23,70,11,8,148,77,102,0.095,0.878,0.028,-0.7622,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,2,2,0,1,6,0,9,4,2,1,0,9,16,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,5,1,8,0,12,11,0,16,0,1,0,0,1,4,0,0,11,47,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2194271628009822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085032420861272,0.15211363515998114,0.0,0.0,0.13903499487262402,0.20373719324492548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18681866516685774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16919995155968354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12823668186975218,0.0,0.17126237886894596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16610703011210226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945056939739819,0.0,0.0,0.10054052239443284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173804471146635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13327964448673138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16208282174119282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3731996153817866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26948105808436457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289684212192209,0.0,0.19898566595532186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990089727493033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12740996610136332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1942398042266168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15949911024911145,0.0,0.0,0.18432858599232269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,roxythorax,2018/04/09,"First time posting, 22 year old mom with severe anxiety and CPTSD Hi, This is my first post ever on reddit... I am 22 and I live with my fiancé (22 M) and our son who is one and a half. Since I was a child I’ve been through trauma after trauma, foster care, abuse, house fires, self harm, suicide attempts and hospitals. I am now a mom to my little man who is awesome. I wouldn’t change a thing. Except every time my partner is on the phone I am convinced he is telling people how horrible I am. It’s my thoughts tells me this. I have talked to my psychiatrist about this and confirmed it’s not psychosis. When I’m trying to fall asleep my late teens and all the bad things that Happend back then replay in my head. Things people said to me that hurt me. Bad decisions I made. I have tried meditation, deep breathing, grounding. I’ve taken dbt and done talk therapy. When I was younger I had a publicly funded therapist which helped a lot, but as an adult with no health coverage this is no longer an option. I have a case manager at my local mental health team who schedules my meetings with my doctor for medication management. I am also still breastfeeding my son so medication options are very limited. Currently take 300mg of Effexor Xr daily. I am just hoping there is someone out there, who can relate or has suggestions for me on how to deal with these issues... Thanks, Roxy ",3.432919023759496,5.407414386617101,4.36833037013092,84.57506545983516,74.27881040892194,7.354840795215776,25.822046225957646,8.18289091462,1.6668699208016808,1086,38,209,18,23,351,172,269,0.119,0.828,0.053,-0.9159,1,0,0,0,1,1,36.0,1,0,0,5,14,10,0,0,11,0,25,8,3,3,2,32,34,18,1,2,5,4,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,5,17,14,0,1,2,1,1,1,4,6,0,4,9,2,32,4,24,24,2,30,0,1,0,0,28,10,0,5,17,142,49,4,0.0,0.13789559356258152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307196252458164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08903317337619171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0894918425966313,0.1943509721097661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11866088731517935,0.0,0.12311846933932742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998643233285912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191235969473704,0.0,0.1191008810651515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527567413899183,0.09805824436070547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1979917457641586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11944320115755805,0.2474207543273216,0.0,0.0,0.07800950705454049,0.0,0.0,0.11559522442421122,0.0,0.1342911056527682,0.12459110398425108,0.0,0.0,0.12147429274491983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13128582604642966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11664699196560915,0.10276889483054122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098945216958166,0.0,0.1101250232759066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23448856555118275,0.1172873450547951,0.0,0.0,0.2726142475521797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12212506240195052,0.0,0.07886457299107713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16137153710776111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292672977976666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107075023425761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12141352884760692,0.13148039674185494,0.0,0.09627375761186363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861148861384686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09294413289718197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730482281489136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750602036374673,0.18708953800368186,0.20344887910795945,0.1071504279010783,0.13309484623567155,0.13513038743677436,0.2319603759961013,0.0,0.0,0.09239561759039228,0.1357284840106413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15803371688913767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960286995891378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07494725454466927 anxiety,hypocrisytmb,2018/04/09,"Trying to figure out what’s going on I had surgery on my shoulder a little over a month ago and leading up to and after the surgery my anxiety has been awful probably the worse I’ve dealt with in years 😕 I was recently told that I would be out of work and unable to drive for Atleast another 3 weeks which made my anxiety go through the roof to the point where I’ve had multiple panic attacks and haven’t slept for a few nights in a row. The thing is I cant figure out what is making me anxious or what triggered my anxiety anyone have any thoughts? 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had a panic attack out of the blue about an hour ago and i’m feeling overwhelmed and sick i just want this feeling to go away. i never had anxiety until recently (or at least came to terms with the fact i had it) so i’m kind of freaking out. should i look into getting meds? ,2.8468253968253947,4.726130049382718,4.801869488536156,81.24555555555557,75.66666666666667,7.591534391534393,27.62081128747796,8.418075326091056,2.112088536155203,318,13,61,6,7,109,56,81,0.253,0.654,0.092,-0.9535,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,1,3,5,0,7,3,1,0,2,19,18,6,0,3,2,0,3,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,4,5,4,1,15,13,2,14,0,2,2,0,0,5,0,1,7,43,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20112409424742947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34714011103510106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25811987195184244,0.2131704107302605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2595014564815804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219417349801497,0.0,0.0,0.3441668599020429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854054199712062,0.0,0.12894668681924895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22344072319446415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2362707841089437,0.1246926857022667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19053026588691085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520233894513364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499138044720913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2223038045323742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662062627853505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453513985935911,0.0,0.2240262789058188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382546677873658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mrbskywalker,2018/04/09,The worst part about anxiety: You can’t let mistakes go Just fucked up my order at a restaurant ,0.824561403508774,3.3563900526315784,1.7852631578947395,93.54350877192984,95.84210526315788,4.63859649122807,22.12280701754386,6.42735559955562,0.6686701754385971,77,3,15,1,3,24,19,19,0.494,0.506,0.0,-0.9136,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,2,4,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,12,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3834004389496712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633317594397378,0.0,0.0,0.2848314830584755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5124893173143311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5427278415606451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,prophet012,2018/04/10,Didn’t want my anxiety attack to end I’ve had anxiety for a while but I’ve started have bad anxiety attacks recently. Tonight I went out with my friends and although I acted as if I was happy I wasn’t. When I got home I sat in my bed and started crying and had an anxiety attack but I didn’t want it to end because it’s feels like it’s the only real thing that I’ve felt in a while,-0.11245478036175527,1.7507016046511659,2.9552713178294603,90.89425064599483,85.27906976744184,6.14780361757106,23.50904392764857,7.3871296695380915,1.0338516795865629,302,12,69,5,9,108,51,86,0.269,0.574,0.157,-0.8658,0,0,0,0,0,1,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,4,0,7,0,0,0,0,13,16,11,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,3,4,0,0,10,2,10,3,8,6,0,14,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,10,44,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4882870333568836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5446068425369013,0.0,0.0,0.13323553458064344,0.09727330340291708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17528179641154598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2826659657946636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08068414340452969,0.11399790924788099,0.15321366114762675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12328454264761465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12762390318066402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16986682563813227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16006322202528198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07795857310308034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12136131393673875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18162729808471506,0.0,0.0,0.15755760231038698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2258910535892656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10601221203707276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823880641779853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479243762769853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ontariohmygod,2018/04/10,"Anyone want to share their bedtime routine? Anxiety me hits hard when I lay down and try to sleep. I've tried so many things over the years, things help for awhile, then I find I need to readjust the routine. So what do you do to help keep the anxiety at bay while you try to get the much needed sleep us anxiety sufferers so desperately need? 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I only had 5 hours of sleep, which is not unusual for me; I went to all my classes today too, which can be very hard for me to do. I felt good about myself. I was doing what I was supposed to do and getting work done. I felt accomplished. Then I decided to take a nap, and that is where everything kind of got ugly. It was a restless sleep and I woke up early with a breathless sensation and feelings of despair and like I was dying. Now, I have gotten pretty used to this; I know what this is like, so I don't react as poorly as I used to. Whereas before I would end up pacing my house and checking my pulse for fear of having some serious health issue, I now try to remind myself that it is temporary and probably just a result from waking up 'weird'. If anyone can attest to this, please tell me. I know I'm not alone, but it helps to hear from others that this is a shared experience.",3.3633982683982717,4.230847893939398,4.9438961038961065,84.80727272727277,72.58585858585859,7.475324675324676,23.738816738816727,7.7094869923839395,1.0704937950937952,745,19,154,9,14,252,114,198,0.065,0.815,0.12,0.8603,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,7,12,0,2,5,1,24,4,3,4,1,28,40,14,1,2,5,0,5,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,16,9,0,0,7,1,2,1,3,6,0,0,14,6,26,6,25,24,2,14,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,2,11,117,42,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252031383750374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09621866334760518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489687264537245,0.0,0.0,0.11709421209003736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0887457300440346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428153045848904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082068759569358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218797807030716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367313337817593,0.13460695923943874,0.0,0.15484717716044769,0.0695787034474662,0.0,0.396375574304956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718944632304263,0.0,0.0,0.11541900189780638,0.11005763136994563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123269675236282,0.0,0.0,0.14627079345768687,0.15509413677617634,0.0,0.09223569401146754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13551609084320254,0.15878107421945875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1436269259853978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432974821471379,0.1512514377999465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13445656631516814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10465703068894608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15105218291642472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2799934690279892,0.14836462145747162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2754146151635383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.136097760190348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346403692550972,0.0,0.1202753950698473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608724528238061,0.0,0.0,0.09342675082083464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23769813655862584,0.0,0.11354095271272865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12756392861512286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10018021105531877,0.0,0.0,0.09775272444189012,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MixedBusiness,2018/04/10,"Finding a therapist seems so daunting. I've been wanting to find a therapist but just the thought of looking them up is giving me a lot of anxiety. First of all I have health insurance, but it's not great. I'd basically have to pay out of pocket since my deductible is $7,000 with no copay. I make decent money, but not enough to afford a $150 session 4 times a month. Then I want to find a good therapist. I've been to planty of poor ones and don't have the time or money to waste on finding a bad one. Then I also don't know if I need to go on medication, but I've thought about it and then I'd have to go to a psychiatrist which would be another $200 appointment. I really don't even know where to start and how to afford all this with my crappy insurance.",3.319932659932661,3.894818333333337,5.231414141414142,83.78681818181822,72.45679012345678,8.853872053872054,27.07295173961841,9.095868883498916,1.9575234567901232,598,20,132,12,11,207,93,162,0.177,0.7709999999999999,0.052000000000000005,-0.9682,2,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,1,7,3,0,0,10,0,13,2,0,2,2,33,27,15,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,6,0,0,9,0,4,2,6,1,0,3,4,1,10,2,23,21,4,15,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,4,8,88,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1116192892691323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14635814673195366,0.1067756525602566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11654056059002478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14421985199074094,0.0,0.09218897231790857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5102816272501289,0.11872371304899294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13389451231905625,0.15864910095873258,0.11707015930214038,0.0,0.1538836014337117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14836330941852766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15341520570066589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720912004027688,0.0,0.0,0.11866296244192395,0.0,0.0,0.0931684081354887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14060865548874926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11140864328538158,0.0,0.0,0.10349421790873303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18916131876885453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08941629009162443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706521787006608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11545913622554975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09879297628978376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.486177278158443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216163254169756,0.16277637763191313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646516906602669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09915115218863982,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nixnix37,2018/04/10,"Massive anxiety while playing video games Hi. I've always had really bad anxiety problems, just something that's followed me my whole life. Video games have been a very passionate hobby of mine and my go\-to thing to help calm my mind down and take my mind of things for a bit...but lately, for no apparent reason, video games are now \*causing\* anxiety for me. And I mean BAD anxiety. Really bad. I've been playing them for the past 19 something years with absolutely no issues what so ever, then one game, out of the blue for absolutely no apparent reason they just started causing anxiety. No warning, no build up leading to it..just one game I'm fine, then next game I'm having horrible anxiety with every game I play for absolutely no reason. Anyone have any possible advice? I love gaming and its not something I want to give up because of anxiety, especially considering the amount of things anxiety has already destroyed in my life I don't want it to take this too. 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What can I do? 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Is it normal? I could be in bed watching tv, to eating lunch on my break or even having a shower. It's just out of nowhere and really inconvenient, but my heart clenches and my muscles tense up and I feel just an overwhelming sense of nervousness (sometimes to the extent that I start sweating). I can never pinpoint the trigger and it's really hard, especially when people are around and I have to suppress it as to not draw attention... Is it normal? Edit: when I say I can't pinpoint the trigger, I mean, like there isn't one? It just happens and I'm fine when it decides to stop, but there's no reason for it.",3.4960483870967742,5.190274572580645,4.9476129032258065,81.67641935483873,73.43548387096773,7.540645161290323,27.72258064516129,8.238735603445708,1.981505806451613,493,19,93,8,10,165,80,124,0.129,0.813,0.058,-0.8304,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,0,10,4,0,2,5,0,10,4,2,3,1,29,15,13,0,3,7,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,9,8,2,2,5,1,0,0,5,2,0,1,0,4,11,2,14,13,1,12,0,1,1,0,1,5,0,2,7,71,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526321875686038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2039503018173844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829201562796488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344296326286525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1513204146723028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11584139417753088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259508504334128,0.0,0.2052313471170664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2714882368396845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1119281858279577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24956040323695494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17669840860760136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4489447238818245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552461670651591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15883121951492374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2935385817831728,0.2355561093795301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1821919539702903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265887908761155,0.0,0.1621603296252061,0.0,0.0,0.19154042211420305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,recedingnight,2018/04/10,"Disproportionate response after blunders How do I manage the absolutely cripplingly terrible feeling I get when I make a mistake, no matter how minor? It will claw at me, make me physically hurt myself if I’m alone, and won’t die down for hours. I have this explosive feeling in my head, like a very loud voice yelling, and I lose all sense of what is happening around me. I’ll scream into pillows and cry really hard if I can’t get it out of my head after a while. I pulled down my room’s curtains last week because everything just went white and I was so riled up. I couldn’t understand at all if I was sad or angry. It was just a blinding feeling. It’s been happening since I was a kid but I am just now beginning to understand that this is disproportionate. I have no access to a therapist at the moment so any advice would be lovely. 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All I do Day in and day out is take call after call helping people with their investment accounts. I should mention too that I have been dealing with social anxiety since high school, but after being out of college for about two years I was in desperate need to get out of the house and get a job. So.., I’ve been on the phones for a couple months and everything has been going better than expected. I was nervous and not very confident about handling these clients accounts and giving them solutions, but I was doing it and my anxiety was manageable. However, things took a sharp turn a couple weeks ago... I was taking a call when a customer started getting aggravated and I immediately started freaking out and had a panic attack. I couldn’t talk, my throat felt like it was closing, i could barely breath, and my heart was absolutely pounding. Luckily, the client hung up and I could take some breathes and calm down a bit. I had to take off my headset and step away from calls for a while which you’re not supposed to do, but I had to. After i settled from the panic attack, my eyes were super sensitive to the lights in the office and my legs felt like a thousand pounds. After having that panic attack and a couple more in the following weeks, I’m to the point where my anxiety is so bad that I’m having trouble even making it in to the office I’m the morning. When I do make it to work I have terrible anxiety pretty much the entire day! I want to quit, but I don’t know if I’ll be able to find another job if I do. I skipped work the past two days because my anxiety has gotten so bad. I got a prescription for Xanax from my doctor today which I’m not super thrilled about, but understand it’s necessary at this point. I’m also meeting with my therapist tonight which hopefully helps. I think I’m going to quit tomorrow. I don’t really know if I’m looking for advice or if I just needed to vent, but it feels good to write this out nonetheless...",5.7414563106796095,6.037427203883497,6.646908737864077,76.76022718446602,67.00970873786409,9.795883495145633,32.01398058252427,9.692545771848811,2.9925919223300963,1656,64,309,33,25,552,203,412,0.17600000000000002,0.708,0.116,-0.9777,3,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,2,7,13,23,4,5,28,0,36,8,6,2,1,62,74,33,0,13,15,0,4,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,16,25,0,0,8,0,4,5,6,14,0,3,20,7,37,9,53,48,6,53,0,0,2,0,19,25,0,7,25,217,53,9,0.06938546564538317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780267399146676,0.0615060288151965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055487531808334635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275671055938196,0.31847814781408257,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157439359306949,0.06518992900369644,0.0,0.1158679311621175,0.0422967358448172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06136580581328398,0.07575095780671137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4251019091043862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107972967422269,0.2303210940119035,0.0,0.17899154089966798,0.07153336837481754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071018964201971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04582844566886391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062359182521418276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035083376230280267,0.0,0.13324185622720738,0.0,0.06341705857618386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10875312606068474,0.06656086111918713,0.07886671822990905,0.058197236612227136,0.05549389535952772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08222211086777084,0.09301523007851237,0.0733095539807581,0.0,0.06891542327192195,0.0,0.08006151148383016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13770873660011548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07626487466402478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677964674381764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058266315966055186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926306742105279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05538281670218947,0.0,0.05100630084335675,0.10289688719201756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3256355760045057,0.0,0.0,0.0662362780876051,0.04810314543363066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1311833847987318,0.0,0.0,0.07058996308652828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759996707930034,0.0,0.0,0.04445010600882191,0.0,0.06850977659986975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702217955463458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05739637419147881,0.0,0.0,0.07072974430773935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822277941766797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086769401503388,0.055769409011033375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08056187349858726,0.04609662026469587,0.044459404723253146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576930840227464,0.0,0.07708980535439486,0.0,0.07547146208414797,0.1355590356661151,0.07223271674671672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0572502757912512,0.0409253453530732,0.0,0.11131367054791394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10102689073349276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04468196498377622 anxiety,ElectrikFire,2018/04/10,"My friend has anxiety disorder and he is drawing weird, creepy simbols all over his school books [these are the closest example of what the drawings looked like] Had has serious anxiety since a year and he couldn’t come to school for months and has to live in a hospital. He recently came back to school but always leave in the middle of the class. When I speak to him, everything seams fine until he leave and covers his ears. I don’t speak to him very often anymore so I don’t know anymore than this. Today, I passed by his desk and his science document was filled with creepy drawing of the letter “v”. The drawings weren’t polish or anything and they looked like the drawings from slender man’s height pages. There were demonic, a got startled when I saw them in the corner of my eye. I researched but I didn’t find anything about creepy drawings linked to disorders. Is there an explanation? I’m really worried about my friend. He is the social type of guy and used to do improv. http://theslenderman.wikia.com/wiki/File:Slender_all_8_pages_by_elyas11-d5bvssc-1-.jpg",5.7498668730650175,8.506387900000004,4.6677708978328205,81.50351393188856,70.0,7.4179566563467505,26.965944272445817,8.313332769828598,1.9202321981424144,871,30,148,14,17,256,114,190,0.08,0.857,0.063,0.4424,1,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,2,0,9,8,0,1,13,0,16,3,3,1,1,20,25,14,0,1,3,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,2,3,10,0,0,3,1,0,4,5,3,0,0,8,7,18,5,24,16,2,20,1,0,4,0,21,8,0,2,10,92,21,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.118506813448905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790543245403668,0.0,0.28248942387657794,0.0,0.0,0.2344029356243117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951400428990103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16289323906839867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226842529390105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264567288692963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12800003448973524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1301714576229579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22007032540544014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11390817250610352,0.0,0.0,0.1410205288582396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07827160485945772,0.0,0.0,0.3016094319601432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13916074296497086,0.0,0.12576155393367588,0.0,0.23919782626025524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136801696459716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123941129676293,0.0,0.14062489938278844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4324170982569979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11781324865141846,0.0,0.0,0.14518166122096374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13499974508109894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12300719180702405,0.0,0.1175133633817293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463682079428242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09171533089017184 anxiety,WisdomofTheSaints,2018/04/10,"Thinking things are lies I am an orthodox Christian and I have been suffering from constant thoughts of doubt. My doubts are about if Saints actually existed as people and if I look at their writings I’ll think they’re forgeries. I also doubt things in the Bible like if Paul was actually persecuted for his faith. I also think what I read is lies, usually it’s with something on Christianity like a book by a Saint or Christian apologetics when I get doubts about the authenticity of the Bible. I constantly search for people with the exact doubts and it’s driving me crazy. 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A racist and estranged family member died this week, and I had to drive to my hometown to attend the funeral and family events. I’m literally sitting in my car. In a grocery store parking lot. Panicking before this thing. Being around my entire family brings me so much anxiety. My heart has been pounding all day. My hands and feet are shaking. How do I overcome this social anxiety?",3.397866666666665,6.441668786666668,5.124000000000001,73.1686666666667,81.13333333333333,8.666666666666668,28.333333333333336,9.150863307647796,3.5123333333333338,329,15,50,10,9,111,53,75,0.28600000000000003,0.7140000000000001,0.0,-0.9685,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,0,6,3,3,1,1,8,8,6,3,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,2,1,8,0,6,5,3,12,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,3,37,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3394764436319915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1975209733956994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37760847512306417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14309477470091886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302772631796237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6275084773933752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2629298428500085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18863514066508705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16310793439336127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2261795563186491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14740775922920055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17797941207863638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poofpuppa,2018/04/10,"25, and don’t drive: how to get over that So the thought of getting behind of the wheel makes me extremely anxious and the times that I’ve tried learning, I end up panicking and having an anxiety attack. I’ve ended up having to rely on others or Uber/Lyft for a ride, which is starting to become a mental and financial nuisance. I’m currently on Lamictal 300mg to help my anxiety but it’s still not all the way there yet. Does any one else possible have any coping mechanisms to get through this..? It’s embarrassing being the only one of my friends who doesn’t drive and I’ve felt so restricted in my time and where I can be ",2.8118611309949912,4.692941811023623,4.429262705798141,83.87069434502506,75.77165354330708,8.082748747315676,26.50608446671439,8.841846274778883,2.12272283464567,498,19,99,11,11,167,88,127,0.129,0.823,0.048,-0.8072,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,7,3,1,1,8,0,9,0,0,2,1,16,17,11,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,3,0,0,3,3,2,0,2,2,1,6,1,17,13,1,19,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,8,67,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26483105485471004,0.0,0.2979188470835387,0.21997692953115744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2215208563249781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21505172389124125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039981930203804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16266265299432967,0.0,0.344926294930924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869606775045666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15043933710995785,0.0,0.3051977614958105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051597242887114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12997637603136875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19623085020553466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638931284855239,0.14809249584209508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21951629976629725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378230377922264,0.0,0.15550276299211505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1545850542235194,0.22708430992340525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220134965033215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455879733730926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,timedonutheart,2018/04/10,"I don't know what to do. I can't live like this I'm literally always anxious when I'm awake, I have constant chest tightness and disassociation. I spend hours googling the myriad of strange physical symptoms I get, convincing myself I have a brain tumor. I have constant fatigue and brain fog, but when I try to sleep I'm physically unable to. I lie in bed all night, driving myself crazy trying to sleep, until around 7 AM when I get so physically exhausted I pass out. I got prescribed Atarax last time I went to the ER for a panic attack, but even that can't make me fall asleep. I can't fucking live like this any more. I feel like shit constantly. I don't even feel real any more. I look at the world around me and it all seems so fake and dreamlike. I look at myself in the mirror and it's like I barely recognize myself. I have entire conversations where it feels like I'm not even the one talking, like I'm just observing it from inside my head. I seriously can't convince myself I'm not going insane. Breathing exercises help, but only for a few minutes, and then I'm right back to feeling like this. I can't distract myself any more. The only time I feel calm is when I'm dreaming, waking up is always the worst part of my day. I really don't know what to do",2.7259619450317127,4.5119500387596885,4.442551092318536,84.09926004228329,75.74418604651162,7.016490486257927,24.13037350246653,7.84624498591911,1.2592496124031007,1002,32,202,15,22,338,131,258,0.228,0.7140000000000001,0.058,-0.992,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,0,14,20,3,2,10,0,17,15,10,1,2,28,42,17,0,0,6,0,6,7,0,0,4,0,1,0,10,9,0,1,8,2,1,5,10,10,1,1,2,8,34,10,21,40,8,32,0,1,2,1,3,11,2,1,23,125,44,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17567621691033564,0.0,0.0,0.2153624101163778,0.0,0.0,0.1192578207763968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18794954596977467,0.0,0.1200948419370329,0.0,0.08117257317296406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2356897559764869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3422331187709388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06808035995703146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917304103145815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668828784042132,0.2262458684076112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759266571746587,0.11030617322582936,0.0,0.05999472979264064,0.0,0.0844295624811059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10833961738474596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0707576493660206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039597537819248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11603096086233708,0.08604914511278047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610143271201194,0.0,0.1864307492949256,0.0,0.1772951612976041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046511373238809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990651184222926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07153322734371488,0.16057309614337842,0.0,0.12385717848883633,0.0,0.11431605051429408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12015549540284876,0.06762731248635036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0901514937450152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961019427918544,0.0,0.0,0.10836042727025498,0.0,0.0,0.2112814456363961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10972192025984244,0.0,0.08484873466037877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12311100073856325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14334271231623846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785933557976742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,prodromal96,2018/04/10,I fucked up the first part of a stats problem on an exam and now I’m going to get the rest of it wrong. I fucking hate myself. How am I ever going to get into a psychology doctoral program when I make fucking arithmetic mistakes. I knew how to do the problem. I hate myself. Now I’m having a major anxiety spin and my head hurts and I’m tired and I want to break up with my boyfriend and be alone and cry. I hate this. I hate how I fucked up. I just wanted to get a good grade on this exam and be happy. I’m such a moron and I pretend I’m smart enough to do this whole PhD thing but I fucking won’t make it.,-0.5671111111111138,1.338758362962967,2.2548148148148144,94.92666666666668,87.5925925925926,4.488888888888889,18.62962962962963,5.6839178017228535,-0.35568148148148104,469,13,110,3,15,164,70,135,0.266,0.679,0.055,-0.9679,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,9,18,10,0,9,0,7,8,1,5,1,24,31,13,0,5,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,10,0,0,1,1,0,2,1,15,0,1,1,0,17,3,15,27,5,14,0,1,0,5,0,6,5,0,5,77,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12998940921018254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096013994744106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786567596272936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846371725824976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12968428456309752,0.0,0.0,0.11353002077949445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10675783933283756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5801549580576258,0.19671972119276368,0.0,0.14265924469075694,0.10527094323852614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360659931427754,0.0,0.4956563719679125,0.12880838066620773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343599149562058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.167556382649862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13591395009833088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2401902083964395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08338256209149908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14425406218284167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14805684800419866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14012624812650254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13722432199053586,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ItchyResponsibility,2018/04/10,"Too anxious to quit my job? Sorry this is so long...I'm stressed out and that makes me run on and on, I guess. Also sorry if this isn't the appropriate place...lmk. So I've been struggling with anxiety throughout the past few years, but it got really bad about 9-10 months ago. Nothing in my life has changed (I'm married, been at the same job for the past 5 years, haven't moved in years, etc) that would trigger my uptick in anxiety. I tried sticking it out, but 2 months ago it got so bad I finally decided to do something about. So two months ago, I started seeing a therapist and taking an SSRI. Turns out the SSRI was a TERRIBLE fit for me. AWFUL. I'm off it now, but I feel like I totally wasted a month of my life (I've dubbed it Hell Month). The first two weeks I had crazy physical symptoms (nausea, etc). Doctor kept telling me to stick it out. Third week I started doing okay, I thought...then fourth week I started having manic episodes and stuff so my doc finally told me wean off. It's officially all out of my system now, so I should be back to my pre-SSRI self. And I am...except at work. During the Hell Month, my bosses were awesome. We are a small business - it's the two owners, me (office manager, salaried and full-time), one other full-time employee, and a few part-timers. The first week, since I was sooo sick, I worked maybe 6 hours total. They still gave me a full paycheck, without dipping into my personal or sick time. Second week, I came in more but still wasn't anywhere near 40hrs - again, full check, no PTO used. I'd had a panic attack in the office back in November, so my bosses know my illness is anxiety-related and they've been encouraging me since back then to start working on getting better. They've been sooo understanding and supportive through the whole process. I genuinely love my bosses -- I have the entire time I've worked here! They are great mentors and role models. I also adore the other employees here -- the other full-timer and I are a great team. But the past 1-2 years, I've been feeling stuck. My job isn't super interesting, it's not important (beyond getting all the owners/employees paychecks--which IS something that's needed, but...idk). Commute isn't awful. It's also not a particularly stressful job, and the money is great (I've definitely got golden handcuffs on). Buuuut everything I've gone through in the last month has really hammered in how much of my mental health is being impacted by this job--which sucks so much because it's a job others would probably kill for! Even though the SSRI is out of my system, I'm still shaking and nauseous when I arrive every morning... I've got some side hustles that I would love to make my main job. My husband and I can make the financials work (benefits through his job that he LOVES). BUT... I have no idea how to quit. I can't stomach the idea of disappointing my bosses, ESPECIALLY since they've been so gracious with me through all this crap. I hate the idea of stressing out my coworkers. I know, logically, I need to bite the bullet and look out for myself first...BUT HOW?? How do I not feel like a terrible human being for letting all these wonderful people down? 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So no rejection, but man am I getting chest pains, light-headed and breathing shallowly whenever I write a reply. I also type and re-type everything because it all sounds so flat and boring (I'm writing in a foreign language and find it difficult to be funny via texts) and spend forever contemplating if I should use an emoji, which one, no not that one, okay I just won't use one. Then I turn the app off because I'm worried no one will reply, that someone will reply and I'll have hold a conversation and go through the motions again and just generally because the messenger is a distraction from things I need to get done. This last point means that I end up replying three hours later to whatever they had talked about in the interim. Rinse and repeat until we meet up on Friday. My brain is definitely thinking ""this was a bad idea! Never again!""",6.294351648351648,6.894980933333333,6.724285714285719,75.62456043956044,65.85714285714286,10.461538461538463,34.24908424908425,10.389873798559362,3.6164468864468873,876,38,160,21,13,285,136,210,0.171,0.778,0.052000000000000005,-0.9749,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,1,0,1,1,11,9,0,2,12,1,14,4,3,3,2,37,28,20,0,3,5,0,0,0,1,5,1,2,0,1,10,13,0,1,6,2,1,2,7,7,0,5,4,2,13,2,19,18,2,22,0,1,0,0,16,9,0,2,10,105,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009088447372294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1148796291410021,0.1696493412988375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538566667069742,0.3661689213714529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1676393698626447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1536760347664971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330060358065675,0.0,0.0,0.09918586022965156,0.0,0.0,0.14349385812096813,0.13496310143913404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13725264770187284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11602095956395822,0.0,0.2353728607540653,0.0,0.08534506436946099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541177308643888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14788718790829594,0.0,0.0,0.16952363674545282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1224085824533239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10023963251568392,0.0,0.0,0.16357913985314226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11134914267916828,0.1158203517807522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4070362789068525,0.0,0.1597914541053045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419591770918353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942120116838377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723854279724248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207009473379714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09976626673463157,0.09622286417123896,0.14754124992608975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16334182362836658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593973067550341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191979459668798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250491138155134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dottywine,2018/04/10,"Gets Worse With Age So I have never been diagnosed with anxiety. Never thought it was a problem for me until now. (And I very well could be having symptoms of something else so if you think so, let me know) As a kid, no a problems. In school, no a problems. Senior year of undergrad, first panic attack. Grad school, no a problems. Until my final final exam. Had 2nd panic attack. Job, some anxiety. Start a business, body trembles every other day. Eventually retreat, hiring an assistant to take all calls and post-pone clients. Now, I am an entrepreneur and my anxiety has been getting worse and worse with age, despite making great strides. I’m afraid I’m going to turn into a waste of space. It doesn’t get better for me, it gets worse as I age... i can’t imagine living the rest of my life this way. 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I'm never going to be able to get a job outside of my home. I get way too nervous during interviews to the point I want to cry. I have other anxiety related phobias including fear of choking, fear of driving alone, fear of the dark and fear of going outside alone. I'm here because Friday I took a Lyft ride and was excited to leave the house alone. The driver stated ""You seem nervous or something.."" I wasn't nervous at the time and that has stuck with me. I seem nervous even when I'm not? 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I’ve had several jobs already and felt at this point I would’ve amount to a more substantial job that would let me lease a car by myself, but every time I lose a job I keep applying and no one hires me and I go months without a job. I’d really try to save up for a new car, but with the expenses I have (mostly medical) it makes that nearly impossible. I’ve had this car for 4 years and have developed an attachment to it, and I worry that not only will it be significantly more difficult to find a job without my own car (which will also take a toll on me), but that my mental/emotional state will slip very low due to the loss of virtually my only form of independence. I know there’s people that don’t have cars or never have one at all, but I feel like everything I did to try and prevent this has failed through no fault of my own; I’m just not the kind of person that would let this happen. I tried to get a good job, I tried to save, but I feel like employers just casually dismissing and rejecting me has lead me to a point I didn’t work towards, and now it’s going to cost me something I tried so hard to not to lose… Even my brother has his own car, and he’s younger by me than 6 years, and that’ll be yet another way I’ve become inferior to him…",8.82115300546448,4.935141495081968,9.372336065573773,73.13741120218579,63.55737704918032,13.314207650273225,36.564207650273225,11.20814326018867,3.6413551912568303,1136,34,252,24,12,389,152,305,0.146,0.767,0.087,-0.9551,7,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,7,9,17,0,0,15,0,25,1,0,3,2,42,37,19,0,2,13,2,4,2,0,6,1,0,0,1,18,12,0,2,5,1,2,11,11,10,0,3,5,4,31,7,37,21,9,37,0,8,0,0,5,10,0,2,15,167,49,11,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09249563541134,0.06702950559714597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17578170009492058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05109488924186247,0.0925707842142725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885687281130127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05536123080912022,0.0,0.0706205763898687,0.0,0.07533052989797973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476215419050658,0.11975969444972495,0.08047876213530004,0.0,0.07660845498534766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04379162930495092,0.0,0.09527180176765708,0.07030285669783133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07412029162203107,0.0,0.07508477954953834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4990606842595318,0.07450160223981085,0.0,0.08728391501314607,0.046064374072501316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.171419887025582,0.0,0.08189882565530464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3750851827351711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055949400641112576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443817123190282,0.16893836851776686,0.0,0.0,0.09816704051627984,0.20070902603569254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06464588009300615,0.08095228640773544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039245310828455,0.12749526698316302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05810909137608379,0.073186951707626,0.0,0.0,0.15847086974408095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05369618241091995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09469087951159816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06452746215726597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06302096917969867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04887515494411411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.284535794223757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0691589183466151,0.0,0.06653110618153132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16159580000910514,0.0,0.061020758332466826,0.17024320964641898,0.0,0.17862645661272367,0.0,0.0,0.10795254084527996 anxiety,VeraBlack,2018/04/10,"Can birth control help with anxiety? I've been wondering about this lately. I've been on the pill since I was 15 (currently 25) and I went off the pill in November 2015, because I was feeling rather depressed and I wanted to rid myself from any chemicals that might be effecting my mood. But since then I developed an anxiety disorder that is making my life rather difficult. When I think back on the time that I quit, at first I was feeling amazing, but the following January I experienced my first real panic attack. It was happening day after day but then stopped. But this anxiety got worse over time, especially during autumn and late winter. Right now I am really worried how it is takinh control over my life and I will be starting a new job in 2 weeks and I want to be mentally prepared. I do weĺl under pressure and even the whole interview process has been a breeze, but it seems like after the adrenaline wears off I get hit by this anxiety induced sensations. So what I've been thinking is, is it possible that birth control kept my anxiety issues under control? That maybe if I haven't been on the pill before, i would have developed it earlier. I've read that birth control can actually make your condition worse, buy everyone is different. Do any of you have any experience with this sort of thing?",5.434309491677912,7.014550894736848,6.291221322537112,74.39844242015297,68.39271255060729,10.50913180386865,33.15542060278902,10.62613485830676,3.94567134502924,1049,48,183,31,18,346,142,247,0.158,0.7879999999999999,0.054000000000000006,-0.9791,3,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,9,9,8,1,2,10,0,29,6,1,10,0,40,47,17,0,6,8,0,2,1,0,3,5,0,0,0,17,8,0,7,8,1,1,2,1,5,0,2,12,3,24,2,23,28,1,40,0,1,0,0,4,13,0,5,26,128,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0934498672491415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19536426682379304,0.0,0.3662882182592224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10894306360923983,0.0,0.07363504260361561,0.0,0.05837560705668239,0.0,0.08148638183705463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5370259513748596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12351709475128965,0.0,0.08247964299159131,0.0,0.0,0.10005087499715737,0.10975151212119624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06324987692193106,0.0,0.0,0.09150466451760443,0.0,0.09367358029682656,0.0,0.0,0.096840257014374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291016266388555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05003167601708513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658959408683043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846819923255533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06418722878843003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995061518437154,0.09502897724228936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2160473427226899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13527902048284351,0.0467844605967046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12784371491333246,0.0,0.09620576845960256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09650554061002092,0.1015883152478731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09248750573288686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11235603675339363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10795723077930393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10185464088071322,0.09578788286742612,0.10899808490972138,0.0613475690303609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08178019770974543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08717809938942986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15843057954036566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06778081406018903,0.0,0.0,0.0800612934516068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06361999661358543,0.1227208051997541,0.0,0.0,0.11167914764807788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11296578004294215,0.0,0.07681447471245291,0.0,0.0,0.08877230402962923,0.0,0.10691481777088976,0.0,0.0,0.10384976970965602,0.0,0.09725092722429687,0.19517925378136947,0.06802655474857554,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,haider_117,2018/04/10,"Anxiety Screwing With My Grades Now So I’m 20 year old college student and today we had an assignment to do in class (though we submit them online always) and on my way there I began feeling my breath shorten and my body sweating while my hands cramped, the usual for my anxiety attacks. So I decided not to go as I was practically on the verge of throwing up and I went to the library, put my headphones on to drown out the noise of everyone else in there and did my assignment. I handed it in on time online and then an hour later it said my assignment had been graded. I checked it only to see that I had gotten a 0% on it. My professor’s a hard ass and he’s really scary (part of why I don’t like going to his class) so there’s no way I’m going to confront him on it. It was worth 20% of my grade and as it stands now I am failing. I worked really hard on it I know it was at least an 80% but just because I didn’t come to class he gave me a zero. I don’t know what to do I’ve gone home now and cried my eyes out. He’s really strict even if I explain it I don’t think he’ll change my grade. Advice anyone?",0.7618630751964091,2.3298614320987667,3.2370688365132843,91.52756734006736,80.76954732510288,6.393490460157127,21.333520389075943,7.348242739294969,0.5703596707818934,860,25,200,12,22,299,129,243,0.106,0.8740000000000001,0.02,-0.9265,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,2,0,1,2,12,5,3,0,10,0,15,9,7,0,0,25,34,19,1,1,4,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,1,0,12,15,0,0,6,0,2,8,6,4,0,1,15,8,34,1,31,18,2,39,0,1,2,2,12,15,2,1,14,132,46,15,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15383767064937898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13099343196903732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408653107034941,0.0,0.0,0.11007792695057383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17909806784079788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09596717851065406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486798579322282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653887110961788,0.13561103259237905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17292822241493352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13151162082185264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039802844953716,0.0,0.0,0.15043003262975452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07960076734527256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684113658801363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28205069232482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791399349793284,0.0,0.15503572622469464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17303758067354372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07691179429190463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16519511764361888,0.0,0.0,0.11973175035099372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17048012587447975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15825949742014178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3025588977232253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14975090709326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12545042773831533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10087406378609852,0.15467306636849878,0.0,0.09179804064267903,0.0,0.14922416195709226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17338565993461474,0.0,0.0,0.2499194200504568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14593814055486154,0.1420550695104966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461009299829275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137903136395983 anxiety,IBakeDaCakes,2018/04/10,"Feel like I’m going to be in trouble for something Last week I felt very depressed and desperate. I was just feeling so frustrated and helpless. I made a bunch of posts about that, and ended up more frustrated with the answers I got. This week I feel less depressed, but so anxious I don’t know how to interact with other people. I ended up deleting my main account this morning because someone on a normal sub had taken an old response of mine, began trolling my account, and ended up causing a dispute with a mod. I had another rude answer waiting for me on a separate site/forum where I was just asking a school question. I just have this feeling of impending doom like I am about to get “caught” doing something bad. My bosses have been on everyone’s ass at work, over small things. My home life is not good. I am having issues with my ex. I need support badly, but I am insatiable and so tired of non-answers and rude answers I just had to vent.",4.690459057071958,5.808732338709677,5.533010752688174,80.87720843672456,69.6989247311828,7.658560794044665,32.587262200165426,7.882392219407189,2.4334289495450787,749,34,136,9,13,245,115,186,0.271,0.6729999999999999,0.056,-0.9928,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,11,15,4,0,8,0,16,3,1,4,0,34,34,12,0,2,7,1,5,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,6,10,0,1,10,0,2,2,2,11,0,0,12,5,22,4,25,21,4,22,1,4,0,1,4,11,1,1,10,99,28,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521609875552365,0.0,0.16393353496044644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13565870752510914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423223740608831,0.08845799991545172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14906843240461207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2499668824237601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855744346647057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865927935108502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934888690227066,0.10366695376676524,0.13932881428632948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07581423502100618,0.0,0.08246962815415575,0.12171178339178435,0.1160581045551934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455576400210412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15145763710762794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07974892319508488,0.1182844063963847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024958213352227,0.1417872985025862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13730704196661306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10759758001097676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217745759329006,0.0,0.0,0.15226903540703754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10060133364221438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1389757247299807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625569443383025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1468595498076164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295163626497935,0.223426269309736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466964966824058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09640495300718874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16678314670365285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11973134072762333,0.0,0.0,0.2327977434486245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1056421555170279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Esseekay_,2018/04/10,"Relationship anxiety taking my joy away I’m in a relationship with someone who I adore, but my anxiety is ruining it. I grew up in a somewhat strange family, without too much love and affection and I think this may be part of the cause. I wasn’t used to being “loved” or hugged and kissed, and my family were very private and could be quite moody. I’d often get a sinking feeling and a genuine sadness having to go home after being out in the day. Could this be part of my problem? I get extreme anxiety when my partner goes away (say for a few nights), and it begins about a week before and continues until he’s back. He gives me love and never rejects me, I just don’t understand why I feel so awful. Sometimes I even believe that he doesn’t love me anymore when I have no proof of that! If anyone has any tips, I’d be really greatful. I don’t want this to be ruined. Thank you. 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anxiety,Girl_You_Can_Train,2018/04/10,"The things I hate most about having an anxiety attack The things I hate most about having an anxiety attack. * Not being able to move because literally the act of moving feels unsafe. * The fact that my rational mind is still there, just shoved into a closet at the back where I cant hear over the sounds of my brain SCREAMING that nothing is okay and I am in danger. * How exhausted I feel afterward and sometimes even for days afterwards of just feeling like you ran a few marathons. * Being so exhausted that I look physically sick and everyone has to ask about it the next day * The shame of feeling like I ""let it happen again"" for the 50 billionth time. * Just knowing that my body is constantly fighting itself and feeling so hopeless because I cant fix 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anxiety,SoydX,2018/04/10,"Fear of flying Hello, around two years ago I was pretty low on my life with severe anxiety and getting panic attacks, thankfully I managed to overcome some of my problems, but still a very anxious person as I've always been, the thing is that I have a flight tomorrow, I've had the tickets since 2 months ago and never really thought about it in a negative way until last week, all it took to make me fear of flying was he thought of ""what if I was terrified of flying"" and since then I can't get it out of my mind, I need some help here I don't know what to do, I absolutely HAVE to make that flight, is there some food that I can take to make me less anxious? medication? anything?",8.281750599520386,5.553128410071945,8.47089928057554,75.59277577937651,63.460431654676256,11.568824940047962,36.11630695443645,9.725611199111238,3.180409112709832,535,18,111,8,6,177,88,139,0.229,0.72,0.051,-0.9763,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,5,7,1,3,5,0,13,3,0,3,2,22,25,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,9,6,1,0,3,1,0,1,4,6,0,1,8,0,14,1,19,17,5,18,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,4,11,77,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566061219482705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12043507220624945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072551749546013,0.32702945245447823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11910848691177794,0.12884906982915498,0.0,0.16466236824381122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257449320527891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17501988799823148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1512410976384844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09701600774896707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954518485987455,0.1179822196448271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1022339704265431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28984473401017724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458100772041324,0.0,0.0,0.14614589332339348,0.0,0.11552989268110125,0.0,0.0,0.10732269539879877,0.111632223078381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982091824277806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638117243818445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14725236716656748,0.0,0.13849639936823258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927239942395301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351472622723912,0.0,0.239460444429282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11558935644946107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882628374712178,0.0,0.0,0.13325692131714473,0.0,0.0,0.09615866272708468,0.0,0.0,0.2298143980285121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16081119505516464,0.0,0.0,0.14138971051864827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11942545742468927,0.0,0.11488768156954315,0.11610150203710708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320765765877548 anxiety,jpuetz69,2018/04/10,"As a spouse of someone with anxiety, what can I do to help? So my SO suffers from anxiety and we have been having marital issues for some time because of it. I have tried to do some research into what anxiety feels like and what I can do to help but it is all stuff I have seen before. I am coming from an outsider’s perspective as I don’t have overwhelming anxiety and I don’t understand how it really makes my SO feel (they have explained it to me but I don’t have those same feelings so I just don’t understand). Are there support groups for anxiety sufferers or their SO’s that meet up to better understand anxiety and what they can do to help? Or what is some advice that you guys have that has helped you cope with anxiety? 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I had a bad anxiety attack a few days ago, it was so bad I went to the hospital. I've had bad anxiety before but it never lasted for more than a moment, the past few days have been hell though. I'm still having small surges of anxiety, I have moments where it feels hard to breath, and I can't being myself to eat no mattet how hungry I am. Is this normal? It gets a little better every day but I still can't eat at all and I'm trying to stay positive and not stressed because I know that will just make it worse but its getting progressively harder.",2.742890625000001,4.0749400078125015,4.612937500000001,84.78831250000003,74.703125,7.307500000000001,22.175,7.908726449838941,1.01016,483,12,99,7,10,165,81,128,0.232,0.69,0.078,-0.9468,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,7,8,3,1,7,0,14,4,1,2,2,16,22,9,0,2,5,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,9,3,2,0,2,0,0,1,5,7,0,0,5,2,8,1,12,15,4,19,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,13,70,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180965398631198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4076691667832692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3031269213316916,0.0,0.0,0.3337136703897401,0.08121314685729063,0.0,0.11336525354804733,0.0,0.0,0.11782730038116845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436782060589835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2726462907645582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11224839365730384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06736291416181373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13920985345630915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119344054146768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321735758601393,0.21719344495192527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13352714561084822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0889291856438994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10275186876049944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26106578838220185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717900027427667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200086417522234,0.21278842356595068,0.0,0.15260958301408065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13847250787176116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089356849704406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045150145278008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350155360299668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13576836456237112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,WhaleTrail,2018/04/10,"Anxiety while playing video games. I have had this problem for as long as I can remember. My roommate recommended that I play Dishonored, but In the second level there is a sewer you need to walk trough which I walk through suuuuper slowly because I always am anticipating some monster or a jump scare. I quit the game all together. I remember when i was younger I never finished Ocarina of Time because I was too afraid to go into the dungeon in that graveyard. Or I would watch a tutorial of the level before I went trough it myself. Because of this I've only been able to play multiplayer games like Overwatch and LoL because I know nothing crazy like that can happen. Does anyone else experience this or have any tips for me? There are countless games I want to enjoy but can't because of this.. Wishing you all a good day!",4.941666666666666,6.693044095541402,5.972372611464969,75.54649946921445,69.828025477707,8.290658174097665,32.19161358811041,8.841846274778883,2.8746352441613596,661,30,115,12,12,219,102,157,0.064,0.737,0.199,0.9642,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,1,4,10,0,2,8,1,13,0,0,0,3,19,20,10,0,5,5,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,0,3,8,0,5,2,3,0,1,5,1,19,7,16,14,3,17,0,0,1,0,6,5,0,4,9,81,28,0,0.16860271721484352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14029096720482018,0.0,0.0,0.11465562933962233,0.0,0.12898061718342446,0.0,0.0,0.11789094008505532,0.17275340833391964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138932575016281,0.0,0.1434684941729336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087348044487897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1475453740283708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408459356048649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16492580976103452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582080964433852,0.1414159598980736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14909482601406165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926596440392963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16474154235793886,0.0,0.0,0.14920809911703928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12501677845753387,0.13003680954390348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16177885440807166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822996397130296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613300300802757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1793297434766683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38198802293795225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16880073291388747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831360027511066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944625095908884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1562964080165018,0.0,0.0,0.1938848039992492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977053286114495,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xG4M3B0Yx,2018/04/10,"That awkward moment when you realize the movie “Next” is about a guy living with anxiety and having a very vivid imagination. As a person that deals with crippling anxiety, as most adults do, I feel like the movie “Next” starring Nicolas Cage and Jessica Biel, the movie about a guy who can see into the future and anticipate events that “Might happen”, is just a reality to someone like me. For example, he foresees every negative interaction or happening to every interaction: gunned down, blown up, run over, REJECTED BY A GIRL. (That’s the worst). We (the Anxious) have all had these thoughts, and anticipate and worry about every interaction. That, and he day dreams about being super human and saving the world. (Dodging bullets and saving the girl.) Who hasn’t stood in the shower dreaming of saving the world? Anyways, soap box over, Next is just a movie about a guy with crippling paranoia. My two cents",6.951535855448897,8.472690658385098,6.9020327498588365,71.64741389045741,64.77639751552796,9.581253529079618,32.648785996612084,9.800150414767053,3.37549192546584,720,29,115,15,11,229,101,161,0.105,0.826,0.069,-0.6166,1,1,0,1,0,0,28.0,1,1,0,1,9,9,0,1,18,0,11,0,0,0,1,26,17,12,0,0,3,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,8,8,13,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,3,0,1,3,3,5,6,21,12,3,17,0,1,2,0,18,8,0,3,10,81,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23426695652756266,0.17297772964693311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987472856894936,0.15785608476770194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3870210214526855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742015422964385,0.10938624794685996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4548273496186779,0.2708003100547216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960968781443626,0.0,0.13520441485291385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624320974954169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4885224654854878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13369516485074215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1220137919217179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1297348642095904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12155716408044975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14957228431501762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1263369053296187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1554969393268623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hot_doggs,2018/04/10,"Does anxiety link into insecurity about appearance? Hey, to give a bit of context, my boyfriend struggles with anxiety and is on tablets to help. He has a panic attack every 2/3 months and is generally content within himself. He, however, is extremely self-conscious. He worries about his hairline receding, he'll stare at himself in the reflection of a surface when he's talking to me (I have noticed this, I don’t think he knows he's doing it). He'll check himself out in every mirror, and uploads a selfie to social media almost every day. He also can't take it if I ever joke about his appearance. Are these two things linked? Or is this a condition and a characteristic? Thanks for any help ",4.058512820512823,6.525273646153848,5.608846153846155,74.1453205128205,74.07692307692308,8.025641025641027,31.602564102564106,8.841846274778883,3.1524102564102563,554,27,90,12,12,187,90,130,0.14,0.7809999999999999,0.079,-0.8022,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,6,6,1,3,7,0,10,0,0,0,1,19,19,8,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,6,7,0,0,5,1,1,2,2,4,0,1,0,1,10,2,18,17,1,14,0,0,1,0,20,8,0,5,4,61,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18353686390031965,0.0,0.0,0.1465756730535683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464240215391452,0.0,0.280430259720023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20851702361481095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2001034694302871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820585960143268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16039692033890074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16579485781247338,0.4632851648043493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582694165006066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2457087116450649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073051521590977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14629905798957302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086750664758438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2150494542085461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120978247285336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868394491329032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19161283943227744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13781007172453072,0.14732027890208108,0.0,0.16874733981708304,0.0,0.0,0.12176867344057382,0.1174438105011002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1790461410311724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613827458833354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CEOofWolfCola,2018/04/10,"I think i got Minor - Mild Anxiety Hey everyone, so im a 2nd semester freshman in engineering and i had my first panic attack this morning, literally it was probably the worst 2 hours of my life, muscle tightness in my left arm, clammy, and had the biggest feeling of dread and doom fall upon me. Went to the doc on campus and honestly she saved my day and taught me some breathing which really helped, she said my heart and cholesterol was excellent and my lungs and breathing were completely normal so im pretty much convinced that this incident was some sort of anxiety related panic attack. Other details well i drink alot of coffee and caffeine in general and i usually pull all nighters so my sleep is completely fucked. Any tips for dealing with it and how to avoid making this any worse.",5.601191646191643,7.347066662162162,6.2410565110565095,74.28133906633909,68.18918918918922,9.706142506142507,32.37346437346437,10.018931242160765,3.578248648648648,638,28,106,16,11,208,100,148,0.207,0.684,0.11,-0.9517,0,1,1,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,5,14,3,4,5,0,7,9,6,2,1,26,15,15,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,12,1,2,2,1,0,3,0,9,1,1,10,3,16,5,13,5,6,14,1,1,0,1,6,7,1,4,4,71,24,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026209311859488,0.0,0.22793623748932226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389690246885905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124021744072053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0960787859114829,0.15359025685943095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594218001977285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235530862819598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07532798872926758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12672100710355227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772819124219232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11915168872993795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17654019955463535,0.09985712545186867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14671377961761814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3218446163015089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1618655392519648,0.0,0.1052278963770764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09944428291500494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951631421761013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14596726559077328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34958826137640514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156465868276375,0.16062398376550174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09543942015356416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417126369245814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908605650131646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09545938554832196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407873281823274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13394953255983222,0.13810453056568128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1518217844759289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,IBurnedMyFood,2018/04/10,"anxiety never stops Hi, I'm new to this sub so I don't know yet how it all works but there's a few things I'd love to take of my chest. For the past 4 years or so anxiety has been slowly chipping away at me, it all started with university and the hard choice of following my dream career or settling with a more stable choice (which I also like, though it wasn't my dream at the time). At the time of choosing I was accompanied by a psychologist and she helped me tame my anxiety and whilst I was being followed by her things where stable and bearable. The first semester of university went well but I did not enjoy it as much as I thought I would, then comes second semester and I decided I should change because I had a better option at hand. (Mind you that when I went to university I stopped talking to the psychologist). Second semester was also when anxiety kicked back and i questioned all my prior decisions. I do regret some but at the same time I think I would have regretted it more if i didn't give my ""dreams"" a try. Second year comes around and I am now in a different university where I don't feel like I belong, most people in my classes seem immature and I don't see myself in any of them. Luckily I do have one friend that came with me from my first year of university and he's been the one that keeps me somewhat sane the time I'm there. I do enjoy my subject more so changing again in not in my mind. What is though is the loneliness, it's always there and it overwhelms me in the commute and the times that I find myself alone there, it leaves me feeling absolutely alienated. I'm sorry I can't further explain what I feel, but anyways, I want to change, I've tried to, but it's a silent lurker that fights my will to change with over-rationalizing things. Edit: If you have any tips and or went trough this situation any help is much appreciated. Edit 2: There's also been a slight situation with a girl, we were friends and went out together all the time, I loved her, and I told her. She didn't feel the same, tough she did fell something for me. We moved on now, she stopped talking a few months after I told her, so I guess it wasn't related to that. But I never discovered why. That's also one of the many things that have been feeding my anxiety.",4.095782608695654,5.0340224804347855,5.2279891304347865,83.18394021739135,70.93478260869566,8.619565217391305,27.20108695652174,8.930421266530582,1.9144347826086958,1791,59,375,33,32,593,203,460,0.1,0.762,0.138,0.9783,2,1,1,0,1,0,44.0,2,2,1,4,28,15,1,1,25,0,36,5,2,1,6,79,68,41,0,8,13,0,6,2,2,4,0,0,0,1,27,26,1,4,14,3,0,11,12,5,1,8,23,7,66,10,43,40,16,60,0,3,1,2,30,18,0,12,33,278,93,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978893542425097,0.0,0.2464315165870081,0.06410243080401029,0.0,0.0,0.1571670227770915,0.0,0.2946722534170016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858084137434431,0.0,0.0,0.07238046344389408,0.05923806132117659,0.0,0.046962121134358686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06813453446346979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0881118332518932,0.0,0.0,0.32598722855068424,0.13272416337741438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08048912119496708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558124740758773,0.055036515013656584,0.0,0.0,0.07041204308923993,0.13105828236802364,0.0,0.0,0.11903993024334085,0.0,0.0,0.07390261116495858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08486689417959471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06901160888833166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10327493162389256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.068475601395829,0.0,0.0,0.04233849504851896,0.0,0.0,0.08157293736700577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0752745064771559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906100133253993,0.0,0.0,0.07810522437720957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1555743994242729,0.0,0.06149161382742741,0.0818800240252966,0.11326472508940785,0.0,0.11883410246352535,0.07440452727840759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15661039963064827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0735422262004252,0.0534089852958392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630105720842854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06138992804867994,0.07013320580656661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1731896178960635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05930821143339485,0.0,0.08623859941300603,0.054528440233422126,0.0,0.0,0.19322359205260198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05792356990172065,0.12384169554723065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472455110461607,0.04936333521894535,0.1513804071714734,0.061160180658004125,0.2695315693216723,0.0,0.0,0.14722769855778925,0.0,0.10460854017821496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04543946447754056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926710915004697,0.2856628585407294,0.0695155102570934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05608514446434835,0.0,0.0,0.1094522683542693,0.0,0.0,0.1488313325019661 anxiety,Giant70751,2018/04/10,"What is a thoughtful gift I can get my girlfriend who has anxiety and panic attacks? I’m curious what a nice gift would be for my girlfriend who has anxiety and panic attack disorder. She is really into Buddhism and yoga. I guess what I’m really asking is, what can I get her to help with her day to day anxiety?",4.911190476190473,5.373387698412703,7.035039682539686,72.67732142857143,68.84126984126982,10.744444444444444,31.62301587301588,10.686352973137794,3.6314158730158734,247,10,45,7,4,88,36,63,0.263,0.532,0.205,-0.5514,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,0,5,2,2,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,8,16,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,8,1,5,13,0,3,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,2,33,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4559748676902938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18574138317968794,0.4520602132302562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2562676426611617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22770743876732255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20760688546152054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188712510034274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13317273891265866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4662223757046778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545622843552079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15773176786563195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411383975544477,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pgd1974,2018/04/10,"I can’t seem to be happy at any job I’m at. My anxiety is sky-high right now because I made a dumb, preventable mistake at work a couple of weeks ago and I’m afraid I’m going to be fired for it. It didn’t cost us a client thankfully, but my boss hasn’t treated me the same since. I’m constantly worried about it and it’s just affecting my performance more. I’ve always been in sales, and I’ve been at 4 companies in 4 years and I don’t want to look like a job hopper, but I feel like I need to look for something else. I left my first job because I got a great opportunity at another company across the country. I loved the new job and I made a ton of money, but the company was looking like it was going to go under so I felt like I had to leave. Because of that I took my next job without doing much research and ended up getting fired after six months for poor performance. I had a horrible territory that no one had ever succeeded in, and the whole reason I took the job was because the recruiter and VP told me that I would get a great territory in a wealthy area near my house (it was an outside sales job, so drive time to my territory was a huge factor). Instead I got one that was an hour an a half away from my house and was in a crappy area. Now, I thought I’d be happier at a smaller company, but there’s way more stress, no training (I’m in a technical recruiting role, so I have to be able to have high-level conversations with advanced tech people and engineers), and little patience from my bosses. TL;DR: I’ve only been really happy at one of the four jobs I’ve had. 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Need sleep, but can't sleep. Hi, I'm a grad student and the next month is gonna be hell for me. I'm falling into a familiar cycle of not being able to eat or sleep due to crippling anxiety. I dry heave in the morning and could probably throw up if I wanted to. These kinda episodes have been plaguing me for the last several years (mostly due to school-related anxiety). This part of my brain is illogical because I need the sleep and nutrition to mitigate the anxiety, but instead it doesn't want to eat/sleep. I've been in far worse situations, but this is still not tolerable and has negative impacts on my life. Note: I exercise everyday and do not use any drugs/alcohol/nicotine..(sadly...quitting those things didn't help my anxiety too much anyways) Any advice?",3.700089910089911,5.679142675324678,5.120909090909091,79.44751748251748,73.54545454545455,9.154045954045957,30.677322677322678,9.661875296680813,3.178534065934066,628,29,118,17,13,210,101,154,0.182,0.818,0.0,-0.9796,0,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,7,0,15,10,5,1,0,24,24,11,0,7,9,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,6,6,3,0,0,1,0,2,8,1,0,0,3,0,9,0,15,17,3,16,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,4,8,74,15,2,0.1169955289523866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11432667683690476,0.0,0.12503263983773116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15912194327051954,0.0,0.3580050376709235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07131938853613544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306057030553765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09341140985564536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3591469022523429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1414714580099766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07841963689687795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536697128143318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0826374020679183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933847150073406,0.0,0.08600517545809909,0.2602521068196905,0.0,0.0,0.12442607232620065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12669475672436786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614096817649734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443914630517885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840572139300375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321716462628717,0.0,0.0,0.1315078764629874,0.5854001086209859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934327805506617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772663079539695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10104657291175388,0.0,0.0,0.13801398845149898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922843921014957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07534128479624541 anxiety,TheDragonsFalcon,2018/04/10,"Looking for success stories. Hi friends, My husband is struggling with anxiety. I want him to go to counseling and get help, but he doesn’t have a lot of faith that anyone can help him. He feels his problems aren’t really anxiety caused and that fixing his anxiety (which he admits he has) won’t help him with finances/work/housing problems. I’m wondering if any of you have had success working in therapy. Could you give me examples of how therapy worked for you? Hugs to all you anxiety warriors. You are amazing. 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I think I'm overdue for an appointment by almost a year now. I had a scheduled appointment for 2 weeks ago, but I called and cancelled because I got too damn anxious. A big part of my current anxiety is I know I have ~3 cavities at least. It sucks because I keep rescheduling appointments due to anxiety, which leads to my cavities and other dental problems getting worse. To help explain things, I've had an extensive history with orthodontists/oral surgeons dating back to when I was 11 years old. I'm 23 now. Basically I was born with an extra set of front teeth and my ""real"" set was deformed, and I had to go through about 3 surgeries to attempt to fix this at an early age and when I was 20 I finally went through with a bone graft/implant procedure. That failed and I had to re-do it. All of this amounted to 4 more surgeries. It was very expensive, painful, and traumatic, and through it all I have come to link dentists with bad bad news. The good news: I think the last implant is here to stay and my smile is beautiful! You would never guess my front teeth are fake. The bad news: this extreme anxiety has resulted, and crops up as early as a few weeks before a scheduled dentist appointment. This is really debilitating, and I still have things I'll need to get done like wisdom teeth removed/possible root canal/etc. But this anxiety makes it pretty hard to even function in other areas of life whenever I know I've got an appointment coming up. Is there anything I can do to try and fix this? I've had dentists notice my irrational anxiety and comment that it should get better the more I go, but it just seems to get worse. They don't ever understand. I hope this is the right place to post. I considered posting in r/anxietyhelp but that sub seems to get no traffic. Please help! 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I used to sleep like a baby without breaks, but lately I wake up with that little feeling of tension like ruins the pleasant sensation of really resting. I found that making a break helps a lot, but it doesn't happens unless something or someone wakes me up in the middle of night and then go to sleep without that much trouble because I'm already sleepy. As added info, I have been messing up with my sleep schedule for a couple of years: Going to sleep late, not getting enough hours, that stuff. Also, I do have some issue with controlling my heartbeat rate at some moments, in order to control that I'm not dying (yes it was usually at the beginning of my own kind of ""panic attack""). Sometimes it did happened while going to sleep, and I supposed it has to do with the likeness of dead and sleep that triggers my death-related anxiety. Has anybody experienced this? Any thoughts?",9.309429824561406,7.847343883040937,8.893618421052633,69.37095394736843,60.46198830409357,10.889181286549707,41.25804093567249,9.516144504307137,4.133695321637426,728,34,119,10,8,234,107,171,0.116,0.7909999999999999,0.093,-0.73,0,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,1,11,1,2,8,1,10,9,9,5,0,27,24,11,2,0,8,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,12,7,0,2,4,0,0,3,5,6,0,0,5,2,11,5,30,19,7,26,0,1,0,0,1,9,0,4,14,89,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10960756812208003,0.07943013817090643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754438181171357,0.0,0.15196665185172992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299648605848504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0605475764165729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228027867665999,0.0,0.1099011839526555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308363169057676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262923949454103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050221686397924736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10890469681218974,0.0,0.0,0.0518931944288348,0.0,0.16934599869371006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756654760424336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06657542997817327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781508247474888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20733891486157824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10343166591828544,0.0,0.0,0.22408577233976973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14557548157074893,0.09954970796497227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08444253286548785,0.0,0.0,0.06630018502914625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07301527733417927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320975066153052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11653644500148515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06363011557601536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6957768701319796,0.0,0.08415772004128405,0.07646521019823553,0.0982349295557121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1137033209847518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07885292705257779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08578487870668365,0.10939241579623532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1914914425850682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06396202059713615 anxiety,stored___data,2018/04/10,"Might this be anxiety? I'll keep it short. Loud sounds make me panic to unbearable extents, there are times I wake up in the night, because a car that drove by was loud and sounded like a bomb, drone, whatever. Never been in a war zone my entire life, but there is an unexplainable fear of being bombed, attacked or whatever. Also, there are incidents I snap up, because I thought I was choking on something, or generally might die. Incredible heartbeat, feeling like I might suffer from a heart attack, suffocate or choke to death on spit or food, happened here and then. Last ""symptom"" : Restlessness. Intrusive thoughts. Can't fully relax, always feel on edge. Might this be anxiety? 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I’m looking for advice from fellow anxiety sufferers who have been able to move to a new state. I experience anxiety during times of change, like a big move. Even moving to new neighborhoods in my current city makes me very anxious. In the past I have used talk therapy and Xanax to manage spikes in anxiety, but find it is no longer needed. Otherwise, I have been able to become free from daily anxiety. I do best when routine is established. I have secured job offers in three different states over the past years, and been unable to complete the moves because my anxiety has prevented it. Once a decision is made to move, I enter into an anxious state that lasts for days. For me, four or five high anxiety days typically results in feelings of depression and hopelessness. After several weeks, I’ll reverse my decision to move and instantly experience relief from the anxiety. This has come at personal cost to me regarding backsliding on jobs left, houses, etc. I have a new opportunity to move out of state, and I am seeing the pattern re-emerge. I am in day four of very high anxiety, and already thinking of escape plans from the move. When my mind is clear, I want to move for the right reasons. I have a young daughter that I want to raise in an area with shorter/milder winters, more access to arts and culture, and better career opportunities. I’d love to know techniques or support ideas from people who have experienced similar apathy from anxiety. I want to move, but am afraid I may not be able to. 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I was working on a uni assignment really close to the deadline (I know, it's my fault) which is when I started feeling nauseated. So I laid down, meditated a bit then when I genuinely thought I felt better, intense panic appeared out of no where and I lost my lunch. Also, I missed the deadline but I feel much better having thrown up. I've experienced other physical symptoms before but this was a first and it was unexpected. 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I've recently been dumped, it was a short but very intense relationship. What always tends to happen to me after a breakup is this overwhelming anxiety/depression. I suddenly find myself empty, worthless, and unsure of where I belong and what I should be doing with my life. The intense pain and anxious feeling is very hard to bare and it often puts me in a dark place. I wanted to know if others also felt an overwhelming feeling of anxiety and uselessness after a breakup and if so, how do you combat that?",7.752339743589744,8.103511605769235,8.075769230769232,68.03589743589745,62.75,11.548717948717947,36.56410256410256,11.20814326018867,4.486210256410256,453,20,72,12,6,149,70,104,0.249,0.687,0.064,-0.9683,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,0,6,6,1,2,6,0,9,2,0,2,0,21,16,13,0,4,3,0,4,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,7,8,0,0,5,0,0,1,0,6,0,0,3,4,10,0,11,11,0,9,0,4,0,0,4,4,0,3,4,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17151630365525944,0.17846113417784354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16407348019710086,0.2422967243903762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2211152403397374,0.3694555652201647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168909235880125,0.0,0.2059305030109792,0.0,0.19602709151395906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896603343796998,0.0,0.19212828342351926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787034829994332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15149067443227945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2282174844822443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240816717442344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054086302718816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560752306031494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176908151629528,0.23026685648880896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3539301665418337,0.1265034455852243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PuzzleMeAJigsaw,2018/04/10,"Surviving anxiety while in flight? Finally, after 3 years, I have decided to visit my family back in my home country, which includes a 3 hour flight. The flight is in 2 weeks and I'm mostly OK with it, but I get spells where I get terrified of what if I get panic attack on plane and won't know how to handle it or how to calm down? Cause typically if I feel a panic attack upcoming I just leave whatever I am on, and go for a walk to calm down. Worth noting I haven't had a full panic attack in 4 years since my first ever encounter, but I do sometimes get these headache/ head tension feelings that make me think that panic attack is coming. I, rarely, do take Proponolol (which I was prescribed back in the day) before train journeys, and I am planning to do that before flight. It does somewhat help. I guess what I'm looking for is for some suggestions how to handle the situation if I do feel unwell on plane, are there any tactics that help you? Do you perhaps use any essential oils/blends that help you? Or some over the counter relaxing/sedative helpers? Thanks for any help!",5.646533044420366,5.968013436619723,6.0347417840375615,80.97926327193935,67.21596244131456,8.995160707836764,30.46912242686891,8.841846274778883,2.3238034669555803,854,30,166,13,13,275,120,213,0.194,0.6779999999999999,0.128,-0.9682,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,3,0,3,9,14,4,5,8,1,16,1,1,6,1,32,35,15,0,3,8,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,13,6,0,0,6,0,1,5,2,9,0,1,2,4,21,5,24,32,5,30,0,0,1,0,10,13,0,10,12,109,34,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172961201422197,0.0,0.08148164449471584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4846926292830494,0.0,0.1638028215129466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812683036206389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10941750789141688,0.0,0.0917509450819666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869164432434838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320966185425103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09634650466618916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041034978323904,0.0,0.16156751025850388,0.0,0.0,0.11667905636243747,0.0,0.0905993374687314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22259319494758492,0.0,0.06053341437754575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11733534495910955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1093123841931205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2855718910149884,0.0,0.1068405561710699,0.0,0.10489319438589803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058536393603077976,0.0,0.0,0.11278118326129097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944353531598183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109781048212625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4998771015395467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08810810391711835,0.11972432687454823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10534342251392928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08008402005732437,0.0,0.0,0.09806224739179112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06824880328470594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199245893263716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543777015698267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13718090278239456 anxiety,SeudoIntellektual,2018/04/10,"I'm insane Last night, I heard my neighbor yelling for something. I was sure he was talking about me, how I'm a shitty neighbor and all that. I said to myself ""you are crazy, you never even talked with the guy, why would he spend so much time yelling because of you..."". didn't help. I think I've finally lost it.",0.8039285714285711,3.012528500000002,1.803839285714286,98.414375,84.3125,4.2821428571428575,21.642857142857146,5.288315135182226,-0.18178303571428645,240,8,54,1,7,75,51,64,0.205,0.759,0.036000000000000004,-0.8738,0,0,1,0,2,0,14.0,0,3,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,3,8,11,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,4,2,1,2,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,6,4,10,1,5,4,2,5,0,1,0,0,13,0,0,0,5,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16092717997349076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743643422300234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2891905245602869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26139375865830233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769483906044086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.215188857699726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2881786446927468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19406462441254035,0.0,0.20360704044247946,0.0,0.0,0.2477387735025273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2511170126181747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323407428598694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488095013063763,0.0,0.0,0.4243738218410774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691555266028861,0.0,0.0,0.15393596057508538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382118771442728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875324672576124,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,941throwaway941,2018/04/10,"Anxiety skyrockets leading up to flights - considering going to the doc for xanax or a natural alternative... looking for advice I've had an anxiety disorder for as long as I can remember, and am prone to panic attacks. Over the past ten years, I've grown terrified of flying. Two hour flights I can handle, but I've got a long 6 hour flight to California in May (for a wedding, another anxiety-inducing event) and am considering talking to the doctor about Xanax. I have read a lot about the drug, but don't know anybody who has used it to treat anxiety/panic attacks, and could use some insight on using the drug to fly. Alternately, has anybody tried L-Theanine to treat anxiety? I heard it's a decent alternative. I might consider picking some up to see how it goes. Thanks!",6.553439878234402,7.183461041095892,7.709269406392696,68.68451293759516,65.30136986301369,11.694368340943685,38.1400304414003,11.429527900616536,4.801739117199392,616,32,107,19,9,210,91,146,0.12,0.7929999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.1635,0,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,1,3,6,2,1,11,0,12,5,0,6,0,21,22,9,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,1,0,3,1,3,0,2,3,3,5,3,23,16,3,15,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,6,7,67,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261322545773536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303333269531824,0.3349366125537166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33206110077210266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652313198145732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16726263572450256,0.14937823181996046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3384937036797701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082942429891845,0.0,0.11672347039634942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28744773480714897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08020612702041317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583088651879638,0.12255486054288163,0.0,0.0,0.12407501061929167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15482182467251207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1712319628560473,0.0,0.0,0.13931853574945616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14598189536726525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16532429088031372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11629719859441932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11730297394961348,0.0,0.13436415511938216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0990853105588528,0.0,0.1425645197910479,0.0,0.0,0.37814212963488414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09398212151526482 anxiety,punzie123,2018/04/10,But that was 5 years ago... When things that happened to you 5 years ago (that probably the other person doesn’t even remember) keeps you up at night... anxiety why do you do this... :/,2.9741904761904756,4.846555942857143,3.794285714285717,88.63904761904762,75.28571428571428,8.095238095238095,23.095238095238088,8.841846274778883,1.5070952380952378,138,4,29,3,3,44,27,35,0.117,0.883,0.0,-0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,3,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,20,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967056401529382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2143284370274493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1850489121282937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2477524276615103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24902698593942146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26291952782503425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2446326715924649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3020694538857175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3173767412008405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613176397925368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25280884931985964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3608391640312541 anxiety,hoppityhop,2018/04/10,"Dealing with stress and anxiety without shutting down?? How the heck do you deal with stress and anxiety without switching off and shutting down? That seems to be my default when I'm in the middle of a ""big"" worry. I can't function, I can't look after myself. I just want to hide until it all goes away. How can I get back to the real world???",2.4773913043478264,4.293640724637688,3.7732608695652203,88.49293478260874,76.53623188405797,5.759420289855073,25.99275362318841,6.42735559955562,0.9766405797101454,266,10,53,2,6,87,50,69,0.208,0.773,0.019,-0.9054,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,4,0,5,0,0,2,1,14,10,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,15,9,1,14,0,0,1,0,3,10,1,1,4,42,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3298628873871129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025608823460636,0.16578111549381075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4445429665790073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264075862339552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810475414456954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24539707541549585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19627180283182646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4939322548543929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271649500426028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4156564574618883,0.0,0.0,0.21894965532701013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dakota_Starr,2018/04/10,"Should I tell someone? Would it help if I told someone? I've never told anyone, my parents wouldn't understand or believe me, they'd think I'm joking or something and I don't have any friends or anyone close to me. This might sound stupid but... I visit my dentist almost every month and she's young (close to my age) and very kind, she's always talking to me, asking me about how I am, my weekend, job, talks about her hobbies, she even smiled at me and laughed few times. I always reply or say something awkward or cringy to her because I'm nervous, maybe she thinks I'm dumb or something? I don't know. But... maybe I could tell her? As a doctor she might understand me without laughing at me or something. I know I don't mean anything to her, so she might not care at all, but honestly I don't really know what to do and this came to my mind. It's probably just another stupid idea of mine.",1.96068842921784,3.953439884615385,3.108371040723984,91.8454524886878,78.72527472527472,5.601034259857791,24.44214608920491,6.522977012572876,0.7113422107304461,697,25,146,6,17,224,98,182,0.104,0.8170000000000001,0.079,-0.5054,2,0,4,0,0,0,29.0,0,0,1,0,6,12,3,2,1,0,15,2,0,1,2,43,31,19,0,5,14,1,0,0,1,6,2,2,0,0,5,8,0,0,9,2,0,2,8,5,0,0,3,2,35,7,15,20,2,13,0,0,0,0,23,5,1,12,6,94,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1164925212638999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1935997851790075,0.0,0.0,0.07911166931120894,0.12198720592174488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1626880271036706,0.0,0.09573364741969356,0.0,0.10875735598085466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091662866077755,0.0,0.0,0.13106950833477035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13305604620088654,0.11861110592796408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09288389036111967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907362144120075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683805378087295,0.0,0.0980171063282618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987999610068237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0779767799987682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13132785547472822,0.0,0.0,0.11544436162456095,0.0,0.0,0.1211448166517352,0.1918037298286733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337479334561672,0.12672272757792907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3702385906691516,0.11746500846426584,0.0,0.09285734626584287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972458774308831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917605426411036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12542861601444047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452706689530697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09251412103203732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971402369615516,0.3582409231238724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18701104898387072,0.20336352691096726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14908531508463918,0.0,0.0,0.06783577115712648,0.0,0.0,0.22232581865994144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24221730818567264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0959884130045168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11214261849302386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264092084716998,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,English-Lion,2018/04/10,"Just got through an attack & im exhausted! So after 2 months of not going to the barbers i finally went. I have been there multiple times but for some reason my anxiety has been stopping me going. So i just want to share my experience of today. As i got there i seen there was 3 people infront of the queue and i just turnt round and sat outside. At this point my stomach was turning and i thought, nah im going home. I didn't leave because i have a job interview tomorrow that i really want to get & i look a mess. So i sat down in there and my stomach was getting worse, i was looking around starting to feel faint and was again, so close to leaving. Then more people came in and joined the queue and i really thought there was no way i could get through this. Anyway, my turn comes after 10 minutes (which felt like 2 hours) and im battling myself to stay calm, especially now as the shop was full and everyone would see me lose control. Luckily, it was my favourite hairdresser who i used to enjoy speaking to. She hadn't seen me in months and i could tell she could clearly see how i have decreased in appearance and health. So i tell her that i feel ill and shouldn't of came and she made light banter about not wanting to catch an illness. A couple mins in i start panicking, my stomach is twisted to a knot and my throat feels blocked like im going to be sick. I start zoneing out and my palms start sweating and i feel like i need to just leave. Im sure im about to pass out. Im willing to leave mid hair cut, not caring how rubbish it looks, i just needed my safe zone. I bit the bullet and just unloaded on her how i'm feeling, how my anxiety and depression is eating me away and out of no-where she all of a sudden shows so much compassion and supportiveness that it actually took me by surprise! She told me about how her sister is in the same boat and shes going very bad with it all so she has sent her to the countryside to have a break etc and i instantly had a huge wave of relief hit me. This is the first time i have spoken out to someone who isnt in my family and she reassured me and relaxed me as if she knew exactly what to say to calm me down. If i didnt speak out to her, i dont think i would of made it through that situation. She basically saved me in that shop without even knowing it. After i payed and got in my car i just felt so exhausted, my heart rate was high but i also felt like i have finally accomplished something. This was by far the worst attack i have been though but i learnt that i dont have to keep it all inside. I can share my feelings with others and not always be dismissed with negativity. Just wanted to share. Thank you!",2.71924515917296,4.1375475884476565,4.0811043649491285,88.22887348211357,74.92057761732852,7.346832950443058,25.40679356744339,8.00094639256281,1.3244599277978333,2100,71,455,32,44,693,250,554,0.132,0.716,0.153,0.8646,1,0,1,0,1,0,46.0,0,1,0,4,36,31,4,0,18,0,45,16,8,10,6,107,108,50,0,14,18,1,11,4,0,4,7,3,1,0,22,39,1,5,15,4,3,15,14,11,0,1,38,22,82,20,69,60,11,68,0,2,8,0,31,27,0,4,27,316,104,4,0.0,0.0,0.06285928793225393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051512275188542865,0.0535980478724983,0.1395862294879149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09855387602152103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057342587059715025,0.0,0.14656165075928393,0.060519569945181324,0.0,0.05378344072112436,0.03926649871436625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032398193189934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734612081116616,0.06567490483379243,0.0,0.0,0.055487412671524634,0.0,0.0,0.07224637101852065,0.15428927870625536,0.07127345062820828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055480139030433744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1509866953921737,0.0,0.0,0.06591214378501928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183922651621202,0.042545188582403366,0.0,0.0,0.06155084242893066,0.0,0.0630097690757011,0.060724284746466135,0.0,0.1954195263714277,0.046017752048380864,0.18554414679093387,0.14112593488214956,0.0,0.054790965056579995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10096179762695454,0.0,0.18304130496871876,0.0,0.15455454852011322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06846963166216494,0.0,0.0763315264451409,0.0,0.06805748598893192,0.06461302414948697,0.0,0.06343533527774776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4870512107637374,0.0,0.06392148023554894,0.05725459262119194,0.0,0.0,0.035400540291493685,0.0,0.0,0.2728227399341341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12587873973380992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622759422405154,0.0720633808203924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12190116873564202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283012423527138,0.0,0.04735209009599407,0.09552511341446067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08931384706643168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060892550071057115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.082531192801854,0.06622886354754152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05122501849237495,0.0,0.0,0.10266007891346687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07240462892424489,0.0,0.0,0.05457822098558111,0.049589451067126776,0.0,0.0,0.18237173931699205,0.06865731678115254,0.0,0.053853430137959464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309684362266071,0.060709930819506736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126022742309946,0.0593042435003202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041274228933697366,0.06328694722468557,0.10227588095125004,0.07512125918085473,0.0,0.061057441247895326,0.06155084242893066,0.07156691130835828,0.0,0.14012901987384296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055633470880364584,0.0,0.053148732067695416,0.15197343138603975,0.051129254493071034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059712913283558586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620933068596003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564390765337483,0.09151646584108396,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nexiviper,2018/04/10,"So frustrated with my brain! First of all I just want to thank you all for making sure this community exists, else id struggle to find somewhere to post this. I'm 31, always struggled with anxiety if I'm honest, and I suspect ADD (going through the process of diagnosis...) I do fine in work re anxiety, I get anxious about the things its kind of normal to get anxious about like presentations, or talking to senior managers and the like. I do okay when I'm out, but it's everything in between that plagues me, I make excuses for why I can't go out to meet friends (why, brain? Why would I want to sit at home not focusing on anything than go out with friends?) When I actually force myself to go out, I still feel anxious but have a good time - I went out last Friday and met some new people from where I work, got speaking to a lovely girl and have continued to speak to her since - but my anxious brain over analyses everything. I've been messaging her for a few days and i am anxious when I send and receive messages, don't want to seem too keen, waiting to view the replies and the like - it's consumed my life outside of work, and whilst I'm maintaining a facade of nonchalance it's actually killing me! I like her, but I am absolutely terrified that she likes me back. I make everything a bigger deal than it needs to be, I don't want to subject a nice girl to my mental health issues What can I do to try and chill out? 😭 ",4.889887727448702,5.248333205574916,5.717531939605112,82.46950735578788,68.86062717770035,9.025861401471161,32.320751064653514,8.998388855275968,2.5525835849787057,1118,47,232,19,18,367,157,287,0.109,0.727,0.16399999999999998,0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,1,0,4,11,21,2,2,11,1,14,6,3,3,3,46,40,19,1,8,8,0,1,5,2,1,2,2,1,2,11,19,0,1,4,0,0,7,4,4,0,1,4,4,32,17,46,34,4,36,0,0,1,1,21,13,0,4,19,144,43,5,0.0,0.0,0.17526592216148268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472174435504995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373952563869026,0.5072486505639234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07389868870005843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905153546615292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007433220542508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05791430783035941,0.09258103473222548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07501733150324269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212242932436934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045406155855548254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08207661733323532,0.07638480591053314,0.0,0.0,0.13876027982279612,0.0,0.09383478107080476,0.0,0.20414423493666425,0.07532093771796873,0.07182217712420183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0954544151554796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007786783559202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372906167000096,0.0,0.0,0.09935165899751792,0.09351407091098264,0.0,0.07319991671234008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06342920266225817,0.219361510901031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08104903715037629,0.0,0.17982887974921716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0904984301562136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665864092757841,0.0,0.08673050298441567,0.0,0.0,0.08798605303326941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06225680517077445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08600467115826539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08175158741016929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07428443303105764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171530837786301,0.0,0.0,0.1877593040573032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08463651402564606,0.0,0.0,0.07217875671102618,0.0,0.08267682682290957,0.0,0.0,0.05965988878648135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052363768336248125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06096908103571124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211868161986066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324655874936733,0.24309469021647895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612890373506264,0.0,0.0,0.06379215509044615,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Faesarn,2018/04/10,"Break Up anxiety Hi there. So, I'm 27, I've been living with someone for the past 10 years. That person supported my when I lost my mother which was the hardest time of my life. It was wonderful for years..until a few months back where I started having doubts on the relationship (probably due to the lack of spending time together because of work but also because I felt like I settled too soon). When I told her about my doubts, she was shocked and didn't expect it at all. She told me that I was the love of her life and all sort of beautiful things.. but she wasn't able to even hug me because of it. That was the end of it as we couldn't look at each other again.. and she moved out. We separated 7 weeks ago and rapidly I started to realize my doubts weren't justified and that I love(d) her. 3 weeks ago, I went to her new place to bring a box of stuff she forgot went she moved out. I asked her if she would be ok for a movie or something and she told me she needed time, that it was too soon. So I got my hopes up and started waiting and thinking about ways to make her happy and have her back. About three days (which is probably not enough time...), the sun was shinning so I prepared the last box of her stuff and asked her by text if she wanted me to bring it over and have a chat.. She answered that she has a boyfriend and that things are going nicely with him, so I should stop trying to contact her (and drop her stuff by her door). The tone of the message was so hard I could not even recognize the person I loved for 10 years.. I received this text while driving my car. All my hopes were crushed in a single moment. I thought of driving into a tree or something for a second. I parked the car and started crying really hard. Since them, I've been unable to sleep, eat, concentrate nor anything. I put that box of her stuff in the basement and removed her name from the letter box (that was really really hard). I keep thinking that it's my fault that she is gone and I hate myself for it. I keep overthinking the choices that I have made, keep playing the scenes in a loop where I imagine ""what if I did this or that..?"". I keep thinking of all the good times and how I ruined everything with my stupid doubts. In addition, the fact that she is with another man less than 2 months after telling me I was the love of her life makes me question everything about myself. I'm feeling worthless and like I'm good enough. I'm feeling like the villain of the story.. not worth a second shot nor anything. How can I move forward and start liking myself again and accept the fact that I'm now without her? 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I had a little bf at the time and for some reason I couldn’t get myself to eat in front of him. This went on for years and I never got over it. I can’t get myself to eat in front of boyfriends. The thought of it makes me sick to my stomach and I can’t help but internally freak out. Dates are a nightmare for me. I purposely choose to go on movie dates or anything that has nothing to do with having a meal. I can only eat in front of my best friend (she has somewhat of the same problem) and my family. If I’m by myself in a public place (ex: work, restaurant, etc) it’s so difficult for me to have a bite of something. I have to make sure no one is looking my direction or walking by me. Not sure why I’m like this. Is there any way of making it easier? I would like to go to dinner dates with my guy without freaking out on the inside. I have gone to one dinner date with him before for my birthday and I ate something small so it wouldn’t feel so stressful. 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My new anxiety is I’m paranoid that by talking or interacting with guys while I’m drunk, I’m being unfaithful to my partner? I’m crazy anxious right now because I can’t quite remember everything that happened in the last bar (last night), i briefly remember singing with some guy, and I’m paranoid I was being inappropriate.. I really hate this new anxiety:/ I think I only get it because I adore my partner. Anyone else experience something like this?",4.674090909090912,7.6450062407407415,6.157609427609426,68.40287878787879,74.55555555555556,9.853198653198652,37.5959595959596,10.018931242160765,5.0560444444444474,486,30,72,16,11,164,69,108,0.235,0.6920000000000001,0.073,-0.9331,0,0,3,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,1,5,1,0,2,0,7,4,0,0,0,8,17,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,5,3,4,0,3,5,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,0,11,3,8,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,2,9,38,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4606548924445883,0.1700688791687144,0.0,0.10526201438438236,0.1542474064578378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256957417650384,0.27530583482062204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1474732143968257,0.0,0.0,0.12575798351361606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13529686125014334,0.14725833000310984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07865164365647924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2981192153957606,0.1331232214214791,0.0,0.0,0.1486284195645668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2454225906105609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354690101239156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907875539126663,0.0,0.14127286198180938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11449348272494768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370875569234132,0.1043664193512166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16011925957812928,0.0,0.0,0.09644064566055126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.341068013675579,0.12856149304746112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589408844115445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1209994372581244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09646082050610467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,buffalogrammar,2018/04/10,"New found fear of flying- I think So I recently had the worst possible experience on two flights from Houston to Newark on business last week. I have a pretty mild (at least I think it’s mild) phobia of being trapped in. I won’t swim under water, I have to see exist in restaurants 100% of the time or I will ask someone in my party to switch chairs with me, i have mini breakdowns if my wife thinks she is driving and I won’t ride in backseats unless I absolutely have to. Back to the flight- pretty simple. It was packed and our secretary booked all of us in middle seats. Luckily on the flight there, there was a delay and for whatever reason there was an open seat next to me so I could spread out a little. Not the case on the way home. Packed in like sardines... stuck on the runway for an hour. Hot. Stuffy. Absolute misery. If it wasn’t for the fear of what the FAA or flight marshal would have done to me for making a scene, I would have torn a hole I. That freaking plane to get out. On top of that, it was the roughest flight I’ve ever been on. I have to fly out on Thursday and I’m dreading it. I seriously want to talk to someone about some help to calm me down about this. Can I talk to my primary care physician? Do I need to talk to somebody else? 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Overthinking to the maaaaax. I love being in my head sometimes...",7.5500000000000025,9.525123523809526,7.570000000000004,65.72500000000002,63.76190476190475,10.361904761904762,37.80952380952381,10.504223727775694,4.7553238095238095,196,10,27,5,3,63,40,42,0.154,0.698,0.14800000000000002,0.1761,1,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,2,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,6,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,2,7,4,3,10,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,18,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21577188283427548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355047764365654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18190263000654366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602987872376274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2494209752784241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894705807758079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545663337691317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2666338597691129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5645189105507312,0.0,0.0,0.21714030249070213,0.2789603567894508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267355878651077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053399510774326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marshallartsiv,2018/04/10,"Still Frightened by the Dark or Being Alone So is it safe to say that everyone was afraid of the dark when they were a kid? What about being home alone or even just alone in a room? For as long as I can remember, I have been too afraid to sleep in complete darkness. When I was a kid, I would deal with this fear by sleeping with a light on, or by sleeping in the same bed or room as my brother or even my parents. If the power in my house went out, and it was at night, I would scream and cry because of the sudden darkness. I also feared being alone in my room (my bedroom was on the second floor and my parents were on the first floor), and I constantly needed a parent to escort me up to my room. Today (I am 21 now and in college), I typically laugh at the reactions I had to certain fears in my childhood, especially to how I reacted to being in the dark or being alone. However, I feel as though the fear hasn’t left me. I still leave on a light (typically a tv since it isn’t too bright) when I go to sleep at night. I have tried many times to sleep without any light, but I always ended up turning a light on because the anxiety was too much to be able to sleep. Does anyone else deal with this problem? Has anyone overcome a similar fear? 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Basically I feel like my heart is gonna either burst out of my chest or just plain stop beating. It started when I came back from a lunch with colleagues and I climbed up the stairs and couldnt catch my breath (usually I'm out of breath when I climb up). I panicked and fell into this weird panic attack for an hour or two until I asked the colleague to drive me home. Since then at odd times I have this sinking feeling, whenever i feel my heart beating too fast. I guess it's the idea of anxiety and its physical symptoms that gives me anxiety and its a vicious cycle. I was apparently very happy before that post-lunch episode, so I am unsure of what the first trigger was. I'm unsure of what every subsequent trigger has been because it happens at random and usually at work (though not limited to it). I feel stuck in my body mostly when my heart is beating fast against my chest and I dont know what to do about it. Breathing doesn't help much, walking around sometimes does, distractions help for a very short amount of time. Sometimes the anxiety lingers for hours. Sometimes its shortlived and comes up very sneakily. I can be sitting and working on something and it would just creep up and make me feel trapped again. What should I do? I did go and see a therapist. They're persisting however, and she told me this exercise which doesnt help. So I could use some advice as its affecting my work a lot. Thanks! 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I’m a 22/f. Married, living in Hawaii. This should be an amazing time in my life. I’ve been depressed since I was a child, formally diagnosed at age 12. Grew up poor and overweight. So hella bullying and self esteem issues. Severe social anxiety and chronic stomach illness. I met my husband and life was so good. It seemed like he understood my depression and could be patient and understanding. Three months into marriage my mom passed of suicide. This was a year and a half ago and I’m still coming to terms with it. It rocked my world. Before she passed I was getting on my feet again. Life was good, I was in a remission of sorts from my depression. Because of my social anxiety, school and working has been difficult. I did school (high school and college) online but eventually quit college because I don’t deal with pressure well AT ALL. So by this time I felt ready to go back to work. And then she just died. I’ve been in a drop depression ever since. I’ve worked sporadically driving for uber but not enough to please my husband. I know he loves me and he tried his best to be supportive and understanding, but I also know how hard it is to live with someone with depression. It can’t be and wasn’t easy on a new marriage. But the constant health issues I have and not to mention the depression makes me exhausted. Like sleeps for 16 hours exhausted. Leaving the house gives me anxiety. I only leave to do the major necessities. I’ve tried a sleep doctor, my therapist and psychiatrist, cbt, medications, pot, meditation, holistic approaches, mindful and positive thinking, and I’m just as lost as day one. Each night, I lay in bed like now and reflect on all the things I need to change and how I possibly can do that. I get up the next day and all my plans and energy and hope are gone. I hate to sound all “ woe is me” but I don’t talk about this with anyone. My husband has lost interest so I can’t speak to him. (He also has depression issues himself and is in the military; I always do what I can in the best of my abilities to do what I can for him but I know I’m falling short) My friends and family are four thousand miles away. I try and think positively , I really do. I get up each day and try , but now even the bare minimum seems impossible. I’m losing my mind and my life and probably my husband soon. God help me and everyone else dealing with this bitch of an illness.",2.858456790123455,5.03952933127572,4.258213991769548,83.76929629629633,76.67489711934157,7.859094650205763,27.05514403292181,8.713453558529999,2.180842304526749,1949,79,382,43,45,644,237,486,0.177,0.684,0.139,-0.9324,0,0,0,0,0,1,59.0,0,0,0,10,20,31,2,1,19,0,41,19,4,3,5,80,76,48,2,4,11,5,2,3,1,1,14,2,1,2,16,40,1,1,13,1,1,9,8,17,1,5,18,4,55,14,49,52,11,54,0,11,0,1,31,21,1,4,26,253,71,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06168166660555775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11129196612743604,0.05789913284251026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15969380004720934,0.0,0.0,0.0486544738903084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06537608660978116,0.053505496417976715,0.0,0.08483503842272971,0.0,0.05921052201961145,0.0,0.14604739908409212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361022668752301,0.059940113583954735,0.0,0.07519515601036522,0.0,0.05555684580925625,0.0,0.0,0.13462700442131975,0.14347528085500075,0.4195257937826095,0.07062589344424766,0.0722167952277518,0.0,0.0,0.07122176731227513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0581281724575175,0.0,0.0,0.07189846391136298,0.0,0.045959314253424206,0.06294235365040908,0.0,0.06649011566314274,0.06253725659379424,0.0,0.06559722916897685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06681117210807204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05376011992271562,0.0,0.1454182447521841,0.06675093358519921,0.03954596576823533,0.11672685150478232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06233324166625679,0.06869940311663786,0.0,0.07396411728867412,0.0,0.0,0.04664042307283951,0.07351889814297406,0.0,0.06911221947057848,0.06852583349476936,0.0802901366648226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21788161289633184,0.0,0.061849104502911485,0.0,0.0,0.11472398714462495,0.0,0.0,0.14735797933798675,0.0,0.0,0.19659582964692346,0.10198510248778092,0.0,0.12288719451267467,0.0,0.0,0.07784625419802295,0.15191744737679844,0.0,0.06280191943096734,0.0,0.04644759606630736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07009816057037797,0.0,0.0,0.14051920818260466,0.08149547613874716,0.05554096893111618,0.0,0.0,0.05159536075396542,0.0,0.0672042784484733,0.07400295237552633,0.06529949873088227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04715165098006574,0.052921466479915205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07638190174426485,0.0,0.07844505850089782,0.0,0.0,0.07502289420577063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401072818187941,0.0,0.0,0.04457703858032916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21126696673984424,0.0,0.12669259960143275,0.07259087470274167,0.07860966645433994,0.0,0.11512055274724288,0.0,0.13926771310544536,0.14186344303238155,0.05895796195169799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055569556123870864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07611316901602974,0.0789626493364927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055928665200339324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08079192752290361,0.046228254653752895,0.08917272769669378,0.0,0.0,0.08114951826147945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897079840100625,0.0,0.0,0.21731695761589387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256401674621563,0.0,0.06278837966841246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519730775777164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04480955965619977 anxiety,of_justin,2018/04/10,"Hi, I think that I’m dying. Constant anxiety attacks through out the day. Every single thing i feel in my body makes me question whether it’s some unknown disease or health issue that’s gonna kill me. i get lightheaded and this feeling in my chest. i’m constantly feeling my heart to make sure that it’s pumping and working fine. I hear this ringing in my head (not in my ears but yes in my head). it controls when i’m happy, when i sleep, when I socialize and i’m fucking sick of it running and ruining my life. how do I make this stop. I can’t live like this forever",1.7757550077041593,3.714732584745768,3.3936363636363645,89.83834360554701,79.08474576271186,6.324807395993839,28.52388289676425,7.348242739294969,1.6058033898305082,447,21,94,6,11,148,75,118,0.13699999999999998,0.7190000000000001,0.14300000000000002,-0.0681,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,0,0,2,4,8,3,0,1,1,2,11,7,5,1,22,17,11,2,0,4,0,3,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,12,5,0,2,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,6,17,4,9,16,2,14,0,1,0,1,4,6,1,3,8,55,29,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421329812219482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18472034539837445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18035747188269752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509305306066702,0.1821127769669977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1047158013056228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16851536463661826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680449071101422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2462988252513951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010928553559644,0.08483209640482055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17284684796156494,0.0,0.0,0.3332787856805841,0.17259267952306975,0.1830038110257549,0.19241030456036148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.169473039842724,0.0,0.0,0.17963934945820642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11468737228822175,0.07932622265606043,0.0,0.14337648414863813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32515152034607153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1818925742581068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16248816762124454,0.16551669009829673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13574934731472998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15303265666008925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078720146044084,0.10404071986342857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820795288312885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yuricomposer,2018/04/10,"Making music to relief my anxiety Hi guys! I'm a musician from Brazil (sorry for the english) and for the last 2 years I've been suffering anxiety attacks. I made an ep with the intention of helping me to control my attacks and be able to sleep. Maybe it can help other persons too, so I'm leaving here a link where you can listen and download for free the ep. 2354.bandcamp.com ",5.128243243243247,6.116746689189192,6.287405405405406,76.34543243243247,68.5945945945946,9.163243243243244,33.71891891891892,9.3871,3.236046486486486,301,14,54,6,5,101,55,74,0.154,0.708,0.138,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,4,5,2,0,7,0,4,1,1,4,0,9,9,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,5,3,9,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,2,34,7,0,0.22293486439813529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34108912213003223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072411843497274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25004040695879565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22074056552360524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2988570806816266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817216692044664,0.0,0.2360558321443472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21094635903303036,0.14881075310334788,0.0,0.22396803577031768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1946581245938724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2230958652910316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495573287475375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143562743465759 anxiety,eraof9,2018/04/10,Looking for an old member called /u/raghibAhmed He wrote a bookcalled 1-minute habits. Any idea where I can find him? I have some questions for him.,2.02888888888889,4.634968925925925,0.06414814814814918,104.22066666666667,100.48148148148148,2.16,23.91851851851852,3.1291,-0.3558237037037037,119,5,23,0,5,31,24,27,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,2,3,1,2,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,2,1,12,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26319135087311024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3951974175024554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3537352889481702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4369059076947711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3250048579506063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4061192981861341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4335583526452331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,daftasallhell,2018/04/10,"Dumb minor mistakes have triggered my depression/anxiety and now it's spiraled out of control I did a bunch of idiotic things over the weekend and now I'm pissed at myself and have fallen into a pit of self-hatred, which has caused me to start worrying about various random things. What's triggered all this is completely laughable- while being inept as usual and not knowing what I was doing, I scratched one of my records due to improper use of a carbon fiber brush. This ended up making me very upset, and I started calling myself an idiot for making such a preventable and dumb mistake. Having used the same method of dusting my records before, I ended up analysing a bunch of them and realized that a lot of them had scratches/hairlines I hadn't noticed before as well. I feel like a dumbass and am also full of a ton of guilt due to how expensive records can be and the fact that I didn't buy most of them myself. I'm honestly considering getting rid of them since I've now convinced myself I'm too dumb for the hobby. I also managed to damage my family's newly received MacBook. Being an idiot, I kept it on the floor and not having noticed it, I ended up stepping on the thing. The screen is not cracked but there is noticeable LCD bruising which I can't take my eyes off of now. That laptop must have cost my grandparents over a thousand dollars and now it's damaged because of me not knowing how to put things away properly. It might not be new (it is from 2011) but that doesn't remove the expense they would've had to spend upon first getting it. I also broke my lamp, which isn't as big of a deal, but it means I have to sit in the dark now since I don't like having my bedroom light on. I did this by, again, stepping on it. Me calling myself an idiot and feeling badly for my mistakes has managed to make my mood spiral out of control, to the point where I've started panicking about things like school and worries related to my social anxiety. Making dumb errors had reminded me of my lack of being able to understand anything in class, which caused me to delve into my fear of not having a future ahead of me. Thinking of the future made me think of living the rest of my life lonely, which reminded me of my struggle with social anxiety and lack of understanding communication. All of this, because I scratched a record and damaged a laptop. I wish I wasn't so stupid.",7.88583612040134,6.6414377991453,8.003344481605351,73.92426421404684,63.10256410256411,10.275882571534746,36.58714232627276,9.085049710711278,3.256472761055369,1902,76,345,25,23,621,218,468,0.183,0.767,0.05,-0.996,1,2,1,0,0,0,38.0,0,0,5,4,20,30,10,4,28,0,37,3,2,15,4,71,64,28,0,7,9,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,29,20,0,4,10,1,6,6,13,23,1,3,11,8,53,6,69,46,13,54,0,5,2,0,11,24,5,4,26,275,82,6,0.09079999521251417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21783817009893855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208385243421172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07472065939890801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530958445522277,0.0,0.07581420328411552,0.1107016686129258,0.0,0.15452821638039552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1854338943200912,0.0,0.0,0.1865532141861273,0.0,0.0,0.09520206743811928,0.0,0.20367983102228168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09361080804969174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412655346755841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08559815449372866,0.10217523851539273,0.09182241162808268,0.06486753472251701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07723442954256549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09487849973388177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09980260548755447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06413472189347731,0.1330808735277558,0.0,0.08017805930567845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719490889112322,0.0,0.08591715092211777,0.2424388075114847,0.0,0.0,0.09890781371715708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09632444591621707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769520118682937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101291891032905,0.0,0.0,0.06152842667834583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858353446279626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127907431553664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189444273545216,0.0,0.0,0.0947241977497858,0.0,0.0,0.15022138868210422,0.0,0.0,0.18511832081226115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19280611186928426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0949238697887116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682702962009798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3016174108234129,0.1163619411781299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18905199450009544,0.0,0.15684408487716062,0.10000336659988544,0.07491950539509876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08164010033709664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10441551337798474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844236053499248,0.0,0.06450171141983707,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jaynedoee,2018/04/10,"Anxiety is breaking me I can’t stop overthinking, which leads to panic attacks. I think everyone hates me, I feel like a terrible person, I feel like I’m not good enough. I feel like maybe things would be better without me around. I get so anxious that I scratch the top of my head and pick at my face, I’m on three different medications and they don’t even seem to touch my anxiety. I feel like I’m slowly giving up and I’m so emotionally wore down I just want to stop feeling everything. 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It's this hollow feeling of emptiness at the center of my chest just yearning to be complete. It's like my sanity has escaped me. It's hard to think and sometimes difficult to breathe. My body feels drained and I find myself holding my head in my hands from time to time. Its starting to effect me at work now too. It's one thought turning into thousands of voices saying different things. It's confusing. It's painful. It's sad. It's depressing. It's anxiety. It's my anxiety. Im stuck on the wrong side of my emotions once more and I feel like I'm worthless. 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I’ve thought about quitting my cashier job for weeks but I like getting money. The thing is that it makes me feel constantly overwhelmed. I can’t even barely pass one class this semester and I only have three classes. My constant worrying and overthinking is going to kill me I’m sure. I don’t know what to do. I feel powerless. I lack control. Feel like I’m going to crash. I have a group project due Thursday and I haven’t started my part, I fucking hate myself.",0.9308508403361344,3.4934257563025213,2.283734243697481,91.93635766806726,89.75630252100842,4.991806722689076,25.924894957983195,6.6274283507984215,1.1864491596638649,471,22,93,6,16,151,71,119,0.222,0.682,0.097,-0.9617,2,0,0,0,0,1,11.0,0,0,0,2,2,8,3,2,2,0,13,1,0,2,1,19,30,6,1,2,4,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,8,0,1,3,6,5,0,2,1,4,19,3,7,29,2,10,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,1,9,60,27,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16394119293723666,0.0,0.0,0.13603446234160468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5359179139186899,0.1854070649659571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918442590651914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3343389230560855,0.11809612335316108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15282465359547673,0.08636664747678413,0.0,0.18789677955222905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320750235849704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16404275912646726,0.0,0.18288889494818755,0.0,0.272546988082171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1615223529336602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11034442514250144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1120170312902236,0.12572424174736535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17901253840967069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17582548823299468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11700590784979376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15580090638248828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10982334107942712,0.0,0.0,0.1312361481735723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1326001682681843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15935108734967102,0.0,0.0,0.16787837660091606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mindless_Party,2018/04/10,"Daily pain and Muslce twitching, does anyone have suggestions To make a long story short I’ve had anxiety for 4-5 years. Got better for a couple years, but the for the past year it’s been back and almost as bad as ever. Mentally, I don’t feel that bad (compared to where I was with panic in past years), I guess, other than the constant stress of my physical symptoms. I’m taking Paxil as well from my doctor as well, which helps me mentally but not really physically. My main concerns now are constantly (at least hourly) pain. Really throughout my body, sometimes arms, legs, feet, face. Sometimes twitching as well. These are symptoms I had in the past, which my old doctor prescribed klonopim for, which helped. I didn’t take it daily, but really when I took it it put me in a good place for a week or so. My new primary care doctor said she prefers antidepressants. Which I get, but I’m taking a moderately high dose already and really don’t want to go higher. I also excercise (walk at least 1 hour/day). I don’t notice much difference from this. I am so tense, I wake up jumpy (rather than groggy). My extremely stressful job, which I am lucky to have an under qualified for (but something I’m interested in and learning more) probably doesn’t help. I’ve offered to show my doctor videos of my leg violently twitching but they aren’t interested. I tried switching doctors due to this, and new doctor is same thing. I don’t drink or smoke and have no history of dependency or abuse. Instead, I’ve bwen taking Advil (probably too much) but I’m really desparate I don’t know what to do. The Advil doesn’t really help I don’t think. 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And then I deleted it after 6 minutes.,1.4680000000000002,3.583901800000003,3.0599999999999987,90.935,81.0,4.0,30.0,3.1291,0.9385,76,4,15,0,2,25,18,20,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,13,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6536602049416962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7567881714691235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brohaaaan,2018/04/10,"Anxiety Ruining My Life Has anyone’s anxiety ever hindered their performance in bed? I feel like with my anxiety, I’m never fully present in the moment and my partner or the person I’m sleeping with can tell. I think the worse part is after everything is done, I start to overthink the experience and wonder if my partner is satisfied or if they’ll leave me or never talk to me again. I feel so (for lack of a better term) crippled when it comes to performance anxiety and I don’t know how to just let go and be in the moment. It’s weird because my body isn’t showing like arousal or stimulation (well I can perform but the moment I start thinking everything goes downhill from there.... literally and mentally) but I do feel something. Communication is probably the best way to ease this problem.. but I just wanted to put pen to paper, so to say, and see if anyone else has had this as well ",4.957758620689654,6.049812649425293,6.2730459770114955,75.91405172413795,69.05747126436782,9.47816091954023,32.31609195402299,9.725611199111238,3.1963540229885066,707,31,130,16,12,239,102,174,0.076,0.8140000000000001,0.11,0.897,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,2,5,11,9,0,0,8,0,16,4,3,2,3,36,31,21,0,6,12,0,3,2,2,1,1,1,1,3,4,9,0,0,7,1,0,3,4,3,2,0,2,5,18,6,18,26,4,20,0,1,1,1,8,3,0,8,15,95,22,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.419647464729441,0.0,0.0,0.19178321208879173,0.14051632604533662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359938390798229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14392016331688315,0.12128934908427542,0.0,0.15233182953190896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1181341261855436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034202334575754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11456302715231435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405114878766213,0.0,0.0,0.24650551091803835,0.134149416102272,0.0,0.0,0.20802659446516847,0.09797297559070182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07793992755203033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07536865916939546,0.0,0.0,0.14521165447224288,0.0,0.1402351307298011,0.09686616840712102,0.13399953437928525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13820505079922718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21154193024600104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850945617912012,0.0,0.0,0.11974551982878047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14786031458708568,0.13122463589167224,0.0,0.13786376433315645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090593795435795,0.0,0.0,0.10928297187305247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372392260362253,0.0,0.0,0.1055772145029596,0.0,0.0,0.19413705764845346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11022808595301938,0.11986656641867527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17574778618454706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08088883431314609,0.10885549553037507,0.0,0.0,0.24661099244064055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487226806615155,0.0,0.0,0.1397575647641542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ObviousPea,2018/04/10,"scared to go to the bank to get a new debit card basically i am a mess in all aspects of my life i've graduated college, but i'm not self sufficient at all !! i need to go to the bank and get a new debit card (mine was lost) and make a deposit. i feel so awkward going, and i'm having my mom go with me because i need guidance, but that just makes me feel worse because i should be an adult but i'll be there with my mom. idk ajhytledkjhy. i've been putting this off for months and i just want to hide and avoid it forever. ahhhh.",1.0302608695652182,2.4870778086956555,3.260217391304348,92.17119565217394,79.6086956521739,6.686956521739131,22.80434782608696,7.554174236665415,0.7369304347826087,408,13,98,6,10,140,70,115,0.157,0.83,0.013,-0.9338,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,3,7,0,7,1,0,2,2,24,23,9,0,4,6,2,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,2,0,5,5,1,5,0,0,3,2,12,0,13,17,2,11,0,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,57,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2272465656531837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18849153724534148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19476502467401516,0.0,0.4237251528779674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13165470287873354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20346969142131074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488371994674945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4366018431327629,0.14877690488868425,0.0,0.0,0.27641570636300383,0.0,0.3600385349863658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18737618334133624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18661164684720424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944482760974252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10993926592559926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1899501236256956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nekrostein,2018/04/10,Tingling and muscle spasms with anxiety. Does anyone else get random tingling spots on your body when you are anxious? Or even when you think you are not anxious? The most common one for me is on the top of my head or on my face and ears. Does this sound normal? I also get muscle spasms througout the day like on my shoulder and upper chest. Can anyone relate to this? 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However I don't necessarily like having my symptoms defined by a diagnosis. Just giving them as some background for me. Does anyone else suffer from what I can best describe it as depersonalization? It literally feels like I am a passenger in my own body. Like I am looking through a pin hole and just going through the motions. Like I don't even exist and my body is just doing what it always does to survive. These feelings are usually quite intense and don't last for more than an hour. They seem to come with or without trigger. These feelings are so scary, surreal and I hate them. Anyone else experience this? 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I guess this is more just me trying to get this off my chest, out of my body. Today I had my first massive anxiety attack at a friends house. I felt weird since waking up, but didn’t know what to contribute it too. Anyways, we were playing a game and halfway through I couldn’t sit in my chair anymore and my heart felt like it was going to explode. My vision changed, I felt like there was a thousand pounds of adrenaline in my body. I felt like crying and vomiting and running away all at the same time. Fucking miserable. I couldn’t describe what was happening to my friend, I just kept saying “somethings wrong somethings really wrong” and he was able to figure it out. He gave me some CBD pills and took me into the sunlight to get out of the house. Eventually, he gave me one of his PRN anxiety meds because I wasn’t chilling out (I know, not a great practice). I have since chilled out, but I still feel like impending doom. I am so amped that this is going to happen again. I feel like my anxiety about my anxiety is going to cause this episode again. God. How do I proceed from here? I’ve never been medicated for my low levels of constant anxiety. I use to see a therapist, but haven’t in years. I just don’t want another attack to happen I would rather just die. Fuck I am sorry I feel this whole post is just anxiety. 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A lot of times I feel like I'm a terrible person for no reason or for a very minor reason (such as I was talking too loudly or interrupted someone). The thing is is that I know that I'm not a bad person and that it's okay to make these little mistakes, but I can't get over the overwhelming guilt that I often have no matter what I tell myself.",10.745490196078427,5.636722294117647,10.730588235294118,68.59431372549021,61.352941176470594,13.215686274509805,37.74509803921568,9.725611199111238,3.4930392156862755,325,8,65,4,3,110,60,85,0.194,0.713,0.093,-0.8063,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,6,1,5,0,0,4,0,16,13,5,0,1,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,9,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,3,7,2,7,12,1,4,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,4,3,46,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361901850084877,0.19956850479662794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262776677680166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2104809977368522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17044763381794106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270829644653687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696670407751973,0.13914625296141367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20352226704844106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10704244156020684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09515651124727724,0.19521425181124985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16558949505088766,0.0,0.0,0.13001284765161006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3401374775570825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6007789031618338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650309849003329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1565515902624777,0.17024065536386554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12939888257980262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11357401510801216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16070856544871484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,changenow1234,2018/04/10,I wish this pain in my chest would GO AWAY Counting down the minutes until tomorrow. Please time stay still...,4.058499999999999,6.817819850000002,3.0599999999999987,90.935,75.5,6.0,25.0,7.1686216300943375,1.094,87,3,16,1,2,25,20,20,0.136,0.6579999999999999,0.206,0.1779,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,10,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34344073946026793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20774715083789028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38896472296175466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012576796315472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3896214012431916,0.2919240113066926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21315171956466786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4203577048775924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25967205921755543,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Throwaway_sadnesss,2018/04/10,"I've been getting anxious over school and college grades recently, despite not suffering from anxiety much in the past. It sucks. School sucks. And even the grades thing kind of just goes back to losing scholarship money. Even when i don't have anything to worry about at the time, I still have that uneasiness in my gut, and it is the worst. Makes my already low motivation and drive to do anything go down even further. This sucks. I've been trying to meditate a bit more but it's pretty hard for me. Hope someone can relate. Just wanted to vent i guess. Thanks for reading.",2.5529498941425537,5.376600752293579,2.944220183486241,88.88791813690901,82.76146788990826,5.922653493295695,23.980945659844746,7.321109707123232,1.2424122794636565,458,17,85,7,13,141,78,109,0.163,0.7090000000000001,0.128,0.4175,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,9,10,3,0,5,0,8,1,1,2,0,13,18,6,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,0,1,1,2,2,2,7,0,0,2,1,6,3,15,16,4,15,0,3,0,0,0,7,3,2,6,57,12,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19736835776927894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13682179536300484,0.20205259742062945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29436099990065256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752665562843794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952607822932682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543914854022119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09344313298159744,0.0,0.10164608834233399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19702636902332016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16021685312238926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776410470542587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18624752280696166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20009037780758496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11938553936738515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13147728415491047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17073510157563135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18195745391759596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890106007542156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17659542480982873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36201688082688777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154127842390233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14283196531384942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16466349972043226,0.0,0.0,0.11882176007499642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10429042434424106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12142921594684325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549193278392116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18163355795037514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sparks88,2018/04/10,"Tough Therapy Session Today Sorry, I just needed to talk about this. I had my third therapy session today. She was talking generally about what anxiety is. She was talking about fear of fear. My response was that this lines up perfectly for me. When I am anxious I often worry about how many days/weeks/years I will have to come back to this moment. So then she asked what it looked like when things went so wrong I thought about it for years. So I told her about the big one for me that came to mind. I haven't ever felt so out of control emotionally that I can remember. Even when having panic attacks, I felt more in control. Sure, panic attacks give tunnel vision, claustrophobia, and inability to breathe, but I am aware of my own emotional state. I went from zero to just barely gripping to awareness of my surroundings in about thirty seconds. It took several hours for me to come down off the adrenaline. I'm terrified of it happening again. I'm going back to therapy, but holy shit I feel shaken to the core.",3.5029610538373426,5.852335252577318,4.488591065292095,82.0780297823597,75.34020618556701,7.61008018327606,26.75715922107675,8.515128840125781,2.1176630011454747,805,31,147,16,18,261,114,194,0.179,0.774,0.048,-0.9693,0,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,3,23,12,3,4,3,0,12,2,2,3,3,24,31,12,0,1,4,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,5,0,2,5,0,0,7,1,9,0,4,12,5,24,3,33,18,2,29,0,0,1,0,10,8,1,1,14,111,37,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08303124632889125,0.12261700662028308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014683459532474,0.2469552090250752,0.0,0.16691799124514353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12413851739333842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18699169289602124,0.0,0.0,0.24346911437952296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441812041737302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168830239661529,0.0981788034774484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442707724962499,0.05488005642747137,0.0,0.20842693531698767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10411950634697772,0.061684626905594675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09597976421163887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10688803245551316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05302616735300197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114455481847562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11004046104843132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10959240419886122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08047952594760814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354813423280725,0.0,0.0,0.25469183280164376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12295235640771646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12261700662028308,0.11141266158875893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12149936595466955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229574774681936,0.0,0.0,0.26171611535014955,0.0,0.0,0.3723678672961385,0.0,0.07210780127423386,0.0,0.0,0.08616702059402713,0.0,0.0,0.2057626000770887,0.103712677081342,0.12058967301386707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2012315623499252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110225572261774,0.0,0.0,0.11866922641723232,0.0,0.13978978211814758 anxiety,Duskulle,2018/04/10,"I feel scared and am shivering. Is this anxiety? I've recently been feeling bursts of profound fear for no particular reason. I would describe it as a feeling that there's a predator nearby, and I'm left terrified for a period of time. As far as I can tell, there's nothing causing my feelings of fear, but they often take place at night. I haven't seen any scary movies as of late, and I don't have any other explanation as to why I would suddenly feel in danger. Yesterday, I felt too afraid to close my eyes when washing my face even though logically I knew there was nothing to be afraid of. I have experienced what I believe to be anxiety before where coming out of the shower, there was a tightness in my chest area and I felt... well anxious. Those episodes have come to pass. These feelings of fear are quite different. I physically feel in danger. Moreover, in the day I sometimes find myself shivering when not cold, and I just have this overwhelming feeling that something isn't quite right. This is separate from the fear... I guess you would call it just general unsettledness. If anyone has any opinions, I'd love to hear them! I'm having a hard time being productive and feel uncomfortable despite the fact that I've tried to stay relaxed these past few days. 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I’ve never done it before and am scared/anxious For those who have done jury duty, how scary/hard was it? This Wednesday I’ve been called to go for jury duty in the (large) city I live in. I’ve never had to go before and have been dreading it since I got the notice.. I have to call for more information tomorrow and even that seems daunting. I feel ashamed to be this scared of something that everyone does, but it’s not helping that every time I mention it people react with dread and tell me that it sucks and say “I hope you don’t get called for a case/chosen” as if it’s something frightening (though I know it’s just a drag to most people, at least I think that’s what they mean). My job isn’t the type of job that is salaried, and I work for a few places, but technically have been paid by one of my jobs in advance but would need to make up the work on my own time if I needed to miss (like for jury duty).. (sorry if this doesn’t make sense) and I don’t know what I should write on the form to explain where it says salaried or no, just because I don’t want to accidentally get it wrong. Basically I’m just freaking out and stressed. Thanks for listening!",6.733946666666667,4.934285127999999,6.883800000000001,82.81556666666667,65.72,9.613333333333333,30.83333333333333,7.793537801064563,1.7908133333333325,942,25,209,8,12,304,132,250,0.166,0.797,0.036000000000000004,-0.9842,3,0,2,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,1,3,7,12,1,5,8,0,22,0,0,4,2,47,46,18,0,9,11,0,1,1,0,2,0,3,0,0,24,10,0,4,8,0,1,3,9,9,0,1,9,4,20,3,31,34,6,20,0,1,0,0,16,10,1,7,8,138,44,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07068009767983048,0.0,0.19732438661328444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4735786163991048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1014658326053182,0.2373076799126043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658177284115443,0.0,0.09769018607348884,0.11079214336879506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862618968972519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12115484279382435,0.0,0.13179048540835994,0.0,0.09273325390962356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1038655652566096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771670102134771,0.0,0.0,0.11516134167840668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3451779467086772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744266627501016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05664575345079401,0.0,0.10238315527690067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547907887116758,0.0,0.0,0.12630006435171065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17194617722666322,0.1788506516940922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13200620884244293,0.0,0.0,0.07856855749695517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607658345282318,0.0,0.12113973582981505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1844111101949375,0.11608298140341668,0.0,0.0,0.10555361890119347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591239733500423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17852303414214726,0.0,0.12979295830450724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13281667626138907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1013426203277188,0.10674824241198544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07429403252666597,0.11391714968624105,0.0,0.13521903175930686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06838843114865217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882131357679686,0.0,0.0,0.08236528537995319,0.1267696323793697,0.0,0.0 anxiety,esto99,2018/04/10,Might go see a therapist. Just need to get this all off my chest right now. My anxiety has been getting worse recently. It’s gotten to the point where I don’t even want to leave the house. Sometimes I just want to hide and wish I didn’t exist because of all the stress and anxiety. I have been isolating myself from the world for the last few years and don’t want to feel this way anymore. I’ve distanced myself from friends and family and have stopped doing activities I used to do. It’s time for change but it’s so hard to face my problems. I think I might talk to my parents about going to see a therapist because I know I am only hurting myself by keeping myself isolated. It’s so hard for me to talk to anyone so I don’t know how I’m going to do this but I am tired and exhausted of feeling this way.,2.823076923076921,4.085766692307693,4.282366863905327,87.51455621301778,74.38461538461539,7.566863905325444,26.01775147928994,8.139509932561175,1.4811443786982252,637,22,137,10,13,212,90,169,0.193,0.753,0.054000000000000006,-0.969,1,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,0,0,0,10,5,0,1,7,0,16,4,2,2,2,29,37,12,0,6,4,1,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,5,0,0,3,4,4,0,0,4,6,20,1,22,31,3,16,0,1,2,0,4,5,0,2,6,93,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20096818166363434,0.0,0.13026610951440698,0.09184452819688776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16014219157043422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13895323492395606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08675690427512893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12382718550467947,0.0,0.13283126097059328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148240141783653,0.0,0.137252229986031,0.0,0.22395148550546745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2353315826506269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1515628292984822,0.14061527108206695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675189079788666,0.0,0.0,0.14437549286723445,0.10706959284083988,0.0,0.13908303806610478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27868790171116953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0973960087674506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09989928431439493,0.0,0.0,0.1458510988108861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12417030723347584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12568633761018735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296944734572036,0.0,0.0,0.11217408048181364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20934143051034754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299107069090957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10981633973291843,0.15046352729977386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2111518821306199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30502010903200005,0.0,0.08416520053013847,0.0,0.0,0.07659253735775075,0.15097005729083138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344614675552835,0.0,0.0,0.2324248324857828,0.20852256085891305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510485736648602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385913665651752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08458652486125727 anxiety,pilotships,2018/04/10,"Anxiety and Non-epileptic seizures Anyone else here suffer from PNES and CD? Psychogenic Non-Epileptic Seizures and Conversion Disorder. I have an issue where my anxiety is sometimes coming forth in the form of muscle contractions, paralysis, and seizures. I was misdiagnosed with epilepsy and even went through surgery to receive a VNS implant for it. Right now I'm having issues where I feel like my legs are stiff like I have a blood clot or like I just crushed them even though I know they're okay. Am I the only one that is going through that? It's been stiff for a few days. Could it be related to anxiety at all? Thank you",4.6272033898305125,6.855568500000004,4.312000000000001,85.16477966101695,71.62711864406779,7.770847457627119,31.29152542372881,8.548686976883017,2.5246549152542377,505,23,93,9,10,153,84,118,0.124,0.7759999999999999,0.1,-0.4098,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,0,8,6,0,0,6,1,11,4,2,0,1,15,18,7,0,1,2,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,2,2,1,0,4,0,1,0,1,3,1,11,5,11,13,3,11,0,1,0,0,4,5,0,1,5,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529544217967824,0.0,0.0,0.13800322293223807,0.2022252694346956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700137355540881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15758106428017465,0.0,0.0,0.12728504368540422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22619907054994545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16487435791380048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26071738048292703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0997944160636248,0.14099864367188286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11216791167628927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119986288778193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10846744884679943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28926985966632485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13374062612402954,0.15010609205217346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16854988467865098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952004828031561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817085260649197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19391155203394314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18296069251333105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marcelino84,2018/04/10,"Wanted to sleep, but end up unable to sleep, anyone experience this? Sometimes i feel the sensation of ""shock"" when i'm just started to sleep, end up awake again, it seems my brain is so stress and tension, i just can't relax my mind although i want to, anyone feeling the same? How you react or do when you just can't sleep. 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I had a minor sore throat Thursday and Friday but thought absolutely nothing of it, and so I went out to a party with a couple friends and shared a water with at least one girl I was with. I think my other two friends didn’t drink from my water which is good because one is slightly immunocompromised. I went to the doctor Sunday after feeling miserable Saturday and Sunday thinking I had strep throat but found out I have the flu later that night. Now I’m feeling super guilty because A. The girl I shared a water with is showing the exact symptoms I started with and B. I definitely was not as careful as I should have been about containing my germs before I was diagnosed and I’m concerned my roommate will get sick. I’m always very anxious about “hurting” people in the sense that I’ll say something that offends them or hurts their feelings, or that I’ll cause them some sort of physical harm like illness. That combined with the anxiety of just being sick, especially with how bad flu season has been, is really freaking me out. I don’t know what I’m looking for by posting this but just kind of needed to get it off my chest. 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But I'm so confused about all the licenses that fall under the ""therapist"" umbrella. Should I find a psychologist, clinical social worker, marriage/ family therapist, or does it not matter?",12.492291666666668,11.8440565625,12.458125000000004,43.74104166666669,53.6875,17.28333333333333,49.45833333333333,15.4700424275458,8.630995833333333,316,18,38,14,3,107,54,64,0.102,0.83,0.069,-0.2652,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,2,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,11,6,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,1,8,4,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,3,2,31,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273675823362555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21604835726464366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774598574375485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18030486628095124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19423388445716974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18831460661979374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21504969321002187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1006595495161178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886129281981155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100293560545651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.235621918054042,0.7176764985819198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13988598561019322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463631784739966,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,godzrilla,2018/04/10,"i have a serious interview anxiety and have an interview coming soon... plz help! I am a college student who has a serious interview anxiety and will have a serious interview for an intern position at the company that I want to work after I graduate. I get nervous very easily and start saying random bulls*** that even I do not understand whenever I get nervous. In addition, I am an inarticulate speaker (says a lot of ""ummm"" and makes vocabulary/grammar mistakes that would not make when I write something) and speaking fluently has been a major challenge ever since I was a child. I took 3 serious job interviews (all either internship or college major related job experience) so far and they all ended up badly. It is probably because I am an inarticulate speaker who lost all of my confidence about my communication skill (I am okay with my friends) after I failed the first interview last year. Long story short, I was extremely nervous and unprepared for the interview, and the interviewer kicked me out of the room because he could not understand what I was saying and he did not want to hear my bull**** anymore. For the second interview, I actually had a panic attack because all the bad memories from the previous interview and communication problems that I had started suffocating me. I had to ask the interviewer to withdraw my job application and hire someone else. I feel like the third interview (it was 3 weeks ago) got a bit better, but it was still very bad compared to the standard interviews and I did not get a job offer. Back to work, what should I do to do well on the job interview that is coming soon? I am currently practicing on it by searching the possible interview questions on Glassdoor and recording my response but feel like this is not helping me. To be honest, I am not so sure the reason why I am not getting a job offer is because I am an inarticulate speaker or because it is obvious that I get nervous too easily.",5.939168457241081,7.622823729050282,7.4470391061452546,66.19554361839279,67.29608938547486,11.429480017189515,37.79157713794585,11.285456440507946,5.151461194671251,1557,86,247,53,26,536,173,358,0.116,0.8,0.083,-0.7649,7,0,1,0,0,0,41.0,0,0,1,8,12,26,1,5,30,1,37,0,0,3,7,57,59,20,0,7,13,0,2,2,1,3,0,8,1,1,16,18,0,0,6,0,0,3,8,17,1,3,14,10,37,9,27,40,9,31,0,2,0,0,34,10,0,5,20,192,53,30,0.0,0.0,0.08821648621906213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013335218239648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13831013573137568,0.0,0.08965162116205842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08451096016096157,0.10284203233723913,0.0,0.06951133171504408,0.2264384300201865,0.2755322766653002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07995066213700124,0.09869240945985573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15574164888868636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07217632947315811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07551685243922422,0.0,0.08006677512389686,0.0,0.0,0.05970775625571757,0.08177116588809415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08842767088490568,0.0,0.0,0.09141700731990544,0.1291622773004787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07689343250359648,0.0,0.0,0.0698421242519844,0.0,0.23614900629611746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07230042235663538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188636130340574,0.0,0.12118522905459435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5382429772076321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07368733595502988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832887290234992,0.0,0.0,0.08000036320089171,0.0,0.0,0.09868130178083404,0.07685408633942888,0.0,0.0,0.12068420905059447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060638721022393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10191140813394856,0.0,0.0,0.09746552474948857,0.08649973478657462,0.0,0.0,0.10126768636889147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929453358546238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21566698986985003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07477907378637333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07659486828142954,0.06959364750343244,0.0,0.0,0.1279699035530178,0.0,0.07219284199905783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0852000866009046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004367318315604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188217312730352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14917745791404993,0.10663946853787916,0.0,0.07251270921369714,0.0,0.08127965186041385,0.0,0.08157113155041706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13162325012664855,0.0,0.0,0.06421693049075057,0.0,0.0,0.058214059746965766 anxiety,dejadentendu,2018/04/10,what to do at therapy? i haven’t ever gone to therapy or been on medication but my parents want to take me to a therapist for my social anxiety and depression. i have no clue what to do there or if i need medicine or if it will interfere with my schedule and honestly it is causing me such anxiety i don’t even want to go so can someone please explain to me what the point is and what happens there?,2.430619621342516,4.089821975903618,4.6728399311531845,82.67951807228917,76.22891566265059,9.080206540447504,31.1342512908778,9.606745405546679,3.105707056798624,316,16,66,9,7,110,52,83,0.136,0.7509999999999999,0.113,-0.4704,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,6,2,0,0,2,0,10,1,0,1,1,17,18,10,0,5,6,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,10,1,11,15,0,7,0,1,0,0,3,3,0,5,2,55,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285427190138366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2205915563762051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849505718511168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183015932084608,0.19423971378340227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203860559098002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1898890724793715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21632248964755227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592229639372009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384373296201007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23571407601694494,0.2029935784936826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2188948535670043,0.18194390566257626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16145367378353706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4911353938181554,0.2493233882739653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253312027801571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,paigenotcasey,2018/04/10,"Fears being proven One of my worst triggers is being ignored/not cared about/ etc. My coworkers at my retail job don't remember anything about me, I've worked there for 2 years. They don't even write my birthday on the birthday calender. It's like I don't exist. And I wish it was just the anxiety, but it's proven to me over and over again. Problem is this makes my anxiety worse about other things. Boyfriend doesn't text back for a few hours? Clearly he hates you, your coworkers already do! Anyone relate to this or have a good method for controlling it? I will say I'm better about it than I used to be",2.7238152011922487,4.76172142622951,3.4370938897168415,90.17444858420272,76.54098360655738,6.731445603576751,24.205663189269746,7.686295010490155,1.1371049180327866,482,16,99,7,11,152,84,122,0.16699999999999998,0.718,0.115,-0.6986,1,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,2,1,3,9,8,1,1,4,0,13,0,0,4,1,14,19,4,0,2,3,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,9,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,1,1,14,4,16,14,3,8,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,5,69,23,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2279191781701821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160011210242621,0.0,0.0,0.1444157658685368,0.0,0.1699626980256322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1588145267133908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826655633611179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105786640609474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316492780740755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303438183160007,0.1364160176033289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324120176292559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17323378827906652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20391294206917407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20339775429979934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049565194934881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090375050373224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378653312291668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13995510060604166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976284168641606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339666341000944,0.0,0.0,0.1642468457003587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721428404793215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17838201676438267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375078393608653,0.0,0.0,0.150361701161437,0.0,0.2104792753392049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13300332648897462 anxiety,iei3u3i3292ne8djdi,2018/04/10,"I have no life So i suffer from mental illness ocd which i currently in therapy for which causes me lot of anxiety which harm my ability to do stuff because i get a obsessive bad thought in my head and just obsess that it will happen for example get cancer, have heart attack while playing sport stuff like this. I have got to the point now im just done and fed up with everything i get up everyday just stay in bed, watch tv,video games,youtube and reddit that is it i am so bored, depressed and feel trapped with my current situation, im trying mt best to get out of this but it like im running in quick sand and getting nowhere. I have dreams to play pro football/soccer i've been tols by coaches in the past im good enough and its something i want to do yet i have 2 issues with 1 is im scared i am going to have a heart attack while playing football which i mentioned earlier and i've told my therapist about and 2 is that when i go to a trial or join a new team i cant do it like i cant get out the car im frozen scared, last year i trained for 3 months for a trial travelled good few hours in car to get to it and freeze in the car and couldnt get out to even have a go. So iv gone on longer than i thought i would thank you for reading and would appreciate your thoughts!",2.067163636363638,3.3631588981818186,3.487909090909092,92.31986363636364,76.38181818181819,6.745454545454546,24.863636363636363,7.348242739294969,0.8923454545454543,1007,34,233,12,22,331,147,275,0.145,0.715,0.14,0.2614,2,1,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,0,2,12,21,2,4,10,0,23,8,3,1,0,32,45,19,0,4,5,0,3,3,0,3,4,0,1,0,17,17,1,0,4,9,0,9,4,11,0,0,9,4,25,10,37,32,4,39,0,2,1,0,5,14,0,2,18,143,42,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878510613789267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20458370812367999,0.0,0.0,0.0750756809941345,0.054811650048980455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436076269892098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09236797981099787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744408248175015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09201476746838826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0929067403336734,0.0,0.059388335201717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08081024744426703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04546397498677128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758170722986624,0.0,0.1533031405540133,0.150833699258047,0.0719136337957835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951197362781595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09227923657576048,0.0,0.0,0.2131005845797416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885486486400567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5827449729640912,0.09384841405326258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07329312776511826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06350997191750557,0.1317845044146745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644293685396415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09061366872926803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07176968877562231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0868409435676055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08583451234640901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499920426731815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993982554329734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18004218902323518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106878159396522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06922133948800334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09583795204367672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20586345509007806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827821055501902,0.1028262026115233,0.10439881776446527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21414857367076995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591810693323071,0.0,0.061046717629924724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053034487480460836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774677304156293,0.0,0.0,0.057902629582978524 anxiety,PepperThePenguin,2018/04/10,"Emetophobia +school anxiety I’ve been having a rough time lately so I thought it might help me to just kinda speak my mind or something. Also, I’m writing this on mobile so my apologies if the format is wonky. This is kinda a rant I guess, so sorry if it’s not allowed. Basic info (kinda irrelevant but whatever) - I’m a 17 y/o female in junior year of high school (11th grade). I also have (and am taking medication for) panic disorder. I have really bad emetophobia (fear of vomit) Today was the first day back from spring break, and I had a panic attack on the way to school so didn’t even end up going to school. Two things caused this panic - the fact that I had to go to school in the first place and that I had a stomachache. For some reason, whenever I don’t go to school it makes it extremely hard for me to go to school when I have to go back. Part of my stomachache was caused by insomnia last night due to my anxiety of school. When I don’t get much sleep it makes my stomach hurt. Then it hurts worse because it hurts in the first place, giving me anxiety. But I think my school anxiety was causing me to get stomachache, which then causes my emetophobia to cause me to have more anxiety, which causes my stomachache to get worse, and so on. Being at school gives me anxiety because I’m always afraid of other people vomiting and that giving me a panic attack and that scares me. I almost lost a friend when I was about nine due to emetophobia, which I’m pretty sure made me super insecure about it and therefore also makes me have anxiety about my emetophobia and it’s just a downward spiral of anxiety triggers. So yeah, I don’t know how I’m going to go to school tomorrow. People are so nosy and always ask where I was, so I have to make up an excuse like “I was sick” but nobody believes that. It’s just a fun time. Oh- I also have a fear of failure. And by failure, I mean getting anything below an A in my classes. So that also makes all of this worse, because I’m missing class time. I’m trying to ~~conceive~~ *convince* my mom to let me do online school so that I can still succeed in school, because I don’t mind doing school work, it’s the physical act of going to school. And no, I’m not just lazy. If I was just lazy, this would be an issue from the start, but it’s just shown up within the past year. I’m pretty sure this is because I’ve been struggling to get A’s in my classes. So yeah. Anyways, I hope anyone who reads this has a wonderful day/night/whatever time it is for you. <3 Edit: noticed a silly typo while re-reading after posting ",2.1861812220089583,4.180137980806148,3.931032869481768,86.2114949216251,78.02111324376199,6.491378758797188,22.56242002559181,7.492282038375204,0.9751909468969928,2012,61,402,28,48,675,217,521,0.199,0.6859999999999999,0.115,-0.9938,1,0,1,0,0,0,70.0,0,1,0,7,35,28,2,10,26,2,40,7,2,17,4,66,83,42,0,5,16,1,2,1,1,2,5,1,0,0,33,11,0,0,7,1,0,9,8,18,0,5,16,3,47,10,58,62,5,63,0,5,0,0,13,20,0,13,32,271,80,24,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392444281188495,0.0,0.0,0.17539404977933135,0.07299835732136199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26845272702238304,0.0,0.0,0.030671415062367827,0.0,0.03609714233700422,0.0,0.04100783648017112,0.09980549830084873,0.0,0.06745892648859537,0.036625427413630215,0.13369842828645642,0.0,0.0,0.04942081311975685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703685157521784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05657856857478742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05027306922364995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03885135390157465,0.0,0.0,0.02897240666144292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09872059903318756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11193459288005377,0.0,0.0,0.03388997599007496,0.0,0.11458821218812075,0.1262378621794126,0.19943583940162046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04832222263940028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03929440757367779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029401772547713194,0.04634576143922225,0.0,0.04356782428770263,0.0,0.0,0.1408751101933884,0.0,0.0,0.0457836443343168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02410704673158159,0.035755814603786136,0.04948160989476594,0.0,0.0,0.04485491565286506,0.0,0.021430214315152147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04788380914583632,0.0,0.0,0.04150610622248983,0.14640107925231194,0.0,0.0,0.0477818244473669,0.0,0.044189354154969815,0.0,0.04653381357635032,0.0885822538770159,0.05137413632284092,0.0,0.0,0.03224580866231819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08232862751552224,0.0,0.0,0.049940572312832936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058644187848936,0.0,0.04750150048636634,0.04187408838520376,0.060820910282128174,0.0,0.0916591392210518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201052699389365,0.08925291211212233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877537042198248,0.0,0.02810103045468967,0.04510050681073259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391649891245592,0.6659055486299237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04389666038804641,0.0,0.0,0.03376940590242792,0.0,0.04910325564791669,0.031047859764522838,0.0,0.03503063098676913,0.0,0.0,0.04585720290086805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08268445211773251,0.0,0.032981007116115214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029141944670714525,0.02810690903363771,0.0,0.03482389564260276,0.10231209414864594,0.0,0.041578873580850224,0.0,0.0,0.02978144314894553,0.0,0.042849713214472784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034817980665441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04756970141521489,0.031934229050894096,0.0,0.13410649129192398,0.03116042439711468,0.0,0.0,0.056495219990488885 anxiety,cici-is-not-ok,2018/04/10,"How To Manage Your Long Term To-Do List I'm trying to get back on track with my life after some really disruptive anxiety and depression. I'm still in the thick of it and trying to get out. One thing I'm sure a lot of you have had to deal with is the fact that everything gets put on the back burner. You neglect relationships, put off making that phone call, disregard important meetings, etc. One of the things that I've done is to write down all of those things in a to-do list. These are not daily errands, but more long term larger tasks. Everything from filing taxes to going for a dental check up. They've been swirling around my head for however long, so it makes sense to me to put them down on paper. It's daunting to look at, but it does help to have record of everything so I don't have to worry about what I'm forgetting. So, for a few weeks, this helped. I managed to tick off the really easy things. I was motivated by a drive to not do the harder stuff. But now there's only harder stuff left. I tried thinking about rewards I could give myself for completing them, but I'd rather reward myself with not having the anxiety associated with doing them. Exposure to the previous anxiety related tasks did nothing to make me feel capable to deal with the other things. Anybody got any tips for what I can try next?",4.2773263958375045,5.5140453498098925,5.197774664798882,82.45142285371223,70.787072243346,8.882849709825896,25.24894936962177,9.276330184999452,1.9389057034220536,1049,30,209,22,19,343,152,263,0.053,0.8340000000000001,0.114,0.966,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,3,3,3,13,5,0,0,14,0,17,2,1,5,3,34,33,10,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,20,9,0,2,3,0,2,5,4,2,0,2,6,3,18,3,49,26,8,32,0,2,1,0,16,15,0,2,12,145,38,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081507882352295,0.0,0.2389879840656308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09270184549965788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601461136447737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633303935881107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091831158597516,0.0,0.0,0.08314298098657626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21471633917315636,0.08969095292723557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112886433962923,0.10656582030734947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613757276743818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2807683118178851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05265356770653765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16321804517182134,0.0998953688077406,0.05918207616128525,0.0,0.08328592885226617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687211209233666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959841500234665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11314251547309866,0.0,0.07355332672454844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2764674537379144,0.08744681220507193,0.0,0.0,0.08853148789779032,0.0,0.0,0.2085319031540354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074829704035824,0.0,0.0,0.09991992885889447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14112855990352585,0.07919903330055926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31405201635065433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13342254467962208,0.0,0.0,0.11180155737393152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08316200246684466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2384183383446161,0.0,0.0,0.0981456002545554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3459119071406329,0.06672522796616454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2828021510151195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0835304711038495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057537110907921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AgentOfAngst,2018/04/11,"Living with Anxiety without Medication I've been dealing with anxiety for many years now, on and off medication. I feel like I've come a long way, and I've gone the past year without medication. 100mg of Zoloft was my previous daily dose. Now, I've just moved to a different state and made many other changes in my life. This has brought the anxiety back in the form of a dull, underlying feeling of unworthiness and my head is always filled with non-stop thoughts. I wonder if I should jump back on medication, or if I should try to push through. Is there any reason not to? That's the point my dad tries to make to me. But if I can go without it, I'd prefer it. I have a variety of other conditions that I take medication for, so any that I can tick off always feels like a victory to me. I'm conflicted. I don't want to go to a pill the minute I have a problem, especially when there's another logical reason I'm feeling this way. But then again, maybe there's no harm and I might as well? I know I'm not the only one who goes through this, the constant desire to live without a pill, but is there a reason to keep resisting and trying to live without it? Or should I jump back in? Was it unwise to ever stop? I hope I'm not alone in my frustration and yearning to not rely on a pill to be normal... But maybe that is what I'll always need and I just have to accept it. Any help or alternate views would be greatly appreciated. I know it's an odd question... I feel like jumping back on a pill means I haven't come as far as I had thought, which is why it's hard. Thanks.",2.7977064220183467,4.018079877675845,4.5589064220183495,85.67439633027527,74.38226299694189,8.045455657492354,26.229847094801226,8.608573733854374,1.6785203425076456,1228,43,270,23,25,417,156,327,0.077,0.805,0.118,0.9413,1,1,0,0,0,0,39.0,0,0,0,0,18,13,1,0,19,0,24,13,1,5,1,70,53,24,0,15,21,1,6,3,0,5,12,0,0,0,19,13,0,3,18,0,0,12,12,5,1,1,9,7,26,8,45,37,1,44,0,2,1,0,5,13,0,10,19,176,45,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.081617235336309,0.0,0.0,0.19671386086585899,0.0,0.0,0.16076837993762885,0.0826329231406159,0.18085466005783604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24238181727877395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336424156990849,0.13576543188088094,0.0,0.08515918823542454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08124352084446235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233346530633945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128277972795195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992284910395959,0.16889289877383076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08957232144965797,0.0,0.0,0.08688174928288346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07059295494578477,0.0,0.08087569581244956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0528206972174149,0.0,0.0,0.07827020807632445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07004466526846295,0.0,0.0,0.0866172958891202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055661634842854864,0.11549904276771265,0.0,0.20875627403018265,0.06973910921130233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456630262322447,0.052602318904004915,0.15978988678303388,0.15833853127148487,0.08584071853267708,0.0,0.39693397604939934,0.0,0.08359864947935612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08375623956732348,0.0,0.0584322085576352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721124260822529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05339966740502485,0.059934035179561015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522738774544216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07449530407612429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07540483829906383,0.0,0.0,0.08827857720497594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307108124883614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317674378553074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05925084237620984,0.0,0.0,0.07255218655493195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12512323498073186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16050834235065106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046480673618463635,0.12510198230168318,0.0,0.0,0.0708543097925192,0.0,0.07110840281310918,0.0,0.0,0.3798214863887467,0.08545963652695927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05598013995840392,0.0,0.0,0.10149445597221167 anxiety,LePatagonia,2018/04/11,"Heart Palpitations as a Result of Anxiety Has anybody experienced this? I was recently medicated for it and was wondering how common it is. I have a past of depression and anxiety, but haven't experienced symptoms in quite a while. Just want to know other people's experiences :)",5.193673469387754,8.299398571428577,7.497306122448977,58.76555102040818,73.48979591836735,12.083265306122449,34.289795918367346,11.20814326018867,5.686621224489795,226,12,33,10,5,80,39,49,0.103,0.777,0.12,0.4206,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,2,0,9,9,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,6,7,0,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4265966628178156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014927792269897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727417560598591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304058223156669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15323346944772706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2808841798505989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661674785248393,0.19330030760860414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965618857379486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2753034291535733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28980317651303583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16445664362328005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30237094031499395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Carolus_Rexx,2018/04/11,"The world has gone fucking insane! For the past 4 years I have been struggling with the fear of nuclear war and now everything is just becoming too much, I have to get this off my chest: Mike pompeo has just announced that the US will be even harsher on an already weakened and cornered Russia. John Bolton is to me incapable of comprehending the concept of diplomacy. All ""rules"" and agreements that prevented nuclear war in the cold war are thrown out the window. Putin is extremely hardline but I have been told that he is very soft compared to a lot of other Russian politicians, who can be potential successors to putin. Russia is in a state of disrepair and will soon have nothing left to lose. The US an Russia seem to completely disregard the fact that their insane actions can easily cause nuclear war. Please, someone tell me that todays situation will settle and become just like the cold war, a time where everything is stable and a time where leaders think about the consequences of their action. Please, someone who is an expert on geopolitics, tell me that nuclear war will never happen in my lifetime!! Sorry for this rant but i am going insane from the nuclear war anxiety. 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Used to be on SSRIs but they didn't really help with the anxiety, was prescribed Xanax for a month too along the way which helped with panic attacks I had at the time but due to the addictive nature I wasn't prescribed any more, which I understand. Right now, it seems to be at a critical point. I keep thinking really crazy things that I know are completely irrational but somehow manage to convince myself that they are real/true. For example: walking by random people on the street and they put their hand into their pocket and I think they are going to pull a gun out and shoot me when in reality it's just a phone they are taking out Feeling like my housemate has a problem with me and start feeling like he is going to break into my room at night and kill me Fears that I will drop dead or my parents or boyfriend will die. Dreams about these things that sometimes wake me up at night Fear of being robbed on the street, so I walk on the other side of the street if I see someone I perceive to be dodgy, etc., when they are really just a normal human Total fear of walking anywhere in the dark, regardless of the time to the point of me getting a taxi for a silly and rather short distance Social anxiety to the point where I need to fill silences or over-elaborate on things when I know in the moment that I need to stop talking but I can't, or say something silly, etc. I've been going to counselling for the last couple of months, I can see an improvement in other parts of my life and anxiety around other things which I'm happy with, so they're not issues here. Can't seem to shake these irrational fears though. What can I do to help myself? I'm a paranoid mess at times and I hate it. 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Honestly. My anxiety almost made me burst into tears while they had me sit in the chair. I was rambling on with them about it and the dentist even asked me if we could reschedule for another time to help with the anxiety. Of course, I said no, so here comes the hard part: the injections for the anesthesia. The numbing gel kinda helped. The shots just felt like one pinch and, from there on out, I felt nothing. The drilling and the other instruments is mildly annoying, unless you decide to space out. Listening to music helps a lot. I'm just shedding some light on those of you who had severe anxiety, like me, and put off going to the dentist for a long time because of it. It's not bad. Have them prescribe you some Triazolam to take an hour before the appointment. It helped a bit, almost like a weed high, but it wasnt enough to kill my anxiety. You might need more, so just ask. Anybody else have positive dental visits? 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I’m not a citizen of either country but I’m literally having panic attacks over the idea of this reaching me. I’m confused as to whether major media outlets such as Newsweek exaggerate and fear monger. Is this true? I just want to know me and my family will be safe. ,4.085855855855858,5.955290918918923,5.803783783783783,75.41936936936938,72.24324324324324,8.717117117117118,31.25225225225225,9.2995712137729,3.129295495495496,304,14,53,7,6,104,56,74,0.241,0.624,0.136,-0.8564,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,4,7,2,3,3,0,5,0,0,0,1,15,12,6,1,1,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,2,11,10,3,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,37,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.345384948698682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2728530382389269,0.0,0.28620384477477395,0.3416305675845785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586166873042152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427235951610759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16684874561852134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22317842524087825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3562051837393602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3651893157943341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906913415242448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3083170731341011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RetroRN,2018/04/11,"Hate confrontation, but always around it due to my occupation I am a nurse and am constantly put in confrontational situations at work. Whether it be with a patient, a doctor, or another member of ancillary staff. I hate how my anxiety gets in the way from standing up for myself. Today, I had a patient that requested not to let me take care of her because I looked ""too young"". It made me feel so incompetent, even though I know I'm not. Sometimes I feel like a push-over. Sometimes I wish I had a little bit more strength to be more aggressive, and stick up for myself. I wish I could have said, ""I am old enough to be your nurse today, and I will be taking care of you"". Instead, I didn't. I just walked away and got someone else. I hate confrontation so much, that I'm willing to get walked over to avoid it. Does anyone else ever feel this way? 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I wanted to work in marketing but have been rejected by every graduate scheme/job I've applied to. Now I just feel incredibly lost. I have a part-time retail job but I hate it and it makes me miserable, to the extent where I dread spending my weekends there. When I was at university I worked as an admin assistant for around a year. I've tried applying to admin jobs but they all need like 5 years experience and a bunch of random qualifications for stuff I already know how to do. I'm just sick of staring at job boards, filling out applications, waiting for an email or call for another interview I'll probably mess up. I just don't know what to do and I feel like everything that I do is wrong. I feel like an outcast to all the ""workers"" even though I'm trying my best to get a job.",3.8742857142857146,5.430081104972373,5.554905288082086,78.26388121546964,72.20441988950276,9.370323599052881,29.503157063930544,9.784248007369934,2.902182004735596,724,30,142,19,14,247,113,181,0.193,0.726,0.081,-0.9696,6,1,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,5,12,11,1,2,11,0,9,2,0,2,2,27,24,12,0,2,7,0,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,5,1,2,1,1,7,0,1,3,4,17,4,27,21,5,16,0,3,1,0,4,8,0,2,10,92,22,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10433080561658084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988096437302607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12341499480449693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10477479770286066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235151678219788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12018123941222796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773739825008731,0.0,0.09916433921778953,0.0,0.10577798429482607,0.11512971679034248,0.0,0.0,0.17853259150509745,0.16816474138456727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1229830795863862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11620088215792887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7007734220542854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293657868540419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17250162793884408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12847958351540226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07856329738202543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08727042976906696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274537909099427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268966845891013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13473428190165604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11563616907958535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598163337678771,0.0,0.1149723341930202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06942041834064848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17136884143232767,0.1195264627812119,0.0,0.0,0.1286825968201714,0.0,0.22737797382250005 anxiety,BearDown420,2018/04/11,I just signed an offer letter and am freaking out thinking i did not get the job for some reason Can someone talk me down so I don't go manic? I signed an offer letter for my first job out of college and am freaking out because I have to turn other offers down but I haven't received a response from my submitted offer letter so I feel like I'm in limbo and I'm drowning in uncertainty. ,2.2653439153439163,4.00022251851852,4.364832451499119,84.37888888888891,76.90123456790123,5.616225749559083,25.151675485008816,6.18269132825596,0.9170268077601408,308,11,59,2,7,106,52,81,0.091,0.86,0.049,-0.3032,2,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,4,0,7,0,0,1,0,15,14,6,1,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,1,1,10,1,12,13,1,10,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,1,2,44,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18679822727034867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549413295276324,0.21891522766349955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26065107605981136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16009817899248868,0.0,0.17415248318484955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6081733581267121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14970729631604746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3150633417764924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25963901191795985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24629859801468726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19634938304148813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333102435739768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,filthysusan,2018/04/11,"I'm know we're not allowed to ask where to find it, but I really really want to try MDMA for treatment resistant Anxiety. Can I ask where I could find someone that can point me to a person or website that can tell where I may or May not find some? I'm old and never met a drug dealer and wouldn't know where to find one. Most sites have a policy against asking where to get drugs and the best advice I've found is go to raves and make friends, except my anxiety and depression precludes bringing or making any friends. Please help! PM me if you have to to avoid getting banned.",6.6446045197740125,5.466723347457627,6.780000000000001,81.48180790960453,65.52542372881356,10.239548022598873,31.53107344632768,9.2995712137729,2.4396225988700566,457,14,96,7,6,147,76,118,0.119,0.708,0.173,0.85,1,1,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,5,5,0,1,4,0,10,2,0,3,1,33,26,10,0,4,8,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,0,1,3,5,0,2,7,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,0,8,3,12,20,3,11,0,1,0,0,10,7,0,8,2,59,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786122290726394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593887576190308,0.0,0.2158508130638796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39567077352121793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480541972927884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264047510592863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12151153868368555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32721478520610103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5157763099192583,0.0,0.0,0.15468635432148506,0.21799529334825832,0.0,0.14741639791965278,0.0,0.08017871259197121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945625932779442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15506717164834666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883432801926796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880918265559192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480391690833923,0.0,0.09559909838399502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12318514938467988,0.0,0.1548628900119254,0.13336569775805174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807582389303683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953617504343753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12330967297671082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09578369777379266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08321232520987082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nannersnjammies,2018/04/11,"Anyone else start relationships really well, but then they go downhill as you get more anxious about it? Lately I've been seeing someone and it started off really well; we had a lot of fun and a lot to talk about when we first started. I feel like I was stress/anxiety free at first bc it was new and no emotions were really riding on it. Now, about a month later, I'm more invested and therefore more anxious. Things have been going downhill, at least in my mind. I can't think of things to say and we don't really have fun together anymore. I try to remember that it's a 50/50 thing so it's not always up to me to be entertaining, but I get the feeling that my anxiety brings him down. Does anyone else get this? Any advice or insight? Maybe he's just not my type? But this keeps happening to me, these people can't all be ""not my type,"" right? I'm at a loss and it's driving my anxiety through the roof. 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I've had problems with anxiety in the past, but most of my previous mental health problems have been heavily depression-based (with a lot of social anxiety mixed in). And now for the last 3 days straight my anxiety has been absolutely unbearable. After my first panic attack on Monday, I started to fear future panic attacks; after my most recent one earlier today, I'm starting to fear for my own life. I don't know what to do.",6.332201257861633,6.154788886792453,7.775471698113207,70.78257861635221,65.79245283018868,10.840251572327047,34.647798742138356,10.504223727775694,3.7931119496855352,426,18,75,10,6,148,67,106,0.3720000000000001,0.61,0.019,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,1,2,12,4,6,5,0,9,2,0,0,0,12,13,5,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,12,0,2,4,0,8,0,16,9,4,23,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,4,16,51,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3424033426553597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5091955907863821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14432850966008215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25183028291669785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517946092038676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11894119083853714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11822523697719375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06149561953791791,0.1824218450003812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0790361020629522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09513075784428746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11276577447219648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582424725875657,0.0,0.0,0.5251476929111111,0.0,0.0,0.10681826921835873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141404762066649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22096941350646168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11406481594900482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15840242836916438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060651940908815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,i1i1dontknow,2018/04/11,"I have to send an email! Will someone reassure me? It's for a job reference and the person who's calling them already has their information (it's a recruiting agency, I just haven't used them in a few years) and said they're calling them, but I haven't talked to the references in years. What if they say no or don't see my email and the person calls them first?! What if my email is awkward? I need to send it soon, please someone reassure me it'll be alright.",3.3528721804511257,4.486300768421053,4.359699248120304,87.97789473684212,72.89473684210526,7.954887218045112,27.25563909774436,8.418075326091056,1.6718270676691729,363,13,79,6,7,118,58,95,0.052000000000000005,0.8220000000000001,0.126,0.77,1,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,6,1,2,4,0,1,7,1,9,0,0,1,0,13,13,7,0,3,5,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,4,1,0,1,1,3,14,3,6,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,23,2,0,3,4,54,21,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21978775529982264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6101209280453251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1694129040876061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1976443303946216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768116294474934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3478130781311124,0.0,0.21862756481759188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945516545403826,0.15838704676533852,0.0,0.0,0.158711770130654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33751020474102833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16008436026099193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17201792041047387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565163915657323 anxiety,iama10rightnow,2018/04/11,Does watching porn really make you more anxious? I know it’s the common theory but there is no evidence to actually prove it. 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First time poser here. I am a healthy 28 y/o Male who recently just had a Septoplasty/Turbinate reduction 15 days ago. I am a very active guy and usually very ""chill"" and outgoing. For those of you who don't know what that is, it's for a deviated septum and you have splints up your nose for a week with a ton of congestion and basically can't do anything while recovering but sit at home (I live by myself with family close by). Due to the surgery, I was instructed to not be super active for 2-3 weeks (I am a runner and take boxing classes). So far my nose and breathing feels fine and is healing normally, but the past few days I have been experiencing super anxiety/restlessness/antsy behavior that I have never experienced before in my life. Let me explain a bit. 8 days ago I got the ""splints"" removed from my nose and had a minor complication the day after where my nose bled for 5-6 hours and I went to the ER and they packed it with the most painful ""rhino rocket"" thing up my nose that was the most pain I have experienced in my life. I immediately saw my ENT 6 hours later and she took it out and was pissed they didn't contact her (it was 3am). She said everything looks fine and is healing correctly and gave me the number to call if anything like that happens so she can be contacted. I got relief that day and was able to take a nap/sleep but the next day I got a migraine I tried to wait out that kept me up all night but ended up taking my imitrex to relieve it. A few days later I got oral thrush (didn't know until the end of the day on Sunday when my Uncle told me what it was an not super serious) with a swollen uvula where I felt as if there was ""something stuck in my throat"" and driving me crazy. On Sunday I think everything just hit me at once: not being able to workout, being cooped up in my house, the whole trauma of the bloody nose incident, the swollen uvula driving me nuts and not healing as fast as I wanted to, living alone with my dog, etc. I started pacing and my mind was racing to the point where I was like do I need to go to the ER for anxiety or do I need to call my doctor? I have no history of anxiety/depression and have never felt this way before. I am not even close to suicidal thoughts or any self-harm. I was able to sit with my Dad and talk for a few hours while watching the Red Sox then have Sunday dinner at my grandma's with my whole family and that helped a lot and by the end of Sunday/Monday I was feeling better (though the oral thrush is still annoying). Today I had some restlessness/anxiety at work that started resurfacing again like on Sunday but talked to a co-worker who used to struggle big time with it for a bit. I keep thinking about future plans on the weekend and how I have no plans and am I going to be bored, restless, etc. then my mind just spins and gets crazy. Is this normal after surgery? Any thoughts/recommendations/words of encouragement?",5.3788308457711445,5.445143396351575,6.167043946932008,80.68151119402988,67.77280265339967,9.419734660033168,29.851160862354888,9.225670689056813,2.315815588723052,2360,79,484,41,36,778,274,603,0.118,0.81,0.07200000000000001,-0.9878,0,1,1,0,1,0,70.0,0,3,2,8,17,22,2,2,38,0,47,22,9,2,5,86,88,47,1,8,17,1,4,3,0,0,12,1,1,2,24,37,1,3,10,3,0,8,13,9,2,1,32,18,65,13,71,49,16,90,0,0,4,0,28,27,1,8,55,323,89,4,0.2149992640819177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12705591686355686,0.0,0.0,0.07422479906779918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09747124814307838,0.0,0.10964923236253528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795071680992605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12196569219311106,0.0,0.0,0.06338312578352788,0.1564823413708403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1463588579909566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3697513036999914,0.0,0.061726183704082636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335361902890493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19042553281409544,0.0,0.15985400796008928,0.04733499540658485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12881831688283374,0.0,0.13512144782129212,0.0,0.0724733919499292,0.0,0.13762200660374374,0.0,0.0,0.060959421398551414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03744274723847419,0.0,0.08145935762515928,0.0,0.2292727360571523,0.0,0.0,0.07096102452574847,0.06337437972722207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04803649157470938,0.0,0.07188726394755,0.0,0.2117309668169583,0.08269342813225912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06370040817849187,0.0,0.0,0.07877198188194354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328377138985583,0.10124022566978927,0.10503778039811644,0.0,0.12656552610229968,0.0,0.06018174429349386,0.0,0.0,0.060928228625335076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472531154802773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15941923007095868,0.11054712449611843,0.0,0.0762180521548637,0.06725408163043499,0.1404357534228086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632239981011295,0.0,0.0,0.1525162503722467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06841370841333594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0677479328203251,0.0,0.06863662123487285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076194519213727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817117815932598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476370734487726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07171817799305695,0.0,0.0,0.05517231246798038,0.0,0.0,0.10145172380821373,0.0,0.05723289667389694,0.0,0.0,0.07492130405445971,0.0,0.0783914330376667,0.0813262056745369,0.0,0.0,0.16165268960104806,0.11520550962777867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047611985888731896,0.09184189808926828,0.07041189511653219,0.05689513334339954,0.0835785332429653,0.0,0.06793138771518605,0.06848033680710687,0.07962403108128936,0.04865679579642477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0618967779041319,0.07893043817299802,0.11826460627468935,0.04227071213145602,0.0568854694787419,0.17245944109082278,0.0,0.0,0.06643549059646396,0.0,0.16002600018739813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043480165870085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,boomsticktron,2018/04/11,"I get super intense fear of the future im having an anxiety attack right now so my text will be a little wierd. i dont know how to start i just want someone to hear me, i have ADHD and i have Aspberger, and i am making a feature film that is coming out this year. and i sett goals for my future. but as i have gotten older i get these super intense fear of the future, like something is coming to an end, i feel my diagnose will kill my film dreams. how do you guys handle the fear of a things coming to an end or the fear of the future, 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anxiety,helebellsmoody,2018/04/11,"Struggling in my first job.. advice please! I (23,F) started working in my first job after Uni 7 months ago. It really is an amazing job, and I am so lucky to be able to work where I work, with these incredible people, and to make a difference. However, my anxiety is starting to become debilitating. I have had anxiety since I was in school, which was only bought on by settings in which I couldn't leave - so meetings, lectures, classrooms etc. The problem is that my job is built around meetings. I rarely have one day without a meeting. This is making my anxiety more and more prominent to the point I am having panic attacks daily, and anxiety leading up to these meetings. I then leave work absolutely knackered, drained from adrenaline rushes all day. Today I had a very casual 20 minute meeting in which I thought my legs were so weak I couldn't stand anymore, I was sweating in a heavily air conditioned room, I couldn't concentrate and my heart was racing. This has become a norm for me. I used to get this in lectures at uni, and after 3 years of persistance, I managed to get over the anxiety of this setting. I cannot give up another 3 years of my life trying conquer panic attacks at work because at Uni I could skip a day, but at work I cannot. It is getting to the point where I feel anxious outside of work, and I have never had this before. I am in the process of arranging to see a therapist, and have back-up anti-anxiety medication. I need advice for what to do in the meantime, because I feel like I want to just quit until I see a therapist and get my life back on track, but I can't do this as I have 3 more months on my contract. tldr; Started a job which involves a lot of meetings and this is the main scenario which causes my panic attacks making each day almost impossible - seeking help. 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Exactly as the title states. I need all you've got to help my friend. How do I ease her fears and overthinking? How do I make her happy? Dos and donts? Thank you! She's not seeing a therapist as all the ones near her are shit. She's on medication tho.",0.7025089605734821,3.2339996451612905,2.7031182795698925,87.95245519713266,92.87096774193549,7.27168458781362,21.405017921146953,8.167268648758528,1.7071448028673846,246,9,50,7,9,82,46,62,0.157,0.597,0.246,0.7752,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,0,4,7,1,1,3,0,4,2,1,4,3,13,10,9,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,1,10,4,7,9,2,3,0,1,1,0,8,2,1,0,0,35,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18856440387127468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21230173312888687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2824992372872109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2888847943727943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27737011447763843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19043779336977945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1971408092288874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2623935064894438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16521725146062205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16453418844515869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24831304389748346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18276943325699635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702820565308238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19642085489837785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.253018749507634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20885043024088587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27971426998099874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22693515007431786,0.0,0.2861942350885983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tamz13,2018/04/11,"Heart skips a beat For two nights in a row I have been feeling very anxious and I noticed that my heart skips a beat very often when I’m feeling like that, which causes me to panic even more (like now). Anyone out there who experiences something similar? I have an appointment with the doctor but it will be in 2 weeks... 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All for no reason. I have anxiety, and occasionally, I have panic attacks, but usually something external triggers it. I'm experiencing symptoms of a panic attack, but nothing has happened. I'm trying to figure out what's going on. Has anybody else had something like this happen before? 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I dont think there has been a single day of my life without some kind of annoying tick. lastly I have heart anxiety. I keep thinking that I will get heart attack since last night I woke up at 3am because of a bad dream and went to toilet, I came back and got palpitation that lasted for an hour. It finally went away when I walked around and bent forward in an instant. I dont have trouble breathing, I go running and I was even running today, hell one of my best runes so far. But I keep thinking about how something is wrong and I will die. Also because I have been a potato for years and my chest muscles are non existant almost and my ribs are a little bent inward cos of it. After I started to think about this I started to feel slight chest discomfort. Not pain just kinda discomfort especially when I sit up/stand super straight. Im scared and I dont know anymore what is anxiety and what is a real problem.",2.5567983149025792,4.30283567772512,4.0252685624012665,87.08196814112694,76.1090047393365,6.774196945760926,25.466298051606113,7.594959193182576,1.3037233280674037,812,29,166,11,18,269,129,211,0.175,0.731,0.094,-0.9454,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,12,15,3,3,9,0,20,9,7,2,0,31,38,16,1,1,4,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,7,12,0,2,6,1,0,8,5,11,0,1,9,1,23,4,20,25,3,37,1,0,0,0,2,14,1,3,16,104,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10308417608633193,0.0,0.0,0.08232478298873416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.236257079302184,0.0,0.10209341038023394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916425457509902,0.0,0.11711437758346467,0.09671986811051796,0.07915806566433789,0.08595446560160487,0.1255081812463447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080340374425545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11774123134352465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06639076960696119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10684027252171767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619510171173168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06799395686642365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05205189779654434,0.0,0.0,0.11277080968304087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0537843200115544,0.0,0.0585058052837706,0.0,0.08233422435247725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3659696447183546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10137972340464003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3335935956216203,0.0,0.0,0.1830038333735396,0.0,0.10720099003938233,0.056575676118249825,0.2517408385471621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0727128362241379,0.0,0.10317756324651603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0966065610906258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06975794515211653,0.0,0.10954034388473394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09850410742025224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1171735257765322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08791415108154907,0.0,0.0,0.10306553292832847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17031372258457256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07925180518020805,0.0,0.0,0.14572947717409945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638510473518912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09757947173139717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19086140574072044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923494921471497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255379179917807,0.0,0.06629296620195076 anxiety,Und3rat3d,2018/04/11,"Unexplained anxiety and dealing with friends/family So I (F 22) have been dealing with anxiety for about a year now and it took me about 6 months to understand that I was having anxiety and panic attacks because I never thought it would happen to me. Long story short, I have lost some close friends this past year and my ex boyfriend of 4 years cheated on me about 7 months ago. I try to stay strong and convince myself that he isn’t worth the pain and tears but I feel like I’ve denied myself of the grieving process of losing such a significant relationship. I have one really close guy friend who doesn’t deal with emotions well, so I haven’t really been able to express the anxiety I feel that I could see him somewhere or hear someone talk about him. He just thinks the “fuck him” approach is best, and while it can be empowering to just rid him of my life, I feel like I needed more than just that (not his fault, he was doing his best to help) My anxiety doesn’t just stem from that, but I have also had a lot of unexplained panic attacks and I’ve been waking up most days with a fast heart rate and persistent nervousness. I have made an appointment for therapy which I am super excited for because I need someone to understand what I’m going through. I’m really dreading telling my middle aged parents who really don’t understand therapy and have never done it, but I have to since it’s billed to their insurance. I also am anxious about telling my friends because I don’t want anyone to think I’m weak or that I’m begging for attention, so I really don’t talk about anxiety or the fact that I’m going to therapy much at all. Has anyone had a similar experience? Would you tell people? If so How would you go about telling parents/friends?",8.433837209302325,6.6842992441860485,8.368255813953493,73.36017441860469,62.37209302325582,12.204651162790695,38.06976744186046,11.080906280650957,4.05558488372093,1396,57,269,31,16,454,173,344,0.173,0.6970000000000001,0.13,-0.8975,3,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,7,21,26,4,4,11,0,34,6,2,2,4,54,61,25,1,8,12,2,3,2,3,3,3,1,0,1,17,16,0,0,10,0,2,5,10,14,1,1,12,5,39,12,37,44,8,28,0,3,1,1,33,7,1,7,17,182,56,0,0.07691266952619004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817844089003817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301406806462407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35302789000980794,0.08688942424360374,0.0,0.10755825368270468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17499853011905192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406557483967297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16143020306622846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061408508175783465,0.0,0.0,0.049602309017997184,0.2378807551725485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787083644337879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08651640105466263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07523534918079589,0.07250641977699747,0.0,0.11666807003876105,0.1098928529547764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.237690150743234,0.07110452362271732,0.0,0.0,0.13113372763469575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761556350236054,0.06801361965401803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08668616839857228,0.09114188370860064,0.05155294113391293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543256930642138,0.07515129064299256,0.0,0.0,0.06806529223011551,0.0,0.08604560370086653,0.08395926436601253,0.06538840120807661,0.0,0.07277662757623032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227819180522712,0.0,0.05653966178692872,0.11405953979354605,0.11863958450854492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052118015386478936,0.0,0.08184050312226752,0.18048089185715213,0.08540241750805846,0.0,0.07342184591270766,0.053321560841225975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2463611277996889,0.0,0.0,0.08257542330808262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06128943969548108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06362295502566091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303357105969888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819786721586085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236389807300211,0.2689002529161023,0.0,0.2638690218264392,0.0,0.0,0.0985650660698054,0.0,0.061060068375240174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08545280582772033,0.05221865392805978,0.0,0.0,0.2402064043432177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04536508522510088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915372674432378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16390966109733485,0.0,0.0,0.1485877124818277 anxiety,rickycarr,2018/04/11,"How can you communicate better to your spouse you anxiety? Communication, especially about the way I’m feeling concerning my anxiety and what is causing me anxiety is extremely hard for me especially to those closest to me. Which makes it so twisted because those, especially my spouse should be who I feel I can go to. Which I know I can, but it’s ME, talking about my anxiety, and what’s causing it at whatever moment causes me more anxiety and confrontation causes me anxiety. So how can I be better at communicating to my spouse my feelings and/or especially if sometimes it’s because of my spouse?",6.2974545454545465,8.079097790909097,7.794318181818182,63.67147727272729,66.54545454545455,11.681818181818182,38.29545454545455,11.45678717892309,5.279272727272729,487,27,78,17,8,168,56,110,0.136,0.8009999999999999,0.063,-0.6372,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,2,6,3,1,0,1,0,9,0,0,7,0,17,16,9,0,2,2,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,20,2,11,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,1,1,62,31,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.655737934308983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1741756813223135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527010849403695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5870378213963476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21670718210084614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08119222504396012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12797701324951385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07851366210801254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09536203249322914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129496833445748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11482771208490035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339784585344766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jolle-1106,2018/04/11,"How do you guys deal with people you dislike? (Before I start, these are issues I have in my family as well and I would appreciate if you shared your thoughts and could give me advice somehow, thank you!) So, I have had social issues for a long time and I know I'm not perfect and that I almost likely annoy people from time to time but when someone near me does something I dislike or that annoys me I just can't let it go. Most of the time they do something annoying but then stops immediately which is fine, but there's also those who constantly annoy me with their personality and small things they do and I can't tell them to stop doing it. While they do annoy me I am scared to tell the truth and speak up because I don't want to seem like an asshole and make them feel bad. I know they're not doing it on purpose but it's killing me and I don't know what to do. The worst thing is that I have that with my mom and dad. My dad is a lot like me and doesn't speak up often and gets very easily annoyed which makes it hard to even speak to him or ask questions (I often stutter or speak to softly so he doesn't hear me which makes me feel worse). My mom on the other hand asks questions about everything: my day, my thoughts about that picture I really don't care about and other things I wish she just didn't ask. You might be thinking that she's just trying to be nice and converse with her son, and you're right, she's not trying to be annoying, but a lot of the time I feel like just screaming at her or punch myself just to avoid the questions but I know that will only make it worse. I really don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt them and tell them the truth since I personally don't think they are good parents at all and I doubt they'll just let me say that but as I said, it makes me feel horrible. Advice would be appreciated :)",3.9439432989690735,4.281623322164953,4.756614432989688,88.60281855670105,70.93298969072166,7.651298969072165,24.02515463917525,7.404127859558343,0.7569285360824742,1451,33,328,14,25,470,171,388,0.193,0.6809999999999999,0.127,-0.9835,1,1,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,6,10,1,20,30,8,3,11,0,41,1,1,6,4,87,75,38,1,7,21,6,7,4,0,5,0,8,0,3,28,21,0,3,17,0,0,1,14,16,1,0,5,15,64,14,34,58,5,25,0,1,0,0,54,10,0,18,18,233,92,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16262412389817005,0.0,0.0,0.08332301359324075,0.0,0.0,0.06654318123749751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2333709637092192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06947705630129089,0.05072417653750209,0.0,0.0708057667595923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483836287787294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08992068464043605,0.0,0.0664365881619134,0.0,0.0,0.053663706772935284,0.08578608096565507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07281782247827166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495956418659717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07478397847427097,0.0,0.0784431879704711,0.0,0.16829434554623202,0.05944539633494395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04347390450764017,0.07982282326194,0.04729028444540754,0.06979278294060394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08239119806964289,0.0,0.0,0.07454001113735226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378396317240843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907825931804357,0.0,0.0,0.17369969770836444,0.0,0.0,0.09205977755038586,0.0,0.22865079827090745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17017617105235427,0.0,0.16260923753408066,0.0,0.0,0.07363842441943144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14148470336363198,0.0,0.0,0.2777173331224329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827289165107974,0.0,0.19490960317934106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06328512035261816,0.0,0.0,0.09239509977629047,0.0,0.0,0.115374975976242,0.14531190550532413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2796434629957973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1066131926858106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106107148270065,0.0791519722256532,0.06617210513331026,0.08330794431523207,0.0,0.0,0.07575145727117784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06883235216501568,0.0,0.0,0.08482233829771453,0.07050374764792927,0.12811858213406066,0.0,0.0,0.05889662055087892,0.0,0.0,0.1391349362385838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21818819440072054,0.0766087890498032,0.0,0.0,0.16584351421353055,0.10663549557150433,0.0,0.132119236773247,0.2426027362489928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129885518618114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06865714429384139,0.0981590849073473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481597908913082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09568764410151608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16959664189275092,0.11822030283828285,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,littleredcrab,2018/04/11,"I did it I am way too reliant on my boyfriend. If I can I do EVERYTHING with him. I used to think it was okay but now I know it's not good for me. Like, if he works all day I will wait for him to come home to go food shopping. If he's too tired we won't go at all, end up getting fast food, then I feel like crap and my anxiety spikes etc etc. Today I was feeling really anxious but I knew I had one goal in mind: clean the car. Its my day off of classes and I wanted to actually get something done rather than just sitting at home in pajamas. I'll be honest: my car is literally a cess pool with wrappers, old cups, abandoned m&ms and receipts everywhere. It gets really dirty when I'm anxious and don't even have the energy to care for myself. So today I went to the car wash. I've never done it by myself on my own. I felt anxious putting in the coins because I parked too far away from the coin machine so I had to get out, I rolled forward in to the car wash station and the light wasn't turning green. I was like, ""what the hell is happening?"". I immediately wanted to panic and wanted to turn around. My brain told me that everyone inside would see me and think I was stupid. But I just breathed for a moment, moved forward a little bit more and finally it turned on. Afterwards I vacuumed my car out and was self conscious because I was wearing a skirt and had to bend over to clean, even though I knew my skirt was long enough that it wouldn't be an issue. I literally almost convinced myself to not clean the inside. I'm just thinking about all of this and amazed how much my brain cycles between thoughts like that. I'm also amazed that I can fight it sometimes and actually get things done. Little things like washing your car are so important and today I actually managed to complete something fully. Cheers! 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Just have some questions. Does your anxiety also come in waves? Like I can be playing video games fine then for 10 minutes randomly I get all panicky and sweaty. Happens pretty often during the day, is this normal? 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I should add that they don't slightly help you, if you implement all three you will see significant improvement. So how does one go about this? 1) Exercise - aerobic exercise is actually more beneficial for the brain than anaerobic (like lifting). So, do your cardio! Run, sprint, swim, it's all good. Start with doing cardio once or twice a week and gradually increase it to 5-7 times a week. I lift weights 2x a week and am now aiming to up my cardio to 5x a week. Here's a great video on why exercise is so important, it will definitely convince you to start a routine https://youtu.be/DsVzKCk066g 2) Diet - figuring out what to eat can be overwhelming, I've been there. The best thing you can do is cut out (or minimize) processed food, junk food and processed sugar. If you're used to eating a lot of takeout, chocolate and drinking coke it's gonna be hard at the start but once you see how much better you feel you won't think about going back to it. Eat a lot of fruit and vegetables, nuts and seeds. Also consider supplementing with fish oil and magnesium. 3) Sleep - pretty self explanatory. Get plenty of quality sleep every night. But it's easier said than done. I suck at this myself. Best thing you can do is stay away from your phone, tv, laptop for 2 hours before going to bed and waking up and going to sleep at the same time every day. Consistent exercise will also help you sleep better so there's that. 4) Bonus - meditation. Didn't put it in the title since some people see it as some magical bs for the spiritual freaks. But you can actually have a meditation practice with zero spirituality. Treat it as a workout for the brain. Visit the meditation subreddit for more information on it. If you implement these 4 things your mental health will improve immensely. Best of luck! 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My anxiety wasn’t ever so bad to the point that it affected me outside my mind, little background info is I’m a stoner, weeds always helped me with my anxiety, helped me lose weight, have confidence in myself, and always relieved any anxiety I felt so I was comfortable in public and everywhere. So everything was going great, I lost around 40 pounds at this point eating more healthy (idk why but being high helped me focus on what to eat and not to and gave me motivation that I should go to the gym for future benefit). Lots of people are noticing I’m enjoying school and overall loving life and enjoy waking up in the morning for school or when I have work. Then I caught bronchitis and didn’t have insurance for a while so it got worse and eventually went to doctor when I got insurance, idk happened but the usual 5-day z pack they prescribed didn’t do shit so they prescribed me a natural steroid called prednisone and told me it should make me a bit hyper or high. I went home and took it as directed but got the entirely opposite effect and was depressed everywhere all the time because my anxiety was spiking all the time and it makes my mental chatter go crazy to the point where I start crying ANYWHERE or just straight up angry ragey thoughts for no reason at all times and I had mood swings like every 30-40 mins and I couldn’t smoke at the time either because I was treating bronchitis so I shouldn’t really smoke. I told my doctor this and she lowered my dose and said to keep taking it and I should be better now due to the lower dose, and that didn’t work I was still a mess and I couldn’t even go to school for a week cuz of how emotionally unstable I was. I went back to the doctor to tell her and she said just keep taking it just endure it (terrible fucking advice) and so she extended it to 2 more days. She said after 3 days of not taking it anymore I should feel better This was around second week into March so it’s been a while and I still feel like this. If I’m not high or have a depressant on me at any time I can just snap in my head and just get insanely depressed and start crying I’ve cried at work multiple times almost at school, my hands get all shaky and I just switch moods every ten minutes like I can’t control my emotions for shit I’ll cry to sad songs at this point and I’ve never been like this. I told my doctor and she said to see a psychiatrist but I have too much anxiety to even see one I’m only 19 years old I just turned 19 this 22th of March. Thank you to anyone who reads and any advice given, and please elaborate on what might happen if I take your advice or how it might go through. 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It feels like everyone on earth is participating. Sometimes, I wonder if I am some sort of AI and that they are seeing how i react to stimuli. It would explain why i feel invisible and ignored, and why no one seems to have the answers i’m looking for. It would explain why i feel so different and distant from others, why i seem to be incompatible with anyone, and why no one seems to understand. They aren’t allowed to break the illusion of reality.",7.848132183908043,7.151302491379313,8.73448275862069,66.87545977011497,62.8793103448276,11.1816091954023,38.298850574712645,10.504223727775694,4.117533333333334,483,22,84,10,6,165,77,116,0.116,0.862,0.022,-0.875,3,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,2,0,4,3,0,0,4,0,11,1,0,4,0,29,27,11,0,4,2,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,6,0,1,12,0,0,2,3,2,0,2,0,5,11,1,14,24,3,6,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,9,2,63,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09362168205674913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11179575880470376,0.0,0.0,0.11393379115416576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13989055888519125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794129646875455,0.12033514465134895,0.130973862056401,0.0,0.0,0.20310223688765197,0.09565378190307604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1521899031167325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09457317480393793,0.06541376414950056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243709870103327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09842737415628262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18145985450212984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691093149425273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10669605056128388,0.36567575385470397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26484885135319397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938820341800695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6040917975423311,0.14948768425566578,0.0,0.0,0.29040430331458755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902286764225234,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,GhostOffice,2018/04/11,"Negative & Positive Thinking Hey Anxiotors! I recently started therapy for the first time after many years of miserableness and it's been quite the experience. We've found so many different types of things I've been doing wrong, bad ways of thinking, insecurities, etc. But I think one major thing can sum it all up and it is that: **I have a negative way of looking at things. I wanted to write about this cause it is actually a very simple thing to fix.** When you have a negative outlook anything can worry you. None of that 'exercise, go for a walk' advice works (they are secondary things to try, after you've got a 'good' foundation, I think) when you are looking to find faults and mistakes in things/people/places. You could be given an award or win the lottery, and you would only be finding new reasons to be super worried (I can think of so many right now cause I have 28 years of training in this!). **You have to exercise positive thinking as if it was a muscle.** It's just a muscle that you haven't used in a long time. Whenever you have a few minutes throughout the day, try to think of positive things about what you are doing, yourself, your colleague, your surroundings, your chair, anything you can think of. It doesn't matter, just the fact that you're trying to come up with happy good things is the key. I can't concentrate well so I prefer to write things down. I really believe by just doing this one thing my day can completely change. I really hope this helps someone else too. I'm sorry if you've heard this stuff before, I've always heard about that foreign positivity thing, but was never aware of how exactly it effects my anxiety. I'm really new to it and if you have any advice I would love to hear it as well. Thanks!",3.0949128338278946,5.432554213649851,4.133804710682494,84.18257650222552,76.59643916913947,7.298553412462907,24.774573442136504,8.278499904357787,1.6935104599406532,1378,48,261,26,32,446,169,337,0.091,0.805,0.104,0.8886,1,0,0,0,0,0,52.0,0,14,1,7,16,17,0,2,16,0,33,3,0,6,4,47,59,19,0,10,9,0,0,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,32,7,0,0,14,2,0,3,8,6,2,3,9,5,29,11,39,44,5,32,0,1,2,1,23,9,0,5,18,184,61,3,0.0,0.0,0.07566036439919825,0.0,0.0,0.15152738007054167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06451310484918958,0.08400624104705053,0.0,0.052724639258761384,0.0,0.05931201591702725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12760499352561727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06473625230989849,0.0,0.0,0.06597429750142746,0.08735237930057001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15929410875054295,0.08201891874930012,0.06678723225151416,0.08129116697305358,0.0,0.0,0.0619032521356051,0.0,0.0,0.10000387024090424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08100477703795884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06476830826886378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646903640128863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584149050677827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417262796897745,0.06594895548979753,0.0,0.08501019180268392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044063406664624175,0.13006087034717873,0.062009682500105474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253460098466292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08738456442689638,0.0,0.051968282704563586,0.0,0.0,0.0770070921993505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06861366725508677,0.13021525088833333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06997594979532501,0.0,0.0,0.2358168231524147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05979770825952153,0.14976240399501353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1050758190718868,0.058966826413070994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246517059503937,0.0,0.0,0.1490075769332262,0.07971614242834289,0.07655381673223441,0.0,0.0,0.0662121813705911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569288682492667,0.0,0.0,0.08679108945164149,0.05487777823585206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08875596194152366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07138134747070023,0.08866496991014146,0.0,0.5150903119023803,0.3974366626341769,0.0,0.0,0.0904194436608262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15791807664684485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0669630347091595,0.0,0.06397228743556657,0.045730573698419034,0.1230831004822803,0.0,0.0,0.13942174170773186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056444455536685985,0.15747567778418234,0.0,0.1101534774228696,0.08476942545509039,0.0,0.09985654977630223 anxiety,mindaq,2018/04/11,"Anyone here with agoraphobia? Mine kicked in full force today. I just lost my job the other day. I have an interview today and was completely fine and excited for it. Then, out of NOWHERE today, my agoraphobia just smacked me in the face. My anxiety is so bad. My mind is telling me that I can't go and I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack as the time grows closer and if I DO go. I'm trying to pinpoint the reason why I think I can't go, but I can't figure it out. I can't figure out what I'm afraid of, exactly. My agoraphobia comes and goes, and I haven't had it in almost a year. How do you deal with it? Or anxiety with jobs in general.",0.4250714285714281,2.281934792857143,3.312857142857143,89.12214285714286,83.21428571428572,6.857142857142858,20.0,7.957251820313856,0.7900714285714292,501,14,115,10,14,178,80,140,0.094,0.866,0.04,-0.7076,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,1,5,8,1,2,7,0,13,1,1,2,1,28,24,13,0,1,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,7,13,0,0,5,0,0,6,5,5,0,0,3,1,19,3,16,21,1,22,0,1,0,0,4,9,0,3,8,78,26,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16879947826315794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579126641046378,0.0,0.0,0.11786874297514345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917738161543545,0.0,0.0,0.14074972026539034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14520896593921184,0.17674345676873446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871433130298347,0.17378927003209454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523454834916121,0.1204271359587404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832110720464235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3345613572308881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823552619883559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1840151287902687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702086273678245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778171479978215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17331903449884573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14733845944737411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10801347215232864,0.0,0.0,0.0982950892869926,0.0,0.4793567124306203,0.0,0.0,0.11444862458461715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210908254083516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1085541790432972 anxiety,annperkins92,2018/04/11,"Headaches After Going Out Hi! So I have a type of OCD anxiety which occurs in social situations or just about in any situation in which I am in the same space as other people including public transport, classrooms, cafes, etc. So I'm currently focusing a lot on overcoming my huge avoidance issues I had since 2015 and am facing any anxiety provoking situation head-on. I've noticed that now when I go out for a few hours I tend to come back with terrible headaches which are in keeping with symptoms of migraines- nausea, light sensitivity, pain in my eyes and front of my head/temples, noise sensitivity, etc. So I was wondering if anyone else gets headaches when facing their anxieties and if you have managed to find anything which helps with dealing with these subsequent headaches or if anyone found that after a few months of doing exposure therapy they tend to fade or anything else helpful! Thanks in advance! 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But now my anxiety is so bad, it was already hard to live before, but now it's to the point where it's taken a toll on me physically. I turned 30 last October and I guess my body just can't handle it anymore. 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One time after a condom broke I had a small attack and was thinking years down the road on different routes I could take if she got pregnant and what to do.,5.371916666666667,7.116513025000002,4.655000000000001,85.4366666666667,68.75,6.333333333333334,30.833333333333336,6.42735559955562,1.6553333333333335,171,7,30,1,3,51,36,40,0.14800000000000002,0.852,0.0,-0.7096,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,3,0,4,1,0,0,0,6,7,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,5,3,0,10,0,1,0,1,1,5,0,1,4,20,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38725822357070333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2717845661001002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3556492982156922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2843635181125788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31112271247144785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27225184575726985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23066628092096306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25594113440242994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21811687427519885,0.0,0.0,0.19849206959706275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4384175001622485 anxiety,StainedSword,2018/04/11,"Anxiety Attack w/o any thoughts? How are you supposed to deal with anxiety/panic attacks that don’t have any thoughts, its just a crippling panic mode that you can’t quite explain ",5.050909090909091,7.701506818181822,4.433333333333334,82.87000000000003,71.72727272727272,6.824242424242425,35.24242424242424,7.793537801064563,2.902987878787879,147,8,24,2,3,44,26,33,0.306,0.6940000000000001,0.0,-0.875,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,2,1,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,6,7,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,0,2,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,14,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3674017532626445,0.0,0.20665232559022745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6146344962654734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784970403794495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3169448965562689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873215320736962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4289135953567109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zoedomingo,2018/04/11,"Constant stress and intrusive thoughts of just not existing anymore My work is really stressful, and right now it's about the only thing in my life, aside from my three wonderful cats and some friends that I rarely get to see. I have been having trouble sleeping for months, even when taking Clonazepam. I wake up nearly every night and sometimes it takes hours to get back to sleep. Plus, every day lately, I'm just constantly thinking about what it would be like to just... not be. I'm not sure it's suicidal exactly, though sometimes the phrase ""I could shoot myself"" runs through my head (I have no guns and no interest in getting one). But mostly it's just wanting to crawl in a hole or something and just go away. How do any of you handle intrusive thoughts like this? I'm in therapy and on sertraline, but I don't know if I'm getting worse or if it's just my current situation exacerbating things.",6.008723068838672,6.754992468208092,5.95866526537047,80.3538991066737,66.51445086705202,9.2966894377299,33.06831318970048,9.339509955726095,2.8871433526011563,719,30,136,13,11,226,112,173,0.095,0.8340000000000001,0.07,-0.524,1,0,1,2,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,1,14,8,0,2,3,0,11,5,4,1,2,36,29,17,1,5,15,0,0,2,1,1,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,5,0,0,2,6,3,0,2,3,1,13,5,21,22,2,22,0,0,1,0,2,9,0,7,13,93,24,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09045002865884952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319082359642685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249654325155662,0.1022749731372292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874688798673024,0.0,0.10619609746900342,0.0,0.0,0.0857791827165756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08785055639807449,0.0,0.2241300216172445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276168223911,0.0,0.2779648460694546,0.0,0.07559153465349715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365046224925282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098612757714884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730977406617125,0.0,0.15003886323716134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09394751260206473,0.1299620202985467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616574904885992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12481903590621918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09012969059645984,0.10115860846022548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08520835668405513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358813994236512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10599018776177714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14950661047068065,0.266208194864205,0.0,0.0,0.1023960878510244,0.2630967063517731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30472052227643553,0.0,0.0,0.1454892083552076,0.0,0.12535850419495295,0.0,0.20001098697648034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210628620992722,0.0,0.17672926407258088,0.08522618179735866,0.1306797245863831,0.21118705421338108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07845158847474308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14424154630476152,0.0968314376864708,0.0,0.13554655658238074,0.09448509586639654,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,parlapiupiano,2018/04/11,"How to respond when... ...friends try to decipher and break down your anxiety, step-by-step, through ""logic""? ...family members unintentionally belittle your anxiety by insisting it's due to how ""your privileged generation hasn't gone through much""? I'm so tired of insensitive people who think there MUST be a concrete reason (and therefore a concrete fix) for anxiety.",11.360109289617483,10.986646868852462,10.910491803278694,53.05568306010932,55.72131147540984,15.346448087431696,49.84153005464482,14.06817628641468,7.589815300546447,293,18,42,11,3,96,48,61,0.222,0.732,0.045,-0.8543,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,3,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,3,1,0,4,1,9,6,6,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,2,9,3,1,5,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,2,27,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6912348478397834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839377027156007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2327007579733289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22141131405291914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2088091170000229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3096762925684074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929921413438108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34617673874515503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20449009454384975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,adanipse,2018/04/11,"The worst storm hit me this morning I suffer from BPD and PTSD, and this morning I woke up to extreme depression and anxiety. I have been having problems with a belligerent neighbor that has caused me to shut myself and my dogs in the house so I don't get harassed by him. Since the dogs have been in the house longer, there have been accidents in the house although they're house trained. Now anger has been added to the mix, and I have been fighting myself from getting my guns and blowing everyone away in that family - all the way to the last, then burning their houses and possessions to ash. This has been going on for 4 months and I'm about to break.",6.920825892857143,6.559908984375002,6.19924107142857,83.18593750000002,64.625,9.501785714285717,32.348214285714285,8.841846274778883,2.4076058035714287,522,18,104,7,7,159,79,128,0.17800000000000002,0.8,0.023,-0.9642,1,0,0,1,3,0,10.0,0,0,1,0,4,7,3,0,9,0,15,0,0,1,1,12,21,11,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,5,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,0,7,0,13,0,19,13,2,15,0,2,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,76,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248623475527134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1381501941264119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851934402662451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510519768634377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266465043316953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14050431683343456,0.0,0.0,0.13861750394972466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15364607904681954,0.0,0.0835669910988641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8483299125021239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11985833036598945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11736700738301345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14069871917946625,0.17188347628171394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12163412904246855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671458406189306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goldblo0d,2018/04/11,camp triggers my anxiety is there anybody else here who hates going to camps?? 'team building' camps/seminars specifically. i just don't think it's necessary. i hate doing stupid group activities with people i don't know well and im afraid i would embarrass myself and make myself look dumb to everyone. just thinking about it gives me so much anxiety. i couldn't sleep at night. i couldn't focus in class. my exams are coming soon and idk what to do. i can't stop worrying about this but i NEED to be able to focus in class. i'd do anything to avoid going to that stupid camp. ugh. i was just starting to get better. i was doing so well. until i was forced to go to this camp. the idea of anticipating in group activities (extreme physical activities) with strangers gives me nightmares. this camp triggers my anxiety. ,2.330455465587044,5.132687544871796,3.6480026990553367,83.53208502024295,83.80769230769229,6.8739541160593784,23.59514170040486,8.032893268588372,1.7143384615384625,651,24,120,14,19,212,92,156,0.22,0.737,0.043,-0.9735,0,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,12,12,5,3,1,0,16,1,1,3,0,23,32,7,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,6,0,2,4,1,0,4,5,9,2,0,3,1,18,3,20,25,1,13,0,0,1,0,6,4,1,0,5,78,26,4,0.1671365547800415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3835770208015919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753914362657615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14781870049488932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397334266105194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396211450244423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15970614057203178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732195156566794,0.3206652259858108,0.2849626672347419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.330025490914956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867682641529826,0.1805361599392424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09185387950858932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14035261159827314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156494815229526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228645987418003,0.12392963758980495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15684633452034166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11587144262964635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16725725880104714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11830011372043978,0.0,0.0,0.13973364367563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2141887112495143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30055167008111605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1697352843805672,0.0,0.11872901313371692,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,katysbrown,2018/04/11,"How to stop anxiety and make myself feel normal again? Ive been having anxiety for 3 days straight non stop panic attacks everyday i wake up feeling like im out of it, exhausted, i feel unreal, detatched, lost. And its making my anxiety worse. I dont know what to do, someone please tell me what i can do to help myself....",2.375364583333333,4.485429140625001,4.42625,82.32708333333336,77.90625,8.016666666666666,26.291666666666664,8.841846274778883,2.2965916666666666,251,10,48,6,6,86,48,64,0.313,0.5429999999999999,0.14400000000000002,-0.8934,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,1,0,0,7,2,1,3,0,13,14,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,3,9,1,7,12,0,8,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,30,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4576230530356469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22684712425300524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12859697906475798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23369617817988075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3024690111675382,0.14245192603497991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336541105237481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21538701281446804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10958543002927104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741712775911286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176694588562632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662030800412595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19537038503598764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339538010551285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21888212981684946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689515970007567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33341588866301364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17428503268977644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032063858281105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DecompositionalBach,2018/04/11,"Me and my girl just broke up “for the better” use xanax a lot, smoke tons of pot but i still hold down school and a job. i’ve been having trust issues with her and today we finally came the conclusion it’s “best” if we’re alone. thoughts, words? my first, “ex” GF, of 24 months ): ",-0.2336945812807869,1.9174330689655184,1.0690147783251265,102.15603448275864,89.0,4.693596059113301,13.458128078817735,6.18269132825596,-1.083249261083744,210,3,52,2,7,66,50,58,0.12,0.698,0.181,0.7269,1,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,0,4,2,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,1,0,15,5,5,0,1,3,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,1,6,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,0,6,3,6,2,3,8,0,1,0,0,5,2,0,2,5,30,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2812718433288158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2850032808611788,0.24018776539617906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31061171108580315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974993021262232,0.0,0.23100323665904146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834558045502533,0.2694982432085389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23088503291943846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677015088043544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2748503980490883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168817234764117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21560178313610706,0.0,0.0,0.2574232181495266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2345553108376465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bugpy,2018/04/11,"Trouble swallowing I currently have an issue where I'm having trouble swallowing food and drink. I feel like I'm aware of the whole process of swallowing and am nervous about choking. The constant worrying about it is giving me headaches. I believe distracting myself with a spare hand, looking upwards or slowly leaning forwards is helping but honestly I just want to forget about it so that I don't think about it. And I do forget until I start opening my mouth again. Has anyone had this problem before?",6.182841614906836,8.215585141304349,6.081366459627329,74.87108695652175,67.15217391304348,8.300621118012423,37.055900621118006,8.841846274778883,3.692594409937888,411,22,62,7,7,129,68,92,0.198,0.6729999999999999,0.129,-0.7038,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,8,7,0,2,4,0,9,7,2,0,0,14,17,7,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,5,0,2,1,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,3,10,2,9,16,1,8,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,1,7,47,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18241106712361133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22198687279803925,0.2939187266371749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28191505433397296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2555598671334694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1319071072425732,0.1863703796816311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31545316329369705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.250256719540829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17486016523360326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27228751600956885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12745118717104315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21907073989448533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2496237872460393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18464988394029536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16715926734866215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387184753809102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912595395411155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26493297069442795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,snowdogmom,2018/04/11,"Does anyone have advice on how to prepare my hairdresser for the scabs on my head due to my scalp picking? (Gross I’m sorry) I have over grown very ugly discolored looking roots and I really need them fixed. I just got a new professional job and I want to look presentable. I made a hair appointment, and I’m going to pre wash my hair the best I can but I can’t heal my scabs from picking my scalp and pulling my hair from anxiety for years. I’m starting to think maybe I should cancel the appointment and keep my dignity unless someone has some good advice on how to handle an awkward situation like this. I’ve met this hair dresser before in high school, he’s friendly enough, seems nice, very smiley. But, I’m already freaking out about it, someone help! I’d love to feel pretty again but I don’t want to horrify this guy. Edit: Or should I just cancel ? I mean the scabs aren’t horrible, I just have a couple scattered on my head. They are not big, just like little cuts. But, I’ve also dealt with this awhile so maybe I’m familiarized with it. 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First time poster here but a long term anxiety sufferer. Lately I've been having pretty bad health anxiety and general depression, my most annoying symptom is dizziness and feeling like the world is swaying and I'm slightly off balance. However I notice it gets much worse in certain places, when I enter a certain place I know for a fact I'll get the dizzy sensation more intensely, and unfortunately one of these places is my apartment and I obviously can't avoid it. Whenever I step into my apartment I immediately get light-headed and convinced I'm off-balance and this sets off my anxiety. Is there anything I can do to remove the association between certain places and my anxiety?",5.529167832167833,7.974067930769234,6.53755244755245,69.24108391608392,69.69230769230771,9.650349650349654,36.43356643356643,10.018931242160765,4.411307692307694,581,32,90,16,11,193,85,130,0.238,0.602,0.16,-0.9335,1,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,1,3,11,1,1,6,0,9,2,0,0,6,21,16,10,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,9,0,1,2,0,0,3,1,5,0,2,1,1,13,6,9,15,4,24,0,2,0,0,1,13,0,1,7,58,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4191978563933123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273377519711165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11438364461093753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799208865657472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06926790524742213,0.09786800780168084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11652639159734154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2147199625796187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405946008305282,0.14561742256870513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07528790953954305,0.0,0.15453435715738895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06692798395161789,0.0,0.0,0.12123471858068816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1007058041007394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15596772730007885,0.0,0.0,0.09283017410697493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7156439628403819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13937138895647286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14238844435372347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07988186789148753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13960782916121062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ANervousWreck10,2018/04/11,"I'm scared and and I don't know where else to go I just posted something similar over in the depression page but I just need help right now since I can't stop shaking and crying.. my car just broke down and I've been living paycheck to paycheck. I can't afford rent, I'm about to lose my job since I can't even make it there anymore, I have no money for food anymore so I'm stealing half eaten leftovers from my roommate. My life is crashing all around me and I've never been more scared in my life and I don't know what to do and just need help calming down right now because my hand can't stop shaking. Please someone help me..",2.286807928913195,3.812621330827071,3.1434996582365002,94.06047163362952,76.29323308270676,5.437867395762132,24.120984278879014,5.565023196281405,0.2933669172932327,499,16,110,2,11,158,74,133,0.174,0.647,0.17800000000000002,-0.1008,3,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,12,9,0,4,1,0,11,5,1,1,2,22,21,9,0,2,5,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,8,2,2,2,0,2,4,8,8,0,1,3,1,16,1,13,18,3,19,0,3,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,66,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31614775651801186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189253318539413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716378799059606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17508445492590868,0.0,0.0,0.13728396070285745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331514320014686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052768089538917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927372490839183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905860574882156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3205109773152573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581718094814402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17519517676664134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2251663447886297,0.0,0.0,0.14074591744617573,0.0,0.0,0.1783187013146253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10639529281218232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23637406367949204,0.1229328154150508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17496437899672934,0.0,0.0,0.1526533254924355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2722395258136894,0.0,0.0,0.3191580816848962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2637011590601558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350521912157834,0.1227076278204936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2665174354634599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SpottyMcDotty,2018/04/11,"Managing your emotions at work? Does anyone have any tips on how to successfully manage your emotions at work? I started a new job 4 months ago but am struggling with stress induced anxiety as they expect me to perform at the same level as the previous emoloyee without providing training. I literally have no idea what I'm doing and the fear of losing my income is causing great anxiety. I'm on edge constantly and feel irritable and snappy. I don't want to behave this way so am looking for tips to avoid behaving how I feel. 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Hi, hope this is okay/ i've done this correctly! I wanted to see if anyone else has similar experiences to me, and see how people cope with it? So background: So I have quite bad social anxiety, and am currently trying to cope with this with a mixture of CBT and medication. I've been dating my bf since beginning of 2018, and I'm so happy with him! I just very often get really overwhelming anxiety that i've done something wrong, or that he's annoyed at me. (completely unprompted/not caused by anything he's done) And for me, this causes me to sometimes ask him 10/15 times a day if he's annoyed at me/ if i've done something wrong. He responds calmly always, and is very reassuring, but sometimes this doesn't help to lessen the feeling. I just wanted to see if anyone else experiences anything similar, and ask how you cope with it? because i know over time it will start annoying my bf and really don't want that to happen! I apologise if i've included something i'm not supposed to/omitted something important! Thank you :)",5.087352941176473,6.638331068627455,6.19929411764706,74.83982352941176,69.19607843137257,9.75372549019608,31.73725490196078,10.047579312681364,3.4497043137254897,854,37,149,22,15,285,109,204,0.127,0.764,0.109,0.5339,1,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,0,2,0,1,8,15,4,2,3,1,13,1,0,4,1,35,31,20,0,9,10,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,12,13,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,9,0,0,5,4,17,6,20,25,0,10,0,1,3,0,18,3,0,8,7,89,29,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0849363485389625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342661728149829,0.0,0.0,0.14274940398737465,0.20918016311230286,0.16800155922955912,0.0,0.1908566723919594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08523013893306403,0.06222527038003254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972265980172364,0.0,0.0,0.10702592763598807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583130356136722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4178413734714985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17054468602195286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1997020384139536,0.0,0.11486514923266955,0.05161326348640915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05333108681347636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902664680413666,0.10866300191480538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842014786119226,0.0,0.0,0.10138562139128264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05609892053939351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10283196838786447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07076742852497138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10857159159149128,0.0,0.0,0.13078644531662942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2440267674778241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08443925592749782,0.0,0.0,0.2081095562365455,0.0,0.3143358437018373,0.20191378133161694,0.0,0.07225071727954163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09397890586920568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119043989580537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06930367005811792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16844864357912645,0.18062320619735714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22321063240507188,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jakobi_Maximus,2018/04/11,"Need help - anxiety post-sparring I’ll keep it short. I’ve never had major anxiety before. Tonight I just did an mma fighting class, something I’ve never done. It was exhausting to my max but I was fine straight after. It’s been a couple of hours and the adrenaline has worn off and I’m having a bad anxiety attack. My brain feels like it’s fucking glitching and my body is doing its own thing. Totally new to this, what do I do",1.2186206896551752,3.6419182758620687,3.1294367816091966,88.12174137931036,84.63218390804599,6.238620689655173,23.64252873563219,7.554174236665415,1.3338928735632178,338,13,67,6,10,113,65,87,0.215,0.68,0.104,-0.8519,0,0,1,0,2,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,1,7,3,0,4,0,12,4,2,0,3,11,18,4,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,7,1,6,2,5,11,3,9,0,0,0,1,2,3,1,0,7,44,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4825868105349002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23922184305637345,0.0,0.0,0.17557353848793994,0.0,0.0,0.17893128576753467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23357170938435584,0.0,0.2347400475524332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23266886162835304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518763604464794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10632299109985112,0.1502228093269145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943988349970723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409450649058765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20708169894955333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869049522753928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10273132147710903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591864291095153,0.3243590680020992,0.2030880245893103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013884177994892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16188245450258695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396995122124631,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EmprPalpatine,2018/04/11,"First visit to GP made me feel like I’m overreacting I just need to vent and get some advice here. I’ve been anxious for years now. I’ve always thought it was just a phase but it seems to have gotten progressively worse over time. The night before I booked an appointment to see a GP, I was lying in bed having terrible heart palpatations and bad stomachache for no reason at all. That was a shitty day for me at Uni because we were put in groups and I couldn’t speak at all. By the time I try to muster up the courage to contribute, they have already moved on. I felt terrible so I started sobbing as soon as I got home. I tend to get flustered when tutors at Uni come over to look at my work and I always end up seeming like I don’t know anything. I just work better at home and on my own. I also have issues with making decisions. I take hours to decide what to eat and I would always plan what I would in advance and get extremely anxious if things don’t go according to plan. I worry about everything and I can get anxious for no reason at all. Going to crowded places on my own makes me dizzy and my vision would start to get blurry. I hardly ever go out on days that I don’t have uni. I would just sleep a lot to stop feeling anxious. When I was living with people I would stand behind the door and wait for it to be quiet before I step out of my room. It makes me so anxious to have to talk to people. It didn’t help that one of them would play loud music all day so I would put in my headphones and go to sleep until he has stopped. I was so anxious and depressed that semester, it really affected my grades. Anyway, today was my first time seeing someone for help about my anxiety and I did not know what to expect at all. I made it through explaining how I’m feeling and how anxiety is affecting my life without crying but I almost burst into tears when the GP simply told me to see a counsellor for this. He said that I should have told the person to not have his music on so loud. I was like I get anxious just talking to people so obviously it’s hard for me to do that. There was no empathy or sympathy. He said it’s most likely a personality issue. Now I’m unsure if my problem is really as serious as I thought it was. I don’t know if I should go for counselling because I don’t think it would help. Correct me if I’m wrong but I think being put on medication would be the best solution at the moment. I don’t mind having a quick short term solution.",3.134928042763157,4.259419824218753,4.6682524671052645,85.59163240131579,73.4140625,7.576973684210527,24.99712171052632,8.032893268588372,1.3311984375,1938,59,407,28,38,651,226,512,0.177,0.7240000000000001,0.098,-0.9904,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,1,0,2,10,27,16,0,0,16,0,48,6,3,11,8,95,99,39,0,19,16,0,6,4,0,11,2,6,5,2,22,21,1,3,18,2,0,13,14,8,0,3,24,16,60,8,74,60,12,71,0,2,4,0,23,29,1,11,32,286,82,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059750061942871975,0.0,0.0,0.06122775765519645,0.0,0.06747488749321759,0.04889753261091632,0.15263229691181548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355132051644184,0.4835341137217497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050317020355172534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05105341468538725,0.07454669374919295,0.0,0.10405956627805801,0.0,0.06416777156472027,0.054077671021933865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05267089369806567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06716477152408527,0.1183001535162674,0.0,0.052663989264100375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06256646961111549,0.0,0.0,0.05415620845663272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05530903797142954,0.0,0.0,0.054953068942834464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275005451207492,0.043681909277562526,0.05870866659300807,0.0,0.0,0.10401959497349404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916740339599196,0.0,0.17375020121113355,0.0,0.0489031403923736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1095475917328962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07245696855615588,0.12295235788608552,0.0,0.12266658554200953,0.0,0.06021538291746776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276387223341063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10081086888581292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04318843186004577,0.11948918502679574,0.0,0.05399204282425017,0.0,0.051346293342249286,0.0,0.0,0.05198318421219796,0.0,0.11571351394872215,0.12244403198431965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061597026483123936,0.0,0.0,0.06173889098788396,0.0,0.0,0.0649873230568858,0.0,0.045338148346667884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05738032096609101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04143334818644965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1271704676279347,0.1067786887561222,0.06388337795365237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05850738538296691,0.0,0.1844024561861649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834194231715964,0.12573422560920455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11632555195426275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617364127687507,0.1113279913390913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12237806160102452,0.0,0.05180785222008248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08655731122264182,0.0,0.0,0.10223970293458376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04597333470063783,0.09829186510685348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040621936481727294,0.07835833101484804,0.0,0.09708439795795028,0.1069622009644585,0.0,0.05795818984175066,0.11685309235059416,0.0,0.04151335491163621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05894147532746216,0.0,0.08902839112188485,0.06209558627437705,0.06231184903870818,0.3909200691358666,0.06685231961966719,0.0,0.03937529330843005 anxiety,michaeld2,2018/04/11,"Freaking out about hearing loss To start, I have Bipolar II disorder and I have a lot of symptoms of anxiety as well. I’ve always had a slight hearing loss in my right ear and it’s pretty noticeable because all speech comes in my left ear and my right is very muffled. 4 years ago I was told this and instantly I became paranoid about losing hearing further so every time I heard loud noises I’d start to panic. Now randomly two months ago I realized I couldn’t understand lyrics when my friends were talking about meaning of songs and I can’t even make out the works. That’s all it took to get me going again. I am a musician and I’m scared that I’ll never be able to play in the future. Since then all day everyday I am freaking out about my hearing loss to the point where I can’t even go about my day normally most of the time. No matter what I do I can’t stop thinking about it. I’ll open the window on the highway for a second and tell myself it doesn’t sound the same as it used to. And I’ll cover each ear to see which one is louder and search forums about it and sometimes I can’t even do work for college because I can’t stop thinking about it. I do this all day everyday. I just got a follow up hearing test and it’s the same as 4 years ago last time I went but it has not settled my issue. I don’t know how to stop this. I go to therapy and I am medicated but I don’t know what else to do. Nothing can settle my fear, even the doctor. 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I read some headlines about the strike on Syria and now I'm near panicking about the potential for war. Please tell me why it's all going to be ok...",5.014666666666667,5.876778022222222,4.944444444444446,86.33000000000004,68.77777777777777,8.666666666666668,26.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,1.675444444444444,181,5,37,3,3,56,37,45,0.217,0.5870000000000001,0.196,-0.4939,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,4,1,2,0,0,0,1,5,5,1,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,3,7,4,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,21,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2639007583555349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14989255470573207,0.21178185858161788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16847771148284038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14482907285817764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31527484073272793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6508197614896766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2965273103461669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531641930118816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2591078209566315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26749738712277954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway312995,2018/04/11,"War Anxiety I was scrolling through Reddit when I saw an article on r/worldnews about Trump bombing Syria and Russia possibly taking action. All of this leading to a war, I tried reading comments to get some reassurance that it’s some fear mongering bullshit, but all the comments are saying that it might lead to WW3. My heart sank when I saw that and I started to panic, leading me to create the post. So, is there any hope or reassurance this isn’t gonna happen? Am I just thinking irrationally?",6.395780141843972,7.2687371595744725,6.8391489361702105,73.93333333333334,65.70212765957447,9.245390070921985,35.87943262411348,9.2995712137729,3.441487943262412,399,19,68,7,6,130,70,94,0.198,0.69,0.112,-0.782,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,3,6,7,2,2,4,0,6,1,1,3,2,15,15,7,2,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,7,2,0,0,1,1,0,4,1,4,0,0,3,3,8,3,9,10,4,9,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,5,3,47,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18161384201453934,0.0,0.2043045384426948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30052317432528924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13953081162101588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23616532683882455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3164741542097327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2652565114396281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2833145160459324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3133440701320535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30107646255643444,0.255775128006241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2671379834524568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21238137315914066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1890304853053839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20080017844397124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17112492440248145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18132008757565307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,crumble13,2018/04/11,"My Family Thinsk I'm Crazy My family thinks I'm crazy because of my anxiety. Every now and then, I'll have mental breakdowns and start screaming crying for no reason. This morning my mom was driving me to school and I just started crying and laying on my side while covering my face. She kept calling me ""insane"" and that ""you need medication."" And she was screaming at me, too. I was never diagnosed with anxiety but I know I have it. I think it's severe. I always think about ""what if I kill myself to avoid all of my stress?"" Then I realize how insane I sound. I know I have anxiety, and probably other mental illnesses because there's so many things wrong with me. I want to go to the hospital or doctor to be diagnosed, but I was never taken in, even though I keep begging my mom. I feel embarrassed that I had such a huge breakdown today, and my sister knows now, too. I need help. I don't know what to do.",1.7336495083863497,4.0482942967033,3.835899363794102,84.62225853094276,81.30769230769229,6.908502024291497,22.21631000578369,8.032893268588372,1.392643956043956,710,23,137,14,19,242,105,182,0.24,0.718,0.042,-0.9871,0,1,0,0,0,1,27.0,0,1,0,0,12,7,1,3,2,0,11,6,1,2,3,35,30,18,1,4,5,3,1,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,9,10,0,3,10,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,7,4,35,0,15,22,1,17,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,2,10,102,44,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10515923523794063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900436856435146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408154360760162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12904927735963856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27764750257874404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565483998800202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293564551860513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08347355308578629,0.0,0.10648156383216456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382817881539264,0.0,0.0639021032776718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0718253160758928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08471061621691046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233336684625302,0.13982200991127622,0.0,0.27782308437196124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813064279430214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273157056983604,0.25472493415682496,0.0,0.0,0.29603213469236234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874200324716788,0.1949458574115353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13626024765302364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12994086385207668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12790446398009894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427747187360048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17890644712667245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14476917241885606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0839620157869476,0.242939800346556,0.12416883141944983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1197945462955698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454287262037487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13817794033096992,0.0,0.0 anxiety,radio_fox,2018/04/11,"Just overwhelmed at the moment Hello everyone. I'm a personal trainer, 30yrs of age, and im having doubts with my work performance and personal life. I already suffered from social anxieties prior to getting this job. I always felt that people hated me, that I was too pretentious, and that I simply wasnt good enough. I avoid people in general. Always afraid to step on someone's toes. The reason I mention my profession is just to get out of the way that I do rigorous exercise and it doesn't ease my anxieties. Long walks or runs don't either. Anytime a co-worker or member jokes around with me, I feel like they're out to get me. To make fun of me. I guess 15 years later and I haven't put being bullied in high school behind me. Probably doesnt help that I'm unsecured about my body and feel that everyone is judging me because I'm a personal trainer lol... *sigh* . i look fine, just not up to par with more serious gym dwellers. And work performance? Well personal training is a sales gig. Im just not approaching people as much from when I first started. I've become jaded with the sales process. Sorry for my incoherent rant. Thanks for reading.",2.1631252155915845,4.8490369596412535,3.6823542600896886,83.93839168678855,82.99103139013454,7.018213176957572,25.16885132804415,8.139509932561175,2.0122902380131085,914,37,166,20,26,301,136,223,0.151,0.755,0.094,-0.8673,2,1,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,0,5,9,15,1,4,8,1,12,4,2,2,0,32,27,11,0,0,9,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,4,8,14,0,1,4,4,2,5,7,7,2,1,3,4,23,7,28,23,4,24,0,2,1,0,8,9,0,4,10,102,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354421817399135,0.0,0.2042522985536758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877853439425216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092610242057975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07481870083816565,0.13555222280054366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13633198056128376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268190540635539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23455893531665303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12411797639404795,0.08768259296042154,0.1178457673041317,0.0,0.0,0.10439914322442052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19237341703631064,0.0,0.0,0.10294509845094127,0.0,0.0,0.1352074951751233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1211763484783693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08226732552330174,0.12967727835995144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651517925975196,0.0,0.1217964999035296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08669203690985286,0.05996258947441811,0.0,0.0,0.10861746060594857,0.1030672929277708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08192720506403213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022505135294508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25526897825719025,0.4286732177185201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13233012165621866,0.0,0.0,0.1233835377473508,0.0,0.0,0.1227691721513124,0.0,0.0,0.126193006528547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12421534211474293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12511385273644324,0.10399377896928423,0.0,0.0,0.13739285650501562,0.08687314283194414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299878008376688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09742209061782044,0.0,0.0,0.1103543662901184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26805971773323417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903793293288336 anxiety,Jordana32,2018/04/11,"Heart palpitations Can’t stop having heart palpitations and chest tightness. Even when laying in bed at night. I try to keep my mind on things that don’t stress me out, but it doesn’t work, and everything stresses me out anyway. I used to turn to exercise/cardio for managing my anxiety, but even that doesn’t interest me lately. All I want to do is lay around and eat ugh.",5.032602739726027,6.0948034931506845,5.621808219178085,80.7612054794521,68.86301369863014,9.675616438356164,26.928767123287678,9.888512548439397,2.3777638356164377,297,9,59,7,5,96,52,73,0.173,0.7559999999999999,0.071,-0.7783,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,2,0,0,7,4,3,1,1,15,11,6,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,1,8,1,11,11,1,10,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,4,40,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15546282385862248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18090897834836106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20794490106420688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844992508153503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18264112639755054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816336050754375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063136645831893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292411297477989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051943742085225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19070830175475356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16990110712422918,0.4655758866525988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350104075750595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.137973111374177,0.2210451177929475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551692197736132,0.0,0.0,0.11986448300419525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479466565623263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DoctorJeebs,2018/04/11,"Anxiety as a whole The feeling i get when my anxiety is bad is almost indescribable. First off i can't stop thinking about whatever it is that is giving me anxiety, even if i try to think of other things it just comes back. My chest gets tight, it feels like there isn't enough room for my lungs inside my chest. I get hot/cold flashes that hit at random. I go numb all over, like when your foot falls asleep and you try to walk on it. Like that except all over my body. I get lightheaded and feel like at any moment i am going to pass out. I panic and my mind races at 100 mph thinking about all the things that are wrong. It is like i am just running along and out of nowhere slam into a brick wall. It stops me dead in my tracks and quite literally deabilitates me. No one in my family understands what it is like. They all think that i am faking it because i ""don't want to go to school"". I would love to be able to go to school without all this anxiety. I could enjoy it even. They think that it is just something that you can fix with a trip to the doctors and it just isn't that simple at all. I wake up every morning with a nauseous feeling in my stomach that won't go away and dread for what the day holds. I just want to be normal and be back to my old self. People think lesser of me because of it and I hate it. I can't do anything i like without getting anxious, it is all around me and i feel trapped. I want my family to be proud of me and not a disappointment. 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I think of stupid things like ""if I don't hit that like button they will die"" or ""the tinsel in my room hasn't been put away yet, but if I do, will something bad will happen"" Basically thinking something so stupid and unrelated in replace of a small change? Sorry I'm terrible at explaining things but I always think something really REALLY bad will happen if I do or don't do something small my brains tells me I should do.",4.850378787878785,5.834918431818185,5.5504545454545475,81.39151515151516,69.22727272727272,8.593939393939394,26.03030303030303,8.841846274778883,1.8064712121212119,354,10,69,6,6,115,54,88,0.257,0.7070000000000001,0.036000000000000004,-0.9726,0,0,4,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,1,0,2,7,2,0,2,0,13,1,1,0,0,13,22,9,1,4,7,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,4,0,0,1,3,5,0,0,1,0,10,2,6,15,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,5,3,45,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426778095812476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11989667927980376,0.17569255091664682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110287630472042,0.0,0.2863426493475093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141861496611884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18139383771295065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1779600773313826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14324221994410144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958664670690013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3032629059364363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754437494432953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237595883946424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196977367367557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5280277575351414,0.0,0.19194801681112844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987342336948076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22783574782380506,0.3296155444181701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RudePoetry,2018/04/11,"How to stop oversleeping? Hi, I'm 26 y/o. I quit my job few weeks ago and I'm going abroad very soon for 3 weeks, so I'm not gonna look for another job for quite a while. I always liked sleeping, it has been my coping mechanism for years, but now I find myself sleeping for 12-14 hours a day including frequent naps. Whenever I feel sad/anxious I am looking forward to going to bed and cuddling my cats. I have tried everything, I'm not even on my meds anymore, I shouldn't be that drowsy all the time. Maybe someone from this subreddit overcame that bad habit which seems to be oversleeping (especially after an anxiety/panic attack) and can help me out? 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I just left the school I had gone to for 8 years because of medical issues and no one there remembers my birthday, at least not to my knowledge. Not even my dad told me happy birthday on the right day. He told me happy birthday yesterday and I guess he saw his mistake and texted me again happy birthday. Now since I’m so anxious and depressed this made me cry myself to sleep last night. The worst part is that we aren’t even going out to where I want to go tonight, so I want to to go to a restaurant well call bees but my family has a gift card to another restaurant so we are going to go there but I guess on the bright side I am going to get to go to the bookstore after we eat. I know some of this sounds petty but just if this happened to you on your birthday you would get it. But I don’t care that my mom hasn’t gotten me a gift or that we aren’t going out o where I want to eat, I care that no one cares and no one remembers. Its just on top of everything else I feel lonely and horrible for feeling this way that i make myself cry instead of celebrate. Thank you for listening and thank you even more if you haven’t judged me. I’m sorry if a similar situation has happened to you, you have my best wishes. I get if you judge me I would judge me because of how petty I sound. I’m sorry. Edit: Adding this I’m 16. Also for context four people said happy birthday to me my brother, who didn’t even come to hug me or say it to my face just screamed it, my mom who did kiss me, my dad who texted me and one girl who texted me.",2.7699107142857144,3.5577747410714307,4.19857142857143,89.89642857142859,73.91071428571428,7.147619047619048,24.714285714285715,7.333567415737692,0.898567857142857,1227,36,278,13,24,408,147,336,0.11,0.698,0.192,0.9882,2,3,0,0,0,0,23.0,4,9,0,2,21,19,0,0,9,0,17,7,2,3,0,52,58,24,0,11,16,5,2,0,0,2,1,6,0,1,18,16,2,0,7,0,0,10,12,5,1,6,10,10,56,14,36,46,6,34,0,2,2,2,32,13,0,9,10,194,74,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514031900371119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08541369891653626,0.0,0.09202207361037314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930962059239562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08548302718550642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317566447118763,0.0,0.2491494057922989,0.0,0.0,0.07016711548624424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895114167431625,0.05253236940437689,0.0,0.07015791753683813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16669960923525995,0.06804602036861619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21520363029487866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320738389098216,0.0,0.07678944999379071,0.0,0.08237318348423638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276721651399841,0.0,0.3703464916780029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17946589417709086,0.0,0.1440625109164698,0.3468456280441618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501888179336901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04476607719327685,0.06639749673545234,0.0,0.0,0.08850216227395749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0770756192509536,0.05437250019018038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08205833179187788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1908005221853519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07644092069038373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2759834059249264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08820889017414879,0.0,0.056471321331289535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768212445511156,0.06956296316233535,0.07748329167116083,0.06477706591974547,0.0,0.08243780203997579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0673812296680262,0.09155993611634652,0.08151480806995641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18236660485634115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14998744768096894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07721074609655118,0.15566936215077015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14413454508184495,0.06465596667804248,0.0,0.0,0.0732387098694148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367035878912768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11572798439130795,0.0,0.0,0.05245498146880346 anxiety,Del370z,2018/04/11,Just started taking paroxetine and I cannot ejaculate while having sex. I have been on paroxetine 20 mg for my anxiety for 5 days now and I unable to cum. Will this side effect go away or should I stop taking the pill?? I have also notice a great decrease in my sex drive as well.,2.4489473684210523,4.297982315789476,4.175298245614034,85.4324210526316,76.71929824561403,7.3670175438596495,21.92631578947368,8.238735603445708,1.230027368421053,220,6,44,4,5,74,46,57,0.07,0.8109999999999999,0.118,0.5661,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,4,2,0,0,2,0,7,3,0,1,0,7,11,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,2,7,8,0,11,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,1,5,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25773003220971663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24654602760652725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027959967638735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20784622282662493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1831611640240226,0.0,0.0,0.35531874296771376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3669219488047555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22811394990938266,0.0,0.0,0.26944347212889297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.484634230011772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897716090792704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CV0726,2018/04/11,"How do you deal with anxiety when you're alone I'm afraid when anxiety strikes when I'm all alone. I feel helpless like there's no one to help me. When I'm around people its ok, even if my anxiety is still going. But I don't know what to do when I have to deal with it by myself. I try to distract myself by watching videos or reading or social media but sometimes its just overwhelms me that my usual escapes dont work. This has been happening quite often lately and I dont know what to do. Any tips on how to deal with this?",2.2444543650793665,3.608594616071432,3.5919047619047646,91.4753174603175,76.05357142857143,6.406349206349208,23.158730158730158,6.937597516519254,0.6003539682539687,415,12,92,4,9,136,69,112,0.15,0.7859999999999999,0.064,-0.6428,0,2,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,2,13,6,0,3,0,1,10,0,0,2,1,18,18,13,0,1,6,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,3,2,0,1,4,4,0,1,1,2,12,2,13,17,1,11,0,2,1,0,6,2,0,4,9,64,20,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3326765693589792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10921686838706636,0.0,0.3685870246199042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14297244919271576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4967299312297938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37645559334903295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607804992575104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120668464756678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09127549005612856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14202242038841675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10765010765821437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765285526078397,0.0,0.18116937077957287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0784634625147512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883006563511434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113432451923878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708231257722402,0.1606484046385493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16371651358469425,0.0,0.0,0.15884239494865482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12825931467027082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090402136809378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17688365424478186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692231105223636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,plushiesaremyjam,2018/04/11,"My boyfriend may or may not have committed suicide... My boyfriend lives in Colorado and I live in North Carolina. We haven’t met IRL or anything. We were together for about 3 weeks when he started to get really depressed because of his parents...they are actually the worst. They always belittle him into nothing. They took away his car keys. And then after not allowing him to go anywhere or even spend his own money they took away his cell phone (which he paid for with the money he made at his job by the way) and the day after they took it I thought to myself. He really doesn’t need to worry about a girlfriend. He just doesn’t. He has way to much on his mind and he just doesn’t need the stress of a girlfriend. I also don’t make him happy anymore, he legit told me that. He still loved me but I didn’t make him happy because of the depression he is in right now. So I broke up with him. I wanted to talk to him about it after he got his phone back. But then later that day after I broke up with him I got a text from him over Snapchat. “So I might be put into a psychiatric hospital.” And I of course had no idea what was going on. I knew he had anger issues but what the hell happened? So he apparently had signed onto Snapchat on his friends phone and told me what happened. He then proceeded to tell his parents how he felt about them and told them what he thought about his life. They then threatened to call the police on him. I have no idea what any of that means. But that was March 18 and it’s April 11 now...After being chewed out by his friend I pretty much just said “ok fine he can figure out what we do about our relationship then.” And his friend said fine and that he would tell him that next time they saw each other. They haven’t seen each other yet and also he is in Boy Scouts. He and his friend are so after not having 2 meetings over the month of March i finally was like “oh my gosh are y’all ever gonna have another meeting?!” And his friend said they had a meeting but my boyfriend didn’t go to it. I was told this last night. It scared me and now his friend is telling me that he thinks my boyfriend is dead or in the hospital. I got really scared and I had a bit of a panic attack and I went to a friend of mine to talk about it. She said that if he was dead then his scout leader would’ve been notified and then the troop would’ve been told. Because Boy Scouts are like that apparently. She also said that would’ve been the case if he was in the hospital. Regardless on if his parents are assholes. She said that was probably just grounded from everything. Even leaving the house. Which would make a lot of sense...but I’m still super scared and I don’t want him to be dead....I woke up in the middle of the night all sweaty and shaky feeling like I was gonna throw up having a literal panic attack. Scared out of my mind that I was gonna fall into psychosis. Be thrown into a mental hospital and never see my friends or family again. I dont want him to be dead...I know I can’t stop death but there’s just something telling me that he isn’t dead and that he is perfectly ok. Just grounded. What do I do...I don’t wanna die or anything but I’m scared that I’m gonna crack and do something stupid to myself....not hurt myself or anything but do something stupid in general...I had a really good friend of mine who committed suicide in December and it was a few weeks after we had an argument...I can’t lose my boyfriend to suicide only 6 months after that...I know I shouldn’t be that worried since we were together only for about a month but I still am...I miss him and I wanna talk to him and tell him I’m sorry...I wanna hug him and let him know it’s ok...I just wanna know if he is dead or not and according to his Facebook and his mom’s Facebook he isn’t dead or anything...his phone isn’t wiped because I can still send him iMessages and they still say “delivered” on them and if he was dead I’m sure they either would’ve told me about this or I would’ve been blocked which I haven’t...I asked his friend if he knew he was dead and said he has no idea...I feel like a horrible person for breaking up with him but he knows I’m always there for him...always no matter what and we had talked about breaking up before but we decided not to since we still loved each other...I love him so much and I wanna make him happy...he deserves to be happy after everything he has been through...he just does....and I don’t do that for him....but now I feel like I caused him to commit suicide if he is dead...but still the fact that his Boy Scout troop doesn’t know if he is dead is really sketchy to me. Like if they don’t know then he must not be dead or in the hospital. He must just be grounded. It all makes sense. Hopefully he’s just grounded for a month and maybe he will get his phone back by that point....I don’t know...thanks for listening to me rant you guys...",1.0610502377896864,3.1409386751717387,2.393565996074585,95.3533474088473,82.26790971540727,5.60716011172341,19.709755038876725,6.802451553365861,0.0991364006944968,3806,101,862,43,104,1223,309,1019,0.187,0.695,0.118,-0.9983,6,0,3,0,0,11,134.0,9,2,14,3,49,55,6,9,35,2,95,6,0,9,12,172,174,83,15,26,48,3,4,6,12,13,1,9,0,5,44,56,1,2,21,0,4,12,32,23,0,0,60,16,127,32,110,91,14,112,1,7,3,4,173,42,1,26,60,547,171,1,0.0,0.0,0.04221310470354958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10377908202184352,0.1079811789716454,0.0,0.0,0.0294166005564541,0.04535928695274607,0.0,0.0,0.04289984143733863,0.0,0.0,0.10679177258462412,0.0,0.0404399468032916,0.09842335973793588,0.08128373790880543,0.0665247336304871,0.0,0.1054775436436862,0.0,0.03680896794888287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04722601400864058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417076979561069,0.0,0.0,0.0444373942997857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055795050404015896,0.0,0.0745152862814242,0.0,0.044894481761685985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05069749746689691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057142374956485074,0.03912890815888742,0.0,0.0,0.07775414892676,0.0,0.04077934501602014,0.0,0.06561691357946754,0.09270955411715068,0.04153400795788928,0.04738650453682357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33420656729017034,0.0,0.04520054314411425,0.0,0.07375274546583767,0.03628235986832242,0.10379098385780006,0.0,0.0,0.0428317509689942,0.07650497349586344,0.1381453201037523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04296448307829621,0.0,0.04991337631051464,0.04630807548928833,0.14649744216262367,0.0,0.04514961773796237,0.0429264190981164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19018563690986628,0.03526065661095405,0.0,0.045803473381534725,0.0,0.04423375038927256,0.03055406938466444,0.12680065098878504,0.0,0.07639437467967218,0.0,0.0,0.04839410594567189,0.0,0.036776001092196316,0.1171248163644194,0.04093131634634959,0.1443736701342618,0.0,0.04345799835374253,0.047120126411693886,0.0,0.0,0.04359341120712927,0.04588939839564154,0.08735553840384525,0.05066269079972853,0.13811097592135502,0.0,0.09539777507383088,0.06414981376704386,0.03336287024039554,0.0,0.046004868884811236,0.08118851426667208,0.0,0.0415067621713223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06579859447352532,0.0,0.101506771131137,0.09606472528845457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03777080255692559,0.0,0.0,0.04089234346061898,0.0,0.0,0.04400845457426611,0.046638928590056736,0.0,0.0,0.0434857607184618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13855939184390073,0.0,0.0,0.04644239347744632,0.0,0.03694169023691345,0.2880346869268474,0.03440012033528538,0.21654164572487092,0.0,0.034470647080184415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156614385070657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990526900388537,0.0,0.0,0.030617899040845026,0.0,0.2418186089853769,0.036165228080678034,0.049551349060202685,0.0,0.0,0.1892668467182906,0.0,0.040769705647812585,0.0,0.0,0.13907504102741908,0.18904491875145,0.0398257174491358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02771767553928078,0.0,0.06868328632509985,0.025223810860548833,0.0,0.0,0.2480065150128054,0.14418210672185616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765432275279344,0.06867162019577941,0.06939715505726894,0.0,0.0,0.04010015931630444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786023339105895,0.0,0.21510233389601988,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bigfrog119,2018/04/11,"This is a mess I'm recovering from being suicidal and am going through a lot right now. I've been bouncing back between my family's house and my apartment at college for a few months, because my dad is very ill and nearing the last stages of his life. I also have a little sister, who's also suicidal, who I worry about. My boyfriend of 2 years broke up with me early this year, I'm failing my classes, and the list goes on. My current issue is with my roommate. We've been friends for years, and he was one of the people I confided in about the things I've listed. A week after my boyfriend broke up with me, my roommate confessed he's always had a crush on me. I rejected him and felt terrible but thought that was the end of it. While things with us were awkward after, it wasn't too bad yet. I went to visit my dad for spring break. My roommate texted me several times with small talk while I was gone, but I ignored him because I was busy. I came home last week and found out he's been texting my three best friends for advice on how to get me to talk to him. I don't want to talk. I haven't been talking to anyone besides my therapist and my best friends, and my roommate knows that, but he's taking it personally. Even though I've assured him it's not his fault, he still thinks the reason I'm not talking to him is that he confessed to me. He struggles with his mental health too, and I'd normally try to help, but I'm exhausted. Talking to him is draining. He's emotionally manipulative and makes everything about him, but I've given him the benefit of the doubt because I don't think he knows any better. He honestly needs professional help, not a relationship. I'm avoiding him right now and feeling a lot of guilt. I know he's in his room crying sometimes. I know I could probably do something about it, but I can't get myself to care enough. I don't care about our friendship anymore (I won't tell him that). I feel guilty and awful, because I'm one of his only friends. But even just seeing his name on my phone gives me so much anxiety I want to throw up. It's getting ridiculous. I'm afraid to leave my room for anything, even to use the restroom, because I might bump into him. I've been eating nothing but junk food because I don't want to use the kitchen for the same reason. I wish I could avoid him completely, but he lives with me. I know it's immature to run away from him like this, but I'm trying to avoid all unnecessary stress right now. I feel like I'm suffocating. I don't know what to do. I just want to feel comfortable in my own home.",4.1631640412819095,4.799698602661599,5.054793047256926,85.58974524714831,70.57794676806084,7.988614883215643,29.28712656165128,8.052868069273773,1.782815165670831,2019,75,428,26,35,659,227,526,0.131,0.716,0.154,0.9813,1,4,1,0,0,0,57.0,2,0,0,4,23,35,1,9,19,1,33,7,0,7,2,83,79,30,2,9,15,3,5,2,4,2,4,0,5,1,19,23,3,4,19,0,0,7,12,20,0,3,19,6,76,15,65,55,10,55,2,4,1,0,59,23,0,4,25,271,95,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07137733556870694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168258401803225,0.060778105333255075,0.0,0.0,0.04967213539044435,0.0,0.05587813451793694,0.0,0.07243959845103674,0.051073765596504984,0.0,0.06010863804865165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06862684263429834,0.05616600003398081,0.06098833362568527,0.2671601100779385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15330944988978604,0.0646011057695178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08354239012968513,0.14894558448229855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07658479808871799,0.0,0.0,0.11663870116200488,0.0,0.08023493666088298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07474181200099421,0.0,0.08216418984923672,0.06469492647277607,0.07547353817526709,0.0,0.14473377608280333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06564685483026374,0.0,0.06885898127086515,0.0,0.14773210380387478,0.052182344175098386,0.07013328622499251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08832458015181928,0.0800885092085077,0.22573313768127745,0.0,0.11448675864843215,0.0700700524059603,0.04151234664437679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764190395873583,0.0,0.0,0.09791913651001476,0.0,0.1465373215457232,0.0,0.0,0.08428247788632101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07623851439947651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2408570295480339,0.11908052433006215,0.0,0.07734259867294659,0.0,0.0,0.05159283678246423,0.07137080179635179,0.07320885082492179,0.06449881445129195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12419806985276627,0.0,0.0,0.048757153131693085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07361074300397867,0.07748768950103016,0.0,0.0,0.05830268424206804,0.0,0.05369543171516939,0.054160884915868936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156719433239522,0.07008727967176835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899243284691196,0.05555292983153359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05063921747332098,0.0637788317794496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0787533274262815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020191982998174,0.0,0.0784214631544794,0.0,0.1871364404066624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05820627184562549,0.0,0.0,0.08251844809091925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623251219047885,0.07224196284102911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058332692902424876,0.0,0.08367116773312995,0.07636100346553408,0.0,0.1597956299721168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054919677594265234,0.3522579497631597,0.06384330358687433,0.0,0.0,0.08480921975844316,0.09705381040371787,0.09360674626242554,0.07176494102531956,0.05798843905932712,0.04259229565712845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09918358467791273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08786242643382733,0.1261723919969987,0.0,0.06026859865537816,0.1723319707950849,0.0,0.1171822989913774,0.0,0.0,0.06771212529861277,0.0,0.0,0.08399650579626915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741792954638193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111300133609445 anxiety,baroqueout,2018/04/11,"Possible Zoloft side-Effects? First time posting here, so I hope this is the right format. I'll try to be concise. Some background: - I was diagnosed with depression years ago, but in February I was also diagnosed with anxiety. - Prior to that, the only medication I was taking was Trazodone 50mg, which is technically an anti-depressant, but I was prescribed it as a sleep aid. - The doctor started me on Zoloft 50mg for the anxiety, in addition to the Trazodone. I've been taking it for 7 weeks now. At first, I didn't notice any side-effects from the Zoloft whatsoever. It went really well, and it's been a HUGE improvement for my mood. I went from nearly being hospitalized from anxiety in January, to now where I'm mostly in a good mood and haven't had any episodes at all. I've been under the impression things were going great. Two weeks ago, I started feeling dizzy and fatigued and drowsy and headachey around my eyes. I went to the doctor, thinking I had a sinus infection, and was given antibiotics for it. But even taking the antibiotics and over-the-counter dayquil, the symptoms haven't gone away. Over the past 3-4 days, they've been getting a bit worse. Tonight, I had... an episode, I guess. I started feeling super nauseated. About 30 minutes later, my vision went blurry, my heart rate sky-rocketed, my hands were shaking, I started sweating and feeling like I was separating from my body, and the dizziness got so bad I barely made it into bed before I fainted. I was able to sleep most of it off, but even now I'm still feeling overly dizzy and unable to focus. I'm definitely going to the doctor today, but this terrified me. Are these Zoloft side effects just showing up late? Has anyone else had an experience like this? I'm giving myself a panic attack reading about serotonin syndrome, lol.",4.157610619469025,6.470487401179942,5.072457227138647,78.8221371681416,73.21828908554572,7.705840707964603,29.589085545722714,8.548686976883017,2.5546844837758123,1435,62,246,27,30,467,185,339,0.125,0.7170000000000001,0.158,0.9009,0,0,0,0,0,0,61.0,0,0,0,4,16,16,1,2,22,1,27,22,7,2,1,34,57,19,0,1,6,0,5,2,0,0,15,0,1,0,14,15,0,0,6,2,0,8,3,6,1,3,27,6,27,8,38,28,5,52,0,2,1,0,1,20,0,5,25,163,41,4,0.0952266446670768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1688253497008108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761527133358222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1295147676687983,0.0,0.2185443675705761,0.0,0.0,0.0665846840809921,0.09757095082565073,0.0,0.08477190297477193,0.0,0.1083340556735789,0.08946856733417376,0.0,0.0795102706774041,0.0,0.0,0.08103086083789253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10396283249171233,0.10577533491477566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141330790650739,0.0,0.16403713902956785,0.19330607966392024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2924055177455569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07954964240318692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579260139745765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09314993104489107,0.0,0.0,0.1925978111368092,0.06802993397734296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1619994706145231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975199150373133,0.09135007471054173,0.10823899332637453,0.07987159154918923,0.07616144685980519,0.10498771192503993,0.10490288504763366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284403242890377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945815447508375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10741980296514987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09304585700143447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010575366793104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09593082615095334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10841616611141812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07242415434626398,0.0,0.1117279497900266,0.0,0.0,0.09090460745416568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10735373379584842,0.09120080251518893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952524143495252,0.0,0.061004626991324765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132303423613689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905908324219996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2696076368968289,0.0,0.07604812144039913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989769454401218,0.21479575706246706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326435136623525,0.06101738881927775,0.0,0.0,0.055527422297763335,0.0,0.09026372458508578,0.0,0.0,0.0646526408878208,0.0,0.09302259486708277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277014073853906,0.0,0.08562018981597627,0.35310421456523344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09704408635560492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06132283703741265 anxiety,rabbitoli,2018/04/11,"Overwhelmed all the time? I'm finishing up my first year of college as well as one of the most stressful school years I've ever experienced. I've had an anxiety disorder my whole life and it's constant year-round, but during the school year, it tends to amplify tenfold. This past year has especially been a bit rough. With college, you spend less time in class but the workload is harder, paced faster, and there's a ton of time that you get to decide how to spend. There's a lot less structure in your days, and with that, you basically have to make your own structure/schedule to survive. No matter how hard I try to organize myself and break into a routine of following a schedule, I end up not following through with it. I'm very anxious when it comes to academics and I find it very difficult to start and concentrate on much of my work. Work piles up and I don't know how to manage my time or my emotions of feeling overwhelmed by work, so I shut down and try to avoid it because it causes me so much grief. (I think I may have undiagnosed ADHD, but that's for another post). Not being able to concentrate and get things done on time often leads to bad marks on assignments and tests, which makes me feel even more overwhelmed. How do I get rid of this feeling? How do I break this cycle? Can anybody else relate? 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Hey all, throwaway here. I'm a 24 year old male who's had some pretty bad anxiety since I was in highschool. I don't want to talk about myself too much, I grew up in a pretty aggressive and some people would call it, abusive household. Highschool was fine, I remember walking to school and there were many days where id get halfway, start to think too much about what could happen, get scared, then go back home and sleep all day but overall I had a good group of friends and I don't think many people hated me, just they thought I might've been a little weird. Anyway things are getting very stressful lately, I left my job at a hotel because I would get visibly nervous anytime I had to talk to a customer. One of my shifts I couldn't stop shaking and ended up calling my boss, he let me go home that night. This is the first time I've been unemployed since I was 16. I currently live with my mother whom most of my friends have said is bi\-polar and I believe them. I can't tell how she's going to be one day. She could not talk to me when I see her one day, or yell and berate me anytime I see her during the day. Because of the fact I'm not working \(I've been seeing a therapist and have started taking medication, I didn't tell her and telling her I feel would make things a lot worse\) she keeps threatening to kick me out. I remember since I was in highschool, she would point out the homeless people and say that would be me one day if I don't get my shit together. The thing is, is that I DO have a job lined up and it's a guarantee I'd get hired, but thinking about meeting up with the boss makes me very nervous, typing about it and makes my heart race. I have a friend who said he'll let me live with him if I get kicked out, but I don't want to do that to him. I've hurt myself in the past \(cutting, burning\) but lately my thoughts have become more violent and often. I've always thought since I was a kid that I want to die by bleeding out, and lately I've been thinking about stabbing myself in the stomach with a knife. My thoughts start out with daydreaming about it, then telling myself I could do it if I had the willpower. Ill grab a knife, point it to my stomach but I get a very sick feeling when I do that. My body will get very tense if I think about it too much and I'll end up sleeping it off. I'm not totally afraid of death, I'd be lying if I said I wasn't afraid, there's a part of me that doesn't want to die yet but I can't stop these thoughts. I've tried, but they keep coming and they will until I actually do something. Sorry if this is long, I just wanted to get this out there I guess. tl;dr: Pretty bad anxiety as kid, might get kicked out soon, reoccurring thoughts of stabbing myself in the stomach and bleeding out. 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My husband is grieving the loss of his ex-girlfriend. He dated her right before me for 3-4 months and ghosted her. We found out in late January that she committed suicide and blamed him for it. She did it back in August. He is a wreck. He pushed me away and told me he wanted an annulment the day we found out. A week later, he went on a 10-day “soul searching” journey in Europe and got a tattoo that was “inspired” by her. It is in a foreign language but means “I love you forever.” It’s been two months since we’ve found out and he is helping out her family on a weekly basis in obtaining checks made out to her name, going to the temple to pay respects, and even having dinner with these people. As his wife, I am trying to understand but do feel uncomfortable. I am now suffering trust issues. When he pushed me away, he had lunch with an ex and was very flirtatious with her via text. I only found out about the lunch because I was suspicious of him texting someone at 11 PM so I went through his phone. He apologized and said it would never happen again. Tonight he is texting another woman he has never before mentioned, who lives on the east coast. It’s 2 AM there, feels extremely displeasing to know a woman across the country is thinking about my husband at 2 AM. I demanded to know what she was saying and to see the rest of the conversation. He refuses. He says i have one of two options: 1) See the texts and the marriage ends; or 2) Choose to trust him. I feel like he is being manipulative. I feel lost. I’m scared for myself and am unsure of what is “right” and what is “wrong.” I feel like I am losing myself in this situation. 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Turns out i have slight swelling in my optic nerve that my doctor thinks it is likely a pseudotumor, which is basically just when spinal fluid doesnt drain properly (i may be wrong about this part?) and gives you symptoms of a tumor even though there is no tumor. He basically said i have a textbook case of it and he could pretty much diagnose me there but he wants me to get blood work and an mri just to rule out an actual tumor. I get that its just to rule it out but I also cant get myself to stop dwelling on it and I keep trying to reassure myself its not a tumor. But my mind just keeps going that way and im not really sure how to relax myself. I guess until i actually get the blood work and mri done, i wont be truly relaxed. Has anyone else here has gone through this and could give me some advice? Im not really sure what i can do to help calm myself because a lot of what i do, my mind just reverts right back to being worried even though i know i shouldnt be.",3.6403151260504174,4.222518525210088,5.283518907563028,83.67637079831934,71.73109243697479,8.302941176470588,23.698529411764717,8.472884824447931,1.256763865546219,891,21,192,14,16,304,130,238,0.146,0.7859999999999999,0.069,-0.9408,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,2,20,10,0,2,10,0,24,10,4,1,2,42,43,19,0,4,11,0,0,1,0,3,6,1,0,0,16,11,0,3,3,2,0,2,8,3,0,0,4,2,27,7,25,30,5,16,0,0,1,0,9,7,0,5,7,139,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.2221194214887451,0.0,0.0,0.11121137952558742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09101182292089886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957685565450008,0.1166092409551828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08751094862879248,0.0,0.06937600047047532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1270468171782722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18173206885556886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11551222485220415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11648680673528468,0.0,0.1164645936670962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09507156935948602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503375711993076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972986281350058,0.21834906359024853,0.06467942941385932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125371800683503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07628277356157924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3687949138768532,0.0,0.0,0.2023146842563497,0.0,0.0,0.06254562999830693,0.0,0.1283798259761182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05560059970282345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19351014678105927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2298262801369877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366161313933933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324244055546105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12830086522378778,0.0,0.11578315003477753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14581600749026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719098988174714,0.1082570016352282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09068984905947276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08055353982979413,0.0,0.0,0.09514817253672946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21452445860958155,0.1182895767866283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292325569315558,0.22363059728716614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0772678273182803,0.12378988790689127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0671266167887297,0.09033510243857247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570644233096954,0.11557704858325155,0.0,0.0,0.12443064404681553,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FranckDaTanck,2018/04/11,"Problem with interacting I feel like a burden if I ask someone for help, when I’m out at social events I feel like everyone is looking at me and all having a negative judgment of me. I don’t know if it’s just paranoia but I don’t think people like me, at work they say I’m helpful but I can’t get this thought out of my head that they make fun of me and consider me stupid. 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I’m only fourteen and I can’t focus in school and my anxiety has just gotten worse. My heart races from the smallest thing and even when I’m writing this I can barely breathe. I’m so stressed it’s causing me chronic pain in my pelvic region and I’m losing my friends because I can’t explain to them why I can’t play sports anymore. The football season is coming up and I don’t know what to tell them. My parents tell me to just ignore it and live my life. Please help me ,0.6359642857142873,2.9437841916666727,2.404523809523809,93.09000000000002,86.25,4.761904761904762,23.57142857142857,6.18269132825596,0.5598928571428567,453,18,95,4,14,149,75,120,0.149,0.705,0.146,-0.0976,1,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,2,1,5,8,0,1,3,0,10,5,2,1,0,19,19,9,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,5,8,0,2,4,3,0,1,5,4,0,0,3,1,20,4,7,16,0,8,0,1,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,57,25,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2907731278237202,0.0,0.1884770205879088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11585178696948575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19523213605689527,0.0,0.16370993398394132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12552522597136645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18247634048745107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683098107896286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252083590417684,0.12738548737554586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10444567218197964,0.15491487332681975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1342368589606388,0.0,0.0,0.16781628610833196,0.0,0.0,0.2126156320642496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918947839732482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1445404298679786,0.2022249778186154,0.0,0.21102634181539168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20861615610065828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12174992015929048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152878755086726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19233920385955489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2176998870874581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33222148940200835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625976270396302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11081879465249858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148918939029228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19367563328280613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,juankardash,2018/04/11,"First time asking someone out on a date I was talking to a guy for quite a while now and he eased my anxiety for a bit until i realised i had a crush on him. Suddenly my anxiety went from zero to a thousand and I could not shake him off my mind and today I built up the nerve to ask him out on a date, and i was shaking the entire time just thinking about how his response can differ and hurt me in any way, and he ended up rejecting me just as i thought. This definitely brought me down and now I have even more anxiety in meeting new people because nothing ever goes well with anyone i talk to. I just want to be buried in a hole and never be let out. 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Any advice on how to deal with GAD, PTSD and panic disorder without them would be appreciated. Has anyone had some success?",4.988617021276597,7.327288234042555,6.315904255319152,70.70875000000002,70.91489361702128,8.955319148936171,26.643617021276608,9.516144504307137,2.7142808510638305,205,7,34,5,4,69,41,47,0.208,0.672,0.121,-0.6188,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,2,1,2,3,0,1,0,0,6,2,0,1,0,10,9,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,9,6,3,3,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,2,23,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3884933759832651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517803246911764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.138992436903621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20493468870331655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278204767471885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332388482038675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591510668310725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005022922292417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332269083483473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4647291705210198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273443267765115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18096293874185224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14945872374271302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3832359664713589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14120846113878835,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ystms30,2018/04/11,"Does anybody else get bad anxiety when you listen to music around other people? Whenever I’m listening to music with my headphones, and there are people around, I always assume people can hear my music and that they are constantly judging me and my music taste. It gets to the point where I’m taking my headphones off every 2 minutes to check to see if the music is too loud, even though that I know that the volume is perfectly fine and no one can hear it. It also probably adds to my anxiety that I listen to some pretty obscure stuff. Does anyone else experience this?",7.400764525993885,7.22275771559633,7.841788990825691,71.19766819571869,63.58715596330275,10.202446483180431,31.01070336391437,9.725611199111238,2.968521712538226,457,14,76,8,6,151,68,109,0.079,0.8370000000000001,0.083,0.3527,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,1,9,3,0,0,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,14,18,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,10,8,1,0,2,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,8,11,2,11,18,1,7,0,0,1,0,7,5,0,4,2,56,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13322577456874352,0.1386201913437202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254889080741659,0.0,0.0,0.11648693424732433,0.1706960255221976,0.0,0.2966093246258046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909967134663814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18002975869484195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915764056260752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783371008487972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003427207044876,0.0,0.14036327593667913,0.0,0.0,0.16296164865136875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17407777908562658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3755288191340613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09155612683043032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288892527644365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3464875045293913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15748590251526925,0.0,0.0,0.1694867694145504,0.17961733517238485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13275445979113862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071115017625007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12525853142195578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16367851222333926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,deadblackwings,2018/04/11,"Beta blockers for anxiety? Has anyone been prescribed a beta blocker for their anxiety? I had an attack on the weekend that had my heart rate at 160 and my bp at almost 200/100 and the ER doc suggested I should try a beta blocker to treat it. While tachycardia is one of my main symptoms and I would love to be rid of it, is there anything else I should know? Does this do anything for muscle tension or overthinking? Does it help with social anxiety? I have that along with general anxiety and cardiophobia. Please don't suggest benzos or SSRIs, I don't tolerate then well at all.",4.3828828828828845,6.326092333333339,5.378558558558559,78.46801801801804,71.61261261261261,8.536936936936938,31.25225225225225,9.150863307647796,2.9979441441441455,463,21,81,10,9,152,74,111,0.128,0.77,0.102,0.4303,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,1,5,0,14,3,1,0,1,19,16,8,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,6,7,0,3,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,1,3,0,10,3,14,9,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,4,0,3,3,62,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921887852972822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5872994648689617,0.0,0.0,0.1342009511521969,0.0,0.3158817958448785,0.0,0.0,0.21834650887409784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33591605119830736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16033173126329198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274363345388512,0.12864570589391813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1054789482086241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17322306969798024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300557976269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21067998572965385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19564705428315576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994873205983308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030693201297064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17256687584729097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634058239229085,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,darkmattergods,2018/04/11,"Help dealing with anxiety about world events? Not to name anything specific but the worlds a crazy place and it makes me more anxious than anything else. Anyone have any tips on controlling this anxiety or coping somehow? But let’s not get political that’s for other places at other times. Thanks in advance Edit: if my responses are a little strange or come off as a bit frantic I haven’t gotten much sleep lately so I’m a bit wonky ",3.6189457831325313,6.141962385542174,4.2369728915662686,83.16461596385547,75.74698795180723,7.041566265060243,27.24246987951807,8.07648339933343,2.003555421686747,350,14,62,6,8,111,70,83,0.177,0.758,0.065,-0.8276,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,3,2,0,1,5,0,4,1,1,2,0,14,10,8,0,1,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,10,8,4,14,0,0,0,0,3,9,0,4,3,39,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12993329653721933,0.0,0.2923341291931835,0.2158532928232268,0.0,0.1335997069254193,0.0,0.3144665889892991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4171951596296372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16458880278814048,0.0,0.0,0.2142998409768778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19698348312721656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15961341647518007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09982553158575294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12806935015795376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21553386326311585,0.0,0.0,0.19538073392446045,0.0,0.0,0.19150107497117053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12753986890987612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14045750996811945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3992523368115957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19120672948810855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1759104266720149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11141371995219718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,icanttakeitanymoree,2018/04/11,I was free of anxiety for 3 days after a trip to a city full of people and life And now my anxiety and feeling of being an outcast and being judged has returned once I got back to my small town in the midwest and coming back to school. ,8.497,4.771153500000004,9.028000000000002,74.86400000000002,64.0,11.6,37.0,8.841846274778883,3.0847999999999995,185,6,39,2,2,63,36,50,0.069,0.833,0.098,0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,0,0,7,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,4,2,9,3,1,12,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,6,30,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4863339076131363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4888393377333875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27381378913998744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049975550432008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16072282106112745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542268268398937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245184644559692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3385173807267508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22036856388222956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32169780371494905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iamjustsomeloser,2018/04/11,"Desperately trying to find happiness in a life of being alone I'm convinced that most people are judgmental and worth being wary of and nothing has managed change my method of thinking. Every day I find I become more of a misanthrope. Too many people have I asked to explain social skills to me and every single time I'm just as lost and confused. I've come to the conclusion that communication is just a skill I will never manage to learn, and every day I try my hardest to find comfort in that, but am never able to. I'll talk to people if they talk to me but I never start conversations of my own. I don't know how. While medication has noticeably lessened my depression and anxiety, it hasn't made me a happy person, nor has it made me less fearful of people to the point I'd be willing to talk to them. The vast majority of my time is spent inside where I do nothing more than waste my life on Reddit and listen to the same select few songs repeatedly. I believe that I am bound to a lonely life and I desperately want to be content with that fact yet I'm incapable. While leaving the house is essential, I can realistically picture myself becoming a complete social shut-in in the future. People always tell me I don't have to spend the rest of my life alone, but if I don't know how to socialize and aren't able to learn no matter what I do, how else am I expected to live? How can I turn my loneliness into something positive? 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How long has it been since you were genuinely interested in something, other than: 1. escaping anxiety, 2. fixing yourself? I'm sitting here, playing the same decade old game on my gamecube for the 50th time, not having fun, and thinking... what the hell am I doooooing.",5.085574712643677,8.206032844827586,5.6765517241379335,71.58195402298853,74.0,8.004597701149425,33.804597701149426,8.841846274778883,3.7312666666666665,267,14,38,6,6,86,54,58,0.183,0.73,0.087,-0.8106,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,0,2,5,1,0,4,0,6,0,0,1,0,7,8,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,3,6,6,1,7,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,3,27,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2600506318833791,0.0,0.0,0.23769163252526354,0.3483053033724866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839734787449742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34070586072206344,0.0,0.3008332670817022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35670636507849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252734959740279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811991368090141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616998662120645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21781770028737207,0.0,0.0,0.19821981343068096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Zombies8163,2018/04/12,"Had anxiety since I was 14. I'm now 19 and finally getting better These past few weeks I have managed to talk to people without the constant fears, thinking that they don't really want to talk to me, they think what I'm saying is stupid etc... I've been able to talk to people over the phone too, something I could never do before it would terrify me, but now it's easy although I still feel a little awkward. I couldn't remember what my mood could feel like and that I could ever be happy again until now. 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In the last year, my health has gotten so bad that I've been out of work and living off of SSI. I'm grateful that I'm able to keep my apartment and all, but the lack of self esteem and feeling of weakness that comes with it is overwhelming. I've always been depressed, but this has sent it into overdrive. My grandpa, who I've always been close to, passed away a few months ago as well. Now, my dad has slipped into a coma and is completely unresponsive. Being the oldest child, it's going to be up to me to pull the plug any time now. As if losing my father wasn't enough, I'm going to inherit all of his assets. Normally that wouldn't be a bad thing, but he's got a house in mid-repairs that I could never afford to finish. I also worry that inheriting those things would cause me to lose my SSI and Medicaid in the middle of a bunch of medical work. So I'm terrified about that aspect as well. With all of this, I feel like I can't even think. For the past several weeks, I've tried everthing I can to distract myself for even short periods of time, but it never works. I don't know what to do.",4.5960210803689066,4.407298747035576,5.6796996047430826,84.38331752305666,69.43478260869566,8.643899868247695,26.35283267457181,8.238735603445708,1.4436442160737817,945,24,205,12,15,315,141,253,0.151,0.784,0.065,-0.9827,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,13,11,0,2,12,0,19,4,0,1,5,36,37,17,0,6,5,3,3,1,0,2,4,0,0,2,21,12,0,3,5,0,2,8,6,8,2,0,7,3,16,3,39,24,8,41,0,4,0,0,9,17,0,1,17,139,37,3,0.12961963411444613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489998484126085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036567745710386,0.2157078383912264,0.0,0.0,0.08814579604447208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12178191306795814,0.0,0.21645396053965707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13315506960702506,0.0,0.11165583748282344,0.13590372025225755,0.0,0.0,0.10349073059476373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.111641200929262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393173155248675,0.0,0.17122509172141506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1966187449274964,0.09260029251058784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099747545864032,0.0,0.1036686623802454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377796097763051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14956365470286506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042377292671176,0.0,0.0,0.07123556106301601,0.10565730190538276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06332560588770159,0.0,0.11445651166483845,0.0,0.0,0.2900224303114352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13057814469317494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10346115530670792,0.0,0.09528534530036957,0.0,0.19994130525206946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699972057798772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12373660752955327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1106944593040886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522154737315994,0.1464332917873265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722270506379462,0.08305502772910485,0.0,0.0,0.15116450205123794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800322310746457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10397305195080618,0.0,0.233087235522292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28309391219312496,0.13163503032998872,0.0,0.09207806910591768,0.0,0.0,0.08347079462306581 anxiety,mikelama25,2018/04/12,"Question Hey everyone, first time poster. So I have a severe case of health anxiety, and for the last week or so I’ve thought I had cancer, I have a history of panic attacks. About three months ago I went to a cardiologist and they gave me a clean bill of health, and then I had blood work done and everything came back clean as well. Any tips to combat this? 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She knows I struggle massively with anxiety but doesn’t give me a breather. 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As if there is a computer or something that is running my consciousness and I need to wake up and escape this reality. This urge to “break through the wall”, if that makes sense. It comes and then I have to continue on with life and so I move on from this feeling. Would this be consider Derealization? Have you guys experienced this? 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So I was dating a girl for a couple months. In the beginning everything was amazing. We got along so well, spoke to each other everyday. Spent all of our free time together. During this time she revealed that she has depression and anxiety. I didn’t know much about it, but I knew I really liked this girl. I told her that though I don’t fully understand what she’s going through, I’m willing to be there and support her as long as she would allow. Without getting into much detail, things started to change. The fire that was there in the beginning faded. I understood as all couples go through their honeymoon phase and things were still good and I still really cared about this girl. As time went on, she kept doing things to push me away. It was too late though, by then I was in love with this girl. Every time I mentioned the thought of being together officially as boyfriend and girlfriend she didn’t seem too excited about the idea. She revealed to me that she couldn’t give herself fully to me. I knew she wasn’t while were dating but I understood this could because of what she was dealing with. She told me eventually that she couldn’t be with me because of the fear of me leaving her, she couldn’t handle the heartbreak. So it’s been months since we’ve seen each other. We still speak every now and then but it’s usually short. Except for a time when she told she was feeling low and suicidal so I called her. We spoke on the phone for 2 hours. I made sure to uplift her spirits and keep her laughing. We spoke a couple weeks ago about a possible meet up after I returned from a trip I took last week but we haven’t spoke since. Yesterday I took her off of my social media because I found myself stalking her and I couldn’t bare to see her posting happy photos while I’m here bent out of shape. I still do miss her and think about her everyday. I’ve been thinking about texting her just to see how she’s doing, but I know I’m doing this hoping for something that may never be. Anyone have some some help/suggestions?",3.3631554931554923,5.347601012285015,3.934332046332049,87.56713513513516,74.5036855036855,7.01015093015093,24.896384696384693,7.859703344183488,1.3360538996138995,1640,54,323,24,35,517,189,407,0.068,0.802,0.13,0.98,0,0,1,0,0,0,36.0,6,0,1,0,27,19,0,1,14,0,34,2,0,3,4,68,81,32,1,7,8,0,2,1,1,3,0,5,0,4,23,25,0,2,16,0,2,7,11,5,1,0,35,10,65,15,55,34,8,60,1,4,3,2,58,15,0,5,38,239,88,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08053516830604984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13900367020969195,0.0,0.0,0.06352610847329525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08535881775015486,0.0,0.0,0.1661483340256196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0927704553424366,0.0,0.09263007383470022,0.0,0.09610978953010316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253824635468853,0.3015793480410691,0.0,0.0,0.09366483209108137,0.07825103649185983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1530941259710484,0.0,0.08165227631391596,0.0,0.0,0.10223420520342323,0.045937701781065036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09961496404315094,0.0,0.0,0.04746662768849482,0.0871538978550491,0.10326702192846236,0.07620268022172655,0.072662961482463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671406610264154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06089644668741901,0.0,0.0,0.09023692992378028,0.08947131031826464,0.0,0.0,0.1025612977301216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075378495482534,0.0,0.0,0.09986020289753296,0.07405682954152551,0.10248546117668143,0.09619957047459927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04438589208949337,0.0,0.0,0.08040151247215986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16399567098792409,0.08596673485173231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14503503315993388,0.0,0.13357393095337733,0.0,0.07007096951341077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1024224269027532,0.08701148249624834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11640474397715485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14479519557274806,0.08270861013921617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15030808344191726,0.0,0.0,0.09261257752768898,0.07697894123265876,0.06994261393138215,0.0,0.0,0.06430579427959629,0.0,0.29021936672023585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937777648278484,0.10309822357544796,0.08562730906945902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18107488694377133,0.1164290952008048,0.17852403772891412,0.07212665498335546,0.2648838168128489,0.0,0.0,0.26044007645883394,0.20188071213477116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09458054945928752,0.0,0.0,0.10006107987176988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1457526256373343,0.0,0.08168721592397762,0.08422108231963589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08757846872563697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453893621470902,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,zeroimpulse,2018/04/12,"Losing Sense of Self and Spiraling Hey guys, I've been on a bit of a downward spiral these past few months. Big life changes are coming for me, including a move to a different state and a marriage next year, but I don't think this is the source of my anxiety. Big changes have also happened lately, as I've made some close friends and reconnected with some older ones. I've been a little socially isolated until then, so the change was really welcome. Lately, however, I feel as if I'm starting to lose who I am. I no longer know how to act socially and get massive social anxiety, even with friends. As such, I get the feeling they're starting to ice me out. The isolation just sends me spiraling even further down. I want to ask them what's going on, but I feel that would only make things worse. I'm sinking pretty deep into depression and I'm not entirely sure what the cause is for all of this. Has anyone else felt like this? I really want to overcome it, but it keeps lingering in my mind, which pulls me back down. I'm struggling to keep myself together.",4.444274322169059,5.679510779904309,5.313856459330147,81.7816618819777,70.38755980861245,9.018309409888356,29.244338118022327,9.3871,2.556710749601276,839,32,163,18,15,274,136,209,0.151,0.738,0.111,-0.8427,2,1,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,0,1,11,0,11,1,0,4,2,37,35,17,0,4,6,0,4,1,2,1,1,0,0,2,12,11,0,2,6,0,0,6,3,4,0,1,5,4,16,5,26,29,5,33,0,3,0,0,14,14,0,3,13,101,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09177977757265199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755941236738409,0.0,0.0,0.08024832244321471,0.117593185745595,0.0,0.0,0.10729241144785136,0.0,0.0,0.08824936302290058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12529672580193976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11789815689111982,0.3642273814113807,0.09886230756522983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09884934806850754,0.0,0.0,0.1199079361699106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09587378001295843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15160611448775616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17409016198639762,0.0,0.11019509725303277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1773386532909699,0.0,0.1199228895199715,0.0,0.06522519222902988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11363817737819527,0.10148879688260397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040218086486132,0.0,0.0,0.06307338788692515,0.0,0.25892618112142585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08106389950935311,0.056069755663133776,0.11502749793521296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2567916497037187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10859607842454556,0.0766084055136332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11588277321758328,0.0,0.09160657237073927,0.12198002100972033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12205686978282228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07776963943971345,0.0872860924531332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10955886254085616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11676012429823247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14704639797864236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972785755969227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3509739930093512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624664956924093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11998023557928035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10816730433030276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624663445760442,0.073538579632763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538605777468835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11695820503704825,0.08152776060062322,0.0,0.0,0.07390670794090035 anxiety,lordofpersia,2018/04/12,I am completely depersonalized Help nothing feels real!!!!! I feel like I'm high or everything is a dream. I don't think I'm in real life anymore!!! 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I notice it the most since a lot of the time I’m at school, working, going shopping, hanging out with groups of friends, etc. I’ve always had the tendency to worry/panic/be paranoid, but I’m starting to realize that hypochondria is really causing problems for me. When I’m alone trying to get something done (homework, reading, art, whatever) I often have panicked/paranoid thoughts about the future, my decisions and my life. I can really control them. They become worse the more stressful my current life situation is. I’ve always been a person to have allergic reactions, irritated skin, etc. I used to get sick extremely often as a kid, but now at age 21 I rarely do. Whenever a friend/family member is sick, I panic and start obsessing over it nonstop and try to avoid getting sick. Whenever my stomach feels weird, I panic that I am going to throw up. I have a deep set fear of throwing up. Sometimes, something strange will happen with my body that causes me to panic. A sore throat makes me think I have cancer, any unexplained pain is signs of heart trouble, an itchy scalp is the start of psoriasis. When I get a rash or sty or something, I fear that it will never go away. Recently, I feel very overwhelmed:( A few weeks ago, I was terrified thinking I was pregnant although the chances were very slim. Then, a couple weeks after that, my brother had a bad cold (probably a flu) and gave it to my dad. This has been going on for a while and I haven’t gotten sick yet, but it’s been on my mind since then. I’ve also been having allergy problems and it’s making me freak out. After using a bad razor to shave irritated skin, I ended up with a rash/pimple-like bumps on various parts of my legs, groin, even one on my armpit. Now I’m paranoid I have herpes. I haven’t worked out in a month and I’m paranoid that plaque is building up in my arteries. But I’m too anxious to work out until this rash goes away out of fear of sweat making it worse.. I am obviously not asking for medical advice on here since that is not allowed, but rather for advice on what I should do about my hypochondria problem. It is causing me to not be able to focus at anything I do, and I obsess over whatever I’m worried about for a long time. I’m so stressed and I have a LOT of other stressful things going on in my life. Even if nobody can offer advice, I’d like to know if anyone else has this problem as well :( I feel so alone. My parents and friends get annoyed with me when I express my concerns and I never believe them when they assure me not to worry. My boyfriend understands and notices I’m spacey/not able to focus a lot because of this. I wish I could just be a normal person. 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I started hearing about all this news about war just about 1 hour ago and my anxiety skyrocketed to the sky and my heart is racing. 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I recently had a follow up medical examination, the second of which has confirmed that I have no medical abnormalities that point a life threatening illness. Despite absolute confirmation from a very well trusted specialist and surgeon with atleast thirty years of experience, I still find myself placing too much trust in the hour or so of research I have conducted on Google. It's almost debilitating. I tell myself I am being irrational, and I know that I am, but it is almost like there is a conflicting entity inside me who can shout the loudest that I have zero control over. Even when you're occupied, it is there whispering, sewing seeds of doubt. Anxiety sucks. 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Hi, My anxiety has been making it difficult for me to sleep lately, and between my restless legs and tendinitis which always keep me moving around and trying to find a comfortable position, I think a weighted blanket could really be beneficial. I’ve been looking into it for a while now, but can’t seem to find any that aren’t close to $200. Do you have any recommendations for an affordable and nicely made weighted blanket? Thanks so much. 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I'll be graduating college in May, meaning that I have to begin my life as an adult and enter the real world, like, REALLY FREAKING SOON, which is giving me ungodly amounts of anxiety. I just don't think I'm ready for this. In a matter of months, I'm going to have to start paying off student loans, buy a car, and find a new place to live. In order to do that, I obviously have to find a job, and that's been by far the most stess-inducing process of my life. When I started college, I picked a major that I thought I could tolerate that would also have a bounty of jobs available when I graduated (Finance). Only thing is, I kind of hate it, to be honest. I'm a good student, so I've done well in all my classes, but I've always just been telling myself to keep pushing through, being motivated by nothing more than blind expectations of a career and a paycheck. Well, here we are, 4 years later. While finding jobs isn't too difficult, finding a job that I would actually enjoy is next to impossible, and part of that is the fact that I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. Filling out applications for jobs I don't really want makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry. I have an interview coming up at a pretty well-respected company - it's a great opportunity, but what's the point if I'm going to be miserable? It seems like everyone I know already has their life figured out, yet here I am, an anxious mess, fearing what the future holds for me. I know I have to push myself to get out of my comfort zone, but damn, this is tough. If you actually read this entire thing, I just need someone to tell me that I'm gonna be okay. Anyone else out there going through this too?",6.787176295494523,5.2002767583547564,7.774171289406038,75.79148559058315,65.47814910025707,10.862995535110269,34.355432282505745,9.811843763644266,3.0444724935732648,1485,54,309,26,19,507,200,389,0.127,0.7090000000000001,0.16399999999999998,0.9049,5,0,0,0,1,0,49.0,1,1,1,3,22,23,2,2,23,1,36,5,0,3,4,59,66,20,0,10,10,0,0,2,0,4,5,0,0,1,26,14,0,2,14,2,4,9,4,10,2,1,8,1,36,13,51,47,8,48,0,1,1,0,9,18,1,6,21,214,62,18,0.0,0.0,0.17171917279835275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09709241226865496,0.07036068634655081,0.07320964607641793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13461487254458132,0.09939675391963916,0.0,0.06152038275309968,0.0901498944273201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07346287441908632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07579033201063334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07024797814988196,0.0,0.09664617354718816,0.0,0.09070752890790504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09003806848931217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07349925160812372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07958646714964164,0.0,0.08407237891661191,0.0790742485604265,0.0,0.0,0.09900633905849078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216627319385994,0.07483905327148689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0459679519739926,0.08440216602786416,0.15000981960391274,0.07379671392941374,0.0,0.09700255112938863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686587762049401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932310421098896,0.0,0.0,0.4365521815139155,0.07820412549386334,0.0,0.1832433676073678,0.09670729172149692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485824985963125,0.08596897042202109,0.0,0.07769138824641843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058729930867257474,0.0,0.0,0.09584025134367223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022790288152526,0.0,0.0,0.06523894080171072,0.0,0.08497539079586086,0.0935718669009932,0.0,0.0,0.08442291695495799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06691571428847036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0952779806645871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192444033365436,0.0,0.083173216494701,0.0,0.08426424718482615,0.17902249712969834,0.09486151627473814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800770131779412,0.10014493079696653,0.11272946786535105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009723049351364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454846585718898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12455090268864501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15380359865831478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1169051761496136,0.056376525120861415,0.0,0.13969876411183296,0.0,0.0,0.08339844157614737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556855365972141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23732425504030824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250024644615486,0.0,0.0,0.056658741542704824 anxiety,AnAnonymousGamer1994,2018/04/12,I am about to tall to a doctor about my anxiety... but I have anxiety about it. -_- Just getting it off my chest.,-1.7628260869565224,0.016529130434784992,1.5307608695652206,94.3291847826087,105.52173913043478,5.778260869565218,18.793478260869566,7.1686216300943375,0.7594434782608701,82,3,19,2,4,29,16,23,0.093,0.907,0.0,-0.2617,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,1,0,0,2,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,6,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7995787174830329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5349056382989407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27303815239667706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mymopedgotstolen,2018/04/12,"I hate being alone but I hate being with people. Going INSANE (F 18) I literally feel like I'm losing my mind. I have really bad social anxiety (also currently doing an evaluation to see if I'm on the autism spectrum as my doctor suggested) and this makes spending time with people very difficult for me. It's hard to explain but I feel like I never get my social needs filled because everytime I hangout with people it's so draining and nerv racking that I always feel way worse afterwards. There are a couple of people I feel comfortable with but when I spend time with them I never feel like I get anything out of it. I hope that doesn't make me sound like a bitch, I really care about all my friends it's just I don't know how else to explain it. All these things leave me with a constant painful feeling of loneliness. Idk I just feel so empty and I know I can't live my whole life like this. It's like no matter who I spend time with I just don't feel the connection. And it makes me really sad. As for relationships I actually don't want that at all. All I want is to be able to spend time with friends and enjoy it. I don't know if this made any sense at all but maybe someone else can relate haha. Peace Tl;dr: See title ",1.7584523809523809,3.9200425119047653,3.559453968253969,87.49665714285715,80.23015873015873,6.5716825396825405,21.191111111111113,7.699297019823105,0.8977966349206357,971,28,199,16,25,325,130,252,0.211,0.598,0.191,-0.4569,1,1,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,10,21,3,0,6,1,14,3,0,5,7,54,45,18,0,6,9,0,9,6,2,0,3,1,0,0,17,14,0,0,13,1,4,2,9,8,0,0,1,12,33,13,25,41,6,17,0,2,2,0,10,4,1,3,16,124,50,1,0.09918758802896936,0.0,0.09679277793468777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1027284277865919,0.0,0.07932027831127826,0.0825320189921132,0.0,0.0,0.06745096114702154,0.0,0.07587823335379444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08162293361762626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281749293586962,0.0604638330365521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10112835650174834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071865456231125,0.0,0.0,0.10974917957597884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10152269928562388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1657170046497943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4012177980880548,0.2125788981195387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15326416893146275,0.0,0.10364284185682357,0.0,0.0563705920557264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0888525964461827,0.19585441661766254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09851565524216198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163532713203596,0.0,0.0,0.1050253341655649,0.0,0.0,0.0700591267503285,0.29074827211416376,0.0,0.08758445743043235,0.0,0.0,0.11096553980198694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09385369404855763,0.1986254556407419,0.0,0.09964726389305648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10015118870630586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07354633972211637,0.15299916521756654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10554258690775108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750567386290088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906263262041136,0.0,0.0,0.10649034962452923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15807933159755133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20221851001607266,0.08404132146105661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06589582613324617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313483209005825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08184014788845542,0.11700681856255644,0.0787304905751978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11073939984136696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108062603423183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway6075,2018/04/12,"We're gonna read 13 Reasons Why in english class... Our teacher gave us some options on what books we could read in class towards the end of the year, and everyone except me voted for 13 Reasons Why... He even said maybe we're gonna watch some of the series. I'm scared. I haven't read it or watched the series, but I know very well what it's about, and I *know* it would be so triggering for me. I have struggled with suicidal thoughts and almost attempted several times... I don't think I could take it having to read that book or even being present in a class where we're talking about it. I feel stuck, I don't know what to do. Like, I could talk to my teacher, I'm not even sure if he'd understand/ have empathy, but even if so, what is he supposed to do? Allow me to not be in class while they're talking about the book? I'm pretty sure he can't do that. Also if I was missing in that class everyone would want to know why, but not even the people I am closest to in my class know about this... Or choose a different book? That would be unfair for the other students, and they'd want to know why and I don't want them to know... I know that in America schools were banning the book/series or warning parents about it or something? I think that's good because I think what was done on the series was very problematic... But here in Germany it didn't have as much popularity so generally nobody really knows why it's bad... I'm definitely gonna talk to my therapist about this, but I just wanted to know if anyone has been in a similar situation and has any advice for me. Thanks",2.6823289287399743,4.11436994171779,4.031901840490799,88.48821613968855,75.04294478527606,7.223973572439831,25.115148655025955,7.882392219407189,1.2227804624823024,1235,41,269,18,26,407,142,326,0.08800000000000001,0.809,0.103,0.6077,2,0,1,0,0,0,47.0,3,0,2,1,19,11,0,2,12,0,35,0,0,4,2,66,68,26,1,14,19,1,1,1,0,6,0,1,0,0,22,8,0,1,19,8,0,0,9,4,1,0,11,4,29,7,38,42,3,19,0,1,2,0,16,14,0,13,6,174,51,16,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957703197682793,0.0,0.0,0.0815450741031122,0.0,0.0,0.06512328840574658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05537837851229172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05694102540627687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0679945606889866,0.04964182830402925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19505690941286316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0850819136399581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333595657162432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0721269600727392,0.0,0.0,0.26893420802979545,0.0,0.0,0.1556286632048217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04117582372169365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0683035503796955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4475437333497845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03978487380838936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08181208694055167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059863863683935786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09042358087049852,0.0,0.0,0.056456557197726284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284835123887191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32582689069385234,0.0,0.05216914465176673,0.16745683881385506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07746303406712067,0.0,0.0815303263720964,0.08241624910494105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199801491733174,0.0,0.0,0.09153599824675188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06269239927584153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513321443205496,0.0,0.08907632832419315,0.0,0.15350245429388487,0.0,0.061228748667272466,0.26181646138371084,0.0,0.07497411712101902,0.0,0.0945519462007808,0.0,0.1565401744381784,0.0,0.06465004377851152,0.047485219873628574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08477637933645579,0.09795589961684853,0.0,0.0,0.13438428779065498,0.19212914913851944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321956198923384,0.0,0.3674106856009176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354659186658672,0.0,0.0,0.052441267386430214 anxiety,LogicalCoconut,2018/04/12,"Need help figuring this out Hey guys, I'm just wondering if anyone has gone through the same thing I have. I'm a full time uni student and have noticed a pattern regarding my work ethic/grades/motivation throughout the past two semesters. I basically start off the semester with really high energy and excellent marks and motivation but by the end of the first month I'm already burnt out. Then I start to crave sleep. All the bloody time. And I have no motivation whatsoever to do anything at all. I just want to lie in my bed. Even if I know I have an assignment due or an exam the next day I'll just lie in bed feeling nervous knowing good and goddamn well that I should be doing my work but not being able to get up. It's almost as if the fear/nervousness is paralyzing me. Like I know I need to get up but I just feel so nervous and overwhelmed and have this crippling, irrational fear of failing. I fall asleep in an attempt to rid myself of whatever the hell this nervous/fearful feeling is and then wake up the next day panicking and feeling like an absolute failure and have no choice but to write the exam and pray for the best/submit my assignment and face a late penalty. I have a paper that's a week overdue for one of my classes and just got an e-mail from the prof today saying that if it's not submitted by today it won't be marked. I've barely touched it. Not because I don't know what to write about but because for some reason I get really panicky thinking about sitting down to write it. And it's so embarrassing because it's not like I can tell him all of what I just described. I don't know what to do. Is this just poor work ethic/procrastination? Or is this something more serious? Would this even be classified as anxiety? Or depression? Any thoughts/help would be greatly appreciated. (sorry for the rambling. 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I just had an interview for a job I really want. It’s not what I want to do forever but it’ll be a huge step forward after kinda just standing still job-wise. For the last day or so my anxiety was telling me I’d fail and screw everything up. And last night I had my first night of almost no sleep in a long time. Anyway I had the interview and I wouldn’t say I nailed it but I feel like I did well. I definitely didn’t screw it up. My first thought leaving the interview was “well I’m still alive”. 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I could tell myself that whatever I was afraid of was just imagination and it would calm me at least to the point that I wasn't in a state of complete terror. It happens more often at night or when I'm alone anywhere I start to convince myself that something awful is about to happen. I carry a knife the ten feet from my front door to my car ALWAYS. Sometimes I even carry the knife to the bathroom or kitchen because you never know what could be lurking in your own home. I'm so tired of feeling afraid all the time. I'm afraid of the people around me. I'm afraid of myself. I'm afraid of every stranger I see. I keep making jokes to my friends about it because I don't know how to seriously talk to them. I feel so stupid. I feel like I AM a joke. I really just want to be able to breathe freely and not feel that my life is moments away from ending. 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I have pressure in my head and my neck always hurts, I get these pains on the back of my head and temples that come and go everyday. And I need to know its gunna be okay. People keep saying im over reacting when I tell them it might be brain cancer. - I have poor posture - I work at a call center where Im constantly staring at a screen - When I play video games or guitar I always scrunch my back, and I always look up at the tv on our mantelpiece. - I sleep on my side - I don't get good sleep Someone tell me that these symptoms are just a result of all of those things I do :( ",2.9679452054794564,3.5173345616438354,4.409479452054793,89.45298630136989,73.24657534246576,7.20986301369863,24.189041095890413,7.1686216300943375,0.7848186301369862,530,14,120,5,10,177,92,146,0.191,0.7659999999999999,0.043,-0.9661,0,0,0,1,0,0,16.0,1,0,1,1,6,7,0,1,5,1,11,10,6,2,1,21,22,10,2,1,4,0,2,1,0,1,4,1,0,0,9,6,0,2,4,5,1,2,2,3,0,0,1,6,22,4,14,18,1,23,0,1,3,0,7,13,0,4,9,76,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3372545165362715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2077747908655965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15082184734008308,0.13795729732090953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11638098324588204,0.0,0.14600049396897402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28043529225884234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366262817069668,0.09651902967362867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117355885925315,0.0,0.07678327758036194,0.11331965304249204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27731338880448064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463268283972064,0.0,0.4378097101203609,0.0,0.0,0.12008752010194695,0.0,0.0,0.0742501675280635,0.0,0.15240431004066066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06600547220816533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11345416197906502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14332504069182614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017863591569638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437612317265717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366478664807104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10744090834119044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270405116315226,0.0,0.1144740170120178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1129538186925688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042581221851366,0.0,0.0,0.2361754271784739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08975775000508124,0.08656982033845019,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09835803959354904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,freaky_android,2018/04/12,"Extreme frustration while using fine motor skills? Not sure if this is the right sub, but I'm having a hard time googling exactly what I mean. Does anyone else have issues where they get extremely frustrated and physically cannot continuing things that require moderately high accuracy movement? Tasks like threading a needle, piecing together two small components, or even something larger like clicking exact points with a mouse. Sometimes when I try to do things like this my brain and entire body just feels absolutely terrible and I get in an awful mood and can't continue. The threshold for this kind of response varies depending on the day and recently it's been super low. The past two days I had to stop working on school assignments because I was getting super frustrated just by creating flowcharts and stuff in PowerPoint. This really sucks because I feel like I can't do super simple tasks - I'm like a little kid who throws a fit because he can't get his Legos to fit together haha. Does anyone have a similar experience? Does it probably just have to do with stress and anxiety, or might it be something else? Thanks.",6.682479474548438,8.660544374384237,6.777655172413797,70.5745287356322,65.84729064039409,10.339441707717569,34.222988505747125,10.504223727775694,4.150728998357964,920,42,143,25,15,294,136,203,0.156,0.634,0.209,0.9444,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,6,6,21,4,1,11,2,17,2,2,2,3,28,29,13,0,1,8,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,13,9,0,2,3,0,0,2,5,7,0,2,3,4,10,13,13,24,1,25,0,1,1,0,5,13,1,5,15,86,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592182899693097,0.0,0.0,0.1753490538666668,0.12847529539479347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293069249249109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13927831269105992,0.0,0.1399749902515885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16173036764925516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3291848600021216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2094919383241845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08281789552249195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12265397442299865,0.0,0.0,0.12680034615224414,0.08957754115817948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26204118134885496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11232343170807164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13247979270882868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087297570499934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1305727862026136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30629234065992,0.12567217804373554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365847922541552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330173415023219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196974734446408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185326242029796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13518996780213186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08032705848244323,0.0,0.1238059776609904,0.0,0.0,0.1070810600642613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12689981608759254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19306032547208585,0.12401239350278298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483036741169847,0.1436320577361884,0.0,0.14353978822306152,0.0,0.0,0.11817714000842724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11544084785844175,0.0,0.0,0.1666050430165596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311501960213687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513053389178021,0.0,0.2449726122951093,0.0,0.0,0.10829537093247876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128429253507377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxessed,2018/04/12,"I'm deathly afraid of spontaneous interaction with people I always wear a hat, walk abnormally fast, and keep my head down, I noticed how nice out it is today and I want to go for a walk but I hate walking down the sidewalk and cars pass by and look at me like I just escaped from the zoo, or I'll end up having to make small talk with someone and I'm horrendous at casual conversation and tend to ramble more details than necessary or just lie my ass off because I have nothing genuine to say that's interesting. I almost always will say something I think is stupid and then as soon as the conversation is over I basically have spasms until I can shake off the awkwardness. I guess I'm becoming more and more aware how weird I am, anyways I just wanted to vent that out here where someone might know what I'm talking about.",6.6072696476964765,6.202466054878053,7.130081300813012,76.39920054200543,65.28048780487805,10.215718157181572,33.46612466124661,9.725611199111238,2.9926092140921403,659,25,129,12,9,217,107,164,0.155,0.774,0.071,-0.9524,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,10,10,2,3,6,0,10,3,3,3,0,29,25,17,1,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,4,12,0,1,2,1,0,7,0,6,0,0,0,3,16,4,26,23,3,25,0,0,1,1,7,12,1,5,7,86,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19166451759468506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31852868347410423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1166787470495023,0.2113918490826628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695280697204623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877990562597396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21085425103622787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18897286846870406,0.19643681028983387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701296104464295,0.0,0.0,0.10519121442767447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351084329641124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1607320424690118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12776436277362754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20305051948294595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836583157678212,0.21791592762450915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13269616735740972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3044259697690421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3243537697166049,0.14735296516946764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076882713111745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226446328319102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18142961496708554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22579132516912026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Friendlyindividual,2018/04/12,"Heart palpitations and 2 seconds of terror? I have panic disorder. Lately, I've been experiencing a lot of heart palpitations which prelude a panic attack. I went to the ER to get it checked out, and even had a palpitation and panic attack as I was hooked to the machine and they said it was totally normal and just anxiety. Lately since that happened, I've been feeling like very strong anxiety and feeling like I'm going to die for about 2-5 seconds, then suddenly I feel perfectly fine for hours, then after a few hours I feel that absolute terror for 2-5 seconds again which is usually preceded by a heart palpitation. This happens regularly. What is happening to me? 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I would not say I am an anxious person or have ever really felt anxiety in my life until just a couple years ago. But after my dad died, I get these weird attacks now and I'm not sure how to deal with them. Every few months I go through a 4-6 day period of time where I experience these symptoms: - I sleep very poorly, and often jolt awake feeling like I've stopped breathing. - Random waves of ""butterflies"" in my chest and stomach for no reason at all; tightness. - Overall feeling not being well; low appetite, waves of mild nausea, fatigue. - Inability to focus, sometimes forget common things like frequently used passwords that I use every day. Are these anxiety attacks? Does anyone have suggestions on how to deal with this more effectively than just ""wait it out"". Thanks in advance for your advice.",5.29267543859649,7.3169236184210575,5.73026315789474,76.54017543859652,69.39473684210526,7.9614035087719275,29.771929824561404,8.59863814320734,2.5598403508771934,658,26,107,11,12,211,113,152,0.196,0.708,0.095,-0.9148,0,0,0,0,0,0,28.0,0,1,1,2,9,10,2,0,3,0,6,7,4,6,3,33,17,8,1,2,7,1,4,2,0,1,3,1,0,1,7,6,0,3,5,0,1,2,4,5,1,0,1,5,12,5,21,14,3,25,0,2,0,0,8,8,0,3,17,70,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721601896988113,0.12344271607983462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195931222967528,0.1573205017190511,0.0,0.0973715649556379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3168493380879132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15408495699792624,0.0,0.1796181804417739,0.2871352110557688,0.0,0.0,0.14452653178945848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12186452971485487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596571264441006,0.2346596539528795,0.0,0.0,0.1362198332324904,0.0,0.0,0.14082480480503673,0.0994850576619858,0.13370832863900906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07275590984985775,0.0,0.07914282627362207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09836116838726128,0.1360676382852214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11115341779602513,0.0,0.0,0.10325712353586956,0.0,0.13449504723851852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12159363205113564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0892114467713749,0.14317914317039712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11074256545805172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13935733025746688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13772849710888374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11642488744208725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13124784891456484,0.14474109481860065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820891550780109,0.0,0.0,0.09251600399486178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08120173703173389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2405462593066503,0.0,0.1149014117173104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12520855192523667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989240073227538,0.0,0.0,0.08967678817232673 anxiety,noah2461,2018/04/12,"Despite having a lot of fears about doing so, I'm considering going back to school to help better my situation in life. was hoping to get some advice/input. So about a year ago I graduated from college. Shortly afterwards I had to move back in with my parents after a couple years of sweet, sweet independence. Since then, I haven't been able to find a job in my original field and what's even more distressing is that it made me realize I don't even want a career in that area anymore. I've been feeling really depressed/anxious about my current situation in life (living with parents, working a minimum wage job where I make barely enough to survive, etc) so I know I need to do something to better my position, but whenever I start thinking about it I begin to feel immensely overwhelmed and fall into the usual bout of depression. Out of nowhere, something has come over me. I think I really want to go back to school. I'm not entirely sure what for yet, but I know if I stay this way I'm just going to end up in a never ending cycle of self loathing and misery. The thought of going back has always been terrifiying because when I originally went through college, I was doing so alongside my best friend of a dozen or so years. I always had someone to lean on for help or group assignments. That's the only thing holding me back. Whenever I think, ""yeah, I want to go back."", I just think about the first time the instructor will say ""okay, now get in groups"" and I will immediately tense up as everyone around me gravitates towards one another as I'm left alone wanting to drop out already. The sad thing is, I actually want to make friends. I've never been good at socializing or making friends thanks to social anxiety, but lately I find myself yearning for that experience. I want people in my life that actually want me around and to hang out with. That in itself is a big step for me, but putting that desire into action is another ordeal and I'm worried I won't be able to act on it when it comes to it. I guess my main point behind posting this is to seek advice from others who struggle with social anxiety who managed to survive college/university on their own or who actually found a way to overcome their obstacles to make friends or at the very least, a healthy network of fellow students you can rely on. Thanks for any advice you can offer, in advance.",7.476142649199418,6.822918080786028,7.955120087336245,72.01781841339157,63.60698689956333,10.777438136826783,36.11390101892285,10.125756701596842,3.603768267831149,1883,78,342,36,24,625,230,458,0.121,0.7559999999999999,0.123,0.6077,6,1,2,0,0,0,47.0,0,2,2,8,27,22,0,4,18,2,27,3,0,8,3,71,71,26,0,12,13,2,2,0,5,3,3,1,0,1,23,19,0,1,13,0,1,16,6,7,0,3,12,5,44,15,80,55,9,84,0,4,0,0,24,33,0,10,30,244,67,13,0.13835500504273782,0.0,0.20252179045844496,0.0,0.0,0.13519890966710954,0.06132168205353476,0.0,0.0,0.0716470297689632,0.07633909423990312,0.0,0.11512244758392685,0.0,0.0,0.04704307391217167,0.1450772861824284,0.10584120016339256,0.0,0.0686054939517605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316528745249435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31915937619922313,0.0,0.042169963454662035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259752098343468,0.12236375866007478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1191805860549444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0765435907627679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059582481554867624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12254146852671037,0.07147885241662524,0.07715120155827583,0.09138217597359886,0.0,0.0,0.06610206819591045,0.0,0.06766887158790305,0.0,0.07784392282705649,0.06995644765237187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12645396809680898,0.05884234830533285,0.0,0.07584956089760257,0.21378546738318036,0.0,0.07228477974258443,0.0,0.19657584439532574,0.05802280701054757,0.0,0.0,0.07620681816788323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273644348180787,0.0,0.0,0.06870886896572702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372959939774201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603629247551941,0.0,0.07803523600402333,0.0,0.07516155890010792,0.0,0.14658634755792982,0.0,0.0,0.06108500211696718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881223883276743,0.0,0.06545742552775477,0.18470608042049724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07352473732894048,0.0,0.05129424157464338,0.10670790920446913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046876466036316615,0.052612607925152106,0.0,0.0,0.15362685988900615,0.0,0.0,0.04795896998843849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06539510002755032,0.0,0.06625292498756502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954249698838079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08863375901275647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055012726586633816,0.0,0.14002265152444412,0.0,0.0,0.07216722218248911,0.0,0.0,0.057224344946262586,0.1555168225155087,0.0,0.2115532562766617,0.05861387339687516,0.10651244229587477,0.0,0.0,0.04896419233927636,0.07373401332818799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231934568143761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06519897744427608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12737870006219346,0.0,0.0,0.0919169176116862,0.17730460140227086,0.0,0.05491920979995109,0.04033795803094901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0761892457033468,0.05707868443427919,0.285618783200736,0.10981976310753024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06412823789704955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05036204573563515,0.07025311176633219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13364413065074965 anxiety,poiszen,2018/04/12,"Horrible anxiety after smoking? Help! So me and a couple of my friends were smoking pot a few nights ago. I didn’t feel anything at all that night, but the next day i felt extreme anxiety. Chest pain, stomach pain, trouble breathing and extremely anxious thoughts the whole day. 2 days later and it’s starting to wear off. Does anyone else have any similar experiences?? If not I may have to look into why the sudden jump in my anxiety and my adrenaline levels because I am going through an especially stressful time at the moment. Thx!",3.8348484848484863,6.571151323232327,4.83867676767677,78.00468181818184,76.17171717171719,7.5963636363636375,33.13232323232323,8.548686976883017,3.2404820202020197,427,23,70,9,10,139,79,99,0.255,0.6829999999999999,0.063,-0.9718,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,1,7,0,6,6,4,0,1,13,12,7,0,1,3,0,2,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,4,0,0,4,3,8,1,10,7,3,21,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,2,13,44,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973769466145342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11487162780771933,0.0,0.3876708070115871,0.19083190971882813,0.0,0.11811303351917238,0.17307885656331393,0.1390070518144451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10297227506163707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18690714993630733,0.0,0.3268189462216856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478233331216006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14111127370037374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16523651166431852,0.0,0.0,0.08541120242776347,0.0,0.1621900224108227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050744029710418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09600132540456942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132237472379286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14185054696650012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796487043340395,0.3170406034920529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3594863158348459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956269032937618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1934976856244911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341038861408622,0.09849881217595527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15242433838888875,0.18859353381933885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Yup1Yup1Yup,2018/04/12,Do you find great difficulty focusing on work when you have anxiety? I feel like it is always lowering my work effort and general energy level.,6.083846153846152,8.156432769230769,8.541538461538464,56.97846153846157,67.46153846153847,14.430769230769231,32.230769230769226,13.023866798666859,6.1201384615384615,116,5,17,6,2,42,24,26,0.18,0.562,0.257,0.5574,1,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,4,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,2,1,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,11,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275507314788064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3011433761329647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19904272434347095,0.2812256965088401,0.0,0.0,0.359791601184567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4340036905051541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19231891325372372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5731679708234261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,greatrater,2018/04/12,"I get so anxious sometimes I get physically sick Right now I have high blood pressure, sore throat, cold sweats and I can't sleep. This isn't the first time. I believe I struggle with separation anxiety from my family as I moved away for college, even though I worry about other things. I believe it's the root of the problem and the rest are fake problems my anxiety makes up ",3.204970645792564,5.6063766986301395,3.9949510763209415,84.99520547945207,76.53424657534245,6.911154598825831,28.236790606653614,7.957251820313856,1.950437964774952,301,13,57,5,7,96,56,73,0.354,0.6459999999999999,0.0,-0.9732,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,5,5,0,2,4,0,4,6,4,2,0,7,7,5,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,0,1,0,1,11,0,8,7,1,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,3,39,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30208905584043755,0.22305612283103388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18550563897270644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4449047529465183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041025242482635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18613313434410295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16794621957754646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20631323936577875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086109904067165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13179575948703848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20985229236183545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778555067413884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686165530384166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19758712587140345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19527769256238406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20641189652212505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13117337489660008,0.0,0.1939882519684364,0.0,0.1151314954600756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005145082499201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,paranoidboy1998,2018/04/12,"Please help me Hey guys However, I need some advice from you guys regarding something I did. I am a 20 year old student who went through a period of high anxiety and depression last year and I have finally been able to calm it down a bit. Last year, at the end of July my main coping mechanism was chatting online with people on various chatting apps. It kept me mentally engaged and made me feel better about myself. I talked on apps only for 18+ individuals. In one chat I started talking with someone who told me that she is an 18 year old girl and we talked normally. After a bit she started talking dirty to me so I reciprocated. She then sent me a nude picture of herself with no face which I never even asked for. We then messaged for about 5 more minutes and then I asked her how old are you again? I don't know what stimulated me to ask her for a second time, but I did. This time she said I am 16, almost 17. I told her ""Wtf why would you lie to me the first time around"", ""You are doing something illegal and putting innocent people in danger with your antics by lying to them"". It has been 8 months since this happened, but I am sitting here today and was wondering if there was any chance I could get in trouble for this? It was an anonymous chat so we never exchanged any contact info or face pics or names. I am just pissed because I was lied to and I don't want to come out as a bad person. Many 20 year olds flirt with and go out with 18 year olds, even online, and I thought it was fine at the moment. I am in no way a bad person or perv or anything like that. The only thing I am worried about is that the day after this happened I posted about the incident in a slightly more detailed fashion on two websites, one which was a forum for those who need help with depression/anxiety and another on a law forum. If this person took screenshots of the chat I am just worried that those posts could be used against me. Do you guys think I have anything to worry about? I am being serious and honest about everything. ",3.528880455407972,4.894090882352941,4.639962049335863,85.23805502846302,72.77450980392156,7.421378874130298,27.131878557874764,7.941651935203635,1.6082148007590136,1592,57,321,22,31,522,207,408,0.153,0.7809999999999999,0.065,-0.991,1,0,2,0,0,0,36.0,3,6,1,2,17,14,2,0,20,0,35,4,4,4,2,60,62,27,0,9,10,0,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,7,23,26,0,1,6,5,1,6,6,7,0,5,20,2,54,7,53,37,7,60,0,1,0,1,50,16,1,9,35,232,77,1,0.07669640811088757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0749468423550893,0.0,0.0,0.0768003739498559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10431237509460667,0.08042287118727988,0.1173450845550569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12622921783554125,0.06827606380147444,0.2151023649888752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12807659432296825,0.04675341851407407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06783174030658498,0.16746522692308946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606716442344246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247168206603193,0.0,0.0,0.0494628382959876,0.0,0.06605850392155975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06793025288625354,0.0,0.0,0.10131450843237803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892978619712213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03878000841008162,0.0,0.0,0.08401716619466608,0.0,0.06523792555874272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04007070771043186,0.0,0.04358833619883592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22782450666565404,0.1356447607973607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10281597133166136,0.0810339660941583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042150340113390417,0.12503561828720444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03746999091776552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07257199579608886,0.0,0.07775811984718192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729194018806837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061218341227695414,0.0,0.0,0.11373882959512938,0.11830599623739567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07514619575933876,0.0,0.0,0.4023998929392498,0.0,0.10394294210916116,0.11666214888168627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634326481141372,0.20090503573217486,0.0,0.08418962460665769,0.0,0.0,0.14690791624969918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710107384150587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07295584741418787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0634440613481389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498461770310343,0.1180892840224802,0.0,0.0,0.10857222483026473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465826705249089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05095368558053296,0.049143961452230094,0.0,0.060888380968124524,0.1341668770369032,0.0,0.07269922701350819,0.1465734094046316,0.08521253143802987,0.0,0.0,0.07492124630036641,0.0,0.0,0.06624107146351202,0.0,0.0,0.045237528639215416,0.06087803883447757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109833870722501,0.06920657895691701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08317398294652867,0.0,0.2336667761065533,0.0,0.05448292779452387,0.0,0.0,0.29633983339738074 anxiety,thoseoldfamiliarsuns,2018/04/12,"Weird dream related problem? I'm a 27 year old man who last year developed fast onset OCD and with it a slew of depression and just catastrophic levels of anxiety. Going from a 'normal' person to that is just boggling. Anyway it's left me with a very very weird thing in the way of my recovery. Not just weird visual perceptions with derealisation (suddenly my neighborhood looked really unsettling and weird) but my brain HATES it when I dream. Even if I dream about just a bus journey through the country at night, I wake up in buckets of sweat and I'm anxious about how it looked all day. I think my brain is just so over taxed and over stimulated any little thing will just flatten the poor guy and then I'm left to deal with it. It's even affected my ability to game. Had a completely unthreatening non-nightmare dream about the landscape of Fallout 4. Now for some reason when I play it I get hyper uncomfortable. Not really sure what to do. I'm getting a lot better and recovering slowly but this is a really odd brick in the bike lane. Any personal suggestions? Thank you :)",4.001057173678531,6.2179363980582565,5.084012944983822,78.99655879180152,73.36893203883496,9.043797195253507,26.97842502696871,9.586721724236666,2.6738994606256745,862,32,160,23,18,283,125,206,0.158,0.716,0.126,-0.6356,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,1,17,11,1,0,13,0,6,4,4,4,2,35,18,15,0,3,11,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,13,11,0,0,3,7,2,2,2,7,0,0,1,2,13,4,26,16,3,26,0,1,2,0,9,11,0,4,12,101,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954370562406404,0.0,0.10992740731360792,0.16233611111812402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12708785159167552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3208255707383765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150663016332918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267233634654763,0.1481447523321451,0.12376556026436353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18982032826434286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015095091648126,0.0,0.08166601618841182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14228209862230012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1418705159443608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11713180311116833,0.0,0.0,0.3122532732729005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14402161476970982,0.0,0.0,0.2413376902054705,0.0,0.0,0.1221656013577763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13484940415173413,0.14079203233142945,0.0,0.0,0.15078527439581232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2509404324067077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13749811650637836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2761669174297979,0.14774390522232034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13543222372541808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132296404643923,0.0,0.0,0.19093110104029068,0.09207489666989613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2371292760492364,0.0,0.1140595704845459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18507163262747706 anxiety,me_oh_me_oh_my,2018/04/12,"Bad anxiety over my job. having trouble eating I'm 15 and I work at an inn/restaurant, its a higher end one with a great reputation. I think about my job 24/7 and I'm ready to jump out of a window. I don't even want the money anymore, I don't spend it on anything and it just sits in the bank. My anxiety effects how I eat, the thought of eating food makes me want to throw up. I work tomorrow at 5:30 PM and it's all I can think about and I cant eat. I've gone to therapy a hand full of times and its helped a little. I think I'm a perfectionist that's terrified of failure. What do I do? I'm so sick of this and I just want to quit. I'm usually a housekeeper for the inn (I clean the rooms) and id consider myself to be better than some of my adult peers. But I'm slowly being eased into being a busboy at night. This job scares the crap out of me, I'm around 100's of people a night and I feel like all eyes are on me. I want to quit so bad considering i don't have any bills to pay and this job isn't necessary.",-0.2570308924485154,1.458738083333337,2.5602974828375302,94.36273455377577,84.83333333333334,6.070480549199085,18.246376811594203,7.255503002510835,0.0850047292143401,785,19,195,12,23,276,120,228,0.165,0.735,0.1,-0.8906,4,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,6,9,8,1,1,16,0,14,9,3,3,2,33,32,14,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,10,15,5,0,6,1,5,3,5,5,0,1,2,3,23,3,32,27,4,25,0,0,1,0,2,15,1,1,7,117,33,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07959147404887693,0.0,0.17907114555979414,0.0,0.11607261042648682,0.0,0.0,0.09631426287106916,0.10419075503334954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19544766235223268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1035127077377966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4790461246316838,0.0,0.0,0.1036630400722117,0.0,0.0,0.0773040692569492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059179134406380236,0.08361367313032593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14152569592133624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12903743564597192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07844970174087335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4645780827192607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057180019284158425,0.11730521155933216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07812536460682959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196689421648668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07930959267241301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08114106493916944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2489737085971852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11717784142417352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338458783380827,0.0,0.0,0.22498425497665125,0.0,0.09291699070809824,0.0682471886467071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12890344673315374,0.0,0.2761338016478239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17041358580010008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Communist_Pants,2018/04/12,"What to expect from a first time ""Psychiatric Consult"" referral from my medical doctor? Already on meds and done CBT. Hello, My medical doctor wrote me a refferral for a ""Psych Consult"" to a local psychiatric office and I was wondering what to expect/where it goes from here. The details are as follows, but I can provide more if needed: - On Escitalopram (20mg), Vyvanse (50 mg), and Zolpidem - generic ambien - (10 mg) - Diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, ADD - Seen significant improvement, but still have low energy, low/no sex drive, sometimes feeling like ""nothing really matters""/ no motivation, and some brief periods of sadness. - Already on medication, did CBT (10 weeks 4 years ago), and life is generally functional, but not great. - About 4 years ago, I gained 62 pounds (5'10"" and went from ~190 to 250) and started binge eating 2 or 3 days a week. The other 4-5 days I eat very healthy, but the binge days are bad. This never happened before until about 4 years ago. - Main doctor wants me to go to the consult to just see what she says. No explicit goals or other instructions. - I don't have the ability to leave work frequently for therapy or frequent visits and would prefer not to do that, but I don't want the Psych to think that I am against treatment, fishing for more meds, or whatever. So, if I've already done CBT, am on meds, and in a stable, but not amazing situation, then what is the likely outcome or path forward I should expect from the psych or my main doctor? Thanks",6.235531135531132,7.318520263736267,6.879578754578756,72.75292124542125,66.14285714285714,10.315750915750916,34.214285714285715,10.380263240014207,3.8032109890109886,1164,52,199,29,18,383,162,273,0.119,0.765,0.116,-0.2753,0,0,0,0,0,0,67.0,0,0,0,5,6,9,0,0,14,0,18,12,0,1,2,47,33,27,0,10,18,0,1,2,0,2,9,1,0,0,10,11,2,0,5,0,0,7,8,4,0,1,7,4,14,5,30,24,5,35,0,3,2,1,8,8,0,10,24,126,24,14,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26755055909110115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330725228078934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696536072908901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08400404090548369,0.0,0.0,0.08561057194800026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19465281600350895,0.0,0.08665410405258744,0.10211568697364176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4119089666347972,0.0,0.20591520950511136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2058955822999318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05087076885540345,0.07187485727242217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08557768726120381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05717822833133135,0.0,0.0,0.11092141898129096,0.0,0.0,0.08896791872761876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1065300597083761,0.0,0.0,0.07106288225718631,0.09830463298693774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33526067080151034,0.3040579654210013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074600057444982,0.07759561221802375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09653673675749902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06445249321304829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08000805621808248,0.0,0.0,0.08017208784691872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11308836564466422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09950455178585894,0.0,0.07121133774717593,0.0,0.08034621753689959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262695041585503,0.11505478759505107,0.0,0.0,0.06446597631539794,0.0,0.0,0.058665727261861575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301269317891909,0.118683205978726,0.0,0.16140442036482486,0.0,0.0,0.09326524935559743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910581597904362,0.07324431338862841,0.0,0.0,0.07146951586736458,0.0,0.0,0.1943660636686179 anxiety,gshell,2018/04/12,"Seeing psychiatrist today, seeking advice before visit As the title states, I'm seeing a psychiatrist later today. I suffer from depression, generalized anxiety, and OCD. I've been on Valium to sleep and 20 mg Lexapro for everything else. So, my question is what should I be asking or looking out for to make sure I'm getting the right treatment? I think having perspective from others with similar issues would help me to get the most out my appointment. Thanks in advance.",7.045357142857143,8.895139488095241,7.710476190476192,64.71785714285716,64.83333333333333,10.361904761904762,33.04761904761905,10.504223727775694,4.137704761904763,383,16,54,10,6,127,66,84,0.101,0.809,0.09,-0.25,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,4,0,6,1,1,1,1,14,17,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,1,3,6,2,13,13,1,11,0,2,3,0,4,5,0,3,3,36,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21355777402872306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16718486238592364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2043082839865579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18596406947647987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18823083948376654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18256470527063126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19641243369252626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835948449572865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1464848236578148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2281022022002593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18352115050994924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1458792067232468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2448182719248583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663460109330415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483010888770752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21870091490827775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20597427192618567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201205111127994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14003358493700374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4143065833529236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15524673777768655,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NahidHasanzade,2018/04/12,"I found what I love, but I lost what I want. Help please! Hi. I found this subreddit a few minutes ago. I am INFP, so, I have fear, I am nervous, people around me says carpe diem, live and enjoy but I can't. People says find job, but I dont know what I want. I love the occupations or fields which are 90% of INFPs love too, but why I lost in this life around people? When I am going to do something my chest and heart start to feel something heavy, nervousness, hesitations... I am 23 years old but I don't remember when I truly felt happy, and slept comfortable. I am hopeless romantic and in relations I am terrible. Girls love my writing, thought, poems, the ability to explain feelings very poetical way. But still I don't fall in love with someone. Will it continue like that untill my 70s? I completely lost. I feel lifeless body and mind. Do you, dear friend, do you know how I can find my path in this life? How can I put goal and acheive it? How can I refuse regrets about past experiences? How can I overcome the hard choice of my life? I need white page with huge positive belief. Where I am going I dont know. I wanted to be psychologist, then I tried to writing, i draw good images, I love to make movies or take photographs, I love playing piano, I love to discuss philosophical and metaphysical topics and inspire people, I love to create digital stuff related Graphic design, I love to work on websites but I do all of them by jumping one to another and I am distracted. I coudnt choose one. I know I write about problems you already faced before, but I hope you will help me or show me how can I live this life which truly make me happy and lead to bring awesome contributions. Write your opinions please, I will appreciate all of them. (My English is poor, sorry for it) I seriously need help. Therefore I posted this in 3 subreddit. Sorry if it is looked like spam.",2.4687208598244013,4.7682413269754775,3.88338101725704,85.37810210414777,78.50953678474114,7.020557069330912,24.90834090221011,8.07648339933343,1.5864593399939446,1465,54,289,27,36,482,188,367,0.129,0.551,0.321,0.9986,1,0,2,0,0,1,59.0,0,5,2,6,15,34,0,4,4,0,30,19,5,9,2,70,70,32,0,9,12,0,5,2,1,3,4,2,0,1,16,14,0,1,18,2,1,7,5,12,0,2,8,9,64,22,30,58,4,30,1,5,2,10,32,10,0,6,13,183,80,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268590958178788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07803741513320585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07415241509571938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259053537722866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06017453214011224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855008850509268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0741449037728883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16575842033830426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917430546275091,0.0,0.07957572174175634,0.10726916007549926,0.0,0.06789892887625877,0.0,0.12926719791304106,0.0,0.0,0.1550739822203345,0.05463539171423384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08037963209796647,0.059313644246897376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055805632535854,0.06334809297579247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379939181193506,0.1421993359370537,0.0,0.0,0.07023743973122476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07017521353129731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15545575383576868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19979661834061396,0.06909701877459072,0.0,0.12488792842194388,0.0,0.05938404876189289,0.0,0.23158623690543906,0.0,0.638244013117769,0.0,0.09440762442179547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07140350499094243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487077593883884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07420506991405147,0.0,0.09583865977130056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750690004242155,0.1961036655,0.0,0.0,0.1552509602908352,0.0,0.0,0.0677268582044722,0.0,0.0,0.06766613907949068,0.0,0.07108961353179498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08010800801920666,0.0,0.0,0.11247319672825454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059917860126328375,0.1088820316648462,0.0,0.1583226619903049,0.05005350197415567,0.0,0.05647428745654524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095347259076517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0531700064776264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05614100110328802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048011860873974785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058348517713048935,0.12513126994986562,0.05613146533099039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.063810641107522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051482453507746086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04553910683008642 anxiety,edwardsamy1984,2018/04/12,Need a friend Hi all I'm feeling pretty rubbish at the minute and could really do with a friend I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression I've also been prescribed medication and I'm starting cbt therapy soon but I really do feel rubbish,3.5129787234042524,6.3224620000000025,5.399404255319152,73.09400000000002,77.93617021276594,9.71744680851064,30.676595744680853,9.888512548439397,4.042211914893617,202,10,33,7,5,69,33,47,0.08199999999999999,0.7509999999999999,0.16699999999999998,0.431,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,6,2,0,0,1,11,12,5,0,2,1,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,2,3,9,1,3,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,21,2,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22099451306551327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21140461921335585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064051007983107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380171767789569,0.2804862826065325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2794585880477169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42700985302245537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783904247733453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2049077219681026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811441419579712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3540697959700748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19559975549397512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3160267596980469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,greenspace5700,2018/04/12,"22F starting cipralex 10mg I have been to my doctor a couple times now regarding my anxiety. I am generally an anxious person, but I have felt lately like I no longer have control of it, and that instead, it has control over me. It is interfering with my social and academic life, and I can't control negative thoughts once they start. I have trouble remembering that my thoughts aren't the truth, and tend to think the worst in things/people before they have even happened. I am also irritable and very impatient like 90% of the time, and I hate feeling like this. I'm feeling hopeful about starting medication, but I have a few concerns. I'm looking for other peoples experience with this medication, and any side effects they have experienced. I am on day 3 and felt a little loopy after the first dose, but I feel like that might have just been me overthinking things. Also, did anyone have trouble coming off this medication? If so, what did that involve? Thank you in advance :) ",5.833351648351647,7.382100906593411,6.338131868131871,74.55686813186814,67.4065934065934,8.896703296703297,34.32967032967033,9.265573868473778,3.289756043956044,783,37,134,15,13,254,111,182,0.162,0.6829999999999999,0.155,-0.3497,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,3,6,8,11,1,0,8,0,21,6,0,4,1,33,41,15,0,2,5,0,5,4,0,1,6,0,0,1,13,11,0,3,10,0,0,2,4,4,0,1,8,7,21,7,14,32,2,19,0,0,1,0,7,7,0,3,14,101,34,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19366095937693786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08234097335971792,0.0,0.09262859246065967,0.1367899584451279,0.0,0.08466444092458568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1030331918693674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1043027660104357,0.0,0.0,0.4074165275676114,0.0,0.13397665678950255,0.0,0.07808887961245416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239341550532278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07997454982898464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11844295640851076,0.0,0.0,0.1836704592233525,0.1730042398135351,0.2325184132829737,0.0,0.0,0.1029936148151886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707379277934084,0.0,0.0,0.11954494811383552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12026329656190846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13658753041782182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08552489973834322,0.23662124622512795,0.12135753754267024,0.0,0.0,0.10167969525408872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365936846090225,0.0,0.12845052315060826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289500403296215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1678881901956575,0.10572549473030844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13716407036281356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1234294416485906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2571107022799357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11147747453746684,0.0,0.0,0.08044253739138635,0.07758545651096588,0.0,0.1922536439484032,0.14120959586156698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999066184149735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,goingcia,2018/04/12,"Advice on Klonopin? I have some severe symptoms of what my doc thinks is anxiety. She prescribed a limited amount of klonopin to take as needed. I've been able to go without for awhile but went through hell last night. My whole body was jittery and I barely got any sleep. Now I'm at the office still restless as hell, thinking about taking a dose. Question: Should I expect everything to come back full force the moment the effects fade? Has anyone taken it for a few days to get through bad anxiety and felt fine for a long while after?",3.291650485436889,5.759423456310683,3.3202038834951466,89.60380097087379,76.5728155339806,5.6733980582524275,25.83398058252428,6.742157984588678,1.0735677669902923,428,16,80,4,10,130,81,103,0.239,0.742,0.019,-0.9781,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,4,5,2,1,7,0,6,4,2,1,0,15,19,6,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,5,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,6,1,6,1,18,12,5,17,2,0,0,0,2,3,2,2,11,50,8,0,0.19259291600040995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18819956852895486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13096978717277732,0.0,0.29466610718064223,0.0,0.0,0.13466544487582854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480920643530817,0.1608070402488667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21392731271145785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659017437921328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242064980058524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17309009443825604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18491940196277068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10062184963074763,0.0,0.10945499246852387,0.0,0.15403414862323134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569889315744138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1704386701147357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14280520687832635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807354050644555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21574814287990168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21757517568642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1927320043010456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153804951500339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20017778223490248,0.2896118086963574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2468115280239087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17853556263823864,0.0,0.2150231128249143,0.0,0.1856526983301606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ReverseFlash1,2018/04/12,"I took too much pills on flights.. Help Please I have a severe fear of flights, i have a license for Assival (10 mg) which is a Diazepam. I had a flight 3 months ago from Tel Aviv to Amsterdam (4.5 hours flight) and i took 3 pills in a row because i was terrified. Later on the flight i also took 1 pill of Dimenhydrinate, because the flight attendent told me it will make me slippy (cause i still felt anxiety in my body and wanted to sleep off and wake up in the arrival) On the flight back the weather was crazy and had turbrlences so i was super scared, i took 4 pills of Diazepam ,and 30 mins after i took 2 pills of Dimenhydrinate, i was high and blurry and i slept only an hour because i got woken up from the air bumps. I still felt anxiety in my body but i was scared to take another medicine, even my friends told the flight attendent not to give me pills. How can i cure myself? I want to be able to fly without feeling anxiety or the least to help me sleep all the flight so i will pass the time. Please help, i want to fly again but I don't like taking so much pills, i smoke weed weekly and it helps mw relax but i can't take cannabis to flights(illegel ofcourse) and medical cannabis lisence is hard to get in my country, so I'm stuck with chemical pills.",3.828178294573643,4.719976236434111,4.5899224806201575,87.68434108527136,71.51937984496124,8.058914728682172,27.511627906976752,8.344100000000001,1.605409302325581,991,34,217,15,18,319,134,258,0.113,0.768,0.119,0.7449,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,1,12,7,0,3,16,0,17,15,6,3,1,26,41,19,0,3,6,0,4,1,1,2,9,0,0,0,3,10,0,0,3,1,0,8,4,3,0,0,20,4,32,4,31,18,4,34,0,0,0,0,8,13,0,1,14,129,35,0,0.09705424871022468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08603273556333806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0776142476288324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10176984208850576,0.22273870384248376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07462872645691701,0.0,0.17749010756635505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21561078200574774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970144824862752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06410341593268376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1092130124862908,0.049073544301775116,0.0,0.18637459780091345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07498387180004623,0.0,0.050706839184700966,0.09310327904181402,0.0,0.0,0.07762314876791722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694154344713373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602136683788153,0.10254314241036676,0.0,0.0,0.1911577697798984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04741580352035328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06478446465266728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777194495072783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774677753689578,0.0,0.14269208001399586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07381412957607024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21307284047986813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1943364684190312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964367564898224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19424868025586106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15501529678013878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21891814943942006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05659311291252525,0.0,0.0,0.18547898762215026,0.5391542070299621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17173533143450032,0.0,0.07785106409330628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355683236771474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jovannaflor,2018/04/12,"What's wrong with me I don't know about my mental condition. I've never been to a theraspist or a doctor and my mom strongly suggests it for me right now. I keep getting all those nightmares and bad thoughts. Since before I can remember I used to be nervous about everything to a level that made the people around me say ""what the hell is wrong with you?? chill"". I see dreams about my family dying in a car accident, thieves entering my house and it's always my fault. I keep feeling weak and unable to protect them. I wake up, I puke, can't sleep anymore because of stomach pain and chest pain. I take a walk around the house, try to lock all the doors. I unlock them, I lock them again to be sure. This happens at school too. My friend used to mess with my head sometimes and tell me that we had a test and I forgot. I start trembling. I get dizzy. I try to break in to get a book and start revising. People tell me that I am just a perfectionist and a good student and that's why I act like that, but I am starting to think it's not. When I am stressed I try to relax, but then I get that thought inside my head ""You'll fail"". Or ""You'll never get a job"". ""You are useless"". ""Everyone is ashamed of you"". Is that normal?",1.4451190476190483,3.3841355753968263,2.6930952380952395,94.45607142857143,80.15079365079366,5.628571428571429,22.404761904761905,6.6274283507984215,0.3777428571428572,943,30,211,9,24,303,138,252,0.14400000000000002,0.765,0.091,-0.8953,1,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,1,5,3,2,10,21,1,4,14,0,16,10,6,3,5,40,38,16,1,1,6,1,1,1,1,2,4,1,1,0,14,16,0,4,6,3,0,4,5,15,0,0,6,3,43,6,26,28,2,22,1,2,1,0,15,8,1,2,10,136,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09257275624533412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11033468801220626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19808039826314736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09289296057490813,0.06781978371189733,0.0,0.09466948731322028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11546473070024015,0.0,0.0,0.11387381781166067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10630855710310363,0.09998847869891916,0.0,0.10488095430974226,0.0,0.056253678689304316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0859550434177058,0.0,0.2906297353728345,0.0,0.0,0.09331509679972123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09838209302448954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22835867411670785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.256745788251945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11040304346089233,0.19777643615886625,0.0,0.0,0.061142629581460925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0543533876344174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527181144946364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11211848957418462,0.0,0.0,0.13030006629305846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17161284311703162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10900590598815987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367655193858009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542598904624704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260297966455861,0.09501083757819763,0.0,0.08847413924174931,0.0,0.11259561502067557,0.0886555279400343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09203097132116396,0.0,0.11133496673623547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11003366393371093,0.0,0.2362397779391727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12744179129722588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10485616268701868,0.0,0.08364962841683844,0.0,0.19448288321718413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07128746821866641,0.0,0.1766474820053099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266037520645545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19217654162111664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10038998998299048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432789238110801,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fluffypurple,2018/04/12,"Medication So, I want to start taking medication for my anxiety. How do I ask my mom to take me to the doctors for this? She thinks I'm seeking attention whenever I have a mental breakdown (she won't believe I'm actually freaking out), and she doesn't even believe me when I tell her I'm sick, anymore. She won't take me to the doctor, and I have been begging her so months. She thinks everything I do is for attention and I'm sick of it. I want help. So how can I get medication for it? Do I have to have prescribed medicine, or do they sell OTC medicine for anxiety?",2.2938461538461543,3.983649367521373,4.403769230769231,84.3287307692308,76.69230769230771,8.098803418803419,29.648717948717948,8.841846274778883,2.407906666666666,444,21,95,10,10,153,60,117,0.12,0.8270000000000001,0.053,-0.8153,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,0,7,1,0,0,3,0,14,7,0,2,0,13,28,10,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,4,0,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,22,0,12,25,0,4,0,0,0,0,12,1,0,1,3,65,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.15845172452773468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2484283886787361,0.0,0.16102946953203115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15179597321238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3658754554431614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3323894018492219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724522537552357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14592955283854606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08483270848084452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10883458043945406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4907183549776128,0.1636328631197667,0.0,0.0,0.1901682139422776,0.12960384260190996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1149277917013771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3662507829548082,0.0,0.14192035198422134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20808294106497904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915425156539147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,877cashnowbitch,2018/04/12,"Taking care of another living thing makes me sick So I think I may have discovered a huge source of anxiety for me. The first time I noticed it was when my girlfriend of the time brought home a new puppy. Since I wasn't working, I was responsible for the care of the dog when she was out. I got super sick and could barely take care of myself. I don't drink, but when I find myself in a situation where I have to take care of a drunk person, the same sickness comes along. Like physically ill/throwing up. Just the thought of having to deal with another stresses me out. This has never been the case until about a year ago. I love animals and am naturally a people helper...but its become crippling. The good news is I think I know, and will work on it. Thanks for listening!",3.0578171828171814,4.877344811688314,4.201428571428572,86.03972527472527,74.9090909090909,7.335864135864138,24.183816183816184,8.139509932561175,1.3293782217782215,607,19,124,10,13,198,99,154,0.08800000000000001,0.716,0.196,0.9613,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,4,7,10,0,1,14,0,15,6,0,1,1,21,33,9,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,1,1,5,8,2,0,5,2,0,2,3,1,0,1,8,1,19,9,21,22,1,20,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,1,12,87,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12132438608151452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870340814377697,0.1047029223753501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1511589090364333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5581803367181212,0.0,0.0,0.1178988487573438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10927720636241764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1411039237876024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407760796802193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250940086209884,0.11641904697765285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479759203498725,0.10946508684532437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13728881552021474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07521855398921755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686632960117132,0.0,0.12085611699560125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12352786069201822,0.0,0.09135982193449936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556031032361374,0.13218705449306908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558240491500801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488638269689599,0.11950703312850633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132178421567275,0.15384430421013168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15678074896012567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30872097590439984,0.0,0.0,0.12600879548130542,0.0,0.0,0.09092838965186342,0.17539776465833404,0.0,0.10865715339060704,0.1596165607334212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1992816920889692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08813789599163635 anxiety,MrsKrohn,2018/04/12,"Intrusive Thoughts Hello, first time poster here. I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety and Panic disorders in 2016. I feel like I have made great personal progress during that time but now I have new symptoms that I do not know what to do with. Firstly, I've been feeling especially good the last few weeks (Sunshine in Northern Germany, a miracle!) but I've been having WAY more intrusive thoughts (about self-harm, to be concrete). I have always had intrusive thoughts on and off, but it confuses me as to why I'm having so many when I've been feeling pretty well lately. To make matters worse, I am spontaneously SUPER angry at little annoyances, which magnifies the thoughts tenfold and I have to resist the urge to break or hit something (including myself), which stresses me out more and fuels the cycle. I'm only finding resources for OCD, which I don't have. Does anyone have any tips on how to lessen this raging, destructive feeling? Or link to resources for those that don't have OCD? Any help would be appreciated",6.002796027501907,7.893181582887705,6.025702826585177,75.65183155080214,67.3957219251337,8.979220779220778,33.67799847211612,9.424239791934726,3.374838349885408,824,38,136,17,14,260,120,187,0.152,0.67,0.17800000000000002,0.388,0,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,4,7,12,3,3,5,0,22,2,0,3,0,31,36,13,0,1,6,0,4,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,11,0,0,0,3,6,1,2,10,5,12,6,21,22,3,20,0,0,1,0,3,8,0,3,11,91,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12020364647354292,0.0,0.0,0.19647772069630445,0.0,0.11051274945749348,0.0,0.0,0.10101092869171356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466255107920609,0.0,0.0,0.1655655404270628,0.0,0.12641934353920098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2921765573484791,0.10320341539097354,0.0,0.0,0.13203531018747836,0.2457579727258972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116755902386216,0.0,0.1592694540664458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09682958364288012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07939233235310686,0.11775550726671775,0.16295900787322629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07057665404854194,0.14478850196204265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366930846648372,0.09642925796983784,0.14646141590916847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395219398208104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10986957723385096,0.0,0.1694945936123089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261383207929284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469694098324619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15070498315938682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11121361843382592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16548030596009056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15015094410922974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4587455821480529,0.16847347318886507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11466691559664904,0.11587840361000395,0.0,0.12988835206535826,0.0,0.13035414904810194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14721873989662468,0.1026213952104984,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,violetsarepurpletho,2018/04/12,"How to stop sweating profusely I'm public due to nerves? Every time I'm in public, come rain or shine, I will sweat so much that my hair becomes wet and my neck and forehead are literally dripping. My clothes stick to me and it's the most uncomfortable feeling in the world, and super embarrassing because it's really obvious. What can I do to help alleviate this? I'm so so sick of it. I have to leave the house to get to my lectures at uni so it's a daily issue and I hate it!!",1.2796000000000018,3.34870776,3.7680000000000007,85.85900000000002,81.4,6.8000000000000025,24.0,7.908726449838941,1.3512999999999995,376,14,80,7,10,131,66,100,0.183,0.7390000000000001,0.078,-0.8792,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,5,3,1,1,4,0,5,6,5,1,1,12,12,11,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,6,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,4,9,1,11,11,2,8,0,0,1,0,3,4,0,2,3,50,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878764969080308,0.34038384097244395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26548791098102825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2596726736983311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583570916759526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16102232590746965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3042847256792996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20658066440825287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35562262700201275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3216818186817084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263404067964601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.226563230738318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974414818856848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2576698746277433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17971450829986513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,musubisexual,2018/04/12,"I need help It feels like there’s something new to dread every day and even the people I’m closest to are getting sick of my paranoia and erratic behavior. I have trouble breathing, my hands tremor and I’m running a fever even though I’m not sick. I feel like I’m on autopilot and whoever is in control makes all these decisions that harm me. I just want to feel safe from my own mind, please. 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It’s a shitty example but I can’t think of anything else at the moment. 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Hello, I have been struggeling with this problem for about half a year now. I know im sexually attracted to woman and not really to men. That would mean im heterosexual right? I am in a relationship with a girl as well and we did have intercourse. Still im affraid im not heterosexual and im more affraid that I will live an unhappy life when I keep thinking about this. It seems like it is forever and I get anxiety attacks from it. I just want to be happy. Anyone can help?",1.1151428571428568,3.717630752380952,3.9673809523809527,79.97678571428571,89.09523809523809,7.952380952380952,24.642857142857146,8.634040054169528,2.444428571428572,419,18,82,13,14,148,69,105,0.114,0.7390000000000001,0.146,0.5291,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,1,0,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,12,1,0,0,0,18,19,6,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,3,8,7,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,1,1,2,0,8,4,11,13,1,6,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,1,5,57,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253274436907343,0.0,0.0,0.1029769617472292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754471483938466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07694425522386407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15677523658886422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09871423280569233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7954025373021422,0.0,0.0,0.13090333445708804,0.0,0.0,0.08093759039381923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10402353376000972,0.07195032753718604,0.0,0.130045080305315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604238701841449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092072150981094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09434708937641376,0.0,0.0,0.15811647950965238,0.0,0.1257706498316768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13407214115835414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11761270028691467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09436682626166117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686564695752756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324164428075623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1046187736902344,0.0,0.0,0.09483921912360484 anxiety,laradoxical,2018/04/12,"Having major anxiety about flying alone I’m supposed to fly to see my brother across the country today, and it will be my first time flying alone. I’m very nervous and regretting booking the trip. I really just don’t want to even go because I’m so scared and anxious about it. Have any of you guys experienced this before with vacations and flying? 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I'm having a bad day with my anxiety today. (literally on the verge of tears constantly) but I got out of bed, I got on that buss and now I'm sitting in a small quiet room in school, away from everyone, reading my textbooks. I didn't say hello to anyone, didn't even look at anyone, just dropped my jacket as proof that I was present and when to a room I could close. I kept thinking ""the important thing is to just get to the building, just get to the building"" I'm still having a bad anxiety day but it's a win nonetheless.",2.4990551181102347,3.8147595748031513,4.229141732283466,87.36182283464571,75.29921259842521,7.2847244094488195,25.298425196850395,7.908726449838941,1.3226919685039369,474,16,102,7,10,160,72,127,0.04,0.802,0.157,0.9346,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,2,8,6,0,0,11,0,8,0,0,0,1,15,19,7,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,4,5,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,6,3,11,3,20,12,0,26,0,0,1,0,3,13,0,0,11,66,15,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26290011402952795,0.0,0.0,0.24029611788361274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1614406503518116,0.0,0.4304145083668642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18568800182363707,0.0,0.13719287562250235,0.0,0.0,0.3324498647100473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11349259289689573,0.0,0.0,0.16419164974948125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17954895454310602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27485750312412643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1442945572563934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718772545304175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13664671290928498,0.0,0.3478037947005955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372242626565689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415671819693235,0.11010220938221003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257509276026372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10135023109624793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kikixuvo,2018/04/12,"Daily Things Helps Anxiety So Much Now I am just giving some examples. Dont think that I make them bigger. These things happen everyday lots of times. For example; trams have a schedule. But never obey it, it is just like arranged for me. Whenever I approach to tram, it generally just goes 1 minute before me. It doesn't matter what time is it. And sometimes I am so near and running; driver close doors immediately. Sometimes I think I won't catch it, I don't run and it waits for a minute and when I become to run, he just closes doors just a second before me. And normally he opens when someone pushes the buton but it never works for me. And not same driver. This was just a little example. Whenever I see an opportunity, they close it just before me, and sometimes they open again just after me. I talk with some people important and SwiftKey makes turn for example ""as"" to ""ass"" or other nasty things but when I write ""thrqugh"" doesn't turn ""through"". In my environment, when someone in trouble with something, even little thing, people helps it but when it comes to me, they dont care and when I ask they say ""do it by yourself"". And for example you are in an environment and every people become friends and for example there is a loser, they act to him good but when it comes to you for example you are the last one who is added WhatsApp group. And this losers have everyones number or facebook and when it comes to you, nobody adds you or when you add they reject. I have posted here several times and sometimes short sometimes long, nobody doesn't even look at my posts. Sometimes some guys do but they generally say ""you do it to yourself"" yes maybe but I need a ""SOLUTION"". Probably nobody will see this post, too. I really dont care. I will just write anymore. 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I have a few questions if someone will indulge me. How soon did you feel different? Did you experience any side effects? Did it make you feel as if you weren't yourself? Any other thoughts or observations are also greatly appreciated. Have a good day!",5.457884615384618,9.052347153846156,6.4587499999999975,63.22812500000003,77.46153846153845,10.01923076923077,37.355769230769226,9.827888789773867,5.335807692307694,315,19,44,11,8,104,53,65,0.079,0.809,0.112,0.4920000000000001,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,4,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,0,9,1,0,3,0,11,13,6,0,2,3,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,6,2,7,2,4,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,5,1,0,4,5,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864615223172276,0.0,0.252633578594364,0.0,0.317119636113166,0.0,0.17837016212131265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15037177772360932,0.0,0.20082419470159574,0.0,0.0,0.24360721835983895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4561591356510433,0.0,0.0,0.23578989826119764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19832955768865396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19556727393922,0.0,0.2570646236046441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15563907749787306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348886480561138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2611975404369701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19755947748549413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1851065245002729,0.13596006285861553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mitchettie,2018/04/12,Some nights Some nights I'll stay up late in an attempt to postpone tomorrow,2.1020000000000003,4.949599533333338,2.2816666666666663,92.0625,87.0,5.666666666666668,27.5,7.1686216300943375,1.6469999999999998,63,3,12,1,2,19,13,15,0.128,0.872,0.0,-0.2263,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,2,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,2,4,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4631860801478148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7706595307623157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43765573548453535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throoowawayyyy99ppp,2018/04/12,my tattoos make me anxious lmfao... my tattoos are all imperfect and I kinda regret getting them. gonna chill but I feel (occasionally) this intense anxiety about them and am comparing myself to others with nice tattoos. I really like tattoos lol. this is ok,2.5376086956521746,5.385088739130438,4.609021739130434,72.2596195652174,96.3913043478261,6.647826086956522,29.66304347826087,7.6454224807358475,3.2296608695652167,206,11,29,5,8,70,37,46,0.125,0.591,0.284,0.8978,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,2,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,1,1,9,7,3,0,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,9,3,3,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,22,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4098019439711261,0.6051780492114339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27086132996413104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27987629781508583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2617114330251513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35757772352711337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34317720026627924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwawayqqzz,2018/04/12,"Cold hands , dry mouth , moderate shaking and brain fog - my ""social anxiety mode"" Is anybody else like that? As soon as i'm out of my comfort zone (job interview for example) my hands become cold , i start shaking and my mouth gets dry. These symptoms remain no matter how much i try to calm myself and make a bad impression.",5.652704918032789,6.549578491803281,6.026352459016392,79.01854508196723,67.36065573770493,9.378688524590164,31.643442622950825,9.516144504307137,2.9211934426229518,252,10,46,5,4,81,48,61,0.159,0.69,0.151,-0.128,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,2,1,0,1,6,5,2,0,7,5,6,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,4,7,4,6,5,1,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,24,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417937456825804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26390640556476763,0.0,0.3490760141172176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35284019861524035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26403708617425004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513425417340394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3136520806620198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15441651414802882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21098010494152927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23234883684755794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3221949749090429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22371695430057656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285191923300275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459172408305496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rdepressionaccount,2018/04/12,"I'm seeing a psychiatrist for the first time tomorrow and I'm really nervous and I don't know what to expect. I've never been to a therapist, psychologist, or psychiatrist before. I'm worried cus sometimes when I'm nervous and I'm faced with the opportunity to finally voice my problems, I completely clam up. There's a lot going on with me that needs addressing: depression, anxiety, ADHD, addiction, gender dysphoria, and the possibility of bipolar disorder and OCD. When I think about how I wanna address as much as possible because these visits are expensive ($300), it just makes me more nervous! Can you guys share what I might expect on a first time visit? Or tips for dealing with nerves?",4.957634943181817,7.334950914062502,6.648181818181822,68.12409090909092,71.109375,10.279545454545458,32.73011363636364,10.436869588844218,4.253881250000001,559,27,89,18,11,192,88,128,0.17600000000000002,0.784,0.04,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,1,0,3,6,7,0,3,7,0,5,3,1,2,1,23,16,12,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,1,5,8,0,0,2,0,1,3,2,5,0,2,1,2,9,2,16,14,3,15,0,1,1,0,6,3,0,4,9,60,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19777632634807674,0.2180335115140867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387870298932511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11059292543063487,0.0,0.15437642201077584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1902170992894473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703770672761524,0.15625816101676446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792487492478148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19873849851349165,0.0,0.3086342460453656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10310607797443053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1796359102551416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09970456854685046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15423815936273644,0.0,0.0,0.12110032891355635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1924596512019616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333657530065193,0.13452182000547502,0.13992352469307334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4090511970755319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735959727622374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622332459065675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14456952903501802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1794306045264737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106444644113886,0.0,0.1162476378623822,0.0,0.0,0.21157679158707607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18424244448770294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hey_ItsCody,2018/04/12,"Looking for some friends Hey I was wondering if anyone between the ages of 15-18 (I just find it easier to talk to people around my age, I'm 17) would want to join my Reddit chat group for people who are introverted or suck at socializing like me (don't worry if you just want to listen that's fine too) Some things I like Soccer Tv/movies Music Working out Video games Lots of other things also Just pm me or send a message to this post if you want in and I will add you ",1.1706060606060618,3.245175000000004,2.931606060606061,91.67740909090912,81.82828282828281,5.576161616161617,17.980808080808078,6.742157984588678,-0.06527555555555553,371,8,81,4,10,123,74,99,0.028,0.7659999999999999,0.206,0.9232,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,1,0,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,21,13,7,0,7,8,0,0,2,1,2,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,2,4,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,2,11,4,14,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,14,4,1,9,4,53,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18643445641477355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301033592127828,0.0,0.0,0.2075356603598935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130771446802536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1801161230830962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2277916703402502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19577098837168425,0.0,0.0,0.19819929910219145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3232468080121977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22327467133744489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376472876450526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18738154527146264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30976322289094604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4125194038640415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528201907737625,0.16972185321049282,0.23675544050326294,0.0,0.16560928923867935,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Nikryan44,2018/04/12,"Overthinking is going to get the best of me one day Hey everyone first time posting here just thought I would try out a new way of coping. So about me(I’ll try to keep this as short as possible) I overthink too much. Anxiety attacks are becoming a weekly thing due to my excessive amount of overthinking. I can’t concentrate, all sound starts to drown out, and my chest tightens. I just have so much going on in my life( being a college student doesn’t help) that I just tend to let the littlest things worry me. Mostly I overthink when it comes to the people I care about and just think of the worse case scenario. I’m just looking for some advice on how not to overthink as much, or just any words of encouragement. Thanks. 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I was having a good week until last night. My heart is pounding. I feel a huge knot in my throat, my stomach feels uneasy. I don’t wanna go out and see anyone but at the same time I need someone. I feel so lonely and insecure, I’ve felt sad before some might even say depressed but never this. What can I do to calm down?",0.905093167701864,2.9274720144927566,2.790517598343687,92.6126086956522,82.47826086956522,5.1022774327122145,18.552795031055894,6.18269132825596,-0.14471180124223615,255,6,55,2,7,85,56,69,0.267,0.648,0.085,-0.9434,0,2,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,7,3,3,0,1,15,14,6,0,2,2,0,4,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,6,9,2,7,11,2,12,0,3,1,0,1,5,0,2,6,37,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948522051712044,0.0,0.0,0.17809892793900697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167391742468788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21938107093676085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16823333894845022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3863665964661807,0.0,0.2445612330249923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14475737880783687,0.21363839183181876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3018321927525597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20762238180309725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.270206715080129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18886399753544456,0.19644780468854614,0.0,0.0,0.2390277766674452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20255535786325404,0.0,0.0,0.20297063460975134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2158146821346632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485232605507139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20431273844845152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Below_thehorizon,2018/04/12,"My girlfriend has anxiety when it comes to""bugs"", what can I do to help her? I don't know when this all began but it seems like this all stems back to a time when her house had a small ant issue yeara ago She was weary of ants specifically but not enough to where every bug freaked her out. Last summer a lot people's pets had flea issues deapite various persistent treatment msthods(my cat at my moms house). Her dog had been itching for awhole and upon checking her I found a live flea. No one believed me but of course when I went to show them of course the narliest one crawled across her belly. This of course freaked my gf out. It took months to get rid of them. I don't know why it got worse but it got to the point where she has to check every single speck of something. She can't walk around without slippers. Can't sit on clothed furniture. Once a huge dog lover, is now afraid to touch them. If she sees them itching she will feel triggered and says she has terrible thoughts and she will not spend the night at my house. Her bed is her safe place. She does go to work and goes shopping but I feel she's getting worse. Ive suggested talking to someone but she thinks her parents will not approve. I don't know what to do anymore and I'm worried things will get worse. Idk if you'd call this a phobia or ocd but I just want to help her. Please any advice would help.",2.7160483870967767,4.541215591397852,2.8161514336917577,95.57756048387098,75.88172043010752,5.7969534050179234,23.81137992831541,6.42735559955562,0.402929390681003,1086,34,239,8,24,328,158,279,0.125,0.78,0.095,-0.8316,1,0,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,4,3,10,7,0,1,9,0,25,3,2,1,2,40,47,19,0,4,15,2,3,1,3,5,2,1,2,0,12,9,0,1,9,2,4,5,10,4,0,2,12,5,39,3,28,29,6,33,0,0,1,1,37,14,0,5,14,147,51,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11051005237458754,0.10024729211381384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07690494804575193,0.0,0.08651339424441512,0.0,0.11215470225996814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10067390632527776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08695908240300748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12741348800536045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11547733905395148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09741685668468096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09896565384009144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11685200337319472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19056608299129627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11436321066551378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12399713826128125,0.0,0.0,0.1772542725730691,0.0,0.06427154453595722,0.0,0.18089650220647951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2274051451622184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3914713671195425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360727576090866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18645360420129084,0.09218328812400994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055249968226532005,0.0,0.0998603731327289,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614491137064256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324494173394986,0.09026720649957568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10612712470986548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204369555934665,0.15326516255387115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12557284947252528,0.0,0.0,0.0784022341349244,0.0,0.11815478032932662,0.124138649906,0.10690642323788024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993355510524129,0.0,0.0,0.09011793588173132,0.10295271463821726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582062806445706,0.08706205993557553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09089730460313028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751318439208479,0.07246338315695391,0.0,0.08978067598780376,0.06594357699570334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12564693876723965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670329932688787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483538581993457,0.10204596250979456,0.0,0.0,0.10901454013053724,0.0,0.08233072774980169,0.1148481904164916,0.3457445303107267,0.0803357555154537,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway2783499,2018/04/12,About to quit college and afraid of the aftermath of comments from my family.. I'm quitting college. Im doing a program I joined just to shut up my family about how I was doing nothing with my life. Now I'm miserable. This is the second time I've done this so I'm aware of how stupid it was. Anyway I'm anxious so bad that I've been throwing up about telling my family. They're all gonna be disappointed and say rude things and I cant handle it. I hate myself as is. This will send me over the edge but I can't continue. What should I do to lessen the blow?,0.04721428571428632,2.208802816666669,2.404523809523809,93.09000000000002,87.5,5.761904761904763,19.404761904761905,7.1686216300943375,0.3942261904761901,438,13,99,7,14,149,77,120,0.115,0.867,0.018000000000000002,-0.8223,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,10,7,3,2,5,0,14,1,0,2,1,10,20,9,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,8,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,1,4,1,12,0,15,12,1,10,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24487949345673315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18098731363164788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2218229040086288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6130320980459059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21400771425170467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23414028305064202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15310549373596452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079890974788185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4611063866571594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17237793572446275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18945964453588235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14400711889008272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12639573364473874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,benny3214,2018/04/12,Very anxious about a performance I have in 4 hours. Help pls What are good strategies to get over performance anxiety like this? It's in front of all three years of my uni and everyone watching is a music student. I'm playing jazz which is largely improvised. Please give me some strategies to cope!! Thank you,3.623850574712641,6.381251499999998,3.642068965517243,86.16816091954023,77.10344827586206,7.314942528735633,30.356321839080447,8.344100000000001,2.5557494252873565,249,12,45,5,6,76,50,58,0.063,0.6759999999999999,0.261,0.8908,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,8,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,4,4,8,8,2,6,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,1,3,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24849767305975384,0.36697077509832016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3103934971591953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16971273507801554,0.3116110644042133,0.0,0.2724559529608055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2177298667956447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198967679940539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586978370323835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3565709784922909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2990641689055541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2680226649231852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918291070985973 anxiety,AmagicFish,2018/04/12,"Anxiety about a friend For some reason I will have frequent social anxiety but only about one of my friends. For example, if they dont reply to a text once in a while I'll think they are ignoring me, or I'll be paranoid about their tone if I run into them in the hall or something small they do when we hang out. I know they aren't ignoring me or dislike me or anything since we've been friends for years, but for some reason I keep coming back to those ideas and fears over the same things. It's only about them and I don't know why, and I don't want to be worried about it. And I'm a little scared since I think that's unhealthy.",4.3821666666666665,4.135992725925924,5.063842592592593,88.8135416666667,69.8888888888889,8.231481481481481,27.24537037037037,7.6454224807358475,1.24687037037037,498,14,114,5,8,161,78,135,0.222,0.705,0.073,-0.9592,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,1,0,7,0,7,7,0,2,6,0,11,0,0,2,0,30,19,14,0,3,8,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,5,8,0,3,7,0,0,3,4,4,0,1,1,0,19,3,18,15,3,16,0,0,0,0,12,8,0,8,5,78,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25921303706558346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394189583893981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027420809798498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14594109676981587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1985600234563836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19064560513250164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3926824823083841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1912555649063625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15058907308781114,0.0,0.0,0.18621858283314646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16980424208970046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18042772051063405,0.11480398095842813,0.25770444528531355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483857876439388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696198684461259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2802934249556953,0.0,0.0,0.17270326355562826,0.0,0.13042847969488394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255571240240407,0.217116133151528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09992883155161532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528760031522639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720551395500647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10910149966330478 anxiety,got_Mojo,2018/04/12,"Loved one w/Anxiety & Depression What are some of the ways your loved ones have supported you or made you feel better, in big ways or small ways? What worked and what didn't? Also looking for tips on how to support when in a long-distance relationship. Context: My boyfriend of 5 years has anxiety and depression. It's gotten much worse lately due to the sudden death of a loved one. He is working two part-time jobs and studying for the GRE to enter vet school. We live together so I try to take care of him best I can (I work full time and am a Master's student). I'm also leaving for a 10-week research fellowship in Thailand in 2 months. It's very difficult for him to schedule counseling or take time off. Just a high-stress situation right now. Thank you for taking the time to read/answer.",2.4362499999999976,4.853140917197454,3.4190406050955424,88.02690485668792,79.31847133757961,6.727547770700637,25.09912420382165,7.8658589789855275,1.5005544585987254,632,24,125,11,16,202,107,157,0.11,0.716,0.174,0.8994,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,1,4,0,6,7,12,0,0,9,0,7,3,0,2,0,13,22,12,1,0,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,4,3,2,11,9,21,19,4,25,0,2,1,3,12,10,0,4,11,75,16,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1926105003876984,0.0,0.13048236274991412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842523098249247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638047289818752,0.10650769802861867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1227831253487782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074468134268639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060891396956939015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12723750196897252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.119504994184666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584665006895322,0.12751456876909625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1063390505619419,0.10657390818577132,0.10112816256393567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3260696045136501,0.11395072835590588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612350459861856,0.0,0.08852753770252164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24481290263963645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13041046417134047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045936636618958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12929329021734612,0.0,0.1028438097024448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1218783277748236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13536474322324454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794846636862185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2733177592212713,0.0,0.0,0.2716378474034946,0.0,0.0,0.1108727965703518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106654666429378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176187667716071,0.0,0.1176394625999672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09936470327763157,0.0,0.28676751093739544,0.0965990966145508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26301638416725154,0.0,0.1227251742836293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755089615049375 anxiety,User19234,2018/04/12,"I need advice. I have been having a really hard time with anxiety for a while now and it is getting worse. I don't know what to do about it anymore. It is becoming harder to hide it from people who I am close with and I hate to talk about it with anyone. I want to go get professional help, but I am afraid of getting it, because I fear of getting prescribed medicine and becoming to reliant on it or addicted to it over time. Any advice on what I should do would be helpful. Thanks. 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Just happened. I was cancelling a hotel and couldn't really understand the woman too well. With most questions I had to ask her what she said, and on the third or fourth time I just felt awkward and hung up. This is after giving her 90% of my information. 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I’ve been talking to this guy for a while and I’m really starting to like him, but I only see him once a week (and our chats are super casual, they usually consist of playful banter and jokes). I’d really like to get his number or something but I feel like my anxiety is holding me back. What if he doesn’t like me and I make a fool of myself? What if he doesn’t even want to be friends with me after that? What if he tells other people? It also doesn’t help that he’s going to college next year so I feel like I don’t have much time... does anyone have any advice on how to deal with this and how to overcome these thoughts? Should I just forget the whole thing? Sorry if this is kind of a silly question! Any and all advice would be appreciated. Thanks!",0.6273438527284654,2.723315130177518,2.6645660749506916,92.68160913872455,84.0887573964497,5.175673898750823,17.672912557527944,6.42735559955562,-0.1945860618014464,623,14,137,6,18,209,101,169,0.058,0.675,0.267,0.991,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,1,0,1,1,7,14,0,0,5,0,14,0,0,3,1,31,27,19,0,8,9,0,2,5,1,2,0,0,0,2,13,8,0,1,4,4,0,1,4,1,0,0,2,3,17,13,17,21,3,11,0,0,1,0,19,1,0,6,14,91,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822455803761681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11549036119766835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1964172600461436,0.0,0.11047874217840052,0.0,0.0,0.10097984533834194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11104789181811968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488877641887221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12638044144039712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09538618083981533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14604332399806444,0.20634331471945155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157634973929688,0.0,0.15090402475170642,0.0,0.08207560760054201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28599141332334466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967997869841999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038826233031385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3527746800581628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09639958450044536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10616323912377328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535893020302468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1537995761462221,0.0,0.10983576787343638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012068404959233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178028535928768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185034678275684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508178925219015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117939548145543,0.0,0.16166320174185342,0.10221921847208076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23215410671762066,0.12622697478434106,0.13295992998441267,0.0,0.0,0.09594435273766896,0.0,0.0,0.11465110393237632,0.08421081504035567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905511312858606,0.0,0.17036198089660892,0.0,0.11584274519745195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1612366163959112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025898162800586,0.0,0.0,0.09299992461050076 anxiety,Junglemath,2018/04/12,I just walked off my plane that was about to take off.. We were a few minutes from pushing back from the gate and I suddenly had all kinds of horrible thoughts and just grabbed my stuff and walked off the plane (along with my traveling partner). :(,5.844609929078015,6.580669489361704,4.5795744680851085,90.13333333333335,66.87234042553192,8.819858156028369,32.687943262411345,8.841846274778883,2.3346794326241143,194,8,41,3,3,56,35,47,0.13,0.87,0.0,-0.7506,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,3,0,0,0,1,10,5,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,2,6,0,0,1,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,6,1,10,1,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,32,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3760226275649456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5092342468688251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5598055925532383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3676786928305607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3882235731632262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Immatureweenie,2018/04/12,"Buspar experience? My doctor recently put me on buspar and after lots of failed medications, I’m hesitant to try it. Has anybody had experience with buspar, positive or negative. I’ve already been on lexapro, Wellbutrin, cymbalta, Ativan, gabapentin, abilify, trazedone, and some others. So I would like to hear how buspar works for others! I’m also currently on effector and lamictal. 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I feel petty facing myself and think maybe I’m okay and just faking it but deep down I know that I am fucked up in the head This all started a while ago when I had a shot at getting with the greatest girl ever and I blew it and just feel so low inside when I see her or when she send a her streaks. This was mostly me emptying all of my horrible thoughts and nobody will probably ever read the but that’s fine",2.316207508128876,4.009163819095477,3.740118238250077,89.09724800472954,76.63819095477388,6.692403192432753,21.756133609222584,7.5105763829236425,0.7289571977534735,756,20,160,10,17,249,120,199,0.258,0.632,0.11,-0.9908,1,0,1,0,0,2,5.0,0,0,0,0,12,11,1,0,8,2,11,5,3,3,5,42,34,26,3,3,7,0,5,2,0,2,1,1,0,3,10,14,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,5,0,2,4,8,25,6,13,28,5,22,0,2,2,1,13,9,1,3,13,107,35,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12392854025685247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10695030693899966,0.0,0.0,0.19550956574340567,0.14324656254199905,0.11504745719320547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673118756087596,0.08522372248462871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1204136891993482,0.0,0.29019066789602305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11678899026067555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2529229327770118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28275807671239905,0.0998765934917139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292473060866046,0.14608449958150185,0.0,0.07945430271923418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523766094998445,0.0,0.14348008209930355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09370822590351696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15366614902715384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09874828101083116,0.13660314941530646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174008405828613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1866416099210504,0.14174014729613565,0.1404527357575985,0.15228843744471116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13697904317395782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18947073249585705,0.10632786774469057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09692306120534376,0.2441443578555171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073324500488922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398426561792673,0.0,0.1791250990528788,0.14374264251329796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117840661120416,0.0,0.0,0.11140634334645176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762858299774174,0.0,0.0,0.09895457329700724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529237851305034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08958128551261713,0.0,0.11098941311860908,0.0815213165769567,0.0,0.0,0.13358949958884714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08246050682857306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993133350690244,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BusterOfTheBean,2018/04/12,Am I justified to be anxious about calling my girlfriend? I feel awful because I told her I would call tonight but I'm scared she'll be get mad somehow. Last night she got real mad and seemingly belittled me and it was out of nowhere. When I call i feel dread like I am walking on eggshells and it makes me a nervous wreck. ,1.5533766233766249,3.8678459393939413,2.5689610389610387,93.4377272727273,82.03030303030303,5.58961038961039,29.12554112554113,6.868970318607317,1.4602450216450218,256,13,54,3,7,81,49,66,0.378,0.5589999999999999,0.063,-0.9784,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,3,1,1,7,0,0,1,0,12,15,5,0,1,1,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,3,2,13,1,5,8,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,0,2,5,33,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2542647573932798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720043244003652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6894641465264937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22760405946742884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11758965655943625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000884203082754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18346188839910907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995771263002124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15023580785908153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2112127165983404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2561786530156128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2253340865433237,0.0,0.0,0.2048950501519637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21506379419584395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1598830950031548,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dwil6266,2018/04/13,equus8720 Looking for reliable person in the states with quality etizolam. Any response will be appreciated,9.358125,13.942438562500005,9.655,40.09,69.625,13.2,51.75,11.20814326018867,9.339475000000002,91,7,8,4,2,30,16,16,0.0,0.82,0.18,0.5106,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4894950238759701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6044585438487221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6285097376882447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,catmf,2018/04/13,What are your plans for tonight? I’m staying in...as usual. Will probably browse Reddit and watch TV until I fall asleep. I never have weekend plans. I’ve pushed all my friends and anyone who’s wanted to be my friend away. Anxiety sucks.,1.0028881987577627,3.5996563695652206,1.8511180124223607,93.49543478260873,94.0,4.367701863354037,19.614906832298136,6.18269132825596,0.19765590062111785,187,6,36,2,7,58,40,46,0.09,0.774,0.135,0.4767,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,1,3,1,0,0,0,4,1,1,0,2,5,7,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,5,2,4,5,1,9,0,0,1,0,4,1,1,0,5,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2578990622704326,0.0,0.0,0.2357250535937332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31673924898628736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5209225847784557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26001093787851226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3634768674568883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3593295024134151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37129463746917707,0.0,0.19884456617373886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnderDevelopedPotato,2018/04/13,"Mental Blocks and Anxiety So I am an all star cheerleader and I know I can do my roundoff back handspring. But lately (past two weeks) whenever I think about doing it or try and do it, my body tenses up and I just can’t do it. I don’t know if this is the right place to post this, but I just needed to get it off my chest. 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I recently ended it with my therapist because I moved and got a new therapist. I requested my files be sent to me from my old therapist. According to the papers, I have adjustment disorder in addition to my anxiety. My therapist never told me that I have adjustment disorder. In fact, she never actually told me that I have anxiety either, that was mostly self diagnosis. Are therapists supposed to tell people what they are diagnosed with? Does it actually help me to know? And am I supposed to part of making my treatment plan or is that mostly just done by the therapist? I guess I don’t really understand how therapy is supposed to work because I thought it was supposed to help me and make me feel better and I honestly don’t. But that could also be my own fault. 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Recently I missed out on a job I hoped to be hired for due to being too anxious and insecure. Yes, that was the actual feedback I was given (my first thought was ""Duh, I have an anxiety disorder!"", but of course I didn't say that out loud), along with the advice to look for something more suitable. So, any advice on what would be a suitable job for lil' anxious me? The options I can see are thin on the ground, because it would have to be something from the ""unskilled labour"" category (a term I hate by the way - it's not like flipping burgers isn't a skill), but rather not customer-facing (because of the anxiety issue - I love people and I love to make them happy, I'm just *scared* of them), and not so physically strenuous that only a very fit person can possibly do it. So that leaves what? Working in a factory? 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I was given the option to stay the weekend after work is done before going home, which I took. I booked a hotel for myself and have some cool activities planned. On my way to my hotel I almost got my suitcase stolen. It was extremely windy outside and i let go of my bag for a second to put on my hat and the wind blew it away on its wheels. I was too distracted trying to get an Uber to see it. Luckily, a nice man caught it and gave it to me, but someone could have easily grabbed it and ran away. I am really shaken up and suddenly feeling really scared about being alone. I miss my work friends and now I am worried that I will become lonely and be too anxious to enjoy my time here. I have never travelled alone before, so I feel like I really threw myself into the deep end here. 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Okay so this is going to sound a little nuts, but I sold some items on eBay, and the listings ended on 2nd April. One of the items the woman asked for a refund, as I missed some damage on the item. I happily refunded her, but now I'm stressed as I've still not received any feedback for the other items sent? The money was essential to the purchase of my laptop, so I no longer have the funds, and I am very stressed that they may all come back for refunds. Essentially I feel really worried that I've poorly describes something, or that someone won't be happy. I just had to get that out.",6.1483333333333325,5.7482038333333385,6.320476190476192,81.80785714285716,66.22222222222223,8.787301587301588,31.49206349206349,7.957251820313856,2.083092063492064,497,17,99,5,7,159,85,126,0.214,0.75,0.036000000000000004,-0.9693,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,1,0,6,7,0,3,10,1,8,0,0,0,1,15,17,10,0,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,6,4,0,0,1,0,8,4,4,5,0,1,4,2,10,2,15,10,7,15,0,2,0,0,6,6,0,4,5,71,16,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13891697654233656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909736351304411,0.0,0.0,0.15707822600874874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17596858900214182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18093088836594964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328978730910823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067275394313727,0.0,0.11609667351091195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21745918777457127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2219501330653956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.204741594714962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13842498780824286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13086659520402294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17308524717009308,0.15726423910465034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16313776864798055,0.0,0.7020039839573208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16855187400015192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2074556160486068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChocoCakeWKoolAid,2018/04/13,"all of a sudden, being in the car gives me anxiety this feeling started probably the last week of march, but whenever i'm in the car that my mom or dad is driving, i get this feeling that something bad will happen. it's a gut feeling that won't go away and i always feel bad being in the car with my family. maybe i'm overthinking or something but i'm really worried.. 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Sorry if this sounds ridicolous but... for some reason or the other I'm starting to hate going out in open spaces when the sky is clear blue, or I have to walk my dog at night if there are stars. The endless space is all of a sudden scaring the crap out of me, making me feel small and crushed and big at the same time \-\-\> and I sometimes feel like I'll be sucked into the sky. I don't know what to do about this developing ""anxiety"". I used to have social anxiet in the past, but it's gone now, and up until recently, my life has been hella fine. I'm not sure if I should tell my therapist or my Family about this. I also fear it might lead me to drop going to school, because my way to school has a lot of open spaces, including a courtyard with huge buildings surrounding it. This evening for example, I wanted to walk my dog, but I rushed back inside because I couldn't handle the cloudless sky full of stars. The world also sort of feels like it's spinning around like a rollercoaster, it's making me dizzy and feel weird With my Balance.",7.307594529364443,5.8102044336283205,7.407683024939665,78.54685036202739,64.39823008849558,10.519066773934034,32.04987932421561,9.339509955726095,2.546483185840708,886,26,181,13,11,287,127,226,0.116,0.8140000000000001,0.069,-0.7686,0,0,0,0,0,0,34.0,0,0,0,1,10,11,3,2,13,0,16,2,1,5,3,48,34,18,0,6,10,0,4,3,0,3,1,1,0,0,11,14,0,0,7,0,0,7,3,6,0,0,2,6,22,5,30,26,7,44,0,0,1,0,2,25,2,12,13,121,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2424777173428491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2319555756906624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496103177234378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11657526673462745,0.0,0.1848346038193072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10013399887330852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14292016707383967,0.17059832943593692,0.30662517173708304,0.21661399022076944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1723217918285341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496790382107551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08331841460279865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10708344382496678,0.2222003592415404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1288895694214701,0.0,0.0,0.20239568878358485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1608294709747439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1422714859558334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14472459841470373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15587569755403347,0.14969213537003725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178354715253412,0.3068657072477057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15454270886678634,0.0,0.0,0.14994170997633574,0.16970993825886713,0.1073071488678509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14288638379178425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1325098839218901,0.0,0.0,0.17602566337133949,0.0,0.09714267890806604,0.0,0.0,0.08840238265259905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13093847027291694,0.0,0.0,0.08942084824532047,0.12033738437628673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cynork,2018/04/13,"Good birthday Just wanted to vent. Just spent my birthday basically in fear and anxiety all day long. Didn’t even particularly care and outside of my family only one person even said happy birthday, which just about sums up how far this anxiety has got me. How many people spend there birthday driving around and seriously considering not even carrying on anymore.",7.149047619047617,9.663627714285713,7.304952380952383,65.13171428571431,65.50793650793649,10.11936507936508,34.822222222222216,10.355215969177356,4.3391803174603165,298,14,43,8,5,96,51,63,0.113,0.7490000000000001,0.138,0.5849,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,11,5,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,12,7,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,4,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,2,0,1,4,1,3,3,7,3,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,2,29,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3467040200013166,0.0,0.2247310169436098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20172626641835295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310386403687212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461413142520502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44901089156591795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2136227866746414,0.25499333846506583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190065309267678,0.18123651564859344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2412249651960697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005380688598553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297416448331355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15355324007245472,0.17234312009164465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709919827482374,0.19786252314691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2155530048575142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365734997431372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,standun,2018/04/13,"Too Scared to Do What I want I've got a bunch of things that I should do and that I really _want_ to do, but I'm way too scared. Once I start thinking about or planning them I start overthinking and catastrophizing. The big one is I really think I should see a therapist (not just for anxiety), but I don't know how to do that! I'm scared I'll do something wrong, embarrass myself or panic. Sometimes I wish someone could just give me instructions through a headset or something. I'm not really sure myself what the point of this post is! I guess if anyone has any resources for coping with this, they'd be really appreciated. EDIT: I guess it says a lot about my state of mind that I'm now worried because I fucked up the post title capitalisation!",4.056284319707139,5.37645581208054,5.2148749237339835,81.8004575960952,71.41610738255035,8.639658328248933,26.297132397803537,9.095868883498916,1.9685248322147653,592,19,120,12,11,196,88,149,0.215,0.7240000000000001,0.061,-0.9776,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,2,1,8,8,1,5,7,0,14,1,0,1,1,28,32,9,0,7,10,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,10,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,1,2,18,1,13,26,2,10,0,0,1,1,4,3,1,7,3,80,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0941159734023888,0.0,0.10587475212666132,0.0,0.0,0.09677170362531304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08436666290745506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11050023126612177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12794751961546802,0.0,0.1327648013661197,0.0,0.0,0.11069021449778248,0.0,0.30492390378909584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606039619777775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1176617649614843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13974339953369996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739027328327411,0.09378265202033204,0.0,0.0,0.16238124717379018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13083166092271534,0.0,0.26509570941735605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3546474246717965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11006033155671184,0.4156842201485448,0.0,0.11028597602689244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11726490832487832,0.2130924140896399,0.1368800153212385,0.0,0.1959188565133476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13043929141332686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16069174816668938,0.09194605553754798,0.17736080746819266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16326247152696005,0.10985457628663513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915186337924306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405507644075195,0.0,0.0,0.15131743153920804,0.0,0.0 anxiety,welluhthisisawkward,2018/04/13,"Coworkers (and managers) are bringing Nerf Guns to work and it's about to give me a nervous breakdown. I work in, you guessed it. A tech company. We have a manager I can't stand who thinks he's the coolest guy ever and all our best friend. Think Michael Scott but not even remotely funny. There's Nerf battles almost every day and I'm getting sick of getting my desk shot when my attention is focused in on something as detail oriented as writing code. Yesterday I complained to HR, they seemed to take me serious and say they'll have a formal meeting with the managers. But today I almost lost it, I couldn't take it anymore pulled of my headphones threw them at my desk and took my laptop to work in the kitchen and take my Clorazepate. Has anyone with anxiety issues had to deal with this? The visual and auditory stimulation makes me just constantly in fight or flight mode and I feel like I can hardly work sometimes.",4.108305084745766,6.207788305084747,4.545333333333336,83.49189830508476,72.72881355932203,7.4318644067796615,30.444067796610174,8.238735603445708,2.3338922033898304,738,33,135,12,15,233,118,177,0.139,0.799,0.062,-0.9204,0,0,1,1,1,1,15.0,2,1,3,6,6,9,2,1,8,0,10,2,0,2,2,32,27,15,0,1,5,0,2,1,1,1,1,1,1,1,6,13,1,0,5,0,0,4,3,6,0,0,4,3,22,3,20,21,2,17,0,1,0,0,17,6,0,5,7,85,28,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3109089623138093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11876126571811894,0.0,0.15396037241357508,0.10855024240804592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16291904223838205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16776365584053465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10011956281451223,0.1600497885506381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025372243129014,0.14042712211601618,0.13079979936431316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07849605121175257,0.1109063732323397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994116024464548,0.0,0.16221720693136946,0.14892422920803716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17101881248505793,0.1537160070846394,0.0,0.0,0.13906816684948836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16203444414638551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07584439629002741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16946720846207575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10362660222440452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.123456291688823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14132834350491685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11951444656956292,0.153540325191205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501725932796997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1989482247713896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14715319776010213,0.0,0.17248184066674346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4520780404216546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wildfleurr,2018/04/13,"I have a job interview in 40 mins So I’m trying to get hired into a coffee shop that I’m really excited about but I’m also extremely nervous. I got here (the coffee shop) more than an hour early and have been sitting in my car since. It’s basically the 2nd part of the hiring process where they put me through a “test run” to see if I’m good for the job. You guys I’m having such high anxiety right now. I’m working at a high volume Starbucks right now and am used to being under pressure and what not, so I’m not sure why I’m so nervous... it’s probably because this job will pay me so much more than Starbucks ever will. Trying to calm myself down. It’s Friday the 13th but it’s a slower time of the day so I keep telling myself that lol. I had to get accepted to even be doing this part of the hiring process so I’m just really hoping I don’t mess it up...",0.43086587436332735,2.356947881720433,3.0096151669496334,90.9212648556876,83.6236559139785,5.8512733446519505,20.004527447651387,7.0608816371341465,0.4034666666666662,670,19,149,9,19,233,108,186,0.087,0.81,0.103,0.6264,4,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,1,1,16,10,0,3,13,1,12,0,0,1,2,16,28,13,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,10,4,0,1,1,2,3,3,3,4,0,0,3,1,12,6,21,21,5,24,0,0,1,0,5,12,0,2,8,96,22,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12344778690927292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1180908612719711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410111178786476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0995543903262319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10195840418447512,0.13963441443934174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16130149475778413,0.0,0.0,0.12947629548257567,0.12346194443774945,0.0,0.0,0.15284828397668404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3261958823286893,0.0,0.15332194836528454,0.1520210808632156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4595583426762571,0.13720909673681342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1134780148320667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33433033317203725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16643448003472272,0.0,0.0,0.15518216633378187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778379163181334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636583297282389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301106386209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769454938145725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454897221225838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349241661709695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001304215132977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20961105877463407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13332412193259133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13929283098133494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123815177295496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,squatgopnik,2018/04/13,"Is this social anxiety? I get really anxious when going out by myself, especially when I'm leaving the house to go and meet someone else. It's pretty bad just leaving the house to go grab some milk or something but if I'm going to meet someone somewhere else I practically can't handle it and have even canceled plans before. I usually avoid going put as much as possible and avoid meeting friends. I've literally only been able to meet people I don't know very well a couple of times in my life without pretty much breaking down and canceling. Even when I've met these people the whole time I was there the feeling just wouldn't go away. Should I get help for this? It actually affects my life pretty badly. 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This has been happening for several years now, and usually presents itself if e.g. she's at work and I haven't heard from her for a few hours, or if she's out with friends in the evening. It's a *really* strong sense of fear and loss and panic. Like deep, painful-to-the-core sorts of thing. The only thing that will help resolve it is if I can get back in touch with her to check she's ok. Then some time after, the cycle starts again. Even if she's keeping in touch, my mind will run away with itself and visualise scenarios where I'll - inexplicably - lose touch with her forever, or otherwise something terrible will happen to her which results in me losing touch with her forever. It's always a very vague feeling, in that it's not a clear visualisation of something terrible happening, but more of a feeling of ""dread"" about something cataclysmic occurring which will cut me off from her forever, leaving me alone in the world. In part, it's been a vicious circle of the anxiety about losing touch with her feeding back into the anxiety, and so on - leading to the situation where I dread any time she'll be away for extended periods (nights out, work trips away etc) with this very intense fear that if I can't get in touch with her my panic will return in force. And it's funny in that in a lot of other parts of my life, I've dealt with anxiety and worry quite effectively, e.g. money, health issues I've used mindfulness, exercise, diet improvements etc. to great effect. But they don't seem to impact on this sense of loss and panic I feel whenever she's absent which *totally* overrides all the other good feelings I have about everything. Really just wanting to vent about it. I've had this for years, and have been going to therapy, taking beta blockers for the anxiety symptoms but it feels like a very deeply ingrained thing that just won't budge (thinking of going to the docs to ask about antidepressants) Really just a bit pissed off with it, to be honest, and I think it's something that needs dealt with but I just can't figure out the right angle to attack it from, despite all the therapy and whatnot. Frustrating. All I want is to be able to rationalise with it and even if I can turn it into just a ""worry"" (like ""Oh, I'm a little concerned about her, but I can cope. If something bad does happen I'll deal with it"") instead of this massive, overwhelming dread, that'd be a win. Anyway, rant over.",5.729418016194334,6.551874601214576,6.2196938259109285,77.96634235829961,67.15789473684211,9.899696356275305,30.822115384615394,9.978442167317967,2.9813524291497977,2039,76,381,46,32,661,218,494,0.175,0.727,0.099,-0.9898,0,1,5,0,0,0,71.0,0,0,1,14,24,34,5,9,24,1,30,7,1,5,5,84,58,31,0,10,21,1,12,3,2,7,4,1,0,1,36,33,2,2,12,2,2,6,6,23,0,0,6,13,34,11,83,40,13,58,0,7,0,0,23,33,1,14,22,265,70,4,0.07225629705132475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.074835732386149,0.0,0.0,0.06012302747797418,0.0,0.0,0.04913675976890468,0.0,0.33165521682048776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06754988385986871,0.08220196915361046,0.2715486784462783,0.11112126463485704,0.06033098989031204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788851621631843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0744930694965593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06323197247620749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16116974260351175,0.14317380821109751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06493930067680091,0.0,0.0,0.16261684525817394,0.18267477423978296,0.05161991305095722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055825035862358915,0.0,0.07550186588127215,0.0,0.08212983752257369,0.06060515378985744,0.0,0.07966282258622256,0.0,0.0,0.2555840194096036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768050649087797,0.0,0.0,0.048431872816129984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115789767290194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07541680134625164,0.0,0.06422471679552401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650898559167793,0.0,0.0,0.051036759479922485,0.1059023307982072,0.07241979205576451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24250894186633085,0.0,0.061429719843401585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14591652413389794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053577128707341805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06780764000686819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05495416990097846,0.0,0.2543315883024532,0.0,0.15649305676367906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0768534661174917,0.0,0.0,0.1388677023579226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06170648288013171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06577941907879767,0.0,0.08162904873073665,0.0,0.0,0.08121910530585877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2781321379669445,0.0,0.0,0.05114337895404758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07510195907833768,0.05432774297547604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16526274575383906,0.0,0.14401161926033454,0.09259783513817793,0.0,0.0,0.08426645576075202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859410227382174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06240624110773845,0.07958010290927826,0.2384760494357604,0.08523727219394897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10520688964341776,0.14675955411949052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930613725705954 anxiety,louisebelcher82,2018/04/13,"Any Good Techniques for When Triggered? Hi all, I have been struggling this week with my anxiety due to being triggered by some co-workers this week (I have PTSD). I do go to therapy and I have a plan in place for these events, but I wanted to ask you all what do you do when triggered to see if I should add or adjust my approach. Thanks! ",1.4511801242236049,3.609193869565221,2.4484886128364387,95.06478260869568,81.31884057971014,5.1022774327122145,22.900621118012424,6.18269132825596,0.32441863354037315,263,9,57,2,7,83,48,69,0.048,0.861,0.09,0.5916,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,9,0,0,3,2,15,14,6,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,10,2,9,11,3,10,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,6,42,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19051436656128132,0.0,0.21431708781255185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2619062265272744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159218007505818,0.2349799323139436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2927013632105617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3274851021544081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232465128265122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928778497414603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25792821703206564,0.3203805813768312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524212214862227,0.0,0.4494453739315521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20395549108818614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Medical_Madness,2018/04/13,"Help. I'm on medication, going to therapy and I'm still being consumed by my anxiety. Hello. I'd like to start by apologizing because english is not my first language. I've been suffering from anxiety for about 4 years now. I've been to therapy several times and I'm currently under medication. But this doesn't seem to be getting any better. I wake up every day to work with my heart racing. I usually vomit every morning immediately after waking up. My heart beat is over 100 most of the day. I can't think of anything but the anxiety. I do breathing exercises, meditation, I go running or walking, distract myself with things I enjoy. But it never goes away. I honestly don't know what to do now. I've tried everything but I'm getting tired. I'm not enjoying life. I'm open to any kind or advice. I'm really desperate here.",1.3534848484848467,4.027232709876543,4.471941638608307,76.11646464646465,89.18518518518519,7.8837261503928175,26.499438832772174,8.575989854853784,2.905706172839506,657,31,115,20,22,236,101,162,0.151,0.7609999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.8138,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,4,5,8,0,1,2,0,11,11,5,0,1,18,26,8,0,0,8,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,3,1,0,4,6,2,0,1,2,0,12,6,23,22,1,24,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,4,14,69,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397684129780247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20038958016719144,0.0,0.3381391547361177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1212464961321972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384287596616242,0.0,0.0,0.0898157855088538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13030835459089568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1900414479302391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24827698564995926,0.0,0.13241775872256736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253254995089347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15395589042648208,0.0,0.16747099053490416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3491921221003535,0.0987574547648224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15342969728508202,0.08097302886226151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1040690803929212,0.07198183093875052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29685476526724386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136360326172786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943883991847886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413084455340593,0.0,0.16644983187262533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10428648821303448,0.0,0.11766419692706975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33698734302629546,0.0,0.09788472031428223,0.09440814471181763,0.0,0.0,0.08591388489743472,0.1693431837159404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10003272829351488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16227182547905766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726370921430868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488074441065192 anxiety,gamesprin,2018/04/13,How much Benadryl syrup for anxiety? I've been reading about Benadryl helping some people with Anxiety. I have a 150mL Benadryl Syrup with 14mg Diphenhydramine for every 5mL. What does should I take for this purpose?,5.382631578947367,8.627205421052633,4.572894736842105,79.19776315789477,73.73684210526315,6.957894736842108,33.1842105263158,8.07648339933343,3.0755052631578947,178,9,26,3,4,53,29,38,0.105,0.8340000000000001,0.061,-0.1431,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,0,5,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,6,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,17,4,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5844644442284324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3342945122806024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.321855074457119,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560494108893471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28081709353538115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2648336630422644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3821076472920297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872196711580738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Just_call_me_god,2018/04/13,"I accidentally took Lexapro instead of my usual Prozac I have been taking Prozac for a few months now, yesterday I accidentally took my older lexapro and I didn’t realize until today when I nearly made the same mistake. Today I’ve been very shakey and feel more anxious than usual, is this normal? Is there anything I should do?",6.656475409836067,7.802661491803278,6.993565573770492,72.08411885245904,65.22950819672131,8.722950819672132,31.643442622950825,8.841846274778883,2.7111934426229505,265,10,44,4,4,86,45,61,0.17,0.83,0.0,-0.8340000000000001,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,8,2,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,1,8,0,5,6,3,13,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,10,33,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25694495397642303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716555623997336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500161324805608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152113146786138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154219893682946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2228450713675336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100823341115834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4311772344157934,0.0,0.5053933191915729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5009909143229823,0.1876636396587029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Amazing_Asparagus,2018/04/13,"ADD/ADHD and anxiety My doctor gave me new meds to help with my ADD and mentioned in passing that it may increase my anxiety. It has me understandably concerned because the biggest reason I go to her is to control my anxiety. I'm not sure if she meant the combination of the two meds will increase the anxiety or if she meant just the new meds will increase it but I thought I'd include what meds they were the new ADD meds are called Atomoxetine and the meds I've been taking are venlafaxine for my anxiety and depression. I thought I would reach out to anybody else who might take these and maybe someone can put me at ease.",5.518719512195124,6.320064398373988,6.043648373983737,79.1171798780488,67.6178861788618,9.402032520325204,34.887195121951216,9.516144504307137,3.2208219512195133,503,24,97,10,8,163,75,123,0.11,0.802,0.08800000000000001,-0.4178,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,1,2,0,0,7,0,12,1,0,2,1,26,22,9,0,3,6,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,7,9,0,1,6,0,0,6,1,1,0,1,7,0,16,1,10,10,3,13,0,1,0,0,9,4,0,5,3,64,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814733551526286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078544614860317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06500004803095774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10888012970715152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959348910699096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09183940050206256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10913929862515928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08907484624131694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06059971733748162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07147117031555439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10712316130018774,0.0,0.7106446799021675,0.0,0.0,0.1131165173851488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30894885473638706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10719159501518974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10963236989731756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09034640473837456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10049656955485824,0.0,0.1603434740506976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16930302909353914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041610381195348,0.1110045483218646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07574618147858424,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Alliecassandra101,2018/04/13,"Did shrooms need help Hey everyone. So I’ve never done drugs before I did shrooms about two months ago, I did an eighth for my first time and hated my trip. Afterwards everything was fine up until a month later. I ended up having a sudden panic attack and I was scared that maybe somebody and slipped me some shrooms, I ended up going to the ER. The week I went to the ER I was so scared that doing the shrooms did me some kind of brain damage so I booked appointment after appointment for blood work and CAT scans, everything came back normal. I wasn’t eating or sleeping, I could lay down or stand for long periods of time without panicking. They prescribed me Xanax and the night I took my first .25 mg pill I instantly fell asleep, the best nights sleep I have ever had, the next day I even ate something without vomiting. I had 3 weeks worth of Xanax but ended up only having it for 3 days because my roommates ended up stealing my pills. After that I couldn’t get anymore because Xanax is such an abused substance. Anyway, other symptoms I have other than the vomiting and insomnia is that sometime I feel like my hands aren’t in my full control. Sometimes they feel numb and that freaks me out so I start panicking again and the symptoms get worse and it’s a whole huge loop. I also had a tightening in my throat so that it made it hard to swallow but I read that it was a common anxiety symptom and since then I’ve never had that symptom return. One of the scariest symptoms is one I call the “I don’t know” symptom. It’s where somebody will repeat something or somebody will be talking to me and mess up a sentence and I’m not sure if they said it wrong or if I heard it wrong and if there’s stills something wrong with my brain. Sometimes I’ll hear sounds and I’ll question whether or not they’re real. It’s really frightening and I don’t know what to do or if anyone else feels this way too?",2.911472136222912,4.9630040078947415,3.6119814241486097,89.07298761609907,76.02631578947368,6.2600619195046425,25.12383900928793,7.1686216300943375,1.0953637770897826,1513,53,299,17,34,478,195,380,0.151,0.797,0.052000000000000005,-0.9905,1,0,4,0,1,0,24.0,0,0,3,5,17,18,2,3,19,0,31,27,8,2,4,54,51,36,0,8,17,0,5,1,0,2,16,4,0,0,21,18,3,1,6,2,1,6,11,13,2,5,21,10,42,5,31,25,5,58,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,13,38,203,63,3,0.0,0.0911400131348682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06818672788742328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061514510129206265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058845133345486425,0.0,0.07628597244914131,0.05378566362156746,0.07881569782566665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08750990047698756,0.0,0.05914828385012132,0.0,0.09378189660861977,0.0,0.06545497187749055,0.0,0.08072491234466421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17174082380458833,0.07854598093578316,0.08797829651245621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627458417533929,0.06141597229699292,0.0,0.0,0.099216676223297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07871793132915443,0.0,0.0,0.08920511993795145,0.07871042817776888,0.06425847575261248,0.0,0.2725203056909428,0.0,0.0,0.050806267524043235,0.06958036929189745,0.0,0.07350228476993692,0.13826509991877536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11668225088506255,0.05495310514129712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13085965869787927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0803771592959071,0.0,0.04371655558737858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06890701924476014,0.07594456771569308,0.0,0.0,0.08669670498523319,0.0,0.051559207324262765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0801024448317215,0.08454865898933561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037580212590422615,0.0,0.0,0.06807356547443386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07278547347699525,0.0,0.0,0.07727850626093359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279684202853924,0.0,0.0,0.0570367017882601,0.1186540049897668,0.0,0.08180743897152243,0.14437220640035753,0.07536724570324158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10424870052168156,0.05850266104749231,0.0,0.09025141453286913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08617026476700207,0.0,0.07694283434782039,0.08755409703590318,0.0492782145323907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07317045423247494,0.0,0.15402471865997666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636306883098934,0.0,0.15395514063767354,0.0,0.0,0.17765498294175644,0.22823352854534346,0.0,0.05444580036716785,0.0,0.06143002306461458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07249809177853166,0.4797085786806941,0.0,0.0618270044405499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08970769475597168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08546319250082696,0.0,0.0,0.07514163453325666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06105711758800985,0.1234044062023002,0.0,0.0,0.07130748148050857,0.0,0.08588068622895144,0.0,0.1483001610699713,0.0,0.056000145355304606,0.0,0.07839010813411583,0.0,0.25230645430278004,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fortiman,2018/04/13,"Struggling to write anything without suddenly having an outburst I've been a lurker here for a while, and with a problem I'm having coming up again, now seems like a good time to ask for help: I find it incredibly difficult to stick to one writing style, with my hand often pressing really hard to hold the pen. Sometimes it only takes a few sentences until I feel overwhelmed, angry and unable to concentrate, after which I'll either scribble or start pacing around the house. Senses become amplified, and suddenly I'm a hair trigger away from a breakdown, over something as simple as writing. This has happened since I was at school, and gets worse over stressful periods in my life. I have no idea what causes it, or how to mitigate the effects. 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The awkward feeling and shaky feeling is it all growth? Reading these posts in top all time of this subreddit makes me think when we feel awkward and anxious (in like 99% of cases which typically there isn’t a valid reason to be but we feel in our gut otherwise.....) that it’s growth? I read it and said fuck it I messaged a few people I normally wouldn’t on my messenger and it felt so awkward but I don’t regret it. It does feel like growing. I’m inspired to do more awkward stuff now. How bad could it get right? And worst case I’ll learn",0.8910769230769233,3.197980756521744,2.327826086956524,94.12919732441476,84.91304347826087,5.2775919732441485,22.759197324414714,6.67199483983844,0.5485986622073584,437,16,95,5,13,141,75,115,0.217,0.618,0.166,-0.8723,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,3,0,0,1,5,12,1,5,3,0,8,2,1,3,3,29,20,10,0,4,2,0,6,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,14,7,0,0,10,2,0,4,3,9,0,0,2,7,9,3,8,15,6,14,0,1,0,1,5,6,1,1,5,60,23,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266660276412781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16752597310317488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601946696361777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17558136771117122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5072479230253211,0.14333721659606868,0.19264581147397014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548839582250076,0.10482609000666024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1960450845479763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13392872109375684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658454592943994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909847474220235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19215760503616894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013884814723917,0.0,0.0,0.2062912797053817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17134541651086774,0.19085453351154216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2296847340155429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12856197508920394,0.0,0.0,0.11699476526857472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stoneme2death,2018/04/13,"I can't hold a job.. I've been with the same company for almost 2 years now, but recently started to try and find a new job because I'm not making enough money where I'm working now and my boyfriend and I are trying to move. I found a new full time job, quit my other job, and started the new one today. I was there for maybe 2 hours and I felt off and uncomfortable and every little thing I did felt wrong so I panicked and left without telling anyone and now I'm sitting in my car crying because I'm out of a job all together because I got freaked out. I dont know what to do..",2.5458044444444425,3.330453056000003,4.269866666666669,89.18737777777778,74.44,6.835555555555558,26.68888888888889,6.937597516519254,1.0582622222222224,452,16,102,4,9,153,77,125,0.168,0.8320000000000001,0.0,-0.9674,6,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,2,6,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,1,1,25,19,11,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,12,0,1,5,0,1,2,4,2,0,1,7,2,12,0,12,12,4,24,0,0,0,0,1,8,0,1,13,62,15,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275718780106455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08571848424032208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241910246669337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466046752894556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14367575014890546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126669283478105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10328821282868103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2354131879561433,0.0,0.11204596177918184,0.0,0.0,0.13441471436933045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09804722921612552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072745030023567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6082633042346175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06737281280110123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13319549054147445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228683973542294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818304507903369,0.0,0.12315914641587195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13029484218756968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35519748272615603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08307084073197678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13039062865166207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12104383241281533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354109502344706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071499457391893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08144401945294974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714838035027231,0.0,0.11620194283580301,0.0,0.0,0.1664624967596691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817335850827132,0.0,0.08924771498346963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13403402425258953,0.0,0.0789445908276655 anxiety,ZirkTheJerk,2018/04/13,"Finally making progress (?) Hi everyone! New to this sub but I’ve been dealing with my anxiety disorder along with depression for around 8 years now. I’ve been on 3 different medications that didn’t work too well for me but I finally got up the courage to see a new doctor and she’s referred me for counseling and she prescribed me new medication (Viibryd, if anyone is curious). I’m actually really optimistic about this and I’m excited to see where things go from here. My anxiety the past few months has been relentless, and I’ve been afraid it’s going to ruin my relationship with my girlfriend and my friends, family, etc so I feel like the fact that I went through with going to the doctor and everything is some serious progress. I don’t say this often but I’m proud of myself. 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What are your thoughts? Do you think we need to be more open about it, Or keep it hidden? Do you believe there is a stigma with mental illness? If you have talked about your mental illness, what happened? Did talking about it make you feel better? Did you lose or gain friendships/relationships? 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I start then i stop. i retreat into the same habits I came here looking to get some help/perspective on an issue that has plagued me most of my adult life and I've never been able to fully fix. I have some issue with focus, but on a macro level I always start something, and then in the course of ramping up to success, I start avoiding it. I put things off, seek the pleasure I get from new video games or unhealthy food, and I've lost relationships that would've been so beneficial to me, I've stopped myself short on potential career success, and I keep worrying about what I'm not. It's not like my life is that bad: I have a great girlfriend, a steady job that's not too stressful and has great hours/great culture. A little credit card debt but not insurmountable, and I'm moving to 10 mins from work. But I feel like I've trapped myself because it's the way to keep myself safe, but I can never express that. Yesterday with the release of a new card game expansion, I pulled over on the road and played for several hours instead of going straight home from work. I've talked about having these dreams/passions that inspire me, but I don't work on them and instead do things like that. Most recently, I had been working on a freelance project with a very successful person, and we were communicating regularly about the work. I wasn't getting paid but had recently gotten a 'good faith payment' from her that I'd asked for. When she sent over the work she needed done after that, I procrastinated, I avoided it, knowing full well that it wouldn't take me that long. I just kept finding reasons to not do it. This led to the dissolving of our relationship, and while she was supportive, I lost a great opportunity from it. We discussed that that freelance work isn't really what I wanted to do, and that freelancing in of itself was a distraction from the passion/career I really want to pursue, and I continue to put up distractions/other ways to take my attention from what it is I say I really want to do. She recommended The Four Agreements and Radical Acceptance, which I started last week before I got the itch and started playing video games again. Any thoughts or idea on ways I can get myself small victories, or ways I can figure out what healing/self-acceptance I may be missing in order to get past how I hold myself back would be so so helpful",6.4854906204906175,6.638547707792213,6.612337662337662,78.13215728715731,65.42857142857143,9.615007215007218,32.91197691197691,9.348350401419415,2.827557864357864,1899,73,360,32,27,608,227,462,0.086,0.6859999999999999,0.228,0.9973,2,3,1,0,0,0,48.0,3,0,1,13,16,31,0,4,24,0,31,4,1,4,2,75,68,31,0,7,15,0,1,3,1,3,3,1,1,2,32,22,1,9,10,7,3,8,11,9,1,1,19,3,54,22,53,44,7,65,1,3,1,0,25,24,0,8,31,248,86,15,0.07830684150964075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515756516630382,0.0,0.0,0.053251337482569834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0732063261649304,0.0,0.0,0.06021312752805302,0.06538294178159502,0.047735123766451615,0.0,0.06663335455330169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08956216550642193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013508641903183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03959429192460071,0.055942423220934116,0.0,0.0,0.07157103449176414,0.0,0.09468894358376292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20456046346546533,0.0,0.04450358261179958,0.06568006341535544,0.06262913462136971,0.3453342768472573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10497485045307164,0.0,0.07854814678376316,0.0,0.07711646517497546,0.0,0.0,0.08839889252287655,0.0,0.16346399555986418,0.07770745725445477,0.13920543743160038,0.0,0.0,0.04303539219287331,0.06383052730526853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11062087593337784,0.11477030199078983,0.07848402713805994,0.0,0.0692990905634356,0.06575802478610487,0.0,0.1709623355547844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0522704247702748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08322777988807592,0.0,0.05806353075701268,0.12079012727177227,0.15125847098165204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07475274082475952,0.0,0.06837451357053766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744000842388442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1504961034970507,0.08051247505794723,0.15463711796604082,0.16814448452801825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06227274337494381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08169111378210793,0.08846444174962523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028443232025755,0.0,0.0,0.2771299273181253,0.0,0.0,0.13093605170062791,0.0897002223780932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08886167576708487,0.0,0.0,0.11775399881716203,0.06294007299501211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404717194364806,0.0,0.0,0.06216688519957829,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06461134520132791,0.13856221194807194,0.2486253036276132,0.06281302486316785,0.0,0.07040725479077016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3990581927429974,0.07952439865758239,0.0,0.1112538669508133,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,faeryliqhts,2018/04/13,"How to handle anxiety at school Recently i’ve been feeling very anxious at school for no obvious reason, and it is progressively getting worse. There is no trigger, and i usually feel that way even at calm moments. The feeling lasts all throughout the day, and yesterday it got so bad that I had a panic attack, resulting in me having to stay with my school counselor for a few hours. I just started seeing a therapist, but my next appointment isn’t for a while. Any advice on how to handle this feeling at school, especially during class? 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Do you guys tend to have more/worse panic attacks when you're sick? I've only had a few panic attacks in my life and the last one was years ago. I'm constantly anxious, but it's usually stable. However, I've been sick with tonsillitis for a few days and for some reason, the fever really makes my anxiety unbearable... I'm shaking, I can't focus, it really feels like the storm is coming :(",4.128455284552846,5.410266073170731,5.857073170731707,77.41211382113823,71.1951219512195,9.369105691056909,27.081300813008127,9.725611199111238,2.6051886178861787,326,11,61,8,6,112,59,82,0.33,0.602,0.068,-0.9627,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,0,2,8,3,4,5,0,7,5,0,2,0,9,13,5,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,7,0,1,3,1,4,1,5,10,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,9,32,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14193109287866562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12248650646654913,0.18088285360445408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5464571859017003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1379237348213205,0.0,0.17302597771849546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326006045788427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08095827394739548,0.1143852258559412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15853768972514626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13051399746274792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130930083958758,0.07822344331256675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10687710683037574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10849715519896697,0.12177364827491945,0.0,0.5635766209361506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2051458124002922,0.1646235024062719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763425683404564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16316949152804222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031079431443759 anxiety,hishose_56,2018/04/13,"Anxiety is hopeless The only people whos post are read on ,the anxiety Reddit are people who have lots of followers, the only solution to anxiety is suicide, so unless you're willing to do that, there's no point in talking about it. Get busy living, or get busy dying, but don't try an think someones gonna save from anything. 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Been feeling on edge all morning and I can't even get work done because of it. These little superstitions are fun sometimes but not when it gets to the point of interfering with your life. If it wasn't this though, I'm sure my mind would generate something else completely nonsensical to fear. 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I feel stuck in my life. I’m 32 and my income isn’t enough for me to live comfortably. Comfortably for me means not having to feel guilty about buying a friends dinner if we’re out, or getting the pair of shoes that will last a year and won’t hurt my feet, vs the inexpensive pair. Always compromising on quality for price. I bought a house that’s turned into a money pit. My career is dead-end despite a formal education through a masters degree. The part that hurts the most is watching those around me advance. I have smart, talented friends who are doing great things. I know happiness comes from within, and not to covet, but I grew up really poor, always wanting what others around me had. Food, clothes, cars, a relationship with their parents. Despite all that I’m really fun, gregarious guy. People take advantage of that all the time. I’m not smart where it matters; law, mechanics, health. I always fall victim to my own ignorance. I’ve reached a point where I’m always a little angry, sad and apathetic. This isn’t me. I’ve been to therapy. I can’t afford the co-pay, and I think I already have healthy coping skills, like exercise, meditation, self soothing, PMR...and Xanax. Anyway. My deepest instinct when I feel like this is to cut and run. Start over. Rebuild. But being an adult means not running away. Running away is exactly what I want. Actually I really want to run towards something. But I feel like the background character in the movie of everyone else’s lives. I think it’s putting stress on my relationship. My boyfriend internalizes and personalized everything even though he knows it’s not about him. Then he gets upset because he’s personalizing it (that might be redundant). Anyway...I just wanted to write this to write this. Your feedback would be great. Please know that the situation feels greater than the sum of words used to describe it in this post. Best! 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Jusy need to vent slightly, today isn't the greatest day for me... Things have been tough for a while now. I'm,hopefully seeing a therapist soon. I have a lot going on and no one to reach out and vent to. But I hope you all have a good day and do something great. 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If this is you, find something that you know you enjoy - reading! walking and listening to music! watching documentaries or a series! learning an instrument that makes a decent sound straight away! Like the harmonica (fairly inexpensive and easy to learn beginner songs, search harp tabs!) ask a friend out for a pint and play the pub quiz machine! if you feel like you don't have anyone to ask, then ask someone new, from work or a group you participate in, there are lots of people in the same boat. I'm going to have some red wine and watch David Attenborough's Wonder of Eggs... happy camping guys and much love.",5.856642857142859,7.411177092857144,5.631428571428572,79.62357142857144,67.35714285714286,7.885714285714287,29.714285714285715,8.238735603445708,2.133800000000001,603,22,106,8,10,187,100,140,0.031,0.779,0.19,0.9734,0,0,2,0,0,0,20.0,0,7,0,1,3,8,0,1,11,0,7,3,0,1,0,23,20,14,0,2,5,0,1,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,4,8,2,0,6,7,1,3,1,1,0,0,0,8,7,7,16,20,4,17,0,0,4,1,15,8,0,8,10,64,11,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2520405592140082,0.1846658683491428,0.0,0.16044198546776986,0.5054692464108154,0.0,0.1693310410210278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15771957774160086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055816989523876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112917762602392,0.12875560528368055,0.0,0.0,0.1647260046346701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13924444768718786,0.0,0.09416219310553642,0.0,0.10242827154348744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784550063007749,0.0,0.19185707963378013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904912321246176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17610153261869138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15134693486831094,0.0,0.0,0.15322421703880468,0.16266367332200293,0.0,0.12030423053274815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13248902326535114,0.0,0.0,0.17406625298132233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17293454825533658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1249480681625028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802777328637364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270741323732756,0.13874905886581698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954506194441061,0.13120882964951494,0.1830312577547792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Arsh164,2018/04/13,Porn and anxiety I’ve been a porn addict for as long as I can remember. Later I was diagnosed with psychological and epileptic epilepsy. Now my epileptic epilepsy’s under control and I’m trying to get off my psychologist medication Clonazepam. I’m down by dose of 0.375 mg in afternoon. I take 3 mg in total with 1 mg in M A and N. All the time I’m fine but the moment I turn on a porn site when I’m alone at home I start suffering from severe bouts of anxiety which I have to control by taking my mind away by taking shower or doing other stuff. I don’t watch porn now that much. Earlier I used to watch it daily. 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I have zero control of my heart rate even though my breathing is relaxed. It’s worse when I get into bed and lay down to try and chill, so it’s been none stop since last night & it’s made me physically sick before since it’s exhausting. I got 5 hours sleep but I’ve just woken up and it starts again. I know it won’t stop until I’m actually sat in the exam hall, but if anyone knows how I can chill tf out id be the happiest person ever. Thanks ",2.310416666666669,3.2946098750000026,4.065000000000001,89.66666666666669,75.25,7.0,21.66666666666667,7.3871296695380915,0.5164166666666672,435,10,100,5,9,147,88,120,0.116,0.715,0.16899999999999998,0.7107,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,3,0,8,7,4,3,1,21,20,12,0,1,6,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,1,1,6,5,0,4,3,1,0,0,3,2,0,1,6,0,10,3,10,12,1,20,0,0,0,0,1,7,0,1,13,56,16,2,0.0,0.0,0.1595755899975665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543558264623671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11433960710060173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13914666592032462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340578870203786,0.0,0.1809359174958593,0.0,0.10545928983063076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10800589368609652,0.14791659247205316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543440942198666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1307848798917622,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875528587287148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16103795296805992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17973675137192,0.13329368028979513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15473012471400965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534559606088466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14278262982623438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2705370692117541,0.0,0.16364184344256005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1157429508736876,0.0,0.0,0.4101395276821807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15055069755359246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16066125269201625,0.12981959056636252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11102189128265344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16664466999407598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Streadlater,2018/04/13,"In search for advice. Oi m8es. I'm 24 years old, from Moscow. Long story short, i'm dealing with selective anxiety of sorts. Basically, I'm confident in almost anything casual and basic, like trips to other cities or countries, freelancing(I translate and tutor for a living atm), dates (pretty good at those actually), sex, talking to strangers, partying, staying in crowds for long periods of time, etc. But when it comes to the official stuff, like managing my finances or filling a certificate in a bank, applying for reentry to my uni, going to job interviews and working in a company in general (i'm especially anxious on the first days of trial periods or internships), I get anxious, fearful and confused, i can't focus, can't speak or act confidently. I am visiting a psychologist, but there are several problems with that: firstly, I can't visit her too often, and lately I couldn't visit her at all because of the search for a job; secondly, our progress is too slow because i tend to behave too confidently and rationalize everything by myself. I'm also introverted most of the time, but i've learned to adapt to social interactions and enjoy them in my own way. That covers the basics, but there's much more details to share. Would be great to talk to someone who had similar issues and solved them. 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I've been getting worse lately where I get anxious all the time during the whole day and I'm mentally exhausted to fight these thoughts... Nothing works anymore. I scream, I punch my face, I write down stuff and the bad thoughts keep coming. Sleep used to be a escape but I've been having nightmares every day too, I have no escape. I'm getting desperate. I used to vent with a friend but he seems tired of this and he doesn't reply most of the time. I've been trying to keep to myself because I've been putting a lot of pressure to him but of course I can't handle by myself. I'm so scared that my anxiety end up pushing him away because I'm anxious all the time... I hate this, I'm done to be all the time scared, unable to do anything.",1.4531962025316467,3.6059923417721538,2.675174050632915,93.4713686708861,81.27848101265823,5.2158227848101255,22.53322784810127,6.322622252153567,0.3811,602,20,128,5,16,193,89,158,0.256,0.688,0.055,-0.9859,0,0,0,0,1,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,5,9,2,3,9,0,13,4,2,3,3,23,30,8,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,5,5,0,3,3,0,0,3,3,8,0,0,7,1,15,1,17,21,6,16,0,0,0,0,7,4,0,3,9,76,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724069315799876,0.3167369722678152,0.13902527020623046,0.0,0.0,0.1153598283967669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13170787172547108,0.0,0.11704813034641105,0.17091023549786166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12075646005315555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1808146999778228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434573267111098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416178203871835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11811141506397782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10830613066502534,0.0,0.21972171155658826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13840308654921574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2492046968435693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813412521589915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11917977590698528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14127291778303694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451072621521115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14092405546155987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2806981079571059,0.0,0.0,0.12761862572526214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.140285653702981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11720044731004788,0.0,0.0,0.16047761542668226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22258153224053664,0.3269706370025407,0.16112136215741246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09517601529217208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2421486488747664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651089217531314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205592312269247,0.0,0.1428598943548467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Helpmeplease6261,2018/04/13,"How to cope with an anxiety inducing misconception? Hi, I'm a 20 y/o female and I had been coping quite well with anxiety, I had started avoiding things that make me anxious and only recently been trying to come to terms with them. One of those things is hanging out with male friends without the fear of being mistaken as a couple. It happened to me a lot in high school and it eventually led to me being treated as a whore for being with so many guys (whom in reality were just my group of friends), it got to the point where classmates of mine would scream i was a whore everytime i walked by in between classes, for everyone else in school to hear. I had avoided being alone with male friends (or even making male friends) for around two years now and I knew i was eventually going to make acquaintance with a dude. So I started accepting it and trying to sell myself on the the idea that no matter what others say, I know the truth, so their words shouldn't faze me. So fast forward to this year. I'm on second year in college and we had a group that mainly consisted of me, another girl and a guy. Problem is the girl got a boyfriend and she now spends more time with him. This left just the guy and me. We get along super good but I definitely don't like him, and he doesn't like me either, but since we were hanging out, just the two of us, other people on our career started teasing us with the idea that we were a couple. I felt bad about it but I thought that if I ever wanted to have close friends I had to let it go. Last night I made the terrible mistake of going with him to a show on campus, a few people from my career were attending. The show involved clowns making tricks and stuff to keep people entertained and we were picked from the crowd to participate. From the get go we where mistaken as a couple, and even if we said no, they mocked us saying ""not yet!"" . I tried really hard to keep it together. Far worse yet, the trick involved us holding hands, which made me even less comfortable, I was about to cry several times during that time but I held it together. Once we got to sit down I just cried very silently the rest of the show. I got home and I'm a wreck, I feel so guilty for attending, I lent myself for the confusion. what else could I have expected that other people thought if I went alone with a guy somewhere? I don't wanna face the consequences tomorrow when I run into people from my career and they ask if we're together. Also what if the word spreads? I really don't wanna go to college tomorrow and I really dont want to hang out alone with him anymore. I'm sorry this is such a long text, I just feel terribly guilty, terribly bad, anxious about going to college and just very sad",4.0813258861236825,5.219153851102945,4.96875,84.28330128205128,71.15073529411767,8.300075414781297,27.00018853695324,8.69343788997812,1.8572991704374064,2141,71,434,37,39,697,246,544,0.193,0.7509999999999999,0.055,-0.9973,0,5,0,0,0,0,53.0,13,0,4,2,30,34,4,4,36,0,33,4,2,10,2,107,76,38,0,15,19,0,5,2,5,2,0,5,1,9,30,45,0,6,11,4,2,17,10,19,1,4,28,10,65,15,77,40,8,63,0,1,0,2,50,23,0,8,26,308,95,10,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052686330873574,0.0,0.052831741112236284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06927436797384813,0.10107829336830568,0.14926811670410772,0.06551821250730698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05881139404455087,0.06176137113029428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1103221632476345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05690870012089504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05274711188849181,0.2192972730082068,0.14513745915395287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774270790132522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11037679234048188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13090489871762087,0.05975910479010677,0.0,0.06312744215904044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434090747559753,0.06680837261760991,0.0,0.06343226148376148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25520626840821914,0.0,0.06903192860251968,0.0,0.2252758000276583,0.055411751756507324,0.2113512003432609,0.0,0.0,0.2616568889790009,0.058420601841725886,0.0,0.05918079805737737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445947083774437,0.0,0.0,0.06980075074060436,0.066268060415697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491575139643552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11744229132873335,0.0,0.0,0.0363073106957128,0.05385136903962842,0.0,0.0,0.07177925126317634,0.06755540722062217,0.0,0.0645515361611359,0.0,0.0,0.0584649862313479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05616565875300237,0.0,0.12502361746492774,0.17639421468040214,0.06697901390146146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061997039530390624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07035651552099331,0.044767001685294884,0.0502450143282626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22900396209839102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062452287910853124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321478554557315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07026770694940951,0.0,0.0,0.12696779347735165,0.0,0.06523070432262022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06284244947989037,0.1050742529058625,0.0,0.13372156237029334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07463405835205386,0.0,0.05464922088334387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395377703583854,0.14028233779013727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562802427640998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08778061047608779,0.0,0.0,0.10489563593658048,0.11556818940364452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1345603368278533,0.0,0.1290707956244116,0.0,0.3178697424939543,0.0,0.0,0.10902023033409423,0.07793308443024505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059399901910131316,0.061242435208065625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0636838015948999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06732534958017154,0.04693031139787762,0.0,0.0,0.1276300781171684 anxiety,TheAnxietyChicken,2018/04/13,"I feel like people find me repulsive. I'm a college student. I have really bad social anxiety. I can't talk to new people without physically choking up. I tend to start fidgeting in public without noticing. Lately I've noticed that people no longer sit near me in classes. The people who used to sit near me now sit a few seats away, leaving all the seats around me empty. (I sit in the front center of class so it's odd having an empty ring of seats around me). When I try to start conversations, people either ignore me, or look at me like their too good for me to be talking to. I know I'm a nice person. I know that people genuinely like me when they get to know me. I just don't know how to get past that first impression. It's getting to the point where I feel less than human, and I'm worried I'll never have the social skills necessary to meet people. Any advice? 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Not knowing what's physically wrong with me... on a side note, can you get stomach pains from anxiety? Long ramble aside, anxiety is being eased now by my cat purring by my chest and my dog laying by my feet. Happiness is your pets loving you.",5.8343333333333325,5.356213766666674,6.507777777777778,80.465,66.8888888888889,9.866666666666667,34.66666666666667,9.3871,2.970266666666667,349,15,72,6,5,115,68,90,0.187,0.701,0.112,-0.6705,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,0,1,2,5,0,0,4,0,8,7,4,2,0,9,14,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,5,3,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,11,2,13,12,1,9,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,4,48,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4727780085958127,0.2327261393471571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2310512570873873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328556838873626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10416192673069888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10762870591580848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21929532990620054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18310602197252795,0.0,0.0,0.11321453549307706,0.0,0.23238174057822625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823072580138188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1859268574972223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2069589345239405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13959379541203318,0.0,0.4384060430755209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2118066549558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1368600544892809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092072918502512,0.0,0.0,0.2252332827608574,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DeadPuppyClowns,2018/04/13,"Has it been this way for anyone else? Hi. First time ever posting. I'm a 22F who has a collection of conditions but some main ones are a Panic Disoder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Agoraphobia, & PTSD. Why do I say all this? These have been here from my earliest memories along with those other unnamed ones, and I just connected that to a reoccurring issue in my life. I wondered if anyone else has experienced this... Not being able to attend basic commitments. School & Work being the focus. I've never been able to attend them well or hold myself together well there consistently. Is this common amongst the anxiety suffering community? Or could it be connected to a possible other disorder?",4.648182382133996,7.698887701612903,6.210645161290323,67.52442928039704,75.20967741935483,10.266997518610422,29.69975186104218,10.214889679676881,4.2405565756823815,561,25,84,20,13,190,90,124,0.156,0.7909999999999999,0.053,-0.9404,0,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,1,2,6,4,0,1,7,0,14,1,0,0,4,18,16,5,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,12,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,2,2,3,3,2,7,2,10,9,3,10,0,1,0,0,4,1,0,5,5,69,19,2,0.2989802494794312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3239449753983349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22871907250683535,0.0,0.0,0.20905394207307249,0.3063405974429348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11935570048250352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3426572683374957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497596341323917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13522237629823086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715622373653646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15602885147454162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10558929605187392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11529599997313315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20259675471693636,0.0,0.0,0.17539445193534475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16852765434004702,0.14317021661345358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17474595607158042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11888054728728333,0.0,0.1512919871334542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08716889390346633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865830282583208,0.0,0.0,0.2688191503665069,0.0,0.13489158587610384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1621156634584365,0.10883059122930563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,warmlaundry1,2018/04/13,"How do I tell my doctor I dont want to take SSRIs? I dont want to take something that has a success rate only slightly better than a placebo for my anxiety. Obviously if im going to change my brain chemistry I want something that I know is going to alleviate my anxiety and not potentially make it worse for a week or two (or more) until I taper off it. I want to be perscribed a benzo because I know they work and so theyre worth the risk. And if they dont work then I just stop taking them and im back to where I was before medication where SSRIs ill have to live with the side effects for a week or two until I taper off. If i get perscribed SSRIs i dont think im even going to take them and come back in a month and say they dont work. It just doesnt seem worth it to risk making myself feel worse for a drug that has around a 30% success rate. (I have social anxiety and havent hung out with my friends in 4 months and take only online classes, am unemployed) ",4.396739130434781,3.9582297971014486,5.958756038647344,83.06538043478263,69.86956521739131,8.445893719806763,27.39492753623189,7.793537801064563,1.4505043478260875,756,21,166,8,12,260,99,207,0.128,0.7829999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.2321,2,0,3,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,5,7,10,6,0,2,10,0,16,5,1,4,1,37,37,19,0,7,9,0,1,0,1,0,4,1,0,0,7,13,0,1,6,0,2,4,8,2,0,2,1,2,25,4,24,35,1,23,0,0,0,0,9,9,0,7,10,110,32,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2126116890934734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08247065655130116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14247132907912302,0.0,0.05647345359692778,0.0,0.07883116999516775,0.0,0.0,0.08193395820777552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341865322155497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09800251873248117,0.07980252702216266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09482259326291084,0.0,0.0,0.5428762695401557,0.0,0.1074348330242928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061188896689223865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04684237163911234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07157466288144727,0.0,0.04840140730671758,0.0,0.15795105213223562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3002064447988889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10182679051679264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818042215338796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12367796183783715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09332665586771488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14789126709793132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14091620807159855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367231099146887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08433742446150287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0944364347107208,0.0,0.14264004458904828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774525177315782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3482747326994106,0.0,0.08097283329167895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05936099037990715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809947448054124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2185696409495603,0.0,0.1486229914160529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20233254334845654,0.0,0.18881939027721675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,suteru3,2018/04/13,"Sitting in the ER like a moron after noticing red streaks in my throat and the subsequent panic attack that followed [venting][support] I've been getting anxiety every time I eat these days, on top of my baseline unease. I was trying to avoid my checking habits today, but after eating some pizza I ordered (was hoping to try and have something enjoyable, as well as high in calories because I need to eat) I felt some discomfort in my throat and decided I needed to look. Saw the redness and what looked like swelling in the back of my throat, and that was that. I'm alone, my husband is in another state without phone access, and I have no one else. My chest feels irritated too--is that the redness? GERD? Or just the anxiety? I tried to go to a walk in clinic near me, but they were closed already. I had to drive 30 minutes to an ER, on roads I'm not familiar with, panicking the whole way. I knew logically it wasn't too serious, as my breathing was arguably still fine, but my face and hands were going numb. The triage lady was very nice and assured me that even with anxiety, my concerns were valid, so now I'm sitting in a super busy waiting room waiting to be seen and told there's nothing wrong and they can't help with my non-problem. I'm just so sick of this shit. I've been dealing with this hypochondria for a year now without any help due to problems the first half of last year and then our insurance and assigned providers giving us the run around after that. Had to switch insurances just to find someone that would see us in a reasonable time frame. I have a physical (and first appointment with this provider) on the 16th, but I'm not sure how I'm going to stay sane even until then. I plan on bringing up all my problems and concerns then, insisting on blood tests and asking for mental health referrals and all that during my physical , but I guess I'll ask if anyone knows if I can get something done before then? Can I ask for anything here tonight? Could I go to my normal clinic and potentially get something tomorrow? I don't know, I'm just reaching out for anything at this point. I don't want to face reality that I'll be dealing with this for even a few more days (probably even more, given that I might not be given anything and anything I potentially get may need time to work). I wonder if I'm going to have the courage to eat the rest of my pizza? I'll probably just end up throwing it away.",7.0586163522012555,6.3034980314465425,7.0897744234800815,78.21596981132078,64.49266247379455,9.980008385744236,35.22255765199161,9.174902378510234,2.994526104821803,1919,77,372,28,25,616,237,477,0.124,0.778,0.098,-0.8709,1,2,3,0,0,0,53.0,3,0,2,6,21,23,3,4,21,0,31,21,10,2,4,79,76,38,0,13,19,1,3,2,0,3,5,0,1,0,19,27,6,3,10,0,1,11,10,12,3,4,21,11,43,11,64,48,9,71,0,0,8,0,16,27,1,11,29,246,62,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08122503546681495,0.0865443502282731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053331943547496416,0.08223584252966258,0.17998558903650336,0.0,0.0,0.05483684488577213,0.0,0.2581496016572931,0.06981520988287357,0.2199514137438674,0.08922018462372698,0.07368322034972168,0.060304271591214764,0.0,0.047807379988877116,0.0,0.06673421685568343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06261627949884782,0.0,0.0,0.10115575634465428,0.1617062336122693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08025638617006442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209949455115588,0.06551433653835557,0.0,0.0694616033583947,0.0,0.0,0.20719687915675905,0.0,0.06607675993821004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03965422544395392,0.0,0.07530065764942442,0.0,0.07167937091533272,0.1334171658884807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1638960838219069,0.0752327648068798,0.22285473639894185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0863943910649153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336250508054502,0.0,0.0,0.10513374992886504,0.0828607133380637,0.0,0.07789409186427296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08620106894877286,0.06392714699355243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07662935250162071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13171512421956813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07903433100910501,0.08319692820957063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17445426298531433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07684021510221334,0.07525126136557073,0.0892878079428947,0.0,0.0,0.053143062994192025,0.0,0.0,0.09201527853745638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07413732762156558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16911163490200712,0.22512747362637706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08063434605872809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062494869201421686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08050251926745611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06644956477415576,0.18112705295050302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08359101370992318,0.06263060487317089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08899618487699612,0.07391498673969421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371913985389826,0.0,0.0743380843838443,0.0749388055716513,0.0,0.15973704262868374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18867213699117028,0.0,0.0,0.06470914680655512,0.04625731743576472,0.062250411371766776,0.0,0.0,0.07051382961159648,0.0,0.0,0.08755912918646687,0.0,0.1511985235758636,0.085048972551945,0.05709460621395299,0.0,0.0,0.055711135458368165,0.08574583489773871,0.0,0.1010067389817666 anxiety,LapisDaLaz,2018/04/13,"Small vent cause my anxiety is kicking in I’m in this friend group in college, and in 8 months, I’ve been in so many accidents and unlucky events. It’s reaching a point where my friends joke about it, but it eats me up inside. I just accidentally broke my friends glass encased statue for his Hindi prayer. My friend didn’t care much about it, but I can’t get over what I did and I’m dreading for when the jokes are gonna be made. It’s in good fun, but fuck if it doesn’t make me feel bad in the slightest. 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I'm currently in therapy for anxiety, but haven't had a session in two weeks because my therapist got sick then I got sick. I have mild tonsillitis/strep and need to take Zithromax. I had a really, really bad experience with it a few months ago, I had severe diarrhea and stomach issues. (Sorry TMI) that happened when I took a 500mg pill. I'm taking a liquid 250 milligrams right now and took it just like the doctor said. But now I'm feeling really sick and it's hard to tell if it's from the antibiotic or anxiety. The dose is literally half the other one so it really shouldn't make me feel bad at all, I'm just so tired and already have a sore throat and I'm stressed about 1000 things because finals are coming up and I just can't calm down. I'm sorry the ramble, sometimes writing my thoughts makes me fell less scared. Thanks to anyone who reads. 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(new to this, need advice) Hi guys! So over the last few months, I guess I’ve developed anxiety. I have had weird physical symptoms that I’ve been told are developing from anxiety disorder. It’s strange because they occur when I don’t even feel anxious. I have never had an issue with anxiety or these physical symptoms up until it randomly started a few months ago. Symptoms: nausea, fatigue, dizziness, chest pain, tingling, migraine or tension headaches, jaw pain (grinding at night), depersonalization, trouble concentrating, intrusive thoughts, and I have had around 10 panic attacks. All of this occurring on and off for 4 months. Recently it’s been so bad to the point that I experienced involuntary trembling for 30 minutes the other day. I’ve been seen my several doctors and I seem to be a very healthy person. At this point there is no explanation for these symptoms... I have had blood work done and even an EKG done at the time when my chest pain was very severe. I’m very grateful for my health! I’m just confused as to why these symptoms are occurring? Can anxiety really cause severe symptoms like these? It’s interfering with my daily life. I’m going to see my doctor next week to discuss anti-anxiety medication. I appreciate your help! *TL;DR: Randomly developed anxiety. Getting a ton of physical symptoms that are worrying me. Can anxiety really cause these intense symptoms?* ",5.085279999999997,8.099627368,5.868400000000001,70.80020000000002,73.32,9.28,35.6,9.692545771848811,4.421760000000001,1142,64,172,33,25,372,145,250,0.23,0.708,0.062,-0.9905,0,0,0,0,0,0,45.0,0,1,1,1,9,13,1,4,9,0,22,24,4,2,2,22,36,12,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,20,0,0,2,16,7,0,0,3,0,0,1,3,12,0,0,13,4,17,1,25,22,4,28,0,1,2,0,8,10,0,7,18,109,33,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06920432134483058,0.0627775090891985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3792388497781133,0.08000625342849496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304466620609453,0.0,0.08056778412448534,0.0,0.0,0.05913160255827856,0.04317111298015375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455029537919675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567293362200568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116566436604612,0.14497420030451216,0.0,0.14494655492657454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09355166379430158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035808635553333336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03700043985534502,0.0,0.04024854323947264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07801603054555188,0.07012276912578419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07527817098485966,0.0,0.0,0.047469041362047534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07391750626885223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0577276162383223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500221425658034,0.0345989932434404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07134353130378111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958314554920953,0.0,0.0,0.05251200894757749,0.0546206212520779,0.06839823619084767,0.0753176960196392,0.06645961597167192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22607188701671044,0.08309181525038739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061837146683827664,0.0,0.0,0.13389526669488813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073799716021347,0.0,0.06992604149618989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056434237969163276,0.06447171631948492,0.0,0.2400187602854849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05012664243196506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6624803079276735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056223036892206285,0.0412956142448418,0.0,0.0,0.06767138552006477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17530133767747352,0.0,0.0,0.05680739838992147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06390388412388727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05155768201464759,0.0719209782700534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whatareyoudoing31,2018/04/13,Anxiety has taken over me. I've always had issues with anxiety. Lately it's been taking over my mind. I don't know how to cope with it anymore. ,0.060999999999999936,2.4016641000000014,3.068333333333332,86.4225,91.33333333333334,5.666666666666668,17.5,7.1686216300943375,0.5680000000000005,113,3,22,2,4,40,25,30,0.124,0.8759999999999999,0.0,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,7,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,3,0,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2894210087911694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5321753935195872,0.0,0.3449522084502176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3630423756260724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1911573366867656,0.0,0.3923654717135234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512074273838341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2615235931535536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kitsunemami,2018/04/13,"Hello! So, I hope this doesn’t come in as a pity post, lol. I’m a 28 year old stay at home mom to a 1 1/2 year old, and I’ve been battling depression and anxiety since I was in high school and no one thought to being me to the doctor. I used to love drawing, paining and art. Over the years I’ve rid myself of all my books, considering my art horrible and I lost all of my imagination. I battled this without medicine thinking I was just a boring POS with no life goals or ambition. In Oct 2016 I started Wellbutrin, I’m pretty tiny (around 100lbs) so I only started with 100mg daily. It helped with my depression but my anxiety went through the roof! I couldn’t think, everything bad would happen at any time, it was severely chronic and debilitating. A few weeks ago my doctor started me Cymbalta in combination with Wellbutrin. He told me it would take 4-6 weeks to work but after week 2, I feel absolutely amazing! I’m decluttering my life and things, cleaning, taking care of myself and TALKING to people! I’m wanting to actually take my child to parks and interact with other mothers! And my imagination- what I thought I lost is coming back, In full force. This may seem like a short story of info that’s dragged for years but in reality, this is what I faced between 2008 and now- crippling life, over and over and over. I have hardly any memories like most people my age, no best friends, just a husband and a kid. The sucky part is my birthday was on the 15th of March, before the Cymbalta so my interests have indeed changed since then and I have the past answer for 8 years, “I don’t know.” I moved from one state to another with no friends since 2011 so I didn’t see the point anymore. If anyone can contribute to my wishlist, I’d be super appreciative! https://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/BBE8L6569SQB",4.102026479596876,6.102443638968484,4.8255113131113525,81.90080229226362,72.49570200573066,7.793735796858018,28.366860982116393,8.53829466247534,2.120374686295821,1446,57,275,26,29,465,198,349,0.123,0.733,0.14400000000000002,0.9621,0,0,0,0,0,0,53.0,0,0,0,6,9,21,2,0,16,1,21,9,1,1,2,53,51,26,0,6,8,3,2,2,2,3,7,0,2,2,12,24,0,0,11,3,0,4,9,10,0,2,12,3,36,11,43,33,7,47,0,5,1,1,14,18,0,6,24,170,48,6,0.0,0.0,0.09276326734024054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08426351909898505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928591729145975,0.09967700057860128,0.14543880227619166,0.0,0.09427237082069316,0.0664670300840682,0.0,0.0,0.08462211247340534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07309402724391721,0.07936977739023435,0.0,0.0,0.0808876806939398,0.0,0.09975790603046568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09691835455100573,0.0,0.10055916261195563,0.16376875605763255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163747288213015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945925614675469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543234327774303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048064373525391536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14688373843203853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08405981222056433,0.0,0.08515363784241553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06371562891636977,0.10043439839948556,0.0953513065451832,0.09441442078038152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05224160010511013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20142763674216727,0.0928814465649426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075349035291872,0.0,0.08579390001351578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113312267324413,0.0,0.10103201511589832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994955602514163,0.0,0.1288280379424589,0.07229618210534584,0.10114881930251593,0.0,0.0,0.10293896305226258,0.09074398056896832,0.13180302458306398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08986089545522974,0.0,0.0910396522583892,0.09670854739476682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962041563106504,0.07574922226038851,0.086537579751886,0.0,0.10738891302984473,0.0,0.23589982475187296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20184843361333546,0.10131958602995378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21441621663677465,0.07640432575252266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06315256434037833,0.1218191442755522,0.0,0.15093147248763678,0.05542930629312379,0.0,0.0,0.090832356507211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08209992034753393,0.0,0.0,0.05606789588306516,0.0,0.2287502977726341,0.0,0.0,0.08812007136570071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09163288694050216,0.0,0.06920363337398103,0.0,0.0,0.13505349274716266,0.0,0.0,0.3060724031706923 anxiety,leadabae,2018/04/13,"Everything feels so negative I guess I'm posting this to see if anyone else feels something similar (which is silly because I'm sure someone does, but I just want to hear it) so here goes: I've had depression and anxiety on a minor scale for years now, but in the past couple months it's been so much worse. Before my depression felt hopeless and made me feel listless and lifeless, but it was tolerable and I had anxiety, but it was always isolated and related to specific things happening (like a job interview or going on a date or having a big test, etc.) Before I could at least look into the past and feel nostalgic for a time when things were better and I could at least hope that things could potentially get better. But now it's like...everything is negative, and hopeless, and uncomfortable. I'm constantly anxious or depressed. I can't look to the past for comfort anymore, because I realize how bad it was then too. And every time I try to look ahead of me it seems like everything's just always going to be unpleasant. Even when I think about doing things I normally would enjoy, I feel repulsed and I feel fear and like I don't even want to think about those things. I know this sounds like classic anxiety symptoms but it's different somehow...it's not just negative thinking because it's not really thinking. It's more a matter of perception than anything--it's not like I'm thinking ""my life is always going to suck"", but rather when I think about my life I just have an overwhelming feeling of negativity and deterrence. And it's not just a loss of interest in things that I used to enjoy. That's what it used to be, I used to not have the motivation to do the things I loved, but now it's not like I've lost interest in the things that I love, it's that I've gained extreme disinterest in them, it's not that I don't want to do them anymore, it's that thinking about doing them actively repulses and scares me. Does anyone else experience this? And how do you deal with it because it's like there's nowhere I can turn for relief or comfort. It's like I'm looking at everything through a black veil and don't know how to deal with it.",6.395563380281692,6.189735657276998,6.9827347417840375,76.61452464788735,65.66666666666666,10.761971830985916,33.94718309859155,10.411451182825502,3.401250704225352,1714,69,334,39,24,565,174,426,0.174,0.634,0.192,0.1305,2,0,1,0,0,2,45.0,0,1,3,7,27,34,1,3,15,0,29,5,0,8,1,86,77,40,0,11,26,0,8,8,0,1,3,2,0,0,41,20,0,0,21,0,0,3,15,12,0,0,10,16,32,22,41,61,5,32,1,8,6,2,10,11,1,8,25,228,73,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675382605066347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540312157833682,0.07582224540155919,0.13312254744522614,0.09385846869958442,0.13753703513736906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0560392555335484,0.16365374366968308,0.0,0.11422195089793682,0.0,0.0,0.1187177172666068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07252881012207464,0.0,0.16076056495416344,0.07426284110795378,0.0,0.0,0.1383877892468134,0.17342135310481152,0.0,0.0,0.07012218406060225,0.0,0.0,0.11746774484976592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11213400986450106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07485234708112053,0.08865928481797088,0.0,0.05654832546756865,0.0,0.24127898921688698,0.06565255965403904,0.0,0.07552442751271403,0.2375519069134392,0.0,0.06444211399989183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035065464391292336,0.0,0.11443111476102405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07393610323931961,0.0,0.05935066787411573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0756448784239847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06666156849791993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06660251030752028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377065865708034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09481236794886054,0.2951064347521389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22544294606256204,0.0,0.07326530244516853,0.0,0.12115005091771032,0.06350700748243274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0535715410849828,0.0,0.04933815764402706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06575966340754649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.192210131454701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06427880364977544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04299638086463205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06719506306097152,0.0,0.05348295235662032,0.06110010263891009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05686737091136245,0.051669359246249005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0632562603099161,0.06975946994260883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3567123715889126,0.3010376282750589,0.0,0.0,0.07827203657471453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04556752018026985,0.07300319435766107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17390064204232636,0.0,0.0,0.11876068881375243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06839718072858955,0.047677450029535266,0.0,0.0,0.04322065697304089 anxiety,fudgetorpedo,2018/04/13,"Anxiety Medication ideas/help I've got anxiety and tourrette syndrome. So far prozac and memantine have helped curb the anxiety a little bit but the combination makes me lethargic. The doctor wants me to try a 2 week trial of ativan so I can see what it feels like to be anxiety free but then later try Abilify because there could be a synergistic effect with the prozac. A prior doc suggested lamictal but that doesn't seem right as it's a biopolar drug and I'm sure I'm not bipolar. Any ideas on drugs to try? I've been on a bunch of SSRIs and SSRI's don't even touch the anxiety. 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I wasn’t there for him as much as I should have been towards the end and I think that’s a huge reason why my anxiety was set off. Big regrets. I’m so scared for the inevitable future where everyone I love goes away. I’m really trying to make more of an effort to be there for everyone I love and do more for them. It just makes me realize how distant I’ve really been toward a lot of people and that makes me even more anxious! It affects the way I socialize with people, affects the way I ‘self-talk’, I hardly sleep at night and lately I’ve been waking up having panic attacks (which is new for me). Ahhhhhh. Go away anxiety. Tl;dr *friend passed away recently and now I’m anxious about everyone I love dying*",3.4487755102040802,4.405253265306122,4.800612244897959,85.58010204081633,72.46938775510203,8.048979591836735,24.20408163265306,8.418075326091056,1.3379428571428569,744,20,158,12,14,248,112,196,0.16399999999999998,0.718,0.118,-0.7888,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,1,15,13,2,3,9,0,17,8,2,10,1,29,32,13,2,2,1,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,5,0,0,3,2,6,0,1,7,2,21,7,28,21,6,30,1,1,0,4,11,14,1,1,10,107,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09237779716155578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15944404316068345,0.2354601690351297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277092180624054,0.0,0.11855638313130056,0.3916430408195555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2163115502007452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09230104707138492,0.0,0.0,0.06883115264924561,0.0,0.0,0.2987375709506889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24154218231616625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05922617538298985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0933536311833194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11755586216210567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07360813461019099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0885974566837113,0.3762221933236501,0.09860807100564553,0.2086872896363313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08318115648341808,0.0,0.07660793265366415,0.0,0.0,0.1006487590972842,0.0,0.09779605805867096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061686056447307,0.07925804805561437,0.0,0.1222705227771845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1444951884327424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335219638071664,0.1071474629333838,0.10289694145824277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866911580987285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10871601673722553,0.0,0.0,0.0862053804318962,0.0,0.10428742655965596,0.1062311792650594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.083761791367161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20032484378670115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07075321989829507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16543753303800238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403527045082684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JakeFromStateFarm100,2018/04/13,"Maybe some advice? So I have been dealing with the basic complete set of anxiety disorders for 15 months now. And I have been in fight or flight for as long as I can remember in that 15 months. (Not sure if your body can do that in your sleep) Everyone knows that horrible feeling of dread and panic, as well as all the symptoms together. 15 months, no break or relief. I have tried everything I can ranging from Medication and professional help to gratitude and mindfulness. I have fought back against it so hard but it has fought harder and has torn my life apart. I have plunged into a depression and all these relentless symptoms will never leave. Obviously, I cannot provide enough context for everyone to entirely understand, but that is not what I expect. Just any advice!?!?!",5.015186480186478,7.2916432867132865,5.3134440559440606,78.19273018648022,70.67832167832168,9.521911421911422,30.797785547785548,9.928628108626363,3.3741799533799526,622,27,109,17,12,197,92,143,0.172,0.743,0.086,-0.934,0,0,0,0,1,0,20.0,0,2,0,0,6,9,3,2,3,0,16,6,2,0,5,28,21,17,0,2,8,0,2,0,0,1,4,1,0,0,8,8,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,6,1,0,4,3,12,3,18,16,4,14,0,1,0,0,7,5,0,4,7,82,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3043085819142316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10588555149111507,0.0,0.11911481242388235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972845221774235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17295448037632016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16325498224945664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16052624924813946,0.1341095169593927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845278837636472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16088612156205495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2975678825195276,0.13993868740937707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07872973026656509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948216624540996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10436657986814953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855720522976602,0.0,0.0,0.16487037752390202,0.0,0.0,0.10997988978652287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1377950821337379,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642780047120022,0.0,0.0,0.1568576095965787,0.0,0.0,0.15721886935819004,0.0,0.37284959620870217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12009021599729745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18268767019282026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763847649903756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581864341340226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14675124538487558,0.32367670935051585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057142850809152,0.0,0.0,0.16209563950067915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999856820378173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NeonBird,2018/04/13,"DAE get anxiety so bad they want to die? I'm dealing with a situation at work and I feel like everything is spinning out of control. I'm just to the point that I actually thought to myself, ""I'm ready to die."" It doesn't help that I'm a single parent and I have no one I can really talk to to vent my frustrations. I just feel like I'm going crazy even though I have to be the sane one in my line of work. 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I thought about the times when I was helpless and all I wanted to do was to scream for help and a person just magically came through and stop all the storm and craziness. Whoever you are, I wish I could give you a hug now and tell you everything is okay. This world is a little crazy sometimes, but we can do it!",3.847931034482759,4.664330517241382,4.848908045977012,86.12439655172415,71.41379310344827,9.018390804597699,29.44252873563219,9.2995712137729,2.3005494252873566,333,13,73,7,6,109,60,87,0.138,0.7140000000000001,0.14800000000000002,0.2116,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,1,3,0,1,6,7,0,0,7,2,12,1,0,0,2,21,19,7,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,8,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,5,1,12,4,6,11,2,9,0,1,0,1,9,2,0,0,6,53,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16534896780326513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4944205133164181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17257276937958754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3885111691490184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20734426693373434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14487624085697315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10559665699407007,0.21663228420909994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2531443209979449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18872791823508125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20681986589897827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21341534902106415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2137711663228771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18070540592502649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18891869673729966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17159356921452734,0.12603484679713134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12748686823699715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24855403016426364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KevinKZ,2018/04/13,Is this because of anxiety? I don’t open up to people and they think I’m an asshole or weird but then some day I start being more my self and they start to like me and I feel like they hate me so I shut off again. Is this normal?,-1.6835989010989003,0.2304011346153878,0.6956043956043985,103.30653846153848,95.34615384615385,3.740659340659341,13.197802197802195,5.288315135182226,-1.4052505494505496,177,3,46,1,7,59,38,52,0.146,0.737,0.117,-0.1556,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,3,0,2,4,1,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,10,10,7,0,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,10,2,5,9,2,9,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,2,7,32,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548337627289524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030651663946416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21483304982078252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843407628488752,0.2379790096587591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32888429084166954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32548849612916714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3263841496681336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309415380757515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34751391227743866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4715641679625484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134480649064169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mollycool420,2018/04/13,"I would love some advice or input on this topic So I’ve been taking Zoloft for my anxiety. While it by no means has “cured” me it’s done a really good job at keeping me on task and motivated. I’ve noticed I’ve found it so much easier lately because of the Zoloft to conquer a lot of things about my anxiety. My self confidence has soared, I’m slowly but surely getting better at handling confrontations and social situations, new things aren’t as terrifying and most importantly, I’m not constantly plagued by the fact i can die at any moment for any reason. The one thing that hasn’t changed is my reaction to certain environments and handling sensory overload. I still am having a very hard time with handling noise/chaos, textures, light, color, images, temperature- anything that makes me even slightly uncomfortable I can’t do it. I am not a giver upper. I’ve been trying so hard and trying and I’m getting real good at it and stuff. But this one thing fucks me up every time. A slight noise, discomfort, whatever and I go from “such a nice girl” to so overreactive and rude. I can not control it as hard as I try. I got in an argument with my mom about the damn garage door. Who the fuck does that??? Does anyone have any advice or tips on handling the irritability that comes with anxiety and sensory issues? I hate being rude. It makes me really really upset and it needs to stop. 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The reason I ask is because check ups are free under my insurance. However its not really a check up if i am going there for anxiety. I've had anxiety for the past couple years but its gotten to the point where I need help. What do I say when I make an appointment?,2.493134328358209,3.492137716417912,4.6061492537313455,85.90564179104479,74.82089552238807,8.942089552238807,22.35522388059701,9.3871,1.5754800000000002,245,6,55,6,5,85,49,67,0.073,0.833,0.094,0.5122,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,0,4,2,0,0,6,0,7,0,0,2,0,8,13,4,0,3,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,0,4,1,1,1,0,0,2,1,7,2,7,11,0,11,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,2,4,40,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4238043407640583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25895507635040965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16885497834829755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30649223528125297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1574239445801628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1856654461303265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522304677053169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1848978434836298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2053899823695772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26442525833172154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2618519745958185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774515583244197,0.28479935024766995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22027936463957054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22121039538792012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028530552915253,0.0,0.17837717448400725 anxiety,PjPantsPls,2018/04/13,"Does anyone else get anxious if they can't wear certain clothes? For me personally I've adapted button up shirts into my everyday wardrobe ever since about 8 years ago due to personal problems. To dive deeper in the question, has this ever affected anyone getting a job? Thinking about walking in public in just a plain t-shirt like I do at home makes me utterly terrified. How am I to deal with this when it comes to job hunting when they don't allow button ups?",7.156741573033706,7.1134451235955085,7.394696629213485,73.75002247191013,64.0561797752809,9.816629213483148,36.90112359550562,9.3871,3.5316094382022483,372,17,64,6,5,121,70,89,0.162,0.81,0.028,-0.8783,2,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,8,3,0,0,3,0,5,2,2,4,3,15,10,4,0,2,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,3,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,7,2,15,10,0,17,0,0,0,0,7,7,0,2,9,40,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17707577166970767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567268548554986,0.0,0.27935459540691826,0.2046784021548657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17207612003616574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20594446835713512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748118991846218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1668743981819926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36138990584114894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20873339941521005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20037622884428685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3964632617136405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09759296787121743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13334179130145574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488466052813083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19114397275798187,0.0,0.0,0.22377765587743206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16524408170680452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12799856454723288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12863931522865873 anxiety,lucyinthesky189,2018/04/13,"Panic attack (PMDD). Need advice. Hey all, I've been suspecting that I have PMDD for a while now (not been diagnosed), I've been talking to my counselor about it some. I have told him that the smallest things make my hands shake and I get super dizzy and anxious (like even before a fight with my boyfriend begins over text / before an exam), the week before my period. The anxiety had been pretty chronic over the past two months, and got a lot worse the week before my period, and then would get loads better after the first day of my period. Just like that. Also over the past few years, I've had a lot of trouble controlling my rage and my tears, and tended to irrationally explode a lot, but managed to improve that over many months with meditation and exercise. I assumed it would help my anxiety as well, so I restarted meditation and cut down on caffeine, and my mood did improve a lot. Most of last week went well. Until it didn't. The smallest incident made me really upset two nights ago, but I don't even think it was the emotion as much as the bodily change, where my heart rate suddenly shot through the roof, and my whole body began shaking violently. No amount of deep breaths could stop it. This had only happened to me twice before, before exams (I'm in medical school). But this time it was way worse. It lasted around 30 minutes, after which I was just exhausted and confused and mad at myself for losing it (I was on the phone with my boyfriend and started crying hysterically even though he hadn't done anything wrong). In the past my emotions has caused us to argue because no matter how much I meditate or take deep breaths I just can't control it. All this time I thought it was in my head but after that crazy panic attack, I'm not sure any amount of lifestyle change can fix this. The birth control that my school clinic suggested, Yaz, had extremely terrible reviews on reddit (deep vein thromboses, breathlessness etc), and I admit I am a bit unsure of starting on an SSRI. Should I go to Planned Parenthood to ask about more options? I'm not sure what to do at this point. I would be grateful for any advice right now!",5.914956848030016,6.616752863414639,6.015121951219517,80.02386491557225,66.70731707317073,8.844277673545967,30.159474671669802,8.841846274778883,2.342786116322701,1694,59,315,26,26,537,218,410,0.208,0.722,0.07,-0.9955,1,0,0,0,1,0,54.0,1,0,0,8,18,28,8,6,23,0,31,13,7,7,4,61,54,29,0,6,11,0,1,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,24,18,0,4,5,1,0,4,9,19,2,4,23,1,36,8,45,25,17,61,0,1,0,0,13,21,0,10,37,218,60,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14872183666030678,0.06745522729847646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085458844382225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1034968754051537,0.0,0.11642769694954325,0.08596773093769054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262118765374795,0.06774229099861499,0.0711402415051154,0.1731422055414696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046387906768756086,0.0,0.3885166638089306,0.0,0.0,0.06730144116321964,0.08307800349591941,0.0845263969172089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07817238182141925,0.161000661815835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560471164668893,0.060757107715894924,0.0,0.08358876840564916,0.04907614468237505,0.0,0.0,0.07723665649154887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07787345301332999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17119732930241105,0.0,0.0,0.08486805422135481,0.15078366847342126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06472790449953993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951488094373421,0.0,0.04324756862833736,0.0,0.06086156751238553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0672921544297776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07809727711432013,0.0,0.0,0.0901750817665482,0.05100608515970314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12405810715497975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07435411144518607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513286135477845,0.0,0.2587791336143187,0.0,0.07200463799236692,0.05079520905549394,0.07715021764449204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07665952648001073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12147948944325332,0.0,0.11187981676986468,0.05642481759550956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07141169770162065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05787505018630169,0.0,0.17856641226060646,0.0,0.0,0.21792903621997026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0719360785425607,0.0,0.0,0.07741780922484705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048749562636787126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06498625672888568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540280610253138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077234222260483,0.0,0.0,0.0636203373921749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14344067859366125,0.0,0.05721532791560175,0.061163730346568614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05055533672950044,0.048759760773581615,0.07476472574988746,0.060412364045628365,0.08874531932632215,0.0,0.0,0.07271375940343283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867104476367676,0.0,0.0915350883341092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060402102765348714,0.1831208035914212,0.0,0.1368403353077169,0.07054250175035601,0.0,0.08495936657479009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1550982933473259,0.16217096345118218,0.08319991172850046,0.0,0.04900384827606531 anxiety,auspicious111,2018/04/13,"I don’t know why I have a small emotional breakdown almost weekly. About once a week I have a day that is so incredibly emotional that I can’t handle my emotions and I just have to break down and cry. I’ll stop crying and go about my day but the emotions are still there. I really don’t understand what my problem is. I don’t like to talk about it to anyone because I’m ashamed and don’t want to freak anyone out or be a burden. I’m in a long term relationship and we recently took a break but got back together and I think a lot of my anxiety stems from that. I know he loves me and cares about me. But on these days I feel like no one loves me or cares about me and that I’m worthless. I often feel like no one in my life cares about me the ways that I care about them and it makes me very upset. I feel like I value others so much but no one thinks of me that way. At least I genuinely don’t feel it. I feel stupid and don’t understand why I can’t just relax and live my life and actually believe that I am loved. I’m not sure if anyone can relate or help. It’s difficult to put into words but basically: I trust and believe when people tell me that they love me, care about me, but I often feel like I care about everyone so much more than they care about me, and it makes me feel very alone. It just affects me so much because I feel like I’m a very logical person. But this makes me feel very contradictory maybe even hypocritical. 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I find sociology rather interesting, but was always too anxious and afraid to speak up in class, participate in discussions, or talk in front of all the other students. But today, I swallowed my anxiety and joined in the discussion. More than once! I answered questions and gave my opinions about the current subject we’re discussing. It’s a small victory, but I’m so proud of myself! 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I'm relatively new to reddit and very new to actually posting stuff! I've been experiencing awful migraines recently because of my anxiety, and it has become a circle. ""I'm anxious about getting a migraine and not being able to go to work... Oh ... now i have a migraine and can't go in"" I get up every morning to go to work and then have this anxiety attack that I'll get a migraine, which then brings on a migraine. It's a vicious cycle and I know that, but I just don't know what to do to calm my anxiety. Any tips would be very welcome! 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I got it on audible, going to re-listen to it again. I have anxiety, specifically PTSD related anxiety and generalized anxiety as some background info on me. This book completely changed my outlook on life, how I deal with anxiety, and so much more. I've been so much calmer, learned to control my thoughts better, and no anxiety attacks for the past few weeks. Even managed to go on a date being the calmest I've ever been. 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I have to make some life or death decisions regarding my mother’s medical care. Her life is literally my decision to make and I have no idea what to do. I just got back from the gym, I was still overwhelmed, so I told myself to wash my bedding before I take a shower and just really pamper myself. I put my bedding in and then I watched it.. I’m sitting on the floor of my laundry room watching the sheets tumble and wash.. and it’s relatively quiet and peaceful.. and I just feel okay. It’s weird, but I’m so thankful for the moment of peace. 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I just started reading books and watching videos, but I wanted to know what you think about it.",4.9788,6.997975880000002,4.388999999999999,85.85950000000003,70.2,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4481999999999997,107,4,20,1,2,32,23,25,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,8,5,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,4,4,0,2,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,1,15,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3125390092479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5688472768994781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4025241016917826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.364395755324346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3354300900939193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4140155540324513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,confused-toaster,2018/04/13,"A Question about Self Harm & Prozac in Children First post (ever) in reddit, and I am looking for some assistance. My son (8 yo) was diagnosed with severe GAD combined with ADHD a couple months ago. It was not a surprise, it just took awhile (long story). He was already on Concerta, and they started Prozac at 10mg. After 4 weeks of prozac, and seemingly no bad side effects other than the odd headache, the psychiatrist decided to up him to 20mg. The first day of the 20 mg dose he exhibited some self harm behaviours at school. He used scissors against his arm (not hard enough to leave any marks) and wrapped a cord around his neck. I was not given any context about either situation. The EA told the teacher, and the teacher told me (at 4:30pm the Thursday before good friday!! grrr). Anyway - we had him assessed through a community outreach phone line, they said just keep an eye on him, and since I couldn't get a hold of the psychiatrist on the long weekend, I lowered his dose back to 10 mg thinking the dosage change had something to do with it. He had not shown any self harm behaviours before. The psychiatrist didn't agree. She thinks that the dosage has nothing to do with it, and thinks that he had these thoughts before and something triggered him to try it. That it was merely a coincidence that he did these behaviours the day we upped his dose. She compromised with me and gave me an extension on the 10 mg prescription till I could come to see her again, this coming Wednesday. He has not shown any self harm behaviours since reducing the dose. She has already stated that she will not be prescribing any other medication other than Prozac. So my choice is continue with prozac, or nothing at all. The mere 10mg is already doing wonders for him, and I don't see why we should risk 20mg if it's already working. She is really pushing the 20mg. I was unhappy with how she responded and I am unsure if she'll answer these questions honestly, so I am hoping for some insight: 1) Has anybody had a similar experience with Prozac? 2) What are the benefits of going to a higher dosage if a low dose seems to be working? 3) Is it possible to stay on a low dosage, or will it eventually stop working? 4) I don't quite understand why the dosage change + self harm on the same day is ""just a coincidence"" when one of the rare side effects can be self harm .... she just kept repeating how safe prozac was for children. Any enlightenment would be helpful.... 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They're Still alive though. Yeah, I often think about the death of my parents. Sometimes I don't sleep at night because I obsess over it. I'm in my mid-twenties, I live alone but like a 30 minute drive from them. They're getting older, and they're such amazing parents. I seriously have nothing to complain about. My parents were amazing at parenting, and my siblings and I had a wonderful childhood filled with love, travels, stories, laughs, etc. Seriously, we're so happy it hurts. I guess I'm just afraid of losing all of that, or if I end up having kids, not being up to the task. We were just incredibly lucky I guess. Also I often have ""flashforwards"" about my parents death when I hear a certain song that makes me think of them, or I smell my mom's perfume on a scarf she gave me. I imagine that someday they won't be there, and that's all that will be left of them, a memory triggered by an odour or a sound. This is my main source of anxiety these days. I guess I just wanted to vent. 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We are The Retreat, a mental health support discord server. We support each other by sharing experiences, offering advice, or just an ear. We are non judgemental, LGBTQ+ friendly, and come from all walks of life. We are not illness specific, we are open to any one who identifies with Mental Illness or struggles. https://discord.gg/weG3v6U",7.017634660421545,10.877926360655742,5.798735362997661,69.00967213114757,72.27868852459017,7.420140515222482,36.58313817330211,8.418075326091056,4.1164548009367685,312,17,37,6,7,93,46,61,0.136,0.628,0.236,0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,5,0,0,0,2,6,0,1,3,0,4,6,1,0,1,15,8,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,5,1,0,0,2,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,1,5,5,5,8,2,3,0,0,0,0,10,1,0,2,0,28,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754697373199096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12211098214348982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15468013891669327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756499242708411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387321831844132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3817403489247064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12683271861687356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.542880634416437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12167851356391772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1877212859351441,0.0,0.0,0.6113078290129413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Scorpiankisses,2018/04/13,Trileptal (Oxcarbazepine) experiences? About to try this med for anxiety and partially as a mood stabilizer...would love to hear about others experiences. Has it worked for your anxiety? Side effects? 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Like everything and everyone has changed around me and left me behind. My life was pretty stable for a while. I struggled with depression but at least I was comfortable and could live in and enjoy the moment, take things day by day. Then I suddenly fell into a rut. My living situation changed, relatives I cared for passed away, even local shops I would go to every day closed down. Now I feel like I'm anxious and afraid constantly. I keep looking back and obsessing on the past when I didn't have any problems and was happy, and am afraid of the future. I used to tell myself when I was depressed that things would get better but now I feel like they never will. I'm just stuck with no ambitions or motivations to do anything. I actually hate when I have free time off from work now because it means more time alone trapped in my thoughts and afraid. It just feels like there is no end in sight and I'll never be okay again, all my best days are behind me. I also am obsessed with cataloging and remembering years of my life, including when it started getting really bad. There are a few songs I was listening too obsessively during that period and now when I listen to them I get really upset and anxious because it's a time I want to forget. Was wondering if anyone else feels a similar association to certain things? Sorry if this is kind of rambling just needed to get it off my chest.",5.374753961634696,6.393322712538228,5.687552126772312,80.75941826522104,68.05198776758411,9.003558520989712,28.01348345843759,9.218907990703514,2.2250929663608563,1345,43,257,25,22,429,180,327,0.193,0.679,0.128,-0.9535,0,2,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,2,4,23,32,1,8,12,1,27,4,1,2,5,62,58,30,0,10,10,0,7,7,0,4,3,4,0,0,14,21,0,2,13,2,2,4,7,13,0,0,11,13,31,20,36,41,6,57,0,2,2,0,6,16,0,6,44,176,45,2,0.0,0.0,0.08051107617850682,0.0,0.0,0.08062102619293103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544827880449256,0.0,0.06597765975813644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056104903558875964,0.0,0.0,0.1864099272389957,0.0,0.05768805127173567,0.0845341251002339,0.06789298092917795,0.07344520669742555,0.0,0.0,0.15502866374809265,0.0634397533028251,0.0688866010971592,0.10058618776155216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658186157208639,0.07296724371734563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08411735862786528,0.0,0.26183186406541964,0.0,0.0,0.08915648795405393,0.0,0.06587197257061889,0.09128805625697077,0.0,0.2128305693224039,0.0,0.14211951317957724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06892071221696049,0.0,0.07307321462974463,0.0,0.0,0.05449248681719826,0.0,0.06951237845878773,0.07883520043987266,0.14829684410563973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2502961279391889,0.2357607833371448,0.07921586678307388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17241775500486514,0.0,0.04688838494012956,0.06919964451344597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782603150282045,0.0,0.08145468180922348,0.0,0.0,0.0929869341664715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.073332502160415,0.0,0.17182846257904222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963980587871967,0.0,0.1748230336338127,0.2821477619353565,0.0,0.14570341041338505,0.0,0.06928178358063178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08987000870262353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061174966628327665,0.19089431632582046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08083547253277144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15751699442694958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08393526284336914,0.0,0.07894427714485075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1057071336527761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09345987332247503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09273688561790516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09235541052364736,0.058396083856301226,0.0,0.0,0.06897624454454558,0.0,0.08625010182100924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062032026420663376,0.0,0.07211130269448197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644340825068356,0.0,0.0,0.06549820649706117,0.19243276910974336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0712561462190138,0.0,0.0,0.048662436824838375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07648115446987652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947103903233546,0.060063203444161876,0.0,0.0,0.17582340005649105,0.0,0.0,0.10625851923663113 anxiety,austrohorologium,2018/04/14,"Why does anxiety happen? Supposing we can't trace it to trauma, why does this happen? I can't seem to find a concrete event, an specific point of time in my history that marks a before and after for this. How does it happen that you start experiencing constant pain for what others find trivial? 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New here mostly because ""anxiety"" is as close to what I'm feeling that I can describe so I figured I'd get help from y'all. So I'm two days from a month of being single and I'm beginning to realize how attached I can get to people to the point of being addicted to companionship. I don't think I've been able to function in a truly happy state that I used to think I had in about three years unless I was in a relationship. Even the purpose of this last one was to try and get over the previous one by shoving my feelings into a new person. Today just sort of made me realize how much this is affecting my life. I woke up at 12:14 in the afternoon to find a birthday invitation for a friend at 7:30 tonight. She's a mutual friend of me and the ex and all I can think about is if she's there too which makes me not want to go. That mood persisted until I realized some of my other friends are in musicals this weekend I can go to those. But I'd be going alone which sort of makes me feel like it isn't much worth it cause I want to talk to those people in the show but they'll likely have a cast party or something why would I be a priority. Hell, I even denied going out with my family to the movies today because I'm in such a paranoid mood and I don't want to leave the house. And this paranoia permeates even with my friends cause I'm always half-convinced no one likes me enough to hang out at all and I just sit in my room all day. I desperately need someone to talk to but I don't know where to go. Is this what anxiety is? Do I need to get in contact with my therapist again? I just need help in learning to be single again cause this shit is starting affect my social life and I can't handle it. Also, sorry for being all over the place I just need things to stop overloading my brain.",2.2312372501865845,3.546908997429305,4.076621610415462,88.18527655692844,75.99228791773778,7.281565635624844,23.60237167260967,7.941651935203635,1.077974641346712,1436,43,318,22,31,487,185,389,0.107,0.81,0.083,-0.88,0,1,1,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,1,21,12,2,0,19,0,31,5,2,11,4,68,68,21,0,9,11,1,3,3,4,2,3,0,1,1,21,15,0,1,14,2,1,7,8,2,0,5,6,3,41,8,62,54,11,52,1,0,0,0,19,25,2,6,21,223,62,1,0.09136083917557804,0.0,0.0,0.09959680006773172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0946222763984306,0.0,0.0730612300809477,0.07601953695831347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13978158380740752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138543916156238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10198891136354103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28155824500413024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11784036634919927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09440016916009576,0.0,0.18102891789262146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08612686826827083,0.0,0.13858435611972608,0.06526820176179178,0.0,0.0,0.08350215186532314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28234063086676503,0.0,0.19092907075864332,0.0,0.31153482188907605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09725531215030424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12247448939110495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10541814206754696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004190558370808,0.07447127769686666,0.0,0.09673793722314407,0.0,0.0,0.12906172514143166,0.13390287362084638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644783504060853,0.12196813915648212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07292335019669821,0.0,0.13432145781387106,0.2709716184788053,0.0,0.17647373556239285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18572540718742128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12667620496379256,0.0797727608162717,0.09545263177508363,0.0,0.08636552345384725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09808735043497747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378058852319407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931308701977285,0.07740974255633819,0.07033403748411939,0.0,0.1022709796349886,0.06466567220013274,0.0,0.0,0.07638175241835979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14686476368449874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10607697591891037,0.06069608197290804,0.17562101026412882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17319878599183322,0.0,0.0,0.062028012717230165,0.0,0.08924626462539609,0.0,0.0,0.07890643155082508,0.0,0.0,0.16166097007043284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08243894708645788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490011887979825,0.0,0.0,0.058833385046299126 anxiety,Karret,2018/04/14,"Eating at a restaurant by myself for the first time Conquering a big fear today. Instead of picking up food and taking it back to my room, I'm eating at one of my favorite restaurants alone. Still feeling a little anxious but I thought I would share my small victory today. Happy weekend everybody. 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I had a misstep with my anxiety medication (20mg cipralex since last Jan) when I was doing really well - able to leave the house whenever/however without hesitation, no racing or obsessive thoughts, great sleep, no physical symptoms at all (which usually included pretty bad tension headaches). Then I missed my doses for a week (stupid) and when I started taking it again, I had some really concerning symptoms come back and also some new ones like dissociation (not for sure if that's what it was, but I felt entirely like a zombie, felt almost 0 emotion other than fear, couldn't focus my eyes on anything, I knew I was speaking in a monotone but couldn't figure out how to make my voice normal) I didn’t/couldn’t speak to my family for days. I also lost my appetite completely and it’s been almost two weeks since I started taking my medication again and it’s still not back. I feel crippling nausea when I’m anxious now (never really had nausea before), and eat one meal max per day as it’s all I can stomach. I also have like “fear shits” at least that’s what my roommate and i call it. Like when you get so anxious you literally feel like you’re going to shit your pants and then when you do go to the bathroom it’s pure diarrhea. I have moments of anxiety where I just stare into nothingness because the fear consumes me so wholly I can’t move or I’ll die or it will get worse or someone will notice I’m acting weird and I’ll have to explain my feeling and then it will make it real. It feels like all the blood in my body is ice cold or bleach. I know, in those moments, that my entire life is over. Not just am I a loser and a failure but me being a loser and a failure is going to result in horrible things happening, people getting hurt for no reason and feeling immense pain because of me. Is my anxiety medication not working anymore? Do I need more? I feel stupid going to my doctor for this because I know she’ll chastise me for going off my medication. It was stupid. I thought I would be okay without it. 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I've been having constant feelings of numbness and tingling around my body for about 2 months after a panic attack. My hands can't feel to the touch of things and my legs sometimes feel like they're buzzing when I rub them against eachother. It's been making me really anxious I don't know if it's anxiety. My arms also feel really tense and hard to lift up. 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I can't even stand it when the apps on my macbook bounce up and down, or when a ""___ send you a message"" flashes across the facebook tab. I can't focus on anything but the notification and it drives me insane. It makes me feel so uncomfortable and jumpy. 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I’ve got an interesting question. I’d like to hear what others may know from there experiences. I was prescribed Xanax up to a few mg a day for the better part of 5 yrs. I recently broke daily dependence, but it’s only been very recently (2 weeks) and pretty much just long enough to not feel any acute wd symptoms any longer. If I take a one off Xanax for a panic attack will these wd symptoms come back? I know my underlying wd symptoms relating with whatever the dependence did to my brain will remain for probably months to come, so it makes me question whether physical and stronger cognitive symptoms may return if I introduce the chemical back into my system before I’m fully detoxed. Whatdya think? 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I hope the question makes sense. What I mean is how long does it take for you to return to ""normality"" (whatever that is for you) after a bad anxiety spike. The reason I'm curious is an unexpected event today (like 11am) ruined me for the rest of the day. Was sort of shocked to realise I didn't just bounce back from it like I thought I would.",2.7371428571428567,4.413014619047623,4.401904761904763,84.87642857142858,75.42857142857143,8.133333333333335,26.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.949614285714286,324,12,68,7,7,109,57,84,0.15,0.76,0.09,-0.6396,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,3,0,0,4,6,0,0,7,0,6,0,0,4,0,12,13,2,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,3,0,9,3,12,9,1,9,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,3,11,44,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732799088306108,0.2471028470968267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16819000889528865,0.18263056597954105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14106287258343733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3828245133165611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2172484246613648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21372103731314102,0.0,0.0,0.387138656860813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460040952527699,0.0,0.0,0.2382612916377909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21430913798550733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450278630973623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22489105701857084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32891575178995985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736473324664647,0.0,0.0,0.2073306375132295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1553796459366341,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChipInSauce,2018/04/14,14yr m my life has gone downhill My anxiety has never been too bad through my life but as of a month ago I had my first panic attack and everything went downhill. I've become a bit too aware of my heart and my body and noticed my heart has been playing up even more than usual and it just starts a vicious cycle of anxiety it's turning my life into a bit of a nightmare ,1.8341208791208807,3.6310598846153854,3.5813553113553134,89.23269230769232,78.35897435897436,5.995604395604397,25.24542124542125,6.868970318607317,1.004111355311355,293,11,61,3,7,98,49,78,0.187,0.762,0.051,-0.9027,0,0,0,0,0,0,1.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,2,1,5,0,6,6,3,0,1,8,10,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,1,5,0,9,1,9,5,3,10,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,6,43,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15651867590909072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2701511757577159,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087389695848326,0.0,0.0,0.1474285977746258,0.0,0.19500772316580495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3855374779723203,0.1961294958848444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11662283800852415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586897555742401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15019037534051696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4184726658956167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37414989703131296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409365115148001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13618169054079496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010261468075928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20716688334024927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12497717439014402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205748675185774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19446693985969726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16368218463522707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,NXZD7875,2018/04/14,"Always worrying if i come off as racist because of my autism I can't fucking stand always worrying about if I come off as racist because of my Autism Spectrum Disorder and compulsive/odd/paranoid habits. Especially when I look guilty as a result when someone whose Black gives me a dirty look and I just end up smiling awkwardly and waving because I'm not confrontational and then that's extra proof to them that it's because they're Black. Like no, it's NOT! Especially when I do things like compulsively check my pants for my wallet, avoid eye contact, immediately stop and walk another direction as soon as I remember something, etc. That's how I am around anyone, any race, any socioeconomic status. And I can't always remember to go out of my way to make it look like I'm not racist. I'll never forget the way this one African-American worker at a Walmart stared at me in the parking lot (Fuck i should've reported him to his manager but I was legitimately scared the way he stared at me because he thought I immediately pulled out of a parking space just as i was pulling in because of him (he was standing right in front of me) when it was because i thought there wouldn't be enough space for my mom to get out of the vehicle because of a shopping corral to the right of me. Fuck it makes me anxious just thinking about it. There's a reason why Oxford University had to withdraw their claim that avoiding eye contact is racist after Autistic organizations spoke out. 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On my way back I passed this classic car dealership. They always have sick oldtimers for sale. I saw the guy cleaning a Mx5, my dream car. I drove up to him and asked if it was for sale. He said nah. ""You wanna drive it though?"" I was like hell yeah! So him and me drove through some squirly roads in the mx5. When we got back he gave me a tour around the shop and we drank some beers. Guy was awesome as hell. Just wanted to share this with someone!!",-0.039204968944098084,2.1737629739130457,1.1579192546583847,101.39141304347828,88.82608695652173,4.32919254658385,16.909937888198755,5.773587663045528,-0.7693105590062115,422,10,102,3,14,132,75,115,0.127,0.77,0.103,-0.6093,0,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,2,1,1,0,9,4,2,0,8,1,6,3,0,0,0,15,16,10,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,2,4,7,2,0,0,3,4,6,0,2,0,0,12,3,16,2,16,4,3,19,2,0,1,0,14,7,2,4,6,66,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2204739599027752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23587700936794798,0.24770859037352705,0.0,0.0,0.4074868859926652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384344405892615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211918497568387,0.0,0.0,0.5247184279132594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12944960366235755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2486537942463539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25204451085522817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22450587256022256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2603289563451408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15628453622694927,0.2103186524960782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FlexinNFinessin99,2018/04/14,"I get anxiety while mowing the lawn? I hate cutting grass , it sucks cause my parents think I'm lazy when in reality I just have anxiety but they think its non sense , I feel like I'm the center of attention when I cut the grass also the fact that my neighbors dogs always bark at me while I cut the grass doesn't make it any better it just makes me feel like they are bringing attention on to me , can anyone help or give advice ? 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Hey all! First post here! I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember. I had symptoms in kindergarten. It got really bad in high school, I didn't think I'd graduate because I was always crying and running out of the room to throw up because I've made myself that upset. I was transfered to an alternative high-school for high risk kids and I was able to graduate. After high school I did very little. I did a few small jobs, but they where hard on me. I spent a lot of time in near painful anxiety, I wouldn't eat at work so I was starving myself... It was bad. I spent a lot of time at home, I don't like going out because it's hard on me, it's just exhausting. Anyways, I saw our local grocery store was having open interviews,the manager saw me looking and came over to talk t on me. He agreed to see me for an interview in a few days. I went to the interview, and I guess he liked me because he called me 15 minutes after I left and offered me the job. I was stunned and excepted. Today I had my first day of training. Just sitting and watching safety videos in an empty room by myself. I couldn't do it. In panicked so hard that it was painful, I eventually go to upset that I threw up. I freaked out and went to find the manager to tell him I was sick and ask if I could reschedule, he agreed, so now I have to go back tomorrow to finish. I'm so scared. I feel like I'm messing everything up! I'm so scared of making mistakes or looking foolish or panicking and making myself sick and not making it to a bathroom in time. I can't help but think how horrible it would be and embarrassing! Uhg it's awful, I really want this job but I'm getting chest pains and not eating properly, my stomach is upset.... I'm already underweight... This is horrible for my health. What do I do? How can I not mess this up? 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I've been suffering from social anxiety for an extremely long time, and recently it's just gotten worse. So bad that my hair has started falling out in just completely overwhelming amounts.. like I can't even touch it. I'm currently taking supplements that will help but for the meantime.. I have a bald spot on the top of head kind of towards the back. It's not too huge but it is very noticeable and I was wondering if there's any way I can put my hair up or some way that I can hide the top? I just don't want people at school to see it and make fun of me. (My hair goes just past my shoulder) Thank you ",2.605529733424472,4.210505984962406,3.6758304853041714,90.24393028024609,75.61654135338347,7.843882433356117,25.62474367737525,8.575989854853784,1.6031413533834584,508,18,112,10,11,164,93,133,0.109,0.759,0.132,0.7244,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,2,9,7,0,1,6,0,11,6,6,1,0,18,20,8,0,2,9,0,4,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,8,5,0,0,1,0,0,2,3,3,0,0,3,5,14,4,14,16,2,20,0,2,1,0,4,9,0,4,8,71,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13693231180092985,0.0,0.15404053154792294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15483409700046108,0.16812793431582654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21112306464507274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299697035982475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665436823591654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2699359233596905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20968638320050614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09837476090206984,0.0,0.0,0.17819805332888133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440995927948482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292507106246636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1922217562693242,0.13959828909924085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20242331312802145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881958890003454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20378797326823125,0.16045856097155348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2052620718412331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14252427604965104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15139833142327874,0.0,0.0,0.18538605604597286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11741515566816725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661438244604027,0.11876787142676835,0.3196618076408005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2183672983426901,0.0,0.0,0.20520395211245726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,musaeddd,2018/04/14,"Is this depression/anxiety (overthinking) Hey guys, I hope that you are having a wonderful day. Lately, for approximately the past 6 months, I have been overreacting and overthinking a lot of things. I’m an extrovert at times but also an introvert in many instances. I go out with my friends 2 times a weekend, I play football (soccer) weekly. I have visited the /r/depression board before, and I did get some answers. However, I always overthink the things that happen to me during ty the day. I won’t overthink it at the moment, but after the moment, when I’m all alone. My heart starts beating fast and I suddenly start feeling down. For example, if my friend makes a joke, I’ll overthink it, always and I’ll make myself so down about it. This is a very casual thing and unfortunately regularly happens to me. Please help.",4.525987933634994,6.7418640522875855,5.735947712418303,74.90099547511315,71.87581699346406,9.152136752136752,29.416289592760183,9.661875296680813,3.1379134238310717,652,27,112,17,13,217,102,153,0.061,0.732,0.208,0.9696,1,1,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,1,0,1,4,6,0,0,13,0,9,1,1,2,1,19,22,11,0,2,3,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,10,7,0,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,1,16,6,14,19,3,25,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,5,17,76,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17314783153353766,0.0,0.13369360830446886,0.2782139360733856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127892072806745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14225767795904834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156342531283673,0.0,0.1439916980770831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08453111909772974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2583253640112287,0.0,0.0873445340697827,0.0,0.09501212066621954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16553426448225805,0.29567305165833585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1981088422223026,0.11205708139462392,0.0,0.0,0.1660472416916743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885860717586592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14213026910345786,0.0,0.0,0.22318760037225135,0.16949405529032593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344130404929144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15959201517159582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18351319342593106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366614150977509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3332004484421339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19496774629938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13794082557856113,0.0,0.0,0.13410153402182973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812993381522261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,immakillmyself2k16,2018/04/14,"How do you deal with panic attacks in public? This is the first time I've actually posted anything, anxiety being the thing holding me back. I've suffered with anxiety primarily during my sophomore year of high school (currently a freshman in college) and my method of managing panic attacks is mainly just to repress the symptoms as much as possible. I already embarrass easily so the thought of having a full blown attack in the middle of class seems petrifying. I always force myself to calm down. After a tad bit of research (that gave me anxiety just reading), I discovered that you're not supposed to hold back the symptoms? so how do you deal with them? I'm TERRIFIED of crowds and will most likely have one in every crowd I'm in. Do I just stand there and panic? How do you even manage panic attacks in general? 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Lately, Im starting to connect between eating and anxiety, it seems that every time that i eat I'm feeling a bit off and anxious which trigger even more scary thoughts and feeling. Yet again it could be just a coincidence, I'm more anxious then not. 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But mostly have a pain in my upper left chest shoulder area then I feel afraid it's a heart attack which causes more stress more stress more pain Like a constant cycle I went to a doctor years ago and they gave me more worry and fears Does anyone elses pain manifest here? Did anyone have this anxiety pain for years/ decades? 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I had a panic/asthma attack the other day at school, and I’m scared it’s going to keep happening. They sent me to see a my councilor and he was asking me what was causing all my anxiety. Honestly, I feel like I’m just nervous for no reason, or at least for really petty reasons. I was trying to tell him this, but he kept pushing for more concrete reasons. I kinda just lied and said my grades/future/family life, but these are all things I’m pretty secure in when I look over my life logically. He told me to either come talk to him or talk to someone outside of school about my feelings. But what am I supposed to talk about? I also started self harming, and it’s honestly been the most helpful thing in dealing with this anxiousness. My life is pretty good, I just can’t help being constantly on edge. Lately I can’t focus in class, I’m always shivering for some reason, and I feel like I’m always going to have a panic attack. Would therapy help me get rid of/ lessen the symptoms of this? I feel like its been this way for a while, but it’s gotten worse lately. tldr; Life is good but I’m constantly nervous for no reason, started self harming, and don’t know what to do.",3.5483379247015603,4.788986074380169,5.01283746556474,83.0690541781451,72.55371900826447,7.361248852157942,25.427915518824612,7.793537801064563,1.4274152433425162,938,29,182,12,18,315,126,242,0.161,0.672,0.16699999999999998,0.6732,0,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,1,0,8,16,2,4,7,0,19,5,0,6,2,40,46,16,0,2,11,0,4,3,0,2,5,1,0,2,16,8,0,3,11,0,0,5,5,8,0,0,11,7,25,8,28,32,7,22,0,0,2,0,20,7,0,5,12,123,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07314205371245099,0.15220726640491006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06996810825334691,0.1033259209301319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08550453627810396,0.20810224539267266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09395657248246354,0.0,0.07878633399769253,0.0,0.19767565732565148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058985363341532676,0.09429320968855112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08622214569866357,0.0,0.18498355252225102,0.19602121318051613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04778507127933885,0.0,0.1039598185917197,0.1534278158527986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08087946200265515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18391496430167292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129554506097869,0.0,0.0,0.05026507196533438,0.0,0.20634602902749127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2584089980980986,0.13405100302549466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07680496632534857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21462168179580915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18609928044625149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058592839422946574,0.4701903650322824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08700121780040215,0.0,0.09156932422619073,0.18512866491798385,0.07288329799576898,0.0,0.190829431495966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07749537670868144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12947441657288086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506394115927476,0.0,0.2205408481757667,0.07994173776835381,0.0,0.10459466125095176,0.0,0.12152645343855074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087395771328399,0.0,0.06209663090552488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259820430609802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09320749669675248,0.06497191432160848,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,whothefuckcares123,2018/04/14,"CBD oil for anxiety? Experiences? Hello. My Chicago, IL doctor recommended CBD oil for my high anxiety during antidepressant withdrawal and I am now in my research-mode pre-purchase. Do you have any experiences with CBD oil for anxiety treatment? Did it help? Any advice/experiences appreciated. Thanks.",5.2786224489795925,8.887871632653063,7.02732142857143,55.58955357142862,87.77551020408163,10.61326530612245,34.69642857142857,9.516144504307137,5.735018367346939,246,14,31,10,8,84,36,49,0.093,0.674,0.233,0.8253,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,5,1,5,4,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,1,17,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3104778527824493,0.0,0.5239030822687989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2336553041414345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6699079440487251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15301196038266876,0.2411914384323217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21017049905882615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SeamusORiagain,2018/04/14,"paranoid about friendships? Especially newer friendships? A few years ago I used to always be very paranoid and anxious about my friendships. I would be constantly ringing and texting them to make sure they still liked me and that we were still friends. I was always afraid that I had done something wrong and that they didn't want to be my friend because of this. Currently as I am in a new city and trying to make new friends, this has cropped up again in my life. I feel I am clinging to certain people and getting so annoyed and frustrated when they don't reply. Has anyone ever felt this way and what was the best way you dealt with it? 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I’ve been dealing with globus sensation for a few weeks now after I almost choked. I have the sensation of something lodged in my throat but I know it’s psychosomatic as when I’m really busy I don’t even notice it. But it’s the downtime that’s making it rough. If I drink 2-3 beers it goes away for a few hours affirming that it is stress related, but I really don’t wanna turn to alcoholism to treat this. Thinking about it makes it so much worse. 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For example if I watch a film I love or listen to a piece of music I love or discover something new that I like I get this unpleasant feeling just above my stomach. I believe that it is down to a fear of not wanting to seem fake or appearing to others that I don't ""get it"" whatever it may be. It's really quite frustrating and often tiresome as the tools that I use to escape from the anxieties of life are slowly becoming the things that cause anxiety. 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(I don't do drugs) Lately my anxiety has taken a strange turn where I feel almost stoned at random times. It could be at any time during the day, not even necessarily when I'm anxious about anything in particular, like during the weekend or after a run. The world suddenly starts to feel strange and unfamiliar; I have trouble gathering my thoughts; my mind becomes fuzzy and less ""online."" I can't tell whether anxiety produces this state or if this state produces anxiety. I'm familiar with depersonalization and derealization but I'm just not sure if this is an example of it. I've been checking my blood sugar regularly and there isn't anything out of the ordinary. Other than that I can only attribute it to anxiety, depression and poor sleep (I have middle of the night insomnia, I'm essentially never rested.) Well, that's all I got. I was just wondering if it could be something medical in nature or if it sounds psychological. I'd appreciate any advice yall might have.",6.008861607142857,7.735514067708337,7.151279761904764,68.21812500000003,67.17708333333334,10.485714285714286,34.026785714285715,10.608840637214634,4.103966071428571,839,39,139,24,14,283,120,192,0.151,0.821,0.028,-0.9478,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,0,2,8,6,0,0,8,0,17,6,2,3,3,38,30,16,0,6,14,0,3,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,11,7,1,0,5,1,2,1,6,3,1,0,5,5,13,3,15,20,3,23,0,1,0,0,3,8,0,12,13,92,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372318280329159,0.0,0.0,0.14062574725717675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910017483173661,0.0,0.5371634066940123,0.15865200609870947,0.0,0.09819568300621566,0.1438926427320206,0.23113270379909706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15509984380202324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22425244725532265,0.0,0.0,0.09056920219393287,0.0,0.12095678704280464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289594744660168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16286045555912865,0.0,0.11731573974548724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09275624403599292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130250432713248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123190024306974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1584172256149096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860963302041694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14147387083469726,0.0,0.14897974539883754,0.14179970020939844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831242265012253,0.0,0.0,0.13178909080999732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10680743477776987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405368007876759,0.0,0.0,0.10811401660341406,0.0,0.0,0.09940088480623097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1323586836992299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274671209117392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11149000496420416,0.1637779989005002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15275336644433832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626827226325632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15229617907652412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,enamelpinsandpink,2018/04/14,"First day without the SSRI Lexapro Hi friends 👋 I’ve been tapering down from a dose that made me crippling suicidal. that was truly terrifying. It’s a long process, but of course i’m so ready to be rid of this drug. I’ve withdrawn from drugs before, zyprexa was the WORST, so I know I can do it. The doctor said the physical side effects of this are flu-like symptoms. I’m taking other meds to support my anxiety but of course they don’t do much when facing a withdraw. who knows maybe it won’t be so bad. Anybody have any advice, tips, stories, words of encouragement? Anybody else experience the classic black box warning and stopped taking an SSRI? 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I can safely assume from a long browse on this sub that this is an issue, also with all these dating app around I feel like I'm spending most of my time flirting with girls by chat, then when they want to meet it's one of two things, I either completely ghost them right then and there. Or I get the courage to say sure! And cancel again and again until they get sick of my bullshit. Any tips? I'm seriously lost here. It's seriously unbelievable to me how terrified I am from dates even though I'm really kind of social and not bad looking. Baa",2.454871794871792,4.184669914529916,3.596931623931624,90.11334615384621,76.35042735042734,6.731282051282051,20.247008547008548,7.554174236665415,0.4431203418803418,448,10,98,6,10,145,86,117,0.168,0.687,0.145,-0.6243,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,3,1,11,10,0,0,3,0,4,1,0,2,2,19,14,13,1,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,7,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,1,4,0,2,1,3,12,6,16,13,3,16,0,1,1,0,9,4,0,3,12,65,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18538603764484055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15764526661531456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20636857844844855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19355966960692608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24305842336906175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15311464895067434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721494711642408,0.1656119571955834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.242232329375922,0.0,0.13174841192430553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419594171740209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2414044234738491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11325533912821377,0.0,0.0,0.20515303698517398,0.19467006538371165,0.0,0.2530584605366255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570869497192202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850956164950266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19797265817449627,0.0,0.1843522378273291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23631087225391684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184872145353033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401063087847072,0.0,0.2277615643587821,0.0,0.13517586372817808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22645404895556984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673319693620448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MozartWasBaked,2018/04/14,"Last night was rough.... Help! Hi r/anxiety! I usually fall asleep around 10-11pm. But last night I was up till 2am. My anxiety kicked in soo hard, I took an Advil and magnesium pills. It seemed to help, but I woke up around 6 am. I don’t take anti depressants or anti anxiety medicine, because I psyched myself out after reading the side effects from them. How do you fall asleep? Tips, recommendation, etc will very be helpful. Thank you!",1.4524675324675371,4.124068142857143,2.5596103896103912,90.31266233766236,87.80952380952381,6.387878787878789,23.11255411255411,7.686295010490155,1.3354904761904771,340,13,69,7,11,108,64,84,0.166,0.706,0.128,-0.3211,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,1,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,7,4,2,2,0,10,12,6,0,0,3,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,0,0,4,2,11,1,10,6,1,17,0,1,0,0,7,7,0,2,7,37,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4322416908773568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3353273395972889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11481109611846517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16221806841562053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005031287934453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1687167928105207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3787235695990641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3070465614205849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534910652327933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18839224774481267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17145882763508133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14160920313809205,0.0,0.0,0.17339934610103214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092540919651539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20743131117589944,0.15540128062821648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LowerGroundFloor,2018/04/14,"Does anyone have experience with kalms tablets? I took them several years ago and didn't appreciate them, perhaps because I was young and didn't understand my body. Although, I've been forced to taken them again recently for sleeping issues and today, to curb what started as a bad day. The relief for me starts, the second I pop the tablet in my mouth which is unusual. And because I've put off 'harder' prescription drugs purposely, I was wondering if any of you have had long term, perhaps day to day experience with these herbal tablets? Especially as I am coming to the end of education and looking towards employment, it would be good to gauge what kind of stress load I can handle on my plate. So if anybody takes these regularly to help them cope at work, get to work in the first place, or take on bigger challenges, I would love to hear about you. Have a good day",8.693045454545455,7.495670872727274,8.187083333333334,73.10062500000002,61.48484848484848,11.643939393939394,36.98863636363636,10.686352973137794,3.761318181818182,694,27,130,14,8,220,109,165,0.069,0.8290000000000001,0.102,0.6817,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,4,4,3,8,0,1,7,0,15,5,3,0,0,16,28,12,0,4,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,6,8,0,1,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,2,8,2,17,6,25,17,1,28,0,0,1,1,9,9,0,4,16,83,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12642970500512565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09699084822979584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09972770062242477,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11908709307502308,0.17388746887260328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.158425786338285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12286002138778618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3679289355902403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248133306826548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654013522590847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12632466362551306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790319895471672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12131794968633378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07451641143206894,0.0,0.0,0.2392565281398705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16075032745809684,0.0,0.09559947476973712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148864914327948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1485234558693619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12621988278700216,0.11977026124475965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872590162305114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1490142397564445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14337893360271925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082637120848426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16112724391720654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1427294109711476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019034111903361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633780683480538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144746173082553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13519315780693436,0.0,0.1584631870664784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14847912059882218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15467225531616696,0.20766744722534794,0.0,0.0,0.20263541602004265,0.0,0.0,0.0918467304875393 anxiety,IKnowNot_Stuff,2018/04/14,"How do I get over thinking I’m in a constant threat of dying? It’s always really funny to me when songs talk about living like your dying. They really mean cherish life and live life to the fullest. For me living like I’m dying is a horrible daily worry and is changing me for the worse. Multiple times a day I have some physical symptom and immediately get worried about dying. I’m scared to exercise and do outdoor sports because I’m worried I’m just going to drop dead. Logically we all are at deaths door and that’s a fact of life. We will never know when it will occur but it is inevitable. I need to learn to be ok with that right? I’ve done CBT exercises and it helps at the time of the occurrence but is in no way preventative for the automatic thoughts in the first place. What do I do? I don’t want to live the next 40 years of my life worried about death. If I’m worried about death now (I’m in my 20’s) wtf am I gonna do in my 60’s (JFC). Feels good to get that off my chest. What are your thoughts r/anxiety? Thanks, Firstname Lastname",1.2689165628891637,3.3502328219178104,3.2712681610626824,89.33935554171858,81.51141552511416,6.356247405562475,22.73993358239934,7.520522993642371,0.9235552511415523,824,28,179,13,22,278,121,219,0.182,0.721,0.097,-0.9646,0,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,2,2,1,1,9,8,1,1,11,1,18,8,1,1,3,29,39,12,8,3,4,0,1,2,0,3,7,1,1,0,9,9,0,1,8,4,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,2,18,6,29,32,2,25,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,2,13,104,27,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08662483289328543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07964108190711139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06346227193811109,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013072688649758,0.0,0.0,0.1125019927586882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06713999092549452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4321838695379942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10653695318755567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263930462629135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088552818255223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16317383179412764,0.0,0.059166044603725175,0.08731947707459589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06978029991824815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057214133887442266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941336088228571,0.1017222196244737,0.0,0.3677112995229301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11340234794237508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719354822702135,0.08029324425621034,0.0,0.11071829694888048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876899028305223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338640246658082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08890626424096859,0.0,0.0,0.10422862977045044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10820637163527227,0.0,0.08367675022184065,0.0,0.09584715091300752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06670715307926915,0.0,0.16529764512116782,0.12141051365816102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614046295555001,0.08263478432939607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5286253197974482,0.10609327683842007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06704108380687311 anxiety,TheWeirFamily,2018/04/14,"Rush of anxiety in social situation So I know the title is vague and also a very common problem. I just want some advice from people who have been through this kind of thing. I've been through therapy and have experience in CBT and mindfulness. I'm 29 years old and have a history of depression and anxiety (and BPD) but this type of anxiety surfaced within the past 5 years. It's gotten to be very debilitating, it interferes with my ability to have meaningful relationships, at work and otherwise. (This effects old and new relationships). When I am approached by someone, whether at work or to meet up and have a drink or something, I suddenly become extremely anxious. I am hyper self conscious, I am thinking about how to adjust my facial expression, how I'm sitting, what to say next...because of this anxiety I come off as extremely strange to others I'm sure. The things I say don't reflect my real personality, it's like I'm cloaked by anxiety. It's hard for me to have a conversation because I'm so focused on myself that I'm not paying attention to what the other person is saying. I'm nervous about what the other person thinks of me and how I'm coming off. I know this all sounds narcissistic and I would like to stop this. I am witty and quirky...I believe that if I just learned to be myself again I could make more friends, that I would actually look forward to meeting with people and have a good time. 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Anyone get that feeling? I feel like I can't open up to anyone and when I do I tend to push away,0.2943678160919525,2.224805103448276,2.014482758620691,97.83712643678163,84.17241379310346,3.866666666666666,20.011494252873558,3.1291,-0.6232160919540233,104,3,24,0,3,34,22,29,0.0,0.835,0.165,0.5204,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,7,3,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,4,1,5,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,3,16,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4839497964097509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6502740914679179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499591263932663,0.24722706995243116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36160667414030456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16906862356605207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,InhinyeroKimiko,2018/04/14,"Anxiety has changed me It's been a year now since I first had a panic/anxiety attack. Back then, I was clueless of what was happening. I suddenly couldn't breathe, my heart was pounding, my BP went up, and was trembling uncontrollably. A series of random episodes of panic/anxiety attacks followed soon after the first one and it hasn't stopped until now and it took me a while to understand really what was happening. I was jumping one medication after the other and frankly, none of those I've tried was the magic pill. I used to be carefree. I was confident. I can say I was a happy kid. Loved socializing and was very active. But now, my illness had me downward spiraling. The happy kid that I was became this depressed, anti\-social, and very anxious individual. My anxiety has negatively changed the quality of life I have. It has deprived me from achieving the goals I've set for myself. As a graduate student, the work load I have to deal with everyday is exhausting. But honestly, it is nothing compared to the exhaustion I feel playing pretend the entire day. I pretend to look fine in front of people and I'm getting pretty good at it \-\-\- honestly I think I mastered the art of smiling while having a panic/anxiety attack in public. Playing pretend doesn't help my resolve though. When I get home, it is when all hell breaks loose. It is when all the anxiety I managed to contain the entire day gets the better of me. It's a cycle. A vicious cycle really. Sometimes I ask myself how I ended up like this and why I continue to feel this relentless suffering. I feel for others who suffer like I do. I feel for those people whose crying for help but never will be heard. I hope this is just a phase in my life. I am damaged but not beyond repair. That, at least, I know.",3.5034003795066435,5.781858129411766,5.0685958254269465,78.25803605313095,75.05882352941177,7.91650853889943,29.791271347248568,8.748949900417786,2.7512476280834908,1404,64,245,30,31,472,176,340,0.153,0.73,0.116,-0.7635,1,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,0,8,12,28,5,2,23,0,34,10,2,2,3,33,56,22,0,2,6,0,4,2,0,1,7,2,1,2,23,9,0,2,8,6,0,5,7,14,0,4,17,7,39,14,33,35,4,41,1,5,1,1,13,9,1,2,27,189,62,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43847937630836015,0.10792127655712808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08930729698308695,0.32603619365321185,0.0,0.07345637930679827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0844881837085304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20211533746657886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10493479929945138,0.12321740087482436,0.09848684113968344,0.08227951972940323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08461088657434246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932105801773897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625148879995758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14973084719932211,0.0,0.0,0.08012571094044478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16895305085124754,0.20338610877904226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11320305691146955,0.1280629781099263,0.0,0.09582399554492536,0.09488246531733566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05250057956321448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349507882317971,0.09334189162502766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08022081910466329,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08621920968415096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0962360395900659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07367833037121302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09166324461482528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12946668253580704,0.0,0.0,0.336250270034906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1324564172014822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971879647010508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12239743852671885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0759689862595764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07902308692316518,0.0,0.0,0.09738041489933574,0.0,0.0,0.09448123457443493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986703791606617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06121152169433392,0.09385736434313524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613692023623753,0.06485833967792637,0.0,0.0,0.0994497010408646,0.0,0.08250691769905523,0.0,0.1576438785186845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855691266237788,0.08620062127734157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06954669942544167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0615179417262733 anxiety,puddin25,2018/04/14,"Obsessing over a mistake. Long history with anxiety/panic attacks. I’m 25 and am obsessing over one mistake I made about five years ago and I feel terrible. Iv convinced myself I’m a bad person. Everyone has told me to just let it go because I’m not a bar person, and that everyone makes mistakes, but it’s always in my head. Long story short, I was in a casual relationship (he told me we weren’t and we’re never going to be official and we were to see other people) with someone who left me to pursue someone else. But before he left I went on a date with someone. And I don’t know if it’s just because he never knew since I never obviously got the chance to tell him since he left and changed his number, but I feel awful about it. But I know myself I sound quite ridiculous that I’m so upset over that, especially now. Can anyone offer any advice or something they know may help me? Anyone with anxiety who know what to try and think of instead? 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There is not even people or ways like reiki or chinese chi energy healing stuff so I can try All I can do is to pray to God... What would you do in this situation? What would you do if you don't have money to get help or live in third world countries? 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I have been overthinking for a long while. Long before I realized I have anxiety. Others, especially those close to me, have often pointed out that I overthink a lot. What kind of techniques and strategies do you personally use to bring it down to manageable levels? 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I can only pick up the call to my immediate family and friends and I just cannot make outgoing calls, even if I try I will hang up straight away. I don’t know if this is a normal problem. My partner just had to phone in sick to work for me (genuine illness - missing work for dr appointment) and they told him if I want to have the illness authorised I will have to phone by 6pm today. This is really terrifying me to the point where I would rather quit the job than make a phone call. 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I had quite a day yesterday. So, I have agoraphobia and I've been trying to get out of the house more often lately. I decided to take a walk to a nearby park. I figured it would be a nice, relaxing walk.. what could go wrong? A lot, as it turns out. I made it to the park, walked around for a bit, then turned around to head home. This is when things started to go south. It seemed like everything that could go wrong, did. I was super hot and felt like I was going to pass out, I ran out of water, my feet were blistered, I was starting to feel really anxious, and I was still at least a mile away from home. I was convinced I was dying lol. But I persevered and eventually made it back to my apartment complex, where I discovered that I had left the gate key at home. Awesome. I had to wait for someone to come by and open the gate for me. Thankfully I made it home eventually and proceeded to lay on the floor for who knows how long, feeling very defeated. Not gonna lie, I was pretty anxious yesterday. Anxious while I was walking, but also the the entire day after I got back home. I just felt crappy. However... I didn't have panic attack! Had this happened 1 year ago, it would have resulted in a terrible panic attack and me swearing that I would never leave the house again. But I didn't have a panic attack, and this hasn't made me terrified of leaving the house again. I was thinking about everything that happened yesterday, and I realized, I didn't try to stop the anxiety. When I'm feeling super anxious, it's easy to freak out and want to do everything in my power to stop it and make sure that it doesn't get worse or turn into a panic attack or something. But yesterday, I just let it happen. I acknowledged the fact that I was anxious and instead of ignoring what I was feeling, I actually focused on it. It was like I looked the monster in the face and told it to do its worst. And it didn't. I didn't pass out or die or throw up or whatever, I survived! I'd be lying if I said I wasn't at least a little bit nervous about leaving the house again, but I'm ready to fight and get my life back.",3.3112142448512567,4.39489257208238,4.803214387871853,84.94919229118996,72.93592677345538,8.116962242562929,27.157394164759733,8.567472430010655,1.8320092105263168,1662,59,349,29,32,558,196,437,0.129,0.667,0.204,0.983,2,0,1,0,1,0,58.0,0,0,0,6,21,29,5,5,26,1,43,5,3,7,3,76,85,34,2,7,14,0,7,3,0,4,1,1,7,0,29,26,1,4,14,1,0,13,10,18,0,0,36,9,45,11,51,40,7,69,0,1,1,0,4,27,0,9,32,246,74,0,0.0,0.0,0.06105193002615175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05545784036389675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0500311715857839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04786010580613485,0.35338882468613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11138769552914046,0.0,0.28469529137258404,0.05877948464017103,0.14431999533578604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366039917185785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05389201416670675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09990205698280352,0.0,0.0,0.12104282083704995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985989911537232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686812978880597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653382544019454,0.0,0.1201395332259209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805889959616514,0.0,0.14222273666083535,0.0,0.0500369093778835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1659713134578785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06420712671972262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31377621023992136,0.0,0.0,0.2887546868944023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03438268838001362,0.0,0.07057317275302423,0.19873381535064075,0.06797428895288328,0.06397434759952753,0.04418971120903751,0.09169456411466982,0.06270401430995484,0.0,0.05536580276025748,0.05253670431474,0.0,0.0,0.053188360844106636,0.0,0.2367924253859004,0.04176092362102187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048252021112698086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29361423812817405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364850697658461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06654287042815725,0.0,0.0,0.04007910981543439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059511220084911325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056954508127300414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053008963960181885,0.04816363334959182,0.0,0.0,0.0885640534102798,0.0,0.049962456305169815,0.10461002523587004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05896437217487484,0.0,0.04703917915614396,0.0,0.0,0.05759910179602299,0.0,0.0,0.041563714276462084,0.040087494141824026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05978110552368492,0.0,0.0849515986506827,0.2041499529518532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05162057633666993,0.03690095610379111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375648513575685,0.13332771621893452,0.13680444370939632,0.0,0.04028816896406822 anxiety,finnual,2018/04/14,"My body feels scared most of the time. I'd never experienced intense anxiety before, but after a really rough patch of depression suddenly it's hitting me like a train. Even if my thoughts are relatively calm and together my stomach is in knots and my heart rate is elevated from pretty much the moment I wake up. It's starting to get to the point that I'm struggling to do things like going to work and talking to people. I was wondering if anyone here had had a similar experience or had any techniques for reducing the intensity of these prolonged attacks? 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Thanks for your time. Well idk where to start but as of right now I’m going through a phase or whatever it is but I’m starting to feel lonely and depressed and just constantly reminisce about how I used to be more social and go out all the time. Lately I’ve been starting to stay home more often and been anti-social for about a year and a half. But lately, I’ve been starting to feel like I have anxiety, and I’m not entirely sure what anxiety is. But every now and then I start to get very nervous and my heart starts to beat real fast talking to people. And I start to talk real low and feel like I can barely give a sentence out. Idk what’s wrong with me. And as time pasted, it started to get worst where I can’t even talk to my family at all anymore. It’s crazy, idk what’s wrong or what’s going on with me. I used to be super social back when I was going to school. But really I started to stay home more after I dropped out and started being home-schooled. That might be the case but while in school I gotta job at the time while I was more social. So of course u would think it would be perfect to socialize with co-workers and customers but that doesn’t at all, now while I’m working there, I don’t talk to nobody as much anymore, just go clock in and do my work. But I can’t even talk to my family anymore, that’s the crazy part I just can’t get over. Now I’ve never really looked too much in anxiety and depression but I definitely feel like I’m going through it. I just need some advice at what I might be “for sure” going through. I’ll be honest I once cried myself to sleep just because all my friends are gone, family doesn’t know what I’m going through but they know I’ve changed because I’m not the same like I was before, and just reminiscing every night. And suicide never comes up in my mind but I just sometimes think like, I just can’t wait to die. For all the stress to go away and what not. But tbh I still love my life a little, I just want it back. Idk what’s wrong with me so that’s why I came to reddit just for some closure and less loneliness. Thanks to anybody who took the time to read my post. Everybody else, have a good day! 👍🏼",2.17440768695466,3.5910779540709865,3.488100208768266,91.93030458754886,76.34864300626305,6.499459343718216,21.885391574326853,7.116496586553881,0.4677865317702477,1776,46,399,19,39,580,191,479,0.163,0.725,0.113,-0.9741,1,2,0,0,0,1,40.0,0,1,1,5,33,27,0,2,13,0,32,4,2,3,11,95,87,45,2,5,29,0,4,5,1,6,1,0,2,0,20,28,0,1,8,2,0,14,13,10,1,1,9,5,40,17,62,65,18,79,0,4,1,1,15,21,0,8,44,260,60,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297495071236352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266457992788394,0.0,0.17198442613660464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05431075636531663,0.08889868240376714,0.0,0.07047615331459453,0.0,0.049188753907291986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06611480613624986,0.0,0.0,0.061151214380330624,0.049794857327549485,0.0,0.06246788404921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349731285463474,0.03728016780284904,0.0,0.09957665980525343,0.0,0.059993630308724864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04828959908758156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636079944746332,0.0,0.09740830526626662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16348340730002292,0.0,0.116914052709427,0.1238901196212891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044660868013105835,0.0,0.09060394180078804,0.05545290149809596,0.3285255241552565,0.0484850342236472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06850053527329884,0.0,0.0,0.1739527668052364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736365844515914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06353746798641853,0.0,0.1304156514736584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040830174915952686,0.14120576144726038,0.057936922468148,0.0,0.0,0.04854258532107847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05217228381760015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264632508966597,0.05836770657293242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498830480525651,0.08572501698411511,0.08916729293658655,0.0,0.0,0.054247131485836736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06156163547908995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06259839913334203,0.05518248626344266,0.04007548791628799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072457541927898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11564353432916245,0.13159204898093424,0.07406416649788762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049366114054227264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755086508486492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057847870897896614,0.23570425491096675,0.0,0.0,0.05717173474115932,0.0,0.4091547209826473,0.12322727368271512,0.04616404530277897,0.0,0.06621671974290187,0.0,0.0,0.0632305173494935,0.0,0.16344476330615368,0.0,0.0,0.23231186409669066,0.0,0.1064402249749216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07407966030871711,0.0,0.0,0.16853607886353014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422473073432583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998518623141999,0.0,0.04769610625238637,0.03409554964404348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05197464771822138,0.0,0.05216103574841314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625064023296614,0.0,0.0,0.08212762391094416,0.1896057661310948,0.0,0.03722524861194247 anxiety,hcheesegrater,2018/04/14,"Seeing a psych on Monday, But I'm still Confused Hi there. This is my first time posting here, so forgive me if I make any mistakes. I will come back and fix them if there are any. So, I've been anxious pretty much all my life, but it didn't get worse until I graduated from high school. Even though it started to affect my life, it wasn't so bad that I got any physical symptoms and thought I could deal with it myself, until now. So in January I started having chest pains and tightness. This worried me so I went to see the doctor. I got x-rays, ECG test and blood tests done to rule out any serious conditions. They all came up clean so my doc thought it was acid reflux. He prescribed me some meds and that was that. Except, it wasn't. The chest tightness didn't go away. I put up with it and thought it would go away on it's own, of course it didn't. So in the last few weeks I got some more tests done. Again, nothing. My doctor brings up that maybe it's to do with anxiety. So he prescribes me Diazepam 2mg once every night to ease it. At first it seemed to be doing something, but after a while the tightness came back. I got stressed out again and saw a different doctor today. I told her everything I went through in the past few months, and started crying because of the frustration of not knowing what was wrong with me. Weirdly enough she didn't agree with the prescription, but believed that I needed therapy as nothing was physically wrong with me to cause these symptoms and it was probably related to anxiety. So, I'm going on Monday. But I'm still confused about this. Why would therapy help me if the anti-anxiety meds did nothing? And why was the second doctor so against that prescription? It was a really low dose too. I guess I'm worried that therapy will do nothing to help me and the tightness will just keep happening regardless of what I do. Anyway, I don't know what I'm hoping to get out of posting this. It's kind of a vent/hope that someone else has gone through something like this and can offer advice. Does therapy help so much as to eliminate physical effects of anxiety? Or is it possible that this actually is a serious medical condition not related to my anxiety? (which I still think it could be)",3.3403485385838323,5.188625420814478,4.339507154213038,85.2275119236884,74.20361990950227,7.764803717744894,28.23553870612695,8.524219190627866,2.105235465329584,1764,72,348,33,37,572,205,442,0.125,0.795,0.079,-0.9434,1,0,2,0,0,0,51.0,0,0,2,3,28,17,1,3,16,0,38,14,3,4,2,69,79,38,0,11,13,0,4,1,0,5,11,0,1,0,38,24,0,5,9,0,0,11,9,13,0,3,31,8,37,4,51,39,11,56,0,1,3,0,14,17,0,11,27,245,75,10,0.0,0.0,0.06671342105666116,0.0,0.0,0.06680452829253022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18595950928132665,0.0,0.2614914376247676,0.0772318825888245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12846049278420987,0.10513542172603396,0.057081100418626525,0.04167407153857063,0.0,0.0,0.07702283893099847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15638045103748474,0.0,0.07022867939711612,0.0,0.05888954912899545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916621291194954,0.0,0.07509466490314426,0.0,0.07048030188391849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0714258494661912,0.0,0.2798938817034776,0.059825813850301474,0.13992025413049508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057109365715850624,0.0,0.0,0.07063830663045201,0.0,0.04515378988848746,0.0,0.0575996346451656,0.0,0.06144117226962813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163007995209838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07143475676427821,0.0,0.11655854258768727,0.0,0.21870780512726407,0.0,0.07531067451527775,0.0,0.060454076353794774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13746888294254206,0.07223033967121541,0.0,0.06790089642099102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06076508135252469,0.0,0.07119060580024028,0.07514215409646413,0.055725800026812926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09657505697192456,0.033399206553986836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0456335136342275,0.0,0.06868084597930853,0.0,0.15187402740914144,0.06886955702844239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054567507850310885,0.0,0.100510840272057,0.0506910539582668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06415500086140062,0.0,0.26238848062756,0.0,0.0,0.07280544922861791,0.0,0.0,0.07274413639142717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06526119182338154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707015970273629,0.1309476655600989,0.06955078477843125,0.07370797534345716,0.0,0.0,0.06872472150895867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0437957412246902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06918803715497311,0.10895454427745697,0.062236035456111574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0579246115714632,0.10525992380236304,0.0,0.0,0.14516521385434686,0.0,0.16378678199447874,0.0,0.07831075295205478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421127840129991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3127208555000901,0.0,0.0,0.04380490304965575,0.06716730170633595,0.162820184596952,0.03986360933200627,0.0,0.06480109655399234,0.06532474996819804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05483749250360973,0.0,0.0,0.1267482613134049,0.12337578786980452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1388539598192919,0.06966877600974357,0.09712767548136723,0.14949064594186975,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CarthaginianSalt,2018/04/14,Overcoming Avoidance Anxiety how do I overcome my avoidance anxiety and just do the assignment im putting off. This isn't procrastination. Procrastination would be leaving my assignment to the last minute and then doing it. This is avoidance as in I'm considering dropping out of uni just so I don't have to do this assignment. And I don't get it its not even hard Im sure if I just sat down and worked on it I could do it but I can't get over THIS STUPID ANXIETY!!!!!!! Everytime it happens it ruins my entire life. I just get depressed and don't eat I fuck with my sleep and my meds and I contemplate leaving uni. Why do you do this to yourself WHY? ,2.124873752202,4.378498480916034,3.923206106870232,84.8832589547857,79.45801526717555,7.6948913681738125,27.634174985320026,8.617729084823388,2.213601996476805,515,23,106,12,13,173,69,131,0.17600000000000002,0.774,0.049,-0.9505,0,3,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,1,0,1,7,8,2,3,2,0,17,4,1,1,1,23,24,13,0,3,7,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,12,9,1,3,0,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,1,1,15,1,12,20,0,10,0,2,0,1,1,6,1,1,2,76,27,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4071916110167543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1416603621517728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528169031545931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18155126986941436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11718831417716087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1640276382906107,0.27809355780108097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689737916871652,0.0,0.15893900130422325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38330142748808493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1446260120677225,0.0,0.3757373986032651,0.0,0.0,0.12532135337978176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970804807672523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17836230969359093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1775543084492353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672220686663639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3201990492148636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916836736252055,0.0,0.0,0.1260384629697477,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fluteloop27,2018/04/14,I called in to work 3 hours before my shift starts.. ...and I feel like shit about it. My job is 1 hour away from my home. I've been working 3-11pm shifts consistently so my body has adjusted to being awake until about 2am every day. My managers gave me a random 6:30-3:00pm after 2 days off. My alarm goes off in 1 hour. I thought it was no big deal until now. Its 3:00am. I've been in bed since 10:00pm and have yet to doze off. I'm just afraid to drive 1 hour to/from work after being awake all night. I didn't want to call in. It doesn't help that I started the job 1 month ago. I'm not looking for validation. Just wanted to get it off my chest. I have a strong feeling I'll be fired. I'm sure the team will be pissed. ,0.052120253164559927,1.8569227405063309,1.7789715189873438,99.8966851265823,84.25316455696202,4.709493670886076,16.20411392405063,5.602791699666715,-0.9330772151898734,555,10,140,3,16,181,100,158,0.13,0.8059999999999999,0.064,-0.8714,2,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,0,5,7,7,2,2,4,0,14,4,4,0,2,14,27,5,0,2,3,0,3,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,6,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,4,0,0,6,4,14,3,23,16,1,28,0,0,1,0,6,10,2,1,18,71,20,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816725653914707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584382726919272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12303250841183615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16060306712897796,0.0,0.0,0.2952780753854677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18649273236087147,0.14906238871561353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12182040797010335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14621461239437947,0.10329266328625857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554050703514192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969133195978261,0.0,0.14503210283638093,0.0,0.5695545249934361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869596901555778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07063768708515443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214162905631666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11540760821118536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13568468665476355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14841602023091371,0.11960349183848767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2046782146419752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13627111632220645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11478557364445012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1705617916767389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157822006578505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SameAsYourself,2018/04/14,"Anxiety: feeling like you have a problem Everyone gets anxious. It's when you get anxious about being anxious, nervous about being nervous... ""I shouldn't feel this way... I have a problem... I'm special and nobody understands... I indentify with this uncomfortability... I am an anxious person..."" You are not special... YOU DO NOT NEED TO HIDE YOURSELF...",3.2553333333333283,6.416428533333335,4.906666666666666,71.75833333333333,88.66666666666666,6.0,35.0,7.3871296695380915,3.4015000000000004,272,17,39,5,9,91,41,60,0.226,0.638,0.136,-0.5775,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,4,0,0,3,7,0,2,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,15,2,0,4,2,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,0,2,8,3,4,12,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,30,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363670160088557,0.8055239945942113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17033332535864276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802653787411076,0.12734767588243362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18626507827077646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08708794016739937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13217617810782953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556481627263785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34113799848514603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.185573046852424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14149304212966596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,xiaojiexiaojie,2018/04/14,"Does anyone ever have anxiety related to religion? A lot of times I get anxious over religion. Faith is something that's always just made me really uncomfortable. Every time I think or read about spirituality, I go into this spiral where I always worry over ""which religion is right?"" or ""what is actually the truth?"" I always have anxiety over not knowing things, and any kind of spiritual seeking always leads to me getting freaked out. 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I can’t sleep. I know it’s because I’m having anxious thoughts. What am I anxious about? Well I read an article today about thyroid storms. So now I’m being a hypochondriac and checking my heart rate and thinking I have thyroid issues. And now I’m anxious because I can’t sleep and when I can’t sleep I feel more anxious the next day. I’ve shut the tv off to try and sleep, I’ve turned it back on. I had water. I’ve gone to the bathroom. I had a couple of crackers in case I was hungry. Ugh just ugh. I took a lorazepam but that was at 8pm and I don’t want to take too much. I then took half a Benadryl but I read that it actually can raise your blood pressure so then I freak about that even though I’ve never had blood pressure issues. Sorry for the long post. I just needed to get all these thoughts and feelings out. Now hopefully I can sleep. Wish me luck! 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Please help! Hi everyone, I’m looking for some general tips for work-related anxiety that work for you guys. I have generalised anxiety but my part time job makes it flare up pretty bad. I work in a coffee shop and a combination of things make it stressful for me. One of the main things is my manager. He’s quite abrasive and is not afraid to take his moods out on you, including swearing at you in front of customers. He’s quite nice to me usually but when he’s around, I’m so anxious about messing things up that it makes me more likely to mess things up and seeing him on the schedule makes me feel very nervous before going into work. Another thing is that we really don’t have enough facilities to properly do our job. The store is in a train station and is very busy yet we hardly ever have enough staff or facilities (one coffee machine, one panini press etc) to cope with the amount of customers we get. Of course, this makes our job a lot more stressful and makes customers more likely to get pissed off at us. I hate even the slightest bit of confrontation, so having a customer get angry at me for things I can’t help is horrible. The other thing is we are constantly forced to up-sell and of course I know this is part of the job but it’s extremely excessive. For example, we are told to ask them if they want to try a different blend of coffee that is more expensive than the one they asked for, then we have to try and get them to sign up for our reward scheme, then we are suppose to offer them a cake they never asked for, and then we are supposed to offer them a completely different drink which is more expensive than the one they asked for. As you can imagine, this makes me cringe, slows down serving time and ultimately pisses customers off. If we don’t sell enough of this extra stuff we basically get threatened with our jobs. The customers don’t seem to understand we have to do this and get angry with us often. You can probably guess what coffee shop I work at based on that. I’m basically looking for general ways to cope with the anxiety I feel before/during work and tips that could help me deal with the specific problems in my job. Any help would be greatly appreciated. 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I experienced that when I get to know that some symptom is related to anxiety and not anyother disease I calm down. I'm sure that I'm not the only one like this so all I'm asking is that if you people could share in the comments some of the main symptoms or a less common one. I think this would help many other people so they come here and see that what they are feeling is something normal ! *sorry for my english* My main symptoms are : -Difficult breath -the feeling that I'm in a dream, and nothing is real Thank you and get better soon ! 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It would be one thing if I felt like I just need to be alone to like recharge or something, but I know this feeling too well. I have a group of friends down at the beach right now and I’m supposed to meet up with them after work and I was really excited a few hours ago but now I’m dreading it a little because I feel like presence there will make everything worse. I have to be honest, I have it treated everyone in my life as great as I should be and I’m trying so hard to make up for it, but I feel like they’ve moved on without me. One girl I used to be SUPER close with, is now a lot closer with another friend and it’s making me super insecure and sad. And I know our friendship can never be the same, or at least I don’t know how it will be. And they sent selfies together in a group message and it just made me... really sad. I know it’s terrible and selfish and obviously people can be friends with each other but I just miss having a really strong and healthy friendship with another girl the way that we did. I want to have a good weekend but it feels impossible now, and I want everyone there to have a good weekend and I don’t want to make it bad. I don’t know what to do. So I just feel like crawling into my little isolation hole and being sad by myself while knowing that everyone hates me... to be honest I don’t know why I’m overthinking it cause honestly no one would care if I did isolate myself. It’s just I want to be better, not just for other people but for myself too. 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Hey guys. I have a 2 hours group interview for a job in a six flags park tomorrow. I’m extremely nervous and I don’t know if I can do it. I’m so afraid of embarrassing myself if I start acting anxious. I really need a job but I’m terrified (I also speak really fast). I wonder if I should go. It’s the group aspect that’s scaring me so much. ;-; What should I do? I’m starting to think this is too much for me.",-0.7912794348508605,1.3338190714285716,2.6418367346938787,89.54876766091054,92.9795918367347,6.688854003139719,19.78335949764521,7.882392219407189,1.114614442700157,351,12,79,9,13,127,58,98,0.18,0.82,0.0,-0.9322,2,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,4,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,11,20,8,0,6,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,1,5,1,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,4,0,1,0,1,12,0,7,18,2,10,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,4,6,50,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16982745966863014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.479821874799201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2413827750647085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2102738042727908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20913581867655187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4214771165485732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11670973193470048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3122240336529096,0.15746525742027254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2720917056305483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21261346827973845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3006247451718363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13607431284942192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302997609869084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mlgattracing,2018/04/14,"How do i chill out before blood Work? I hate needles with a burning passion, and the thought of someone literally sucking blood out of me scares me to death. Do you feel anything when they start to suck it out of your arm? Also how do i calm down before blood work? EDIT: I apologize if this isn’t as serious as some questions, I thought this would be the best place to ask.",3.220400000000001,4.802831506666667,3.9170000000000016,89.24350000000004,73.93333333333334,6.6000000000000005,28.5,7.1686216300943375,1.4045999999999998,293,12,61,3,6,93,53,75,0.174,0.6970000000000001,0.129,-0.5913,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,2,1,3,4,8,3,1,3,0,6,5,4,2,0,14,14,8,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,1,10,3,13,10,2,7,0,0,0,1,6,5,2,3,2,43,13,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19320630658765114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988150555299843,0.0,0.2258620699348792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111652141156928,0.0,0.2535428166617134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12215950724734324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2385285911068046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2524191068081147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27064571526853337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24188233762238154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047057028281698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17100472678810574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3836045901537724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3517733045339824,0.0,0.0,0.17162470782346098,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kjmcounseling,2018/04/14,"Anxiety 101 The positive side of anxiety, how to manage your anxiety, resources, tips and tricks ",5.53125,9.165059625000003,6.705000000000003,61.24000000000001,77.75,13.2,39.25,11.20814326018867,7.309475000000003,78,5,10,4,2,26,14,16,0.311,0.519,0.17,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Challahween,2018/04/14,"My grandma has cancer My other grandma died 2 years ago from cancer and this grandma was just diagnosed the other day with Stage 4 ovarian cancer. She had surgery today and our large family was there. After 10+ hours of waiting, we were finally able to see her. She was frail and white and very drugged out. I wanted to leave, but my aunt pushed me to talk to her, to let her know I was there. I don't know what the fuck she was saying to me, but all I could muster through my tears was ""I love you too, I love you too."" My family members watched this happen, and I'm now having a panic attack about it. Did I seem stupid for saying that? Did she even know it was me? Was she even saying she loved me? Was I overreacting? Was it silly that her own children weren't crying as much as I was? I can't stop feeling embarrassed about this. I feel so embarrassed.",2.32824761904762,4.04017637714286,3.5245714285714307,90.57276190476192,76.65714285714286,6.495238095238094,21.38095238095238,7.3011,0.5481238095238092,666,17,143,8,15,216,101,175,0.17,0.685,0.14400000000000002,-0.4976,0,0,1,0,0,0,23.0,2,2,0,0,12,10,3,3,3,0,22,9,0,0,1,22,37,10,1,2,3,1,2,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,11,8,0,2,6,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,16,8,34,4,17,19,3,12,0,0,3,4,23,1,1,1,9,106,45,0,0.15093296874967493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13379297002236604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17170804134359055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12050769401917046,0.0,0.16579277890530672,0.09733927847057458,0.0,0.0,0.1531937861668873,0.1566445923195492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17503432570345212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937960475285976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845723404939388,0.0,0.15263248805624524,0.0,0.0,0.16533968972004087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395350975076179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13346952580155352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863857108713774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488464371600506,0.0,0.0,0.1598162209056399,0.0,0.15433918656803952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40866869133935024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11095309860097673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1770873185029233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36008386426656325,0.0,0.0,0.12027403473615166,0.13740370610383934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12618672020569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213142030417465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1430668062458808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453550619770393,0.08902417550693575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09719588334302838 anxiety,RogueRabbit1992,2018/04/14,"Something I’ve never done Today I did a thing. Something I’ve never done before. Ever. So the thing is most people think I’m super confident. I’m not. I don’t usually let my anxiety prevent me from doing things in life. However, this is a thing I’ve struggled with. I struggle a lot with how I view myself. I see myself as being a lot bigger than I am. Over the past two years I’ve gained all the weight I worked so hard to lose back. Today I made the choice to go sign up for a gym membership. The working out part isn’t hard. It’s the fact that it’s a new place, and fairly wide open. I struggle with open spaces. But I walked in and signed up!! It’s a huge step for me for many reasons. But it’s my first ever gym membership!! I just wanted to share with some people who would maybe understand. :)",0.3731954887218052,2.552465642857147,2.467944862155388,93.11740601503759,86.0238095238095,5.203508771929825,17.770676691729324,6.5966054737557815,-0.059992857142856966,620,15,135,7,19,208,99,168,0.096,0.782,0.122,0.7246,1,0,2,0,0,0,24.0,0,0,0,6,7,6,0,3,13,0,12,2,0,3,6,33,20,8,0,2,4,0,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,11,9,1,1,3,2,0,3,5,4,0,2,4,5,17,2,19,13,6,28,0,1,2,0,2,13,0,4,12,94,28,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09582316642323008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09631681542367276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658659955140892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25636789332977283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266087585290077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654565756418476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118785434481606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2244157977874929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12808631434453088,0.0884744816179512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401333283302863,0.0,0.21298227687120316,0.0,0.11852355737273013,0.0,0.12699346184165133,0.12583999296771167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19321568021885172,0.12097639525549668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13564382040577927,0.11957435589236895,0.17367831640587605,0.0,0.1308695061392548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12878761688381787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09981559552867243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286174889374288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3928452447338184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3328673552385242,0.08026122295262195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374626991959629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236032007812706,0.1303995458186965,0.0,0.0,0.1379556308776111,0.0,0.07388129211901226,0.0,0.0,0.15253231279929325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18238080000945472,0.0,0.0,0.08898074729035603,0.0,0.0,0.08066300428103666 anxiety,SlerpyPebble,2018/04/14,"Anxiety is getting in the way of me doing my job I have an appointment with my doctor may 1st, but I work in a theatre shop and we have a show to put up before then, and loud noises are getting to me, big time. I'm afraid of our loud ass air hoses, especially when hooked up to a pneumatics wrench which really doesn't go that fast. But today I found out I am just fine with our quiet ass saw stop table saw, even with the safety brake turned off (we we're going through some not great wood and didn't want the brake to go off by accident or the flooring would never get done). My doctor is likely going to just refer me to a specialist, and I'll be put in I don't know what's going on limbo again. I had two panic attacks for the first time in one weekend a month and a half ago, and in general my anxiety is getting worse and worse",4.7432203389830505,4.153490920903959,5.979666666666668,83.71695762711866,69.16949152542372,9.113898305084746,26.73954802259887,8.548686976883017,1.5804287005649718,651,16,144,9,10,220,112,177,0.22,0.75,0.031,-0.9893,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,4,0,0,2,5,6,1,2,12,0,16,4,2,0,1,31,32,12,0,2,6,0,0,1,0,2,2,3,0,0,3,13,0,3,3,3,1,7,5,3,0,4,6,5,17,3,25,23,1,35,0,0,2,2,4,14,2,3,14,96,20,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129701375804092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238645258615667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1664569460949003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12450516645622088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995237228810109,0.0,0.14973330309528635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09664113532795864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12445734159872618,0.0,0.16042926536109642,0.0,0.0,0.3057788067236662,0.0,0.4157772033335016,0.0,0.0,0.16131523735426276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519725091457467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08041211048734367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07148319661320918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116788998746169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11284885027220147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09914832623860796,0.0,0.0,0.1716717167086355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29417841240462145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373454952366392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12232773677232828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17063748020396086,0.0,0.13869160389283694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15915110526273835,0.1429306505984907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08630167968574347,0.1161397884771907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10652066938604073,0.0,0.2982194684928319,0.10393954586609436,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,woodenplank93,2018/04/14,"Focused on the wrong things I'm 24. Finished college, been working freelance from home for a few years, getting by. Live with my parents. Huge addiction to collecting, hoarding I guess but I keep it organised. I've thrown myself into collecting and gaming and neglected everything else. I can't cook much, I can't drive. All my friendships from school fell away by the end and I didn't make an effort to make friends at college. I have very little confidence. I can go to a counter and pay for something, but it's always kind of nervy, not overtly noticeable but there. I know a few people on Twitter and Facebook through games, quite good friends with them, a couple of them want to meet up but I feel like if they met me, this facade I've kept up would shatter. I just imagine meeting them in a cafe or something and not having the confidence to order, and not being able to look them in the eye. I've fallen into a rut, kept doing what I know and not breaking out of that routine. How can I catch up? I don't know, it sounds silly, but experience of socialising and life and all that, that builds your confidence, yes? Over years you build that confidence, but here I am, without those years, wanting to meet with my peers but it's literally square one for me whereas they've got other friends, they've had friends for years etc.",4.582845777233786,6.018284306201551,4.753076295389636,85.17097307221545,70.27906976744185,7.602121583027338,30.24561403508772,8.032893268588372,2.02148527131783,1053,43,204,14,19,329,151,258,0.042,0.75,0.208,0.9929,1,0,2,0,0,0,34.0,0,2,5,3,4,10,0,0,11,1,14,4,1,3,2,49,32,20,0,4,15,1,1,1,4,1,2,1,1,0,13,16,1,4,5,3,1,5,9,2,0,1,7,5,27,8,37,23,6,28,0,1,3,0,18,15,0,3,7,136,40,5,0.13558206561533898,0.0,0.0,0.1478044641852488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11281513984478493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273838137342899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1500189767912698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11326141831094645,0.0,0.12008546724606205,0.0,0.1512098426615677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12185241819300817,0.13262527633045093,0.0,0.0,0.06855436616037162,0.09685985476617584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41900147027422185,0.0,0.07083603334062276,0.0,0.07705441237912536,0.11371980399061304,0.10843736352999284,0.0,0.14935893093253136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599986649810558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12051156953852855,0.0,0.14118785740799758,0.2235370724545559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09576562258215332,0.06623854874498958,0.13588884843322938,0.1197214479169358,0.0,0.11385478790109435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810041632204647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09966841849968716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15436108033494372,0.0,0.0,0.09187391655239133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1505478388101365,0.0,0.0,0.09399553292355356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14420821590824867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13721628878374587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20875539610219987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09007469987036427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11186940343524457,0.15993963022023724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13069627299589248,0.0,0.09870535854257476,0.0,0.0,0.09631360937363492,0.14823770472113978,0.0,0.3492416200945809 anxiety,is_a_socialist,2018/04/14,"Does anyone else’s anxiety flair up acter eating? (Whether it’s just a bit or a lot) This hasn’t happened to me in a while, I’m talking years ago, but recently it seems like I have either a mini or a relatively normal strength anxiety attack after almost every meal, sometimes larger snacks. Anyone else deal with this? I’ve seen a little bit online about this, but it’s just on a random person’s usually. I just don’t like trusting those sites.",3.0705681818181816,5.229296738636368,4.656818181818182,81.2677272727273,75.93181818181819,6.672727272727273,23.5,7.6454224807358475,1.3438590909090906,355,11,63,5,8,119,62,88,0.08800000000000001,0.742,0.171,0.8466,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,1,4,5,1,0,7,0,3,3,0,0,0,15,7,6,0,1,9,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,1,3,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,1,3,4,7,6,4,11,0,0,1,0,3,5,0,6,8,38,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15439080887715775,0.0,0.1744056586797812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2664784780608184,0.0,0.0,0.24356681629417665,0.3569145995570415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19814302193394548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802961067162258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17956117177194625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524169583561554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17821894450627498,0.29099264200031905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1467453687635497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15401756942466974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701809017493873,0.17456365818855646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14807273416506272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17064919211518825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520781444451143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1719714315653216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15855742887346555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17225815138678316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13999089737504106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.191823167238156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11215948824778647 anxiety,EggiestEgg,2018/04/14,"Dealing with angry people Whenever someone gives me stern criticism (even if they weren’t trying to be mean), it really throws me off. Today we were making a line for something at my college. Me and this other girl arrived first, and after a couple minutes, more people arrived. They asked us the make a line so I just slipped into the second spot because we crowding around the table (like only a half step into the line), and the lady who asked us to make the line called me thoughtless and chewed me out because I didn’t turn around quick enough and acknowledge the people behind me who moved out of my way i guess. And i normally would, i just.... i don’t know, i just wasn’t thinking. I turned to the people and uttered “sorry”...And now I’m super fixated over this dumb mistake, almost in tears, and I’m shaking. I’m gonna be so so anxious around that lady, she’s a person I see every now and then and runs a leadership position in one of the groups i frequent. And another time, this dude I hardly knew told me that “we weren’t cool” and I haven’t been to the place I see him in 2 weeks (a cultural office at a university)... I only really see this response be this dramatic if it’s done by people i don’t know well (maybe the people i know well aren’t anxiety triggers for me idk lol) I know it sounds dumb but does it sound like my anxiety is getting really out of control and I should see a therapist? Why am I so sensitive to things other people can brush off so easily? 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Highly recommend you give it a look- I’ve only done lesson 1 so far- by no means am I ‘cured’ but I really feel like I have a chance To get better for the first time in a long time ",0.09269113149847286,2.4601970458715634,2.508220183486241,90.02263608562694,92.30275229357798,6.5763914373088665,17.358409785932718,7.793537801064563,0.7541151070336394,414,11,89,10,15,141,75,109,0.069,0.682,0.249,0.968,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,5,5,4,0,0,8,0,5,2,1,2,3,17,14,8,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,8,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,3,1,0,1,4,4,10,3,7,10,2,11,0,1,2,0,3,5,0,0,6,53,18,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14260537968998602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1648670861354153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1605571817380483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076514653637613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09425597748162716,0.13317343301456694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15856274133283466,0.0,0.4087843076013216,0.0,0.0,0.09739306097327843,0.1788242666734271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19695549321831232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316689639358853,0.09107194054304353,0.0,0.0,0.16496957521258407,0.15653991022944366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443207696412903,0.0,0.0,0.20305832742101754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822391693377485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370349510308269,0.0,0.14377314207072867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417754318368302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12923525270280145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1896489644394624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388417901129687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14824304241745934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21317942922265515,0.0,0.24768893239518086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739775482673704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1479659054435998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13571083175564186,0.0,0.1899706993401196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,narciopath,2018/04/15,"What are your methods for coping with panic attacks? I am new here, sorry if this is a common question. Also, I would be interested in what symptoms manifest during your panic attacks. TIA.",2.7494117647058838,5.788644529411767,4.762000000000004,73.03300000000004,89.0,5.072941176470589,27.388235294117646,6.742157984588678,2.1469600000000004,150,7,20,2,5,51,29,34,0.308,0.54,0.152,-0.7155,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,2,0,0,2,5,2,2,1,0,5,1,0,0,0,4,5,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,19,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19778205178428668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5627253677684666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2388636043144687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5803544531282888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770554741087199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768549635392981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25706061532124297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17568933152191624,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Asdf1ghjk,2018/04/15,"Been on 1 month of lexapro So lexapro seems to be working well for me. I had a recent shitty event happen in my life and I’ve been insanely depressed, but shortly after got prescribed 10mg a day of lexapro. However there are some weird side effects... I’ve been having incredibly weird and vivid dreams lately. Does the side effects subside over time? Also, how long does it take for the drug to take full effect? I’ve been feeling better but still sometimes have my downs, even though I’ve only been on it for a month. Help!",2.8794117647058783,5.27905105882353,3.1958431372549043,90.31729411764708,77.62745098039215,5.2564705882352944,24.90588235294117,6.2581,0.7422047058823531,416,15,80,3,10,128,71,102,0.08,0.78,0.14,0.8101,1,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,5,8,5,0,0,5,0,10,2,0,4,0,11,16,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,5,1,0,0,0,3,1,0,7,2,4,2,13,8,2,19,0,1,1,0,1,9,0,2,10,48,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16476771565400167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1822229844003098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13287682094645892,0.0,0.17745936747604896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3606087369289303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23893750931195384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13608549630419872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417849867355047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16478661193140598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18219783997169292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13810225902646658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2324187120230285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455300273918033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18233626271405876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3289135377664559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15670042401750375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20343668248424315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187568347949682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20377586282803448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16454141554032364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3098283670014813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20243030785885524,0.0,0.12014183247563676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18525200839041267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499973909749909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lstruggling,2018/04/15,"what should i tell my doctor tomorrow to make sure i get something prescribed that will help I'm certain therapy won't help me and I have a lot of things I want to do but can't because of my social anxiety. It really limits what I can do in my daily life. I want something that will help and not make me feel worse for 3-4 weeks. I can't waste more time. 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It's not working. Need new coping skills to deal with flare ups. Hello, first post on this sub. My doctor and I agreed to stop my medication a year ago and just keep up with therapy. Therapy is great but it is not enough. Anxiety is still a huge huge part of my life. I'm posting because while I don't want to go back on medication, this current set up is not working. I was wondering if anyone had some helpful coping skills to suggest when a situation happens to curb the intense anxiety. Holding ice cubes helps a lot but that's not always practical. Can anyone suggest something similar? Also if anyone has any advice about re considering medication I'm happy to hear it. I don't want to go back on medication but at the end of the day I want to do what's best for myself. Thank you.",3.1957142857142853,5.161674567901237,5.020388007054674,79.6788888888889,74.92592592592592,8.085361552028218,28.23809523809524,8.841846274778883,2.3906687830687825,648,27,124,14,14,221,98,162,0.053,0.746,0.201,0.9823,1,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,1,0,6,7,4,0,0,8,0,11,7,0,0,0,26,24,10,0,6,10,0,0,0,0,0,7,1,0,0,7,4,0,5,1,0,0,2,6,0,0,1,2,1,10,4,21,22,5,30,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,5,16,81,17,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10776465830971757,0.1955137102731812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08819113692370488,0.09176206567203067,0.0,0.0,0.07499440340852495,0.0,0.16872829520271201,0.0,0.0,0.2313317044231753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1695975271158522,0.0,0.06722586319393191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11573239846645945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07112168705842692,0.11369417379653125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11287658672132418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09767563597271044,0.1139490566309244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380438902767599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534970144576546,0.0,0.0,0.12158444882793505,0.0,0.0,0.09752052814696288,0.11739545776744037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12429394242313226,0.0,0.14783715592503302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09802222089560383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07789425568763926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09375638957219386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5554791322388221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08177146443204349,0.0,0.10650942612913364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194228464062818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21123613617547415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395970707945643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08489918282633034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880700108631049,0.1843985812594936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153130762620116,0.25223032779843746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19513858076170465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11959430939097182,0.1605707816384677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14203382862715458 anxiety,midved,2018/04/15,My CEO and CTO want me have a meeting with them tomorrow afternoon in a coffee shop. No memo whatsoever of what will be discussed in this meeting has been given to me. The second I received the message I got a panic attack since usually the meetings are organised well ahead of time and I know what they're about. My first thought is I'm being given a warning or something but why would they have it in a fairly nice coffee shop? I honestly don't know what to expect tomorrow. ,4.374817629179333,5.8280499468085125,5.58969604863222,78.90500000000003,70.80851063829788,8.350151975683891,30.44984802431611,8.841846274778883,2.6185550151975683,381,16,69,7,7,127,67,94,0.08199999999999999,0.805,0.113,0.5994,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,2,2,2,5,1,1,8,0,11,0,0,0,0,11,19,4,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,0,3,2,2,1,2,2,1,2,5,0,10,3,10,10,0,11,0,0,0,0,8,3,0,1,7,52,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3402779989309715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2544207144551258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2392236178365709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.328763355190352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35093824322209405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24742484188271624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23026759168974945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2374579702718658,0.17441200763506606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294246895969963,0.0,0.17642137235356956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689335932041162,0.0,0.2698980249971216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21247740936532836,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Komorebi43,2018/04/15,"Advice for Socially-Awkward People? So I'm nineteen, and I'm still struggling to get rid of my social anxiety. My Social Anxiety is completely stupid! It's disabling me from doing normal things that shouldn't be difficult! I know what caused it, and I know that I can fix myself. However, I don't know how, which is why I am asking the internet. I may see a psychologist when I transfer to another college next year, but some advice on getting through this on my own would be great! My question: What can I do to gain confidence and stop worrying about what other people think of me?",5.040803571428572,6.392702901785718,6.095000000000002,76.3,69.08928571428571,9.528571428571428,31.857142857142854,9.827888789773867,3.2882107142857144,463,20,82,11,8,154,77,112,0.127,0.726,0.14800000000000002,0.8158,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,1,2,0,13,0,0,2,0,17,23,7,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,11,3,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,1,15,1,11,18,2,7,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,3,5,62,26,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34865882044908586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18706687649650985,0.27294944977549235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16677895624897585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1832648859750531,0.0,0.0,0.1870479274211688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864121989114136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19668549586760695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2941302275785181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18972933006814172,0.0,0.1747931143686669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2473587686068439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19984767658756405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216088288207213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637105702365879,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14246964907649787,0.1491495283399011,0.0,0.1865013395671921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1185203495823853,0.11431085749382715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1609773235816431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811728152367343,0.0,0.12672951082749306,0.0,0.0,0.11488308859729796 anxiety,MiscLeine,2018/04/15,"Help me in poor That was the catchy title. I just needed somewhere to vent about shit for a minute! Last week on Easter Sunday my brother committed suicide. So there’s anxiety +100 points , my dog also had puppies that I’m trying to rehome . Anxiety +50 and ya know general life stuff . I have a toddler. My skin is a mess. I keep getting dark hair on my chin and it’s super gross. Every single dog shelter in my town is FULL ( what da fuck man ) and I’m tying to give them away via FB and Craig’s, and of course people are sooooo excited and want them but never show up. FML. I’m gonna go eat Italian food and not do the dishes. 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Everyday I am so close to panic attacks and can't stop racing thoughts of how I could die in this instant (WWIII, a building could collapse, stroke, you name it). I literally can't do this any longer. What do I do? I seriously think of being hospitalized so that some of my ways of possible death are eliminated, but that's not really possible because I'm attending university for the first time in two years.",5.178979591836736,6.565198530612246,6.486326530612246,73.49438775510204,68.79591836734693,10.906122448979593,34.40816326530612,10.914260884657429,4.143657142857142,408,20,76,13,7,138,71,98,0.192,0.7809999999999999,0.027000000000000003,-0.9167,0,0,0,0,0,1,13.0,0,1,0,1,4,4,1,2,2,0,12,1,0,1,0,14,17,7,3,3,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,1,8,0,13,12,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,1,5,52,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13680094733368708,0.0,0.1538927545032324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288573220089459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12262997440165405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3212321090951664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4175606643104172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18079657457176165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111315911321814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23602697437581066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4535727545954154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887319205934808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.201403980827136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16818522087488902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2300528187493408,0.0,0.0,0.12890015161284304,0.0,0.159704698325569,0.11730251476429494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19651163076317585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186539328103064,0.1596775718474484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954541556774735 anxiety,WhoWhichWhatsit3,2018/04/15,"Please tell me I am not Alone in this. I really struggle with some people I hang out with.It takes SO much effort for me to WANT them to come over, or for I to go to them for fear of they don't really want to see me. Every time they leave, I find myself hating myself for saying the wrong thing, or for rambling, or for saying something at the wrong time or even just hating myself for even saying anything at all. but at the same time I hate silence so I say something to break that silence. I dont want to be viewed as the quiet girl. even if it's family, or family I married into, or friends I have known for years, I just dont feel genuine love from them and always feel like there's an underlying motive or they're judging me. why is this? why can't I escape my thoughts?",3.489888455103181,4.0625679386503055,4.6676185164528725,87.99086447295038,72.06748466257669,7.154266592303403,22.793641940881205,6.980632752743323,0.5824773006134967,606,13,132,5,11,200,93,163,0.16899999999999998,0.759,0.07200000000000001,-0.9198,0,1,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,5,2,8,10,3,2,5,0,8,1,0,1,1,29,22,13,0,4,12,0,2,1,1,0,0,5,0,1,5,5,0,0,6,0,0,3,5,7,0,0,1,9,25,3,27,20,4,16,0,0,2,1,13,8,0,9,5,93,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12606021661767086,0.0,0.0,0.10127677816361406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10016122036037532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1048468481048985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2852985633220522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2411751806468367,0.0,0.10255028666140416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294844741376333,0.13696341363475334,0.12308570185390905,0.0869533471979943,0.0,0.0,0.1112454672709488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09403684428697744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06917354035801483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3605056173298005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12887879879518996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05946388770475077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10985269986270632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08947466026456093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438197877844028,0.0,0.0,0.13360671462404392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1559477189328878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3871711780713008,0.0,0.0,0.09699123803082713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1874045803656131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724313082688968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151466591519887,0.0,0.10638443003688557,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08086215564219504,0.0,0.0,0.09662825529792134,0.2129192966000132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21537229584173875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196580324001579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26615287907601176,0.0,0.07838058378619092 anxiety,Turbulent_Mode,2018/04/15,"have you ever been around someone all your life but everytime you see them you feel nothing but pain? Here is some context on the question: I had to pick up my mother today from the airport and when I saw her I felt ill. I gave her a hug but all I felt was chest pain and headaches. I'm normally healthy besides my anxiety and depression. When my mom was gone I was the least stressed I've ever been. In fact, I was nothing but happy all week without her. But her returning brought back my physical symptoms. I consider her a very passive aggressive person that I just can't talk to. She always criticises my hobbies like when I play videogames or boardgames in my off time. When I tell her to stop she just says ""I haven't judged you! How dare you to assume that I did!"" so she isn't very considerate of my feelings. I'm a very academic student I spend hours studying in the library before I allow myself any break. It seems that isn't enough for her. I've almost completely stopped talking to her and I have been avoiding her only talking to her when necessary. I'm currently living with my parents until I go off to university. I don't need advice I just want to know if there are others who also have a similar problem.",2.8939618406285064,4.991522378600827,4.062583239805466,85.60904882154883,76.24279835390945,7.051926674148897,28.740927796483355,8.00094639256281,1.9976436213991773,970,43,189,16,22,316,141,243,0.14,0.742,0.118,-0.7754,2,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,6,1,0,17,11,1,2,8,0,19,7,1,3,6,44,36,20,0,5,11,3,4,1,0,0,5,1,0,1,6,6,0,3,9,1,1,3,6,7,0,0,15,7,48,4,22,21,6,29,0,1,2,1,32,8,0,7,18,136,54,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482316615316745,0.0,0.0,0.12791020324443705,0.0,0.0,0.10215127213437923,0.10628745777691467,0.0,0.0,0.08686557377944985,0.0,0.09771849304388146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371305565880167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09822190613506253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10869482063275193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339298658386164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11001973334331666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13198651813992687,0.0,0.0,0.2310909482597853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12917538033846576,0.0,0.24529519824687615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07259590878971775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359784641864445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12579526284123546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0702009416548685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022445551798068,0.06240587001552731,0.0,0.11279415473818286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14960408824546226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09471540346793247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12515518712056098,0.24513428768355866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09714978200582876,0.2718424530652989,0.0,0.14183687653052032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11153506435663904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12222710486606812,0.0,0.0,0.14309472915604468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015816285526258,0.0,0.0,0.10178989008001384,0.11628701216832438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823118730636856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21358778571737516,0.146322358336403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13276770381243205,0.0,0.30801060477899217,0.11164781128206366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448450065128827,0.0,0.12107978678701142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31618933000955296,0.07534262119994459,0.0,0.1024629559275928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12313395716889845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Atomictourist12,2018/04/15,"It’s bad lately The spiral starts with a few rejections. The girl you are sleeping with decides she doesn’t want to see you anymore. You are left wondering why but conclude it’s probably because you are weird and gross and you were lucky she was even talking to you in the first place. You go on a date and during it the girl goes to the restroom and never comes back. Further establishing the idea you are disgusting. You are convinced nobody will ever want to be with you. You start adopting the mindset that you should just give up. You try so hard and for what? It never works out. You delete your dating apps. You download them again. And delete them again. You eat some bad food and regret it. You delete your social media thinking this will help your anxiety. Your friends reach out. You’re annoyed by your roommate and act grumpy, then feel bad for being grumpy. Sleep is the only reprieve you get and when you wake up it feels like the nightmare continues. It feels like your mind is battling against you. You feel ungrateful. You feel bad about being ungrateful. Guilt and shame. You have a good job, food, housing, friends, a nice truck, a nice family. You get to do fun things. You get to go to Asia next month. Why aren’t you happy? You’re distracted all the time. You’re never present. A million different thoughts in your brain at once. And fears attached to those thoughts. The obsessive list never stops. What if your forget to do something important? At work you are distracted by thoughts of plastic in the ocean. Bombs in Syria. Animals dying. You are convinced your cat is dying. You see the hair falling out of your head and bad skin on your face and for just one second you wish someone could see you how you see yourself, a monster. No wonder you’re alone. You’re so sick of playing a character. You try so hard to be okay all the time. You try so hard to be perfect. You can’t seem to tell anyone the real truth. The truth is you feel like you’re a bad daughter, friend, worker, sister. You tell yourself this constantly. You tell yourself these things so much that now you’re embarrassed to go into public. Afraid that everyone can see it on you. You’re afraid to call your sponsor. You’re embarrassed to admit to her what it’s really like. You’re scared to go to meetings. You shouldn’t need those anyone. From all the lies you tell yourself you feel like a real piece of shit. The incessant thoughts won’t stop and you don’t know what to do about it. Exercise more. Eat healthier. Meditate. Call a friend. Write. See a doctor? A therapist? This is what it’s been like your whole life. Sometimes worse than others. So you hold out for a good day, or a string of good days. A drink or a drug starts to sound like the only way to make it go away.",1.6367631948950887,4.337614680970152,2.035460739779364,94.30521306510923,86.89179104477611,5.122171749945923,20.8278174345663,6.7026698264267655,0.4263662989400823,2183,70,437,27,69,663,245,536,0.19,0.643,0.168,-0.9484,3,1,3,0,0,0,73.0,0,57,2,6,18,51,4,11,36,1,35,19,9,3,11,80,76,27,2,9,6,2,12,7,4,5,5,1,0,2,29,23,5,3,20,3,0,8,11,25,0,4,7,19,62,26,57,58,9,58,0,2,6,0,84,20,1,8,36,272,91,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06484496282966673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047896393699600436,0.0,0.062092186090036326,0.08755658025577298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05882405168908698,0.04814313994852094,0.3136598524935423,0.038166407198788416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989334243618645,0.12786339370952046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05393287549861958,0.0,0.06765904741781989,0.0,0.0499889017382294,0.0,0.0,0.08075639761161862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299583598710514,0.06541400814947868,0.0,0.06408387438012515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06133385536762188,0.07260759389367445,0.12813109400679795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04135324118397039,0.05663422906703178,0.0,0.05982643200911491,0.0,0.0,0.05902303119378615,0.0704535316887983,0.22160208759798936,0.1789140687920619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05325593958289261,0.15141625255744634,0.0,0.1934889796644513,0.0,0.0981332485939779,0.060061110585397176,0.17791321376656855,0.15754261311339482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06664939104634257,0.16825848807424573,0.0,0.06425580904783061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04196608882409183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07224340571937443,0.0,0.07067894375757759,0.0,0.0,0.06213065394920689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034408757593860514,0.0,0.07062668186528495,0.0,0.06802582757183061,0.0,0.0442232161816158,0.21411620445899396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04179258706851868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06321813979766737,0.0,0.04997461605138572,0.0,0.046025472387132185,0.046424439352328366,0.19315442463722896,0.0,0.06658632722491087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06667748839895217,0.04242608113013298,0.09523528375927784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06541400814947868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750404980595592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425275214187714,0.040109498099009634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06268342125334216,0.0,0.2993518523288359,0.056997691465249564,0.0,0.0,0.0642681513106321,0.0,0.0,0.12531021018792482,0.06382289716680697,0.053049155756762965,0.04820015137993186,0.06192278113284421,0.0,0.1329468050160724,0.0,0.0,0.1046893413465901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050323457142419085,0.2188952104475476,0.0,0.0,0.07269490676361792,0.08319045639669066,0.04011788878245883,0.0,0.19882103303353907,0.07301665952032663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127524014390979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738578693744676,0.04969681562260285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11299137292002175,0.06990170511915779,0.07199828243581483,0.0,0.13579550768150567,0.09116148971657492,0.0,0.06380482578401447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,noysefa,2018/04/15,"Anxiety, energy and working out I have my panic disorder under control, but if I take anything with caffeine I'll freak out. I'm working out alot and have a high protein diet. Any suggestions for stuff that will help boost my energy for workouts so I don't give up 15 minutes in???",3.1669090909090905,5.349566418181824,5.005454545454548,78.76818181818184,75.72727272727272,8.036363636363637,31.0,8.841846274778883,2.9985636363636363,223,11,39,5,5,76,43,55,0.151,0.655,0.194,0.5632,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,1,2,0,4,1,0,1,0,10,7,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,9,6,1,7,0,0,0,0,3,7,0,2,0,27,7,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1950569935140357,0.0,0.21942726715023428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2360399876073957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3217087829331872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3287366774286571,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27515736237719396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225882101706707,0.3030559276310077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33653796196061125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32835636878981433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156635125929845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41763721676647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mielipuolikuu,2018/04/15,"Annoyed with my nurse I visited a new psychiatric nurse for the first time because of my difficulties at work. I am going to start a new therapy where she is going to be present but I didn't feel comfortable with her at all. They sent me a summary of the visit and she wrote all kinds of things about me. I thought the visit went well and I didn't feel that much anxious but she wrote that I was ""unnatural"" and ""waxy"". I was looking around in the room and she wrote that I was ""glancing paranoidly"" (don't know if that's written right). I got kinda annoyed that my normal behavior is considered as a symptom. I don't know if I want to continue the therapy with her because I don't think we're on the same page and I feel like she didn't understand me at all. It's going to be an intensive period and cost a lot so I want to be sure I get what I'm paying for. My friends also thought it was kinda ridiculous and not fitting for me. I don't know if I'm just thinking too much.",2.979674796747968,3.976156073170735,4.648292682926833,86.07845528455286,73.6341463414634,8.393495934959349,28.300813008130078,8.841846274778883,2.0441642276422765,765,30,168,15,15,259,103,205,0.094,0.838,0.068,-0.224,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,1,2,8,9,3,0,12,0,17,1,0,0,4,43,45,15,0,6,7,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,9,11,0,0,11,0,2,8,8,3,1,1,16,5,32,6,22,26,8,26,0,0,2,0,16,10,0,6,9,119,41,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12264547985445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1732581532875628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13652685850689295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18697906700493455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2326369928044239,0.10956357996495666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045170644194842,0.0,0.0,0.11848897875349512,0.0,0.08012658517867068,0.0,0.2614816208242297,0.0,0.12265954537086815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1597054542621919,0.2528552409264985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07492611412337838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287874960034615,0.0,0.0,0.13038495465196467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22548100586424985,0.0,0.0,0.29624064576762515,0.0,0.0,0.15026457977422195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13097238588371027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10855213344079756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14454416097980718,0.15940436573152592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3507711847897676,0.0,0.10188851310886356,0.19653946926893365,0.0,0.2435084540702363,0.08942803288909681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1596577810884165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18091662957272905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13789304156375828,0.14217036378929093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11165113214092508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,voxmyth,2018/04/15,"I’ve been having my first experiences with anxiety My left eyelid twitches and I start to cover it with my hand so people won’t see. When it gets really bad I feel weak and shaky. I get hysterical sometimes too. Like my body feels cold too. I think its triggered by the thought of my ex, but today I just had it after I felt the eye twitches and I went to the bathroom and I peed and washed my hands. I think the cold water affected my too. Last week I also had this really bad spell and thoughts of suicide. One of my teachers already referred me to a counselor to get help. I try using breathing exercises but it feels like it doesn’t work sometimes. 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Anyone else experience this? I am just recently coming to terms with the fact that a lot of what I just accepted about the way I am may really be anxiety. Which will still be who I am, but I could try to be more conscious of it and challenge it. Basically I never really find myself worrying about things per say. If i have to present something in class, roommate has a few people over and we are hanging out, my friends come over, I can even be loud or joking around with my group of friends, or even meeting new people when my new school program started. Other than a little normal worry, nothing major. My problem seems to be say in my class once people started getting closer with eachother I am more fearful to go from just casually being friends with people in the class to actually asking them to hang out (other than the core group of friends I have). Then people in the class outside my friend group I won't talk to because i suddenly feel like I don't know what to talk about (because can't do the i am just meeting you small talk), or I will for some reason think they don't like me. But I still never truly worry so much as I just rationalize reasons. Even when I first meet people I am very reserved and try not to offend people. In my classes I don't tend to speak up, or when on work term rotations don't chat around with coworkers because want to make sure no one is offended. I will only tend to go to big class events that involve drinking, or even skip classes (but then that's also because I want to do other more fun stuff and I know I can just study on my own and pass). With my significant other I will read into the way they said things or looks give when talking or joking around either just us or when hanging out with people. But again I never really worry about say her leaving me, cheating on me etc. It seems almost like i try to rationalize my anxiety as more of like a justified thought process as opposed to like experiencing any of the physical signs of worrying? Only thing that is more normally anxiety like is that if i see people out in public that i am only sort of close with I will try to avoid them so don't have to do small talk and such. But looking at the list of symptoms of anxiety; I have been fatigued last year, I do tend to feel tense in my muscles, concentration seems to be unfocused lately just thinking of random things, i tend to not sleep well for last few years, and I have been more irritable since 8 years ago I was attacked by a dog. For restlessness I have noticed that about myself too in classes that require group work I will be restless for the class to just get started, or when its over I don't like sitting around till the next class, or if its the last class of the day I won't want to sit around so I just leave. While classmates seem to be able to sit around and chat more carefree. I tend to worry about hobbies and such that I start and like by recognizing the similarities in them and thinking I will eventually become bored or not like them. Say thinking about a video game I will be like "" I just follow the same basic formula the last one played and beat it, pretty simple."" But then actually playing them I like it. Or for traveling solo the first few days sometimes when I am getting used to it and a little scared I will think oh all cities are basically the same just some old monuments and places to buy food (stuff like that) but then once I settle in I start really enjoying it. So it seems like instead of just being scared I will like almost try to think my way around it? TL:DR I have anxiety but instead of worrying, heart rate increasing, sweating - I tend to just ruminate and over think things a lot and justify my avoidance or attitude with thinking but not physiological anxiety. 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Losing an item, being late for work, being late leaving work, meeting family/strangers/pets. My heart beats harder, my brain can't focus fully and I think out every hypothetical situation that could happen. It hurts my head and body and I shake so slightly no one notices, it's like I'm vibrating. I feel as if I could probably phase through the floor. Today I had a nerve wrenching phone call, and the last few days I've acted the phone call through my mind a million times, crying at the end as if it was real. And then the real phone call came, I felt as if it went (somewhat) better than all my hypotheticals (they were literally all negative). I know I love him, I just have hope now. But waiting for the phone call and not acting on my hypotheticals is something I've had to master. I can't stop myself thinking but I can stop myself from acting. He loves me in his own way and I have to trust what he says is true. Love needs courage. I'm still so scared. The point of this post was to express how my anxiety does and doesn't help. It's my companion who tries to keep me alert to things regardless of whether I want them to or not. tl:dr my anxiety prepares me sometimes for upsetting situations. Even though it tires me out physically. Also love is hard man!",3.426033219345385,5.434145962546818,4.626529881126853,82.56902784562777,74.39325842696628,7.340107474352711,26.21543722520762,8.18289091462,1.6930525647288714,1080,39,210,18,23,355,163,267,0.114,0.727,0.159,0.9583,0,0,2,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,2,7,9,18,0,4,10,0,19,9,4,1,3,46,39,25,0,9,10,0,3,1,1,0,1,1,0,1,12,12,0,4,6,0,0,6,8,7,0,2,8,4,34,11,24,27,6,29,0,2,0,4,25,8,0,6,14,137,46,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615861107114588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14570752866195166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07951642844265536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08422675123025307,0.0,0.1057835268084295,0.0,0.10631266166063348,0.3889783272743513,0.10892234779600216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520732307840393,0.0,0.10461009869122162,0.06141806413146009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08333993232721182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434907441558331,0.0,0.0,0.06290117177578057,0.0,0.16047753785387195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048153181774491176,0.0,0.0914395935095566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16843025804333334,0.0,0.0853109756984318,0.0,0.0977375791302193,0.0,0.0,0.1128527717660458,0.06383335589436433,0.0,0.0,0.0945888697284123,0.0,0.0,0.10194998766417084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846483723639542,0.0,0.0,0.05233812659022176,0.0776284366934847,0.2148562444330834,0.10083907605497013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04652653152294402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654250801938583,0.0,0.0,0.3438096835121242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09615921163393064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07061481883134815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1084245625273109,0.0,0.0,0.06453303636025844,0.0,0.0,0.11173660269085248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002693088235725,0.0,0.09120786566725507,0.0,0.10267838048087936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2167943273818526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07573391480368417,0.09534586733381488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3211410845556279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466316020105793,0.09418888051708288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07605401107548197,0.15923980937406532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06326925094739838,0.12204422876363387,0.09356694073254547,0.0,0.11106344536693906,0.1094574960459066,0.09027071516406336,0.0,0.0,0.06465764798667821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05617149219149193,0.07559233198384348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08828289028280133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13866300100851706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sasquatchsquat,2018/04/15,"I've been taking fluoxetine for 2 months - I can't tell if it's working... I am taking fluoxetine as an anti-depressant/anti-anxiety. I've been taking 20mg a day. I should have been back to see my doctor a few weeks after starting it but I just can't bring myself to go there yet. I haven't noticed any changes. I am still experiencing the same amount of anxiety as before and my mood has definitely not improved at all. I'm worried that I'm doing something wrong. Any advice would be very appreciated! 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As I've gotten older my anxiety has become a lot worse, and attacks more and more frequent. I've had one everyday this week, dude to a lot of changes in my life. Ive tried going to the doctor to get help, but they just always want to put me on an antidepressant. I have my reason for not wanting to take it. The risks in my mind, outweigh all the benefits. And the doc won't give me emergency meds, for fear of addiction. Truth is, I don't want to take xanex, because I've seen way too many people ruin their lives. I guess all I'm asking is for words of encouragement from strangers who I know are going through the same thing.",4.394057971014494,4.936842463768119,5.097246376811594,85.82818840579714,70.01449275362319,8.45217391304348,27.65217391304348,8.515128840125781,1.7069217391304354,532,17,114,8,9,172,95,138,0.119,0.746,0.135,0.0966,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,2,0,3,7,1,2,8,0,9,3,0,1,3,24,26,5,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,4,1,15,3,18,21,8,12,0,1,1,0,7,3,0,4,4,70,19,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810789797854344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13821267537522436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12706987860766725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1552857625637438,0.18896842947561734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10125607284878528,0.18344993421357472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17571707668114706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1700155170191745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691431708462264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08678301240814039,0.15934306200576778,0.1888026110509144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18298339623361096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11133668739156903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09128696991082604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11732488143226168,0.0,0.0,0.14667376771558552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28243308041057824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16840440973232135,0.0,0.0,0.18450522129743752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1677187096856343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12316476079447684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255705414518534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11515629991292226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16698141435935818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078361584626345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24978059218621046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110352788374254,0.0,0.0,0.13186882446033493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127743989095592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2939191169954253,0.2636928520321749,0.13323942035879774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692751967467169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,wannabewebber,2018/04/15,"What do you guys do about your anxiety symptoms? I've got anxiety. That I know for sure. But I also get headaches from it. I'm pretty sure it's from it. The headaches are weird as they kind of occur between my eyes where my nose meets my forehead. Mostly around there. If it's not there it's usually just kind of all around my head, like I'm doing a handstand and blood is rushing to it. I talked with one doctor, and he set me up for a ct, but I'm between towns right now, spending another 4 months in another city before I can settle down for awhile and get into the long haul of seeing doctors. I don't think folks will have the same symptoms as me, but just whatever symptoms you've got, what do you do about them?",3.816845637583892,4.430627630872484,4.5552281879194645,88.94237248322149,71.34899328859059,7.570738255033557,26.980536912751678,7.554174236665415,1.262924295302013,563,18,123,6,10,181,93,149,0.03,0.915,0.055,0.5362,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,3,2,0,11,6,0,0,5,0,11,10,5,0,3,21,21,10,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,0,1,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,1,2,1,0,1,2,3,16,5,22,18,3,15,0,0,2,0,9,9,0,2,5,82,25,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11810203462158418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30971698575880857,0.2259541679217807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26293834537224753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12566734805484428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3023195984979949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431653491202552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623115815193144,0.0,0.0,0.14622937986997722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15156535540654406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3075782183071601,0.08116270966145685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07215044969257325,0.0,0.0,0.1306947998056016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1178791545134172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10007381683123598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1502466949364156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12612046746823666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11768422332071135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2783789426996259,0.4604975236624656,0.0,0.11870199410918858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462929751530172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16265195019436393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Snasebarn,2018/04/15,"Stomach issues with anxiety. Does anybody else get a weird stomach when being stressed, nervous and/or anxious? ",8.309411764705883,12.538709647058829,5.772058823529411,68.81926470588239,70.17647058823529,5.752941176470588,49.67647058823529,7.1686216300943375,5.2938470588235305,92,7,9,1,2,26,16,17,0.474,0.526,0.0,-0.7845,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123178175496508,0.4612176451070895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3572711172606303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34104888144777096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21329902359770767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42611741848377005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46766050305157403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,morphotomy,2018/04/15,Anyone else take potassium? I started taking it when my dr recommended it to help with the racing heartrate I had from benzo withdrawal. I've found it helps with that and when I combine it with melatonin I sleep so well.,3.6692857142857136,6.160731880952383,4.238333333333333,83.37750000000003,75.42857142857143,7.057142857142857,27.16666666666667,8.07648339933343,1.932980952380953,177,7,32,3,4,56,32,42,0.0,0.745,0.255,0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,5,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,5,1,5,3,0,3,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,22,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2232674140156406,0.32716853995120265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667406655203862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501044838678382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4280505291885417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3195383658964875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22600767999290744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4801594028494111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870960286375888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FriendsCallMeCharlie,2018/04/15,"What are ""friends""? Not sure how much this thought is related to my anxiety, but I had a startling realization last night: as a grown-ass man, I have NO personal friends in my life. I have work friends, and people I get along with in some grad school classes I take. I have old college friends, and people from my childhood that I still keep up with. But when it comes to having someone nearby who I can call up and say, ""Hey, I'm free this afternoon. You want to hang out?"" I don't really have *any* friends. Since coming to this realization, I have felt like garbage. Is this the rest of my life? I am pushing 40, happily married, with two kids, and have a good career. I have no complaints about any of that. But when it comes to a ""night out with the guys,"" I got no ""guys."" Is this just the way it is? Or am I drawing a false parallel between the kind of friends I had 20 years ago, and the kind I have now?",1.3522942942942962,3.3460376378378385,2.5145495495495496,95.34035285285287,80.72972972972974,6.057057057057057,24.331831831831842,7.1686216300943375,0.7794984984984992,693,26,160,9,18,221,105,185,0.079,0.7170000000000001,0.204,0.9821,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,1,0,1,8,13,0,1,10,0,20,2,0,1,1,28,31,13,0,1,6,0,1,1,6,0,2,1,0,5,12,15,0,1,2,0,1,5,5,1,0,1,5,2,21,13,23,26,3,24,0,0,0,0,16,6,0,2,13,109,33,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094961321860862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17023051815875628,0.0,0.09574949534546273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12780560784628472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32345100826863976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12017628757463852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5802046060286453,0.0,0.0653925992035778,0.0,0.0,0.10498094279374294,0.10010443439021546,0.0,0.0,0.24786246619849364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125079136394524,0.0,0.2606763969263192,0.0,0.1020247025821569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1768129207597664,0.061148410852979514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09200934378784346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2349143441240161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13133770987373153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17354478847904953,0.10928766697902507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08018274247591227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09953478985719144,0.0,0.12667182722514367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10353628155426796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10605036203916277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995548268985502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796482235069805,0.0,0.09410713975246288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0993655894868748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1222662466197704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07382449046425152,0.09934871184634568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09112029070547176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08060098868832402 anxiety,ClassicScrapes,2018/04/15,"Anxiety tips needed for a full day of travel Hi guys. Tomorrow i need to get a 4 hour bus to the airport followed by a 3 hour flight and 30 minute train. Usually my only problem is the boredom/stress but my anxiety has gotten extremely bad recently. The last flight I was on (3 weeks ago) was only an hour long and felt pretty awful for half of it so I'm quite worried about a trip that's significantly longer. My main problem is I've had a serious panic attack on a bus a few months back so I get uneasy on buses and recently found out on planes now too. I'm currently on Lexapro and wouldn't have time to get any prescriptions before my journey. I've books, spotify and netflix content sorted already so will be sorted in that sense for distractions. Are there any tips you'd have for me please? Thanks!",4.611163184641448,5.551025565217396,5.729361942405423,80.05486730660645,69.74534161490682,9.084359119141727,29.54319593450028,9.339509955726095,2.549529192546584,640,24,124,13,11,213,108,161,0.218,0.718,0.063,-0.9781,2,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,1,0,1,8,8,1,2,11,1,13,0,0,0,0,16,25,9,0,5,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,3,6,0,0,2,3,0,4,1,7,0,1,6,1,9,1,18,15,3,29,0,0,0,0,3,8,0,2,17,70,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272832247229467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15845433070151246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1952912558136844,0.0,0.21969079800489472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633535245493069,0.0,0.11041128586931714,0.1198910432390562,0.0,0.0,0.12218389344729738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926032007053021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13786821759885726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15743822383146572,0.0,0.0,0.22505840240956976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14217595298581562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4242195231113968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11704442015917225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12707198600701206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11461158588656682,0.0,0.0,0.2129392495019502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21841222137224156,0.0,0.16847107103477554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15761790009100204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608190949416586,0.0,0.2747910796556821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272486405602856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2835541639952401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1644810243566036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13219770855909213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08372805841228745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15814329544751773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1151786517193056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14582187430269464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SlowGroup,2018/04/15,"Does anyone worry that They're causing themselves damage through anxious Behaviour? I feel like I'm damaging my internal plumbing through drinking too much fluid, going toilet too much and forcing burping to try to clear indigestion. Also damaging my teeth through clenching and grinding. Or not sleeping right. And so on. 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Title says it all. I'm a 24 year old male with a semester left to go in college, who always seems to get nervous towards the end of the semester. Grades are good (A's and high B's), so it is completely irrational on my part. I've been having difficulty sleeping, sometimes waking up with a jolt of fear that something fell through the cracks. Today was productive but I can't shake the feeling, ya know? Social life and work is still a-ok, but I feel like I'm riding an endless rollercoaster with my stomach being a ball of nerves. I'm not on any medication, but was wondering what techniques help you guys through a stressful few weeks? Thanks all!",4.766618705035974,6.097631741007196,5.4511438848920895,80.73801079136692,69.71942446043165,8.725467625899281,32.605035971223025,9.120678840339163,2.8892238848920866,568,26,107,11,10,184,99,139,0.119,0.78,0.101,0.4692,0,0,1,0,0,0,19.0,0,3,0,1,3,7,0,4,12,0,10,5,3,1,2,18,21,7,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,2,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,5,1,0,4,2,4,0,0,3,3,7,3,17,17,4,18,0,0,0,0,9,7,0,2,8,64,12,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15277574395567034,0.0,0.0,0.12485906555546605,0.0,0.14045886302352156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925084607284855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252426336043672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20660893634425773,0.1856744459293308,0.131168887364764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592708662482394,0.0,0.10434809718344797,0.15400085202271754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18179981034279266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306791109881045,0.19399089083329776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10090561306134258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19948955775042326,0.0,0.1296870637708361,0.08970111260760462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849647499936412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19266467498777934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.198828503602274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1460116668415292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714892959135705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837396126170273,0.18716422842063835,0.0,0.14134964947148682,0.18159203149455955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466287984174699,0.0,0.21032121399602693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16904066995205907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17403798050382324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1472784714880538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19911397434505893,0.13366809281538225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1182368971124837 anxiety,El_Matador_Magnifico,2018/04/15,"Anxious over the slightest social gathering I don't know what it is but I get anxious over the slightest social gathering no matter how many times I go or how well I know the people. I've been a boxer for 4 years and I've been training at the same gym for that long as well yet every time without fail about 2 hours before I'm due to get there I get real bad anxiety attacks Or like today, I'm going out for a meal and a couple of drinks with friends in a minute and I've been sat at home all day, heart racing and feeling really restless I don't even know why, once I'm out I'm fine, if anything I become the life of the party but during that time leading up to going out I am a nervous wreck ",1.5464307692307706,3.1160207200000016,3.5420000000000016,90.21946153846157,78.46666666666667,5.682051282051282,22.205128205128197,6.297961479604792,0.3812974358974359,548,16,118,4,13,186,92,150,0.16899999999999998,0.674,0.157,-0.4431,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,2,8,10,1,2,11,0,7,4,1,3,1,25,22,12,0,1,6,0,1,1,1,0,1,0,1,0,4,8,2,0,4,2,0,4,4,5,2,0,4,1,8,5,20,18,2,23,0,1,0,0,5,9,0,3,11,69,12,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11311329833942507,0.3340817984687126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121677045360044,0.0,0.0,0.16821328999615792,0.0,0.0,0.12345780037470785,0.0,0.16330091258776028,0.12581886284985638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360543917782244,0.0,0.09535814484438372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484753745797854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09766082884406524,0.0,0.12457931160273285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07476298947719222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114237080245765,0.0,0.2317538872518536,0.0,0.25209852608345745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752160558679097,0.0,0.0,0.14831668874469098,0.0,0.1456133496559073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2437816981136789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10443863220377966,0.07223744015401301,0.0,0.0,0.13085237610611405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499078967293313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15746719231300188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10250823444895248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16829824551023326,0.09472357466352896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30145143926256435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586569015155256,0.0,0.14015498621702033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2658896822332011,0.0,0.13342159907740905,0.0,0.0,0.14253277551778307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521766821914693 anxiety,krookedsmilez,2018/04/15,"Magnesium - has it helped make a difference for any of you? I did research and found the best magnesium pill I could find and ordered it off of amazon. It arrived today, and after reading about it, reading the reviews of the one I got, and hearing how much magnesium can help...I’m excited about taking it.",5.526578947368424,6.880163017543862,6.114868421052632,76.60282894736844,67.94736842105263,9.208771929824564,35.30263157894737,9.516144504307137,3.5833894736842105,240,12,41,5,4,78,40,57,0.0,0.855,0.145,0.8074,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,4,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,9,5,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,5,4,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,2,8,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,33,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1702826388629742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627825186561819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1999264343207288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2616178581485193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22886382193498284,0.0,0.0,0.2745539845112002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20027016817224608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822223999196132,0.0,0.33567972926963696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16714595886505845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18407502990307592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16967956541567095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.500941561042205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1882719064269241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23735278212064506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Stargazer1186,2018/04/15,"Any one else have severe anxiety over Climate Change? In between Guy Mcphearson saying that Climate Change is going to be so bad that humans only have less then 10 years left, and witnessing extreme weather and storms I am getting really afraid this may be true. Sometimes I even wonder what is the point of anything at all if we are all going to die horribly soon. I have been trying to find reassuring stuff but all the news talks about is animals and plants going extinct, places becoming uninhabitable, and technology used to combat climate change being horrible. 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I have to do a 6 month internship for my college and work for 6 month. I’m in nursing so I’m working as a CNA for a hospital I work 3 12 hour shifts a week I absolutely dread thinking about it It’s causing my anxiety to become severe as well as my depression I’ve never worked full time before and I know it’s only 3 days a week but I feel like it’s consuming my life It’s all I think about 24/7 I had a huge break down this morning and cried for hours I throw up in the morning before I go I’m going to the doctor tomorrow to get meds and meeting with a therapist soon I’m so scared, and I feel like I can’t do this 12 hour shifts drag on and it’s driving me insane I want to know if anyone else has been through this And does it get better? Thank you ",-0.6349387129724207,1.452148376404498,2.216016343207354,93.58564862104187,90.51685393258428,5.483554647599592,19.32686414708887,6.980632752743323,0.3216764044943825,633,20,147,10,22,221,99,178,0.152,0.7340000000000001,0.114,-0.6776,1,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,5,6,8,0,2,10,0,8,2,0,1,2,20,24,14,0,2,2,0,2,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,10,8,0,0,6,0,0,4,2,3,1,0,2,2,18,5,22,22,2,26,0,1,0,0,2,8,0,1,15,84,28,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19155408126916645,0.0,0.0,0.1750843747773075,0.2565627389769833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13827267324173706,0.2130705852747216,0.0,0.0,0.11072851278419084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1286140598221564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13752543557830862,0.08074312258310044,0.0,0.10783388223452177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12814668008247093,0.10956265826875043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20917572255774008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12660894848336632,0.17888465825078267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13082282279451984,0.0,0.14230717419956468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698879595504817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12424088137550235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13761240543169298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08843189321900677,0.12233200415052704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13906808026517758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19986560417350144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09656133660739344,0.12091816161694036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521962863912348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12534623425199826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143945255312215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152665966844989,0.0,0.14536591382420413,0.0,0.1604451762356089,0.0,0.0,0.07300465677792971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07384572835095447,0.0,0.2008544828666089,0.0,0.11256911111878357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3645860170456371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SideSaladAndSoup,2018/04/15,"... I didn't realize intrusive Thoughts were a thing... I thought I was actually a little crazy. I'd get thoughts of ""what if this happened? That would ruin everything!"" that felt so vivid I wasn't sure they'd actually happened or not. It led to me completely isolating myself for a while. I'm getting a little better at dealing with my anxiety, but intrusive thoughts can still be a huge issue sometimes. I realize there are other posts regarding this subject, but in the interest of finding some new ideas, how do you deal with intrusive thoughts? Any new tools I can use to work through things like this would be greatly appreciated. I never want to go back to isolating myself again",4.707272727272726,7.095533825396824,5.453463203463205,76.36577922077925,71.85714285714286,9.343722943722943,34.470418470418466,9.800150414767053,3.8894063492063498,546,29,94,15,11,177,87,126,0.069,0.792,0.139,0.9169,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,1,2,6,6,0,0,6,0,13,0,0,3,2,26,27,7,0,4,5,0,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,10,2,0,0,10,0,0,2,4,1,0,0,10,2,13,5,12,12,1,15,0,1,1,0,4,5,0,3,8,67,23,1,0.0,0.0,0.26213025472943063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09133397142059572,0.0,0.10274516891575496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032744777648443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1187844150792656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14081926828603147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2769310761405488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12070727211121147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1289566375464943,0.0,0.12275497908297407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14034065927492634,0.0,0.07633026952066081,0.0,0.0,0.1480749238572804,0.0,0.0,0.2375360487148996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15161726080475316,0.0,0.14018254380603895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06561605133636961,0.2692235812460909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10358652527498703,0.2594307958984717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12862983334470193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328339383363737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072584551591753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1265835976974039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1784563896034627,0.0,0.0,0.5331273151575053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599889509621293,0.0,0.0,0.07921827384574827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09777774416886302,0.0,0.0,0.1908169444165099,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sheabutterwolf,2018/04/15,"Anxiety every day Me: Today will be good *starts driving to work Anxiety: You could easily get killed while driving. Me: ......... *has panic attack ",2.3612499999999983,4.7395026250000045,3.9819999999999993,75.06300000000003,106.08333333333334,6.920000000000001,21.466666666666672,7.554174236665415,2.464226666666667,109,4,15,3,5,36,21,24,0.38,0.479,0.141,-0.8402,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,0,1,0,4,2,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,1,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,9,3,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4633170177190474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34450449684466905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2417792560507553,0.0,0.0,0.19529556618508456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551411547918419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15821234323264938,0.0,0.0,0.25399328297783963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3350284104608852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3552971490504893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21433943997832489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870404770518961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22045850576565146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Resist-and-Bite,2018/04/15,"Advice for Dating Someone with anxiety So, I need your advice. I am currently in the process of dating someone with anxiety. I am currently getting to them, and have not as of yet ""asked them out"" as it were. She doesn't know that I know she has anxiety and depression. How should I act? How would you like to be treated in this situation? If you want, feel free to look at my posting history so that you know what I'm like. Thank you :) ",1.701954022988506,3.9820019540229863,3.506436781609196,87.1405747126437,81.183908045977,7.544827586206896,25.75862068965517,8.515128840125781,1.9766689655172416,338,14,70,8,9,113,57,87,0.092,0.745,0.162,0.7691,2,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,5,2,0,5,6,0,0,1,0,9,0,0,2,0,17,20,9,0,5,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,0,0,4,0,1,1,2,1,0,0,1,2,15,6,14,16,0,11,0,1,1,0,10,4,0,1,7,53,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4083020980514883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.47946226999987995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19530897758325375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1799397072496129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10563459579305058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10915038922561278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34444557824748284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20413236135031085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17543746915988426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490913724418742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20008451503844893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2348312019369433,0.0,0.0,0.3540290012958666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234249229717454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12322452336647167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14840847877950158,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ghost-Music,2018/04/15,"Can't Stop Feeling Gigantic Weight In My Chest This is new for me, I've only ever felt the gigantic weight on my chest when my anxiety was at an all time high and it could/would start a panic attack with hyperventilating. Now it's constantly oppressing me, even more so when I have to go and drive anywhere. I've been started on Lexapro and take Xanax as needed. It's been needed everyday so I don't have a panic attack. It's driving me crazy and I kind of want to lose control and have the attack. Because maybe it'll go away. I've recently started seeing a therapist and psychiatrist but my appointments are two weeks away still and I don't know how the whole system works. Anyway, I guess I'm asking for advice or experiences, or if this is normal and I'm blowing it all out of proportion. Thanks.",3.5638461538461534,5.314633500000003,4.992500000000003,81.19019230769233,73.375,8.173076923076923,26.05769230769231,8.841846274778883,2.004158653846153,640,22,124,13,13,214,99,160,0.11,0.848,0.042,-0.7381,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,10,8,3,2,7,0,13,5,2,2,3,28,31,18,0,5,4,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,8,10,2,2,3,0,0,4,3,6,0,1,4,5,12,2,15,26,4,28,0,1,1,0,1,8,0,4,15,81,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1235290806905547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09670541121641572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11817886102769465,0.431438273482159,0.23753788828808234,0.0,0.0,0.07706004184700847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366072787042801,0.14178265331165918,0.10093029820098544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08349443214679513,0.1143475737484946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12365593064622782,0.0,0.0,0.06391808697386786,0.0,0.12137606852586265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14368656317666453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925790102612054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335620157136776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13163943093496355,0.06947314391621942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14142353720029074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12699860296479654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.187466911442893,0.0,0.12209022606276852,0.0,0.0,0.1238576594803427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09614259620479347,0.0,0.2966362606070549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1248173445602202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10073459865412693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2684267949195343,0.0,0.10095338906990707,0.10568672318415244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0950466591529026,0.0,0.0,0.1163838802915182,0.0,0.14677495128351006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737122937569004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348689269423803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07456151786941101,0.0,0.10140068659243172,0.3078733584714988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14113532598453604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09202999087398904,0.0,0.0,0.08979999386632445,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thedeadwillwalk,2018/04/15,"Anxiety has been so bad lately as to be physically painful, especially in the morning. Made an appointment, but need a temporary solution. I’ve been treated for anxiety and depression for years, but due to rough circumstances, my insurance changed and I need to pay out of pocket to see my regular doctor. I bite the bullet and do so when I can afford it, but my meds haven’t been regulated for a while. My next appointment isn’t for a month. In the meantime, it’s been so bad for me lately. I find myself lying in bed or on the couch, not wanting to move, not wanting to do anything but shake, and my muscles hurt from the anxiety. I’m terrified to do most things, but lacking my regular meds, I can’t find a way to come down from this awful tension. What can I do in the meantime?",5.838788530465951,5.773021767741941,7.037634408602152,75.28089605734769,66.80645161290322,11.017921146953404,35.286738351254485,10.746095033038511,3.8133297491039433,614,28,120,16,9,209,89,155,0.272,0.711,0.017,-0.9925,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,2,11,1,15,2,0,1,0,23,23,16,0,5,8,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,2,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,5,7,0,0,5,2,14,1,24,17,2,19,0,2,1,0,0,7,0,2,8,88,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3746040790353121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343217175050473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27257505697408285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267227135748767,0.1406054025876488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1405869711419457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16706950766651474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29837260717715514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473762491803155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3682537949363505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444910909295154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3626162720263674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028604434874078,0.17348421642298045,0.0,0.24206115192975716,0.0,0.0,0.17359351341337526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1736847833696758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1300705964680475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844060793130084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925507468617874,0.12956180628861666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10511268328530153 anxiety,mekc8,2018/04/15,"Hoping the power of the crowd can tell me what’s going on Hi All, Fist time posting here. Been fighting anxiety for almost 20 years. Went on an ssri last year and they did help a little but i wasn’t happy with the side effects so researched making a change. I’m now taking beta blockers and for the first few days everything seemed to be going very well as i felt better than i had in a very long time. All my symptoms went and i was happy/comfortable talking to people again. Three days in and the most irritating symptom i had came back. Day five today and it’s still not gone although all other symptoms have not returned. I would be very grateful if someone can put a name on this symptom because then i may be better prepared to address it. It’s like a rush(similar to a throbbing feeling) that usually comes over my whole body or sometimes only the upper half of my body. Heart rate, hot flushes, sweating, inability to think clearly etc. all seem fine. This one symptom though can go on all day with only minutes relief. Going on 48 hours of this now so any advice or info would be amazing. Will return to the doctor this week but i won’t be able to get in until later in the week. The ssri had it under control but the other side effects were too bad to justify staying on it. Thanks for reading ",3.088590762984268,5.1851051167315205,4.195063441042127,84.88803079005247,75.65369649805447,5.714701404161732,25.95990526137709,6.498293943080001,1.1212938250719002,1033,38,188,8,23,336,159,257,0.056,0.772,0.171,0.9865,1,0,0,0,2,0,22.0,0,0,1,7,11,12,1,0,17,0,22,11,4,4,6,41,42,18,0,4,8,0,3,1,0,5,7,0,1,0,13,9,0,2,8,1,0,10,4,2,1,5,13,3,13,10,31,19,9,54,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,9,27,136,26,3,0.09584978098298684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09366329665289742,0.0,0.0,0.09597971018228413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06518113789747275,0.0,0.07332482009959744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0737025651220269,0.08003056347276767,0.05842913684172608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16954268425923996,0.0,0.21293499777144992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10962661477152896,0.0,0.0,0.10139635905259174,0.08256609919721905,0.0,0.0,0.10750367964472553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2472607171179526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09810631233906612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10689784254137707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08614360271795267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048464529228677784,0.0,0.09203082099654562,0.0,0.0,0.08152977473924529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050077554509791344,0.0,0.2178945575668039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10203387417582464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11358245196354155,0.06424608776622634,0.0,0.0,0.0952004597147656,0.0943927268001674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0781303644009868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046827361428839774,0.09606666118591548,0.0,0.08482403995323581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06398047309189082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06495029220590105,0.14579615518822275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06645016952066894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09179759485504337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635550377505038,0.0,0.0,0.09587571929497206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17451608148179432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08121320838258889,0.0,0.09479788426472754,0.0,0.0,0.1021631133086994,0.07654575890722286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4981231133349316,0.07206710664678198,0.07704042322895104,0.08377693332924066,0.08824560050492854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06141666940937125,0.09417192315986536,0.0,0.11178155618939996,0.0,0.09085438495115153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10556499219770116,0.23725832253626225,0.0,0.0,0.15376982546977885,0.0,0.08618046419964245,0.1777074144981851,0.0,0.107012857474489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1361778686914981,0.0,0.0,0.12344823278906415 anxiety,kitkat_pro,2018/04/15,"Trying to date again So I met someone and we have chatted a few times. On Thursday we finally exchanged numbers. I was thrilled, because it has been a long time since I have met someone who flirted with me and who I met organically and not through POF. So being happy and excited I texted him later that day to see if he would like to go for coffee on Sunday. My anxiety is getting to me because he hasn't replied back and I think I might have blown it. It has been so long since I have dated, over 13 years. Life is hard enough with out anxiety making me double guess every freaking thing that I do.",3.665114784205692,4.934767504132235,4.671515151515155,85.51616161616163,72.30578512396694,7.03067033976125,29.14692378328742,7.3871296695380915,1.6417540863177231,472,19,95,5,9,154,79,121,0.073,0.8290000000000001,0.098,0.7165,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,2,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,2,0,16,1,0,1,0,17,25,9,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,8,10,0,0,1,1,1,1,2,1,0,0,6,2,16,5,12,16,3,19,0,0,1,0,11,4,0,3,15,69,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953546407567339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14843810468882115,0.0,0.23535436838676674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12449672596950945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1994649601915403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264700244940886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21146910441895475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085696836436142,0.0,0.1097107512258052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265856177407352,0.0,0.0,0.2054977987759422,0.17292855634436705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13635193716617414,0.09431102929140796,0.0,0.0,0.34167385359954466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12885766115643724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2047880525458448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538302294722726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3193742289023768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32712931247509464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824915126980782,0.1236941209350442,0.0,0.0,0.2251297809302784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13106348428698214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713216558787,0.0,0.0,0.12431332391249833 anxiety,AlannaZZ,2018/04/15,"anxious about going on Anxiety Medication (Possible triggers to do with parents being unsupportive, panic attacks) To start off, I've had anxiety and depression since I was very young, possibly 6 or 7 years old. When I was a child, my mom would take me to see a chiropractor when I seemed especially anxious/depressed. I got color therapy, aromatherapy... which didn't really help. I hardly remember it, but apparently I cried every day when I got to school (elementary). Things got worse from elementary school onward, with panic attacks, increased social anxiety, and deep depressions that never seemed to end. Over the years I was always too scared to even ask about seeing a therapist, since my mother was against traditional doctors/therapists (especially medication) and forbade me from ever trying depression/anxiety medication. After years of perfectionism, anxiety, and depression, my body finally had enough. I ended up in the hospital on three occasions within one month. Each time for fast heart rate and feeling like I was about to lose consciousness. It has been about 6 months since the last hospital visit, but since then I have lived in daily fear. I had to move back in with parents, and since then have started therapy. I have faced mocking and downright hostile reactions to simply seeing a traditional therapist. While it only flares up occasionally, I know that me seeking anxiety medication would be met with outright ""No you won't/can't"" attitude. Also, since my parents have demonized the medication for so long, I'm actually anxious to even think about taking it! As if that wasn't enough, I had drug pathways done and supposedly I hyper-absorb all Zoloft-class drugs. Which means it would be dangerous for me to take a normal amount of any of them. I know there are other types of drugs for anxiety, but I'm terrified. Do I even have a chance to treat my anxiety?",8.959748840185568,9.620033379939207,9.060422332426816,60.94518796992486,60.18541033434651,13.005343145096786,38.89633658614622,12.396398192541001,5.483847416413374,1518,71,229,50,19,499,184,329,0.224,0.7290000000000001,0.047,-0.996,4,0,3,0,0,0,55.0,0,1,1,1,17,15,5,4,10,0,28,11,3,1,3,35,51,22,0,5,5,5,2,1,0,3,8,0,0,1,12,13,0,0,9,0,0,4,4,13,0,2,17,6,29,2,44,28,6,42,1,4,4,0,13,11,0,4,28,159,41,3,0.0,0.0,0.06165095460953364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05052206354779795,0.05256774178078921,0.0,0.0,0.04296204978072216,0.0,0.3866375669889671,0.21411370661902385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059061311464542486,0.14374432125602582,0.0,0.048578674350854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0701746261986452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06939619800684207,0.04074348646056092,0.0,0.21765461529135985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06465128829944974,0.0,0.0,0.21979334934934355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11191089852836313,0.13055601007388268,0.0,0.1251820491336776,0.05714657942753337,0.053228756744745885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07109090051952154,0.0319438350492873,0.04513316068462462,0.0,0.06920654760696897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03590454666447461,0.0,0.15158357291256078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056593554884219466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486421858958305,0.04234574157282822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06944008354074865,0.05149711577697546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030864748571437357,0.0,0.05578582952942741,0.055909036641935916,0.0,0.07067811879695032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06881751046277708,0.0,0.3182173741872027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07399131792900945,0.10085343837419612,0.06714640780357632,0.0,0.0,0.04872545654433779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061899359498171866,0.0,0.0,0.06629289848508939,0.0,0.04280989527079985,0.048048422281971086,0.0,0.1482475497482143,0.21044941114593588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14244356959441173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04047235491103126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07156643137202112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06325049657167324,0.1278755749773703,0.15102999270672018,0.1150266598897181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3135605246596513,0.0,0.0,0.06440028093119028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08943301930822897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14250214355793134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14449520772976138,0.2200576576275421,0.041971525898757994,0.040480821502103116,0.0,0.0,0.0368386080427862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042892560072852144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05212706309672422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438204606282305,0.1346358907455563,0.0,0.0,0.12205039586992818 anxiety,Ballentino,2018/04/15,"Abandonment Anxiety Hi, i have this problem. I can trace it back to when I was young, about seven. I don't want to go into the events but was to do with my parents. I'm thirty three now and it manifests in relationships mainly, especially if partner is away. Anxious mess for me, odd behaviour for them, general bad circumstances all round. I found myself today trying to engage with my younger self through visualisation. I have not tried this before and I had found a sense of peace. Not total serenity but some calm. This is an important first for me but I am curious to see how other folks deal with or dont deal with it. Thank you.",2.5236960600375227,5.069525772357725,4.1211382113821164,82.36812382739213,79.89430894308944,7.687054409005629,24.09568480300188,8.617729084823388,1.9406277673545964,502,18,96,12,13,167,89,123,0.14800000000000002,0.711,0.141,0.2562,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,1,1,1,5,7,0,0,3,0,12,0,0,1,2,24,19,9,0,3,7,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,7,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,4,4,0,3,5,2,15,3,18,14,4,11,0,1,2,0,9,3,0,3,7,75,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239298216665886,0.22504746260459285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18716174575165212,0.15317805999417272,0.1663297123065168,0.0,0.0,0.16951067649863136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4107478044275129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2334693845351935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16944556414885406,0.0,0.4368408809942863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11321405691956232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22119604920620065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19061441117161534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387400884236085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15874236718677054,0.0,0.2078165815598373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18340324880125425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18882515697709304,0.0,0.0,0.2704972594637096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174975828143044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,4lokoz,2018/04/15,"morning anxiety? don’t really know how to start on this post but i wanted to know if any of you guys have ever felt morning anxiety like me. usually every morning i wake up and if i don’t get out of bed i start to get really bad anxiety, but this only happens until i get out of bed and it’s every morning. anyone else have anything similar or suggest any ways to deal with this? 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I go bright red on my face and neck, sweat really profusely on my body, groin and face, go dizzy, and get really hot if people speak to me in public. If someone I know says 'hi' when passing then sometimes its ok, but if they speak after I have said 'hi' back it happens. I bumped into one of my adult kids in town and it happened then!Good friends, people I dont know, it doesn't matter its the same everytime and its getting worse. Does anyone have any tips for how to deal with this, its getting to the point I dont want to leave the house.",5.622400468384073,5.3944276803278735,6.005503512880563,83.04827868852459,67.27868852459017,8.938641686182669,29.72365339578454,8.418075326091056,1.958647306791569,475,15,98,6,7,153,83,122,0.097,0.83,0.07400000000000001,-0.206,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,4,4,0,1,3,1,6,5,5,1,0,18,17,14,0,4,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,9,8,0,0,2,0,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,7,11,3,13,16,1,14,0,0,2,0,13,7,0,3,4,59,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11820320666969795,0.0,0.13297142614914662,0.0,0.0,0.1215386216587896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13365645059632508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930742570679045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17920025110679486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15211059796962303,0.0,0.40743027116376346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13429249878128066,0.0,0.2724405119105833,0.0,0.1975712318860112,0.14579153270103865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3074159835714673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2005643420384857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1910532804608243,0.0,0.0,0.1840497313725016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11778457787815125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2410090825184149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16431559166762072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22270641910128985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1653421293847631,0.13822822680175662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771870698756063,0.1472766810216826,0.0,0.17191190990282118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10252323259091492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17713689955260709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Pistachio01,2018/04/15,"Weaning off Zoloft Looking for others who’ve gone through this. I started taking 100mg of Zoloft about 1.5 years ago. I started weaning off of it recently, 25mg at a time, and 2 days ago I stopped altogether. Today I feel like I’m drunk and have the flu at the same time. How long is this going to last!? I stupidly thought I was in the clear from withdrawal symptoms😕 Is there anything I can do to at least lessen the blow?",2.089568965517241,4.05174765517242,3.0282614942528774,92.72101293103451,78.19540229885058,5.729310344827588,26.96695402298851,6.6274283507984215,0.9914609195402296,334,14,72,3,8,106,63,87,0.128,0.7979999999999999,0.075,-0.6544,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,5,0,6,4,0,1,1,8,15,3,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,4,2,1,1,2,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,2,7,1,14,12,2,21,0,0,1,0,0,6,0,0,14,42,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4537892787337378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2106347033203619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1650741476261435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294219469356289,0.18285911876736366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1454689559343038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086429815062032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12504997742540044,0.0,0.0,0.2265180859571275,0.21494339665590215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527313395803497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3623420751247876,0.0,0.0,0.2139954765124938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19245137424599287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032050309871602,0.29850669889445725,0.0,0.24262180145266485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16483096903652011 anxiety,wendys420,2018/04/15,"Fatigue? Does anybody else get extremely tired from their anxiety?? I’ve really been dealing with a particularly stubborn obsession for the last 8 months, and I’ve found that nowadays I’m just absolutely exhausted. I could sleep probably 10 hours a day and before I never ever did that. I’m almost worried that I might be sick!",5.372500000000002,7.7029312500000024,6.593333333333334,69.165,69.83333333333334,10.133333333333336,33.66666666666667,10.355215969177356,4.232566666666667,265,13,42,8,5,89,48,60,0.338,0.662,0.0,-0.9607,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,2,4,1,1,3,0,5,5,1,0,2,11,9,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,3,3,0,6,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,2,6,23,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24212795839919224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1849764805184899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20575414893275315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1930577731283229,0.0,0.0,0.1559411163942559,0.24928537444266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21160097230531505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019930283514717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2187221116354088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2651214234542306,0.0,0.0,0.12633061729455086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23812447635496026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19709942429986255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565117860691835,0.0,0.0,0.193002601624374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864912100170632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2607014973228505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15490339085340693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419748112871796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27791374365991023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455598262292361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,UnsolvedDishes,2018/04/15,"Constantly thinking about how messed up my life is To be quite honest, I've worked very hard and live a comfortable life, currently going to college and having a very good part time job. But deep down I worry so much about where I could go wrong, especially as my job is quite demanding and even a simple mistake could cost me my job. Just typing this is making my heart race, as I think about how my day went today and the consequences that could follow my actions. DAE get this?",9.490806451612904,7.015046655913981,8.576424731182799,74.98463709677421,60.935483870967744,11.880645161290325,34.002688172043015,10.125756701596842,3.0534752688172038,381,10,74,6,4,119,65,93,0.14400000000000002,0.757,0.099,-0.3818,4,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,0,0,4,0,8,3,1,3,0,15,16,10,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,0,1,5,0,3,0,0,1,1,10,3,9,11,2,14,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,5,47,13,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1713490332226521,0.0,0.3797962125513956,0.0,0.0,0.10225927784530442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10472860863291188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08284202391902426,0.0,0.1802287105118623,0.13299415958197824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420402757815245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18789655953557746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4720445185376859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.223993852349758,0.0,0.0,0.14001302139919936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584126829101807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11656120649245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1717070353196877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3373000973712039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20320006621901385,0.0,0.0,0.0924586917451953,0.0,0.150298096721155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26166026972814205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14698842651719524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11543491762165853,0.16102725874126858,0.0,0.0,0.17336249506178172,0.0,0.0 anxiety,clw300,2018/04/15,"I am really worried that I will not be allocated to the rotation I want I have always been an anxious person. So for our next term at uni, we will be allocated to these rotations. The allocation will be based on our preferences and if the number of students interested in a rotation exceeds the quota, randomisation will happen. I really want to pick this rotation as I want to work with this professor. This rotation has a quota of 4 people. We will need to state our rotation preferences online. Someone in our class decided to create an online form for everyone to state their preferences so that those who have preferences who clash can negotiate among themselves to see who wants to switch. There are currently 3 people including me interested in the rotation that I want to pick. On the other hand, some rotations seem super popular and the number of people who picked them far exceeds the quota. I am scared that more people will want to switch to picking the rotation I am interested in and I will not get the rotation. Tl;dr: For next term at college, we will get to pick rotations. I really want to pick this rotation as I really like this professor and the quota for that rotation is 4 people. Someone decided to create an online form for the entire class to fill in so that those with preferences who clash can negotiate among themselves before finalising their preferences - in the form, the rotation I am interested in has 3 people interested in it including me. I am really scared that other people will choose to switch to picking my rotation and hence I cannot get it - how can I overcome my anxiety? 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I'm normally able to function around my anxiety and depression but these last few weeks have been exceptionally difficult. I'll go to work or school, and as soon as I go to get out of my car I become almost paralyzed and can't open my car door. Panic sets in. I know I'm only harming myself and making things worse. I've missed 5 days of classes and 2 days of work due to this over the past two weeks. I don't know how to get over this feeling. Am I alone? Has anyone struggled with anything like this? It's a living nightmare.",2.196762749445675,4.068706089430897,3.5448928307464875,89.56350332594236,77.53658536585365,6.423946784922395,22.563932002956392,7.348242739294969,0.7562260162601628,471,14,100,6,11,154,82,123,0.252,0.708,0.04,-0.9797,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,2,3,9,0,3,3,0,7,0,0,2,0,19,18,10,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,7,9,0,0,3,0,0,4,2,8,0,1,2,1,9,1,18,16,2,25,0,3,0,0,0,9,0,2,12,56,16,4,0.15945439787202667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15967054632878344,0.16514666726512992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12198217792622075,0.0,0.0,0.11149422249153823,0.0,0.13121738305346953,0.14194822040161112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1761048547538592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056697905884983,0.0,0.13733783923635856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08062493463268047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16661668330112747,0.0,0.18124321787742745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526393395540782,0.25995323272137033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790136444752818,0.0,0.1408011546609927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643704876326934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15623145454027887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12127225487203287,0.0,0.1870853795335306,0.0,0.0,0.15221726541004987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15073594620524106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15744198117673333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1613763635105068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3333927158347605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593441666600137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557637770907663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315665776598971,0.0,0.0,0.3837140994957882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2321694014870967,0.0,0.16249765400191493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mizbiz2010,2018/04/15,"Is it pathetic to go to a concert on your own? So I managed to score tickets to Download in June, something I've wanted to go to for ages. But now my friends have bailed out giving me some BS excuse. This isn't the first time this has happened and I have missed out on tons of events before due to having no one to go with. I usually hate going anywhere on my own cos I feel so out of place when I see couples and groups of people there which sends my anxiety through the roof :( I'm seriously contemplating going on my own as I'm sick of being let down by my friends and missing out on stuff I really want to do. Would it be as fun going alone or would I just be out of place?",3.84,3.9094446666666687,5.154166666666665,86.6075,71.08333333333334,8.066666666666668,27.805555555555557,7.793537801064563,1.4353388888888885,528,17,119,6,9,177,91,144,0.165,0.742,0.094,-0.8798,0,1,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,1,6,7,1,0,3,0,13,1,0,1,0,19,30,10,0,4,3,0,1,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,6,9,0,0,1,2,0,7,2,4,0,2,0,3,14,3,32,24,5,30,0,2,1,0,7,14,0,2,9,87,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17372713328766215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283199620933701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14273363033829256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18560013775365294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0848139353775394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14267880357306725,0.0,0.0,0.2591896447543437,0.0,0.0,0.16091064145541648,0.5719800197807255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14833114339369646,0.0,0.0,0.1656076466555003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715246074083517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11366436388788753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628918042223832,0.0,0.3505033426425393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1074579708010867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366635556578024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12913376394806012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19202115281040924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09781002553759058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1847409346357236,0.0,0.19787374928204304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2383141059836695,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throwaway18192729_,2018/04/15,"Don’t know what to do. I feel like I’m going to die soon. I know it is a common thing to think as I have health anxiety, but I just can’t seem to get the feeling away from me. I really feel my time is up soon and I’m not ready and I’m scared. I don’t know what to do. Has anyone else gone through a time where they felt they were for sure going to die but didn’t? I know looking for reassurance isn’t going to save me, but I just need some comfort right now. 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Totally not my thing at all. I hate loud music and groups of people but I went. I almost just canceled altogether but it was my sisters birthday so i wanted to do it for her. I knew 0 people there and the first hour I was hating it. At one point I tried to leave but the mosh of people and the drunkenness kept me from finding the exit. After about 6 or 7 drinks in though I was comfortable enough drinking by myself. I didn’t meet anyone or do anything crazy but I had FUN being out at the club... didn’t expect to say that anytime soon, so for that I say YOU CAN TOO. Go out and have a good time. You deserve it. 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I was biking earlier today on the trail and was passing left on a very attractive woman walking. I kept looking back to see if it was safe to merge back on the right lane and heard what sounded like a laugh behind me. I thought she was laughing at me, so I spun around and caught back up with her to confront her on the matter. She gave me the most confused look I have ever seen, told me that I have ""lost my mind"", then kept on walking. My stress hormones were all over the place when it happened, so it took me until I was finished with my workout to assess the whole play of events. The only reason I confront everybody WHENEVER I feel slighted is so that I don't overthink how the whole situation could have gone later on in the day or week and regret not saying anything. I've led a really tough life with social situations which has made me a bit cynical towards everyone and anyone except my family members and close friends. But now it's getting out of hand. This is only one instance. I need help from likeminded folk.",5.212323991797678,6.158675813397133,5.701999316473002,80.771495215311,68.37799043062199,8.268079289131922,30.718045112781954,8.418075326091056,2.3078992481203,851,33,158,12,14,274,137,209,0.106,0.769,0.125,0.7436,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,1,11,16,3,2,13,0,15,2,1,4,2,37,34,16,0,5,5,0,2,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,10,13,0,3,3,3,0,7,2,9,0,1,18,9,26,7,27,15,5,38,0,2,4,0,12,17,0,4,15,117,36,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09907426763335724,0.0,0.11660035682812925,0.12613582716553168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3268569638994401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154690851693117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11312944875286834,0.0,0.0,0.09137955053414486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12816843123395086,0.0,0.13539267794847648,0.0,0.0,0.13357450855076314,0.0,0.07164367958462017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10947080675936477,0.0,0.07402816713131052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1252976749918929,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09497309062408656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15394865873345456,0.0,0.10008117591587497,0.06922350286683115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23797101192589235,0.0,0.15467344147547613,0.0,0.0,0.13407229721692704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14306842234588354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10506274492870868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09601409521117472,0.21552614238113305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14803787291463466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13558000781009133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09077145630157032,0.1456828670304467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12100410432025667,0.0,0.11267908216936108,0.0,0.0,0.11291009557298175,0.0,0.0,0.16007151059581326,0.0,0.0,0.3185352537534568,0.0,0.1444370434881976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16230758723916974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248753766057827,0.0,0.0,0.13430734906316594,0.13539267794847648,0.15742490910222412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11691065272616072,0.0,0.0,0.11365669161623627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31638788179129845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,chronicoco,2018/04/15,"using eMDR for GAD and dissociation Hi there everyone, I'd really like everyone's opinion with an issue that I’m struggling at the moment. I'm not sure if EMDR is working for me for the environment I'm in or if I'm on track like any other patient. A little background about me, I was diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder 6 years back due to an incident I had with pot that also dissociated me in the process. I suffered from severe derealization for up to a year and have been subsequently living a life where I still feel the side-effects of it up to this day. I've been to psychiatrists, psychologists, counselors, group therapy, and even hypnotherapy but nothing has seen concrete results that have lasted. I recently started EMDR a month back with a new therapist and have just finished my fifth session. The last two sessions I have felt that the EMDR hasn’t had much of an effect on me as the initial one did. I’m not sure if it’s because I was more repressed in those two sessions following an insanely stressful week, but I also have a concern regarding my therapist and the rapport we have. I have read that the connection between the therapist and the patient is super important and the truth is, after making several fruitless attempts to seek help throughout my life, my trust in professionals have waned. With regards to the therapist I’m seeing now, I feel that she may not genuinely care about me and that at the end of the day, I’m just another number to her that supplements her income. I’m not sure how badly this jeopardizes my treatment and am wondering what your thoughts are to my situation? Am I just overreacting and should give it more time or should I find another therapist? 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I went out fridaynight and we ended up partying through the night and taking some pep drugs saturday morning. I went to sleep and woke up today with really severe anxiety and panic. I can’t eat or sleep, I’m really scared and so angry at myself. I feel like I’m going crazy.",2.9453571428571443,5.332046472222224,4.482539682539684,81.24500000000002,77.33333333333333,7.447619047619049,22.785714285714285,8.418075326091056,1.7168547619047616,294,9,52,6,7,98,50,72,0.252,0.622,0.126,-0.8898,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,0,0,2,6,1,2,1,0,2,4,2,0,0,16,14,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,9,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,4,1,8,3,7,10,3,13,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,4,6,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13762439187932718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086289840130794,0.1840844636875613,0.0,0.0,0.15933960555958662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09096376034410857,0.12852188867597894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224234419605166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789093694609577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2667898244813449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16882566136329372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110760114759412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3457491175065617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15363516237382402,0.0,0.0,0.18011309546628504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20323783775732748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36006346493530866,0.0,0.0,0.1384972021851819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40830088304878814,0.0,0.0,0.1352637717118714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052588007019426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33354155959115034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,daddililprincess,2018/04/15,"How to identify intrusive thoughts? Hi everyone, I was recently diagnosed with GAD and my psychiatrist told me that i had had it since i was a kid. I always know that i overthink and worry too much at times but never knew it was due to anxiety (anxiety disorder is not popular in my country). Anyway, since i have always been like this and thought it was normal, it's now so hard to tell if my bad thoughts are anxiety induced. I'm a highly sensitive person and there are a lot of narcissists in my family, everytime i tell them about my mental health issues i would receive a doubful question. This makes me very anxious when talking to them because i constantly feel like i'm being judged or doubted. Do you guys have any tips on how to indentify intrusive thoughts? If you're like me, an anxious hsp living with a bunch of narcissists, i would appreciate it very much if you can share your experiences i need to feel i'm not alone in this battle. 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When the anxiety clears (even over an hour later), I can feel the ""heat"" in my mouth again. Tonight, I was eating a burrito with some salsa that usually gives me a bit of a prickle across the scalp from the spicyness, but couldn't perceive any heat from it. I even took an experimental sip of straight sauce to see if it was off, and only tasted the sweetness of the tomato. Weirded out, I then tried a spoonful of sriracha... nothing! It only had a sweet, garlicy taste. Not a hint of capsaicin. This was all concurrent with an anxiety attack, which finally cleared a half-hour ago. And now, even as I sit typing this, I can feel the heat from the salsa and sriracha in my mouth and throat. So bizarre... thought I'd share! 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Failure- I’m scared that I will never be good enough. That I’ll fuck up when put on the spot. Though I mostly come through, it clouds my mind constantly. I make things out to be bigger than they are. Humiliation- It never happens, but I always think that I’ll do something and make a fool out of myself. I’m scared that people will disown me for common mistakes. Having people question my regular activities forces me to overthink them and become insecure of anything I do. Commitment- I’ve never felt passionate about anything I did over a long period of time. Football was my favorite sport to play, but I lost all enthusiasm towards it and quit after 10 years. This is the same for video games and many other activities. I believe I’ll lose attachment to anything I try. Especially once I choose my MOS in the military, I don’t want to waste 4-20 years doing something I would hate. Unacceptance- I am afraid that people will never love me for who I am. I’m always finding ways to fit in amd stand out in a good way. I’m constantly analyzing a simple conversation. Am I being too quiet? Do they think I’m annoying? Does she know I’m trying to flirt? I ask myself self these questions without answers and it bugs the crap out of me. 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I work as a server at a busy restaurant. Despite asking for minimal hours and shorter shifts, I've been schedule for doubles (12+ hour shifts with only an hour break) and ""swing"" shifts (12+ hour shifts with NO break) 5-6 days a week. I'm a good server and rarely make big mistakes, but sometimes I get overwhelmed with how many tables I have or just how exhausted I am mentally and physically. This leads to meltdowns, crying spells, and full on anxiety attacks that draw attention to me and my work performance suffers. My personal life has been miserable lately as well; my boyfriend dumped me over text while I was at work a couple weeks ago, I'm losing touch with my friends because I work so much, one of my coworkers recently tried to steal my wallet and the cops were called but she wasn't fired so working with her everyday has been so stressful... I'm not the only one who gets frustrated and overwhelmed, but I am the person who probably cries the most at work haha. It's so embarrassing that when I start feeling anxious, I get even more anxious from how embarrassed I am. Especially because *everyone* comes up to me and starts asking me ""What's wrong?"" ""What do you need?"" ""Calm down!"" ""It's okay!"" and I have to keep myself from snapping at them to just leave me alone. Everyone keeps telling me to smoke weed before work like they do, but I can't function when I'm high! I get too slow and ditzy. I've tried medication before and it has never helped. This has been causing me so much stress I'm physically getting sick from it: nausea, vomiting, pounding headache, feeling faint... I never have anxiety attacks outside of work so relaxing at home doesn't help ease my anxiety at work at all. I wish I could see a therapist, but I don't have time or money for that so please don't suggest it. I just need advice on how to stop panic attacks from happening or how to calm down before having a major attack in front of everyone. My job is very go-go-go, so I can't take long breaks or anything like that. Please help though, is there anything that you do to ease your anxiety?",5.842839528892164,6.3705748923445,6.093397129186603,80.01070298122931,66.82296650717703,9.397276407802725,32.10563121089437,9.367010060515213,2.776745748987855,1707,67,326,31,26,546,213,418,0.23,0.655,0.115,-0.9952,1,1,1,0,0,0,64.0,0,3,2,14,24,33,7,8,12,2,31,6,0,8,3,54,58,41,0,5,13,0,4,2,1,0,6,0,1,2,16,18,0,3,3,1,1,4,10,22,1,2,7,5,42,11,43,50,9,50,0,5,1,0,20,18,0,5,26,204,58,12,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06289501161354695,0.05705412735081501,0.0,0.0,0.06666090400418867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24618850587845284,0.14542427815939998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10593092213438927,0.0,0.12034187893670513,0.3661123770680375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07847046541290419,0.0,0.1643051258043063,0.0,0.06754524776287657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06572206260731024,0.0,0.0,0.06611877546599751,0.0,0.055443230736783165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051388808546319234,0.07121669903730067,0.14139999014787707,0.04150896410452818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042511311912812766,0.0,0.0,0.18450549743772104,0.05784552847266033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06508797442778201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972687829724328,0.0,0.1681356777427674,0.0,0.14631644644624905,0.053984830643449715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05691619911914455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294239658621955,0.06800329511464423,0.06456157593305417,0.0,0.25353929919131196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06387058266198459,0.1144180071335824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07260453633573825,0.0681513761055763,0.0,0.0,0.045461658700966606,0.06288925430018012,0.0,0.0,0.05695944055586154,0.0,0.0720060002463962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042962961394229546,0.06525422148761126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06483919129188809,0.06486300587194825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09462877184786953,0.09544905140104452,0.09928179458247673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08722839209326604,0.0979022861831983,0.0,0.07551639238138687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1123989942607382,0.0,0.14130301560373412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0693944569885711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06355093304185333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051289167836588184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06365688850206913,0.0,0.09111326277436456,0.0,0.0,0.05381054926423689,0.1474557441620562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04839314514309127,0.0,0.056256307251458894,0.0,0.0,0.07473068053245865,0.0,0.0,0.06323655489897342,0.0,0.037530721883336435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08739682786541912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053106412310857824,0.0,0.05108854274825127,0.10325661496386854,0.0,0.05787028100008376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07401454769166044,0.0,0.0,0.468572040887595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074219447309302,0.0,0.0 anxiety,musicalnotlyrical,2018/04/15,"I Just Want To Talk To People; What Am I doing Wrong? Hey everyone I have a lot of trouble getting past the acquaintance stage with people. Despite the fact I'm in university, I never seem to get classmates' numbers, grab a coffee, hang out in dorms, or socialize with others outside of pre-booked activities (like classes). I've tried just about everything I can think of. I've joined different clubs at school relating to my hobbies. I try to speak to people in & outside classes. I've been told numerous times that there's no obvious social faux-pas I'm committing (bad dress/hygiene as an example). I have several decent hobbies, I'm in shape, I think I'm well put together. What gives? As a bit of backstory/reference I suffered from a fair bit of bullying & social isolation in middle school, which led to me (several years later) being diagnosed with moderate/severe social anxiety. I've had a therapist, been on medication, tried CBT, etc.. since. This anxiety makes it much harder for me to ""put myself out there"", even when doing so is just going to a new club or asking a classmate out for a coffee. Almost more importantly, it has made me seemingly unable to see subtle social clues. I recognize emotions and feelings; if someone loves/hates me, is passionate about something, is being sarcastic, etc... But it's the smaller cues that I do not see or (what I think happens much more often) I don't react to. My best guess is I try to hide my feelings/look nervous, which leads to people think I'm not interested in carrying on conversation/getting their #/whatever. The ironic part is, love talking to people. I'll talk for hours with people about just about anything. Even if the conversation's one-sided. Listening to someone complain about their job or their term papers or their relationship; anything. The other ironic part is; when I'm forced into social situations, I'm fine. Last summer I was volunteering in another continent for 10 days with guys/girls my age, and I hit it off with them. I was perfectly fine in conversation/daily activities with them, and we still keep in contact via WhatsApp. I'm even going to meet up with a few of them this summer. Anyways, what tips/advice can you give me? How can I get over this hump? Another school year has come and gone, yet I feel like my progress has been minimal. PMs are welcome. Cheers P.S. Sorry if my formatting/grammar is shite; I'm currently on mobile.",4.938220255653885,6.92311336283186,5.962418879056049,74.67783677482795,70.23893805309734,9.270009832841692,30.697148475909533,9.725611199111238,3.2736694198623413,1928,82,326,48,36,638,244,452,0.08900000000000001,0.818,0.094,0.7365,3,1,1,0,0,0,91.0,1,1,7,4,23,18,0,1,16,0,29,6,0,6,5,58,68,19,0,4,15,0,3,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,17,18,0,1,8,2,0,9,5,6,1,0,9,7,40,12,62,56,14,51,0,1,2,3,32,22,0,14,21,210,57,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07081281014525799,0.0,0.0,0.07256410181804894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15703348122331998,0.0,0.0,0.15197356765850906,0.11087238545297068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11926647416341235,0.0,0.06774580691732493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060505975120829836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604846049534343,0.0,0.15822792458489762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062422931028729124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0467344916401474,0.0,0.0,0.0735513333510398,0.0,0.07571141129184084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151435088148297,0.0,0.0,0.16163720260397332,0.14358907243731825,0.0,0.0,0.06924424489651991,0.06512765194568039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328184314860972,0.05176963249698245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514417060583342,0.13903173264615132,0.08236804857426383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07982932643441762,0.0,0.06408133012484532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07136428548702689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07191119498793358,0.06441099547077593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05906935649948375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07080632804869846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06085308037979675,0.0,0.0,0.06160789185262911,0.06540327755001936,0.0685689589939333,0.04837153138918157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0730017409192367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654150596736366,0.0,0.05589014685176675,0.0699879894713368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04910474940786983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1569469524093831,0.06917687325335274,0.30143226257508265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569643049313405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07780122552103405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22001798970531736,0.11549183349664285,0.13194041408836518,0.0,0.24559742185327899,0.0,0.05994451707256996,0.0814546748512986,0.0,0.4432189759286134,0.12280019414212325,0.05578776761570593,0.0,0.08111960936403753,0.0,0.0,0.057871337937304874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17473596569547842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08413846117219101,0.0,0.18573281556624965,0.0,0.0,0.04225543195172495,0.0,0.0,0.06924424489651991,0.0,0.19679827764269653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042742248056190514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06515552054734026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923005371147322,0.0,0.09333128966894197 anxiety,Anxiety8282,2018/04/15,"Is anyone else terrified to go to the doctor? I'm not sure what I'm scared of specifically,. It's everything from driving myself there (terrifying), to telling him about my past, to asking for medication without seeming like some drug addict.",7.095968992248063,8.799407744186054,7.5627906976744175,66.37038759689926,64.58139534883722,10.38449612403101,35.26356589147287,10.504223727775694,4.204789147286824,195,9,30,5,3,64,38,43,0.234,0.7659999999999999,0.0,-0.8742,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,1,1,0,1,4,0,0,1,5,6,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,2,9,6,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,19,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872831048689589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18426406256156688,0.2700143439181936,0.0,0.0,0.24636198008248705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697308415534743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30560741830221816,0.0,0.22014282243498046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2368408912900203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1497683507338714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12874588092024386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26547552181760964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25156614477128403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2638362946944203,0.0,0.0,0.23990489704684764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2483708858380032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23033403448665896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2540304266723787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,groll14,2018/04/15,"Trouble Socializing Ever since I had a really bad panic attack back in November I feel like I've never really been the same. I stopped going out, I've been less outgoing and can't seem to get out of the house very much anymore. I stopped hanging out with people and have avoided going out because I'm afraid of what people think. Going out gives me an awful feeling unless I'm not sober. I honestly have no idea what to do and was wondering if anyone could help me",5.16,5.809743225806455,6.44209677419355,76.48314516129034,68.35483870967742,9.210752688172043,29.478494623655912,9.2995712137729,2.5950946236559145,372,13,68,7,6,126,65,93,0.263,0.654,0.083,-0.9566,0,1,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,2,8,1,3,4,1,9,0,0,0,2,25,21,5,0,2,3,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,0,3,6,0,0,4,4,6,0,0,4,2,7,2,12,16,3,15,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,3,6,46,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18576607945505488,0.13097495569749956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2130977767367374,0.0,0.14403362039668746,0.15640014401513153,0.1141854439127537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1495557311947337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16943707991673082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1894241155398084,0.1338178248010928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09786432079691704,0.1796895510328328,0.31936617747753593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12555325044619595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21613628206790725,0.0,0.21145575810184586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09151261410037753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13769802770394668,0.0,0.14446882310692494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2197737133680961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597211773074404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23999748374002336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17052447897606404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15494884735507544,0.0,0.0,0.1909439839813172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3132073410088668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1200238449379894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455443605236546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20313505336261664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,signalsphere,2018/04/15,"went to the mall by myself today... so i hate doing shit my myself. it gives me the worst anxiety ever. esPECIALLY shopping for clothes. it’s essentially an open invite to have random people come up and talk to you. especially when i don’t know what i need, i feel like i just pick what i can see that doesn’t require anyone to help me. but i found out something that helps - vulnerability. my friend always says “vulnerability fosters connection” and i never believed her until today. when i opened up to the sales associate who came up to me and i said “honestly i don’t know what i’m doing i’m just looking for brown pants” he helped me find the right fit and size. sounds stupid, but it was honestly so fun to be by myself at the mall. after the jeans i was on such a high that i went to buy a new phone case and did some other shopping i would have normally just done online. for people who have the same social anxiety around being in new places and not knowing what to do, admitting that you have NO IDEA what to do helps SO MUCH. 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I have increasing social anxiety and GAD after tapering off benzos and other prescribed anxiety meds. I am so often approached by strangers, almost once per outing (example: I went to Whole Foods today. A worker was stocking the shelves right next to me & I was in my muddy clothes after playing with my dog. A woman came up to me to ask me about the product I was picking off the self to ask about it.). Not that this is a problem but sometimes I just want to live my damn life without strangers approaching me. I finished my shopping trip with my hood up. I'm not annoyed and this woman was very kind and sweet, but it's the repetitive nature of my experiences paired with my innate sense of wanting to be left alone. 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It's difficult to do, but cutting those people out of my life has lead me to being so much happier. I realised, I don't deserve people who make me feel like shit, I don't deserve people who don't value me, and they don't deserve any of my time and energy. They've since tried to apologise for their behaviour, and other friends have tried to encourage me to forgive them and reconnect with them. But I refuse to. I have some amazing people in my life who far more deserve my attention. I now realise these people were a huge source of some of my anxiety and cutting them off has gone a long way towards finding some stability. Don't be afraid to shut the door on those who don't deserve you! 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So of course, like an idiot, I got a job in a call center. For the most part people are pretty nice however, when I do come across the occasional angry person who just wants to scream and throw obscenities everywhere, it can actually end up ruining the next couple days. I'm not sure why it's like this but I wanted to reach out and post on here and see if anyone else has experienced anything similar to this, and if anyone has any suggestions. Thanks for taking the time to read this.",7.4161904761904776,6.973545857142861,8.125714285714286,70.05261904761906,63.64285714285714,11.395238095238097,31.16666666666667,10.864195022040775,3.3444595238095243,464,14,83,11,6,156,82,112,0.136,0.755,0.109,-0.0174,2,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,5,9,1,0,8,0,6,0,0,0,1,18,14,9,0,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,6,9,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,4,0,0,2,3,3,5,16,12,2,17,0,1,1,0,6,9,0,3,7,53,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.1672990945702756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1426504367893454,0.0,0.0,0.11658395356114168,0.0,0.26229972955725234,0.0,0.0,0.23974735411278675,0.17565884423409314,0.1410791505499798,0.15261647420738672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501154366717956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14767895414275095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18969326807916528,0.0,0.11056354986973796,0.1767454059986618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143214738869857,0.0,0.15184348819025334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13711490579297078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17012610417293433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16751223149242772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1823266249735472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18565102123322774,0.0,0.2377075248276092,0.1496933502840636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1641905447008133,0.17441443019690342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17148473878298867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366141648728681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16157861139747345,0.0,0.12890029977399398,0.0,0.0,0.15783739472950414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999670777171446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022375555464767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15469644095287907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,insomniatica,2018/04/15,"Still not able to work due to mental health... But I am getting better. I have been on disability for a few years, due to mental health... So lately I've been considering going back to work part time. I talked to therapist and she was hesitant. Said I should try volunteering a few hours one or two days... And NOT go back to work (yet). Well... it's a really good thing I didn't just start applying places. I helped the next door neighbor with a new fence between us... like... all day. I kept having panic attacks and thought my heart was stopping. My hand was cramping and bleeding but I felt like I couldn't tell him I needed to stop. So I slapped a band-aid on and kept going. The only break we took, I spent watering the garden. I kept thinking ""take care of yourself, Mary,"" but kept not doing anything about it. Finally I was able to muster a little ""my hand's starting to cramp"" ... Then after a few more boards he asked me if it was hurting really badly, I said yeah and then he asked me if I wanted to stop or keep going. It was really hard for me to say ""let's stop"" 😟 I've gotten very far in my growth. But I'm understanding that just because I can get in the water, doesn't mean I can or should jump into the deep end. But I can continue to learn how to swim. ❤️",0.8255418719211818,2.990042302681996,2.6936330049261086,92.3530603448276,83.82758620689657,5.720908593322386,18.899972632731256,7.021680442328713,0.1959949644225505,975,25,215,13,28,324,153,261,0.109,0.8109999999999999,0.08,-0.6583,0,0,0,0,0,0,51.0,2,0,0,4,11,10,1,1,12,1,21,10,3,1,1,47,51,21,0,7,15,0,4,2,1,2,5,3,3,0,6,9,2,10,6,2,1,8,6,4,1,2,20,7,30,6,25,27,6,44,0,1,0,0,15,9,0,5,28,133,36,4,0.20820439970732754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08566724039728373,0.0,0.1946430081983533,0.1184312810150706,0.0,0.16009633168432147,0.0869209885260164,0.06345973478910806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09206993599502754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1061391307987324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13427461349099065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09220364990040272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09995443726449088,0.11403887146436005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10877820552738396,0.0,0.2366547168518967,0.08731598614183475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932551233129684,0.0,0.0,0.22131154081222906,0.0,0.1233616080591414,0.0697775101817171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10251969706459213,0.0,0.1114435580362566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09253081843709032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743181580759245,0.0,0.0,0.1064515524902014,0.0,0.10171815288654856,0.10433775288255998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11339781424628705,0.0,0.0,0.20982106470755316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07719046211730697,0.0,0.1005425533205354,0.1107138705580794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07054234480695079,0.07917441401349762,0.0,0.12214150145629092,0.0,0.11273253775619947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10876464182330077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007160474629532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1980500624494576,0.0827862476799833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14736814573501064,0.0,0.08313615127742949,0.34813640186241634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0782718986113307,0.08367340492113019,0.09098991116229782,0.0,0.0,0.12087067770645638,0.06916087585113903,0.06670448620363169,0.0,0.08264551835524495,0.06070282990238629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1156613744541072,0.07067856025276965,0.0,0.10169272261576907,0.1083740614089276,0.12522212865816526,0.0,0.0,0.08589521734361619,0.061402174668684674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360037984004503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273629240340505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06703840358106733 anxiety,FaithInGod24,2018/04/15,"kinda anxious... Hey there I'm new to reddit. I'm not sure how to say it I hope I don't come off as awkward. ( I probably will. ) But anyway I have been suffering with severe social anxiety. Since I was 15 yrs old. Now I'm 26. And I'm always looking for Support. Which I get from my family. The point to all of this is I wanna make friends in real life or internet. And not jerks or not understanding people. I have a tough shell, what I mean is I shut the world away because idk how to trust anymore. But maybe meeting the right people will help me feel free for once... anyway also I love to play games on my ps4 and I'm looking for people who wants to play Destiny or fortnite battle royal with. if you have social anxiety or is a nice understanding person. Message me and ill give you my PSN ID.",0.017211751662973285,2.3513173841463413,2.4270288248337017,90.93936807095345,91.6219512195122,4.9330376940133025,19.039911308203987,6.574015621080383,0.26572926829268306,617,19,128,8,22,210,107,164,0.119,0.7020000000000001,0.179,0.9281,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,2,0,0,7,15,2,1,5,0,11,3,0,3,2,31,30,15,0,4,10,0,1,0,1,2,2,1,0,1,5,7,0,0,4,3,1,1,4,5,0,0,2,4,18,11,19,26,1,12,0,1,2,1,15,8,0,7,3,80,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918548407696862,0.12401139840713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280270358529819,0.1683703051622131,0.14780546143561588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14002593000688687,0.0,0.0,0.0908520666219828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12838287796896006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14049958473480456,0.0,0.0753579956215008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11514624352467373,0.0,0.0778661052432404,0.14297064934285986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0998969035217827,0.0,0.0,0.14802817525575074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10526981389272738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25030845119525674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13451244377822846,0.0,0.09948389652916058,0.0,0.14972851377843305,0.1623458687454074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439416471401539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639011239783568,0.15872040526781345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30997215882312457,0.13013406841781233,0.0,0.0,0.14088890522378195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16068796830368248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963765811070844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12727747676303094,0.0,0.11852084971046448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1683703051622131,0.0,0.12328561785562588,0.0,0.0,0.3038505602691769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691263424063047,0.14046637362683467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31030723591705484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0879063627081441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Samomitch,2018/04/15,Moving out off my Mum’s house Hi everybody this is my first ever post. yesterday I moved out off my Mum’s house to my first flat and I’m feeling pretty nervous and anxious about being on my own and not seeing my Mum everyday that my sounds silly. Is this a normal feeling when moving out off your parents house for the first time. I’m having trouble sleeping and feel a bit overwhelmed has anyone got any advice. Thanks ,3.622306368330463,5.577495120481932,4.3885025817555965,84.71807228915665,73.69879518072291,6.1886402753872645,25.110154905335627,6.868970318607317,1.1225745266781415,337,11,61,3,7,108,55,83,0.08,0.7859999999999999,0.134,0.3818,1,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,3,3,5,0,2,3,0,5,1,1,0,1,13,13,5,0,1,1,4,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,7,0,0,3,0,0,3,1,3,0,3,1,5,9,2,10,11,2,19,0,1,1,0,6,7,0,0,8,41,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14771412109855944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10279559700327234,0.0,0.0,0.1707704544733828,0.0,0.10569624568038843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16503016025888112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13673502030120013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.229296712649334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38573591094923104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12089835838037476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5232632478836117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4819850387974988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810703041897078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16784792600407095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14477176789137616,0.15378647687285274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045683997021955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15127154034103255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13917000346150935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08814399512722933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Kindredspirit13,2018/04/15,"I can't just quit my job I'm exhausted and on the verge of tears right now so if this post doesn't make a lot of sense I apologize. My job is wearing me down, I know I look frazzled a lot talking to people, I get it. Truth is, I'm a single woman who is attempting to ""start over"" after going through some very difficult financial hardships that I'm only starting to recover from. I think what stresses me out more than my job is people acting like I should just quit. I've heard all the cliches about 'Sometimes the best things are on the other side of fear"" and this and that but you know it just doesn't apply to every situation. I'm sorry but I'm supporting myself entirely, I'm just starting to recover from a terrible year you know I think I would just like to hear that I can do it or something instead of telling me to quit. How would being unemployed with little to no savings do any good for my happiness? I'm just sick of people acting like there's a quick solution for everything.",3.209529702970297,4.734673257425747,4.638700495049509,84.29191212871288,73.85148514851484,8.020297029702972,26.981435643564357,8.660442795831766,1.9770881188118803,786,29,158,15,16,262,116,202,0.105,0.754,0.141,0.8632,5,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,0,5,13,14,0,2,9,0,15,3,1,2,2,31,37,9,0,4,10,0,0,3,0,3,2,2,0,1,12,5,0,0,5,0,0,3,4,5,0,0,1,3,20,9,27,32,7,20,0,0,1,0,9,9,0,5,10,110,32,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.086812079150603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1339695987876519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10755769492373136,0.0,0.11473112465805793,0.0,0.0,0.14365117386828302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06669623707108066,0.0,0.0725512018819344,0.10707379632852927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589472425178076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14388027742282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800437462424621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21047312893584055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871023153892478,0.12794723847447914,0.0,0.0,0.10720089151539487,0.0,0.0,0.2170611870349473,0.0,0.0,0.08521296303361416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09708995402904998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26550675066795515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226144445232212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4073412175508577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10901956297259392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434933730167398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0982776613234994,0.12625740662956905,0.14290311006330758,0.2710717851158198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14623224829728584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.144865222073951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10260697396335214,0.11157905495011032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08481055831813518,0.16359667652072335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10533153679906272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18136970750651965,0.0,0.0,0.08220781426632491 anxiety,ZdenekKovar,2018/04/15,"What should i do when i have a panic attack? I'm now 100% sure I'm having panic attacks. My first one was in late March. Yesterday it was near the end of class, and I started experiencing the symptoms. Honestly thought I was having a heart attack (arm pain and everything) when my grandma picked me up from class. Called the ambulance, got a ride from the hospital, spent almost 4 hours at the hospital. Doctor ordered a chest x ray and drew blood to run a bunch of tests. 0% chance of heart attack and something else that I forgot. With that out of the way, and me thankful to know I'm still relatively healthy, what now? I literally feel like I'm about to die every time it happens. Do I leave the room and try to calm down? How do I calm down in the first place?",3.2924509803921573,4.783142640522875,4.344591503267973,86.62316176470591,73.57516339869281,7.452941176470588,25.16830065359477,8.07648339933343,1.3341202614379086,596,19,125,9,12,194,94,153,0.17,0.705,0.125,-0.8541,0,0,1,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,2,7,13,4,2,13,0,10,8,5,2,1,17,23,9,1,1,0,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,1,0,6,8,0,1,3,0,1,2,0,7,0,3,7,2,12,6,20,15,1,28,0,0,0,0,1,10,0,1,15,77,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230935016749967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6012688962217531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13491974908694052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713032946228634,0.0,0.0,0.1352409004805216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110377861756413,0.0,0.11702817517480316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113254267560427,0.0,0.11875014078551928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06680901990891541,0.09439387055683657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477983095729875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10567662403876736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1168423357316114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3131499434867286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13012167175488826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07261532493817037,0.0,0.14904866701340985,0.1399068470969034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455216158646025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0895348708454235,0.0,0.14059589227715882,0.3100527374779739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13804797933564636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10172031480576517,0.0,0.0,0.0935224646361175,0.0,0.10551938112605518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453118842628595,0.1373339121436971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12164777363646355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10489665224681924,0.07704620607856992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0897077603684741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10487883513328454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,softspell,2018/04/15,"Going out again after a long period of solitude and anxiety? I started medication and therapy for strong anxiety and depression, but I'm really struggling since a few months. It's still the beginning of my treatment and even though I feel some improvements, I'm still not capable to go back to work and just going out is most of the time a problem for me. I don't have much people around me at the moment and I have trouble to motivate myself but I could go out for a walk, take the transports or go to the cinema... I stopped doing other activities, and if I'm not anxious in specific situations, places where you have to stay up or where it's crowded or noisy makes me really uncomfortable. I can easily feel dizzy and weak. Are some other persons in the same situation? How do you or would you work on that? 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I loved our for college and am now back home working full time and I want to be closer to the office. This time though my parents are much older and have more health issues. They’re supportive of me moving out for real this time, but Im so close with my mom she’s been a major figure in my life. More than a mother, she’s been a friend and a confidant as well. I have a social network - not the largest, but it’s there, but the thought of seeing my parents once a week or two weeks really freaks me out and is a huge shift for me. I’m trying to get comfortable with feeling discomfort as I know this is something I have to do but I’m experiencing a lot of anxiety on this issue. How have you dealt with this? 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Or leave it alone and deal with the guilt of not doing anything. I can't even talk about the details with anyone really without messing things up. All the little assurances or distractions I could possibly give myself are failing and I don't know what to do or how to calm down and even making this post is giving me anxiety because it never seems to go well when I post, but here it is. Here's to another sleepless night.",3.514514348785873,5.133656516556293,4.165182119205299,87.61258554083885,73.2384105960265,7.417439293598234,25.166114790286976,8.07648339933343,1.3939002207505522,598,19,121,9,12,190,96,151,0.2,0.701,0.099,-0.9409,0,1,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,2,11,14,0,3,5,0,15,3,2,3,3,37,23,18,0,5,13,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,10,10,1,0,4,0,0,1,7,11,1,0,1,1,10,3,18,19,1,10,0,4,0,0,6,4,0,9,3,87,20,1,0.14609240541776553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130767284859414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1531906251120116,0.11176029027209262,0.0,0.0,0.10215120668571953,0.0,0.12022160177915482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08905657436198712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499286942365917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061485508972114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14948900275136984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19298531189628754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13129843389680645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28029029472188594,0.08302768069972016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13087009978149294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09792265985578892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15639494155471573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0802885653711336,0.0,0.0,0.15469076325931744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14642297008059935,0.25800454104166004,0.0,0.0,0.16344003267241786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19503563008495636,0.1481147689838827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10832566748712563,0.11267546936929322,0.0,0.0,0.1370978259136193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2025641583347163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1646972363212575,0.2798322814387901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359053582045906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13299703904531351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14619791160577758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11742354159283787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0970573026131566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1313546174631338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082786550308118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15972911135430945,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ahairtieonmywrist,2018/04/15,"Is anxiety something that someone can develop or is it always a part of them? I have really felt social anxiety and depression creep up on me in the past year and a half because my life has changed in a way. I used to prime at social events, always having something to say and always having fun. I had tons of friends to hang out with. In the past year, most of my friends have graduated and switched universities, I'm left with a very small group of friends that barely share the same interests with me. I feel stuck. I'm a very social creature, usually always going out but because i don't have any friends around, I've spent a lot of my senior year cooped up inside my room alone. My love/sexual life has gone from 100 to 0. I haven't been with a girl in 8 months. I'm now very nervous/anxious in social situations and I stumble over my words all the time; I used to be able to speak in front of classes with full comfort. My life was fun and exciting, now boring and repetitive and I constantly question the point of life. I can't hold conversations with people anymore. I'm watching old acquaintances that I used to know have tons of fun with their now giant friend groups. It just kinda sucks. I regret not making more friends with people in my grade. I'm gonna be graduating now with no friends and filled with regret that I didn't become closer to people I knew a couple years ago. Just kinda venting at this point, sorry ",4.890654640133903,5.77372855830389,5.438028640505859,82.60376790031619,69.07067137809187,8.360721591965781,28.32229867956109,8.532816995589336,1.942608480565371,1134,38,223,17,19,365,150,283,0.096,0.753,0.151,0.9654,0,1,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,2,0,7,19,1,0,13,0,20,4,0,4,1,46,39,11,0,2,5,0,2,0,7,1,4,2,1,1,7,22,0,1,5,0,1,5,6,5,0,1,9,5,26,14,43,27,9,49,0,3,1,0,21,24,1,6,19,138,33,5,0.08827965015329428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07825458337160086,0.0,0.0,0.09143109380933416,0.0,0.0,0.2938229634514684,0.0,0.0,0.060033189342434484,0.0,0.13506738147048378,0.0,0.08754969150244359,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07858760500913907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1076289107027191,0.0974979378144498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09338816439830404,0.0,0.0,0.09539893989543168,0.0,0.0,0.0976797537888386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07603513331959381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044636843624203934,0.0,0.0847623082449982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4774324710490625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050171359587453265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04851618701194755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09591609819432446,0.0,0.2494181105707673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07505220165016671,0.07967583093100755,0.0,0.05892735198004177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07046397451536926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0926346426003155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0955982583269116,0.1685458302438924,0.18360598191516966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690560779896704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09889341191874433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05655420441783464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07020352108760636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09923002554465007,0.0,0.3599599440511735,0.07479906109659347,0.13592397528297906,0.0,0.09882184078520263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05147657393052674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287358205663381,0.09722756258882267,0.21851987030806466,0.0,0.07007227721220266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273968013467946 anxiety,openskeptic,2018/04/15,"It's horrible and i think it's anxiety I have anxiety issues which for the most part I understand and am familiar with. I get social anxiety, I get really bad health anxiety, I have panic attacks occasionally. But I have this other feeling that I think is anxiety but a more obscure form and it's impossible to accurately describe. It's a very deep fear, a sickening discomfort that makes me wish I could escape my body and mind, at least for a little while. The feeling is so gross and so vague. It's like I'm a small child in a blank world with no other life forms, no objects, just total nothingness in an eternal blanket of pitch black. I can't make any sense of it, but the feeling really gets to me. Please tell me I'm not the only one. 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My sister in law is doing it now to get over her fear of sickness and vomiting so I'm considering it. I never really worked out what causes my anxiety. It mostly appears before a happy situation (moving house, getting a puppy etc) where I'll not be able to sleep or eat properly for a couple of weeks, but can also creep in when I feel out of control, such as on a high speed train. I'm on 30mg of citalopram but I don't want to be on it forever. 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Hi, I've been going through a different mental state lately and am trying to figure out what's up with me. I'm 23, male, and just graduated from a very prestigious university program near the top of my class. Thus, I'm a very detail-oriented person. I have OCD and obsess over things like checking e-mails, facebook, my calendar, etc... part of the reason I'm successful in academics. I have aspergers as well. In recent years I've become more OCD and it's been getting worse up until about a month ago. Panic attacks have become increasingly frequent, especially while I'm driving or anywhere other than my house. I didn't go to my last two weeks of class, and worked from home. I haven't been able to drive. I have a panic attack, or feel like I will, every time I go out... My doctor has put me on Cipralex (SSRI/Lexapro/Escitalopram). I'm 1.5 weeks in and it hasn't started working yet (I've heard this is usual). But like, I go outside and I feel dizzy, disoriented, confused, etc... I feel like I need to sit down. The best way to describe it is that I feel overly stimulated. This also occurs in situations where there are many people talking to me, or at times when I need to manage many different things. As shown in my school work, I'm a go-getter. So why is this happening to me now? I'm done school as of one week ago and have always been someone to overcome adversity and challenges. I've had a very successful life but now I can't even leave my house. I'm not depressed, but more frustrated that my mind isn't allowing me to pursue what I truly want to (i.e. leaving the house, going out and playing sports, going to class, etc.) The biggest thing is feeling like reality is unreal, whenever I leave my house. Can someone please tell me what's up with me? Thanks!",3.1902542372881366,5.061715652542374,4.578666666666667,83.2529152542373,74.67796610169492,7.3188700564971745,25.64180790960452,8.131152278815165,1.6101916384180792,1407,49,275,23,30,467,187,354,0.075,0.7909999999999999,0.134,0.9468,2,0,0,0,0,0,68.0,0,0,0,8,12,22,3,4,12,0,26,2,0,4,0,39,53,24,0,3,8,0,5,5,0,1,2,1,1,2,16,16,0,0,7,2,1,10,6,10,1,2,8,6,33,12,45,44,8,54,0,1,0,0,6,20,0,4,26,170,49,16,0.07730263044090274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13704823542407155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06181888563491879,0.06432198111144236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17588580379319435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17074936392550444,0.0,0.0,0.08112434145442868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06658064232609552,0.0,0.0,0.16152959156910404,0.0,0.07912251784918245,0.0,0.07910742984107673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25863860090737106,0.05105765834774508,0.0,0.06513080018157294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19543266317540114,0.16567504389833046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040387433856960836,0.0,0.3075300642356783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06835846080303278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07754084120345316,0.0,0.0,0.356787426715867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06301196125398115,0.08720073420291892,0.24555697205466184,0.0,0.0,0.05460113399078973,0.18883080263369129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15674546827892036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07790286971170995,0.0,0.07805362024247944,0.0,0.061702222107815126,0.0,0.0,0.11463784194771134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05238226299455607,0.0,0.0,0.18139596208043715,0.0,0.0837112156811536,0.0,0.05359191063882952,0.06749767519954221,0.0,0.08485507467986529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771049472290219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07947997882816724,0.07632702170156765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15646877799333453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08689139546882517,0.0,0.0,0.13099653583211895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0547151997005263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0621329261767997,0.06756590625670755,0.07116987617404004,0.0,0.0,0.15406929827818416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09015157092275417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05248341179144298,0.0,0.07551343742924148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08513792619728719,0.19134829770038414,0.04559509427613735,0.06135922990271681,0.18602252195071234,0.0,0.06950434843907362,0.0,0.06975360031790412,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16883170689258678,0.0,0.07877798456775831,0.0,0.08451829121689904,0.0,0.049780359537646736 anxiety,kelsiefaith13,2018/04/16,"I'm constantly worried about my loved ones, especially my boyfriend I worry about him so much. I don't know how to stop. It makes me feel like a bad girlfriend. I ask him to text me immediately when he gets home from work because I worry about his safety. If he gets home later than usual and he hasn't texted me, I panic and feel sick because I think he's hurt or in some sort of trouble. Whenever I don't hear from for awhile in general I panic, even when I know logically that he's okay because he's just at work or busy with family. It's the worst when he's sick. I worry so much. I can barely get through the day because I just want to be there to take care of him but I can't be. I'm always afraid it's worse than it actually is. I'm never truly calm unless I know for certain he's 100% healthy and okay and happy. But I feel like a horrible girlfriend half the time because I'm always bugging him to text or call me because I have to be reassured because of my anxiety. I snap at him sometimes because my anxiety makes me angry and makes me feel horrible because he never loses his patience with me. I wish he knew that my anxiety and unhappiness isn't his fault, because he makes me happier than anyone else ever could. I've tried to explain but I feel like it wasn't good enough. I'm just so tired of feeling this way all the time. I wish I knew how I could make it stop. 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Im 25 now and its really gotten worse in the last few years. At this point its cost me my job, my apartment, and im back home with my parents. I live in constant panic. I workout, take vitamins, take meds my (2nd) psychiatrist has me on and im still miserable. I live in Indiana and i would just like to know if anyone has had any luck with inpatient depression centers. I take 4mg of xanax a day and it barely touches my anxiety. I would like to be off of them. I'm not addicted to drugs, just cant get a grip on life. If anyone has any words of advice or places they've had success with, I would greatly appreciate it. 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I'm constantly worried that I'll apply to every single position available in the city and get rejected every time and I'll never find steady income. I live in a city of about a million people, I live within walking distance of one of the biggest shopping malls in the continent, and literally my only rule is that I don't want to work in a restaurant. (Too stressful) I'll do anything else though. Definitely not talking salaried positions to build a career off of, just want to find a way to make money. So a rational mind would think/know they've got nothing to worry about right? I can't think that way. I beat myself up for having left jobs in the past. And when I have had jobs, I'm worrying about being let go, or the business closing. It's the worst. I hate this.",3.2457662337662327,5.136893200000003,4.596731601731605,83.09795454545456,74.57575757575758,7.138528138528137,28.149350649350648,7.957251820313856,1.9332077922077922,658,27,124,10,14,218,104,165,0.131,0.836,0.033,-0.9192,4,1,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,2,9,4,1,1,13,0,11,0,0,1,1,18,22,8,0,3,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,0,4,2,2,2,5,4,0,2,2,0,10,0,24,17,2,23,0,1,0,0,1,13,0,1,6,80,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14525012139340554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058040617019276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2778819967400746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10740567269466003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21665544446113832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3525383049701232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13434745786219135,0.0,0.07307061062003171,0.0,0.10283102709520492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269385444873014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38276455633984413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07065998288803024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13969419846264078,0.13147390502725206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270634226775249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08582301988244279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12982138817802932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09916289699202313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233686056388426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08712392938000983,0.09778504066022972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12273682470089292,0.08913585574419397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10980005608866476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14727915455916735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10334155805684543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647678982386878,0.1263216485146835,0.0,0.07497155191049364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15167056735223228,0.20410944114467394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09360217796079144,0.3917142864511555,0.0,0.09133408497522046,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cns102394,2018/04/16,"Unnerved by other's nicenesss So, I'm in law school and I have a good amount of friends. We all get along pretty well as far as I can tell. For most of my life I've been kinda shy and a bit of a loner. All these new friends are nice, but the whole thing leaves me super anxious actually. A lot of the people I'm around in law school are the kinds of people who will be super nice to people in their face but super shady behind people's backs. I know this because I sit in on conversations where as soon as a person leaves people will shit talk them. I can't help but think that if they'll do that to someone else they could be doing that to me. I also know I'm the type of person to read into things too much and make people out to be worse than they are. I know realistically it doesn't matter if other people talk behind my back, but my anxiety over that really hurts my ability to trust or be truly close to anyone in law school. The result being I feel like I have a lot of acquaintances and drinking buddies but not a real solid group of friends. Is my anxiety well deserved? Am I worrying too much about something that's totally out of my control? Does anyone else feel the same way?",4.216768292682925,4.694739731707318,5.324136178861789,84.27571646341464,70.3821138211382,7.776016260162603,24.318089430894307,7.6454224807358475,1.036838211382114,938,22,196,10,16,311,136,246,0.12,0.6859999999999999,0.194,0.9758,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,0,5,4,12,16,1,0,13,0,22,4,2,3,3,43,33,18,0,3,9,0,2,1,3,3,1,0,0,2,13,11,1,1,6,2,0,0,3,2,2,0,1,2,24,14,38,23,12,20,0,1,0,0,18,14,1,7,5,142,37,5,0.0,0.0,0.09812209740607154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08040963634691506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15384063900233302,0.11359265026745707,0.0,0.14061351194713784,0.10302514946926676,0.0,0.08951063714010711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154633174675132,0.0,0.061294222992135564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10977433617354083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127751472774324,0.08028083110668728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08799180496276855,0.0,0.0,0.09850052136921464,0.0,0.0,0.16799290627924238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10168199711038864,0.07183279507979894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2330535712525126,0.0,0.052533118901595226,0.0,0.0,0.08433639918511643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06739640944179072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107640637327147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10470714057364244,0.1657786165086591,0.0,0.0,0.2129354335930396,0.0,0.0,0.07102129524393444,0.04912355185611606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17096768345830052,0.0,0.0,0.06711777029086836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14783134043095433,0.0,0.0,0.0971116205245363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4879599819604896,0.17559240873768325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10229529187090823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005770072201499,0.11444768215746386,0.06441477469384067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3052852880362361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10321292169861994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08519551671614461,0.07740814616236713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16163623616741848,0.08788495450462748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13360163451167492,0.06442824990568632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981174866434806,0.0,0.0,0.1808126861270467,0.0,0.0,0.11226025752930116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10211319967413753,0.10246883336988276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KungFurieux,2018/04/16,"Free audiobook to end anxiety and panic attack. So, lately a lot of people on multiple blogs and forum were talking about this free audiobook. It might help you too so ill leave the link here: [https://bit.ly/2JRp88u](https://bit.ly/2JRp88u) Enjoy!",8.605263157894736,12.650261368421054,6.43605263157895,65.83986842105264,66.89473684210526,9.06315789473684,25.28947368421053,9.516144504307137,3.0699789473684205,204,6,26,5,4,59,34,38,0.247,0.513,0.24,0.2897,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,0,0,5,5,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,5,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,2,2,18,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20003176074973653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2974716595962764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5709376636063991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315939886964203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526477446115024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2949612369154693,0.2768699479139473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22230125261601924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2773893420215097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3067908649840605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127755913049773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21016800977431352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Peesneeze,2018/04/16,"Ativan and weird things So I have been prescribed 1mg ativan as needed since like forever, but if I have a really bad attack or gotta go to the dentist I up it to 1.5 or 2mg, but every time I do I cry, like full on sobbing. Only on higher doses, does anyone else get this?",1.0549999999999995,2.313067833333335,4.036666666666669,87.495,79.0,6.133333333333334,18.666666666666668,6.742157984588678,0.13406666666666656,210,4,46,2,5,76,48,60,0.276,0.65,0.07400000000000001,-0.9399,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,1,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,8,8,0,2,5,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,6,6,1,6,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,3,3,28,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20650190838296886,0.30260093332769145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.335981007467859,0.0,0.0,0.2465885790035233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3244066174864688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25844565568783606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2467106842086872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2488286307395482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1542979640614778,0.0,0.16784309328673727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885670676841147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.218983776978501,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246121055006343,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18919624036326932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2443003894154039,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19620441953058235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1722095528474316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,azurities,2018/04/16,"Weighted Blanket Recommendations? Hello! I’m trying to purchase a weighted blanket for my partner, but I would really like to buy one from a company owned by neurodiverse people (or buying from them directly on etsy/similar sites). If anyone has any I should check out please let me know!",6.370882352941178,8.626182509803925,7.429558823529415,64.50551470588239,67.0392156862745,9.805882352941175,34.318627450980394,10.125756701596842,4.214839215686276,232,11,33,6,4,78,44,51,0.0,0.856,0.14400000000000002,0.8033,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,4,2,0,0,0,7,6,3,0,3,3,0,2,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,5,1,8,3,1,3,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,2,1,24,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1963915028290152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2019332066517936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1587149872124974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2953139570985128,0.0,0.14109136755165294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19569596215955526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021510940687315,0.0,0.0,0.31701180006909857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18501041371571847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19607384600795105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7033525963903382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20515272628749665,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxious_martian,2018/04/16,"Anxiety destroying my relationship Hey guys, throw away account for obvious reasons. Does anyone else let their anxiety make you obsessive of your other partner to the point it pushes them away? I suffer from very low self-esteem and lack of confidence. I just recently got involved in a relationship with a gorgeous girl that I thought I'd never have a chance with. But I can't shake the feeling of feeling not worthy enough or good enough for her. And because of this it makes me a bit obsessive with her cause I'm so terrified of losing her and being hurt beyond no repair. Well, today I received a text saying that she needs some space cause she spends all her time with me but to not worry. I can't explain how reading that text made me feel especially considering I feel like my worst nightmare has came true. I don't know how to react without ruining this for good. Have anyone else experienced this? Any advice would be appreciated cause I'm having horrible racing thoughts right now to the point of a panic attack. Sorry if this type of post isn't allowed here.",6.43833968012186,7.386309475247527,6.7680198019802,74.21494668697642,65.63366336633663,9.581721249047982,31.875095201827875,9.661875296680813,3.0583277989337394,862,33,149,17,13,279,133,202,0.214,0.653,0.133,-0.9055,1,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,2,2,1,9,18,2,4,9,0,12,0,0,11,4,43,28,10,0,4,8,0,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,3,10,8,0,0,9,1,2,5,9,12,1,0,5,6,23,6,24,19,7,20,0,5,0,0,20,9,0,3,6,102,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11157461023908916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07764578352181961,0.0,0.17469357829208618,0.0,0.0,0.15967352786340155,0.2339802035610408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12989534377087006,0.21455026747224532,0.0,0.0,0.06960259143857846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465413375267785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13059060754921378,0.0,0.35188052658768665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991900299564066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19076417074140514,0.0,0.0,0.23595530817102456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2309297730208983,0.08156965605831848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19153622150119048,0.09131955099834788,0.0,0.0,0.11305537691945645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12223121423744765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06274991209522555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.116755986147764,0.0,0.055782198434781764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12773733888041708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10803913668380967,0.15243102908484746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08466244328881317,0.08806205174458707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13396471088019565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21587253373819806,0.0,0.10935212866565742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11421011638498538,0.0,0.0,0.117395252489226,0.11273820296024845,0.2451714992195985,0.0,0.0975084281938271,0.0,0.09079989686612792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11911382579748457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12781428641193038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1812910900881028,0.0665788201432334,0.0,0.10822854791245824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.094209812555374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026608292353057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1100646915289604,0.0,0.0,0.1159545381351338,0.0,0.08110964041096318,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Take10cbt,2018/04/16,"Free CBT For Depression Hey, I’m the creator of http://take10cbt.com It’s a 2 week online CBT course for depression- it’s free and there’s no registration needed. It’s only for depression at the moment but I’d be really interested in hearing if you guys would find a similar course for anxiety useful? The techniques in the depression course are pretty much universal so feel free to use them with anxiety ",2.954290909090912,6.044664720000004,4.375757575757579,75.83454545454549,88.46666666666668,9.127272727272727,25.484848484848484,9.095868883498916,3.427666666666667,334,14,54,12,11,110,53,75,0.194,0.578,0.228,0.7261,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,1,0,2,8,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,2,0,10,9,4,0,3,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,3,2,0,0,2,0,3,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,2,7,10,7,1,5,0,4,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,31,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3072436543164916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6918417152451799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10153737196164717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.183539959868683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988370006754604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22633148182767235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14762107578031744,0.14890071354498127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15272776477486985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042995888317476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12864631151596387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3468768877615887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610805285194397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14265219456718764,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,vhrriv,2018/04/16,"Medication I hate when I get to anxious to get a refill on medication. It feels like the last thing I want to do . Yet going off them sucks so bad. Between the nausea and dizziness. Also l, what if the feeling when I am off the meds are real?",0.2578666666666685,2.521768120000001,3.0,88.39666666666666,87.8,4.933333333333334,20.333333333333336,6.42735559955562,0.29813333333333336,186,6,39,2,6,65,38,50,0.227,0.679,0.095,-0.8552,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,1,0,5,4,2,0,5,0,3,2,0,0,0,6,11,6,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,2,5,1,7,11,0,8,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,5,30,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20775510358299445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2934903563145862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21691498302432305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2627166941914045,0.1855950413464616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27146058743138185,0.0,0.14764545007788982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564902410699427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21176468004615595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12692096454958698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2885697002657939,0.5234250455635026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2956995099303137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17259387480052488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1532317096454525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,flying_bat,2018/04/16,"My body constantly hums... do I just need to accept this is life? So I mentioned to my psychiatrist at my last appointment that my body is almost always tight and my legs basically always hum. Sometimes it gets better and sometimes it gets worse, but there's always a constant awareness. This is why I shake my legs a lot. She looked at me funny and confirmed that not everyone feels their legs like this. She asked if prozac helps it and I let her know that only xanax and alcohol does. My scores for the GAD7 and PHQ9 are always high... and while I wish I were lying or overexaggerating... I'm not. 10 is the lowest I've ever been with a PHQ9 the week before I got married... those depressive thoughts are, to me, a part of life. For example, I trip on something and my immediate reaction is that I am a terrible person and I want to hurt myself. My body is consonantly humming and I always have these thoughts and feelings, even after ten years on meds and therapy. Is this just what life is? Do I just need to accept that my body will always hum unless I'm drunk and my mind will always blow things out of proportion?",3.973003237992444,5.600137600917435,4.8377819751753925,83.21820021586616,72.07339449541284,7.8817053426875345,25.208850512682144,8.4952907291091,1.6268922827846737,879,27,172,15,17,285,123,218,0.12,0.782,0.098,-0.8042,1,0,2,0,0,2,29.0,0,0,1,1,7,8,0,1,8,0,19,14,7,0,1,40,35,19,0,5,9,0,3,1,0,2,6,0,0,1,16,15,2,1,7,1,0,2,2,4,0,1,5,4,30,4,17,27,2,16,0,2,1,0,8,6,0,4,9,119,46,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10660581436220216,0.09988840215964756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5810184676714699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09325575920384943,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08488261046139242,0.0,0.0,0.08822358286115675,0.0,0.44321318851375735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21559550291069526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08591726923217405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08729468153429186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06588603572104983,0.0902324638290013,0.0,0.0953184399471793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008764118349196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10423384055954373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978173203552777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06686245498958962,0.10539471330034736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10678784415886652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054821739893626736,0.08131215696883917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020043867775174,0.21137586686949256,0.04873436585290385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0837675491508472,0.0,0.0,0.08480658787748988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11080329712843934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10072227708579157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.147931440531576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07586678973666912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080229749092004,0.0,0.0,0.08710063060463999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07679487277551515,0.19731689477567624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11407645685489533,0.0,0.06627158143927317,0.0,0.0,0.15838576746943728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05883701108503525,0.0,0.08001598534405238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09001173087328307,0.0,0.11471123599035099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10165701430944817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06423777848106008 anxiety,da_desigur,2018/04/16,Does anyone else feel anxious when other people talk about their recreational drug experiences? Hearing about their stories and trips and overall experiences gives me an uneasy feeling up to the point of being really infuriated and agitated. Is it weird or do others feel this way too? I have to mention that I am not a drug user. Been off of weed for 2 years now because it was mainly what triggered my anxiety/depersonalization/derealization. ,8.474285714285713,9.997241623376624,8.958857142857145,58.261142857142886,61.337662337662344,10.835324675324678,36.17922077922079,10.793553405168565,4.44832155844156,363,16,52,9,5,121,66,77,0.17600000000000002,0.805,0.019,-0.9139,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,2,0,1,0,9,12,5,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,4,6,0,9,9,1,8,0,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,3,41,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24182487796223934,0.0,0.14967449604527885,0.21932795950077835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13048791413849006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18732380525234327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4964791906376197,0.0,0.17881818922195813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4187800596556892,0.0,0.0,0.3247028282764835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20534416562475014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24125918978617275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1484010287262872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20235422320551166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13713118756034354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17205190209678478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699094645231483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784648611499034 anxiety,chiquitabrilliant,2018/04/16,"Lately my mind has been running away with me On Friday my car was hit while I was parked on the side of the street at a bus stop. I have never been in an accident before, so this whole process is completely new for me and overwhelming. I was sitting in the car at the time, but I wasn't hurt so that's good. I spent all weekend worried about insurance, and how they would handle it. Thankfully the insurance company isn't giving me any hassles, and they are setting me up with a rental car... the bad news is they are totaling my car and I'm so anxious about this process and keeping my job (I drive for work) and finding a new car. I'm just trying to hold myself together. Sleeping has been rough overall. 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I don’t trust anyone. I’m planning a trip soon back to Egypt to visit my sick Dad. I’m very nervous about all the dodgy opportunistic people looking to pounce on “foreigners” or women, or if I should keep my movements secret from my dads new wife in case she’s plotting to kill me 🙈 This tends to be how I interact with people now. If it’s justified I’m glad to be cautious But I can’t help feeling that I used to be free.. and now I am forever locked in cage ",4.9587400000000015,5.495742424000003,6.174150000000001,78.62682500000003,68.76,9.13,30.825,9.188382445141503,2.5907800000000005,493,19,96,9,8,166,87,125,0.18,0.6920000000000001,0.127,-0.6353,0,0,0,0,0,1,9.0,0,0,0,1,9,6,2,1,2,0,8,1,0,3,2,19,16,8,1,3,8,4,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,2,0,1,3,3,3,0,0,0,2,14,4,18,12,1,15,0,0,1,0,12,6,0,4,6,61,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564587467279445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16087364259848655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691331175846425,0.0,0.0,0.25409952937858155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.208115819488502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11633272674383248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15421428189683445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20450104455491336,0.2545436666004925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1932048776935729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22220766576539666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.638019560776427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24701422125858324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19032024372674586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19871074766915467,0.0,0.18983579704294232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ihavenosister,2018/04/16,"Jobs for someone with anxiety? Hi, I am a 20 yr old male and i take part time classes. I was wondering what would be a good job for someone with anxiety. I have a lot of trouble going outside and it is mostly existential anxiety somewhat social. I have never had a job, I tried to be a waiter for a few days but it made me panic a lot. Are there any options for someone like me?",0.3680028129395225,2.561613367088608,3.3675105485232097,86.5534036568214,86.21518987341774,6.042756680731365,25.233473980309423,7.3871296695380915,1.468087482419128,292,13,60,5,9,104,53,79,0.14300000000000002,0.7879999999999999,0.069,-0.5439,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,7,0,10,0,0,1,1,14,14,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,3,0,8,2,8,8,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,6,5,47,11,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11519017977440968,0.0,0.3887458618389522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10924175066093292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09626754789654712,0.14207527303677234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5042766845367654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0827548023146502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2880165686761883,0.0,0.16027976037852482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13064307051408364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774503156249954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987412378339912,0.0,0.18343154317496135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267053075561145,0.43056769375652737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735928273486372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09877196048014604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500386343282745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836949075212781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1203289301311647,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,joaaoluucas,2018/04/16,"Hi people... first time posting here So. I went on a date with my crush last friday, and it was awesome. We drank wine, ate pizza, we even dance a song together. Then we just ended up cuddling and kissing on her couch. Perfect night for me. And I think that for her too. But I don't know, I'm really uncomfortable that she's not that into me. Like. I texted her a few things, she answered me, but not that excited... Is this just in my head? I hope so, because I really like this girl, and I think she liked me too.... :( ",0.2714779874213846,2.4276363679245314,2.2153773584905667,94.91256289308176,86.26415094339623,5.420125786163523,18.26729559748428,6.816661863887847,-0.007311949685534279,389,10,89,5,12,129,70,106,0.064,0.752,0.185,0.9265,0,0,1,0,0,0,29.0,3,0,0,2,8,7,0,0,3,0,3,7,1,0,1,21,11,9,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,1,8,9,4,0,4,3,0,2,3,0,0,1,4,1,22,7,8,7,1,15,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,1,10,63,30,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591379389007731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23121903759983864,0.0,0.0,0.17242570238815988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2220549714125218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2679198217692867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2592885289825946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1434701132622489,0.2127963175293772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38261782655458004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2449843327118018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809840704265628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500204663445831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3344796288828306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17343468692547315,0.334549600156947,0.0,0.0,0.15222445016848687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2420024768398676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,irishbreakfastea,2018/04/16,"I am anxious/agoraphobic at home. traveling I feel free I am a former agoraphobic. I also have suffered panic disorder for 15 years. There was a time in my life I spent more than 5 years in my house, leaving perhaps once a month at most. I had crippling panic attacks on a daily basis. I am 30 now, and over the last 4 years I have done a LOT of work on my anxiety disorders. I get panic attacks 1-2x a year now. I began years ago after a horrible break up. I got disgusted with myself for not going out. For realizing I was limiting myself, that my life was passing me by and I couldn't take it anymore. I began small, forcing myself to go shopping, taking walks, etc. Then working up to traveling out of the area, then finally out of state. It took a long time, but I began realizing that staying inside my house all the time worsened the problem of my anxiety. Finally, I met a woman in a different country and traveled to see here there. We are now engaged and I have traveled outside the US a number of times to spend time with her. I now love to travel and am even considering moving to her country in a few years I could not be more proud of my growth. However I find myself incredibly nervous at home once again. When I came back from my last trip to Europe, I have found it very difficult to leave my house. To go shopping. To do normal things. When I was on my trip, I felt confident, free, and bold. Whereas when I got back into my ""comfort zone"" (or so I thought) I have fallen back into agoraphobic and anxious tendencies. I am beginning to think there is a lot of history and bad memories in the house/neighborhood I live in. And I don't like it. I don't really want to be here. It's funny, years ago I was scared to death of leaving my house. Scared of walking down the street. Scared of driving. Scared of flying. I couldn't imagine being comfortable in a different city, let alone different state, let alone a different country, let alone a different continent! Now I found myself back home, feeling more anxious and restricted than ever. I even had a panic attack the other day at the thought of going grocery shopping. Just two months ago I was a different person, walking the streets in a different country, meeting dozens of new people, going to crowded places, and feeling fine. Now I feel incredibly nervous back home, and all I can do is dream about leaving this area. Is this odd? Has anyone had a similar experience? I don't know what to make of it. It's like my entire world view flipped in a matter of years.",2.9480606060606043,5.076361220202023,4.624040404040404,81.5027272727273,76.1919191919192,7.632323232323233,28.171717171717173,8.515128840125781,2.3041595959595957,1984,85,371,40,45,668,221,495,0.215,0.7,0.085,-0.9964,8,3,0,0,0,1,68.0,2,0,0,4,27,29,4,10,31,0,40,3,0,1,3,57,73,21,1,6,5,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,4,2,14,21,0,2,15,9,7,22,7,18,0,2,24,7,62,13,66,40,10,107,0,1,2,1,10,32,0,4,51,269,76,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14627857757356666,0.0,0.0,0.17090897136228836,0.0,0.04398830153912663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415892329385187,0.18642346786779707,0.05455120023308286,0.03846149444900198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18773189683646888,0.0,0.2114812050080584,0.045927736633515286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06291224343264637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04391783829610791,0.0,0.0,0.0354743381866593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4022871502712857,0.12608334952580003,0.0,0.0,0.056290265379177265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06134626255133084,0.07266192679518904,0.04975610240879708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05380645121707115,0.0,0.0,0.11125080408758692,0.0,0.0528144139624082,0.12051283224950382,0.050274514011715565,0.0,0.0,0.1206225433498348,0.0,0.0,0.028738379876068417,0.0,0.15630596955014825,0.0,0.08798669261727647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22070212812301934,0.0,0.0,0.2538782889816681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030229875020868293,0.0896745104265103,0.0,0.2329737699806089,0.0,0.1687421743553495,0.07770477004549681,0.05374633464071521,0.0,0.04857133138730879,0.048678604749404566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.093528317687737,0.049645088774908336,0.0,0.03671695150380843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08781057516118078,0.05846270374404805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05312516559777265,0.0,0.0,0.05389422955989025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117159251420654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581508934048818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03813425462181348,0.0480291428642378,0.05746959289589796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05263334105159481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0352382707040594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22028252373832627,0.0,0.043832683479301165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05862910815689226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08271537648586287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036543561518327966,0.03524564235388769,0.0,0.08733728562748552,0.1603722893597449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061113722182400965,0.0,0.0,0.053732897669982536,0.0,0.06616548020480682,0.0,0.0,0.04538573464400241,0.032443981076726684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08009008849944478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.283376633995 anxiety,LiquidSoapEnthusiast,2018/04/16,"Win or lose, You are you. no matter what. This is my first post here, and I wanted to contribute something that has helped me with dealing with my anxiety recently. Maybe it will help you, too. [Success and Failure Don't Change Who You Are](https://dailystoic.com/success-and-failure-dont-change-who-you-are/) In short, a success or failure does not define who YOU are. You are still the same person that you were before you were faced with whatever adversity came your way, and win or lose, you are that same person in the end. This was a huge ""eureka"" moment for me, and has since become something that I have in my head all day long. A lot of my anxiety is tied up with self confidence and self-worth. Any failure or setback could trigger a panic attack and/or depressive episode. Like you, I've worked very hard so I can fight back (therapy & meds), and this has become an important part of my defense, as well as making myself stronger for the next time. I'm learning that failures don't make me a failure, and success is not what gives me self-worth. Failures teach me what I need to improve upon, and success builds my confidence. Still, this serves to make me better, but does not define me. Character defines a person. I hope that in some small way, I've helped some of you. Keep fighting the good fight, everyone. I believe in us.",3.9791304347826113,6.168375826086957,4.146383399209487,85.81783596837948,73.34782608695652,6.971541501976285,26.91501976284585,7.84624498591911,1.635230830039526,1056,39,198,15,22,327,136,253,0.146,0.7040000000000001,0.15,0.2952,0,0,2,0,4,0,59.0,1,12,0,11,7,21,5,1,11,0,19,2,2,4,1,39,29,16,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,4,16,13,0,2,1,0,0,1,6,10,1,1,4,1,33,11,21,23,7,25,0,3,0,0,27,10,0,8,12,132,49,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11798726156446405,0.0,0.07405206715095491,0.0,0.16660815312515767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12388333639280948,0.0,0.08373323138664596,0.0,0.0,0.2405310767992749,0.0926612903852337,0.12268693249876685,0.0,0.0963084309717549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12454642095022228,0.0,0.0,0.11519605566315202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694348313149579,0.0,0.0,0.07022801311252434,0.11226555862828573,0.09379076574288228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19058880943381454,0.0,0.12762366880561665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964483004773282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10405346389565026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262569738026784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446162995109128,0.0,0.09133563017276086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09754817910196616,0.0,0.11175728323269524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21896927971405666,0.0,0.0,0.10815691568147567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.096790530414725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05320040467051941,0.0,0.0,0.09636830078837648,0.0,0.24365042291829664,0.0,0.09257830105815552,0.0,0.0,0.2180639879532203,0.0,0.10939926950979237,0.0,0.12095736023021487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08074397154901918,0.0,0.0,0.11581065029560204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277643590674919,0.0,0.1179222480544578,0.0,0.0,0.28524771262299103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042909325884198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752028761155136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3408024734820435,0.0,0.0,0.09007874448301384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16766477768931606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17392674818394818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453047376008612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349732125109643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13098680479871785,0.0,0.0,0.08984945542688676,0.06422886077507461,0.1728709413701102,0.0,0.0,0.0979093297212878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927657107691231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,FourNobleTruths2,2018/04/16,"Having OCD issues The loop begun about 2 months ago. It started with an earworm repeating for weeks on end. So I went to a therapist and got that obsession and technique against it quickly sorted out (1 month or so). But oh boy was I in for a surprise after sensorymotor (hyperawareness) OCD struck. Getting constantly reminded of breathing/swallowing/blinking. So we started to work on that too and although it did repeat it repeated less and less. Then I got aware of my tongue. I know, stupid. Now I can't stop thinking about it, there's little anxiety but still there is some. I know the strategy for ERP and mindfulness, and I'm naturally gonna apply it, but **I'd like to know what to expect**, it would be really nice if there were some cases like me out there. Sensorimotor OCD can be really really nasty and anxiety provoking and this part of my life (family breaking apart, very abusive mother, college work, etc.) is particularly hard and can only additionally amp up the anxiety. Also, if someone needs help with OCD i can recommend an efficient book to deal with it, and if it doesn't help, I'd recommend a therapist.",4.147458646616542,6.553617304761907,5.6900501253132845,73.9537218045113,73.57142857142857,9.56390977443609,29.624060150375943,9.93914555978268,3.4560000000000013,894,39,155,27,19,302,131,210,0.115,0.7490000000000001,0.136,0.7829,0,0,0,1,0,0,36.0,1,0,0,2,14,6,1,1,8,0,14,1,0,1,0,37,27,23,0,6,7,1,1,2,0,2,1,0,0,1,13,17,0,1,4,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,6,1,11,4,24,17,6,28,0,0,0,0,6,8,0,7,20,107,24,4,0.0,0.1669827262717734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12492872588623165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11270418176753247,0.0,0.15270099915863838,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3234404008472577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522986577724037,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14529587979525713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12482493156258125,0.0,0.1571777059678953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13285922240319345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07363174925896719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22543421434539945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624841205283469,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18892902704933176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14709758339940446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23235950536516503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954524522414493,0.13770562755867802,0.1412520315305021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14230229666989228,0.0,0.22498297678700926,0.0,0.0,0.10450013813427984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10718600425707384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1526168576351796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27085613635738554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11941219284128245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19950640485216686,0.0,0.11254938828117053,0.11782641626405288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3272684777430992,0.0,0.09030426598382522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1162846008596358,0.0,0.0,0.11304806458122985,0.0,0.0,0.13064643345584406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20520200999327792,0.0,0.0,0.10011485964387926,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ylang_ylang,2018/04/16,Tapering off Xanax I have started to taper myself off of xanax after a 1.5 year long addiction. I'm looking for advice for what has worked for you and what didn't and how to make this as smooth as possible. ,7.573571428571428,5.889692547619048,7.771428571428572,76.74857142857145,64.0,11.257142857142858,32.904761904761905,10.125756701596842,2.9931047619047617,165,5,33,3,2,54,33,42,0.0,1.0,0.0,0.0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,2,0,4,7,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,11,6,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,0,4,24,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4182422334641748,0.0,0.374904708233158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33952394466399405,0.3221748479982384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2560937043036775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325150775754826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27155405747024897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2793065137734097,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2470622183372155 anxiety,j0llychimp,2018/04/16,"I've been sick for a week and now my life is a mess I had a migraine that lasted for a week and a few days. During this time I coudn't do anything, just lay down and feel the pain because the meds didn't work. Now I'm taking some meds that kind of work, but I've lost so many subjects from college and I just can't focus to study anything and when I try I take sooo long to understand simple things (I'm a computer engineering student). This is making me so anxious, I just had a panic attack and started crying, which increased my headache. I don't want to try anymore. I'm gonna have a test tomorrow but all I want is to lay down and don't do anything. What should I do? Please help.",2.497870485678707,3.5563196712328766,3.8918430884184296,90.8001681195517,74.89041095890411,6.404981320049814,25.601494396014942,6.574015621080383,0.7857068493150687,536,18,120,4,11,177,85,146,0.195,0.741,0.064,-0.9493,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,9,6,1,1,10,0,15,4,0,1,1,20,28,12,0,3,5,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,7,7,0,0,2,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,5,1,12,1,10,21,4,14,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,1,11,75,19,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1803237435619075,0.1582989001492113,0.0,0.0,0.39405787011644094,0.0,0.0,0.1815893610966219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09730210293215356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17533369177279906,0.10294088295904727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08070803141147105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698907741442606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16621835586585773,0.0,0.13011057787255342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11274343719287935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1412575627979623,0.0,0.0,0.1742427112272843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10654674901836413,0.16182835013237898,0.0,0.0,0.3546008753670207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1698455942880026,0.18727820068084536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17521344491270532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11297896637041832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2400268567363117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10604359887902402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09307497144549627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21674129485935945,0.0,0.0,0.1661687385462711,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18829453793733386,0.0,0.25607305181059564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23240868886742405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lmjanik,2018/04/16,"Something to calm me down other than my pills Hey everyone. I've been on venlafaxine for my anxiety for over a year now. It seems to help a lot, however recently my husband was just diagnosed with schizophrenia and my anxiety and depression problems are thru the roof. I don't know what to do to keep me from being so upset and constantly worrying all the time. I always am sleeping, and if I'm not sleeping then I'm usually at work. What are some good things to do to help me out? 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I've really fucked up this year and I'm having difficulty seeing any way around it. It's entirely my fault, so I don't want to talk to anyone about it because they will (rightfully) blame me and just make me feel shittier about it",6.914252873563213,5.9854699655172405,7.412068965517242,76.35649425287356,64.86206896551724,11.871264367816092,31.402298850574713,11.20814326018867,3.274774712643678,230,7,47,6,3,76,46,58,0.35600000000000004,0.644,0.0,-0.9728,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,0,0,1,0,6,4,2,1,0,0,4,1,0,2,0,9,11,4,1,1,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,2,7,0,8,10,0,6,0,0,1,1,2,3,1,0,2,29,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2068231402719709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21265920023675508,0.0,0.0,0.27074582297686545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18539868978652865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15378047162423808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811691452601927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2703303529414708,0.3364817983247506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2030133684036876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948375270645782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2597307723266657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24235728607214566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3483871495510098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2444532693669213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17938749305286406,0.241409270068411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1958538312618924 anxiety,aefnor,2018/04/16,"Recently diagnosed with Generalized anxiety, need help I am 21 yo and have been recently diagnosed with generalized anxiety. I was never one to took the topic of anxiety too seriously since it was never a problem. I have been in high stress scenarios my whole life and am used to the feeling of stress. A few months ago my symptoms came out of nowhere and so strong to the point I thought I was having a heart attack during my 'episode'. What really throws me off here is that I would say my symptoms aren't typical. They involve extreme body cramping and muscle spasming. You can literally see my forehead twitching when I have an episode. Since I was prescribed lorazapam I would say it has helped a little however, I often find myself battling a cramping/burning feeling in my upper right chest. It completely ruins any focus I have and essentially makes the days impossible. Does anyone have any tips on what to do to help prevent/numb these symptoms more. I have tried the following: stretching, eating healthy(sincerely), taking my medicine, all those grounding techniques out there, and many more things that I cannot recall currently. Please if anyone has experienced anything similar, share your story. Maybe it can help me as well.",6.539532634971799,8.77794984018265,6.406720386784851,72.07448025785659,66.57990867579909,9.536502820306207,35.256782164920764,9.916854025145753,3.987057265645984,1001,49,155,24,17,315,140,219,0.102,0.799,0.098,0.0372,2,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,2,1,1,7,10,2,2,11,0,25,13,4,2,3,28,36,10,0,5,1,0,2,0,0,2,8,2,0,0,11,11,1,0,4,0,0,4,4,7,1,1,9,6,26,3,17,25,5,26,0,1,1,0,11,13,0,2,9,112,37,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006377298098304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15352832181496914,0.0,0.25906505180186945,0.0,0.0,0.15786052802374548,0.0,0.09289290921010207,0.0,0.0,0.12842045785471415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12538732031246286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12910782731810458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835544651620772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07280005415369742,0.0,0.0,0.2291472898544387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09878448095661696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11550726454303048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11415385002537548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317281532767564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337666370984604,0.3026517902599669,0.11926685413081425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07973244543065422,0.0,0.11313820032906095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07535013179868594,0.11444542065884115,0.11340592438414705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010195755259114,0.0,0.0,0.08370115059263862,0.1741243169518678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649229275077209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12391139371881373,0.10671071347183107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1080135747334986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07231559901244089,0.0,0.2229162527551594,0.0,0.0,0.0964012768266214,0.0,0.17953783392386596,0.0,0.0,0.08995296019912892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867556032363668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586136848233318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3519852895228065,0.0848738016736115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07499430274089584,0.0,0.0,0.08961631771482878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12541692140957147,0.0766399973923922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09749447779129576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10149517535746444,0.0,0.0,0.12602959192370738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037737544127442,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ButterbeerMe,2018/04/16,"Does anxiety ever make you want to go supernova? I don't mean emotionally, like exploding on someone or being massively self-destructive. I mean, quite literally, I feel my anxiety at a cellular level today to the point where if I had a ""supernova button"" I might press it just to get instant relief as my body spread out through the universe. I feel like then I could breathe... Don't misunderstand me, this is not at all a suicidal thing, I don't want death. I just can't think of any other way to describe the oppressive, restlessness of anxiety and the urge for relief. Anxiety makes my body feel like a prison and visualizing my atoms, finally free and no longer crowding into each other is amazing to me. 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I had never been diagnosed with any anxiety disorders, but get very anxious at sometimes. It's been happening for as long as I can remember now; I've been constantly acting very weirdly around strangers (especially relatives I don't know) my legs swing in different directions and shake like hell, I stutter, mutter and mumble, I can't breathe well, and I get some extreme pain either in my stomach region or in my head, I also get very fidgety and move around constantly but I assume it's just my ADHD. I had never had a panic attack, neither do I think I have an anxiety disorder whatsoever. I just tend to be very scared during situations like this, is there any advice anyone can provide me with?",6.420114379084964,7.576454573529418,7.309215686274513,69.57369281045753,65.76470588235293,10.750326797385624,35.69934640522876,10.746095033038511,4.314151307189543,586,28,95,16,9,196,90,136,0.285,0.63,0.085,-0.9824,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,12,2,3,2,0,14,7,4,0,2,22,21,11,0,0,7,0,0,2,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,6,9,1,0,6,0,17,3,12,14,3,15,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,3,8,68,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15245460931610294,0.12396087273606007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144559888296907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253099193472074,0.0,0.1940868839251885,0.1433096200730168,0.0,0.08869970428029544,0.0,0.0,0.2258550244375698,0.0,0.14431545083315406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27416957036539435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287547755045043,0.0,0.13253608493383412,0.4361591759949587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988289196522529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11217712716200334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13018944422416312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06971598512212479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12394952554697054,0.0,0.0,0.1122623524620118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13482639215695225,0.0,0.0,0.19567621640434266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1349822663820918,0.14883657169814712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14370156285447344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12700361097262114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14258991504908014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.125462469151988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13185052857541366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08128332241754628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4186734082114102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405754374177247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,RanxietyThrowaway123,2018/04/16,"Alone, always alone I've never been not alone my whole life. Im 18 now, and I've gone to sleep alone every night and have woken up alone. I'm just not good enough for anyone, even my friends (at least I think) don't think hang out with me as much as they used to because they realized what kind of shitty person I really am. I just hate who I am, and I hate waking up every morning with my mind racing thinking about anything and everything, fuck this.",4.2483870967741915,4.671707548387096,4.792634408602151,88.30895161290327,70.29032258064517,7.490322580645162,23.026881720430108,7.1686216300943375,0.6447720430107524,354,7,76,3,6,113,64,93,0.27,0.7,0.03,-0.9706,0,5,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,0,5,6,3,0,0,0,5,4,2,1,1,18,15,6,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,3,7,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,3,0,0,3,0,11,3,13,12,4,9,0,0,0,1,5,4,1,0,3,47,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7053609660927351,0.0,0.0,0.1133374001805937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09524100460850787,0.0,0.1120889953294244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0830321822367046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14074105390934594,0.0,0.08996523671148242,0.0,0.22952513080938244,0.0,0.12241651521874555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10523529328169744,0.12592369307174656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11424625232992243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2689578016436743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712987339199782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14184146487525304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620895480048414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13753299012415338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10012981811135976,0.0,0.10505333461681814,0.0,0.0,0.12782359693339584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11893307533696867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08725943571878694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13630809096400653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261833069719178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11764146648778655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1520732902072728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,XzXbrockXzX,2018/04/16,"ROCD ( Relationship Obsessive Compulsive Disorder ) dealing with the constant anxiety . So i’ve been in a relationship for about 6 months now and i still find myself constantly being obsessed and worried about me not being better than guys in her past ( she has my virginity but i don’t have hers ). It’s constantly on my mind and i can never get it out of my head no matter what i do or try . It’s caused quite a few panic attacks and i’m always wondering if i’m good enough while needing constant reassurance from her . I always think she’s doing something disloyal or talking to other guys and i can never get those thoughts to disappear , she’s been nothing but faithful and understand with me . So much anxiety builds up every time these thoughts appear so i was wondering if any of you have had this same problem and if so how do you overcome it ? someone told me i would just never be fit for relationships but i really want to make it work . Thank you ! 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To be frank the examiner was a huge scaredy cat with everything (like I hardly hit the curb on the parallel park and he jerked back in an exaggerated manner). I shouldn't have passed though but it tanked my confidence. Second time I have a panic attack because I made a huge mistake. My nerves were all over the place and I was poorly prepared even though I had a lot of experience. I don't take my next test until 5 months later because of weather and I had to cancel one, go figure. It was on a snow day, but I have to get the license. I go and ofc I fail. I was ""too slow"" on a school zone and the lady was being trained (another guy in the back) so she had to be brutal. She was also pissed from the start. This Is so stressful and inj HAVE to get it before I graduate high school because I'm getting kicked out. I know I can drive, I have a years of experience, but when it comes to the test my luck is shit. Can I have tips or support for the next one? I'm really stressed and possibly suicidal over this.",1.3230195283714077,3.315301902542373,3.161739130434782,90.67021739130436,80.82203389830508,6.47722918201916,21.277818717759768,7.586124646067393,0.6877784082535006,883,26,197,14,23,295,129,236,0.234,0.685,0.081,-0.9916,0,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,0,0,3,10,14,5,3,18,0,27,2,2,1,1,27,43,19,1,3,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,1,6,11,0,1,4,0,1,6,3,11,0,4,13,1,29,3,23,25,2,38,0,2,0,0,5,15,2,3,18,131,35,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10006816150352928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.131212004308834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14235592278465176,0.0,0.19243784949399564,0.0,0.2288382518911495,0.0,0.10647827127759013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779029565873402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08069990608152769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08264862669488471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11246073747407204,0.24480657183512386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1064373709013642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19612920286751004,0.0,0.14223100649610138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12390053438347387,0.0,0.0,0.11209385746595772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13220902153006353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687693752651268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06113326392320403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10638290718277732,0.0,0.11840309708568572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09987931460744118,0.0,0.0,0.09278392812017823,0.0,0.0,0.39923848851259897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16958561123912333,0.0,0.0,0.14681565546775247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13073649816493865,0.0,0.0,0.1410677348306182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08016288059638757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2532808992864247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12844638760992072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08856920315039445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.286676985604697,0.0,0.0,0.13687429838233112,0.14199851833874216,0.0,0.0,0.09408382869306957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458834688534096,0.0,0.2188967465097583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08058102320600867 anxiety,JVG528,2018/04/16,"My anxiety has prevented me from making any progress in life... Any advice? My biggest issue is with driving. I'm 21 and I still don't know how to drive. I've had a minor accident about a year ago when I was practicing for my road test and since then it has been increasingly more and more difficult to even practice. I need to be able to drive to travel to school. I don't like relying on public transportation or anything or anyone else. Any advice on what I can do to calm my anxiety and be able to move forward, learn how to do this simple thing and stop feeling so useless? 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I always had social anxiety and I hate being the center of attention. I had been learning my speech for two months in order to be sure I knew it perfectly. But at the moment I took the microphone and saw the audience I freaked out and I completely forgot my speech and I stayed there for a minute like an idiot not knowing what to do. Then I put the microphone down and I left the room sobbing. I am so embarrassed to go back to school and I hate that everyone will tell me that this will make me stronger and that everything is okay. I am really scared I don't know what to do. 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I'm 23 and my anxiety stops me making any friends cause i don't want to come across as weird or stupid so I'm always shy and quiet around groups and people then peole think im a weirdo cause i dont really say much or interact with them and that's mostly cause everyone i have known has just stopped talking to me and stopped hanging out with for no reason and my anxiety just get the best of me. Talking to women was always the worst i always got nervous and started to stutter which then again makes them think im a weirdo and just ignored me so have not had a girlfriend since i will like 12 and now i just think there is no point in trying to and meet women cause my anxiety just won't let me for example this women in i worked up the courage to ask her out on a date and she said she is busy with work which she is and said we can hangout as friends and get to know each other which is great but she talks the way everyone else i tried to get to know talks i am the one that keeps the conversation going and she replys with short answers and sometimes takes days to get back to me and i just want to stop talking to her to see if she even likes talking to me cause my anxiety just keeps saying shes just being nice and does not actually want to talk god i hate my anxiety. But the question is does anyone else feel like no matter how hard you try and show someone that you care about them people just don't seem to care about your feelings and just ignore you. Maybe its just me that feels this way its just seems pointless trying with anyone.",3.133534743202418,4.364785459214506,3.7977691842900327,91.4163395770393,73.5619335347432,6.746151057401812,23.20978851963747,7.087006719466742,0.5967944652567971,1261,33,277,12,25,399,161,331,0.145,0.752,0.103,-0.2285,0,0,0,0,0,1,5.0,1,4,3,3,23,19,2,1,12,0,21,0,0,9,0,85,57,31,0,4,19,0,5,3,3,2,0,5,0,3,14,30,0,8,15,2,0,3,9,8,0,2,5,11,42,11,37,48,5,28,0,0,1,0,40,10,0,7,15,183,56,2,0.0,0.0,0.07100955132650562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18164252841224654,0.0,0.0,0.04948367625964256,0.0,0.2783306472274469,0.0,0.0,0.10175997718932432,0.0745578196202126,0.0,0.0647775613271324,0.06802680111628998,0.0,0.0,0.05595290278209472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636389221299189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14838047579172875,0.3737559051279005,0.0,0.06268184714914486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04692833568216298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735680862910215,0.0,0.08528172883238061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12157405127162085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04806154908394787,0.0,0.0,0.13906290855083486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471715991334886,0.051984361158078134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243834615012842,0.0,0.15206985181111407,0.0,0.04135484625296725,0.0,0.058197971516486875,0.0802252598935229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0651844398152912,0.07184179721920482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1572004896607362,0.0,0.0,0.12935631526066255,0.0,0.0,0.07998106773096292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07440861767191384,0.0,0.1066500248898458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971443309994946,0.0,0.0731036721018009,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05349170795114102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09861684948002747,0.055342158605628966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008941783474646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878780848317352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151506913425921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0466160464434237,0.07481602226299126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13843510058772346,0.115733591629474,0.0,0.0,0.057985433677243674,0.13248767291743369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060193153295586825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061654770708854625,0.0,0.07196787239942802,0.0,0.05150446262408729,0.0,0.0,0.2433440172348893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05471130896622109,0.4094083717247515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13987739478156552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761455213849516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875859953945099,0.17327584549436595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10594967376528897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SilentTea,2018/04/16,Every morning I panic as I wake up I before I look at my phone or anything in the morning I start to panic thinking about the day before and what I have to do today. Any tips on waking up more positively?,3.2622480620155048,4.013482511627911,5.641860465116278,80.14248062015506,72.72093023255816,6.663565891472868,25.96124031007752,6.42735559955562,1.1222310077519384,160,5,31,1,3,57,32,43,0.149,0.768,0.083,-0.4417,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,2,2,0,2,2,2,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,9,5,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,3,24,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18729149452501492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266428967771107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.46871538441970506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.177619748366436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320488303820487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2312790499061885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6462798049378323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19493999857565886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17647467002683154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2610610076862737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,EyVol,2018/04/16,"Complex trauma+constant arguing in background, prednisone, symbicort, rhinocort and impending deaths in friends/family, what the hell happened to me? Hey all, I have an issue. I freaked out on friends, ended up saying a bunch of shit in text in what I can really only describe as animalistic terror. It's a fucking mess. About two weeks ago I started a course of prednisone, symbicort twice a day and rhinocort two squirts total. I knew I'd be jittery and anxious. I got through the prednisone dosages, took my last one Friday, and got to the weekend thinking I was home free. I was playing a first-person shooter that reminded me of a relatively minor conflict I had with someone and it just started building. I found myself getting more and more irritated. Before long I got pissed off, started setting up my workstation because fuck this guy who'd not done anything to piss me off, pirated around $45,000-$55,000 worth of software while setting up my workstation, and started shit. Okay. Weird. The next days are a blur, but I know I ended up in massive fights saying shit I wouldn't normally have even thought with people over text messages that I deleted on my end, but that the other people still have. I accused a guy who's dealing with stuff of his own of all sorts of shit that I deal with out of the source of my complex trauma diagnosis, yelled at the guy that I was pissed off at for little to no reason, and they came down on me with absolutely justified full force based on what I said. &nbsp; I take wellbutrin 300mg XL, baclofen 10mg, gabapentin 100mg in the morning, Xanax 0.75mg, baclofen 30mg, gabapentin 300mg, melatonin 3mg at night. I've been diagnosed with, over my life, panic disorder, social anxiety disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, CPTSD/complex trauma, and agoraphobia as well as depression. I'm not diagnosed with all of those now, I'm still undergoing treatment, but yeah. CPTSD was recently rediagnosed due to ongoing exposure to verbal domestic violence that I can't escape from at the moment. I believe GAD is still current as is depression. The worst of what happened happened at night while I was medicated. By Sunday I was completely floored, trying to apologize, but uh. I ended up getting chewed out for hours told to fuck off and never return. My brain's blocked out most of it. I've had to reread what logs I have to figure out what was said and it was universally awful. What I do remember is feeling this horrific, steely ice in the pit of my gut unlike anything I've ever dealt with before. Things didn't let off until last Thursday. It is completely uncharacteristic of me. I've got family with ongoing litigation regarding medical stuff, my parents are abusing the heck out of each other and I've had to intervene constantly. I manage a few communities online and deal with other peoples' crap. Weekend before last when this happened I learned that my dog is dying - or will die once we discontinue antibiotics that are just holding an infection back rather than eradicating it. I have a friend dying of cancer at the moment that started very quietly asking me to drive across the country to spend some time with him week before lass. My grandfather is declining and my mom's talking pretty grim to me about her own future I.E. ""I want to get you a camera so I can see wherever you go"" because she's dealing with significant medical stuff of her own. I fucked up. I loved one of the guys I freaked out on, liked one of the others. I think it was the medications and have explained as much. They think I'm trying to justify (their word) behavior under the guise of medications and trying to guilt them into something. I don't know how much of this was me and how much of this was the medication. I've not researched how much these medications can do, I just know that they can have rough effects re: anxiety. I spent all last week having rolling panic attacks. &nbsp; WTF happened? Any advice/insight/etc? Can these medications trigger this kind of stuff? How much and which? What alternatives are there when I end up with massive amounts of sinus and respiratory inflammation? (I had a neti pot going daily, lots of hot tea, decongestants, etc going). What should I tell these people once things cool off?",6.0389285714285705,7.630284191082801,6.3969642857142865,74.166875,66.96178343949045,9.47975432211101,34.272634212920835,9.784248007369934,3.5614863512283903,3410,159,578,76,56,1099,374,785,0.207,0.74,0.053,-0.9992,2,0,1,1,2,0,113.0,1,2,5,1,23,40,16,4,33,4,51,33,10,7,7,100,100,39,4,5,12,2,3,1,2,3,16,6,1,4,49,44,2,3,18,3,4,6,9,30,2,6,31,11,76,11,114,63,25,106,1,3,1,5,43,48,14,6,51,403,125,3,0.0,0.05790885101106751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043324714692786696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1059120258358544,0.0,0.03323665769209002,0.0,0.11216766190018727,0.05521480787814078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08043987686283767,0.04350908814174309,0.04569150219815033,0.05560233770447488,0.0,0.037581837430376616,0.0,0.05958745990312121,0.0,0.16635600913412993,0.055065357870992065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05456063388701137,0.0,0.055899948767927234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10248895878884336,0.05281648275267448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06304062862846042,0.2015518046313704,0.08419188540194543,0.09921413774249352,0.15217351709759894,0.0,0.16804486045374858,0.0,0.0,0.0500160664942397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2164435964639687,0.0,0.10901702901103986,0.03228145877184059,0.04421021130046355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214994972678622,0.0,0.02471265492043995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04157302713837049,0.0,0.053588885291713184,0.0755213659318274,0.1807365002252996,0.07660546859048226,0.0,0.0833303205853291,0.0,0.1563591231595736,0.0,0.0,0.1935756298661731,0.21609988643525807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049025583026050784,0.0,0.04813200337519388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051012773784159415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050895763384609084,0.08058122104975605,0.15935850528037734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04997797136022377,0.0345218388946595,0.023877843079116792,0.048985562947376264,0.0,0.043252813174579095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04155175433135079,0.04411157141562832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3938911478020449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05724177777235824,0.0,0.0,0.179643644220035,0.0,0.03769539228972376,0.0,0.05197908835045442,0.0917317027177262,0.04788709648401178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410050245807573,0.09935683997007004,0.03717161942183337,0.0,0.11468850042819492,0.054269873647866174,0.0,0.0,0.13553500961666765,0.04267574130229064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04972341849751418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03131055927350851,0.05025161244672627,0.048258139600821634,0.0,0.05536581689879359,0.0,0.0929825833202444,0.0777346805900542,0.0,0.0,0.03894702568470521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200677830078362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049821880089735884,0.041411606089698835,0.03762634209603094,0.0,0.0,0.1729697875385986,0.0,0.1170948499203445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2238006037901826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03674789719452426,0.0392838520147048,0.04271888072799325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06494072076317313,0.09395132780399074,0.0,0.0388012692420759,0.028499389848027364,0.0,0.0,0.04670213127374364,0.0543018934409958,0.09954869546181354,0.0,0.09548749378553044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040326971396444346,0.028827725432463293,0.0,0.11761366594774395,0.0,0.0439444704517807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ahmedcoolll,2018/04/16,"How to deal with any kinda of anxiety First of all You need to ditract yourself with a hobby that you like ,and do some yoga or meditation and don't stay alone in your room fighting anxiety everyday , DO NOT SEE IT AS YOUR ENEMY OR IT WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE , you need to embrace it cuz its a part of being humain and when you'll notice that you accepted it , it will go away alone , do not take medicaments cuz they are drugs and only works for short time , its not the medicaments that it helping you , its your mind that is healing you cuz u telling yourself you ate medicament so you'll be fine but its not the case medicament only does 20% of healing and rest is your mind ,you need more self steem , so more exercise and more socializing , it will only get worse if u stay alone in your room trying to find a way to deal with it ,so yeah Ditraction/exercise/Meditation/socialize , hope this can help you and you are not alone ",7.447978142076501,6.1028362021857925,7.3640437158469965,78.48191256830603,64.02732240437159,10.756284153005463,33.448087431693985,9.725611199111238,2.8499792349726767,727,24,148,12,9,233,97,183,0.071,0.792,0.13699999999999998,0.873,0,4,1,0,2,0,16.0,0,18,1,2,5,6,1,0,5,1,16,6,0,4,1,34,25,20,0,5,9,0,0,1,0,5,5,0,2,1,17,10,1,0,2,2,0,1,6,2,0,1,1,1,19,4,17,17,7,14,0,1,1,0,27,6,0,6,5,104,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529461049043761,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08691035533538362,0.0,0.1955377391472688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007503265180175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2635183585738386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11184118005156143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1482107906070868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680953631326585,0.1087090824365054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06677174098462244,0.0,0.07263333394687245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132718135279645,0.0,0.0,0.12693711783486605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09027096866842196,0.062438041931708876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580889953147971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2842926954710219,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14550445003984386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2915995960489163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1383980876518721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10184236552520784,0.0,0.13332629868442555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027896313131165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2724417758338149,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609187640321416,0.0,0.11170536875262736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07452289942869789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08676978068324387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10144399420350823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0930420341679334,0.0,0.13024207478689187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,darksummersoftamber,2018/04/16,"Sertraline side effects Hi all I have been on sertraline for 6 weeks and I think most of my physical anxiety symptoms have calmed down a touch, however lately I've been feeling even more tired than usual. I'm finding it really hard to finish coursework- when I wake up I feel mentally exhausted already and sleepy in my eyes. I can go out and do mindless thinks ok, I have physical energy, but if I have to sit down and think about finishing an assignment I just want to go back to bed :( I sure have been getting my beauty sleep. Has anyone else experienced mental exhaustion/lack of motivation on this med? I have a psych app. tomorrow.",2.99806102987921,5.70605276033058,4.520991735537192,79.2273617291799,79.24793388429751,9.012333121424033,27.48951048951049,9.466822959209583,3.13884945963128,508,22,91,16,13,169,87,121,0.1,0.746,0.153,0.762,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,4,0,0,3,1,12,6,3,2,2,20,22,7,0,2,3,0,4,0,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,5,0,0,8,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,6,13,3,16,19,3,19,0,0,1,0,1,8,0,2,8,59,15,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145210976861732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1487126004411299,0.0,0.0,0.13592637910520922,0.1991819325214634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14947871816924535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16239312388757232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12839689083290562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19658517159570604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1776746522407666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1015640180878451,0.0,0.22095973937416305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414085818060707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21928743918777616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21593041210674832,0.0,0.3918113983927446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12453521661991095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945366423174604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18321616661324294,0.20205213847984888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3736838060793661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2234298944500873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21410000711824334,0.0,0.11465994586780333,0.0,0.15593294728802914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BrightGrapefruit,2018/04/16,"how were anti anxiety pills for you? 1. how well did they reduce your anxiety? 2. what side effects were there? 3. did you lose your personality? 4. did you become ""emotionless""? 5. what is the name of the anti anxiety meds? 6. would you recommend it? 7. what anxiety disorders do you have? 8. which of these anxiety disorders did the medication work for? you don't have to answer them all. i am a 17 year old girl with OCD and very bad social stress and was wondering the impact of them. of course taking them does not mean i will skip therapy but therapy alone is not helping.",0.18015444015443904,2.2799213783783827,2.629987129987132,85.62135135135135,105.4864864864865,7.1593307593307625,19.700128700128698,7.793537801064563,1.7558885456885465,447,16,87,14,21,152,76,111,0.187,0.785,0.028,-0.9156,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,8,4,3,4,4,0,1,5,0,16,2,0,3,1,15,19,5,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,2,6,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,3,1,0,7,0,14,1,8,10,1,3,0,1,0,0,17,1,0,1,2,59,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581229787465933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5839713766892223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12747541218628344,0.0,0.16861511447101424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3499525151626967,0.0,0.13360499752135907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10233336070590857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1708018127967881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16630543850456067,0.1695850649548239,0.15380178561558794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16020442294645915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333080014899918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1556306946888398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17488617840177226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11479094643632498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34918930838544937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259710505067549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1372711839020461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655671407462192,0.11114761788688222,0.0,0.0,0.108454377857812,0.0,0.0,0.09831627865402312 anxiety,HarrowsOfHarlow,2018/04/16,"Does anyone else always doubt if their anxiety is just them being silly or a real concern? I’m always getting anxious about stupid things such as today where I cannot hand in my work because the printer isn’t working for me and every time I go up to the printer. I get so nervous and worried that people are looking at me being an idiot that I go to sit down instead. They changed the printer so I don’t have a clue how to use it and I’m too nervous to ask someone, all of my friends are not listening to me. Now I’m dreading sending an email to my tutor to ask if I can hand it in tomorrow. Another incident is if I need to go to the bin or toilet but someone gets up before I feel like they would think that I’m following them so I wait for ages. Just silly things like these that make it hard for me to work normally in my life, it’s like a mental barrier. I just need help from someone so I can identify what I’m feeling is anxiety or not. 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I've been on reddit for about 4 years through many deleted accounts, because I'm paranoid. Anyhow, I recently took a job that requires me to work at heights occasionally. I'm terrified of heights and have dealt with anxiety, depression and worrying my whole life. I took the job because it doubled my pay, and at 38 with a wife and 3 kids, I need all the money I can get. I have taken to telling myself ""just because I think it, doesn't make it fact"" anytime I have to go up in the air at work. It worked tremendously, and I've started using that mentality in all aspects of my life. I have found that I am much happier in life. I still have anxiett, depression and worry a lot. But this phrase gives me something to fight back with. Be well everyone and have a great day.",3.4911336032388682,4.850342935672514,4.583274853801171,85.63121457489879,72.85964912280701,8.068556005398111,29.528115159694103,8.617729084823388,2.1478903283850648,666,28,139,12,13,218,102,171,0.14,0.789,0.071,-0.8696,2,0,1,0,1,0,23.0,0,1,0,4,5,5,1,0,7,0,13,3,0,2,4,24,28,8,0,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,11,10,0,1,2,0,3,3,2,3,1,0,6,0,18,2,23,21,6,23,0,2,0,0,8,12,0,2,8,91,29,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1067908918499409,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1073410429145098,0.0,0.25529007605643306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002815303404704,0.0,0.24046841245391315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13339037737420573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15306028733946564,0.0,0.0,0.0729333764542575,0.13391362208061186,0.07933587187871949,0.0,0.0,0.1539055640883402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871370976732217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2770558463365565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29580327442566223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11867989831837228,0.0,0.0,0.0931817053650252,0.14152887611000145,0.1402433835264533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14068037458566746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261944301826792,0.10350898886381077,0.10766537769598276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13783464002958118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746815690234364,0.0,0.0,0.19761415254366715,0.0,0.11148189453352322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12201343848550082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08944775986863616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101935547982417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12056650051438858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12551396129470008,0.0,0.0,0.15585443610483588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3048836051288178,0.2835339149283401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0898955282736224 anxiety,Not_shia_labeouf,2018/04/16,Anyone else always feel like you sort of can't breathe? Like not bad enough to hyperventilate but bad enough that you're almost always conscious of your breathing. This is getting on my nerves,5.665619047619046,8.206470800000005,4.46857142857143,83.80476190476192,69.57142857142857,5.80952380952381,25.952380952380953,6.42735559955562,0.9588095238095242,158,5,27,1,3,46,29,35,0.08199999999999999,0.725,0.193,0.648,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,6,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,2,4,4,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,2,2,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2580192495239002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4288041046576239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18016883060123645,0.2640133290941989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4302873156628855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21525019220779296,0.0,0.0,0.5324839065833894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028567638268085,0.18407947442790626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13462192173813745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25176905890019713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,blubegnaro,2018/04/16,"Does anyone else struggle with small day to day activities? These have got to be some of the most stressful things for me and a major source of my anxiety. Things like making sure I'm capable of graduating, or responding to emails. Day to day upkeep which you just need to do so that your life is in order. The thought of opening my email gives me so much anxiety which leads me to avoid it. Then days become weeks and sometimes even months and the potentially small issue has probably become far bigger and more difficult to deal with. Something that could have been no issue at all, I just view as this life or death thing which leads me to just completely avoid it. It's so small and stupid but I can't help but buckle under the anxiety and avoid things. This is always a side effect of being overworked from school, which I practically live at yet still manage to only be a mediocre student. My life feels disorganized and shameful and I'm sick of operating my life on these terms Sometimes the anxiety becomes very debilitating, especially when I'm in the middle of dealing with a certain task and I can't find myself doing anything but fixate on the issue and feel awful. I'm not even thinking about the worst possible scenario, my mind just goes right to a vague feeling of complete doom Am I alone in this? I feel like what drives this to some degree is feeling like I'm the only one who has anxiety to such a debilitating degree, at least the people in my immediate surrounding",5.905884322112705,7.04111693639576,6.271950901989957,76.62496931374375,66.91519434628975,9.067435372884509,29.73572624139855,9.276330184999452,2.560240989399293,1195,42,215,22,19,385,157,283,0.191,0.7509999999999999,0.058,-0.9893,0,4,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,2,0,4,14,15,1,6,16,1,17,5,0,4,3,48,33,21,1,2,10,0,5,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,21,14,0,3,9,0,0,3,4,10,0,1,3,6,19,5,37,26,10,36,1,1,1,0,10,20,0,5,15,150,40,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974429685347765,0.0,0.0,0.07828568102362922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3598711897220946,0.0,0.0,0.06578593558058615,0.09640049170684838,0.07742336881414442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3117261783984846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972912133920028,0.0,0.0,0.07511866406588172,0.0,0.0,0.30338297564150585,0.1939935802206607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233381177587493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07859536652947273,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1242835959389927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2378592646958468,0.13442769657782627,0.0,0.0,0.08599135284525629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09025424109363576,0.0,0.0,0.07524781571012489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06306272830405188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2945987204076505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.265818116001468,0.13789452122258075,0.0,0.08307816748893154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280200603093634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09499833045340128,0.0,0.07509719686669057,0.0,0.06916279170979357,0.0697623220933354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06375396188408411,0.14311071136137954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0652262127071193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10606592061379426,0.0,0.0,0.10143879669559146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08034748479047814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09521834241175292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07243069668531574,0.18610357228096205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0751358497401186,0.0,0.10777325670345274,0.09835734640244148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08867334665636528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2500217340350687,0.06028542547829679,0.0,0.07469243107143624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07762940723811097,0.0,0.0,0.07546875663657024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,everymanawildcat,2018/04/16,"Give yourself something to look forward to One of the most hollow feelings I experience is when I don't have anything to look forward to. Even if it's simple, I know my day will go quicker if I have anything to be excited about. A video game I like that night, a show marathon, cooking dinner and hanging out with my dog... just the relaxation of being home. If I focus on the monotony of the work week, and the negative that MIGHT be ahead, I find myself unable to enjoy anything that WILL make me content, so I shut out the bad stuff by looking for something that I know will bring me joy later. A tool I've used since I was a kid, and never understood what it meant, but now that I am more cognizant about it, it helps me get through those moments when I feel as though life is droning on.",10.186037735849057,6.010415748427676,9.365125786163523,75.11863207547172,61.32704402515724,11.857861635220127,42.22327044025157,8.344100000000001,3.591711949685533,620,25,127,5,6,197,103,159,0.031,0.879,0.09,0.7876,0,0,2,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,0,10,0,14,3,0,2,1,23,29,12,0,3,5,0,2,1,0,4,1,0,1,1,12,6,2,0,7,6,0,5,3,1,0,1,3,5,18,5,21,19,2,20,0,0,3,0,4,7,0,5,13,94,30,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4331893975035331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14650972170683824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316332561594206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11589596454963587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1716428627160565,0.0,0.0,0.17744532543151806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16037596443252422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09167558313499934,0.16832635469248675,0.09972337318795052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.117613522021319,0.0,0.17601023772100274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19286692100162933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393931281115947,0.08572554526045982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44205061666935774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11712726864099147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1861454338821388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353329129074346,0.0,0.0,0.16466625999450096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11890268945941368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14515020205218684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27017002177720595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20087062225390892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17239791469723226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15154932869637558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14075106658565725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774390202550231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SmallKindheartedness,2018/04/16,"Feel like the whole world is against me As each week passes, I feel like there’s a new relationship problem that occurs (be it my close friends, family and s/o). I feel like no one cares just want to run away. ",3.4813178294573635,4.286963953488375,3.9953488372093036,91.94713178294576,72.25581395348838,7.593798449612403,23.635658914728683,7.793537801064563,0.7382775193798445,162,4,38,2,3,51,38,43,0.098,0.602,0.299,0.8402,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,9,7,2,0,2,1,0,3,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,3,0,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,3,4,5,4,6,2,7,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,5,21,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22054352801002816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23933043851579255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2212895432998281,0.0,0.3560708695306499,0.5030893674740341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1813575441547463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3440425310461206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22671085766973864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1590641471202005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2246120037003934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25202013515267635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1384542089113763,0.0,0.18829219477283746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26207594033778103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,typicalteenagedude,2018/04/16,"Why am I so scared & emotional? I'm legit just sitting in my dorm room, in silence, my heart is going really fast, I'm really scared, as if someone were watching me but not exactly that. IDK how to explain but I'm in full panic mode WTF is happening!",0.7469871794871779,3.0608684423076937,3.674615384615386,84.15371794871797,85.73076923076924,7.3128205128205135,24.051282051282055,8.344100000000001,1.977528205128205,197,8,39,5,6,70,40,52,0.257,0.6829999999999999,0.06,-0.9336,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,3,0,0,4,1,1,1,1,8,10,6,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,3,0,0,1,1,4,0,5,9,1,8,0,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,1,22,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29480126438325954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3060561800966206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15463074928551432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2406016474575876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3224190608326444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3192301787225946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3486060204979116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5448040755927926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2305346109478697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455121276200715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nocturnalman90,2018/04/16,"Had Derealization/Depersonalization before I am tired of waking up everyday knowing that after 10 minutes I will feel anxious for no reason ,followed by thoughts about how I will be able to live like that all the time. I had anxiety since I was a child ,but not like the constant anxiety after getting DR/DP from a panic attack because of smoking too much weed (wanted to try if it helps with anxiety).My doc has prescribed me 10mg lexapro but I read that some people got Derealization because of it.The thing is I need help with my anxiety but no way I want to experience Derealization again. For 3 weeks now ,everyday I ask myself whether I should take the pill or not",7.631113610798651,7.523044259842521,8.117210348706411,69.18062992125986,63.09448818897639,10.721709786276717,37.04049493813272,10.290406445055957,3.8136825646794152,539,24,96,11,7,179,90,127,0.16699999999999998,0.731,0.102,-0.7579,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,1,5,0,10,3,1,2,1,21,21,7,0,5,8,0,1,2,0,3,2,0,0,1,5,2,0,0,4,1,0,1,4,2,0,0,5,1,13,2,16,12,3,12,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,3,11,66,18,1,0.17913845710651324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4111212880888907,0.20237546679578214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16747027548042867,0.2037958562260006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184022814981705,0.0,0.15243363282683478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19358503202934246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17523178502506953,0.0,0.0,0.09057778642144072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359245017099872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1432733887575713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24014546344376606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09844981115035628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1750360030185226,0.0,0.1581825395937271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13168737790833793,0.13282889608933154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21018038187771151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1241920505223876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17918693451711687,0.0,0.0,0.18418416937339532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14818518288424512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13468982568803753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190116309696036,0.0,0.0,0.14221592498273755,0.10445707493211913,0.2058933041123341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1216232534181677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2113210066376073,0.1421917690423182,0.14369406482568478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PongoP,2018/04/16,"Who do I go see about anxiety? This is very new to me and I need to see someone about it today. Do I just make a regular Dr appointment or what? Ive got physical and mental symptoms. Thanks",-0.7874166666666689,1.3695564250000023,2.3500000000000014,90.08833333333334,97.25,6.666666666666668,21.66666666666667,7.793537801064563,1.5041666666666669,147,6,32,4,6,52,32,40,0.045,0.8690000000000001,0.086,0.3736,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,1,0,6,11,3,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,2,5,1,4,10,0,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,2,21,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2280095805853265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939027813211435,0.0,0.23838005639291304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19895256224996707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003671254186873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22100237884343307,0.0,0.2878612570690781,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4750189942971834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525391750862881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3097909875457802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744069788688032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2825192094424735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2459247793511612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,grahambark,2018/04/16,"Being a good friend? Does anyone feel like their anxiety makes it hard for them to be a good friend? I was just trying to offer some reassurance to a friend and ended up saying something incredibly stupid and offensive. I was so obsessed with saying the right thing that I ended up missing the obvious alternative interpretation of my message which basically just blamed my friend for all their own problems. But it's not just that. Its the fact that I never suggest things to do with friends, in case they say no, or they'll think my suggestion is stupid. I panic when I want to ask even my closest friends how they are or about things they've been up to. I have 'groups' of friends that I never let meet each other, and on the odd occasion they've bumped into each other accidentally my mind has blanked and I've just stood there silent instead of introducing everyone. I've read plenty about the challenges of making friends when you have anxiety, it sucks. But how do I keep the friends I already have? 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I suffer from social anxiety and talking and meeting new people is so difficult. Even talking to retail people is so difficult. In this interview was stuttering, i could barely talk and i was shaking profusely. How do i combat this? I have spoken to psychologists and nothing seems to help me. I cant stop this fear of people and social interaction. 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I haven’t really experienced much anxiety during my lows before, and when I’ve struggled with depression it’s mostly just been that heavy, dark misery and emptiness that I’m sure some, if not most of you can relate to. But this time it’s much, much worse than ever. I graduated last summer and pretty soon after found a job. It’s a job that takes a lot of physical effort and it requires you to take great amounts of responsibility (or atleast for me it feels like ”great amounts”, I have pretty bad ADHD). Now, with my serious lack of self discipline I struggle big time trying to take the responsibility that I need to, but it just doesn’t seem to be enough. I won’t go into any specific details, but this has put me in a position where I’m on the verge of losing my job. I’ve been feeling my depression coming back, but this time there’s so much anxiety, and I’m not used to that so I don’t know how to handle it. And this leads me to make stupid things such as calling in sick to work when actually, I just can’t bring myself to get out of bed out of fear that I will just start balling my eyes out and collapse into a pile at work. I constantly feel the need to cry but sometimes I can’t. Every week it gets worse, and today I thought about suicide for the first time in 4 years, and last time I thought about it I ended up trying to kill myself. I just needed to get this off my chest",4.1645444646098015,4.685254227586206,5.25504537205082,84.57186025408348,70.51724137931033,8.312159709618875,25.95281306715064,8.371475516178862,1.4361034482758628,1106,31,239,16,19,366,152,290,0.225,0.728,0.047,-0.9954,3,0,0,0,0,2,28.0,0,2,0,7,19,15,2,3,9,0,13,3,2,5,2,57,40,22,2,5,15,0,3,1,0,2,1,0,1,1,22,17,0,2,8,1,0,5,9,11,0,1,5,5,28,4,42,32,12,43,0,4,1,0,4,16,0,7,23,161,50,8,0.0,0.0,0.09492399950559784,0.0,0.1169027298140306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06614868525513637,0.0,0.1488265041885938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07479660435541706,0.08121853537258641,0.0,0.0,0.08277179515506042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09932617275335967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08379170853279895,0.0,0.1051170946927518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068493538666664,0.0,0.0,0.16756144917108218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08615462764411612,0.10050857050143423,0.0,0.0,0.08798861123371697,0.08195633807980816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1094586880042248,0.14755180685993194,0.06949154558347857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08274000089767702,0.0,0.10665435553644063,0.0,0.0,0.15246271383719862,0.0,0.0552822448802806,0.0,0.0,0.21448671025827687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28958405787935704,0.0,0.10761768988807212,0.0,0.0534584622204,0.15858025957630215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04752246573782102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10882312782064882,0.0,0.08269766306006787,0.0,0.0,0.06493019780795056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2860261339075589,0.2163791410180863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792235371394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0977858027247334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06231530106706605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08855329715213932,0.10147650799349296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09620506194512818,0.0,0.06885002782491924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033808268681644,0.0,0.10640040687887603,0.0,0.09167824887400218,0.0,0.21941060751309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06462357523733775,0.0,0.0,0.1544471150120922,0.2836020977929511,0.0,0.09220302541566616,0.0,0.0,0.13208338384819188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16802454294531374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802619066529089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141631183301964,0.0,0.19825812422024466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06264034780208423 anxiety,qwerty10_29,2018/04/16,"Anyone else annoyed that benzodiazepines have such a bad rep? Not talking about those who have adverse side affects. I don’t know how many times my doctor or psychiatrists don’t even think about putting me on the stuff even though SSRI’s don’t seem to have the wanted FULL effects. I’ve heard ppl going on benzos for up to 9 years and only reaching 2mg. Doctors can be so ignorant. There’s such a stigma with mental health drugs that makes it seem like everyone’s a drug addict. If you’re gonna try to lecture me on how horrible Xanax or Benzos are, I’ll block you.",5.5115413533834605,5.850259552631581,5.770200501253133,82.69973684210527,67.50877192982456,8.268671679197995,28.56641604010025,7.957251820313856,1.7078837092731831,455,14,90,5,7,145,87,114,0.158,0.8029999999999999,0.038,-0.9252,0,0,2,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,11,5,1,0,5,0,9,7,0,5,0,18,18,8,0,2,4,0,0,1,0,1,7,1,0,0,6,2,0,2,5,0,0,2,4,4,0,0,1,1,5,1,11,15,1,10,0,0,0,0,4,6,0,5,3,51,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19696621074943985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12633459317631845,0.1851264528550046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15085898263255892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3698641575687445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41905934696273855,0.0,0.1509336846609319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.238672862107568,0.0,0.0,0.17264602904734552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026837430892413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19205277377732466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929616665302113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827037819027361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12060428741423015,0.18317961862705145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.182081410332716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13741412461076935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816317746594156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32896580210037824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20683363097658092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14522251706819558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11577147356872824,0.17751568780698349,0.0,0.1053550738122394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12266882687920015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10656884785855733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11635101640064385 anxiety,LolaFrisbeePirate,2018/04/16,Unannounced visitors I'm so tired this weekend from babysitting and then on top of looking after another human (when I can barely look after myself) I've had family members make unannounced visits. It feels like such an intrusion and really takes it out of me to be sociable to people who give me no notice. I feel like I've not had any time for myself. How do people cope with this? Do you have particular routines to recouperate? I'm off today but will still have lots to do this evening after I finish babysitting then I'll have to deal with the impending doom of work. I feel exhausted and like I've wasted my weekend. ,4.195,6.232968500000003,5.216666666666669,79.03500000000003,72.33333333333334,8.133333333333335,27.0,8.841846274778883,2.31865,500,18,87,10,10,164,79,120,0.123,0.797,0.08,-0.809,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,6,5,0,0,2,0,11,2,0,2,0,14,21,9,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,0,1,6,6,0,0,3,2,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,5,10,3,18,17,1,17,1,1,2,0,6,4,0,1,15,62,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409678187322271,0.2173670519374433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21371220990122386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13691649956859814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1954194301005328,0.0,0.3144439875534544,0.2961834105530752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1988564084970116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3038218360651746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34815145521072016,0.0,0.0,0.1762349339350661,0.0,0.0,0.1383711304243662,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23600691607802374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874247291125803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279858898456673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554618428612194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15586016375350115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12087547608711323,0.23825529456860775,0.19649157535371126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.150913346936036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AuspiciousIncitement,2018/04/16,Feeling Ashamed with myself Had issues with procrastination with and deadlines previously in regards to uni. But this semester I have been doing well and now I'm going to either apply for an extension or just submit an assignment I have due late. I feel like I'm revert to old negative behaviours. ,8.765,9.014787722222225,9.348518518518516,60.09833333333333,60.66666666666667,12.385185185185184,38.37037037037037,11.855464076750405,5.104970370370372,243,11,36,7,3,82,42,54,0.12,0.773,0.107,-0.4019,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,11,10,4,0,0,4,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,2,2,4,2,8,8,1,6,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,5,29,5,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4007992956717645,0.2831428816534931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2252471719868916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41367234456956825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.44708484603751936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19362999886255344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41588849585323057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3563541202360789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mallzie_9,2018/04/16,"I'm not sure what else to do but post here I have an exam tomorrow that's gonna determine whether or not I'm going go to a good school. I have probably prepared more than all of my friends not cause I'm dull or something just cause I have anxiety so bad during tests that I choke. I have this choke ball sort of thing in my chest and throat as I type this. I know this primarily cause I do not have emotional security that my friends do. I'm posting here cause I'm hoping someone might know something that'll help me not screw up my exam tomorrow. 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I have been feeling particularly sad lately, and my boyfriend (who is long distance) was super busy and didn't really have time to talk. Which made me even more sad and sent my anxiety into overdrive. I immediately panicked, thinking things like he doesn't care about me, nobody cares etc. I texted him telling him that I do not even feel like living anymore (Disclaimer: I am not suicidal, and I don't have the desire to harm myself in anyway, but I have been feeling worthless and like a burden to everyone lately). Then I left my phone at home and I drove to a nearby city to get some food and see a movie. I just needed space, and I got that feeling of needing to run like I usually do when I have an anxiety attack. I didn't tell anyone where I was going and he freaked out. When I came back home several hours later, three of my friends were at my house all in a panic, and the cops were on their way to my house because my boyfriend had called them thinking I was in danger. I feel absolutely AWFUL. He said it was the most terrifying evening of his life, and he even called my dad because he was so worried about me. It makes me feel like I am even more of a burden to him and I just feel so horrible for him having to put up with me. TLDR; I unintentionally freaked my boyfriend out tonight- what are some tips on how you handle anxiety as it pertains to relationships? I feel like he has no clue what I am going through. 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So I woke up on this morning for my first shift back in work after 6 days off and I got in the car and just started crying (I deal with customers for most of the day) and I couldn’t stop thinking about every single interaction I have to deal with today. I haven’t stopped crying for 2 hours, I know I have nothing in life to worry about, I have a good, salary, good friends and a good S/O but I still can’t seem to shake off the anxiety. I had a further panic attack because I couldn’t remember my company fuel card pin that I hadn’t used in 2 months, I have no idea what’s bringing these ‘attacks’ on but I need to change something. What do you guys usually do when you have a panic attack or feel anxious? 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I get very anxious about anything with a deadline and I find myself not knowing where to begin, so my solution is to not do anything at all. I watch hours of Netflix, if you can really call it watching, because I rarely find myself even looking at the screen. I just sit there and check the clock and think about how much work I have to do but I don’t do it. I’ve tried to explain to my friends what I feel, but they just joke around about how I’m always making up excuses to get out of doing any work. The truth is that I’m not enjoying any second of not doing my work, the whole time I’m freaking out because I’m not doing it. I can’t take a break and relax because there’s so much to do.",2.794229287090559,3.3891353930635826,4.219783236994221,90.48647639691715,73.68208092485548,6.691522157996148,27.133429672447015,6.42735559955562,0.9481834296724468,625,22,142,4,12,208,90,173,0.075,0.82,0.105,0.7166,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,1,1,4,15,8,0,0,8,0,15,0,0,3,2,32,33,13,0,1,10,0,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,5,9,0,0,7,3,1,0,7,2,0,1,1,5,19,6,22,32,5,15,0,0,4,0,7,8,0,2,5,99,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872279574588855,0.0,0.0,0.210402614660902,0.0,0.0,0.1747669704514994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.254609843320226,0.13771580150059812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829110589450633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15796600016282691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15831181436673242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217789336079694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07822097003018784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28278600130901466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23904167804756266,0.0,0.24247310060597616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523483415935998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08501907621852416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12990904082420032,0.0,0.0,0.13152041092784605,0.0,0.0,0.10326345366162487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22744460529858646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09910478361982193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11631515004678153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19825103157637536,0.0,0.0,0.18041363231575452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503114766276177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1276437044568807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17271702935275035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.450493780327052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Serbanzai,2018/04/16,"Fitting In: Young of age, old of mind So this is hard to explain... I’m quite young of age, that being 15. I’ve a big ball of anxiety since I could remember. I discovered my anxiety and depressive tendencies at the age of 11. Since then life has been up and down, but one factor that gives me immense anxiety to this day is the uneasy feeling that I don’t fit in. I always get terribly anxious around people, but lately it’s taken a new form. I feel *old*. What do I mean by that? I don’t understand my peers. They do such stupid things and I simply can’t process it and cope with it and it makes me so anxious. They do things like having 2 different social media accounts, one where they post heavily edited photos of themselves to thousands of followers just for the sake of being popular, or getting blackout drunk every day, or complaining endlessly about such simple issues, or feeling so entitled to everything even though they haven’t worked a day in their life. Maybe I am rude for not letting them live their life and focus on mine, but it makes me stick out like a sore thumb every time I go out. It’s gotten to the point where I CAN’T go out. At all. It just terrifies me and it makes me feel so different and alone. So, kind people of this subreddit: Do any of you share my experience? Do any of you feel like you should’ve been born in a simpler time? 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It isn't necessarily worry that they are annoyed with me. My brain jumps to the instant conclusion that they've been in an accident or something horrible has happened. Does anyone have any tips on how to avoid checking to see if they've seen the messages and not have this horrible feeling something bad has happened? Can anyone else relate? Edit: and then how quickly the panic subsides when you hear from them!",6.860216450216448,8.596191818181822,6.255007215007215,75.40727272727275,65.16161616161617,8.485425685425685,37.37518037518039,8.841846274778883,3.5589786435786426,446,23,70,7,7,137,72,99,0.247,0.7190000000000001,0.034,-0.9757,0,1,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,2,1,6,5,1,2,5,0,9,1,1,3,0,15,17,11,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,4,0,1,3,0,1,1,3,5,0,0,3,5,7,0,10,14,1,7,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,4,4,49,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14567625498766631,0.0,0.16387693640076625,0.0,0.0,0.2995737888751234,0.2194926643147709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17886390368949895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2391392325921076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2266152806261309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18746447647625245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17895247313478588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10831555486004812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11192057756650448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788662801270833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24144036390582524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25133982164077506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707047952058843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36301409991700107,0.32983247931930604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21754977666757624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,I-like-hyphens,2018/04/16,"I j I just feel terrible. I haven’t felt this bad in a long time. First off, sorry for any weird formatting. I don’t use mobile all that much to post. Secondly, apologies for the raunchy post history, i’m too tired to switch to my main account. I really feel bad. I have a physical disability and that has always been the main cause of my anxiety. It got so bad that I had to take a break from school. The break has mostly gone well and I’m sort of happy with where I am. I guess I just feel trapped. Apparently, even though I am on medical leave, to re-enroll in my college, I have to prove that I’ve done something substantial with my time off, such as holding down a job or significant community service. I don’t have the physical or mental skills to hold down a job yet and it’s just feels very unfair that the school put this pressure on its students who are already on medical leave. But, I have been somewhat productive. I’ve been writing some and I’m just generally been getting better. I’ve even made a few connections with the opposite sex. That’s my other problem. Every romantic or sexual connection I make (or any connection for that matter) seems to be online. I’ve gone through two very abusive LDR‘s, so extensive text-only communication makes me feel weird but physical limitations leave me with only that choice. And now I’m just worried that I’ll die old, Broke, and alone. I just really would like someone to talk to. I’m not sure where this came from but it felt good to write down.",2.775275096525096,5.019125050675676,4.120019305019305,84.35297297297298,77.20945945945945,8.012355212355214,25.43629343629344,8.841846274778883,2.032711776061777,1189,44,237,28,28,391,159,296,0.16399999999999998,0.775,0.061,-0.9721,3,2,1,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,4,18,15,0,1,12,0,20,4,0,5,3,55,44,17,1,2,14,0,7,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,18,11,0,3,9,0,1,4,4,9,1,3,13,7,23,6,34,29,8,27,0,1,0,1,5,12,0,10,8,150,41,7,0.0,0.12641157783785464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11049986495737144,0.11773634764314415,0.0,0.08877559162331536,0.0,0.0,0.14510729422384086,0.0,0.08161844505414062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672479852762651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0943596604856877,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12202626371326887,0.0,0.10960121032382644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072857928497992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10918209863240977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14093700935202844,0.0,0.0898919035003183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2697312799780974,0.0,0.20488048921473584,0.0,0.0,0.09075144583775237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05574172736668707,0.0,0.0,0.08948748273010107,0.08533066674111504,0.0,0.11753234074791873,0.0,0.0,0.11357472328972493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21174902633947032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3389115990319609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0521239113934236,0.0,0.0,0.09441831885560144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009537548813696,0.1424343549836294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21496023760039645,0.10751959483071376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07843027833536771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195442459711916,0.0,0.0,0.08114343455034435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20436127743925425,0.0,0.0,0.10208903076470947,0.0,0.10725408367651984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13669817762377734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2159542989335015,0.0,0.09712762464427754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09039907328843476,0.08213606710513252,0.0,0.11943201821882783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1005551552685876,0.0,0.08021847412747432,0.0857543126831947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10482352258929606,0.0,0.12442494628037908,0.1226257930365886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10422176008037436,0.0,0.0,0.09214690623083402,0.0,0.1760627605155652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09592816555791954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10835005146825596,0.0,0.07579033864856377,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Teahulk,2018/04/16,"Oh caffeine I feel like I have to do everything right now. I have to exercise. I have to meal plan. I have to clean my apartment. I have to figure out what I’m wearing tomorrow. I have to submit paperwork for my job. I have to talk to all of my friends and make sure they are okay. I have to figure out how I’m going to do the interior design on my next apartment. I have to figure out how to get my cat to stop scratching the carpet. I have to complete building a drawer that I bought from ikea. I have to get my health in check and follow up to see a physical therapist. I have to read. I have to determine how I’m going to get into the masters program to become a teacher. I have to find an effective way to stop being tired and in pain all of the time. I have to do everything and I have to do it RIGHT NOW. It’s fucking exhausting. I love coffee and it helps with my productivity (as long as it doesn’t cause a panic attack) but damn I wish the feeling of having to do everything would subside.",1.22457142857143,3.1088092190476218,3.6202380952380966,87.80892857142858,80.61904761904762,6.6761904761904765,23.357142857142854,7.7348632917899725,1.1456,776,27,167,13,20,269,103,210,0.075,0.8220000000000001,0.103,0.5779,1,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,3,5,11,3,1,10,1,26,9,1,6,3,30,43,11,0,2,1,0,3,1,1,1,5,0,2,0,6,10,1,2,7,2,2,3,1,6,0,0,1,4,28,5,41,40,2,25,0,0,1,2,5,13,2,0,9,124,34,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17483268959881978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16972700410480052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15787124489310245,0.0,0.0,0.1611300986522551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41435184758562055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15541000991115894,0.1097887110063188,0.0,0.0,0.1404603370720479,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11873244968777127,0.14207428027133004,0.24087368741285925,0.0,0.17467927518321447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.163354189821426,0.0,0.0,0.10300817211481683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15250325381601787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07508007216402664,0.0,0.0,0.1360015778512553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1387018062804227,0.0,0.10258230210402752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16343995944028902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16352589098037112,0.1803098558777231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15372115156185545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624830153997135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12246271530024755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2569659931193202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14484117005430627,0.0,0.0,0.1235218120151108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17843381829470178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08961178944558874,0.1766320512838503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1219836844617405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17672391392504522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916955276284444,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Red_Like_Rousseau,2018/04/16,"Should I get help? I've been dealing with some problems that I'm having trouble solving on my own (the few screening tests I've taken suggested GAD and BPD which matches up with what I thought). I've had them for a while, but I've always been able to manage on my own. Now, with some of my coping mechanisms being less effective I'm getting more attacks and generally my quality of life has gone downhill fast (as shown by my posting this 4 hours before I have to wake up). I have been thinking about taking to the university counseling department about therapy or similar things, but I just can't muster up the courage to do it and I can't muster up the courage to talk to literally anyone about this... So a few questions: 1) did you do therapy? Why/why not, did it help? 2) have you told others about your problems, what was their reaction and did they treat you differently? 3) at what point would you recommend going in and seeing a professional? Thanks for your time, have a nice day.",3.375965073529411,5.497007828125,4.425122549019608,83.45272058823531,74.88541666666666,7.850980392156862,27.96078431372549,8.671277953709913,2.2158243872549037,781,32,151,16,17,254,119,192,0.056,0.774,0.17,0.9755,1,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,6,3,1,7,9,1,0,8,0,21,2,1,1,0,24,34,11,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,11,8,0,0,4,0,0,3,3,4,0,0,12,2,20,5,27,19,8,19,0,0,2,0,16,9,0,4,6,108,31,3,0.17748726215897856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14768362032439675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12410322048595382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20191738359893768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1510285875427372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22353899345307365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11446460093769205,0.18298157384637834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18543641271803726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18545953792294007,0.0,0.10087010128050904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2379319411084924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17478920114022872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12536450218481904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16778283169325334,0.0,0.16998373513751425,0.0,0.0,0.3396626794156185,0.0,0.0,0.19882635348621214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14143436858740918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344833258123812,0.14265753822538782,0.0,0.1634064248302748,0.40594430489413613,0.0,0.11791465041652208,0.11372667096993412,0.0,0.14090506063466046,0.10349424987965362,0.0,0.0,0.16959668504242606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1601546477208322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.126081858679411,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sydnaciouz,2018/04/16,SSRI’s don’t agree w my body? anyone else relate? i have been on almost every single one. i either have seizures from them or am violently puking from them. my psychiatrist is out of things to try. i’m losing hope. i either am completely immune to meds or so sensitive i need hospitalization. ,1.666964285714286,4.436821767857146,4.207857142857144,77.36214285714289,90.25,6.371428571428572,17.714285714285715,7.6454224807358475,1.0770071428571426,233,6,40,5,8,81,44,56,0.161,0.706,0.133,-0.3954,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,2,1,1,3,1,0,0,0,7,2,1,0,0,8,10,3,0,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,8,1,7,9,3,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,4,0,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29318114191666755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20472156085613388,0.29999207209494777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252173072938689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3069787241935241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24458367841046416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.246683365154296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29080083110438976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3275506935323601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252173072938689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21709581754600207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19839819062364808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945128513712337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1987812924054136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fox_faced_,2018/04/16,"DAE find weed increases their anxiety? I had been on anxiety / depression medication for a year and it helped immensely. My Dr recommended that i stop the medication and see how it goes. I occasionally smoked but end of last year I've been smoking almost every day. This was after I stopped my medication and in moments when my Anxiety would flare up again.. smoking would calm me down etc... Recently it doesn't have that effect.. quite the opposite I believe. DAE find it makes your anxiety worse? How did you deal with it? Did you stop smoking altogether or deceased the amount you smoked?",4.16644010195412,7.0398477850467325,5.186813933729823,75.20107051826679,75.82242990654207,9.498385726423107,30.288020390824126,9.800150414767053,3.624764485981309,471,22,82,15,11,154,73,107,0.185,0.7759999999999999,0.038,-0.9282,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,4,1,2,4,2,0,0,4,0,10,4,0,4,0,18,12,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,8,4,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,6,1,14,1,8,4,3,18,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,2,13,54,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1503182827260546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4593496278592775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1691279680177762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0968116238114142,0.15476176168454886,0.12929365259893813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1329571515586013,0.0,0.1674176770009245,0.0,0.0,0.1264781888243609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2744044053588152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10061878251711036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12236359313038415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10020279103685764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4536745879597959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15966556202192966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14822024965544994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1196220558453924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3765080698715804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15297980033389014,0.21327448611923916,0.0,0.0,0.19333801199415893 anxiety,MichaelJones231,2018/04/16,"Severe Anxiety and Paranoia, how do I get over it? Yes, what I'm about to type seems incredibly ridiculous. I have severe anxiety from my childhood. My parents told many stories about kidnappings and to avoid them at all costs and its stuck with me. I'll give you an example of what I'm worried about right now: I play Dota, and I do a bit of gambling for Dota items. I'm so paranoid that from winning so much, the owners of that gambling site will track me down and hunt me down and kidnap me because I'm ruining their profit. Although I'm aware that seems completely stupid, irrational and ridiculous, I'm still genuinely worried sometimes that it will happen. All I'm asking for is some reassurance, for other people to tell me that I need to get over myself, and that situation above is stupid and won't happen. I can't get over it myself, so I need others to help me. I'm sorry if you're baffled from reading such a ridiculous post, but if you could reply that would be great.",7.2552331606217635,6.429304704663219,7.283113989637302,77.22166580310882,64.12953367875646,9.999792746113991,34.325906735751296,9.120678840339163,2.8791620725388603,780,29,149,11,10,251,108,193,0.159,0.754,0.087,-0.6074,1,1,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,2,2,1,10,12,5,1,4,1,12,0,0,1,2,24,33,17,0,6,3,1,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,10,0,1,2,2,4,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,21,5,24,25,6,12,0,1,0,0,12,8,0,5,3,101,36,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2370092300912752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448185810541443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09443081291536158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16912001320975514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1624186650851437,0.0,0.0,0.12368187037623456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24279996779599336,0.14860239444698187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17078722079874226,0.0,0.0,0.2739702344107451,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10383193424250484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1570529535873217,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11387560662163634,0.22972545067430056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17200761011507815,0.0,0.0,0.10739408222301884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14835956809216966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15495046822946992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229105339515665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2820458478750048,0.0,0.35000513204458544,0.0,0.0,0.17412369811444486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15320851475221167,0.17340743668612382,0.0,0.0,0.12371016635779553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1353968986272387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14802175586036484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31463429941365445,0.0,0.11004258779702046,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Salty_Order,2018/04/16,"Is propranolol better than metoprolol for anxiety? I've only tried metoprolol because that's what was prescribed to me, and it did nothing. I have more physical anxiety than ""thought anxiety,"" so I feel like it's the best route for me. I've heard propranolol is usually the beta blocker for anxiety, and I'm not sure if there's an advantage in trying that one too. 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Someone could ask me a simple question and I go from okay to bawling my eyes out, especially questions like “what’s wrong?” “are you okay?” “how are you?” It’s as spontaneous and unpredictable as a baby’s crying. I don’t know what to do.",2.063804347826085,4.714266884057974,2.9940398550724647,88.95888586956522,83.05797101449275,5.7688405797101465,24.56702898550725,7.1686216300943375,1.1973898550724646,281,11,54,4,8,89,51,69,0.184,0.726,0.09,-0.7821,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,2,5,1,1,4,1,14,11,5,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,1,9,3,8,9,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,2,2,36,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17366050849437292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.212221848200688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23319976144863866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18124742646352054,0.0,0.4987152853168365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14993665153455282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12901388511355966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12475766709883378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090464846877607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3030592226685682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5086018552689754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19234315263266885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15081403675543092,0.0,0.0,0.18021900517464715,0.13237019785235102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481976257542903,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nipplesandflipflops,2018/04/16,"Sleep anxiety So I've noticed that most days I have this anguish before sleeping. Even on good, calm, anxiety free days. I put my phone or book aside, turn off the lights, lay down to sleep (everything fine to this point) and then my heart starts pounding, breathing intensifies and I can't keep my eyes closed nor sleep. And I don't understand why this happens. It's usually past 01:00 and I would like to wait in the morning but I sure as hell don't have to. Is there something I'm overlooking? Does anyone else feel this way? 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I've always been one to worry over absolutely everything. Once I started crying because I was running late for school or because a stupid arts project came out bad, and it's got worse as I grew up. I always feel stressed. I can't relax at home, watch some tv or play without feeling guilty. My mind keeps telling me to get busy, to stop wasting time and find something to do (even if I don't have any work to do). There are times when I can't even fall asleep unless I get something done. Something tangible. I've got up at midnight to clean my room, to dust the furniture, write to-do lists, etc. Somehow I've managed to live a functional life, but it's got to the point where I feel fatigued and distressed most of the time. I went to the psychiatrist and I was told to take antidepressants. I took them for 4 months and didn't feel any difference. 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And if so do you have any tips to calm it? When I get a really large anxiety spike/attack parts of my body start to feel like they’re vibrating. Following the uncomfortable vibrating I’ll usually start shaking pretty bad. And it’s a very unpleasant experience the only way I’ve found to deal with it or calm it is to either listen to music or to vent all of it out. And the music only works like 20% of the time. I only have 1 person I can vent to and she isn’t always available or doesn’t seem to enjoy texting. Any tips on how to deal with this better?,2.5448360655737687,4.0885256147541025,4.546688524590163,84.19462295081968,75.63934426229507,7.830819672131147,21.21639344262295,8.548686976883017,1.1886104918032792,463,11,96,9,10,159,76,122,0.101,0.746,0.153,0.7746,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,1,0,2,3,8,0,1,6,0,7,1,1,1,1,18,15,11,0,1,5,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,1,7,8,0,0,3,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,6,6,17,14,3,10,0,0,0,0,7,2,0,5,7,57,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13380896840263776,0.0,0.0,0.2187161695320173,0.0,0.12302120138677447,0.0,0.0,0.11244391133014034,0.1647715160695478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18294755195319526,0.0,0.0,0.13427180663665128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14222567935100044,0.0,0.17862654969730865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.497372198337764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14072819287426871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433829506269016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15730558357954974,0.0,0.0,0.08131168412357441,0.11488455595342185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632271916564568,0.0,0.0,0.08401794794638766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1571298300609182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36691569398599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17414437833652566,0.0,0.0,0.14041536239965668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16360423076478553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10302067153757083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14639775437594582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2276479766749387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09377112222453796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1771123631385216,0.1326872394085017,0.0,0.12764555931568242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11707349049574363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BeaVida33,2018/04/16,How do you deal with anxiety about your relationship? Have been feeling a bit insecure about my relationship and I don't know why. I shared a bit of my feelings with my boyfriend (things have been semi-rocky the last week or so) but it's still affecting my day to day life. How should I deal with it?,1.4602142857142832,3.972758116666668,2.5028571428571422,92.38500000000002,84.5,6.761904761904763,21.904761904761905,7.957251820313856,1.0659761904761909,237,8,52,5,7,75,42,60,0.094,0.883,0.023,-0.4363,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,0,6,2,0,1,3,0,7,1,0,3,0,13,10,6,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,2,9,1,7,7,2,5,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,5,36,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16732110364675756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4775737594373483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2821141328438914,0.4509838640872158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22118400037663166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120203440196929,0.17828695361460853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15448923743039195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4696493853204418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17467101647761785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1453086328844823,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17544493713196258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1973618445901712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,brandnewaccount547,2018/04/16,"I am turning into an alcoholic I am drunk right now but it is so good. was drunk last night. that tightness in my chest is no big deal. i might start smokiing again. I am turning into an alcoholic but I think it might be for the best ",-0.9693367346938756,1.0880692857142868,1.006913265306121,98.75281887755104,101.04081632653059,4.08265306122449,18.369897959183675,5.985473137389443,-0.2090632653061224,181,6,41,2,8,59,34,49,0.132,0.6779999999999999,0.19,0.7440000000000001,0,0,2,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,3,0,9,5,1,0,0,8,13,3,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,3,2,4,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,6,2,4,9,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,5,32,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4796637241421127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2355101646474585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313624701905565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18822902830910496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18292854035703535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4761386470477334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21059869321810715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19164956421319124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15884240733625155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14379635593386494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4881991242237778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PowerPuffSquirrel,2018/04/16,"Ratworm Lung disease So I'm having a bit of a panic attack because while I was washing my lettuce I found what appears to be part of a slug in the lettuce. I ended up throwing all the lettuce out and washing my hands 3 times, and now I can't stop thinking about the risk of Ratworm Lung disease. I didn't eat the slug or anything, but just the thought that it may have touched my hand, and I don't know where, freaks me out. Because on my thumb I was pulling at my skin/hang nails earlier and although I wasn't bleeding or anything my mind can't stop contemplating the What Ifs. I'm just terrified of getting this disease now.",6.000904017857143,5.411500585937502,6.19924107142857,83.18593750000002,66.578125,8.251785714285715,38.598214285714285,6.868970318607317,2.6901839285714293,497,26,101,3,7,159,77,128,0.093,0.828,0.079,-0.4078,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,7,4,1,2,9,0,11,8,4,0,1,22,19,11,0,1,6,0,3,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,5,6,1,2,4,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,3,15,0,12,11,3,17,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,5,7,70,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3875435248403437,0.0,0.0,0.26788114034657884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28708067624860845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570722747189865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24094461475216666,0.0,0.0,0.2085565457684573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2581807221513783,0.0,0.0,0.12302336634280794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12940816445559347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23775759439140426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2762733326306833,0.0,0.2549910843609941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3937269593292312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15087968041304595,0.0,0.1869368929541501,0.13730446177008238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LumiUmi,2018/04/16,"Jobs, anxiety, and more anxiety My social anxiety is kinda preventing me from getting a job. I’m in desperate need of a job and I swallowed my anxiety and applied for numerous openings last week, but my anxiety has been absolutely killing me all weekend due to it. It feels like I have a bag of bricks sitting just below my chest. I’ve been pacing back and forth and haven’t been able to sit still all weekend. Today, there was even a sharp pain in my chest and it literally felt like a knife was thrusting my chest from the inside. I hate being like this. My anxiety is giving me sooo much more anxiety. I am in my 20s, fixing to have a degree (from online classes, of course), and I can’t even properly apply for a job because the thought of being around so many people incapacitates me. My vent is over. Thank you for reading. 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Or is it just me? :( Please help before I go insane. ***I know someones going to comment and say that most people that have/had relationships with their parents feel this way at some point because it’s a bitter pill to swallow but this consumes my life some days*** — I got diagnosed with anxiety really early on like when I was 6 or 7 years old due to the fact that I had a debilitating fear that my house was going to burn down & I was going to be the only one that survived. Meaning I would never get to see my parents again. I wouldn’t let them even go on dates at night till I was like 12 because I was scared something was going to happen to them and they wouldn’t come back. & I don’t mean I just was anxious for a minute and then moved on w/ my night. I would throw myself into a full blown sweaty/heart racing tunnel vision panic attack. Then they got divorced when I was 14 and I don’t know if it got worse or just changed but I lived with one parent one week and the other one the next and so on and so forth but when I was at my moms I would feel so super guilty for not being with my dad and vice versa. I literally cried myself to sleep more times than I remember. Now I’m 22 about to be 23 & it’s not as bad as it was when I was younger but once or so a month I will have something trigger the thought of something happening to one of my parents & I will obsess on the thought and throw myself into a anxiety attack and cry and my heart feels hard as a rock as well as my soul feels broke and it’s mostly about my mom nowadays but fuck, how do I address this? I don’t want to feel this way for the rest of my life. And I know it’s not normal. I see my psychologist tomorrow so I could always talk to her about it I just don’t know if it’s something I want to get into to. Does anyone else struggle with something similar? 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It's hiking. I know not everyone will have opportunities but it really helps me. Maybe try it and let me know how it does for you.,0.060999999999999936,2.4016641000000014,2.6750000000000007,89.2425,91.33333333333334,7.0,14.166666666666668,8.07648339933343,0.34466666666666645,113,2,26,3,4,39,23,30,0.0,0.7809999999999999,0.219,0.7184,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,6,5,3,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,18,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172179611363057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.346375296264295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4859396076732063,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3984307004584165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3706711913235196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3641705231990439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2322207562861173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2461073184661802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unbalancedcomposure,2018/04/16,"DAE get anxious when starting/continuing a task? I always get at least mildly anxious just *thinking* about starting one, and it increases a bit once I'm actually doing it. It causes me to get behind or do sub-par work because I don't leave enough time for myself. 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Before then I had lived a relatively anxiety free life as I had gotten so good with coping...I feel like I’m back at square one and I’m devastated, I was doing so well, in school, have a job. Everything feels so overwhelming now, I don’t want to leave my house. I feel sick and anxious all the time. I’m so sick of feeling like this already, I don’t feel like myself. I hate this so, so much. 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It’s interfering with my life. Please help? I always worry about the future. I’m worried that something bad will happen to me in a couple of years. I can’t seem to get my mind to stop. I am planning on scheduling a worry time, which I recently started. Plus, I’m planning on developing a habit of meditation and relaxation techniques. I know this might be all over the place. I want to tolerate uncertainty but it is very tough. It is starting to interfere with my life. I also have an OCD problem. I feel like I’m seeing signs or probably coincidences of bad things possibly happening to me in the future. Please help. Any advice?",1.8708333333333336,4.614801857142859,4.057440476190475,79.99901785714289,85.98412698412699,7.276984126984128,25.33531746031746,8.278499904357787,2.2891603174603183,518,22,93,13,16,177,82,126,0.194,0.68,0.125,-0.7964,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,7,0,0,8,0,9,2,0,0,1,18,22,5,0,3,2,0,1,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,7,4,0,2,3,1,0,0,1,5,0,0,0,2,14,2,18,19,1,15,0,0,1,0,2,6,0,3,10,61,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13313276717903466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089515828609946,0.11336311845272312,0.0,0.0,0.09264830052189232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22751047111894146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15074766613367094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06888735627312005,0.09733033353749047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07118010622831551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24095427893720436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1826384453761429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0748742874349005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19246157264735728,0.06656029020436341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14452977886309268,0.13756419880602844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14234246136590822,0.29910259964107405,0.0,0.15359084017816044,0.0,0.0,0.14689044248121344,0.26072776707384904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13452118626923235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10856614324758604,0.12402835302185808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10488469335116804,0.0,0.0,0.1928636387635068,0.0,0.0,0.11390326741633963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09051222101081867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0794430071697311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11241278830406327,0.08035825364790182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5534358935538161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0877344991148213 anxiety,herewegoagainqq,2018/04/16,"some Self-help links to those dealing with health anxiety **EDIT: I have found all the modules, a long with the parent link. I have now included all of them for you :)** I, like many of you, have been dealing with debilitating health anxiety - specifically, concerning me focusing on my stomach, kidneys and waste (literally examining every urine and bowel movement). I have been to the doctor 3 times already, have done 2x blood tests and a stool test, and everything came back okay, yet I am still unconvinced, a feeling I'm sure many of you can relate to. &nbsp; So tonight (since it's a Sunday and I can't call my doctor yet again :p), I decided to look for some self help. Through a google search I came across these .pdfs that have already brought some comfort to me, in the short few minutes I've been working with them. Apparently, there are 9 modules, but I have only been able to locate modules 1-3, 6, and 8-9 (missing 4, 5, and 7). I am going to keep searching for the rest of them, in an attempt to maximize the effectiveness, but for now, I'd figure I'd share these with you, friends. Hopefully they help to bring some comfort to you. &nbsp; **Module 1:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/Health%20Anxiety%20Module%201.pdf **Module 2:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/Health%20Anxiety%20Module%202.pdf **Module 3:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/Health%20Anxiety%20Module%203.pdf **Module 4:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/ACF6425.pdf **Module 5:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/ACF88A2.pdf **Module 6:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/Health%20Anxiety%20Module%206.pdf **Module 7:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/ACF6428.pdf **Module 8:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/Health%20Anxiety%20Module%208.pdf **Module 9:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/docs/Health%20Anxiety%20Module%209.pdf &nbsp; **PARENT LINK:** http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/resources/infopax.cfm?Info_ID=53 &nbsp; Good luck, friends. Hopefully these help. If you happen to come across the missing modules, post them and I will add them to OP. We will get through this ",7.618501612980888,10.95727522591362,3.752500361115125,75.92884106119699,100.72757475083056,6.794761423275074,26.953680966825555,7.368576075095168,2.8481670855602106,1717,68,219,38,69,450,156,301,0.032,0.81,0.159,0.989,4,0,0,0,0,0,245.0,1,6,6,3,9,14,0,0,13,1,19,9,5,1,3,41,36,12,0,3,3,2,1,1,2,2,4,0,0,1,7,18,0,1,9,0,0,7,1,2,0,0,9,2,28,12,32,25,8,25,0,2,1,0,25,6,0,8,12,127,35,6,0.04718033704303709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1041293502807863,0.0,0.0,0.2044795018975763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07218565739932407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036278766917692135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04817639919885727,0.10792347318406464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040641682730032234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09728171161944743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658214833121403,0.0,0.04828186545817138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0397514688300098,0.0,0.0424026447285873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023855796019471368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0517308043407584,0.07290282272712831,0.0,0.02464977880838756,0.0,0.0268136728128518,0.039572628255770084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041721416231701815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.902708856445036,0.0,0.0,0.12649594160450406,0.0,0.0,0.09372144056942527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04193605136939234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.023049929508351486,0.0,0.0,0.0417531136044647,0.039619600444628485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09566691302984563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.035882772348641304,0.0,0.0,0.10477636173968248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045185721037483285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09843876237011633,0.0,0.0,0.03902806235015058,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037678278107895306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044466909306708616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02751123394401488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.034347847282433175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,pinkquack,2018/04/16,"weaning off zoloft? So i’ve been wanting to come off zoloft(sertraline) lately. I’ve been taking 25mg a day for about 4 months now and I feel a lot better lately. I have 3.5 pills of 25 mg left right now and I would really like to come off it without getting a new filled prescription. I’ve taken half a pill for the last two days as well. What is the best way to do this with minimal side effects?",1.5193072289156646,3.520823987951811,2.8152861445783164,93.3573870481928,80.20481927710844,6.077710843373494,20.01355421686747,7.1686216300943375,0.3239168674698796,313,8,69,4,8,101,60,83,0.0,0.8440000000000001,0.156,0.9072,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,3,5,4,0,0,6,0,6,3,0,1,0,11,13,4,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,0,1,2,3,1,3,4,13,9,2,19,0,0,0,0,0,6,0,1,10,41,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217856838687765,0.18691085816395225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3640971127389984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27259042776557924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068585977415941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11041512913485776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17226828185073834,0.4767958450526934,0.0,0.22961882879041384,0.0,0.0,0.1032488349286117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17967159804747956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1686875884729645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20411108925014493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13538822393804625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18048108337830213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15889951026310914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20644604395259594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12465234211824118,0.16774988273131455,0.0,0.0,0.1900178069127752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20372182319828386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15012810733341175,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Reticent_Outcast,2018/04/16,"Anxiety is causing severe facial pain I used to smoke a lot of weed to cope with the intense anxiety I felt. It worked for years, but eventually I developed psychosis and had to stop permanently. Since then I've quit all drugs and alcohol. I mention this since I have no idea if it's related or not. For the last two years I have had intense facial pain, muscle tension in my neck, jaw and temples. These muscles are constantly clenching day and night and nothing except a cup of coffee relieves them. Alcohol didn't work to relieve the tension, marijuana didn't work, doctor medicine worked sometimes and other times not. The only time I'm not in pain is when I'm asleep. I'm anxious from the moment I wake up to the moment I fall asleep. During the day, I weep probably 5 or 6 times because of the tightness. My doctor can find no reason this is happening except for stress, but I have no stressors in my life. I can't enjoy time with friends, I don't enjoy time alone. The only time I enjoy is sleep.",5.1542834830144475,5.975068614213202,5.953502538071067,79.3695821944553,68.44162436548223,8.498086684888715,31.397500976181178,8.617729084823388,2.4875555642327205,795,32,148,12,13,261,111,197,0.279,0.6659999999999999,0.055,-0.9935,0,1,4,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,1,5,1,13,0,3,11,0,15,17,8,3,1,28,21,13,0,1,10,0,2,0,1,0,9,0,0,0,6,8,2,2,4,0,0,1,10,7,0,1,5,2,17,6,20,16,2,23,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,4,18,91,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2466593213382897,0.0,0.1195216866600946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17656445497392212,0.1303714318504147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034799872023632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854966087917945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12470858355544395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1488495085807654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23623770974302974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382970253678464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108040342136951,0.0,0.10547535327374896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08915931242178038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10204962291802244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13027483092942432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406804673121792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08151185777444102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09811066842848684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829697583826164,0.0,0.1107313481615807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1755368689833529,0.36838764907089777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12442289326910776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12274425068280845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11865249412676986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1303714318504147,0.0,0.19092348274733906,0.0,0.11548535941591745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11413554608894605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0964812539560456,0.13219262109662455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.403751066512878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11273100248851545,0.0,0.0,0.09967029061499452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.336056172566331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14863023127972622 anxiety,Papyrus_Potato88,2018/04/16,"I feel like I'm going to die. I was sitting down when all of a sudden something whispered to me,""You're ready to die."" ""Let's go."" I got really scared and let go but nothing happened and nothing happened.Now Im having a full blown attack and I feel my soul slipping out of my body.Something is telling me I wont die but I keep seeing flashing pictures of me in a casket which freaks me out.Help me,I feel weak like Im about to let go of it.Help,quick.",-0.2478178694158082,1.936722216494843,1.7954896907216489,96.58711769759456,89.7216494845361,3.645704467353952,21.485395189003444,4.7782277997778095,-0.21521924398625414,353,13,78,1,12,117,58,97,0.207,0.722,0.07200000000000001,-0.9293,0,0,2,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,2,6,1,1,3,0,7,1,0,0,1,11,19,6,4,0,2,0,3,2,0,1,1,1,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,0,0,4,1,4,0,0,2,5,11,2,12,13,2,11,1,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,4,42,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16616536078091196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4547644651959981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22155834036337288,0.10434593676902053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33203910376681606,0.0,0.11681824534648387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12916117226970064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19580308604891886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31554167424156665,0.0,0.0,0.12982563979018025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4480715012186247,0.0,0.14271595669230736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28029874734653804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09357035320326024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1462324423054498,0.0,0.11639162742831308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22488963476619506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12766366525903214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Fritochipteeth,2018/04/17,"I’m so fucking sick of never being able to relax with people. Everytime I interact with someone it’s so forced, awkward, quick, weird, and unenjoyable. Even after a minute of being stuck with someone I will be DRENCHED in sweat and in physical pain. I’m so sick of anxiety. It’s fucking RUINED all my relationships. I can’t even be alone with my best friends anymore, I’ve lost all of them because I keep postponing and postponing hangouts. I’m getting really tired of this.",4.885238095238094,6.724000666666669,5.944285714285716,75.34500000000001,70.1111111111111,9.142857142857146,33.96825396825397,9.606745405546679,3.5861587301587314,380,19,65,9,7,126,58,90,0.342,0.563,0.094,-0.9715,0,1,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,2,6,10,2,1,1,0,6,7,1,0,3,11,15,6,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,0,3,7,0,1,0,2,0,0,2,7,0,0,2,0,7,3,13,8,3,5,0,2,0,2,4,2,2,0,3,43,10,0,0.2177362043259084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255090418781818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1665676003391209,0.0,0.21593580722787845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13272996920269112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285007131837513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2876254188764244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16822245134418898,0.4025872246896975,0.11375818002986494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19353394277914251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2376847878726415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16793158378735729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316866729466112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095086853471032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13948738794533294,0.0,0.0,0.2337671979462978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3689743586893049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25025573658303885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bizareman_97,2018/04/17,"i need help deciding if i take the accomodations for my exams. Not sure about my diagnosis anymore I have been diagnosed with a panic disorder by a psychiatrist (not my normal doctor) about 2 years ago. Since then, I worked a lot to manage my stress and eventually stop taking meds. I feel anxious sometimes but nothing of the level when I was diagnosed. During the mid-terms, I had a panic attack during an exam, so I was offered to have accomodations for my exams. I did everything to have them for my finals and I was allowed to have them without a medical paper for this semester because my doctor is in another city. (I'm not supposed to have accomodations without a paper) The problem is I'm anxious that my doctor wont give me the paper this summer when I go back home, so I would had have accomodations when I was really not allowed. I'm still prescribed meds, and I feel anxiety, but I dont know if those are normal levels or not. So my question is, should I accept the accomodations or wait a semester, considering I'm not sure about my diagnosis anymore? Side question: do any of you can manage their anxiety to the point of almost not having panic attacks? I feel like maybe my diagnosis was wrong, because most of the time I manage my anxiety/stress better than people around me even though I'm the one supposed to struggle",6.209926470588233,6.89976398039216,7.747193627450978,67.90549632352945,66.05882352941177,10.139705882352944,33.19240196078431,10.125756701596842,3.540651960784313,1065,44,180,24,16,370,125,255,0.156,0.773,0.071,-0.9564,2,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,0,1,3,2,14,14,2,5,17,0,26,6,0,2,2,43,41,17,0,8,15,0,3,1,0,3,6,0,1,0,4,5,0,2,8,0,0,1,11,9,0,1,9,3,36,5,25,29,2,19,0,0,0,0,9,6,0,9,13,138,40,13,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08664217659517957,0.0,0.09787425811438888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06646775138881755,0.10249076206352048,0.14954436422009082,0.2208407450006027,0.19386713225441668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870108926279848,0.0,0.22239073455678224,0.0,0.07515738345891873,0.0,0.11916494454478155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08644464756707543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1984116665044028,0.0,0.0,0.11202052976450497,0.3001285121080816,0.0,0.0,0.11455261974264995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06455751345375839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.087843995270539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14826351842836127,0.06982673590037346,0.0,0.10707132514153184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0937628065818316,0.055548897075515226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06551424425984524,0.0,0.09804295890566923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371631745648543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04775168887880227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08309655267541355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09819473956172146,0.0,0.21713813152684952,0.09846454451327523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07247427970006044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915323528207304,0.09378585889500153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06623234902347833,0.0,0.0,0.34403670207632386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06776183248583416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09239756013378704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09352566806085742,0.0,0.0,0.2189862903972266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0626158769908952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085299741205909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09666910408046307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0780566991775534,0.08171649148830637,0.2239257213962101,0.10218091399235796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1842409121335077,0.0,0.14697928518659484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603078710044204,0.0,0.05699400874482319,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18843914560223346,0.0,0.07115716846305732,0.0,0.0,0.06943294496548276,0.10686527543354526,0.0,0.06294249157876802 anxiety,TeaInWinter,2018/04/17,"Just sold something from out of my house, very proud that I managed to talk to a stranger... My family and I are in the process of moving house, and we have a lot of junk in our basement that either needs throwing out or selling. I had a guitar with it's amp down there, still in working order and my Mum told me to sell it online. That was months ago, and I didn't do it because I was so anxious at the thought of someone, more so a **stranger** coming to my home and having to sell something to them. What if they got argumentative? What if they asked something I didn't know? What if, what if, what if... I found the courage last night to put the ad up, and today I got an offer, he arranged to come over to look at it in the evening. I spent the whole day today an anxious wreck, debating on cancelling a lot but I managed to stick it out with deep breathing and the CBT exercises I learned online until he came over. When he was here I was so anxious, my ears stuffed up and my hands were numb but I think I managed to hold a good conversation with him. He didn't argue or debate me for the price like I thought he would, actually he was a quiet fellow didn't say much. He took a brief look at the guitar and the amp and then just gave me the money for it and I helped him load it into his car. He thanked me and that was that. I mean naturally, right now it's late at night and I'm just thinking if maybe I upset him and that's why he was so quiet, maybe he won't like it and it'll be back on my doorstep tomorrow, maybe I didn't make a good impression, etc...but I'm riding high right now that I actually managed to talk to a stranger today and sell off some junk. Sorry I don't mean to puff my chest out, I'm just very happy with myself right now, I haven't talked to anyone other than my immediate family for months, it's the little victories that count...",2.71790104947526,3.7346271381074168,3.973135197107332,90.59143222506395,74.29411764705883,6.723026721933151,24.480201075932627,6.953978226594392,0.697552535496957,1445,43,329,13,29,474,177,391,0.059,0.8590000000000001,0.08199999999999999,0.9282,0,0,3,0,0,0,47.0,2,0,3,2,17,12,1,1,24,0,24,6,4,1,0,60,51,33,0,8,15,1,1,2,1,3,2,4,1,0,25,29,0,1,9,3,8,10,8,3,0,0,25,7,45,9,50,22,7,58,0,0,2,0,32,27,0,11,22,218,70,6,0.0,0.0,0.17517080728154785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07956009468065736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19449339396858728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3041840233946591,0.0,0.0627569707884923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08390638615311058,0.0,0.0,0.06901406196061241,0.0,0.05471223509824416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1026528448751828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15462750520035734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05788287837523282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10009766032419333,0.05928061926152702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692211657264894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09840888319454856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15056012375415842,0.1435664000440771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09554310766243837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060159147439227574,0.09482834720528756,0.09002898357173568,0.0,0.0,0.2071244577688059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049325576418771534,0.07316019192612112,0.10124462599521378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08769698633287035,0.08995549200298443,0.0,0.0,0.15073883663928234,0.0,0.0,0.1526085760606331,0.0,0.0,0.059910429534200935,0.0,0.2705050732915578,0.19553336909736804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14327903216599852,0.09539260612835354,0.06597834720561435,0.06655027356699685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1684531105442066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09022596020596238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2299441990795172,0.0,0.07137471754366873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07604692436493013,0.2072873666363994,0.0,0.10047047304632184,0.0,0.0,0.07167638927218788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21641875829118,0.0,0.08263195902225744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11501943849620602,0.0,0.1425067736288271,0.0,0.0,0.2552243660189041,0.08576227246445461,0.0997182281323572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14811027309636066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098758847112357,0.10020535871578988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06534082224849481,0.0,0.0,0.06375753579253939,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,purple10115,2018/04/17,"Irrational Pr*gnancy Anxiety, Not sure what to do, How do you get rid of your irrational fears and paranoia? I've been struggling with really obtrusive and distressing thoughts about pregnancy. I'll keep it short, but basically I've had three periods since my last s*xual encounter and I'm still consumed by fear of pregnancy. I touch my stomach constantly to see if it's the same and am convinced in my brain that it is different. I have overanalyzed all periods and am sure that they were somehow abnormal in some way. My boyfriend is frustrated and neither of us know what to do or how to deal with this. I try so hard to let go of the fear because it causes me to have thoughts like, ""I'm never going to get to graduate"" or ""My parents will disown me"". I've dealt with mild anxiety my whole life which I have combated with counselling but this is a new level of intensity and I am too afraid to talk to anyone about it for fear of being called crazy, or worse, being told that I am pregnant. I don't even know how to deal with these thoughts and they have honestly spiraled out of control. I have never heard of someone being pregnant after a single period, much less three, but I read an article that said that you can get periods and still be pregnant, and it has basically ruined my life. That is literally my only justification for my fear, and then I tell myself that my stomach is different and I have other symptoms, even though I know logically that I have had absolutely zero symptoms. I'm not sure if this is the right place to put this but I am at my breaking point and I don't know what to do. I always try to force myself to stop touching my stomach or thinking about my fear, but when I do I can't actually let go because I couldn't handle if I actually was pregnant, even though logically and scientifically there's just no way at this point, not with three periods and zero symptoms. I need help. I'm so lost.",7.159827586206897,6.554489989389921,7.849563660477455,72.35901392572949,64.22546419098143,11.465729442970824,36.09137931034483,10.899274998029325,3.879266419098144,1534,65,292,37,20,514,174,377,0.175,0.789,0.036000000000000004,-0.9939,3,0,0,0,0,0,35.0,1,3,2,2,20,18,1,9,6,0,41,9,4,6,6,67,66,36,0,5,16,1,3,1,0,1,5,2,0,0,25,22,0,3,11,1,0,4,11,12,0,5,12,6,44,6,41,46,8,34,0,2,1,0,16,11,0,9,17,221,69,2,0.0,0.0,0.1579809616856843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06735258563935988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238451517977076,0.0,0.0,0.056598509486293684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098686438122094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09036120399739908,0.08265372494765567,0.0,0.0,0.08315264105290716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0874726085903426,0.0907865133956616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16690113765957193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16914024508355108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1603898969057064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5465126486186757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268710035326183,0.0,0.13800844237207674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251067142793248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05425561549970191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07194748700435731,0.0,0.0,0.17794065390846858,0.06598084268128701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16554315240580214,0.11434745912907295,0.03954555685621531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08836084741019021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05950376608827166,0.060019568224408286,0.1248592910231781,0.07817702437520549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061562193218755376,0.0,0.0,0.08987965817558656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08457012254177554,0.0,0.15303806225242345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08137191455333155,0.0,0.0,0.0809667380954502,0.0,0.05185533290623457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06912644534093583,0.07699707262387517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06450255215648051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06695840254507476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06858429455714272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292852968266306,0.0676735050867652,0.0,0.08462111474550618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228868642253958,0.2523980249843804,0.0,0.06506039084984717,0.07074935206941749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05186618075285919,0.15905577542466565,0.1927834679818057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07734625700792458,0.0,0.10991245686927777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09736666795416499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12850048196207475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09037201564376766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248970041677145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hey-How-Are-Ya,2018/04/17,"I feel like I’m fucking faking it Hi all, I’ve seen a lot of posts about people who need to go to the bathroom to cry or don’t talk to people or don’t have friends and I feel guilty, I’ve had anxiety for so long but I feel I’m faking it, I go to my classes everyday, I work hard, I have a few friends, I try to go out when possible and I keep relations with people, I feel like I’m living a lie, like I’m actually completely ok and anxiety is an excuse or something, I feel like shit because there’s people probably way worse off than me and here I am whining about anxiety while still being able to function normally",1.2872305764411038,2.9712288947368464,3.8152067669172967,87.45007832080202,79.6015037593985,7.440852130325815,25.369047619047624,8.344100000000001,1.6551258145363408,485,19,107,10,12,170,79,133,0.201,0.6409999999999999,0.158,-0.6365,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,7,12,2,0,5,1,8,2,1,0,1,20,24,11,0,2,4,0,6,4,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,6,0,1,5,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,2,7,13,7,15,21,3,12,0,1,1,1,6,2,2,4,9,61,16,2,0.13753186298611636,0.0,0.13421125906470327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3156344962293481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08383814715173599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14419954168774995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15107229349148565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.347701211479463,0.2947583711923414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21251355236107314,0.12714599117174935,0.0,0.0,0.2344875814741086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1232015352246293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12224463902945312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26876448500912803,0.0,0.12144315471727606,0.12171137086737822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11692467172483376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10197813374429708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13475202494696925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.381389107672265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504651097470895,0.13171750742236726,0.0,0.14828260966490722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14117448096927113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058787473256052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1098331234378624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11054290185386227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09337510713898503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10916639125709307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1001248342504753,0.0,0.1401567180586203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,StreetImage,2018/04/17,"Need advice on comforting a friend Sorry in advance bc this will be a pretty long post. My [19F] best friend [18F] recently smoked weed for the first time with a group of friends that is unaware of the fact that she has pretty bad anxiety. They didn’t look out for her, let her smoke way too much and she had a really terrible trip to the point where she came to me freaking out and crying, asking if I could calm her down. After she calmed down she seemed okay but was pretty freaked out by the whole experience. About a week later she tried smoking again. She said it was less scary than the first time but it still freaked her out. She seemed fine in the following days but then out of the blue she came to me crying saying that she feels as if she’s not real/here and that she’s been dissociative and having up to 8 panic attacks a day because she feels like she’s still high. I calmed her down and tried to talk her through things. She’s talked to a bunch of our friends about it who have had similar experiences and while she says she thinks everything will get better in time, she’s clearly getting worse. I know that she’s the kind of person that psyches herself out and she even admitted to the fact that when she starts to freak out there is a logical part of her that stops her and tells her that she’s letting herself spiral, that she’s fine, etc. It’s affecting her to a point where she can’t sleep, focus, go to classes or even really be alone. She spoke to her parents about it but they didn’t really understand and just suggested she try and focus on other stuff which was super unhelpful. I suggested going to a medical professional but she doesn’t trust them (she’s an international student and has only ever had holistic medical care and she doesn’t trust western medicine/her mom is her primary doctor) and started crying when I suggested it. Instead she asked if I could be with her all of the time bc being with people who constantly reassure her that she’s here is helpful. I want to do everything I can to help but being with her constantly while she’s freaking the fuck out impedes on my own mental stability and quite frankly it’s exhausting. What should I do?? I want to be supportive but I don’t know how to help",5.480195098355369,6.047615632054177,5.709928248951954,82.30491817155756,67.62302483069976,9.308255401483393,29.139712995807805,9.330973305703688,2.296573105449855,1787,59,358,33,28,568,212,443,0.127,0.6990000000000001,0.174,0.9663,1,1,2,0,0,0,32.0,1,0,3,7,19,32,2,1,22,1,37,6,1,2,5,65,66,32,0,9,13,2,2,1,4,3,4,4,0,1,26,28,0,1,10,0,0,7,7,11,0,2,13,8,68,21,55,40,9,59,0,0,2,1,80,23,1,6,28,264,94,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07989793807767996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0846818951724568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06254853443377524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1528748901505177,0.09301731021909462,0.0,0.0,0.0682687587686059,0.049842016287477184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08580531086248283,0.07231280219971499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18703036924144695,0.08336291198804498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17671369096021286,0.0,0.1305623367508912,0.0,0.2694387209856145,0.10546084843962082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368797969331089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09118745025236437,0.10800748993197633,0.07395938928402251,0.0,0.0,0.14696677314815254,0.15995996787929845,0.0,0.0,0.0826837425897292,0.058411562583992986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13909527267107796,0.0,0.0,0.25267981934094824,0.07558865239948875,0.08543567207830455,0.0,0.09293568820480663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16441221243050344,0.08638718592712302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851436685404472,0.08986970387296457,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1672165832610604,0.0,0.03994531217118804,0.0,0.0,0.07235775521331317,0.06866039686954395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473540771968914,0.08239795643145842,0.0,0.0,0.09575993421074104,0.0,0.0,0.06010527353046467,0.0606262897705813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06218450874284965,0.0,0.0959313606524282,0.09078822727714862,0.08854145075843459,0.0,0.05668422657905139,0.07139237002305975,0.0,0.0,0.15458508254097247,0.0,0.07830643177752511,0.2495473482492579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08696510281772757,0.0,0.09306428827539297,0.15713857323176353,0.0,0.08073118014757028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07777541516007082,0.130042570110238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14886807928044907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08182213097296732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09152707698731936,0.11574466146745375,0.0,0.13059220684795575,0.06835759820599048,0.0,0.0,0.0935991679909922,0.0,0.09278377725770777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13143613741113336,0.07146453809204599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054319759010721634,0.05239048191515356,0.0,0.0,0.19070684406389835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16653529815406415,0.0,0.0,0.08511825257124969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09645196911375603,0.06489972925133371,0.0655854130307295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0912855618535163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08332356643848432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,benisagirlname,2018/04/17,"How to get rid of anxiety nausea? I made a major change to my life recently and it’s caused me to get very sick. I’m better now, but the nausea part just won’t go way. I have struggles with an eating disorder and the bloating is making me even more anxious. I refuse to take anxiety medications after my doctor got me addicted to Xanax and I had to ween myself off of it. Anyone have advice for this? 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I'm not sure if this is the right place to ask, and if not, sorry! I just started taking 50mgs of sertraline a day, and 2.5mgs of some antipsychotic thing that i can't remember, after having some really nasty side affects on lexapro and stopping it after four weeks. I've been told that 50mgs is quite a high dose to start on although I've been on it for a few days and haven't had any bad side effects yet, but just now as I was into bed I forgot that I had already taken my pills like ten minutes earlier and gave myself a double dose. I know it's probably fine, and it's stupid of me to be panicky about it, but I'm ok right? Am I going to get any bad effects from doing that? I'm getting really anxious. (Also I've ordered myself a pill dispenser thing to make sure i don't do that again.)",6.995745614035088,4.958996023391811,7.651513157894738,78.27621710526317,65.37426900584796,10.421345029239768,33.07090643274854,8.841846274778883,2.5395432748538007,644,20,135,8,8,216,101,171,0.115,0.7959999999999999,0.08900000000000001,-0.6406,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,1,0,6,1,15,5,0,4,2,27,31,13,0,2,8,0,0,1,0,0,5,0,1,0,13,7,0,2,4,0,0,1,5,3,0,2,9,0,12,5,19,21,5,23,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,4,12,91,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18801047955636227,0.1362469638237681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2317185178602668,0.0,0.0,0.1924726241126687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1592754492080629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2845081284190154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21975255704250352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802537794488985,0.0,0.09682671543840142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18000808152098452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09363236461179922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323548142612658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372508117433805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1780031797156211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18369055572445564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18121230769920568,0.0,0.0,0.21829019197559368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1929990246125831,0.290994661076586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19071825709903065,0.2411813075451808,0.0,0.0,0.14243918213545206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32114845317290586,0.0,0.12809904580783316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22637606499767254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16279838875379687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13666268033528212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,stuetel,2018/04/17,"Tips on how to ""make yourself at home""? I have been suffering from social anxiety and normal anxiety for almost my whole life. I'm always shy, even when I sort of know I don't have to be. Now the thing is, I wanted to do something for myself and so I bought a plane ticket to go to the other side of the world to stay with family for a month in an attempt to become a better version of myself. But like I said I'm staying with family that I do not know really well. I've seen them a few times and they're really nice! But they told me to just make myself at home, and that is something I struggle with. I am super thirsty but I am scared to go and grab something to drink (also because it's in the middle of the night and everyone is asleep but I have a jetlag). And I wouldn't dare to grab any food myself even though I'm starving. So please can someone give me tips on how to not die from thirst and starvation while I stay here the next four weeks? 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I've got a tinder date tomorrow and I'm bricking it and worried about having an episode. Do you ever be honest about it on a first date? On a first date I generally do the usual thing of acting like a completely different person. I act confident and upbeat and happy. Stick with the standard since it's only a first date? ""Hi, how are you? :)"" ""~~Panicking terribly, so nauseous I nearly vomited and tearing up because I suffer from medical problem that makes normal situations a nightmare~~ Fine thanks, and you? :)""",3.650068610634648,6.423271245283022,5.311578044596914,74.14465694682676,77.11320754716981,8.00548885077187,29.447684391080607,8.841846274778883,3.0926150943396236,456,21,72,11,11,154,72,106,0.119,0.721,0.16,0.6868,1,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,5,0,3,7,8,0,0,10,0,6,2,0,3,1,15,10,10,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,6,7,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,0,3,1,0,9,5,9,8,0,18,0,1,0,0,7,4,0,0,13,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582413625382266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260951777748445,0.0,0.17601598205214825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2168805903028766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21611651690483155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1871096523482917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5278451126637143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654385961709076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22019800734192468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10105753367692592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13807544599699234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2083818239055144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2026712316346382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15732041495963905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18061535749080465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19792961404371928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17111027276098534,0.23251053327512494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19044170913663888,0.0,0.0,0.13742340658206045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.227818468275972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21006844425975726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,acb94,2018/04/17,"Does anyone Else suddenly feel intense sadness and demotivation when thinking about the future? (Further Explained In the post) I have an interview tomorrow and I read on Reddit about how people in that career feel about it and there were a lot of negative responses. So then I start imagining myself in that career being sad and overworked and miserable and I get a sinking pit in my stomach. And I psych myself out of my own dreams. During times like this I just immediately want to get under a blanket and avoid having to face the world. But like, life can't continue that way you know? I can't keep psyching myself out of my dreams because then I'll be 20 years older and have accomplished nothing in my life. Idk maybe it's just me. 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Today, I feel hopeless. I dont know if it's my anxiety for big things that are coming up, my self loathing or my lack of energy, but I feel hopeless. It sort of feels like I have worried and worried and stressed and stressed and I just.... can't anymore. I have no more energy to worry or stress and my brain turns that into hopelessness. And, to add to it, I feel like I have no one to talk to because it seems like everyone is like.. ""oh I'm sorry, you are not hopeless...."" and is very, ""can't relate."". So i feel lost, alone, and hopeless. And i feel like this all started with my anxiety. Does anyone else ever feel this way?",1.7403280542986437,3.7663149558823537,3.1532352941176462,91.08859728506788,79.58823529411767,6.2434389140271485,24.432126696832576,7.321109707123232,1.0372574660633491,518,19,110,7,13,169,75,136,0.322,0.5579999999999999,0.119,-0.9862,0,1,0,0,0,6,33.0,0,1,1,1,3,15,0,3,0,0,10,1,1,1,2,34,26,14,0,2,6,0,8,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,13,0,0,10,0,0,1,6,10,0,1,1,8,17,5,11,25,3,8,0,7,0,0,4,3,0,5,8,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11671381337313418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2586247494744715,0.0,0.11175911748579012,0.07879611554721166,0.1154651707284143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06869534243736923,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12580034237277007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09707325428124884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19723317724005265,0.0,0.13207292581522356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18827761672388166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10193539410646077,0.0,0.10768100891096193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4558393447362873,0.2415192598268175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06193198572355305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27527547065314256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301545757258812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07522206806268625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07636228781845135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10258958651652003,0.11756121263680447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12614826534445586,0.07976321733197854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3872612244467635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09057669753993756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07486684376559702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1068178210994695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12257536730827323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09298181577280597,0.0,0.089448811607027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3433293160380075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cwif,2018/04/17,"Extreme irritability from sudden noises after starting Zoloft The oven beep, my partner coughing, a dog barking all freak me out. And it doesn't feel normal that's why I say it's extreme because it really scares me and puts me in a sudden state of panic. Has anyone else experienced this? Does it go away like an initial side effect?",3.856190476190477,6.394059301587305,4.987539682539683,78.00607142857146,75.03174603174604,6.104761904761905,26.37301587301588,7.1686216300943375,1.5769492063492068,268,10,44,3,6,88,52,63,0.17600000000000002,0.7859999999999999,0.038,-0.8463,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,7,5,2,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,1,1,1,6,3,0,0,2,0,0,2,1,3,0,0,0,3,5,1,6,5,1,11,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,5,26,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20371062530562795,0.2985106812278478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2737220736029008,0.0,0.0,0.17759722121220642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2549522497877033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2433758997351521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14730947920189508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1655743608105658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14233325556373086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2854498339519198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3418229106284737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928756206908513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18663887773084692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23168403699465184,0.2916806230328414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20621086161728988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628876455023652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bnewms,2018/04/17,Any PhD students on here who have gone through periods of getting nothing done? Did it turn out ok? I feel like my productivity is so low compared to my peers but it's so hard to stay motivated. ,2.043461538461539,4.382476358974362,3.945833333333337,84.13875,80.28205128205127,6.976923076923077,30.262820512820515,8.07648339933343,2.221097435897436,154,8,32,3,4,52,35,39,0.095,0.7290000000000001,0.17600000000000002,0.5484,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,1,3,3,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,4,8,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,2,3,2,6,5,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,3,0,0,2,20,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602134742140381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39158132413789176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19347811243459448,0.2733635057905562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19991756602397268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3427770697559591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186942278068872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3671606706304442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4078514046869661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4162106842532745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,winston2plus2is5,2018/04/17,"Worried about my first flight in 5 years. I haven’t flown in 5 years. I have a flight booked with Southwest to Denver in May. After seeing the news of the fatality with the Southwest airlines today, it has kicked my anxiety into overdrive. Anybody else overcome a fear of flying? And advice? 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I suffer from anxiety, and I had a panic attack EVERY night when I was living with my ex. I left him 6 months ago and didn't have any panic attack at night, but yesterday he had to come to my place to bring me my stuff, and last night I woke up in that same old panic attack. Do you think there is a direct link to my ex? Did anyone of you experienced panic attack with the person you love/share your life with? 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The problem is that I'm already having indigestion/acid reflux issues related to the anxiety (also I think I may have a bit of anxiety from having to swallow so many pills - this isn't the only medication I'm on), so it almost seems counterintuitive to add a medication that would exacerbate that. Does anyone know of any good remedies for the nausea? My doctor said to take it at bedtime, so I can sleep through the nausea, but I still anticipate having some (I'm thinking back to when I tried Celexa in the past). I'm thinking of having a cup of ginger tea before I go to bed. Thanks!",7.711305241521067,6.6939050431654685,8.878026721479959,66.7792805755396,63.31654676258993,11.396094552929089,35.68448098663926,10.608840637214634,3.815905652620761,567,22,100,12,7,197,85,139,0.061,0.894,0.045,0.3903,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,0,8,4,0,0,11,0,10,8,1,0,0,14,27,7,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,2,5,1,1,0,6,2,2,0,5,0,0,2,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,2,22,24,2,12,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,4,6,67,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17079781641161887,0.0,0.1882244898034922,0.136402052234092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599114024172005,0.0,0.3914489574307231,0.0,0.0,0.11926413594686315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13115519064258294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513961786026647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18621455607765044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17458214753811194,0.14926398528805265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0969369322164696,0.14306317562801446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17802722081546024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09373894529569098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14323298973439244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1729277657794081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436558196370052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12972358897554942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16282512429468465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16320920526991906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10926933464204892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16224790052374374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15527743097574168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068978596154427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1207279207785378,0.0,0.13621471092269513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12824485953329748,0.0,0.0,0.1570348133532482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.327876579533507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11580352837282537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116562225455199,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jojonothere,2018/04/17,"Should I seek professional help for my anxiety? I feel that my anxiety has prevented me from moving forward in life. I graduated last year and had two interviews for IT audit jobs. No surprise but my anxiety made me interview horribly. I practiced the questions and knew the answers. I was just too anxious to respond. I took a data entry jobs for 6 miserable months. I hated my life so much that I cried everyday and slept 18 hours days on the weekend. I didn't want to be awake because I hated being in my roach infested apartment. Now that I left the apartment/job I still have a ton of anxiety. I never told doctors in the past about this since they never seemed to care. My brother told me to try and get medication but I'm on Medicaid. I'm no sure if the doctor will do anything. Does anyone have suggestions? How can I stop being anxious on my own?",2.8825823353293423,5.200768736526946,4.661463323353296,80.23255426646708,77.20359281437126,8.007335329341316,29.00037425149701,8.841846274778883,2.703623053892216,677,31,124,16,16,229,109,167,0.267,0.6920000000000001,0.041,-0.9913,3,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,6,2,1,8,0,13,6,1,2,3,22,28,9,0,3,4,1,1,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,5,4,0,2,5,1,1,3,5,3,0,1,9,1,25,3,16,14,3,24,0,1,0,0,10,9,0,3,14,88,30,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3894362390654919,0.2875514219943494,0.0,0.0889881854521768,0.0,0.10473006185228714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07758090395781858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12975739246354545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13979704335352364,0.08207681554166933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2605267442457736,0.11137238448666742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06435012034553733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0664918593165337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25130002386954065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08530452158070842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12533255611900054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3788791754825874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10373975424626963,0.0,0.0,0.13827618533789712,0.0,0.17978517440335318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12042330197071555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12820831495900328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10158346495696592,0.1352648927802132,0.09355603565935557,0.0,0.196312621053892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1214909431236292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1425683906310364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1158592791915524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10527674310408433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10163575043468263,0.10640107797040586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11994782999256215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2432185273119157,0.1413985421302688,0.0864060748610022,0.0,0.12432156189560957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07506549202581972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0819559042752401 anxiety,tx_ag18,2018/04/17,Anxiety and relationship advice? I’ve gone on a couple dates with this guy that I really like but my anxiety keeps intruding. Every time we make plans I’m excited at first but then I get intrusive thoughts like “he just wants to meet so he can break up with you” or that whenever he leaves me on read that it’s because he’s not interested instead of the more likely scenario that he’s busy and can’t respond. I’m pretty inexperienced with romantic relationships and I’m afraid I’m going to let my anxiety get the better of me and scare him off. Does anyone have any advice or strategies that helped them in a similar situation?,4.134390243902439,6.030185081300818,5.803747967479676,75.36025609756099,72.17073170731706,9.798048780487807,28.56016260162602,10.125756701596842,3.1512347967479686,507,20,94,15,10,173,85,123,0.095,0.748,0.157,0.8781,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,1,1,1,3,3,8,0,2,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,18,16,10,0,1,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,8,0,1,1,1,0,2,2,2,0,1,2,0,10,6,13,13,1,13,0,0,0,0,15,6,0,2,7,53,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369065871274006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1172281752771228,0.0,0.3956237252095772,0.0,0.0,0.12053607718587375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10508471186475613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246112716349713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1907414785655933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1508558722109708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524237221698774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14663117324631975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18012880802288378,0.0,0.09797075584408753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17068892785157944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11554648906828326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15322431501463835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18253154695991905,0.0,0.1762760395731872,0.0,0.25265681040947513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11506878148901148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17537821260504066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17243233224940355,0.0,0.11043468222778416,0.0,0.0,0.3701554183607849,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17258814084323074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19376872950974694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13685497602749114,0.10051947760050232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167754174156464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,iHateNumbers123,2018/04/17,"I hate not having anyone to talk to Everyone always says that I can always talk to them if I need to but they don’t understand. Every time I try talking to someone on here, they start getting really creepy really fast. If I try to talk to my boyfriend I feel like i’m being manipulative and abusive. So now I’m just sitting here by myself feeling like shit. Getting anxious and paranoid about everything and there’s nothing I can do. I hate myself and I just want this shit to be over.",2.701775486827032,4.852154412371135,4.3061168384879736,83.38627720504012,77.04123711340206,6.785337915234822,26.241695303550976,7.793537801064563,1.668693928980527,386,15,73,6,9,129,60,97,0.253,0.659,0.08800000000000001,-0.9694,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,0,8,6,4,0,0,0,7,2,2,1,0,16,19,8,0,4,6,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,4,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,0,3,15,2,12,17,0,7,0,0,0,0,8,2,2,2,6,51,17,0,0.0,0.1861586570607031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2614688495948333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17749815969401558,0.0,0.10986027502643712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13237834953467714,0.15013259437890047,0.1412071626605673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15888675295990373,0.22448968137147907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16417491635357018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3102421922210643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1535194404138686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1165007052650087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15075856911404606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2013071081331558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494621714149973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3225579051991897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13312522769467153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11120864185029898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5051406828176355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0916165326807165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2133450659758882,0.0,0.0,0.16356495660546916,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09267202783209072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,solidsimpson,2018/04/17,"My doctor told me to either try a beta-blocker for anxiety or ashwagandha. Any advice on Which to choose? Hi all! I have i guess some general anxiety for some years now. My entire body is very tense and tight because of it. My doctor realized that and told me to either take: Propranolol 20mg OR Ashwagandha I am not big into taking any kind of medicine (this is an anxiety of mine). Some of me would rather take the ""natural"" option of Ashwagandha but I really don't know. Any advice?",1.0176747720364752,3.6247418617021268,3.5987841945288745,81.22000000000003,93.14893617021276,7.366565349544074,20.544072948328267,8.192908349453996,1.8706072948328267,381,13,70,11,14,132,64,94,0.07400000000000001,0.926,0.0,-0.5497,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,3,0,6,3,1,0,1,22,13,5,0,2,7,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,4,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,1,11,1,12,10,6,5,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,7,2,50,15,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3409573948568668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3559130166059718,0.0,0.40038052043196665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10634820144713554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193783917255918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35713106274812395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1921855602003681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1816715431747623,0.09587775619219656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176249735952057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3935129418124959,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3334048924243875,0.0,0.11844577965436374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14394642378764305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12393021868074873,0.0,0.0,0.11234546870431264 anxiety,LottiePerson,2018/04/17,"I feel like I don't Have a Personality If anyone has ever watched Parks and Rec, there's a part in the show where Ann Perkins sells stuff in a rummage sale and realizes that she takes on the personality of whoever she's dating. I feel I'm the same way, and I was told recently by someone that I absolutely adore that I copy them a lot. I don't know if they realize it, but after hearing that, I kind of shut down for the rest of the day and I was pretty sad/upset about it. I'm not sure how they feel about me copying them, maybe they're annoyed, but I just feel like this always happens to me whenever I like someone. Now I'm overthinking everything and even thinking I should step back or almost completely away from this person. Before I met them, I was still in the process of learning to love myself and how to be comfortable with who I am, but the more I think about it, the more I realize I think I'm losing myself again. The thought of splitting ways with this person hurts me so much, I'm sure I could do it if I really had to but I feel like they've shown me so many things I've come to love that parting ways with them would really really hurt and all my current hobbies that I've started through them would remind me of them too much. I don't know what to do, I don't know how to be less dependent on people, and I just thought maybe taking on some similar hobbies with this person would allow us to grow closer. I feel hurt, and I just feel like I should step away so I can avoid ""copying"" them any more. Does anyone else tend to take on the personalities of others?",6.7306288343558265,5.184282392638039,7.160544478527608,80.01511119631904,65.56441717791411,10.481288343558283,32.03144171779141,9.354420925462401,2.473049693251534,1244,38,269,19,16,409,156,326,0.091,0.7879999999999999,0.121,0.8729,1,1,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,9,1,21,18,1,1,14,0,22,2,0,5,4,65,54,23,0,9,12,0,7,5,0,5,0,1,0,6,19,14,0,1,19,1,2,4,5,6,0,0,8,9,48,12,38,38,13,31,0,4,1,2,24,13,0,8,16,190,67,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366981338296714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06952574174360263,0.0,0.0,0.056821318105809725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11684936268630228,0.08561355796781872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15700825524287684,0.06424982798858478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07110046835480242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07197656773989716,0.08760745114061272,0.0,0.0,0.06671310474252061,0.0,0.0,0.05388706117914583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0731208984765436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06980077434496061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05518831209766542,0.07558168162096977,0.0,0.0,0.07509523783577687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29574090982238754,0.23877125914345265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0738887796933291,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09417430261532242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.268347039270728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0870112870044437,0.13776148122476378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041075444240592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09347840458682644,0.0,0.07103678933631287,0.15082609417438966,0.0,0.0,0.08471322523601217,0.16788756701922708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1228473542493753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1809671985198092,0.0,0.057927589826033236,0.4377501301851657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500704872102592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16058539324556514,0.0,0.08250201108836071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415943844109975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05914175493502818,0.0,0.06672836738995575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0956522570503583,0.0,0.0,0.15750211580354198,0.0,0.18847237669507852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05551125788112878,0.16061898681479808,0.0,0.13266913195293226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0798418626177391,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10050823953312928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19896989635991175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17806852362861594,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiouslyimproving,2018/04/17,"Just realizing How much my anxiety affects me So, I'm 26 and I have always known I get anxious about things, but it just clicked into place over the last couple of days how bad my anxiety actually is. I got on this subreddit to start looking for help/ideas and I feel like I'm having a panic attack reading about other people being anxious. As I'm typing my chest feels funny, I feel like I can't breathe, and I'm getting nauseous. This is probably as bad as my physical symptoms get, but a lot of times I do feel like I'm crawling out of my skin, or at least I want to. Things that I experience frequently (pretty well daily) that I didn't realize could be due to anxiety: extreme irritability, feeling on edge, not being able to take clutter/messes, and being highly emotional. I'm not really sure why I'm posting except that in my current life situation I'm unable to cope with my anxiety the way I normally do (controlling my environment) and it has made me think about finding other ways to manage it and wondering how pervasive the effects of my anxiety have been on my life.",6.509937106918237,6.376670056603775,7.9981132075471715,69.18635220125786,65.41509433962264,11.217610062893083,36.062893081761004,10.864195022040775,4.112923270440251,860,39,153,22,12,300,125,212,0.16699999999999998,0.737,0.097,-0.9406,1,0,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,2,10,9,1,1,5,0,16,6,3,7,1,40,40,16,0,3,8,0,6,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,12,9,0,1,12,1,0,0,4,4,1,0,4,8,23,5,27,31,3,20,0,0,2,0,0,10,0,3,10,104,35,3,0.11281991792681742,0.0,0.11009596542775826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09387520953030172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4315346420616021,0.2549087886888065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1283489438539264,0.0,0.0,0.18839983795554505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12653713122726493,0.0900775242242899,0.12483309331688905,0.0,0.07275951370385737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1269072225218623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11035952817737682,0.0,0.0,0.2852257018152075,0.2417957157282116,0.0,0.0,0.10311536107996563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17683125193911098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09023239466171833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07562081284454175,0.11920043753300152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735995485176912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919632909842147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15937608902614,0.16535433943460506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09474031663612187,0.0,0.0,0.09591545974293586,0.0,0.10675293421384884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08293562090234334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11053956563159632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13236986527784714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07821512573800937,0.0,0.11787280173803773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10805029506810776,0.11477841602420814,0.12163895325156708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11285044859886822,0.0,0.07227532834302315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12681431471900387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07985451858953213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10633143747714018,0.11726309270101062,0.08482653766894167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1499050807425892,0.07229044793888086,0.0,0.0,0.06578620141687384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0665441106565176,0.1791023990307668,0.0,0.0,0.10143865534366198,0.0,0.10180242791326763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223483884161428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,s3xy_alpaca,2018/04/17,What the fuck do I have to do to get Sertraline This is infuriating. No urgent care centers near me give prescriptions for sertraline or any other anxiety medication. I have to get an appointment with someone for way later and spend the next two weeks going through withdrawal symptoms because my University counseling center doesn't fucking let you renew prescriptions through them if you're on medical leave and they failed to mention that in the hundred interactions I've had with all of them in getting a leave. This is bullshit.,7.280987841945291,9.456043117021279,7.221610942249239,67.20500000000001,64.63829787234043,10.903343465045593,38.96048632218845,10.914260884657429,5.061852887537994,439,24,66,13,7,140,72,94,0.196,0.745,0.059,-0.9217,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,3,1,0,4,2,0,5,0,9,5,0,0,1,7,17,4,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,8,1,15,15,1,11,0,1,0,2,7,6,2,2,3,49,13,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378835669073106,0.0,0.15511063574975364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12360044729082455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20672705433421248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3748961997363998,0.3178007653993271,0.19450560526887709,0.11523302513627234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4293865482158449,0.0,0.2073355576779036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4085181859688476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21563726932917746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17179765823346005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.210744991085091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19806679059251506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16094123316061942,0.16264162227298118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OrpheusJoshua,2018/04/17,"Am I the only one who gets anxious over the prospect of watching tv shows/anime? I want to catch up on shows but for some reason, the idea of doing so makes me feel super anxious. Reason why I'm a couple of years behind on media.",4.134375000000002,4.276935354166668,5.399999999999999,84.845,70.45833333333334,6.4,24.333333333333336,3.1291,0.4285333333333332,179,4,36,0,3,60,38,48,0.08,0.758,0.162,0.6249,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,3,0,8,7,2,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,2,3,1,10,7,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,4,0,1,1,24,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5753676391236187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2817671472046456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12875949826205388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13304494844976136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874706553621894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16998191760018164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17255851175083764,0.19367401364814893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5236485052966107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15020010899962594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297834566897428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639872786162498 anxiety,SYOF,2018/04/17,"I would fake my own death to get out of finishing this tax return Anyone else in the US doing their taxes at the last minute and having a rush of anxiety? I have a relatively easy time filing online for a self-employed person, but I am so scared of doing something wrong! It's hard to focus. This problem being 100% my own fault doesn't help matters.",4.208142857142857,5.353229242857147,5.378571428571429,81.43642857142858,70.85714285714286,7.314285714285713,24.0,7.554174236665415,1.1629428571428568,277,7,52,3,5,92,58,70,0.35100000000000003,0.625,0.024,-0.9754,1,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,1,0,1,0,1,5,0,1,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,9,3,1,2,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,5,0,0,0,1,7,0,9,7,2,8,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,4,37,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21333012228359635,0.0,0.0,0.1949881246785119,0.2857290229304256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2329550076737788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569487947909604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2498072823690921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691659578291925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2273113001720949,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24349320355795664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2668350934939117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2791914148066897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2909158684763801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21468305635825974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16260778423011982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33543893934478297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19809691548384928,0.30489390081670004,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kmo617,2018/04/17,"Anxiety at work I find that my anxiety levels tend to be the highest when I'm at work. I recently started a new job and while it is, overall, significantly less stressful than my previous one, I feel as though I'm struggling to really do well because of my anxiety. I'm a perfectionist, so I get quite down on myself and very anxious if I make the smallest mistake. I'm still learning everything and know there's a learning curve, but that doesn't provide much comfort in the moment! I've also noticed that being anxious and wanting everyone to like me means that I have trouble standing up for myself, voicing my opinion and doing some of the parts of the job that require saying ""no"" to people. I always feel anxious and like I want to disappear when I'm confronted with those situations. Does anyone have any tips for how to stop obsessing over mistakes and over what people think of you at work? 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I applied for nursing school a couple of months ago and I should be hearing back in a couple of weeks. This is what I have planned to do almost my entire life. What am I going to do if I don't get accepted? Which is so likely because out of the ~1000 applicants, less than 100 are actually chosen. This is eating me up inside. I can't stop thinking about all of my classmates that applied as well and that are way more qualified than me. They have better study habits, better grades, etc. it's been constant anxiety over this for months :( ",3.5210521140609643,5.15395465486726,4.343834808259587,86.28226155358902,73.24778761061947,6.792133726647003,24.944936086529,7.3871296695380915,1.1408375614552608,448,14,88,5,9,144,79,113,0.076,0.838,0.086,0.2901,0,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,3,5,5,0,0,3,0,16,3,0,0,1,11,21,5,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,2,1,0,0,9,3,1,1,3,0,0,2,3,0,1,0,1,1,12,5,16,18,4,15,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,8,68,21,3,0.0,0.0,0.18158325263242253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16494507270994413,0.0,0.1863281516638156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1423475667335532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14308089393047652,0.0,0.11343015154301316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32913805351307496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20108196094765898,0.0,0.0,0.4117789245514406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19040211638029866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2075238337327346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09721698631859044,0.0,0.21150246282219615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20972108136808645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21005706037681832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2628618453433758,0.09090729369528422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2970480424048156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1883187615155061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15556779803809925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922993381269878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14769840131706122,0.14925887620954653,0.0,0.16730459566247946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jonny_Wishbone07,2018/04/17,"Am I alone in missing my work-commuting-road now that I am on sick leave due to anxiety? It’s so strange, but I kinda miss the 1.2km stretch I E-biked to work on for the last 5 years or so. I am not sure what it is about that stretch. It’s nothing dramatically scenic of anything. It’s a well built bicycle path all the way so it’s nice and relaxed yes. I have biked it in all weather conditions year round, from plus 25 degrees Celsius to about minus 15 Celsius. I have been home for the last 3 or 4 weeks and I must say I kinda miss that stretch. I don’t miss work at all, but I do miss the “road to work”",1.2244019138755995,2.4863391503759438,2.9660560492139467,95.33265208475737,78.54887218045113,6.340123034859878,24.87286397812713,6.980632752743323,0.6552466165413535,469,17,117,5,11,156,78,133,0.142,0.743,0.116,0.6898,0,1,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,7,9,0,0,6,1,10,1,0,0,5,15,15,10,0,1,5,0,1,0,0,1,1,1,1,0,10,3,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,5,1,0,1,2,12,4,16,13,3,17,0,5,1,0,1,9,0,4,7,69,22,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22191249982478192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1639110887670609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17632070919792467,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21492388862640208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34930690801117337,0.0,0.226874244566756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2055917295526994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17039103670289968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194093345299394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17007249456078924,0.17186935800208494,0.0,0.1926487333787766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6239458914918545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27595750273018643 anxiety,willwazzer,2018/04/17,My head jumps from one anxiety to another! I never ever ever have a minutes rest in my head. What the hell am I meant to do? I have about 10 to 20 worries that go round and round in my head. If I decide one is not worth worrying about I just jump to another. Is there such a thing as anxiety being a horrible addiction? It’s so ingrained in me I have no idea how to stop it,-0.1833333333333336,1.817857333333336,2.9249382716049404,90.12222222222223,86.77777777777777,7.05679012345679,21.34567901234568,8.167268648758528,1.2388123456790128,288,10,66,7,9,103,54,81,0.247,0.7290000000000001,0.024,-0.9515,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,9,1,1,0,4,0,8,4,3,1,3,12,10,5,0,1,3,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,5,1,0,1,3,0,1,3,3,1,0,2,1,2,10,0,12,8,1,10,1,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,4,54,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.199117928883756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3830536503219768,0.2794569649315445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3304388607120245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10380549118635857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5623617559293639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20619217420564107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14087268660236588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24753980312019486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15270547181950242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12134604852349826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3709844816745788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,XrayAlpha,2018/04/17,"recently wanting to vomit with high stress situations? I never really considered myself as having anxiety but from a google search I was brought to this subreddit, and thought this was the best place to ask. When I get stressful or anxious, before probably the past year it did not seem to affect me too much and I would be able to suppress the feeling for the most part besides having a sense of dread, but nothing physical. Recently, especially in situations like before exams or before an interview, with the 10 minutes leading up the start I sometimes gag or dry heave when walking to the location, it does not happen if I am already where I need to be an sitting down. Does anyone else experience something similar to this, and is there a way to prevent it? I have never vomited before and it never feels like its a close call but the build up to it does begin and I need to slow down and take breaths in order to prevent it.",8.2047095959596,7.475127375000008,8.462803030303032,69.21906565656566,62.18181818181819,11.458585858585858,38.87373737373737,10.746095033038511,4.299745707070708,742,34,127,16,9,245,109,176,0.095,0.813,0.092,-0.1328,0,0,1,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,0,2,5,6,0,3,14,0,11,3,1,2,3,35,25,16,0,5,9,0,2,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,10,9,0,3,4,0,0,3,5,3,0,0,5,2,11,3,24,17,4,28,0,0,0,0,3,10,0,6,14,97,21,3,0.12181985553198968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13443123982215596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931918560463647,0.13762176210785726,0.0,0.0851792754406898,0.12481883799701993,0.0,0.0,0.11388512045070287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4146388984056112,0.0,0.1278424226929954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243916927745302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3198161295166917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1017648577145352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916319410786365,0.0,0.0,0.1231915584681692,0.0870281291328115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06364584658634677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10772489593068736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12870936574372874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11903005610869505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08955161058823805,0.1806557586063714,0.28186494762644115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11688943688261642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13191903228288476,0.1162908363092558,0.0,0.0,0.12727582099636864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13134240818877674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07804091882946976,0.0,0.24056482176192884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11090022124252244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2738612433396425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09378287636818612,0.1204829520467781,0.0,0.08622472074889771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2790884658511313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09159337069197653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09671135788249158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07185250703639104,0.09669493107375574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653733018752076,0.0,0.0,0.07844799294174977 anxiety,HackSpirit,2018/04/17,"Does anyone else get anxious due to bad bargaining skills? I try to avoid go to shopping esp clothes in my city because I suck at bargaining and usually pay 40-50% more. I sulk at myself later & old dresses gets piled up in closet even If i have funds. Please help, I want to be street smart and have good negotiation skills. 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For some context I have a lot of medical and health based anxieties due to a bereavement in late 2015 and I have also seen a doctor about my neck pain. About a year ago I started having neck and shoulder pain (as well as some perceived weakness in my bicep which could be due to focusing heavily on that area) which I think was caused by poor posture. It was my final year of university and I was spending a lot of time reading, writing, and typing in bad chairs so naturally I chalked it up to a combination of posture and stress and figured it would go away after I was finished. This injury has come and gone since then but something I notice pretty regularly is a strange sensation of 'floating' or lightness where the affected areas seem to be less heavy than the rest of my body - the closest thing I could relate to this is the sensation your muscles feel after lifting some weights. I'm constantly focused on my neck, shoulder, and arm now too which obviously isn't helping - it's starting to worry me that simple and silly things like moving a pen between fingers isn't as easy with my left hand even though it's my non-dominant one to begin with. I've tried google to see if this is a thing but obviously I can only give a vague description (so apologies). The feeling isn't dissimilar to one of derealisation or being spaced out, which I'm pretty used to at this point, except it seems more localised in one part of the body. 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Please convince my anxious ass to not cancel it. I always do this shit, stop me. Edit: Oh God, she wants to go sooner than next week. Edit2: I haven’t been done this for years, because I literally always cancel because relationships are super spooky",2.8929885057471267,5.468860827586205,4.25241379310345,81.79229885057472,78.65517241379311,5.935632183908046,20.011494252873558,7.1686216300943375,0.7159218390804599,240,6,42,3,6,79,48,58,0.171,0.586,0.244,0.4807,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,0,4,1,0,2,0,6,3,2,0,0,4,9,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,2,0,6,3,5,7,0,7,0,0,0,1,3,0,2,0,6,23,9,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3789676305029668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572622211101337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2776357081386657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23303973792498356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294202538741323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4843720818455216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24997151853785415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14588521326888887,0.0,0.0,0.24448932645460195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337544323592592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19038666167832086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13431695154452689,0.0,0.3653313799612163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466461742439381 anxiety,RaikiaR,2018/04/17,"How I'm overcoming my fears and a cool idea I've had Guys I did it! Social interaction with strangers (or people I don't have a deep bond with) always give me anxiety, but today I was able to make some important phone calls and everything went alright! The thoughts of ""what you said was weird and they noticed"" and ""they probably laughed at you"" appeared after the interaction, but I'm trying to correct that, too. I've made a list of things that give me anxiety, and I'm going to expose myself to them until it gets better. The first one was the phone call. -My next step is for me to ask a question to the teacher in front of 50+ people in class if there's something I don't get (or answer a question the teacher asked in front of 50+ people). I will repeat that 5 times at least. -Next thing on the list, I'm going to ask some people I haven't meet in a while to hang out (maybe it doesn't end up well, but I'm sure it will be a nice experiencie because I will learn a lot from it). -I'm going to suggest to doing an activity I know I will enjoy, and I'm very excited for, to my group of friends. I'm always scared of suggesting activities because I don't want to force people into anything, maybe they laugh at my ""stupid"" suggestion. But if they don't want to do it it's okay, I'll try and find others. -After that, the interaction with my driver's license teacher will be enough exposure for me. Plus I have to make phone calls from time to time, so there's that. THE ""COOL"" IDEA: So I wrote this list on a notebook and everytime I do one of the activities, I will cross it out. There's a time limit: 4 months. After that, my list will be all crossed out (I hope) and I will leave the notebook in a public place, where someone can find it and read it. I wrote some instructions where it says that they should write some of their fears, as I did, and try to overcome them (or reach some goals) in a limited time. After that, they should leave the notebook somewhere in public for other people to find it and repeat the process. I think it's a great idea because my own progress could actually be motivating others. I wish I had found this notebook with the progress of other people for me to read, being the first one is boring lol I just wanted to cheer you up and remember that the road will be difficult and we'll probably fall several times, but I'm sure we all can overcome everything that gets in our way! I believe in all of you :) ",3.7802816901408463,4.7240259014084565,4.787034205231389,86.0336700201207,71.67605633802816,7.853038229376257,26.272434607645874,8.146662555663855,1.4449744064386318,1911,60,406,27,35,625,208,497,0.065,0.782,0.153,0.9949,0,0,1,0,0,0,68.0,3,4,9,9,11,24,1,3,30,5,41,0,0,5,6,81,78,31,0,10,11,0,0,0,1,12,0,2,0,1,32,24,0,2,16,2,0,12,6,7,1,5,14,4,52,17,67,45,12,59,0,0,0,0,47,25,0,15,21,274,84,7,0.07522092858396323,0.0,0.07340477554855021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1251796768096197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11508760895599278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0619004149861152,0.0,0.21096424244113832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13756193966810046,0.0,0.0,0.08474822778223508,0.0,0.06652679856859234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23042693486467325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060057790691628685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06662341597092436,0.07772332704890222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13520744067558324,0.0,0.0,0.16928891463986578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20625169795116374,0.1279657668537799,0.0,0.08247586564202883,0.058115502830388924,0.0,0.11789949166735668,0.14431753780603512,0.1282493615437373,0.0,0.0,0.0829313393170252,0.0,0.0744805455156688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07471135466272925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25474581734519675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041339455152516,0.0,0.0,0.1592962046514827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06395014355622396,0.0,0.07117586139211057,0.10042110785975694,0.0,0.1511390662851432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0600406275462002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15999662182374802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0856395257537999,0.0,0.0,0.15291494382427906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650410447735496,0.0,0.07858986041170496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16220176691671306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1685293102645295,0.0,0.15048256887103978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08521064864195249,0.0,0.07155232850267093,0.059818701556969577,0.07530927190963638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08497823851380189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07667826389644546,0.06373444868805248,0.05790874578600611,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1417896699745231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994688509014796,0.04819853374862905,0.0,0.059717015036409075,0.26317157020795656,0.0,0.07130064494527663,0.0,0.0,0.15321021863123924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0620651438546979,0.13310175775763725,0.059706871863923885,0.0,0.0,0.06763264846734235,0.06973055440356933,0.0,0.0,0.08650035560553386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,fuzzystrawberrygirl,2018/04/17,"I need help Over the past month I’ve had one and off TERRIBLE anxiety. I’ve always know myself to be an anxious person, worrying about the silliest things but never really had a name for it. Last month I went through a 2 week period where I was so incredibly anxious, it was something I never experienced before. I was worried I was going to be hospitalized, my boyfriend was going to break up with me, and that I would get so low that I would resort to killing myself. I have never even had a thought of killing myself before and suddenly that was all I could worry about. I confused in my boyfriend about absolutely everything. He was there more than there for me, he was absolutely incredible- letting me cry to him, call him when I was alone and scared, so supportive, reassured me that he was never going to leave. We have an amazing relationship and I am so incredibly thankful for him!! I started feeling better for about a week and a half- I stopped my heavy use of marijuana, I wasn’t dreading my day when I woke up, I had the energy to get ready in the morning, I was going to school and work and socializing without a problem. My brain wasn’t making me so crazy. Until Sunday night. I follow these energy readers on twitter and one of them suggested to get rid of anything that is stuck in your homelife, relationships or lifestyle. FOR SOME REASON my brain immediately went to my boyfriend, which I know is so not true. I just got back from being with him for 3 days and we had so much fun I was telling him 10 minutes prior to reading that that I love him so much blah blah. But now my brain is stuck on that worry. I told him everything bc I had to and he is so understanding and loving it hurts my heart I’m so lucky to have him. He knows it’s not how I really feel and I know it’s not how I really feel but now my awful anxiety is back. I didn’t go to any class or work yesterday bc of an awful anxiety attack I had in the morning, instead I drove an hour to see my boyfriend and he just cuddled me, kissed me, and reassured me all day but I can’t stop worrying about losing him. I’m scared I’m going to do something stupid to ruin it or he’s just not gonna be able to deal with me and my anxiety anymore (even tho he has reassured me so many times he would never leave me). He’s my only support system through this, my parents don’t understand (I live at home still I’m 20) and none of my friends are around as they all go away for college. I don’t know what to do anymore but I just want my brain to stop being mean to me. Some support and reassurance would be incredible at the moment. 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Last week I slept only 3-4 hours nightly and had a hellish time at school. I am usually a straight A student but my anxiety is really getting the best of me. I am waking up with terrible panic attacks, I can’t sleep even in the weekend, and tonight I slept about 1-2 hours and felt so panicked my stomach is very upset. I did not go to school for this reason. It seems like I can barely function as I’m scared to socialize and just want to isolate. In school i had what i consider a rigorous schedule and it has finally caught up to me. Is there any way I can complete the school year even If it gets worse? My medications only seem to help so much and they haven’t really helped. Any advice appreciated.",3.43096018735363,4.812485573770491,4.854305230288837,83.54127049180326,73.04371584699453,8.070101483216236,28.9184231069477,8.634040054169528,2.1673734582357533,712,29,144,13,14,238,113,183,0.231,0.662,0.108,-0.9731,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,2,5,9,0,20,6,5,1,1,20,33,12,0,2,4,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,9,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,9,0,0,9,2,20,3,19,23,4,27,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,3,17,95,26,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469513474282156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14571658822037076,0.0,0.2458834632557116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12188624714363498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06531102975395901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11243592511315262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11233335751839643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06909588659687096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11948847017483435,0.14152879265380106,0.09691349254919812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05417277203734716,0.07654022822621855,0.10287038305337907,0.11736569892811885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11195156490002556,0.0,0.06088964642341128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14362622405467368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110209570715588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17466540941390238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10468555110998276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10793141927741796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07875960084111436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10054283191999132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16296829876683736,0.0,0.1257047049174591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13727216240798998,0.11015688740646064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10726497700540533,0.6505832216174369,0.0,0.1950709116425327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10721652189360673,0.10921486830380824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06247369837077736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11799863422724548,0.08840101702748608,0.0631934449469611,0.08504206819624001,0.08594056141649076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1091839442345578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06899409815517349 anxiety,throwaway9075427,2018/04/17,"Fear Of Flying not abating I've been flying my whole life, but around 3 years ago I had a bad experience using weed and it allowed anxiety to creep into or amplify various aspects of my life including flying. To be clear I'm not at all afraid of planes crashing whatsoever if anything my trust in flying as a safe mode of transportation has increased since having a panic attack on weed. The aspect that gets me is freaking out on the flight and not being able to get off. At first a doctor I went to prescribed me hydroxyzine (basically Benedryl) and it worked for maybe like 20 minutes and then it was just an extremely uncomfortable flight and I almost got up and was going to do something. Luckily it was only like a two-hour flight. Then I had to fly over the ocean and I went back to my doctor and explained how what she gave me just didn't work well and she prescribed me gabapentin in conjunction with the hydroxyzine. I ended up reading D.A.R.E. (a book about anxiety) the night before the flight and employed strategies learned from their along with the two drugs and had a pretty decent flight. The flight was also super empty which helped. Since then I have taken four flights and only used the hydroxyzine and they've just been very very uncomfortable despite being only 1-2 hours long. Now I have a 3 hour flight tomorrow and I just don't feel like having to be in mental anguish for that long. Just in case, she gave me some alprazolam (xanex) and I'm thinking I'll just take one of those. Just wanted to know if anyone had some thoughts or input on my situation. Thanks :)",4.898540680154973,6.598216891089113,5.125383842732099,81.78030994403791,69.85808580858085,7.909829243793945,27.695365188692783,8.456263369488248,1.9737838714306208,1270,44,233,20,23,400,170,303,0.114,0.75,0.136,0.8555,2,0,2,0,0,0,28.0,0,0,1,4,14,15,1,4,18,0,23,5,0,4,2,53,44,26,0,3,15,0,1,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,21,0,1,6,2,0,5,5,7,1,4,18,1,23,8,38,22,6,36,0,0,0,0,8,16,0,7,18,158,32,8,0.11410440420318292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10114666966033074,0.0,0.11425907846244958,0.0,0.0,0.0912492508164996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.174579113795893,0.0,0.0,0.07978445247840935,0.0,0.09389820233389508,0.1015771112793458,0.0,0.12981023242775178,0.0,0.08773924358771246,0.09527241136551012,0.0,0.0,0.09709444379043014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2335813854391069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232488312492222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1010626341425392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11161600222925447,0.0,0.12839917764125816,0.05769461521886619,0.08151620916189188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09705714792496548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11922968342111068,0.0,0.0648481624456956,0.0,0.09125971567698228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0764817769197809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3371095606746985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06270879646210173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16119063031367822,0.16723694477277776,0.0,0.0,0.20195761412723368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11463321069642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11499040179452195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10707925370036316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07732009733326814,0.26034462341369063,0.0,0.13387693316513313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11608520034842384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1141352824754623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18877668455850194,0.12825813111150394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878431449924234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08579231149247908,0.0,0.0,0.10505200498010774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311349487949324,0.0,0.09058615135169554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22292684577622787,0.0,0.0,0.1970991387809604,0.0,0.18829616689509932,0.06730173394220984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259356276671493,0.21155185171891686,0.0,0.12739349238965988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16613873047362462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07347949524700652 anxiety,cafeteriastyle,2018/04/17,"Family photo session anxiety So we have a photoshoot scheduled for this Sunday. It's me, my husband, and our 2 boys. The stress and anxiety about getting everything right for the pictures is going to push me over the edge. Getting everyone's outfits coordinated, whether the weather will cooperate, even my fucking hair is just sending me into a panic. I want so badly for it to turn out well but I know I'm being over the top about it. My anxiety is making things 10 times worse. I want to control things that I cannot control. Between the session itself and the prints we will purchase this is going to cost in the ballpark of $500 so I really need things to go well. I guess I just need to trust the photographer and try to stay calm. All this stress is going to make me break out, fuck. Just needed to vent I guess. It seems like a real first world problem but I'm losing sleep for real. 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My husband has struggled with anxiety ever since we met. I'm trying to figure out the best way to support him or things not to do. I'm not a stranger to anxiety - I struggle with it too - but we have very different triggers and coping methods. A rundown: 1) He has a lot of work-based anxiety. He has some perfectionist tendencies/performance anxiety (i.e. not doing well enough at something), as well as anxieties that arise when a million people are asking him to do something and he can't get everything done. 2) He has anxiety about disappointing me or letting me down, especially if we'd planned to do something or go on a date, and we have to cancel because he's fatigued or sick or something. 3) He has GAD/SAD (formally diagnosed). He sometimes gets anxious around my family members or friends he doesn't know very well, and has some insecurity about not being ""good enough"" for me that peaks in those situations. So, in the past, I've been guilty of getting really irritated when he had to cancel plans in the past but have made an effort to be more flexible (and have become more flexible). Nowadays, I try to be supportive and tell him that I'm proud of him for working on his mental and physical health, remind him how much I love him and care for him, and remind him how far he's come in working on himself and his career. Is there anything else I can do to be supportive and understanding? 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People have put themselves out there into different planes of thought and are stuck in fear based habits, they search for answers to many questions and overwhelm their mind. OCD, anxiety, depression, panic attacks, you can become your own worst enemy stuck in irrational fears which leads to becoming a prisoner in your own mind. **“The mind is a wonderful servant but a terrible master""** We are designed to “be” by this I mean we eat, socialize, we create routine, we create goals and aim, everything else is a distraction that’s overpowered the simplicity of “being” You have to take a step back and use the mind as a tool rather than acting like it’s “you” it’s nothing more than a processor, used for thinking but not obsessively, it isn’t you, we get so tangled up, we create mazes and if we do it for so long we stay in this destructive pattern and we end up lost, identifying ourselves with our thoughts with the assumption of our thoughts being abnormal so we equate ourselves with being abnormal and this leads to mental health issues. People are so dependent on thought and mind as the foundation for their existence. The mind is like an ocean, the deeper you think the deeper you sink and the deeper you think the darker it gets and harder the questions become to answer. For those obsessed they drown themselves in the dark deep ocean of mind with no light to shine on their questions. **“A person who thinks all the time has nothing to think about but thoughts, by thoughts I mean specifically chatter in the skull, perpetual and compulsive repetition of words”** - Alan watts People in society have gone mad from excessive thinking and have lost touch with reality, especially those who have DPDR, they have become hyper aware of sensing everything and are trying to come up with solutions to solving reality, reality just is. An ape for example is living life as an ape would live life, it’s our consciousness and intelligence paired with a society o that tells us we’re a “person” who should think and act in a way society deems fit which makes us flip upside down when we become aware of the pattern (this is why I believe drugs is a common path to DPDR/Anxiety) it takes us out of the pattern to see it as an observer, we acknowledge everything we know as ""real"" such as being “bad” and being “good” “life is this way” “life is that way” is just learned, we are so tied up into our minds that we have lost our senses, we don’t know what reality is because it isn’t words, numbers, symbols or anything that’s created by our minds, people need to detach and let go of being this “person” that we think is real, as hard as that may be. This realization for me has helped me begin the first step of overcoming myself when I was in a really rough patch, you can’t exactly think yourself out of this situation I believe you need to act first and then your feelings will change, it’s not a perfect solution but having clarity and a better understanding of why you’re feeling this way may point you in the right direction. Obviously I can't speak for everyone but I think this is a huge underlying problem that people can't see. I believe depression is a huge trigger to DPDR. We go through life believing we are this “person” with likes, dislikes a personality that governs how we act and react and this all changes when a traumatic experience occurs or when we’re in deep depression for a long period of time, the world doesn’t necessary change it’s just our perception of “being human” changes. We’re thrown into a state of panic and our brain curls up in a defensive state, paralysed like an animal freezes in sight of its predator, our brain’s neurocircuitry works just like that and while we’re in this state we get desperate/stressed to find a solution, we’re ready to jump and pounce because our body is doing whatever it can to solve this problem and this is where anxiety comes from, panic attacks, the restlessness and not being to sleep, we’re in fight or flight mode but with no direction and this is where we start building the walled castle in our minds with obsessive thoughts. The Shadow = thoughts is all the things about one's self that one would rather not, or does not, acknowledge. It is the urge, pushed down and suppressed by those who can’t accept this is a part of the human mind. We need to integrate the shadow within us, confront it and realize that it's apart of us but it doesn’t represent us as “bad” humans. We must learn to accept our own darkness if we want to overcome it, we all have these thoughts on a daily basis “I’m a waste, I can’t do this right, I hate myself, I hate that guy, be better if that person wasn’t here” we all share these common thoughts, it’s something to accept, observe these thoughts without attachment to yourself and recognize that the mind is nothing but a tool yet people have gone too far and embedded themselves into the mind through fears, obsessive ruminations, deep analytical philosophical thought loops. **“Whenever we refuse to accept our feelings and thoughts, however disturbing they might be, we experience psychological dissonance. Dissonance happens when our behaviour does not match our self-image, or the image we think others might have of us. When we project our shadow onto others, we refuse ownership of ourselves, distancing ourselves from ourselves, losing ourselves in the process""** - Carl Jung. It's difficult to articulate and communicate in way that people understand, some people understand it but others unfortunately do not quite grasp the concept because they can't separate themselves from the ownership of these thoughts. This is what brought me out of my DPDR/Depression/Anxiety and with action I'm slowly feeling normal again, feel free to ask questions if you like, I hope everyone has a good day and takes care of themselves. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=emHAoQGoQic",6.678741471861475,8.144759608000001,6.533651948051951,74.24225454545456,65.36444444444443,10.004155844155843,33.54372294372294,10.171042978261816,3.5914038095238086,4969,213,841,117,77,1566,416,1125,0.151,0.759,0.09,-0.9971,4,0,2,0,1,0,119.0,57,17,8,16,34,58,10,14,70,0,85,13,5,12,9,246,166,81,1,19,32,0,9,6,0,9,7,1,0,11,80,92,1,4,62,0,1,22,24,39,0,5,27,15,103,20,138,117,12,115,0,8,4,0,111,57,0,21,33,591,183,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10100094401673684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.027161917800447317,0.0,0.030857054368726336,0.07510036987335993,0.0,0.0507606336003858,0.055118870049469706,0.0603622140267259,0.18226798453734144,0.0,0.14875017540809676,0.0,0.058383952180364074,0.0,0.03666329450230092,0.0,0.07369337252001475,0.0,0.0,0.033652798115083274,0.0,0.1396679592293741,0.08529772679330902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021286760244729228,0.0,0.08528654542764984,0.0,0.0,0.03448525068741752,0.0,0.0,0.05776923070919796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03827759753708845,0.033774362882491415,0.02757308184682814,0.0,0.0292343718308378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06307913439132408,0.08899358890718634,0.06457428582040445,0.0,0.11142602804051624,0.08344656005930766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030167765796124936,0.08422711644178538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06897910247401058,0.0,0.03751723492206226,0.055369348358855534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03268208226847679,0.029187947972865225,0.0,0.02956775521366905,0.06517508412457647,0.0,0.03508485771197263,0.0,0.0,0.02212387123813282,0.0,0.0,0.032783361380764715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03445069342064808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03627952681802811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03375185549411642,0.11656896889286808,0.0967532079253962,0.0,0.05829150528861781,0.05842024637055505,0.0,0.036926348235699284,0.10809299604790716,0.0,0.0,0.031231986036639483,0.022032403803176462,0.03346387937471339,0.0,0.07190851707196358,0.0,0.0,0.03326325492661486,0.0700303424299855,0.4665867212273851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07342273349598802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032339815254036744,0.09501321229873903,0.0,0.0,0.03515133788149572,0.04473274409707639,0.0,0.0,0.11617967640349655,0.0,0.035743323933039896,0.0,0.18306297492563786,0.17292243934721724,0.0,0.0,0.03120224839974927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0947496164085484,0.0,0.033181113943645965,0.1479014082021267,0.035106967575726615,0.0,0.07513829904370066,0.021145105398985814,0.0,0.0,0.03543712526423744,0.0,0.05637553133577825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05260455144772108,0.0,0.06886692097448488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037101208839992,0.03303079978029145,0.033646441651537115,0.0,0.025410372342726875,0.0,0.0,0.023362497976447117,0.03518103035865525,0.0,0.0,0.037809364078341415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07445138420380311,0.0,0.028849540106566807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.021928359267367543,0.2537943460461785,0.0,0.4192614615771748,0.0384932505918664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.022409560935273957,0.0,0.0,0.10308423619245903,0.27792318332488003,0.0570148359930303,0.0,0.0,0.01946836169094578,0.13099695260956767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05956729958754992,0.0,0.0,0.03181753403879853,0.035794642899123236,0.024029461845012885,0.0,0.0,0.046894398354289483,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Busymom6,2018/04/17,"Struggling with anxiety, sleep and panic attacks, high resting heart rate I have had anxiety for the past 3 years after a series of stressful events including the passing of my father and my family falling apart. I’m looking for recommendations for ways to deal with the anxiety. I seem to have attacks mostly at night. I’m looking for natural ways to gain control. Thanks!",6.500149253731344,8.494399014925374,6.8957014925373175,69.49071641791046,66.31343283582089,9.53910447761194,37.28059701492538,9.888512548439397,4.288166567164178,302,16,45,7,5,98,46,67,0.277,0.613,0.11,-0.8858,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,0,6,2,3,4,0,3,2,2,1,0,7,9,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,5,0,0,1,2,4,1,13,8,2,12,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,2,5,28,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4177479090402986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4141614422607157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2041575068520296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18766069364755386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1715978035219673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21570154892976973,0.0,0.19232034033315495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30571179629580386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081896133814492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213568155175952,0.0,0.0,0.17376430291136766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16570952835592934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18215734089058225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2085100350910668,0.19029297598631675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1675849780145673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2889673481823021,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11721870132628914 anxiety,Queefairy,2018/04/17,How to stop caring what others think Recently I have felt like people are judging me and I cant trust the friends I use to. I am extremely exhausted and highly emotional recently. The thought of doing every day things tires me out. What are some coping mechanisms to stop over thinking? 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Now I'm on a verge of having a mental breakdown after having read that condom doesn't really guarantee to protect you from STDs, namely HIV - I mean, 5 hours straight of googling about HIV and its symptoms etc. should attest to that fact. I've recently moved here for a job (Thailand) and was checking out the nightlife, as per my good friend's recommendation. Can someone please tell me how fucked am I, or at least what are the odds? It's recent enough that I don't know if it's even detectable, yet too late for me to take PEP to safeguard myself (or maybe my sanity, idk). Some gory (NSFWish) details (lube was liberally used throughout the session): * I was fingering the lady with my middle finger - it was smeared with her fluid, but I don't have any cut/open wound on it * She started out with a handjob (no condom yet), which afaik she doesn't have any cut/open wound on her hands either * Before she proceeded to BJ, she put a condom on for me * I spent ~40 minutes banging her with my condom on * At the end of the session where I failed to cum (death grip, gdi), she ended the session; here I noticed that my condom looked somewhat stretched, possibly due to my dick's shrinkage toward the end after staying engorged for almost two hours straight * AFAIK, standard procedure at these places is that the lady will let the customer know immediately if the condom has any leakage/broke; didn't happen to me, though, so I assume that the condom was intact (it wasn't broken, that's for sure, as I saw her removed the whole thing in one piece) I feel like I'm about to succumb to my anxiety that's almost borderline hypochondriac at this point. Please help!",5.0808638420403165,6.259148283422463,5.259037433155083,82.97846565199505,68.83957219251337,7.465076100370219,28.5557383792678,7.61054688173877,1.6953215960510082,1534,53,286,16,26,483,209,374,0.07,0.826,0.104,0.8919,3,0,0,0,0,0,64.0,0,1,1,1,15,9,1,1,23,0,25,22,6,2,2,33,41,13,1,3,7,0,5,1,1,2,6,0,0,0,19,10,0,1,5,1,2,4,7,4,0,2,10,7,38,5,53,28,11,54,0,1,2,16,15,29,4,9,21,193,57,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22067160175059045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247916681001243,0.0,0.08429232318331527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0920010729194601,0.0,0.0,0.09376054279729897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39036991464441606,0.11385204474955653,0.12288700441211685,0.07277710285285828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05571357359107062,0.07871721304973839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08512976837346893,0.10186558605613708,0.0,0.0,0.06262149174508291,0.09241915611285406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09743750288824424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385564650412445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21702289136984265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10934303728844116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12111116897981565,0.0,0.1242951010151617,0.0,0.0,0.11267309782273592,0.0,0.05383152768762598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09252885643467773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.110697086649904,0.12002533282576992,0.0,0.0,0.11104201299103106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11711074536819124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12544798953752634,0.0,0.0,0.07466518177656778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302427506435781,0.2419032402740916,0.10416179895197462,0.12421865259647505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11076780350317274,0.0,0.0,0.11021625563168573,0.0,0.07058825342231337,0.0,0.32638744246714924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031584623388227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114735983185147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09336061102421572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07799052767165822,0.11744408172748895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10384941345091493,0.11452589831730865,0.08284648821648244,0.0,0.09630780314092006,0.10144486774278498,0.0,0.0,0.07320297307076633,0.0,0.10825761551141236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10763613883603608,0.0,0.0,0.09516570421305844,0.12135479401226153,0.09091535069113504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12301922261462465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Anxiety_throwaway11,2018/04/17,"Advice on rooming I going on a study tour and wondering whether I should have a twin share with a stranger, or spend like a third extra and get a single. I am just feeling really stressed out and wondering whether its worth taking the risk and putting myself out there or just playing it safe. 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Hey all, I hope this is appropriate to ask here. I'm generally depressive but manage to function most days. When I 'flare up' I seek isolation, sometimes calling off work. My girlfriend's anxiety seems to seek the exact opposite. When we're together it's easier for me to help her via reassurance and quiet physical contact. But when we're not and we're communicating through text it's a flood of messages talking about her anxiety and the hold it has on her. I try to reassure her but that doesn't stem the flow. Suggestions like deep breathing, mindfulness, or taking her ashwagandha (a supplement that we have seen work) aren't... received well. Suggesting the ash is almost offensive. I end up being at a loss of what to say because nothing helps and it seems like it just spirals. Being mostly depressive I can understand the concept of the spiral but I can't understand how she goes through it. Or how I can help when we're not together. Would anyone here happen to be able to point me in the right 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anxiety,RandomWeaboo,2018/04/17,someone found my keychain that I lost some time ago in a bus. now the driver keeps it and I'm too anxious to ask if I can get it back i have a similar keychain on my backpack rn and I'm still too 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anxiety,Garbage_Can_Irl,2018/04/17,Got my first final exam tomorrow wish me luck I just hope I can sleep 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anxiety,nat_suze,2018/04/17,"Anxiety speaking a second language I've been living in France for seven years, going to an English-speaking university with english-speaking friends, working in mostly english environments, and I S T I L L am not totally fluent in French. I'm a perfectionist with maaaajor social and work-related anxieties, and not being fluent in the language just hurts my pride so much, making me less confident, and harder for me to speak. Even seeing my French in-laws makes me weak and sick with anxiety and fear. Anyone else living/working in a second language/foreign country have anxieties like this too? 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I've had sleep, anxiety and focus issues my whole life, but in the last 2 months or so I've been quite depressed. I came clean to my Doctor who I've seen all my life and has helped treat my ADHD and sleep problems in the past. He gave me some quetiapine for sleep and some 0.5mg klonopin for the anxiety to take around 4pm. I train a lot of boxing and muay thai in the evening and morning, was wondering if the klonopin will have an effect on my training? 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Doing it for five years. So a little background, I've been working at my uncle's office full time since I was 15, now I'm 20. He has helped our family in the past since he's very rich, and has supported us with money. I joined him thinking it would be fun, but it turned out very bad. He was vicious sometimes. I didn't have any life, would work six days a week, for eight hours, the office is too far from where I live too, it would take me an hour. The problem is that, I know all of the work, and I'm very good at technical things. So he became very dependant on me. But on my small mistakes, he would yell at me and it would hurt me a lot. My mom always takes his side since he has helped her monetarily. I tried to leave twice, one time back in 2014, but I was a kid then, so he convinced me easily, I cried a lot on the phone, it was because he had yelled at me very bad on the phone. Next I tried leaving finally in 2016, but he wouldn't let me, saying that he has helped my family and even his brothers (mom's brothers) that should he not have helped. Then things were bad, I had to work two days a week, but it later kept on going. I told him I'll be doing MBA in the future. Later, I worked some and tried to sell flats by myself, so he would give me commission (real estate business) I was doing amazing, better than he was. I bought a car of worth $10,000 by myself, without any loan. But he wouldn't pay me much. Very less commission. And I cannot argue. I'm so mentally tortured. I've decided to finally go to Canada this January, 2019 for my MBA. But so afraid to hear all the guilt. My family doesn't help me. My mom literally sold me. I was 15 when I was sold to someone. He controls me a lot. I need help. I can't do this anymore",1.4845833333333331,2.9272479973544985,3.2517956349206365,92.78816964285716,78.28571428571428,6.4181216931216944,20.013558201058203,7.1686216300943375,0.22317169312169272,1365,31,319,16,32,456,182,378,0.129,0.787,0.084,-0.9668,0,0,0,0,0,0,59.0,2,0,0,8,13,18,3,2,17,0,40,1,0,2,2,42,60,22,0,12,9,5,0,0,0,9,1,4,0,1,14,8,0,2,3,0,9,3,8,11,0,6,18,4,48,7,34,30,9,45,0,1,0,0,41,21,0,5,21,197,62,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0623725961529656,0.0,0.0,0.10195053050027963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07434002417310175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0576394939993322,0.1877650191176239,0.04569482591004577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06629589157318587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08407384040879741,0.0,0.0,0.08233987015995066,0.09668579782124456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04951027082207644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2119964125286236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1642296929181749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07190831397540752,0.08520281500762468,0.06287276174686936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08448519350824703,0.0,0.30146402509743203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476406961133791,0.0,0.08024606469261299,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04119597057808296,0.0,0.0,0.15874330553733398,0.0,0.07665152044929023,0.05294635552348774,0.0,0.07512945759477488,0.06619091668055517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19118453951704129,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07554189326455933,0.0,0.0,0.2633761943545201,0.0,0.0,0.05510411124640487,0.05558177543741829,0.0,0.0,0.07972064582039654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05079473111496978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07155765417092731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07172644835252866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08532071468896116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05961107760778174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.186022675804344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06351323362334031,0.0,0.07413720366692013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08506354407120277,0.0,0.0,0.11272094951482164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09959998075335494,0.04803124208796966,0.0,0.0,0.08741937714850789,0.0,0.0,0.07162734446648356,0.0,0.15267844328640234,0.08153478636660187,0.07322487671416653,0.0,0.0901674642690488,0.0,0.0,0.3710983365498479,0.0,0.0,0.1202565326969169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07225861586916588,0.0,0.3274299606407455,0.0,0.0,0.3194959401598744,0.0,0.0,0.048271682683584616 anxiety,thedawnofmorning,2018/04/17,"Day 1 of Citalopram 10 mg, half doses for 6 days. Greetings, Never posted in this forum before. Second time posting ever actually. I am 24 yF, I have a 3 year old son. Not sure the formatting and whatnot but here goes. I've been kind of dealing with anxiety and depression on my own and it was manageable in my mind until March 31st, 2018. I recieved a condolence in my Facebook inbox from an old friend, but it was for my older sister Courtney. I got angry assuming it was a cruel joke. It wasn't. I learned from people I barely knew that my one and only older sister passed away and I wasn't even aware she was in the hospital (we had been in and out of contact for over a year because I didn't agree with her lifestyle of hard drugs). So fast forward through the preparations of the body, the wake, funeral, burial, etc.... I get back to the city to where I live with my roommate who is my cousin but a distant one so she didn't know my older sister. That's when I start feeling that worried feeling, constant knot in my chest, afraid, jumpy thennnn it gets tilted off balance by the depression. When I'm not all anxious then I'm lying down with no energy but can't sleep or sleeping way too much. So there's that cute little trifecta of grief, anxiety and depression. Then flash forward to a couple days ago. My son gets bit on the face by my roommates dog. Small husky, unvaccinated. The bite seemed to be more of an abrasion that an actual bite. So I took him in anyways and the doctor prescribes precautionary antibiotics because he was alright and it wasn't a sizable injury. The day after the hospital visit, I can't leave my room. I locked it with the intention of keeping people out, It felt like a half attempt at keeping me and my son safe. I feel defeated, like I can't even keep my son safe. I shake when I try turn the handle. So I stay in there until about 7. When my cousin came to help me out of the room and offered some lasagna to me. I then realized I hadn't eaten anything more than toast, water and crackers for 3 days. (My son was in and out of the room, eating with my cousin and her children but I would call him in every now and then to interact with him.) I then realized I needed to see a doctor. So today, when my son was having a nap i went to the walk in clinic and asked to be considered for anxiety and or deprrssion medication. I wasn't going to end up being afraid to even go outside. The wait to see the doctor and sit in the room was a whole ordeal, talked myself into staying and going through with the appointment the entire time. Rather than just go home and rot in bed. Anyways, I do the evaluation for anxiety and depression. I get prescribed citalopram 10 mg at half tablet doses for 6 days, then follow with the full 10 mg for a month. The doctor also prescribes 10 lorazepam, in case of an anxiety attack or to use until the citalopram starts to work. I haven't used the lorazepam yet. Started the meds though. I realized I needed help and that's a step. 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I was a cashier, so it was a pretty important thing to do). During an anxiety or panic attack, it's the hardest thing to do. I look anywhere else. I can look at people's bodies no problem, but can't get close to their face without extreme difficulty. Does this happen to anyone else?",5.9909363295880125,7.177398224719102,7.033202247191013,71.05781835205994,66.75280898876404,9.528838951310863,35.05805243445693,9.725611199111238,3.76311086142322,378,18,60,8,6,127,61,89,0.231,0.7,0.069,-0.823,0,2,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,1,2,6,2,3,4,0,8,4,4,1,0,11,14,8,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,3,6,0,0,3,5,8,0,7,10,0,7,0,0,4,0,3,3,0,2,4,42,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14095058208898845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958705348191532,0.5741059166481322,0.0,0.11844523534966175,0.17356565392391182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19271177595484693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1881601544122431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14823909741440466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28301631963788754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16264619410268974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08850212964299503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14979583455617093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2844990246939699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130727764090705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19874905904663887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11743747423942935,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1909679146280444,0.0,0.17233606860437564,0.0,0.16208856565262586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10851906111947013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22507761627892311,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1632911662475235,0.0,0.12332190307984935,0.0,0.0,0.12033366552559252,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,neomedjed,2018/04/17,"Ex-Coworker continues to gives anxiety after leaving job **tl;dr: Coworker made me feel like shit for 7 months, I went to therapy, but I had to quit my job. Now I feel afraid to look for another job because I'm terrified of finding him or someone like him at it.** Boy this might be a long one but I think writing all out this will help. It's been about a month since I left my job and I'm too afraid to even consider getting another one after the absolute nightmare that was the last 7 months of working. In September, I applied for a job to be an office admin for a small business. When I interviewed, I was introduced me to who would be my coworker. I was surprised because we knew each other from college. We graduated the same year, and we had the same degree (but he had a minor). He was working there for a year, but I was new to the office environment and protocols. Essentially he put in a good word for me and I got the job. After about two weeks, I notice something is wrong with him. He was horribly condescending, he would treat me like a child, he would blame me for mistakes that he was making. He made me intimidated to ask any questions since he would make me feel like I was stupid. Since he was sitting next to me, he would try and correct the fact that I said ""uh"" and ""kind of"" all the time. I tried to do my best to correct them to the very best of my ability, and sometimes I would do it but if I slipped just once, he would make me feel horrible about myself. He was only my coworker, not my boss. I admit, I made mistakes. I wasn't perfect by any stretch of the imagination (far from it). My boss on the other hand was very kind and supportive the entire time. He treated me like a friend and I don't have any ill will toward him. He reminded me that I was his best worker and not to worry, but hearing from my coworker daily how bad I was took its toll. Another thing he did was correct little grammar mistakes that I did. Now I don't normally mind this, but he would make it seem like I didn't deserve to graduate considering I made mistakes on emails. I got to the point where I was anxious sending out any email and taking any call because he was always there. There was one that I sent to my boss that he saw and emailed me back saying essentially that the email was garbage and was very rude about it. My boss who saw the email my coworker sent to me, spoke to my coworker in private and he apologized to me. **He acknowledged that he has a problem with attitude and tone that stems from his drinking and smoking.** I highlighted this because him saying this confirmed to me that I wasn't being overdramatic, but this guy had issues. I spoke to my boss afterward and while he admitted some mistakes were made on my end (my weakness in communication), he was on my side but when I complained about his attitude, my boss said that I needed to raise my tolerance. I tried. My coworker also went to our alumni's Facebook page and explained an argument we had during work about a grammar issue, touting his degree and abilities knowing I would see it. All the while, my mental health begins deteriorating. I would cry every single morning I had to go to work, I would call my mom and tell her I wanted to kill myself. Somehow I pushed through all this, but when I got my healthcare I went to IOP which helped a little. But I realized it helped because I wasn't with him 8 hours a day, but only 4. When I got back from IOP, it didn't even take a week for my anxiety to get back on full force. He wanted me to use this headset, but the issue was people on the other side weren't hearing me. My coworker told me ""Well you're not speaking loud enough."" Even though when I would remove the headset, people would hear me just fine, with the same tone. When I stopped using the headset, he asked me to give it to him and when I did he threw it on the table with a loud bang. The last thing he did that prompted me to leave was when my boss asked me to do an assignment. My coworker laughed at my boss and said that wasn't what he was asking him to do, but whatever. He literally gave me five minutes and asked how I was doing. When I told him I was thinking and brainstorming, he laughed condescendingly, and I promptly told my boss that he was making me feel uncomfortable. My boss, again, talked to him and then me. But he also told me, again, that I had to raise my tolerance. I had had enough, so I quit. I know this is a bad post and a bit dry, but if I wrote about everything (like how he constantly told me that he didn't understand why my bosses liked me so much and why they gave me special treatment--something I didn't believe), I would have a book by now. But that brings us to today. I sit here crying because I am afraid to look for another job, to apply, to do anything because I'm afraid that he might be there somehow or somebody who has the same personality. I think about how horrible and stupid he makes me feel and I begin to breakdown. I think about everything he made me feel, and I get so afraid to deal with other people like that or have to see him again. It's probably overdramatic, but he made every insecurity I already had about myself real and I feel like he emotionally tortured me. I don't know what to do, but I just wanted to say that and get that out there. There's so much more, but I would be here all night writing if that were the case.",4.039902046783626,5.043102741666665,5.0845126705653065,83.91964912280703,71.12037037037038,8.313840155945421,28.284600389863552,8.650730158319476,1.9612962962962963,4211,152,871,71,76,1385,362,1080,0.115,0.789,0.096,-0.9776,7,0,3,0,0,1,128.0,6,0,2,11,59,50,6,6,46,0,95,6,2,30,10,187,189,82,1,29,32,1,9,10,1,19,3,14,0,4,57,47,1,1,26,2,0,13,15,23,2,5,86,29,163,27,104,78,23,93,0,0,6,0,125,28,1,13,59,604,220,29,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04392663347943045,0.06366528564465175,0.033121571657519035,0.0,0.0,0.1353463704318863,0.1669591927904975,0.060902577544209024,0.04496916573039654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03275673947794095,0.0,0.1860650080820844,0.0,0.0,0.09182449097292776,0.06647227488845531,0.16985650443858172,0.0,0.0,0.044847447618930655,0.12532103219876936,0.0,0.043457567938675515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08129223986361167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04301587305064124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744949153904823,0.025671414838553952,0.041037979004346185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038994479480435836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044776109535689286,0.03525607834098661,0.08225995822712248,0.0,0.07887396471977423,0.0,0.06707612010855077,0.0,0.07154968041300998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1610158604131011,0.08531170438972993,0.0,0.0,0.03638173313369383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030753822672620213,0.0,0.08318744301354693,0.0763706025084093,0.02262252428756085,0.03338717340541615,0.1273451741123601,0.0,0.0,0.03941394942471615,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04231164942531372,0.13459191520199612,0.0,0.08004286277375004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.039200644173064216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12464057922993922,0.2765074439238928,0.0,0.044039163180446934,0.08290312351240227,0.06562859536053531,0.06489399592150556,0.0,0.08429708067003804,0.04324906238960708,0.0,0.0,0.19447078129457787,0.07979163500628339,0.0,0.03522683495062123,0.06685360708156847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2636561329166634,0.1594238779652506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04011483223771169,0.08445521775683495,0.040192458803638496,0.0466200117372279,0.0953177064352858,0.0,0.0585236107471188,0.02951545825489981,0.0,0.03844464010156432,0.04233386528674121,0.03735499860244917,0.03900118212653513,0.0,0.04531910868062653,0.0,0.04239182320426098,0.08092021641954167,0.06054813114397956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08278888232991231,0.034756844350987845,0.0,0.0,0.03762929883911785,0.0,0.03812290389146045,0.0,0.04291732957641938,0.03808872558425098,0.0,0.0400157718252864,0.0445915484732256,0.08467662697364163,0.0,0.045307656562998434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11359314720237886,0.09496538706161556,0.0,0.0,0.0634400560294223,0.036237658581090834,0.0,0.0,0.0408600289759538,0.09878317989949596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03372728166544646,0.0612888201034518,0.039368903255524085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033279388263557606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04517109186039407,0.0,0.0,0.0598579382122005,0.031994352958294066,0.03479197883860965,0.0,0.04552134269859762,0.0,0.0528903413210404,0.102023665823677,0.03910894595404865,0.0,0.04642210430649705,0.0,0.03773119536606473,0.19018049341462556,0.044225651405176966,0.08107647126739956,0.0,0.03888443243974137,0.04143918818063358,0.04788141448593669,0.068758772584551,0.0,0.09853173432029322,0.07043538567392335,0.0,0.06385954105930433,0.0,0.03579014852396118,0.11070098341485084,0.0718369935557974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11591623643588915,0.04042466998168896,0.0,0.4241529264847086,0.043521337349069864,0.0,0.05126719410916646 anxiety,violetnoire,2018/04/17,"Anxiety from particular horror movie Hey guys, I have anxiety from one particular horror movie I have watched 5 years ago. I've had night mares of that movie ever since and I also get myself in a state when I need to go to the bathroom/leave my room when it's dark or sometimes even when I'm just lying in bed. I've read that it's helpful to watch making offs but that doesn't work for me since I can't look at the ""creatures"" from the movie, everytime I accidentally see a picture or anything I literally throw my phone away and am in a state of panic for hours. I'm also sometimes having paranoia or obsessive thoughts that the creature might be in my house and might come for me if I don't do this and that (shower quickly enough, walk to my room really quickly or similar stuff). When I see/hear anything that reminds me of the movie (a noise that's similar, people who look similar or even people who wear familiar clothes) I also get super anxious. Does anyone have ideas how to overcome that anxiety (cause it's really frustrating)?",7.910147058823528,6.642939524509803,8.099333333333334,73.32900000000005,63.06862745098039,11.297254901960786,36.08627450980392,10.355215969177356,3.5714192156862743,829,32,157,16,10,272,110,204,0.134,0.8290000000000001,0.037000000000000005,-0.936,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,2,14,4,1,2,9,0,13,1,1,3,1,22,25,19,0,2,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,4,1,15,5,0,0,2,1,0,4,3,3,0,1,2,5,18,1,21,20,1,26,0,0,5,0,6,9,0,8,11,103,33,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11458733444742634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3101241530690199,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29666654424576155,0.14603483719735386,0.0,0.09038644347411323,0.0,0.21275133923793416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12145053649610554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13279274593038387,0.0,0.11135201462670076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131223620734602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13356729452775892,0.0,0.17075917701798835,0.11692933938976525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13507327187455415,0.0,0.07346537561167249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1279945846016122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14569322560886686,0.0,0.08664489874427894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12730188779053314,0.1491566821901116,0.0,0.1459266302108253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687501482310302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21710332997379853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08628667994274603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27426357094389664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09584979109688233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12130825757633952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08759461762199343,0.0,0.0,0.15166689093081795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17923482689276649,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1293019120568889,0.0,0.16562341160930172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20601801486802893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21386188158269248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556965994000057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14797970868294774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10262350363190373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410786503096516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08324366511692502 anxiety,Sterngirl,2018/04/17,"I just returned from a trip visiting family and friends I haven't seen in a long time. All I can think about are all the awkward and potentially offensive things I may have said. This happens every time I get home from a social situation. I get nervous and start talking too much. Right now I am obsessing about something I said to a stay at home mom. I said I feel like a stay at home mom but without kids, because I work from home and do everything for my boyfriend. D'oh! that must've sounded so offensive. I feel there was an obvious look of like, ""what?!"" from her husband. Ugh... I didn't mean it like that. Hopefully my anxiety makes me obsess about it and they didn't actually notice it.",1.9433333333333351,4.4552970588235326,3.3033529411764704,87.52792156862749,82.08823529411767,7.156078431372548,25.978431372549014,8.238735603445708,1.8969025490196083,544,23,110,12,15,177,88,136,0.119,0.775,0.105,0.3257,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,1,1,8,12,2,4,7,0,10,0,0,1,3,18,25,7,0,1,3,3,2,3,1,1,0,4,4,1,8,5,0,0,4,0,0,2,4,7,0,0,7,8,18,5,14,17,3,14,0,0,2,0,13,4,0,2,9,71,26,1,0.0,0.0,0.12690909356605326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09948715205613012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07927668166911944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10957191681633788,0.0,0.11687968263165058,0.0,0.12259865149803333,0.0,0.1315133942954931,0.09290705307863957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1004755580440669,0.0,0.13589050128858365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11500192781175055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5217991229051376,0.12916803066944546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1906061612096852,0.0,0.0,0.11508929922201278,0.10920843158726384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08680873742983829,0.0,0.0,0.14166151894350185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3046237045184753,0.0,0.0,0.0956010007465768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806168271235967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11106116111782664,0.3711192256207556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14618055865770413,0.0,0.13256860871238935,0.0,0.1001180969811465,0.0,0.0,0.09204937285372987,0.2772299249957799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10452848421361964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08639879692263208,0.08333016732958527,0.0,0.0,0.15166527053977374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1253626241926809,0.0,0.09467724277926053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Capsfan95,2018/04/17,"Anxiety and College Hey everyone, I am currently in my 4th year of school and I just feel so overwhelmed with it all even though I am so close to finishing. My anxiety is really starting to catch up to me in terms of affecting my schoolwork. I was wondering what you all did to truly get you through school and maintain relatively good grades. I haven't found that talking to counselors/advisors to be very helpful to me, so I just wanted to see what I might be able to do to combat this. I am planning on seeing a CBT soon to try and fix some of these problems, but right now it just seems to be futile until I can actually go. Thanks in advance",5.289941860465117,5.655828720930233,6.249137596899228,78.97975290697677,67.99224806201549,9.860852713178298,33.179263565891475,9.827888789773867,3.1228054263565888,511,22,101,11,8,170,86,129,0.079,0.835,0.087,0.2511,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,2,0,2,10,4,0,1,1,0,13,0,0,1,2,21,24,10,0,2,4,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,0,4,0,0,3,1,2,0,0,3,3,16,2,23,17,4,18,0,1,2,0,5,7,0,4,8,78,23,4,0.1978903594940076,0.0,0.1931124448386089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3027711667263657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13070471609736206,0.0,0.0,0.18909271890157375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10005931170018227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21697656501624413,0.0,0.0,0.10338954521223533,0.0,0.11246565168556864,0.1659810446990602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13264173661908266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20993039906894387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1893543483589488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12677363156411714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1689972857533281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4005512173400168,0.3153859911310207,0.18015195104122206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14006781498594914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15905677500769325,0.0,0.18219085561379145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19442627345862812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1343545642320758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16328027133756962,0.1167208611919858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2146036534336802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1274349034238481 anxiety,thegooberpolice,2018/04/17,I’m terrified and need help. I’m a sixteen year old taking online high school classes. I dropped out of regular schooling after i started staying home in bed everyday in middle school. Its really hard for me to focus on schoolwork and i’m pretty sure i’m going to fail state testing. I stay at home every single day because of my social anxiety and agoraphobia. As a result of this I only have a couple people i talk to occasionally and i’m too anxious to hang out with them most of the time. I’ve been dealing with anxiety since elementary school and have been to three therapists and two psychologists and still haven’t improved. I’m really scared about my future and i have no idea what to do. ,3.665416666666669,5.842939022058822,5.402058823529411,76.51843137254905,74.22058823529412,8.062745098039215,27.509803921568626,8.841846274778883,2.469050980392157,561,22,98,12,12,191,89,136,0.145,0.774,0.08199999999999999,-0.7708,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,0,1,4,0,7,0,0,1,1,17,17,9,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,12,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,2,0,2,2,1,10,1,22,15,2,23,0,1,0,0,5,8,0,1,9,61,13,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2148074386475617,0.15860923622899592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0855850257137417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15534718664617142,0.0,0.09054478628471656,0.14474367937542618,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11829096678605225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0797911466789023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576860198363796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09410549891185682,0.1483376893556414,0.2816603218688941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15849171202848794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10410298289332287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14732358094433415,0.0,0.0,0.10677864131853657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09733396340449756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428347527350124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798844941463595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14056241112375112,0.5683591471028884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11613828024639815,0.0,0.0,0.14311759204099428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937408802630288,0.299290153924603,0.11212164167508536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13232300205992084,0.0,0.10556146314787138,0.11284620926213455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16301234308530352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186692357536153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371479775151031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09041140044724226 anxiety,-spar10,2018/04/17,"“this crippling anxiety” I feel like every post that I read on this page is a situation I’m currently in or a situation I have gone thru at least one time. Honestly I felt like I was the only one with this crippling anxiety. Is there any treatments other then medication, therapy, or meditation? I need something to work for me so any suggestion is helpful. This is my first time posting so forgive me if I screw it up by not following the rules. Thanks everyone. 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Nothing is ever good. When I look at myself in the mirror my skin is bad, teeth, face, chest, legs, body, what have you. Everywhere there's a flaw. But people I talk to say there's nothing wrong with me at all. Some even say I look cute. But I don't see that at all. What I see is the ugliest person in the world. I had a boyfriend before and some girls seemed interested but I was so insecure. I'm in therapy at the moment for body dysmorphic disorder but I'm not sure it's helping. To me it's the source of all my problems. I can't go outside and do stuff I want to because of social anxiety. I hate being in public, thinking that people will ""see"" how ugly I am. Even when I get invited to do something I have to literally force myself and every moment during I want to leave. Sometimes people try to talk to me and get to know me and I try to force myself to talk. I can talk about them and asking them questions no problem and be interested but when it's about me it's a bit like pulling teeth sometimes to talk about myself. I just have this thing on loop where I have no worth, I'm useless and not interesting. And they say that ""oh I like your dress sense"" or ""I think you're interesting"" but it just washes off me. I think it's all lies. Eye contact is a big issue too. and I know it's a big thing on how people talk but I can't just see them ""seeing"" me. How ugly I am. How ashamed I am of my looks, my failings. If I look at instagram and see people I like or just meet someone in person I never measure up to them. They're always prettier, smarter, more interesting, dress better, better in every way. So I try to mirror them. Like, I find out what music they like and I listen to it, emulate their dress sense. But I lose ""me"" in the process. So they lose interest because it's just a clone. but even if I'm just myself, I can't tell them about me because I'm not worth shit. Thank you for reading my wall of text. I hope I can read some advice. 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So I broke up with my friend tonight. She said that my anxiety has caused me to forget things she's said and to gloss over things conversations we've had. I honestly can't remember what she was talking about but I'm fairly convinced that it wasn't as bad as she said. I'm scared to think about trying to find another relationship because it'll might be the same thing...does anyone else have memory issues or appear to be ""in their own head?""",3.9009216589861744,5.301927817204302,4.563471582181262,86.00806451612905,71.90322580645163,8.325038402457759,24.038402457757297,8.841846274778883,1.4900273425499235,369,10,77,7,7,118,67,93,0.11,0.7709999999999999,0.119,0.4269,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,1,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,10,1,1,1,0,13,17,6,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,7,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,4,0,0,6,3,11,3,15,7,2,6,0,2,0,0,13,4,0,3,1,49,18,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19881369504163734,0.1450446217036716,0.0,0.0,0.13257377100785453,0.19426913366509616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15830932538084733,0.11557930913664455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19477295945957832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1583877166540081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17329232791403665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14648564167104436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1945858298655938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19789469665943066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2011372195462377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20356104502806235,0.21478152877643755,0.0,0.5410633089260822,0.0,0.18982416880498348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523944965423148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3778884174378178,0.12148897970266713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12872696666532413,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nixon12231,2018/04/17,"Medication help Hi I been trying to get my anxiety under control I’ve had bad experience with medication so I decided to stop taking for a year I was getting better but my add was getting really bad and I almost had to drop out of school started taking adderall and my anxiety just became so bad I scared of everything of problems people so I decided to start anxiety medication again every single one that I’ve tried has given me really bad side effects that I can’t just ride out any one has any advice on what to do or what to take I was given Gabapentin but everything I read about it it’s bad ",2.4884999999999984,4.857869516666668,5.026666666666667,76.83500000000002,78.83333333333334,8.333333333333334,25.833333333333336,9.075114841892004,2.576083333333334,482,19,87,13,12,170,71,120,0.287,0.685,0.028,-0.9879,0,0,0,0,0,0,0.0,0,0,0,3,7,8,0,1,1,0,10,3,0,2,0,18,20,8,0,1,5,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,6,6,0,2,3,1,0,1,1,7,0,2,8,0,13,1,16,12,1,12,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,60,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1226946606805572,0.0,0.0,0.12572905709986326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17076865502054978,0.0,0.28815654294946397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5241819997941141,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110466044834372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14082493321585318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10578875128294077,0.0,0.2256884069423361,0.12282065378421872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967979596445548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08415945434573377,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794620131358605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701638602971285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08704670124646707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.120142867864024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1255928337649116,0.0,0.16087243623027558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1257063185306073,0.12707226529181873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1777424087030654,0.0,0.0,0.1049728255648798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2832139006069113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17049244231628402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08085578649766709 anxiety,BankrollDinero,2018/04/17,"Rant (Sort of I Guess) Would Like Some Advice I’ve been suffering with anxiety for about 3 years now (I’m 17) and I feel as though the reason why I have anxiety is because of a incident that happened 3 years ago in which I got in some serious trouble with the law (not going into details) and I’ve pretty much been reminiscing about it every single day of my life since. The first couple months after this incident I was crying everyday over it but now it got much better but it’s a thought that is always in my mind. About 2 years later I experience my first ever panic attack and it was because I thought I was going to die of a heart attack. Went to the hospital and everything and the doctors said I was fine. Same exact thing happens a week later. Fast forward now to today, I’m laying in bed right now just thinking, Do any of u (whoever is reading) feel like some days you feel like motivated and passionate about something you want to do and then a week later you just practically give up on it? For example, I love music and I tried making my own music but after about a week I practically just stopped doing it. Then after about a month I would go back to it and it’s just a ongoing cycle of me feeling motivated and trying to do something I enjoy but then giving up on it really quickly. I was just wondering does anyone feel like this? Sorry for going all over the place I just needed to talk...I have no one else to talk to. If you would give me some or any kind of reply/advice I’d appreciate it.",3.031278688524587,4.695788914754097,4.99160655737705,81.00478688524592,74.60655737704917,7.765245901639344,24.65901639344262,8.488131031819089,1.7106104918032794,1189,38,230,22,25,409,152,305,0.111,0.728,0.161,0.965,0,0,2,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,5,20,16,2,1,14,0,19,5,1,4,3,57,48,21,1,6,13,0,5,4,0,3,2,1,1,0,17,13,0,1,12,1,0,6,2,6,0,3,13,6,26,10,42,32,10,52,0,1,0,2,10,14,0,9,38,166,43,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1802487980342405,0.08175479751133262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0767413097296996,0.0,0.0,0.1254367738524405,0.0,0.1411087497593488,0.0,0.0,0.06448815150147345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20984594554954664,0.0,0.07091784749215703,0.0,0.1124429959467318,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08156841085381919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1020488276583353,0.10130842499406822,0.11895920988869176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0957183843380497,0.0,0.0,0.09439954342105364,0.08070958147265911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07704488595222182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08342575129304666,0.07770629609522585,0.0,0.08288882306690501,0.09021694626151386,0.0,0.0,0.2331669248504465,0.19766368570419574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15689864040565715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26542128444006696,0.20966180725608727,0.0,0.1475267470727138,0.0,0.10159983842026897,0.0,0.16311431092404155,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10929094520386444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09604155178397954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06514355532551575,0.18023229833438106,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323961541498194,0.0,0.061563087060734135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931242623913352,0.0,0.14723145201584042,0.0,0.13559678222049176,0.06838609433073473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06249626332004728,0.0,0.0,0.10821000433439168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09635891341437043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0938293082749912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09225322928590488,0.0,0.05908379204626259,0.0948260231909635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07876243951237155,0.08773020578820853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07629217883677859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200365777205215,0.0,0.10324199855140212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710696426957853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14825918137954022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06127236513708844,0.059096152046250974,0.09061380799483897,0.1464378903617692,0.0,0.0,0.08742161694496929,0.0,0.0,0.1252338839806664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054398623791415864,0.0,0.22193986763227888,0.0,0.0,0.08549653121802528,0.0832216693929799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10001762571131302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19654895269278227,0.0,0.0,0.17817594811557055 anxiety,fluorescent_essays,2018/04/17,"Does it stop? Can it be cured without pills or am I crazy to think so? I keep having existential crises and I am so exhausted from being so nervous/negative. I just want to feel normal. Needed to get it off my chest. Thank you for reading if you do, I’m sorry if it’s so negative. I’ve had a really bad rough patch and I’m ready to see the light at the end of this stupid tunnel. 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I’ve been on .5 Xanax for over ten years. I take maybe 30/year, whenever i fly or am out of town or feel like I’m far away from a hospital. I live in a big city and the doctor’s and PAs in my doctor’s office are constantly changing, and now I’ve moved and switched doctors, and every time i feel like my doctors are suspicious and the last couple of times I’ve had difficulty getting my prescription. Once my doctor was flat out rude to me. I have a friend who is a pharmacist and says there is a database that keeps track of my prescriptions that the doctors have access to, so I know they can see that I’m not some kind of addict. Is there something going on that is making it hard to get prescriptions? I’m starting to panic a little bit. I couldn’t get a refill filled despite having only gotten ten pills this year and now have to go into the office tomorrow morning. I have flights booked for a vacation this weekend and I just don’t understand why it’s so difficult to get the prescription.",4.0397857142857125,5.54832891904762,5.037321428571428,82.32455357142858,71.71428571428571,8.29761904761905,27.410714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.124071428571429,843,30,162,16,16,276,120,210,0.094,0.865,0.041,-0.8556,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,1,13,0,19,10,0,1,0,24,39,13,0,1,4,0,3,2,1,0,10,1,0,0,9,12,0,1,4,2,0,4,3,3,0,2,4,5,16,4,22,34,2,28,0,0,1,0,4,13,0,3,13,101,25,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12098907562587415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07760267910833588,0.11371634921340268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1042732366601172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12116591736373705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11740648585785175,0.0,0.0,0.11993440881776718,0.0,0.0,0.12280182082705103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6815817143628375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09271299335277113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09350891008927996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11223381428405953,0.1585741588796425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08574605789785697,0.0,0.2899231170766253,0.0,0.1261496691326015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09941997444498964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09864778767720736,0.0,0.11557288510570032,0.06099397135595218,0.09046687286232287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10844247266322453,0.11123524753078327,0.09800101367646603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07408276371487463,0.0,0.11149846854234992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11795855838287095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11819446855640545,0.0,0.08440842645719092,0.0,0.13021595513528655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08825902895563427,0.0,0.0,0.08843997663719821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08544099985594038,0.0,0.0,0.0785551332864025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08344624813355593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12943146892594454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553838580659485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014590826992266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144104088038591 anxiety,ihatepeople56,2018/04/17,"I can't make connections anymore because of fear. I don't know where else to post this. I'm not sure if i have anxiety or not. I'm too scared to make new friends or reconnect with old ones. Mostly because of my sexual orientation. I'm so scared. I'm scared if I'll have to deal with the shit that I overthink in my head and what I see on the internet in real life. I feel like everyone is against me. I'm too scared if I meet new people and make new friends that they're going to give me shit for my sexuality. I feel like ill be called a bigot for having dating preferences or they'll show subtle signs of lesbophobia and then I'll just end up alone. I'm scared of dealing with assumptions. I'm half out of the closet. I have this huge irrational fear of someone spreading a rumour that I'm having sex with a dude on the DL or that I'm not actually a lesbian and even though I am, I feel like no one will believe me. I'm super femme. I feel like people will make assumptions and rumours about my sexuality and then when I tell others that it's not true, no one will believe me. It's a stupid but real fear. Like I'm scared no one will believe me and I'll have to constantly prove and defend myself. I'm tired. What do I do in this situation? What if NO ONE believes me? I'm sick of caring about what others think of me and being scared of what people say. I want to be a boss ass bitch and shut that shit down. But I cant. I genuinely can't make any connections anymore because I'm fucking scared. I don't like people either. 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Please help. So my girlfriend of 9.5 months was supposed to get her period four days ago. She got it, but it was super light, like light bleeding with a little bit of brown discharge. Now the past 2 days she’s been complaining about stomach pain and has been going to the bathroom constantly, not puking though. She has been more tired lately, but she’s always been a napper. Having said all this, she’s on the pill, aubra I believe, we use condoms, and I pull out before finishing. She is slightly heavier as well, around 275 pounds I’d say, not sure if that matters or not. Any help is appreciated, thank you. 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And I blew my one opportunity to be treasurer of the club I was part of. I had to give a 1-2 minute speech and just changed my mind running last minute because anxiety got the best of me. I think I might be able to do a better job than the person who is now treasurer (who ran unopposed) and she wasn't the most confident person, but at least she had the guts to go up there unlike me. What should I do now? I feel really mad at myself for letting this opportunity slip like that due to my anxiety ",3.817841726618706,4.91320132374101,5.536035971223022,80.12937769784178,71.73381294964028,9.301007194244605,28.288489208633088,9.642632912329526,2.5136843165467626,540,20,111,13,10,185,90,139,0.07200000000000001,0.794,0.134,0.6847,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,4,6,9,1,0,8,0,12,1,1,0,0,16,20,6,0,1,3,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,2,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,4,1,1,0,3,6,3,17,8,18,9,4,19,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,3,11,79,22,5,0.1916219726037177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606190247359177,0.0,0.293180569098881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14734546881378452,0.0,0.11681097592837937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2010954381113766,0.16947406277355725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.202710638847899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18744305858015325,0.0,0.0,0.19377965388899893,0.13689477551597648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1838212569048228,0.10890318296078434,0.0,0.15325759649152926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901552400537629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3123949662320415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19594644977315231,0.0,0.18723363322894274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2032806311633126,0.19348356704575184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129848007851909,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20750792290491415,0.0,0.0,0.3346338305470546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275794241097772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12278362268833005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1233982677836385 anxiety,imaketoast,2018/04/17,"WW3 anxiety I know this isn’t the first post like this on here, but I don’t know where else to vent about this. I’ve always had bad anxiety about the world ending but it seems like we’re actually headed towards War with Russia/Syria/China right now because it’s eveywhere. Ive never seen the words World War 3 thrown around this much. I’ve been having all kinds of panic attacks over this. It’s such a helpless feeling and I have no idea what to do.",1.9182795698924764,4.033400182795695,3.0313978494623655,91.73376344086022,79.43010752688173,5.423655913978496,20.010752688172047,6.42735559955562,0.09499139784946298,359,9,75,3,9,115,68,93,0.318,0.619,0.063,-0.9837,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,1,4,0,8,1,1,0,2,13,13,3,2,0,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,5,0,0,0,4,6,0,1,3,2,4,3,10,10,2,13,0,1,1,0,0,8,0,1,6,46,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.21731598532610769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18529819487489396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407186651303821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19824374755024773,0.0,0.2533451347722944,0.0,0.0,0.18593913165443568,0.13575142415891614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18603120459597425,0.0,0.19723966430408246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11260013786967435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18942232643601747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285469927335282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25139299130686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.231900214385678,0.2447722062271434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21759284313197824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16370478341326314,0.0,0.17175436562923493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2612819424269905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21327808195578324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1901783787244544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2027311019839393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Steve4964,2018/04/17,"Escitalopram Hello. I have ADD and anxiety and my doctor recently gave me Escitalopram in order for me to deal with my anxiety (really, my ADD symptoms cause my anxiety but my Vyvanse does nothing to get rid of my Anxiety). I have been taking 10mg for about two weeks and have felt no effect at all. I am still ruminating over hypothetical situations and just want it to end. For anybody taking Escitalopram/Lexapro, how long did it take until you finally felt an effect?",5.194285714285716,7.297964586206902,7.567487684729063,62.944137931034476,69.80459770114942,10.948440065681446,31.968801313628894,10.914260884657429,4.298459441707719,377,17,62,13,7,135,60,87,0.08,0.903,0.017,-0.5267,0,0,0,0,0,1,10.0,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,0,1,0,6,2,0,4,1,17,14,7,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,7,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,5,2,12,0,13,9,1,11,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,7,45,14,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380475436785069,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18062909051933285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18127626687713275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17997268967619573,0.15387278300156407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1557359894770873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3376548153316205,0.19261663183113228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09186556871473216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560681321731815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16871665901086266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11264322459067473,0.0,0.1736140325664122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19764383866108293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042058849614744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18275797827755047,0.3966139602386587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17176344750227288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10371095329091506,0.0,0.14104275464554025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Dilata,2018/04/17,"University blue's I feel like I'm full of dread most times, lately, it's been kind of consuming me, I constantly feel like I have this weight on my chest, I'm constantly in the brink of tears. I feel like I used to do a better job of controlling my anxiety but now with life's troubles, I feel like I'm drowning in it. University is just sucking me dry and I realize the only time I am at peace is when I'm drawing, that peace is immediately broken with another worthless due date that's not even a part of my major, the courses I've been dreaming to take have been filled up and I'm just playing this waiting game of whether I can get into them or not. Today I really just want to lie down and completely just disappear,to not remember anything that has happen or will happen. 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I’m dealing with it amazingly well. I have an excellent A1C of 5.9. The only issue is I now have muscle twitches in my fingers and sometimes other places. I’m worried that I’ve developed a neurological disorder like MS. I hope I’m not offending anyone suffering from this condition but I need someone to put my mind at ease. I’m on Zoloft and buspar and they tend to help. My doctor told me essentially to calm down because the odds of me developing type 1 AND MS in the same year is next to impossible. He said the twitching is due to stress. Does anyone else have this issue? I’m definitely suffering from a PTSD like stress from my diagnosis earlier. I was in the military for years and felt invincible. I am now 25 so I’m starting to realize I’m mortal. Hope someone can shed some light on this. Thanks for the help guys. I also have no other symptoms. I have zero weakness, no numbness, no shaking. Just random twitches that don’t correlate to anything else. I am lifting more than I ever have in my life. I may have developed eye floaters on the last year as well but then again, I may have just noticed them. Still 20/20 eyes. 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Like, ""Things are just weird right now. I'll have everything together soon."" It's hard to describe, so I'll just put it in an example. My hobbies include drawing, writing, and guitar. A while ago, I decided I'd practice one for an hour each day, alternating every day. Not bad, right? A solid, simple plan. Today, I hardly look at my guitar, and spend a few minutes scribbling on notebook paper before deciding I just don't feel like drawing. I keep telling myself, ""It's just a weird time, what with all my pending homework. Once I get caught up, I'll start practicing."" or, usually, ""Things are just strange right now. Once this time passes, I'll start."" I feel like I'm just stumbling through days, and have no control. I can't keep a plan because I always use the excuse of ""Things aren't right. Once [x happens], I'll be ready."" Right now, I'm waiting until summer break to start my routine. I know that, once summer comes, I'll just make more excuses. Does anyone else feel that way? How do you get over the feeling of ""It's not my fault, things just aren't right?"" 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I can't stop thinking about rejection from my dream job opportunity. I have always loved animals. When I was in pre-school I wanted to be a vet, but I dont think anybody really took it seriously. Not even me. I didn't get the grades for it in High School so for a few years I was a bit lost on what I wanted to do with my life...I have this insane passion and drive to want to help and protect animals and knew that deep down, I wouldn't be happy unless that's what I was doing in my life. After debating going to Vet School or not I finally decided that I would try my best, follow my dreams and not let anxiety hold me back. My first massive step was reaching out to my family vet and asking if I could come in for work experience - they said yes! I was super excited and they seemed to be too. I went in last Tuesday and had a blast. I was lucky enough to see a surgery, ultra sound, dental and even a euthanasia all in one day. After the entire 10hr shift I felt like I could still stay back and help some more. It felt incredible being able to help these animals and seeing other people show such love towards them. This is truly what I would love to be able to do. I left feeling great, I spoke to the Vet (who also owns the clinic) and I confirmed I'd love to be back, he was happy to have me back and said I could sit in on some consults, and since I was doing work experience by myself I was welcome to come as long as I want. He said Brooke (his partner) usually deals with that sort of stuff so to get in contact with her. I sent them an e-mail the following day thanking them and stating that I would love to come back, and hope to arrange another time soon. My problem is I can't shake the feeling they don't want me back. It's been six days and I still haven't heard back from them. I know they are busy, and I can think of a million logical reason as to why she wouldn't have replied back yet - but I can also think of one reason that scares me and it's holding me back from sending a follow up email. I can't bring myself to typing it without tearing up. I can't even talk about it to my boyfriend without my voice shaking. I would consider myself a good writer, I've always helped my friends and family with assignments and writing but I can't bring myself to write another e-mail to the vet without feeling pathetic. I was so, so excited and I feel like this is yet another blow. I can't bring myself to get too excited about things because I'm always let down, I didn't want to be this time but every day that passes that I don't get a reply the more anxious and worried I get. I'd love to be able to write a follow up email letting them know my study plans, the type of cases I'd be most interested in and asking if I could come in on a regular weekly basis but I am having incredible trouble writing it. Our own family dog needs to be brought in for a blood test and vaccine so I'd love to mention that too and maybe ask if I can shadow on that day? I had such a confidence boost yesterday when I remembered how enthusiastic vets are about others wanting to learn about animals and how to care for them, but I am now back in this deep pit of already accepting a negative outcome without any real reason. It's so hard to shake. I have been doing breathing exercises all day but I still can't type the e-mail without my hands shaking. I guess I'm looking for reassurance, or maybe somebody who has had a similar experience. I don't really know... Thank you for those who are reading. I really appreciate this sub. 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I was prescribed Celexa in Jan 2017. I took it for several months and eventually just kind of stopped taking it. I know, you’re not really supposed to do that but I kept forgetting to take it. My psychiatrist was ok about it when I eventually saw him and told him. He did end up prescribing some other medication (irrelevant) I never ended up taking it. Instead I’ve been going to therapy regularly, breathing, meditation, bicycling, and some other natural activities to avoid meds. It seems like I’ve been on some kind of medication for something for most of my adult life, about 20 years or so. I hate pills... well most pills. The last several weeks I’ve noticed I’ve been feeling pretty low. And I can’t shake it. So, I’m tossing around the idea of seeing my psychiatrist again and asking if I should go back on Celexa. I really need to get out of this constant low/negative space/empty feeling. I need to see the silver linings again. I need to see the lights at the end of every tunnel again. I’m posting here to ask for personal experiences going back on Celexa. Tell me about how and why you went off of it, what prompted you to go back on and how you went about it. And do you think it really helps. Part of me feels like taking it in the first place exacerbated my anxiety and depression. Most all of it surrounds some stomach issues I have. I developed and was diagnosed with OCD as well. I should note that Celexa was specifically prescribed to me due to being easy on the stomach. I have some very bad stomach issues that I’ve dealt with for many years. What are the pros and cons to doing this? Is this the route I should explore with my doctor? (Just being medicated again doesn’t necessarily have to be Celexa this time)",3.756921906693712,5.800257838235292,4.947119675456388,80.47617647058824,73.55882352941177,8.336713995943205,25.841784989858013,9.035553425615538,2.1030699797160235,1395,48,268,31,29,460,168,340,0.079,0.823,0.098,0.6881,0,1,1,0,0,0,42.0,0,4,0,1,24,13,1,2,9,1,25,12,4,2,2,53,58,20,0,8,6,0,3,2,0,4,8,0,0,2,23,16,0,3,8,0,0,10,4,6,2,1,14,8,32,7,49,37,10,51,0,2,4,0,14,17,0,11,25,184,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07030183187339895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0818088354795406,0.1718247265474314,0.0,0.0,0.2826560138741025,0.0767311151988327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09930925084077012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07915174042629512,0.0932746860308592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09406164878975344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441834475965393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07742815343354276,0.0,0.0,0.08989402285861034,0.0,0.0,0.13939939495371387,0.0656520554704633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816851795352686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04801298950336804,0.0,0.2611391772148752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09073039566246703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061597391640783226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10374182349090076,0.0,0.191835581764786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19139555946438644,0.050504818932877185,0.07490925630454731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06491037985865866,0.0897935865583734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931702983387149,0.0,0.0,0.10207812574894563,0.2777331485528399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07335222517204862,0.0,0.0,0.2044239374659696,0.07087751726996337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10462665087713176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09951673914337307,0.0,0.0,0.08024191837330152,0.0960140053953198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0880130230270702,0.0934934547488431,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766169208626565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2196927781807916,0.08366062271187795,0.0,0.20763749950454813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07074768425858784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07683096686198157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2763838824672244,0.0,0.08032303214356694,0.0,0.10509354152458147,0.0,0.0,0.058884622712704685,0.0,0.0,0.053586549268719134,0.0,0.0,0.08781261885955342,0.10210222407488027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07582559665723403,0.0,0.0,0.07371515131366574,0.0,0.16525494359768642,0.17038100822802313,0.0829237849512056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11835878894509075 anxiety,renegadeheartache,2018/04/17,"Any advice on Going to an interview ? I have a Generalised Anxiety Disorder and I will be going to my new school soon to have a second interview with the principal. My dad thinks that they are going to accept me but then I am still nervous as hell about going to meet the principal and my biggest fear at the moment is that I might freak out in front of the principal or she might ask a difficult question and I freeze. I really want to get into this school and I don't want to blow my chances. Any advice on how I can keep my cool during this interview ? Thanks :) ",3.35432645034415,4.9458183362831925,4.865958702064899,82.53889872173059,73.60176991150442,8.916027531956734,24.944936086529,9.444778638647367,2.168271189773844,444,14,88,11,9,149,72,113,0.183,0.665,0.152,-0.7981,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,4,8,1,2,8,1,11,0,0,1,0,18,22,9,0,2,2,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,0,0,5,1,5,0,1,0,2,16,3,17,18,0,17,1,0,0,0,9,7,1,4,5,67,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3543272203830336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24657952728487784,0.0,0.13869349371322096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16949040299616525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20778474296469365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2040121541433729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09472141877938757,0.0,0.4121463565677741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611471776112851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3846598842061677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510002581952638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.203096745563675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11614499532731724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36696920875677896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14478588174307602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669160677411182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1161692922129974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387008813244052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anantalope,2018/04/17,"Imposter syndrome and Anxiety In my old position I had to deal with a lot of numbers and meetings with directors, and my anxiety of making a mistake plus being one-on-one with directors only added to my anxiety. I always felt like I was missing information and that my financial numbers were all wrong. Fast forward to my performance review and my boss told me that while my directors thought I could improve on my communication skills, my numbers were fine. Which honestly would have helped SO MUCH with my anxiety going into those meetings. //end of rant. Anyone else wanna share their job-related anxiety stories?",7.961218872870248,9.270889027522935,8.128728702490172,64.51807339449542,62.39449541284404,11.733158584534733,41.25950196592397,11.491704259439757,5.533130013106161,500,28,73,15,7,163,72,109,0.159,0.735,0.106,-0.4939,1,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,0,1,2,1,7,0,0,2,0,8,0,0,2,1,22,14,8,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,11,0,0,3,0,0,2,0,3,0,0,7,1,16,4,15,4,3,9,0,1,0,0,8,4,0,1,6,55,20,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178314501333304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6977314403028889,0.0,0.0,0.12754818083593128,0.18690480328938772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14564281656664832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18806092846915856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15238357461204574,0.0,0.16156475021065592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17514614341762197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10367013739600127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12226832685049036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18101784839513765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911831571069262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15508194557460125,0.0,0.0,0.12176282896031353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13409535315207868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19141291376137606,0.0,0.1236085158268684,0.13873414378913787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448164204293284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17430449079614455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12958174371302453,0.1994411837195671,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ggarcialuis16,2018/04/17,"Advice So, lately I’ve been feeling off. I don’t know how to put it. I’ve had head pressure that makes me think I might have a tumor or something. Then that makes me dizzy. It sucks because sometimes you don’t know if it’s your anxiety or real symptoms. Has anyone else experienced this? What has helped you. I’m thinking about going to the dr but I hate going to the dr. I’m scared something bad will show up. Idk if I’m ready for that. My rational self tells me it’s prob something not that big of a deal. Low vitamin D or calcium or something. My anxiety tells me brain tumor. Any insight would help. ",-0.16248726655348025,2.1418657903225835,1.8004244482173206,93.77853140916812,96.741935483871,4.546010186757216,20.235993208828518,6.339386263674448,0.31990967741935483,474,17,99,6,19,156,81,124,0.232,0.688,0.08,-0.9549,0,0,4,0,0,0,15.0,0,3,0,0,3,6,2,2,4,0,10,6,2,3,0,20,24,10,0,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,4,0,0,1,10,0,0,0,6,1,0,3,3,6,0,0,2,2,12,0,8,19,0,9,0,1,0,0,9,4,1,7,2,55,22,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15210320217757112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584999834592887,0.0,0.23814963459110935,0.0,0.0,0.10883683500650186,0.15948582805501882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1299645155710709,0.09488518055298567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17376124459311784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047234941983105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13002887112193204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07870329521956179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1769234114500428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15367601382161986,0.1597458207508493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20866307349479804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1710866396143787,0.0,0.1755843935150013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20780039101498946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1651242037621713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15647517432502014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17716822981465974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583672081900965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16238097797155868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4793199467317176,0.1539456998802721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178401428188569,0.0,0.0,0.27209676112975456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19947348466423345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1105720737678782,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,innocentgurl,2018/04/17,"will my therapist think i'm immature if i bring a stuffed animal to my therapy session? In a week I'll be going to my first therapy session in 3 years. I have severe anxiety and depression, and holding/being around stuffed animals makes me feel better. Will my therapist think i'm dumb or immature for bringing a small stuffed animal to the session? Thoughts/advice?",5.872352941176473,7.6183062352941215,7.066941176470588,68.61923529411766,67.52941176470588,11.910588235294115,40.07058823529412,11.602472056035307,5.702155294117647,296,18,47,11,5,100,44,68,0.177,0.779,0.043,-0.8377,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,2,1,3,1,0,4,0,4,0,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,0,3,0,2,0,1,0,1,7,1,7,10,0,10,0,1,0,0,0,4,1,2,3,27,7,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21739680635118905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701902696741653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19804701244578374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1967581721725924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1916145808631176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11248839462349286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18923434562128966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12643581485251704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14850161179528562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25132973845393985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5088316391325598,0.5166136667254615,0.0,0.2851018117759374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17845340792451986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326450443814528 anxiety,musician1023,2018/04/17,"i dont know how to go about this.. I work with a union, and I have been touring for years... now that I am home and can commit to the union full time, its getting to the busy season and NOTHING. not a peep... I am now getting really anxious and I feel like they dont want me to work with them because I am not getting calls. I used to be on the list and I dropped off of it because I was touring... I want to call them and be like whats up? why am I not getting calls? but I lost my seniority and I feel like they just dont care? like they are posting on a bunch of sites being like yo I need people but.... I am home and have been working with them for years and I'm being ignored? whats up? like I dont know what to do about this...",-0.6854529050884146,1.0255395092024528,1.6144424395525083,100.56551786358715,86.4233128834356,4.326091663659329,18.790689281847712,5.0885558068054335,-0.7096384698664742,552,15,143,2,17,186,76,163,0.085,0.792,0.123,0.7814,0,0,0,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,6,4,6,9,0,0,6,0,21,0,0,2,1,29,37,12,0,3,6,0,2,6,0,0,0,0,2,0,8,12,0,1,4,0,0,1,7,2,0,0,4,2,25,7,21,29,2,17,0,1,0,0,9,7,0,0,13,101,33,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13413486934230584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1447574745924152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3637200222266426,0.0,0.12105654538990936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5566183244657052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12007028064538555,0.16964623256583794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481330622507022,0.0,0.06747888892797473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2381984263403769,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13050546851860748,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480426521083381,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296114579403515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08803926139824247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1139278345488522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08231474266089597,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11371371137031848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07606361297961298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06923436086271335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254747699857694,0.0,0.0,0.14006399127036265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10713836456651983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2593178399538887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1529207462866364 anxiety,hatrix22,2018/04/17,"All-of-a-sudden anxiety related to being gay So... I’m 21 and male and gay. I just wanted some advice as to why I’m feeling anxious about being gay all of a sudden. I always knew I was gay, at first it was something that devastated me and landed me in “depression”. I put quotations around depression because even though I felt depressed, when I was at school I felt fine - it’s just when I was alone I’d get depressed. I was in a permanent state of anxiety, it was suffocating. I just didn’t speak to anyone about how I was feeling. Eventually as years progressed, I made close friends with a big group of girls who made me feel okay about being gay. I accepted myself and began to love who I was. The depression and anxiety vanished. I start wearing makeup (just foundation really, nothing too OTT although I look very striking with it on) when I was around 17. I never felt self conscious about wearing it and always felt like it boosted my confidence when I wore it compared to when I didn’t. So I wore it and felt amazing lol. Anyway, as of around a year and a bit ago when I turned 20, I realised I put on a lot of weight and looked in the mirror one day while wearing makeup and thought “wait, you don’t look pretty/handsome” anymore. That’s when my anxiety around wearing makeup kicked in and I became self conscious of myself being a “gay person” even though I experience virtually no abuse whatsoever when I wear it day-to-day (just double takes and sometimes staring, which I accept as normal if I’m a boy wearing makeup). I started going gym to tone and slim down, hoping this anxiety was induced due to my weight gain. When the weight faded and I looked like “me” again, the anxiety did not fade. The problem comes from the fact that before I welcomed these stares and double takes and saw it as an affirmation of how pretty I looked (I know some of you might be thinking I’m weird but that’s how I felt lol). Now, not so much... there are days where I literally can’t even look people in the eye and I feel so shy about wearing it and I never used to think of myself as a “gay person” - just as a human. What’s happening, am I becoming ill or something, or is this just part and parcel of growing older and becoming more hyper aware of oneself in society? I hope it’s not a result of the latter because that suggests that with time I’ll succumb and not wear foundation anymore - something that has become central to my identity and my look. Help please?",5.216451612903229,5.823546942148763,6.077957877899227,79.29492801919491,68.21487603305785,8.724500133297786,30.69554785390563,8.748949900417786,2.411551799520128,1936,73,367,30,31,639,218,484,0.08199999999999999,0.8140000000000001,0.104,0.8278,0,1,3,0,1,0,56.0,0,2,0,3,43,19,0,0,20,3,25,21,9,8,4,87,72,53,0,6,15,0,13,2,1,1,1,1,0,8,26,31,3,1,20,1,0,5,11,7,0,2,27,25,54,12,52,39,10,54,0,5,11,8,19,19,0,9,31,257,80,1,0.0,0.07698898715772715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349631241124118,0.0575995870209489,0.0,0.0,0.06729820819929758,0.0,0.0,0.10813476107661324,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2982505966107099,0.07340729543803444,0.12888257421053007,0.045434531150473016,0.0,0.0,0.2313788355116133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07922067361285072,0.21529119617846534,0.055291982258422336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07093977566358281,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055973289608122825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16762322384755998,0.0,0.2798297613760461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287532098163858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06356151571697084,0.0,0.0,0.1314204816075159,0.0,0.3743377376379526,0.0,0.0,0.05527074353197127,0.0,0.0,0.05020228661373582,0.0,0.03394862405631872,0.0,0.03692882215977116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057460340141684614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043553769787988056,0.0,0.0,0.1290767749536721,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03571052602055577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06349050005571708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3819594698387332,0.0,0.0,0.05524246164003501,0.05864570175249913,0.1229685994119224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0689320006327016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047766729874092265,0.0,0.1002309671916777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06366520819975878,0.0623486961321055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04403116474098307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07036546566741311,0.0,0.04504796301693922,0.1134735724057314,0.0,0.07132696372292792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06610657198865467,0.0,0.062175721661907685,0.0,0.13064283212059805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04162693964258926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06576178792963587,0.0,0.0,0.1355736520903482,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15007104705997035,0.06426547313943619,0.0,0.09198434103925747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09771160490274602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0832712955327036,0.12768224196689607,0.05158573114860748,0.0378895301962302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067803159549894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05612062677937354,0.0,0.05361413028826127,0.03832604764826411,0.0,0.0,0.2373792006301931,0.0,0.0,0.05863305804855205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08368814504616907 anxiety,proximuse,2018/04/18,"i've resorted to melatonin supplements because sleep is the only time i feel safe and not in pain. i'm always in pain. any kind of pain (tooth pain specifically, i'm seeing a dentist tomorrow) sends me into a pre-panic and i have to focus all of my energy and all of my willpower into preventing a panic attack instead of actually productive things like my course work. they might end up becoming a crutch. i don't care. it's a hormone. all i know is that being awake is too exhausting",3.508125,5.375490229166669,5.560833333333335,76.56750000000002,73.79166666666666,8.966666666666667,27.625,9.516144504307137,2.7892125,386,15,70,10,8,134,67,96,0.126,0.69,0.183,0.6888,1,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,1,1,2,11,1,1,6,0,7,8,2,0,3,14,13,3,0,0,1,0,1,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,3,5,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,7,0,0,0,2,9,4,11,11,3,9,0,0,1,0,2,5,0,1,4,45,12,1,0.0,0.0,0.17028379619721765,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14519539372328927,0.0,0.0,0.11866387106914175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19851540710355306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10637168641906533,0.1927181089168484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17791121213530062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15455245387477254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08823087220208617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1817116618700843,0.09589892896599267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08525036779567167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18511362807576848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13271275034232444,0.7427079888647722,0.20473450661020326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390514316208247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746229126806602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11592798209689252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10175054164006304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12703581643301998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,upset_throwa,2018/04/18,Does anyone else think all of the embarrassing/bad things you’ve done will one day be found out? Every day I go over everything I’ve ever done that’s embarrassing/wrong and and think about what people would think of me if they found out. I think of how things could be so much worse and think of what could have happened. How I could have died. The thoughts are almost physically painful and I just want to bang my head against a wall until I can’t think anymore. ,6.7635869565217375,6.3023299239130495,5.822956521739132,86.08726086956526,64.97826086956522,9.099130434782607,28.18260869565217,8.238735603445708,1.4681104347826084,371,9,80,4,5,111,62,92,0.11,0.875,0.015,-0.8519,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,0,6,1,0,0,3,0,13,2,1,2,2,27,25,9,1,6,2,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,5,6,0,0,9,0,0,1,1,1,0,1,5,0,8,0,11,13,2,9,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,2,4,53,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1408671250829251,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951321877113684,0.0983642315183069,0.14413962803820582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1174589439139214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369560498750213,0.0,0.0,0.18144932038343173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14599992554246305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310689286141036,0.2879216616674136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11751710698255542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12724988581182134,0.11852596053038145,0.0,0.1264309054082087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3084888913019873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07994965768639375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12439970343478465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14437460346471664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10341336329952908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09532599045115664,0.0,0.1496896411211984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0975273245133994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18691833987150636,0.5408386607191568,0.0,0.11168137258724488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08297460386616676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14336130161936578,0.09993250045274776,0.15380759365679778,0.0,0.0 anxiety,maddie_ash,2018/04/18,"Starting to have physical symptoms, don't know what to do I'm not sure if I have anxiety because I never been to a therapist or something like that...But I think I do, so I will write as I already know that I do, I hope that it's okay So, for some months now, I've been experiencing some symptoms in my mind. They started gettin' a lot worse when I started to long distance dating. My ex-partner was patient, but we fought sometimes, because of my ""paranoias"". So, I got a little better over time, I stopped arguing over bs that my mind made, I started to get a little more ""lucid""...But then he broke up with me. And now I'm a wreck again. More than ever. And now, I started gettin' physical symptoms, which don't appeared before. Ok, I got the crying thing, which evolved to a stage where in a day I get easily more crying time than not crying time...But it was all. But for example, last night I stalked his Twitter account and that made me feel terribly. I started to shake, my vision was kind...IDK, strange. And I got some trouble to breathe. And that makes me more anxious. I feel like I'm getting crazy, and I don't wanna feel that way. I know that somethings make me feel that way, like the example that I gave, but there are other things that I don't have control over, and I can't avoid. I'm trying to start therapy, but it depends on health insurance (I'm not from the US, though) and it isn't a fast thing. I'm afraid that I need medication, and that's okay, if it will make me feel better...But when will I get it? I don't wanna feel this way for much longer. I think that I have depression too, because I don't have pleasure in doing anything anymore other than staying in bed all day and watching tv shows...I don't have the will to study, and I'm trying to get a job, I send CVs and stuff, but it is SO difficult in my country right now. If you guys can give me some advice on how to deal with it for myself right now? Since idk when I will get professional help, or if it will be the way I need to... I started drinking chamomile tea yesterday, and I think that it helped me, but I can't drink it every second of my days. 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Recently my panic attacks have been getting worse. I have always gotten them to the point of hyperventilation, but never to the point of fainting, which has happened a few times now. My doctor believes I may have fibromyalgia, which may be a contributor. What helps your anxiety or calms your anxiety attacks? I’m desperate at this point. Thank you in advance 💜",6.425892857142856,8.256125875000006,6.5981547619047625,72.18375000000003,66.29166666666666,9.652380952380954,33.50595238095238,9.957137785484203,3.6503202380952384,428,19,69,10,7,137,65,96,0.275,0.618,0.107,-0.9138,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,3,1,1,2,12,4,3,6,0,11,4,0,0,1,10,17,4,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,9,0,0,3,1,11,3,11,11,1,11,0,2,0,1,6,5,0,3,5,50,15,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1060547061309985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2925135179660998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5800044374125589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14360076046908546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1097788086419971,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13045797461214986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06659119254526755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11271009298473475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543195933987636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09002687914384462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1150352135295489,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0983029477746552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4486311316762656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3614651144785466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14899079410855254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12584873345846145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2108680353548041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11734558190830753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432139212950747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10516564286228136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12988990479709736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MrReeRee,2018/04/18,"New Art Subreddit Hi everyone! This morning I created the sub reddit r/Manicart. For all you artists, writers, poets, photographers,song writers to post to... if you want to. I love seeing everyone's creativity, and I think a one stop subreddit would be sick. 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I zoom in and scrutinise every pixel, and if there's a flaw, I immediately delete it and take a new one. My friends probably couldn't care less and wouldn't even notice the flaws. But I do. I'm terrified of their judgement. What if they think I'm disgusting? Who wouldn't think that?",2.679875776397516,5.143068043478261,4.158633540372673,82.8039130434783,78.71014492753623,8.000828157349899,25.799171842650104,8.841846274778883,2.1973171842650108,281,11,55,7,7,93,48,69,0.21,0.745,0.045,-0.906,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,0,2,3,1,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,13,11,8,0,6,4,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,0,0,7,2,4,8,1,3,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,1,34,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3429025794706739,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2221374350810756,0.0,0.2833656960641172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2598414563679729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248217751618435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3829046985874797,0.0,0.0,0.2279004153716134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36261187883122337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2528722039827831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4310029714651564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tnnnnnv,2018/04/18,"Hey all I just left the doctor's office and I'm scared because he says I need a 48 hour heart monitor. I'll be getting that tomorrow morning. I've been dealing with anxiety for the last month or so, I've had multiple ekgs, my doctor also did a bunch of blood work and checked my thyroid etc. I'm very concerned that I'm having heart failure or something is very seriously wrong with me, he however thinks its nothing major. Help ease my mind, is it major? 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Although I’ve never been diagnosed with anxiety, I’m fairly sure I have it. I had a doctor’s appointment today (that I made my mom schedule for me because I was too embarrassed to do it on my own for some reason). I needed a routine tetanus booster/ two step ppd test and now I have to go back Friday to get my first ppd looked at. I was damn near in tears when my mom said I’m too old for her to go with me, so I got the courage and went to the doctor’s on my own. So I’m just losing my mind during the appointment and thinking “do I need an appointment for my next ppd? Or do I just walk in? How does insurance work? Do I need to pay for this doctor’s visit? Does the doctor think I’m an idiot for asking so many questions? The doctor just gave me a breast exam... are my boobs weird? Is the doctor going to think I’m stupid for coming in here multiple times in the same month when I’m 20 years old and not sick? How do I request my medical records???” I also had to get blood drawn at another facility after the tetanus/ppd appointment and it’s like how the heck do I obtain those records? I know the lab will send the records to my doctor, but how do I even get that information? I know I’ll end up figuring this out, but I’m giving myself hives because I’m thinking about it so much and it’s really bringing me down. How will I survive in life if I am struggling with this kind of stuff? Do any of you feel the same way? I can’t wait til all of this doctor shit is figured out... 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I very slowly (and what I thought to be successfully) tapered down from 10mg of Escitalopram to 5mg of Escitalopram. I thought things had been going well, I've been on 5mg since February, but today I had a wave of panic attacks at work and I haven't had one in years. Is this just part of a slow withdrawal process? Do I need to go back on a higher dose? I'd had to do so. The slow taper took so long (1mg per month) and I had thought it was going well. Also, it's important to know, work has been extremely stressful for the last few months. The new boss is making everyone very stressed out. Another important note - I accidentally skipped my dose Monday night, but remembered to take it last night.",2.4771428571428578,4.406120777070065,4.191214740673342,84.98753184713377,76.89808917197452,7.543039126478617,25.863967242948128,8.418075326091056,1.7130858962693356,610,23,128,12,14,205,96,157,0.153,0.7859999999999999,0.061,-0.9553,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,8,9,2,4,6,0,17,3,0,2,0,16,29,8,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,0,7,4,0,0,5,0,0,5,1,6,2,1,13,0,11,3,21,14,2,28,0,0,0,0,0,7,0,0,16,78,18,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10335874364249263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13552670212389284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2940741412256357,0.0,0.19876586172976685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350100476645752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29381609330207925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07103074665993467,0.21070703823823372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11437948848042355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08627334643599242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2063273736339063,0.0,0.0,0.09583497984400098,0.0,0.1248275150405858,0.0,0.24257902467389986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13562293815167792,0.0,0.08758108200529781,0.0,0.0,0.3032869090067325,0.0,0.1399618578161892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14641160542840054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10691441721641952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2961039017617346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971776255772242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0858659342279191,0.0,0.0,0.3078229369997288,0.0,0.0,0.12251100139353573,0.0,0.14359812320716195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21328454829851015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23241706991543806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18818664590074136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08323080183406642 anxiety,Soupfork69,2018/04/18,"How to get the right medicine? A little background of me is that I have serve anxiety and ADHD which I take medicine for. My anxiety is crippling and prevents me from functioning. When I get panic attacks I hyperventilate to the point where my limbs get tingly and I have no motor or verbal function. I cannot do anything expect slur random sounds and I spas out. I have been hospitalized during these attacks. During my attacks my parents will give me 1mg of their Ativan and hold me down before taking me to the hospital where they give me more Ativan . I am a minor so this might prevent me from easy getting benzodiazepines, but my psychiatrist already doesn’t want to give them. I’ve tried countless other medicine but they don’t calm my anxiety like benzodiazepines do. If you have any tips at all please respond i am in urgent need of help!",4.770783653846152,6.821345318750005,5.140000000000004,80.13269230769231,70.8125,7.423076923076922,29.18269230769231,8.139509932561175,2.128408653846154,681,27,120,10,13,216,102,160,0.08900000000000001,0.7809999999999999,0.13,0.8212,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,4,0,5,6,3,1,5,0,16,0,0,1,1,20,27,12,0,4,4,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,5,6,0,3,0,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,1,28,2,14,24,2,10,0,0,0,0,11,9,0,4,2,85,33,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17726268141477974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16276656172517312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10030298983643124,0.0,0.3385043091811336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12137742949612496,0.0,0.0,0.5033972517923531,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12550904823216474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3082442929382297,0.4244775687053689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09886410234786842,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07205956368622896,0.14783070150919184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1564709644829473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10936712598616403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17305590109836036,0.16377791760396562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16190736820239765,0.13943230124931655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12596159686305947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2217987135144338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10014075303679536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08699752778535083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unicornsandall,2018/04/18,"Could doubling my dosage of Cipralex make me feel less in love with my partner? A few months ago, January to be exact, I began doubling my dosage of Cipralex from 10 mg to 20 mg. I had began to have a lot of anxiety from external work-related factors and it wasn’t going to go away anytime soon. It’s now been ~4 months. I went through the initial transition phase of being extremely sleepy for the first couple of months, and I think my dreams got very peculiar. I’m not noticing really anything unusual now, my anxiety has definitely decreased, I’m in a good mood and feel fine which probably means it’s working. Around March, I started feeling more and more indifferent about my partner. I had less of an opinion whether he was away or not and how often I saw him. We got along fine, laughed and talked, generally a healthy dynamic. I just didn’t feel particularly excited by anything about him. I chalked it up to just relationship evolution stuff (we’ve been together for 4 years) being busy, stressful jobs... etc. But I still feel this way and I am wondering if the Cipralex might be causing this? Of course my relationship may also have run its course, that happens too. I just want to consider all options. 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I have a job interview Friday and I am soooo extremely anxious. I initially didn’t even want to apply for the job because I am so scared to fail. Any tips? Wish me luck guys. ,1.0684615384615377,3.623828153846155,3.185333333333337,86.11800000000002,87.97435897435898,7.222564102564102,23.18461538461539,8.238735603445708,1.8937753846153849,154,6,30,4,5,52,30,39,0.224,0.616,0.16,-0.5856,3,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,2,3,0,1,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,6,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,5,1,3,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,0,17,5,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17522034177625453,0.0,0.0,0.291086955768737,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706957039017488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1701846284135885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551278496391713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7670752245319287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579665933858547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.151976890988963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2963008603907287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thalonis,2018/04/18,"Never felt so anxious in my life before. I need help stopping it. So I'm a third year vet student and I just finished my finals today. I started out with straight As in my first semester but with each passing semester my grades have been dropping consistently to the point where I got 3Cs and a B last semester. Obviously I don't want to do bad, but I can't get the thought of my head that I'm destined to do worse this semester because of the trend. I even joked about it to my friends and told them I'm getting all Cs or I'm going to fail this semester. The worst part is I'm subconsciously fulfilling this future I don't want by procrastinating and being lazy. I just felt like the pressure got to me so hard that I gave up trying and I told myself I'll get whatever I get. But when my grades come back shitty, I think to myself why am I not as smart as the guy next to me, why do I keep putting so little effort, why do I not even care that I would rather get bad grades than get stressed out about it? Now this mindset coming back to bite me. I'm doing really bad right now and I'm failing one of the toughest classes yet. If I don't do well on my finals I might have to repeat this semester and it sucks to feel behind my friends and peers. It sucks that my parents have to fork out more money for me to continue my education because I'm a lazy ass. Two days ago on my first finals paper I was studying before the exam but I wanted to cry, my heart was pounding and my head was throbbing. I had to leave the study room to take a breather outside, away from my friends. I have been sleeping overnight in campus cramming everything, but I pretty much think I'm going to flunk all my classes based on how bad it went and I'm going to have to repeat this semester. I don't know, I can't shake this feeling off until I get back my results this Friday and it's killing me. I don't know who to turn to. 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Looking for title. I think I have a lot of the symptoms but I want to make sure for other things.,1.0223076923076917,3.6190070000000034,3.2834615384615375,83.09903846153847,94.3846153846154,5.676923076923077,21.884615384615387,7.1686216300943375,1.4318000000000008,106,4,18,2,4,36,23,26,0.055,0.768,0.17800000000000002,0.4678,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,1,1,0,1,1,6,5,1,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,4,5,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,14,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962902328784004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3252419127348162,0.0,0.0,0.3292761592453623,0.0,0.0,0.25853168471900057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3948126279220306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.365034035528248,0.4025622239554079,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573108098036357,0.24817189128048384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22844481208870254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rad_dynamic,2018/04/18,"Is this Anxiety? Or an urge to do well? Thought I would post this in here. Really curious. Recently (I'm 18 btw) I have noticed a funny feeling in my gut almost 24/7. I feel like I'm procrastinating for something, but I don't know what. I feel bad if I sit at home after college and don't do anything productive. I feel bad if I don't hit up a girl or if I have no plans for the weekend. I don't know if this is anxiety from wanting to succeed or just that I have an urge/desire to constantly improve my life.",0.5928940783986647,2.521040633027525,3.430508757297748,88.11672226855715,83.0366972477064,6.8994161801501255,25.505421184320262,8.00094639256281,1.5848275229357802,395,17,88,8,11,140,65,109,0.14400000000000002,0.7040000000000001,0.152,-0.4109,0,0,1,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,5,0,12,2,1,0,0,20,23,9,0,6,9,0,4,1,0,1,1,0,1,1,5,1,0,0,7,1,0,0,5,2,1,0,1,4,13,3,11,20,0,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,8,5,59,18,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213428365796999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32610218339885383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17539560221453532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.355925066732668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2303280203935449,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43107882917141066,0.15226686178032345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379624122088775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2342717293033569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15054669297434747,0.1041291665223994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24266067030930624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20412867070339646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1365425859319794,0.0,0.2104494881679666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16408515747274496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16920891107296876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12571516665357074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19163795767692887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15140814614539966,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sleepingbones,2018/04/18,Do any of you feel really anxious/self-aware when you are forced to walk through a group of people? It’s like if you were trying to get into the grocery store but 5 or so people are huddled at the door talking and staring at you as you walk up. Now I know they are probably not really staring at me but I can’t help but feel so self conscious and small. Sometimes I’ll even wait til they disperse. I’ve been trapped in my apartment for long periods of time waiting for people to get away from my door.,5.216185897435898,4.937437990384616,5.693076923076927,85.11858974358975,68.13461538461539,8.471794871794872,31.756410256410252,7.793537801064563,1.996883333333333,397,15,84,4,6,128,72,104,0.065,0.883,0.052000000000000005,-0.3182,0,1,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,5,2,0,5,1,0,0,3,0,7,0,0,0,0,15,14,12,0,1,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,2,1,1,3,0,2,4,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,2,4,12,1,19,12,0,17,0,0,2,0,11,9,0,2,7,55,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14891624101326922,0.0,0.0,0.24738894366744374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2057421400827248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14463648960320696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2214492028833464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2288196069379868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14677997651719366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12034756569245166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10698424215179199,0.0,0.0,0.19379344369937745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4554466113468791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23610117413766635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2805727840765233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.456894950013252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21658021071862146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17601058532259162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12769099849501395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14867537387266655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rebelsalsa,2018/04/18,"So afraid to be myself in front of my boyfriends parents In about a little more than a month, I will be on vacation, on a boat, with the loml and his parents. I’ve met his parents before, but this time I am nervous to see them because I’ll be in my bathing suit. Usually I don’t care how I look in front of strangers, and I’m pretty comfortable with my boyfriend, but I’m so afraid his parents will judge me for being curvy and overweight. I feel like I’m eating less and less and the date gets closer to spend my 21st birthday with people who love to workout and go carb free. For the most part I’m not concerned about my weight, I overall look pretty good for a chubby girl, and my boyfriend loves my belly, but I am so afraid of his family. Im new to reddit so I’m sorry if this is in the wrong place. 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I am unreasonably irritable and EVERYTHING is getting to me. I feel like a rubber band about to break and as a result I’m on the verge of lashing out at anyone and everything Edit : typos ",3.178066666666666,6.1672757400000044,5.596,69.78466666666668,81.6,8.133333333333335,30.333333333333336,8.841846274778883,3.470133333333335,217,11,34,6,6,76,39,50,0.168,0.784,0.048,-0.743,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,0,3,2,1,0,3,0,3,0,0,2,1,10,8,7,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,5,1,8,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,0,2,25,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2725159714642005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7005481663119383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3941295233899693,0.27843105065919244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4072471765556803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.190407767652858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,the_en,2018/04/18,"Tourette syndrome just makes it worse. In my case i guess the word i could use for this twitch is that i'm hardening or using my stomach muscles like 70&#37; of day, especially when i'm nervous, i don't really know anyone else with tourettes but everytime i have to speek to someone, it's even more harder than just being anxious, and for example when i have to make a presentation i can barely breath and speak because my tourettes is like 1000&#37; and people look at me so weird.",10.149193548387096,7.836961311827959,8.957069892473116,72.2556048387097,59.53763440860215,11.880645161290325,41.52956989247311,10.125756701596842,4.10003440860215,394,17,72,6,4,122,71,93,0.101,0.8440000000000001,0.055,-0.4756,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,0,6,4,0,1,2,0,8,3,2,4,0,16,17,8,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,2,10,2,10,15,1,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,2,6,46,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4767650169519427,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485505173399149,0.0,0.15383724676356125,0.2254279140359524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341170471749083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17566138352317315,0.0,0.0,0.141889299819881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1837914850425132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14531560620361406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24236761405449425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12091263768710905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21497313776311652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18475435730544876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29371894201285553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15252836174057255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409450834784768,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1864151395797269,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3800388159301751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22421064642241528,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ced2334,2018/04/18,Any book recommendations for perfectionism anxiety? Constantly worrying about what if scenarios at work and the future in general. Trying to control things as much as I can through having a perfectionist attitude. Saw a therapist about a year ago and that helped a bit. Just seeing if anyone can recommend any good books ot resources that might help me calm my mind down and stop automatically always playing out the worst case scenarios for everything I don't know the actual outcome for. Thanks guys!,8.300852713178294,10.303555674418607,8.248837209302328,61.451782945736454,62.023255813953504,12.710077519379844,36.42635658914729,12.161744961471696,5.44257984496124,412,19,61,15,6,133,69,86,0.107,0.687,0.207,0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,2,3,5,0,0,7,0,5,0,0,1,0,13,9,7,0,2,3,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,4,0,2,1,3,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,2,4,4,13,7,3,9,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,3,5,41,8,3,0.0,0.0,0.20501841517593808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18623290919084728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481246117815585,0.0,0.0,0.28573803648423485,0.0,0.16071896561375532,0.0,0.0,0.14690044410904127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2293648528134438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22703362978859826,0.2356348119054937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18881615671563912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1762142815906415,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20802302423719252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2816390072691123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1154604658384926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22287324750270165,0.2121319216647335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15444098694232278,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16741524898722346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17564540200601436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19342347671432827,0.0,0.24393173092976564,0.13957506054494326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14263793228621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15294867942405374,0.2133575098695392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1352916533157194 anxiety,LordChanka1776,2018/04/18,"School Anxiety As someone who moves a lot and has to change frequently, having anxiety is a terrible combination for me because of the constant introductions and settling in etc. Most of the work and projects we do is in pairs or groups (I like groups more just because in pairs I’m always nervous my partner hates me, doesn’t think I’m smart/good worker, etc) and if I’m reasonably settled in and we can pick 2 or 3 people usually it can go smoothly. And if I’ve been at this school for like a year and I have best friends then I can look forward to some of the group projects. That said, sometimes I just cannot stand a group work activity, so I could have something to contribute or say but I won’t because of anxiety over how other people will think of me after that (as if it would change). And sometimes I’m just worried I’m not good enough for my group. For example right now we have a food project and my job is to make a menu for the country that we’re doing. Now I think and hope I’ll do reasonably OK on this, and my partner is an ok person but I worry over it and procrastinate over it because I’m anxious over how it will turn out, and I can picture my partner not liking what I did, or something else. I have a few classes that are particularly stressful and that I always get worried when they’re about to happen. In sport we’ll also have group activities and since I’m not really a sporty person I get nervous about what my partner or team thinks about me if I fail or aren’t good enough. Same thing goes for drama since I’m usually a shy person who doesn’t feel the need to always be talking or showing me emotion or getting deep into something or just generally not a good actor and we’re always in groups of 4+ so thats always really nerve wracking, and if I could drop one class it would probably be drama (but I do go up a year in a few weeks and purportedly we can drop a few subjects so I hope to whatever deity I can drop drama). My Home Ec. class can be a usual suspect of this since we cook every Monday or Thursday and I don’t think this NEARLY as bad as when I first did (I had absolutely no idea what to do, first school that did that and I was just dropped in there sorta with an unresponsive partner), rather I’ve actually enjoyed our recent ones, but if there’s something I don’t know got to do, or if I’m not doing anything or trying to figure something out without asking my busy partner it just becomes crap. Especially since I really don’t like our cooking system as when we make food kids can fall behind if they’re too slow at cutting or something, and the all the class’s eyes are on them. I think I’m well settled enough in this school now to have friends and people I can count on but still I feel these issues almost every day. I’m not even sure what this post (which took a good 20 minutes for some reason) was really about, just a place to show my feelings I guess and to ask maybe if anyone feels this too or has felt this. 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I’m so done with everything/everyone. Done with school and ready to graduate. I had two days worth of anxiety migraines, and today I broke out in hives. I’m spent. 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Unbareably loud thudding and it shakes my body (visibly, if I sit still, it goes as far as shaking the skin when it beats). I did an ECG and it showed everything was normal, even a 48 Heart Rate monitor. I don't know what to do. How can I supplement? or alleviate the horrible symptoms. 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They say that the baby boomer used to think as having depression or anxiety was a flaw of character. But some generation later we (I'm 37) accept those as mental illness and that they are more a biological problem. It led me thinking about my personal unease about my anxiety. I don't have a problem telling people that I have anxiety. I know almost what caused it by now. But as I am on sick leave right now because of it, I cannot stop thinking that me, not being able to work is a flaw of character. I am at home with my cat and just cannot relax.. thinking that ""I should be at work, everyone is working but I'm not"" almost convincing myself that I'm cheating and I'm not really that unwell I'm lazy that's all. This. causing even more anxiety! So I wanted to share this... this wonderful paradox. If I had to reassure a friend that have anxiety and couldn't work, I would say ""Don't worry, take care of yourself, be patient and take a break"". But I can't even do that with myself. :( Well I wanted to know if this way of thinking resonated with someone: that you are more patient with everyone else but yourself. Almost as a double stardard in our own mind!! (sorry if my sentences are clumsy or too long english is my second language) ",3.4425549450549435,5.5482787545787575,5.011817765567766,79.39047390109891,74.64102564102564,8.066483516483517,28.957417582417587,8.841846274778883,2.612834065934067,1112,48,200,24,24,374,135,273,0.152,0.753,0.095,-0.8823,0,0,0,0,0,0,39.0,2,1,2,4,11,13,1,1,10,0,27,2,0,4,1,54,47,22,0,10,14,0,0,0,1,2,2,2,1,1,21,13,0,1,9,2,0,1,9,5,1,1,2,2,28,8,30,38,8,14,0,1,0,0,12,6,0,10,5,153,49,6,0.1013915606276284,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30458700596394456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4653855981553819,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061807354276160575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.103375453453155,0.2083141247107114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08732840259806716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16939927724697978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393633909593194,0.0,0.0,0.2906519436587195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07833486822826495,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10170400227205274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1114443002051175,0.0,0.0,0.10735902291902373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08972834054910825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10217884556308296,0.0,0.1023765727489883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07029214175113224,0.08853119988523941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.194036060582555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141899862388938,0.0,0.06495403001734927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08658783878191942,0.0,0.1612612771406958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590874029173899,0.0,0.0,0.11349955107329812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08476788469824856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246767051313212,0.0,0.08862069300248275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32483809019201515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08756975429177008,0.0,0.0,0.11960673884585665,0.08047990143753313,0.0,0.0,0.09116318964115504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10995482242625586,0.2952570548182895,0.1029680514808309,0.0,0.07202565560387675,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bradytocookstd1211,2018/04/18,I passed out during my presentation. I made a fool out of myself and I'm a college student. I always screw up during presentations. 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I’ve never been to therapy, but I don’t want my anxiety and depression to escalate any further so I think this week I’m gonna find a therapist. Any suggestions for someone in therapy for the first time?",2.669897959183672,4.223339204081636,5.5630102040816345,76.99716836734696,75.3265306122449,11.430612244897961,32.65816326530612,11.20814326018867,4.443404081632654,187,10,38,8,4,68,35,49,0.159,0.8079999999999999,0.033,-0.7684,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,7,9,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,1,0,4,0,5,6,0,6,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,4,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28608443450426074,0.0,0.16091380397743352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1811703522372776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19225206255301333,0.1789198551444827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622314897985123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17822513954079394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7216455570020339,0.2442274474876843,0.0,0.2695619270217796,0.0,0.0,0.12265420765111652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1428108511524991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12406728144558735,0.0,0.16872654797978834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,MomoReddits,2018/04/18,"Exams are coming up My exams are coming up and they'll affect me greatly if I do badly in them. Thing is, I can't get myself to study, to work, to wake up. I've always felt that schoolwork was mandatory because every once in a while, I need to stop relaxing and having fun and go to work. Right now though because of my sadness and constant insecurites, I never feel relaxed so whenever I have to work it feels that I'm constantly putting effort and I just can't anymore.",3.848661654135338,5.105232452631583,5.3533834586466185,80.85368421052634,71.84210526315789,7.533834586466164,28.308270676691734,7.957251820313856,1.9144586466165407,373,14,70,5,7,126,66,95,0.117,0.8009999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.5092,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,4,4,6,0,0,1,0,10,1,1,1,1,16,19,9,0,2,2,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,7,0,1,3,2,0,4,3,2,0,0,2,3,12,4,12,16,0,16,0,1,0,0,2,6,0,1,6,50,16,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16055375016783205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19135919305470947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16110909720532152,0.2352467627010983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3324267410901177,0.0,0.4170309190902177,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1625726390868741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19512736663837388,0.0,0.18526675113143815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1008108558434438,0.0,0.1096605906925983,0.0,0.0,0.21273321473803575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14307344952546924,0.14881854368893754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20549043572788112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19397274678997664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647822415413418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16131875154518974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12819051484868094,0.0,0.18957699238913192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42141991307570265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Ruud-Devil,2018/04/18,"My job search problem Hopefully this is the right place to post this. I recently finished an online course/boot camp and am starting to look for jobs. I’ve posted my resume on a few different websites and got a handful of calls over the past week. The problem is when I get a phone call I haven’t been able to answer it. My heart starts thumping wildly when I hear my phone buzz. I even hesitate and get really nervous to listen to the voicemail for some reason. I haven’t been able to return any of these phone calls either. I guess I’m terrified of looking like an idiot or something? To stop the feeling of fear I will then distract myself with things. Browsing the Internet, shows, games, guitar, etc. I sleep in till about noon every day. Not really because I can’t get up but because Id rather spend less time worrying. It makes me feel like such a waste. For the past year I’ve been living off of savings from my previous job while I focus on this course. I’ve done some delivery stuff in the meantime for some extra money, but it’s getting to the point where I really need to land a full time job. I’m desperate to get back to work so I can move on with my life but the way that I am is completely fucking me. I’d be lying if I said I haven’t had thoughts of giving up on everything. Anyways, that’s my dilemma. I don’t know what I expect anyone to say since obviously the answer is to grow a pair. Maybe if there is something you read or watched that helped you get through a similar situation let me know. I just wanted to get it off my chest. Thanks for listening. 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My British literature class has about 200 people in it and as a grade we have to respond to discussion questions the professor asks in front of everyone through a microphone. She asked a question that I knew the answer to and I missed my points last unit for not speaking so I wanted to get my points this time and as soon as she handed me the microphone I started shaking uncontrollably and my heart rate jumped through the roof. It's not even a fear of public speaking, I have no issue saying things in front of people but when it comes to giving my opinion to 200 people all staring at me I'm terrified of not being accepted socially. I don't want to say something and then everyone just be like ""well this guy's stupid"". Idk if this even counts as anxiety but just the fact that the thought of doing something could make me shake and my heart rate increase as fast as it did scares me.",7.333492063492062,6.744231582010585,6.952428571428572,78.88007142857144,63.86772486772487,10.311322751322752,35.3021164021164,9.642632912329526,3.1481487830687813,775,31,150,13,10,243,110,189,0.13,0.8,0.07,-0.7744,0,0,2,0,0,0,10.0,2,0,0,0,9,11,1,6,11,0,11,3,3,1,2,29,24,18,0,4,8,0,1,1,0,0,0,4,0,1,10,8,0,0,6,0,0,8,5,8,1,0,4,6,21,3,28,17,4,23,0,1,1,0,20,7,0,4,9,106,31,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1077436924961586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2633363883561619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1213228534407456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11245082230793103,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1860495355783897,0.0,0.0,0.2691610033924617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15848632991359374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07358409644556634,0.1351084148522187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13945565583962896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3337967351490771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14700238514913885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11480497252087975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06880825378558399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09401308328077684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15251808743466275,0.0,0.29292618603472875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2662822997942872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3155503941119225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22400631465158294,0.14100734402856746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14357061305456426,0.0,0.21685400037084607,0.0,0.0,0.09968864439521782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132034099624008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09356912139185652,0.0,0.0,0.11181276182967054,0.1642521263666749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661444411914142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12663381132459756,0.0,0.0,0.1572449873481502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Green_Day_16,2018/04/18,"Extreme GAD sufferer for 3 years, however, just discovered something about my childhood that may change my diagnosis. What do you think? Growing up, I've always had anxiety although I didn't know this until just a couple of years ago. The worst was spending the night at places I was unfamiliar with. These events always culminated in me becoming physically ill (dry heaving and throwing up episodes to the point where I would become dehydrated, and couldn't eat for weeks on end). I just thought I was a weird kid, my parents never questioned any of my physical issues. This puking and general nervousness ended shortly before I moved out of my parents house when I got a cat. She was my everything. I finally understood what ""normal"" felt like. Unfortunately though, she passed away about 3 years ago. The day before she passed, my anxiety went into overdrive. I was hospitalized and finally diagnosed with GAD. I was put on medication, and am now living a mostly anxiety free life (the thoughts still run rampant through my head, but all of the physical feelings of doom are 95% gone). I am currently enrolled in college and was given a paper to write about an experience during my childhood in which I felt out of place. As many of you probably know, this is literally our life. I can write several novels on this one topic as there was no one particular situation in my life when I felt out of place. I decided to describe one of the many events in which I felt massive homesickness. To do this, I had to call my mom to get the full scoop, my memory tries to block out anything that isn't negative. During this conversation, I asked her when my separation anxiety started. I had always known through family stories that it was rough. A favorite story of theirs is when they would stop to get gas, one parent would reach for the door handle, and I would scream like a banshee. My mom claims this started when I was just a couple of months old and she first started taking me out of the house. Kinda early isn't it? She said that she would just walk into another room and I would cry. I asked if she ever thought it was strange, she said doctors told her I was just sensitive and spoiled and that I just exhibiting attention seeking behavior. Another story I was kind of familiar with but not 100% was the story of how I was born. I was under the impression that my mom had a 24 hour-ish labor with me. I know that their car broke down at some point and they had to walk while she was in labor. I had never questioned this before, however, I had a sneaking suspicion today about this, so I pressed her for more information. It turns out my mom was in labor with me for 3 days! I am the first born, and I understand these labors can be long, but hello? C-section anyone? Anyway, the first time they went, she was sent home. She went in the next day, sent home again. It was at this time that their car broke down. They walked about 3 miles before a nice couple picked them up and took them home the rest of the way. My parents went in the third day, and after several more hours, I finally came out. This has me wondering. Is it possible that I had actually started experiencing my first bouts of anxiety before I was even born? I mean, I wouldn't even come out after a 3 mile walk! Obviously, I didn't want to leave the safety of the womb, even though my mom's body wanted to evict me. Or am I just being crazy? I now know that my anxiety issues at least started when I was just a couple months old which still seems really early. I don't think I have just a run of the mill GAD anymore. I tried googling any studies done about babies and anxiety, but the only real hits I get are pregnant moms and anxiety. Not exactly what I was looking for. Tell me your thoughts or experiences. I am genuinely curious.",4.825860945980875,6.230958824657537,5.638958387180152,79.1663181700698,69.65753424657535,9.180666838976482,29.390023261824762,9.552195841467668,2.689505040062032,3002,114,567,67,53,981,313,730,0.099,0.851,0.05,-0.9843,8,0,1,0,0,0,88.0,1,3,9,4,38,15,0,1,37,0,64,11,3,2,6,108,115,39,0,12,19,10,7,2,0,8,7,3,6,1,35,34,1,2,26,1,2,24,13,9,0,9,57,12,103,7,86,46,9,133,1,5,1,1,54,44,0,11,66,407,138,7,0.0,0.0,0.047315485905183086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08596008882752264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210330769920442,0.0,0.0,0.06594448613917125,0.10168390681301127,0.2967341619792501,0.0,0.04808522986209785,0.033902641802892264,0.0,0.039899968236581096,0.0,0.09065600582638984,0.0,0.04555433179286245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1070982814544238,0.20629070242531275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.053857179630597884,0.0,0.0,0.04950977783706029,0.05545523606581326,0.0,0.0,0.051291915190432136,0.04176652295209133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21459600065767595,0.053259756470312176,0.1250782163268937,0.0,0.0,0.049212419249414836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04962762666390636,0.0,0.049618163086991365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04961343363611749,0.0,0.0,0.0858886707511956,0.0,0.0,0.09607392973685644,0.04385849644272581,0.0,0.0,0.04357622311187484,0.09485751234736507,0.0457084248571239,0.0,0.02451605310257953,0.0,0.1862172215873072,0.1593426143317601,0.0,0.16496916972142564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07599603288106839,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03877880157751011,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04976077575300256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1459066782651678,0.0,0.09549817730864693,0.1118930090494703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10121388212060743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05049086153836787,0.10658687492631133,0.0,0.0,0.0513398295247921,0.0,0.0,0.10274159999379387,0.047375765233423725,0.0,0.04281415669110166,0.04290871490893035,0.040716152485991086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09831468705069543,0.0,0.0528156290028929,0.0,0.04884469276591096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3407183408025854,0.07740236095461207,0.05153310167110525,0.0,0.0,0.07479101230301828,0.0,0.05156556809966282,0.0455009650371021,0.047506130122804385,0.0,0.0,0.10175611144226883,0.0,0.13142187394286753,0.036875900164850435,0.0,0.0,0.21535251611042727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1519731136623757,0.0,0.09167016329306514,0.054660846308989035,0.0,0.0,0.052276267851725004,0.0,0.0,0.0487419703620504,0.10863116391054843,0.0,0.0,0.05518785100559091,0.031061467749703562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09224285928132707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04413996781722676,0.0,0.10955109164492208,0.0,0.0,0.054500461459686164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037327005287447125,0.0,0.0,0.1715937243525711,0.0,0.07744220030662304,0.04053659050965671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03645554886472115,0.0,0.0423790301682244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062135931271267035,0.09527478779648038,0.15397034114686434,0.056545325231524425,0.0,0.04595919864515315,0.04633059191725064,0.053869894086894334,0.0658378230935103,0.05273900550618439,0.0,0.05047578966980015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05719677224516277,0.038486047168028704,0.03889266301343513,0.0,0.0,0.17978857857064046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05258115885658339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20665900897236172,0.0,0.0,0.0936704682365548 anxiety,hey_ulrich,2018/04/18,"Does tracking/recording things generate anxiety? I started to use apps and a bullet journal to track things I want to do daily like meditate, pray, got to the gym, etc. The good side of it is that it really stimulates me to do some activities daily, but there's also a bad side: when I don't accomplish something, I feel anxious. I have never been in therapy, but [I read a comment](https://www.reddit.com/r/Anxiety/comments/2uwelw/pacifica_an_app_to_help_people_with_anxiety/cocgsrj/?st=jg5awac0&sh=e8c79bad) about one of those apps that got me thinking. The user's therapist warned him/her not to use these trackers because anxious people already tend to obsess about activities. I think I agree. I decided that I won't be using trackers for one week to see how it goes. I was wondering: do you use tracking tools to cope with your anxiety? Do you think it helps more than it does harm? If I don't track activities, how can I force myself to go to the gym? Thanks! Any thoughts on this are welcome.",6.2197380952380925,8.389958450000002,6.009841269841273,74.875,67.27777777777777,8.920634920634921,32.301587301587304,9.424239791934726,3.153492063492063,811,35,136,17,14,253,113,180,0.151,0.7240000000000001,0.125,-0.7686,0,0,1,0,0,0,44.0,0,3,0,1,7,7,0,1,7,0,14,0,0,7,1,23,32,8,0,2,4,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,13,2,0,0,7,3,0,1,5,3,0,2,5,2,19,4,20,25,3,9,1,0,1,0,5,4,0,3,5,89,32,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15514495090426805,0.11243005476701247,0.0,0.1523295890989646,0.0,0.09560626131551267,0.0,0.21510247097502355,0.31765416362787136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738707257060353,0.08570257447970242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24606313124787296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15679540734853736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07108670691295071,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07990073770546889,0.11792051811211858,0.2248858974682089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09423475032207672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06868534514576494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10843194761126017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1905353238516276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09746764902518702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14062839907990074,0.0,0.09006578036726966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11203230931250001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10823332261944417,0.0,0.0,0.09951057570412444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1294367084399374,0.16077732160779876,0.16323623622088704,0.18680396737904506,0.2702538648796035,0.0,0.11161303645204766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4856997020663197,0.0,0.0,0.08292383296663018,0.0,0.11277310116485754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15246424100737327,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jandyrackson,2018/04/18,First psychologist appointment Does anyone remember their first appointment? I feel like I got nothing done. I know she needs to get to know me and everything but I had scheduled an hour and it was only 45 minutes. There was no help with my anxiety or anything but she wants me to come weekly... is this normal?,2.7709605911330044,5.668372500000004,3.7138423645320238,83.1939655172414,82.6206896551724,7.452216748768473,25.52709359605912,8.418075326091056,2.267612807881774,247,10,44,6,7,79,45,58,0.08,0.826,0.094,0.2047,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,1,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,14,13,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,5,1,10,1,4,8,0,6,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,6,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18113737808292366,0.0,0.0,0.16556329356347865,0.0,0.19485119161902567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20396649738525516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20720929069331506,0.2423099223067416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128041543607228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11972395898935324,0.16915691777548314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4028128432336746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12370868298602332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18937598276100925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870980486897265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23318231152092406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2602580967883924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11567959471622395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17557065519362078,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23199582537888494,0.2271984594015655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18008317817550773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2682275462973687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396600012642886,0.0,0.18993202421793204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kakainmybumbum,2018/04/18,"Anyone go their whole life anxiety free until about 18-20? My life until 19 years old was anxiety free. I didn't even know what anxiety was. I would happily get on planes, no problem taking exams, could smoke cigarettes, drink coffee and alchohol without a second of anxious feelings. Then all of a sudden a week before my nineteenth birthday, I started experiencing frequent panic attacks and near constant feelings of anxiety. I stopped eating, going out, and exercising and had to move back in with my parents. I've been dealing with these symptoms for 6 months and frequently contemplate suicide. Its weird how much my life has changed in such a short time. Tried Zoloft with no success and benzo's which gave me uncomfortable side effects (low heart rate, depressed breathing). I improve marginally each month but am still nowhere close to before. Is it weird for something like this to happen? is my brain permanently fucked? maybe someone here can empathize with me :)",6.97568047337278,9.269777337278112,6.097751479289942,74.49917159763315,65.5680473372781,8.040236686390534,36.66863905325444,8.617729084823388,3.4785408284023664,786,40,117,12,13,238,129,169,0.17800000000000002,0.716,0.106,-0.8031,1,0,4,0,0,1,24.0,0,0,1,2,7,12,2,1,4,0,12,12,3,2,1,25,23,11,1,3,2,1,2,1,0,1,6,0,0,0,6,13,2,1,4,2,2,3,4,8,0,1,6,3,13,6,21,15,4,29,0,2,0,1,4,9,1,0,18,77,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4112211896594011,0.1518184826924685,0.0,0.0939661588122556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15288403362876746,0.0,0.10333491602591664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2287060107974831,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001976769975614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14216308795610488,0.0,0.0,0.1452240545753752,0.0,0.10729667755097123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1385465708338432,0.11574688736535307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316475992371087,0.0,0.13751092942482734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08876100955846235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13589969493705656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12423814500953365,0.07021139469820177,0.0,0.15274987899939946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883752974753757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924863831045308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07385530067876125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2847634576022469,0.06565445114363111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1350092924981029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145320292203343,0.1428315717656576,0.09878953323906672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410160155584999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15767359143683918,0.14922029415215735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12858972213447376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11386523731589895,0.10345728593123782,0.0,0.0,0.09511944967264796,0.0,0.10732122492238713,0.11235312350239386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1469970088174962,0.0,0.0,0.1396790193171983,0.101041916265006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07836184332901723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09123960570132032,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10779673662599967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15003771744594055,0.0,0.12954378126698565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09546430712774942,0.0,0.0,0.08654049385991665 anxiety,HeathenMama541,2018/04/18,"Anyone on celexa experience cold sweats or the inability to regulate their body temperature? I was put on celexa over two years ago after a nasty divorce. About six months ago, I told my doc I wanted to try and wean off because at the time, the side effects were more trouble than they were worth. Mainly night sweats. I would wake up multiple times at night just drenched in sweat, but freezing. I was miserable. Well, going off celexa definitely got rid of the sweats. It was great. I was having peaceful, rested, and dry sleep. But.... the anxiety worsened again. Of course. So about two weeks ago, I told my doc I wanted back on. So I’m back to feeling adjusted and happy, but I constantly have sweaty palms/feet and am always cold. I don’t know if I’m looking for advice, or sympathy, or just validation that I’m not alone. Either way, it’s stupid and I don’t respect it. Hope everyone’s having a great day ",2.392063157894736,4.976654822857141,3.4432481203007548,86.78117293233083,80.77142857142857,6.655639097744363,22.92481203007519,7.85451343220497,1.2838571428571433,714,24,139,13,19,229,112,175,0.113,0.67,0.217,0.9746,0,1,0,0,1,0,31.0,0,0,2,1,10,9,1,1,7,0,13,7,7,1,0,24,26,14,0,5,11,0,2,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,0,4,0,1,2,3,3,1,3,9,5,15,6,20,16,4,30,0,1,1,0,5,11,0,5,16,87,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14200647443474276,0.3864561879798573,0.0,0.0,0.15050923304430586,0.0,0.0,0.12091911798656317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11117053918669097,0.0,0.0,0.1016121620494599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22348650546782364,0.0,0.08858662916710383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16141941079306438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704090018701505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09372033645753727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13886090768718345,0.0,0.14215229851832406,0.0,0.0,0.0734789098488471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0825895495469482,0.0,0.11622686789091613,0.3204349031483825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546974243104305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14433702562018896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07986488833470423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203344826314075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11599422384334455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2727487409174348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14608823170282004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542643564733965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16947625450459453,0.0,0.0,0.2777218153743669,0.0,0.09866374998232026,0.0,0.28391595197471525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17142875543066718,0.11534943159347745,0.11656813057910607,0.0,0.13066146850984456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10323221432500562,0.0,0.0,0.0935822725658467 anxiety,ghaldos,2018/04/18,"GAD sufferer looking for advice anyway as the title states I have GAD, had it all my life in bouts and I'm pretty sure it'll indirectly kill me as i find it hard to ask for help. I live in Canada where the solution is drugs as it's easier and faster and when I get to the doctor my mind goes blank and all I can muddle through is accepting pills which as most of you already know is hit or miss on what works. I'm extremely good at hiding how bad I really am as I could be feeling like i'm drowning next to someone and they wouldn't know and unless you show a lot of emotion and panic people don't take you seriously. Can anyone suggest a concise way to describe how debilitating it is to me and to show that I need some serious help? Also even if I do get this through to him I will more than likely be waiting months to actually see a specialist of some sort, so if anyone has any suggestions on some medications that I can research and talk to him about that would also be appreciated. I took effexor 75mg for over a year but found I just didn't give a shit about anything so I had no motivation to do anything but worked fantastic as I never had any chest or stomach pains for the longest time.",5.507465437788022,5.099987258064517,6.782281105990784,77.98806451612907,67.54838709677419,9.988940092165901,31.02073732718894,9.606745405546679,2.6063850230414745,952,33,198,18,14,325,149,248,0.086,0.779,0.135,0.8761,0,0,1,0,0,1,8.0,0,3,1,3,13,14,2,1,9,0,25,9,3,3,4,43,44,29,2,6,8,0,2,2,0,4,6,0,0,0,11,9,0,1,7,2,0,1,5,9,0,0,6,4,25,5,35,29,8,17,0,2,2,0,13,7,1,11,9,140,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.13553005920745467,0.0,0.0,0.13571514593926948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.153261166693573,0.22212983747885034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.188890802659347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19422085445948187,0.0,0.2285782320112251,0.0,0.12983713050927428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11596174797860527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11088700792936516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1421529347402917,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16106052663411,0.0,0.0,0.1562250107478061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09173110477770406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07022356560353386,0.09921825182672564,0.0,0.0,0.12693681315266675,0.0,0.0,0.15227836159320582,0.0,0.0,0.14512157614447613,0.13322950923396926,0.0,0.11648871637547258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12441215051408948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18618108669679845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15365378574719432,0.0,0.15265325076074204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09809737667516423,0.13570272278195142,0.0,0.12263649163173053,0.0,0.11662698694850845,0.0,0.0,0.1180736086682502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13991030580980834,0.0,0.0,0.14023253412792322,0.0,0.11085531895410806,0.0,0.0,0.10298020151623163,0.10711535696712733,0.0,0.14770395704311629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14778161509288826,0.1629496195313459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09628418789920742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14129423779571773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08897219340880988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11067200274666908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14256170382190358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11767536294056333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089585945224047,0.0,0.10442295163103632,0.11162912960972253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08098396465684178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1543044480136328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11023909300638596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2022173818898672,0.0,0.0,0.09865870615068527,0.0,0.0,0.08943628682534997 anxiety,paintedroses,2018/04/18,"Multiple Panic attacks Daily New to anxiety. I just relocated from one city to another for a great job and it's the best decision I've ever made. But I'm now 3 months into living here and anxiety hit me hard. I have always been an anxious person but never to this level - I've never had a panic attack before. I feel one symptom - chest tightness, pains, nausea, shortness of breath, dizzyness, weakness - and I spiral because I can't stop focusing on it. I know logically that I am fine and that this is a panic attack. It's worse when I'm alone. I know this is all from life changes and stress. I actually checked myself into the ER last week because I legitimately thought I was dying. It was the scariest experience of my life. Now I keep worrying that that feeling will come back again, therefore inducing myself into about 3 small - large panic attacks a day. I just received health insurance through work and called several primary care physicians to enroll as a new patient. Needed to get this out there. Please offer advice on how to calm yourself down / after an attack. This shit is awful.",4.543435179897203,6.618450665048549,5.80481439177613,75.02782124500287,71.47572815533981,7.953854940034268,30.078812107367217,8.671277953709913,2.7135948600799544,871,37,143,16,17,291,134,206,0.183,0.637,0.18,0.0475,1,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,0,2,12,18,6,5,10,1,11,10,3,4,4,34,25,11,1,1,4,0,4,0,0,1,7,0,0,1,13,11,0,3,8,0,1,2,3,13,1,2,6,4,17,5,22,17,2,28,0,0,0,0,4,10,1,0,16,98,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.09426250646723927,0.0,0.0,0.09439123613323896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10004299179363332,0.0,0.0,0.08037453971253747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10128797940259196,0.1477893829446855,0.10912453171638448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5494521576284621,0.0,0.07427537228205662,0.0,0.11776648163745985,0.0,0.08219498669194585,0.0,0.1013701924476719,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09863400246823306,0.0,0.09848474816168196,0.0,0.10218439893112387,0.08320779264055561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06229559915675005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10025006232361856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08737544855526798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09448816492160604,0.0,0.0,0.09768237903184826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.050466751028698034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10649601269521626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08652989020307647,0.0,0.0,0.10267566352835857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09585534838690447,0.08585781965985337,0.0,0.0,0.10617185679122076,0.0787375838657438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13645540564706346,0.0,0.0,0.08529490175947395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09140025352093947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07710097878614902,0.0,0.0,0.07162375614816716,0.14899959592578876,0.18658355252752198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13091015558099994,0.0,0.1027835856480333,0.4533323354163432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08434277803773182,0.0,0.10603198862688497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10912453171638448,0.09915308535299218,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08075750575051734,0.1106489180089857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003988928309138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07668541282236661,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748245270435843,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032210189993537,0.09809662042628013,0.0984382654219677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,boston7388,2018/04/18,"This is gonna sound stupid, but scared following road rage incident I just got off a highway to get on another, and had to merge quickly or I would've had to get off the exit. This guy was going like 70 in a 45, and switching lanes from the opposite side of me, so I cut him off not anticipating him going that fast. I was going like 60 at the time so I wasn't crawling in front of him. He starts laying on the horn, riding my ass, then pulls up next to me going the same speed yelling, but his window was closed so I didn't know what he was saying. I resisted the urge to flip him off or antagonize him anymore, since that only would've made it worse. The area I was by is notoriously gang riddled, so I'm scared he's in a gang, wrote down my plate number, and is gonna try to kill me. Or if he sees my on the road again. I know this is irrational but I'd just like some reassurances lol ",2.4604511278195496,3.372223736842109,4.173383458646619,89.31368421052632,74.78947368421052,7.533834586466164,22.518796992481203,7.957251820313856,0.7677218045112788,690,17,163,10,14,233,110,190,0.193,0.722,0.085,-0.9798,0,0,0,0,1,1,18.0,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,2,11,1,13,1,1,1,0,20,30,15,1,1,10,0,0,3,0,2,0,3,1,1,7,4,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,6,0,0,12,4,21,4,23,16,2,35,0,0,1,1,14,19,1,5,11,97,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20007405772354825,0.0,0.0,0.18922575570922925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19937385893152254,0.0,0.4337519993490941,0.0,0.1526029521964827,0.0,0.0,0.18892541729544068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110957516982672,0.0,0.20972117648660887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27965078895246825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18054284137913634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20292163768828286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1451146245149193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15173456471723085,0.3820550862842617,0.0,0.1520456492376882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15783458865606326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13505166662900858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125902828628537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12954302043318242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1944450201732105,0.2710825982605203,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hoya95,2018/04/18,"Is this anxiety or something else So I've been treated for depression for years, on varying combinations of Wellbutrin and Prozac. Over the last several years, probably somewhat life event related, I've added buspar and xanax as needed for anxiety. Now over the last few months the anxiety has gotten much worse to where I've been more regularly taking the xanax to function. The thing that worries me is that I have these completely irrational fears like having a Sophie's choice situation with my kids or other equally irrational thoughts. I had thought I had things under control and was seeing my primary care dr for medication maintenance but I've set up a new psych appt in a few weeks because this isn't working. Not sure what medication might be better, I know it varies by person though. I guess I just feel better if I've got some kind of plan and right now I just worry about running out of xanax before I see the doctor, or if this new psych will just not want to prescribe anything like xanax.",8.363297872340425,8.08390830851064,7.8100851063829815,72.55300000000003,61.6595744680851,11.137021276595744,36.3531914893617,10.577609850970193,3.8248493617021273,814,33,142,17,10,256,125,188,0.111,0.7979999999999999,0.091,0.2801,0,0,1,0,0,0,12.0,0,0,0,5,9,10,0,1,9,0,14,10,0,1,1,29,27,13,0,4,11,0,1,2,0,2,10,0,0,2,11,6,0,1,4,0,0,1,3,2,0,0,9,3,11,8,21,15,7,22,0,1,2,0,2,9,0,9,13,93,22,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989222044074462,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1071844812790148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0793990646124521,0.0,0.1108329801218678,0.0,0.0,0.2303907137723564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1327983442131323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13656442939787186,0.0,0.14608621772574787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11218395547891237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13331618184604352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10880698839930304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14656722823289262,0.06585820868898845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10417265765882268,0.0,0.14348483100125184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13563511557783242,0.0715818796670979,0.2123419302966077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09199928043229637,0.1272669389517293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262425926071144,0.0,0.138174446706892,0.0,0.0,0.10396414176947788,0.0,0.09574858426811908,0.09657857079744714,0.0,0.2515921225932468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11372909489861904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14043130610196453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11123261117730657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20758444235282886,0.0,0.0,0.14714519146841476,0.0,0.0,0.14640622409487786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10027265374527236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12275888804906172,0.0,0.09793163422181543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17306434918479574,0.0,0.12796975988030249,0.20680757250639994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07682470231030232,0.0,0.1044785270488669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0948234002544978,0.26454997364927313,0.1327356661743114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16775319200868713 anxiety,candles_in_the_dark,2018/04/18,"Having some relationship troubles that are making my anxiety peak and I need support. I am 19F and I’ve had anxiety for over 5 years now. My anxiety stems from relationships, romantic and otherwise and gets severe when people leave. My boyfriend and I have been dating since November 2016 and in the 6 months leading up to that I had horrible anxiety because I was scared that he would leave me like everyone else did and he helped me get through it and said he wouldn’t leave me because he loved me and all was well. Until now. He told me on Friday that he no longer shares the same goals for the future that I do and I completely broke down. We said we’d give it another go and I’ve been anxious all week. On Saturday night the sick feeling got so bad I threw up, that’s one of the more severe symptoms I get. I hate it because it makes me feel better but I know it’s bad for me. Since then, I’ve had trouble eating and sleeping which again, is usual for severe bouts of anxiety for me. Today, we decided we’d take a break. I feel lied to because he said he wouldn’t leave me. I get that we’re young and people change when they leave school and whatever but I honestly don’t think I’ve ever loved anyone more in my life. I don’t know what’s wrong with me or why I’m like this. I’m too emotional and anyone I get close to leaves me. I don’t know why I thought this would be different. I’m so scared of losing him because I know my anxiety will just get worse but he doesn’t want me anymore. He told me he wouldn’t leave me and now he is. I’m so broken. 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I’ve been experience severe feelings of anxiety and depression most of my life, and it has been affecting my work ethic. My anxiety has been getting worse and today I made the decision to tell my boss which wasn’t easy. He accepted it well and he seems to understand, however I am now freaking out even more because I feel vulnerable and stuff for telling him. I’m getting anxious about the fact that he knows and I’m making myself really paranoid. I’m still at work at the moment and I really need to calm myself down. Does anyone have any tips on how I can deal with these feelings in my head? My anxiety tends to spiral out of control in situations like this!",5.538840927258196,6.3104898705035986,6.562829736211032,75.51860111910474,67.56115107913669,10.494324540367707,31.9912070343725,10.504223727775694,3.447886650679456,568,23,106,15,9,190,90,139,0.172,0.747,0.08,-0.8974,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,3,8,6,0,0,3,0,9,2,1,7,1,28,25,8,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,7,10,0,1,8,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,6,3,16,4,19,19,2,13,0,1,0,0,10,8,0,2,6,69,23,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032843803530264,0.0,0.4647546117035613,0.1715824518469071,0.0,0.10619882134049616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258533047938476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703476081568414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15658278160246233,0.13081499943603578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13291220516818972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1003160575599881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14856889420520514,0.0,0.0,0.23038699684986025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15870324925208898,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15038620284413168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558738627119844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346990002542723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727813764891528,0.07420145098345161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14371360272418954,0.10138183730980307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11261793748015984,0.0,0.1466877470786507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19459788905553305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13826688148523608,0.0,0.1715824518469071,0.0,0.0,0.1707207598505801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12129247098785614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.173867562882258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2655016136845601,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14396555744079526,0.1451289336750089,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1581136184114791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13655938098836665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22114255105128305,0.0,0.15477985262338442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tswizzle1322,2018/04/18,"anxiety and diet? Hi, I have heard that gluten, dairy, and sugar can contribute to anxiety due to the way they can spike blood sugar, resulting in highs and lows of brain chemicals. I am going to try not eating them for the next 30 days to see if it helps in my personal life but I was just curious if anybody on here has had any success managing their anxiety through diet?",6.72856164383562,6.33901689041096,7.530239726027397,73.57974315068493,65.02739726027397,12.231506849315071,34.688356164383556,11.698219412168324,4.185578082191779,295,12,56,9,4,99,58,73,0.078,0.794,0.128,0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,3,1,2,2,0,0,2,0,7,8,2,1,0,9,10,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,1,2,3,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,3,4,7,1,10,7,0,10,0,1,1,0,7,5,0,2,3,37,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17892215203648595,0.0,0.6038296522474563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937150336227152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1696825993219742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26922470204284704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14953008038235754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1763554404517977,0.2779875654919889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858406391073233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2798178575811279,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2297353586000133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096626476550372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.178632751317946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20884252151571744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,unemployedfarmerboy,2018/04/18,"is anxiety linked to height? Short people shy and worried? or born unhealthy I wonder if there is a birth order effect. Im the youngest child in the family, born with defects. Very skinny and short. That must be causing my short height. Anyone else here feel the same? Let's corroborate evidence.",2.154444444444444,4.965109259259265,2.701851851851856,86.37833333333334,95.29629629629628,5.362962962962963,20.814814814814817,6.937597516519254,1.060792592592592,236,8,40,4,9,73,45,54,0.218,0.782,0.0,-0.8895,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,1,2,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,1,2,1,12,7,4,0,2,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,3,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,3,4,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,3,3,22,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23493699241526944,0.0,0.0,0.21473724890929588,0.3146687236403908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3154847988279196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25654955936413465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289514352977611,0.0,0.15528317315121493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317296407617724,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3140390219286859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291021173274555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533964926948722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3330458276075147,0.0,0.311883364147726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sinopmo,2018/04/18,"Thought i was going to post a success, but now it's a fail Had a pretty tough task where I had to give a presentation on something I knew nothing about for 30 minutes. I prepared, and did a run-through in front of my other colleagues and I was confident, passionate and it as flawless. All I had to do was do the exact same thing in front of the some senior staff that came to watch the presentation 30 minutes later. I completely burned. As they were sitting down my mouth dried up and started trembling, verging on a panic attack but I had to start and get through it. It was awful. I got everything muddled up and sounded weak and un-interesting. Stammering my words, sweating cold. Dreadful. I thought I was starting to get over this anxiety and take control. I actually enjoy public speaking, and want to enjoy it because I know deep inside me I should be good at it. But anxiety took over and killed me. I'm gutted, ashamed and feel everyone's judging my performance and thinks I'm no good. I don't want to go back on medication for this but it's seriously hindering career confidence and progression. Sorry for rambling, just know you lot can relate and wanted to summarise my feelings.",3.956453744493394,6.19969313656388,5.003019823788549,79.40902312775331,73.58149779735683,7.711806167400883,32.05484581497797,8.548686976883017,2.83681691629956,950,47,167,18,20,311,135,227,0.2,0.629,0.171,-0.7829999999999999,0,0,1,0,0,0,25.0,0,1,1,5,5,18,2,4,9,1,17,6,3,1,2,39,42,20,1,4,5,0,2,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,12,15,0,1,8,0,0,6,2,11,0,0,17,6,24,7,29,23,4,31,0,1,1,1,5,14,0,2,9,118,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.1509474328545303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366627919703008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17597323852028934,0.0,0.11894099987875427,0.0,0.09429278270710392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17691513385809926,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16218125653729262,0.0,0.17348914690307718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1478053913797754,0.1390183126390173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15642385188542862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1616300435409757,0.14838518124273373,0.1758188232812873,0.2594800414937013,0.12371341930273072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17113284420112804,0.0,0.17001849223692694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1315052042371015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558259593139853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14842166289033454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18148613596655294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14814270982897612,0.15736732203263154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1190818506139532,0.0,0.17315396577064346,0.3284543952929942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163017014230798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276392519030417,0.09911405466931762,0.0,0.24560064519288266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1718575232822746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27370656053096154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ValyrianBone,2018/04/18,"What helps me: Sleep Orbit It's an app that plays calming sounds from a wide selection. For example, my favorites are a purring cat and a soft voice whispering ""it's okay"". It also plays binaural beats, which are humming sounds that supposedly boost desired mental states like relaxation or sleep. Atmosphere is another app that does this. Not affiliated with the apps in any way, just wanted to share here to help. When I lay in bed at night, unable to sleep and not enjoying what my mind is up to, playing those sounds feels like exactly what I need.",4.508137254901964,6.8949711862745096,4.679019607843138,81.7022549019608,72.43137254901961,8.847058823529412,28.0,9.444778638647367,2.6716000000000006,439,17,81,11,9,137,76,102,0.024,0.7,0.276,0.9756,0,0,0,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,1,4,10,0,0,5,1,4,3,3,0,1,13,7,5,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,0,0,5,1,0,12,3,0,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,7,5,10,11,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,1,4,46,17,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17907958151236072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522824951195064,0.2348138555557988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19596576138295646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11322753289984301,0.1599781750815875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3001958806578944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21880524545194052,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22567235179510864,0.0,0.2261090523549084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16604389217491974,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21014646991325875,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6722858257140192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1320818115390804,0.17774803120508714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ari-es,2018/04/18,"Severe driving anxiety I get up at 5am every morning in order to get I need to make it to work on time. Work starts at 8 and it would only be a 7 minute drive. I feel ashamed at 23 not having my license so i just tell anyone who comments on me walking that I’m saving for a decent car so I don’t have to make payments (which isn’t a lie.) I’m so tired of not being able to drive but I panic so bad. I’m getting my learner’s permit for the second time and I’m terrified. Last time I tried to learn to drive I was in a rural area and even without a ton of cars on the road I panicked every time. I almost hit someone once and was hyperventilating and sobbing until I could pull over and couldn’t try again for months (even in a parking lot.) I know I shouldn’t be this scared and that I can develop the skills to be a safe, competent driver like most adults but then I’m anxious about my anxiety causing me to get in an accident so I can’t calm myself down. I know a lot of people who have anxiety who tell me I’ll realize it’s not too scary with practice but I have this dread in the pit of my stomach that I never will. How do I get over this?",1.0128721477725442,2.501614055776894,3.3862386816370886,91.10576874320898,79.7569721115538,5.997899311843534,22.166063020644692,6.7829847944221076,0.4508868525896412,892,27,205,9,22,309,135,251,0.2,0.7340000000000001,0.066,-0.9876,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,4,12,10,0,4,13,0,20,2,1,5,1,38,38,18,0,5,8,0,1,1,0,3,1,0,0,1,13,8,0,1,5,0,0,8,10,6,0,1,2,1,27,4,35,26,4,37,0,1,0,0,7,17,1,4,12,139,40,3,0.1361616140198298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13634618793646466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3124897861033295,0.15382386697986292,0.0,0.09520736643788187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1136892602321407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1398754850411559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1087139692234628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17986692377866306,0.0,0.2294440648279298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06884740324716335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35569411730995465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1496617242629199,0.11098988867469717,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06652168682130312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2315194701085273,0.0,0.0,0.18177786934099416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10868290125305624,0.0,0.0,0.1009621114981572,0.10501623082933502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14500767509676912,0.0,0.10355704313939776,0.0,0.15975631639362184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09439731881527803,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1363215292194688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382386697986292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11536929369786322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09637589122321676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380225044388122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.317587728470628,0.1564977451332072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18488959607276176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13125493697658858,0.0,0.1982545533668645,0.0,0.0,0.09672530393212916,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dcnyua,2018/04/18,"Irrationally afraid of food poisoning, how to break the cycle, or distract myself. Hi, I was hoping I could explain how I'm feeling here to anyone who would be willing to listen. My home nation is the US and I'm currently in New Zealand, so I am by myself and I don't really have much of an option to stress vent at home because my family is not one to believe in anxiety as a true issue. My issue is just that every so often I'll be paralyzed with fear of food poisoning. For example, it is night time here and for dinner I had some salad from a package from the super market. It said it is washed and ready to eat, I gave it an extra rinse in a clean bowl and it looked and tasted crisp and fresh. The expiration date isn't until 4 days from now, and I always finish produce well before then. Obviously, I know everything is fine based off that, food poisoning like e. coli, especially in a clean and developed country such as New Zealand, is very rare anyways. But the moment I finished eating, something in the back of my head said ""hey imagine you get food poisoning?"" and of course I rush to google and look things up (which is my mistake !! I should never do this). It's an uphill battle. I've eaten whole bags from the same store before and have been fine. So I know, rationally, I am okay. But I am still nervous about it. It's already been a couple hours since I ate it, so I know I'd be feeling a little bit more off If I ate something bad by now (other than the mild discomfort I feel when I get anxious). I don't understand why I am this way. I briefly mentioned it to a friend here, she laughed it off and said ""I never wash my greens if they say its washed on the bag! You're so fine!"" I wish I could react that way. 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Hi everyone , i wanted to talk about this because is so hard and i just wanted to talk with somebody. Yesterday i went out with a girl i like a lot , it was great , i felt so happy being with her, but after i arrived home , my anxiety got so bad , I feel so much fear , my mind is only telling that someone will hurt her , and i would'nt be able to help her , i won't be able to stand out for her, I'm always thinking that somehow she will get hurt and won't be able to protect something i love because of anxiety...",6.0458757062146935,4.719284661016953,6.780000000000001,81.48180790960453,66.79661016949152,9.561581920903956,34.07344632768362,8.344100000000001,2.4968259887005653,442,17,94,5,6,147,70,118,0.21,0.645,0.145,-0.8296,0,0,1,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,0,7,10,0,1,3,0,12,1,0,0,0,21,24,8,0,2,2,0,3,1,0,4,0,0,1,2,4,10,0,1,4,0,0,2,2,6,0,0,5,3,17,4,17,11,3,9,0,2,0,1,13,3,0,2,4,66,21,0,0.445302978598648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12350925022397707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3406555597801145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478729245413526,0.18096837506727947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14183535969697314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16702988417360978,0.07505285527897072,0.0,0.14252023076232492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07755080903837919,0.0,0.0843586482495935,0.0,0.11871649039553415,0.16364936865420773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15801110036450053,0.13296800080185034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0994923999902472,0.0,0.14889173177334392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31780403237674604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07251751407367693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1261935560731205,0.13396777465811005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14987635559161494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911630882913784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11289099378166573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576792290128325,0.11427199615346632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23861177761370636,0.12973814360616706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09511072271326973,0.0,0.11784027472731193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17510082278655095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1376001074868609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10544348654328736,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,poppertrotter,2018/04/18,"SSRI's My GP keeps prescribing me SSIR's. I live in Britain and when I say 'my GP' I mean any GP available, so I think this has a lot to do with the lack of support and guidance. Point being, each time I go I get prescribed SSRI's. I tried Prozac and Citalopram two years ago, Prozac made me someone else and I was constantly way to high to focus and citalopram made me so depressed and suicidal my room mate begged me to come off of them. I then tried mirtazapine which I actually enjoyed and felt helped but I was too spacey and because of the weight gain I stopped eating altogether and made my eating disorder worse. I think I went about two weeks without eating. (I've made so many steps to ensure I eat at least one meal a day so this was traumatising) so I stopped. I wasn't on anything for a long time and now I just use propranolol to control the physical anxiety symptoms and aid me with day to day things. It's helps a lot of the time but obviously the thoughts are still strong. I just don't beat myself out of overwhelming sensations everyday anymore. Point being, sorry done the usual anxiety blabbering, shall I at least try the SSRIs again? For longer than 4 months? I'm at the lowest I've ever been and I'm worried taking them will number one make me lose sleep which is a big no no for me because I will crash until I bleed with no sleep and two because I know they make me really suicidal and I don't want to risk it. I'm already suicidal, I don't want to actually die though. I really don't want to take them. I really really don't. But I don't know enough and I just cry my eyes out whenever I go to get checked out because I don't get taken seriously and just have eyes rolled at me each time. The GP I went to didn't listen when I said 5 times I don't want them or at least I need sleeping tablets if you're giving me them to try. Ask me for me info because I don't think I've said enough or I've said too much but my questions are. Shall I take them? If not (which I really really don't want to) what can I say to the doctor to FINALLY make them listen?",1.877996573319152,3.691482785714289,3.595161290322583,89.10761373035568,78.28571428571428,7.124093111189885,23.109771948481626,8.055295364500962,1.1352441923667729,1635,52,358,29,39,546,192,434,0.17800000000000002,0.7559999999999999,0.065,-0.9931,1,0,0,0,0,0,31.0,0,0,8,5,19,8,0,2,15,0,30,16,5,9,2,72,76,34,4,9,14,0,2,0,1,4,5,7,1,0,9,25,6,4,10,0,1,6,17,5,0,5,19,11,66,3,43,51,11,50,0,3,2,0,21,16,0,7,27,226,75,1,0.0,0.0,0.1342895758193907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06099241952823655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07592919675981663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046790479384503786,0.0,0.10527289316855236,0.0,0.06823712150287417,0.0,0.0,0.056621523663890866,0.0,0.06432437676061416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20971767378067954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059270327075651816,0.0,0.07435490566758046,0.07717184554352284,0.0,0.0,0.07558022461160853,0.13312264705822702,0.0,0.05926255754620845,0.0,0.07140982586743062,0.0,0.07885770436141286,0.07042591665416058,0.0,0.07041248701579447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28162310205538305,0.05747863305332838,0.0,0.0,0.14219010333688026,0.0,0.0,0.06223901932627859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06606460659449133,0.0753736741055033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078449774351488,0.06600504119263025,0.07820813760463989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0922385015704732,0.07269737874407453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0611579864307269,0.0,0.0,0.07562802086853794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06075701042819843,0.0608911967597929,0.0,0.07697637979061586,0.0,0.11699290117813148,0.0,0.2604238256570776,0.1377857354343452,0.0697585439960988,0.0,0.07494996912475807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05492033961589093,0.0,0.05058037007996223,0.05101882069660258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0932495321962013,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13008793113304454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07707853276381671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2644735385447101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19635095479226944,0.1094346791216478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20656724887440164,0.0,0.058299150262644824,0.0,0.0,0.07702274949317607,0.0,0.0,0.054948607367875935,0.11504989202932026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2257879816673584,0.07808030003778207,0.0,0.07151584037119628,0.1552007793954683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04571168804387974,0.13226443246745584,0.06760160333717649,0.054624324906051284,0.2006068307934014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1868591892687522,0.0,0.20164056435101985,0.0,0.0,0.05942634296093512,0.07578015282460042,0.0,0.20291798065947303,0.05461504674723723,0.05519206998134809,0.08378724305117223,0.0,0.12756781152900365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06632658524851348,0.0,0.0,0.06987589254768704,0.07011925209365694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04430884591533105 anxiety,confused2497,2018/04/18,"my regular anxiety has turned into intense paranoid thoughts (detailed descriptions inside) Let me first say that I've always been paranoid about the outside when dark and whether or not there's something out there. It's why ive never looked out my windows during the night, why i always sprint to the end of the driveway when taking out the trash or even to one of the cars that are parked literally right next to the front door, it's why I always frantically try to unlock the door--I'm so terrified and convinced that there is something out there that is going to ~~kidnap me and kill me or torture me.~~ eliminate my existence But within the past few days (maybe since sunday?) ive been afraid to drive at night. I used to be scared because I couldnt see the road, but its warped into an immense fear that something is out there and if I cant see any *headlights*, I'm so terrified about the fear that there is something following me in the darkness and that it's going to swallow me up. I emphasize headlights because that seems to be the only thing that can assure me that nothing is out there; streetlamps seem to exacerbate it because I'll start to panic and think that there's still something out there and that I'm imagining the lights to begin with, which will kick my derealization into overdrive, which makes me more anxious because then I dont even know if I'm even alive because the thing thats out there could have me. If the roads around me aren't constantly filled with noise from cars driving, or arent even being driven on, then I'll get really anxious and think that, again, there is something out there and that it is following me. If there is no sound around me when I'm getting out or into my car, I get almost overwhelmingly paranoid so I book it to the front door, even if I parked in front of it. Cue the frantic key shoving in lock. This entire thing about being terrified of something out in the dark is just..well, terrifying. I dont know how to deal with it. It had always been a weird ""man, thatd be kinda weird and scary if there was something out there,"" but at some point I just got...to the point I am i suppose. I'm not entirely sure why im posting this :/ I originally was going to post this under /r/mentalhealth but I thought it was way too general of a topic. I'm not sure if this would be more of a delusion subject or just REAAAALLLY intense anxiety. Either way, I guess I just wanted to put this out there. Thank you if youve made it this far. **TLDR: anxiety about the dark has morphed into terror of not seeing headlights while driving or hearing sounds of cars while walking from my car because im convinced that something is out there to eliminate my existance.**",6.89573691415162,6.552329245746697,6.736992373378531,79.25156899810966,64.6710775047259,9.489368359298613,33.742324489928954,8.841846274778883,2.693257297438238,2157,82,413,29,29,682,222,529,0.16899999999999998,0.7979999999999999,0.033,-0.9973,1,0,9,0,0,1,62.0,0,1,0,2,41,19,2,9,25,0,42,1,0,5,4,89,80,41,1,12,28,0,0,0,0,2,0,4,4,1,40,34,1,0,9,1,0,20,12,13,0,2,11,9,40,6,65,57,5,83,0,1,4,0,5,37,0,21,22,291,80,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.071401337653864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2373248253416517,0.0,0.0,0.048489627931170384,0.0,0.1636436564060355,0.1611079859536708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12695256635986693,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608000287062729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07705502824731282,0.0,0.056930985322694735,0.0,0.0,0.045985620080394314,0.0735119946925124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16713710916348046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0631547826370038,0.0,0.0,0.2354803451392911,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16047517905117525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060651724869188274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11176125782134444,0.0,0.1215722795595476,0.0,0.05702886686058206,0.0,0.07855014461167954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08036555727184948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15404258192642933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07888806438642701,0.0,0.07837437532859942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07291386692557499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987797313843221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06747021283300746,0.04759642797224521,0.0,0.07163513563582212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054994565451845064,0.0,0.07583333672310884,0.1338292248120322,0.0,0.06841876410744592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048317896935749095,0.05423042268755948,0.0,0.08366067920046237,0.0,0.0,0.06806838589949486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13481194170167274,0.0,0.1365803471089743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07168089846056265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04567960423561509,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060893807606993124,0.0,0.056704343951786126,0.07138842445544621,0.0,0.1704617957051568,0.12982620635388026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058983968612035996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4940444406278297,0.0,0.0,0.050469819912585936,0.0,0.056944010013427825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344076351672136,0.0,0.053612245813737566,0.0,0.0,0.06564776978544577,0.0,0.0,0.14211498414916046,0.09137832030844537,0.0,0.11321590312934468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04841119754675295,0.07755901680870889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06158435000860867,0.0,0.0,0.04205734804239223,0.11319667295796375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2573655339333619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05065279924766812,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Sir_Dibs,2018/04/18,"Irrational fear of having rabies. I have been battling anxiety/panic/depression for a while now. It was mostly a health related scare because I had to be admitted to this hospital a while back for a unrelated issue. Anyway I have not been able to sleep soundly for the past 2 nights because I am terrified that somehow I contracted rabies. The only thing I can think of how I got it is a few days ago I was helping my dad move a water tank outside and something flew very close to my arm. It sounded like a dragonfly or bird, but my mind tells me it was a bat. I have a tiny scratch on the inside of my arm and it has me really worried. Should I go to the hospital? I have been feeling cold and hot flashes, my heart pounds, and I feel jittery and light headed. Help?",3.9512337662337664,5.032510097402599,5.4245454545454574,81.10681818181818,71.40259740259741,8.716883116883116,30.233766233766232,9.095868883498916,2.573527272727272,601,25,118,12,11,203,99,154,0.095,0.836,0.069,-0.5718,0,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,1,2,13,0,18,7,5,1,0,18,25,10,0,1,3,1,4,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,8,6,1,0,4,0,0,3,1,3,0,0,9,8,19,1,12,14,2,13,0,0,0,0,5,2,0,3,9,87,27,0,0.19168376916384566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16991609582692827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14739298655404887,0.0,0.23369729307571685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12362017350810965,0.0,0.16509694950384185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2156975315693204,0.193842146284158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10893830337000733,0.0,0.15330702084588674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19672284793084824,0.20375088308402026,0.0,0.22714618938052206,0.2569631799001685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20006805400036007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09364700729228503,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.193545963955262,0.0,0.0,0.20372951124738176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17988223234563566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14578414405055348,0.0,0.22489960253850685,0.0,0.0,0.18298384713746726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.122797530869787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1919088924369065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1918222008895088,0.0,0.0,0.14756753032398914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16754006305332547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1273461788555331,0.12282321942882428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15815918430846315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19466417213746195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ErikaTheZebra,2018/04/18,"People shouldn't make us feel this way. We are, on every single level, fundamentally broken. On Monday, mind you I am a janitor, my Store Manager made me lead the morning cheer. I would rather pound nails into my eyes. After a coworker covered for me, he said I would be doing it again today. The past 48 or so hours up until now have been absolutely fucking terrifying, and I called out of work. I love my job, and didn't want to quit over something as stupid as this, but some people just don't understand. There really is no hope for us. I'm going to go back to bed and cry some more.",3.3668267419962348,4.714504364406778,5.023333333333333,82.40010357815444,73.15254237288136,7.956308851224105,22.433145009416194,8.515128840125781,1.2609065913370996,457,11,93,8,9,155,94,118,0.126,0.8009999999999999,0.07400000000000001,-0.6563,1,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,3,1,0,3,7,5,2,0,4,0,12,3,1,3,0,23,24,9,0,6,4,0,1,0,0,3,0,1,1,0,3,6,0,0,2,0,1,3,4,2,0,0,4,3,14,3,16,16,4,20,0,0,1,2,8,7,1,4,9,66,17,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14220558898196706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1888419537148835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2031452554550555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15581789344425315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09351000080237568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1709718192510724,0.0,0.0,0.21020858530127326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1836847526633271,0.1821262704765758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835220188822184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16691339282440895,0.17499241654001466,0.12344727546881633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1867342432148074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765438530335212,0.25642487419516313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196703888323375,0.0,0.0,0.1184757539088596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17591799563574018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14237398980067487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17529920840857635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1925265503698444,0.4449142930900507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10908098045308352,0.14679484852249608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346367660219194,0.0,0.0,0.26274871154784163,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Bitchbasic,2018/04/18,"Unable to make decisions anymore Just the thought of making the most simple of decisions can send me spiraling into a near panic attack lately. I’m really not sure what to do at this point. I’ve always been pretty indecisive because of anxiety (I would spend 30 mins+ choosing between identical plushies in stores as a kid and still do similar things today) but it’s getting to the point where I can’t function at all. Just the other day, I decided to go grab some food, but I couldn’t decide where I wanted it from, and after over 45 minutes of deliberating in my car (yeah, really) I gave up and didn’t get lunch at all. This is all coming at a time in my life where I’m trying to make a lot of crucial future decisions about my education, apartment shopping, etc... I can’t even handle thinking about those things, I’ll start to break down and cry when faced with a decision like that. Does anyone have any tips for combatting indecisiveness (other than meds, which haven’t seemed to help it much)? I’m not sure what to do at this point but it can’t keep going on like this.",9.321079664570233,6.628947103773588,9.348553459119497,69.99309224318658,61.45283018867924,12.441090146750527,36.291404612159326,10.746095033038511,3.6615077568134176,854,27,163,16,9,283,134,212,0.09,0.852,0.058,-0.5394,0,0,0,0,0,0,25.0,0,0,0,0,10,8,1,3,9,1,14,4,1,3,5,41,32,9,0,3,7,0,1,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,17,7,2,1,10,1,3,5,8,4,0,0,4,1,11,4,36,26,8,37,0,0,0,0,4,21,0,6,12,112,28,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.121394468722728,0.0,0.0,0.09921208390724713,0.0,0.1116075668339494,0.0,0.14468642153673386,0.10201161431836314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16597408334136754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08893487616137666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1256736998720944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1602563530985933,0.09408876480592844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12767174287508132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16270899934887456,0.09636079614233893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17641411202105114,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1524458976985057,0.0,0.16582844228842789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09778884591123944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1296761939860152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1645733949402882,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10304837534444798,0.14255167249583015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12403281266745395,0.0,0.0,0.29215366298771633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1620539741030639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724796981017386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17117372680927515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4137474623683641,0.0,0.0,0.14842539264423646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1869252836794988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328152950196277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10326365083804574,0.0,0.11651015156244696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27500441118898056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1938493424050392,0.09348219370350164,0.0,0.11582256000032988,0.08507124522273338,0.0,0.13828928358528192,0.0,0.0,0.09905161161220817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08605133346910797,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10363803525632244,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,COLD-SKULL,2018/04/18,"I have been having fear over the thought of developing psychosis or schizophrenia I have been struggling lately with the fear of developing one of those two disorders. I’m working on getting my life set up lately and it has been triggering my anxiety issues. Lately I keep thinking about the fear of developing psychosis or schizophrenia. I have dealt with watching someone I know develop psychosis while also dealing with someone else who had been having issues with psychosis. Due to that I have been having fear that I could develop it when I know I probably won’t.",8.6713201320132,9.512136940594061,7.915594059405942,68.29372112211222,60.78217821782179,10.297689768976898,40.595709570957105,10.125756701596842,4.511810561056105,465,24,69,9,6,145,56,101,0.171,0.8290000000000001,0.0,-0.946,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,1,3,5,0,5,3,0,16,1,0,1,0,14,23,6,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,5,0,2,7,1,11,0,13,14,0,10,0,0,1,0,2,3,0,2,6,57,17,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11101838008355287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1062008193854548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1108405438220547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.143122579435033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15910558864624696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159705550724402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6248673201474793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07253038349819034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2897946671915178,0.0,0.12339412502910008,0.0,0.0,0.1525892856745062,0.0,0.4698022693490392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09805627170604456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09407147869196447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967693488975295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2352521087249139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14513013376515066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895351678110194,0.0,0.11021162027173964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13561194789961908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10106632416857443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,abcdef5533,2018/04/18,"Lexapro & Alcohol Wondering what other experiences with mixing Lexapro and alcohol. Since I’ve been on Lexapro, drinking feels better than ever. The effects feel more like a high, are more amplified, and I don’t get nauseous like I used to. Basically, it seems like all of the positives are boosted, and all of the negatives of alcohol are minimized. Anyone else have a similar experience? Not trying to become an alcoholic, but damn is drinking more enjoyable now....",6.2775661375661365,9.008984481481484,6.987054673721343,65.57888888888888,68.38271604938272,11.542151675485007,38.73192239858906,11.20814326018867,5.706532980599648,377,22,55,14,7,124,59,81,0.041,0.775,0.184,0.853,0,0,6,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,2,2,6,1,0,6,0,7,6,0,2,3,15,13,4,0,0,2,0,2,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,3,4,6,0,5,2,0,0,3,1,0,0,1,2,2,5,8,12,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,2,5,39,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6664967701101316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16893229053217154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1090183949782157,0.1597518799153903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1721942911848602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1378928845867734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3054718880281205,0.0,0.0,0.13024578332965536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1410327524368867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3050267825103176,0.0,0.0,0.15766917374656714,0.11138468726025087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08145840647241227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16473124946708065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2285144878962791,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419378605891897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12897331823794886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1058550812093628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13465926689979887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1690816184168363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,icsiah,2018/04/18,Why do i feel like everyone hates me ? Is this a medical issue i feel bipolar...,0.2325000000000017,2.5502272500000025,3.7550000000000026,82.39000000000001,89.0,8.200000000000001,26.75,8.841846274778883,2.8607250000000013,60,3,12,2,2,22,14,16,0.177,0.6709999999999999,0.152,-0.1027,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,3,1,0,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,7,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.372566914789105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.394291110441567,0.2785452031138533,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3849463098649241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4069551265700794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1904858319133369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39278402745468455,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518248188374666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Penmage44,2018/04/18,"3 weeks from college graduation, but presentations... I’m about to graduate college with a 3.8 gpa. This last semester has been an absolute struggle though. I didn’t even know I had anxiety until this semester, I just always thought I was a bad public speaker. But I think I’m realizing that I have missed a lot of classes this semester because of anxiety.. so it’s not just my public speaking, although that’s the worst part. I’m dreading the last few weeks because I have 4 presentations. I don’t know what to do because I feel like I can sort of conquer the anxiety in my head by envisioning myself doing fine, but I also feel like the more I focus on my anxiety the more anxious I get. I’m totally confused about how to deal with this. Any tips? I just want to be able to talk in front of a class without freaking out.",4.143875255623724,5.46824992638037,5.778665644171783,77.82583077709614,71.20858895705521,9.114314928425358,33.21523517382413,9.516144504307137,3.235458486707567,650,32,124,15,12,222,96,163,0.2,0.721,0.079,-0.9686,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,0,1,10,10,0,3,10,0,12,1,1,1,1,24,25,9,0,1,8,0,2,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,8,3,0,0,7,0,0,1,4,7,0,0,5,4,18,3,21,19,7,12,0,1,0,0,5,4,0,3,9,89,26,7,0.16291504873308715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13028310561226386,0.13555837139837654,0.0,0.0,0.11078781973356516,0.0,0.4985182654508562,0.1840476331434104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602726072599605,0.2979345047546314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679582616680286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10760385319978594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1647494873779132,0.2327730867337668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511638889237091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1671978409928448,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17906770037420805,0.2655950173987341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1591841273080307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13850454853559613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1764211218223306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1703141815852192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13094494505929027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.104389385006812,0.16006320821537592,0.12933635090653772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09609151672613993,0.0,0.26136125041886016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15704429334162456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,mash3735,2018/04/18,Anyone looking for friendly company on xbox? It's late and all my friends who have jobs are asleep. Being alone sucks. I have tons of games we can play together. We don't even have to have a full conversation. 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Had my first anxiety attack in over a year today in class, which really caught me off guard. Almost forgot how embarrassing they are. Sweating, struggling to catch my breath, trying to remain calm hoping nobody notices me somewhat silently struggling. Hopefully it’s another year before I have to deal with that bullshit again. 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The problem is they’re my only friends at school and Thursday is our last day. I’m extremely worried that I’ll never see them again and I don’t know how to cope.",1.76301098901099,4.170440553846156,3.643736263736266,85.47769230769231,81.92307692307692,6.791208791208793,29.285714285714285,7.957251820313856,2.1440329670329668,256,13,52,5,7,86,46,65,0.1,0.748,0.152,0.5515,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,0,4,0,5,0,0,1,3,10,10,5,0,1,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,2,1,0,1,0,1,6,3,6,10,3,8,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,0,6,32,7,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657075744573465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.670523696469442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589884679583482,0.23581329757042915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2231214391327564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2200211940109076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2768153772235456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29278106704774565,0.2305299372910581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2937921943690735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862959111762668 anxiety,valentinabambi,2018/04/18,"I don’t know what to do anymore. I hate how unproductive I’ve become, i want to get a job so I can have extra cash to shop online or whatnot to pamper myself - but the only job I had was through my mom at a dental office for 5 years and so because she was the owner I was let off really easily if I missed or had to miss or had to go and take a 10 min break because of a panic attack.. I mean I haven’t even finished 1 year of university even though I was enrolled and tried for 3 years, because I’d have to drop out from being too depressed or anxious to show up so my grades would be awful. I literally don’t even have ONE credit in university even though I was there for 3 years from 19-21. I’m trying to get back into working and i thought that perhaps babysitting will be best for me as it’s not a set 9-5 or 8 hour work day but also this way I don’t have to interact with adults or teens etc a lot which makes my anxiety sky rocket as I’ll be babysitting 0-11 year olds most likely. And I’ve had some interest for me to babysit but the moment they ask to meet me before or to do a practice run to show me what the day looks like for their kids(breakfast, get them ready for class, take the older 2 kids to the bus stop for 8:15 and then being the youngest to nursery for 9am) I get too nervous to reply because I know they’ll be seeing if they like me or think I’m a good fit :( etc. Ugh.. I’ve been like this for so long(since I was 14 I’m 24 now) and i feel hopeless because nothing has changed, I’ve tired and tried but i don’t get better and I feel awful and like what’s the point of this anymore.. I’ve done counseling with 4 psychologists and I’ve had a psychiatrist and counselling with a social worker as well and it’s all so redundant because it’s all the same and none of it worked the first 5 times around when I started therapy at 16.. I keep trying even though Ive heard it all over and over.. medications don’t really work and I’ve tried so many over 20 and I’ve even had combinations of medications to try and help - I was even on about 6 different medications a day at one point(as recent as 9 months ago)... and nothing works. Not to mention I have pretty bad depression, my depression gets worse the more I’m isolated which is all the time because i want to go out but my anxiety is overwhelming— i try and I’ve gone out and i usually break down in tears the whole way there and then in the washroom during. So now it’s been about 7 months that i literally sit at home and play videos games wake up at 4(just started happening now since I feel like what’s the use if all I’m doing is eating(barely), watching tv and playing Fortnite.. I’m so bored depressed that i just sleep to avoid my boredom) I go out maybe once every two weeks when my mom comes to visit me. I know lots of people say, “I don’t have any friends” or “I don’t talk to anyone because people bring drama” but they usually have atleast 2-3 friends who they see and hang out with maybe once a week or atleast every two weeks and if they can’t hang they still text and keep in contact with those friends... I have no one. The only 2 friends I had from high school moved to different cities for post secondary and that was 6 years ago when I was 18. I have no one except my dog. 😭 I’m not exaggerating either when I say I’m inside all day everyday(except for when I have to walk my dog).. Ugh. I hate this. I don’t know what else to do. I’ve exhausted so many resources and trying so many different things and nothing helps. The doctors don’t really help, and neither did therapy. But alas, I’m trying it again but because I’m older now since I turned 24(and I wasn’t in a therapy when i turned 24) I have to be put on a wait list because I have to go to adult therapy and so I have a referral but the wait lists are about 1 year or more. I’m really losing hope quickly.. I’ve been depressed with no “good moments where people get better for even a few months” for the last 5 years(before that was 5 years of on and off depression but mainly on) and severe social anxiety for the last 10 years. I’m almost at my breaking point where I have given up the point of trying and given up hope. No matter how hard I try nothing changes, nothing gets better. 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I also had another ESA, unfortunately he passed away this last year. They were incredible companions to me when shit hit the fan several years ago with extreme anxiety and depression. I am now on the upswing and recovering, I don’t know if remission is the right word but I am finally in a good mental health state. I do have set backs which is why I continue to see a therapist. I recently moved to a new city to start grad school. I had a lot of paperwork from previous therapists and psychiatrists that supported me bringing my ESA with me to the school’s housing and my ESA was approved. I live in my own studio so I don’t have any troubles with roommates. My neighbors all love my ESA, he is well behaved and trained, and I make sure to follow all the school’s guidelines. I have been meeting with a therapist/psychiatrist through the school, they have been helping me with grief counseling after losing my other ESA this last year. My therapist also has dogs and pets and frequently emphasizes how they understand that my ESA is family to me, that he is a good emotional support system for me. I have told this therapist about my previous mental health issues and the need for my ESA. I am required to update my paperwork every year which I don’t think is unusual, it wasn’t a problem for me at my undergrad university. So this last month at one of my sessions I brought up that I needed my paperwork updated, and I expected there to be no problem as they know my past and current situation. They said no. I was really confused. Then they went on about how my ESA is not an ESA at all, but just a pet, and they cannot in good conscience support my request for an ESA, that I am abusing the system. I was just flabbergasted. They have been so supportive of me having my ESA this whole time, so now why are they unsupportive? Is this just because my therapist has not seen me in my worst mental health state? My therapist has been generally helpful with a lot of things happening to me this year, but I have noticed they are quick to shut me down about certain topics. Lately I have been a little intimidated by them and have not brought up certain subjects, so I’ve considered shopping for a new therapist anyway…but this therapist is on the school’s ESA committee. So now I am panicking because I don’t know if they would just shut down my application if I got paperwork from someone else. On top of that, I just renewed my lease. So now I don’t know what to do, I am feeling stuck and starting to panic. If you have advice I really appreciate it. 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I'm always self-guessing myself when it comes to asking someone for help when I'm feeling really out of it, like, is it really that bad that I need to ask someone for help? And the fact that I'm young and still in high school affects my thoughts too, I know hormones are a thing that affects me, but I always wonder if what I'm feeling is normal. Like, I get comfy with my friends, but when I think I've done something weird or stupid, I usually think about it and criticize myself about it for weeks to come. I always think about not going to school because it's hard for me to face my friends after something embarrassing I did (or think I did), but I end up going because I think about how bad it would be if I didn't go to school. Then I panic about getting panic attacks because I know I'm not feeling well. Getting panic attacks has led me to rely on self harm instead of breathing techniques. I just need some people's thoughts on this. Should I really ask my doctor to refer me to a therapist or psychiatrist, or should I just try to learn how to deal with this myself? And what's your experience with that? I've heard that it usually takes a long time. 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I’m not sure where to start but here it goes. Background: I’ve been struggling with anxiety and panic attacks since I was a kid (panic attacks more recently - since I was 12), and I’m 18 now. I was diagnosed with PTSD last year after my mom died, and my anxiety has been at its worst ever since, though I’m trying to cope with it over time. There are many things in a regular day that could trigger my anxiety (ie. hearing an ambulance siren, screaming, crowded and loud places) and if enough things trigger me in one day it will have a snowball effect and give me an anxiety attack. I take meds for it which helps but there’s still the daily anxiety that I need to overcome. My social group consists of people who either have depression/anxiety or understand it and how to help people who have it. I don’t know many people who don’t struggle with a mental illness. But. There’s a guy I’ve been seeing for over a month now and I really enjoy spending time with him. I learned when I first met him that he’s never dealt with anxiety, and has never experienced a panic attack/has seen someone have one, and he doesn’t know how to help. I’ve told him small things that can help me, and what to look out for if we’re in public and I seem “off”, but I don’t think he understands the intensity of the anxiety I feel everyday. I think he thinks that since I go to therapy and take meds that it’s no issue, but it definitely is and I’m not sure how to emphasize it anymore. The only reason this is a problem is because there are certain things that he likes that he wants to share with me and wants me to enjoy. He’s a huge fan of gore/horror movies. I’m hemophobic (fear of blood) and seeing any sort of gore or something that’s psychological terrifying is my biggest trigger. There have been times where we watch one of his favorite horror movies and I’ll have to ask him to pause it for about 20 minutes because I get overwhelmed. I’d like to think that it’s good for me, that over time I can look at this as some sort of exposure therapy so I can better cope with my fears, but it’s quickly overwhelming even though I try to hold it in. Today he texted me about how he wants to take me to see Hereditary (one of the most horrific movies of the 21st century according to critics) when it comes out this year, and I told him I couldn’t go, and he got mad because he really wants to see it. I want to join him, but I don’t want to put myself in a position where I could potentially have an episode in public very easily. I’m not sure how to explain to him that my anxiety isn’t something I have complete control over, and that my triggers are serious. I don’t want to come off as saying “I don’t like this” because I want to, but everything in my brain keeps me from enjoying it. Has anyone dealt with something like this? How were you able to break it down to someone who doesn’t have personal experience with anxiety? Thank you in advance for any/all help",4.97238978127136,5.21570055032468,5.826910457963091,82.1592378673958,68.6590909090909,9.341353383458646,30.009227614490772,9.276330184999452,2.3742474025974016,2393,85,496,44,38,788,244,616,0.154,0.713,0.133,-0.9438,0,0,3,0,0,0,56.0,1,3,0,5,30,32,4,9,19,0,46,4,2,15,7,106,99,47,1,15,16,1,1,4,0,1,2,4,0,3,48,36,0,3,15,0,1,6,17,17,0,5,13,14,58,15,78,82,6,58,0,2,8,0,53,26,0,9,29,326,106,1,0.05577400192735884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0379282338826248,0.0,0.4693365469570032,0.0,0.0553128229905513,0.03899847895774687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05214116286525244,0.2538039159548713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13599725559739276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049327572278557816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06226223172083047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09608872818556743,0.058477979876043085,0.0,0.06255528572117815,0.08906200433430826,0.0,0.0,0.07193923435017888,0.05750054695890066,0.0,0.056609437922751873,0.05788460842131081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057629453321457726,0.0,0.03683820225588054,0.05045077786516748,0.0,0.0,0.05012607660390513,0.054557676076843975,0.0,0.12552251652763213,0.028201011195723043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047441337547249336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05827922804001559,0.05350350483084526,0.06339530121539365,0.04678058663707034,0.04460756439334921,0.0,0.0,0.05522503068417691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06286135370312405,0.0,0.18692068913202814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058213567471542035,0.0,0.04957449557362775,0.0,0.0,0.06130386568623004,0.0454632556276718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1089934403522036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09367222915530282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130921677571723,0.0,0.0,0.1239046855851972,0.0,0.056207075757523935,0.0,0.0,0.06532183697050656,0.04451827622340112,0.0,0.0,0.04135571571932426,0.08603269728906544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15117562859397413,0.04241864173853874,0.0,0.1963163222451515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11600001100399865,0.0486997071794281,0.058271961122902026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05336818740099157,0.06519682358753935,0.05606827681969551,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07146050761921488,0.057344963128228475,0.055070098277539024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04435372493715552,0.0,0.0,0.17777863380693076,0.050774556629651454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18454732298777649,0.0,0.0,0.056854571179258774,0.1417713925187216,0.12881265466463085,0.0,0.0,0.03947712563139708,0.0,0.044541189985404135,0.0,0.0,0.11661419329718856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1576990102750064,0.0,0.12580532486757304,0.0,0.0,0.051349207501229815,0.12756486391280192,0.0,0.14821507435737427,0.14295091351823724,0.10959534742710994,0.0,0.13008907618594093,0.0,0.05286723234426551,0.10658889796786956,0.0,0.07573377241407425,0.0,0.0,0.11612540596440632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04601939271608151,0.26317561113054355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07183325723747264 anxiety,jean0_,2018/04/18,"Can't think of a good title but you guys are awesome Hi, I just wanted to say this I have social anxiety and I feel like I don't have anybody in my life I can really talk to about it. I worry constantly about the future and about whether I'll ever feel better. Watching everyone around me enjoy their lives while I'm forced to isolate myself has made me pretty depressed recently. I wish I didn't have to suffer alone but it's hard enough for me to talk to people normally let alone open up to them. But anyway I just discovered this reddit and reading stuff on here has made me feel so much better. Just seeing all these relateable and supportive posts makes me feel so much less alone even though I don't know any of you. Even online I'm usually too nervous to reply to anyone so I'm just gonna hit submit before I end up deleting this whole thing lol. So yeah thanks, you guys are great",2.701940607734805,4.648354729281774,3.8163501381215466,87.85005006906077,76.29281767955801,6.734944751381216,21.257251381215468,7.6454224807358475,0.8099306629834251,710,18,142,10,16,230,114,181,0.138,0.622,0.24,0.9821,0,3,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,2,2,19,11,0,1,2,2,13,1,0,3,2,28,32,14,0,3,8,0,5,1,0,1,1,1,0,2,8,6,0,0,6,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,8,23,8,20,26,6,14,0,2,2,0,12,6,0,0,8,96,31,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3869832251578205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08469706989284524,0.0,0.09527905791740868,0.0,0.0,0.08708702093065546,0.0,0.0,0.11087433379897862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598137351278744,0.0,0.0,0.22030558289904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459239411615534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10727321122899862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11031276723068584,0.12869161930816955,0.0,0.1645258675027533,0.1126610079503862,0.0,0.11901117474812985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2519013169645397,0.08897728307893625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10446514932094826,0.0,0.13731486740638674,0.0,0.246644665721438,0.0,0.0,0.11157075367628648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06844845205284966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12735900741327846,0.08797210082848905,0.060847975837343374,0.0,0.10997837223317053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2357011004544719,0.08313691316289969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18311456502355605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12203082498385605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08634606319908586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11928277962349225,0.1267103296249138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12458193827370892,0.0,0.07978878778185786,0.0,0.12297635522004408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09904575448031168,0.0,0.0,0.09924881698682277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12696123958208885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257792974313732,0.0,0.14133585969936707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20021430497456352,0.0,0.1146672800566715,0.0,0.0,0.08274431226397401,0.07980547915155338,0.12236800729623383,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1371722834368166,0.0,0.07346177520088541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13905365511118678,0.14322432217299014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264847770911368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CasaNovascape,2018/04/18,"My anxiety has been spiked about this doomsday thing happening tomorrow (April 18, 2018). Can someone calm me down? Even though I’ve lived through y2k, I’m still scared. Someone help me out?",3.737941176470589,6.831795441176473,2.6485294117647062,91.21338235294121,79.88235294117645,6.929411764705884,29.088235294117645,8.07648339933343,2.230905882352941,151,7,28,3,4,43,31,34,0.228,0.6509999999999999,0.121,-0.6662,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,4,2,0,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,4,4,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,3,15,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2556979489348722,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22076691240824095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2955734128204845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2240386385755899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29514611942945645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346394375164382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5664125948523767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2669299907678541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22205877549990968,0.0,0.32839586331780385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nerdfighter8842,2018/04/18,"I told a friend I was feeling really anxious and she sent me something. I texted a friend that I was feeling anxious. I said “[My anxiety] is a combination of feeling stupid, egotistical, and general rudeness. I have no idea what I'm doing in chemistry class. I feel like all of my class are falling to the wayside. I feel like I've been rude to people. I feel like I won't accomplish anything. I'm frustrated with myself.” My friend knows that I’m a huge fan of the Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy. She sent me the clip of the introduction of the Guide from the movie! That instantly made me happy! I told her that I know I can be difficult at times (I can be very self loathing) and that she is a supportive friend and that I love her. Sorry for rambling like this. I just wanted to share this story.",2.056750000000001,4.318883175,3.5762500000000053,87.23375000000001,79.75,7.0,25.0,8.07648339933343,1.5777499999999995,628,24,128,12,16,207,88,160,0.161,0.588,0.251,0.9439,0,0,1,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,0,1,1,17,4,0,12,0,13,1,0,1,1,19,33,4,0,1,1,0,6,4,4,1,0,1,0,1,9,5,0,0,9,0,0,3,2,5,0,0,9,7,28,12,14,21,1,7,0,0,0,1,17,3,0,0,5,83,37,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10829723967498783,0.319857498021581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11649636548267968,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4294787001578244,0.3034033195284621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4374926959347408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15069913450285433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15981024709493358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15560142132754998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2766470604151777,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277684140271092,0.13395272332406447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09814371075508392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0906905007528396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13466123311537825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1476837175940921,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10898405794603117,0.0,0.1584710158755437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16064688093159826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08254799647270479,0.0,0.0,0.2705438529182848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11680638463980912,0.08349901489135901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,BertMacklinMD,2018/04/18,Going to a Concert Alone tomorrow and i'm feeling anxious I'm driving about 3 hours alone to see my favorite band and I feel on edge sorta. It's just I've had this date circled for months and I'm worried about things going wrong. I'm also worried about how I will handle things after the show is over. Last time I saw them I kinda went into a bad state of depression for a week after because my life frankly sucks and I had nothing to look forward to for a while. How do you folks deal with these kinds of feelings over some event you're anticipating?,2.087868061142398,4.266047424778762,3.2446822204344343,90.09667739340307,79.17699115044249,5.1710378117457765,24.432019308125504,6.11248444174946,0.617290265486726,441,16,89,3,11,142,77,113,0.204,0.7559999999999999,0.04,-0.9472,0,2,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,7,5,1,0,5,0,5,1,0,2,0,15,19,8,0,0,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,5,6,0,0,3,3,0,5,0,4,0,0,4,7,9,1,19,14,1,21,0,1,3,0,4,5,1,3,12,53,14,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3934476429265315,0.0,0.15189746991300798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2145816964262626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15859459786726865,0.1157875823815526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582304918558027,0.16359775836535312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28812289419144443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21589814088046813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1870557434418348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1977965634161476,0.0,0.15482902013571373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1341624654407764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15950440915208042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516108116464254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18225557699896905,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15136010000480107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2523795801166361,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1107573793283846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1523609392229129,0.0,0.0,0.17607920472759006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3857929815353121,0.0,0.0,0.20767301877674216,0.0,0.0 anxiety,astralbree,2018/04/18,"Need advice I deal with anxiety everyday and it is crippling me. Suicidal thoughts are reoccurring and I've been feeling the urge to hurt myself. (which I have not) I am at my breaking point and had a meltdown today. A while back I noticed my anxiety and depression was improving but I feel like it is progressively getting worse again. I've had anxiety all my life, dealing with a lot of traumatic events and abuse as a child. I get anxious in every situation and when I'm alone. There's not a day that goes by where I'm not dealing with it. So lately I've been thinking about the idea of going on medication. I have never taken pills and its frowned upon in my family. I do not go to my family for help because of past issues and am not comfortable opening up to them. I also don't have coverage so money is limited. I guess what I am really asking is: people who are on medications, what do you take and how do you feel now? I've read about side effects and how it has made some people's symptoms worsen over time and I'm not sure what I should do for myself. I am really looking for advice/help. Everything is greatly appreciated. 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Back story i was big about 280 putting me way over my bmi had high blood pressure and heart palpitations, im down now to 205 and still need to lose about 15 to 20 more pounds, ive had an ekg and echo on my heart doc says im good but when i get a pain in my chest i just cant help but think something is wrong and worry about it all night. For instance tonight i feel a tightness in my chest and i look it up, i see angia and think i might have that but do i wait for a month to check it out or go tommorow leaving work, when do i go to the hospital if i need to.",2.5894039735099352,2.7997822781457,3.8963509933774847,94.0224072847682,73.90066225165563,7.364503311258278,25.69602649006623,7.1686216300943375,0.7628988079470203,528,16,134,5,10,174,95,151,0.152,0.835,0.013,-0.9598,0,0,2,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,2,9,6,0,1,6,0,12,9,7,0,1,24,25,13,0,3,6,0,2,0,0,1,2,1,0,1,5,8,0,2,4,0,1,4,2,5,0,0,3,5,17,1,20,21,2,23,0,1,2,0,5,9,0,3,9,78,22,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09940133567600433,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09991341821126933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12416022984388678,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06569997623854751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06788664191606386,0.0,0.2215383211570051,0.10898486615072007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.461927383627919,0.08709393254898364,0.13728541754306084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4210622903960118,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.146574428041586,0.13758436424315862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10911422975230983,0.14536610016862944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13089770774569942,0.0,0.137842465595866,0.0,0.0,0.10371435512575272,0.0,0.0,0.19269305779360135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12193693288476555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1382619711296507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306224244664307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10333099952473096,0.0,0.0,0.10354284759306948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13003069025032338,0.0,0.0,0.20006347271154984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1037677373824628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2497748632906614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1031378245868238,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09459557536706018,0.13195717989192532,0.0,0.0,0.2841310983767955,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxious_labturtle,2018/04/18,Work Anxiety There’s a bunch of drama at my job right now which is in health care and now I’m dreading going to work. I’ve been so anxious all day. I have to go Thursday and I really don’t want to. ,-1.5613333333333337,0.3763820888888921,1.495000000000001,97.7025,94.77777777777777,4.777777777777779,16.38888888888889,6.42735559955562,-0.3694444444444445,154,4,38,2,6,54,37,45,0.17,0.725,0.105,-0.4475,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,1,1,0,4,1,0,0,1,4,9,3,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,1,1,0,0,1,0,3,1,6,8,2,9,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,4,23,4,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380052405829371,0.3514759978987029,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3172066316664188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20064606494919635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.353632279799378,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3307050278331031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3087376751890937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19931084591855786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2656939898767555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1835060910813411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4529967835986232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SparklineCosplay,2018/04/18,"I used to get panic attacks looking at this sub... I'm three months and some change into taking an SSRI, and even though I still have moments I need a bit of extra help, I can read this sub without panicking, and I'm currently stressed about going to work tomorrow after calling out today, but I know I can do it. I can eat again without being naueseous and I just wanted to share with you guys that things can get better. If you're in a tough spot right now, just know it's not forever. 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I've been with my boyfriend now for nearly three years. I have always dealt with my anxiety alone and am typically a closed off person but have been pushing myself to be open with him about what I'm going through. Since the beginning, I worried if my anxiety was something he could ""handle."" He can be very emotionally immature and selfish and it feels as though he's not taking my anxiety seriously. In the middle of the night last night I woke up and couldn't stop thinking about him (and the dog) getting murdered while I was at work. I woke him up, in tears, and told him what I was feeling and he just said ""I'm not dying any time soon"" and went back to sleep. It doesn't help that that's EXACTLY what my mom always said... Anyway, all day I was expecting a text from him checking in on me, but it never came. So I called him and told him I was really upset this morning and he literally made a joke about him getting murdered. I hung up and the next text I got from him was about how he didn't go food shopping - no apology, no mention of this morning. I, again, said I was feeling really anxious and needed more from him and I got nothing. While I know there isn't anything he can say or do to make my anxiety go away, I sometimes feel like he's not even giving me the lowest level of support. He's read books on dating someone with anxiety and will sometimes do breathing exercises with me which are helpful mainly because he's paying attention to me. I can see the ways he's making an effort but it doesn't feel like enough. I feel like I was off better going at it alone. Or is it all just my anxiety talking?",3.561671641791044,4.826074062686568,4.782268656716418,84.64295522388059,72.55223880597015,7.628656716417911,27.42985074626865,8.109356740369918,1.7056591044776122,1301,47,264,19,25,430,169,335,0.16899999999999998,0.745,0.086,-0.9817,1,2,1,0,0,0,35.0,0,0,0,3,18,11,2,1,11,0,30,4,2,4,4,55,67,26,3,5,11,1,6,3,0,1,1,4,0,1,14,22,1,1,9,5,3,7,11,5,0,1,23,11,43,6,37,39,6,43,0,0,1,0,37,18,0,3,20,183,57,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1931995400174034,0.0,0.0,0.15521651065378256,0.0,0.0,0.06342691574336146,0.0,0.42810856051667295,0.10536874674694473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07675340492193672,0.0,0.08719502083987844,0.0,0.08763039743074809,0.07171900551072863,0.0,0.05685663151887362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08248988815084105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09523927446235557,0.10667623000508107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07446864336378813,0.0,0.0,0.06015154528274806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09679971370504196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10491639036101587,0.0,0.09637302099190496,0.0,0.061604069355072864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2829612103517643,0.1998966898404232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127826629421478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0974596312056491,0.08947324843499159,0.2120303540184521,0.0,0.14919335485271107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1250340612954239,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051258847639147856,0.07602763927893405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13670128523237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0882544924993104,0.12451712894006126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10923689889045758,0.0,0.0,0.06856430866985927,0.0691586511661339,0.0719357070383848,0.0,0.09919388669473933,0.1750554773940758,0.0,0.0894952461270237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08143991712229437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09329541284047063,0.0,0.1195025217828073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2661638784120339,0.07417218484781464,0.0,0.0,0.07432425183794084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07715405060800153,0.0,0.0933375312103469,0.0,0.07902751457688566,0.07180393564133307,0.18449317124121375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07797804066144334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10584188657303932,0.0,0.0,0.07012756218437413,0.07496703173027981,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05976376052215426,0.09163747102799014,0.0,0.05438658770608692,0.0,0.0,0.17824729386313173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07695766044357573,0.0,0.07403352164637153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08646238444069891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06790179650039767,0.09472038772447652,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06006293317627422 anxiety,johancolli,2018/04/18,"Skipping through days There's this thing I've been doing for a couple weeks now where I'm so anxious about carrying a conversation with my friends through texts and making my homework that I decide to go to sleep at an early hour just so another day can start and I can try to make things better the next day, I don't know if I'm explaining myself well but for example rn I'm in bed and it's barely 9pm but I'm ready to sleep because I can't go through this day anymore without feeling pressure or anxiety about things I have to do or conversations I might not be interesting enough to carry, just wanted to know if someone's been through similar stuff and how do they manage to not do it anymore or less 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anxiety,meadhd,2018/04/18,"phone phobia issues (Cross posting in social anxiety sub.) Does anyone have a problem with/fear for calling people or receiving calls? I used to be very shy but I tried to get over that and now I am okay with talking to strangers and even public speaking. I still hate making/receiving phone calls, though. How bad is it? I don't mind calling my mother. But calling a friend is problematic... I don't mind calling to complain about a service, or ask information about a service. But when my doctor calls and asks me to call back, I don't do it... The problem: I am looking for a job. I had an informational interview with someone (call her X). X referred me to a number of people and gave me their telephone numbers. I looked these people up and most have a direct email address posted on their website. I am now considering sending these people an email instead of calling them, while mentioning that they can call me if they prefer calling over email (but so far my experience is that people just email me back). Is it okay to contact these referrals by email instead of phone? Would this be weird if it ever gets back to X if she finds out I didn't use the contact information that she gave to me (the phone numbers)? Would the people I am about to contact think it is strange to get an email instead of a phone call? And what can I even put in the email? Questions about their job, or should I just ask for a meeting? Anyone any experience? My rational reason for not wanting to call is that calling out of the blue is rude and assumes that they have time to talk to me. Also, if it was me, I'd prefer to receive an email because then I could read something about the person who contacted me and look at their resume and questions before I write back/meet with them/call them. But the real reason is, of course, that I am really not feeling like making the calls and I am putting it off which is probably even worse than sending a quick email. Any thoughts?",4.003622807017543,5.7077012394736855,4.5968421052631605,84.66622807017546,72.13157894736842,6.856140350877192,28.456140350877188,7.42949916751922,1.6264719298245618,1541,60,294,17,30,491,170,380,0.111,0.861,0.028,-0.9837,2,0,1,0,0,0,50.0,0,0,9,0,26,11,2,0,23,2,33,1,0,6,1,63,52,29,0,13,16,1,1,1,1,3,1,1,1,1,21,15,0,0,15,1,0,7,6,7,0,0,6,6,44,4,45,40,1,32,0,0,4,0,75,11,0,11,13,214,65,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0408556794106212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06948424547242538,0.0,0.03908277734454375,0.0,0.0,0.07144492657731341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14328334022718475,0.0,0.0,0.15713647512388385,0.04265699784487745,0.031143246482122574,0.0,0.043472789448229764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.8346777134343809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079023419982022,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05229153179010712,0.044708136209083885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012309733257734,0.04621272696622993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09994926124585872,0.0,0.057489081733371326,0.025832022531794046,0.03649783508891229,0.0,0.0,0.046694219943010234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03947106518226125,0.0,0.0800753377999562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05043959392757024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05332341369408232,0.10139546329092444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.02495939762102285,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287051260688554,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03410215778030486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10317020932075244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2125111668618536,0.04460875265854115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09785785919722947,0.0,0.05508234638640811,0.09777012674159008,0.0,0.10271667069476556,0.11446225304092852,0.0,0.051102605977944165,0.05815021711254643,0.032728781073512674,0.10505555062067816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052078578088747364,0.0432873580370391,0.039330639299695234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04079956620386637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08212645332090053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032735627752097075,0.05019446757544389,0.040558785146734375,0.029790278829479933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0346859284910115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08824860647171898,0.0,0.04215359446832833,0.030133486479262776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520638320969214,0.0725840078993055,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lor3nz42,2018/04/18,"Homework Does anyone have trouble starting there homework. For instance, you go to start it, get overwhelmed because you think about all the stuff you have to do at once and then end up doing something that isn't Homework?",9.765,9.179161500000003,7.255000000000003,78.67000000000004,59.0,8.0,42.5,3.1291,3.0165,180,9,29,0,2,51,34,40,0.066,0.905,0.029,-0.3612,0,0,1,0,0,0,4.0,0,3,0,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,3,10,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,6,10,1,7,0,1,0,0,3,2,0,0,4,22,6,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404181479931928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20959925359080636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.300893228464132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3045366681990835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17964013528622766,0.0,0.1954099405542061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36617415223127625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26470177555822705,0.0,0.0,0.4867378259894795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.39360999431641297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031624566195174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thisismythrowaway0_o,2018/04/18,So it just occurred to me that I probably have some kind of anxiety disorder and I’m not sure what to do now I don’t know why it took me so long to realize that my absurd levels of anxiety are not normal. I don’t know where to go from here there. Do you have to be like officially diagnosed with that for some kind of treatment? Is that even something I should want to be diagnosed with? Where do you even start? A regular doctor? A shrink? I don’t like the idea of therapy. But I can’t live like this forever. It’s gotten really bad lately. ,0.9929351032448359,3.171667814159296,3.432942477876108,87.22221607669618,83.24778761061947,8.014454277286136,21.806047197640122,8.841846274778883,1.6989356932153394,425,14,92,12,12,147,69,113,0.119,0.802,0.078,-0.6809,0,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,2,0,0,10,7,0,0,3,0,14,3,0,0,1,17,22,4,0,3,4,0,0,3,0,1,3,0,0,0,9,3,0,0,4,0,0,2,6,1,0,0,2,0,11,6,14,17,2,9,0,0,0,0,2,3,0,2,7,67,20,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2721282254069131,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.148507525736699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3610528219332089,0.0,0.0,0.2038455152284609,0.1820495204883085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23495263983333706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108319937904003,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20078479873678945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3704322672672387,0.19549685099886796,0.0,0.20063633311226664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2606834919364826,0.0,0.15705560027102952,0.15740246912958933,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17426721345515536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19176555751448887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11394309358761286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1369270277594496,0.0,0.0,0.12589179590934588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16763303895709994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20340095126051366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19761147261163706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10490774655846964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1604929903066625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sahltnpephr,2018/04/18,"Gabapentin for anxiety- Reviews? Side effects? I am diagnosed with panic disorder and social anxiety. I am on the lowest dose 100mg 3 times a day. So far I see a slight lowering of my anxiety and I feel hopeful about this medication. I notice an increase in appetite but that’s okay for me as I am very slim. The only bad effect I’m dealing with is the drying effect it is causing me. Dry mouth, eyes, throat, dry lady part. It’s causing me to become insecure as it’s affecting my love life a little bit but I don’t know if this is a deal breaker for me. I want to know if this side effect subsides? Has any one else experienced these side effects? And how has this medication worked for you, thanks. ",2.491829670329672,4.593219292857146,4.455714285714286,82.29851648351648,77.5,7.4505494505494525,27.1978021978022,8.384062270229773,2.100901098901099,551,23,106,11,13,188,91,140,0.14400000000000002,0.736,0.12,0.3421,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,6,3,7,0,2,8,1,9,9,3,9,0,23,18,11,0,4,4,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,9,5,0,0,8,0,0,1,1,3,0,1,0,4,15,4,14,18,3,10,0,0,2,1,5,7,0,3,2,66,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10903312074995523,0.0,0.3679669098350369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1338728100227223,0.0,0.17707712255561198,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17504400884327995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3294158867339867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10340264260440116,0.3305961516246805,0.0,0.16273638524060244,0.0,0.0,0.18375750184234585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13393910087447122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08107006164562591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15924857335044695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17623155906734206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11324916793928134,0.0,0.16069753009842871,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14470836198957265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32304076329296355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18254216323967928,0.0,0.0,0.10864696875912416,0.1219417941009362,0.0,0.1881182703698076,0.0,0.17362689801782355,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277660285120275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16344107515680736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14761468617870266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09349247578945158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13229295142979866,0.0945695832939414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672559969529395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jaimienicole,2018/04/18,"Is tiredness a symptom of anxiety? Recently diagnosed with GAD. For the past few years, I’ve been a more tired person. Granted, I’m a teacher so sleep isn’t top priority sometimes. But I nap a lot and feel sleepy a lot of the time. Is this a part of my anxiety? Like how my body is reacting to anxiety? I guess I just want to know if this is normal!",-0.3594520547945201,1.8935380547945224,2.6131643835616463,89.32960958904111,93.10958904109587,6.755616438356164,23.738356164383568,7.908726449838941,1.6902175342465748,270,12,59,7,10,95,51,73,0.13,0.754,0.116,-0.2494,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,8,0,6,5,2,2,0,14,11,5,0,3,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,1,2,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,1,5,1,7,10,5,5,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,4,5,39,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4817239932471962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331541063658398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21304638881757568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10613289615154604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23123101844287194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153567998929012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10254764807737213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35690281287554165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2056596611937884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22730370697127736,0.2003754706386922,0.0,0.18327856858795252,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20725317191576084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2100538620401261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.207598715311592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2181688319257545,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223957034507592,0.241251785089776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1238057990717268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1351701819785847 anxiety,seasterbrook,2018/04/18,"Sleep Paralysis? Anybody else experience sleep paralysis? I only get in periods when I'm really anxious, and last night I had my first sleep paralysis experience where I was just frozen with a demon from my dream beside me. Looked it up and found out its pretty common with people with anxiety, still terrifying as hell though. Anyone else deal with this and have any tips to remedy experiences like this?",7.226666666666663,8.930511666666668,7.562111111111111,66.49400000000001,64.27777777777777,11.871111111111116,29.677777777777766,11.602472056035307,4.1087911111111115,328,11,52,11,5,107,56,72,0.159,0.745,0.096,-0.7297,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,5,2,1,0,1,0,3,3,3,0,0,10,7,6,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,3,1,6,1,10,4,0,11,2,0,1,0,1,4,1,0,8,33,10,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1163909199190812,0.0,0.13093271365893386,0.19335585249360315,0.0,0.119675196461401,0.1753679974629304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17645276015508535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28595522271925283,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5022657891386902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1455839187346276,0.0,0.18766206019641446,0.0,0.0,0.08942115502587042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13951375013654788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08361743672930393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14372666225372588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1606168912044484,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13017069945690773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186569705403904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17412564386173116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10964594667687874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5138342765004429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366841939631328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16815841393205772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,HelptheRed,2018/04/18,"Endless cycle of nothing I'm scared to post this, honestly. I don't know what the hell has been happening to me this last 3 years, i used to be a pretty chilled guy, had friends, used to go out to parties and enjoy myself. I always sucked at school though, even though i consider myself a reasonably smart fella. School always made me nervous, i used to skip school a lot. Most days i would wake up and prepare myself to go, but at the last second i would panic and stay home. That caused a lot of fights with me and my mom, but, i won't talk about it now or ill never finish this. Eventually i quitted highschool, tried to start working, wich didn't work so well. I've been locked at home now for, a little more than a year, i lost all my highschool friends, probably because school was the only thing that connected us, i fight on a daily basis with my mom, and i can't seem to do nothing with my life because im in this endless cycle of being afraid to leave the house. I sweat a lot when i start talking to people, i mean A LOT, and recently i think i've been having panic attacks, thight chest, hard to breath, numbness. Also been feeling the left side of my belly hurt a lot and get numb pretty much every day, wich sucks since financially i can't afford a god damn sandwitch, it's pretty much impossible to get myself good health care. I would love to get some advice on what to do, my life has been getting worser and worser every day and i feel like i can't battle this all by myself. 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I get depressed when I do nothing with my life but if I do something I get too anxious about it which makes it feel like it isn't worth it. There's no happy medium it's just one or the other. ,3.2461111111111123,5.523467685185183,4.355333333333334,83.07300000000002,75.85185185185185,6.542222222222222,31.170370370370367,7.554174236665415,2.2861303703703704,221,11,39,3,5,72,41,54,0.204,0.589,0.207,0.2851,0,0,1,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,0,0,5,4,0,0,1,0,3,1,0,1,0,12,10,6,0,1,6,0,3,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,7,2,0,0,3,0,1,0,2,2,0,1,1,3,5,2,3,9,1,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,31,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1878139230326849,0.27735559879060745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.42291355682161735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22064790542481771,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.37241059780330105,0.1753918747845995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2565369258483505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613491879714846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17341046117760353,0.1199434303865154,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16387934716448244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4711455406807938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16636343825651562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18900503403682772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,sorry-for-sin,2018/04/19,"Just lost my job because of GAD/Depression... Hello everyone. I'm a seventeen-year old who just lost her customer service job. I moved to a new state in December, then started this job about a month ago. I worked for a nationwide fast-casual chain, and my job mostly consisted of preparing bagel sandwiches for angry white people, the latter of which had a tendency to trigger panic attacks. Going forward, I hope to find a quieter, slower-paced job involving less hostility. I know my options are limited without a degree, but I am a prolific writer and am knowledgeable in the areas of English and history. I hope to find something outside the realm of customer service if at all possible. I would really appreciate your suggestions. Thanks everyone. xx",5.926207598371779,8.317477902985079,7.125088195386707,65.67642469470829,68.4776119402985,11.141383989145183,37.55495251017639,11.022393298168332,5.362098507462687,605,34,87,21,11,204,93,134,0.101,0.794,0.105,0.6742,6,0,1,0,0,0,22.0,0,1,0,4,3,8,2,1,11,0,5,1,0,1,1,20,14,6,0,4,5,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,4,0,0,3,1,5,0,0,3,1,12,3,16,10,3,14,0,2,1,0,6,5,0,5,7,58,15,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1186650039809588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1522930196272167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08160407075682798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152994369060399,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.255831279343231,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447039957990015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07607969180417175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2659202401599873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6642116265531042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07356979331900726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2922632524348906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10685134922608198,0.14227941823612694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12928956703817387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14047088054564208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15706406212235074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.092806511074376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15091491024104134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08575861762006101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10305734420353407,0.0,0.0,0.09475174007445117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12324673299709535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1290429952350804,0.0,0.09745675848374563,0.0,0.0,0.09509526439109683,0.0,0.0,0.08620594850316261 anxiety,musicals4life,2018/04/19,Finally went to the doctor about my anxiety She gave me Zoloft. Has anyone here tried it? What was your experience?,2.7042857142857137,5.731788952380956,3.9971428571428578,78.87285714285716,88.04761904761904,8.514285714285714,21.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,2.4211142857142867,92,3,16,3,3,30,21,21,0.093,0.907,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,2,1,0,2,0,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,1,12,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32330080342639633,0.0,0.0,0.29550359176828056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4325663473478496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4134004625335581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4629562019634514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2869291619138246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3917701387064589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,cioccan,2018/04/19,"Panic attack around friends hey, so i told my friends about my anxiety and i might have a panic attack around them and i believe that i should tell em what to do when this happens, but i don't know for certain. so, i wanted to ask you guys for some advices.",1.7324528301886808,3.7070007358490606,2.7930566037735858,93.9175094339623,79.37735849056604,4.994716981132076,23.807547169811322,5.6839178017228535,0.3224143396226409,201,7,43,1,5,64,38,53,0.226,0.6970000000000001,0.077,-0.7069,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,1,0,6,7,2,2,1,0,5,0,0,0,1,11,10,6,0,2,1,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,1,3,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,1,0,10,3,7,7,1,3,0,0,0,0,9,2,0,2,1,33,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948965097842548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1525757903966307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35509879051791343,0.1864552655602925,0.453797671063685,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2247075589785272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3081832652213598,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1974830862212236,0.1763696082396093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10961041074149036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.211580890694074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4680142646944201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17432476209764206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19057938281639647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11763853107081113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,throatawayanxiety,2018/04/19,"feeling like i can't swallow, feeling like something's wrong with my throat, unbearable panic attacks because of it Now's the time for me to make my own post, after days and days of just searching online, reading symptoms, and getting it in my head that i have serious problems when i'm not so sure anymore. Backstory- i've been struggling with anxiety and panic attacks for a few years now. A bit of a hypochondriac, i always end up chalking up my problems to different things - i've thought i've had cancer, i've thought i've had diabetes, i've thought my lungs were failing (difficulty getting a deep breath is my most common anxiety symptom,) and now i think something's wrong with my throat. Despite my mother and close friends telling me they think it's just allergies, or that i'm coming down with some kind of bug (i'm not having a runny nose or any snot or anything like that, though my right nostril has been bloody and dry lately...even a week ago i tried to go to my friend's house and got a random bloody nose and had a panic over that too) i really can't be too sure. The past couple weeks I've had an on-and-off feeling of something being stuck in my throat, or a lump in my throat, or having difficulty swallowing. I also had an incident of choking on a piece of chicken a few months ago - I was fine eating for a couple months there, and then one day a couple weeks ago I had a massive panic attack and i've been in a dark hole of anxiety ever since then. I'm talking panic attacks every single day - last night i had about 3 in a row thinking my throat was closing up and that i was going to have to go to the emergency room or something, splashing water on my face like a crazy person, hyperventilating, shaking, the works. I have somewhat of a history with acid reflux - pains in my chest every now and then where I take a couple tums, they go away, and I end up being fine, but doing all my reading has gotten me thinking that it could be GERD and that this throat stuff could have something to do with damage from GERD? I'm only 25 years old and part of me feels like that's too young for this to all be happening, especially since my reflux hasn't been super consistent, and I haven't even been having much reflux lately. I had a little tiny bit of heartburn last night when I kept thinking about my throat while i was trying to sleep, but i took 1 tums and ended up being okay. I always clear my throat lately, but nothing really comes up. My throat feels super scratchy and dry sometimes, as well as my mouth. I'm shaky, scared, and I've BARELY been eating the past couple weeks because the whole process of eating has just been fucking unbearable. Like, this is the least I've eaten since I can remember (sure wouldn't mind losing weight, but it would be nice to have my appetite back.) i'm burping a lot and keep having these gassy groans in my stomach and in my side...but i think that might've been because i had barely eaten anything yesterday, or maybe i was swallowing some air or something. i don't know. i guess i'm kind of considering that it might be some kind of postnasal drip putting mucus in my throat? i'm not hacking up any green stuff or anything like that at all so i don't know if that's the case or not the strangest thing is that through all this, there hasn't been much pain at all. Does anybody have any experience with symptoms like mine? it's seriously ruining my life, getting in the way of functioning, and i just want to feel normal again",6.967447966698687,6.082144247838618,6.941878001921233,79.62857428754405,64.73487031700287,9.497854626961256,33.11063080371438,8.430304187100639,2.4387631764329174,2764,96,545,31,36,883,277,694,0.121,0.8059999999999999,0.07200000000000001,-0.9714,1,0,6,0,0,0,72.0,0,0,2,5,27,49,5,9,33,1,63,43,21,1,10,106,112,49,0,9,23,1,7,8,2,3,11,0,1,1,29,33,10,2,18,2,0,9,12,26,1,1,34,12,61,23,69,65,23,88,0,4,1,1,8,32,1,21,53,347,90,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1373091719122742,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04129105818743178,0.08592593145364755,0.0,0.0,0.1053370570860892,0.0,0.11849778954162735,0.0,0.05120626858063474,0.0,0.0,0.12746919349708374,0.0,0.0,0.2349609147488651,0.048511099052379436,0.03970275021311634,0.0,0.0944253739888523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1127401816088992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08895487442183674,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0824498311187496,0.2856558156610945,0.0,0.13319659190961025,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05394571332020685,0.0,0.0,0.04518456871337681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15850098763785087,0.0,0.0,0.13719509156343107,0.0,0.0,0.06820649450723551,0.04670519315036609,0.08700641017612397,0.0,0.0,0.050507185554484725,0.0,0.0,0.15664380974882025,0.11066032341979253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07978337761956121,0.04773406925706829,0.0809286610863871,0.0,0.11737736912615072,0.0,0.04129579362535863,0.0,0.056879800348410565,0.0,0.04565907576028743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05299056810784723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05957779020828621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04589396812247875,0.0,0.16130412337942654,0.05675252213933271,0.08417591264934328,0.11648901635734665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.036470062142950815,0.20180302065420594,0.05175003945327525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05776435305462284,0.0,0.04389670745052402,0.0,0.0,0.034465567615979534,0.0,0.051872497918877485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10954934939250187,0.052134821617545256,0.0,0.08242626883938918,0.0,0.07591269848958543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09690853690623373,0.05058958156738183,0.04954345611653881,0.0,0.05418036668616325,0.0,0.034987998361391215,0.0392693817500579,0.10988274852385088,0.3029022259258305,0.0,0.05591373319221926,0.09857947987599633,0.0,0.045084126081470256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04945034101133886,0.0,0.0,0.09881201464563268,0.0,0.051905635736095884,0.0,0.0,0.1032943623703948,0.0,0.06615511102521547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.058490359944487376,0.04409447794479667,0.0,0.0,0.05169384920024208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12813457091627067,0.0,0.0516704973913644,0.0,0.0,0.23849859886805602,0.051066563469845234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05397824030161995,0.1182153412042099,0.0,0.0,0.14599106388805505,0.16100002091953847,0.03882174696419187,0.04150081716569284,0.04512970005975647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06860561886833116,0.19850685091716527,0.05072936520071685,0.12297300020446945,0.030107739102928556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05736639448193982,0.07011111856507869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030454604146956464,0.040984037583782836,0.16566818158453875,0.06287533789256528,0.04642445534566927,0.0,0.0,0.05764663336841828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03758959074068394,0.0,0.0,0.036678749893314544,0.11290561596820566,0.0,0.06650018683284686 anxiety,vanilla_ice22,2018/04/19,"I just had my first anxiety attack today I have been having a lot of anxiety and stress building up over the past few weeks due to situations I can and can not control. Today I was sitting in the dining hall and I had drank coffee earlier that day, and its almost like that in combination with what i've been dealing with just triggered an anxiety attack. I suddenly felt like my heart was beating really fast and got anxious because I suddenly felt like I was gonna past out. I didn't know what to do so I just went to health services on campus and told them I needed to see a doctor immediately because I was so scared I was gonna pass out/have a heart attack. I sat in the doctors office for 30 minutes and just started crying because I felt like I was suffocating from the weight everything in my life. I let it get this far and didn't even acknowledge what I was doing to myself. I don't get much sleep, I lay awake at night unable to turn my brain off and stop thinking about pointless things. I get so worried about things I could be doing but I can't because I'm laying down. I think about the dumbest stuff and get super wound up over it. Then the next day I am so worn out that I crash and sleep like a rock because I wore myself out the night before. Most of my anxiety comes from worrying about how i'm gonna get a job, am I gonna hate that job, how am I gonna get an apartment, can I afford that apartment, what am I gonna do with my life, is it gonna pay enough, am I gonna like what I do, am I gonna hate what I do? Why is my dad the way he is, I wish he would change, what can I say to make him change, will he ever change, why does he have to be so mean, why won't my mom leave him? Why is that guy staring at me in class, that really makes me nervous, should I say something, I don't know what to say, i'm not gonna say anything, I should say something. These same recurring thoughts, over, and over, and over. All night long, every night, until I crash the night after from exhaustion. Then I will get anxiety from other little things like just looking at my phone, or whenever my roommate comes back into the dorm when I'm trying to relax. Its just unescapable stresses and it eats away at me. I can't believe I let it get this far. 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I pretty much carry my emotions on my sleeve and also find that other peoples emotions easily transfer onto me. Similar I imagine that other people pick up on my emotions too. Lately, I've noticed that when I am anxious that it can transfer onto the other person and make them slightly tense too. I don't have any hard evidence ofc and can only make deductions from tone of voice and shift in general vibe. How do you guys ground yourself when you're anxious & around other people? 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Hi everyone, Long-time lurker, first time posting in the sub. Wondering if anyone has any tips on handling chest pain caused by anxiety? I've been dealing with anxiety much of my life, participating in therapy, doing yoga, and try to meditate/use mindfulness practices but admittedly I am not so great at keeping up with the practice. Tomorrow I'm heading out on a solo trip for four days (my first one), and I started to get stabbing pains in my chest, which usually happens when I'm super nervous/anxious. It's been with me for the past 12 hours, even waking me up in the middle of the night, and it makes me worry because it's chest pain (this has happened before). It's so hard to calm myself down and acknowledge that what's causing the pain is my anxiety and not a heart attack or any of the other millions of terrible reasons running through my head. What do you guys do to help cope with the physical symptoms of anxiety? Really just looking for thoughts on things to try because I feel so intense right now and nothing seems to help. :( Thanks in advance for any thoughts.",6.575265438786566,7.127420676056339,6.921126760563383,74.62433369447456,65.24413145539907,9.934127843987,37.51137594799566,9.851270322608157,3.84493022751896,896,45,156,18,13,291,132,213,0.184,0.715,0.101,-0.9542,0,0,0,0,0,0,29.0,0,2,0,4,8,11,1,0,10,0,10,15,8,6,0,32,26,14,0,1,6,0,2,0,0,0,7,0,0,1,11,11,0,1,8,1,0,3,2,7,0,5,4,3,14,4,34,22,1,31,0,0,1,0,8,15,0,4,12,104,25,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1972251349757904,0.0,0.3697771576179497,0.0,0.0,0.06759678730884851,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1099807594005296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11786328347785373,0.0,0.08226254943027596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29793283122324504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06234680497153677,0.09966676513549404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06385233961122076,0.0,0.0,0.09237625745897686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04888133605818666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16446190156817228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0505082337520532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10658355042140258,0.0,0.0957225705476236,0.17097719698648664,0.0,0.08660101615083575,0.0,0.1984310600014694,0.0,0.0,0.1145592888882827,0.12959723973410164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09520452738530537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08592839317822397,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0682837847163363,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555354748630646,0.08118190657919122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06453072084141667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09761329502546924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07106659622049645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0907221057828582,0.0,0.09276141834649664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06550888063749978,0.0,0.5143403591438782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09228637937215614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09258707666941393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061931912008056124,0.09939708879447473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08255916393451249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08800848127728947,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06842643447098208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10048141883886112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08900453429733196,0.11055527298049866,0.0,0.06422598473747905,0.0,0.0,0.15349689358850388,0.05637145248455151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13127075318802858,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11628705427768965,0.0,0.1064728770034617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10483895126361574,0.0,0.09817725400946653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Mentoman72,2018/04/19,"Does anyone feel like their anxiety is white noise at this point? So basically my life fell apart and I had a million things stressing me that I have now taken care of. The anxiety from these was crippling but I was too anxious to actually get them taken care of. Now I feel like I always have something I should be stressing about and I can't find it. I've taken to cleaning heavily to try to combat it and it helps, but I can never quite shake it. Sometimes I think I am only anxious because I feel like I should be. There is never a time when I can completely shake the feeling of the anxiety. Anyone else experience this?",2.141246898263028,4.569289588709676,3.736451612903228,85.26313895781641,80.53225806451613,6.396029776674937,24.86104218362283,7.61054688173877,1.4503146401985116,495,19,95,8,13,164,75,124,0.135,0.679,0.187,0.8364,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,2,1,7,9,0,4,5,0,15,1,0,0,2,15,26,7,0,2,2,0,4,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,9,3,0,0,6,0,0,3,3,4,0,1,6,5,17,5,10,16,0,12,0,0,1,0,3,3,0,0,9,70,26,0,0.0,0.0,0.13882089736188574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11836801445356004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3264753218938273,0.3214165628479013,0.0,0.19893677801163745,0.14575762318836294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08671766364363588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900780305691447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491522389087749,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1244887914989445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11883625919451946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13915322577438533,0.0,0.0,0.28771472395247416,0.30488218260527433,0.0,0.0,0.13001899662080255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07432265412099556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09535089735148213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10047930280948462,0.20849663013360725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21943250172501128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10819175696874922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13447747694227827,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15130628928382045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10951527329169068,0.14069437760248307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3259065065380493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0945082671601034,0.09115161318198417,0.0,0.0,0.08295035589394659,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09658218136562556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JAYCOBLUISMORENO,2018/04/19,How’s everyone hanging in there today ? Just checking in on everybody hopefully everyone’s getting thru today smoothly there is light at the end of the tunnel !!!!!! ,7.606071428571429,9.59512175,7.991428571428575,62.70357142857145,63.64285714285714,11.314285714285715,42.57142857142857,11.20814326018867,5.950442857142857,131,8,17,4,2,43,22,28,0.0,0.87,0.13,0.5951,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,3,3,1,0,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,6,3,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,1,3,13,0,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2905880951400776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6270032279785271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17141214892850082,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3258648617815091,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.62197707202372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ayahuascatea,2018/04/19,"I have been undergoing testing and next week they are testing for a blood clot in my brain.. Okay first off, why the hell wouldn’t they test that immediately if it was a concern. I’m going to die from anxiety these next couple days if not from that. Every weird pain in my head I’m thinking this is it and my brain is for sure bleeding. I’m terrified to sleep because I don’t want to not wake up. They also found several other sketchy things show up on ct scans and blood tests so I can’t just tell myself it’s only my anxiety. My chest actually hurts because something is actually wrong. I haven’t eaten in a week and I vomit when I do from anxiety (or so they say). I can’t think about anything else or focus on anything. 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Need advice on public speaking when dealing with anxiety. It's only 5 minutes long but I can't seem to put it all together when I practise and then I choke up and have a tendency to start crying when stressed. Have dyslexia so would stutter and get jumbled up on a good day. Can't imagine anything more mortifying than blubbering like a child in front of college my college lecturers. Please help ",4.120303030303031,6.927505929292932,5.196252525252528,75.44104545454549,75.56565656565657,8.000404040404039,34.14242424242424,8.841846274778883,3.5669466666666665,433,24,70,10,10,142,70,99,0.16899999999999998,0.705,0.126,-0.5525,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,0,0,4,5,0,1,6,0,6,0,0,0,1,13,11,11,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,1,2,7,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,3,0,0,0,1,6,2,14,10,2,20,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,1,12,47,8,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25552276548092473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2000373836901548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21518210649231784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2872319727323083,0.16863794167664878,0.2695823488259403,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2316004988585805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366165368306818,0.0,0.0,0.2193234863329364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752697011956874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12774968765848774,0.0,0.0,0.2314083962732778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19388982489091866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887318779862906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2870349841074161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26286737360046697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2380485918960179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18508234817688807,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2995332902221835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18575336790835356,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,I_like_the_quiet,2018/04/19,"Having panic attacks about death I’ll keep it short and sorry if the topic upsets anyone. The last week or so (this has happened in the past though) I have been having frequent panic attacks and near constant anxiety (can’t eat, can’t sleep, stomach issues, nausea, you know the drill). All I can think about is how one day I’ll be dead and I literally cannot stop thinking about it. I have ocd too so I’ve been googling everything to do with death and how to cope but nobody’s argument helps. The thing that scares me most is the fact that I can’t control it and the idea that it is definitely going to happen no matter what I do and how I’m not going to exist anymore terrifies me. I don’t know how to cope with this, I would seek a therapist but I’ll have to wait until around June for other reasons. I just feel like I’m going to be old and dead before I know it ( I’m 21 now) and I all of a sudden feel this sense of urgency and because I won’t be here forever but it’s stressing me out because i cant relax. Someone please help me. I want my life and happiness back ",2.3956538839724715,3.749034504424781,4.134985250737465,87.7796066863324,75.63716814159292,6.792133726647003,23.617502458210424,7.3871296695380915,0.9107933136676496,842,25,180,10,18,284,126,226,0.204,0.701,0.095,-0.9723,0,0,0,0,0,1,19.0,0,1,0,1,16,10,2,5,9,0,25,4,2,6,3,45,43,23,4,3,7,0,2,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,15,14,1,4,9,1,0,3,9,7,0,1,2,2,20,3,20,36,3,21,0,0,0,0,3,5,0,3,14,122,35,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10276385762709893,0.0,0.1332215659310704,0.09392828199291936,0.0,0.0,0.11958424550014235,0.0,0.3056448152060657,0.0,0.10329326275419724,0.0,0.1637754717030771,0.0,0.11430691084533222,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14516551621062826,0.15066512013795558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08663323379508422,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13745550014372854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12072922801813547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13584491512847394,0.09596703672590808,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2290324605750824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2375792550543807,0.14299925325017382,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1800802458796031,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15164483904762185,0.0,0.14020804214454285,0.0,0.11940073880680055,0.0,0.0,0.2214765910359346,0.10949877044022158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09488289076632288,0.06562798649065371,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409591734122173,0.0,0.0910270570322522,0.0,0.0,0.3152200695764566,0.0,0.0,0.12823540009628134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745654885438725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13811599866286173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449008745123242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13442933386320036,0.0,0.11381933937692812,0.0,0.0,0.1503740350384691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11230783508138624,0.15387721946337338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15597017795796975,0.0892444248590079,0.17214945396503958,0.1319808230136201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07923268316025613,0.0,0.10775328483899653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09542582641980264,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,istayzooted,2018/04/19,"..is attention to detail a skill? Currently writing a resume( after a week of procrastinating after being laid off) I feel better already lol .. curious of what you guys think of this question , I hyper anaylze everything and it can be useful from time to time.",5.310217391304349,7.830072847826087,6.594999999999999,68.26250000000003,70.52173913043478,8.947826086956523,31.06521739130435,9.516144504307137,3.5560608695652185,205,9,30,5,4,69,38,46,0.0,0.777,0.223,0.872,1,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,1,0,2,0,1,0,0,3,1,4,0,0,1,0,7,7,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,1,9,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,1,6,23,6,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3794293307016369,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30409320095299386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3090157974857899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1738527839195204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3404496831638853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3851727312558204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22031492156878096,0.0,0.0,0.4009847004329122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29696215023897743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758028672330628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Stphoenix,2018/04/19,"ANXIOUS MEN - GET YOUR TESTOSTERONE LEVELS CHECKED. HELPED ME SO MUCH Last year I lost 50 pounds (215-165) because I was so anxious that I could not eat, sleep, or take care of myself. I could hardly get out of bed. Sex drive was almost non existent (AND I WAS 18). Got my blood levels checked and had the testosterone of a 70 year old - it was an issue of my pituitary gland which is very common. Long story short, I went on testosterone replacement therapy for 6 months (just a rub on gel every day) and boom, immediately put weight back on, sex drive back, and the crazy thing, MY ANXIETY WAS ALMOST COMPLETELY GONE. I have some anxiety still but it is 1% of what it was. I urge you to get your hormone and vitamin levels checked. Even something as small as having a Vitamin B12 deficiency can cause you to go into deep depression and anxiety. Want more info about blood levels affecting mental health look up Joe Rogans Podcast with DR Mark Gordon",5.084000859475721,6.555253016759777,5.40346368715084,80.8469402664375,69.11173184357543,8.636183927804039,28.29437043403524,9.057496981413335,2.303528233777396,746,26,138,14,13,237,123,179,0.095,0.8540000000000001,0.051,-0.722,0,0,1,0,0,0,26.0,0,4,0,1,8,3,0,0,6,0,14,12,3,2,0,22,26,12,0,3,4,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,1,7,9,2,0,1,0,3,6,1,2,0,0,11,5,17,1,18,13,3,30,0,2,1,2,6,13,0,4,11,81,24,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2822960338571491,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32349502605436065,0.3184824469109461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21677437637113006,0.0,0.08592604395652996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1437149973731863,0.14480160853255147,0.0,0.0,0.14779067260572826,0.0,0.0,0.2250852979545904,0.0,0.0,0.09090556696632468,0.0,0.12140600820361135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14423414232419418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09310073125855096,0.0,0.11876230365012035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22093255433670755,0.0,0.08010907889196853,0.0,0.11273614374112848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12626973389647805,0.0,0.0,0.14983063864917745,0.0,0.0,0.09448046744879424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14712242641820014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489872157523676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12474245863558915,0.11836833095709914,0.0,0.153871153992018,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142051444817585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11251048685762577,0.0,0.10361957160018774,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14791059985653207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.141700659985036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14105874012096487,0.0,0.0,0.10851554102569286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11256839652388873,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10598207860447297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1611965484999143,0.0,0.09364552937711086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630423993499005,0.08314005687451259,0.0,0.0,0.17164758219044166,0.0,0.13066849807258982,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18154329929128746 anxiety,pens84,2018/04/19,"Ergophobia (fear of work), anxiety, and medicine Sorry for the long post! Here we go... Beginning in 7th grade (I am 21 now) I began to exhibit school refusal behavior and suffered extreme anxiety about not being picked up from school. I was diagnosed with anxiety, depression, and OCD. I went on 100mg of Zoloft and 0.5 mg klonopin daily and was homeschooled for the rest of 8th grade. First day of 9th grade, I called my dad from the bathroom crying, saying I couldn’t do it. But he told me if I didn’t do it now, I’d never be able to. So I stuck it out and everything was fine. I graduated high school and went away for 1 semester of college, I didn’t really know what I wanted to major in and had anxiety about that, but for the most part I was fine and still on the same medicine. Over winter break I decided I wanted to stop taking klonopin everyday and I successfully withdrew with no problems. This is when everything went downhill... I withdrew from school because my dad got cancer and I wanted to be home with him and also still didn’t know what I wanted to do. I got a part time job but began having extreme anxiety and panic attacks everyday when I was alone at work. I would have to hide in the break room crying and praying no one would see or fire me. I quit after 2 weeks because I couldn’t handle it. I started nursing school in the fall and was fine for 2 years... up until clinicals started (working hands on in the hospital, similar to a job). I had to withdraw from school again because of the panic attacks and I was taking klonopin as needed, but it didn’t help. I had a summer job in between my 2 years of nursing school, but couldn’t get through it without klonopin. I had panic attacks in the bathroom at work, it was horrible. But the strange thing is, I was usually fine when other people were around. It was when I was alone that I began to panic. I quit when school resumed in the fall. So I went back to my psychiatrist and he switched me to 150mg Effexor, but refuses to change the klonopin despite me telling him that it doesn’t help. I’m currently not working or in school and I feel like a complete failure. Any kind of work (even a janitorial job with a family friend) sends me into a crippling panic attack. I would love to go back to college and get a degree or complete a medical assistant program of some sort, but I’m terrified of spending more money on school and not being able to work. I’m already $28,000 in debt from my previous schooling with no degree and no job. I don’t know what to do, I feel so lost and stuck. I have been seeing a psychologist that thinks Lamictal would help (it seems like I feel everything too much if that makes sense), but I’ve never had any manic or hypomanic episodes. Am I not on the right medicine? Do I just need to grow up? I feel like it may have something to do with me not feeling in control at work (or at school as a child). Any advice anyone has on ergophobia or anything would be greatly appreciated! I want to add that I want to work, I want to feel productive and have an income and contribute something. I’m not being lazy or anything. I would give anything to be able to go to work and have a job like a normal person. Thank you if you took the time to read all of this!",4.649308765652954,5.36326694769231,5.590887298747761,81.9024382826476,69.52307692307693,8.692665474060822,30.65474060822898,8.841846274778883,2.3721033989266544,2556,101,512,43,43,842,258,650,0.17600000000000002,0.735,0.08800000000000001,-0.9958,10,2,2,0,0,0,78.0,1,2,0,16,23,28,4,6,29,0,58,7,1,3,3,109,112,56,0,23,27,2,8,4,1,7,5,1,2,2,24,36,0,4,12,1,3,12,22,14,0,2,36,11,62,14,91,59,10,84,1,3,2,1,24,32,0,15,41,351,86,37,0.13424373345775342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04372714088544401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09269068138034588,0.04938043268417722,0.03578488838174679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09129034216504404,0.0,0.17116014775654112,0.0,0.0,0.03128877991864462,0.0,0.1104711543283444,0.03983512803388845,0.0,0.20362883581706104,0.04204213553901254,0.0688167631052475,0.0,0.08183373391056081,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045692620403186814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04733735663815745,0.0,0.09383466695769577,0.0,0.05018858734973999,0.0,0.0,0.09830695840216452,0.02885870079109095,0.0,0.03854131030596448,0.04541818788374333,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.029555573288680814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12064961154592595,0.0,0.04218434817254999,0.05035384070648921,0.13575533041822874,0.06393583333692353,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03806255036690734,0.0,0.0,0.034572125154493774,0.0,0.0467578733506047,0.04292627385140396,0.0762938073720928,0.0,0.07157798469640156,0.049334730019728164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08998074480027846,0.04727862496350972,0.04488580340770435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.266432382617871,0.0,0.0,0.04659806347132444,0.07377684513145256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08744627633941564,0.0,0.0,0.039600493235393004,0.0,0.0,0.04884763102660685,0.0,0.04038673689030271,0.0,0.029869578167574826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04507881276721099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032894863457796686,0.06636001824183595,0.06902469540418364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043843452048392115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.030322342682034282,0.0,0.0,0.2625101613074614,0.0,0.09691525425228084,0.0,0.0310225673057392,0.039072150011042334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285612941904942,0.0,0.0,0.04281770763561805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09518982328006327,0.04476002057284875,0.0,0.028666657720096637,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038214471625874484,0.0,0.03558533499817649,0.0,0.5434473007605016,0.071316583314045,0.04073681769930517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06889825638079812,0.0,0.050091622969872865,0.06334560366006801,0.0,0.07147147929937446,0.037411257402385205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06728972048097713,0.0,0.03911164669138124,0.04119786451783245,0.0,0.0,0.029728523817672,0.028672654625116038,0.0,0.0,0.052185733692482215,0.0,0.0,0.04275854673589837,0.04971657577970042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0492835021973026,0.0,0.18475434163336293,0.0,0.035894075174211545,0.0,0.0,0.1659270477943348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04313538951815814,0.0,0.3257701226413113,0.0,0.0,0.19072579321502325,0.0,0.0,0.05763237532873566 anxiety,hoarderline,2018/04/19,"Left a gossipy, toxic work environment and I'm filled with so much dread and anxiety Left in the middle of my shift to avoid a coworker who frequently yells at me. Management encourages the bullying. I left for many other toxic reasons I left a note saying ""I have to leave due to personal reasons"" They gossip about people who leave, but I guess that's all workplaces I'm getting a call from a nosy but sweet and well-meaning coworker who says 'I got the news about what happened and that you can vent to me' I'm trying to let it all go, But I'm dying to know what the 'news' was, like I want to know what management (the note what only for them but then again gossip) said about me leaving on such short notice. I am happy I left tht job, it make me relapse with my anxiety, my eating disorder, and terrible sleeping schedule. My psychosis and tics were worsening as well. 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It’s taken many forms over the years but now it seems to be a severe daily thing with no apparent reason. I constantly feel super anxious and trapped in my mental state, if that makes sense. I have no idea why it’s become so bad. I feel on the verge of a panic attack almost at all times—nervous, chest pain, racing thoughts, feel like I’m losing control. I feel stuck because I don’t know what to do. I can’t drink, smoke weed or do hardly anything fun because everything makes me anxious. Does anyone have advice?",3.5700728597449896,4.764803803278691,4.5917486338797815,86.28594717668491,72.44262295081967,6.733697632058287,25.030965391621127,6.937597516519254,0.9947675774134792,472,14,94,4,9,154,88,122,0.326,0.588,0.085,-0.9868,1,1,2,0,0,0,14.0,0,0,0,3,3,8,1,1,5,0,9,3,1,5,2,22,23,5,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,2,1,1,11,1,0,0,5,5,0,0,5,6,9,3,9,17,3,11,0,1,0,0,0,5,0,4,6,51,15,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13601518623188066,0.0,0.0,0.13937901634301988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10648022670209288,0.471736385025817,0.0,0.0973251198552394,0.0,0.1145417874342234,0.0,0.0,0.15834910232524674,0.0,0.0,0.11621811727736266,0.16969827483964756,0.15372479141069087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15041530585124646,0.15611379836092346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12180640175603855,0.0,0.0,0.13635353978878442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12509529970729494,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3518940825405548,0.09943760445022562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124687202040478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15712894798662294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07649536898562345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06800136780466609,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15571838341495614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858212613431039,0.14111715476879136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14027112161836958,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14810833204646146,0.16330987004860908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862216967793027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12671365503591867,0.0,0.1572454616752723,0.0,0.11513968498751563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924718749403892,0.0,0.0,0.11050157973966704,0.08116300475059321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12559762932637036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963401339067485 anxiety,fallenup1794,2018/04/19,"24 years old, I’ve never felt like this before, I don’t know what to do The past 2 weeks I’ve basically felt physically sick and exhausted all day only to return home and lie awake in my bad having what feels like mini panic attacks over and over as I try to fall asleep. I’ll be drifting off slowly and then suddenly my body jolts itself awake with a scary thought or some completely nonsensical half dream nightmare scenario. I am definitely more stressed than usual at work due to a massive project, but I’ve been working on this project for 4 months and this is the first time I’m feeling this way. Everything aches, whole body feels exhausted, my head is dizzy/foggy/lightheaded. I’m considering going to see a doctor but I’m almost certain it’s anxiety related. I guess I’m hoping to hear if anyone has had similar experiences (anxiety coming out of nowhere later in life) and how to address it. Will it pass? Do I need to see a professional? Also hoping to hear some insight other than the typical things found on Google (avoid caffeine later in the day, avoid screentime before bed, exercise regularly) because I already abide by that stuff pretty consistently. Thanks very much to anyone who helps here.",7.530945442222976,7.7596369030837025,7.698414096916299,70.96968824127418,63.22907488986784,10.685055913249746,35.082683835987794,10.389873798559362,3.7144370721789226,975,40,167,21,13,317,155,227,0.118,0.769,0.112,0.6418,0,2,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,0,3,3,14,1,4,8,0,12,10,4,1,3,35,35,14,0,4,4,0,5,2,0,1,6,2,3,0,15,9,0,2,9,2,0,5,2,8,0,2,6,9,9,6,27,27,6,33,0,0,2,0,4,10,0,8,19,94,24,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12048186341899575,0.0,0.13277474940289585,0.09621887312501168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18408705222560187,0.0,0.0,0.16825935646981746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13687996528773322,0.0,0.0,0.10046114329121013,0.07334520255671735,0.0,0.20476481471617095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2672940486056952,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036439625377692,0.1261519362365206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15519129976591034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12315135460742865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10813474803553123,0.11769483980547643,0.0,0.0,0.1825103487009672,0.08595574995736573,0.231049766343022,0.0,0.0,0.10234308028290272,0.0,0.13192331584194664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06837992705606183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13254468481424295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12348176514263297,0.0,0.2712159859457328,0.0,0.08064713215693821,0.0,0.12068953176903285,0.2390073644314277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06612404679072857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08498470216638777,0.11756334236113986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09603729053908487,0.0,0.08844813653588998,0.08921483990210781,0.09279724920108202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12625430436726715,0.0,0.0,0.09150784276719168,0.0,0.14116814693071866,0.0,0.0,0.11485787581250766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12240743966740475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1917569564113438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13782473911438006,0.0,0.1377362002340259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11077335373455326,0.0,0.0,0.07993444134551306,0.0,0.0,0.09551965989638417,0.07015883961306196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168854369442287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.132514121449581,0.0992755821570514,0.0,0.0955034355022904,0.09651245599214316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13433160460509128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1751869882278714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07748134003510318 anxiety,nitternat,2018/04/19,"Flights Hello! first time poster in this sub, i'm going on a trip and obviously flying and that makes me super anxious. Any tips?",0.9117999999999996,3.4550232800000025,2.4235000000000007,88.81925000000004,96.2,4.1000000000000005,18.25,5.985473137389443,0.015200000000000102,102,3,19,1,4,33,24,25,0.07400000000000001,0.772,0.154,0.4926,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,1,4,3,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,3,0,6,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35987221475966746,0.0,0.0,0.5978421591821184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4501348327244621,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3007549405588235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35324321261723163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3085791188429168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,marineaqua,2018/04/19,"Anyone else get physically anxious but not mentally? Hey guys! I'm writing this to distract myself/occupy my time since I'm in an anxious situation. But like all other times, only my body is reacting to the anxiety. Mentally I know everything will be chill and work out and be fun but my body like to get all nauseous and heart-racy and jumpy. Does anyone else have this problem? I know it'll break once my event begins.",2.549629629629628,5.229622728395063,4.090370370370368,81.7666666666667,80.97530864197532,7.550617283950618,25.049382716049386,8.515128840125781,2.159923456790123,335,13,61,8,9,111,56,81,0.17600000000000002,0.705,0.119,-0.5006,0,0,0,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,1,2,0,6,2,2,1,2,16,13,7,0,1,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,4,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,3,5,9,2,7,0,0,0,0,3,2,0,0,6,32,10,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12523590287746295,0.3698860901448318,0.0,0.2289363881958872,0.3354756635578854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3636845840725696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14326166625143605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27351346732992804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1471298783801517,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17106097892665725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16209630991686447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19399435148110625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17993888438389166,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15995857555311555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3299576101140221,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17434330262142467,0.0,0.12450704349672193,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15664611024165634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13542065839868056,0.18401425579355984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19091849247515869,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11918111772583258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AedanTynnan,2018/04/19,"What is your specific, go-to food or drink when you’re feeling anxious, and why? For me, it’s Teavana’s Pineapple Kona Pop, because it’s a tea I used to have all the time my freshman year of high school. So, to me, it’s always connected to that carefree time, and especially with the tech crew I was working with, who were so supportive and friendly. Also, perhaps we could come together and help people find substitutes, if their food/drink has been discontinued?",9.266363636363636,7.44278745454546,8.678636363636365,72.02545454545455,60.81818181818181,11.981818181818182,41.31818181818181,10.686352973137794,4.321354545454546,368,17,68,7,4,117,69,88,0.023,0.8220000000000001,0.155,0.8907,0,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,1,1,1,1,4,2,0,0,3,0,7,3,0,1,1,15,11,10,0,2,2,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,6,8,3,0,2,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,1,8,2,7,7,1,6,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,2,4,42,14,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1622920264671317,0.16886335872512145,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2292658223716124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12371108877056347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17481589801497688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.162032056836552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3976102852178153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10261318242426744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18548460552299653,0.0,0.4907946761631508,0.0,0.15679188909975886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153361764815573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13602722710654788,0.2144185493064536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1406938946001999,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20538735694250565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2302953002260549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2366733237582783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1752760617838657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18312289250611452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14774363078039496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068749694613788 anxiety,hearse83,2018/04/19,"I'm Breaking Up I feel like I'm running at 11/10 right now. A lot of stuff with work, and they keep asking me to do more and more things, and I'm having trouble keeping up with everything. So I finally asked for more money. If I'm going to get home from work later, if I'm going to miss time with my family because I'm focusing on work, I think that's fair. It's was pretty tough, and now I'm having quite a bit of anxiety waiting for a response.",3.599621993127151,3.5243951649484586,5.556237113402061,84.02170962199315,71.57731958762886,8.52852233676976,27.50687285223368,8.344100000000001,1.7005408934707902,349,11,77,5,6,122,61,97,0.086,0.826,0.08800000000000001,0.3041,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,4,3,4,0,0,3,0,4,0,0,0,0,15,22,7,0,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,4,7,0,3,2,0,1,3,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,1,15,21,5,14,0,1,0,0,3,5,0,3,6,45,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14954622923436675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3655059798536687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11916643068786642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2134200448973671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1756901816006487,0.0,0.18428677132505608,0.0,0.09884357831254063,0.13965521346262733,0.0,0.21414532092265576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213334906305303,0.0,0.2221983593723476,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19608836325980408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3475138179640683,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.095504568809931,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1661951779967316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19887950631160994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20792338811934655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16694394719622546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2237846619307605,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1298721897564793,0.12525951389760828,0.0,0.0,0.11398943906966386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4269483353174147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,thechantalb,2018/04/19,"Advice on job interviews and social anxiety Hi there! I have huge anxieties, I can’t go to my parents’ functions, I can’t get a job, and I have the tendency to look down when in public. Do you have any tips to keep these feelings at bay? It’s getting worse that I can’t even talk to my best buddies from college and strike a casual talk with the HR interviewing me. I am a mess!",1.0954746835443032,3.1594213797468385,3.347325949367093,88.65238132911396,82.03797468354429,6.987974683544303,23.799050632911392,8.07648339933343,1.4025556962025316,295,11,64,6,8,101,57,79,0.142,0.75,0.107,-0.1739,3,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,1,3,3,0,0,5,0,8,0,0,0,0,6,14,4,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,4,0,1,1,1,0,1,3,1,0,0,0,2,10,2,10,14,1,7,0,0,1,0,9,5,0,0,1,43,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.228459362336228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15898694293871746,0.0,0.3577013033280728,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2453508447945903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.154417766409726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11821253190074102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2442939033645623,0.0,0.13286968710572986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4640060384012205,0.20780554990699732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.196326849778247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.259598945985418,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23832205031890394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3758271723068763,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2382545696937617,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ameb14,2018/04/19,"Dealing with Weight How do you deal with weight gain from Meds? Any GAD Meds that don’t cause weight gain? Any tips/advice is greatly welcomed and appreciated. I’ve been dealing with weight gain from taking Lexapro for almost a year now. I haven’t gained a tremendous amount (10ish pds), but I’ve never been very big and have been dealing with anxiety about the weight gain.. I’ve tried to diet/gym/join programs, but I have such a hard time staying motivated. When it comes to the gym/working out in general, I get paranoid and discouraged when I’m not able to perform as well as my mind wants me to. So I end up giving up. I live at the beach and I’m dreading summer because none of my bikinis fit.. also have a cruise coming up in July, a bridesmaid in November, and my wedding next May... 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Hi everyone. This is going to be a long post so thank you if you read the whole thing. Basically I've been in a very bad place mentally for the past year, I can honestly say that I have not once felt genuine lasting happiness and I have merely been surviving day to day life. My situation is very complex, but it goes as follows: last year I left my parents' house because I was so anxious and didn't want to stay there. There was no specific reason as to why I felt the way I did and I tried to stay, but the anxiety got to the point where it was so excruciating that I just had to leave. So, terrified, I left and checked myself into a hotel. I decided that I wasn't comfortable having my parents in my life, that I wanted to just cut all ties and that be it. But it wasn't as simple as that. Even after telling them how I felt I still felt that there was emotional baggage that I had left behind that I could only resolve by telling them to 'get rid of all my stuff,' 'delete my phone number' etc. and I was constantly trying to get that closure that I so desperately needed. I spent two weeks checking in and out of various hotels and spent a lot of money. I was really struggling, and I couldn't bring myself to eat a lot of the time. One Friday, I decided to take 6 month tenancy for a house share. Bad idea. I moved into the house May last year and left about a month ago. I was still really struggling, but because I wasn't so isolated I was still able to go to work and do normal things, but I was still so focused on the relationship with my parents and the way I had left things. My worries then expanded out towards extended family and I felt that I needed to tell ALL family members how I felt and that I wanted them out of my life. I did tell a fair few, however I was still not satisfied because I hadn't told them ALL and there were still a few bridges that hadn't been properly burned in my opinion. That's how the past year went on, I was living but I was very numb and felt that I was living as some sort of alternate version of myself. I still feel that now. I have left the house share and have moved back in with my parents. I have been here three weeks, and it has been absolutely awful. Again, I've been living and just about going day to day, but feeling like an empty shell. I still knew that I needed to try and cut everyone out of my life for good, which is when I isolated myself in a B&B about a month ago. I tried and tried to do what I needed to do, but found that once I'd told someone, the next person that I needed to tell would come along. I could get no break. For the majority of the time I procrastinated by surfing the internet for answers, calling up therapists and counsellors, and one night I even checked myself in at A&E. I now know that I cannot look elsewhere for answers, and that what I need is within me, but I am really struggling to accept that. I feel like I need to check myself into a hotel, and call up EVERYONE in my life to tell them that I don't want them in my life. I have spent so much time analysing why I feel the way I do and I think because I have not been my true self in such a long time, it has made me feel totally out of control, and the life I have led the past year has not been what I would have done, had I been mentally stable. I can kind of understand it in my own head, but not 100%. All I know is that the feelings are very very intense. It feels like I'm living the same day over and over. I also feel like I'm being weighed down by a year's worth of mental baggage. If you made it this far, great, thanks! I hope you can give me any insight, support or advice regarding my situation as I feel totally alone in this.",5.317743673851922,4.904401585051545,6.220656044985943,81.8758434864105,67.94329896907216,9.63186504217432,30.0074976569822,9.218907990703514,2.253490721649485,2954,96,634,50,44,982,278,776,0.107,0.785,0.108,-0.6809,5,1,0,0,0,0,75.0,0,4,6,4,40,29,2,3,35,1,76,11,1,8,8,136,137,62,0,21,22,4,16,4,0,4,8,1,0,2,45,40,2,1,33,4,9,10,16,8,0,4,54,18,108,21,88,72,20,105,0,0,1,0,33,40,0,11,52,461,153,3,0.04188255591078313,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08185429781106215,0.07425271753217995,0.0,0.0,0.04337769680559385,0.0,0.0334934648301026,0.0,0.090759463661973,0.0,0.056963148466743586,0.0,0.03204004063415239,0.047315366783612915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.032205100239502245,0.0699403694999496,0.102124869373536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08553354467077208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03607811338219538,0.0,0.04526016388897932,0.04697484779995821,0.06687962576033703,0.0,0.0,0.1350539185252695,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042860396009553416,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04285631068827686,0.0,0.047112238161721484,0.0,0.0,0.04671012099418365,0.05532606635055985,0.0,0.0,0.1200617310307678,0.0,0.0,0.07896629252133143,0.0,0.19059370828642294,0.11968362524477535,0.2814967521533599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04592206077576862,0.0,0.0,0.0656457204739124,0.04017756400946945,0.07140846512393334,0.035129100793558826,0.03349730600614943,0.09235133150009914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.044584759569991236,0.0,0.0,0.04298358548213629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04159882824816945,0.0,0.1933073850457867,0.0,0.04728030766104732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04361423691973268,0.046035114810206966,0.10241961917268284,0.0,0.044347579345847515,0.27303311726262336,0.0,0.20708021497881315,0.08184680499357426,0.0,0.14793225677286606,0.07412948802773978,0.03517079857380823,0.0,0.0,0.07121410260195006,0.0,0.07926057416123852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266232964273645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10029076963528802,0.08902905741801725,0.030788497663073032,0.21738769161134705,0.0,0.0,0.04454257335835515,0.03930394152012311,0.04103601228394915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08920711029245923,0.05676140762842636,0.03185357107040137,0.0,0.0,0.1860224874904033,0.0,0.11994491618047773,0.0,0.03657023233580528,0.043758356679149235,0.0,0.03959255297412742,0.0,0.04011191115474956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.041893889925225435,0.0,0.08049311334175338,0.04306224300612169,0.0,0.04496619093918836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03330668950295783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04369264006098434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14123324296206982,0.0,0.0,0.03548695370917546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08928246389902057,0.26757970601803543,0.0,0.0,0.1313542233473273,0.04794550620413697,0.0,0.09505565623362833,0.0,0.0,0.03149046969651365,0.0,0.21964319948641367,0.07711966076759896,0.0,0.04862887551013402,0.08347472734714118,0.026836650684143468,0.0,0.0,0.09768822064868114,0.0,0.0,0.08004115402051187,0.0,0.1421775311012363,0.0,0.04091317135143915,0.04360121777079151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17278747461244276,0.09881366646314342,0.09973327022840917,0.06719132006960467,0.0,0.0,0.0388255489326681,0.07558498458927533,0.046760377962089386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03049099952188353,0.04253376855504438,0.0,0.08925649814935899,0.0,0.0,0.16182595699805746 anxiety,rocknsnack,2018/04/19,"Those with Health Anxiety I wanted to share this because I know that reading something like this might have provided some assurance for me... First, a little background...I have struggled with anxiety my whole life. I played sports growing up and would throw up before almost every game. When I knew someone was mad at me (friends, family, etc.) I would throw up. Before I went on a date and sometimes after I would be so nervous that I would throw up. Everything that caused an ounce of stress would make me sick. Finally, one day it just stopped. I still get anxiety and feel uneasy. And I still get worked up over little things. Now it seems like anxiety it hopping from one thing to the next for example I started getting super stressed out in social situations or being in public. Now my anxiety has moved on to my health. Which brings me here. A few weeks ago I started having some symptoms that made me get way too in my head. I had blood in my stool, intense stomach pains, nausea and other things that if you type into google the first result is colon cancer. I obsessively googled for days and finally decided to make a doctors appointment. A little over a week ago I had my first colonoscopy at age 24. The results came back and the doctor said I was healthy with the exception of a few interns hemorrhoids. My point is, I let my mind go down this rabbit hole because I would fixate on things that seemed off and I would blow them out of proportion. Rather than assuming that my stomach was hurting because of the protein shake I was downing in seconds I assumed that it was far worse. I am now starting to let my mind be open to the possibilities that what I am feeling is from a normal cause rather than always assuming the worst. I know that is easier said than done but it’s something that I have been trying very hard at and I feel like has helped me immensely. 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Im wondering what are some outlets that work for you? Sometimes driving and listening to music isn’t an option.",4.328571428571428,7.2194259387755135,6.052408163265303,69.12473469387757,75.3265306122449,8.817959183673471,36.330612244897964,9.3871,4.4384579591836735,217,13,32,6,5,74,40,49,0.105,0.833,0.062,-0.29600000000000004,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,8,10,4,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,5,2,0,0,2,0,0,3,1,1,0,0,0,3,3,1,4,10,1,5,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,5,1,23,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2831465812139575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3187903373442565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19337638109092156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3998012943955836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.281498698800841,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3369502425734406,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3660656350662002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2458963138862401,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4013875656838105,0.2694572822487349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,drippingknickers,2018/04/19,"Any other suffering hypochondriacs? It's like I can't go a week without panicking about something dumb that's wrong with my body. Also, it conveniently most often occurs at work. 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My fingers will tingle, my arms will sometimes get numb, my back will get really hot...it feels like a cascading wave of heat goes thru my body and that's when I know the panic attack is in full swing. It's even worse if I have gas or heartburn.",3.515625,5.039603062500003,4.152000000000001,88.09300000000002,73.0625,6.995000000000001,23.7375,7.554174236665415,0.9850037500000002,252,7,51,3,5,80,50,64,0.255,0.706,0.039,-0.9364,0,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,0,3,6,2,2,3,0,5,7,3,0,0,6,10,4,0,1,2,0,2,1,0,3,4,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,0,2,6,1,5,7,2,4,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,3,30,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14524699977328248,0.21284005575837656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726371169898216,0.0,0.15972863756809128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23073699693006616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1735285982290755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13720120624461266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10503261604611501,0.14839964987990867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3255851220923212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11416089554513785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10148453625125964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1766014000833856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4874439136207888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13307473280191776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2054465387042164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21590707488248795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21169076017159855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Constantlytrying,2018/04/19,"how to avoid letting anxiety from my last relationship Impact my current one Alright I'll try to explain this the best way I can. I have generalized anxiety pretty badly.. but it never inhibited my lifestyle until last year when I got out of an abusive relationship that I didn't really realize was abusive until it became physical. I loved this guy with my whole heart but after we ended things my anxiety has been awful. I've been in and out of the hospital, on medication (I have been allergic to all), and unable to focus on school a lot of the time (I have always been a straight A student, but college is another ballgame I suppose). So a while after this guy and I broke up, I met someone. He's the most hilarious, intelligent, caring, empathetic, and honestly attractive dude I've ever met; and we hit it off! When we were talking, I wouldn't sit next to him, touch him etc. because my subconscious just wouldn't let me go there. When he finally asked why I had to fess up and tell him about my ex. Now, eventually this dude and I start dating (we still are) but when we go out drinking I get super emotional. Never happened before but the trauma from my last relationship come out when I'm too drunk and he's around. I'm so mortified and don't want it to ruin us, I still cringe when I think about how I acted (crying, fighting, being scared, venting all of my issues ahhh I hate myself so much right now). Obviously once I realized what was going on I stopped drinking like that, and things have been going well since! What I want to know is how to quell this anxiety I have. Sometimes I worry about him breaking up with me unnecessarily (because my ex blind sighted me for no reason- then asked for me back multiple times etc. dragging me around), and I don't want another heartbreak out of nowhere. My ex has apologized for what he did and asked for me back (I said no obviously), but before this whole thing with him happened I was super secure in relationships and happy etc. never worried about breaking up. This man is awesome and I just want to enjoy my time with him rather than remain scared because of my stupid anxiety and ex. I've seen specialists etc. But just day to day.. it's hard and I feel kind of like the weak link in this relationship right now. Guess I just need some kind words, a friend, or someone else with anxiety to relate to me. I'm focusing on living in the moment because it's all I have, but I do hope we stay together for the foreseeable future and I don't want to be the reason why we don't. TLDR: Abusive ex caused me major anxiety; dating an amazing man now but am afraid my anxiety will eventually get in the way. 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I’m changing careers from child welfare to financial planning. I left my job just over a month ago with some serious burnout and I’m supposed to take a licensing exam tomorrow. I can’t start working until I pass this exam. I’ve barely studied for it and now I’ll have to spend all day today and tomorrow morning doing nothing else. I’m angry at myself for procrastinating and I feel like my anxiety has been unchecked and run rampant all week. Admittedly, I haven’t been doing any of the things that ground me. I’ve gotten very little sleep, zero exercise and no time in nature, haven’t seen my friends, have had very little intentionally positive pleasant events (read: no fun). When I do all those things I feel like a completely different person. This week is me at my worst, sitting at home crying, worrying about my future. So, how do you stop procrastinating? 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I will wake around 530-6 and lay there trying to get back to sleep. Usually I am able to do so fine. Lately my body won't let me sleep and anxiety will slowly creep up on me. My arms and body start tingling. I get heavy arms and am just completely uncomfortable. I am forced to get out of bed and have to do something to try and keep my mind off it. Usually I will take a really long shower which seems to help a bit. It will stick with me for the majority of the morning and I start feeling better mid day. Does anyone else experience this? It is just so uncomfortable and unbearable and idk if there is something medically wrong with me. Though I did just go to the DR and blood work came back fine. Any thoughts or advice? I can deal with the mental symptoms fine, it's the physical heavy arms and pins and needle feeling that makes me insane.",3.0130337837837837,4.937219259459464,4.163699324324327,85.80500844594594,75.32432432432431,7.652027027027027,24.53547297297297,8.472884824447931,1.553817567567568,733,24,150,14,16,239,107,185,0.113,0.8059999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.7194,1,0,2,0,0,0,16.0,0,0,0,2,11,5,0,0,8,0,16,14,10,1,0,31,30,17,0,1,5,0,2,0,0,5,4,0,2,0,7,19,0,1,4,0,0,2,1,1,0,0,3,2,17,4,22,21,3,20,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,3,11,95,24,1,0.1276336509521014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12472212653402888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08679525939181319,0.0,0.29291818088907695,0.0,0.0,0.08924441637590849,0.13077575844748116,0.0,0.11362100925276235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1962847984541356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11288159222850555,0.13934289001391867,0.2835444265216602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14597889469662295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13382145469144996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16462629199121842,0.13158468975681012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11169306805617964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10662153777810432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1075368557213726,0.0,0.0,0.12485020160860932,0.0,0.0,0.12907081776699994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20004994421339475,0.0,0.07253714515471965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555014583129912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11344665337824955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397631760449509,0.0,0.0,0.13051405554294335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295176469584288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0851964531020699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1285774755931381,0.12862470040463614,0.0,0.12887360319766314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12184076188241635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08176538504633321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11619288224210675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2554516528967888,0.0,0.0,0.1965172402378672,0.0,0.0,0.1806795101413872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13266023339135133,0.0959646213121332,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12539941402899826,0.10132686203881007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17330974180718214,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2811408691547088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09291881800257604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1395473610499272,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ChocolateCookieDough,2018/04/19,"Anxious about WW3 I tend to check out the news every now and then mostly for sports and the weather, and especially these days there's been a lot of reports about a chance that WW3 might happen. I normally tend to ignore this stuff and laugh it off but it's happening more frequently and now I'm just too scared to do much now. I'm too young to die, I feel reluctant to go outside nowadays and all I think now is when it'll happen instead of focusing on my responsibilities. It's eating me up on the inside and I am getting worse anxiety attacks now. Is there anything I can do to stop worrying?",2.6682954545454542,4.761438875000003,4.201212121212123,84.37227272727273,76.91666666666666,7.363636363636362,25.90909090909091,8.296473431620573,1.7569999999999997,475,18,95,9,11,158,79,120,0.24,0.73,0.03,-0.9801,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,14,4,1,1,5,0,9,1,0,0,1,20,20,10,1,1,2,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,8,8,1,2,2,1,1,1,0,3,0,0,1,1,8,1,16,17,5,17,0,0,0,0,0,5,0,3,11,71,16,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15676606463047466,0.23150544445027985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16863473912429808,0.0,0.0,0.23313028510681566,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13215882939651175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21267844057939667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2096880977117352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1726570500643516,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10361557670415802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10706417194279848,0.0,0.11646285748723502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5436400361866186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17421879607728366,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217391654986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15064249354851705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2007817102149786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20516436642583133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17132538364572394,0.0,0.0,0.2345886014990505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13130682834189245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20810995798707835,0.20883475080246866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PaulbunyanIND,2018/04/19,"Dae wake up once a night worried they slept through work? Going on months, am i alone here?",1.6483333333333334,4.104466055555555,1.0311111111111124,103.70000000000002,82.8888888888889,3.6,20.11111111111111,3.1291,-0.8357555555555556,71,2,16,0,2,20,18,18,0.246,0.754,0.0,-0.5514,0,1,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,2,2,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,2,0,3,2,0,5,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,8,2,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.437314268597658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2399692545327212,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370286867827764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3962445151458855,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4496728164947961,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3073964303472311,0.4288061666739443,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,James_Normani,2018/04/19,Does anyone get anxiety nightmares? I was getting a few weeks ago it made really suicidal does anyone also becomes affraid to sleep cause of that?,2.7273076923076935,5.420960192307692,4.138000000000002,74.65700000000002,100.92307692307692,6.695384615384616,28.27692307692308,7.554174236665415,3.207901538461538,119,6,16,3,5,39,24,26,0.238,0.762,0.0,-0.7816,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,1,1,1,2,0,2,4,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,2,2,1,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23244281963993654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20969779055550564,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.200598109642328,0.0,0.0,0.3667016058914965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.289602149781483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2693728800014111,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4589421846923064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2739989748772648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2481195565177006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679852881581563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2624100620209137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2868268740362294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21033762010851276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,startingagainnow,2018/04/19,"Dealing with Anxiety at Work I absolutely LOVE my job, but some times it is just so hard to get my butt actually there, finish the day or just get motivated to work. Anxiety gets to me and I just keep looking at the clock, although I would rather be there than at home. To help, I find tasks that require me to get up and walk around, make sure I have liquid or gum to keep my hands and mouth occupied, and clean (totally not in my job description, but it works). It can take some major effort to get totally engrossed in a project, and that just sucks, but when I do, I feel so much better! How do you get through an anxiety packed day while at work?",7.607582697201017,5.465770229007639,7.697519083969464,78.76271628498729,64.26717557251908,11.78676844783715,34.81043256997455,10.504223727775694,3.164998982188296,504,17,111,10,6,164,81,131,0.075,0.76,0.165,0.9438,2,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,8,12,4,1,0,4,0,7,4,3,3,3,32,21,16,0,2,11,0,3,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,5,7,0,3,3,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,4,14,3,18,19,6,16,0,0,1,2,4,8,2,4,7,77,19,9,0.0,0.0,0.14698343996365654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.34567177411411715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13408377631537954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13321119273654794,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19427494137000226,0.15528265612067513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07615802206004779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13766399545833474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4721565518246942,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13492597850817767,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10095744345901532,0.0,0.15108418927974132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2989343138190073,0.2677560390518673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1264829059658919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13594047421413144,0.0,0.10054005184189946,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11072306608498736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14195761303283905,0.0,0.1132475314453638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08782776143362787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4386127562317519,0.0,0.0,0.10699616083096686,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,DarlingLuna,2018/04/19,"How do I stop My Mind From Tricking Me? A couple of years ago, I went on a vacation with my family. I had bladder issues at the time, so I spent 1/2 the trip worrying that I would constantly feel like I need to go to the toilet and that it would ruin the trip for me. Ever since then, every time I go to see a movie I'm anticipating (I love and am very passionate about movies) I will fear that my mind will trick me into feeling like I need to go to the toilet, and this fear will cause my mind to trick me into feeling like I need to go, and it will ruin the experience for me. I'm currently scared this will happen to me with the new Avengers, and I'm *already* constantly thinking about and feeling like I need to go to the toilet. I've seen several doctors, and we've all concluded that it is a mental thing, but I don't know how to solve it. Does anyone have any advice on how I can fix this? Thanks.",4.562917658257971,4.105977790575917,5.947263207996192,83.35017610661592,69.52356020942408,9.249119466920515,27.311280342693955,8.841846274778883,1.7449015706806281,702,19,157,11,11,239,94,191,0.08800000000000001,0.785,0.127,0.752,1,0,0,0,0,0,21.0,0,0,0,1,7,15,3,3,12,0,14,4,1,5,2,35,39,13,0,6,1,0,4,4,0,7,1,0,0,0,12,11,0,1,7,0,1,8,1,8,0,0,4,6,24,7,24,28,1,24,0,2,2,2,1,5,0,0,15,101,36,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10889089967698043,0.09877850561008744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12296893033792115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07577816499378542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07791644562497346,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144722413006436,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24083866563851897,0.0,0.0,0.123298338473096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11405625251672458,0.09751564542961234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10079740018906742,0.09388698936863484,0.0,0.0,0.10900271792835907,0.10504898174865683,0.25078589204290685,0.22537520581574724,0.31843062558762525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166493073601539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09853970878261033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11630695313646623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124058482533424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21776186394044705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10057250544973294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11229811210700867,0.0,0.33754626352475514,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3305042105480881,0.0,0.10762254914730628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11156373100470224,0.0,0.0887975609850559,0.0,0.0,0.12588741203318052,0.0,0.09217841208878176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09316285936153892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10259240465480468,0.0,0.0,0.07403103973926728,0.07140167628237368,0.0,0.0,0.1299547918526116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919437784776626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1032993762524098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11316547691367072,0.0,0.15831741106511885,0.0,0.0,0.07175910742150178 anxiety,googlerunsmylife,2018/04/19,"Why do I feel sick to my stomach with nerves constantly I've always suffered from anxiety, more social anxiety than anything but recently from as soon as I wake up I literally feel sick with nerves. Like I'm heavy breathing and I cant bring myself to eat. There is a fair bit of shit going off in my home life but nothing I haven't dealt with for the last year or so. I'm second guessing myself about everything, recently I sent a message to a girl I went on a date with (just about standard things, nothing intense) and I couldn't stop reading it back and worrying how words could be misinterpreted and I actually blindly sent another message apologising when I've done absolutely nothing wrong? Why am I such a steaming mess? Any tips to stop this? I'll love you forever ",4.856181818181816,6.332846266666667,5.854848484848485,77.37409090909091,69.66666666666666,9.187878787878788,32.96969696969697,9.573946990214177,3.2115333333333336,620,29,115,14,11,205,102,150,0.181,0.6829999999999999,0.136,-0.6402,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,0,10,6,1,0,6,0,9,10,4,1,0,22,20,12,0,2,4,0,2,1,0,0,4,0,1,1,3,8,1,2,2,1,0,5,3,4,0,1,4,3,15,2,21,13,2,20,0,1,1,1,8,4,1,2,12,71,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.14749966493811367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12576811418943806,0.0,0.0,0.1027865340909279,0.1584929531799923,0.23125721225467136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12438278574863802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11622428614885813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16501561047347962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1633384215499107,0.0,0.12068021375638625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1546779514183156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15466320799117134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1358430159874135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15285099789451229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08590148581326132,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16650771435978806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1516148166196042,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320664571199552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10676104087541624,0.07384378881916183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13641791485537805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4350947571326975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15118994862142435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29848289543416445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15515232317983646,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540774172830414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2527347401605321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10041670962303036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401166795159354,0.2727770077450547,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1534991926982801,0.0,0.0,0.16525775352668975,0.0,0.09733502971363382 anxiety,112358134,2018/04/19,"A russian MD talking about Afobazole - anxiolytic with nootropic properties This lecture/videoreview is about Afobazole [Fabomotizole] - mild OTC anxiolytic and nootropic, which has been increasingly popular in Russia. We have been granted copyright by the Russian medical community Polismed and by the doctor himself to translate this video. ---> **[The Video Review](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAvZ7ZeHeQs)** <---- *The video has been filmed only for informational purposes and reflects the opinion of a licensed MD who have been treating many patients with anxiety disorders.* Hope that it will be useful. 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I'm a loner and a introvert person, i can talk to people but then my heart starts racing and im sweating for no reason. I'm scare of failure and think im hopeless and losing hope. What is the meaning of life? Sometimes or every time i tell myself,this is just a feeling everything will went away and pass \(well i hope\) I've been looking for job to keeps me alive without starving but whenever im in a new work place, BOOOM anxiety comes again, telling me that i should quit and feel does not belong/fit where i was. It was really tough looking for a job at this moment , i was struggling to get a proper job without changing 3or5 months later. Guess i cant handle people/ serious situation very well. NOW \(April 2018\) im working for about 2months but im resigning soon due to depression/anxiety . I cant focus on my work. I'm a failure and deep down im really dissapointed of myself. I dont even know what to do anymore.",2.435402066486972,4.760049382075477,4.154690026954178,83.25625786163523,78.76415094339623,7.2456424079065584,26.60467205750225,8.269060116576782,2.037923809523809,847,35,160,17,21,284,130,212,0.18,0.736,0.084,-0.9664,3,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,0,5,11,13,1,2,8,0,17,3,2,1,0,32,39,13,0,3,9,0,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,7,9,0,1,9,0,0,3,7,8,2,0,5,5,16,5,22,32,0,25,0,3,2,0,6,9,1,5,13,95,23,6,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2782479421819107,0.0,0.09017914330611176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08543269163408508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09619296785453924,0.0783290268029578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07957435310506962,0.0,0.10657048455543562,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06005908468891673,0.0,0.07661331072647515,0.0,0.08172294236743027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13793237584876822,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047507707734316014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10017077613779056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10775370292045444,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18063005115065286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5893266676766343,0.0,0.27070503548048075,0.08082367340799182,0.0,0.0,0.09994662702139667,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06422727239328156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15271831955208615,0.10172855817242006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09905054400932664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07258027694549139,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878217509629983,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09683857438843793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1260802474636195,0.07939746401028074,0.09500356786577344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967163384391166,0.0,0.0,0.17475822988879522,0.09349223865698536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0910378194758001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10221028241556246,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08993310922560374,0.0,0.06436144780090625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09506085099534864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07308691381431967,0.15895544830187938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826492944548688,0.0,0.0,0.0530226121614496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09466240430120043,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07502761902629093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16351582443203286,0.08429397154917008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1753085272179542,0.0,0.1985966084338463,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lilahclover,2018/04/19,"Anxiety increased by Valium. Hello. My anxiety has been through the roof lately. I finally went to my GP and he has prescribed me 5x nights of Valium. (how the hell do you go and talk about your anxiety when it prevents you from doing that in the first place) So I took my first one over two hours ago and I feel nothing. And then I get a text message about my instagram account from my step dad. I try to log in but it's asking me to enter my mobile but I am not doing that. So it has set my anxiety off again and I feel like this Valium isn't working or going to work. I just want to sleep and b egg relaxed for a bit. 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What could it be? I struggle with anxiety, depression and I think maybe some kind of undefined autistic-like characteristics too. I'm also very sensitive as a person. I recently went on a one week holiday with my bf. He really needed it, as he struggles with some mental issues himself, and I wanted him to get the time off. I really dreaded this vacations weeks in advance. I knew that it was going to be horrible for me, and it came to be more than true. All the days of the vacation I felt absolutely horrible. I was in an eery state where it felt like I was living a nightmare. I felt out of touch with myself and extremely overwhelmed with this weird feeling. I can't exactly define it as ""just"" depression or anxiety. It made me feel eery and extremely uneased. When I got home from vacation I felt the need to actually try to rid myself of the memory as quick as I could. You would think I just suffered a trauma the way I tried to dispose of the memory. Even though I was dead tired I unpacked everything and loaded the washing machine to get rid of the vacation smell on the clothes, then I showered, then I actually disinfected as much as I could of my toiletries and other things I had brought with me. I just want this feeling to go away. Have you ever experienced anything like this? What helped you? 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Hello everyone. I'm just curious to see who is in the same boat as me? I began having severe anxiety at the start of 2017, always on the urge of an attack, sometimes having full blown attacks, severe social anxiety etc. and so I saw a doctor and immediately he prescribed me medication without even asking many questions (I forget what the meds were). I got the impression however he just thought ""anxiety? Just take some of these and it'll be alright"" like it's as simple as the common cold but whatever, I digress and so I began taking the medication despite being really opposed to it. I took the first tablet and it made me feel very strange, I got the giggles, I felt silly and childish, it was bizarre (kind of like smoking pot for the first time). However, after about only five days of taking the tablets it was beginning to make me feel even worse and it brought wit it relentless and unwavering depersonalisation episodes and existential crises' (no more fits and giggles that's for sure). So I stopped taking them. I binned them. Get them away from me I thought, I don't want them anywhere near me. My family protested and made me feel guilty with popular questions such as ""why don't you want to get better!?"" and ""just take the damn medication and sort yourself out"" rather than respect my decision but I stuck to my guns and I didn't falter. I went through some really dark days. Anyway, my medicine I prescribed to myself was to stay in bed if I wanted to, binge watch what I wanted, eat what I wanted and just generally chill out and relax (for this I have to respect my family, despite the hard time about the medication they did let me lounge around for a considerable amount of time) and slowly, but surely I am getting better. I can again get on public transport, I can leave the house and feel fine, I can work and earn money. I still have some social anxiety which does hinders my social life (the last mountain to climb so to speak) but for now, I can live with that. Each hurdle at a time but I do feel a small sense of pride knowing I binned the medication and it seems as if I was right to do so, I like that I have began to cure myself rather than in the back of my mind knowing that it's the chemicals I'm digesting that's curing me (not that there is anything at all wrong with that, of course, whatever gets you through but it just doesn't sit right with me personally). Anyway, that's a brief insight into my story. I've read stories of many complications with medication to treat anxiety. To me treating anxiety with medication kind of seems like building a wall to stop a ferocious tide, it may hold it at bay but sooner or later it's likely to crack and come pouring in. Instead, invite the tide in, let it consume all and flood every home because sooner or later, it will retreat and everything will be dry again. But that's just me, what are you experiences with medication to treat anxiety?",4.251552135436704,6.183896644247793,5.21897845325125,79.52178049249713,71.93805309734512,8.098884186225472,28.388803385917655,8.779410014580577,2.320103501346672,2344,91,430,45,46,767,262,565,0.103,0.785,0.112,0.9012,2,0,0,1,0,0,69.0,0,3,5,8,29,30,4,0,28,1,34,13,0,3,4,102,81,45,0,9,24,0,7,5,0,4,12,1,2,1,33,36,2,4,17,2,1,7,8,5,0,3,22,12,62,25,73,50,11,57,0,0,3,0,21,23,1,13,30,305,95,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04966310023632583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3652738275228595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04911606408444353,0.05313273079891606,0.05579786637181273,0.1358016987815423,0.05607647270282527,0.04589444955986223,0.0,0.036383714314001066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10557391263243657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141375566355783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07698439322374265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061090617344113585,0.05223116531144282,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06107314601034468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656508677073307,0.0788433925865217,0.0,0.05028759068047668,0.057032033413790775,0.05364146041997574,0.05838385168277635,0.11253231637528928,0.0,0.1508938588803116,0.0,0.05730742023952117,0.0,0.0,0.10153687672069776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15591599802026435,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09547186063434876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05346646619642565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05986940238087709,0.0,0.0,0.0688690298008357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12430648447101306,0.06560315723060656,0.04865163189582256,0.0,0.06319830487263976,0.0,0.1220648931785368,0.042157619270207225,0.1457965522339083,0.0,0.052703371874707625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11295168764812087,0.03984052102216918,0.1210234163844972,0.0,0.0,0.06629711258062132,0.5411415721600346,0.0,0.0,0.06026531986311581,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04539349667972396,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05211505851080681,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1337227933757215,0.0,0.059701631224278275,0.0,0.07647209298540741,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10194214673004563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047561599645168005,0.10867083778821332,0.0,0.13485520604549225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18252548989856354,0.0,0.0,0.059030465365294826,0.0,0.04224568957958343,0.06361677972620948,0.04766490101630132,0.09979946677810922,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11250571613361386,0.0,0.22438026311905573,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09476720755807072,0.1392123322645147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06631276382241061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.049246771344930884,0.1760202109911162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055329037446642616,0.05385686175353875,0.0,0.0,0.11506934468617352,0.0,0.04345173991635108,0.0,0.06082460266927836,0.0,0.06525670223427156,0.0,0.0 anxiety,waavescreates,2018/04/19,"i cant sleep I have laid awake for about an hour, then started distracting myself with internet stuff, and now it's close to 3am. 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I find that my anxiety and stress rises before every holiday trip, mostly especially if family is involved. This makes me cranky as heck a day before and first day of trip.",5.489666666666667,7.263509300000003,6.720000000000002,70.63166666666669,68.5,10.333333333333336,25.833333333333336,10.504223727775694,3.1053333333333337,172,5,28,5,3,58,32,40,0.15,0.727,0.123,-0.0516,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,0,1,0,2,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,1,0,6,2,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,0,0,1,2,0,4,0,1,0,1,0,0,4,0,2,2,1,8,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,2,3,16,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20126921002800024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.671630926801085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.33935282171636977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23023878721052016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2216713684439941,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2480253301811835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2404667579776137,0.22379098009704895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17561992322560488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3013778104271104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,liistica,2018/04/19,"Anyone else have flying anxiety? For my entire life I’ve suffered with flying anxiety. I grew up watching those plane crash shows on tv (wish I could go back and turn the TV off now!), and it really scarred me. I have been on a plane about 6 times, all being flying over the Atlantic. Each time I’ve had panic attacks and the flight attendants have had to calm me down and give me free juice and stuff to help me out. I’m so scared of the plane crashing down, and i also have a HUGE fear of the ocean so flying over the ocean makes it 1000000x worse. I’ve always been so embarrassed and I wish I would just chill out like everyone else. My dream is to go to visit the UK but my fear of flying has gotten worse with each flying experience and now I think I may never be able to. This is super depressing and I know the best way to get over my fear is to keep facing it, but the more I do it the more terrified it makes me. Can anyone give me helpful advice on how to get over this? I hate it so much.",1.8859383306751736,3.5105509617224904,3.2225438596491216,92.63919590643278,77.66028708133972,6.366932482721957,19.26661350345561,7.1686216300943375,0.1545117490696435,777,16,175,9,18,253,110,209,0.2,0.685,0.115,-0.9659,0,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,2,11,15,2,6,12,0,19,2,1,3,2,31,36,17,0,4,3,0,0,1,0,2,1,0,0,0,10,15,0,1,2,4,1,5,1,10,0,0,5,1,21,6,28,26,7,26,0,2,1,0,5,14,0,1,7,119,31,0,0.12880721165390918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12586891646955428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300708062286736,0.10717791862664007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1970743287087968,0.0,0.0,0.18012999461051585,0.1319782100714707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465367984691528,0.0,0.099044794967179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13517522185733485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10284207736744223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11094146265445584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2152037943128891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12308081064709832,0.0,0.12599816916362055,0.0,0.43483177094133785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13459290353512218,0.2471272289174602,0.14640821349254798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12717045446883976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17267351766424596,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1144897680518734,0.0,0.0,0.07078907492538776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09098034287296078,0.0629286973105268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17195962796674955,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09468812131334853,0.0,0.0993440623402126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15112750981172493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251719808265047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12895848946531627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14745344048833647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08253446022057394,0.0,0.0,0.15021704191110305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14010525835751414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10224116912867913,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2962438731445229,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625311059665704,0.09150094749949136,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Lenz2117,2018/04/19,"Almost hit by a motherfucker who was texting while driving.. Swear to god this idiot was driving at least 40mph in residency area while texting. I was a foot away from getting hit. Still can't sleep because of that.. Plz don't text and drive.",2.5108510638297865,5.071429872340428,3.3908936170212804,87.49400000000004,80.06382978723406,5.4621276595744686,26.421276595744683,6.742157984588678,1.1534885106382975,192,8,37,2,5,61,39,47,0.193,0.738,0.07,-0.7912,0,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,0,1,1,1,0,2,0,5,2,2,0,0,2,8,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,0,0,0,3,2,1,0,0,3,0,1,0,7,3,1,10,0,0,0,0,1,4,0,1,3,23,4,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4904125007207963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.460134951747981,0.0,0.0,0.29854621418514665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587344127719386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4901023124274788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.391113882027446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,randompersonhere12,2018/04/19,Ughhh I feel so annoyed and overwhelmed with life. I seriously just want to cry my eyes out right now seriously. 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Right now I'm so tired of it I'm starting to distract myself with other things then facing it making the situation worse. Has anyone ever done this before? Any ways to stop it?,3.2846327683615826,5.905625966101695,4.645000000000003,79.27450564971755,77.47457627118644,6.6451977401129945,23.39265536723164,7.793537801064563,1.567268926553672,248,8,41,4,6,82,47,59,0.25,0.75,0.0,-0.936,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,0,0,1,3,2,0,1,3,0,4,2,1,1,1,8,8,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,6,3,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,2,0,0,1,0,5,0,8,7,1,9,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,6,32,11,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17393911381254742,0.0,0.1956709354882704,0.0,0.0,0.1788472643081669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.217649869266706,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.261751658755626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2265450858995559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2313675775196317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2337782091993372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1707350799615684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2447468355905429,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2184346505373668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.258862930229814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2875073421200471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1810423408968024,0.0,0.0,0.21384346267711835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1699288106003315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.293981386469002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20302619158869809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1862108250280997,0.0,0.26066158609198953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rjaconnell,2018/04/19,"Anyone ever get psychosomatic physical symptoms? I'm crying myself to sleep every night Hi, I've had a terrible anxiety for three years now, and over the last six months it's developed into health anxiety. Over the last month I've got these aches and pains all over my body. In all my joints and bones, in my breasts and pelvis. I'm waiting for a blood test but I'm terrified I have leukemia I can't stop thinking about. The pain sometimes radiates up my bones and throbs in my joints. Sometimes it feels less deep and more muscular, and sometimes I get a tingly sting run over my skin. I have been obsessing over my body for a month and am praying this is psychosomatic. Anyone else had similar experience? P. S I have to hide this anxiety from my boyfriend because he has confirmed MS. I'm struggling to deal with it on my own. 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I started the recommended dose of 200mg on March 17 and it gave me a few glowing days of exactly what I had hoped for. I was energized and optimistic that having a medication to combat my excessive daytime sleepiness would open so many doors for me. And then one night while I was in bed I felt overwhelmed by a familiar feeling. My heart was pounding out of my chest and my mind was rushing back and forth in fear that something seriously wrong was taking place in my body. I've experienced anxiety attacks in the past. They tend to revolve around my health. The night time anxiety carried on for a couple of nights before turning into anxiety attacks that lasted most of the day, day after day. I wasn't physically/mentally able to handle the symptoms so I cut back to 100mg but it didn't alleviate my anxiety in the slightest. So I stopped taking the medication altogether after a few weeks. But now it's a month later and the same body anxiety I was experiencing ON the medication is back and it's like I'm living in a nightmare. Stimulants have a tendency to spike anxiety but now that I'm no longer on moda (or any other meds) I'm worried that I might be stuck in the anxiety the medication established. I'm scared and unsure of what to do while I'm in this prolonged state of anxiety.",5.205437956204378,6.739206587591242,6.505554744525551,72.82220072992705,68.8905109489051,10.151532846715329,34.137956204379556,10.355215969177356,3.903632700729928,1151,56,203,32,20,389,145,274,0.171,0.778,0.051,-0.9784,0,0,1,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,1,0,10,11,3,3,20,0,18,12,5,2,1,30,34,20,0,2,4,0,3,1,0,2,7,0,2,0,13,13,0,1,3,0,0,1,3,8,0,1,13,6,23,3,36,18,4,48,0,1,1,0,3,18,0,4,29,141,36,0,0.091359082752985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06212730910846756,0.0,0.5591155859618209,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08132895290048807,0.0,0.20786829131386636,0.0,0.21074848613224334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07773985050839534,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20295869101528294,0.0,0.0,0.09328783804860072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10108708738865224,0.0,0.2356762017093293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.102804367434011,0.09238779454640876,0.0,0.08771904646022027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09711043282311324,0.0,0.1082609529391204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074018310743204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14893969195605344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04463343310759016,0.0,0.08067174384687277,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09262377053648188,0.0,0.0,0.10147934550764147,0.36813865764262255,0.0,0.09691754944478524,0.0922466300335571,0.0,0.14584389647388338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2572029309890511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061907278865068124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08721258198341264,0.0,0.0,0.09545079668730938,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09146637955658453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07033268530419623,0.0,0.0,0.06466442899518111,0.0,0.0,0.07638028397042461,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09495706774837208,0.13738132090422192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05327221584354736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09937244761422497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07328274548952347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09277958321106558,0.0,0.06489887116758238,0.09988681520130936,0.0,0.0 anxiety,veesketch,2018/04/19,"Learning to say no to people / stand up for yourself :( Whenever my anxiety is high, I have a really hard time saying no to people when I need to and then regret it later. Today, I had to gas up my car. I hate gas stations, they always freak me out since most of the time they're creepy, and this is one time I wasn't able to bring a friend with me for support / backup. Because of my great luck, there was something wrong with the pump and I had to go inside and tell a cashier. That alone is obviously terrifying for me. There were 2 cashiers, the second was staring at me while I was talking to other one. I was wearing sunglasses, and the dude that was staring at me (while I was mid conversation with the other guy) was like ""Hey, let me see your eyes"". And like an idiot, I took off my sunglasses. He just smiled wider and said ""You have nice eyes"", and then as I was leaving whispered ""you have really nice eyes""... And the look on his face was terrifying and he gave off a creepy vibe. I'm still super freaked out and the more I think about it the more I regret the whole situation... why didn't I just say no? Or at least ignore him?? Does anyone have any tips on how to gain courage to actually stand up for yourself / say no when you're super anxious? I don't live in a great part of town...",2.142410315754667,3.901492604562741,3.4513142668209618,90.68496941643248,77.32699619771861,6.399008100512482,22.081170441395273,7.255503002510835,0.5776941312613655,997,28,219,12,23,325,140,263,0.16899999999999998,0.679,0.152,0.4151,0,1,1,0,0,0,45.0,0,3,1,3,9,20,2,0,15,0,23,5,5,1,1,29,35,20,0,3,3,0,1,2,1,0,0,6,0,1,7,16,0,1,2,0,0,4,7,8,0,3,17,14,31,12,35,17,6,34,0,2,7,0,20,16,0,3,14,148,38,1,0.1342951357104709,0.0,0.131052680147196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1390892593022258,0.0,0.0,0.11174431107012947,0.0,0.0,0.09132529745955027,0.0,0.1027354112365594,0.15171527776221594,0.0,0.09390228140619583,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08186506824671892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1175225782591824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10375608871642204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07632302045687753,0.0,0.0,0.2961217224485428,0.0,0.13297329820452533,0.0,0.0,0.120302063343679,0.1325886433062677,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14189018419270466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142199158030566,0.0,0.13732587503777693,0.0,0.13121963959762284,0.0,0.11858506523328845,0.0,0.11277409090258395,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09957814148182836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18200371908569,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14542854500900132,0.0,0.1862066755342094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1720658055192213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1277454273372931,0.4271875285161031,0.0,0.0,0.10701583591141124,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1110903240273419,0.1509533592841837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10338695653662594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10724826885448087,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15239652853488295,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10794134307474856,0.1173798679086648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0860509003633575,0.0,0.0,0.2349257208169466,0.0,0.12729608593546984,0.0,0.1492068371332045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12118047170656518,0.14993572306495578,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14683064889580755,0.0,0.0 anxiety,peeltheavocado-,2018/04/19,"me, my work-anxiety, and i. I feel good. I apply for a job. I get a call. I feel dread. I get a trial shift. I feel terrified. I feel sick. I watch the clock, countdown starts no matter how many days away the shift is. I show up. I want to be me, I want to be the confident, capable, easygoing person that I am around my friends and family. But when I open my mouth, I find that the real me is in the corner of my mind under lock and key, shaking, watching from between fingers, hands covering her face, cringing and sighing at my every move. In her place, a nervous, bumbling, apologetic, pathetic representative is feeling the heat of spotlights that only exist in her mind, that she see's in the eyes of every customer and staff member, accusatory, expecting, disappointed. She sweats, she apologises, she swallows the lump in her throat, she tries standing tall, tells herself to relax, tells herself to put her chin up, tells herself to believe in herself, tells herself it's- She is so busy lecturing herself on looking like she is qualified enough to be there, worthy enough to waste their time with this whole thing, that she doesn't hear the instructions, doesn't fully understand the context of the conversation, so she blurts out a response that just missed the mark. They think I'm weird, she thinks. They're thinking, who picked her? They're thinking, ugh she is too awkward. They think she doesn't belong here. She thinks she doesn't belong here. By some miracle, I get a job offer. I cry. Not happy tears. I cry for the pain in my stomach, from the stress, from the voice in my head that is being so mean. I cry because I just started to feel better, I can do this, I thought I could do this, I can't do this. I go to a shift. I am embarrassed. I make it out alive. I go home and count down. I can't read, I can't watch tv, I can't do anything but sit in the shower or lay in bed, counting down. A few more shifts go by, and one day I can't get out of bed. I can't do this, I'm not good enough, it's too hard. I quit. I lie. I don't tell them that I'm too scared, too different, too unworthy. I tell some lie, some reason. I cry. I stay in bed for days. I feel so guilty. I gave up on myself. I didn't give them a chance. More importantly, I didn't give me a chance. I could have been honest. I could have told them that I was nervous, that I would get better with time. I tell myself it just wasn't meant to be. Maybe next time. I can do it next time. I get out of bed. Weeks go by. I feel better. More weeks. I feel good. I try again. This is how it has been for me for the past 8 years. I am serially broke. I have a trial shift coming up at some time in the next few days. I can't afford a bus fare, but I have to figure something out. I have to try again, I need money, I need to know that I can do this, I need to show myself that it gets better and that I will get better. Anyway, thanks for reading, and if you have felt like this before, you aren't alone, and we will get better.",0.7790828880328071,2.8733884765751263,2.421253634894992,94.66503815086372,83.45880452342487,5.424739654529638,19.377681123400023,6.67199483983844,0.02989174102149938,2293,61,520,25,65,750,255,619,0.111,0.768,0.121,0.8418,5,1,1,0,0,0,118.0,1,2,6,7,22,31,0,8,30,0,58,13,9,5,0,77,113,22,0,11,10,0,13,2,1,3,3,2,6,1,30,21,1,0,24,6,1,8,19,14,1,1,11,21,113,16,65,91,13,67,0,3,6,0,53,34,0,6,24,349,143,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06262325819985559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04625537742030702,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04975734718324418,0.05382645744191191,0.0,0.0,0.05680863426452639,0.0,0.0,0.03685875769331269,0.0,0.05145105901032231,0.06812308114365963,0.0,0.3208570101615351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0617412823538374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0520850385354146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1448285771511686,0.0,0.26567080734252074,0.15597907742523676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06317280700727197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18742878714512004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10188833959477887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057000796374819925,0.0,0.275155203808549,0.0,0.05805565364788811,0.0,0.05526369704409705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04671492512140829,0.0,0.2843130829221362,0.1160066186124372,0.1374540705915576,0.15214492086911086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06436586347226234,0.054164550250258126,0.0,0.062054289882358685,0.0,0.06814818120378288,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060651086267764776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12000389281145515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.033229851897621066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05908005702696576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05077517162918335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04036069814253053,0.0613017783346063,0.06074498043177973,0.0658638516556259,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12210434608045362,0.0,0.0,0.06426447299593938,0.0,0.13450156460021848,0.0,0.0,0.19291488099109294,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04097248756236188,0.04598617613722534,0.06433876983628338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05772045704649964,0.0,0.0527954979319813,0.06317280700727197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06078378627570943,0.0,0.06431171712726255,0.12096224921952975,0.06882213656162135,0.0,0.06216784571396439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.060535774911454836,0.0,0.04818258690408051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.046548727818171404,0.0,0.0,0.08559453948887033,0.06444739118498602,0.0,0.0,0.06926218056637859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.36994206947898667,0.05566782914015652,0.0,0.0,0.04017010114091974,0.2324602681250319,0.0,0.04800226703779161,0.176287444795188,0.0,0.0,0.05777667123850772,0.0,0.12315481313276005,0.0,0.0,0.06294594963226123,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07132736641515107,0.0,0.0970023697746298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06750674743674122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04401906685797919,0.0,0.0,0.042952432096405764,0.0,0.0,0.0389373243041849 anxiety,InspektrGdgt,2018/04/19,"Dealing with sounds Hi All, I was wondering if anyone else gets anxious from external sounds i.e. hearing people outside when you want it to be quiet etc? Basically I feel like I’ve had this problem since I moved out of home 12 years ago. Our first apartment was old with thin walls so we constantly heard our neighbours talking, which made me feel anxious, it was like I would take it personally, or worry that if it got to the point I had to say something (loud party etc) that I wouldn’t be able to. After 5 years my now wife and I moved to a much nicer apartment, at first everything was pretty great but I still felt like I would tune into outside noises and worry about them, meanwhile my wife didn’t hear them, or did and just moved on. It got worse when our neighbour started having pipe problems, we could hear them whooshing, water hammering and after a while screeching. For ages I stressed about this and I would be anxious just waiting for it to happen. After a while it stopped annoying me so much but I think that’s because other things stressed me out. Fast forward to today, we’ve just bought a house, our kids finally have space to play and I am away from sharing walls with neighbours, I thought for the most part I was going to be able to relax.. however.. there is a small row of shops across the road, one of which is a restaurant. When we were buying the house this was a quiet little place that seemed to barely ever be open, despite being there for as long as I’ve known the area. It has now been replaced by a popular restaurant that is usually pretty busy. Once again, my wife doesn’t seem too concerned, she seems happy that it’s a nice place across the road. I however am in a constant state of high alert. There are some tables outside and if I hear someone laugh my heart races, I’m not enjoying what I want to watch on TV because I don’t want to sit in silence scrolling through Netflix, because then I hear more from the restaurant. Probably the regular noisiest thing is when they pack up plates, cutlery, glasses and the cling of that in the night sky just travels across to us. Now.. feel stupid for buying across the road from a restaurant given my history. My defence for this being that nothing was open during the time we were viewing and negotiating. The house is so perfect for my family that I thought I had to be strong and not let my fears get in the way of purchasing our dream house. It always seemed so nice and quiet inside that I really didn’t think I’d hear much and given how quiet the old restaurant always was, I didn’t have a reference. The restaurant is only open between 5:30pm - 10pm Mon - Sat. So it’s only an issue for a brief period and is generally closed before I go to bed. My problem seems to be that my mind is outside, at the restaurant, I feel exposed. I feel like I should be able to sit in peace at night and not hear noises from this and I’ve made a mistake. It’s a horrible feeling because I feel like I can’t be comfortable in my own home. We are looking at sound proofing options for the windows, as they are quite old wooden windows but it will be sometime before we can do that. So I’m in a situation now that I can’t get away from and I know it is me that needs to change. Even if we sound proof and I no longer hear the restaurant, I know something else will take its place.. that’s my cycle. I have been doing meditation over the past week, hoping that will help in focussing my attention and reducing my general anxiety.. Has anyone dealt / dealing with something similar, anyone had success with getting through it? **tl;dr**** noise from restaurant across the road makes me super anxious and I want to know if anyone else has similar issues and how to deal!",5.727576864535768,6.152473468493153,5.785707762557077,82.47547184170477,67.05479452054793,8.40669710806697,31.290715372907147,8.167268648758528,2.1617117199391176,2952,110,571,35,45,931,314,730,0.078,0.78,0.142,0.9941,2,0,3,0,0,0,80.0,13,1,5,7,30,31,3,3,38,0,70,2,1,5,5,115,129,48,0,21,17,3,9,5,3,8,0,19,5,2,43,39,1,3,24,7,5,8,12,10,0,3,32,31,75,21,86,75,11,102,0,0,3,0,45,50,0,17,47,391,118,1,0.15237707305028986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04502436045086454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08452662096710539,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.038856014603027324,0.22952362684983135,0.0,0.14206078989357518,0.10408554561961207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09544218405150888,0.0,0.0,0.12385019922479724,0.0,0.08644111070937338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05373157960278359,0.0,0.0,0.10977698868028384,0.0,0.04055356459845834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15709407146002402,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12729149193456454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1132938103408362,0.03354787321577133,0.045944595442018406,0.0,0.0,0.045648895975737014,0.0,0.047882514419865886,0.05715552350985523,0.1797749952903165,0.10885821143350588,0.048768628681436096,0.05564054513136799,0.0,0.08640790699647513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10614764204935467,0.0,0.05773293476367077,0.0,0.08124657681923379,0.05599875365875608,0.0,0.0,0.044915514155119865,0.054069409234064524,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4579734286827251,0.0601891884105318,0.034045046698253964,0.053664914586490815,0.10189775222437672,0.05044827178392428,0.0,0.2344302450167857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10602805030537513,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08374245434371133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05193862701882602,0.0,0.1240729017151878,0.05090728602993876,0.0,0.04494963820755148,0.042652788071914326,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09612191389578392,0.033904293162810704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.051285801986692726,0.0,0.0,0.16195271385396692,0.11201468142269913,0.037661889634636,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09533037383445483,0.0,0.0487366370747131,0.0,0.15989410558361886,0.05409220324962554,0.03441821608284093,0.0772597536190876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0550031736920316,0.048487052683902084,0.035213025463432794,0.04434992757660538,0.15920160953077528,0.0,0.048015195551718313,0.0,0.0,0.10334817589250067,0.05476275231647738,0.14580427993590708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.054023924551215775,0.0,0.0,0.03253888494465537,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04039212148582417,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311972740372579,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04201596314947495,0.05709273815253875,0.0,0.0,0.04303619983773952,0.11730731530434932,0.05023494050613525,0.0,0.035951092195161995,0.0,0.04056284245715031,0.04246468535457139,0.11636494823381158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07637906358206425,0.04082497312562736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06748837102132986,0.06509138379605604,0.0,0.08064691687846864,0.029617432226528493,0.0,0.04814521608939331,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0610969523951147,0.0,0.0559406060980552,0.0,0.1198345941851876,0.04031660933946101,0.040742565585861486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05508214525076144,0.0,0.10316420949447463,0.05176175179193005,0.10824430078311988,0.0,0.0,0.0654172261105367 anxiety,meltedicicle,2018/04/19,"Was just prescribed cipralex, but these pills “Don’t Exist”? Maybe it’s just my anxiety getting the best of me, but I can’t understand why the pills that I was prescribed look the [way they do](https://imgur.com/a/1mmje). From what I can gather, Cipralex (Escitalopram) should say EL on them, but instead mine have a J on one side and a 2 on the other. After searching high and low for any pills that would match, I haven’t found a single thing. Is it possible that I was given some sort of placebo by a GP who thought I was full of shit? This is the first time that I’ve reached out to anyone regarding my mental health and now I can’t stop working myself up over the fact that a professional may be treating me the same way that everyone else in my life has.",5.743333333333332,5.9433632,5.699333333333333,83.88633333333334,67.0,9.066666666666668,30.66666666666667,8.841846274778883,2.1852666666666667,600,21,124,9,9,188,101,150,0.08900000000000001,0.8590000000000001,0.052000000000000005,-0.6553,0,0,0,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,2,3,4,4,1,0,12,0,17,6,1,0,1,20,23,6,0,2,5,0,0,0,0,3,5,1,0,0,14,4,0,1,3,0,0,0,4,2,0,2,7,2,16,2,15,12,5,18,0,1,1,0,5,11,1,3,5,91,30,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1420993860457916,0.0,0.15985317615136185,0.0,0.0,0.14610909471200628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2192897339032817,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17455855496822073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1996694205087991,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17774054440598588,0.0,0.2291129201190129,0.0,0.0,0.10917253027569376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22211380278378606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22077681234641447,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14759402577565162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1754730564795292,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20992755002382293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2105816733067644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1415961264817249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23557004250085226,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16617270136854434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2144935624342538,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1746992041656167,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13882317282483958,0.0,0.0,0.16589022242175186,0.1218457595105344,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21753384224172684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3317240906155302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18855312940939775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15212474831905531,0.0,0.0,0.14843858329478926,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,tzatziki-sauce,2018/04/19,"Just started taking Effexor again. I could need some encouragement. Yesterday evening I started taking Effexor 75mg XR for anxiety and burnout issues and man, the side effects are tough! I'm having increased restlessness, anxiety and a weird feeling in my brain. On top of that my muscles are tense and I have crazy diarhea. I've taken Effexor before with great success. I don't know if I could have finished my masters thesis and started working a few years ago if I hadn't taken it back then. I've also been able to taper off to zero with minor side effects. Still, those first few days are tough. My fear is that it is going to be worse than last time I started using it, or that it will take me longer to adjust to it. Weirdly though, I can more easily accept anxiety and panic attacks induced by my own body (before taking the pills) than the anxiety and restlessmess induced by this pill. I feel less like I know what to expect. Anyone else has experience with starting on Effexor a second time? Was it different or more or less the same kind of experience as the first time? Also, anyone care to share their story of getting through that awful adjustment period? How did you cope with it?",5.472853982300888,6.872743221238943,6.1045907079646025,76.4538772123894,68.11504424778761,8.658849557522121,31.381637168141594,9.017664075816787,2.8364345132743365,952,39,162,17,16,310,138,226,0.152,0.73,0.118,-0.6455,1,0,0,0,0,0,24.0,0,1,1,9,9,16,1,3,8,1,19,4,2,6,0,36,40,18,0,6,6,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,1,14,11,0,0,11,0,0,2,2,8,0,4,6,2,18,8,25,30,10,30,0,0,0,0,5,7,0,6,22,119,32,3,0.11455635976451835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10154730099601647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18322135903122505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3505412066612453,0.0,0.0,0.16020094063077062,0.11737652822302776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13032439712519414,0.0,0.0880867695168275,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1949580493700532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1272462908156924,0.0,0.12788278356003244,0.0,0.0,0.1167978435610834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1829278634722716,0.0,0.0,0.07387937503692542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11968701387562965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09569713903223268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07566339521770411,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2241162029834268,0.0,0.128907753298886,0.11584627506084512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1948831621891116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05985096983757523,0.0,0.06510501920652254,0.0,0.0,0.1262987910598582,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11956707691751305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11929282028715647,0.12591435883790528,0.09337872284174577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05596645091570388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494208922702641,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13440720563709466,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40541790529836985,0.0,0.09148485688642684,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3445285033121589,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11255104183423187,0.0,0.2003962038495979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989399138847552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08339839426822927,0.0,0.11674271742365833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07377053981056142 anxiety,leopoldhendricks,2018/04/19,"Suddenly anxious and can't sleep It's 1:18am and I have to be up in 6 hours for work, I had a super chill day at home today just playing games and watching tv but somehow here I am right now, anxious about having to leave the house tomorrow and can't sleep because of it. When I get like this it's like I can't turn my brain off, I start thinking about my life and get anxious and worried about everything. I feel so stupid for not being able to control these thoughts.. I'm so tired of feeling like this everyday, its like I can't relax and just enjoy my life for one second :( edit :this is a little unrelated but I've always wondered about this; has anyone ever feel like the physical world is so surreal at times? I'm in my own head 90% of the time when I'm at work or out and about and every once in a while when I snap out of my own thoughts and pay attention to the surrounding I'm in it just feels so surreal. I guess I get stuck in my own head way too much that it's become a normal thing for me.",3.02468847352025,3.7488854252336488,4.420728971962621,88.77863239875391,73.25233644859813,7.575825545171338,25.481619937694703,7.793537801064563,1.16454554517134,787,24,177,10,15,262,115,214,0.145,0.738,0.117,-0.7411,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,0,0,4,20,10,1,0,8,0,13,8,5,1,1,33,32,21,0,1,7,0,4,5,0,0,3,0,1,0,13,12,0,1,9,4,1,0,5,1,0,2,4,5,18,9,29,26,4,32,0,0,1,0,1,16,0,4,20,117,31,4,0.12008274243695978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0999184613354811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40697795628017336,0.0,0.08396464557475368,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07320132522185166,0.13262195459969664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340520543069599,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1346830064858927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07744343467441857,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10862171540097812,0.10117488962935194,0.0,0.1079226259224088,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2428697706353161,0.17157427038126105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18821483007267792,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13228467904240068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2464790752247051,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12045278161262435,0.0,0.1182573124739716,0.13855936215463274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12715028566150535,0.0,0.0,0.1696359845036436,0.2933318117054379,0.12035445479019488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08827463258859664,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11765559160788197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.127884201618613,0.08137117404108493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1025500059202061,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24033892951485525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08499518315936352,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07977763825568758,0.0769441726249797,0.0,0.190664568244907,0.14004242558965085,0.13801744754625953,0.11382439892370788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1306155411438757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09531609155488006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13022461178604086,0.17484333334533314,0.12194985389976287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,lagaryes,2018/04/19,"Sleeping and anxiety over health Hi friends, Sorry if this isn't allowed, this is my first time posting here. Essentially, a few weeks ago, I was falsely diagnosed with Lyme disease. Further testing revealed I don't have it, but I still don't feel well even though my doctor insists nothing is wrong and my symptoms are probably anxiety related. Since this has happened, I've just been totally, 100 percent unable to sleep. Every time a body part twitches I get concerned that I'm falling apart, and I'm getting what I assume are tension headaches from the stress. Does anyone who deals with something similar have any tips to fall asleep? I'm desperate. Thanks in advance. 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New to reddit. I was just curious as to how others deal with the mix of anxiety and having a significant other. I have GAD and for the most part my boyfriend is very supportive and helpful, but at times he doesn’t understand and I feel like my anxiety over things like him going out with his friends for drinks or us going to social events such as concerts together causes conflict at times. 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Howdy all. My family has a long history of Anxiety but I always felt that I got lucky and missed this trait. I can speak in front of crowds well and dont have too many issues with musical performances either. But recently somebody told me they thought I had social anciety. I'm always overthinking common everyday interactions to the point where I abandon most interpersonal Interactions on basis of discomfort. I worry if i seem like a creep to talk to somebody without being spoken to first, I wonder if my music is too loud at stop lights, and I think about what i could've done better in previous interactions constantly. I am a completely normal person around my friends, but I try to avoid strangers as much as possible. Is this social anxiety, should I ask a doctor about this, and is it normal to think this much about everyday interactions? Thank you for your time. 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This problem happens to me whenever I stumble upon an article about some patients having weird yet scary diseases such as neurofibroma or ALS, etc. After reading the whole article or just looking at the picture of the patients I then feel extremely nauseous and dizzy. I also imagine that **I** am the actual person in those pictures and it starts to make me want not to live happily anymore. I just cannot do my work or anything laterwards. I really want to escape from this paranoid stats about illness and crasy imagination, please tell me what should I do. And visiting a spychologist is the last thing comes to my mind. I don't want that to be the answer to my problem. Thanks.",3.7220714285714287,6.397830492857143,4.5771428571428565,80.05785714285716,76.21428571428572,7.428571428571428,30.0,8.418075326091056,2.6671428571428577,599,28,102,12,14,193,95,140,0.17,0.755,0.075,-0.9352,0,0,0,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,1,8,5,0,0,9,0,9,2,1,1,1,28,22,10,0,7,6,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,1,9,5,0,0,5,1,0,2,3,4,0,0,0,2,15,1,17,20,5,11,0,0,1,1,3,3,1,5,6,78,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.18455669098640212,0.0,0.0,0.18480873097641606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15124153274253496,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1875591202096727,0.0,0.0,0.15563205084615445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1629126515892168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21092205090111474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09562623209082076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16724077572066956,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1541604236842186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1669990054021083,0.0,0.1588156230197169,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12624101928850165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19096023877383264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1402322506172358,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16513484105851053,0.0,0.2076001762852216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3619301903222261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18917410178308894,0.0,0.1211569868806561,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13386217790938604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21650049892458925,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16530177013787425,0.17411897751159414,0.0,0.0,0.12564486607847272,0.12118233224703452,0.0,0.0,0.11027909695773504,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3346487989732486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21114898892904385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13768373997535568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,SnowyTreeWindow,2018/04/19,"This is my curse Ive had a problem for a long time that has recently escalated to the point where it controls my life. It seems to be a very specific form of social anxiety that consists in being unable to control my hands (tremor) during certain tasks when I'm being watched or evaluated, this tremor is so incredibly bad that it completely prevents me from doing stuff the right way. I was very involved in my professional life with experimental biology things (such as lab work for example) and during my student life Ive had a lot of sad moments due to not being able to do tasks that are simple to most people, even my hobbies have been a source of suffering since it is incredibly hard for me to control my hands during a guitar presentation and I make a fool of myself. I actually feel true love for the biologic topics of my area and I was frequently praised as an excellent student, however people lost interest in my work or even make harming comments when they saw me in action trying to do manual tasks and I would feel stupid and frustrated. It got so bad to the point where I quit my studies and would actually consider taking my life. I felt like I wasted the best years of my life dreaming over things I wasn't even physically able to do and that all that passion I once felt for my profession was just a cruel joke from nature. I actually tried to look for an structural cause of the tremor in hope of having some kind of neurological disease (even if it was severe) since my mind would rest knowing it was something that wasn't wrong with me psycologically speaking. No luck finding a neurologic diagnosis so it is clear it is an anxiety problem more than anything. Nowadays I am only a shadow of who I used to be, living scared and always trying to stay away from situations that put my manual skills to test to avoid feelings of self-hate and disappointment; everyday I think about this and it tears me up inside not being normal, it makes me uncomfortable to even hand over an object to someone who asks for it cause my tremor will just destroy everything I touch. Sorry just needed to vent.",11.010102867830419,7.872390426433919,10.780883728179557,62.408033821695795,58.70074812967581,13.81552369077307,41.770729426433924,11.93303328291395,4.8697891521197,1695,67,300,38,16,564,209,401,0.159,0.736,0.105,-0.9675,1,1,1,0,0,0,23.0,0,0,1,11,17,30,4,2,20,0,36,12,3,10,4,58,58,20,0,9,8,0,10,1,0,4,7,1,0,0,28,12,0,5,9,3,0,2,5,17,0,0,15,14,41,13,54,33,8,30,1,4,3,2,10,15,0,9,12,217,69,9,0.1729448173553089,0.0,0.25315379122343035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07195197118003865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13230231190602976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07115942441498824,0.0,0.0808400291964805,0.0,0.0812436744502846,0.0,0.144401698581836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09074745798353998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17766196726637618,0.0,0.0,0.09066467529209823,0.0,0.29095847769043065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28557105195440663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771582514637672,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13116914409776964,0.0,0.16605414603014915,0.0,0.07903421495160651,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06915988462438707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0774622932631549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08588661313912645,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09004770690501658,0.04752297436038362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3053900977098368,0.04224605098982547,0.0,0.07635672111033659,0.07652536055171409,0.07261504465659399,0.0,0.09439484892746908,0.07351574957514448,0.07804472493982449,0.0,0.17316301278477642,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08731248225166223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06411819534656893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08472460067331522,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09209029308758213,0.0,0.06576616339532643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1198981605708755,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1634887531058709,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1654848335012681,0.0,0.08692865456058124,0.0,0.09197405072786204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08538107146007075,0.0,0.0,0.07384696453350299,0.0,0.0,0.08657396631999363,0.0,0.0,0.07872123318359568,0.09020958118237364,0.09768920841319276,0.0,0.1430617400787417,0.09719861040558136,0.0,0.0881477309196642,0.07326779125900408,0.06657068485971203,0.0,0.09679878191426272,0.0,0.09216808213030182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09899021959339696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501648970155473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11489685193033387,0.05540802787781241,0.0,0.0,0.050422756892630184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17612726788243635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07468439714356577,0.0,0.14269758656462675,0.0,0.06863777304900624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1259058867974984,0.0,0.0,0.1842825543299886,0.09454400422288342,0.0,0.05568539607912587 anxiety,spacepunker,2018/04/19,"This disease has plagued my entire life. Maybe it's because my parents divorced when I was very young, or it's that I got bullied when I moved to a new school in 4th grade. It could be genetic, or perhaps I just saw too many scary movies as a little kid. Whatever the reason, the disease known as ""anxiety"" has crippled my entire life. I barely graduated high school, turned down job promotions, had extreme difficulty with the opposite sex, avoided parties, and have recently been living under the dark cloud of extreme health anxiety because of this shit. I'm always on guard. If things go well for a day, the next will surely bring something worse. Focusing on anything is a struggle. I work a shitty job, live at home still well into adulthood, and can't progress. Sometimes it doesn't feel worth living life like this. Been to a psychiatrist. Cost $250 for a 15 minute diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder. Recommended seeing a psychologist, but I can't afford it. My GP gave me Xanax, which does help in the moment, but I don't want to be dependent on them. Considering SSRIs. I don't know. Sometimes when I go to sleep I think it'd be nice to never wake up so I won't have to face this shit.",4.138414187643022,6.1180641869565235,5.138009153318078,79.78641876430207,72.34782608695653,8.146453089244849,29.496567505720826,8.841846274778883,2.51508695652174,953,40,175,19,19,312,149,230,0.14,0.7829999999999999,0.077,-0.8788,4,1,1,0,1,0,33.0,0,0,1,3,9,9,2,2,14,0,21,11,5,2,2,23,34,13,0,3,6,1,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,1,13,4,0,2,5,0,2,4,7,4,2,0,7,3,18,5,24,20,0,27,0,0,2,1,6,12,2,4,12,106,31,8,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10078211748590464,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27797099072115633,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996720083411736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14766809776749146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0967050158890082,0.0,0.0,0.07811282547340134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13881480501184446,0.0,0.10599353269921788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06124226051620394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13767135956902046,0.0,0.09687128098389428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1287456304156489,0.0,0.0,0.08118464589970557,0.12797065977194394,0.12149392840656945,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2403871926939173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06656476406023101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566533775377365,0.05917345146137275,0.12139475168549455,0.3208553669165619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12279736978327545,0.12168201359255056,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12873212602960887,0.0,0.0,0.09341574356538904,0.1169791178837254,0.12881322870414766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13449019341807414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1245322427205623,0.11959207001334367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2451612107419208,0.09651750898448347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24865729702154474,0.0,0.0,0.12120816267114345,0.0,0.0,0.09324462516615414,0.23958292041306126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09672714009636477,0.0,0.0,0.12662164410041607,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.114154817633799,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08046720499865863,0.0776092479978249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13174453086151208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09993725465926516,0.07144012153725669,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21780409400113687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.088177305411424,0.0,0.12343233151129175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Robot_Penguins,2018/04/19,"Which came first, anxiety or the trigger? This is my girst post here and I don't like talking about my anxiety but I'm so confused. I was fine all day until I wasn't. I am trying to figure out if this is a medical thing or just anxiety. I had about 1/3 a cup of a coffee this morning. Felt fine until about 230 when I started to get migraine symptoms, visual auras. A lot of times that's coupled with anxiety. I started to feel anxious and decided to leave work. I didn't feel well... got on the train and started getting more anxious. I started to feel personalization, I was shaking, and just felt odd. Worrying about how I felt obviously made me feel even more anxious, like full on panic attack. I kept trying to ground myself to prevent this. When my husband picked me up I realized I hadn't eaten much all day. A small quiche, coffee, a cheese stick, and a couple bites of corn. I drank a swig of soda and ate a package of fruit snacks. I also took diazepam about 10 minutes beforehand because I felt a panic attack coming on. I turned on my grounding music and started to feel better. I'm not sure if it's the medicine or the sugar. It's been about 4 hours and I still feel kind of off. I'm super worried I'm going to freak out at work tomorrow. Can I get your opinions on what you think is the cause? Low blood sugar, migraine, caffeine, combo of the aforementioned issues or just plain old anxiety rearing its ugly head randomly? Any advice?",2.3708885017421584,4.62716324041812,3.9078484320557516,85.30163327526134,78.61672473867596,6.190592334494772,25.9294425087108,7.310402129719878,1.434096167247386,1138,45,215,15,28,377,159,287,0.228,0.72,0.052000000000000005,-0.9935,0,0,0,0,0,0,38.0,0,2,0,5,18,17,2,4,16,0,13,14,2,5,4,53,47,22,0,2,11,1,10,2,0,0,4,0,0,1,11,13,8,2,14,0,0,5,5,8,1,1,19,13,29,9,35,28,7,38,0,1,0,0,5,15,0,10,19,140,40,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08968371132455301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07339427034156393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.062411708362840275,0.0,0.3510469006395822,0.3110466628617325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20881984688428676,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055946587710609536,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08116955998593472,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10496877671402824,0.0,0.09428056406858576,0.0,0.07905801386683027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20309966447555772,0.0,0.11837752656777985,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06061803834368864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2784321503181242,0.0,0.3524823865127317,0.0,0.0,0.07806572097464304,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14384954735703606,0.0,0.052159152246238835,0.0,0.07340268751532128,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09418998330355688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09038214929435474,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09579165238850752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09557193056810638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0971789047210712,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08967550181450208,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07802577495359388,0.0,0.08684189642555558,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09245597011841024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06746687248860747,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0963048334028821,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21536176433888207,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08013639473022156,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08789727984674033,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3248022119267016,0.0,0.07329346702790697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08649901520901085,0.09539175129820857,0.0,0.07376711395063733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06097275728943699,0.0588071853827405,0.0,0.0,0.053516079269826385,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.101967952625875,0.12462151893896235,0.0998273433824826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08251881098888927,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1336299288977898,0.18640859784495908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,obsurvedunruly,2018/04/19,"Today I applied to 4 jobs!!!! I have been putting it off for months and just sticking with my current job that does not give me enough hours, but today I DID IT! I WAS FINALLY FEELING STRONG ENOUGH TO FIGURE THINGS OUT AND DO THIS!!! The first application was excrusating, it took me almost 2 hours and I had already filled out half of it before. But then at the end I realized, hey that was not so bad, and I filled out 3 more! Applying to jobs has been really weighing on me because the application process makes me really anxious and I didn't want to apply to jobs until I had my depression under control. So a month or so ago, I got on new meds and hell they seem to be working!!! I had told myself that it would be stupid to apply to jobs when I was so depressed I could barely manage my current one but I am feeling better! 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I’m having a hard time expressing my feelings to someone I’m in a relationship with. I’m keeping them inside and it feels like it’s making my anxiety worse. There’s the fear of saying what I feel aloud, fear of ruining how well things are going with being too emotional/serious. But I feel like I’m going crazy keeping these feelings inside. (It’s not like it’s a new relationship, we’ve been together for nine months.) Could this be making my anxiety worse? How do I let go? I know the obvious answer would be to just tell him how I feel, but that’s easier said than done. 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I was nasty and final with him. It was the only way I could be sure it would take. I have been crucified over what I did, some of it I know was 100% real, some was based into reality, and some of the static I received was totally fictional. I don't even want to talk to my family anymore. I feel everything is a attack. I think I might be going crazy and there is nothing I can do about it.",0.7345544554455437,2.6351615148514895,3.4202871287128715,88.53003465346536,82.36633663366338,7.208316831683168,20.000990099009897,8.238735603445708,0.9757001980198016,367,10,82,8,10,129,65,101,0.117,0.8009999999999999,0.08199999999999999,-0.6542,0,1,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,3,1,0,4,0,19,1,0,0,2,21,27,3,0,4,1,0,2,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,5,5,0,0,4,0,0,3,2,2,0,0,7,2,16,1,10,15,4,8,1,0,0,0,4,3,0,4,1,64,21,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22566575229952224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21608586503066687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24787850159377856,0.0,0.0,0.18192697240298544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17396544966825775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1439126475608811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19582324744840068,0.0,0.20540495600762726,0.0,0.22034094698107534,0.0,0.0,0.2386851205167151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383049500427865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11974527903589108,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2367354206851603,0.0,0.1539003943134811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2311442190886163,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.209068945429854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16571327222014814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19025097226378276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24800369173500705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20535640265293656,0.0,0.1638242935344749,0.1751297297245306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1396135205835951,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2570314011808453,0.17294896619532785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1547810379203793,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,CBrasi,2018/04/19,Anyone else feeling anxious about flying after the incident that happened with Southwest? I’m flying southwest in July and I’m anxious just thinking about it. I hate flying and was reading that southwest might be slacking on their inspections.,5.875365853658536,9.560013121951222,5.164097560975613,72.64370731707318,76.3170731707317,5.231219512195122,37.46829268292683,6.742157984588678,3.4016497560975614,202,12,23,2,5,61,30,41,0.17800000000000002,0.787,0.035,-0.7351,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,1,0,3,1,1,0,1,0,3,0,0,0,0,7,9,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,2,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,2,0,6,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,1,18,5,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6552373380774806,0.0,0.20277549438505407,0.29714037190932835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2422586858989892,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1466332569936099,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2564469927327986,0.0,0.0,0.2863160222909989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3076453119094508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2900795532438187,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1858209790237059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Jesskabyr52,2018/04/19,Bombed my school’s interview today for a transfer mentor position. Drew a little doodle of what my anxiety felt like [anxiety](https://imgur.com/gallery/nKste),10.8675,14.56275741666667,8.265,57.18000000000001,58.16666666666666,11.466666666666667,37.0,11.20814326018867,5.55515,134,6,15,4,2,39,22,24,0.08,0.802,0.118,0.2023,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,1,2,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,7,3,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3538823123030364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4441617407743657,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2259995308407012,0.4636396263847194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.468168724653323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43848399199223137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,JoltLiz,2018/04/19,"Do you get more hot or cold anxiety Attacks? I've noticed that I either get reeeally hot or reeeally cold when having an anxiety attack, and that the hot ones are much more common. Is this the same for you guys, or do you get more cold ones more often? Or is this just me? Another strange/random thing that I've noticed is that whenever I have a dream that involves me having an anxiety attack, it's always one of the cold ones.",5.681395348837206,5.5881871395348846,6.3482325581395385,80.18397674418605,67.13953488372093,9.205581395348837,31.153488372093026,8.841846274778883,2.4260725581395355,338,12,66,5,5,111,47,86,0.166,0.8109999999999999,0.023,-0.8943,0,0,0,0,0,0,9.0,0,3,0,0,3,3,3,0,6,0,9,0,0,0,0,9,12,6,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,9,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,4,0,7,7,0,2,12,7,2,0,0,0,0,5,0,0,5,2,52,16,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13934454862612775,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17560197323164387,0.3843314984785309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5715478794918468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.262481129019423,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16581698021305452,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12310626753844255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3813207180225551,0.0,0.0,0.4539152971886972,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11125650700197263,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,yummyhamburger,2018/04/19,Music Volume One thing that triggers my anxiety is whether or not people can hear my music when I listen with earbuds. I normally keep them on lowest volume but they still seem loud to me. So I was wondering if anyone would even hear them or even care if they heard the music.,6.7588888888888885,6.510406740740741,6.9448148148148166,77.33166666666669,64.92592592592592,9.422222222222222,29.11111111111111,8.841846274778883,2.2284888888888883,220,6,40,3,3,71,42,54,0.057,0.866,0.078,0.4854,1,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,1,0,14,12,8,0,4,7,0,0,0,0,1,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,5,10,1,3,9,0,3,0,0,0,0,8,1,0,6,2,33,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1961001836966082,0.0,0.0,0.17923960600970182,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2613567608310325,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3386216608911157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5778299345054986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2278476825820316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25115977969394315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1737033137677688,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17771459148449345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.233363243101772,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20471427495510616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17030158766767242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2779909085487117,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18209731049829045,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,infantry_of_the_line,2018/04/19,Stop FOLLOWING POLITICS AND STOP LIVING A LIFE OF FEAR! Seriously do it you can still vote but man all that 24 hours new cycle shit is going to do is end up breaking you. just quit that shit.,1.5603846153846168,3.7794147179487183,3.3407051282051263,88.47721153846153,81.30769230769229,6.976923076923077,20.006410256410245,8.07648339933343,0.8908410256410253,150,4,32,3,4,50,33,39,0.353,0.647,0.0,-0.9475,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,2,0,1,2,4,2,1,1,0,5,3,2,0,1,6,7,2,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,2,0,3,7,1,10,0,0,0,0,3,1,2,0,6,19,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23393530169761215,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2972127197562312,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15010764933034834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26010875153705176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865584597769082,0.0,0.0,0.23322616533385535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2550924238887963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28092818614466303,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5422385957629703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2109296177762139,0.4416386677185639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,andawaywethrow111,2018/04/19,"Anxiety with an unfortunate/Embarrassing effect Throwaway here Male, 24. Apologies if this is the wrong place to post this. So recently I have been having a problem with anxiety, mainly performance anxiety when getting aroused. For some reason I just have this mental block, and intrusive thoughts that will just make me anxious and inevitably loose my erection. It is incredibly frustrating, and has been going on for months. A little background. This isn't the first time I have struggled with anxiety. It has been present all my life, mostly coming in ""lies"" my mind will make up about myself, and me obsessing over it. For example, not too long ago I was just CONVINCED I contracted HIV from someone I slept with over 2 years ago just because a random thought popped into my head and, despite having 0 symptoms, or reason to believe this was logically true. I would have to go to the bathroom multiple times a day and check all over my body for symptoms. Eventually I got over it when I got an extensive blood test that I told the lab to throw in when I was having routine blood work. At its peak was right before I went to college, I was smoking weed and had a major panic attack. For months after I was in a constant dissociated state where I felt I wasn't real and the things around me weren't either (re realization/ de personalization). Now this anxious ""thought"" has entered my sexuality. I find my self getting anxious even when thinking getting intimate, even when taking care of myself, which many times will result in ""loosing it"". Making it extremely difficult to enjoy myself. Whats even more annoying about it is, I was never one to be shy about being intimate and was always super comfortable with my sexuality, then one day a few months ago it felt as though a flip had switched and I have become super self conscious about the whole process. While I have always dealt with these ""delusions"" my mind will make up, this one has an obvious side effect that can be seen and felt, leading my anxious brain to believe that my paranoia is valid, and making this worse and wose. Also, I am supposed to be meeting up with a girl on Friday, and we have talked in detail about being intimate. Normally, I would be super pumped that this is happening, but due to this I'm incredibly anxious and freaking the fuck out. I honestly don't know what is wrong with me and I just want to go back to being normal. Has anyone else experienced something like this? It already pretty much ruined my relationship with a girl I was into before. Sorry if this is rambly and a vulgar subject. Usually, I keep my anxiety to myself, but the stress from this has made me really depressed, irritable, and I have been closing myself off to everyone. I just needed to get this out there. 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I can try and pull myself out of it and do well for a while and then.... fall back into it again. I have severe social anxiety and I usually don’t talk about it to anyone. I just let people think I’m rude because that’s how I’m going to think they feel about me anyway. Lately my anxiety has been so damn bad that I feel anxious about being around my family. You know, my parents, sisters, anyone that has been around since I’ve been alive. I know it’s my anxiety telling me that they are all staring at me or that they are still thinking about that time I backed out of the driveway and bumped into my moms truck 6 years ago and that’s why they stand in the driveway to wave goodbye. I try to convince myself that they love me and they care. I feel like they are becoming people I don’t know. The same as the folks that walk the streets or the same as the people in the car shop where I go get my oil change and am totally embarrassed that I’ve gone 13 miles past my oil change and they all think I’m an idiot. My family is becoming people I don’t know and are just like everyone else and I don’t know them at all. I don’t know what to do. Someone please give me advice. TL;DR: anxiety is making my family people I don’t know and I can’t cope. Help. 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Sometimes I just feel like I'm detached from reality, like it's happening but my brain is somewhere else entirely. Like someone else is controlling my body and I'm just kind of along for the ride. It is often triggered if I look in the mirror for a long time. Does this happen to anyone else and what do you do to break out of it?",3.170277777777777,5.667488543209879,4.966157407407408,77.49145833333336,77.14814814814815,7.50679012345679,26.174382716049386,8.472884824447931,1.9880234567901238,336,13,64,7,8,114,56,81,0.059,0.85,0.091,0.5512,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,1,0,1,3,6,0,1,3,0,5,2,2,2,1,17,12,6,0,2,7,0,1,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,6,5,0,1,1,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,0,2,5,5,11,12,0,6,0,0,1,0,1,2,0,4,5,40,11,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13996997374524953,0.2051072797575084,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22235400010169312,0.0,0.22346622668867244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2245180308059316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17517819532259432,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5016721868834386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1012166346521248,0.14300808367758006,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.35403566835050165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2084558662120977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2933923846305266,0.0,0.0,0.17715232146696624,0.16810013885070038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16961121406959434,0.0,0.19798237948713315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2092707973536048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18866655758343576,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11672612025470334,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,rebeccarenee6,2018/04/19,"How do you handle the overwhelming anxiety of feeling not good enough? I often struggle with the idea of feeling like I’m not doing enough. When something happens at work, I often place myself at fault for the situation. At what point is this type of situation very real and when does it become “all in your head”? How do you cope with this?",4.634615384615387,6.347247846153848,5.273846153846153,80.40615384615388,70.53846153846153,7.661538461538463,26.84615384615385,8.238735603445708,1.8201384615384617,270,9,49,4,5,87,46,65,0.138,0.784,0.078,-0.6305,0,0,1,0,0,0,6.0,0,3,0,1,6,5,0,2,3,0,4,1,1,2,1,14,8,5,0,0,2,0,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,0,2,6,2,10,8,3,8,0,1,0,0,3,6,0,2,3,39,10,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15728182752753453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270667228856236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17992010409916126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4248751722505936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2079129472665396,0.1468791778275223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17244576045638532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18180954024311335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2110027560673612,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2320949988767185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10044474672854647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21480604181138735,0.0,0.1943564666273783,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23401541650829125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4622012981476836,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1582793047778614,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493556076107567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16963979597419393,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14967771678888486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hibzzzz,2018/04/20,"Random panic attacks at night while half asleep Can anyone tell me what this is?. Since the last few nights when I'm half asleep my body randomly wakes up and bam there's a panic attack and my heart starts racing, this happens like more than four times in a night, one of the worst ones was when for some fkn reason I stopped breathing and there was this sharp pain in my head which woke me up and I had a panic attack. Idk what to do. There's a lot of stress in my life rn, ps i sleep at 3am cuz of exams. Idk what to do, is his normal? Is this temporary?",0.7300564971751413,2.716554237288136,1.8450000000000024,99.34908192090398,82.89830508474577,4.611299435028251,14.918079096045195,5.46131890053228,-1.0700192090395475,432,6,102,2,12,136,77,118,0.263,0.718,0.019,-0.9833,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,0,0,5,10,3,4,6,0,9,10,8,2,0,12,13,8,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,8,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,9,0,5,4,1,10,1,14,9,5,17,0,0,0,0,2,7,0,4,11,68,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09954601525507867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4858875749388077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15813716394943694,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1258942868225591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14610917258342848,0.0,0.0,0.16870506977172814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1160477551742759,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10055771798724428,0.06955311441607323,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1210349659146812,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.400804142583168,0.13948901036706232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19294254330427488,0.0,0.15148806703994624,0.5011094825059776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14637654408392242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11776709707915302,0.0,0.1424693844659586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10076779031785997,0.0,0.0,0.11902482646408145,0.163080423820216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12443465639487745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08301509128442779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,hughesrgirl,2018/04/20,"Coping with going off medication Hello! New to this sub. I have been on medication for OCD and anxiety for the last 8 months (lexapro) and I have decided to go off of it because it was causing my appetite to go way out of control. I have been slowly weening myself off of it and I’ve found that I am insanely anxious again with chest pains and shortness of breath. I’m wondering if anyone who has gone off medication can give any advice with how to cope? 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My aniexty is causing me to make mistakes left and right. I’m shakey all day, I just got home and just busted out into tears. I feel terrible. I’m seeing professional help but It doesn’t seem to be help",-0.23041095890411256,2.0546298630137017,2.6131643835616463,89.32960958904111,92.83561643835615,5.6597260273972605,22.36849315068493,7.1686216300943375,1.071998356164384,272,11,57,5,10,95,51,73,0.115,0.779,0.106,0.34,2,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,0,1,0,7,0,0,2,1,17,17,5,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,3,6,0,0,3,0,0,0,2,3,0,0,2,2,6,0,6,14,1,9,0,1,1,0,2,5,0,1,4,32,9,4,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20194969320559475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18566837615163204,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.249324509081002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15652440664368691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12271875240361227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19411306254670133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.32535959238489737,0.0,0.24345253086670604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4816937868157059,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333841163056189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.263699288527814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16200722386020247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2344056421654713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469178606225205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2072684262449049,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19340416548710412,0.22094917803452305,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17178758493243113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,OverthinkThings123,2018/04/20,"Does anyone else overthink things to a harmful extent? I'm going to be visiting a therapist in the near future to talk about this problem, but in the meantime I'd like to hear the opinions of someone that might be having a similar experience. I'm in first year Uni and since the start of the school year I've been increasingly overthinking things to the point where I am questioning every tiny detail of my life. An example that some may be able to relate to is overthinking in a social setting. In this case I will often read into everything I say, and think about every possible way it could be interpreted, if its good or bad, whether or not the other person is silently judging me for what I said. I take every little visual expression as an indicator of how the other person feels, and when people are silent my mind goes crazy trying to figure out what they are thinking. But the overthinking goes beyond just social scenarios. I've honestly spent so much time just sitting analyzing everything, that I've deluded myself into thinking I understand the reason for every single human behaviour. It's hard to describe, but the point is that I overthink things so much that everything seems meaningless. I feel like I will never escape these thoughts. If anyone has any advice or experiences they want to share then I would really appreciate it. Thank you.",9.714397590361447,8.701320650602412,9.467961847389557,64.14001506024097,59.36144578313253,12.637349397590365,37.61746987951807,11.698219412168324,4.595243373493976,1098,42,174,27,12,358,152,249,0.073,0.826,0.102,0.8589,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,1,2,1,11,9,0,0,17,0,19,1,0,2,1,42,37,18,0,6,12,0,3,2,0,5,1,3,0,3,19,6,0,0,12,1,1,3,2,3,0,1,4,6,17,6,29,23,6,29,0,0,0,0,16,14,0,12,11,129,36,2,0.11003868612843136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10752853054480883,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07483007995466473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1538832157357785,0.11274763770888595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09187770659825001,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0878569369441698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09629559576861044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09192320240450147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3708493559712812,0.0,0.2966870272703788,0.2152778996040299,0.0,0.0,0.11127773199822452,0.0786116593569205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09359885020755486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0625375211693045,0.09229522917442623,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09857304897042236,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12402159663485235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07772357824307398,0.10751868754724292,0.11028767170077997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11673365671288992,0.11110770448640986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16178219103579478,0.0,0.08486861841206708,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0762869697987503,0.1921630726747232,0.0,0.0,0.20804425207591568,0.12405208499340027,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1052921615757385,0.0,0.0,0.12326851200021778,0.0,0.1100684641596587,0.0,0.07049360003546667,0.11313809625732227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10467198911371088,0.08750717983879047,0.0,0.11136502504704858,0.0,0.10017508708730127,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09102513827384516,0.0,0.0,0.22434116601886367,0.0932354216675865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.077885948407713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08273539748512336,0.08844492771868498,0.0,0.10130883802332694,0.0,0.12776339582610122,0.21931444064146904,0.2115250407110791,0.0,0.08735842534545875,0.0641644427891613,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07470904475214342,0.0,0.0,0.11455415298239376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06490366808259836,0.08734358716950884,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07816832546149627,0.0,0.0,0.14172261221333946 anxiety,InPersonASMR,2018/04/20,"ASMR videos? Does anyone use ASMR videos to ease their anxiety? If so, what triggers do you like the best? 💜",0.03500000000000013,2.08292761904762,0.5051190476190471,100.79196428571431,106.14285714285714,4.0047619047619065,14.773809523809526,5.985473137389443,-0.6433904761904756,84,2,18,1,4,25,19,21,0.062,0.583,0.355,0.8418,0,0,0,0,0,0,4.0,0,1,1,1,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,2,0,3,2,2,0,1,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,2,1,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,1,9,3,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3860920909973652,0.0,0.0,0.3528961216114692,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.529648731013047,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4416640516969309,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2465696317480549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.43589646533943577,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TrashLaw,2018/04/20,"I can’t control My thoughts and i’m losing control I’m a law school student and I think I’m having a breakdown. My anxiety levels have been through the roof the past week and things are only getting worse. Things don’t feel real, it almost feels like I’m dreaming sometimes. I’m borderline unable to socialize with my classmates because I’m convinced they won’t like me, or that they think I’m a weirdo and don’t want to associate with me. I know that whenever I do force myself to socialize that’s not the impression I get from them at all, but it’s just so hard to fight through the thought and I just can’t do it anymore. Worse, I’ve been completely unable to get a job for the summer and if I can’t find one my entire career is in jeopardy. And now I’m too depressed to even apply to jobs because all I can think of is that I’m a failure who no one wants. Just a week ago I felt great and optimistic , but today all I can think of is that I’m a complete failure who should just quit everything and stop wasting everyone’s time. I’m haven’t spoke to my girlfriend in 2 days because I can’t express what I’m feeling and don’t want to burden her. All I can think about going to school every day is how great it would feel to step in front of a bus and not have to worry about anything anymore (I also know I’m too much of a pussy to actually do it, so don’t worry about that). I’ve been skipping meals because I don’t think I deserve to eat. Last time I got this low I carved the words “Do better” to remind myself not to be such a fucking failure anymore (that actually worked though; the reminder in my arm actually motivated me to work harder in class and I excelled last quarter). I feel trapped in my own life and I’m watching my own mind drift away out of control. I don’t know what to do or go from here. It just all feels dark and fills me with anxiety.",3.7692190252495585,4.265026513994915,4.957417302798984,86.44250293599531,71.39185750636132,7.674652573889215,29.36474848306909,7.61054688173877,1.642266862399686,1472,56,318,16,26,488,173,393,0.157,0.7390000000000001,0.104,-0.9694,2,1,0,0,1,0,26.0,0,0,3,10,19,14,2,0,17,0,34,5,1,5,5,71,77,24,0,6,13,0,8,2,1,3,1,1,0,0,20,18,2,4,20,1,0,6,16,6,0,3,8,10,38,8,43,65,8,31,0,3,1,1,12,11,1,4,16,202,58,11,0.0,0.0,0.2447639372276349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07411220443423891,0.0,0.08371993076899016,0.0,0.0,0.06686016607065665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12791763698240555,0.0,0.2487458378241793,0.0,0.0,0.06880110626229002,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07855115081306904,0.0,0.0,0.2038632240914628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0739432415539439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17531985426497645,0.0,0.28131572600630866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1078386779856456,0.0,0.07201024019267062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08555042198018757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055221369347700125,0.0,0.07044216458659303,0.07988968709932716,0.07514021913633125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2536440477307583,0.0597285701882056,0.0802754451728515,0.0,0.07641491574651953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07729295246609219,0.13104298987810165,0.0,0.09503111251215092,0.0,0.06686783388495117,0.184353138508184,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07489508963757789,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16593329525392655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13784399898181968,0.1363010720950048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059053812581317214,0.08169192112523316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09353439722142276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08441883023656996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0614604692963556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11330798887757827,0.0635865850999201,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07981195790320356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08892590812142724,0.0,0.09516261213315796,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1692286810747328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17045279530131138,0.0,0.0,0.08268906305944068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06989885943339802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11108901714495142,0.32143039198071593,0.08214305786455506,0.13274859944342365,0.09750335907092482,0.0,0.07924927887074988,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14794001269999407,0.0,0.13412833939840113,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12173319792589525,0.16981311689468642,0.17040453178071482,0.05939172830105715,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,jewdio,2018/04/20,"Apparently ""hangxiety"" is a real thing, and the term was coined by reddit, so i'm hoping for some guidance I don't think I have ever had anxiety, at least not that severe, but lately that has changed after having even as little as 3 beers. I'm 35, and in the last year or so started experiencing horrible debilitating hangovers where it was impossible to function for the whole day following drinking, even though it was in small amounts. I would wake up incredibly nauseous and unable to eat anything at all, and trying to sleep was the only thing that helped, even though only slightly. This of course led me to pretty much stop drinking altogether, or to only have 2-3 beers on a weekend night. For a while I was ok doing this, and woke up feeling ok the next day, but recently I am having something completely different. If I have any beer at all, I wake around the same time, usually 9am, in pretty much a full blown panic attack, over absolutely nothing. I don't even get drunk, so it's not a fear of having done something foolish or anything like that. I usually go back to sleep about an hour after the panic attack and when I do wake up again, I feel ok for the most part. I am not familiar with anxiety or panic attacks, but is it possible that I am having these episodes because I am basically scared about being hungover the next day, even though I won't be? Can anxiety just come up almost overnight like that? What could be causing it? I have heard taking magnesium can reduce some of the symptoms, but are there any other non prescription things that help? Or can anyone offer a solution other than not drinking at all? I enjoy having a beer every now and then but the feeling is definitely not worth it. 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Super interested to hear what's helped you all. I'm currently on anti-anxiety meds and am considering weaning myself off as I feel it may be starting to have negative effects on me.,4.566428571428574,7.280703500000005,6.48595238095238,67.2632142857143,73.52380952380952,10.866666666666667,34.3095238095238,10.686352973137794,4.935838095238097,185,10,29,7,4,64,35,42,0.087,0.757,0.156,0.4404,1,0,0,0,0,0,7.0,0,2,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,5,8,2,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,6,6,1,5,0,0,0,0,5,3,0,1,2,21,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3220340674582373,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2128505662033723,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4744537220725486,0.0,0.5643226654640057,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4675928515297317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2979584130656593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,AutomatedLogic,2018/04/20,"Anxiety is tying my life. So I am 22 years old, male. I have had severe anxiety sense I was at least 10 years old. My anxiety over the past 8 months has been the worst it has ever been. Quit my job because of it, ruined my relationship, lost about 35 pounds too quickly. It has been really bad. My spirits are up. I don’t feel depressed at all. I just am scared all the time. I am considering going to the doctor to get on medication. I would rather not though. This is my first time posting. Interested to hear what you all do to manage your anxiety.",0.6105019305019326,3.033381639639643,2.91655727155727,88.27398648648649,88.45945945945945,6.4146718146718165,19.640283140283135,7.7094869923839395,0.8872337194337203,426,13,90,9,14,145,75,111,0.238,0.74,0.022,-0.9726,1,0,0,0,0,0,16.0,0,2,0,3,8,7,0,1,4,0,18,3,0,0,4,9,23,2,0,2,3,0,1,0,0,1,3,1,0,1,5,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,6,0,1,6,2,15,1,11,16,5,18,1,3,0,0,5,5,0,0,11,67,20,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5106561257755425,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1393392354428073,0.10172952559405143,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14373494984907095,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17081047490175788,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15095403728640394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08438039363695625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1419494751134216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08718879207459518,0.0,0.09484270677676276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1880877863991625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1656043210507286,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11787346864919915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18217107151047487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16811573973259572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13320336798203328,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3502285095622185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1593074503831574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15982652286264076,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1774992127497082,0.0,0.0,0.10690867998592457,0.0,0.0,0.17916847483187262,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16707767837568446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1885288018768438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16396040717293536,0.0,0.1946201038724181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11854796020623436,0.0,0.0,0.2149326660613481 anxiety,borncoldsteel,2018/04/20,"I turn 20 in a month and I really don't want to. I don't want to die either, but I'm a jobless piece of shit. I seriously hate myself. Threw up this morning because I woke up at 7:30 to fix my sleep schedule and just imagining having a job made me physically sick. I'm desperate, I feel like my life is about to hit a brick wall.",2.4512499999999977,2.968996069444448,4.939888888888888,85.294,74.41666666666667,8.537777777777778,25.511111111111113,8.841846274778883,1.592541111111112,255,8,60,5,5,91,52,72,0.287,0.643,0.07,-0.9483,2,0,0,0,0,1,8.0,0,0,0,0,2,4,2,0,4,0,4,4,2,1,0,10,15,3,1,2,3,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,2,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,3,0,0,3,1,10,1,10,11,2,8,0,0,0,0,0,5,1,0,3,35,11,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1798798335831833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3062495249368176,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14920281085029194,0.21080732561740806,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2913333318317654,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2928243057982274,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20842582132055426,0.14416262906255928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27921463160325394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23553240345326795,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18903770023665986,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3028984180314025,0.0,0.0,0.29529606543097914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3209655253252732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3480951503423007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,dukefan4141,2018/04/20,"Marijuana and Therapy (Serious) I went to my therapist high today. I didn't plan on it but of course it happened on 4/20. That's really the only funny part. I've been seeing this therapist for 3 months now. I've told him before that I smoke a lot. It's a coping mechanism for severe anxiety so it's a significant part of our dialogue. I've also told him about my history of self-harm and thoughts of violence. I've felt that I was thinking about these things simply because an anxious mind thinks about everything but I'm concerned that he won't see it that way. I'm worried that he'll do something like involuntarily commit me or tell family that I'm a risk. I don't think I am but I also know no one thinks they are. I feel like my instinct with everything (including this) is to have so much self-doubt and self-criticism that I land on the worst thing happening. At the same time, I also know that I told him I was high, and he didn't react with criticism or negativity - just that it makes it harder for a professional assessment. That doesn't scream the high risks that I'm mentioning. One part of me thinks the concern is real and the other thinks it's insane. I hope I'll laugh at this when I'm ""better"" but I'm asking for serious help here. Aside from the other issues here, do you think I have something to worry about with this therapist? Or am I just finding something to worry about?",3.0127431791221864,4.877701476868328,4.765573843416373,81.7496181791222,75.15658362989325,8.384400948991697,24.875593119810205,9.075114841892004,2.020676037959668,1109,37,220,26,24,376,138,281,0.162,0.721,0.117,-0.9217,0,0,4,0,0,0,31.0,1,1,1,2,16,11,0,2,13,0,17,0,0,2,1,38,47,18,0,1,9,0,2,2,0,2,0,1,0,0,29,8,0,0,13,0,0,1,7,6,0,2,11,5,26,5,27,34,7,16,0,0,2,0,16,9,0,5,7,146,55,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21138779654392853,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06740492635590427,0.09954072312107104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0823721994891244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05371184900973555,0.0,0.07497625220979208,0.0,0.0,0.07792731118299151,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15837756408672746,0.0,0.08306352031160512,0.0,0.04455173594828269,0.06294675182958884,0.08460069459863051,0.0,0.08053215944092586,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15583311643225253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05905916725953514,0.27928337369806944,0.0,0.0875144319127656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0919653365831439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09684736542624826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08609349042424957,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07490910196083843,0.0,0.0,0.05881499703806969,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08896732568520242,0.0,0.07032962305544826,0.0,0.06477196584377147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1194130352310884,0.06701263699036407,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2862479523386488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1002899836799404,0.056446374282216175,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14042664455617138,0.0,0.27575800098702913,0.09954072312107104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2034972199254439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07701318617230363,0.0,0.100762984948988,0.30691213628210195,0.11707450506821307,0.3952072778437571,0.0,0.06995055396906798,0.05137842515440584,0.0,0.0835192383482843,0.25258245551864245,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06993867258929859,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08168008575321473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26844399822975024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LibertyCap89,2018/04/20,"Any higher earners struggling with anxiety/depression? Be interested to hear from any high earners who struggle with anxiety/depression, particularly from a social point of view. What’s your story? Do you still struggle despite having ‘made it’? Do you feel fulfilled or still struggle? I managed to get up to around £42k ($60k?) by 26 years old, I felt completely unfulfilled, so took a £14k paycut to a more rewarding job but still suffer badly from social anxiety... beginning to think there is no such thing as an easy life.",5.3802368421052655,7.764659484210528,6.05809210526316,72.77976973684213,69.94736842105263,9.381578947368425,32.92763157894737,9.827888789773867,3.7753421052631584,421,20,67,11,8,137,72,95,0.208,0.696,0.096,-0.8912,1,0,0,0,0,0,18.0,0,3,0,1,7,8,0,4,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,9,13,4,0,0,2,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,4,3,0,0,3,0,0,1,1,6,0,0,3,4,5,2,15,9,1,11,0,1,1,0,7,4,0,1,6,43,9,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2003441898597916,0.0,0.11268752090962188,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13113221395559116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12299308450394465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1544459404458338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2537462585721341,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07448156904324392,0.0,0.14143539733600846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07696050891444085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16602285015585133,0.0,0.0,0.15563526641528228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14617696292420734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10404550767249376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13938305681458268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15457126822673434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13925034278457074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3003167254764404,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3529126343174447,0.0,0.0,0.6159784859632267,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0978625484152189,0.09438676029299732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16366069281205342,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09485925294312388 anxiety,frankgaet17,2018/04/20,"QUESTION: What would you consider your weirdest trigger? I'll get this started. I think it's always good to be able to open up about things like this with people who experience similar things. I have a very weird trigger, that just so happens to be one of my most crippling triggers. I frequently get panic attacks while driving on very long roads in expansive landscapes. Anywhere where I can see out ahead of where I am for a very long way. The reason this cripples my progression so much is (1) because I live in the southern plains where it's suuuper flat so basically anywhere I drive this is the case and (2) I practice landscape travel photography so traveling to destinations is nearly impossible to handle unless I have someone with me to converse with.",6.3253237410071925,8.043481712230218,6.554741007194245,72.82578057553961,66.41007194244605,9.013237410071943,36.92158273381296,9.3871,3.7764900719424457,614,32,99,12,10,197,96,139,0.075,0.885,0.04,-0.5709,0,0,0,0,0,0,13.0,0,2,0,2,9,5,1,1,5,0,10,0,0,4,0,16,16,7,0,1,2,0,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,0,11,6,0,0,3,2,0,4,0,3,0,1,0,1,14,2,21,13,2,22,0,0,1,0,5,11,0,2,7,74,25,0,0.1906782797343364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1586596036574804,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21692407040803446,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11623570951424507,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865199458734339,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19924306241084372,0.0,0.0,0.15993189437145458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16861617304438442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0931557759462597,0.0,0.16837241439344625,0.3374885545387005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14017047532879734,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1292085371406528,0.0,0.0,0.2237198773377779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1321923105333459,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21360331207680508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19604902898954216,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15194590174816666,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16156108764449764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13496306781168307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2533563527140215,0.12217894240227845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4719886506772388,0.0,0.1513515431097543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1354523790961617,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,KaityDani01,2018/04/20,"Good starter jobs for a teen girl w/ PTSD, depression, and anxiety? :/ (no experience) My passions reside with art, animals, magic/wicca, so finding a job that I may actually enjoy is a struggle. If anyone has any advice or comments please message me, I'm 16 and I need to do something with my free time and make money. Any help would be appreciated ",2.9223956043956036,5.617788492307692,5.096043956043957,75.06538461538463,79.46153846153845,7.406593406593408,29.285714285714285,8.418075326091056,2.7435714285714288,272,13,46,6,7,94,56,65,0.128,0.608,0.265,0.8957,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,0,0,0,0,1,6,0,1,3,0,6,1,0,1,0,12,9,6,0,3,2,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,1,1,5,0,0,1,1,2,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,5,5,4,6,0,2,0,1,0,1,4,0,0,3,2,26,6,2,0.0,0.0,0.2265520225725081,0.0,0.0,0.2268614135200896,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3157498317204729,0.0,0.1775996887611832,0.0,0.0,0.16232977267502038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19995673071408307,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2270943737274197,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21218755401431572,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19472251732246687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15561013550264546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4607605688692997,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1549667914967779,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17214168631561758,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548389850969502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27137944440257017,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1787260213578298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2427012026433553,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13537278074131362,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16491787544054345,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,kikitikkitavi,2018/04/20,"Unable to make a decision I'm trying to find myself a job at the moment through a state program. In 3 days I have to present multiple options about how I should get a job to my counselor. But this damn anxiety keeps me from moving forward and taking any steps that will help me in life. I have all these ideas of possibilities of what I can do careerwise but then the anxiety creeps in and stops me from making any decision at all. I'm just stuck in place. For the past 5 years, I have been hiding my mental illness from employers. I thought I had some hope through this agency to find a job where my mental illness would be accepted. But I feel so anxious about making a decision and I feel like the only way I can get hired is if I continue to job hunt and lie about my issues. I only wanted to rant about about how overwhelmed I feel going into this weekend. If anyone has suggestions on how they work out when they're in this kind of situation, I'd love to hear it. Thanks for hearing me out. 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I do, however, have my permit, but admittingly, I have such anxiety on actually driving. My SO has been incredibly understanding and patient the 9 years we've been together, but he wants to make advances in his job and it would seriously behoove us for me to be able to drive as we have 2 kids under the age of 5. It's not that I don't want to drive, I've gone on a few practice runs and I enjoyed it. I want the independence it provides desperately, but I get so anxious when I think about my kids being in the car and something happening or not being able to control the actions of those around me. I need this milestone in my life as does my family, any tips in how I can overcome my apprehension and over thinking?",7.526582840236684,5.761346414201183,8.777744082840236,69.75643860946747,64.14792899408283,12.000295857988167,39.46819526627219,10.9516,4.218934319526627,660,31,131,15,8,231,102,169,0.111,0.8390000000000001,0.051,-0.871,2,0,1,0,0,0,15.0,2,0,0,2,9,4,0,2,6,0,16,1,0,5,0,31,30,20,0,5,6,0,0,0,0,1,1,0,0,2,8,9,0,1,5,0,0,9,4,3,0,0,3,0,22,1,23,23,2,22,0,0,0,0,8,9,0,2,4,97,30,1,0.3943265849321005,0.0,0.19240293230000224,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1340777998942998,0.0,0.3016587581537309,0.22273840018665367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17551713134020752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22113539763572126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17253892589702205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18586800505332185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10300968269871254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1743508483859555,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19565414497744635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13926226428005048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1316080287191454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1461940831165687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15178593506731364,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15745486004959527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25266855341484673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20525394079412507,0.2371631647607521,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3488760546637183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1400591460766662,0.0,0.0,0.12696669609567246 anxiety,DenimRose,2018/04/20,"How can i support my boyfriend with anxiety if he doesn't open up? Relationship of nearly a year, my bf has anxiety/depression but it never shows, he's always happy and cheerful and supportive. He's never one to open up about his worries/struggles, from what he says it sounds like he's never felt the need/ he's used to internalising them. From odd times he has spoken about his anxiety, its caused him a panic attack , or to be sick or something similar. I'm trying to better understand him, and anxiety. I'm slowly learning about how it affects people, he's described sometimes he's apathetic and sort of zones out in a way as if he's going through motions but consciously he's elsewhere. Is there any healthy ways I could encourage him to open up more? I've told him I'm here to support him, and I'm always willing to listen but that seems like something all couples do.",5.003245614035087,6.226846239766086,5.9768567251462015,77.59230263157897,69.05847953216374,8.74093567251462,32.37865497076024,9.075114841892004,2.90134269005848,701,31,127,13,12,232,102,171,0.126,0.684,0.19,0.9378,0,0,2,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,7,11,1,1,4,0,9,1,0,5,4,34,24,15,0,4,7,0,1,2,1,1,1,3,0,0,6,10,0,0,5,1,0,2,4,2,0,1,2,4,12,9,23,19,2,18,0,0,0,0,25,9,0,6,7,76,18,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2332333502410744,0.0,0.0,0.0953073354888102,0.0,0.3216448862805115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1594417435909535,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12395197452509735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14397345603039094,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11189899261674192,0.15507417091759818,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12071166032660872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13456672612597173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07965091730935568,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1491931100158872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13694118236396255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1039200265596108,0.3242787616572552,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09496979477561528,0.0,0.0,0.16443674162850475,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09716290331961602,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15046948635562726,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11145352446005707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275880052304426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21578983317667408,0.13861270377727014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1465160238903663,0.0,0.0,0.4771243284097915,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08172304612081266,0.0,0.0,0.1339200750744695,0.0,0.09515317899639912,0.0,0.0,0.1459019033060501,0.0,0.12104527416589543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2224903292954878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0902525064569658 anxiety,PjanicAttacks,2018/04/20,"Lamictal and Topamax Hello, I was wondering if anyone had experience with Lamictal or Topamax, and if they felt like it was effective for their generalized anxiety. I am currently taking Zoloft, Ativan, and Gabapentin for anxiety (which is incredibly high and omnipresent) and my doctor has suggested Topamax. I have tried Lamictal in the pass and don't really remember any of the benefits, albeit it was taken during times of great distress. I was just seeing if anyone here had had success or problmes with either of these medicines?",12.459835164835162,11.005636274725275,11.695686813186814,51.73056318681322,54.384615384615394,15.693406593406591,48.024725274725284,14.191785591663535,7.312316483516482,435,23,58,15,4,142,63,91,0.067,0.774,0.159,0.8807,1,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,2,2,2,5,0,1,2,0,12,2,0,1,0,20,17,11,0,3,7,0,1,1,0,0,2,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,4,0,0,1,1,1,0,0,9,2,7,4,8,8,1,5,0,0,1,0,4,2,0,6,3,47,11,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1748462461847905,0.0,0.39338280858968494,0.0,0.0,0.3595599876219016,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2631669374428548,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2515066979422919,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24686963289688604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2834689457586196,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.271654916728317,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12561284795993932,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16471372680238625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2912598896492639,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20488646313717565,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19331762956346546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14992516334367811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17456343811041874,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2788290207225897,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Hi_I_Am_God_AMA,2018/04/20,"Can anxiety really be cured? Some people say with lifestyle changes, everyone else says it requires maintenance meds. Anyone have any experience with being ""cured?""",7.982266666666668,12.16472376,7.0120000000000005,59.63266666666666,71.4,11.333333333333336,36.333333333333336,10.504223727775694,6.0579333333333345,134,7,15,5,3,41,23,25,0.079,0.921,0.0,-0.264,0,0,0,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,0,4,4,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,2,2,1,0,0,0,0,0,2,0,0,1,0,8,1,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21637062455492265,0.0,0.2434038071762841,0.0,0.0,0.2224760919502045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3365880720019634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2657952621111785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30403085067578184,0.0,0.3112372298574045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3534218636216541,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22058321079916424,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20383172483631729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5060527308331102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,justanothername1031,2018/04/20,"Alcohol causes panic attacks Just curious if anyone has to abstain from alcohol because it triggers anxiety or panic attacks. I can't take anything that makes me feel altered, even painkillers like vicodin, because it invariably causes anxiety/derealization/panic.",14.208048780487808,14.44974504878049,13.126951219512195,37.46164634146342,49.73170731707317,15.029268292682927,61.963414634146346,13.816669648895859,9.71869756097561,221,17,19,7,2,72,33,41,0.28800000000000003,0.613,0.098,-0.8519,0,0,2,0,0,0,6.0,0,0,0,0,2,5,2,2,0,0,2,3,0,4,0,9,5,2,0,1,3,0,1,1,0,0,3,0,0,0,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,0,1,4,0,0,0,1,2,1,2,5,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,1,13,5,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4304837359524559,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1540751142125684,0.0,0.0,0.14082782711762565,0.0,0.16574005829659666,0.0,0.0,0.4582570263393426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2455505767352072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.41379908640204105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13302682866775575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10183697506552604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09839684639691762,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1344401348086138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4726133228505718,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15143232090429964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Cantasktornadoes,2018/04/20,"Any parents: Anxiety about alone time? I have a horrific cold right now and several (being purposely vague) small children. The oldest has an appointment this afternoon which my husband happily took off work to take her to, and took the others with him so I can get some rest. He's an awesome dad and 100% capable of handling them himself, and they'll be fine. I'm supposed to be getting some sleep, and i'm exhausted, but instead I'm lying down staring at the ceiling trying not to have a panic attack because what if they get in an accident and it's because I sent them off to an appointment they didn't all need to go to? Or what if the baby wants me and I'm not there? You get the idea. It helps a little to answer these questions (If the baby needs me, DH will handle it and she'll be fine) but does anyone else do this? It sounds so stupid all written out like that, but I feel like all my alone time is consumed with worrying about things that could happen when they're away from me, then worrying that it will hurt my husband's feelings that I worry. I don't want him to feel like I don't think he can handle it because he's really just spectacular. Hopefully that makes sense. 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It has recently peaked again last month and hospitalized me and I just cannot function at all anymore. How am I ever going to live normal, work a job, go out to see friends, do anything? It's destroying me and bringing out deep depression. I didn't get out of bed until 2 today. I've tried therapy, psychiatrists, everything. They put me on pills, I have severe reactions to all the pills I take because I'm hyper sensitive to all medications, can't even take 100mg of ibuprophen without feeling fucked up from it. I can't list off drugs I used to do from 10 years ago or be honest with any therapist because they always recommend drug counseling or inpatient rehab. I don't do any drugs now. Not even weed. It's torture. Everyone says look for help, it's good for you, but nothing helps, they belittle me everywhere I go as I'm literally suffering, shaking through the session trying to not black out from a rush of adrenaline. I feel like my brain is beyond fucked up and it's really pushing me to the edge. I was in the hospital for 5 days this month. I just seriously feel fucking hopeless. This happens every year at least and I have to slowly re-expose myself to the elements through personal exposure therapy to even get back to normal life. And some days the stimulation of being out in the world is too much and I come back super zonked out, unable to think, non-stop migraines. I get anxious about my anxiety and it's this never ending cycle. I'm so afraid of blacking out in public the second I think about it a heat wave hits me and I start pouring sweat. Ugh. Sorry. Just venting. 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I eventually got ""better"" until another one struck me in February at age 27. I'm a PhD student in an intense program, but before the most recent panic attack I felt like I really enjoyed what I was doing. The shock waves from my most recent one have reverberated for weeks, but I am improving for sure. At this point, my two biggest struggles are obsessive dark thoughts and an unshakable feeling that it is actually grad school that is making me anxious. Some days are better than others, and I felt like I had been making a nice linear recovery until the last week. I've been experiencing a dip back towards anxious feelings. My most recent panic attack happened in the middle of a new and WAY too intense romantic relationship and my new dip is perfectly coinciding with the beginning of a new relationship so obviously I have some relationship anxiety. I am working through it though and going for an exposure approach. One of the hardest things about this is trying to decide which thoughts are real and which thoughts are anxiety thoughts. I've been feeling that maybe my job is what is making me anxious but I can't tell if it's the anxiety talking or something real. Help?",7.0061904761904765,7.450747873015874,7.959619047619048,67.91871428571429,64.31746031746032,10.688253968253967,36.64126984126985,10.504223727775694,4.117253650793652,1072,50,178,25,15,363,130,252,0.188,0.679,0.133,-0.8933,2,0,1,0,0,0,18.0,0,0,0,4,5,18,3,5,17,0,25,0,0,4,3,39,43,18,0,3,8,0,5,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,16,7,0,0,10,1,0,2,3,9,0,4,13,6,23,9,22,30,5,31,0,0,0,0,7,11,0,10,20,130,39,8,0.0,0.0,0.1632325204308619,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0876991965675159,0.25592395508140986,0.2834531939657321,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28544263432154793,0.0,0.06431059748954587,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07116771740612735,0.09422865692023936,0.0,0.1479377455403453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09254117703644398,0.0,0.0539380292504798,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12686598464729715,0.0,0.16060654268795485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047532026747103925,0.0,0.06689101252674502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07395866601690627,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056059165427568135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16599081331887508,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06817415931703766,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12258035744189773,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22330959284203292,0.0,0.08402318017093335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06675712097324478,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2423272891692888,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17002089786019184,0.0,0.0,0.29438499387029604,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07906265526164948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1903911973948188,0.05357909331446424,0.0,0.24774013222841404,0.2693799352856387,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08464367071565977,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06438675453334675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08743406606841682,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07882554312046605,0.0,0.0,0.0672231100844089,0.1462023643091663,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05556376216860732,0.0,0.08217153141309813,0.2655892291518152,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05678306794085805,0.0,0.08169980764648876,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06638602944126365,0.13417483279519138,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06088769737473405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LilSHauny1,2018/04/20,"Anxiety about job situation.. I'm 20 and I am coming to the end of my 4 month contract at a local company. I was originally bought in as an ""extra pair of hands"" and cover while they looked for someone permanent. However, they didn't really try and find anyone. A couple of weeks ago, I told my manager I wasn't interested in a permanent position. But yesterday, he approached me and asked if I was interested in a permanent position again. Which I politely turned down. You may find it a bizarre that I would turn down a permanent position, but I have reasons, that I don't think my colleagues will understand.. My anxiety is killing me now. Am I bad for having them spend a month to train me up, to then turn down a permanent job? I have told my manager that I am willing to stay on until they find someone and get them up to speed I am worried what my colleagues will say when they find out.. 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Ok, so I have an obsessive anxiety thing where I'll harp on shit that doesn't matter for days and it'll make my life hell. anyway I discovered the existence of this disorder the other day and as I researched it sooo many things started making sense - samey diet, aversion to certain food textures, I prefer darkness and night (not like an edgelord way I just feel more awake at night) in opposition to day and bright lighting, and I actively shrink away from any physical human contact, even a gentle parental hug, i'm counting the seconds until its over. anyway the more and more i read the more and more it made sense but I'm afraid I'm just making this up in my head. What do you think?",6.364181681681683,6.833134141891893,6.370630630630629,78.6776726726727,65.68918918918922,9.55075075075075,32.66066066066066,9.444778638647367,2.8971462462462454,615,24,114,11,9,195,101,148,0.114,0.7979999999999999,0.08800000000000001,-0.4256,1,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,0,1,0,0,8,10,3,2,9,1,8,6,2,4,1,22,18,12,0,1,5,1,1,1,0,1,1,0,0,1,12,7,2,1,3,1,0,0,2,5,0,1,1,3,12,5,15,15,5,16,1,0,1,1,4,8,2,1,8,79,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1268536510565345,0.0,0.2854053010651153,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17526054557980034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3609087583582067,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21379109262759505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12320796346539815,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09432026929422906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255650050520924,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19144393878063146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1317587750712746,0.09113406053045574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17650873394156527,0.3735508555004254,0.18912236238433813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3501104568088255,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2071306831868065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18659056028400814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19148071135324696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13203402866207112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2478578805176298,0.11952735103467707,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14806683269000287,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,starrycharlie,2018/04/20,"anxiety reading about anxiety Does this happen to anyone else? I have therapy sessions, and in one we decided to start working in a wellness workbook. I generally enjoy the book, I enjoy the structure that comes with it and I think it will help in the long run. But, in the book, there are sections where it will say like ""Jill woke up in the middle of the night with a panic attack. She felt her heart racing and thought she was going to have a heart attack"". And I don't know. When I read stuff like this, sometimes I can feel my heart racing, and then I get worried and my anxiety acts up. Does this happen to anyone else? Or is this just me? If it does happen to you, how do you deal with this? 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Told I just got paid whatever little money my shitty job gives me and most of it all went to bills and for my car leaving me with just $24. It feels like every check I get is gone and I can’t help but worry thinking who’s next to come after me with more bills. Hell, I’m right here laying in bed with sweaty palms, a racing mind, and a pit in my stomach feeling like I might throw up. I live with my family but recently my mom’s car blew out leaving me to transport her and my sister to work (my sister has work and school). I’m afraid if I look for another job it will interfere with their schedules. That’s not mentioning that I know my car will give out any day which will leave me with more worries and fear. I don’t have the money to make repairs and when I do get some I think I saved, something else pops up. Like my student loans for example which I’ve neglected to pay until last month. If the car goes out, I’ll be stuck with it and a car note that I still owe $3000 on... So now I feel like I’m stuck. I need to find a new job that pays more but I can’t let anyone down at home. I don’t know. I just wanted to breathe a little. I’m going to a store and sell a bunch of my things to stay afloat this week or at least until my next check. Hate living from check to check.",1.4726308304891944,2.7464641740614373,2.9043558020477853,95.98415600113769,77.90784982935153,5.975483503981797,19.37556882821388,6.42735559955562,-0.1994321956769056,1045,21,253,8,24,341,158,293,0.134,0.7959999999999999,0.07,-0.9708,4,0,1,0,0,0,27.0,0,0,1,2,10,11,2,2,9,0,14,3,3,1,1,54,47,20,1,5,11,3,4,5,0,4,0,0,2,0,13,21,0,2,9,0,15,11,5,5,0,0,7,5,36,6,39,34,8,42,1,1,1,0,11,14,1,6,21,146,49,9,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07034684146967184,0.10847217244965077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07233186299390894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08910958719579473,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06671412555014784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08641587648779356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08715773412726173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09751970196466564,0.11640553312302712,0.20922166531764472,0.2956074317600351,0.0,0.0,0.09454778894258814,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10809255259797268,0.19846969853935212,0.0587907575438728,0.0,0.08273523281991405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10213152905936136,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06933768720402443,0.0,0.10376479335082499,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3079626410292348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11370245538595675,0.08432231372102225,0.0,0.3286031988516985,0.0,0.1057805649660791,0.0,0.25269250255029224,0.20736017820358726,0.1826894631978988,0.0,0.08686860393884012,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06905102216579066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10973988064601624,0.10445099187786427,0.12115472932624635,0.08256962688223993,0.0,0.0,0.1534078273496866,0.0,0.09990881151646272,0.22003203341337824,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1177442189040299,0.0,0.0,0.10214046573426128,0.0,0.0,0.0883423365568903,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10469289578465026,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07963780073900338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1102596942581736,0.08261212584984512,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06872493965511448,0.1325680663425116,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.098847105970939,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06101514327089967,0.0,0.08297815813032201,0.0,0.0,0.09589549767720297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15061987037953492,0.2101089110547523,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Scoundrelsprincess,2018/04/20,"Today was a good day. After becoming more aware of my anxiety, I've been trying to do things that push me out of my comfort zone. today was the first day I willingly had lunch in a restaurant by myself. I sat at the bar, ate some comforting food and got a free beer from the bartender. Baby steps.",2.782,4.469013200000003,4.233333333333333,86.08500000000002,75.33333333333334,7.466666666666668,23.666666666666664,8.238735603445708,1.3730666666666669,232,7,47,4,5,77,49,60,0.027000000000000003,0.789,0.184,0.8658,0,0,1,0,0,0,7.0,0,0,0,1,1,4,0,0,6,0,6,5,0,0,0,3,9,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,2,5,0,0,2,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,0,6,5,9,1,2,11,0,0,0,0,0,3,0,1,6,33,8,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2256466531038867,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3257645645135889,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.38045475724282907,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2508962282244387,0.3566716403473778,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24740180922761615,0.2359096567507928,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1959609754111265,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5591827666591718,0.0,0.0,0.2002611944591028,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nebulaebattle,2018/04/20,"Meds? I know no one can give me a “doctors answer” but I completely stopped my meds about 2 or 3 months ago. I am 20 y/o female. I started on depression meds when I was 16, but stopped shortly after because they made me feel sick. I started again when I was late 18. I took them most of the time, but I felt I was in a fog. I asked to switch, and my doctor insisted on doing it for a month more (after two months of already taking it). I listened and took them. I went back and asked if I could have something else and she again said another month. I stopped taking them and then had a bunch of stressful stuff happen and I ended up in the hospital for anxiety and depression. (About 2 months later) Right when I got to the hospital, I got hit with reality and I calmed down. I knew people were there basically “protecting” me from myself. I got out of the hospital and went back to the doctor, who didn’t remember anything that I’d been through. I ended up finding a new doctor, and I tried taking the meds they gave me. Nothing seemed to work. I’ve decided to go with out meds. I feel like days are harder, but I’m also getting more done. I left my shitty dead end job, and got one that I can actually move up the ladder. I just got an apartment with my boyfriend. I’m pushing myself to go to the gym and the park more. I feel like I’m doing better, but I’m still really anxious. I don’t want to take meds. I am hoping since I’ve been off them for a couple months again that I can start doing things to make certain hormones and kind of “train” my brain. (More exercise, healthy foods, fresh air) Has anyone else had success with this method?? 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I started Lexapro and after several weeks I started to feel a bit better. I did therapy for a year and managed to get it under control. Then my life started to feel more normal for three years. I weaned off the meds and was generally happy. Fast forward a few years and I’m here today, fully experiencing a complete relapse. I’m more anxious then ever before. So I’m doing all the right things, started Lexapro again, taking Xanax while the SSRI gets into my system, and taking blood pressure meds as I’m so fricken amped all the time, that my BP is high. I would love to hear positive relapse stories where you experienced similar experiences to mine and how you handled it. I feel sad, disappointed in myself, and just generally awful. My job is suffering, my family and wife are suffering, and I feel selfish. I now know that anxiety will always be something I have to manage for the rest of my life....",6.249605263157893,7.782771723684213,7.305219298245617,68.06861842105265,66.41228070175438,10.0859649122807,37.05701754385965,10.270032843473604,4.350012280701755,995,52,156,25,16,335,135,228,0.203,0.6759999999999999,0.12,-0.9665,1,0,1,0,0,0,32.0,0,2,0,3,9,17,1,2,13,1,11,7,2,3,3,29,32,18,2,2,1,1,5,0,1,2,4,1,0,0,6,12,0,1,7,0,0,1,0,11,0,1,2,10,24,6,23,27,9,31,0,6,1,1,7,9,0,0,22,109,30,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09599314951913628,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09010651660113594,0.1173329011400104,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2485262099553837,0.1223376390566101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1231962761838526,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09214738845630577,0.0,0.11364438242900045,0.09577430190618023,0.11822537008210834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11354071244139137,0.0,0.1214572001771064,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22477724755465014,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09795511531307524,0.0,0.1034763806758365,0.0,0.1059290595202187,0.204173621569793,0.0,0.27377509530230965,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08366510689325228,0.0,0.1131548163295655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11939085150840904,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1152774372149302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11510792364522275,0.12205146107324713,0.1283249712971037,0.0,0.11441504372848398,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10746178543135068,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595137229447751,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2294667189055249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09773656215512183,0.0,0.0,0.10978974757600288,0.0,0.0,0.24057305512246802,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10610186923152186,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1113408497062629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0924796447762588,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1223376390566101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08336745223353599,0.0,0.0,0.3832434857384157,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1628422213473979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12383982451044198,0.0,0.07194351263826852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06314516345427497,0.0,0.10264689782198816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08686424750763386,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07692658852243522,0.0,0.0,0.27894257705265496 anxiety,hihihihi1991,2018/04/20,"Why do I have to be anxious over everything???? I wish for once that I could have a day where I don’t need to stress over every.single.decision. I’m starving at work right now. I brought Thai food for lunch. Which sort of smells and I’m extremely paranoid of being THAT coworker with the stinky lunch. I normally eat at my desk but because of that today, I decided I’m going to go eat in my car. There’s a bunch of people in the break room so I don’t want to go in there and a, my food stink when I take it out of the fridge and b, them question why I’m leaving the building with my lunch and being a loser and sitting in my car. So I’m sitting at my desk freaking out over all of those things while simultaneously being absolutely starving. I need to eat but I’m too anxious over what people are going to think. It’s fucking exhausting and I hate the way my mind works. 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Hello. Due to my depression and anxiety, I left school 3 months prior to graduatuion, leaving me with very few choices. I am wondering what do people suffering from social anxiety do for a living. My opportunities are really limited now, and don't know what to choose: work in retail, restaurant, be a pizza cook or call center.",5.4290625000000015,7.428292531250001,7.286375000000002,65.62112500000003,69.0,10.745,29.9875,10.793553405168565,3.9673475,278,11,44,9,5,97,51,64,0.185,0.7759999999999999,0.039,-0.8313,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,1,0,4,1,3,0,0,2,0,7,2,0,0,0,8,9,3,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,3,3,2,1,3,1,1,0,1,2,0,0,0,0,6,1,7,8,1,7,0,2,0,0,5,3,0,2,4,30,9,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3818122223166005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2548198451608148,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21493822498689125,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.247095085740848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13714690386151848,0.0,0.0,0.2642388631422495,0.2711382882292367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22035842727112465,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19918951866889315,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17300749503059967,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.159868994534698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2525593042722414,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2543861898536394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20590601124247054,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2706278101733117,0.3633527316970813,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,LotsFamous,2018/04/20,"Senior Capstone Presentation In about 30 minutes I have to go in front of the board of my major and give a presentation on a semester long project. Over the past month and a half I have been tormented by anxiety, and even depersonalization associated with the overwhelming stress I have experienced. I just needed to share that I am trying my best, and I am going to face this situation regardless of the distress I have be feeling. I hope this is a safe place to post and look for support. 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My wife has a lot of anxiety. I know this and most people that observe her know this, but she denies it. She works as an executive admin and has done this sort of work for many years. At each job she takes on too much work. If people can't do something and they ask her to do it, she will take it on until she is buried under a giant pile of work. When we have gone on vacation in the past ten years she has pretty much always brought her laptop with her to do work, because she says if she doesn't then there will be too much to do when she comes back. At her latest job (and in past jobs) she says they are chronically understaffed and she has to do the work of three people. The thing is she actually does do the work of three people. When I tell her not to do all the extra work she claims that she has to do it. That there is no option. That it has to get done and so since no one else can or will do it then she has to do it. This subject is a sore subject between us and I have not always dealt with it well. I've been angry and frustrated in the past about it, but at this point even if I bring it up in a calm and considerate manner she immediately will start tearing up. Inevitably during these conversations she will try to blame me in some way for causing her problems. Usually I bring this subject up because this stress in her job bleeds over into our family life. When these conversations come up she will turn it around and blame me for causing her more stress by even bringing it up. She will also turn it around and point out things that I do that are bad for our family life. Then she will inevitably resort back to claiming that there is nothing she can do and this is just how things work. It's not her job, I know that for sure, because she has done the same thing with other things in her life. She felt dissatisfied with her job so she took on side work doing creative hand made items. I helped her setup a website and she started taking some orders from people for items for last Christmas. This is obviously a hard date for people. It gets to a point where she starts stressing hard about making these dates and we're three to four months out from Christmas so she is doing nights and weekends on these projects trying to make this deadline. I mean she drops everything. We have a daughter and she stopped taking a turn putting her to bed at night because she claimed she had no time. This was complete misery being around her during this time. I tried to do what I could, but it was as if she wasn't even there or I was just in service to these deadlines. She has numerous setbacks at various times where it's a blow up over how to do something or how to redo something. She ends up making the deadline for the items and they turn out amazing. The people love the items, but I have to tell her that I can't ever go through something like that again. So, I know it's her, it's not the job. I just have no idea how to get her to fix things. It's a crazy Catch-22 where it's so anxiety provoking to fix the anxiety that we just have to deal with the anxiety.",4.207499456639862,4.903460621495327,4.5324791711946695,89.1593186263856,70.51090342679127,7.467420126059553,25.21060638991523,7.397020576406223,0.9275965659639208,2477,66,540,24,43,778,236,642,0.125,0.82,0.055,-0.9913,7,0,4,0,0,0,49.0,6,0,3,10,41,13,1,3,26,0,66,8,1,12,5,91,103,49,0,6,20,3,4,1,0,8,6,2,1,0,57,36,0,1,8,1,0,10,13,6,1,6,14,6,82,7,90,78,17,91,0,0,0,1,76,43,0,13,36,420,139,20,0.0,0.0,0.05211104192426248,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042704243402460235,0.08886674385343253,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2042556213288264,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14261290844727526,0.049922122006441055,0.0,0.0,0.08212315127172358,0.04458706463983805,0.1302094394024083,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10971374570164684,0.0,0.09199935230290776,0.055989254662509993,0.0,0.0,0.042635837044962634,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.055053419658814405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04673100920815245,0.1639413055175574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0446091431671466,0.0,0.04729686313804128,0.0,0.0,0.105811289571847,0.04830367697041106,0.0,0.0,0.04799279445284477,0.0,0.10068220154368793,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05127271365553511,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1394974034321805,0.0,0.03034865150676421,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09567245567868488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07158626264237594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06028249919028714,0.0,0.055736095208593885,0.37094127728648574,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11738975097902755,0.04352841535429498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11315474674341044,0.02608871536498921,0.0,0.0,0.047257632438063066,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.045399070932610586,0.04819590392447157,0.05052870565003759,0.10693545186919452,0.05413957693403201,0.0,0.0581686398136419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04262365269613392,0.0,0.11776621244197995,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10022522864477612,0.0,0.05123907940057987,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03618546154490458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15293003938055466,0.2591475697066787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1514417837367791,0.0,0.0,0.05432735728506468,0.0,0.051096926426058,0.0,0.05368210454602408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08493220887593203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04417332424080592,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16444080412398313,0.0,0.0,0.1133911351762867,0.0,0.0,0.044645086637142235,0.1835097735464261,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10065840241664832,0.0,0.16060168030977615,0.0,0.09334852535304976,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21286093228446687,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0934145266836912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059329757594441576,0.1087660042095942,0.2323370012502083,0.0,0.0,0.06423405025068935,0.0,0.058812945037235866,0.0,0.0,0.04238671502795648,0.0,0.0,0.04801333092285701,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3887609334453036,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0687761537117343 anxiety,flowerschick,2018/04/20,"Irrational thoughts, racing negative mind and irritability I’m not sure what’s going on with me and i need some insight from people who might know a little more than me. Basically I have had a hard life, we grew up poor, mom killed herself, father was arrested and whet to prison, my apartment burnt down, brother was sent to foster care, family was riddled with drugs and depression, bipolar, and anxiety issues. Had some nasty break ups... etc. I’ve always thought I lucked out and didn’t get any of these behavioral problems my family had. I moved out went away to college and tried to live a normal life. As a kid I did get diagnosed with OCD when i was younger but i grew out of the obsessive checking things but not really the thoughts. I honestly think i was misdiagnosed with OCD but i didn’t have it and was just responding to the stress of my environment. I only ever was medicated for this from age 11-13. I just stopped taking the meds and then outgrew a lot of the issues. With such a high stress life I’ve always been a anxious person but lately, life has been good. Nothing horrible bad has happened for years and yet I can’t calm down, I’m constantly stressed out it seems. My mind jumps to the worst conclusion, it’s ALWAYS busy and I can’t focus very well. My mind is bombarded with thoughts and nagging feelings that won’t quit. It’s exhausting. It’s like bees buzzing around inside my head. Most of these thoughts are irrational thoughts about my boyfriend leaving me or me leaving him, about bad things happening or obsessing over things that have already happened and i can’t stop mulling it over in my brain. I am irritable and quick to be put in a sour mood. I just can’t seem to stop these thoughts or stop myself from feeling negative. I have tried some tactics: i tried focused on them and tried to “turn them down” or redirect them. I have tried to write down what I’m thankful for and be positive but nothing is stopping the stream or angry, irrational thoughts. I’m worried I’m going to ruin my relationships and friendships and some of them have already suffered. My friends know me as the anxious one and know I tend to freak out over stuff others just let go. We joke about it but I’m getting to worry its become a part of my personality now but I really wish it wasn’t. I am not sad so I don’t think I’m depressed but I’m starting to feel helpless since the tactics I’ve tried aren’t working . Sometimes I wake up and my thoughts are racing even before I get out of bed. This causes me to pick fights and say things I don’t mean and be angry when all I want to do is relax and stop feeling on edge and have fun again. I can’t concentrate and it’s hard to calm down from these episodes. I don’t think it’s panic attacks as my chest doesn’t hurt so I’m not sure what exactly is going on. I’m seeing a counselor but it doesn’t seem to be helping me change my thoughts. She is only giving me tools which I try and then it doesn’t change how I feel ultimately. This scares me. I’ve also noticed lots of headaches, muscle tension and upset stomach and digestion issues during the times I feel extra “crazy”. I don’t know if I have anxiety, if I have depression or if I might be bipolar due to my moods being so uneven. I made a doctors appointment for next week but I’m afraid either he won’t believe me or I won’t be able to accurate describe what it is I’m experiencing and he won’t be able to help me. Please let me know if what I’m describing sounds like anxiety or depression or bipolar. Please let me know what your symptoms were like so I can try to better understand what this is. 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Not stiff or sore, but vulnerable. I feel as though it's about to be punched at all times and find it's pulling focus from every other aspect of my day, to the extent that right now my chin is buried in my chest to hide my throat. Anyone else experience this? If so, do you have a method of dealing with it?",3.7838211382113833,4.9800330731707385,4.849756097560974,84.63406504065041,71.92682926829268,8.393495934959349,24.642276422764226,8.841846274778883,1.4978715447154474,320,9,69,6,6,105,67,82,0.099,0.882,0.019,-0.6706,0,0,1,0,0,0,8.0,0,1,0,0,4,0,0,0,5,0,6,6,4,0,1,10,7,7,0,1,4,0,1,0,0,0,2,0,0,0,6,2,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,1,1,7,0,13,5,3,11,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,2,5,47,13,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21649644583763133,0.0,0.0,0.19788220960809316,0.28996991739807754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3143524262953899,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3650269197973429,0.29176356591315034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2364126109411098,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23844215121335424,0.0,0.0,0.27683114269316683,0.0,0.0,0.1430947708149964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25865952590070146,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27015829292973675,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24168293247598754,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2780489148710137,0.0,0.1650212683258764,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Legocritic,2018/04/20,"Coming off meds Coming off 20mg lexapro. Sitting at 10 going to 5. Feeling manic and irritable, a side note of anxiety and intrusive thoughts. Just want to calm down without going back up in meds. What's helped for you? My irritability is probably becoming the biggest hurdle. But also for the first time in years I'm feeling joy. 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Hi everyone, excuse me for any language mistakes I might write, English is not my first language. I'm a 27 year old girl (woman? nahhh), studying and living abroad for the last 6 years. I wasn't always an anxious person, the only anxiety that's been there since I can remember myself is a quite high social anxiety that I learned to deal with on my own and an abandonment anxiety. Two years ago I went through a very hard period that I'm sure changed some things in my head. I think I was deeply depressed, even though I didn't feel like I was, but thinking about it now this seems to be it. I was tired all the time, I slept almost the whole day everyday and I literally felt no hunger so I also stopped eating which led to a drastic weight lost when I was already thin and I reached a weight you usually hear about in anorexia stories. My cognitive ability just crashed, my memories from that period are really vague -if even existing- and it seemed I even forgot things I knew about so well before that period. It lasted for about 4 months and because of it I also needed to repeat a year in university. I almost never went out of the house because I always felt weak and this became a major anxiety cause that lasts until today. I feel like everyone is always watching me and inspecting me and EVERYTHING that I do. It used to be worse two years ago but it never completely passed, all my movements are well thought of before I make any and when I'm really anxious my muscles become so stiff that I feel I can't move them (for example the back of my neck becomes like a really heavy rock and if I don't grab it with my hand I honestly can't move it). I'm never relexed anymore when I go out of the house, even if I'm alone in the street I think ""someone is probably watching me from one of the windows"". My life became a nightmare... I started feeling uncomfortable even when I hang out with my best friend! I'm insanely anxious around my family (uncles/aunts/cousins) and I just prefer to stay quiet. My cousin is visiting the country where I live and he called me before and my head went bursting with thoughts of ""Oh no... what will I talk with him about? When if I don't have anything to say or ask? Is this conversation going to be really awkward?"" and I just didn't answer. The social anxiety is the worst one but my head is just flooded with all kind of anxities about life in general and I was never like this. How do I handle this? I can't get professional help where I am since I'm not a resident, I found something like a free clinic but they're young and unexperienced and they didn't help me whatsoever so I stopped going there. I have to present a project in the end of the year and it will be in front of more than 100 people, I have absolutely no idea how to do that. I can't even speak in front of my class (16 people) without shaking like crazy. I want to do it so much, but I also thought of talking to the school explaining my situation and getting a way out as a last resort. I just want to feel relaxed without having to drink alcohol and enjoy life as it is...",4.121259968102073,5.276267409888358,5.276216905901116,82.05151834130781,71.07336523125997,8.571738437001597,28.7658692185008,8.96741613852259,2.2681940031897936,2474,93,491,47,45,820,283,627,0.132,0.772,0.096,-0.9484,0,1,3,0,0,0,65.0,0,1,2,4,42,24,0,2,31,0,45,19,6,6,8,103,89,50,0,9,19,1,13,6,1,3,8,4,1,3,31,32,6,5,23,3,1,16,21,8,2,5,23,19,76,17,68,59,11,80,0,3,2,0,28,20,0,11,48,341,107,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1036899234223202,0.06250453278879364,0.11713203347042887,0.06057461880852188,0.0645415664638358,0.1403154626041693,0.14599694644399472,0.0,0.0,0.07954597082391111,0.0,0.2684531532489828,0.19822008896976376,0.05800312528934,0.0,0.0,0.04812959953200338,0.05206559407930102,0.05467720211860725,0.0,0.0,0.044972689062793086,0.0,0.07130594163282414,0.12918800752932338,0.14930371126165198,0.0,0.06137822006293703,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05972149566854769,0.0,0.0,0.06008198778233465,0.06187121059113183,0.0,0.061322228916015485,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.037719105603644665,0.06029725566587741,0.050374539174760834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.057294734190995025,0.0,0.059846531159007524,0.0,0.0,0.051801887448637084,0.0,0.0,0.2317796212910944,0.0,0.0,0.1117731634188898,0.052564106193170194,0.0,0.055136088594554405,0.0,0.14786325278959514,0.08356587037476533,0.11231287513585504,0.0,0.0,0.04974878693349343,0.0,0.06412768614389038,0.045186706396960916,0.0,0.0611138101981974,0.0,0.09971807802451337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052392626616032265,0.0,0.18007279067441087,0.0,0.06591880105852976,0.0,0.07840485127831473,0.061794446697484864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13497167927678758,0.0,0.06602440481229625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06090493434627621,0.0,0.1906979806605497,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1239327318171894,0.17144198672191274,0.0,0.10328971710578658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06384518022894686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.03904034978549298,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06204518327842005,0.0,0.0,0.04668355390019562,0.12432428674458695,0.04299447981265827,0.04336717293760357,0.18043430257356272,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.061371989879934224,0.0,0.07926425060178993,0.04448179749900643,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08109467579792015,0.05106836108446442,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06593500594619654,0.0,0.0,0.06305859247337732,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0622078419725916,0.0,0.0,0.14987240037939142,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06625406947464481,0.0,0.0,0.04651099917677723,0.0,0.05919169830209725,0.0,0.10648825391549624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09676166319427268,0.0657415406651673,0.0,0.11923972189759965,0.0495556207892476,0.045025946024856836,0.0,0.0,0.04139721207959482,0.06233907762792234,0.0,0.0977950586854784,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0551230555980882,0.0,0.0,0.0940188443483665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07771197583956417,0.11242781463766978,0.05746292020775458,0.13929580373218942,0.03410408553038681,0.06722189816385407,0.05543858612837213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11426608332702305,0.0,0.0,0.050513760550483115,0.0644148756853041,0.04825768162124339,0.06899398331247329,0.04642404792865905,0.0,0.14244217368227707,0.10517319752224936,0.1626533679624524,0.0,0.0652983509726294,0.0,0.11275825091835308,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05960297965106704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22598123875533846 anxiety,BUZZohnotheBEES,2018/04/20,"I don’t have anything to be anxious about at the moment. Everything is in order, my new job is going fine, I have nothing to worry about. So naturally I keep that nagging feeling in my stomach reminding me I should *find* something to panic over. :-)",2.7112765957446814,5.321636297872342,4.646212765957447,78.49400000000003,79.63829787234042,6.313191489361702,30.676595744680853,7.554174236665415,2.4649778723404245,194,10,32,3,5,66,37,47,0.154,0.6920000000000001,0.154,-0.2486,1,0,1,0,0,0,10.0,0,0,0,0,3,3,1,1,1,0,7,1,1,0,0,4,10,1,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,2,0,0,1,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,9,8,0,8,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,0,2,26,8,1,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3436968363325979,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25035794069733885,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2734251169567242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15382940989815544,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.27806356589567,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17290269679689388,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.30190443402554834,0.27041638142558644,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29383024928838203,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2919198900081549,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3569520231592237,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23421352420015595,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3089635077019989,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,nofuture123,2018/04/20,"Lost and hurt my best friend 2 years ago and it was my fault. What should i do? Short story: My depression and anxiety got really bad when i was 18. Dropped out of school, shut my self down and ignored my best friend for months . We havent talked for 2 years. Should I apologize since i feel a lot of guilt and regret ? or let it be since he looks happy now and I dont want to ruin that by bringing old memories back... Long story: When i was 18 my depression got really bad. I lost all hope. Started to get panic attacks, crazy anxiety and my mind was telling me to kill myself every single day. I never thought something like that would happen to me. I was in a VERY dark place. I ended up dropping out of school that year. When i started not going to school my best friend and a couople others that were also really good friends started to text me to ask me why i wasnt going to school but i shut my self down and IGNORED EVERYONE. I literally woundnt respond or talk to ANYONE. I felt like i was a complete failure for not being able to control my emotions and be in that mental state, i was ashamed of myself and i thought everyone would look at me differenty. My friend kept texting me for about 3 or 4 months and he started to get mad because i wasnt responding ( he was right to be so ). Its been 2 years (im 20 now) and i still havent talked or explained to him what happened to me. Now im doing better, still bad but better than before. My mind is more clear and i obviously see that what i did was wrong and i completely left him hanging without any explanation. Now, i would understand if he woudn't want to be friends again obviously, but what hurts me the most is that i dont have the guts to apologize for what i did to him. He has more friends now and goes to a different school so he met other people and I can see that he's happy. So should i just let it be the way is now and live with that guilt and regret the rest of my life? or apologize? I still have trouble expressing myself and talking to people about my depression, i woudnt know how to explain it without sounding desperate. Also, I feel like he's happy now and dont want to ruin that by bringing old memories back... sry for my bad english",3.491404286770141,4.614986891352551,4.732017738359204,85.47818920916485,72.54767184035477,7.772653362897265,27.41389504804139,8.199878495009871,1.6984036954914998,1732,62,360,26,33,573,191,451,0.188,0.672,0.139,-0.9632,2,0,1,0,0,1,44.0,1,0,0,8,25,47,3,4,9,0,43,2,1,2,5,74,79,39,1,13,14,0,3,3,7,6,1,1,0,2,22,25,0,4,9,0,0,5,12,27,0,0,24,8,61,20,48,41,10,56,0,11,4,0,36,14,0,9,36,249,83,5,0.062319319018186034,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05524231617707705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09967347380698713,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042379273952874094,0.0,0.09534821694687023,0.0,0.0,0.04357511685385584,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05826015079231622,0.07089722209218881,0.0,0.09583941916598626,0.2081361132019638,0.03798927844647963,0.0,0.053029150449745405,0.0,0.19620084153942624,0.11023274669168594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13068124063181305,0.0,0.06989641539814978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.040190805218100166,0.0,0.16102661445891284,0.0,0.0,0.06511042438308735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2191133332777337,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07010084594443708,0.05519641929624515,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.052506714083011385,0.11909755991524384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0630210403632381,0.04452093395858083,0.05983631923172893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3370342589858702,0.0,0.06511854410392913,0.0,0.07083501029461095,0.05227048807239018,0.09968490479395828,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11021753599014053,0.1990202217536624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06189714529129192,0.0,0.0,0.13342823985556307,0.0,0.13463111717695192,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06894709311834611,0.0,0.0342490679414038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06771012245712563,0.12745145191827684,0.04401797802376322,0.09133821420567724,0.0,0.055029100435910284,0.05515063625649127,0.10466506490742652,0.0,0.13605779679188154,0.05298165646932428,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06280321591006834,0.0,0.12584949393498582,0.0,0.09948537175866372,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.048064500690978035,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13078728414351978,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07311829342045302,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08640873814633243,0.0,0.06511042438308735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11977005462124242,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05322035793455679,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31535238958029144,0.09932085749612296,0.0,0.13002528214884895,0.0,0.0,0.1031023693638338,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.047976456426656496,0.0,0.0,0.17643973902738702,0.0,0.14930486600720852,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20035963205187746,0.054469831657069256,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0989491563299101,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06487660890675934,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05141996479707295,0.11027264698441827,0.04946617471110437,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05623349226391145,0.0,0.0,0.12014719932689225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1328095686057195,0.06813639229579073,0.0,0.16052639291431486 anxiety,FuZyOn,2018/04/20,"Doctor prescribed me some Aprazolam - Question So my anxiety has gotten really bad lately, 2018 has been the worst year of my life so far. I've called the ambulance twice now since I thought I was having a heart attack when it was just a panic attack. I went to the doctor this week to get blood test and x-rays done, thankfully everything came out okay and the doctor said I have mild depression and anxiety. I've already been taking a form of Alprazolam (Prozalex) for a couple of days and I've been feeling better than ever, my anxiety is very minimal and I can again feel like I can breathe. After the results came in my doctor prescribed me some Magnesium (twice a day), a pill for chest pain which I have to take for 10 days and the big one: Alprazolam for a month (.5mg at night). I'm very scared about taking the Alprazolam daily since it's a benzo and I know that they can be quite addictive and I can build a tolerance to them, so I wanted to ask you guys about your experiences on it: will I be fine if I take only .5mg daily or will I feel like I need to take more after a while? I imagine the Magnesium will help quite a bit since I probably have a deficiency (I had blood tests done, otherwise why would he make me take it, right?) but I'm just scared of the benzo. Mind you, this doctor is not a psychiatrist, but he seems very knowledgeable about anxiety and depression and like he truly wants to help me, so I don't think his intention is to just shove my face with pills.",3.8350091519219056,5.1002212013422845,5.096082977425262,82.6521354484442,71.88590604026845,8.90811470408786,25.290420988407565,9.339509955726095,1.9787932885906048,1170,35,239,26,22,389,157,298,0.118,0.795,0.08800000000000001,-0.8713,0,0,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,3,2,3,14,17,2,3,22,1,28,16,6,3,1,43,55,20,0,5,8,0,3,3,0,4,10,1,0,1,8,14,0,0,10,0,0,3,2,10,0,3,14,4,33,7,27,35,6,25,0,2,0,0,16,7,0,6,18,153,41,7,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09189137199594506,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09301897605935268,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2579344217302902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0788021988544845,0.19178999427773707,0.0,0.0,0.0703807969868137,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07454995144142249,0.092025683542953,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08607216527559962,0.1928165486729837,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09326815450918864,0.0,0.16308525373760033,0.0,0.14520217931566826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4313852203608608,0.0,0.1725211835104756,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07624747917434282,0.0,0.0,0.07575675031537163,0.08245433363955712,0.0,0.0,0.12786260815965894,0.12043729524483705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0440394025058816,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08346292277688441,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09988713244072928,0.11299910094498848,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.04632500647175123,0.0,0.09508572012700102,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0595383535783501,0.12354331427165745,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.056265962557328714,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08511149312120342,0.0,0.06728154614965816,0.0,0.0,0.06250189207144648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07910289146846375,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05711884474652273,0.06410831783817146,0.08969326550816542,0.09889919987606698,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09088167556181374,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09442699909663596,0.1793111038417332,0.0,0.0,0.053999995610037606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07198541665324534,0.08018156186931179,0.0,0.16878318767026368,0.0,0.0,0.07673681384165093,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20918312008683174,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3802652523415107,0.0,0.0,0.07760529758396881,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05401129210814643,0.0,0.066918905869202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2086506592889188,0.09943591445953442,0.0,0.06761443628201412,0.0,0.0,0.07814008123973906,0.07606095726493213,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05987904192211886,0.0,0.0,0.054281668360766165 anxiety,JustanLPCstudent,2018/04/20,"Anxiety at new job and want to quit after 1 week I recently stepped into a new job after I graduated, and has been working there for a week. The first company I interviewed for rejected me, but gave me another position. Having been job searching since Nov 2017, I jumped at the offer. However, I am having serious second thoughts now though because I go to sleep and work everyday dreading tomorrow. I get that tight feeling in my chest as I am typing this now. The reason for this, is because the new role requires me to demo/present the company's products during meetings/events. I have had stage fright since a young age. I've told my parents and girlfriend about wanting to leave, but they want me to stay indefinitely until I find another job. Ive told them that public speaking is way out of my comfort zone and that I've been having panic attacks every since I started. They just dismissed this as being childish. What should I do here? This role is a 2 weeks temp contract for now, but the manager has said that he wants this to become perm after. I don't want to burn bridges, because this is a big company and it would look bad if I left in a week. At the same time, I can't....I just can't see myself working in this job for the next 6 months. I honestly rather work at a coffee shop to support myself until I find a new job. EDIT: I am still in the interview process for 4 other jobs. Nothing solid though.",3.812894048397645,5.48291329136691,4.958325703073908,82.02060170045783,72.56115107913669,7.788358404185742,29.54283845650752,8.438071523408619,2.282907913669065,1117,47,210,19,22,368,156,278,0.118,0.82,0.062,-0.9448,9,2,0,0,0,0,33.0,0,0,3,7,12,10,1,3,17,0,24,2,2,1,0,31,41,16,0,9,7,1,2,0,1,2,0,2,0,0,14,8,0,2,5,1,1,3,2,7,0,2,9,6,31,3,33,29,1,45,0,1,2,0,17,12,0,2,27,142,45,18,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1765112169233687,0.06438691932098271,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09575121308194308,0.0,0.0,0.07027526868166388,0.1539208189551438,0.09295496496158856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07091366093099725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.042556964055796107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15385277999679067,0.07159173416673,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.043973370239905316,0.0,0.04783359604387235,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5846538258797126,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08911986242546481,0.09144683207427112,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07067841754896179,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06718066483206861,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3251529955357705,0.0895117178508297,0.0,0.0,0.08075974727117488,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0987509113458085,0.0934566144180077,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08952112322942606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08653688045764425,0.08310397725390144,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08006133838946232,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06706957133825671,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20886947288370547,0.0,0.08422699257974205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.059573275754605026,0.08970997985747199,0.06721524302996293,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09551081627521173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16538574552409496,0.06681856829103874,0.049077993169057255,0.0,0.0,0.16084883864921434,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2482170529611917,0.06680721889149198,0.2700522233283624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2450960095398861,0.0,0.0,0.05978925984975586,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,TheBeckyslayer,2018/04/20,"Does anyone get panic attacks through their dreams? The number of conscious panic attacks I experience has been declining lately, but recently I have been having these dreams of scenarios I would I think of during higher levels of anxiety or panic attacks while I am conscious. When I wake up the symptoms are almost identical to a panic attack - hyperventilating, super fast heart beat, sweating, and high feelings of anxiety. And these dreams are vivid as well. I suppose this sounds a lot like regular nightmares, but I have a feeling these dreams are directly related to anxiety. I suppose I am wondering if it is possible for anxiety to affect you in your sleep and what that would look like.",9.0197775175644,9.635631680327874,8.907142857142855,62.24500000000002,60.0655737704918,11.889461358313815,40.37939110070258,11.491704259439757,5.250614519906323,563,28,80,15,7,183,79,122,0.222,0.579,0.199,-0.34,0,0,0,0,0,0,12.0,0,2,1,2,2,12,4,4,5,0,14,5,4,1,0,18,20,10,0,3,4,0,2,2,0,2,1,1,0,0,7,3,0,0,6,4,0,0,0,8,1,0,2,5,13,4,13,16,1,9,0,0,2,0,3,4,0,5,7,63,20,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11840325823649699,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3618222056686235,0.0,0.0,0.0826782366633845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5380738118567625,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10347522331829834,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11566431755896828,0.0,0.0,0.11957440085357902,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06177707358371993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1401184934340013,0.0,0.12493019395502787,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13338322490324964,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11553508876537735,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09929431785377968,0.0,0.0,0.10052594803314492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5549306121761161,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1333011867815546,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11675067182490105,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11832836759944833,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12289972434746975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0757653232573065,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10631463398036918,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12822946132795895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1679928322574928,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,newschoolyoungin,2018/04/20,"How I beat my anxiety I use to have really bad anxiety growing up..I use to cry and break down for the littlest stuff..I also couldn't pass my driving test because I froze once the tester got in the car ,and sometimes even said I'm not ready just fail me.I also decided to get my pilots licence ,and had to be judged about my knowledge by an examiner. I KNEW my shit so well ,but once the examiner came in I freaked out and eventually failed ... The next few days I just broke down and cried and felt hopeless.I then started to pray ..I just said if their is a God then help me ..I hate that I can't reach my potential and this anxiety is stupid ...I eventually retook my exam and passed it with flying colors ..Then took my drivers license test and breezed through it .. I eventually realized no way in hell am I gonna let anxiety ruin my life ..Little things that use to bug me I shrug them off like a random dude cussing me out or even me getting rear ended. I Just realized that as long as I'm alive and kicking and on a bright path then why worry at all..",2.1220931360659705,3.8815886359447016,3.818127577007033,88.0306500121271,77.38709677419354,7.149066213921902,25.245937424205675,8.032893268588372,1.3937705069124422,822,30,178,14,19,275,134,217,0.233,0.6679999999999999,0.099,-0.9867,0,0,0,0,0,1,29.0,0,0,2,3,12,13,4,0,9,0,9,2,1,4,1,38,26,24,0,2,8,0,2,1,0,1,1,2,0,0,7,15,0,0,8,0,0,7,4,10,1,0,8,6,29,3,23,14,2,29,2,4,2,0,5,11,2,3,10,110,36,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21579513728679744,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4128617330212655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1126547500735588,0.08224757545482249,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15431553087464234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2964123201717673,0.08701392655885225,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11950139214409405,0.0,0.0,0.17823023303529856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.129546871701811,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1409829980646134,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10790994280529227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1332081518813351,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09043578661008593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13796751790433845,0.09529983503052487,0.06591637581266324,0.1352279083975603,0.0,0.11940227091382345,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14349173460750092,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2873763689449376,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08643488380164005,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2566846128379954,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13849612819807053,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13344191888613866,0.0,0.09549892326415696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15445411733437314,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08963659199005168,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14990399273233973,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3495894651059653,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.107095293814142,0.0,0.0,0.1213116368840462,0.0,0.12174667662035647,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1370204675929993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Starstill,2018/04/20,"Physical symptoms getting out of hand Apologies if I'm not coherent; I'm really worked up right now. So, I was diagnosed with C-PTSD this past December as well as AvPD. I had already been in a long term battle with depression and anxiety, so I wasn't too surprised to have this thrown into the mix. A little backstory on me: I came from an abusive household and was put in foster care at 12, but aged out of the system as an unwanted kid. I've been abused in almost every way you can imagine by parents, foster parents, siblings, significant others, and peers. My biggest issue right now is my physical symptoms. I thought I was handling everything well, but it's been brought to my attention that I'm not. I'm 24 and the longest I've held a job is 7 months. I work hard, but the stress of the job always eats away at me... physically. I get sick. VERY SICK. It all starts with headaches, then my body gets heavy, I catch fever and cough, headaches become migraines, then I'm throwing up and unable to move. It lasts for weeks, sonetimes months. My brain will be foggy. I'll forget what I'm saying as I say it. I forget important things. I forget to eat. Even as I write this now, I'm sick. I've been ""sick"" for over a month. I've never noticed the pattern before and now I'm feeling hopeless about the rest of my life. I'm in fine shape physically... But i don't understand how my anxiety and stress can have so much control over my health like it is. Does this happen to anyone else?? 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I don’t know how to get it down while I’m on this. Usually it’s pretty easy in these kinds of situations but I can’t right now. What do I do?",2.653394736842106,4.360535221052634,4.4433552631578985,84.35661184210528,75.73684210526315,8.539473684210527,26.61184210526316,9.188382445141503,2.1013421052631567,366,14,80,9,8,124,68,95,0.095,0.846,0.06,-0.2854,0,0,1,0,0,0,5.0,1,0,0,0,5,4,0,1,2,0,11,2,0,2,0,17,17,10,0,0,3,0,1,0,1,0,1,0,0,0,8,8,1,1,2,0,0,1,3,2,1,0,3,2,11,2,12,13,1,12,0,0,1,0,4,5,0,1,6,60,19,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1915898895767527,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20911127770495594,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28171713669727944,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13084727825820347,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22434970332477608,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2608001322732084,0.13763813011116074,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21291954978471106,0.0,0.0,0.1671741131869624,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23907827821557445,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2547928011852809,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2517665955852189,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16044160568674162,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21387882912584832,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815108937453181,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.28688412605475394,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16638465992706447,0.0,0.0,0.1988255107646519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2758300009581525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22518030862203825,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,anxiouslyalex,2018/04/20,"Physical symptoms caused by anxiety I have health anxiety “flare ups” sometimes I think I have als, brain cancer, this time it’s lupus.... any slight discomfort and I am sure it’s some untreatable disease. What physical symptoms does anxiety give you? 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My job was the main source of my anxiety and where the initial trauma happened which caused PTSD, anxiety and depression. I got too comfortable and while I was looking for a job, I wasn't in a hurry. Boyfriend has been super supportive and is willing to pick up my half of the bills until I find a job. My mind hasn't been this calm in years.",3.4567857142857146,4.415253011904763,4.479523809523811,87.88214285714287,72.45238095238095,8.457142857142857,28.285714285714285,8.841846274778883,1.9758000000000004,319,12,70,6,6,104,51,84,0.157,0.649,0.194,0.6625,5,0,0,0,0,0,8.0,0,0,0,3,2,10,0,0,6,0,9,0,0,2,0,9,16,7,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,2,5,0,0,1,0,1,0,2,4,0,1,8,1,11,6,9,7,1,8,0,3,1,0,0,4,0,0,4,47,13,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23659660589587705,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15885670418920805,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1331902216242171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14133711450542727,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1236788211070912,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13674663124536746,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.7672760259712542,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12985769375617898,0.0,0.337613161078486,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1561411637897901,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1807645494860529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17548234327228948,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19916470877162806 anxiety,Mini_Dark_Link,2018/04/20,"Keep getting anxious feelings I don't know why but I keep on getting the feeling you get when you forget something but I'm just getting them randomly, it's not even the ""you've forgotten something, you don't know what you've forgotten but you have"" it's just all of a sudden I get that feeling out of the blue, no thoughts about forgetting anything",1.652898550724636,4.3706809565217455,2.620289855072464,89.93159420289857,87.2608695652174,5.385507246376811,29.40579710144928,6.937597516519254,1.8364318840579719,282,15,53,4,9,89,42,69,0.172,0.774,0.053,-0.7814,0,0,2,0,0,0,5.0,0,4,1,0,5,0,0,0,4,0,3,0,0,0,1,19,17,4,0,0,6,0,3,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,1,0,2,6,0,0,0,4,0,0,0,1,4,8,0,5,16,1,4,0,0,1,0,5,2,0,1,2,34,12,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2545398738985996,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18541363177677173,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14881729667849072,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3417754933258786,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5885844475513147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.40053759215621865,0.0,0.0,0.2476525728372023,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3469143420195046,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17887357684520075,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2033101902598487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,ittstartedwithamouse,2018/04/20,"Panic attacks during take off and landing I hate flying. The G forces really freak me out. Especially during take off and landing. Last time I went on a flight it was particularly bad and I had a full blown panic attack. I was terrified that I was gonna pass out. My family is planning another trip during the Christmas break and I'm already starting to get worried. I'm completely dreading having to go on a flight again. Anyone else also get panic attacks on planes? How do you deal with them? Desperate for some help. 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I have an internship set up for the summer, however, I am absolutely terrified. To the point that I’ve been putting off calling to ask for help about paperwork (although I did text one of the numbers they gave and never got a response). Also feeling anxious at the thought of meeting and hanging out with new people. Any tips or helpful ways to get through this? 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Hi. I'm diagnosed GAD and panic disorder. Today, I had to move out my whole life from my abusive home in less than 30 minutes. Currently staying with a relative. So yes, I'm under a lot of stress and my body is sure showing it. I have a pounding headache that won't go away, and tremors/shakes *that won't fucking stop*. But I just tried to go to bed, in my cousin's white-walled room and when I looked at the wall, I saw leaves and trees and shit that I knew weren't there. When I turned on the light, they dissapeared. I feel like I've seen air move out of the corner of my eye (like it rises from a hot pavement or above a flame, for example) a few times. I'm very, very scared right now and have never experienced this. I had to get out of my bed and am now sitting in the kitchen with my laptop because I don't want to be without light... 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So tired of the tingly adrenalin rushes. I took a 1/4 proprananol but i am still feeling terrible! I just need to get through check in and I know I will feel so much better. 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I use an ash tray I never liter. I'm always as quite aa humanly possible. and I've seen 2 people outside smoking cigs as well. but sometimes I stay up till 2 , 3 in the morning. and for some reason I kinda worry someone will pop out and yell put me for quietly smoking at a weird hour. 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So I had what I think was a really bad panic attack a while back and I'm wondering if it's happened to anyone else?? Pretty much what happened is a felt like I couldn't quite take in a deep breath.. Like, it didn't hit the satisfactory point that would naturally change to breathing out (if that makes sense??) so I felt I had to keep yawning to try and reach that point, but I couldn't yawn either.. It was so bad the first night, my husband took me to Emerg at 2am. The doctors gave me air, but said that my oxygen levels were perfectly normal.. After a long night there, they put me on steroids for my lungs and after a week, i says able to breathe properly again... This has happened to me before, waking me up in the middle of the night but had never lasted more than an hour.. Has anyone ever heard of this or experienced it?? 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How do you meet people or go on dates while you’re struggling with anxiety? I’m having a tough time putting myself out there and I keep everyone at an arms length because I’m ashamed of my badly my anxiety controls me,2.3157999999999994,4.64227498,3.649999999999999,86.705,79.2,7.2,28.0,8.238735603445708,2.129,199,9,39,4,5,65,39,50,0.29600000000000004,0.7040000000000001,0.0,-0.9179,0,0,0,0,0,0,2.0,0,2,0,1,3,4,0,2,2,0,3,1,1,3,0,9,7,5,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,0,4,0,2,0,0,0,2,0,4,0,0,0,0,7,0,6,7,0,9,0,0,0,0,3,3,0,1,4,24,7,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6479843766059439,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23574807143922102,0.17211619821947632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3166763302558493,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26979479563828906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16046438852375322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25096311449227937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19574395870194733,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2838368643406121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29517053885502115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16463889013534785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,natman8,2018/04/20,"Nausea and fear of other people? For a few months now I seem to feel anxious almost all of the time, and it just keeps getting worse. I often feel like I'm going to throw up (I never do, though), short of breath, and like I'm frozen to my spot, almost as if I'm afraid to go somewhere else. I feel as though when I try to think of my problems or percieved problems I just... run into a wall? I'll start reasoning them out or thinking in depth and start to feel very afraid. Lately I feel like I can't think of anything at all that isn't trivial. I've gotten into the habit of watching youtube videos (like cooking and whatnot) to calm myself down, which works somewhat, but I find myself doing it constantly. I don't seek out other people to hang out with or just to talk to as I often did before, I just tend to curl up on my own and try to distract myself from this anxiety. I'm sure many of you feel similarly. I get the feeling that this is stemming from a fear of other people. I keep finding that people in my life often have or have had ulterior motives for being around me, and I left a mildly abusive relationship 2 months ago, although my anxiety was present before breaking up as well. I feel that I have nobody who can help me without something happening, save perhaps my sister who lives hours away and is busy to the point that I don't want to burden her. As for my parents, my mother is severely bipolar -- telling her about any problem, big or small, results in her having a breakdown about it sooner or later. My father I hardly know, as he lives in another country, having been deported for things I will not name against my own sister whom I care for dearly. In other words, I don't know that there has ever been someone I was able to trust completely without being punished for doing so. I don't know what to do. This fear has just... engulfed my life. I find myself questioning the motives of anyone who speaks to me. Sorry for the long, long rant. It is comforting to put this into words and know that someone may read it and 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anxiety,shirim,2018/04/20,"this is scaring me... long time depression/anxiety sufferer. i've struggled with it about four years. i've had some really rough times, especially in my later teen years but it's leveled out slightly in my early twenties even though i'm still struggling badly. have not been on antidepressants in a couple years or more now because of bad experiences i had with one i was on. but anyways, this semester has been extremely hard on me and i'm working too. and i've dealt with anxiety attacks a lot. but lately i'm having them multiple times in one day. the last month or so has been really rough. and today i've had like four within the last few hours. it's like i've been pushing my emotions aside until now and it's all finally hitting me. and these have been like full blown breaking down crying trembling anxiety attacks. i feel like i can't handle the stress of everything lately and i'm having some kind of mental break. should i try to go to a doctor or therapist?",2.633412698412698,5.2098773544973564,4.016134920634922,83.10039285714288,79.68783068783068,7.166243386243386,25.32301587301588,8.238735603445708,1.94504,776,30,142,16,20,255,110,189,0.193,0.7290000000000001,0.078,-0.9701,0,0,0,0,0,0,19.0,0,0,1,1,10,15,2,5,6,0,18,1,0,0,1,23,25,15,0,1,7,0,4,4,0,1,1,0,0,0,7,10,0,0,1,0,0,2,2,10,0,4,9,4,12,5,20,14,7,38,0,1,0,0,1,12,0,6,26,95,19,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2899874137611665,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2874978017165703,0.0,0.0,0.211005005688328,0.07702582498902244,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13981120074868142,0.13879681785076828,0.08148956904402975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12933135851411015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.142134194491367,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0834573582358691,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11356118583183375,0.12360102388370033,0.0,0.0,0.06388970551893605,0.09026919719659096,0.0,0.13841750496674085,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07181138112079502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1131907158374585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.124435821710686,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13158097927044712,0.0,0.20599502576876247,0.2850715504121906,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2469258552208972,0.0,0.0,0.1118216357362635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10742388288801133,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12733775726358887,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10085665150032316,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17124503666687438,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16189457733762894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12650502338418626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1009085628838031,0.0,0.14474108549870845,0.2641907560469178,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14670977901596902,0.0,0.0,0.1241447412074618,0.0,0.22103869018384795,0.0,0.1197713047462834,0.0,0.0,0.08578785320483738,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09198912693137086,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2441085686351632 anxiety,lolsup1,2018/04/20,"Pretty weird, I cannot get over this constant need to yawn. It started maybe a month ago? I know that I'm becoming paranoid because my roommate is batshit crazy, and mentioned he wants to end me, as well as once mentioning killing me by pushing me out the window. I try to stay away but it doesn't mean I'm not paranoid. Now on the topic of anxiety, I only really got it, or the first time ever, about a year and a half ago, where I suffered from 2 panic attacks, but that has since gone away, and this excessive yawning is now a seeming problem. It's not too big of a deal when I'm distracted such as playing a game or out with people I don't know, people I need to perhaps impress? If I'm with my mom or alone it seems to be all too prominent, maybe once a minute or more. I don't want to take anything for this, just natural. So help? Thanks.",4.152215909090909,4.299207517045456,5.265909090909093,85.80636363636364,70.42045454545455,8.218181818181819,30.772727272727273,8.00094639256281,1.9574727272727264,657,26,142,8,11,218,112,176,0.189,0.684,0.127,-0.8652,0,1,0,0,0,0,22.0,0,0,0,1,13,11,2,2,10,0,8,2,0,0,2,29,27,15,1,6,10,1,0,0,0,0,2,0,1,0,10,7,0,0,5,2,0,2,6,7,1,2,2,0,13,4,23,24,2,24,0,1,0,0,7,8,0,7,13,91,23,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24845392895622545,0.0,0.0,0.14514430661411096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1072078469858336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1153244954585614,0.0,0.0,0.15943116255682704,0.26333506326690365,0.0,0.0,0.08542894416288507,0.15477525194978392,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15144315140447426,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14447971009148655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12412375319771518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12676598998370195,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11920426948422172,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07321813806045638,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11208394201962962,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09393387856014453,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15504578157488658,0.0,0.15403618244126846,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2815819016289619,0.1526551532815731,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16413200512488782,0.11185959060749576,0.0,0.0,0.20782626022756487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.29849220041525565,0.0,0.10658390893636606,0.0,0.1644258291112704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19431291059365835,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14257426476369753,0.0,0.1340964678008135,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08977821925062975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2551590762125878,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1159264786754632,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0991928593400373,0.14937216899159575,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10536895053551414,0.0,0.0,0.12902344422059234,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08171762273343336,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0951468643449689,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16531814917547044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12600401891929228,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09024651702891948 anxiety,steamed-apple_juice,2018/04/20,"Panic Attacks Hey, I know that for everyone’s experience with panic attacks are different. So I was just wondering what happened and how do you react to a panic attack? Personally. 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I’m checking if my windows are locked and that no one is in my closet multiple times every night. I’ve also really suspicious of people I don’t know, like today I was in a sculpture class and every time he picked up the mallet I had a momentary flash of “oh my god he’s going to kill me”. the other day i had to open my window and then leave my room for a moment and i was so worried that someone would break in through my window that i set up an pattern of paper strips on the windowsill so that if anyone climbed in and got into my house, i’d know because the paper strips would be out of order. every time i’m in a room i find myself planning out escape routes, and today i briefly considered bringing a knife to this summer program i’m attending in case my roommate tries to murder me. i’m too scared to go to concerts or large venues of any kind for fear of being killed by a gunman or bomb. like, i know logically that this is stupid, that there’s no way my windows will have unlocked themselves within 5 minutes and that my closet is way too small to actually hold a person and that everything else i’m scared of is irrational, but we all know that anxiety and logic mix like water and oil- they’ll never meet. i’ve taken adderall (add) and lexapro (depression/anxiety) for a few years and never had this problem, but i recently also started taking wellbutrin. i don’t know if it is increasing my anxiety level, or if it’s just a coincidence. i’ve also wondered for a while if i am bipolar, for a number of reasons, but that’s a whole nother can of worms. anyway, has anyone else experienced this? any advice?",5.90557306590258,5.7366427879656126,6.9713739255014335,76.16164541547279,66.67908309455588,9.501489971346707,31.77664756446991,9.120678840339163,2.684473810888252,1379,50,260,22,20,466,183,349,0.122,0.838,0.04,-0.9679,0,0,0,1,0,1,29.0,1,0,1,3,11,12,4,3,19,0,26,3,0,3,3,50,44,31,3,8,12,0,0,3,0,4,2,1,8,1,18,18,1,2,10,1,1,6,7,8,0,1,9,4,30,4,38,29,5,48,0,0,0,0,6,19,0,10,21,175,48,4,0.0,0.0,0.10408044312058776,0.0,0.0,0.10422258065949004,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.25587724284523045,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14505887887273178,0.0,0.24477363866958726,0.0,0.0,0.14915209742851038,0.10928122709148863,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06501624056559191,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11962328172673585,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06878401400190301,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17819407237392593,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26958573263816504,0.0,0.09585514180482516,0.0,0.0,0.12001715909795865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09748125130692868,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12122962736101606,0.0,0.08530219598633502,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12306619853067048,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23599715371251306,0.11106535507179284,0.2930755375576181,0.0,0.0,0.11293284015689367,0.0,0.0,0.07533397751778384,0.15631956042529616,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09067474465002227,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16451868881859585,0.0,0.0,0.1000890197548872,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07227256898049365,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018148021188463,0.07394153740253243,0.09312752271487107,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10205496854684998,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1366525679919458,0.10965968104554537,0.21061900061765115,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.213561647259845,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0903689114492481,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07549135563403862,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08019170906641322,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.18657514745664247,0.0,0.20219400346179947,0.0,0.0,0.07241212544450254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16931644118525171,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11907712592126048,0.0,0.0,0.1156634072099368,0.0,0.10831390024779128,0.0,0.15153010208826614,0.0,0.0,0.06868268499458019 anxiety,plantlover3,2018/04/20,"do any of you get anxious when texting people back? Like, say your crush texts you at 7 pm and then you don’t reply until 11 pm the next day do any of you do this because of anxiety?",0.17275000000000065,1.966942775000004,2.4700000000000024,95.165,83.75,5.0,20.0,5.985473137389443,-0.1200000000000001,141,4,33,1,4,48,30,40,0.134,0.8059999999999999,0.059,-0.2869,0,0,0,0,0,0,3.0,0,5,0,0,2,1,0,0,1,0,4,0,0,0,0,1,5,4,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,1,0,0,1,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,0,1,5,1,5,5,0,7,0,0,0,0,6,1,0,0,7,20,6,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4855596603026129,0.0,0.2731125589991517,0.40332098981427655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2745195438316377,0.0,0.21763068850738349,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23024266237654276,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1865235951757038,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17441761866769062,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3796854171695603,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2475065853426753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2839096025442241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,PaulAspie,2018/04/20,"Books of Devotionals or Christian Prayers for the anxious I'm a Christian and try to have some quite time to pray each day. Often I use books with a series of related reflections, meditations, often with Bible verses and prayers. I know these are pretty common among Christians. I searched for those about anxiety and found two issues in choosing. First, there seem to be quite a few; and second, most tend to focus on those with simple everyday worries not clinical anxiety. Does anyone have suggestions that have helped them?",6.950776397515526,9.174256500000002,6.081366459627329,74.87108695652175,65.52173913043478,9.170186335403725,32.70807453416149,9.606745405546679,3.407159627329193,426,18,66,9,7,129,68,92,0.087,0.828,0.085,0.1935,0,0,0,0,0,0,11.0,0,0,1,3,4,1,0,0,4,0,5,1,0,1,0,20,11,5,0,0,2,0,0,0,0,0,1,0,0,0,4,8,0,0,5,2,0,0,1,0,0,3,1,0,4,1,15,9,4,8,4,0,0,0,3,3,0,6,5,48,8,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3512299607227538,0.25934072005009945,0.0,0.16051570832831993,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1480490709756532,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20089202957957505,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19526607457409428,0.0,0.2517038568513635,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15387116430747408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2396040119189529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12616175921310752,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23354798562294626,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4883367759681194,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.20898543072141826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13385996561806354,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1558581315003579,0.0,0.22424958399540776,0.0,0.0,0.19826862809448487,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2331322551921937,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,Phillips_guy,2018/04/20,"I've messed up hard by not taking my medicines. Never ever leave them without a doctor's recommendation... Hi there /r/anxiety ! When I was 17, I was (misdiagnosed) with panic disorder with agoraphobia and depression. They gave me some paroxetine (an ssri), and some 0.25mg Xanax. It did nothing. I went back to my psychiatrist, I told them it does nothing, so he just gave me some 0.5mg Xanax (3x1 a day), kept the paroxetine and that's it. I had a psychosis, they didn't even change my medicine, they just put me to a psychiatric hospital for a month. Long story short,after they let me out it take them 6 years, 2 more psychosis and two more hospital visit, and countless medication combination, when they finally diagnosed me with borderline personality disorder, with bipolar disorder, and with clinical depression. They gave me carbamazepine, valproate, quetiapine,duloxetine and the most important, clonazepine (which is the strongest avabile sedative in my country), and buspirone, a very interesting and extremely effective anxiolytic medicine. Finally, all my freaking anxiety went away, I felt like a human. It was freaking amazing and I've never been so happy in my entire life. About two months ago I moved together with my fiancee, I got an AWESOME new job in management. A company called me that they heard about me, and that they want me to work for them for twice the money. It was like a dream. But the messed up part. I thought, that all my stress was from by living with my father and grandmother who made me freaking nuts, and I drank every day. I thought, all my problems was caused by them. So, when we moved together, I just left my medicine, because, my life is a dream, I never been this happy in my life. One week ago, I started to having the worst anxiety attacks in my life. I couldn't concentrate on my work, I was sweating, evebody was asking if I'm okay, I couldn't sleep, I couldn't even count, I couldn't concentrate on anything else than anxiety itself. I started to take my medicines again. So guys, just a tip, for frog's sake, take your medicine, and don't be a stupid idiot like I was. Just because your life became your living dream, don't leave your medicine until your doctor doesn't approve. The last week, and some few more days will be hell on Earth. I'm still having anxiety because those medicine takes even weeks to work (expect the benzodiazepam -clonazepam-) Really really consult your doctor if you would like to leave your medicine. Unfortunately for me, I have no idea if I can ever leave me medicines. But I don't mind. I thought a dramatic positive change in my life will somehow ""cure"" me. No, it did not. So be careful guys. I wish you all a very very nice and anxiety free day, -/u/phillipsguy Tl;Dr: My life became awesome, I left my medicine, and everything came back. Don't leave your medicine just because you feel better than ever. Talk to your doctor. 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How bad of an idea is this? Just like the title says. My favorite musical is in town, and this is the last weekend of its run here in my city. I have a diagnosed anxiety and panic disorder, and I take medication for it, and I've been on this medication for years now. I struggle being in public in unfamiliar places without someone I know to distract me/be my shield. My friend was going to go with me, and he was going to drive as I don't drive downtown. I got a text this afternoon that he's unable to make it now. I get it. Things come up. It happens. I am not upset with him in any way. But this is my favorite musical, and it doesn't make very frequent runs, so who knows the next time I'll be able to see it live. I mean... the tickets are paid for, I can Uber downtown to avoid driving. I'd just... have to walk into a theatre and find my seat and stuff on my own, because let's be honest, I'm not drawing attention to myself by asking an usher. Soo good idea, bad idea? Advice? Tips to avoid panic attacks being out in public on my own? xx",1.6458441558441557,3.4507054458874507,3.6670995670995694,88.3635064935065,78.95670995670996,6.131601731601733,23.98701298701299,7.07126945348624,0.9099142857142856,862,30,182,10,21,293,133,231,0.136,0.77,0.095,-0.8403,0,2,0,0,0,0,36.0,0,0,0,0,8,15,1,7,10,0,19,3,0,3,0,33,38,12,0,0,6,0,0,1,2,0,3,1,0,0,16,13,0,2,9,2,1,11,5,10,0,0,5,2,23,5,35,28,2,36,0,0,1,0,10,15,0,0,10,123,39,0,0.1278593075369483,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12494263553709008,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08694871360760309,0.0,0.09781202029945096,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11953119280924655,0.14545842069222836,0.0,0.0,0.2135143622130162,0.07794184712733697,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11013947200627648,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12977450573272264,0.0,0.0,0.14653784364825936,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11686109072210984,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19756756766864106,0.0,0.06680121098974867,0.0,0.2906615639685847,0.1072423209182342,0.10226076840732716,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1130655633930757,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.4330127853624356,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14053626322508067,0.10422240079706348,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13074480468965072,0.0,0.0624655992394661,0.0,0.11290211104622992,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17069416124941458,0.0,0.0,0.1392762691481536,0.0,0.2576096017241891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1359798240977629,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3000306971356456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1335857629097164,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10167885325021236,0.0,0.0,0.1018873141065963,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1083347763569206,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13366630946957794,0.1463683170584893,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0961342869806296,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08494404256015603,0.0819270815371161,0.0,0.0,0.07455579044210865,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10549731922791752,0.0,0.10148876696194044,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12325180979558854,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08233720202173113 anxiety,swampoodle,2018/04/20,"Anxiety and fear over losing touch with reality. Anyone else get anxiety over losing touch with reality? One of my biggest fears is to have some sort of psychotic break and end up in a mental institution. I've been told and I've read many times that most people in psychosis don't even realize that they are in it. But here I am at 30, happily married - I love my family and I love my job. I have a nice life. Why am I obsessing over this? I have suffered with ptsd, phobias, gad, and severe depression for 20 years. This is my new sick obsession. I've kept in so much trauma and pain inside me, and I've really tried to release it but it just gets heavier and heavier. I feel like I am in a hyper aware state of my own reality- almost like I am ""tripping"".. I guess I am fearful of the unknown and losing control. I read a post about how we are all in a Sims like world- and I've been obsessing over that for three weeks to the point where it makes me physically sick. Im so afraid to lose my mind. Has anyone else experienced this?",1.89742857142857,3.9487879333333353,3.9011904761904788,85.79464285714288,79.19047619047619,7.438095238095237,23.357142857142854,8.395991825355821,1.4830285714285716,806,27,169,17,20,274,120,210,0.212,0.703,0.085,-0.9715,1,0,0,0,0,0,26.0,1,0,1,5,8,21,0,7,7,0,16,6,0,3,1,30,25,15,0,0,3,0,3,3,0,0,4,0,0,0,10,14,0,2,2,2,0,1,1,15,0,2,4,4,22,6,26,21,5,25,0,6,0,2,5,16,0,5,8,107,32,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11305159952483655,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17273417853392192,0.0,0.0,0.15788259613631953,0.2313558325981529,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1266253348292055,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09723936416541408,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1886245198528524,0.0,0.09999461395763186,0.0,0.0,0.07456843400808966,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10643071451040947,0.3811268024918043,0.0570849040814412,0.08065475371378591,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11796967560898243,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1243704919690258,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12194981812624404,0.0,0.11203440011581864,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.079743591627893,0.16546960084596454,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5052184405479683,0.0,0.0,0.20379071623421974,0.0,0.0753606653703889,0.11446141955646492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11377519430236475,0.0,0.11399536168506776,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08299343176324887,0.0,0.0,0.10903813261689158,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07650298599086575,0.0,0.1201320276188519,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07826964614438668,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10672563109606073,0.0,0.10812561229020147,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13197237485845073,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.22585822360383545,0.0,0.07232570837163185,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1275432373310847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06583205815368047,0.0,0.0,0.10787941209649156,0.0,0.0766507112808563,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0905604147741121,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1018733900153886,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07270297101758735 anxiety,Nico1533,2018/04/20,"I had my first panic attack in public.. Hello all, today was not such a good day, it's hard to talk about it because most of my friends don't understand how I feel. Recently I had enough of the way I lived my life doing nothing because of my fears, I went ahead and signed up for school and my driving license. Today was the first class for my driving license, the teacher asked us by turn to present my self, I got scared and just said my name and where i'm from. Later on in the class he asked us to talk in front of the entire class and I panicked, my panic attack started happening, I told him I needed to go to the toilet and when I got out I told the secretary that I had an emergency and needed to leave, I went back into class to take my stuff with me and everyone was looking at me, then my panic attack went at its maximum, I was rushed by adrenaline and I just left in panic. after the panic attack went away I got angry at myself for running every time I have an obstacle, it just keep pilling on and on constantly",4.5878490703609165,4.7252901327014225,5.67175355450237,83.30768866204889,69.47393364928911,8.38804228946409,28.079110462996717,8.139509932561175,1.7354670798395917,802,25,165,10,13,267,113,211,0.226,0.759,0.015,-0.9921,0,0,0,0,0,0,17.0,2,0,0,3,9,13,4,7,11,0,10,2,0,1,1,27,34,13,0,2,4,0,2,0,1,0,2,1,0,1,6,13,0,1,2,0,0,10,2,11,0,2,17,4,34,2,35,17,3,43,0,0,1,0,16,16,0,1,16,121,40,5,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16564753848780595,0.4031555073401304,0.08323731958139992,0.06812359588434358,0.0,0.10801260171844866,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09573903175280543,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0571360343535122,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0915416588595024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0746445711489727,0.08465570965560405,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0996932881096789,0.04479597146222914,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15071663836074542,0.0,0.0,0.06844778442385335,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05035021766373552,0.07430874763449463,0.21257101396425165,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07834370185566808,0.0,0.07936314677395492,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07874673973773785,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09380863749337834,0.09625803369195901,0.0,0.06257681802815011,0.0,0.0,0.0782304448962137,0.0,0.0743969511398357,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13138319390787456,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08500867987935498,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.5197319762655241,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08747624451271183,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08427352630277125,0.0,0.08869841191656516,0.08966222431595962,0.0,0.0,0.09242324142756908,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0627075455174847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.10141934863828254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.06661193462711669,0.1424175847914782,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.05166008502256255,0.0,0.16795419248937582,0.1693114193112081,0.0,0.0,0.09636522550005426,0.0,0.09222985543884052,0.21313621864382895,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.07032208094098233,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3285114451819223,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,noreceptionplease,2018/04/20,"Why does my body start shaking uncontrollably? Hi, It’s a weird question but I’d appreciate some input. I’m an actor and for years I’ve dealt with stage fright. However, it seems to be getting worse and I’m not at the point where I can’t stop shaking when I’m performing and a few hours afterwards. The performance is usually short - audition, class work... As soon as I get an a mail regarding my audition or as soon as I start driving to school - by body starts to buzz a little and by the time it comes to performance I’m in complete physics turmoil. So, I don’t know what it is - anxiety? Trauma? Panic attack? IDK. Does anyone have experience with this? Or something similar? Note: I’ve used Beta Blockers in the past with little to no relief. Also, mentally I’m pretty relaxed in the moment - it doesn’t seem to follow the anxiety mental/physical cycle. 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I'm so worried about what everyone is thinking and saying about me. They have group functions and I'm terrified of going because I feel like an idiot around them. But then I feel like if I don't go they will think I'm not a team player. I don't know how to have a conversation with people. It seem like I don't get back what I put into the conversation. I ask questions about them and they don't ever ask any about me.......what is wrong with me, why do i do this to myself. I do see a doc, but can't currently where I'm at and they have diagnosed me with general social anxiety and social phobia. Any advice would be greatly appreciated...",2.892254901960783,4.283547457516342,4.884460784313728,82.75257352941179,74.42483660130719,7.975816993464052,25.16830065359477,8.59863814320734,1.6511790849673202,583,19,122,11,12,201,86,153,0.103,0.848,0.049,-0.812,1,0,0,0,0,0,20.0,0,0,6,1,10,6,1,0,7,0,18,1,0,1,1,27,35,12,0,2,4,0,2,3,0,2,1,1,0,0,4,11,0,1,7,1,0,3,8,2,0,0,0,4,20,4,16,32,1,16,0,0,1,0,16,6,0,3,10,82,24,2,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16206216259609518,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2255610585069441,0.0,0.12687124350691736,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14763752822022055,0.31008604102331044,0.0,0.0,0.12752484184727575,0.0,0.1010977897808211,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16832954546281384,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15001661945270564,0.0,0.1584723449365202,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16771279031759806,0.2369599111250041,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0866473535674934,0.0,0.1885074756019877,0.0,0.0,0.1828450906277556,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.09114427050272024,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.24307099150962844,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.17637841772737525,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.11497628806837007,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16672038971348568,0.18578475436743,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13188688374617102,0.0,0.0,0.13215727677139408,0.15097938351212753,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.3381169103691606,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13865414379488894,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21253401534258826,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1330311410562847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.14964963831960254,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.16842400948336558,0.0,0.11781178266475505,0.1813258620968028,0.0,0.0 anxiety,aylap,2018/04/20,"I have a cool trick that may help you when you start spiraling in anxiety!! So when you start spiraling thinking i can’t do this, i can’t do that, thinking about how the worst can happen, not in your favor. This is a way to stop your self. Once you notice you spiraling worrying, maybe even panicking, Say out loud: well what if i can do it. What if i can do it and it goes good. Start thinking about the positive ways it could go. I know this doesn’t work for all situations but i really wanted to share even if it helps just one person! 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Something in my medication cocktail has been making me feel sick, and my pdoc just flat-out dismissed that it was this combo because “a lot of people take it” (he’s not a good doc), so I thought I’d check on here.",3.7238888888888866,4.982518981481481,4.534259259259262,86.5991666666667,72.14814814814815,6.140740740740743,26.462962962962962,5.985473137389443,0.8784962962962961,211,7,42,1,4,68,48,54,0.113,0.887,0.0,-0.6914,0,0,1,0,0,0,9.0,0,0,0,0,3,1,0,0,2,0,3,3,0,2,0,8,8,2,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,3,0,0,0,5,1,1,0,2,1,1,0,1,0,0,0,3,1,4,1,3,5,1,2,0,0,0,0,1,2,0,1,0,23,9,0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21977784516360654,0.3220550434232266,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.19160480473958247,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2750610381460891,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2625716293801389,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1589281848337205,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.26363429552532297,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.267221183389579,0.0,0.0,0.4196182492692015,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.31664144010318696,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.21790792135795306,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2419766824125729,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.23632736411300725,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2495326912361471,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0 anxiety,bourbon_gamer,2018/04/20,"Insomnia and Anxiety To most people, a rough night sleep isn't a big deal. You stayed up late to watch a championship football game, you drank too much, and you tossed and turned throughout the night still agonizing over the loss while trying to keep from spinning. Maybe you have exams coming up and the stress has overwhelmed you. A poor night sleep for sure, but you don't have time to sleep in, you have stuff to do. You slowly get out of bed and get showered. You head to work, or you go on about your chores for the day, all while consuming several cups of coffee. Despite the caffeine, you still feel like crap. You wish you could nap, but there is just too much to do. No worries you think, I'll go to bed early tonight and get a great night sleep. For most people, it is that easy. They just go to bed early, sleep more, and wake up refreshed and ready to go. But for someone with Anxiety, it's just not that simple. You see, as soon as you start to feel the tiredness, the dragging, and the other physical symptoms that come with poor sleep, you start to think to yourself, uh oh, I've really got to get some good sleep tonight. Once you start thinking that, there is a feeling in your chest when adrenaline begins to build up at the thought of the pressure of needing to sleep. No biggie you think, I'm plenty tired, I'll get some good sleep. An hour before bed, you are exhausted and thinking nothing but sleep. Your mind begins to race, should I take a pill to help me sleep? Will I feel even worse if I do? You lay down in bed 30 minutes before you normally sleep, you kiss your loved one goodnight, the lights go off, and your hell is about to begin. Your body feels tired, but your chest feels tight. You lean over and take a Xanax knowing it should get rid of that feeling. 30 minutes pass, an hour passes, you are aware that you are still awake. You aren't fully awake and you know you drift off some, but that feeling in your chest wakes you up again every time you start to fall deeper into sleep. Two hours pass, you take another Xanax, it doesn't seem to be working. You spend most of the night in this state of almost sleeping but not really sleeping. 5am rolls around and you aren't sure if you drifted off or not. You know that you have sweated excessively and are down to just your underwear. Your pillow is soaked, you feel cold but you don't want clothes. You may have gone to the bathroom 10 times or so, you aren’t sure but you remember going a lot. 7 am rolls around and it's time to get out of bed for work. You are even more exhausted than the previous day. You start to cry knowing that a horrible day lies before you. A day where you will spend most of your time in a stationary position at your desk, thinking about sleep, closing your eyes for a few minutes, wondering if you should call the doctor, googling insomnia. Food helps for a little, then makes you even more tired. The thought of the next night approaching gives you anxiety. What if I ydon't sleep again? What if I end up in a psychiatric hospital? What will my kids think? I don't think I could handle the thought of being more tired tomorrow if I can't sleep tonight. I want to curl up and cry. I want to sleep for days. It's 2:00pm and you start to count down the hours again until it's time to try for sleep. It's a wasted day, and all you can do is hope that tomorrow is a better one. We shall see. Life with Anxiety is hell. And it doesn't just effect us, it effects everyone around us. Sleep comes eventually, but you know insomnia will come around again. Some day, some night, you start all over again. Pray you never have to experience this cycle. 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When I get super anxious or work myself up, I can’t seem to eat. Even if I haven’t eaten all day. Literally nothing sounds remotely good. Is there anything that will help this? I just try to keep drinking as much water as I can to stop the pain in my stomach. I really need some advice. 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This is also my 12 and final year swimming! Im swimming at my conference meet and keep getting random attacks while im on the pool deck. They just come in waves at random times and i dont know why i feel relaxed with me team but everytime im on deck i get an attack at this meet. Does anybody know anything about this form of anxiety?,1.3662661498707998,3.596701337209306,3.2296899224806204,88.92680878552973,82.13953488372094,5.682687338501292,26.997416020671835,6.937597516519254,1.3753633074935396,329,15,66,4,9,110,58,86,0.117,0.858,0.025,-0.7712,0,0,0,0,0,0,5.0,0,0,1,1,3,3,2,0,3,0,2,0,0,0,0,15,9,7,0,0,2,0,1,0,0,0,0,0,0,2,3,7,0,1,3,5,0,3,1,2,0,0,0,1,7,1,10,9,1,15,0,0,0,0,7,6,0,2,6,34,10,3,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12228662729894715,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.2339601786525419,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.12583658901416322,0.0,0.0,0.34792736094687704,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13172333251268975,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13381755654782967,0.0,0.17921605752165468,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0773187707876493,0.0,0.0,0.16751167113064458,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.15978428018887847,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.302821161948856,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.6607007710372267,0.0,0.0,0.13591849716197327,0.0,0.0,0.16807693548624658,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.160459300359801,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.08916637238457656,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.13798263163800994,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.0,0.1969453901041933